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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 66155 ***
-
- Could mankind hope to survive a galactic
- war that left boys aged cripples in a few short
- years? Who would replace them when there were--
-
- NO SONS LEFT TO DIE!
-
- By Hal Annas
-
- [Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from
- Imagination Stories of Science and Fantasy
- September 1953
- Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that
- the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]
-
-
-Susan Wildress knew that what she was about to do might mean death.
-
-She stopped eating and stared at the ration of ground cedar bark,
-rabbit, and a hydroponic which tasted like eggplant. She pushed back
-her plate and glanced around at the tense girl faces in the huge dining
-hall. She lifted a small strong hand and ran it inside her sweater. She
-brought out a locket, snapped it open.
-
-The flesh grew tight around her dark brown eyes and in her olive
-cheeks. The memory was still as clear as the day it happened. Three
-years. She was just fourteen, sitting in the groundcar and watching the
-preparations which were always dramatic.
-
-Darth Brady had lied about his age. He was supposed to be nineteen but
-was just past seventeen. She had known and so had everyone else, but
-the Centers needed boys, needed them desperately.
-
-She remembered how her face got wet as she watched him go out to the
-ship. He looked very tall and broad and strong, a man. His jaw was
-firm and his features grim. He looked toward her but didn't wave, for,
-since she could first remember, there had been a stringent rule against
-making close ties with boys at the Centers.
-
-Replacing the locket, she rose and walked casually to the exit. She
-glanced right and left, hurried to the entrance to the factory, reached
-down her time card and punched in. Then she hurried back across the
-space to the dining hall, around behind it and on out to the rows of
-cedar trees.
-
-The penalty, she knew, might be endless restriction, even death, but
-she didn't hesitate. With trees concealing her movements, she hurried
-along to the dormitory groundcar ramps. She went more cautiously now.
-
-A moment later she heard masculine voices and a shiver ran down her
-spine. It was not the voices themselves, but the words they used.
-_Zeehites._ She had heard the term many times, never without a shudder.
-Men could be put to death for discussing the Zeehites around women or
-children.
-
-Moving quickly, she slipped between two cars, slid into the control
-seat of one. With infinite care she backed it out, rolled it as quietly
-as possible a hundred yards before setting in motion the vanes that
-would lift it. She brought it down again in a clearing in the wood at
-the edge of the heat-blackened plain.
-
-For a time she remained undecided. A score of ships were out on the
-plain. She had seen from the air scores of others on other plains.
-Nowhere had she seen one bristling with full armament and scars of
-battle to indicate it to be the _Ida Bella_, _Nucleus_, _Trilogy_ or
-_Firelance_.
-
- * * * * *
-
-She thought of binding her dark wavy hair tight against her head. The
-thought, she knew, was idle. Nowhere on the planet could she pass as a
-man, dressed as she was in denims and sweater. Young men wore purple
-uniforms; those in logistics wore brown.
-
-Dismissing caution, she walked rapidly toward the buildings of the
-Center. And now she became very careful of her thoughts. She knew that
-youths developed remarkably at the Centers. They had to if they were
-to survive out among the stars in that long chain of ships stretched
-across the course of the Zeehites. The boys were said to be telepathic.
-She didn't know for sure. She knew only that girls had to be careful
-of their thoughts around boys.
-
-Pausing between two buildings, she glanced apprehensively at the open
-compound. Nothing stirred there but she had the eerie feeling that eyes
-were on her. It was too late to turn back. She started across to the
-main building.
-
-Young men in purple uniforms materialized from every direction. They
-neither laughed nor talked; moved with hardly a sound. They completely
-surrounded her, pressed close. They were tall and broad and she could
-not see beyond them.
-
-Susan trembled. She started to run, to break out of the circle, but
-powerful and yet gentle hands restrained her.
-
-"It's a girl from the factory," one said. "Make it casual. Don't crowd.
-We'll have to get her out of here."
-
-A brief order was snapped. The men moved as one. At the center of the
-group she was carried along. She knew when they entered a building, but
-uttered no sound. The men fell back. She waited, trembling.
-
-"Girl," said one, "do you know you could be put to death for coming
-here?"
-
-Susan stopped trembling, held herself rigid. Long ago she had learned
-not to cry. There was no excuse for breaking a rule. Her mother had
-once told her that things had not always been this way; that if
-everyone worked hard enough things would soon be again as they were in
-that bright and free past. To break a single rule was to commit a crime
-against everyone on the planet and delay that bright future. She waited.
-
-"You're working dayshift in the factory?"
-
-She nodded.
-
-"How many hours??"
-
-"Twelve."
-
-"If you want to make a complaint you have to take it to the Council."
-
-A man who looked older than the others advanced. On his shoulder was
-the emblem of the crossed pens, indicating he was an instructor. He
-glared around at the others. "You know better," he said, "than to sneak
-a girl in here."
-
-Somebody chuckled. "She was on the compound. Did you want her to be
-discovered and maybe get permanent restriction? We'll get her out safe
-somehow."
-
-The instructor turned back to Susan. "You'll have to keep mum at the
-factory," he warned. "A single word and you'll have the Council on our
-necks."
-
-"But I have to find someone," she said. "From _Firelance_."
-
-"Oh!" Glum looks spread.
-
-"His name is Darth Brady," she went on quickly. "He trained here. He
-went out three years ago."
-
-"Darth Brady!" somebody said. "That gibbering cripple--"
-
-"Quiet!" ordered the instructor. "The next man that mentions a
-forbidden subject will go before the Council." He turned back to Susan.
-"We must get you back to your place."
-
-"But I have to find Darth Brady."
-
-The men turned away, shook their heads. Susan felt a cold numbness
-growing in her body and limbs.
-
-"You, Carson," the instructor ordered, "get passes for yourself,
-Merritt and Saxon. I'll issue the order via wrist communicator. Get two
-groundcars. Wait in them outside the compound. You others form a ring
-about this girl. What's your name, girl?"
-
-"Susan Wildress. My identification number is on the back of my sweater."
-
-"I'm Alfred Wilson. The boys will walk out to the groundcars. You walk
-in the midst of them and try to look like a boy. Get in the first car
-and stay out of sight."
-
- * * * * *
-
-On the way Sue had an opportunity to study the boys. Most of them were
-younger than her seventeen years. For their age they were unusually
-tall and broad. Few were under six feet. Their purple uniforms were
-emblazoned with a single splash of white in the center of the back, in
-the shape of a burning sun.
-
-She slid into the car, remained quiet. Alfred Wilson got in beside her.
-A moment later the car rose gently, accompanied by another off to port.
-
-Sue pointed to the wood and explained that her car was there. Wilson
-spoke into his communicator and the other car descended in that
-direction.
-
-"They'll return it to the dormitory," he said. "My job is to get you
-back without creating an emergency."
-
-"Why are you doing it?" Sue asked. "Why don't you turn me over to the
-Council?"
-
-Wilson set the robot controls and turned to face her. "Nobody wants to
-punish you girls," he said softly. "Members of the Council least of
-all. But they have to maintain discipline. It's the only way we can get
-the big job done."
-
-She understood. She had heard it all a thousand times before. No one's
-feelings, nothing, neither life nor death, must be allowed to halt or
-hinder the big job, the job that was to bring that bright future.
-
-"Can you tell me anything about Darth Brady?" she said.
-
-"I can tell you only that he wears two ribbons and three stars."
-
-"Two ribbons?" Sue gasped. "Is he dead?"
-
-"No." Wilson's voice was deep, controlled with effort. "No. Darth Brady
-isn't dead. But, Sue, you must not think about him. You know the rules."
