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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of The World of Chance, by W. D. Howells
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE WORLD OF CHANCE ***
-
-
-
-
- THE WORLD OF CHANCE
-
-
- A Novel
-
-
- BY
-
- W. D. HOWELLS
-
- AUTHOR OF “A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES”
- “THE QUALITY OF MERCY” ETC.
-
-
- [Illustration]
-
-
- NEW YORK
- HARPER & BROTHERS PUBLISHERS
- 1893
-
-
- WILLIAM DEAN HOWELLS’S NOVELS.
-
- _UNIFORM LIBRARY EDITION._
-
- POST 8VO, CLOTH.
-
-
- THE WORLD OF CHANCE. $1 50.
- THE QUALITY OF MERCY. $1 50.
- AN IMPERATIVE DUTY. $1 00.
- THE SHADOW OF A DREAM. $1 00.
- A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES. 2 Vols., $2 00.
- ANNIE KILBURN. $1 50.
- APRIL HOPES. $1 50.
-
- PUBLISHED BY HARPER & BROTHERS, NEW YORK.
-
-
- Copyright, 1893, by WILLIAM DEAN HOWELLS.
-
- Electrotyped by S. J. PARKHILL & CO., Boston.
-
-
-
-
-THE WORLD OF CHANCE.
-
-
-
-
-I.
-
-
-From the club where the farewell dinner was given him, Ray went to the
-depot of the East & West Railroad with a friend of his own age, and they
-walked up and down the platform talking of their lives and their loves,
-as young men do, till they both at once found themselves suddenly very
-drowsy. They each pretended not to be so; his friend made a show of not
-meaning to leave him till the through express should come along at two
-o’clock and pick up the sleeping-car waiting for it on the side track;
-and Ray feigned that he had no desire to turn in, but would much rather
-keep walking and talking.
-
-They got rid of each other at last, and Ray hurried aboard his sleeper,
-and plunged into his berth as soon as he could get his coat and boots
-off. Then he found himself very wakeful. The soporific first effect of
-the champagne had passed, but it still sent the blood thumping in his
-neck and pounding in his ears as he lay smiling and thinking of the
-honor that had been done him, and the affection that had been shown him
-by his fellow-townsmen. In the reflected light of these the future
-stretched brightly before him. He scarcely felt it a hardship any more
-that he should be forced to leave Midland by the business change which
-had thrown him out of his place on the Midland _Echo_, and he certainly
-did not envy the friend who had just parted from him, and who was going
-to remain with the new owners. His mind kept, in spite of him, a sort of
-grudge toward the Hanks Brothers who had bought the paper, and who had
-thought they must reduce the editorial force as a first step towards
-making the property pay. He could not say that they had treated him
-unfairly or unkindly; they had been very frank and very considerate with
-him; but he could not conceal from himself the probability that if they
-had really appreciated him they would have seen that it would be a
-measure of the highest wisdom to keep him. He had given the paper
-standing and authority in certain matters; he knew that; and he smiled
-to think of Joe Hanks conducting his department. He hoped the estimation
-in which the dinner showed that his fellow-citizens held him, had done
-something to open the eyes of the brothers to the mistake they had made;
-they were all three at the dinner, and Martin Hanks had made a speech
-expressive of regard and regret which did not reconcile Ray to them. He
-now tried to see them as benefactors in disguise, and when he recalled
-the words of people who said that they always thought he was thrown away
-on a daily paper, he was willing to acknowledge that the Hankses had
-probably, at least, not done him an injury. He had often been sensible
-himself of a sort of incongruity in using up in ephemeral paragraphs,
-and even leading articles, the mind-stuff of a man who had published
-poems in the _Century_ Bric-à-brac and _Harper’s_ Drawer, and had for
-several years had a story accepted by the _Atlantic_, though not yet
-printed. With the manuscript of the novel which he was carrying to New
-York, and the four or five hundred dollars he had saved from his salary,
-he felt that he need not undertake newspaper work at once again. He
-meant to make a thorough failure of literature first. There would be
-time enough then to fall back upon journalism, as he could always do.
-
-He counted a good deal upon his novel in certain moods. He knew it had
-weak points which he was not able to strengthen because he was too
-ignorant of life, though he hated to own it; but he thought it had some
-strong ones too; and he believed it would succeed if he could get a
-publisher for it.
-
-He had read passages of it to his friend, and Sanderson had praised
-them. Ray knew he had not entered fully into the spirit of the thing,
-because he was merely and helplessly a newspaper mind, though since Ray
-had left the _Echo_, Sanderson had talked of leaving it too, and going
-on to devote himself to literature in New York. Ray knew he would fail,
-but he encouraged him because he was so fond of him; he thought now what
-a good, faithful fellow Sanderson was. Sanderson not only praised the
-novel to its author, but he celebrated it to the young ladies. They all
-knew that Ray had written it, and several of them spoke to him about it;
-they said they were just dying to see it. One of them had seen it, and
-when he asked her what she thought of his novel, in the pretence that he
-did not imagine she had looked at the manuscript, it galled him a little
-to have her say that it was like Thackeray; he knew he had imitated
-Thackeray, but he feigned that he did not know; and he hoped no one else
-would see it. She recognized traits that he had drawn from himself, and
-he did not like that, either; in the same way that he feigned not to
-know that he had imitated Thackeray, he feigned not to know that he had
-drawn his own likeness. But the sum of what she said gave him great
-faith in himself, and in his novel. He theorized that if its subtleties
-of thought and its flavors of style pleased a girl like her, and at the
-same time a fellow like Sanderson was taken with the plot, he had got
-the two essentials of success in it. He thought how delicately charming
-that girl was; still he knew that he was not in love with her. He
-thought how nice girls were, anyway; there were lots of perfectly
-delightful girls in Midland, and he should probably have fallen in love
-with some of them if it had not been for that long passion of his early
-youth, which seemed to have vastated him before he came there. He was
-rather proud of his vastation, and he found it not only fine, but upon
-the whole very convenient, to be going away heart-free.
-
-He had no embarrassing ties, no hindering obligations of any kind. He
-had no one but himself to look out for in seeking his fortune. His
-father, after long years of struggle, was very well placed in the little
-country town which Ray had come from to Midland; his brothers had struck
-out for themselves farther west; one of his sisters was going to be
-married; the other was at school. None of them needed his help, or was
-in anywise dependent upon him. He realized, in thinking of it all, that
-he was a very lucky fellow; and he was not afraid but he should get on
-if he kept trying, and if he did his best, the chances were that it
-would be found out. He lay in his berth, with a hopeful and flattered
-smile on his lips, and listened to the noises of the station: the feet
-on the platforms; the voices, as from some disembodied life; the clang
-of engine bells; the jar and clash and rumble of the trains that came
-and went, with a creaking and squealing of their slowing or starting
-wheels, while his sleeper was quietly side-tracked, waiting for the
-express to arrive and pick it up. He felt a sort of slight for the town
-he was to leave behind; a sort of contemptuous fondness; for though it
-was not New York, it had used him well; it had appreciated him, and Ray
-was not ungrateful. Upon the whole, he was glad that he had agreed to
-write those letters from New York which the Hanks Brothers had finally
-asked him to do for the _Echo_. He knew that they had asked him under a
-pressure of public sentiment, and because they had got it through them
-at last that other people thought he would be a loss to the paper. He
-liked well enough the notion of keeping the readers of the _Echo_ in
-mind of him; if he failed to capture New York, Midland would always be a
-good point to fall back upon. He expected his novel to succeed, and then
-he should be independent. But till then, the five dollars a week which
-the Hanks Brothers proposed to pay him for his letters would be very
-convenient, though the sum was despicable in itself. Besides, he could
-give up the letters whenever he liked. He had his dreams of fame and
-wealth, but he knew very well that they were dreams, and he was not
-going to kick over his basket of glass till they had become realities.
-
-A keen ray from one of the electric moons depending from the black roof
-of the depot suddenly pierced his window at the side of his drawn
-curtain; and he felt the car jolted backward. He must have been
-drowsing, for the express had come in unknown to him, and was picking up
-his sleeper. With a faint thrill of homesickness for the kindly town he
-was leaving, he felt the train pull forward and so out of its winking
-lamps into the night. He held his curtain aside to see the last of these
-lights. Then, with a luxurious sense of helplessness against fate, he
-let it fall; and Midland slipped back into the irrevocable past.
-
-
-
-
-II.
-
-
-The next evening, under a rich, mild October sky, the train drew in
-towards New York over a long stretch of trestle-work spanning a New
-Jersey estuary. Ray had thriftily left his sleeper at the station where
-he breakfasted, and saved the expense of it for the day’s journey by
-taking an ordinary car. He could be free with his dollars when he did
-not suppose he might need them; but he thought he should be a fool to
-throw one of them away on the mere self-indulgence of a sleeper through
-to New York, when he had no use for it more than half way. He
-experienced the reward of virtue in the satisfaction he felt at having
-that dollar still in his pocket; and he amused himself very well in
-making romances about the people who got on and off at different points
-throughout the day. He read a good deal in a book he had brought with
-him, and imagined a review of it. He talked with passengers who shared
-his seat with him, from time to time. He ate ravenously at the station
-where the train stopped twenty minutes for dinner, and he took little
-supernumerary naps during the course of the afternoon, and pieced out
-the broken and abbreviated slumbers of the night. From the last of these
-naps he woke with a sort of formless alarm, which he identified
-presently as the anxiety he must naturally feel at drawing so near the
-great, strange city which had his future in keeping. He was not so
-hopeful as he was when he left Midland; but he knew he had really no
-more cause now than he had then for being less so.
-
-The train was at a station. Before it started, a brakeman came in and
-called out in a voice of formal warning: “This train express to Jersey
-City. Passengers for way stations change cars. This train does not stop
-between here and Jersey City.”
-
-He went out and shut the door behind him, and at the same time a young
-woman with a baby in her arms jumped from her seat and called out, “Oh,
-dear, what did he say?”
-
-Another young woman, with another baby in her arms, rose and looked
-round, but she did not say anything. She had the place in front of the
-first, and their two seats were faced, as if the two young women were
-travelling together. Ray noted, with the interest that he felt in all
-young women as the elements both of love and of literature, that they
-looked a good deal alike, as to complexion and feature. The distraction
-of the one who rose first seemed to communicate itself to her dull,
-golden-brown hair, and make a wisp of it come loose from the knot at the
-back of her head, and stick out at one side. The child in her arms was
-fretful, and she did not cease to move it to and fro and up and down,
-even in the panic which brought her to her feet. Her demand was launched
-at the whole carful of passengers, but one old man answered for all:
-“He said, this train doesn’t stop till it gets to Jersey City.”
-
-The young woman said, “Oh!” and she and the other sat down again, and
-she stretched across the fretful child which clung to her, and tried to
-open her window. She could not raise it, and the old man who had
-answered her question lifted it for her. Then she sank back in her seat,
-and her sister, if it was her sister, leaned forward, and seemed to
-whisper to her. She put up her hand and thrust the loosened wisp of her
-hair back into the knot. To do this she gave the child the pocket-book
-which she seemed to have been holding, and she did not take it away
-again. The child stopped fretting, and began to pull at its play-thing
-to get it open; then it made aimless dabs with it at the back of the car
-seat and at its mother’s face. She moved her head patiently from side to
-side to escape the blows; and the child entered with more zest into the
-sport, and began to laugh and strike harder. Suddenly, mid-way of the
-long trestle-work, the child turned towards the window and made a dab at
-the sail of a passing sloop. The pocket-book flew from its hand, and the
-mother sprang to her feet again with a wail that filled the car. “Oh,
-what shall I do! He’s thrown my pocket-book out of the window, and it’s
-got every cent of my money in it. Oh, couldn’t they stop the train?”
-
-The child began to cry. The passengers all looked out of the windows on
-that side of the aisle; and Ray could see the pocket-book drifting by in
-the water. A brakeman whom the young woman’s lamentation had called to
-the rescue, passed through the car with a face of sarcastic compassion,
-and spoke to the conductor entering from the other end. The conductor
-shook his head; the train kept moving slowly on. Of course it was
-impossible and useless to stop. The young women leaned forward and
-talked anxiously together, as Ray could see from his distant seat; they
-gave the conductor their tickets, and explained to him what had
-happened; he only shook his head again.
-
-When he came to get Ray’s ticket, the young fellow tried to find out
-something about them from him.
-
-“Yes, I guess she told the truth. She had all her money, ten dollars and
-some change, in that pocket-book, and of course she gave it to her baby
-to play with right by an open window. Just like a woman! They’re just
-about as _fit_ as babies to handle money. If they had to earn it, they’d
-be different. Some poor fellow’s week’s work was in that pocket-book,
-like as not. They don’t look like the sort that would have a great deal
-of money to throw out of the window, if they was men.”
-
-“Do you know where they’re going?” Ray asked. “Are they going on any
-further?”
-
-“Oh, no. They live in New York. ’Way up on the East Side somewhere.”
-
-“But how will they get there with those two babies? They can’t walk.”
-
-The conductor shrugged. “Guess they’ll have to try it.”
-
-“Look here!” said Ray. He took a dollar note out of his pocket, and gave
-it to the conductor. “Find out whether they’ve got any change, and if
-they haven’t, tell them one of the passengers wanted them to take this
-for car fares. Don’t tell them which one.”
-
-“All right,” said the conductor.
-
-He passed into the next car. When he came back Ray saw him stop and
-parley with the young women. He went through the whole train again
-before he stopped for a final word with Ray, who felt that he had
-entered into the poetry of his intentions towards the women, and had
-made these delays and detours of purpose. He bent over Ray with a
-detached and casual air, and said:
-
-“Every cent they had was in that pocket-book. Only wonder is they hadn’t
-their tickets there, too. They didn’t want to take the dollar, but I
-guess they had to. They live ’way up on Third Avenue about Hundred and
-First Street; and the one that gave her baby her money to hold looks all
-played out. They _couldn’t_ have walked it. I told ’em the dollar was
-from a lady passenger. Seemed as if it would make it kind of easier for
-’em.”
-
-“Yes, that was, right,” said Ray.
-
-
-
-
-III.
-
-
-When they stopped in Jersey City, Ray made haste out of the car to see
-what became of his beneficiaries, and he followed closely after them,
-and got near them on the ferry-boat. They went forward out of the cabin
-and stood among the people at the bow who were eager to get ashore
-first. They each held her heavy baby, and silently watched the New York
-shore, and scarcely spoke.
-
-Ray looked at it too, with a sense of the beauty struggling through the
-grotesqueness of the huge panorama, and evoking itself somehow from the
-grossest details. The ferry-boats coming and going; the great barges
-with freight trains in sections on them; the canal-boats in tow of the
-river steamers; the shabby sloops slouching by with their sails
-half-filled by the flagging breeze; the ships lying at anchor in the
-stream, and wooding the shore with their masts, which the coastwise
-steamboats stared out of like fantastic villas, all window-shutters and
-wheel-houses; the mean, ugly fronts and roofs of the buildings beyond,
-and hulking high overhead in the further distance in vast bulks and
-clumsy towers, the masses of those ten-storied edifices which are the
-necessity of commerce and the despair of art, all helped to compose the
-brutal and stupid body of the thing, whose soul was collectively
-expressed in an incredible picturesqueness. Ray saw nothing amiss in it.
-This agglomeration of warring forms, feebly typifying the ugliness of
-the warring interests within them, did not repulse him. He was not
-afraid. He took a new grip of the travelling-bag where he had his
-manuscript, so that he should not be parted from it for a moment till it
-went into some publisher’s keeping. He would not trust it to the trunk
-which he had checked at Midland, and which he now recognized among the
-baggage piled on a truck near him. He fingered the outside of his bag to
-make sure by feeling its shape that his manuscript was all right within.
-All the time he was aware of those two young women, each with her baby
-in her arms, which they amused with various devices, telling them to
-look at the water, the craft going by, and the horses in the wagon-way
-of the ferry-boat. The children fretted, and pulled the women’s hair,
-and clawed their hats; and the passengers now and then looked
-censoriously at them. From time to time the young women spoke to each
-other spiritlessly. The one whose child had thrown her pocket-book away
-never lost a look of hopeless gloom, as she swayed her body half round
-and back, to give some diversion to the baby. Both were pretty, but she
-had the paleness and thinness of young motherhood; the other, though she
-was thin too, had the fresh color and firm texture of a young girl; she
-was at once less tragic and more serious than her sister, if it was her
-sister. When she found Ray gazing fixedly at her, she turned discreetly
-away, after a glance that no doubt took in the facts of his neat,
-slight, rather undersized person; his regular face, with its dark eyes
-and marked brows; his straight fine nose and pleasant mouth; his
-sprouting black moustache, and his brown tint, flecked with a few
-browner freckles.
-
-He was one of those men who have no vanity concerning their persons; he
-knew he was rather handsome, but he did not care; his mind was on other
-things. When he found those soft woman-eyes lingering a moment on him he
-had the wish to please their owner, of course, but he did not think of
-his looks, or the effect they might have with her. He fancied knowing
-her well enough to repeat poetry to her, or of reading some favorite
-author aloud with her, and making her sympathize in his admiration of
-the book. He permitted his fancy this liberty because, although he
-supposed her married, his fancy safely operated their intellectual
-intimacy in a region as remote from experience as the dreamland of
-sleep. She and her sister had both a sort of refinement; they were
-ladies, he felt, although they were poorly dressed, and they somehow did
-not seem as if they had ever been richly dressed. They had not the New
-Yorkeress air; they had nothing of the stylishness which Ray saw in the
-other women about him, shabby or splendid; their hats looked as if they
-had been trimmed at home, and their simple gowns as if their wearers had
-invented and made them up themselves, after no decided fashion, but
-after a taste of their own, which he thought good. He began to make
-phrases about them to himself, and he said there was something
-pathetically idyllic about them. The phrase was indefinite, but it was
-sufficiently clear for his purpose. The baby which had thrown away the
-pocket-book began to express its final dissatisfaction with the
-prospect, and its mother turned distractedly about for some new
-diversion, when there came from the ladies’ cabin a soft whistle, like
-the warbling of a bird, low and rich and full, which possessed itself of
-the sense to the exclusion of all other sounds. Some of the people
-pressed into the cabin; others stood smiling in the benediction of the
-artless strain. Ray followed his idyllic sisters within, and saw an old
-negro, in the middle of the cabin floor, lounging in an easy pose, with
-his hat in one hand and the other hand on his hip, while his thick lips
-poured out those mellow notes, which might have come from the heart of
-some thrush-haunted wild wood. When the sylvan music ceased, and the old
-negro, with a roll of his large head, and a twist of his burly shape,
-began to limp round the circle, every one put something in his hat. Ray
-threw in a nickel, and he saw the sisters, who faced him from the other
-side of the circle, conferring together. The younger had the bill in her
-hand which Ray had sent them by the conductor to pay their car fares
-home. She parleyed a moment with the negro when he reached them, and he
-took some of the silver from his hat and changed the bill for her. She
-gave him a quarter back. He ducked his head, and said, “Thank yeh,
-miss,” and passed on.
-
-The transaction seemed to amuse some of the bystanders, and Ray heard
-one of them, who stood near him, say: “Well, that’s the coolest thing
-I’ve seen yet. I should have about as soon thought of asking the deacon
-to change a bill for me when he came round with the plate in church.
-Well, it takes all kinds to make a world!”
-
-He looked like a country merchant, on a first business visit to the
-city; his companion, who had an air of smart ease, as of a man who had
-been there often, said:
-
-“It takes all kinds to make a town like New York. You’ll see queerer
-things than that before you get home. If that old darkey makes much on
-that transaction, I’m no judge of human nature.”
-
-“Pshaw! You don’t mean it wasn’t a good bill?”
-
-The two men lost themselves in the crowd now pressing out of the cabin
-door. The boat was pushing into her slip. She bumped from one elastic
-side to the other, and settled with her nose at the wharf. The snarl of
-the heavy chains that held her fast was heard; the people poured off and
-the hollow thunder of the hoofs and wheels of the disembarking teams
-began. Ray looked about for a last glimpse of the two young women and
-their babies; but he could not see them.
-
-
-
-
-IV.
-
-
-Ray carried his bag himself when he left the elevated road, and resisted
-the offer of the small Italian dodging about his elbow, and proposing to
-take it, after he had failed to get Ray to let him black his boots. The
-young man rather prided himself on his thrift in denying the boy, whose
-naked foot came half through one of his shoes; he saw his tatters and
-nakedness with the indifference of inexperience, and with his country
-breeding he considered his frugality a virtue. His senses were not
-offended by the foulness of the streets he passed through, or hurt by
-their sordid uproar; his strong young nerves were equal to all the
-assaults that the city could make; and his heart was lifted in a dream
-of hope. He was going to a hotel that Sanderson had told him of, where
-you could get a room, on the European plan, for seventy-five cents, and
-then eat wherever you pleased; he had gone to an American hotel when he
-was in New York before, and he thought he could make a saving by trying
-Sanderson’s. It had a certain gayety of lamps before it, but the
-splendor diminished within, and Ray’s pride was further hurt by the
-clerk’s exacting advance payment for his room from him. The clerk said
-he could not give him an outside room that night, but he would try to
-change him in the morning; and Ray had either to take the one assigned
-him or go somewhere else. But he had ordered his trunk sent to this
-hotel by the express, and he did not know how he should manage about
-that if he left; so he staid, and had himself shown to his room. It
-seemed to be a large cupboard in the wall of the corridor; but it had a
-window near the bed, and the usual equipment of stand and bureau, and
-Ray did not see why he should not sleep very well there. Still, he was
-glad that his friends at Midland could none of them see him in that
-room, and he resolved to leave the hotel as soon as he could the next
-day. It did not seem the place for a person who had left Midland with
-the highest social honors that could be paid a young man. He hurried
-through the hotel office when he came out, so as not to be seen by any
-other Midlander that might happen to be there, and he went down to the
-basement, where the clerk said the restaurant was, and got his supper.
-When he had finished his oyster stew he started towards the street-door,
-but was overtaken at the threshold by a young man who seemed to have run
-after him, and who said, “You didn’t pay for your supper.”
-
-Ray said, “Oh, I forgot it,” and he went back to his table and got his
-check, and paid at the counter, where he tried in vain to impress the
-man who took his money with a sense of his probity by his profuse
-apologies. Apparently they were too used to such tricks at that
-restaurant. The man said nothing, but he looked as if he did not believe
-him, and Ray was so abashed that he stole back to his room, and tried
-to forget what had happened in revising the manuscript of his story. He
-was always polishing it; he had written it several times over, and at
-every moment he got he reconstructed sentences in it, and tried to bring
-the style up to his ideal of style; he wavered a little between the
-style of Thackeray and the style of Hawthorne, as an ideal. It made him
-homesick, now, to go over the familiar pages: they put him so strongly
-in mind of Midland, and the people of the kindly city. The pages smelt a
-little of Sanderson’s cigar smoke; he wished that Sanderson would come
-to New York; he perceived that they had also a fainter reminiscence of
-the perfume he associated with that girl who had found him out in his
-story; and then he thought how he had been in the best society at
-Midland, and it seemed a great descent from the drawing-rooms where he
-used to call on all those nice girls to this closet in a fourth-rate New
-York hotel. His story appeared to share his downfall; he thought it
-cheap and poor; he did not believe now that he should ever get a
-publisher for it. He cowered to think how scornfully he had thought the
-night before of his engagement with the Hanks Brothers to write letters
-for the Midland _Echo_; he was very glad he had so good a basis; he
-wondered how far he could make five dollars a week go toward supporting
-him in New York; he could not bear to encroach upon his savings, and yet
-he probably must. In Midland, you could get very good board for five
-dollars a week.
-
-He determined to begin a letter to the _Echo_ at once; and he went to
-open the window to give himself some air in the close room; but he found
-that it would not open. He pulled down the transom over his door to keep
-from stifling in the heat of his gas-burner, and some voices that had
-been merely a dull rumbling before now made themselves heard in talk
-which Ray could not help listening to.
-
-Two men were talking together, one very hopelessly, and the other in a
-vain attempt to cheer him from time to time. The comforter had a deep
-base voice, and was often unintelligible; but the disheartened man spoke
-nervously, in a high key of plangent quality, like that of an unhappy
-bell.
-
-“No,” he said; “I’d better fail, Bill. It’s no use trying to keep along.
-I can get pretty good terms from the folks at home, there; they all know
-me, and they know I done my best. I can pay about fifty cents on the
-dollar, I guess, and that’s more than most business men could, if they
-stopped; and if I ever get goin’ again, I’ll pay dollar for dollar; they
-know that.”
-
-The man with the deep voice said something that Ray did not catch. The
-disheartened man seemed not to have caught it either; he said, “What
-say?” and when the other repeated his words, he said: “Oh yes! I know.
-But I been dancing round in a quart cup all my life there; and now it’s
-turning into a pint cup, and I guess I better get out. The place did
-grow for a while, and we got all ready to be a city as soon as the
-railroad come along. But when the road come, it didn’t do all we
-expected of it. We could get out into the world a good deal easier than
-we could before, and we had all the facilities of transportation that we
-could ask for. But we could get away so easy that most of our people
-went to the big towns to do their trading, and the facilities for
-transportation carried off most of our local industries. The luck was
-against us. We bet high on what the road would do for us, and we lost.
-We paid out nearly our last dollar to get the road to come our way, and
-it came, and killed us. We subscribed to the stock, and we’ve got it
-yet; there ain’t any fight for it anywhere else; we’d let it go without
-a fight. We tried one while for the car shops, but they located them
-further up the line, and since that we ha’n’t even wiggled. What say?
-Yes; but, you see, I’m part of the place. I’ve worked hard all my life,
-and I’ve held out a good many times when ruin stared me in the face, but
-I guess I sha’n’t hold out this time. What’s the use? Most every
-business man I know has failed some time or other; some of ’em three or
-four times over, and scrambled up and gone on again, and I guess I got
-to do the same. Had a kind of pride about it, m’ wife and me; but I
-guess we got to come to it. It does seem, sometimes, as if the very
-mischief was in it. I lost pretty heavy, for a small dealer, on
-Fashion’s Pansy, alone--got left with a big lot of ’em. What say? It was
-a bustle. Women kept askin’ for Fashion’s Pansy, till you’d ’a’ thought
-every last one of ’em was going to live and be buried in it. Then all
-at once none of ’em wanted it--wouldn’t touch it. That and butter begun
-it. You know how a country merchant’s got to take all the butter the
-women bring him, and he’s got to pay for sweet butter, and sell it for
-grease half the time. You can tell a woman she’d better keep an eye on
-her daughter, but if you say she don’t make good butter, that’s the last
-of that woman’s custom. But what’s finally knocked me out is this drop
-in bric-à-brac. If it hadn’t been for that, I guess I could have pulled
-through. Then there was such a rush for Japanese goods, and it lasted so
-long, that I loaded up all I could with ’em last time I was in New York,
-and now nobody wants ’em; couldn’t give ’em away. Well, it’s all a game,
-and you don’t know any more how it’s comin’ out--you can’t bet on it
-with any more certainty--than you can on a trottin’ match. My! I wish I
-was dead.”
-
-The deep-voiced man murmured something again, and the high-voiced man
-again retorted:
-
-“What say? Oh, it’s all well enough to preach; and I’ve heard about the
-law of demand and supply before. There’s about as much of a law to it as
-there is to three-card monte. If it wasn’t for my poor wife, I’d let ’em
-take me back on ice. I would that.”
-
-The deep-voiced man now seemed to have risen; there was a shuffling of
-feet, and presently a parley at the open door about commonplace matters;
-and then the two men exchanged adieux, and the door shut again, and all
-was silent in the room opposite Ray’s. He felt sorry for the unhappy
-man shut in there; but he perceived no special significance in what he
-had overheard. He had no great curiosity about the matter; it was one of
-those things that happened every day, and for tragedy was in no wise
-comparable to a disappointment in first love, such as he had carefully
-studied for his novel from his own dark experience. Still it did suggest
-something to Ray; it suggested a picturesque opening for his first New
-York letter for the Midland _Echo_, and he used it in illustration of
-the immensity of New York, and the strange associations and
-juxtapositions of life there. He treated the impending failure of the
-country storekeeper from an overstock of Japanese goods rather
-humorously: it was not like a real trouble, a trouble of the heart; and
-the cause seemed to him rather grotesquely disproportionate to the
-effect. In describing the incident as something he had overheard in a
-hotel, he threw in some touches that were intended to give the notion of
-a greater splendor than belonged to the place.
-
-He made a very good start on his letter, and when he went to bed the
-broken hairs that pierced his sheet from the thin mattress did not keep
-him from falling asleep, and they did prove that it was a horse-hair
-mattress.
-
-
-
-
-V.
-
-
-In the morning, Ray determined that he would not breakfast at the
-restaurant under the hotel, partly because he was ashamed to meet the
-people who, he knew, suspected him of trying to beat them out of the
-price of his supper, and partly because he had decided that it was
-patronized chiefly by the country merchants who frequented the hotel,
-and he wanted something that was more like New York. He had heard of
-those foreign eating-houses where you got a meal served in courses at a
-fixed price, and he wandered about looking for one. He meant to venture
-into the first he found, and on a side street he came on a hotel with a
-French name, and over the door in an arch of gilt letters the
-inscription, Restaurant Français. There was a large tub on each side of
-the door, with a small evergreen tree in it; some strings or wires ran
-from these tubs to the door-posts and sustained a trailing vine that
-formed a little bower on either hand; a Maltese cat in the attitude of a
-sphinx dozed in the thicket of foliage, and Ray’s heart glowed with a
-sense of the foreignness of the whole effect. He had never been abroad,
-but he had read of such things, and he found himself at home in an
-environment long familiar to his fancy.
-
-The difference of things was the source of his romance, as it is with
-all of us, and he looked in at the window of this French restaurant with
-the feelings he would have had in the presence of such a restaurant in
-Paris, and he began to imagine gay, light-minded pictures about it. At
-the same time, while he was figuring inside at one of the small tables,
-_vis-à-vis_ with a pretty actress whom he invented for the purpose, he
-was halting on the sidewalk outside, wondering whether he could get
-breakfast there so early as eight o’clock, and doubtful whether he
-should not betray his strangeness to New York hours if he tried. When he
-went in there was nobody there but one white-aproned waiter, who was
-taking down some chairs from the middle table where they had been
-stacked with their legs in the air while he was sweeping. But he did not
-disdain to come directly to Ray, where he had sat down, with a plate and
-napkin and knife and fork, and exchange a good-morning with him in
-arranging them before him. Then he brought half a yard of French bread
-and a tenuous, translucent pat of American butter; and asked Ray whether
-he would have chops or beefsteak with his coffee. The steak came with a
-sprig of water-cress on it, and the coffee in a pot; and the waiter, who
-had one eye that looked at Ray, and another of uncertain focus, poured
-out the coffee for him, and stood near, with a friendly countenance, and
-a cordial interest in the young fellow’s appetite. By this time a neat
-_dame de comptoir_, whom Ray knew for a _dame de comptoir_ at once,
-though he had never seen one before, took her place behind a little
-desk in the corner, and the day had begun for the Restaurant Français.
-
-Ray felt that it was life, and he prolonged his meal to the last drop of
-the second cup of coffee that his pot held, and he wished that he could
-have Sanderson with him to show him what life really was in New York.
-Sanderson had taken all his meals in the basement of that seventy-five
-cent hotel, which Ray meant to leave at once. Where he was he would not
-have been ashamed to have any of the men who had given him that farewell
-dinner see him. He was properly placed, as a young New York literary
-man; he was already a citizen of that great Bohemia which he had heard
-and read so much of. He was sure that artists must come there, and
-actors, but of course much later in the day. His only misgiving was lest
-the taxes of Bohemia might be heavier than he could pay, and he asked
-the waiter for his account somewhat anxiously. It was forty cents, and
-his ambition leaped at the possibility of taking all his meals at that
-place. He made the occasion of telling the cross-eyed waiter to keep the
-change out of the half-dollar he gave him, serve for asking whether one
-could take board there by the week, and the waiter said one could for
-six dollars: a luncheon like the breakfast, but with soup and wine, and
-a dinner of fish, two meats, salad, sweets, and coffee. “On Sundays,”
-said the waiter, “the dinner is something splendid. And there are rooms;
-oh, yes, it is a hotel.”
-
-“Yes, I knew it was a hotel,” said Ray.
-
-The six dollars did not seem to him too much; but he had decided that he
-must live on ten dollars a week in order to make his money last for a
-full experiment of New York, or till he had placed himself in some
-permanent position of profit. The two strains of prudence and of poetry
-were strongly blended in him; he could not bear to think of wasting
-money, even upon himself, whom he liked so well, and whom he wished so
-much to have a good time. He meant to make his savings go far; with
-those five hundred dollars he could live a year in New York if he helped
-himself out on dress and incidental expenses with the pay for his
-Midland _Echo_ letters. He would have asked to see some of the rooms in
-the hotel, but he was afraid it was too early, and he decided to come to
-dinner and ask about them. On his way back to the place where he had
-lodged he rapidly counted the cost, and he decided, at any rate, to try
-it for awhile; and he shut himself into his cupboard at the hotel, and
-began to go over some pages of his manuscript for the last time, with a
-lightness of heart which decision, even a wrong decision, often brings.
-
-It was still too soon to go with the story to a publisher; he could not
-hope to find any one in before ten o’clock, and he had a whole hour yet
-to work on it. He was always putting the last touches on it; but he
-almost wished he had not looked at it, now, when the touches must really
-be the last. It seemed to suffer a sort of disintegration in his mind.
-It fell into witless and repellent fragments; it lost all beauty and
-coherence, so that he felt ashamed and frightened with it, and he could
-not think what the meaning of it had once so clearly been. He knew that
-no publisher would touch it in the way of business, and he doubted if
-any would really have it read or looked at. It seemed to him quite
-insane to offer it, and he had to summon an impudently cynical courage
-in nerving himself to the point. The best way, of course, would have
-been to get the story published first as a serial, in one of the
-magazines that had shown favor to his minor attempts; and Ray had tried
-this pretty fully. The manuscript had gone the rounds of a good many
-offices; and returned, after a longer or shorter sojourn, bearing on
-some marginal corner the hieroglyphic or numerical evidence that it had
-passed through the reader’s hand in each. Ray innocently fancied that he
-suppressed the fact by clipping this mark away with the scissors; but
-probably no one was deceived. In looking at it now he was not even
-deceived himself; the thing had a desperately worn and battered air; it
-was actually dog’s-eared; but he had still clung to the hope of getting
-it taken somewhere, because in all the refusals there was proof that the
-magazine reader had really read it through; and Ray argued that if this
-were so, there must be some interest or property in it that would
-attract the general reader if it could ever be got to his eye in print.
-
-He was not wrong; for the story was fresh and new, in spite of its
-simple-hearted, unconscious imitations of the style and plot of other
-stories, because it was the soul if not the body of his first love. He
-thought that he had wrapped this fact impenetrably up in so many
-travesties and disguises that the girl herself would not have known it
-if she had read it; but very probably she would have known it. Any one
-who could read between the lines could penetrate through the innocent
-psychical posing and literary affectation to the truth of conditions
-strictly and peculiarly American, and it was this which Ray had tried to
-conceal with all sorts of alien splendors of make and manner. It seemed
-to him now, at the last moment, that if he could only uproot what was
-native and indigenous in it, he should make it a strong and perfect
-thing. He thought of writing it over again, and recoloring the heroine’s
-hair and the hero’s character, and putting the scene in a new place; but
-he had already rewritten it so many times that he was sick of it; and
-with all his changing he had not been able to change it much. He decided
-to write a New York novel, and derive the hero from Midland, as soon as
-he could collect the material; the notion for it had already occurred to
-him; the hero should come on with a play; but first of all it would be
-necessary for Ray to get this old novel behind him, and the only way to
-do that was to get it before the public.
-
-
-
-
-VI.
-
-
-Ray put his manuscript back into its covering, and took it under his
-arm. He meant to make a thorough trial of the publishers, and not to be
-discouraged by his failures as long as a publisher was left untried. He
-knew from his experience with the magazine editors that it would be a
-slow affair, and he must have patience. Some of the publishers, even if
-they did not look at his story, would keep it for days or weeks with the
-intention or the appearance of reading it, and if they did read it they
-would of course want time for it. He expected this, and he calculated
-that it might very well take his manuscript six months to go the rounds
-of all the houses in New York. Yet he meant, if he could, to get it
-through sooner, and he was going to use his journalistic connection to
-make interest for it. He would have given everything but honor to have
-it known that he had written some things for _Harper’s_ and the
-_Century_; he did not wish, or he said to himself and stood to it that
-he did not wish, any favor shown his novel because he had written those
-things. At the same time he was willing the fact that he was the
-correspondent of the Midland _Echo_ should help him to a prompt
-examination of his manuscript if it could; and he meant to let it be
-known that he was a journalist before he let it be known that he was an
-author.
-
-He formulated some phrases introducing himself in his newspaper
-character, as he walked up Broadway with his manuscript held tight under
-his arm, and with that lifting and glowing of the heart which a young
-man cannot help feeling if he walks up Broadway on a bright October
-morning. The sun was gay on the senseless facades of the edifices,
-littered with signs of the traffic within, and hung with effigies and
-emblems of every conceit and color, from the cornice to the threshold,
-where the show-cases crowded the passengers toward the curbstones, and
-to the cellarways that overflowed the sidewalks with their wares. The
-frantic struggle and jumble of these appeals to curiosity and interest
-jarred themselves to an effect of kaleidoscopic harmony, just as the
-multitudinous noises of the hoofs and wheels and feet and tongues broke
-and bruised themselves to one roar on the ear; and the adventurer among
-them found no offence in their confusion. He had his stake, too, in the
-tremendous game that all were playing, some fair and some foul, and
-shrieking out their bets in these strident notes; and he believed so
-much he should win that he was ready to take the chances of losing. From
-the stainless blue sky overhead the morning sun glared down on the
-thronged and noisy street, and brought out all its details with keen
-distinctness; but Ray did not feel its anarchy. The irregularity of the
-buildings, high and low, as if they were parts of a wall wantonly
-hacked and notched, here more and here less, was of the same moral
-effect to him as the beautiful spire of Grace Church thrilling
-heavenward like a hymn.
-
-He went along, wondering if he should happen to meet either of those
-young women whom he had befriended the evening before. He had heard that
-you were sure to meet somebody you knew whenever you stepped out on
-Broadway, and he figured meeting them, in fancy. He had decided to put
-them into his story of New York life, and he tried to imagine the
-character he should assign them, or rather one of them; the one who had
-given the old darkey a quarter out of his dollar. He did not quite know
-what to do with the child; something could be made of the child if it
-were older, but a mere baby like that would be difficult to manage in
-such a story as Ray meant to write. He wondered if it would do to have
-her deserted by her husband, and have the hero, a young literary
-adventurer, not at all like himself, fall in love with her, and then
-have them both die when the husband, a worthless, drunken brute, came
-back in time to prevent their marriage. Such a scheme would give scope
-for great suffering; Ray imagined a scene of renunciation between the
-lovers, who refused each other even a last kiss; and he felt a lump rise
-in his throat. It could be made very powerful.
-
-He evolved a character of reckless generosity for her from her
-beneficence to the old negro in the ferry-boat. Under that still, almost
-cold exterior, he made her conceal a nature of passionate impulse,
-because the story required a nature of that sort. He did not know
-whether to have the husband finally die, and the lovers marry, or
-whether to have the lovers killed in an accident. It would be more
-powerful to have them killed; it would be so conventional and expected
-to have them happily married; but he knew the reader liked a novel that
-ended well. It would be at once powerful and popular to have them elope
-together. Perhaps the best thing he could do would be to have them
-elope; there was a fascination in the guilty thought; he could make such
-a _dénoument_ very attractive; but upon the whole he felt that he must
-not, for very much the same reason that he must not himself run off with
-his neighbor’s wife.
-
-All the time that this went on in his mind, Ray was walking up Broadway,
-and holding fast to the novel under his arm, which the novel in his
-brain was eclipsing. His inner eye was fixed on the remembered face of
-that strange girl, or woman, whom he was fashioning into a fictitious
-heroine, but his outward vision roved over the women faces it
-encountered, and his taste made its swift selection among them, and his
-ambidextrous fancy wove romances around such, as he found pretty or
-interesting enough to give his heart to. They were mostly the silly or
-sordid faces that women wear when they are shopping, and they expressed
-such emotions as are roused by the chase of a certain shade of ribbon,
-or the hope of getting something rich and fashionable for less than its
-worth. But youth is not nice, or else its eyes are keener than those of
-after-life; and Ray found many beautiful and stylish girls where the
-middle-aged witness would have seen a long procession of average
-second-rate young women. He admired their New-Yorky dash; he saw their
-difference in look and carriage from the Midland girls; and he wondered
-what they would be like, if he knew them. He reflected that he did not
-know any one in New York; but he expected soon to be acquainted. If he
-got his novel taken he would very soon be known, and then his
-acquaintance would be sought. He saw himself launched upon a brilliant
-social career, and he suddenly had a difficulty presented to him which
-he had not foreseen a moment before; he had to choose between a
-brilliant marriage with a rich and well-born girl and fealty to the
-weird heroine of his story. The unexpected contingency suggested a new
-ending to his original story. The husband could die and the lovers be
-about to marry, when they could become aware that the rich girl was in
-love with the hero. They could renounce each other, and the hero could
-marry the rich girl; and shortly after the heroine could die. An ending
-like that could be made very powerful; and it would be popular, too.
-
-Ray found himself in a jam of people who had begun suddenly to gather at
-the corner he was approaching. They were looking across at something on
-the other corner, and Ray looked too. Trunks and travelling-bags had
-overflowed from a store in the basement there, and piled themselves on
-the sidewalk and up the house wall; and against the background they
-formed stood two figures. One was a decent-looking young man in a Derby
-hat, and wearing spectacles, which gave him a sort of scholarly air; he
-remained passive in the grip of another, probably the shopman, who was
-quite colorless with excitement, and who clung fast to the shoulder of
-the first, as if his prisoner were making violent efforts to escape. A
-tall young policeman parted the crowd, and listened a moment to the
-complaint the shopman made, with many gestures toward his wares. Then he
-turned to the passive captive, and Ray heard the click of the handcuffs
-as they snapped on the wrists of this scholarly-looking man; and the
-policeman took him by the arm and led him away.
-
-The intrusion of such a brutal fact of life into the tragic atmosphere
-of his revery made the young poet a little sick, but the young
-journalist avidly seized upon it. The poet would not have dreamed of
-using such an incident, but the journalist saw how well it would work
-into the scheme of that first letter he was writing home to the _Echo_,
-where he treated of the surface contrasts of life in New York as they
-present themselves to the stranger. A glad astonishment at the profusion
-of the material for his letters possessed him; at this rate he should
-have no trouble in writing them; he could make them an indispensable
-feature; they would be quoted and copied, and he could get a rise out of
-Hanks Brothers on the price.
-
-He crossed to the next corner, where the shopman was the centre of a
-lessening number of spectators, and found him willing to prolong the
-interest he had created in the public mind. He said the thief had priced
-a number of bags in the place below, and on coming up had made a grab at
-one and tried to get off with it; but he was onto him like lightning. He
-showed Ray which bag it was, and turned it round and upside down as if
-with a fresh sense of its moral value. He said he should have to take
-that bag into court, and he set it aside so that he should not forget
-it.
-
-“I suppose,” said a tall, elderly gentleman, who seemed to have been
-listening to Ray’s dialogue with the shopman, “you wouldn’t be willing
-to sell me that bag?” He spoke slowly with a thick, mellow voice, deep
-in his throat.
-
-“Money wouldn’t buy that bag; no sir,” said the shopman; but he seemed
-uneasy.
-
-“You know,” urged the soft-voiced stranger, “you could show some other
-bag in court that was just like it.”
-
-“I couldn’t swear to no other bag,” said the shopman, daunted, and
-visibly relenting.
-
-“That is true,” said the stranger. “But you could swear that it was
-exactly like this. Still, I dare say you’re quite right, and it’s better
-to produce the _corpus delicti_, if possible.”
-
-He glanced at Ray with a whimsical demand for sympathy; Ray smiled, and
-they walked off together, leaving the shopman in dubious study of his
-eventful bag. He was opening it, and scrutinizing the inside.
-
-
-
-
-VII.
-
-
-The stranger skipped into step with Ray more lightly than would have
-been expected from one of his years. He wore a soft felt hat over locks
-of silken silver that were long enough to touch his beautiful white
-beard. He wore it with an effect of intention, as if he knew it was out
-of character with the city, but was so much in character with himself
-that the city must be left to reconcile itself to the incongruity or
-not, as it chose. For the same reason, apparently, his well-fitting
-frock-coat was of broadcloth, instead of modern diagonal; a black silk
-handkerchief tied in an easy knot at his throat strayed from under his
-beard, which had the same waviness as his hair; he had black trousers,
-and drab gaiters showing themselves above wide, low shoes. In his hands,
-which he held behind him, he dangled a stick with an effect of leisure
-and ease, enhanced somehow by the stoop he made towards the young
-fellow’s lower stature, and by his refusal to lift his voice above a
-certain pitch, whatever the uproar of the street about them. Ray
-screamed out his words, but the stranger spoke in what seemed his wonted
-tone, and left Ray to catch the words as he could.
-
-“I didn’t think,” he said, after a moment, and with some misgiving,
-that this stranger who had got into step with him might be some kind of
-confidence man--“I didn’t think that fellow looked like a thief much.”
-
-“You are a believer in physiognomy?” asked the stranger, with a
-philosophic poise. He had himself a regular face, with gay eyes, and a
-fine pearly tint; lips that must have been beautiful shaped his
-branching mustache to a whimsical smile.
-
-“No,” said Ray. “I wasn’t near enough to see his face. But he looked so
-decent and quiet, and he behaved with so much dignity. Perhaps it was
-his spectacles.”
-
-“Glasses can do much,” said the stranger, “to redeem the human
-countenance, even when worn as a protest against the presence of one’s
-portrait in the rogues’ gallery. I don’t say you’re wrong; I’m only
-afraid the chances are that you’ll never be proved right. I should
-prefer to make a speculative approach to the facts on another plane. As
-you suggest, he had a sage and dignified appearance; I observed it
-myself; he had the effect--how shall I express it?--of some sort of
-studious rustic. Say he was a belated farm youth, working his way
-through a fresh-water college, who had great latent gifts of peculation,
-such as might have won him a wide newspaper celebrity as a defaulter
-later in life, and under more favorable conditions. He finds himself
-alone in a great city for the first time, and is attracted by the
-display of the trunk-dealer’s cellarway. The opportunity seems favorable
-to the acquisition of a neat travelling-bag; perhaps he has never owned
-one, or he wishes to present it to the object of his affections, or to a
-sick mother; he may have had any respectable motive; but his outlook has
-been so restricted that he cannot realize the difference between
-stealing a travelling-bag and stealing, say, a street; though I believe
-Mr. Sharp only bought Broadway of those who did not own it, and who sold
-it low; but never mind, it may stand for an illustration. If this young
-man had stolen a street, he would not have been arrested and handcuffed
-in that disgraceful way and led off to the dungeon-keep of the Jefferson
-Market Police Court--I presume that is the nearest prison, though I
-won’t be quite positive--but he would have had to be attacked and
-exposed a long time in the newspapers; and he would have had counsel,
-and the case would have been fought from one tribunal to another, till
-at last he wouldn’t have known whether he was a common criminal or a
-public benefactor. The difficulty in his case is simply an inadequate
-outlook.”
-
-The philosophic stranger lifted his face and gazed round over Ray’s
-head, but he came to a halt at the same time with the young fellow.
-“Well, sir,” he said, with bland ceremony, “I must bid you good-morning.
-As we go our several ways let us remember the day’s lesson, and when we
-steal, always steal enough.”
-
-He held out his hand, and Ray took it with a pleasure in his discourse
-which he was wondering how he should express to him. He felt it due
-himself to say something clever in return, but he could not think of
-anything. “I’m sure I shall remember your interpretation of it,” was all
-he could get out.
-
-“Ah, well, don’t act upon that without due reflection,” the stranger
-said; and he gave Ray’s hand a final and impressive downward shake.
-“Dear me!” he added, for Ray made no sign of going on. “Are we both
-stopping here--two spiders at the parlor of the same unsuspecting fly?
-But perhaps you are merely a buyer, not a writer, of books? After you,
-sir!”
-
-The stranger promoted a little polite rivalry that ensued between them;
-he ended it by passing one hand through the young man’s arm, and with
-the other pressing open the door which they had both halted at, and
-which bore on either jamb a rounded metallic plate with the sign, “H. C.
-Chapley & Co., Publishers.” Within, he released Ray with a courteous
-bow, as if willing to leave him now to his own devices. He went off to a
-distant counter in the wide, low room, and occupied himself with the
-books on it; Ray advanced and spoke to a clerk, who met him half-way. He
-asked for Mr. Chapley, and the clerk said he was not down yet--he seldom
-got down so early; but Mr. Brandreth would be in almost any minute now.
-When Ray said he had a letter for the firm, and would wait if the clerk
-pleased, the clerk asked if he would not take a chair in Mr. Brandreth’s
-room.
-
-Ray could not help thinking the civility shown him was for an imaginable
-customer rather than a concealed author, but he accepted it all the
-same, and sat looking out into the salesroom, with its counters of
-books, and its shelves full of them around its walls, while he waited.
-Chapley & Co. were of the few old-fashioned publishers who had remained
-booksellers too, in a day when most publishers have ceased to be so.
-They were jobbers as well as booksellers; they took orders and made
-terms for public and private libraries; they had customers all over the
-country who depended on them for advice and suggestion about
-forth-coming books, and there were many booksellers in the smaller
-cities who bought through them. The bookseller in Midland, who united
-bookselling with a stationery and music business, was one of these, and
-he had offered Ray a letter to them.
-
-“If you ever want to get a book published,” he said, with a touch on the
-quick that made the conscious author wince, “they’re your men.”
-
-Ray knew their imprint and its relative value better than the Midland
-bookseller, stationer, and music-dealer; and now, as he sat in the
-junior partner’s neat little den, with the letter of introduction in his
-hand, it seemed to him such a crazy thing to think of having his book
-brought out by them that he decided not to say anything about it, but to
-keep to that character of literary newspaper man which his friend gave
-him in his rather florid letter. He had leisure enough to make this
-decision and unmake it several times while he was waiting for Mr.
-Brandreth to come. It was so early that, with all the delays Ray had
-forced, it was still only a little after nine, and no one came in for a
-quarter of an hour. The clerks stood about and chatted together. The
-bookkeepers, in their high-railed enclosure, were opening their ledgers
-under the shaded gas-burners that helped out the twilight there. Ray
-could see his unknown street friend scanning the books on the upper
-shelf and moving his person from side to side, and letting his cane rise
-and fall behind him as if he were humming to himself and keeping time to
-the tune.
-
-
-
-
-VIII.
-
-
-The distant street door opened at last, and a gentleman came in. His
-entrance caused an indefinite sensation in the clerks, such as we all
-feel in the presence of the man who pays our wages. At the sound of his
-step, Ray’s street friend turned about from his shelf, but without
-offering to leave it.
-
-“Ah, good-morning, good-morning!” he called out; and the other called
-back, “Ah, good-morning, Mr. Kane!” and pushed on up towards a door near
-that of Ray’s retreat. A clerk stopped him, and after a moment’s parley
-he came in upon the young fellow. He was a man of fifty-five or sixty,
-with whiskers slightly frosted, and some puckers and wrinkles about his
-temples and at the corners of his mouth, and a sort of withered bloom in
-his cheeks, something like the hardy self-preservation of the
-late-hanging apple that people call a frozen-thaw. He was a thin man,
-who seemed once to have been stouter; he had a gentle presence and a
-somewhat careworn look.
-
-“Mr. Brandreth?” Ray said, rising.
-
-“No,” said the other; “Mr. Chapley.”
-
-“Oh, I beg your pardon,” said Ray. “They showed me into Mr. Brandreth’s
-room, and I thought”--
-
-“It’s quite right, quite right,” said Mr. Chapley. “Mr. Brandreth will
-be in almost any moment if you wish to see him personally.” Mr. Chapley
-glanced at the parcel in Ray’s hand.
-
-“Oh no; I have a letter for the firm,” and Ray gave it to Mr. Chapley,
-who read it through and then offered his hand, and said he was glad to
-meet Mr. Ray. He asked some questions of commonplace friendliness about
-his correspondent, and he said, with the kind of melancholy which seemed
-characteristic of him: “So you have come to take a hand in the great
-game here. Well, if there is anything I can do to serve you, I shall be
-very glad.”
-
-Ray answered promptly, in pursuance of his plan: “You are very kind, Mr.
-Chapley. I’m going to write letters to the paper I’ve been connected
-with in Midland, and I wish to give them largely a literary character. I
-shall be obliged to you for any literary news you have.”
-
-Mr. Chapley seemed relieved of a latent dread. A little knot of anxiety
-between his eyes came untied; he did not yet go to the length of laying
-off his light overcoat, but he set his hat down on Mr. Brandreth’s desk,
-and he loosed the grip he had kept of his cane.
-
-“Why, Mr. Brandreth rather looks after that side of the business. He’s
-more in touch with the younger men--with what’s going on, in fact, than
-I am. He can tell you all there is about our own small affairs, and put
-you in relations with other publishers, if you wish.”
-
-“Thank you--” Ray began.
-
-“Not at all; it will be to our advantage, I’m sure. We should be glad to
-do much more for any friend of our old friends”--Mr. Chapley had to
-refer to the letter-head of the introduction before he could make sure
-of his old friends’ style--“Schmucker & Wills. I hope they are
-prospering in these uncertain times?”
-
-Ray said they were doing very well, he believed, and Mr. Chapley went
-on.
-
-“So many of the local booksellers are feeling the competition of the
-large stores which have begun to deal in books as well as everything
-else under the sun, nowadays. I understand they have completely
-disorganized the book trade in some of our minor cities; completely!
-They take hold of a book like _Robert Elsmere_, for instance, as if it
-were a piece of silk that they control the pattern of, and run it at a
-price that is simply ruinous; besides doing a large miscellaneous
-business in books at rates that defy all competition on the part of the
-regular dealers. But perhaps you haven’t suffered from these commercial
-monstrosities yet in Midland?”
-
-“Oh, yes,” said Ray; “We have our local Stewart’s or Macy’s, whichever
-it is; and I imagine Schmucker & Wills feel it, especially at the
-holidays.” He had never had to buy any books himself, because he got the
-copies sent to the _Echo_ for review; and now, in deference to Mr.
-Chapley, he was glad that he had not shared in the demoralization of the
-book trade. “But I think,” he added, cheerfully, “that they are holding
-their own very well.”
-
-“I am very glad to hear it, very glad, indeed,” said Mr. Chapley. “If we
-can only get this international copyright measure through and dam up the
-disorganizing tide of cheap publications at its source, we may hope to
-restore the tone of the trade. As it is, we are ourselves constantly
-restricting our enterprise as publishers. We scarcely think now of
-looking at the manuscript of an unknown author.”
-
-Mr. Chapley looked at the manuscript of the unknown author before him,
-as if he divined it through its wrappings of stiff manilla paper. Ray
-had no reason to think that he meant to prevent a possible offer of
-manuscript, but he could not help thinking so, and it cut him short in
-the inquiries he was going to make as to the extent of the
-demoralization the book trade had suffered through the competition of
-the large variety stores. He had seen a whole letter for the _Echo_ in
-the subject, but now he could not go on. He sat blankly staring at Mr.
-Chapley’s friendly, pensive face, and trying to decide whether he had
-better get himself away without seeing Mr. Brandreth, or whether he had
-better stay and meet him, and after a cold, formal exchange of
-civilities, shake the dust of Chapley & Co.’s publishing house from his
-feet forever. The distant street door opened again, and a small light
-figure, much like his own, entered briskly. Mr. Kane turned about at the
-new-comer’s step as he had turned at Mr. Chapley’s, and sent his
-cheerful hail across the book counters as before. “Ah, good-morning,
-good-morning!”
-
-“Good-morning, Mr. Kane; magnificent day,” said the gentleman, who
-advanced rapidly towards Ray and Mr. Chapley, with a lustrous silk hat
-on his head, and a brilliant smile on his face. His overcoat hung on his
-arm, and he looked fresh and warm as if from a long walk. “Ah,
-good-morning,” he said to Mr. Chapley; “how are you this morning, sir?”
-He bent his head inquiringly towards Ray, who stood a moment while Mr.
-Chapley got himself together and said:
-
-“This is Mr.--ah--Ray, who brings a letter from our old friends”--he had
-to glance at the letter-head--“Schmucker & Wills, of--Midland.”
-
-“Ah! Midland! yes,” said Mr. Brandreth, for Ray felt it was he, although
-his name had not been mentioned yet. “Very glad to see you, Mr. Ray.
-When did you leave Midland? Won’t you sit down? And you, Mr. Chapley?”
-
-“No, no,” said Mr. Chapley, nervously. “I was going to my own room. How
-is poor Bella this morning?”
-
-“Wonderfully well, wonderfully! I waited for the doctor’s visit before I
-left home, so as to report reliably, and he says he never saw a better
-convalescence. He promises to let her go out in a fortnight or so, if
-the weather’s good.”
-
-“You must be careful! Don’t go too fast!” said Mr. Chapley. “And
-the--child?”
-
-“Perfectly splendid! He slept like a top last night, and we could hardly
-get him awake for breakfast.”
-
-“Poor thing!” said Mr. Chapley. He offered Ray his hand, and said that
-he hoped they should see him often; he must drop in whenever he was
-passing. “Mr. Ray,” he explained, “has come on to take up his residence
-in New York. He remains connected with one of the papers in--Midland;
-and I have been referring him to you for literary gossip, and that kind
-of thing.”
-
-“All right, sir, all right!” said Mr. Brandreth. He laughed out after
-Mr. Chapley had left them, and then said: “Excuse me, Mr. Ray. You
-mustn’t mind my smiling rather irrelevantly. We’ve had a great event at
-my house this week--in fact, we’ve had a boy.”
-
-“Indeed!” said Ray. He had the sort of contempt a young man feels for
-such domestic events; but he easily concealed it from the happy father,
-who looked scarcely older than himself.
-
-“An eight-pounder,” said Mr. Brandreth. “I have been pretty anxious for
-the last few weeks, and--I don’t know whether you married or not, Mr.
-Ray?”
-
-“No.”
-
-“Well, then you wouldn’t understand.” Mr. Brandreth arrested himself
-reluctantly, Ray thought, in his confidences. “But you will, some day;
-you will, some day,” he added, gayly; “and then you’ll know what it is
-to have an experience like that go off well. It throws a new light on
-everything.” A clerk came in with a pile of opened letters and put them
-on Mr. Brandreth’s desk, with some which were still sealed; Ray rose
-again. “No, don’t go. But you won’t mind my glancing these over while we
-talk. I don’t know how much talk you’ve been having with Mr.
-Chapley--he’s my father-in-law, you know?”
-
-Ray owned that he did not.
-
-“Yes; I came into the firm and into the family a little over a year ago.
-But if there are any points I can give you, I’m quite at your service.”
-
-“Thank you,” said Ray. “Mr. Chapley was speaking of the effect of the
-competition of the big variety stores on the regular booksellers.”
-
-Mr. Brandreth slitted the envelope of one of the letters with a slim
-paper-knife, and glanced the letter over. “Well, that’s a little matter
-I differ with Mr. Chapley about. Of course, I know just how he feels,
-brought up the way he was, in the old traditions of the trade. It seems
-to him we must be going to the bad because our books are sold over a
-counter next to a tin-ware counter, or a perfume and essence counter, or
-a bric-à-brac counter. I don’t think so. I think the great thing is to
-sell the books, and I wish we could get a book into the hands of one of
-those big dealers; I should be glad of the chance. We should have to
-make him a heavy discount; but look at the discounts we have to make to
-the trade, now! Forty per cent., and ten cents off for cash; so that a
-dollar and a half book, that it costs twenty-five cents or thirty cents
-to make, brings you in about seventy cents. Then, when you pay the
-author his ten per cent. copyright, how far will the balance go towards
-advertising, rent, clerk hire and sundries? If you want to get a book
-into the news companies, you have got to make them a discount of sixty
-per cent. out of hand.”
-
-“Is it possible?” asked Ray. “I’d no idea it was anything like that!”
-
-“No; people haven’t. They think publishers are rolling in riches at the
-expense of the author and the reader. And some publishers themselves
-believe that if we could only keep up the old system of letting the
-regular trade have the lion’s share on long credit, their prosperity
-would be assured. I don’t, myself. If we could get hold of a good,
-breezy, taking story, I’d like to try my chance with it in the hands of
-some large dry-goods man.”
-
-Ray’s heart thrilled. His own story had often seemed to him good and
-taking; whether it was breezy or not, he had never thought. He wished he
-knew just what Mr. Brandreth meant by breezy; but he did not like to ask
-him. His hand twitched nervelessly on the manuscript in his lap, and he
-said, timidly: “Would it be out of the way for me to refer to some of
-these facts--they’re not generally known--in my letters? Of course not
-using your name.”
-
-“Not at all! I should be very glad to have them understood,” said Mr.
-Brandreth.
-
-“And what do you think is the outlook for the winter trade, Mr.
-Brandreth?”
-
-“Never better. I think we’re going to have a _good_ trade. We’ve got a
-larger list than we’ve had for a great many years. The fact is,” said
-Mr. Brandreth, and he gave a glance at Ray, as if he felt the trust the
-youthful gravity of his face inspired in most people--“the fact is,
-Chapley & Co. have been dropping too much out of sight, as publishers;
-and I’ve felt, ever since I’ve been in the firm, that we ought to give
-the public a sharp reminder that we’re not merely booksellers and
-jobbers. I want the house to take its old place again. I don’t mean it’s
-ever really lost caste, or that its imprint doesn’t stand for as much as
-it did twenty years ago. I’ll just show you our list if you can wait a
-moment.” Mr. Brandreth closed a pair of wooden mandibles lying on his
-desk; an electric bell sounded in the distance, and a boy appeared. “You
-go and ask Miss Hughes if she’s got that list of announcements ready
-yet.” The boy went, and Mr. Brandreth took up one of the cards of the
-firm. “If you would like to visit some of the other houses, Mr. Ray,
-I’ll give you our card,” and he wrote on the card, “Introducing Mr. Ray,
-of the Midland _Echo_. P. Brandreth,” and handed it to him. “Not Peter,
-but Percy,” he said, with a friendly smile for his own pleasantry. “But
-for business purposes it’s better to let them suppose it’s Peter.”
-
-Ray laughed, and said he imagined so. He said he had always felt it a
-disadvantage to have been named Shelley; but he could not write himself
-P. B. S. Ray, and he usually signed simply S. Ray.
-
-“Why, then, we really have the same first name,” said Mr. Brandreth.
-“It’s rather an uncommon name, too. I’m very glad to share it with you,
-Mr. Ray.” It seemed to add another tie to those that already bound them
-in the sympathy of youth, and the publisher said, “I wish I could ask
-you up to my house; but just now, you know, it’s really a nursery.”
-
-“You are very kind,” said Ray. “I couldn’t think of intruding on you, of
-course.”
-
-Their exchange of civilities was checked by the return of the boy, who
-said Miss Hughes would have the list ready in a few minutes.
-
-“Well, just ask her to bring it here, will you?” said Mr. Brandreth. “I
-want to speak to her about some of these letters.”
-
-“I’m taking a great deal of your time, Mr. Brandreth,” Ray said.
-
-“Not at all, not at all. I’m making a kind of holiday week of it,
-anyway. I’m a good deal excited,” and Mr. Brandreth smiled so
-benevolently that Ray could not help taking advantage of him.
-
-The purpose possessed him almost before he was aware of its activity; he
-thought he had quelled it, but now he heard himself saying in a stiff
-unnatural voice, “I have a novel of my own, Mr. Brandreth, that I should
-like to submit to you.”
-
-
-
-
-IX.
-
-
-“Oh, indeed!” said Mr. Brandreth, with a change in his voice, too, which
-Ray might well have interpreted as a tone of disappointment and injury.
-“Just at present, Mr. Ray, trade is rather quiet, you know.”
-
-“Yes, I know,” said Ray, though he thought he had been told the
-contrary. He felt very mean and guilty; the blood went to his head, and
-his face burned.
-
-“Our list for the fall trade is full, as I was saying, and we couldn’t
-really touch anything till next spring.”
-
-“Oh, I didn’t suppose it would be in time for the fall trade,” said Ray,
-and in the sudden loss of the easy terms which he had been on with the
-publisher, he could not urge anything further.
-
-Mr. Brandreth must have felt their estrangement too, for he said,
-apologetically: “Of course it’s our business to examine manuscripts for
-publication, and I hope it’s going to be our business to publish more
-and more of them, but an American novel by an unknown author, as long as
-we have the competition of these pirated English novels--If we can only
-get the copyright bill through, we shall be all right.”
-
-Ray said nothing aloud, for he was busy reproaching himself under his
-breath for abusing Mr. Brandreth’s hospitality.
-
-“What is the--character of your novel?” asked Mr. Brandreth, to break
-the painful silence, apparently, rather than to inform himself.
-
-“The usual character,” Ray answered, with a listlessness which perhaps
-passed for careless confidence with the young publisher, and piqued his
-interest. “It’s a love-story.”
-
-“Of course. Does it end well? A great deal depends upon the ending with
-the public, you know.”
-
-“I suppose it ends badly. It ends as badly as it can,” said the author,
-feeling that he had taken the bit in his teeth. “It’s unrelieved
-tragedy.”
-
-“That isn’t so bad, sometimes,” said Mr. Brandreth. “That is, if the
-tragedy is intense enough. Sometimes a thing of that kind takes with the
-public, if the love part is good and strong. Have you the manuscript
-here in New York with you?”
-
-“I have it here in my lap with me,” said Ray, with a desperate laugh.
-
-Mr. Brandreth cast his eye over the package. “What do you call it? So
-much depends upon a title with the public.”
-
-“I had thought of several titles: the hero’s name for one; the heroine’s
-for another. Then I didn’t know but _A Modern Romeo_ would do. It’s very
-much on the lines of the play.”
-
-“Indeed!” said Mr. Brandreth, with a sudden interest that flattered Ray
-with fresh hopes. “That’s very curious. I once took part in an amateur
-performance of _Romeo_ myself. We gave it in the open air. The effect
-was very novel.”
-
-“I should think it might be,” said Ray. He hastened to add, “My story
-deals, of course, with American life, and the scene is laid in the
-little village where I grew up.”
-
-“Our play,” said Mr. Brandreth, “was in a little summer place in
-Massachusetts. One of the ladies gave us her tennis-ground, and we made
-our exits and our entrances through the surrounding shrubbery. You’ve no
-idea how beautiful the mediæval dresses looked in the electric light. It
-was at night.”
-
-“It must have been beautiful,” Ray hastily admitted. “My Juliet is the
-daughter of the village doctor, and my Romeo is a young lawyer, who half
-kills a cousin of hers for trying to interfere with them.”
-
-“That’s good,” said Mr. Brandreth. “I took the part of Romeo myself, and
-Mrs. Brandreth--she was Miss Chapley, then--was cast for Juliet; but
-another girl who had refused the part suddenly changed her mind and
-claimed it, and we had the greatest time to keep the whole affair from
-going to pieces. I beg your pardon; I interrupted you.”
-
-“Not at all,” said Ray. “It must have been rather difficult. In my story
-there has been a feud between the families of the lovers about a land
-boundary; and both families try to break off the engagement.”
-
-“That’s very odd,” said Mr. Brandreth. “The play nearly broke off my
-acquaintance with Mrs. Brandreth. Of course she was vexed--as anybody
-would be--at having to give up the part at the eleventh hour, when
-she’d taken so much trouble with it; but when she saw my suffering with
-the other girl, who didn’t know half her lines, and walked through it
-all like a mechanical doll, she forgave me. _Romeo_ is my favorite play.
-Did you ever see Julia Marlowe in it?”
-
-“No.”
-
-“Then you never _saw_ Juliet! I used to think Margaret Mather was about
-the loveliest Juliet, and in fact she has a great deal of passion”--
-
-“My Juliet,” Ray broke in, “is one of those impassioned natures. When
-she finds that the old people are inexorable, she jumps at the
-suggestion of a secret marriage, and the lovers run off and are married,
-and come back and live separately. They meet at a picnic soon after,
-where Juliet goes with her cousin, who makes himself offensive to the
-husband, and finally insults him. They happen to be alone together near
-the high bank of a river, and the husband, who is a quiet fellow of the
-deadly sort, suddenly throws the cousin over the cliff. The rest are
-dancing”--
-
-“We introduced a minuet in our theatricals,” Mr. Brandreth interposed,
-“and people said it was the best thing in it. I _beg_ your pardon!”
-
-“Not at all. It must have been very picturesque. The cousin is taken up
-for dead, and the husband goes into hiding until the result of the
-cousin’s injuries can be ascertained. They are searching for the husband
-everywhere, and the girl’s father, who has dabbled in hypnotism, and
-has hypnotized his daughter now and then, takes the notion of trying to
-discover the husband’s whereabouts by throwing her into a hypnotic
-trance and questioning her: he believes that she knows. The trance is
-incomplete, and with what is left of her consciousness the girl suffers
-tremendously from the conflict that takes place in her. In the midst of
-it all, word comes from the room where the cousin is lying insensible
-that he is dying. The father leaves his daughter to go to him, and she
-lapses into the cataleptic state. The husband has been lurking about,
-intending to give himself up if it comes to the worst. He steals up to
-the open window--I forgot to say that the hypnotization scene takes
-place in her father’s office, a little building that stands apart from
-the house, and of course it’s a ground floor--and he sees her stretched
-out on the lounge, all pale and stiff, and he thinks she is dead.”
-
-Mr. Brandreth burst into a laugh. “I _must_ tell you what our Mercutio
-said--he was an awfully clever fellow, a lawyer up there, one of the
-natives, and he made simply a _perfect_ Mercutio. He said that our
-Juliet was magnificent in the sepulchre scene; and if she could have
-played the part as a dead Juliet throughout, she would have beat us
-all!”
-
-“Capital!” said Ray. “Ha, ha, ha!”
-
-“Well, go on,” said Mr. Brandreth.
-
-“Oh! Well, the husband gets in at the window and throws himself on her
-breast, and tries to revive her. She shows no signs of life, though all
-the time she is perfectly aware of what is going on, and is struggling
-to speak and reassure him. She recovers herself just at the moment he
-draws a pistol and shoots himself through the heart. The shot brings the
-father from the house, and as he enters the little office, his daughter
-lifts herself, gives him one ghastly stare, and falls dead on her
-husband’s body.”
-
-“That is strong,” said Mr. Brandreth. “That is a very powerful scene.”
-
-“Do you think so?” Ray asked. He looked flushed and flattered, but he
-said: “Sometimes I’ve been afraid it was overwrought, and
-improbable--weak. It’s not, properly speaking, a novel, you see. It’s
-more in the region of romance.”
-
-“Well, so much the better. I think people are getting tired of those
-commonplace, photographic things. They want something with a little more
-imagination,” said Mr. Brandreth.
-
-“The motive of my story might be called psychological,” said the author.
-“Of course I’ve only given you the crudest outline of it, that doesn’t
-do it justice”--
-
-“Well, they say that _roman psychologique_ is superseding the realistic
-novel in France. Will you allow me?”
-
-He offered to take the manuscript, and Ray eagerly undid it, and placed
-it in his hands. He turned over some pages of it, and dipped into it
-here and there.
-
-“Yes,” he said. “Now I’ll tell you what we’ll do, Mr. Ray. You leave
-this with us, and we’ll have our readers go over it, and report to us,
-and then we’ll communicate with you about it. What did you say your New
-York address was?”
-
-“I haven’t any yet,” said Ray; “but I’ll call and leave it as soon as
-I’ve got one.” He rose, and the young publisher said:
-
-“Well, drop in any time. We shall always be glad to see you. Of course I
-can’t promise you an immediate decision.”
-
-“Oh, no; I don’t expect that. I can wait. And I can’t tell you how
-much--how much I appreciate your kindness.”
-
-“Oh, not at all. Ah!” The boy came back with a type-written sheet in his
-hand; Mr. Brandreth took it and gave it to Ray. “There! You can get some
-idea from that of what we’re going to do. Take it with you. It’s
-manifolded, and you can keep this copy. Drop in again when you’re
-passing.”
-
-They shook hands, but they did not part there. Mr. Brandreth followed
-Ray out into the store, and asked him if he would not like some advance
-copies of their new books; he guessed some of them were ready. He
-directed a clerk to put them up, and then he said, “I’d like to
-introduce you to one of our authors. Mr. Kane!” he called out to what
-Ray felt to be the gentleman’s expectant back, and Mr. Kane promptly
-turned about from his bookshelf and met their advance half-way. “I want
-to make you acquainted with Mr. Ray.”
-
-“Fortune,” said Mr. Kane, with evident relish of his own voice and
-diction, “had already made us friends, in the common interest we took in
-a mistaken fellow-man whom we saw stealing a bag to travel with instead
-of a road to travel on. Before you came in, we were street intimates of
-five minutes’ standing, and we entered your temple of the Muses
-together. But I am very glad to know my dear friend by name.” He gave
-Ray the pressure of a soft, cool hand. “My name is doubtless familiar to
-you, Mr. Ray. We spell it a little differently since that unfortunate
-affair with Abel; but it is unquestionably the same name, and we are of
-that ancient family. Am I right,” he said, continuing to press the young
-man’s hand, but glancing at Mr. Brandreth for correction, with ironical
-deference, “in supposing that Mr. Ray is _one_ of us? I was sure,” he
-said, letting Ray’s hand go, with a final pressure, “that it must be so
-from the first moment! The signs of the high freemasonry of letters are
-unmistakable!”
-
-“Mr. Ray,” said Mr. Brandreth, “is going to cast his lot with us here in
-New York. He is from Midland, and he is still connected with one of the
-papers there.”
-
-“Then he is a man to be cherished and avoided,” said Mr. Kane. “But
-don’t tell me that he has no tenderer, no more sacred tie to literature
-than a meretricious newspaper connection!”
-
-Ray laughed, and said from his pleased vanity, “Mr. Brandreth has kindly
-consented to look at a manuscript of mine.”
-
-“Poems?” Mr. Kane suggested.
-
-“No, a novel,” the author answered, bashfully.
-
-“The great American one, of course?”
-
-“We are going to see,” said the young publisher, gaily.
-
-“Well, that is good. It is pleasant to have the old literary tradition
-renewed in all the freshness of its prime, and to have young Genius
-coming up to New York from the provinces with a manuscript under its
-arm, just as it used to come up to London, and I’ve no doubt to Memphis
-and to Nineveh, for that matter; the indented tiles must have been a
-little more cumbrous than the papyrus, and were probably conveyed in an
-ox-cart. And when you offered him your novel, Mr. Ray, did Mr. Brandreth
-say that the book trade was rather dull, just now?”
-
-“Something of that kind,” Ray admitted, with a laugh; and Mr. Brandreth
-laughed too.
-
-“I’m glad of that,” said Mr. Kane. “It would not have been perfect
-without that. They always say that. I’ve no doubt the publishers of
-Memphis and Nineveh said it in their day. It is the publishers’ way with
-authors. It makes the author realize the immense advantage of getting a
-publisher on any terms at such a disastrous moment, and he leaves the
-publisher to fix the terms. It is quite right. You are launched, my dear
-friend, and all you have to do is to let yourself go. You will probably
-turn out an ocean greyhound; we expect no less when we are launched. In
-that case, allow an old water-logged derelict to hail you, and wish you
-a prosperous voyage to the Happy Isles.” Mr. Kane smiled blandly, and
-gave Ray a bow that had the quality of a blessing.
-
-“Oh, that book of yours is going to do well yet, Mr. Kane,” said Mr.
-Brandreth, consolingly. “I believe there’s going to be a change in the
-public taste, and good literature is going to have its turn again.”
-
-“Let us hope so,” said Mr. Kane, devoutly. “We will pray that the
-general reader may be turned from the error of his ways, and eschew
-fiction and cleave to moral reflections. But not till our dear friend’s
-novel has made its success!” He inclined himself again towards Ray.
-“Though, perhaps,” he suggested, “it is a novel with a purpose?”
-
-“I’m afraid hardly”--Ray began; but Mr. Brandreth interposed.
-
-“It is a psychological romance--the next thing on the cards, _I_
-believe!”
-
-“Indeed!” said Mr. Kane. “Do you speak by the card, now, as a confidant
-of fate; or is this the exuberant optimism of a fond young father? Mr.
-Ray, I am afraid you have taken our friend when he is all molten and
-fluid with happiness, and have abused his kindness for the whole race to
-your single advantage!”
-
-“No, no! Nothing of the kind, I assure you!” said Mr. Brandreth,
-joyously. “Everything is on a strict business basis with me, always. But
-I wish you could see that little fellow, Mr. Kane. Of course it sounds
-preposterous to say it of a child only eight days old, but I believe he
-begins to notice already.”
-
-“You must get him to notice your books. Do get him to notice mine! He is
-beginning young, but perhaps not _too_ young for a critic,” said Mr.
-Kane, and he abruptly took his leave, as one does when he thinks he has
-made a good point, and Mr. Brandreth laughed the laugh of a man who
-magnanimously joins in the mirth made at his expense.
-
-Ray stayed a moment after Mr. Kane went out, and Brandreth said, “There
-is one of the most puzzling characters in New York. If he could put
-himself into a book, it would make his fortune. He’s a queer genius.
-Nobody knows how he lives; but I fancy he has a little money of his own;
-his book doesn’t sell fifty copies in a year. What did he mean by that
-about the travelling-bag?”
-
-Ray explained, and Mr. Brandreth said: “Just like him! He must have
-spotted you in an instant. He has nothing to do, and he spends most of
-his time wandering about. He says New York is his book, and he reads it
-over and over. If he could only work up that idea, he could make a book
-that everybody would want. But he never will. He’s one of those men
-whose talk makes you think he could write anything; but his book is
-awfully dry--perfectly crumby. Ever see it? _Hard Sayings_? Well,
-good-by! I _wish_ I could ask you up to my house; but you see how it
-is!”
-
-“Oh, yes! I see,” said Ray. “You’re only too good as it is, Mr.
-Brandreth.”
-
-
-
-
-X.
-
-
-Ray’s voice broke a little as he said this; but he hoped Mr. Brandreth
-did not notice, and he made haste to get out into the crowded street,
-and be alone with his emotions. He was quite giddy with the turn that
-Fortune’s wheel had taken, and he walked a long way up town before he
-recovered his balance. He had never dreamt of such prompt consideration
-as Mr. Brandreth had promised to give his novel. He had expected to
-carry it round from publisher to publisher, and to wait weeks, and
-perhaps whole months, for their decision. Most of them he imagined
-refusing to look at it at all; and he had prepared himself for rebuffs.
-He could not help thinking that Mr. Brandreth’s different behavior was
-an effect of his goodness of heart, and of his present happiness. Of
-course he was a little ridiculous about that baby of his; Ray supposed
-that was natural, but he decided that if he should ever be a father he
-would not gush about it to the first person he met. He did not like Mr.
-Brandreth’s interrupting him with the account of those amateur
-theatricals when he was outlining the plot of his story; but that was
-excusable, and it showed that he was really interested. If it had not
-been for the accidental fact that Mr. Brandreth had taken the part of
-Romeo in those theatricals, he might not have caught on to the notion of
-_A Modern Romeo_ at all. The question whether he was not rather silly
-himself to enter so fully into his plot, helped him to condone Mr.
-Brandreth’s weakness, which was not incompatible with shrewd business
-sense. All that Mr. Brandreth had said of the state of the trade and its
-new conditions was sound; he was probably no fool where his interest was
-concerned. Ray resented for him the cruelty of Mr. Kane in turning the
-baby’s precocity into the sort of joke he had made of it; but he admired
-his manner of saying things, too. He would work up very well in a story;
-but he ought to be made pathetic as well as ironical; he must be made to
-have had an early unhappy love-affair; the girl either to have died, or
-to have heartlessly jilted him. He could be the hero’s friend at some
-important moment; Ray did not determine just at what moment; but the
-hero should be about to wreck his happiness, somehow, and Mr. Kane
-should save him from the rash act, and then should tell him the story of
-his own life. Ray recurred to the manuscript he had left with Mr.
-Brandreth, and wondered if Mr. Brandreth would read it himself, and if
-he did, whether he would see any resemblance between the hero and the
-author. He had sometimes been a little ashamed of that mesmerization
-business in the story, but if it struck a mood of the reading public, it
-would be a great piece of luck; and he prepared himself to respect it.
-If Chapley & Co. accepted the book, he was going to write all that
-passage over, and strengthen it.
-
-He was very happy; and he said to himself that he must try to be very
-good and to merit the fortune that had befallen him. He must not let it
-turn his head, or seem more than it really was; after all it was merely
-a chance to be heard that he was given. He instinctively strove to
-arrest the wheel which was bringing him up, and must carry him down if
-it kept on moving. With an impulse of the old heathen superstition
-lingering in us all, he promised his god, whom he imagined to be God,
-that he would be very grateful and humble if He would work a little
-miracle for him, and let the wheel carry him up without carrying him
-over and down. In the unconscious selfishness which he had always
-supposed morality, he believed that the thing most pleasing to his god
-would be some immediate effort in his own behalf, of prudent industry or
-frugality; and he made haste to escape from the bliss of his high hopes
-as if it were something that was wrong in itself, and that he would
-perhaps be punished for.
-
-He went to the restaurant where he had breakfasted, and bargained for
-board and lodging by the week. It was not so cheap as he had expected to
-get it; with an apparent flexibility, the landlord was rigorous on the
-point of a dollar a day for the room; and Ray found that he must pay
-twelve dollars a week for his board and lodging instead of the ten he
-had set as a limit. But he said to himself that he must take the risk,
-and must make up the two dollars, somehow. His room was at the top of
-the house, and it had a view of the fourth story of a ten-story
-apartment-house opposite; but it had a southerly exposure, and there
-was one golden hour of the day when the sun shone into it, over the
-shoulder of a lower edifice next to the apartment-house, and round the
-side of a clock tower beyond the avenue. He could see a bit of the
-châlet-roof of an elevated railroad station; he could see the tops of
-people’s heads in the street below if he leaned out of his window far
-enough, and he had the same bird’s-eye view of the passing carts and
-carriages. He shared it with the sparrows that bickered in the
-window-casing, and with the cats that crouched behind the chimneys and
-watched the progress of the sparrows’ dissensions with furtive and
-ironical eyes.
-
-Within, the slope of the roof gave a picturesque slant to the ceiling.
-The room was furnished with an American painted set; there was a clock
-on the little shelf against the wall that looked as if it were French;
-but it was not going, and there was no telling what accent it might tick
-with if it were wound up. There was a little mahogany table in one
-corner near the window to write on, and he put his books up on the shelf
-on each side of the clock.
-
-It was all very different from the dignified housing of his life at
-Midland, where less than the money he paid here got him a stately
-parlor, with a little chamber out of it, at the first boarding-house in
-the place. But still he would not have been ashamed to have any one from
-Midland see him in his present quarters. They were proper to New York in
-that cosmopolitan phase which he had most desired to see. He tried
-writing at the little table, and found it very convenient. He forced
-himself, just for moral effect, and to show himself that he was master
-of all his moods, to finish his letter to the _Echo_, and he pleased
-himself very well with it. He made it light and lively, and yet
-contrived to give it certain touches of poetry and to throw in bits of
-description which he fancied had caught something of the thrill and
-sparkle of the air, and imparted some sense of such a day as he felt it
-to be. He fancied different friends turning to the letter the first
-thing in the paper; and in the fond remembrance of the kindness he had
-left behind there, he became a little homesick.
-
-
-
-
-XI.
-
-
-Ray would have liked to go again that day, and give Mr. Brandreth his
-new address in person; but he was afraid it would seem too eager, and
-would have a bad effect on the fortunes of his book. He mastered himself
-so far that even the next day he did not go, but sent it in a note. Then
-he was sorry he had done this, for it might look a little too
-indifferent; that is, he feigned that it might have this effect; but
-what he really regretted was that it cut him off from going to see Mr.
-Brandreth as soon as he would have liked. It would be absurd to run to
-him directly after writing. He languished several days in the heroic
-resolution not to go near Chapley & Co. until a proper time had passed;
-then he took to walking up and down Broadway, remote from their place at
-first, and afterwards nearer, till it came to his pacing slowly past
-their door, and stopping at their window, in the hope that one or other
-of the partners would happen upon him in some of their comings or
-goings. But they never did, and he had a faint, heart-sick feeling of
-disappointment, such as he used to have when he hung about the premises
-of his first love in much the same fashion and to much the same effect.
-
-He cajoled himself by feigning interviews, now with Mr. Chapley and now
-with Mr. Brandreth; the publishers accepted his manuscript with
-transport, and offered him incredible terms. The good old man’s voice
-shook with emotion in hailing Ray as the heir of Hawthorne; Mr.
-Brandreth had him up to dinner, and presented him to his wife and baby;
-he named the baby for them jointly. As nothing of this kind really
-happened, Ray’s time passed rather forlornly. Without being the richer
-for it, he won the bets he made himself, every morning, that he should
-not get a letter that day from Chapley & Co., asking to see him at once,
-or from Mr. Brandreth hoping for the pleasure of his company upon this
-social occasion or that. He found that he had built some hopes upon Mr.
-Brandreth’s hospitable regrets; and as he did not know how long it must
-be after a happiness of the kind Mrs. Brandreth had conferred upon her
-husband before her house could be set in order for company, he was
-perhaps too impatient. But he did not suffer himself to be censorious;
-he was duly grateful to Mr. Brandreth for his regrets; he had not
-expected them; but for them he would not have expected anything.
-
-He did what he could to pass the time by visiting other publishers with
-Mr. Brandreth’s card. He perceived sometimes, or fancied that he
-perceived, a shadow of anxiety in the gentlemen who received him so
-kindly, but it vanished, if it ever existed, when he put himself frankly
-on the journalistic ground, and satisfied them that he had no manuscript
-lurking about him. Then he found some of them willing to drop into chat
-about the trade, and try to forecast its nearer future, if not to
-philosophize its conditions. They appeared to think these were all
-right; and it did not strike Ray as amiss that a work of literary art
-should be regarded simply as a merchantable or unmerchantable commodity,
-or as a pawn in a game, a counter that stood for a certain money value,
-a risk which the player took, a wager that he made.
-
-“You know it’s really that,” one publisher explained to Ray. “_No_ one
-can tell whether a book will succeed or not; no one knows what makes a
-book succeed. We have published things that I’ve liked and respected
-thoroughly, and that I’ve taken a personal pride and pleasure in
-pushing. They’ve been well received and intelligently praised by the
-best critics from the Atlantic to the Pacific, and cultivated people
-have talked about them everywhere; and they haven’t sold fifteen hundred
-copies. Then we’ve tried trash--decent trash, of course; we always
-remember the cheek of the Young Person--and we’ve all believed that we
-had something that would hit the popular mood, and would leap into the
-tens of thousands; and it’s dropped dead from the press. Other works of
-art and other pieces of trash succeed for no better reason than some
-fail. You can’t tell anything about it. If I were to trust my own
-observation, I should say it was _luck_, pure and simple, and mostly bad
-luck. Ten books fail, and twenty books barely pay, where one succeeds.
-Nobody can say why. Can’t I send you some of our new books?” He had a
-number of them on a table near him, and he talked them over with Ray,
-while a clerk did them up; and he would not let Ray trouble himself to
-carry them away with him. They were everywhere lavish of their
-publications with him, and he had so many new books and advance sheets
-given him that if he had been going to write his letters for the _Echo_
-about literature alone, he would have had material for many weeks ahead.
-
-The letters he got at this time were some from home: a very sweet one
-from his mother, fondly conjecturing and questioning about his comfort
-in New York, and cautioning him not to take cold; a serious one from his
-father, advising him to try each week to put by something for a rainy
-day. There was also a letter from Sanderson, gay with news of all the
-goings on in Midland, and hilariously regretful of his absence.
-Sanderson did not say anything about coming to New York to seek his
-fortune, and the effect of his news was to leave Ray pining for the
-society of women, which had always been the sweetest thing in life to
-him, and next to literature the dearest. If he could have had immediate
-literary success, the excitement of it might have made him forget the
-privilege he had enjoyed at Midland of going every evening to call on
-some lovely young girl, and of staying as long as he liked. What made
-him feel still more lonesome and dropped out was Sanderson’s telling of
-several engagements among the girls they knew in Midland; it appeared to
-him that he only was destined to go loveless and mateless through life.
-
-There were women enough in his hotel, but after the first interest of
-their strangeness, and the romantic effect of hearing them speak in
-their foreign tongues as if they were at home in them, he could not
-imagine a farther interest in those opaque Southern blondes, who spoke
-French, or the brunettes with purple-ringed vast eyes, who coughed out
-their Spanish gutturals like squirrels. He was appointed a table for his
-meals in a dining-room that seemed to be reserved for its inmates, as
-distinguished from the frequenters of the restaurant, who looked as if
-they were all Americans; and he was served by a shining black waiter
-weirdly ignorant of English. He gazed wistfully across into the
-restaurant at times, and had half a mind to ask if he might not eat
-there; but he liked the glances of curiosity and perhaps envy which its
-frequenters now and then cast at him in the hotel dining-room. There
-were no young ladies among them, that he ever saw, but sometimes there
-were young men whom he thought he would have liked to talk with. Some of
-them came in company, and at dinner they sat long, discussing matters
-which he could overhear by snatches were literary and artistic matters.
-They always came late, and rarely sat down before seven, when Ray was
-finishing his coffee. One night these comrades came later than usual and
-in unusual force, and took a large table set somewhat apart from the
-rest in the bay of a deep window which had once looked out into the
-little garden of the dwelling that the hotel had once been. They sat
-down, with a babble of questions and answers, as of people who had not
-all met for some time, and devoured the little radishes and olives and
-anchovies, with which the table had been prefatorily furnished, in
-apparent patience till all the places but the head of the table had been
-taken; then they began to complain and to threaten at the delay of the
-dinner. Ray was not aware just how a furious controversy suddenly began
-to rage between two of them. As nearly as he could make out, amidst the
-rapid thrust and parry of the principals, and the irregular lunges of
-this one or that of the company which gave it the character of a free
-fight, it turned upon a point of æsthetics, where the question was
-whether the moral aspect ought or ought not to be sought in it. In the
-heat of the debate the chiefs of the discussion talked both at once,
-interrupted each other, tried which should clamor loudest and fastest,
-and then suddenly the whole uproar fell to silence. The two parties
-casually discovered that they were of exactly the same mind, but each
-had supposed the other thought differently. Some one came in during the
-lull that followed, and took the seat at the head of the table.
-
-It was Mr. Kane, and Ray’s heart leaped with the hope that he would see
-him and recognize him, but out of self-respect he tried to look as if it
-were not he, but perhaps some one who closely resembled him. He
-perceived that it was a club dinner of some literary sort; but because
-he could not help wishing that he were one of the company, he snubbed
-his desires with unsparing cruelty. He looked down at his plate, and
-shunned the roving glance which he felt sure Mr. Kane was sending into
-the room where he now sat almost alone; and he did his best to be
-ashamed of overhearing the talk now and then. He grew very bitter in his
-solitude, and he imagined himself using Mr. Kane with great hauteur,
-after _A Modern Romeo_ had succeeded. He was not obliged to go out that
-way, when he left the dining-room, but he feigned that he must, and in
-spite of the lofty stand he had taken with Mr. Kane in fancy, he meanly
-passed quite near him. Kane looked up, and called out, “Ah,
-good-evening, good-evening!” and rose and shook hands with him, and
-asked him how in the world he happened to have found out that
-restaurant, and he was astonished to hear that Ray was staying in the
-hotel; he said that was very _chic_. He introduced him to the company
-generally, as his young friend Mr. Ray, of Midland, who had come on to
-cast in his literary lot with them in New York; and then he presented
-him personally to the nearest on either hand. They were young fellows,
-but their names were known to Ray with the planetary distinctness that
-the names of young authors have for literary aspirants, though they are
-all so nebulous to older eyes.
-
-Mr. Kane asked Ray to sit down and take his coffee with them; Ray said
-he had taken his coffee; they all urged that this was no reason why he
-should not take some more; he stood out against them, like a fool--as he
-later called himself with gnashing teeth. He pretended he had an
-engagement, and he left the pleasant company he was hungering so to
-join, and went out and walked the streets, trying to stay himself with
-the hope that he had made a better impression than if he had remained
-and enjoyed himself. He was so lonesome when he came back, and caught
-the sound of their jolly voices on his way up stairs, that he could
-hardly keep from going in upon them, and asking if they would let him
-sit with them. In his room he could not work; he wanted to shed tears in
-his social isolation. He determined to go back to Midland, at any cost
-to his feelings or fortunes, or even to the little village where his
-family lived, and where he had been so restless and unhappy till he
-could get away from it. Now, any place seemed better than this waste of
-unknown hundreds of thousands of human beings, where he had not a
-friend, or even an enemy.
-
-
-
-
-XII.
-
-
-In the morning Ray woke resolved to brace up against the nerveless
-suspense he had been in ever since he had left his manuscript with Mr.
-Brandreth, and go and present the letters that some people in Midland
-had given him to their friends in New York. At least he need not suffer
-from solitude unless he chose; he wondered if it would do to present his
-letters on Sunday.
-
-He breakfasted in this question. Shortly after he went back to his room,
-there was a knock at his door, and when he shouted “Come in!” it was set
-softly ajar, and Mr. Kane showed his face at the edge of it.
-
-“I suppose you know,” he said, ignoring Ray’s welcome, “or if you
-haven’t been out, you don’t know, that this is one of those Sunday
-mornings which make you feel that it has been blessed and hallowed above
-all the other days of the week. But I dare say,” he added, coming
-inside, “that the Mohammedans feel exactly so about a particularly fine
-Friday.”
-
-He glanced round the little room with an air of delicate impartiality,
-and asked leave to look from Ray’s window. As he put his head out, he
-said to the birds in the eaves, “Ah, sparrows!” as if he knew them
-personally, before he began to make compliments to the picturesque
-facts of the prospect. Then he stood with his back to Ray, looking down
-into the street, and praising the fashion of the shadow and sunshine in
-meeting so solidly there, at all sorts of irregular points and angles.
-Once he looked round and asked, with the sun making his hair all a
-shining silver:
-
-“Has any one else been shown this view? No? Then let me be the first to
-utter the stock imbecility that it ought to inspire you if anything
-could.” He put out his head again, and gave a glance upward at the
-speckless heaven, and then drew it in. “Yes,” he said, thoughtfully, “a
-partially clouded sky is better for us, no doubt. Why didn’t you sit
-down with us last night? I saw that you wished to do so.” He faced Ray
-benignly, with a remote glimmer of mocking in his eye.
-
-Ray felt it safest to answer frankly. “Yes, I did want to join you
-awfully. I overheard a good deal you were saying where I was sitting,
-but I couldn’t accept your invitation. I knew it was a great chance, but
-I couldn’t.”
-
-“Don’t you know,” Mr. Kane asked, “that the chances have a polite horror
-of iteration? Those men and those moods may never be got together again.
-You oughtn’t to have thrown such a chance away!”
-
-“I know,” said Ray. “But I had to.”
-
-Mr. Kane leaned back in the chair he had taken, and murmured as if to
-himself: “Ah, youth, youth! Yes, it has to throw chances away. Waste is
-a condition of survival. Otherwise we should perish of mere fruition.
-But could you,” he asked, addressing Ray more directly, “without too
-much loss to the intimacies that every man ought to keep sacred, could
-you tell me just _why_ you had to refuse us your company?”
-
-“Oh, yes,” said Ray, with the self-scorn which Mr. Kane’s attitude
-enabled him to show. “I was so low-spirited that I couldn’t rise to the
-hands that offered to pull me out of my Slough of Despond. I felt that
-the slightest exertion would sink me over head and ears. I had better
-stay as I was.”
-
-“I understand,” said Mr. Kane. “But why should a man of your age be in
-low spirits?”
-
-“Why? Nobody can tell why he’s in low spirits exactly. I suppose I got
-to thinking the prospect for my book wasn’t very gay. It’s hard to
-wait.”
-
-“Was that all?”
-
-“I was a little homesick, too. But wasn’t the other enough?”
-
-“I can’t say. It’s a long time since I was your age. But shall I tell
-you what I first thought your unhappiness was, when you confessed it
-just now?”
-
-“Yes, by all means.”
-
-“I wonder if I’d better! I supposed it was not such as any _man_ could
-inflict. Excuse me!” He kept his eyes smilingly on the young fellow’s
-face, as if to prevent his taking the audacity in bad part. “I don’t
-know why I should say this to you, except that it really went through my
-mind, and I did you the wrong to wonder why you should mention it.”
-
-“I can forgive the wrong; it’s so very far from the fact”--Ray began.
-
-“Ah, you’ve already noticed _that_!” Mr Kane interrupted.
-
-“Noticed what?”
-
-“That we can forgive people their injurious conjectures when they’re
-wrong rather than when they’re right?”
-
-“No, I hadn’t noticed,” Ray confessed; and he added, “I was only
-thinking how impossible that was for me in a place where I haven’t
-spoken to a woman yet.”
-
-If Mr. Kane tasted the bitterness in a speech which Ray tried to carry
-off with a laugh, his words did not confess it. “It wasn’t a reasoned
-conjecture, and I don’t defend it; I’m only too glad to escape from it
-without offence. When I was of your age, a slight from a woman was the
-only thing that could have kept me from any pleasure that offered
-itself. But I understand that now youth is made differently.”
-
-“I don’t see why,” said Ray, and he quelled a desire he had to boast of
-his wounds; he permitted himself merely to put on an air of gloom.
-
-“Why, I’ve been taught that modern society and civilization generally
-has so many consolations for unrequited affection that young men don’t
-suffer from that sort of trouble any more, or not deeply.”
-
-Ray was sensible that Mr. Kane’s intrusiveness was justifiable upon the
-ground of friendly interest; and he was not able to repel what seemed
-like friendly interest. “It may be as you say, in New York; I’ve not
-been here long enough to judge.”
-
-“But in Midland things go on in the old way? Tell me something about
-Midland, and why any one should ever leave Midland for New York?”
-
-“I can’t say, generally speaking,” answered Ray, with pleasure in Kane’s
-pursuit, “but I think that in my case Midland began it.”
-
-“Yes?”
-
-Ray was willing enough to impart as much of his autobiography as related
-to the business change that had thrown him out of his place on the
-_Echo_. Then he sketched with objective airiness the sort of life one
-led in Midland, if one was a young man in society; and he found it no
-more than fair to himself to give some notion of his own local value in
-a graphic little account of the farewell dinner.
-
-“Yes,” said Mr. Kane, “I can imagine how you should miss all that, and I
-don’t know that New York has anything so pleasant to offer. I fancy the
-conditions of society are incomparably different in Midland and in New
-York. You seem to me a race of shepherds and shepherdesses out there;
-your pretty world is like a dream of my own youth, when Boston was still
-only a large town, and was not so distinctly an aoristic Athens as it is
-now.”
-
-“I had half a mind to go to Boston with my book first,” said Ray. “But
-somehow I thought there were more chances in New York.”
-
-“There are certainly more publishers,” Kane admitted. “Whether there
-are more chances depends upon how much independent judgment there is
-among the publishers. Have you found them very judicial?”
-
-“I don’t quite understand what you mean.”
-
-“Did any one of them seem to be a man who would give your novel an
-unprejudiced reading if you took it to him and told him honestly that it
-had been rejected by all the others?”
-
-“No, I can’t say any of them did. But I don’t know that I could give my
-manuscript an unprejudiced reading myself under the same circumstances.
-I certainly shouldn’t blame any publisher who couldn’t. Should you?”
-
-“I? I blame nobody, my dear friend,” said Kane. “That is the way I keep
-my temper. I should not blame you if Chapley & Co. declined your book,
-and you went to the rest of the trade carefully concealing from each
-publisher, the fact that he was not the first you had approached with
-it.”
-
-Ray laughed, but he winced, too. “I suppose that’s what I should have to
-do. But Chapley & Co. haven’t declined it yet.”
-
-“Ah, I’m glad of that. Not that you could really impose upon any one.
-There would be certain infallible signs in your manuscript that would
-betray you: an air of use; little private marks and memoranda of earlier
-readers; the smell of their different brands of tobacco and sachet
-powder.”
-
-“I shouldn’t try to impose upon any one,” Ray began, with a flush of
-indignation, which ended in shame. “What would _you_ do under the same
-circumstances?” he demanded, with desperation.
-
-“My dear friend! My dear boy,” Mr. Kane protested. “I am not censuring
-you. It’s said that Bismarck found it an advantage to introduce truth
-even into diplomacy. He discovered there was nothing deceived _like_ it;
-_nobody_ believed him. Some successful advertisers have made it work in
-commercial affairs. You mustn’t expect me to say what I should do under
-the same circumstances; the circumstances couldn’t be the same. I am not
-the author of a manuscript novel with a potential public of tens of
-thousands. But you can imagine that as the proprietor of a volume of
-essays which has a certain sale--Mr. Brandreth used that fatal term in
-speaking of my book, I suppose?”
-
-“No, I don’t remember that he did,” said Ray.
-
-“He was kinder than I could have expected. It is the death-knell of hope
-to the devoted author when his publisher tells him that his book will
-always have a certain sale; he is expressing in a pitying euphemism of
-the trade that there is no longer any chance for it, no happy accident
-in the future, no fortuity; it is dead. As the author of a book with a
-certain sale, I feel myself exempt from saying what I should do in your
-place. But I’m very glad it hasn’t come to the ordeal with you. Let us
-hope you won’t be tempted. Let us hope that Messrs. Chapley & Co. will
-be equal to the golden opportunity offered them, and gradually--snatch
-it.”
-
-Kane smiled, and Ray laughed out. He knew that he was being played
-upon, but he believed the touch was kindly, and even what he felt an
-occasional cold cynicism in it had the fascination that cynicism always
-has for the young when it does not pass from theory to conduct; when it
-does that, it shocks. He thought that Mr. Kane was something like
-Warrington in _Pendennis_, and again something like Coverdale in
-_Blithedale Romance_. He valued him for that; he was sure he had a
-history; and when he now rose, Ray said: “Oh, must you go?” with eager
-regret.
-
-“Why, I had thought of asking you to come with me. I’m going for a walk
-in the Park, and I want to stop on the way for a moment to see an old
-friend of mine”--he hesitated, and then added--“a man whom I was once
-intimately associated with in some joint hopes we had for reconstructing
-the world. I think you will be interested in him, as a type, even if you
-don’t like him.”
-
-Ray professed that he should be very much interested, and they went out
-together.
-
-
-
-
-XIII.
-
-
-The streets had that Sunday sense which is as unmistakable as their
-week-day effect. Their noises were subdued almost to a country quiet; as
-he crossed with his friend to the elevated station, Ray noted with a
-lifting heart the sparrows that chirped from the knots and streamers of
-red Virginia-creeper hanging here and there from a porch roof or over a
-bit of garden wall; overhead the blue air was full of the jargoning of
-the blended church bells.
-
-He tried to fit these facts with phrases in the intervals of his
-desultory talk with Kane, and he had got two or three very good epithets
-by the time they found seats together in an up-town train. It was not
-easy to find them, for the cars were thronged with work-people going to
-the Park for one of the last Sundays that could be fine there.
-
-Kane said: “The man we are going to see belongs to an order of thinking
-and feeling that one would have said a few years ago had passed away
-forever, but of late its turn seems to be coming again; it’s curious how
-these things recur. Do you happen to hate altruism in any of its protean
-forms?”
-
-Ray smiled with the relish for the question which Kane probably meant
-him to feel. “I can’t say that I have any violent feeling against it.”
-
-“It is usually repulsive to young people,” Kane went on, “and I could
-very well conceive your loathing it. My friend has been an altruist of
-one kind or another all his life. He’s a man whom it would be perfectly
-useless to tell that the world is quite good enough for the sort of
-people there are in it; he would want to set about making the people
-worthy of a better world, and he would probably begin on _you_. You have
-heard of Brook Farm, I suppose?”
-
-“Of course,” Ray answered, with a show of resentment for such a
-question. “_Blithedale Romance_--I think it’s the best of Hawthorne’s
-books.”
-
-“Blithedale,” said Mr. Kane, ignoring the literary interest, “is no more
-Brook Farm than--But we needn’t enter upon that! My friend’s career as
-an altruist began there; and since then there’s hardly been a
-communistic experiment in behalf of Man with a capital and without
-capital that he hasn’t been into and out of.”
-
-“I should like immensely to see him,” said Ray. “Any man who was at
-Brook Farm--Did he know Hollingsworth and Zenobia, and Priscilla and
-Coverdale? Was it at Brook Farm that you met?”
-
-Kane shook his head. “I think no one knew them but Hawthorne. I don’t
-speak positively; Brook Farm was a little before my day, or else I
-should have been there too, I dare say. But I’ve been told those
-characters never were.”
-
-Then it was doubly impossible that Hawthorne should have studied Miles
-Coverdale from Kane; Ray had to relinquish a theory he had instantly
-formed upon no ground except Kane’s sort of authority in speaking of
-Brook Farm; what was worse he had to abandon an instant purpose of
-carrying forward the romance and doing _The Last Days of Miles
-Coverdale_; it would have been an attractive title.
-
-“I met David Hughes,” Kane continued, “after the final break-up of the
-community, when I was beginning to transcendentalize around Boston, and
-he wanted me to go into another with him, out West. He came out of his
-last community within the year; he founded it himself, upon a perfectly
-infallible principle. It was so impregnable to the logic either of
-metaphysics or events, that Hughes had to break it up himself, I
-understand. At sixty-nine he has discovered that his efforts to oblige
-his fellow-beings ever since he was twenty have been misdirected. It
-isn’t long for an error of that kind in the life of the race, but it
-hasn’t exactly left my old friend in the vigor of youth. However, his
-hope and good-will are as athletic as ever.”
-
-“It’s rather pathetic,” Ray suggested.
-
-“Why, I don’t know--I don’t know! Is it so? He hasn’t found out the
-wrong way without finding the right way at the same time, and he’s
-buoyantly hopeful in it, though he’s not only an old man; he’s a sick
-man, too. Of course, he’s poor. He never was a fellow to do things by
-halves, and when he dispersed his little following he divided nearly
-all his substance among his disciples. He sees now that the right way to
-universal prosperity and peace is the political way; and if he could
-live long enough, we should see him in Congress--if _we_ lived long
-enough. Naturally, he is paving the way with a book he’s writing.” Kane
-went on to speak of his friend at length; he suddenly glanced out of the
-car window, and said: “Ah, we’re just there. This is our station.”
-
-The avenue had been changing its character as they rushed along. It had
-ceased to be a street of three or four story houses, where for the most
-part the people lived over their shops, and where there was an effect of
-excessive use on everything, a worn-out and shabby look, rather than a
-squalid look. The cross-streets of towering tenement-houses, had come
-and gone, and now the buildings were low again, with greater or less
-gaps between them, while the railroad had climbed higher, and was like a
-line drawn through the air without reference to the localities which the
-train left swiftly behind. The houses had begun to be of wood here and
-there, and it was at a frame of two stories that Mr. Kane stopped with
-Ray, when they clambered down the long iron staircase of the station to
-the footway below. They pulled a bell that sounded faintly somewhere
-within, and the catch of the lock clicked as if it were trying to
-release itself; but when they tried the door it was still fast, and Mr.
-Kane rang again. Then a clatter of quick, impatient feet sounded on the
-stairs; the door was pulled sharply open, and they confronted a tall
-young man, with a handsome pale face, who bent on them a look of
-impartial gloom from clouded blue eyes under frowning brows. A heavy
-fringe of dull yellow hair almost touched their level with its straight
-line, which the lower lip of the impassioned mouth repeated.
-
-“Ah, Denton!” said Mr. Kane. “Good-morning, good-morning! This is my
-friend, Mr. Ray.” The young men shook hands with a provisional civility,
-and Mr. Kane asked, “Are you all at home?”
-
-“We are, at the moment,” said the other. “I’m just going out with the
-babies; but father will be glad to see you. Come in.”
-
-He had a thick voice that came from his throat by nervous impulses; he
-set the door open and twisted his head in the direction of the stairs,
-as if to invite them to go up. They found he had a perambulator in the
-narrow hall behind the door, and two children facing each other in it.
-He got it out on the sidewalk without further attention to them, and
-shut the door after him. But in the light which his struggles to get out
-had let into the entry they made their way up the stairs, where a
-woman’s figure stood silhouetted against an open door-way behind her.
-
-“Ah, Mrs. Denton, how do you do?” said Kane, gaily.
-
-The figure answered gaily back, “Oh, Mr. Kane!” and after Kane’s
-presentation of Ray, set open a door that opened from the landing into
-the apartment. “Father will be so glad to see you. Please walk in.”
-
-Ray found himself in what must be the principal room of the apartment;
-its two windows commanded an immediate prospect of the elevated road,
-with an effect of having their sills against its trestle work. Between
-them stood a tall, gaunt old man, whose blue eyes flamed under the heavy
-brows of age, from a face set in a wilding growth of iron-gray hair and
-beard. He was talking down upon a gentleman whom Ray had black against
-the light, and he was saying: “No, Henry, no! Tolstoï is mistaken. I
-don’t object to his theories of non-resistance; the Quakers have found
-them perfectly practicable for more than two centuries; but I say that
-in quitting the scene of the moral struggle, and in simplifying himself
-into a mere peasant, he begs the question as completely as if he had
-gone into a monastery. He has struck out some tremendous truths, I don’t
-deny that, and his examination of the conditions of civilization is one
-of the most terrifically searching studies of the facts that have ever
-been contributed to the science of sociology; but his conclusions are as
-wrong as his premises are right. If I had back the years that I have
-wasted in a perfectly futile effort to deal with the problem of the race
-at a distance where I couldn’t touch it, I would have nothing to do with
-eremitism in any of its forms, either collectively as we have had it in
-our various communistic experiments, or individually on the terms which
-Tolstoï apparently advises.”
-
-“But I don’t understand him to advise eremitism,” the gentleman began.
-
-“It amounts to the same thing,” said the other, cutting himself short in
-hollow cough, so as not to give up the word. “He would have us withdraw
-from the world, as if, where any man was, the world was not there in the
-midst of him!”
-
-“Poor Tolstoï,” said Mr. Kane, going up and shaking hands with the
-others, “as I understand it, is at present able only to rehearse his
-rôle, because his family won’t consent to anything else. He’s sold all
-he has in order to give to the poor, but his wife manages the proceeds.”
-
-“It’s easy enough to throw ridicule on him,” said the gentleman against
-the window, who now stood up.
-
-“_I_ throw no ridicule upon him,” said the tall, gaunt man. “He has
-taught me at least this, that contempt is of the devil--I beg your
-pardon, Kane--and I appreciate to the utmost the spiritual grandeur of
-the man’s nature. But practically, I don’t follow him. We shall never
-redeem the world by eschewing it. Society is not to be saved by
-self-outlawry. The body politic is to be healed politically. The way to
-have the golden age is to elect it by the Australian ballot. The people
-must vote themselves into possession of their own business, and intrust
-their economic affairs to the same faculty that makes war and peace,
-that frames laws, and that does justice. What I object to in Tolstoï is
-his utter unpracticality. I cannot forgive any man, however good and
-great, who does not measure the means to the end. If there is anything
-in my own life that I can regard with entire satisfaction it is that at
-every step of my career I have invoked the light of common-sense.
-Whatever my enemies may say against me, they cannot say that I have not
-instantly abandoned any project when I found it unpractical. I abhor
-dreamers; they have no place in a world of thinking and acting.” Ray saw
-Kane arching his eyebrows, while the other began again: “I tell you”--
-
-“I want to introduce my young friend Mr. Ray,” Mr. Kane broke in.
-
-The old man took Ray’s hand between two hot palms, and said, “Ah!” with
-a look at him that was benign, if somewhat bewildered.
-
-“You know Mr. Ray, Chapley,” Kane pursued, transferring him to the
-other, who took his hand in turn.
-
-“Mr. Ray?” he queried, with the distress of the elderly man who tries to
-remember.
-
-“If you forget your authors in the green wood so easily, how shall it be
-with them in the dry?” Kane sighed; and now the publisher woke up to
-Ray’s identity.
-
-“Oh, yes, yes, yes! Of course! Mr. Ray, of--of--Mr. Ray, of”--
-
-“Midland,” Ray suggested, perspiring.
-
-“Why, certainly!” Mr. Chapley pressed his hand with as much apologetic
-entreaty as he could intimate in that way, and assured him that he was
-glad to see him; and then he said to the old man, whose name Kane had
-not mentioned to Ray in presenting him, but whom Ray knew to be Hughes,
-“Well, I must be going now. I’m glad to find you looking so much better
-this morning.”
-
-“Oh; I’m quite a new man--quite a new man!”
-
-“You were always that!” said Mr. Chapley, with a certain fondness. He
-sighed, “I wish I knew your secret.”
-
-“Stay, and let him expound it to us all!” Kane suggested. “I’ve no doubt
-he would.”
-
-“No; I must be going,” said Mr. Chapley. “Good-by.” He shook hands with
-the old man. “Good-by, Kane. Er--good-morning, Mr.--er--Ray. You must
-drop in and see us, when you can find time.”
-
-Ray bubbled after him some incoherencies about being afraid he could
-find only too much time. Apparently Mr. Chapley did not hear. He
-pottered out on the landing, and Ray heard him feeling his way carefully
-down stairs. It was an immense relief for him to have met Mr. Chapley
-there. It stamped his own presence in the place with propriety; he was
-fond of adventure and hungry for experience, but he wished all his
-adventures and experiences to be respectable. He had a young dread of
-queerness and irregularity; and he could not conceal from himself that
-but for Mr. Chapley his present environment was not in keeping with his
-smooth Philistine traditions. He had never been in an apartment before,
-much less a mere tenement; at Midland every one he knew lived in his own
-house; most of the people he knew lived in handsome houses of their
-own, with large grass-plots and shade-trees about them. But if Mr.
-Chapley were here, with this old man who called him by his first name,
-and with whom he and Mr. Kane seemed to have the past if not the present
-in common, it must be all right.
-
-
-
-
-XIV.
-
-
-Ray woke from his rapid mental formulation of this comforting
-reassurance to find the old man saying to him, “What is the nature of
-the work that Chapley has published for you? I hope something by which
-you intend to advance others, as well as yourself: something that is to
-be not merely the means of your personal aggrandizement in fame and
-fortune. Nothing, in my getting back to the world, strikes me as more
-shamelessly selfish than the ordinary literary career. I don’t wonder
-the art has sunk so low; its aims are on the business level.”
