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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of A Queen of Nine Days, by Margaret Brown
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-Title: A Queen of Nine Days
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-Author: Margaret Brown
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-Contributor: Edith C. Kenyon
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-Release Date: September 1, 2021 [eBook #66202]
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-Language: English
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A QUEEN OF NINE DAYS ***
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-[Frontispiece: "WE MUST HIDE HERE A LITTLE WHILE," SAID MY RESCUER]
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- A QUEEN OF NINE DAYS
-
-
- BY HER GENTLEWOMAN
-
- MARGARET BROWN
-
-
-
- EDITED AND DONE INTO MODERN ENGLISH
-
- BY
-
- EDITH C. KENYON
-
-
-
- LONDON
- THE RELIGIOUS TRACT SOCIETY
- 4 BOUVERIE STREET & 65 ST. PAUL'S CHURCHYARD, E.C.
-
-
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-
- _Made and Printed in Great Britain by_
- Butler & Tanner Ltd.,
- _Frome and London_
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-CHAPTER
-
-Prologue
-
-I Leaving Home
-
-II My Champion
-
-III Hiding from the Enemy
-
-IV Better Happenings
-
-V Lady Caroline talks with Me
-
-VI Papistry or Protestantism
-
-VII Sir Hubert and I
-
-VIII Lady Jane Grey
-
-IX Plato
-
-X Queen of England
-
-XI By the River
-
-XII In the Tower
-
-XIII At St. Paul's Cross
-
-XIV The Crown Resigned
-
-XV At Sion House Again
-
-XVI In The Power of Sir Claudius
-
-XVII The Prisoner in the Dungeon
-
-XVIII On the Point of Being Wed
-
-XIX Escaping from the Enemy
-
-XX A Trying Experience
-
-XXI Queen Mary's Boon
-
-XXII With Lady Jane
-
-XXIII Wyatt's Insurrection
-
-XXIV Lady Jane's Death Sentence
-
-XXV Some of Lady Jane's Last Words
-
-XXVI Lady Jane's Execution
-
-XXVII Conclusion. Home Again
-
-Epilogue
-
-
-
-
-PROLOGUE
-
-It has been laid upon me as a very solemn duty by the late Lady Jane
-Dudley, or Grey as she is usually called, to whom I owe obedience and
-fealty born of love, which is all the more insistent because she is
-no longer here to claim it, that I should set forth, in the best
-language possible to one of my limited education, the stirring events
-that my eyes have witnessed and the true story, as it is known to me,
-of the short, sad tragedy of her life and death. And this being so,
-I will make no excuse for my boldness and presumption in attempting
-work which might well be left to learned and authoritative
-historians, especially as I remember that my dear lady said to me,
-Margery, others may write more learnedly on the matter, but _loving
-eyes see further and more truly_ than those of the mere critic, and I
-would fain be represented to posterity as I am rather than as I am
-supposed to be. And, fear not, child, for though you are weak and
-humble in your own eyes, His grace and help are to be had for the
-asking, Who gives power to the faint, and to such as have no might
-increases strength.' For my lady knew that this is a righteous task
-which she was setting me--the representation of truth, as we know it,
-is always righteous--and to those who do the like His promises never
-fail.
-
-MARGARET BROWN.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-Leaving Home
-
-It was in the month of May, in the year 1553, and I was a young girl,
-only seventeen, when my dear father--my mother being dead--astonished
-me beyond measure by disclosing the fact that I was to leave my home
-in Sussex and proceed to the city of London, there to become
-gentlewoman to a lady of high degree.
-
-That was not the sort of life I should have chosen by any means, for
-my freedom was as dear to me as to any of God's creatures of earth,
-or sea, or sky. Having no mother, and with a most easy-going father
-and a brace of madcap young brothers, I had run wild all my life, and
-could ill brook the idea of being confined within four walls for the
-most part of my days, attired in the fine clothing of a grand lady.
-What compensations should I have for such joys as lying for hours on
-the soft turf of the Downs, looking up to the blue sky and making out
-pictures in the white clouds flitting across it, whilst I listened to
-the singing of the skylarks, or sitting beneath an overturned boat on
-the seashore, hearing the lapping of the waves and gazing across the
-Channel, with wondering speculations of the lands beyond those fair
-blue waters, or, on the other hand, rowing out upon the sea with my
-brothers, or riding with them at breakneck paces over hill and dale?
-What would they do without me, little Hal with his endless scrapes
-and foolhardy schemes, and Jack with his love of fighting and
-passionate essays to assert the manhood latent in him?
-Notwithstanding my wildness, I was a softening influence in their
-lives, for there was in me ever, even then, the consciousness which
-is not very far from any of us that there is a Higher Law than even
-the sweetest promptings of our own fond wills. I never talked about
-it--father used to say, 'Many words show weakness in a cause'--much
-less preached to the boys, but I knew it was so and they were aware I
-knew it, and that was quite enough. They were good lads, and, as the
-serving men and women said, I had them at a word.
-
-I did not like the thought of leaving my brothers, or my father, or,
-as I have said, my freedom and the skylarks, turf, sky, clouds,
-seashore and mystery of wild sea-waves, with the unknown lands
-beyond, but never thought of opposing my father's will, and,
-easygoing though he was, dared not question it; however, I went down
-to the parsonage to speak to Master Montgomery, our curate, of the
-matter, and, after listening to all I had to say, and cheering me
-with descriptions of wondrous sights to be seen in London, he uttered
-wise words, which stilled my trouble mightily.
-
-'Child,' he said, laying his hand gently on my head, 'listen to me.
-This call which has come to you is not of your own seeking, therefore
-it must be from Him Who alone was found worthy to hold the Book of
-Life--the lives of His people--in His hands. He Who called Rebekah
-from her water-pot and David from his sheep, Elisha from his
-ploughing and the praying women of Jerusalem to follow Him to the
-Cross, is surely calling you to do some special work. It may be
-lowly in its nature, or it may be great, but whatever it be, it is
-surely work that you and no one else can do. Like the little maid
-who was carried away into captivity and did great things for her
-master Naaman, the Syrian, so, it may be, you, too, may carry help
-and healing to some afflicted one amongst those whom the world calls
-mighty. And remember,' he added very earnestly, 'remember that you
-can do nothing in your own strength, but that with the help of the
-Holy Spirit, which is given to those who ask for it, all things will
-be possible.'
-
-I went away, feeling very solemn and almost more frightened than
-encouraged, and it was a relief to my over-charged heart when, as I
-was going home with great soberness, I encountered Hal, bareback on
-his black pony, tearing along like wildfire, and calling to me to
-follow, as there was a ship passing in the Channel, and so I ran
-after him down to the beach; and what with one thing and another, I
-did not give Master Montgomery's words their full consideration until
-the time came when, being far away from him, I found my thoughts
-recurring to them.
-
-Before I set off to London City there was great to-do amongst the
-women servants in making me sufficient garments for a lady's
-wardrobe, and it was a wonderful sight to see the things they got
-together and the way they wished to dress me. I did not like it very
-much, for I did not think I should ever be able to skip and play and
-ride bareback attired in that fashion, but my father said I was a
-child and knew nothing about it, and they were women and ought to
-know what they were doing; so we left it all to them, and I put off
-the thought of wearing their handiwork as long as possible.
-
-The day before I went my father informed me about those to whom I was
-going. It seemed the Duke of Northumberland, knowing my father, Sir
-Henry Brown, with whom he had been in battles in their younger days,
-had sent for me to come and be one of the gentlewomen of his
-daughter-in-law, the young Lady Jane Grey, newly married to his
-fourth son, Lord Guildford Dudley, in London City. My father said
-that it was a great distinction for me to be selected out of scores
-of other country maidens for the work, and that if ever I had speech
-with the noble duke I was to thank him heartily for his favour
-towards us--this I promised readily, not knowing what manner of man
-that was whose doings were afterwards an enormous factor in working
-dire woe to those I loved. And then my father went on to say that
-business of importance would prevent his going with me on this my
-entrance into the big world--oh, father! I saw through that, for was
-it not from you I inherited the nature which loved home and freedom
-better than the life among great people of exalted rank?--but he said
-he would send me with old and trusty servants, who would take me
-safely in a horse-litter from our town of Brighthelmstone[1] on the
-south coast, all the long way to Sion House, in Isleworth, near
-London City, where my Lady Grey was residing at that time.
-
-
-[1] Now called Brighton.--ED.
-
-
-And the next day, after a troubled leave-taking from all I loved so
-dearly, I suffered him to bestow on me his blessing, which he did
-with many words of touching kindness, and put me in the litter.
-
-I must confess that I did not perceive very much of the road we went
-over during the first part of my journey, owing to a weakness which
-came on in my eyes and a sickness and dejection of spirit such as I
-had never previously known, and my good maid Betsy proved to be very
-annoying for talking over much, which was indeed her wont when
-excited, and making doleful laments about the dangers of the way and
-the roughness of the roads that, without doubt, somewhat impeded our
-progress.
-
-But afterwards, after a long while, I felt better and could think
-less miserably of my father's tender blessing and of the sudden
-breakdown and loud crying of poor Jack and the afflicting
-disappearance of Hal, who I knew had hidden himself in order that he
-might get over the parting in secret, and the crying of the woman
-servants we left behind, and solemn faces of the men and the waving
-of Master Montgomery's old hat as we passed the parsonage, so that by
-the time we neared a neighbouring castle I could even look admiringly
-upon it. We stayed that night at Horsham, in a queer little inn kept
-by a monstrously fat innkeeper and his exceedingly thin wife, who at
-another time would have amused me greatly by her fussiness and
-servility.
-
-And the next day we proceeded on our way, passing many strange and
-curious places, but meeting with no brigands and no mishap at all
-until it chanced that, on the King's highway, we came upon a group of
-unruly, wild-looking men and boys, who were dragging a poor old
-woman, with great violence, towards a large pond.
-
-'What is the matter? Oh, Betsy, see!' I cried. 'What are those men
-doing to that poor old woman? Look! they are dragging her to that
-pond! Poor creature! They will hurt her!'
-
-'Mistress, 'tis only a witch!' cried Betsy, who had been told to call
-me Mistress now that I was going to be a great lady. 'Suchlike do
-much harm,' she continued. 'They sell their souls to the devil for
-gold; they meet each other on broomsticks riding through the air, and
-plot mischief. From such may we be delivered!' she went on
-fervently. 'They had better be drowned!' she concluded.
-
-'No, no. 'Tis cruel! Tell Humphrey to stop.' And I myself called
-to the men to stay the horses bearing my litter, and looked out full
-of sympathy with the poor old creature. Was there no one to stand up
-for her, no one to stay this rough horse-play which was going on?
-Master Montgomery had always taught us to treat the aged with
-reverence, and therefore it seemed truly shocking to me, as also most
-alarming.
-
-'Forsooth, Mistress Marg'et,' said Joseph, my lacquey, coming to my
-litter, ''tis the country roughs that are just wild to drown yon old
-witch.'
-
-'But they shall not!' declared I vigorously; 'they shall not! Stop
-it, Joseph! Stop it at once!'
-
-'Mistress, I cannot! The men are just mad! Hark at their shouts!
-They are wild to do it.'
-
-'They shall not do it!' cried I. 'Tell them, Joseph, that Mistress
-Margaret Brown forbids it.'
-
-Joseph and Timothy, the head man, and John, the other lacquey, looked
-timidly towards the crowd of excited men and boys who were shouting,
-gesticulating and urging on each other to drag along the old woman
-with cuffs and kicks.
-
-I got out of my litter and looked round. It was such a beautiful
-country, on one side great woods just bursting into leaf, on the
-other green meadowland, threaded by a silvery stream and studded here
-and there with blossoming hawthorn trees. Nowhere could I see a
-house, yet some there must be not far distant, judging from the crowd
-of men and boys. Alone, with my few servants, what could I do? Who
-would have suspected that in such a lovely place there could be
-doings so outrageous?
-
-'I must speak to them, Betsy,' I said, and across my mind flashed the
-thought that perhaps Master Montgomery was thinking of some such work
-as this when he spoke of that to which he believed I was being
-called.[2]
-
-
-[2] Young people are usually in haste. They always aim to reach the
-end of things at once; they cannot wait.--ED.
-
-
-'Oh, no, mistress! You must not, indeed you must not interfere!'
-cried the terrified woman.
-
-'Hold thy tongue, Betsy,' said I. 'I shall go to them and speak,'
-and in my heart I prayed for help where Master Montgomery said it
-would never be denied.
-
-And then I advanced towards the roughs, who turned to look at me in
-amazement.
-
-In a tone and in a manner of authority, for my father always said
-that it was no use speaking otherwise to knaves, I bade them cease
-from persecuting a poor old woman who might be innocent of all
-offence, and passionately adjured them to refrain from violence.
-
-The effect of this was marvellous. Releasing their victim, they fell
-back, and she, poor soul, knelt on the grass before me, crying out
-for mercy and catching hold of the border of my gown.
-
-'What has she done?' I asked.
-
-A Babel of voices answered. The old woman had brought disease on
-Farmer North's cattle. She had turned her evil eye on a young woman
-who had straightway sickened and died. She had looked on a man as he
-rode to market and his horse had run away, thrown him off and killed
-him. Last of all she had spirited away her own orphan grandson, a
-boy of great promise, who had been committed to her care by his
-deceased parents and of whom she had professed to be very fond. This
-young man was believed to have been sent through the earth to the
-abodes of the lost.
-
-'I did not do it, lady! I did not! Saul was the darling of my old
-age. I know no more than they where he has gone. I am no witch.
-Ask the minister; he knows.'
-
-This and much more cried the poor old dame in quavering tones.
-
-'Listen to her. She is innocent,' I said authoritatively to the
-rascals, who were recovering themselves and again holding out
-threatening hands. 'She is a poor old woman, very lame and infirm.'
-
-That did not touch them, so I seized a weightier argument.
-
-'Have you not heard,' I said, 'of One Who laid His hands upon the
-sick and lame and made them whole? Jesus had compassion on the
-multitude. He took pity on the infirm. He laid His hands on them
-and blessed them. He----'
-
-'He sent the devils into the swine, so that they ran into the sea,'
-interposed a man's voice grimly.
-
-'The devils? Yes. But not the man out of whom they were driven. He
-sat at Jesus' feet, clothed and in his right mind.'
-
-'True! true!' cried several voices.
-
-It really seemed as if mercy were going to win the day. But at that
-moment, with a tremendous noise, a number of men and boys came round
-a bend in the road, dragging forward a wretched object whose head was
-hidden in a man's jacket.
-
-'A witch! A witch!' yelled the newcomers, brandishing their sticks.
-
-'And we have another! Ha! ha! ha!' laughed and shrieked the men and
-boys beside me.
-
-Then I perceived that the newcomers were led on by as evil-looking a
-young man as you could see anywhere. His dress showed him to be a
-knight, but anything more unknightly than his manner and his conduct
-could not well be found; he seemed just like the knaves who formed
-his company, and an ill-looking lot they were, with scarcely a whole
-garment among them.
-
-'Oh, mistress,' said Timothy, who had left his horses that he might
-have speech with me. 'Yon is Sir Claudius Crossley, who is said to
-be your father's sworn enemy. I pray you make haste and get into the
-litter before he recognizes you. Then we will drive away as fast as
-the horses can take us.'
-
-'Save me! Save me, lady!' cried the old woman, clinging to my feet,
-as my hands tried to drag her away.
-
-How could I desert her? It was hard on my servants, but I would not
-listen to their advice. For I saw nothing, heard nothing but that
-pitiful old woman, with her despairing cries to me to save her, and
-the menacing crowd of villains thirsting for her life.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-My Champion
-
-I began to speak again to the villains, repeating much that I had
-said before, with even greater earnestness.
-
-Sir Claudius Crossley stared at me, and listened for a moment or two
-with a bewildered air. Then perceiving the drift of my words, he
-rudely shouted to me to shut my mouth, and, signing to his men, they
-caught up the old woman at my feet and bundled her along to the side
-of the other victim, interposing several of their broad backs between
-me and the poor old creatures.
-
-The road being now completely blocked by the shouting men and boys,
-my servants closed round me and literally carried me back to the
-litter. In truth they were themselves of the opinion that the old
-women were witches, who had sold themselves to the devil for a term
-of years, and ought therefore to be put to death.
-
-I was perforce obliged to sit in my litter, but it could not proceed
-because of the crowd which blocked the way. I would not look towards
-the wretched scene, but Betsy would not refrain from telling me every
-detail of what was taking place with the supposed witches and their
-enemies.
-
-'Both old women are witches, mistress,' she cried. 'I thought so,
-and now I know it; they are ugly as sin. The men are making them
-confess. The way they do it is to pull their hair and screw their
-wrists until they say for what sum the devil has bought their souls,
-and for what length of time they have bound themselves to serve him.
-No, mistress, Timothy will not allow you to interfere. He promised
-Sir Henry that he would take you safely to Sion House, near London,
-and he means to do it. Now, mistress, they are tying the witches'
-thumbs together--the two of them are being tied together by the
-thumbs, I mean--and now they are going to throw them into the water.
-If they do not sink, they will know they are witches, and will force
-them under; if they sink, they will drown, so there will be an end of
-them in any case.'
-
-'Oh, this is terrible--terrible!' I cried. Putting my head out of my
-litter, I called to the ruffians to cease their cruelty. 'It is
-murder,' I said; 'it is nothing but murder! "Thou shalt do no
-murder."'
-
-But I might as well have spoken to the wind, which was beginning to
-rise in fitful gusts.
-
-The mob--for by this time the crowd had become a howling mob--was in
-no mood to be stayed from proceeding to extremities. A shower of mud
-and stones was flung at my litter and its attendants, one of the
-men-servants receiving a blow upon the shoulder, which might have put
-it out of joint, being most violent.
-
-'Wait till we have drowned the witches, then we will come for you!'
-shouted Sir Claudius cruelly.
-
-'Ay, ay, sir!' chorused many voices.
-
-This was alarming. My servants put their heads together, muttering
-their fears. I overheard them saying that they had seen the witch
-looking hard at me as she begged for mercy, and that I might be
-doomed, and what could three men and a woman do against more than a
-hundred ruffians?
-
-'Mistress,' said old Timothy to me at length. 'We can do nothing
-against so many, and unfortunately we have already incurred their
-anger. Far better would it be, therefore, for us to turn and flee
-whilst they are occupied in drowning the witches.'
-
-'Flee! Do you mean that?' exclaimed I.
-
-'Yes. Yes, mistress dear. And quickly--quickly! It is our only
-chance.'
-
-And Timothy looked affrightedly at the angry faces of the mob.
-
-'Nay. But that is cowardly!' I cried, 'to run away and think only of
-our own skins when the weak and old are being murdered!'
-
-'We shall be murdered ourselves in a few more minutes if we stay
-here,' muttered the old man. 'Child,' he said, forgetting my new
-dignity, which indeed profited me nothing just then, 'it is to save
-our lives--_yours_, the most precious of all. How could I face Sir
-Henry again if you were killed?'
-
-And his voice shook.
-
-'Killed! Killed? Are they threatening that? Oh, but, Timothy, we
-have never done them any harm.'
-
-'Ay, but you have!' cried the loud, domineering voice of Sir
-Claudius, as he thrust himself forward to get between Timothy and me.
-'You have tried to stop our sport!'
-
-'Sport!' cried I, with the most mighty contempt I ever felt in all my
-life. 'Sport! Call you it sport to torture and kill poor feeble old
-women?'
-
-Angered by my words, the miscreant was about to lay hold of me with
-his great hands, when the lacquey Joseph gave him a blow of the fist
-which sent him staggering into the midst of his men.
-
-Alas, that was, as it were, a signal for hostilities to commence.
-Men and boys rushed on us from all sides. My men-servants were
-seized by overpowering numbers and hurled to the ground, and I myself
-was lifted bodily out of the litter and set on a bank by the
-roadside, so that all might see me.
-
-The two old women were drowned now--their murderers thirsted for more
-blood, and Sir Claudius, smarting from the treatment he had received
-from the hands of my good Joseph, yearned above all things for
-revenge.
-
-'Eh, lads! What shall we do to my lady?' he asked mockingly,
-pointing to me.
-
-'Drown her also,' suggested one, with a hoarse laugh.
-
-'Strangle her,' cried another.
-
-'Carry her away to some remote country place, and then get money from
-her friends before we will tell them where she is,' said a third.
-
-Cries of approval and many alternative suggestions arose from the mob.
-
-Looking from one to the other, I could see no pity, no relenting
-anywhere, least of all in Sir Claudius. I spoke to him.
-
-'I am a lady,' I said; 'where is your chivalry?'
-
-The man had not any, but I thought it as well to cry out for what
-ought to have been there.
-
-'You tried to save those witches,' he began.
-
-'And you will try to save me, will you not?' I asked, looking at him,
-with the vain hope that I should see something which was not there.
-
-'That I will not!' cried the churl.
-
-'Shall we drown her, Sir Claudius? Shall we drown her, too?'
-demanded many voices.
-
-'Help! Help for a lady! Help for Mistress Brown!' shouted the
-lacquey Joseph with his loud, stentorian voice. The honest fellow
-had been bound hand and foot; he had nothing left but his voice with
-which to serve me, and the next moment it was silenced with a blow
-and a gag; but it had done good work.
-
-Noiselessly over a soft fallow field a little group of horsemen had
-approached, and at the sound of that loud, manly cry of my poor
-Joseph's they charged into the mob, calling out lustily:--
-
-'Disperse, in the King's name! In the King's name I say disperse!'
-
-Bullies are cowards all the world over. The men who had drowned old
-women and were threatening a defenceless girl with a like fate, took
-to their heels with one accord, knocking down each other and falling
-over each other in their flight, whilst, alarmed and struck, first on
-this side and then on that, my horses set off galloping, and dashed,
-with the litter, amongst the crowd, treading down some and crushing
-others. The damage they did was appalling. Curses, shouts, groans
-and screams filled the air on every side.
-
-In a few moments none of the roughs remained near me, and I was
-enabled to look up at my deliverer.
-
-He was a handsome knight of medium size and frank, soldier-like
-deportment and bearing; as I found afterwards, he was scarcely
-twenty-six, yet he looked much older, having seen service in the
-profession of arms from his boyhood. He was dressed in crimson
-velvet, very worn and travel-stained. Indeed, both he and his horse
-bore traces of a rapid journey across country, as did also his
-followers and their horses.
-
-'How shall I thank you?' I said gratefully. 'Sir, you have saved my
-life.'
-
-'I thank God that I came in time,' he said. 'I fear those rascals
-have terrified you much.'
-
-'I fear they have hurt my good serving-men,' I said, looking round
-for them.
-
-My champion, desirous of serving me still more, picked up my poor
-Timothy, who, having been thrown down and trampled upon, was in no
-little pain. He breathed better, however, when his arms were freed
-and his legs unbound, and began to lament the loss of the horses and
-litter, which made us think he was coming round finely. We left him,
-therefore, to look to Joseph, who was in a desperate state, having
-been almost smothered by the gag which was tied over his mouth and
-nostrils. His face, swollen and discoloured, was fearful to look
-upon, but I took his poor head on my lap and endeavoured to induce
-him to drink from a flask my rescuer had put in my hand.
-
-The good knight stood by me, with the kindest eyes it seemed to me
-that I had ever seen.
-
-'Give him time,' he said; 'give him time. There is no hurry.'
-
-It seemed to me, as I glanced at him, that he would have stood there
-all day with great content, so long as he could watch me doing
-things, and no doubt he was tired, having ridden far.
-
-'But look after the others, please,' I said, feeling anxious about
-Betsy and John.
-
-'They are all right,' he answered. 'They have picked themselves up
-bravely. And your man is coming round.'
-
-Then one of his followers came up to him, saying, 'Sir Hubert, we do
-wrong to linger here. Those villains will return with greater
-numbers, bent upon wreaking vengeance. There was one amongst them of
-good birth, and a knight, but of low nature, who is notorious for
-crime. He will return, if no one else does; and the lady----'
-
-The rest of the sentence I could not hear, but it seemed to mightily
-excite my brave deliverer.
-
-Joseph was sitting up whilst this was going on, and begging my pardon
-for the liberty he had taken in lying down with his head on my lap.
-At the same moment John and Betsy declared themselves recovered.
-
-'Lady,' said the knight, ''tis necessary that we hurry on. Say,
-could you ride my horse? Or stay, Smith,' turning to one of his men,
-'you have a quiet nag; bring her here for the lady.'
-
-'Is there no hope of recovering my litter?' I asked, adding, 'I am
-going all the way to Sion House, near London, where the Duke of
-Northumberland's daughter-in-law awaits me.'
-
-'The litter is lost to you,' was the startling answer. 'If we wait
-here for its return, or pursue those runaway horses, we shall be lost
-too. Madam,' the knight bent his head to speak softly in my ear, 'I
-will not hide it from you. These are fearful times for a lady to be
-travelling alone with so small a retinue. Lawless men, such as those
-that have just been routed, might carry you off where your friends
-would never hear of you again----'
-
-'Why frighten us?' I interrupted, but had no time to say more, for
-the noise of brawling again broke upon my ear.
-
-The knight turned to his men, saying, 'They are coming. They are
-many, we are few. We must ride back the way we came, across the
-fields. Take up the lady's men and woman.'
-
-And with that he lifted me hastily from the ground, and, placing me
-upon his own horse, vaulted lightly into the saddle behind me.
-
-'Hold fast, madam,' he said in my ear. 'Put your arms round my neck;
-so. That is it. Now, Sultan, good horse, gallop thy fastest!'
-
-Whinnying low, the horse tore off across the fallow fields, and away
-we went like the wind, but I did not know even so much as the name of
-the valiant knight to whom I was clinging as for life.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-Hiding from the Enemy
-
-I had been carried off in such haste as left me no time to look back
-and see if my servants were equally well mounted, and for some time
-all I could do was to cling to my cavalier. I felt his heart beating
-as I did so and his warm breath fanning my cheeks. Moments seemed
-hours as they passed.
-
-And now shouts and the sound of pursuing horsemen entering the fields
-in full career after us sounded in our ears, and, looking back, we
-saw a company of riders as well as foot-runners.
-
-'Hold tight, madam; we take the fence. Hurrah! old Sultan has done
-it!' cried my knight, and we were over and speeding across a meadow
-long before any one else had reached the fence.
-
-Presently I heard shooting, and, looking back, perceived that my
-knight's men, hampered by the wounded servants and unable to leap the
-fence, were obliged to turn and fight. This kept back the pursuers
-and gave us a better chance of escape.
-
-My cavalier drew rein and looked back across the meadow. Alas, four
-horsemen, having separated themselves from the others, had just
-leaped the fence and were galloping after us.
-
-'Sultan, good horse!' cried my knight encouragingly, and his steed
-answered with a low whinny, and galloped along as before. 'Cling to
-me, madam. Hold tight!'
-
-Again I clung to him convulsively, not venturing to speak about my
-fears for my poor servants and our own perilous position.
-
-Another higher and thicker fence was leaped, not quite so
-successfully this time, for poor Sultan was just done and,
-floundering, caught his hoof in a long hawthorn branch. Down he fell
-upon his knees, and I saw stars and thick darkness.
-
-When I came to myself, I found I was being carried in the strong arms
-of the good knight. I said nothing, for indeed what could I say?
-What he was doing for me that day I should never forget, never in all
-my life. But I could not speak of it.
-
-Presently I could see that we were passing through a plantation of
-young trees, on a path so narrow that my rescuer had much difficulty
-in carrying me through it. He was exceedingly careful lest I should
-receive a knock from some too prominent bough or tree-trunk, yet I
-noticed he bruised his own hands more than once in his endeavour to
-protect me. I thought I should never feel the same about those hands
-again; they had suffered for me. Once as he carried me on I tried to
-wipe off the blood that flowed from a scratch on his neck with my
-neckerchief, torn off for the purpose, much to his concern.
-
-'Do not,' he said. 'It does not matter about me.'
-
-But I persisted that it did, and bound his neck with the neckerchief,
-begging him to permit the liberty I was taking.
-
-He looked at me then very kindly, saying, 'No one ever took so much
-trouble about me before,' and that seemed to me the most
-extraordinary shame that ever was.
-
-When we were through the plantation we found a wooden shanty, or
-covered shed, in the field at the other side of the trees. The door
-of the place was not locked, and my knight set me down upon my feet
-and opened it. Then he led me in, and we found there was an old cart
-in it, full of cut grass.
-
-'We must hide here a little while,' said my rescuer. 'Perhaps our
-pursuers will not come to this side of the trees.'
-
-'I am afraid they will,' returned I, 'if they saw us entering the
-wood.'
-
-'Then we must hide,' said he. 'Madam, can you get into the cart?'
-
-'Easily,' I answered. 'My name,' I added shyly, for it was awkward
-for us not to know each other's names, 'is Margaret Brown.'
-
-'Mistress Margaret Brown,' said he, pronouncing the words so
-beautifully that it seemed to me my cognomen had never sounded half
-so well before. Then he added, 'And mine is Hubert Blair.'
-
-'Sir Hubert Blair?' said I thoughtfully, thinking what a very nice
-name it was and how well it seemed to suit the man.
-
-'Yes,' answered he with a smile. 'But now, Mistress Brown, please to
-get into the cart and lie down. Then I will cover you with the cut
-grass which half fills it.'
-
-'Will you hide yourself too?'
-
-'Aye, aye.'
-
-He assisted me into the cart and piled the grass over me, even
-putting a thin layer of it over my head. Then, perceiving a heap of
-grass in the corner of the shed, and, thinking he could conceal
-himself more quickly in it, he told me that he was going to do so,
-beseeching me, whatever happened, to make no sound, but to lie still
-where I was hidden.
-
-'You may rely upon me,' I said. 'You, Sir Hubert, are the captain of
-this adventure, and I know how to obey.'
-
-Sir Hubert then hid himself as well as he could in the heap of cut
-grass in the corner of the shed, and scarcely had he done so when the
-noise of men and horses was to be heard outside.
-
-Presently a man pushed the door open and entered.
-
-'What's in here?' he said aloud. 'A queer sort of a shed! Better
-call the others. But no, it seemeth empty, except for this grass.
-What have we here?'
-
-He had approached the cart, and was peering in cautiously.
-
-'Bad farming to leave so much stuff in a cart!' he went on, poking
-the grass a little with his stick, or weapon.
-
-I trembled, and was fearful that my trembling would cause the grass
-to move. Indeed, he must have seen something of the sort, for he
-said in a low tone, 'Thou needst not fear. As sure as my name is
-Jack Fish, I will keep the other men out of this place.'
-
-With that he went away, returning, however, in a moment to add, 'Thou
-hadst best keep here a little while longer before thou attemptest to
-go away. I am a true man. I will keep thy secret.'
-
-With that he crossed over to the heap of grass in the corner of the
-shed, behind which Sir Hubert was hidden. Then, being of a playful
-humour, he began to poke the grass heap gently with his foot,
-blustering a little as he did so.
-
-'Hullo!' said he, ''tis strange how men and grass become mixed in
-these days! Easy now, don't show thyself! I am a truthful man, and
-I want to say I have seen no one. Thou needst not fear.'
-
-'Thanks. You are a good man.'
-
-The words came out of the grass with weird effect.
-
-'I'll get the others away from here directly; I really joined them to
-prevent their doing mischief. But do not stir for half an hour or
-so. Then keep well to the right and thou wilt regain the high road,
-and perchance find thy litter awaiting thee.'
-
-Now Sir Hubert was so delighted to hear this, and so certain that the
-man was a friend, that he threw the grass off him and sat up, but was
-instantly almost smothered with the quantity of green stuff the other
-immediately threw over him.
-
-The next instant another voice at the door inquired: 'Is any one
-hidden here, Jack Fish?'
-
-''Twas a fancy of mine to search the shanty. However, I might have
-known those fugitives would not have ventured to stay here,' returned
-Master Fish.
-
-'Well, there is no place to hide in here, unless it be the cart.
-Have you looked into that grass on it?'
-
-'Aye, aye. I've poked about it rarely, but nothing bigger than a
-mouse ran out of it.'
-
-'Well, come on then, if there is nothing here,' cried the other
-impatiently.
-
-They left the shed, Jack Fish lingering a moment to close the door
-and to say noisily to those within and those without, 'All right!
-All right!'
-
-We were still for the next ten minutes, which seemed an age; then Sir
-Hubert said:
-
-'He was a good old fellow yon, and I liked his hint about your
-litter. It will be a fine thing indeed if we can find it on the high
-road when we get there.'
-
-'Yes indeed,' I said, 'and my servants too, which last is a matter of
-more importance, for they are very dear to me.'
-
-I had raised my head out of the grass, and was sitting up.
-
-'Do you think I can get out of the cart now?' I asked.
-
-'Not yet. Wait a little longer where you are. I will look round
-outside;' and shaking off the grass sticking to him on all sides, Sir
-Hubert proceeded to the door, at which he listened cautiously before
-attempting to open it.
-
-The next moment he stepped back quickly to his place in the corner,
-saying, 'Some one is coming.'
-
-Then he hid himself under the grass as before.
-
-An old man entered, with a large two-pronged hay fork in his hand.
-
-'They will have stolen my cart, I'll be bound!' he said aloud.
-
-He looked suspiciously around, but gave a grunt of satisfaction upon
-seeing the cart.
-
-Approaching it, he was about to plunge his fork into the grass, when
-Sir Hubert sprang up, caught hold of the tool and wrenched it from
-his grasp.
-
-'Your pardon, master,' said the knight hastily to the man. 'But I
-have placed something in your cart which you might unwittingly have
-damaged had you plunged your fork into it.'
-
-'Cannot a man do as he likes in his own shed?' cried the old
-countryman. 'And who art thou,' he demanded, 'and what business hast
-thou here?'
-
-'I am Sir Hubert Blair, of Harpton Hall, in Sussex. I was travelling
-in these parts with but a few retainers, when I met with a lady and
-her servants set upon by roughs and in danger of their lives. I
-carried the lady on my own horse across the fields until a mischance
-happened to my horse in leaping the last fence before we came to the
-wood close by. He fell down on his knees, throwing us off; the lady
-fainted and I carried her through the wood, and then in here. She is
-in your cart.'
-
-I sat up in the cart, smiling at the old farmer's astonishment.
-
-'Well, well,' he said, leaning on his fork and looking hard at me.
-'These are troublous times! Vagabonds roam the country, and we never
-know what they will be up to, and a knight and a lady hide in an old
-cart-shed. The King, God bless him, is young and not by any means
-strong, but it is to be hoped he and Parliament will do something to
-make the highways safer.'
-
-'Did you see any signs of the ruffians as you came here?' asked Sir
-Hubert.
-
-'Nay, not I. But then I was not looking for them. I was thinking of
-the new calf that came this morning. Do you not know, young sir,
-that what we are thinking of, that is what we see?'
-
-'Aye, aye.'