-
-The tight knot in Sue's breast worked up into her throat. She blinked
-rapidly and squeezed the flesh around her eyes to keep the moisture
-back. "I know the rules," she said.
-
-Wilson tuned the communicator to the factory. "Tube department
-foreman," he said, but didn't cut in the viewplate. "Al Wilson, from
-the Center," he went on. "Sure, Mom, I'm fine. I've borrowed one of
-your girls. Don't let it get talked about. Will have her back soon."
-
-"Your mother?" Sue asked.
-
-"Yep! A fine girl. She works fifteen hours a day and still finds time
-to keep records for the Council."
-
-"I thought Mrs. Wilson's boy had gone out. When I was eleven I heard
-her say he'd already entered the Center. That's six years ago."
-
-Wilson's features clouded. "They won't let me go. Made me an
-instructor. If the chain breaks--But that isn't a subject to discuss
-with a girl. Look below. That lake! Know what made it?"
-
-"A strike. My mother said it came before I was born. She said we'd been
-lucky; that the planet has been struck thousands of times; that the
-moon and Mars have taken an awful beating."
-
-"We set up decoys," Wilson explained. "They draw the strikes when a
-break-through comes. But sometimes a factory gets knocked out."
-
-"I know." Sue nodded. "We know what to do. We've drilled over and over.
-And most of the factory is under ground."
-
-"Part of it, the brick part, was once a school. I went to school there
-eight terms before I entered the Center."
-
-"And I went three terms. That's when they converted it and we had to
-study in the dorm. Kids study in the nurseries now."
-
-"How long have you been working in the factory?"
-
-"Since I was nine. Only had to work four hours a day then. Now children
-begin work at eight."
-
-"How many hours does your mother work?"
-
-"Fifteen."
-
-"And when you're eighteen years old you'll go on a fifteen-hour shift?"
-
-"Of course. But I'll have three days vacation when I get married."
-
-"Did you know the Center is taking boys thirteen now and next year will
-begin calling them at the age of twelve?"
-
-"All the girls know about it. The boys are glad to get out of the
-factories. They talk about nothing else. And they say the age to go out
-is going to be lowered to eighteen and maybe seventeen."
-
-"Yes. We're learning better and faster ways to make men out of kids.
-And the numbers in the crews are being cut down. The ships are better.
-One man now can perform all the operations three did a few years ago."
-
-"The training? Is it very hard?"
-
-"No. It's just necessary. We know we have to learn and develop in order
-to survive. It's just like growing up."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Sue hesitated. "Is it true--" She paused again, cheeks coloring. "It is
-true that you can read a girl's thoughts?"
-
-Wilson grinned. "Don't worry about it. Those things have been
-exaggerated. We get flashes under certain conditions. If your emotions
-were in perfect accord with your thoughts, as ours are supposed to be,
-we'd know what you're thinking. It's our one superiority over the--"
-He halted, clamped his lips tight. Sue knew he had been about to say,
-"Zeehites."
-
-"We don't really read your thoughts," he went on. "If it was necessary,
-and we concentrated very hard, we probably could do it."
-
-"Try just once to get the picture I've got in my mind."
-
-"That's easy, but you shouldn't have thoughts like that."
-
-She blushed crimson. Now she was positive. She had held an image in
-mind of his features, and he had known, known especially that her
-thoughts were of him. Confusion and discomfort settled over her. She
-tried to get her mind on work, but the thought wouldn't come. Darth
-Brady's image, as in the locket, appeared before her. And she was
-certain that that, too, was known to Wilson. She was hardly aware of
-what he said from then until the car landed.
-
-Other girls watched her enviously, and yet with trepidation, as
-she returned to her machine. At every pause in the work they asked
-questions. "How did you get out?" "Where did you go?" "Will you have to
-appear before the Council?"
-
-She hated to be cattish, but she couldn't confide in them. She invented
-a story which was reluctantly accepted. She said she had suddenly
-become ill and gone to the dorm.
-
-The day wore on. After supper she visited her mother in the older
-women's dorm. She didn't stay long because Mrs. Wilson studied her with
-too much interest.
-
-But she had asked, "What do two ribbons and three stars mean," and her
-mother had replied, "The first ribbon is for courage and conduct beyond
-the call of duty. The second is generally a posthumous award. If the
-wearer is alive, it means he has done something wonderful indeed. The
-stars, of course, denote the number of years he has spent in the void."
-
-"Any word from Dad?"
-
-"No. Communication channels are overloaded. He wouldn't ask for a
-priority unless it was an emergency. I think he's setting up a plant
-near those new mines on the Gold Coast. Then he'll have to go to Mars.
-They're crying for logistic experts. I'm hoping he can spend a few
-hours with us, though."
-
-"How about uncle Bob and uncle George?"
-
-"Sue, I was hoping you wouldn't ask that. George has been moved out of
-the Fourth Sector. You know what that means? His ship will be in the
-midst of the fighting. And Bob's ship hasn't been reported in months.
-They were operating in Sector One. It's out near the rim of the galaxy,
-but has been drawn back billions of miles in months. The losses in the
-withdrawal were terrible. All I can learn is that the full extent of
-the losses won't be known for weeks."
-
-"Why do our ships keep on pulling back? We always lose so heavily at
-those times. Cousin Breckenridge gone; Cousin Allison came back a
-wrecked old man at the age of twenty; dozens of boys I used to know,
-broken or dead. And now uncle Bob."
-
-"Hush, Sue. The final word hasn't come yet."
-
-"But it will. And then it will be uncle George. And the Supreme Council
-keeps calling for more ships, better armament, and, above all, more
-men. Did you know they're lowering the age at the Center?"
-
-"Those things are necessary, Sue. They mean survival. We're not
-supposed to talk about them. And we're supposed to go to bed earlier
-because food rations are to be cut again and we must conserve our
-strength."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Returning to her section of the dorm, she passed a knot of girls
-whispering in the corridor. She caught the words "_Ida Bella_" and
-"_Trilogy_." Then "_Old men. They look ninety and most are crippled.
-And not a one is over twenty-two._"
-
-Hurrying, to keep pace with her heart, she went on to her room. As she
-slipped out of sweater, denims and briefs, she thought, "Darth Brady
-was on _Firelance_. Maybe! Maybe--" She knew she was not supposed to
-hope, neither despair. Nothing that happened must halt or hinder.
-
-The stars beyond the window were bright and close. She thought she
-could see the rings of blue with white dots in their centers which were
-said to be visible through a powerful telescope when the fighting was
-intense.
-
-Next day she applied for an issue of clothes. The elderly woman smiled
-and shook her head. "You're very pretty. You wouldn't be beautiful but
-you'd certainly be lovely and feminine in a dress. Wish I could issue
-you an outfit."
-
-"But I haven't drawn any clothes in over eight months," Sue said. "We
-used to get clothes four times a year, then twice. Now--"
-
-"It can't be helped," the woman explained. "They've cut production to
-put more labor and machinery in the heavy industries. Even the boys at
-the Centers aren't getting as many uniforms as they were. And they'll
-get fewer next year."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-"If your denims and sweaters have been damaged--"
-
-"No. I've three of each. They are just worn."
-
-"Then you'll have to make out. The less we have here the more the men
-can have when they go out. You understand?"
-
- * * * * *
-
-Sunday she took advantage of the shorter working-day to go with
-her mother to the vale between the cultivated rows of cedar and the
-woodland. She had come here at every opportunity since she could
-remember. It was here she had been taught that there was something
-beyond the transient physical life.
