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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Miss Lochinvar, by Marion Ames Taggart
-
-This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and
-most other parts of the world at no cost and with almost no restrictions
-whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms
-of the Project Gutenberg License included with this eBook or online at
-www.gutenberg.org. If you are not located in the United States, you
-will have to check the laws of the country where you are located before
-using this eBook.
-
-Title: Miss Lochinvar
- A Story for Girls
-
-Author: Marion Ames Taggart
-
-Illustrators: W. L. Jacobs
- Bayard F. Jones
-
-Release Date: August 9, 2021 [eBook #66018]
-
-Language: English
-
-Produced by: Beth Baran, Sue Clark and the Online Distributed
- Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This book was
- produced from scanned images of public domain material from
- the Google Books project.)
-
-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MISS LOCHINVAR ***
-
-
-
-
-
-MISS LOCHINVAR
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration: Janet looked up and down the house which was to be her
-home. (See page 19.)]
-
-
-
-
- MISS LOCHINVAR
-
- _A STORY FOR GIRLS_
-
- BY
- MARION AMES TAGGART
-
- _Illustrated by
- W. L. Jacobs and Bayard F. Jones_
-
- [Illustration]
-
- NEW YORK
- D. APPLETON AND COMPANY
- 1902
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1902
- BY D. APPLETON AND COMPANY
-
- _Published September, 1902_
-
-
-
-
- TO
- POLLY AND JO
- IN THE WEST.
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
- CHAPTER PAGE
-
- I.--“YOUNG LOCHINVAR IS COME OUT OF THE WEST” 1
-
- II.--“HE ALIGHTED AT NETHERBY GATE” 13
-
- III.--“SO BOLDLY HE ENTER’D THE NETHERBY HALL” 28
-
- IV.--“AMONG BRIDESMEN AND KINSMEN AND BROTHERS AND ALL” 43
-
- V.--“AND, SAVE HIS GOOD BROADSWORD, HE WEAPONS HAD NONE” 56
-
- VI.--“HE RODE ALL UNARM’D, AND HE RODE ALL ALONE” 71
-
- VII.--“OH, COME YE IN PEACE HERE, OR COME YE IN WAR?” 88
-
- VIII.--“HE STAYED NOT FOR BRAKE AND HE STOPPED NOT
- FOR STONE” 102
-
- IX.--“‘THEY’LL HAVE FLEET STEEDS THAT FOLLOW,’ QUOTH
- YOUNG LOCHINVAR” 115
-
- X.--“FOR A LAGGARD IN LOVE AND A DASTARD IN WAR” 133
-
- XI.--“THERE NEVER WAS KNIGHT LIKE THE YOUNG LOCHINVAR” 146
-
- XII.--“’TWERE BETTER BY FAR TO HAVE MATCHED OUR FAIR
- COUSIN WITH YOUNG LOCHINVAR” 159
-
- XIII.--“‘NOW TREAD WE A MEASURE,’ SAID YOUNG LOCHINVAR” 172
-
- XIV.--“SO FAITHFUL IN LOVE, AND SO DAUNTLESS IN WAR” 188
-
- XV.--“ONE TOUCH TO HER HAND, AND ONE WORD IN HER EAR” 202
-
- XVI.--“HAVE YE E’ER HEARD OF GALLANT LIKE YOUNG
- LOCHINVAR?” 216
-
- XVII.--“THERE WAS MOUNTING ’MONG GRAEMES OF THE
- NETHERBY CLAN” 233
-
- XVIII.--“WITH A SMILE ON HER LIPS AND A TEAR IN HER EYE” 247
-
-
-
-
-LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS
-
- FACING PAGE
-
- Janet looked up and down the house which was to
- be her home _Frontispiece_
-
- “My dear little niece, you don’t know how glad I am
- to see you” 37
-
- The story-telling party 81
-
- “You brutes! To treat a little dog like that!” 106
-
- A ringing cheer announced Jan the victor 124
-
- The impromptu ball began without the loss of a moment 181
-
- “You’re not going to be blind, not one bit!” said Jack 219
-
- The last glimpse of Jan 259
-
-
-
-
-MISS LOCHINVAR
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-“YOUNG LOCHINVAR IS COME OUT OF THE WEST”
-
-
-The big dining-room looked a trifle dreary in spite of the splendor of
-its appointments; in spite, too, of the fact that there were enough
-children’s faces around the long table to have brightened it. But
-though the six owners of these faces ranged between the happy ages of
-sixteen and three, and were all healthy young folk, they lacked the
-blithe look they should have worn, and so failed in illumining the
-stately room.
-
-The youngest member of the house of Graham, a pretty child, had
-wrinkled her brow until it looked like a pan of cream set in a very
-breezy dairy. This was because the nurse-maid stood behind her chair,
-an indignity little Geraldine--known as Jerry--resented bitterly,
-though it recurred at each breakfast and lunch hour. She showed her
-resentment by deliberately putting her spoon, full of oatmeal and
-cream, into her mouth upside down every time the maid’s eyes strayed
-for a moment, and also, painful though it be to record, by stretching
-her kid-shoed foot around her high chair in sly and unamiable attempts
-to kick her humiliating attendant.
-
-The eldest, a boy of sixteen, breakfasted in silence, with a sullen
-air of aloofness from his family, and a secretive expression foreign
-to his naturally frank and handsome face. The three girls, and one boy
-ranging between him and Jerry, seemed rather to regard the meal as
-something to be gone through with before they were free to attend to
-matters interesting to each, than as a happy hour spent together before
-separating for the day.
-
-The mother of this numerous brood was pretty and graceful, but she
-looked harassed, and as though she lived in perpetual fear of missing
-an appointment--which was indeed the case.
-
-Mr. Graham was a broker. Sydney, the oldest boy, said it took all his
-father’s time to “be a broker and not broke,” and this was strictly
-true. He was immersed in business too deeply to leave time or thought
-for much else. He had an expensive family, and though he was accounted
-a rich man, the uncertain ways of stocks in rising and falling always
-made it possible for him to become a comparatively poor one. So in the
-stress of laying the foundations of a handsome inheritance for his six
-sons and daughters he had little chance to make their acquaintance,
-though he was an indulgent father, and looked forward to the day, which
-did not dawn, when he should have leisure to know them.
-
-It was Mr. Graham who suddenly aroused his inert family to keen
-interest in what was going on around them.
-
-“What day of the month is this--the thirteenth?” he asked, as his eye
-fell on the date-line of his newspaper, served with his coffee.
-
-“Yes; to-morrow is the day for us to dine with the Robesons,” said his
-wife.
-
-“To-morrow is the day for our niece to arrive,” retorted Mr. Graham.
-“Don’t forget to have her met, in case it slips my memory to-morrow
-when Henry drives me down.”
-
-“Our niece! Arrives! What can you mean?” cried Mrs. Graham, in shrill
-surprise, as she dropped her fork with a clatter which would have
-called down a reprimand on Jerry.
-
-“I told you, didn’t I?” asked Mr. Graham, with an uneasy recollection
-that he had not mentioned the matter, having a cowardly doubt as to
-how his tidings would be received. “It’s my sister’s little girl--my
-sister Jennie, you know, who married and settled out west in Crescendo.
-Jennie’s husband has made her very happy--he’s a first-rate fellow--but
-he hasn’t made her, nor any one else, including himself, rich. I
-imagine they have to scramble along on rather slender provision for
-a large brood; they have a big family. I don’t hear from Jennie very
-often, and she never complains, but her last letter--it came nearly
-two months ago--had a tone of sadness, and betrayed more than she
-realized of anxiety. I answered it, and I told her to send her oldest
-girl--Joan--Jane--no, Janet--Janet on here to us to go to school with
-our girls this winter. She’s about Gwen and Gladys’s age. She won’t
-be any trouble to us, and I fancy it will be considerable help to her
-mother. So Jennie’s husband wrote me that the child would come, and
-she’ll be here to-morrow.”
-
-Gwendoline, the oldest girl, who was fifteen; Gladys, the second
-one, who was thirteen; seven-year-old Genevieve, and Ivan, a boy of
-nearly eleven, stared at each other and at their parents in dumb
-amazement. Mrs. Graham flushed with annoyance; only the presence of the
-waitress and little Geraldine’s despised custodian restrained her from
-expressing that annoyance forcibly. As it was, she said: “I can not
-understand, Mr. Graham, how you could have added the care of another
-child to me, who have six of my own to look after, without so much as
-consulting me in the matter!”
-
-“But you don’t look after us, mamma,” said Ivan, quite cheerfully,
-and with no idea of complaining. “You are too busy with all your
-committees and teas and clubs and things. So she won’t be any bother,
-and maybe she’ll be nice.” Ivan--who despised his Russian name, and had
-succeeded in compelling his family to call him Jack as soon as he had
-learned the names were equivalent to each other--was a warm-hearted,
-hot-tempered, honest little fellow, who did not seem to belong to the
-city splendors. “Jack had reverted,” his father said, “to his ancestral
-stock”; one could easily imagine him happily driving cows on his
-grandfather’s farm among the New Hampshire hills.
-
-“I admit, my dear, that it was not quite fair to spring this little
-girl on you, as Jack would say, but I think the boy takes the true view
-of it. One girl more or less will not matter in a family like this one,
-and all the difference she will make will be a third bill to me for
-tuition at Miss Larned’s school,” said Mr. Graham, trying to speak with
-an assurance he did not feel.
-
-“But to us, papa!” cried Gladys, reproachfully. “It will mean more
-than that to us. Gwen and I will have to introduce her to the girls;
-she will expect to go about with us, and just fancy a poor girl from a
-little Western town in our set!”
-
-Gwendoline--Mrs. Graham had had the happy thought of naming all her
-daughters with the same initial, repeating that of their family
-name--Gwendoline laughed scornfully at her sister’s remark. “I believe
-I should rather enjoy livening up those girls,” she said. “I honestly
-don’t see how she could have worse manners than some of them if she
-came off an Indian reservation. You know, I just despise those silly,
-giggling, affected girls, with their grown-up nonsense. They’re not all
-like that, though. But then the nice ones would understand and make
-allowance for her being a girl from a little town--nice people always
-understand, I’ve noticed that. But what I think is she’ll be a nuisance
-around the house. Goodness knows, I don’t want one single person more
-to make a noise and get under foot when I want to do things!”
-
-“Oh, all you care for is writing, or daubing, or singing, or spouting
-plays!” began Gladys, wrathfully; but little Genevieve, whom they
-called Viva, interrupted her: “I wish she wasn’t so big. Are you
-certain sure, papa, she’s as old as Gwen and Gladys? Because there
-doesn’t be any one to play with me in this house.”
-
-“She is fourteen,” said Mr. Graham. “And, Gwen and Gladys, I wish
-you to remember that this Janet Howe is your own cousin, my sister’s
-child, and I want you to treat her kindly and make her happy. Many’s
-the scrape her mother got me out of when I was a boy at home. There
-never was a better sister than Jennie; no boy could have dreamed
-an improvement on her. I always preferred her as a companion to my
-brothers; she could row, fish, and bait her own hook and take off her
-fish when she had caught them, too!--and she was as sweet-tempered and
-loving as the day was long. I often wish you children were the friends
-Jen and I used to be! But you each go your own way, and neither cares a
-pin for any one else’s interests. Perhaps it is the result of living in
-New York instead of in the peaceful town where I was born.”
-
-The children rarely had heard any reference to their father’s early
-days, and they listened to this outburst with an interest that made
-them forget their grievance for a moment. Then Jack spoke: “Do you
-suppose that this girl is as nice as her mother, papa?” he said. “Do
-you suppose she can bait a hook and sail a boat?”
-
-“Those things are not always inherited,” his father answered, laughing.
-“There is not much chance to fish or sail in the middle of a prairie,
-and Crescendo is a prairie town. But I have no doubt that your cousin
-Janet will be as nice a little girl as you could find anywhere. I can’t
-conceive of Jennie having any other than a nice daughter, and I am sure
-you will be very grateful to me for getting her here.”
-
-“I shan’t be,” said Gladys, decidedly. “I can’t possibly go about with
-a Wild West Show, papa.”
-
-“Gladys,” said her father, in a tone his children rarely heard. “You
-forget to whom you are speaking, and that you are speaking of my
-dearest sister’s daughter. Let me hear one more syllable like that, or
-see one glimmer of that spirit toward your cousin Janet, and you will
-be sent to a boarding-school, where you will not go about with any
-one. I shall invite whom I please to my own house, and my daughters
-will treat them with courtesy. Remember what I say, and you, too,
-Gwendoline, Sydney, Jack, and Viva.”
-
-Gwen laughed good-naturedly. “I won’t treat her badly, papa, though you
-can’t expect me to be precisely glad she is coming,” she said.
-
-Gladys looked sullen, but Jerry saved the day by stretching her arms
-very wide, a piece of bread in one hand, her dripping teaspoon in
-the other. “I will love her,” she announced, speaking for the first
-time; she had been turning from one to the other during this exciting
-conversation. “I will div her my o’meal po’dge, out of er spoon wight
-side up. An’ I’ll let Tsusan ’tand ahind her tchair,” added the small
-hypocrite, nodding her golden curls benignly, and turning to smile
-beatifically at her nurse-maid.
-
-It was impossible not to laugh at this noble exhibition of generosity,
-and with this laugh the breakfast party broke up.
-
-“It is really very trying, Howard, to have a girl, of whom we know
-nothing, and just the age of our girls, thrust upon our poor dears for
-the entire winter, not to mention my part of the burden,” said Mrs.
-Graham, as she followed her husband into the hall. “I really can not
-blame poor Gwen and Gladys for feeling as they do. I should have said
-more myself, but that I did not care to discuss family matters before
-the servants, or encourage the children in their apprehensions, and
-their tendency to disobey you.”
-
-“Oh, it will be all right, Tina!” said Mr. Graham, easily. “We have
-talked about it too long; a small girl of fourteen or so is not worth
-so much discussion. I’ll meet you to-night at seven, if you like, at
-Delmonico’s, and we’ll go to the theater after we dine. Henry can bring
-down my evening clothes when he meets me. I have a directors’ meeting
-after Exchange closes, and I can’t get home to dress before dinner.”
-
-Mrs. Graham’s face cleared, as her husband felt sure that it would,
-at this proposition, but she said reproachfully, as she kissed him
-good-by: “You know our club has its semiannual dinner to-night, Howard,
-and you promised to come later and hear the speeches.”
-
-“Merciful powers! Don’t mention such trifles as an extra girl or two in
-the house after that!” groaned Mr. Graham, in mock despair, as he got
-into his overcoat. “I really believe I did!”
-
-“When did you say that this Miss Lochinvar was to come out of the West,
-father?” asked Sydney, delaying on his way through the hall. Throughout
-the discussion at the table the eldest born had not spoken.
-
-“To-morrow; will you go with one of the girls in the carriage to meet
-her?” asked his father, looking up with a laugh for the apt nickname.
-
-“Couldn’t possibly; I am booked for football with our team,” said
-Sydney, resuming his way, having stopped as his father spoke. “I wish
-Miss Lochinvar joy, though; if she has plenty of brothers and sisters
-she’s likely to be lonesome in this crowd.”
-
-Gwendoline and Gladys sauntered along as he said these words, and
-stopped short with a peal of exultant laughter. “Miss Lochinvar! Well,
-if that isn’t the very best name for her!” they cried in a breath. “We
-shall always call her that. Isn’t Sydney too clever!” But in Gwen’s
-laugh there was only pure amusement at the fun of the thing, while in
-Gladys’s mirth there was a ring of spite.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-“HE ALIGHTED AT NETHERBY GATE”
-
-
-The question of meeting the little stranger from Crescendo was solved
-by sending Nurse Hummel to the station, as probably any one of the
-Graham family could have prophesied that it would be. Most things in
-that household connected with a child fell into Nurse Hummel’s hands.
-She had come to take charge of Sydney when he was a youth one month
-old, with more nebulous features than are considered desirable for
-perfect beauty. Consequently she had presided over the earliest moments
-of the life of each of the succeeding Graham babies; had nursed them
-with love no mere money could recompense through childish and more
-serious illnesses, and cherished them with all the warmth of her big
-German heart, early bereft of the love of her husband and her own only
-little child.
-
-To Nurse Hummel the Grahams repaired with their griefs, not to their
-busy mother; and “Hummie” was so fond of them that while they were
-small they did not realize that there were children whose mothers could
-give them more attention than theirs did, and that mother-love is more
-satisfactory than any other.
-
-Mrs. Graham found at the last moment that she could not send Henry with
-the horses all the way over to the West Twenty-third Street Ferry; but
-Nurse Hummel was despatched, with instructions to select a hansom drawn
-by a lively horse, and to come up-town by the way of Fifth Avenue, so
-“Miss Lochinvar” would certainly enjoy her drive--probably enjoy it
-more than if she had been shut up in the Grahams’ more elegant brougham.
-
-The new cousin was not to arrive until afternoon, a fortunate thing,
-for though it never occurred to either Gwendoline or Gladys to go to
-meet her, they were most curious in regard to her, and very anxious to
-be in the house when she reached it.
-
-They were ensconced behind the long lace curtains of the library on the
-second floor, perfectly hidden, yet seeing perfectly, when the hansom
-drove up.
-
-Janet Howe had not talked much during that drive, though Nurse Hummel
-tried in her most motherly way to draw her out. She thought that the
-little girl was bewildered into silence by the splendor, confusion,
-and hubbub of the second city of the world, but though this was in a
-measure true, it was not the main cause of Janet’s quietness.
-
-All the way during the last half of her two days’ journey--the first
-half being given up to longing for the beloved faces and little house
-which she had left behind--Janet had let her thoughts leap forward to
-the dear cousins, the aunt and uncle who were awaiting her. She was
-all ready to love them; she _did_ love them, for they were her
-blessed mother’s kindred, who were so good to her in taking her into
-their hearts and home, in letting her share the wealth she knew they
-possessed, and in sharing one another with her. She knew the names and
-ages of each one of them; that Sydney was very handsome and Gwen very
-clever. All the Howes knew their Eastern cousins literally by heart,
-for they occupied in the minds of the little folk in the plain house
-in Crescendo a position something between an embodiment of perfect
-kinship and the princes and princesses of the fairy tales. And Janet
-knew and loved her Aunt Tina and her dearest Uncle Howard with positive
-worship, heightened, if possible, by their kindness to her in offering
-her this winter in New York. Her mother had talked to the children of
-her happy girlhood with her brother, until every little brook, every
-shaded path and meadow in the distant New Hampshire home, and every
-trick of voice and manner of this favorite brother Howard were as
-familiar to them as were their own lives and one another. Janet felt
-quite sure that when she descended upon the platform in the station and
-found all the Grahams drawn up in line to meet her, waving their hands
-and laughing--for that was the way the Howes always welcomed a stray
-guest to Crescendo--that she should be able to pick out each one with
-perfect accuracy. She should make no mistake as to which was Sydney,
-and which was Jack--she couldn’t very well, since there was nearly six
-years’ difference between them--nor which was Gwen and which Gladys,
-and quiet Viva, and dear little Geraldine, for whom she hungered most
-of all because she was precisely the age of her own precious youngest
-sister, her pet Poppet, as she called little Elizabeth. When she did
-descend upon the platform on the Jersey City side, a trifle sobered by
-the vastness of the station, the rush of the crowd, and the babel of
-sounds, there was no line of merry young faces anywhere in sight, no
-one that could be Uncle Howard or Aunt Tina, not even one who could be
-Sydney, Gwen, or Gladys. Janet caught her breath with a sharp pain,
-half fright, half bitter disappointment, and looked wildly around at
-the mad-appearing passengers, tearing through the chilly station with
-as frantic haste to catch the lumbering ferry-boat as if it had been as
-fast as a Bandersnatch.
-
-Just at that dreadful moment a woman in iron gray--all round, face,
-body, gait, and all--came toward Janet, smiling with sufficient
-expansiveness to cover the lack of several other smiles. “Is this
-little Miss Janet Howe from Crescendo?” she asked, with just enough
-of the German accent familiar in the West to make this meek, girlish
-Lochinvar feel comforted.
-
-“Oh, yes. Where are my aunt and uncle, and my cousins?” cried Janet.
-“And who are you, if you please?”
-
-“I am Nurse Hummel, and I’ve come to take you to your friends,” said
-the rotund creature, with such assurance that “all was right in the
-world” that Janet began to suspect herself of unreason in expecting her
-relatives to meet her.
-
-“None of them could get down here to-day, but that doesn’t matter.
-You’ll soon find out that Nurse Hummel looks after all of you. I have
-taken care of every Graham child of them all since Master Sydney was a
-month old. Give me your check.”
-
-Nurse Hummel led the way, and Janet followed, somewhat reassured, but
-still with the lurking sense of disappointment. The capable woman gave
-the check for Janet’s battered little trunk to a transfer express, and
-put the child into a cab, drawn by the most frisky, high-headed horse
-at the New York side of the ferry. Then she got in herself, not without
-audible maledictions on joints that were less limber than in her youth.
-
-When the interesting, but confusing, drive ended in the frisky horse
-being pulled up so short before the Graham’s door that he almost sat
-down on his pathetic, docked tail, Janet looked up and down the house
-which was to be her home for many months. She saw a high, brownstone
-structure, differing not at all, apparently, from a long line of such
-edifices stretching westward from Fifth Avenue as far as she could see,
-and eastward again across it. Not a sign of life could she espy; not a
-curtain moved; not a face smiled at her; not a hand waved, still less
-was there the shouting, gesticulating bevy of cousins on the front
-steps which she had hoped to see.
-
-But she was not arriving unnoted. Behind the curtains on the second
-floor five eager faces peered out to catch the first glimpse of her.
-The Graham children saw a short girl, not quite as tall as Gladys, with
-soft, rounding curves throughout her body; a face that was decidedly
-pretty, but very pathetic; with big, wistful brown eyes, looking
-as if they might quickly be hidden by tears; brown hair, curling
-around a broad, white forehead; a skin with a hint of brown beneath
-its whiteness, and full, red lips meeting in soft curves, fashioned,
-unmistakably, for smiling, but now drooping at the corners in an
-attempt to keep them from quivering. They saw also a brown skirt and
-jacket, with reddish tints occasionally, showing wear, and revealing,
-to more experienced eyes, the fact that they had originally been made
-up with the other side of the goods out. A hopelessly unstylish hat
-surmounted the beautiful masses of red-brown hair, and woolen gloves
-completed a costume that made Gladys groan aloud at its confirmation of
-her worst fears. But Gwen, truly artistic, and with truer standards of
-judgment than her sister’s, unguided though they were, saw the facts
-which the shabbiness of her new cousin’s garments could not conceal
-from her more observant eyes.
-
-“She’s awfully pretty, Gladys,” she said. “And she looks like a lady,
-and she looks sweet, and--and--oh, I don’t know--trusty, like a dog.
-And, dear me, she is really _awfully_ pretty; ever so much
-prettier than either of us.”
-
-Gladys gave a derisive sniff. “Pretty! Well, so she might be, if
-she looked decent, but, for goodness’ sake, what clothes! Why, our
-laundress’s girl looks better! Fancy taking such a guy to school! I
-shall die of mortiffication.”
-
-Gwen actually laughed. “Mor_tif_-fication, Gladys? Maybe bad
-pronunciation is as bad as old clothes, if you stop to think about it.
-And Mary Ellen Flynn does wear citified things, and frizzes and cheap
-lace, and so on, but I don’t know that I think she looks better than
-that girl down there. At any rate, I suppose there are other clothes
-in New York, and if it would save your life, we might make her look
-decent.”
-
-“I think she looks as though she could fish and sail a boat, too,”
-said Jack, who, while his sisters were frivolously discussing mere
-externals, had been silently considering the new cousin from the more
-important viewpoint of her possible inheritance of her mother’s talents.
-
-In the meantime, Norah, the waitress, had admitted Nurse Hummel and her
-charge, and poor Janet was heavy-heartedly climbing the long flight of
-stairs, without a voice to hail her coming. “We always meet people
-at home, Mrs. Hummel,” she said at last, in a trembling voice, as
-she paused at the landing to turn back to her guide, following with
-shortened breath. “Aren’t they glad to see me?”
-
-“What nonsense; just nonsense!” declared Nurse Hummel, with the
-increase of accent always perceptible when she was moved. “There iss
-different customs, that’s all. Ve iss not der same as you in der
-Vest. My younk ladies iss vaiting you in der library, alretty. Yet it
-vouldn’t haf hurt if someone came out mit greetings vonce,” she added
-to herself, half minded to be indignant for the coldness shown the
-little stranger, whose sweet and charming ways had immediately won her
-affection.
-
-As Nurse Hummel’s solid tread, passing Janet’s light one in the hall,
-fell on the ears of the group in the window, all but Jack and Viva
-stepped hastily forward, anxious not to appear to have been indulging
-in surreptitious curiosity.
-
-Nurse Hummel opened the door. “My dears,” she said, “here iss your
-cousin, quite safe, und as glad to see you as you are to see her.” And
-she gently pushed Janet past her toward her relatives.
-
-“How do you do?” said Gladys, in her most grown-up, and, as she fondly
-flattered herself, most elegant air. “I hope you are not too tired
-after your journey.” With which enthusiastic speech of welcome she bent
-gracefully forward and lightly pecked Janet’s cheek, apparently not
-seeing that the fresh young lips were ready to be met by hers.
-
-Now Gladys’s affectations always exasperated Gwen beyond bearing, no
-matter what called them forth, and she was really sorry for her cousin,
-who looked as bewildered as hurt by this piece of nonsense. So it was
-a commingling of temper and kindliness which made her own manner more
-than usually simple and hearty as she put her arms around Janet and
-kissed her, saying, “You look very nice, Janet, and I hope you will
-like New York and us.”
-
-Janet raised her wet eyes to the tall girl above her, returning the
-kiss with warmth and interest. “You’re Gwen, the clever one; I am
-sure I shall just love you,” she said, and Gwen smiled with sincere
-pleasure.
-
-“Hallo, Jack! hallo, Viva!” cried Janet, partly restored to
-cheerfulness by Gwen’s welcome, and glad to display her ready knowledge
-of her family. “Come out here, and let me see you better. You don’t
-know how I miss Bob and Nannie; they’re your ages. And Geraldine! If I
-don’t love babies, then I don’t love anything on this whole earth! Do
-you think I’d scare her if I kissed her? Is she shy? Poppet is--just at
-first, you know.”
-
-“Oh, I don’t think she’s at all shy!” said Gladys. “She sees so many
-people; mamma receives a great deal, and Jerry sees quantities of
-people, because they always think they have to ask for the youngest.
-She isn’t much to rave over; she’s a cross, spoiled little kid, I
-think.”
-
-Janet stared at this remark, both because she had been taught that
-slang was not well-bred, and Gladys was so very fine-ladified, and
-because she could not imagine any one taking that attitude toward her
-baby sister. Jerry stamped her foot. “I’m not tross! You are tross,
-Tladys Traham! I love dis new one better’n you.” And she turned with
-an angelic smile to throw herself into Janet’s outstretched arms,
-which closed on her as their owner gave a quick sob, fancying they held
-Poppet to her breast.
-
-“You’re a darling, pretty, little petsy-cousin,” declared Janet, with
-such unmistakable sincerity that Jerry melted still more.
-
-“An’ you’re a darlin’, pretty, _bid_, pets’ tousin,” she retorted.
-And from that instant Janet had one devoted adherent in her new home.
-
-“Why do they call you Miss Lochinvar?” asked Viva, suddenly. She had
-been considering Janet with her own grave thoughtfulness, and her
-question fell like a bomb upon the ears of her shocked sisters.
-
-Janet looked quickly from one to the other of her two elder girl
-cousins.
-
-“I hope you won’t mind, Janet; Syd called you that the morning we heard
-you were coming, and it was so nice we couldn’t help adopting it,” said
-Gwen, her color mounting high. “He didn’t mean it unkindly; neither did
-we. It was only because you were coming ‘out of the West,’ you know.
-You don’t mind, do you?”
-
-“No, I don’t mind. Why should I?” replied Janet, with an uneasy little
-laugh. “Young Lochinvar carried everything before him. It is rather
-complimentary. And you might as well call me Jan. They always do at
-home; Janet seems so long. Though, of course, if you like it better, it
-doesn’t matter.”
-
-“No; Jan is cozy, and it suits you somehow,” said Gwen. “Don’t you
-want me to take you to your room? You must be tired, and feel all over
-cinders; I always do after I have been traveling.”
-
-“Thanks. Is Aunt Tina away?” asked Janet timidly.
-
-“Oh, mamma is out; she has no end of things to attend to; she isn’t at
-home much,” said Gladys. “We are all dreadfully busy; I never have a
-moment myself! Papa dines here--no, he doesn’t either! Papa and mamma
-dine out to-night. Well, that’s just the way. You’ll find New York
-rather different from a little town.”
-
-“You’ll find New York very nice, and full of all sorts of things; it’s
-too big to be all one way,” said Gwen, filled with an unsisterly desire
-to shake Gladys’s high-and-mighty air out of her, as she saw the blank
-look of loneliness that came over the pretty, sensitive face before
-her. “Come up-stairs with me.--Gladys, you may tell the girls I won’t
-be around to-day.--Viva, you go with Hummie and Jerry.--Come on, Jan.”
-
-Janet followed the one friendly person, except the big nurse Gwen
-called “Hummie,” whom she had met in this strange household. Gwen put
-her arm around the little brown figure, and Jan returned her pressure,
-yet she kept her eyes down on the way up-stairs, lest Gwen should see
-the tears, and she could not help feeling that she had passed through
-a sort of mental Russian bath, plunging from the warm affection of her
-own humbler home, and her loving anticipations of this new one, into
-the actual chill of her welcome to it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-“SO BOLDLY HE ENTER’D THE NETHERBY HALL”
-
-
-Janet could not repress a cry of pleasure as Gwen threw open the door
-of her room, despondently as she had approached it. It was one of the
-smallest rooms in the large house, but it was quite big enough for one
-small girl, and it was so pretty! The furniture was bird’s-eye maple;
-the paper, carpet, hangings, all a harmony of soft old-rose color; and
-the few pictures both good and cheerful.
-
-“Is this really my room?” cried Jan, who had loved the big, bare, sunny
-room at home, which she had shared with her two sisters next in order
-to her, but who had always longed secretly for a lovely room, such
-as she read of in her favorite stories, and which should be all her
-own. And now, behold, here was her wish gratified beyond her wildest
-imaginings--at least, while she was an inmate of her uncle’s household.
-
-“Yes. Do you really like it? It isn’t very large, but maybe you won’t
-mind,” said Gwen, looking around her critically. “The next room is the
-nursery. Hummie sleeps there, and Jerry’s crib is there; Viva does
-her lessons there in the morning--she has a governess; she hasn’t
-begun school. If you want anything, you must go in to Hummie--that’s
-headquarters for any Graham in distress. Gladys has the middle room on
-this floor, and mine is the back one; Viva has the one beside mine at
-the end of the hall. We won’t hear one another much, because the house
-is so dreadfully deep, and the dressing-rooms are between the chambers;
-that’s one good thing. Syd calls this floor ‘the hennery,’ because all
-the girls’ rooms are here. I told him that I didn’t mind; if he and
-Jack were roosters, it was proper they should roost above us--they are
-on the next floor, you know. And he didn’t like it, though I think my
-joke is quite as good as his--it’s the same joke, in fact.” And Gwen
-laughed in malicious enjoyment of these exquisite sallies of wit.
-
-Janet had been looking out of the window, and discovered that the
-identity of the architecture of the houses in the street was less than
-she had taken it to be; there were many points of difference between
-her uncle’s house and his neighbors’, though the uniform brownstone
-made them drearily similar to eyes used to long stretches and plenty
-of space. But she had also caught a glimpse of trees and grass as she
-leaned out, and she drew her head in to inquire of Gwen what they
-meant, forgetting the pretty room, and not hearing what her cousin had
-been saying.
-
-“That is Central Park; the entrance is just above us, at Fifty-ninth
-Street,” said Gwen, wondering at Jan’s brightening eyes. “It is nice to
-have it so near; I often go there to think out my plans--stories and
-poems and such things--and Glad and I are learning to ride.”
-
-“I know you are awfully clever. Uncle sent mamma some of your poetry,
-cut out of a magazine,” said Janet, removing her hat and shaking out
-her masses of warm-tinted, curling hair.
-
-“Oh, my, what bea-u-tiful hair!” cried Gwen involuntarily. “And what
-lots of it! If that doesn’t make that conceited old Daisy Hammond turn
-green when she sees it! She’s so vain of her hair, it fairly disgusts
-one! Oh, those verses were only in the back part of St. Nicholas, where
-the children’s things are. It was ever so long ago--certainly two
-years. I hope I can do better than that now.”
-
-“Do you expect to write when you are grown up?” asked Jan, with the awe
-for a person who could look forward to such a career natural to a girl
-who dearly loved books, and who felt that they who made them belonged
-to an order of beings apart from common mortals.
-
-“I can’t tell,” said Gwen, seating herself on the bed beside her cousin
-and taking her knee into the clasp of both her hands--it was not often
-that she found any one willing to listen to her hopes, much less treat
-them with positive veneration. “You see,” she continued, “I can paint
-just as well as I can write, and my teacher says I have a very good
-voice. I might become an artist instead of an author, or I might go
-on the stage and become a great opera singer, like Melba. I shouldn’t
-like you to mention it, Jan, because they all--except mamma--make fun
-of me, but I mean to make a big name for myself somehow, and as long
-as I do that I don’t care which way I do it. Gladys likes society,
-and dress, and such stuff,” continued the ambitious young person,
-with withering scorn, “but I want to be something that is something.
-It’s pretty hard, though, when you’re one of such a dreadfully big
-family. I would like to get off by myself on a desert island, like
-Robinson Crusoe, and only see them on birthdays, and Christmas, and
-Thanksgiving, and such times.”
-
-“Mercy!” exclaimed Jan, rather shocked, though she realized that genius
-was not to be measured by ordinary standards. “That would never suit
-me.”
-
-“What do you want to do? What’s your special talent?” asked Gwen.
-
-“I haven’t any,” replied Jan. “Unless,” she added, with a twinkle, “it
-is a talent to wash and dress children, and dust, and wash dishes, and
-make cake, and those things--I can do all that.”
-
-“How perfectly awful!” cried Gwen with conviction. “You poor little
-soul, have you been leading such a poky, drudge’s life as that? I am
-glad, then, that papa got you here, after all.”
-
-Janet was too quick-witted to miss the implication that Gwen had not
-always been glad of her coming, but she said with spirit: “You needn’t
-pity me, Gwen, for no girl ever had more fun than I have. I like to do
-those things--at least, usually I do.” Jan was too honest not to leave
-a margin for those occasions when household tasks had been irksome. “I
-have the very nicest home in all the world, and it would be bad enough
-if I weren’t willing to do something in it! And we children have the
-loveliest times--you ought to see what a splendid little crowd they
-are! I don’t know, but I shouldn’t wonder if--” Jan stopped short, not
-wishing to impart to her cousin her first impression that the Grahams
-were less happy than the Howes.
-
-Gwen was too preoccupied to notice the halt. “And what do you mean to
-do, then, when you are grown up?” she insisted.
-
-Jan hesitated. “I believe,” she said slowly, “I don’t want to be very
-much of anything--not anything famous or showy, I mean. Papa says it
-is hardest, and greatest of all, to be a true-hearted, noble woman who
-makes home happy and helps everybody to be good. I believe I would
-rather do that--be the sort of woman mamma is--than anything.”
-
-“What sort of woman is she?” asked Gwen respectfully; the glow in Jan’s
-eyes and the loving tremor in her voice impressed the girl, who had
-never had this side of life presented to her aspirations before.
-
-“She is so cheery and kind, she makes you feel better, no matter how
-miserable you are, if she just walks through the room,” said Jan. “She
-never thinks of herself at all--it keeps us busy to stop her going
-without things for us all the time. She never is too tired to listen to
-our fusses, nor too busy to unsnarl us. She never says a word if she is
-sick or troubled, but puts it all out of sight so no one else will be
-unhappy, too. And she makes time, somehow, for her neighbors’ troubles.