-
-Sir Hubert looked at me, and I knew he was reflecting that he could
-see little else for thinking of me and my unfortunate plight.
-
-'It seems a sorry tale for a knight to be running away from low
-country rabble,' muttered the old farmer.
-
-Sir Hubert coloured.
-
-'I feel ashamed of myself,' he said. 'But it was for the lady's
-sake. How would it have been with her if I had been killed? I was
-obliged to think of her precious life.'
-
-'Well, well. I'm thinking you must both be pretty hungry. Will you
-come with me to my house, where my wife shall give you food?'
-
-This was too good an offer to be refused, and we thankfully accepted
-it, and accompanied the old man to his farmhouse.
-
-It was but a poor place, yet we were as glad to find ourselves in it,
-with the door bolted to keep out vagrants, as if we were in a palace.
-And very thankful we were to the farmer's wife when she placed milk
-and meat before us. I felt almost ashamed of the wonderful appetite
-I had; but indeed I was very, very hungry when I sat down to the
-table.
-
-Sir Hubert helped me to everything before he would touch food
-himself, and I felt a wonderful happiness when his big, strong
-hands--which had been bruised for me--were serving me. Sweet it was
-to be so tenderly cared for by him, with words and manner showing the
-most reverent esteem. I had never experienced aught like it before.
-At home I was treated by my father as a child and by my brothers as
-if I were one of themselves; the servants were more deferential, but
-then they were poor folk, not like this fine gentleman, who seemed to
-lift me higher than himself that he might look up to me with a sort
-of loving worship. It was very delightful and very, very beautiful.
-I felt ennobled.
-
-Sir Hubert seemed to be extremely happy, and would like to have
-lingered talking over the meal, but the old man grew uneasy and
-fidgetty.
-
-'It would well nigh ruin me,' he said, 'if those rascals who attacked
-you should come over here and find you on my premises. They might
-sack the house and possibly maltreat us too. My old woman is not
-very strong, and there's a young serving-lass also. Of course I
-don't mind for myself, but----'
-
-'We will go,' I said, rising at once. 'You have been very kind, and
-we should be sorry to bring you into trouble.'
-
-Then I stopped short. Where could we go? It was all very well to
-say we would depart, but we had not even Sir Hubert's horse to convey
-us away. The knight aroused himself to look the situation in the
-face. He seemed somewhat dazed, for the fact was, as he told me
-afterwards, he had been so extraordinarily happy sitting at the same
-table, ministering to my wants, and watching the colour return to my
-face and the light to my eyes, that he had forgotten all else.
-
-'Supposing I leave the lady here a little whilst I go to try and find
-her coach?' he said to the farmer.
-
-But the latter answered sharply, 'Nay, sir, nay. Thou art not going
-to leave her on our hands, just to bring the wrath of the
-country-side upon us----'
-
-'If you go, Sir Knight, she must go too,' interrupted the old
-farmer's wife. 'It is bad enough for us to have to shelter you both
-when you are here to help to fight if the rascals come, but without
-you! Why, they might string us up to the rafters, and leave us
-hanging like dried herrings, as easy as anything. My old man has not
-any fight in him, bless you! When he thought there was a thief in
-the house the other night, he made me go first to look for him!'
-
-'Well, well,' said the old man. 'I'm getting old, and am not much
-stronger than thee, Susannah. But thou canst scream rarely, and 'tis
-a weapon of a sort, which sometimes is unexpectedly powerful.'
-
-Sir Hubert laughed. Then he turned to me, saying with rare
-tenderness, 'I could not leave you, Mistress Margaret, with these
-people. Will you come with me?'
-
-I said I would, and indeed I felt as if I could go with him anywhere,
-anywhere in the world, and he a knight whom half a dozen hours before
-I had never seen.
-
-'Come then,' he said, and after throwing some silver on the table to
-pay for our meal, he offered me his arm, and we went out together
-into the night, now fast coming on.
-
-'The darkness is our friend,' said Sir Hubert, 'for it will hide us
-from our enemies.'
-
-'Yes,' returned I, with great content, for I had no fear of darkness
-when he was by my side, holding me with his firm, strong arm.
-
-And in my heart I prayed to our Father in heaven to protect us both
-and bring us in safety out of all danger.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-Better Happenings
-
-In all the vicissitudes of my lot the memory of that first walk with
-Sir Hubert Blair through the Sussex lanes was ever one of unalloyed
-sweetness.
-
-The stars came out one by one in the heavens, glimmering down upon
-us, and a young moon arose, whilst a soft night wind stirred the
-hedgerows, making the slumbering violets breathe forth their
-sweetness. I could scarcely help leaning on my companion, for I had
-been much shaken that day, and far from resenting it, as Jack and Hal
-would have done most heartily, he begged me to lean more heavily,
-declaring that he was very strong and not at all fatigued, as he
-sought tenderly to conduct me over the smoothest places.
-
-Very soon, however, we reached the high road and had scarcely begun
-to walk upon it when, to our joy and satisfaction, we heard the
-tramping of horses and were presently overtaken by my horse-litter,
-conducted by my men, Timothy, John and Joseph. Betsy was seated
-inside, and they all cried for joy when they discovered me with Sir
-Hubert Blair, entirely unhurt and in the best of spirits.
-
-We had a great deal to say to each other; but scarcely had we begun
-to explain how we came there, and to relate our experiences, before
-Sir Hubert Blair interrupted by bidding us defer the talk until we
-had reached a place of safety.
-
-'I strongly advise you, Mistress Margaret,' he said, 'to press
-forward at once, lest those ruffians who attacked you should again
-come in your way.'
-
-'And you?' I said, as he put me into the litter, 'will you not come
-with us, too?'
-
-'I wish that I could,' he answered. 'But it is not for me to ride at
-my ease by a lady's litter. I have other work to do.'
-
-'But--but,' faltered I, for at the idea of losing him a feeling of
-despair came over me, 'you are a true knight, Sir Hubert, and as such
-will not desert a lady in her need----'
-
-'Certainly not in her need,' returned he. 'But, madam, you have your
-own trusty servants back again and your litter, and the villains who
-molested you have gone.'
-
-'Still, I fear,' I said, 'I fear much that Sir Claudius, with his
-odious followers, may again find us. His father and my father are at
-enmity, and he may carry on the feud against me.'
-
-'There is no knowing what such a cur may do,' rejoined Sir Hubert
-Blair. 'He will lose his knighthood if he goes on as he is doing.
-But are you really afraid, Mistress Margaret?' And then he added, 'I
-thought you were so brave.'
-
-Thereupon I did a very foolish thing, but one which was perhaps
-natural considering my youth and the rough experiences I had just
-passed through--I began to cry, as if my heart would break, hiding my
-face against Betsy's shoulder and giving way completely.
-
-'Oh! Do not! Do not weep!' cried Sir Hubert, his resolution
-vanquished by my tears. 'I will escort you to your destination,
-indeed I will, if only you will not weep.'
-
-'Hearken, mistress, hearken. The noble gentleman will accompany us,'
-said Betsy in my ear.
-
-And still I wept, for having given way I gave way utterly and could
-not stop my tears.
-
-'Poor child! Poor child!' I heard Sir Hubert say. And then he
-turned to Timothy, and began some talk about the horses.
-
-When I felt a little better I heard Timothy telling the knight that
-his men had captured his horse and were seeking him in all directions.
-
-When he heard this Sir Hubert whistled three times, and then waited,
-listening intently.
-
-In the distance we heard a faint sound as of whistling in answer.
-
-Then Sir Hubert came to my coach door and spoke to me.
-
-'Mistress Margaret Brown,' he said, 'I am pleased to find that I can
-escort you as an outrider, as far as you are going. When my men come
-up with my horse, which they have recovered, we will ride by your
-coach. Then I think, even if that scoundrel, Sir Claudius, and his
-men encounter us again, we shall be equal to them.'
-
-I was overjoyed at that, and I don't know what I answered, but he
-seemed quite satisfied, and presently his men came up with Sultan,
-whom they had captured, and he and they rode before and alongside our
-coach, to my extreme content and satisfaction.
-
-Betsy chattered on about the escape she and the men had been able to
-make, whilst the rabble fought with Sir Hubert's men. She could not
-fight, having no weapon, and therefore, when they were brought to a
-standstill in the field and the fighting commenced, she slid off the
-horse on which she had been placed and ran away as fast as her feet
-could carry her; upon which John, who was her cousin, could not
-refrain from following, and Timothy and Joseph being dropped by the
-men who had taken them up and feeling too ill to fight, crept away
-into the shelter of a hedge, where the other two found them after all
-the combatants had gone. They could not discover me, and therefore
-returned to the high road, where presently they came upon the litter
-and horses, the latter feeding on the grass by the wayside. Then
-they drove up and down, hoping that I should find my way back to the
-road, and that the enemy would not again appear.
-
-I fell into a doze at last, lulled by the sound of Betsy's untiring
-voice and the steady trampling of the horses' feet, and when I awoke
-again the moon was shining brightly down upon Sir Hubert riding by
-the litter, making the small gold cross he wore upon his breast gleam
-in its light.
-
-He seemed to know in a moment when I awoke.
-
-'Are you better, Mistress Margaret?' he asked, with such tender,
-chivalrous feeling in his voice as made my heart bound with delight.
-
-'Yes,' I answered shyly, and meant to have thanked him, but could say
-no more, for thinking of the tears he had seen me shed and that I was
-too small a person and too babyish to be lifted up so high as he was
-lifting me above himself.
-
-'I am glad of that,' he said. 'I want to tell you something. We are
-coming to a castle, where a friend of mine dwells. He will give us
-lodging for the night, and indeed I think we had better stay a day or
-two for you to rest.'
-
-'Will you stay, too?' I asked, as simply as a little child.
-
-He bent his head over his horse and appeared to be busy examining the
-bridle. I could not see his face and began to fear that I might have
-said something wrong. But he did not blame me when he spoke again.
-
-'Sir William Wood,' he said, 'who lives at this castle we are
-approaching, is a great friend of mine, and indeed it was to stay
-with him that I came into this neighbourhood--we had certain business
-of importance to discuss----' he broke off, and began again, 'He was
-in Spain with us, when I went there with some friends on an embassy,
-and he and I were knighted at the same time. He has a fair young
-wife, Lady Caroline, who will be good to you.'
-
-'I should like to go to them for the night,' said I, 'for I am
-weary.' And I could not prevent a sob from escaping from my breast.
-
-'Poor child! I _know_ you are,' he answered, with infinite
-compassion.
-
-Betsy began to vociferate that my father had bidden them to conduct
-me straight to Sion House, London, with no lingering on the way, but
-Sir Hubert silenced her.
-
-'Some lingerings are needful,' he said. 'Your young mistress is worn
-out, and unless she rest upon the way she may never reach her
-destination.'
-
-'I wish we could let my father know,' I said; 'but it would take a
-couple of days to reach him,[1] and a couple for his answer to return
-to me, even if I sent one of the men, and by that time I should have
-stayed the full time for which I craved his leave.'
-
-
-[1] How slow were all modes of sending messages in those days may be
-gathered by the fact, recorded in history, that when Queen Mary died,
-the news was not known in York, until four days after her death in
-London,--EDITOR.]
-
-
-Sir Hubert smiled.
-
-'We shall have to do without it,' he said. Then he added more
-seriously, 'You will act upon my advice, will you not, and rest
-awhile with these friends?'
-
-'Certainly I will,' said I, for I felt sure Sir Hubert was one of the
-wisest and best of men.
-
-We seemed a long while getting to the castle after that, for the way
-led up a steep hill, and I was again overpowered by sleep; but I have
-a dim recollection of waking up to find myself being welcomed by a
-fair and gracious lady, whilst a big young man shook Sir Hubert by
-the hand as if he would never let him go, and many servants moved
-silently about, and Betsy was too overawed to speak and did nothing
-but what they bade her.
-
-Soon I was lying on a huge bed, the posts of which were reaching up
-to the ceiling of my room, and then I fell asleep and knew no more.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-Lady Caroline Talks With Me
-
-I slept soundly that first night of my stay at Woodleigh Castle,
-being altogether worn out and in the utmost need of Nature's kind
-restorer, and it was very late on the following day when I awoke to
-find Betsy at my side with hot broth and bread and sundry other
-articles of food.
-
-'Mistress,' said my woman, 'you must eat and drink, for there are
-great happenings here, and you will need your strength, aye and your
-wits about you, too. Timothy says he does not like you to be alone
-amongst strange leaders of whom your father may not approve, and he
-hopes that you will not be led to feelings which will unfit you for
-being the companion of the high and noble lady to whom your father is
-sending you, though indeed I think he might have come with you
-himself if he had known how dangerous it was.'
-
-I could not help smiling at Betsy's speech, as I sat up to take the
-refreshment she brought me. The first part of her speech was
-laboured and unnatural, as if she were the unwilling mouthpiece of
-poor old Timothy, but the last bit was certainly her own, for it bore
-Betsy stamped all over it.
-
-'Yes, mistress, you can smile now that the danger is over,' said my
-maid, much aggrieved, 'but I can tell you we have had a narrow
-escape, a very narrow escape indeed. The people here say that we
-might have been all killed, as likely as not, by the highwaymen whom
-Sir Claudius consorts with and leads. They say that he got knighted
-by mistake, and that he is to be unknighted again--the knowledge of
-which makes him desperate. And they say, too, which indeed our men
-and I think also, that you brought all our misfortunes upon us,
-mistress, by interposing to save those witches, which was directly
-interfering with Providence that was about to send them back to where
-they came from.'
-
-'I never did think you were wise, Betsy,' said I, 'but now I know you
-are most foolish. And I will not listen to you any more.' And with
-that I turned my back upon her, and took my food looking the other
-way, with the vague feeling that I would not cast the pearls of my
-wiser thoughts before the swine of Betsy's foolishness.
-
-Betsy, however, was not to be suppressed. She went on talking as she
-looked over my dress, repairing it in places where it had been torn
-and making it ready for me to put on. And, by-and-by I heard her say
-words which caused me to turn round and ask, 'What is that? What did
-the men say Sir Claudius cried as he rode off?'
-
-'He vowed,' she cried, 'he vowed that he would have you yet. Aye, he
-said that he would never rest until he had won you for his own, that
-he might vanquish your proud and haughty spirit!'
-
-I was rather frightened, but endeavoured not to show it.
-
-''Tis a little cock,' I said, 'that crows the loudest.'
-
-Then Betsy approached the bed, and fell down on her knees before me.
-
-'Mistress,' she said imploringly, 'promise me that you will not
-interfere with witches and such like again. It is that which gives
-the Evil One power over you, and makes you take rank with his
-creatures----'
-
-'Fie upon you, Betsy!' I exclaimed indignantly. 'I know what you are
-thinking. In your naughty thoughts you are limiting the power of our
-Heavenly Father to take care of me His child, and you are believing
-that Satan is as mighty, or mightier than He.' Then, as she was
-silent, I went on, 'Don't you remember that Master Montgomery used to
-say, "There are no people common or unclean now, since the Gentiles
-are called to salvation, and our Heavenly Father cares for us all
-with the utmost tenderness." You know, Betsy, even those poor old
-women you despised were His dear children. And Master Montgomery
-said, too, which indeed we know well, that, strong though Satan may
-be, there is One who is stronger than he.'
-
-Betsy was silenced then. She arose, wiped her eyes and turned meekly
-away to her work, and I saw it was better to instruct and teach her
-right notions than to be so contemptuous as at first I was in heart,
-and told myself I must remember that Master Montgomery said, 'A
-Christian should always be gentle and "apt to teach."'
-
-Scarcely had I settled that in my mind, when the door opened to admit
-Lady Caroline Wood, who approached me with great kindness, asking how
-I had slept and if I were recovered from my fatigue.
-
-When I had answered that my night's sleep was good and my health as
-well as usual, she asked if my woman might withdraw as she wished to
-converse with me in private.
-
-'Certainly,' I replied, a little wonderingly, and then I bade Betsy
-leave the room; and Lady Caroline, who was not much older than
-myself--though by wearing a large head-dress and elaborate garments
-she looked so--sat down on the edge of my bed, and talked long with
-me.
-
-'I have heard,' she began--'Sir Hubert has told us--what a brave girl
-you were yesterday in withstanding alone, with your few servants, the
-cruelties a crowd of men and boys were practising on two old women.
-It was noble of you, Mistress Margaret, and I honour you for it with
-all my heart.'
-
-Thereupon she took up my right hand and pressed it for a moment to
-her lips.
-
-'You are a heroine,' she said, 'and I admire and love you.'
-
-'Indeed it was nothing,' I rejoined; 'moreover I was powerless to
-avert their cruel death,' and the tears rose to my eyes as I thought
-of what those poor old women endured.
-
-But Lady Caroline, stooping over me, kissed my tears away.
-
-'You did your best,' she said, 'and may well trust that the good God
-would receive them through that painful--if haply short--gate into
-His glorious kingdom.'
-
-She was silent for a moment or two, and my heart warmed to her, for I
-recognized that she loved Him whom I served, and thought not small
-things of Him, but the very best.
-
-Then she began again--
-
-'They were taken away from the evil, and your precious life was saved
-for further and it may be greater work. You are going, I hear, to
-attend the noble lady who has married Guildford Dudley, the Duke of
-Northumberland's fourth son?'
-
-'Yes,' replied I, 'Lady Jane Grey, to call her by her maiden name.
-Do you know aught about her, Lady Caroline?' and there was some
-anxiety in my tone, for indeed it mattered much to me what sort of a
-lady that was to whom I was making so long and hazardous a journey.
-
-'Indeed I do. She is a very, very great lady. Some think she will
-even become queen when our King Edward dies.'
-
-'Queen!' exclaimed I, 'but the king has sisters. Princess Mary will
-be our sovereign after him.'
-
-Lady Caroline sighed deeply.
-
-'That would be very sad for England were it to happen,' she said.
-'Princess Mary is a Papist, you know, and if she became queen she
-would plunge the kingdom into papistry and persecutions, so that
-rivers of blood would flow----'
-
-'And the good curates, and Master Montgomery,' I asked, 'what would
-become of them?' For my thoughts had flown to the limited circle in
-which I had been brought up and the good old man from whose teachings
-I was fresh.
-
-'They would be martyred--perchance he would be burned at the stake,'
-said Lady Caroline.
-
-'No, no,' I cried. 'God would not allow it.'
-
-'God often works by means of man,' the lady answered solemnly, 'and
-it may be in the power of the more enlightened of the people of
-England to prevent those calamities from happening.'
-
-'May it? But how?' I asked, my eyes opening wide with wonder. 'What
-power in the world can prevent Princess Mary from becoming queen upon
-the death of our young king?'
-
-'Some of the wisest of our nobility, and our poor sick king himself,
-have thought upon a way,' replied Lady Caroline, adding, 'Mistress
-Brown, it may be in your power to help to bring it about.'
-
-'How? How?' I cried. 'Explain. Explain.'
-
-Then Lady Caroline explained. She said that to save the country from
-horrors innumerable, which would fall upon it in the event of a
-Papist succeeding to the throne, it was deemed expedient that the
-king should be induced to make a will, or sign letters patent, to
-appoint that after his death the crown should be placed upon the head
-of his young relative, Lady Jane Grey, in which case the Princesses
-Mary and Elizabeth would be pronounced illegitimate and would
-therefore be passed over.
-
-I did not know what to say to that. It did not seem to me to be
-quite right, and yet Lady Caroline said it in such a manner as showed
-that she was completely convinced it was so.
-
-'The king is very ill now,' she continued, after a slight pause, 'and
-the Duke of Northumberland is with him.'
-
-'Is the duke one of those who favour Lady Jane Grey's being made
-queen?' I asked.
-
-'Yes. And I will tell you why. He sees so clearly what devastation
-and woe will come upon this kingdom if a Papist is again upon the
-throne; and on the other hand how blessed and prosperous it will
-become under good Protestant governance.'
-
-'Lady Jane Grey is a Protestant, then?' I asked.
-
-'Certainly, and withal so wise and virtuous as to stand out far above
-all other women in the world.'
-
-I thought if that were so she would not like to step before the
-Princesses Mary and Elizabeth, but I dared not say it, for, with all
-her sweetness there was something imperious about Lady Caroline so
-that I felt she would not brook dissent from a young girl like me.
-
-She seemed to be a little piqued with my silence, and getting off the
-bed, stood beside it to say, as if closing the discussion--
-
-'For the enlightenment of the people in our neighbourhood and to
-instil the truth into their minds my husband has invited Sir Hubert
-Blair here, purposely to speak to a congregation to-night, which he
-intends getting together, of our tenantry and people in the
-neighbourhood.'
-
-That touched me more nearly than the other matter, and I felt myself
-colouring deeply. 'Has Sir Hubert skill thus to speak?' I asked.
-
-'Certainly; he is a very able man, and always speaks out manfully for
-the right. In Spain, when he went with his friend, Sir Thomas Wyatt,
-who accompanied his father on an embassy, he saw much of the horrors
-of papistry and the terrible Inquisition, and he is going to tell the
-people about it to-night, that every one present may be stirred to do
-his utmost to keep it far from our land.'
-
-She paused.
-
-'I should like to hear what he has to say,' I said. 'Are you going
-to be present, Lady Caroline?'
-
-'Yes, yes,' she said, 'and I will take you with me; indeed, we think
-you ought to come to it--for you ought to know everything, then you
-can tell Lady Jane all that you have heard.'
-
-I was rather alarmed at the idea of doing that, not knowing then that
-she was even sweeter and more easy to get on with than Lady Caroline
-herself. But I have often noticed that the higher up in the scale of
-society a person is so much the more courteous and gentle we are sure
-to find him or her. For it is ever the greater man, the greater
-courtesy.
-
-After Lady Caroline had gone I dressed and went downstairs into the
-large hall, where she came to me again, and the rest of that day was
-spent very quietly with her alone, none of the gentlemen coming near
-us, as they were all busy preparing for the meeting and riding far to
-bid folk come to it. I was constantly hoping to see Sir Hubert Blair
-again, and I think Lady Caroline discovered this, for she said not
-unkindly--
-
-'You cannot see Sir Hubert until the meeting, which is to be held in
-the courtyard after the ringing of the curfew bell. And there you
-will not be able to speak to him--at least not until the gathering is
-over--but you will hear all he has to say.'
-
-Then, I began to long exceedingly for the time of the meeting to
-come, as I wished, above all things, to see my brave champion again,
-and hear the words he had to say.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-Papistry or Protestantism
-
-It was a strange weird sight, that large assembly, crowded together
-in a fore-court of the fine old Castle, in the gathering gloom of
-night. All sorts and descriptions of people had been gathered in
-from every side, both rich and poor, high and low, gentle and simple,
-good and bad, wise and unwise, those that were handsome and those
-that were uncomely. They stood together in a mass, eager to hear of
-matters of vital importance to them all, and heeding little the petty
-class distinctions about which at another time their feelings might
-be rancorous.
-
-Here and there the light of a lantern or a flaming torch enlivened
-the scene; but nearly all the torches and candles that could be got
-together were grouped at one end of the court, where, upon a roughly
-made platform, the chief landowners and the clergy were gathered
-around Sir Hubert Blair, who was dressed richly in velvet and lace,
-as befitted his rank, and who seemed to be the cynosure of all eyes.
-
-As I saw him there, so young, yet looking wiser than his years would
-warrant, and so handsome, yet humble withal, and remembered how he
-had saved my life but yesterday, bearing me in his arms as if I were
-a child, and bruising his own hands rather than suffer me to touch
-the trees, my heart glowed within me and a wordless prayer rose from
-it that his friendship for me and mine for him might be blessed and
-strengthened mightily.
-
-Just for a moment he caught my eye, as his keen glance swept over the
-audience, and I could not be sure, but I thought a wave of colour
-passed over his pale, proud features. Yet he turned his eyes
-resolutely away from me, and I knew that just then, for the time
-being, he existed only for the people with whom he was about to plead
-and for whose sake he was there.
-
-I did not hear much of what the first speaker, a white-haired
-venerable old bishop, was saying, for his voice was feeble, and Lady
-Caroline, who stood near me, whispered that it was only because of
-his age and high position that the opening speech was apportioned to
-him.
-
-But, after having spoken a little while, the people listening at
-first with reverence and then beginning to show signs of some
-impatience, he seemed to call upon the audience for a hymn, for
-suddenly, in most excellent voice, the whole assembly began to sing
-the psalm--
-
- To Sion's Hill I lift my eyes,
- From thence expecting aid;
- From Sion's Hill and Sion's God,
- Who Heaven and earth has made.
- Then thou, my soul, in safety rest,
- Thy Guardian will not sleep;
- His watchful care that Israel guards,
- Will Israel's monarch keep.
-
-And so on to the finish--
-
- At home, abroad, in peace, in war,
- Thy God shall thee defend;
- Conduct thee through life's pilgrimage
- Safe to thy journey's end.
-
-
-The last words had scarcely died away when a stout curate, with a
-fine, clear voice, began to speak about the Reformation, relating in
-brief its history and the gross errors from which it had freed the
-people, causing the abolition of so much that intervened between
-themselves and God, for instance the jurisdiction of the Pope, the
-doctrine of trans-substantiation, the withdrawal of the Holy
-Scriptures from the people, the refusal of liberty to worship in a
-tongue understood by the people, confession to a priest, penance and
-the like.
-
-I did not understand it all, not by a long way, but Timothy's graphic
-comment--for he had found his way to my elbow--enlightened me not a
-little.
-
-''Tis just,' said he, 'as if those monks and cardinals of old had
-busied themselves with setting up a lot of stone walls between folks
-and their Maker, so that they might keep their distance; and it was
-the same sort of thing the disciples of our Lord wanted to do when
-they tried to keep the children off Him that the mothers brought.
-"Go away," said they, "you are troubling the Master." But what did
-He do? He called the little ones to Him and laid His hands upon them
-and blessed them. That is _His_ fashion, and I reckon He is the same
-now as He was then.'
-
-And then, after that introductory speech, Sir Hubert Blair stepped
-forward; and looking down upon the crowd with shining eyes, and it
-seemed to me a light upon his face, he began to speak, at first
-slowly and with laboured distinctness, but presently more rapidly,
-with glowing words, and, ever and anon, gestures of great
-significance.
-
-'I have been,' said he, 'to a land where the blessings of the
-Reformation do not exist, and I will tell you what sort of thing is
-going on there. Bigotry, intolerant bigotry, holds the kingdom of
-Spain in adamantine fetters. There, where the healing breath of the
-Reformation, with its God-sent tolerance has not come, cruelty, death
-and desolation are stalking through the land, leaving behind them a
-track of blood and tears, broken hearts and mourners weeping for
-their dear ones, whose innocent lives have been plucked from them by
-the cruel and relentless hands of torture----' He broke down for a
-moment or two, covering his face with his hands, and shuddering
-violently as if at some awful recollection, and a whisper went round
-among the more intelligent of the audience to the effect that he was
-speaking about the Inquisition, which was rampant in Spain, and of
-which traders and diplomatists had brought home many rumours.
-
-'Yes, it is the Inquisition of which I am speaking,' Sir Hubert
-continued, 'and God grant that it may never come to this country of
-ours! I will tell you what it is. In brief, it is a court, or
-tribunal, established in a Roman Catholic country for the examination
-and punishment of heretics--heretics meaning persons holding or
-teaching opinions repugnant or opposite to the Roman Catholic faith.
-The way in which it is actually worked is like this: Many thousands
-of people, called familiars, are employed as spies and informers, to
-find out and inform the Holy Inquisition, as it is named, if they
-know any one, living or dead, present or absent, who has wandered
-from the faith, or who observes, or has once observed, the Jewish
-laws or even spoken favourably of them, or any one who follows, or
-has followed, the teaching of Martin Luther, or any one who has
-formed an alliance with the devil, or who possesses a heretical book,
-aye, even the Bible in the Spanish language, or, finally, any one who
-has harboured, received, or favoured heretics. It is a wide field,
-you see, my friends, as wide as the views of the Inquisitors are
-narrow, and the thousands--some of high rank--who are acting as spies
-do so on account of the privileges connected with the office.'
-
-He paused a moment or two, and then went on to draw a graphic picture
-of an honest man pursuing his daily avocation, and then, on his way
-home to his wife and family, being seized by the officers of the
-Inquisition and carried away, there and then, and from that moment
-being entirely cut off from the world.
-
-The prison into which the unhappy man would be thrust he described
-vividly, as one who had seen it. 'In the upper cells of these
-prisons of the Inquisition,' he said, 'a dim ray of light falls
-through a grate, the lower cells are smaller and darker. Each
-dungeon has two doors, the inner one, bound with iron, having a grate
-through which food is introduced for the wretched prisoner. A
-prisoner of the Inquisition is allowed no visits from relatives nor
-friends, and is not permitted to have books, but is compelled to sit
-motionless and silent. Unless for the purpose of obtaining evidence,
-only one prisoner is placed in each cell.
-
-'At his trial there is no hope for the prisoner of the Inquisition.
-If he says he is innocent, he is threatened with torture, indeed he
-is often subjected to torture in order to extort a confession. Those
-who escape death by repentance and confession are obliged to swear
-they will submit to all the pains and penalties the court orders.'
-
-Then Sir Hubert described some of these fearful punishments, and
-they, he said, were not the worst, but they were sufficiently
-dreadful to make the audience groan and cry 'Shame! Shame!' whilst,
-as for me, I felt as if I should faint.
-
-Sir Hubert next went on to describe what the Spanish call the Holy
-Auto-da-fé, which takes place on a Sunday, between Trinity Sunday and
-Advent.
-
-'When sentence of death is pronounced on a man,' said he, 'the
-Auto-da-fé is ordered, and at daybreak the big bell of the cathedral
-is tolled, and people come in crowds to see the fearful procession.
-
-'The Dominicans walk first, with the banner of the Inquisition. Then
-come the penitents, who are to be punished in various ways, and after
-them, a cross is borne, following which walk the condemned men. The
-effigies of those who have fled, and the bones of the dead who,
-having been condemned after death, are not allowed to rest in their
-graves, but are brought in black coffins, are carried next. Then
-more monks and priests follow, and the dreadful procession passes on
-through the streets of the city to the church, where a sermon is
-preached and the sentences are pronounced. And then follow other
-dreadful ordeals, which end in death by being strangled or burned
-alive.
-
-'My friends'--Sir Hubert glanced at me for the first time since he
-began to speak--'I am cutting short the awful details, for I see that
-some of you have not strength to endure the hearing of them. If it
-is so, what must it be to live in a land where such doings are
-customary, and where the condemned may be our own familiar friends or
-loving relations? My friends, this is a danger which is menacing
-England.' He paused.
-
-'Menacing England!' The cry was caught up by many voices. 'England!
-How can that be? England is now a Protestant country.'
-
-'This island of ours--this happy England,' said Sir Hubert earnestly,
-'if one of the firmest lands in the Continent of Europe to resist
-papistry and the Inquisition, is in danger of yielding to that which
-will bring in both, with all their attendant evils and all their
-gruesome horrors.'
-
-'But how?' cried the people. 'How can that be? The Reformed Church
-is now our Church. King Edward VI., our dear young king, is for the
-reformed faith.'
-
-'Yes. Yes. So he is. But my friends'--Sir Hubert lowered his voice
-as one who spoke of secret matters--'you must know this: Edward, our
-king, is very ill, far gone in consumption, and even now dying.'
-
-'Dying!' cried the people with deep groans. 'Dying? Edward, our
-king, dying? Oh, say not so! say not so!' they wailed.
-
-'It is a fact. I come from Hampton Palace, where, the other day, I
-had an interview with him in his bedroom. "I am very young to die,"
-he said, and he looked so sad I could have wept for him, but, the
-doctors having said I was to keep a cheerful countenance, I
-restrained myself. However, he is dying, I saw it plainly. Edward
-VI is dying.'
-
-'Edward is dying,' echoed the audience, and then such lamentable
-sighs, groans and sounds of weeping ensued as touched me strangely,
-whilst Lady Caroline sobbed upon my shoulder.'
-
-'And after he has gone,' Sir Hubert asked in grievous tones, 'what
-will become of England, if his Roman Catholic sister, Princess Mary,
-succeeds to the throne?'
-
-In an instant the sound of weeping ceased, and an angry murmur passed
-like a wave through the dense crowd.
-
-'A Papist! To rule over us? Never! Never!' cried a voice, which
-recalled to my mind all at once the smell of newly cut grass and the
-aspect of an old covered shed and a big roughly made cart within it,
-whilst again, I trembled, yet breathed more feebly because of the
-kindness of the tones.
-
-Jack Fish it was indeed, and he continued to ejaculate--
-
-'A Roman Catholic Queen! God forbid we should come to such straits
-as that! A Papist!' and such like, until the people caught it up and
-cried with one voice, 'A Papist? To rule over us? Never! Never!
-Never!'
-
-'What do you mean?' asked Sir Hubert. 'Is this only sentiment? Or
-does your heart go with your cry? Answer me. Yes or no.'
-
-'Yes! Yes! Yes!' shouted all, or almost all.
-
-'It is well,' said Sir Hubert. 'It is well for you, people of
-England, that you feel like this. With Mary for its queen this
-country would be plunged back into Roman Catholicism. Perchance Mary
-would wed the King of Spain----'
-
-He was interrupted by angry and excited cries.
-
-'We will not have Mary to reign over us!' shouted loud voices. 'We
-will not! We will not!'
-
-When they were a little calmer Sir Hubert said--
-
-'I rejoice that your voices ring true and that your hearts are in the
-right place, while your intellects recognize the enormity of the
-affliction into which this country would be plunged if a woman
-steeped in Papistry and so benighted, so bigoted that Edward, our
-king, tried in vain to win her to the true Faith, were to ascend the
-throne. Let me tell you that there are good and great statesmen
-round our king who will do all in their power to secure the
-succession to a true Protestant who, like yourselves, abhors Papistry
-and all its attendant evils.' After saying that, being thoroughly
-exhausted, he sat down.
-
-And the people cried with one voice, 'A Protestant, and none but a
-Protestant, shall rule over us!'
-
-Jack Fish and other countrymen then made short emphatic speeches,
-which so stirred the audience that they began to grow overpoweringly
-noisy, whereupon my men and Lady Caroline's made a way through the
-people for us, and we retired into the castle, leaving the gentlemen
-to close the meeting in the best way they could.
-
-I did not see them return to the castle that night, for Lady Caroline
-would have me go to bed at once, declaring that I looked thoroughly
-worn out. I therefore went to my room, and suffered Betsy to take
-off my fine clothes and replace them by a warm gown, after which I
-sent her away, and sat by the lancet-shaped window looking out into
-the night, listening to the distant shoutings of the people and
-watching their lanterns and torches presently leaving the courtyard
-and glimmering away into the darkness beyond. They were going to
-their homes, carrying with them big thoughts, pregnant with meaning,
-given to them chiefly by Sir Hubert Blair; and soon I, too, should be
-gone to a very different sphere, near London, taking with me also new
-ideas imparted by him and Lady Caroline, and what would be the end of
-it all?
