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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK, POEMS OF SENTIMENT ***
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-Transcribed from the 1919 Gay and Hancock edition by David Price,
-email ccx074@coventry.ac.uk
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-POEMS OF SENTIMENT
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-Contents:
- Double Carnations
- Never Mind
- Two Women
- It All Will Come Out Right
- A Warning
- Shrines
- The Watcher
- Swimming Song
- The Law
- Love, Time, and Will
- The Two Ages
- Couleur de Rose
- Last Love
- Life's Track
- An Ode to Time
- Regret and Remorse
- Easter Morn
- Blind
- The Yellow-covered Almanac
- The Little White Hearse
- Realisation
- Success
- The Lady and the Dame
- Heaven and Hell
- Love's Supremacy
- The Eternal Will
- Insight
- A Woman's Love
- The Paean of Peace
- "Has Been"
- Duty's Path
- March
- The End of the Summer
- Sun Shadows
- "He that Looketh"
- An Erring Woman's Love
- A Song of Republics
- Memorial Day--1892
- When baby Souls Sail Out
- To Another Woman's Baby
- Diamonds
- Rubies
- Sapphires
- Turquoise
- Reform
- A Minor Chord
- Death's Protest
- September
- Wail of an Old-timer
- Was, Is, and Yet-to-be
- Mistakes
- Dual
- The All-creative Spark
- Be not Content
- Action
- Two Roses
- Satiety
- A Solar Eclipse
- A Suggestion
- The Depths
- Life's Opera
- The Salt Sea-wind
- New Year
- Concentration
- Thoughts
- Luck
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-DOUBLE CARNATIONS
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- A wild Pink nestled in a garden bed,
-A rich Carnation flourished high above her,
- One day he chanced to see her pretty head
-And leaned and looked again, and grew to love her.
-
- The Moss (her humble mother) saw with fear
-The ardent glances of the princely stranger;
- With many an anxious thought and dewy tear
-She sought to hide her darling from this danger.
-
- The gardener-guardian of this noble bud
-A cruel trellis interposed between them.
- No common Pink should mate with royal blood,
-He said, and sought in every way to wean them.
-
- The poor Pink pined and faded day by day:
-Her restless lover from his prison bower
- Called in a priestly bee who passed that way,
-And sent a message to the sorrowing flower.
-
- The fainting Pink wept as the bee drew near,
-Droning his prayers, and begged him to confess her.
- Her weary mother, over-taxed by fear,
-Slept, while the priest leaned low to shrive and bless her.
-
- But lo! ere long the tale went creeping out,
-The rich Carnation and the Pink were married!
- The cunning bee had brought the thing about
-While Mamma Moss in Slumber's arms had tarried.
-
- And proud descendants of that loving pair,
-The offspring of that true and ardent passion,
- Are famous for their beauty everywhere,
-And leaders in the floral world of fashion.
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-NEVER MIND
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-Whatever your work and whatever its worth,
- No matter how strong or clever,
-Some one will sneer if you pause to hear,
- And scoff at your best endeavour.
-For the target art has a broad expanse,
- And wherever you chance to hit it,
-Though close be your aim to the bull's-eye fame,
- There are those who will never admit it.
-
-Though the house applauds while the artist plays,
- And a smiling world adores him,
-Somebody is there with an ennuied air
- To say that the acting bores him.
-For the tower of art has a lofty spire,
- With many a stair and landing,
-And those who climb seem small oft-time
- To one at the bottom standing.
-
-So work along in your chosen niche
- With a steady purpose to nerve you;
-Let nothing men say who pass your way
- Relax your courage or swerve you.
-The idle will flock by the Temple of Art
- For just the pleasure of gazing;
-But climb to the top and do not stop,
- Though they may not all be praising.
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-TWO WOMEN
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-I know two women, and one is chaste
-And cold as the snows on a winter waste,
-Stainless ever in act and thought
-(As a man, born dumb, in speech errs not).
-But she has malice toward her kind,
-A cruel tongue and a jealous mind.
-Void of pity and full of greed,
-She judges the world by her narrow creed;
-A brewer of quarrels, a breeder of hate,
-Yet she holds the key to "Society's" Gate.
-
-The other woman, with heart of flame,
-Went mad for a love that marred her name:
-And out of the grave of her murdered faith
-She rose like a soul that has passed through death.
-Her aims are noble, her pity so broad,
-It covers the world like the mercy of God.
-A soother of discord, a healer of woes,
-Peace follows her footsteps wherever she goes.
-The worthier life of the two, no doubt,
-And yet "Society" locks her out.
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-IT ALL WILL COME OUT RIGHT
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-Whatever is a cruel wrong,
- Whatever is unjust,
-The honest years that speed along
- Will trample in the dust.
-In restless youth I railed at fate
- With all my puny might,
-But now I know if I but wait
- It all will come out right.
-
-Though Vice may don the judge's gown
- And play the censor's part,
-And Fact be cowed by Falsehood's frown
- And Nature ruled by art;
-Though Labour toils through blinding tears
- And idle Wealth is might,
-I know the honest, earnest years
- Will bring it all out right.
-
-Though poor and loveless creeds may pass
- For pure religion's gold;
-Though ignorance may rule the mass
- While truth meets glances cold,
-I know a law complete, sublime,
- Controls us with its might,
-And in God's own appointed time
- It all will come out right.
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-A WARNING
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-There was a flame, oh! such a tiny flame -
- One fleeting hour had spanned its birth and death,
- But for a silly child with playful breath
-Who fanned it into fury. It became
-A mighty conflagration. Ah, the cost!
-House, home, and thoughtless child alike were lost.
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-Lady beware. Fan not the harmless glow
- Of admiration into ardent love,
- Lean not with red curled smiling lips above
-The flickering spark of sinless flame, and blow,
-Lest in the sudden waking of desire
-Thou, like the child, shalt perish in the fire.
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-SHRINES
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-About a holy shrine or sacred place,
- Where many hearts have bowed in earnest prayer,
-The loveliest spirits congregate from space,
- And bring their sweet, uplifting influence there.
-
-If in your chamber you pray oft and well,
- Soon will these angel-messengers arrive
-And make their home with you, and where they dwell
- All worthy toil and purposes shall thrive.
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-I know a humble, plainly furnished room,
- So thronged with presences serene and bright,
-The heaviest heart therein forgets its gloom
- As in some gorgeous temple filled with light.
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-Those heavenly spirits, beauteous and divine,
- Live only in an atmosphere of prayer;
-Make for yourself a sacred, fervent shrine,
- And you will find them swiftly flocking there.
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-THE WATCHER
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-She gave her soul and body for a carriage,
- And livened lackey with a vacant grin,
-And all the rest--house, lands--and called it marriage:
- The bargain made, a husband was thrown in.
-
-And now, despite her luxury, she's faded,
- Gone is the bloom that was so fresh and bright;
-She has the dark-rimmed eye, the countenance jaded,
- Of one who watches with the sick at night.
-
-Ah, heaven, she does! her sick heart, sick and dying,
- Beyond the aid of human skill to save,
-In that cold room her breast is hourly lying,
- And her grim thoughts crowd near to dig its grave.
-
-And yet it lingers, suffering and wailing,
- As sick hearts will that feed upon despair,
-And that lone watcher, unrelieved, is paling
- With vigils that no pitying soul can share.
-
-Ah, lady! it is hardly what you thought it,
- This life of luxury and social power;
-You gave yourself as principal, and bought it,
- But God extracts the interest hour by hour.
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-SWIMMING SONG
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- I am coming, coming to thee,
- My strong-armed lover, the Sea!
-On thy great broad breast I will lie and rest,
- And thou shalt talk to me.
-
- I have come to thee, all unsought,
- I have stolen an hour from thought,
-And peace and power thou canst give in that hour,
- Which thy rival Earth gives not.
-
- Alone here, under the sky,
- And the whole world drifting by!
-Thy breast of brine thrills close to mine,
- While the cloudless sun sails high.
-
- I fly, but thou givest chase -
- Thy kisses are on my face!
-Be bold and free as thou wilt, O Sea,
- There is life in thy close embrace.
-
- Throat and cheek and tress
- Are damp where thy salt lips press!
-There is strength and bliss in thy daring kiss,
- And joy in thy bold caress.
-
- And what is the Earth to me!
- I have left it all, O Sea!
-With its dust and soil and strife and toil,
- For one glad hour with thee.
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-THE LAW
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-The sun may be clouded, yet ever the sun
-Will sweep on its course till the cycle is run.
-And when into chaos the systems are hurled,
-Again shall the Builder reshape a new world.
-
-Your path may be clouded, uncertain your goal;
-Move on, for the orbit is fixed for your soul.
-And though it may lead into darkness of night,
-The torch of the Builder shall give it new light.
-
-You were, and you will be: know this while you are.
-Your spirit has travelled both long and afar.
-It came from the Source, to the Source it returns;
-The spark that was lighted, eternally burns.
-
-It slept in the jewel, it leaped in the wave,
-It roamed in the forest, it rose in the grave,
-It took on strange garbs for long aeons of years,
-And now in the soul of yourself it appears.
-
-From body to body your spirit speeds on;
-It seeks a new form when the old one is gone;
-And the form that it finds is the fabric you wrought
-On the loom of the mind, with the fibre of thought.
-
-As dew is drawn upward, in rain to descend,
-Your thoughts drift away and in destiny blend.
-You cannot escape them; or petty, or great,
-Or evil, or noble, they fashion your fate.