-And she not only cooks, and sews, and nurses us children, but she reads
-to us, and talks to us, and we each feel as though we were all alone
-in the world with her. And she never breaks a promise to us, whether
-it is to do something pleasant for us or to punish us, and she is
-never the least wee bit partial or unjust. And when we’re bad, or have
-crooked days, she is so patient! And she just loves us straight and
-good. And there isn’t one of us that wouldn’t just die if we thought we
-had deceived or disappointed her, because she trusts us. And everybody
-wonders why the Howe children are so square, and honorable, and good,
-on the whole. As if they could help being--with such a mother!
-Oh, I love her, I do love her!” And Jan’s tears rolled over as she
-remembered how many miles now separated her from this dear woman, and
-how long it must be before she held her tight in her arms again.
-
-Gwen sat motionless, looking down on the long fingers clasping her
-knee, as Jan stopped speaking. Her face was sweet and serious, although
-a trifle puzzled. Jan had given her an entirely new point of view, had
-filled her mind with new thoughts; and it was a fine mind, guiding a
-noble nature, both quite capable of appreciating the picture her cousin
-had painted.
-
-“Thank you, Jan,” she said at last, to Jan’s surprise, as she rose to
-leave her. “I think I see what you mean. I shouldn’t wonder if your
-ambition was better than mine; I mean to think that over. By and by
-you’ll tell me more about Crescendo and Aunt Jennie; I wish I knew her;
-I wish--” Here Gwen stopped in her turn. “Don’t be homesick, and don’t
-mind Gladys. She is so silly that it doesn’t mean one thing. Come down,
-when you get ready, to the library--where we were when you came. Papa
-will want to speak to you before he goes out. And don’t miss those nice
-people too much; we’ll try to be decent, and I guess you’ll like New
-York. I’ll tell Norah to have your trunk sent up when it comes.”
-
-Gwen left the room with a smile intended to be reassuring, but which
-was rather wistful, and Jan proceeded to wash away the tears, which she
-immediately checked, and with them the cinders from her long journey.
-
-The little trunk was long coming, and while Janet was wondering whether
-she should go down without waiting for it Viva knocked softly at her
-door.
-
-“O Viva, darling, I’m so glad it’s you! Come in and talk to me,” cried
-Jan.
-
-[Illustration: “My dear little niece, you don’t know how glad I am to
-see you.”]
-
-“I can’t, Janet, because papa sent me up to say, won’t you please come
-down and talk to him for half an hour before he gets dressed to go
-out?” said Viva gravely.
-
-“If you’ll just wait till I braid my hair,” said Jan, kissing the pale
-little face, from which dark eyes looked out seriously upon her. “Has
-auntie come home, too?”
-
-“Yes; mamma’s in,” said Viva. “If I were you, I’d let my hair hang all
-around like that. It’s so very, very pretty. You are pretty, too; much
-prettier than Gwen and Gladys--Gwen said so, too.”
-
-“‘Pretty is that pretty does,’ you know, little cousin,” laughed Janet.
-“Gladys is graceful and stylish, and Gwen looks clever; besides she has
-perfectly glorious eyes. Come, then, if you think I’m nicer with my
-hair crazy.” And Jan took the hand extended to her with a sinking of
-the heart of which she was ashamed.
-
-“My dear little niece, you don’t know how glad I am to see you,” said
-a voice heartily as she entered the library, and then she felt a
-warm kiss on each cheek, mingled with the odor of a very good cigar.
-After this Janet ventured to lift her eyes. She saw a handsome man,
-keen-eyed, yet smiling, looking at her closely, while from across
-the room a pretty woman in a beautiful _negligée_ came languidly
-toward her. “How do you do, child? I hope you are not too tired,” she
-said, in a manner recalling Gladys as much as the words did. Janet
-kissed this new aunt, but her eyes wandered back to her uncle, seeking
-a resemblance in him to her mother. He smiled upon her, and said: “You
-are like Jennie in expression more than in features. By Jove, I wish
-she were here, too! Dear little woman!” Janet’s lip quivered, and her
-uncle quickly drew her beside him upon the couch.
-
-“Now tell me everything you can think of about that blessed mother of
-yours,” he said. “She’s the dearest woman in the world--I hope you know
-that?”
-
-“Indeed I do!” cried Jan fervently, and in a few moments was rattling
-off to her uncle, in response to judicious questions, the simple story
-of her life.
-
-The half-hour passed too quickly; in it Jan was completely happy, and
-it was long enough to win her heart to her uncle with an affection that
-subsequent days could not annul. After he and her aunt, of whom she
-had a resplendent glimpse in her dinner gown, had driven away there
-was a dull half-hour of waiting, at the end of which Gwen and Gladys
-appeared, and they were called to dinner in the big dining-room, which
-struck a chill as well as awe to Jan’s soul. Here she saw Sydney for
-the first time, but beyond a nod to her when Gwen introduced her he
-did not notice Janet throughout the meal, nor speak except once to
-contradict Gladys flatly, and once to ridicule Jack for a slip of the
-tongue. Janet’s heart sank lower and lower; it seemed to her that she
-was stifling, and her loving heart exaggerated the really unfortunate
-state of affairs in her new surroundings.
-
-After dinner Gladys disappeared, as did Sydney, and Gwen, having been
-polite to the guest for a while, picked up a book and was soon lost in
-it. Viva had gone to bed, and Jack was up-stairs struggling with his
-lessons. Wondering if she was doing an unpardonably rude thing, Janet
-slipped out of the room and sought the nursery. Here she found Jerry
-sleeping in her crib; her flushed, baby face brought comfort and the
-sense of home to the lonely “Miss Lochinvar.” Here, too, was Hummie,
-darning stockings and humming the Lorelei, a most inappropriate theme
-to her bulk. And here was Jack, his hair tousled, his cheeks hot over
-refractory examples that would not come right.
-
-“I won’t wake the baby; may I help him?” whispered Janet, and Hummie
-nodded hard.
-
-“Let me help you; I love arithmetic, and I always help Bob,” Janet
-whispered, going over to the afflicted boy. If the sky had fallen, Jack
-would not have been more amazed. Not only was it inconceivable that any
-one should like arithmetic, but to offer to help him! He yielded at
-once, from sheer inability to grasp the situation.
-
-But here was a girl that was a girl--if she wasn’t a good angel.
-
-Jack’s admiration grew as his troubles diminished. With a word here
-and an illustration there, Jan threw light upon his darkened path, and
-she actually whispered funny things as she did so. Jack found himself
-positively giggling under his breath as he worked over the hated sums.
-
-“Gee! You’re a dandy!” he remarked audibly, forgetful of Jerry,
-as he saw the task completed. “And you can explain as old Ramrod
-can’t--that’s my name for our teacher, he’s so stiff; ain’t it great?
-I understand just how you did that, and I don’t believe I ever saw
-through the stuff before. Thanks, lots, Jan.”
-
-“Not a bit; I have had a nice time with you, Jack. I’ll come every
-night, if you’ll let me, and I don’t have lessons of my own to do at
-night,” said Jan heartily. “Even if I do, we can make time. You know I
-like this sort of thing, because at home we children help each other,
-and it makes me less lonesome.”
-
-“Gee!” said Jack again. “What a queer house yours must be! Nice,
-though.” And Jan had gained one more devoted admirer among her new
-cousins.
-
-This little adventure sent her to bed in a much happier mood than
-she had expected to go in, and Gwen, moved with compunction when she
-aroused from her pages to find her cousin gone, came up to make her a
-little visit. The trunk had come, and Gwen eyed with pitying glance
-its slender and shabby contents, inwardly resolving to set the matter
-of dress right before Jan made her appearance in the Misses Larned’s
-formidable halls of learning.
-
-Jan had intended crying herself to sleep--had laid the plan during
-the dreary dinner--but helping Jack and talking to Gwen so cheered
-her--besides she was so tired--that she quite forgot it, and fell
-asleep almost at once after she had laid herself down for the first
-time in her pretty bed, for her first night in vast New York.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-“AMONG BRIDESMEN AND KINSMEN AND BROTHERS AND ALL”
-
-
-For three days Janet’s life in her new surroundings was neither dull
-nor lonely. She saw but little of her aunt, and practically nothing
-of Gladys, who showed unmistakably that she did not consider “Miss
-Lochinvar” worth bothering about; nor was Sydney’s manner to her
-different from his taciturnity toward his own family. But Jack, Viva,
-and Jerry lost no time in learning to admire her--they all three
-worshiped Jan by the end of her second day among them.
-
-With Mr. Graham Janet passed two happy evenings talking of her mother,
-surprising him with her knowledge of the most minor details of his own
-boyhood and early home, and rousing him into telling funny stories of
-happenings of which she did not know, to the boundless surprise of his
-own children. At the end of that time her uncle had grown accustomed to
-her presence, and, though his affection for his sister was one of the
-strongest ties of his life, they had been separated so long that other
-interests made more pressing claim upon him. Added to this was the
-fact that matters on Exchange were threatening; there was danger of “a
-bear market.” Janet heard him say this, and construed it by her Kansas
-experience of crop failures to mean “a bare market,” and she pictured
-to herself empty stalls and New York threatened with shortage in food.
-Mr. Graham was vitally interested in keeping prices up, and became so
-preoccupied that Janet received from him only the pleasant word night
-and morning accorded his own children. Gwen, heroically, and with more
-pleasure to herself than she expected, entertained her cousin for three
-days. Then her absorbing interest in her own pursuits asserted itself;
-she began her sixth novel--none of them had ever passed the fourth
-chapter, and but one reached it--and forgot Jan completely in the
-solitude of her own room when she got home from school.
-
-It had been decided that Janet should have at least a week in which to
-accustom herself to exile before facing the girl world in the Misses
-Larned’s school. Gwen had suggested to her father that Janet be clad
-suitably before this ordeal, and he had promptly written a generous
-check for that purpose to supplement at shops where the Grahams had no
-account any deficiencies in what they wished to purchase where bills
-were charged. Nurse Hummel and Gwen had gone down once with Janet
-to begin this shopping, but to “Miss Lochinvar’s” bewilderment, she
-learned that many trips were required to fit her out as a New York
-schoolgirl, and after this first one she and Hummie had to go alone.
-Gladys flatly refused to go abroad with her cousin until these changes
-in her costume had been made, and was most anxious that she should not
-be seen by any of her schoolmates, but Gwen did not conceal the fact
-that they had a Western cousin consigned to them for the winter, and
-the three girls whom Gwen most disliked, and Gladys stood most in awe
-of, set out at once to call upon her, moved by curiosity rather than
-friendliness.
-
-“Miss Hammond, Miss Gwen, and Miss Ida Hammond and Miss Flossie Gilsey
-is down-stairs to see you; they sint their cards. They do be asking for
-Miss Janet, though not be name,” said Norah, presenting six bits of
-pasteboard through the crack of Gwen’s door.
-
-“Oh, for mercy’s sake! Has anything come home for that prairie-chicken
-to put on?” exclaimed Gladys, flushing with annoyance; she chanced to
-be at that moment in her sister’s room.
-
-“I don’t believe so,” said Gwen composedly. “They had to alter the
-house dress we got ready-made. Still, it doesn’t matter for those
-girls.”
-
-“Gwendoline Graham, you are enough to provoke a saint! Of all the girls
-in school, they are the ones who would notice most, and they have the
-most money,” cried Gladys.
-
-“And are the most vulgar and the stupidest about their lessons,”
-finished Gwen. “I don’t see why you mind what such people think.
-However, I’ll go up and see what I can do for Jan.” And she arose,
-putting aside her lap tablet with the air of a martyr.
-
-“She can’t wear anything of yours; she isn’t tall enough, and they
-would know our things, anyway,” said Gladys. “I suppose we’ve just got
-to let her come in that shabby best dress of hers. But do tell her not
-to say or do anything queer, or tell any of those stories she tells the
-children about riding broncos and playing Indian in the fields--no,
-prairies! Make her understand she has to be like other people, and
-these are swell girls.”
-
-“If she’s used to wearing feathers and war-paint we can’t make her take
-to civilization right off--no Indian does that,” said Gwen wickedly,
-for Gladys never could grasp satire. “But, you know, I think she has
-nice manners, simple and not as if she thought of herself. And the
-Hammonds and Floss Gilsey are more swollen than swell.” And with this
-parting witticism, Gwen ran up the hall.
-
-“Jan, Jan, here are three girls come to call on you,” she said, putting
-her lips to her cousin’s door. “Hurry up, and come down to see them.”
-
-Jan opened her door at once. She was writing a long letter home, and
-her cheeks were too red to indicate perfect peace of mind.
-
-“I’ll just pumice-stone this ink stain off my finger,” she said, “and
-then I’m ready. If ever I sympathized with any one, it was with Mr.
-Boffin when he told John Rokesmith he didn’t see what he did with the
-ink to keep so neat when he wrote. I’m ashamed of myself, and mamma
-says I ought to be, but I can not keep my fingers--this middle one,
-anyway--free from ink when I write. I guess I get so interested I
-dive down to the bottom of the ink-well without knowing it. Who are
-these girls?” As she had talked, Janet had scrubbed energetically,
-and now turned to go down with Gwendoline, without any additional
-prinking beyond a hasty smooth of her rebellious hair. Her dress was a
-blue-serge skirt and a cotton shirt-waist, although it was October; it
-never occurred to her, used as she was to seeing her girl friends in a
-girlish manner, that anything more was required of her in the matter of
-toilet.
-
-Gwen eyed her quizzically, thinking with amusement and annoyance
-of what these would-be fine ladies down-stairs, who could not have
-understood Jan’s reference to Dickens, would say if she let her go
-down thus. It was dawning upon Gwen’s inquiring mind that many things
-in the world were not quite as they should be, and that the scales
-in which lots of people weighed other people and things were badly
-weighted on one side.
-
-“I am afraid you will have to put on your bestest gown, Jan,” she said.
-“They would probably drop dead if they saw you no more fixed up than
-that, and it would be a nuisance to have to prove they weren’t murdered
-here. Get out your finest things, and I’ll help you.”
-
-“My finest things aren’t fine enough to make much difference,” said
-Jan, who had not had her own eyes shut to facts since she came.
-“However, I’ll do my best not to disgrace you, Gwen.”
-
-Together they fastened Jan into the light-blue cashmere which her
-mother had made for her to wear to possible children’s parties with her
-cousins. Jan could not help smiling at herself in the glass, while Gwen
-was buttoning up the waist in the back, remembering this, and what was
-Gladys’s idea of a party, and how little she considered herself a child
-at thirteen.
-
-“You really look like peaches and cream with that light blue against
-your skin,” said Gwen admiringly when the task was completed. “They
-can’t say you’re not awfully pretty.”
-
-“Don’t flatter, Gwen. And imagine a brown maid peaches and cream! Come
-on, then. Have you any instructions to give as to manners?” asked Jan.
-
-“No,” said Gwen wisely. “Yours are always nice, because you’re so real
-and unaffected--not that there’s the least hope of their knowing that
-simplicity is nice, though.”
-
-“My cousin, Miss Howe; Miss Hammond, Miss Ida Hammond, Miss Gilsey,”
-said Gladys, doing the honors with unusual dignity because she felt
-sure it would be needed to cover Jan’s deficiencies in worldly
-knowledge.
-
-Janet murmured her salutations confusedly, badly handicapped at the
-start by the formality of so many “misses” when she expected to be
-introduced all round by first names.
-
-“How do you like New York, Miss Howe?” asked Daisy Hammond, estimating
-Jan’s gown rapidly but accurately. “It must be very different from the
-West?”
-
-“Yes, but I like it,” said Jan warily.
-
-“New York is so much bigger,” added Ida Hammond, with a trying air of
-superiority.
-
-“Than the West? Oh, no; the West is very large,” said Jan demurely, to
-Gwen’s delight.
-
-“Are you fond of the theater, Miss Howe?” asked Flossie Gilsey,
-throwing herself in the breach.
-
-“I never have been; we are going, Gwen says, sometime this winter.
-But I love to act; we do plays in the barn chamber, my brothers and
-sisters and I. It’s loads of fun. I’d love to see a real play, but it
-costs too much to go to the city, and then buy tickets to the theatre,”
-said honest Jan, quite unconscious of disgrace in the fact of poverty.
-Gladys turned crimson as her ill-bred guests cleared their throats
-emphatically and giggled a little. Gwen flushed wrathfully, but not at
-Jan.
-
-“That is like Meg, Jo, Beth, and Amy; do you remember what fun they had
-acting in Little Women?” she asked tactfully.
-
-“It is so long since we read Little Women--not since we were children;
-I don’t remember it very well,” said Daisy. “What do you like best,
-Miss Howe? Dancing? Sport? What is your special line?”
-
-“The clothes-line, I guess,” said Jan, laughing outright, for it struck
-her as ridiculous to be asked what was her specialty, “as if it was a
-menagerie, and she wanted to know whether I was a long-necked giraffe
-or a short-horned gnu,” she said afterward. “I help take in clothes
-quite often. But I like all kinds of fun--dancing in the house in
-winter; and games, and racing, and riding out of doors. I guess any
-sort of fun--just having fun--is my special line.”
-
-Gladys only barely succeeded in checking the groan this horrible speech
-called forth, but Gwen laughed openly. She did not think it quite
-wise in Jan to have said that about taking in clothes, but she was so
-indignant at the thinly veiled rudeness of the girls to her cousin and
-the guest in her house that she did not care, as long as Jan had the
-best of it.
-
-The callers rose to go, not being in the least certain whether they
-were being made game of or not, but thoroughly satisfied that they
-detested as much as they despised this Western girl, who looked at
-them with smiling candor in her undeniably pretty eyes, and seemed
-unconscious of offense.
-
-“You poor dear thing!” said Daisy Hammond in the hall to Gladys, having
-bade Gwen and “Miss Howe” good-by in the parlor. “It is really awful
-for you to have to civilize her! She is a perfect savage. Whatever will
-you do with her when she comes to school? Do you suppose she has any
-education at all? She certainly has no manners.”
-
-“Oh, I don’t know. Isn’t it awful?” said Gladys, tears of wrath and
-self-pity in her eyes. “She hasn’t had any chance; that’s the only
-excuse. For goodness’ sake, don’t tell the other girls!”
-
-“Tell them! My dear, not for worlds!” said Flossie, as they started
-down the steps on their way to find the others of their set and impart
-to them how “perfectly awful the Grahams’ cousin was.”
-
-Jan had wandered into the rear parlor when her first visitors had
-left her, and so had not heard the remarks to Gladys, which had been
-perfectly audible to Gwen.
-
-When she got her sister up-stairs that young lady freed her mind.
-
-“Gladys Graham,” she said, “you ought to be ashamed of yourself not to
-stand up for your own cousin, and not to have any more self-respect
-than to let those geese be impertinent to her and to us in our own
-house! Jan didn’t do anything dreadful. She needn’t have said that
-about the clothes, I’ll admit, but I suppose she was disgusted, and
-well she might be. Besides, she’s the kind of girl that can’t help
-seeing the funny side, but she isn’t one bit mean. Those girls acted
-as if she were as far below them--as far as the sea-level from Mont
-Blanc. And I only wish I could have boxed their ears. If you don’t stop
-letting those Hammonds and Floss and that crowd impose on you, you’ll
-be a goose all your days. Just you wait and see if you don’t find
-out I’m right. I am just ashamed of you--helping them sit on papa’s
-sister’s daughter!”
-
-Gladys flared up. “She’s perfectly disgraceful, that’s what Janet Howe
-is! Saying she was too poor to go to the theater, and took in clothes!
-I wonder she didn’t say she took in washing! Maybe they do, and the
-ladies give her their old clothes,” she cried.
-
-“Gladys, stop this instant! I won’t let you talk that way. Jan’s a
-trump, and I can see it if I do neglect her. I only wish we were as
-nice as they all must be,” cried Gwen.
-
-“Well, if you like that sort of girl, you may have her. I won’t
-take her out, and I won’t go anywhere with her, and I think papa is
-downright mean to impair her on us,” Gladys sobbed.
-
-“If you mean _impose_, why don’t you say so? I honestly think we
-are the ones whom Jan impairs,” said Gwen, restored to good-nature by
-the chance to correct one of Gladys’s many slips of tongue. And thus
-ended Jan’s introduction to New York society.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-“AND, SAVE HIS GOOD BROADSWORD, HE WEAPONS HAD NONE”
-
-
-“Fine feathers” may not make “fine birds”; it is generally conceded
-that true fineness lies somewhat deeper than the plumage, but fine
-feathers have a marked effect on the minds of ordinary little birds
-regarding the wearer of them; they have to be birds of considerable
-experience or native refinement not to judge their fellow bipeds by
-their plumage.
-
-When the results of Nurse Hummel’s many shopping expeditions with Janet
-came home, and “Miss Lochinvar” appeared in the tasteful and well-made
-apparel they had chosen, Gladys treated her cousin with new, if not
-lasting, respect, and even Sydney showed by several surreptitious
-glances at her, which keen-eyed Gwen intercepted, that he was realizing
-for the first time that his quiet Western cousin was worth looking at.
-
-Gwen felt something of the pride of an architect in the building he has
-created as she wheeled Jan around to view her from every point, and as
-she saw that the others were newly inclined to admire the girl of whom
-she was beginning to grow fond, and whom she would have loved dearly if
-she had not been too self-centered just then to give any one very much
-affection.
-
-Janet was ashamed to discover that she shrank with no little terror
-from the ordeal of her first day at school. She felt quite sure
-that the accomplished young ladies, of whom she had seen examples
-and who were to be substituted for the girlish girls who had been
-her classmates in Crescendo, would know so much more than she that
-they would shame her in learning, as they outstripped her in worldly
-knowledge. She saw from the first instant that she entered the door
-that this school was to differ from her previous experiences in more
-than its pupils.
-
-The Misses Larned, who were its principals--Gwen said that this did
-not necessarily make them the girls’ _princibles_--did not teach;
-they were at the head of the school by virtue of proprietorship,
-and they were the final, awful tribunal before which transgressors
-were haled, though, it must be confessed, without any more awful
-consequences, usually, than a severe lecture. But the girls said “they
-would rather die” than go up before the dignified sisters, “who were
-so solemn they took the starch out of a body before they opened their
-lips.” The same irreverent pupils called the school “the Hydra,”
-because it had two of that monster’s many heads. No one would ever
-know--none but the boldest dared speculate--what was the extent of
-the Misses Larned’s own learning. They walked into the class-rooms at
-intervals, and inquired of the presiding teachers as to the progress
-of the day’s work with such Minerva-like air that one felt convinced
-that the wisdom of the ancients and moderns sat enthroned behind their
-sapient eyeglasses.
-
-They were wise in the selection of their teachers. “The Hydra” was
-really a very good school in that respect, and the girl who desired
-knowledge could obtain it there, and an excellent preparation for
-college beyond. But she who had not this desire could slip through
-with marvelously little instruction sticking to her brain, for it was
-a school frequented chiefly by the children of wealthy and fashionable
-people, and vigorous discipline would have been resented by the
-majority of the parents.
-
-The school occupied an entire house on a cross-street, near the Park,
-and Janet passed under its portals with trepidation on her first
-morning. Gwen sustained her; Gladys had preceded them, and bore herself
-with a little air of aloofness, in spite of Jan’s better appearance,
-as if to provide herself against deeper disgrace than was absolutely
-necessary, in case “Miss Lochinvar” fulfilled her apprehensions.
-
-It was not an easy matter to grade the new pupil. In arithmetic,
-history, geography, spelling, and in general information her teachers
-soon discovered that she far surpassed their old pupils, but she
-was guiltless of French, though, on the other hand, she could speak
-German--a point no girl in school ever aspired to reach. The extent of
-the universal ambition in regard to that tongue was to avoid so many
-mistakes in the gender and cases of nouns as should lead to a serious
-lowering of averages in marking percentage at the end of the year. On
-the whole, Janet passed her entrance examination with honor, and was
-placed in the class with Gwen for everything but French, which she “had
-to begin with the babies,” as Gladys disdainfully remarked. She was
-uncertain whether to be relieved or annoyed that “Miss Lochinvar” had
-been ranked with the best scholars, though Gladys’s ambition did not
-lead studyward.
-
-A sudden rain prevented the customary brief walk in the Park at recess,
-and the girls gathered in the large room on the upper floor, formed
-by joining two rooms together, which was their refuge under such
-circumstances.
-
-Gwen honestly meant to do her duty by Jan during this first recess,
-when she was to meet her future mates, but she began to talk to Azucena
-North, and quite forgot her cousin. Cena North was the daughter of a
-lady who had been steeped in admiration for Verdi and Trovatore when
-Cena was born; consequently she had named her baby after the gipsy
-in that opera, and Cena pathetically said that “if she _must_
-be named out of Trovatore she didn’t see why she couldn’t have been
-called Leonora.” Gwen didn’t see either; she privately pitied her
-friend deeply for being burdened with such a name as Azucena. But there
-were compensations, as there are in most misfortunes. Cena was one of
-the best scholars at the Misses Larned’s, and her father was Mr. North,
-the head of the great publishing house of North & Co., which Gwen felt
-accounted for Cena’s thoroughness, as well as partly made up for her
-name. Cena and Gwen were deep in a plan to lay before Mr. North Gwen’s
-novel--when it should be finished, of course--without telling him that
-it was the work of Cena’s classmate, a girl of fifteen. After he had
-accepted it, and he and his house had exhausted themselves in praise of
-its many brilliant qualities, Cena was to say demurely that she knew
-the author, and would bring her to her father’s office. And Gwen was
-to go with her--wearing her most simple and girlish gown, to increase
-the dramatic effect--down to the great establishment of North & Co.,
-and Cena was to say, “Behold the new Charlotte Brontë!” or something
-to that effect. It is no wonder with such a project in hand that Jan
-slipped from Gwen’s mind when she and Cena collided in the “campus,”
-as they classically called the playroom. They straightway became
-oblivious to all but the discussion of ways and means for fulfilling
-the great plan, which really lacked but the novel to be successful.
-
-Janet wandered on alone, feeling very shy and strange, among the
-chattering crowd eating cake and candy instead of better luncheons, and
-all eying her curiously as she passed.
-
-She was bearing down toward the younger children--her refuge here, as
-at her uncle’s--when the Hammonds and Flossie Gilsey stopped her.
-
-“Have you forgotten us already, Miss Howe?” called Daisy Hammond.
-
-“No, indeed,” responded Janet, trying to speak easily and cordially.
-“But please don’t say Miss Howe. It seems so funny among girls like us;
-my name is Janet.”
-
-“Thanks; it is awfully good of you to let us be intimate right away,
-and waive all ceremony. Generally we have to wait to use first names,”
-said Daisy, with an inflection that told Jan, unused as she was to
-polite disagreeables, that the speech was not meant at its face value.
-“I heard that your cousin Syd--isn’t he too handsome?--had given you
-such a nice, funny nickname.”
-
-“Yes; Miss Lochinvar. That’s because I ‘came out of the West,’ you
-see,” said Janet, instinctively seizing her foe by the horns, so to
-speak. “It was bright of him, but only too flattering. I don’t expect
-to make a clean sweep of everything, like Young Lochinvar.” But as she
-laughed Jan’s heart sank. She was not used to this sort of bad temper,
-and she hated herself for meeting it while she felt forced to do so;
-she understood “getting mad,” but not petty spite. And all the while
-she was saying to herself, “Gladys told them; Gladys has been making
-game of me.”
-
-But she had crippled her adversary; Daisy did not know how to meet this
-view of the case, and she glanced slyly at Gladys, who shrugged her
-shoulders.
-
-“How well you speak German, Miss--Janet!” said Flossie Gilsey. “Isn’t
-it queer you know it so well, and don’t know French?”
-
-“Not at all queer,” said Janet simply. “I hadn’t much chance to learn
-French, but there are lots of Germans in Crescendo. Besides, I like it
-better than French, I’m certain. But the real reason why I know it is
-because I worked hard to learn it. I meant to be able to speak it; I
-wanted to be fit to help papa in his office.”
-
-A short silence fell on the little group at this shocking remark,
-during which Gladys turned a succession of alarming colors, and longed
-to go into hysterics or choke her cousin--probably both in rapid
-sequence. Janet Howe, her father’s sister’s child, staying at her house
-that winter, and brought by her and Gwen to this exclusive school, to
-announce--shamelessly, brazenly, to announce--that her ambition was to
-be a clerk in her father’s office, and that for this purpose she had
-learned German!
-
-Poor Gladys really was to be pitied at that moment, for though she was
-a little goose to feel so, she really did feel that a disgrace had
-fallen upon her which death could hardly wipe out. And then the silence
-was broken by a little titter from the three girls, and Ida Hammond
-said sarcastically, “How nice!”
-
-Janet looked from Gladys’s party-colored countenance to the amusement
-gleaming in the eyes of her friends, and saw that something was wrong,
-but what it could be she had not the faintest idea. And before anything
-worse could happen a voice behind her said: “Yes, isn’t that nice?
-Isn’t it lovely? Please introduce me to your cousin, Gladys.”
-
-Janet turned and saw a girl who was in the class with her and Gwen. She
-was tall, not pretty, but distinguished looking, with that air of good
-breeding which is so definite, yet so indefinable--the look of one who
-for many generations had inherited good principles and right standards
-of living and taste.
-
-“My cousin, Janet Howe, Miss Dorothy Schuyler,” murmured Gladys.
-
-Dorothy put out her hand. “I am so glad to have you here, Janet,” she
-said. “I was so much interested in what you were saying. There aren’t
-many girls with enough affection for their fathers to study that they
-may help them, and few clever enough to do it, even if they do want to.
-Won’t you tell me about it?”
-
-There was a determined look in the brown eyes that smiled kindly, in
-spite of it, on Jan, and she knew, though she did not know why, that
-she was being championed.
-
-“There isn’t very much to tell,” she said slowly, responding in a
-puzzled way to the other’s cordiality. “My father is in the real-estate
-business out in the little place I came from--Crescendo. He has to deal
-a good deal with Germans, and he hasn’t as big a business as he would
-have in such a growing town if he weren’t working on a patent he wants
-to bring out. So he needs me--or I liked to think he did--to help him,
-and he needs some one to speak German, so I tried to combine the two.
-Like the man in Pickwick who wrote about Chinese metaphysics,” added
-Jan, with a sudden laugh, and the dimples that made her so irresistibly
-pretty coming in her cheeks.
-
-Dorothy had a sense of humor, too, and she liked Dickens. She laughed,
-and put an arm affectionately over the stranger’s shoulder. “I think it
-is beautiful to find a girl of our age trying to do something loving
-and sensible like that,” she said heartily. “I hope you can teach me
-to be brave and unselfish. Wouldn’t you like to come over to that deep
-window-seat and see the view--it is fine from there--and tell me more
-about Crescendo? If Gladys can lend you to me a while?” she added
-interrogatively.
-
-Gladys seemed to think that she could, and the two walked away,
-followed by glances by no means pleasant from the group they had left.
-In that first encounter were sown the seeds of future enmity, for the
-Hammonds and Flossie disliked Janet as much as they would naturally
-dislike one to whom they had been unkind, and who had thus been the
-means of making them appear badly in the eyes of Dorothy Schuyler.
-
-When Gwen awakened from her day-dream to a consciousness of her neglect
-of Janet, she stared in amazement at the sight of her cousin chattering
-volubly to Dorothy, whose cheeks were red from laughing. Gwen drew a
-sigh of relief; she saw that Jan was happy, and she knew Dorothy was so
-innately well-bred that she would never misunderstand any confidences
-Jan chose to make, as would the other sort of girls.
-
-Walking home at two o’clock, Janet told Gwen the story of her
-adventures at recess--“recreation hour,” she found that she must learn
-to call it.
-
-Gwen listened with frowns and smiles. “You will have to learn not to
-tell that gang”--it is a melancholy fact that the budding author did
-say “gang”--“anything about home, and being poor. They only draw you
-out for pure meanness, and they don’t know anything but just money.
-But wasn’t it fine of Dorothy Schuyler to squelch them like that?
-Dolly Schuyler is the most a real lady of any girl in that school. She
-doesn’t put on airs--of course not, if she is a lady--but she makes all
-the girls feel that what she says and does is the very last, best thing
-to be said or done. And she leads us all; not because she wants to, but
-because she is what she is--all the girls look up to her. She wouldn’t
-stoop to do an underhanded, sneaky, nor a mean thing--not if she got a
-crown by doing it. She never says nasty things, but when she looks at
-you--if you’ve been contemptible in any way--you can’t help curling up.
-I’ve always been very proud that Dorothy seems to like me; she doesn’t
-like every one. The Hammonds, and that crowd, pretend not to care for
-what she thinks, because they’re richer than she is, but she is the
-very concentrated extract of blue blood, and they do care a lot. If
-there is any aristocracy in America, it’s people like Dorothy’s family.”
-
-“But there isn’t; papa says it is sheer nonsense to talk about
-aristocracy in a republic,” said Jan, her independence touched.
-
-“All right; I don’t say it isn’t, so don’t wave the Stars and
-Stripes at me,” said Gwen. “But if there is aristocracy, it must be
-those people descended from the signers of the Declaration, and the
-Revolutionary fighters, and the colonists, and all those. Why, you’re
-descended from them yourself, so you needn’t fire up, Janet Howe.”
-
-“I don’t care; in the West we don’t fuss about trifles. Tell me about
-Dorothy,” said Janet.
-
-“There isn’t much more to tell, and what there is you’ll find out for
-yourself. But it was a big thing for Dorothy to champion you. You’ll
-see that it will make a difference. Both ways,” added Gwen honestly,
-“for it will make the Hammonds and Floss Gilsey hate you. I wish we
-could put our heads together to get Gladys away from those girls. I
-should think she’d know better than to like them, and they’re certain
-sure to spoil her, if it keeps up.”
-
-“I’m afraid if I put my head into it she would go with them all the
-more,” said Jan, with a hurt little laugh. “Gladys can’t bear me, Gwen.”
-
-“Gladys is a perfect goose; if she likes such girls as the Hammonds she
-couldn’t be expected to like you. But just you wait. She’ll come round.
-Those girls are sure to do something mean to her some day--they’re
-so jealous of everybody, and I’m proud to say they just hate me. And
-as to you, nobody could help liking you sooner or later, Jan. You’re
-a regular dear!” and Gwen kissed her cousin on the front steps,
-moved with compunction for the neglect which had exposed her to her
-unpleasant experience at noon, admiration of the generosity which did
-not resent it, and pride in the little Lochinvar out of the West whom
-Dorothy Schuyler had sealed with her approval.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-“HE RODE ALL UNARM’D, AND HE RODE ALL ALONE”
-
-
-One day was very like another in the first two weeks of Janet’s new
-school life. The teachers soon liked the sunny girl with the ready
-dimples and readier wit, joined with honest industry and determination
-to learn. The girls--the best girls--liked Jan at once, but the little
-knot of companions whom Gwen had disrespectfully called “that gang”
-disliked her every day a little more than the previous one, and chiefly
-because of the liking of the better faction. Gladys--and this was
-what made the attitude of these girls hard to bear--Gladys arrayed
-herself with them, and showed positive dislike to “Miss Lochinvar,” who
-certainly did not deserve it at her hands.
-
-At home, after school, during the five hours between its dismissal
-and dinner time, life was a trifle dreary, or would have been but
-for Jack, Viva, and Jerry. Gwen thoughtlessly, in spite of her liking
-for Jan, betook herself to her own pursuits. Sydney did not seem like
-part of the family at all, but rather like some one who was fortunate
-enough to have secured an unusually well-appointed lodging-house and
-restaurant. He came and went unnoted, to Jan’s amazed distress. She had
-heard so much said by her father and mother of the necessity of keeping
-close to their boys and making home pleasant to them that motherly
-little Jan quite yearned over the handsome lad who had no one to see
-that he kept straight. She longed to make friends with him; a longing
-intensified by her intimacy with her own elder brother, Fred, whom she
-missed more than any of the children she had left behind her, unless it
-was the baby, Poppet. But though Sydney was perfectly polite to Jan,
-he made no recognition of her overtures of friendship, and, it seemed
-to his cousin, grew more indifferent to his surroundings, and more
-heavy-browed at each succeeding dinner.
-
-Mrs. Graham soon got over her annoyance at Janet’s coming, and was
-always pleasant, pretty, and kindly, but not less busy than at first.