-
-I could not tell. But it seemed to me that I had left my childhood
-behind me in my father's house, with Hal and Jack, and was entering
-into the new untried life of a woman, in times which bid fair to be
-troubled and tempestuous, and I felt afraid.
-
-But just then, from the garden below my window, proceeded the sound
-of a sweet-toned lute, played so exquisitely that I could have wept
-for joy.
-
-I leaned out of a window and looked down upon the player, and he
-looked up to me, the while he played even more beautifully than
-before. And I felt soothed and comforted, for, whatever had happened
-and was going to happen, there was Sir Hubert Blair, and he was my
-friend and I his, and I prayed in my heart for him--for him and for
-myself--that God would bless us, and bless our friendship, so that
-nothing but good might come of it. When he had gone away, which he
-did in a few minutes after playing for me that lovely strain, I went
-to bed; and the feeling of happiness which that music had brought to
-me was such that I fell asleep the moment my head touched the pillow,
-and knew no more till it was time to rise the next morning.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-Sir Hubert and I
-
-What a wonderful thing is love--the love, I mean, of man for woman
-and woman for man! It is so bewitching and alluring, yet withal so
-tyrannical and imperious. No wonder that it has been the theme of
-poets and historians in all times, and will be as long as the world
-remains. Love enters so largely into our lives, for weal or woe,
-that to ignore it is to wilfully shut our eyes to facts and blind
-ourselves to one of the greatest realities of existence, which must
-be reckoned with and allowed for, whatever else is omitted. The
-story of the love of man and woman commenced in the Garden of Eden,
-runs all through the pages of history, sacred and profane, and is to
-be seen in all the haunts of men. It is only the very young into
-whose thoughts and calculations it does not enter, until they wake up
-suddenly to find themselves its subjects.
-
-I was wandering about in Lady Caroline's garden, within the castle's
-precincts, the next day--her ladyship had left me to amuse myself
-whilst she was busy with the steward of her household--thinking about
-Sir Hubert Blair, when he came to me, saying wistfully, as he took my
-hand in his--
-
-'May I have a little talk with you, Mistress Brown? We may not have
-such a good opportunity again.'
-
-A sudden shyness fell upon me, as glancing up, I caught the look in
-his dark eyes, and I could not answer in words, though he must have
-read my meaning, for he thanked me very much, and we walked on side
-by side, stooping ever and anon to look into a flower, or smell an
-early rose, but scarcely speaking at all, until he began in feverish
-haste--
-
-'Lady Caroline sent me to talk to you of matters political and
-religious. You heard what I said at the meeting yesterday, and she
-wishes me to enlighten you still further about the desires and
-intentions of the boldest and perhaps the most farseeing statesmen
-near our dying king. But methinks, though politics may be of
-importance, and kings and queens demand our unswerving allegiance and
-devotion, yet there is something nearer my heart just now, something
-which affects mine own self more closely----' He broke off, and
-began again: 'Mistress Margaret, this is a rare opportunity for a
-quiet talk with you, and I must seize it'----He paused.
-
-'Yes,' I said, trying to help him on, 'you must seize it!'
-
-'Exactly,' he rejoined. 'Oh, but you may think it intolerable
-presumption on my part. And yet I cannot help it.
-Margaret--Margaret, I love you, I love you with all my heart.'
-
-He took my hands in his, and held them to him.
-
-I fancy sometimes, after all the far different aspects in which I
-have seen his dear face and fine figure, that never did he look so
-handsome and so lovable as then, when he was telling me for the first
-time of his dear love, and my heart bounded with joy as I realized
-that he to the full reciprocated my tender affection.
-
-Perhaps he read my answer in my face--I have often been told it is
-like an open book that he who runs may read--or perhaps he perceived
-the difficulty I had in finding words, and wished to spare me, for he
-went on, without awaiting for any rejoinder, to tell me that ever
-since we first met--he spoke as if that were years and years ago,
-though it was barely fifty hours before--he felt convinced that I was
-his affinity, his kindred soul, his wife that ought to be. 'We have
-been made for each other,' he said, and much more to that effect,
-whilst I listened as if I were in a happy dream, and thought that it
-was all too good and beautiful to be true.
-
-And then, long before it was time for her to return--to my thinking,
-at least--Lady Caroline came into the garden, and, hastening up to
-me, inquired of what I thought of all Sir Hubert had been telling me.
-
-I felt myself blushing as I answered rather falteringly--
-
-'It is very nice--very--very nice.'
-
-'My dear Mistress Margaret,' she said in a puzzled tone.
-
-'I mean--I mean it is beautiful,' I hastily corrected myself.
-
-'Why, Sir Hubert,' exclaimed Lady Caroline, 'what have you been
-talking about to her instead of telling her all that I enjoined upon
-you to say about our poor young king and his successor?'
-
-Sir Hubert looked rather confused. 'The fact was,' said he, 'this
-garden of yours is so beautiful. We admired the flowers, and
-conversed of them until----'
-
-'You admired each other and conversed of that instead,' she
-interrupted merrily. 'Oh! Sir Hubert, fie! You a diplomatist! You
-a soldier! You a lover of your country----'
-
-'I am a lover of one in it, if you like, madam,' he said, and
-forthwith we took Lady Caroline into our confidence and confessed
-that we were in love.
-
-'I am delighted to hear it,' said Lady Caroline, adding: 'By your
-valour in defending Mistress Margaret Brown the other day, and
-perchance saving her life, Sir Hubert, you have earned the right to
-aspire to her hand; still I think you must remember that her father
-ought to be consulted before you become really betrothed to her.'
-
-'Her father!' cried Sir Hubert, taken aback. 'Where is he?'
-
-I explained where my home was, adding dutifully that my father said
-business of importance prevented his personally conducting me to
-London, yet I could see, even as I said it, that my companions
-thought it very remiss of him to leave the care of me on the long
-journey to servants, however trustworthy, and not wishing them to
-blame him, I went on to say that he was somewhat delicate and his
-life was a very valuable one. They seemed to think better of him
-after that, and not by any means worse of me, and I have ever noticed
-that judicious praise of and speaking up for others endears ourselves
-to those to whom we speak.
-
-Lady Caroline went away presently, and Sir Hubert and I spent a
-blissful hour or two in that quaint little garden amongst the
-primroses and early wallflowers, violets and wood anemones.
-
-Our happy time together came to an end only too soon, for we were
-summoned to dinner, and afterwards Sir William himself came to me and
-Lady Caroline as we sat in the drawing-room, and carefully instructed
-me as to the way in which, should opportunity occur, I was to talk to
-Lady Jane Grey, touching the matter of her possible succession to the
-crown.
-
-'You must tell her,' said Sir William, 'that the welfare of English
-Protestants all over the kingdom rests in her hands. There will be
-no religious freedom if Princess Mary becomes queen. Tell Lady Jane
-she must not think of herself, for, student as she is, no doubt the
-cares and the pomps and ceremonies of royalty will be distasteful to
-her; but she must be willing to sacrifice her own wishes to the good
-of the people. Yes, that is the way you must put it; for they tell
-me she is exceedingly good and kind, self-denying and merciful.'
-
-I agreed that, if able to do so, I would repeat all this to my
-mistress when I joined her, and then I was further instructed upon
-the difference between a Roman Catholic Government and a Protestant
-one, and the great superiority of the latter.
-
-I listened to everything that was said and endeavoured to give my
-mind to it, whilst yet longing much to have a further talk alone with
-Sir Hubert. However, it seemed that could not be, and I retired to
-bed early; and with the hope of hearing him play once more, sat by
-the window in the moonlight after Betsy had left me for the night.
-
-And again Sir Hubert came under my window with his lute, and played
-so excellently that his lute seemed to speak to me of love until,
-enraptured, I leaned out of the window towards the player. Then in a
-moment the playing ceased and a small tightly folded note was thrown
-into my lap.
-
-'Good night! Good night!' said Sir Hubert softly, yet so distinctly
-that his words were plainly audible, and then he went away and I read
-my first love letter.
-
-'Queen of my heart,' it said; 'my dearest love, as soon as I have
-escorted you safely to Sion House I will travel to your father's
-house, and tell him of your welfare and beseech him to allow me to
-become betrothed to you. I think he will, for I can take him letters
-from people of importance testifying to my prowess in battle and my
-worthiness of character, and I can show him that I possess no mean
-share of this world's goods, together with my estate and Hall of
-Harpton in Sussex. But, the best of all, I would have you, my love,
-write to him, with your own hand, and that is to say that I am not
-wholly uncared for by you. Such a letter, written and sealed, I
-would carefully deliver into his hand. Then, if he consents to our
-betrothal, I will return to you in all haste to acquaint you with the
-good news.'
-
-The letter ended with some most fond terms of endearment and
-assurances of undying affection, and I slept with it under my pillow
-that night--as many a girl has done with her lover's letters before
-and since--and I dreamt of Sir Hubert Blair, but how he looked and
-what he said I must reserve for myself, it being of a purely personal
-and private nature. I can only add that I was very happy when I
-slept, and still happier when I awoke, and knew that the best of what
-had happened was not a dream, because there was the letter under my
-pillow, a tangible, visible proof of its reality. And I thanked God
-that He had heard my prayer and was causing something very good
-indeed to result from our friendship and love for each other. For I
-believed then, as indeed I believe still, that two are better than
-one, and that man and woman united are better than man and woman
-separate, if they be rightly mated and their feet are treading in the
-same direction, whilst the golden cord of love binding heart to heart
-binds each one also to the mightier heart of God.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-Lady Jane Grey
-
-The next day I recommenced my journey to London with my servants, Sir
-Hubert accompanying us as an outrider. He was well-armed and
-followed by his men, also equipped with arquebusses, and that was
-well, for we had not long left Guildford before we encountered Sir
-Claudius, with a number of his rascally followers. However,
-fortunately for us, Sir Hubert and his men were able to beat them,
-insomuch that they were compelled to retreat most ignominiously.
-
-Betsy, who had keen ears, asserted that she heard Sir Claudius vow,
-as he retired from the field, that he would not let the grass grow
-under his feet before he gained possession of the haughty madam,
-whose house and his had been for many years at loggerheads, that he
-might humble her pride and lay her low in the dust; which affrighted
-me for a while. But Sir Hubert, when I told him, said that the words
-were but the vain babbling of an empty-headed braggart, and that I
-was to take them for what they were worth, which was less than
-nothing; moreover he bade me rebuke Betsy for endeavouring to
-affright me, which I did, though timidly, or I should never have
-heard the last of it--the woman has such a tongue.
-
-After that we went on unmolested through Esher, Kingston and to
-Isleworth, in which town Sion House, a magnificent riverside
-residence, is situated.
-
-There Sir Hubert Blair had to take leave of me for the time being,
-but before going away he pointed out the great river Thames, to the
-banks of which he bade me often resort. 'For,' said he, 'when I am
-in London 'tis a very great amusement of mine, and a most pleasant
-way of passing the time, to take a boat and two or three men and row
-up stream. I have been,' said he, 'as far as Hampton Court Palace,
-which was built by Cardinal Wolsey and given by him to King Henry,
-our King Edward's father, and even twice I went past there as far as
-Staines, and once beyond that, even to Windsor Castle.'
-
-I had read of those places in history, and I knew they were some
-distance from London, and thought Sir Hubert must have rare fun in
-rowing so far with a few men in a small boat; and then I began to
-wonder if I should ever see him in his boat passing up the river.
-
-'I shall be lonely sometimes, I doubt not,' said I, 'when my
-servants, all except Betsy, have gone home, and every one else will
-be strange to me here. It would be nice to see you passing by.'
-
-'I will come,' he said. 'You will see me in my boat, rowing up the
-river.'
-
-'Ah, how glad I shall be!' I said.
-
-'And I--ah! how glad I shall be when I see you coming sauntering
-along the footpath by the river! Shall I tell you what I shall do?'
-
-'Yes.'
-
-'I shall come up to the bank and hold out my hand, you will give me
-yours, and then you will step into the boat and I shall take you for
-a row!'
-
-I was delighted. ''Twill be a rare pleasure,' I said.
-
-'And perhaps'--he lowered his voice--'perhaps the day will come when
-I will take you away in my boat and never, never bring you back.'
-
-After he had gone--carrying with him a short letter from me to my
-father--and he was perforce obliged to leave me soon, for it would
-not do to keep the servants waiting--I treasured the memory of those
-last words of his in my heart, and thought of them many times when
-feeling homesick or afraid of the troublous days to come. They
-comforted me, too, when my menservants left me and went home with the
-horses and litter, which seemed like burning my boats behind me.
-
-I was received with kindness by Lady Jane's servants and others of
-the household of the Duke of Northumberland, her father-in-law. For
-he was the owner of the house, although he was allowing his son, Lord
-Dudley, and Lady Jane to live there. Particularly Mistress Ellen,
-Lady Jane's other gentlewoman, was good to me and welcomed me right
-heartily as her fellow lady-in-waiting. Mistress Ellen was older
-than I was, and much older than Lady Jane, who was a few months my
-junior, which I was rather glad of at the time, thinking that then
-thought, I need not be afraid of her.
-
-Mistress Ellen would not allow me to see lady Jane that first night;
-she said I was too tired and too much overcome by the vastness of the
-house and its grandeur to appear at my best before her mistress.
-'Sleep will restore your strength,' she said, 'and give you the quiet
-confidence, which perhaps more than anything else betokens a true
-gentlewoman, who knows what she is, although perhaps others do not at
-the time. And I should like you to stand well, child,' she said
-kindly, 'in the regard of Lady Jane, for she has few friends of her
-own age, being so learned and bookish as to find little sympathy
-amongst other girls--and, although she is married, she is but a girl,
-poor young thing!' and she sighed.
-
-Mistress Ellen, I should think, was thirty years old, and looked
-older, because of her manner of dress, which was handsome but
-exceedingly cumbrous, especially in regard to her coif, or bonnet,
-which concealed a large portion of her face and head. She was very
-kind to me, and when I cried that first night, being so weary and
-thinking of my father and the boys so far away, and Sir Hubert gone,
-too, for a while, she comforted me with loving words, saying I was to
-take courage, for the future might have great things in store for me,
-and the past was past and I should never again have that first
-bitterness of homesickness to live through, as every day of my new
-life would make it easier for me.
-
-And when I fell asleep that first night at Sion House, I dreamt about
-Sir Hubert coming for me in a boat, which I saw gliding, gliding
-through the water, ever nearer, ever nearer, yet, alas! never coming
-quite up to the bank on which I stood, waiting with outstretched
-arms. They say it is unlucky to dream about water, and I felt rather
-low spirited when I awoke, but not so much because of that as
-because, with my first waking thoughts, my homesickness and
-loneliness returned, and I turned my face to the wall and cried a
-little, wishing I was a child again at home with Hal and Jack and my
-father and good old Master Montgomery at the parsonage near by, to
-say nothing of the serving men and women.
-
-But I never felt like that again in her home after I had once seen
-Lady Jane Grey, as she was still often called, although her married
-name was Dudley.
-
-I remember so well the first time I saw her. She was sitting in her
-favourite corner of the great drawing-room, with a book in her hand,
-waiting for her husband, Lord Dudley, to go out with her, and was
-richly dressed in black velvet and white satin. Her skirt, which was
-very full, was bordered down the sides with ermine, as was also her
-bodice, which was pointed at the waist and square in the neck, with a
-chemisette of satin quilted with pearls. She wore a close honeycomb
-ruff at the throat and a velvet coif, pointed and bordered with
-pearls, and long hanging velvet sleeves over tighter ones of white
-satin, with ruffles of cloth of gold, whilst the richest jewels added
-lustre to her handsome clothing. But she was not thinking of her
-dress, for her sweet and lovely countenance was poring over her book
-so closely that she did not hear me approach or heed the murmur of
-Mistress Ellen's voice saying to me aside, 'She is reading Plato.
-'Tis a work for which she has an immense liking.'
-
-I dared not speak, but looked wistfully at the beautiful girl whose
-thoughts were so riveted on the book she read that she had none to
-spare for a poor young stranger, and then I sighed deeply, and that
-aroused her, who had always a tender ear for the suffering of others.
-
-She raised her eyes slowly from the open page, and, as they rested on
-my face, gave a little cry of glad surprise.
-
-'My new gentlewoman!' she exclaimed. 'And one so young and pretty!
-Oh, this is a pleasure!' and she held out both her hands and kissed
-me, saying, 'We shall be great friends, you and I.'
-
-I thought so too, for my heart went out to her then as it never did
-before or since to one of my own sex, and I felt that she was worthy
-of my love, and that all I could do for her would be too little to
-express the loving service I should like to offer.
-
-Mistress Ellen went away and left us together--in that showing her
-usual discretion--and my dear lady asked me many questions relating
-to my home and kindred, the long journey I had come upon and the
-dangers of the way. I answered readily, experiencing a rare pleasure
-in finding her responsive nature understand, appreciate and
-sympathize with everything I said.
-
-'Oh,' said she, when at length I had told her all that I could think
-of just then--except indeed what I had heard at Woodleigh Castle
-relating to her future, which I dared not mention--not omitting the
-valiant deeds that Sir Hubert Blair had done for my assistance, 'how
-I have enjoyed hearing you talk! What you have told me is so
-different from anything that has ever happened to me. It is all so
-interesting and so like a poem, only more real and life-like than any
-poetry, and it is true, that is the best of all.'
-
-'Yes; it is true,' I said. 'And I could not talk like that to any
-one else. There is something in you, madam, which draws out my
-innermost thoughts.'
-
-Lady Jane smiled, and told me that in that case I should have to be
-very careful always to have good thoughts, adding that I ought to
-read much in the Bible and in such books as the one she was perusing,
-and also that I ought to pray for the Holy Spirit to guide me unto
-all truth.
-
-I was going to inquire about the book she was reading when we were
-interrupted by the entrance of a gentleman richly dressed in crimson
-velvet embroidered with gold, and silk stockings.
-
-'Dudley, this is my new gentlewoman,' said Lady Jane, turning to him,
-and then formally introducing her husband to me.
-
-The young man, who was handsome, manly, and withal most courteous in
-manner and bearing, spoke a kindly word or two to me, and then
-requested Lady Jane to allow him to take her to her litter which was
-waiting at the door.
-
-'I shall see more of you to-morrow, Margery--I may call you Margery,
-may I not?' she said prettily, and, upon my assenting with pleasure,
-gave so sweet a smile that it seemed to linger after she had gone,
-filling me with a strange new happiness. I was fascinated with my
-dear lady, and stood in the empty room looking at the place where she
-had been and the chair where she sat, as if I were in a dream.
-
-My eyes fell upon the book which she had left upon the table and I
-picked it up. But, alas! the words contained in it were written in a
-strange language and I could not read a line. But I raised the
-little volume to my lips and kissed the place where her dear eyes had
-rested.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-Plato
-
-I was wonderfully fascinated by the whole personality of Lady Jane,
-her youth, beauty, sweetness of disposition, charming manner, and
-last but not least, her richly cultured mind and the true religion
-revealed not so much by what she said as by her every act and deed.
-Indeed this new love of mine bid fair to outrival even my recently
-sprung-up affection for Sir Hubert Blair, and I did not go down to
-the river bank to look out for him for several weeks owing to the
-great content with which the presence of my mistress filled me and
-the enjoyment I felt in her society. It was not so much that I was
-with her every minute, for her husband and other relations often
-engaged hours of her time, but it was my duty and my pleasure to
-linger near, that if by any chance she wished for me, or the others
-left her alone, I might be close as hand and ready to bear her
-company.[1]
-
-
-[1] We have all of us seen, occasionally, the fascination with which
-an older, or more gifted young woman has over a girl of similar
-inclinations but less ability, and so can understand this new and
-ardent attachment of Margaret Brown's.--ED.
-
-
-I remember so well and vividly what she said to me one day about her
-beloved Plato. We were in the garden, seated in an arbour shaded by
-pink and white hawthorn trees in full flower, the scent of which came
-to us pleasantly as we talked, whilst our eyes rested on the
-well-kept lawns and the trees in the park with the mighty river
-beyond flowing silently on its way.
-
-'Is your book so very interesting?' I asked, for her eyes fell often
-upon it while we conversed as if it were enticing her back to its
-pages.
-
-'Yes, dear,' she answered, 'it is most interesting, for it deals with
-the great truths of life. You will have to learn to read it for
-yourself, Margery, and you will like it, too.'
-
-'But it is written in Greek,' said I with a sigh, 'and that would
-take such a lot of learning.'
-
-'I would help you,' said Lady Jane kindly, 'and you would soon learn.'
-
-But I shook my head.
-
-'Why should I be at so much trouble,' said I, 'when you can tell me
-all about it--what it says, you know?'
-
-'What we acquire without trouble does not do us much good,' was the
-gentle answer. 'However, you must know Plato was the founder of a
-great school of Greek philosophy. He was a disciple of Socrates.
-You have heard of him?'
-
-'A little,' said I. 'Master Montgomery, our good curate, told me he
-was a man who taught truths which the people were not educated enough
-to receive; therefore they killed him.'
-
-'Yes; they killed him, much as others killed Christ our Lord, because
-they could not receive His teaching. Killing the body is the
-_extreme penalty of the law_,' and Lady Jane shuddered. ''Tis a
-cruel thing,' she said, 'for men to crush out and destroy the life
-they cannot give, and 'tis a savage idea to murder the body for what
-they imagine is a crime of the mind.'
-
-I thought of her words long afterwards, when her own fate gave to
-them a mournful significance. At the time I could not bear to see
-sadness in her face, and therefore, to change the subject, asked--
-
-'When did Plato live?'
-
-'In the fifth century before Christ. He was a great teacher----' she
-paused. How could she explain it all to one so ignorant as me?
-
-'Tell me,' I said earnestly, 'tell me one thing that he said?'
-
-A wistful expression came into the sweet face on which I looked, and,
-turning over the leaves of her book, she seemed to seek for something
-suitable for me. It was not, however, until she reached the last
-page of her volume that she opened her dear lips to translate, in
-quaint sweet accents, these words of Plato's--
-
-'"If the company will be persuaded by me, accounting the soul
-immortal--_we shall always hold to the road that leads above, and
-justice with prudence we shall by all means pursue_, in order that we
-may be friends both to ourselves and to the gods, both whilst we
-remain here and when we receive its rewards, so we shall, like
-victors, both here and there enjoy a happy life." It is like our
-dear Lord's teaching,' she said, 'though it was uttered more than
-four centuries before He came to live as a man on earth.'
-
-'They are good words,' said I, 'and I wish that I could remember them
-always.'
-
-'I will write them out for you,' said Lady Jane. 'And you must learn
-them by heart, and never, never forget them.'
-
-And she was as good as her word, and wrote them out for me in her
-beautiful handwriting, and I learned them every one, so that
-sometimes when we were sitting together in the gloaming, before the
-candles were lighted, I could say them to her without a book; and she
-would talk about them, telling me, too, what her dear old tutors,
-Master Ascham, and Master Aylmer, afterwards Bishop of London, used
-to teach about prudence, justice and kindred virtues.
-
-One day the latter gentleman came to see her, to her intense delight,
-and I was much struck with his fine scholarly appearance and gentle
-manners. Lady Jane hung upon his lips, and treasured up everything
-he said, to discuss it with me afterwards and think over it many and
-many a time.
-
-These tutors had indeed a great claim upon my dear lady's devotion,
-for they had instructed her so well that she spoke and wrote with
-correctness Greek, Latin, Italian and French, and also understood not
-a little of Hebrew, Chaldee and Arabic; moreover, she was, with all
-that learning, so modest and humble that you might have thought her a
-very simple ignorant maid at first sight, though, speaking for
-myself, I have ever noticed that large-minded people who are cultured
-and educated finely are more chary in expressing their feelings and
-meeker in their bearing than the empty-headed braggarts who think by
-much speaking and loud boasting they will carry all before them.
-''Tis an empty whistle that makes most sound,' my father used to say,
-and he knew much of life, though he had buried himself latterly in
-the country.
-
-It was very quiet at Sion House for a month or six weeks after I went
-there, and the life that we led would have seemed, though stately,
-tame and monotonous after the wild freedom of my home and the lively
-companionship of my young brothers if it had not been for the great
-beauty and fascination with which Lady Jane endowed it. Following
-her about, listening to her footsteps when she was absent, looking at
-her when she was present, wondering what I could do to please her,
-studying to comfort her when she was cast down--for she had troubles,
-even then, owing to the severity of her parents who, though she was
-married and apart from them (they lived at Sheen House at the other
-side of the Thames), by no means showed her kindness and
-consideration--so filled my time and thoughts that every moment of
-the days was full of interest and sped by with lightning speed.
-
-Then, on the ninth of July, all at once, as a storm breaks out after
-a calm, or a tumult after a time of torpor and almost unnatural
-quiescence, the peaceful quietude of Sion House was broken up by the
-arrival of an illustrious company with their followers.
-
-Mistress Ellen brought the news to Lady Jane, with whom I was sitting
-in the drawing-room, that the Duke of Northumberland, the Marquis of
-Northampton and the Earls of Arundel, Huntingdon, and Pembroke had
-arrived and were desirous of seeing her.
-
-'What does this portend?' exclaimed my dear lady in the utmost
-dismay, and methought she had some idea of the truth, for she turned
-as pale as a corpse and wrung her hands. The Duchess of
-Northumberland, her mother-in-law, had dropped some hints in her
-letters of wonderful good fortune in store for her, and Lady Jane had
-spoken of it to me. But I had never ventured to acquaint her with my
-knowledge of the schemes of those who meant to place her on the
-throne when anything happened to our king. I felt instinctively that
-anything of that sort would distress her infinitely, and there was,
-besides, a dignity about her and a gracious reserve which caused me
-always to allow her to take the lead in our conversations. My heart
-smote me now, however, that I had not striven in some sort to prepare
-her mind for what was manifestly in store for her, and I wished that
-I had kept my promise to Lady Caroline Wood and had spoken of all
-that I had seen and heard at Woodleigh Castle in relation to
-Protestantism and Papacy, the kingdom and herself. It was too late
-now to say anything; I could only whisper to her to take courage and
-hope for the best.
-
-'But, Margery,' she said, 'I fear this visit of noble dukes and lords
-betokens no good. I would that I were a simple country maid,' she
-added wistfully, 'that I might be left alone with my books and
-studies. However,' she pulled herself together, 'whatever happens,
-"I must hold to the road that leads above, and justice with prudence
-always pursue,"' and, with those words of her beloved Plato on her
-lips, she went forward to meet her fate and the visitors who were its
-harbingers.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-Queen of England
-
-I and Mistress Ellen stood in the background of the great hall as
-Lady Jane advanced with quiet dignity to meet her guests. Her fair
-young face was troubled, but she smiled pleasantly as she looked up
-at her father-in-law and his companions.
-
-'To what,' she inquired, 'to what do I owe the honour of this visit?'
-
-'We are a deputation,' said the Duke of Northumberland, whom I saw
-for the first time--he was a handsome man, with fine strongly marked
-features and a gallant, soldierly bearing, and he was richly
-apparelled in black velvet.
-
-'A deputation to whom?' queried my mistress as he paused.
-
-'To you, madam,' was the instant response. 'You see here,' waving
-his hand towards those that accompanied him, 'the Marquis of
-Northampton and the Earls of Arundel, Huntingdon and Pembroke. We
-have come to announce to you the sorrowful tidings of the death of
-the king, your cousin.'
-
-'Dead! Is he dead?' exclaimed Lady Jane sadly.
-
-'Yes, madam, he is dead.'
-
-'Ah! poor Edward! Kings as well as paupers have to die.' The tears
-came into her eyes.
-
-'Yes, madam,' said the Marquis of Northampton. 'Death comes to all
-alike. High and low, rich and poor, good and bad, all have to die.'
-
-'Death is the last enemy,' observed the Earl of Arundel sententiously.
-
-'I like better to think of him as a friend,' said Lady Jane, 'who
-comes when all others fail us, like a nurse saying, "My child, lie
-down and sleep. You are tired now, therefore all goes wrong. You
-will awake by and bye to a new life where everything is well."'
-
-Her voice became lower and lower as she spoke, and a beautiful look
-shone in her face, as of one whose faith is great. One or two of the
-gentlemen seemed impressed, but the Duke of Northumberland frowned
-impatiently.
-
-'We have no time to stand sentimentalizing here,' he said. Then,
-addressing Lady Jane more particularly, he continued, 'Madam, we have
-much to say to you, and there are great matters to consider. The
-king is dead, but there is the kingdom.'
-
-'True. Our dear England.'
-
-'For which the late king did so much,' said the Earl of Pembroke.
-(Mistress Ellen whispered their names or I should never have known
-one from the other.) 'Strengthening the Protestant cause and
-abolishing Roman Catholicism from the land.'
-
-'Yes, indeed,' assented Lady Jane.
-
-'Before he died,' said the Duke of Northumberland, 'the king was in
-great concern that the Church should continue in the form and spirit
-in which it now is.' He paused, looking meaningly at my mistress.
-
-If I had only prepared her mind, as I had been told to do, she would
-have understood, but, as it was, she looked startled and bewildered.
-
-'Surely,' she said at length, seeing that they waited for her to
-speak, 'surely nothing can disturb our Church, which in its present
-form is so deeply rooted in the affections of all Protestant people?'
-
-'Of all Protestants, yes,' said the Duke of Northumberland. 'But
-what of the Papists? You know, madam, there are many Papists in
-England who are waiting, longing, and watching for an opportunity to
-restore their creed and ritual to the whole land.'
-
-'But they can never do that,' said Lady Jane. 'England would not
-tolerate it now.'
-
-'Our late king,' continued the Duke of Northumberland solemnly, 'was
-well aware that if his sister, Princess Mary, who is a bigoted
-Papist, were to succeed to the throne, all his efforts for the
-established Church would be annulled and overthrown. Feeling this
-deeply, and knowing well what misery and woe would come upon his
-people if this happened, he took steps, whilst yet he was alive, to
-put aside his sisters, who had indeed been declared illegitimate by
-Act of Parliament, and secure the succession to one whose
-Protestantism is beyond dispute.' He paused.
-
-Lady Jane started and looked at him with widely opened eyes. No
-word, however, escaped from her pale lips.
-
-'Madam,' said the duke, 'actuated by that reason and also by the wish
-to preserve the kingdom from the disputes the illegitimacy of his
-sisters might occasion, our late monarch made his will, passing them
-over and bequeathing the crown to his true legitimate heir who, he
-was well aware, held the true faith. He, therefore, in his will
-ordered the Council to proclaim you queen.'
-
-Every vestige of colour left my dear lady's face, and she looked
-round affrightedly as if for some way of escape, making a gesture of
-dissent, though no word fell from her lips.
-
-She was only sixteen years of age, and anything more opposed to her
-disposition and love of retirement and study could not well have been
-proposed.
-
-'And in the case of your having no children your sisters Catherine
-and Mary are to succeed you,' went on the Duke of Northumberland.
-
-Still Lady Jane said not a word, but the look in her eyes made me
-press forward nearer to her, saying in my heart, 'If I had only
-prepared you for this!'
-
-The attendant nobles fell upon their knees, declaring that Lady Jane
-Grey was queen, and vowing that they would defend her rights to the
-death, if necessary.
-
-It was such a sight as you have never seen, all those high-born lords
-upon their knees before a slim young girl, who only a year before was
-a child, and she staring at them with wide eyes out of a
-fear-stricken, pallid countenance.
-
-The tension only lasted a few moments and then, with a piercing cry,
-my dear Lady Jane fell to the floor.
-
-I was on my knees by her side before any one else, and was trying to
-raise her head when there was another commotion in the hall caused by
-the entrance of her mother, the Duchess of Suffolk, who had come over
-from Sheen House, on the other side of the river, accompanied by the
-Duchess of Northumberland and the Marchioness of Northampton. These
-great ladies swept down upon us, and would have ordered me away,
-there and then, if looks could have done it, but I would not leave my
-mistress to their tender mercies, and continued to support her head
-on my lap, so that I could not be removed without disturbing her.
-
-In a little while she came round out of her swoon, and then, seeing
-her mother and mother-in-law, began to entreat them and the Duke of
-Northumberland very pitifully not to lay the burden of royalty upon
-her, declaring herself to be a most unfit person to reign in Edward's
-place, and saying over and over again that, in spite of all that had
-been said, the Princess Mary and, after her, the Princess Elizabeth
-were the rightful heirs to the throne.
-
-It was in vain that the duke and duchess urged considerations of the
-harm which would befall Protestantism if Princess Mary reigned, and
-of the dissensions which might rend the land if the legitimacy of the
-queen were doubtful; the Lady Jane only said--
-
-'Other wrongs do not make a wrong right. I am sure Princess Mary is
-the rightful queen, and I should be a usurper if I were to take her
-place.'
-
-Again and again she said the same thing, praying and beseeching them
-not to force her to become queen.
-
-'Think you,' she said, 'that the great God who made heaven and earth
-cannot take care of Protestantism and this beloved England of ours
-without the help of a young girl like me? Do you think that by doing
-what my conscience tells me is wrong I can advance the cause of the
-High and Holy One?'
-
-But it was all in vain. They would not listen to her. Their minds
-were set upon making her queen, more for their own advancement than
-for the good of their country, and in their eyes she was a child who
-was to be made to do the thing that they pleased.
-
-When she became ill with terror and distress and crying we took her
-to her bedroom, and when she implored that they would leave her there
-alone with me the Duchess of Suffolk said, 'No, I shall stay with you
-myself.'
-
-'And so shall I,' said the Duchess of Northumberland.
-
-Then they turned me out of the room, together with Mistress Ellen,
-that they might the better take poor Lady Jane in hand, and we heard
-a pitiful cry from her as the bolt of the door was slid, leaving us
-on the outside and her within alone with them.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-By the River
-
-My heart was wrung with seeing my dear lady's affliction, and when
-the Duchess of Northumberland and the Duchess of Suffolk, her mother,
-peremptorily turned me out of the bedroom, scarcely knowing what I
-did I ran downstairs and out of the big house by a side door.
-
-A great longing to escape from those wealthy hard-hearted magnates,
-who for ambition were willing and even wishful to sacrifice the
-happiness of the sweetest being on earth, made me flee from their
-presence and, what was almost worse, the presence of their proud and
-haughty retainers. In the garden I thought I should have solitude,
-but, alas, it was already thronged with lords and ladies, talking
-together in groups, and meaner folk gossiping as they went hither and
-thither at their masters' bidding. Seeing that I must go further
-away if I would be alone, I hurried across the park to presently find
-myself amongst the willows by the river side.
-
-There was a slight breeze, and it stirred the leaves and even
-branches, making a soft sound which seemed to whisper to me some
-message which yet I could not catch.
-
-Leaning back against a tree, I gazed wearily across the water
-gleaming so brightly in the sunshine, feeling worn by the strong
-emotions I had been through and scarcely knowing what I was looking
-for; I knew, however, when it came, for even as I stood there,
-silently up the river glided a boat in which a young man was seated.