-
-Somewhere on some planet, sometime and somehow,
-Your life will reflect all the thoughts of your now.
-The law is unerring; no blood can atone;
-The structure you rear you must live in alone.
-
-From cycle to cycle, through time and through space,
-Your lives with your longings will ever keep pace.
-And all that you ask for, and all you desire,
-Must come at your bidding, as flames out of fire.
-
-Once list to that voice and all tumult is done,
-Your life is the life of the Infinite One;
-In the hurrying race you are conscious of pause,
-With love for the purpose and love for the cause.
-
-You are your own devil, you are your own God,
-You fashioned the paths that your footsteps have trod,
-And no one can save you from error or sin,
-Until you shall hark to the Spirit within.
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-LOVE, TIME, AND WILL
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-A soul immortal, Time, God everywhere,
-Without, within--how can a heart despair,
-Or talk of failure, obstacles, and doubt?
-(What proofs of God? The little seeds that sprout,
-Life, and the solar system, and their laws.
-Nature? Ah, yes; but what was Nature's cause?)
-
-All mighty words are short: God, life, and death,
-War, peace, and truth, are uttered in a breath.
-And briefly said are love, and will, and time;
-Yet in them lies a majesty sublime.
-
-Love is the vast constructive power of space;
-Time is the hour which calls it into place;
-Will is the means of using time and love,
-And bringing forth the heart's desires thereof.
-
-The way is love, the time is now, and will
-The patient method. Let this knowledge fill
-Thy consciousness, and fate and circumstance,
-Environment, and all the ills of chance
-Must yield before the concentrated might
-Of those three words, as shadows yield to light.
-
-Go, charge thyself with love; be infinite
-And opulent with thy large use of it:
-'Tis from free sowing that full harvest springs;
-Love God and life and all created things.
-
-Learn time's great value; to this mandate bow,
-The hour of opportunity is Now,
-And from thy will, as from a well-strung bow,
-Let the swift arrows of thy wishes go.
-Though sent into the distance and the dark,
-The dawn shall prove thy arrows hit the mark.
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-THE TWO AGES
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-On great cathedral window I have seen
-A summer sunset swoon and sink away,
-Lost in the splendours of immortal art.
-Angels and saints and all the heavenly hosts,
-With smiles undimmed by half a thousand years,
-From wall and niche have met my lifted gaze.
-Sculpture and carving and illumined page,
-And the fair, lofty dreams of architects,
-That speak of beauty to the centuries -
-All these have fed me with divine repasts.
-Yet in my mouth is left a bitter taste,
-The taste of blood that stained that age of art.
-
-Those glorious windows shine upon the black
-And hideous structure of the guillotine;
-Beside the haloed countenance of saints
-There hangs the multiple and knotted lash.
-The Christ of love, benign and beautiful,
-Looks at the torture-rack, by hate conceived
-And bigotry sustained. The prison cell,
-With blood-stained walls, where starving men went mad,
-Lies under turrets matchless in their grace.
-
-God, what an age! How was it that You let
-Colossal genius and colossal crime
-Walk for a hundred years across the earth,
-Like giant twins? How was it then that men,
-Conceiving such vast beauty for the world,
-And such large hopes of heaven, could entertain
-Such hellish projects for their fellow-men?
-How could the hand that, with consummate skill
-And loving patience, limned the luminous page,
-Drop pen and brush, and seize the branding-rod,
-To scourge a brother for his differing faith?
-
-Not great this age in beauty or in art;
-Nothing is wrought to-day that shall endure,
-For earth's adornment, through long centuries
-Not ours the fervid worship of a God
-That wastes its splendid opulence on glass,
-Leaving but hate, to give it mortal kin.
-Yet great this age: its mighty work is man
-Knowing himself, the universal life.
-And great our faith, which shows itself in works
-For human freedom and for racial good.
-The true religion lies in being kind.
-No age is greater than its faith is broad.
-Through liberty and love men climb to God.
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-COULEUR DE ROSE
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-
-I want more lives in which to love
- This world so full of beauty,
-I want more days to use the ways
- I know of doing duty;
-I ask no greater joy than this
- (So much I am life's lover),
-When I reach age to turn the page
- And read the story over.
- (O love, stay near!)
-
-O rapturous promise of the Spring!
- O June fulfilling after!
-If Autumns sigh, when Summers die,
- 'Tis drowned in Winter's laughter.
-O maiden dawns, O wifely noons,
- O siren sweet, sweet nights,
-I'd want no heaven could earth be given
- Again with its delights
- (If love stayed near).
-
-There are such glories for the eye,
- Such pleasures for the ear,
-The senses reel with all they feel
- And see and taste and hear;
-There are such ways of doing good,
- Such ways of being kind,
-And bread that's cast on waters fast
- Comes home again, I find.
- (O love, stay near.)
-
-There are such royal souls to know,
- There is so much to learn,
-While secrets rest in Nature's breast
- And unnamed stars still burn.
-God toiled six days to make this earth,
- I think the good folks say -
-Six lives we need to give full meed
- Of praise--one for each day
- (If love stay near).
-
-But oh! if love fled far away,
- Or veiled his face from me,
-One life too much, why then were such
- A life as this would be.
-With sullen May and blighted June,
- Blurred dawn and haggard night,
-This dear old world in space were hurled
- If love lent not his light.
- (O love, stay near!)
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-LAST LOVE
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-The first flower of the spring is not so fair
-Or bright as one the ripe midsummer brings.
-The first faint note the forest warbler sings
-Is not as rich with feeling, or so rare
-As when, full master of his art, the air
-Drowns in the liquid sea of song he flings
-Like silver spray from beak, and breast, and wings.
-The artist's earliest effort, wrought with care,
-The bard's first ballad, written in his tears,
-Set by his later toil, seems poor and tame,
-And into nothing dwindles at the test.
-So with the passions of maturer years.
-Let those who will demand the first fond flame,
-Give me the heart's LAST LOVE, for that is best.
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-LIFE'S TRACK
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-
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-This game of life is a dangerous play,
-Each human soul must watch alway,
- From the first to the very last.
-I care not however strong and pure -
-Let no man say he is perfectly sure
- The dangerous reefs are past.
-
-For many a rock may lurk near by,
-That never is seen when the tide is high -
- Let no man dare to boast,
-When the hand is full of trumps--beware,
-For that is the time when thought and care
- And nerve are needed most.
-
-As the oldest jockey knows to his cost,
-Full many a well-run race is lost
- A brief half length from the wire.
-And many a soul that has fought with sin,
-And gained each battle, at last gives in
- To sudden, fierce desire.
-
-And vain seems the effort of spur and whip,
-Or the hoarse, hot cry of the pallid lip,
- When once we have fallen back.
-It is better to keep on stirrup and rein,
-The steady poise and the careful strain,
- In speeding along Life's track.
-
-A watchful eye and a strong, true hand
-Will carry us under the Judge's stand,
- If prayer, too, does its part;
-And little by little the struggling soul
-Will grow and strengthen and gain control
- Over the passionate heart.
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-AN ODE TO TIME
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-
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-Ho! sportsman Time, whose chargers fleet
- The moments, madly driven,
-Beat in the dust beneath their feet
- Sweet hopes that years have given;
-Turn, turn aside those reckless steeds,
- Oh! do not urge them my way;
-There's nothing that Time wants or needs
- In this contented by-way.
-
-You have down-trodden, in your race,
- So much that proves your power,
-Why not avoid my humble place?
- Why rob me of my dower?
-With your vast cellars, cavern deep,
- Packed tier on tier with treasures,
-You would not miss them should I KEEP
- My little store of pleasures.
-
-As one who, frightened, flying, flings
- Her riches down at random,
-Your course is paved with precious things
- Life casts before your tandem:
-The warrior's fame, the conqueror's crown,
- Great creeds for ages cherished,
-Beneath your chariot-wheels were thrown,
- And, crushed to earth, they perished.
-
-Although to just and generous deeds
- Your heart is not a stranger,
-I have the feeling that one needs
- To guard his wealth from danger.
-And though a most heroic light
- Oft on your pathway lingers,
-I'd hide my treasures, if I might,
- From contact with your fingers.
-
-You are the loyal friend of Truth,
- Go seek her, make her stronger,
-And leave the remnant of my youth
- To me a little longer.
-There's work enough for you before
- Eternity shall wed you:
-Why stoop to steal my simple store?
- Why make me shun and dread you?
-
-You do not need my joys, I say,
- Home, love, and friends united -
-I beg you turn and go the way
- Where wrong waits to be righted;
-Or pause, and let us chat a while:
- I'll listen--not too near you,
-For oh! no matter how you smile,
- I fear you, Time, I fear you!
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-REGRET AND REMORSE
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-Regret with streaming eyes doth seem alway
-A maiden widowed on her wedding day.
-
-While dark Remorse, with eyes too sad for tears,
-A crushed, desponding Magdalene appears.
-
-One, with a hungering heart unsatisfied,
-Mourns for imagined joys that were denied.
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-The other, pierced by recollected sin,
-Broods o'er the scars of pleasures that have been.
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-EASTER MORN
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-A truth that has long lain buried
- At Superstition's door,
-I see, in the dawn uprising
- In all its strength once more.
-
-Hidden away in the darkness,
- By Ignorance crucified,
-Crushed under stones of dogmas -
- Yet lo! it has not died.