-As the autumn advanced into winter she was more deeply engulfed in
-engagements than ever, and Jan shared her children’s lack of their
-mother’s society. Unfortunately, with her aunt’s displeasure at her
-coming had disappeared her uncle’s pleasure in receiving his favorite
-sister’s child, and Jan quite longed for another of the evenings with
-him, such as she had tasted on her arrival a month ago.
-
-Every afternoon when she came home from school--except on the
-afternoon of the dancing-class--Jan went into the nursery and sat
-down with Hummie, Jack, Viva, and the baby--who would have resented
-the title. Jack found the steep hill of learning which--to speak
-metaphorically--had so winded him turned into “the primrose path of
-dalliance” by this pretty cousin, who was so honest that she would not
-do his tasks for him, yet so clear-headed that she turned them into
-positive joys. Then she told the jolliest stories of the doings of
-her brothers and sisters, whom Jack burned to know, considering them
-more attractive than any youngsters he had had the luck to meet with,
-either in or out of a book, and whose feats filled him with envious
-admiration. Peals of laughter floated down the hall frequently during
-these hours--laughter which reached Gwen in her shrine of genius, and
-sometimes brought her out to share the fun. Gwen was surprised to find
-herself half jealous of the children’s love which Jan had won in a
-short month, and which she had missed because she had never thought
-about them at all. She sometimes felt quite shut out and hurt when she
-saw how the faces of the three youngest brightened at the sight of Jan
-and heard the whoop of delight with which they welcomed her.
-
-Quiet little Viva found that Jan knew ways of playing housekeeping
-which her own naturally domestic little brain could not have devised,
-and that she could dress dolls, and play with them, too, as no one--not
-only her own sisters, but her friends--could begin to hope to do. And
-she could tell stories, not only the funny stories of life in Crescendo
-and the Howes’ frolics, but the fairy-tales which Viva preferred, in a
-way that would make the lady who told stories in the Arabian Nights’
-green with envy. Viva loved Jan with a sort of dumb adoration. She
-was a sensitive little creature, and Jan had come into her solitude
-like sunshine. As to Jerry, she adopted Jan--whom she called “Yan”
-with a pure Norwegian pronunciation--as her own property, and loved
-her with tumultuous affection. Jerry had grown so well-behaved in the
-dining-room--never tipping over her oatmeal spoon, still less kicking
-“Tsusan”--that her father and mother wondered at the reform. They did
-not know that if “Yan” lifted her eyebrows in shocked surprise at the
-dawn of naughtiness in the wilful tot, Miss Geraldine immediately
-resumed the behavior which should make “Yan” show her dimples in
-smiling at her, for “Yan’s” dimples had become Jerry’s barometer, and
-she could not exist if their absence indicated disapproval.
-
-It was fortunate for Janet that she was so sincerely fond of younger
-children and that her little cousins did cling to her with such
-devotion, for without their love she would have had many lonely hours
-and would have found the atmosphere of the splendid home she had come
-to too frigid for happiness.
-
-Helen Watterson was to give a party, and the school was stirred by
-the announcement. Not only did Helen live in a house so large that
-her party was sure to be an event, but she had announced it as a
-“fagot party,” and all the girls invited protested that they could
-never, never fulfil its requirements. These requirements were for each
-guest to bring a fagot of wood--and “fagot” could be interpreted very
-liberally to mean anything from a few toothpicks bound together to a
-large bundle of real sticks. These fagots were to be laid in turn on
-the open fire, and while his fagot was burning each guest must tell a
-story.
-
-The Grahams, Gwen, Gladys, and Janet Howe, were invited, as well as
-most of the girls of their age at “the Hydra.” Gwen felt no uneasiness
-as to her powers in the story-telling line, nor did Jan, though she
-was rather frightened at the thought of lifting up her voice in such
-an august assembly, but Gladys was dismayed, and declared, without
-meaning it, that she would not go if she had to tell a story, but would
-plead some excuse at the last moment. As it happened, it was Gwen, who
-longed to go, that pleaded the excuse at the last moment, a painfully
-real excuse, for she had a bad sore throat, and could not leave her
-room. Jan begged to be allowed to stay at home with her, partly through
-kindness to the cousin whom she really loved, and partly from a strong
-preference for doing so, for the prospect of going to a party without
-Gwen and with Gladys was worse than going alone. But Gwen would not
-hear of Jan’s staying behind.
-
-“It will be the nicest party, I’m sure, Jan,” she said, “and I wouldn’t
-have you miss it. Besides, it is really the first affair we’ve been
-asked to since you came, so it will be your introduction to New York
-society. And another ‘besides’ is that I shall want to hear all about
-it, every story repeated, and everything, and Gladys never would tell
-me one thing.”
-
-“I don’t feel as though I could go with Gladys, Gwen,” Jan said
-involuntarily. “She does dislike me so, and it makes me more awkward
-and scared than ever.”
-
-“Don’t pay the slightest attention to her,” said Gwen, looking
-wrathfully at Jan over the red-flannel swathings of her throat--Hummie
-always insisted on the efficacy of that color for such purposes. “After
-you leave the dressing-room you keep with Dorothy Schuyler and Cena
-North. They’ve got sense enough to appreciate you! And they’re my
-friends. You’ll have a good time, because there’ll be plenty of good
-times there to have, and when there are, you don’t miss them.”
-
-Gwen, with mistaken zeal, made a few vigorous remarks to Gladys before
-they set forth, telling her what she thought of her slighting Jan, and
-bidding her be nice to her at the party, under threat of wrath to come.
-The result of this well-meant interference was that Gladys sulked,
-settling herself in her corner of the carriage without speaking to Jan
-during the drive. After they arrived she compelled Susan to arrange
-her hair and dress first, and she then left the dressing-room without
-waiting for Jan, who had to find her way, frightened and hurt, to the
-parlors alone.
-
-“Isn’t Gwen coming?” asked Dorothy Schuyler, standing near their
-hostess, when Gladys entered.
-
-“Gwen has a sore throat. She’s dreadfully disappointed. She cared more
-about coming than I did,” said Gladys.
-
-“And Jan wouldn’t leave her, I suppose?” suggested Dorothy.
-
-“Oh, Jan is here. She is coming right down,” said Gladys, trying to
-speak easily.
-
-Dorothy gave her one of the glances which Gwen had said “made you
-curl up,” and went swiftly into the hall. Here she found Jan coming
-hesitatingly down-stairs through the group of boys lounging part way
-up, waiting for “the party to begin.” They all stared at Jan, glad
-of something prettier to look at than one another, for, though some
-of them were already young dandies, most of them despised the stiff
-costume to which even the younger lord of creation is condemned at
-festivities, and were wondering, each individually, if he “looked as
-big a fool in his stiff collar as the other fellows did.”
-
-Jan gave a sigh of relief as she caught sight of Dorothy. It seemed to
-her that she could not enter that crowded room alone. Dorothy noticed
-with pleasure that Jan looked very charming in soft, delicate green,
-which gave her, with her brown eyes and hair, the effect of some
-sylvan creature.
-
-It was not so very bad after all to get to her hostess and make her
-salutations now that kind Dorothy was at her elbow, and when the ordeal
-was over Jan turned to enjoying herself with her tendency to make the
-best of things.
-
-There was to be dancing after supper, but first the young guests
-grouped themselves around the open fire for the fagot burning and
-story-telling. Dorothy began, and told a pretty legend of Brittany,
-not long, but much longer than Daisy Hammond’s, who had brought a
-tiny bundle of three lightest twigs, and related a tragic tale in two
-stanzas of “nonsense rhymes.”
-
-When it came Jan’s turn she found to her horror that the story which
-she had so carefully learned and rehearsed with Gwen had slipped from
-her as completely as if she had never heard it. “What shall I do?” she
-whispered to Dorothy. “I have forgotten my story!”
-
-[Illustration: The story-telling party.]
-
-“Make up another. Tell us something you have seen or done in the West,”
-said Dorothy. “It will probably be much more interesting, so don’t
-worry.”
-
-“I have forgotten the story I meant to tell,” Jan began in a faint
-voice as she laid her fagot on the fire. “I think maybe I could
-remember it if only I could get hold of the beginning. But Dorothy
-Schuyler says I had better tell you something true that happened at
-home, so I am going to tell you about a cyclone we had once, and I’ve
-got to hurry, or my wood will be gone. There was a family living
-outside of Crescendo, about a couple of miles out, and they had come
-there from the frontier, and twenty-five years before the day of the
-cyclone they had lost one of their children--the oldest boy--out in
-the territory; he was stolen by Indians. They hunted everywhere and as
-hard as they could for him, but they never found him, so they thought
-he must be dead, and they moved into Kansas, and settled in Crescendo,
-and had ever so many other children, and were quite happy, though they
-never forgot that lost boy. They didn’t get on so very well--didn’t
-make much money, I mean, so mamma and papa tried to help them. They
-couldn’t very much, because we have such lots of children and not much
-money. But one day there came up a storm, and papa ran around making
-everything tight and getting all our children in, for he said it was
-going to be a windstorm, and that scares us out there--we’ve seen them!”
-
-Jan had forgotten her shyness, and was becoming dramatic as the
-recollection of the fatal day came over her. She leaned forward, her
-elbows on her knees, her eyes fastened on her burning fagot, with the
-light playing over her earnest face.
-
-“Well, it came. The sky got all over a dreadful yellow, and it was so
-dark we lighted up like night. Mamma was baking and I was sweeping and
-dusting--I know I thought it was lucky my head was tied up, for it
-seemed as though it might blow off. The wind roared and rushed past us,
-and branches of fruit-trees and heavy things came banging up against
-the house--oh, it was awful! But we didn’t get the worst of it inside
-the town. Outside, where this family lived, it was the very middle of
-the cloud, and it took the roof off, and it blew down the barn, and
-the neighbor’s house blew over and part of it struck theirs--and--oh,
-dear, oh, dear! I can’t bear to think of it!” Jan hid her face in her
-hands a moment, shuddering, and her audience sat silently waiting for
-her to go on.
-
-“The wall fell in and it buried all that family under it, for they
-were all huddled together--they hadn’t any cyclone cellar. It was the
-first time a cyclone had ever struck Crescendo. And when the storm
-had passed--it was all over in fifteen minutes--they went out to that
-house and they found them dead, all dead, except the baby, and he was
-crying and pulling at his mother’s dress.” Jan’s voice quivered so that
-she had to wait another moment, and no one noticed that her fagot was
-burned out.
-
-“And when they got there,” Jan went on, “there was a young man standing
-among the ruins whom the people who came to help had never seen before.
-Would you believe it? It was that oldest son whom they had lost! He
-had found out who he was and had traced his parents, and had come to
-Kansas after them, and had reached Crescendo just in time to find them
-dead in the ruins of their home. And there was not one left but the
-little crying baby and the oldest son--they were all gone! I took off
-my sweeping dress, and mamma left her baking, and we went out there. We
-brought the baby home with us--he was just Poppet’s age--until after
-the funeral. Then the young man took him, and they went away together,
-the oldest and the youngest, and we have never seen either of them in
-Crescendo again.”
-
-After a complete silence of a few minutes, more flattering than
-applause, the applause for Jan’s tragic story burst forth from every
-pair of hands. It was the success of the evening, but to Gladys it was
-a success worse than failure. The confession that Jan and her mother
-had been busied with housework at the time of the tragedy added the
-story to the long list of disgraceful disclosures Jan was forever
-making.
-
-But the other guests at the party did not seem to consider Jan’s little
-tale a blot upon her credit--_they_ could afford to admire it,
-Gladys thought bitterly; she was not _their_ cousin! Girls and
-boys crowded around Jan to congratulate her, till poor Jan hardly knew
-where to look. She was already the heroine of the evening, but one
-thing more raised her into a heroine indeed, though it ended the party
-for her and Gladys.
-
-The last fagot was on the fire, and Helen Watterson leaned forward with
-the tongs to adjust it as it burned. She wore floating tarlatan over
-her pink-silk skirt, and as she reached for the falling fagot the draft
-from the chimney sucked her dress into the fireplace, and instantly the
-gauzy stuff blazed up.
-
-Her guests fell back screaming, but Jan sprang forward, gathered up
-the overdress in her hands, crumpling it together, and extinguishing
-the flames before there was the slightest danger of injury to Helen.
-Probably there had not been very great danger, for the flimsy stuff
-would very likely have been consumed before it could ignite the rest of
-her garments, but none the less, Jan had done a brave deed, and at the
-cost of painful burns on her own hands.
-
-Mrs. Watterson took her away to be coddled and bandaged, amid a murmur
-of admiration from the guests she left behind her. When the poor little
-brown hands were thoroughly wrapped in oil and cotton a carriage was
-called, and Susan put Jan into it, while Gladys followed, angry at
-being obliged to miss the dancing, angry with herself for her bad
-temper, angriest of all with Jan for proving her so wrong, yet swelling
-with pride that her cousin had saved Helen’s life--for Gladys would not
-regard the event as less than life-saving. The drive back was as silent
-as had been the drive to the party. Jan was in too much pain, Gladys in
-too perturbed a state of mind for speech.
-
-As Susan helped Jan from the carriage, a forlorn, hungry, sick-looking
-little tiger cat ran mewing toward her, and then scuttled away, as one
-who had no reason to count on the human kindness it implored.
-
-“Oh, that poor, poor, dear little cat!” cried Jan, who loved dumb
-beasts tenderly. “Can’t I take it in, Gladys?”
-
-“Oh, Miss Janet, it’s that forlorn and miserable, you don’t want it!”
-protested Susan.
-
-“Yes, I do; that’s why I want it!” cried Jan. “Do you think your mother
-would care? I’ve missed my animals so dreadfully, Gladys!” she pleaded.
-
-“You know mamma never cares what we do as long as we are satisfied,”
-said Gladys ungraciously.
-
-Jan waited for no further permission. With her bandaged hands, and with
-the blandishments of a voice used to conversing with our little kindred
-who can not reply--not in the same tongue at least--Jan contrived
-to catch the frightened little waif who stood in such sore need of
-kindness.
-
-Clasping him to her breast, in spite of bandages, and disregarding
-possible mud on the white paws, Jan returned, damaged, excited, but, on
-the whole, happy, from her first party.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-“OH, COME YE IN PEACE HERE, OR COME YE IN WAR?”
-
-
-After the party and Jan’s accident there were seven days of uneventful,
-shut-in life, which were both pleasant and unpleasant. Jan could not go
-to school, for her hands were very painful, and holding a book would be
-quite out of the question.
-
-Gwen was well and out again in a day, but she devoted her afternoons to
-Jan, going over their lessons with her, that she might keep up with the
-class, and entertaining her the rest of the time. The girls in school
-showed a tendency to make a heroine of Jan, who refused to be lionized;
-Dorothy, Cena, and Helen Watterson came, separately or together, nearly
-every afternoon to see her, and the teachers sent messages of sympathy
-and pride in her courage to her, whom they called “their brave little
-Janet.”
-
-Sydney hailed her on the day after her adventure with a cordial smile
-and a tone which she had never heard him use to any one. He liked
-pluck, and it struck him suddenly that the girl whom he had dubbed
-“Miss Lochinvar” had been showing it, in one form or another, ever
-since her arrival.
-
-“I hear you have been making a burnt offering of yourself, Miss Jan,”
-he said. “Don’t do too much of that sort of thing, because it would be
-a pity to have you burned up altogether.”
-
-Jan was so pleased at this advance from Sydney that she built upon
-it great hopes of real friendship between them, but though Sydney
-never relapsed into his perfect indifference of manner toward her,
-they did not get beyond this slight break in the ice. Gladys alone
-stood completely aloof. She was a very unhappy Gladys in these days,
-and heartily wished that she had not taken the attitude toward her
-cousin which she now felt called upon to maintain. Pride kept her from
-admitting that she was in the wrong, and stubbornness toward Gwen, and
-a deep-seated objection to seeming to admit her authority, made her
-ten times worse than she might have been without these inducements to
-bad behavior. Gwen found out from Jan how Gladys had treated her at
-the party. Jan did not mean to tell, but in saying how good Dorothy
-Schuyler had been to her, she found that she had blundered into
-betrayal of Gladys’s neglect.
-
-Gwen was very angry. Not only was her sense of justice and liking for
-Jan in arms, but had not she, Gwendoline, Gladys’s elder and talented
-sister, warned Gladys that night before setting forth that she must not
-treat their cousin badly?
-
-“I don’t want to be a tell-tale, Gladys, and I’m not the sort to run
-to papa with things, any more than he is one to bother with them, but
-you know what he said about sending you to boarding-school if you
-dared be rude to Janet when he had invited her here! Now, you just
-keep it up as you’ve been doing, and I’ll have to go to him, and tell
-him how perfectly horrid you are to her--and she so sweet and dear,
-and everybody that is anybody admiring her like everything!” said Gwen
-sternly.
-
-“You can tell him anything you please,” said Gladys furiously, “but I
-won’t have anything to do with Janet, and nobody can make me! You can’t
-say I treat her badly if I let her entirely alone!”
-
-So Gladys withdrew herself from her sister’s society, since it involved
-Jan’s, and was more than ever with her objectionable friends, by way of
-defying Gwen and proving her independence; though the only thing she
-succeeded in proving thoroughly was proved to herself, and that was
-that she was very miserable and ashamed of herself.
-
-“I am driving Gladys away,” said Jan forlornly to Gwen one day. “You
-are never together, and it’s all my fault. I sometimes wish I had never
-come to New York.”
-
-“Don’t worry, Jan. Gladys and I were never friends,” said Gwen lightly.
-Then seeing Jan’s shocked expression, she added: “Not that we were
-enemies, you know. What I mean is we never were chums. We always liked
-different things and people. It might as well be you we differ about as
-anything else. It isn’t you who have done it.”
-
-“But she is with the Hammonds all the time--more than when I first
-came, and you never liked that,” objected Jan.
-
-“Probably it is all for the best. I should think that would be the best
-way to cure her of liking them,” laughed Gwen. “Don’t worry, Jan. You
-can’t make everybody alike.”
-
-With which bit of philosophy Jan had to try to satisfy herself.
-
-The kitten she had rescued on her return from the party was showing
-gratifying results of her care. After he had had the mud sponged from
-his fur--a task performed by Gwen, since Jan was unable to do it--he
-had displayed a pretty coat of black stripes on a brownish ground, with
-snowy breast and paws, and a nice face, which Jan convulsed Gwen and
-Jack by pronouncing “grave and sweet in expression,” though there was
-no denying that this was true when she had pointed out the fact.
-
-He had been some one’s pet, for his manners were quite elegant, and he
-had been taught to jump through hands, and to eat like a Turveydrop of
-deportment. But Jan did not call him Turveydrop, as Gwen wanted her
-to. She named him Tommy Traddles, after the cheerful youth of whom
-she was very fond, and he became the greatest addition to the little
-exile’s comfort. Tommy Traddles required convincing that each other
-member of the family individually meant well by him, for he had been so
-frightened during his days of wandering and hardship that he distrusted
-every one, but Jan he loved from the first. He had a shocking cough and
-bad indigestion from exposure and lack of food, but Jan cured the one
-with cod-liver oil and the other by careful feeding, and Tommy Traddles
-came out as good as new. It seemed to Jan, when he sat purring in her
-sunny chamber window, with the broad middle stripe of his back getting
-more glossy before her eyes, that she had not had a moment of home
-feeling until her dear cat came.
-
-One day when it had been raining heavily, and a cold had kept Jack
-at home from school, Jan sat in Gwen’s room listening to the first
-chapters--three were now written--of the novel which she, quite as
-implicitly as Gwen, believed that North & Co would jump at the chance
-to publish as soon as Cena North laid it before her father.
-
-Jack was restless. His cold was just bad enough not to risk going out
-with it, but not bad enough to subdue his spirits. Gwen lost patience
-at last with his constant popping in and out of her room and snapped
-him up.
-
-“Ivan Graham,” she cried, “if you don’t keep out of here, I’ll make
-you! You ought to be ashamed of yourself, taking advantage of me, like
-a sneak, just because my lock is broken! Aren’t boys a nuisance, Jan?”
-
-“No, but their noise is sometimes,” smiled Jan, with a warning shake of
-the head at Jack.
-
-The warning came too late. Jan had never seen an exhibition of her
-little cousin’s temper, though she had been informed more than once
-that “Jack was a terror when he broke loose.” He “broke loose” now,
-and Jan saw the suitability of the expression, for he was like a young
-wildcat.
-
-“I’m not a sneak! I’ll teach you to call me a sneak!” he shrieked,
-throwing himself on Gwen with such violence that she staggered halfway
-across the room. “I’ll show you! I’ll show you!” Apparently Jack meant
-that he would show his sister how he could use his fists, for he was
-pummeling her black and blue, and Jan’s bandaged hands prevented her
-going to Gwen’s rescue.
-
-But Gwen had had sorry experience with ungoverned temper from her
-earliest days. She caught Jack deftly at last, pinioned his arms, and
-bore him--for she was a tall, strong girl--half dragging him, half
-carrying him, to Hummie for punishment, though he kicked and fought all
-the way.
-
-“Isn’t he a cherub?” asked Gwen, returning triumphant, but short of
-breath.
-
-“It’s awful!” cried Jan, who had been quite frightened during the
-tussle. “If some one doesn’t teach him to control that temper he may
-do something he’ll be sorry for all his life. And he really is a dear
-little fellow--so warm-hearted and generous!”
-
-“Oh, those tornadoes are always warm-hearted and generous, if they
-feel pleasant,” said Gwen. “I think I like less generosity and fewer
-kicks. I shall be black and blue for a week. Don’t your brothers have
-tantrums?”
-
-“Yes, but we always try not to stir up the quick ones, and when they
-get into a fit of temper we try to cool them down--we have what we call
-the Rescue League, you know--mamma founded it--and we pledge ourselves
-to rescue one another from our foes--inside ourselves, of course. It
-really is fun, and more like a play than anything goody-goody. Then if
-mamma is around when one of us gets mad, she takes that one by the hand
-and leads him off--sometimes it’s a her, you know--it has been me--been
-I--and soothes him all down and talks quietly, and we come back feeling
-as if we had had a bath--a bath for our minds.” Janet’s eyes had grown
-dim as she talked. The little plain home looked so lovely and peaceful
-as she recalled it!
-
-Gwen was silent, and at this moment Susan offered Jan a letter.
-
-“Oh, it’s from mamma!” she cried. “Please open it for me, Gwen. And lay
-it on my lap where I can read it.”
-
-Gwen obeyed, but the attempt at reading was not successful. The pages
-slipped and Jan’s fingers were not free to hold them.
-
-“You would rather not have me read it to you?” asked Gwen. “Do you
-think it’s secrets?”
-
-“No, but I do love to read mamma’s letters myself,” sighed Jan. “Thank
-you, Gwen. Please take it.”
-
-Gwen did as she was bidden, and read:
-
- “MY DEAREST LITTLE JANET-GIRL: It is really several days
- since I wrote you, but papa and Fred have written, and there wasn’t
- any news. Only that there are five more citizens of Crescendo
- than there were last week--four are kittens--nice little Maltese
- and white things, belonging to Madam Puff--and one a calf, the
- long-legged daughter of Mrs. Cusha. I am so glad that my little
- girl is not getting too fond of luxury to want to see her plain
- home again! They are very good to you at Uncle Howard’s, and it was
- beautiful in him to fit you out as prettily as his own daughters,
- so that you should not be mortified nor mortify them when you
- appear together. By and by you will see more of Aunt Tina, I am
- sure. She must be fond of all those dear children, of course. [Here
- Jan began to blush furiously, but Gwen only elevated her eyebrows
- and went on reading with increasing interest as she caught sight of
- her own name farther down the page.] And though it is delightful
- for you to see so much of the tiny ones, and have them love you
- so dearly, I am especially glad that you like Gwen, and that she
- seems to like you, for I feel sure she is a noble girl, as well
- as a clever one, and I always wanted Howard’s oldest daughter and
- my oldest girl to be friends, as we were, he and I, years ago.
- And no, dear, you certainly must not mind Gladys’s dislike too
- much, nor even feel sure it is dislike, because one is likely to
- get the kind of treatment one expects. I am as sorry as I can be
- that she apparently despises poverty. Of course that is nonsense.
- Rich people are not better than poor ones, nor are poor people
- better than rich ones. It all depends how one meets and uses his
- opportunities, and money or its lack is an accident. Rich people
- are tempted to be hard and selfish, but, on the other hand, poor
- people are tempted to be envious and jealous. ‘The betwixt and
- between’ folk have the best of it, for they are not so strongly
- tempted either way. Still, they often get dissatisfied with
- enough. Agur was very wise when he prayed to be given ‘neither
- poverty nor riches.’ I am sorry as I can be that my poor little
- niece is so worldly, but I hope she will learn better when she is a
- little older. If she doesn’t she will have some hard lessons, for
- worldly people are taught very sharply how vain are the things upon
- which they have set their hearts, and no one with false ambitions
- is ever happy. But if little Jan doesn’t get worldly, I can not
- care as much as I should about any one else. I was so afraid, so
- dreadfully afraid, to put my single-hearted girl among things which
- could never be hers--afraid I should spoil her content and her
- unconsciousness of differences, which really are imaginary and do
- not matter at all. Go your ways, my Jan, like an honest, simple
- little girl, and do not be other than your true, good little self.
- It grieves me to think that any one in my brother’s house--much
- more one of his children--should not be quite kind to Jan, but I
- feel sure you will win Gladys by and by, if you are patient. The
- greatest English writer after Shakespeare--to my thinking, at
- least--said that the world was a looking-glass, reflecting our own
- expression toward it. And he was perfectly right. So smile away,
- Janet, and by and by all your little world will smile at you. All
- the children and your father send kisses enough to take your breath
- away. And so does she who loves you a little more than any one else
- can love you, and who prays ‘that God will keep you so pure, and
- true, and fair.’ You remember our favorite song?
-
- “Your loving and only mother,
- “JENNIE GRAHAM HOWE.”
-
-To Jan’s surprise and dismay, Gwen sprang up after reading this
-letter, which Jan would not have allowed her to see for the world if
-she had known that it was going to reflect her own comments on her
-surroundings, and threw herself on the bed, sobbing as though her heart
-would break. “Why, Gwen, why, dear Gwen, don’t!” cried Jan, clasping
-her cousin in her wounded arms. “I didn’t mean anything about Gladys!
-I’m so sorry you read it! But it really wasn’t anything bad I said!”
-
-“Oh, it’s not that. I don’t care what you said--Gladys is a pig!”
-sobbed Gwen. “It’s because Aunt Jennie is so awfully, beautifully
-dear! And because--because--O Janet Howe, you don’t deserve credit.
-You ought to be a nice girl!” And puzzled Jan agreed with her, as she
-stroked her hair in wondering silence.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-“HE STAYED NOT FOR BRAKE AND HE STOPPED NOT FOR STONE”
-
-
-Gwen and Jan, with Gladys accompanying them protestingly, and with an
-air suggestive of being about to walk on the other side of the street,
-were on their way home from school. Except for a slight tenderness
-lingering about her reddened palms, Jan’s hands were healed, and she
-had resumed her former life, very glad to get back to the world of
-fresh air and sunshine. It was late November, and the air around the
-park was full of suggestions of country odors--the sunshine soft and
-warm through the haze overlapping from Indian summer.
-
-There were rumors afloat of great events to come, events of absorbing
-interest to all the young people. First of all, Sydney’s school was to
-have a tournament at Thanksgiving, in which not only were there to be
-races--foot and bicycle races--and wrestling matches, and jumping, as
-in most schoolboy tournaments, but there were to be tennis-matches,
-singles and doubles, and in the latter girls were to compete, the lads
-being allowed to ask sisters or friends to play with them. Sydney had
-very little to do with the girls of his household, but when the hour
-came that he was to strive with his mates for honor and prizes family
-pride stirred, and Gwen and Gladys were profoundly interested. They
-were to go to see the games, and Gwen, at least, who was fonder of
-sports than Gladys, wished with all her heart that Sydney would ask her
-to play the tennis-match with him. She felt quite certain that with a
-little practise she could hold her own against her adversaries. Jan
-kept discreetly the secret that she had been champion of the girls’
-singles at home, but though it never occurred to her to wish for the
-impossible--that Sydney might ask her to play with him--she was very
-much excited at the prospect of the games, and nervously reiterated
-that “she was sure Sydney would win.” And more thrilling, though less
-definite, was the rumor, gaining force every day, that something
-splendid and unusual was to take place at “the Hydra” in celebration
-of the Christmas holidays, and though there was no possibility of an
-answer, each girl asked every other girl daily what she _did_
-suppose it would be, and if they thought everybody would take part.
-
-It was this indefinitely glorious prospect which Gwen and Jan were
-discussing volubly as they walked home in the soft November sunshine,
-Gladys occasionally adding a word from inability to maintain perfect
-silence.
-
-There was a knot of men and boys gathered ahead of them, and Jan
-quickened her pace. She was so constituted that she could not see such
-a gathering without her first thought being that perhaps some one was
-maltreating a helpless animal, and her quick impulse was to fly to the
-rescue. As the three girls came nearer they saw that this time what
-Jan feared was really happening. A poor little dog, hair matted and
-body thin, was in a convulsion on the sidewalk, and the crowd, with the
-usual stupid terror in such a gathering of an animal showing symptoms
-of sickness, was kicking the poor little creature from side to side, as
-he staggered about blindly, instinctively trying to get somewhere, but
-with no power in his tortured brain to select that somewhere.
-
-“Put him in the gutter!” cried a voice, its owner evidently having a
-vague recollection that water was the proper treatment for spasms. A
-rough hand caught the dog by the tail and threw him into the gutter,
-still wet from flushing the street from the hydrant. The bewildered
-creature staggered to his feet and essayed to escape from the puddle
-into which he had fallen, but the heavy boot of a laborer kicked him
-back.
-
-Jan saw no more--indeed she had not stood seeing all this, but had
-witnessed the torture in agony as she and Gwen approached.
-
-Dropping her books without looking to see where they fell, she started
-on a dead run for the group ahead of her. Her hat flew off, her hair
-began to break its bounds, but Jan did not think of appearances just
-then. Like a young Valkyrie she swept down on the amazed men and boys,
-who fell back before the vigor and suddenness of her onslaught, as
-human beings generally give away to some one wholly in earnest.
-
-“You brutes! You cruel, cruel, stupid men!” cried the clear young
-voice, shaking with rage and tears. “To treat a little, tiny dog like
-that! Don’t you see he’s sick? I only hope giants will come and torture
-you the next time you’re sick! Give me that dog.”
-
-“He’s mad, miss,” said the big workman who had given the last blow.
-
-“He’s nothing of the sort. He’s in a fit, and he ought to be perfectly
-quiet! I tell you, let me get him!” cried Jan.
-
-The unfortunate little victim of this stupidity and brutality had
-lain motionless for the last moment, and Jan bent over him tenderly.
-“Dear little dog,” she said, “let me take you.” The brown eyes, full
-of misery and pain--for he had recovered consciousness and was coming
-out of the spasm--were raised to the pitiful face above him, and,
-recognizing that at last here was one human being who had mercy, the
-poor dry little tongue came out in an effort to lap the quivering chin,
-just out of reach.
-
-Taking care to keep her hands away from the dog’s teeth, which might
-close on them in pain and with no intent to bite, Jan raised the
-helpless creature in her arms. One leg hung limp, and the dog moaned.
-
-“You have broken his leg!” cried Jan, turning indignantly on the crowd.
-“Oh, how can you call yourselves human beings and treat a little, dumb,
-helpless thing like that? They haven’t any one but us to help them! The
-next time you see a dog sick that way lay him where he’s quiet and wet
-his head, and don’t, don’t ever hurt him! He’s just had a spasm, and
-now you’ve broken his leg!”
-
-[Illustration: “You brutes! To treat a little dog like that!”]
-
-The men began to mutter, but several looked heartily ashamed of
-themselves. Some boys jeered at Jan, but she paid no attention. Turning
-to Gwen, who had come up, she looked at her and down at the dog in her
-arms, totally unable to speak.
-
-Gwen was not less distressed than Jan. She did not even see that the
-little yellow body was dripping mud on the front of Jan’s dress. “We
-must take him to a doctor, Jan,” she said. “You are an old trump to
-drive down on the crowd like that! I always want to do something, but I
-don’t quite dare.”
-
-“It isn’t daring. I don’t stop to dare--I rush,” said Jan. “Where is a
-dog-doctor, and how shall we go?”
-
-Gladys stood afar, witnessing this incident with unspeakable horror.
-A girl to rush madly down on a crowd like that, harangue them, and
-take up a muddy, mongrel cur in broad daylight, and on Fifth Avenue!
-And Gwen, not much better, to follow her! She picked up Jan’s books as
-if they had been dynamite, and walked away with her head in the air,
-too disgusted for adequate expression. Jan was a gipsy. She certainly
-looked like one, with her hat off and her hair frowzy--reddish hair,
-too! Gladys had not noticed before how red the brown was in the
-sunshine.
-
-But if Gladys was repelled and offended anew by Jan’s quixotic
-behavior, there was another member of the house of Graham who, unseen,
-viewed the incident with different eyes and feelings. Sydney, also just
-returning from school, had seen Jan sweep down on the men and boys,
-scattering them before her, and rescue the dog by sheer force of will
-and justice, and, seeing, he had been warmed into generous enthusiasm
-and admiration, for Sydney was a manly boy, and he loved animals.
-
-Now he hastened to his cousin’s and his sister’s support. “Good for
-you, Jan!” he cried. “You’re a regular knight without fear and without
-reproach.”
-
-Gwen and Jan looked up in amazement. Could this be Sydney? The color
-had mounted high in his cheeks, his eyes were flashing, his lips
-smiling. There was not a trace of the sullenness and reserve Jan had
-thought the only manner she should ever see in her oldest cousin, as he
-took off his cap in exaggerated, yet sincere deference, and held out a
-congratulatory hand.
-
-“How is the poor little beggar? What an outrage! They’ve broken his
-leg! Bad enough to have a fit without being kicked and punched! A crowd
-makes me so mad I could knock all the heads together! It always thinks
-every half-starved beast has hydrophobia, and then to make sure there
-is something wrong, proceeds to stick and stone it. I’m proud of you,
-Jan! It’s great to see a girl who doesn’t stop to curl her hair when
-there’s something to be done! Gracious! You came down like a wolf on
-the fold--the Assyrian isn’t in it with you! What are we going to do
-with your find? I hate to chloroform him.”
-
-“Oh, can’t we cure him?” asked Jan pathetically.
-
-“I can’t set legs, but I shouldn’t wonder if we could pull him through.
-What about lunch?” asked Sydney.
-
-“Oh, I don’t care about any lunch!” cried Jan eagerly. “It would be
-cruel to make him wait with his leg broken. Tell me how to get to the
-doctor, and I’ll take him there.”
-
-“Have you the price of a hansom, Gwen? I’m broke--as usual,” said
-Sydney, his face clouding. “If you’ve any change I’ll go with Jan and
-the dog down to the doctor.”
-
-“Here’s my purse,” said Gwen. “There are two dollars in it and some
-small change. I’d just as lief go, if you’re hungry, Syd.”
-
-“Hungry! Of course, but it’s my business to protect Janet. Hi, there,
-cabby!” And Sydney hailed a cab a little farther up the avenue, which
-rattled down on them at once.
-
-“Pile in, Lochinvar. You deserve your name,” cried Sydney. And Jan
-obeyed, wondering if she were dreaming, and if this offhand, genial boy
-could be morose Sydney.
-
-“Poor little doglums!” Sydney went on. “You hold him well, Jan. Say,
-why aren’t more girls like you? You’re straight girl, ready to cry
-over that dog this minute--I’m no end sorry for him, but I don’t feel
-teary. And you hold him as if he were your youngest child, and you had
-taken care of six of his brothers before him. Now that’s girl for you!
-Yet you don’t care a bent copper for what any one thinks, and you make
-yourself look like a tramp--hair flying, hat off, books any old place,
-and you get mud on your dress from the poor beggar, and you drive
-down Fifth Avenue, and it never crosses your mind to consider whether
-you look respectable or not. You burst through a tough crowd without
-fear of it, or of comment. And all that’s not only straight boy, but
-it’s a mighty decent sort of fellow at that. I never saw a girl like
-you--you’re the right stuff, Miss Lochinvar, and I didn’t know how
-appropriate the name was when I christened you.”