-
-Today they walked on through the wood to a point where they could see
-the lake which had been made by the strike so many years ago. It was
-more than five miles across and was said to be half a mile deep.
-
-Coming back, they saw a number of uniformed men in the vale. They were
-gray and wrinkled and some were crippled. She felt her mother's fingers
-close tight on her arm, but curiosity wouldn't allow her to stop.
-
-She stared. He was stooped, his face a mass of wrinkles, his hair
-snow-white. And he was gibbering. He seemed to recognize no one.
-
-She was suddenly seized with a tremor. A wild raging impulse surged
-through her. Blindly and without thought, she ran, heedless of bushes,
-briars and stones. She didn't stop until she reached the dormitory. She
-fell face down on her bed and dug her nails into her cheeks and into
-the flesh about her eyes to make it contract.
-
-Darth Brady was just past twenty, she knew....
-
-Night brought a full silvery moon. She could see it from the window
-as it came above the wood, bright and giving no hint of the ships and
-activity on its scorched airless surface. Sleep was out of the question.
-
-Slipping into her clothes and with shoes in hand, she swung across the
-windowsill and lowered herself to the ground. Like a wraith she moved
-among the cedars and on across the vale and into the wood.
-
-The sound of the machinery in the factory behind her faded. The night
-was quiet but lustrous with tinted moonlight. It seemed that peace had
-come, that nowhere in the universe could there be strife. But as she
-looked at the stars and imagined the rings of blue and white dots, she
-knew.
-
-Beyond the wood the water in the lake was amber in color, and as she
-approached, it flashed an image of the heavens and took on a darker
-hue, almost blood red.
-
-She stood on an outcropping and listened to the sounds of crickets and
-frogs and thought she heard long sighs like breathing. She thought she
-saw something white flash on the surface, then dismissed it, tilted her
-head back and breathed deep of the clean night air.
-
-It seemed that she was alone on a tiny planet which brushed against a
-bejeweled velvet curtain. She indulged the dream, and when reality
-began to force itself upon her again she quickly slipped out of her
-clothes and judged the distance to the water below.
-
-For a moment she stood there, arms raised, body poised, the moon
-painting her figure a rose pink. Then she dived.
-
-The water was warm, caressing. She came up, tossed her head back to get
-the shoulder-length dark hair out of her eyes. And then she was certain
-she heard an exclamation.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Panic ran through her as it had earlier in the vale. She twisted and
-turned to look in every direction. Then a head bobbed up in front of
-her.
-
-"A beautiful dive," he said. It was Al Wilson. "I was about to warn you
-and then I couldn't bear to spoil it."
-
-She was treading water, confused, not knowing what to do.
-
-"Do you come here often?" he asked.
-
-"No. But you knew I would come soon. I was thinking about it when we
-flew over, and you knew."
-
-"Is it so bad?"
-
-"No. But having you read my thoughts--" She turned swiftly and swam
-hard and strong. The panic was in her again. She felt that he was
-looking right inside her, noting the quickening of her heart that he
-himself brought.
-
-It was impossible to escape. Like all men trained at the Center, he was
-superbly muscled and seemed tireless. With ease he kept pace with her,
-ignored her confusion, talked on.
-
-In desperation she clung to a rough stone protruding from the bank,
-started to climb out, dropped back into the water and fought to hold
-back the tears.
-
-He said, "There's an easier place to climb a few yards ahead. I'll go
-back the way I came and meet you up on the bank."
-
-Relief came as she watched him swim away, watched the long muscles
-ripple on his back and shoulders. But it did not last. In feverish
-hurry she climbed out and twisted and squirmed to get into her clothes.
-She had hardly got the sweater over her head and her hair brushed back
-when he appeared.
-
-"Those clothes don't do you justice," he said.
-
-Confusion came again.
-
-"But the time will soon come," he added, "when our girls can have all
-the fine things written about in the old books."
-
-"How can you say that," she asked, "when every report brings news
-of another withdrawal, another terrible defeat? We've lost so many
-stations among the stars, there can hardly be any left."
-
-He looked down at the weed-grown earth, and she instantly became
-contrite. "I'm sorry," she said. "I know I'm never supposed to lose
-hope."
-
-He studied her eyes until she looked away. His hands found her
-shoulders. "Sue, there are forces at work about which you've never even
-dreamed. We need time. We need more manpower. We have to go on working.
-The only thing that can defeat us ultimately is here on this planet. It
-is our morale. As long as it is high we'll keep on sending ships out.
-The moment it breaks we are lost."
-
-Sue had noticed the tension and constraint in his voice that she had
-come to associate with the talking of men among themselves when they
-thought no woman or child was within hearing.
-
-Always they stopped talking when a girl approached, and put on a
-cheerful front. She wondered if they knew of some dark terror yet to
-be faced, so horrible that it couldn't be confided to their women and
-children. Would a knowledge of that dreadful thing, she asked herself,
-break the morale on the home planet?
-
-Wilson had changed the subject. He told her about the fine things
-he had read in books and heard from older men of that past before
-the beginning of the struggle. It reminded her of the fairy tales
-she had read as a child. It seemed impossible that a girl could have
-fine clothes and a house and a husband and children all her own. She
-couldn't grasp it. She felt that she wouldn't know how to live if there
-weren't rules to go by. She remembered vaguely when she was very small,
-that her mother prepared meals in a big white kitchen, but there was
-little reality in the memory.
-
-He accompanied her back to the dorm and on the way talked of things
-that stirred forlorn unrest in her body. It was a sense of tingling,
-suppressed under memory of Darth Brady.
-
-Lifting her to the windowsill, he pressed his lips against her ear and
-whispered, "I've made another request of the Council to send me out."
-His arms held her tight enough to stop her trembling. Then he released
-her and was gone.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Food became scarcer as summer became fall and fall became winter.
-Monkey meat was served twice a week. Hydroponics were the main diet and
-the bulk had to be made up of edible leaves and woodfibre.
-
-First news of the big break-through came on Christmas Eve. The bulletin
-was not supposed to go up until all in the factory had had an hour
-to sing carols or do whatever they wished. But somebody made a
-mistake. Under the wreaths of holly on the bulletin board it told in
-a few words how Sector One had been breached. It told of withdrawals,
-reorganization and shortening of defenses.
-
-On Christmas Day the story was worse. It was not definite as bulletins
-usually were, but it gave the information that Sector Two was crumbling.
-
-Two days after Christmas she overheard men talking at the groundcar
-ramps. Their voices were tense, restrained. They said that the links
-of the chains were snapping and that a strike was sure to come. They
-talked hopefully of new weapons, better ships that would swing the
-balance of power in favor of Earthmen.
-
-Sue had heard talk of new weapons and ships many times before. They
-always seemed to be in the future. She slipped away from the ramps and
-volunteered an extra hour's work in the factory.
-
-Next day there was a general increase in hours. Girls under eighteen
-went on a fourteen-hour shift. Eighteen to thirty-five, they worked
-sixteen hours. Under the age of fourteen, none was allowed to work more
-than ten hours, but girls and boys of eight and nine could volunteer to
-work seven hours. Their shifts called for six.
-
-The age for admittance at the Centers was lowered to ten. The age to go
-out was seventeen, but, as the new classes came along, would be lowered
-to sixteen and fifteen.
-
-The strike came on New Year's Eve. There was ample warning. Word
-reached Earth before daylight that a major break-through had occurred.
-The Fourth Sector couldn't halt it, but forces were being drawn back
-from Three and Two to close the break.