-
-It stands in the light transfigured,
- It speaks from the heights above,
-"EACH SOUL IS ITS OWN REDEEMER;
- THERE IS NO LAW BUT LOVE."
-
-And the spirits of men are gladdened
- As they welcome this Truth re-born
-With its feet on the grave of Error
- And its eyes to the Easter Morn.
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-BLIND
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-Whatever a man may think or feel
- He can tell to the world and it hears aright;
-But it bids the woman conceal, conceal,
- And woe to the thoughts that at last ignite.
-She may serve up gossip or dwell on fashion,
- Or play the critic with speech unkind,
-But alas for the woman who speaks with passion!
- For the world is blind--for the world is blind.
-
-It is woman who sits with her starved desire,
- And drinks to sorrow in cups of tears;
-She reads by the light of her soul on fire
- The secrets of love through lonely years:
-But out of all she has felt or heard
- Or read by the glow of her soul's white flame,
-If she dare but utter aloud one word -
- How the world cries shame!--how the world cries shame!
-
-It cannot distinguish between the glow
- Of a gleaming star, in the sky of gold,
-Or a spent cigar in the dust below -
- 'Twixt unclad Eve or a wanton bold;
-And ever if woman speaks what she feels
- (And feels consistent with God's great plan)
-It has cast her under its juggernaut wheels,
- Since the world began--since the world began.
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-THE YELLOW-COVERED ALMANAC
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-
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-I left the farm when mother died and changed my place of dwelling
- To daughter Susie's stylish house right on the city street:
-And there was them before I came that sort of scared me, telling
- How I would find the town folks' ways so difficult to meet;
-They said I'd have no comfort in the rustling, fixed-up throng,
- And I'd have to wear stiff collars every week-day, right along.
-
-I find I take to city ways just like a duck to water;
- I like the racket and the noise and never tire of shows;
-And there's no end of comfort in the mansion of my daughter,
- And everything is right at hand and money freely flows;
-And hired help is all about, just listenin' to my call -
- But I miss the yellow almanac off my old kitchen wall.
-
-The house is full of calendars from attic to the cellar,
- They're painted in all colours and are fancy like to see,
-But in this one particular I'm not a modern feller,
- And the yellow-coloured almanac is good enough for me.
-I'm used to it, I've seen it round from boyhood to old age,
- And I rather like the jokin' at the bottom of the cage.
-
-I like the way its "S" stood out to show the week's beginning,
- (In these new-fangled calendars the days seem sort of mixed),
-And the man upon the cover, though he wa'n't exactly winnin',
- With lungs and liver all exposed, still showed how we are fixed;
-And the letters and credentials that was writ to Mr. Ayer
- I've often on a rainy day found readin' pretty fair.
-
-I tried to buy one recently; there wa'n't none in the city!
- They toted out great calendars, in every shape and style.
-I looked at 'em in cold disdain, and answered 'em in pity -
- "I'd rather have my almanac than all that costly pile."
-And though I take to city life, I'm lonesome after all
- For that old yellow almanac upon my kitchen wall.
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-THE LITTLE WHITE HEARSE
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-Somebody's baby was buried to-day -
- The empty white hearse from the grave rumbled back,
-And the morning somehow seemed less smiling and gay
-As I paused on the walk while it crossed on its way,
- And a shadow seemed drawn o'er the sun's golden tract.
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-Somebody's baby was laid out to rest,
- White as a snowdrop, and fair to behold,
-And the soft little hands were crossed over the breast,
-And those hands and the lips and the eyelids were pressed
- With kisses as hot as the eyelids were cold.
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-Somebody saw it go out of her sight,
- Under the coffin lid--out through the door;
-Somebody finds only darkness and blight
-All through the glory of summer-sun light;
- Somebody's baby will waken no more.
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-Somebody's sorrow is making me weep:
- I know not her name, hut I echo her cry,
-For the dearly bought baby she longed so to keep,
-The baby that rode to its long-lasting sleep
- In the little white hearse that went rumbling by.
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-I know not her name, but her sorrow I know;
- While I paused on the crossing I lived it once more,
-And back to my heart surged that river of woe
-That but in the breast of a mother can flow;
- For the little white hearse has been, too, at MY door.
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-REALISATION
-(At the Old Homestead)
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-I tread the paths of earlier times
-Where all my steps were set to rhymes.
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-I gaze on scenes I used to see
-When dreaming of a vague To be.
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-I walk in ways made bright of old
-By hopes youth-limned in hues of gold.
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-But lo! those hopes of future bliss
-Seem dull beside the joy that IS.
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-My noonday skies are far more bright
-Than those dreamed of in morning's light,
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-And life gives me more joys to hold
-Than all it promised me of old.
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-SUCCESS
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-As we gaze up life's slope, as we gaze
- In the morn, ere the dewdrops are dry,
-What splendour hangs over the ways,
- What glory gleams there in the sky,
- What pleasures seem waiting us, high
-On the peak of that beauteous slope,
-What rainbow-hued colours of hope,
- As we gaze!
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-As we climb up the hill, as we climb,
- Our hearts, our illusions, are rent:
-For Fate, who is spouse of old Time,
- Is jealous of youth and content.
- With brows that are brooding and bent
-She shadows our sunlight of gold,
-And the way grows lonely and cold
- As we climb.
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-As we toil on, through trouble and pain,
- There are hands that will shelter and feed;
-But once let us dare to ATTAIN -
- They will bruise our bare hearts till they bleed.
- 'Tis the worst of all crimes to succeed,
-Know this as ye feast on a crust,
-Know this in the darkness and dust,
- Ye who climb.
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-As we stand on the heights of success,
- Lo! success seems as sad as defeat!
-Through the lives we may succour and bless
- Alone may its litter turn sweet!
- And the world lying there at our feet,
-With its cavilling praise and its sneer,
-We must pity, condone, but not hear,
- Where we stand.
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-As we live on those heights, we must live
- With the courage and pride of a god;
-For the world, it has nothing to give
- But the scourge of the lash and the rod.
- Our thoughts must be noble and broad,
-Our purpose must challenge men's gaze,
-While we seek not their blame or their praise
- As we live.
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-THE LADY AND THE DAME
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-So, thou hast the art, good dame, thou swearest,
- To keep Time's perishing touch at bay
-From the roseate splendour of the cheek so tender,
- And the silver threads from the gold away.
-And the tell-tale years that have hurried by us
- Shall tip-toe back, and, with kind good-will,
-They shall take the traces from off our faces,
- If we will trust to thy magic skill.
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-Thou speakest fairly; but if I listen
- And buy thy secret, and prove its truth,
-Hast thou the potion and magic lotion
- To give me also the HEART of youth?
-With the cheek of rose and the eye of beauty,
- And the lustrous looks of life's lost prime,
-Wilt thou bring thronging each hope and longing
- That made the glory of that dead Time?
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-When the sap in the trees sets young buds bursting,
- And the song of the birds fills the air like spray,
-Will rivers of feeling come once more stealing
- From the beautiful hills of the far-away?
-Wilt thou demolish the tower of reason,
- And fling for ever down into the dust
-The caution time brought me, the lessons life taught me,
- And put in their places my old sweet trust?
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-If Time's foot-print from my brow is driven,
- Canst thou, too, take with thy subtle powers
-The burden of thinking, and let me go drinking
- The careless pleasures of youth's bright hours?
-If silver threads from my tresses vanish,
- If a glow once more in my pale cheek gleams,
-Wilt thou slay duty and give back the beauty
- Of days untroubled by aught but dreams?
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-When the soft fair arms of the siren Summer
- Encircle the earth in their languorous fold,
-Will vast, deep oceans of sweet emotions
- Surge through my veins as they surged of old?
-Canst thou bring back from a day long-vanished
- The leaping pulse and the boundless aim?
-I will pay thee double, for all thy trouble,
- If thou wilt restore all these, good dame.
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-HEAVEN AND HELL
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-While forced to dwell apart from thy dear face,
- Love, robed like sorrow, led me by the hand
- And taught my doubting heart to understand
-That which has puzzled all the human race.
-Full many a sage has questioned where in space
- Those counter worlds were? where the mystic strand
- That separates them? I have found each land,
-And Hell is vast, and Heaven a narrow space.
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-In the small compass of thy clasping arms,
- In reach and sight of thy dear lips and eyes,
- There, there for me the joy of Heaven lies.
-Outside, lo! chaos, terrors' wild alarms,
-And all the desolation fierce and fell
-Of void and aching nothingness, makes Hell.
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-LOVE'S SUPREMACY
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-As yon great Sun in his supreme condition
- Absorbs small worlds and makes them all his own,
-So does my love absorb each vain ambition,
- Each outside purpose which my life has known.
-Stars cannot shine so near that vast orb'd splendour;
- They are content to feed his flames of fire:
-And so my heart is satisfied to render
- Its strength, its all, to meet thy strong desire.
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-As in a forest when dead leaves are falling
- From all save some perennial green tree,
-So one by one I find all pleasures palling
- That are not linked with or enjoyed by thee.
-And all the homage that the world may proffer,
- I take as perfumed oils or incense sweet,
-And think of it as one thing more to offer,
- And sacrifice to Love, at thy dear feet.
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-I love myself because thou art my lover,
- My name seems dear since uttered by thy voice;
-Yet, argus-eyed, I watch and would discover
- Each blemish in the object of thy choice.
-I coldly sit in judgment on each error,
- To my soul's gaze I hold each fault of me,
-Until my pride is lost in abject terror,
- Lest I become inadequate to thee.