-
-Mr. Kane listened with an air of being greatly amused, and even
-gratified, and Ray thought he had purposely let the old man go on as if
-he were an author who had already broken the shell. Before he could
-think of some answer that should at once explain and justify him, Kane
-interposed:
-
-“I hope Mr. Ray is no better than the rest of us; but he may be; you
-must make your arraignment and condemnation conditional, at any rate.
-He’s an author _in petto_, as yet; Chapley may never publish him.”
-
-“Then why,” said the old man, irascibly, “did you speak of him as you
-did to Chapley? It was misleading.”
-
-“In the world you’ve come back to, my dear friend,” said Kane, “you’ll
-find that we have no time to refine upon the facts. We can only sketch
-the situation in large, bold outlines. Perhaps I wished to give Mr. Ray
-a hold upon Chapley by my premature recognition of him as an author, and
-make the wicked publisher feel that there was already a wide general
-impatience to see Mr. Ray’s book.”
-
-“That would have been very corrupt, Kane,” said the other. “But I owe
-Mr. Ray an apology.”
-
-Ray found his tongue. “Perhaps you won’t think so when you see my
-novel.”
-
-“A novel! Oh, I have no time to read novels!” the old man burst out. “A
-practical man”--
-
-“Nor volumes of essays,” said Kane, picking up a book from the table at
-his elbow. “Really, as a measure of self-defence, I must have the leaves
-of my presentation copies cut, at any rate. I must sacrifice my taste to
-my vanity. Then I sha’n’t know when the grateful recipients haven’t
-opened them.”
-
-“I’ve no time to read books of any kind”--the old man began again.
-
-“You ought to set up reviewer,” Kane interposed again.
-
-“Oh, I’ve looked into your essays, Kane, here and there. The literature
-is of a piece with the affectation of the uncut edges: something utterly
-outdated and superseded. It’s all as impertinent as the demand you make
-that the reader should do the work of a bookbinder, and cut your
-leaves.”
-
-“Do you know that I’m really hurt--not for myself, but for you!--by
-what you say of my uncut edges? You descend to the level of a
-Brandreth,” said Kane.
-
-“A Brandreth? What is a Brandreth?”
-
-“It is a publisher: Chapley’s son-in-law and partner.”
-
-“Oh, yes, yes,” said Hughes.
-
-“I spent many hours,” said Kane, plaintively, “pleading with him for an
-edition with uncut edges. He contended that the public would not buy it
-if the edges were not cut; and I told him that I wished to have that
-fact to fall back upon, in case they didn’t buy it for some other
-reason. And I was right. The edition hasn’t sold, and the uncut edges
-have saved me great suffering until now. Why not have confined your own
-remarks, my dear friend, to the uncut edges? I might have agreed with
-you.”
-
-“Because,” said the old man, “I cannot have patience with a man of your
-age who takes the mere dilettante view of life--who regards the world as
-something to be curiously inspected and neatly commented, instead of
-toiled for, sweated for, suffered for!”
-
-“It appears to me that there is toiling and sweating and suffering
-enough for the world already,” said Kane, with a perverse levity. “Look
-at the poor millionnaires, struggling to keep their employés in work! If
-you’ve come back to the world for no better purpose than to add to its
-perseverance and perspiration, I could wish for your own sake that you
-had remained in some of your communities--or all of them, for that
-matter.”
-
-The other turned half round in his chair, and looked hard into Kane’s
-smiling face. “You are a most unserious spirit, Kane, and you always
-were! When will you begin to be different? Do you expect to continue a
-mere frivolous maker of phrases to the last? Your whole book there is
-just a bundle of phrases--labels for things. Do you ever intend to _be_
-anything?”
-
-“I intend to be an angel, some time--or some eternity,” said Kane. “But,
-in the meanwhile, have you ever considered that perhaps you are
-demanding, in your hopes of what you call the redemption of the race
-from selfishness, as sheer and mere an impossibility as a change of the
-physical basis of the soul?”
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“I mean--or, I won’t put it affirmatively; I will put it
-interrogatively.”
-
-“Yes, that was always your way!”
-
-“I will merely ask you,” Kane went on, without heeding the interruption,
-“what reason you have to suppose the altruistic is not eternally
-conditioned in the egoistic, just as the spiritual is conditioned in the
-animal?”
-
-“What jargon is that?” demanded the old man, throwing one leg over the
-other, and smoothing the upper one down with his hand, as he bent
-forward to glower at Kane.
-
-“It is the harmony of the spheres, my dear David; it is a metaphysical
-variation of the pleasing air that the morning stars sang together; it
-is the very truth. The altruistic can no more shake off the egoistic in
-this world than the spiritual can shake off the animal. As soon as man
-ceases to get hungry three times a day, just so soon will he cease to
-eat his fellow-man.”
-
-“There is the usual trivial truth in what you say,” Hughes replied, “and
-the usual serious impiety. You probably are not aware that your
-miserable paradox accuses the Creative Intelligence.”
-
-“Ah, but use another word! Say Nature, and then where is the impiety?”
-
-“But I decline to use the other word,” Hughes retorted.
-
-“And I insist upon it; I must. It is Nature that I accuse; not the
-divine nature, or even human nature, but brute nature, that commits a
-million blunders, and destroys myriads of types, in order to arrive at
-such an imperfect creature as man still physically is, after untold ages
-of her blind empiricism. If the human intelligence could be put in
-possession of the human body, we should have altruism at once. We should
-not get hungry three times a day; instead of the crude digestive
-apparatus which we have inherited with apparently no change whatever
-from the cave-dweller, we should have an organ delicately adjusted to
-the exigencies of modern life, and responsive to all the emotions of
-philanthropy. But no! The stomach of the nineteenth century remains
-helplessly in the keeping of primeval nature, who is a mere Bourbon; who
-learns nothing and forgets nothing. She obliges us to struggle on with a
-rude arrangement developed from the mollusk, and adapted at best to the
-conditions of the savage; imperative and imperfect; liable to get out of
-order with the carefulest management, and to give way altogether with
-the use of half a lifetime. No, David! You will have to wait until man
-has come into control of his stomach, and is able to bring his ingenuity
-to bear upon its deficiencies. Then, and not till then, you will have
-the Altruistic Man. Until then the egoistic man will continue to eat his
-brother, and more or less indigest him--if there is such a verb.”
-
-Ray listened with one ear to them. The other was filled with the soft
-murmur of women’s voices from the further end of the little apartment;
-they broke now and then from a steady flow of talk, and rippled into
-laughter, and then smoothed themselves to talk again. He longed to know
-what they were talking about, laughing about.
-
-“No, David,” Kane went on, “when you take man out of the clutches of
-Nature, and put Nature in the keeping of man, we shall have the
-millennium. I have nothing to say against the millennium, _per se_,
-except that it never seems to have been on time. I am willing to excuse
-its want of punctuality; there may have always been unavoidable delays;
-but you can’t expect me to have as much faith in it as if it had never
-disappointed people. Now with you I admit it’s different. You’ve seen it
-come a great many times, and go even oftener.”
-
-“Young man!” the other called so abruptly to Ray that it made him start
-in his chair, “I wish you would step out into the room yonder, and ask
-one of my daughters to bring me my whiskey and milk. It’s time for it,”
-and he put down a watch which he had taken from the table beside him.
-
-He nodded toward a sort of curtained corridor at one side of the room,
-and after a glance of question at Kane, who answered with a reassuring
-smile, Ray went out through this passage. The voices had suddently
-fallen silent, but he found their owners in the little room beyond; they
-were standing before their chairs as if they had jumped to their feet in
-a feminine dismay which they had quelled. In one he made out the young
-Mrs. Denton, whose silhouette had received him and Kane; the other
-looked like her, but younger, and in the two Ray recognized the heroines
-of the pocket-book affair on the train.
-
-He trembled a little inwardly, but he said, with a bow for both: “I beg
-your pardon. Your father wished me to ask you for his”--
-
-He faltered at the queerness of it all, but the younger said, simply and
-gravely: “Oh, yes, I’ll take it in. I’ve got it ready here,” and she
-took up a tumbler from the hearth of the cooking-stove keeping itself
-comfortable at one side of a little kitchen beyond the room where they
-were, and went out with it.
-
-Ray did not know exactly what to do, or rather how he should do what he
-wished. He hesitated, and looked at Mrs. Denton, who said, “Won’t you
-sit down--if it isn’t too hot here?”
-
-
-
-
-XV.
-
-
-“Oh, it isn’t at all hot,” said Ray, and in fact the air was blowing
-freely in through the plants at the open window. Then he sat down, as if
-to prove that it was not too hot; there was no other reason that he
-could have given for staying, instead of going back to Kane and her
-father.
-
-“We can keep the windows open on this side,” said Mrs. Denton, “but the
-elevated makes too much noise in front. When we came here first, it was
-warm weather; it was stifling when we shut the windows, and when we
-opened them, it seemed as if the trains would drive us wild. It was like
-having them in the same room with us. But now it’s a little cooler, and
-we don’t need the front windows open; so it’s very pleasant.”
-
-Ray said it was delightful, and he asked, “Then you haven’t been in New
-York long?”
-
-“No; only since the beginning of September. We thought we would settle
-in New Jersey first, and we did take a house there, in the country; but
-it was too far from my husband’s work, and so we moved in. Father wants
-to meet people; he’s more in the current here.”
-
-As she talked, Mrs. Denton had a way of looking down at her apron, and
-smoothing it across her knees with one hand, and now and then glancing
-at Ray out of the corner of her eye, as if she were smiling on the
-further side of her face.
-
-“We went out there a little while ago to sell off the things we didn’t
-want to keep. The neighbors took them.” She began to laugh, and Ray
-laughed, too, when she said, “We found they had taken _some_ of them
-before we got there. They might as well have taken all, they paid us so
-little for the rest. I didn’t suppose there would be such a difference
-between first-hand and second-hand things. But it was the first time we
-had ever set up housekeeping for ourselves, and we had to make mistakes.
-We had always lived in a community.”
-
-She looked at him for the impression of this fact, and Ray merely said,
-“Yes; Mr. Kane told me something of the kind.”
-
-“It’s all very different in the world. I don’t know whether you’ve ever
-been in a community?”
-
-“No,” said Ray.
-
-“Well,” she went on, “we’ve had to get used to all sorts of things since
-we came out into the world. The very day we left the community, I heard
-some people in the seat just in front of me, in the car, planning how
-they should do something to get a living; it seemed ridiculous and
-dreadful. It fairly frightened me.”
-
-Ray was struck with the literary value of the fact. He said: “I suppose
-it would be startling if we could any of us realize it for the first
-time. But for most of us there never is any first time.”
-
-Mrs. Denton said: “No, but in the community we never had to think how we
-should get things to eat and wear, any more than how we should get air
-to breathe. You know father believes that the world can be made like the
-Family, in that, and everybody be sure of a living, if he is willing to
-work.”
-
-She glanced at Ray with another of her demure looks, which seemed
-inquiries both as to his knowledge of the facts and his opinion of them.
-
-“I didn’t know just what your father’s ideas were,” he said; and she
-went on:
-
-“Yes; he thinks all you’ve got to do is to have patience. But it seems
-to me you’ve got to have money too, or you’ll starve to death before
-your patience gives out.”
-
-Mrs. Denton laughed, and Ray sat looking at her with a curious mixture
-of liking and misgiving: he would have liked to laugh with her from the
-poet in him, but his civic man could not approve of her
-irresponsibility. In her quality of married woman, she was more
-reprehensible than she would have been as a girl; as a girl, she might
-well have been merely funny. Still, she was a woman, and her voice, if
-it expressed an irresponsible nature, was sweet to hear. She seemed not
-to dislike hearing it herself, and she let it run lightly on. “The
-hardest thing for us, though, has been getting used to money, and the
-care of it. It seems to be just as bad with a little as a great
-deal--the care does; and you have to be thinking about it all the time;
-we never had to think of it at all in the Family. Most of us never saw
-it, or touched it; only the few that went out and sold and bought
-things.”
-
-“That’s very odd,” said Ray, trying the notion if it would not work
-somewhere into literature; at the same time he felt the charm of this
-pretty young woman, and wondered why her sister did not come back. He
-heard her talking with Kane in the other room; now and then her voice,
-gentle and clear and somewhat high, was lost in Kane’s laugh, or the
-hoarse plunge of her father’s bass.
-
-“Yes,” Mrs. Denton went on, “I think I feel it more than my husband or
-my sister does; they just have to earn the money, but I have to take
-care of it, and see how far I can make it go. It’s perfectly
-distracting; and sometimes when I forget, and do something careless!”
-She let an impressive silence follow, and Ray laughed.
-
-“Yes, that’s an anxious time for us, even if we’re brought up with the
-advantages of worldly experience.”
-
-“Anxious!” Mrs. Denton repeated; and her tongue ran on. “Why, the day I
-went out to New Jersey with my sister to settle up our ‘estate’ out
-there, we each of us had a baby to carry--my children are twins, and we
-couldn’t leave them here with father; it was bad enough to leave him!
-and my husband was at work; and on the train coming home I forgot and
-gave the twins my pocket-book to play with; and just then a kind old
-gentleman put up the car window for me, and the first thing I knew they
-threw it out into the water--we were crossing that piece of water before
-you get to Jersey City. It had every cent of my money in it; and I was
-so scared when they threw my pocket-book away--we always say _they_,
-because they’re so much alike we never can remember which did a thing--I
-was so scared that I didn’t know what I was doing, and I just screamed
-out all about it.” Ray listened restively; he felt as if he were
-eavesdropping; but he did not know quite how, or when, or whether, after
-all, to tell her that he had witnessed the whole affair; he decided that
-he had better not; and she went on: “My sister said it was just as if I
-had begged of the whole carful; and I suppose it was. I don’t suppose
-that a person who was more used to money would have given it to a baby
-to play with.”
-
-She stopped, and Ray suddenly changed his mind; he thought he ought not
-to let her go on as if he knew nothing about it; that was hardly fair.
-
-“The conductor,” he said, “appeared to think _any_ woman would have done
-it.”
-
-Mrs. Denton laughed out her delight. “It _was_ you, then. My sister was
-sure it was, as soon as she saw you at Mr. Chapley’s.”
-
-“At Mr. Chapley’s?”
-
-“Yes; his store. That is where she works. You didn’t see her, but she
-saw you,” said Mrs. Denton; and then Ray recalled that Mr. Brandreth had
-sent to a Miss Hughes for the list of announcements she had given him.
-
-“We saw you noticing us in the car, and we saw you talking with the
-conductor. Did he say anything else about us?” she asked, significantly.
-
-“I don’t know exactly what you mean,” Ray answered, a little
-consciously, and coloring slightly.
-
-“Why,” Mrs. Denton began; but she stopped at sight of her sister, who
-came in with the empty tumbler in her hand, and set it down in the room
-beyond. “Peace!” she called to her, and the girl came back reluctantly,
-Ray fancied. He had remained standing since her reappearance, and Mrs.
-Denton said, introducing them, “This is my sister, Mr. Ray;” and then
-she cried out joyfully, “It _was_ Mr. Ray!” while he bowed ceremoniously
-to the girl, who showed an embarrassment that Mrs. Denton did not share.
-“The conductor told him that any woman would have given her baby her
-pocket-book to play with; and so you see I wasn’t so very bad, after
-all. But when one of these things happens to me, it seems as if the
-world had come to an end; I can’t get over it. Then we had another
-experience! One of the passengers that heard me say all our money was in
-that pocket-book, gave the conductor a dollar for us, to pay our
-car-fares home. We had to take it; we _couldn’t_ have carried the
-children from the ferry all the way up here; but I never knew before
-that charity hurt so. It was dreadful!”
-
-A certain note made itself evident in her voice which Ray felt as an
-appeal. “Why, I don’t think you need have considered it as charity. It
-was what might have happened to any lady who had lost her purse.”
-
-“It wasn’t like that,” Miss Hughes broke in. “It would have been offered
-then so that it could be returned. We were to blame for not making the
-conductor say who gave it. But we were so confused!”
-
-“I think the giver was to blame for not sending his address with it. But
-perhaps he was confused too,” said Ray.
-
-“The conductor told us it was a lady,” said Mrs. Denton, with a sudden
-glance upward at Ray.
-
-They all broke into a laugh together, and the girl sprang up and went
-into another room. She came back with a bank-note in her hand, which she
-held out toward Ray.
-
-He did not offer to take it. “I haven’t pleaded guilty yet.”
-
-“No,” said Mrs. Denton; “but we know you did it. Peace always thought
-you did; and now we’ve got you in our power, and you _must_ take it
-back.”
-
-“But you didn’t use it all. You gave a quarter to the old darkey who
-whistled. You’re as bad as I am. You do charity, too.”
-
-“No; he earned his quarter. You paid him something yourself,” said the
-girl.
-
-“He did whistle divinely,” Ray admitted. “How came you to think of
-asking him to change your bill? I should have thought you’d have given
-it all to him.”
-
-They had a childlike joy in his railery, which they laughed simply out.
-“We did want to,” Mrs. Denton said; “but we didn’t know how we could get
-home.”
-
-“I don’t see but that convicts me.” Ray put out his hand as if to take
-the note, and then withdrew it. “I suppose I ought to take it,” he
-began. “But if I did, I should just spend it on myself. And the fact is,
-I had saved it on myself, or else, perhaps, I shouldn’t have given it to
-the conductor for you.” He told them how he had economized on his
-journey, and they laughed together at the picture he gave of his
-satisfaction in his self-denial.
-
-“Oh, I know that _good_ feeling!” said Mrs. Denton.
-
-“Yes, but you can’t imagine how _superior_ I felt when I handed my
-dollar over to the conductor. _Good_ is no name for it; and I’ve simply
-gloated over my own merit ever since. Miss Hughes, you must keep that
-dollar, and give it to somebody who needs it!”
-
-This was not so novel as it seemed to Ray; but the sisters glanced at
-each other as if struck with its originality.
-
-Then the girl looked at him steadily out of her serene eyes a moment, as
-if thinking what she had better do, while Mrs. Denton cooed her pleasure
-in the situation.
-
-“I knew just as _well_, when the conductor said it was a lady passenger
-sent it! He said it like a sort of after-thought, you know; he turned
-back to say it just after he left us.”
-
-“Well, I will do that,” said the girl to Ray; and she carried the money
-back to her room.
-
-“Do sit down!” said Mrs. Denton to Ray when she came back. The community
-of experience, and the wonder of the whole adventure, launched them
-indefinitely forward towards intimacy in their acquaintance. “We were
-awfully excited when my sister came home and said she had seen you at
-Mr. Chapley’s.” Her sister did not deny it; but when Mrs. Denton added
-the question, “Are you an author?” she protested--“Jenny!”
-
-“I wish I were,” said Ray; “but I can’t say I am, yet. That depends upon
-whether Mr. Chapley takes my book.”
-
-He ventured to be so frank because he thought Miss Hughes probably knew
-already that he had offered a manuscript; but if she knew, she made no
-sign of knowing, and Mrs. Denton said:
-
-“Mr. Chapley gives my sister all the books he publishes. Isn’t it
-splendid? And he lets her bring home any of the books she wants to, out
-of the store. Are you acquainted in his family?”
-
-“No; I only know Mr. Brandreth, his son-in-law.”
-
-“My sister says he’s very nice. Everybody likes Mr. Brandreth. Mr.
-Chapley is an old friend of father’s. I should think his family would
-come to see us, some of them. But they haven’t. Mr. Chapley comes ever
-so much.”
-
-Ray did not know what to say of a fact which Mrs. Denton did not suffer
-to remain last in his mind. She went on, as if it immediately followed.
-
-“We are reading Browning now. But my husband likes Shelley the best of
-all. Which is your favorite poet?”
-
-Ray smiled. “I suppose Shelley ought to be. I was named after him.” When
-he had said this he thought it rather silly, and certainly superfluous.
-So he added, “My father was a great reader of him when he was a young
-man, and I got the benefit of his taste, if it’s a benefit.”
-
-“Why, do you hate to be named Shelley?” Mrs. Denton asked.
-
-“Oh, no; except as I should hate to be named Shakespeare; it suggests
-comparisons.”
-
-“Yes; but it’s a very pretty name.” As if it recalled him, she said, “My
-husband was just going out with the twins when you came in with Mr.
-Kane. He was taking them over to the Park. Do you like cats?” She leaned
-over and lugged up into her lap a huge Maltese from the further side of
-her. “My sister doesn’t because they eat sparrows.” She passed her hand
-slowly down the cat’s smooth flank, which snapped electrically, while
-the cat shut its eyes to a line of gray light.
-
-“If your cat’s fond of sparrows, he ought to come and live with me,”
-said Ray. “I’ve got a whole colony of them outside of my dormer-window.”
-
-Mrs. Denton lifted the cat’s head and rubbed her cheek on it. “Oh, we’ve
-got plenty of sparrows here, too. Where do you live? Down town? Mr. Kane
-does.”
-
-Ray gave a picturesque account of his foreign hotel; but he had an
-impression that its strangeness was thrown away upon his hearers, who
-seemed like children in their contact with the world; it was all so
-strange that nothing was stranger than another to them. They thought
-what he told them of life in Midland as queer as life in New York.
-
-The talk went on without sequence or direction, broken with abrupt
-questions and droll comments; and they laughed a good deal. They spoke
-of poems and of dreams. Ray told of a fragment of a poem he had made in
-a dream, and repeated it; they thought it was fine, or at least Mrs.
-Denton said she did. Her sister did not talk much, but she listened, and
-now and then she threw in a word. She sat against the light, and her
-face was in shadow to Ray, and this deepened his sense of mystery in
-her; her little head, so distinctly outlined, was beautiful. Her voice,
-which was so delicate and thin, had a note of childish innocence in it.
-Mrs. Denton cooed deep and low. She tried to make her sister talk more,
-and tell this and that. The girl did not seem afraid or shy, but only
-serious. Several times they got back to books, and at one of these times
-it appeared that she knew of Ray’s manuscript, and that it was going
-through the hands of the readers.
-
-“And what is the name of your story?” Mrs. Denton asked, and before he
-could tell her she said, “Oh, yes; I forgot,” and he knew that they must
-have talked of it together. He wondered if Miss Hughes had read it.
-“Talking of names,” Mrs. Denton went on, “I think my sister’s got the
-queerest one: Peace. Isn’t it a curious name?”
-
-“It’s a beautiful name,” said Ray. “The Spanish give it a great deal, I
-believe.”
-
-“Do they? It was a name that mother liked; but she had never heard of
-it, although there were so many Faiths, Hopes, and Charities. She died
-just a little while after Peace was born, and father gave her the name.”
-
-Ray was too young to feel the latent pathos of the lightly treated fact.
-“It’s a beautiful name,” he said again.
-
-“Yes,” said Mrs. Denton, “and it’s so short you can’t _nick_ it. There
-can’t be anything shorter than Peace, can there?”
-
-“Truce,” Ray suggested, and this made them laugh.
-
-The young girl rose and went to the window, and began looking over the
-plants in the pots there. Ray made bold to go and join her.
-
-“Are you fond of flowers?” she asked gently, and with a seriousness as
-if she really expected him to say truly.
-
-“I don’t know. I’ve never thought,” he answered, thinking how pretty she
-was, now he had her face where he could see it fully. Her hair was of
-the indefinite blonde tending to brown, which most people’s hair is of;
-her sensitive face was cast in the American mould that gives us such a
-high average of good looks in our women; her eyes were angelically
-innocent. When she laughed, her lip caught on her upper teeth, and
-clung there; one of the teeth was slightly broken; and both these little
-facts fascinated Ray. She did not laugh so much as Mrs. Denton, whose
-talk she let run on with a sufferance like that of an older person,
-though she was the younger. She and Ray stood awhile there playing the
-game of words in which youth hides itself from its kind, and which bears
-no relation to what it is feeling. The charm of being in the presence of
-a lovely and intelligent girl enfolded Ray like a caressing atmosphere,
-and healed him of all the hurts of homesickness, of solitude. Their talk
-was intensely personal, because youth is personal, and they were young;
-they thought that it dealt with the different matters of taste they
-touched on, but it really dealt with themselves, and not their
-preferences in literature, in flowers, in cats, in dress, in country and
-city. Ray was aware that they were discussing these things in a place
-very different from the parlors where he used to enjoy young ladies’
-society in Midland; it was all far from the Midland expectation of his
-career in New York society. He recalled how, before the days of his
-social splendor in Midland, he had often sat and watched his own mother
-and sisters about their household work, which they did for themselves,
-while they debated the hopes and projects of his future, or let their
-hearts out in jest and laughter. Afterwards, he would not have liked to
-have this known among the fashionable people in Midland, with whom he
-wished to be so perfectly _comme il faut_.
-
-From time to time Mrs. Denton dropped the cat out of her lap, and ran
-out to pull the wire which operated the latch of the street door; and
-then Ray heard her greeting some comer and showing him into the front
-room, where presently he heard him greeting her father. At last there
-was a sound below as of some one letting himself in with a latch-key,
-and then came the noises of the perambulator wheels bumping from step to
-step as it was pulled up. Mrs. Denton sat still, and kept on talking to
-Ray, but her sister went out to help her husband; and reappeared with a
-sleeping twin in her arms, and carried it into the room adjoining. The
-husband, with his pale face flushed from his struggle with the
-perambulator, came in with the other, and when he emerged from the next
-room again, Mrs. Denton introduced him to Ray.
-
-“Oh, yes,” he said; “I saw you with Mr. Kane.” He sat down a moment at
-the other window, and put his bare head out for the air. “It has grown
-warm,” he said.
-
-“Was the Park very full?” his wife asked.
-
-“Crowded. It’s one of their last chances for the year.”
-
-“I suppose it made you homesick.”
-
-“Horribly,” said the husband, with his head still half out of the
-window. He took it in, and listened with the tolerance of a husband
-while she explained him to Ray.
-
-“My husband’s so homesick for the old Family place--it _was_ a pretty
-place!--that he almost dies when he goes into the Park; it brings it all
-back so. Are you homesick, too, Mr. Ray?”
-
-“Well, not exactly for the country,” said Ray. “I’ve been homesick for
-the place I came from--for Midland, that is.”
-
-“Midland?” Denton repeated. “I’ve been there. I think those small cities
-are more deadly than New York. They’re still trying to get rid of the
-country, and New York is trying to get some of it back. If I had my way,
-there wouldn’t be a city, big or little, on the whole continent.” He did
-not wait for any reply from Ray, but he asked his wife, “Who’s come?”
-
-She mentioned a number of names, ten or twelve, and he said, “We’d
-better go in,” and without further parley he turned toward the curtained
-avenue to the front room.
-
-
-
-
-XVI.
-
-
-In the front room the little assemblage had the effect of some small
-religious sect. The people were plainly dressed in a sort of keeping
-with their serious faces; there was one girl who had no sign of a ribbon
-or lace about her, and looked like a rather athletic boy in her short
-hair and black felt hat, and her jacket buttoned to her throat. She sat
-with her hands in the side pockets of her coat, and her feet pushed out
-beyond the hem of her skirt. There were several men of a foreign type,
-with beards pointed and parted; an American, who looked like a
-school-master, and whose mouth worked up into his cheek at one side with
-a sort of mechanical smile when he talked, sat near a man who was so
-bald as not to have even a spear of hair anywhere on his head. The rest
-were people who took a color of oddity from these types; a second glance
-showed them to be of the average humanity; and their dress and its
-fashion showed them to be of simple condition. They were attired with a
-Sunday consciousness and cleanliness, though one gentleman, whose coat
-sleeves and seams were brilliant with long use, looked as if he would be
-the better for a little benzining, where his moustache had dropped soup
-and coffee on his waistcoat; he had prominent eyes, with a straining,
-near-sighted look.
-
-Kane sat among them with an air at once alert and aloof; his arms were
-folded, and he glanced around from one to another with grave interest.
-They were all listening, when Ray came in, to a young man who was
-upholding the single-tax theory, with confidence and with eagerness, as
-something which, in its operation, would release the individual energies
-to free play and to real competition. Hughes broke in upon him:
-
-“That is precisely what I object to in your theory. I don’t _want_ that
-devil released. Competition is the Afreet that the forces of
-civilization have bottled up after a desperate struggle, and he is
-always making fine promises of what he will do for you if you will let
-him out. The fact is he will do nothing but mischief, because that is
-his nature. He is Beelzebub, he is Satan; in the Miltonic fable he
-attempted to compete with the Almighty for the rule of heaven; and the
-fallen angels have been taking the consequence ever since. Monopoly is
-the only prosperity. Where competition is there can be finally nothing
-but disaster and defeat for one side or another. That is self-evident.
-Nothing succeeds till it begins to be a monopoly. This holds good from
-the lowest to the highest endeavor--from the commercial to the æsthetic,
-from the huckster to the artist. As long, for instance, as an author is
-young and poor”--Ray felt, looking down, that the speaker’s eye turned
-on him--“he must compete, and his work must be deformed by the struggle;
-when it becomes known that he alone can do his kind of work, he
-monopolizes and prospers in the full measure of his powers; and he
-realizes his ideal unrestrictedly. Competition enslaves, monopoly
-liberates. We must, therefore, have the greatest possible monopoly; one
-that includes the whole people economically as they are now included
-politically. Try to think of competition in the political administration
-as we now have it in the industrial. It isn’t thinkable! Or, yes! They
-do have it in those Eastern countries where the taxes are farmed to the
-highest bidder, and the taxpayer’s life is ground out of him.”
-
-“I think,” said the school-masterly-looking man, “we all feel this
-instinctively. The trusts and the syndicates are doing our work for us
-as rapidly as we could ask.”
-
-A voice, with a German heaviness of accent, came from one of the
-foreigners. “But they are not doing it for our sake, and they mean to
-stop distinctly short of the whole-people trust. As far back as Louis
-Napoleon’s rise we were expecting the growth of the corporate industries
-to accomplish our purposes for us. But between the corporation and the
-collectivity there is a gulf--a chasm that has never yet been passed.”
-
-“We must bridge it!” cried Hughes.
-
-A young man, with a clean-cut, English intonation, asked, “Why not fill
-it up with capitalists?”
-
-“No,” said Hughes, “our cause should recognize no class as enemies.”
-
-“I don’t think it matters much to them whether we recognize them or not,
-if we let them have their own w’y,” said the young man, whose cockney
-origin betrayed itself in an occasional vowel and aspirate.
-
-“We shall not let them have their own way unless it is the way of the
-majority, too,” Hughes returned. “From my point of view they are simply
-and purely a part of the movement, as entirely so as the proletariat.”
-
-“The difficulty will be to get them to take your point of view,” the
-young man suggested.
-
-“It isn’t necessary they should,” Hughes answered, “though some of them
-do already. Several of the best friends of our cause are capitalists;
-and there are numbers of moneyed people who believe in the
-nationalization of the telegraphs, railroads, and expresses.”
-
-“Those are merely the first steps,” urged the young man, “which may lead
-now’ere.”
-
-“They are the first steps,” said Hughes, “and they are not to be taken
-over the bodies of men. We must advance together as brothers, marching
-abreast, to the music of our own heart-beats.”
-
-“Good!” said Kane. Ray did not know whether he said it ironically or
-not. It made the short-haired girl turn round and look at him where he
-sat behind her.
-
-“We, in Russia,” said another of the foreign-looking people, “have seen
-the futility of violence. The only force that finally prevails is love;
-and we must employ it with those that can feel it best--with the little
-children. The adult world is hopeless; but with the next generation we
-may do something--everything. The highest office is the teacher’s, but
-we must become as little children if we would teach them, who are of
-the kingdom of heaven. We must begin by learning of them.”
-
-“It appears rather complicated,” said the young Englishman, gayly; and
-Ray heard Kane choke off a laugh into a kind of snort.
-
-“Christ said He came to call sinners to repentance,” said the man who
-would have been the better for benzining. “He evidently thought there
-was some hope of grown-up people if they would cease to do evil.”
-
-“And several of the disciples were elderly men,” the short-haired girl
-put in.
-
-“Our Russian friend’s idea seems to be a version of our Indian policy,”
-said Kane. “Good adults, dead adults.”
-
-“No, no. You don’t understand, all of you,” the Russian began, but
-Hughes interrupted him.
-
-“How would you deal with the children?”
-
-“In communities here, at the heart of the trouble, and also in the West,
-where they could be easily made self-supporting.”
-
-“I don’t believe in communities,” said Hughes. “If anything in the world
-has thoroughly failed, it is communities. They have failed all the more
-lamentably when they have succeeded financially, because that sort of
-success comes from competition with the world outside. A community is an
-aggrandized individual; it is the extension, of the egoistic motive to a
-large family, which looks out for its own good against other families,
-just as a small family does. I have had enough of communities. The
-family we hope to found must include all men who are willing to work; it
-must recognize no aliens except the drones, and the drones must not be
-suffered to continue. They must either cease to exist by going to work,
-or by starving to death. But this great family--the real human
-family--must be no agglutinated structure, no mere federation of
-trades-unions; it must be a natural growth from indigenous stocks, which
-will gradually displace individual and corporate enterprises by pushing
-its roots and its branches out wider and over them, till they have no
-longer earth or air to live in. It will then slowly possess itself of
-the whole field of production and distribution.”
-
-“_Very_ slowly,” said the young Englishman; and he laughed.
-
-The debate went on, and it seemed as if there were almost as many
-opinions as there were people present. At times it interested Ray, at
-times it bored him; but at all times he kept thinking that if he could
-get those queer zealots into a book, they would be amusing material,
-though he shuddered to find himself personally among them. Hughes
-coughed painfully in the air thickened with many breaths, and the
-windows had to be opened for him; then the rush of the elevated trains
-filled the room, and the windows were shut again. After one of these
-interludes, Ray was aware of Hughes appealing to some one in the same
-tone in which he had asked him to go and send in his whiskey and milk;
-he looked up, and saw that Hughes was appealing to him.
-
-“Young man, have you nothing to say on all these questions? Is it
-possible that you have not thought of them?”
-
-Ray was so startled that for a moment he could not speak. Then he said,
-hardily, but in the frank spirit of the discussion, “No, I have never
-thought of them at all.”
-
-“It is time you did,” said Hughes. “All other interests must yield to
-them. We can have no true art, no real literature, no science worthy the
-name, till the money-stamp of egoism is effaced from success, and it is
-honored, not paid.”
-
-The others turned and stared at Ray; old Kane arched his eyebrows at
-him, and made rings of white round his eyes; he pursed his mouth as if
-he would like to laugh. Ray saw Mrs. Denton put her hand on her mouth;
-her husband glowered silently; her sister sat with downcast eyes.
-
-Hughes went on: “I find it easier to forgive enmity than indifference;
-he who is not for us is against us in the worst sense. Our cause has a
-sacred claim upon all generous and enlightened spirits; they are
-recreant if they neglect it. But we must be patient, even with
-indifference; it is hard to bear, but we cannot fight it, and we must
-bear it. Nothing has astonished me more, since my return to the world,
-than to find the great mass of men living on, as when I left it, in
-besotted indifference to the vital interests of the hour. I find the
-politicians still talking of the tariff, just as they used to talk; low
-tariff and cheap clothes for the working-man; high tariff and large
-wages for the working-man. Whether we have high tariff or low, the
-working-man always wins. But he does not seem to prosper. He is poor; he
-is badly fed and housed; when he is out of work he starves in his den
-till he is evicted with a ruthlessness unknown in the history of Irish
-oppression. Neither party means to do anything for the working-man, and
-he hasn’t risen himself yet to the conception of anything more
-philosophical than more pay and fewer hours.”
-
-A sad-faced man spoke from a corner of the room. “We must have time to
-think, and something to eat to-day. We can’t wait till to-morrow.”
-
-“That is true,” Hughes answered. “Many must perish by the way. But we
-must have patience.”
-
-His son-in-law spoke up, and his gloomy face darkened. “I have no heart
-for patience. When I see people perishing by the way, I ask myself how
-they shall be saved, not some other time, but now. Some one is guilty of
-the wrong they suffer. How shall the sin be remitted?” His voice shook
-with fanatical passion.
-
-“We must have patience,” Hughes repeated. “We are all guilty.”
-
-“It would be a good thing,” said the man with a German accent, “if the
-low-tariff men would really cut off the duties. The high-tariff men
-don’t put wages up because they have protection, but they would surely
-put them down if they didn’t have it. Then you would see labor troubles
-everywhere.”
-
-“Yes,” said Hughes; “but such hopes as that would make me hate the
-cause, if anything could. Evil that good may come? Never! Always good,
-and good for evil, that the good may come more and more! We must have
-the true America in the true American way, by reasons, by votes, by
-laws, and not otherwise.”
-
-The spirit which he rebuked had unlocked the passions of those around
-him. Ray had a vision of them in the stormy dispute which followed, as
-waves beating and dashing upon the old man; the head of the bald man was
-like a buoy among the breakers, as it turned and bobbed about, in his
-eagerness to follow all that was said.
-
-Suddenly the impulses spent themselves, and a calm succeeded. One of the
-men looked at his watch; they all rose one after another to go.
-
-Hughes held them a little longer. “I don’t believe the good time is so
-far off as we are apt to think in our indignation at wrong. It is coming
-soon, and its mere approach will bring sensible relief. We must have
-courage and patience.”
-
-Ray and Kane went away together. Mrs. Denton looked at him with demure
-question in her eyes when they parted; Peace imparted no feeling in her
-still glance. Hughes took Ray’s little hand in his large, loose grasp,
-and said:
-
-“Come again, young man; come again!”
-
-
-
-
-XVII.
-
-
-“If ever I come again,” Ray vowed to himself, when he got into the
-street, “I think I shall know it!” He abhorred all sorts of social
-outlandishness; he had always wished to be conformed, without and
-within, to the great world of smooth respectabilities. If for the
-present he was willing to Bohemianize a little, it was in his quality of
-author, and as part of a world-old tradition. To have been mixed up with
-a lot of howling dervishes like those people was intolerable. He tingled
-with a sense of personal injury from Hughes’s asking him to take part in
-their discussion; and he was all the angrier because he could not resent
-it, even to Kane, on account of that young girl, who could not let him
-see that it distressed her, too; he felt bound to her by the tie of
-favor done which he must not allow to become painful.
-
-He knew, as they walked rapidly down the avenue, crazy with the trains
-hurtling by over the jingling horse-cars and the clattering holiday
-crowds, that old Kane was seeking out his with eyes brimming with
-laughter, but he would not look at him, and he would not see any fun in
-the affair. He would not speak, and he held his tongue the more
-resolutely because he believed Kane meant to make him speak first.
-
-He had his way; it was Kane who broke the silence, after they left the
-avenue and struck into one of the cross-streets leading to the Park.
-Piles of lumber and barrels of cement blocked two-thirds of its space,
-in front of half-built houses, which yawned upon it from cavernous
-depths. Boys were playing over the boards and barrels, and on the rocky
-hill-side behind the houses, where a portable engine stood at Sunday
-rest, and tall derricks rose and stretched their idle arms abroad. At
-the top of the hill a row of brown-stone fronts looked serenely down
-upon the havoc thrown up by the blasting, as if it were a quiet
-pleasance.
-
-“Amiable prospect, isn’t it?” said Kane. “It looks as if Hughes’s Afreet
-has got out of his bottle, and had a good time here, holding on for a
-rise, and then building on spec. But perhaps we oughtn’t to judge of it
-at this stage, when everything is in transition. Think how beautiful it
-will be when it is all solidly built up here as it is down-town!” He
-passed his hand through Ray’s lax arm, and leaned affectionately toward
-him as they walked on, after a little pause he made for this remark on
-the scenery. “Well, my dear young friend, what do you think of my dear
-old friend?”
-
-“Of Mr. Hughes?” Ray asked; and he restrained himself in a pretended
-question.
-
-“Of Mr. Hughes, and of Mr. Hughes’s friends.”
-
-Ray flashed out upon this. “I think his friends are a lot of cranks.”
-
-“Yes; very good; very excellent good! They _are_ a lot of cranks. Are
-they the first you have met in New York?”
-
-“No; the place seems to be full of them.”
-
-“Beginning with the elderly gentleman whom you met the first morning?”
-
-“Beginning with the young man who met the elderly gentleman.”
-
-Kane smiled with appreciation. “Well, we won’t be harsh on those two. We
-won’t call _them_ cranks. They are philosophical observers, or inspired
-dreamers, if you like. As I understand it, we are all dreamers. If we
-like a man’s dream, we call him a prophet; if we don’t like his dream,
-we call him a crank. Now, what is the matter with the dreams, severally
-and collectively, of my dear old friend and his friends? Can you deny
-that any one of their remedies, if taken faithfully according to the
-directions blown on the bottle, would cure the world of all its woes
-inside of six months?”
-
-The question gave Ray a chance to vent his vexation impersonally. “What
-is the matter with the world?” he burst out. “I don’t see that the world
-is so very sick. Why isn’t it going on very well? I don’t understand
-what this talk is all about. I don’t see what those people have got to
-complain of. All any one can ask is a fair chance to show how much his
-work is worth, and let the best man win. What’s the trouble? Where’s the
-wrong?”
-
-“Ah,” said Kane, “what a pity you didn’t set forth those ideas when
-Hughes called upon you!”
-
-“And have all that crew jump on me? Thank you!” said Ray.
-
-“You would call them a crew, then? Perhaps they were a crew,” said Kane.
-“I don’t know why a reformer should be so grotesque; but he is, and he
-is always the easy prey of caricature. I couldn’t help feeling to-day
-how very like the burlesque reformers the real reformers are. And they
-are always the same, from generation to generation. For all outward
-difference, those men and brethren of both sexes at poor David’s were
-very like a group of old-time abolitionists conscientiously qualifying
-themselves for tar and feathers. Perhaps you don’t like being spoken to
-in meeting?”
-
-“No, I don’t,” said Ray, bluntly.
-
-“I fancied a certain reluctance in you at the time, but I don’t think
-poor David meant any harm. He preaches patience, but I think he secretly
-feels that he’s got to hurry, if he’s going to have the kingdom of
-heaven on earth in his time; and he wants every one to lend a hand.”
-
-For the reason, or from the instinct, that forbade Ray to let out his
-wrath directly against Hughes, he now concealed his pity. He asked
-stiffly: “Couldn’t he be got into some better place? Where he wouldn’t
-be stunned when he tried to keep from suffocating?”
-
-“No, I don’t know that he could,” said Kane, with a pensive singleness
-rare in him. “Any help of that kind would mean dependence, and David
-Hughes is proud.”
-
-They had passed through lofty ranks of flats, and they now came to the
-viaduct carrying the northern railways; one of its noble arches opened
-before them like a city gate, and the viaduct in its massy extent was
-like a wall that had stood a hundred sieges. Beyond they found open
-fields, with the old farm fences of stone still enclosing them, but with
-the cellars of city blocks dug out of the lots. In one place there was a
-spread of low sheds, neighbored by towering apartment-houses; some old
-cart-horses were cropping the belated grass; and comfortable companies
-of hens and groups of turkeys were picking about the stableyard; a
-shambling cottage fronted on the avenue next the park, and drooped
-behind its dusty, leafless vines.
-
-“He might be got into that,” said Kane, whimsically, “at no increase of
-rent, and at much increase of comfort and quiet--at least till the
-Afreet began to get in his work.”
-
-“Wouldn’t it be rather too much like that eremitism which he’s so down
-on?” asked Ray, with a persistence in his effect of indifference.
-
-“Perhaps it would, perhaps it would,” Kane consented, as they struck
-across into the Park. The grass was still very green, though here and
-there a little sallow; the leaves, which had dropped from the trees in
-the October rains, had lost their fire, and lay dull and brown in the
-little hollows and at the edges of the paths and the bases of the rocks;
-the oaks kept theirs, but in death; on some of the ash-trees and lindens
-the leaves hung in a pale reminiscence of their summer green.
-
-“I understood the son-in-law to want a hermitage somewhere--a
-co-operative hermitage, I suppose,” Ray went on. He did not feel bound
-to spare the son-in-law, and he put contempt into his tone.
-
-“Ah, yes,” said Kane. “What did you make of the son-in-law?”
-
-“I don’t know. He’s a gloomy sprite. What is he, anyway? His wife spoke
-of his work.”
-
-“Why, it’s rather a romantic story, I believe,” said Kane. “He was a
-young fellow who stopped at the community on his way to a place where he
-was going to find work; he’s a wood-engraver. I believe he’s always had
-the notion that the world was out of kilter, and it seems that he wasn’t
-very well himself when he looked in on the Family to see what they were
-doing to help it. He fell sick on their hands, and the Hugheses took
-care of him. Naturally, he married one of them when he got well enough,
-and naturally he married the wrong one.”
-
-“Why the wrong one?” demanded Ray, with an obscure discomfort.
-
-“Well, I don’t know! But if it isn’t evident to you that Mrs. Denton is
-hardly fitted to be the guide, philosopher, and friend of such a man”--
-
-Ray would not pursue this branch of the inquiry. “_His_ notion of what
-the world wanted was to have its cities eliminated. Then he thought it
-would be all serene.”
-
-“Ah, that wouldn’t do,” said Kane. “Cities are a vice, but they are
-essential to us now. We could not live without them; perhaps we are to
-be saved by them. But it is well to return to Nature from time to
-time.”
-
-“I thought I heard you saying some rather disparaging things of Nature a
-little while ago,” said Ray, with a remaining grudge against Kane, and
-with a young man’s willingness to convict his elder of any
-inconsistency, serious or unserious.
-
-“Oh, primeval Nature, yes. But I have nothing but praise for this
-kind--the kind that man controls and guides. It is outlaw Nature that I
-object to, the savage survival from chaos, the mother of earthquakes and
-cyclones, blizzards and untimely frosts, inundations and indigestions.
-But ordered Nature--the Nature of the rolling year; night and day, and
-seedtime and harvest”--
-
-“The seasons,” Ray broke in scornfully, from the resentment still
-souring in his soul, “turn themselves upside down and wrong end to,
-about as often as financial panics occur, and the farmer that has to
-rely on them is as apt to get left as the husbandman that sows and reaps
-in Wall Street.”
-
-“Ah!” sighed Kane. “That was well said. I wish I had thought of it for
-my second series of _Hard Sayings_.”
-
-“Oh, you’re welcome to it!”
-
-“Are you so rich in paradoxes? But I will contrive to credit it somehow
-to the gifted author of _A New Romeo_. Is that what you call it?”
-
-Ray blushed and laughed, and Kane continued:
-
-“It’s a little beyond the fact, but it’s on the lines of truth. I don’t
-justify Nature altogether. She is not free from certain little foibles,
-caprices; perhaps that’s why we call her _she_. But I don’t think that,
-with all her faults, she’s quite so bad as Business. In that we seem to
-have gone to Nature for her defects. Why copy her weakness and bad
-faith? Why not study her steadfastness, her orderliness, her obedience,
-in laying the bases of civilization? We don’t go to her for the
-justification of murder, incest, robbery, gluttony, though you can find
-them all in her. We have our little prejudice against these things, and
-we seem to derive it from somewhere outside of what we call Nature. Why
-not go to that Somewhere for the law of economic life? But come,” Kane
-broke off, gayly, “let us babble of green fields; as for God, God, I
-hope we have no need to think of such things yet. Please Heaven, our
-noses are not as sharp as pens, by a long way. I don’t wonder you find
-it a beautiful and beneficent world, in spite of our friends yonder, who
-want to make it prettier and better, in their way.” Kane put his arm
-across Ray’s shoulder, and pulled him affectionately towards him. “Are
-you vexed with me for having introduced you to those people? I have been
-imagining something of the kind.”
-
-“Oh, no”--Ray began.
-
-“I didn’t really mean to stay for Hughes’s conventicle,” said Kane.
-“Chapley was wise, and went in time, before he could feel the wild charm
-of those visionaries; it was too much for me; when they began to come, I
-_couldn’t_ go. I forgot how repugnant the golden age has always been to
-the heart of youth, which likes the nineteenth century much better. The
-fact is, I forgot that I had brought you till it was too late to take
-you away.”
-
-He laughed, and Ray, more reluctantly, laughed with him.
-
-“I have often wondered,” he went on, “how it is we lose the youthful
-point of view. We have it some night, and the next morning we haven’t
-it; and we can hardly remember what it was. I don’t suppose you could
-tell me what the youthful point of view of the present day is, though I
-should recognize that of forty years ago. I”--
-
-He broke off to look at a party of horsemen pelting by on the stretch of
-the smooth hard road, and dashing into a bridle-path beyond. They were
-heavy young fellows, mounted on perfectly groomed trotters, whose round
-haunches trembled and dimpled with their hard pace.
-
-“Perhaps _that_ is the youthful point of view now: the healthy, the
-wealthy, the physically strong, the materially rich. Well, I think ours
-was better; pallid and poor in person and in purse as we imagined the
-condition of the ideal man to be. There is something,” said Kane, “a
-little more expressive of the insolence of money in one of those brutes
-than in the most glittering carriage and pair. I think if I had in me
-the material for really hating a fellow-man, I should apply it to the
-detestation of the rider of one of those animals. But I haven’t. I am
-not in prospective need even, and I am at the moment no hungrier than a
-gentleman ought to be who is going to lunch with a lady in the Mandan
-Flats. By-the-way! Why shouldn’t you come with me? They would be
-delighted to see you. A brilliant young widow, with a pretty
-step-daughter, is not to be lunched with every day, and I can answer for
-your welcome.”
-
-Ray freed himself. “I’m sorry I can’t go. But I can’t. You must excuse
-me; I really couldn’t; I am very much obliged to you. But”--
-
-“You don’t trust me!”
-
-“Oh, yes, I do. But I don’t feel quite up to meeting people just now;
-I’ll push on down town. I’m rather tired. Good-by.”
-
-Kane held his hand between both his palms. “I wonder what the real
-reason is! Is it grudge, or pride, or youth?”
-
-“Neither,” said Ray. “It’s--clothes. My boots are muddy, and I’ve got on
-my second-best trousers.”
-
-“Ah, now you are frank with me, and you give me a real reason. Perhaps
-you are right. I dare say I should have thought so once.”
-
-
-
-
-XVIII.
-
-
-Ray did not go to deliver any of his letters that afternoon; he decided
-now that it would be out of taste to do so on Sunday, as he had already
-doubted that it would be, in the morning. He passed the afternoon in his
-room, trying from time to time to reduce the turmoil of his reveries to
-intelligible terms in verse, and in poetic prose. He did nothing with
-them; in the end, though, he was aware of a new ideal, and he resolved
-that if he could get his story back from Chapley & Co., he would rewrite
-the passages that characterized the heroine, and make it less like the
-every-day, simple prettiness of his first love. He had always known that
-this did not suit the character he had imagined; he now saw that it
-required a more complex and mystical charm. But he did not allow himself
-to formulate these volitions and perceptions, any more than his
-conviction that he had now a double reason for keeping away from Mr.
-Brandreth and from Miss Hughes. He spent the week in an ecstasy of
-forbearance. On Saturday afternoon he feigned the necessity of going to
-ask Mr. Brandreth how he thought a novel in verse, treating a strictly
-American subject in a fantastic way, would succeed. He really wished to
-learn something without seeming to wish it, about his manuscript, but
-he called so late in the afternoon that he found Mr. Brandreth putting
-his desk in order just before starting home. He professed a great
-pleasure at sight of Ray, and said he wished he would come part of the
-way home with him; he wanted to have a little talk.
-
-As if the word home had roused the latent forces of hospitality in him,
-he added, “I want to have you up at my place, some day, as soon as we
-can get turned round. Mrs. Brandreth is doing first-rate, now; and that
-boy--well, sir, he’s a perfect Titan. I wish you could see him
-undressed. He’s just like the figure of the infant Hercules strangling
-the serpent when he grips the nurse’s finger. I know it sounds
-ridiculous, but I believe that fellow recognizes me, and distinguishes
-between me and his mother. I suppose it’s my hat--I come in with my hat
-on, you know, just to try him; and when he catches sight of that hat,
-you ought to see his arms go!”
-
-The paternal rhapsodies continued a long time after they were in the
-street, and Ray got no chance to bring in either his real or pretended
-business. He listened with mechanical smiles and hollow laughter, alert
-at the same time for the slightest vantage which Mr. Brandreth should
-give him. But the publisher said of his own motion:
-
-“Oh, by-the-way, you’ll be interested to know that our readers’ reports
-on your story are in.”
-
-“Are they?” Ray gasped. He could not get out any more.
-
-Mr. Brandreth went on: “I didn’t examine the reports very attentively
-myself, but I think they were favorable, on the whole. There were
-several changes suggested: I don’t recall just what. But you can see
-them all on Monday. We let Miss Hughes go after lunch on Saturdays, and
-she generally takes some work home with her, and I gave them to her to
-put in shape for you. I thought it would be rather instructive for you
-to see the different opinions in the right form. I believe you can’t
-have too much method in these things.”
-
-“Of course,” said Ray, in an anguish of hope and fear. The street seemed
-to go round; he hardly knew where he was. He bungled on inarticulately
-before he could say: “I believe in method, too. But I’m sorry I couldn’t
-have had the reports to-day, because I might have had Sunday to think
-the suggestions over, and see what I could do with them.”
-
-“Well, I’m sorry, too. She hadn’t been gone half an hour when you came
-in. If I’d thought of your happening in! Well, it isn’t very long till
-Monday! She’ll have them ready by that time. I make it a rule myself to
-put all business out of my mind from 2 P.M. on Saturday till Monday 9
-A.M., and I think you’ll find it an advantage, too. I won’t do business,
-and I won’t talk business, and I won’t think business after two o’clock
-on Saturday. I believe in making Sunday a day of rest and family
-enjoyment. We have an early dinner; and then I like to have my wife read
-or play to me, and now we have in the baby, and that amuses us.”
-
-Ray forced himself to say that as a rule he did not believe in working
-on Sunday either; he usually wrote letters. He abruptly asked Mr.
-Brandreth how he thought it would do for him to go and ask Miss Hughes
-for a sight of the readers’ reports in the rough.
-
-Mr. Brandreth laughed. “You _are_ anxious! Do you know where she lives?”
-
-“Oh, yes; I stopped there last Sunday with Mr. Kane on our way to the
-Park. I saw Mr. Chapley there.”
-
-“Oh!” said Mr. Brandreth, with the effect of being arrested by the last
-fact in something he might otherwise have said. It seemed to make him
-rather unhappy. “Then you saw Miss Hughes’s father?”
-
-“Yes; and all his friends,” Ray answered, in a way that evidently
-encouraged Mr. Brandreth to go on.
-
-“Yes? What did you think of them?”
-
-“I thought they were mostly harmless; but one or two of them ought to
-have been in the violent wards.”
-
-“Did Mr. Chapley meet them?”
-
-“Oh, no; he went away before any of them came in. As Mr. Kane took me, I
-had to stay with him.”
-
-Mr. Brandreth got back a good deal of his smiling complacency, which had
-left him at Ray’s mention of Mr. Chapley in connection with Hughes. “Mr.
-Chapley and Mr. Hughes are old friends.”
-
-“Yes; I understood something of that kind.”
-
-“They date back to the Brook Farm days together.”
-
-“Mr. Hughes is rather too much of the Hollingsworth type for my use,”
-said Ray. He wished Mr. Brandreth to understand that he had no sympathy
-with Hughes’s wild-cat philosophy, both because he had none, and because
-he believed it would be to his interest with Mr. Brandreth to have none.
-
-“I’ve never seen him,” said Mr. Brandreth. “I like Mr. Chapley’s loyalty
-to his friends--it’s one of his fine traits; but I don’t see any
-necessity for my taking them up. He goes there every Sunday morning to
-see Mr. Hughes, and they talk--political economy together. You knew Mr.
-Chapley has been a good deal interested in this altruistic agitation.”
-
-“No, I didn’t,” said Ray.
-
-“Yes. You can’t very well keep clear of it altogether. I was mixed up in
-it myself at one time: our summer place is on the outskirts of a
-manufacturing town in Massachusetts, and we had our _Romeo and Juliet_
-for the benefit of a social union for the work-people; we made over two
-hundred dollars for them. Mr. Chapley was a George man in ’86. Not that
-he agreed with the George men exactly; but he thought there ought to be
-some expression against the way things are going. You know a good many
-of the nicest kind of people went the same way at that time. I don’t
-object to that kind of thing as long as it isn’t carried too far. Mr.
-Chapley used to see a good deal of an odd stick of a minister at our
-summer place that had got some of the new ideas in a pretty crooked kind
-of shape; and then he’s read Tolstoï a good deal, and he’s been
-influenced by him. I think Hughes is a sort of safety valve for Mr.
-Chapley, and that’s what I tell the family. Mr. Chapley isn’t a fool,
-and he’s always had as good an eye for the main chance as anybody.
-That’s all.”
-
-Ray divined that Mr. Brandreth would not have entered into this
-explanation of his senior partner and father-in-law, except to guard
-against the injurious inferences which he might draw from having met Mr.
-Chapley at Hughes’s, but he did not let his guess appear in his words.
-“I don’t wonder he likes Mr. Hughes,” he said. “He’s fine, and he seems
-a light of sanity and reason among the jack-a-lanterns he gathers round
-him. He isn’t at all Tolstoïan.”
-
-“He’s a gentleman, born and bred,” said Mr. Brandreth, “and he was a
-rich man for the days before he began his communistic career. And Miss
-Hughes is a perfect lady. She’s a cultivated girl, too, and she reads a
-great deal. I’d rather have her opinion about a new book than half the
-critics’ I know of, because I know I could get it honest, and I know it
-would be intelligent. Well, if you’re going up there, you’ll want to be
-getting across to the avenue to take the elevated.” He added, “I don’t
-mean to give you the impression that we’ve made up our minds about your
-book, yet. We haven’t. A book is a commercial venture as well as a
-literary venture, and we’ve got to have a pow-wow about that side of it
-before we come to any sort of conclusion. You understand?”
-
-“Oh, yes, I understand that,” said Ray, “and I’ll try not to be
-unreasonably hopeful,” but at the same moment his heart leaped with
-hope.
-
-“Well, that’s right,” said Mr. Brandreth, taking his hand for parting.
-He held it, and then he said, with a sort of desperate impulse,
-“By-the-way, why not come home with me, now, and take dinner with us?”
-
-
-
-
-XIX.
-
-
-Ray’s heart sank. He was so anxious to get at those opinions; and yet he
-did not like to refuse Mr. Brandreth; a little thing might prejudice the
-case; he ought to make all the favor at court that he could for his
-book. “I--I’m afraid it mightn’t be convenient--at such a time--for Mrs.
-Brandreth”--
-
-“Oh, yes it would,” said Mr. Brandreth in the same desperate note. “Come
-along. I don’t know that Mrs. Brandreth will be able to see you, but I
-want you to see my boy; and we can have a bachelor bite together,
-anyway.”
-
-Ray yielded, and the stories of the baby began again when he moved on
-with Mr. Brandreth. It was agony for him to wrench his mind from his
-story, which he kept turning over and over in it, trying to imagine what
-the readers had differed about, and listen to Mr. Brandreth saying,
-“Yes, sir, I believe that child knows his grandmother and his nurse
-apart, as well as he knows his mother and me. He’s got his likes and his
-dislikes already: he cries whenever his grandmother takes him.
-By-the-way, you’ll see Mrs. Chapley at dinner, I hope. She’s spending
-the day with us.”
-
-“Oh, I’m very glad,” said Ray, wondering if the readers objected to his
-introduction of hypnotism.
-
-“She’s a woman of the greatest character,” said Mr. Brandreth, “but she
-has some old-fashioned notions about children. I want my boy to be
-trained as a boy from the very start. I think there’s nothing like a
-manly man, unless it’s a womanly woman. I hate anything masculine about
-a girl; a girl ought to be yielding and gentle; but I want my boy to be
-self-reliant from the word Go. I believe in a man’s being master in his
-own house; his will ought to be law, and that’s the way I shall bring up
-my boy. Mrs. Chapley thinks there ought always to be a light in the
-nurse’s room, but I don’t. I want my boy to get used to the dark, and
-not be afraid of it, and I shall begin just as soon as I can, without
-seeming arbitrary. Mrs. Chapley is the best soul in the world, and of
-course I don’t like to differ with her.”
-
-“Of course,” said Ray. The mention of relationship made him think of the
-cousin in his story; if he had not had the cousin killed, he thought it
-would have been better; there was too much bloodshed in the story.
-
-They turned into a cross-street from Lexington Avenue, where they had
-been walking, and stopped at a pretty little apartment-house, which had
-its door painted black and a wide brass plate enclosing its key-hole,
-and wore that air of standing aloof from its neighbors peculiar to
-private houses with black doors and brass plates.
-
-Mr. Brandreth let himself in with a key. “There are only three families
-in our house, and it’s like having a house of our own. It’s so much
-easier living in a flat for your wife, that I put my foot down, and
-wouldn’t hear of a separate house.”
-
-They mounted the carpeted stairs through the twilight that prevails in
-such entries, and a sound of flying steps was heard within the door
-where Mr. Brandreth applied his latch-key again, and as he flung it open
-a long wail burst upon the ear.
-
-“Hear that?” he asked, with a rapturous smile, as he turned to Ray for
-sympathy; and then he called gayly out in the direction that the wail
-came from; “Oh, hello, hello, hello! What’s the matter, what’s the
-matter? You sit down here,” he said to Ray, leading the way forward into
-a pretty drawing-room. He caught something away from before the fire.
-“Confound that nurse! She’s always coming in here in spite of
-everything. I’ll be with you in a moment. Heigh! What ails the little
-man?” he called out, and disappeared down the long narrow corridor, and
-he was gone a good while.
-
-At moments Ray caught the sound of voices in hushed, but vehement
-dispute; a door slammed violently; there were murmurs of expostulation.
-At last Mr. Brandreth reappeared with his baby in his arms, and its
-nurse at his heels, twitching the infant’s long robe into place.
-
-“What do you think of that?” demanded the father, and Ray got to his
-feet and came near, so as to be able to see if he could think anything.
-
-By an inspiration he was able to say, “Well, he _is_ a great fellow!”
-and this apparently gave Mr. Brandreth perfect satisfaction. His son’s
-downy little oblong skull wagged feebly on his weak neck, his arms waved
-vaguely before his face.
-
-“Now give him your finger, and see if he won’t do the infant Hercules
-act.”
-
-Ray promptly assumed the part of the serpent, but the infant Hercules
-would not open his tightly-clinched, wandering fist.
-
-“Try the other one,” said his father; and Ray tried the other one with
-no more effect. “Well, he isn’t in the humor; he’ll do it for you some
-time. All right, little man!” He gave the baby, which had acquitted
-itself with so much distinction, back into the arms of its nurse, and it
-was taken away.
-
-“Sit down, sit down!” he said, cheerily. “Mrs. Chapley will be in
-directly. It’s astonishing,” he said, with a twist of his head in the
-direction the baby had been taken, “but I believe those little things
-have their moods just like any of us. That fellow knows as well as you
-do, when he’s wanted to show off, and if he isn’t quite in the key for
-it, he won’t do it. I wish I had tried him with my hat, and let you see
-how he notices.”
-
-Mr. Brandreth went on with anecdotes, theories, and moral reflections
-relating to the baby, and Ray answered with praiseful murmurs and
-perfunctory cries of wonder. He was rescued from a situation which he
-found more and more difficult by the advent of Mrs. Chapley, and not of
-Mrs. Chapley alone, but of Mrs. Brandreth. She greeted Ray with a
-certain severity, which he instinctively divined was not so much for him
-as for her husband. A like quality imparted itself, but not so
-authoritatively, from her mother; if Mr. Brandreth was not master in his
-house, at least his mother-in-law was not. Mrs. Brandreth went about the
-room and made some housekeeperly rearrangements of its furniture, which
-had the result of reducing it, as it were, to discipline. Then she sat
-down, and Ray, whom she waited to have speak first, had a feeling that
-she was sitting in judgment on him, and the wish, if possible, to
-justify himself. He began to praise the baby, its beauty, and great
-size, and the likeness he professed to find in it to its father.
-
-Mrs. Brandreth relented slightly. She said, with magnanimous
-impartiality, “It’s a very _healthy_ child.”
-
-Her mother made the reservation, “But even healthy children are a great
-care,” and sighed.
-
-The daughter must have found this intrusive. “Oh, I don’t know that
-Percy is any great care as yet, mamma.”
-
-“He pays his way,” Mr. Brandreth suggested, with a radiant smile. “At
-least,” he corrected himself, “we shouldn’t know what to do without
-him.”
-
-His wife said, drily, as if the remark were in bad taste, “It’s hardly a
-question of that, I think. Have you been long in New York, Mr. Ray?” she
-asked, with an abrupt turn to him.
-
-“Only a few weeks,” Ray answered, inwardly wondering how he could render
-the fact propitiatory.
-
-“Everything is very curious and interesting to me as a country person,”
-he added, deciding to make this sacrifice of himself.
-
-It evidently availed somewhat. “But you don’t mean that you are really
-from the country?” Mrs. Brandreth asked.
-
-“I’m from Midland; and I suppose that’s the country, compared with New
-York.”
-
-Mrs. Chapley asked him if he knew the Mayquayts there. He tried to think
-of some people of that name; in the meantime she recollected that the
-Mayquayts were from Gitchigumee, Michigan. They talked some
-irrelevancies, and then she said, “Mr. Brandreth tells me you have _met_
-my husband,” as if they had been talking of him.
-
-“Yes; I had that pleasure even before I met Mr. Brandreth,” said Ray.
-
-“And you know Mr. Kane?”
-
-“Oh, yes. He was the first acquaintance I made in New York.”
-
-“Mr. Brandreth told me.” Mrs. Chapley made a show of laughing at the
-notion of Kane, as a harmless eccentric, and she had the effect of
-extending her kindly derision to Hughes, in saying, “And you’ve been
-taken to sit at the feet of his prophet already, Mr. Brandreth tells me;
-that strange Mr. Hughes.”
-
-“I shouldn’t have said he was Mr. Kane’s prophet exactly,” said Ray with
-a smile of sympathy. “Mr. Kane doesn’t seem to need a prophet; but I’ve
-certainly seen Mr. Hughes. And heard him, for that matter.” He smiled,
-recollecting his dismay when he heard Hughes calling upon him in
-meeting. He had a notion to describe his experience, and she gave him
-the chance.
-
-“Yes?” she said, with veiled anxiety. “Do tell me about him!”
-
-At the end of Ray’s willing compliance, she drew a deep breath, and
-said, “Then he is _not_ a follower of Tolstoï?”
-
-“Quite the contrary, I should say.”
-
-Mrs. Chapley laughed more easily. “I didn’t know but he made shoes that
-nobody could wear. I couldn’t imagine what other attraction he could
-have for my husband. I believe he would really like to go into the
-country and work in the fields.” Mrs. Chapley laughed away a latent
-anxiety, apparently, in making this joke about her husband, and seemed
-to feel much better acquainted with Ray. “How are they living over
-there? What sort of family has Mr. Hughes? I mean, besides the daughter
-we know of?”
-
-Ray told, as well as he could, and he said they were living in an
-apartment.
-
-“Oh!” said Mrs. Chapley, “I fancied a sort of tenement.”
-
-“By-the-way,” said Mr. Brandreth, “wouldn’t you like to see our
-apartment, Mr. Ray”--his wife quelled him with a glance, and he
-added,--“some time?”
-
-Ray said he should, very much.
-
-Mrs. Brandreth, like her mother, had been growing more and more
-clement, and now she said, “Won’t you stay and take a family dinner with
-us, Mr. Ray?”
-
-Ray looked at her husband, and saw that he had not told her of the
-invitation he had already given. He did not do so now, and Ray rose and
-seized his opportunity. He thanked Mrs. Brandreth very earnestly, and
-said he was so sorry he had an appointment to keep, and he got himself
-away at once.
-
-Mrs. Chapley hospitably claimed him for her Thursdays, at parting; and
-Mrs. Brandreth said he must let Mr. Brandreth bring him some other day;
-they would always be glad to see him.
-
-Mr. Brandreth went down to the outer door with him, to make sure that he
-found the way, and said, “Then you _will_ come some time?” and
-gratefully wrung his hand. “I saw how anxious you were about those
-opinions!”
-
-
-
-
-XX.
-
-
-With an impatience whose intensity he began to feel as soon as he
-permitted himself to indulge it, Ray hurried across to the line of the
-elevated road. Now he perceived how intolerable it would be to have
-staid to dinner with the Brandreths. He did not resent the failure of
-Mr. Brandreth to tell his wife that he had already asked him when she
-asked him again; he did not even care to know what his reasons or
-exigencies were; the second invitation had been a chance to get away.
-From time to time while Mr. Brandreth was showing him the baby, and then
-while Mrs. Chapley was setting her mind at rest about her husband by her
-researches into the philosophy and character of Hughes, he had
-superficially forgotten that the readers’ opinions of his story were in,
-while his nether thought writhed in anguish around the question of what
-their opinions were. When at moments this fully penetrated his
-consciousness, it was like a sort of vertigo, and he was light-headed
-with it now as he walked, or almost ran, away from Mr. Brandreth’s door.
-He meant to see Miss Hughes, and beg for a sight of the criticisms;
-perhaps she might say something that would save him from the worst, if
-they were very bad. He imagined a perfect interview, in which he met no
-one but her.
-
-It was Mrs. Denton who stood at the head of the stairs to receive him
-when the door promptly opened to his ring; she explained that her
-husband had put the lock in order since she last admitted him. Ray
-managed to say that he wished merely to see her sister for a moment, and
-why, and she said that Peace had gone out, but would be at home again
-very soon. She said her father would be glad to have him sit down with
-him till Peace came back.
-
-Ray submitted. He found the old man coughing beside the front window,
-that looked out on the lines of the railroad, and the ugly avenue
-beneath.
-
-Hughes knew him at once, and called to him: “Well, young man! I am glad
-to see you! How do you do?” He held out his hand when he was seated, and
-when Ray had shaken it, he motioned with it to the vacant chair on the
-other side of the window.
-
-“I hope you are well, sir?” said Ray.
-
-“I’m getting the better of this nasty cough gradually, and I pick up a
-little new strength every day. Yes, I’m doing very well. For the present
-I have to keep housed, and that’s tiresome. But it gives me time for a
-bit of writing that I have in hand; I’m putting together the impressions
-that this civilization of yours makes on me, in a little book that I
-call _The World Revisited_.”
-
-Ray did not see exactly why Hughes should say _his_ civilization, as if
-he had invented it; but he did not disclaim it; and Hughes went on
-without interruption from him.
-
-“I hope to get my old friend Chapley to bring it out for me, if I can
-reconcile him to its radical opinions. He’s timid, Chapley is; and my
-book’s rather bold.”
-
-Ray’s thought darted almost instantly to his own book, and ran it over
-in every part, seeking whether there might be something in it that was
-too bold for a timid publisher, or a timid publisher’s professional
-readers. He was aware of old Hughes monologuing on with the satisfaction
-of an author who speaks of his work to a listener he has at his mercy.
-
-“My book is a criticism of modern life in all its aspects, though
-necessarily as the field is so vast, I can touch on some only in the
-most cursory fashion. For instance, take this whole architectural
-nightmare that we call a city. I hold that the average tasteless man has
-no right to realize his ideas of a house in the presence of a great
-multitude of his fellow-beings. It is an indecent exposure of his mind,
-and should not be permitted. All these structural forms about us, which
-with scarcely an exception are ugly and senseless, I regard as so many
-immoralities, as deliriums, as imbecilities, which a civilized state
-would not permit, and I say so in my book. The city should build the
-city, and provide every denizen with a fit and beautiful habitation to
-work in and rest in.”
-
-“I’m afraid,” said Ray, tearing his mind from his book to put it on this
-proposition, “that such an idea might be found rather startling.”
-
-“How, startling? Why, startling?” Hughes demanded.
-
-“I don’t know. Wouldn’t it infringe upon private rights? Wouldn’t it be
-a little tyrannical?”
-
-“What private rights has a man in the outside of his house,” Hughes
-retorted. “The interior might be left to his ignorance and vulgarity.
-But the outside of my house is not for _me_! It’s for others! The public
-sees it ten times where I see it once. If I make it brutal and stupid,
-_I_ am the tyrant, _I_ am the oppressor--I, the individual! Besides,
-when the sovereign people is really lord of itself, it can and will do
-no man wrong.”
-
-Ray had his misgivings, but he would not urge them, because it was a
-gnawing misery to think of anything but his story, and he let Hughes
-break the silence that he let follow.
-
-“And so,” the old man said presently, as if speaking of his own book had
-reminded him of Ray’s, “you have written a novel, young man. And what is
-your justification for writing a novel at a time like this, when we are
-all trembling on the verge of a social cataclysm?”
-
-“Justification?” Ray faltered.
-
-“Yes. How does it justify itself? How does it serve God and help man?
-Does it dabble with the passion of love between a girl and boy as if
-that were the chief concern of men and women? Or does it touch some of
-the real concerns of life--some of the problems pressing on to their
-solution, and needing the prayerful attention of every human creature?”
-
-“It isn’t merely a love-story,” said Ray, glad to get to it on any
-terms, “though it is a love-story. But I’ve ventured to employ a sort of
-psychological motive.”
-
-“What sort?”
-
-“Well--hypnotism.”
-
-“A mere toy, that Poe and Hawthorne played with in the old mesmerist
-days, and I don’t know how many others.”
-
-“I don’t play with it as they did, exactly,” said Ray.
-
-“Oh, I’ve no doubt you employ it to as new effect as the scientifics who
-are playing with it again. But how can you live in this camp of
-embattled forces, where luxury and misery are armed against each other,
-and every lover of his kind should give heart and brain to the solution
-of the riddle that is maddening brother against brother,--how can you
-live on here and be content with the artistic study of hysteria?”
-
-The strong words of the old man, which fell tingling with emotion, had
-no meaning for the soul of youth in Ray; he valued them æsthetically,
-but he could not make personal application of them. He had a kind of
-amusement in answering: “Well, I’m not quite so bad as you think, Mr.
-Hughes. I wrote my story several years ago. I don’t suppose I could do
-anything of the kind, now.”
-
-Hughes’s mouth seemed stopped for the moment by this excuse. He sat
-glaring at Ray’s bright, handsome face through his overhanging, shaggy
-eyebrows, and seemed waiting to gather strength for another onset, when
-his daughter Peace came silently into the room behind Ray.
-
-Her father did not give her time to greet their visitor. “Well,” he
-called out with a voice of stormy pathos, “how did you leave that poor
-woman?”
-
-“She is dead,” answered the girl.
-
-“Good!” said Hughes. “So far, so good. Who is living?”
-
-“There are several children. The people in the house are taking care of
-them.”
-
-“Of course! There, young man,” said Hughes, “is a psychological problem
-better worth your study than the phenomena of hypnotism: the ability of
-poverty to provide for want out of its very destitution. The miracle of
-the loaves and fishes is wrought here every day in the great
-tenement-houses. Those who have nothing for themselves can still find
-something for others. The direst want may be trusted to share its crust
-with those who have not a crust; and still something remains, as if
-Christ had blessed the bread and broken it among the famishing. Don’t
-you think that an interesting and romantic fact, a mystery meriting the
-attention of literary art?”
-
-It did strike Ray as a good notion; something might be done with it, say
-in a Christmas story, if you could get hold of a tenement-house incident
-of that kind, and keep it from becoming allegorical in the working out.
-
-This went through Ray’s mind as he stood thinking also how he should
-ask the girl for his manuscript and the criticisms on it without seeming
-foolishly eager. Her father’s formidable intervention had dispensed him
-from the usual greetings, and he could only say, “Oh! Miss Hughes, Mr.
-Brandreth told me I might come and get my story of you--_A Modern
-Romeo_--and the readers’ opinions. I--I thought I should like to look
-them over; and--and”--
-
-“I haven’t had time to copy them yet,” she answered. “Mr. Brandreth
-wished you to see them; but we keep the readers anonymous, and he
-thought I had better show them to you all in my handwriting.”
-
-“I shouldn’t know the writers. He said I could see them as they are.”
-
-“Well, then, I will go and get them for you,” she answered. She left him
-a moment, and he remained with her father unmolested. The old man sat
-staring out on the avenue, with his head black against its gathering
-lights.
-
-She gave him the packet she brought back with her, and then she followed
-him out of the apartment upon the landing, after he had made his
-acknowledgments and adieux.
-
-“I thought,” she said, timidly, “you would like to know that I had given
-your dollar for these poor children. Was that right?”
-
-Ray’s head was so full of his story that he answered vaguely, “My
-dollar?” Then he remembered. “Oh! Oh yes! It was right--quite right! I’m
-glad you did it. Miss Hughes! Excuse me; but would you mind telling me
-whether you have happened to look at the story yourself?”
-
-She hesitated, and then answered: “Yes, I’ve read it.”
-
-“Oh, then,” he bubbled out, knowing that he was wrong and foolish, but
-helpless to refrain, “before I read those things, won’t you tell me--I
-should care more--I should like so much to know what _you_--I suppose
-I’ve no right to ask!”
-
-He tried to make some show of decency about the matter, but in fact he
-had the heart to ask a dying man his opinion, in that literary passion
-which spares nothing, and is as protean as love itself in its disguises.
-
-“I suppose,” she answered, “that I had no right to read it; I wasn’t
-asked to do it.”
-
-“Oh, yes, you had. I’m very glad you did.”
-
-“The opinions about it were so different that I couldn’t help looking at
-it, and then--I kept on,” she said.
-
-“Were they so _very_ different?” he asked, trembling with his author’s
-sensitiveness, while the implication of praise in her confession worked
-like a frenzied hope in his brain. “And you kept on? Then it interested
-you?”
-
-She did not answer this question, but said: “None of them thought just
-alike about it. But you’ll see them”--
-
-“No, no! Tell me what you thought of it yourself! Was there some part
-that seemed better than the rest?”
-
-She hesitated. “No, I would rather not say. I oughtn’t to have told you
-I had read it.”
-
-“You didn’t like it!”
-
-“Yes; I did like parts of it. But I musn’t say any more.”
-
-“But what parts?” he pleaded.
-
-“You mustn’t ask me. The readers’ opinions”--
-
-“I don’t care for them. I care for your opinion,” said Ray, perversely.
-“What did you mean by their being all different? Of course, I’m absurd!
-But you don’t know how much depends upon this book. It isn’t that it’s
-the only book I expect ever to write; but if it should be rejected! I’ve
-had to wait a long while already; and then to have to go peddling it
-around among the other publishers! Do you think that it’s hopelessly
-bad, or could I make it over? What did you dislike in it? Didn’t you
-approve of the hypnotism? That was the only thing I could think of to
-bring about the climax. And did it seem too melodramatic? _Romeo and
-Juliet_ is melodramatic! I hope you won’t think I’m usually so nervous
-about my work,” he went on, wondering that he should be giving himself
-away so freely, when he was really so reserved. “I’ve been a long time
-writing the story; and I’ve worked over it and worked over it, till I’ve
-quite lost the sense of it. I don’t believe I can make head or tail of
-those opinions. That’s the reason why I wanted you to tell me what you
-thought of it yourself.”
-
-“But I have no right to do that. It would be interfering with other
-people’s work. It wouldn’t be fair towards Mr. Brandreth,” she pleaded.
-
-“I see. I didn’t see that before. And you’re quite right, and I beg your
-pardon. Good-night!”
-
-He put his manuscript on the seat in the elevated train, and partly sat
-upon it, that he might not forget it when he left the car. But as he
-read the professional opinions of it he wished the thing could lose him,
-and never find him again. No other novel, he thought, could ever have
-had such a variety of certain faults, together with the vague merit
-which each of its critics seemed to feel in greater measure or less.
-Their work, he had to own, had been faithfully done; he had not even the
-poor consolation of accusing them of a neglect of duty. They had each
-read his story, and they spoke of it with intelligence in a way, if not
-every way. Each condemned it on a different ground, but as it stood they
-all joined in condemning it; and they did not so much contradict one
-another as dwell on different defects; so that together they covered the
-whole field with their censure. One of them reproached it for its crude
-realism, and the sort of helpless fidelity to provincial conditions
-which seemed to come from the author’s ignorance of anything different.
-Another blamed the youthful romanticism of its dealings with passion. A
-third pointed out the gross improbability of the plot in our modern
-circumstance. A fourth objected to the employment of hypnotism as a
-clumsy piece of machinery, and an attempt to reach the public interest
-through a prevailing fad. A fifth touched upon the obvious imitation of
-Hawthorne in the psychical analyses. A sixth accused the author of
-having adopted Thackeray’s manner without Thackeray’s material.
-
-Ray resented, with a keen sense of personal affront, these criticisms in
-severalty, but their combined effect was utter humiliation, though they
-were less true taken together than they were separately. At the bottom
-of his sore and angry heart he could not deny their truth, and yet he
-knew that there was something in his book which none of them had taken
-account of, and that this was its life, which had come out of his own.
-He was aware of all those crude and awkward and affected things, but he
-believed there was something, too, that went with them, and that had not
-been in fiction before.
-
-It was this something which he hoped that girl had felt in his story,
-and which he was trying to get her to own to him before he looked at the
-opinions. They confounded and distracted him beyond his foreboding even,
-and it was an added anguish to keep wondering, as he did all night,
-whether she had really found anything more in the novel than his critics
-had. As he turned from side to side and beat his pillow into this shape
-and that, he reconstructed the story after one critic’s suggestion, and
-then after another’s; but the material only grew more defiant and
-impossible; if it could not keep the shape it had, it would take no
-other. That was plain; and the only thing to be done was to throw it
-away, and write something else; for it was not reasonable to suppose
-that Mr. Brandreth would think of bringing the book out in the teeth of
-all these adverse critics. But now he had no heart to think of anything
-else, although he was always thinking of something else, while there was
-hope of getting this published. His career as an author was at an end;
-he must look about for some sort of newspaper work; he ought to be very
-glad if he could get something to do as a space man.
-
-
-
-
-XXI.
-
-
-He rose, after a late nap following his night-long vigils, with despair
-in his soul. He believed it was despair, and so it was to all intents
-and purposes. But, when he had bathed, he seemed to have washed a little
-of his despair away; when he had dressed, he felt hungry, and he ate his
-breakfast with rather more than his usual appetite.
-
-The reaction was merely physical, and his gloom settled round him again
-when he went back to his attic and saw his manuscript and those deadly
-opinions. He had not the heart to go out anywhere, and he cowered alone
-in his room. If he could only get the light of some other mind on the
-facts he might grapple with them; but without this he was limp and
-helpless. Now he knew, in spite of all his pretences to the contrary, in
-spite of the warnings and cautions he had given himself, that he had not
-only hoped, but had expected, that his story would be found good enough
-to publish. Yet none of these readers--even those who found some
-meritorious traits in it--had apparently dreamed of recommending it for
-publication. It was no wonder that Miss Hughes had been so unwilling to
-tell him what she thought of it; that she had urged him so strongly to
-read the opinions first. What a fool she must have thought him!
-
-There was no one else he could appeal to, unless it was old Kane. He did
-not know where Kane lived, even if he could have gathered the courage to
-go to him in his extremity; and he bet himself that Kane would not
-repeat his last Sunday’s visit. The time for any reasonable hope of
-losing passed, and then to his great joy he lost. There came a
-hesitating step outside his door, as if some one were in doubt where to
-knock, and then a tap at it.
-
-Ray flung it open, and at sight of Kane the tears came into his eyes,
-and he could not speak.
-
-“Why, my dear friend!” cried Kane, “what is the matter?”
-
-Ray kept silent till he could say coldly, “Nothing. It’s all over.”
-
-Kane stepped into the room, and took off his hat. “If you haven’t been
-rejected by the object of your affections, you have had the manuscript
-of your novel declined. These are the only things that really bring
-annihilation. I think the second is worse. A man is never so absolutely
-and solely in love with one woman but he knows some other who is
-potentially lovable; that is the wise provision of Nature. But while a
-man has a manuscript at a publisher’s, it is the only manuscript in the
-world. You can readily work out the comparison. I hope you have merely
-been disappointed in love, my dear boy.”
-
-Ray smiled ruefully. “I’m afraid it’s worse.”
-
-“Then Chapley & Co. have declined your novel definitely?”
-
-“Not in set terms; or not yet. But their readers have all reported
-against it, and I’ve passed the night in reading their opinions. I’ve
-got them by heart. Would you like to hear me repeat them?” he demanded,
-with a fierce self-scorn.
-
-Kane looked at him compassionately. “Heaven forbid! I could repeat them,
-I dare say, as accurately as you; the opinions of readers do not vary
-much, and I have had many novels declined.”
-
-“Have you?” Ray faltered with compunction for his arrogation of all such
-suffering to himself.
-
-“Yes. That was one reason why I began to write _Hard Sayings_. But if
-you will let me offer you another leaf from my experience, I will
-suggest that there are many chances for reprieve and even pardon after
-the readers have condemned your novel. I once had a novel accepted--the
-only novel I ever had accepted--after all the publisher’s readers had
-pronounced against it.”
-
-“Had you?” Ray came tremulously back at him.
-
-“Yes,” sighed Kane. “That is why Chapley is so fond of me; he has
-forgiven me a deadly injury.” He paused to let his words carry Ray down
-again, and then he asked, with a nod toward the bed where the young
-fellow had flung his manuscript and the readers’ opinions, “Might I?”
-
-“Oh, certainly,” said Ray from his depths; and Kane took up the opinions
-and began to run them over.
-
-“Yes, they have a strangely familiar effect; they are like echoes from
-my own past.” He laid them down again. “Do you think they are right?”
-
-“Yes. Perfectly! That is”--
-
-“Oh! _That is._ There is hope, I see.”
-
-“How, hope?” Ray retorted. “Does my differing with them make any
-difference as to the outcome?”
-
-“For the book, no, perhaps; for you, yes, decidedly. It makes all the
-difference between being stunned and being killed. It is not pleasant to
-be stunned, but it is not for such a long time as being killed. What is
-your story about?”
-
-It astonished Ray himself to find how much this question revived his
-faith and courage. His undying interest in the thing, by and for itself,
-as indestructible as a mother’s love, revived, and he gave Kane the
-outline of his novel. Then he filled this in, and he did not stop till
-he had read some of the best passages. He suddenly tossed his manuscript
-from him. “What a fool I am!”
-
-Kane gave his soft, thick laugh, shutting his eyes, and showing his
-small white teeth, still beautifully sound. “Oh, no! Oh, no! I have read
-worse things than that! I have written worse than that. Come, come! Here
-is nothing to beat the breast for. I doubt if Chapley’s will take it, in
-defiance of their readers; their experience with me has rendered that
-very improbable. But they are not the only publishers in New York, or
-Philadelphia even; I’m told they have very eager ones in Chicago. Why
-shouldn’t the _roman psychologique_, if that’s the next thing, as Mr.
-Brandreth believes, get on its legs at Chicago, and walk East?”
-
-“I wonder,” Ray said, rising aimlessly from his chair, “whether it would
-do to call on Mr. Brandreth to-day? This suspense--Do you know whether
-he is very religious?”
-
-“How should I know such a thing of my fellow-man in New York? I don’t
-know it even of myself. At times I am very religious, and at times, not.
-But Mr. Brandreth is rather a formal little man, and a business
-interview on Sunday, with an agonized author, might not seem exactly
-decorous to him.”
-
-“I got the impression he wasn’t very stiff. But it wouldn’t do,” said
-Ray, before Kane had rounded his neat period. “What an ass I am!”
-
-“We are all asses,” Kane sighed. “It is the great bond of human
-brotherhood. When did you get these verdicts?”
-
-“Oh, Mr. Brandreth told me Miss Hughes had taken them home with her
-yesterday, and I couldn’t rest till I had his leave to go and get them
-of her.”
-
-“Exactly. If we know there is possible unhappiness in store for us, we
-don’t wait for it; we make haste and look it up, and embrace it. And how
-did my dear old friend Hughes, if you saw him, impress you this time?”
-
-“I saw him, and I still prefer him to _his_ friends,” said Ray.
-
-“Naturally. There are not many people, even in a planet so overpeopled
-as this, who are the peers of David Hughes. He goes far to make me
-respect my species. Of course he is ridiculous. A man so hopeful as
-Hughes is the _reductio ad absurdum_ of the human proposition. How can
-there reasonably be hope in a world where poverty and death are? To be
-sure, Hughes proposes to eliminate poverty and explain death. You know
-he thinks--he really believes, I suppose--that if he could once get his
-millenium going, and everybody so blessed in this life that the absolute
-knowledge of heavenly conditions in another would not tempt us to
-suicide, then the terror and the mystery of death would be taken away,
-and the race would be trusted with its benificent meaning. It’s rather a
-pretty notion.”
-
-Ray, with his narrow experience, would not have been able to grasp it
-fully. Now he broke out without the least relevancy to it, “I wonder how
-it would do to remodel my story so far as to transfer the scene to New
-York? It might be more popular.” The criticism that one of those readers
-had made on the helplessness of his fidelity to simple rustic conditions
-had suddenly begun to gall him afresh. “I beg your pardon. I _didn’t_
-notice what you were saying! I can’t get my mind off that miserable
-thing!”
-
-Kane laughed. “Oh, don’t apologize. I know how it is. Perhaps a change
-of scene _would_ be good; it’s often advised, you know.” He laughed
-again, and Ray with him, ruefully, and now he rose.
-
-“Oh, must you go?” Ray entreated.
-
-“Yes. You are best alone; when we are in pain we _are_, alone, anyway.
-If misery loves company, company certainly does not love misery. I can
-stand my own troubles, but not other people’s. Good-by! We will meet
-again when you are happier.”
-
-
-
-
-XXII.
-
-
-Mr. Brandreth tried hard to escape from the logic of his readers’
-opinions. In the light of his friendly optimism they took almost a
-favorable cast. He argued that there was nothing absolutely damnatory in
-those verdicts, that they all more or less tacitly embodied a
-recommendation to mercy. So far his personal kindliness carried him, but
-beyond this point business put up her barrier. He did not propose to
-take the book in spite of his readers; he said he would see; and after
-having seen for a week longer, he returned the MS. with a letter
-assuring Ray of his regret, and saying that if he could modify the story
-according to the suggestions of their readers, Chapley & Co. would be
-pleased to examine it again.
-
-Ray had really expected some such answer as this, though he hoped
-against reason for something different. In view of it he had spent the
-week mentally recasting the story in this form and in that; sometimes it
-yielded to his efforts in one way or another; when the manuscript came
-into his hands again, he saw that it was immutably fixed in the terms he
-had given it, and that it must remain essentially what it was, in spite
-of any external travesty.
-
-He offered Mr. Brandreth his thanks and his excuses for not trying to
-make any change in it until he had first offered it as it was to other
-publishers. He asked if it would shut him out of Chapley & Co.’s grace
-if he were refused elsewhere, and received an answer of the most
-flattering cordiality to the effect that their desire to see the work in
-another shape was quite unconditioned. Mr. Brandreth seemed to have put
-a great deal of heart in this answer; it was most affectionately
-expressed; it closed with the wish that he might soon see Ray at his
-house again.
-
-Ray could not have believed, but for the experience which came to him,
-that there could be so many reasons for declining to publish any one
-book as the different publishers now gave him. For the most part they
-deprecated the notion of even looking at it. The book-trade had never
-been so prostrate before; events of the most unexpected nature had
-conspired to reduce it to a really desperate condition. The unsettled
-state of Europe had a good deal to do with it; the succession of bad
-seasons at the West affected it most distinctly. The approach of a
-Presidential year was unfavorable to this sensitive traffic. Above all,
-the suspense created by the lingering and doubtful fate of the
-international copyright bill was playing havoc with it; people did not
-know what course to take; it was impossible to plan any kind of
-enterprise, or to risk any sort of project. Men who had been quite
-buoyant in regard to the bill seemed carried down to the lowest level of
-doubt as to its fate by the fact that Ray had a novel to offer them;
-they could see no hope for American fiction, if that English trash was
-destined to flood the market indefinitely. They sympathized with him,
-but they said they were all in the same boat, and that the only thing
-was to bring all the pressure each could to bear upon Congress. The sum
-of their counsel and condolence came to the effect in Ray’s mind that
-his best hope was to get _A Modern Romeo_ printed by Congress as a
-Public Document and franked by the Senators and Representatives to their
-constituents. He found a melancholy amusement in noting the change in
-the mood of those who used to meet him cheerfully and carelessly as the
-correspondent of a newspaper, and now found themselves confronted with
-an author, and felt his manuscript at their throats. Some tried to joke;
-some became helplessly serious; some sought to temporize.
-
-Those whose circumstances and engagements forbade them even to look at
-his novel were the easiest to bear with. They did not question the
-quality or character of his work; they had no doubt of its excellence,
-and they had perfect faith in its success; but simply their hands were
-so full they could not touch it. The other sort, when they consented to
-examine the story, kept it so long that Ray could not help forming false
-hopes of the outcome; or else they returned it with a precipitation that
-mortified his pride, and made him sceptical of their having looked into
-it at all. He did not experience unconditional rejection everywhere. In
-some cases the readers proposed radical and impossible changes, as
-Chapley & Co.’s readers had done. In one instance they so far
-recommended it that the publisher was willing to lend his imprint and
-manage the book for the per cent usually paid to authors, if Ray would
-meet all the expenses. There was an enthusiast who even went so far as
-to propose that he would publish it if Ray would pay the cost of the
-electrotype plates. He appeared to think this a handsome offer, and Ray
-in fact found it so much better than nothing that he went into some
-serious estimates upon it. He called in the help of old Kane, who was an
-expert in the matter of electrotyping, and was able from his sad
-experience to give him the exact figures. They found that _A New Romeo_
-would make some four hundred and thirty or forty pages, and that at the
-lowest price the plates would cost more than three hundred dollars. The
-figure made Ray gasp; the mere thought of it impoverished him. His
-expenses had already eaten a hundred dollars into his savings beyond the
-five dollars a week he had from the _Midland Echo_ for his letters. If
-he paid out this sum for his plates, he should now have some ninety
-dollars left.
-
-“But then,” said Kane, arching his eyebrows, “the trifling sum of three
-hundred dollars, risked upon so safe a venture as _A New Romeo_, will
-probably result in riches beyond the dreams of avarice.”
-
-“Yes: or it may result in total loss,” Ray returned.
-
-“It is a risk. But what was it you have been asking all these other
-people to do? One of them turns and asks you to share the risk with him;
-he asks you to risk less than half on a book that you have written
-yourself, and he will risk the other half. What just ground have you for
-refusing his generous offer?”
-
-“It isn’t my business to publish books; it’s my business to write them,”
-said Ray, coldly.
-
-“Ah-h-h! Very true! That is a solid position. Then all you have to do to
-make it quite impregnable is to write such books that other men will be
-eager to take all the risks of publishing them. It appears that in the
-present case you omitted to do that.” Kane watched Ray’s face with
-whimsical enjoyment. “I was afraid you were putting your reluctance upon
-the moral ground, and that you were refusing to bet on your book because
-you thought it wrong to bet.”
-
-“I’m afraid,” said Ray, dejectedly, “that the moral question didn’t
-enter with me. If people thought it wrong to make bets of that kind, it
-seems to me that all business would come to a standstill.”
-
-“‘Sh!” said Kane, putting his finger to his lip, and glancing round with
-burlesque alarm. “This is open incivism. It is accusing the whole
-framework of commercial civilization. Go on; it’s delightful to hear
-you; but don’t let any one _over_hear you.”
-
-“I don’t know what you mean,” said Ray, with sullen resentment, “about
-incivism. I’m saying what everybody knows.”
-
-“Ah! But what everybody _knows_ is just what nobody _says_. If people
-said what they knew, society would tumble down like a house of cards.”
-
-Ray was silent, far withdrawn from these generalities into his personal
-question.
-
-Kane asked compassionately, “Then you think you can’t
-venture--risk--chance it? Excuse me! I was trying to find a euphemism
-for the action, but there seems none!”
-
-“No; I daren’t do it! The risk is too great.”
-
-“That seems to be the consensus of the book trade concerning it. Perhaps
-you are right. _Would_ you mind,” asked Kane with all his sweet
-politeness, “letting me take your manuscript home, and go over it
-carefully?”
-
-“_Let_ you!” Ray began in a rapture of gratitude, but Kane stopped him.
-
-“No, no! Don’t expect anything! _Don’t_ form any hopes. Simply suppose
-me to be reading it as a lover of high-class fiction, with no ulterior
-view whatever. I am really the feeblest of conies, and I have not even
-the poor advantage of having my habitation in the rocks. Good-by!
-Good-day! Don’t try to stop me with civilities! Heaven knows how far my
-noble purpose will hold if it is weakened by any manner of delay.”
-
-Ray lived a day longer in the flimsiest air-castles that ever the
-vagrant winds blew through. In the evening Kane came back with his
-story.
-
-“Well, my dear young friend, you have certainly produced the despair of
-criticism in this extraordinary fiction of yours. I don’t wonder all the
-readers have been of so many minds about it. I only wonder that any one
-man could be of any one mind about it long enough to get himself down
-on paper. In some respects it is the very worst thing I ever saw, and
-yet--and yet--it interested me, it held me to the end. I will make a
-confession; I will tell you the truth. I took the thing home, hoping to
-find justification in it for approaching a poor friend of mine who is in
-the publishing line, and making him believe that his interest lay in
-publishing it. But I could not bring myself to so simple an act of bad
-faith. I found I should have to say to my friend, ‘Here is a novel which
-might make your everlasting fortune, but most of the chances are against
-it. There are twenty chances that it will fail to one that it will
-succeed; just the average of failure and success in business life. You
-had better take it.’ Of course he would not take it, because he could
-not afford to add a special risk to the general business risk. You see?”
-
-“I see,” said Ray, but without the delight that a case so beautifully
-reasoned should bring to the logical mind. At the bottom of his heart,
-though he made such an outward show of fairness and impersonality, he
-was simply and selfishly emotional about his book. He could not enter
-into the humor of Kane’s dramatization of the case; he tacitly accused
-him of inconsistency, and possibly of envy and jealousy. It began to be
-as if it were Kane alone who was keeping his book from its chance with
-the public. This conception, which certainly appeared perverse to Ray at
-times, was at others entirely in harmony with one of several theories of
-the man. He had chilled Ray more than once by the cold cynicism of his
-opinions concerning mankind at large; and now Ray asked himself why
-Kane’s cynicism should not characterize his behavior towards him, too.
-Such a man would find a delight in studying him in his defeat, and
-turning his misery into phrases and aphorisms.
-
-He was confirmed in his notion of Kane’s heartlessness by the strange
-behavior of Mr. Brandreth, who sent for his manuscript one morning,
-asking if he might keep it a few days, and then returned it the same
-day, with what Ray thought an insufficient explanation of the
-transaction. He proudly suffered a week under its inadequacy, and then
-he went to Mr. Brandreth, and asked him just what the affair meant; it
-seemed to him that he had a right to know.
-
-Mr. Brandreth laughed in rather a shame-faced way. “I may as well make a
-clean breast of it. As I told you when we first met, I’ve been wanting
-to publish a novel for some time; and although I haven’t read yours, the
-plot attracted me, and I thought I would give it another chance--the
-best chance I could. I wanted to show it to a friend of yours--I suppose
-I may say friend, at least it was somebody that I thought would be
-prejudiced more in favor of it than against it; and I had made up my
-mind that if the person approved of it I would read it too, and if we
-agreed about it, I would get Mr. Chapley to risk it. But--I found that
-the person had read it.”
-
-“And didn’t like it.”
-
-“I can’t say that, exactly.”
-
-“If it comes to that,” said Ray, with a bitter smile, “it doesn’t
-matter about the precise terms.” He could not speak for a moment; then
-he swallowed the choking lump in his throat, and offered Brandreth his
-hand. “Thank _you_, Mr. Brandreth! I’m sure _you’re_ my friend; and I
-sha’n’t forget your kindness.”
-
-
-
-
-XXIII.
-
-
-The disappointment which Ray had to suffer would have been bad enough
-simply as the refusal of his book; with the hope raised in him and then
-crushed after the first great defeat, the trial was doubly bitter. It
-was a necessity of his suffering and his temperament to translate it
-into some sort of literary terms, and he now beguiled his enforced
-leisure by beginning several stories and poems involving his experience.
-One of the poems he carried so far that he felt the need of another eye
-on it to admire it and confirm him in his good opinion of it; he
-pretended that he wanted criticism, but he wanted praise. He would have
-liked to submit the poem to Kane; but he could not do this now, though
-the coldness between them was tacit, and they met as friends when they
-met. He had a vulgar moment when he thought it would be a fine revenge
-if he could make Kane listen to that passage of his poem which described
-the poet’s betrayal by a false friend, by the man who held his fate in
-his hand and coolly turned against him. Kane must feel the sting of
-self-reproach from this through all the disguises of time and place
-which wrapped it; but the vulgar moment passed, and Ray became disgusted
-with that part of his poem, and cut it out.
-
-As it remained then, it was the pathetic story of a poet who comes up to
-some Oriental court with his song, but never gains a hearing, and dies
-neglected and unknown; he does not even achieve fame after death. Ray
-did not know why he chose an Oriental setting for his story, but perhaps
-it was because it removed it farther from the fact, and made it less
-recognizable. It would certainly lend itself more easily to illustration
-in that shape, if he could get some magazine to take it.
-
-When he decided that he could not show it to Kane, and dismissed a
-fleeting notion of Mr. Brandreth as impossible, he thought of Miss
-Hughes. He had in fact thought of her first of all, but he had to feign
-that he had not. There had lingered in his mind a discomfort concerning
-her which he would have removed much sooner if it had been the only
-discomfort there; mixed with his other troubles, his shame for having
-indelicately urged her to speak of his story when he saw her last, did
-not persist separately or incessantly. He had imagined scenes in which
-he repaired his error, but he had never really tried to do so. It was
-now available as a pretext for showing her his poem; he could make it
-lead on to that; but he did not own any such purpose to himself when he
-put the poem into his pocket and went to make his tardy excuses.
-
-The Hughes family were still at table when Denton let him into their
-apartment, and old Hughes came himself into the front room where Ray was
-provisionally shown, and asked him to join them.
-
-“My children thought that I was wanting in the finer hospitalities when
-you were here before, and I forced my superabundance of reasons upon
-you. I forget, sometimes, that no man ever directly persuaded me, in my
-eagerness to have people think as I do. Will you show that you have
-forgiven me by eating salt with us?”
-
-“There is a little potato to eat it on, Mr. Ray,” Mrs. Denton called
-gayly from the dining-room; and as Ray appeared there, Peace rose and
-set a plate for him next the old man. In front were the twins in high
-chairs, one on each side of their father, who from time to time put a
-knife or fork or cup and saucer beyond their reach, and left them to
-drub the table with nothing more offensive than their little soft fists.
-
-There were not only potatoes, but some hot biscuits too, and there was
-tea. Ray had often sat down to no better meal at his father’s table, and
-he thought it good enough, even after several years’ sophistication in
-cities.
-
-“There was to have been steak,” Mrs. Denton went on, with a teasing look
-at her husband, “but Ansel saw something on the way home which took away
-his appetite so completely that he thought we wouldn’t want any steak.”
-
-Hughes began to fill himself with the tea and biscuit and potatoes, and
-he asked vaguely, “What did he see?”
-
-“Oh, merely a family that had been put out on the sidewalk for their
-rent. I think that after this, when Ansel won’t come home by the
-Elevated, he ought to walk up on the west side, so that he can get some
-good from the exercise. He won’t see families set out on the sidewalk in
-Fifth Avenue.”
-
-Ray laughed with her at her joke, and Peace smiled with a deprecating
-glance at Denton. Hughes paid no heed to what they were saying, and
-Denton said: “The more we see and feel the misery around us, the better.
-If we shut our eyes to it, and live in luxury ourselves”--
-
-“Oh, I don’t call salt and potatoes luxury,” exactly, said his wife.
-
-Denton remained darkly silent a moment, and then began to laugh with the
-helplessness of a melancholy man when something breaks through his
-sadness. “I should like to see a family set out on Fifth Avenue for back
-rent,” he said, and he laughed on; and then he fell suddenly silent
-again.
-
-Ray said, for whatever relief it could give the situation, that it was
-some comfort to realize that the cases of distress which one saw were
-not always genuine. He told of a man who had begged of him at a certain
-point that morning, and then met him a few minutes later, and asked alms
-again on the ground that he had never begged before in his life. “I
-recalled myself to him, and he apologized handsomely, and gave me his
-blessing.”
-
-“Did he look as if he had got rich begging?” Denton asked.
-
-“No; he looked as if he could have got a great deal richer working,” Ray
-answered, neatly.
-
-Mrs. Denton laughed, but her laugh did not give him the pleasure it
-would have done if Peace had not remained looking seriously at him.
-
-“You think so,” Denton returned. “How much should you say the average
-laboring-man with a family could save out of his chances of wages?”
-
-Hughes caught at the word save, and emerged with it from his revery.
-“Frugality is one of the vices we must hope to abolish. It is one of the
-lowest forms of selfishness, which can only be defended by reference to
-the state of Ishmaelitism in which we live.”
-
-“Oh, but surely, father,” Mrs. Denton mocked, “you want street beggars
-to save, don’t you, so they can have something to retire on?”
-
-“No; let them take their chance with the rest,” said the old man, with
-an imperfect hold of her irony.
-
-“There are so many of them,” Ray suggested, “they couldn’t all hope to
-retire on a competency. I never go out without meeting one.”
-
-“I wish there were more,” said Denton, passionately. “I wish they would
-swarm up from their cellars and garrets into all the comfortable streets
-of the town, till every rich man’s door-step had a beggar on it, to show
-him what his wealth was based on.”
-
-“It wouldn’t avail,” Hughes replied. “All that is mere sentimentality.
-The rich man would give to the first two or three, and then he would
-begin to realize that if he gave continually he would beggar himself. He
-would harden his heart; he would know, as he does now, that he must not
-take the chance of suffering for himself and his family by relieving
-the suffering of others. He could put it on the highest moral ground.”
-
-“In the Family,” said Peace, speaking for the first time, “there was no
-chance of suffering.”
-
-“No. But the community saved itself from chance by shutting out the rest
-of the world. It was selfish, too. The Family must include the whole
-world,” said her father. “There is a passage bearing upon that point in
-what I have been writing to-day. I will just read a part of it.”
-
-He pushed back his chair, but Peace said, “I’ll get your manuscript,
-father,” and brought it to him.
-
-The passage was a long one, and Hughes read it all with an author’s
-unsparing zest. At that rate Ray saw no hope of being able to read his
-poem, and he felt it out of taste for Hughes to take up the time. When
-he ended at last and left the table, Peace began to clear it away, while
-Mrs. Denton sat hearing herself talk and laugh. The twins had fallen
-asleep in their chairs, and she let their father carry them off and
-bestow them in the adjoining room. As he took them tenderly up from
-their chairs, he pressed his face close upon their little slumbering
-faces, and mumbled their fingers with his bearded lips. The sight of his
-affection impressed Ray, even in the preoccupation of following the
-movements of Peace, as she kept about her work.
-
-“Is he as homesick as ever?” Ray asked Mrs. Denton, when he was gone.
-
-“Yes; he’s worse,” she answered lightly. “He hasn’t got father’s faith
-in the millennium to keep him up. He would like to go back to-morrow, if
-there was anything to go back to.”
-
-Peace halted a moment in her passing to and fro, and said, as if in
-deprecation of any slight or censure that her sister’s words might seem
-to imply: “He sees a great many discouraging things. They’re doing so
-much now by process, and unless an engraver has a great deal of talent,
-and can do the best kind of work, there’s very little work for him.
-Ansel has seen so many of them lose their work by the new inventions.
-What seems so bad to him is that these processes really make better
-pictures than the common engravers can, and yet they make life worse. He
-never did believe that an artist ought to get a living by his art.”
-
-“Then I don’t see why he objects to the new processes,” said Ray, with
-the heartlessness which so easily passes for wit. Peace looked at him
-with grave surprise.
-
-Mrs. Denton laughed over the cat which had got up in her lap. “That’s
-what I tell him. But it doesn’t satisfy him.”
-
-“You know,” said the younger sister, with a reproach in her tone, which
-brought Ray sensibly under condemnation, too, “that he means that art
-must be free before it can be true, and that there can be no freedom
-where there is the fear of want.”
-
-“Well,” said Mrs. Denton, turning her head for a new effect of the
-sleeping cat, “there was no fear of want in the Family; but there
-wasn’t much art, either.”
-
-Ray was tempted to laugh, but he wanted above all to read his poem, and
-to lead up to it without delay, and he denied himself the pleasure of a
-giggle with Mrs. Denton. “I suppose,” he said, “the experiment of
-emancipation is tried on too small a scale in a community.”
-
-“That is what father thinks,” said Peace. “That is why he wants the
-whole world to be free.”
-
-“Yes,” said Ray, aware of a relenting in her towards himself; and he
-added, with apparent inconsequence: “Perhaps it would help forward the
-time for it if every artist could express his feeling about it, or
-represent it somehow.”
-
-“I don’t see exactly how they could in a picture or a statue,” said Mrs.
-Denton.
-
-“No,” Ray assented from the blind alley where he had unexpectedly
-brought up. He broke desperately from it, and said, more toward Peace
-than toward her sister, “I have been trying to turn my own little
-disappointment into poetry. You know,” he added, “that Chapley & Co.
-have declined my book?”
-
-“Yes,” she admitted, with a kind of shyness.
-
-“I wonder,” and here Ray took the manuscript out of his pocket, “whether
-you would let me read you some passages of my poem.”
-
-Mrs. Denton assented eagerly, and Peace less eagerly, but with an
-interest that was enough for him. Before he began to read, Mrs. Denton
-said a number of things that seemed suddenly to have accumulated in her
-mind, mostly irrelevant; she excused herself for leaving the room, and
-begged Ray to wait till she came back. Several times during the reading
-she escaped and returned; the poet finished in one of her absences.
-
-
-
-
-XXIV.
-
-
-“You see,” Ray said, “it’s merely a fragment.” He wiped the perspiration
-from his forehead.
-
-“Of course,” the girl answered, with a sigh. “Isn’t disappointment
-always fragmentary?” she asked, sadly.
-
-“How do you mean?”
-
-“Why, happiness is like something complete; and disappointment like
-something broken off, to me. A story that ends well seems rounded; and
-one that ends badly leaves you waiting, as you do just after some one
-dies.”
-
-“Is that why you didn’t like my story?” Ray asked, imprudently. He added
-quickly, at an embarrassment which came into her face, “Oh, I didn’t
-mean to add to my offence! I came here partly to excuse it. I was too
-persistent the other night.”
-
-“Oh, no!”
-
-“Yes, I was. I had no right to an opinion from you. I knew it at the
-time, but I couldn’t help it. You were right to refuse. But you can tell
-me how my poem strikes you. It isn’t offered for publication!”
-
-He hoped that she would praise some passages that he thought fine; but
-she began to speak of the motive, and he saw that she had not missed
-anything, that she had perfectly seized his intention. She talked to
-him of it as if it were the work of some one else, and he said
-impulsively, “If I had you to criticise my actions beforehand, I should
-not be so apt to make a fool of myself.”
-
-Mrs. Denton came back. “I ran off toward the last. I didn’t want to be
-here when Peace began to criticise. She’s so severe.”
-
-“She hasn’t been at all severe this time,” said Ray.
-
-“I don’t see how she could be,” Mrs. Denton returned. “All that I heard
-was splendid.”
-
-“It’s merely a fragment,” said Ray, with grave satisfaction in her
-flattery.
-
-“You must finish it, and read us the rest of it.”
-
-Ray looked at Peace, and something in her face made him say, “I shall
-never finish it; it isn’t worth it.”
-
-“Did Peace say that?”
-
-“No.”
-
-Mrs. Denton laughed. “That’s just like Peace. She makes other people say
-the disagreeable things she thinks about them.”
-
-“What a mysterious power!” said Ray. “Is it hypnotic suggestion?”
-
-He spoke lightly toward Peace, but her sister answered: “Oh, we’re full
-of mysteries in this house. Did you know that my husband had a Voice?”
-
-“A voice! Is a voice mysterious?”
-
-“This one is. It’s an internal Voice. It tells him what to do.”
-
-“Oh, like the demon of Socrates.”
-
-“I _hope_ it isn’t a demon!” said Mrs. Denton.
-
-“That depends upon what it tells him to do,” said Ray. “In Socrates’ day
-a familiar spirit could be a demon without being at all bad. How proud
-you must be to have a thing like that in the family!”
-
-“I don’t know. It has its inconveniences, sometimes. When it tells him
-to do what we don’t want him to,” said Mrs. Denton.
-
-“Oh, but think of the compensations!” Ray urged. “Why, it’s equal to a
-ghost.”
-
-“I suppose it is a kind of ghost,” said Mrs. Denton, and Ray fancied she
-had the pride we all feel in any alliance, direct or indirect, with the
-supernatural. “Do you believe in dreams?” she asked abruptly.
-
-“Bad ones, I do,” said Ray. “We always expect bad dreams and dark
-presentiments to come true, don’t we!”
-
-“I don’t know. My husband does. He has a Dream as well as a Voice.”
-
-“Oh, indeed!” said Ray; and he added: “I see. The Voice is the one he
-talks with in his sleep.”
-
-The flippant suggestion amused Mrs. Denton; but a shadow of pain came
-over Peace’s face, that made Ray wish to get away from the mystery he
-had touched; she might be a believer in it, or ashamed of it.
-
-“I wonder,” he added, “why we never expect our day-dreams to come true?”
-
-“Perhaps because they’re never bad ones--because we know we’re just
-making them,” said Mrs. Denton.
-
-“It must be that! But, do we always make them? Sometimes my day-dreams
-seem to make themselves, and they keep on doing it so long that they
-tire me to death. They’re perfect daymares.”
-
-“How awful! The only way would be to go to sleep, if you wanted to get
-rid of them.”
-
-“Yes; and that isn’t so easy as waking up. Anybody can wake up; a man
-can wake up to go to execution; but it takes a very happy man to go to
-sleep.”
-
-The recognition of this fact reminded Ray that he was himself a very
-unhappy man; he had forgotten it for the time.
-
-“He might go into society and get rid of them that way,” Mrs. Denton
-suggested, with an obliquity which he was too simply masculine to
-perceive. “I suppose you go into society a good deal, Mr. Ray?”
-
-Peace made a little movement as of remonstrance, but she did not speak,
-and Ray answered willingly: “_I_ go into society? I have been inside of
-just one house--or flat--besides this, since I came to New York.”
-
-“Why!” said Mrs. Denton.