-
-Sir Hubert Blair it was, and he gave a start of glad surprise upon
-seeing me there, and then waved his hat in the air, and called out a
-hearty greeting and an earnest entreaty that I would stay where I was
-until he landed. For my first instinct was to flee like a startled
-fawn, and that although I had the strongest wish to be with him once
-more and tell him all my trouble.
-
-With the utmost possible speed my lover sculled across to the little
-landing-stage and made fast the painter of his boat. Then he climbed
-the bank until he stood by my side and was holding my hands and
-looking down into my face with the tenderest love.
-
-'What is it, sweetheart?' he asked, reading trouble in my eyes, and
-then, as I could not immediately answer him, he went on to tell me
-that he had been past Sion House several times in his boat, but
-without seeing me. 'I looked for you, dear. But you were not here,'
-he said. 'However, all is well that ends well, and now that I have
-you at last I shall not spoil the time by regretting what is past.'
-
-He paused.
-
-And still I could not talk, having enough to do to keep from breaking
-down and weeping. He therefore continued, 'I have been to your home
-in Sussex, and have asked your father's permission to become
-betrothed to you, and, after he had heard all I had to say, he
-willingly gave it and said that he would write to you. Has he
-written?'
-
-'No,' said I, shaking my head. 'But he is ever slow to write about
-anything. He promises, and then he puts off doing it, for writing is
-ever irksome to him.'
-
-'Ah, well, it does not matter, does it, sweet one? We understand
-each other, and he has consented to our betrothal, and that is quite
-enough,' and he pressed my hand.
-
-'Enough truly,' said I. 'But oh!----' and I stopped short, sighing
-heavily, for indeed it did seem most heartless of us to be settling
-up our own happiness, as it were, when my poor mistress was in such
-dire distress.
-
-And again Sir Hubert, reading my trouble in my face, besought me to
-tell him all that was distressing me.
-
-I told him everything, not omitting my own negligence in failing to
-prepare my mistress for what was in store for her upon the king's
-death.
-
-He knew of the latter sad event, and of course regarded the matter of
-Lady Jane's unhappiness quite differently from what I did.
-
-'They are right,' he said, 'who want to make Lady Jane queen instead
-of the Papist Mary. Think of the horrors that would befall this land
-if Roman Catholicism prevailed. Have you forgotten all I told you
-about the awful Inquisition? Consider what it would be if
-established here in England. No one would be safe. You might be
-talking to me one half hour and the next that which is worse than the
-grave might have swallowed me up for ever, or perchance you. No one
-is secure where secret deaths and tortures pervade the land. Oh, the
-misery, the weeping of loving relations for their friends who have
-vanished from them in that way! You have no idea what it is like.
-And even,' he continued earnestly, 'even if Lady Jane does not want
-to be queen, it is expedient that one should suffer a little rather
-than many a great deal. And she ought to be glad,' he concluded
-zealously, 'she ought to be glad that she is chosen to do a great
-work for England. As a true-hearted woman, she will be ready and
-willing to sacrifice herself for others.'
-
-'Yes,' said I, 'she will, I know, if she can be brought to look at it
-in that way. No discomfort to herself will in her mind militate
-against doing the thing that is right.'
-
-'Therefore she will do it.'
-
-'But the question is, would it be right for her to accept the crown?'
-said I. 'She has a great love of justice, and she thinks the
-Princess Mary ought to be queen.'
-
-Sir Hubert, upon that, gave utterance to the usual arguments about
-the alleged illegitimacy of the royal princesses, and said, moreover,
-that to his mind the last will and testament of King Edward, making
-Lady Jane Grey heir to the crown, settled the matter. Yet I was not
-convinced that my mistress would accept such reasoning, and, although
-I hesitated to say so, my lover read that also in my face, and looked
-disappointed.
-
-'They say a woman never can be convinced against her will,' he said
-at length, adding, 'Would that I could talk to her on the subject!'
-
-'That would be best,' said I, 'for you have such a wise way of
-putting it, Sir Hubert.'
-
-'Oh, you must not call me Sir Hubert,' said he, and then a little
-fond, affectionate lovers' talk ensued, which I am not so foolish as
-to write down here. For, though it is the loveliest language to
-those concerned, it spelleth out ridiculously to the critical ears of
-others, who wholly lack the key to unravel its correct meaning.
-
-And then, all too soon, we had to part, Sir Hubert to mingle with
-some lords and knights on the great lawn, there to await the Duke of
-Northumberland's commands--for to the latter all men's eyes were
-directed of those who hoped for a Protestant succession--whilst I had
-to hasten back to the neighbourhood of my mistress' bedroom, that I
-might take advantage of the first chance of entering it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-In the Tower
-
-The Duchesses of Northumberland and Suffolk did their best to make my
-mistress give in to their will and consent to be made queen, but her
-pure, brave heart could not be forced by severity and harsh
-treatment; those ambitious, callous-hearted women might kill her
-body--it was a frail one--but they could not conquer her mind or bend
-her spirit; it required another force, the holier one of love, with
-its softening, penetrating influence to do that; and love, her love
-for her husband, Lord Dudley, and obedience to his commands it was
-which finally succeeded where all else had failed.
-
-'I could not resist my dear lord, Margery,' she confessed to me, when
-early the next morning I at last obtained access to her bedroom.
-'God forgive me if I am doing wrong,' she said. 'But Paul the
-Apostle taught us that the head of the woman is the man, and that a
-wife's duty is to obey----' She paused, looking at me piteously, and
-I saw that in her own mind, in spite of her words, she was not yet
-convinced.
-
-'And it is for the good of the nation, madam,' said I.
-
-'It is for no good I fear, Margery,' said my mistress, sighing
-deeply. 'And it is neither prudent nor just.'
-
-I knew that she was thinking of Plato's words, 'Justice with prudence
-we shall by all means pursue,' and my heart ached for her.
-
-'How can I wear the crown which lawfully belongs to another?' she
-moaned. 'But it will not be for long. Princess Mary is away from
-London just now, having fled for her life, until she can rally her
-party. But she will return, I know, and the justness of the nation
-will place her at its head--for it is idle talk about the slur on her
-birth. Her mother was lawfully married to King Henry, and it was
-only for his own vicious ends that he put her away. However,
-Margery, we must leave all this, for it is no use dwelling upon it
-now that I have promised Lord Dudley to obey his wishes.'
-
-She sobbed again and again, as we dressed her regally for the grand
-doings of that day, and every sob went to my heart and made me echo
-it, until she ceased weeping to wipe my tears away, and Mistress
-Ellen said I was nothing but a hindrance, and began to rate me sorely.
-
-When Lady Jane was dressed for the ceremony--I had almost said
-sacrifice--she looked wondrously young and lovely. Her figure was
-tall, slight and well proportioned, giving promise of great beauty.
-Her dress--which the duchesses had brought with them for the
-occasion--was a gown of cloth of gold trimmed with pearls, a
-stomacher blazing with diamonds and other precious stones, and a
-surcoat of purple velvet bordered with ermine. Her train was of
-purple velvet and was also edged with ermine and richly embroidered
-in gold. Her slender and swan-like throat was encircled with a
-carcanet of gold set with rubies and pearls, from which hung one
-almost priceless pearl. Her headdress was a coif of velvet adorned
-with rows of pearls and bound together by a circlet of gold.
-
-I had never seen such grand attire in my life and was feeling quite
-overwhelmed by it, when Mistress Ellen said in my ear, 'I like not so
-many pearls. It is said they mean tears, and truly our mistress was
-tearful enough in the putting of them on. God grant that she may not
-also take them off in tears!'
-
-Lady Jane lingered a little in her room when we had dressed her, as
-if reluctant to quit it.
-
-'I have been often very happy here,' she said wistfully, 'and I know
-not what the future may have in store for me.'
-
-I wished then, and I wished often afterwards, that I could have
-spoken out and told her all that Sir Hubert would have said to her if
-he had had the chance, but could only think of some of his words and
-of those Lady Caroline Wood had made me promise to say, and therefore
-faltered--
-
-'Dear madam, do not think of yourself now, but only of the people of
-England. You know it is for their good that you are going to
-sacrifice your own wishes.'
-
-'For their good!' she exclaimed. 'Oh, Margery, if I could think it
-was for their real good I could go cheerfully to death if needs be!'
-
-'Who is talking of going to death on this joyful occasion?' exclaimed
-Lord Guildford Dudley, entering the room after a hasty knock at the
-door. 'For shame, Jane, to croak in that way at the very moment of
-your elevation to the first place in the land.'
-
-Lady Jane flushed a little at the reproof, but instantly smiled with
-her usual sweetness, then a look of admiration came into her eyes as
-they fell upon her husband.
-
-He was magnificently attired in white cloth of gold, and wore a
-collar of diamonds, and his handsome face and manly figure, with the
-indefinable air of chivalry which characterized both him and his
-father, made him appear to us to look truly regal.
-
-His eyes swept appraisingly over his young wife's beauty and her
-gorgeous dress, then, with a little bow and a whispered compliment,
-he offered his arm and took her downstairs into the great hall
-thronged with highborn gentlemen and ladies.
-
-Mistress Ellen and I were perforce separated from Lady Jane, as our
-place was taken by great Court ladies, but when the cavalcade, of
-which Lord Guildford Dudley and Lady Jane were the centre started for
-London, we formed part of the vast following of servants and
-dependants.
-
-So they took my precious mistress in great state, first of all to
-Northumberland House in the Strand, the residence of her
-father-in-law, where she received the homage of many of her chief
-subjects, and afterwards, with her husband and the Duke and Duchess
-of Northumberland, the Duke and Duchess of Suffolk, and other
-magnates, partook of a great State banquet, the grandeur of which
-seemed to me truly amazing and like unto a fairy tale.
-
-In the midst of it all, having been overlooked and being bewildered
-and afraid, Mistress Ellen and I would perchance actually have
-suffered hunger if Sir Hubert Blair and Sir William Wood, who were
-among the Duke of Northumberland's following, had not found us out
-and got a place for us among some fine Court ladies, with whom, to my
-joy, was Lady Caroline Wood.
-
-'This is a great day,' she said, 'Mistress Margaret, for England and
-for her,' and she looked across the table to Lady Jane's pale though
-beautiful face.
-
-'Yes, indeed,' I rejoined, beginning my repast with all haste, for
-many of those present were finishing, and the claims of hunger made
-themselves felt.
-
-'It was one to which we were looking forward when you visited our
-castle,' she went on, 'and one for which that visit prepared you.'
-
-I coloured a little as I ate my soup, fearing lest she should inquire
-if I had done my best to prepare Lady Jane's mind for the part she
-was to play, but a true lady is careful not to embarrass another, so
-my companion went on chatting pleasantly while I ate and drank, and
-it was only when I ended that she inquired if my father's consent had
-been obtained to my betrothal to Sir Hubert Blair. I answered in the
-affirmative, and thereupon she fell to praising Sir Hubert with such
-zest that I loved her dearly and thought, after my dear mistress, she
-was the nicest kindest woman I had ever seen.
-
-And then, the banquet being over, and the Duke of Northumberland
-having collected his retinue, the whole cavalcade, of which Queen
-Jane, as they now called her, and her consort were the centre,
-proceeded in a grand procession to the Tower of London, where it is
-customary for the monarchs of England to begin their reign.
-
-I cannot describe all the details of what made the most gorgeous
-state-procession that I ever saw, as I only caught glimpses of part
-of it from where I had my place beside Lady Caroline Wood and
-Mistress Ellen. But I know a troop of halberdiers, wearing velvet
-caps and fine doublets embroidered with the royal blazon woven in
-gold, and bearing staves covered with crimson velvet and adorned with
-golden tassels, in two long files lined the way from Northumberland
-House to the Thames, where the royal barge awaited us, for we were to
-go to the Tower by water. Cloth was laid down between these files of
-halberdiers for the procession to walk over, trumpets blew a great
-flourish, the sound of which met and mingled with the music of
-musicians on the water. The City Guard, the Garter King-at-Arms, the
-Knights of the Bath, in their accoutrements, the Judges in their
-scarlet and coifs, the Bishop of Ely who, being Lord Chancellor, wore
-a robe of scarlet, the Lord Mayor in crimson velvet, with many more
-illustrious, gaily-dressed persons, were followed by two venerable
-ecclesiastics, Cranmer, Archbishop of Canterbury, and Ridley, Bishop
-of London, in their surplices and snowy lawn sleeves, and then the
-Dukes of Northumberland and Suffolk, richly dressed, and the royal
-party.
-
-It was a brilliant scene, although the sun was overclouded and the
-day gloomy with the signs of an approaching storm, and the air was
-full of music and trumpeting and the sounds of movement and revelry.
-One thing, however, smote us to the heart, and that was that although
-the streets were packed with onlookers no joyful cries of greeting to
-Queen Jane, no caps thrown in the air, no waving of hands and
-handkerchiefs betokened the joy of a people catching sight of its
-sovereign for the first time. True, murmurs of sympathy and
-admiration were to be heard when the youth and beauty of the royal
-lady were perceived. But it was only too evident that she was not
-the queen the nation desired.
-
-'The silence of the people is ominous,' whispered Lady Caroline to
-me, 'I trust our queen does not observe it.'
-
-'She cannot fail to notice it,' I returned. 'Oh, why could they not
-let her remain a private lady as she was before? Why need they drag
-her into this prominent position? She did not want to be a queen.
-She swooned when first the idea was made known to her----'
-
-'But you had prepared her mind,' began Lady Caroline.
-
-I did not heed the interpretation, but went on to describe how, on
-coming out of her swoon, my mistress begged and implored that she
-might not be made queen. I only spoke in a whisper, but my
-companions, fearful of my being overheard, made haste to stop me, and
-I could see that they did not wish to hear what I was telling them,
-their hearts being set upon Queen Jane's accession to the throne.
-
-As our barge, following the royal barge, slowly passed along the
-river, I was greatly struck by the beauty and grandeur of the mighty
-city through which we were passing. I had never seen London before,
-and its gardens and stately palaces, spires and towers of churches,
-gateways, towers, drawbridges, houses, mills and chapels, and, last
-but not least, the noble old cathedral of St. Paul's,[1] presented to
-me a panorama of picturesque and beautiful scenes.[2]
-
-
-[1] The old cathedral which was burnt to the ground.--ED.
-
-[2] London in the old days must have been strikingly beautiful and
-picturesque, the gardens of the fine old mansions and palaces
-extending down to the riverside, and the air being clear and clean,
-undimmed and unpolluted by smoke.--ED.
-
-
-It was about three o'clock in the afternoon when Queen Jane arrived
-at the Tower, her advent to that fortress being heralded by a
-deafening roar of ordnance, coming from the batteries, which was
-answered by the guns of several ships at anchor in the river.
-
-Trumpets blew and bells rang, also, as Queen Jane landed, but there
-was still the same ominous silence of onlookers, who, in small and
-large boats, hovered around.
-
-As the young queen walked into the Tower the Duchess of Suffolk, her
-mother, bore her train, the Lord Treasurer presented to her the
-crown, and her relations saluted her on their knees.
-
-The thunder crashed, and the storm without spent itself upon the
-lingering sightseers, but Queen Jane was in the Tower, and when I
-caught sight of her face for a moment I saw that all traces of fear
-and sorrow had passed from it, leaving only the calm and lofty
-expression of one who, possessing her own soul in patience, 'holds to
-the road that leads above' in spite of every earthly distraction.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-At St. Paul's Cross
-
-'Oh, Margery! Margery! I am in sore trouble!'
-
-It was the next morning, and Queen Jane turning away from all her
-grand Court ladies, seized the first opportunity of being alone with
-me to sob out her griefs in my arms, which held her tightly and with
-great affection.
-
-I gathered, with a little difficulty, for she would not say one word
-against her husband, Lord Guildford Dudley, that he, at whose bidding
-she was making so great a sacrifice, not satisfied with that, was
-becoming even more exacting. At first all his ambition seemed to be
-centred in the desire that his wife should be Queen of Great Britain
-and Ireland, and that in spite of her firm conviction that she would
-be usurping the throne which rightly belonged to Princess Mary. But
-now, not content with seeing her made queen, he desired to be crowned
-also, that he might be king with equal rights to hers. This,
-however, my dear mistress could not agree to, for if she had a
-slender claim to the crown, being only the granddaughter of Henry
-VII's youngest daughter, Mary, he had even less, being no relation at
-all. It seemed that his father, the Duke of Northumberland, had
-persuaded the Council, who being in the Tower were practically in his
-power, to say that they would make Guildford Dudley king; but Lady
-Jane reminded the latter that she only had the power to confer the
-title upon him, adding that it would be impossible for her to do it,
-as it would not be right; moreover, the people, who were unwilling to
-see her queen, would be actually incensed if a son of the Duke of
-Northumberland--who was by no means popular--likewise mounted the
-throne.
-
-Lord Guildford Dudley, however, would not perceive the justice of
-these asseverations. He took it ill that Jane, whom he had assisted
-to the throne, should dislike the idea of sharing it with him, and,
-after quarrelling with her bitterly, departed alone for Sion House,
-leaving her to get on as well as she could without him. Then his
-mother was very angry with her, upbraiding and reproaching her, as
-did also her own mother, the Duchess of Suffolk.
-
-Poor Queen of England! Every step of the way was a bitter one for
-her. Was ever a young creature, standing where childhood and
-womanhood meet, so sorely tried? The evening before, at six o'clock,
-she had been proclaimed queen in London, the announcement meeting
-with sullen silence on the part of the people, one of whom, a
-vintner's lad, even daring to vindicate the rights of the Princess
-Mary--for which he was afterwards severely punished.
-
-'It was mainly at the desire of my husband that I consented to be
-queen,' sobbed my mistress, 'yet he has left me in anger, and his
-father and mother are mightily incensed with me. It is all so
-miserable, and my own conscience afflicts me, for all that they have
-said to me has not quietened its doubts about the equity of my
-position. I cannot help suspecting--especially after what has just
-happened--that my father-in-law's ambition has been the pivot on
-which we have all turned. And in the fierce light which all that has
-been occurring has thrown over everything concerning me, I cannot
-fail to see that the Duke of Northumberland in causing his son
-Guildford to marry me was but preparing for this. I believe my dear
-lord loves me,' she added wistfully, 'but perhaps his father's
-ambition hurried on our marriage.'
-
-I thought that was likely enough, having heard much during the last
-day or two about Northumberland's ambition, but hastened to assure my
-mistress in all sincerity that her charms of person, disposition and
-mind were such that no young man could possibly be intimate with her
-without being susceptible to the tender passion, whereupon she smiled
-through her tears, exclaiming--
-
-'You little flatterer! But if that be so you must by all means keep
-your own chosen lover away from my presence.'
-
-I blushed very much at that, which caused Queen Jane to insist upon
-my telling her all about my own love story and the name of the man
-who had won my heart; and, when she heard that it was the same brave
-knight who escorted me to Sion House when I came to live with her,
-she was very pleased, and said that it was a pretty romance in real
-life and she trusted that God would bless us and give us a very happy
-future together in His own good time.
-
-We were interrupted by the entrance of the Duchess of Suffolk, who
-bade her daughter sternly, though in stilted Court language, to
-prepare to transact business with her father and the Duke of
-Northumberland and the Council. Indeed, there were many matters for
-the young queen to deal with and papers of importance for her to
-sign, and she addressed herself bravely to the task of taking up the
-burden of royalty at the call of duty. For, having consented to be
-made queen, she knew that she must fulfil the obligations attached to
-the high office, to the best of her ability.
-
-'I am happier when I am busily employed,' she said to me later in the
-day. 'It is when I have time to think, Margery, that my doubts and
-fears return. Dear one,' she continued, 'I am told that on Sunday
-next Dr. Ridley, the Bishop of London, is going to preach at St.
-Paul's Cross, and I want you to do me this favour. You must go and
-hear him, that you may tell me everything he says. I would fain
-know, Margery,' she went on very wistfully, 'for it may throw light
-on what I am at present unable to see.'
-
-I knew she meant the entire justice of her accession to the throne,
-and readily promised that, if I could leave the Tower and go to hear
-the bishop, I would tell her every word he said. I doubted not that
-one of my friends, Sir William Wood or Sir Hubert Blair, would escort
-me through the crowds which would congregate to hear the eloquent
-divine.
-
-In my own mind I was full of uneasiness now about the position of my
-dear lady, for a messenger had arrived at the Tower from Princess
-Mary, the late king's elder sister, to say that she commanded the
-Council to see that she was duly proclaimed, and warning them to
-desist from their treasonable purposes. The Council, with small
-courtesy, refused to do this, and scarcely had the messenger gone
-when news came pouring in that Princess Mary had taken up her
-position at Framlingham Castle in Suffolk, where the nobility, gentry
-and people were flocking to her standard. It was therefore necessary
-that forces should be sent out to overcome and disperse Mary's army,
-and the Council and the Duke of Northumberland were much exercised as
-to who should lead them. It was rumoured amongst us that the Duke of
-Northumberland wanted the Duke of Suffolk to go, whilst the Council
-wished Northumberland himself to head the expedition. If he went it
-was a question whether the Council, left to themselves, would remain
-true to Queen Jane, for they had been coerced and over-persuaded by
-him, though secretly, like most of the people, in favour of Mary.
-There were intrigues on all sides, and several of the Council so
-worked upon my mistress's apprehensions that she begged that her
-father might stay with her. It was therefore settled that
-Northumberland should lead an army of 2,000 horsemen and 6,000 foot
-soldiers against Mary's forces.
-
-Accordingly, on the thirteenth, after exhorting the Council to remain
-true to Queen Jane, he left the Tower for Durham House, where he
-stayed a night, and then, on the fourteenth, he and his men marched
-out of the city. We were told by Sir William Wood, who had gone with
-many others to see them depart, that the Duke of Northumberland was
-heard observing to some one that though numbers watched them go,
-there was not one to say, 'God speed you!'
-
-Our hearts were full of apprehension upon hearing this; and also Sir
-William's tidings that the silence of the multitude watching the
-troops go was something marvellous and most terrifying in its
-significance.
-
-And yet again my dear lady said to me--
-
-'Margery, you must go to hear what Dr. Ridley has to say about my
-claims, for I should fear nothing if only I were absolutely certain
-that they are just and equitable.'
-
-Upon the Sunday, therefore--July 16 it was--I left the Tower with
-Lady Caroline and Sir William Wood and went to St. Paul's Cross,
-where a very great congregation was assembled to hear the bishop's
-preaching.
-
-Sir William found us a place, with some difficulty, where we could
-stand without being pushed and hustled by the crowd, but we could
-hear nothing at first except the talking and moving about of the
-multitude, the cries of those who were hurt or pushed, and the
-endeavours of those in authority to induce order and quiet.
-
-When, at length, I was able to hear what the venerable bishop was
-saying, I found that his eloquence was being exerted on a theme so
-much to my mind that I could have listened all day. He was speaking
-of the virtues and abilities of my dear mistress, and praising her
-exceedingly for her goodness and her learning, dwelling much upon the
-beneficent effect her Protestant rule would be certain to have upon
-the people of England, and maintaining her right and her title to the
-throne by the best arguments he could devise--I noticed among these
-none that were new, however, which I could carry home to Queen Jane.
-The fact was, he said nothing but what had been already employed,
-only being an orator, he said it more emphatically and more
-beautifully, and being a bishop, his words had to my thinking more
-weight, and he spoke them as one having great spiritual authority.
-
-I was listening eagerly, with my eyes fixed on the preacher and ears
-intent only upon his words, when a man wrapped in a long
-foreign-looking cloak pressed so closely against me that I was pushed
-a little way from my companions. Glancing at the man with
-indignation, I perceived that his face was concealed partly by the
-collar of his coat and partly by a large felt hat pulled low over his
-brow. It was impossible, therefore, to distinguish his features, and
-yet I knew I had seen him before.
-
-'Allow me,' I said, 'to step nearer to my friends.'
-
-The fellow pretended not to hear. He stuck his hands in his pockets
-and straightened his broad back between me and my companions. I
-thought he was a boor, but no worse, and, giving up the attempt to
-move him, became speedily absorbed again in the preaching, if
-preaching it could be called, which was now a speech inveighing
-against the claims of the late King Henry's daughters, and especially
-of the Princess Mary, and representing, moreover, that if the latter
-succeeded to the throne it would mean certain destruction to the
-reformed religion, which, on the other hand, the amiable and pious
-Queen Jane would maintain in its entirety. He spoke, too, of the
-likelihood of Mary's contracting a marriage with a prince of the
-house of Spain, where the Inquisition, with all its ghastly horrors,
-was maintained. Then he went on to tell of an interview he had had
-with Mary before the late king's death. He had ridden over to visit
-her at Hundson, and she invited him to stay to dinner.
-
-After the meal was over he told her that on the Sunday he intended
-coming to preach before her, upon which she replied that the Church
-would be open to him, but he must not expect to see her and her
-household there. He answered by expressing the hope that she would
-not refuse God's Word, to which she replied that she did not know
-what they called God's Word now, as it certainly was not the same as
-in her father's time.
-
-'God's Word, said I,' cried the preacher, 'was the same at all times,
-though better understood and practised in some ages than others.'
-
-On his retiring, the princess thanked him for coming to see her, but
-not at all for his proposal to preach before her.
-
-The bishop paused, after relating the anecdote, as if sure that on
-hearing of Mary's bigotry his audience would wish to repudiate the
-idea of their wanting her to be their queen.
-
-But, once again, silence and unresponsiveness chilled the hearts of
-those who loved Queen Jane.
-
-'You see they are convinced that, in spite of everything, Mary should
-be queen,' said a woman standing near me.
-
-'The boy who scarcely said more than that the other day was cruelly
-maltreated for it,' muttered the man in the long cloak,' and I shall
-inform of you, madam, unless you,' he ended by whispering something
-into the woman's ear.
-
-Immediately, with a look of terror, she put her arm in mine and began
-to draw me away from my friends, the man taking hold of my other arm,
-and almost pushing me along.
-
-I called to Sir William Wood, who had his back towards me and did not
-hear. I entreated Lady Caroline for help, but she was whispering
-with some ladies, and I could not attract her attention. Then I
-appealed to the bystanders, but the man, looking threateningly at
-them, declared that he would knock down the first who interfered. As
-he said the words I recognized his voice. He was Sir Claudius
-Crossley.
-
-And I was in his power, for now we were surrounded by men whom I also
-recognized, as they were some of those who had drowned the poor old
-women they called witches.
-
-'No harm will be done to you if you come with us quietly,' said Sir
-Claudius in my ear.
-
-But I did not believe him, and in desperation struggled to free
-myself, and cried aloud for help.
-
-The next moment Sir Hubert Blair rode up, and, dashing towards me
-into the crowd, scattered it on all sides, then, springing from his
-horse, he seized my adversary in his powerful arms and, hurling him
-to the ground, administered not a few blows with the butt-end of his
-riding-whip.
-
-This done, he turned to me, but I had already fled towards my friends
-and, seeing I was safe, he only smiled and waved his hand, and rode
-off in another direction, having evidently business of importance in
-hand.
-
-I saw no more of Sir Claudius Crossley that day, but the incident had
-shown that he was still my active enemy, bent upon fulfilling his
-vow, which Betsy had reported to me, that he would win me for his own
-and vanquish my proud and haughty spirit.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-The Crown Resigned
-
-Lady Caroline and Sir William Wood were much concerned when, on my
-return to them, I related the misadventure which had befallen me, and
-blamed themselves for being so much occupied with others that they
-had not heard my cries for succour. However, they were glad that Sir
-Hubert Blair effected my rescue, and were very kind to me and
-sympathizing, making me walk and drive between them all the remainder
-of the time until we were safely back in the Tower.
-
-A great commotion was going on there, armed men and servants hurrying
-about, and lords and ladies making hasty preparations for departure.
-
-'What is it? What has happened?' cried Sir William, but for some
-time no one could or would answer him.
-
-A little later we learned the truth. The Lord Treasurer had left the
-Tower, contrary to the positive order of the Duke of Northumberland
-who, before departing, had strictly impressed upon the Duke of
-Suffolk the necessity of keeping the whole Council within its walls,
-and it was an open secret that this step was the beginning of the end
-of what some one irreverently termed 'the miserable farce of Queen
-Jane's reign.'
-
-It seemed to me that every one except the queen knew this, and she,
-misled by the representations of her father, who was himself duped by
-the Council, was wholly ignorant that the downfall which she had at
-the first apprehended was really beginning to take place.
-
-I found her in tears, it is true, when I went to her bedroom where
-she was lying ill, but that was, as I speedily discovered, because
-her mother-in-law had been upbraiding her severely and telling her
-that Lord Guildford justly refused to come near after her conduct
-towards him.
-
-'And Margery, Margery, put your dear little head quite near to me, I
-want to whisper something,' said the young queen pitifully. 'Nearer
-still, Margery,' she went on, 'for the very walls have ears.' And
-when my ear was close to her sweet lips, she said low into it, 'I am
-so ill, I have such indescribable sensations, like none that I have
-ever had in illness before. Do you think it is possible that they
-are poisoning me?'
-
-I told her No. I scouted the idea as unworthy of her noble mind. I
-vehemently declared that she was giving way to imagination. I
-besought her not to be so childish. I implored her to think of
-Plato's lofty reasonings. I entreated that she would stay her mind
-on God's promises to His dear children. I began to quote whole
-passages of the Bible--the words flew from my lips as fast as I could
-think them, whilst my dear lady listened spell-bound, and then,
-suddenly I spoilt it all by bursting out into passionate tears and
-sobs, in the midst of which I cried, 'They will kill you! They will
-kill you! They have made you their puppet for a day and set you upon
-a throne and crowned you, and then--being unable to keep you there,
-and maddened by failure--they _will kill you_!' And with that I wept
-uncontrollably, shaking the great bed on which my dear lady was lying
-with the sobs that rent and tossed my whole frame.
-
-'My poor child! My dear little Margery!' It was Queen Jane who was
-comforting me now and holding me in her arms whilst she tried to wipe
-away my tears. 'How you love me! I believe your love is the
-sweetest, next to my husband's, and the most disinterested that has
-ever been given me. Darling one, it was a shame to bring you away
-from your happy home in the country to share my troubled life! But
-you are wise, you have spoken of the Bible promises, we will stay our
-hearts on them, and in prayer we will implore for grace that we may
-be sustained with heavenly consolation and enabled to do our duty
-whatever happens.'
-
-In reading the Bible and in prayer, therefore, we sought to find true
-help and consolation in our time of trouble, but were not left long
-in peace to perform such exercises, there were so many about us,
-maids of honour, the Duchess of Suffolk and the Duchess of
-Northumberland, besides the queen's younger sister, the Lady Herbert,
-and her young sister-in-law, Lady Hastings, to the former of whom she
-was tenderly attached.
-
-I cannot describe--for it would make too dismal reading--the way in
-which Queen Jane's relations and her husband's relations harassed her
-continually--Lord Guildford Dudley, perhaps, by his absence and
-treatment of her, the most of all, as he was the best beloved. For
-it is ever those whom we love most who have it in their power to
-inflict upon us the bitterest pain. By our love we give them a key
-admitting them into the holiest, warmest recesses of our hearts, and
-when they prove unkind they are able to inflict there the most
-exquisite suffering.
-
-On the Wednesday of that fatal week the Council, following the
-example of the Lord Treasurer, left the Tower for Baynard's Castle,
-and upon arriving there they unanimously declared that Princess Mary
-should be queen, sending for the Lord Mayor and aldermen of the city
-and emphatically declaring to them that Mary should be queen. The
-announcement was received with pleasure, and the gentlemen rode to
-St. Paul's Cross, where the Garter king-at-arms proclaimed Mary Queen
-of England, France and Ireland.
-
-No dismal silence greeted this proclamation, but cries of triumph and
-delight, and the day was ended with bonfires, illuminations and loud
-rejoicings.
-
-Immediately after proclaiming the new queen the Council sent word to
-the Duke of Suffolk to surrender the Tower, but he did not wait for
-these instructions, the shouts and acclamations of the people in the
-streets reached the Tower before their messengers arrived, and the
-duke went immediately to his daughter's room and imparted the news to
-her as gently as he could, adding that she must lay aside the state
-and dignity of a queen and must become again a private person.
-
-'This is better for me to bear,' she answered, 'than my former
-advancement to royalty. Out of obedience to you and my mother I have
-grievously sinned and hurt my own inclinations. Now I willingly
-relinquish the crown, and trust that by so doing immediately and
-willingly the offence that has been committed may be a little
-lessened.'
-
-Thus contentedly and even gladly did my dear lady give up the brief
-sovereignty which had been to her in every way a most distressing
-period.
-
-'We will go home, Margery,' she said to me, when her maids of honour
-and the other Court ladies had hurried off to see to the packing of
-their finery and the safe escort of their persons out of the Tower.
-'We will go home to Sion House, where God grant we may once more rest
-in body and mind, enjoying our books and studying from the fair field
-of nature, as shown in the lovely gardens, the wide park, and last,
-but not least, the glorious river.'
-
-'Yes, yes; let us return to Sion House,' I cried eagerly. 'We were
-happy there.'
-
-'Yes; we were indeed. And my dear lord is there.' A sweet smile
-lighted up her face. 'Me-thinks,' she added tenderly, 'he will
-forgive me everything when he sees me once more a private person and
-no queen.' And she began to sing a tender little love song, still
-with that charming smile upon her face.
-
-She was so beautiful and so good, my love went out to her then in the
-hour of her outward humiliation and inward peace, more than it had
-ever done before, and I threw myself on the floor at her feet and,
-clasping my hands upon her knees, said--
-
-'Madam, we are all kings and priests to God, and yours is the best
-royalty of all, for you rule your own spirit with wisdom and grace.
-Oh, if you only knew how I admire and love you!'
-
-'Dear!' she laid her hand caressingly upon my head, 'Plato says that
-greater is the one who admires than the one who is admired. You must
-therefore be greater than I. So get up at once--at once, Margery,'
-she repeated, 'And let us pack up our things, for we are going home.'
-
-Yes, we were going to her home, and were about to leave the grandeur
-and the gloom of those royal apartments in the palace of the great
-Tower with far more gladness than we had felt on entering them.
-
-Lady Jane's friends and partisans mourned that she was a fallen
-queen, but we, she and I, knew that, far from falling, she had risen
-in all that went to make her life more truly happy, beneficent and
-noble.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV
-
-At Sion House Again
-
-Lady Jane returned to Sion House the next day, and her manner of
-doing so was as humble and lowly as her leaving for the Tower had
-been grand and ostentatious. She who had been a queen nine
-days--which, by the way, is said to have given rise to the saying, 'A
-nine days' wonder'--laid down her royalty, as we have seen, without a
-sigh, and returned to Isleworth in a hired litter, attended only by
-myself and Mistress Ellen, and escorted by a few of the Duke of
-Suffolk's followers and Sir William Wood, whom nothing would hinder
-from paying his last token of respect and ready service to her
-vanished queendom. The Duke and Duchess of Suffolk followed to Sheen
-House, Richmond, later on, the former well nigh distraught with grief
-and vexation, and the latter in a state of peevishness and anger,
-which boded ill for her daughter when once she was within reach of
-her tongue.