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-Like some swift-rushing and sea-seeking river,
- Which gathers force the farther on it goes,
-So does the current of my love forever
- Find added strength and beauty as it flows.
-The more I give, the more remains for giving,
- The more receive, the more remains to win.
-Ah! only in eternities of living
- Will life be long enough to love thee in.
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-THE ETERNAL WILL
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-There is no thing we cannot overcome
- Say not thy evil instinct is inherited,
-Or that some trait inborn makes thy whole life forlorn,
- And calls down punishment that is not merited.
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-Back of thy parents and grandparents lies
- The Great Eternal Will. That, too, is thine
- Inheritance; strong, beautiful, divine,
-Sure lever of success for one who tries.
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-Pry up thy faults with this great lever, Will.
- However deeply bedded in propensity,
-However firmly set, I tell thee firmer yet
- Is that vast power that comes from Truth's immensity.
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-Thou art a part of that strange world, I say.
- Its forces lie within thee, stronger far
- Than all thy mortal sins and frailties are,
-Believe thyself divine, and watch, and pray.
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-There is no noble height thou canst not climb.
- All triumphs may be thine in Time's futurity,
-If whatso'er thy fault, thou dost not faint or halt,
- But lean upon the staff of God's security.
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-Earth has no claim the soul can not contest.
- Know thyself part of that Eternal Source,
- And naught can stand before thy spirit's force.
-The soul's divine inheritance is best.
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-INSIGHT
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-On the river of life, as I float along,
- I see with the spirit's sight
-That many a nauseous weed of wrong
- Has root in a seed of right.
-For evil is good that has gone astray,
- And sorrow is only blindness,
-And the world is always under the sway
- Of a changeless law of kindness.
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-The commonest error a truth can make
- Is shouting its sweet voice hoarse,
-And sin is only the soul's mistake
- In misdirecting its force.
-And love, the fairest of all fair things
- That ever to man descended,
-Grows rank with nettles and poisonous things
- Unless it is watched and tended.
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-There could not be anything better than this
- Old world in the way it began;
-And though some matters have gone amiss
- From the great original plan,
-And however dark the skies may appear,
- And however souls may blunder,
-I tell you it all will work out clear,
- For good lies over and under.
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-A WOMAN'S LOVE
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-So vast the tide of love within me surging,
- It overflows like some stupendous sea,
- The confines of the Present and To-be;
-And 'gainst the Past's high wall I feel it urging,
- As it would cry, "Thou, too, shalt yield to me!"
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-All other loves my supreme love embodies;
- I would be she on whose soft bosom nursed
- Thy clinging infant lips to quench their thirst;
-She who trod close to hidden worlds where God is,
- That she might have, and hold, and see thee first.
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-I would be she who stirred the vague, fond fancies
- Of thy still childish heart; who through bright days
- Went sporting with thee in the old-time plays,
-And caught the sunlight of thy boyish glances
- In half-forgotten and long-buried Mays.
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-Forth to the end, and back to the beginning,
- My love would send its inundating tide,
- Wherein all landmarks of thy past should hide.
-If thy life's lesson MUST be learned through sinning,
- My grieving virtue would become thy guide.
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-For I would share the burden of thy errors,
- So when the sun of our brief life had set,
- If thou didst walk in darkness and regret,
-E'en in that shadowy world of nameless terrors,
- My soul and thine should be companions yet.
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-And I would cross with thee those troubled oceans
- Of dark remorse whose waters are despair:
- All things my jealous, reckless love would dare,
-So that thou mightst not recollect emotions
- In which it did not have a part and share.
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-There is no limit to my love's full measure,
- It's spirit-gold is shaped by earth's alloy;
- I would be friend and mother, mate and toy,
-I'd have thee look to me for every pleasure,
- And in me find all memories of joy.
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-Yet though I love thee in such selfish fashion,
- I would wait on thee, sitting at thy feet,
- And serving thee, if thou didst deem it meet.
-And couldst thou give me one fond hour of passion,
- I'd take that hour and call my life complete.
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-THE PAEAN OF PEACE
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-With ever some wrong to be righting,
- With self ever seeking for place,
-The world has been striving and fighting
- Since man was evolved out of space.
-Bold history into dark regions
- His torchlight has fearlessly cast,
-He shows us tribes warring in legions,
- In jungles of ages long passed.
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-Religion, forgetting her station,
- Forgetting her birthright from God,
-Set nation to warring with nation
- And scattered dissension abroad.
-Dear creeds have made men kill each other,
- Fair faith has bred hate and despair,
-And brother has battled with brother
- Because of a difference in prayer.
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-But earth has grown wiser and kinder,
- For man is evolving a soul:
-From wars of an age that was blinder,
- We rise to a peace-girdled goal.
-Where once men would murder in treason
- And slaughter each other in hordes,
-They now meet together and reason,
- With thoughts for their weapons, not swords.
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-The brute in humanity dwindles
- And lessens as time speeds along,
-And the spark of Divinity kindles
- And blazes up brightly and strong.
-The seer can behold in the distance
- The race that shall people the world -
-Strong men of a godlike existence
- Unarmed, and with war banners furled.
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-No longer the bloodthirsty savage
- Man's vast spirit strength shall unfold;
-And tales of red warfare and ravage
- Shall seem like ghost stories of old.
-For the booming of guns and the rattle
- Of carnage and conflict shall cease,
-And the bugle-call, leading to battle,
- Shall change to a paean of peace.
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-"HAS BEEN"
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-That melancholy phrase "It might have been,"
- However sad, doth in its heart enfold
- A hidden germ of promise! for I hold
-WHATEVER MIGHT HAVE BEEN SHALL BE.
- Though in
-Some other realm and life, the soul must win
- The goal that erst was possible. But cold
- And cruel as the sound of frozen mould
-Dropped on a coffin, are the words "Has been."
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-"She has been beautiful"--"he has been great,"
- "Rome has been powerful," we sigh and say.
- It is the pitying crust we toss decay,
-The dirge we breathe o'er some degenerate state,
-An epitaph for fame's unburied dead.
-God pity those who live to hear it said!
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-DUTY'S PATH
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-Out from the harbour of youth's bay
- There leads the path of pleasure;
-With eager steps we walk that way
- To brim joy's largest measure.
-But when with morn's departing beam
- Goes youth's last precious minute,
-We sigh "'Twas but a fevered dream -
- There's nothing in it."
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-Then on our vision dawns afar
- The goal of glory, gleaming
-Like some great radiant solar star,
- And sets us longing, dreaming.
-Forgetting all things left behind,
- We strain each nerve to win it,
-But when 'tis ours--alas! we find
- There's nothing in it.
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-We turn our sad, reluctant gaze
- Upon the path of duty;
-Its barren, uninviting ways
- Are void of bloom and beauty.
-Yet in that road, though dark and cold,
- It seems as we begin it,
-As we press on--lo! we behold
- There's Heaven in it.
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-MARCH
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-Like some reformer, who with mien austere,
- Neglected dress, and loud insistent tones,
- More rasping than the wrongs which she bemoans,
-Walks through the land and wearies all who hear,
- While yet we know the need of such reform;
- So comes unlovely March, with wind and storm,
-To break the spell of winter, and set free
- The poisoned brooks and crocus beds oppressed.
- Severe of face, gaunt-armed, and wildly dressed,
-She is not fair nor beautiful to see.
- But merry April and sweet smiling May
- Come not till March has first prepared the way.
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-THE END OF THE SUMMER
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-The birds laugh loud and long together
- When Fashion's followers speed away
-At the first cool breath of autumn weather.
- Why, this is the time, cry the birds, to stay!
-When the deep calm sea and the deep sky over
- Both look their passion through sun-kissed space,
-As a blue-eyed maid and her blue-eyed lover
- Might each gaze into the other's face.
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-Oh! this is the time when careful spying
- Discovers the secrets Nature knows.
-You find when the butterflies plan for flying
- (Before the thrush or the blackbird goes),
-You see some day by the water's edges
- A brilliant border of red and black;
-And then off over the hills and hedges
- It flutters away on the summer's track.
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-The shy little sumacs, in lonely places,
- Bowed all summer with dust and heat,
-Like clean-clad children with rain-washed faces,
- Are dressed in scarlet from head to feet.
-And never a flower had the boastful summer,
- In all the blossoms that decked her sod,
-So royal hued as that later comer
- The purple chum of the goldenrod.
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-Some chill grey dawn you note with grieving
- That the King of Autumn is on his way.
-You see, with a sorrowful, slow believing,
- How the wanton woods have gone astray.
-They wear the stain of bold caresses,
- Of riotous revels with old King Frost;
-They dazzle all eyes with their gorgeous dresses,
- Nor care that their green young leaves are lost.
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-A wet wind blows from the East one morning,
- The wood's gay garments looked draggled out.
-You hear a sound, and your heart takes warning -
- The birds are planning their winter route.
-They wheel and settle and scold and wrangle,
- Their tempers are ruffled, their voices loud;
-Then whirr--and away in a feathered tangle,
- To fade in the south like a passing cloud.
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-Envoi
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-A songless wood stripped bare of glory -
- A sodden moor that is black and brown;
-The year has finished its last love-story:
- Oh! let us away to the gay bright town.
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-SUN SHADOWS
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-There never was success so nobly gained,
- Or victory so free from selfish dross,
-But in the winning some one had been pained
- Or some one suffered loss.