-
-She seemed to be going to say something more, but she stopped at a look
-from her sister, and left Ray free to so on or not, as he chose. He told
-them it was Mr. Brandreth’s flat he had been in; at some little hints of
-curiosity from Mrs. Denton, he described it to her.
-
-“I have some letters from people in Midland, but I haven’t presented
-them yet,” he added at the end. “The Brandreths are all I know of
-society.”
-
-“They’re much more than we know. Well, it seems like fairyland,” said
-Mrs. Denton, in amiable self-derision. “I used to think that was the way
-we should live when we left the Family. I suppose there are people in
-New York that would think it was like fairyland to live like us, and not
-all in one room. Ansel is always preaching that when I grumble.”
-
-The cat sprang up into her lap, and she began to smooth its long flank,
-and turn her head from side to side, admiring its enjoyment.
-
-“Well,” Ray said, “whatever we do, we are pretty sure to be sorry we
-didn’t do something else.”
-
-He was going to lead up to his own disappointments by this commonplace,
-but Mrs. Denton interposed.
-
-“Oh, I’m not sorry we left the Family, if that’s what you mean. There’s
-some chance, here, and there everything went by rule; you had your share
-of the work, and you knew just what you had to expect every day. I used
-to say I wished something _wrong_ would happen, just so as to have
-_something_ happen. I believe it was more than half that that got father
-out, too,” she said, with a look at her sister.
-
-“I thought,” said Ray, “but perhaps I didn’t understand him, that your
-father wanted to make the world over on the image of your community.”
-
-“I guess he wanted to have the fun of chancing it, too,” said Mrs.
-Denton. “Of course he wants to make the world over, but he has a pretty
-good time as it is; and I’m glad of all I did and said to get him into
-it. He had no chance to bring his ideas to bear on it in the Family.”
-
-“Then it was you who got him out of the community,” said Ray.
-
-“I did my best,” said Mrs. Denton. “But I can’t say I did it,
-altogether.”
-
-“Did you help?” he asked Peace.
-
-“I wished father to do what he thought was right. He had been doubtful
-about the life there for a good while--whether it was really doing
-anything for humanity.”
-
-She used the word with no sense of cant in it; Ray could perceive that.
-
-“And do you ever wish you were back in the Family?”
-
-Mrs. Denton called out joyously: “Why, there is no Family to be back in,
-I’m thankful to say! Didn’t you know that?”
-
-“I forgot.” Ray smiled, as he pursued, “Well, if there was one to be
-back in, would you like to be there, Miss Hughes?”
-
-“I can’t tell,” she answered, with a trouble in her voice. “When I’m not
-feeling very strong or well, I should. And when I see so many people
-struggling so hard here, and failing after all they do, I wish they
-could be where there was no failure, and no danger of it. In the Family
-we were safe, and we hadn’t any care.”
-
-“We hadn’t any choice, either,” said her sister.
-
-“What choice has a man who doesn’t know where the next day’s work is
-coming from?”
-
-Ray looked round to find that Denton had entered behind them from the
-room where he had been, and was sitting beside the window apparently
-listening to their talk. There was something uncanny in the fact of his
-unknown presence, though neither of the sisters seemed to feel it.
-
-“Oh, you’re there,” said Mrs. Denton, without turning from her cat.
-“Well, I suppose that’s a question that must come home to you more and
-more. Did you ever hear of such a dreadful predicament as my husband’s
-in, Mr. Ray? He’s just hit on an invention that’s going to make us rich,
-and throw all the few remaining engravers out of work, when he gets it
-finished.” Her husband’s face clouded, but she went on: “His only hope
-is that the invention will turn out a failure. You don’t have any such
-complications in your work, do you, Mr. Ray?”
-
-“No,” said Ray, thinking what a good situation the predicament would be,
-in a story. “If they had taken my novel, and published an edition of
-fifty thousand, I don’t see how it could have reduced a single author to
-penury. But I don’t believe I could resist the advances of a publisher,
-even if I knew it might throw authors out of work right and left. I
-could support their families till they got something to do.”
-
-“Yes, you might do that, Ansel,” his wife suggested, with a slanting
-smile at him. “I only hope we may have the opportunity. But probably it
-will be as hard to get a process accepted as a book.”
-
-“That hasn’t anything to do with the question,” Denton broke out. “The
-question is whether a man ought not to kill his creative thought as he
-would a snake, if he sees that there is any danger of its taking away
-work another man lives by. That is what I look at.”
-
-“And father,” said Mrs. Denton, whimsically, “is so high-principled that
-he won’t let us urge on the millenium by having pandemonium first. If we
-were allowed to do that, Ansel might quiet his conscience by reflecting
-that the more men he threw out of work, the sooner the good time would
-come. I don’t see why that isn’t a good plan, and it would work in so
-nicely with what we want to do. Just make everything so bad people
-cannot bear it, and then they will rise up in their might and make it
-better for themselves. Don’t you think so, Mr. Ray?”
-
-“Oh, I don’t know,” he said.
-
-All this kind of thinking and feeling, which was a part and parcel of
-these people’s daily life, was alien to his habit of mind. He grasped it
-feebly and reluctantly, without the power or the wish to follow it to
-conclusions, whether it was presented ironically by Mrs. Denton, or with
-a fanatical sincerity by her husband.
-
-“No, no! That won’t do,” Denton said. “I have tried to see that as a
-possible thoroughfare; but it isn’t possible. If we were dealing with
-statistics it would do; but it’s men we’re dealing with: men like
-ourselves that have women and children dependent on them.”
-
-“I am glad to hear you say that, Ansel,” Peace said, gently.
-
-“Yes,” he returned, bitterly, “whichever way I turn, the way is barred.
-My hands are tied, whatever I try to do. Some one must be responsible.
-Some one must atone. Who shall it be?”
-
-“Well,” said Mrs. Denton, with a look of comic resignation, “it seems to
-be a pretty personal thing, after all, in spite of father’s philosophy.
-I always supposed that when we came into the world we should have an
-election, and vote down all these difficulties by an overwhelming
-majority.”
-
-Ray quoted, musingly:
-
- “The world is out of joint:--O cursed spite!
- That ever I was born to set it right!”
-
-“Yes? Who says that?”
-
-“Hamlet.”
-
-“Oh yes. Well, I feel just exactly as Ham does about it.”
-
-Denton laughed wildly out at her saucy drolling, and she said, as if his
-mirth somehow vexed her, “I should think if you’re so much troubled by
-that hard question of yours, you would get your Voice to say something.”
-
-Her husband rose, and stood looking down, while a knot gathered between
-his gloomy eyes. Then he turned and left the room without answering
-her.
-
-She sent a laugh after him. “Sometimes,” she said to the others, “the
-Voice doesn’t know any better than the rest of us.”
-
-Peace remained looking gravely at her a moment, and then she followed
-Denton out of the room.
-
-Mrs. Denton began to ask Ray about Mrs. Brandreth and Mrs. Chapley,
-pressing him with questions as to what kind of people they really were,
-and whether they were proud; she wondered why they had never come to
-call upon her. It would all have been a little vulgar if it had not been
-so childlike and simple. Ray was even touched by it when he thought that
-the chief concern of these ladies was to find out from him just what
-sort of crank her father was, and to measure his influence for evil on
-Mr. Chapley.
-
-At the same time he heard Peace talking to Denton in a tone of entreaty
-and pacification. She staid so long that Ray had risen to go when she
-came back. He had hoped for a moment alone with her at parting, so that
-he might renew in better form the excuses that he pretended he had come
-to make. But the presence of her sister took all the seriousness and
-delicacy from them; he had to make a kind of joke of them; and he could
-not tell her at all of the mysterious message from Mr. Brandreth about
-the friend to whom he wished to submit his book, and of the final pang
-of disappointment which its immediate return had given him. He had meant
-that she should say something to comfort him for this, but he had to
-forego his intended consolation.
-
-
-
-
-XXV.
-
-
-Ray had no doubt that Kane was the court of final resort which the case
-against his novel had been appealed to, and he thought it hard that he
-should have refused to give it a last chance, or even to look at it
-again. Surely it was not so contemptible as that, so hopelessly bad that
-a man who seemed his friend could remember nothing in it that would make
-it valuable in a second reading. If the fault were not in the book, then
-it must be in the friend, and Ray renounced old Kane by every means he
-could command. He could not make it an open question; he could only
-treat him more and more coldly, and trust to Kane’s latent sense of
-guilt for the justification of his behavior. But Kane was either so
-hardened, or else regarded his own action as so venial, or perhaps
-believed it so right, that he did not find Ray’s coldness intelligible.
-
-“My dear young friend,” he frankly asked, “is there anything between us
-but our disparity of years? That existed from the first moment of our
-acquaintance. I have consoled myself at times with the notion of our
-continuing together in an exemplary friendship, you growing older and
-wiser, and I younger and less wise, if possible, like two Swedenborgian
-spirits in the final state. But evidently something has happened to
-tinge our amity with a grudge in your mind. Do you object to saying just
-what property in me has imparted this unpleasant discoloration to it?”
-
-Ray was ashamed to say, or rather unable. He answered that nothing was
-the matter, and that he did not know what Kane meant. He was obliged to
-prove this by a show of cordiality, which he began perhaps to feel when
-he reasoned away his first resentment. Kane had acted quite within his
-rights, and if there was to be any such thing as honest criticism, the
-free censure of a friend must be suffered and even desired. He said this
-to himself quite heroically; he tried hard to be ruled by a truth so
-obvious.
-
-In other things his adversity demoralized him, for a time. He ceased to
-live in the future, as youth does and should do; he lived carelessly and
-wastefully in the present. With nothing in prospect, it was no longer
-important how his time or money went; he did not try to save either. He
-never finished his poem, and he did not attempt anything else.
-
-In the midst of his listlessness and disoccupation there came a letter
-from Hanks Brothers asking if he could not give a little more social
-gossip in his correspondence for the _Echo_; they reminded him that
-there was nothing people liked so much as personalities. Ray scornfully
-asked himself, How should he, who knew only the outsides of houses,
-supply social gossip, even if he had been willing? He made a sarcastic
-reply to Hanks Brothers, intimating his readiness to relinquish the
-correspondence if it were not to their taste; and they took him at his
-word, and wrote that they would hereafter make use of a syndicate
-letter.
-
-It had needed this blow to rouse him from his reckless despair. If he
-were defeated now, it would be in the face of all the friends who had
-believed in him and expected success of him. His motive was not high; it
-was purely egoistic at the best; but he did not know this; he had a
-sense of virtue in sending his book off to a Boston publisher without
-undoing the inner wrappings in which the last New York publisher had
-returned it.
-
-Then he went round to ask Mr. Brandreth if he knew of any literary or
-clerical or manual work he could get to do. The industrial fury which
-has subdued a continent, and brought it under the hard American hand,
-wrought in him, according to his quality, and he was not only willing
-but eager to sacrifice the scruples of delicacy he had in appealing to a
-man whom he had sought first on such different terms. His only question
-was how to get his business quickly, clearly, and fully before him.
-
-Mr. Brandreth received him with a gayety that put this quite out of his
-mind; and he thought the publisher was going to tell him that he had
-decided, after all, to accept his novel.
-
-“Ah, Mr. Ray,” Mr. Brandreth called out at sight of him, “I was just
-sending a note to you! Sit down a moment, won’t you? The editor of
-_Every Evening_ was in here just now, and he happened to say he wished
-he knew some one who could make him a synopsis of a rather important
-book he’s had an advanced copy of from the other side. It’s likely to be
-of particular interest in connection with Coquelin’s visit; it’s a study
-of French comic acting from Molière down; and I happened to think of
-you. You know French?”
-
-“Why, yes, thank you--to read. You’re very kind, Mr. Brandreth, to think
-of me.”
-
-“Oh, not at all! I didn’t know whether you ever did the kind of thing
-the _Every Evening_ wants, or whether you were not too busy; but I
-thought I’d drop an anchor to windward for you, on the chance that you
-might like to do it.”
-
-“I should like very much to do it; and”--
-
-“I’ll tell you why I did it,” Mr. Brandreth interrupted, radiantly. “I
-happened to know they’re making a change in the literary department of
-the _Every Evening_, and I thought that if this bit of work would let
-you show your hand--See?”
-
-“Yes; and I’m everlastingly”--
-
-“Not at all, not at all!” Mr. Brandreth opened the letter he was
-holding, and gave Ray a note that it inclosed. “That’s an introduction
-to the editor of the _Every Evening_, and you’ll strike him at the
-office about now, if you’d like to see him.”
-
-Ray caught with rapture the hand Mr. Brandreth offered him. “I don’t
-know what to say to you, but I’m extremely obliged. I’ll go at once.” He
-started to the door, and turned. “I hope Mrs. Brandreth is well,
-and--and--the baby?”
-
-“Splendidly. I shall want to have you up there again as soon as we can
-manage it. Why haven’t you been at Mrs. Chapley’s? Didn’t you get her
-card?”
-
-“Yes; but I haven’t been very good company of late. I didn’t want to
-have it generally known.”
-
-“I understand. Well, now you must cheer up. Good-by, and good luck to
-you!”
-
-All the means of conveyance were too slow for Ray’s eagerness, and he
-walked. On his way down to that roaring and seething maelstrom of
-business, whose fierce currents swept all round the _Every Evening_
-office, he painted his future as critic of the journal with minute
-detail; he had died chief owner and had his statue erected to his memory
-in Park Square before he crossed that space and plunged into one of the
-streets beyond.
-
-He was used to newspaper offices, and he was not surprised to find the
-editorial force of the _Every Evening_ housed in a series of dens,
-opening one beyond the other till the last, with the chief in it, looked
-down on the street from which he climbed. He thought it all fit enough,
-for the present; but, while he still dwelt in the future, and before the
-office-boy had taken his letter from him to the chief, he swiftly flung
-up a building for the _Every Evening_ as lofty and as ugly as any of the
-many-storied towers that rose about the frantic neighborhood. He
-blundered upon two other writers before he reached the chief; one of
-them looked up from his desk, and roared at him in unintelligible
-affliction; the other simply wagged his head, without lifting it, in the
-direction of the final room, where Ray found himself sitting beside the
-editor-in-chief, without well knowing how he got there. The editor did
-not seem to know either, or to care that he was there, for some time; he
-kept on looking at this thing and that thing on the table before him; at
-everything but the letter Ray had sent in. When he did take that up he
-did not look at Ray; and while he talked with him he scarcely glanced at
-him; there were moments when he seemed to forget there was anybody
-there; and Ray’s blood began to burn with a sense of personal indignity.
-He wished to go away, and leave the editor to find him gone at his
-leisure; but he felt bound to Mr. Brandreth, and he staid. At last the
-editor took up a book from the litter of newspapers and manuscripts
-before him, and said:
-
-“What we want is a rapid and attractive _résumé_ of this book, with
-particular reference to Coquelin and his place on the stage and in art.
-No one else has the book yet, and we expect to use the article from it
-in our Saturday edition. See what you can do with it, and bring it here
-by ten to-morrow. You can run from one to two thousand words--not over
-two.”
-
-He handed Ray the book and turned so definitively to his papers and
-letters again that Ray had no choice but to go. He left with the editor
-a self-respectful parting salutation, which the editor evidently had no
-use for, and no one showed a consciousness of him, not even the
-office-boy, as he went out.
-
-He ground his teeth in resentment, but he resolved to take his revenge
-by making literature of that _résumé_, and compelling the attention of
-the editor to him through his work. He lost no time in setting about it;
-he began to read the book at once, and he had planned his article from
-it before he reached his hotel. He finished it before he slept, and he
-went to bed as the first milkman sent his wail through the street below.
-His heart had worked itself free of its bitterness, and seemed to have
-imparted its lightness to the little paper, which he was not ashamed of
-even when he read it after he woke from the short rest he suffered
-himself. He was sure that the editor of _Every Evening_ must feel the
-touch which he knew he had imparted to it, and he made his way to him
-with none of the perturbation, if none of the romantic interest of the
-day before.
-
-The editor took the long slips which Ray had written his copy on, and
-struck them open with his right hand while he held them with his left.
-
-“Why the devil,” he demanded, “don’t you write a better hand?” Before
-Ray could formulate an answer, he shouted again, “Why the devil don’t
-you begin with a _fact_?”
-
-He paid no heed to the defence which the hurt author-pride of the young
-fellow spurred him to make, but went on reading the article through.
-When he had finished he threw it down and drew toward him a narrow book
-like a check-book, and wrote in it, and then tore out the page, and gave
-it to Ray. It was an order on the counting-room for fifteen dollars.
-
-Ray had a weak moment of rage in which he wished to tear it up and
-fling it in the editor’s face. But he overcame himself and put the order
-in his pocket. He vowed never to use it, even to save himself from
-starving, but he kept it because he was ashamed to do otherwise. Even
-when the editor at the sound of his withdrawal called out, without
-looking round, “What is your address?” he told him; but this time he
-wasted no parting salutations upon him.
-
-The hardest part was now to make his acknowledgments to Mr. Brandreth,
-without letting him know how little his personal interest in the matter
-had availed. He succeeded in keeping everything from him but the fact
-that his work had been accepted, and Mr. Brandreth was delighted.
-
-“Well, that’s first-rate, as far as it goes, and I believe it’s going to
-lead to something permanent. You’ll be the literary man of _Every
-Evening_ yet; and I understand the paper’s making its way. It’s a good
-thing to be connected with; thoroughly clean and decent, and yet
-lively.”
-
-Though Ray hid his wrath from Mr. Brandreth, because it seemed due to
-his kindness, he let it break out before Kane, whom he found dining
-alone at his hotel that evening when he came down from his room.
-
-“I don’t know whether I ought to sit down with you,” he began, when Kane
-begged him to share his table. “I’ve just been through the greatest
-humiliation I’ve had yet. It’s so thick on me that I’m afraid some of it
-will come off. And it wasn’t my fault, either; it was my misfortune.”
-
-“We can bear to suffer for our misfortunes,” said Kane, dreamily. “To
-suffer for our faults would be intolerable, because then we couldn’t
-preserve our self-respect. Don’t you see? But the consciousness that our
-anguish is undeserved is consoling; it’s even flattering.”
-
-“I’m sorry to deprive you of a _Hard Saying_, if that’s one, but my
-facts are against you.”
-
-“Ah, but facts must always yield to reasons,” Kane began.
-
-Ray would not be stopped. But he suddenly caught the humorous aspect of
-his adventure with the editor of _Every Evening_, and gave it with
-artistic zest. He did not spare his ridiculous hopes or his ridiculous
-pangs.
-
-From time to time Kane said, at some neat touch: “Oh, good!” “Very
-good!” “Capital!” “Charming, charming!” When Ray stopped, he drew a long
-breath, and sighed out: “Yes, I know the man. He’s not a bad fellow.
-He’s a very good fellow.”
-
-“A good fellow?” Ray demanded. “Why did he behave like a brute, then?
-He’s the only man who’s been rude to me in New York. Why couldn’t he
-have shown me the same courtesy that all the publishers have? Every one
-of them has behaved decently, though none of them, confound them! wanted
-my book.”
-
-“Ah,” said Kane, “his conditions were different. They had all some
-little grace of leisure, and according to your report he had none. I
-don’t know a more pathetic picture than you’ve drawn of him, trying to
-grasp all those details of his work, and yet seize a new one. It’s
-frightful. Don’t you feel the pathos of it?”
-
-“No man ought to place himself in conditions where he has to deny
-himself the amenities of life,” Ray persisted, and he felt that he had
-made a point, and languaged it well. “He’s to blame if he does.”
-
-“Oh, no man willingly places himself in hateful or injurious
-conditions,” said Kane. “He is pushed into them, or they grow up about
-him through the social action. He’s what they shape him to, and when
-he’s taken his shape from circumstances, he knows instinctively that he
-won’t fit into others. So he stays put. You would say that the editor of
-_Every Evening_ ought to forsake his conditions at any cost, and go
-somewhere else and be a civilized man; but he couldn’t do that without
-breaking himself in pieces and putting himself together again. Why did I
-never go back to my own past? I look over my life in New York, and it is
-chiefly tiresome and futile in the retrospect; I couldn’t really say why
-I’ve staid here. I don’t expect anything of it, and yet I can’t leave
-it. The _Every Evening_ man does expect a great deal of his conditions;
-he expects success, and I understand he’s getting it. But he didn’t
-place himself in his conditions in any dramatic way, and he couldn’t
-dramatically break with them. They may be gradually detached from him
-and then he may slowly change. Of course there are signal cases of
-renunciation. People have abdicated thrones and turned monks; but
-they’ve not been common, and I dare say, if the whole truth could be
-known, they have never been half the men they were before, or become
-just the saints they intended to be. If you’ll take the most
-extraordinary instance of modern times, or of all times--if you’ll take
-Tolstoï himself, you’ll see how impossible it is for a man to rid
-himself of his environment. Tolstoï believes unquestionably in a life of
-poverty and toil and trust; but he has not been able to give up his
-money; he is defended against want by the usual gentlemanly sources of
-income; and he lives a ghastly travesty of his unfulfilled design. He’s
-a monumental warning of the futility of any individual attempt to escape
-from conditions. That’s what I tell my dear old friend Chapley, who’s
-quite Tolstoï mad, and wants to go into the country and simplify
-himself.”
-
-“Does he, really?” Ray asked, with a smile.
-
-“Why not? Tolstoï convinces your reason and touches your heart. There’s
-no flaw in his logic and no falsity in his sentiment. I think that if
-Tolstoï had not become a leader, he would have had a multitude of
-followers.”
-
-The perfection of his paradox afforded Kane the highest pleasure. He
-laughed out his joy in it, and clapped Ray on the shoulder, and provoked
-him to praise it, and was so frankly glad of having made it that all
-Ray’s love of him came back.
-
-
-
-
-XXVI.
-
-
-From one phase of his experience with his story, Ray took a hint, and
-made bold to ask Mr. Brandreth if he could not give him some manuscripts
-to read; he had rather a fancy for playing the part of some other man’s
-destiny since he could have so little to do with deciding his own.
-Chapley & Co. had not much work of that kind to give, but they turned
-over a number of novels to him, and he read them with a jealous
-interest; he wished first of all to find whether other people were
-writing better novels than his, and he hoped to find that they were not.
-Mostly, they really were not, and they cumulatively strengthened him
-against an impulse which he had more than once had to burn his
-manuscript. From certain of the novels he read he got instruction both
-of a positive and negative kind; for it was part of his business to look
-at their construction, and he never did this without mentally revising
-the weak points of his story, and considering how he could repair them.
-
-There was not a great deal of money in this work; but Ray got ten or
-fifteen dollars for reading a manuscript and rendering an opinion of it,
-and kept himself from the depravation of waiting for the turn of the
-cards. He waited for nothing; he worked continually, and he filled up
-the intervals of the work that was given to him with work that he made
-for himself. He wrote all sorts of things,--essays, stories, sketches,
-poems,--and sent them about to the magazines and the weekly newspapers
-and the syndicates. When the editors were long in reporting upon them,
-he went and asked for a decision; and in audacious moments he carried
-his manuscript to them, and tried to surprise an instant judgment from
-them. This, if it were in the case of a poem, or a very short sketch, he
-could sometimes get; and it was usually adverse, as it usually was in
-the case of the things he sent them by mail. They were nowhere unkindly;
-they were often sympathetic, and suggested that what was not exactly
-adapted to their publications might be adapted to the publication of a
-fellow-editor; they were willing to sacrifice one another in his behalf.
-They did not always refuse his contributions. Kane, who witnessed his
-struggles at this period with an interest which he declared truly
-paternal, was much struck by the fact that Ray’s failures and successes
-exactly corresponded to those of business men; that is, he failed
-ninety-five times out of a hundred to get his material printed. His
-effort was not of the vast range suggested by these numbers; he had a
-few manuscripts that were refused many times over, and made up the large
-sum of his rejections by the peculiar disfavor that followed them.
-
-Besides these regular attacks on the literary periodicals, Ray carried
-on guerilla operations of several sorts. He sold jokes at two dollars
-apiece to the comic papers; it sometimes seemed low for jokes, but the
-papers paid as much for a poor joke as a good one, and the market was
-steady. He got rather more for jokes that were ordered of him, as when
-an editor found himself in possession of an extremely amusing
-illustration without obvious meaning. He developed a facility wholly
-unexpected to himself in supplying the meaning for a picture of this
-kind; if it were a cartoon, he had the courage to ask as much as five
-dollars for his point.
-
-A mere accident opened up another field of industry to him, when one day
-a gentleman halted him at the foot of the stairway to an elevated
-station, and after begging his pardon for first mistaking him for a
-Grand Army man, professed himself a journalist in momentary difficulty.
-
-“I usually sell my things to the _Sunday Planet_, but my last poem was
-too serious for their F. S., and I’m down on my luck. Of course, I see
-_now_,” said the journalist in difficulty, “that you _couldn’t_ have
-been in the war; at first glance I took you for an old comrade of mine;
-but if you’ll leave your address with me--Thank you, sir! Thank you!”
-
-Ray had put a quarter in his hand, and he thought he had bought the
-right to ask him a question.
-
-“I know that I may look twice my age when people happen to see double”--
-
-“Capital!” said the veteran. “First-rate!” and he clapped Ray on the
-shoulder, and then clung to him long enough to recover his balance.
-
-“But _would_ you be good enough to tell me what the F. S. of the _Sunday
-Planet_ is?”
-
-“Why, the Funny Side--the page where they put the jokes and the comic
-poetry. F. S. for short. Brevity is the soul of wit, you know.”
-
-Ray hurried home and put together some of the verses that had come back
-to him from the comic papers, and mailed them to the _Sunday Planet_. He
-had learned not to respect his work the less for being rejected, but the
-_Planet_ did not wane in his esteem because the editor of the F. S.
-accepted all his outcast verses. The pay was deplorably little, however,
-and for the first time he was tempted to consider an offer of
-partnership with a gentleman who wrote advertisements for a living, and
-who, in the falterings of his genius from overwork, had professed
-himself willing to share his honors and profits with a younger man; the
-profits, at any rate, were enormous.
-
-But this temptation endured only for a moment of disheartenment. In all
-his straits Ray not only did his best, but he kept true to a certain
-ideal of himself as an artist. There were some things he could not do
-even to make a living. He might sell anything he wrote, and he might
-write anything within the bounds of honesty that would sell, but he
-could not sell his pen, or let it for hire, to be used as the lessee
-wished. It was not the loftiest grade of æsthetics or ethics, and
-perhaps the distinctions he made were largely imaginary. But he refused
-the partnership offered him, though it came with a flattering
-recognition of his literary abilities, and of his peculiar fitness for
-the work proposed.
-
-He got to know a good many young fellows who were struggling forward on
-the same lines with himself, and chancing it high and low with the great
-monthlies, where they offered their poems and short stories, and with
-the one-cent dailies, where they turned in their space-work. They had a
-courage in their risks which he came to share in its gayety, if not its
-irreverence, and he enjoyed the cheerful cynicism with which they
-philosophized the facts of the newspaper side of their trade: they had
-studied its average of successes and failures, and each of them had his
-secret for surprising the favor of the managing editor, as infallible as
-the gambler’s plan for breaking the bank at Monaco.
-
-“You don’t want to be serious,” one blithe spirit volunteered for Ray’s
-instruction in a moment of defeat; “you want to give a light and
-cheerful cast to things. For instance, if a fireman loses his life in a
-burning building, you mustn’t go straight for the reader’s pity; you
-must appeal to his sense of the picturesque. You must call it, ‘Knocked
-out in a Fight with Fire,’ or something like that, and treat the
-incident with mingled pathos and humor. If you’ve got a case of suicide
-by drowning, all you’ve got to do is to call it ‘Launch of one more
-Unfortunate,’ and the editor is yours. Go round and make studies of our
-metropolitan civilization; write up the ‘Leisure Moments of Surface-Car
-Conductors,’ or ‘Talks with the Ticket-Choppers.’ Do the amateur
-scavenger, and describe the ‘Mysteries of the Average Ash-Barrel.’”
-
-As the time wore on, the circle of Ray’s acquaintance widened so much
-that he no longer felt those pangs of homesickness which used to seize
-him whenever he got letters from Midland. He rather neglected his
-correspondence with Sanderson; the news of parties and sleigh-rides and
-engagements and marriages which his friend wrote, affected him like
-echoes from some former life. He was beginning to experience the
-fascination of the mere city, where once he had a glimpse of the
-situation fleeting and impalpable as those dream-thoughts that haunt the
-consciousness on the brink of sleep. Then it was as if all were driving
-on together, no one knew why or whither; but some had embarked on the
-weird voyage to waste, and some to amass; their encounter formed the
-opportunity of both, and a sort of bewildered kindliness existed between
-them. Their common ignorance of what it was all for was like a bond, and
-they clung involuntarily together in their unwieldy multitude because of
-the want of meaning, and prospered on, suffered on, through vast
-cyclones of excitement that whirled them round and round, and made a
-kind of pleasant drunkenness in their brains, and consoled them for
-never resting and never arriving.
-
-The fantastic vision passed, and Ray again saw himself and those around
-him full of distinctly intended effort, each in his sort, and of
-relentless energy, which were self-sufficing and self-satisfying. Most
-of the people he knew were, like himself, bent upon getting a story, or
-a poem, or an essay, or an article, printed in some magazine or
-newspaper, or some book into the hands of a publisher. They were all,
-like himself, making their ninety-five failures out of a hundred
-endeavors; but they were all courageous, if they were not all gay, and
-if they thought the proportion of their failures disastrous, they said
-nothing to show it. They did not try to blink them, but they preferred
-to celebrate their successes; perhaps the rarity of these merited it
-more.
-
-
-
-
-XXVII.
-
-
-As soon as Ray had pulled himself out of his slough of despond, and
-began to struggle forward on such footing as he found firm, he felt the
-rise of the social instinct in him. He went about and delivered his
-letters; he appeared at one of Mrs. Chapley’s Thursdays, and began to be
-passed from one afternoon tea to another. He met the Mayquaits at Mrs.
-Chapley’s, those Gitchigumee people she had asked him about, and at
-their house he met a lady so securely his senior that she could let him
-see at once she had taken a great fancy to him. The Mayquaits have since
-bought a right of way into the heart of society, but they were then in
-the peripheral circles, and this lady seemed anxious to be accounted for
-in that strange company of rich outcasts. Something in Ray’s intelligent
-young good looks must have appealed to her as a possible solvent. As
-soon as he was presented to her she began to ply him with subtle
-questions concerning their hostess and their fellow-guests, with whom
-she professed to find herself by a species of accident springing from
-their common interest in a certain charity: that particular tea was to
-promote it. Perhaps it was the steadfast good faith of the pretty boy in
-refusing to share in her light satire, while he could not help showing
-that he enjoyed it, which commended Ray more and more to her. He told
-her how he came to be there, not because she asked, for she did not ask,
-but because he perceived that she wished to know, and because it is
-always pleasant to speak about one’s self upon any pretext, and he
-evinced a delicate sympathy with her misgiving. It flattered him that
-she should single him out for her appeal as if he were of her sort, and
-he eagerly accepted an invitation she made him. Through her favor and
-patronage he began to go to lunches and dinners; he went to balls, and
-danced sometimes when his pockets were so empty that he walked one way
-to save his car fares. But his poverty was without care; it did not eat
-into his heart, for no one else shared it; and those spectres of want
-and shame which haunt the city’s night, and will not always away at
-dawn, but remain present to eyes that have watched and wept, vanished in
-the joyous light that his youth shed about him, as he hurried home with
-the waltz music beating in his blood. A remote sense, very remote and
-dim, of something all wrong attended him at moments in his pleasure; at
-moments it seemed even he who was wrong. But this fled before his
-analysis; he could not see what harm he was doing. To pass his leisure
-in the company of well-bred, well-dressed, prosperous, and handsome
-people was so obviously right and fit that it seemed absurd to suffer
-any question of it. He met mainly very refined persons, whose interests
-were all elevated, and whose tastes were often altruistic. He found
-himself in a set of young people, who loved art and literature and
-music, and he talked to his heart’s content with agreeable girls about
-pictures and books and theatres.
-
-It surprised him that with all this opportunity and contiguity he did
-not fall in love; after the freest give and take of æsthetic sympathies
-he came away with a kindled fancy and a cold heart. There was one girl
-he thought would have let him be in love with her if he wished, but when
-he questioned his soul he found that he did not wish, or could not. He
-said to himself that it was her money, for she was rich as well as
-beautiful and wise; and he feigned that if it had not been for her money
-he might have been in love with her. Her people, an aunt and uncle, whom
-she lived with, made much of him, and the way seemed clear. They began
-to tell each other about themselves, and once he interested her very
-much by the story of his adventures in first coming to New York.
-
-“And did you never meet the two young women afterwards?” she asked.
-
-“Yes. That was the curious part of it,” he said, and piqued that she
-called them “two young women,” he went on to tell her of the Hugheses,
-whom he set forth in all the picturesqueness he could command. She
-listened intensely, and even provoked him with some questions to go on;
-but at the end she said nothing; and after that she was the same and not
-the same to him. At first he thought it might be her objection to his
-knowing such queer people; she was very proud; but he was still made
-much of by her family, and there was nothing but this difference in her
-that marked with its delicate distinctness the loss of a chance.
-
-He was not touched except in his vanity. Without the subtle willingness
-which she had subtly withdrawn, his life was still surpassingly rich on
-the side where it had been hopelessly poor; and in spite of his personal
-poverty he was in the enjoyment of a social affluence beyond the magic
-of mere money. Sometimes he regarded it all as his due, and at all times
-he took it with simple ingratitude; but he had moments of passionate
-humility when he realized that he owed his good fortune to the caprice
-of a worldly old woman, whom he did not respect very much.
-
-When he began to go into society, he did not forget his earlier friends;
-he rather prided himself on his constancy; he thought it was uncommon,
-and he found it a consolation when other things failed him. It was even
-an amusement full of literary suggestion for him to turn from his own
-dream of what the world was to Hughes’s dream of what the world should
-be; and it flattered him that the old man should have taken the sort of
-fancy to him that he had. Hughes consulted him as a person with a
-different outlook on life, and valued him as a practical mind, akin to
-his own in quality, if not in direction. First and last, he read him his
-whole book; he stormily disputed with him about the passages which Ray
-criticised as to their basal facts; but he adopted some changes Ray
-suggested.
-
-The young fellow was a whole gay world to Mrs. Denton, in his
-reproduction of his society career for her. She pursued him to the
-smallest details of dress and table and manner; he lived his society
-events over again for her with greater consciousness than he had known
-in their actual experience; and he suffered patiently the little
-splenetic resentment in which her satiety was apt finally to express
-itself. He decided that he must not take Mrs. Denton in any wise
-seriously; and he could see that Peace was grateful to him for his
-complaisance and forbearance. She used to listen, too, when he described
-the dinners and dances for her sister, and their interest gave the
-material a fascination for Ray himself: it emphasized the curious
-duality of his life, and lent the glamor of unreality to the regions
-where they could no more have hoped to follow him than to tread the
-realms of air. Sometimes their father hung about him--getting points for
-his morals, as Ray once accused him of doing.
-
-“No, no!” Hughes protested. “I am interested to find how much better
-than their conditions men and women always are. The competitive
-conditions of our economic life characterize society as well as
-business. Yet business men and society women are all better and kinder
-than you would believe they could be. The system implies that the weak
-must always go to the wall, but in actual operation it isn’t so.”
-
-“From Mr. Ray’s account there seem to be a good many wall-flowers,” Mrs.
-Denton suggested.
-
-Hughes ignored her frivolity. “It shows what glorious beings men and
-women would be if they were rightly conditioned. There is a whole heaven
-of mercy and loving-kindness in human nature waiting to open itself: we
-know a little of what it may be when a man or woman rises superior to
-circumstance and risks a generous word or deed in a selfish world. Then
-for a moment we have a glimpse of the true life of the race.”
-
-“Well, I wish I had a glimpse of the untrue life of the race, myself,”
-said Mrs. Denton, as her father turned away. “I would give a whole year
-of the millennium for a week in society.”
-
-“You don’t know what you’re talking about,” said her husband. He had
-been listening in gloomy silence to Ray’s talk, and he now turned on his
-wife. “I would rather see you dead than in such ‘good society’ as that.”
-
-“Oh, well,” she answered, “you’re much likelier to see me dead. If I
-understand Mr. Ray, it’s a great deal easier to get into heaven than to
-get into good society.” She went up to her husband and pushed his hair
-back from his eyes. “If you wore it that way, people could see what a
-nice forehead you’ve got. You look twice as ‘brainy,’ now, Ansel.”
-
-He caught her hand and flung it furiously away. “Ansel,” she said, “is
-beginning to feel the wear and tear of the job of setting the world
-right as much as I do. He never had as much faith in the millennium as
-father has; he thinks there’s got to be some sort of sacrifice first;
-he hasn’t made up his mind quite what it’s to be, yet.”
-
-Denton left them abruptly, and after a while Ray heard him talking in
-the next room; he thought he must be talking to some one there, till his
-wife said, “Ansel doesn’t say much in company, but he’s pretty sociable
-when he gets by himself.”
-
-
-
-
-XXVIII.
-
-
-The next time Ray came, he found Denton dreamily picking at the strings
-of a violin which lay in his lap; the twins were clinging to his knees,
-and moving themselves in time to the music. “You didn’t know Ansel was a
-musician?” his wife said. “He’s just got a new violin--or rather it’s a
-second-hand one; but it’s splendid, and he got it so cheap.”
-
-“I profited by another man’s misfortune,” said Denton. “That’s the way
-we get things cheap.”
-
-“Oh, well, never mind about that, now. Play the ‘Darky’s Dream,’ won’t
-you, Ansel? I wish we had our old ferry-boat darky here to whistle!”
-
-After a moment in which he seemed not to have noticed her, he put the
-violin to his chin, and began the wild, tender strain of the piece. It
-seemed to make the little ones drunk with delight. They swayed
-themselves to and fro, holding by their father’s knees, and he looked
-down softly into their uplifted faces. When he stopped playing, their
-mother put out her hand toward one of them, but it clung the faster to
-its father.
-
-“Let me take your violin a moment,” said Ray. He knew the banjo a
-little, and now he picked out on the violin an air which one of the
-girls in Midland had taught him.
-
-The twins watched him with impatient rejection; and they were not easy
-till their father had the violin back. Denton took them up one on each
-knee, and let them claw at it between them; they looked into his face
-for the effect on him as they lifted themselves and beat the strings.
-After a while Peace rose and tried to take it from them, for their
-father seemed to have forgotten what they were doing; but they stormed
-at her, in their baby way, by the impulse that seemed common to them,
-and screamed out their shrill protest against her interference.
-
-“Let them alone,” said their father, gently, and she desisted.
-
-“You’ll spoil those children, Ansel,” said his wife, “letting them have
-their own way so. The first thing you know, they’ll grow up
-capitalists.”
-
-He had been looking down at them with dreamy melancholy, but he began to
-laugh helplessly, and he kept on till she said:
-
-“I think it’s getting to be rather out of proportion to the joke; don’t
-you, Mr. Ray? Not that Ansel laughs too much, as a rule.”
-
-Denton rose, when the children let the violin slip to the floor at last,
-and improvised the figure of a dance with them on his shoulders, and let
-himself go in fantastic capers, while he kept a visage of perfect
-seriousness.
-
-Hughes was drawn by the noise, and put his head into the room.
-
-“We’ve got the old original Ansel back, father!” cried Mrs. Denton, and
-she clapped her hands and tried to sing to the dance, but broke down,
-and mocked at her own failure.
-
-When Denton stopped breathless, Peace took the children from him, and
-carried them away. His wife remained.
-
-“Ansel was brought up among the Shakers; that’s the reason he dances so
-nicely.”
-
-“Oh, was that a Shaker dance?” Ray asked, carelessly.
-
-“No. The Shaker dance is a rite,” said Denton, angrily. “You might as
-well expect me to burlesque a prayer.”
-
-“Oh, I beg your pardon,” said Ray. “I’m afraid I don’t know much about
-it.”
-
-But Denton left the room without visible acceptance of his excuse.
-
-“You must be careful how you say anything about the Shakers before
-Ansel,” his wife explained. “I believe he would be willing to go back to
-them now, if he knew what to do with the children and me.”
-
-“If it were not for their unpractical doctrine of celibacy,” said
-Hughes, “the Shakers, as a religious sect, could perform a most useful
-office in the transition from the status to better conditions. They are
-unselfish, and most communities are not.”
-
-“We might all go back with Ansel,” said Mrs. Denton, “and they could
-distribute us round in the different Families. I wonder if Ansel’s bull
-is hanging up in the South Family barn yet? You know,” she said, “he
-painted a red bull on a piece of shingle when they were painting the
-barn one day, and nailed it up in a stall; when the elders found it they
-labored with him, and then Ansel left the community, and went out into
-the world. But they say, once a Shaker always a Shaker, and I believe
-he’s had a bad conscience ever since he’s left them.”
-
-Not long after this Ray came in one night dressed for a little dance
-that he was going to later, and Mrs. Denton had some moments alone with
-him before Peace joined them. She made him tell where he was going, and
-who the people were that were giving the dance, and what it would all be
-like--the rooms and decorations, the dresses, the supper.
-
-“And don’t you feel very strange and lost, in such places?” she asked.
-
-“I don’t know,” said Ray. “I can’t always remember that I’m a poor
-Bohemian with two cents in my pocket. Sometimes I imagine myself really
-rich and fashionable. But to-night I shan’t, thank you, Mrs. Denton.”
-
-She laughed at the look he gave her in acknowledgment of her little
-scratch. “Then you wouldn’t refuse to come to a little dance here, if we
-were rich enough to give one?” she asked.
-
-“I would come instantly.”
-
-“And get your fashionable friends to come?”
-
-“That might take more time. When are you going to give your little
-dance?”
-
-“As soon as Ansel’s invention is finished.”
-
-“Oh! Is he going on with that?”
-
-“Yes. He has seen how he can do more good than harm with it--at last.”
-
-“Ah! We can nearly always coax conscience along the path of
-self-interest.”
-
-This pleased Mrs. Denton too. “That sounds like Mr. Kane.”
-
-Peace came in while Mrs. Denton was speaking, and gave Ray her hand,
-with a glance at his splendor, enhanced by his stylish manner of holding
-his silk hat against his thigh.
-
-“Who was it told you that Mr. Kane was sick?” Mrs. Denton asked.
-
-Peace answered, “Mr. Chapley.”
-
-“Kane? Is Mr. Kane sick?” said Ray. “I must go and see him.”
-
-He asked Peace some questions about Kane, but she knew nothing more than
-that Mr. Chapley said he was not very well, and he was going to step
-round and see him on his way home. Ray thought of the grudge he had
-borne for a while against Kane, and he was very glad now that there was
-none left in his heart.
-
-“It’s too late to-night; but I’ll go in the morning. He usually drops in
-on me Sundays; he didn’t come last Sunday; but I never thought of his
-being sick.” He went on to praise Kane, and he said, as if it were one
-of Kane’s merits, “He’s been a good friend of mine. He read my novel all
-over after Chapley declined it, and tried to find enough good in it to
-justify him in recommending it to some other publisher. I don’t blame
-him for failing, but I did feel hard about his refusing to look at it
-afterwards; I couldn’t help it for a while.” He was speaking to Peace,
-and he said, as if it were something she would be cognizant of, “I mean
-when Mr. Brandreth sent for it again after he first rejected it.”
-
-“Yes,” she admitted, briefly, and he was subtly aware of the withdrawal
-which he noticed in her whenever the interest of the moment became
-personal.
-
-But there was never any shrinking from the personal interest in Mrs.
-Denton; her eagerness to explore all his experiences and sentiments was
-vivid and untiring.
-
-“Why did he send for it?” she asked. “What in the world for?”
-
-Ray was willing to tell, for he thought the whole affair rather
-creditable to himself. “He wanted to submit it to a friend of mine; and
-if my friend’s judgment was favorable he might want to reconsider his
-decision. He returned the manuscript the same day, with a queer note
-which left me to infer that my mysterious friend had already seen it,
-and had seen enough of it. I knew it was Mr. Kane, and for a while I
-wanted to destroy him. But I forgave him, when I thought it all over.”
-
-“It was pretty mean of him,” said Mrs. Denton.
-
-“No, no! He had a perfect right to do it, and I had no right to
-complain. But it took me a little time to own it.”
-
-Mrs. Denton turned to Peace. “Did you know about it?”
-
-Denton burst suddenly into the room, and stared distractedly about as if
-he were searching for something.
-
-“What is it, Ansel?” Peace asked.
-
-“That zinc plate.”
-
-“It’s on the bureau,” said his wife.
-
-He was rushing out, when she recalled him.
-
-“Here’s Mr. Ray.”
-
-He turned, and glanced at Ray impatiently, as if he were eager to get
-back to his work; but the gloomy face which he usually wore was gone;
-his eyes expressed only an intense preoccupation through which gleamed a
-sudden gayety, as if it flashed into them from some happier time in the
-past. “Oh, yes,” he said to his wife, while he took hold of Ray’s arm
-and turned him about; “this is the way you want me to look.”
-
-“As soon as your process succeeds, I expect you to look that way all the
-time. And I’m going to go round and do my work in a low-neck dress; and
-we are going to have champagne at every meal. I am going to have a day,
-on my card, and I am going to have afternoon teas and give dinners. We
-are going into the best society.”
-
-Denton slid his hand down Ray’s arm, and kept Ray’s hand in his hot
-clasp while he rapidly asked him about the side of his life which that
-costume represented, as though now for the first time he had a reason
-for caring to know anything of the world and its pleasures.
-
-“And those people don’t do anything else?” he asked, finally.
-
-“Isn’t it enough?” Ray retorted. “They think they do a great deal.”
-
-Denton laughed in a strange nervous note, catching his breath, and
-keeping on involuntarily. “Yes; too much. I pity them.”
-
-“Well,” said his wife, “I want to be an object of pity as soon as
-possible. Don’t lose any more time, now, Ansel, from that precious
-process.” The light went out of his face again, and he jerked his head
-erect sharply, like one listening, while he stood staring at her. “Oh,
-now, don’t be ridiculous, Ansel!” she said.
-
-
-
-
-XXIX.
-
-
-The next day after a little dance does not dawn very early. Ray woke
-late, with a vague trouble in his mind, which he thought at first was
-the sum of the usual regrets for awkward things done and foolish things
-said the night before. Presently it shaped itself as an anxiety which
-had nothing to do with the little dance, and which he was helpless to
-deal with when he recognized it. Still, as a definite anxiety, it was
-more than half a question, and his experience did not afford him the
-means of measuring its importance or ascertaining its gravity. He
-carried it loosely in his mind when he went to see Kane, as something he
-might or might not think of.
-
-Kane was in bed, convalescent from a sharp gastric attack, and he
-reached Ray a soft moist hand across the counterpane and cheerily
-welcomed him. His coat and hat hung against a closet door, and looked so
-like him that they seemed as much part of him as his hair and beard,
-which were smoothly brushed, and gave their silver delicately against
-the pillow. A fire of soft coal purred in the grate, faded to a fainter
-flicker by the sunlight that poured in at the long south windows, and
-lit up the walls book-lined from floor to ceiling.
-
-“Yes,” he said, in acceptance of the praises of its comfort that Ray
-burst out with, “I have lived in this room so long that I begin to
-cherish the expectation of dying in it. But, really, is this the first
-time you’ve been here?”
-
-“The first,” said Ray. “I had to wait till you were helpless before I
-got in.”
-
-“Ah, no; ah, no! Not so bad as that. I’ve often meant to ask you, when
-there was some occasion; but there never seemed any occasion; and I’ve
-lived here so much alone that I’m rather selfish about my solitude; I
-like to keep it to myself. But I’m very glad to see you; it was kind of
-you to think of coming.” He bent a look of affection on the young
-fellow’s handsome face. “Well, how wags the gay world?” he asked.
-
-“Does the gay world do anything so light-minded as to wag?” Ray asked in
-his turn, with an intellectual coxcombry that he had found was not
-offensive to Kane. “It always seems to me very serious as a whole, the
-gay world, though it has its reliefs, when it tries to enjoy itself.” He
-leaned back in his chair, and handled his stick a moment, and then he
-told Kane about the little dance which he had been at the night before.
-He sketched some of the people and made it amusing.
-
-“And which of your butterfly friends told you I was ill?” asked Kane.
-
-“The butterflyest of all: Mrs. Denton.”
-
-“Oh! Did _she_ give the little dance?”
-
-“No. I dropped in at the Hugheses’ on the way to the dance. But I don’t
-know how soon she may be doing something of the kind. They’re on the
-verge of immense prosperity. Her husband has invented a new art process,
-and it’s going to make them rich. He doesn’t seem very happy about it,
-but she does. He’s a dreary creature. At first I used to judge her
-rather severely, as we do with frivolous people. But I don’t know that
-frivolity is so bad; I doubt if it’s as bad as austerity; they’re both
-merely the effect of temperament, it strikes me. I like Mrs. Denton,
-though she does appear to care more for the cat than the twins. Perhaps
-she thinks she can safely leave them to him. He’s very devoted to them;
-it’s quite touching. It’s another quality of paternal devotion from Mr.
-Brandreth’s; it isn’t half so voluble. But it’s funny, all the same, to
-see how much more care of them he takes than their mother does. He looks
-after them at table, and he carries them off and puts them to bed with
-his own hands apparently,” said Ray, in celibate contempt of the
-paternal tenderness.
-
-“I believe that in David’s community,” Kane suggested, “the male
-assisted the female in the care of their offspring. We still see the
-like in some of the feathered tribes. In the process of social evolution
-the father bird will probably leave the baby bird entirely to the mother
-bird; and the mother bird, as soon as she begins to have mind and money,
-will hire in some poor bird to look after them. Mrs. Denton seems to
-have evolved in the direction of leaving them entirely to the father
-bird.”
-
-“Well, she has to do most of the talking. Have you ever heard,” Ray
-asked from the necessary association of ideas, “about her husband’s
-Voice?”
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“Why, it seems that Mr. Denton has an inward monitor of some kind, like
-the demon of Socrates, that they call a Voice, and that directs his
-course in life, as I understand. I suppose it’s authorized him to go on
-with his process, which he was doubtful about for a good while, because
-if it succeeded it would throw a lot of people out of work. Then you’ve
-never heard of his Voice?”
-
-“No,” said Kane. He added: “I suppose it’s part of the psychical
-nonsense that they go into in all sorts of communities. And Hughes,” he
-asked after a moment--“how is Hughes now?”
-
-“He’s generally busy with his writing, and I don’t always see him. He’s
-a fine old fellow, if he does prefer to call me out of my name; he still
-addresses me generally as Young Man. Mrs. Denton has tried to teach him
-better; but he says that names are the most external of all things, and
-that I am no more essentially Ray than I am Hughes. There’s something in
-it; I think one might get a kind of story out of the notion.”
-
-Kane lay silent in a pensive muse, which he broke to ask with a smile:
-“And how is Peace these days? Do you see her?”
-
-“Yes; she’s very well, I believe,” said Ray, briefly, and he rose.
-
-“Oh!” said Kane, “must you go?”
-
-He kept Ray’s hand affectionately, and seemed loath to part with him.
-“I’m glad you don’t forget the Hugheses in the good time you’re having.
-It shows character in you not to mind their queerness; I’m sure you
-won’t regret it. Your visits are a great comfort to them, I know. I was
-afraid that you would not get over the disagreeable impression of that
-first Sunday, and I’ve never been sure that you’d quite forgiven me for
-taking you.”
-
-“Oh yes, I had,” said Ray, and he smiled with the pleasure we all feel
-when we have a benefaction attributed to us. “I’ve forgiven you much
-worse things than that!”
-
-“Indeed! You console me! But for example?”
-
-“Refusing to look at my novel a second time,” answered Ray, by a sudden
-impulse.
-
-“I don’t understand you,” said Kane, letting his hand go.
-
-“When Mr. Brandreth offered to submit it to you in the forlorn hope that
-you might like it and commend it.”
-
-“Brandreth never asked me to look at it at all; the only time I saw it
-was when you let me take it home with me. What do you mean?”
-
-“Mr. Brandreth wrote me saying he wanted to try it on a friend of mine,
-and it came back the same day with word that my friend had already seen
-it,” said Ray, in an astonishment which Kane openly shared.
-
-“And was that the reason you were so cold with me for a time? Well, I
-don’t wonder! You had a right to expect that I would say anything in
-your behalf under the circumstances. And I’m afraid I should. But I
-never was tempted. Perhaps Brandreth got frightened and returned the
-manuscript with that message because he knew he couldn’t trust me.”
-
-“Perhaps,” said Ray, blankly.
-
-“Who else could it have been? Have you any surmise?”
-
-“What is the use of surmising?” Ray retorted. “It’s all over. The story
-is dead, and I wish it was buried. Don’t bother about it! And try to
-forgive me for suspecting _you_.”
-
-“It was very natural. But you ought to have known that I loved you too
-much not to sacrifice a publisher to you if I had him fairly in my
-hand.”
-
-“Oh, thank you! And--good-by. Don’t think anything more about it. I
-sha’n’t.”
-
-
-
-
-XXX.
-
-
-There could be only one answer to the riddle, if Kane’s suggestion that
-Mr. Brandreth had returned the manuscript without showing it to any one
-were rejected. The publisher could speak of no one besides Kane as a
-friend except Miss Hughes, and it was clearly she who had refused to
-look again at Ray’s book. She had played a double part with him; she had
-let him make a fool of himself; she had suffered him to keep coming to
-her, and reading his things to her, and making her his literary
-confidante. He ground his teeth with shame to think how he had sought
-her advice and exulted in her praise; but the question was not merely,
-it was not primarily, a question of truth or untruth, kindness or
-unkindness toward himself, but of justice toward Kane. He had told her
-of the resentment he had felt toward Kane; he had left her to the belief
-that he still suspected Kane of what she had done. If she were willing
-that he should remain in this suspicion, it was worse than anything he
-now accused her of.
-
-He kept away from Chapley’s all day, because of the embarrassment of
-seeing her with that in his mind. He decided that he must never see her
-again till she showed some wish to be relieved from the false position
-she had suffered herself to be placed in. At the end of the afternoon
-there came a knock at his door, and he set the door open and confronted
-Mr. Brandreth, who stood smiling at the joke of his being there, with
-his lustrous silk hat and gloves and light overcoat on. Ray passed some
-young banter with him in humorous recognition of the situation, before
-they came to business, as Mr. Brandreth called it.
-
-“Look here!” said the publisher, with a quizzical glance at him from
-Ray’s easy-chair, while Ray himself lounged on the edge of his bed. “Did
-you think I wanted to show your novel to old Kane, that time when I sent
-back for it?”
-
-“Yes,” said Ray; and he could not say any more for his prescience of
-what was coming.
-
-“Well, I didn’t,” Mr. Brandreth returned. “And if I’d ever thought you
-suspected him, I should have told you so long ago. The person that I did
-want it for is anxious you should know it wasn’t Kane, and I thought I’d
-better come and tell you so by word of mouth; I rather made a mess of it
-before, in writing. If you’ve any feeling about the matter, it’s only
-fair to Kane to assure you that he wasn’t at all the person.”
-
-“Kane told me so himself to-day,” said Ray; “and all the grudge I felt
-was gone long ago.”
-
-“Well, of course! It’s a matter of business.” In turning it off in this
-common-sense way Mr. Brandreth added lightly, “I’m authorized to tell
-you who it really was, if you care to know.”
-
-Ray shook his head. “I don’t care to know. What’s the use?”
-
-“There isn’t any. I’m glad you take it the way you do, and it will be a
-great relief to--the real one.”
-
-“It’s all right.”
-
-Ray had been strengthening his defences against any confidential
-approach from the moment Mr. Brandreth began to speak; he could not help
-it. Now they began to talk of other things. At the end the publisher
-returned to the book with a kind of desperate sigh: “You haven’t done
-anything with your story yet, I suppose?”
-
-“No,” said Ray.
-
-Mr. Brandreth, after a moment’s hesitation, went away without saying
-anything more. Even that tentative inquiry about the fate of his book
-could not swerve Ray now from his search for the motives which had
-governed Peace in causing this message to be sent him. It could only be
-that she had acted in Kane’s behalf, who had a right to justice from
-her, and she did not care what Ray thought of her way of doing justice.
-In the complex perversity of his mood the affair was so humiliating to
-him, as it stood, that he could not rest in it. That evening he went
-determined to make an opportunity to speak with her alone, if none
-offered.
-
-It was she who let him in, and then she stood looking at him in a kind
-of daze, which he might well have taken for trepidation. It did not give
-him courage, and he could think of no better way to begin than to say,
-“I have come to thank you, Miss Hughes, for your consideration for Mr.
-Kane. I couldn’t have expected less of you, when you found out that I
-had been suspecting him of that friendly refusal to look at my
-manuscript the second time.”
-
-His hard tone, tense with suppressed anger, had all the effect he could
-have wished. He could see her wince, and she said, confusedly, “I told
-Mr. Brandreth, and he said he would tell you it wasn’t Mr. Kane.”
-
-“Yes,” said Ray, stiffly, “he came to tell me.”
-
-She hesitated, and then she asked, “Did he tell you who it was?”
-
-“No. But I knew.”
-
-If she meant him to say something more, he would not; he left to her the
-strain and burden that in another mood he would have shared so
-willingly, or wholly assumed.
-
-At a little noise she started, and looked about, and then, as if
-returning to him by a painful compliance with his will, she said, “When
-he told me what he had done to get the manuscript back, I couldn’t let
-him give it to me.”
-
-She stopped, and Ray perceived that, for whatever reason, she could say
-nothing more, at least of her own motion. But it was not possible for
-him to leave it so.
-
-“Of course,” he said, angrily, “I needn’t ask you why.”
-
-“It was too much for me to decide,” she answered, faintly.
-
-“Yes,” he assented, “it’s a good deal to take another’s fate in one’s
-hands. But you knew,” he added, with a short laugh, “you had my fortune
-in your hands, anyway.”
-
-“I didn’t see that then,” she answered, and she let her eyes wander, and
-lapsed into a kind of absence, which vexed him as a slight to the
-importance of the affair.
-
-“But it doesn’t really matter whether you decided it by refusing or
-consenting to look at the book again,” he said. “The result would have
-been the same, in any case.”
-
-She lifted her eyes to his with a scared look, and began, “I didn’t say
-that”--and then she stopped again, and looked away from him as before.
-
-“But if I can’t thank you for sparing me an explicit verdict,” he pushed
-on, “I can appreciate your consideration for Kane, and I will carry him
-any message you will trust me with.” He rose as he said this, and he
-found himself adding, “And I admire your strength in keeping your own
-counsel when I’ve been talking my book over with you. It must have been
-amusing for you.”
-
-When he once began to revenge himself he did not stop till he said all
-he had thought he thought. She did not try to make any answer or
-protest. She sat passive under his irony; at times he thought her hardly
-conscious of it, and that angered him the more, and he resented the
-preoccupation, and then the distraction with which she heard him to the
-end.
-
-“Only I don’t understand exactly,” he went on, “how you could let me do
-it, in spite of the temptation. I can imagine that the loss of my
-acquaintance will be a deprivation to you; you’ll miss the pleasure of
-leading me on to make a fool of myself; but you know you can still laugh
-at me, and that ought to keep you in spirits for a long time. I won’t
-ask your motive in sending word to me by a third person. I dare say you
-didn’t wish to tell me to my face; and it couldn’t have been an easy
-thing to write.”
-
-“I ought to have written,” she said, meekly. “I see that now. But
-to-day, I couldn’t. There is something--He offered to go to you--he
-wished to; and--I let him. I was wrong. I didn’t think how it might
-seem.”
-
-“Oh, there was no reason why you should have thought of me in the
-matter. I’m glad you thought of Mr. Kane; I don’t ask anything more than
-that.”
-
-“Oh, you don’t understand,” she began. “You don’t know”--
-
-“Yes, I understand perfectly, and I know all that I wish to know. There
-was no reason why you should have protected me against my own folly. I
-have got my deserts, and you are not to blame if I don’t like them.
-Good-by.”
-
-As he turned to go, she lifted her eyes, and he could see that they were
-blind with tears.
-
-He went out and walked up and down the long, unlovely avenue, conscious
-of being the ugliest thing in it, and unconsciously hammered by its
-brutal noises, while he tried to keep himself from thinking how, in
-spite of all he had said, he knew her to be the soul of truth and
-goodness. He knew that all he had said was from the need of somehow
-venting his wounded vanity. As far as any belief in wrong done him was
-concerned, the affair was purely histrionic on his part; but he had seen
-that the pain he gave was real; the image of her gentle sufferance of
-his upbraiding went visibly before him. The wish to go back and own
-everything to her became an intolerable stress, and then he found
-himself again at her door.
-
-He rang, and after waiting a long time to hear the click of the
-withdrawing latch, he rang again. After a further delay the door opened,
-and he saw Hughes standing at the top of the stairs with a lamp held
-above his head.
-
-“Who is there?” the old man called down, with his hoarse voice.
-
-“It’s I, Mr. Hughes,” Ray answered, a new trouble blending with his
-sense of the old man’s picturesque pose, and the leonine grandeur of his
-shaggy head. “Mr. Ray,” he explained.
-
-“Oh!” said Hughes. “I’m glad to see you. Will you come up?” He added, as
-Ray mounted to him, and they entered his room together, “I am alone here
-for the time. My daughters have both gone out. Will you sit down?” Ray
-obeyed, with blank disappointment. Hughes could not have known of his
-earlier visit, or had forgotten it. “They will be in presently. Peace
-was here till a little while ago; when Ansel and Jenny came in, they all
-went out together.” He lapsed into a kind of muse, staring absently at
-Ray from his habitual place beside the window. He came back to a sense
-of him with words that had no evident bearing upon the situation.
-
-“The thing which renders so many reformers nugatory and ridiculous, and
-has brought contempt and disaster on so many good causes, is the attempt
-to realize the altruistic man in competitive conditions. That must
-always be a failure or worse.” He went on at length to establish this
-position. Then, “Here is my son-in-law”--and the old man had the effect
-of stating the fact merely in illustration of the general principle he
-had laid down--“who has been giving all his spare time this winter to an
-invention in the line of his art, and had brought it to completion
-within a few days. He has all along had misgivings as to the moral
-bearing of his invention, since every process of the kind must throw a
-number of people out of work, and he has shown a morbid scruple in the
-matter which I have tried to overcome with every argument in my power.”
-
-“I thought,” Ray made out to say, in the pause Hughes let follow, “he
-had come to see all that in another light.”
-
-“Yes,” the old man resumed, “he has commonly yielded to reason, but
-there is an unpractical element in the man’s nature. In fact, here, this
-morning, while we supposed he was giving the finishing touches to his
-work, he was busy in destroying every vestige of result which could
-commend it to the people interested in it. Absolutely nothing remains to
-show that he ever had anything of the kind successfully in hand.”
-
-“Is it possible?” said Ray, deeply shocked. “I am so sorry to hear
-it”--
-
-The old man had not heard him or did not heed him. “He has been in a
-very exalted state through the day, and my daughters have gone out to
-walk with him; it may quiet his nerves. He believes that he has acted in
-obedience to an inner Voice which governs his conduct. I know nothing
-about such things; but all such suggestions from beyond are to my
-thinking mischievous. Have you ever been interested in the phenomena of
-spiritualism, so-called?”
-
-Ray shook his head decidedly. “Oh, no!” he said, with abhorrence.
-
-“Ah! The Family were at one time disposed to dabble in those shabby
-mysteries. But I discouraged it; I do not deny the assumptions of the
-spiritualists; but I can see no practical outcome to the business; and I
-have used all my influence with Ansel to put him on his guard against
-this Voice, which seems to be a survival of some supernatural
-experiences of his among the Shakers. It had lately been silent, and had
-become a sort of joke with us. But he is of a very morbid temperament,
-and along with this improvement, there have been less favorable
-tendencies. He has got a notion of expiation, of sacrifice, which is
-perhaps a survival of his ancestral Puritanism. I suppose the hard
-experiences of the city have not been good for him. They prey upon his
-fancy. It would be well if he could be got into the country somewhere;
-though I don’t see just how it could be managed.”
-
-Hughes fell into another muse, and Ray asked, “What does he mean by
-expiation?”
-
-The old man started impatiently. “Mere nonsense; the rags and tatters of
-man’s infancy, outworn and outgrown. The notion that sin is to be atoned
-for by some sort of offering. It makes me sick; and of late I haven’t
-paid much attention to his talk. I supposed he was going happily forward
-with his work; I was necessarily much preoccupied with my own; I have
-many interruptions from irregular health, and I must devote every
-available moment to my writing. There is a passage, by-the-way, which I
-had just completed when you rang, and which I should like to have your
-opinion of, if you will allow me to read it to you. It is peculiarly
-apposite to the very matter we have been speaking of; in fact, I may say
-it is an amplification of the truth that I am always trying to impress
-upon Ansel, namely, that when you are in the midst of a battle, as we
-all are here, you must fight, and fight for yourself, always, of course,
-keeping your will fixed on the establishment of a lasting peace.” Hughes
-began to fumble among the papers on the table beside him for his
-spectacles, and then for the scattered sheets of his manuscript. “Yes,
-there is a special obligation upon the friends of social reform to a
-life of common-sense. I have regarded the matter from rather a novel
-standpoint, and I think you will be interested.”
-
-The old man read on and on. At last Ray heard the latch of the street
-door click, and the sound of the opening and then the shutting of the
-door. A confused noise of feet and voices arrested the reading which
-Hughes seemed still disposed to continue, and light steps ascended the
-stairs, while as if in the dark below a parley ensued. Ray knew the
-high, gentle tones of Peace in the pleading words, “But try, try to
-believe that if it says that, it can’t be the Voice you used to hear,
-and that always told you to do what was right. It is a wicked Voice,
-now, and you must keep saying to yourself that it is wicked and you
-mustn’t mind it.”
-
-“But the words, the words! Whose words were they? Without the shedding
-of blood: what does that mean? If it was a sin for me to invent my
-process, how shall the sin be remitted?”
-
-“There is that abject nonsense of his again!” said old Hughes, in a
-hoarse undertone which drowned for Ray some further words from Denton.
-“It’s impossible to get him away from that idea. Men have nothing to do
-with the remission of sins; it is their business to cease to do evil!
-But you might as well talk to a beetle!”
-
-Ray listened with poignant eagerness for the next words of Peace, which
-came brokenly to his ear. He heard-- “...justice and not sacrifice. If
-you try to do what is right--and--and to be good, then”--
-
-“I will try, Peace, I will try. O Lord, help me!” came in Denton’s deep
-tones. “Say the words again. The Voice keeps saying those--But I will
-say yours after you!”
-
-“I will have justice.” The girl’s voice was lifted with a note in it
-that thrilled to Ray’s heart, and made him start to his feet; Hughes
-laid a detaining hand upon his arm.
-
-“I will have justice,” Denton repeated.
-
-“And not sacrifice,” came in the girl’s tremulous accents.
-
-“And not sacrifice,” followed devoutly from the man. “I will have
-justice, without the shedding of blood--it gets mixed; I can’t keep the
-Voice out!--and not sacrifice. What is justice? What is justice but
-sacrifice?”
-
-“Yes, it is self-sacrifice! All our selfish wishes”--
-
-“I have burnt them in a fire, and scattered their ashes!”
-
-“And all gloomy and morbid thoughts that distress other people.”
-
-“Oh, you know I wouldn’t distress any one! You know how my heart is
-breaking for the misery of the world.”
-
-“Let her alone!” said old Hughes to Ray, in his thick murmur, as if he
-read Ray’s impulse in the muscle of his arm. “She will manage him.”
-
-“But say those words over again!” Denton implored. “The Voice keeps
-putting them out of my mind!”
-
-She said the text, and let him repeat it after her word by word, as a
-child follows its mother in prayer.
-
-“And try hard, Ansel! Remember the children and poor Jenny!”
-
-“Yes, yes. I will, Peace! Poor Jenny! I’m sorry for her. And the
-children--You know I wouldn’t harm any one for the whole world, don’t
-you, Peace?”
-
-“Yes, I do know, Ansel, how good and kind you are; and I know you’ll
-see all this in the true light soon. But now you’re excited.”
-
-“Well, say it just once more, and then I shall have it.”
-
-Once more she said the words, and he after her. He got them straight
-this time, without admixture from the other text. There came a rush of
-his feet on the stairs, and a wild laugh.
-
-“Jenny! Jenny! It’s all right now, Jenny!” he shouted, as he plunged
-into the apartment, and was heard beating as if on a door closed against
-him. It must have opened, for there was a sound like its shutting, and
-then everything was still except a little pathetic, almost inaudible
-murmur as of suppressed sobbing in the dark of the entry below.
-Presently soft steps ascended the stairs and lost themselves in the rear
-of the apartment.
-
-“Now, young man,” said Hughes, “I think you had better go. Peace will be
-in here directly to look after me, and it will distress her to find any
-one else. It is all right now.”
-
-“But hadn’t I better stay, Mr. Hughes? Can’t I be of use?”
-
-“No. I will defer reading that passage to another time. You will be
-looking in on us soon again. We shall get on very well. We are used to
-these hypochrondriacal moods of Ansel’s.”
-
-
-
-
-XXXI.
-
-
-There was nothing for Ray to do but to accept his dismissal. He got
-himself stealthily down stairs and out of the house, but he could not
-leave it. He walked up and down before it, doubting whether he ought not
-to ring and try to get in again. When he made up his mind to this he saw
-that the front windows were dark. That decided him to go home.
-
-He did not sleep, and the next morning he made an early errand to the
-publishers’. He saw Peace bent over her work in Mr. Chapley’s room. He
-longed to go and speak to her, and assure himself from her own words
-that all was well; but he had no right to do that, and with the first
-stress of his anxiety abated, he went to lay the cause of it before
-Kane.
-
-“It was all a mere chance that I should know of this; but I thought you
-ought to know,” he explained.
-
-“Yes, certainly,” said Kane; but he was less moved than Ray had
-expected, or else he showed his emotion less. “Hughes is not a fool,
-whatever Denton is; this sort of thing must have been going on a good
-while, and he’s got the measure of it. I’ll speak to Chapley about it.
-They mustn’t be left altogether to themselves with it.”
-
-As the days began to go by, and Ray saw Peace constantly in her place
-at the publishers’, his unselfish anxiety yielded to the question of his
-own relation to her, and how he should make confession and reparation.
-He went to Kane in this trouble, as in the other, after he had fought
-off the necessity as long as he could, but they spoke of the other
-trouble first.
-
-Then Ray said, with the effort to say it casually, “I don’t think I told
-you that the great mystery about my manuscript had been solved.” Kane
-could not remember at once what the mystery was, and Ray was forced to
-add, “It seems that the unknown friend who wouldn’t look twice at my
-book was--Miss Hughes.”
-
-Kane said, after a moment, “Oh!” and then, as if it should be a very
-natural thing, he asked, “How did you find that out?”
-
-“She got Mr. Brandreth to tell me it wasn’t you, as soon as she knew
-that I had suspected you.”
-
-“Of course. Did he tell you who it was?”
-
-“He was to tell me if I wished. But I knew it couldn’t be anybody but
-she, if it were not you, and I went to see her about it.”
-
-“Well?” said Kane, with a kind of expectation in his look and voice that
-made it hard for Ray to go on.
-
-“Well, I played the fool. I pretended that I thought she had used me
-badly. I don’t know. I tried to make her think so.”
-
-“Did you succeed?”
-
-“I succeeded in making her very unhappy.”
-
-“That was success--of a kind,” said Kane, and he lay back in his chair
-looking into the fire, while Ray sat uncomfortably waiting at the other
-corner of the hearth.
-
-“Did she say why she wouldn’t look at your manuscript a second time?”
-Kane asked finally.
-
-“Not directly.”
-
-“Did you ask?”
-
-“Hardly!”
-
-“You knew?”
-
-“It was very simple,” said Ray. “She wouldn’t look at it because it
-wasn’t worth looking at. I knew that. That was what hurt me, and made me
-wish to hurt her.”
-
-Kane offered no comment. After a moment he asked: “Has all this just
-happened? Have you just found it out?”
-
-“Oh, it’s bad enough, but isn’t so bad as that,” said Ray, forcing a
-laugh. “Still, it’s as bad as I could make it. I happened to go to see
-her that evening when I overheard her talk with Denton.”
-
-“Oh! And you spoke to her after that?”
-
-There was a provisional condemnation in Kane’s tone which kindled Ray’s
-temper and gave him strength to retort: “No, Mr. Kane! I spoke to her
-before that; and it was when I came back--to tell her I was all wrong,
-and to beg her pardon--that I saw her father, and heard what I’ve told
-you.”
-
-“Oh, I didn’t understand; I might have known that the other thing was
-impossible,” said Kane.
-
-They were both silent, and Ray’s anger had died down into the shame that
-it had flamed up from, when Kane thoughtfully asked, “And you want my
-advice?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Concretely?”
-
-“As concretely as possible.”
-
-“Then, if you don’t really know the reason why a girl so conscientious
-as Peace Hughes wouldn’t look at your manuscript again when she was
-practically left to decide its fate, I think you’d better not go there
-any more.”
-
-Kane spoke with a seriousness the more impressive because he was so
-rarely serious, and Ray felt himself reddening under his eye.
-
-“Aren’t you rather enigmatical?” he began.
-
-“No, I don’t think so,” said Kane, and then neither spoke.
-
-Some one knocked at the door. Kane called out, “Come in!” and Mr.
-Chapley entered.
-
-After he had shaken hands with Kane and made Ray out, and had shaken
-hands with him, he said, with not more than his usual dejection, “I’m
-afraid poor David is in fresh trouble, Kane.”
-
-“Yes?” said Kane, and Ray waited breathlessly to hear what the trouble
-was.
-
-“That wretched son-in-law of his--though I don’t know why I should
-condemn him--seems to have been somewhere with his children and exposed
-them to scarlet fever; and he’s down with diphtheritic sore throat
-himself. Peace has been at home since the trouble declared itself,
-helping take care of them.”
-
-“Is it going badly with them?” Kane asked.
-
-“I don’t know. It’s rather difficult to communicate with the family
-under the circumstances.”
-
-“You might have said impossible, without too great violence, Henry,”
-said Kane.
-
-“I had thought of seeing their doctor,” suggested Mr. Chapley, with his
-mild sadness. “Ah, I wish David had stayed where he was.”
-
-“We are apt to think these things are accidents,” said Kane. “Heaven
-knows. But scarlet fever and diphtheria are everywhere, and they take
-better care of them in town than they do in the country. Who did you say
-their doctor was?”
-
-“Dear me! I’m sure I don’t know who he is. I promised Mr. Brandreth to
-look the matter up,” said Mr. Chapley. “He’s very anxious to guard
-against any spread of the infection to his own child, and my whole
-family are so apprehensive that it’s difficult. I should like to go and
-see poor David, myself, but they won’t hear of it. They’re quite in a
-panic as it is.”
-
-“They’re quite right to guard against the danger,” said Kane, and he
-added, “I should like to hear David philosophize the situation. I can
-imagine how he would view the effort of each one of us to escape the
-consequences that we are all responsible for.”
-
-“It is civilization which is in the wrong,” said Mr. Chapley.
-
-“True,” Kane assented. “And yet our Indians suffered terribly from the
-toothache and rheumatism. You can carry your return to nature too far,
-Henry; Nature must meet Man half-way.” Kane’s eye kindled with pleasure
-in his phrase, and Ray could perceive that the literary interest was
-superseding the personal interest in his mind. “The earth is a dangerous
-planet; the great question is how to get away from it alive,” and the
-light in Kane’s eyes overspread his face in a smile of deep satisfaction
-with his paradox.
-
-The cold-blooded talk of the two elderly men sent a chill to Ray’s
-heart. For him, at least, there was but one thing to do; and half an
-hour later he stood at the open street door of the Hughes apartment,
-looking up at Mrs. Denton silhouetted against the light on the landing
-as he had first seen her there.
-
-“Oh, Mrs. Denton,” he called up, “how are the children?”
-
-“I--I don’t know. They are very sick. The doctor is afraid”--
-
-“Oh!” Ray groaned, at the stop she made. “Can I help--can’t I do
-something? May I come up?”
-
-“Oh, yes,” she answered mechanically, and Ray was stooping forward to
-mount the stairs when he saw her caught aside, and Peace standing in her
-place.
-
-“Don’t come up, Mr. Ray! You can’t do any good. It’s dangerous.”
-
-“I don’t care for the danger,” he began. “Some one--some one must help
-you! Your father”--
-
-“My father doesn’t need any help, and we don’t. Every moment you stay
-makes the danger worse!”
-
-“But you, _you_ are in danger! You”--
-
-“It’s my _right_ to be. But it’s wrong for you. Oh, do go away!” She
-wrung her hands, and he knew that she was weeping. “I do thank you for
-coming. I was afraid you would come.”
-
-“Oh, were you?” he exulted. “I am glad of that! You know how I must have
-felt, when I came to think what I had said.”
-
-“Yes--but, go, now!”
-
-“How can I do that? I should be ashamed”--
-
-“But you mustn’t,” she entreated. “It would put others in danger, too.
-You would carry the infection. You must go,” she repeated.
-
-“Well, I shall come again. I must know how it is with you. When may I
-come again!”
-
-“I don’t know. You mustn’t come inside again.” She thought a moment. “If
-you come I will speak to you from that window over the door. You must
-keep outside. If you will ring the bell twice, I shall know it is you.”
-
-She shut the door, and left him no choice but to obey. It was not
-heroic; it seemed cowardly; and he turned ruefully away. But he
-submitted, and twice a day, early in the morning and late at night, he
-came and rang for her. The neighbors, such as cared, understood that he
-was the friend of the family who connected its exile with the world;
-sometimes the passers mistook these sad trysts for the happy lovers’
-meetings which they resembled, and lingered to listen, and then passed
-on.
-
-They caught only anxious questions and hopeless answers; the third
-morning that Ray came, Peace told him that the little ones were dead.
-
-They had passed out of the world together, as they had entered it, and
-Ray stood with their mother beside the grave where they were both laid,
-and let her cling to his hand as if he were her brother. Her husband was
-too sick to be with them, and there had been apparently no question of
-Hughes’s coming, but Peace was there. The weather was that of a day in
-late March, bitter with a disappointed hope of spring. Ray went back to
-their door with the mourners. The mother kept on about the little ones,
-as if the incidents of their death were facts of a life that was still
-continuing.
-
-“Oh, I know well enough,” she broke off from this illusion, “that they
-are gone, and I shall never see them again; perhaps their father will.
-Well, I don’t think I was so much to blame. I didn’t make myself, and I
-never asked to come here, any more than they did.”
-
-She had the woe-begone hopeless face which she wore the first day that
-Ray saw her, after the twins had thrown her porte-monnaie out of the car
-window; she looked stunned and stupefied.
-
-They let her talk on, mostly without interruption. Only, at this point
-Peace said, “That will be thought of, Jenny,” and the other asked,
-wistfully, “Do you think so, Peace? Well!”
-
-
-
-
-XXXII.
-
-
-Peace did not come back to her work at the publishers’ for several
-weeks. The arrears began to accumulate, and Mr. Brandreth asked Ray to
-help look after it; Ray was now so often with him that their friendly
-acquaintance had become a confidential intimacy.
-
-Men’s advance in these relations is rapid, even in later life; in youth
-it is by bounds. Before a week of their daily contact was out, Ray knew
-that Mrs. Chapley, though the best soul in the world, and the most
-devoted of mothers and grandmothers, had, in Mr. Brandreth’s opinion, a
-bad influence on his wife, and through her on his son. She excited Mrs.
-Brandreth by the long visits she paid her; and she had given the baby
-medicine on one occasion at least that distinctly had not agreed with
-it. “That boy has taken so much belladonna, as a preventive of scarlet
-fever, that I believe it’s beginning to affect his eyes. The pupils are
-tremendously enlarged, and he doesn’t notice half as much as he did a
-month ago. I don’t know when Mrs. Chapley will let us have Miss Hughes
-back again. Of course, I believe in taking precautions too, and I never
-could forgive myself if anything really happened. But I don’t want to be
-a perfect slave to my fears, or my mother-in-law’s, either--should
-you?”
-
-He asked Ray whether, under the circumstances, he did not think he ought
-to get some little place near New York for the summer, rather than go to
-his country home in Massachusetts, where the Chapleys had a house, and
-where his own mother lived the year round. When Ray shrank from the
-question as too personal for him to deal with, Mr. Brandreth invited him
-to consider the more abstract proposition that if the two grandmothers
-had the baby there to quarrel over all summer, they would leave nothing
-of the baby, and yet would not part friends.
-
-“I’ll tell you another reason why I want to be near my business so as to
-keep my finger on it all the time, this year,” said Mr. Brandreth, and
-he went into a long and very frank study of the firm’s affairs with Ray,
-who listened with the discreet intelligence which made everybody trust
-him. “With Mr. Chapley in the state he’s got into about business, when
-he doesn’t care two cents whether school keeps or not, I see that I’ve
-got to take the reins more and more into my own hands.” Mr. Brandreth
-branched off into an examination of his own character, and indirectly
-paid himself some handsome tributes as a business man. “I don’t mean to
-say,” he concluded, “that I’ve got the experience of some of the older
-men, but I do mean to say that experience doesn’t count for half of what
-they claim, in the book business, and I can prove it out of their own
-mouths. They all admit that nobody can forecast the fate of a book. Of
-course if you’ve got a book by a known author, you’ve got something to
-count on, but not so much as people think, and some unknown man may
-happen along with a thing that hits the popular mood and outsell him ten
-times over. It’s a perfect lottery.”
-
-“I wonder they let you send your lists of new publications through the
-mails,” said Ray, dryly.
-
-“Oh, it isn’t quite as bad as that,” said Mr. Brandreth. “Though there
-are a good many blanks too. I suppose the moral difference between
-business and gambling is that in business you do work for a living, and
-you don’t propose to give nothing for something, even when you’re buying
-as cheap as you can to sell as dear as you can. With a book it’s even
-better. It’s something you’ve put value into, and you have a right to
-expect to get value out of it. That’s what I tell Mr. Chapley when he
-gets into one of his Tolstoï moods, and wants to give his money to the
-poor and eat his bread in the sweat of his brow.”
-
-The two young men laughed at these grotesque conceptions of duty, and
-Mr. Brandreth went on:
-
-“Yes, sir, if I could get hold of a good, strong, lively novel”--
-
-“Well, there is always _A Modern Romeo_,” Ray suggested.
-
-Mr. Brandreth winced. “I know.” He added, with the effect of hurrying to
-get away from the subject, “I’ve had it over and over again with Mr.
-Chapley till I’m tired of it. Well, I suppose it’s his age, somewhat,
-too. Every man, when he gets to Mr. Chapley’s time of life, wants to go
-into the country and live on the land. I’d like to see him living on the
-land in Hatboro’, Massachusetts! You can stand up in your buggy and
-count half-a-dozen abandoned farms wherever you’ve a mind to stop on the
-road. By-the-way,” said Mr. Brandreth, from an association of ideas that
-Ray easily followed, “have you seen anything of the book that Mr. Hughes
-is writing? He’s got a good title for it. ‘The World Revisited’ ought to
-sell the first edition of it at a go.”
-
-“Before people found out what strong meat it was? It condemns the whole
-structure of society; he’s read me parts of it.”
-
-“Well, well,” said Mr. Brandreth, in a certain perplexity, “that might
-make it go too. People like strong meat. They like to have the structure
-of society condemned. There’s a good deal of sympathy with the
-underpinning; there’s no use trying to deny it. Confound it! I should
-like to try such a book as that in the market. But it would be regarded
-by everybody who knew him as an outcome of Mr. Chapley’s Tolstoï twist.”
-
-“I understand that Mr. Hughes’s views are entirely opposed to Tolstoï’s.
-He regards him as unpractical,” said Ray, with a smile for Hughes’s
-practicality.
-
-“It wouldn’t make any difference. They would call it Tolstoïan on Mr.
-Chapley’s account. People don’t know. There was _Looking Backward_; they
-took that at a gulp, and didn’t know that it was the rankest sort of
-socialism. My! If I could get hold of a book like _Looking Backward_!”
-
-“I might have it come out that the wicked cousin in _A Modern Romeo_ was
-a secret Anarchist. That ought to make the book’s fortune.”
-
-Ray could deal lightly with his rejected novel, but even while he made
-an open jest of it, the book was still inwardly dear to him. He still
-had his moments of thinking it a great book, in places. He was always
-mentally comparing it with other novels that came out, and finding it
-better. He could not see why they should have got publishers, and his
-book not; he had to fall back upon that theory of mere luck which first
-so emboldens and then so embitters the heart; and the hope that lingered
-in him was mixed with cynicism.
-
-
-
-
-XXXIII.
-
-
-When Peace came back to her work, Mr. Brandreth, in admiration of her
-spirit, confided to Ray that she had refused to take pay for the time
-she had been away, and that no arguments availed with her.
-
-“They must have been at unusual expense on account of this sickness, and
-I understand that the son-in-law hasn’t earned anything for a month. But
-what can you do?”
-
-“You can’t do anything,” said Ray. Their poverty might be finally
-reached from without, and it was not this which made him chiefly anxious
-in his futile sympathy for Peace. He saw her isolated in the presence of
-troubles from which he was held as far aloof as her father lived in his
-dream of a practicable golden age. Their common sorrow, which ought to
-have drawn the mother and father of the dead children nearer together,
-seemed to have alienated them. After the first transports of her grief,
-Mrs. Denton appeared scarcely to miss the little ones; the cat, which
-they had displaced so rarely, was now always in her lap, and her idle,
-bantering talk went on, about anything, about everything, as before, but
-with something more of mockery for her husband’s depressions and
-exaltations. It might have been from a mistaken wish to rouse him to
-some sort of renewed endeavor that she let her reckless tongue run upon
-what he had done with his process; it might have been from her
-perception that he was most vulnerable there; Ray could not decide. For
-the most part Denton remained withdrawn from the rest, a shadow and a
-silence which they ignored. Sometimes he broke in with an irrelevant
-question or comment, but oftener he evaded answering when they spoke to
-him. If his wife pressed him at such times he left them; and then they
-heard him talking to himself in his room, after an old habit of his; now
-and then Ray thought he was praying. If he did not come back, Peace
-followed him, and then her voice could be heard in entreaty with him.
-
-“She’s the only one that can do anything with Ansel,” her sister lightly
-explained one evening. “She has so much patience with him; father hasn’t
-any more than I have; but Peace can persuade him out of almost anything
-except his great idea of sacrifice.”
-
-“Sacrifice?” Ray repeated.
-
-“Yes. I don’t know what he means. But he thinks he’s been very wicked,
-trying to invent that process, and he can’t get forgiveness without some
-kind of sacrifice. He’s found it in the Old Testament somewhere. _I_
-tell him it’s a great pity he didn’t live in the days of the prophets;
-he might have passed for one. I don’t know what he’s going to do. He
-says we must make some sacrifice; but I can’t see what we’ve got left
-to sacrifice. We might make a burnt offering of the chairs in father’s
-stove; the coal’s about gone.”
-
-She stopped, and looked up at Denton, who had come in with a book in his
-hand; Peace glided in behind him.
-
-“Oh, are you going to read us something, Ansel?” his wife asked with her
-smile of thoughtless taunting. “I don’t see why you don’t give public
-readings. You could read better than the elocutionists that used to read
-to us in the Family. And it wouldn’t be taking the bread out of any one
-else’s mouth.” She turned to Ray: “You know Ansel’s given up his place
-so as to let another man have his chance. It was the least he could do
-after he had tried to take away the livelihood of so many by inventing
-that wicked process of his.”
-
-Denton gave no sign of having heard her. He fixed his troubled eyes on
-Ray. “Do you know that poem?” he asked, handing him the open book.
-
-“Oh, yes,” said Ray.
-
-“It’s a mistake,” said Denton, “all a mistake. I should like to write to
-Tennyson and tell him so. I’ve thought it out. The true sacrifice would
-have been the best, not the dearest; the best.”
-
-The next day was Sunday, and it broke, with that swift, capricious heat
-of our climate, after several days of cloudy menace. The sun shone, and
-the streets were thronged with people. They were going to church in
-different directions, but there was everywhere a heavy trend toward the
-stations of the elevated road, and the trains were crammed with men,
-women and children going to the Park. When Ray arrived there with one of
-the throngs he had joined, he saw the roads full of carriages, and in
-the paths black files of foot-passengers pushing on past the seats
-packed with those who had come earlier, and sat sweltering under the
-leafless trees. The grass was already green; some of the forwarder
-shrubs were olive-gray with buds.
-
-Ray walked deep into the Park. He came in sight of a bench near a shelf
-of rock in a by-path, with a man sitting alone on it. There was room for
-two, and Ray made for the place.
-
-The man sat leaning forward with his heavy blonde head hanging down as
-if he might have been drunk. He suddenly lifted himself, and Ray saw
-that it was Denton. His face was red from the blood that had run into
-it, but as it grew paler it showed pathetically thin. He stared at Ray
-confusedly, and did not know him till he spoke.
-
-Then he said, “Oh!” and put out his hand. A sudden kindness in Ray, more
-than he commonly felt for the man whom he sometimes pitied, but never
-liked, responded to the overture.
-
-“May I have part of your bench?” he asked.
-
-“Yes,” said Denton. “Sit down,” and he made way for him. “It isn’t mine;
-it’s one of the few things in this cursed town that belongs to every
-one.”
-
-“Well,” said Ray, cheerfully, “I suppose we’re all proprietors of the
-Park, even if we’re not allowed to walk on our own grass.”
-
-“Yes; but don’t get me thinking about that. There’s been too much of
-that in my life. I want to get away--away from it all. We are going into
-the country. Do you know about those abandoned farms in New England?
-Could we go and take up one of them?”
-
-“I’m sure I don’t know. But what could you do with it, if you did? The
-owners left those farms because they couldn’t live on them. You would
-have to fight a battle you’re not strong enough for. Better wait till
-you get fairly on your feet.”
-
-“Yes, I’m sick; I’m no good. But it would be expiation.”
-
-Ray did not speak at once. Then, partly because he thought he might be
-of use to the man by helping him to an objective vision of what was
-haunting him, and partly from an æsthetic desire to pry into the
-confusion of his turbid soul, he asked: “Do you mean for that invention
-of yours?”
-
-“No; that’s nothing; that was a common crime.”
-
-“Well, I have no right to ask you anything further. But in any given
-case of expiation, the trouble is that a man can’t expiate alone; he
-makes a lot of other people expiate with him.”
-
-“Yes; you can’t even sin alone. That is the curse of it, and then the
-innocent have to suffer with the sinners. But I meant--the children.”
-
-“The children?”
-
-“Yes; I let them die.”
-
-Ray understood now that it was remorse for his exposure of the little
-ones to contagion which was preying on him. “I don’t think you were to
-blame for that. It was something that might have happened to any one.
-For the sake of your family you ought to look at it in the true light.
-You are no more responsible for your children’s death than I am.” Ray
-stopped, and Denton stared as if listening.
-
-“What? What? What?” he said, in the tone of a man who tries to catch
-something partly heard. “Did you hear?” he asked. “They are both talking
-at once--with the same voice; it’s the twin nature.” He shook his head
-vehemently, and said, with an air of relief: “Well, now it’s stopped.
-What did you say?”
-
-“I didn’t say anything,” Ray answered.
-
-“Oh! It was the Voice, then. You see it was a mistake not to do it
-sooner; I ought to have _given_ them; not waited for them to be _taken_.
-I couldn’t understand, because in the flesh they couldn’t speak. They
-had to speak in the spirit. That was it--why they died. I thought that
-if I took some rich man who had made his millions selfishly,
-cruelly--you see?--it would satisfy justice; then the reign of peace and
-plenty could begin. But that was wrong. That would have made the guilty
-suffer for the innocent; and the innocent must suffer for the guilty.
-Always! There is no other atonement. Now I see that. Oh, my soul, my
-soul! What? No! Yes, yes! The best, the purest, the meekest! Always
-that! Without the shedding of blood, there is no remission--Who do you
-think is the best person in New York--the purest, the meekest?”
-
-“Who?” Ray echoed.
-
-“Yes,” said Denton. Then he broke off. “She said, No! No! No!” He
-started up from the seat. “For their life, their life, their life! That
-was where the wrong was. I knew it was all wrong, always. Oh, my soul,
-my soul! What shall the atonement be?” He moved away, and at a few
-paces’ distance he began to run.
-
-Ray watched him running, running, till he was out of sight.
-
-He passed a restless, anxious day, and in the evening he could not keep
-from going to the Hugheses’. He found them all together, and gayer than
-he had seen them since the children’s death. He tried to join in the
-light-hearted fun that Mrs. Denton was making with her husband; she was
-unusually fond, and she flattered him with praises of his talent and
-good looks; she said his pallor became him.
-
-“Do you know,” she asked Ray, “that we’re all going to New Hampshire to
-live on an abandoned farm?”
-
-She made Denton get his violin, and he played a long time. Suddenly he
-stopped, and waited in the attitude of listening. He called out, “Yes!”
-and struck the instrument over a chair-top, breaking it to splinters. He
-jumped up as if in amaze at what had happened; then he said to Peace,
-“I’ve made you some kindling.”
-
-His wife said with a smile, “A man must do _something_ for a living.”
-
-Denton merely looked at her with a kind of vague surprise. After a
-moment’s suspense he wheeled about and caught his hat from the wall, and
-rushed down the stairs into the street.
-
-Hughes came in from the front room, with his pen in his hand, and
-hoarsely gasping. “What is the matter?” he weakly whispered. No one
-spoke, but the ruin of the violin answered for itself. “Some more of
-that fool’s work, I suppose. It is getting past all endurance. He was
-always the most unpractical creature, and of late, he’s become utterly
-worthless.” He kept on moving his lips as if he were speaking, but no
-sound came from them.
-
-Mrs. Denton burst into a crowing laugh: “It’s too bad Ansel should have
-_two_ voices and father none at all!”
-
-The old man’s lips still moved, and now there came from them, “A fool, a
-perfect fool!”
-
-“Oh, no, father,” said Peace, and she went up to the old man. “You know
-Ansel isn’t a fool. You know he has been tried; and he is good, you know
-he is! He has worked hard for us all; and I can’t bear to have you call
-him names.”
-
-“Let him show some common-sense, then,” said her father. “I have no wish
-to censure him. But his continual folly wears me out. He owes it to the
-cause, if not to his family, to be sensible and--and--practical. Tell
-him I wish to see him when he comes in,” he added, with an air of
-authority, like the relic of former headship. “It’s high time I had a
-talk with him. These disturbances in the family are becoming very
-harassing. I cannot fix my mind on anything.”
-
-He went back into his own room, where they heard him coughing. It was a
-moment of pain without that dignity which we like to associate with the
-thought of suffering, but which is seldom present in it; Ray did not
-dare to go; he sat keenly sensible of the squalor of it, unable to stir.
-He glanced toward Peace for strength; she had her face hidden in her
-hands. He would not look at Mrs. Denton, who was saying: “I think father
-is right, and if Ansel can’t control himself any better than he has of
-late, he’d better leave us. It’s wearing father out. Don’t you think he
-looks worse, Mr. Ray?”
-
-He did not answer, but remained wondering what he had better do.
-
-Peace took down her hands and looked at him, and he saw that she wished
-him to go. He went, but in the dark below he lingered, trying to think
-whom he should turn to for help. He ran over Mr. Chapley, Brandreth,
-Kane in his mind with successive rejection, and then he thought of
-Kane’s doctor; he had never really seen him, but he feigned him the
-wisest and most efficient of the doctors known to fiction. Of course it
-must be a doctor whom Ray should speak to; but he must put the affair
-hypothetically, so that if the doctor thought it nothing, no one would
-be compromised. It must be a physician of the greatest judgment, a man
-of sympathy as well as sagacity; no, it could be any sort of doctor, and
-he ought to go to him at once.
-
-He was fumbling in the dark for the wire that pulled the bolt of the
-street door when a night-latch was thrust into the key-hole outside, and
-the door was burst open with a violence that flung him back against the
-wall behind it. Before it could swing to again he saw Denton’s figure
-bent in its upward rush on the stairs; he leaped after him.
-
-“Now, then!” Denton shouted, as they burst into the apartment together.
-“The time has come! The time has come! They are calling you, Peace! You
-wouldn’t let me give them, and the Lord had to take them, but they have
-reconciled Him to you; He will accept you for their sake!”
-
-Old Hughes had entered from his room, and stood looking on with a
-frowning brows, but with more vexation than apprehension. “Be done with
-that arrant nonsense!” he commanded. “What stuff are you talking?”
-
-Denton’s wife shrank into the farthest corner, with the cat still in her
-arms. Peace stood in the middle of the room staring at him. He did not
-heed Hughes except to thrust him aside as he launched himself towards
-the girl.
-
-Ray slipped between them, and Denton regarded him with dull wavering
-eyes like a drunken man’s. “Oh, you’re here still, are you?” he said; a
-cunning gleam came into his eyes, and he dropped his voice from its
-impassioned pitch. He kept his right hand in his coat pocket, and Ray
-watched that hand too solely. Denton flashed past him, and with his left
-swept away the hands which Peace mechanically lifted to her face, and
-held them in his grip. Ray sprang upon him, and pinioned his right
-wrist.
-
-“Hold him fast!” Hughes added his grip to Ray’s. “He’s got something in
-his pocket, there! Run to the window, Jenny, and call for help!”
-
-“No, no, Jenny, don’t!” Peace entreated. “Don’t call out. Ansel won’t
-hurt me! I know he’ll listen to me; won’t you Ansel? Oh, what is it you
-want to do?”
-
-“Here!” cried Denton. “Take it! In an instant you will be with them! The
-sin will be remitted.” He struggled to reach her lips with the hand
-which he had got out of his pocket. Old Hughes panted out:
-
-“Open his fist! Tear it open. If I had a knife”--
-
-“Oh, don’t hurt him!” Peace implored. “He isn’t hurting me.”
-
-Denton suddenly released her wrists, and she sank senseless. Ray threw
-himself on his knees beside her, and stretched his arms out over her.
-
-Denton did not look at them; he stood a moment listening; then with a
-formless cry he whirled into the next room. The door shut crashing
-behind him, and then there came the noise of a heavy fall within. The
-rush of a train made itself loudly heard in the silence.
-
-A keen bitter odor in the air rapt Ray far away to an hour of childhood
-when a storm had stripped the blossoms from a peach-tree by the house,
-and he noted with a child’s accidental observance the acrid scent which
-rose from them.
-
-“That is prussic acid,” Hughes whispered, and he moved feebly towards
-the door and pushed it open. Denton lay on the floor with his head
-toward the threshold, and the old man stood looking down into his dead
-face.
-
-“It must have been that which he had in his hand.”
-
-
-
-
-XXXIV.
-
-
-“Well, old fellow, I’ve got some good news for you,” said Mr. Brandreth,
-when Ray showed himself at the door of the publisher’s little den the
-next morning. Ray thought that he carried the record of the event he had
-witnessed in every lineament, but Mr. Brandreth could have seen nothing
-unusual in his face. “The editor of _Every Evening_ has just been here,
-and he wants to see you about taking hold of his literary department.”
-Ray stared blankly. Mr. Brandreth went on with generous pleasure: “He’s
-had some trouble with the man who’s been doing it, and it’s come to a
-complete break at last, and now he wants you to try. He’s got some new
-ideas about it. He wants to make something specially literary of the
-Saturday issue; he has a notion of restoring the old-fashioned serial.
-If you take charge, you could work in the _Modern Romeo_ on him; and
-then, if it succeeds as a serial, we can republish it in book form!
-Better see him at once! Isn’t it funny how things turn out? He said he
-was coming down town in a Broadway car, and happened to catch sight of
-Coquelin’s name on a poster at the theatre, and it made him think of
-you. He’d always liked that thing you did for him, and when he got down
-here, he jumped out and came in to ask about you. I talked you into him
-good and strong, and he wants to see you.”
-
-Ray listened in nerveless passivity to news that would have transported
-him with hope a few hours before. Mr. Brandreth might well have mistaken
-his absent stare for the effect of such a rapture. He said, as a man
-does when tempted a little beyond prudence by the pleasure he is giving:
-
-“The fact is, I’ve been thinking about that work of yours, myself. I
-want to try _some_ novel for the summer trade; and I want you to let me
-see it again. I want to read it myself this time. They say a publisher
-oughtn’t to know anything about the inside of a book, but I think we
-might make an exception of yours.” Ray’s face remained unchanged, and
-Mr. Brandreth now asked, with a sudden perception of its strangeness:
-“Hello! What’s the matter? Anything gone wrong with you?”
-
-“No, no,” Ray struggled out, “not with me. But”--
-
-“Nothing new with the Hugheses, I hope?” said Mr. Brandreth, with
-mounting alarm. “Miss Hughes was to have come back to work this morning,
-but she hasn’t yet. No more diphtheria, I hope? By Jove, my dear fellow,
-I don’t think you ought to come here if there is! I don’t think it’s
-quite fair to me.”
-
-“It isn’t diphtheria,” Ray gasped. “But they’re in great trouble. I
-hardly know how to tell you. That wretched creature, Denton, has killed
-himself. He’s been off his base for some time, and I’ve been
-dreading--I’ve been there all night with them. He took prussic acid and
-died instantly. Mr. Hughes and I had a struggle with him to
-prevent--prevent him; and the old man got a wrench, and then he had a
-hemorrhage. He is very weak from it, but the doctor’s brought him round
-for the present. Miss Hughes wanted me to come and tell you.”
-
-“Has it got out yet?” Mr. Brandreth asked. “Are the reporters on to it?”
-
-“The fact has to come out officially through the doctor, but it isn’t
-known yet.”
-
-“I wish it hadn’t happened,” said Mr. Brandreth. “It will be an awful
-scandal.”
-
-There had been a moment with Ray too when the scandal of the fact was
-all he felt. “Yes,” he said, mechanically.
-
-“You see,” Mr. Brandreth explained, “those fellows will rummage round in
-every direction, for every bit of collateral information, relevant and
-irrelevant, and they will make as much as they can of the fact that Miss
-Hughes was employed here.”
-
-“I see,” said Ray.
-
-Mr. Brandreth fell into a rueful muse, but he plucked himself out of it
-with self-reproachful decency. “It’s awful for them, poor things!”
-
-“It’s the best thing that could have happened, under the circumstances,”
-said Ray, with a coldness that surprised himself, and a lingering
-resentment toward Denton that the physical struggle had left in his
-nerves. “It was a question whether he should kill himself, or kill some
-one else. He had a mania of sacrifice, of atonement. Somebody had to be
-offered up. He was a crank.” Ray pronounced the word with a strong
-disgust, as if there were nothing worse to be said of a man. He paused,
-and then he went on. “I shall have to tell you all about it, Brandreth;”
-and he went over the event again, and spared nothing.
-
-Mr. Brandreth listened with starting eyes. As if the additional details
-greatly discouraged him, he said, “I don’t think those things can be
-kept from coming out. It will be a terrible scandal. Of course, I pity
-the family; and Miss Hughes. It’s strange that they could keep living on
-with such a danger hanging over them for weeks and months, and not try
-to do anything about it--not have him shut up.”
-
-“The doctor says we’ve no idea what sort of things people keep living on
-with,” said Ray, gloomily. “The danger isn’t always there, and the hope
-is. The trouble keeps on, and in most cases nothing happens. The doctor
-says nothing would have happened in this case, probably, if the man had
-staid quietly in the country, in the routine he was used to. But when he
-had the stress of new circumstances put on him, with the anxieties and
-the chances, and all the miseries around him, his mind gave way; I don’t
-suppose it was ever a very strong one.”
-
-“Oh, I don’t see how the strongest stands it, in this infernal
-hurly-burly,” said Mr. Brandreth, with an introspective air. He added,
-with no effect of relief from his reflection, “I don’t know what I’m
-going to say to my wife when all this comes out. I’ve got to prepare
-her, somehow--her and her mother. Look here! Why couldn’t you go up to
-Mr. Chapley’s with me, and see him? He wasn’t very well, yesterday, and
-said he wouldn’t be down till this afternoon. My wife’s going there to
-lunch, and we can get them all together before the evening papers are
-out. Then I think we could make them see it in the right light. What do
-you say?”
-
-“I don’t see why I shouldn’t go with you. If I can be of any use,” said
-Ray, with an inward regret that he could think of no excuse for not
-going.
-
-“I think you can be of the greatest use,” said Mr. Brandreth. He called
-a clerk, and left word with him that he should not be in again till
-after lunch. “You see,” he explained, as they walked out together, “if
-we can get the story to Mrs. Brandreth and her mother before it comes to
-them in print it won’t seem half as bad. Some fellow is going to get
-hold of the case and work it for all it is worth. He is going to unearth
-Mr. Hughes’s whole history, and exploit him as a reformer and a
-philosopher. He’s going to find out everybody who knows him, or has ever
-had anything to do with him, and interview people right and left.”
-
-Ray had to acknowledge that this was but too probable. He quailed to
-think of the publicity which he must achieve in the newspapers, and how
-he must figure before the people of Midland, who had expected such a
-different celebrity for him.
-
-“You must look out for yourself. I’m going to put Mr. Chapley on his
-guard, and warn the ladies not to see any reporters or answer any
-questions. By-the-way, does Mr. Kane know about this yet?”
-
-“I’ve just come from his place; he wasn’t at home; I left a note for
-him.”
-
-“I wonder if we hadn’t better go round that way and tell him?” Mr.
-Brandreth faltered a moment, and then pushed on. “Or, no! He’s a wary
-old bird, and I don’t think he’ll say anything that will commit
-anybody.” They walked on in silence for awhile before Mr. Brandreth
-said, with an air of relevance, “Of course, I shouldn’t want you to
-count too much upon our being able to do anything with your book this
-year, after all.”
-
-“Of course,” said Ray. “If I’m mixed up with this business in the
-papers, my name won’t be a very good one for a respectable house to
-conjure with for some years to come. Perhaps never.”
-
-At that moment he was mere egoist, feeling nothing but the mockery and
-the malice of fortune; all his compassion for the hapless creatures
-whose misery had involved him died within him.
-
-“Oh, I don’t mean that, exactly,” said Mr. Brandreth. “But isn’t it
-curious how we’re all bound together here? It’s enough to make one
-forswear all intercourse with his fellow-beings. Here we are in same
-boat with people whom I didn’t know the existence of six months ago; and
-because Mr. Chapley has stood by his old friend and tried to help him
-along, he will probably be pilloried with him before the public as a
-fellow-Tolstoïan, and people all over the country that used to order
-their books through us will think we’re in sympathy with the anarchists,
-and won’t have any more to do with us than if we had published the
-_Kreuzer Sonata_.”
-
-Ray thought how he had never asked to know the Hugheses at all, and was
-not justly responsible for them, even through a tie of ancient
-friendship. But in the presence of Mr. Brandreth’s shameless anxieties,
-he was ashamed to air his own. He only said, cynically: “Yes, it appears
-that a homicidal lunatic can’t take himself harmlessly out of the world.
-His fate reaches out in every direction, and covers everybody that knew
-him with confusion. And they talk of a moral government of the
-universe!”
-
-“Yes!” said Mr. Brandreth, with as much satisfaction in Ray’s scorn of
-the order of things as his mild nature could probably feel.
-
-At Mr. Chapley’s house they learned that Mrs. Brandreth had brought the
-baby to spend the day with her mother. Her sister, whom Ray knew, met
-the two men at the door on her way out to a young ladies’ lunch, and
-told them they would find her father in his library. She said Mr. Kane
-was there with him; and Mr. Brandreth, with a glance at Ray, said,
-“Well, that’s first-rate!” and explained, as they pushed on upstairs,
-“He may be able to suggest something.”
-
-Kane did not suggest anything at once. He listened in silence and
-without apparent feeling to Ray’s story.
-
-“Dear me!” Mr. Chapley lamented. “Dreadful, dreadful! Poor David must be
-in a sad state about it! And I’m not fit to go to him!”
-
-“He wouldn’t expect you, sir,” Mr. Brandreth began.
-
-“I don’t know; he would certainly come to me if I were in trouble. Dear,
-dear! Was the hemorrhage very exhausting, Mr.--er--Ray?”
-
-Ray gave the doctor’s word that there was no immediate danger from it,
-and Mr. Brandreth made haste to say that he had come to tell the ladies
-about the affair before they saw it in the papers, and to caution them
-against saying anything if reporters called.
-
-“Yes, that’s very well,” said Mr. Chapley. “But I see nothing
-detrimental to us in the facts.”
-
-“No, sir. Not unless they’re distorted, and--in connection with your
-peculiar views, sir. When those fellows get on to your old friendship
-with Mr. Hughes, and _his_ peculiar views, there’s no telling what they
-won’t make of them.” Kane glanced round at Ray with arched eyes and
-pursed mouth. Mr. Brandreth turned toward Ray, and asked sweetly,
-“Should you mind my lighting one of those after-dinner pastilles?” He
-indicated the slender stem in the little silver-holder on the mantel.
-“Of course there’s no danger of infection now; but it would be a little
-more reassuring to my wife, especially as she’s got the boy here with
-her.”
-
-“By all means,” said Ray, and the pastille began sending up a delicate
-thread of pungent blue smoke, while Mr. Brandreth went for his wife and
-mother-in-law.
-
-“It seems to me you’re in a parlous state, Henry,” said Kane. “I don’t
-see but you’ll have to renounce Tolstoï and all his works if you ever
-get out of this trouble. I’m sorry for you. It takes away half the
-satisfaction I feel at the lifting of that incubus from poor David’s
-life. I think I’d better go.” He rose, and went over to give his hand to
-Mr. Chapley, where he sat in a reclining-chair.
-
-Mr. Chapley clung to him, and said feebly: “No, no! Don’t go, Kane. We
-shall need your advice, and--and--counsel,” and while Kane hesitated,
-Mr. Brandreth came in with the ladies, who wore a look of mystified
-impatience.
-
-“I thought they had better hear it from you, Mr. Ray,” he said, and for
-the third time Ray detailed the tragical incidents. He felt as if he had
-been inculpating himself.
-
-Then Mrs. Chapley said: “It is what we might have expected from the
-beginning. But if it will be a warning to Mr. Chapley”--
-
-Mrs. Brandreth turned upon her mother with a tone that startled Mr.
-Chapley from the attitude of gentle sufferance in which he sat resting
-his chin upon his hand. “I don’t see what warning there can be for papa
-in such a dreadful thing. Do you think he’s likely to take prussic
-acid?”
-
-“I don’t say that, you know well enough, child. But I shall be quite
-satisfied if it is the last of Tolstoïsm in _this_ family.”
-
-“It has nothing to do with Tolstoï,” Mrs. Brandreth returned, with
-surprising energy. “If we’d all been living simply in the country, that
-wretched creature’s mind wouldn’t have been preyed upon by the misery of
-the city.”
-
-“There’s more insanity in proportion to the population in the country
-than there is in the city,” Mrs. Chapley began.
-
-Mrs. Brandreth ignored her statistical contribution. “There’s no more
-danger of father’s going out to live on a farm, or in a community, than
-there is of his taking poison; and at any rate he hasn’t got anything to
-do with what’s happened. He’s just been faithful to his old friend, and
-he’s given his daughter work. I don’t care how much the newspapers bring
-that in. We haven’t done anything wrong.”
-
-Mr. Brandreth looked at his wife in evident surprise; her mother said,
-“Well, my dear!”
-
-Her father gently urged: “I don’t think you’ve quite understood your
-mother. She doesn’t look at life from my point of view.”
-
-“No, Henry, I’m thankful to say I don’t,” Mrs. Chapley broke in; “and I
-don’t know anybody who does. If I had followed you and your prophet, we
-shouldn’t have had a roof over our heads.”
-
-“A good many people have no roofs over their heads,” Mr. Chapley meekly
-suggested.
-
-“That’s no reason why we shouldn’t,” said his wife.
-
-“No; you’re right there, my dear. That’s the hopeless part of it.
-Perhaps poor David is right, and the man who attempts to solve the
-problem of altruism singly and in his own life”--
-
-Mrs. Brandreth would not let him finish. “The question is, what are we
-going to do for these poor things in their trouble?” She looked at Ray,
-who had sat by trying in his sense of intrusion and superfluity to
-shrink into as small a space as possible. He now blushed to find himself
-appealed to. He had not seen Mrs. Brandreth often, and he had not
-reversed his first impression of a narrow, anxious, housewifely spirit
-in her, sufficient to the demands of young motherhood, but of few and
-scanty general sympathies.
-
-“When did you see them last?” she asked.
-
-He told her, and she said, “Well, I am going right up there with Percy.”
-
-“And bring back the scarlet fever to your child!” cried her mother. “You
-shall neither of you go, as long as I have anything to say about it. Or,
-if you do, you shall not come back to this house, and I shall keep the
-baby here till there isn’t the least fear of danger; and I don’t know
-how long that will be.”
-
-All the grandmother rose in Mrs. Chapley; she lifted her voice, and in
-the transport of her alarm and indignation she suddenly appealed to Mr.
-Kane from the wilfulness she evidently feared in her daughter: “What do
-you think, Mr. Kane?”
-
-“I wouldn’t presume to decide such a question finally; it’s too
-important,” Kane said, in his mellow murmur. “But I wish that for the
-moment Mrs. Brandreth would let me be the bearer of her kind messages
-and inquiries. If you haven’t been in the habit of calling there”--
-
-“I have never been there at all, I’m sorry to say,” Mrs. Brandreth
-frankly declared.
-
-“Ah! Well, I don’t see what good could come of it, just at present; and
-there might be some lingering infection.”
-
-“It has been carried in clothes across the ocean months afterwards, and
-in letters,” Mrs. Chapley triumphed.
-
-Kane abandoned the point to her. “The situation might be very much worse
-for the Hugheses, as I was saying to Henry before you came in. The
-Powers are not commonly so considerate. It seems to me distinctly the
-best thing that could have happened, at least as far as Denton is
-concerned.”
-
-“Surely,” said Mrs. Chapley, “you don’t approve of suicide?”
-
-“Not in the case of sane and happy people,” Kane blandly replied. “The
-suicide of such persons should be punished with the utmost rigor of the
-law. But there seem to be extenuating circumstances in the present
-instance; I hope the coroner’s jury will deal leniently with the
-culprit. I must go and see if I can do anything for David. Probably I
-can’t. It’s always a question in these cases whether you are not adding
-to the sufferings of the mourners by your efforts to alleviate them; but
-you can only solve it at their expense by trying.”
-
-“And you will let us know,” said Mrs. Chapley, “whether _we_ can do
-anything, Mr. Kane.”
-
-Mrs. Brandreth did not openly persist in her determination to go to the
-Hugheses. She said, “Yes, be sure you let us know,” and when Kane had
-gone on an errand of mercy which he owned was distasteful to him, her
-husband followed Ray down to the door.