-
-The news was tempered with assurances issued on a global scale by the
-Supreme Council. It said that their labors and sacrifices had not been
-in vain; that thousands upon thousands of Earth warships still stood
-between the planet and the onrushing enemy. It said that the stations
-on Mars and the Moons of Jupiter were still intact, as well as on
-Earth's Moon, and that hundreds of man-made stations were beyond the
-orbit of Saturn.
-
-The day was one of feverish excitement and at every opportunity fearful
-eyes turned toward the blue and seemingly placid heavens.
-
-Calculations of when the first blow would come were checked and
-rechecked. It was expected soon after evening twilight.
-
-News of expressions of confidence among the Upper Councils of the
-peoples of the planet were bulletined to still unrest. The Orientals
-could put aloft better than ten thousand ships in the last hours. The
-Europeans could do about the same. The Africans had a new ship not
-intended for service until further tests had been made, but which would
-be used to meet the emergency. North and South America had more ships
-than crews, and Arabian boys were being sent to man them.
-
-Sue couldn't understand how her mother could take the news so calmly.
-
-"I've lived through strikes before," she explained. "Besides, your
-father always comes home to make sure I'm all right afterwards."
-
- * * * * *
-
-As the sun went down and the first twilight appeared, streamers of
-fire became visible in the sky above. They crossed and re-crossed,
-endlessly, numbering tens of thousands, and resembled falling meteors.
-
-"I've never seen so many at one time," Sue's mother said.
-
-"What are they?" Sue asked.
-
-"Our ships, of course. From every part of the globe. They'll circle the
-planet constantly. They are the final inner ring. Under them is nothing
-but the ground defenses."
-
-"Are there more ships farther out?"
-
-"Certainly. Those up there are comparable to the Fourth Sector on a
-cosmograph. Sectors Three, Two and One will extend out beyond Pluto's
-orbit. They are probably fighting now. Listen! There's the warning. We
-must go to the shafts."
-
-At that moment Alfred Wilson appeared. She understood that he had come
-to say goodby to his mother. He came straight toward her, and then Sue
-realized she was alone. Her mother, with an understanding smile, was
-already on the way to the shaft.
-
-Sue thought that he had never looked so tall, so strong, so confident.
-She was certain he had his orders to go out.
-
-He stood before her. His jaw was set, his expression grim. Then his
-lips parted and he spoke very softly:
-
-"Don't take any worries with you down in the ground," he said. "We'll
-never let them get a foothold on Earth." He paused. "Sue, don't think
-about me, don't think about love, don't think about anything--but just
-one kiss."
-
-She clung to him, giving of her lips, of every thought, of every
-heartbeat. It seemed to her that it was the least she could do. In
-another hour he would be out there between her and the Zeehites.
-
-The second warning sounded. She ignored it, still willing to give, to
-sacrifice herself if necessary, but he unclasped her hands and brought
-her arms from about him.
-
-He looked once more into her eyes and then hurried toward the
-groundcar, walking very straight. He didn't look back and at last she
-turned and ran to the shaft.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The trip down required nearly ten minutes. The deceleration began long
-before the car stopped. She knew that her mother, and other older
-women, wouldn't be sent down this far, but that children would go much
-farther.
-
-She hoped she would be put off at a level where there was machinery,
-where she could work, where there would be something to do to keep her
-mind off the coming terror.
-
-As she came out of the car in a huge padded vault she was given a
-container of liquid and told to drink it quickly. Somebody whispered
-that it was to make them immune to what would otherwise be unbearable
-pain.
-
-A speaker amplified a voice from the surface. "Girls above the hundred
-and fiftieth level should lie down or sit down," the voice said. "At
-lower levels it is safe to stand or walk about as you choose. Those on
-the upper levels will please get into their shock suits. And please be
-calm. We'll keep you informed of events as long as possible.
-
-"The Supreme Council has authorized me to say this: that the strike
-is going to be unimaginably heavy, but never has Earth been better
-prepared to withstand one. Each of you has given of your labors to make
-this preparation. You are each one a part of our combined effort at
-this crucial moment. Take heart. Remain calm."
-
-Broken sobs came from behind her. Sue turned and saw that they were
-coming from a girl who couldn't possibly be more than fifteen and
-didn't belong on this level. An older girl led her away.
-
-Sue thought of Darth Brady, but his image wouldn't stay in her mind.
-The blue eyes and blond hair of Alfred Wilson were there before
-her. She imagined him manning a ray-weapon in a ship above Earth's
-atmosphere. And then memory of the returned men of _Ida Bella_,
-_Nucleus_, _Trilogy_ and _Firelance_ sent a tremoring wave of nausea
-through her.
-
-The speaker blared, "You have a few minutes. Choose your places and lie
-down or sit down. Remain calm."
-
-A girl nearby muttered. "How do they know for certain? They figured
-early today exactly when the strike would come. And yet our ships were
-out there to stop it. How did they know our ships wouldn't stop it?"
-
-A calmer voice said, "Maybe our ships purposely let them through. It
-may be part of one vast operation. I've heard older people say that
-something like it happened years ago. They let a whole fleet through
-and then trapped it between Sectors Three and Two. It was Earth's first
-big victory."
-
-"But this time they've broken through Sector Four. They can't reach
-Earth until they're past Sector Four."
-
-"It may be part of an even bigger operation."
-
-"But why let them strike Earth? Don't they care about us?"
-
-"Oh, hush! I have two brothers out there. I'd hate for them to learn
-girls didn't have confidence in them."
-
-"Attention!" the speaker called. "In forty-five seconds the ground
-defense will be zeroed in. Please do not get panicky when the earth
-begins to shake. Lie down or sit down and draw your knees up against
-your chest. There may be pressure waves. Use your ear-protectors and
-keep your mouths open. Remain calm."
-
-Silence settled, to be broken by deep breathing, then Sue heard the
-restrained voices: "God, grant that we shall continue to possess life."
-
-The earth shuddered first one way and then the other. It rocked back
-and forth; it rose and fell.
-
-Sue felt the blood hammering through her temples. The muscles in her
-body strained to hold her knees against her chest. She heard screaming,
-knew that some of it was coming from her own lungs.
-
-The earth rocked.
-
-Sue felt that she could not possibly endure it longer. She was flung
-this way and that, bounced as a rubber ball. It went on and on. The
-girls about her seemed dazed, stricken.
-
-The speaker ordered, "Prepare for pressure within ten seconds."
-
-The earth rocked and then came a jolt that made all the preceding seem
-as nothing. It came again and again. And then the pressure.
-
-She couldn't breathe. She knew this couldn't go on. It was more than
-a mortal could endure. Vaguely she wondered how anyone on the surface
-could possibly be alive. It was unimaginably horrible down here; it
-could be nothing less than an inferno of death above.
-
-Merciful darkness came down.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The sheets on the bed were white and crisp and cool. Several moments
-passed before she understood. She had never been here before. Through
-the huge windows came bright sunlight. Far out beyond, the ground was
-covered with snow.
-
-Sue sat up abruptly. A nurse came, lifted back the sheet, checked the
-identification number tattooed on her hip. "Susan Wildress? Factory
-Eight Hundred Ninety-six?"
-
-Sue nodded. "My mother?"
-
-"Just a moment." The nurse went away and came back with a memorandum.
-"Betty Wildress is listed as age thirty-six. That would put her on the
-eightieth level. None survived above the hundred and seventeenth."
-
-Sue buried her face in the pillow. She had held back the tears so long
-that now they would not come. She thought of her father and turned
-again to the nurse.