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-There never was so nobly planned a fete,
- Or festal throng with hearts on pleasure bent,
-But some neglected one outside the gate
- Wept tears of discontent.
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-There never was a bridal morning fair
- With hope's blue skies and love's unclouded sun
-For two fond hearts, that did not bring despair
- To some sad other one.
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-"HE THAT LOOKETH"
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-Yea, she and I have broken God's command,
- And in His sight are branded with our shame.
- And yet I do not even know her name,
-Nor ever in my life have touched her hand
-Or brushed her garments. But I chanced to stand
- Beside her in the throng! A sweet, swift flame
- Shot from her flesh to mine--and hers the blame
-Of willing looks that fed it; aye, that fanned
-The glow within me to a hungry fire.
- There was an invitation in her eyes.
- Had she met mine with coldness or surprise,
-I had not plunged on headlong in the mire
-Of amorous thought. The flame leaped high and higher;
- Her breath and mine pulsated into sighs,
- And soft glance melted into glance kiss-wise,
-And in God's sight both yielded to desire.
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-AN ERRING WOMAN'S LOVE
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-PART I
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-She was a light and wanton maid:
-Not one whom fickle Love betrayed,
-For indolence was her undoer.
-Fair, frivolous, and very poor,
-She scorned the thought of toil, in youth,
-And chose the path that leads from truth.
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-More women fall from want of gold
-Than love leads wrong, if truth were told;
-More women sin for gay attire
-Than sin through passion's blinding fire.
-Her god was gold: and gold she saw
-Prove mightier than the sternest law
-With judge and jury, priest and king;
-So, made herself an offering
-At Mammon's shrine; and lived for power,
-And ease, and pleasures of the hour.
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-Who looks beneath life's outer crust
-Is satisfied that God is just;
-Who looks not under, but about,
-Finds much to make him sad with doubt.
-For Virtue walks with feet worn bare,
-While Sin rides by with coach and pair:
-Men praise the modest heart and chaste,
-And yet they let it go to waste,
-And follow, fierce to have and hold,
-Some creature, wanton, selfish, bold.
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-She saw but this, life's outer side,
-No higher faith was hers to guide;
-She worshipped gold, and hated toil,
-And hence her youth with all its soil,
-With all its sins too dark to name,
-Of secret crimes and public shame,
-With all its trail of broken lives,
-Of ruined homes, neglected wives,
-And weeping mothers. Proud and gay
-She went her devastating way
-With untouched brow and fadeless grace.
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-Not time, but feeling, marks the face.
-Sin on the outer being tells
-Not till the startled soul rebels:
-And she felt nothing but content.
-She was too light and indolent
-To worry over days to come.
-This little earth held all life's sum,
-She thought, and to be young and fair,
-Well clothed, well fed, was all her care.
-With pitying eyes and lifted head
-She gazed on those who toiled for bread,
-And laughed to scorn the talk she heard
-Of punishment for those who erred,
-And virtue's certain recompense.
-She seemed devoid of moral sense,
-An ignorant thing whose appetites
-Bound her horizon of delights.
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-Men were her puppets to control;
-Unconscious of a heart or soul
-She lived, and gloried in the ease
-She purchased by her power to please
-The eye and senses. Life's one woe
-Which caused her pitying tears to flow
-Was poverty. Though hearts might break
-And homes be ruined for her sake,
-She showed no mercy. But when need
-Of gold she saw, her heart would bleed.
-The lack of clothing, fire, and food
-Was earth's one pain, she understood.
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-The suffering poor oft blest her name,
-Nor questioned whence the ducats came,
-She gave so freely. Once she found
-A fainting woman on the ground,
-A wailing child clasped to her breast.
-With her own hands she bathed and dressed
-The weary waifs! gave food and gold
-And clothed them warmly from the cold,
-Nor guessed that one she lured from home
-Had caused that suffering pair to roam
-Unhoused, neglected. Then one day,
-Unheralded across her way,
-The conqueror came. She knew not why,
-But with the first glance of his eye
-A feeling, new and unexplained,
-Woke in her what she oft had feigned.
-And when his arm stole near her waist,
-As startled maidens blush with chaste
-Sweet fear at love's advances, so
-She blushed from brow to breast of snow.
-Strange, new emotions, fraught with joy
-And pain commingled, made her coy;
-But when he would have clasped her neck
-With gems that might a queen bedeck
-And offered gold, her lips grew white
-With sudden anger at the sight
-Of what had been her god for years.
-She flung them from her. Then such tears
-As only spring from love's despair
-Welled from her eyes. "So, lady fair,
-My gifts are scorned?" quoth he, and laughed.
-"Like Cleopatra, you have quaffed
-Such lordly pearls in draughts of wine,
-You spurn poor simple gems like mine.
-Well, well, fair queen, I'll bring to you
-A richer gift next time. Adieu."
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-His light words stung like lash of whip;
-With gasping breath and ashen lip
-She strove to speak, but he was gone
-She kneeled and pressed her mouth upon
-The latch his hand had touched, the floor
-His foot had trod, and o'er and o'er
-She sobbed his name, as children moan
-A mother's name when left alone.
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-Out from the dim and roseate gloom
-And subtle odours of her room
-Accusing memories rose. She felt
-A loneliness that seemed to belt
-The universe in its embrace.
-It was as if from some high place
-A giant hand had reached and hurled
-To nothingness her petty world,
-And left her staring, awed, alone,
-Up into regions vast, unknown.
-There is no other loneliness
-That can so sadden and oppress
-As when beside the burned-out fire
-Of sated passion and desire
-The wakening spirit, in a glance,
-Beholds its lost inheritance.
-She rose and turned the dim lights higher,
-Brought forth rich gems and grand attire,
-And robed herself in feverish haste;
-Before the mirror posed and paced,
-With jewels on her breast and wrists;
-Then sudden clenched her little fists
-And beat her face until it bled,
-And tore her garments shred from shred,
-Gazed in the mirror, spoke her name
-And hissed a word that told her shame,
-Then on her knees fell sobbing there.
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-There are sweet messengers of prayer
-Who down through space on soft wings steal,
-And offer aid to all who kneel.
-Her lips, unused to pious phrase,
-Recalled some words of bygone days,
-And "Now I lay me down to sleep,
-I pray the Lord my soul to keep,"
-She whispered timidly, and then,
-"Lord, let me be a child again
-And grow up good." The strange prayer said,
-Like some o'er-weary child, her head
-She pillowed on her arm, and wept
-Low, shuddering sobs, until she slept
-And dreamed; and in that dream she thought
-She sat within a vine-wreathed cot;
-An infant slumbered on her breast,
-She crooned a lullaby, and pressed
-Its waxen hand against her cheek,
-While one, too proud and fond to speak,
-The happy father of the child,
-Stood near, and gazing on them, smiled.
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-She woke while still the lullaby
-Was on her lips--then such a cry,
-As souls in fabled realms below
-Might utter, voiced her awful woe.
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-The mighty moral labour-pain
-Of new-born conscience wracked her brain
-And tore her soul. She understood
-The meaning now of womanhood,
-And chastity, and o'er her came
-The full, dark sense of all her shame.
-As some poor drunken wretch, at night,
-Wakes up to know his piteous plight,
-And sees, while sinking in the mire,
-Afar, his waiting hearth-light's fire;
-So now she saw from depths of sin
-The hearth-light of the might-have-been.
-How beautiful, how like a star
-That lost light shone, but ah, how far!
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-She reached her longing arms toward space,
-And lifted up her tear-wet face.
-"O God," she wailed, "I have been bad!
-I see it all, and I am sad,
-And long to be a good girl now.
-Lord, Lord, will some one show me how?
-Why, men have trod the burning track
-Of sin for years, and then gone back!
-And cannot I for sin atone,
-Or did Christ die for men alone?
-I want to lead an honest life,
-I want to be his own true wife
-And hold upon my breast his child."
-Then suddenly her voice grew wild,
-"No, no," she cried, "it could not be -
-Those infant eyes would torture me:
-Though God condoned my sinful ways,
-I could not meet my child's pure gaze."
-
-She hid her face upon her knees,
-And swayed as reeds sway in a breeze.
-"O Christ," she moaned, "could I forget,
-There might be something for me yet:
-But though both God and man forgave,
-And I should win the love I crave,
-Why, memory would drive me mad."
-
-When woman drifts from good to bad,
-To make her final fall complete,
-She puts her soul beneath her feet.
-Man's dual selves seem separate;
-He leaves his soul outside sin's gate,
-And finds it waiting when he tires
-Of carnal pleasures and desires,
-Depleted, sickened, and depressed,
-As souls must be with such a test,
-Yet strong enough to help him grope
-Back into happiness and hope.
-But woman, far more complicate,
-Can take no chances with her fate;
-A subtle creature, finely spun,
-Her body and her soul are one.
-And now this erring woman wept
-The soul she murdered while it slept.
-She felt too stunned with pain to think.
-She seemed to stand upon a brink;
-Behind her loomed the sinful past,
-Below her, rocks, beyond her, vast
-And awful darkness. Not one ray
-Of sun or star to show the way!
-She drew a long and shuddering breath;
-"There is no other path but death
-For me to tread," she sighed, "and so
-I will prepare my house and go."
-
-As housewives move with willing feet
-And skilful hands to make things neat
-And ready for some welcome one,
-She toiled until her tasks were done.
-Then, seated at her desk, she wrote,
-With painful care, a tear-wet note.