-
-“You see what splendid courage she has,” he whispered, with a backward
-glance up the stairs. “I must confess that it surprised me, after all
-I’ve seen her go through, that stand she took with her mother. But I
-don’t altogether wonder at it; they were disagreeing about keeping up
-the belladonna when I found them, upstairs, and I guess Mrs. Brandreth’s
-opposition naturally carried over into this question about the Hugheses.
-Of course Mrs. Chapley means well, but if Mrs. Brandreth could once be
-got from under her influence she would be twice the woman she is. I
-think she’s right about the effect of our connection with the family
-before the public. They can’t make anything wrong out of it, no matter
-how they twist it or turn it. I’m not afraid. After all, it isn’t as if
-Mr. Hughes was one of those howling socialists. An old-time Brook
-Farmer--it’s a kind of literary tradition; it’s like being an original
-abolitionist. I’m going to see if I can’t get a glimpse of that book of
-his without committing myself. Well, let me know how you get on. I
-wouldn’t let that chance on _Every Evening_ slip. Better see the man.
-Confound the papers! I hope they won’t drag us in!”
-
-
-
-
-XXXV.
-
-
-A few lines, with some misspelling of names, told the story of the
-suicide and inquest in the afternoon papers, and it dwindled into still
-smaller space and finer print the next morning. The publicity which
-those least concerned had most dreaded was spared them. Ray himself
-appeared in print as a witness named Bray; there was no search into the
-past of Hughes and his family, or their present relations; none of the
-rich sensations of the case were exploited; it was treated as one of
-those every-day tragedies without significance or importance, which
-abound in the history of great cities, and are forgotten as rapidly as
-they occur. The earth closed over the hapless wretch for whom the dream
-of duty tormenting us all, more or less, had turned to such a hideous
-nightmare, and those whom his death threatened even more than his life
-drew consciously or unconsciously a long breath of freedom.
-
-Mr. Brandreth’s courage rose with his escape; there came a moment when
-he was ready to face the worst; the moment did not come till the danger
-of the worst was past. Then he showed himself even eager to retrieve the
-effect of anxieties not compatible with a scrupulous self-respect.
-
-“Why should we laugh at him?” Kane philosophized, in talking the matter
-over with Ray. “The ideals of generosity and self-devotion are
-preposterous in our circumstances. He was quite right to be cautious, to
-be prudent, to protect his business and his bosom from the invasion of
-others’ misfortunes, and to look anxiously out for the main chance. Who
-would do it for him, if he neglected this first and most obvious duty?
-He has behaved most thoughtfully and kindly toward Peace through it all,
-and I can’t blame him for not thrusting himself forward to offer help
-when nothing could really be done.”
-
-Kane had himself remained discreetly in the background, and had not
-cumbered his old acquaintance with offers of service. He kept away from
-the funeral, but he afterwards visited Hughes frequently, though he
-recognized nothing more than the obligation of the early kindness
-between them. This had been affected by many years of separation and
-wide divergence of opinion, and it was doubtful whether his visits were
-altogether a pleasure to the invalid. They disputed a good deal, and
-sometimes when Hughes lost his voice from excitement and exhaustion,
-Kane’s deep pipe kept on in a cool smooth assumption of positions which
-Hughes was physically unable to assail.
-
-Mr. Chapley went out of town to his country place in Massachusetts, to
-try and get back his strength after a touch of the grippe. The Sunday
-conventicles had to be given up because Hughes could no longer lead
-them, and could not suffer the leadership of others. He was left mainly
-for society and consolation to the young fellow who did not let him feel
-that he differed from him, and was always gently patient with him.
-
-Ray had outlived the grudge he felt at Kane for delivering him over to
-bonds which he shirked so lightly himself; but this was perhaps because
-they were no longer a burden. It was not possible for him to refuse his
-presence to the old man when he saw that it was his sole pleasure; he
-had come to share the pleasure of these meetings himself. As the days
-which must be fewer and fewer went by he tried to come every day, and
-Peace usually found him sitting with her father when she reached home at
-the end of the afternoon. Ray could get there first because his work on
-the newspaper was of a more flexible and desultory sort; and he often
-brought a bundle of books for review with him, and talked them over with
-Hughes, for whom he was a perspective of the literary world, with its
-affairs and events. Hughes took a vivid interest in the management of
-Ray’s department of _Every Evening_, and gave him advice about it,
-charging him not to allow it to be merely æsthetic, but to imbue it with
-an ethical quality; he maintained that literature should be the handmaid
-of reform; he regretted that he had not cast the material of _The World
-Revisited_ in the form of fiction, which would have given it a charm
-impossible to a merely polemical treatise.
-
-“I’m convinced that if I had it in that shape it would readily find a
-publisher, and I’m going to see what I can do to work it over as soon as
-I’m about again.”
-
-“I hope you’ll be luckier than I’ve been with fiction,” said Ray. “I
-don’t know but it might be a good plan to turn _A Modern Romeo_ into a
-polemical treatise. We might change about, Mr. Hughes.”
-
-Hughes said, “Why don’t you bring your story up here and read it to me?”
-
-“Wouldn’t that be taking an unfair advantage of you?” Ray asked. “Just
-at present my chief’s looking over it, to see if it won’t do for the
-_feuilleton_ we’re going to try. He won’t want it; but it affords a
-little respite for you, Mr. Hughes, as long as he thinks he may.”
-
-He knew that Peace must share his constraint in speaking of his book.
-When they were alone for a little while before he went away that evening
-he said to her, “You have never told me yet that you forgave me for my
-bad behavior about my book the last time we talked about it.”
-
-“Did you wish me to tell you?” she asked, gently. “I thought I needn’t.”
-
-“Yes, do,” he urged. “You thought I was wrong?”
-
-“Yes,” she assented.
-
-“Then you ought to say, in so many words, ‘I forgive you.’”
-
-He waited, but she would not speak.
-
-“Why can’t you say that?”
-
-She did not answer, but after a while she said, “I think what I did was
-a good reason for”--
-
-“My being in the wrong? Then why did you do it? Can’t you tell me
-that?”
-
-“Not--now.”
-
-“Some time?”
-
-“Perhaps,” she murmured.
-
-“Then I may ask you again?”
-
-She was silent, sitting by the window in the little back room, where her
-head was dimly outlined against the late twilight. Between the rushing
-trains at the front they could hear Mrs. Denton talking to her father,
-joking and laughing. Our common notion of tragedy is that it alters the
-nature of those involved, as if it were some spiritual chemistry
-combining the elements of character anew. But it is merely an incident
-of our being, and, for all we can perceive, is of no more vital effect
-than many storms in the material world. What it does not destroy, it
-leaves essentially unchanged. The light creature whom its forces had
-beaten to the earth, rose again with the elasticity of light things,
-when it had passed. She was meant to be what she was made, and even Ray,
-with the severity of his young morality, and the paucity of his
-experience, perceived that the frivolity which shocked him was comfort
-and cheer to the sick old man. She sat with him, and babbled and jested;
-and Ray saw with a generous resentment that she must always have been
-his favorite. There was probably a responsive lightness in Hughes’s own
-soul to which hers brought the balm of kinship and of perfect sympathy.
-There was no apparent consciousness of his preference in the sisters;
-each in her way accepted it as something just and fit. Peace looked
-after the small housekeeping, and her sister had more and more the care
-of their father.
-
-Mrs. Denton’s buoyant temperament served a better purpose in the economy
-of sorrow than a farther-sighted seriousness. In virtue of all that Ray
-had ever read or fancied of such experiences, the deaths that had
-bereaved her ought to have chastened and sobered her, and he could not
-forgive her because she could not wear the black of a hushed and
-spiritless behavior. It even shocked him that Peace did nothing to
-restrain her, but took her from moment to moment as she showed herself,
-and encouraged her cheerful talk, and smiled at her jokes. He could not
-yet understand how the girl’s love was a solvent of all questions that
-harass the helpless reason, and embitter us with the faults of others;
-but from time to time he had a sense of quality in her that awed him
-from all other sense of her. There is something in the heart of man that
-puts a woman’s charm before all else, and that enables evil and foolish
-women to find husbands, while good and wise women die unwed. But in the
-soul of incontaminate youth there is often a passionate refusal to
-accept this instinct as the highest. The ideal of womanhood is then
-something too pure and hallowed even for the dreams of love. It was
-something like this, a mystical reverence or a fantastic exaltation,
-which removed Ray further from Peace, in what might have joined their
-lives, than he was the first day they met, when he began to weave about
-her the reveries which she had no more part in than if they had been the
-dreams of his sleep. They were of the stuff of his literature, and like
-the innumerably trooping, insubstantial fancies that followed each
-other through his brain from nothing in his experience. When they ceased
-to play, as they must after the little romance of that first meeting had
-yielded to acquaintance, what had taken their place? At the end of the
-half-year which had united them in the intimacy of those strange events
-and experiences, he could not have made sure of anything but a sort of
-indignant compassion that drew him near her, and the fantastic sentiment
-that held him aloof. The resentment in his pity was toward himself as
-much as her father; when he saw her in the isolation where the old man’s
-preference for her sister left her, he blamed himself as much as them.
-
-Peace blamed no one by word or look. He doubted if she saw it, till he
-ventured one day to speak of her father’s fondness for her sister, and
-then she answered that he would always rather have Jenny with him than
-any one else. Ray returned some commonplaces, not too sincere, about the
-compensation the care of her father must be to Mrs. Denton in her
-bereavement, and Peace answered as frankly as before that they had got
-each other back again. “Father didn’t want her to marry Ansel, and he
-didn’t care for the children. He couldn’t help that; he was too old; and
-after we were all shut up here together they fretted him.”
-
-She sighed gently, in the way she had, and Ray said, with the fatuity of
-comforters, “I suppose they are better off out of this world.”
-
-“They were born into this world,” she answered.
-
-“Yes,” he had to own.
-
-He saw how truly and deeply she grieved for the little ones, and he
-realized without umbrage that she mourned their wretched father too,
-with an affection as simple and pure. There were times when he thought
-how tragical it would be for her to have cared for Denton, in the way
-his wife cared so little; and then his fancy created a situation in
-whose unreality it ran riot. But all the time he knew that he was
-feigning these things, and that there was no more truth in them than in
-the supposition which he indulged at other times that he was himself in
-love with Mrs. Denton, and always had been, and this was the reason why
-he could not care for Peace. It was the effect in both cases of the
-æsthetic temperament, which is as often the slave as the master of its
-reveries.
-
-It was in Mrs. Denton’s favor that she did not let the drift of their
-father’s affections away from Peace carry her with them. The earthward
-bodily decline of the invalid implied a lapse from the higher sympathies
-to the lower, and she seemed to have some vague perception of this,
-which she formulated in her own way, once, when she wished to account
-for the sick man’s refusal of some service from Peace which he accepted
-from herself.
-
-“He has more use for me here, Peace, because I’m of the earth, earthy,
-but he’ll want you somewhere else.”
-
-The old man clung to the world with a hope that admitted at least no
-open question of his living. He said that as soon as the spring fairly
-opened, and the weather would allow him to go out without taking more
-cold, he should carry his manuscript about to the different publishers,
-and offer it personally. He thought his plan carefully out, and talked
-it over with Ray, whom he showed that his own failure with his novel was
-from a want of address in these interviews. He proposed to do something
-for Ray’s novel as soon as he secured a publisher for himself, and again
-he bade him bring it and read it to him. Ray afterwards realized with
-shame that he would have consented to this if Hughes had persisted. But
-the invitation was probably a mere grace of civility with him, an effect
-of the exuberant faith he had in his own success.
-
-As the season advanced, and the heat within-doors increased, they had to
-open the windows, and then the infernal uproar of the avenue filled the
-room, so that they could not hear one another speak till the windows
-were closed again. But the rush and clank of the elevated trains, the
-perpetual passage of the surface cars, with the clatter of their horses’
-hoofs, and the clash of the air-slitting bells, the grind and jolt of
-the heavy trucks, the wild clatter of express carts across the rails or
-up and down the tracks, the sound of feet and voices, the cries of the
-fruit-venders, and the whiffs of laughter and blasphemy that floated up
-from the turmoil below like filthy odors, seemed not so keenly to
-afflict the sick man, or to rend his nerves with the anguish that forced
-the others to shut it all out, and rather stifle in the heat. Yet, in
-some sort, he felt it too, for once when Ray spoke of it, he said yes,
-it was atrocious. “But,” he added, “I am glad I came and placed myself
-where I could fully realize the hideousness of a competitive metropolis.
-All these abominations of sight and sound, these horrible discords, that
-offend every sense, physically express the spiritual principle
-underlying the whole social framework. It has been immensely instructive
-to me, and I have got some color of it into my book: not enough, of
-course, but infinitely more than I could possibly have imagined. No one
-can imagine the horror, the squalor, the cruel and senseless turpitude
-which these things typify, except in their presence. I have merely
-represented the facts in regard to them, and have left the imagination
-free to deal with the ideal city as a contrast, with its peaceful
-streets, cleanly and quiet, its stately ranks of beautiful dwellings,
-its noble piles of civic and religious architecture, its shaded and
-colonnaded avenues, its parks and gardens, and all planned and built,
-not from the greed and the fraud of competition, but from the generous
-and unselfish spirit of emulation, wherein men join to achieve the best
-instead of separating to get the most. Think of a city operated by
-science, as every city might be now, without one of the wretched animals
-tamed by the savage man, and still perpetuated by the savage man for the
-awkward and imperfect uses of a barbarous society! A city without a
-horse, where electricity brought every man and everything silently to
-the door. Jenny! Get me that manuscript, will you? The part I was
-writing on to-day--in the desk--the middle drawer--I should like to
-read”--
-
-Mrs. Denton dropped her cat from her lap and ran to get the manuscript.
-But when she brought it to her father, and he arranged the leaves with
-fluttering fingers, he could not read. He gasped out a few syllables,
-and in the paroxysm of coughing which began, he thrust the manuscript
-toward Ray.
-
-“He wants you to take it,” said Peace. “You can take it home with you.
-You can give it to me in the morning.”
-
-Ray took it, and stood by, looking on, not knowing how to come to their
-help for the sick man’s relief, and anxious not to cumber them. When
-they had got him quiet again, and Ray had once more thrown up the
-window, and let in the mild night air which came laden with that
-delirium of the frenzied city, Peace followed him into the little back
-room, where they stood a moment.
-
-“For Heaven’s sake,” he said, “why don’t you get him away from here,
-where he could be a little more out of the noise? It’s enough to drive a
-well man mad.”
-
-“He doesn’t feel it as if he were well,” she answered. “We have tried to
-get him to let us bring his bed out here. But he won’t. I think,” she
-added, “that he believes it would be a bad omen to change.”
-
-“Surely,” said Ray, “a man like your father couldn’t care for that
-ridiculous superstition. What possible connection could his changing to
-a quieter place have with his living or”--
-
-“It isn’t a matter of reason with him. I can see how he’s gone back to
-his early life in a great many things in these few days. He hasn’t been
-so much like himself for a long time as he has to-night.”
-
-“What does the doctor say?”
-
-“He says to let him have his own way about it. He says that--the noise
-can’t make any difference--now.”
-
-They were in the dark; but he knew from her voice that tears were in her
-eyes. He felt for her hand to say good-night. When he had found it, he
-held it a moment, and then he kissed it. But no thrill or glow of the
-heart justified him in what he had done. At the best he could excuse it
-as an impulse of pity.
-
-
-
-
-XXXVI.
-
-
-The editor of _Every Evening_ gave Ray his manuscript back. He had
-evidently no expectation that Ray could have any personal feeling about
-it, or could view it apart from the interests of the paper. He himself
-betrayed no personal feeling where the paper was concerned, and he
-probably could have conceived of none in Ray.
-
-“I don’t think it will do for us,” he said. “It is a good story, and I
-read it all through, but I don’t believe it would succeed as a serial.
-What do you think, yourself?”
-
-“I?” said Ray. “How could I have an unprejudiced opinion?”
-
-“I don’t see why you shouldn’t. You know what we want; we’ve talked it
-over enough; and you ought to know whether this is the kind of thing.
-Anyhow, it’s within your province to decide. I don’t think it will do,
-but if you think it will, I’m satisfied. You must take the
-responsibility. I leave it to you, and I mean business.”
-
-Ray thought how old Kane would be amused if he could know of the
-situation, how he would inspect and comment it from every side, and try
-to get novel phrases for it. He believed himself that no author had
-ever been quite in his place before; it was like something in Gilbert’s
-operas; it was as if a prisoner were invited to try himself and
-pronounce his own penalty. His chief seemed to see no joke in the
-affair; he remained soberly and somewhat severely waiting for Ray’s
-decision.
-
-“I’m afraid you’re right,” said Ray. “I don’t think it would do for
-_Every Evening_. Even if it would, I should doubt the taste of working
-in something of my own on the reader at the beginning.”
-
-“I shouldn’t care for that,” said the chief, “if it were the thing.”
-
-Ray winced, but the chief did not see it. Now, as always, it was merely
-and simply a question of the paper. He added carelessly:
-
-“I should think such a story as that would succeed as a book.”
-
-“I wish you would get some publisher to think so.”
-
-The chief had nothing to say to that. He opened his desk and began to
-write.
-
-In spite of the rejected manuscript lying on the table before him, Ray
-made out a very fair day’s work himself, and then he took it up town
-with him. He did not go at once to his hotel, but pushed on as far as
-Chapley’s, where he hoped to see Peace before she went home, and ask how
-her father was getting on; he had not visited Hughes for several weeks;
-he made himself this excuse. What he really wished was to confront the
-girl and divine her thoughts concerning himself. He must do that, now;
-but if it were not for the cruelty of forsaking the old man, it might
-be the kindest and best thing never to go near any of them again.
-
-He had the temporary relief of finding her gone home when he reached
-Chapley’s. Mr. Brandreth was there, and he welcomed Ray with something
-more than his usual cordiality.
-
-“Look here,” he said, shutting the door of his little room. “Have you
-got that story of yours where you could put your hand on it easily?”
-
-“I can put my hand on it instantly,” said Ray, and he touched it.
-
-“Oh!” Mr. Brandreth returned, a little daunted. “I didn’t know you
-carried it around with you.”
-
-“I don’t usually--or only when I’ve got it from some publisher who
-doesn’t want it.”
-
-“I thought it had been the rounds,” said Mr. Brandreth, still uneasily.
-
-“Oh, it’s an editor, this time. It’s just been offered to me for serial
-use in _Every Evening_, and I’ve declined it.”
-
-“What do you mean?” Mr. Brandreth smiled in mystification.
-
-“Exactly what I say.” Ray explained the affair as it had occurred. “It
-makes me feel like Brutus and the son of Brutus rolled into one. I’m
-going round to old Kane, to give the facts away to him. I think he’ll
-enjoy them.”
-
-“Well! Hold on! What did the chief say about it?”
-
-“Oh, he liked it. Everybody likes it, but nobody wants it. He said he
-thought it would succeed as a book. The editors all think that. The
-publishers think it would succeed as a serial.”
-
-Ray carried it off buoyantly, and enjoyed the sort of daze Mr. Brandreth
-was in.
-
-“See here,” said the publisher, “I want you to leave that manuscript
-with me.”
-
-“Again?”
-
-“Yes. I’ve never read it myself yet, you know.”
-
-“Take it and be happy!” Ray bestowed it upon him with dramatic effusion.
-
-“No, seriously!” said Mr. Brandreth. “I want to talk with you. Sit down,
-won’t you? You know the first time you were in here, I told you I was
-anxious to get Chapley & Co. in line as a publishing house again; I
-didn’t like the way we were dropping out and turning into mere jobbers.
-You remember.”
-
-Ray nodded.
-
-“Well, sir, I’ve never lost sight of that idea, and I’ve been keeping
-one eye out for a good novel, to start with, ever since. I haven’t found
-it, I don’t mind telling you. You see, all the established reputations
-are in the hands of other publishers, and you can’t get them away
-without paying ridiculous money, and violating the comity of the trade
-at the same time. If we are to start new, we must start with a new man.”
-
-“I don’t know whether I’m a new man or not,” said Ray, “if you’re
-working up to me. Sometimes I feel like a pretty old one. I think I
-came to New York about the beginning of the Christian era. But _A Modern
-Romeo_ is as fresh as ever. It has the dew of the morning on it
-still--rubbed off in spots by the nose of the professional smeller.”
-
-“Well,” said Mr. Brandreth, “it’s new enough for all practical purposes.
-I want you to let me take it home with me.”
-
-“Which of the leading orchestras would you like to have accompany you to
-your door?” asked Ray.
-
-“No, no! Don’t expect too much!” Mr. Brandreth entreated.
-
-“I don’t expect anything,” Ray protested.
-
-“Well, that’s right--that’s the only business basis. But if it _should_
-happen to be the thing, I don’t believe you’d be personally any happier
-about it than I should.”
-
-“Oh, thank you!”
-
-“I’m not a fatalist”--
-
-“But it would look a good deal like fatalism.”
-
-“Yes, it would. It would look as if it were really intended to be, if it
-came back to us now, after it had been round to everybody else.”
-
-“Yes; but if it was fated from the beginning, I don’t see why you didn’t
-take it in the beginning. I should rather wonder what all the bother had
-been for.”
-
-“You might say that,” Mr. Brandreth admitted.
-
-Ray went off on the wave of potential prosperity, and got Kane to come
-out and dine with him. They decided upon Martin’s, where the dinner
-cost twice as much as at Ray’s hotel, and had more the air of being a
-fine dinner; and they got a table in the corner, and Ray ordered a
-bottle of champagne.
-
-“Yes,” said Kane, “that is the right drink for a man who wishes to spend
-his money before he has got it. It’s the true gambler’s beverage.”
-
-“You needn’t drink it,” said Ray. “You shall have the _vin ordinaire_
-that’s included in the price of the dinner.”
-
-“Oh, I don’t mind a glass of champagne now and then, after I’ve brought
-my host under condemnation for ordering it,” said Kane.
-
-“And I want to let my heart out to-night,” Ray pursued. “I may not have
-the chance to-morrow. Besides, as to the gambling, it isn’t I betting on
-my book; it’s Brandreth. I don’t understand yet why he wants to do it.
-To be sure, it isn’t a great risk he’s taking.”
-
-“I rather think he _has_ to take some risks just now,” said Kane,
-significantly. He lowered his soft voice an octave as he went on. “I’m
-afraid that poor Henry, in his pursuit of personal perfectability, has
-let things get rather behindhand in his business. I don’t blame him--you
-know I never blame people--for there is always a question as to which is
-the cause and which is the effect in such matters. My dear old friend
-may have begun to let his business go to the bad because he had got
-interested in his soul, or he may have turned to his soul for refuge
-because he knew his business had begun to go to the bad. At any rate,
-he seems to have found the usual difficulty in serving God and Mammon;
-only, in this case Mammon has got the worst of it, for once: I suppose
-one ought to be glad of that. But the fact is that Henry has lost heart
-in business; he doesn’t respect business; he has a bad conscience; he
-wants to be out of it. I had a long talk with him before he went into
-the country, and I couldn’t help pitying him. I don’t think his wife and
-daughter even will ever get him back to New York. He knows it’s rather
-selfish to condemn them to the dulness of a country life, and that it’s
-rather selfish to leave young Brandreth to take the brunt of affairs
-here alone. But what are you to do in a world like this, where a man
-can’t get rid of one bad conscience without laying in another?”
-
-In his pleasure with his paradox Kane suffered Ray to fill up his glass
-a second time. Then he looked dissatisfied, and Ray divined the cause.
-“Did you word that quite to your mind?”
-
-“No, I didn’t. It’s too diffuse. Suppose we say that in our conditions
-no man can do right without doing harm?”
-
-“That’s more succinct,” said Ray. “Is it known at all that they’re in
-difficulties?”
-
-Kane smoothly ignored the question. “I fancy that the wrong is in
-Henry’s desire to cut himself loose from the ties that bind us all
-together here. Poor David has the right of that. We must stand or fall
-together in the pass we’ve come to; and we cannot helpfully eschew the
-world except by remaining in it.” He took up Ray’s question after a
-moment’s pause. “No, it isn’t known that they’re in difficulties, and I
-don’t say that it’s so. Their affairs have simply been allowed to run
-down, and Henry has left Brandreth to gather them up single-handed. I
-don’t know that Brandreth will complain. It leaves him unhampered, even
-if he can do nothing with his hands but clutch at straws.”
-
-“Such straws as the _Modern Romeo_?” Ray asked. “It seems to me that _I_
-have a case of conscience here. Is it right for me to let Mr. Brandreth
-bet his money on my book when there are so many chances of his losing?”
-
-“Let us hope he won’t finally bet,” Kane suggested, and he smiled at the
-refusal which instantly came into Ray’s eyes. “But if he does, we must
-leave the end with God. People,” he mused on, “used to leave the end
-with God a great deal oftener than they do now. I remember that I did,
-myself, once. It was easier. I think I will go back to it. There is
-something very curious in our relation to the divine. God is where we
-believe He is, and He is a daily Providence or not, as we choose. People
-used to see His hand in a corner, or a deal, which prospered them,
-though it ruined others. They may be ashamed to do that now. But we
-might get back to faith by taking a wider sweep and seeing God in our
-personal disadvantages--finding Him not only in luck but in bad luck.
-Chance may be a larger law, with an orbit far transcending the range of
-the little statutes by which fire always burns, and water always finds
-its level.”
-
-“That is a better Hard Saying than the other,” Ray mocked. “‘I’ faith an
-excellent song.’ Have some more champagne. Now go on; but let us talk of
-_A Modern Romeo_.”
-
-“We will drink to it,” said Kane, with an air of piety.
-
-
-
-
-XXXVII.
-
-
-“Well, sir,” said Mr. Brandreth when he found Ray waiting for him in his
-little room the next morning, “I haven’t slept a wink all night.”
-
-Ray had not slept a wink himself, and he had not been able to keep away
-from Chapley’s in his fear and his hope concerning his book. He hoped
-Mr. Brandreth might have looked at it; he feared he had not. His heart
-began to go down, but he paused in his despair at the smiles that Mr.
-Brandreth broke into.
-
-“It was that book of yours. I thought I would just dip into it after
-dinner, and try a chapter or two on Mrs. Brandreth; but I read on till
-eleven o’clock, and then she went to bed, and I kept at it till I
-finished it, about three this morning. Then the baby took up the strain
-for about half an hour and finished _me_.”
-
-Ray did not know what to say. He gasped out, “I’m proud to have been
-associated with young Mr. Brandreth in destroying his father’s rest.”
-
-The publisher did not heed this poor attempt at nonchalance. “I left the
-manuscript for Mrs. Brandreth--she called me back to make sure, before I
-got out of doors--and if she likes it as well to the end--But I know she
-will! She likes you, Ray.”
-
-“Does she?” Ray faintly questioned back.
-
-“Yes; she thinks you’re all kinds of a nice fellow, and that you’ve been
-rather sacrificed in some ways. She thinks you behaved splendidly in
-that Denton business.”
-
-Ray remained mutely astonished at the flattering opinions of Mrs.
-Brandreth; he had suspected them so little. Her husband went on,
-smiling:
-
-“She wasn’t long making out the original of your hero.” Ray blushed
-consciously, but made no attempt to disown the self-portraiture. “Of
-course,” said Mr. Brandreth, “we’re all in the dark about the heroine.
-But Mrs. Brandreth doesn’t care so much for her.”
-
-Now that he was launched upon the characters of the story, Mr. Brandreth
-discussed them all, and went over the incidents with the author, whose
-brain reeled with the ecstacy of beholding them objectively in the
-flattering light of another’s appreciation.
-
-“Well,” said Mr. Brandreth, at last, when Ray found strength to rise
-from this debauch of praise, “you’ll hear from me, now, very soon. I’ve
-made up my mind about the story, and unless Mrs. Brandreth should hate
-it very much before she gets through with it--Curious about women, isn’t
-it, how they always take the personal view? I believe the main reason
-why my wife dislikes your heroine is because she got her mixed up with
-the girl that took the part of Juliet away from her in our out-door
-theatricals. I tell her that you and I are not only the two Percys,
-we’re the two Romeos, too. She thinks your heroine is rather weak; of
-course you meant her to be so.”
-
-Ray had not, but he said that he had, and he made a noisy pretence of
-thinking the two Romeos a prodigious joke. His complaisance brought its
-punishment.
-
-“Oh!” said Mr. Brandreth, “I must tell you a singular thing that
-happened. Just as I got to that place where he shoots himself, you know,
-and she starts up out of her hypnotic trance, our baby gave a frightful
-scream, and Mrs. Brandreth woke and thought the house was on fire. I
-suppose the little fellow had a bad dream; it’s strange what dreams
-babies _do_ have! But wasn’t it odd, happening when I was wrought up so?
-Looks like telepathy, doesn’t it? Of course my mind’s always on the
-child. By-the-way, if this thing goes, you must try a telepathic story.
-It hasn’t been done yet.”
-
-“Magnificent!” said Ray. “I’ll do it!”
-
-They got away from each other, and Ray went down to his work at the
-_Every Evening_ office. He enslaved himself to it by an effort twice as
-costly as that of writing when he was in the deepest and darkest of his
-despair; his hope danced before him, and there was a tumult in his
-pulses which he could quiet a little only by convincing himself that as
-yet he had no promise from Mr. Brandreth, and that if the baby had given
-Mrs. Brandreth a bad day, it was quite within the range of possibility
-that the publisher might, after all, have perfectly good reasons for
-rejecting his book. He insisted with himself upon this view of the
-case; it was the only one that he could steady his nerves with; and
-besides, he somehow felt that if he could feign it strenuously enough,
-the fates would be propitiated, and the reverse would happen.
-
-It is uncertain whether it was his pretence that produced the result
-intended, but in the evening Mr. Brandreth came down to Ray’s hotel to
-say that he had made up his mind to take the book.
-
-“We talked it over at dinner, and my wife made me come right down and
-tell you. She said you had been kept in suspense long enough, and she
-wasn’t going to let you go overnight. It’s the first book _we’ve_ ever
-taken, and I guess she feels a little romantic about the new departure.
-By-the-way, we found out what ailed the baby. It was a pin that had got
-loose, and stuck up through the sheet in his crib. You can’t trust those
-nurses a moment. But I believe that telepathic idea is a good one.”
-
-“Yes, yes; it is,” said Ray. Now that the certainty of acceptance had
-come, he was sobered by it, and he could not rejoice openly, though he
-was afraid he was disappointing Mr. Brandreth. He could only say, “It’s
-awfully kind of Mrs. Brandreth to think of me.”
-
-“That’s her way,” said Mr. Brandreth, and he added briskly, “Well, now,
-let’s come down to business. How do you want to publish? Want to make
-your own plates?”
-
-“No,” Ray faltered; “I can’t afford to do that; I had one such offer”--
-
-“I supposed you wouldn’t,” Mr. Brandreth cut in, “but I thought I’d
-ask. Well, then, we’ll make the plates ourselves, and we’ll pay you ten
-per cent. on the retail price of the book. That is the classic
-arrangement with authors, and I think it’s fair.” When he said this he
-swallowed, as if there were something in his throat, and added, “Up to a
-certain point. And as we take all the risk, I think we ought to
-have--You see, on one side it’s a perfect lottery, and on the other side
-it’s a dead certainty. You can’t count on the public, but you can count
-on the landlord, the salesman, the bookkeeper, the printer, and the
-paper-maker. We’re at all the expense--rent, clerk-hire, plates,
-printing, binding, and advertising, and the author takes no risk
-whatever.”
-
-It occurred to Ray afterwards that an author took the risk of losing his
-labor if his book failed; but the public estimates the artist’s time at
-the same pecuniary value as the sitting hen’s, and the artist insensibly
-accepts the estimate. Ray did not think of his point in season to urge
-it, but it would hardly have availed if he had. He was tremulously eager
-to close with Mr. Brandreth on any terms, and after they had agreed, he
-was afraid he had taken advantage of him.
-
-When the thing was done it was like everything else. He had dwelt so
-long and intensely upon it in a thousand reveries that he had perhaps
-exhausted his possibilities of emotion concerning it. At any rate he
-found himself curiously cold; he wrote to his father about it, and he
-wrote to Sanderson, who would be sure to make a paragraph for the
-_Echo_, and unless Hanks Brothers killed his paragraph, would electrify
-Midland with the news. Ray forecast the matter and the manner of the
-paragraph, but it did not excite him.
-
-“What is the trouble with me?” he asked Kane, whom he hastened to tell
-his news. “I ought to be in a transport; I’m not in anything of the
-kind.”
-
-“Ah! That is very interesting. No doubt you’ll come to it. I had a
-friend once who was accepted in marriage by the object of his
-affections. His first state was apathy, mixed, as nearly as I could
-understand, with dismay. He became more enthusiastic later on, and lived
-ever after in the belief that he was one of the most fortunate of men.
-But I think we are the victims of conventional acceptations in regard to
-most of the great affairs of life. We are taught that we shall feel so
-and so about such and such things: about success in love or in
-literature; about the birth of our first-born; about death. But probably
-no man feels as he expected to feel about these things. He finds them of
-exactly the same quality as all other experiences; there may be a little
-more or a little less about them, but there isn’t any essential
-difference. Perhaps when we come to die ourselves, it will be as simply
-and naturally as--as”--
-
-“As having a book accepted by a publisher,” Ray suggested.
-
-“Exactly!” said Kane, and he breathed out his deep, soft laugh.
-
-“Well, you needn’t go on. I’m sufficiently accounted for.” Ray rose,
-and Kane asked him what his hurry was, and where he was going.
-
-“I’m going up to tell the Hugheses.”
-
-“Ah! then I won’t offer to go with you,” said Kane. “I approve of your
-constancy, but I have my own philosophy of such things. I think David
-would have done much better to stay where he was; I do not wish to
-punish him for coming to meet the world, and reform it on its own
-ground; but I could have told him he would get beaten. He is a thinker,
-or a dreamer, if you please, and in his community he had just the right
-sort of distance. He could pose the world just as he wished, and turn it
-in this light and in that. But here he sees the exceptions to his rules,
-and when I am with him I find myself the prey of a desire to dwell on
-the exceptions, and I know that I afflict him. I always did, and I feel
-it the part of humanity to keep away from him. I am glad that I do, for
-I dislike very much being with sick people. Of course I shall go as
-often as decency requires. For Decency,” Kane concluded, with the effect
-of producing a Hard Saying, “transcends Humanity. So many reformers
-forget that,” he added.
-
-The days were now getting so long that they had just lighted the lamps
-in Hughes’s room when Ray came in, a little after seven. He had a few
-words with Peace in the family room first, and she told him that her
-father had passed a bad day, and she did not know whether he was asleep
-or not.
-
-“Then I’ll go away again,” said Ray.
-
-“No, no; if he is awake, he will like to see you. He always does. And
-now he can’t see you much oftener.”
-
-“Oh, Peace! Do you really think so?”
-
-“The doctor says so. There is no hope any more.” There was no faltering
-in her voice, and its steadiness strengthened Ray, standing so close to
-one who stood so close to death.
-
-“Does he--your father--know?”
-
-“I can’t tell. He is always so hopeful. And Jenny won’t hear of giving
-up. She is with him more than I am, and she says he has a great deal of
-strength yet. He can still work at his book a little. He has every part
-of it in mind so clearly that he can tell her what to do when he has the
-strength to speak. The worst is, when his voice fails him--he gets
-impatient. That was what brought on his hemorrhage to-day.”
-
-“Peace! I am ashamed to think why I came to-night. But I hoped it might
-interest him.”
-
-“About your book? Oh yes. Mr. Brandreth spoke to me about it. I thought
-you would like to tell him.”
-
-“Thank you,” said Ray. He was silent for a moment. She stood against the
-pale light of one of the windows, a shadowy outline, and he felt as if
-they were two translated spirits meeting there exterior to the world and
-all its interests; he made a mental note of his impression for use some
-time. But now he said: “I thought I should like to tell him, too. But
-after all, I’m not so sure. I’m not like you, Peace. And I suppose I’m
-punished for my egotism in the very hour of my triumph. It isn’t like a
-triumph; it’s like--nothing. I’ve looked forward to this so long--I’ve
-counted on it so much--I’ve expected it to be like having the world in
-my hand. But if I shut my hand, it’s empty.”
-
-He knew that he was appealing to her for comfort, and he expected her to
-respond as she did.
-
-“That’s because you don’t realize it yet. When you do, it will seem the
-great thing that it is.”
-
-“Do you think it’s a great thing?”
-
-“As great as any success can be.”
-
-“Do you think it will succeed?”
-
-“Mr. Brandreth thinks it will. He’s very hopeful about it.”
-
-“Sometimes I wish it would fail. I don’t believe it deserves to succeed.
-I’m ashamed of it in places. Have I any right to let him foist it on the
-public if I don’t perfectly respect it? You wouldn’t if it were yours.”
-
-He wished her to deny that it was bad in any part, but she did not. She
-merely said: “I suppose that’s the way our work always seems to us when
-it’s done. There must be a time when we ought to leave what we’ve done
-to others; it’s for them, not for ourselves; why shouldn’t they judge
-it?”
-
-“Yes; that is true! How generous you are! How can you endure to talk to
-me of my book? But I suppose you think that if I can stand it, you can.”
-
-“I will go in, now,” said Peace, ignoring the drift of his words, “and
-see if father is awake.” She returned in a moment, and murmured softly,
-“Come!”
-
-“Here is Mr. Ray, father,” said Mrs. Denton. She had to lift her voice
-to make the sick man hear, for the window was open, and the maniacal
-clamor of the street flooded the chamber. Hughes lay at his thin
-full-length in his bed, like one already dead.
-
-He stirred a little at the sound of his daughter’s voice; and when he
-had taken in the fact of Ray’s presence, he signed to her to shut the
-window. The smells of the street, and the sick, hot whiffs from the
-passing trains were excluded; the powerful odors of the useless drugs
-burdened the air; by the light of the lamp shaded from Hughes’s eyes Ray
-could see the red blotches on his sheet and pillow.
-
-He no longer spoke, but he could write with a pencil on the little
-memorandum-block which lay on the stand by his bed. When Peace said,
-“Father, Mr. Ray has come to tell you that his book has been accepted;
-Chapley & Co. are going to publish it,” the old man’s face lighted up.
-He waved his hand toward the stand, and Mrs. Denton put the block and
-pencil in it, and held the lamp for him to see.
-
-Ray took the block, and read, faintly scribbled on it: “Good! You must
-get them to take my _World Revisited_.”
-
-The sick man smiled as Ray turned his eyes toward him from the paper.
-
-“What is it?” demanded Mrs. Denton, after a moment. “Some secret? What
-is it, father?” she pursued, with the lightness that evidently pleased
-him, for he smiled again, and an inner light shone through his glassy
-eyes. “Tell us, Mr. Ray!”
-
-Hughes shook his head weakly, still smiling, and Ray put the leaf in his
-pocket. Then he took up the old man’s long hand where it lay inert on
-the bed.
-
-“I will do my very best, Mr. Hughes. I will do everything that I
-possibly can.”
-
-
-
-
-XXXVIII.
-
-
-A purpose had instantly formed itself in Ray’s mind which he instantly
-set himself to carry out. It was none the less a burden because he tried
-to think it heroic and knew it to be fantastic; and it was in a mood of
-equally blended devotion and resentment that he disciplined himself to
-fulfil it. It was shocking to criticise the dying man’s prayer from any
-such point of view, but he could not help doing so, and censuring it for
-a want of taste, for a want of consideration. He did not account for the
-hope of good to the world which Hughes must have had in urging him to
-befriend his book; he could only regard it as a piece of literature, and
-judge the author’s motives by his own, which he was fully aware were
-primarily selfish.
-
-But he went direct to Mr. Brandreth and laid the matter before him.
-
-“Now I’m going to suggest something,” he hurried on, “which may strike
-you as ridiculous, but I’m thoroughly in earnest about it. I’ve read Mr.
-Hughes’s book, first and last, all through, and it’s good literature, I
-can assure you of that. I don’t know about the principles in it, but I
-know it’s very original and from a perfectly new stand-point, and I
-believe it would make a great hit.”
-
-Mr. Brandreth listened, evidently shaken. “I couldn’t do it, now. I’m
-making a venture with your book.”
-
-“That’s just what I’m coming to. Don’t make your venture with my book;
-make it with his! I solemnly believe that his would be the safest
-venture of the two; I believe it would stand two chances to one of
-mine.”
-
-“Well, I’ll look at it for the fall.”
-
-“It will be too late, then, as far as Hughes is concerned. It’s now or
-never, with him! You want to come out with a book that will draw
-attention to your house, as well as succeed. I believe that Hughes’s
-book will be an immense success. It has a taking name, and it’s a novel
-and taking conception. It’ll make no end of talk.”
-
-“It’s too late,” said Mr. Brandreth. “I couldn’t take such a book as
-that without passing it round among all our readers, and you know what
-that means. Besides, I’ve begun to make my plans for getting out your
-book at once. There isn’t any time to lose. I’ve sent out a lot of
-literary notes, and you’ll see them in every leading paper to-morrow
-morning. I’ll have Mr. Hughes’s book faithfully examined, and if I can
-see my way to it--I tell you, I believe I shall make a success of the
-_Modern Romeo_. I like the title better and better. I think you’ll be
-pleased with the way I’ve primed the press. I’ve tried to avoid all
-vulgar claptrap, and yet I believe I’ve contrived to pique the public
-curiosity.”
-
-He went on to tell Ray some of the things he had said in his paragraphs,
-and Ray listened with that mingled shame and pleasure which the artist
-must feel whenever the commercial side of his life presents itself.
-
-“I kept Miss Hughes pretty late this afternoon, working the things into
-shape, so as to get them to the papers at once. I just give her the main
-points, and she has such a neat touch.”
-
-Ray left his publisher with a light heart, and a pious sense of the
-divine favor. He had conceived of a difficult duty, and he had
-discharged it with unflinching courage. He had kept his word to Hughes;
-he had done all that he could for him, even to offering his own chance
-of fame and fortune a sacrifice to him. Now he could do no more, and if
-he could not help being glad that the sacrifice had not been accepted of
-him, he was not to be blamed. He was very much to be praised, and he
-rewarded himself with a full recognition of his virtue; he imagined some
-words, few but rare, from Peace, expressing her sense of his
-magnanimity, when she came to know of it. He hoped that a fact so
-creditable to him, and so characteristic, would not escape the notice of
-his biographer. He wished that Hughes could know what he had done, and
-in his revery he contrived that his generous endeavor should be brought
-to the old man’s knowledge; he had Hughes say that such an action was
-more to him than the publication of his book.
-
-Throughout his transport of self-satisfaction there ran a nether torment
-of question whether Peace Hughes could possibly suppose that he was
-privy to that paragraphing about his book, and this finally worked to
-the surface, and become his whole mood. After his joyful riot it was
-this that kept him awake till morning, that poisoned all his pleasure in
-his escape from self-sacrifice. He could only pacify himself and get
-some sleep at last by promising to stop at the publisher’s on his way
-down to the _Every Evening_ office in the morning, and beseech her to
-believe that he had nothing to do with priming the press, and that he
-wished Mr. Brandreth had not told him of it. Nothing less than this was
-due him in the character that he desired to appear in hereafter.
-
-He reached the publisher’s office before Mr. Brandreth came down, and
-when he said he would like to see Miss Hughes, the clerk answered that
-Miss Hughes had sent word that her father was not so well, and she would
-not be down that day.
-
-“He’s pretty low, I believe,” the clerk volunteered.
-
-“I’m afraid so,” said Ray.
-
-He asked if the clerk would call a messenger to take a note from him to
-his office, and when he had despatched it he went up to see Hughes.
-
-“Did you get our message?” Peace asked him the first thing.
-
-“No,” said Ray. “What message?”
-
-“That we sent to your office. He has been wanting to see you ever since
-he woke this morning. I knew you would come!”
-
-“O yes. I went to inquire of you about him at Chapley’s, and when I
-heard that he was worse, of course I came. Is he much worse?”
-
-“He can’t live at all. The doctor says it’s no use. He wants to see you.
-Will you come in?”
-
-“Peace!” Ray hesitated. “Tell me! Is it about his book?”
-
-“Yes, something about that. He wishes to speak with you.”
-
-“Oh, Peace! I’ve done all I could about that. I went straight to Mr.
-Brandreth and tried to get him to take it. But I couldn’t. What shall I
-tell your father, if he asks me?”
-
-“You must tell him the truth,” said the girl, sadly.
-
-“Is that Mr. Ray?” Mrs. Denton called from the sick-room. “Come in, Mr.
-Ray. Father wants you.”
-
-“In a moment. Come here, Mrs. Denton,” Ray called back.
-
-She came out, and he told her what he had told Peace. She did not seem
-to see its bearing at once. When she realized it all, and had spent her
-quick wrath in denunciation of Mr. Brandreth’s heartlessness, she said
-desperately: “Well, you must come now. Perhaps it isn’t his book;
-perhaps it’s something else. But he wants you.”
-
-She had to rouse her father from the kind of torpor in which he lay like
-one dead. She made him understand who was there, and then he smiled, and
-turned his eyes appealingly toward Ray. “Put your ear as close to his
-lips as you can. He can’t write any more. He wants to say something to
-you.”
-
-Ray stooped over and put his ear to the drawn lips. A few whiffs of
-inarticulate breath mocked the dying man’s endeavor to speak. “I’m
-sorry; I can’t catch a syllable,” said Ray.
-
-A mute despair showed itself in the old man’s eyes.
-
-“Look at me father!” cried Mrs. Denton. “Is it about your book?”
-
-The faintest smile came over his face.
-
-“Did you wish to ask Mr. Ray if he would speak to Mr. Brandreth about
-it?”
-
-The smile dimly dawned again.
-
-“Well, he has spoken to him. He went to see him last night, and he’s
-come to tell you”--Ray shuddered and held his breath--“to tell you that
-Mr. Brandreth will take your book, and he’s going to publish it right
-away!”
-
-A beatific joy lit up Hughes’s face; and Ray drew a long breath.
-
-Peace looked at her sister.
-
-“I don’t care!” said Mrs. Denton, passionately, dropping her voice. “You
-have your light, and I have mine.”
-
-
-
-
-XXXIX.
-
-
-Ray followed Hughes to his grave in the place where Denton and his
-children were already laid. It did not seem as if the old man were more
-related to them in death than he had been in life by their propinquity;
-but it satisfied a belated maternal and conjugal sentiment in Mrs.
-Denton. She did not relinquish the leading place in the family affairs
-which she had taken in her father’s last days. She decided against
-staying in their present apartment after their month was out, and found
-a tiny flat of three rooms in a better neighborhood down-town, where she
-had their scanty possessions established, including the cat.
-
-Kane did not go to the funeral because of a prejudice which he said he
-had against such events; David Hughes, he said, would have been the
-first to applaud his sincerity in staying away. But he divined that
-there might be need of help of another kind in the emergency, and he
-gave it generously and delicately. He would not suffer Mr. Brandreth to
-render any part of this relief; he insisted that it was his exclusive
-privilege as Hughes’s old friend. Now that David was gone, he professed
-a singularly vivid sense of his presence; and he owned that he had
-something like the pleasure of carrying a point against him in
-defraying his funeral expenses.
-
-Hughes’s daughters accepted his help frankly, each after her kind: Mrs.
-Denton as a gift which it must long continue to be; Peace as a loan
-which must some day be repaid. The girl went back to her work in due
-time, and whenever Ray visited his publisher he saw her at her desk.
-
-He did not always go to speak to her, for he had a shamefaced fear that
-she was more or less always engaged in working up hints from Mr.
-Brandreth into paragraphs about a _A Modern Romeo_. His consciousness
-exaggerated the publisher’s activity in this sort; and at first he
-shunned all these specious evidences of public interest in the
-forthcoming novel. Then he began jealously to look for them, and in his
-mind he arraigned the journals where they did not appear for envy and
-personal spite. It would have been difficult for him to prove why there
-should have been either in his case, unless it was because their
-literary notes were controlled by people whose books had been ignored or
-censured by _Every Evening_, and this theory could not hold with all.
-Most of the papers, however, published the paragraphs, with that
-munificence which journalism shows towards literature. The author found
-the inspired announcements everywhere; sometimes they were varied by the
-office touch, but generally they were printed exactly as Mr. Brandreth
-framed them; however he found them, they gave Ray an insensate joy. Even
-the paragraphs in the trade journals, purely perfunctory as they were,
-had a flavor of sincere appreciation; the very advertisements which
-accompanied them there affected him like favorable expressions of
-opinion. His hunger for them was inappeasable; in his heart he accused
-Mr. Brandreth of a stinted proclamation.
-
-The publisher was hurrying the book forward for the summer trade, and
-was aiming it especially at the reader going into the country, or
-already there. He had an idea that the summer resorts had never been
-fully worked in behalf of the better sort of light literature, and he
-intended to make any sacrifice to get the book pushed by the news
-companies. He offered them rates ruinously special, and he persuaded Ray
-to take five per cent. on such sales if they could be made. He pressed
-forward the printing, and the author got his proofs in huge batches,
-with a demand for their prompt return. The nice revision which he had
-fancied himself giving the work in type was impossible; it went from his
-hand with crudities that glared in his tormented sense, till a new
-instalment eclipsed the last. He balanced the merits and defects against
-one another, and tried to believe that the merits would distract the
-attention of criticism from the defects. He always knew that the story
-was very weak in places; he conceived how it could be attacked in these;
-he attacked it himself with pitiless ridicule in a helpless
-impersonation of different reviewers; and he gasped in his
-self-inflicted anguish. When the last proof left his hands the feeblest
-links were the strength of the whole chain, which fell to pieces from
-his grasp like a rope of sand.
-
-There was some question at different times whether the book had not
-better be published under a pseudonym, and Ray faithfully submitted it
-to the editor of _Every Evening_, as something he was concerned in. It
-was to be considered whether it was advisable for a critic to appear as
-an author, and whether the possible failure of the book would not react
-unfavorably upon the criticisms of the journal. The chief decided that
-it would make no difference to him, and at the worst it could do no more
-than range Ray with the other critics who had failed as authors. With
-the publisher it was a more serious matter, and he debated much whether
-the book, as a stroke of business, had not better go to the public
-anonymously. They agreed that P. B. S. Ray on the title-page would be
-rather formidable from the number of the initials which the reader would
-have to master in speaking of the author. Shelley Ray, on the other
-hand, would be taken for a sentimental pseudonym. They decided that
-anonymity was the only thing for it.
-
-“But then, it will be losing the interest of your money, if the book
-goes,” Mr. Brandreth mused. “You have a right to the cumulative
-reputation from it, so that if you should write another”--
-
-“Oh, don’t be afraid of there ever being another!” said Ray, with his
-distracted head between his hands. He suddenly lifted it. “What is the
-matter with the Spartan severity of S. Ray?”
-
-“S. Ray might do,” Mr. Brandreth assented, thoughtfully. “Should you
-mind my asking Mrs. Brandreth how it strikes her?”
-
-“Not at all. Very glad to have you. It’s short, and unpretentious, and
-non-committal. I think it might do.”
-
-Mrs. Brandreth thought so too, and in that form the author’s name
-appeared on the title-page. Even in that form it did not escape question
-and censure. One reviewer devoted his criticism of the story to inquiry
-into the meaning of the author’s initial; another surmised it a mask.
-But, upon the whole, its simplicity piqued curiosity, and probably
-promoted the fortune of the book, as far as that went.
-
-There was no immediate clamor over it. In fact, it was received so
-passively by the public and the press that the author might well have
-doubted whether there was any sort of expectation of it, in spite of the
-publisher’s careful preparation of the critic’s or the reader’s mind.
-There came back at once from obscure quarters a few echoes, more or less
-imperfect, of the synopsis of the book’s attractions sent out with the
-editorial copies, but the influential journals remained
-heart-sickeningly silent concerning _A Modern Romeo_. There was a
-boisterous and fatuous eulogy of the book in the Midland _Echo_, which
-Ray knew for the expression of Sanderson’s friendship; but eager as he
-was for recognition, he could not let this count; and it was followed by
-some brief depreciatory paragraphs in which he perceived the willingness
-of Hanks Brothers to compensate themselves for having so handsomely let
-Sanderson have his swing. He got some letters of acknowledgment from
-people whom he had sent the book; he read them with hungry zest, but he
-could not make himself believe that they constituted impartial opinion;
-not even the letter of the young lady who had detected him in the
-panoply of his hero, and who now wrote to congratulate him on a success
-which she too readily took for granted. One of his sisters replied on
-behalf of his father and mother, and said they had all been sitting up
-reading the story aloud together, and that their father liked it as much
-as any of them; now they were anxious to see what the papers would say;
-had he read the long review in the _Echo_, and did not he think it
-rather cool and grudging for a paper that he had been connected with? He
-hardly knew whether this outburst of family pride gave him more or less
-pain than an anonymous letter which he got from his native village, and
-which betrayed the touch of the local apothecary; his correspondent, who
-also dealt in books, and was a man of literary opinions, heaped the
-novel with ridicule and abuse, and promised the author a coat of tar and
-feathers on the part of his betters whom he had caricatured, if ever he
-should return to the place. Ray ventured to offer a copy to the lady who
-had made herself his social sponsor in New York, and he hoped for some
-intelligent praise from her. She asked him where in the world he had got
-together such a lot of queer people, like nothing on earth but those one
-used to meet in the old days when one took country board; she mocked at
-the sufferings of his hero, and said what a vulgar little piece his
-heroine was; but she supposed he meant them to be what they were, and
-she complimented him on his success in handling them. She confessed,
-though, that she never read American novels, or indeed any but French
-ones, and that she did not know exactly where to rank his work; she
-burlesqued a profound impression of the honor she ought to feel in
-knowing a distinguished novelist. “You’ll be putting us all into your
-next book, I suppose. Mind you give me golden hair, not yet streaked
-with silver.”
-
-In the absence of any other tokens of public acceptance, Ray kept an
-eager eye out for such signs of it as might be detected in the
-booksellers’ windows and on their sign-boards. The placards of other
-novels flamed from their door-jambs, but they seemed to know nothing of
-_A Modern Romeo_. He sought his book in vain among those which formed
-the attractions of their casements; he found it with difficulty on their
-counters, two or three rows back, and in remote corners. It was like a
-conspiracy to keep it out of sight; it was not to be seen on the
-news-stands of the great hotels or the elevated stations, and Ray
-visited the principal railway depots without detecting a copy.
-
-He blamed Mr. Brandreth for a lack of business energy in all this; he
-would like to see him fulfil some of those boasts of push which, when he
-first heard them, made him creep with shame. Mr. Brandreth had once
-proposed a file of sandwich men appealing with successive bill-boards:
-
- I.
- HAVE YOU READ
-
- II.
- “A MODERN ROMEO?”
-
- III.
- EVERY ONE IS READING
-
- IV.
- “A MODERN ROMEO.”
-
- V.
- WHY?
-
- VI.
- BECAUSE
-
- VII.
- “A MODERN ROMEO” IS
-
- VIII.
- THE GREAT AMERICAN NOVEL.
-
-Ray had absolutely forbidden this procession, but now he would have
-taken off his hat to it, and stood uncovered, if he could have met it in
-Union Square or in Twenty-third Street.
-
-
-
-
-XL.
-
-
-In this time of suspense Ray kept away from old Kane, whose peculiar
-touch he could not bear. But he knew perfectly well what his own
-feelings were, and he did not care to have them analyzed. He could not
-help sending Kane the book, and for a while he dreaded his
-acknowledgments; then he resented his failure to make any.
-
-In the frequent visits he paid to his publisher, he fancied that his
-welcome from Mr. Brandreth was growing cooler, and he did not go so
-often. He kept doggedly at his work in the _Every Evening_ office; but
-here the absolute silence of his chief concerning his book was as hard
-to bear as Mr. Brandreth’s fancied coolness; he could not make out
-whether it meant compassion or dissatisfaction, or how it was to effect
-his relation to the paper. The worst of it was that his adversity, or
-his delayed prosperity, which ever it was, began to corrupt him. In his
-self-pity he wrote so leniently of some rather worthless books that he
-had no defence to make when his chief called his attention to the wide
-divergence between his opinions and those of some other critics. At
-times when he resented the hardship of his fate he scored the books
-before him with a severity that was as unjust as the weak commiseration
-in his praises. He felt sure that if the situation prolonged itself his
-failure as an author must involve his failure as a critic.
-
-It was not only the coolness in Mr. Brandreth’s welcome which kept him
-aloof; he had a sense of responsibility, which was almost a sense of
-guilt, in the publisher’s presence, for he was the author of a book
-which had been published contrary to the counsel of all his literary
-advisers. It was true that he had not finally asked Mr. Brandreth to
-publish it, but he had been eagerly ready to have him do it; he had kept
-his absurd faith in it, and his steadfastness must have imparted a
-favorable conviction to Mr. Brandreth; he knew that there had certainly
-been ever so much personal kindness for him mixed up with its
-acceptance. The publisher, however civil outwardly--and Mr. Brandreth,
-with all his foibles, was never less than a gentleman--must inwardly
-blame him for his unlucky venture. The thought of this became
-intolerable, and at the end of a Saturday morning, when the book was
-three or four weeks old, he dropped in at Chapley’s to have it out with
-Mr. Brandreth. The work on the Saturday edition of the paper was always
-very heavy, and Ray’s nerves were fretted from the anxieties of getting
-it together, as well as from the intense labor of writing. He was going
-to humble himself to the publisher, and declare their failure to be all
-his own fault; but he had in reserve the potentiality of a bitter
-quarrel with him if he did not take it in the right way.
-
-He pushed on to Mr. Brandreth’s room, tense with his purpose, and stood
-scowling and silent when he found Kane there with him. Perhaps the old
-fellow divined the danger in Ray’s mood; perhaps he pitied him; perhaps
-he was really interested in the thing which he was talking of with the
-publisher, and which he referred to Ray without any preliminary ironies.
-
-“It’s about the career of a book; how it begins to go, and why, and
-when.”
-
-“Apropos of _A Modern Romeo_?” Ray asked, harshly.
-
-“If you please, _A Modern Romeo_.” Ray took the chair which Mr.
-Brandreth signed a clerk to bring him from without. Kane went on: “It’s
-very curious, the history of these things, and I’ve looked into it
-somewhat. Ordinarily a book makes its fortune, or it doesn’t, at once. I
-should say this was always the case with a story that had already been
-published serially; but with a book that first appears as a book, the
-chances seem to be rather more capricious. The first great success with
-us was _Uncle Tom’s Cabin_, and that was assured before the story was
-finished in the old _National Era_, where it was printed. But that had
-an immense motive power behind it--a vital question that affected the
-whole nation.”
-
-“I seem to have come too late for the vital questions,” said Ray.
-
-“Oh no! oh no! There are always plenty of them left. There is the
-industrial slavery, which exists on a much more universal scale than the
-chattel slavery; that is still waiting its novelist.”
-
-“Or its Trust of novelists,” Ray scornfully suggested.
-
-“Very good; very excellent good; nothing less than a syndicate perhaps
-could grapple with a theme of such vast dimensions.”
-
-“It would antagonize a large part of the reading public,” Mr. Brandreth
-said; but he had the air of making a mental memorandum to keep an eye
-out for MSS. dealing with industrial slavery.
-
-“So much the better! So much the better!” said Kane. “_Robert Elsmere_
-antagonized much more than half its readers by its religious positions.
-But that wasn’t what I was trying to get at. I was thinking about how
-some of the phenomenally successful books hung fire at first.”
-
-“Ah, that interests me as the author of a phenomenally successful book
-that is still hanging fire,” sighed Ray.
-
-Kane smiled approval of his attempt to play with his pain, and went on:
-“You know that _Gates Ajar_, which sold up into the hundred thousands,
-was three months selling the first fifteen hundred.”
-
-“Is that so?” Ray asked. “_A Modern Romeo_ has been three weeks selling
-the first fifteen.” He laughed, and Mr. Brandreth with him; but the fact
-encouraged him, and he could see that it encouraged the publisher.
-
-“We won’t speak of _Mr. Barnes of New York_”--
-
-“Oh no! Don’t!” cried Ray.
-
-“You might be very glad to have written it on some accounts, my dear
-boy,” said Kane.
-
-“Have you read it?”
-
-“That’s neither here nor there. I haven’t seen _Little Lord Fauntleroy_.
-But I wanted to speak of _Looking Backward_. Four months after that was
-published, the first modest edition was still unsold.”
-
-Kane rose. “I just dropped in to impart these facts to your publisher,
-in case you and he might be getting a little impatient of the triumph
-which seems to be rather behind time. I suppose you’ve noticed it? These
-little disappointments are not suffered in a corner.”
-
-“Then your inference is that at the end of three or four months _A
-Modern Romeo_ will be selling at the rate of five hundred a day? I’m
-glad for Brandreth here, but I shall be dead by that time.”
-
-“Oh no! Oh no!” Kane softly entreated, while he took Ray’s hand between
-his two hands. “One doesn’t really die of disappointed literature any
-more than one dies of disappointed love. That is one of the pathetic
-superstitions which we like to cherish in a world where we get well of
-nearly all our hurts, and live on to a hale old imbecility. Depend upon
-it, my dear boy, you will survive your book at least fifty years.” Kane
-wrung Ray’s hand, and got himself quickly away.
-
-“There is a good deal of truth in what he says”--Mr. Brandreth began
-cheerfully.
-
-“About my outliving my book?” Ray asked. “Thank you. There’s all the
-truth in the world in it.”
-
-“I don’t mean that, of course. I mean the chances that it will pick up
-any time within three months, and make its fortune.”
-
-“You’re counting on a lucky accident.”
-
-“Yes, I am. I’ve done everything I can to push the book, and now we must
-trust to luck. You have to trust to luck in the book business, in every
-business. Business is buying on the chance of selling at a profit. The
-political economists talk about the laws of business; but there are no
-laws of business. There is nothing but chances, and no amount of wisdom
-can forecast them or control them. You had better be prudent, but if you
-are always prudent you will die poor. ‘Be bold; be bold; be not too
-bold.’ That’s about all there is of it. And I’m going to be cheerful
-too. I’m still betting on _A Modern Romeo_.” The young publisher leaned
-forward and put his hand on Ray’s shoulder, in a kindly way, and shook
-him a little. “Come! What will you bet that it doesn’t begin to go
-within the next fortnight? I don’t ask you to put up any money. Will you
-risk the copyright on the first thousand?”
-
-“No, I won’t bet,” said Ray, more spiritlessly than he felt, for the
-proposition to relinquish a part of his copyright realized it to him.
-Still he found it safest not to allow himself any revival of his hopes;
-if he did it would be tempting fate to dash them again. In that way he
-had often got the better of fate; there was no other way to do it, at
-least for him.
-
-
-
-
-XLI.
-
-
-After a silent and solitary dinner, Ray went to see Mrs. Denton and
-Peace in their new lodging. It was the upper floor of a little house in
-Greenwich Village, which was sublet to them by a machinist occupying the
-lower floors; Ray vaguely recalled something in his face at his first
-visit, and then recognized one of the attendants at Hughes’s Sunday
-ministrations. He was disposed to fellowship Ray in Hughes’s doctrine,
-and in the supposition of a community of interest in Hughes’s daughters.
-They could not have been in better or kindlier keeping than that of the
-machinist’s friendly wife, who must have fully shared his notion of
-Ray’s relation to them. She always received him like one of the family,
-and with an increasing intimacy and cordiality.
-
-That evening when she opened the street door to him she said, “Go right
-along up; I guess you’ll find them there all right,” and Ray mounted
-obediently. Half-way up he met Mrs. Denton coming down, with her cat in
-her arms. “Oh, well!” she said. “You’ll find Peace at home; I’ll be back
-in a moment.”
-
-He suspected that Mrs. Denton fostered the belief of the machinist and
-his wife that there was a tacit if not an explicit understanding between
-himself and Peace, and he thought that she would now very probably talk
-the matter over with them. But he kept on up to the little apartment at
-the top of the house, and tapped on the door standing wide open. The
-girl was sitting at one of the windows, with her head and bust sharply
-defined against the glassy clear evening light of the early summer. She
-had her face turned toward the street, and remained as if she did not
-hear him at first, so that there was a moment when it went through his
-mind that he would go away. Then she looked round, and greeted him; and
-he advanced into the room, and took the seat fronting her on the other
-side of the window. There was a small, irregular square below, and above
-the tops of its trees the swallows were weaving their swift flight and
-twittering song; the street noises came up slightly muted through the
-foliage; it was almost like a sylvan withdrawal from the city’s worst;
-and they talked of the country, and how lovely it must be looking now.
-
-He said: “Yes, I wonder we can ever leave it. This is the first
-spring-time that I have ever been where I couldn’t feel my way with
-Nature at every step she took. It’s like a great loss out of my life. I
-think sometimes I am a fool to have staid here; I can never get it back.
-I could have gone home, and been the richer by the experience of another
-spring. Why didn’t I do it?”
-
-“Perhaps you couldn’t have done your work there,” she suggested.
-
-“Oh, my work! That is what people are always sacrificing the good of
-life to--their work! Is it worth so much? If I couldn’t do my
-newspaper-work there, I could do something else. I could write another
-unsuccessful novel.”
-
-“Is your novel a failure?” she asked.
-
-“Don’t you know it is? It’s been out three weeks, and nobody seems to
-know it. That’s my grief, now; it may one day be my consolation. I don’t
-complain. Mr. Brandreth still keeps his heroic faith in it, and even old
-Kane was trying to rise on the wings of favorable prophecy when I saw
-him just before dinner. But I haven’t the least hope any more. I think I
-could stand it better if I respected the book itself more. But to fail
-in a bad cause--that’s bitter.” He stopped, knowing as well as if he had
-put his prayer in words, that he had asked her to encourage him, and if
-possible, flatter him.
-
-“I’ve been reading it all through again, since it came out,” she said.
-
-“Oh, have you?” he palpitated.
-
-“And I have lent it to the people in the house here, and they have read
-it. They are very intelligent in a kind of way”--
-
-“Yes?”
-
-“And they have been talking to me about it; they have been discussing
-the characters in it. They like it because they say they can understand
-just how every one felt. They like the hero, and Mrs. Simpson cried over
-the last scene. She thinks you have managed the heroine’s character
-beautifully. Mr. Simpson wondered whether you really believe in
-hypnotism. They both said they felt as if they were living it.”
-
-Ray listened with a curious mixture of pleasure and of pain. He knew
-very well that it was not possible for such people as the Simpsons to
-judge his story with as fine artistic perception as that old society
-woman who thought he meant to make his characters cheap and ridiculous,
-and in the light of this knowledge their praise galled him. But then
-came the question whether they could not judge better of its truth and
-reality. If he had made a book which appealed to the feeling and
-knowledge of the great, simply-conditioned, sound-hearted,
-common-schooled American mass whom the Simpsons represented, he had made
-his fortune. He put aside that other question, which from time to time
-presses upon every artist, whether he would rather please the few who
-despise the judgment of the many, or the many who have no taste, but
-somehow have in their keeping the touchstone by which a work of art
-proves itself a human interest, and not merely a polite pleasure. Ray
-could not make this choice. He said dreamily: “If Mr. Brandreth could
-only find out how to reach all the Simpsons with it! I believe a
-twenty-five-cent paper edition would be the thing after all. I wish you
-could tell me just what Mr. and Mrs. Simpson said of the book; and if
-you can remember what they disliked as well as what they liked in it.”
-
-Peace laughed a little. “Oh, they disliked the wicked people. They
-thought the hard old father of the heroine was terrible, and was justly
-punished by his daughter’s death. At the same time they thought you
-ought to have had her revive in time to seize the hero’s hand, when he
-is going to shoot himself, and keep him from giving himself a mortal
-wound. The cousin ought to get well, too; or else confess before he dies
-that he intended to throw the hero over the cliff, so that it could be
-made out a case of self-defence. Mr. Simpson says that could be done to
-the satisfaction of any jury.”
-
-Ray laughed too. “Yes. It would have been more popular if it had ended
-well.”
-
-“Perhaps not,” Peace suggested. “Isn’t it the great thing to make people
-talk about a book? If it ended well they wouldn’t have half so much to
-say as they will now about it.”
-
-“Perhaps,” Ray assented with meek hopefulness. “But, Peace, what do
-_you_ say about it? You’ve never told me that yet. Do you really despise
-it so much?”
-
-“I’ve never said that I despised it.”
-
-“You’ve never said you didn’t, and by everything that you’ve done,
-you’ve left me to think that you do. I know,” said the young man, “that
-I’m bringing up associations and recollections that must be painful to
-you; they’re painful and humiliating to me. But it seems to me that you
-owe me that much.”
-
-“I owe you much more than that,” said the girl. “Do you think that I
-forget--can forget--anything--all that you’ve been to us?”
-
-“Oh, don’t speak of it!” said Ray. “I didn’t mean that. And you needn’t
-tell me now what you think of my book. But sometime you will, won’t
-you?” He drew forward a little nearer to her, where they sat in the
-light which had begun to wane. “Until then--until then--I want you to
-let me be the best friend you have in the world--the best friend I can
-be to any one.”
-
-He stopped for some answer from her, and she said: “No one could be a
-truer friend to us than you have been, from the very first. And we have
-mixed you up so in our trouble!”
-
-“Oh, no! But if it’s given me any sort of right to keep on coming to see
-Mrs. Denton and you, just as I used?”
-
-“Why not?” she returned.
-
-
-
-
-XLII.
-
-
-Ray went home ill at ease with himself. He spent a bad night, and he
-seemed to have sunk away only a moment from his troubles, when a knock
-at his door brought him up again into the midst of them. He realized
-them before he realized the knock sufficiently to call out, “Who’s
-there?”
-
-“Oh!” said Mr. Brandreth’s voice without; “you’re not up yet! Can I come
-in?”
-
-“Certainly,” said Ray, and he leaned forward and slid back the bolt of
-his door: it was one advantage of a room so small that he could do this
-without getting out of bed.
-
-Mr. Brandreth seemed to beam with one radiance from his silk hat, his
-collar, his boots, his scarf, his shining eyes and smooth-shaven
-friendly face, as he entered.
-
-“Of course,” he said, “you haven’t seen the _Metropolis_ yet?”
-
-“No; what is the matter with the _Metropolis_?”
-
-Mr. Brandreth, with his perfectly fitted gloves on, and his natty cane
-dangling from his wrist, unfolded the supplement of the newspaper, and
-accurately folded it again to the lines of the first three columns of
-the page. Then he handed it to Ray, and delicately turned away and
-looked out of the window.
-
-Ray glanced at the space defined, and saw that it was occupied by a
-review of _A Modern Romeo_. There were lengths of large open type for
-the reviewer’s introduction and comments and conclusion, and embedded
-among these, in closer and finer print, extracts from the novel, where
-Ray saw his own language transfigured and glorified.
-
-The critic struck in the beginning a note which he sounded throughout; a
-cry of relief, of exultation, at what was apparently the beginning of a
-new order of things in fiction. He hailed the unknown writer of _A
-Modern Romeo_ as the champion of the imaginative and the ideal against
-the photographic and the commonplace, and he expressed a pious joy in
-the novel as a bold advance in the path that was to lead forever away
-from the slough of realism. But he put on a philosophic air in making
-the reader observe that it was not absolutely a new departure, a break,
-a schism; it was a natural and scientific evolution, it was a
-development of the spiritual from the material; the essential part of
-realism was there, but freed from the grossness, the dulness of realism
-as we had hitherto known it, and imbued with a fresh life. He called
-attention to the firmness and fineness with which the situation was
-portrayed and the characters studied before the imagination began to
-deal with them; and then he asked the reader to notice how, when this
-foundation had once been laid, it was made to serve as a
-“star-ypointing pyramid” from which the author’s fancy took its bold
-flight through realms untravelled by the photographic and the
-commonplace. He praised the style of the book, which he said
-corresponded to the dual nature of the conception, and recalled
-Thackeray in the treatment of persons and things, and Hawthorne in the
-handling of motives and ideas. There was, in fact, so much subtlety in
-the author’s dealing with these, that one might almost suspect a
-feminine touch, but for the free and virile strength shown in the
-passages of passion and action.
-
-The reviewer quoted several of such passages, and Ray followed with a
-novel intensity of interest the words he already knew by heart. The
-whole episode of throwing the cousin over the cliff was reprinted; but
-the parts which the reviewer gave the largest room and the loudest
-praise were those embodying the incidents of the hypnotic trance and the
-tragical close of the story. Here, he said, was a piece of the most
-palpitant actuality, and he applauded it as an instance of how the
-imagination might deal with actuality. Nothing in the whole range of
-commonplace, photographic, realistic fiction was of such striking effect
-as this employment of a scientific discovery in the region of the ideal.
-He contended that whatever lingering doubt people might have of the
-usefulness of hypnotism as a remedial agent, there could be no question
-of the splendid success with which the writer of this remarkable novel
-had turned it to account in poetic fiction of a very high grade. He did
-not say the highest grade; the book had many obvious faults. It was
-evidently the first book of a young writer, whose experience of life had
-apparently been limited to a narrow and comparatively obscure field. It
-was in a certain sense provincial, even parochial; but perhaps the very
-want of an extended horizon had concentrated the author’s thoughts the
-more penetratingly on the life immediately at hand. What was important
-was that he had seen this life with the vision of an idealist, and had
-discerned its poetic uses with the sense of the born artist, and had set
-it in
-
- “The light that never was on sea or land.”
-
-Much more followed to like effect, and the reviewer closed with a
-promise to look with interest for the future performance of a writer who
-had already given much more than the promise of mastery; who had given
-proofs of it. His novel might not be the great American novel which we
-had so long been expecting, but it was a most notable achievement in the
-right direction. The author was the prophet of better things; he was a
-Moses, who, if we followed him, would lead us up from the flesh-pots of
-Realism toward the promised land of the Ideal.
-
-From time to time Ray made a little apologetic show of not meaning to do
-more than glance the review over, but Mr. Brandreth insisted upon his
-taking his time and reading it all; he wanted to talk to him about it.
-He began to talk before Ray finished; in fact he agonized him with
-question and comment, all through; and when Ray laid the paper down at
-last, he came and sat on the edge of his bed.
-
-“Now, I’ll tell you what I’m going to do. I don’t believe in working on
-Sunday, and that sort of thing; but I believe this is providential. My
-wife does, too; she says it’s a reward for the faith we’ve had in the
-book; and that it would be a sin to lose a moment’s time. If there is to
-be any catch-on at all, it must be instantaneous; we mustn’t let the
-effect of this review get cold, and I’m going to strike while it’s
-red-hot.” The word seem to suggest the magnitude of the purpose which
-Mr. Brandreth expressed with seriousness that befitted the day. “I’m
-simply going to paint the universe red. You’ll see.”
-
-“Well, well,” said Ray, “you’d better not tell me how. I guess I’ve got
-as much as I can stand, now.”
-
-“If that book doesn’t succeed,” said Mr. Brandreth, as solemnly as if
-registering a vow, “it won’t be my fault.”
-
-He went away, and Ray passed into a trance such as wraps a fortunate
-lover from the outer world. But nothing was further from his thoughts
-than love. The passion that possessed him was egotism flattered to an
-intensity in which he had no life but in the sense of himself. No
-experience could be more unwholesome while it lasted, but a condition so
-intense could not endure. His first impulse was to keep away from every
-one who could keep him from the voluptuous sense of his own success. He
-knew very well that the review in the _Metropolis_ overrated his book,
-but he liked it to be overrated; he wilfully renewed his delirium from
-it by reading it again and again, over his breakfast, on the train to
-the Park, and in the lonely places which he sought out there apart from
-all who could know him or distract him from himself. At first it seemed
-impossible; at last it became unintelligible. He threw the paper into
-some bushes; then after he had got a long way off, he went back and
-recovered it, and read the review once more. The sense had returned, the
-praises had relumed their fires; again he bathed his spirit in their
-splendor. It was he, he, he, of whom those things were said. He tried to
-realize it. Who was he? The question scared him; perhaps he was going
-out of his mind. At any rate he must get away from himself now; that was
-his only safety. He thought whom he should turn to for refuge. There
-were still people of his society acquaintance in town, and he could have
-had a cup of tea poured for him by a charming girl at any one of a dozen
-friendly houses. There were young men, more than enough of them, who
-would have welcomed him to their bachelor quarters. There was old Kane.
-But they would have all begun to talk to him about that review; Peace
-herself would have done so. He ended by going home, and setting to work
-on some notices for the next day’s _Every Evening_. The performance was
-a play of double consciousness in which he struggled with himself as if
-with some alien personality. But the next day he could take the time to
-pay Mr. Brandreth a visit without wronging the work he had carried so
-far.
-
-On the way he bought the leading morning papers, and saw that the
-publisher had reprinted long extracts from the _Metropolis_ review as
-advertisements in the type of the editorial page; in the _Metropolis_
-itself he reprinted the whole review. “This sort of thing will be in the
-principal Philadelphia, Boston, Chicago, Cincinnati, and St. Louis
-papers just as soon as the mail can carry them my copy. I _had_ thought
-of telegraphing the advertisement, but it will cost money enough as it
-is,” said Mr. Brandreth.
-
-“Are you sure you’re not throwing your money away?” Ray asked, somewhat
-aghast.
-
-“I’m sure I’m not throwing my chance away,” the publisher retorted with
-gay courage. He developed the plan of campaign as he had conceived it,
-and Ray listened with a kind of nerveless avidity. He looked over at Mr.
-Chapley’s room, where he knew that Peace was busily writing, and he
-hoped that she did not know that he was there. His last talk with her
-had mixed itself up with the intense experience that had followed, and
-seemed of one frantic quality with it. He walked out to the street door
-with Mr. Brandreth beside him, and did not turn for a glimpse of her.
-
-“Oh by-the-way,” said the publisher at parting, “if you’d been here a
-little sooner, I could have made you acquainted with your reviewer. He
-dropped in a little while ago to ask who S. Ray was, and I did my best
-to make him believe it was a real name. I don’t think he was more than
-half convinced.”
-
-“I don’t more than half believe in him,” said Ray, lightly, to cover his
-disappointment. “Who is he?”
-
-“Well, their regular man is off on sick leave, and this young
-fellow--Worrell is his name--is a sort of under study. He was telling me
-how he happened to go in for your book--those things are always
-interesting. He meant to take another book up to his house with him, and
-he found he had yours when he got home, and some things about hypnotism.
-He went through them, and then he thought he would just glance at yours,
-anyway, and he opened on the hypnotic trance scene, just when his mind
-was full of the subject, and he couldn’t let go. He went back to the
-beginning and read it all through, and then he gave you the benefit of
-the other fellow’s chance. He wanted to see you, when I told him about
-you. Curious how these things fall out, half the time?”
-
-“Very,” said Ray, rather blankly.
-
-“I knew you’d enjoy it.”
-
-“Oh, I do.”
-
-
-
-
-XLIII.
-
-
-Whether the boom for _A Modern Romeo_ which began with the appearance of
-the _Metropolis_ review was an effect of that review or not, no one
-acquainted with the caprices of the book trade would undertake to say.
-There had been enthusiastic reviews of other books in the _Metropolis_
-which had resulted in no boom whatever, as Kane pointed out in
-ironically inviting the author to believe that the success of the book
-was due wholly to its merit.
-
-“And what was its long failure due to?” Ray asked, tasting the bitter of
-the suggestion, but feigning unconsciousness.
-
-“To its demerit.”
-
-Mr. Brandreth was at first inclined to ascribe the boom to the review;
-afterwards he held that it was owing to his own wise and bold use of the
-review in advertising. There, he contended, was the true chance, which,
-in moments of grateful piety, he claimed that he was inspired to seize.
-What is certain is that other friendly reviews began to appear in other
-influential journals, in New York and throughout the country. Ray began
-to see the book on the news-stands now; he found it in the booksellers’
-windows; once he heard people in an elevated car talking of it; somehow
-it was in the air. But how it got in the air, no one could exactly say;
-he, least of all. He could put his hand on certain causes, gross,
-palpable, like the advertising activities of Mr. Brandreth; but these
-had been in effectless operation long before. He could not define the
-peculiar attraction that the novel seemed to have, even when frankly
-invited to do so by a vivid young girl who wrote New York letters for a
-Southern paper, and who came to interview him about it. The most that he
-could say was that it had struck a popular mood. She was very grateful
-for that idea, and she made much of it in her next letter; but she did
-not succeed in analyzing this mood, except as a general readiness for
-psychological fiction on the part of a reading public wearied and
-disgusted with the realism of the photographic, commonplace school. She
-was much more precise in her personal account of Ray; the young novelist
-appeared there as a type of manly beauty, as to his face and head, but
-of a regrettably low stature, which, however, you did not observe while
-he remained seated. It was specially confided to lady readers that his
-slightly wavy dark hair was parted in the middle over a forehead as
-smooth and pure as a girl’s. The processed reproduction of Ray’s
-photograph did not perfectly bear out her encomium; but it was as much
-like him as it was like her account of him. His picture began to appear
-in many places, with romanced biographies, which made much of the
-obscurity of his origin and the struggles of his early life. When it
-came to be said that he sprang from the lower classes, it brought him a
-letter of indignant protest from his mother, who reminded him that his
-father was a physician, and his people had always been educated and
-respectable on both sides. She thought that he ought to write to the
-papers and stop the injurious paragraph; and he did not wholly convince
-her that this was impossible. He could not have made her understand how
-in the sudden invasion of publicity his personality had quite passed out
-of his own keeping. The interviewers were upon him everywhere: at his
-hotel, whose quaintness and foreign picturesqueness they made go far in
-their studies of him; at the _Every Evening_ office, where their visits
-subjected him to the mockery of his associates on the paper. His chief
-was too simple and serious of purpose to take the comic view of Ray’s
-celebrity; when he realized it through the frequency of the interviews,
-he took occasion to say: “I like your work and I want to keep you. As it
-is only a question of time when you will ask an increase of salary, I
-prefer to anticipate, and you’ll find it put up in your next check to
-the figure which I think the paper ought to stand.” He did not otherwise
-recognize the fact of the book’s success, or speak of it; as compared
-with his paper, Ray’s book was of no importance to him whatever.
-
-The interviews were always flattering to Ray’s vanity, in a certain way,
-but it was rather wounding to find that most of the interviewers had not
-read his book; though they had just got it, or they were going to get it
-and read it. In some cases they came to him with poetic preoccupations
-from previous interviews with Mr. Brandreth, and he could not disabuse
-them of the notion that his literary career had been full of facts much
-stranger than fiction.
-
-“Mr. Brandreth says that if the truth could be told about that book,”
-one young lady journalist stated, keeping her blue eyes fixed winningly
-upon the author’s, “it would form one of the most dramatic chapters in
-the whole history of literature. _Won’t_ you tell _me_ the truth about
-it, Mr. Ray?”
-
-“Why, I don’t know the truth about it myself,” Ray said.
-
-“Oh, how delightful!” cried the young lady. “I’m going to put _that_ in,
-at any rate;” and she continued to work the young author with her
-appealing eyes and her unusually intelligent flatteries, until she had
-got a great deal more out of him concerning the periculations of his
-novel in manuscript than he could have believed himself capable of
-telling.
-
-He went to Mr. Brandreth smarting with a sense of having made a fool of
-himself, and, “See here, Brandreth,” he said, “what is so very
-remarkably dramatic in the history of a novel kicking about for six
-months among the trade?”
-
-Mr. Brandreth stared at him, and then said, with a flash of
-recollection, “Oh! _That_ girl! Well, she was determined to have
-_something_ exclusive about the book, and I just threw out the remark. I
-wasn’t thinking of your side of the business entirely. Ray, you’re a
-good fellow, and I don’t mind telling you that when I chanced it on
-this book of yours, it had got to a point with us where we had to chance
-it on something. Mr. Chapley had let the publishing interests of the
-house go till there was hardly anything of them left; and when he went
-up into the country, this spring, he was strongly opposed to my trying
-anything in the publishing line. But my wife and I talked it over, and
-she saw as well as I did that I should either have to go actively into
-the business, or else go out of it. As it stood, it wouldn’t support two
-families. So I made up my mind to risk your book. If it had failed it
-would have embarrassed me awfully; I don’t say but what I could have
-pulled through, but it would have been rough sledding.”
-
-“That _is_ interesting,” said Ray. “I don’t see why I shouldn’t begin to
-pose as your preserver.”
-
-“Well, it wasn’t quite so bad as that,” Mr. Brandreth gayly protested.
-“And at the last moment it might have been some one else. There’s no
-reason why I shouldn’t tell you that the night you came and wanted me to
-take old Hughes’s book, I talked it very seriously over with my wife,
-and we determined that we would look at it in the morning, and perhaps
-postpone your novel. We woke the baby up with our talk, and then he woke
-us up the rest of the night, and in the morning we were not fit to
-grapple with the question, and I took that for a sign and let them go on
-with your book. I suppose these things were in my mind when I told that
-girl what she repeated to you.”
-
-“Well, the incidents are dramatic enough,” said Ray, musingly. “Even
-tragical.”
-
-“Yes,” sighed Mr. Brandreth. “I always dreaded to ask you how you made
-it right with Mr. Hughes.”
-
-“Oh, Mrs. Denton made it right with _him_,” Ray scoffed. “I told her how
-I failed with you, and she went right to him and said that you had taken
-his book and would bring it out at once.”
-
-Mr. Brandreth looked pained. “Well, I don’t know what to say about that.
-But I’m satisfied now that I acted for the best in keeping on with your
-book. I’m going to have Mr. Hughes’s carefully examined, though. I
-believe there’s the making of another hit in it. By-the-way,” he ended,
-cheerily, “you’ll be glad to know that _A Modern Romeo_ has come of age;
-we’ve just printed the twenty-first thousand of him.”
-
-“Is it possible!” said Ray, with well-simulated rapture. With all the
-talk there had been about the book, he supposed it had certainly gone to
-fifty thousand by this time.
-
-The sale never really reached that figure. It went to forty two or three
-thousand, and there it stopped, and nothing could carry it farther. The
-author talked the strange arrest over with the publisher, but they could
-arrive at no solution of the mystery. There was no reason why a book
-which had been so widely talked about and written about should not keep
-on selling indefinitely; there was every reason why it should; but it
-did not. Had it, by some process of natural selection, reached exactly
-those people who cared for a psychological novel of its peculiar make,
-and were there really no more of them than had given it just that vogue?
-He sought a law for the fact in vain, in the more philosophical
-discussions he held with old Kane, as well as in his inquiries with Mr.
-Brandreth.
-
-Finally, Kane said: “Why do we always seek a law for things? Is there a
-law for ourselves? We think so, but it’s out of sight for the most part,
-and generally we act from mere caprice, from impulse. I’ve lived a good
-many years, but I couldn’t honestly say that I’ve seen the cause
-overtaken by the consequence more than two or three times; then it
-struck me as rather theatrical. Consequences I’ve seen a plenty, but not
-causes. Perhaps this is merely a sphere of ultimations. We used to
-flatter ourselves, in the simple old days, when we thought we were all
-miserable sinners, that we were preparing tremendous effects, to follow
-elsewhere, by what we said and did here. But what if the things that
-happen here are effects initiated elsewhere?”
-
-“It’s a very pretty conjecture,” said Ray, “but it doesn’t seem to have
-a very direct bearing on the falling off in the sale of _A Modern
-Romeo_.”
-
-“Everything in the universe is related to that book, if you could only
-see it properly. If it has stopped selling, it is probably because the
-influence of some favorable star, extinguished thousands of years ago,
-has just ceased to reach this planet.”
-
-Kane had the air of making a mental note after he said this, and Ray
-began to laugh. “There ought to be money in that,” he said.
-
-“No, there is no money in Hard Sayings,” Kane returned, sadly; “there is
-only--wisdom.”
-
-Ray was by no means discouraged with his failures to divine the reason
-for the arrested sale of his book. At heart he was richly satisfied with
-its success, and he left the public without grudging, to their belief
-that it had sold a hundred and fifty thousand. Mr. Brandreth was
-satisfied, too. He believed that the sale would pick up again in the
-fall after people got back from the country; he had discovered that the
-book had enduring qualities; but now the question was, what was Ray
-going to write next? “You ought to strike while the iron’s hot, you
-know.”
-
-“Of course, I’ve been thinking about that,” the young fellow admitted,
-“and I believe I’ve got a pretty good scheme for a novel.”
-
-“Could you give me some notion of it?”
-
-“No, I couldn’t. It hasn’t quite crystallized in my mind yet. And I
-don’t believe it will, somehow, till I get a name for it.”
-
-“Have you thought of a name?”
-
-“Yes--half-a-dozen that won’t do.”
-
-“There’s everything in a name,” said the publisher. “I believe it made
-the _Modern Romeo’s_ fortune.”
-
-Ray mused a moment. “How would _A Rose by any other Name_ do?”
-
-“That’s rather attractive,” said Mr. Brandreth. “Well, anyway, remember
-that we are to have the book.”
-
-Ray hesitated. “Well--not on those old ten-percent. terms, Brandreth.”
-
-“Oh, I think we can arrange the terms all right,” said Mr. Brandreth.
-
-“Because I can do much better, you know.”
-
-“Oh, they’ve been after you, have they?”
-
-The young fellow held up the fingers of one hand.
-
-“Well,” said Mr. Brandreth, “your next book belongs to Chapley & Co. You
-want to keep your books together. One will help sell the other. _A Rose
-by any other Name_ will wake up _A Modern Romeo_ when it comes out.”
-
-
-
-
-XLIV.
-
-
-For Peace Hughes and her sister, the summer passed uneventfully. The
-girl made up for the time she had lost earlier in the year by doing
-double duty at the increased business of the publishing house. The
-prosperity of _A Modern Romeo_ had itself added to her work, and the new
-enterprises which its success had inspired Mr. Brandreth to consider
-meant more letter-writing and more formulation of the ideas which he
-struck shapelessly if boldly out. He trusted her advice as well as her
-skill, and she had now become one of the regular readers for Chapley &
-Co.
-
-Ray inferred this from the number of manuscripts which he saw on her
-table at home, and he could not help knowing the other things through
-his own acquaintance, which was almost an intimacy, with Mr. Brandreth’s
-affairs. The publisher was always praising her. “Talk about men!” he
-broke out one day. “That girl has a better business head than half the
-business men in New York. If she were not a woman, it would be only a
-question of time when we should have to offer her a partnership, or run
-the risk of losing her. But there’s only one kind of partnership you can
-offer a woman.” Ray flushed, but he did not say anything, and Mr.
-Brandreth asked, apparently from some association in his mind, “Do you
-see much of them at their new place?”
-
-“Yes; I go there every week or so.”
-
-“How are they getting on?”
-
-“Very well, I believe.” Ray mused a moment, and then he said: “If it
-were not contrary to all our preconceptions of a sort of duty in people
-who have been through what they have been through, I should say they
-were both happier than I ever saw them before. I don’t think Mrs. Denton
-cared a great deal for her children or husband, but in her father’s last
-days he wouldn’t have anybody else about him. She strikes one like a
-person who would get married again.”
-
-Mr. Brandreth listened with the air of one trying to feel shocked; but
-he smiled.
-
-“I don’t blame her,” Ray continued. “Perhaps old Kane’s habit of not
-blaming people is infectious. She once accounted for herself on the
-ground that she didn’t make herself; I suppose it might be rather
-dangerous ground if people began to take it generally. But Miss Hughes
-did care for those poor little souls and for that wretched creature, and
-now the care’s gone, and the relief has come. They both miss their
-father; but he was doomed; he _had_ to die; and besides, his fatherhood
-struck me as being rather thin, at times, from having been spread out
-over a community so long. I can’t express it exactly, but it seems to me
-that the children of a man who is trying to bring about a millennium of
-any kind do not have a good time. Still, I suppose we must have the
-millenniums.”
-
-“You said that just like old Kane,” Mr. Brandreth observed.
-
-“Did I? I just owned he was infectious. If I’ve caught his habit of
-mind, I dare say I’ve caught his accent. I don’t particularly admire
-either. But what I mean is that Miss Hughes and her sister are getting
-on very comfortably and sweetly. Their place is as homelike as any I
-know in New York.”
-
-“As soon as we get back in the fall, Mrs. Brandreth is going to call on
-them. Now that Mr. Chapley and Mr. Hughes are out of the way, there’s no
-reason why we shouldn’t show them some attention. Miss Hughes, at least,
-is a perfect lady. I’m going to see that she doesn’t overwork; the
-success of _A Modern Romeo_ has killed us nearly all; I’m going to give
-her a three weeks’ vacation toward the end of August.”
-
-Ray called upon Peace one evening in the beginning of her vacation, and
-found her with the manuscript of a book before her; Mrs. Denton was
-sitting with the Simpsons on their front steps, and sent him on up to
-Peace when he declined to join her there.
-
-He said, “I supposed I should find you reading up the Adirondack
-guide-books, or trying to decide between Newport and Saratoga. I don’t
-see how your outing differs very much from your inning.”
-
-“This was only a book I brought home because I had got interested in
-it,” the girl explained in self-defence. “We’re not going away
-anywhere.”
-
-“I think I would stay myself,” said Ray, “if it were not for wanting to
-see my family. My vacation begins to-morrow.”
-
-“Does it?”
-
-“Yes; and I should be very willing to spend my fortnight excursioning
-around New York. But I’m off at once to-night; I came in to say good-by.
-I hope you’ll miss me.”
-
-“We shall miss you very much,” she said; and she added, “I suppose most
-of our fashionable friends have gone out of town.”
-
-“Have they?”
-
-“I should think you would know. We had them at second-hand from you.”
-
-“Oh! Those?” said Ray. “Yes. They’re gone, and I’m going. I hate to
-leave you behind. Have you any message for the country?”
-
-“Only my love.” She faced the manuscript down on the table before her,
-and rocked softly to and fro a moment. “It does make me a little
-homesick to think of it,” she said, with touching patience.
-
-He felt the forlornness in her accent, and a sense of her isolation
-possessed him. When Mrs. Denton should marry again, Peace would be alone
-in the world. He looked at her, and she seemed very little and slight,
-to make her way single-handed.
-
-“Peace!” he said, and the intensity of his voice startled him. “There is
-something I wanted to say to you--to ask you,” and he was aware of her
-listening as intensely as he spoke, though no change of attitude or
-demeanor betrayed the fact; he had to go on in a lighter strain if he
-went on at all. “You know, I suppose, what a rich man I am going to be
-when I get the copyright on my book. It’s almost incredible, but I’m
-going to be worth five or six thousand dollars; to be as rich as most
-millionaires. Well--I asked you to let me be your friend once, because I
-didn’t think a man who was turning out a failure had the right to ask to
-be more. Or, no! That _isn’t_ it!” he broke off, shocked by the false
-ring of his words. “I don’t know how to say it. I was in love once--very
-much in love; the kind of love that I’ve put into my book; and
-this--this worship that I have for you, for I do worship you!--it isn’t
-the same, Peace. It’s everything that honors you, and once it _was_ like
-that; but now I’m not sure. But I couldn’t go away without offering you
-my worship, for you to accept for all our lives; or reject, if it wasn’t
-enough. Do you understand?”
-
-“I do understand,” the girl returned, and she nervously pressed the hand
-which she allowed to gather hers into it.
-
-“I couldn’t leave you,” he went on, “without telling you that there is
-no one in the world that I honor so much as you. I had it in my heart to
-say this long ago; but it seems such a strange thing to stop with. If I
-didn’t think you so wise and so good, I don’t believe I could say it to
-you. I know that now whatever you decide will be right, and the best for
-us both. I couldn’t bear to have you suppose I would keep coming to see
-you without--I would have told you this long ago, but I always expected
-to tell you more. But I’m twenty-six now, and perhaps I shall never
-feel in that old way again. I _know_ our lives would be united in the
-highest things; and you would save me from living for myself alone. What
-do you say, Peace?”
-
-He waited for her to break the silence which he did not know how to
-interpret. At last she said “No!” and she drew back from him and took
-her hand away. “It wouldn’t be right. I shouldn’t be afraid to trust
-you”----
-
-“Then why”----
-
-“For I know how faithful you are. But I’m afraid--I _know_--I don’t love
-you! And without that it would be a sacrilege. That isn’t enough of
-itself, but everything else would be nothing without it.” As if she felt
-the wound her words must have dealt to his self-love, she hurried on: “I
-did love you once. Yes! I did. And when Mr. Brandreth wanted me to read
-your book that time, I wouldn’t, because I was afraid of myself. But
-afterwards it--went.”
-
-“Was it my fault?” Ray asked.
-
-“It wasn’t any one’s fault,” said the girl. “If I had not been so
-unhappy, it might have been different.”
-
-“Oh, Peace!”
-
-“But I had no heart for it. And now my life must go on just as it is. I
-have thought it all out. I thought that some time you might tell
-me--what you have--or different--and I tried to think what I ought to
-do. I shall never care for any one else; I shall never get married.
-Don’t think I shall be unhappy! I can take good care of myself, and
-Jenny and I will not be lonesome together. Even if we don’t always live
-together--still, I can always make myself a home. I’m not afraid to be
-an old maid. There is work in the world for me to do, and I can do it.
-Is it so strange I should be saying this?”
-
-“No, no. It’s right.”
-
-“I suppose that most of the girls you know wouldn’t do it. But I have
-been brought up differently. In the Family they did not think that
-marriage was always the best thing; and when I saw how Jenny and
-Ansel--I don’t mean that it would ever have been like that! But I don’t
-wish you to think that life will be hard or unhappy for me. And you--you
-will find somebody that you can feel towards as you did towards that
-first girl.”
-
-“Never! I shall never care for any one again!” he cried. At the bottom
-of his heart there was a relief which he tried to ignore, though he
-could not deny himself a sense of the unique literary value of the
-situation. It was from a consciousness of this relief that he asked,
-“And what do you think of me, Peace? Do you blame me?”
-
-“Blame you? How? For my having changed?”
-
-“I feel to blame,” said the young man. “How shall we do, now? Shall I
-come to see you when I return?”
-
-“Yes. But we won’t speak of this again.”
-
-“Shall you tell Mrs. Denton?”
-
-“Of course.”
-
-“She will blame me.”
-
-“She will blame _me_,” said Peace. “But--I shall not be troubled, and
-you mustn’t,” she said, and she lightly touched him. “This is just as I
-wish it to be. I’ve been afraid that if this ever happened, I shouldn’t
-have the courage to tell you what I have. But you helped me, and I am so
-glad you did! I was afraid you would say something that would blind me,
-and keep me from going on in the right way; but now--Good-night.”
-
-“Good-night,” said Ray, vaguely. “May I--dream of you, Peace?”
-
-“If you’ll stop at daybreak.”
-
-“Ah, then I shall begin to think of you.”
-
-
-
-
-XLV.
-
-
-They had certainly come to an understanding, and for Ray at least there
-was release from the obscure sense of culpability which had so long
-harassed him. He knew that unless he was sure of his love for Peace, he
-was to blame for letting her trust it; but now that he had spoken, and
-spoken frankly, it had freed them both to go on and be friends without
-fear for each other. Her confession that there had been a time when she
-loved him flattered his vanity out of the pain of knowing that she did
-not love him now; it consoled him, it justified him; for the offence
-which he had accused himself of was of no other kind than hers. How
-wisely, how generously she had taken the whole matter!
-
-The question whether she had not taken it more generously than he
-merited began to ask itself. She might have chosen to feign a parity
-with him in this. He had read of women who sacrificed their love to
-their love; and consented to a life-long silence, or practised a
-life-long deceit, that the men they loved might never know they loved
-them. He had never personally known of such a case, but the books were
-full of such cases. This might be one of them. Or it might much more
-simply and probably be that she had received his strange declaration as
-she did in order to spare his feelings. If that were true she had
-already told her sister, and Mrs. Denton had turned the absurd side of
-it to the light, and had made Peace laugh it over with her.
-
-A cold perspiration broke out over him at the notion, which he rejected
-upon a moment’s reflection as unworthy of Peace. He got back to his
-compassionate admiration of her, as he walked down to the ferry and
-began his homeward journey. He looked about the boat, and fancied it the
-same he had crossed to New York in, when he came to the city nearly a
-year before. The old negro who whistled, limped silently through the
-long saloon; he glanced from right to left on the passengers, but he
-must have thought them too few, or not in the mood for his music. Ray
-wondered if he whistled only for the incoming passengers. He recalled
-every circumstance of his acquaintance with Peace, from the moment she
-caught his notice when Mrs. Denton made her outcry about the
-pocket-book. He saw how once it had seemed to deepen to love, and then
-had ceased to do so, but he did not see how. There had been everything
-in it to make them more to each other, but after a certain time they had
-grown less. It was not so strange to him that he had changed; he had
-often changed; but we suppose a constancy in others as to all passions
-which we cannot exact of ourselves. He tried to think what he had done
-to alienate the love which she confessed she once had for him, and he
-could not remember anything unless it was his cruelty to her when he
-found that she was the friend who would not look at his story a second
-time. She said she had forgiven him that; but perhaps she had not;
-perhaps she had divined a potential brutality in him, which made her
-afraid to trust him. But after that their lives had been united in the
-most intimate anxieties, and she had shown absolute trust in him. He
-reviewed his conduct toward her throughout, and he could find no blame
-in it except for that one thing. He could truly feel that he had been
-her faithful friend, and the friend of her whole uncomfortable family,
-in spite of all his prejudices and principles against people of that
-kind. In the recognition of this fact he enjoyed a moment’s sense of
-injury, which was heightened when he reflected that he had even been
-willing to sacrifice his pride, after his brilliant literary success, so
-far as to offer himself to a girl who worked for her living; it had
-always galled him that she held a place little better than a
-type-writer’s. No, he had nothing to accuse himself of, after a scrutiny
-of his behavior repeated in every detail, and applied in complex, again
-and again, with helpless iteration. Still he had a remote feeling of
-self-reproach, which he tried to verify, but which forever eluded him.
-It was mixed up with that sense of escape, which made him ashamed.
-
-He lay awake in the sleeping-car the greater part of the night, and
-turned from side to side, seeking for the reason of a thing that can
-never have any reason, and trying to find some parity between his
-expectations and experiences of himself in such an affair. It went
-through his mind that it would be a good thing to write a story with
-some such situation in it; only the reader would not stand it. People
-expected love to begin mysteriously, but they did not like it to end so;
-though life itself began mysteriously and ended so. He believed that he
-should really try it; a story that opened with an engagement ought to be
-as interesting as one that closed with an engagement; and it would be
-very original. He must study his own affair very closely when he got a
-little further away from it. There was no doubt but that when the
-chances that favored love were so many and so recognizable, the chance
-that undid it could at last be recognized. It was merely a chance, and
-that ought to be shown.
-
-He began to wonder if life had not all been a chance with him. Nothing,
-not even the success of his book, in the light he now looked at it in,
-was the result of reasoned cause. That success had happened; it had not
-followed; and he didn’t deserve any praise for what had merely happened.
-If this apparent fatality were confined to the economic world alone, he
-would have been willing to censure civilization, and take his chance
-dumbly, blindly, with the rest. He had not found it so. On the contrary,
-he had found the same caprice, the same rule of mere casualty, in the
-world which we suppose to be ordered by law--the world of thinking, the
-world of feeling. Who knew why or how this or that thought came, this or
-that feeling? Then, in that world where we lived in the spirit, was
-wrong always punished, was right always rewarded? We must own that we
-often saw the good unhappy, and the wicked enjoying themselves. This was
-not just; yet somehow we felt, we knew, that justice ruled the universe.
-Nothing, then, that seemed chance was really chance. It was the
-operation of a law so large that we caught a glimpse of its vast orbit
-once or twice in a lifetime. It was Providence.
-
-The car rushed on through the night with its succession of smooth
-impulses. The thought of the old friends he should soon meet began to
-dispossess the cares and questions that had ridden him; the notion of
-certain girls at Midland haunted him sweetly, warmly. He told that one
-who first read his story all about Peace Hughes, and she said they had
-never really been in love, for love was eternal. After a while he
-drowsed, and then he heard her saying that he had got that notion of the
-larger law from old Kane. Then it was not he, and not she. It was
-nothing.
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-<h1>THE WORLD OF CHANCE</h1>
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-<p class="c"><span class="eng"><b>A Novel</b></span>
-<br /><br />
-
-BY<br /><br />
-
-W. D. H O W E L L S<br />
-<small>
-AUTHOR OF “A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES”<br />
-“THE QUALITY OF MERCY” ETC.</small><br /><br />
-
-<img src="images/colophon.png"
-width="80"
-alt="" />
-<br /><br />
-
-NEW YORK<br />
-HARPER &amp; BROTHERS PUBLISHERS<br />
-1893</p>
-
-<table cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" summary="deprecated">
-
-<tr><td class="c" colspan="2">WILLIAM DEAN HOWELLS’S NOVELS.<br />
-<i>UNIFORM LIBRARY EDITION.</i><br />
-Post 8vo, Cloth.</td></tr>
-
-<tr valign="top" style="text-align:left;
-font-size:80%;"><td>
-THE WORLD OF CHANCE. $1 50.<br />
-THE QUALITY OF MERCY. $1 50.<br />
-AN IMPERATIVE DUTY. $1 00.<br />
-THE SHADOW OF A DREAM. $1 00.</td>
-<td style="border-left:1px solid black;">
-A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES. 2 Vols., $2 00.<br />
-ANNIE KILBURN. $1 50.<br />
-APRIL HOPES. $1 50.</td></tr>
-
-<tr><td class="c" colspan="2">
-<span class="smcap">Published by HARPER &amp; BROTHERS, New York.</span>
-</td></tr>
-</table>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p class="c"><small>Copyright, 1893, by <span class="smcap">William Dean Howells</span>.<br />
-&mdash;&mdash;&mdash;<br />
-Electrotyped by <span class="smcap">S. J. Parkhill &amp; Co.</span>,
-Boston.</small></p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_1" id="page_1">{1}</a></span></p>
-
-<h1>THE WORLD OF CHANCE.</h1>
-
-<table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" summary="deprecated">
-<tr><td>
-<a href="#I">CHAPTER I., </a>
-<a href="#II">II., </a>
-<a href="#III">III., </a>
-<a href="#IV">IV., </a>
-<a href="#V">V., </a>
-<a href="#VI">VI., </a>
-<a href="#VII">VII., </a>
-<a href="#VIII">VIII., </a>
-<a href="#IX">IX., </a>
-<a href="#X">X., </a>
-<a href="#XI">XI., </a>
-<a href="#XII">XII., </a>
-<a href="#XIII">XIII., </a>
-<a href="#XIV">XIV., </a>
-<a href="#XV">XV., </a>
-<a href="#XVI">XVI., </a>
-<a href="#XVII">XVII., </a>
-<a href="#XVIII">XVIII., </a>
-<a href="#XIX">XIX., </a>
-<a href="#XX">XX., </a>
-<a href="#XXI">XXI., </a>
-<a href="#XXII">XXII., </a>
-<a href="#XXIII">XXIII., </a>
-<a href="#XXIV">XXIV., </a>
-<a href="#XXV">XXV., </a>
-<a href="#XXVI">XXVI., </a>
-<a href="#XXVII">XXVII., </a>
-<a href="#XXVIII">XXVIII., </a>
-<a href="#XXIX">XXIX., </a>
-<a href="#XXX">XXX., </a>
-<a href="#XXXI">XXXI., </a>
-<a href="#XXXII">XXXII., </a>
-<a href="#XXXIII">XXXIII., </a>
-<a href="#XXXIV">XXXIV., </a>
-<a href="#XXXV">XXXV., </a>
-<a href="#XXXVI">XXXVI., </a>
-<a href="#XXXVII">XXXVII., </a>
-<a href="#XXXVIII">XXXVIII., </a>
-<a href="#XXXIX">XXXIX., </a>
-<a href="#XL">XL., </a>
-<a href="#XLI">XLI., </a>
-<a href="#XLII">XLII., </a>
-<a href="#XLIII">XLIII., </a>
-<a href="#XLIV">XLIV., </a>
-<a href="#XLV">XLV., </a>
-</td></tr>
-</table>
-
-<h2><a name="I" id="I"></a>I.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">From</span> the club where the farewell dinner was given him, Ray went to the
-depot of the East &amp; West Railroad with a friend of his own age, and they
-walked up and down the platform talking of their lives and their loves,
-as young men do, till they both at once found themselves suddenly very
-drowsy. They each pretended not to be so; his friend made a show of not
-meaning to leave him till the through express should come along at two
-o’clock and pick up the sleeping-car waiting for it on the side track;
-and Ray feigned that he had no desire to turn in, but would much rather
-keep walking and talking.</p>
-
-<p>They got rid of each other at last, and Ray hurried aboard his sleeper,
-and plunged into his berth as soon as he could get his coat and boots
-off. Then he found himself very wakeful. The soporific first effect of
-the champagne had passed, but it still sent the blood thumping in his
-neck and pounding in his ears as he lay smiling and thinking of the
-honor that had been done him, and the affection that had been shown him<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_2" id="page_2">{2}</a></span>
-by his fellow-townsmen. In the reflected light of these the future
-stretched brightly before him. He scarcely felt it a hardship any more
-that he should be forced to leave Midland by the business change which
-had thrown him out of his place on the Midland <i>Echo</i>, and he certainly
-did not envy the friend who had just parted from him, and who was going
-to remain with the new owners. His mind kept, in spite of him, a sort of
-grudge toward the Hanks Brothers who had bought the paper, and who had
-thought they must reduce the editorial force as a first step towards
-making the property pay. He could not say that they had treated him
-unfairly or unkindly; they had been very frank and very considerate with
-him; but he could not conceal from himself the probability that if they
-had really appreciated him they would have seen that it would be a
-measure of the highest wisdom to keep him. He had given the paper
-standing and authority in certain matters; he knew that; and he smiled
-to think of Joe Hanks conducting his department. He hoped the estimation
-in which the dinner showed that his fellow-citizens held him, had done
-something to open the eyes of the brothers to the mistake they had made;
-they were all three at the dinner, and Martin Hanks had made a speech
-expressive of regard and regret which did not reconcile Ray to them. He
-now tried to see them as benefactors in disguise, and when he recalled
-the words of people who said that they always thought he was thrown away
-on a daily paper, he was willing to acknowledge that the Hankses had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_3" id="page_3">{3}</a></span>
-probably, at least, not done him an injury. He had often been sensible
-himself of a sort of incongruity in using up in ephemeral paragraphs,
-and even leading articles, the mind-stuff of a man who had published
-poems in the <i>Century</i> Bric-à-brac and <i>Harper’s</i> Drawer, and had for
-several years had a story accepted by the <i>Atlantic</i>, though not yet
-printed. With the manuscript of the novel which he was carrying to New
-York, and the four or five hundred dollars he had saved from his salary,
-he felt that he need not undertake newspaper work at once again. He
-meant to make a thorough failure of literature first. There would be
-time enough then to fall back upon journalism, as he could always do.</p>
-
-<p>He counted a good deal upon his novel in certain moods. He knew it had
-weak points which he was not able to strengthen because he was too
-ignorant of life, though he hated to own it; but he thought it had some
-strong ones too; and he believed it would succeed if he could get a
-publisher for it.</p>
-
-<p>He had read passages of it to his friend, and Sanderson had praised
-them. Ray knew he had not entered fully into the spirit of the thing,
-because he was merely and helplessly a newspaper mind, though since Ray
-had left the <i>Echo</i>, Sanderson had talked of leaving it too, and going
-on to devote himself to literature in New York. Ray knew he would fail,
-but he encouraged him because he was so fond of him; he thought now what
-a good, faithful fellow Sanderson was. Sanderson not only praised the
-novel to its<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_4" id="page_4">{4}</a></span> author, but he celebrated it to the young ladies. They all
-knew that Ray had written it, and several of them spoke to him about it;
-they said they were just dying to see it. One of them had seen it, and
-when he asked her what she thought of his novel, in the pretence that he
-did not imagine she had looked at the manuscript, it galled him a little
-to have her say that it was like Thackeray; he knew he had imitated
-Thackeray, but he feigned that he did not know; and he hoped no one else
-would see it. She recognized traits that he had drawn from himself, and
-he did not like that, either; in the same way that he feigned not to
-know that he had imitated Thackeray, he feigned not to know that he had
-drawn his own likeness. But the sum of what she said gave him great
-faith in himself, and in his novel. He theorized that if its subtleties
-of thought and its flavors of style pleased a girl like her, and at the
-same time a fellow like Sanderson was taken with the plot, he had got
-the two essentials of success in it. He thought how delicately charming
-that girl was; still he knew that he was not in love with her. He
-thought how nice girls were, anyway; there were lots of perfectly
-delightful girls in Midland, and he should probably have fallen in love
-with some of them if it had not been for that long passion of his early
-youth, which seemed to have vastated him before he came there. He was
-rather proud of his vastation, and he found it not only fine, but upon
-the whole very convenient, to be going away heart-free.</p>
-
-<p>He had no embarrassing ties, no hindering obliga<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_5" id="page_5">{5}</a></span>tions of any kind. He
-had no one but himself to look out for in seeking his fortune. His
-father, after long years of struggle, was very well placed in the little
-country town which Ray had come from to Midland; his brothers had struck
-out for themselves farther west; one of his sisters was going to be
-married; the other was at school. None of them needed his help, or was
-in anywise dependent upon him. He realized, in thinking of it all, that
-he was a very lucky fellow; and he was not afraid but he should get on
-if he kept trying, and if he did his best, the chances were that it
-would be found out. He lay in his berth, with a hopeful and flattered
-smile on his lips, and listened to the noises of the station: the feet
-on the platforms; the voices, as from some disembodied life; the clang
-of engine bells; the jar and clash and rumble of the trains that came
-and went, with a creaking and squealing of their slowing or starting
-wheels, while his sleeper was quietly side-tracked, waiting for the
-express to arrive and pick it up. He felt a sort of slight for the town
-he was to leave behind; a sort of contemptuous fondness; for though it
-was not New York, it had used him well; it had appreciated him, and Ray
-was not ungrateful. Upon the whole, he was glad that he had agreed to
-write those letters from New York which the Hanks Brothers had finally
-asked him to do for the <i>Echo</i>. He knew that they had asked him under a
-pressure of public sentiment, and because they had got it through them
-at last that other people thought he would be a loss to the paper. He
-liked well enough the notion of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_6" id="page_6">{6}</a></span> keeping the readers of the <i>Echo</i> in
-mind of him; if he failed to capture New York, Midland would always be a
-good point to fall back upon. He expected his novel to succeed, and then
-he should be independent. But till then, the five dollars a week which
-the Hanks Brothers proposed to pay him for his letters would be very
-convenient, though the sum was despicable in itself. Besides, he could
-give up the letters whenever he liked. He had his dreams of fame and
-wealth, but he knew very well that they were dreams, and he was not
-going to kick over his basket of glass till they had become realities.</p>
-
-<p>A keen ray from one of the electric moons depending from the black roof
-of the depot suddenly pierced his window at the side of his drawn
-curtain; and he felt the car jolted backward. He must have been
-drowsing, for the express had come in unknown to him, and was picking up
-his sleeper. With a faint thrill of homesickness for the kindly town he
-was leaving, he felt the train pull forward and so out of its winking
-lamps into the night. He held his curtain aside to see the last of these
-lights. Then, with a luxurious sense of helplessness against fate, he
-let it fall; and Midland slipped back into the irrevocable past.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_7" id="page_7">{7}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="II" id="II"></a>II.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> next evening, under a rich, mild October sky, the train drew in
-towards New York over a long stretch of trestle-work spanning a New
-Jersey estuary. Ray had thriftily left his sleeper at the station where
-he breakfasted, and saved the expense of it for the day’s journey by
-taking an ordinary car. He could be free with his dollars when he did
-not suppose he might need them; but he thought he should be a fool to
-throw one of them away on the mere self-indulgence of a sleeper through
-to New York, when he had no use for it more than half way. He
-experienced the reward of virtue in the satisfaction he felt at having
-that dollar still in his pocket; and he amused himself very well in
-making romances about the people who got on and off at different points
-throughout the day. He read a good deal in a book he had brought with
-him, and imagined a review of it. He talked with passengers who shared
-his seat with him, from time to time. He ate ravenously at the station
-where the train stopped twenty minutes for dinner, and he took little
-supernumerary naps during the course of the afternoon, and pieced out
-the broken and abbreviated slumbers of the night. From the last of these
-naps he woke with a sort of formless alarm, which he identified<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_8" id="page_8">{8}</a></span>
-presently as the anxiety he must naturally feel at drawing so near the
-great, strange city which had his future in keeping. He was not so
-hopeful as he was when he left Midland; but he knew he had really no
-more cause now than he had then for being less so.</p>
-
-<p>The train was at a station. Before it started, a brakeman came in and
-called out in a voice of formal warning: “This train express to Jersey
-City. Passengers for way stations change cars. This train does not stop
-between here and Jersey City.”</p>
-
-<p>He went out and shut the door behind him, and at the same time a young
-woman with a baby in her arms jumped from her seat and called out, “Oh,
-dear, what did he say?”</p>
-
-<p>Another young woman, with another baby in her arms, rose and looked
-round, but she did not say anything. She had the place in front of the
-first, and their two seats were faced, as if the two young women were
-travelling together. Ray noted, with the interest that he felt in all
-young women as the elements both of love and of literature, that they
-looked a good deal alike, as to complexion and feature. The distraction
-of the one who rose first seemed to communicate itself to her dull,
-golden-brown hair, and make a wisp of it come loose from the knot at the
-back of her head, and stick out at one side. The child in her arms was
-fretful, and she did not cease to move it to and fro and up and down,
-even in the panic which brought her to her feet. Her demand was launched
-at the whole carful of passengers, but one old man answered for all:<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_9" id="page_9">{9}</a></span>
-“He said, this train doesn’t stop till it gets to Jersey City.”</p>
-
-<p>The young woman said, “Oh!” and she and the other sat down again, and
-she stretched across the fretful child which clung to her, and tried to
-open her window. She could not raise it, and the old man who had
-answered her question lifted it for her. Then she sank back in her seat,
-and her sister, if it was her sister, leaned forward, and seemed to
-whisper to her. She put up her hand and thrust the loosened wisp of her
-hair back into the knot. To do this she gave the child the pocket-book
-which she seemed to have been holding, and she did not take it away
-again. The child stopped fretting, and began to pull at its play-thing
-to get it open; then it made aimless dabs with it at the back of the car
-seat and at its mother’s face. She moved her head patiently from side to
-side to escape the blows; and the child entered with more zest into the
-sport, and began to laugh and strike harder. Suddenly, mid-way of the
-long trestle-work, the child turned towards the window and made a dab at
-the sail of a passing sloop. The pocket-book flew from its hand, and the
-mother sprang to her feet again with a wail that filled the car. “Oh,
-what shall I do! He’s thrown my pocket-book out of the window, and it’s
-got every cent of my money in it. Oh, couldn’t they stop the train?”</p>
-
-<p>The child began to cry. The passengers all looked out of the windows on
-that side of the aisle; and Ray could see the pocket-book drifting by in
-the water. A<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_10" id="page_10">{10}</a></span> brakeman whom the young woman’s lamentation had called to
-the rescue, passed through the car with a face of sarcastic compassion,
-and spoke to the conductor entering from the other end. The conductor
-shook his head; the train kept moving slowly on. Of course it was
-impossible and useless to stop. The young women leaned forward and
-talked anxiously together, as Ray could see from his distant seat; they
-gave the conductor their tickets, and explained to him what had
-happened; he only shook his head again.</p>
-
-<p>When he came to get Ray’s ticket, the young fellow tried to find out
-something about them from him.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I guess she told the truth. She had all her money, ten dollars and
-some change, in that pocket-book, and of course she gave it to her baby
-to play with right by an open window. Just like a woman! They’re just
-about as <i>fit</i> as babies to handle money. If they had to earn it, they’d
-be different. Some poor fellow’s week’s work was in that pocket-book,
-like as not. They don’t look like the sort that would have a great deal
-of money to throw out of the window, if they was men.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you know where they’re going?” Ray asked. “Are they going on any
-further?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no. They live in New York. ’Way up on the East Side somewhere.”</p>
-
-<p>“But how will they get there with those two babies? They can’t walk.”</p>
-
-<p>The conductor shrugged. “Guess they’ll have to try it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_11" id="page_11">{11}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Look here!” said Ray. He took a dollar note out of his pocket, and gave
-it to the conductor. “Find out whether they’ve got any change, and if
-they haven’t, tell them one of the passengers wanted them to take this
-for car fares. Don’t tell them which one.”</p>
-
-<p>“All right,” said the conductor.</p>
-
-<p>He passed into the next car. When he came back Ray saw him stop and
-parley with the young women. He went through the whole train again
-before he stopped for a final word with Ray, who felt that he had
-entered into the poetry of his intentions towards the women, and had
-made these delays and detours of purpose. He bent over Ray with a
-detached and casual air, and said:</p>
-
-<p>“Every cent they had was in that pocket-book. Only wonder is they hadn’t
-their tickets there, too. They didn’t want to take the dollar, but I
-guess they had to. They live ’way up on Third Avenue about Hundred and
-First Street; and the one that gave her baby her money to hold looks all
-played out. They <i>couldn’t</i> have walked it. I told ’em the dollar was
-from a lady passenger. Seemed as if it would make it kind of easier for
-’em.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, that was, right,” said Ray.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_12" id="page_12">{12}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="III" id="III"></a>III.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">When</span> they stopped in Jersey City, Ray made haste out of the car to see
-what became of his beneficiaries, and he followed closely after them,
-and got near them on the ferry-boat. They went forward out of the cabin
-and stood among the people at the bow who were eager to get ashore
-first. They each held her heavy baby, and silently watched the New York
-shore, and scarcely spoke.</p>
-
-<p>Ray looked at it too, with a sense of the beauty struggling through the
-grotesqueness of the huge panorama, and evoking itself somehow from the
-grossest details. The ferry-boats coming and going; the great barges
-with freight trains in sections on them; the canal-boats in tow of the
-river steamers; the shabby sloops slouching by with their sails
-half-filled by the flagging breeze; the ships lying at anchor in the
-stream, and wooding the shore with their masts, which the coastwise
-steamboats stared out of like fantastic villas, all window-shutters and
-wheel-houses; the mean, ugly fronts and roofs of the buildings beyond,
-and hulking high overhead in the further distance in vast bulks and
-clumsy towers, the masses of those ten-storied edifices which are the
-necessity of commerce and the despair of art, all helped to compose the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_13" id="page_13">{13}</a></span>
-brutal and stupid body of the thing, whose soul was collectively
-expressed in an incredible picturesqueness. Ray saw nothing amiss in it.