-
-“I’ve been brought up with boys--Fred’s your age, and we’re chums--and
-then there are all the others,” stammered Jan, hardly knowing how to
-receive this outburst of most acceptable compliments. “I guess there
-are lots of girls like me, if you know them. Gwen’s the right sort,
-too, and Dorothy Schuyler, and I know ever so many at home.”
-
-“Gwen’s well enough,” said Sydney, with brotherly indifference. “I
-don’t know Dorothy Schuyler. Gladys makes me very weary. I wonder if
-she’s going to come this airy-fairy business all her days? Here’s the
-doctor’s. Give me the patient while you get out.”
-
-“I’m afraid to move him for fear it will hurt him. I’ll get out without
-taking hold--I don’t need my hands,” said Jan. But Sydney steadied her
-elbow, and she thanked him with a bright smile.
-
-The doctor was at home, fortunately. He was one who loved his
-profession and loved his patients. He handled the little waif the
-children had brought to him as tenderly as he would have touched
-the best-blooded dog, strapping him down carefully, and setting the
-broken leg expeditiously and successfully. As he worked he heard the
-story of the dog’s rescue through Jan’s wild onslaught, and he smiled
-approvingly at the girl who loved those whom the gentle saint of Assisi
-called “our little brothers,” and who dared for their sake. When the
-work was done he refused his fee, saying that he was glad to contribute
-his skill to the little dog who had fared ill at the hands of men.
-
-“Are you going to keep him?” asked the doctor.
-
-Jan referred the question to Sydney with a glance that betrayed her
-longing to do so.
-
-“Oh, yes. We’re going to keep him, and put flesh on these poor ribs of
-his. And we ought to call him Andromeda, because Janet here rescued him
-from the dragon,” said Sydney.
-
-“But Andromeda was a beautiful girl,” objected Jan.
-
-“Well, Andromedus, then--Drom for short. I’m sure his state was rocky
-enough to make it appropriate on that count,” laughed Sydney. “Good-by,
-doctor. We’re no end obliged. You think the poor fellow will pull
-through?”
-
-“I’m sure of it, with your care,” said the doctor, holding the door
-for his visitors to depart, and watching them down the stairs. He liked
-the frank, warm-hearted pair immensely.
-
-“Goodness, Sydney, it’s three--ten minutes past!” exclaimed Jan,
-glancing at the clock on the Grand Central Station.
-
-“I don’t mind. Gwen will have luncheon saved for us--she’s a good
-fellow when there’s question of helping beasties,” said Sydney. “And
-I’m rather pleased to have made your acquaintance, Miss Lochinvar--the
-real Miss Lochinvar.”
-
-“I’ve been just dying to know you, Syd. I miss Fred so dreadfully,”
-said Jan, smiling with irrepressible joy. “I think we might have real
-good times--” She stopped abruptly.
-
-“Say, Jan,” said Sydney, not noticing her embarrassment. “You can run
-like a spider and you have courage and quick wit. Can you play tennis?”
-
-“Why, I was girl champion at home!” cried Jan, blushing.
-
-And Sydney slapped his leg, whistling with surprised pleasure. “The
-very thing!” he cried.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-“‘THEY’LL HAVE FLEET STEEDS THAT FOLLOW,’ QUOTH YOUNG LOCHINVAR”
-
-
-The third floor suddenly became to Jan quite as familiar as the second,
-which Gwen had informed her on her arrival was disrespectfully dubbed
-by Sydney “the hennery.” Her first visit daily on her return from
-school and numerous ones from that time until she went to bed were
-made to poor little yellow Drom, her and Sydney’s interesting patient.
-“Patient” the little dog certainly was in both senses. It is doubtful
-if either of the other denizens of that floor of the house would have
-borne affliction so sweetly, and as a reward for the meekness which
-submitted to bandages and splints with only grateful kisses for the
-hands which reluctantly hurt, and for lying motionless through the long
-hours, the broken leg set fast and the obtruding ribs disappeared under
-flesh.
-
-More than Drom’s broken bones were knitted during those days. Sydney
-never fell back into his disregard of “Miss Lochinvar,” and, united in
-their nursing and pride in their patient’s progress, the cousins became
-real friends.
-
-At times there were glimpses of something in Sydney which Jan did not
-understand, but which vaguely troubled her, but it was never coolness
-toward her. On the contrary, she could not help fancying that the
-taciturn boy was glad of the affection she gave him, and found girlish
-sympathy very acceptable. In her loyal little heart Jan resolved never
-to rest until she had brought Gwen into this pleasant comradeship,
-feeling quite sure that Sydney would enjoy his clever, big-hearted
-sister as much as she would enjoy him, if only they might make each
-other’s acquaintance.
-
-In the meantime a wonderful thing happened. Sydney asked Jan to play
-with him in the tennis tournament, and “Miss Lochinvar” was not less
-frightened than elated over the honor.
-
-Syd had taken her out to the courts to practise, and was delighted with
-her swift underhand serve as much as with her sure returns and expert
-volleying, in which she seemed to be all over the court at the same
-time. It proved to be a “court” in another sense to the pretty girl,
-for she instantly became a prime favorite with the players, not only
-with the boys, who pronounced her “great,” but with the girls. These
-were not pupils of “the Hydra,” but another set and kind. Jan found
-them pleasanter, as a whole. They were frank, jolly, natural young
-creatures, such as the boys would be likely to choose to play with them
-when the choice was left them. They all declared that they had not a
-ghost of a chance playing against Jan, and the boys announced that
-“Graham had a cinch, with that cousin of his to back him.” But though
-the boyish slang made her feel more at home than she had since leaving
-her brothers, it could not set Jan’s mind at rest. She found herself
-starting up out of her sleep at imaginary calls of “Play!” and once
-served a dream ball with such a thump of her hand against the nursery
-wall that Jerry awoke screaming, and Hummie hastened in, feeling sure
-nothing less than fire was the matter.
-
-There was not much time for practise. Sydney laughed at Jan for wishing
-they had longer to get used to each other’s methods, but could not help
-realizing that victory would have been more assured if they had played
-together more. It would never do, however, to let Jan lose confidence.
-At the best, Sydney had little faith in “girls’ nerve.”
-
-On the day before the games, which were to be held on the first Tuesday
-after Thanksgiving, Jan played so badly that Sydney was seriously
-alarmed. She seemed nothing but a bundle of nervousness, serving weakly
-or else beyond the bounds, receiving uncertainly, and acquitting
-herself generally as badly as possible. Jan came home profoundly cast
-down.
-
-“Don’t be discouraged, Syd,” she said, though she needed cheering more
-than her partner. “You know I can play a decent game, and I often go to
-pieces beforehand, but pull together again when the time comes. Maybe
-I’ll be all right to-morrow.”
-
-“Of course. I know how that is,” said Sydney lightly. “You’re all
-right, and I wish I was as sure of everything I wanted as I am of
-winning to-morrow. You had your funk out to-day. To-morrow you’ll be
-right on deck when the umpire calls time.”
-
-Jan went slowly up-stairs, hoping this was to prove true. Her spirits
-rose considerably at the sight that met her eyes when she opened her
-chamber door. There on the bed lay a tennis dress of which any one
-might be proud. It was beautiful broadcloth, rich, warm red in color,
-with tiny bands of black fur around the short skirt and perfectly
-defining the fine lines of the short jacket which surmounted the
-delicate tucked white-silk shirt-waist. But most bewitching of all was
-the cap of the crimson cloth, with its outlining of black fur and its
-single black quill bidding defiance to the world in its saucy setting
-on the left side. Jan promptly donned the cap, admiring the effect in
-her glass, which told her that she had never worn anything so becoming,
-and resolving to do or die, to live up to her costume. She would not
-be one of those girls whom the Crescendo boys despised, whose skill in
-tennis consisted solely in selecting a gorgeous sash and knotting it
-gracefully. They had had an axiom at home that the better the sash the
-worse the playing.
-
-Jan, concluding that Gwen had been at the bottom of her welcome gift,
-went to find and thank her. She learned to her surprise that her aunt
-had designed and ordered the costume, wishing that her boy should have
-not only the most skilful partner, but the prettiest one, and with
-this discovery Jan made another, which was that her busy aunt had
-unsuspected pride and affection for her eldest born.
-
-The entire family, with the exception of Mr. Graham and Jerry, went out
-to the games on the following day. The sun was warm, but the air cool;
-there was not much wind. Altogether it was a day which justified the
-wisdom of holding games so late in the season.
-
-Most of the big girls from the Misses Larned’s were in the grand stand,
-interested from more or less personal connection with the contestants,
-and filling the place with gay colors, lively chatter, and candy odors.
-
-The races preceded the tennis, as did the wrestling. Sydney was not
-among the wrestlers, but he ran and jumped, and the Graham party
-nearly fell over the rail in its enthusiasm as he came in first in the
-foot-races and when he marched up to the judges’ stand later to have
-the first medal for the race and the second medal for the standing jump
-fastened on the breast of his white sweater.
-
-“Isn’t he gloriously handsome?” whispered Mrs. Graham in Jan’s ready
-ear. “There isn’t a boy here to compare with him! I am proud of my
-beautiful boy and my clever Gwen, Janet, and I sometimes think I love
-them more than all the others put together.”
-
-Jan felt the injustice of these words, although she realized that the
-pride of the hour might have made her aunt exaggerate her partiality.
-But as she looked at Sydney she felt that they were almost to be
-excused. With his face flushed, his head thrown back, his lips proudly
-smiling, and his straight young form drawn up to its fullest height,
-showing his fine muscles at their best, Sydney Graham was a son to
-glory in, and Jan clapped her loudest, feeling that her big cousin was
-very dear to her, too, and that she was grateful to Drom for being the
-link that had drawn them together.
-
-The time for the tennis had come, and Jan rose in her seat to make
-her way through the crowd down to the courts. She heard but faintly
-the clapping of hands with which her school friends sped her, but she
-heard as distinctly as if a megaphone had shouted the hateful words,
-Daisy Hammond’s whisper to Flossie Gilsey: “Look at the Wild West
-Show! I suppose she thinks she’ll paint this town red to match her own
-war-paint.”
-
-A little righteous indignation often does wonders. Jan had risen with
-her heart in her rubber-soled shoes. As she heard Daisy’s ugly, vulgar
-speech her nerves suddenly steadied, and with a profound contempt
-for the speaker came a resolution to show these girls that she could
-excel them in sport as easily as she could not help knowing that she
-surpassed them in class.
-
-Sydney met her at the foot of the stairs, and he read the steady light
-in her eyes and the firm curl of her lips aright, and with unspeakable
-relief saw that Janet could be relied on.
-
-“O Sydney, we are all so proud of you!” cried Jan, saluting her cousin
-with a wave of her racket in her left hand and a tight clasp of his
-hand with the right one. “No, you mustn’t take my racket. It is part
-of my costume! Don’t you see that Aunt Tina had a cover for it made to
-match my dress?”
-
-“You certainly are a picture,” said Sydney, “and I’m proud of you!
-Shall we let them score a few points?”
-
-“Just a few, to add to the interest,” laughed Jan. “But ‘“they’ll have
-fleet steeds that follow,” quoth young Lochinvar.’”
-
-Sydney echoed her laugh with a mind at rest, and the cousins stepped
-out on the hard clay court.
-
-They found that their opponents were in fine form. Jan and Sydney
-fought hard, but do what they would they could not keep them from
-getting the winning ten after they had held them tied at “forty all”
-some exciting minutes.
-
-But the second game Sydney and Janet won, and took their places ready
-to make the third theirs by any heroic effort. Unfortunately the
-boy and girl opposing them were of the stuff that soldiers are made
-from--or rather fortunately, for Syd and Jan wanted to win gloriously.
-But they had hard work to win at all. Once more the game halted at
-“forty all,” and the ball was volleyed back and forth without pausing,
-each side and both partners of each side playing nobly. Once Sydney
-played a back stroke that nearly settled it, but the girl across the
-net saved the day, and immediately on the ball’s return her partner
-gave a swift cut that made it skim the net and fly out to the right
-corner of the service-line. With a bound Jan pursued it. It had been
-a clever stroke, for neither she nor Syd was near that spot at the
-moment. How she got there Jan did not know, but get there she did, and,
-swinging her racket without more than time for instinctive planning,
-she smashed the ball, and it crossed the net, barely clearing it, sped
-close to the ground out to the outer court of their opponents, and
-stopped before either raised racket could get down to its level or
-either player on the opposite side could pursue the ball. A ringing
-cheer announced the game won and Jan the victor. Sydney shook her
-violently by both hands, while cries of: “Well played!” “Splendid!”
-“What a stroke!” fell on the ears of happy “Miss Lochinvar.”
-
-[Illustration: A ringing cheer announced Jan the victor.]
-
-“It was the prettiest sight I ever saw,” said Mrs. Graham, kissing
-Jan on her return, and more inclined to regard the affair as a
-spectacle than a sport. “You are sweet in that crimson, Janet, and
-Sydney is delicious! I am so proud of you both!”
-
-Gwen hugged her cousin breathless, Jack and Viva trying vainly to
-get at her the while. Even Gladys was swept away by the glory to her
-family, to which for the first time Jan had contributed, into something
-like cordiality toward “Miss Lochinvar.” All the girls Jan liked at the
-Misses Larned’s congratulated her jubilantly, and the other faction was
-forced into silence. Altogether Jan enjoyed a little triumph, and came
-home blissful, to dream of the theater-party to which Mrs. Graham was
-to take her, Gwen, Gladys, Sydney, his most intimate chum, and Dorothy
-Schuyler, in celebration of the victory, on the following day.
-
-It was the more shocking that she ran up the stairs later to visit
-Drom, full of these anticipations for Jan to find Sydney with his head
-bowed on his arms across his table and to meet the tragic face which he
-raised as he tried to smile at her.
-
-“Why, Sydney, what has happened?” she cried, standing still on the
-threshold and paying no attention to Drom’s cordial greeting.
-
-“Nothing,” said Sydney. “I--perhaps I ran too hard. I don’t feel quite
-well. How are you after our victory?” He tried to speak easily, but Jan
-was too well versed in boys’ ways to be deceived.
-
-“You’re in a scrape, Syd,” she said decidedly, entering and shutting
-the door behind her with a discretion Sydney admired even then. “Won’t
-you tell me what it is? Or have you told your mother?”
-
-“My mother! No, I guess not,” said Sydney. “I’d be sorry to tell
-her--if I were in a scrape,” he added, realizing his indirect admission.
-
-“Then tell me,” said Jan, sitting down at the other side of the table
-with an air that suggested not rising again until she had been told.
-“Two heads are better than one, and you can trust me.”
-
-“Well, I’m in debt,” said Sydney, yielding at once, glad, perhaps, to
-share a burden that had been oppressive for some time. “And the fellow
-writes to say he won’t wait any longer. If I don’t pay up he’ll go to
-my father. I can’t pay up, so I suppose there’s no help for it, and
-he’ll have to go.”
-
-“In debt!” Jan exclaimed, her voice low and horror-stricken. “O Syd,
-that’s awful! What will uncle do if that man goes to him? Who is the
-man, anyway? Tell me more.”
-
-“He’ll raise the roof, as to father’s part of it, and very likely send
-me off to boarding-school,” said Sydney, flushing. “The man, as you
-call him, is a shopkeeper who likes to get the fellows at our school
-to buy things on tick from him, if he knows there is some one at home
-who will pay in case they don’t. He even offers to lend us money and
-put it on the books and not charge any interest. He’s a scamp to do it,
-and I know it, but I’ve been fool enough--and scamp enough, too--to get
-things charged and to borrow a little now and then, thinking I could
-pay up myself. Well, I can’t, and now I’ve got to face the music. It
-serves me right, but that doesn’t make me enjoy myself any better.”
-
-“O Syd, how could you?” said Jan, who had been brought up to regard
-debt with horror, and whose father might have to deny his children
-luxury, but by practise and precept he taught them to live within their
-means.
-
-“Now, you needn’t lecture,” said Sydney, who found the pained and
-disappointed look in the brown eyes opposite to him hard to meet. “I
-know all you can say about its being wrong, but I did it, and there you
-are! Five dollars a month isn’t much allowance, and that’s all I get.”
-
-“Five dollars! Every month, and to spend on yourself?” cried Jan, to
-whom this seemed a fortune.
-
-“Oh, you little goose!” said Sydney, almost ready to laugh at her
-simplicity. “What do you suppose that is among the boys I go with? But
-don’t you worry. I’m sorry I told.”
-
-“Do you think it would be right to pay this man and not let Uncle
-Howard know?” said conscientious Jan. “You see, Sydney, I think fathers
-and mothers ought to be told things.”
-
-“Don’t you think it makes a difference whether it would do harm
-or good?” asked Sydney. “Father would be angry and send me off,
-and I can’t see what good that would do. He is too busy to try to
-understand. And I’ve had enough of it. If I could pay up now I would
-keep clear of this sort of thing forever. It has worried me ever since
-September.”
-
-Jan was thinking rapidly as Sydney spoke, and it seemed to her loving
-heart like sealing the boy’s fate to send him away from home, where it
-was her favorite dream to root him more closely. So she said: “I will
-lend you money, Syd. I have some that papa gave me to buy Christmas
-gifts for the children, but you can pay it back, perhaps, before then.
-It’s five dollars. Do you need so much?”
-
-Sydney laughed outright, though it was a melancholy and kindly laugh.
-“Five dollars, you blessed innocent!” he said. “It is about a tenth of
-what I owe.”
-
-Jan gasped. “Gwen has money saved,” she said with a sudden inspiration.
-“Tell her. She’ll be glad to help you out. And it will make you better
-friends,” she added in her thoughts.
-
-“Indeed I won’t tell Gwen,” cried Sydney. “I’ll tell you what I will
-do. I’ll borrow your five and try to get him to take it on account, and
-wait before he tells father.”
-
-“And then, if I were you, I’d try to earn the money to pay up,” cried
-Jan, with another inspiration.
-
-“How could I?” asked Sydney.
-
-“Errands after school, work in some store--lots of ways, if you mean
-it,” said Jan, springing to her feet in her earnestness.
-
-“Gentlemen don’t do those things, Jan,” said Sydney. “Would you like to
-see me an errand-boy?”
-
-“I’d rather see you anything than dishonorable,” said Jan hotly.
-“_Gentlemen_ don’t borrow and spend money they can’t pay back.”
-
-“That’s it! Go ahead! Hit a man when he’s down!” said Sydney bitterly.
-“That’s the girl of it! I thought you were a square fellow, Janet.”
-
-“Oh, please forgive me, Syd,” cried Jan, repentant. “I didn’t mean to
-say anything like that! I know you are honorable and are sorry for
-doing wrong, and I’ll do anything in the world to help you. But I hate
-to hear you talking like a fop and not seeing where the real disgrace
-would be. I’d be prouder of you if you joined the street-cleaning
-department than I would to see you getting mixed up in your ideas of
-honesty.”
-
-Sydney laughed again. “All right, Miss Lochinvar,” he said
-good-naturedly. “You are somewhat mixed up in your speech, it strikes
-me. I accept your apology, and I’ll admit you are right in your ideas,
-if you want me to. And I’ll accept your five dollars, too, if you’ll
-lend it to me. And I won’t forget that you stood by me as well as you
-could. Perhaps I’ll pull through with this help.”
-
-Janet could not help seeing that Sydney was too ready to throw off his
-burden in the relief of temporary relaxing of the pressure. She wished
-with all her heart that she was old enough and wise enough to help her
-cousin in the ways in which he needed help most. But it was something
-that he trusted her with his secret and accepted aid from her.
-
-“I’ll run and get the money now, Syd,” she said. “I wish I wasn’t poor,
-for your sake. But think it over and see if you can’t earn some money.
-It would be so much more manly and fine than getting it from Uncle
-Howard or counting on presents. And fair, too, because you would be
-setting your own wrong-doing right.”
-
-“All right, Miss Lochinvar, I’ll think,” said Sydney. “You’re a pretty
-good sort of fellow not to scold me harder and to be ready to hold out
-your hand to a sinner. I won’t forget it of you, Jan.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-“FOR A LAGGARD IN LOVE AND A DASTARD IN WAR”
-
-
-It seemed to Jan that each day was full of happenings of late. She was
-so much interested and had become so much a part of the life around her
-that she had not time to be homesick any more. First of all, there was
-Sydney and his affairs, which troubled her, though he had told her that
-her five dollars had purchased him temporary relief, and that he was
-considering ways of taking her advice and of earning money after school
-hours with which to pay his indebtedness.
-
-And, strangely enough, there was Gladys, though nothing had seemed
-less likely than that this particular cousin should ever engross Jan’s
-thoughts.
-
-The vague rumors floating about the Misses Larned’s school of great
-things to be done at Christmas had crystallized into the delightfully
-definite announcement that the girls were to give a play. And these
-thrilling tidings were followed by the still more exciting news that
-Gladys had been chosen for the principal part--that of an unfortunate
-princess, who, at the end of the play, came into her own again--from
-which Gwen, whose talent exceeded her sister’s, was excluded because of
-her height. The secret leaked out that the only competitor with Gladys
-in the minds of the teachers who made the cast was Daisy Hammond, and
-it did not tend to soothe the feelings of that young lady, already
-deeply chagrined that Gladys had been preferred to her. But she did
-not allow her wounded vanity to make any difference in her friendship
-for Gladys, treating her with more rather than less affection during
-these trying days, a fact to which Gladys triumphantly called Gwen’s
-attention as “perfectly sweet and dear of Daisy.”
-
-There came a day--a dreadful day--however, less than a week after the
-matter of the distribution of the parts had been settled when the elder
-Miss Larned--and the more awful Miss Larned, if there were degrees in
-the awe-inspiring qualities of the sisters--came into the class-room
-and announced that for reasons into which it was not necessary to
-enter, but which were deemed quite sufficient by the faculty, the
-principal part in the Christmas play had been transferred from Miss
-Gladys Graham to Miss Daisy Hammond. Miss Gladys, she added, had been
-assigned the rôle of second court lady.
-
-There was a silence more profound than mere absence of speech as this
-announcement fell on the ears of the first class, and it realized what
-it meant. “Second court lady!” Why, it was only a “thinking part,” a
-mere figure which trailed in and out, swelling the number of attendants
-on the principals in the play! What could have happened? For evidently
-this was a punishment inflicted upon Gladys, but for what? All eyes
-turned upon the deposed princess, who sat staring at the desk whence
-her sentence had proceeded, turning rapidly every shade and color of
-which the human countenance is capable, tears starting to her eyes,
-her lips quivering, but with such a look of blank amazement visible
-through her grief that most of her mates decided on the spot that
-whatever might be wrong Gladys was as ignorant of it as they were.
-Daisy Hammond’s face wore a look of gentle commiseration and regret,
-combined with wonder. She kept looking toward Gladys and raising her
-eyebrows inquiringly, while she shook her head in a vaguely expressive
-manner. As soon as recess came a buzz of voices rose on every side, and
-all the girls rushed to Gladys to ask what she had done to offend Miss
-Larned and receive such a crushing blow. They found Daisy Hammond with
-her arms around her friend, begging her to tell her what had happened
-to make Miss Larned do “such a horrid, horrid thing,” and assuring her
-that she would not “think of playing a part which had been taken from
-darling Gladys.”
-
-“There hasn’t the least bit of a thing happened,” Gladys said in reply
-to the chorus of inquiries. “I don’t know anything more about it than
-you do. But I don’t care. If they want Daisy to play the princess, let
-her play it. The only thing I hate is being disgraced like this before
-the whole school, all for nothing.”
-
-“Go to Miss Larned and ask her why she has changed her mind,” advised
-Dorothy Schuyler. “Tell her we all think she is offended with you, and
-you think so, too, and tell her you aren’t asking to be given the part,
-but you do ask for a chance to defend yourself if she thinks you have
-done wrong.”
-
-“That’s the thing to do, Glad,” said Gwen decidedly. “Come on. I’ll go
-with you, and if she isn’t fair to you I’ll throw up my part, and so
-will Jan.”
-
-An irrepressible gleam of triumph which shot across Daisy Hammond’s
-face before she could repress it, and a quick glance between her and
-Ida Hammond and Flossie Gilsey, did not escape the keen eyes of “Miss
-Lochinvar,” whose suspicions were alert. Nor was she less sure that she
-had seen the glance when Flossie Gilsey said sweetly: “You won’t spoil
-the play, Gwen! You know no one could take your place.”
-
-This was strictly true, for Gwen had real dramatic talent and had been
-given a rôle requiring more acting than that of the heroine, for she
-was the leader of the princess’s enemies and had some telling lines and
-situations.
-
-“I certainly shall not care about spoiling the play, even if my getting
-out of it did spoil it, if my sister is unjustly treated,” said Gwen.
-“Come on, Gladys. We’ll let you know, girls, what Miss Larned says.”
-
-The Grahams came back before many minutes, Gladys in tears, Gwen with
-a flushed and angry face. “She won’t explain one bit,” said Gwen. “She
-says it is a matter of which the least said the sooner it’s mended.
-She insists that Gladys understands, and she says that is all that is
-necessary.”
-
-“But you don’t understand, Gladys?” asked Cena North.
-
-Gladys gave her head a despairing shake. “Not any more than you do--not
-any more than if I had just landed from China and couldn’t speak a word
-of English,” she said. “I do think it is the meanest thing!”
-
-The summons to return to the class-room came at that moment, as a
-corroborative murmur arose on all sides.
-
-“Did you tell her you wouldn’t act?” whispered Daisy Hammond to
-Gwen. But Gwen shook her head. “I said nothing about any one but
-Gladys--_yet_,” she replied. Gwen, like Jan, was suspicious of
-treachery.
-
-Gladys was escorted home by the sympathizing trio with whom she
-most consorted, but Gwen and Jan walked home together, holding an
-indignation meeting as they walked.
-
-“Those Hammonds are as sweet as pie to Glad, but I wouldn’t trust
-them,” Gwen said. “Daisy Hammond was wild to be the princess, and she
-knew if Gladys could be got out of it she would be put in, for she was
-second choice for the part in the first place. I’m just certain that
-crowd is at the bottom of it!”
-
-“So am I,” Jan agreed. “Let’s try to find out what they’ve done and
-straighten it out! It’s a perfect shame not to give a girl a chance to
-explain. I’m so sorry for Gladys! I’ll never rest till it’s made right.”
-
-“What a trump you are, Jan,” said Gwen, stopping short to gaze
-admiringly at her cousin. “You never bear the least grudge. Glad has
-been perfectly nasty to you often, and now she’s in trouble you’d do
-anything to pull her through!”
-
-Jan colored. “I’m not a saint, Gwen,” she said. “I don’t enjoy being
-snubbed, but I think it’s mean and low to try to get square with
-people. If you can’t fight a thing out at the time, drop it, I say. I
-just despise people who keep up and keep up and dwell on fusses--even
-if they were in the right in the first place that puts them in the
-wrong, to my way of thinking. I don’t believe that’s goodness in me.
-I do so hate such petty ways of quarreling. I’d feel low and ill-bred
-if I remembered rows and waited a chance to get square. However, as
-to Gladys, I don’t want to get square with her. I’ve been sorry she
-didn’t like me, but I don’t feel any spite toward her. Besides, she’s
-my cousin, my blessed mother’s own niece, and your sister, and Syd’s
-sister, and the sister of all of you, and it would be a queer thing if
-I wouldn’t stand by my own cousin.”
-
-Gwen, remembering how she had scolded Gladys for not standing by this
-very “own cousin” of hers, still thought it fine in Jan to be so
-generous, but she continued her way without further expression of that
-opinion, resuming her animated discussion of Gladys’s wrongs.
-
-That afternoon Gwen and Jan went to see the Misses Larned in the
-freedom of hours out of school. They intended firmly, though
-respectfully to decline to appear in the play if their teachers
-persisted in refusing to allow Gladys opportunity of clearing herself
-of whatever she might be accused.
-
-Jan’s part was insignificant, for she was not suspected of histrionic
-ability, nor was her experience in acting in the barn in distant
-Crescendo known to “the Hydra’s” heads, but Gwen was a loss which
-threatened the play with disaster, and Miss Larned--the elder and the
-only one whom the girls found at home--stooped from her dignified
-height to expostulate with her.
-
-“It is quite natural and in one sense laudable that you should espouse
-Gladys’s cause, Gwendoline,” she said. “But I assure you, you are
-mistaken in so doing. We are justified in making the change that has
-been made, and we are acting kindly in making it with no complaint of
-Gladys--merely making it. Gladys understands perfectly why it is done,
-and you should trust us--trust me, in fact--sufficiently to assume that
-I am acting wisely.”
-
-“Miss Larned,” said Gwen, trying to control the wrath this stately
-speech aroused, but betraying it in her heightened color, “you think
-you are acting wisely, but I think--we all think--you are dreadfully
-mistaken. As to Gladys’s knowing what all this is about, I was with her
-when she solemnly told you that she did not know. Gladys has plenty of
-faults, but in all the fourteen years of her life I never knew her to
-tell an untruth if you asked her anything straight out, as you did this
-morning. When Gladys says she doesn’t know, _she doesn’t know_.
-And if it comes to trusting any one, I must trust my own sister’s word
-when I know I can. If Gladys was untruthful I would be fair enough to
-own it--to myself, anyway--and keep still. But lying is not a Graham
-fault, and I know Gladys is in the dark about what makes you take her
-part from her. And I want to ask you if you think it is fair to condemn
-any one without a hearing?”
-
-“I can not allow you to question my judgment, Gwendoline,” said Miss
-Larned. “The matter is closed.”
-
-“Very well. Then I must ask to be excused from taking any part in the
-play, Miss Larned,” said Gwen rising, with hardly less dignity than
-Miss Larned herself.
-
-“Gwendoline, you will put us to serious inconvenience. There is no one
-in the school competent to act the part assigned you save yourself,”
-said Miss Larned. “You should have the success of the play, the honor
-of your school, when strangers will come to witness your efforts,
-sufficiently at heart to sacrifice something for it.”
-
-“I have the honor of my sister a little nearer my heart than the honor
-of the school, Miss Larned,” said Gwen. “I care more what people think
-of Gladys than what they think of the acting, though I would have
-worked hard to make that play go. But as to any one taking my place,
-my Cousin Janet here has been trying my part at home and she acts it
-better than I do. She has acted a great deal before she came to New
-York. She could do it, if she would. I certainly must resign it under
-the circumstances.”
-
-Jan looked at Gwen in surprise at this suggestion, not guessing that it
-was a bit of pure malice, intended to heighten Miss Larned’s regret.
-
-That lady turned to Jan graciously. “Janet an actress!” she exclaimed.
-“I am surprised. Though Janet has shown such admirable scholarship
-since we had the pleasure of receiving her into our care, I do not know
-why I should wonder at discovering this accomplishment to be hers.
-Then, my child, if your cousin persists in her refusal to listen to
-reason, and to injure herself and us for her sister’s sake, I will give
-her part to you, if you are as capable of performing it as she thinks
-you.”
-
-“Thank you, Miss Larned,” said Jan hastily, “but I wouldn’t take it for
-the world. I feel just as Gwen does about Gladys--of course, because
-an own cousin is the very next thing to your sister--and I must give
-up even the little part in the play which I have already learned. I
-wouldn’t take part in it for anything unless Gladys has a chance to
-clear herself of whatever you think she has done and is proved guilty.
-Neither Gwen nor I would take her part if she deserved punishment. We
-only want you, please, to let her know what she is accused of.”
-
-“I have told you that she already knows. If she does not choose to tell
-you, that is her own affair. I must wish you good-day, young ladies.
-I really have no time to waste on arguments with my pupils.” And Miss
-Larned made them a curt bow of dismissal and sailed from the room,
-leaving them to find their way out as they could. She was not dull
-enough to fail to perceive that Gwen had suggested Jan’s acting merely
-for the pleasure of hearing the girl refuse to accept the part.
-
-With this small satisfaction to comfort her, Gwen returned slowly
-with Jan to her home. It was maddening to feel that the Christmas
-festivities were to end in disgrace to Gladys, loss of her own part in
-the play, which Gwen could not help knowing she could act well, and
-universal discomfort. And still less endurable was the situation to
-both Gwen and Jan that they felt convinced that Gladys’s friends had
-acted treacherously toward her and that they were powerless to prove
-their theory or bring about justice.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-“THERE NEVER WAS KNIGHT LIKE THE YOUNG LOCHINVAR”
-
-
-The days that followed Gladys’s downfall were far from pleasant at
-school. Gladys was miserable, Gwen and Jan indignant, and their
-classmates divided into two camps, of which the larger was strongly
-partisan of the Grahams, but the second sided against them or “didn’t
-know.” The play, recast and with an incompetent girl in Gwen’s
-place, went badly at its rehearsals, and the Misses Larned were as
-cool to Gwen, who was responsible--or whom they chose to consider
-responsible--for its disaster as they dared be to one of two valuable
-pupils who had two more sisters at home growing up to scholar’s estate.
-Gladys had been with difficulty persuaded by Gwen and Jan to keep
-the story of her wrongs a secret at home until later. These would-be
-detectives hoped to discover the cause of Miss Larned’s injustice,
-and they knew that if Mrs. Graham learned of her daughter’s treatment
-she would demand instant reparation or take her from school, and the
-mystery would remain a mystery to the end. But at the close of the
-third day Gwen and Jan were no nearer its solution, and Gladys was
-passionately declaring that she couldn’t and wouldn’t keep the secret
-any longer. She knew, she said, that her mother “would take her away
-from the horrid old Hydra if she heard how she had been treated, and
-for her part she did not think any one with any self-respect ought to
-be willing to have her stay--much less try to keep her there.”
-
-Just as Gladys was on the eve of becoming utterly unmanageable, chance
-put the clue to the affair into Jan’s hands, or perhaps it was good
-fairies, approving her unselfish desire to help her cousin, forgetful
-of Gladys’s many unkindnesses to her.
-
-Three of the teachers were standing in the hall at noon as Jan came
-down it. She had no thought of approaching unseen or unheard, but it
-happened that the day was dark and the hall badly lighted at that
-point, and Jan had on her rubbers, deadening her footfall.
-
-She heard the name “Gladys Graham,” and stopped short. There was no
-time in which to debate her action. She despised listening, but she
-wanted--no, that did not express it--she felt that she _must_ hear
-what was being said. Before she had more than grasped the temptation
-before her, and had not had time to yield to it or resist it, she heard
-in the brief pause she made at the turn of the hall words which gave
-her quick wits the clue for which she longed. The English teacher’s
-voice, clear and resonant, reached her. She was saying: “There can not
-be the least possible doubt of the child’s guilt. It was an abominable
-letter, begging Daisy to join her in a plot to bring discredit on
-the entire class and school, written in Gladys’s hand, on that very
-peculiar foreign paper she has, and which there is none like in the
-school, if there is in the city. And Daisy, whom you never liked, Miss
-Esterbrook, had written across the bottom of the page: ‘I would not do
-such a thing for the world.’ The paper fell into Miss Larned’s hands
-accidentally--it had got in with some composition papers I had to
-correct. Gladys deserves much more severe treatment than being deprived
-of her part in the play, but policy, as well as kindness, makes Miss
-Larned hush the matter up. It is very fine of Daisy Hammond, and shows
-that she really loves Gladys, that she does not tell the other girls,
-for of course she must guess what is wrong.”
-
-“I could not have believed such a thing like that of Gladys,” said the
-German teacher. “She is wain and not so much a student as her sister,
-but I have never a bad child found her.”
-
-Jan turned back and went quietly up the hall in the direction whence
-she had come. No one had seen or heard her, and she wanted to make
-certain that she was able to speak naturally before she encountered the
-group of teachers.
-
-So this was the trouble! Daisy Hammond had evidently written a letter,
-purporting to come from Gladys, containing a proposal to do something
-wrong, a proposal which she--writing then in her own person--had
-indignantly refused. Daisy then had contrived that the letter should
-fall into the teachers’ hands, knowing or hoping that the result of
-her plot would be to give her Gladys’s coveted part in the play. Jan’s
-hands clinched as she realized what a contemptible trick had been
-played, and she resolved to expose it if it took the rest of her life
-to do so--Jan was inclined to be dramatic under strong excitement.