-
-"Craig Wildress?" the nurse said. "Logistics? Just a moment." She
-checked through records. "He was here two days ago, stayed by your
-side. He received a high priority message, had to leave. He left word
-for you that he would be on Mars for some time."
-
-"Alfred Wilson?"
-
-"Your betrothed or kin?"
-
-Sue shook her head. "An instructor at the Center. He went out the night
-of the strike."
-
-"There are many Centers. Many went out that night and not so many came
-back. You will have to inquire of the Council."
-
-"This place? Where am I?"
-
-"Recovery Fourteen Hundred One."
-
-"Is it near--?"
-
-"Site of Factory Eight Ninety-six? Yes. About a hundred and twenty
-miles east. You must rest now. Girls from devastated areas are to go to
-factories in the East. You must regain your strength quickly."
-
-From the local Council she learned only that the full extent of the
-losses would not be known for weeks. Fighting had been intense between
-Earth and the orbit of Mars and there was still some confusion. It
-appeared that Mars, the Moons of Jupiter and the stations beyond
-Saturn's orbit had suffered heavily. The brunt of the strike, she was
-told, had been absorbed inside the orbit of Mars, and Earth and its
-satellite escaped what might have been fatal blows.
-
-That was as much as the Council could tell her. No one should expect
-them, they explained, not without sympathy, to halt assessments and try
-to learn what had happened to one man in a cosmic operation.
-
-They denied her permission to return to the site of former Factory
-Eight Ninety-six. They pointed out that such excursions were
-morale-shattering and that she was needed immediately in the East.
-Production had to be increased in preparation for further strikes.
-
-They did permit her to view the site on a screen. And then she was
-sorry. Where the factory, the dormitory, the cedars, the vale, the wood
-had been was now a crater twice as large as the lake.
-
-As she studied the scene, an uncontrollable surging rose in her breast.
-At last tears came. She hardly remembered going out to the atmosphere
-craft that was to take her to the eastern factory.
-
-The craft was jampacked with girls and older women. Their talk was
-puzzling.
-
-"Do they lose their spirit out in the void?"
-
-"Maybe it's that stuff shot into them at the Centers."
-
-"But that stuff makes them stronger. Besides, it isn't their strength.
-Maybe it's us. Maybe we have some hidden psychological reason not to
-bring more children into existence."
-
-"When I was growing up," said an older woman, "boys and girls were
-expected to fall in love. Now they discourage it. You can't expect the
-laws of nature--"
-
-"But that," another pointed out, "is to prevent heartbreak. When a girl
-is madly in love and the boy goes out and doesn't come back or comes
-back gray and wrinkled and broken--"
-
-"It isn't our problem," somebody said peevishly.
-
-"If bearing children isn't our problem, whose is it?"
-
-"I meant fertility."
-
-Sue hoped that it was just girl talk, and tried to dismiss it, but
-half-formed thoughts stirred restlessly and plucked at the strings of
-some dormant longing inherent in her sex. With the others she wondered.
-
-The new factory differed from the old, and it was several days before
-she became adept at operating the improved machines. The Center was
-closer and work was going on to merge the two dining halls.
-
-Word spread that romance might no longer be discouraged. This made her
-wonder more.
-
- * * * * *
-
-On the first day of spring a thin blonde girl at the next machine
-fell unconscious. As Sue rushed to help her, she saw the two ribbons
-clutched in the thin hand. A chunky brunette whispered, "Her husband's
-posthumous award. She got them last night, probably didn't sleep."
-
-Work on the dining halls was finally finished. When young men milled
-into the vast room the girls were silent and shy. The boys likewise. It
-was the first time many of them had ever eaten in the presence of the
-other sex.
-
-The shyness wore off and they mingled. It was then that Sue learned
-that men were fed differently. They got more meat and heaping portions
-of vegetables. She no longer wondered why they grew so big and strong.
-
-The men stared at what the girls were eating and seemed to lose their
-appetites. Finally one offered to share with a girl and then others,
-all over the room. For the first time Sue tasted beef.
-
-Then a rule was posted that food was not to be shared. The men ignored
-it, but the girls, fearing both for themselves and the men, stopped
-sharing.
-
-Word spread that the men had complained to the Council and that
-something was to be done. Days went by and the men grew irritable. One
-day the men, looking grim and determined, got their plates and each sat
-at a table with a girl. When the meal was over they marched out, and
-not a man had touched his food.
-
-The instructors at the Center declared an emergency, issued orders
-superseding the local Council that the same food was to be given both
-workers and trainees. They justified it on the grounds that it was to
-sustain morale.
-
-Men were allowed in the dorm two hours a day. Sue took the opportunity
-to ask one how ships were able to traverse vast distances in comparably
-brief time. His explanation was incomprehensible. Finally he paused,
-studied her wondering features.
-
-"Oh, I see!" he said. "You girls don't take much math. Think of it
-this way. Time is a concept of motion in relation to motion. Picture a
-motionless planet in a void. There is no motion on the planet or off
-it. Without motion, plus a concept, there can be no time. Now give the
-planet motion. Nothing else but the planet is moving in that void.
-There is nothing to which it is relative. So it can move billions of
-miles in time zero. Am I making it clear?"
-
-She nodded. She hadn't begun to grasp it, but knew that she would in
-time.
-
-"So actually we effect a displacement," he went on. "It is something
-like moving into another dimension, but it isn't precisely that. In
-reality it is a different kind of motion from motion as we know it
-ordinarily. But here comes the dorm mother to send us back to the
-Center. Tell you more next time."
-
- * * * * *
-
-She tried time and again to get news of Alfred Wilson, but didn't know
-what ship he was on and couldn't learn even what Sector he might be in.
-
-All of the sectors now were between Earth and the nearest stars and
-news of the fighting came more often. There was talk that Sector
-Four might pull back within the Solar System, and its vast chain of
-defenses, and thus release thousands of ships to build Sector One back
-up to strength.
-
-News from her father came indirectly. A Tibetan sent word from halfway
-around the planet that he had worked with her father on Mars and
-promised to bring a message to her. He was in good health and thought
-of her daily. He was leaving for the vicinity of Jupiter and from there
-would go to the stations beyond Saturn. He hoped to see her before
-winter and bade her be of good spirit and firm faith that the big job
-would soon be done.
-
-Early in June one of the girls on the overlapping shift told her that a
-man in uniform had asked for her. She couldn't imagine who it might be,
-for the men she knew at the Center were aware of her hours and would
-look for her in the dining hall.
-
-Crossing the distance to the hall, she studied the tall man in the worn
-uniform who stood near the entrance. The hair at his temples was gray
-and he wore a single ribbon tied at his throat. As she drew near, she
-saw the light of long and terrible experience in his eyes.
-
-For a moment she could hardly stand. Black spots came before her eyes
-and the world seemed to spin beneath her. Then she knew she was rushing
-to him.
-
-A minute passed before he spoke. "I've had a devil of a time finding
-you. Searched half the continent."
-
-"Al," she breathed and couldn't say any more.
-
-Lunch was forgotten. She wouldn't have returned to work if he had not
-insisted.
-
-That evening he ate with her in the dining hall and afterwards led
-her out to a groundcar. In the car they rose above the factory and up
-through a snowbank cloud. When they broke clear and could see Luna at
-thirty degrees in the southeast and Venus sparkling like a jewel in the
-west, he set the robot controls to hold the car motionless.
-
-After a long moment of gazing at her he said. "I thought of you a lot
-up there." He pointed toward Saturn. "Long hours of waiting for orders
-to move to counter some other move. The realization of the vastness,
-the inconceivable immensity, of space, and how tiny and feeble man is.