-
-But Lady Jane and I rejoiced that, at length, the right was
-prevailing and the lawful queen was coming to her own, though I think
-if we had known of the misery and bloodshed which she would bring
-upon the Protestants in this country, our joy would have been turned
-into sorrow.
-
-Isleworth, where Sion House is situated, is about twelve miles from
-London City, in a sweet country of green trees and verdant meadows.
-It is two miles from Richmond, where the magnificent palace--a
-favourite seat of royalty[1]--faces the river and imparts grandeur to
-the scene.
-
-
-[1] This was in 1553. The palace has been pulled down now.--ED.
-
-
-The country looked fresh and beautiful to us after the stone walls
-and roofs and chimneys of the city, and the air was sweet and
-pleasant after the closer atmosphere of the metropolis; though
-certainly in the Tower we got breezes from the river as well as the
-ill odours of the town. We thought that now we could return to the
-quiet, studious life we led before, and my lady spoke of teaching me
-Greek and Latin that I might share her studies--but, alas, such
-things were not to be.
-
-Lord Guildford Dudley, though bitterly disappointed at the turn of
-events, and anxious for the safety of his father, of whom we had no
-certain tidings, became reconciled to Lady Jane, and they spent more
-time together than before, which necessarily deprived me of the
-society of my dear mistress and threw much idle time upon my hands.
-
-After the stirring events through which we had been passing, and
-whilst they were still happening in the great city we had turned our
-backs upon, I could not settle down to sewing and embroidering, as
-Mistress Ellen would fain have made me, but took to wandering about
-the grounds of Sion House and especially down by the river, with
-vague yearnings which I scarcely put into clear thoughts; but seeing
-that they had their root in witnessing the happiness my mistress felt
-in being once more the cherished companion of her lord, and that my
-gaze was ever fixed upon the river up which Sir Hubert Blair once
-came to me in his boat, it was evident that he was the loved object
-of my every thought and wish. Where was he in the great and exciting
-events that were taking place? I had never seen him since the day of
-the preaching at St. Paul's Cross, when he rescued me from Sir
-Claudius Crossley's hands. It seemed strange to me afterwards that
-he had not joined his friend, Sir William Wood, in escorting Lady
-Jane back to Sion House, but I had not an opportunity of inquiring of
-Sir William about him. And now he stayed away. What did it mean? I
-spent hours in vague conjectures and in wondering what course he was
-pursuing in the present state of affairs. Of one thing I was
-certain. He would not, like the Council, have gone over to Mary's
-side, now that the Duke of Northumberland was away and people were
-acknowledging her on all sides. He was too true a man to forsake the
-weaker cause, and too valiant to give in because others were
-succumbing, and yet if he did the opposite and kept his standard
-raised for Queen Jane, what danger he would be in! Imprisonment and
-even death might befall my prince of men.
-
-I was thinking of this one evening, with tear-dimmed eyes gazing on
-the river, brilliant just then with the reflected light of a most
-gorgeous sunset, when, hearing the gentle splashing of oars, I turned
-quickly and perceived Sir Hubert in a boat being rapidly rowed
-towards me by two strong boatmen. Sir Hubert was sitting in the
-stern of the boat, with keen eyes scanning the riverside, and upon
-perceiving me he took off his hat and waved it, whilst his face, so
-grave a moment before, lighted up with smiles.
-
-He said something to the boatmen, and immediately after, the boat
-having been run to our little landing-stage, he jumped out, and they
-pulled away, leaving him coming up the steps and walking towards me.
-
-I was so glad to see him, he looked so strong and brave that all my
-fears and anxieties regarding his safety disappeared, and with joy I
-hurried forward to place both my hands in his.
-
-'Welcome! welcome!' I said, and could say no more of all the words of
-love and greeting crying out in my mind for utterance.
-
-He, too, seemed to find a difficulty in speech, but he led me to a
-seat near the water, and we sat down, hand in hand, in silence, which
-was more eloquent than any words.
-
-After a little while, he told me the news of what had been occurring
-in the City and the open field, where the Duke of Northumberland led
-the forces, and as he spoke of treachery and cowardice, I scarcely
-knew my lover in the pale, indignant man.
-
-'You must know, Margery,' he said to me, 'that the Council, after
-proclaiming Mary Queen, sent the herald, Richard Rose, to the Duke of
-Northumberland with a message commanding him to disband his army and
-acknowledge Queen Mary, under penalty of being declared a traitor.
-But, even before receiving these orders, he had himself submitted in
-a cowardly, undignified manner. He had withdrawn from Bury St.
-Edmunds to Cambridge, where, on the Sunday, he caused the
-Vice-Chancellor of the University to preach a sermon against the
-rights and the religion of Mary, and the following day, when the news
-arrived from London of the revolution that had taken place there, he
-went to the Market place and declared aloud that Mary whom they had
-been denouncing, was the rightful queen. Moreover, he flung up his
-cap, as if in joy, whilst tears of mortification and regret rolled
-down his face. "Queen Mary is a merciful woman," he said to the
-Vice-chancellor, "and doubtless all will receive the benefit of her
-generous pardon." The Vice-chancellor, however, gave him no hope,
-for he said if the queen were ever so inclined to pardon, those who
-ruled her would destroy him, whoever else was pardoned. Immediately
-afterwards he was arrested and sent off to the Tower.'
-
-'What a fall for the proud Northumberland!' exclaimed I.
-
-'Proud no longer!' said Sir Hubert. 'His behaviour, when arrested,
-was abject in the extreme. He fell on his knees before the Earl of
-Arundel, who arrested him, and begged for his life.'
-
-'Where was his dignity?' cried I, and then, the next instant I asked,
-'will they kill him?'
-
-'Yes. He will be executed for high treason.'
-
-'How dreadful!' said I, adding 'How grieved my dear lady will be,
-although he has been so cruel to her!'
-
-'And many others, braver than he, were sent to the Tower,' continued
-my lover, 'and amongst them even Bishop Ridley.'
-
-'Bishop Ridley!'
-
-'Yes. For preaching that sermon at St. Paul's Cross. They say it is
-like to cost him his life.'
-
-'His life! Will Mary be so wicked as to kill a clergyman because of
-what he said in his sermon?' asked I.
-
-'Yes,' answered Sir Hubert. 'She is capable of doing far more than
-that. Did I not tell you what a Papist's rule in England would mean,
-Margery? Rivers of blood will flow. And they will be Protestants on
-whom Mary will wreak her vengeance. There is no animosity in the
-world so bitter, as what is called religious animosity. Remember
-what they did to our Lord. Think you the Jews of old would have
-crucified so cruelly an innocent man if it had not been a matter of
-religion that was at issue?'
-
-'True! true!' I said, wondering at the astuteness of my dear one.
-'But, alas!' I sobbed, the next moment. 'If Mary will be so bitter
-against her Protestant enemies, what, oh! what will be the fate of my
-dear Lady Jane?'
-
-Sir Hubert looked very grave.
-
-'I can see no hope for her,' he said, 'if Mary is allowed to reign.'
-
-'Why do you say, if Mary is allowed to reign,' I exclaimed, 'when she
-is reigning already?'
-
-'Not yet!' cried Sir Hubert, in confident tones. 'Not yet! There
-are some who will never lay down their swords whilst they can wield
-them on behalf of Lady Jane.'
-
-'A few doubtless,' exclaimed I. 'But, oh, what can a few do against
-so many, many others?'
-
-'It is on the rightfulness of our cause that we rely,' said my dear
-knight. 'There is a saying, Margery, that if you give a man rope
-enough he will hang himself, and of course it holds good with a woman
-also. Mary has already pounced on a bishop and imprisoned him--or
-her followers have--and soon she will begin to burn Protestants
-alive. Then, by that blaze, the nation will awake to see what they
-are doing and the whole of Protestant England will rise as one man,
-and deposing Mary, put down papistry with an iron hand.'
-
-'And meanwhile,' I said, 'my dear Lady Jane? And Master Montgomery,
-too,' my thoughts reverting to the good curate, who had taught me so
-many lessons of truth and righteousness at home, 'and you, my dear
-one, what will become of you?'
-
-'If Mary reigns, the life of Lady Jane hangs on single thread,' Sir
-Hubert answered, oracularly. 'If papistry is upheld by the ruling
-power, your friend, Master Montgomery's life is not secure for a
-single day, or an hour. And, as for me, I am well aware that by
-refusing to submit myself to Mary, I am liable at any moment to be
-apprehended for high treason!'
-
-I gave a great cry, for I knew that the penalty for high treason is
-death, and it took my beloved some time to quieten me. When, at
-last, I was calmer he said, 'if it were not for you, I should not
-care about myself. But, in any case, I am sure you would not wish to
-hold me back from doing my utmost to re-establish Lady Jane as Queen
-of Great Britain, France and Ireland.'
-
-'But the thing is beyond you!' I cried. 'You and a few others can
-never, never compass it--you will only spend your life, your precious
-life in the vain effort.'
-
-And I looked around, with a frantic desire to see some one who might
-come to my help and assist me to persuade this dear, hot-headed,
-valiant knight not to cast himself into the gulf yawning between my
-dear Lady Jane and her crown.
-
-The glory of the sunset was over now, the monarch of the skies having
-sunk out of sight, and the radiance of his setting was momentarily
-waning. A slight river mist was rising and stealing over the land,
-like a hazy veil obscuring, though not concealing its rich and
-brilliant green. Rooks cawed in the trees hard by, as if they were
-having some earnest debate upon affairs of importance in bird-land,
-and the distant baying of the watch-dogs up at the house reminded us
-that, though apparently alone, we were not far from a big residence.
-No one, however, appeared to be in sight on land, and looking across
-the darkening water I only perceived a barge, which seemed to be
-stationary on our side of the river, a little higher up. A few men
-were upon it, but they were too far apart and too insignificant in
-appearance to avail me anything, and I looked up to Sir Hubert, whose
-eyes were resting upon me, with a yearning look of love.
-
-'For my sake,' I said, tremulously.
-
-But he shook off the temptation and began--
-
-'Whilst I have power to wield a sword----'
-
-He was interrupted. An iron hand was laid on his shoulder, and a
-voice of thunder demanded--
-
-'Are you for Queen Mary? Speak. Answer, yea or nay?'
-
-It was Sir Claudius Crossley's ugly face that leered upon us as we
-looked round, and it was his hand that gripped my beloved one's
-shoulder, whilst behind him stood a little band of wild, ruffianly
-men.
-
-Silently along the riverpath they had come from the barge, creeping
-up behind us, whilst we were absorbed in the momentous questions
-occupying our attention; and now, shielding himself behind the name
-of Mary, Sir Claudius was ready for any deed of violence.
-
-'I do not answer ruffians!' cried Sir Hubert, grasping his sword.
-
-The next moment there was a scuffle; the men, some half dozen in
-number, threw themselves upon Sir Hubert and caught hold of me, and
-whether from fear, or from some blow that was dealt by a coward, not
-above fighting women, I know not, but I immediately lost
-consciousness and knew no more.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI
-
-In the Power of Sir Claudius
-
-'I will never marry you! Never! I would rather die!' I cried
-passionately.
-
-Sir Claudius laughed in a very insolent manner. We were talking in
-the big, bare drawing-room of his great hall, near Chichester, where
-his two sisters had been keeping guard over me ever since I arrived
-the day before.
-
-When I came out of my swoon it was to find myself being carried on a
-roughly extemporized litter, and then, in a cart which jolted
-horribly. I was so sick and ill I scarcely cared what was happening
-to me, but, by and bye, anxiety for my lover's safety caused me to
-ask the man who drove the cart and sat sideways on the cart-shafts,
-if Sir Hubert Blair was also a prisoner. For some time the man did
-not answer, but after a while said, 'Yes.' That was all the
-information I could extract, and it made me exceedingly uneasy. The
-country was in a very lawless, unsettled state; the attention of all
-the upper classes being concentrated on the Government and the Royal
-family. While it was being settled who should reign over England
-there was scanty attention paid to the doings of such rascals as Sir
-Claudius Crossley, who, under the mask of a knighthood which he
-violated, roved over the country to spoil and ravage it for his own
-aggrandizement. Upon our arriving at Crossley Hall, Sir Claudius
-himself came forward and personally handed me over to his sisters,
-with the sneering remark that they were to see to it that I did not
-escape. The women were hard-featured and angular. They resembled
-their brother in appearance and character, and obeyed him so well
-that I was not left a moment unattended; and, lest I should escape
-whilst they slept, even the bedroom door was locked and the key kept
-under the pillow of the one who was _pro tem._ my jailer. When I had
-recovered from my sickness and was able to get up and dress, they
-took me into the big barn-like apartment they called the drawing-room
-that their brother might come to me. When he entered, they withdrew
-to a distant window, whilst he, immediately and without any
-preparation, began to assure me of his undying love, and to promise
-me my freedom if I would marry him.
-
-It was a strange wooing, and I was so greatly indignant that I
-refused him with more haste than politeness, declaring that death
-itself would be preferable to living as his wife.
-
-This made him angry, and in anger he was even more detestable than
-before; his frown being so terrible that I believed, in spite of his
-so-called love, he could almost have laid his hands upon me to wreak
-a fearful vengeance.
-
-However he merely said--
-
-''Tis a pity that you cannot love me, Mistress Brown,' and, taking a
-chair near me, endeavoured to grasp my hand, which I held back.
-'For, let me tell you,' he continued, 'great harm will be done to an
-unlucky friend of yours unless you do.'
-
-'Is this a threat?' I asked haughtily, showing no sign of fear,
-although my heart was beating quickly and wordlessly, and with
-exceeding earnestness a prayer for help and succour ascended from it.
-
-'Call it what you please,' answered he, with a gesture of
-irritability. 'I tell you that if you will not marry me, your
-precious lover, Sir Hubert Blair--you start! Had you forgotten that
-we took him prisoner, too?--Sir Hubert Blair, I repeat, shall die?'
-
-'How can you say that?' cried I. 'You have no right to kill him.'
-
-And with that I began trembling so violently as to shake the chair in
-which I was sitting.
-
-He perceived it, and drew nearer.
-
-'Sir Hubert is in my power,' he said, in low, meaning tones. 'He is
-in fact a prisoner in this house, even now lying in our dungeon.
-For, let me tell you, we have a dungeon down amongst the cellars.
-Aye, and a gallows, too, in the inner yard. If I hold up my hand,
-so----' he made a gesture, 'my men will bear him to the gallows,
-where he will die.'
-
-I interrupted him with a cry of terror-stricken anguish.
-
-'You can save him,' he said quickly. 'You have it in your power to
-save him. Dear Margaret,' and again he endeavoured to take my hand,
-whilst a fawning, obsequious tone succeeded the fiercer one, 'you,
-and no one else, can prevent his terrible fate.'
-
-'How? How can I prevent it?' and I looked up appealingly into the
-hardest and most cruel face it has ever been my lot to encounter.
-
-Sir Claudius took my hand, my most unwilling hand, in his, pressing
-it tenderly.
-
-'My dear, I love you,' he said. 'Nay, don't wince, for in that fact
-lies the man's salvation. If you will try ever so little to return
-my love, if you will promise to marry me, Sir Hubert shall live.
-Nay, more, upon the day on which we are married he shall be
-liberated.'
-
-'Oh, but I cannot! I cannot marry you!' I sobbed distractedly. 'I
-cannot!'
-
-An ugly look came into his face.
-
-'Sir Hubert will hang on our gallows to-morrow morning,' said he,
-slowly.
-
-'No! no!' I cried. 'You dare not do such a thing! The law----'
-
-'Has no power against me here, in this lonely country, amongst my
-servants and dependents,' he interrupted. 'The officers of the law
-will have their eyes directed towards Queen Mary, and that other
-foolish young woman, who aped----'
-
-'Do not speak about Queen Jane in that way!' exclaimed I. 'Unless,'
-I added, 'you mean me to hate you even more than I do.'
-
-'I shall speak as I please,' he muttered sulkily, 'What I mean to
-tell you is this. Out here in my own country, at this time when all
-the fighting-men are otherwise engaged, I can do almost what I like,
-and if I choose that Sir Hubert shall die, he shall.'
-
-The horrible conviction came upon me as he spoke, that it was true;
-in the then distracted state of England, even a big crime, such as
-murdering Sir Hubert, could be done by a powerful miscreant like Sir
-Claudius, with impunity.
-
-Still in desperation I cried out--
-
-'You dare not! You dare not!'
-
-'I dare,' he returned, 'for, look you, if he appealed to the law, I
-could but turn him over to the law, accusing him as I did so of high
-treason. They would behead him then, sure enough. Yes, I say, they
-would behead him.'
-
-'No! no! no!' I cried.
-
-'But I repeat, they would,' he said. 'The penalty of high treason is
-execution----'
-
-'Oh, what must he do? How can he be saved?' wailed I, for it seemed
-to me my beloved, between the villainy of Sir Claudius and the
-vengeance of Queen Mary's adherents, was like one between Scylla and
-Charybdis, bound to perish in any case.
-
-'He ought to have a friend,' said the wily voice of Sir Claudius, 'a
-friend who would set him free and counsel him to quit the country,
-and procure him a secret passage to Holland----'
-
-'Will you do it?' I interrupted, falling upon my knees before him.
-'You say you love me. Then do this thing for me. I will believe
-you, if you will do it for me,' I went on, beseechingly. 'Set Sir
-Hubert free, let him leave the country, get him across to Holland,
-and I will----' I paused. I was going to say, 'esteem you highly and
-pray for you all my life,' but recognized that would not content him,
-that indeed he would not care for that.
-
-'You will what?' he asked sharply.
-
-'I will----' again I paused. He would not be content with that which
-I would promise.
-
-'I will do it on one condition,' he said, 'and only one.'
-
-'And that is?'
-
-But I knew, and my heart almost ceased beating, whilst a giddiness to
-which I was never subject made my head swim.
-
-When I could understand him again, he was telling me that if I would
-promise to marry him he would do all that I wished for Sir Hubert,
-and more, he would guarantee his safety until he reached Holland,
-and, if needs be, would personally conduct him to a port from which
-he could sail.
-
-'But, be generous,' besought I, 'do all that without the heavy price
-being paid that you have named.'
-
-'Heavy?'
-
-He frowned.
-
-'Yes. Most heavy. I cannot pay it! I cannot! But be generous,' I
-pleaded, 'be generous!'
-
-Sir Claudius, seeing me so exceedingly concerned about his rival,
-fell into an awful rage.
-
-'Generous!' cried he. 'Not I. It is for you to be generous to
-me--and to him. For I swear unless you promise to marry me--unless I
-have your promise before night, he shall hang to-morrow morning.'
-
-And with that he went out, slamming the door behind him.
-
-I fell back in my chair, weeping bitterly.
-
-Was ever a more hideous snare laid for a poor girl? I thought with
-horror of the woes and threatened death of my dear knight. I
-imagined I saw him lying in the dungeon of which Sir Claudius had
-been speaking. How very hard was his fate! Not a prisoner of war,
-he had simply been kidnapped by brigands, as a girl, or a child might
-have been! Six to one, they had overcome him by sheer physical
-strength. And he had the misery of knowing that I also was a captive
-in their power. How he would chafe at the confinement which kept him
-from my side! What would be his feelings when his jailer told him
-that he must prepare to die upon the morrow? And on the gallows,
-too! Despair would be his portion, horror and despair.
-
-And I might save him. It was in my power, by submitting to my
-imperious captor and promising to marry him, to save my own beloved
-from a truly awful death. I could do it, and no one else. And it
-did not so much matter what happened to me, if his precious life was
-saved. If he died I should be miserable, wherever I was; if he lived
-I should have the consolation of knowing that, to lighten my own dark
-lot.
-
-I was in poor health, my spirits depressed and my soul sickened by my
-captivity and the knowledge that my absence would afflict my dear
-mistress and make her very anxious. No one was at hand to advise
-me--no one but Sir Claudius' sisters, and I could not consult them.
-What was I to do? 'Sacrifice myself,' answered my heart, 'sacrifice
-myself for him I love.'
-
-Sir Claudius did not leave me long to think it over.
-
-'I must press for an answer now, immediately,' he said, returning.
-
-'Oh, but please wait a little,' said I, tearfully. 'I cannot answer
-you now, not just now,' I pleaded. 'Give me a little time. Give me
-at least until the evening.'
-
-'No, you must promise now,' said he imperiously.
-
-'But--but----'
-
-I sobbed, putting up both my hands to my face, like a child, and
-crying as if my heart would break.
-
-'Now, or never? It is the only chance you can have of saving Sir
-Hubert Blair's life. And, look you, Madam, if you do not----'
-leaning forward he whispered that the gallows was waiting for its
-prey.
-
-I shrank back. My heart felt frozen. I laughed with bitter
-recklessness. Thus talked he who said he loved me!
-
-I wrung my hands.
-
-'Why was I born?' I lamented. 'And why did my father send me away
-from home?'
-
-'Do you consent, madam?' demanded the ruffian who had me in his power.
-
-I started violently. The outlook was appalling.
-
-'May I see Sir Hubert Blair once? Just once, that I may take my
-leave of him?' I asked beseechingly.
-
-'No, no. That is too much to ask.'
-
-'But, unless I see him I cannot consent,' I said, temporizing. 'You
-see,' a little hope came into my heart, 'I am not sure whether you
-are speaking the truth about him, or not. He was certainly in a
-desperate state--one against six--when I saw him last, but he is
-tremendously strong and he had his sword, therefore he may have
-escaped.'
-
-'I tell you we took him prisoner with you.'
-
-'Unless I see him, I cannot believe he is a prisoner here,' I
-persisted.
-
-'Ho! So you doubt me?'
-
-'Yes.' I bowed my head. 'I doubt you altogether.'
-
-'And you do not think Sir Hubert is here?'
-
-'I do not know. I do not know anything. Allow me to see him--allow
-me only to see him for one minute--and then, then, if I see him here,
-in your power, and if you will vow that you will not only liberate
-him but also send him safely across to Holland, I will consent to do
-as you wish.'
-
-'To marry me.'
-
-'Yes.'
-
-Sir Claudius looked hideously triumphant.
-
-'It won't be such a bad bargain,' he said, leering at me.
-
-I shuddered. But then, next instant, derived hope from the
-reflection that if he could not show me Sir Hubert Blair it would be
-because he lied in saying Sir Hubert was a prisoner in his dungeon,
-moreover I should then be free from my promise.
-
-This hope was dashed, however, by Sir Claudius saying--
-
-'Very well. You shall see Sir Hubert--not to speak to, mind--but you
-shall see him. I will go now, and return for you in half an hour.
-Will that satisfy you?'
-
-'Yes.'
-
-He left the room, closing the door roughly after him, as was his wont.
-
-His sisters, who had been listening all the time, and must have heard
-every word he said, for his voice was loud and harsh, came forward,
-asking,--
-
-'What? Is he going to show you the secret dungeon?'
-
-I made no answer. Perhaps I could not at that moment, for thoughts
-of agony and fear were surging through my mind. My dread was
-terrible; it obscured all things, including my faith in my Heavenly
-Father's care.
-
-'He must have you entirely in his power, or he must trust you
-completely,' said the women.
-
-I made no rejoinder, and they, looking at me askance, withdrew again
-to a little distance, and began a low-toned conversation.
-
-I was left to myself. And my thoughts were bitter.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII
-
-The Prisoner in the Dungeon
-
-Sir Claudius, returning in about half an hour, bade me gruffly follow
-him, and then led the way down many steps and through gloomy passages
-until we reached a huge dark subterranean hall, the extreme
-chilliness of which was deathly and vaultlike in its nature.
-
-'Pleasant, is it not?' sneered my guide. Thereupon he whistled, and
-a pale-faced lad, dressed in garments made of skins, came quickly out
-of the darkness and ran towards him.
-
-'Prisoner ready, Saul?' interrogated Sir Claudius.
-
-'Yes, master,' answered the lad, looking from him to me with startled
-eyes. He added something which I did not catch.
-
-Sir Claudius hesitated a moment before saying to the lad, with a
-frown, 'Stay here with this lady and take care of her; you
-understand?'
-
-'Yes, master. I must not let her escape.'
-
-The man nodded.
-
-'I shall soon return,' he said, and vanished into the darkness.
-
-A few moments of intense silence followed. Full of apprehension and
-dread about my own safety and that of Sir Hubert Blair, I was not
-thinking at all about the boy, when he startled me by saying in low
-tones--
-
-'I think you must be the lady who tried to save my grandmother's
-life?'
-
-'Your grandmother's life?' I asked wonderingly. 'When? Where?'
-
-'I have heard about you since you came here, from the servants, and I
-think you must be the lady,' continued the lad slowly. 'It was many
-weeks ago, not very far from Horsham. Wicked men made out that my
-grandmother was a witch and drowned her. My dear old grandmother!'
-he sobbed. 'But you tried to save her life.'
-
-'Was she your grandmother?' asked I, thinking of the so-called witch,
-who had implored me frantically to save her.
-
-'Yes, lady. She was one of the best of women,' answered Saul
-sorrowfully. 'I knew it was you,' he added, 'who was so good to her,
-because he who told me all about it said that the lady who tried to
-save her looked like an angel, with hair of gold, a face like pink
-wild roses and eyes like big speedwells. Your face is rather too
-white, but the other part of you answers to the description exactly.'
-
-'I certainly tried to protect a poor old woman from her wicked
-enemies,' said I; 'and I remember now one of the charges against her
-was that she had done away with her own grandson. I suppose that was
-you?'
-
-'Yes, lady. And it was a wicked lie. My master it was who stole me
-away from home and brought me here to be his slave and turnkey. I
-hate him. He is cruel as death. He has a gallows, and he kills
-people without any trial, or with only a mock trial.'
-
-'Terrible!' I exclaimed, and was just beginning to ask questions
-about Sir Hubert when footsteps were to be heard returning, and Saul
-whispered--
-
-'I will try to save you, for the sake of what you did for my dear,
-good grandmother----' he broke off, for, alas! he had said too much.
-
-'Dog!' cried Sir Claudius, kicking him so brutally that the poor lad
-fell upon his knees with a cry of pain.
-
-'You do that in my presence!' exclaimed I. 'And yet you profess to
-love me?'
-
-'Silence, in the lad's presence!' commanded Sir Claudius gruffly.
-'What business had he to whisper to you? What was he saying?'
-
-'Does it matter what a young boy says?' asked I, remembering just in
-time that it might be better policy to soothe than to anger him.
-
-'You dare to whisper to a prisoner in my castle?' exclaimed Sir
-Claudius, turning again upon the lad and beginning to kick and cuff
-him unmercifully.
-
-Every cry of the poor boy's went to my heart. I seemed to feel each
-blow myself, and begged pitifully for mercy. But I might as well
-have spoken to the great stone walls. Sir Claudius did not stop
-until poor Saul lay motionless upon the ground; then, leaving him
-stunned, the tyrant seized my hand and drew me from the spot, through
-the darkness to the far side of the hall, where there was an immense
-circular opening in the ground.
-
-'Look down. Look into the dungeon below,' he said.
-
-I peered into the gloomy depths and saw a man lying on some straw
-with his back toward us; but it was so dark that I could discern
-neither his clothes, nor exact size, nor the colour of his hair. I
-simply saw that there was a man and that he was lying down in a
-helpless, hopeless attitude, as if too weak to stand.
-
-'That is Sir Hubert Blair,' said Sir Claudius. 'He has not fared so
-well as you. He has scarcely had such sumptuous lodgings. He is
-ill. Ha! ha! If we do not bring him to the gallows quickly, or
-release him, he will spare us the trouble.'
-
-A bitter cry fell from my lips. I seemed to be in a hideous
-nightmare.
-
-The man in the dungeon started, but did not turn round.
-
-'Hubert! Hubert!' I called.
-
-No answer. The prisoner lay quite still now.
-
-'He does not hear,' said the harsh voice by my side. 'He is farther
-off than you think.'
-
-I knew he lied, for had I not seen the man start when I first cried
-out? Was he Sir Hubert? I strained my eyes, but could not see if it
-was he. Why did he not turn round? Sir Hubert would have turned in
-a moment at my cry.
-
-'Sir Hubert Blair,' I shouted, 'it is I--Margery Brown--will you not
-look at me? Turn round. Please--please turn round.'
-
-I spoke in vain. The prisoner did not turn. He stayed in the same
-position.
-
-'Oh, why does he not turn? I want to see his face,' I said.
-
-Sir Claudius regarded me sternly.
-
-'I said you might see, but not speak to him,' he said; 'and I only
-meant you to look at him.'
-
-'But I want to see his face,' I said. 'I must see his face. Please
-ask him to turn towards us.'
-
-Sir Claudius looked annoyed. At last he said with evident
-reluctance--
-
-'He cannot turn round. He is chained in that position to an iron
-staple in the wall.'
-
-I burst into tears. It is a woman's refuge when words fail her, and
-sometimes it softens the beholder, but not in this case; the man
-standing by my side possessed a heart of stone.
-
-'Tears do no good, madam,' said he. 'It is perfectly useless for you
-to stand there weeping.'
-
-'How long has he been chained there?' I asked at length.
-
-'A day or two,' answered Sir Claudius airily. 'If you really wish
-him to be liberated,' he said, 'you have it in your power to set him
-free--otherwise, as I said, to-morrow morning--the gallows.'
-
-'Oh, no! No!' cried I. 'Not that! Not that!'
-
-'But I say it must be that, unless----'
-
-'Tell me,' said I, 'does he know what fate is in store for him?'
-
-'No. He does not know yet. But I can tell him now. He will hear my
-voice if I shout.'
-
-'Oh, but do not shout it,' I exclaimed heroically, resolving that if
-I could prevent it Sir Hubert should never hear that dreadful
-sentence.
-
-'Then you consent to marry me?'
-
-'Will Sir Hubert be liberated immediately if I do?' asked I.
-
-By this time I was certain that the prisoner was indeed my poor
-lover, for my straining eyes could discern that he had black hair and
-that his size and figure corresponded exactly. Moreover his dress
-appeared to be exactly the same as that Sir Hubert wore when last I
-saw him. My one desire, therefore, was to save him from the gallows.
-
-'Immediately. I guarantee that he shall be set free immediately.'
-
-'If I consent, may I be allowed to tell him the good news about his
-freedom?'
-
-The other was silent. He seemed to be weighing the pros and cons of
-the matter.
-
-'Please allow me,' I entreated.
-
-'Very well. If you promise to become my wife?'
-
-I bowed--not being able to speak. The next moment I cried
-triumphantly--
-
-'Hubert! Hubert! You are about to be set free. You are about to be
-liberated. I, your Margery, have effected this. Never forget me.'
-My voice broke into sobs, and, weeping bitterly, I suffered my
-companion to lead me away.
-
-Was it imagination, or did I really hear an anxious voice calling
-after us as Sir Claudius led me away from the subterranean hall and
-up a steep flight of stone steps? My companion declared that it was
-nothing but the echo of our own footsteps, yet I had my doubts.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII
-
-On the Point of being Wed
-
-I will not attempt to describe my misery during the weeks which
-intervened between my consenting to become the wife of Sir Claudius
-and the dawning of the dreadful day upon which he claimed the
-fulfilment of my promise.
-
-As a lover, it can easily be understood, the ruffian who had me in
-his power was altogether detestable, even his sisters taking pity
-upon me at last, and exercising a kind of rough guardianship. I was
-bitterly distressed because of not being allowed to see Sir Hubert
-for one moment before he left Crossley Hall. If I could only have
-said farewell to him, I thought I could have borne my position
-better. Sir Claudius was obdurate and would not allow us to meet for
-even five minutes. He told me that he was sending Sir Hubert abroad,
-under a safe escort, and that was all the information I could
-extract. For the rest, news of the entire surrender of the country
-to Queen Mary was brought to the house by travellers, as well as
-fearful tidings of the distinguished men who had passed through the
-Traitors' Gate into the Tower, with the certain prospect of more or
-less speedy execution.
-
-Mary had entered London in state, having first dismissed her army
-that she might show confidence in her people. With the Princess
-Elizabeth by her side, she rode into the city amidst the acclamations
-of the multitude. They had entered the Tower, where the queen's
-first act was one of clemency, for she pardoned the State prisoners
-who had been imprisoned there during the reigns of Henry VIII and
-Edward VI. But, alas!--and this touched me more nearly--she
-commanded the Earl of Arundel to seize the Duke of Suffolk and Lady
-Jane Grey and commit them to the Tower. There were rumours that the
-Duke of Suffolk was soon liberated, but I did not know what truth was
-in the tale. I was greatly affected by the thought of my dear lady
-being imprisoned there, where she had been before in such different,
-though scarcely happier, circumstances. How she would miss me! No
-one would quite take my place with her, and having to do without me
-would add to her many troubles. However, she would be spared the
-knowledge of my grievous fate, and God would be merciful to her and
-give her His peace. Of that I was assured.
-
-The end of the time which I insisted must elapse before my marriage
-came only too soon, notwithstanding its wretchedness, and at last the
-day arrived which I had been compelled to name as our wedding day. I
-felt stunned now that it had come, and everything that happened
-seemed to be happening in a dream.
-
-There was a great commotion in the house, many coming and going and
-serving-men and women flying hither and thither. There was to be a
-great breakfast, or dinner after the ceremony, and to it several
-people were coming from the neighbourhood.
-
-The marriage was to take place in the small chapel adjoining the
-house by eleven o'clock in the morning. An old clergyman had been
-brought to the Hall by Sir Claudius--a poor scared-looking old
-man--and he was to officiate.
-
-Every arrangement for the wedding had been made, a trousseau provided
-for me and an elderly man found to give me away. The sisters of Sir
-Claudius were to be my bridesmaids, and children were to scatter
-flowers before me as I walked to and from the chapel.
-
-I thought that I looked ghastly and quite plain-looking as I surveyed
-myself in a mirror, in my wedding-dress of white satin embroidered
-with gold, and a headdress and veil of costly lace, before the
-ceremony, but felt no regret on that account. Sleepless nights, a
-poor appetite and troubled thoughts are not calculated to enhance
-beauty, and I should have rejoiced if the sight of me had frightened
-away my unloved bridegroom.
-
-The latter, dressed in a doublet of black velvet, embroidered with
-gold and various other adornments, looked coarser and more vulgar
-than ever. He strutted about, staring at people to see if they
-admired him and his bride.
-
-'Did you ever see any one like her?' he said in a loud whisper to
-more than one of his companions. 'Beautiful as an angel, isn't she?
-And she is mine, mine, mine! And she is very much in love with me,'
-he had the audacity to add. 'Oh, yes, very much in love with me!'