-
-And the idea, she thought contemptuously, of Miss Arnold saying that
-the paper was written in Gladys’s hand, when all the first class and
-second class wrote so nearly alike, that, with the exception of Gwen,
-to whom much writing had given an individual hand, one could never be
-certain whose writing one was reading. But the peculiar paper? This was
-a difficulty, and Jan longed to get Gwen to herself safe at home and
-begin investigations with her help. But Gwen was out when Jan reached
-the house, and on second thought it struck “Miss Lochinvar” that it
-would be delightful if she could ferret out Gladys’s wrongs alone. What
-happiness it would be to know that she--the unwelcome cousin, of whom
-Gladys had always been ashamed--should be able to set her right in the
-eyes of the school where her present disgrace far exceeded that of
-having a cousin who did not mind confessing to poverty!
-
-As a preliminary step, this dawning Sherlock Holmes went to work on
-paper dolls’ dresses for Viva, little as they seemed to bear on the
-case. She was anxious not to arouse Gladys’s suspicion, and she wanted
-an excuse for obtaining some of “that very peculiar foreign paper” of
-which Miss Arnold had spoken as belonging to Gladys.
-
-“Have you any sort of odd letter-paper, Gladys, that you would let
-me have to make a doll’s dress?” asked artful Jan. “I want something
-stiffer than the paper we have, and something out of the common.”
-
-Gladys received the request graciously. She had been pleasanter to Jan
-since she had stood by her in the matter of the play and had refused to
-take Gwen’s part when it was offered her--a fact that Gwen was careful
-that her sister should know, not failing to point out the contrast of
-this loyalty to her own treatment of Jan.
-
-“I had the very thing,” said Gladys, “but there isn’t a scrap left.
-Wait--I’ll look--maybe there is just a scrap.” She tossed over
-the papers in her desk and produced a half sheet of a peculiar
-greenish-gray paper with a tulip design in one corner. “Would this be
-any good?” she asked. “I had lots of it, but I gave half to Daisy, and
-mine is all used up. It came from Holland, and now I’m sorry I didn’t
-keep all of it, for nobody has any like it.”
-
-“I can’t tell whether it will be useful or not,” said Jan truthfully,
-for she had not seen the paper on which the incriminating letter of
-which the teachers had been talking was written. Her heart gave a leap
-as she heard Gladys say so unconsciously that she had divided her paper
-with Daisy. “I’ll take it, if you don’t want it, and see if I can use
-it.”
-
-“All right. I don’t want it. Half a sheet is no good, but isn’t it
-nice, with those tulips in memory of Holland in the corner?” said
-Gladys, looking regretfully at the solitary remainder of her too great
-generosity.
-
-“It’s just as pretty as it can be, and it’s nice for a New York girl to
-have, because the Dutch brought their tulip bulbs over here. Thanks,
-Gladys. I’ll do as much for you, if I can.” And Jan laughed nervously.
-
-“You needn’t mind about doing anything, if you can’t do more than
-give me half a sheet of letter-paper,” said Gladys. And Jan ran away
-thinking how much nicer Gladys was now that misfortune had made her
-less airy.
-
-Viva did not get her doll’s dress made from Gladys’s contribution. Jan
-cut out a dress from half of the half-sheet, but carefully preserved
-the upper part with the tulips in the corner. The next day at school
-she carried her deep-laid plan further. Daisy Hammond, as well as
-Gladys, had been more civil to her since the trouble, though from some
-other cause. Jan could not quite see what this cause could be, but she
-decided that, in spite of her efforts to control her voice and eyes,
-something of the suspicion she felt toward Daisy had been betrayed,
-and that Gladys’s false friend feared “Miss Lochinvar’s” possible
-discoveries.
-
-Counting on Daisy’s evident desire to propitiate her, Jan went to her
-at recess. “Daisy,” she said, “Gladys gave me a stray half-sheet of
-paper to make a doll’s dress for Viva. She said she hadn’t any more to
-give me, and I want some badly. Gladys didn’t say I might ask you, but
-she did say she had given some of her paper to you. Have you the least
-little sheet, or even half a sheet, that I might have to finish with?”
-And Jan held up the quarter-sheet of paper which she had kept.
-
-Daisy could not repress a start as she saw it, and she glanced sharply
-at Jan’s rosy face. But “Miss Lochinvar” had her wits about her, and,
-though she noted the look of fear that passed swiftly across Daisy’s
-face, she met that young lady’s eyes with her own brown ones smiling
-steadily, and Daisy saw no sign of a latent motive behind the innocent
-request.
-
-“Oh, I don’t believe I have a bit like that,” she said. “Gladys only
-gave me two or three sheets, ever so long ago. I’ll give you any other
-I have.”
-
-“Gladys said she had given her half,” thought Jan, keenly alive to
-Daisy’s words and actions. But she said aloud: “Let me go with you
-while you look. I wouldn’t mind for myself. I could get on without
-the paper, but I’d like to finish what I have begun for my cousin.”
-It really was good sport to say this, knowing what a different
-significance from her own Daisy would attach to her words.
-
-Daisy dared not refuse Jan for fear of arousing her suspicions, so she
-went down-stairs with very bad grace, Jan following close at her heels.
-
-At Daisy’s desk Jan kept right at her back so that she could see its
-contents plainly. Daisy could hardly restrain her annoyance as she
-tossed her paper about with movements that were so unnatural that Jan
-knew she was on the track of what she sought.
-
-“There isn’t a bit here,” said Daisy, hastily throwing a copy-book to
-one side. “Take this pinkish shade. It’s nicer for dolls, anyway.”
-
-But Jan was too quick for her. “Pink wouldn’t go with the dress I
-began,” she said, reaching over quickly and raising the copy-book.
-“Why, there are several sheets of this Dutch paper! You covered it up
-and didn’t see it, Daisy.”
-
-Daisy flushed crimson, even up into the roots of her hair. “What right
-have you to touch my desk, Janet Howe?” she cried angrily. “I never
-allow any one to do that.”
-
-“Oh, very well. You needn’t get so mad. I didn’t know you objected,”
-said Jan quietly. “And if you didn’t want to give me the paper you
-weren’t obliged to. Why didn’t you say so when I asked you?”
-
-Daisy saw that she had made a mistake. Perhaps it was only her guilty
-conscience that made her fear Jan. Surely that troublesome young person
-looked as calm and innocent as the new moon, not at all eager for the
-paper. Perhaps she really did want it for the doll’s dress and nothing
-else. In any case, it would not do for her to act guilty.
-
-She laughed affectedly, and said: “How absurd you are, Jan. Of course
-I’m willing you should have the paper. You startled me, that’s all, and
-it does make me furious to have any one touch my things. Take all the
-paper, if you want it--I am sure I’m willing.”
-
-“No, indeed; but if you can spare one sheet I’d be glad,” said Gwen.
-Then with a sudden realization of the value of witnesses, she turned to
-Dorothy Schuyler, who had just entered the schoolroom. “See this paper
-Daisy has given me. Gladys gave it to her. It came from Holland. Did
-you ever see any like it?” she said.
-
-“Never. Isn’t it pretty?” said Dorothy, feeling the texture as she
-paused on her way to her own desk. And Jan knew that, if she needed it,
-there was some one who could prove that she had received the paper from
-Daisy and not from Gladys.
-
-At this point in her plotting Jan stopped for two days, keeping Gladys
-quiet in the meantime by a hint of hope which set her agog with eager
-impatience.
-
-Then, without giving any reason for her request, she asked Cena North
-to borrow Daisy’s blotter and forget to return it; instead, to give it
-to her--Jan--after school.
-
-Cena was ready to do anything that Jan asked of her. She admired
-fearless “Miss Lochinvar” with all the might of her own quiet nature.
-
-Not for nothing had Jan read stories in which looking-glasses had
-disclosed the secrets of blotters. Locking her door on her arrival in
-her own room, putting a chair before it in case the impossible should
-happen and some one should open it, pulling down the shade to the
-extreme annoyance of Tommy Traddles, sitting on the window-sill, and
-lighting the gas, this solitary conspirator held the blotter before her
-mirror.
-
-She nearly fell over in the joyful shock of the revelations thus
-obtained. Only a word here and there, but they were enough. Though
-Jan knew nothing of the contents of the letter which had fallen by
-deliberate apparent chance into Miss Larned’s hands, she saw that
-these words must be part of it, preserved by the faithful blotter to
-incriminate the girl who had betrayed her friend, and fought her, not
-fairly, but treacherously, for precedence.
-
-With the blotter and the sheet of paper she held in her hands the
-proofs which should reinstate Gladys on the morrow. Now it was time to
-take Gwen into her confidence, and she turned down the gas, drew up the
-shade, removed her superfluous barrier, and thrust an excited, flushed
-face out of the door.
-
-“Gwen, Gwen, come here!” she called, and Gwen flew out of her room,
-knowing from the tremulous voice, strained and unnatural in tone, that
-something had happened.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-“’TWERE BETTER BY FAR TO HAVE MATCHED OUR FAIR COUSIN WITH YOUNG
-LOCHINVAR”
-
-
-Gwen and Jan held a council of war. But it was a long time before
-they reached the council. It took so long to tell the history of the
-campaign which “Miss Lochinvar”--worthy of her name--had been waging,
-single-handed and alone, in her cousin’s behalf. It was a story full
-of “I thoughts,” and “I saids,” and “she saids”; of “I founds,” and “I
-heards,” and “she dids.” Gwen could not sit still to listen, but walked
-up and down the room, eyes flashing and cheeks burning, till Tommy
-Traddles--sensitive, like all cats, to perturbation in the air about
-him--jumped up on the top of the bookcase, and watched her with large,
-disapproving eyes, doubtless thinking that people who did not belong to
-the feline family were most foolishly excitable over trifles.
-
-The result of the girls’ consultation--when they reached that
-point--was that Gwen and Jan left home early on the following morning
-together, and when Gladys followed later she was met at the door
-by Miss Larned’s maid, requesting her immediate attendance in that
-personage’s private room.
-
-“Probably they’re going to expel me this time,” thought the victim of
-previous injustice. “I don’t care. It’s the meanest school in New York,
-anyway!”
-
-She ascended the stairs slowly, “standing with reluctant feet” at the
-threshold of the Misses Larneds’ sanctum a moment before she knocked.
-
-Opening the door at the permission to do so, she saw an amazing sight.
-There were both the august sisters sitting as if in judgment, flanked
-by Miss Arnold, the English teacher. There were Gwen and Jan flushed,
-trembling, plainly quivering with excitement. And--most wonderful of
-all--there was Daisy Hammond dissolved in tears, looking “as though she
-could not look anywhere,” as Gladys said afterward.
-
-“Ahem! Miss Gladys Graham, we have sent for you,” began the elder
-Miss Larned, portentously. “We have learned that we were mistaken in
-thinking you guilty of a shocking action, in punishment of which you
-were deprived--as we supposed justly and with full cognizance on your
-part of the cause of our decision--of your part in the Christmas play.
-We have but just learned that you were absolutely guiltless of the
-offense.”
-
-“I told you I hadn’t done anything, and I didn’t know what made you
-pounce on me,” said Gladys, so embarrassed by this flood of Johnsonian
-English, of which she did not understand half the words, as well as
-perturbed by the fact dawning on her that instead of being expelled she
-was being reinstated, that she expressed herself with inelegant brevity.
-
-At another time Gladys’s “pounce” would not have passed unreproved. As
-it was, Miss Larned resumed what her pupils disrespectfully called “her
-language.”
-
-“A letter fell into our hands, purporting to be written by you,
-on a certain imported paper which you alone possessed,” Miss
-Larned continued. Gladys started, and looked at Jan, who nodded
-significantly. “The letter proposed a course disgraceful in itself and
-injurious to the school. Miss Hammond was supposed to have been the
-recipient, and she had indignantly repudiated what was apparently your
-base proposition. We have discovered that Miss Hammond was the sole
-author of the letter; that by apparent accident she contrived it should
-fall into our hands. Her motive was envy of your superior part in the
-coming play and the desire to have you deprived of it, knowing that,
-if this were to happen, she would be assigned the part in your stead.
-Her plot has been so far successful. But for your cousin, Miss Howe,
-the true culprit would not have been discovered. Actuated by firm faith
-in your innocence, as well as affection, she has devoted herself to
-discovering the truth. Chance put into her hands the clue of what we
-intended--charitably to you--to retain a secret. She has worked upon
-that clue very cleverly, and, armed with her proofs, laid the case
-before us this morning. Miss Hammond, seeing the futility of doing so,
-has attempted no extenuation of her wrong, but confesses it fully. We
-therefore restore to you our confidence and regard, expressing also
-our regret that you have undergone this trial, which will doubtless
-be beneficial to you, nevertheless. And we also request that you once
-more assume the rôle of the princess in the play. Your sister and your
-cousin will resume their parts if this arrangement pleases you.”
-
-Gladys was sustained from actual collapse by the formality of this
-lengthy address, but she was dreadfully upset, and had great difficulty
-in murmuring her agreement to this arrangement. Miss Larned, seeing
-that she was overwhelmed by the revelations so suddenly poured forth
-upon her, graciously arose and held out her hand in amicable dismissal.
-
-“We will excuse you, Miss Gwendoline and Miss Gladys Graham, from
-attendance on your classes to-day. You, too, Miss Howe, may be excused.
-And you, Miss Hammond, will hardly be in a fit condition mentally to
-apply yourself. You will, therefore, keep holiday to-day, reporting at
-the usual hour to-morrow. And I need not say, I trust, that as this
-melancholy affair was preserved a secret when Miss Graham was supposed
-to be the guilty one, so it will be close guarded now that we have
-learned who is really culpable, much more culpable, I regret to say,
-than we had thought Miss Graham in the first instance. You will not
-mention to any of your mates, young ladies, the matters which have been
-discussed, the facts which have transpired in this room this morning.”
-Miss Larned, Miss Agatha Larned, and Miss Arnold bowed to the four
-girls, who found themselves in the hall they hardly knew how.
-
-Daisy Hammond, sobbing bitterly, held out her hand to Gladys, but she
-put both her hands behind her back with a movement of aversion. “No,
-Daisy Hammond,” she said decidedly. “I don’t say I won’t forgive you
-sometime, but I won’t do it now. Gwen was right about you, and I never,
-never will go with you again. I wouldn’t have minded anything else,
-because we were chums, and I never was better than you were. But I
-couldn’t do anything like what you did. To write a letter and pretend
-it was mine, and use the paper I gave you for it, and then write an
-answer to it yourself, and let me be put out of the play and disgraced,
-and never say one word! And pretend every minute you were my friend,
-and so sorry for me that they could hardly tease you into playing the
-princess--oh, my! I never heard of such a humbug! No, sir, Daisy, we’re
-never friends again as long as I live. And I’m dreadfully sorry--it’s
-the worst thing I ever heard of--you’re a regular Benedict Arnold!” And
-with which parting shot, drawn from her slender armory of historical
-lore, Gladys turned away forever from her treacherous friend, her head
-held high, but with tears running down her cheeks.
-
-Gwen, Jan, and she made their way homeward with difficulty, for Gladys
-had to be told the whole story, and it was impossible to get her to
-grasp it when Gwen and Jan were talking together, and all three were
-dodging the carriages spinning down Fifth Avenue.
-
-The entire day was spent in ceaseless talking over the affair. Mrs.
-Graham was captured, and the history of her daughter’s wrongs was
-poured into her indignant ears. Sydney had to learn the story on his
-return in the afternoon, and Jack grew so angry, and quiet Viva so
-excited hearing it discussed that only Jerry preserved anything like
-her ordinary state of mind. Jan was a heroine. Mrs. Graham could
-hardly express her admiration for the silent determination with which
-she had set to work to clear Gladys. Mr. Graham was told at night what
-had been going on at school, and after first declaring wrathfully that
-he would take Gladys away from the Misses Larneds’, he ended in hearty
-laughter over what he termed Jan’s pluck, and compromised on a luncheon
-and a theater-party to be given in her honor. This was the way in which
-Mr. Graham’s interference in family matters often ended.
-
-“May I come in, Jan?” called Gladys’s voice at Jan’s door at bedtime.
-
-“Of course,” said Jan, hastily opening to the slender figure in the
-blue eider-down robe which solemnly entered, and would have seated
-itself on Tommy Traddles in the rocking-chair but that Jan rescued him.
-
-“I can’t say what I want to,” Gladys began, almost timidly. “But I
-came to thank you for what you’ve done for me. It isn’t clearing up
-the row--though that’s a good deal,” Gladys continued quickly as
-Jan started to speak. “Of course it is simply fine to get back my
-part, and have every one understand that the Superior Ladies [this
-was Gwen’s name for the Misses Larned, by a transposition of “lady
-superior”] were wrong about me. But it’s the way you stood by me. And I
-know I’ve been mean to you, Janet. I hated to have you come here, and I
-snubbed you, and I made fun of you, and I neglected you----”
-
-“Oh, stop, for goodness’ sake, Gladys! That’s all right!” cried Jan,
-not relishing this outburst of self-abasement.
-
-“And I called you Miss Lochinvar,” continued Gladys without heeding.
-
-“No, it was Syd dubbed me that, and I’m proud of the name. I like it
-better than my own--now,” said Jan.
-
-“Yes, it suits you,” said Gladys in the same monotonously melancholy
-tone. “I read over the poem to-day, and you’re very much like him.
-Brave and straight, and everything you try goes through. But I didn’t
-mean it like that. I meant it nastily. But I have learned a great deal,
-Janet. I shall never be such a foolish girl again. It is an awful thing
-to find out your friends are perfectly horrid.”
-
-Jan tried not to laugh, but did not succeed very well. Gladys could not
-be quite simple even under sincere feeling, such as Jan felt sure was
-moving her now.
-
-“You haven’t found that out about everybody, Gladys. And, honestly, I
-think the Hammond-Gilsey crowd isn’t much of a loss,” she said.
-
-“No,” said Gladys sadly. “Gwen was right. They’re vulgar, ill-bred
-girls. But I don’t see why I couldn’t know that as well as Gwen did.
-And, besides, I’m kind of sorry I know it now. But I haven’t found out
-you’re mean. I have found out you’re the very nicest girl I ever saw.
-And what I wanted to ask you was if you thought, after a while--a long,
-long while--you could forgive me, and like me a little bit?”
-
-“Why, Glad, I don’t even remember I have anything to forgive!” cried
-Jan, throwing her arms impulsively around the neck of the small figure
-of humble contrition. “And I do like you now--no, I don’t! I love
-you--aren’t you my own cousin, and aren’t we going to be friends?”
-
-“I am going to be _your_ friend, and I’m going to try to be the
-kind of girl you are,” said Gladys, returning Jan’s warm kisses
-heartily, but in a chastened manner. “I would rather you wouldn’t say
-you love me yet, because if you do it must be just for Gwen’s sake, or
-because I’m your cousin, and I want you to love me anyway--because I’m
-worth loving.”
-
-“Of course you’re worth loving, Gladys. And I think this trouble at
-school is a perfect blessing!” cried Jan. “You were all mixed up with
-that worldly, silly lot of girls, and it was just as bad for you!
-You’ll be ever so much more sensible and nicer when you are done with
-them.”
-
-“I hope so,” returned Gladys, evidently not in a mood to take a
-hopeful view of herself. “If I had been sensible I wouldn’t have liked
-them--Gwen didn’t. You never can like me as well as Gwen, because she
-really is sensible, and she’s dreadfully clever, and then she’s been
-pretty nice to you all along. Just think of my caring because those
-girls knew you hadn’t any money! Shouldn’t you have supposed I’d have
-known they weren’t ladies, and that you were, and not have cared--just
-despised them?”
-
-“Yes,” said Jan, stifling a yawn, for an exciting day had left her
-too sleepy to enter into discussions, moral or social. “I guess people
-are like things to eat--you like some from the start, and others you
-have to learn to like. The Hammonds were a sort of puff paste, and too
-much of them gives you indigestion. Don’t you bother any more about me,
-Gladys. We’ll have such good times together that you’ll forget you ever
-were mortified by your Western cousin.”
-
-“Don’t, Jan,” said Gladys gravely. “I’m so ashamed.”
-
-“Now that’s a healthy feeling. I’m always an angel for several days
-after I’ve been ashamed of myself,” laughed Jan, kissing her crushed
-visitor good night.
-
-Jan fell asleep with Tommy Traddles purring at her feet and something
-very like a purr in her own heart, so full of content it was. For the
-first time she felt that her peaceful conquest of the Graham family was
-accomplished, that there was not one under that roof that night that
-did not love her, and to whom her coming was not a matter for which to
-be glad. Sydney had been indifferent, but now they were the best of
-friends. Gladys had disliked her, but she bade fair to love her more
-than Gwen did. And her Aunt Tina had bade her good night with positive
-affection in her kiss, a kiss that was not usually given when she left
-her to sleep. Jan felt very happy, very grateful for the love that was
-springing up around her, not realizing that it was a case of the mirror
-of which her mother had written her, which Thackeray had said gave back
-one’s own expression.
-
-Jan was so full of unselfish love that she diffused warmth, and the
-chill of the big brownstone house was fast disappearing in the glow of
-her unconscious girlish sweetness.
-
-But it was part of her charm that she should never think such thoughts
-as these. Instead, she wondered happily and sleepily how it was that
-everybody was proving so nice, and resolved to do all she could to make
-the Christmas play a complete success.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-“‘NOW TREAD WE A MEASURE,’ SAID YOUNG LOCHINVAR”
-
-
-As Christmas day drew near Jan found that down in the bottom of her
-heart lurked a dread of the beautiful festival which would crop out at
-odd moments when the preparations for the play allowed it opportunity.
-It was not that she was homesick now, nor that every one in her uncle’s
-house was not affectionate toward her, but Christmas was Christmas and
-home was home, and she had never before welcomed one beyond the charmed
-circle of the other. When she thought of her little Poppet, Jerry could
-not fill her place, and she hardly saw how Christmas could be truly
-“merry” without the dear home voices to wish it so. But Jan remembered
-her mother’s rule for being happy, which was to forget oneself and make
-others as happy as lay in one’s power, and, following this rule, Jan
-found it working better than she had believed possible.
-
-Sydney had not been able to return her five dollars yet, and Jan had
-written her mother about its loan, explaining to her that lacking it
-she could not buy the home presents she had planned to send. The result
-of this letter had been one from Mrs. Howe, warning Jan against helping
-Sydney in concealing his troubles and mistakes from his father, but
-admitting that she was not able to judge the wisdom of Jan’s course
-in a household to which she was a stranger, and enclosing another
-five-dollar bill to take the place of the one gone to help poor Sydney.
-
-Knowing how scarce dollars were in the little house in Crescendo, Jan
-shed a few tears over this letter, but cheered up as she put on her hat
-and jacket to go out to do her shopping, hoping that the first five
-dollars were to prove a good investment, and feeling sure that she
-could never have won Sydney to confession to his father unless she had
-first found a way to help him to have less to confess.
-
-There was no time to be homesick and dread Christmas, because every
-moment was so full getting ready for its coming. The play required
-hard work, for the double change in the cast had thrown it back. Then
-every other minute which she could snatch Jan worked fast on gifts for
-the Crescendo dear folk and for those around her. It had been hard work
-to coax the five dollars into getting her materials for a trifling
-remembrance for each one on this long list, even though the nimble
-fingers and quick wits were active in fashioning slight foundations
-into desirable forms.
-
-Hummie had taught the little girl knitting in the funny German
-left-handed fashion, and white Shetland wool was so cheap that fifty
-cents gave her enough for a little hood for Poppet, a scarf for her
-mother to throw over her head on summer evenings, and another for her
-aunt, which Jan knit with misgivings of its acceptability.
-
-Little Dresden flowered linen glove and handkerchief cases, daintily
-embroidered, were the best that Jan could do for Gwen and Gladys, and
-she made similar cases to hold scarfs for Sydney and her brother Fred.
-A scrap-book for Jerry and doll’s clothes for Viva took so much time
-that a less cheery and industrious person than Jan might have lost
-heart, but she stitched away blithely, and actually accomplished what
-she had set out to do.
-
-Gwen found out how slender was her cousin’s store for Christmas gifts,
-and was more moved by the thought of trying to make so many purchases
-with a sum which she would have spent on one gift than she would have
-been by more biting forms of poverty, probably because this touched her
-personal experience. The result was that she and Gladys went off on
-private shopping tours of their own, and when the day came for packing
-the box which Jan was to express to Crescendo beautiful presents came
-forth from secret nooks in the girls’ rooms, and Jan was overwhelmed
-with the vision of the delight with which the beaming faces so far away
-would gleam as the undreamed-of riches were unpacked.
-
-Even Jerry was inspired by the universal outpouring for the Crescendo
-children, and nobly tucked, unseen by any eye, into a corner of the box
-the rubber top of her discarded bottle, to which she still had recourse
-in moments of anguish or when she lay down to sleep, in spite of the
-dignity of three years.
-
-How could Christmas be anything but merry, after all, when it brought
-such treasures as met Jan’s opening eyes on that morning? A watch from
-her uncle, as tiny as it could be and keep time; its beautiful long
-chain and chatelaine pin, from her aunt; the set of Dickens, which she
-coveted, from Gwen; a charming little brooch of enameled green leaves
-and mistletoe berries, from Gladys; a muff given in Viva’s and Jerry’s
-name; a fan from Jack; and, best of all, a book from Sydney, who, as he
-handed it to her, said with an honest blush: “I earned the money for
-this, Miss Lochinvar, trying to be a man, as you suggested, so I have
-a right to give it to you. I can’t give you your five dollars yet, but
-I’ll do that, too, later.”
-
-Three days after Christmas came the play. Jan never knew precisely how
-that evening passed. It was a whirl of light and color and excitement
-to her, but delightful beyond all telling. It seemed to her that there
-never could be again such talented creatures brought together as the
-girls proved. She could not criticize--all were wonderful to her, and
-she saw no faults in any one’s acting. But if there were degrees in
-the marvelous geniuses before her she felt proudly that the highest
-were her own family, for Gwen’s haughty, yet animated, rendering of
-the duchess seemed to unsophisticated Miss Lochinvar to prove that she
-should give up her dreams of authorship and painting, and tread the
-boards without delay, the glorious equal of Bernhardt and Duse.
-
-Nor, in another way, was Gladys inferior--so graceful, dainty and
-charming was her rendering of the princess. Jan was so proud of her
-cousins that at one point she stood still, quite unconscious that a
-burst of applause from the audience was intended for her and not for
-Gwen, who had to pinch her and whisper to her to bow, or humble Jan
-would not have acknowledged her favors.
-
-It was fairyland to roll homeward in one’s own carriage after the
-play with one’s fellow-actresses, rumpling one’s high-piled, powdered
-hair recklessly against the carriage cushions, and burying one’s nose
-luxuriously in the flowers which the usher had handed up to each young
-artist, and which filled the carriage with their fragrance.
-
-“It would never do for me to take to playacting and dressing up too
-often,” said Jan with a sigh of delight and regret as the carriage
-pulled up at the door, and Susan began to gather up the trophies. “If I
-had much of this sort of thing I wouldn’t be any good for real things.”
-
-“You would soon get used to them and not care so much,” said Gladys
-with a touch of her old-time superiority and the air of an experienced
-woman of the world.
-
-“I think New Year’s is a queer, no-kind-of-a-sort of a day,” said
-Gladys disconsolately on that morning. It was raining, and there was an
-air of melancholy abroad which justified a dismal view of the holiday.
-
-“I know it!” exclaimed Gwen. “Christmas is over, and school and lessons
-are just ahead, and yet it is a holiday and you feel as though you
-ought to be having a good time, but you’re not. I never did like New
-Year’s day.”
-
-“Besides, it’s so sad to get old and know you’ve got to be grown-ups in
-just a few New Years more,” sighed Viva, so mournfully that the others
-shouted, for at seven there hardly seems to be immediate necessity for
-grieving over the approach of age.
-
-“I wonder if there isn’t anything interesting we could do, something we
-never do, to begin the year with a rush, and cheer us up,” said Jan,
-characteristically, casting about for something to cheer her, even
-while inadvertently admitting that she needed cheering.
-
-Jerry uttered a wail, and Gwen swooped down on Jack, who was tormenting
-her. “Let Jerry alone, you trying boy!” she cried. “What is the matter
-with you this morning?”
-
-“He got out of bed the wrong way,” said Sydney, who was lolling in the
-window. “I had to trounce him for bothering Drom while I was getting
-dressed.” Drom, who was quite recovered, save for a slight stiffness in
-the leg which had been broken, wagged his tail at the mention of his
-name, as if corroborating Sydney.
-
-“There isn’t anything to do, Jan,” said Gwen, replying at last to
-Jan’s suggestion. “We might get up something with the girls this
-afternoon--if they’re not all off somewhere.”
-
-“I think we are enough to have fun among ourselves,” said Jan, with an
-eye on Sydney, who looked so glum that she longed to shake him out of
-his thoughts and not let him go off to find amusement outside.
-
-“Let’s play house!” exclaimed Jerry hopefully, a suggestion hailed with
-a laugh from her sisters and a hug from Jan.
-
-“See that little Italian boy with the violin,” cried Gladys. “Let’s get
-him in to play for us to dance.”
-
-“Oh, dancing in the morning!” said Sydney scornfully, but Gwen and Jan
-fairly tore to the door without waiting to discuss the question--they
-both would dance at any time of the day or night, and all day and
-night, apparently.
-
-The Italian came wonderingly, but smilingly, at their summons. He could
-not speak English, and at first he thought that they wanted to order
-him on, and eagerly protested with eloquently outspread palms that he
-would not play within their hearing; that he was but beginning his
-day’s work having been to the cathedral for mass.
-
-All of this was lost on the girls, but they saw that he had
-misunderstood them, and, falling back on pantomime, they signified
-that he was to follow them up-stairs and play for them to dance.
-
-“Ah, si, si, si,” he cried, smiling at his own misapprehension, at
-them, and at the world at large, and obeyed them gladly.
-
-In the nursery the impromptu ball began without loss of a moment.
-The wandering minstrel played well. Even Sydney’s indifference
-thawed beneath the strains of an inspiring waltz, and he swung the
-girls around with considerable enjoyment, while the others danced
-together, Jack also condescending, though he was at that mid-stage of
-boyhood when he regarded all social customs as not only a bore, but a
-conspiracy against true freedom.
-
-[Illustration: The impromptu ball began without the loss of a moment.]
-
-But Jack was certainly in a trying mood that morning. He contrived to
-be exasperating in a dozen ways, suited to each person’s weaknesses,
-and Gwen threatened to banish him if he did not reform at once, while
-Jan--usually so patient with mischief--informed him that he was a
-nuisance, and had begun the year about as badly as he could.
-
-This stern remark made Jack both angry and ashamed, angry enough,
-unfortunately, not to allow the shame to bring forth fruit. As the
-smiling musician struck up a polka that must have made it hard for the
-chairs to keep their legs still, and did make Jerry pick up her skirts
-in an improvised dance all her own, Jack grew more obstreperous.
-
-Gwen and Jan were dancing together, Sydney was trying the heel-and-toe
-with Gladys, and Viva was polkaing with her largest doll, her face as
-sweetly grave as usual, and her little form swaying most gracefully,
-for serious Viva was a born dancer.
-
-Suddenly the music became irregular in time, and Gwen called over Jan’s
-shoulder as they whirled: “What are you doing, boy? You would have to
-have crutches to dance that time, it is so hitchy!”
-
-The Italian only smiled. To all blame as well as to praise he presented
-the same unvarying smile, as a safe way to meet the uncertainties of an
-unknown race and clime.
-
-“’Tisn’t the boy, Gwen, it’s Jack!” cried Viva, who had stopped, after
-vain pursuit of the time.
-
-“Jack, what are you doing?” cried Gwen, and Jack grinned at her from
-behind the ragged arm holding the bow which he had been joggling.
-
-“Now I am going to have you put out!” cried Gwen, stopping short. “It’s
-too bad for you to spoil our sport! I should think you’d be ashamed,
-a great boy like you, to make yourself a nuisance and a baby! Hummie,
-Hummie! come get Ivan, please; he’s bad.”
-
-It was the second time that Jack had been called a nuisance in less
-than half an hour, and the first time it had been Jan who had said it.
-He was in an exasperating and exasperated frame of mind at best, and
-Gwen’s words infuriated him. Besides, she had called him a baby, and
-summoned the nurse! His hot temper, always in danger of flaring up,
-flamed now. With a cry of rage he darted out from behind the musician,
-snatched up a triangular block, one of Jerry’s architectural building
-blocks lying by the table, and threw it with all his might at Gwen.
-
-Sydney sprang to catch the uplifted hand, but too late. The block had
-flown, with the undeviating course of a violent throw, straight at
-Gwen’s face, and with a moan of pain the poor child threw her arms
-above her head, covering her eyes, and sank to the floor on her knees.
-
-For an instant no one moved, then Jan and Gladys, white with terror,
-went to her and tried to raise her, but she drew away from their touch,
-and groaning, “My eye--my eye is gone!” pitched forward fainting.
-
-“Hummie, Hummie!” shrieked Viva, while Sydney lifted Gwen’s head to his
-shoulder, and Jack, his wrath spent in the outburst which had done the
-unknown harm, stood shaking in every limb, a pathetic image of horror,
-and Jerry ran away screaming “Hummie!” at the top of her voice. Nurse
-Hummel heard and ran, brushing past Jerry in the hall, and lifted Gwen.
-
-“Was is happened?” she demanded, looking suspiciously toward the
-Italian standing with his bow raised and his violin at his feet, his
-face white under the brown tint.
-
-“Jack threw a block--he was mad,” said Gladys hoarsely. “O Hummie, is
-Gwen blind?”
-
-“Blind! Mein Gott im Himmel!” murmured Hummie, and turned the
-unconscious girl’s face toward her. Then she hastily let it fall
-back on her shoulder and gathered her up as though she had been a
-baby. “Ach, mein liebchen, my smart Gwen, mit die beautiful eyes!” she
-moaned, and bore her away without answering Gladys’s awful question.
-
-Mr. Graham was out, but Mrs. Graham was in her room in the extension,
-away from the sounds of the household. Nurse Hummel called her as she
-carried Gwen to her room, and the horror in the old nurse’s voice
-penetrated Mrs. Graham’s ears through the closed doors.
-
-She rushed out, and in an instant the children heard her low cry,
-and then her voice raised to a shriek. “Sydney, Sydney!” she cried,
-“ride on your wheel for a doctor as fast as you can! Get the first one
-who will come! Then ride for Dr. Amberton, the oculist. Look in the
-directory for his address. Hurry, oh, for Heaven’s sake, hurry, Syd!”
-
-Sydney rushed from the room, and with one impulse Gladys and Jan turned
-to each other, and held each other close, too frightened for tears.
-Viva was comforting Jerry on the stairs. No one remembered Jack, who
-most of all in the stricken household was to be pitied then. The boy
-slunk away, withdrawing his hand from Drom’s compassionate tongue, and
-crawling up the stairs, never stopped till he had reached the top of
-the house, and crept shivering into the cupola, where he lay down, a
-little heap of misery, to wait till Gwen had died, and they came to
-seize him.
-
-For hours it seemed to him he waited, yet no one came. He was cold,
-but he did not mind that. In those awful moments he lived and thought
-such agony that it seemed to him if they did not imprison him it would
-do no harm to let him go free, for never again, never, could he be
-insane with a fit of passion such as had made him begin the New Year by
-killing his sister--or blinding her, was it? It did not matter. Jack
-was wise enough to know that Gwen blind would not care for life.
-
-At last a step came slowly, lightly, up the stairs, and Jack cowered
-breathless. It was but one person, and not a policeman, not his father,
-than whom Jack would rather face an army. It was a girlish step--Jan?
-For the first time a ray of hope penetrated the gloom of poor Jack’s
-mind. Jan always came to help. The door opened. It was Jan.
-
-“O Jack, poor, poor little Jack,” she sobbed, and, kneeling, put her
-arms around him with a tenderness he was too broken to resent. “I’m so
-sorry for you! I know how dreadfully you feel now.”
-
-“Is Gwen dead?” whispered Jack.
-
-“No, oh, no, dear,” said Jan.