-It made me wonder why the breath of life had been breathed into my
-body, and I thought of you, and I think it made me understand that our
-Creator intends for life to go on and upward, and because of that He
-endowed us with love."
-
-She moved closer to him, but he remained silent so long that she felt
-a need to bridge across. She said, "Tell me about the night of the
-strike."
-
-Lines of pain came into his features. "Don't ask me about that, Sue.
-So many of the boys I had trained died that night."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-There was a longer silence. At last his arm came about her. Moments
-passed and then she understood that no bridge would ever be needed.
-Words were no longer necessary. She no longer tried to guard her own
-thoughts.
-
-And when he asked the question it brought no new excitement. She had
-known that he would ask it, and gave the answer with her lips against
-his.
-
-"And the date?" he said.
-
-She counted on her fingers. "My birthday comes on the fifteenth. I'll
-be eighteen. Is it too long? Girls eighteen get special training to
-prepare them for marriage."
-
-"I can't imagine what sort of training," he said. "Besides, I don't
-think you need it. Nobody taught you to kiss like that. I've a hunch
-you have some special aptitude for being a wife. But if your heart is
-set on waiting--"
-
-"It won't be long. Let's set the date for the twenty-fifth of June."
-
-"It's pretty long for an old spaceman, but maybe I can hold out if I
-can see you often enough."
-
-"Every evening--"
-
-Sue hardly slept that night. At first she planned not to mention it,
-but the excitement of keeping it to herself was too much. She told her
-roommate.
-
-"You shouldn't have made him wait," said the girl. "Haven't you heard?"
-
-"Heard what?"
-
-"That Sector Four is moving back into the Solar System with
-headquarters on Earth. That means a lot of ship movements here. He
-might be called back to his any moment."
-
-"And I didn't even ask him the name of his ship!"
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was well into the morning when sleep came and then she awoke long
-before daylight. She studied the bulletin board early and was among
-the first in the dining hall. She asked a man from the Center what the
-movement of Sector Four meant.
-
-"It's like this," he said. "All sectors move in perfect coordination.
-Four is the Supreme Command and Strategy Sector. Planning is done there
-and the Supreme Council on Earth is kept informed. If they pull back to
-Earth they can use the ships kept in reserve to protect this planet and
-release many of the Fourth Sector ships to replace losses in Sectors
-Three, Two and One. And it is a wise move. Fighting has been extensive
-of late and more strength is needed far out."
-
-"Does it mean that men on leave may be called back suddenly?"
-
-"Never can tell. Men on leave are always subject to immediate recall."
-
-It seemed that the morning would never pass. At lunchtime she ran out
-of the factory, looked everywhere, waited at the entrance to the dining
-hall. At last she went in and ate.
-
-The afternoon dragged. She hardly dared hope when she came out. Then
-she saw him.
-
-He hadn't priority for a car tonight, and as they sat in a corner of
-the lounge of the dorm she tried to think of some way to tell him. For
-a time she hoped that he would bring up the subject, but he didn't, and
-at last she made up her mind.
-
-Then he said, "Sue, you've forgotten so soon that your husband-to-be
-has a special faculty. You were in so much confusion I couldn't make
-out what it was at first. But now it's fairly clear. We'll make it
-tomorrow or next day or any day you wish."
-
-Her cheeks stung so that she was afraid to look up. Finally she said,
-"Monday. That's three days from now. And Sunday is a short working day.
-It will give me time to adjust my thoughts to the idea of being your
-wife."
-
-"Sure. And I understand they give you three days for a honeymoon."
-
-She nodded. "I've been wondering what it will be like to be free for
-three days."
-
-Sunday came. They spent the meditation hours together. The news on the
-bulletin board was ignored.
-
-In the evening he seemed preoccupied. "They have begun calling men
-back," he explained. Then: "But don't think for a moment that I'll let
-them call me before we're married. Still, I wish I hadn't studied up so
-on the new weapons. They're putting the new ships in service, and--But
-I'm not supposed to talk about it."
-
-Early Monday morning she drew her wedding issue of clothes: tan linen
-blouse and slacks; nylox underthings and pajamas; woven sandals and
-nylox anklets.
-
-As she dallied under the shower she felt guilty, for production had to
-go on, and every moment she lost had to be made up somewhere.
-
-He came for her at mid-morning and they went before the Council and
-said their vows. Afterwards they flew above plains and ruins until they
-reached a city that had not been wholly destroyed. She waited while he
-filed their identification with the Council and the command post, and
-then went with him to a huge building which seemed almost devoid of
-life.
-
-Their suite was luxurious beyond her imagining, and it increased the
-sense of guilt and unrest in her being. During the next day and part
-of the third, as they wandered through galleries and planetariums and
-stellar-domes, she thought often of the girls at the machines in the
-factories.
-
-His orders came in the afternoon. She returned to the factory alone.
-
-If such were possible, she worked harder now. Her birthday had come and
-gone and she was on a sixteen-hour shift. She didn't mind because she
-wanted the men to have everything they needed to win and hasten the day
-when the big job would be done.
-
-Food rations became less each day. At first there was grumbling among
-the trainees, but it died out in the knowledge that sacrifices were
-necessary and that boys and girls were sharing alike.
-
-The uniforms of the trainees began to look worn. The men no longer
-seemed quite as big and handsome and vital as they once had.
-
-And then the orders came for clinical tests. The Supreme Council sought
-an answer to why children were not being born.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Through June she had hoped, and again in July, but in August she was
-convinced that she wasn't going to become a mother. And when the
-request came for volunteers to work eighteen and twenty hours, she
-took twenty. There were times when she couldn't sleep and wanted to be
-doing something. This feverishness was shared by others. They seemed
-almost hysterically eager to produce more, to provide everything the
-men needed.
-
-The man who registered the volunteers was grim and his eyes were
-blood-rimmed. As she came out she heard him mutter to another, "There's
-a breaking point somewhere. We're driving them far beyond their
-strength."
-
-The other came back, "It's that or death--maybe both."
-
-She got her test in September. It said simply that she was fertile.
-
-Christmas came again, but this time there was no free hour to sing
-carols. It was like any other day, and the meditation hours on Sunday
-were discontinued.
-
-A series of strikes came in quick succession, but the protection was
-better and there was insulation against the pressure. She spent long
-hours with others huddled in padded dungeons a mile below the surface.
-She got so she could sleep through the strikes when they were not too
-close to the factory.
-
-Alfred came back in February. He looked much older, but his hair was
-not totally gray and his features were not wrinkled. He arranged for
-special accommodations, and late that night when he took off his
-clothes she saw the scars. It was the first time she had cried since
-her mother's death.
-
-He chucked her under the chin and said, "This is nothing. You should've
-seen me before the surgeons got through."
-
-The Council and the Center clashed over the rule that girls should not
-be permitted to work more than sixteen hours when their husbands were
-on leave. The Center won, claiming it was a morale factor, and she went
-back to a sixteen-hour shift.
-
-The age to go out was lowered to fourteen and a half and it was
-announced that the next class would be thirteen and a half. Boys now
-were going out with half the training earlier ones had had.
-
-When it was announced that production was catching up and that girls
-might be permitted to volunteer for training she mentioned it to
-Alfred. And that was the first time she ever saw his features show fear.
-
-"No, Sue," he said. "Don't even think of it. You can't conceive of what
-it is."
-
-In irritation she demanded, "Tell me about the Zeehites."
-
-He looked startled. "You mustn't think about them. That's why we are
-fighting, so our women won't ever have to see one."