-This agglomeration of warring forms, feebly typifying the ugliness of
-the warring interests within them, did not repulse him. He was not
-afraid. He took a new grip of the travelling-bag where he had his
-manuscript, so that he should not be parted from it for a moment till it
-went into some publisher’s keeping. He would not trust it to the trunk
-which he had checked at Midland, and which he now recognized among the
-baggage piled on a truck near him. He fingered the outside of his bag to
-make sure by feeling its shape that his manuscript was all right within.
-All the time he was aware of those two young women, each with her baby
-in her arms, which they amused with various devices, telling them to
-look at the water, the craft going by, and the horses in the wagon-way
-of the ferry-boat. The children fretted, and pulled the women’s hair,
-and clawed their hats; and the passengers now and then looked
-censoriously at them. From time to time the young women spoke to each
-other spiritlessly. The one whose child had thrown her pocket-book away
-never lost a look of hopeless gloom, as she swayed her body half round
-and back, to give some diversion to the baby. Both were pretty, but she
-had the paleness and thinness of young motherhood; the other, though she
-was thin too, had the fresh color and firm texture of a young girl; she
-was at once less tragic and more serious than her sister, if it was her
-sister.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_14" id="page_14">{14}</a></span> When she found Ray gazing fixedly at her, she turned discreetly
-away, after a glance that no doubt took in the facts of his neat,
-slight, rather undersized person; his regular face, with its dark eyes
-and marked brows; his straight fine nose and pleasant mouth; his
-sprouting black moustache, and his brown tint, flecked with a few
-browner freckles.</p>
-
-<p>He was one of those men who have no vanity concerning their persons; he
-knew he was rather handsome, but he did not care; his mind was on other
-things. When he found those soft woman-eyes lingering a moment on him he
-had the wish to please their owner, of course, but he did not think of
-his looks, or the effect they might have with her. He fancied knowing
-her well enough to repeat poetry to her, or of reading some favorite
-author aloud with her, and making her sympathize in his admiration of
-the book. He permitted his fancy this liberty because, although he
-supposed her married, his fancy safely operated their intellectual
-intimacy in a region as remote from experience as the dreamland of
-sleep. She and her sister had both a sort of refinement; they were
-ladies, he felt, although they were poorly dressed, and they somehow did
-not seem as if they had ever been richly dressed. They had not the New
-Yorkeress air; they had nothing of the stylishness which Ray saw in the
-other women about him, shabby or splendid; their hats looked as if they
-had been trimmed at home, and their simple gowns as if their wearers had
-invented and made them up themselves, after no decided fashion,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_15" id="page_15">{15}</a></span> but
-after a taste of their own, which he thought good. He began to make
-phrases about them to himself, and he said there was something
-pathetically idyllic about them. The phrase was indefinite, but it was
-sufficiently clear for his purpose. The baby which had thrown away the
-pocket-book began to express its final dissatisfaction with the
-prospect, and its mother turned distractedly about for some new
-diversion, when there came from the ladies’ cabin a soft whistle, like
-the warbling of a bird, low and rich and full, which possessed itself of
-the sense to the exclusion of all other sounds. Some of the people
-pressed into the cabin; others stood smiling in the benediction of the
-artless strain. Ray followed his idyllic sisters within, and saw an old
-negro, in the middle of the cabin floor, lounging in an easy pose, with
-his hat in one hand and the other hand on his hip, while his thick lips
-poured out those mellow notes, which might have come from the heart of
-some thrush-haunted wild wood. When the sylvan music ceased, and the old
-negro, with a roll of his large head, and a twist of his burly shape,
-began to limp round the circle, every one put something in his hat. Ray
-threw in a nickel, and he saw the sisters, who faced him from the other
-side of the circle, conferring together. The younger had the bill in her
-hand which Ray had sent them by the conductor to pay their car fares
-home. She parleyed a moment with the negro when he reached them, and he
-took some of the silver from his hat and changed the bill for her. She
-gave him a quarter back. He ducked his head, and said, “Thank yeh,
-miss,” and passed on.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_16" id="page_16">{16}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>The transaction seemed to amuse some of the bystanders, and Ray heard
-one of them, who stood near him, say: “Well, that’s the coolest thing
-I’ve seen yet. I should have about as soon thought of asking the deacon
-to change a bill for me when he came round with the plate in church.
-Well, it takes all kinds to make a world!”</p>
-
-<p>He looked like a country merchant, on a first business visit to the
-city; his companion, who had an air of smart ease, as of a man who had
-been there often, said:</p>
-
-<p>“It takes all kinds to make a town like New York. You’ll see queerer
-things than that before you get home. If that old darkey makes much on
-that transaction, I’m no judge of human nature.”</p>
-
-<p>“Pshaw! You don’t mean it wasn’t a good bill?”</p>
-
-<p>The two men lost themselves in the crowd now pressing out of the cabin
-door. The boat was pushing into her slip. She bumped from one elastic
-side to the other, and settled with her nose at the wharf. The snarl of
-the heavy chains that held her fast was heard; the people poured off and
-the hollow thunder of the hoofs and wheels of the disembarking teams
-began. Ray looked about for a last glimpse of the two young women and
-their babies; but he could not see them.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_17" id="page_17">{17}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="IV" id="IV"></a>IV.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Ray</span> carried his bag himself when he left the elevated road, and resisted
-the offer of the small Italian dodging about his elbow, and proposing to
-take it, after he had failed to get Ray to let him black his boots. The
-young man rather prided himself on his thrift in denying the boy, whose
-naked foot came half through one of his shoes; he saw his tatters and
-nakedness with the indifference of inexperience, and with his country
-breeding he considered his frugality a virtue. His senses were not
-offended by the foulness of the streets he passed through, or hurt by
-their sordid uproar; his strong young nerves were equal to all the
-assaults that the city could make; and his heart was lifted in a dream
-of hope. He was going to a hotel that Sanderson had told him of, where
-you could get a room, on the European plan, for seventy-five cents, and
-then eat wherever you pleased; he had gone to an American hotel when he
-was in New York before, and he thought he could make a saving by trying
-Sanderson’s. It had a certain gayety of lamps before it, but the
-splendor diminished within, and Ray’s pride was further hurt by the
-clerk’s exacting advance payment for his room from him. The clerk said
-he could not give him an outside room that night, but he would try<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_18" id="page_18">{18}</a></span> to
-change him in the morning; and Ray had either to take the one assigned
-him or go somewhere else. But he had ordered his trunk sent to this
-hotel by the express, and he did not know how he should manage about
-that if he left; so he staid, and had himself shown to his room. It
-seemed to be a large cupboard in the wall of the corridor; but it had a
-window near the bed, and the usual equipment of stand and bureau, and
-Ray did not see why he should not sleep very well there. Still, he was
-glad that his friends at Midland could none of them see him in that
-room, and he resolved to leave the hotel as soon as he could the next
-day. It did not seem the place for a person who had left Midland with
-the highest social honors that could be paid a young man. He hurried
-through the hotel office when he came out, so as not to be seen by any
-other Midlander that might happen to be there, and he went down to the
-basement, where the clerk said the restaurant was, and got his supper.
-When he had finished his oyster stew he started towards the street-door,
-but was overtaken at the threshold by a young man who seemed to have run
-after him, and who said, “You didn’t pay for your supper.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray said, “Oh, I forgot it,” and he went back to his table and got his
-check, and paid at the counter, where he tried in vain to impress the
-man who took his money with a sense of his probity by his profuse
-apologies. Apparently they were too used to such tricks at that
-restaurant. The man said nothing, but he looked as if he did not believe
-him, and Ray was so<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_19" id="page_19">{19}</a></span> abashed that he stole back to his room, and tried
-to forget what had happened in revising the manuscript of his story. He
-was always polishing it; he had written it several times over, and at
-every moment he got he reconstructed sentences in it, and tried to bring
-the style up to his ideal of style; he wavered a little between the
-style of Thackeray and the style of Hawthorne, as an ideal. It made him
-homesick, now, to go over the familiar pages: they put him so strongly
-in mind of Midland, and the people of the kindly city. The pages smelt a
-little of Sanderson’s cigar smoke; he wished that Sanderson would come
-to New York; he perceived that they had also a fainter reminiscence of
-the perfume he associated with that girl who had found him out in his
-story; and then he thought how he had been in the best society at
-Midland, and it seemed a great descent from the drawing-rooms where he
-used to call on all those nice girls to this closet in a fourth-rate New
-York hotel. His story appeared to share his downfall; he thought it
-cheap and poor; he did not believe now that he should ever get a
-publisher for it. He cowered to think how scornfully he had thought the
-night before of his engagement with the Hanks Brothers to write letters
-for the Midland <i>Echo</i>; he was very glad he had so good a basis; he
-wondered how far he could make five dollars a week go toward supporting
-him in New York; he could not bear to encroach upon his savings, and yet
-he probably must. In Midland, you could get very good board for five
-dollars a week.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_20" id="page_20">{20}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>He determined to begin a letter to the <i>Echo</i> at once; and he went to
-open the window to give himself some air in the close room; but he found
-that it would not open. He pulled down the transom over his door to keep
-from stifling in the heat of his gas-burner, and some voices that had
-been merely a dull rumbling before now made themselves heard in talk
-which Ray could not help listening to.</p>
-
-<p>Two men were talking together, one very hopelessly, and the other in a
-vain attempt to cheer him from time to time. The comforter had a deep
-base voice, and was often unintelligible; but the disheartened man spoke
-nervously, in a high key of plangent quality, like that of an unhappy
-bell.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” he said; “I’d better fail, Bill. It’s no use trying to keep along.
-I can get pretty good terms from the folks at home, there; they all know
-me, and they know I done my best. I can pay about fifty cents on the
-dollar, I guess, and that’s more than most business men could, if they
-stopped; and if I ever get goin’ again, I’ll pay dollar for dollar; they
-know that.”</p>
-
-<p>The man with the deep voice said something that Ray did not catch. The
-disheartened man seemed not to have caught it either; he said, “What
-say?” and when the other repeated his words, he said: “Oh yes! I know.
-But I been dancing round in a quart cup all my life there; and now it’s
-turning into a pint cup, and I guess I better get out. The place did
-grow for a while, and we got all ready to be a city as soon as<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_21" id="page_21">{21}</a></span> the
-railroad come along. But when the road come, it didn’t do all we
-expected of it. We could get out into the world a good deal easier than
-we could before, and we had all the facilities of transportation that we
-could ask for. But we could get away so easy that most of our people
-went to the big towns to do their trading, and the facilities for
-transportation carried off most of our local industries. The luck was
-against us. We bet high on what the road would do for us, and we lost.
-We paid out nearly our last dollar to get the road to come our way, and
-it came, and killed us. We subscribed to the stock, and we’ve got it
-yet; there ain’t any fight for it anywhere else; we’d let it go without
-a fight. We tried one while for the car shops, but they located them
-further up the line, and since that we ha’n’t even wiggled. What say?
-Yes; but, you see, I’m part of the place. I’ve worked hard all my life,
-and I’ve held out a good many times when ruin stared me in the face, but
-I guess I sha’n’t hold out this time. What’s the use? Most every
-business man I know has failed some time or other; some of ’em three or
-four times over, and scrambled up and gone on again, and I guess I got
-to do the same. Had a kind of pride about it, m’ wife and me; but I
-guess we got to come to it. It does seem, sometimes, as if the very
-mischief was in it. I lost pretty heavy, for a small dealer, on
-Fashion’s Pansy, alone&mdash;got left with a big lot of ’em. What say? It was
-a bustle. Women kept askin’ for Fashion’s Pansy, till you’d ’a’ thought
-every last one of ’em was going to live and be<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_22" id="page_22">{22}</a></span> buried in it. Then all
-at once none of ’em wanted it&mdash;wouldn’t touch it. That and butter begun
-it. You know how a country merchant’s got to take all the butter the
-women bring him, and he’s got to pay for sweet butter, and sell it for
-grease half the time. You can tell a woman she’d better keep an eye on
-her daughter, but if you say she don’t make good butter, that’s the last
-of that woman’s custom. But what’s finally knocked me out is this drop
-in bric-à-brac. If it hadn’t been for that, I guess I could have pulled
-through. Then there was such a rush for Japanese goods, and it lasted so
-long, that I loaded up all I could with ’em last time I was in New York,
-and now nobody wants ’em; couldn’t give ’em away. Well, it’s all a game,
-and you don’t know any more how it’s comin’ out&mdash;you can’t bet on it
-with any more certainty&mdash;than you can on a trottin’ match. My! I wish I
-was dead.”</p>
-
-<p>The deep-voiced man murmured something again, and the high-voiced man
-again retorted:</p>
-
-<p>“What say? Oh, it’s all well enough to preach; and I’ve heard about the
-law of demand and supply before. There’s about as much of a law to it as
-there is to three-card monte. If it wasn’t for my poor wife, I’d let ’em
-take me back on ice. I would that.”</p>
-
-<p>The deep-voiced man now seemed to have risen; there was a shuffling of
-feet, and presently a parley at the open door about commonplace matters;
-and then the two men exchanged adieux, and the door shut again, and all
-was silent in the room opposite Ray’s.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_23" id="page_23">{23}</a></span> He felt sorry for the unhappy
-man shut in there; but he perceived no special significance in what he
-had overheard. He had no great curiosity about the matter; it was one of
-those things that happened every day, and for tragedy was in no wise
-comparable to a disappointment in first love, such as he had carefully
-studied for his novel from his own dark experience. Still it did suggest
-something to Ray; it suggested a picturesque opening for his first New
-York letter for the Midland <i>Echo</i>, and he used it in illustration of
-the immensity of New York, and the strange associations and
-juxtapositions of life there. He treated the impending failure of the
-country storekeeper from an overstock of Japanese goods rather
-humorously: it was not like a real trouble, a trouble of the heart; and
-the cause seemed to him rather grotesquely disproportionate to the
-effect. In describing the incident as something he had overheard in a
-hotel, he threw in some touches that were intended to give the notion of
-a greater splendor than belonged to the place.</p>
-
-<p>He made a very good start on his letter, and when he went to bed the
-broken hairs that pierced his sheet from the thin mattress did not keep
-him from falling asleep, and they did prove that it was a horse-hair
-mattress.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_24" id="page_24">{24}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="V" id="V"></a>V.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">In</span> the morning, Ray determined that he would not breakfast at the
-restaurant under the hotel, partly because he was ashamed to meet the
-people who, he knew, suspected him of trying to beat them out of the
-price of his supper, and partly because he had decided that it was
-patronized chiefly by the country merchants who frequented the hotel,
-and he wanted something that was more like New York. He had heard of
-those foreign eating-houses where you got a meal served in courses at a
-fixed price, and he wandered about looking for one. He meant to venture
-into the first he found, and on a side street he came on a hotel with a
-French name, and over the door in an arch of gilt letters the
-inscription, Restaurant Français. There was a large tub on each side of
-the door, with a small evergreen tree in it; some strings or wires ran
-from these tubs to the door-posts and sustained a trailing vine that
-formed a little bower on either hand; a Maltese cat in the attitude of a
-sphinx dozed in the thicket of foliage, and Ray’s heart glowed with a
-sense of the foreignness of the whole effect. He had never been abroad,
-but he had read of such things, and he found himself at home in an
-environment long familiar to his fancy.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_25" id="page_25">{25}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>The difference of things was the source of his romance, as it is with
-all of us, and he looked in at the window of this French restaurant with
-the feelings he would have had in the presence of such a restaurant in
-Paris, and he began to imagine gay, light-minded pictures about it. At
-the same time, while he was figuring inside at one of the small tables,
-<i>vis-à-vis</i> with a pretty actress whom he invented for the purpose, he
-was halting on the sidewalk outside, wondering whether he could get
-breakfast there so early as eight o’clock, and doubtful whether he
-should not betray his strangeness to New York hours if he tried. When he
-went in there was nobody there but one white-aproned waiter, who was
-taking down some chairs from the middle table where they had been
-stacked with their legs in the air while he was sweeping. But he did not
-disdain to come directly to Ray, where he had sat down, with a plate and
-napkin and knife and fork, and exchange a good-morning with him in
-arranging them before him. Then he brought half a yard of French bread
-and a tenuous, translucent pat of American butter; and asked Ray whether
-he would have chops or beefsteak with his coffee. The steak came with a
-sprig of water-cress on it, and the coffee in a pot; and the waiter, who
-had one eye that looked at Ray, and another of uncertain focus, poured
-out the coffee for him, and stood near, with a friendly countenance, and
-a cordial interest in the young fellow’s appetite. By this time a neat
-<i>dame de comptoir</i>, whom Ray knew for a <i>dame de comptoir</i> at once,
-though he had never<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_26" id="page_26">{26}</a></span> seen one before, took her place behind a little
-desk in the corner, and the day had begun for the Restaurant Français.</p>
-
-<p>Ray felt that it was life, and he prolonged his meal to the last drop of
-the second cup of coffee that his pot held, and he wished that he could
-have Sanderson with him to show him what life really was in New York.
-Sanderson had taken all his meals in the basement of that seventy-five
-cent hotel, which Ray meant to leave at once. Where he was he would not
-have been ashamed to have any of the men who had given him that farewell
-dinner see him. He was properly placed, as a young New York literary
-man; he was already a citizen of that great Bohemia which he had heard
-and read so much of. He was sure that artists must come there, and
-actors, but of course much later in the day. His only misgiving was lest
-the taxes of Bohemia might be heavier than he could pay, and he asked
-the waiter for his account somewhat anxiously. It was forty cents, and
-his ambition leaped at the possibility of taking all his meals at that
-place. He made the occasion of telling the cross-eyed waiter to keep the
-change out of the half-dollar he gave him, serve for asking whether one
-could take board there by the week, and the waiter said one could for
-six dollars: a luncheon like the breakfast, but with soup and wine, and
-a dinner of fish, two meats, salad, sweets, and coffee. “On Sundays,”
-said the waiter, “the dinner is something splendid. And there are rooms;
-oh, yes, it is a hotel.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_27" id="page_27">{27}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I knew it was a hotel,” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>The six dollars did not seem to him too much; but he had decided that he
-must live on ten dollars a week in order to make his money last for a
-full experiment of New York, or till he had placed himself in some
-permanent position of profit. The two strains of prudence and of poetry
-were strongly blended in him; he could not bear to think of wasting
-money, even upon himself, whom he liked so well, and whom he wished so
-much to have a good time. He meant to make his savings go far; with
-those five hundred dollars he could live a year in New York if he helped
-himself out on dress and incidental expenses with the pay for his
-Midland <i>Echo</i> letters. He would have asked to see some of the rooms in
-the hotel, but he was afraid it was too early, and he decided to come to
-dinner and ask about them. On his way back to the place where he had
-lodged he rapidly counted the cost, and he decided, at any rate, to try
-it for awhile; and he shut himself into his cupboard at the hotel, and
-began to go over some pages of his manuscript for the last time, with a
-lightness of heart which decision, even a wrong decision, often brings.</p>
-
-<p>It was still too soon to go with the story to a publisher; he could not
-hope to find any one in before ten o’clock, and he had a whole hour yet
-to work on it. He was always putting the last touches on it; but he
-almost wished he had not looked at it, now, when the touches must really
-be the last. It seemed to suffer a sort of disintegration in his mind.
-It fell into witless<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_28" id="page_28">{28}</a></span> and repellent fragments; it lost all beauty and
-coherence, so that he felt ashamed and frightened with it, and he could
-not think what the meaning of it had once so clearly been. He knew that
-no publisher would touch it in the way of business, and he doubted if
-any would really have it read or looked at. It seemed to him quite
-insane to offer it, and he had to summon an impudently cynical courage
-in nerving himself to the point. The best way, of course, would have
-been to get the story published first as a serial, in one of the
-magazines that had shown favor to his minor attempts; and Ray had tried
-this pretty fully. The manuscript had gone the rounds of a good many
-offices; and returned, after a longer or shorter sojourn, bearing on
-some marginal corner the hieroglyphic or numerical evidence that it had
-passed through the reader’s hand in each. Ray innocently fancied that he
-suppressed the fact by clipping this mark away with the scissors; but
-probably no one was deceived. In looking at it now he was not even
-deceived himself; the thing had a desperately worn and battered air; it
-was actually dog’s-eared; but he had still clung to the hope of getting
-it taken somewhere, because in all the refusals there was proof that the
-magazine reader had really read it through; and Ray argued that if this
-were so, there must be some interest or property in it that would
-attract the general reader if it could ever be got to his eye in print.</p>
-
-<p>He was not wrong; for the story was fresh and new, in spite of its
-simple-hearted, unconscious imitations of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_29" id="page_29">{29}</a></span> the style and plot of other
-stories, because it was the soul if not the body of his first love. He
-thought that he had wrapped this fact impenetrably up in so many
-travesties and disguises that the girl herself would not have known it
-if she had read it; but very probably she would have known it. Any one
-who could read between the lines could penetrate through the innocent
-psychical posing and literary affectation to the truth of conditions
-strictly and peculiarly American, and it was this which Ray had tried to
-conceal with all sorts of alien splendors of make and manner. It seemed
-to him now, at the last moment, that if he could only uproot what was
-native and indigenous in it, he should make it a strong and perfect
-thing. He thought of writing it over again, and recoloring the heroine’s
-hair and the hero’s character, and putting the scene in a new place; but
-he had already rewritten it so many times that he was sick of it; and
-with all his changing he had not been able to change it much. He decided
-to write a New York novel, and derive the hero from Midland, as soon as
-he could collect the material; the notion for it had already occurred to
-him; the hero should come on with a play; but first of all it would be
-necessary for Ray to get this old novel behind him, and the only way to
-do that was to get it before the public.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_30" id="page_30">{30}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="VI" id="VI"></a>VI.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Ray</span> put his manuscript back into its covering, and took it under his
-arm. He meant to make a thorough trial of the publishers, and not to be
-discouraged by his failures as long as a publisher was left untried. He
-knew from his experience with the magazine editors that it would be a
-slow affair, and he must have patience. Some of the publishers, even if
-they did not look at his story, would keep it for days or weeks with the
-intention or the appearance of reading it, and if they did read it they
-would of course want time for it. He expected this, and he calculated
-that it might very well take his manuscript six months to go the rounds
-of all the houses in New York. Yet he meant, if he could, to get it
-through sooner, and he was going to use his journalistic connection to
-make interest for it. He would have given everything but honor to have
-it known that he had written some things for <i>Harper’s</i> and the
-<i>Century</i>; he did not wish, or he said to himself and stood to it that
-he did not wish, any favor shown his novel because he had written those
-things. At the same time he was willing the fact that he was the
-correspondent of the Midland <i>Echo</i> should help him to a prompt
-examination of his manuscript if it could; and he meant to let it be
-known that he was a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_31" id="page_31">{31}</a></span> journalist before he let it be known that he was an
-author.</p>
-
-<p>He formulated some phrases introducing himself in his newspaper
-character, as he walked up Broadway with his manuscript held tight under
-his arm, and with that lifting and glowing of the heart which a young
-man cannot help feeling if he walks up Broadway on a bright October
-morning. The sun was gay on the senseless facades of the edifices,
-littered with signs of the traffic within, and hung with effigies and
-emblems of every conceit and color, from the cornice to the threshold,
-where the show-cases crowded the passengers toward the curbstones, and
-to the cellarways that overflowed the sidewalks with their wares. The
-frantic struggle and jumble of these appeals to curiosity and interest
-jarred themselves to an effect of kaleidoscopic harmony, just as the
-multitudinous noises of the hoofs and wheels and feet and tongues broke
-and bruised themselves to one roar on the ear; and the adventurer among
-them found no offence in their confusion. He had his stake, too, in the
-tremendous game that all were playing, some fair and some foul, and
-shrieking out their bets in these strident notes; and he believed so
-much he should win that he was ready to take the chances of losing. From
-the stainless blue sky overhead the morning sun glared down on the
-thronged and noisy street, and brought out all its details with keen
-distinctness; but Ray did not feel its anarchy. The irregularity of the
-buildings, high and low, as if they were parts of a wall wantonly
-hacked<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_32" id="page_32">{32}</a></span> and notched, here more and here less, was of the same moral
-effect to him as the beautiful spire of Grace Church thrilling
-heavenward like a hymn.</p>
-
-<p>He went along, wondering if he should happen to meet either of those
-young women whom he had befriended the evening before. He had heard that
-you were sure to meet somebody you knew whenever you stepped out on
-Broadway, and he figured meeting them, in fancy. He had decided to put
-them into his story of New York life, and he tried to imagine the
-character he should assign them, or rather one of them; the one who had
-given the old darkey a quarter out of his dollar. He did not quite know
-what to do with the child; something could be made of the child if it
-were older, but a mere baby like that would be difficult to manage in
-such a story as Ray meant to write. He wondered if it would do to have
-her deserted by her husband, and have the hero, a young literary
-adventurer, not at all like himself, fall in love with her, and then
-have them both die when the husband, a worthless, drunken brute, came
-back in time to prevent their marriage. Such a scheme would give scope
-for great suffering; Ray imagined a scene of renunciation between the
-lovers, who refused each other even a last kiss; and he felt a lump rise
-in his throat. It could be made very powerful.</p>
-
-<p>He evolved a character of reckless generosity for her from her
-beneficence to the old negro in the ferry-boat. Under that still, almost
-cold exterior, he made her conceal a nature of passionate impulse,
-because<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_33" id="page_33">{33}</a></span> the story required a nature of that sort. He did not know
-whether to have the husband finally die, and the lovers marry, or
-whether to have the lovers killed in an accident. It would be more
-powerful to have them killed; it would be so conventional and expected
-to have them happily married; but he knew the reader liked a novel that
-ended well. It would be at once powerful and popular to have them elope
-together. Perhaps the best thing he could do would be to have them
-elope; there was a fascination in the guilty thought; he could make such
-a <i>dénoument</i> very attractive; but upon the whole he felt that he must
-not, for very much the same reason that he must not himself run off with
-his neighbor’s wife.</p>
-
-<p>All the time that this went on in his mind, Ray was walking up Broadway,
-and holding fast to the novel under his arm, which the novel in his
-brain was eclipsing. His inner eye was fixed on the remembered face of
-that strange girl, or woman, whom he was fashioning into a fictitious
-heroine, but his outward vision roved over the women faces it
-encountered, and his taste made its swift selection among them, and his
-ambidextrous fancy wove romances around such, as he found pretty or
-interesting enough to give his heart to. They were mostly the silly or
-sordid faces that women wear when they are shopping, and they expressed
-such emotions as are roused by the chase of a certain shade of ribbon,
-or the hope of getting something rich and fashionable for less than its
-worth. But youth is not nice, or else its eyes are<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_34" id="page_34">{34}</a></span> keener than those of
-after-life; and Ray found many beautiful and stylish girls where the
-middle-aged witness would have seen a long procession of average
-second-rate young women. He admired their New-Yorky dash; he saw their
-difference in look and carriage from the Midland girls; and he wondered
-what they would be like, if he knew them. He reflected that he did not
-know any one in New York; but he expected soon to be acquainted. If he
-got his novel taken he would very soon be known, and then his
-acquaintance would be sought. He saw himself launched upon a brilliant
-social career, and he suddenly had a difficulty presented to him which
-he had not foreseen a moment before; he had to choose between a
-brilliant marriage with a rich and well-born girl and fealty to the
-weird heroine of his story. The unexpected contingency suggested a new
-ending to his original story. The husband could die and the lovers be
-about to marry, when they could become aware that the rich girl was in
-love with the hero. They could renounce each other, and the hero could
-marry the rich girl; and shortly after the heroine could die. An ending
-like that could be made very powerful; and it would be popular, too.</p>
-
-<p>Ray found himself in a jam of people who had begun suddenly to gather at
-the corner he was approaching. They were looking across at something on
-the other corner, and Ray looked too. Trunks and travelling-bags had
-overflowed from a store in the basement there, and piled themselves on
-the sidewalk and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_35" id="page_35">{35}</a></span> up the house wall; and against the background they
-formed stood two figures. One was a decent-looking young man in a Derby
-hat, and wearing spectacles, which gave him a sort of scholarly air; he
-remained passive in the grip of another, probably the shopman, who was
-quite colorless with excitement, and who clung fast to the shoulder of
-the first, as if his prisoner were making violent efforts to escape. A
-tall young policeman parted the crowd, and listened a moment to the
-complaint the shopman made, with many gestures toward his wares. Then he
-turned to the passive captive, and Ray heard the click of the handcuffs
-as they snapped on the wrists of this scholarly-looking man; and the
-policeman took him by the arm and led him away.</p>
-
-<p>The intrusion of such a brutal fact of life into the tragic atmosphere
-of his revery made the young poet a little sick, but the young
-journalist avidly seized upon it. The poet would not have dreamed of
-using such an incident, but the journalist saw how well it would work
-into the scheme of that first letter he was writing home to the <i>Echo</i>,
-where he treated of the surface contrasts of life in New York as they
-present themselves to the stranger. A glad astonishment at the profusion
-of the material for his letters possessed him; at this rate he should
-have no trouble in writing them; he could make them an indispensable
-feature; they would be quoted and copied, and he could get a rise out of
-Hanks Brothers on the price.</p>
-
-<p>He crossed to the next corner, where the shopman<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_36" id="page_36">{36}</a></span> was the centre of a
-lessening number of spectators, and found him willing to prolong the
-interest he had created in the public mind. He said the thief had priced
-a number of bags in the place below, and on coming up had made a grab at
-one and tried to get off with it; but he was onto him like lightning. He
-showed Ray which bag it was, and turned it round and upside down as if
-with a fresh sense of its moral value. He said he should have to take
-that bag into court, and he set it aside so that he should not forget
-it.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose,” said a tall, elderly gentleman, who seemed to have been
-listening to Ray’s dialogue with the shopman, “you wouldn’t be willing
-to sell me that bag?” He spoke slowly with a thick, mellow voice, deep
-in his throat.</p>
-
-<p>“Money wouldn’t buy that bag; no sir,” said the shopman; but he seemed
-uneasy.</p>
-
-<p>“You know,” urged the soft-voiced stranger, “you could show some other
-bag in court that was just like it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I couldn’t swear to no other bag,” said the shopman, daunted, and
-visibly relenting.</p>
-
-<p>“That is true,” said the stranger. “But you could swear that it was
-exactly like this. Still, I dare say you’re quite right, and it’s better
-to produce the <i>corpus delicti</i>, if possible.”</p>
-
-<p>He glanced at Ray with a whimsical demand for sympathy; Ray smiled, and
-they walked off together, leaving the shopman in dubious study of his
-eventful bag. He was opening it, and scrutinizing the inside.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_37" id="page_37">{37}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="VII" id="VII"></a>VII.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> stranger skipped into step with Ray more lightly than would have
-been expected from one of his years. He wore a soft felt hat over locks
-of silken silver that were long enough to touch his beautiful white
-beard. He wore it with an effect of intention, as if he knew it was out
-of character with the city, but was so much in character with himself
-that the city must be left to reconcile itself to the incongruity or
-not, as it chose. For the same reason, apparently, his well-fitting
-frock-coat was of broadcloth, instead of modern diagonal; a black silk
-handkerchief tied in an easy knot at his throat strayed from under his
-beard, which had the same waviness as his hair; he had black trousers,
-and drab gaiters showing themselves above wide, low shoes. In his hands,
-which he held behind him, he dangled a stick with an effect of leisure
-and ease, enhanced somehow by the stoop he made towards the young
-fellow’s lower stature, and by his refusal to lift his voice above a
-certain pitch, whatever the uproar of the street about them. Ray
-screamed out his words, but the stranger spoke in what seemed his wonted
-tone, and left Ray to catch the words as he could.</p>
-
-<p>“I didn’t think,” he said, after a moment, and with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_38" id="page_38">{38}</a></span> some misgiving,
-that this stranger who had got into step with him might be some kind of
-confidence man&mdash;“I didn’t think that fellow looked like a thief much.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are a believer in physiognomy?” asked the stranger, with a
-philosophic poise. He had himself a regular face, with gay eyes, and a
-fine pearly tint; lips that must have been beautiful shaped his
-branching mustache to a whimsical smile.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Ray. “I wasn’t near enough to see his face. But he looked so
-decent and quiet, and he behaved with so much dignity. Perhaps it was
-his spectacles.”</p>
-
-<p>“Glasses can do much,” said the stranger, “to redeem the human
-countenance, even when worn as a protest against the presence of one’s
-portrait in the rogues’ gallery. I don’t say you’re wrong; I’m only
-afraid the chances are that you’ll never be proved right. I should
-prefer to make a speculative approach to the facts on another plane. As
-you suggest, he had a sage and dignified appearance; I observed it
-myself; he had the effect&mdash;how shall I express it?&mdash;of some sort of
-studious rustic. Say he was a belated farm youth, working his way
-through a fresh-water college, who had great latent gifts of peculation,
-such as might have won him a wide newspaper celebrity as a defaulter
-later in life, and under more favorable conditions. He finds himself
-alone in a great city for the first time, and is attracted by the
-display of the trunk-dealer’s cellarway. The opportunity seems favorable
-to the acquisition of a neat travelling-bag; perhaps he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_39" id="page_39">{39}</a></span> has never owned
-one, or he wishes to present it to the object of his affections, or to a
-sick mother; he may have had any respectable motive; but his outlook has
-been so restricted that he cannot realize the difference between
-stealing a travelling-bag and stealing, say, a street; though I believe
-Mr. Sharp only bought Broadway of those who did not own it, and who sold
-it low; but never mind, it may stand for an illustration. If this young
-man had stolen a street, he would not have been arrested and handcuffed
-in that disgraceful way and led off to the dungeon-keep of the Jefferson
-Market Police Court&mdash;I presume that is the nearest prison, though I
-won’t be quite positive&mdash;but he would have had to be attacked and
-exposed a long time in the newspapers; and he would have had counsel,
-and the case would have been fought from one tribunal to another, till
-at last he wouldn’t have known whether he was a common criminal or a
-public benefactor. The difficulty in his case is simply an inadequate
-outlook.”</p>
-
-<p>The philosophic stranger lifted his face and gazed round over Ray’s
-head, but he came to a halt at the same time with the young fellow.
-“Well, sir,” he said, with bland ceremony, “I must bid you good-morning.
-As we go our several ways let us remember the day’s lesson, and when we
-steal, always steal enough.”</p>
-
-<p>He held out his hand, and Ray took it with a pleasure in his discourse
-which he was wondering how he should express to him. He felt it due
-himself to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_40" id="page_40">{40}</a></span> say something clever in return, but he could not think of
-anything. “I’m sure I shall remember your interpretation of it,” was all
-he could get out.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, well, don’t act upon that without due reflection,” the stranger
-said; and he gave Ray’s hand a final and impressive downward shake.
-“Dear me!” he added, for Ray made no sign of going on. “Are we both
-stopping here&mdash;two spiders at the parlor of the same unsuspecting fly?
-But perhaps you are merely a buyer, not a writer, of books? After you,
-sir!”</p>
-
-<p>The stranger promoted a little polite rivalry that ensued between them;
-he ended it by passing one hand through the young man’s arm, and with
-the other pressing open the door which they had both halted at, and
-which bore on either jamb a rounded metallic plate with the sign, “H. C.
-Chapley &amp; Co., Publishers.” Within, he released Ray with a courteous
-bow, as if willing to leave him now to his own devices. He went off to a
-distant counter in the wide, low room, and occupied himself with the
-books on it; Ray advanced and spoke to a clerk, who met him half-way. He
-asked for Mr. Chapley, and the clerk said he was not down yet&mdash;he seldom
-got down so early; but Mr. Brandreth would be in almost any minute now.
-When Ray said he had a letter for the firm, and would wait if the clerk
-pleased, the clerk asked if he would not take a chair in Mr. Brandreth’s
-room.</p>
-
-<p>Ray could not help thinking the civility shown him was for an imaginable
-customer rather than a concealed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_41" id="page_41">{41}</a></span> author, but he accepted it all the
-same, and sat looking out into the salesroom, with its counters of
-books, and its shelves full of them around its walls, while he waited.
-Chapley &amp; Co. were of the few old-fashioned publishers who had remained
-booksellers too, in a day when most publishers have ceased to be so.
-They were jobbers as well as booksellers; they took orders and made
-terms for public and private libraries; they had customers all over the
-country who depended on them for advice and suggestion about
-forth-coming books, and there were many booksellers in the smaller
-cities who bought through them. The bookseller in Midland, who united
-bookselling with a stationery and music business, was one of these, and
-he had offered Ray a letter to them.</p>
-
-<p>“If you ever want to get a book published,” he said, with a touch on the
-quick that made the conscious author wince, “they’re your men.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray knew their imprint and its relative value better than the Midland
-bookseller, stationer, and music-dealer; and now, as he sat in the
-junior partner’s neat little den, with the letter of introduction in his
-hand, it seemed to him such a crazy thing to think of having his book
-brought out by them that he decided not to say anything about it, but to
-keep to that character of literary newspaper man which his friend gave
-him in his rather florid letter. He had leisure enough to make this
-decision and unmake it several times while he was waiting for Mr.
-Brandreth to come. It was so early that, with all the delays Ray had
-forced, it was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_42" id="page_42">{42}</a></span> still only a little after nine, and no one came in for a
-quarter of an hour. The clerks stood about and chatted together. The
-bookkeepers, in their high-railed enclosure, were opening their ledgers
-under the shaded gas-burners that helped out the twilight there. Ray
-could see his unknown street friend scanning the books on the upper
-shelf and moving his person from side to side, and letting his cane rise
-and fall behind him as if he were humming to himself and keeping time to
-the tune.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_43" id="page_43">{43}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="VIII" id="VIII"></a>VIII.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> distant street door opened at last, and a gentleman came in. His
-entrance caused an indefinite sensation in the clerks, such as we all
-feel in the presence of the man who pays our wages. At the sound of his
-step, Ray’s street friend turned about from his shelf, but without
-offering to leave it.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, good-morning, good-morning!” he called out; and the other called
-back, “Ah, good-morning, Mr. Kane!” and pushed on up towards a door near
-that of Ray’s retreat. A clerk stopped him, and after a moment’s parley
-he came in upon the young fellow. He was a man of fifty-five or sixty,
-with whiskers slightly frosted, and some puckers and wrinkles about his
-temples and at the corners of his mouth, and a sort of withered bloom in
-his cheeks, something like the hardy self-preservation of the
-late-hanging apple that people call a frozen-thaw. He was a thin man,
-who seemed once to have been stouter; he had a gentle presence and a
-somewhat careworn look.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Brandreth?” Ray said, rising.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said the other; “Mr. Chapley.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I beg your pardon,” said Ray. “They showed me into Mr. Brandreth’s
-room, and I thought<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_44" id="page_44">{44}</a></span>”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“It’s quite right, quite right,” said Mr. Chapley. “Mr. Brandreth will
-be in almost any moment if you wish to see him personally.” Mr. Chapley
-glanced at the parcel in Ray’s hand.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh no; I have a letter for the firm,” and Ray gave it to Mr. Chapley,
-who read it through and then offered his hand, and said he was glad to
-meet Mr. Ray. He asked some questions of commonplace friendliness about
-his correspondent, and he said, with the kind of melancholy which seemed
-characteristic of him: “So you have come to take a hand in the great
-game here. Well, if there is anything I can do to serve you, I shall be
-very glad.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray answered promptly, in pursuance of his plan: “You are very kind, Mr.
-Chapley. I’m going to write letters to the paper I’ve been connected
-with in Midland, and I wish to give them largely a literary character. I
-shall be obliged to you for any literary news you have.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Chapley seemed relieved of a latent dread. A little knot of anxiety
-between his eyes came untied; he did not yet go to the length of laying
-off his light overcoat, but he set his hat down on Mr. Brandreth’s desk,
-and he loosed the grip he had kept of his cane.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, Mr. Brandreth rather looks after that side of the business. He’s
-more in touch with the younger men&mdash;with what’s going on, in fact, than
-I am. He can tell you all there is about our own small affairs, and put
-you in relations with other publishers, if you wish.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_45" id="page_45">{45}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you&mdash;” Ray began.</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all; it will be to our advantage, I’m sure. We should be glad to
-do much more for any friend of our old friends”&mdash;Mr. Chapley had to
-refer to the letter-head of the introduction before he could make sure
-of his old friends’ style&mdash;“Schmucker &amp; Wills. I hope they are
-prospering in these uncertain times?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray said they were doing very well, he believed, and Mr. Chapley went
-on.</p>
-
-<p>“So many of the local booksellers are feeling the competition of the
-large stores which have begun to deal in books as well as everything
-else under the sun, nowadays. I understand they have completely
-disorganized the book trade in some of our minor cities; completely!
-They take hold of a book like <i>Robert Elsmere</i>, for instance, as if it
-were a piece of silk that they control the pattern of, and run it at a
-price that is simply ruinous; besides doing a large miscellaneous
-business in books at rates that defy all competition on the part of the
-regular dealers. But perhaps you haven’t suffered from these commercial
-monstrosities yet in Midland?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes,” said Ray; “We have our local Stewart’s or Macy’s, whichever
-it is; and I imagine Schmucker &amp; Wills feel it, especially at the
-holidays.” He had never had to buy any books himself, because he got the
-copies sent to the <i>Echo</i> for review; and now, in deference to Mr.
-Chapley, he was glad that he had not shared in the demoralization of the
-book trade. “But I think,” he added, cheerfully, “that they are holding
-their own very well.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_46" id="page_46">{46}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I am very glad to hear it, very glad, indeed,” said Mr. Chapley. “If we
-can only get this international copyright measure through and dam up the
-disorganizing tide of cheap publications at its source, we may hope to
-restore the tone of the trade. As it is, we are ourselves constantly
-restricting our enterprise as publishers. We scarcely think now of
-looking at the manuscript of an unknown author.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Chapley looked at the manuscript of the unknown author before him,
-as if he divined it through its wrappings of stiff manilla paper. Ray
-had no reason to think that he meant to prevent a possible offer of
-manuscript, but he could not help thinking so, and it cut him short in
-the inquiries he was going to make as to the extent of the
-demoralization the book trade had suffered through the competition of
-the large variety stores. He had seen a whole letter for the <i>Echo</i> in
-the subject, but now he could not go on. He sat blankly staring at Mr.
-Chapley’s friendly, pensive face, and trying to decide whether he had
-better get himself away without seeing Mr. Brandreth, or whether he had
-better stay and meet him, and after a cold, formal exchange of
-civilities, shake the dust of Chapley &amp; Co.’s publishing house from his
-feet forever. The distant street door opened again, and a small light
-figure, much like his own, entered briskly. Mr. Kane turned about at the
-new-comer’s step as he had turned at Mr. Chapley’s, and sent his
-cheerful hail across the book counters as before. “Ah, good-morning,
-good-morning!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_47" id="page_47">{47}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Good-morning, Mr. Kane; magnificent day,” said the gentleman, who
-advanced rapidly towards Ray and Mr. Chapley, with a lustrous silk hat
-on his head, and a brilliant smile on his face. His overcoat hung on his
-arm, and he looked fresh and warm as if from a long walk. “Ah,
-good-morning,” he said to Mr. Chapley; “how are you this morning, sir?”
-He bent his head inquiringly towards Ray, who stood a moment while Mr.
-Chapley got himself together and said:</p>
-
-<p>“This is Mr.&mdash;ah&mdash;Ray, who brings a letter from our old friends”&mdash;he had
-to glance at the letter-head&mdash;“Schmucker &amp; Wills, of&mdash;Midland.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! Midland! yes,” said Mr. Brandreth, for Ray felt it was he, although
-his name had not been mentioned yet. “Very glad to see you, Mr. Ray.
-When did you leave Midland? Won’t you sit down? And you, Mr. Chapley?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no,” said Mr. Chapley, nervously. “I was going to my own room. How
-is poor Bella this morning?”</p>
-
-<p>“Wonderfully well, wonderfully! I waited for the doctor’s visit before I
-left home, so as to report reliably, and he says he never saw a better
-convalescence. He promises to let her go out in a fortnight or so, if
-the weather’s good.”</p>
-
-<p>“You must be careful! Don’t go too fast!” said Mr. Chapley. “And
-the&mdash;child?”</p>
-
-<p>“Perfectly splendid! He slept like a top last night, and we could hardly
-get him awake for breakfast.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_48" id="page_48">{48}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Poor thing!” said Mr. Chapley. He offered Ray his hand, and said that
-he hoped they should see him often; he must drop in whenever he was
-passing. “Mr. Ray,” he explained, “has come on to take up his residence
-in New York. He remains connected with one of the papers in&mdash;Midland;
-and I have been referring him to you for literary gossip, and that kind
-of thing.”</p>
-
-<p>“All right, sir, all right!” said Mr. Brandreth. He laughed out after
-Mr. Chapley had left them, and then said: “Excuse me, Mr. Ray. You
-mustn’t mind my smiling rather irrelevantly. We’ve had a great event at
-my house this week&mdash;in fact, we’ve had a boy.”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed!” said Ray. He had the sort of contempt a young man feels for
-such domestic events; but he easily concealed it from the happy father,
-who looked scarcely older than himself.</p>
-
-<p>“An eight-pounder,” said Mr. Brandreth. “I have been pretty anxious for
-the last few weeks, and&mdash;I don’t know whether you married or not, Mr.
-Ray?”</p>
-
-<p>“No.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, then you wouldn’t understand.” Mr. Brandreth arrested himself
-reluctantly, Ray thought, in his confidences. “But you will, some day;
-you will, some day,” he added, gayly; “and then you’ll know what it is
-to have an experience like that go off well. It throws a new light on
-everything.” A clerk came in with a pile of opened letters and put them
-on Mr. Brandreth’s desk, with some which were still sealed;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_49" id="page_49">{49}</a></span> Ray rose
-again. “No, don’t go. But you won’t mind my glancing these over while we
-talk. I don’t know how much talk you’ve been having with Mr.
-Chapley&mdash;he’s my father-in-law, you know?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray owned that he did not.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I came into the firm and into the family a little over a year ago.
-But if there are any points I can give you, I’m quite at your service.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you,” said Ray. “Mr. Chapley was speaking of the effect of the
-competition of the big variety stores on the regular booksellers.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth slitted the envelope of one of the letters with a slim
-paper-knife, and glanced the letter over. “Well, that’s a little matter
-I differ with Mr. Chapley about. Of course, I know just how he feels,
-brought up the way he was, in the old traditions of the trade. It seems
-to him we must be going to the bad because our books are sold over a
-counter next to a tin-ware counter, or a perfume and essence counter, or
-a bric-à-brac counter. I don’t think so. I think the great thing is to
-sell the books, and I wish we could get a book into the hands of one of
-those big dealers; I should be glad of the chance. We should have to
-make him a heavy discount; but look at the discounts we have to make to
-the trade, now! Forty per cent., and ten cents off for cash; so that a
-dollar and a half book, that it costs twenty-five cents or thirty cents
-to make, brings you in about seventy cents. Then, when you pay the
-author his ten per cent. copyright, how far will the balance go towards<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_50" id="page_50">{50}</a></span>
-advertising, rent, clerk hire and sundries? If you want to get a book
-into the news companies, you have got to make them a discount of sixty
-per cent. out of hand.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is it possible?” asked Ray. “I’d no idea it was anything like that!”</p>
-
-<p>“No; people haven’t. They think publishers are rolling in riches at the
-expense of the author and the reader. And some publishers themselves
-believe that if we could only keep up the old system of letting the
-regular trade have the lion’s share on long credit, their prosperity
-would be assured. I don’t, myself. If we could get hold of a good,
-breezy, taking story, I’d like to try my chance with it in the hands of
-some large dry-goods man.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray’s heart thrilled. His own story had often seemed to him good and
-taking; whether it was breezy or not, he had never thought. He wished he
-knew just what Mr. Brandreth meant by breezy; but he did not like to ask
-him. His hand twitched nervelessly on the manuscript in his lap, and he
-said, timidly: “Would it be out of the way for me to refer to some of
-these facts&mdash;they’re not generally known&mdash;in my letters? Of course not
-using your name.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all! I should be very glad to have them understood,” said Mr.
-Brandreth.</p>
-
-<p>“And what do you think is the outlook for the winter trade, Mr.
-Brandreth?”</p>
-
-<p>“Never better. I think we’re going to have a <i>good</i> trade. We’ve got a
-larger list than we’ve had for a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_51" id="page_51">{51}</a></span> great many years. The fact is,” said
-Mr. Brandreth, and he gave a glance at Ray, as if he felt the trust the
-youthful gravity of his face inspired in most people&mdash;“the fact is,
-Chapley &amp; Co. have been dropping too much out of sight, as publishers;
-and I’ve felt, ever since I’ve been in the firm, that we ought to give
-the public a sharp reminder that we’re not merely booksellers and
-jobbers. I want the house to take its old place again. I don’t mean it’s
-ever really lost caste, or that its imprint doesn’t stand for as much as
-it did twenty years ago. I’ll just show you our list if you can wait a
-moment.” Mr. Brandreth closed a pair of wooden mandibles lying on his
-desk; an electric bell sounded in the distance, and a boy appeared. “You
-go and ask Miss Hughes if she’s got that list of announcements ready
-yet.” The boy went, and Mr. Brandreth took up one of the cards of the
-firm. “If you would like to visit some of the other houses, Mr. Ray,
-I’ll give you our card,” and he wrote on the card, “Introducing Mr. Ray,
-of the Midland <i>Echo</i>. P. Brandreth,” and handed it to him. “Not Peter,
-but Percy,” he said, with a friendly smile for his own pleasantry. “But
-for business purposes it’s better to let them suppose it’s Peter.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray laughed, and said he imagined so. He said he had always felt it a
-disadvantage to have been named Shelley; but he could not write himself
-P. B. S. Ray, and he usually signed simply S. Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, then, we really have the same first name,” said Mr. Brandreth.
-“It’s rather an uncommon<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_52" id="page_52">{52}</a></span> name, too. I’m very glad to share it with you,
-Mr. Ray.” It seemed to add another tie to those that already bound them
-in the sympathy of youth, and the publisher said, “I wish I could ask
-you up to my house; but just now, you know, it’s really a nursery.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are very kind,” said Ray. “I couldn’t think of intruding on you, of
-course.”</p>
-
-<p>Their exchange of civilities was checked by the return of the boy, who
-said Miss Hughes would have the list ready in a few minutes.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, just ask her to bring it here, will you?” said Mr. Brandreth. “I
-want to speak to her about some of these letters.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m taking a great deal of your time, Mr. Brandreth,” Ray said.</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all, not at all. I’m making a kind of holiday week of it,
-anyway. I’m a good deal excited,” and Mr. Brandreth smiled so
-benevolently that Ray could not help taking advantage of him.</p>
-
-<p>The purpose possessed him almost before he was aware of its activity; he
-thought he had quelled it, but now he heard himself saying in a stiff
-unnatural voice, “I have a novel of my own, Mr. Brandreth, that I should
-like to submit to you.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_53" id="page_53">{53}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="IX" id="IX"></a>IX.</h2>
-
-<p>“<span class="smcap">Oh</span>, indeed!” said Mr. Brandreth, with a change in his voice, too, which
-Ray might well have interpreted as a tone of disappointment and injury.
-“Just at present, Mr. Ray, trade is rather quiet, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I know,” said Ray, though he thought he had been told the
-contrary. He felt very mean and guilty; the blood went to his head, and
-his face burned.</p>
-
-<p>“Our list for the fall trade is full, as I was saying, and we couldn’t
-really touch anything till next spring.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I didn’t suppose it would be in time for the fall trade,” said Ray,
-and in the sudden loss of the easy terms which he had been on with the
-publisher, he could not urge anything further.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth must have felt their estrangement too, for he said,
-apologetically: “Of course it’s our business to examine manuscripts for
-publication, and I hope it’s going to be our business to publish more
-and more of them, but an American novel by an unknown author, as long as
-we have the competition of these pirated English novels&mdash;If we can only
-get the copyright bill through, we shall be all right.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray said nothing aloud, for he was busy reproaching himself under his
-breath for abusing Mr. Brandreth’s hospitality.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_54" id="page_54">{54}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“What is the&mdash;character of your novel?” asked Mr. Brandreth, to break
-the painful silence, apparently, rather than to inform himself.</p>
-
-<p>“The usual character,” Ray answered, with a listlessness which perhaps
-passed for careless confidence with the young publisher, and piqued his
-interest. “It’s a love-story.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course. Does it end well? A great deal depends upon the ending with
-the public, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose it ends badly. It ends as badly as it can,” said the author,
-feeling that he had taken the bit in his teeth. “It’s unrelieved
-tragedy.”</p>
-
-<p>“That isn’t so bad, sometimes,” said Mr. Brandreth. “That is, if the
-tragedy is intense enough. Sometimes a thing of that kind takes with the
-public, if the love part is good and strong. Have you the manuscript
-here in New York with you?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have it here in my lap with me,” said Ray, with a desperate laugh.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth cast his eye over the package. “What do you call it? So
-much depends upon a title with the public.”</p>
-
-<p>“I had thought of several titles: the hero’s name for one; the heroine’s
-for another. Then I didn’t know but <i>A Modern Romeo</i> would do. It’s very
-much on the lines of the play.”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed!” said Mr. Brandreth, with a sudden interest that flattered Ray
-with fresh hopes. “That’s very curious. I once took part in an amateur
-performance of <i>Romeo</i> myself. We gave it in the open air. The effect
-was very novel.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_55" id="page_55">{55}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I should think it might be,” said Ray. He hastened to add, “My story
-deals, of course, with American life, and the scene is laid in the
-little village where I grew up.”</p>
-
-<p>“Our play,” said Mr. Brandreth, “was in a little summer place in
-Massachusetts. One of the ladies gave us her tennis-ground, and we made
-our exits and our entrances through the surrounding shrubbery. You’ve no
-idea how beautiful the mediæval dresses looked in the electric light. It
-was at night.”</p>
-
-<p>“It must have been beautiful,” Ray hastily admitted. “My Juliet is the
-daughter of the village doctor, and my Romeo is a young lawyer, who half
-kills a cousin of hers for trying to interfere with them.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s good,” said Mr. Brandreth. “I took the part of Romeo myself, and
-Mrs. Brandreth&mdash;she was Miss Chapley, then&mdash;was cast for Juliet; but
-another girl who had refused the part suddenly changed her mind and
-claimed it, and we had the greatest time to keep the whole affair from
-going to pieces. I beg your pardon; I interrupted you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all,” said Ray. “It must have been rather difficult. In my story
-there has been a feud between the families of the lovers about a land
-boundary; and both families try to break off the engagement.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s very odd,” said Mr. Brandreth. “The play nearly broke off my
-acquaintance with Mrs. Brandreth. Of course she was vexed&mdash;as anybody
-would be&mdash;at having to give up the part at the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_56" id="page_56">{56}</a></span> eleventh hour, when
-she’d taken so much trouble with it; but when she saw my suffering with
-the other girl, who didn’t know half her lines, and walked through it
-all like a mechanical doll, she forgave me. <i>Romeo</i> is my favorite play.
-Did you ever see Julia Marlowe in it?”</p>
-
-<p>“No.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you never <i>saw</i> Juliet! I used to think Margaret Mather was about
-the loveliest Juliet, and in fact she has a great deal of passion”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“My Juliet,” Ray broke in, “is one of those impassioned natures. When
-she finds that the old people are inexorable, she jumps at the
-suggestion of a secret marriage, and the lovers run off and are married,
-and come back and live separately. They meet at a picnic soon after,
-where Juliet goes with her cousin, who makes himself offensive to the
-husband, and finally insults him. They happen to be alone together near
-the high bank of a river, and the husband, who is a quiet fellow of the
-deadly sort, suddenly throws the cousin over the cliff. The rest are
-dancing”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“We introduced a minuet in our theatricals,” Mr. Brandreth interposed,
-“and people said it was the best thing in it. I <i>beg</i> your pardon!”</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all. It must have been very picturesque. The cousin is taken up
-for dead, and the husband goes into hiding until the result of the
-cousin’s injuries can be ascertained. They are searching for the husband
-everywhere, and the girl’s father, who has dabbled in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_57" id="page_57">{57}</a></span> hypnotism, and
-has hypnotized his daughter now and then, takes the notion of trying to
-discover the husband’s whereabouts by throwing her into a hypnotic
-trance and questioning her: he believes that she knows. The trance is
-incomplete, and with what is left of her consciousness the girl suffers
-tremendously from the conflict that takes place in her. In the midst of
-it all, word comes from the room where the cousin is lying insensible
-that he is dying. The father leaves his daughter to go to him, and she
-lapses into the cataleptic state. The husband has been lurking about,
-intending to give himself up if it comes to the worst. He steals up to
-the open window&mdash;I forgot to say that the hypnotization scene takes
-place in her father’s office, a little building that stands apart from
-the house, and of course it’s a ground floor&mdash;and he sees her stretched
-out on the lounge, all pale and stiff, and he thinks she is dead.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth burst into a laugh. “I <i>must</i> tell you what our Mercutio
-said&mdash;he was an awfully clever fellow, a lawyer up there, one of the
-natives, and he made simply a <i>perfect</i> Mercutio. He said that our
-Juliet was magnificent in the sepulchre scene; and if she could have
-played the part as a dead Juliet throughout, she would have beat us
-all!”</p>
-
-<p>“Capital!” said Ray. “Ha, ha, ha!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, go on,” said Mr. Brandreth.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! Well, the husband gets in at the window and throws himself on her
-breast, and tries to revive her. She shows no signs of life, though all
-the time<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_58" id="page_58">{58}</a></span> she is perfectly aware of what is going on, and is struggling
-to speak and reassure him. She recovers herself just at the moment he
-draws a pistol and shoots himself through the heart. The shot brings the
-father from the house, and as he enters the little office, his daughter
-lifts herself, gives him one ghastly stare, and falls dead on her
-husband’s body.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is strong,” said Mr. Brandreth. “That is a very powerful scene.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you think so?” Ray asked. He looked flushed and flattered, but he
-said: “Sometimes I’ve been afraid it was overwrought, and
-improbable&mdash;weak. It’s not, properly speaking, a novel, you see. It’s
-more in the region of romance.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, so much the better. I think people are getting tired of those
-commonplace, photographic things. They want something with a little more
-imagination,” said Mr. Brandreth.</p>
-
-<p>“The motive of my story might be called psychological,” said the author.
-“Of course I’ve only given you the crudest outline of it, that doesn’t
-do it justice”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Well, they say that <i>roman psychologique</i> is superseding the realistic
-novel in France. Will you allow me?”</p>
-
-<p>He offered to take the manuscript, and Ray eagerly undid it, and placed
-it in his hands. He turned over some pages of it, and dipped into it
-here and there.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” he said. “Now I’ll tell you what we’ll do, Mr. Ray. You leave
-this with us, and we’ll have our<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_59" id="page_59">{59}</a></span> readers go over it, and report to us,
-and then we’ll communicate with you about it. What did you say your New
-York address was?”</p>
-
-<p>“I haven’t any yet,” said Ray; “but I’ll call and leave it as soon as
-I’ve got one.” He rose, and the young publisher said:</p>
-
-<p>“Well, drop in any time. We shall always be glad to see you. Of course I
-can’t promise you an immediate decision.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no; I don’t expect that. I can wait. And I can’t tell you how
-much&mdash;how much I appreciate your kindness.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, not at all. Ah!” The boy came back with a type-written sheet in his
-hand; Mr. Brandreth took it and gave it to Ray. “There! You can get some
-idea from that of what we’re going to do. Take it with you. It’s
-manifolded, and you can keep this copy. Drop in again when you’re
-passing.”</p>
-
-<p>They shook hands, but they did not part there. Mr. Brandreth followed
-Ray out into the store, and asked him if he would not like some advance
-copies of their new books; he guessed some of them were ready. He
-directed a clerk to put them up, and then he said, “I’d like to
-introduce you to one of our authors. Mr. Kane!” he called out to what
-Ray felt to be the gentleman’s expectant back, and Mr. Kane promptly
-turned about from his bookshelf and met their advance half-way. “I want
-to make you acquainted with Mr. Ray.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fortune,” said Mr. Kane, with evident relish of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_60" id="page_60">{60}</a></span> his own voice and
-diction, “had already made us friends, in the common interest we took in
-a mistaken fellow-man whom we saw stealing a bag to travel with instead
-of a road to travel on. Before you came in, we were street intimates of
-five minutes’ standing, and we entered your temple of the Muses
-together. But I am very glad to know my dear friend by name.” He gave
-Ray the pressure of a soft, cool hand. “My name is doubtless familiar to
-you, Mr. Ray. We spell it a little differently since that unfortunate
-affair with Abel; but it is unquestionably the same name, and we are of
-that ancient family. Am I right,” he said, continuing to press the young
-man’s hand, but glancing at Mr. Brandreth for correction, with ironical
-deference, “in supposing that Mr. Ray is <i>one</i> of us? I was sure,” he
-said, letting Ray’s hand go, with a final pressure, “that it must be so
-from the first moment! The signs of the high freemasonry of letters are
-unmistakable!”</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Ray,” said Mr. Brandreth, “is going to cast his lot with us here in
-New York. He is from Midland, and he is still connected with one of the
-papers there.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then he is a man to be cherished and avoided,” said Mr. Kane. “But
-don’t tell me that he has no tenderer, no more sacred tie to literature
-than a meretricious newspaper connection!”</p>
-
-<p>Ray laughed, and said from his pleased vanity, “Mr. Brandreth has kindly
-consented to look at a manuscript of mine.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_61" id="page_61">{61}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Poems?” Mr. Kane suggested.</p>
-
-<p>“No, a novel,” the author answered, bashfully.</p>
-
-<p>“The great American one, of course?”</p>
-
-<p>“We are going to see,” said the young publisher, gaily.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, that is good. It is pleasant to have the old literary tradition
-renewed in all the freshness of its prime, and to have young Genius
-coming up to New York from the provinces with a manuscript under its
-arm, just as it used to come up to London, and I’ve no doubt to Memphis
-and to Nineveh, for that matter; the indented tiles must have been a
-little more cumbrous than the papyrus, and were probably conveyed in an
-ox-cart. And when you offered him your novel, Mr. Ray, did Mr. Brandreth
-say that the book trade was rather dull, just now?”</p>
-
-<p>“Something of that kind,” Ray admitted, with a laugh; and Mr. Brandreth
-laughed too.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m glad of that,” said Mr. Kane. “It would not have been perfect
-without that. They always say that. I’ve no doubt the publishers of
-Memphis and Nineveh said it in their day. It is the publishers’ way with
-authors. It makes the author realize the immense advantage of getting a
-publisher on any terms at such a disastrous moment, and he leaves the
-publisher to fix the terms. It is quite right. You are launched, my dear
-friend, and all you have to do is to let yourself go. You will probably
-turn out an ocean greyhound; we expect no less when we are launched. In
-that case, allow an old water-logged derelict to hail you, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_62" id="page_62">{62}</a></span> wish you
-a prosperous voyage to the Happy Isles.” Mr. Kane smiled blandly, and
-gave Ray a bow that had the quality of a blessing.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, that book of yours is going to do well yet, Mr. Kane,” said Mr.
-Brandreth, consolingly. “I believe there’s going to be a change in the
-public taste, and good literature is going to have its turn again.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let us hope so,” said Mr. Kane, devoutly. “We will pray that the
-general reader may be turned from the error of his ways, and eschew
-fiction and cleave to moral reflections. But not till our dear friend’s
-novel has made its success!” He inclined himself again towards Ray.
-“Though, perhaps,” he suggested, “it is a novel with a purpose?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m afraid hardly”&mdash;Ray began; but Mr. Brandreth interposed.</p>
-
-<p>“It is a psychological romance&mdash;the next thing on the cards, <i>I</i>
-believe!”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed!” said Mr. Kane. “Do you speak by the card, now, as a confidant
-of fate; or is this the exuberant optimism of a fond young father? Mr.
-Ray, I am afraid you have taken our friend when he is all molten and
-fluid with happiness, and have abused his kindness for the whole race to
-your single advantage!”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no! Nothing of the kind, I assure you!” said Mr. Brandreth,
-joyously. “Everything is on a strict business basis with me, always. But
-I wish you could see that little fellow, Mr. Kane. Of course it sounds
-preposterous to say it of a child only eight days old, but I believe he
-begins to notice already.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_63" id="page_63">{63}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“You must get him to notice your books. Do get him to notice mine! He is
-beginning young, but perhaps not <i>too</i> young for a critic,” said Mr.
-Kane, and he abruptly took his leave, as one does when he thinks he has
-made a good point, and Mr. Brandreth laughed the laugh of a man who
-magnanimously joins in the mirth made at his expense.</p>
-
-<p>Ray stayed a moment after Mr. Kane went out, and Brandreth said, “There
-is one of the most puzzling characters in New York. If he could put
-himself into a book, it would make his fortune. He’s a queer genius.
-Nobody knows how he lives; but I fancy he has a little money of his own;
-his book doesn’t sell fifty copies in a year. What did he mean by that
-about the travelling-bag?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray explained, and Mr. Brandreth said: “Just like him! He must have
-spotted you in an instant. He has nothing to do, and he spends most of
-his time wandering about. He says New York is his book, and he reads it
-over and over. If he could only work up that idea, he could make a book
-that everybody would want. But he never will. He’s one of those men
-whose talk makes you think he could write anything; but his book is
-awfully dry&mdash;perfectly crumby. Ever see it? <i>Hard Sayings</i>? Well,
-good-by! I <i>wish</i> I could ask you up to my house; but you see how it
-is!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes! I see,” said Ray. “You’re only too good as it is, Mr.
-Brandreth.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_64" id="page_64">{64}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="X" id="X"></a>X.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Ray’s</span> voice broke a little as he said this; but he hoped Mr. Brandreth
-did not notice, and he made haste to get out into the crowded street,
-and be alone with his emotions. He was quite giddy with the turn that
-Fortune’s wheel had taken, and he walked a long way up town before he
-recovered his balance. He had never dreamt of such prompt consideration
-as Mr. Brandreth had promised to give his novel. He had expected to
-carry it round from publisher to publisher, and to wait weeks, and
-perhaps whole months, for their decision. Most of them he imagined
-refusing to look at it at all; and he had prepared himself for rebuffs.
-He could not help thinking that Mr. Brandreth’s different behavior was
-an effect of his goodness of heart, and of his present happiness. Of
-course he was a little ridiculous about that baby of his; Ray supposed
-that was natural, but he decided that if he should ever be a father he
-would not gush about it to the first person he met. He did not like Mr.
-Brandreth’s interrupting him with the account of those amateur
-theatricals when he was outlining the plot of his story; but that was
-excusable, and it showed that he was really interested. If it had not
-been for the accidental fact that Mr. Brandreth had taken the part of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_65" id="page_65">{65}</a></span>
-Romeo in those theatricals, he might not have caught on to the notion of
-<i>A Modern Romeo</i> at all. The question whether he was not rather silly
-himself to enter so fully into his plot, helped him to condone Mr.
-Brandreth’s weakness, which was not incompatible with shrewd business
-sense. All that Mr. Brandreth had said of the state of the trade and its
-new conditions was sound; he was probably no fool where his interest was
-concerned. Ray resented for him the cruelty of Mr. Kane in turning the
-baby’s precocity into the sort of joke he had made of it; but he admired
-his manner of saying things, too. He would work up very well in a story;
-but he ought to be made pathetic as well as ironical; he must be made to
-have had an early unhappy love-affair; the girl either to have died, or
-to have heartlessly jilted him. He could be the hero’s friend at some
-important moment; Ray did not determine just at what moment; but the
-hero should be about to wreck his happiness, somehow, and Mr. Kane
-should save him from the rash act, and then should tell him the story of
-his own life. Ray recurred to the manuscript he had left with Mr.
-Brandreth, and wondered if Mr. Brandreth would read it himself, and if
-he did, whether he would see any resemblance between the hero and the
-author. He had sometimes been a little ashamed of that mesmerization
-business in the story, but if it struck a mood of the reading public, it
-would be a great piece of luck; and he prepared himself to respect it.
-If Chapley &amp; Co. accepted the book, he was going to write all that
-passage over, and strengthen it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_66" id="page_66">{66}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>He was very happy; and he said to himself that he must try to be very
-good and to merit the fortune that had befallen him. He must not let it
-turn his head, or seem more than it really was; after all it was merely
-a chance to be heard that he was given. He instinctively strove to
-arrest the wheel which was bringing him up, and must carry him down if
-it kept on moving. With an impulse of the old heathen superstition
-lingering in us all, he promised his god, whom he imagined to be God,
-that he would be very grateful and humble if He would work a little
-miracle for him, and let the wheel carry him up without carrying him
-over and down. In the unconscious selfishness which he had always
-supposed morality, he believed that the thing most pleasing to his god
-would be some immediate effort in his own behalf, of prudent industry or
-frugality; and he made haste to escape from the bliss of his high hopes
-as if it were something that was wrong in itself, and that he would
-perhaps be punished for.</p>
-
-<p>He went to the restaurant where he had breakfasted, and bargained for
-board and lodging by the week. It was not so cheap as he had expected to
-get it; with an apparent flexibility, the landlord was rigorous on the
-point of a dollar a day for the room; and Ray found that he must pay
-twelve dollars a week for his board and lodging instead of the ten he
-had set as a limit. But he said to himself that he must take the risk,
-and must make up the two dollars, somehow. His room was at the top of
-the house, and it had a view of the fourth story of a ten-story
-apartment-house opposite;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_67" id="page_67">{67}</a></span> but it had a southerly exposure, and there
-was one golden hour of the day when the sun shone into it, over the
-shoulder of a lower edifice next to the apartment-house, and round the
-side of a clock tower beyond the avenue. He could see a bit of the
-châlet-roof of an elevated railroad station; he could see the tops of
-people’s heads in the street below if he leaned out of his window far
-enough, and he had the same bird’s-eye view of the passing carts and
-carriages. He shared it with the sparrows that bickered in the
-window-casing, and with the cats that crouched behind the chimneys and
-watched the progress of the sparrows’ dissensions with furtive and
-ironical eyes.</p>
-
-<p>Within, the slope of the roof gave a picturesque slant to the ceiling.
-The room was furnished with an American painted set; there was a clock
-on the little shelf against the wall that looked as if it were French;
-but it was not going, and there was no telling what accent it might tick
-with if it were wound up. There was a little mahogany table in one
-corner near the window to write on, and he put his books up on the shelf
-on each side of the clock.</p>
-
-<p>It was all very different from the dignified housing of his life at
-Midland, where less than the money he paid here got him a stately
-parlor, with a little chamber out of it, at the first boarding-house in
-the place. But still he would not have been ashamed to have any one from
-Midland see him in his present quarters. They were proper to New York in
-that cosmopolitan phase which he had most desired to see. He tried
-writing at<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_68" id="page_68">{68}</a></span> the little table, and found it very convenient. He forced
-himself, just for moral effect, and to show himself that he was master
-of all his moods, to finish his letter to the <i>Echo</i>, and he pleased
-himself very well with it. He made it light and lively, and yet
-contrived to give it certain touches of poetry and to throw in bits of
-description which he fancied had caught something of the thrill and
-sparkle of the air, and imparted some sense of such a day as he felt it
-to be. He fancied different friends turning to the letter the first
-thing in the paper; and in the fond remembrance of the kindness he had
-left behind there, he became a little homesick.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_69" id="page_69">{69}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XI" id="XI"></a>XI.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Ray</span> would have liked to go again that day, and give Mr. Brandreth his
-new address in person; but he was afraid it would seem too eager, and
-would have a bad effect on the fortunes of his book. He mastered himself
-so far that even the next day he did not go, but sent it in a note. Then
-he was sorry he had done this, for it might look a little too
-indifferent; that is, he feigned that it might have this effect; but
-what he really regretted was that it cut him off from going to see Mr.
-Brandreth as soon as he would have liked. It would be absurd to run to
-him directly after writing. He languished several days in the heroic
-resolution not to go near Chapley &amp; Co. until a proper time had passed;
-then he took to walking up and down Broadway, remote from their place at
-first, and afterwards nearer, till it came to his pacing slowly past
-their door, and stopping at their window, in the hope that one or other
-of the partners would happen upon him in some of their comings or
-goings. But they never did, and he had a faint, heart-sick feeling of
-disappointment, such as he used to have when he hung about the premises
-of his first love in much the same fashion and to much the same effect.</p>
-
-<p>He cajoled himself by feigning interviews, now with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_70" id="page_70">{70}</a></span> Mr. Chapley and now
-with Mr. Brandreth; the publishers accepted his manuscript with
-transport, and offered him incredible terms. The good old man’s voice
-shook with emotion in hailing Ray as the heir of Hawthorne; Mr.
-Brandreth had him up to dinner, and presented him to his wife and baby;
-he named the baby for them jointly. As nothing of this kind really
-happened, Ray’s time passed rather forlornly. Without being the richer
-for it, he won the bets he made himself, every morning, that he should
-not get a letter that day from Chapley &amp; Co., asking to see him at once,
-or from Mr. Brandreth hoping for the pleasure of his company upon this
-social occasion or that. He found that he had built some hopes upon Mr.
-Brandreth’s hospitable regrets; and as he did not know how long it must
-be after a happiness of the kind Mrs. Brandreth had conferred upon her
-husband before her house could be set in order for company, he was
-perhaps too impatient. But he did not suffer himself to be censorious;
-he was duly grateful to Mr. Brandreth for his regrets; he had not
-expected them; but for them he would not have expected anything.</p>
-
-<p>He did what he could to pass the time by visiting other publishers with
-Mr. Brandreth’s card. He perceived sometimes, or fancied that he
-perceived, a shadow of anxiety in the gentlemen who received him so
-kindly, but it vanished, if it ever existed, when he put himself frankly
-on the journalistic ground, and satisfied them that he had no manuscript
-lurking about him. Then he found some of them willing to drop<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_71" id="page_71">{71}</a></span> into chat
-about the trade, and try to forecast its nearer future, if not to
-philosophize its conditions. They appeared to think these were all
-right; and it did not strike Ray as amiss that a work of literary art
-should be regarded simply as a merchantable or unmerchantable commodity,
-or as a pawn in a game, a counter that stood for a certain money value,
-a risk which the player took, a wager that he made.</p>
-
-<p>“You know it’s really that,” one publisher explained to Ray. “<i>No</i> one
-can tell whether a book will succeed or not; no one knows what makes a
-book succeed. We have published things that I’ve liked and respected
-thoroughly, and that I’ve taken a personal pride and pleasure in
-pushing. They’ve been well received and intelligently praised by the
-best critics from the Atlantic to the Pacific, and cultivated people
-have talked about them everywhere; and they haven’t sold fifteen hundred
-copies. Then we’ve tried trash&mdash;decent trash, of course; we always
-remember the cheek of the Young Person&mdash;and we’ve all believed that we
-had something that would hit the popular mood, and would leap into the
-tens of thousands; and it’s dropped dead from the press. Other works of
-art and other pieces of trash succeed for no better reason than some
-fail. You can’t tell anything about it. If I were to trust my own
-observation, I should say it was <i>luck</i>, pure and simple, and mostly bad
-luck. Ten books fail, and twenty books barely pay, where one succeeds.
-Nobody can say why. Can’t I send you some of our new books?” He had a
-number of them on a table near<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_72" id="page_72">{72}</a></span> him, and he talked them over with Ray,
-while a clerk did them up; and he would not let Ray trouble himself to
-carry them away with him. They were everywhere lavish of their
-publications with him, and he had so many new books and advance sheets
-given him that if he had been going to write his letters for the <i>Echo</i>
-about literature alone, he would have had material for many weeks ahead.</p>
-
-<p>The letters he got at this time were some from home: a very sweet one
-from his mother, fondly conjecturing and questioning about his comfort
-in New York, and cautioning him not to take cold; a serious one from his
-father, advising him to try each week to put by something for a rainy
-day. There was also a letter from Sanderson, gay with news of all the
-goings on in Midland, and hilariously regretful of his absence.
-Sanderson did not say anything about coming to New York to seek his
-fortune, and the effect of his news was to leave Ray pining for the
-society of women, which had always been the sweetest thing in life to
-him, and next to literature the dearest. If he could have had immediate
-literary success, the excitement of it might have made him forget the
-privilege he had enjoyed at Midland of going every evening to call on
-some lovely young girl, and of staying as long as he liked. What made
-him feel still more lonesome and dropped out was Sanderson’s telling of
-several engagements among the girls they knew in Midland; it appeared to
-him that he only was destined to go loveless and mateless through life.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_73" id="page_73">{73}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>There were women enough in his hotel, but after the first interest of
-their strangeness, and the romantic effect of hearing them speak in
-their foreign tongues as if they were at home in them, he could not
-imagine a farther interest in those opaque Southern blondes, who spoke
-French, or the brunettes with purple-ringed vast eyes, who coughed out
-their Spanish gutturals like squirrels. He was appointed a table for his
-meals in a dining-room that seemed to be reserved for its inmates, as
-distinguished from the frequenters of the restaurant, who looked as if
-they were all Americans; and he was served by a shining black waiter
-weirdly ignorant of English. He gazed wistfully across into the
-restaurant at times, and had half a mind to ask if he might not eat
-there; but he liked the glances of curiosity and perhaps envy which its
-frequenters now and then cast at him in the hotel dining-room. There
-were no young ladies among them, that he ever saw, but sometimes there
-were young men whom he thought he would have liked to talk with. Some of
-them came in company, and at dinner they sat long, discussing matters
-which he could overhear by snatches were literary and artistic matters.
-They always came late, and rarely sat down before seven, when Ray was
-finishing his coffee. One night these comrades came later than usual and
-in unusual force, and took a large table set somewhat apart from the
-rest in the bay of a deep window which had once looked out into the
-little garden of the dwelling that the hotel had once been. They sat
-down, with a babble of questions and an<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_74" id="page_74">{74}</a></span>swers, as of people who had not
-all met for some time, and devoured the little radishes and olives and
-anchovies, with which the table had been prefatorily furnished, in
-apparent patience till all the places but the head of the table had been
-taken; then they began to complain and to threaten at the delay of the
-dinner. Ray was not aware just how a furious controversy suddenly began
-to rage between two of them. As nearly as he could make out, amidst the
-rapid thrust and parry of the principals, and the irregular lunges of
-this one or that of the company which gave it the character of a free
-fight, it turned upon a point of æsthetics, where the question was
-whether the moral aspect ought or ought not to be sought in it. In the
-heat of the debate the chiefs of the discussion talked both at once,
-interrupted each other, tried which should clamor loudest and fastest,
-and then suddenly the whole uproar fell to silence. The two parties
-casually discovered that they were of exactly the same mind, but each
-had supposed the other thought differently. Some one came in during the
-lull that followed, and took the seat at the head of the table.</p>
-
-<p>It was Mr. Kane, and Ray’s heart leaped with the hope that he would see
-him and recognize him, but out of self-respect he tried to look as if it
-were not he, but perhaps some one who closely resembled him. He
-perceived that it was a club dinner of some literary sort; but because
-he could not help wishing that he were one of the company, he snubbed
-his desires with unsparing cruelty. He looked down at his plate, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_75" id="page_75">{75}</a></span>
-shunned the roving glance which he felt sure Mr. Kane was sending into
-the room where he now sat almost alone; and he did his best to be
-ashamed of overhearing the talk now and then. He grew very bitter in his
-solitude, and he imagined himself using Mr. Kane with great hauteur,
-after <i>A Modern Romeo</i> had succeeded. He was not obliged to go out that
-way, when he left the dining-room, but he feigned that he must, and in
-spite of the lofty stand he had taken with Mr. Kane in fancy, he meanly
-passed quite near him. Kane looked up, and called out, “Ah,
-good-evening, good-evening!” and rose and shook hands with him, and
-asked him how in the world he happened to have found out that
-restaurant, and he was astonished to hear that Ray was staying in the
-hotel; he said that was very <i>chic</i>. He introduced him to the company
-generally, as his young friend Mr. Ray, of Midland, who had come on to
-cast in his literary lot with them in New York; and then he presented
-him personally to the nearest on either hand. They were young fellows,
-but their names were known to Ray with the planetary distinctness that
-the names of young authors have for literary aspirants, though they are
-all so nebulous to older eyes.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Kane asked Ray to sit down and take his coffee with them; Ray said
-he had taken his coffee; they all urged that this was no reason why he
-should not take some more; he stood out against them, like a fool&mdash;as he
-later called himself with gnashing teeth. He pretended he had an
-engagement, and he left the pleas<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_76" id="page_76">{76}</a></span>ant company he was hungering so to
-join, and went out and walked the streets, trying to stay himself with
-the hope that he had made a better impression than if he had remained
-and enjoyed himself. He was so lonesome when he came back, and caught
-the sound of their jolly voices on his way up stairs, that he could
-hardly keep from going in upon them, and asking if they would let him
-sit with them. In his room he could not work; he wanted to shed tears in
-his social isolation. He determined to go back to Midland, at any cost
-to his feelings or fortunes, or even to the little village where his
-family lived, and where he had been so restless and unhappy till he
-could get away from it. Now, any place seemed better than this waste of
-unknown hundreds of thousands of human beings, where he had not a
-friend, or even an enemy.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_77" id="page_77">{77}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XII" id="XII"></a>XII.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">In</span> the morning Ray woke resolved to brace up against the nerveless
-suspense he had been in ever since he had left his manuscript with Mr.
-Brandreth, and go and present the letters that some people in Midland
-had given him to their friends in New York. At least he need not suffer
-from solitude unless he chose; he wondered if it would do to present his
-letters on Sunday.</p>
-
-<p>He breakfasted in this question. Shortly after he went back to his room,
-there was a knock at his door, and when he shouted “Come in!” it was set
-softly ajar, and Mr. Kane showed his face at the edge of it.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose you know,” he said, ignoring Ray’s welcome, “or if you
-haven’t been out, you don’t know, that this is one of those Sunday
-mornings which make you feel that it has been blessed and hallowed above
-all the other days of the week. But I dare say,” he added, coming
-inside, “that the Mohammedans feel exactly so about a particularly fine
-Friday.”</p>
-
-<p>He glanced round the little room with an air of delicate impartiality,
-and asked leave to look from Ray’s window. As he put his head out, he
-said to the birds in the eaves, “Ah, sparrows!” as if he knew them
-personally, before he began to make com<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_78" id="page_78">{78}</a></span>pliments to the picturesque
-facts of the prospect. Then he stood with his back to Ray, looking down
-into the street, and praising the fashion of the shadow and sunshine in
-meeting so solidly there, at all sorts of irregular points and angles.
-Once he looked round and asked, with the sun making his hair all a
-shining silver:</p>
-
-<p>“Has any one else been shown this view? No? Then let me be the first to
-utter the stock imbecility that it ought to inspire you if anything
-could.” He put out his head again, and gave a glance upward at the
-speckless heaven, and then drew it in. “Yes,” he said, thoughtfully, “a
-partially clouded sky is better for us, no doubt. Why didn’t you sit
-down with us last night? I saw that you wished to do so.” He faced Ray
-benignly, with a remote glimmer of mocking in his eye.</p>
-
-<p>Ray felt it safest to answer frankly. “Yes, I did want to join you
-awfully. I overheard a good deal you were saying where I was sitting,
-but I couldn’t accept your invitation. I knew it was a great chance, but
-I couldn’t.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you know,” Mr. Kane asked, “that the chances have a polite horror
-of iteration? Those men and those moods may never be got together again.
-You oughtn’t to have thrown such a chance away!”</p>
-
-<p>“I know,” said Ray. “But I had to.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Kane leaned back in the chair he had taken, and murmured as if to
-himself: “Ah, youth, youth! Yes, it has to throw chances away. Waste is
-a condi<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_79" id="page_79">{79}</a></span>tion of survival. Otherwise we should perish of mere fruition.
-But could you,” he asked, addressing Ray more directly, “without too
-much loss to the intimacies that every man ought to keep sacred, could
-you tell me just <i>why</i> you had to refuse us your company?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes,” said Ray, with the self-scorn which Mr. Kane’s attitude
-enabled him to show. “I was so low-spirited that I couldn’t rise to the
-hands that offered to pull me out of my Slough of Despond. I felt that
-the slightest exertion would sink me over head and ears. I had better
-stay as I was.”</p>
-
-<p>“I understand,” said Mr. Kane. “But why should a man of your age be in
-low spirits?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why? Nobody can tell why he’s in low spirits exactly. I suppose I got
-to thinking the prospect for my book wasn’t very gay. It’s hard to
-wait.”</p>
-
-<p>“Was that all?”</p>
-
-<p>“I was a little homesick, too. But wasn’t the other enough?”</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t say. It’s a long time since I was your age. But shall I tell
-you what I first thought your unhappiness was, when you confessed it
-just now?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, by all means.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder if I’d better! I supposed it was not such as any <i>man</i> could
-inflict. Excuse me!” He kept his eyes smilingly on the young fellow’s
-face, as if to prevent his taking the audacity in bad part. “I don’t
-know why I should say this to you, except that it really went through my
-mind, and I did you the wrong to wonder why you should mention it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_80" id="page_80">{80}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I can forgive the wrong; it’s so very far from the fact”&mdash;Ray began.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, you’ve already noticed <i>that</i>!” Mr Kane interrupted.</p>
-
-<p>“Noticed what?”</p>
-
-<p>“That we can forgive people their injurious conjectures when they’re
-wrong rather than when they’re right?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I hadn’t noticed,” Ray confessed; and he added, “I was only
-thinking how impossible that was for me in a place where I haven’t
-spoken to a woman yet.”</p>
-
-<p>If Mr. Kane tasted the bitterness in a speech which Ray tried to carry
-off with a laugh, his words did not confess it. “It wasn’t a reasoned
-conjecture, and I don’t defend it; I’m only too glad to escape from it
-without offence. When I was of your age, a slight from a woman was the
-only thing that could have kept me from any pleasure that offered
-itself. But I understand that now youth is made differently.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see why,” said Ray, and he quelled a desire he had to boast of
-his wounds; he permitted himself merely to put on an air of gloom.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, I’ve been taught that modern society and civilization generally
-has so many consolations for unrequited affection that young men don’t
-suffer from that sort of trouble any more, or not deeply.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray was sensible that Mr. Kane’s intrusiveness was justifiable upon the
-ground of friendly interest; and he was not able to repel what seemed
-like friendly<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_81" id="page_81">{81}</a></span> interest. “It may be as you say, in New York; I’ve not
-been here long enough to judge.”</p>
-
-<p>“But in Midland things go on in the old way? Tell me something about
-Midland, and why any one should ever leave Midland for New York?”</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t say, generally speaking,” answered Ray, with pleasure in Kane’s
-pursuit, “but I think that in my case Midland began it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray was willing enough to impart as much of his autobiography as related
-to the business change that had thrown him out of his place on the
-<i>Echo</i>. Then he sketched with objective airiness the sort of life one
-led in Midland, if one was a young man in society; and he found it no
-more than fair to himself to give some notion of his own local value in
-a graphic little account of the farewell dinner.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Mr. Kane, “I can imagine how you should miss all that, and I
-don’t know that New York has anything so pleasant to offer. I fancy the
-conditions of society are incomparably different in Midland and in New
-York. You seem to me a race of shepherds and shepherdesses out there;
-your pretty world is like a dream of my own youth, when Boston was still
-only a large town, and was not so distinctly an aoristic Athens as it is
-now.”</p>
-
-<p>“I had half a mind to go to Boston with my book first,” said Ray. “But
-somehow I thought there were more chances in New York.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_82" id="page_82">{82}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“There are certainly more publishers,” Kane admitted. “Whether there
-are more chances depends upon how much independent judgment there is
-among the publishers. Have you found them very judicial?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t quite understand what you mean.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did any one of them seem to be a man who would give your novel an
-unprejudiced reading if you took it to him and told him honestly that it
-had been rejected by all the others?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I can’t say any of them did. But I don’t know that I could give my
-manuscript an unprejudiced reading myself under the same circumstances.
-I certainly shouldn’t blame any publisher who couldn’t. Should you?”</p>
-
-<p>“I? I blame nobody, my dear friend,” said Kane. “That is the way I keep
-my temper. I should not blame you if Chapley &amp; Co. declined your book,
-and you went to the rest of the trade carefully concealing from each
-publisher, the fact that he was not the first you had approached with
-it.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray laughed, but he winced, too. “I suppose that’s what I should have to
-do. But Chapley &amp; Co. haven’t declined it yet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, I’m glad of that. Not that you could really impose upon any one.
-There would be certain infallible signs in your manuscript that would
-betray you: an air of use; little private marks and memoranda of earlier
-readers; the smell of their different brands of tobacco and sachet
-powder.”</p>
-
-<p>“I shouldn’t try to impose upon any one,” Ray began, with a flush of
-indignation, which ended in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_83" id="page_83">{83}</a></span> shame. “What would <i>you</i> do under the same
-circumstances?” he demanded, with desperation.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear friend! My dear boy,” Mr. Kane protested. “I am not censuring
-you. It’s said that Bismarck found it an advantage to introduce truth
-even into diplomacy. He discovered there was nothing deceived <i>like</i> it;
-<i>nobody</i> believed him. Some successful advertisers have made it work in
-commercial affairs. You mustn’t expect me to say what I should do under
-the same circumstances; the circumstances couldn’t be the same. I am not
-the author of a manuscript novel with a potential public of tens of
-thousands. But you can imagine that as the proprietor of a volume of
-essays which has a certain sale&mdash;Mr. Brandreth used that fatal term in
-speaking of my book, I suppose?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I don’t remember that he did,” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“He was kinder than I could have expected. It is the death-knell of hope
-to the devoted author when his publisher tells him that his book will
-always have a certain sale; he is expressing in a pitying euphemism of
-the trade that there is no longer any chance for it, no happy accident
-in the future, no fortuity; it is dead. As the author of a book with a
-certain sale, I feel myself exempt from saying what I should do in your
-place. But I’m very glad it hasn’t come to the ordeal with you. Let us
-hope you won’t be tempted. Let us hope that Messrs. Chapley &amp; Co. will
-be equal to the golden opportunity offered them, and gradually&mdash;snatch
-it.”</p>
-
-<p>Kane smiled, and Ray laughed out. He knew that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_84" id="page_84">{84}</a></span> he was being played
-upon, but he believed the touch was kindly, and even what he felt an
-occasional cold cynicism in it had the fascination that cynicism always
-has for the young when it does not pass from theory to conduct; when it
-does that, it shocks. He thought that Mr. Kane was something like
-Warrington in <i>Pendennis</i>, and again something like Coverdale in
-<i>Blithedale Romance</i>. He valued him for that; he was sure he had a
-history; and when he now rose, Ray said: “Oh, must you go?” with eager
-regret.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, I had thought of asking you to come with me. I’m going for a walk
-in the Park, and I want to stop on the way for a moment to see an old
-friend of mine”&mdash;he hesitated, and then added&mdash;“a man whom I was once
-intimately associated with in some joint hopes we had for reconstructing
-the world. I think you will be interested in him, as a type, even if you
-don’t like him.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray professed that he should be very much interested, and they went out
-together.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_85" id="page_85">{85}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XIII" id="XIII"></a>XIII.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> streets had that Sunday sense which is as unmistakable as their
-week-day effect. Their noises were subdued almost to a country quiet; as
-he crossed with his friend to the elevated station, Ray noted with a
-lifting heart the sparrows that chirped from the knots and streamers of
-red Virginia-creeper hanging here and there from a porch roof or over a
-bit of garden wall; overhead the blue air was full of the jargoning of
-the blended church bells.</p>
-
-<p>He tried to fit these facts with phrases in the intervals of his
-desultory talk with Kane, and he had got two or three very good epithets
-by the time they found seats together in an up-town train. It was not
-easy to find them, for the cars were thronged with work-people going to
-the Park for one of the last Sundays that could be fine there.</p>
-
-<p>Kane said: “The man we are going to see belongs to an order of thinking
-and feeling that one would have said a few years ago had passed away
-forever, but of late its turn seems to be coming again; it’s curious how
-these things recur. Do you happen to hate altruism in any of its protean
-forms?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray smiled with the relish for the question which<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_86" id="page_86">{86}</a></span> Kane probably meant
-him to feel. “I can’t say that I have any violent feeling against it.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is usually repulsive to young people,” Kane went on, “and I could
-very well conceive your loathing it. My friend has been an altruist of
-one kind or another all his life. He’s a man whom it would be perfectly
-useless to tell that the world is quite good enough for the sort of
-people there are in it; he would want to set about making the people
-worthy of a better world, and he would probably begin on <i>you</i>. You have
-heard of Brook Farm, I suppose?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course,” Ray answered, with a show of resentment for such a
-question. “<i>Blithedale Romance</i>&mdash;I think it’s the best of Hawthorne’s
-books.”</p>
-
-<p>“Blithedale,” said Mr. Kane, ignoring the literary interest, “is no more
-Brook Farm than&mdash;But we needn’t enter upon that! My friend’s career as
-an altruist began there; and since then there’s hardly been a
-communistic experiment in behalf of Man with a capital and without
-capital that he hasn’t been into and out of.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should like immensely to see him,” said Ray. “Any man who was at
-Brook Farm&mdash;Did he know Hollingsworth and Zenobia, and Priscilla and
-Coverdale? Was it at Brook Farm that you met?”</p>
-
-<p>Kane shook his head. “I think no one knew them but Hawthorne. I don’t
-speak positively; Brook Farm was a little before my day, or else I
-should have been there too, I dare say. But I’ve been told those
-characters never were.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_87" id="page_87">{87}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Then it was doubly impossible that Hawthorne should have studied Miles
-Coverdale from Kane; Ray had to relinquish a theory he had instantly
-formed upon no ground except Kane’s sort of authority in speaking of
-Brook Farm; what was worse he had to abandon an instant purpose of
-carrying forward the romance and doing <i>The Last Days of Miles
-Coverdale</i>; it would have been an attractive title.</p>
-
-<p>“I met David Hughes,” Kane continued, “after the final break-up of the
-community, when I was beginning to transcendentalize around Boston, and
-he wanted me to go into another with him, out West. He came out of his
-last community within the year; he founded it himself, upon a perfectly
-infallible principle. It was so impregnable to the logic either of
-metaphysics or events, that Hughes had to break it up himself, I
-understand. At sixty-nine he has discovered that his efforts to oblige
-his fellow-beings ever since he was twenty have been misdirected. It
-isn’t long for an error of that kind in the life of the race, but it
-hasn’t exactly left my old friend in the vigor of youth. However, his
-hope and good-will are as athletic as ever.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s rather pathetic,” Ray suggested.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, I don’t know&mdash;I don’t know! Is it so? He hasn’t found out the
-wrong way without finding the right way at the same time, and he’s
-buoyantly hopeful in it, though he’s not only an old man; he’s a sick
-man, too. Of course, he’s poor. He never was a fellow to do things by
-halves, and when he dispersed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_88" id="page_88">{88}</a></span> his little following he divided nearly
-all his substance among his disciples. He sees now that the right way to
-universal prosperity and peace is the political way; and if he could
-live long enough, we should see him in Congress&mdash;if <i>we</i> lived long
-enough. Naturally, he is paving the way with a book he’s writing.” Kane
-went on to speak of his friend at length; he suddenly glanced out of the
-car window, and said: “Ah, we’re just there. This is our station.”</p>
-
-<p>The avenue had been changing its character as they rushed along. It had
-ceased to be a street of three or four story houses, where for the most
-part the people lived over their shops, and where there was an effect of
-excessive use on everything, a worn-out and shabby look, rather than a
-squalid look. The cross-streets of towering tenement-houses, had come
-and gone, and now the buildings were low again, with greater or less
-gaps between them, while the railroad had climbed higher, and was like a
-line drawn through the air without reference to the localities which the
-train left swiftly behind. The houses had begun to be of wood here and
-there, and it was at a frame of two stories that Mr. Kane stopped with
-Ray, when they clambered down the long iron staircase of the station to
-the footway below. They pulled a bell that sounded faintly somewhere
-within, and the catch of the lock clicked as if it were trying to
-release itself; but when they tried the door it was still fast, and Mr.
-Kane rang again. Then a clatter of quick, impatient feet sounded on the
-stairs; the door was pulled sharply open, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_89" id="page_89">{89}</a></span> they confronted a tall
-young man, with a handsome pale face, who bent on them a look of
-impartial gloom from clouded blue eyes under frowning brows. A heavy
-fringe of dull yellow hair almost touched their level with its straight
-line, which the lower lip of the impassioned mouth repeated.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Denton!” said Mr. Kane. “Good-morning, good-morning! This is my
-friend, Mr. Ray.” The young men shook hands with a provisional civility,
-and Mr. Kane asked, “Are you all at home?”</p>
-
-<p>“We are, at the moment,” said the other. “I’m just going out with the
-babies; but father will be glad to see you. Come in.”</p>
-
-<p>He had a thick voice that came from his throat by nervous impulses; he
-set the door open and twisted his head in the direction of the stairs,
-as if to invite them to go up. They found he had a perambulator in the
-narrow hall behind the door, and two children facing each other in it.
-He got it out on the sidewalk without further attention to them, and
-shut the door after him. But in the light which his struggles to get out
-had let into the entry they made their way up the stairs, where a
-woman’s figure stood silhouetted against an open door-way behind her.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Mrs. Denton, how do you do?” said Kane, gaily.</p>
-
-<p>The figure answered gaily back, “Oh, Mr. Kane!” and after Kane’s
-presentation of Ray, set open a door that opened from the landing into
-the apartment. “Father will be so glad to see you. Please walk in.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_90" id="page_90">{90}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Ray found himself in what must be the principal room of the apartment;
-its two windows commanded an immediate prospect of the elevated road,
-with an effect of having their sills against its trestle work. Between
-them stood a tall, gaunt old man, whose blue eyes flamed under the heavy
-brows of age, from a face set in a wilding growth of iron-gray hair and
-beard. He was talking down upon a gentleman whom Ray had black against
-the light, and he was saying: “No, Henry, no! Tolstoï is mistaken. I
-don’t object to his theories of non-resistance; the Quakers have found
-them perfectly practicable for more than two centuries; but I say that
-in quitting the scene of the moral struggle, and in simplifying himself
-into a mere peasant, he begs the question as completely as if he had
-gone into a monastery. He has struck out some tremendous truths, I don’t
-deny that, and his examination of the conditions of civilization is one
-of the most terrifically searching studies of the facts that have ever
-been contributed to the science of sociology; but his conclusions are as
-wrong as his premises are right. If I had back the years that I have
-wasted in a perfectly futile effort to deal with the problem of the race
-at a distance where I couldn’t touch it, I would have nothing to do with
-eremitism in any of its forms, either collectively as we have had it in
-our various communistic experiments, or individually on the terms which
-Tolstoï apparently advises.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I don’t understand him to advise eremitism,” the gentleman began.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_91" id="page_91">{91}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“It amounts to the same thing,” said the other, cutting himself short in
-hollow cough, so as not to give up the word. “He would have us withdraw
-from the world, as if, where any man was, the world was not there in the
-midst of him!”</p>
-
-<p>“Poor Tolstoï,” said Mr. Kane, going up and shaking hands with the
-others, “as I understand it, is at present able only to rehearse his
-rôle, because his family won’t consent to anything else. He’s sold all
-he has in order to give to the poor, but his wife manages the proceeds.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s easy enough to throw ridicule on him,” said the gentleman against
-the window, who now stood up.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>I</i> throw no ridicule upon him,” said the tall, gaunt man. “He has
-taught me at least this, that contempt is of the devil&mdash;I beg your
-pardon, Kane&mdash;and I appreciate to the utmost the spiritual grandeur of
-the man’s nature. But practically, I don’t follow him. We shall never
-redeem the world by eschewing it. Society is not to be saved by
-self-outlawry. The body politic is to be healed politically. The way to
-have the golden age is to elect it by the Australian ballot. The people
-must vote themselves into possession of their own business, and intrust
-their economic affairs to the same faculty that makes war and peace,
-that frames laws, and that does justice. What I object to in Tolstoï is
-his utter unpracticality. I cannot forgive any man, however good and
-great, who does not measure the means to the end. If there is anything
-in my own life that I can regard with entire<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_92" id="page_92">{92}</a></span> satisfaction it is that at
-every step of my career I have invoked the light of common-sense.
-Whatever my enemies may say against me, they cannot say that I have not
-instantly abandoned any project when I found it unpractical. I abhor
-dreamers; they have no place in a world of thinking and acting.” Ray saw
-Kane arching his eyebrows, while the other began again: “I tell you”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I want to introduce my young friend Mr. Ray,” Mr. Kane broke in.</p>
-
-<p>The old man took Ray’s hand between two hot palms, and said, “Ah!” with
-a look at him that was benign, if somewhat bewildered.</p>
-
-<p>“You know Mr. Ray, Chapley,” Kane pursued, transferring him to the
-other, who took his hand in turn.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Ray?” he queried, with the distress of the elderly man who tries to
-remember.</p>
-
-<p>“If you forget your authors in the green wood so easily, how shall it be
-with them in the dry?” Kane sighed; and now the publisher woke up to
-Ray’s identity.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, yes, yes! Of course! Mr. Ray, of&mdash;of&mdash;Mr. Ray, of”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Midland,” Ray suggested, perspiring.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, certainly!” Mr. Chapley pressed his hand with as much apologetic
-entreaty as he could intimate in that way, and assured him that he was
-glad to see him; and then he said to the old man, whose name Kane had
-not mentioned to Ray in presenting him, but<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_93" id="page_93">{93}</a></span> whom Ray knew to be Hughes,
-“Well, I must be going now. I’m glad to find you looking so much better
-this morning.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh; I’m quite a new man&mdash;quite a new man!”</p>
-
-<p>“You were always that!” said Mr. Chapley, with a certain fondness. He
-sighed, “I wish I knew your secret.”</p>
-
-<p>“Stay, and let him expound it to us all!” Kane suggested. “I’ve no doubt
-he would.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; I must be going,” said Mr. Chapley. “Good-by.” He shook hands with
-the old man. “Good-by, Kane. Er&mdash;good-morning, Mr.&mdash;er&mdash;Ray. You must
-drop in and see us, when you can find time.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray bubbled after him some incoherencies about being afraid he could
-find only too much time. Apparently Mr. Chapley did not hear. He
-pottered out on the landing, and Ray heard him feeling his way carefully
-down stairs. It was an immense relief for him to have met Mr. Chapley
-there. It stamped his own presence in the place with propriety; he was
-fond of adventure and hungry for experience, but he wished all his
-adventures and experiences to be respectable. He had a young dread of
-queerness and irregularity; and he could not conceal from himself that
-but for Mr. Chapley his present environment was not in keeping with his
-smooth Philistine traditions. He had never been in an apartment before,
-much less a mere tenement; at Midland every one he knew lived in his own
-house; most of the people he knew lived in handsome<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_94" id="page_94">{94}</a></span> houses of their
-own, with large grass-plots and shade-trees about them. But if Mr.
-Chapley were here, with this old man who called him by his first name,
-and with whom he and Mr. Kane seemed to have the past if not the present
-in common, it must be all right.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_95" id="page_95">{95}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XIV" id="XIV"></a>XIV.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Ray</span> woke from his rapid mental formulation of this comforting
-reassurance to find the old man saying to him, “What is the nature of
-the work that Chapley has published for you? I hope something by which
-you intend to advance others, as well as yourself: something that is to
-be not merely the means of your personal aggrandizement in fame and
-fortune. Nothing, in my getting back to the world, strikes me as more
-shamelessly selfish than the ordinary literary career. I don’t wonder
-the art has sunk so low; its aims are on the business level.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Kane listened with an air of being greatly amused, and even
-gratified, and Ray thought he had purposely let the old man go on as if
-he were an author who had already broken the shell. Before he could
-think of some answer that should at once explain and justify him, Kane
-interposed:</p>
-
-<p>“I hope Mr. Ray is no better than the rest of us; but he may be; you
-must make your arraignment and condemnation conditional, at any rate.