-
-“Blind?” whispered Jack again.
-
-“They don’t know. They can’t tell yet,” groaned Jan. “O poor, poor,
-clever, dear Gwen, with all her plans, and her beautiful eyes!”
-
-Jack shivered, and Jan remembered that she had come to comfort the
-warm little heart, which was full of noble impulses, though black rage
-sometimes held it in control.
-
-She laid her cheek softly against Jack’s without speaking, and the boy
-nestled close to her, feeling there might be pardon for him somewhere
-since Jan did not cast him off.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-“SO FAITHFUL IN LOVE, AND SO DAUNTLESS IN WAR”
-
-
-It seemed to Jan and Gladys as if the entire world had sunk into
-silence, waiting to hear whether or not Gwen must be blind. There was a
-hush over the house. Every one spoke and moved softly, not only because
-the poor little patient was suffering severe pain, but as if they were
-all unconsciously listening for the verdict which they dreaded from
-the doctors. And even in the streets they bore with them the muffled
-atmosphere of their home. The outside world no longer seemed gay,
-noisy, cheerful. Sorrow and anxiety deadened the sights and sounds of
-others’ pleasure to them.
-
-The best physicians of the city were working hard to save Gwen’s
-sight--regular physicians to care for the nervous system, which had
-sustained a serious shock, and the famous Dr. Amberton, the oculist,
-to treat the eye itself, which the sharp corner of the block had struck
-with such force that it was impossible to say for some days whether the
-sight could be preserved.
-
-Jan found herself in a different household from the one which had
-received her three months earlier. In the face of this misfortune
-threatening poor Gwen--one peculiarly dreadful to a girl of her tastes
-and ambitions--the indifference to one another which had so shocked Jan
-on her coming from her own closely united home disappeared, and the
-atmosphere she breathed was full of love, though heavy with grief.
-
-Mrs. Graham’s interest in her social pleasures, her clubs, and all the
-outside issues which Jan had loyally struggled against believing that
-she cared more for than for her family, were thrust into the background
-and forgotten in the midst of the one absorbing thought. And Jan saw
-that her uncle was at last her mother’s own brother; that Wall Street
-and money-making no longer seemed important to him. Mr. and Mrs. Graham
-went back to the days when they were first married, and Sydney and Gwen
-were babies together, when, though they had a pretty home, it was
-farther west and farther down in town, and, though Nurse Hummel was
-with them, Mrs. Graham had more time and there was more necessity for
-her taking care of the little ones. Gwen became once more to them that
-baby girl whom they had then watched so proudly, and her mother hung
-over her in her darkened room with a loving devotion which suggested
-Jan’s own mother to the little exile.
-
-Gwen turned to this new mother-love with childlike clinging. She
-loved to lie with her bandaged eyes resting on her mother’s shoulder,
-peaceful, and satisfied in something for which she had unconsciously
-longed, though she could not help knowing that her mother’s tears,
-which she felt when her groping hand touched her cheek, boded ill to
-her.
-
-Gladys was gentle, unselfish, absorbed in the thought of her sister,
-which rendered her a far sweeter, lovelier Gladys than Jan would have
-believed she could be when she was occupied only with poor, silly
-little Gladys Graham.
-
-Sydney hovered about Gwen’s door, racking his brains for something to
-do for her, all his taciturn indifference lost in his pity and regret
-for Gwen. Altogether, Jan could not help half wondering if the worst
-were to come, and Gwen lost her sight, if the good accomplished would
-not be worth the terrible purchase price.
-
-Only Jack was outside the pale of the family love during these waiting
-days. Jan’s heart ached for the poor little fellow, whose temper had
-brought him anguish harder to bear than Gwen’s, but whose father could
-not forgive him. Jack’s meals were served up-stairs, and his father
-debated sending him away to a military school, where stern discipline
-might check the temper which Mr. Graham characterized as “murderous.”
-But Jan knew that the shock of seeing Gwen sink beneath the pain of
-the missive he had thrown, and the torture of these past days when
-every one avoided him, and he waited, like the rest, but not with the
-rest, to learn Gwen’s fate, had burned into warm-hearted Jack’s brain
-such horror of bursts of passion that the military discipline would
-not be necessary, that he was completely cured of even a temptation to
-violence.
-
-“You are our little comfort, Janet,” said her uncle to her one night,
-when in the dusk she sat by him chatting of her mother in the hope of
-cheering him. “You won’t admit that our poor girl can lose the light
-out of her young life, and though you aren’t an old, wise woman, I
-can’t help feeling better for your faith.”
-
-“Isn’t that just dear!” cried Jan. “You don’t know how I wish I could
-help, but I honestly feel certain that God won’t let splendid, clever
-Gwen be blind.”
-
-“Splendid, clever people are the very ones who have to be perfected
-by suffering, dear little Miss Lochinvar--queer how I’ve come to like
-that name for you! But you do help. You have no notion how your gentle,
-affectionate, sunny little presence cheers your aunt and me, and I
-think Gladys is a much better girl for being with you. Jenny has lent
-me a simple, genuine little girl who never thinks of herself, and so,
-without trying, sweetens all her surroundings. I don’t see how I can
-repay either Jennie or her loan,” said Jan’s uncle, drawing her up
-close to his side with a warm caress.
-
-Tears of happiness sprang into Jan’s eyes. “If you really want to do
-something for me, Uncle Howard,” she whispered, “forgive poor little
-Jack.”
-
-Her uncle’s face hardened. “Your ‘poor little Jack’ is a thoroughly bad
-boy,” he said. “I can’t forgive him till I know how Gwen comes out.”
-
-“He has done just the same thing, however she comes out, uncle,” said
-Jan cautiously. “He did not mean to harm Gwen--he never meant anything
-at all, but flew into a rage, and threw the first thing that came
-handy. He has done things like that always, and no one thought much
-about it, only this time the block struck badly. He will never again
-be the same--he is ever so much more to be pitied than Gwen! He isn’t
-bad, Uncle Howard. He is a dear boy, generous, truthful, brave, but he
-has got a terrific temper. One of our boys has such a temper, but mamma
-watches and helps him all she can, and he is getting over it without
-such a dreadful thing to cure him as poor Jack has had. You know Hummie
-is a dear, but she can’t help a boy the way his father and mother can.”
-
-“Why, Jan, are you implying that I am responsible for Jack’s
-violence?” demanded her uncle.
-
-Jan turned crimson, but stood to her guns after a fashion. “He needs
-help, uncle, or he did need it--he will not forget now, I think,” she
-said. “And you know Aunt Tina and you have been so busy! I love Jack,
-Uncle Howard, and I pity him more than I do Gwen. How would you have
-felt if you had blinded mamma when you were eleven?”
-
-“My dear child, I never had such a fiendish temper as Jack’s,” said Mr.
-Graham.
-
-“No, you were more like Gwen, even and pleasant, and you weren’t like
-Jack. But Jack is a noble boy. He isn’t mean, and he isn’t unkind,”
-said Jan.
-
-To her great relief her uncle gave a faint laugh. “No one remembers our
-childhood like these grandmothers of ours!” he said. “You remember my
-boyhood better than I do, Jan.”
-
-“Let Jack come down and talk to you, uncle,” pleaded Jan, after she
-had punished him for his impertinence by spatting the end of his nose
-with a favorite movement of her forefinger. “We are all miserable and
-worried to death now, but we have each other. But there is Jack--only
-eleven--up-stairs, like a prisoner, worse off than any of us, because
-he caused all this sorrow! Only Syd and I go near him--and Drom--and
-after a while he will be so unhappy you can’t do anything with
-him--he’s having a fearful time--it would kill me!”
-
-“Who is Drom?” asked Mr. Graham.
-
-“The poor little dog Syd and I saved and had his broken leg set. He’s
-a darling, so loving and grateful, and he knows more than lots of
-people!” said Jan.
-
-“What is that Mrs. Browning wrote about some one whose face looked
-brighter for the little brown bee’s humming? I used to have time to
-read, but I don’t get a moment now! You are a born lover, Jan. Some
-people have a talent for loving, just as others have a talent for
-music, and some--a few--for cooking,” said her uncle. “I seem to
-remember hearing how you swooped down on the persecutors of that dog.
-And so you think I’m a bad father?”
-
-“O Uncle Howard, I never thought anything so horrid or so impertinent!”
-cried Jan. “I’m only a little girl, and what do I know about bringing
-up children? I never knew any girl outside a story-book who knew how
-to bring up a family. But of course I feel as though nothing could be
-nice but mamma’s ways, because we are the very happiest children in the
-world, and I know she wouldn’t dare leave Jack all alone these dreadful
-days.”
-
-There was silence for a few moments, and then to Jan’s infinite relief
-and joy her uncle said: “You are right, Janet. It will do the boy
-mischief to be left brooding through these dark days of anxiety. And
-I suspect you are right and he has needed wise control all along. Go
-up and tell Jack to come to me. Tell him not to be afraid--I know he
-has had punishment enough--but to come down, and we’ll begin all over
-again.”
-
-Jan ran off on her errand with a lighter heart than she had had since
-the day of the accident, first giving her uncle a warmly grateful kiss
-on the forehead, around which the hair was beginning to grow a little
-thin. Jack needed no persuading to follow her down-stairs. Much as he
-had always feared his father, he would have faced anything rather than
-be left any longer a prisoner with his own thoughts.
-
-Jan left him at Gwen’s door with a kiss the boy did not resent. “Tell
-your father all you think and feel, Jack, and don’t be afraid of him.
-He understands and wants to help you. We must all hold on to each other
-in trouble, you know.” And Jack went slowly on, feeling that they all
-must hold on to Jan forever.
-
-The library door closed behind him, and no one ever knew precisely
-what happened in the interview between the poor little culprit and his
-father. But when, long past his usual bed hour, Nurse Hummel went to
-hunt Jack up, she found him curled up asleep in his father’s arms in
-the great leather chair, his legs twined over its arm to supplement
-his father’s lap, his cheeks flushed and stained with tears, but peace
-written on the parted lips, which looked very childish in slumber.
-
-As Jan passed into Gwen’s room she found her alone. Her mother,
-thinking her sleeping, had stolen away, and Jan, for the same reason,
-seated herself noiselessly in the corner, afraid to open the door again
-lest she waken Gwen. But Gwen was not asleep. In a few moments she
-spoke. “Jan,” she said, “please come where I can touch you.”
-
-“How did you know who it was?” asked Jan as she obeyed.
-
-“Blind people have keen hearing,” said Gwen bitterly. “My ears are
-learning double work.”
-
-“I suppose that’s sensible of them, to improve themselves, but
-considering you’re not blind they might save themselves the trouble, if
-they were lazy,” said Jan lightly, not betraying the shock Gwen’s words
-gave her, for no one had hinted at blindness to Gwen.
-
-“Do you think I don’t know?” asked Gwen, raising herself on one elbow
-and speaking with such fierceness that Jan was frightened. “Do you
-suppose I don’t know what makes mamma so loving to me, and why she
-cries quietly when she thinks I won’t know it? Do you suppose, Janet
-Howe, that I don’t know why those horrible doctors are so idiotically
-cheerful with me? If that Doctor Amberton tells me any more silly jokes
-I won’t answer for what I’ll do or say to him! I am blind--blind--and
-I’d far rather be dead! Why didn’t Jack kill me if he wanted to do
-anything to me? Do you suppose I can _live_ without my eyes? How
-can I write, or paint, or be great--or stand it?”
-
-Jan was dreadfully frightened. “You are not blind, Gwen,” she stammered.
-
-“Now don’t you try to tell me stories, Jan, because I won’t stand it!”
-said Gwen. “I got the truth out of Viva the other day when mamma let
-the poor youngster try to read to me. I nearly scared her to death,
-because she won’t fib, and she didn’t want to tell the truth. Now I’m
-talking to you, because I trust you, and I can’t keep it to myself any
-longer. Jan, Jan, for mercy’s sake, say it isn’t so!”
-
-“It isn’t so--or it very likely isn’t so,” said trembling Jan. “If you
-get all excited and go on like this I don’t know what harm it may do
-you--the doctors all say to keep you perfectly still for fear of fever.
-You are not blind, and that’s the truth. But they are anxious about
-you. Now you see I’m not deceiving you one bit! We didn’t know you
-were lying there fretting--why didn’t you speak before? You will get
-well--I’m just as sure as I can be you will--but we all love you so
-much we feel awfully to have you sick. But if you did have some trouble
-with your eyes you could be just as great--greater! Isn’t it lovely
-to have your mother all to yourself like this, and your father never
-thinking of business, and Gladys and Sydney, and even little Jerry--of
-course sweet little Viva--all just devoted to you? Don’t fret, Gwen. If
-you are sick ever so long, you will see!”
-
-“Come here, Jan. I want to hold you!” cried Gwen, clutching her cousin
-with burning hands, and drawing her downward in a half-delirious grasp.
-“I won’t see, and that’s just it! O Jan, don’t you know, don’t you
-feel, what that means?”
-
-“It isn’t going to be,” maintained Jan stoutly. “Yes, I know exactly
-what it means, but it won’t be so! If it were, you would be just the
-very heart of this whole family, and you could write the loveliest
-stories and poems, and everything like that! But, what is better, you
-could love them and they’d love you, until the whole house would be so
-much nicer--like ours, which you always said must be lovely, if it was
-poor. For love is best, of anything, isn’t it?”
-
-“No, no,” moaned poor Gwen; “my eyes are.” But in spite of the tragedy
-hanging over her, Jan comforted her, and she presently fell asleep, her
-burning cheek pressed against Jan’s cool one, Jan’s firm hand stroking
-her tumbled hair, Jan’s strong young shoulders supporting her, and
-Jan’s warm young heart sustaining her by its courage and love.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV
-
-“ONE TOUCH TO HER HAND AND ONE WORD IN HER EAR”
-
-
-“See here, Jan, it’s no good,” said Sydney, speaking so suddenly that
-Miss Lochinvar was startled.
-
-“What isn’t any good?” she asked, giving a last twitch to Tommy
-Traddles’s red ribbon.
-
-“Trying to earn money and go to school at the same time. I am not
-making a success of either, for I have only earned about four dollars
-and ninety-nine cents,” replied Sydney gloomily.
-
-“Is the man getting impatient?” inquired Jan.
-
-Sydney nodded with much emphasis. “Won’t wait,” he said laconically.
-
-“Then I’ll tell you what to do, Syd,” said Jan, coming over to where
-the boy was sitting, moodily jerking the shade cord at the window. “Ask
-Gwen to lend you the money. She has quite a good deal--nearly fifty
-dollars--left from Christmas presents, and allowance, and so on, and it
-would be better for you to let her help you out, as I can’t.”
-
-“I don’t want a girl’s money, either hers or yours,” said Sydney.
-
-“Well, I suppose you don’t _want_ it, but you _need_ it
-dreadfully,” said Jan with some subtleness of distinction. “And I
-want to tell you, Syd, that I think it would be real kindness to talk
-to Gwen about your troubles, and get her interested in something.
-She isn’t better, and I heard the doctor say that if she couldn’t be
-aroused she’d have a serious illness. Get her to think of something
-besides her poor eyes, and it would be good for her. Gwen would be
-glad, too, to think you trusted her.”
-
-“I wonder!” said Sydney doubtfully.
-
-“Well, I know!” said Jan emphatically. “And then, after she’s lent you
-the money to square up, tell your father all about it, and get him to
-put you in the way of earning something. He ought to know. I don’t feel
-right to think I know and he doesn’t. It is wrong to help you have
-secrets from him. I wouldn’t have done it if I could have coaxed you
-to tell at first.”
-
-“Maybe I will talk to Gwen,” said Sydney slowly. “I don’t see any other
-way unless I do talk to father, and he’d make it pleasant for me if I
-did that!”
-
-“He might take you away from that school and those extravagant boys,
-but you’d find he wouldn’t be hard on you. And I should think you’d
-like to get out of that crowd,” said Jan.
-
-Sydney flushed with sudden eagerness. “Say, Jan,” he cried, “I’d give
-my head to be let off from college! There’s no college in me--I’m
-crazy to live out of doors. I don’t even want to go into business! If
-I thought daddy would give me a start civil engineering I’d work hard,
-but he won’t. What I’d like is to go out on a ranch. I’d rather study
-men and beasts than books. But there’s no use talking--he’s made up his
-mind to college for me, and to college I must go.”
-
-“Isn’t that silly! To say there’s no use talking, when you haven’t
-tried talking!” exclaimed Jan impatiently. “I never saw a family that
-knew one another so little! Why, Uncle Howard isn’t an ogre! How do
-you know he wouldn’t let you do what you like best? ’Tisn’t likely he
-wants you to be spoiled! Come home with me when I go,” she added with
-sudden inspiration. “Fred talks of ranching, and we’d make a man of you
-in Kansas.”
-
-Sydney swallowed the implication that he was not wholly manly now with
-fairly good grace. “Well,” he said, “it’s pretty hard for a fellow to
-be different from all around him. I haven’t had to rough it, and I
-suppose I got extravagant without knowing it. I’m disgusted enough with
-myself to find myself in debt, goodness knows! I’ll see Gwen to-day,
-and if the poor old girl wants to lend me her ducats I’ll brace up
-and make a clean breast to father. You deserve to have your advice
-followed, for you’ve been a trump to me, and to us all, down to this
-fellow.” And Sydney affectionately twitched Drom’s tail.
-
-Jan gave Gwen a hint of her brother’s approaching visit, and Sydney
-found her as gentle, loving, and interested as a sister could be.
-
-“Why, of course, I’ll lend you the money, Syd,” she said. “You ought to
-have told me before. I’ve been thinking that we all told one another
-too little. Since I’ve been lying here I’ve had to see with inside
-eyes, you know, and I’ve discovered several things. You’ll have to
-find my little bead bag in my upper drawer, Syd. That has my money in
-it--not my pocket-book. And you’ll have to help yourself to what you
-want--if I have so much--for I----”
-
-Sydney found the abrupt breaking off of Gwen’s sentence very pathetic.
-If only Gwen might see again!
-
-Sydney found the bag and counted over the crisp bills it contained.
-“You have four dollars more than I need to pay that shopkeeper,” he
-said, putting them back. “Jan lent me five some time ago.”
-
-“O Syd! When Jan has so little!” said Gwen with reproach in her voice.
-“And you went to your cousin instead of your sister!”
-
-“Well, Gwen, I guess I’ve been a dunce! We have got into the way of
-standing off from one another, but you’re a trump, and we’ll stick
-together henceforth,” said Sydney.
-
-Joy such as she had not thought that she could feel again surged
-through Gwen’s heart at these words. “Syd,” she said, “if ‘Miss
-Lochinvar’ had never ‘come out of the West’ we wouldn’t have discovered
-how horrid it was to be so selfish and distant--maybe never.”
-
-“That’s shaky English, but solemn truth, Gwendoline, my dear,” said
-Sydney. “Jan’s a trump! That’s two trumps now--we’ll have a handful if
-we keep on! She’s not one bit goody-goody and she never preaches, but
-she seems to clear the air--kind of like a thunder-shower that never
-strikes.”
-
-“More like the little leaven that leaveneth the whole,” said Gwen
-softly. “I love her so, I could never tell you! And I always think of
-that line in the gospel when I think about her. Now finish up getting
-acquainted with the Graham family, Syd, and tell papa how things have
-been going at school. He has a right to know, and I don’t believe it
-is a good place for you where the boys are spending so much money, and
-getting into debt, and all! Tell him I’ve lent you the money, so you
-don’t want him to help you that way, but you do want him to show you
-how to pay me back, and start square. If I’m not mistaken, papa will be
-pleased to find you see things straight without needing showing, and
-instead of scolding you, you’ll find him kind and ready to lend a hand.”
-
-“I don’t know that I could say honestly that I hadn’t had some showing
-as to the most honorable and manly course,” said Syd truthfully. “Jan
-gave me the tip, and now you back her up. I didn’t expect to find girls
-so on the level, but I’m glad to say I’m able to see that you’re both
-right. I’ll talk to dad the first chance he gives me, and I’m much
-obliged, Gwen; we’re better friends from this day. I guess you won’t be
-blind--we all are seeing a good deal clearer, strikes me.” And Sydney
-disappeared with a boy’s awkwardness in expressing the deep gratitude
-and the softer emotion which filled him.
-
-“Ask Gwen,” said Jan, the artful, as Viva came begging for a story at
-dusk. She was beginning to say “Ask Gwen” as often as possible when
-one of the three younger Grahams implored a favor. It was long that
-they had waited for Gwen’s sentence, and still the doctors could not
-be sure of what it was to be. Gladys and Jan had resumed school, and
-the hours dragged while the poor child waited their return and the
-coming of her friends who were faithful in spending some time with
-her each afternoon. It was to little Jerry and Viva that Gwen found
-herself turning for comfort while the others were away; Viva always
-gentle, grave, and sweet; Jerry showing herself the dearest mite, with
-her headstrong, impulsive baby nature toned down to meet the needs of
-her whom she now invariably called her “poor, dear little Gwennie.”
-Gwendoline’s talent for story-making was used now chiefly to entertain
-Viva, while Jerry spun yarns for “poor, dear little Gwennie,” usually
-of thrilling interest, though briefly sustained.
-
-“Once there was a dreat, bid lion, and he roared--like dis!” And Jerry
-interrupted her recital to open her mouth to its widest extent and
-roar fearfully in a deep alto. “And he was wery hundry, and he came to
-N’Yort, and he ated up seven, five, free little dirls on n’avenue, and
-Jewwy Draham shood him off wid her stirts in bot’ hands, and she stared
-him so he was awful feared, and she said: ‘Poor, poor lion, come in
-n’house and see little Gwennie!’ Isn’t dat er fine stowy?”
-
-“Well, he might be an awkward caller,” laughed Gwen. “Perhaps if he’d
-eaten up so many little girls he wasn’t hungry, though. Yes, that’s a
-fine story, Jerry!” And Gwen groped for the little dimpled hands to
-squeeze them, and Jerry snuggled down with rapturous kisses for “poor,
-dear Gwennie.”
-
-Jan rejoiced to see how unconsciously but surely the Graham household
-was knitting together around Gwen’s bed. At the worst they would be
-happier than before the accident, but Jan would not admit, even to
-herself, that the worst was possible.
-
-Sydney had discovered his father. In a long, intimate talk the boy
-had laid before him the difficulties and temptations of his little
-world, and found himself telling the man, who remembered quite well,
-after all, how it felt to be a boy, some things that he had not said
-to the girls. But they had proved right in their prophecies of how his
-father would take Sydney’s disclosures. With unspoken self-reproach for
-having left a boy of sixteen unguarded, Mr. Graham set to work to undo
-his mistakes. If Sydney did not feel that he would be a success as a
-business man or as a professional one, Mr. Graham said, he would not
-ask him to go through college. But he did ask him now to work harder
-than he had ever done at his books, and prepare himself for whatever he
-was to be in the future by doing his duty faithfully in the present.
-And he promised him to send him every afternoon to a friend of his, a
-professor at Columbia, who had asked for an intelligent boy to copy for
-him notes he was making on natural history. He would pay Sydney for
-his labor, and thus he could set himself right in his own eyes, and
-pay back the money his sister had lent him. In the meantime he would
-be having the best possible companionship, and be in the way of making
-sure that he was not mistaken in deciding that college life and study
-had no charm for him.
-
-Sydney felt as though the gloom in which he had walked for months had
-given way to a glare of sunshine, and he blessed Jan in his heart for
-showing him the road to the best and most needed friend that a boy of
-his age could have--his own kind father.
-
-“Daisy and Ida Hammond have left school,” announced Gladys, bursting
-into Gwen’s room one day. “They said their mother considered the
-Hydra less exclusive that it had been, and was going to let them go to
-boarding-school.”
-
-“I don’t see how they stood it so long after they were found out,”
-said Gwen scornfully. “It’s rather nice of them to make the Hydra more
-exclusive by removing the only girls in it who had been found out in a
-disgraceful act.” Gwen was stronger; she could bear sudden outbursts
-from the children, and Jan couldn’t help hoping that the next step
-would be the restoration of the wounded eyes to light and health.
-
-“Oh, as to the exclusive, that refers to me, I suspect,” said Jan so
-carelessly that it showed how completely she had lost the timidity and
-wounded sensibility of her first days in New York. “Tommy Traddles,”
-she added to the cat lying at Gwen’s feet, curled over on his back,
-with his four feet drawn up on his white breast, and his tongue
-sticking out while he looked over the top of his head to see what
-effect his blandishments had, “Tommy Traddles, you may consider that
-a squirm, but I consider it a device for winning attention.” And she
-proceeded to bury her fingers in Tommy’s white shirt-front, while he
-shut his eyes in blissful satisfaction with the result of his “device.”
-
-“Well, I am thankful they have gone,” said Gladys, removing her rubbers
-with her right hand while her left thoughtfully smoothed her stocking.
-“It was very disagreeable to have them around when you didn’t want to
-go with them. And your set have not been so very anxious to have me,
-Gwen. If it hadn’t been for Jan I’d have been quite out of it since the
-fuss.”
-
-“Slang, Gladys?” hinted Gwen, for they had pledged themselves never
-to use slang--or, as everybody said in the ancient days of Pinafore:
-“Hardly ever!” She had hard work not to rejoice over her sister’s
-admission, and found it quite impossible not to smile.
-
-“I know a great deal more than I did,” continued Gladys. “Those
-girls are really a dreadful warning to me. I can see plainly now how
-different a real lady is from an imitation one. It’s funny how blind I
-was.” She stopped short, frightened by having used a word that never
-was to be mentioned before Gwen.
-
-But Gwen met the allusion quietly. “You were blind first, Glad, and got
-well. Maybe I’ll get well, too. I feel stronger, and sometimes I hope
-a little. If I don’t get well, I’m going to try not to be a failure,
-and be brave,” she said.
-
-Gladys went over to her and kissed her with a sweet gravity that was
-pretty to see in the little girl who had been so shallow and vain. “My
-kind of blindness was worse than yours, Gwen,” she said. “You’d be
-nicer than I ever could be if you lost all your eyes.”
-
-“Gwen isn’t a spider, and Gwen is going to get well,” cried Jan,
-laughing to keep from crying.
-
-Gladys left the room hastily and Jan perched on the bedside, holding
-Tommy Traddles’s paw in one hand and Gwen’s fingers in the other.
-“I’ve been wanting to tell you something Aunt Tina said yesterday, and
-I haven’t had a chance,” she said. “Something just for yourself to
-hear--right in your own ear.”
-
-“This is my own ear, Jan; it was given to me fifteen years ago,” said
-Gwen, inclining that organ toward her cousin.
-
-Jan leaned forward to whisper into it. “She said that you were making
-such a peaceful, happy little spot of your room, and were so brave and
-cheerful, and all the children were getting so loving and gentle with
-you that she half dreaded to have you get well and break up the little
-oasis in the midst of a selfish world. Isn’t that nice for your mother
-to have said?” And Gwen could not help feeling that it was.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI
-
-“HAVE YE E’ER HEARD OF GALLANT LIKE YOUNG LOCHINVAR?”
-
-
-The longer days and greater cold had come. But with the cold was
-interspersed here and there a day on which there was a vague far-off
-hint of spring in the air, and the lover of nature who went up on the
-short Northern road or over into New Jersey to get the full flavor of
-his Sunday rest came back with reports of swelling twigs and the first
-note of the bluebird; for it was late February.
-
-Although the doctors would not give better reasons for hope than
-their more cheerful manner, there was a growing feeling in the Graham
-household that Gwen was going to escape her hard doom, and it was on
-one of those illusive days when the atmosphere seems full of light that
-Doctor Amberton definitely authorized rejoicing by telling them, when
-he came down from Gwen’s room, that the bandages could be removed from
-her eyes in a week, and that they would be restored to enjoy the spring
-sunshine.
-
-Mr. Graham shook the doctor’s hand hard, speechless with the joy of
-this tidings, while his wife fell sobbing on Jan’s neck, and Viva
-tumbled down in a burst of emotion such as silent children sometimes
-give way to, and hugged the andirons, kissing their polished tops and
-clinging to them hysterically.
-
-Gladys, Sydney, and Jack were not there to hear the good news, but
-Viva ran to call them, and they were not less stirred by the blessed
-certainty of Gwen’s escape than were the others; indeed Jack turned
-so white on being told that his angry hand had not blinded his sister
-after all that his mother sprang to put her arm around him, thinking
-that he was fainting.
-
-Who was to take the good news to Gwen, and how was she to be told?
-Gladys wanted the entire family to go up in a body and rejoice with
-her, but Mrs. Graham would not permit this, and Mr. Graham suggested
-that he and her mother went up together to bring comfort to the girl in
-whom they had always felt so much pride, but who had become very dear
-in these hard six weeks of courageously borne suffering.
-
-Jan whispered something in her aunt’s ear, and Mrs. Graham hesitated.
-After a moment she said: “I believe it would be the very thing!” and
-turning to the others added: “Jan suggests that we let Jack go up,
-quite alone, and tell Gwen that he and she have escaped the awful
-consequences of his fit of rage. She says he can tell her that he took
-her eyes from her, and now he has come to give them back again. It is a
-pretty idea. Shall we carry it out?”
-
-“Yes,” said Sydney decidedly, and “Ye--es,” voted Gladys doubtfully.
-But Mr. Graham settled the question by saying: “Go up-stairs to your
-sister, Ivan, my man, and tell her that you are bringing her back her
-sight--that Doctor Amberton has said that she is safe, and we are
-coming up in half an hour to try to tell her how thankful we are.”
-
-[Illustration: “You’re not going to be blind, not one bit!” said Jack.]
-
-Jack turned pale, then red; he was not sure whether he liked the errand
-or not. He was afraid, and it seemed to him very solemn and difficult
-to go to Gwen on such an embassy. He sat down to think it over on the
-stairs, and as he thought it rushed over him how Gwen was lying
-there, not knowing that she was not to be blind; how all this time she
-had patiently awaited this day, knowing it might never come, and worst
-of all how his hand had been the one to smite her. A sob rose in his
-throat and he scrambled to his feet. Yes, it was good that they had let
-him tell her that she was safe, and he must not lose another moment
-in doing it. He fell up the stairs, and as he opened Gwen’s door she
-sprang up in bed, feeling instantly the excitement with which he was
-quivering as his hand touched the knob.
-
-“What is it, Jack!” she said quickly.
-
-“Oh, Gwen, ain’t it just great?” gasped Jack. “The doctor’s gone and
-they sent me up to bring you your eyes, they said, because I took them
-away. My, but we’re glad!”
-
-Gwen clutched the arm impetuously thrown around her. “Jack, is it
-true?” she whispered.
-
-“True! Doctor Amberton said so! You’re to have the bandages off in a
-week--you’re not going to be blind, not one bit!” said Jack, choking.
-
-Gwen fell back, burying her face in the pillows. If ever there was a
-sincere “Thank God!” it was the one that filled the poor child’s heart,
-but could not pass beyond the happy sobs rising in her throat.
-
-Jack was frightened. “Have I killed you this time, Gwen?” he asked
-faintly.
-
-Gwen turned back again and caught him in her arms. “Killed me! My
-darling old Jack, you have made me feel as though I should never die! I
-believe I have been dead all these horrible weeks since New Year’s.”
-
-“They’re all coming up in a little while to tell you how glad they
-are--they’re all down in the back parlor nearly out of their minds,
-they’re so glad,” said Jack, much relieved to find Gwen unharmed.
-
-“Call Hummie, Jack, and then go tell them to come on--I can’t wait,”
-said Gwen.
-
-Before Hummie had recovered from the joy of Gwen’s reprieve
-sufficiently to make her fine, as Gwen had intended to be made, the
-trooping of the entire family up the stairs fell on her happy ears. She
-knelt in the bed in her long crimson wrapper, and held out her arms
-speechlessly for a universal embrace.
-
-Sydney, Gladys, and Jan held back, feeling that Gwen’s father and
-mother had the first right to her, but Viva and Jerry threw themselves
-into the outstretched arms, as Mr. Graham and his wife clasped Gwen at
-the same moment. There was a confused scrimmage of hugging and kissing,
-and Mr. Graham recognized Gwen’s linen bandage and Jerry’s lace collar,
-mixed with Viva’s hair, while Mrs. Graham rained tears and kisses on
-her husband’s cuff. But it did not matter. In a moment Gladys and
-Jan were added to the joyous confusion, and there was such an utter
-abandonment of happiness, and such oblivion to anything but the blessed
-fact that Gwen’s precious eyes were safe that Gwen realized for the
-first time how dear she was to all these throbbing hearts, and how hard
-must have been the past six weeks to them as well as to her, in which
-they were bravely trying to keep their own grief out of sight while
-they helped her bear her burden.
-
-“When can I really have my eyes?” asked Gwen, when some of the
-excitement had spent itself.
-
-“You may take off the bandages in a week, but your eyes must be used
-with the greatest care, and very little, all summer. Then by fall
-Doctor Amberton thinks they will be perfectly strong,” said Mrs.
-Graham. “And now, children, go your ways, for Gwen and I are going to
-rest quite by ourselves for a little while.”
-
-Gladys and Jan left the room, arms around each other’s waists, in the
-most loving girl fashion, and Mr. Graham followed behind them, smiling,
-well pleased at the sight, and remembering how positively Gladys had
-declared that she “would not go about with a Wild West Show” when he
-had announced Jan’s coming. “Little Miss Lochinvar has won us all,” he
-thought, realizing what a happy thing her coming had been for his own
-children.
-
-“I wonder, Jan,” Gladys was saying as they went toward Jan’s room,
-“I wonder if mamma wouldn’t let us ask some of our friends for a
-celebration on the day Gwen tries her eyes for the first time? She
-needn’t see them long enough to get tired, but it would be rather nice
-to get together everybody she likes to look at when she looks for the
-first time for so long.”
-
-“It would be ever so nice,” said Jan heartily. “If Aunt Tina will let
-us--if she doesn’t think it would hurt Gwen.”
-
-At the self-same moment Gwen was saying: “Mamma, it is Miss Lochinvar’s
-birthday on the 1st of March. Don’t you think I might use my eyes for
-the first time on that day, and have a little surprise party for her? I
-wouldn’t have to stay in the room longer than was safe, but I’d like to
-get the girls together to keep Jan’s birthday properly. She’s done more
-for me than you can guess; I couldn’t repay her if I tried forever.
-And look at Gladys and Sydney! And how much sweeter Jerry is! And she
-hasn’t any more notion of how nice she is than--than----”
-
-“Than a bright little wild rose along the roadside knows how sweet
-and cheering it is,” finished her mother for her, as Gwen hesitated
-for a simile. “It is only that she is good, really good, unselfish,
-unaffected, sincere. She has done a great deal for us all, Gwen. It is
-a curious thing to see how one little girl can diffuse happiness, and
-make her sweetness contagious only by unconsciously showing how lovely
-such a true little woman can be. I mean to write your Aunt Jennie and
-beg her to let Jan go with us to the seashore this summer and stay on
-for another winter in New York; I have a hope of getting her gradually
-to make this her home, and her visits to Crescendo.”
-
-“You won’t succeed, mamma,” said Gwen, shaking her head dolefully.
-“I’d give anything in the world to keep Jan every minute of my life,
-but she’s too fond of home for that. She truly doesn’t think there’s
-anything to do in New York--she said so once, and then was afraid she’d
-hurt my feelings. Nothing to do here, but lots that is interesting in
-that little Crescendo of hers--only think!” And Gwen laughed.
-
-“Well, at the worst, her father and mother must let her spend part of
-each year with us, now that they have taught us to depend upon her,”
-said Mrs. Graham. “However, we need not settle that now. About your
-party: Yes, I think it can be done, and I should like to honor Jan by
-celebrating her birthday. On the first? That is eight days off. Very
-well; we’ll have the party. And now rest, my darling Gwen. You can’t
-dream how glad your mother is to know you are to look upon her again so
-soon!”
-
-“I’m not precisely sorry, mamma,” said Gwen, seizing the hand put
-out to her, and returning with interest the kiss given her. What a
-beautiful world it was! and how soft and warm was the atmosphere
-becoming of the big house which even Gwen had sometimes found chilling!