-The childish penmanship was rude,
-Ill spelled the words, the phrasing crude;
-Yet thought and feeling both were there,
-And mighty love and great despair.
-"Dear heart," it ran, "you did not know
-How, from the first, I loved you so,
-That sin grew hateful in my sight;
-And so I leave it all to-night.
-The kiss I gave, dear heart, to you
-Was love's first kiss, as pure and true
-As ever lips of maiden gave.
-I think 'twill warm my lonely grave,
-And light the pathway I must tread
-Among the hapless, homeless dead.
-
-"When God formed worlds, He failed to make
-A path for erring feet to take
-Back into light and peace again,
-Unless they were the feet of men.
-When woman errs, and then regrets,
-Her sun of hope for ever sets,
-And life is hung with deepest gloom.
-In all the world there is no room
-For such as she; and so I hold
-That death itself is not so cold
-As life has seemed, since by love's light
-I saw there was a wrong and right,
-And that my birthright had been sold,
-By my own hands, for tarnished gold.
-I hated labour, hence I fell;
-But now I love you, dear, so well,
-No greater boon my soul could crave
-Than just to toil, a galley-slave,
-Through burdened years and years of life,
-If at the last you called me wife
-For one supreme and honoured hour.
-Alas! too late I learn love's power,
-Too late I realise my loss,
-And have no strength to bear my cross
-Of loneliness and dark disgrace.
-There cannot be another place
-So desolate, so full of fear,
-As earth to me, without you, dear.
-
-"You will not understand, I know,
-How one like me can love you so.
-It was a strange, strange thing. Love came
-So like a swift, devouring flame
-And burned my frail, fair-weather boat
-And left me on the waves afloat,
-With nothing but a broken spar.
-The distant shores seem very far;
-I cannot reach them, so I sink.
-God will forgive my sins, I think,
-Because I die for love, like One
-The good Book tells about, His Son.
-
-"For erring woman death can bring
-No pain so keen as memory's sting.
-Good-night, good-bye. God bless you, dear,
-And give you love, and joy, and cheer!
-But sometimes, in the dark night, say
-A prayer for one who went astray,
-And found no pathway back, and died
-For love of you--a suicide."
-
-When morn his glorious pinions spread,
-They found the erring woman, dead.
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-PART II
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-She woke as one wakes from a deep
-And dreamless, yet exhausting, sleep.
-
-A strange confusion filled her mind,
-And sorrows vague and undefined,
-
-Like half-remembered faces pressed
-To memory's window, in her breast,
-
-Gazed at her with reproachful eyes.
-She felt a sudden, dazed surprise,
-
-Commingled with a sense of dread,
-"I did but sleep--I am not dead,
-
-"The potion and the purpose failed,
-And I still live," she wildly wailed.
-
-"Nay, thou art dead, rash suicide,"
-A sad voice spake: and at her side
-
-She saw a weird and shadowy crowd
-With anguished lips, and shoulders bowed,
-
-And orbs that seemed the wells of woe.
-She shrieked and veiled her eyes. "No, no!
-
-"I am not dead! I ache with life.
-An earthly passion's hopeless strife
-
-"Still tortures me." "Yet thou art dead,"
-The voice with sad insistence said.
-
-"But love and sorrow and regret
-All die with death. _I_ feel them yet."
-
-"God bade thee live, and only He
-Can say when thou shalt cease to be."
-
-"But I was sin-sick, sad, alone -
-I thought by death I could atone,
-
-"And died that Christ might show me how."
-"Christ bore His burden, why not thou?"
-
-"Oh! lead me to His holy feet
-And let my penance be complete."
-
-"What! thinkest thou to find that path -
-Thou who hast tempted Heaven's wrath
-
-"By thy rash deed? Nay, nay, not so,
-'Tis but perfected spirits go
-
-"To that supreme and final goal.
-A self-sought death delays the soul.
-
-"With yonder shuddering, woeful throng
-Of suicides thy ways belong.
-
-"Close to the earth a shadowy band,
-Unseen, but seeing all, they stand
-
-"Until their natural time to die,
-As God intended, shall draw nigh.
-
-"On earth, repentant, sick of sin,
-A ministering angel thou hadst been
-
-"Whose patient toil and deeds divine
-Had rescued souls as sad as thine,
-
-"Each deed a firm ascending stair
-To lead beyond thy great despair.
-
-"But now it is thy mournful fate
-To linger here and meditate
-
-"On thy dark past--to stand so near
-The earthly plane that thou canst hear
-
-"Thy lover's voice, while old desire
-Shall burn within thee like a fire,
-
-"And grief shall root thee to the spot
-To find how soon thou art forgot.
-
-"But since thou hast endured the woes
-That only fragile woman knows,
-
-"And loved as only woman can,
-Thou shalt not suffer all that man
-
-"Must suffer when he interferes
-With God's great law. In death's dim spheres
-
-"That justice waits, which men refuse.
-Thy sex shall in some part excuse
-
-"Thy desperate deed. When God shall send
-A second death to be thy friend,
-
-"Thou need'st not fear a darker fate -
-Go forth with yonder throng, and wait."
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-A SONG OF REPUBLICS
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-
-
-Fair Freedom's ship, too long adrift -
- Of every wind the sport -
-Now rigged and manned, her course well planned,
- Sails proudly out of port;
-And fluttering gaily from the mast
- This motto is unfurled,
-Let all men heed its truth who read:
- "Republics rule the World!"
-
-The universe is high as God!
- Good is the final goal;
-The world revolves and man evolves
- A purpose and a soul.
-No church can bind, no crown forbid
- Thought's mighty upward course -
-Let kings give way before its sway,
- For God inspires its force.
-
-The hero of a vanished age
- Was one who bathed in gore;
-Who best could fight was noblest knight
- In savage days of yore;
-Now warrior chiefs are out of date,
- The times have changed. To-day
-We call men great who arbitrate
- And keep war's hounds at bay.
-
-The world no longer looks to priest
- Or prince to know its needs;
-Earth's human throng has grown too strong
- To rule with courts and creeds.
-We want no kings but kings of toil -
- No crowns but crowns of deeds;
-Not royal birth but sterling worth
- Must mark the man who leads.
-
-Proud monarchies are out of step
- With modern thought to-day,
-For Brotherhood is understood,
- And thrones may pass away.
-Men dare to think. Concerted thought
- Contains more power than swords:
-The force that binds united minds
- Defeats mere savage hordes.
-
-Man needs no arbitrary hand
- To keep him in control;
-He feels the power grow hour by hour
- Of his expanding soul:
-In God's stupendous scheme of worlds
- He knows he has a place;
-He is no slave to cringe, and crave
- Some worthless monarch's grace.
-
-As ocean billows undermine
- The haughty shores each hour,
-Time's sea has brought its waves of thought
- To crumble thrones of power;
-And one by one shall kingdoms fall
- Like leaves before the blast,
-As man with man combines to plan
- Republics formed to last.
-
-Columbia baulked a tyrant king,
- And built upon a rock,
-In Freedom's name, a shrine whose fame
- Outlived the century's shock.
-Now France within our port has set
- Her symbol of re-birth;
-Her lifted hand tells sea and land
- Republics light the earth.
-
-One mighty church for all the world
- Would make men far more kind;
-One government would bring content
- To many a restless mind.
-Sail on, fair ship of Freedom, sail
- The wide sea's breadth and length.
-'Till worlds unite to make the might
- Of "One Republic's" strength.
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-MEMORIAL DAY--1892
-
-
-
-The quiet graves of our country's braves
- Through thirty Junes and Decembers
-Have solemnly lain under sun and rain,
- And yet the Nation remembers.
-
-The marching of feet and the flags on the street
- Told once again this morning,
-In the voice of the drum how the day had come
- For those lowly beds' adorning.
-
-Then swiftly back on Time's worn track
- His three decades seemed driven,
-And with startled eyes I saw arise,
- From graves by fancy riven,
-
-The Gray and Blue in a grand review.
- Oh! vast were the hosts they numbered,
-As they wheeled and swayed in a dress parade
- O'er the graves where they long had slumbered.
-
-The colours were not, as when they fought,
- Ranked one against the other,
-But a mingled hue of gray and blue,
- As brother marching with brother.
-
-And a blue flower lay on each coat of gray,
- Like forget-me-nots on a boulder;
-And the gray moss lace in its Southern grace
- Was knotted on each blue shoulder.
-
-The vision fled; but I think our dead,
- If they could come back with the living,
-Would clasp warm hands o'er hostile lands,
- Forgetting old wrongs and forgiving.
-
-'Mong the blossoms of Spring that you gather and bring
- To graves that though lowly are royal,
-Let the blue flower prevail, though modest and pale,
- Since it speaks of the hue that was loyal.
-
-But tie each bouquet with a ribbon of gray
- And lay it on memory's altar,
-For the dead who fought for the cause they thought
- Was right, and who did not falter.
-
-
-
-WHEN BABY SOULS SAIL OUT
-
-
-
-When from our mortal vision
- Grown men and women go
-To sail strange fields Elysian
- And know what spirits know,
-I think of them as tourists,
- In some sun-gilded clime,
-'Mong happy sights and dear delights
- We all shall find, in time.
-
-But when a child goes yonder
- And leaves its mother here,
-Its little feet must wander,
- It seems to me, in fear.
-What paths of Eden beauty,
- What scenes of peace and rest,
-Can bring content to one who went
- Forth from a mother's breast?
-
-In palace gardens, lonely,
- A little child will roam
-And weep for pleasures only
- Found in its humble home.