-He’s an author <i>in petto</i>, as yet; Chapley may never publish him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then why,” said the old man, irascibly, “did you speak of him as you
-did to Chapley? It was misleading.”</p>
-
-<p>“In the world you’ve come back to, my dear friend,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_96" id="page_96">{96}</a></span>” said Kane, “you’ll
-find that we have no time to refine upon the facts. We can only sketch
-the situation in large, bold outlines. Perhaps I wished to give Mr. Ray
-a hold upon Chapley by my premature recognition of him as an author, and
-make the wicked publisher feel that there was already a wide general
-impatience to see Mr. Ray’s book.”</p>
-
-<p>“That would have been very corrupt, Kane,” said the other. “But I owe
-Mr. Ray an apology.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray found his tongue. “Perhaps you won’t think so when you see my
-novel.”</p>
-
-<p>“A novel! Oh, I have no time to read novels!” the old man burst out. “A
-practical man”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Nor volumes of essays,” said Kane, picking up a book from the table at
-his elbow. “Really, as a measure of self-defence, I must have the leaves
-of my presentation copies cut, at any rate. I must sacrifice my taste to
-my vanity. Then I sha’n’t know when the grateful recipients haven’t
-opened them.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve no time to read books of any kind”&mdash;the old man began again.</p>
-
-<p>“You ought to set up reviewer,” Kane interposed again.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’ve looked into your essays, Kane, here and there. The literature
-is of a piece with the affectation of the uncut edges: something utterly
-outdated and superseded. It’s all as impertinent as the demand you make
-that the reader should do the work of a bookbinder, and cut your
-leaves.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you know that I’m really hurt&mdash;not for my<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_97" id="page_97">{97}</a></span>self, but for you!&mdash;by
-what you say of my uncut edges? You descend to the level of a
-Brandreth,” said Kane.</p>
-
-<p>“A Brandreth? What is a Brandreth?”</p>
-
-<p>“It is a publisher: Chapley’s son-in-law and partner.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, yes,” said Hughes.</p>
-
-<p>“I spent many hours,” said Kane, plaintively, “pleading with him for an
-edition with uncut edges. He contended that the public would not buy it
-if the edges were not cut; and I told him that I wished to have that
-fact to fall back upon, in case they didn’t buy it for some other
-reason. And I was right. The edition hasn’t sold, and the uncut edges
-have saved me great suffering until now. Why not have confined your own
-remarks, my dear friend, to the uncut edges? I might have agreed with
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Because,” said the old man, “I cannot have patience with a man of your
-age who takes the mere dilettante view of life&mdash;who regards the world as
-something to be curiously inspected and neatly commented, instead of
-toiled for, sweated for, suffered for!”</p>
-
-<p>“It appears to me that there is toiling and sweating and suffering
-enough for the world already,” said Kane, with a perverse levity. “Look
-at the poor millionnaires, struggling to keep their employés in work! If
-you’ve come back to the world for no better purpose than to add to its
-perseverance and perspiration, I could wish for your own sake that you
-had remained in some of your communities&mdash;or all of them, for that
-matter.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_98" id="page_98">{98}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>The other turned half round in his chair, and looked hard into Kane’s
-smiling face. “You are a most unserious spirit, Kane, and you always
-were! When will you begin to be different? Do you expect to continue a
-mere frivolous maker of phrases to the last? Your whole book there is
-just a bundle of phrases&mdash;labels for things. Do you ever intend to <i>be</i>
-anything?”</p>
-
-<p>“I intend to be an angel, some time&mdash;or some eternity,” said Kane. “But,
-in the meanwhile, have you ever considered that perhaps you are
-demanding, in your hopes of what you call the redemption of the race
-from selfishness, as sheer and mere an impossibility as a change of the
-physical basis of the soul?”</p>
-
-<p>“What do you mean?”</p>
-
-<p>“I mean&mdash;or, I won’t put it affirmatively; I will put it
-interrogatively.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, that was always your way!”</p>
-
-<p>“I will merely ask you,” Kane went on, without heeding the interruption,
-“what reason you have to suppose the altruistic is not eternally
-conditioned in the egoistic, just as the spiritual is conditioned in the
-animal?”</p>
-
-<p>“What jargon is that?” demanded the old man, throwing one leg over the
-other, and smoothing the upper one down with his hand, as he bent
-forward to glower at Kane.</p>
-
-<p>“It is the harmony of the spheres, my dear David; it is a metaphysical
-variation of the pleasing air that the morning stars sang together; it
-is the very truth.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_99" id="page_99">{99}</a></span> The altruistic can no more shake off the egoistic in
-this world than the spiritual can shake off the animal. As soon as man
-ceases to get hungry three times a day, just so soon will he cease to
-eat his fellow-man.”</p>
-
-<p>“There is the usual trivial truth in what you say,” Hughes replied, “and
-the usual serious impiety. You probably are not aware that your
-miserable paradox accuses the Creative Intelligence.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, but use another word! Say Nature, and then where is the impiety?”</p>
-
-<p>“But I decline to use the other word,” Hughes retorted.</p>
-
-<p>“And I insist upon it; I must. It is Nature that I accuse; not the
-divine nature, or even human nature, but brute nature, that commits a
-million blunders, and destroys myriads of types, in order to arrive at
-such an imperfect creature as man still physically is, after untold ages
-of her blind empiricism. If the human intelligence could be put in
-possession of the human body, we should have altruism at once. We should
-not get hungry three times a day; instead of the crude digestive
-apparatus which we have inherited with apparently no change whatever
-from the cave-dweller, we should have an organ delicately adjusted to
-the exigencies of modern life, and responsive to all the emotions of
-philanthropy. But no! The stomach of the nineteenth century remains
-helplessly in the keeping of primeval nature, who is a mere Bourbon; who
-learns nothing and forgets nothing. She obliges us to struggle on with a
-rude arrangement developed from<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_100" id="page_100">{100}</a></span> the mollusk, and adapted at best to the
-conditions of the savage; imperative and imperfect; liable to get out of
-order with the carefulest management, and to give way altogether with
-the use of half a lifetime. No, David! You will have to wait until man
-has come into control of his stomach, and is able to bring his ingenuity
-to bear upon its deficiencies. Then, and not till then, you will have
-the Altruistic Man. Until then the egoistic man will continue to eat his
-brother, and more or less indigest him&mdash;if there is such a verb.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray listened with one ear to them. The other was filled with the soft
-murmur of women’s voices from the further end of the little apartment;
-they broke now and then from a steady flow of talk, and rippled into
-laughter, and then smoothed themselves to talk again. He longed to know
-what they were talking about, laughing about.</p>
-
-<p>“No, David,” Kane went on, “when you take man out of the clutches of
-Nature, and put Nature in the keeping of man, we shall have the
-millennium. I have nothing to say against the millennium, <i>per se</i>,
-except that it never seems to have been on time. I am willing to excuse
-its want of punctuality; there may have always been unavoidable delays;
-but you can’t expect me to have as much faith in it as if it had never
-disappointed people. Now with you I admit it’s different. You’ve seen it
-come a great many times, and go even oftener.”</p>
-
-<p>“Young man!” the other called so abruptly to Ray<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_101" id="page_101">{101}</a></span> that it made him start
-in his chair, “I wish you would step out into the room yonder, and ask
-one of my daughters to bring me my whiskey and milk. It’s time for it,”
-and he put down a watch which he had taken from the table beside him.</p>
-
-<p>He nodded toward a sort of curtained corridor at one side of the room,
-and after a glance of question at Kane, who answered with a reassuring
-smile, Ray went out through this passage. The voices had suddently
-fallen silent, but he found their owners in the little room beyond; they
-were standing before their chairs as if they had jumped to their feet in
-a feminine dismay which they had quelled. In one he made out the young
-Mrs. Denton, whose silhouette had received him and Kane; the other
-looked like her, but younger, and in the two Ray recognized the heroines
-of the pocket-book affair on the train.</p>
-
-<p>He trembled a little inwardly, but he said, with a bow for both: “I beg
-your pardon. Your father wished me to ask you for his”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>He faltered at the queerness of it all, but the younger said, simply and
-gravely: “Oh, yes, I’ll take it in. I’ve got it ready here,” and she
-took up a tumbler from the hearth of the cooking-stove keeping itself
-comfortable at one side of a little kitchen beyond the room where they
-were, and went out with it.</p>
-
-<p>Ray did not know exactly what to do, or rather how he should do what he
-wished. He hesitated, and looked at Mrs. Denton, who said, “Won’t you
-sit down&mdash;if it isn’t too hot here?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_102" id="page_102">{102}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XV" id="XV"></a>XV.</h2>
-
-<p>“<span class="smcap">Oh</span>, it isn’t at all hot,” said Ray, and in fact the air was blowing
-freely in through the plants at the open window. Then he sat down, as if
-to prove that it was not too hot; there was no other reason that he
-could have given for staying, instead of going back to Kane and her
-father.</p>
-
-<p>“We can keep the windows open on this side,” said Mrs. Denton, “but the
-elevated makes too much noise in front. When we came here first, it was
-warm weather; it was stifling when we shut the windows, and when we
-opened them, it seemed as if the trains would drive us wild. It was like
-having them in the same room with us. But now it’s a little cooler, and
-we don’t need the front windows open; so it’s very pleasant.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray said it was delightful, and he asked, “Then you haven’t been in New
-York long?”</p>
-
-<p>“No; only since the beginning of September. We thought we would settle
-in New Jersey first, and we did take a house there, in the country; but
-it was too far from my husband’s work, and so we moved in. Father wants
-to meet people; he’s more in the current here.”</p>
-
-<p>As she talked, Mrs. Denton had a way of looking<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_103" id="page_103">{103}</a></span> down at her apron, and
-smoothing it across her knees with one hand, and now and then glancing
-at Ray out of the corner of her eye, as if she were smiling on the
-further side of her face.</p>
-
-<p>“We went out there a little while ago to sell off the things we didn’t
-want to keep. The neighbors took them.” She began to laugh, and Ray
-laughed, too, when she said, “We found they had taken <i>some</i> of them
-before we got there. They might as well have taken all, they paid us so
-little for the rest. I didn’t suppose there would be such a difference
-between first-hand and second-hand things. But it was the first time we
-had ever set up housekeeping for ourselves, and we had to make mistakes.
-We had always lived in a community.”</p>
-
-<p>She looked at him for the impression of this fact, and Ray merely said,
-“Yes; Mr. Kane told me something of the kind.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s all very different in the world. I don’t know whether you’ve ever
-been in a community?”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” she went on, “we’ve had to get used to all sorts of things since
-we came out into the world. The very day we left the community, I heard
-some people in the seat just in front of me, in the car, planning how
-they should do something to get a living; it seemed ridiculous and
-dreadful. It fairly frightened me.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray was struck with the literary value of the fact. He said: “I suppose
-it would be startling if we could<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_104" id="page_104">{104}</a></span> any of us realize it for the first
-time. But for most of us there never is any first time.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Denton said: “No, but in the community we never had to think how we
-should get things to eat and wear, any more than how we should get air
-to breathe. You know father believes that the world can be made like the
-Family, in that, and everybody be sure of a living, if he is willing to
-work.”</p>
-
-<p>She glanced at Ray with another of her demure looks, which seemed
-inquiries both as to his knowledge of the facts and his opinion of them.</p>
-
-<p>“I didn’t know just what your father’s ideas were,” he said; and she
-went on:</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; he thinks all you’ve got to do is to have patience. But it seems
-to me you’ve got to have money too, or you’ll starve to death before
-your patience gives out.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Denton laughed, and Ray sat looking at her with a curious mixture
-of liking and misgiving: he would have liked to laugh with her from the
-poet in him, but his civic man could not approve of her
-irresponsibility. In her quality of married woman, she was more
-reprehensible than she would have been as a girl; as a girl, she might
-well have been merely funny. Still, she was a woman, and her voice, if
-it expressed an irresponsible nature, was sweet to hear. She seemed not
-to dislike hearing it herself, and she let it run lightly on. “The
-hardest thing for us, though, has been getting used to money, and the
-care of it. It seems to be just as bad with a little as a great
-deal<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_105" id="page_105">{105}</a></span>&mdash;the care does; and you have to be thinking about it all the time;
-we never had to think of it at all in the Family. Most of us never saw
-it, or touched it; only the few that went out and sold and bought
-things.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s very odd,” said Ray, trying the notion if it would not work
-somewhere into literature; at the same time he felt the charm of this
-pretty young woman, and wondered why her sister did not come back. He
-heard her talking with Kane in the other room; now and then her voice,
-gentle and clear and somewhat high, was lost in Kane’s laugh, or the
-hoarse plunge of her father’s bass.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” Mrs. Denton went on, “I think I feel it more than my husband or
-my sister does; they just have to earn the money, but I have to take
-care of it, and see how far I can make it go. It’s perfectly
-distracting; and sometimes when I forget, and do something careless!”
-She let an impressive silence follow, and Ray laughed.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, that’s an anxious time for us, even if we’re brought up with the
-advantages of worldly experience.”</p>
-
-<p>“Anxious!” Mrs. Denton repeated; and her tongue ran on. “Why, the day I
-went out to New Jersey with my sister to settle up our ‘estate’ out
-there, we each of us had a baby to carry&mdash;my children are twins, and we
-couldn’t leave them here with father; it was bad enough to leave him!
-and my husband was at work; and on the train coming home I forgot and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_106" id="page_106">{106}</a></span>
-gave the twins my pocket-book to play with; and just then a kind old
-gentleman put up the car window for me, and the first thing I knew they
-threw it out into the water&mdash;we were crossing that piece of water before
-you get to Jersey City. It had every cent of my money in it; and I was
-so scared when they threw my pocket-book away&mdash;we always say <i>they</i>,
-because they’re so much alike we never can remember which did a thing&mdash;I
-was so scared that I didn’t know what I was doing, and I just screamed
-out all about it.” Ray listened restively; he felt as if he were
-eavesdropping; but he did not know quite how, or when, or whether, after
-all, to tell her that he had witnessed the whole affair; he decided that
-he had better not; and she went on: “My sister said it was just as if I
-had begged of the whole carful; and I suppose it was. I don’t suppose
-that a person who was more used to money would have given it to a baby
-to play with.”</p>
-
-<p>She stopped, and Ray suddenly changed his mind; he thought he ought not
-to let her go on as if he knew nothing about it; that was hardly fair.</p>
-
-<p>“The conductor,” he said, “appeared to think <i>any</i> woman would have done
-it.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Denton laughed out her delight. “It <i>was</i> you, then. My sister was
-sure it was, as soon as she saw you at Mr. Chapley’s.”</p>
-
-<p>“At Mr. Chapley’s?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; his store. That is where she works. You didn’t see her, but she
-saw you,” said Mrs. Denton; and then Ray recalled that Mr. Brandreth had
-sent to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_107" id="page_107">{107}</a></span> a Miss Hughes for the list of announcements she had given him.</p>
-
-<p>“We saw you noticing us in the car, and we saw you talking with the
-conductor. Did he say anything else about us?” she asked, significantly.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know exactly what you mean,” Ray answered, a little
-consciously, and coloring slightly.</p>
-
-<p>“Why,” Mrs. Denton began; but she stopped at sight of her sister, who
-came in with the empty tumbler in her hand, and set it down in the room
-beyond. “Peace!” she called to her, and the girl came back reluctantly,
-Ray fancied. He had remained standing since her reappearance, and Mrs.
-Denton said, introducing them, “This is my sister, Mr. Ray;” and then
-she cried out joyfully, “It <i>was</i> Mr. Ray!” while he bowed ceremoniously
-to the girl, who showed an embarrassment that Mrs. Denton did not share.
-“The conductor told him that any woman would have given her baby her
-pocket-book to play with; and so you see I wasn’t so very bad, after
-all. But when one of these things happens to me, it seems as if the
-world had come to an end; I can’t get over it. Then we had another
-experience! One of the passengers that heard me say all our money was in
-that pocket-book, gave the conductor a dollar for us, to pay our
-car-fares home. We had to take it; we <i>couldn’t</i> have carried the
-children from the ferry all the way up here; but I never knew before
-that charity hurt so. It was dreadful!”</p>
-
-<p>A certain note made itself evident in her voice which<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_108" id="page_108">{108}</a></span> Ray felt as an
-appeal. “Why, I don’t think you need have considered it as charity. It
-was what might have happened to any lady who had lost her purse.”</p>
-
-<p>“It wasn’t like that,” Miss Hughes broke in. “It would have been offered
-then so that it could be returned. We were to blame for not making the
-conductor say who gave it. But we were so confused!”</p>
-
-<p>“I think the giver was to blame for not sending his address with it. But
-perhaps he was confused too,” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“The conductor told us it was a lady,” said Mrs. Denton, with a sudden
-glance upward at Ray.</p>
-
-<p>They all broke into a laugh together, and the girl sprang up and went
-into another room. She came back with a bank-note in her hand, which she
-held out toward Ray.</p>
-
-<p>He did not offer to take it. “I haven’t pleaded guilty yet.”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Mrs. Denton; “but we know you did it. Peace always thought
-you did; and now we’ve got you in our power, and you <i>must</i> take it
-back.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you didn’t use it all. You gave a quarter to the old darkey who
-whistled. You’re as bad as I am. You do charity, too.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; he earned his quarter. You paid him something yourself,” said the
-girl.</p>
-
-<p>“He did whistle divinely,” Ray admitted. “How came you to think of
-asking him to change your bill? I should have thought you’d have given
-it all to him.”</p>
-
-<p>They had a childlike joy in his railery, which they<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_109" id="page_109">{109}</a></span> laughed simply out.
-“We did want to,” Mrs. Denton said; “but we didn’t know how we could get
-home.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see but that convicts me.” Ray put out his hand as if to take
-the note, and then withdrew it. “I suppose I ought to take it,” he
-began. “But if I did, I should just spend it on myself. And the fact is,
-I had saved it on myself, or else, perhaps, I shouldn’t have given it to
-the conductor for you.” He told them how he had economized on his
-journey, and they laughed together at the picture he gave of his
-satisfaction in his self-denial.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I know that <i>good</i> feeling!” said Mrs. Denton.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, but you can’t imagine how <i>superior</i> I felt when I handed my
-dollar over to the conductor. <i>Good</i> is no name for it; and I’ve simply
-gloated over my own merit ever since. Miss Hughes, you must keep that
-dollar, and give it to somebody who needs it!”</p>
-
-<p>This was not so novel as it seemed to Ray; but the sisters glanced at
-each other as if struck with its originality.</p>
-
-<p>Then the girl looked at him steadily out of her serene eyes a moment, as
-if thinking what she had better do, while Mrs. Denton cooed her pleasure
-in the situation.</p>
-
-<p>“I knew just as <i>well</i>, when the conductor said it was a lady passenger
-sent it! He said it like a sort of after-thought, you know; he turned
-back to say it just after he left us.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I will do that,” said the girl to Ray; and she carried the money
-back to her room.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_110" id="page_110">{110}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Do sit down!” said Mrs. Denton to Ray when she came back. The community
-of experience, and the wonder of the whole adventure, launched them
-indefinitely forward towards intimacy in their acquaintance. “We were
-awfully excited when my sister came home and said she had seen you at
-Mr. Chapley’s.” Her sister did not deny it; but when Mrs. Denton added
-the question, “Are you an author?” she protested&mdash;“Jenny!”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish I were,” said Ray; “but I can’t say I am, yet. That depends upon
-whether Mr. Chapley takes my book.”</p>
-
-<p>He ventured to be so frank because he thought Miss Hughes probably knew
-already that he had offered a manuscript; but if she knew, she made no
-sign of knowing, and Mrs. Denton said:</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Chapley gives my sister all the books he publishes. Isn’t it
-splendid? And he lets her bring home any of the books she wants to, out
-of the store. Are you acquainted in his family?”</p>
-
-<p>“No; I only know Mr. Brandreth, his son-in-law.”</p>
-
-<p>“My sister says he’s very nice. Everybody likes Mr. Brandreth. Mr.
-Chapley is an old friend of father’s. I should think his family would
-come to see us, some of them. But they haven’t. Mr. Chapley comes ever
-so much.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray did not know what to say of a fact which Mrs. Denton did not suffer
-to remain last in his mind. She went on, as if it immediately followed.</p>
-
-<p>“We are reading Browning now. But my husband<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_111" id="page_111">{111}</a></span> likes Shelley the best of
-all. Which is your favorite poet?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray smiled. “I suppose Shelley ought to be. I was named after him.” When
-he had said this he thought it rather silly, and certainly superfluous.
-So he added, “My father was a great reader of him when he was a young
-man, and I got the benefit of his taste, if it’s a benefit.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, do you hate to be named Shelley?” Mrs. Denton asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no; except as I should hate to be named Shakespeare; it suggests
-comparisons.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; but it’s a very pretty name.” As if it recalled him, she said, “My
-husband was just going out with the twins when you came in with Mr.
-Kane. He was taking them over to the Park. Do you like cats?” She leaned
-over and lugged up into her lap a huge Maltese from the further side of
-her. “My sister doesn’t because they eat sparrows.” She passed her hand
-slowly down the cat’s smooth flank, which snapped electrically, while
-the cat shut its eyes to a line of gray light.</p>
-
-<p>“If your cat’s fond of sparrows, he ought to come and live with me,”
-said Ray. “I’ve got a whole colony of them outside of my dormer-window.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Denton lifted the cat’s head and rubbed her cheek on it. “Oh, we’ve
-got plenty of sparrows here, too. Where do you live? Down town? Mr. Kane
-does.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray gave a picturesque account of his foreign hotel;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_112" id="page_112">{112}</a></span> but he had an
-impression that its strangeness was thrown away upon his hearers, who
-seemed like children in their contact with the world; it was all so
-strange that nothing was stranger than another to them. They thought
-what he told them of life in Midland as queer as life in New York.</p>
-
-<p>The talk went on without sequence or direction, broken with abrupt
-questions and droll comments; and they laughed a good deal. They spoke
-of poems and of dreams. Ray told of a fragment of a poem he had made in
-a dream, and repeated it; they thought it was fine, or at least Mrs.
-Denton said she did. Her sister did not talk much, but she listened, and
-now and then she threw in a word. She sat against the light, and her
-face was in shadow to Ray, and this deepened his sense of mystery in
-her; her little head, so distinctly outlined, was beautiful. Her voice,
-which was so delicate and thin, had a note of childish innocence in it.
-Mrs. Denton cooed deep and low. She tried to make her sister talk more,
-and tell this and that. The girl did not seem afraid or shy, but only
-serious. Several times they got back to books, and at one of these times
-it appeared that she knew of Ray’s manuscript, and that it was going
-through the hands of the readers.</p>
-
-<p>“And what is the name of your story?” Mrs. Denton asked, and before he
-could tell her she said, “Oh, yes; I forgot,” and he knew that they must
-have talked of it together. He wondered if Miss Hughes had read it.
-“Talking of names,” Mrs. Denton went<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_113" id="page_113">{113}</a></span> on, “I think my sister’s got the
-queerest one: Peace. Isn’t it a curious name?”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a beautiful name,” said Ray. “The Spanish give it a great deal, I
-believe.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do they? It was a name that mother liked; but she had never heard of
-it, although there were so many Faiths, Hopes, and Charities. She died
-just a little while after Peace was born, and father gave her the name.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray was too young to feel the latent pathos of the lightly treated fact.
-“It’s a beautiful name,” he said again.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Mrs. Denton, “and it’s so short you can’t <i>nick</i> it. There
-can’t be anything shorter than Peace, can there?”</p>
-
-<p>“Truce,” Ray suggested, and this made them laugh.</p>
-
-<p>The young girl rose and went to the window, and began looking over the
-plants in the pots there. Ray made bold to go and join her.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you fond of flowers?” she asked gently, and with a seriousness as
-if she really expected him to say truly.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know. I’ve never thought,” he answered, thinking how pretty she
-was, now he had her face where he could see it fully. Her hair was of
-the indefinite blonde tending to brown, which most people’s hair is of;
-her sensitive face was cast in the American mould that gives us such a
-high average of good looks in our women; her eyes were angelically
-innocent. When she laughed, her lip caught on her upper teeth,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_114" id="page_114">{114}</a></span> and
-clung there; one of the teeth was slightly broken; and both these little
-facts fascinated Ray. She did not laugh so much as Mrs. Denton, whose
-talk she let run on with a sufferance like that of an older person,
-though she was the younger. She and Ray stood awhile there playing the
-game of words in which youth hides itself from its kind, and which bears
-no relation to what it is feeling. The charm of being in the presence of
-a lovely and intelligent girl enfolded Ray like a caressing atmosphere,
-and healed him of all the hurts of homesickness, of solitude. Their talk
-was intensely personal, because youth is personal, and they were young;
-they thought that it dealt with the different matters of taste they
-touched on, but it really dealt with themselves, and not their
-preferences in literature, in flowers, in cats, in dress, in country and
-city. Ray was aware that they were discussing these things in a place
-very different from the parlors where he used to enjoy young ladies’
-society in Midland; it was all far from the Midland expectation of his
-career in New York society. He recalled how, before the days of his
-social splendor in Midland, he had often sat and watched his own mother
-and sisters about their household work, which they did for themselves,
-while they debated the hopes and projects of his future, or let their
-hearts out in jest and laughter. Afterwards, he would not have liked to
-have this known among the fashionable people in Midland, with whom he
-wished to be so perfectly <i>comme il faut</i>.</p>
-
-<p>From time to time Mrs. Denton dropped the cat out<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_115" id="page_115">{115}</a></span> of her lap, and ran
-out to pull the wire which operated the latch of the street door; and
-then Ray heard her greeting some comer and showing him into the front
-room, where presently he heard him greeting her father. At last there
-was a sound below as of some one letting himself in with a latch-key,
-and then came the noises of the perambulator wheels bumping from step to
-step as it was pulled up. Mrs. Denton sat still, and kept on talking to
-Ray, but her sister went out to help her husband; and reappeared with a
-sleeping twin in her arms, and carried it into the room adjoining. The
-husband, with his pale face flushed from his struggle with the
-perambulator, came in with the other, and when he emerged from the next
-room again, Mrs. Denton introduced him to Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes,” he said; “I saw you with Mr. Kane.” He sat down a moment at
-the other window, and put his bare head out for the air. “It has grown
-warm,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Was the Park very full?” his wife asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Crowded. It’s one of their last chances for the year.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose it made you homesick.”</p>
-
-<p>“Horribly,” said the husband, with his head still half out of the
-window. He took it in, and listened with the tolerance of a husband
-while she explained him to Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“My husband’s so homesick for the old Family place&mdash;it <i>was</i> a pretty
-place!&mdash;that he almost dies when he goes into the Park; it brings it all
-back so. Are you homesick, too, Mr. Ray?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_116" id="page_116">{116}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, not exactly for the country,” said Ray. “I’ve been homesick for
-the place I came from&mdash;for Midland, that is.”</p>
-
-<p>“Midland?” Denton repeated. “I’ve been there. I think those small cities
-are more deadly than New York. They’re still trying to get rid of the
-country, and New York is trying to get some of it back. If I had my way,
-there wouldn’t be a city, big or little, on the whole continent.” He did
-not wait for any reply from Ray, but he asked his wife, “Who’s come?”</p>
-
-<p>She mentioned a number of names, ten or twelve, and he said, “We’d
-better go in,” and without further parley he turned toward the curtained
-avenue to the front room.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_117" id="page_117">{117}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XVI" id="XVI"></a>XVI.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">In</span> the front room the little assemblage had the effect of some small
-religious sect. The people were plainly dressed in a sort of keeping
-with their serious faces; there was one girl who had no sign of a ribbon
-or lace about her, and looked like a rather athletic boy in her short
-hair and black felt hat, and her jacket buttoned to her throat. She sat
-with her hands in the side pockets of her coat, and her feet pushed out
-beyond the hem of her skirt. There were several men of a foreign type,
-with beards pointed and parted; an American, who looked like a
-school-master, and whose mouth worked up into his cheek at one side with
-a sort of mechanical smile when he talked, sat near a man who was so
-bald as not to have even a spear of hair anywhere on his head. The rest
-were people who took a color of oddity from these types; a second glance
-showed them to be of the average humanity; and their dress and its
-fashion showed them to be of simple condition. They were attired with a
-Sunday consciousness and cleanliness, though one gentleman, whose coat
-sleeves and seams were brilliant with long use, looked as if he would be
-the better for a little benzining, where his moustache had dropped soup
-and coffee on his waistcoat; he had prominent eyes, with a straining,
-near-sighted look.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_118" id="page_118">{118}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Kane sat among them with an air at once alert and aloof; his arms were
-folded, and he glanced around from one to another with grave interest.
-They were all listening, when Ray came in, to a young man who was
-upholding the single-tax theory, with confidence and with eagerness, as
-something which, in its operation, would release the individual energies
-to free play and to real competition. Hughes broke in upon him:</p>
-
-<p>“That is precisely what I object to in your theory. I don’t <i>want</i> that
-devil released. Competition is the Afreet that the forces of
-civilization have bottled up after a desperate struggle, and he is
-always making fine promises of what he will do for you if you will let
-him out. The fact is he will do nothing but mischief, because that is
-his nature. He is Beelzebub, he is Satan; in the Miltonic fable he
-attempted to compete with the Almighty for the rule of heaven; and the
-fallen angels have been taking the consequence ever since. Monopoly is
-the only prosperity. Where competition is there can be finally nothing
-but disaster and defeat for one side or another. That is self-evident.
-Nothing succeeds till it begins to be a monopoly. This holds good from
-the lowest to the highest endeavor&mdash;from the commercial to the æsthetic,
-from the huckster to the artist. As long, for instance, as an author is
-young and poor”&mdash;Ray felt, looking down, that the speaker’s eye turned
-on him&mdash;“he must compete, and his work must be deformed by the struggle;
-when it becomes known that he alone can do his kind<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_119" id="page_119">{119}</a></span> of work, he
-monopolizes and prospers in the full measure of his powers; and he
-realizes his ideal unrestrictedly. Competition enslaves, monopoly
-liberates. We must, therefore, have the greatest possible monopoly; one
-that includes the whole people economically as they are now included
-politically. Try to think of competition in the political administration
-as we now have it in the industrial. It isn’t thinkable! Or, yes! They
-do have it in those Eastern countries where the taxes are farmed to the
-highest bidder, and the taxpayer’s life is ground out of him.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think,” said the school-masterly-looking man, “we all feel this
-instinctively. The trusts and the syndicates are doing our work for us
-as rapidly as we could ask.”</p>
-
-<p>A voice, with a German heaviness of accent, came from one of the
-foreigners. “But they are not doing it for our sake, and they mean to
-stop distinctly short of the whole-people trust. As far back as Louis
-Napoleon’s rise we were expecting the growth of the corporate industries
-to accomplish our purposes for us. But between the corporation and the
-collectivity there is a gulf&mdash;a chasm that has never yet been passed.”</p>
-
-<p>“We must bridge it!” cried Hughes.</p>
-
-<p>A young man, with a clean-cut, English intonation, asked, “Why not fill
-it up with capitalists?”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Hughes, “our cause should recognize no class as enemies.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think it matters much to them whether we recognize them or not,
-if we let them have their own<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_120" id="page_120">{120}</a></span> w’y,” said the young man, whose cockney
-origin betrayed itself in an occasional vowel and aspirate.</p>
-
-<p>“We shall not let them have their own way unless it is the way of the
-majority, too,” Hughes returned. “From my point of view they are simply
-and purely a part of the movement, as entirely so as the proletariat.”</p>
-
-<p>“The difficulty will be to get them to take your point of view,” the
-young man suggested.</p>
-
-<p>“It isn’t necessary they should,” Hughes answered, “though some of them
-do already. Several of the best friends of our cause are capitalists;
-and there are numbers of moneyed people who believe in the
-nationalization of the telegraphs, railroads, and expresses.”</p>
-
-<p>“Those are merely the first steps,” urged the young man, “which may lead
-now’ere.”</p>
-
-<p>“They are the first steps,” said Hughes, “and they are not to be taken
-over the bodies of men. We must advance together as brothers, marching
-abreast, to the music of our own heart-beats.”</p>
-
-<p>“Good!” said Kane. Ray did not know whether he said it ironically or
-not. It made the short-haired girl turn round and look at him where he
-sat behind her.</p>
-
-<p>“We, in Russia,” said another of the foreign-looking people, “have seen
-the futility of violence. The only force that finally prevails is love;
-and we must employ it with those that can feel it best&mdash;with the little
-children. The adult world is hopeless; but with the next generation we
-may do something&mdash;everything. The highest office is the teacher’s, but
-we must<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_121" id="page_121">{121}</a></span> become as little children if we would teach them, who are of
-the kingdom of heaven. We must begin by learning of them.”</p>
-
-<p>“It appears rather complicated,” said the young Englishman, gayly; and
-Ray heard Kane choke off a laugh into a kind of snort.</p>
-
-<p>“Christ said He came to call sinners to repentance,” said the man who
-would have been the better for benzining. “He evidently thought there
-was some hope of grown-up people if they would cease to do evil.”</p>
-
-<p>“And several of the disciples were elderly men,” the short-haired girl
-put in.</p>
-
-<p>“Our Russian friend’s idea seems to be a version of our Indian policy,”
-said Kane. “Good adults, dead adults.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no. You don’t understand, all of you,” the Russian began, but
-Hughes interrupted him.</p>
-
-<p>“How would you deal with the children?”</p>
-
-<p>“In communities here, at the heart of the trouble, and also in the West,
-where they could be easily made self-supporting.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t believe in communities,” said Hughes. “If anything in the world
-has thoroughly failed, it is communities. They have failed all the more
-lamentably when they have succeeded financially, because that sort of
-success comes from competition with the world outside. A community is an
-aggrandized individual; it is the extension, of the egoistic motive to a
-large family, which looks out for its own good against other families,
-just as a small family does. I have had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_122" id="page_122">{122}</a></span> enough of communities. The
-family we hope to found must include all men who are willing to work; it
-must recognize no aliens except the drones, and the drones must not be
-suffered to continue. They must either cease to exist by going to work,
-or by starving to death. But this great family&mdash;the real human
-family&mdash;must be no agglutinated structure, no mere federation of
-trades-unions; it must be a natural growth from indigenous stocks, which
-will gradually displace individual and corporate enterprises by pushing
-its roots and its branches out wider and over them, till they have no
-longer earth or air to live in. It will then slowly possess itself of
-the whole field of production and distribution.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Very</i> slowly,” said the young Englishman; and he laughed.</p>
-
-<p>The debate went on, and it seemed as if there were almost as many
-opinions as there were people present. At times it interested Ray, at
-times it bored him; but at all times he kept thinking that if he could
-get those queer zealots into a book, they would be amusing material,
-though he shuddered to find himself personally among them. Hughes
-coughed painfully in the air thickened with many breaths, and the
-windows had to be opened for him; then the rush of the elevated trains
-filled the room, and the windows were shut again. After one of these
-interludes, Ray was aware of Hughes appealing to some one in the same
-tone in which he had asked him to go and send in his whiskey and milk;
-he looked up, and saw that Hughes was appealing to him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_123" id="page_123">{123}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Young man, have you nothing to say on all these questions? Is it
-possible that you have not thought of them?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray was so startled that for a moment he could not speak. Then he said,
-hardily, but in the frank spirit of the discussion, “No, I have never
-thought of them at all.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is time you did,” said Hughes. “All other interests must yield to
-them. We can have no true art, no real literature, no science worthy the
-name, till the money-stamp of egoism is effaced from success, and it is
-honored, not paid.”</p>
-
-<p>The others turned and stared at Ray; old Kane arched his eyebrows at
-him, and made rings of white round his eyes; he pursed his mouth as if
-he would like to laugh. Ray saw Mrs. Denton put her hand on her mouth;
-her husband glowered silently; her sister sat with downcast eyes.</p>
-
-<p>Hughes went on: “I find it easier to forgive enmity than indifference;
-he who is not for us is against us in the worst sense. Our cause has a
-sacred claim upon all generous and enlightened spirits; they are
-recreant if they neglect it. But we must be patient, even with
-indifference; it is hard to bear, but we cannot fight it, and we must
-bear it. Nothing has astonished me more, since my return to the world,
-than to find the great mass of men living on, as when I left it, in
-besotted indifference to the vital interests of the hour. I find the
-politicians still talking of the tariff, just as they used to talk; low
-tariff and cheap clothes for the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_124" id="page_124">{124}</a></span> working-man; high tariff and large
-wages for the working-man. Whether we have high tariff or low, the
-working-man always wins. But he does not seem to prosper. He is poor; he
-is badly fed and housed; when he is out of work he starves in his den
-till he is evicted with a ruthlessness unknown in the history of Irish
-oppression. Neither party means to do anything for the working-man, and
-he hasn’t risen himself yet to the conception of anything more
-philosophical than more pay and fewer hours.”</p>
-
-<p>A sad-faced man spoke from a corner of the room. “We must have time to
-think, and something to eat to-day. We can’t wait till to-morrow.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is true,” Hughes answered. “Many must perish by the way. But we
-must have patience.”</p>
-
-<p>His son-in-law spoke up, and his gloomy face darkened. “I have no heart
-for patience. When I see people perishing by the way, I ask myself how
-they shall be saved, not some other time, but now. Some one is guilty of
-the wrong they suffer. How shall the sin be remitted?” His voice shook
-with fanatical passion.</p>
-
-<p>“We must have patience,” Hughes repeated. “We are all guilty.”</p>
-
-<p>“It would be a good thing,” said the man with a German accent, “if the
-low-tariff men would really cut off the duties. The high-tariff men
-don’t put wages up because they have protection, but they would surely
-put them down if they didn’t have it. Then you would see labor troubles
-everywhere.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_125" id="page_125">{125}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Hughes; “but such hopes as that would make me hate the
-cause, if anything could. Evil that good may come? Never! Always good,
-and good for evil, that the good may come more and more! We must have
-the true America in the true American way, by reasons, by votes, by
-laws, and not otherwise.”</p>
-
-<p>The spirit which he rebuked had unlocked the passions of those around
-him. Ray had a vision of them in the stormy dispute which followed, as
-waves beating and dashing upon the old man; the head of the bald man was
-like a buoy among the breakers, as it turned and bobbed about, in his
-eagerness to follow all that was said.</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly the impulses spent themselves, and a calm succeeded. One of the
-men looked at his watch; they all rose one after another to go.</p>
-
-<p>Hughes held them a little longer. “I don’t believe the good time is so
-far off as we are apt to think in our indignation at wrong. It is coming
-soon, and its mere approach will bring sensible relief. We must have
-courage and patience.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray and Kane went away together. Mrs. Denton looked at him with demure
-question in her eyes when they parted; Peace imparted no feeling in her
-still glance. Hughes took Ray’s little hand in his large, loose grasp,
-and said:</p>
-
-<p>“Come again, young man; come again!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_126" id="page_126">{126}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XVII" id="XVII"></a>XVII.</h2>
-
-<p>“<span class="smcap">If</span> ever I come again,” Ray vowed to himself, when he got into the
-street, “I think I shall know it!” He abhorred all sorts of social
-outlandishness; he had always wished to be conformed, without and
-within, to the great world of smooth respectabilities. If for the
-present he was willing to Bohemianize a little, it was in his quality of
-author, and as part of a world-old tradition. To have been mixed up with
-a lot of howling dervishes like those people was intolerable. He tingled
-with a sense of personal injury from Hughes’s asking him to take part in
-their discussion; and he was all the angrier because he could not resent
-it, even to Kane, on account of that young girl, who could not let him
-see that it distressed her, too; he felt bound to her by the tie of
-favor done which he must not allow to become painful.</p>
-
-<p>He knew, as they walked rapidly down the avenue, crazy with the trains
-hurtling by over the jingling horse-cars and the clattering holiday
-crowds, that old Kane was seeking out his with eyes brimming with
-laughter, but he would not look at him, and he would not see any fun in
-the affair. He would not speak, and he held his tongue the more
-resolutely because he believed Kane meant to make him speak first.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_127" id="page_127">{127}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>He had his way; it was Kane who broke the silence, after they left the
-avenue and struck into one of the cross-streets leading to the Park.
-Piles of lumber and barrels of cement blocked two-thirds of its space,
-in front of half-built houses, which yawned upon it from cavernous
-depths. Boys were playing over the boards and barrels, and on the rocky
-hill-side behind the houses, where a portable engine stood at Sunday
-rest, and tall derricks rose and stretched their idle arms abroad. At
-the top of the hill a row of brown-stone fronts looked serenely down
-upon the havoc thrown up by the blasting, as if it were a quiet
-pleasance.</p>
-
-<p>“Amiable prospect, isn’t it?” said Kane. “It looks as if Hughes’s Afreet
-has got out of his bottle, and had a good time here, holding on for a
-rise, and then building on spec. But perhaps we oughtn’t to judge of it
-at this stage, when everything is in transition. Think how beautiful it
-will be when it is all solidly built up here as it is down-town!” He
-passed his hand through Ray’s lax arm, and leaned affectionately toward
-him as they walked on, after a little pause he made for this remark on
-the scenery. “Well, my dear young friend, what do you think of my dear
-old friend?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of Mr. Hughes?” Ray asked; and he restrained himself in a pretended
-question.</p>
-
-<p>“Of Mr. Hughes, and of Mr. Hughes’s friends.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray flashed out upon this. “I think his friends are a lot of cranks.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; very good; very excellent good! They <i>are</i> a lot of cranks. Are
-they the first you have met in New York?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_128" id="page_128">{128}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“No; the place seems to be full of them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Beginning with the elderly gentleman whom you met the first morning?”</p>
-
-<p>“Beginning with the young man who met the elderly gentleman.”</p>
-
-<p>Kane smiled with appreciation. “Well, we won’t be harsh on those two. We
-won’t call <i>them</i> cranks. They are philosophical observers, or inspired
-dreamers, if you like. As I understand it, we are all dreamers. If we
-like a man’s dream, we call him a prophet; if we don’t like his dream,
-we call him a crank. Now, what is the matter with the dreams, severally
-and collectively, of my dear old friend and his friends? Can you deny
-that any one of their remedies, if taken faithfully according to the
-directions blown on the bottle, would cure the world of all its woes
-inside of six months?”</p>
-
-<p>The question gave Ray a chance to vent his vexation impersonally. “What
-is the matter with the world?” he burst out. “I don’t see that the world
-is so very sick. Why isn’t it going on very well? I don’t understand
-what this talk is all about. I don’t see what those people have got to
-complain of. All any one can ask is a fair chance to show how much his
-work is worth, and let the best man win. What’s the trouble? Where’s the
-wrong?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah,” said Kane, “what a pity you didn’t set forth those ideas when
-Hughes called upon you!”</p>
-
-<p>“And have all that crew jump on me? Thank you!” said Ray.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_129" id="page_129">{129}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“You would call them a crew, then? Perhaps they were a crew,” said Kane.
-“I don’t know why a reformer should be so grotesque; but he is, and he
-is always the easy prey of caricature. I couldn’t help feeling to-day
-how very like the burlesque reformers the real reformers are. And they
-are always the same, from generation to generation. For all outward
-difference, those men and brethren of both sexes at poor David’s were
-very like a group of old-time abolitionists conscientiously qualifying
-themselves for tar and feathers. Perhaps you don’t like being spoken to
-in meeting?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I don’t,” said Ray, bluntly.</p>
-
-<p>“I fancied a certain reluctance in you at the time, but I don’t think
-poor David meant any harm. He preaches patience, but I think he secretly
-feels that he’s got to hurry, if he’s going to have the kingdom of
-heaven on earth in his time; and he wants every one to lend a hand.”</p>
-
-<p>For the reason, or from the instinct, that forbade Ray to let out his
-wrath directly against Hughes, he now concealed his pity. He asked
-stiffly: “Couldn’t he be got into some better place? Where he wouldn’t
-be stunned when he tried to keep from suffocating?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I don’t know that he could,” said Kane, with a pensive singleness
-rare in him. “Any help of that kind would mean dependence, and David
-Hughes is proud.”</p>
-
-<p>They had passed through lofty ranks of flats, and they now came to the
-viaduct carrying the northern<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_130" id="page_130">{130}</a></span> railways; one of its noble arches opened
-before them like a city gate, and the viaduct in its massy extent was
-like a wall that had stood a hundred sieges. Beyond they found open
-fields, with the old farm fences of stone still enclosing them, but with
-the cellars of city blocks dug out of the lots. In one place there was a
-spread of low sheds, neighbored by towering apartment-houses; some old
-cart-horses were cropping the belated grass; and comfortable companies
-of hens and groups of turkeys were picking about the stableyard; a
-shambling cottage fronted on the avenue next the park, and drooped
-behind its dusty, leafless vines.</p>
-
-<p>“He might be got into that,” said Kane, whimsically, “at no increase of
-rent, and at much increase of comfort and quiet&mdash;at least till the
-Afreet began to get in his work.”</p>
-
-<p>“Wouldn’t it be rather too much like that eremitism which he’s so down
-on?” asked Ray, with a persistence in his effect of indifference.</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps it would, perhaps it would,” Kane consented, as they struck
-across into the Park. The grass was still very green, though here and
-there a little sallow; the leaves, which had dropped from the trees in
-the October rains, had lost their fire, and lay dull and brown in the
-little hollows and at the edges of the paths and the bases of the rocks;
-the oaks kept theirs, but in death; on some of the ash-trees and lindens
-the leaves hung in a pale reminiscence of their summer green.</p>
-
-<p>“I understood the son-in-law to want a hermitage<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_131" id="page_131">{131}</a></span> somewhere&mdash;a
-co-operative hermitage, I suppose,” Ray went on. He did not feel bound
-to spare the son-in-law, and he put contempt into his tone.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, yes,” said Kane. “What did you make of the son-in-law?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know. He’s a gloomy sprite. What is he, anyway? His wife spoke
-of his work.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, it’s rather a romantic story, I believe,” said Kane. “He was a
-young fellow who stopped at the community on his way to a place where he
-was going to find work; he’s a wood-engraver. I believe he’s always had
-the notion that the world was out of kilter, and it seems that he wasn’t
-very well himself when he looked in on the Family to see what they were
-doing to help it. He fell sick on their hands, and the Hugheses took
-care of him. Naturally, he married one of them when he got well enough,
-and naturally he married the wrong one.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why the wrong one?” demanded Ray, with an obscure discomfort.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I don’t know! But if it isn’t evident to you that Mrs. Denton is
-hardly fitted to be the guide, philosopher, and friend of such a man”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>Ray would not pursue this branch of the inquiry. “<i>His</i> notion of what
-the world wanted was to have its cities eliminated. Then he thought it
-would be all serene.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, that wouldn’t do,” said Kane. “Cities are a vice, but they are
-essential to us now. We could not live without them; perhaps we are to
-be saved by<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_132" id="page_132">{132}</a></span> them. But it is well to return to Nature from time to
-time.”</p>
-
-<p>“I thought I heard you saying some rather disparaging things of Nature a
-little while ago,” said Ray, with a remaining grudge against Kane, and
-with a young man’s willingness to convict his elder of any
-inconsistency, serious or unserious.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, primeval Nature, yes. But I have nothing but praise for this
-kind&mdash;the kind that man controls and guides. It is outlaw Nature that I
-object to, the savage survival from chaos, the mother of earthquakes and
-cyclones, blizzards and untimely frosts, inundations and indigestions.
-But ordered Nature&mdash;the Nature of the rolling year; night and day, and
-seedtime and harvest”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“The seasons,” Ray broke in scornfully, from the resentment still
-souring in his soul, “turn themselves upside down and wrong end to,
-about as often as financial panics occur, and the farmer that has to
-rely on them is as apt to get left as the husbandman that sows and reaps
-in Wall Street.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah!” sighed Kane. “That was well said. I wish I had thought of it for
-my second series of <i>Hard Sayings</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, you’re welcome to it!”</p>
-
-<p>“Are you so rich in paradoxes? But I will contrive to credit it somehow
-to the gifted author of <i>A New Romeo</i>. Is that what you call it?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray blushed and laughed, and Kane continued:</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a little beyond the fact, but it’s on the lines of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_133" id="page_133">{133}</a></span> truth. I don’t
-justify Nature altogether. She is not free from certain little foibles,
-caprices; perhaps that’s why we call her <i>she</i>. But I don’t think that,
-with all her faults, she’s quite so bad as Business. In that we seem to
-have gone to Nature for her defects. Why copy her weakness and bad
-faith? Why not study her steadfastness, her orderliness, her obedience,
-in laying the bases of civilization? We don’t go to her for the
-justification of murder, incest, robbery, gluttony, though you can find
-them all in her. We have our little prejudice against these things, and
-we seem to derive it from somewhere outside of what we call Nature. Why
-not go to that Somewhere for the law of economic life? But come,” Kane
-broke off, gayly, “let us babble of green fields; as for God, God, I
-hope we have no need to think of such things yet. Please Heaven, our
-noses are not as sharp as pens, by a long way. I don’t wonder you find
-it a beautiful and beneficent world, in spite of our friends yonder, who
-want to make it prettier and better, in their way.” Kane put his arm
-across Ray’s shoulder, and pulled him affectionately towards him. “Are
-you vexed with me for having introduced you to those people? I have been
-imagining something of the kind.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no”&mdash;Ray began.</p>
-
-<p>“I didn’t really mean to stay for Hughes’s conventicle,” said Kane.
-“Chapley was wise, and went in time, before he could feel the wild charm
-of those visionaries; it was too much for me; when they began to come, I
-<i>couldn’t</i> go. I forgot how repugnant the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_134" id="page_134">{134}</a></span> golden age has always been to
-the heart of youth, which likes the nineteenth century much better. The
-fact is, I forgot that I had brought you till it was too late to take
-you away.”</p>
-
-<p>He laughed, and Ray, more reluctantly, laughed with him.</p>
-
-<p>“I have often wondered,” he went on, “how it is we lose the youthful
-point of view. We have it some night, and the next morning we haven’t
-it; and we can hardly remember what it was. I don’t suppose you could
-tell me what the youthful point of view of the present day is, though I
-should recognize that of forty years ago. I”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>He broke off to look at a party of horsemen pelting by on the stretch of
-the smooth hard road, and dashing into a bridle-path beyond. They were
-heavy young fellows, mounted on perfectly groomed trotters, whose round
-haunches trembled and dimpled with their hard pace.</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps <i>that</i> is the youthful point of view now: the healthy, the
-wealthy, the physically strong, the materially rich. Well, I think ours
-was better; pallid and poor in person and in purse as we imagined the
-condition of the ideal man to be. There is something,” said Kane, “a
-little more expressive of the insolence of money in one of those brutes
-than in the most glittering carriage and pair. I think if I had in me
-the material for really hating a fellow-man, I should apply it to the
-detestation of the rider of one of those animals. But I haven’t. I am
-not in pro<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_135" id="page_135">{135}</a></span>spective need even, and I am at the moment no hungrier than a
-gentleman ought to be who is going to lunch with a lady in the Mandan
-Flats. By-the-way! Why shouldn’t you come with me? They would be
-delighted to see you. A brilliant young widow, with a pretty
-step-daughter, is not to be lunched with every day, and I can answer for
-your welcome.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray freed himself. “I’m sorry I can’t go. But I can’t. You must excuse
-me; I really couldn’t; I am very much obliged to you. But”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t trust me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, I do. But I don’t feel quite up to meeting people just now;
-I’ll push on down town. I’m rather tired. Good-by.”</p>
-
-<p>Kane held his hand between both his palms. “I wonder what the real
-reason is! Is it grudge, or pride, or youth?”</p>
-
-<p>“Neither,” said Ray. “It’s&mdash;clothes. My boots are muddy, and I’ve got on
-my second-best trousers.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, now you are frank with me, and you give me a real reason. Perhaps
-you are right. I dare say I should have thought so once.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_136" id="page_136">{136}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XVIII" id="XVIII"></a>XVIII.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Ray</span> did not go to deliver any of his letters that afternoon; he decided
-now that it would be out of taste to do so on Sunday, as he had already
-doubted that it would be, in the morning. He passed the afternoon in his
-room, trying from time to time to reduce the turmoil of his reveries to
-intelligible terms in verse, and in poetic prose. He did nothing with
-them; in the end, though, he was aware of a new ideal, and he resolved
-that if he could get his story back from Chapley &amp; Co., he would rewrite
-the passages that characterized the heroine, and make it less like the
-every-day, simple prettiness of his first love. He had always known that
-this did not suit the character he had imagined; he now saw that it
-required a more complex and mystical charm. But he did not allow himself
-to formulate these volitions and perceptions, any more than his
-conviction that he had now a double reason for keeping away from Mr.
-Brandreth and from Miss Hughes. He spent the week in an ecstasy of
-forbearance. On Saturday afternoon he feigned the necessity of going to
-ask Mr. Brandreth how he thought a novel in verse, treating a strictly
-American subject in a fantastic way, would succeed. He really wished to
-learn something without<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_137" id="page_137">{137}</a></span> seeming to wish it, about his manuscript, but
-he called so late in the afternoon that he found Mr. Brandreth putting
-his desk in order just before starting home. He professed a great
-pleasure at sight of Ray, and said he wished he would come part of the
-way home with him; he wanted to have a little talk.</p>
-
-<p>As if the word home had roused the latent forces of hospitality in him,
-he added, “I want to have you up at my place, some day, as soon as we
-can get turned round. Mrs. Brandreth is doing first-rate, now; and that
-boy&mdash;well, sir, he’s a perfect Titan. I wish you could see him
-undressed. He’s just like the figure of the infant Hercules strangling
-the serpent when he grips the nurse’s finger. I know it sounds
-ridiculous, but I believe that fellow recognizes me, and distinguishes
-between me and his mother. I suppose it’s my hat&mdash;I come in with my hat
-on, you know, just to try him; and when he catches sight of that hat,
-you ought to see his arms go!”</p>
-
-<p>The paternal rhapsodies continued a long time after they were in the
-street, and Ray got no chance to bring in either his real or pretended
-business. He listened with mechanical smiles and hollow laughter, alert
-at the same time for the slightest vantage which Mr. Brandreth should
-give him. But the publisher said of his own motion:</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, by-the-way, you’ll be interested to know that our readers’ reports
-on your story are in.”</p>
-
-<p>“Are they?” Ray gasped. He could not get out any more.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_138" id="page_138">{138}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth went on: “I didn’t examine the reports very attentively
-myself, but I think they were favorable, on the whole. There were
-several changes suggested: I don’t recall just what. But you can see
-them all on Monday. We let Miss Hughes go after lunch on Saturdays, and
-she generally takes some work home with her, and I gave them to her to
-put in shape for you. I thought it would be rather instructive for you
-to see the different opinions in the right form. I believe you can’t
-have too much method in these things.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course,” said Ray, in an anguish of hope and fear. The street seemed
-to go round; he hardly knew where he was. He bungled on inarticulately
-before he could say: “I believe in method, too. But I’m sorry I couldn’t
-have had the reports to-day, because I might have had Sunday to think
-the suggestions over, and see what I could do with them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I’m sorry, too. She hadn’t been gone half an hour when you came
-in. If I’d thought of your happening in! Well, it isn’t very long till
-Monday! She’ll have them ready by that time. I make it a rule myself to
-put all business out of my mind from 2 <small>P.M.</small> on Saturday till Monday 9
-<small>A.M.</small>, and I think you’ll find it an advantage, too. I won’t do business,
-and I won’t talk business, and I won’t think business after two o’clock
-on Saturday. I believe in making Sunday a day of rest and family
-enjoyment. We have an early dinner; and then I like to have my wife read
-or play to me, and now we have in the baby, and that amuses us.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_139" id="page_139">{139}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Ray forced himself to say that as a rule he did not believe in working
-on Sunday either; he usually wrote letters. He abruptly asked Mr.
-Brandreth how he thought it would do for him to go and ask Miss Hughes
-for a sight of the readers’ reports in the rough.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth laughed. “You <i>are</i> anxious! Do you know where she lives?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes; I stopped there last Sunday with Mr. Kane on our way to the
-Park. I saw Mr. Chapley there.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” said Mr. Brandreth, with the effect of being arrested by the last
-fact in something he might otherwise have said. It seemed to make him
-rather unhappy. “Then you saw Miss Hughes’s father?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; and all his friends,” Ray answered, in a way that evidently
-encouraged Mr. Brandreth to go on.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes? What did you think of them?”</p>
-
-<p>“I thought they were mostly harmless; but one or two of them ought to
-have been in the violent wards.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did Mr. Chapley meet them?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no; he went away before any of them came in. As Mr. Kane took me, I
-had to stay with him.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth got back a good deal of his smiling complacency, which had
-left him at Ray’s mention of Mr. Chapley in connection with Hughes. “Mr.
-Chapley and Mr. Hughes are old friends.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I understood something of that kind.”</p>
-
-<p>“They date back to the Brook Farm days together.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_140" id="page_140">{140}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Hughes is rather too much of the Hollingsworth type for my use,”
-said Ray. He wished Mr. Brandreth to understand that he had no sympathy
-with Hughes’s wild-cat philosophy, both because he had none, and because
-he believed it would be to his interest with Mr. Brandreth to have none.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve never seen him,” said Mr. Brandreth. “I like Mr. Chapley’s loyalty
-to his friends&mdash;it’s one of his fine traits; but I don’t see any
-necessity for my taking them up. He goes there every Sunday morning to
-see Mr. Hughes, and they talk&mdash;political economy together. You knew Mr.
-Chapley has been a good deal interested in this altruistic agitation.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I didn’t,” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. You can’t very well keep clear of it altogether. I was mixed up in
-it myself at one time: our summer place is on the outskirts of a
-manufacturing town in Massachusetts, and we had our <i>Romeo and Juliet</i>
-for the benefit of a social union for the work-people; we made over two
-hundred dollars for them. Mr. Chapley was a George man in ’86. Not that
-he agreed with the George men exactly; but he thought there ought to be
-some expression against the way things are going. You know a good many
-of the nicest kind of people went the same way at that time. I don’t
-object to that kind of thing as long as it isn’t carried too far. Mr.
-Chapley used to see a good deal of an odd stick of a minister at our
-summer place that had got some of the new ideas in a pretty crooked kind
-of shape; and then he’s read Tolstoï a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_141" id="page_141">{141}</a></span> good deal, and he’s been
-influenced by him. I think Hughes is a sort of safety valve for Mr.
-Chapley, and that’s what I tell the family. Mr. Chapley isn’t a fool,
-and he’s always had as good an eye for the main chance as anybody.
-That’s all.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray divined that Mr. Brandreth would not have entered into this
-explanation of his senior partner and father-in-law, except to guard
-against the injurious inferences which he might draw from having met Mr.
-Chapley at Hughes’s, but he did not let his guess appear in his words.
-“I don’t wonder he likes Mr. Hughes,” he said. “He’s fine, and he seems
-a light of sanity and reason among the jack-a-lanterns he gathers round
-him. He isn’t at all Tolstoïan.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s a gentleman, born and bred,” said Mr. Brandreth, “and he was a
-rich man for the days before he began his communistic career. And Miss
-Hughes is a perfect lady. She’s a cultivated girl, too, and she reads a
-great deal. I’d rather have her opinion about a new book than half the
-critics’ I know of, because I know I could get it honest, and I know it
-would be intelligent. Well, if you’re going up there, you’ll want to be
-getting across to the avenue to take the elevated.” He added, “I don’t
-mean to give you the impression that we’ve made up our minds about your
-book, yet. We haven’t. A book is a commercial venture as well as a
-literary venture, and we’ve got to have a pow-wow about that side of it
-before we come to any sort of conclusion. You understand?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, I understand that,” said Ray, “and I’ll<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_142" id="page_142">{142}</a></span> try not to be
-unreasonably hopeful,” but at the same moment his heart leaped with
-hope.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, that’s right,” said Mr. Brandreth, taking his hand for parting.
-He held it, and then he said, with a sort of desperate impulse,
-“By-the-way, why not come home with me, now, and take dinner with us?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_143" id="page_143">{143}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XIX" id="XIX"></a>XIX.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Ray’s</span> heart sank. He was so anxious to get at those opinions; and yet he
-did not like to refuse Mr. Brandreth; a little thing might prejudice the
-case; he ought to make all the favor at court that he could for his
-book. “I&mdash;I’m afraid it mightn’t be convenient&mdash;at such a time&mdash;for Mrs.
-Brandreth”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes it would,” said Mr. Brandreth in the same desperate note. “Come
-along. I don’t know that Mrs. Brandreth will be able to see you, but I
-want you to see my boy; and we can have a bachelor bite together,
-anyway.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray yielded, and the stories of the baby began again when he moved on
-with Mr. Brandreth. It was agony for him to wrench his mind from his
-story, which he kept turning over and over in it, trying to imagine what
-the readers had differed about, and listen to Mr. Brandreth saying,
-“Yes, sir, I believe that child knows his grandmother and his nurse
-apart, as well as he knows his mother and me. He’s got his likes and his
-dislikes already: he cries whenever his grandmother takes him.
-By-the-way, you’ll see Mrs. Chapley at dinner, I hope. She’s spending
-the day with us.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’m very glad,” said Ray, wondering if the readers objected to his
-introduction of hypnotism.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_144" id="page_144">{144}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“She’s a woman of the greatest character,” said Mr. Brandreth, “but she
-has some old-fashioned notions about children. I want my boy to be
-trained as a boy from the very start. I think there’s nothing like a
-manly man, unless it’s a womanly woman. I hate anything masculine about
-a girl; a girl ought to be yielding and gentle; but I want my boy to be
-self-reliant from the word Go. I believe in a man’s being master in his
-own house; his will ought to be law, and that’s the way I shall bring up
-my boy. Mrs. Chapley thinks there ought always to be a light in the
-nurse’s room, but I don’t. I want my boy to get used to the dark, and
-not be afraid of it, and I shall begin just as soon as I can, without
-seeming arbitrary. Mrs. Chapley is the best soul in the world, and of
-course I don’t like to differ with her.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course,” said Ray. The mention of relationship made him think of the
-cousin in his story; if he had not had the cousin killed, he thought it
-would have been better; there was too much bloodshed in the story.</p>
-
-<p>They turned into a cross-street from Lexington Avenue, where they had
-been walking, and stopped at a pretty little apartment-house, which had
-its door painted black and a wide brass plate enclosing its key-hole,
-and wore that air of standing aloof from its neighbors peculiar to
-private houses with black doors and brass plates.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth let himself in with a key. “There are only three families
-in our house, and it’s like<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_145" id="page_145">{145}</a></span> having a house of our own. It’s so much
-easier living in a flat for your wife, that I put my foot down, and
-wouldn’t hear of a separate house.”</p>
-
-<p>They mounted the carpeted stairs through the twilight that prevails in
-such entries, and a sound of flying steps was heard within the door
-where Mr. Brandreth applied his latch-key again, and as he flung it open
-a long wail burst upon the ear.</p>
-
-<p>“Hear that?” he asked, with a rapturous smile, as he turned to Ray for
-sympathy; and then he called gayly out in the direction that the wail
-came from; “Oh, hello, hello, hello! What’s the matter, what’s the
-matter? You sit down here,” he said to Ray, leading the way forward into
-a pretty drawing-room. He caught something away from before the fire.
-“Confound that nurse! She’s always coming in here in spite of
-everything. I’ll be with you in a moment. Heigh! What ails the little
-man?” he called out, and disappeared down the long narrow corridor, and
-he was gone a good while.</p>
-
-<p>At moments Ray caught the sound of voices in hushed, but vehement
-dispute; a door slammed violently; there were murmurs of expostulation.
-At last Mr. Brandreth reappeared with his baby in his arms, and its
-nurse at his heels, twitching the infant’s long robe into place.</p>
-
-<p>“What do you think of that?” demanded the father, and Ray got to his
-feet and came near, so as to be able to see if he could think anything.</p>
-
-<p>By an inspiration he was able to say, “Well, he <i>is</i><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_146" id="page_146">{146}</a></span> a great fellow!”
-and this apparently gave Mr. Brandreth perfect satisfaction. His son’s
-downy little oblong skull wagged feebly on his weak neck, his arms waved
-vaguely before his face.</p>
-
-<p>“Now give him your finger, and see if he won’t do the infant Hercules
-act.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray promptly assumed the part of the serpent, but the infant Hercules
-would not open his tightly-clinched, wandering fist.</p>
-
-<p>“Try the other one,” said his father; and Ray tried the other one with
-no more effect. “Well, he isn’t in the humor; he’ll do it for you some
-time. All right, little man!” He gave the baby, which had acquitted
-itself with so much distinction, back into the arms of its nurse, and it
-was taken away.</p>
-
-<p>“Sit down, sit down!” he said, cheerily. “Mrs. Chapley will be in
-directly. It’s astonishing,” he said, with a twist of his head in the
-direction the baby had been taken, “but I believe those little things
-have their moods just like any of us. That fellow knows as well as you
-do, when he’s wanted to show off, and if he isn’t quite in the key for
-it, he won’t do it. I wish I had tried him with my hat, and let you see
-how he notices.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth went on with anecdotes, theories, and moral reflections
-relating to the baby, and Ray answered with praiseful murmurs and
-perfunctory cries of wonder. He was rescued from a situation which he
-found more and more difficult by the advent of Mrs. Chapley, and not of
-Mrs. Chapley alone, but<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_147" id="page_147">{147}</a></span> of Mrs. Brandreth. She greeted Ray with a
-certain severity, which he instinctively divined was not so much for him
-as for her husband. A like quality imparted itself, but not so
-authoritatively, from her mother; if Mr. Brandreth was not master in his
-house, at least his mother-in-law was not. Mrs. Brandreth went about the
-room and made some housekeeperly rearrangements of its furniture, which
-had the result of reducing it, as it were, to discipline. Then she sat
-down, and Ray, whom she waited to have speak first, had a feeling that
-she was sitting in judgment on him, and the wish, if possible, to
-justify himself. He began to praise the baby, its beauty, and great
-size, and the likeness he professed to find in it to its father.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Brandreth relented slightly. She said, with magnanimous
-impartiality, “It’s a very <i>healthy</i> child.”</p>
-
-<p>Her mother made the reservation, “But even healthy children are a great
-care,” and sighed.</p>
-
-<p>The daughter must have found this intrusive. “Oh, I don’t know that
-Percy is any great care as yet, mamma.”</p>
-
-<p>“He pays his way,” Mr. Brandreth suggested, with a radiant smile. “At
-least,” he corrected himself, “we shouldn’t know what to do without
-him.”</p>
-
-<p>His wife said, drily, as if the remark were in bad taste, “It’s hardly a
-question of that, I think. Have you been long in New York, Mr. Ray?” she
-asked, with an abrupt turn to him.</p>
-
-<p>“Only a few weeks,” Ray answered, inwardly wondering how he could render
-the fact propitiatory.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_148" id="page_148">{148}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Everything is very curious and interesting to me as a country person,”
-he added, deciding to make this sacrifice of himself.</p>
-
-<p>It evidently availed somewhat. “But you don’t mean that you are really
-from the country?” Mrs. Brandreth asked.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m from Midland; and I suppose that’s the country, compared with New
-York.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Chapley asked him if he knew the Mayquayts there. He tried to think
-of some people of that name; in the meantime she recollected that the
-Mayquayts were from Gitchigumee, Michigan. They talked some
-irrelevancies, and then she said, “Mr. Brandreth tells me you have <i>met</i>
-my husband,” as if they had been talking of him.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I had that pleasure even before I met Mr. Brandreth,” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“And you know Mr. Kane?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes. He was the first acquaintance I made in New York.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Brandreth told me.” Mrs. Chapley made a show of laughing at the
-notion of Kane, as a harmless eccentric, and she had the effect of
-extending her kindly derision to Hughes, in saying, “And you’ve been
-taken to sit at the feet of his prophet already, Mr. Brandreth tells me;
-that strange Mr. Hughes.”</p>
-
-<p>“I shouldn’t have said he was Mr. Kane’s prophet exactly,” said Ray with
-a smile of sympathy. “Mr. Kane doesn’t seem to need a prophet; but I’ve
-certainly seen Mr. Hughes. And heard him, for that matter.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_149" id="page_149">{149}</a></span>” He smiled,
-recollecting his dismay when he heard Hughes calling upon him in
-meeting. He had a notion to describe his experience, and she gave him
-the chance.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes?” she said, with veiled anxiety. “Do tell me about him!”</p>
-
-<p>At the end of Ray’s willing compliance, she drew a deep breath, and
-said, “Then he is <i>not</i> a follower of Tolstoï?”</p>
-
-<p>“Quite the contrary, I should say.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Chapley laughed more easily. “I didn’t know but he made shoes that
-nobody could wear. I couldn’t imagine what other attraction he could
-have for my husband. I believe he would really like to go into the
-country and work in the fields.” Mrs. Chapley laughed away a latent
-anxiety, apparently, in making this joke about her husband, and seemed
-to feel much better acquainted with Ray. “How are they living over
-there? What sort of family has Mr. Hughes? I mean, besides the daughter
-we know of?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray told, as well as he could, and he said they were living in an
-apartment.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” said Mrs. Chapley, “I fancied a sort of tenement.”</p>
-
-<p>“By-the-way,” said Mr. Brandreth, “wouldn’t you like to see our
-apartment, Mr. Ray”&mdash;his wife quelled him with a glance, and he
-added,&mdash;“some time?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray said he should, very much.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Brandreth, like her mother, had been growing<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_150" id="page_150">{150}</a></span> more and more
-clement, and now she said, “Won’t you stay and take a family dinner with
-us, Mr. Ray?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray looked at her husband, and saw that he had not told her of the
-invitation he had already given. He did not do so now, and Ray rose and
-seized his opportunity. He thanked Mrs. Brandreth very earnestly, and
-said he was so sorry he had an appointment to keep, and he got himself
-away at once.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Chapley hospitably claimed him for her Thursdays, at parting; and
-Mrs. Brandreth said he must let Mr. Brandreth bring him some other day;
-they would always be glad to see him.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth went down to the outer door with him, to make sure that he
-found the way, and said, “Then you <i>will</i> come some time?” and
-gratefully wrung his hand. “I saw how anxious you were about those
-opinions!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_151" id="page_151">{151}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XX" id="XX"></a>XX.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">With</span> an impatience whose intensity he began to feel as soon as he
-permitted himself to indulge it, Ray hurried across to the line of the
-elevated road. Now he perceived how intolerable it would be to have
-staid to dinner with the Brandreths. He did not resent the failure of
-Mr. Brandreth to tell his wife that he had already asked him when she
-asked him again; he did not even care to know what his reasons or
-exigencies were; the second invitation had been a chance to get away.
-From time to time while Mr. Brandreth was showing him the baby, and then
-while Mrs. Chapley was setting her mind at rest about her husband by her
-researches into the philosophy and character of Hughes, he had
-superficially forgotten that the readers’ opinions of his story were in,
-while his nether thought writhed in anguish around the question of what
-their opinions were. When at moments this fully penetrated his
-consciousness, it was like a sort of vertigo, and he was light-headed
-with it now as he walked, or almost ran, away from Mr. Brandreth’s door.
-He meant to see Miss Hughes, and beg for a sight of the criticisms;
-perhaps she might say something that would save him from the worst, if
-they were very bad. He imagined a perfect interview, in which he met no
-one but her.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_152" id="page_152">{152}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>It was Mrs. Denton who stood at the head of the stairs to receive him
-when the door promptly opened to his ring; she explained that her
-husband had put the lock in order since she last admitted him. Ray
-managed to say that he wished merely to see her sister for a moment, and
-why, and she said that Peace had gone out, but would be at home again
-very soon. She said her father would be glad to have him sit down with
-him till Peace came back.</p>
-
-<p>Ray submitted. He found the old man coughing beside the front window,
-that looked out on the lines of the railroad, and the ugly avenue
-beneath.</p>
-
-<p>Hughes knew him at once, and called to him: “Well, young man! I am glad
-to see you! How do you do?” He held out his hand when he was seated, and
-when Ray had shaken it, he motioned with it to the vacant chair on the
-other side of the window.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you are well, sir?” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m getting the better of this nasty cough gradually, and I pick up a
-little new strength every day. Yes, I’m doing very well. For the present
-I have to keep housed, and that’s tiresome. But it gives me time for a
-bit of writing that I have in hand; I’m putting together the impressions
-that this civilization of yours makes on me, in a little book that I
-call <i>The World Revisited</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray did not see exactly why Hughes should say <i>his</i> civilization, as if
-he had invented it; but he did not disclaim it; and Hughes went on
-without interruption from him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_153" id="page_153">{153}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I hope to get my old friend Chapley to bring it out for me, if I can
-reconcile him to its radical opinions. He’s timid, Chapley is; and my
-book’s rather bold.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray’s thought darted almost instantly to his own book, and ran it over
-in every part, seeking whether there might be something in it that was
-too bold for a timid publisher, or a timid publisher’s professional
-readers. He was aware of old Hughes monologuing on with the satisfaction
-of an author who speaks of his work to a listener he has at his mercy.</p>
-
-<p>“My book is a criticism of modern life in all its aspects, though
-necessarily as the field is so vast, I can touch on some only in the
-most cursory fashion. For instance, take this whole architectural
-nightmare that we call a city. I hold that the average tasteless man has
-no right to realize his ideas of a house in the presence of a great
-multitude of his fellow-beings. It is an indecent exposure of his mind,
-and should not be permitted. All these structural forms about us, which
-with scarcely an exception are ugly and senseless, I regard as so many
-immoralities, as deliriums, as imbecilities, which a civilized state
-would not permit, and I say so in my book. The city should build the
-city, and provide every denizen with a fit and beautiful habitation to
-work in and rest in.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m afraid,” said Ray, tearing his mind from his book to put it on this
-proposition, “that such an idea might be found rather startling.”</p>
-
-<p>“How, startling? Why, startling?” Hughes demanded.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_154" id="page_154">{154}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know. Wouldn’t it infringe upon private rights? Wouldn’t it be
-a little tyrannical?”</p>
-
-<p>“What private rights has a man in the outside of his house,” Hughes
-retorted. “The interior might be left to his ignorance and vulgarity.
-But the outside of my house is not for <i>me</i>! It’s for others! The public
-sees it ten times where I see it once. If I make it brutal and stupid,
-<i>I</i> am the tyrant, <i>I</i> am the oppressor&mdash;I, the individual! Besides,
-when the sovereign people is really lord of itself, it can and will do
-no man wrong.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray had his misgivings, but he would not urge them, because it was a
-gnawing misery to think of anything but his story, and he let Hughes
-break the silence that he let follow.</p>
-
-<p>“And so,” the old man said presently, as if speaking of his own book had
-reminded him of Ray’s, “you have written a novel, young man. And what is
-your justification for writing a novel at a time like this, when we are
-all trembling on the verge of a social cataclysm?”</p>
-
-<p>“Justification?” Ray faltered.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. How does it justify itself? How does it serve God and help man?
-Does it dabble with the passion of love between a girl and boy as if
-that were the chief concern of men and women? Or does it touch some of
-the real concerns of life&mdash;some of the problems pressing on to their
-solution, and needing the prayerful attention of every human creature?”</p>
-
-<p>“It isn’t merely a love-story,” said Ray, glad to get<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_155" id="page_155">{155}</a></span> to it on any
-terms, “though it is a love-story. But I’ve ventured to employ a sort of
-psychological motive.”</p>
-
-<p>“What sort?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well&mdash;hypnotism.”</p>
-
-<p>“A mere toy, that Poe and Hawthorne played with in the old mesmerist
-days, and I don’t know how many others.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t play with it as they did, exactly,” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’ve no doubt you employ it to as new effect as the scientifics who
-are playing with it again. But how can you live in this camp of
-embattled forces, where luxury and misery are armed against each other,
-and every lover of his kind should give heart and brain to the solution
-of the riddle that is maddening brother against brother,&mdash;how can you
-live on here and be content with the artistic study of hysteria?”</p>
-
-<p>The strong words of the old man, which fell tingling with emotion, had
-no meaning for the soul of youth in Ray; he valued them æsthetically,
-but he could not make personal application of them. He had a kind of
-amusement in answering: “Well, I’m not quite so bad as you think, Mr.
-Hughes. I wrote my story several years ago. I don’t suppose I could do
-anything of the kind, now.”</p>
-
-<p>Hughes’s mouth seemed stopped for the moment by this excuse. He sat
-glaring at Ray’s bright, handsome face through his overhanging, shaggy
-eyebrows, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_156" id="page_156">{156}</a></span> seemed waiting to gather strength for another onset, when
-his daughter Peace came silently into the room behind Ray.</p>
-
-<p>Her father did not give her time to greet their visitor. “Well,” he
-called out with a voice of stormy pathos, “how did you leave that poor
-woman?”</p>
-
-<p>“She is dead,” answered the girl.</p>
-
-<p>“Good!” said Hughes. “So far, so good. Who is living?”</p>
-
-<p>“There are several children. The people in the house are taking care of
-them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course! There, young man,” said Hughes, “is a psychological problem
-better worth your study than the phenomena of hypnotism: the ability of
-poverty to provide for want out of its very destitution. The miracle of
-the loaves and fishes is wrought here every day in the great
-tenement-houses. Those who have nothing for themselves can still find
-something for others. The direst want may be trusted to share its crust
-with those who have not a crust; and still something remains, as if
-Christ had blessed the bread and broken it among the famishing. Don’t
-you think that an interesting and romantic fact, a mystery meriting the
-attention of literary art?”</p>
-
-<p>It did strike Ray as a good notion; something might be done with it, say
-in a Christmas story, if you could get hold of a tenement-house incident
-of that kind, and keep it from becoming allegorical in the working out.</p>
-
-<p>This went through Ray’s mind as he stood thinking<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_157" id="page_157">{157}</a></span> also how he should
-ask the girl for his manuscript and the criticisms on it without seeming
-foolishly eager. Her father’s formidable intervention had dispensed him
-from the usual greetings, and he could only say, “Oh! Miss Hughes, Mr.
-Brandreth told me I might come and get my story of you&mdash;<i>A Modern
-Romeo</i>&mdash;and the readers’ opinions. I&mdash;I thought I should like to look
-them over; and&mdash;and”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I haven’t had time to copy them yet,” she answered. “Mr. Brandreth
-wished you to see them; but we keep the readers anonymous, and he
-thought I had better show them to you all in my handwriting.”</p>
-
-<p>“I shouldn’t know the writers. He said I could see them as they are.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, then, I will go and get them for you,” she answered. She left him
-a moment, and he remained with her father unmolested. The old man sat
-staring out on the avenue, with his head black against its gathering
-lights.</p>
-
-<p>She gave him the packet she brought back with her, and then she followed
-him out of the apartment upon the landing, after he had made his
-acknowledgments and adieux.</p>
-
-<p>“I thought,” she said, timidly, “you would like to know that I had given
-your dollar for these poor children. Was that right?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray’s head was so full of his story that he answered vaguely, “My
-dollar?” Then he remembered. “Oh! Oh yes! It was right&mdash;quite right! I’m
-glad you did it. Miss Hughes! Excuse me; but would you<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_158" id="page_158">{158}</a></span> mind telling me
-whether you have happened to look at the story yourself?”</p>
-
-<p>She hesitated, and then answered: “Yes, I’ve read it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, then,” he bubbled out, knowing that he was wrong and foolish, but
-helpless to refrain, “before I read those things, won’t you tell me&mdash;I
-should care more&mdash;I should like so much to know what <i>you</i>&mdash;I suppose
-I’ve no right to ask!”</p>
-
-<p>He tried to make some show of decency about the matter, but in fact he
-had the heart to ask a dying man his opinion, in that literary passion
-which spares nothing, and is as protean as love itself in its disguises.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose,” she answered, “that I had no right to read it; I wasn’t
-asked to do it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, you had. I’m very glad you did.”</p>
-
-<p>“The opinions about it were so different that I couldn’t help looking at
-it, and then&mdash;I kept on,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Were they so <i>very</i> different?” he asked, trembling with his author’s
-sensitiveness, while the implication of praise in her confession worked
-like a frenzied hope in his brain. “And you kept on? Then it interested
-you?”</p>
-
-<p>She did not answer this question, but said: “None of them thought just
-alike about it. But you’ll see them”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“No, no! Tell me what you thought of it yourself! Was there some part
-that seemed better than the rest?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_159" id="page_159">{159}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>She hesitated. “No, I would rather not say. I oughtn’t to have told you
-I had read it.”</p>
-
-<p>“You didn’t like it!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I did like parts of it. But I musn’t say any more.”</p>
-
-<p>“But what parts?” he pleaded.</p>
-
-<p>“You mustn’t ask me. The readers’ opinions”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t care for them. I care for your opinion,” said Ray, perversely.
-“What did you mean by their being all different? Of course, I’m absurd!
-But you don’t know how much depends upon this book. It isn’t that it’s
-the only book I expect ever to write; but if it should be rejected! I’ve
-had to wait a long while already; and then to have to go peddling it
-around among the other publishers! Do you think that it’s hopelessly
-bad, or could I make it over? What did you dislike in it? Didn’t you
-approve of the hypnotism? That was the only thing I could think of to
-bring about the climax. And did it seem too melodramatic? <i>Romeo and
-Juliet</i> is melodramatic! I hope you won’t think I’m usually so nervous
-about my work,” he went on, wondering that he should be giving himself
-away so freely, when he was really so reserved. “I’ve been a long time
-writing the story; and I’ve worked over it and worked over it, till I’ve
-quite lost the sense of it. I don’t believe I can make head or tail of
-those opinions. That’s the reason why I wanted you to tell me what you
-thought of it yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I have no right to do that. It would be <span class="pagenum"><a name="page_160" id="page_160">{160}</a></span>interfering with other
-people’s work. It wouldn’t be fair towards Mr. Brandreth,” she pleaded.</p>
-
-<p>“I see. I didn’t see that before. And you’re quite right, and I beg your
-pardon. Good-night!”</p>
-
-<p>He put his manuscript on the seat in the elevated train, and partly sat
-upon it, that he might not forget it when he left the car. But as he
-read the professional opinions of it he wished the thing could lose him,
-and never find him again. No other novel, he thought, could ever have
-had such a variety of certain faults, together with the vague merit
-which each of its critics seemed to feel in greater measure or less.
-Their work, he had to own, had been faithfully done; he had not even the
-poor consolation of accusing them of a neglect of duty. They had each
-read his story, and they spoke of it with intelligence in a way, if not
-every way. Each condemned it on a different ground, but as it stood they
-all joined in condemning it; and they did not so much contradict one
-another as dwell on different defects; so that together they covered the
-whole field with their censure. One of them reproached it for its crude
-realism, and the sort of helpless fidelity to provincial conditions
-which seemed to come from the author’s ignorance of anything different.
-Another blamed the youthful romanticism of its dealings with passion. A
-third pointed out the gross improbability of the plot in our modern
-circumstance. A fourth objected to the employment of hypnotism as a
-clumsy piece of machinery, and an attempt to reach the public interest
-through a prevailing fad. A fifth<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_161" id="page_161">{161}</a></span> touched upon the obvious imitation of
-Hawthorne in the psychical analyses. A sixth accused the author of
-having adopted Thackeray’s manner without Thackeray’s material.</p>
-
-<p>Ray resented, with a keen sense of personal affront, these criticisms in
-severalty, but their combined effect was utter humiliation, though they
-were less true taken together than they were separately. At the bottom
-of his sore and angry heart he could not deny their truth, and yet he
-knew that there was something in his book which none of them had taken
-account of, and that this was its life, which had come out of his own.
-He was aware of all those crude and awkward and affected things, but he
-believed there was something, too, that went with them, and that had not
-been in fiction before.</p>
-
-<p>It was this something which he hoped that girl had felt in his story,
-and which he was trying to get her to own to him before he looked at the
-opinions. They confounded and distracted him beyond his foreboding even,
-and it was an added anguish to keep wondering, as he did all night,
-whether she had really found anything more in the novel than his critics
-had. As he turned from side to side and beat his pillow into this shape
-and that, he reconstructed the story after one critic’s suggestion, and
-then after another’s; but the material only grew more defiant and
-impossible; if it could not keep the shape it had, it would take no
-other. That was plain; and the only thing to be done was to throw it
-away, and write something else; for it<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_162" id="page_162">{162}</a></span> was not reasonable to suppose
-that Mr. Brandreth would think of bringing the book out in the teeth of
-all these adverse critics. But now he had no heart to think of anything
-else, although he was always thinking of something else, while there was
-hope of getting this published. His career as an author was at an end;
-he must look about for some sort of newspaper work; he ought to be very
-glad if he could get something to do as a space man.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_163" id="page_163">{163}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXI" id="XXI"></a>XXI.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">He</span> rose, after a late nap following his night-long vigils, with despair
-in his soul. He believed it was despair, and so it was to all intents
-and purposes. But, when he had bathed, he seemed to have washed a little
-of his despair away; when he had dressed, he felt hungry, and he ate his
-breakfast with rather more than his usual appetite.</p>
-
-<p>The reaction was merely physical, and his gloom settled round him again
-when he went back to his attic and saw his manuscript and those deadly
-opinions. He had not the heart to go out anywhere, and he cowered alone
-in his room. If he could only get the light of some other mind on the
-facts he might grapple with them; but without this he was limp and
-helpless. Now he knew, in spite of all his pretences to the contrary, in
-spite of the warnings and cautions he had given himself, that he had not
-only hoped, but had expected, that his story would be found good enough
-to publish. Yet none of these readers&mdash;even those who found some
-meritorious traits in it&mdash;had apparently dreamed of recommending it for
-publication. It was no wonder that Miss Hughes had been so unwilling to
-tell him what she thought of it; that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_164" id="page_164">{164}</a></span> she had urged him so strongly to
-read the opinions first. What a fool she must have thought him!</p>
-
-<p>There was no one else he could appeal to, unless it was old Kane. He did
-not know where Kane lived, even if he could have gathered the courage to
-go to him in his extremity; and he bet himself that Kane would not
-repeat his last Sunday’s visit. The time for any reasonable hope of
-losing passed, and then to his great joy he lost. There came a
-hesitating step outside his door, as if some one were in doubt where to
-knock, and then a tap at it.</p>
-
-<p>Ray flung it open, and at sight of Kane the tears came into his eyes,
-and he could not speak.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, my dear friend!” cried Kane, “what is the matter?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray kept silent till he could say coldly, “Nothing. It’s all over.”</p>
-
-<p>Kane stepped into the room, and took off his hat. “If you haven’t been
-rejected by the object of your affections, you have had the manuscript
-of your novel declined. These are the only things that really bring
-annihilation. I think the second is worse. A man is never so absolutely
-and solely in love with one woman but he knows some other who is
-potentially lovable; that is the wise provision of Nature. But while a
-man has a manuscript at a publisher’s, it is the only manuscript in the
-world. You can readily work out the comparison. I hope you have merely
-been disappointed in love, my dear boy.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray smiled ruefully. “I’m afraid it’s worse.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_165" id="page_165">{165}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Then Chapley &amp; Co. have declined your novel definitely?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not in set terms; or not yet. But their readers have all reported
-against it, and I’ve passed the night in reading their opinions. I’ve
-got them by heart. Would you like to hear me repeat them?” he demanded,
-with a fierce self-scorn.</p>
-
-<p>Kane looked at him compassionately. “Heaven forbid! I could repeat them,
-I dare say, as accurately as you; the opinions of readers do not vary
-much, and I have had many novels declined.”</p>
-
-<p>“Have you?” Ray faltered with compunction for his arrogation of all such
-suffering to himself.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. That was one reason why I began to write <i>Hard Sayings</i>. But if
-you will let me offer you another leaf from my experience, I will
-suggest that there are many chances for reprieve and even pardon after
-the readers have condemned your novel. I once had a novel accepted&mdash;the
-only novel I ever had accepted&mdash;after all the publisher’s readers had
-pronounced against it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Had you?” Ray came tremulously back at him.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” sighed Kane. “That is why Chapley is so fond of me; he has
-forgiven me a deadly injury.” He paused to let his words carry Ray down
-again, and then he asked, with a nod toward the bed where the young
-fellow had flung his manuscript and the readers’ opinions, “Might I?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, certainly,” said Ray from his depths; and Kane took up the opinions
-and began to run them over.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_166" id="page_166">{166}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Yes, they have a strangely familiar effect; they are like echoes from
-my own past.” He laid them down again. “Do you think they are right?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. Perfectly! That is”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! <i>That is.</i> There is hope, I see.”</p>
-
-<p>“How, hope?” Ray retorted. “Does my differing with them make any
-difference as to the outcome?”</p>
-
-<p>“For the book, no, perhaps; for you, yes, decidedly. It makes all the
-difference between being stunned and being killed. It is not pleasant to
-be stunned, but it is not for such a long time as being killed. What is
-your story about?”</p>
-
-<p>It astonished Ray himself to find how much this question revived his
-faith and courage. His undying interest in the thing, by and for itself,
-as indestructible as a mother’s love, revived, and he gave Kane the
-outline of his novel. Then he filled this in, and he did not stop till
-he had read some of the best passages. He suddenly tossed his manuscript
-from him. “What a fool I am!”</p>
-
-<p>Kane gave his soft, thick laugh, shutting his eyes, and showing his
-small white teeth, still beautifully sound. “Oh, no! Oh, no! I have read
-worse things than that! I have written worse than that. Come, come! Here
-is nothing to beat the breast for. I doubt if Chapley’s will take it, in
-defiance of their readers; their experience with me has rendered that
-very improbable. But they are not the only publishers in New York, or
-Philadelphia even; I’m told they<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_167" id="page_167">{167}</a></span> have very eager ones in Chicago. Why
-shouldn’t the <i>roman psychologique</i>, if that’s the next thing, as Mr.
-Brandreth believes, get on its legs at Chicago, and walk East?”</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder,” Ray said, rising aimlessly from his chair, “whether it would
-do to call on Mr. Brandreth to-day? This suspense&mdash;Do you know whether
-he is very religious?”</p>
-
-<p>“How should I know such a thing of my fellow-man in New York? I don’t
-know it even of myself. At times I am very religious, and at times, not.
-But Mr. Brandreth is rather a formal little man, and a business
-interview on Sunday, with an agonized author, might not seem exactly
-decorous to him.”</p>
-
-<p>“I got the impression he wasn’t very stiff. But it wouldn’t do,” said
-Ray, before Kane had rounded his neat period. “What an ass I am!”</p>
-
-<p>“We are all asses,” Kane sighed. “It is the great bond of human
-brotherhood. When did you get these verdicts?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Mr. Brandreth told me Miss Hughes had taken them home with her
-yesterday, and I couldn’t rest till I had his leave to go and get them
-of her.”</p>
-
-<p>“Exactly. If we know there is possible unhappiness in store for us, we
-don’t wait for it; we make haste and look it up, and embrace it. And how
-did my dear old friend Hughes, if you saw him, impress you this time?”</p>
-
-<p>“I saw him, and I still prefer him to <i>his</i> friends,” said Ray.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_168" id="page_168">{168}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Naturally. There are not many people, even in a planet so overpeopled
-as this, who are the peers of David Hughes. He goes far to make me
-respect my species. Of course he is ridiculous. A man so hopeful as
-Hughes is the <i>reductio ad absurdum</i> of the human proposition. How can
-there reasonably be hope in a world where poverty and death are? To be
-sure, Hughes proposes to eliminate poverty and explain death. You know
-he thinks&mdash;he really believes, I suppose&mdash;that if he could once get his
-millenium going, and everybody so blessed in this life that the absolute
-knowledge of heavenly conditions in another would not tempt us to
-suicide, then the terror and the mystery of death would be taken away,
-and the race would be trusted with its benificent meaning. It’s rather a
-pretty notion.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray, with his narrow experience, would not have been able to grasp it
-fully. Now he broke out without the least relevancy to it, “I wonder how
-it would do to remodel my story so far as to transfer the scene to New
-York? It might be more popular.” The criticism that one of those readers
-had made on the helplessness of his fidelity to simple rustic conditions
-had suddenly begun to gall him afresh. “I beg your pardon. I <i>didn’t</i>
-notice what you were saying! I can’t get my mind off that miserable
-thing!”</p>
-
-<p>Kane laughed. “Oh, don’t apologize. I know how it is. Perhaps a change
-of scene <i>would</i> be good; it’s often advised, you know.” He laughed
-again, and Ray with him, ruefully, and now he rose.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_169" id="page_169">{169}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh, must you go?” Ray entreated.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. You are best alone; when we are in pain we <i>are</i>, alone, anyway.
-If misery loves company, company certainly does not love misery. I can
-stand my own troubles, but not other people’s. Good-by! We will meet
-again when you are happier.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_170" id="page_170">{170}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXII" id="XXII"></a>XXII.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Mr. Brandreth</span> tried hard to escape from the logic of his readers’
-opinions. In the light of his friendly optimism they took almost a
-favorable cast. He argued that there was nothing absolutely damnatory in
-those verdicts, that they all more or less tacitly embodied a
-recommendation to mercy. So far his personal kindliness carried him, but
-beyond this point business put up her barrier. He did not propose to
-take the book in spite of his readers; he said he would see; and after
-having seen for a week longer, he returned the MS. with a letter
-assuring Ray of his regret, and saying that if he could modify the story
-according to the suggestions of their readers, Chapley &amp; Co. would be
-pleased to examine it again.</p>
-
-<p>Ray had really expected some such answer as this, though he hoped
-against reason for something different. In view of it he had spent the
-week mentally recasting the story in this form and in that; sometimes it
-yielded to his efforts in one way or another; when the manuscript came
-into his hands again, he saw that it was immutably fixed in the terms he
-had given it, and that it must remain essentially what it was, in spite
-of any external travesty.</p>
-
-<p>He offered Mr. Brandreth his thanks and his excuses<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_171" id="page_171">{171}</a></span> for not trying to
-make any change in it until he had first offered it as it was to other
-publishers. He asked if it would shut him out of Chapley &amp; Co.’s grace
-if he were refused elsewhere, and received an answer of the most
-flattering cordiality to the effect that their desire to see the work in
-another shape was quite unconditioned. Mr. Brandreth seemed to have put
-a great deal of heart in this answer; it was most affectionately
-expressed; it closed with the wish that he might soon see Ray at his
-house again.</p>
-
-<p>Ray could not have believed, but for the experience which came to him,
-that there could be so many reasons for declining to publish any one
-book as the different publishers now gave him. For the most part they
-deprecated the notion of even looking at it. The book-trade had never
-been so prostrate before; events of the most unexpected nature had
-conspired to reduce it to a really desperate condition. The unsettled
-state of Europe had a good deal to do with it; the succession of bad
-seasons at the West affected it most distinctly. The approach of a
-Presidential year was unfavorable to this sensitive traffic. Above all,
-the suspense created by the lingering and doubtful fate of the
-international copyright bill was playing havoc with it; people did not
-know what course to take; it was impossible to plan any kind of
-enterprise, or to risk any sort of project. Men who had been quite
-buoyant in regard to the bill seemed carried down to the lowest level of
-doubt as to its fate by the fact that Ray had a <span class="pagenum"><a name="page_172" id="page_172">{172}</a></span>novel to offer them;
-they could see no hope for American fiction, if that English trash was
-destined to flood the market indefinitely. They sympathized with him,
-but they said they were all in the same boat, and that the only thing
-was to bring all the pressure each could to bear upon Congress. The sum
-of their counsel and condolence came to the effect in Ray’s mind that
-his best hope was to get <i>A Modern Romeo</i> printed by Congress as a
-Public Document and franked by the Senators and Representatives to their
-constituents. He found a melancholy amusement in noting the change in
-the mood of those who used to meet him cheerfully and carelessly as the
-correspondent of a newspaper, and now found themselves confronted with
-an author, and felt his manuscript at their throats. Some tried to joke;
-some became helplessly serious; some sought to temporize.</p>
-
-<p>Those whose circumstances and engagements forbade them even to look at
-his novel were the easiest to bear with. They did not question the
-quality or character of his work; they had no doubt of its excellence,
-and they had perfect faith in its success; but simply their hands were
-so full they could not touch it. The other sort, when they consented to
-examine the story, kept it so long that Ray could not help forming false
-hopes of the outcome; or else they returned it with a precipitation that
-mortified his pride, and made him sceptical of their having looked into
-it at all. He did not experience unconditional rejection everywhere. In
-some cases the readers proposed radical and impossible changes, as
-Chapley &amp; Co.’s readers had done. In one<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_173" id="page_173">{173}</a></span> instance they so far
-recommended it that the publisher was willing to lend his imprint and
-manage the book for the per cent usually paid to authors, if Ray would
-meet all the expenses. There was an enthusiast who even went so far as
-to propose that he would publish it if Ray would pay the cost of the
-electrotype plates. He appeared to think this a handsome offer, and Ray
-in fact found it so much better than nothing that he went into some
-serious estimates upon it. He called in the help of old Kane, who was an
-expert in the matter of electrotyping, and was able from his sad
-experience to give him the exact figures. They found that <i>A New Romeo</i>
-would make some four hundred and thirty or forty pages, and that at the
-lowest price the plates would cost more than three hundred dollars. The
-figure made Ray gasp; the mere thought of it impoverished him. His
-expenses had already eaten a hundred dollars into his savings beyond the
-five dollars a week he had from the <i>Midland Echo</i> for his letters. If
-he paid out this sum for his plates, he should now have some ninety
-dollars left.</p>
-
-<p>“But then,” said Kane, arching his eyebrows, “the trifling sum of three
-hundred dollars, risked upon so safe a venture as <i>A New Romeo</i>, will
-probably result in riches beyond the dreams of avarice.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes: or it may result in total loss,” Ray returned.</p>
-
-<p>“It is a risk. But what was it you have been asking all these other
-people to do? One of them turns and asks you to share the risk with him;
-he asks you to risk less than half on a book that you have written<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_174" id="page_174">{174}</a></span>
-yourself, and he will risk the other half. What just ground have you for
-refusing his generous offer?”</p>
-
-<p>“It isn’t my business to publish books; it’s my business to write them,”
-said Ray, coldly.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah-h-h! Very true! That is a solid position. Then all you have to do to
-make it quite impregnable is to write such books that other men will be
-eager to take all the risks of publishing them. It appears that in the
-present case you omitted to do that.” Kane watched Ray’s face with
-whimsical enjoyment. “I was afraid you were putting your reluctance upon
-the moral ground, and that you were refusing to bet on your book because
-you thought it wrong to bet.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m afraid,” said Ray, dejectedly, “that the moral question didn’t
-enter with me. If people thought it wrong to make bets of that kind, it
-seems to me that all business would come to a standstill.”</p>
-
-<p>“‘Sh!” said Kane, putting his finger to his lip, and glancing round with
-burlesque alarm. “This is open incivism. It is accusing the whole
-framework of commercial civilization. Go on; it’s delightful to hear
-you; but don’t let any one <i>over</i>hear you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know what you mean,” said Ray, with sullen resentment, “about
-incivism. I’m saying what everybody knows.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! But what everybody <i>knows</i> is just what nobody <i>says</i>. If people
-said what they knew, society would tumble down like a house of cards.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray was silent, far withdrawn from these generalities into his personal
-question.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_175" id="page_175">{175}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Kane asked compassionately, “Then you think you can’t
-venture&mdash;risk&mdash;chance it? Excuse me! I was trying to find a euphemism
-for the action, but there seems none!”</p>
-
-<p>“No; I daren’t do it! The risk is too great.”</p>
-
-<p>“That seems to be the consensus of the book trade concerning it. Perhaps
-you are right. <i>Would</i> you mind,” asked Kane with all his sweet
-politeness, “letting me take your manuscript home, and go over it
-carefully?”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Let</i> you!” Ray began in a rapture of gratitude, but Kane stopped him.</p>
-
-<p>“No, no! Don’t expect anything! <i>Don’t</i> form any hopes. Simply suppose
-me to be reading it as a lover of high-class fiction, with no ulterior
-view whatever. I am really the feeblest of conies, and I have not even
-the poor advantage of having my habitation in the rocks. Good-by!
-Good-day! Don’t try to stop me with civilities! Heaven knows how far my
-noble purpose will hold if it is weakened by any manner of delay.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray lived a day longer in the flimsiest air-castles that ever the
-vagrant winds blew through. In the evening Kane came back with his
-story.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, my dear young friend, you have certainly produced the despair of
-criticism in this extraordinary fiction of yours. I don’t wonder all the
-readers have been of so many minds about it. I only wonder that any one
-man could be of any one mind about it long <span class="pagenum"><a name="page_176" id="page_176">{176}</a></span>enough to get himself down
-on paper. In some respects it is the very worst thing I ever saw, and
-yet&mdash;and yet&mdash;it interested me, it held me to the end. I will make a
-confession; I will tell you the truth. I took the thing home, hoping to
-find justification in it for approaching a poor friend of mine who is in
-the publishing line, and making him believe that his interest lay in
-publishing it. But I could not bring myself to so simple an act of bad
-faith. I found I should have to say to my friend, ‘Here is a novel which
-might make your everlasting fortune, but most of the chances are against
-it. There are twenty chances that it will fail to one that it will
-succeed; just the average of failure and success in business life. You
-had better take it.’ Of course he would not take it, because he could
-not afford to add a special risk to the general business risk. You see?”</p>
-
-<p>“I see,” said Ray, but without the delight that a case so beautifully
-reasoned should bring to the logical mind. At the bottom of his heart,
-though he made such an outward show of fairness and impersonality, he
-was simply and selfishly emotional about his book. He could not enter
-into the humor of Kane’s dramatization of the case; he tacitly accused
-him of inconsistency, and possibly of envy and jealousy. It began to be
-as if it were Kane alone who was keeping his book from its chance with
-the public. This conception, which certainly appeared perverse to Ray at
-times, was at others entirely in harmony with one of several theories of
-the man. He had chilled Ray more than once by the cold cynicism of his
-opinions<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_177" id="page_177">{177}</a></span> concerning mankind at large; and now Ray asked himself why
-Kane’s cynicism should not characterize his behavior towards him, too.
-Such a man would find a delight in studying him in his defeat, and
-turning his misery into phrases and aphorisms.</p>
-
-<p>He was confirmed in his notion of Kane’s heartlessness by the strange
-behavior of Mr. Brandreth, who sent for his manuscript one morning,
-asking if he might keep it a few days, and then returned it the same
-day, with what Ray thought an insufficient explanation of the
-transaction. He proudly suffered a week under its inadequacy, and then
-he went to Mr. Brandreth, and asked him just what the affair meant; it
-seemed to him that he had a right to know.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth laughed in rather a shame-faced way. “I may as well make a
-clean breast of it. As I told you when we first met, I’ve been wanting
-to publish a novel for some time; and although I haven’t read yours, the
-plot attracted me, and I thought I would give it another chance&mdash;the
-best chance I could. I wanted to show it to a friend of yours&mdash;I suppose
-I may say friend, at least it was somebody that I thought would be
-prejudiced more in favor of it than against it; and I had made up my
-mind that if the person approved of it I would read it too, and if we
-agreed about it, I would get Mr. Chapley to risk it. But&mdash;I found that
-the person had read it.”</p>
-
-<p>“And didn’t like it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t say that, exactly.”</p>
-
-<p>“If it comes to that,” said Ray, with a bitter smile,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_178" id="page_178">{178}</a></span> “it doesn’t
-matter about the precise terms.” He could not speak for a moment; then
-he swallowed the choking lump in his throat, and offered Brandreth his
-hand. “Thank <i>you</i>, Mr. Brandreth! I’m sure <i>you’re</i> my friend; and I
-sha’n’t forget your kindness.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_179" id="page_179">{179}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXIII" id="XXIII"></a>XXIII.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> disappointment which Ray had to suffer would have been bad enough
-simply as the refusal of his book; with the hope raised in him and then
-crushed after the first great defeat, the trial was doubly bitter. It
-was a necessity of his suffering and his temperament to translate it
-into some sort of literary terms, and he now beguiled his enforced
-leisure by beginning several stories and poems involving his experience.
-One of the poems he carried so far that he felt the need of another eye
-on it to admire it and confirm him in his good opinion of it; he
-pretended that he wanted criticism, but he wanted praise. He would have
-liked to submit the poem to Kane; but he could not do this now, though
-the coldness between them was tacit, and they met as friends when they
-met. He had a vulgar moment when he thought it would be a fine revenge
-if he could make Kane listen to that passage of his poem which described
-the poet’s betrayal by a false friend, by the man who held his fate in
-his hand and coolly turned against him. Kane must feel the sting of
-self-reproach from this through all the disguises of time and place
-which wrapped it; but the vulgar moment passed, and Ray became disgusted
-with that part of his poem, and cut it out.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_180" id="page_180">{180}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>As it remained then, it was the pathetic story of a poet who comes up to
-some Oriental court with his song, but never gains a hearing, and dies
-neglected and unknown; he does not even achieve fame after death. Ray
-did not know why he chose an Oriental setting for his story, but perhaps
-it was because it removed it farther from the fact, and made it less
-recognizable. It would certainly lend itself more easily to illustration
-in that shape, if he could get some magazine to take it.</p>
-
-<p>When he decided that he could not show it to Kane, and dismissed a
-fleeting notion of Mr. Brandreth as impossible, he thought of Miss
-Hughes. He had in fact thought of her first of all, but he had to feign
-that he had not. There had lingered in his mind a discomfort concerning
-her which he would have removed much sooner if it had been the only
-discomfort there; mixed with his other troubles, his shame for having
-indelicately urged her to speak of his story when he saw her last, did
-not persist separately or incessantly. He had imagined scenes in which
-he repaired his error, but he had never really tried to do so. It was
-now available as a pretext for showing her his poem; he could make it
-lead on to that; but he did not own any such purpose to himself when he
-put the poem into his pocket and went to make his tardy excuses.</p>
-
-<p>The Hughes family were still at table when Denton let him into their
-apartment, and old Hughes came himself into the front room where Ray was
-provisionally shown, and asked him to join them.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_181" id="page_181">{181}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“My children thought that I was wanting in the finer hospitalities when
-you were here before, and I forced my superabundance of reasons upon
-you. I forget, sometimes, that no man ever directly persuaded me, in my
-eagerness to have people think as I do. Will you show that you have
-forgiven me by eating salt with us?”</p>
-
-<p>“There is a little potato to eat it on, Mr. Ray,” Mrs. Denton called
-gayly from the dining-room; and as Ray appeared there, Peace rose and
-set a plate for him next the old man. In front were the twins in high
-chairs, one on each side of their father, who from time to time put a
-knife or fork or cup and saucer beyond their reach, and left them to
-drub the table with nothing more offensive than their little soft fists.</p>
-
-<p>There were not only potatoes, but some hot biscuits too, and there was
-tea. Ray had often sat down to no better meal at his father’s table, and
-he thought it good enough, even after several years’ sophistication in
-cities.</p>
-
-<p>“There was to have been steak,” Mrs. Denton went on, with a teasing look
-at her husband, “but Ansel saw something on the way home which took away
-his appetite so completely that he thought we wouldn’t want any steak.”</p>
-
-<p>Hughes began to fill himself with the tea and biscuit and potatoes, and
-he asked vaguely, “What did he see?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, merely a family that had been put out on the sidewalk for their
-rent. I think that after this, when<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_182" id="page_182">{182}</a></span> Ansel won’t come home by the
-Elevated, he ought to walk up on the west side, so that he can get some
-good from the exercise. He won’t see families set out on the sidewalk in
-Fifth Avenue.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray laughed with her at her joke, and Peace smiled with a deprecating
-glance at Denton. Hughes paid no heed to what they were saying, and
-Denton said: “The more we see and feel the misery around us, the better.
-If we shut our eyes to it, and live in luxury ourselves”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I don’t call salt and potatoes luxury,” exactly, said his wife.</p>
-
-<p>Denton remained darkly silent a moment, and then began to laugh with the
-helplessness of a melancholy man when something breaks through his
-sadness. “I should like to see a family set out on Fifth Avenue for back
-rent,” he said, and he laughed on; and then he fell suddenly silent
-again.</p>
-
-<p>Ray said, for whatever relief it could give the situation, that it was
-some comfort to realize that the cases of distress which one saw were
-not always genuine. He told of a man who had begged of him at a certain
-point that morning, and then met him a few minutes later, and asked alms
-again on the ground that he had never begged before in his life. “I
-recalled myself to him, and he apologized handsomely, and gave me his
-blessing.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did he look as if he had got rich begging?” Denton asked.</p>
-
-<p>“No; he looked as if he could have got a great deal richer working,” Ray
-answered, neatly.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_183" id="page_183">{183}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Denton laughed, but her laugh did not give him the pleasure it
-would have done if Peace had not remained looking seriously at him.</p>
-
-<p>“You think so,” Denton returned. “How much should you say the average
-laboring-man with a family could save out of his chances of wages?”</p>
-
-<p>Hughes caught at the word save, and emerged with it from his revery.
-“Frugality is one of the vices we must hope to abolish. It is one of the
-lowest forms of selfishness, which can only be defended by reference to
-the state of Ishmaelitism in which we live.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but surely, father,” Mrs. Denton mocked, “you want street beggars
-to save, don’t you, so they can have something to retire on?”</p>
-
-<p>“No; let them take their chance with the rest,” said the old man, with
-an imperfect hold of her irony.</p>
-
-<p>“There are so many of them,” Ray suggested, “they couldn’t all hope to
-retire on a competency. I never go out without meeting one.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish there were more,” said Denton, passionately. “I wish they would
-swarm up from their cellars and garrets into all the comfortable streets
-of the town, till every rich man’s door-step had a beggar on it, to show
-him what his wealth was based on.”</p>
-
-<p>“It wouldn’t avail,” Hughes replied. “All that is mere sentimentality.
-The rich man would give to the first two or three, and then he would
-begin to realize that if he gave continually he would beggar himself. He
-would harden his heart; he would know, as he does now, that he must not
-take the chance of suffer<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_184" id="page_184">{184}</a></span>ing for himself and his family by relieving
-the suffering of others. He could put it on the highest moral ground.”</p>
-
-<p>“In the Family,” said Peace, speaking for the first time, “there was no
-chance of suffering.”</p>
-
-<p>“No. But the community saved itself from chance by shutting out the rest
-of the world. It was selfish, too. The Family must include the whole
-world,” said her father. “There is a passage bearing upon that point in
-what I have been writing to-day. I will just read a part of it.”</p>
-
-<p>He pushed back his chair, but Peace said, “I’ll get your manuscript,
-father,” and brought it to him.</p>
-
-<p>The passage was a long one, and Hughes read it all with an author’s
-unsparing zest. At that rate Ray saw no hope of being able to read his
-poem, and he felt it out of taste for Hughes to take up the time. When
-he ended at last and left the table, Peace began to clear it away, while
-Mrs. Denton sat hearing herself talk and laugh. The twins had fallen
-asleep in their chairs, and she let their father carry them off and
-bestow them in the adjoining room. As he took them tenderly up from
-their chairs, he pressed his face close upon their little slumbering
-faces, and mumbled their fingers with his bearded lips. The sight of his
-affection impressed Ray, even in the preoccupation of following the
-movements of Peace, as she kept about her work.</p>
-
-<p>“Is he as homesick as ever?” Ray asked Mrs. Denton, when he was gone.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_185" id="page_185">{185}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Yes; he’s worse,” she answered lightly. “He hasn’t got father’s faith
-in the millennium to keep him up. He would like to go back to-morrow, if
-there was anything to go back to.”</p>
-
-<p>Peace halted a moment in her passing to and fro, and said, as if in
-deprecation of any slight or censure that her sister’s words might seem
-to imply: “He sees a great many discouraging things. They’re doing so
-much now by process, and unless an engraver has a great deal of talent,
-and can do the best kind of work, there’s very little work for him.
-Ansel has seen so many of them lose their work by the new inventions.
-What seems so bad to him is that these processes really make better
-pictures than the common engravers can, and yet they make life worse. He
-never did believe that an artist ought to get a living by his art.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then I don’t see why he objects to the new processes,” said Ray, with
-the heartlessness which so easily passes for wit. Peace looked at him
-with grave surprise.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Denton laughed over the cat which had got up in her lap. “That’s
-what I tell him. But it doesn’t satisfy him.”</p>
-
-<p>“You know,” said the younger sister, with a reproach in her tone, which
-brought Ray sensibly under condemnation, too, “that he means that art
-must be free before it can be true, and that there can be no freedom
-where there is the fear of want.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said Mrs. Denton, turning her head for a new effect of the
-sleeping cat, “there was no fear of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_186" id="page_186">{186}</a></span> want in the Family; but there
-wasn’t much art, either.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray was tempted to laugh, but he wanted above all to read his poem, and
-to lead up to it without delay, and he denied himself the pleasure of a
-giggle with Mrs. Denton. “I suppose,” he said, “the experiment of
-emancipation is tried on too small a scale in a community.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is what father thinks,” said Peace. “That is why he wants the
-whole world to be free.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Ray, aware of a relenting in her towards himself; and he
-added, with apparent inconsequence: “Perhaps it would help forward the
-time for it if every artist could express his feeling about it, or
-represent it somehow.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see exactly how they could in a picture or a statue,” said Mrs.
-Denton.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” Ray assented from the blind alley where he had unexpectedly
-brought up. He broke desperately from it, and said, more toward Peace
-than toward her sister, “I have been trying to turn my own little
-disappointment into poetry. You know,” he added, “that Chapley &amp; Co.
-have declined my book?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” she admitted, with a kind of shyness.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder,” and here Ray took the manuscript out of his pocket, “whether
-you would let me read you some passages of my poem.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Denton assented eagerly, and Peace less eagerly, but with an
-interest that was enough for him. Before he began to read, Mrs. Denton
-said a number<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_187" id="page_187">{187}</a></span> of things that seemed suddenly to have accumulated in her
-mind, mostly irrelevant; she excused herself for leaving the room, and
-begged Ray to wait till she came back. Several times during the reading
-she escaped and returned; the poet finished in one of her absences.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_188" id="page_188">{188}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXIV" id="XXIV"></a>XXIV.</h2>
-
-<p>“<span class="smcap">You</span> see,” Ray said, “it’s merely a fragment.” He wiped the perspiration
-from his forehead.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course,” the girl answered, with a sigh. “Isn’t disappointment
-always fragmentary?” she asked, sadly.</p>
-
-<p>“How do you mean?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, happiness is like something complete; and disappointment like
-something broken off, to me. A story that ends well seems rounded; and
-one that ends badly leaves you waiting, as you do just after some one
-dies.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is that why you didn’t like my story?” Ray asked, imprudently. He added
-quickly, at an embarrassment which came into her face, “Oh, I didn’t
-mean to add to my offence! I came here partly to excuse it. I was too
-persistent the other night.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I was. I had no right to an opinion from you. I knew it at the
-time, but I couldn’t help it. You were right to refuse. But you can tell
-me how my poem strikes you. It isn’t offered for publication!”</p>
-
-<p>He hoped that she would praise some passages that he thought fine; but
-she began to speak of the motive, and he saw that she had not missed
-anything, that she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_189" id="page_189">{189}</a></span> had perfectly seized his intention. She talked to
-him of it as if it were the work of some one else, and he said
-impulsively, “If I had you to criticise my actions beforehand, I should
-not be so apt to make a fool of myself.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Denton came back. “I ran off toward the last. I didn’t want to be
-here when Peace began to criticise. She’s so severe.”</p>
-
-<p>“She hasn’t been at all severe this time,” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see how she could be,” Mrs. Denton returned. “All that I heard
-was splendid.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s merely a fragment,” said Ray, with grave satisfaction in her
-flattery.</p>
-
-<p>“You must finish it, and read us the rest of it.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray looked at Peace, and something in her face made him say, “I shall
-never finish it; it isn’t worth it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did Peace say that?”</p>
-
-<p>“No.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Denton laughed. “That’s just like Peace. She makes other people say
-the disagreeable things she thinks about them.”</p>
-
-<p>“What a mysterious power!” said Ray. “Is it hypnotic suggestion?”</p>
-
-<p>He spoke lightly toward Peace, but her sister answered: “Oh, we’re full
-of mysteries in this house. Did you know that my husband had a Voice?”</p>
-
-<p>“A voice! Is a voice mysterious?”</p>
-
-<p>“This one is. It’s an internal Voice. It tells him what to do.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_190" id="page_190">{190}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, like the demon of Socrates.”</p>
-
-<p>“I <i>hope</i> it isn’t a demon!” said Mrs. Denton.</p>
-
-<p>“That depends upon what it tells him to do,” said Ray. “In Socrates’ day
-a familiar spirit could be a demon without being at all bad. How proud
-you must be to have a thing like that in the family!”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know. It has its inconveniences, sometimes. When it tells him
-to do what we don’t want him to,” said Mrs. Denton.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, but think of the compensations!” Ray urged. “Why, it’s equal to a
-ghost.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose it is a kind of ghost,” said Mrs. Denton, and Ray fancied she
-had the pride we all feel in any alliance, direct or indirect, with the
-supernatural. “Do you believe in dreams?” she asked abruptly.</p>
-
-<p>“Bad ones, I do,” said Ray. “We always expect bad dreams and dark
-presentiments to come true, don’t we!”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know. My husband does. He has a Dream as well as a Voice.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, indeed!” said Ray; and he added: “I see. The Voice is the one he
-talks with in his sleep.”</p>
-
-<p>The flippant suggestion amused Mrs. Denton; but a shadow of pain came
-over Peace’s face, that made Ray wish to get away from the mystery he
-had touched; she might be a believer in it, or ashamed of it.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder,” he added, “why we never expect our day-dreams to come true?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_191" id="page_191">{191}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps because they’re never bad ones&mdash;because we know we’re just
-making them,” said Mrs. Denton.</p>
-
-<p>“It must be that! But, do we always make them? Sometimes my day-dreams
-seem to make themselves, and they keep on doing it so long that they
-tire me to death. They’re perfect daymares.”</p>
-
-<p>“How awful! The only way would be to go to sleep, if you wanted to get
-rid of them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; and that isn’t so easy as waking up. Anybody can wake up; a man
-can wake up to go to execution; but it takes a very happy man to go to
-sleep.”</p>
-
-<p>The recognition of this fact reminded Ray that he was himself a very
-unhappy man; he had forgotten it for the time.</p>
-
-<p>“He might go into society and get rid of them that way,” Mrs. Denton
-suggested, with an obliquity which he was too simply masculine to
-perceive. “I suppose you go into society a good deal, Mr. Ray?”</p>
-
-<p>Peace made a little movement as of remonstrance, but she did not speak,
-and Ray answered willingly: “<i>I</i> go into society? I have been inside of
-just one house&mdash;or flat&mdash;besides this, since I came to New York.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why!” said Mrs. Denton.</p>
-
-<p>She seemed to be going to say something more, but she stopped at a look
-from her sister, and left Ray free to so on or not, as he chose. He told
-them it was Mr. Brandreth’s flat he had been in; at some little hints of
-curiosity from Mrs. Denton, he described it to her.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_192" id="page_192">{192}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I have some letters from people in Midland, but I haven’t presented
-them yet,” he added at the end. “The Brandreths are all I know of
-society.”</p>
-
-<p>“They’re much more than we know. Well, it seems like fairyland,” said
-Mrs. Denton, in amiable self-derision. “I used to think that was the way
-we should live when we left the Family. I suppose there are people in
-New York that would think it was like fairyland to live like us, and not
-all in one room. Ansel is always preaching that when I grumble.”</p>
-
-<p>The cat sprang up into her lap, and she began to smooth its long flank,
-and turn her head from side to side, admiring its enjoyment.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” Ray said, “whatever we do, we are pretty sure to be sorry we
-didn’t do something else.”</p>
-
-<p>He was going to lead up to his own disappointments by this commonplace,
-but Mrs. Denton interposed.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’m not sorry we left the Family, if that’s what you mean. There’s
-some chance, here, and there everything went by rule; you had your share
-of the work, and you knew just what you had to expect every day. I used
-to say I wished something <i>wrong</i> would happen, just so as to have
-<i>something</i> happen. I believe it was more than half that that got father
-out, too,” she said, with a look at her sister.</p>
-
-<p>“I thought,” said Ray, “but perhaps I didn’t understand him, that your
-father wanted to make the world over on the image of your community.”</p>
-
-<p>“I guess he wanted to have the fun of chancing it, too,” said Mrs.