-
-"But I have to know."
-
-He understood her thoughts, as he had in the past, and finally said,
-"I shan't describe them because there is nothing on Earth to compare
-them with, and a picture of one would give you nightmares. They have
-remarkable minds but no emotions. They can concentrate on a single
-objective and persevere toward it with unbelievable endurance. They are
-almost incapable of suffering pain and as a result are cruel beyond
-imagining. They hardly know fear and are terrible fighters. Because
-they lack a faculty for caution we can trick them, and often we pick up
-their thoughts and know their plans in advance. Those are the things
-that have enabled us to survive, for they seem to number as the stars."
-
-"Where did they come from?"
-
-"Andromeda, originally. We know that they spread through the Milky
-Way millions of years ago. They wiped out life in their paths and
-colonized. There is evidence to indicate they struck the Solar System
-at that time. There are things to show they denuded Mars and attenuated
-its atmosphere. Earth may not have been sufficiently developed then to
-interest them. We don't know. We know that when Earth began colonizing
-the planets of other suns in our own galaxy the Andromedians didn't
-take much notice at first. But as our strength grew they decided
-we were a threat. More than a quarter of a century ago they struck
-suddenly and wiped out hundreds of colonies.
-
-"We were weak at first and our expeditionary forces were annihilated.
-But we were fast building strength and when they turned toward the
-Solar System we met them well out. They had not expected so much
-strength and were turned back.
-
-"Then the race began to build up, and the struggle has been going
-on since. The tide has turned first one way and then the other, but
-the populace of Earth has slaved and starved itself to produce ships
-and man them, and to make better weapons, and the time is drawing
-near--Sue, I'm not supposed to talk to you like this."
-
-"But, Al, I've heard all those things before: that all we need is just
-more time, more work and sacrifices."
-
-"Sue, there are forces at work--"
-
-"I know. You've told me that, too, that there are forces at work I
-don't know about."
-
-The lines of pain showed in his features. Suddenly she realized she was
-on the verge of tears. She put her arms around him and murmured, "Al,
-I'll never say anything like that again. I promise."
-
-"No, Sue, don't promise that. Just promise you'll never volunteer to go
-out, and try not to think of the Zeehites."
-
-"I promise."
-
-When his orders came and she moved back to the dormitory and went back
-to the twenty-hour shift, she cried again. It was the third time since
-the big strike and she began to wonder if she was weaker than others.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The Fourth Sector established headquarters on Earth and by the middle
-of April she began to see more men, black, red, yellow, white. All
-spoke the same language, but their dialects and intonations varied
-extensively.
-
-She learned to distinguish the guttural of the Teutons, the clipped
-speech of the Norsemen, the rolling, laughing talk of the Eskimos, the
-singsong of the Chinese, the jerky tongued-tied speech of the Japanese,
-the soft tones of the Latins, the softer still of the Africans, all in
-some way differing from the even, forthright but restrained, speech of
-the North Americans.
-
-She was particularly fascinated by the Indians. Many were taller and
-broader than the Americans and were said to be good spacemen and
-courageous fighters.
-
-They were free to go anywhere when on leave, and nearly a hundred
-were assigned to the factory-Center dining hall. They were friendly,
-didn't mind the crowding, and told strange stories of their homelands.
-Sometimes they spoke of space battles, but generally were as reticent
-on this subject as the Americans.
-
-As time went on Sue lost weight. The curves of her willowy figure
-became less noticeable, and toward June she became more introspective.
-One day she came out of a reverie to realize she had been staring at
-a boy across the table. He was small, dark and had noticeably bright
-brown eyes. His lower features, his slender neck, his undeveloped arms
-and shoulders told her that he couldn't possibly be over fourteen.
-
-This was not what held her attention. She was staring at the two
-ribbons tied at his throat and the two stars on the breast of his
-uniform. As she studied his eyes again she was suddenly shocked into
-the realization that, however many years he had lived, he was a man
-full grown, aged by experience out in the void. What his eyes had seen
-had burned into his soul.
-
-She was ashamed of her own weakness, and determined henceforth to keep
-her hands from trembling, to remain more alert and to make her machine
-produce more.
-
-Soon after she went back to work a man came and handed her two ribbons.
-She stared unbelievingly, murmured, "Al," and then it seemed that the
-floor came up to meet her.
-
-She awoke in her own bed in the dormitory and remained there. The dorm
-mother came to talk, told her she must rest for another day.
-
-"Al," she breathed, dry-eyed and feverishly. "Al."
-
-The woman explained that the ribbons were not for Al, but for her
-father who had died somewhere out near Pluto.
-
-She rolled over on her face, but couldn't cry. There were no tears left
-in her.
-
-A doctor came and gave her an injection and the following day she went
-back to work.
-
-She got word indirectly that Al was back. A girl told her that she had
-heard it from one of the boys from the Center. "They carried him out of
-the ship," she said.
-
-Sue refused to believe it. She set her jaw firmly and determined to
-wait. Late in the afternoon a man with a groundcar came and told her
-she was wanted at Recovery Seven Oh Six.
-
-She still couldn't believe it, but went with him calmly.
-
-They told her at Recovery that Al would someday walk again and that
-they would give him a new left arm, if not of flesh, then mechanical.
-His lungs had been crushed by pressure, but such was the fire of life
-in him that he would live and maybe fight again.
-
- * * * * *
-
-She went forty-eight hours without sleep in order to be with him all of
-the time she wasn't working. On the third day his lone good arm came
-round her and drew her down on the bed, and she slept on his shoulder.
-
-From time to time she overheard nurses and doctors talking. The talk
-was usually about a subject that would always stir a woman.
-
-"If no babies are born," one said, "for fifty years--"
-
-"That's the length of time it's calculated to work," a doctor
-explained. "It's devilship. We've prepared surprises for them, but
-they've given us the worst. It doesn't kill the sperm, it paralyzes
-it or puts it in a sort of suspended state. Think of it! A boy two
-years old now will be infertile until he's about fifty-two. Then, if
-he's healthy, the sperm will revive. Our studies indicate he will be
-perfectly able to become a father. But by that time hardly a woman on
-Earth will be able to produce the ovum. Some rare cases, but mankind
-will vanish anyway."
-
-"The women are fertile now?"
-
-"Yes. And will be until they reach the menopause. But all of them will
-have passed it before men become fertile again."
-
-"Isn't there some way to delay the menopause?"
-
-"Everything will be tried, of course. But the cellular breakdown
-and many other factors have to be taken into account. It's well-nigh
-hopeless. But somebody might eventually hit on something to revive the
-sperm earlier, though it's likely the Zeehites made certain it can't be
-done."
-
-Sue asked the doctor if Alfred was suffering. He shook his head. "No
-pain whatever. We've taken care of that. And he'll soon be up. Has a
-fierce determination to live, and, looking at you, I understand why."
-
-She asked other questions. His replies were abrupt and reflected his
-exhaustion and preoccupation with matters of broader import.
-
-Commuting between the factory and Recovery was time-consuming and
-tiring and she was forbidden to visit Al more than once a week. She
-told him about it. Strangely, he made no protest, begged her to get
-every moment of rest she could.
-
-She asked for audience with the Council. Days passed and no word came.
-She tried again, and when they received her she understood the delay.
-They were hardly able to keep themselves awake.
-
-"Babies," one mumbled. "Everybody has some answer to the problem.
-Worthless. But say what you have to say and if it has any merit we'll
-pass it to the Upper Council."
-
-"I don't have the answer to babies," she said, "but I think I
-understand why people die."