-It is not won by splendour,
- Nor bought by costly toys;
-To hide from harm on mother's arm
- Makes all its sum of joys.
-
-It must be when the baby
- Goes journeying off alone,
-Some angel (Mary, may be)
- Adopts it for her own.
-Yet when a child is taken
- Whose mother stays below,
-With weeping eyes, through Paradise,
- I seem to see it go.
-
-With troops of angels trying
- To drive away its fear,
-I seem to hear it crying,
- "I want my mamma here."
-I do not court the fancy,
- It is not based on doubt,
-It is a thought that comes unsought
- When baby souls sail out.
-
-
-
-TO ANOTHER WOMAN'S BABY
-
-
-
-I list your prattle, baby boy,
- And hear your pattering feet
-With feelings more of pain than joy
- And thoughts of bitter-sweet.
-
-While touching your soft hands in play
- Such passionate longings rise
-For my wee boy who strayed away
- So soon to Paradise.
-
-You win me with your infant art;
- But when our play is o'er,
-The empty cradle in my heart
- Seems lonelier than before.
-
-Sweet baby boy, you do not guess
- How oft mine eyes are dim,
-Or that my lingering caress
- Is sometimes meant for HIM.
-
-
-
-DIAMONDS
-
-
-
-The tears of fallen women turned to ice
-By man's cold pity for repentant vice.
-
-
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-RUBIES
-
-
-
-
-The crimson life-drops from a virgin heart
-Pierced to the core by Cupid's fatal dart.
-
-
-
-SAPPHIRES
-
-
-
-Lost rays of light that wandered off alone
- And down through space were hurled
-From that great sapphire sun beyond our own
- Pale, puny little world.
-
-
-
-TURQUOISE
-
-
-
-A baby went to heaven while it slept,
- And, waking, missed its mother's arms, and wept.
-Those angel tear-drops, falling earthward through
- God's azure skies, into the turquoise grew.
-
-
-
-REFORM
-
-
-
-The time has come when men with hearts and brains
-Must rise and take the misdirected reins
-Of government; too long left in the hands
-Of aliens and of lackeys. He who stands
-And sees the mighty vehicle of State
-Hauled through the mire to some ignoble fate
-And makes not such bold protest as he can,
- Is no American,
-
-
-
-A MINOR CHORD
-
-
-
-I heard a strain of music in the street -
- A wandering waif of sound. And then straightway
- A nameless desolation filled the day.
-The great green earth that had been fair and sweet,
-Seemed but a tomb; the life I thought replete
- With joy, grew lonely for a vanished May.
- Forgotten sorrows resurrected lay
-Like bleaching skeletons about my feet.
-
-Above me stretched the silent, suffering sky,
- Dumb with vast anguish for departed suns
- That brutal Time to nothingness has hurled.
-The daylight was as sad as smiles that lie
- Upon the wistful, unkissed mouths of nuns,
- And I stood prisoned in an awful world.
-
-
-
-DEATH'S PROTEST
-
-
-
-Why dost thou shrink from my approach, O Man?
-Why dost thou ever flee in fear, and cling
-To my false rival, Life? I do but bring
-Thee rest and calm. Then wherefore dost thou ban
-And curse me? Since the forming of God's plan
- I have not hurt or harmed a mortal thing,
- I have bestowed sweet balm for every sting,
-And peace eternal for earth's stormy span.
-
-The wild mad prayers for comfort sent in vain
- To knock at the indifferent heart of Life,
- I, Death, have answered. Knowest thou not 'tis he,
-My cruel rival, who sends all thy pain
- And wears the soul out in unending strife?
- Why dost thou hold to him, then, spurning me?
-
-
-
-SEPTEMBER
-
-
-
-My life's long radiant Summer halts at last,
-And lo! beside my path way I behold
-Pursuing Autumn glide: nor frost nor cold
-Has heralded her presence; but a vast
-Sweet calm that comes not till the year has passed
- Its fevered solstice, and a tinge of gold
- Subdues the vivid colouring of bold
-And passion-hued emotions. I will cast
-
-My August days behind me with my May,
- Nor strive to drag them into Autumn's place,
- Nor swear I hope when I do but remember.
-Now violet and rose have had their day,
- I'll pluck the soberer asters with good grace
- And call September nothing but September.
-
-
-
-WAIL OF AN OLD-TIMER
-
-
-
-Each new invention doubles our worries an' our troubles,
- These scientific fellows are spoilin' of our land;
-With motor, wire, an' cable, now'-days we're scarcely able
- To walk or ride in peace o' mind, an' 'tisn't safe to stand.
-
-It fairly makes me crazy to see how tarnal lazy
- The risin' generation grows--an' science is to blame.
-With telephones for talkin', an' messengers for walkin',
- Our young men sit an' loaf an' smoke, without a blush o' shame.
-
-An' then they wer'n't contented until some one invented
- A sort o' jerky tape-line clock, to help on wasteful ways.
-An' that infernal ticker spends money fur 'em quicker
- Than any neighbourhood o' men in good old bygone days.
-
-The risin' generation is bent so on creation,
- Folks haven't time to talk or sing or cry or even laugh.
-But if you take the notion to want some such emotion,
- They've got it all on tap fur you, right in the phonograph.
-
-But now a crazy creature has introduced the feature
- Of artificial weather, I think we're nearly through.
-For when we once go strainin' to keep it dry or rainin'
- To suit the general public, 'twill bust the world in two,
-
-
-
-WAS, IS, AND YET-TO-BE
-
-
-
-
-Was, Is, and Yet-to-Be
-Were chatting over a cup of tea.
-
-In tarnished finery smelling of must,
-Was talked of people long turned to dust;
-
-Of titles and honours and high estate,
-All forgotten or out of date;
-
-Of wonderful feasts in the long ago,
-Of pride that perished with nothing to show.
-
-"I loathe the present," said Was, with a groan;
-"I live in pleasures that I HAVE known."
-
-The Yet-to-be, in a gown of gauze,
-Looked over the head of musty Was,
-
-And gazed far off into misty space
-With a wrapt expression upon her face.
-
-"Such wonderful pleasures are coming to me,
-Such glory, such honour," said Yet-to-be.
-
-"No one dreamed, in the vast Has-Been,
-Of such successes as I shall win.
-
-"The past, the present--why, what are they?
-I live for the joy of a future day."
-
-Then practical Is, in a fresh print dress,
-Spoke up with a laugh, "I must confess
-
-"I find to-day so pleasant," she said,
-"I never look back, and seldom ahead.
-
-"Whatever has been, is a finished sum;
-Whatever will be--why, let it come.
-
-"To-day is mine. And so, you see,
-I have the past and the yet-to-be;
-
-"For to-day is the future of yesterday,
-And the past of to-morrow. I live while I may,
-
-"And I think the secret of pleasure is this.
-And this alone," said practical Is.
-
-
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-MISTAKES
-
-
-
-God sent us here to make mistakes,
- To strive, to fail, to re-begin,
- To taste the tempting fruit of sin,
-And find what bitter food it makes,
-
-To miss the path, to go astray,
- To wander blindly in the night;
- But, searching, praying for the light,
-Until at last we find the way.
-
-And looking back along the past,
- We know we needed all the strain
- Of fear and doubt and strife and pain
-To make us value peace, at last.
-
-Who fails, finds later triumph sweet;
- Who stumbles once, walks then with care,
- And knows the place to cry "Beware"
-To other unaccustomed feet.
-
-Through strife the slumbering soul awakes,
- We learn on error's troubled route
- The truths we could not prize without
-The sorrow of our sad mistakes.
-
-
-
-DUAL
-
-
-
-You say that your nature is double; that life
- Seems more and more intricate, complex, and dual,
-Because in your bosom there wages the strife
- 'Twixt an angel of light and a beast that is cruel -
-An angel who whispers your spirit has wings,
-And a beast who would chain you to temporal things.
-
-I listen with interest to all you have told,
- And now let me give you my view of your trouble:
-You are to be envied, not pitied; I hold
- THAT EVERY STRONG NATURE IS ALWAYS MADE DOUBLE.
-The beast has his purpose; he need not be slain:
-He should serve the good angel in harness and chain.
-
-The body that never knows carnal desires,
- The heart that to passion is always a stranger,
-Is merely a furnace with unlighted fires;
- It sends forth no warmth while it threatens no danger.
-But who wants to shiver in cold safety there?
-TOUCH FLAME TO THE FUEL! then watch it with care.
-
-Those wild, fierce emotions that trouble your soul
- Are sparks from the great source of passion and power;
-Throne reason above them, and give it control,
- And turn into blessing this dangerous dower.
-By lightnings unguided destruction is hurled,
-But chained and directed they gladden the world.
-
-
-
-THE ALL-CREATIVE SPARK
-
-
-
-Pain can go guised as joy, dross pass for gold,
- Vulgarity can masquerade as wit,
-Or spite wear friendship's garments; but I hold
- That passionate feeling has no counterfeit.
-Chief jewel from Jove's crown 'twas sent men, lent
-For inspiration and for sacrament.
-
-Jove never could have made the Universe
- Had he not glowed with passion's sacred fire;
-Though man oft turns the blessing to a curse,
- And burns himself on his own funeral pyre,
-Though scarred the soul be where its light burns bright,
-Yet where it is not, neither is there might.
-
-Yea, it was set in Jove's resplendent crown
- When he created worlds; that done, why, hence,
-He cast the priceless, awful jewel down
- To be man's punishment and recompense.