-Denton. “Of course he wants to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_193" id="page_193">{193}</a></span> make the world over, but he has a pretty
-good time as it is; and I’m glad of all I did and said to get him into
-it. He had no chance to bring his ideas to bear on it in the Family.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then it was you who got him out of the community,” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“I did my best,” said Mrs. Denton. “But I can’t say I did it,
-altogether.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did you help?” he asked Peace.</p>
-
-<p>“I wished father to do what he thought was right. He had been doubtful
-about the life there for a good while&mdash;whether it was really doing
-anything for humanity.”</p>
-
-<p>She used the word with no sense of cant in it; Ray could perceive that.</p>
-
-<p>“And do you ever wish you were back in the Family?”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Denton called out joyously: “Why, there is no Family to be back in,
-I’m thankful to say! Didn’t you know that?”</p>
-
-<p>“I forgot.” Ray smiled, as he pursued, “Well, if there was one to be
-back in, would you like to be there, Miss Hughes?”</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t tell,” she answered, with a trouble in her voice. “When I’m not
-feeling very strong or well, I should. And when I see so many people
-struggling so hard here, and failing after all they do, I wish they
-could be where there was no failure, and no danger of it. In the Family
-we were safe, and we hadn’t any care.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_194" id="page_194">{194}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“We hadn’t any choice, either,” said her sister.</p>
-
-<p>“What choice has a man who doesn’t know where the next day’s work is
-coming from?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray looked round to find that Denton had entered behind them from the
-room where he had been, and was sitting beside the window apparently
-listening to their talk. There was something uncanny in the fact of his
-unknown presence, though neither of the sisters seemed to feel it.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, you’re there,” said Mrs. Denton, without turning from her cat.
-“Well, I suppose that’s a question that must come home to you more and
-more. Did you ever hear of such a dreadful predicament as my husband’s
-in, Mr. Ray? He’s just hit on an invention that’s going to make us rich,
-and throw all the few remaining engravers out of work, when he gets it
-finished.” Her husband’s face clouded, but she went on: “His only hope
-is that the invention will turn out a failure. You don’t have any such
-complications in your work, do you, Mr. Ray?”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Ray, thinking what a good situation the predicament would be,
-in a story. “If they had taken my novel, and published an edition of
-fifty thousand, I don’t see how it could have reduced a single author to
-penury. But I don’t believe I could resist the advances of a publisher,
-even if I knew it might throw authors out of work right and left. I
-could support their families till they got something to do.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, you might do that, Ansel,” his wife suggested, with a slanting
-smile at him. “I only hope<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_195" id="page_195">{195}</a></span> we may have the opportunity. But probably it
-will be as hard to get a process accepted as a book.”</p>
-
-<p>“That hasn’t anything to do with the question,” Denton broke out. “The
-question is whether a man ought not to kill his creative thought as he
-would a snake, if he sees that there is any danger of its taking away
-work another man lives by. That is what I look at.”</p>
-
-<p>“And father,” said Mrs. Denton, whimsically, “is so high-principled that
-he won’t let us urge on the millenium by having pandemonium first. If we
-were allowed to do that, Ansel might quiet his conscience by reflecting
-that the more men he threw out of work, the sooner the good time would
-come. I don’t see why that isn’t a good plan, and it would work in so
-nicely with what we want to do. Just make everything so bad people
-cannot bear it, and then they will rise up in their might and make it
-better for themselves. Don’t you think so, Mr. Ray?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I don’t know,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>All this kind of thinking and feeling, which was a part and parcel of
-these people’s daily life, was alien to his habit of mind. He grasped it
-feebly and reluctantly, without the power or the wish to follow it to
-conclusions, whether it was presented ironically by Mrs. Denton, or with
-a fanatical sincerity by her husband.</p>
-
-<p>“No, no! That won’t do,” Denton said. “I have tried to see that as a
-possible thoroughfare; but it isn’t possible. If we were dealing with
-statistics it would do; but it’s men we’re dealing with: men like<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_196" id="page_196">{196}</a></span>
-ourselves that have women and children dependent on them.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am glad to hear you say that, Ansel,” Peace said, gently.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” he returned, bitterly, “whichever way I turn, the way is barred.
-My hands are tied, whatever I try to do. Some one must be responsible.
-Some one must atone. Who shall it be?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said Mrs. Denton, with a look of comic resignation, “it seems to
-be a pretty personal thing, after all, in spite of father’s philosophy.
-I always supposed that when we came into the world we should have an
-election, and vote down all these difficulties by an overwhelming
-majority.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray quoted, musingly:</p>
-
-<div class="poetry">
-<div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
-<span class="i0">“The world is out of joint:&mdash;O cursed spite!<br /></span>
-<span class="i1">That ever I was born to set it right!”<br /></span>
-</div></div>
-</div>
-
-<p>“Yes? Who says that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Hamlet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh yes. Well, I feel just exactly as Ham does about it.”</p>
-
-<p>Denton laughed wildly out at her saucy drolling, and she said, as if his
-mirth somehow vexed her, “I should think if you’re so much troubled by
-that hard question of yours, you would get your Voice to say something.”</p>
-
-<p>Her husband rose, and stood looking down, while a knot gathered between
-his gloomy eyes. Then he turned and left the room without answering
-her.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_197" id="page_197">{197}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>She sent a laugh after him. “Sometimes,” she said to the others, “the
-Voice doesn’t know any better than the rest of us.”</p>
-
-<p>Peace remained looking gravely at her a moment, and then she followed
-Denton out of the room.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Denton began to ask Ray about Mrs. Brandreth and Mrs. Chapley,
-pressing him with questions as to what kind of people they really were,
-and whether they were proud; she wondered why they had never come to
-call upon her. It would all have been a little vulgar if it had not been
-so childlike and simple. Ray was even touched by it when he thought that
-the chief concern of these ladies was to find out from him just what
-sort of crank her father was, and to measure his influence for evil on
-Mr. Chapley.</p>
-
-<p>At the same time he heard Peace talking to Denton in a tone of entreaty
-and pacification. She staid so long that Ray had risen to go when she
-came back. He had hoped for a moment alone with her at parting, so that
-he might renew in better form the excuses that he pretended he had come
-to make. But the presence of her sister took all the seriousness and
-delicacy from them; he had to make a kind of joke of them; and he could
-not tell her at all of the mysterious message from Mr. Brandreth about
-the friend to whom he wished to submit his book, and of the final pang
-of disappointment which its immediate return had given him. He had meant
-that she should say something to comfort him for this, but he had to
-forego his intended consolation.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_198" id="page_198">{198}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXV" id="XXV"></a>XXV.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Ray</span> had no doubt that Kane was the court of final resort which the case
-against his novel had been appealed to, and he thought it hard that he
-should have refused to give it a last chance, or even to look at it
-again. Surely it was not so contemptible as that, so hopelessly bad that
-a man who seemed his friend could remember nothing in it that would make
-it valuable in a second reading. If the fault were not in the book, then
-it must be in the friend, and Ray renounced old Kane by every means he
-could command. He could not make it an open question; he could only
-treat him more and more coldly, and trust to Kane’s latent sense of
-guilt for the justification of his behavior. But Kane was either so
-hardened, or else regarded his own action as so venial, or perhaps
-believed it so right, that he did not find Ray’s coldness intelligible.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear young friend,” he frankly asked, “is there anything between us
-but our disparity of years? That existed from the first moment of our
-acquaintance. I have consoled myself at times with the notion of our
-continuing together in an exemplary friendship, you growing older and
-wiser, and I younger and less wise, if possible, like two Swedenborgian
-spirits in the final state. But evidently something has happened to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_199" id="page_199">{199}</a></span>
-tinge our amity with a grudge in your mind. Do you object to saying just
-what property in me has imparted this unpleasant discoloration to it?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray was ashamed to say, or rather unable. He answered that nothing was
-the matter, and that he did not know what Kane meant. He was obliged to
-prove this by a show of cordiality, which he began perhaps to feel when
-he reasoned away his first resentment. Kane had acted quite within his
-rights, and if there was to be any such thing as honest criticism, the
-free censure of a friend must be suffered and even desired. He said this
-to himself quite heroically; he tried hard to be ruled by a truth so
-obvious.</p>
-
-<p>In other things his adversity demoralized him, for a time. He ceased to
-live in the future, as youth does and should do; he lived carelessly and
-wastefully in the present. With nothing in prospect, it was no longer
-important how his time or money went; he did not try to save either. He
-never finished his poem, and he did not attempt anything else.</p>
-
-<p>In the midst of his listlessness and disoccupation there came a letter
-from Hanks Brothers asking if he could not give a little more social
-gossip in his correspondence for the <i>Echo</i>; they reminded him that
-there was nothing people liked so much as personalities. Ray scornfully
-asked himself, How should he, who knew only the outsides of houses,
-supply social gossip, even if he had been willing? He made a sarcastic
-reply to Hanks Brothers, intimating his readiness to relinquish the
-correspondence if it were not to their<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_200" id="page_200">{200}</a></span> taste; and they took him at his
-word, and wrote that they would hereafter make use of a syndicate
-letter.</p>
-
-<p>It had needed this blow to rouse him from his reckless despair. If he
-were defeated now, it would be in the face of all the friends who had
-believed in him and expected success of him. His motive was not high; it
-was purely egoistic at the best; but he did not know this; he had a
-sense of virtue in sending his book off to a Boston publisher without
-undoing the inner wrappings in which the last New York publisher had
-returned it.</p>
-
-<p>Then he went round to ask Mr. Brandreth if he knew of any literary or
-clerical or manual work he could get to do. The industrial fury which
-has subdued a continent, and brought it under the hard American hand,
-wrought in him, according to his quality, and he was not only willing
-but eager to sacrifice the scruples of delicacy he had in appealing to a
-man whom he had sought first on such different terms. His only question
-was how to get his business quickly, clearly, and fully before him.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth received him with a gayety that put this quite out of his
-mind; and he thought the publisher was going to tell him that he had
-decided, after all, to accept his novel.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Mr. Ray,” Mr. Brandreth called out at sight of him, “I was just
-sending a note to you! Sit down a moment, won’t you? The editor of
-<i>Every Evening</i> was in here just now, and he happened to say he wished
-he knew some one who could make him a syn<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_201" id="page_201">{201}</a></span>opsis of a rather important
-book he’s had an advanced copy of from the other side. It’s likely to be
-of particular interest in connection with Coquelin’s visit; it’s a study
-of French comic acting from Molière down; and I happened to think of
-you. You know French?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, yes, thank you&mdash;to read. You’re very kind, Mr. Brandreth, to think
-of me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, not at all! I didn’t know whether you ever did the kind of thing
-the <i>Every Evening</i> wants, or whether you were not too busy; but I
-thought I’d drop an anchor to windward for you, on the chance that you
-might like to do it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should like very much to do it; and”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tell you why I did it,” Mr. Brandreth interrupted, radiantly. “I
-happened to know they’re making a change in the literary department of
-the <i>Every Evening</i>, and I thought that if this bit of work would let
-you show your hand&mdash;See?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; and I’m everlastingly”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all, not at all!” Mr. Brandreth opened the letter he was
-holding, and gave Ray a note that it inclosed. “That’s an introduction
-to the editor of the <i>Every Evening</i>, and you’ll strike him at the
-office about now, if you’d like to see him.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray caught with rapture the hand Mr. Brandreth offered him. “I don’t
-know what to say to you, but I’m extremely obliged. I’ll go at once.” He
-started to the door, and turned. “I hope Mrs. Brandreth is well,
-and&mdash;and&mdash;the baby?”</p>
-
-<p>“Splendidly. I shall want to have you up there<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_202" id="page_202">{202}</a></span> again as soon as we can
-manage it. Why haven’t you been at Mrs. Chapley’s? Didn’t you get her
-card?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; but I haven’t been very good company of late. I didn’t want to
-have it generally known.”</p>
-
-<p>“I understand. Well, now you must cheer up. Good-by, and good luck to
-you!”</p>
-
-<p>All the means of conveyance were too slow for Ray’s eagerness, and he
-walked. On his way down to that roaring and seething maelstrom of
-business, whose fierce currents swept all round the <i>Every Evening</i>
-office, he painted his future as critic of the journal with minute
-detail; he had died chief owner and had his statue erected to his memory
-in Park Square before he crossed that space and plunged into one of the
-streets beyond.</p>
-
-<p>He was used to newspaper offices, and he was not surprised to find the
-editorial force of the <i>Every Evening</i> housed in a series of dens,
-opening one beyond the other till the last, with the chief in it, looked
-down on the street from which he climbed. He thought it all fit enough,
-for the present; but, while he still dwelt in the future, and before the
-office-boy had taken his letter from him to the chief, he swiftly flung
-up a building for the <i>Every Evening</i> as lofty and as ugly as any of the
-many-storied towers that rose about the frantic neighborhood. He
-blundered upon two other writers before he reached the chief; one of
-them looked up from his desk, and roared at him in unintelligible
-affliction; the other simply wagged his head, without lifting it, in the
-direction of the final room, where Ray<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_203" id="page_203">{203}</a></span> found himself sitting beside the
-editor-in-chief, without well knowing how he got there. The editor did
-not seem to know either, or to care that he was there, for some time; he
-kept on looking at this thing and that thing on the table before him; at
-everything but the letter Ray had sent in. When he did take that up he
-did not look at Ray; and while he talked with him he scarcely glanced at
-him; there were moments when he seemed to forget there was anybody
-there; and Ray’s blood began to burn with a sense of personal indignity.
-He wished to go away, and leave the editor to find him gone at his
-leisure; but he felt bound to Mr. Brandreth, and he staid. At last the
-editor took up a book from the litter of newspapers and manuscripts
-before him, and said:</p>
-
-<p>“What we want is a rapid and attractive <i>résumé</i> of this book, with
-particular reference to Coquelin and his place on the stage and in art.
-No one else has the book yet, and we expect to use the article from it
-in our Saturday edition. See what you can do with it, and bring it here
-by ten to-morrow. You can run from one to two thousand words&mdash;not over
-two.”</p>
-
-<p>He handed Ray the book and turned so definitively to his papers and
-letters again that Ray had no choice but to go. He left with the editor
-a self-respectful parting salutation, which the editor evidently had no
-use for, and no one showed a consciousness of him, not even the
-office-boy, as he went out.</p>
-
-<p>He ground his teeth in resentment, but he resolved to take his revenge
-by making literature of that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_204" id="page_204">{204}</a></span> <i>résumé</i>, and compelling the attention of
-the editor to him through his work. He lost no time in setting about it;
-he began to read the book at once, and he had planned his article from
-it before he reached his hotel. He finished it before he slept, and he
-went to bed as the first milkman sent his wail through the street below.
-His heart had worked itself free of its bitterness, and seemed to have
-imparted its lightness to the little paper, which he was not ashamed of
-even when he read it after he woke from the short rest he suffered
-himself. He was sure that the editor of <i>Every Evening</i> must feel the
-touch which he knew he had imparted to it, and he made his way to him
-with none of the perturbation, if none of the romantic interest of the
-day before.</p>
-
-<p>The editor took the long slips which Ray had written his copy on, and
-struck them open with his right hand while he held them with his left.</p>
-
-<p>“Why the devil,” he demanded, “don’t you write a better hand?” Before
-Ray could formulate an answer, he shouted again, “Why the devil don’t
-you begin with a <i>fact</i>?”</p>
-
-<p>He paid no heed to the defence which the hurt author-pride of the young
-fellow spurred him to make, but went on reading the article through.
-When he had finished he threw it down and drew toward him a narrow book
-like a check-book, and wrote in it, and then tore out the page, and gave
-it to Ray. It was an order on the counting-room for fifteen dollars.</p>
-
-<p>Ray had a weak moment of rage in which he wished<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_205" id="page_205">{205}</a></span> to tear it up and
-fling it in the editor’s face. But he overcame himself and put the order
-in his pocket. He vowed never to use it, even to save himself from
-starving, but he kept it because he was ashamed to do otherwise. Even
-when the editor at the sound of his withdrawal called out, without
-looking round, “What is your address?” he told him; but this time he
-wasted no parting salutations upon him.</p>
-
-<p>The hardest part was now to make his acknowledgments to Mr. Brandreth,
-without letting him know how little his personal interest in the matter
-had availed. He succeeded in keeping everything from him but the fact
-that his work had been accepted, and Mr. Brandreth was delighted.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, that’s first-rate, as far as it goes, and I believe it’s going to
-lead to something permanent. You’ll be the literary man of <i>Every
-Evening</i> yet; and I understand the paper’s making its way. It’s a good
-thing to be connected with; thoroughly clean and decent, and yet
-lively.”</p>
-
-<p>Though Ray hid his wrath from Mr. Brandreth, because it seemed due to
-his kindness, he let it break out before Kane, whom he found dining
-alone at his hotel that evening when he came down from his room.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know whether I ought to sit down with you,” he began, when Kane
-begged him to share his table. “I’ve just been through the greatest
-humiliation I’ve had yet. It’s so thick on me that I’m afraid some of it
-will come off. And it wasn’t my fault, either; it was my misfortune.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_206" id="page_206">{206}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“We can bear to suffer for our misfortunes,” said Kane, dreamily. “To
-suffer for our faults would be intolerable, because then we couldn’t
-preserve our self-respect. Don’t you see? But the consciousness that our
-anguish is undeserved is consoling; it’s even flattering.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sorry to deprive you of a <i>Hard Saying</i>, if that’s one, but my
-facts are against you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, but facts must always yield to reasons,” Kane began.</p>
-
-<p>Ray would not be stopped. But he suddenly caught the humorous aspect of
-his adventure with the editor of <i>Every Evening</i>, and gave it with
-artistic zest. He did not spare his ridiculous hopes or his ridiculous
-pangs.</p>
-
-<p>From time to time Kane said, at some neat touch: “Oh, good!” “Very
-good!” “Capital!” “Charming, charming!” When Ray stopped, he drew a long
-breath, and sighed out: “Yes, I know the man. He’s not a bad fellow.
-He’s a very good fellow.”</p>
-
-<p>“A good fellow?” Ray demanded. “Why did he behave like a brute, then?
-He’s the only man who’s been rude to me in New York. Why couldn’t he
-have shown me the same courtesy that all the publishers have? Every one
-of them has behaved decently, though none of them, confound them! wanted
-my book.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah,” said Kane, “his conditions were different. They had all some
-little grace of leisure, and according to your report he had none. I
-don’t know a more<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_207" id="page_207">{207}</a></span> pathetic picture than you’ve drawn of him, trying to
-grasp all those details of his work, and yet seize a new one. It’s
-frightful. Don’t you feel the pathos of it?”</p>
-
-<p>“No man ought to place himself in conditions where he has to deny
-himself the amenities of life,” Ray persisted, and he felt that he had
-made a point, and languaged it well. “He’s to blame if he does.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no man willingly places himself in hateful or injurious
-conditions,” said Kane. “He is pushed into them, or they grow up about
-him through the social action. He’s what they shape him to, and when
-he’s taken his shape from circumstances, he knows instinctively that he
-won’t fit into others. So he stays put. You would say that the editor of
-<i>Every Evening</i> ought to forsake his conditions at any cost, and go
-somewhere else and be a civilized man; but he couldn’t do that without
-breaking himself in pieces and putting himself together again. Why did I
-never go back to my own past? I look over my life in New York, and it is
-chiefly tiresome and futile in the retrospect; I couldn’t really say why
-I’ve staid here. I don’t expect anything of it, and yet I can’t leave
-it. The <i>Every Evening</i> man does expect a great deal of his conditions;
-he expects success, and I understand he’s getting it. But he didn’t
-place himself in his conditions in any dramatic way, and he couldn’t
-dramatically break with them. They may be gradually detached from him
-and then he may slowly change. Of course there are signal cases of
-renunciation.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_208" id="page_208">{208}</a></span> People have abdicated thrones and turned monks; but
-they’ve not been common, and I dare say, if the whole truth could be
-known, they have never been half the men they were before, or become
-just the saints they intended to be. If you’ll take the most
-extraordinary instance of modern times, or of all times&mdash;if you’ll take
-Tolstoï himself, you’ll see how impossible it is for a man to rid
-himself of his environment. Tolstoï believes unquestionably in a life of
-poverty and toil and trust; but he has not been able to give up his
-money; he is defended against want by the usual gentlemanly sources of
-income; and he lives a ghastly travesty of his unfulfilled design. He’s
-a monumental warning of the futility of any individual attempt to escape
-from conditions. That’s what I tell my dear old friend Chapley, who’s
-quite Tolstoï mad, and wants to go into the country and simplify
-himself.”</p>
-
-<p>“Does he, really?” Ray asked, with a smile.</p>
-
-<p>“Why not? Tolstoï convinces your reason and touches your heart. There’s
-no flaw in his logic and no falsity in his sentiment. I think that if
-Tolstoï had not become a leader, he would have had a multitude of
-followers.”</p>
-
-<p>The perfection of his paradox afforded Kane the highest pleasure. He
-laughed out his joy in it, and clapped Ray on the shoulder, and provoked
-him to praise it, and was so frankly glad of having made it that all
-Ray’s love of him came back.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_209" id="page_209">{209}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXVI" id="XXVI"></a>XXVI.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">From</span> one phase of his experience with his story, Ray took a hint, and
-made bold to ask Mr. Brandreth if he could not give him some manuscripts
-to read; he had rather a fancy for playing the part of some other man’s
-destiny since he could have so little to do with deciding his own.
-Chapley &amp; Co. had not much work of that kind to give, but they turned
-over a number of novels to him, and he read them with a jealous
-interest; he wished first of all to find whether other people were
-writing better novels than his, and he hoped to find that they were not.
-Mostly, they really were not, and they cumulatively strengthened him
-against an impulse which he had more than once had to burn his
-manuscript. From certain of the novels he read he got instruction both
-of a positive and negative kind; for it was part of his business to look
-at their construction, and he never did this without mentally revising
-the weak points of his story, and considering how he could repair them.</p>
-
-<p>There was not a great deal of money in this work; but Ray got ten or
-fifteen dollars for reading a manuscript and rendering an opinion of it,
-and kept himself from the depravation of waiting for the turn of the
-cards. He waited for nothing; he worked contin<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_210" id="page_210">{210}</a></span>ually, and he filled up
-the intervals of the work that was given to him with work that he made
-for himself. He wrote all sorts of things,&mdash;essays, stories, sketches,
-poems,&mdash;and sent them about to the magazines and the weekly newspapers
-and the syndicates. When the editors were long in reporting upon them,
-he went and asked for a decision; and in audacious moments he carried
-his manuscript to them, and tried to surprise an instant judgment from
-them. This, if it were in the case of a poem, or a very short sketch, he
-could sometimes get; and it was usually adverse, as it usually was in
-the case of the things he sent them by mail. They were nowhere unkindly;
-they were often sympathetic, and suggested that what was not exactly
-adapted to their publications might be adapted to the publication of a
-fellow-editor; they were willing to sacrifice one another in his behalf.
-They did not always refuse his contributions. Kane, who witnessed his
-struggles at this period with an interest which he declared truly
-paternal, was much struck by the fact that Ray’s failures and successes
-exactly corresponded to those of business men; that is, he failed
-ninety-five times out of a hundred to get his material printed. His
-effort was not of the vast range suggested by these numbers; he had a
-few manuscripts that were refused many times over, and made up the large
-sum of his rejections by the peculiar disfavor that followed them.</p>
-
-<p>Besides these regular attacks on the literary periodicals, Ray carried
-on guerilla operations of several sorts. He sold jokes at two dollars
-apiece to the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_211" id="page_211">{211}</a></span> comic papers; it sometimes seemed low for jokes, but the
-papers paid as much for a poor joke as a good one, and the market was
-steady. He got rather more for jokes that were ordered of him, as when
-an editor found himself in possession of an extremely amusing
-illustration without obvious meaning. He developed a facility wholly
-unexpected to himself in supplying the meaning for a picture of this
-kind; if it were a cartoon, he had the courage to ask as much as five
-dollars for his point.</p>
-
-<p>A mere accident opened up another field of industry to him, when one day
-a gentleman halted him at the foot of the stairway to an elevated
-station, and after begging his pardon for first mistaking him for a
-Grand Army man, professed himself a journalist in momentary difficulty.</p>
-
-<p>“I usually sell my things to the <i>Sunday Planet</i>, but my last poem was
-too serious for their F. S., and I’m down on my luck. Of course, I see
-<i>now</i>,” said the journalist in difficulty, “that you <i>couldn’t</i> have
-been in the war; at first glance I took you for an old comrade of mine;
-but if you’ll leave your address with me&mdash;Thank you, sir! Thank you!”</p>
-
-<p>Ray had put a quarter in his hand, and he thought he had bought the
-right to ask him a question.</p>
-
-<p>“I know that I may look twice my age when people happen to see double”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Capital!” said the veteran. “First-rate!” and he clapped Ray on the
-shoulder, and then clung to him long enough to recover his balance.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_212" id="page_212">{212}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“But <i>would</i> you be good enough to tell me what the F. S. of the <i>Sunday
-Planet</i> is?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, the Funny Side&mdash;the page where they put the jokes and the comic
-poetry. F. S. for short. Brevity is the soul of wit, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray hurried home and put together some of the verses that had come back
-to him from the comic papers, and mailed them to the <i>Sunday Planet</i>. He
-had learned not to respect his work the less for being rejected, but the
-<i>Planet</i> did not wane in his esteem because the editor of the F. S.
-accepted all his outcast verses. The pay was deplorably little, however,
-and for the first time he was tempted to consider an offer of
-partnership with a gentleman who wrote advertisements for a living, and
-who, in the falterings of his genius from overwork, had professed
-himself willing to share his honors and profits with a younger man; the
-profits, at any rate, were enormous.</p>
-
-<p>But this temptation endured only for a moment of disheartenment. In all
-his straits Ray not only did his best, but he kept true to a certain
-ideal of himself as an artist. There were some things he could not do
-even to make a living. He might sell anything he wrote, and he might
-write anything within the bounds of honesty that would sell, but he
-could not sell his pen, or let it for hire, to be used as the lessee
-wished. It was not the loftiest grade of æsthetics or ethics, and
-perhaps the distinctions he made were largely imaginary. But he refused
-the partnership offered him, though it came with a flattering
-recognition of his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_213" id="page_213">{213}</a></span> literary abilities, and of his peculiar fitness for
-the work proposed.</p>
-
-<p>He got to know a good many young fellows who were struggling forward on
-the same lines with himself, and chancing it high and low with the great
-monthlies, where they offered their poems and short stories, and with
-the one-cent dailies, where they turned in their space-work. They had a
-courage in their risks which he came to share in its gayety, if not its
-irreverence, and he enjoyed the cheerful cynicism with which they
-philosophized the facts of the newspaper side of their trade: they had
-studied its average of successes and failures, and each of them had his
-secret for surprising the favor of the managing editor, as infallible as
-the gambler’s plan for breaking the bank at Monaco.</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t want to be serious,” one blithe spirit volunteered for Ray’s
-instruction in a moment of defeat; “you want to give a light and
-cheerful cast to things. For instance, if a fireman loses his life in a
-burning building, you mustn’t go straight for the reader’s pity; you
-must appeal to his sense of the picturesque. You must call it, ‘Knocked
-out in a Fight with Fire,’ or something like that, and treat the
-incident with mingled pathos and humor. If you’ve got a case of suicide
-by drowning, all you’ve got to do is to call it ‘Launch of one more
-Unfortunate,’ and the editor is yours. Go round and make studies of our
-metropolitan civilization; write up the ‘Leisure Moments of Surface-Car
-Conductors,’ or ‘Talks with the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_214" id="page_214">{214}</a></span> Ticket-Choppers.’ Do the amateur
-scavenger, and describe the ‘Mysteries of the Average Ash-Barrel.’<span class="lftspc">”</span></p>
-
-<p>As the time wore on, the circle of Ray’s acquaintance widened so much
-that he no longer felt those pangs of homesickness which used to seize
-him whenever he got letters from Midland. He rather neglected his
-correspondence with Sanderson; the news of parties and sleigh-rides and
-engagements and marriages which his friend wrote, affected him like
-echoes from some former life. He was beginning to experience the
-fascination of the mere city, where once he had a glimpse of the
-situation fleeting and impalpable as those dream-thoughts that haunt the
-consciousness on the brink of sleep. Then it was as if all were driving
-on together, no one knew why or whither; but some had embarked on the
-weird voyage to waste, and some to amass; their encounter formed the
-opportunity of both, and a sort of bewildered kindliness existed between
-them. Their common ignorance of what it was all for was like a bond, and
-they clung involuntarily together in their unwieldy multitude because of
-the want of meaning, and prospered on, suffered on, through vast
-cyclones of excitement that whirled them round and round, and made a
-kind of pleasant drunkenness in their brains, and consoled them for
-never resting and never arriving.</p>
-
-<p>The fantastic vision passed, and Ray again saw himself and those around
-him full of distinctly intended effort, each in his sort, and of
-relentless energy, which were self-sufficing and self-satisfying. Most
-of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_215" id="page_215">{215}</a></span> people he knew were, like himself, bent upon getting a story, or
-a poem, or an essay, or an article, printed in some magazine or
-newspaper, or some book into the hands of a publisher. They were all,
-like himself, making their ninety-five failures out of a hundred
-endeavors; but they were all courageous, if they were not all gay, and
-if they thought the proportion of their failures disastrous, they said
-nothing to show it. They did not try to blink them, but they preferred
-to celebrate their successes; perhaps the rarity of these merited it
-more.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_216" id="page_216">{216}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXVII" id="XXVII"></a>XXVII.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">As</span> soon as Ray had pulled himself out of his slough of despond, and
-began to struggle forward on such footing as he found firm, he felt the
-rise of the social instinct in him. He went about and delivered his
-letters; he appeared at one of Mrs. Chapley’s Thursdays, and began to be
-passed from one afternoon tea to another. He met the Mayquaits at Mrs.
-Chapley’s, those Gitchigumee people she had asked him about, and at
-their house he met a lady so securely his senior that she could let him
-see at once she had taken a great fancy to him. The Mayquaits have since
-bought a right of way into the heart of society, but they were then in
-the peripheral circles, and this lady seemed anxious to be accounted for
-in that strange company of rich outcasts. Something in Ray’s intelligent
-young good looks must have appealed to her as a possible solvent. As
-soon as he was presented to her she began to ply him with subtle
-questions concerning their hostess and their fellow-guests, with whom
-she professed to find herself by a species of accident springing from
-their common interest in a certain charity: that particular tea was to
-promote it. Perhaps it was the steadfast good faith of the pretty boy in
-refusing to share in her light satire, while he could<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_217" id="page_217">{217}</a></span> not help showing
-that he enjoyed it, which commended Ray more and more to her. He told
-her how he came to be there, not because she asked, for she did not ask,
-but because he perceived that she wished to know, and because it is
-always pleasant to speak about one’s self upon any pretext, and he
-evinced a delicate sympathy with her misgiving. It flattered him that
-she should single him out for her appeal as if he were of her sort, and
-he eagerly accepted an invitation she made him. Through her favor and
-patronage he began to go to lunches and dinners; he went to balls, and
-danced sometimes when his pockets were so empty that he walked one way
-to save his car fares. But his poverty was without care; it did not eat
-into his heart, for no one else shared it; and those spectres of want
-and shame which haunt the city’s night, and will not always away at
-dawn, but remain present to eyes that have watched and wept, vanished in
-the joyous light that his youth shed about him, as he hurried home with
-the waltz music beating in his blood. A remote sense, very remote and
-dim, of something all wrong attended him at moments in his pleasure; at
-moments it seemed even he who was wrong. But this fled before his
-analysis; he could not see what harm he was doing. To pass his leisure
-in the company of well-bred, well-dressed, prosperous, and handsome
-people was so obviously right and fit that it seemed absurd to suffer
-any question of it. He met mainly very refined persons, whose interests
-were all elevated, and whose tastes were often altruistic. He found<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_218" id="page_218">{218}</a></span>
-himself in a set of young people, who loved art and literature and
-music, and he talked to his heart’s content with agreeable girls about
-pictures and books and theatres.</p>
-
-<p>It surprised him that with all this opportunity and contiguity he did
-not fall in love; after the freest give and take of æsthetic sympathies
-he came away with a kindled fancy and a cold heart. There was one girl
-he thought would have let him be in love with her if he wished, but when
-he questioned his soul he found that he did not wish, or could not. He
-said to himself that it was her money, for she was rich as well as
-beautiful and wise; and he feigned that if it had not been for her money
-he might have been in love with her. Her people, an aunt and uncle, whom
-she lived with, made much of him, and the way seemed clear. They began
-to tell each other about themselves, and once he interested her very
-much by the story of his adventures in first coming to New York.</p>
-
-<p>“And did you never meet the two young women afterwards?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. That was the curious part of it,” he said, and piqued that she
-called them “two young women,” he went on to tell her of the Hugheses,
-whom he set forth in all the picturesqueness he could command. She
-listened intensely, and even provoked him with some questions to go on;
-but at the end she said nothing; and after that she was the same and not
-the same to him. At first he thought it might be her objection to his
-knowing such queer people; she was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_219" id="page_219">{219}</a></span> very proud; but he was still made
-much of by her family, and there was nothing but this difference in her
-that marked with its delicate distinctness the loss of a chance.</p>
-
-<p>He was not touched except in his vanity. Without the subtle willingness
-which she had subtly withdrawn, his life was still surpassingly rich on
-the side where it had been hopelessly poor; and in spite of his personal
-poverty he was in the enjoyment of a social affluence beyond the magic
-of mere money. Sometimes he regarded it all as his due, and at all times
-he took it with simple ingratitude; but he had moments of passionate
-humility when he realized that he owed his good fortune to the caprice
-of a worldly old woman, whom he did not respect very much.</p>
-
-<p>When he began to go into society, he did not forget his earlier friends;
-he rather prided himself on his constancy; he thought it was uncommon,
-and he found it a consolation when other things failed him. It was even
-an amusement full of literary suggestion for him to turn from his own
-dream of what the world was to Hughes’s dream of what the world should
-be; and it flattered him that the old man should have taken the sort of
-fancy to him that he had. Hughes consulted him as a person with a
-different outlook on life, and valued him as a practical mind, akin to
-his own in quality, if not in direction. First and last, he read him his
-whole book; he stormily disputed with him about the passages which Ray
-criticised as to their basal facts; but he adopted some changes Ray
-suggested.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_220" id="page_220">{220}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>The young fellow was a whole gay world to Mrs. Denton, in his
-reproduction of his society career for her. She pursued him to the
-smallest details of dress and table and manner; he lived his society
-events over again for her with greater consciousness than he had known
-in their actual experience; and he suffered patiently the little
-splenetic resentment in which her satiety was apt finally to express
-itself. He decided that he must not take Mrs. Denton in any wise
-seriously; and he could see that Peace was grateful to him for his
-complaisance and forbearance. She used to listen, too, when he described
-the dinners and dances for her sister, and their interest gave the
-material a fascination for Ray himself: it emphasized the curious
-duality of his life, and lent the glamor of unreality to the regions
-where they could no more have hoped to follow him than to tread the
-realms of air. Sometimes their father hung about him&mdash;getting points for
-his morals, as Ray once accused him of doing.</p>
-
-<p>“No, no!” Hughes protested. “I am interested to find how much better
-than their conditions men and women always are. The competitive
-conditions of our economic life characterize society as well as
-business. Yet business men and society women are all better and kinder
-than you would believe they could be. The system implies that the weak
-must always go to the wall, but in actual operation it isn’t so.”</p>
-
-<p>“From Mr. Ray’s account there seem to be a good many wall-flowers,” Mrs.
-Denton suggested.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_221" id="page_221">{221}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Hughes ignored her frivolity. “It shows what glorious beings men and
-women would be if they were rightly conditioned. There is a whole heaven
-of mercy and loving-kindness in human nature waiting to open itself: we
-know a little of what it may be when a man or woman rises superior to
-circumstance and risks a generous word or deed in a selfish world. Then
-for a moment we have a glimpse of the true life of the race.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I wish I had a glimpse of the untrue life of the race, myself,”
-said Mrs. Denton, as her father turned away. “I would give a whole year
-of the millennium for a week in society.”</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t know what you’re talking about,” said her husband. He had
-been listening in gloomy silence to Ray’s talk, and he now turned on his
-wife. “I would rather see you dead than in such ‘good society’ as that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, well,” she answered, “you’re much likelier to see me dead. If I
-understand Mr. Ray, it’s a great deal easier to get into heaven than to
-get into good society.” She went up to her husband and pushed his hair
-back from his eyes. “If you wore it that way, people could see what a
-nice forehead you’ve got. You look twice as ‘brainy,’ now, Ansel.”</p>
-
-<p>He caught her hand and flung it furiously away. “Ansel,” she said, “is
-beginning to feel the wear and tear of the job of setting the world
-right as much as I do. He never had as much faith in the millennium as
-father has; he thinks there’s got to be some sort of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_222" id="page_222">{222}</a></span> sacrifice first;
-he hasn’t made up his mind quite what it’s to be, yet.”</p>
-
-<p>Denton left them abruptly, and after a while Ray heard him talking in
-the next room; he thought he must be talking to some one there, till his
-wife said, “Ansel doesn’t say much in company, but he’s pretty sociable
-when he gets by himself.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_223" id="page_223">{223}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXVIII" id="XXVIII"></a>XXVIII.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> next time Ray came, he found Denton dreamily picking at the strings
-of a violin which lay in his lap; the twins were clinging to his knees,
-and moving themselves in time to the music. “You didn’t know Ansel was a
-musician?” his wife said. “He’s just got a new violin&mdash;or rather it’s a
-second-hand one; but it’s splendid, and he got it so cheap.”</p>
-
-<p>“I profited by another man’s misfortune,” said Denton. “That’s the way
-we get things cheap.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, well, never mind about that, now. Play the ‘Darky’s Dream,’ won’t
-you, Ansel? I wish we had our old ferry-boat darky here to whistle!”</p>
-
-<p>After a moment in which he seemed not to have noticed her, he put the
-violin to his chin, and began the wild, tender strain of the piece. It
-seemed to make the little ones drunk with delight. They swayed
-themselves to and fro, holding by their father’s knees, and he looked
-down softly into their uplifted faces. When he stopped playing, their
-mother put out her hand toward one of them, but it clung the faster to
-its father.</p>
-
-<p>“Let me take your violin a moment,” said Ray. He knew the banjo a
-little, and now he picked out on<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_224" id="page_224">{224}</a></span> the violin an air which one of the
-girls in Midland had taught him.</p>
-
-<p>The twins watched him with impatient rejection; and they were not easy
-till their father had the violin back. Denton took them up one on each
-knee, and let them claw at it between them; they looked into his face
-for the effect on him as they lifted themselves and beat the strings.
-After a while Peace rose and tried to take it from them, for their
-father seemed to have forgotten what they were doing; but they stormed
-at her, in their baby way, by the impulse that seemed common to them,
-and screamed out their shrill protest against her interference.</p>
-
-<p>“Let them alone,” said their father, gently, and she desisted.</p>
-
-<p>“You’ll spoil those children, Ansel,” said his wife, “letting them have
-their own way so. The first thing you know, they’ll grow up
-capitalists.”</p>
-
-<p>He had been looking down at them with dreamy melancholy, but he began to
-laugh helplessly, and he kept on till she said:</p>
-
-<p>“I think it’s getting to be rather out of proportion to the joke; don’t
-you, Mr. Ray? Not that Ansel laughs too much, as a rule.”</p>
-
-<p>Denton rose, when the children let the violin slip to the floor at last,
-and improvised the figure of a dance with them on his shoulders, and let
-himself go in fantastic capers, while he kept a visage of perfect
-seriousness.</p>
-
-<p>Hughes was drawn by the noise, and put his head into the room.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_225" id="page_225">{225}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“We’ve got the old original Ansel back, father!” cried Mrs. Denton, and
-she clapped her hands and tried to sing to the dance, but broke down,
-and mocked at her own failure.</p>
-
-<p>When Denton stopped breathless, Peace took the children from him, and
-carried them away. His wife remained.</p>
-
-<p>“Ansel was brought up among the Shakers; that’s the reason he dances so
-nicely.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, was that a Shaker dance?” Ray asked, carelessly.</p>
-
-<p>“No. The Shaker dance is a rite,” said Denton, angrily. “You might as
-well expect me to burlesque a prayer.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I beg your pardon,” said Ray. “I’m afraid I don’t know much about
-it.”</p>
-
-<p>But Denton left the room without visible acceptance of his excuse.</p>
-
-<p>“You must be careful how you say anything about the Shakers before
-Ansel,” his wife explained. “I believe he would be willing to go back to
-them now, if he knew what to do with the children and me.”</p>
-
-<p>“If it were not for their unpractical doctrine of celibacy,” said
-Hughes, “the Shakers, as a religious sect, could perform a most useful
-office in the transition from the status to better conditions. They are
-unselfish, and most communities are not.”</p>
-
-<p>“We might all go back with Ansel,” said Mrs. Denton, “and they could
-distribute us round in the different Families. I wonder if Ansel’s bull
-is hang<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_226" id="page_226">{226}</a></span>ing up in the South Family barn yet? You know,” she said, “he
-painted a red bull on a piece of shingle when they were painting the
-barn one day, and nailed it up in a stall; when the elders found it they
-labored with him, and then Ansel left the community, and went out into
-the world. But they say, once a Shaker always a Shaker, and I believe
-he’s had a bad conscience ever since he’s left them.”</p>
-
-<p>Not long after this Ray came in one night dressed for a little dance
-that he was going to later, and Mrs. Denton had some moments alone with
-him before Peace joined them. She made him tell where he was going, and
-who the people were that were giving the dance, and what it would all be
-like&mdash;the rooms and decorations, the dresses, the supper.</p>
-
-<p>“And don’t you feel very strange and lost, in such places?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know,” said Ray. “I can’t always remember that I’m a poor
-Bohemian with two cents in my pocket. Sometimes I imagine myself really
-rich and fashionable. But to-night I shan’t, thank you, Mrs. Denton.”</p>
-
-<p>She laughed at the look he gave her in acknowledgment of her little
-scratch. “Then you wouldn’t refuse to come to a little dance here, if we
-were rich enough to give one?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“I would come instantly.”</p>
-
-<p>“And get your fashionable friends to come?”</p>
-
-<p>“That might take more time. When are you going to give your little
-dance?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_227" id="page_227">{227}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“As soon as Ansel’s invention is finished.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! Is he going on with that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. He has seen how he can do more good than harm with it&mdash;at last.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! We can nearly always coax conscience along the path of
-self-interest.”</p>
-
-<p>This pleased Mrs. Denton too. “That sounds like Mr. Kane.”</p>
-
-<p>Peace came in while Mrs. Denton was speaking, and gave Ray her hand,
-with a glance at his splendor, enhanced by his stylish manner of holding
-his silk hat against his thigh.</p>
-
-<p>“Who was it told you that Mr. Kane was sick?” Mrs. Denton asked.</p>
-
-<p>Peace answered, “Mr. Chapley.”</p>
-
-<p>“Kane? Is Mr. Kane sick?” said Ray. “I must go and see him.”</p>
-
-<p>He asked Peace some questions about Kane, but she knew nothing more than
-that Mr. Chapley said he was not very well, and he was going to step
-round and see him on his way home. Ray thought of the grudge he had
-borne for a while against Kane, and he was very glad now that there was
-none left in his heart.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s too late to-night; but I’ll go in the morning. He usually drops in
-on me Sundays; he didn’t come last Sunday; but I never thought of his
-being sick.” He went on to praise Kane, and he said, as if it were one
-of Kane’s merits, “He’s been a good friend of mine. He read my novel all
-over after Chapley declined it, and tried to find enough good in it to
-justify<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_228" id="page_228">{228}</a></span> him in recommending it to some other publisher. I don’t blame
-him for failing, but I did feel hard about his refusing to look at it
-afterwards; I couldn’t help it for a while.” He was speaking to Peace,
-and he said, as if it were something she would be cognizant of, “I mean
-when Mr. Brandreth sent for it again after he first rejected it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” she admitted, briefly, and he was subtly aware of the withdrawal
-which he noticed in her whenever the interest of the moment became
-personal.</p>
-
-<p>But there was never any shrinking from the personal interest in Mrs.
-Denton; her eagerness to explore all his experiences and sentiments was
-vivid and untiring.</p>
-
-<p>“Why did he send for it?” she asked. “What in the world for?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray was willing to tell, for he thought the whole affair rather
-creditable to himself. “He wanted to submit it to a friend of mine; and
-if my friend’s judgment was favorable he might want to reconsider his
-decision. He returned the manuscript the same day, with a queer note
-which left me to infer that my mysterious friend had already seen it,
-and had seen enough of it. I knew it was Mr. Kane, and for a while I
-wanted to destroy him. But I forgave him, when I thought it all over.”</p>
-
-<p>“It was pretty mean of him,” said Mrs. Denton.</p>
-
-<p>“No, no! He had a perfect right to do it, and I had no right to
-complain. But it took me a little time to own it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_229" id="page_229">{229}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Denton turned to Peace. “Did you know about it?”</p>
-
-<p>Denton burst suddenly into the room, and stared distractedly about as if
-he were searching for something.</p>
-
-<p>“What is it, Ansel?” Peace asked.</p>
-
-<p>“That zinc plate.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s on the bureau,” said his wife.</p>
-
-<p>He was rushing out, when she recalled him.</p>
-
-<p>“Here’s Mr. Ray.”</p>
-
-<p>He turned, and glanced at Ray impatiently, as if he were eager to get
-back to his work; but the gloomy face which he usually wore was gone;
-his eyes expressed only an intense preoccupation through which gleamed a
-sudden gayety, as if it flashed into them from some happier time in the
-past. “Oh, yes,” he said to his wife, while he took hold of Ray’s arm
-and turned him about; “this is the way you want me to look.”</p>
-
-<p>“As soon as your process succeeds, I expect you to look that way all the
-time. And I’m going to go round and do my work in a low-neck dress; and
-we are going to have champagne at every meal. I am going to have a day,
-on my card, and I am going to have afternoon teas and give dinners. We
-are going into the best society.”</p>
-
-<p>Denton slid his hand down Ray’s arm, and kept Ray’s hand in his hot
-clasp while he rapidly asked him about the side of his life which that
-costume represented, as though now for the first time he had a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_230" id="page_230">{230}</a></span> reason
-for caring to know anything of the world and its pleasures.</p>
-
-<p>“And those people don’t do anything else?” he asked, finally.</p>
-
-<p>“Isn’t it enough?” Ray retorted. “They think they do a great deal.”</p>
-
-<p>Denton laughed in a strange nervous note, catching his breath, and
-keeping on involuntarily. “Yes; too much. I pity them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said his wife, “I want to be an object of pity as soon as
-possible. Don’t lose any more time, now, Ansel, from that precious
-process.” The light went out of his face again, and he jerked his head
-erect sharply, like one listening, while he stood staring at her. “Oh,
-now, don’t be ridiculous, Ansel!” she said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_231" id="page_231">{231}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXIX" id="XXIX"></a>XXIX.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> next day after a little dance does not dawn very early. Ray woke
-late, with a vague trouble in his mind, which he thought at first was
-the sum of the usual regrets for awkward things done and foolish things
-said the night before. Presently it shaped itself as an anxiety which
-had nothing to do with the little dance, and which he was helpless to
-deal with when he recognized it. Still, as a definite anxiety, it was
-more than half a question, and his experience did not afford him the
-means of measuring its importance or ascertaining its gravity. He
-carried it loosely in his mind when he went to see Kane, as something he
-might or might not think of.</p>
-
-<p>Kane was in bed, convalescent from a sharp gastric attack, and he
-reached Ray a soft moist hand across the counterpane and cheerily
-welcomed him. His coat and hat hung against a closet door, and looked so
-like him that they seemed as much part of him as his hair and beard,
-which were smoothly brushed, and gave their silver delicately against
-the pillow. A fire of soft coal purred in the grate, faded to a fainter
-flicker by the sunlight that poured in at the long south windows, and
-lit up the walls book-lined from floor to ceiling.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_232" id="page_232">{232}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” he said, in acceptance of the praises of its comfort that Ray
-burst out with, “I have lived in this room so long that I begin to
-cherish the expectation of dying in it. But, really, is this the first
-time you’ve been here?”</p>
-
-<p>“The first,” said Ray. “I had to wait till you were helpless before I
-got in.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, no; ah, no! Not so bad as that. I’ve often meant to ask you, when
-there was some occasion; but there never seemed any occasion; and I’ve
-lived here so much alone that I’m rather selfish about my solitude; I
-like to keep it to myself. But I’m very glad to see you; it was kind of
-you to think of coming.” He bent a look of affection on the young
-fellow’s handsome face. “Well, how wags the gay world?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Does the gay world do anything so light-minded as to wag?” Ray asked in
-his turn, with an intellectual coxcombry that he had found was not
-offensive to Kane. “It always seems to me very serious as a whole, the
-gay world, though it has its reliefs, when it tries to enjoy itself.” He
-leaned back in his chair, and handled his stick a moment, and then he
-told Kane about the little dance which he had been at the night before.
-He sketched some of the people and made it amusing.</p>
-
-<p>“And which of your butterfly friends told you I was ill?” asked Kane.</p>
-
-<p>“The butterflyest of all: Mrs. Denton.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! Did <i>she</i> give the little dance?”</p>
-
-<p>“No. I dropped in at the Hugheses’ on the way to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_233" id="page_233">{233}</a></span> the dance. But I don’t
-know how soon she may be doing something of the kind. They’re on the
-verge of immense prosperity. Her husband has invented a new art process,
-and it’s going to make them rich. He doesn’t seem very happy about it,
-but she does. He’s a dreary creature. At first I used to judge her
-rather severely, as we do with frivolous people. But I don’t know that
-frivolity is so bad; I doubt if it’s as bad as austerity; they’re both
-merely the effect of temperament, it strikes me. I like Mrs. Denton,
-though she does appear to care more for the cat than the twins. Perhaps
-she thinks she can safely leave them to him. He’s very devoted to them;
-it’s quite touching. It’s another quality of paternal devotion from Mr.
-Brandreth’s; it isn’t half so voluble. But it’s funny, all the same, to
-see how much more care of them he takes than their mother does. He looks
-after them at table, and he carries them off and puts them to bed with
-his own hands apparently,” said Ray, in celibate contempt of the
-paternal tenderness.</p>
-
-<p>“I believe that in David’s community,” Kane suggested, “the male
-assisted the female in the care of their offspring. We still see the
-like in some of the feathered tribes. In the process of social evolution
-the father bird will probably leave the baby bird entirely to the mother
-bird; and the mother bird, as soon as she begins to have mind and money,
-will hire in some poor bird to look after them. Mrs. Denton seems to
-have evolved in the direction of leaving them entirely to the father
-bird.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_234" id="page_234">{234}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, she has to do most of the talking. Have you ever heard,” Ray
-asked from the necessary association of ideas, “about her husband’s
-Voice?”</p>
-
-<p>“What do you mean?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, it seems that Mr. Denton has an inward monitor of some kind, like
-the demon of Socrates, that they call a Voice, and that directs his
-course in life, as I understand. I suppose it’s authorized him to go on
-with his process, which he was doubtful about for a good while, because
-if it succeeded it would throw a lot of people out of work. Then you’ve
-never heard of his Voice?”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Kane. He added: “I suppose it’s part of the psychical
-nonsense that they go into in all sorts of communities. And Hughes,” he
-asked after a moment&mdash;“how is Hughes now?”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s generally busy with his writing, and I don’t always see him. He’s
-a fine old fellow, if he does prefer to call me out of my name; he still
-addresses me generally as Young Man. Mrs. Denton has tried to teach him
-better; but he says that names are the most external of all things, and
-that I am no more essentially Ray than I am Hughes. There’s something in
-it; I think one might get a kind of story out of the notion.”</p>
-
-<p>Kane lay silent in a pensive muse, which he broke to ask with a smile:
-“And how is Peace these days? Do you see her?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; she’s very well, I believe,” said Ray, briefly, and he rose.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_235" id="page_235">{235}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” said Kane, “must you go?”</p>
-
-<p>He kept Ray’s hand affectionately, and seemed loath to part with him.
-“I’m glad you don’t forget the Hugheses in the good time you’re having.
-It shows character in you not to mind their queerness; I’m sure you
-won’t regret it. Your visits are a great comfort to them, I know. I was
-afraid that you would not get over the disagreeable impression of that
-first Sunday, and I’ve never been sure that you’d quite forgiven me for
-taking you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh yes, I had,” said Ray, and he smiled with the pleasure we all feel
-when we have a benefaction attributed to us. “I’ve forgiven you much
-worse things than that!”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed! You console me! But for example?”</p>
-
-<p>“Refusing to look at my novel a second time,” answered Ray, by a sudden
-impulse.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t understand you,” said Kane, letting his hand go.</p>
-
-<p>“When Mr. Brandreth offered to submit it to you in the forlorn hope that
-you might like it and commend it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Brandreth never asked me to look at it at all; the only time I saw it
-was when you let me take it home with me. What do you mean?”</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Brandreth wrote me saying he wanted to try it on a friend of mine,
-and it came back the same day with word that my friend had already seen
-it,” said Ray, in an astonishment which Kane openly shared.</p>
-
-<p>“And was that the reason you were so cold with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_236" id="page_236">{236}</a></span> me for a time? Well, I
-don’t wonder! You had a right to expect that I would say anything in
-your behalf under the circumstances. And I’m afraid I should. But I
-never was tempted. Perhaps Brandreth got frightened and returned the
-manuscript with that message because he knew he couldn’t trust me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps,” said Ray, blankly.</p>
-
-<p>“Who else could it have been? Have you any surmise?”</p>
-
-<p>“What is the use of surmising?” Ray retorted. “It’s all over. The story
-is dead, and I wish it was buried. Don’t bother about it! And try to
-forgive me for suspecting <i>you</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>“It was very natural. But you ought to have known that I loved you too
-much not to sacrifice a publisher to you if I had him fairly in my
-hand.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, thank you! And&mdash;good-by. Don’t think anything more about it. I
-sha’n’t.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_237" id="page_237">{237}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXX" id="XXX"></a>XXX.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">There</span> could be only one answer to the riddle, if Kane’s suggestion that
-Mr. Brandreth had returned the manuscript without showing it to any one
-were rejected. The publisher could speak of no one besides Kane as a
-friend except Miss Hughes, and it was clearly she who had refused to
-look again at Ray’s book. She had played a double part with him; she had
-let him make a fool of himself; she had suffered him to keep coming to
-her, and reading his things to her, and making her his literary
-confidante. He ground his teeth with shame to think how he had sought
-her advice and exulted in her praise; but the question was not merely,
-it was not primarily, a question of truth or untruth, kindness or
-unkindness toward himself, but of justice toward Kane. He had told her
-of the resentment he had felt toward Kane; he had left her to the belief
-that he still suspected Kane of what she had done. If she were willing
-that he should remain in this suspicion, it was worse than anything he
-now accused her of.</p>
-
-<p>He kept away from Chapley’s all day, because of the embarrassment of
-seeing her with that in his mind. He decided that he must never see her
-again till she showed some wish to be relieved from the false posi<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_238" id="page_238">{238}</a></span>tion
-she had suffered herself to be placed in. At the end of the afternoon
-there came a knock at his door, and he set the door open and confronted
-Mr. Brandreth, who stood smiling at the joke of his being there, with
-his lustrous silk hat and gloves and light overcoat on. Ray passed some
-young banter with him in humorous recognition of the situation, before
-they came to business, as Mr. Brandreth called it.</p>
-
-<p>“Look here!” said the publisher, with a quizzical glance at him from
-Ray’s easy-chair, while Ray himself lounged on the edge of his bed. “Did
-you think I wanted to show your novel to old Kane, that time when I sent
-back for it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Ray; and he could not say any more for his prescience of
-what was coming.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I didn’t,” Mr. Brandreth returned. “And if I’d ever thought you
-suspected him, I should have told you so long ago. The person that I did
-want it for is anxious you should know it wasn’t Kane, and I thought I’d
-better come and tell you so by word of mouth; I rather made a mess of it
-before, in writing. If you’ve any feeling about the matter, it’s only
-fair to Kane to assure you that he wasn’t at all the person.”</p>
-
-<p>“Kane told me so himself to-day,” said Ray; “and all the grudge I felt
-was gone long ago.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, of course! It’s a matter of business.” In turning it off in this
-common-sense way Mr. Brandreth added lightly, “I’m authorized to tell
-you who it really was, if you care to know.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray shook his head. “I don’t care to know. What’s the use?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_239" id="page_239">{239}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“There isn’t any. I’m glad you take it the way you do, and it will be a
-great relief to&mdash;the real one.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s all right.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray had been strengthening his defences against any confidential
-approach from the moment Mr. Brandreth began to speak; he could not help
-it. Now they began to talk of other things. At the end the publisher
-returned to the book with a kind of desperate sigh: “You haven’t done
-anything with your story yet, I suppose?”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth, after a moment’s hesitation, went away without saying
-anything more. Even that tentative inquiry about the fate of his book
-could not swerve Ray now from his search for the motives which had
-governed Peace in causing this message to be sent him. It could only be
-that she had acted in Kane’s behalf, who had a right to justice from
-her, and she did not care what Ray thought of her way of doing justice.
-In the complex perversity of his mood the affair was so humiliating to
-him, as it stood, that he could not rest in it. That evening he went
-determined to make an opportunity to speak with her alone, if none
-offered.</p>
-
-<p>It was she who let him in, and then she stood looking at him in a kind
-of daze, which he might well have taken for trepidation. It did not give
-him courage, and he could think of no better way to begin than to say,
-“I have come to thank you, Miss Hughes, for your consideration for Mr.
-Kane. I couldn’t have<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_240" id="page_240">{240}</a></span> expected less of you, when you found out that I
-had been suspecting him of that friendly refusal to look at my
-manuscript the second time.”</p>
-
-<p>His hard tone, tense with suppressed anger, had all the effect he could
-have wished. He could see her wince, and she said, confusedly, “I told
-Mr. Brandreth, and he said he would tell you it wasn’t Mr. Kane.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Ray, stiffly, “he came to tell me.”</p>
-
-<p>She hesitated, and then she asked, “Did he tell you who it was?”</p>
-
-<p>“No. But I knew.”</p>
-
-<p>If she meant him to say something more, he would not; he left to her the
-strain and burden that in another mood he would have shared so
-willingly, or wholly assumed.</p>
-
-<p>At a little noise she started, and looked about, and then, as if
-returning to him by a painful compliance with his will, she said, “When
-he told me what he had done to get the manuscript back, I couldn’t let
-him give it to me.”</p>
-
-<p>She stopped, and Ray perceived that, for whatever reason, she could say
-nothing more, at least of her own motion. But it was not possible for
-him to leave it so.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course,” he said, angrily, “I needn’t ask you why.”</p>
-
-<p>“It was too much for me to decide,” she answered, faintly.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” he assented, “it’s a good deal to take another’s fate in one’s
-hands. But you knew,” he added, with a short laugh, “you had my fortune
-in your hands, anyway.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_241" id="page_241">{241}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I didn’t see that then,” she answered, and she let her eyes wander, and
-lapsed into a kind of absence, which vexed him as a slight to the
-importance of the affair.</p>
-
-<p>“But it doesn’t really matter whether you decided it by refusing or
-consenting to look at the book again,” he said. “The result would have
-been the same, in any case.”</p>
-
-<p>She lifted her eyes to his with a scared look, and began, “I didn’t say
-that”&mdash;and then she stopped again, and looked away from him as before.</p>
-
-<p>“But if I can’t thank you for sparing me an explicit verdict,” he pushed
-on, “I can appreciate your consideration for Kane, and I will carry him
-any message you will trust me with.” He rose as he said this, and he
-found himself adding, “And I admire your strength in keeping your own
-counsel when I’ve been talking my book over with you. It must have been
-amusing for you.”</p>
-
-<p>When he once began to revenge himself he did not stop till he said all
-he had thought he thought. She did not try to make any answer or
-protest. She sat passive under his irony; at times he thought her hardly
-conscious of it, and that angered him the more, and he resented the
-preoccupation, and then the distraction with which she heard him to the
-end.</p>
-
-<p>“Only I don’t understand exactly,” he went on, “how you could let me do
-it, in spite of the temptation. I can imagine that the loss of my
-acquaintance will be a deprivation to you; you’ll miss the pleasure<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_242" id="page_242">{242}</a></span> of
-leading me on to make a fool of myself; but you know you can still laugh
-at me, and that ought to keep you in spirits for a long time. I won’t
-ask your motive in sending word to me by a third person. I dare say you
-didn’t wish to tell me to my face; and it couldn’t have been an easy
-thing to write.”</p>
-
-<p>“I ought to have written,” she said, meekly. “I see that now. But
-to-day, I couldn’t. There is something&mdash;He offered to go to you&mdash;he
-wished to; and&mdash;I let him. I was wrong. I didn’t think how it might
-seem.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, there was no reason why you should have thought of me in the
-matter. I’m glad you thought of Mr. Kane; I don’t ask anything more than
-that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, you don’t understand,” she began. “You don’t know”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I understand perfectly, and I know all that I wish to know. There
-was no reason why you should have protected me against my own folly. I
-have got my deserts, and you are not to blame if I don’t like them.
-Good-by.”</p>
-
-<p>As he turned to go, she lifted her eyes, and he could see that they were
-blind with tears.</p>
-
-<p>He went out and walked up and down the long, unlovely avenue, conscious
-of being the ugliest thing in it, and unconsciously hammered by its
-brutal noises, while he tried to keep himself from thinking how, in
-spite of all he had said, he knew her to be the soul of truth and
-goodness. He knew that all he had said was from the need of somehow
-venting his wounded van<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_243" id="page_243">{243}</a></span>ity. As far as any belief in wrong done him was
-concerned, the affair was purely histrionic on his part; but he had seen
-that the pain he gave was real; the image of her gentle sufferance of
-his upbraiding went visibly before him. The wish to go back and own
-everything to her became an intolerable stress, and then he found
-himself again at her door.</p>
-
-<p>He rang, and after waiting a long time to hear the click of the
-withdrawing latch, he rang again. After a further delay the door opened,
-and he saw Hughes standing at the top of the stairs with a lamp held
-above his head.</p>
-
-<p>“Who is there?” the old man called down, with his hoarse voice.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s I, Mr. Hughes,” Ray answered, a new trouble blending with his
-sense of the old man’s picturesque pose, and the leonine grandeur of his
-shaggy head. “Mr. Ray,” he explained.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” said Hughes. “I’m glad to see you. Will you come up?” He added, as
-Ray mounted to him, and they entered his room together, “I am alone here
-for the time. My daughters have both gone out. Will you sit down?” Ray
-obeyed, with blank disappointment. Hughes could not have known of his
-earlier visit, or had forgotten it. “They will be in presently. Peace
-was here till a little while ago; when Ansel and Jenny came in, they all
-went out together.” He lapsed into a kind of muse, staring absently at
-Ray from his habitual place beside the window. He came back to a sense
-of him with words that had no evident bearing upon the situation.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_244" id="page_244">{244}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“The thing which renders so many reformers nugatory and ridiculous, and
-has brought contempt and disaster on so many good causes, is the attempt
-to realize the altruistic man in competitive conditions. That must
-always be a failure or worse.” He went on at length to establish this
-position. Then, “Here is my son-in-law”&mdash;and the old man had the effect
-of stating the fact merely in illustration of the general principle he
-had laid down&mdash;“who has been giving all his spare time this winter to an
-invention in the line of his art, and had brought it to completion
-within a few days. He has all along had misgivings as to the moral
-bearing of his invention, since every process of the kind must throw a
-number of people out of work, and he has shown a morbid scruple in the
-matter which I have tried to overcome with every argument in my power.”</p>
-
-<p>“I thought,” Ray made out to say, in the pause Hughes let follow, “he
-had come to see all that in another light.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” the old man resumed, “he has commonly yielded to reason, but
-there is an unpractical element in the man’s nature. In fact, here, this
-morning, while we supposed he was giving the finishing touches to his
-work, he was busy in destroying every vestige of result which could
-commend it to the people interested in it. Absolutely nothing remains to
-show that he ever had anything of the kind successfully in hand.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is it possible?” said Ray, deeply shocked. “I am so sorry to hear
-it<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_245" id="page_245">{245}</a></span>”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>The old man had not heard him or did not heed him. “He has been in a
-very exalted state through the day, and my daughters have gone out to
-walk with him; it may quiet his nerves. He believes that he has acted in
-obedience to an inner Voice which governs his conduct. I know nothing
-about such things; but all such suggestions from beyond are to my
-thinking mischievous. Have you ever been interested in the phenomena of
-spiritualism, so-called?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray shook his head decidedly. “Oh, no!” he said, with abhorrence.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! The Family were at one time disposed to dabble in those shabby
-mysteries. But I discouraged it; I do not deny the assumptions of the
-spiritualists; but I can see no practical outcome to the business; and I
-have used all my influence with Ansel to put him on his guard against
-this Voice, which seems to be a survival of some supernatural
-experiences of his among the Shakers. It had lately been silent, and had
-become a sort of joke with us. But he is of a very morbid temperament,
-and along with this improvement, there have been less favorable
-tendencies. He has got a notion of expiation, of sacrifice, which is
-perhaps a survival of his ancestral Puritanism. I suppose the hard
-experiences of the city have not been good for him. They prey upon his
-fancy. It would be well if he could be got into the country somewhere;
-though I don’t see just how it could be managed.”</p>
-
-<p>Hughes fell into another muse, and Ray asked, “What does he mean by
-expiation?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_246" id="page_246">{246}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>The old man started impatiently. “Mere nonsense; the rags and tatters of
-man’s infancy, outworn and outgrown. The notion that sin is to be atoned
-for by some sort of offering. It makes me sick; and of late I haven’t
-paid much attention to his talk. I supposed he was going happily forward
-with his work; I was necessarily much preoccupied with my own; I have
-many interruptions from irregular health, and I must devote every
-available moment to my writing. There is a passage, by-the-way, which I
-had just completed when you rang, and which I should like to have your
-opinion of, if you will allow me to read it to you. It is peculiarly
-apposite to the very matter we have been speaking of; in fact, I may say
-it is an amplification of the truth that I am always trying to impress
-upon Ansel, namely, that when you are in the midst of a battle, as we
-all are here, you must fight, and fight for yourself, always, of course,
-keeping your will fixed on the establishment of a lasting peace.” Hughes
-began to fumble among the papers on the table beside him for his
-spectacles, and then for the scattered sheets of his manuscript. “Yes,
-there is a special obligation upon the friends of social reform to a
-life of common-sense. I have regarded the matter from rather a novel
-standpoint, and I think you will be interested.”</p>
-
-<p>The old man read on and on. At last Ray heard the latch of the street
-door click, and the sound of the opening and then the shutting of the
-door. A confused noise of feet and voices arrested the reading which
-Hughes seemed still disposed to continue, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_247" id="page_247">{247}</a></span> light steps ascended the
-stairs, while as if in the dark below a parley ensued. Ray knew the
-high, gentle tones of Peace in the pleading words, “But try, try to
-believe that if it says that, it can’t be the Voice you used to hear,
-and that always told you to do what was right. It is a wicked Voice,
-now, and you must keep saying to yourself that it is wicked and you
-mustn’t mind it.”</p>
-
-<p>“But the words, the words! Whose words were they? Without the shedding
-of blood: what does that mean? If it was a sin for me to invent my
-process, how shall the sin be remitted?”</p>
-
-<p>“There is that abject nonsense of his again!” said old Hughes, in a
-hoarse undertone which drowned for Ray some further words from Denton.
-“It’s impossible to get him away from that idea. Men have nothing to do
-with the remission of sins; it is their business to cease to do evil!
-But you might as well talk to a beetle!”</p>
-
-<p>Ray listened with poignant eagerness for the next words of Peace, which
-came brokenly to his ear. He heard&mdash; “...justice and not sacrifice. If
-you try to do what is right&mdash;and&mdash;and to be good, then”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I will try, Peace, I will try. O Lord, help me!” came in Denton’s deep
-tones. “Say the words again. The Voice keeps saying those&mdash;But I will
-say yours after you!”</p>
-
-<p>“I will have justice.” The girl’s voice was lifted with a note in it
-that thrilled to Ray’s heart, and made him start to his feet; Hughes
-laid a detaining hand upon his arm.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_248" id="page_248">{248}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I will have justice,” Denton repeated.</p>
-
-<p>“And not sacrifice,” came in the girl’s tremulous accents.</p>
-
-<p>“And not sacrifice,” followed devoutly from the man. “I will have
-justice, without the shedding of blood&mdash;it gets mixed; I can’t keep the
-Voice out!&mdash;and not sacrifice. What is justice? What is justice but
-sacrifice?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, it is self-sacrifice! All our selfish wishes”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I have burnt them in a fire, and scattered their ashes!”</p>
-
-<p>“And all gloomy and morbid thoughts that distress other people.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, you know I wouldn’t distress any one! You know how my heart is
-breaking for the misery of the world.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let her alone!” said old Hughes to Ray, in his thick murmur, as if he
-read Ray’s impulse in the muscle of his arm. “She will manage him.”</p>
-
-<p>“But say those words over again!” Denton implored. “The Voice keeps
-putting them out of my mind!”</p>
-
-<p>She said the text, and let him repeat it after her word by word, as a
-child follows its mother in prayer.</p>
-
-<p>“And try hard, Ansel! Remember the children and poor Jenny!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yes. I will, Peace! Poor Jenny! I’m sorry for her. And the
-children&mdash;You know I wouldn’t harm any one for the whole world, don’t
-you, Peace?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_249" id="page_249">{249}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I do know, Ansel, how good and kind you are; and I know you’ll
-see all this in the true light soon. But now you’re excited.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, say it just once more, and then I shall have it.”</p>
-
-<p>Once more she said the words, and he after her. He got them straight
-this time, without admixture from the other text. There came a rush of
-his feet on the stairs, and a wild laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“Jenny! Jenny! It’s all right now, Jenny!” he shouted, as he plunged
-into the apartment, and was heard beating as if on a door closed against
-him. It must have opened, for there was a sound like its shutting, and
-then everything was still except a little pathetic, almost inaudible
-murmur as of suppressed sobbing in the dark of the entry below.
-Presently soft steps ascended the stairs and lost themselves in the rear
-of the apartment.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, young man,” said Hughes, “I think you had better go. Peace will be
-in here directly to look after me, and it will distress her to find any
-one else. It is all right now.”</p>
-
-<p>“But hadn’t I better stay, Mr. Hughes? Can’t I be of use?”</p>
-
-<p>“No. I will defer reading that passage to another time. You will be
-looking in on us soon again. We shall get on very well. We are used to
-these hypochrondriacal moods of Ansel’s.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_250" id="page_250">{250}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXXI" id="XXXI"></a>XXXI.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">There</span> was nothing for Ray to do but to accept his dismissal. He got
-himself stealthily down stairs and out of the house, but he could not
-leave it. He walked up and down before it, doubting whether he ought not
-to ring and try to get in again. When he made up his mind to this he saw
-that the front windows were dark. That decided him to go home.</p>
-
-<p>He did not sleep, and the next morning he made an early errand to the
-publishers’. He saw Peace bent over her work in Mr. Chapley’s room. He
-longed to go and speak to her, and assure himself from her own words
-that all was well; but he had no right to do that, and with the first
-stress of his anxiety abated, he went to lay the cause of it before
-Kane.</p>
-
-<p>“It was all a mere chance that I should know of this; but I thought you
-ought to know,” he explained.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, certainly,” said Kane; but he was less moved than Ray had
-expected, or else he showed his emotion less. “Hughes is not a fool,
-whatever Denton is; this sort of thing must have been going on a good
-while, and he’s got the measure of it. I’ll speak to Chapley about it.
-They mustn’t be left altogether to themselves with it.”</p>
-
-<p>As the days began to go by, and Ray saw Peace<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_251" id="page_251">{251}</a></span> constantly in her place
-at the publishers’, his unselfish anxiety yielded to the question of his
-own relation to her, and how he should make confession and reparation.
-He went to Kane in this trouble, as in the other, after he had fought
-off the necessity as long as he could, but they spoke of the other
-trouble first.</p>
-
-<p>Then Ray said, with the effort to say it casually, “I don’t think I told
-you that the great mystery about my manuscript had been solved.” Kane
-could not remember at once what the mystery was, and Ray was forced to
-add, “It seems that the unknown friend who wouldn’t look twice at my
-book was&mdash;Miss Hughes.”</p>
-
-<p>Kane said, after a moment, “Oh!” and then, as if it should be a very
-natural thing, he asked, “How did you find that out?”</p>
-
-<p>“She got Mr. Brandreth to tell me it wasn’t you, as soon as she knew
-that I had suspected you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course. Did he tell you who it was?”</p>
-
-<p>“He was to tell me if I wished. But I knew it couldn’t be anybody but
-she, if it were not you, and I went to see her about it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well?” said Kane, with a kind of expectation in his look and voice that
-made it hard for Ray to go on.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I played the fool. I pretended that I thought she had used me
-badly. I don’t know. I tried to make her think so.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did you succeed?”</p>
-
-<p>“I succeeded in making her very unhappy.”</p>
-
-<p>“That was success&mdash;of a kind,” said Kane, and he lay back in his chair
-looking into the fire, while Ray<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_252" id="page_252">{252}</a></span> sat uncomfortably waiting at the other
-corner of the hearth.</p>
-
-<p>“Did she say why she wouldn’t look at your manuscript a second time?”
-Kane asked finally.</p>
-
-<p>“Not directly.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did you ask?”</p>
-
-<p>“Hardly!”</p>
-
-<p>“You knew?”</p>
-
-<p>“It was very simple,” said Ray. “She wouldn’t look at it because it
-wasn’t worth looking at. I knew that. That was what hurt me, and made me
-wish to hurt her.”</p>
-
-<p>Kane offered no comment. After a moment he asked: “Has all this just
-happened? Have you just found it out?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, it’s bad enough, but isn’t so bad as that,” said Ray, forcing a
-laugh. “Still, it’s as bad as I could make it. I happened to go to see
-her that evening when I overheard her talk with Denton.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! And you spoke to her after that?”</p>
-
-<p>There was a provisional condemnation in Kane’s tone which kindled Ray’s
-temper and gave him strength to retort: “No, Mr. Kane! I spoke to her
-before that; and it was when I came back&mdash;to tell her I was all wrong,
-and to beg her pardon&mdash;that I saw her father, and heard what I’ve told
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I didn’t understand; I might have known that the other thing was
-impossible,” said Kane.</p>
-
-<p>They were both silent, and Ray’s anger had died down into the shame that
-it had flamed up from,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_253" id="page_253">{253}</a></span> when Kane thoughtfully asked, “And you want my
-advice?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Concretely?”</p>
-
-<p>“As concretely as possible.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then, if you don’t really know the reason why a girl so conscientious
-as Peace Hughes wouldn’t look at your manuscript again when she was
-practically left to decide its fate, I think you’d better not go there
-any more.”</p>
-
-<p>Kane spoke with a seriousness the more impressive because he was so
-rarely serious, and Ray felt himself reddening under his eye.</p>
-
-<p>“Aren’t you rather enigmatical?” he began.</p>
-
-<p>“No, I don’t think so,” said Kane, and then neither spoke.</p>
-
-<p>Some one knocked at the door. Kane called out, “Come in!” and Mr.
-Chapley entered.</p>
-
-<p>After he had shaken hands with Kane and made Ray out, and had shaken
-hands with him, he said, with not more than his usual dejection, “I’m
-afraid poor David is in fresh trouble, Kane.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes?” said Kane, and Ray waited breathlessly to hear what the trouble
-was.</p>
-
-<p>“That wretched son-in-law of his&mdash;though I don’t know why I should
-condemn him&mdash;seems to have been somewhere with his children and exposed
-them to scarlet fever; and he’s down with diphtheritic sore throat
-himself. Peace has been at home since the trouble declared itself,
-helping take care of them.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_254" id="page_254">{254}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Is it going badly with them?” Kane asked.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know. It’s rather difficult to communicate with the family
-under the circumstances.”</p>
-
-<p>“You might have said impossible, without too great violence, Henry,”
-said Kane.</p>
-
-<p>“I had thought of seeing their doctor,” suggested Mr. Chapley, with his
-mild sadness. “Ah, I wish David had stayed where he was.”</p>
-
-<p>“We are apt to think these things are accidents,” said Kane. “Heaven
-knows. But scarlet fever and diphtheria are everywhere, and they take
-better care of them in town than they do in the country. Who did you say
-their doctor was?”</p>
-
-<p>“Dear me! I’m sure I don’t know who he is. I promised Mr. Brandreth to
-look the matter up,” said Mr. Chapley. “He’s very anxious to guard
-against any spread of the infection to his own child, and my whole
-family are so apprehensive that it’s difficult. I should like to go and
-see poor David, myself, but they won’t hear of it. They’re quite in a
-panic as it is.”</p>
-
-<p>“They’re quite right to guard against the danger,” said Kane, and he
-added, “I should like to hear David philosophize the situation. I can
-imagine how he would view the effort of each one of us to escape the
-consequences that we are all responsible for.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is civilization which is in the wrong,” said Mr. Chapley.</p>
-
-<p>“True,” Kane assented. “And yet our Indians suffered terribly from the
-toothache and rheumatism.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_255" id="page_255">{255}</a></span> You can carry your return to nature too far,
-Henry; Nature must meet Man half-way.” Kane’s eye kindled with pleasure
-in his phrase, and Ray could perceive that the literary interest was
-superseding the personal interest in his mind. “The earth is a dangerous
-planet; the great question is how to get away from it alive,” and the
-light in Kane’s eyes overspread his face in a smile of deep satisfaction
-with his paradox.</p>
-
-<p>The cold-blooded talk of the two elderly men sent a chill to Ray’s
-heart. For him, at least, there was but one thing to do; and half an
-hour later he stood at the open street door of the Hughes apartment,
-looking up at Mrs. Denton silhouetted against the light on the landing
-as he had first seen her there.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Mrs. Denton,” he called up, “how are the children?”</p>
-
-<p>“I&mdash;I don’t know. They are very sick. The doctor is afraid”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” Ray groaned, at the stop she made. “Can I help&mdash;can’t I do
-something? May I come up?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes,” she answered mechanically, and Ray was stooping forward to
-mount the stairs when he saw her caught aside, and Peace standing in her
-place.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t come up, Mr. Ray! You can’t do any good. It’s dangerous.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t care for the danger,” he began. “Some one&mdash;some one must help
-you! Your father”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“My father doesn’t need any help, and we don’t. Every moment you stay
-makes the danger worse!”</p>
-
-<p>“But you, <i>you</i> are in danger! You<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_256" id="page_256">{256}</a></span>”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“It’s my <i>right</i> to be. But it’s wrong for you. Oh, do go away!” She
-wrung her hands, and he knew that she was weeping. “I do thank you for
-coming. I was afraid you would come.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, were you?” he exulted. “I am glad of that! You know how I must have
-felt, when I came to think what I had said.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes&mdash;but, go, now!”</p>
-
-<p>“How can I do that? I should be ashamed”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“But you mustn’t,” she entreated. “It would put others in danger, too.
-You would carry the infection. You must go,” she repeated.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I shall come again. I must know how it is with you. When may I
-come again!”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know. You mustn’t come inside again.” She thought a moment. “If
-you come I will speak to you from that window over the door. You must
-keep outside. If you will ring the bell twice, I shall know it is you.”</p>
-
-<p>She shut the door, and left him no choice but to obey. It was not
-heroic; it seemed cowardly; and he turned ruefully away. But he
-submitted, and twice a day, early in the morning and late at night, he
-came and rang for her. The neighbors, such as cared, understood that he
-was the friend of the family who connected its exile with the world;
-sometimes the passers mistook these sad trysts for the happy lovers’
-meetings which they resembled, and lingered to listen, and then passed
-on.</p>
-
-<p>They caught only anxious questions and hopeless<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_257" id="page_257">{257}</a></span> answers; the third
-morning that Ray came, Peace told him that the little ones were dead.</p>
-
-<p>They had passed out of the world together, as they had entered it, and
-Ray stood with their mother beside the grave where they were both laid,
-and let her cling to his hand as if he were her brother. Her husband was
-too sick to be with them, and there had been apparently no question of
-Hughes’s coming, but Peace was there. The weather was that of a day in
-late March, bitter with a disappointed hope of spring. Ray went back to
-their door with the mourners. The mother kept on about the little ones,
-as if the incidents of their death were facts of a life that was still
-continuing.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I know well enough,” she broke off from this illusion, “that they
-are gone, and I shall never see them again; perhaps their father will.
-Well, I don’t think I was so much to blame. I didn’t make myself, and I
-never asked to come here, any more than they did.”</p>
-
-<p>She had the woe-begone hopeless face which she wore the first day that
-Ray saw her, after the twins had thrown her porte-monnaie out of the car
-window; she looked stunned and stupefied.</p>
-
-<p>They let her talk on, mostly without interruption. Only, at this point
-Peace said, “That will be thought of, Jenny,” and the other asked,
-wistfully, “Do you think so, Peace? Well!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_258" id="page_258">{258}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXXII" id="XXXII"></a>XXXII.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Peace</span> did not come back to her work at the publishers’ for several
-weeks. The arrears began to accumulate, and Mr. Brandreth asked Ray to
-help look after it; Ray was now so often with him that their friendly
-acquaintance had become a confidential intimacy.</p>
-
-<p>Men’s advance in these relations is rapid, even in later life; in youth
-it is by bounds. Before a week of their daily contact was out, Ray knew
-that Mrs. Chapley, though the best soul in the world, and the most
-devoted of mothers and grandmothers, had, in Mr. Brandreth’s opinion, a
-bad influence on his wife, and through her on his son. She excited Mrs.
-Brandreth by the long visits she paid her; and she had given the baby
-medicine on one occasion at least that distinctly had not agreed with
-it. “That boy has taken so much belladonna, as a preventive of scarlet
-fever, that I believe it’s beginning to affect his eyes. The pupils are
-tremendously enlarged, and he doesn’t notice half as much as he did a
-month ago. I don’t know when Mrs. Chapley will let us have Miss Hughes
-back again. Of course, I believe in taking precautions too, and I never
-could forgive myself if anything really happened. But I don’t want to be
-a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_259" id="page_259">{259}</a></span> perfect slave to my fears, or my mother-in-law’s, either&mdash;should
-you?”</p>
-
-<p>He asked Ray whether, under the circumstances, he did not think he ought
-to get some little place near New York for the summer, rather than go to
-his country home in Massachusetts, where the Chapleys had a house, and
-where his own mother lived the year round. When Ray shrank from the
-question as too personal for him to deal with, Mr. Brandreth invited him
-to consider the more abstract proposition that if the two grandmothers
-had the baby there to quarrel over all summer, they would leave nothing
-of the baby, and yet would not part friends.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tell you another reason why I want to be near my business so as to
-keep my finger on it all the time, this year,” said Mr. Brandreth, and
-he went into a long and very frank study of the firm’s affairs with Ray,
-who listened with the discreet intelligence which made everybody trust
-him. “With Mr. Chapley in the state he’s got into about business, when
-he doesn’t care two cents whether school keeps or not, I see that I’ve
-got to take the reins more and more into my own hands.” Mr. Brandreth
-branched off into an examination of his own character, and indirectly
-paid himself some handsome tributes as a business man. “I don’t mean to
-say,” he concluded, “that I’ve got the experience of some of the older
-men, but I do mean to say that experience doesn’t count for half of what
-they claim, in the book business, and I can prove it out of their own
-mouths. They all admit<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_260" id="page_260">{260}</a></span> that nobody can forecast the fate of a book. Of
-course if you’ve got a book by a known author, you’ve got something to
-count on, but not so much as people think, and some unknown man may
-happen along with a thing that hits the popular mood and outsell him ten
-times over. It’s a perfect lottery.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder they let you send your lists of new publications through the
-mails,” said Ray, dryly.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, it isn’t quite as bad as that,” said Mr. Brandreth. “Though there
-are a good many blanks too. I suppose the moral difference between
-business and gambling is that in business you do work for a living, and
-you don’t propose to give nothing for something, even when you’re buying
-as cheap as you can to sell as dear as you can. With a book it’s even
-better. It’s something you’ve put value into, and you have a right to
-expect to get value out of it. That’s what I tell Mr. Chapley when he
-gets into one of his Tolstoï moods, and wants to give his money to the
-poor and eat his bread in the sweat of his brow.”</p>
-
-<p>The two young men laughed at these grotesque conceptions of duty, and
-Mr. Brandreth went on:</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, sir, if I could get hold of a good, strong, lively novel”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Well, there is always <i>A Modern Romeo</i>,” Ray suggested.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth winced. “I know.” He added, with the effect of hurrying to
-get away from the subject, “I’ve had it over and over again with Mr.
-Chapley till I’m tired of it. Well, I suppose it’s his age,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_261" id="page_261">{261}</a></span> somewhat,
-too. Every man, when he gets to Mr. Chapley’s time of life, wants to go
-into the country and live on the land. I’d like to see him living on the
-land in Hatboro’, Massachusetts! You can stand up in your buggy and
-count half-a-dozen abandoned farms wherever you’ve a mind to stop on the
-road. By-the-way,” said Mr. Brandreth, from an association of ideas that
-Ray easily followed, “have you seen anything of the book that Mr. Hughes
-is writing? He’s got a good title for it. ‘The World Revisited’ ought to
-sell the first edition of it at a go.”</p>
-
-<p>“Before people found out what strong meat it was? It condemns the whole
-structure of society; he’s read me parts of it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, well,” said Mr. Brandreth, in a certain perplexity, “that might
-make it go too. People like strong meat. They like to have the structure
-of society condemned. There’s a good deal of sympathy with the
-underpinning; there’s no use trying to deny it. Confound it! I should
-like to try such a book as that in the market. But it would be regarded
-by everybody who knew him as an outcome of Mr. Chapley’s Tolstoï twist.”</p>
-
-<p>“I understand that Mr. Hughes’s views are entirely opposed to Tolstoï’s.
-He regards him as unpractical,” said Ray, with a smile for Hughes’s
-practicality.</p>
-
-<p>“It wouldn’t make any difference. They would call it Tolstoïan on Mr.
-Chapley’s account. People don’t know. There was <i>Looking Backward</i>; they
-took that at a gulp, and didn’t know that it was the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_262" id="page_262">{262}</a></span> rankest sort of
-socialism. My! If I could get hold of a book like <i>Looking Backward</i>!”</p>
-
-<p>“I might have it come out that the wicked cousin in <i>A Modern Romeo</i> was
-a secret Anarchist. That ought to make the book’s fortune.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray could deal lightly with his rejected novel, but even while he made
-an open jest of it, the book was still inwardly dear to him. He still
-had his moments of thinking it a great book, in places. He was always
-mentally comparing it with other novels that came out, and finding it
-better. He could not see why they should have got publishers, and his
-book not; he had to fall back upon that theory of mere luck which first
-so emboldens and then so embitters the heart; and the hope that lingered
-in him was mixed with cynicism.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_263" id="page_263">{263}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXXIII" id="XXXIII"></a>XXXIII.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">When</span> Peace came back to her work, Mr. Brandreth, in admiration of her
-spirit, confided to Ray that she had refused to take pay for the time
-she had been away, and that no arguments availed with her.</p>
-
-<p>“They must have been at unusual expense on account of this sickness, and
-I understand that the son-in-law hasn’t earned anything for a month. But
-what can you do?”</p>
-
-<p>“You can’t do anything,” said Ray. Their poverty might be finally
-reached from without, and it was not this which made him chiefly anxious
-in his futile sympathy for Peace. He saw her isolated in the presence of
-troubles from which he was held as far aloof as her father lived in his
-dream of a practicable golden age. Their common sorrow, which ought to
-have drawn the mother and father of the dead children nearer together,
-seemed to have alienated them. After the first transports of her grief,
-Mrs. Denton appeared scarcely to miss the little ones; the cat, which
-they had displaced so rarely, was now always in her lap, and her idle,
-bantering talk went on, about anything, about everything, as before, but
-with something more of mockery for her husband’s depressions and
-exaltations. It might have been from a mistaken wish to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_264" id="page_264">{264}</a></span> rouse him to
-some sort of renewed endeavor that she let her reckless tongue run upon
-what he had done with his process; it might have been from her
-perception that he was most vulnerable there; Ray could not decide. For
-the most part Denton remained withdrawn from the rest, a shadow and a
-silence which they ignored. Sometimes he broke in with an irrelevant
-question or comment, but oftener he evaded answering when they spoke to
-him. If his wife pressed him at such times he left them; and then they
-heard him talking to himself in his room, after an old habit of his; now
-and then Ray thought he was praying. If he did not come back, Peace
-followed him, and then her voice could be heard in entreaty with him.</p>
-
-<p>“She’s the only one that can do anything with Ansel,” her sister lightly
-explained one evening. “She has so much patience with him; father hasn’t
-any more than I have; but Peace can persuade him out of almost anything
-except his great idea of sacrifice.”</p>
-
-<p>“Sacrifice?” Ray repeated.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. I don’t know what he means. But he thinks he’s been very wicked,
-trying to invent that process, and he can’t get forgiveness without some
-kind of sacrifice. He’s found it in the Old Testament somewhere. <i>I</i>
-tell him it’s a great pity he didn’t live in the days of the prophets;
-he might have passed for one. I don’t know what he’s going to do. He
-says we must make some sacrifice; but I can’t see what<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_265" id="page_265">{265}</a></span> we’ve got left
-to sacrifice. We might make a burnt offering of the chairs in father’s
-stove; the coal’s about gone.”</p>
-
-<p>She stopped, and looked up at Denton, who had come in with a book in his
-hand; Peace glided in behind him.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, are you going to read us something, Ansel?” his wife asked with her
-smile of thoughtless taunting. “I don’t see why you don’t give public
-readings. You could read better than the elocutionists that used to read
-to us in the Family. And it wouldn’t be taking the bread out of any one
-else’s mouth.” She turned to Ray: “You know Ansel’s given up his place
-so as to let another man have his chance. It was the least he could do
-after he had tried to take away the livelihood of so many by inventing
-that wicked process of his.”</p>
-
-<p>Denton gave no sign of having heard her. He fixed his troubled eyes on
-Ray. “Do you know that poem?” he asked, handing him the open book.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes,” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a mistake,” said Denton, “all a mistake. I should like to write to
-Tennyson and tell him so. I’ve thought it out. The true sacrifice would
-have been the best, not the dearest; the best.”</p>
-
-<p>The next day was Sunday, and it broke, with that swift, capricious heat
-of our climate, after several days of cloudy menace. The sun shone, and
-the streets were thronged with people. They were going to church in
-different directions, but there was every<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_266" id="page_266">{266}</a></span>where a heavy trend toward the
-stations of the elevated road, and the trains were crammed with men,
-women and children going to the Park. When Ray arrived there with one of
-the throngs he had joined, he saw the roads full of carriages, and in
-the paths black files of foot-passengers pushing on past the seats
-packed with those who had come earlier, and sat sweltering under the
-leafless trees. The grass was already green; some of the forwarder
-shrubs were olive-gray with buds.</p>
-
-<p>Ray walked deep into the Park. He came in sight of a bench near a shelf
-of rock in a by-path, with a man sitting alone on it. There was room for
-two, and Ray made for the place.</p>
-
-<p>The man sat leaning forward with his heavy blonde head hanging down as
-if he might have been drunk. He suddenly lifted himself, and Ray saw
-that it was Denton. His face was red from the blood that had run into
-it, but as it grew paler it showed pathetically thin. He stared at Ray
-confusedly, and did not know him till he spoke.</p>
-
-<p>Then he said, “Oh!” and put out his hand. A sudden kindness in Ray, more
-than he commonly felt for the man whom he sometimes pitied, but never
-liked, responded to the overture.</p>
-
-<p>“May I have part of your bench?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Denton. “Sit down,” and he made way for him. “It isn’t mine;
-it’s one of the few things in this cursed town that belongs to every
-one.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said Ray, cheerfully, “I suppose we’re all<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_267" id="page_267">{267}</a></span> proprietors of the
-Park, even if we’re not allowed to walk on our own grass.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; but don’t get me thinking about that. There’s been too much of
-that in my life. I want to get away&mdash;away from it all. We are going into
-the country. Do you know about those abandoned farms in New England?
-Could we go and take up one of them?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sure I don’t know. But what could you do with it, if you did? The
-owners left those farms because they couldn’t live on them. You would
-have to fight a battle you’re not strong enough for. Better wait till
-you get fairly on your feet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I’m sick; I’m no good. But it would be expiation.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray did not speak at once. Then, partly because he thought he might be
-of use to the man by helping him to an objective vision of what was
-haunting him, and partly from an æsthetic desire to pry into the
-confusion of his turbid soul, he asked: “Do you mean for that invention
-of yours?”</p>
-
-<p>“No; that’s nothing; that was a common crime.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I have no right to ask you anything further. But in any given
-case of expiation, the trouble is that a man can’t expiate alone; he
-makes a lot of other people expiate with him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; you can’t even sin alone. That is the curse of it, and then the
-innocent have to suffer with the sinners. But I meant&mdash;the children.”</p>
-
-<p>“The children?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_268" id="page_268">{268}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I let them die.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray understood now that it was remorse for his exposure of the little
-ones to contagion which was preying on him. “I don’t think you were to
-blame for that. It was something that might have happened to any one.
-For the sake of your family you ought to look at it in the true light.
-You are no more responsible for your children’s death than I am.” Ray
-stopped, and Denton stared as if listening.</p>
-
-<p>“What? What? What?” he said, in the tone of a man who tries to catch
-something partly heard. “Did you hear?” he asked. “They are both talking
-at once&mdash;with the same voice; it’s the twin nature.” He shook his head
-vehemently, and said, with an air of relief: “Well, now it’s stopped.
-What did you say?”</p>
-
-<p>“I didn’t say anything,” Ray answered.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! It was the Voice, then. You see it was a mistake not to do it
-sooner; I ought to have <i>given</i> them; not waited for them to be <i>taken</i>.
-I couldn’t understand, because in the flesh they couldn’t speak. They
-had to speak in the spirit. That was it&mdash;why they died. I thought that
-if I took some rich man who had made his millions selfishly,
-cruelly&mdash;you see?&mdash;it would satisfy justice; then the reign of peace and
-plenty could begin. But that was wrong. That would have made the guilty
-suffer for the innocent; and the innocent must suffer for the guilty.
-Always! There is no other atonement. Now I see that. Oh, my soul, my
-soul! What? No! Yes,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_269" id="page_269">{269}</a></span> yes! The best, the purest, the meekest! Always
-that! Without the shedding of blood, there is no remission&mdash;Who do you
-think is the best person in New York&mdash;the purest, the meekest?”</p>
-
-<p>“Who?” Ray echoed.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Denton. Then he broke off. “She said, No! No! No!” He
-started up from the seat. “For their life, their life, their life! That
-was where the wrong was. I knew it was all wrong, always. Oh, my soul,
-my soul! What shall the atonement be?” He moved away, and at a few
-paces’ distance he began to run.</p>
-
-<p>Ray watched him running, running, till he was out of sight.</p>
-
-<p>He passed a restless, anxious day, and in the evening he could not keep
-from going to the Hugheses’. He found them all together, and gayer than
-he had seen them since the children’s death. He tried to join in the
-light-hearted fun that Mrs. Denton was making with her husband; she was
-unusually fond, and she flattered him with praises of his talent and
-good looks; she said his pallor became him.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you know,” she asked Ray, “that we’re all going to New Hampshire to
-live on an abandoned farm?”</p>
-
-<p>She made Denton get his violin, and he played a long time. Suddenly he
-stopped, and waited in the attitude of listening. He called out, “Yes!”
-and struck the instrument over a chair-top, breaking it to splinters. He
-jumped up as if in amaze at what had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_270" id="page_270">{270}</a></span> happened; then he said to Peace,
-“I’ve made you some kindling.”</p>
-
-<p>His wife said with a smile, “A man must do <i>something</i> for a living.”</p>
-
-<p>Denton merely looked at her with a kind of vague surprise. After a
-moment’s suspense he wheeled about and caught his hat from the wall, and
-rushed down the stairs into the street.</p>
-
-<p>Hughes came in from the front room, with his pen in his hand, and
-hoarsely gasping. “What is the matter?” he weakly whispered. No one
-spoke, but the ruin of the violin answered for itself. “Some more of
-that fool’s work, I suppose. It is getting past all endurance. He was
-always the most unpractical creature, and of late, he’s become utterly
-worthless.” He kept on moving his lips as if he were speaking, but no
-sound came from them.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Denton burst into a crowing laugh: “It’s too bad Ansel should have
-<i>two</i> voices and father none at all!”</p>
-
-<p>The old man’s lips still moved, and now there came from them, “A fool, a
-perfect fool!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no, father,” said Peace, and she went up to the old man. “You know
-Ansel isn’t a fool. You know he has been tried; and he is good, you know
-he is! He has worked hard for us all; and I can’t bear to have you call
-him names.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let him show some common-sense, then,” said her father. “I have no wish
-to censure him. But his continual folly wears me out. He owes it to the
-cause,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_271" id="page_271">{271}</a></span> if not to his family, to be sensible and&mdash;and&mdash;practical. Tell
-him I wish to see him when he comes in,” he added, with an air of
-authority, like the relic of former headship. “It’s high time I had a
-talk with him. These disturbances in the family are becoming very
-harassing. I cannot fix my mind on anything.”</p>
-
-<p>He went back into his own room, where they heard him coughing. It was a
-moment of pain without that dignity which we like to associate with the
-thought of suffering, but which is seldom present in it; Ray did not
-dare to go; he sat keenly sensible of the squalor of it, unable to stir.
-He glanced toward Peace for strength; she had her face hidden in her
-hands. He would not look at Mrs. Denton, who was saying: “I think father
-is right, and if Ansel can’t control himself any better than he has of
-late, he’d better leave us. It’s wearing father out. Don’t you think he
-looks worse, Mr. Ray?”</p>
-
-<p>He did not answer, but remained wondering what he had better do.</p>
-
-<p>Peace took down her hands and looked at him, and he saw that she wished
-him to go. He went, but in the dark below he lingered, trying to think
-whom he should turn to for help. He ran over Mr. Chapley, Brandreth,
-Kane in his mind with successive rejection, and then he thought of
-Kane’s doctor; he had never really seen him, but he feigned him the
-wisest and most efficient of the doctors known to fiction. Of course it
-must be a doctor whom Ray should speak to; but he must put the affair
-hypothetically, so that if the doctor<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_272" id="page_272">{272}</a></span> thought it nothing, no one would
-be compromised. It must be a physician of the greatest judgment, a man
-of sympathy as well as sagacity; no, it could be any sort of doctor, and
-he ought to go to him at once.</p>
-
-<p>He was fumbling in the dark for the wire that pulled the bolt of the
-street door when a night-latch was thrust into the key-hole outside, and
-the door was burst open with a violence that flung him back against the
-wall behind it. Before it could swing to again he saw Denton’s figure
-bent in its upward rush on the stairs; he leaped after him.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, then!” Denton shouted, as they burst into the apartment together.
-“The time has come! The time has come! They are calling you, Peace! You
-wouldn’t let me give them, and the Lord had to take them, but they have
-reconciled Him to you; He will accept you for their sake!”</p>
-
-<p>Old Hughes had entered from his room, and stood looking on with a
-frowning brows, but with more vexation than apprehension. “Be done with
-that arrant nonsense!” he commanded. “What stuff are you talking?”</p>
-
-<p>Denton’s wife shrank into the farthest corner, with the cat still in her
-arms. Peace stood in the middle of the room staring at him. He did not
-heed Hughes except to thrust him aside as he launched himself towards
-the girl.</p>
-
-<p>Ray slipped between them, and Denton regarded him with dull wavering
-eyes like a drunken man’s. “Oh, you’re here still, are you?” he said; a
-cunning gleam<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_273" id="page_273">{273}</a></span> came into his eyes, and he dropped his voice from its
-impassioned pitch. He kept his right hand in his coat pocket, and Ray
-watched that hand too solely. Denton flashed past him, and with his left
-swept away the hands which Peace mechanically lifted to her face, and
-held them in his grip. Ray sprang upon him, and pinioned his right
-wrist.</p>
-
-<p>“Hold him fast!” Hughes added his grip to Ray’s. “He’s got something in
-his pocket, there! Run to the window, Jenny, and call for help!”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no, Jenny, don’t!” Peace entreated. “Don’t call out. Ansel won’t
-hurt me! I know he’ll listen to me; won’t you Ansel? Oh, what is it you
-want to do?”</p>
-
-<p>“Here!” cried Denton. “Take it! In an instant you will be with them! The
-sin will be remitted.” He struggled to reach her lips with the hand
-which he had got out of his pocket. Old Hughes panted out:</p>
-
-<p>“Open his fist! Tear it open. If I had a knife”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t hurt him!” Peace implored. “He isn’t hurting me.”</p>
-
-<p>Denton suddenly released her wrists, and she sank senseless. Ray threw
-himself on his knees beside her, and stretched his arms out over her.</p>
-
-<p>Denton did not look at them; he stood a moment listening; then with a
-formless cry he whirled into the next room. The door shut crashing
-behind him, and then there came the noise of a heavy fall within. The
-rush of a train made itself loudly heard in the silence.</p>
-
-<p>A keen bitter odor in the air rapt Ray far away to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_274" id="page_274">{274}</a></span> an hour of childhood
-when a storm had stripped the blossoms from a peach-tree by the house,
-and he noted with a child’s accidental observance the acrid scent which
-rose from them.</p>
-
-<p>“That is prussic acid,” Hughes whispered, and he moved feebly towards
-the door and pushed it open. Denton lay on the floor with his head
-toward the threshold, and the old man stood looking down into his dead
-face.</p>
-
-<p>“It must have been that which he had in his hand.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_275" id="page_275">{275}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXXIV" id="XXXIV"></a>XXXIV.</h2>
-
-<p>“<span class="smcap">Well</span>, old fellow, I’ve got some good news for you,” said Mr. Brandreth,
-when Ray showed himself at the door of the publisher’s little den the
-next morning. Ray thought that he carried the record of the event he had
-witnessed in every lineament, but Mr. Brandreth could have seen nothing
-unusual in his face. “The editor of <i>Every Evening</i> has just been here,
-and he wants to see you about taking hold of his literary department.”
-Ray stared blankly. Mr. Brandreth went on with generous pleasure: “He’s
-had some trouble with the man who’s been doing it, and it’s come to a
-complete break at last, and now he wants you to try. He’s got some new
-ideas about it. He wants to make something specially literary of the
-Saturday issue; he has a notion of restoring the old-fashioned serial.
-If you take charge, you could work in the <i>Modern Romeo</i> on him; and
-then, if it succeeds as a serial, we can republish it in book form!
-Better see him at once! Isn’t it funny how things turn out? He said he
-was coming down town in a Broadway car, and happened to catch sight of
-Coquelin’s name on a poster at the theatre, and it made him think of
-you. He’d always liked that thing you did for him, and when he got down
-here, he jumped out and came<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_276" id="page_276">{276}</a></span> in to ask about you. I talked you into him
-good and strong, and he wants to see you.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray listened in nerveless passivity to news that would have transported
-him with hope a few hours before. Mr. Brandreth might well have mistaken
-his absent stare for the effect of such a rapture. He said, as a man
-does when tempted a little beyond prudence by the pleasure he is giving:</p>
-
-<p>“The fact is, I’ve been thinking about that work of yours, myself. I
-want to try <i>some</i> novel for the summer trade; and I want you to let me
-see it again. I want to read it myself this time. They say a publisher
-oughtn’t to know anything about the inside of a book, but I think we
-might make an exception of yours.” Ray’s face remained unchanged, and
-Mr. Brandreth now asked, with a sudden perception of its strangeness:
-“Hello! What’s the matter? Anything gone wrong with you?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no,” Ray struggled out, “not with me. But”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing new with the Hugheses, I hope?” said Mr. Brandreth, with
-mounting alarm. “Miss Hughes was to have come back to work this morning,
-but she hasn’t yet. No more diphtheria, I hope? By Jove, my dear fellow,
-I don’t think you ought to come here if there is! I don’t think it’s
-quite fair to me.”</p>
-
-<p>“It isn’t diphtheria,” Ray gasped. “But they’re in great trouble. I
-hardly know how to tell you. That wretched creature, Denton, has killed
-himself. He’s been off his base for some time, and I’ve been<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_277" id="page_277">{277}</a></span>
-dreading&mdash;I’ve been there all night with them. He took prussic acid and
-died instantly. Mr. Hughes and I had a struggle with him to
-prevent&mdash;prevent him; and the old man got a wrench, and then he had a
-hemorrhage. He is very weak from it, but the doctor’s brought him round
-for the present. Miss Hughes wanted me to come and tell you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Has it got out yet?” Mr. Brandreth asked. “Are the reporters on to it?”</p>
-
-<p>“The fact has to come out officially through the doctor, but it isn’t
-known yet.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish it hadn’t happened,” said Mr. Brandreth. “It will be an awful
-scandal.”</p>
-
-<p>There had been a moment with Ray too when the scandal of the fact was
-all he felt. “Yes,” he said, mechanically.</p>
-
-<p>“You see,” Mr. Brandreth explained, “those fellows will rummage round in
-every direction, for every bit of collateral information, relevant and
-irrelevant, and they will make as much as they can of the fact that Miss
-Hughes was employed here.”</p>
-
-<p>“I see,” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth fell into a rueful muse, but he plucked himself out of it
-with self-reproachful decency. “It’s awful for them, poor things!”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s the best thing that could have happened, under the circumstances,”
-said Ray, with a coldness that surprised himself, and a lingering
-resentment toward Denton that the physical struggle had left in his
-nerves. “It was a question whether he should kill<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_278" id="page_278">{278}</a></span> himself, or kill some
-one else. He had a mania of sacrifice, of atonement. Somebody had to be
-offered up. He was a crank.” Ray pronounced the word with a strong
-disgust, as if there were nothing worse to be said of a man. He paused,
-and then he went on. “I shall have to tell you all about it, Brandreth;”
-and he went over the event again, and spared nothing.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth listened with starting eyes. As if the additional details
-greatly discouraged him, he said, “I don’t think those things can be
-kept from coming out. It will be a terrible scandal. Of course, I pity
-the family; and Miss Hughes. It’s strange that they could keep living on
-with such a danger hanging over them for weeks and months, and not try
-to do anything about it&mdash;not have him shut up.”</p>
-
-<p>“The doctor says we’ve no idea what sort of things people keep living on
-with,” said Ray, gloomily. “The danger isn’t always there, and the hope
-is. The trouble keeps on, and in most cases nothing happens. The doctor
-says nothing would have happened in this case, probably, if the man had
-staid quietly in the country, in the routine he was used to. But when he
-had the stress of new circumstances put on him, with the anxieties and
-the chances, and all the miseries around him, his mind gave way; I don’t
-suppose it was ever a very strong one.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I don’t see how the strongest stands it, in this infernal
-hurly-burly,” said Mr. Brandreth, with an introspective air. He added,
-with no effect of relief<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_279" id="page_279">{279}</a></span> from his reflection, “I don’t know what I’m
-going to say to my wife when all this comes out. I’ve got to prepare
-her, somehow&mdash;her and her mother. Look here! Why couldn’t you go up to
-Mr. Chapley’s with me, and see him? He wasn’t very well, yesterday, and
-said he wouldn’t be down till this afternoon. My wife’s going there to
-lunch, and we can get them all together before the evening papers are
-out. Then I think we could make them see it in the right light. What do
-you say?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see why I shouldn’t go with you. If I can be of any use,” said
-Ray, with an inward regret that he could think of no excuse for not
-going.</p>
-
-<p>“I think you can be of the greatest use,” said Mr. Brandreth. He called
-a clerk, and left word with him that he should not be in again till
-after lunch. “You see,” he explained, as they walked out together, “if
-we can get the story to Mrs. Brandreth and her mother before it comes to
-them in print it won’t seem half as bad. Some fellow is going to get
-hold of the case and work it for all it is worth. He is going to unearth
-Mr. Hughes’s whole history, and exploit him as a reformer and a
-philosopher. He’s going to find out everybody who knows him, or has ever
-had anything to do with him, and interview people right and left.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray had to acknowledge that this was but too probable. He quailed to
-think of the publicity which he must achieve in the newspapers, and how
-he must figure before the people of Midland, who had expected such a
-different celebrity for him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_280" id="page_280">{280}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“You must look out for yourself. I’m going to put Mr. Chapley on his
-guard, and warn the ladies not to see any reporters or answer any
-questions. By-the-way, does Mr. Kane know about this yet?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve just come from his place; he wasn’t at home; I left a note for
-him.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder if we hadn’t better go round that way and tell him?” Mr.
-Brandreth faltered a moment, and then pushed on. “Or, no! He’s a wary
-old bird, and I don’t think he’ll say anything that will commit
-anybody.” They walked on in silence for awhile before Mr. Brandreth
-said, with an air of relevance, “Of course, I shouldn’t want you to
-count too much upon our being able to do anything with your book this
-year, after all.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course,” said Ray. “If I’m mixed up with this business in the
-papers, my name won’t be a very good one for a respectable house to
-conjure with for some years to come. Perhaps never.”</p>
-
-<p>At that moment he was mere egoist, feeling nothing but the mockery and
-the malice of fortune; all his compassion for the hapless creatures
-whose misery had involved him died within him.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I don’t mean that, exactly,” said Mr. Brandreth. “But isn’t it
-curious how we’re all bound together here? It’s enough to make one
-forswear all intercourse with his fellow-beings. Here we are in same
-boat with people whom I didn’t know the existence of six months ago; and
-because Mr. Chapley has stood by his old friend and tried to help him<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_281" id="page_281">{281}</a></span>
-along, he will probably be pilloried with him before the public as a
-fellow-Tolstoïan, and people all over the country that used to order
-their books through us will think we’re in sympathy with the anarchists,
-and won’t have any more to do with us than if we had published the
-<i>Kreuzer Sonata</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray thought how he had never asked to know the Hugheses at all, and was
-not justly responsible for them, even through a tie of ancient
-friendship. But in the presence of Mr. Brandreth’s shameless anxieties,
-he was ashamed to air his own. He only said, cynically: “Yes, it appears
-that a homicidal lunatic can’t take himself harmlessly out of the world.
-His fate reaches out in every direction, and covers everybody that knew
-him with confusion. And they talk of a moral government of the
-universe!”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes!” said Mr. Brandreth, with as much satisfaction in Ray’s scorn of
-the order of things as his mild nature could probably feel.</p>
-
-<p>At Mr. Chapley’s house they learned that Mrs. Brandreth had brought the
-baby to spend the day with her mother. Her sister, whom Ray knew, met
-the two men at the door on her way out to a young ladies’ lunch, and
-told them they would find her father in his library. She said Mr. Kane
-was there with him; and Mr. Brandreth, with a glance at Ray, said,
-“Well, that’s first-rate!” and explained, as they pushed on upstairs,
-“He may be able to suggest something.”</p>
-
-<p>Kane did not suggest anything at once. He lis<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_282" id="page_282">{282}</a></span>tened in silence and
-without apparent feeling to Ray’s story.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear me!” Mr. Chapley lamented. “Dreadful, dreadful! Poor David must be
-in a sad state about it! And I’m not fit to go to him!”</p>
-
-<p>“He wouldn’t expect you, sir,” Mr. Brandreth began.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know; he would certainly come to me if I were in trouble. Dear,
-dear! Was the hemorrhage very exhausting, Mr.&mdash;er&mdash;Ray?”</p>
-
-<p>Ray gave the doctor’s word that there was no immediate danger from it,
-and Mr. Brandreth made haste to say that he had come to tell the ladies
-about the affair before they saw it in the papers, and to caution them
-against saying anything if reporters called.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, that’s very well,” said Mr. Chapley. “But I see nothing
-detrimental to us in the facts.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, sir. Not unless they’re distorted, and&mdash;in connection with your
-peculiar views, sir. When those fellows get on to your old friendship
-with Mr. Hughes, and <i>his</i> peculiar views, there’s no telling what they
-won’t make of them.” Kane glanced round at Ray with arched eyes and
-pursed mouth. Mr. Brandreth turned toward Ray, and asked sweetly,
-“Should you mind my lighting one of those after-dinner pastilles?” He
-indicated the slender stem in the little silver-holder on the mantel.