-
-They showed interest.
-
-"They get tired," she said. "That's all. They just get tired. That's
-what breaks down the cells and makes them die."
-
-They looked at one another, back at her. "We know all of you girls are
-exhausted. It can't be helped. We have to work on. We need time. Just a
-little while longer."
-
-She tried again, explaining over and over, trying to make them
-understand why people die, and why they might remain young longer if
-things were different. They shook their heads. Finally she flared,
-"Send it on to the Upper Council as I've explained it."
-
-That brought an inkling of a smile. "That's the spirit," they agreed.
-"We can never lose while we have that spirit."
-
-They agreed to send her idea, however worthless, up the line.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Early in the fall Alfred was up and able to come to the factory dining
-hall. He hadn't got his new arm yet, but his leg worked fine and he
-seemed to have no trouble at all with his breathing. His hair was iron
-gray, but he was still handsome, his features unwrinkled. He wore two
-ribbons, was shown deference by high ranking officers, and at times
-went away on mysterious errands.
-
-Three men came while he was away and handed her a paper. It read
-merely: "Presence required at Nether Polaris."
-
-She asked questions, but the men shook their heads, seemed impatient,
-urged her to hurry.
-
-She went with them in a groundcar to a blackened plain. Memories rushed
-back and brought terror, but they paid no attention, led her to an
-atmosphere craft. They flew high above the clouds for hours, and when
-they came down and broke into the clear she could see nothing but
-endless reaches of gleaming white. The positions of the stars told her
-she was somewhere near the North Pole.
-
-The craft landed near a dome which gleamed like the remainder of the
-expanse. They bundled her in thick heavy furs, hurried her across the
-snow to the dome, then removed the wraps.
-
-It was like summer inside the dome, and she went with the men to a
-shaft and got into a car which carried them miles down through the
-frozen ocean and into the earth. When the car stopped and they came out
-she held her breath. The place looked like a beautiful painting of a
-sparkling city that had never known war.
-
-The final surprise sent tremors through her. They told her she was
-going before the Supreme Council.
-
-In a large plastic hall she stood before the twelve and an array of
-advisers. Not a one looked more than forty, but the hair of most was
-white and in their eyes was that look that told her they had been out
-in the void.
-
-"Wilson Wildress Rover Alfred?" a man inquired.
-
-Sue admitted that was her name.
-
-"An idea you have suggested may be of great value. We have brought you
-here to discuss it further."
-
-She was dumbfounded.
-
-"It seems that you may have found an answer to cellular breakdown which
-brings on age. Will you give us your impression of why men die?"
-
-She groped for words. "They just grow tired," she said. "I asked the
-doctor at Recovery why men die. He said that medical science had not
-found the answer. He said that the body was able to reproduce every
-cell of itself and did that many times during one lifetime. But
-eventually men grow tired and die."
-
-"And what was it that you concluded made them tired?"
-
-"Gravity," Sue said simply. "That constant pull we fight against. It--"
-
-"Wait!"
-
-There were hurried movements. A comfortable couch was pushed forward.
-
-"Will you please relax, Mrs. Wilson? We have your complete record. We
-know exactly how you've worked."
-
-Sue shook her head. "I'll still be tired, no matter how much I relax.
-Gravity still goes on, pulling us down. One day I'll die, not because
-I'm old, but because I'm tired."
-
-"One of you gentlemen please place another pillow behind her," said a
-Councilman. "Now, Mrs. Wilson, we are going to place this matter in the
-hands of our scientists. We want you to remain here."
-
-"But I have to go back. I'm needed in the factory."
-
-"They'll make out, Mrs. Wilson."
-
-"But I know those machines, just as our men know their ships. I can
-make them produce. I'm valuable in the factory."
-
-"You are indeed, but we have another task for you."
-
-"But Alfred? He'll--"
-
-"Your husband is waiting for you in a ship which is almost ready to go
-out."
-
-"Out? But Alfred? He mustn't ever fight again. You can't make him do
-that. Send me instead. I promised him, but--send me in his place."
-
-"We are sending you both, Mrs. Wilson. And I think it is proper to
-assure you that the tide has turned."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-"Just a little more time. Just a little more work."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-"For nearly two years the balance of strength has been swinging in
-our favor. We have purposely let ships through in the later years,
-but those that got inside the orbit of Uranus never got out again.
-The attrition has at last given us overwhelming strength, for we have
-produced."
-
-The man paused. Sue sat numb.
-
-Another spoke: "We have been building up a Fifth Sector, part of it on
-Earth and part near Polaris. It has been the best kept secret of the
-age. But the Earthside part of it has been in action. It can no longer
-remain a secret. We are going to strike. We are going to lure the enemy
-in close and then envelope him. It will be much like the big strike
-which occurred nearly two years ago. But this time we will crush him.
-We have finally produced the new weapons."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-"And now, if you are ready, the men will take you to the ship."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Sue moved in a daze. Somewhere up the shaft toward the surface they
-changed to a car that ran horizontally on a rail. They came out, miles
-away, in a huge dome in the center of which was a converted warship.
-
-In the ship she found Albert. He had his new arm and held her close for
-a long moment.
-
-"I know the machines in the factories," she said. "I've lived with them
-most of my life, but I won't know how to operate the weapons. You'll
-have to show me."
-
-"Huh?"
-
-"You'll have to show me how to fight, Al. I've thought about it, but I
-just can't understand it."
-
-"Fight? Sue, the fighting is almost over. I couldn't tell you. It's
-been a secret. The last battle is in the making now. You can't even
-dream of the forces we've assembled. They can jolt planets out of their
-orbits, burst suns. This is the beginning of the future I've wanted to
-tell you about."
-
-"I'll do my best, Al. I'll try--"
-
-"Sue, look at me. You're not going to fight. Neither am I. This ship is
-going into an orbit about the planet."
-
-"The lower ring, the last one before the ground defenses?"
-
-"No, Sue. Open your mind just a moment and let me see inside you."
-
-"Hold me."
-
-Finally he understood and explained: "This ship is to go into an orbit
-to nullify gravity. Science doesn't have to depend on trial and error.
-They can calculate a thing mathematically and predict the results. They
-worked out your idea that gravity is what breaks down the cells. The
-answer is that the body will not age so long as it replaces its cells
-and gets rid of its old ones. To free the body of gravity will slow
-down the cellular breakdown. In ten years you won't age as much as you
-would in one in a field of gravity. Is it clear?"
-
-"Will that postpone the change of life?"
-
-"Medical science is certain that it will. It devolves upon aging."
-
-"Does that mean that I'll--"
-
-"It does, Sue. It means that about fifty years from now when the sperm
-revives in men, you women will have children again."
-
-"But Al, we'll be--"
-
-"No, Sue. We'll feel and look about as we ordinarily would in our
-twenties. And thousands, millions of ships, will soon be released to be
-converted. A whole populace will live in ships--at least until children
-begin being born."
-
-"Will we--"
-
-"Yes, Sue. We'll have a few ounces of weight in the orbit. Our cells
-will more than replace themselves. We'll adjust to it, carry along
-hydroponic plants and everything we need. We'll be strong and vigorous,
-with nothing much to do but study, work out new things in the arts and
-sciences, and--"
-
-"And what, Al?"
-
-"Make love."
-
-"Oh!" she said. "Deep inside me I've always believed in that bright
-future. I was trying to remember that each tomorrow would bring it
-closer."
-
-"The big job is almost done, Sue. Let's keep on remembering tomorrow."
-
-"Hold me close, Al."
-
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