-
-The last time he said this was when he was waiting, with his best
-man, in the prettily decorated chapel.
-
-I overheard him as I walked up the aisle, leaning on the man's arm
-who was to play the part of father and give me away. Then, for a
-moment, I awoke out of the stupor in which I was plunged while acting
-my part mechanically, and, raising my eyes, looked reproachfully at
-Sir Claudius. He shifted his eyes uneasily, and, with a sudden
-realization of what I was doing, I looked keenly around for some way
-of escape. I had prayed so very much that a way of escape would be
-opened for me out of the terrible tangle into which my life had got.
-Surely there must be some way of escape.
-
-The little building was packed with the guests, the followers and the
-servants of Sir Claudius; behind me stood his sisters, my
-jailer-bridesmaids; before me was my enemy, soon to be transformed
-into my husband, unless by some bold stroke I could now, at the
-eleventh hour, avert the coming calamity. At that moment I perceived
-the lad Saul, standing by a door, watching me with eager eyes out of
-an almost colourless face, and as I looked at him I saw his lips
-saying, 'Wait,' though no sound fell from them.
-
-I was certain that he said 'Wait,' although I was not learned in
-lip-reading, and, remembering that he had promised to try to save me
-from Sir Claudius, instantly resolved to delay my progress as much as
-possible.
-
-For that purpose I stumbled over my dress, and fell upon my knees, in
-spite of my companion's efforts to keep me up. This occasioned a few
-moments' delay, for when I was on my feet again I clung to the arm on
-which I leaned, whispering that I felt faint.
-
-'Water! Fetch water!' the order flew from lips to lips, and no one
-seemed to be able to carry it out, until a silver tankard of cold
-water was brought to me by the lad Saul.
-
-Bowing low, as he offered it to me, he said in my ear--
-
-'You have been deceived. Make delay. Do not say the words. Your
-deliverers are coming. They are on the way.'
-
-The next moment a blow from the bridegroom's fist upon the poor lad's
-ear laid him senseless on the floor.
-
-'How dare he speak to my bride! The varlet!' thundered Sir Claudius.
-
-But I knelt down in reality now by poor Saul's side, trying to raise
-his head and open his collar, that he might breathe more freely.
-
-They would not permit me to tend him. He was caught up by others and
-hurried away out of my sight.
-
-'I refuse to marry you now, you cruel man!' I exclaimed.
-
-But Sir Claudius merely smiled, and bade my conductor bring me
-forward.
-
-There was a little confusion as the wedding party was being arranged
-before the Communion table, and I took advantage of it to say, in a
-low tone, to the old clergyman--
-
-'I will not marry Sir Claudius. My promise to him was made under
-compulsion, and therefore it is not binding.'
-
-The old man looked bewildered, startled. He had evidently no idea of
-this, and perhaps he only half heard me, for my voice was weak and
-low.
-
-'It is all right. It is all right, I say,' cried Sir Claudius
-sharply. 'Proceed with the ceremony. Take no heed of a maiden's
-bashfulness.'
-
-'It is not that,' I appealed to every one. 'I cannot----'
-
-'Silence! Silence!' said more than one big, bullying voice from
-those who aided Sir Claudius, and they closed around me, making so
-much noise that my voice could not be heard.
-
-They were all so absorbed that they did not hear loud shouts and
-cries outside, nor notice the entrance into the chapel of a little
-band of well-armed strangers, nor hear the call of 'Sir Claudius!
-Sir Claudius!' from the yard. Least of all did the bridegroom hear
-the tumult, for he was exerting himself to smother my remonstrances
-and compel me to take part in the service.
-
-'Wilt thou have this woman to be thy wedded wife?' asked the
-clergyman in quavering, uncertain tones. He was weak and old, in
-terror of Sir Claudius, and more than half persuaded that he had
-misunderstood me. 'Wilt thou love her, comfort her, honour and keep
-her, in sickness and in health, and, forsaking all other, keep thee
-only unto her as long as ye both shall live?' The solemn question
-fell solemnly from the old man's lips, his eyes sought the
-bridegroom's face with great anxiety.
-
-'I will!' cried Sir Claudius in loud, exultant tones. He looked
-round smilingly.
-
-It was his hour of triumph.
-
-'Wilt thou have this man to be thy wedded husband, to live together
-after God's ordinance in the holy estate of matrimony? Wilt thou
-obey and serve him, in sickness and in health, and, forsaking all
-other, keep thee only unto him as long as ye both shall live?'
-
-'No,' I said, but the monosyllable was so low that none heard it.
-None of those around me I mean. There is One to whom a broken heart
-appeals more strongly than aught else.
-
-'Say "I will,"' prompted the clergyman.
-
-'No,' I said again more loudly, but again my utterance failed to
-reach the aged ears bent to listen.
-
-'Say "I will,"' repeated the clergyman.
-
-'I cannot,' I almost shrieked now in my agony and fear.
-
-'You are a wicked, lying girl,' hissed the bridegroom in my ear.
-'You promised to marry me.'
-
-'But you deceived me,' ventured I.
-
-'My dear,' said the clergyman gravely, 'try to collect yourself. Did
-you not come here into this chapel to be wedded to this man?'
-
-'Yes--but----'
-
-I thought of the man I loved, whose safety I imagined I had purchased
-by that daring promise to Sir Claudius, and, knowing from what Saul
-had said, that I had been deceived, was altogether overwhelmed with
-grief and misery. A mist gathered around me, the church grew dark;
-releasing my hand from the arm that held it, I stretched it towards
-the old clergyman, and then fell half-unconscious at his feet.
-
-Instantly there was a tremendous noise in the chapel. Swords
-clashed, men shouted and fought wildly. Some one trod upon my dress
-almost upon me, and was hurled off by strong arms, which the next
-instant picked me up and placed me out of danger.
-
-I heard Sir Claudius, in harsh but abject accents, begging for mercy,
-and, looking down--for I had been lifted into the gallery of the
-chapel--saw him on his knees before Sir Hubert Blair, who, brave and
-handsome, stood over him with his drawn sword.
-
-'Are you a man?' asked my beloved with scorn. But, the next moment,
-before he could strike at him, if that was in his mind, a dozen
-sturdy men attacked Sir Hubert, and the fighting became so terrible
-that, in fear and horror, I again lost consciousness.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX
-
-Escaping from the Enemy
-
-'Are we quite safe now, Betsy?'
-
-'Yes, my dear mistress, we have got clean away from that gloomy Hall,
-with its half-wild dependents, who would like to have torn us to
-pieces I verily believe, and it's a comfort to think that our Sir
-Hubert gave that wicked Sir Claudius a mark to remember him by that
-will last all his lifetime----'
-
-'What? What was that?' I asked feebly. For, though conscious now, I
-was feeling very weak, and the litter in which I lay swayed as it was
-being borne over bumpy, uneven roads.
-
-'He cut off his left hand with one blow of his sword,' cried my woman
-exultingly, 'so that hand will never do any more mischief, mistress!'
-
-'Poor wretch!' exclaimed I, shuddering.
-
-'Poor, do you call him? It is not a vile enough word. Why,
-mistress, it was with that hand he boxed the ear of that poor lad who
-spoke to you in the chapel, thereby probably making him deaf for
-life.'
-
-'Oh, I hope not! Poor Saul!'
-
-'I have known of hard blows on the ear like that making people deaf
-for life,' continued Betsy volubly, 'and it is a cruel shame to give
-them.'
-
-'Indeed it is! Oh! Betsy, how glad I am that I have escaped from
-the power of that man!' And I thanked God in my heart for my safe
-deliverance.
-
-'I am deeply thankful, mistress,' and the tears came into Betsy's
-eyes, for she had a warm heart, full of affection for me and my
-brothers, having been our nurse for years before she became my maid.
-
-'Where are we now, Betsy?' I asked presently, after trying in vain to
-piece together the disjointed fragments of events of which I had been
-conscious since the interrupted wedding in the chapel at Crossley
-Hall.
-
-'On the high road to Brighthelmstone. Travelling as fast as we can
-towards our dear home!' cried Betsy delightedly. 'We have had enough
-of the great world, you and I, mistress, to last us all our lives.
-When Sir Hubert came hastily into Sion House that day you
-disappeared, declaring you had been kidnapped, and demanded a litter,
-horses and men, aye, and me also to ride inside and nurse you if you
-were ill--that he might go after you--Lady Jane saw him herself, and
-promised everything he asked. Then she added that she was herself
-expecting hourly to be sent for to the Tower. "It is not likely,"
-she said, "that my cousin, Queen Mary, will suffer me to be at large,
-when my freedom might, any day, cause danger to herself; therefore if
-you succeed, as I trust you will, in rescuing my dear Margery, I pray
-you take her to her father's house, where she will be safer than
-either here at Sion House, or with me in the Tower. For my own
-sake," she said, "I would fain have her near me, but for hers I wish
-her down at Brighthelmstone with her own people."'
-
-'Did Lady Jane say that?'
-
-'Yes, mistress; I remember every word, and Sir Hubert agreed that he
-would take you to your home. He is therefore doing so.'
-
-'Where is he?' I asked quickly.
-
-'He is riding on before our litter, to see if the road is clear and
-safe.'
-
-'I would fain speak with him.'
-
-'Mistress, you cannot just now. He is out of sight and hearing.
-"Take care of your mistress," he said to me, "and I will ride on in
-front." There are other riders behind. We are well protected now.
-It was such a job to get hold of you, mistress,' continued Betsy,
-'that we don't mean to lose you again. There was much fighting to do
-before we could get into the Hall, I can tell you; but, first of all,
-we found the Duke of Northumberland's men were not much good, and we
-had to travel ever so far to get some picked men, quite gentlemen
-some of them, to come over and help.'
-
-'Then Sir Hubert never was a prisoner at Crossley Hall?' asked I,
-thinking of the man in the dungeon, and of all that I had gone
-through in order to get him liberated.
-
-Betsy laughed at the idea. 'Sir Hubert said he had had a narrow
-escape of being taken prisoner when you were,' she said. 'There were
-six to one, but he fought valiantly, and they could not take him,
-though he was unable to rescue you.'
-
-Lying there in the litter, listening to Betsy's talk and looking on
-her familiar face, whilst the sweet country air fanned me pleasantly,
-bringing with it, too--or I could fancy so--a breath of the salt sea
-air in which I had grown up and lived most of my life, I could almost
-fancy that the Wheel of Time had gone back a little, and I was once
-more in my father's litter with Betsy, leaving home for the first
-time for Sion House and the service of Lady Jane Grey. I had to pull
-myself together before I could realize that far from being in my
-father's litter going to Isleworth, I was in one of the Duke of
-Northumberland's litters, returning in it to my old home.
-
-'You will like to see Master Jack and Master Hal again,' said Betsy
-cheerily, and of course your father and Master Montgomery too, not to
-mention Timothy and John and Joseph.'
-
-'Yes, that I shall,' I said, but half absently, for though I was
-returning to them, there was another love drawing my heart away from
-them back to the more hazardous life in the great metropolis, wherein
-was my sweet mistress, Lady Jane. 'For my own sake, I would rather
-have her with me,' those had been her words about me, and it needed
-not long thinking about them on my part to make of them my law. Lady
-Jane would rather have me with her, therefore I must go to Lady Jane.
-I said so to Betsy, much to her amazement and consternation.
-
-'But, mistress, dear mistress, consider,' she cried. 'Before this
-she has probably been taken to the Tower, where she will be a
-prisoner. It will be very different from what it was before,' she
-continued. 'She will be in another part of the Tower, away from the
-Royal Palace that she was in before, and they will never allow you to
-go to her, or, once you go,' she went on inconsequently, 'you will
-never be permitted to return. Your life won't be safe for a minute,
-when once you are amongst the State prisoners. They will burn you
-alive and behead you,' she continued wildly, tears rolling down her
-face at the idea, 'and then where will you be, my sweet, precious
-Mistress Margery?' and she caught hold of my hands as if she would
-keep me away from the Tower by main force.
-
-And then my litter suddenly stopped, and Sir Hubert rode alongside,
-and, stooping over his horse's head, looked earnestly into my face.
-
-'My dearest,' he said to me, lifting his hat with one hand and
-reining in his horse with the other, 'what is the matter?'
-
-I told him that he was taking me in the wrong direction, for that I
-desired, above all things, to return to Lady Jane.
-
-'Well, that is what I desire too,' he said instantly, 'or at least I
-wish to be in the neighbourhood of her father, that we may together
-discuss and plan measures----' He stopped short, looking
-suspiciously around. 'You understand?' he said.
-
-Yes, I understood. He was still not without hope that Mary might be
-dethroned, and Lady Jane reinstated as Queen. What it is to be
-young! All things seem possible to the very young, especially when
-they are greatly desired.
-
-'But Lady Jane Grey wished me to take you to your home, Margery,' he
-said, 'and indeed I know you would be safer there.'
-
-'Yes,' said I, 'but that does not matter.'
-
-'Would you not like to be back with Jack and Hal and your father?' he
-asked.
-
-For a moment--I was so young and they were so very dear--I wavered.
-Then I made answer stoutly, 'I want, _above all things, to return to
-my dear lady. If you love me, dearest, you will take me to her._'
-
-'And if she chides me for disobedience?'
-
-'I will bear the blame,' I said; 'I will bear all the blame.'
-
-We had a little more talk about it, and then, the language of our
-hearts being one and the same, straightway turned about and retraced
-our steps, making a detour, that we might avoid the dangerous
-neighbourhood of Crossley Hall.
-
-A couple of hours later, Sir Hubert, who had been riding on before,
-returned to us, saying anxiously, 'Margery, we are pursued. Quite a
-large company of horsemen have appeared in sight from the direction
-of Crossley Hall, and they are gaining upon us.'
-
-'Oh,' cried I, 'what shall we do? It would be worse than death to
-fall again into the hands of Sir Claudius!'
-
-'You never shall,' said Sir Hubert, 'whilst I live and a strong arm
-can prevent it.'
-
-At that moment a solitary horseman, riding towards us from the
-opposite direction, stopped short, and, looking hard at us,
-exclaimed--
-
-'Why, is it thou again? And still pursued by the rabble? Thou wilt
-be killed yet!'
-
-'Master Jack Fish!' exclaimed I. 'You remember him, Hubert, and what
-a good friend he was to us when we were in that shed?'
-
-'Oh, yes, I remember him perfectly,' and my dear one greeted him in a
-very friendly way, rapidly explaining the situation.
-
-'Thou art in great danger,' said Jack Fish gravely. 'Thine enemy
-will stick at nothing to be revenged on thee. I caught a good
-glimpse of his horsemen when I was on that hill, and there are four
-times as many of them as there are of thee.'
-
-'What _shall_ we do?' I exclaimed.
-
-Jack Fish looked at me pityingly. 'Madam,' he said, 'thou in that
-litter art in the position of the greatest danger. Thy litter is a
-target towards which all will aim. Sir Knight, is it absolutely
-impossible to separate the lady from her litter?'
-
-'Well, no,' replied Sir Hubert. 'Margery'--he turned to me--'can you
-ride well? Could you accompany us on horseback?'
-
-'Yes. That I could!' I exclaimed. 'I have been used to riding from
-my babyhood. A man's saddle? Oh, yes, of course I can ride on that.
-I can ride without a saddle, if you like,' and I thought of the many
-gallops across the downs I had had in the old days with Hal and Jack.
-
-'Hurrah! Bravo!' cried my lover triumphantly. 'Now we shall
-circumvent the enemy!' He was about to choose me a horse, when the
-sight of Betsy reminded him of her, and he asked, 'Your maid? Can
-she ride?'
-
-'That I can, sir,' Betsy answered for herself. 'Am I not a farmer's
-daughter?'
-
-'You will do well,' exclaimed Master Jack Fish, and with that,
-setting spurs to his horse, he galloped off, not caring for our
-pursuers to see him with us.
-
-'He is a shrewd man and a good friend,' observed Sir Hubert. Then he
-quickly arranged that Betsy and I should ride two of his men's
-horses, whilst their owners rode behind two of the other men.
-
-That done, the party broke up. Sir Hubert, accompanied by me and my
-woman, and followed by half his company, continuing straight forward
-on the road to London, whilst the other half of the men took the
-litter in the direction of Guildford.
-
-In this way we fortunately escaped from our would-be captors, who, we
-afterwards heard, had a sharp encounter with the company escorting
-the litter, in which they were only beaten off with tremendous
-difficulty and the loss of the litter, which fell into their hands.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX
-
-A Trying Experience
-
-By the time we reached the vicinity of the outlying suburbs of London
-City another danger menaced. It was impossible for so large a
-company of horsemen to approach the metropolis unchallenged, and we
-were brought to a standstill at Ditton by the cry from two police
-officials--
-
-'Halt, sirs! Halt! Are you for Queen Mary?'
-
-[Illustration: A VOICE OF THUNDER DEMANDED, "ARE YOU FOR QUEEN MARY?"]
-
-Now, we were none of us for Queen Mary, and we were all honest folk
-and true, who hated and abhorred a lie; there was nothing for it
-therefore but that we should hold our peace and try to rush from the
-position by galloping past our questioners, who, when they found that
-they were baulked, fired their pistols after us, but fortunately
-without doing any of our party a mischief.
-
-'We shall have to separate,' said Sir Hubert when, at last, we deemed
-it safe to slacken our pace and pull up our steeds for a brief
-confabulation. 'Every moment that we are together now increases our
-danger, for news of us will fly round in every direction, and any
-moment we may be apprehended and taken before the magistrates--that
-is, if they can get hold of us. Once in Court,' he added, gravely,
-'our fate is certain--I, for one, will never declare fealty to the
-Papist Mary.'
-
-'Nor I,' said I, in whispered words, but he heard them, and, turning
-to me, said earnestly, 'You are a woman, and I pray you do not get
-mixed up with political matters, which might endanger your dear head.'
-
-I could not make any rejoinder, for Sir Hubert's friends now began to
-discuss several matters, in which they wanted his guidance before
-parting from him. A born leader of men was my Hubert, and there was
-no hesitancy in his firm voice as he gave out peremptory advice and
-commands.
-
-I fancy that I see him now, sitting erect on his fine horse, with
-enthusiasm and earnest hope lighting up his countenance, as, after
-listening to all, he quietly settled every knotty point in as few
-words as possible. Betsy's objections to being parted from me took
-him a little longer to overrule than everything else, but he would
-allow no one except himself to remain with me. It was only for a few
-hours, he said, and the smaller my party the safer would be my
-position. And he picked out a worthy man to escort Betsy into
-London, and take her to London Bridge, where we were to join her.
-However, Betsy would not consent to the plan until I also bade her
-authoritatively to say no more, but obey in every particular. Then
-she left me, weeping and declaring that she should see my face no
-more, for we should both perish by the dangers of the way.
-
-'And when you arrive in London,' she went on, in her inconsequent
-way, 'people will recognize that you have been with Lady Jane Grey,
-when she was queen, and then you will be burnt and beheaded as well
-for high treason, or whatever they call it, and I shall have all the
-misery of returning to Sussex alone, to acquaint your father with the
-fearful tidings!'
-
-When our company was broken up into twos and threes, Sir Hubert and I
-rode on at a brisk pace, and did not draw rein until we reached the
-River Thames at Kingston, a very pretty little town.
-
-The glory of the brilliant summer day was waning then; the sunset was
-obscured and clouded over by dark clouds; only its reflection
-lingered a little over the silvery waters of the Thames.
-
-'We cannot reach London to-day,' said I, looking inquiringly at my
-companion.
-
-I had been so happy riding along by his side that I had not realized
-that even the longest day comes to an end at last and night will
-follow. But he--he should have thought of that.
-
-'No. Of course not. I have ascertained that Sir William Wood and
-Lady Caroline are staying with some friends at a house at Kingston.
-It is somewhere near the river. I thought that you would like to
-stay the night with Lady Caroline.'
-
-'Oh, yes, I should,' I replied, cheerfully, for it was very pleasant
-to think of being with a gentlewoman again, after all the rough
-experiences I had been through.
-
-'If only I could find the place!' exclaimed Sir Hubert. 'We shall
-attract observation if we go about on horseback seeking it. News
-will arrive here, if it has not already arrived, of what happened at
-Ditton, and we shall be arrested on suspicion.'
-
-'What shall we do then?'
-
-'Leave our horses at an inn, and take a walk along the riverside
-until we find the house where our friends are. I know it is a house
-by the river because I have been there.'
-
-I made no objection to this, and we went to an inn, where they were
-pleased to take our horses, as also to serve us with light
-refreshment, of ale and bread and cheese for Sir Hubert and milk and
-cake for me, after hurriedly partaking of which we went out and
-walked down the street.
-
-As we did so I noticed a little group of men standing near the river
-were regarding my companion with great curiosity, but concluded that
-this was due to the fine manly presence and dignified mien of Sir
-Hubert.
-
-It was a little startling, however, to find that, while we were
-searching for the house we wanted, we occasionally encountered one or
-another of these individuals, apparently watching us with interest.
-
-'Those men get upon my nerves,' I said at last. 'We meet them
-everywhere.'
-
-Sir Hubert laughed.
-
-'I have been thinking that the men of Kingston have a strange
-similarity of appearance,' he said. 'Can they possibly be the same
-men?'
-
-I answered, 'Yes, I am sure of it. And I do not like to see them so
-frequently.'
-
-'But who is this?' exclaimed Sir Hubert with delight.
-
-It was Sir William Wood, who, coming suddenly round a corner, almost
-ran into my dear knight's arms.
-
-'The very man I want!' cried he. 'You have been long in coming,
-Hubert, my friend!'
-
-'And now that I am here, before we discuss anything, there is this
-lady, Mistress Margery Brown, to bring to a place of safety for the
-night. I hope Lady Caroline is at Kingston.'
-
-'She is,' replied Lady Caroline's husband, shaking hands cordially
-with me, 'but I must tell you that we are hiding here. Our hostess,
-Lady Mary Peterson, dared not have us staying with her openly. Even
-now I have only ventured to leave the house by a subterranean passage
-from the cellars to yonder clump of willows by the river, and if you
-wish to remain over the night with us you will have to accompany me
-that way. But who are those men?' He asked the question with
-anxiety, pointing as he did so to two of the men who were following
-us about.
-
-They stood near a thick hedge, which partly screened them from
-observation.
-
-'Oh, those! I have an account to settle with them,' cried Sir Hubert
-angrily, at once giving chase to the rascals.
-
-There was a spice of boyishness always about Sir William, and now,
-like a boy, he forgot all about me and ran off to aid Sir Hubert in
-the pursuit.
-
-I was left alone, and neither Sir Hubert nor Sir William heard my
-pitiful little cry--
-
-'Oh, do not leave me!'
-
-By the light of the moon, which had now risen, I saw my escort
-disappear, with feelings of great misgiving, and sat down
-disconsolately upon a big boulder by the river side.
-
-It was very lonely there. The water flowed placidly by, with
-scarcely a murmur. A corncrake in a field behind made mournful
-music, with monotonous persistence. A dog howled somewhere on the
-other side of the river. From the town behind us proceeded subdued
-sounds of horses' hoofs, men's voices, the clashing of steel and,
-presently, the ringing of the curfew bell.
-
-What a long time my knights were in catching, or frightening, or
-punishing the spies, if the men were spies, and it seemed evident
-that they were. Supposing that they had run in the direction of
-their fellows, and the two knights following them were caught in a
-trap, overpowered by numbers and taken to prison for rebelling
-against Queen Mary, what could I do all by myself?
-
-I was horribly frightened, and clasped my hands and strained my eyes
-in my endeavour to see one or other of my knights returning for me.
-But in vain. No one was visible. Should I go forward and look for
-them? No; better to remain where they had left me, lest I missed
-them altogether.
-
-I sat still, leaning my head upon my hand, and tried to wait as
-patiently as I could. Would that dog never cease howling? What was
-that approaching on the river? A boat? It must be, for now the soft
-beating of oars upon the water was plainly to be heard.
-
-Oh, why did not Sir Hubert, or at least Sir William, return? There
-were men in the boat--four men, two were rowing. Why, at a gesture
-from the one sitting in the stern of the boat, did the oarsmen stop
-rowing? Now they were approaching the bank where I sat. They must
-have seen me, and indeed my figure, silhouetted against the sky, must
-have been conspicuous.
-
-They were getting out now--at least two of the men were--and coming
-towards me.
-
-But what was this? Oh joy! The men whom I now saw more clearly were
-none other than my two good knights, returning to me in all haste.
-
-Sir Hubert seized my trembling hands.
-
-'You have been left too long, my love!' he said. 'But indeed we
-could not help it. What do you think? The men we ran after were no
-foes, after all. Far from it, they were friends. When we had
-knocked them down, and they found out who we were, mostly from Sir
-William, whom they had seen before, they informed us that they
-belonged to a small party of men that the Duke of Suffolk had sent
-out here to look for me. They had come down to Kingston by boat, and
-were hoping to meet with me and take me to London City by water.'
-
-'Then that was why they stared so hard at us, and followed us about?'
-I said inquiringly.
-
-'Exactly. They were not sure that it was I, until Sir William and I
-had knocked a little sense into them!'
-
-'Shall you go with them?' I asked. 'And I, what shall I do?'
-
-'Well, you mast come too. You want to be with Lady Jane. I think
-that I had better take you to her father, whom the queen has pardoned
-and set free. He will know best how to get you into the Tower, and
-to his daughter.'
-
-'But it is night,' I said.
-
-Sir Hubert was eager to go that very moment to the Duke, but, looking
-down upon me, he suddenly perceived my weariness and weakness.
-
-'Poor Margery!' he said, with infinite tenderness, 'you are worn out!
-What shall we do with her, Sir William?'
-
-'Leave her with me,' said Sir William at once. 'I will take her
-straight to Lady Caroline, and we will all three follow you to London
-to-morrow, probably by water, as that will attract the least
-observation.'
-
-After a hurried discussion we agreed to this, and Sir Hubert, who I
-saw must have received some political information which greatly
-excited him, took a hasty, though affectionate, leave of me there, by
-the Thames, within sight of Kingston Bridge, which was so soon to be
-the scene of a very daring exploit. And we parted, little knowing
-what was to happen before we met again, he going to the boat to be
-rowed down to London City, I going with Sir William through the
-subterranean passage to the great house, where Lady Caroline received
-me as a sister, and assisted me to bed with her own hands.
-
-I was so tired that I fell asleep the moment my head touched the
-pillow. But my dreams were troubled. For in them, over and over
-again, I saw Sir Hubert in a boat, pulling against the stream, and
-unable to get on, whilst I, standing on the river bank, besought him
-to make haste to Lady Jane, who in the Tower was in sore need of
-succour. And still he tried to go to her, but in vain; the boat
-heaved and tossed, but did not advance at all, in spite of every
-effort. And I wept in my sleep, because he could not go to Lady Jane.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI
-
-Queen Mary's Boon
-
-'Oh, help me!' I implored. 'Help me to get into the Tower!'
-
-The Court physician to whom I appealed shook his head gravely.
-
-'It is a difficult matter for an outsider to get in there,' he said,
-'and, if I mistake not, you are one who would be liable to be
-suspected, by reason of your having been there before with the
-unfortunate Lady Jane Grey.'
-
-'Then you remember me? I thought you would. I am Margaret Brown,' I
-faltered.
-
-'Mistress Margaret Brown,' said he, very gently, 'I will give you one
-word of advice, and that is, go home to your friends.'
-
-'Alas!' I said, wringing my hands, 'I have no friend--save one--so
-dear as she who is imprisoned in the Tower. Help me to get to her,
-Dr. Massingbird, I implore you. She said that it would be a comfort
-to her to have me there, and she is in sore need of comfort!'
-
-'Poor lady! Poor young lady! So sinned against, and yet so
-innocent; and made a tool of by that wicked man who has met with his
-just fate. I mean Northumberland.'
-
-'Yes,' said I. 'It was he and his ambition that ruined my dear lady.'
-
-We were standing talking together in Thames Street, not far from the
-Bulwark Gate of the great Tower of London. For a week I had been
-making many endeavours to get into the Tower, but, owing to the great
-precautions which were being taken against treachery--especially
-during Queen Mary's residence there--every attempt of mine to effect
-an entrance was in vain. I had found Betsy all right on London
-Bridge, where she stayed twelve hours waiting for me, in spite of
-every effort made to dislodge her from her position, and she and I
-were lodging, with the Woods, in apartments in the Strand.
-
-Sir William Wood and Lady Caroline had no power to assist me to get
-into the Tower; they were obliged to keep as quiet as possible, only
-going out at night, owing to Sir William's partisanship of Lady Jane,
-whilst, for the same reason, Sir Hubert Blair, too, was compelled to
-remain hidden until certain plans were matured. He could not help
-me, and indeed I had not seen him since we parted on Kingston Bridge.
-As for the Duke of Suffolk, he was quite unable to assist me to go to
-his daughter, for, having been liberated after two or three days'
-imprisonment, owing to the intercession of his wife who prostrated
-herself before Mary, pleading that he was delicate and that his
-health would suffer if he were not set free, upon which Her Majesty
-graciously forgave him, he was most ungratefully busying himself with
-secret schemes for ousting her from the throne and reinstating Queen
-Jane. Always careless of the latter's feelings, whether she had her
-favourite gentlewoman with her in her imprisonment, or not, was a
-matter of indifference to him. Others who had made my acquaintance
-during the queen's short reign cut me dead, or treated me with scanty
-civility upon my reappearing on the scene. There was not one of
-those fine Court ladies who had formerly professed to admire and love
-Queen Jane who would lift a hand to help her now that she was in
-affliction and imprisonment. I was thinking sadly about this, as I
-returned from my last fruitless effort to gain ingress into the
-Tower, when I met one of the physicians who had attended Queen Jane
-during her illness in the royal palace. He was a truly benevolent
-man, and although he was evidently going somewhere in a hurry, he got
-out of his coach when I called to him, to inquire what I wanted.
-
-'I am very hurried just now,' he said, temporizing, 'The fact is
-Queen Mary cannot sleep; evil, unpleasant thoughts trouble her, from
-the moment in which she lies down in bed until it is well nigh time
-to rise again, and potions and drugs do not cure the malady. But I
-bethought me of King Saul, to whom David played when he was
-distracted in that manner, until the evil spirits no longer troubled
-him, so I told Her Majesty that I would slip out of the Tower and go
-and fetch a young female singer, who would sing to her so beautifully
-that she would fall into a natural sleep. I heard a girl singing
-very sweetly in a friend's house in the Strand once, but whether I
-shall be able to find her or not I know not. It is growing late.
-The curfew bell has rung; the streets will not be very safe to be out
-in soon, and yet I must try to find the girl, if Queen Mary is to
-sleep.'
-
-A bold thought came to me as he was speaking. The good physician was
-in search of a girl who could sing well, who in fact could sing Queen
-Mary to sleep, and I, who could sing well, wanted above all things to
-get into the Tower; it therefore seemed conclusive that I must be the
-girl to sing for the queen. But Queen Mary? I would rather that it
-had been Queen Jane.
-
-'Doctor,' I said entreatingly, 'I am your girl. Your sweet singer,
-you know,' I hurriedly explained, seeing that he did not understand.
-'I can sing very sweetly, though I say it myself. Take me to Queen
-Mary.'
-
-'You!' The good man looked amazed. 'I am afraid it would not do,'
-he said. 'Supposing now that Her Majesty found out that you had been
-in the Tower with Queen Jane?'
-
-'I don't think that that would make so much difference,' I said. 'A
-singer may sing to any one.'
-
-After a little more demur, to my intense satisfaction, Dr.
-Massingbird consented to take me, only stipulating that I should
-conceal my real name and position from the queen, and appear before
-her as a professional singer only. He also made me promise that I
-would do Queen Mary no harm in any way when admitted into her
-presence--for these were days in which treachery was common.
-
-Under his care, escorted by him, in scarcely an hour from the time in
-which we met in Thames Street, I was entering the royal apartments of
-the ancient palace[1] in the mighty Tower of London.
-
-
-[1] This palace of the old kings of England has long since
-disappeared. It was at the south-east of the Tower.--ED.
-
-
-I must confess candidly that, whilst outwardly appearing dignified
-and calm, I was inwardly in a state of great trepidation and
-timidity. Always overawed by the vastness and gloom of the mighty
-fortress, even when there with Queen Jane, while she was in power and
-every effort was made to display its riches and magnificence, it can
-easily be understood, that I was many times more so now when, late at
-night under an assumed character, yet at heart an adherent of the
-imprisoned ex-queen, I ventured alone, except for the presence of the
-physician, himself a servant, into the palace of the reigning
-monarch. Curious glances were cast at me by guards and sentinels,
-squires and dames, lords and ladies, as we ascended the great oaken
-staircase and passed through a long gallery into a spacious hall,
-with narrow Gothic windows of stained glass, hung with tarnished
-cloth of gold curtains. Here the furniture was large and splendid,
-the windows were in deep recesses, whilst there was a gallery round
-the upper part of the room.
-
-'Wait a little here, until I return,' said my guide, signing to me to
-sit down on an old oak chair.
-
-The physician went away, leaving me, as I at first thought, alone,
-but, in a little while, my eyes became accustomed to the dim light,
-and I saw that in some of the embrasures by the windows, men and
-women sat, or stood engaged in earnest conversation. A few of them
-appeared to be foreigners; from their dress I imagined they were
-Spaniards, and two or three of these were monks, the sight of whom
-there recalled to my mind Sir Hubert Blair's prediction in Woodleigh
-Castleyard, that if Mary reigned, the country would be plunged into
-Roman Catholicism and brought into alliance with Spain, upon which a
-door would be thrown open for the Inquisition, with all its horrors.
-
-At that moment I heard a girl, standing in a recess near, saying to a
-tall man, who from his dress and bearing seemed to be of noble birth--
-
-'The queen means well. She is cautious about beginning, but in time
-she will do all that she is bidden by the Holy Church. At present
-she is racked with indecision and gloomy forebodings----'
-
-'But she has the iron will of her father, King Hal--you see him there
-in that portrait, painted by Holbein, over the chimneypiece. What a
-man that was!' exclaimed the other.
-
-The girl shrugged her shoulders.
-
-'Mary has a very different creed from his, fortunately,' she said,
-'and she hankers after Spain--all may yet be well for our Church!'
-
-I heard no more, for at that moment Dr. Massingbird, returning,
-accompanied by a lady of the bedchamber, desired me to go with her to
-Queen Mary, who had already retired for the night.
-
-'I have done all I could for you,' added the physician, aside, in a
-low tone. 'I have brought you here. But you will have to get out
-again as you best can, for I cannot dance attendance upon you any
-longer.'
-
-I tried to thank him, and to say that I should be all right, but, not
-listening to me, he said--
-
-'I have announced you as a poor singer named Meg Brown! having
-clipped off a bit of your name. God grant you may come to no harm,
-my child!'
-
-Then he hurried away.