-And that is how he sees and hears our tears
-Unmoved and calm from the eternal spheres.
-
-But sometimes, since he parted with all passion,
- In trifling mood, to pass the time away,
-He has created men in that same fashion,
- And many women (jesting as gods may),
-Who have no souls to be inspired or fired,
-Mere sport of idle gods who have grown tired.
-
-And these poor puppets, gazing in the dark
- At their own shadows, think the world no higher;
-And when they see the all-creative spark
- In other souls, they straightway cry out, "Fire!"
-And shriek, and rave, till their dissent is spent,
-While listening gods laugh loud in merriment.
-
-
-
-BE NOT CONTENT
-
-
-
-Be not content--contentment means inaction;
- The growing soul aches on its upward quest;
-Satiety is twin to satisfaction;
- All great achievements spring from life's unrest.
-
-The tiny roots, deep in the dark mould hiding,
- Would never bless the earth with leaf and flower
-Were not an inborn restlessness abiding
- In seed and germ, to stir them with its power.
-
-Were man contented with his lot forever,
- He had not sought strange seas with sails unfurled,
-And the vast wonder of our shores had never
- Dawned on the gaze of an admiring world.
-
-Prize what is yours, but be not quite contented.
- There is a healthful restlessness of soul
-By which a mighty purpose is augmented
- In urging men to reach a higher goal.
-
-So when the restless impulse rises, driving
- Your calm content before it, do not grieve;
-It is the upward reaching of the spirit
- Of the God in you to achieve--achieve.
-
-
-
-ACTION
-
-
-
-For ever stars are winging
- Their swift and endless race;
-For ever suns are swinging
- Their mighty globes through space.
-Since by his law required
-To join God's spheres inspired,
-The earth has never tired,
- But whirled and whirled and whirled.
-For ever streams are flowing,
-For ever seeds are growing,
-Alway is Nature showing
- That Action rules the world.
-
-And since by God requested
- To BE, the glorious light
-Has never paused or rested,
- But travelled day and night.
-Yet pigmy man, unseeing
-The purpose of his being,
-Demands escape and freeing
- From universal force.
-But law is law for ever,
-And like a mighty lever
-It thrusts him tow'rd endeavour,
- And speeds him on his course.
-
-
-
-TWO ROSES
-
-
-
-A humble wild-rose, pink and slender,
- Was plucked and placed in a bright bouquet,
-Beside a Jacqueminot's royal splendour,
- And both in my lady's boudoir lay.
-
-Said the haughty bud, in a tone of scorning,
- "I wonder why you are called a rose?
-Your leaves will fade in a single morning;
- No blood of mine in your pale cheek glows.
-
-"Your coarse green stalk shows dust of the highway,
- You have no depths of fragrant bloom;
-And what could you learn in a rustic byway
- To fit you to lie in my lady's room?
-
-"If called to adorn her warm, white bosom,
- What have you to offer for such a place,
-Beside my fragrant and splendid blossom,
- Ripe with colour and rich with grace?"
-
-Said the sweet wild-rose, "Despite your dower
- Of finer breeding and deeper hue,
-Despite your beauty, fair, high-bred flower,
- It is I who should lie on her breast, not you.
-
-"For small account is your hot-house glory
- Beside the knowledge that came to me
-When I heard by the wayside love's old story
- And felt the kiss of the amorous bee."
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-
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-SATIETY
-
-
-
-To yearn for what we have not had, to sit
- With hungry eyes glued on the Future's gate,
-Why, that is heaven compared to having it
- With all the power gone to appreciate.
-
-Better to wait and yearn, and still to wait,
- And die at last with unappeased desire,
-Than live to be the jest of such a fate,
- For that is my conception of hell-fire.
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-A SOLAR ECLIPSE
-
-
-
-In that great journey of the stars through space
- About the mighty, all-directing Sun,
-The pallid, faithful Moon has been the one
-Companion of the Earth. Her tender face,
-Pale with the swift, keen purpose of that race
- Which at Time's natal hour was first begun,
- Shines ever on her lover as they run
-And lights his orbit with her silvery smile.
-
-Sometimes such passionate love doth in her rise,
- Down from her beaten path she softly slips,
-And with her mantle veils the Sun's bold eyes,
- Then in the gloaming finds her lover's lips.
-While far and near the men our world call wise
- See only that the Sun is in eclipse.
-
-
-
-A SUGGESTION
-To C. A. D.
-
-
-
-Let the wild red-rose bloom. Though not to thee
- So delicately perfect as the white
- And unwed lily drooping in the light,
-Though she has known the kisses of the bee
- And tells her amorous tale to passers-by
-In perfumed whispers and with untaught grace,
-Still let the red-rose bloom in her own place;
- She could not be the lily should she try.
-
-Why to the wondrous nightingale cry hush
- Or bid her cease her wild heart-breaking lay,
- And tune her voice to imitate the way
-The whip-poor-will makes music, or the thrush?
- All airs of sorrow to one theme belong,
-And passion is not copyrighted yet.
-Each heart writes its own music. Why not let
- The nightingale unchided sing her song?
-
-
-
-THE DEPTHS
-
-
-
-Not only sun-kissed heights are fair. Below
-The cold, dark billows of the frowning deep
-Do lovely blossoms of the ocean sleep,
-Rocked gently by the waters to and fro.
-The coral beds with magic colours glow,
- And priceless pearl-encrusted molluscs heap
- The glittering rocks where shining atoms leap
-Like living broken rainbows.
-
- Even so
-We find the sea of sorrow. Black as night
- The sullen surface meets our frightened gaze,
- As down we sink to darkness and despair.
-But at the depths--such beauty! such delight!
- Such flowers as never grew in pleasure's ways!
- Ah! not alone are sun-kissed summits fair.
-
-
-
-LIFE'S OPERA
-
-
-
-Like an opera-house is the world, I ween,
-Where the passionate lover of music is seen
- In the balcony near the roof:
-While the very best seat in the first stage-box
-Is filled by the person who laughs and talks
- Through the harmony's warp and woof.
-
-
-
-THE SALT SEA-WIND
-
-
-
-When Venus, mother and maker of blisses,
- Rose out of the billows, large-limbed, and fair,
-She stood on the sands and blew sweet kisses
- To the salt sea-wind as she dried her hair.
-
-And the salt sea-wind was the first to caress her
- To praise her beauty and call her sweet,
-The first of the whole wide world to possess her,
- She, that creature of light and heat.
-
-Though the sea is old with its sorrows and angers,
- And the world has forgotten why love was born,
-Yet the salt sea-wind is full of the languors
- That Venus taught on her natal morn.
-
-And now whoever dwells there by the ocean,
- And feels the wind on his hair and face,
-Is stirred by a subtle and keen emotion,
- The lingering spell of that first embrace.
-
-
-
-NEW YEAR
-
-
-
-New Year, I look straight in your eyes -
- Our ways and our interests blend;
-You may be a foe in disguise,
- But I shall believe you a friend.
-We get what we give in our measure,
-We cannot give pain and get pleasure;
-I give you good will and good cheer,
-And you must return it, New Year.
-
-We get what we give in this life,
- Though often the giver indeed
-Waits long upon doubting and strife
- Ere proving the truth of my creed.
-But somewhere, some way, and for ever
-Reward is the meed of endeavour;
-And if I am really worth while,
-New Year, you will give me your smile.
-
-You hide in your mystical hand
- No "luck" that I cannot control,
-If I trust my own courage and stand
- On the Infinite strength of my soul.
-Man holds in his brain and his spirit
-A power that is God-like, or near it,
-And he who has measured his force
-Can govern events and their course.
-
-You come with a crown on your brow,
- New Year, without blemish or spot;
-Yet you, and not I, sir, must bow,
- For time is the servant of thought
-Whatever you bring me of trouble
-Shall turn into good, and then double,
-If my spirit looks up without fear
-To the Source that you came from, New Year.
-
-
-
-CONCENTRATION
-
-
-
-The age is too diffusive. Time and Force
- Are frittered out and bring no satisfaction.
- The way seems lost to straight determined action.
- Like shooting stars that zig-zag from their course
- We wander from our orbit's pathway; spoil
-The role we're fitted for, to fail in twenty.
-Bring empty measures, that were shaped for plenty,
- At last as guerdon for a life of toil.
-There's lack of greatness in this generation
- Because no more man centres on one thought.
- We know this truth, and yet we heed it not:
-The secret of success is Concentration.
-
-
-
-THOUGHTS
-
-
-
-Thoughts do not need the wings of words
- To fly to any goal.
-Like subtle lightnings, not like birds,
- They speed from soul to soul.
-
-Hide in your heart a bitter thought -
- Still it has power to blight;
-Think Love--although you speak it not
- It gives the world more light.
-
-
-
-LUCK
-
-
-
-Luck is the tuning of our inmost thought
- To chord with God's great plan.
- That done, ah! know,
-Thy silent wishes to results shall grow,
-And day by day shall miracles be wrought.
-Once let thy being selflessly be brought
- To chime with universal good, and lo!
- What music from the spheres shall through thee flow!
-What benefits shall come to thee unsought!
-
-Shut out the noise of traffic! Rise above
- The body's clamour! With the soul's fine ear
- Attune thyself to harmonies divine -
-All, all are written in the key of Love.
- Keep to the score, and thou hast naught to fear;
- Achievements yet undreamed of shall be thine.
-
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