-
-Mrs. Graham almost betrayed herself by a laugh as Jan and Gladys
-unfolded to her their plan for a surprise party so nearly identical
-with Gwen’s, except that they had not fixed a definite date, and had a
-different end in view in holding it. But she composed her eyes and lips
-to the necessary seriousness, approved their plans as she had Gwen’s,
-and set about the preparations for both parties. It is not difficult to
-prepare for two parties at the same time when both are practically one.
-The pair of conspirators kept their secret from the one conspirator,
-and Mrs. Graham conspired with both. The same guests were selected by
-both camps, except that Sydney was called in to Gwen’s aid, and asked
-the boys and girls with whom Jan had played the tennis match, and whom
-his sisters did not know.
-
-March 1st fell on Saturday--any one who is interested to know can
-easily discover from that fact the year in which the party was
-given--and that made it easy to get the guests together early, without
-regard to school. It was better, for Gwen’s sake, to make it an
-afternoon party, “quite like little children,” as Gladys remarked with
-a slight tendency to dissatisfaction.
-
-Viva and Jerry found this a most desirable feature of the celebration;
-they were ready in spotless white long before the appointed hour. Too
-long before; for Jerry was discovered sitting demurely close to the
-butler’s pantry door in the dining-room, very quiet and correct, but
-with a long streak of chocolate on each cheek, beyond the reach of
-her tongue, which had made the lips stainless, and a great smudge of
-chocolate and cream filling on the front of her dainty tucked guimpe,
-the cause of which Susan correctly traced to the loss of six little
-round chocolate-iced cakes from the pantry.
-
-When the guests began arriving Jan and Gladys were much puzzled by
-being called upon to welcome several whom they had not invited, and
-whom they had difficulty in receiving as though they had done so.
-But Jan was delighted to see again her opponent who had given her
-such a hard fight for victory in the tennis contest, and when she had
-sufficiently recovered from her surprise at seeing her hailed Molly Van
-Buren rapturously.
-
-Gwen sent for Jan to come to her when all the guests had arrived, and
-Jan ran across the hall to her cousin’s room. She found Gwen dressed in
-silvery-blue, looking paler for her long confinement, and at least a
-quarter of a head taller--Gwen was decidedly up to the modern standard
-of girls’ height.
-
-“Do you know why mamma asked all these girls and boys here to-day, Miss
-Lochinvar?” asked Gwen.
-
-“I should think I did! Gladys and I planned it as a surprise to
-you--it’s to celebrate your recovery!” laughed Jan.
-
-“It’s nothing of the sort!” cried Gwen. “It’s mamma’s secret and mine,
-and it’s to celebrate your birthday.”
-
-“Were you plotting a party, too? Did you remember it was my birthday?”
-cried Jan. “Well, of all things! What a memory you have, Gwen! I
-haven’t mentioned my birthday but once, ever so long ago, when you
-asked me when it came. And to think that Aunt Tina never said a word!”
-
-“Nor to me either,” Gwen laughingly protested. “Mamma must have been
-having rather a pleasant time all by herself, fooling all three of us.
-Well, it’s all the nicer. Now, what made me send for you was that I
-want to give you your first birthday present, and let you take these
-linens off my eyes--I believe you’re such an unselfish old darling that
-you’d rather do it than have millions left you.”
-
-Jan’s color went and came; no one had ever known--hardly she
-herself--what a grief the prospect of Gwen’s great sorrow had been to
-her. And now this little ceremony moved her proportionately. Her hands
-trembled as she unfastened the strings holding Gwen’s long eclipse of
-her eyes, and the linen bandages slipped down, and were gone--gone,
-thank Heaven, forever! “I’m truly glad to see you, blessed Miss
-Lochinvar,” said Gwen as she gazed lovingly at the tearful face of her
-cousin, the first she had seen for seven dreary weeks. “Come, now; let
-me go with you. Steady me, Jan--the light and walking by sight seems
-queer to me.”
-
-Jan steadied Gwen with her arm around her waist, and felt her tremble,
-but she knew that it was with joy. Then, with Gwen’s hand resting on
-her shoulder, Jan led her triumphantly down to the parlor. All her
-school friends clustered around her, and for a few moments Gwen held
-court. Then Sydney came into the middle of the room, and said: “Ladies
-and gentlemen, this is a surprise party. Gwen is surprised that Gladys
-and Jan have a party, and they are surprised that Gwen has one. So you
-are the party and they are the surprise--which isn’t the usual way
-of having surprise parties. Gladys and Jan’s party is to celebrate
-Gwen’s recovery. Gwen’s party is because it is Jan’s birthday. So
-you can consider yourself celebrating which you prefer--for myself
-I’m celebrating both with all my might. When our cousin came on we
-called her ‘Miss Lochinvar,’ because she ‘came out of the West,’ and
-now we think we were sort of prophets, because the name fits her in
-lots of ways--chiefly because no one ‘e’er heard of gallant like young
-Lochinvar.’ There never was such an all-round trump of a girl as our
-cousin Janet Howe, alias Miss Lochinvar. We couldn’t find a picture of
-that hero, Jan,” he added, turning to poor Jan, who looked ready to
-sink through the floor from embarrassment. “But we wanted to give you a
-picture, because you like them so much, and so you could have something
-to remember this day by at home if ever you go back--and don’t you dare
-to try going! So we got you this copy of Rembrandt’s Polish Rider; it
-was the nearest we could come to young Lochinvar.” Sydney then gave
-place to Jack, who proudly bore the picture to Jan, remarking briefly:
-“Here, Jan. I made the verse.”
-
-Jan received the large picture timidly, but suddenly she laughed, for
-on its wrapping she read this verse of Jack’s:
-
- Jan:
- From Ivan
- And the Clan.
-
-Gwen’s gift was a small, but exquisite, old Italian lamp. “Because you
-were my light in darkness,” she whispered, and Jan choked.
-
-Gladys had characteristically chosen a ring, a slender circle of
-turquoise, for her gift. “I want you to wear something to remind you of
-me every minute,” she said.
-
-Viva and Jerry had been included with Jack in the gift of the picture,
-but Mrs. Graham gave Jan all the Waverley novels, bound in soft
-morocco, and her uncle’s gift was a check for fifty dollars, to do with
-as she pleased, and which Jan looked at with wildly joyous visions of
-what it would purchase for the young folk in Crescendo.
-
-Gwen tired soon, and went away for a while to rest before supper while
-the others had games and dancing. She reappeared for a short time to
-take her place beside Jan at the head of the table, and be waited on
-like one of a pair of queen bees, plied with honey, instead of waiting
-on her guests, as she would have done at any ordinary party.
-
-But, as the guests agreed when they departed early, it was not an
-ordinary party in any sense, and Jan convulsed her hearers by declaring
-that it was nicer--more like a Crescendo party--than any she had seen
-in New York. “But,” she added, gloating over her treasures, “it would
-be queer if I hadn’t thought it nice.”
-
-Mrs. Graham, remembering the magnitude of her orders at expensive
-caterers, smiled to herself at the notion of Jan’s birthday party
-and Gwen’s “thanksgiving party,” as Sydney called it, resembling the
-gaieties of Crescendo. But she understood that Jan had meant that it
-was more simple and childish than the early-old functions which she had
-seen since her arrival, and was well pleased.
-
-“You’re all so good to me!” sighed Jan, as she kissed her uncle and
-aunt good night, with an extra hug for gratitude. “I can’t ever thank
-you!”
-
-“Pshaw! It’s all because we never saw ‘gallant like young Lochinvar,’”
-said Sydney, who was standing by.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII
-
-“THERE WAS MOUNTING ’MONG GRAEMES OF THE NETHERBY CLAN”
-
-
-The Graham family was at breakfast, the same group assembled--with
-the addition of Jan herself--as on that morning nearly half a year
-before when Mr. Graham had struck consternation to it, individually and
-collectively, by announcing Jan’s coming.
-
-Susan no longer stood behind Jerry’s chair, for she no longer
-misbehaved sufficiently to require special watchfulness, so Susan
-supplemented the waitress in small tasks, and now brought in the mail
-and laid it at Mr. Graham’s place.
-
-Mr. Graham sorted it, handed three or four notes to his wife, gave
-Sydney a notice from his school-club secretary, handed Jack the paper
-with the adventure serial he was pursuing rather than perusing, smiled
-as he gave Gladys a pink envelope suggestive of heliotrope and
-addressed in a girl’s hand, and kept several letters for himself.
-
-One of these he read with a lengthening face, and, when his eyes had
-traveled down to the foot of the last page, looked over at Jan so
-gravely that her heart gave an apprehensive bound, and Gwen exclaimed:
-“There’s nothing wrong, is there, papa?”
-
-“No--at least, yes, I think there is.--Nothing wrong at your home, Jan,
-so don’t look so startled, child,” said Mr. Graham, smiling at Jan, who
-was waiting his answer with wide, frightened eyes. “Your mother has not
-been well, but she’s recovered now; this letter is from your father.”
-
-“Mamma ill? What was it? Do you suppose she really is well again, Uncle
-Howard? What does papa say?” cried Jan.
-
-“He says--let me see. ‘Tell Jan not to feel the slightest anxiety; I am
-not concealing anything from her; her mother is quite herself again,
-except for a remnant of weakness. But--’ and the rest is what I do not
-like to tell you, and still less to tell my own children.” And Mr.
-Graham stopped, frowning hard at Jan.
-
-“He wants Jan!” guessed Gwen, jumping at the thing she most dreaded.
-
-“That’s precisely what he does want,” assented her father. “He says it
-is now April, and the brief time left in school will not be serious
-loss, and Jan’s mother is so hungry for a glimpse of her that he wants
-us to send her back to Crescendo. He doesn’t say what he expects us to
-do without her.”
-
-A dead silence fell on the entire table. Gwen and Gladys stared aghast,
-Viva turned crimson and began to cry soundlessly, while Jack looked as
-though he would like to follow her example. Sydney and his mother both
-pushed back their plates with a simultaneous movement, and Jan herself
-seemed uncertain whether to be glad or sorry.
-
-Jerry looked from one to the other; then suddenly her voice pierced the
-stillness shrilly: “She’s my Jan, she’s my Jan! She san’t go away f’
-ever’ n’ ever, amen,” she fairly shrieked, and was borne from the room
-in a violent fit of coughing by the patient Susan.
-
-“We can’t express our feelings in precisely the same way as Jerry,”
-said Mrs. Graham, “but they are quite as much ours. You are our Jan,
-and we really can not let you go.”
-
-“O Jan! you won’t go, will you?” said Gladys reproachfully.
-
-“If mamma wants me, and papa says to come, how can I help going?” asked
-Jan.
-
-“I suppose we must admit their claim,” said her uncle. “I’ll tell you
-what I’ll do. I’ll write Jan’s father, begging him to spare her a
-little while longer, and telling him how dear she is to each of us. If
-he is hard-hearted enough to take her in spite of that, we’ll have to
-send her to him, with a nice, strong little cable attached, to pull her
-back by in a short time.”
-
-“I don’t think we ought to let mamma wait while we write papa, and he
-answers. That will take nearly a week, and if he says mamma has been
-sick and wants me, I think I ought to go right away, don’t you?” asked
-Jan.
-
-“O Miss Lochinvar! You want to go?” said Sydney reproachfully.
-
-“I want to go and stay at the same time,” said Jan truthfully. “I am
-just as happy here as I can be, and I love you heaps and heaps, and
-when I get back I’ll talk about every one of you until they’ll think
-I can’t speak of anything else. But when I think of mamma--and all of
-them--why I could fly! You know how you’d feel if you hadn’t seen any
-of this family for six months.”
-
-“There are such quantities of things to do,” said Gwen, speaking for
-the first time, though there was no one else to whom the loss of
-Miss Lochinvar meant so much as to her. “You haven’t been down to
-Trinity nor to St. Paul’s--and you like places where great people are
-buried. You’re so crazy about history you must at least see Alexander
-Hamilton’s grave--and the Jumel house.”
-
-“That wouldn’t take long; besides New York will be here when she
-returns, for I would put her in the safe-deposit vaults and lock her
-up, if I didn’t think she would come back in the fall,” said her uncle.
-“Then you would rather not have me write, asking an extension of
-time--a stay of proceedings, little Miss Lochinvar?”
-
-“I think when papa says he wants me, and mamma is longing for me, it
-means just that, and it would not be right to keep them waiting,” said
-Jan, wishing she were not obliged to choose.
-
-“It’s a shame, a shame!” cried Jack, emotion, so long suppressed, so
-far mastering him that two tears would find their way out, though he
-tried to hope that they would be mistaken for coffee.
-
-“Well, Jack, here’s a chance to be noble. There are people who would
-rather another had a treasure than possess it themselves,” smiled Mrs.
-Graham.
-
-“That’s goody-goody people!” said Jack wrathfully, not in a frame of
-mind to admire virtue utterly beyond his reach.
-
-“They’re better than baddy-baddy people at least,” said Gwen. “If Jan
-must go, let’s not make it worse.--When would she have to start, papa?”
-
-“Her father doesn’t say. I think we are entitled to a little time in
-which to get used to the amputation,” said Mr. Graham. “I won’t let her
-go under a week.”
-
-“Then we’ll make it a lively week,” said Gwen with a quiver in her
-voice indicating no especial liveliness in the speaker. Mrs. Graham
-pushed back her chair, and the children all rose; there had been no
-more thought of breakfast since the dreadful tidings had fallen upon
-them that they were to lose Jan.
-
-It was the week of the Easter holidays, so there was nothing to
-prevent her cousins from devoting themselves to Jan for the short time
-remaining.
-
-The three girls retired to Jan’s room to have a cry and feel better,
-though that was not consciously the object of the tears. Tommy Traddles
-came stretching and purring to meet them, and Jan caught him to her
-heart.
-
-“O my poor, dear Tommy Traddles!” she cried. “He has got so handsome,
-and strong, and loving! And he does play hide and seek so beautifully
-with me. Will you promise to take just as good care of him as I do,
-Gwen and Gladys? And will you swear--honest, true, black and blue--not
-to let him get left behind to starve in the streets when you go to the
-country?”
-
-“Now, Jan, if you suppose we’d be the sort of people to turn an animal
-out! Of all the mean, selfish things to do! It makes me furious to
-see the poor creatures who are used to being petted wandering around
-frightened, sick, and hungry! I don’t see why you ask us such a
-thing as that! We don’t have to swear it,” said Gwen, with genuine
-indignation.
-
-“Well, I beg your pardon. I know you wouldn’t, but so many people are
-careless,” said Jan contritely. “Syd will look after Drom. And now I’m
-going to pack.”
-
-“If you touch one thing I’ll go crazy!” exclaimed Gladys energetically.
-“I could not stand it! I won’t believe you’re going. Get on your things
-and come down to your stuffy historical graves, but don’t you pack! You
-haven’t the least, dimmest idea of how Gwen and I feel--you don’t care
-one bit for leaving us!”
-
-Jan turned and flung her arms around Gwen and Gladys with a face as
-variable as the month, all smiles and tears. “O my dears, my dears!
-Yes, I do!” she cried. “I wish I were twins! Can’t you understand how
-glad I’ll be to see dear old Crescendo and my precious family, and yet
-how I want, and want, and want you? I’d like to go and stay at the same
-time.”
-
-“And we only want you to stay, you see,” said Gwen, trying to smile.
-“It’s almost like losing my eyes over again, Janet Lochinvar! You have
-been such a dear old darling, and done so much for me!”
-
-“Not as much as for me,” said Gladys mournfully. “I’m another girl.”
-
-“Never mind if you are, Gladys; you’re nicer all the time,” said Jan.
-“So try to bear up.”
-
-“We’ll go down and see St. Paul’s, and then we’ll go to Trinity,”
-announced Gladys, rising with the air of one ready to sacrifice herself
-for the public weal. “And we’ll rally around you every minute that’s
-left.”
-
-“Syd, Jack, will you go with us down in town to explore mustiness for
-Jan?” called Gwen up the stairs. And the boys threw themselves on the
-banisters, and slid down promptly, ready for any expedition.
-
-Jan stood, awe-struck, beside the tomb where Alexander Hamilton
-was laid to sleep after his tragic end, and where now the hurrying
-thousands of the modern city surge up the narrow, steep street skirting
-his resting-place in the pursuit of a little of the success he sought,
-attained, and which slipped through his fingers at last.
-
-Still more was she thrilled by the old-time pew in St. Paul’s where
-Washington sat praying in his strong heart for the nation struggling
-into life. Gwen shared her enthusiasm, and Sydney understood, though he
-pretended to laugh at it. But Gladys declared she could not see what
-there was to get excited about. Suppose Washington _had_ sat in
-that pew, what then? He was a real man, who really lived; he had to
-sit somewhere. If it hadn’t been there, it would have been somewhere
-else--what was there to make a fuss about? Gladys’s prosaic mind, which
-had not a grain of the poet’s nor the student’s element in its make-up,
-tolerated, but could not share her cousin’s raptures.
-
-The Graham quartet dutifully escorted Jan up to the Jumel house, and
-up to Columbia Library, and to see the tablet commemorating the battle
-of Harlem Heights, but in turn they demanded of her less improving,
-and more amusing pilgrimages. They took her down to Manhattan Beach to
-see the ocean for the first time, and Miss Lochinvar had to admit that
-nothing in the West could equal that stupendous first sight of the
-breakers rolling in from England, and tumbling at her feet--though she
-retracted the admission with a possible reservation in favor of the
-Yellowstone, which she had not seen. And at last there were no more
-expeditions, but three days of absolute devotion to one another, in
-which Jan packed, while the others watched her rearrange her treasures,
-and tried to keep up the cheerfulness which they had agreed must speed
-their parting guest, though it was a cheerfulness veiled in deep purple.
-
-Jan had to have a large new trunk to supplement the shabby little one
-with which she arrived, for many and marvelous were the contributions
-the Grahams poured into Jan’s hands to take to the children in
-Crescendo.
-
-All the girls--and most of the boys--whom Jan had known since her
-arrival came often to see her, for to the surprise, not only of herself
-but her cousins, who did not realize that outsiders had felt modest
-Janet’s charm, Miss Lochinvar seemed to have won everybody’s affection.
-“Come and see me in Crescendo,” she said to them all with boundless
-hospitality, and Gladys felt no dismay at the thought that they might
-take her at her word; so thoroughly had she learned true values.
-
-Gwen and Gladys grudged a moment spent on visitors; the moments were
-growing so few in which they should see Jan’s pretty face, and watch it
-cloud at the thought of parting or break into dimples over something
-pleasant. Even Cena North and Dorothy Schuyler were in the way, though
-the latter was the one to whom Gwen looked for consolation when she
-should be bereft of Jan.
-
-At last the night came when for the last time Jan should lie down in
-her pretty room, and all the cousins hung around her till the latest
-possible moment--even Jerry being allowed to sit up until she fell
-asleep in Jan’s lap.
-
-“We’ll keep a diary and send it to each other twice a week--that’s
-settled,” said Gwen. “And I want to tell you one thing, Jan. I know now
-I was a silly to think North & Company would publish my novel, and I
-was a greater silly to think I could write a novel, and the greatest
-silly of all to think that it was nicer to be famous than a lovely,
-homely girl. If you like to know that you turned your cousin from a
-goose into a girl with a grain of sense, you may have that pleasure.”
-
-“And here’s another,” said Gladys. “You know I’m not quite as bad a
-goose as I was, and it’s all your doing.”
-
-Sydney said nothing then, but when, later, Jan went up to say good
-night to Drom, he put out his hand. “I may not get a chance to tell
-you to-morrow when they’re all around,” he said, “but I’m getting on
-better at school--working better and all that--and I don’t see much of
-the wild boys, and I’m getting on fine working with the professor up at
-college. And father says I may take up civil engineering if I like, so
-I guess I’ll go to college after all. And if you hadn’t come and made
-things pleasant here I don’t believe I’d have been anywhere. I thought
-you might like to know.”
-
-“It’s all because you are so good to me that you fancy I’ve done
-things. I never did a thing, but just be a humdrum, every-day little
-girl,” said Jan.
-
-“Nothing but be Janet Howe--Miss Lochinvar, I mean; we know,” said
-Sydney. And Jan ran down-stairs to cry a little and laugh a little that
-on the morrow she was to set out for Crescendo, and to be glad and
-grateful that the clan of Graham rated her so inexplicably high.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII
-
-“WITH A SMILE ON HER LIPS AND A TEAR IN HER EYE”
-
-
-The household was early astir on the following morning, although Miss
-Lochinvar was not to go into the West until early in the afternoon--not
-to start, that is.
-
-But it was a pity to waste time sleeping, when, as Gladys pathetically
-said, Jan would have time enough to sleep on the cars when she was all
-alone.
-
-The cook--who was usually as grumpy as her profession seems liable to
-make people--outdid herself in her efforts to get up a luncheon-box for
-Miss Jan which should lighten her journey and weighten--now isn’t it a
-shame there is not such a fine verb as that?--her own slender frame.
-Susan was clipping the stems of the flowers she had gone out early to
-buy and putting them between damp cotton on the ice in the butler’s
-pantry. There seemed to be no one, from the top to the bottom of the
-big house, which had struck Jan on her entrance to it as so cold and
-empty, who was not eager to show regret at losing, and desire to serve
-Miss Lochinvar.
-
-Gwen and Gladys had begged Jan to bring her things into Gwen’s room,
-and let them all dress together, not to lose one moment of the precious
-few left them. And it was with no small difficulty that Jan managed her
-toilet, for one cousin insisted on buttoning her shoes, while the other
-brushed her hair; Gwen tied her ribbon, while Gladys fastened down her
-collar in the back, and she was so inundated with tender services,
-interspersed with sighs and caresses that she--not being accustomed
-to a maid--began to wonder if she should be ready, not merely for
-breakfast, but for the train at somewhere about two in the afternoon.
-
-Viva, the unobtrusive, insisted on her right, as the elder, to take the
-place beside Jan at breakfast for which Jerry was clamoring, and Jack
-made himself detestable to both his small sisters by appropriating it
-for himself while they were disputing.
-
-The three girls came down like a group of the graces, Jan in the
-middle, supported by tall Gwen on one side and Gladys on the other,
-each with an arm around Miss Lochinvar, who encircled them with hers.
-
-Sydney, who did not approve of sentimental affection, though he was
-quite as sorry to part with Jan as his sisters could be, laughed as
-they entered. “Hang on to one another, girls!” he said. “If you hug Jan
-tight enough maybe the train won’t start till three.”
-
-No one had much appetite that morning--no one but Mr. and Mrs. Graham,
-who ate their breakfast with what Viva found almost heartless calmness.
-She was not able to conceive of a state of mind in which departures
-mean the possibility of return, nor had she journeyed far enough into
-life to learn that “journeys end,” not only “in lovers’ meeting,” but
-in all kinds of pleasant meetings. Jan’s uncle and aunt were confident
-that she would return to them soon, but to the younger folk the
-parting seemed eternal, the distance between New York and Crescendo an
-impassable gulf, and even the recollection of what and whom awaited her
-at the end of her travels could not sustain Jan’s spirits under the
-present gloom.
-
-“I’ll be down to the station, Miss Lochinvar, and start you properly
-with the conductor of the train and of the sleeping-car, and with the
-porter,” said Jan’s uncle, putting out his hand for a brief farewell.
-“I’ve got you a whole section, so you won’t have any one dropping down
-on you to-night through the ceiling of your berth, and there’ll be no
-one sitting opposite to you through the day. Don’t forget that both
-seats are yours, and don’t let any one bother you, by the way. However,
-I’ll fix that with the proper authorities.--Get down to the train a
-little early, Tina, and see that Jan’s trunks are checked, if I’m a
-trifle late--it’s a bad hour to leave Exchange, just before closing,
-but I’ll be there. Don’t look so melancholy, chicks; we couldn’t have
-the fun of getting Jan back, if we never let her go.” And Mr. Graham
-was off, wondering if he had ever taken small events so ponderously.
-
-“Now, Aunt Tina, when are you all coming out to see us?” asked Jan,
-as the family, excepting only its head, gathered in the library with
-that tentative feeling of waiting one has when some one is going away,
-although it is hours before the time to start.
-
-“All of us? At once?” laughed her aunt. “Never, I hope, for your
-mother’s sake.”
-
-“Well, when will you let the children come? I want them all--first, the
-three oldest, if you won’t send them all at once, and then Jack and
-Viva. Still, it would be much better if you let them come with Syd and
-Gwen and Gladys to look after them,” Jan persisted.
-
-“I hardly see how we can arrange the details of their coming just now,”
-Mrs. Graham said, smiling at Jan’s earnestness. “You see we are all
-disposed of for the next five months at the seashore--and I can not
-cease to regret that you could not have at least one week there with
-us, for the New England coast is so glorious that you would not feel
-that you had seen the sea at Manhattan Beach if you could get a glimpse
-of it tumbling in over those piled-up rocks. However, next summer, I
-hope, you will. Then after this summer comes school again, and Sydney
-will enter college if he keeps up his present pace.” And his mother
-smiled proudly at the handsome boy for whom in her secret heart there
-was an especial soft spot. “I think the most probable thing is that you
-will return to us. It would be very nice if you could come back in the
-fall, and if in the summer your mother and one or two of the younger
-children could join us. I don’t see much prospect of any of us going
-West, Janet, for after Gwen and Gladys are a little further on in their
-studies they must go to Europe to learn to see art properly, and to
-learn something of other peoples than their own. But we can not plan;
-we might be able to make a flying trip with the older children to the
-Yellowstone, and stop at Crescendo. There’s no way of being sure of the
-future, impatient Miss Lochinvar! If you girls are going to call on the
-Misses Larned and Dorothy and Cena before luncheon you would better be
-about it, for we must lunch at quarter after twelve to-day. There is
-the transfer-wagon at the door, and I hear the man bringing down your
-trunk, Jan.”
-
-Gwen and Gladys mournfully accompanied Jan on her farewell visit to her
-teachers, who parted from her with a glimmer of genuine regret showing
-through their elaborate expressions of their sense of loss.
-
-“It has been a great pleasure to teach you, Miss Howe,” said Miss
-Larned. “You are faithful to your tasks, docile, and amiable. I trust
-that the autumn will bring you back to us.”
-
-“We wouldn’t be able to bear letting her go if we thought it wouldn’t,
-Miss Larned,” said Gwen.
-
-Dorothy Schuyler and Cena North clung to Jan in precisely the same
-manner, though both assured her that they should be at the station to
-see her off. Jan only wrenched herself away by dwelling on that fact,
-and by promises to write very, very often.
-
-Sydney met the three distressed girls at the door, as they returned to
-luncheon. “Hallo, bluing-bags!” he cheerfully saluted. “They won’t have
-to begin watering Fifth Avenue for two or three days yet, will they?”
-
-“It wouldn’t be so bad to let you go if I could use my eyes to write
-you often,” said Gwen, as they mounted the stairs. “But when I think
-how lonely I’ll be, and how I can’t write, probably more than two or
-three times a week, I can not see how I shall get on.”
-
-“I’ll write you, and we’ll send that daily journal, and you’ll have
-Gladys,” said Jan cheerily.
-
-Gladys shook her head. “I shall only make it worse,” she said. “She’ll
-see a girl around, and it will remind her of you fearfully. Like that
-man in our Grecian mythology lesson--what’s his name?--who stood deep
-in water, and when he put his head down to drink it all slipped away,
-though he was nearly crazy with thirst.”
-
-“Oh, gracious, Gladys! What nonsense! As though Gwen cared as much
-for me as for you--her own sister!” cried Jan. “You’ve all been
-getting so well acquainted this winter that you won’t miss me at all,
-except at first. And you and Gwen enjoy each other fifty times more
-than you did.” And Jan pinched Gwen’s arm to remind her to indorse
-these statements, for they had agreed privately that Gladys needed
-encouragement in her efforts to be more sensible, and also that she
-needed affection to draw out her better side.
-
-“Yes, that’s so, Glad,” said Gwen promptly. “What with my being sick
-and in danger of being blind, and most of all with our having blessed
-Miss Lochinvar here to bring us all together, we are a much nicer
-family than we were, and I sha’n’t miss Jan anything like as much as
-I should if we weren’t getting to be really sisters. And I hope I’ll
-help you not to be lonely. And, Jan, I mean to do just what you say
-with Viva and Jack and Syd--especially Syd--and with Jerry, too, though
-she doesn’t count so much yet. I mean to be nice to them, and get them
-to love me and tell me things, and I see what you mean about its being
-better to have them than to have fame--though I can’t help hoping I’ll
-do something fine in the world yet.”
-
-“I’m certain sure you will; you can’t help it with all your talents,”
-said Jan with the profound conviction so precious to an aspiring but
-undeveloped genius.
-
-“Maybe I can learn to teach the children to like me too,” said Gladys
-with new and most becoming modesty, though not with the clearest form
-of expression.
-
-After luncheon, eaten hastily and with a certainty of being late for
-her train on the part of the departing one, the Grahams’ landau drove
-up to the door. Jan had arrived without other escort than Nurse Hummel,
-but there was no question of Miss Lochinvar’s going away in like
-manner. There was not one of the Grahams--not even Sydney--who did not
-stand on the right to see Jan off. Sydney climbed up on the box with
-Henry, and they took Jack between them. Mrs. Graham sat on the back
-seat, with Jerry on her knee; Gladys, Jan, and Viva were to ride on the
-front seat, with Gwen beside her mother.
-
-“Come, girls!” called Mrs. Graham, consulting her watch. “Viva, get
-out again and tell the girls to come.” Viva ran up the steps and
-encountered Jan in the hall, held fast in Nurse Hummel’s capacious
-embrace. Norah and Susan, Hannah the cook, and Maggie the laundress
-were waiting a chance to shake Miss Lochinvar’s hand and wish her
-Godspeed.
-
-“May der lieber Gott keep you and pring you back quick und safe,
-liebchen!” cried Hummie. “I haf not a little girl so goot und
-useful among der Americans seen as you. I vish I might shake your
-highly-to-be-respected mutter by der hant, und say to her how much
-she is lucky to haf you.” And Nurse Hummel reluctantly gave up Jan and
-ceased her eloquence, as badly Germanized as usual under emotion, as
-Viva cried out that her mother wanted Jan to come at once.
-
-“Good-by, Miss Janet; good luck to you!” said the other servants
-heartily, shaking the firm, warm hand Jan extended. Then with one
-parting squeeze for Drom, who implored, with eyes that seemed to see
-that Jan was leaving him altogether, to be taken, too, and a kiss on
-the glossy head of Tommy Traddles, whom Susan obligingly held, and
-who was highly disturbed by the excitement around him, Jan ran down
-the long steps which she had ascended for the first time with such
-different feelings. Now she could hardly see them for the tears in her
-eyes that she should see them no more.
-
-Tucked tightly in her third of the seat with Gladys and Viva, Jan
-looked up at the big house as Henry started away from it. It looked
-just as impassive and irresponsive as on the day when she saw it first,
-but she loved it, for within its walls she had found love.
-
-“Don’t eye the house so gloomily, Jan, dear,” said Mrs. Graham. “It is
-only waiting for you to come back, and it will not wait long, I hope.”
-
-At the station they found Dorothy Schuyler and Cena North there before
-them, laden with flowers and candy, and a book apiece. Gwen and Gladys
-had provided Jan with a book, Sydney and Jack had given her candy and
-magazines, and flowers already filled her hands. They could not help
-laughing as they saw Dorothy and Cena’s contributions, for Jan could
-not have eaten and read on her journey all the food for body and mind
-with which she was encumbered if she had been going across the ocean
-on one of the slow Atlantic transports. Mr. Graham arrived just as his
-wife came back from checking Jan’s trunks; he, too, carried a box of
-candy, and stopped dismayed as he saw the supply already in Jan’s hands.
-
-“Dear me, Janet; I wish I had brought you a box of pepsin tablets,
-instead of more sweets! Pray don’t eat all this candy--bestow it on the
-crying baby you’re certain to find on the train--it’s always there,” he
-said. “Now, we will all go over on the ferry with Miss Lochinvar,
-put her snugly in her section, and then sing: ‘Hurrah for the wild
-and woolly!’” The smiles that met this effort at cheerfulness on Mr.
-Graham’s part were feeble. The escort got into motion, and passed out
-on the upper deck of the big ferry-boat, all trying to keep next Jan,
-who could not have accommodated them all if she had had more sides than
-an octagon.
-
-[Illustration: The last glimpse of Jan.]
-
-Mr. Graham and Sydney stowed away her bag and parcels in the rack.
-Sydney suggested that they put up a sign, “Fresh every hour,” for
-the parcels were so preponderatingly representative of a famous
-confectioner.
-
-“Good-by, Jan. Write every week at least,” cried Dorothy and Cena,
-recognizing that Jan’s family had a claim to the last embraces.
-
-“Good-by, dear little Janet. Tell Jennie to send you back by September
-if she doesn’t want me to go out and get you,” said Jan’s uncle,
-kissing her warmly.
-
-“That wouldn’t scare her,” sobbed Jan, clinging to him.
-
-“Good-by, dear. Tell your mother that I feel as though I had lost
-one of the dearest of my own children,” said Aunt Tina, no longer
-indifferent, but with something suspiciously like a sob in her voice.
-
-“So long, Miss Lochinvar. I wish I were going with you,” said Sydney,
-clasping both Jan’s hands tight with sixteen-year-old sensitiveness to
-kissing his cousin publicly.
-
-But Jan threw both arms around his neck, and kissed him many times,
-quite speechless with emotion, and Sydney did not find it unpleasant to
-have her love for him thus proved.
-
-Jack gave Jan a fierce farewell hug, which she warmly returned.
-
-Viva and Jerry were hanging on Jan’s neck as the others bade her
-good-by, and Mr. Graham had to detach them violently and bear them away
-under the inducement of waving their hands to her through the window.
-
-Gladys kissed Jan good-by, sobbing with all her might. “Please, please
-forgive me all over again, dear, dearest Jan,” she whispered.
-
-Gwen came last of all, and to her Jan clung most fondly, realizing then
-that of all the cousins she was leaving, this one was the dearest.
-
-“I’m glad I had you, Miss Lochinvar,” whispered Gwen, feeling that
-this name was the only one with which she could part from Jan.
-
-Jan did not speak, but the kiss with which she said good-by to
-noble-hearted Gwen told her how much Miss Lochinvar loved her.
-
-The Grahams drew up in line outside the window, wiping away tears with
-one hand as they waved the other, and made futile efforts to speak to
-Jan through the double glass.
-
-At last the wheels moved, the train got into motion, and rolled slowly
-out of the station.
-
-Jan knelt on the seat, and pressed her wet face against the glass,
-crying, though they whom she was leaving behind could not hear her,
-“Good-by, good-by!”
-
-The last glimpse they had of Jan was a rainbow one, tears running down
-her cheeks, while her lips smiled at them. And they turned away toward
-the ferry feeling that a big piece of the heart of each of them had
-gone with sweet little Miss Lochinvar back into the West.