-
-I followed the lady to Queen Mary's bedchamber, walking silently
-after her into the splendidly furnished bedroom, where I had been
-before with Queen Jane. How it reminded me of her! But this was a
-very different woman lying upon the great bed, with its silk and gold
-counterpane.
-
-Mary was about forty years old--a little woman, slender and delicate
-in appearance. She did not in the least resemble her father, King
-Henry VIII. Her features were not bad, and her eyes were bright--so
-bright indeed that they frightened me when, all at once, I discovered
-them fixed upon my face.
-
-'Who are you?' demanded the queen, in a voice which was thick and
-loud like a man's.
-
-I was still more alarmed, and felt at that moment as if those bright,
-piercing eyes were looking into the very depths of my heart.
-
-I knelt for one moment, but quickly rose from the ground, with a
-prayer in my heart that I might be forgiven bowing in the house of
-Rimmon and before the wrong queen.
-
-'I am Meg Brown, madam. At your service,' I said, adding, as she
-remained quiet, 'a poor young singing-girl.'
-
-'You don't seem to have much boldness in speech, Meg. How, then, can
-you have the courage to sing?'
-
-I clasped my hands tightly together, with an inward prayer for help,
-and, in a moment, from the extremity of fear passed to a state of
-blessed confidence.
-
-'Only hear me,' I said. 'I can sing, madam.'
-
-'Can you?' The piercing eyes sought to read my innermost soul.
-
-'Yes, madam. Once, when I was a child, Master Montgomery, our
-curate, took me to see a poor woman who had lost her baby and was
-almost dead with grief. She could not weep, nor sleep, nor eat; the
-trouble was killing her. But I sang to her, and she cried like a
-child, and prayed to God and recovered. And another time,' I spoke
-more clearly now, 'when some serving-men and women had a great
-quarrel, and were fighting in a truly terrible manner, I stood up and
-sang, and sang until they fell upon their knees and burst out into
-tears and prayers. After that, Master Montgomery always fetched me
-to sing to people when he could do nothing with them.'
-
-'Wonderful!' said Queen Mary, in a rather satirical manner. 'But
-those were only poor folk; it remains to be seen whether you can sing
-to a queen.'
-
-'God,' said I, half to myself and half to her, 'Who helped me to sing
-to His poor, can help me to sing to'--I was going to say His queen,
-but substituted 'a queen.'
-
-'And is not the poor queen His, too?' asked the woman, who was
-reading my heart.
-
-'He knows,' I said, trembling a little, lest she should take umbrage
-at my daring. 'He knows them that are His.'
-
-Mary did not say anything to this. She turned her head away from me
-with a peevish movement.
-
-I was afraid to speak, and therefore waited in silence until she
-spoke again.
-
-'Sing to me,' she said.
-
-'What shall I sing?'
-
-'I am greatly troubled,' she replied at length. 'Sing what you sang
-to that poor mother who had lost her child.'
-
-It was one of Martin Luther's cradle songs, translated for me, when a
-child, by Master Montgomery, who fitted it to a tender little tune of
-his own composing. I loved it well, but it seemed a strange song to
-sing to the mightiest woman in the land, the Queen of England.
-Perhaps, however, as she said she was greatly troubled, she might be
-in need of comforting. I thought of that, and standing there, with
-my hands tightly clasped before me, sang as I had never sung before--
-
- Sleep well, my dear, sleep safe and free;
- The holy angels are with thee,
- Who always see thy Father's face,
- And never slumber nights nor days.
-
-
-There was a quick movement on the bed, and Mary opened wide eyes of
-amazement, but she did not interrupt, and I went on singing, until,
-gaining confidence, my voice rang out clearly and triumphantly in the
-last verse--
-
- Sleep now, my dear, and take thy rest;
- And if with riper years thou'rt blest
- Increase in wisdom, day and night,
- Till thou attain'st th' eternal light!
-
-
-For a little time there was silence in the room, when I ended, and
-then, with a heaving sigh, the deep voice came from the bed--
-
-'I'm only a frail woman, though I am queen, and I need wisdom. But
-go on singing, child. Go on singing.'
-
-I began a favourite hymn of Master Montgomery's, and it brought to my
-mind so many memories that sobs trembled in my voice, as I sang--
-
- When my dying hour must be,
- Be not absent then from me;
- In that dreadful hour I pray,
- Jesus, come without delay,
- See and set me free!
- When thou biddest me depart
- Whom I cleave to with my heart,
- Lover of my soul, be near,
- With Thy saving Cross appear,
- Show Thyself to me.
-
-
-Mary lay so still when I ended that I thought she was asleep; but no,
-she was awake, and as I looked closely at her, I perceived that tears
-were slowly stealing down her face.
-
-I fell on my knees by the bedside, but I was not kneeling to her, as
-she seemed to think, when opening her eyes and looking at me, she
-said, in a softer tone than before--
-
-'Child, do you want something?'
-
-Did I want something? Yes, I wanted something so much, that now when
-the time had come for asking for it, I could not say a word,
-
-'Your singing is marvellously sweet,' continued Queen Mary. 'Yet it
-has not sent me to sleep. I should like to hear you every night.
-Will you stay here in the palace and sing to me every night? You
-shall have a fair wage.'
-
-'I do not want a wage,' I answered, thanking her. 'But I crave a
-boon at your hands, madam.'
-
-'And that is----'
-
-'That I may be allowed to go to Lady Jane Grey----'
-
-'Lady Jane! My cousin? Methinks that you are a bold girl to ask
-that,' exclaimed the queen, starting up in bed and speaking very
-angrily.
-
-I rose slowly, and, with clasped hands, stood before her, pleading my
-love for her sweet cousin and beseeching that I might be allowed to
-attend Lady Jane in her prison. I described her youth, her
-innocence, and the great unwillingness with which she had permitted
-herself to be dragged into the dangerous position of queen, and also
-mentioned the quickness and satisfaction with which she abandoned the
-undesired sovereignty.
-
-'You plead well, Meg,' said the Queen, when I stopped, partly because
-my breath failed, 'and you have a wonderful voice for singing, aye,
-and for speaking. If I let you go to Lady Jane, and allow you to
-attend her in her prison, will you come and sing to me when I require
-you?'
-
-'I will. I will,' I exclaimed delightedly. 'I will sing you to
-sleep whenever you like, madam.'
-
-'Nay, not to sleep, Meg, not to sleep,' said Queen Mary. 'As a
-promoter of sleep you are a failure, for your singing awakens me out
-of the sleep of years, making me feel as if I should never want to
-sleep again.'
-
-She then rang a hand-bell, and on the entrance of a gentlewoman,
-commanded that I should be taken to the Brick Tower, to attend upon
-the Lady Jane Grey.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII
-
-With Lady Jane
-
-I did not find Lady Jane in bed, in the gloomy quarters where she was
-confined. Separated from her husband, who was imprisoned in the
-Beauchamp Tower, and left entirely alone, she was passing the time in
-prayer, meditation, and studying the philosophic and holy writings,
-from which she imbibed deep draughts of resignation and wisdom.
-
-Like a child exhausted with play after having acted a difficult part,
-and like one worn with the strain that has been put upon her in the
-battle of life, she was simply waiting at the foot of the Cross, and
-I found her on her knees, weeping gently as she prayed.
-
-The warder, who conducted me to her apartment, retired, bolting the
-door after him, and I stood by it a little while, unwilling to
-interrupt my dear lady and noticing with dismay the iron-barred
-windows of the room and the stone walls, partly concealed by
-tapestry. I saw also that the furniture--a table and some
-chairs--was of carved oak. and the deep window-seats were covered
-with velvet, as was also the seat of the oak chair before which the
-poor young prisoner knelt.
-
-Perhaps she heard some one enter--certainly the warder made noise
-enough as he closed the door--and therefore, ending her prayer, she
-arose and looked round.
-
-The next moment I was folded in her arms, and we were crying together.
-
-'Oh, Margery! My poor Margery!' she said, at last, when we were a
-little calmer. 'Where have you been? Why, dear,' looking at me more
-closely, 'what have they done to you? You look so pale and thin!
-How did you get into the Tower?'
-
-'It took me a week to get in,' I said, beginning to answer her last
-question first, and then, as we sat together on one of the window
-seats, I proceeded to tell her all that had befallen me since I was
-carried off from Isleworth.
-
-Lady Jane was very sympathizing when she heard of all my danger,
-distress and trouble in Crossley Hall, and was delighted that my
-valiant knight, Sir Hubert Blair, had rescued me, with a strong hand.
-But when I proceeded to tell her that he was now in London bent upon
-fighting for her and deep in schemes with her father, to bring about
-a change of monarchy, she was greatly concerned and not a little
-distressed.
-
-'Why did not you stop them, Margery?' she said. 'You know so well
-that I do not think it right to be queen, when my cousins Mary and
-Elizabeth are living. You are well aware how I disliked to be queen,
-and how gladly I gave it up.'
-
-'Yes, madam, I told Sir Hubert Blair all,' replied I, 'but he said
-that they looked at the matter in this light. There were the people
-of England to consider, the multitude of human beings who, in the one
-case, would be plunged back into Roman Catholicism, in the other
-would enjoy the Reformed faith, and freedom to worship God in their
-own tongue and read His Divine Word for themselves. He said, madam,
-that you must not think of your own wishes, but must sacrifice
-yourself for the good of the people.'
-
-I thought I had stated Sir Hubert's argument clearly and well, yet
-Lady Jane shook her head.
-
-'We must not do evil that good may come,' she said. 'And have I any
-right to take another person's possession because it seems to me that
-I can administer it better than the rightful owner?'
-
-'But think of the suffering that may come upon our good Protestants
-if Mary reigns?' I urged. 'They say that she will do everything that
-her Roman Church enjoins, and the horrors--the horrors of the
-Inquisition--may be brought to this land of ours,' and I poured out
-all that Sir Hubert had related of that horrible institution.
-
-'God grant that it may never come to England!' said my mistress, when
-I ended. After which she added, thoughtfully, 'I think that Queen
-Mary is not so bigoted as some people imagine, and she has behaved
-very leniently in several ways since her elevation to the throne.
-She forgave my father and set him free, and, although the Emperor
-Charles, to whom she looks up so much, has advised her to have me
-executed, she has refused----'
-
-'I should think so!' I interrupted. 'Oh, dear madam, what a wicked
-wretch that emperor must be!'
-
-'People always look at things from their own point of view, or the
-point of view of those dearest to them,' said my mistress. 'The
-Emperor Charles, considering the welfare of Mary, sees that while I
-live there will be always a danger of some enthusiasts, like your Sir
-Hubert, starting up to try and put me on the throne again--and in
-that case, besides the danger to the reigning monarch, there would be
-many slain, much blood would be shed, and you must remember Sir
-Hubert's argument about the duty of considering the welfare of the
-many. If my death will put away this danger to so many, then I had
-better die, dear Margery.'
-
-'No! No! No!' I cried. 'It would be the foulest shame in the world
-for one so innocent and good as you to be killed--and remember your
-argument, they must not do evil that good may come.'
-
-Lady Jane smiled.
-
-'Well done, little Margery!' she said, adding, 'Now tell me how you
-managed to get into the Tower.'
-
-I told her, upon which she remarked--
-
-'You see Mary has a good heart--you touched it with your singing, and
-she allowed you to come to me,' adding, to my delight, 'To have you
-with me is the one thing I wanted, next to my natural wish to be with
-my husband. They have separated us, you know, Margery. He is
-imprisoned in another tower.'
-
-'It _is_ hard,' I said.
-
-'And I have great anxiety about him,' went on my dear lady.
-'Doubtless the priests are endeavouring to convert him to Romanism,
-and since they succeeded with his father----'
-
-'Madame, did the Duke of Northumberland give up his faith?'
-
-'Yes,' she answered sadly. 'He was not brave, not heroic; he gave
-way on all sides when death was imminent. But they have killed him.
-He is dead, and we must say nothing, except good, of the dead.'
-
-She quoted a Latin proverb to that effect,[1] but it was strange to
-my ears, and I have so far forgotten it as not to be able to write it
-down.
-
-
-[1] _De mortuis nil nisi bonum_.--ED.
-
-
-I could not help thinking that Northumberland's ambition was in
-reality his religion, but could not say so after those words of Lady
-Jane's.
-
-'He was beheaded on Tower Hill,' she continued, 'and oh! God grant
-that the same fate may not befall my dear lord!'
-
-The days passed slowly and quietly for me and my dear lady in her
-prison in the Tower. Queen Mary did not send for me to come and sing
-to her any more. She went to stay for a while at Richmond Palace,
-and, then again, we heard that she was at Whitehall, and sometimes
-she was in her palace in the Tower, but that made no difference to
-us. Certain privileges were accorded by her to Lady Jane, and of
-course I shared them. For instance, we were allowed to walk across
-the green to St. Peter's Church occasionally, where Lady Jane much
-enjoyed the fine music, and liked to join in the services. On these
-occasions she would look up at the Beauchamp Tower, as we passed it,
-wondering how her husband was and what he was doing. My heart ached
-for her many a time, when I saw her wistful face upturned to the
-windows of the Tower, as she vainly tried to see the face she loved.
-At least Mary might have permitted them to meet occasionally, if she
-could not permit them to enjoy each other's constant society. But a
-day was coming, though I knew it not then, when they would be allowed
-to be together, at least for a short time. Lady Jane was also
-permitted to walk in the queen's garden--this was a pleasure to her,
-who so dearly loved fresh air and flowers. Sometimes she would talk
-about the gardens at Sion House, and the Thames flowing by them, and
-wonder if we should ever go there again. At other times she would
-tell me about Bradgate, where she had been brought up and where her
-tutor, Mr. Roger Ascham, used to marvel because she preferred to sit
-reading Plato to joining her young companions in the sport of
-hunting. It was well that she preferred books, as they were now her
-solace when it would not have been possible for her to have had the
-other pastime.
-
-In the beginning of October Lady Jane was allowed to meet her husband
-once more, but the occasion was most melancholy, for they were both
-being conducted to the Guildhall, together with Archbishop Cranmer
-and Lord Ambrose Dudley, Lord Guildford Dudley's brother, to be tried
-on the charge of high treason. Lady Jane pleaded guilty, and they
-were all convicted of high treason and condemned to death as
-traitors. Lady Jane's sentence was that she was to be beheaded or
-burnt to death, at the queen's pleasure, and Judge Morgan, who
-pronounced it, was afterwards so deeply afflicted in his mind at the
-remembrance that he died, raving.
-
-Many people were exceedingly grieved for the poor young creature, who
-had been made a tool of by her ambitious relatives, sorely against
-her will, and the touching grace and meekness of her demeanour, as
-well as her misfortunes, caused them to follow her weeping and
-lamenting her hard fate, as she was being reconducted to the Tower.
-
-The queen, however, appears to have had no intention at that time of
-carrying out Lady Jane's sentence, nor indeed that of the others who
-were condemned with her, but thought it better to please her
-partisans by keeping them in prison under sentence of death. To Lady
-Jane, indeed, Mary granted more indulgences, such as permitting her
-to walk on Tower Hill, where I always accompanied her.
-
-The autumn passed slowly into winter. I often thought of my beloved,
-wondering what he was doing and dreading inexpressibly to hear of his
-one day being brought into the Tower, through the Traitors' Gate. I
-wrote to him two or three letters, sending them off as I found
-opportunity, in which I told him guardedly, lest they should fall
-into the wrong hands, that Lady Jane, above all things, desired that
-no effort should be made to replace her in what she felt had been a
-false position. But I received no sign that my dear knight ever got
-my poor little epistles, and indeed it would not have been strange if
-they had never reached his hands.
-
-At length, however, I heard of him. One day there was a great
-commotion in the Tower, armed men springing up everywhere, guns
-bristling on all sides, the defences of the whole fortress being
-looked to, and military commands being called out in all directions.
-
-'What is it, warder? What is happening?' Lady Jane inquired, in her
-gentle way.
-
-Then the warder informed us that they were expecting that the Tower
-would be assailed by a large force, which was coming to attack it,
-under a leader who had begun to carry all before him.
-
-'Who is he?' asked Lady Jane.
-
-'Madam, he is a knight, who owns property and a castle in Kent, where
-he began the rebellion. His name,' added the man, 'is Sir Thomas
-Wyatt, and he is accompanied by several gentlemen, and amongst them
-Sir Hubert Blair, who is notoriously active against the Government.'
-
-'Margery,' said my dear lady, when the warder had retired, 'if we
-could have prevented this! If we only could have prevented it!'
-
-'I wrote to Sir Hubert Blair again and again after I knew your
-wishes,' said I, 'but I think he cannot have received my missives, or
-perchance his friend, Sir Thomas Wyatt, heeds not his advice.'
-
-Even as I spoke I was hoping that these valiant knights, who were
-carrying all before them, would indeed succeed in their great
-enterprise.
-
-'There will be a terrible amount of bloodshed!' sighed my mistress.
-
-'God will be on the side of the right,' said I.
-
-'Yes. On the side _of the right_,' she rejoined with emphasis. Then
-she continued, with another sigh, 'If this fails, my life will be the
-forfeit, and justly, too, for the words of those who said Queen Mary
-would not be safe upon her throne whilst I live will have proved
-true.'
-
-Another time, as we were returning from St. Peter's Chapel, she
-paused, and, looking at a certain spot on the green, where a scaffold
-was wont to be erected for the more private execution of State
-prisoners, the tears came into her eyes, and I knew that she was
-apprehending a similar fate.
-
-However, I had every confidence in my brave and valiant hero, and
-often lay awake at night, thinking of all that would happen when he
-and the Duke of Suffolk once more placed my Lady Jane upon the throne.
-
-I thought, when all that was settled, and my dear lady, with her
-husband by her side, no longer depended so entirely on her Margery
-for companionship and love, and my beloved, with his work
-accomplished, had leisure to be happy, he and I might have time to
-get married, and then we would go together to see my home and my dear
-old father, Hal and Jack, and, too, Master Montgomery in his
-parsonage, and the villagers and our servants. After which Sir
-Hubert would take me to his own beautiful place, Harpton Hall, where
-we should live together in great happiness and prosperity. But I am
-glad to think that I always said to myself, 'If the Lord will,' and
-resolved that, even if things went contrary and we did not have quite
-such a good time, I would be resigned and thankful for smaller
-mercies.
-
-But of what was really going to happen I had not the faintest
-conception.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII
-
-Wyatt's Insurrection
-
-I heard full particulars afterwards of the insurrection, but at the
-time, shut up in the Tower, knew little of its course.
-
-Sir Thomas Wyatt, though professedly a Romanist, having seen the
-horrors of the Inquisition in Spain, had risen in revolt against Mary
-because of her Spanish marriage. He first raised the standard of
-revolt in Kent, where many joined him, and amongst them Sir Hubert
-Blair, who thought he could thus best serve Lady Jane, whilst the
-Duke of Suffolk, who was openly for his daughter, was making a
-similar attempt in the Midlands, and Sir Peter Carew in the West; the
-latter's object being to place the Princess Elizabeth on the throne.
-
-At Rochester, where Sir Thomas Wyatt, accompanied by his
-aide-de-camp, Sir Hubert Blair, encamped in the ruins of the old
-castle, and held the bridge with cannon and well-armed Kentish men,
-there was a great scene. The Duke of Norfolk, with a detachment of
-Guards from London, was to have forced the bridge, but a certain
-Captain Brett, who was deputed by him to lead five hundred men
-against it, turning, addressed his followers thus--
-
-'Masters, we are about to fight against our native countrymen of
-England and our friends, in a quarrel unrightful and wicked; for
-they, considering the great miseries that are like to fall upon us if
-we shall be under the rule of the proud Spaniards, or strangers, are
-here assembled to make resistance to their coming, for the avoiding
-of the great mischiefs likely to alight not only upon themselves, but
-upon every one of us and the whole realm, wherefore I think no
-English heart ought to say against them. I and others will spend our
-blood in their quarrel.'
-
-When they heard this, his men shouted, 'A Wyatt! A Wyatt!' and,
-instead of turning their guns against the bridge, turned them against
-their own Duke of Norfolk's forces.
-
-The duke and his officers fled, and Brett and his men, crossing the
-bridge, joined Wyatt's soldiers, followed by three-fourths of the
-queen's troops and more.
-
-Meantime, the Duke of Norfolk and his officers galloped to London,
-which by their news was thrown into a state of alarm and
-consternation. There were meetings of the city and military
-authorities, and Queen Mary, sceptre in hand, addressed them with
-great spirit, promising that if her contemplated marriage with Philip
-of Spain did not meet with the approval of Parliament she would give
-it up. She also offered a reward of lands, with £100 a year, to any
-one who would take or kill Sir Thomas Wyatt.
-
-For some reason--could it be that Sir Hubert Blair was persuading him
-not to go on?--the latter did not push forward with that speed which
-characterized the commencement of his enterprise. His forces had
-increased to 15,000 men, but he did not reach London until the words
-of the queen and the news of the dispersion of the two other bands of
-rebels, under the Duke of Suffolk and Sir Peter Carew, had restored
-the courage of the citizens.
-
-Sir Thomas Wyatt entered Southwark, and proceeded to the end of
-London Bridge, where he found the drawbridge raised, the gates
-closed, and a strong armed force ready to resist his entrance. This
-was a painful surprise for him, as he had been led to believe that
-the Londoners were on his side; and he must have hoped that they
-would still come over to him, for he waited two days without
-beginning the attack.
-
-On the third day, however, the garrison of the Tower began to
-cannonade him, which resulted in such mischief being done to the
-houses in the vicinity that the people implored Sir Thomas to go away
-with his troops.
-
-Unwilling to distress them, and hoping to be able to cross the bridge
-at Kingston and proceed thence to Westminster and London, where it
-was not so well defended, Sir Thomas and my dear knight began the
-march to Kingston.
-
-I was told, afterwards, that a London merchant met them on that
-march, and that Sir Thomas said to the merchant, 'I pray you commend
-me to your citizens, and say to them from me, that when liberty was
-offered to them they would not receive it, neither would they admit
-me within their gates, who, for their freedom and for relieving them
-from the oppression of foreigners, would frankly spend my blood in
-this cause and quarrel.'
-
-Sir Thomas Wyatt reached Kingston about four o'clock in the
-afternoon, where he found part of the bridge broken down and an armed
-force waiting to oppose his passage. Bringing up his artillery,
-however, he swept the enemy from the opposite bank, and, having
-hastily made the bridge passable again with the help of boats and
-barges, his troops crossed over it. It was eleven o'clock at night
-by the time this was done--had his aide-de-camp a moment to spare for
-the thought of that other night, when I waited so long for him by the
-river there?--and his men were thoroughly exhausted; but he pushed
-on. They marched all through that cold February night, along muddy
-roads, and, after being delayed by having to remount a heavy gun that
-had broken down, reached Hyde Park in broad daylight, where the Earl
-of Pembroke awaited them with the royal forces. Lord Clinton, at the
-head of the cavalry, had taken up his position, with a battery of
-cannon, on the rising ground opposite the Palace of St. James.
-
-The morning was dismal, dark clouds gathered overhead, and it rained
-more or less heavily. Sir Thomas' men were worn out, and many had
-deserted. Nothing daunted, however, the brave knight divided them
-into three companies, and at the head of the largest division,
-accompanied by his aide-de-camp, charged Clinton's cavalry with such
-effect that it seemed to give way. This, however, was only a
-stratagem. Clinton allowed Sir Thomas, his aide-de-camp and four
-hundred of his followers to pass, then he closed his ranks, cutting
-off the main body from their commander.
-
-'In all Wyatt's proceedings,' says an historian, 'he displayed great
-bravery, but little military experience or caution.'
-
-His main forces, now without a leader, wavered, but kept together,
-and endeavoured to reach the city another way. They said afterwards
-that Sir Thomas Wyatt did not appear to know that, having left the
-body of his army behind, his enemies were now between him and it, and
-he dashed along, past Charing Cross and through the Strand to
-Ludgate, hoping still to be joined by the citizens.
-
-In the Strand the Earl of Courtenay, with his soldiers, was
-stationed. He had engaged to join Wyatt, but had not the courage to
-do either one thing or the other, for at the sight of him he fled.
-Doubly treacherous, he was a traitor to the queen and also to Wyatt.
-
-At Ludgate, Wyatt found the gates were closed, and Lord William
-Howard appeared above them, crying--
-
-'Avaunt, traitor! Avaunt! You enter not here!'
-
-This was a truly awful reception, instead of the promised welcome.
-And the brave knight must have felt stunned and bewildered as he
-turned to assist his troops, only to be met by a crowd of the enemy
-under Pembroke. In desperation, Sir Thomas, closely followed by Sir
-Hubert, fought his way back as far as the Temple, where he found that
-he had only fifty followers remaining. (The other troops, which he
-had left in Hyde Park, were fighting at Whitehall and Westminster,
-but of that he knew nothing, having lost touch with them and being
-without cognisance of their doings, which came to nothing.)
-
-The King-at-arms called upon Sir Thomas to yield and not madly
-sacrifice his brave companions, yet he continued fighting desperately.
-
-He was beaten back, by overwhelming numbers, down Fleet Street, until
-he sank exhausted on a fish-stall, opposite La Belle Sauvage. His
-sword was broken, and, throwing it away, he surrendered himself to
-Sir Maurice Berkely. At the same moment, Sir Hubert Blair, his
-aide-de-camp, overpowered by numbers, was taken prisoner.
-
-So much I was told. At the time, Lady Jane and I knew little of all
-these happenings, and our suspense was terrible. After the first
-crashing of our cannonade, when Sir Thomas attempted crossing London
-Bridge, nothing quite so alarming was to be heard in the Tower, only
-on the next day there were the booming of guns and the roar of battle
-in London.
-
-And then news came to us that the brave knights were defeated, that
-they had been forced to surrender, and that the Guards were bringing
-them to the Tower.
-
-Lady Jane, knowing how my heart was wrung, did all in her power to
-sustain me. Forgetting or ignoring the far greater issues she
-herself had at stake, she endeavoured to fortify my mind and calm it
-by prayer and wise counsel, and now, when it was all over and they
-were bringing my lover, with Sir Thomas Wyatt, to the Tower, exerted
-herself to obtain leave for me to mingle with the spectators and see
-them brought in.
-
-'Though perhaps,' she said, 'it will be a doubtful benefit for you to
-see your lover in his defeat.'
-
-But my heart craved for one sight of his dear face, and I answered,
-'I can bear it all better, if I see him once more.'
-
-'You shall, dear Margery, if I can possibly compass it,' she said.
-And success crowned her efforts, for our warder, having leave of
-absence, took me himself to join the crowd hurrying across the Green,
-towards the entrance by which those guilty of high treason were
-brought to the Tower.
-
-And, presently, I saw my dear knight, sitting by Sir Thomas in a
-boat, between their captors, and being rowed towards the Traitors'
-Gate.
-
-Thus they brought them to the Tower, heroes vanquished, conquerors
-conquered, true men and noble knights; albeit considered by many
-renegades and traitors, by Lady Jane mistaken zealots, but by me the
-noblest and most estimable champions, who sacrificed all that they
-had, even their earthly loves, for that which they held to be right
-and duty towards England and fidelity to true religion. They had
-done their part, they could do no more, and they sat in the boat
-between their captors, with brave countenances and steadfast bearing,
-as of men dying at their post.
-
-The grim expression on the faces of the Guards around, and the
-murmurs of the crowd who looked on affected them not; perhaps they
-did not observe them, or it might be that their thoughts were far
-away, Sir Thomas' perhaps with his wife and children and Sir Hubert's
-perchance in the past with me in the farmer's shed in Sussex, or it
-might be by the Thames at Isleworth, or riding with me again to
-Kingston; or, on the other hand, they were possibly with me now,
-wondering if I were among the lookers-on, longing to see me once
-again, in order to say 'Farewell' before the last dark crossing, and
-hoping that in another life we might meet to part no more.
-
-It happened that, just as the defeated knights were stepping out of
-the boat, a lad's voice in the crowd--it was Saul's, who, I
-afterwards learnt, had run away from his master to join the opposite
-side--shrill, insistent, daring, broke out into the old cry, 'A
-Wyatt! A Wyatt!' Sir Thomas did not stir, but Sir Hubert looked
-round, with a sudden beautiful smile. Then, as every one was
-searching for the boy, with murmured comments on his imprudence and
-audacity, I leaned forward, calling out to the prisoners, in a clear,
-distinct tone of voice--
-
-'Courage! Defeat may be Victory in disguise. What looks like loss
-down here may be counted as pure gain on high!' For it seemed to me
-that, however disastrous the result, the fact remained that heroes
-had done heroically. Yes, and if success had crowned their efforts,
-all men would have praised them. Of that I was assured.
-
-But the sound of my voice, and the sight of my face, as he cast one
-swift glance at it, unmanned Sir Hubert, and he had to shade his eyes
-with his hand, as they hurried him and Sir Thomas out of the boat and
-through the gate; whilst angry, scowling faces turned on me, and my
-escort had much difficulty in getting me away uninjured.
-
-I scarcely know how I got back to Lady Jane. Only one thing I
-clearly heard as I was borne through the crowd--it was a voice
-saying, 'They will both be executed, and the younger one first,
-because he did not surrender but was taken prisoner with his sword
-drawn.'
-
-Mistaken the two men may have been, yet they had the courage of their
-convictions and did what seemed to them to be right, and, at least,
-they were self-sacrificing, laying down their lives and the joy of
-living with their loved ones at the call of duty to their
-fellow-countrymen.
-
-Queen Mary would kill them for it. What of that? Mankind has often
-crucified and killed its noblest friends. And, after all, it would
-only be their bodies that were slain; their souls, the best part of
-them, stripped of their human dress, would wend their way to the
-Realms of the Blest, where no grief, pain, nor fighting could ever
-disturb them again.
-
-Nevertheless I fell ill with grief and pain, and was unconscious when
-they carried me into the house of Sir Thomas Brydges, the lieutenant
-of the Tower, where Lady Jane had now been removed.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV
-
-Lady Jane's Death Sentence
-
-I wished that I could have died too, as I slowly recovered to find
-that the very worst results for my dear lady had followed upon Sir
-Thomas Wyatt's defeat, for within three days of his being brought to
-the Tower, Queen Mary signed her poor young relative's death warrant.
-Lady Jane was to be beheaded, as was also her father the Duke of
-Suffolk.
-
-My dear lady broke the sad news to me herself, as soon as I was well
-enough to hear it.
-
-I was sitting on the wide window-seat of her bedroom, propped up with
-pillows, when she came and stood beside me, saying gently--
-
-'Margery, you remember when we were at Sion House that I used to read
-to you out of my Plato, that we were to hold to the road that leads
-above and justice with prudence always pursue?'
-
-'Yes. Yes. I remember every word,' I said faintly, still being very
-weak.
-
-'I failed in the latter part,' continued Lady Jane. 'It was at the
-bidding of others and sorely against my will; nevertheless I was weak
-and gave way and failed, therefore now,' she paused, looking at me
-anxiously, as if to see if I were able to bear it, 'now,' she
-continued very softly, '_I have to pay the penalty_.'
-
-I opened my eyes widely, and there must have been a look of horror in
-them, for she said quickly: 'Do not--do not take it so. I am willing
-to suffer for my fault meekly, that by so doing I may still "hold to
-the road that leads above," and you must help me, Margery. I rely
-upon you to help me,' she continued earnestly, 'for this is a hard
-step that I have to take, and I am very weak.' Her lips trembled.
-'But,' she went on bravely, 'a Greater than Plato has said, "Be thou
-faithful unto death, and I will give thee a Crown of Life." That is
-the _best Crown_, Margery, and I, who had no right to an earthly one,
-would fain win this Heavenly Crown.'
-
-'Yes,' I said. 'Yes. But----'
-
-'Nay, dear one, we will have no buts. It is one of the great laws of
-life that he who sins must suffer. I have sinned,' she added meekly;
-'I, therefore, must bear the suffering.'
-
-But it seemed to me the greatest shame that ever was that a being so
-sweet and faultless as my dear mistress, who had been domineered over
-and bullied until, constrained by love and the keeping of her
-marriage vow of obedience, she allowed herself to be placed on the
-throne, should for so slight a fault be condemned to suffer death--I
-knew that the penalty was death, she having been sentenced to that
-before and only reprieved for a time by the clemency of the queen.
-
-'I have only a short time to live,' continued Lady Jane, 'and there
-is much to do, for Mary, with a show of kindness, with which I would
-rather have dispensed, is going to send her own chaplain, Dr.
-Feckenham, of Westminster Abbey, to try to shake my faith and bring
-me over to her Church before I die, or perchance because, even at the
-last hour, if I become a Roman Catholic, I may be pardoned. I must
-prepare myself to meet some of the arguments of the chaplain, for I
-would fain convince him that Protestantism is right, rather than that
-he should damage my belief,' and so saying she arose, and, fetching a
-Bible, began to study it assiduously.
-
-But I, in my weakness, closed my eyes, resolving to find, if
-possible, some way of escape for my dear lady, other than the
-surrender of her Faith--which I knew she would rather die twenty
-deaths than surrender or disown--yet unable to think clearly, because
-of the strange buzzing in my ears and thumping of my heart and
-trembling of my limbs.
-
-Lady Jane left me to myself for a little while, and presently I grew
-better and began to plan schemes for getting at the queen and
-softening her heart by my singing, in order that I might implore her
-to pardon my dear lady, or for assisting the latter to escape from
-the Tower by inducing my physician to order me change of air and
-persuading Lady Jane to exchange clothes with me and walk out of the
-Tower in my stead. And then my mistress, laying down the Bible she
-was studying, came to sit beside me, and nipped all my plans in the
-bud by her first words. For I recognized that she had found a more
-excellent way than any I could devise, as her mind was stayed upon
-God, and in that Refuge and Strength she was lifted up above all
-earthly fears and torments.
-
-'Margery,' she said very gently, 'you have been ill, dear, and your
-mind is weakened, so that as yet you only see indifferently, like the
-man who, on first being cured of blindness, saw men as trees walking;
-but I have had time to consider all things, and God has sent His
-angels (messengers) to comfort me, until now I would not have things
-different if I could. I will read you part of a letter I have
-written to my father, who is also condemned to be beheaded, and who,
-I am told, grieves more because of having brought me to this pass
-than because of his own fate.' And, with that, she took a
-newly-written letter from her bosom and began to read--
-
-'Father,--Although it pleases God to hasten my death by you, by whom
-my life should rather have been lengthened, yet I can yield God more
-hearty thanks for shortening my sad days than if all the world had
-been given into my possession, with life lengthened to my will.'
-And, after alluding to his grief on her account, the letter
-continued: 'Though perhaps to you it may seem woeful, to me there is
-nothing that can be more welcome than, from this vale of misery, to
-aspire to that Heavenly throne of all joys and pleasures with Christ
-our Saviour, in whose steadfast faith--if I may be allowed to say
-so--may the Lord still keep you, that at last we may meet in Heaven.'