-“Of course there’s no danger of infection now; but it would be a little
-more reassuring to my wife, especially as she’s got the boy here with
-her.”</p>
-
-<p>“By all means,” said Ray, and the pastille began<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_283" id="page_283">{283}</a></span> sending up a delicate
-thread of pungent blue smoke, while Mr. Brandreth went for his wife and
-mother-in-law.</p>
-
-<p>“It seems to me you’re in a parlous state, Henry,” said Kane. “I don’t
-see but you’ll have to renounce Tolstoï and all his works if you ever
-get out of this trouble. I’m sorry for you. It takes away half the
-satisfaction I feel at the lifting of that incubus from poor David’s
-life. I think I’d better go.” He rose, and went over to give his hand to
-Mr. Chapley, where he sat in a reclining-chair.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Chapley clung to him, and said feebly: “No, no! Don’t go, Kane. We
-shall need your advice, and&mdash;and&mdash;counsel,” and while Kane hesitated,
-Mr. Brandreth came in with the ladies, who wore a look of mystified
-impatience.</p>
-
-<p>“I thought they had better hear it from you, Mr. Ray,” he said, and for
-the third time Ray detailed the tragical incidents. He felt as if he had
-been inculpating himself.</p>
-
-<p>Then Mrs. Chapley said: “It is what we might have expected from the
-beginning. But if it will be a warning to Mr. Chapley”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Brandreth turned upon her mother with a tone that startled Mr.
-Chapley from the attitude of gentle sufferance in which he sat resting
-his chin upon his hand. “I don’t see what warning there can be for papa
-in such a dreadful thing. Do you think he’s likely to take prussic
-acid?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t say that, you know well enough, child.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_284" id="page_284">{284}</a></span> But I shall be quite
-satisfied if it is the last of Tolstoïsm in <i>this</i> family.”</p>
-
-<p>“It has nothing to do with Tolstoï,” Mrs. Brandreth returned, with
-surprising energy. “If we’d all been living simply in the country, that
-wretched creature’s mind wouldn’t have been preyed upon by the misery of
-the city.”</p>
-
-<p>“There’s more insanity in proportion to the population in the country
-than there is in the city,” Mrs. Chapley began.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Brandreth ignored her statistical contribution. “There’s no more
-danger of father’s going out to live on a farm, or in a community, than
-there is of his taking poison; and at any rate he hasn’t got anything to
-do with what’s happened. He’s just been faithful to his old friend, and
-he’s given his daughter work. I don’t care how much the newspapers bring
-that in. We haven’t done anything wrong.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth looked at his wife in evident surprise; her mother said,
-“Well, my dear!”</p>
-
-<p>Her father gently urged: “I don’t think you’ve quite understood your
-mother. She doesn’t look at life from my point of view.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, Henry, I’m thankful to say I don’t,” Mrs. Chapley broke in; “and I
-don’t know anybody who does. If I had followed you and your prophet, we
-shouldn’t have had a roof over our heads.”</p>
-
-<p>“A good many people have no roofs over their heads,” Mr. Chapley meekly
-suggested.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s no reason why we shouldn’t,” said his wife.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_285" id="page_285">{285}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“No; you’re right there, my dear. That’s the hopeless part of it.
-Perhaps poor David is right, and the man who attempts to solve the
-problem of altruism singly and in his own life”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Brandreth would not let him finish. “The question is, what are we
-going to do for these poor things in their trouble?” She looked at Ray,
-who had sat by trying in his sense of intrusion and superfluity to
-shrink into as small a space as possible. He now blushed to find himself
-appealed to. He had not seen Mrs. Brandreth often, and he had not
-reversed his first impression of a narrow, anxious, housewifely spirit
-in her, sufficient to the demands of young motherhood, but of few and
-scanty general sympathies.</p>
-
-<p>“When did you see them last?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>He told her, and she said, “Well, I am going right up there with Percy.”</p>
-
-<p>“And bring back the scarlet fever to your child!” cried her mother. “You
-shall neither of you go, as long as I have anything to say about it. Or,
-if you do, you shall not come back to this house, and I shall keep the
-baby here till there isn’t the least fear of danger; and I don’t know
-how long that will be.”</p>
-
-<p>All the grandmother rose in Mrs. Chapley; she lifted her voice, and in
-the transport of her alarm and indignation she suddenly appealed to Mr.
-Kane from the wilfulness she evidently feared in her daughter: “What do
-you think, Mr. Kane?”</p>
-
-<p>“I wouldn’t presume to decide such a question finally; it’s too
-important,” Kane said, in his mellow<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_286" id="page_286">{286}</a></span> murmur. “But I wish that for the
-moment Mrs. Brandreth would let me be the bearer of her kind messages
-and inquiries. If you haven’t been in the habit of calling there”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I have never been there at all, I’m sorry to say,” Mrs. Brandreth
-frankly declared.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! Well, I don’t see what good could come of it, just at present; and
-there might be some lingering infection.”</p>
-
-<p>“It has been carried in clothes across the ocean months afterwards, and
-in letters,” Mrs. Chapley triumphed.</p>
-
-<p>Kane abandoned the point to her. “The situation might be very much worse
-for the Hugheses, as I was saying to Henry before you came in. The
-Powers are not commonly so considerate. It seems to me distinctly the
-best thing that could have happened, at least as far as Denton is
-concerned.”</p>
-
-<p>“Surely,” said Mrs. Chapley, “you don’t approve of suicide?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not in the case of sane and happy people,” Kane blandly replied. “The
-suicide of such persons should be punished with the utmost rigor of the
-law. But there seem to be extenuating circumstances in the present
-instance; I hope the coroner’s jury will deal leniently with the
-culprit. I must go and see if I can do anything for David. Probably I
-can’t. It’s always a question in these cases whether you are not adding
-to the sufferings of the mourners by your efforts to alleviate them; but
-you can only solve it at their expense by trying.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_287" id="page_287">{287}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“And you will let us know,” said Mrs. Chapley, “whether <i>we</i> can do
-anything, Mr. Kane.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Brandreth did not openly persist in her determination to go to the
-Hugheses. She said, “Yes, be sure you let us know,” and when Kane had
-gone on an errand of mercy which he owned was distasteful to him, her
-husband followed Ray down to the door.</p>
-
-<p>“You see what splendid courage she has,” he whispered, with a backward
-glance up the stairs. “I must confess that it surprised me, after all
-I’ve seen her go through, that stand she took with her mother. But I
-don’t altogether wonder at it; they were disagreeing about keeping up
-the belladonna when I found them, upstairs, and I guess Mrs. Brandreth’s
-opposition naturally carried over into this question about the Hugheses.
-Of course Mrs. Chapley means well, but if Mrs. Brandreth could once be
-got from under her influence she would be twice the woman she is. I
-think she’s right about the effect of our connection with the family
-before the public. They can’t make anything wrong out of it, no matter
-how they twist it or turn it. I’m not afraid. After all, it isn’t as if
-Mr. Hughes was one of those howling socialists. An old-time Brook
-Farmer&mdash;it’s a kind of literary tradition; it’s like being an original
-abolitionist. I’m going to see if I can’t get a glimpse of that book of
-his without committing myself. Well, let me know how you get on. I
-wouldn’t let that chance on <i>Every Evening</i> slip. Better see the man.
-Confound the papers! I hope they won’t drag us in!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_288" id="page_288">{288}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXXV" id="XXXV"></a>XXXV.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">A few</span> lines, with some misspelling of names, told the story of the
-suicide and inquest in the afternoon papers, and it dwindled into still
-smaller space and finer print the next morning. The publicity which
-those least concerned had most dreaded was spared them. Ray himself
-appeared in print as a witness named Bray; there was no search into the
-past of Hughes and his family, or their present relations; none of the
-rich sensations of the case were exploited; it was treated as one of
-those every-day tragedies without significance or importance, which
-abound in the history of great cities, and are forgotten as rapidly as
-they occur. The earth closed over the hapless wretch for whom the dream
-of duty tormenting us all, more or less, had turned to such a hideous
-nightmare, and those whom his death threatened even more than his life
-drew consciously or unconsciously a long breath of freedom.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth’s courage rose with his escape; there came a moment when
-he was ready to face the worst; the moment did not come till the danger
-of the worst was past. Then he showed himself even eager to retrieve the
-effect of anxieties not compatible with a scrupulous self-respect.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_289" id="page_289">{289}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Why should we laugh at him?” Kane philosophized, in talking the matter
-over with Ray. “The ideals of generosity and self-devotion are
-preposterous in our circumstances. He was quite right to be cautious, to
-be prudent, to protect his business and his bosom from the invasion of
-others’ misfortunes, and to look anxiously out for the main chance. Who
-would do it for him, if he neglected this first and most obvious duty?
-He has behaved most thoughtfully and kindly toward Peace through it all,
-and I can’t blame him for not thrusting himself forward to offer help
-when nothing could really be done.”</p>
-
-<p>Kane had himself remained discreetly in the background, and had not
-cumbered his old acquaintance with offers of service. He kept away from
-the funeral, but he afterwards visited Hughes frequently, though he
-recognized nothing more than the obligation of the early kindness
-between them. This had been affected by many years of separation and
-wide divergence of opinion, and it was doubtful whether his visits were
-altogether a pleasure to the invalid. They disputed a good deal, and
-sometimes when Hughes lost his voice from excitement and exhaustion,
-Kane’s deep pipe kept on in a cool smooth assumption of positions which
-Hughes was physically unable to assail.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Chapley went out of town to his country place in Massachusetts, to
-try and get back his strength after a touch of the grippe. The Sunday
-conventicles had to be given up because Hughes could no longer lead
-them, and could not suffer the leadership of others. He<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_290" id="page_290">{290}</a></span> was left mainly
-for society and consolation to the young fellow who did not let him feel
-that he differed from him, and was always gently patient with him.</p>
-
-<p>Ray had outlived the grudge he felt at Kane for delivering him over to
-bonds which he shirked so lightly himself; but this was perhaps because
-they were no longer a burden. It was not possible for him to refuse his
-presence to the old man when he saw that it was his sole pleasure; he
-had come to share the pleasure of these meetings himself. As the days
-which must be fewer and fewer went by he tried to come every day, and
-Peace usually found him sitting with her father when she reached home at
-the end of the afternoon. Ray could get there first because his work on
-the newspaper was of a more flexible and desultory sort; and he often
-brought a bundle of books for review with him, and talked them over with
-Hughes, for whom he was a perspective of the literary world, with its
-affairs and events. Hughes took a vivid interest in the management of
-Ray’s department of <i>Every Evening</i>, and gave him advice about it,
-charging him not to allow it to be merely æsthetic, but to imbue it with
-an ethical quality; he maintained that literature should be the handmaid
-of reform; he regretted that he had not cast the material of <i>The World
-Revisited</i> in the form of fiction, which would have given it a charm
-impossible to a merely polemical treatise.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m convinced that if I had it in that shape it would readily find a
-publisher, and I’m going to see what I can do to work it over as soon as
-I’m about again.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_291" id="page_291">{291}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you’ll be luckier than I’ve been with fiction,” said Ray. “I
-don’t know but it might be a good plan to turn <i>A Modern Romeo</i> into a
-polemical treatise. We might change about, Mr. Hughes.”</p>
-
-<p>Hughes said, “Why don’t you bring your story up here and read it to me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Wouldn’t that be taking an unfair advantage of you?” Ray asked. “Just
-at present my chief’s looking over it, to see if it won’t do for the
-<i>feuilleton</i> we’re going to try. He won’t want it; but it affords a
-little respite for you, Mr. Hughes, as long as he thinks he may.”</p>
-
-<p>He knew that Peace must share his constraint in speaking of his book.
-When they were alone for a little while before he went away that evening
-he said to her, “You have never told me yet that you forgave me for my
-bad behavior about my book the last time we talked about it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did you wish me to tell you?” she asked, gently. “I thought I needn’t.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, do,” he urged. “You thought I was wrong?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” she assented.</p>
-
-<p>“Then you ought to say, in so many words, ‘I forgive you.’<span class="lftspc">”</span></p>
-
-<p>He waited, but she would not speak.</p>
-
-<p>“Why can’t you say that?”</p>
-
-<p>She did not answer, but after a while she said, “I think what I did was
-a good reason for”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“My being in the wrong? Then why did you do it? Can’t you tell me
-that?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_292" id="page_292">{292}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Not&mdash;now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Some time?”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps,” she murmured.</p>
-
-<p>“Then I may ask you again?”</p>
-
-<p>She was silent, sitting by the window in the little back room, where her
-head was dimly outlined against the late twilight. Between the rushing
-trains at the front they could hear Mrs. Denton talking to her father,
-joking and laughing. Our common notion of tragedy is that it alters the
-nature of those involved, as if it were some spiritual chemistry
-combining the elements of character anew. But it is merely an incident
-of our being, and, for all we can perceive, is of no more vital effect
-than many storms in the material world. What it does not destroy, it
-leaves essentially unchanged. The light creature whom its forces had
-beaten to the earth, rose again with the elasticity of light things,
-when it had passed. She was meant to be what she was made, and even Ray,
-with the severity of his young morality, and the paucity of his
-experience, perceived that the frivolity which shocked him was comfort
-and cheer to the sick old man. She sat with him, and babbled and jested;
-and Ray saw with a generous resentment that she must always have been
-his favorite. There was probably a responsive lightness in Hughes’s own
-soul to which hers brought the balm of kinship and of perfect sympathy.
-There was no apparent consciousness of his preference in the sisters;
-each in her way accepted it as something just and fit. Peace looked
-after the small housekeeping, and her sister had more and more the care
-of their father.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_293" id="page_293">{293}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Denton’s buoyant temperament served a better purpose in the economy
-of sorrow than a farther-sighted seriousness. In virtue of all that Ray
-had ever read or fancied of such experiences, the deaths that had
-bereaved her ought to have chastened and sobered her, and he could not
-forgive her because she could not wear the black of a hushed and
-spiritless behavior. It even shocked him that Peace did nothing to
-restrain her, but took her from moment to moment as she showed herself,
-and encouraged her cheerful talk, and smiled at her jokes. He could not
-yet understand how the girl’s love was a solvent of all questions that
-harass the helpless reason, and embitter us with the faults of others;
-but from time to time he had a sense of quality in her that awed him
-from all other sense of her. There is something in the heart of man that
-puts a woman’s charm before all else, and that enables evil and foolish
-women to find husbands, while good and wise women die unwed. But in the
-soul of incontaminate youth there is often a passionate refusal to
-accept this instinct as the highest. The ideal of womanhood is then
-something too pure and hallowed even for the dreams of love. It was
-something like this, a mystical reverence or a fantastic exaltation,
-which removed Ray further from Peace, in what might have joined their
-lives, than he was the first day they met, when he began to weave about
-her the reveries which she had no more part in than if they had been the
-dreams of his sleep. They were of the stuff of his literature, and like
-the innumerably trooping, insubstantial fancies<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_294" id="page_294">{294}</a></span> that followed each
-other through his brain from nothing in his experience. When they ceased
-to play, as they must after the little romance of that first meeting had
-yielded to acquaintance, what had taken their place? At the end of the
-half-year which had united them in the intimacy of those strange events
-and experiences, he could not have made sure of anything but a sort of
-indignant compassion that drew him near her, and the fantastic sentiment
-that held him aloof. The resentment in his pity was toward himself as
-much as her father; when he saw her in the isolation where the old man’s
-preference for her sister left her, he blamed himself as much as them.</p>
-
-<p>Peace blamed no one by word or look. He doubted if she saw it, till he
-ventured one day to speak of her father’s fondness for her sister, and
-then she answered that he would always rather have Jenny with him than
-any one else. Ray returned some commonplaces, not too sincere, about the
-compensation the care of her father must be to Mrs. Denton in her
-bereavement, and Peace answered as frankly as before that they had got
-each other back again. “Father didn’t want her to marry Ansel, and he
-didn’t care for the children. He couldn’t help that; he was too old; and
-after we were all shut up here together they fretted him.”</p>
-
-<p>She sighed gently, in the way she had, and Ray said, with the fatuity of
-comforters, “I suppose they are better off out of this world.”</p>
-
-<p>“They were born into this world,” she answered.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” he had to own.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_295" id="page_295">{295}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>He saw how truly and deeply she grieved for the little ones, and he
-realized without umbrage that she mourned their wretched father too,
-with an affection as simple and pure. There were times when he thought
-how tragical it would be for her to have cared for Denton, in the way
-his wife cared so little; and then his fancy created a situation in
-whose unreality it ran riot. But all the time he knew that he was
-feigning these things, and that there was no more truth in them than in
-the supposition which he indulged at other times that he was himself in
-love with Mrs. Denton, and always had been, and this was the reason why
-he could not care for Peace. It was the effect in both cases of the
-æsthetic temperament, which is as often the slave as the master of its
-reveries.</p>
-
-<p>It was in Mrs. Denton’s favor that she did not let the drift of their
-father’s affections away from Peace carry her with them. The earthward
-bodily decline of the invalid implied a lapse from the higher sympathies
-to the lower, and she seemed to have some vague perception of this,
-which she formulated in her own way, once, when she wished to account
-for the sick man’s refusal of some service from Peace which he accepted
-from herself.</p>
-
-<p>“He has more use for me here, Peace, because I’m of the earth, earthy,
-but he’ll want you somewhere else.”</p>
-
-<p>The old man clung to the world with a hope that admitted at least no
-open question of his living. He said that as soon as the spring fairly
-opened, and the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_296" id="page_296">{296}</a></span> weather would allow him to go out without taking more
-cold, he should carry his manuscript about to the different publishers,
-and offer it personally. He thought his plan carefully out, and talked
-it over with Ray, whom he showed that his own failure with his novel was
-from a want of address in these interviews. He proposed to do something
-for Ray’s novel as soon as he secured a publisher for himself, and again
-he bade him bring it and read it to him. Ray afterwards realized with
-shame that he would have consented to this if Hughes had persisted. But
-the invitation was probably a mere grace of civility with him, an effect
-of the exuberant faith he had in his own success.</p>
-
-<p>As the season advanced, and the heat within-doors increased, they had to
-open the windows, and then the infernal uproar of the avenue filled the
-room, so that they could not hear one another speak till the windows
-were closed again. But the rush and clank of the elevated trains, the
-perpetual passage of the surface cars, with the clatter of their horses’
-hoofs, and the clash of the air-slitting bells, the grind and jolt of
-the heavy trucks, the wild clatter of express carts across the rails or
-up and down the tracks, the sound of feet and voices, the cries of the
-fruit-venders, and the whiffs of laughter and blasphemy that floated up
-from the turmoil below like filthy odors, seemed not so keenly to
-afflict the sick man, or to rend his nerves with the anguish that forced
-the others to shut it all out, and rather stifle in the heat. Yet, in
-some sort, he felt it too, for once when Ray spoke of it, he said yes,
-it was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_297" id="page_297">{297}</a></span> atrocious. “But,” he added, “I am glad I came and placed myself
-where I could fully realize the hideousness of a competitive metropolis.
-All these abominations of sight and sound, these horrible discords, that
-offend every sense, physically express the spiritual principle
-underlying the whole social framework. It has been immensely instructive
-to me, and I have got some color of it into my book: not enough, of
-course, but infinitely more than I could possibly have imagined. No one
-can imagine the horror, the squalor, the cruel and senseless turpitude
-which these things typify, except in their presence. I have merely
-represented the facts in regard to them, and have left the imagination
-free to deal with the ideal city as a contrast, with its peaceful
-streets, cleanly and quiet, its stately ranks of beautiful dwellings,
-its noble piles of civic and religious architecture, its shaded and
-colonnaded avenues, its parks and gardens, and all planned and built,
-not from the greed and the fraud of competition, but from the generous
-and unselfish spirit of emulation, wherein men join to achieve the best
-instead of separating to get the most. Think of a city operated by
-science, as every city might be now, without one of the wretched animals
-tamed by the savage man, and still perpetuated by the savage man for the
-awkward and imperfect uses of a barbarous society! A city without a
-horse, where electricity brought every man and everything silently to
-the door. Jenny! Get me that manuscript, will you? The part I was
-writing on to-day&mdash;in the desk&mdash;the middle drawer&mdash;I should like to
-read<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_298" id="page_298">{298}</a></span>”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Denton dropped her cat from her lap and ran to get the manuscript.
-But when she brought it to her father, and he arranged the leaves with
-fluttering fingers, he could not read. He gasped out a few syllables,
-and in the paroxysm of coughing which began, he thrust the manuscript
-toward Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“He wants you to take it,” said Peace. “You can take it home with you.
-You can give it to me in the morning.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray took it, and stood by, looking on, not knowing how to come to their
-help for the sick man’s relief, and anxious not to cumber them. When
-they had got him quiet again, and Ray had once more thrown up the
-window, and let in the mild night air which came laden with that
-delirium of the frenzied city, Peace followed him into the little back
-room, where they stood a moment.</p>
-
-<p>“For Heaven’s sake,” he said, “why don’t you get him away from here,
-where he could be a little more out of the noise? It’s enough to drive a
-well man mad.”</p>
-
-<p>“He doesn’t feel it as if he were well,” she answered. “We have tried to
-get him to let us bring his bed out here. But he won’t. I think,” she
-added, “that he believes it would be a bad omen to change.”</p>
-
-<p>“Surely,” said Ray, “a man like your father couldn’t care for that
-ridiculous superstition. What possible connection could his changing to
-a quieter place have with his living or”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“It isn’t a matter of reason with him. I can see<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_299" id="page_299">{299}</a></span> how he’s gone back to
-his early life in a great many things in these few days. He hasn’t been
-so much like himself for a long time as he has to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>“What does the doctor say?”</p>
-
-<p>“He says to let him have his own way about it. He says that&mdash;the noise
-can’t make any difference&mdash;now.”</p>
-
-<p>They were in the dark; but he knew from her voice that tears were in her
-eyes. He felt for her hand to say good-night. When he had found it, he
-held it a moment, and then he kissed it. But no thrill or glow of the
-heart justified him in what he had done. At the best he could excuse it
-as an impulse of pity.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_300" id="page_300">{300}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXXVI" id="XXXVI"></a>XXXVI.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> editor of <i>Every Evening</i> gave Ray his manuscript back. He had
-evidently no expectation that Ray could have any personal feeling about
-it, or could view it apart from the interests of the paper. He himself
-betrayed no personal feeling where the paper was concerned, and he
-probably could have conceived of none in Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think it will do for us,” he said. “It is a good story, and I
-read it all through, but I don’t believe it would succeed as a serial.
-What do you think, yourself?”</p>
-
-<p>“I?” said Ray. “How could I have an unprejudiced opinion?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see why you shouldn’t. You know what we want; we’ve talked it
-over enough; and you ought to know whether this is the kind of thing.
-Anyhow, it’s within your province to decide. I don’t think it will do,
-but if you think it will, I’m satisfied. You must take the
-responsibility. I leave it to you, and I mean business.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray thought how old Kane would be amused if he could know of the
-situation, how he would inspect and comment it from every side, and try
-to get novel phrases for it. He believed himself that no author<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_301" id="page_301">{301}</a></span> had
-ever been quite in his place before; it was like something in Gilbert’s
-operas; it was as if a prisoner were invited to try himself and
-pronounce his own penalty. His chief seemed to see no joke in the
-affair; he remained soberly and somewhat severely waiting for Ray’s
-decision.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m afraid you’re right,” said Ray. “I don’t think it would do for
-<i>Every Evening</i>. Even if it would, I should doubt the taste of working
-in something of my own on the reader at the beginning.”</p>
-
-<p>“I shouldn’t care for that,” said the chief, “if it were the thing.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray winced, but the chief did not see it. Now, as always, it was merely
-and simply a question of the paper. He added carelessly:</p>
-
-<p>“I should think such a story as that would succeed as a book.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you would get some publisher to think so.”</p>
-
-<p>The chief had nothing to say to that. He opened his desk and began to
-write.</p>
-
-<p>In spite of the rejected manuscript lying on the table before him, Ray
-made out a very fair day’s work himself, and then he took it up town
-with him. He did not go at once to his hotel, but pushed on as far as
-Chapley’s, where he hoped to see Peace before she went home, and ask how
-her father was getting on; he had not visited Hughes for several weeks;
-he made himself this excuse. What he really wished was to confront the
-girl and divine her thoughts concerning himself. He must do that, now;
-but if it were not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_302" id="page_302">{302}</a></span> for the cruelty of forsaking the old man, it might
-be the kindest and best thing never to go near any of them again.</p>
-
-<p>He had the temporary relief of finding her gone home when he reached
-Chapley’s. Mr. Brandreth was there, and he welcomed Ray with something
-more than his usual cordiality.</p>
-
-<p>“Look here,” he said, shutting the door of his little room. “Have you
-got that story of yours where you could put your hand on it easily?”</p>
-
-<p>“I can put my hand on it instantly,” said Ray, and he touched it.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” Mr. Brandreth returned, a little daunted. “I didn’t know you
-carried it around with you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t usually&mdash;or only when I’ve got it from some publisher who
-doesn’t want it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I thought it had been the rounds,” said Mr. Brandreth, still uneasily.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, it’s an editor, this time. It’s just been offered to me for serial
-use in <i>Every Evening</i>, and I’ve declined it.”</p>
-
-<p>“What do you mean?” Mr. Brandreth smiled in mystification.</p>
-
-<p>“Exactly what I say.” Ray explained the affair as it had occurred. “It
-makes me feel like Brutus and the son of Brutus rolled into one. I’m
-going round to old Kane, to give the facts away to him. I think he’ll
-enjoy them.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well! Hold on! What did the chief say about it?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_303" id="page_303">{303}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, he liked it. Everybody likes it, but nobody wants it. He said he
-thought it would succeed as a book. The editors all think that. The
-publishers think it would succeed as a serial.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray carried it off buoyantly, and enjoyed the sort of daze Mr. Brandreth
-was in.</p>
-
-<p>“See here,” said the publisher, “I want you to leave that manuscript
-with me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Again?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. I’ve never read it myself yet, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Take it and be happy!” Ray bestowed it upon him with dramatic effusion.</p>
-
-<p>“No, seriously!” said Mr. Brandreth. “I want to talk with you. Sit down,
-won’t you? You know the first time you were in here, I told you I was
-anxious to get Chapley &amp; Co. in line as a publishing house again; I
-didn’t like the way we were dropping out and turning into mere jobbers.
-You remember.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray nodded.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, sir, I’ve never lost sight of that idea, and I’ve been keeping
-one eye out for a good novel, to start with, ever since. I haven’t found
-it, I don’t mind telling you. You see, all the established reputations
-are in the hands of other publishers, and you can’t get them away
-without paying ridiculous money, and violating the comity of the trade
-at the same time. If we are to start new, we must start with a new man.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know whether I’m a new man or not,” said Ray, “if you’re
-working up to me. Sometimes I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_304" id="page_304">{304}</a></span> feel like a pretty old one. I think I
-came to New York about the beginning of the Christian era. But <i>A Modern
-Romeo</i> is as fresh as ever. It has the dew of the morning on it
-still&mdash;rubbed off in spots by the nose of the professional smeller.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said Mr. Brandreth, “it’s new enough for all practical purposes.
-I want you to let me take it home with me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Which of the leading orchestras would you like to have accompany you to
-your door?” asked Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“No, no! Don’t expect too much!” Mr. Brandreth entreated.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t expect anything,” Ray protested.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, that’s right&mdash;that’s the only business basis. But if it <i>should</i>
-happen to be the thing, I don’t believe you’d be personally any happier
-about it than I should.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, thank you!”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not a fatalist”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“But it would look a good deal like fatalism.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, it would. It would look as if it were really intended to be, if it
-came back to us now, after it had been round to everybody else.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; but if it was fated from the beginning, I don’t see why you didn’t
-take it in the beginning. I should rather wonder what all the bother had
-been for.”</p>
-
-<p>“You might say that,” Mr. Brandreth admitted.</p>
-
-<p>Ray went off on the wave of potential prosperity, and got Kane to come
-out and dine with him. They<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_305" id="page_305">{305}</a></span> decided upon Martin’s, where the dinner
-cost twice as much as at Ray’s hotel, and had more the air of being a
-fine dinner; and they got a table in the corner, and Ray ordered a
-bottle of champagne.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Kane, “that is the right drink for a man who wishes to spend
-his money before he has got it. It’s the true gambler’s beverage.”</p>
-
-<p>“You needn’t drink it,” said Ray. “You shall have the <i>vin ordinaire</i>
-that’s included in the price of the dinner.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I don’t mind a glass of champagne now and then, after I’ve brought
-my host under condemnation for ordering it,” said Kane.</p>
-
-<p>“And I want to let my heart out to-night,” Ray pursued. “I may not have
-the chance to-morrow. Besides, as to the gambling, it isn’t I betting on
-my book; it’s Brandreth. I don’t understand yet why he wants to do it.
-To be sure, it isn’t a great risk he’s taking.”</p>
-
-<p>“I rather think he <i>has</i> to take some risks just now,” said Kane,
-significantly. He lowered his soft voice an octave as he went on. “I’m
-afraid that poor Henry, in his pursuit of personal perfectability, has
-let things get rather behindhand in his business. I don’t blame him&mdash;you
-know I never blame people&mdash;for there is always a question as to which is
-the cause and which is the effect in such matters. My dear old friend
-may have begun to let his business go to the bad because he had got
-interested in his soul, or he may have turned to his soul for refuge
-because he knew his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_306" id="page_306">{306}</a></span> business had begun to go to the bad. At any rate,
-he seems to have found the usual difficulty in serving God and Mammon;
-only, in this case Mammon has got the worst of it, for once: I suppose
-one ought to be glad of that. But the fact is that Henry has lost heart
-in business; he doesn’t respect business; he has a bad conscience; he
-wants to be out of it. I had a long talk with him before he went into
-the country, and I couldn’t help pitying him. I don’t think his wife and
-daughter even will ever get him back to New York. He knows it’s rather
-selfish to condemn them to the dulness of a country life, and that it’s
-rather selfish to leave young Brandreth to take the brunt of affairs
-here alone. But what are you to do in a world like this, where a man
-can’t get rid of one bad conscience without laying in another?”</p>
-
-<p>In his pleasure with his paradox Kane suffered Ray to fill up his glass
-a second time. Then he looked dissatisfied, and Ray divined the cause.
-“Did you word that quite to your mind?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I didn’t. It’s too diffuse. Suppose we say that in our conditions
-no man can do right without doing harm?”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s more succinct,” said Ray. “Is it known at all that they’re in
-difficulties?”</p>
-
-<p>Kane smoothly ignored the question. “I fancy that the wrong is in
-Henry’s desire to cut himself loose from the ties that bind us all
-together here. Poor David has the right of that. We must stand or fall
-together in the pass we’ve come to; and we cannot<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_307" id="page_307">{307}</a></span> helpfully eschew the
-world except by remaining in it.” He took up Ray’s question after a
-moment’s pause. “No, it isn’t known that they’re in difficulties, and I
-don’t say that it’s so. Their affairs have simply been allowed to run
-down, and Henry has left Brandreth to gather them up single-handed. I
-don’t know that Brandreth will complain. It leaves him unhampered, even
-if he can do nothing with his hands but clutch at straws.”</p>
-
-<p>“Such straws as the <i>Modern Romeo</i>?” Ray asked. “It seems to me that <i>I</i>
-have a case of conscience here. Is it right for me to let Mr. Brandreth
-bet his money on my book when there are so many chances of his losing?”</p>
-
-<p>“Let us hope he won’t finally bet,” Kane suggested, and he smiled at the
-refusal which instantly came into Ray’s eyes. “But if he does, we must
-leave the end with God. People,” he mused on, “used to leave the end
-with God a great deal oftener than they do now. I remember that I did,
-myself, once. It was easier. I think I will go back to it. There is
-something very curious in our relation to the divine. God is where we
-believe He is, and He is a daily Providence or not, as we choose. People
-used to see His hand in a corner, or a deal, which prospered them,
-though it ruined others. They may be ashamed to do that now. But we
-might get back to faith by taking a wider sweep and seeing God in our
-personal disadvantages&mdash;finding Him not only in luck but in bad luck.
-Chance may be a larger law, with an orbit far transcending the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_308" id="page_308">{308}</a></span> range of
-the little statutes by which fire always burns, and water always finds
-its level.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is a better Hard Saying than the other,” Ray mocked. “‘I’ faith an
-excellent song.’ Have some more champagne. Now go on; but let us talk of
-<i>A Modern Romeo</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>“We will drink to it,” said Kane, with an air of piety.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_309" id="page_309">{309}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXXVII" id="XXXVII"></a>XXXVII.</h2>
-
-<p>“<span class="smcap">Well</span>, sir,” said Mr. Brandreth when he found Ray waiting for him in his
-little room the next morning, “I haven’t slept a wink all night.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray had not slept a wink himself, and he had not been able to keep away
-from Chapley’s in his fear and his hope concerning his book. He hoped
-Mr. Brandreth might have looked at it; he feared he had not. His heart
-began to go down, but he paused in his despair at the smiles that Mr.
-Brandreth broke into.</p>
-
-<p>“It was that book of yours. I thought I would just dip into it after
-dinner, and try a chapter or two on Mrs. Brandreth; but I read on till
-eleven o’clock, and then she went to bed, and I kept at it till I
-finished it, about three this morning. Then the baby took up the strain
-for about half an hour and finished <i>me</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray did not know what to say. He gasped out, “I’m proud to have been
-associated with young Mr. Brandreth in destroying his father’s rest.”</p>
-
-<p>The publisher did not heed this poor attempt at nonchalance. “I left the
-manuscript for Mrs. Brandreth&mdash;she called me back to make sure, before I
-got out of doors&mdash;and if she likes it as well to the end&mdash;But I know she
-will! She likes you, Ray.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_310" id="page_310">{310}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Does she?” Ray faintly questioned back.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; she thinks you’re all kinds of a nice fellow, and that you’ve been
-rather sacrificed in some ways. She thinks you behaved splendidly in
-that Denton business.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray remained mutely astonished at the flattering opinions of Mrs.
-Brandreth; he had suspected them so little. Her husband went on,
-smiling:</p>
-
-<p>“She wasn’t long making out the original of your hero.” Ray blushed
-consciously, but made no attempt to disown the self-portraiture. “Of
-course,” said Mr. Brandreth, “we’re all in the dark about the heroine.
-But Mrs. Brandreth doesn’t care so much for her.”</p>
-
-<p>Now that he was launched upon the characters of the story, Mr. Brandreth
-discussed them all, and went over the incidents with the author, whose
-brain reeled with the ecstacy of beholding them objectively in the
-flattering light of another’s appreciation.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said Mr. Brandreth, at last, when Ray found strength to rise
-from this debauch of praise, “you’ll hear from me, now, very soon. I’ve
-made up my mind about the story, and unless Mrs. Brandreth should hate
-it very much before she gets through with it&mdash;Curious about women, isn’t
-it, how they always take the personal view? I believe the main reason
-why my wife dislikes your heroine is because she got her mixed up with
-the girl that took the part of Juliet away from her in our out-door
-theatricals. I tell her that you and I are not only the two Percys,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_311" id="page_311">{311}</a></span>
-we’re the two Romeos, too. She thinks your heroine is rather weak; of
-course you meant her to be so.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray had not, but he said that he had, and he made a noisy pretence of
-thinking the two Romeos a prodigious joke. His complaisance brought its
-punishment.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” said Mr. Brandreth, “I must tell you a singular thing that
-happened. Just as I got to that place where he shoots himself, you know,
-and she starts up out of her hypnotic trance, our baby gave a frightful
-scream, and Mrs. Brandreth woke and thought the house was on fire. I
-suppose the little fellow had a bad dream; it’s strange what dreams
-babies <i>do</i> have! But wasn’t it odd, happening when I was wrought up so?
-Looks like telepathy, doesn’t it? Of course my mind’s always on the
-child. By-the-way, if this thing goes, you must try a telepathic story.
-It hasn’t been done yet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Magnificent!” said Ray. “I’ll do it!”</p>
-
-<p>They got away from each other, and Ray went down to his work at the
-<i>Every Evening</i> office. He enslaved himself to it by an effort twice as
-costly as that of writing when he was in the deepest and darkest of his
-despair; his hope danced before him, and there was a tumult in his
-pulses which he could quiet a little only by convincing himself that as
-yet he had no promise from Mr. Brandreth, and that if the baby had given
-Mrs. Brandreth a bad day, it was quite within the range of possibility
-that the publisher might, after all, have perfectly good reasons for
-rejecting his book. He insisted with himself upon this<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_312" id="page_312">{312}</a></span> view of the
-case; it was the only one that he could steady his nerves with; and
-besides, he somehow felt that if he could feign it strenuously enough,
-the fates would be propitiated, and the reverse would happen.</p>
-
-<p>It is uncertain whether it was his pretence that produced the result
-intended, but in the evening Mr. Brandreth came down to Ray’s hotel to
-say that he had made up his mind to take the book.</p>
-
-<p>“We talked it over at dinner, and my wife made me come right down and
-tell you. She said you had been kept in suspense long enough, and she
-wasn’t going to let you go overnight. It’s the first book <i>we’ve</i> ever
-taken, and I guess she feels a little romantic about the new departure.
-By-the-way, we found out what ailed the baby. It was a pin that had got
-loose, and stuck up through the sheet in his crib. You can’t trust those
-nurses a moment. But I believe that telepathic idea is a good one.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yes; it is,” said Ray. Now that the certainty of acceptance had
-come, he was sobered by it, and he could not rejoice openly, though he
-was afraid he was disappointing Mr. Brandreth. He could only say, “It’s
-awfully kind of Mrs. Brandreth to think of me.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s her way,” said Mr. Brandreth, and he added briskly, “Well, now,
-let’s come down to business. How do you want to publish? Want to make
-your own plates?”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” Ray faltered; “I can’t afford to do that; I had one such offer”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“I supposed you wouldn’t,” Mr. Brandreth cut in,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_313" id="page_313">{313}</a></span> “but I thought I’d
-ask. Well, then, we’ll make the plates ourselves, and we’ll pay you ten
-per cent. on the retail price of the book. That is the classic
-arrangement with authors, and I think it’s fair.” When he said this he
-swallowed, as if there were something in his throat, and added, “Up to a
-certain point. And as we take all the risk, I think we ought to
-have&mdash;You see, on one side it’s a perfect lottery, and on the other side
-it’s a dead certainty. You can’t count on the public, but you can count
-on the landlord, the salesman, the bookkeeper, the printer, and the
-paper-maker. We’re at all the expense&mdash;rent, clerk-hire, plates,
-printing, binding, and advertising, and the author takes no risk
-whatever.”</p>
-
-<p>It occurred to Ray afterwards that an author took the risk of losing his
-labor if his book failed; but the public estimates the artist’s time at
-the same pecuniary value as the sitting hen’s, and the artist insensibly
-accepts the estimate. Ray did not think of his point in season to urge
-it, but it would hardly have availed if he had. He was tremulously eager
-to close with Mr. Brandreth on any terms, and after they had agreed, he
-was afraid he had taken advantage of him.</p>
-
-<p>When the thing was done it was like everything else. He had dwelt so
-long and intensely upon it in a thousand reveries that he had perhaps
-exhausted his possibilities of emotion concerning it. At any rate he
-found himself curiously cold; he wrote to his father about it, and he
-wrote to Sanderson, who would be sure to make a paragraph for the
-<i>Echo</i>, and unless<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_314" id="page_314">{314}</a></span> Hanks Brothers killed his paragraph, would electrify
-Midland with the news. Ray forecast the matter and the manner of the
-paragraph, but it did not excite him.</p>
-
-<p>“What is the trouble with me?” he asked Kane, whom he hastened to tell
-his news. “I ought to be in a transport; I’m not in anything of the
-kind.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! That is very interesting. No doubt you’ll come to it. I had a
-friend once who was accepted in marriage by the object of his
-affections. His first state was apathy, mixed, as nearly as I could
-understand, with dismay. He became more enthusiastic later on, and lived
-ever after in the belief that he was one of the most fortunate of men.
-But I think we are the victims of conventional acceptations in regard to
-most of the great affairs of life. We are taught that we shall feel so
-and so about such and such things: about success in love or in
-literature; about the birth of our first-born; about death. But probably
-no man feels as he expected to feel about these things. He finds them of
-exactly the same quality as all other experiences; there may be a little
-more or a little less about them, but there isn’t any essential
-difference. Perhaps when we come to die ourselves, it will be as simply
-and naturally as&mdash;as”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“As having a book accepted by a publisher,” Ray suggested.</p>
-
-<p>“Exactly!” said Kane, and he breathed out his deep, soft laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you needn’t go on. I’m sufficiently accounted<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_315" id="page_315">{315}</a></span> for.” Ray rose,
-and Kane asked him what his hurry was, and where he was going.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m going up to tell the Hugheses.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! then I won’t offer to go with you,” said Kane. “I approve of your
-constancy, but I have my own philosophy of such things. I think David
-would have done much better to stay where he was; I do not wish to
-punish him for coming to meet the world, and reform it on its own
-ground; but I could have told him he would get beaten. He is a thinker,
-or a dreamer, if you please, and in his community he had just the right
-sort of distance. He could pose the world just as he wished, and turn it
-in this light and in that. But here he sees the exceptions to his rules,
-and when I am with him I find myself the prey of a desire to dwell on
-the exceptions, and I know that I afflict him. I always did, and I feel
-it the part of humanity to keep away from him. I am glad that I do, for
-I dislike very much being with sick people. Of course I shall go as
-often as decency requires. For Decency,” Kane concluded, with the effect
-of producing a Hard Saying, “transcends Humanity. So many reformers
-forget that,” he added.</p>
-
-<p>The days were now getting so long that they had just lighted the lamps
-in Hughes’s room when Ray came in, a little after seven. He had a few
-words with Peace in the family room first, and she told him that her
-father had passed a bad day, and she did not know whether he was asleep
-or not.</p>
-
-<p>“Then I’ll go away again,” said Ray.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_316" id="page_316">{316}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“No, no; if he is awake, he will like to see you. He always does. And
-now he can’t see you much oftener.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Peace! Do you really think so?”</p>
-
-<p>“The doctor says so. There is no hope any more.” There was no faltering
-in her voice, and its steadiness strengthened Ray, standing so close to
-one who stood so close to death.</p>
-
-<p>“Does he&mdash;your father&mdash;know?”</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t tell. He is always so hopeful. And Jenny won’t hear of giving
-up. She is with him more than I am, and she says he has a great deal of
-strength yet. He can still work at his book a little. He has every part
-of it in mind so clearly that he can tell her what to do when he has the
-strength to speak. The worst is, when his voice fails him&mdash;he gets
-impatient. That was what brought on his hemorrhage to-day.”</p>
-
-<p>“Peace! I am ashamed to think why I came to-night. But I hoped it might
-interest him.”</p>
-
-<p>“About your book? Oh yes. Mr. Brandreth spoke to me about it. I thought
-you would like to tell him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you,” said Ray. He was silent for a moment. She stood against the
-pale light of one of the windows, a shadowy outline, and he felt as if
-they were two translated spirits meeting there exterior to the world and
-all its interests; he made a mental note of his impression for use some
-time. But now he said: “I thought I should like to tell him, too. But
-after all, I’m not so sure. I’m not like you, Peace.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_317" id="page_317">{317}</a></span> And I suppose I’m
-punished for my egotism in the very hour of my triumph. It isn’t like a
-triumph; it’s like&mdash;nothing. I’ve looked forward to this so long&mdash;I’ve
-counted on it so much&mdash;I’ve expected it to be like having the world in
-my hand. But if I shut my hand, it’s empty.”</p>
-
-<p>He knew that he was appealing to her for comfort, and he expected her to
-respond as she did.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s because you don’t realize it yet. When you do, it will seem the
-great thing that it is.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you think it’s a great thing?”</p>
-
-<p>“As great as any success can be.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you think it will succeed?”</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Brandreth thinks it will. He’s very hopeful about it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Sometimes I wish it would fail. I don’t believe it deserves to succeed.
-I’m ashamed of it in places. Have I any right to let him foist it on the
-public if I don’t perfectly respect it? You wouldn’t if it were yours.”</p>
-
-<p>He wished her to deny that it was bad in any part, but she did not. She
-merely said: “I suppose that’s the way our work always seems to us when
-it’s done. There must be a time when we ought to leave what we’ve done
-to others; it’s for them, not for ourselves; why shouldn’t they judge
-it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; that is true! How generous you are! How can you endure to talk to
-me of my book? But I suppose you think that if I can stand it, you can.”</p>
-
-<p>“I will go in, now,” said Peace, ignoring the drift<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_318" id="page_318">{318}</a></span> of his words, “and
-see if father is awake.” She returned in a moment, and murmured softly,
-“Come!”</p>
-
-<p>“Here is Mr. Ray, father,” said Mrs. Denton. She had to lift her voice
-to make the sick man hear, for the window was open, and the maniacal
-clamor of the street flooded the chamber. Hughes lay at his thin
-full-length in his bed, like one already dead.</p>
-
-<p>He stirred a little at the sound of his daughter’s voice; and when he
-had taken in the fact of Ray’s presence, he signed to her to shut the
-window. The smells of the street, and the sick, hot whiffs from the
-passing trains were excluded; the powerful odors of the useless drugs
-burdened the air; by the light of the lamp shaded from Hughes’s eyes Ray
-could see the red blotches on his sheet and pillow.</p>
-
-<p>He no longer spoke, but he could write with a pencil on the little
-memorandum-block which lay on the stand by his bed. When Peace said,
-“Father, Mr. Ray has come to tell you that his book has been accepted;
-Chapley &amp; Co. are going to publish it,” the old man’s face lighted up.
-He waved his hand toward the stand, and Mrs. Denton put the block and
-pencil in it, and held the lamp for him to see.</p>
-
-<p>Ray took the block, and read, faintly scribbled on it: “Good! You must
-get them to take my <i>World Revisited</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>The sick man smiled as Ray turned his eyes toward him from the paper.</p>
-
-<p>“What is it?” demanded Mrs. Denton, after a moment. “Some secret? What
-is it, father?” she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_319" id="page_319">{319}</a></span> pursued, with the lightness that evidently pleased
-him, for he smiled again, and an inner light shone through his glassy
-eyes. “Tell us, Mr. Ray!”</p>
-
-<p>Hughes shook his head weakly, still smiling, and Ray put the leaf in his
-pocket. Then he took up the old man’s long hand where it lay inert on
-the bed.</p>
-
-<p>“I will do my very best, Mr. Hughes. I will do everything that I
-possibly can.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_320" id="page_320">{320}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXXVIII" id="XXXVIII"></a>XXXVIII.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">A purpose</span> had instantly formed itself in Ray’s mind which he instantly
-set himself to carry out. It was none the less a burden because he tried
-to think it heroic and knew it to be fantastic; and it was in a mood of
-equally blended devotion and resentment that he disciplined himself to
-fulfil it. It was shocking to criticise the dying man’s prayer from any
-such point of view, but he could not help doing so, and censuring it for
-a want of taste, for a want of consideration. He did not account for the
-hope of good to the world which Hughes must have had in urging him to
-befriend his book; he could only regard it as a piece of literature, and
-judge the author’s motives by his own, which he was fully aware were
-primarily selfish.</p>
-
-<p>But he went direct to Mr. Brandreth and laid the matter before him.</p>
-
-<p>“Now I’m going to suggest something,” he hurried on, “which may strike
-you as ridiculous, but I’m thoroughly in earnest about it. I’ve read Mr.
-Hughes’s book, first and last, all through, and it’s good literature, I
-can assure you of that. I don’t know about the principles in it, but I
-know it’s very original and from a perfectly new stand-point, and I
-believe it would make a great hit.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_321" id="page_321">{321}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth listened, evidently shaken. “I couldn’t do it, now. I’m
-making a venture with your book.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s just what I’m coming to. Don’t make your venture with my book;
-make it with his! I solemnly believe that his would be the safest
-venture of the two; I believe it would stand two chances to one of
-mine.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I’ll look at it for the fall.”</p>
-
-<p>“It will be too late, then, as far as Hughes is concerned. It’s now or
-never, with him! You want to come out with a book that will draw
-attention to your house, as well as succeed. I believe that Hughes’s
-book will be an immense success. It has a taking name, and it’s a novel
-and taking conception. It’ll make no end of talk.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s too late,” said Mr. Brandreth. “I couldn’t take such a book as
-that without passing it round among all our readers, and you know what
-that means. Besides, I’ve begun to make my plans for getting out your
-book at once. There isn’t any time to lose. I’ve sent out a lot of
-literary notes, and you’ll see them in every leading paper to-morrow
-morning. I’ll have Mr. Hughes’s book faithfully examined, and if I can
-see my way to it&mdash;I tell you, I believe I shall make a success of the
-<i>Modern Romeo</i>. I like the title better and better. I think you’ll be
-pleased with the way I’ve primed the press. I’ve tried to avoid all
-vulgar claptrap, and yet I believe I’ve contrived to pique the public
-curiosity.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_322" id="page_322">{322}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>He went on to tell Ray some of the things he had said in his paragraphs,
-and Ray listened with that mingled shame and pleasure which the artist
-must feel whenever the commercial side of his life presents itself.</p>
-
-<p>“I kept Miss Hughes pretty late this afternoon, working the things into
-shape, so as to get them to the papers at once. I just give her the main
-points, and she has such a neat touch.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray left his publisher with a light heart, and a pious sense of the
-divine favor. He had conceived of a difficult duty, and he had
-discharged it with unflinching courage. He had kept his word to Hughes;
-he had done all that he could for him, even to offering his own chance
-of fame and fortune a sacrifice to him. Now he could do no more, and if
-he could not help being glad that the sacrifice had not been accepted of
-him, he was not to be blamed. He was very much to be praised, and he
-rewarded himself with a full recognition of his virtue; he imagined some
-words, few but rare, from Peace, expressing her sense of his
-magnanimity, when she came to know of it. He hoped that a fact so
-creditable to him, and so characteristic, would not escape the notice of
-his biographer. He wished that Hughes could know what he had done, and
-in his revery he contrived that his generous endeavor should be brought
-to the old man’s knowledge; he had Hughes say that such an action was
-more to him than the publication of his book.</p>
-
-<p>Throughout his transport of self-satisfaction there ran a nether torment
-of question whether Peace Hughes<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_323" id="page_323">{323}</a></span> could possibly suppose that he was
-privy to that paragraphing about his book, and this finally worked to
-the surface, and become his whole mood. After his joyful riot it was
-this that kept him awake till morning, that poisoned all his pleasure in
-his escape from self-sacrifice. He could only pacify himself and get
-some sleep at last by promising to stop at the publisher’s on his way
-down to the <i>Every Evening</i> office in the morning, and beseech her to
-believe that he had nothing to do with priming the press, and that he
-wished Mr. Brandreth had not told him of it. Nothing less than this was
-due him in the character that he desired to appear in hereafter.</p>
-
-<p>He reached the publisher’s office before Mr. Brandreth came down, and
-when he said he would like to see Miss Hughes, the clerk answered that
-Miss Hughes had sent word that her father was not so well, and she would
-not be down that day.</p>
-
-<p>“He’s pretty low, I believe,” the clerk volunteered.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m afraid so,” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>He asked if the clerk would call a messenger to take a note from him to
-his office, and when he had despatched it he went up to see Hughes.</p>
-
-<p>“Did you get our message?” Peace asked him the first thing.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Ray. “What message?”</p>
-
-<p>“That we sent to your office. He has been wanting to see you ever since
-he woke this morning. I knew you would come!”</p>
-
-<p>“O yes. I went to inquire of you about him at<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_324" id="page_324">{324}</a></span> Chapley’s, and when I
-heard that he was worse, of course I came. Is he much worse?”</p>
-
-<p>“He can’t live at all. The doctor says it’s no use. He wants to see you.
-Will you come in?”</p>
-
-<p>“Peace!” Ray hesitated. “Tell me! Is it about his book?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, something about that. He wishes to speak with you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Peace! I’ve done all I could about that. I went straight to Mr.
-Brandreth and tried to get him to take it. But I couldn’t. What shall I
-tell your father, if he asks me?”</p>
-
-<p>“You must tell him the truth,” said the girl, sadly.</p>
-
-<p>“Is that Mr. Ray?” Mrs. Denton called from the sick-room. “Come in, Mr.
-Ray. Father wants you.”</p>
-
-<p>“In a moment. Come here, Mrs. Denton,” Ray called back.</p>
-
-<p>She came out, and he told her what he had told Peace. She did not seem
-to see its bearing at once. When she realized it all, and had spent her
-quick wrath in denunciation of Mr. Brandreth’s heartlessness, she said
-desperately: “Well, you must come now. Perhaps it isn’t his book;
-perhaps it’s something else. But he wants you.”</p>
-
-<p>She had to rouse her father from the kind of torpor in which he lay like
-one dead. She made him understand who was there, and then he smiled, and
-turned his eyes appealingly toward Ray. “Put your ear as close to his
-lips as you can. He can’t write any more. He wants to say something to
-you.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_325" id="page_325">{325}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Ray stooped over and put his ear to the drawn lips. A few whiffs of
-inarticulate breath mocked the dying man’s endeavor to speak. “I’m
-sorry; I can’t catch a syllable,” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>A mute despair showed itself in the old man’s eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Look at me father!” cried Mrs. Denton. “Is it about your book?”</p>
-
-<p>The faintest smile came over his face.</p>
-
-<p>“Did you wish to ask Mr. Ray if he would speak to Mr. Brandreth about
-it?”</p>
-
-<p>The smile dimly dawned again.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, he has spoken to him. He went to see him last night, and he’s
-come to tell you”&mdash;Ray shuddered and held his breath&mdash;“to tell you that
-Mr. Brandreth will take your book, and he’s going to publish it right
-away!”</p>
-
-<p>A beatific joy lit up Hughes’s face; and Ray drew a long breath.</p>
-
-<p>Peace looked at her sister.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t care!” said Mrs. Denton, passionately, dropping her voice. “You
-have your light, and I have mine.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_326" id="page_326">{326}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XXXIX" id="XXXIX"></a>XXXIX.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Ray</span> followed Hughes to his grave in the place where Denton and his
-children were already laid. It did not seem as if the old man were more
-related to them in death than he had been in life by their propinquity;
-but it satisfied a belated maternal and conjugal sentiment in Mrs.
-Denton. She did not relinquish the leading place in the family affairs
-which she had taken in her father’s last days. She decided against
-staying in their present apartment after their month was out, and found
-a tiny flat of three rooms in a better neighborhood down-town, where she
-had their scanty possessions established, including the cat.</p>
-
-<p>Kane did not go to the funeral because of a prejudice which he said he
-had against such events; David Hughes, he said, would have been the
-first to applaud his sincerity in staying away. But he divined that
-there might be need of help of another kind in the emergency, and he
-gave it generously and delicately. He would not suffer Mr. Brandreth to
-render any part of this relief; he insisted that it was his exclusive
-privilege as Hughes’s old friend. Now that David was gone, he professed
-a singularly vivid sense of his presence; and he owned that he had
-something like<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_327" id="page_327">{327}</a></span> the pleasure of carrying a point against him in
-defraying his funeral expenses.</p>
-
-<p>Hughes’s daughters accepted his help frankly, each after her kind: Mrs.
-Denton as a gift which it must long continue to be; Peace as a loan
-which must some day be repaid. The girl went back to her work in due
-time, and whenever Ray visited his publisher he saw her at her desk.</p>
-
-<p>He did not always go to speak to her, for he had a shamefaced fear that
-she was more or less always engaged in working up hints from Mr.
-Brandreth into paragraphs about a <i>A Modern Romeo</i>. His consciousness
-exaggerated the publisher’s activity in this sort; and at first he
-shunned all these specious evidences of public interest in the
-forthcoming novel. Then he began jealously to look for them, and in his
-mind he arraigned the journals where they did not appear for envy and
-personal spite. It would have been difficult for him to prove why there
-should have been either in his case, unless it was because their
-literary notes were controlled by people whose books had been ignored or
-censured by <i>Every Evening</i>, and this theory could not hold with all.
-Most of the papers, however, published the paragraphs, with that
-munificence which journalism shows towards literature. The author found
-the inspired announcements everywhere; sometimes they were varied by the
-office touch, but generally they were printed exactly as Mr. Brandreth
-framed them; however he found them, they gave Ray an insensate joy. Even
-the paragraphs in the trade journals, purely<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_328" id="page_328">{328}</a></span> perfunctory as they were,
-had a flavor of sincere appreciation; the very advertisements which
-accompanied them there affected him like favorable expressions of
-opinion. His hunger for them was inappeasable; in his heart he accused
-Mr. Brandreth of a stinted proclamation.</p>
-
-<p>The publisher was hurrying the book forward for the summer trade, and
-was aiming it especially at the reader going into the country, or
-already there. He had an idea that the summer resorts had never been
-fully worked in behalf of the better sort of light literature, and he
-intended to make any sacrifice to get the book pushed by the news
-companies. He offered them rates ruinously special, and he persuaded Ray
-to take five per cent. on such sales if they could be made. He pressed
-forward the printing, and the author got his proofs in huge batches,
-with a demand for their prompt return. The nice revision which he had
-fancied himself giving the work in type was impossible; it went from his
-hand with crudities that glared in his tormented sense, till a new
-instalment eclipsed the last. He balanced the merits and defects against
-one another, and tried to believe that the merits would distract the
-attention of criticism from the defects. He always knew that the story
-was very weak in places; he conceived how it could be attacked in these;
-he attacked it himself with pitiless ridicule in a helpless
-impersonation of different reviewers; and he gasped in his
-self-inflicted anguish. When the last proof left his hands the feeblest
-links were the strength of the whole<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_329" id="page_329">{329}</a></span> chain, which fell to pieces from
-his grasp like a rope of sand.</p>
-
-<p>There was some question at different times whether the book had not
-better be published under a pseudonym, and Ray faithfully submitted it
-to the editor of <i>Every Evening</i>, as something he was concerned in. It
-was to be considered whether it was advisable for a critic to appear as
-an author, and whether the possible failure of the book would not react
-unfavorably upon the criticisms of the journal. The chief decided that
-it would make no difference to him, and at the worst it could do no more
-than range Ray with the other critics who had failed as authors. With
-the publisher it was a more serious matter, and he debated much whether
-the book, as a stroke of business, had not better go to the public
-anonymously. They agreed that P. B. S. Ray on the title-page would be
-rather formidable from the number of the initials which the reader would
-have to master in speaking of the author. Shelley Ray, on the other
-hand, would be taken for a sentimental pseudonym. They decided that
-anonymity was the only thing for it.</p>
-
-<p>“But then, it will be losing the interest of your money, if the book
-goes,” Mr. Brandreth mused. “You have a right to the cumulative
-reputation from it, so that if you should write another”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t be afraid of there ever being another!” said Ray, with his
-distracted head between his hands. He suddenly lifted it. “What is the
-matter with the Spartan severity of S. Ray?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_330" id="page_330">{330}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“S. Ray might do,” Mr. Brandreth assented, thoughtfully. “Should you
-mind my asking Mrs. Brandreth how it strikes her?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all. Very glad to have you. It’s short, and unpretentious, and
-non-committal. I think it might do.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Brandreth thought so too, and in that form the author’s name
-appeared on the title-page. Even in that form it did not escape question
-and censure. One reviewer devoted his criticism of the story to inquiry
-into the meaning of the author’s initial; another surmised it a mask.
-But, upon the whole, its simplicity piqued curiosity, and probably
-promoted the fortune of the book, as far as that went.</p>
-
-<p>There was no immediate clamor over it. In fact, it was received so
-passively by the public and the press that the author might well have
-doubted whether there was any sort of expectation of it, in spite of the
-publisher’s careful preparation of the critic’s or the reader’s mind.
-There came back at once from obscure quarters a few echoes, more or less
-imperfect, of the synopsis of the book’s attractions sent out with the
-editorial copies, but the influential journals remained
-heart-sickeningly silent concerning <i>A Modern Romeo</i>. There was a
-boisterous and fatuous eulogy of the book in the Midland <i>Echo</i>, which
-Ray knew for the expression of Sanderson’s friendship; but eager as he
-was for recognition, he could not let this count; and it was followed by
-some brief depreciatory paragraphs in which he perceived the willingness
-of Hanks Brothers<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_331" id="page_331">{331}</a></span> to compensate themselves for having so handsomely let
-Sanderson have his swing. He got some letters of acknowledgment from
-people whom he had sent the book; he read them with hungry zest, but he
-could not make himself believe that they constituted impartial opinion;
-not even the letter of the young lady who had detected him in the
-panoply of his hero, and who now wrote to congratulate him on a success
-which she too readily took for granted. One of his sisters replied on
-behalf of his father and mother, and said they had all been sitting up
-reading the story aloud together, and that their father liked it as much
-as any of them; now they were anxious to see what the papers would say;
-had he read the long review in the <i>Echo</i>, and did not he think it
-rather cool and grudging for a paper that he had been connected with? He
-hardly knew whether this outburst of family pride gave him more or less
-pain than an anonymous letter which he got from his native village, and
-which betrayed the touch of the local apothecary; his correspondent, who
-also dealt in books, and was a man of literary opinions, heaped the
-novel with ridicule and abuse, and promised the author a coat of tar and
-feathers on the part of his betters whom he had caricatured, if ever he
-should return to the place. Ray ventured to offer a copy to the lady who
-had made herself his social sponsor in New York, and he hoped for some
-intelligent praise from her. She asked him where in the world he had got
-together such a lot of queer people, like nothing on earth but those one
-used to meet in the old days when one took<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_332" id="page_332">{332}</a></span> country board; she mocked at
-the sufferings of his hero, and said what a vulgar little piece his
-heroine was; but she supposed he meant them to be what they were, and
-she complimented him on his success in handling them. She confessed,
-though, that she never read American novels, or indeed any but French
-ones, and that she did not know exactly where to rank his work; she
-burlesqued a profound impression of the honor she ought to feel in
-knowing a distinguished novelist. “You’ll be putting us all into your
-next book, I suppose. Mind you give me golden hair, not yet streaked
-with silver.”</p>
-
-<p>In the absence of any other tokens of public acceptance, Ray kept an
-eager eye out for such signs of it as might be detected in the
-booksellers’ windows and on their sign-boards. The placards of other
-novels flamed from their door-jambs, but they seemed to know nothing of
-<i>A Modern Romeo</i>. He sought his book in vain among those which formed
-the attractions of their casements; he found it with difficulty on their
-counters, two or three rows back, and in remote corners. It was like a
-conspiracy to keep it out of sight; it was not to be seen on the
-news-stands of the great hotels or the elevated stations, and Ray
-visited the principal railway depots without detecting a copy.</p>
-
-<p>He blamed Mr. Brandreth for a lack of business energy in all this; he
-would like to see him fulfil some of those boasts of push which, when he
-first heard them, made him creep with shame. Mr. Brandreth<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_333" id="page_333">{333}</a></span> had once
-proposed a file of sandwich men appealing with successive bill-boards:</p>
-
-<p class="c">
-I.<br />
-<span class="smcap">Have you Read</span><br />
-<br />
-II.<br />
-“<span class="smcap">A Modern Romeo?</span>”<br />
-<br />
-III.<br />
-<span class="smcap">Every One is Reading</span><br />
-<br />
-IV.<br />
-“<span class="smcap">A Modern Romeo.</span>”<br />
-<br />
-V.<br />
-<span class="smcap">Why?</span><br />
-<br />
-VI.<br />
-<span class="smcap">Because</span><br />
-<br />
-VII.<br />
-<span class="smcap">“A Modern Romeo” is</span><br />
-<br />
-VIII.<br />
-<span class="smcap">The Great American Novel.</span><br />
-</p>
-
-<p>Ray had absolutely forbidden this procession, but now he would have
-taken off his hat to it, and stood uncovered, if he could have met it in
-Union Square or in Twenty-third Street.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_334" id="page_334">{334}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XL" id="XL"></a>XL.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">In</span> this time of suspense Ray kept away from old Kane, whose peculiar
-touch he could not bear. But he knew perfectly well what his own
-feelings were, and he did not care to have them analyzed. He could not
-help sending Kane the book, and for a while he dreaded his
-acknowledgments; then he resented his failure to make any.</p>
-
-<p>In the frequent visits he paid to his publisher, he fancied that his
-welcome from Mr. Brandreth was growing cooler, and he did not go so
-often. He kept doggedly at his work in the <i>Every Evening</i> office; but
-here the absolute silence of his chief concerning his book was as hard
-to bear as Mr. Brandreth’s fancied coolness; he could not make out
-whether it meant compassion or dissatisfaction, or how it was to effect
-his relation to the paper. The worst of it was that his adversity, or
-his delayed prosperity, which ever it was, began to corrupt him. In his
-self-pity he wrote so leniently of some rather worthless books that he
-had no defence to make when his chief called his attention to the wide
-divergence between his opinions and those of some other critics. At
-times when he resented the hardship of his fate he scored the books
-before him with a severity that was as unjust as the weak commiseration
-in his praises. He felt sure that if the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_335" id="page_335">{335}</a></span> situation prolonged itself his
-failure as an author must involve his failure as a critic.</p>
-
-<p>It was not only the coolness in Mr. Brandreth’s welcome which kept him
-aloof; he had a sense of responsibility, which was almost a sense of
-guilt, in the publisher’s presence, for he was the author of a book
-which had been published contrary to the counsel of all his literary
-advisers. It was true that he had not finally asked Mr. Brandreth to
-publish it, but he had been eagerly ready to have him do it; he had kept
-his absurd faith in it, and his steadfastness must have imparted a
-favorable conviction to Mr. Brandreth; he knew that there had certainly
-been ever so much personal kindness for him mixed up with its
-acceptance. The publisher, however civil outwardly&mdash;and Mr. Brandreth,
-with all his foibles, was never less than a gentleman&mdash;must inwardly
-blame him for his unlucky venture. The thought of this became
-intolerable, and at the end of a Saturday morning, when the book was
-three or four weeks old, he dropped in at Chapley’s to have it out with
-Mr. Brandreth. The work on the Saturday edition of the paper was always
-very heavy, and Ray’s nerves were fretted from the anxieties of getting
-it together, as well as from the intense labor of writing. He was going
-to humble himself to the publisher, and declare their failure to be all
-his own fault; but he had in reserve the potentiality of a bitter
-quarrel with him if he did not take it in the right way.</p>
-
-<p>He pushed on to Mr. Brandreth’s room, tense with his purpose, and stood
-scowling and silent when he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_336" id="page_336">{336}</a></span> found Kane there with him. Perhaps the old
-fellow divined the danger in Ray’s mood; perhaps he pitied him; perhaps
-he was really interested in the thing which he was talking of with the
-publisher, and which he referred to Ray without any preliminary ironies.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s about the career of a book; how it begins to go, and why, and
-when.”</p>
-
-<p>“Apropos of <i>A Modern Romeo</i>?” Ray asked, harshly.</p>
-
-<p>“If you please, <i>A Modern Romeo</i>.” Ray took the chair which Mr.
-Brandreth signed a clerk to bring him from without. Kane went on: “It’s
-very curious, the history of these things, and I’ve looked into it
-somewhat. Ordinarily a book makes its fortune, or it doesn’t, at once. I
-should say this was always the case with a story that had already been
-published serially; but with a book that first appears as a book, the
-chances seem to be rather more capricious. The first great success with
-us was <i>Uncle Tom’s Cabin</i>, and that was assured before the story was
-finished in the old <i>National Era</i>, where it was printed. But that had
-an immense motive power behind it&mdash;a vital question that affected the
-whole nation.”</p>
-
-<p>“I seem to have come too late for the vital questions,” said Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh no! oh no! There are always plenty of them left. There is the
-industrial slavery, which exists on a much more universal scale than the
-chattel slavery; that is still waiting its novelist.”</p>
-
-<p>“Or its Trust of novelists,” Ray scornfully suggested.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_337" id="page_337">{337}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Very good; very excellent good; nothing less than a syndicate perhaps
-could grapple with a theme of such vast dimensions.”</p>
-
-<p>“It would antagonize a large part of the reading public,” Mr. Brandreth
-said; but he had the air of making a mental memorandum to keep an eye
-out for MSS. dealing with industrial slavery.</p>
-
-<p>“So much the better! So much the better!” said Kane. “<i>Robert Elsmere</i>
-antagonized much more than half its readers by its religious positions.
-But that wasn’t what I was trying to get at. I was thinking about how
-some of the phenomenally successful books hung fire at first.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, that interests me as the author of a phenomenally successful book
-that is still hanging fire,” sighed Ray.</p>
-
-<p>Kane smiled approval of his attempt to play with his pain, and went on:
-“You know that <i>Gates Ajar</i>, which sold up into the hundred thousands,
-was three months selling the first fifteen hundred.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is that so?” Ray asked. “<i>A Modern Romeo</i> has been three weeks selling
-the first fifteen.” He laughed, and Mr. Brandreth with him; but the fact
-encouraged him, and he could see that it encouraged the publisher.</p>
-
-<p>“We won’t speak of <i>Mr. Barnes of New York</i>”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Oh no! Don’t!” cried Ray.</p>
-
-<p>“You might be very glad to have written it on some accounts, my dear
-boy,” said Kane.</p>
-
-<p>“Have you read it?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_338" id="page_338">{338}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s neither here nor there. I haven’t seen <i>Little Lord Fauntleroy</i>.
-But I wanted to speak of <i>Looking Backward</i>. Four months after that was
-published, the first modest edition was still unsold.”</p>
-
-<p>Kane rose. “I just dropped in to impart these facts to your publisher,
-in case you and he might be getting a little impatient of the triumph
-which seems to be rather behind time. I suppose you’ve noticed it? These
-little disappointments are not suffered in a corner.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then your inference is that at the end of three or four months <i>A
-Modern Romeo</i> will be selling at the rate of five hundred a day? I’m
-glad for Brandreth here, but I shall be dead by that time.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh no! Oh no!” Kane softly entreated, while he took Ray’s hand between
-his two hands. “One doesn’t really die of disappointed literature any
-more than one dies of disappointed love. That is one of the pathetic
-superstitions which we like to cherish in a world where we get well of
-nearly all our hurts, and live on to a hale old imbecility. Depend upon
-it, my dear boy, you will survive your book at least fifty years.” Kane
-wrung Ray’s hand, and got himself quickly away.</p>
-
-<p>“There is a good deal of truth in what he says”&mdash;Mr. Brandreth began
-cheerfully.</p>
-
-<p>“About my outliving my book?” Ray asked. “Thank you. There’s all the
-truth in the world in it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t mean that, of course. I mean the chances<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_339" id="page_339">{339}</a></span> that it will pick up
-any time within three months, and make its fortune.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re counting on a lucky accident.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I am. I’ve done everything I can to push the book, and now we must
-trust to luck. You have to trust to luck in the book business, in every
-business. Business is buying on the chance of selling at a profit. The
-political economists talk about the laws of business; but there are no
-laws of business. There is nothing but chances, and no amount of wisdom
-can forecast them or control them. You had better be prudent, but if you
-are always prudent you will die poor. ‘Be bold; be bold; be not too
-bold.’ That’s about all there is of it. And I’m going to be cheerful
-too. I’m still betting on <i>A Modern Romeo</i>.” The young publisher leaned
-forward and put his hand on Ray’s shoulder, in a kindly way, and shook
-him a little. “Come! What will you bet that it doesn’t begin to go
-within the next fortnight? I don’t ask you to put up any money. Will you
-risk the copyright on the first thousand?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I won’t bet,” said Ray, more spiritlessly than he felt, for the
-proposition to relinquish a part of his copyright realized it to him.
-Still he found it safest not to allow himself any revival of his hopes;
-if he did it would be tempting fate to dash them again. In that way he
-had often got the better of fate; there was no other way to do it, at
-least for him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_340" id="page_340">{340}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XLI" id="XLI"></a>XLI.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">After</span> a silent and solitary dinner, Ray went to see Mrs. Denton and
-Peace in their new lodging. It was the upper floor of a little house in
-Greenwich Village, which was sublet to them by a machinist occupying the
-lower floors; Ray vaguely recalled something in his face at his first
-visit, and then recognized one of the attendants at Hughes’s Sunday
-ministrations. He was disposed to fellowship Ray in Hughes’s doctrine,
-and in the supposition of a community of interest in Hughes’s daughters.
-They could not have been in better or kindlier keeping than that of the
-machinist’s friendly wife, who must have fully shared his notion of
-Ray’s relation to them. She always received him like one of the family,
-and with an increasing intimacy and cordiality.</p>
-
-<p>That evening when she opened the street door to him she said, “Go right
-along up; I guess you’ll find them there all right,” and Ray mounted
-obediently. Half-way up he met Mrs. Denton coming down, with her cat in
-her arms. “Oh, well!” she said. “You’ll find Peace at home; I’ll be back
-in a moment.”</p>
-
-<p>He suspected that Mrs. Denton fostered the belief of the machinist and
-his wife that there was a tacit if not an explicit understanding between
-himself and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_341" id="page_341">{341}</a></span> Peace, and he thought that she would now very probably talk
-the matter over with them. But he kept on up to the little apartment at
-the top of the house, and tapped on the door standing wide open. The
-girl was sitting at one of the windows, with her head and bust sharply
-defined against the glassy clear evening light of the early summer. She
-had her face turned toward the street, and remained as if she did not
-hear him at first, so that there was a moment when it went through his
-mind that he would go away. Then she looked round, and greeted him; and
-he advanced into the room, and took the seat fronting her on the other
-side of the window. There was a small, irregular square below, and above
-the tops of its trees the swallows were weaving their swift flight and
-twittering song; the street noises came up slightly muted through the
-foliage; it was almost like a sylvan withdrawal from the city’s worst;
-and they talked of the country, and how lovely it must be looking now.</p>
-
-<p>He said: “Yes, I wonder we can ever leave it. This is the first
-spring-time that I have ever been where I couldn’t feel my way with
-Nature at every step she took. It’s like a great loss out of my life. I
-think sometimes I am a fool to have staid here; I can never get it back.
-I could have gone home, and been the richer by the experience of another
-spring. Why didn’t I do it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps you couldn’t have done your work there,” she suggested.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, my work! That is what people are always<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_342" id="page_342">{342}</a></span> sacrificing the good of
-life to&mdash;their work! Is it worth so much? If I couldn’t do my
-newspaper-work there, I could do something else. I could write another
-unsuccessful novel.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is your novel a failure?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you know it is? It’s been out three weeks, and nobody seems to
-know it. That’s my grief, now; it may one day be my consolation. I don’t
-complain. Mr. Brandreth still keeps his heroic faith in it, and even old
-Kane was trying to rise on the wings of favorable prophecy when I saw
-him just before dinner. But I haven’t the least hope any more. I think I
-could stand it better if I respected the book itself more. But to fail
-in a bad cause&mdash;that’s bitter.” He stopped, knowing as well as if he had
-put his prayer in words, that he had asked her to encourage him, and if
-possible, flatter him.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve been reading it all through again, since it came out,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, have you?” he palpitated.</p>
-
-<p>“And I have lent it to the people in the house here, and they have read
-it. They are very intelligent in a kind of way”&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Yes?”</p>
-
-<p>“And they have been talking to me about it; they have been discussing
-the characters in it. They like it because they say they can understand
-just how every one felt. They like the hero, and Mrs. Simpson cried over
-the last scene. She thinks you have managed the heroine’s character
-beautifully. Mr. Simpson<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_343" id="page_343">{343}</a></span> wondered whether you really believe in
-hypnotism. They both said they felt as if they were living it.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray listened with a curious mixture of pleasure and of pain. He knew
-very well that it was not possible for such people as the Simpsons to
-judge his story with as fine artistic perception as that old society
-woman who thought he meant to make his characters cheap and ridiculous,
-and in the light of this knowledge their praise galled him. But then
-came the question whether they could not judge better of its truth and
-reality. If he had made a book which appealed to the feeling and
-knowledge of the great, simply-conditioned, sound-hearted,
-common-schooled American mass whom the Simpsons represented, he had made
-his fortune. He put aside that other question, which from time to time
-presses upon every artist, whether he would rather please the few who
-despise the judgment of the many, or the many who have no taste, but
-somehow have in their keeping the touchstone by which a work of art
-proves itself a human interest, and not merely a polite pleasure. Ray
-could not make this choice. He said dreamily: “If Mr. Brandreth could
-only find out how to reach all the Simpsons with it! I believe a
-twenty-five-cent paper edition would be the thing after all. I wish you
-could tell me just what Mr. and Mrs. Simpson said of the book; and if
-you can remember what they disliked as well as what they liked in it.”</p>
-
-<p>Peace laughed a little. “Oh, they disliked the wicked people. They
-thought the hard old father of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_344" id="page_344">{344}</a></span> the heroine was terrible, and was justly
-punished by his daughter’s death. At the same time they thought you
-ought to have had her revive in time to seize the hero’s hand, when he
-is going to shoot himself, and keep him from giving himself a mortal
-wound. The cousin ought to get well, too; or else confess before he dies
-that he intended to throw the hero over the cliff, so that it could be
-made out a case of self-defence. Mr. Simpson says that could be done to
-the satisfaction of any jury.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray laughed too. “Yes. It would have been more popular if it had ended
-well.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps not,” Peace suggested. “Isn’t it the great thing to make people
-talk about a book? If it ended well they wouldn’t have half so much to
-say as they will now about it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps,” Ray assented with meek hopefulness. “But, Peace, what do
-<i>you</i> say about it? You’ve never told me that yet. Do you really despise
-it so much?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve never said that I despised it.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’ve never said you didn’t, and by everything that you’ve done,
-you’ve left me to think that you do. I know,” said the young man, “that
-I’m bringing up associations and recollections that must be painful to
-you; they’re painful and humiliating to me. But it seems to me that you
-owe me that much.”</p>
-
-<p>“I owe you much more than that,” said the girl. “Do you think that I
-forget&mdash;can forget&mdash;anything&mdash;all that you’ve been to us?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_345" id="page_345">{345}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t speak of it!” said Ray. “I didn’t mean that. And you needn’t
-tell me now what you think of my book. But sometime you will, won’t
-you?” He drew forward a little nearer to her, where they sat in the
-light which had begun to wane. “Until then&mdash;until then&mdash;I want you to
-let me be the best friend you have in the world&mdash;the best friend I can
-be to any one.”</p>
-
-<p>He stopped for some answer from her, and she said: “No one could be a
-truer friend to us than you have been, from the very first. And we have
-mixed you up so in our trouble!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no! But if it’s given me any sort of right to keep on coming to see
-Mrs. Denton and you, just as I used?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why not?” she returned.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_346" id="page_346">{346}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="XLII" id="XLII"></a>XLII.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Ray</span> went home ill at ease with himself. He spent a bad night, and he
-seemed to have sunk away only a moment from his troubles, when a knock
-at his door brought him up again into the midst of them. He realized
-them before he realized the knock sufficiently to call out, “Who’s
-there?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” said Mr. Brandreth’s voice without; “you’re not up yet! Can I come
-in?”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly,” said Ray, and he leaned forward and slid back the bolt of
-his door: it was one advantage of a room so small that he could do this
-without getting out of bed.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth seemed to beam with one radiance from his silk hat, his
-collar, his boots, his scarf, his shining eyes and smooth-shaven
-friendly face, as he entered.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course,” he said, “you haven’t seen the <i>Metropolis</i> yet?”</p>
-
-<p>“No; what is the matter with the <i>Metropolis</i>?”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth, with his perfectly fitted gloves on, and his natty cane
-dangling from his wrist, unfolded the supplement of the newspaper, and
-accurately folded it again to the lines of the first three columns<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_347" id="page_347">{347}</a></span> of
-the page. Then he handed it to Ray, and delicately turned away and
-looked out of the window.</p>
-
-<p>Ray glanced at the space defined, and saw that it was occupied by a
-review of <i>A Modern Romeo</i>. There were lengths of large open type for
-the reviewer’s introduction and comments and conclusion, and embedded
-among these, in closer and finer print, extracts from the novel, where
-Ray saw his own language transfigured and glorified.</p>
-
-<p>The critic struck in the beginning a note which he sounded throughout; a
-cry of relief, of exultation, at what was apparently the beginning of a
-new order of things in fiction. He hailed the unknown writer of <i>A
-Modern Romeo</i> as the champion of the imaginative and the ideal against
-the photographic and the commonplace, and he expressed a pious joy in
-the novel as a bold advance in the path that was to lead forever away
-from the slough of realism. But he put on a philosophic air in making
-the reader observe that it was not absolutely a new departure, a break,
-a schism; it was a natural and scientific evolution, it was a
-development of the spiritual from the material; the essential part of
-realism was there, but freed from the grossness, the dulness of realism
-as we had hitherto known it, and imbued with a fresh life. He called
-attention to the firmness and fineness with which the situation was
-portrayed and the characters studied before the imagination began to
-deal with them; and then he asked the reader to notice how, when this
-foundation had once been laid, it was made to serve as a
-“star-ypoint<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_348" id="page_348">{348}</a></span>ing pyramid” from which the author’s fancy took its bold
-flight through realms untravelled by the photographic and the
-commonplace. He praised the style of the book, which he said
-corresponded to the dual nature of the conception, and recalled
-Thackeray in the treatment of persons and things, and Hawthorne in the
-handling of motives and ideas. There was, in fact, so much subtlety in
-the author’s dealing with these, that one might almost suspect a
-feminine touch, but for the free and virile strength shown in the
-passages of passion and action.</p>
-
-<p>The reviewer quoted several of such passages, and Ray followed with a
-novel intensity of interest the words he already knew by heart. The
-whole episode of throwing the cousin over the cliff was reprinted; but
-the parts which the reviewer gave the largest room and the loudest
-praise were those embodying the incidents of the hypnotic trance and the
-tragical close of the story. Here, he said, was a piece of the most
-palpitant actuality, and he applauded it as an instance of how the
-imagination might deal with actuality. Nothing in the whole range of
-commonplace, photographic, realistic fiction was of such striking effect
-as this employment of a scientific discovery in the region of the ideal.
-He contended that whatever lingering doubt people might have of the
-usefulness of hypnotism as a remedial agent, there could be no question
-of the splendid success with which the writer of this remarkable novel
-had turned it to account in poetic fiction of a very high grade. He did
-not say the highest grade;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_349" id="page_349">{349}</a></span> the book had many obvious faults. It was
-evidently the first book of a young writer, whose experience of life had
-apparently been limited to a narrow and comparatively obscure field. It
-was in a certain sense provincial, even parochial; but perhaps the very
-want of an extended horizon had concentrated the author’s thoughts the
-more penetratingly on the life immediately at hand. What was important
-was that he had seen this life with the vision of an idealist, and had
-discerned its poetic uses with the sense of the born artist, and had set
-it in</p>
-
-<div class="poetry">
-<div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
-<span class="i0">“The light that never was on sea or land.”<br /></span>
-</div></div>
-</div>
-
-<p>Much more followed to like effect, and the reviewer closed with a
-promise to look with interest for the future performance of a writer who
-had already given much more than the promise of mastery; who had given
-proofs of it. His novel might not be the great American novel which we
-had so long been expecting, but it was a most notable achievement in the
-right direction. The author was the prophet of better things; he was a
-Moses, who, if we followed him, would lead us up from the flesh-pots of
-Realism toward the promised land of the Ideal.</p>
-
-<p>From time to time Ray made a little apologetic show of not meaning to do
-more than glance the review over, but Mr. Brandreth insisted upon his
-taking his time and reading it all; he wanted to talk to him about it.
-He began to talk before Ray finished; in fact he agonized him with
-question and comment, all through;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_350" id="page_350">{350}</a></span> and when Ray laid the paper down at
-last, he came and sat on the edge of his bed.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, I’ll tell you what I’m going to do. I don’t believe in working on
-Sunday, and that sort of thing; but I believe this is providential. My
-wife does, too; she says it’s a reward for the faith we’ve had in the
-book; and that it would be a sin to lose a moment’s time. If there is to
-be any catch-on at all, it must be instantaneous; we mustn’t let the
-effect of this review get cold, and I’m going to strike while it’s
-red-hot.” The word seem to suggest the magnitude of the purpose which
-Mr. Brandreth expressed with seriousness that befitted the day. “I’m
-simply going to paint the universe red. You’ll see.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, well,” said Ray, “you’d better not tell me how. I guess I’ve got
-as much as I can stand, now.”</p>
-
-<p>“If that book doesn’t succeed,” said Mr. Brandreth, as solemnly as if
-registering a vow, “it won’t be my fault.”</p>
-
-<p>He went away, and Ray passed into a trance such as wraps a fortunate
-lover from the outer world. But nothing was further from his thoughts
-than love. The passion that possessed him was egotism flattered to an
-intensity in which he had no life but in the sense of himself. No
-experience could be more unwholesome while it lasted, but a condition so
-intense could not endure. His first impulse was to keep away from every
-one who could keep him from the voluptuous sense of his own success. He
-knew very well that the review in the <i>Metropolis</i> overrated his book,
-but he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_351" id="page_351">{351}</a></span> liked it to be overrated; he wilfully renewed his delirium from
-it by reading it again and again, over his breakfast, on the train to
-the Park, and in the lonely places which he sought out there apart from
-all who could know him or distract him from himself. At first it seemed
-impossible; at last it became unintelligible. He threw the paper into
-some bushes; then after he had got a long way off, he went back and
-recovered it, and read the review once more. The sense had returned, the
-praises had relumed their fires; again he bathed his spirit in their
-splendor. It was he, he, he, of whom those things were said. He tried to
-realize it. Who was he? The question scared him; perhaps he was going
-out of his mind. At any rate he must get away from himself now; that was
-his only safety. He thought whom he should turn to for refuge. There
-were still people of his society acquaintance in town, and he could have
-had a cup of tea poured for him by a charming girl at any one of a dozen
-friendly houses. There were young men, more than enough of them, who
-would have welcomed him to their bachelor quarters. There was old Kane.
-But they would have all begun to talk to him about that review; Peace
-herself would have done so. He ended by going home, and setting to work
-on some notices for the next day’s <i>Every Evening</i>. The performance was
-a play of double consciousness in which he struggled with himself as if
-with some alien personality. But the next day he could take the time to
-pay Mr. Brandreth a visit without wronging the work he had carried so
-far.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_352" id="page_352">{352}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>On the way he bought the leading morning papers, and saw that the
-publisher had reprinted long extracts from the <i>Metropolis</i> review as
-advertisements in the type of the editorial page; in the <i>Metropolis</i>
-itself he reprinted the whole review. “This sort of thing will be in the
-principal Philadelphia, Boston, Chicago, Cincinnati, and St. Louis
-papers just as soon as the mail can carry them my copy. I <i>had</i> thought
-of telegraphing the advertisement, but it will cost money enough as it
-is,” said Mr. Brandreth.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you sure you’re not throwing your money away?” Ray asked, somewhat
-aghast.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sure I’m not throwing my chance away,” the publisher retorted with
-gay courage. He developed the plan of campaign as he had conceived it,
-and Ray listened with a kind of nerveless avidity. He looked over at Mr.
-Chapley’s room, where he knew that Peace was busily writing, and he
-hoped that she did not know that he was there. His last talk with her
-had mixed itself up with the intense experience that had followed, and
-seemed of one frantic quality with it. He walked out to the street door
-with Mr. Brandreth beside him, and did not turn for a glimpse of her.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh by-the-way,” said the publisher at parting, “if you’d been here a
-little sooner, I could have made you acquainted with your reviewer. He
-dropped in a little while ago to ask who S. Ray was, and I did my best
-to make him believe it was a real name. I don’t think he was more than
-half convinced.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_353" id="page_353">{353}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t more than half believe in him,” said Ray, lightly, to cover his
-disappointment. “Who is he?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, their regular man is off on sick leave, and this young
-fellow&mdash;Worrell is his name&mdash;is a sort of under study. He was telling me
-how he happened to go in for your book&mdash;those things are always
-interesting. He meant to take another book up to his house with him, and
-he found he had yours when he got home, and some things about hypnotism.
-He went through them, and then he thought he would just glance at yours,
-anyway, and he opened on the hypnotic trance scene, just when his mind
-was full of the subject, and he couldn’t let go. He went back to the
-beginning and read it all through, and then he gave you the benefit of
-the other fellow’s chance. He wanted to see you, when I told him about
-you. Curious how these things fall out, half the time?”</p>
-
-<p>“Very,” said Ray, rather blankly.</p>
-
-<p>“I knew you’d enjoy it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I do.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_354" id="page_354">{354}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XLIII" id="XLIII"></a>XLIII.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Whether</span> the boom for <i>A Modern Romeo</i> which began with the appearance of
-the <i>Metropolis</i> review was an effect of that review or not, no one
-acquainted with the caprices of the book trade would undertake to say.
-There had been enthusiastic reviews of other books in the <i>Metropolis</i>
-which had resulted in no boom whatever, as Kane pointed out in
-ironically inviting the author to believe that the success of the book
-was due wholly to its merit.</p>
-
-<p>“And what was its long failure due to?” Ray asked, tasting the bitter of
-the suggestion, but feigning unconsciousness.</p>
-
-<p>“To its demerit.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth was at first inclined to ascribe the boom to the review;
-afterwards he held that it was owing to his own wise and bold use of the
-review in advertising. There, he contended, was the true chance, which,
-in moments of grateful piety, he claimed that he was inspired to seize.
-What is certain is that other friendly reviews began to appear in other
-influential journals, in New York and throughout the country. Ray began
-to see the book on the news-stands now; he found it in the booksellers’
-windows; once he heard people in an elevated car talking of it; somehow
-it<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_355" id="page_355">{355}</a></span> was in the air. But how it got in the air, no one could exactly say;
-he, least of all. He could put his hand on certain causes, gross,
-palpable, like the advertising activities of Mr. Brandreth; but these
-had been in effectless operation long before. He could not define the
-peculiar attraction that the novel seemed to have, even when frankly
-invited to do so by a vivid young girl who wrote New York letters for a
-Southern paper, and who came to interview him about it. The most that he
-could say was that it had struck a popular mood. She was very grateful
-for that idea, and she made much of it in her next letter; but she did
-not succeed in analyzing this mood, except as a general readiness for
-psychological fiction on the part of a reading public wearied and
-disgusted with the realism of the photographic, commonplace school. She
-was much more precise in her personal account of Ray; the young novelist
-appeared there as a type of manly beauty, as to his face and head, but
-of a regrettably low stature, which, however, you did not observe while
-he remained seated. It was specially confided to lady readers that his
-slightly wavy dark hair was parted in the middle over a forehead as
-smooth and pure as a girl’s. The processed reproduction of Ray’s
-photograph did not perfectly bear out her encomium; but it was as much
-like him as it was like her account of him. His picture began to appear
-in many places, with romanced biographies, which made much of the
-obscurity of his origin and the struggles of his early life. When it
-came to be said that he sprang from the lower classes,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_356" id="page_356">{356}</a></span> it brought him a
-letter of indignant protest from his mother, who reminded him that his
-father was a physician, and his people had always been educated and
-respectable on both sides. She thought that he ought to write to the
-papers and stop the injurious paragraph; and he did not wholly convince
-her that this was impossible. He could not have made her understand how
-in the sudden invasion of publicity his personality had quite passed out
-of his own keeping. The interviewers were upon him everywhere: at his
-hotel, whose quaintness and foreign picturesqueness they made go far in
-their studies of him; at the <i>Every Evening</i> office, where their visits
-subjected him to the mockery of his associates on the paper. His chief
-was too simple and serious of purpose to take the comic view of Ray’s
-celebrity; when he realized it through the frequency of the interviews,
-he took occasion to say: “I like your work and I want to keep you. As it
-is only a question of time when you will ask an increase of salary, I
-prefer to anticipate, and you’ll find it put up in your next check to
-the figure which I think the paper ought to stand.” He did not otherwise
-recognize the fact of the book’s success, or speak of it; as compared
-with his paper, Ray’s book was of no importance to him whatever.</p>
-
-<p>The interviews were always flattering to Ray’s vanity, in a certain way,
-but it was rather wounding to find that most of the interviewers had not
-read his book; though they had just got it, or they were going to get it
-and read it. In some cases they came to him<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_357" id="page_357">{357}</a></span> with poetic preoccupations
-from previous interviews with Mr. Brandreth, and he could not disabuse
-them of the notion that his literary career had been full of facts much
-stranger than fiction.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Brandreth says that if the truth could be told about that book,”
-one young lady journalist stated, keeping her blue eyes fixed winningly
-upon the author’s, “it would form one of the most dramatic chapters in
-the whole history of literature. <i>Won’t</i> you tell <i>me</i> the truth about
-it, Mr. Ray?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, I don’t know the truth about it myself,” Ray said.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, how delightful!” cried the young lady. “I’m going to put <i>that</i> in,
-at any rate;” and she continued to work the young author with her
-appealing eyes and her unusually intelligent flatteries, until she had
-got a great deal more out of him concerning the periculations of his
-novel in manuscript than he could have believed himself capable of
-telling.</p>
-
-<p>He went to Mr. Brandreth smarting with a sense of having made a fool of
-himself, and, “See here, Brandreth,” he said, “what is so very
-remarkably dramatic in the history of a novel kicking about for six
-months among the trade?”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth stared at him, and then said, with a flash of
-recollection, “Oh! <i>That</i> girl! Well, she was determined to have
-<i>something</i> exclusive about the book, and I just threw out the remark. I
-wasn’t thinking of your side of the business entirely. Ray, you’re a
-good fellow, and I don’t mind telling you that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_358" id="page_358">{358}</a></span> when I chanced it on
-this book of yours, it had got to a point with us where we had to chance
-it on something. Mr. Chapley had let the publishing interests of the
-house go till there was hardly anything of them left; and when he went
-up into the country, this spring, he was strongly opposed to my trying
-anything in the publishing line. But my wife and I talked it over, and
-she saw as well as I did that I should either have to go actively into
-the business, or else go out of it. As it stood, it wouldn’t support two
-families. So I made up my mind to risk your book. If it had failed it
-would have embarrassed me awfully; I don’t say but what I could have
-pulled through, but it would have been rough sledding.”</p>
-
-<p>“That <i>is</i> interesting,” said Ray. “I don’t see why I shouldn’t begin to
-pose as your preserver.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, it wasn’t quite so bad as that,” Mr. Brandreth gayly protested.
-“And at the last moment it might have been some one else. There’s no
-reason why I shouldn’t tell you that the night you came and wanted me to
-take old Hughes’s book, I talked it very seriously over with my wife,
-and we determined that we would look at it in the morning, and perhaps
-postpone your novel. We woke the baby up with our talk, and then he woke
-us up the rest of the night, and in the morning we were not fit to
-grapple with the question, and I took that for a sign and let them go on
-with your book. I suppose these things were in my mind when I told that
-girl what she repeated to you.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_359" id="page_359">{359}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, the incidents are dramatic enough,” said Ray, musingly. “Even
-tragical.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” sighed Mr. Brandreth. “I always dreaded to ask you how you made
-it right with Mr. Hughes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Mrs. Denton made it right with <i>him</i>,” Ray scoffed. “I told her how
-I failed with you, and she went right to him and said that you had taken
-his book and would bring it out at once.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth looked pained. “Well, I don’t know what to say about that.
-But I’m satisfied now that I acted for the best in keeping on with your
-book. I’m going to have Mr. Hughes’s carefully examined, though. I
-believe there’s the making of another hit in it. By-the-way,” he ended,
-cheerily, “you’ll be glad to know that <i>A Modern Romeo</i> has come of age;
-we’ve just printed the twenty-first thousand of him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is it possible!” said Ray, with well-simulated rapture. With all the
-talk there had been about the book, he supposed it had certainly gone to
-fifty thousand by this time.</p>
-
-<p>The sale never really reached that figure. It went to forty two or three
-thousand, and there it stopped, and nothing could carry it farther. The
-author talked the strange arrest over with the publisher, but they could
-arrive at no solution of the mystery. There was no reason why a book
-which had been so widely talked about and written about should not keep
-on selling indefinitely; there was every reason why it should; but it
-did not. Had it, by some process of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_360" id="page_360">{360}</a></span> natural selection, reached exactly
-those people who cared for a psychological novel of its peculiar make,
-and were there really no more of them than had given it just that vogue?
-He sought a law for the fact in vain, in the more philosophical
-discussions he held with old Kane, as well as in his inquiries with Mr.
-Brandreth.</p>
-
-<p>Finally, Kane said: “Why do we always seek a law for things? Is there a
-law for ourselves? We think so, but it’s out of sight for the most part,
-and generally we act from mere caprice, from impulse. I’ve lived a good
-many years, but I couldn’t honestly say that I’ve seen the cause
-overtaken by the consequence more than two or three times; then it
-struck me as rather theatrical. Consequences I’ve seen a plenty, but not
-causes. Perhaps this is merely a sphere of ultimations. We used to
-flatter ourselves, in the simple old days, when we thought we were all
-miserable sinners, that we were preparing tremendous effects, to follow
-elsewhere, by what we said and did here. But what if the things that
-happen here are effects initiated elsewhere?”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a very pretty conjecture,” said Ray, “but it doesn’t seem to have
-a very direct bearing on the falling off in the sale of <i>A Modern
-Romeo</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>“Everything in the universe is related to that book, if you could only
-see it properly. If it has stopped selling, it is probably because the
-influence of some favorable star, extinguished thousands of years ago,
-has just ceased to reach this planet.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_361" id="page_361">{361}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Kane had the air of making a mental note after he said this, and Ray
-began to laugh. “There ought to be money in that,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“No, there is no money in Hard Sayings,” Kane returned, sadly; “there is
-only&mdash;wisdom.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray was by no means discouraged with his failures to divine the reason
-for the arrested sale of his book. At heart he was richly satisfied with
-its success, and he left the public without grudging, to their belief
-that it had sold a hundred and fifty thousand. Mr. Brandreth was
-satisfied, too. He believed that the sale would pick up again in the
-fall after people got back from the country; he had discovered that the
-book had enduring qualities; but now the question was, what was Ray
-going to write next? “You ought to strike while the iron’s hot, you
-know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course, I’ve been thinking about that,” the young fellow admitted,
-“and I believe I’ve got a pretty good scheme for a novel.”</p>
-
-<p>“Could you give me some notion of it?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I couldn’t. It hasn’t quite crystallized in my mind yet. And I
-don’t believe it will, somehow, till I get a name for it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Have you thought of a name?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes&mdash;half-a-dozen that won’t do.”</p>
-
-<p>“There’s everything in a name,” said the publisher. “I believe it made
-the <i>Modern Romeo’s</i> fortune.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray mused a moment. “How would <i>A Rose by any other Name</i> do?”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s rather attractive,” said Mr. Brandreth.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_362" id="page_362">{362}</a></span> “Well, anyway, remember
-that we are to have the book.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray hesitated. “Well&mdash;not on those old ten-percent. terms, Brandreth.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I think we can arrange the terms all right,” said Mr. Brandreth.</p>
-
-<p>“Because I can do much better, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, they’ve been after you, have they?”</p>
-
-<p>The young fellow held up the fingers of one hand.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said Mr. Brandreth, “your next book belongs to Chapley &amp; Co. You
-want to keep your books together. One will help sell the other. <i>A Rose
-by any other Name</i> will wake up <i>A Modern Romeo</i> when it comes out.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_363" id="page_363">{363}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XLIV" id="XLIV"></a>XLIV.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">For</span> Peace Hughes and her sister, the summer passed uneventfully. The
-girl made up for the time she had lost earlier in the year by doing
-double duty at the increased business of the publishing house. The
-prosperity of <i>A Modern Romeo</i> had itself added to her work, and the new
-enterprises which its success had inspired Mr. Brandreth to consider
-meant more letter-writing and more formulation of the ideas which he
-struck shapelessly if boldly out. He trusted her advice as well as her
-skill, and she had now become one of the regular readers for Chapley &amp;
-Co.</p>
-
-<p>Ray inferred this from the number of manuscripts which he saw on her
-table at home, and he could not help knowing the other things through
-his own acquaintance, which was almost an intimacy, with Mr. Brandreth’s
-affairs. The publisher was always praising her. “Talk about men!” he
-broke out one day. “That girl has a better business head than half the
-business men in New York. If she were not a woman, it would be only a
-question of time when we should have to offer her a partnership, or run
-the risk of losing her. But there’s only one kind of partnership you can
-offer a woman.” Ray flushed, but he did not say anything, and Mr.
-Brandreth asked, apparently from<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_364" id="page_364">{364}</a></span> some association in his mind, “Do you
-see much of them at their new place?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I go there every week or so.”</p>
-
-<p>“How are they getting on?”</p>
-
-<p>“Very well, I believe.” Ray mused a moment, and then he said: “If it
-were not contrary to all our preconceptions of a sort of duty in people
-who have been through what they have been through, I should say they
-were both happier than I ever saw them before. I don’t think Mrs. Denton
-cared a great deal for her children or husband, but in her father’s last
-days he wouldn’t have anybody else about him. She strikes one like a
-person who would get married again.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brandreth listened with the air of one trying to feel shocked; but
-he smiled.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t blame her,” Ray continued. “Perhaps old Kane’s habit of not
-blaming people is infectious. She once accounted for herself on the
-ground that she didn’t make herself; I suppose it might be rather
-dangerous ground if people began to take it generally. But Miss Hughes
-did care for those poor little souls and for that wretched creature, and
-now the care’s gone, and the relief has come. They both miss their
-father; but he was doomed; he <i>had</i> to die; and besides, his fatherhood
-struck me as being rather thin, at times, from having been spread out
-over a community so long. I can’t express it exactly, but it seems to me
-that the children of a man who is trying to bring about a millennium of
-any kind do not have a good time. Still, I suppose we must have the
-millenniums.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_365" id="page_365">{365}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“You said that just like old Kane,” Mr. Brandreth observed.</p>
-
-<p>“Did I? I just owned he was infectious. If I’ve caught his habit of
-mind, I dare say I’ve caught his accent. I don’t particularly admire
-either. But what I mean is that Miss Hughes and her sister are getting
-on very comfortably and sweetly. Their place is as homelike as any I
-know in New York.”</p>
-
-<p>“As soon as we get back in the fall, Mrs. Brandreth is going to call on
-them. Now that Mr. Chapley and Mr. Hughes are out of the way, there’s no
-reason why we shouldn’t show them some attention. Miss Hughes, at least,
-is a perfect lady. I’m going to see that she doesn’t overwork; the
-success of <i>A Modern Romeo</i> has killed us nearly all; I’m going to give
-her a three weeks’ vacation toward the end of August.”</p>
-
-<p>Ray called upon Peace one evening in the beginning of her vacation, and
-found her with the manuscript of a book before her; Mrs. Denton was
-sitting with the Simpsons on their front steps, and sent him on up to
-Peace when he declined to join her there.</p>
-
-<p>He said, “I supposed I should find you reading up the Adirondack
-guide-books, or trying to decide between Newport and Saratoga. I don’t
-see how your outing differs very much from your inning.”</p>
-
-<p>“This was only a book I brought home because I had got interested in
-it,” the girl explained in self-defence. “We’re not going away
-anywhere.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think I would stay myself,” said Ray, “if it were not for wanting to
-see my family. My vacation begins to-morrow.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_366" id="page_366">{366}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Does it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; and I should be very willing to spend my fortnight excursioning
-around New York. But I’m off at once to-night; I came in to say good-by.
-I hope you’ll miss me.”</p>
-
-<p>“We shall miss you very much,” she said; and she added, “I suppose most
-of our fashionable friends have gone out of town.”</p>
-
-<p>“Have they?”</p>
-
-<p>“I should think you would know. We had them at second-hand from you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! Those?” said Ray. “Yes. They’re gone, and I’m going. I hate to
-leave you behind. Have you any message for the country?”</p>
-
-<p>“Only my love.” She faced the manuscript down on the table before her,
-and rocked softly to and fro a moment. “It does make me a little
-homesick to think of it,” she said, with touching patience.</p>
-
-<p>He felt the forlornness in her accent, and a sense of her isolation
-possessed him. When Mrs. Denton should marry again, Peace would be alone
-in the world. He looked at her, and she seemed very little and slight,
-to make her way single-handed.</p>
-
-<p>“Peace!” he said, and the intensity of his voice startled him. “There is
-something I wanted to say to you&mdash;to ask you,” and he was aware of her
-listening as intensely as he spoke, though no change of attitude or
-demeanor betrayed the fact; he had to go on in a lighter strain if he
-went on at all. “You know, I suppose, what a rich man I am going to be<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_367" id="page_367">{367}</a></span>
-when I get the copyright on my book. It’s almost incredible, but I’m
-going to be worth five or six thousand dollars; to be as rich as most
-millionaires. Well&mdash;I asked you to let me be your friend once, because I
-didn’t think a man who was turning out a failure had the right to ask to
-be more. Or, no! That <i>isn’t</i> it!” he broke off, shocked by the false
-ring of his words. “I don’t know how to say it. I was in love once&mdash;very
-much in love; the kind of love that I’ve put into my book; and
-this&mdash;this worship that I have for you, for I do worship you!&mdash;it isn’t
-the same, Peace. It’s everything that honors you, and once it <i>was</i> like
-that; but now I’m not sure. But I couldn’t go away without offering you
-my worship, for you to accept for all our lives; or reject, if it wasn’t
-enough. Do you understand?”</p>
-
-<p>“I do understand,” the girl returned, and she nervously pressed the hand
-which she allowed to gather hers into it.</p>
-
-<p>“I couldn’t leave you,” he went on, “without telling you that there is
-no one in the world that I honor so much as you. I had it in my heart to
-say this long ago; but it seems such a strange thing to stop with. If I
-didn’t think you so wise and so good, I don’t believe I could say it to
-you. I know that now whatever you decide will be right, and the best for
-us both. I couldn’t bear to have you suppose I would keep coming to see
-you without&mdash;I would have told you this long ago, but I always expected
-to tell you more. But I’m twenty-six now, and perhaps I shall never<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_368" id="page_368">{368}</a></span>
-feel in that old way again. I <i>know</i> our lives would be united in the
-highest things; and you would save me from living for myself alone. What
-do you say, Peace?”</p>
-
-<p>He waited for her to break the silence which he did not know how to
-interpret. At last she said “No!” and she drew back from him and took
-her hand away. “It wouldn’t be right. I shouldn’t be afraid to trust
-you”&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Then why”&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“For I know how faithful you are. But I’m afraid&mdash;I <i>know</i>&mdash;I don’t love
-you! And without that it would be a sacrilege. That isn’t enough of
-itself, but everything else would be nothing without it.” As if she felt
-the wound her words must have dealt to his self-love, she hurried on: “I
-did love you once. Yes! I did. And when Mr. Brandreth wanted me to read
-your book that time, I wouldn’t, because I was afraid of myself. But
-afterwards it&mdash;went.”</p>
-
-<p>“Was it my fault?” Ray asked.</p>
-
-<p>“It wasn’t any one’s fault,” said the girl. “If I had not been so
-unhappy, it might have been different.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Peace!”</p>
-
-<p>“But I had no heart for it. And now my life must go on just as it is. I
-have thought it all out. I thought that some time you might tell
-me&mdash;what you have&mdash;or different&mdash;and I tried to think what I ought to
-do. I shall never care for any one else; I shall never get married.
-Don’t think I shall be unhappy! I can take good care of myself, and
-Jenny<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_369" id="page_369">{369}</a></span> and I will not be lonesome together. Even if we don’t always live
-together&mdash;still, I can always make myself a home. I’m not afraid to be
-an old maid. There is work in the world for me to do, and I can do it.
-Is it so strange I should be saying this?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no. It’s right.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose that most of the girls you know wouldn’t do it. But I have
-been brought up differently. In the Family they did not think that
-marriage was always the best thing; and when I saw how Jenny and
-Ansel&mdash;I don’t mean that it would ever have been like that! But I don’t
-wish you to think that life will be hard or unhappy for me. And you&mdash;you
-will find somebody that you can feel towards as you did towards that
-first girl.”</p>
-
-<p>“Never! I shall never care for any one again!” he cried. At the bottom
-of his heart there was a relief which he tried to ignore, though he
-could not deny himself a sense of the unique literary value of the
-situation. It was from a consciousness of this relief that he asked,
-“And what do you think of me, Peace? Do you blame me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Blame you? How? For my having changed?”</p>
-
-<p>“I feel to blame,” said the young man. “How shall we do, now? Shall I
-come to see you when I return?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. But we won’t speak of this again.”</p>
-
-<p>“Shall you tell Mrs. Denton?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course.”</p>
-
-<p>“She will blame me.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_370" id="page_370">{370}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“She will blame <i>me</i>,” said Peace. “But&mdash;I shall not be troubled, and
-you mustn’t,” she said, and she lightly touched him. “This is just as I
-wish it to be. I’ve been afraid that if this ever happened, I shouldn’t
-have the courage to tell you what I have. But you helped me, and I am so
-glad you did! I was afraid you would say something that would blind me,
-and keep me from going on in the right way; but now&mdash;Good-night.”</p>
-
-<p>“Good-night,” said Ray, vaguely. “May I&mdash;dream of you, Peace?”</p>
-
-<p>“If you’ll stop at daybreak.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, then I shall begin to think of you.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_371" id="page_371">{371}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="XLV" id="XLV"></a>XLV.</h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">They</span> had certainly come to an understanding, and for Ray at least there
-was release from the obscure sense of culpability which had so long
-harassed him. He knew that unless he was sure of his love for Peace, he
-was to blame for letting her trust it; but now that he had spoken, and
-spoken frankly, it had freed them both to go on and be friends without
-fear for each other. Her confession that there had been a time when she
-loved him flattered his vanity out of the pain of knowing that she did
-not love him now; it consoled him, it justified him; for the offence
-which he had accused himself of was of no other kind than hers. How
-wisely, how generously she had taken the whole matter!</p>
-
-<p>The question whether she had not taken it more generously than he
-merited began to ask itself. She might have chosen to feign a parity
-with him in this. He had read of women who sacrificed their love to
-their love; and consented to a life-long silence, or practised a
-life-long deceit, that the men they loved might never know they loved
-them. He had never personally known of such a case, but the books were
-full of such cases. This might be one of them. Or it might much more
-simply and probably be that she had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_372" id="page_372">{372}</a></span> received his strange declaration as
-she did in order to spare his feelings. If that were true she had
-already told her sister, and Mrs. Denton had turned the absurd side of
-it to the light, and had made Peace laugh it over with her.</p>
-
-<p>A cold perspiration broke out over him at the notion, which he rejected
-upon a moment’s reflection as unworthy of Peace. He got back to his
-compassionate admiration of her, as he walked down to the ferry and
-began his homeward journey. He looked about the boat, and fancied it the
-same he had crossed to New York in, when he came to the city nearly a
-year before. The old negro who whistled, limped silently through the
-long saloon; he glanced from right to left on the passengers, but he
-must have thought them too few, or not in the mood for his music. Ray
-wondered if he whistled only for the incoming passengers. He recalled
-every circumstance of his acquaintance with Peace, from the moment she
-caught his notice when Mrs. Denton made her outcry about the
-pocket-book. He saw how once it had seemed to deepen to love, and then
-had ceased to do so, but he did not see how. There had been everything
-in it to make them more to each other, but after a certain time they had
-grown less. It was not so strange to him that he had changed; he had
-often changed; but we suppose a constancy in others as to all passions
-which we cannot exact of ourselves. He tried to think what he had done
-to alienate the love which she confessed she once had for him, and he
-could not remember anything unless it was his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_373" id="page_373">{373}</a></span> cruelty to her when he
-found that she was the friend who would not look at his story a second
-time. She said she had forgiven him that; but perhaps she had not;
-perhaps she had divined a potential brutality in him, which made her
-afraid to trust him. But after that their lives had been united in the
-most intimate anxieties, and she had shown absolute trust in him. He
-reviewed his conduct toward her throughout, and he could find no blame
-in it except for that one thing. He could truly feel that he had been
-her faithful friend, and the friend of her whole uncomfortable family,
-in spite of all his prejudices and principles against people of that
-kind. In the recognition of this fact he enjoyed a moment’s sense of
-injury, which was heightened when he reflected that he had even been
-willing to sacrifice his pride, after his brilliant literary success, so
-far as to offer himself to a girl who worked for her living; it had
-always galled him that she held a place little better than a
-type-writer’s. No, he had nothing to accuse himself of, after a scrutiny
-of his behavior repeated in every detail, and applied in complex, again
-and again, with helpless iteration. Still he had a remote feeling of
-self-reproach, which he tried to verify, but which forever eluded him.
-It was mixed up with that sense of escape, which made him ashamed.</p>
-
-<p>He lay awake in the sleeping-car the greater part of the night, and
-turned from side to side, seeking for the reason of a thing that can
-never have any reason, and trying to find some parity between his
-expectations and experiences of himself in such an affair. It went<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_374" id="page_374">{374}</a></span>
-through his mind that it would be a good thing to write a story with
-some such situation in it; only the reader would not stand it. People
-expected love to begin mysteriously, but they did not like it to end so;
-though life itself began mysteriously and ended so. He believed that he
-should really try it; a story that opened with an engagement ought to be
-as interesting as one that closed with an engagement; and it would be
-very original. He must study his own affair very closely when he got a
-little further away from it. There was no doubt but that when the
-chances that favored love were so many and so recognizable, the chance
-that undid it could at last be recognized. It was merely a chance, and
-that ought to be shown.</p>
-
-<p>He began to wonder if life had not all been a chance with him. Nothing,
-not even the success of his book, in the light he now looked at it in,
-was the result of reasoned cause. That success had happened; it had not
-followed; and he didn’t deserve any praise for what had merely happened.
-If this apparent fatality were confined to the economic world alone, he
-would have been willing to censure civilization, and take his chance
-dumbly, blindly, with the rest. He had not found it so. On the contrary,
-he had found the same caprice, the same rule of mere casualty, in the
-world which we suppose to be ordered by law&mdash;the world of thinking, the
-world of feeling. Who knew why or how this or that thought came, this or
-that feeling? Then, in that world where we lived in the spirit, was
-wrong always punished, was right always rewarded?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_375" id="page_375">{375}</a></span> We must own that we
-often saw the good unhappy, and the wicked enjoying themselves. This was
-not just; yet somehow we felt, we knew, that justice ruled the universe.
-Nothing, then, that seemed chance was really chance. It was the
-operation of a law so large that we caught a glimpse of its vast orbit
-once or twice in a lifetime. It was Providence.</p>
-
-<p>The car rushed on through the night with its succession of smooth
-impulses. The thought of the old friends he should soon meet began to
-dispossess the cares and questions that had ridden him; the notion of
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