-
-'That will comfort him, I think,' said my dear lady, as she folded
-and put by the letter to await a favourable opportunity for sending
-it. 'And I mean what I say, Margery. There is no joy this world can
-give which would compensate for the loss of the Heavenly Home that I
-now feel to be so near. True, it is a painful gate that I have to
-pass through, but it will be short, and it leads straight Home.'
-
-Thus she talked, and I saw that to disturb her faith, with any
-chimerical schemes for escape from it would be cruel in the extreme;
-also I determined not to sadden her last earthly hours by my grief,
-for there would be all the years after she had gone in which to
-mourn, but to do my best to brighten her last short days. Kissing
-her hand, therefore, I said that she had greatly comforted me, which
-made her exceedingly glad.
-
-Then she arose, and wrote in Latin, with a pin, on the wall of her
-room some lines, which she translated thus--
-
- Stand not secure who stand in mortal state;
- What's mine to-day shall next day be thy fate.
-
-And again--
-
- If Heaven protect, hell's malice cannot wound;
- By Heaven deserted, peace can ne'er be found.
- These shadows passed, I hope for light.
-
-
-'Yes, Margery,' she said, turning to me, 'in spite of all my faults,
-I have held to the road that leads above, and when the shadows are
-passed by, then I hope to see the glorious light.'
-
-'If any one ever will see it, you will,' said I, again kissing her
-hand and looking with the deepest admiration into her sweet young
-face, which seemed to me to bear the seal of Heaven's own peace.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV
-
-Some of Lady Jane's last Words
-
-I do not like to think of how the soul of my dear young mistress was
-harassed during those last few days by the visits and arguments of
-Queen Mary's chaplain, Dr. Feckenham.
-
-Mistress Ellen, who had been sent for to keep my dear lady company
-during my illness, and who remained with us until the end, and I sat,
-with our needlework, at one end of the apartment, whilst these
-conferences were going on. We did not hear all that was said, but
-only enough to show that, learned and clever as was Lady Jane's
-opponent, he was beaten over and over again by the wise and able
-manner in which she answered his arguments.
-
-Sometimes a few of her sayings reached us, to be treasured up in our
-minds, as, for instance, when she replied to his arguments about
-transubstantiation. Her words were these: 'Where was Christ when He
-said, "Take, eat, this is My body"? Was He not at the table when He
-said so? He was at that time alive, and suffered not till the next
-day.
-
-'What took He but bread? What brake He but bread? Look, what He
-took He brake, and look, what He brake He gave, and look, what He
-gave they did eat; and yet all this while He Himself was alive and at
-supper before His disciples, or else they were deceived.'
-
-But the priest would not admit that she was right in that, or in the
-other statements she made so clearly and forcibly; he was, however,
-so won by her gentle and courteous demeanour that he prevailed upon
-the queen to allow her to live three days longer than the time at
-first specified, that he might be able more effectually to convince
-her mind.
-
-This short reprieve was the only good he did, to my thinking. But
-Lady Jane said that having to answer his arguments strengthened and
-fortified her mind against all doubts, because whilst searching in
-her Bible for the right answers to give him she gained a deeper
-insight into the Truth.
-
-'You must remember always, dear Margery,' she said to me, 'that a
-really good thing does not lose by being examined. For examination
-only reveals more and more of its intrinsic worth.'
-
-The fact was that she answered all Dr. Feckenham's arguments with
-such strength and clearness and such firm conviction as showed
-plainly that religion had been her chief study, and that now it
-fortified her, not only against the fear of death, but also against
-all doubts and apprehensions.
-
-It was always with relief, however, that we saw the priest depart,
-for the strain of all this arguing upon our lady's mind was extremely
-great, and indeed she was looking worn and tired out.
-
-On the Sunday evening, which was to be her last in this world, she
-wrote a letter in Greek to her sister Catherine, and put it with a
-New Testament in the same language which she was bequeathing to her.
-At my request she translated for me the first part of her letter,
-which ran, as nearly as I can remember, as follows;--
-
-
-'I am sending you, my dear sister Catherine, a book which, though not
-outwardly trimmed with gold or curious embroidery made by the most
-artful fingers, yet intrinsically is worth more than all the precious
-mines of which this world can boast. It is the book, my best loved
-sister, of the law of the Lord; it is His Testament and last Will,
-which He has bequeathed to us--it will lead you to the path of
-eternal joy, if you read it desiring to follow its counsels, and will
-bring you to an immortal, everlasting life. It will teach you how to
-live and how to die.'
-
-
-It was in our last talk together, before the fatal day of her
-execution, that my dear lady bestowed upon me her beloved Plato,
-advising that I should learn to read it in the language in which it
-was written.
-
-'I cannot teach you Greek now, dear Margery,' she said, 'but there
-will be others.'
-
-I made a gesture of despair. What should I care for others when she
-had gone? I could not speak without breaking down, so I said
-nothing. And Lady Jane seemed to understand, for she was very sweet
-and kind.
-
-'It will always be a consolation to you, Margery,' she said, 'to
-remember that you have been the greatest comfort to me. Ever since I
-first saw your sweet face entering the drawing-room at Sion House I
-have loved you dearly. I had been praying for some one to come to me
-who was young like me--I feel old now, dear, though it is scarcely a
-year since then, but so much that is sad has happened.'
-
-I stroked her hand and kissed it, for I could not speak, and if I had
-spoken my poor words might have spoiled the interview.
-
-And then it was that she asked me to write an account of that last
-year of her life, relating exactly how it happened that she was made
-queen, and how the throne passed away from her, leaving in its stead
-a scaffold; also describing how it came about that the head which had
-worn a crown was forfeited, and that for an error of her mind her
-poor frail body was killed, adding, 'Margery, others may write more
-learnedly of the matter, but I would fain be represented to posterity
-as I am rather than as I am supposed to be. And God will help you,
-if you ask Him,' she said, seeing my fear and dread that I should not
-be able to do it properly.
-
-'It is not fine writing that is wanted,' she went on, 'but a plain,
-unvarnished statement of the facts. And, Margery,' she said in
-conclusion, 'you must also tell the story of brave Sir Thomas Wyatt's
-insurrection and of your dear knight's gallant efforts to cause me to
-reign over this land, and to gain back the throne for me. I have
-been thinking, dear, that I was hard upon them always in my great
-desire to be left alone. But since you told me that Sir Thomas
-Wyatt's object was against Queen Mary's Spanish marriage and that Sir
-Hubert's motive was to save England from bigoted Roman Catholicism
-and Spain and the Inquisition, I have come to view the matter
-differently, and so will others, if you tell them exactly what they
-thought. Come, Margery, look up, dear one, for you have a great work
-before you, and you must take heart and live to do it. You have to
-vindicate the honour of two noble knights and of your mistress, and
-clear their names, which have been smirched and blackened by the
-tongues of powerful enemies. No one can do it but you, dear, in
-exactly the same way, for your loving eyes have seen us as we are and
-not as we are supposed to be; and you possess Love, the master-key,
-which can explain all that has appeared so wrong and presumptuous and
-rebellious in our lives. You must do this for me, Margery, and for
-your dear knight, Sir Hubert, and for Sir Thomas Wyatt.'
-
-I promised that I would, and she blessed and thanked me very
-solemnly, saying that she was sure that God would give me strength
-and wisdom for the task.
-
-And I thought then that this must be the special work which Master
-Montgomery said might be given me to do when I left home and went to
-London.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI
-
-Lady Jane's Execution
-
-The fatal day of the execution dawned at last, and I would that I
-could draw a veil over its direful happenings. But my lady's charge
-is upon me to tell everything exactly as I saw it occur, and so I
-cannot pick and choose.
-
-It was February 12, a dull, cold morning, and within the Tower people
-went about with dismal faces, as well they might, for most were sorry
-for my poor young mistress.
-
-She had passed a great part of the night--her last night--in prayer,
-and it was only at my earnest entreaty that she at length lay down
-for an hour or two before morning broke. Then she slept as sweetly
-as a little child, and Mistress Ellen and I stole on tiptoe to the
-bedside to look at her, as those look who will not see the loved face
-any more.
-
-I could fancy once that her lips moved in her sleep, pronouncing the
-name of Dudley, and doubtless even her sleeping thoughts were with
-her young husband, who was also that day to suffer the same extreme
-penalty of the law, but not at the same place. He was to die upon
-Tower Hill, where the authorities dared not execute his poor young
-wife, lest the sight should appeal to the hearts of the people,
-causing them to rise in a mass to prevent the double execution. She
-therefore was to die upon the scaffold erected before St. Peter's
-Chapel on the Green, within the Tower.
-
-When the time came for her to rise we shrank from awaking her to such
-a fate, but at length were obliged to do so; and though for a moment
-a look of terror crossed her face, it quickly changed to one of the
-sweetest resignation. She thanked us gently for not allowing her to
-sleep too long, and, except that she was pale, her manner appeared to
-be much as usual.
-
-At her request we dressed her in black velvet, with a drooping collar
-of white lace falling low from her slender neck.
-
-'There is not much of it to sever,' she said pathetically, encircling
-it for a moment with her right hand, but desisting and throwing her
-arms round me as she saw my look. 'It will be over so soon,' she
-said. 'One moment, and then the gates of heaven will open wide, and
-for my Saviour's sake I, sinful I, washed in His blood, clothed in
-His righteousness, will be permitted to enter in.'
-
-That was her belief. And the comfort and the glory of it spread a
-veil over and shed a halo round all that was coarse and revolting in
-the manner of her death.
-
-It had been arranged that Sir Thomas Brydges, the lieutenant of the
-Tower, in whose house we were, was to escort her to the scaffold, but
-first he had the melancholy task of conducting her husband, Lord
-Guildford Dudley, out of the Tower to the more public scaffold on
-Tower Hill, where a vast concourse of people were assembled.
-
-Early in the morning the queen had sent Lady Jane permission to have
-an interview with her husband, but she, thinking that this would be
-too trying for them both, declined the favour, saying she would meet
-him within a few hours in heaven.
-
-As she stood at a window looking out, however, she saw Lord Guildford
-Dudley going to execution, and an hour afterwards beheld men bearing
-his corpse back to its last resting-place in St. Peter's Chapel.
-
-Immediately after that terrible sight she wrote down in a book three
-short sentences in Greek, Latin and English.
-
-The first, roughly translated, was--
-
-'If his slain body shall give testimony against me, his blessed soul
-shall render an eternal proof of my innocence in the presence of God.'
-
-The second said--
-
-'The justice of men took away his body, but the Divine mercy has
-preserved his soul.'
-
-The English sentence ran as follows--
-
-'If my fault deserved punishment, my youth, at least, and my
-imprudence were worthy of excuse. God and posterity will show me
-favour.'
-
-Dr. Feckenham came from the queen to attend her to the scaffold, and
-I was afraid that he would trouble her; but I noticed as I followed
-them, with Mistress Ellen, that my lady was not attending to his
-words, but kept her eyes fixed upon a book of prayers in her hand.
-
-The passing bell began to toll slowly and solemnly. It was almost
-more than I could bear, and the sound of it seemed to startle Lady
-Jane, for she looked up; and then, appearing for the first time to
-perceive the faces around her, she bowed and spoke to them, saying to
-Dr. Feckenham--
-
-'God will abundantly requite you, good sir, for your humanity to me,
-though your discourses give me more uneasiness than all the terrors
-of my approaching death.'
-
-'Look!' whispered Mistress Ellen at that moment. 'Look at those
-awful birds!'
-
-There were indeed a couple of ravens hovering about in the air, as if
-waiting for the death that was so soon to take place.
-
-I did not scream, but felt as if my heart would burst, and the
-physical pain almost overpowered the mental.
-
-Thus we walked across the Green to the scaffold, where there were not
-so many people assembled, some dreading much to see so sad a sight as
-the execution of my dear lady.
-
-She was not shedding a tear all the time, but bearing herself with
-meek and gentle dignity, and Mistress Ellen and I were weeping
-bitterly behind her.
-
-And now she stood on the scaffold and spoke to the spectators, and
-this was what she said, as nearly as I can remember--
-
-
-'My lords, and you good Christian people, which come to see me die, I
-am under a law, and by that law, as a never-erring judge, I am
-condemned to die; not for anything I have done to offend the queen's
-majesty, for I am guiltless--but only that I consented to the thing
-that I was forced into----' She went on to confess herself a sinner
-and deserving of death, but thanked God that He had given her time to
-repent of her sins and to trust herself to her Redeemer. Then she
-continued--'Pray with me and for me whilst I am yet alive, that God,
-of His infinite goodness and mercy, will forgive my sins, how
-numberless and grievous soever against Him; and I beseech you all to
-bear me witness that I here die a true Christian woman, professing
-and avouching from my soul that I trust to be saved by the blood,
-passion and merits of Jesus Christ, my Saviour only, and by no other
-means, casting far behind me all the works and merits of my own
-actions as things so far short of the true duty I owe that I quake to
-think how much they may stand up against me. And now I pray you all,
-pray for me and with me.'
-
-
-The bell went on tolling, and the great dark birds hovered overhead,
-while the sound of sobs and bitter weeping was also to be heard.
-
-Only Lady Jane shed no tears, as kneeling, she repeated the Psalm,
-_Miserere mei, Deus_--
-
-'Have mercy upon me, O God, after Thy great goodness: according to
-the multitude of Thy mercies do away with mine offences.
-
-'Wash me thoroughly from my wickedness, and cleanse me from my
-sin....'
-
-And so on, the words of penitence, grief and supplication in those
-clear young tones rising from the slight, black-robed figure and
-mingling with the louder, harsher sounds of woe and death, went to
-our hearts and reached more surely still the heart of Him Who is
-touched with the feeling of our infirmities, and without Whom not
-even a sparrow can fall to the ground.
-
-When she had repeated the whole Psalm, Lady Jane arose, and turning
-to Mistress Ellen and me, gave us her gloves and handkerchief, and
-Sir Thomas Brydges asking for some token, she bestowed upon him her
-prayer-book, having first written in it a few lines, at his request.
-These were, as nearly as I can remember them--for she showed them to
-me, thinking no doubt that they would comfort me, who could scarcely
-see them for my tears--
-
-
-'Forasmuch as you have desired so simple a woman to write in so
-worthy a book, good Master Lieutenant, therefore I shall as a friend
-desire you, and as a Christian request you, to call upon God to
-incline your heart to His laws, to quicken you in His way, and not to
-take the Word of Truth entirely out of your mouth. Live still to
-die, that by death you may purchase Eternal Life. All have to die.
-If you were to live as long as Methuselah, yet a time would come when
-you had to die. As the Preacher saith, "There is a time to be born
-and a time to die, and the day of our death is better than the day of
-our birth."
-
- 'Yours, as the Lord knows, as a friend,
- 'JANE DUDLEY.'
-
-
-And now, with hands that trembled a little, she attempted to undo the
-fastenings of her heavy black dress, and perceiving that she bungled
-over it, the executioner offered to assist her, but she turned
-immediately to us her gentlewomen, upon which we took off her dress,
-and gave her a handkerchief to bind over her eyes. She did this
-herself, and then the executioner, kneeling before her, asked her for
-pardon, which she gave him most willingly.
-
-'I pray you dispatch me quickly,' she added.
-
-'Yes, madam.'
-
-'Will you take it off before I lie down?' she asked, pointing to the
-handkerchief.
-
-'No, madam.'
-
-She began to feel for the block, asking, 'Where is it?'
-
-Some one guided her to it, and saying, 'Lord, into Thy hands I
-commend my spirit,' she laid down her head, which at one stroke was
-severed from her body.
-
-* * * * *
-
-'All is over!' I cried miserably, as I recovered from another
-illness, to find myself being tended by Mistress Ellen, in a poor
-lodging in Fleet Street. 'There is nothing left--_nothing_!'
-
-'There is God,' said my companion.
-
-It was the first time I had ever heard her speak of Him, or indeed of
-religion, for she always averred that to _do_ is better than to talk;
-therefore her three words now made all the more impression.
-
-'He has taken my dear lady,' sobbed I rebelliously.
-
-'He gave her to us in the first instance,' was the reply. 'And I
-know,' gently added the good woman, 'that He has taken her through a
-quick, though painful, door into the glory beyond. There, doubtless,
-her joy is so extreme as to have caused her already to forget the
-pain that went before, and there it behoves us to try and follow her.'
-
-And with that Mistress Ellen ran out of the room, for she was well
-nigh breaking down herself, in spite of her brave words.
-
-But I turned my face to the wall and lay weeping a long while.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII
-
-CONCLUSION
-
-Home Again
-
-Mistress Ellen was a wise woman; she had brought me out of the Tower
-that I might recover, away from the scenes which were full of
-memories of our dear lady; and now, when I was slowly regaining my
-health in the poor lodgings, which were all we could afford, knowing
-that the best thing for me would be some useful occupation, she urged
-that I should begin at once upon the task which my dear lady had left
-to me.
-
-I therefore sat down before a quantity of clean blank writing paper,
-a pot of ink and a stock of new quill pens. There were the materials
-for the framework of my book, and I had the will to do it, yes, and
-the ability, for I could write a pretty hand and string sentences
-together, as my lady knew, and my brain was teeming with the facts I
-had to tell; but there was something lacking, because now I could not
-write a word. Whenever I lifted up my pen to try and set one down a
-shadow came between me and the paper, so that I could see nothing
-except the dear face of my lover as I saw it last when he raised his
-hand to hide his eyes, and a voice said in my heart, 'He is not dead
-yet, though he is condemned. He is languishing in the Tower prisons,
-condemned to death, yes, but not dead yet, and while there is life
-there is hope.'
-
-Yet I had been told there was none for those who entered the Tower by
-the Traitors' Gate.
-
-I was sitting one day as usual before my writing materials, unable to
-set down a word, and thinking over all this again and again, when
-there was a loud knocking at the house door, and presently our
-landlady came up to us ushering a visitor into the room.
-
-It was Jack Fish, and the sight of his broad face and burly figure
-brought to my mind most vividly the times when, with Sir Hubert, I
-had met with him before. Almost I saw again the half-filled cart in
-the old shed in Sussex, and, through the dim light, my dear knight's
-handsome face emerging from the heap of straw in the corner at the
-sound of this good man's cheery voice, assuring us that he would send
-our enemies away. Also I seemed to hear again the rolling of the
-coach and trampling of horses' feet upon the queen's highway, later
-on, as Master Fish's voice pointed out our danger and particularly
-mine in the coach, suggesting that I should leave it and escape on
-horseback, which advice, being carried out, saved me from again
-falling into my enemy's hands; and, most of all, the sight of Master
-Jack Fish brought to my mind vividly my dear imprisoned knight.
-
-'Poor child!' said my visitor, forgetting everything except my youth
-and sorrow of heart. 'Poor child! Thou hast had a hot place in the
-battle! Thy loving heart again put thee in the position of the
-greatest danger!' and he turned his head aside, for big tears were
-rolling down his honest cheeks.
-
-I wept, too, then, though I had been thinking that I had no more
-tears to shed, and the page that I was to write upon became wet and
-bleared.
-
-'What have they done to her?' I heard Master Fish inquiring aside of
-Mistress Ellen, adding low, 'Don't tell me that they tortured her in
-the Tower, or----' in his mighty indignation he became inarticulate,
-but made a gesture as if he could kill some one.
-
-'The torturer was Grief, and the instrument that was used was the
-child's heart,' answered my companion very softly. 'It is a size too
-big for her weak frame,' she added.
-
-'Aye, aye.' He muttered something which I could not hear, but
-Mistress Ellen's rejoinder startled me--
-
-'Hair is a mere detail. It began to grow grey when her lover was
-brought into the Tower, and became white the day we lost our lady.'
-
-Jack Fish began to walk up and down the room in no little agitation.
-Suddenly he stopped short and returned to me.
-
-'Would it comfort thee, dear,' he said, with great gentleness, 'to
-know that thou hast been avenged in Sussex, where that brute, Sir
-Claudius Crossley, in endeavouring to escape from the just punishment
-of his ill deeds, came into collision with a party of rough fellows,
-some of whom had once been his devoted followers in deeds of
-violence, who, turning upon him when he was down, seized and drowned
-him in the very same pond by the roadside in which he had himself
-been used to drown witches?'
-
-I shuddered.
-
-'Poor wretch!' I said. 'May God have prepared him for his end!'
-
-'And now,' said my visitor, 'we must look to thee.' For he perceived
-that his information about Sir Claudius had scarcely enlivened me.
-'We must look to thee,' he repeated. 'Thou hast had it a bit rough,'
-he added tenderly. 'Sometimes the storm of life gathers and breaks
-upon one all at once--but it spends itself--it spends itself,' he
-faltered and almost broke down, because for the first time I looked
-up and he saw my eyes, 'and then, for all the future,' he continued
-hurriedly, 'there is a great calm. God grant that it may be so with
-thee, my child!' and he laid his hand tenderly upon my poor spoilt
-head.
-
-Then I opened my heart to the good man, telling him all about my dear
-lady's execution, and that my true lover, Sir Hubert Blair, still lay
-in the Tower under sentence of death, adding that it was my dread,
-night and day, that they would take his life in the same way as that
-in which they had already taken my poor mistress's.
-
-'If they do I shall die,' I wailed. '_I cannot live! I cannot live
-if Hubert is beheaded too!_'
-
-Master Jack Fish looked very grave. He was thinking, as he
-afterwards told me, of the hundreds of rebels who were being
-condemned to death on all sides, and that the prisons were full, and
-even the poor men were packed into the churches, to await their turn
-to hang upon the gibbets set up by the roadsides and elsewhere. Sir
-Thomas Wyatt was to be beheaded on April 11, and it was not likely
-that Sir Hubert Blair, who had aided and abetted him in everything,
-would be set free.
-
-'There is only one person in the land who can do it,' he said at
-length. 'Queen Mary can pardon your lover, if she likes.'
-
-Queen Mary, the murderer, as she seemed to me, of her poor young
-relation, my dear mistress, and of many, many more. Was it likely
-that a heart so hard could be touched by another woman's woe? Was it
-possible that the hand which signed Lady Jane's death warrant would
-sign the pardon of a much more aggressive rebel at my request? Yet
-memory recalled to me a woman, unhappy, lying sleepless on her bed,
-to whom I sang, with the result that my singing touched her heart,
-arousing generosity and kindness. Could I possibly obtain the chance
-once more of singing to her, and then, haply, pleading, pleading as
-for my life and more than life, that she would spare my lover?
-
-I broke out into eager words, acquainting Master Fish with the manner
-in which I got into the Tower before to go to my dear lady, by
-singing to the queen, and then winning the boon from her; and he
-listened very feelingly, almost as much excited about the matter as I
-was. When I had told him all, he asked the name of the physician by
-whose means I had obtained access to the queen, and where he lived;
-and when I acquainted him with the fact that it was Dr. Massingbird,
-who had a surgery in the Strand, though he was frequently at Court,
-he left me in haste, saying that he would go to see what could be
-done.
-
-* * * * *
-
-They had taken me to the queen, in her palace at Westminster, by Her
-Majesty's command. She was not now sorrowfully lying on a sleepless
-bed, but sitting in state, in a magnificent reception-room, and
-surrounded by great Court ladies. I stood up before her to sing, and
-every one was silent, waiting to hear the sweet and thrilling sounds
-which were to proceed from my young lips: and I was bidden to begin,
-and asked what I was waiting for, and told not to be frightened, and
-encouraged, kindly enough at first, and then impatiently.
-
-For this terrible thing happened to me. I could not sing a note.
-Now, in the extremity of my need, when so much depended on my
-singing, though I opened my mouth, no sound proceeded from it. My
-voice had gone.
-
-'Sing!' commanded Queen Mary, in her deep voice. 'Begin at once.'
-
-I looked at her, at that awful woman who had killed my lady, and who
-was killing such large numbers of those who had rebelled against her,
-and less than ever could I sing; for a feeling of disgust and hatred
-was surging up within me, whilst my brain teemed with the reproaches
-I dared not utter, even if I could.
-
-'Massingbird'--the queen's voice seemed to come from a great distance
-now, as she spoke to the physician who took me to her--'what is the
-meaning of this? I allowed you to bring here the girl with the
-wonderful voice, who sang to me in the Tower, that time I suffered so
-much from sleeplessness, and you have brought this girl who cannot
-sing, and who cannot be the same girl as the lovely one who sang to
-me before.'
-
-'Madam, she is the same girl, I assure your Majesty,' said the Court
-physician in his courtliest tone.
-
-'She cannot be the same!' cried the queen angrily. 'This is no young
-girl with golden hair and a sweetly pretty rosebud face. This is a
-woman, with a sad, pale countenance, and--and white hair.'
-
-'It is sorrow,' said the physician gently, 'which has changed the
-pretty child into the grief-stricken woman, and a terrible anxiety
-and dread is even now crushing her heart and killing her.'
-
-'Killing her?' cried the queen incredulously.
-
-'Yes, killing her. Death has already laid his hand upon her
-hair--her pretty golden hair--bleaching it white, then, going
-downwards, he has taken her voice--we did not know that until she
-stood up here to sing----'
-
-'Pooh!' exclaimed Mary, still angrily. 'What stuff! She looks a
-peevish woman,' and, disgustedly, 'she cannot sing.'
-
-Then Dr. Massingbird's indignation overmastering his habitual
-caution, he exclaimed--
-
-'Can the caged lark sing? Can those whose "tears have been their
-meat day and night" sing? Can the broken heart burst forth into
-singing? Can the mourner sing for joy and gladness? This poor young
-lady,' he turned to me, laying a kind, fatherly hand upon my
-shoulder, 'this poor young lady has lost her best friend on the
-scaffold, and her lover, a lad of twenty-one, lies in the Tower under
-sentence of death. These things have bleached her hair and taken the
-colour from her face; moreover, as we have just discovered, they have
-robbed her of her voice.'
-
-'Is this true?' The queen's deep voice asked the question of me, but
-the effort of trying to answer it, of attempting to express some of
-the words of pleading for my lover and of beseeching for his life,
-was more than I could bear, and I fell down unconscious at Queen
-Mary's feet.
-
-* * * * *
-
-When I came to myself, the queen was holding a cup to my lips, and
-calling upon me at the same time to wake up and hear some joyful news.
-
-I opened my eyes and looked into her face incredulously. What joyful
-news could there be for me, who had parted company with joy long
-since? Sorrow I knew, and pain and disappointment, but not joy. It
-was so long since joy had visited me that I could scarcely believe in
-its possibility.
-
-'Come! Come! Try to rouse yourself,' said Dr. Massingbird. 'Her
-Majesty is going to be very good to you.'
-
-Then my lips moved.
-
-'No,' I said, 'do not deceive me. I could not even sing to her. I
-lost the opportunity which you were so good as to get for me,' and I
-sighed heavily, having hoped so much from it.
-
-Then Mary spoke.
-
-'Meg Brown,' she said, and the old assumed name startled me, 'I am
-going to give your lover, Sir Hubert Blair, a free pardon----'
-
-'What,' I interrupted, turning excitedly to the physician, 'what is
-her Majesty saying? _I cannot understand, I cannot understand!_' and
-I put my hand to my head.
-
-The physician explained that the queen was about to pardon my beloved.
-
-'Yes, that I am,' said Mary, quite good-naturedly. 'The rascal does
-not deserve it. But I do it for your sake, because I think you have
-suffered quite enough.'
-
-'And I have not even pleaded for him!' I said to myself, and must
-have spoken aloud, for the queen answered--
-
-'Your white hair and your sorrowful face, together with your good
-friend's words, have pleaded for your lover more eloquently than any
-singing could have done.'
-
-Then, gazing at me, she added--
-
-'Take her away, Dr. Massingbird; she is looking very ill. I will
-make out the proper papers and send them to Sir Thomas Brydges, who
-will do the rest. 'Margaret'--she spoke to me--'what you need now,
-to restore you to health, are happiness and country air. You must
-let Sir Hubert Blair take you home to your father's house near
-Brighthelmstone. (These last words disclosed the fact that Queen
-Mary knew who I was.)
-
-* * * * *
-
-Of the meeting with my dear one, when he came to me out of the Tower,
-I cannot adequately write--such times are not for strangers'
-eyes--the relief and joy of it are thrilling my heart even yet, after
-ten years, as they will no doubt for the whole of my remaining life.
-
-From the Tower Sir Hubert came to me in the poor lodgings in Fleet
-Street, and they were poor no longer; and praise and thanksgiving
-ascended from them to Almighty God, who had softened Queen Mary's
-heart and given back my lover from the jaws of death.
-
-We only remained in London until after the execution of that brave
-knight, Sir Thomas Wyatt, whom we were allowed to visit first, though
-unable to obtain any remission of his sentence. Sir Hubert witnessed
-his execution, and told me afterwards that nis manner to the last was
-brave and undaunted, and that, far from incriminating others, in
-order that he might gain favour for himself, as did some, he, being
-afraid that Princess Elizabeth might be implicated in his
-insurrection, proclaimed from the scaffold, before he suffered, that
-she and the Earl of Courtenay had nothing to do with it. His saying
-that so publicly, in all probability, saved Princess Elizabeth's
-life; as Queen Mary, incensed and alarmed for her own safety and the
-safety of her monarchy, was already planning her sister's doom.
-
-Sir William and Lady Caroline Wood, meanwhile, succeeded in escaping
-to Holland, the former having been too much mixed up with Wyatt's
-insurrection to hope for safety in a land reeking with the blood of
-those who had taken part in it.
-
-Hubert took me home to my father's house near Brighthelmstone, where
-I received a cordial welcome from him and Hal and Jack, and all the
-servants, amongst whom I found poor Betsy, who, being excluded from
-the Tower whilst I was with Lady Jane, and, being left without means,
-had trudged all the way to my father's house on foot, to beseech him
-to begin another insurrection by calling upon all Sussex to take up
-arms, and come to fetch me out of the Tower before I was burned alive
-and beheaded.
-
-'Betsy has led me such a life with her tongue,' said my father, 'that
-I have threatened to turn her out of the house many and many a time,
-but she would not go,' and he laughed, drew me to him, and kissed me.
-'I was very anxious about you, Margaret,' he said more gravely, 'and
-made many inquiries as to your welfare, but I could not deprive poor
-Lady Jane of your help and the solace of your presence at such a
-time.'
-
-'Nor did I wish to leave her,' I rejoined. 'Indeed, I could not have
-done so.'
-
-And then I took my dear Hubert to see Master Montgomery, who was
-mightily pleased with him, and told us that he had prayed for me
-every day since first I went to Isleworth, in the old church in which
-he ministered. He was immensely interested to hear of all that I had
-passed through, and the work that had been given me to do, and my
-love for my dear lady, of whose terrible fate he had only hitherto
-received a garbled and imperfect account. And, as I told him the sad
-story, lit up here and there with gleams of beauty from my lady's
-faith and hope, sitting safely there in his quaint study, between him
-and my dear knight, the whole history took shape in my mind, and I
-knew how I should best be able to tell it with pen, ink and paper.
-
-A few days after that we heard that Master Montgomery, together with
-other Protestant ministers, was to be turned out of his benefice; but
-before that happened he married me and Sir Hubert Blair in the old
-church, where my mother was buried, and where I had worshipped almost
-all my life.
-
-The living was then handed over to a Roman Catholic priest, and my
-father took his good old friend, Master Montgomery, into his own
-house, where he prayed and preached to the household, in our private
-chapel, besides instructing my brothers in Greek and Latin, and the
-way in which they should conduct themselves, and the Faith as it is
-revealed to us in the Testament of our Lord.
-
-My dear husband carried me off to his beautiful place, Harpton Hall,
-where I have found a most happy home with him, and where our good
-friend, Master Jack Fish, often visits us, bringing with him his
-estimable wife, who is no other than Mistress Ellen: for, after my
-departure from London, discovering that they were congenial souls,
-and she being in great need of a protector, and his chivalrous nature
-requiring some one to protect, they agreed to marry. Saul, who is
-Master Fish's servant, usually accompanies them, and always looks for
-a little kindly notice from me, and a few words, showing that I have
-not forgotten how he helped me in the past, when I was in danger of
-what was for me far worse than death.
-
-Here, too, my brothers, Jack and Hal, now bearded men, delight to
-come. For the shooting, or the fishing, or the hunting, they say,
-though I know that they like to see their sister incidentally, and
-her husband too, whom they admire greatly.
-
-And here I have, at length, after long years, completed the task
-given to me by my dear lady, in memory of whom I have named our
-little daughter Jane, whilst our boy, our only son, we called Tom,
-after Sir Thomas Wyatt, in the hope that he may grow as brave and
-heroic as the knight in, we trust, a far happier cause.
-
-The sun is sinking in the west as I lay down my pen, and the shadows
-fall across the old stone sundial on the lawn, around which Sir
-Hubert has had inscribed, in letters of gold--
-
-
-'Hold to the Road that leads Above; and Justice with Prudence by all
-means pursue.'
-
-
-And I think that I hear again the sweet tones of my lady's voice
-saying--
-
-'It is like our dear Lord's teaching, though it was uttered more than
-four centuries before He came to live as a Man upon earth.'
-
-And those other words, spoken long afterwards--
-
-'A Greater than Plato said, "Be thou faithful unto death, and I will
-give thee a Crown of Life." That is the best Crown, Margery.'
-
-
-
-THE END
-
-
-
-
-EPILOGUE
-
-My task is done--not brilliantly, not at all brilliantly, but to the
-best of my poor ability, and I turn away from the thought of this
-world's little criticisms, which may assail and rend my work, to the
-consideration of how it looks in my own eyes, how it would look in
-the serious eyes of Lady Jane, if she surveyed it all as searchingly
-as she studied her beloved Plato; and lastly, and most importantly,
-how it may appear in the eyes of our Heavenly Father.
-
-And first, as to myself, I have sighed, smiled, and then again wept
-over these pages, as in them I relived through the exciting, tragic
-happenings of the year of my life which changed me from a thoughtless
-child into an extremely earnest-hearted woman, and I think, as the
-record has taken such deep hold of me, it will also impress others,
-and know that it will do so in proportion to the greatness of their
-souls. For little souls find only small things everywhere, whilst
-big ones, like my Lady Jane's, find things so great and glorious as
-to lift them over life's petty details into the vast, wide prospects
-of the children of God, who see from the Delectable Mountains
-straight into the Heart of the Kingdom.
-
-As to the way in which Lady Jane would regard this book were she
-looking at it, I have no fear. She would see that I have in every
-respect endeavoured to fulfil her wish that I should represent facts
-as I saw them, and not as they appeared to be to others.
-
-And with regard to the aspect my poor little work has in the eyes of
-our Heavenly Father, it is impossible to know. I can only pray Him
-to mercifully grant that what is false and unworthy in this narrative
-may be forgotten, whilst what is good, true and beautiful, may sink
-deeply into the hearts of its hearers, and always, always be
-remembered as long as life shall last.
-
-MARGARET BROWN.
-
-
-
-
-
-
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