-
-
-THE END
-
-
-
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-<p style='display:block; margin-top:1em; margin-bottom:0; margin-left:2em; text-indent:-2em'>Title: Miss Lochinvar</p>
-<p style='display:block; margin-left:2em; text-indent:0; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:1em;'>A Story for Girls</p>
- <p style='display:block; margin-top:1em; margin-bottom:0; margin-left:2em; text-indent:-2em'>Author: Marion Ames Taggart</p>
- <p style='display:block; margin-top:1em; margin-bottom:0; margin-left:2em; text-indent:-2em'>Illustrators: W. L. Jacobs</p>
- <p style='display:block; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0; margin-left:2em;'>Bayard F. Jones</p>
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-<div style='margin-top:2em; margin-bottom:4em'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MISS LOCHINVAR ***</div>
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-<hr class="divider" />
-<h1>MISS LOCHINVAR</h1>
-<hr class="divider2" />
-
-<div class="x-ebookmaker-drop figcenter width500" id="cover2">
- <img src="images/cover2.jpg" width="500" height="757" alt="Cover" />
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-<div class="figcenter width500" id="frontispiece">
- <img src="images/frontispiece.jpg" width="500" height="706" alt="Frontispiece" />
- <div class="caption"><p class="center nmb">Janet looked up and down the house which was to be her home.</p>
- <p class="right nmt">(See page <a href="#frontis">19</a>.)</p></div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-
-<div class="section">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<p class="center p180">MISS LOCHINVAR</p>
-
-<p class="center p120"><i>A STORY FOR GIRLS</i></p>
-
-<p class="center p120 mt3">BY<br />
-MARION AMES TAGGART</p>
-
-<p class="center mt3"><i>Illustrated by<br />
-W. L. Jacobs and Bayard F. Jones</i></p>
-
-<div class="figcenter width200" id="title">
- <img src="images/title.jpg" width="200" height="213" alt="Title page" />
-</div>
-
-<p class="center p110">NEW YORK<br />
-D. APPLETON AND COMPANY<br />
-1902</p>
-</div>
-
-
-<div class="section">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<p class="center smcap">Copyright, 1902<br />
-By D. APPLETON AND COMPANY</p>
-
-<p class="center pr10"><i>Published September, 1902</i></p>
-</div>
-
-
-<div class="section">
-<hr class="divider2 x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<p class="center lh">TO<br />
-<span class="p120">POLLY AND JO
-IN THE WEST</span>.</p>
-</div>
-
-
-<div class="section">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_vii"></a>vii</span>
-</div>
-
-<h2 id="contents">CONTENTS</h2>
-
-<table summary="Contents">
-<tr>
-<th class="tdr">CHAPTER</th>
-<th class="tdr2" colspan="2">PAGE</th>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">I.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“Young Lochinvar is come out of the west”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#i">1</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">II.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“He alighted at Netherby gate”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#ii">13</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">III.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“So boldly he enter’d the Netherby hall”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#iii">28</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">IV.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“Among bridesmen and kinsmen and brothers
-and all”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#iv">43</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">V.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“And, save his good broadsword, he weapons
-had none”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#v">56</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">VI.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“He rode all unarm’d, and he rode all alone”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#vi">71</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">VII.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“Oh, come ye in peace here, or come ye in
-war?”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#vii">88</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">VIII.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“He stayed not for brake and he stopped not
-for stone”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#viii">102</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">IX.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“‘They’ll have fleet steeds that follow,’
-quoth young Lochinvar”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#ix">115</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">X.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“For a laggard in love and a dastard in
-war”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#x">133</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XI.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“There never was knight like the young
-Lochinvar”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#xi">146</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XII.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“’Twere better by far to have matched our
-fair cousin with young Lochinvar”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#xii">159</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XIII.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“‘Now tread we a measure,’ said young Lochinvar”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#xiii">172</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XIV.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“So faithful in love, and so dauntless in
-war”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#xiv">188</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr"><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_viii"></a>viii</span>
-XV.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“One touch to her hand, and one word in her
-ear”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#xv">202</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XVI.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“Have ye e’er heard of gallant like young
-Lochinvar?”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#xvi">216</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XVII.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“There was mounting ’mong Graemes of the
-Netherby clan”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#xvii">233</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XVIII.&mdash;</td>
-<td class="tdl smcap">“With a smile on her lips and a tear in her
-eye”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#xviii">247</a></td>
-</tr>
-</table>
-
-
-<div class="section">
-<hr class="divider2 x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_ix"></a>ix</span>
-</div>
-
-<h2 id="illustrations">LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS</h2>
-
-<table summary="Illustrations">
-<tr>
-<th class="tdr2" colspan="2">FACING PAGE</th>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdl">Janet looked up and down the house which was to
-be her home</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#frontispiece"><i>Frontispiece</i></a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdl">“My dear little niece, you don’t know how glad
-I am to see you”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#mydear">37</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdl">The story-telling party</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#thestory">81</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdl">“You brutes! To treat a little dog like that!”</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#youbrutes">106</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdl">A ringing cheer announced Jan the victor</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#aringing">124</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdl">The impromptu ball began without the loss of a
-moment</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#theimpromptu">181</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdl">“You’re not going to be blind, not one bit!” said
-Jack</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#yourenot">219</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdl">The last glimpse of Jan</td>
-<td class="tdr2"><a href="#thelast">259</a></td>
-</tr>
-</table>
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_x"></a>x<br /><a id="Page_1"></a>1</span>
-</div>
-<p class="center p180">MISS LOCHINVAR</p>
-
-<h2 id="i">CHAPTER I<br />
-<span>“YOUNG LOCHINVAR IS COME OUT OF THE WEST”</span></h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> big dining-room looked a trifle dreary in spite of the splendor of
-its appointments; in spite, too, of the fact that there were enough
-children’s faces around the long table to have brightened it. But
-though the six owners of these faces ranged between the happy ages of
-sixteen and three, and were all healthy young folk, they lacked the
-blithe look they should have worn, and so failed in illumining the
-stately room.</p>
-
-<p>The youngest member of the house of Graham, a pretty child, had
-wrinkled her brow until it looked like a pan of cream set in a very
-breezy dairy. This was because the nurse-maid stood behind her chair,
-an indignity little Geraldine&mdash;known as Jerry&mdash;resented bitterly,
-though it recurred at each breakfast and lunch hour. She<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_2"></a>2</span> showed her
-resentment by deliberately putting her spoon, full of oatmeal and
-cream, into her mouth upside down every time the maid’s eyes strayed
-for a moment, and also, painful though it be to record, by stretching
-her kid-shoed foot around her high chair in sly and unamiable attempts
-to kick her humiliating attendant.</p>
-
-<p>The eldest, a boy of sixteen, breakfasted in silence, with a sullen
-air of aloofness from his family, and a secretive expression foreign
-to his naturally frank and handsome face. The three girls, and one boy
-ranging between him and Jerry, seemed rather to regard the meal as
-something to be gone through with before they were free to attend to
-matters interesting to each, than as a happy hour spent together before
-separating for the day.</p>
-
-<p>The mother of this numerous brood was pretty and graceful, but she
-looked harassed, and as though she lived in perpetual fear of missing
-an appointment&mdash;which was indeed the case.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Graham was a broker. Sydney, the oldest boy, said it took all his
-father’s time to “be a broker and not broke,” and this was<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_3"></a>3</span> strictly
-true. He was immersed in business too deeply to leave time or thought
-for much else. He had an expensive family, and though he was accounted
-a rich man, the uncertain ways of stocks in rising and falling always
-made it possible for him to become a comparatively poor one. So in the
-stress of laying the foundations of a handsome inheritance for his six
-sons and daughters he had little chance to make their acquaintance,
-though he was an indulgent father, and looked forward to the day, which
-did not dawn, when he should have leisure to know them.</p>
-
-<p>It was Mr. Graham who suddenly aroused his inert family to keen
-interest in what was going on around them.</p>
-
-<p>“What day of the month is this&mdash;the thirteenth?” he asked, as his eye
-fell on the date-line of his newspaper, served with his coffee.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; to-morrow is the day for us to dine with the Robesons,” said his
-wife.</p>
-
-<p>“To-morrow is the day for our niece to arrive,” retorted Mr. Graham.
-“Don’t forget to have her met, in case it slips my memory to-morrow
-when Henry drives me down.”</p>
-
-<p>“Our niece! Arrives! What can you<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_4"></a>4</span> mean?”
-cried Mrs. Graham, in shrill
-surprise, as she dropped her fork with a clatter which would have
-called down a reprimand on Jerry.</p>
-
-<p>“I told you, didn’t I?” asked Mr. Graham, with an uneasy recollection
-that he had not mentioned the matter, having a cowardly doubt as to
-how his tidings would be received. “It’s my sister’s little girl&mdash;my
-sister Jennie, you know, who married and settled out west in Crescendo.
-Jennie’s husband has made her very happy&mdash;he’s a first-rate fellow&mdash;but
-he hasn’t made her, nor any one else, including himself, rich. I
-imagine they have to scramble along on rather slender provision for
-a large brood; they have a big family. I don’t hear from Jennie very
-often, and she never complains, but her last letter&mdash;it came nearly
-two months ago&mdash;had a tone of sadness, and betrayed more than she
-realized of anxiety. I answered it, and I told her to send her oldest
-girl&mdash;Joan&mdash;Jane&mdash;no, Janet&mdash;Janet on here to us to go to school with
-our girls this winter. She’s about Gwen and Gladys’s age. She won’t
-be any trouble to us, and I fancy it will be considerable help to her
-mother. So Jennie’s husband wrote me that<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_5"></a>5</span> the child would come, and
-she’ll be here to-morrow.”</p>
-
-<p>Gwendoline, the oldest girl, who was fifteen; Gladys, the second
-one, who was thirteen; seven-year-old Genevieve, and Ivan, a boy of
-nearly eleven, stared at each other and at their parents in dumb
-amazement. Mrs. Graham flushed with annoyance; only the presence of the
-waitress and little Geraldine’s despised custodian restrained her from
-expressing that annoyance forcibly. As it was, she said: “I can not
-understand, Mr. Graham, how you could have added the care of another
-child to me, who have six of my own to look after, without so much as
-consulting me in the matter!”</p>
-
-<p>“But you don’t look after us, mamma,” said Ivan, quite cheerfully,
-and with no idea of complaining. “You are too busy with all your
-committees and teas and clubs and things. So she won’t be any bother,
-and maybe she’ll be nice.” Ivan&mdash;who despised his Russian name, and had
-succeeded in compelling his family to call him Jack as soon as he had
-learned the names were equivalent to each other&mdash;was a warm-hearted,
-hot-tempered, honest little fellow, who did not<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_6"></a>6</span> seem to belong to the
-city splendors. “Jack had reverted,” his father said, “to his ancestral
-stock”; one could easily imagine him happily driving cows on his
-grandfather’s farm among the New Hampshire hills.</p>
-
-<p>“I admit, my dear, that it was not quite fair to spring this little
-girl on you, as Jack would say, but I think the boy takes the true view
-of it. One girl more or less will not matter in a family like this one,
-and all the difference she will make will be a third bill to me for
-tuition at Miss Larned’s school,” said Mr. Graham, trying to speak with
-an assurance he did not feel.</p>
-
-<p>“But to us, papa!” cried Gladys, reproachfully. “It will mean more
-than that to us. Gwen and I will have to introduce her to the girls;
-she will expect to go about with us, and just fancy a poor girl from a
-little Western town in our set!”</p>
-
-<p>Gwendoline&mdash;Mrs. Graham had had the happy thought of naming all her
-daughters with the same initial, repeating that of their family
-name&mdash;Gwendoline laughed scornfully at her sister’s remark. “I believe
-I should rather<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_7"></a>7</span> enjoy livening up those girls,” she said. “I honestly
-don’t see how she could have worse manners than some of them if she
-came off an Indian reservation. You know, I just despise those silly,
-giggling, affected girls, with their grown-up nonsense. They’re not all
-like that, though. But then the nice ones would understand and make
-allowance for her being a girl from a little town&mdash;nice people always
-understand, I’ve noticed that. But what I think is she’ll be a nuisance
-around the house. Goodness knows, I don’t want one single person more
-to make a noise and get under foot when I want to do things!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, all you care for is writing, or daubing, or singing, or spouting
-plays!” began Gladys, wrathfully; but little Genevieve, whom they
-called Viva, interrupted her: “I wish she wasn’t so big. Are you
-certain sure, papa, she’s as old as Gwen and Gladys? Because there
-doesn’t be any one to play with me in this house.”</p>
-
-<p>“She is fourteen,” said Mr. Graham. “And, Gwen and Gladys, I wish
-you to remember that this Janet Howe is your own cousin, my sister’s
-child, and I want you to treat her kindly and<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_8"></a>8</span> make her happy. Many’s
-the scrape her mother got me out of when I was a boy at home. There
-never was a better sister than Jennie; no boy could have dreamed
-an improvement on her. I always preferred her as a companion to my
-brothers; she could row, fish, and bait her own hook and take off her
-fish when she had caught them, too!&mdash;and she was as sweet-tempered and
-loving as the day was long. I often wish you children were the friends
-Jen and I used to be! But you each go your own way, and neither cares a
-pin for any one else’s interests. Perhaps it is the result of living in
-New York instead of in the peaceful town where I was born.”</p>
-
-<p>The children rarely had heard any reference to their father’s early
-days, and they listened to this outburst with an interest that made
-them forget their grievance for a moment. Then Jack spoke: “Do you
-suppose that this girl is as nice as her mother, papa?” he said. “Do
-you suppose she can bait a hook and sail a boat?”</p>
-
-<p>“Those things are not always inherited,” his father answered, laughing.
-“There is not much chance to fish or sail in the middle of a prairie,
-and Crescendo is a prairie town. But I have<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_9"></a>9</span> no doubt that your cousin
-Janet will be as nice a little girl as you could find anywhere. I can’t
-conceive of Jennie having any other than a nice daughter, and I am sure
-you will be very grateful to me for getting her here.”</p>
-
-<p>“I shan’t be,” said Gladys, decidedly. “I can’t possibly go about with
-a Wild West Show, papa.”</p>
-
-<p>“Gladys,” said her father, in a tone his children rarely heard. “You
-forget to whom you are speaking, and that you are speaking of my
-dearest sister’s daughter. Let me hear one more syllable like that, or
-see one glimmer of that spirit toward your cousin Janet, and you will
-be sent to a boarding-school, where you will not go about with any
-one. I shall invite whom I please to my own house, and my daughters
-will treat them with courtesy. Remember what I say, and you, too,
-Gwendoline, Sydney, Jack, and Viva.”</p>
-
-<p>Gwen laughed good-naturedly. “I won’t treat her badly, papa, though you
-can’t expect me to be precisely glad she is coming,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>Gladys looked sullen, but Jerry saved the day by stretching her arms
-very wide, a<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_10"></a>10</span> piece of bread in one hand, her dripping teaspoon in
-the other. “I will love her,” she announced, speaking for the first
-time; she had been turning from one to the other during this exciting
-conversation. “I will div her my o’meal po’dge, out of er spoon wight
-side up. An’ I’ll let Tsusan ’tand ahind her tchair,” added the small
-hypocrite, nodding her golden curls benignly, and turning to smile
-beatifically at her nurse-maid.</p>
-
-<p>It was impossible not to laugh at this noble exhibition of generosity,
-and with this laugh the breakfast party broke up.</p>
-
-<p>“It is really very trying, Howard, to have a girl, of whom we know
-nothing, and just the age of our girls, thrust upon our poor dears for
-the entire winter, not to mention my part of the burden,” said Mrs.
-Graham, as she followed her husband into the hall. “I really can not
-blame poor Gwen and Gladys for feeling as they do. I should have said
-more myself, but that I did not care to discuss family matters before
-the servants, or encourage the children in their apprehensions, and
-their tendency to disobey you.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_11"></a>11</span>
-“Oh, it will be all right, Tina!” said Mr. Graham, easily. “We have
-talked about it too long; a small girl of fourteen or so is not worth
-so much discussion. I’ll meet you to-night at seven, if you like, at
-Delmonico’s, and we’ll go to the theater after we dine. Henry can bring
-down my evening clothes when he meets me. I have a directors’ meeting
-after Exchange closes, and I can’t get home to dress before dinner.”</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Graham’s face cleared, as her husband felt sure that it would,
-at this proposition, but she said reproachfully, as she kissed him
-good-by: “You know our club has its semiannual dinner to-night, Howard,
-and you promised to come later and hear the speeches.”</p>
-
-<p>“Merciful powers! Don’t mention such trifles as an extra girl or two in
-the house after that!” groaned Mr. Graham, in mock despair, as he got
-into his overcoat. “I really believe I did!”</p>
-
-<p>“When did you say that this Miss Lochinvar was to come out of the West,
-father?” asked Sydney, delaying on his way through the hall. Throughout
-the discussion at the table the eldest born had not spoken.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_12"></a>12</span>
-“To-morrow; will you go with one of the girls in the carriage to meet
-her?” asked his father, looking up with a laugh for the apt nickname.</p>
-
-<p>“Couldn’t possibly; I am booked for football with our team,” said
-Sydney, resuming his way, having stopped as his father spoke. “I wish
-Miss Lochinvar joy, though; if she has plenty of brothers and sisters
-she’s likely to be lonesome in this crowd.”</p>
-
-<p>Gwendoline and Gladys sauntered along as he said these words, and
-stopped short with a peal of exultant laughter. “Miss Lochinvar! Well,
-if that isn’t the very best name for her!” they cried in a breath. “We
-shall always call her that. Isn’t Sydney too clever!” But in Gwen’s
-laugh there was only pure amusement at the fun of the thing, while in
-Gladys’s mirth there was a ring of spite.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_13"></a>13</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="ii">CHAPTER II<br />
-<span>“HE ALIGHTED AT NETHERBY GATE”</span></h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> question of meeting the little stranger from Crescendo was solved
-by sending Nurse Hummel to the station, as probably any one of the
-Graham family could have prophesied that it would be. Most things in
-that household connected with a child fell into Nurse Hummel’s hands.
-She had come to take charge of Sydney when he was a youth one month
-old, with more nebulous features than are considered desirable for
-perfect beauty. Consequently she had presided over the earliest moments
-of the life of each of the succeeding Graham babies; had nursed them
-with love no mere money could recompense through childish and more
-serious illnesses, and cherished them with all the warmth of her big
-German heart, early bereft of the love of her husband and her own only
-little child.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_14"></a>14</span>
-To Nurse Hummel the Grahams repaired with their griefs, not to their
-busy mother; and “Hummie” was so fond of them that while they were
-small they did not realize that there were children whose mothers could
-give them more attention than theirs did, and that mother-love is more
-satisfactory than any other.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Graham found at the last moment that she could not send Henry with
-the horses all the way over to the West Twenty-third Street Ferry; but
-Nurse Hummel was despatched, with instructions to select a hansom drawn
-by a lively horse, and to come up-town by the way of Fifth Avenue, so
-“Miss Lochinvar” would certainly enjoy her drive&mdash;probably enjoy it
-more than if she had been shut up in the Grahams’ more elegant brougham.</p>
-
-<p>The new cousin was not to arrive until afternoon, a fortunate thing,
-for though it never occurred to either Gwendoline or Gladys to go to
-meet her, they were most curious in regard to her, and very anxious to
-be in the house when she reached it.</p>
-
-<p>They were ensconced behind the long lace curtains of the library on the
-second floor, perfectly<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_15"></a>15</span> hidden, yet seeing perfectly, when the hansom
-drove up.</p>
-
-<p>Janet Howe had not talked much during that drive, though Nurse Hummel
-tried in her most motherly way to draw her out. She thought that the
-little girl was bewildered into silence by the splendor, confusion,
-and hubbub of the second city of the world, but though this was in a
-measure true, it was not the main cause of Janet’s quietness.</p>
-
-<p>All the way during the last half of her two days’ journey&mdash;the first
-half being given up to longing for the beloved faces and little house
-which she had left behind&mdash;Janet had let her thoughts leap forward to
-the dear cousins, the aunt and uncle who were awaiting her. She was
-all ready to love them; she <em>did</em> love them, for they were her
-blessed mother’s kindred, who were so good to her in taking her into
-their hearts and home, in letting her share the wealth she knew they
-possessed, and in sharing one another with her. She knew the names and
-ages of each one of them; that Sydney was very handsome and Gwen very
-clever. All the Howes knew their Eastern cousins literally by heart,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_16"></a>16</span>
-for they occupied in the minds of the little folk in the plain house
-in Crescendo a position something between an embodiment of perfect
-kinship and the princes and princesses of the fairy tales. And Janet
-knew and loved her Aunt Tina and her dearest Uncle Howard with positive
-worship, heightened, if possible, by their kindness to her in offering
-her this winter in New York. Her mother had talked to the children of
-her happy girlhood with her brother, until every little brook, every
-shaded path and meadow in the distant New Hampshire home, and every
-trick of voice and manner of this favorite brother Howard were as
-familiar to them as were their own lives and one another. Janet felt
-quite sure that when she descended upon the platform in the station and
-found all the Grahams drawn up in line to meet her, waving their hands
-and laughing&mdash;for that was the way the Howes always welcomed a stray
-guest to Crescendo&mdash;that she should be able to pick out each one with
-perfect accuracy. She should make no mistake as to which was Sydney,
-and which was Jack&mdash;she couldn’t very well, since there was nearly six
-years’ difference<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_17"></a>17</span> between them&mdash;nor which was Gwen and which Gladys,
-and quiet Viva, and dear little Geraldine, for whom she hungered most
-of all because she was precisely the age of her own precious youngest
-sister, her pet Poppet, as she called little Elizabeth. When she did
-descend upon the platform on the Jersey City side, a trifle sobered by
-the vastness of the station, the rush of the crowd, and the babel of
-sounds, there was no line of merry young faces anywhere in sight, no
-one that could be Uncle Howard or Aunt Tina, not even one who could be
-Sydney, Gwen, or Gladys. Janet caught her breath with a sharp pain,
-half fright, half bitter disappointment, and looked wildly around at
-the mad-appearing passengers, tearing through the chilly station with
-as frantic haste to catch the lumbering ferry-boat as if it had been as
-fast as a Bandersnatch.</p>
-
-<p>Just at that dreadful moment a woman in iron gray&mdash;all round, face,
-body, gait, and all&mdash;came toward Janet, smiling with sufficient
-expansiveness to cover the lack of several other smiles. “Is this
-little Miss Janet Howe from Crescendo?” she asked, with just enough
-of the<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_18"></a>18</span> German accent familiar in the West to make this meek, girlish
-Lochinvar feel comforted.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes. Where are my aunt and uncle, and my cousins?” cried Janet.
-“And who are you, if you please?”</p>
-
-<p>“I am Nurse Hummel, and I’ve come to take you to your friends,” said
-the rotund creature, with such assurance that “all was right in the
-world” that Janet began to suspect herself of unreason in expecting her
-relatives to meet her.</p>
-
-<p>“None of them could get down here to-day, but that doesn’t matter.
-You’ll soon find out that Nurse Hummel looks after all of you. I have
-taken care of every Graham child of them all since Master Sydney was a
-month old. Give me your check.”</p>
-
-<p>Nurse Hummel led the way, and Janet followed, somewhat reassured, but
-still with the lurking sense of disappointment. The capable woman gave
-the check for Janet’s battered little trunk to a transfer express, and
-put the child into a cab, drawn by the most frisky, high-headed horse
-at the New York side of the ferry. Then she got in herself, not without
-audible<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_19"></a>19</span> maledictions on joints that were less limber than in her youth.</p>
-
-<p>When the interesting, but confusing, drive ended in the frisky horse
-being pulled up so short before the Graham’s door that he almost sat
-down on his pathetic, docked tail, <a id="frontis"></a>Janet looked up and down the house
-which was to be her home for many months. She saw a high, brownstone
-structure, differing not at all, apparently, from a long line of such
-edifices stretching westward from Fifth Avenue as far as she could see,
-and eastward again across it. Not a sign of life could she espy; not a
-curtain moved; not a face smiled at her; not a hand waved, still less
-was there the shouting, gesticulating bevy of cousins on the front
-steps which she had hoped to see.</p>
-
-<p>But she was not arriving unnoted. Behind the curtains on the second
-floor five eager faces peered out to catch the first glimpse of her.
-The Graham children saw a short girl, not quite as tall as Gladys, with
-soft, rounding curves throughout her body; a face that was decidedly
-pretty, but very pathetic; with big, wistful brown eyes, looking
-as if they might quickly be<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_20"></a>20</span> hidden by tears; brown hair, curling
-around a broad, white forehead; a skin with a hint of brown beneath
-its whiteness, and full, red lips meeting in soft curves, fashioned,
-unmistakably, for smiling, but now drooping at the corners in an
-attempt to keep them from quivering. They saw also a brown skirt and
-jacket, with reddish tints occasionally, showing wear, and revealing,
-to more experienced eyes, the fact that they had originally been made
-up with the other side of the goods out. A hopelessly unstylish hat
-surmounted the beautiful masses of red-brown hair, and woolen gloves
-completed a costume that made Gladys groan aloud at its confirmation of
-her worst fears. But Gwen, truly artistic, and with truer standards of
-judgment than her sister’s, unguided though they were, saw the facts
-which the shabbiness of her new cousin’s garments could not conceal
-from her more observant eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“She’s awfully pretty, Gladys,” she said. “And she looks like a lady,
-and she looks sweet, and&mdash;and&mdash;oh, I don’t know&mdash;trusty, like a dog.
-And, dear me, she is really <em>awfully</em> pretty; ever so much
-prettier than either of us.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_21"></a>21</span>
-Gladys gave a derisive sniff. “Pretty! Well, so she might be, if
-she looked decent, but, for goodness’ sake, what clothes! Why, our
-laundress’s girl looks better! Fancy taking such a guy to school! I
-shall die of mortiffication.”</p>
-
-<p>Gwen actually laughed. “Mor<em>tif</em>-fication, Gladys? Maybe bad
-pronunciation is as bad as old clothes, if you stop to think about it.
-And Mary Ellen Flynn does wear citified things, and frizzes and cheap
-lace, and so on, but I don’t know that I think she looks better than
-that girl down there. At any rate, I suppose there are other clothes
-in New York, and if it would save your life, we might make her look
-decent.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think she looks as though she could fish and sail a boat, too,”
-said Jack, who, while his sisters were frivolously discussing mere
-externals, had been silently considering the new cousin from the more
-important viewpoint of her possible inheritance of her mother’s talents.</p>
-
-<p>In the meantime, Norah, the waitress, had admitted Nurse Hummel and her
-charge, and poor Janet was heavy-heartedly climbing the long flight of
-stairs, without a voice to hail her<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_22"></a>22</span> coming. “We always meet people
-at home, Mrs. Hummel,” she said at last, in a trembling voice, as
-she paused at the landing to turn back to her guide, following with
-shortened breath. “Aren’t they glad to see me?”</p>
-
-<p>“What nonsense; just nonsense!” declared Nurse Hummel, with the
-increase of accent always perceptible when she was moved. “There iss
-different customs, that’s all. Ve iss not der same as you in der
-Vest. My younk ladies iss vaiting you in der library, alretty. Yet it
-vouldn’t haf hurt if someone came out mit greetings vonce,” she added
-to herself, half minded to be indignant for the coldness shown the
-little stranger, whose sweet and charming ways had immediately won her
-affection.</p>
-
-<p>As Nurse Hummel’s solid tread, passing Janet’s light one in the hall,
-fell on the ears of the group in the window, all but Jack and Viva
-stepped hastily forward, anxious not to appear to have been indulging
-in surreptitious curiosity.</p>
-
-<p>Nurse Hummel opened the door. “My dears,” she said, “here iss your
-cousin, quite safe, und as glad to see you as you are to see<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_23"></a>23</span> her.” And
-she gently pushed Janet past her toward her relatives.</p>
-
-<p>“How do you do?” said Gladys, in her most grown-up, and, as she fondly
-flattered herself, most elegant air. “I hope you are not too tired
-after your journey.” With which enthusiastic speech of welcome she bent
-gracefully forward and lightly pecked Janet’s cheek, apparently not
-seeing that the fresh young lips were ready to be met by hers.</p>
-
-<p>Now Gladys’s affectations always exasperated Gwen beyond bearing, no
-matter what called them forth, and she was really sorry for her cousin,
-who looked as bewildered as hurt by this piece of nonsense. So it was
-a commingling of temper and kindliness which made her own manner more
-than usually simple and hearty as she put her arms around Janet and
-kissed her, saying, “You look very nice, Janet, and I hope you will
-like New York and us.”</p>
-
-<p>Janet raised her wet eyes to the tall girl above her, returning the
-kiss with warmth and interest. “You’re Gwen, the clever one; I am
-sure I shall just love you,” she said, and Gwen smiled with sincere
-pleasure.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_24"></a>24</span>
-“Hallo, Jack! hallo, Viva!” cried Janet, partly restored to
-cheerfulness by Gwen’s welcome, and glad to display her ready knowledge
-of her family. “Come out here, and let me see you better. You don’t
-know how I miss Bob and Nannie; they’re your ages. And Geraldine! If I
-don’t love babies, then I don’t love anything on this whole earth! Do
-you think I’d scare her if I kissed her? Is she shy? Poppet is&mdash;just at
-first, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I don’t think she’s at all shy!” said Gladys. “She sees so many
-people; mamma receives a great deal, and Jerry sees quantities of
-people, because they always think they have to ask for the youngest.
-She isn’t much to rave over; she’s a cross, spoiled little kid, I
-think.”</p>
-
-<p>Janet stared at this remark, both because she had been taught that
-slang was not well-bred, and Gladys was so very fine-ladified, and
-because she could not imagine any one taking that attitude toward her
-baby sister. Jerry stamped her foot. “I’m not tross! You are tross,
-Tladys Traham! I love dis new one better’n you.” And she turned with
-an angelic smile to throw herself into Janet’s outstretched<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_25"></a>25</span> arms,
-which closed on her as their owner gave a quick sob, fancying they held
-Poppet to her breast.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re a darling, pretty, little petsy-cousin,” declared Janet, with
-such unmistakable sincerity that Jerry melted still more.</p>
-
-<p>“An’ you’re a darlin’, pretty, <em>bid</em>, pets’ tousin,” she retorted.
-And from that instant Janet had one devoted adherent in her new home.</p>
-
-<p>“Why do they call you Miss Lochinvar?” asked Viva, suddenly. She had
-been considering Janet with her own grave thoughtfulness, and her
-question fell like a bomb upon the ears of her shocked sisters.</p>
-
-<p>Janet looked quickly from one to the other of her two elder girl
-cousins.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you won’t mind, Janet; Syd called you that the morning we heard
-you were coming, and it was so nice we couldn’t help adopting it,” said
-Gwen, her color mounting high. “He didn’t mean it unkindly; neither did
-we. It was only because you were coming ‘out of the West,’ you know.
-You don’t mind, do you?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I don’t mind. Why should I?” replied<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_26"></a>26</span> Janet, with an uneasy little
-laugh. “Young Lochinvar carried everything before him. It is rather
-complimentary. And you might as well call me Jan. They always do at
-home; Janet seems so long. Though, of course, if you like it better, it
-doesn’t matter.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; Jan is cozy, and it suits you somehow,” said Gwen. “Don’t you
-want me to take you to your room? You must be tired, and feel all over
-cinders; I always do after I have been traveling.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thanks. Is Aunt Tina away?” asked Janet timidly.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, mamma is out; she has no end of things to attend to; she isn’t at
-home much,” said Gladys. “We are all dreadfully busy; I never have a
-moment myself! Papa dines here&mdash;no, he doesn’t either! Papa and mamma
-dine out to-night. Well, that’s just the way. You’ll find New York
-rather different from a little town.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’ll find New York very nice, and full of all sorts of things; it’s
-too big to be all one way,” said Gwen, filled with an unsisterly desire
-to shake Gladys’s high-and-mighty air out of her, as she saw the blank
-look of loneliness that came<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_27"></a>27</span> over the pretty, sensitive face before
-her. “Come up-stairs with me.&mdash;Gladys, you may tell the girls I won’t
-be around to-day.&mdash;Viva, you go with Hummie and Jerry.&mdash;Come on, Jan.”</p>
-
-<p>Janet followed the one friendly person, except the big nurse Gwen
-called “Hummie,” whom she had met in this strange household. Gwen put
-her arm around the little brown figure, and Jan returned her pressure,
-yet she kept her eyes down on the way up-stairs, lest Gwen should see
-the tears, and she could not help feeling that she had passed through
-a sort of mental Russian bath, plunging from the warm affection of her
-own humbler home, and her loving anticipations of this new one, into
-the actual chill of her welcome to it.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_28"></a>28</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="iii">CHAPTER III<br />
-<span>“SO BOLDLY HE ENTER’D THE NETHERBY HALL”</span></h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Janet</span> could not repress a cry of pleasure as Gwen threw open the door
-of her room, despondently as she had approached it. It was one of the
-smallest rooms in the large house, but it was quite big enough for one
-small girl, and it was so pretty! The furniture was bird’s-eye maple;
-the paper, carpet, hangings, all a harmony of soft old-rose color; and
-the few pictures both good and cheerful.</p>
-
-<p>“Is this really my room?” cried Jan, who had loved the big, bare, sunny
-room at home, which she had shared with her two sisters next in order
-to her, but who had always longed secretly for a lovely room, such
-as she read of in her favorite stories, and which should be all her
-own. And now, behold, here was her wish gratified beyond her wildest
-imaginings&mdash;at least,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_29"></a>29</span> while she was an inmate of her uncle’s household.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. Do you really like it? It isn’t very large, but maybe you won’t
-mind,” said Gwen, looking around her critically. “The next room is the
-nursery. Hummie sleeps there, and Jerry’s crib is there; Viva does
-her lessons there in the morning&mdash;she has a governess; she hasn’t
-begun school. If you want anything, you must go in to Hummie&mdash;that’s
-headquarters for any Graham in distress. Gladys has the middle room on
-this floor, and mine is the back one; Viva has the one beside mine at
-the end of the hall. We won’t hear one another much, because the house
-is so dreadfully deep, and the dressing-rooms are between the chambers;
-that’s one good thing. Syd calls this floor ‘the hennery,’ because all
-the girls’ rooms are here. I told him that I didn’t mind; if he and
-Jack were roosters, it was proper they should roost above us&mdash;they are
-on the next floor, you know. And he didn’t like it, though I think my
-joke is quite as good as his&mdash;it’s the same joke, in fact.” And Gwen
-laughed in malicious enjoyment of these exquisite sallies of wit.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_30"></a>30</span>
-Janet had been looking out of the window, and discovered that the
-identity of the architecture of the houses in the street was less than
-she had taken it to be; there were many points of difference between
-her uncle’s house and his neighbors’, though the uniform brownstone
-made them drearily similar to eyes used to long stretches and plenty
-of space. But she had also caught a glimpse of trees and grass as she
-leaned out, and she drew her head in to inquire of Gwen what they
-meant, forgetting the pretty room, and not hearing what her cousin had
-been saying.</p>
-
-<p>“That is Central Park; the entrance is just above us, at Fifty-ninth
-Street,” said Gwen, wondering at Jan’s brightening eyes. “It is nice to
-have it so near; I often go there to think out my plans&mdash;stories and
-poems and such things&mdash;and Glad and I are learning to ride.”</p>
-
-<p>“I know you are awfully clever. Uncle sent mamma some of your poetry,
-cut out of a magazine,” said Janet, removing her hat and shaking out
-her masses of warm-tinted, curling hair.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, my, what bea-u-tiful hair!” cried Gwen involuntarily. “And what
-lots of it! If<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_31"></a>31</span> that doesn’t make that conceited old Daisy Hammond turn
-green when she sees it! She’s so vain of her hair, it fairly disgusts
-one! Oh, those verses were only in the back part of St. Nicholas, where
-the children’s things are. It was ever so long ago&mdash;certainly two
-years. I hope I can do better than that now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you expect to write when you are grown up?” asked Jan, with the awe
-for a person who could look forward to such a career natural to a girl
-who dearly loved books, and who felt that they who made them belonged
-to an order of beings apart from common mortals.</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t tell,” said Gwen, seating herself on the bed beside her cousin
-and taking her knee into the clasp of both her hands&mdash;it was not often
-that she found any one willing to listen to her hopes, much less treat
-them with positive veneration. “You see,” she continued, “I can paint
-just as well as I can write, and my teacher says I have a very good
-voice. I might become an artist instead of an author, or I might go
-on the stage and become a great opera singer, like Melba. I shouldn’t
-like you to mention it, Jan, because they all&mdash;except mamma&mdash;make<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_32"></a>32</span> fun
-of me, but I mean to make a big name for myself somehow, and as long
-as I do that I don’t care which way I do it. Gladys likes society,
-and dress, and such stuff,” continued the ambitious young person,
-with withering scorn, “but I want to be something that is something.
-It’s pretty hard, though, when you’re one of such a dreadfully big
-family. I would like to get off by myself on a desert island, like
-Robinson Crusoe, and only see them on birthdays, and Christmas, and
-Thanksgiving, and such times.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mercy!” exclaimed Jan, rather shocked, though she realized that genius
-was not to be measured by ordinary standards. “That would never suit
-me.”</p>
-
-<p>“What do you want to do? What’s your special talent?” asked Gwen.</p>
-
-<p>“I haven’t any,” replied Jan. “Unless,” she added, with a twinkle, “it
-is a talent to wash and dress children, and dust, and wash dishes, and
-make cake, and those things&mdash;I can do all that.”</p>
-
-<p>“How perfectly awful!” cried Gwen with conviction. “You poor little
-soul, have you been leading such a poky, drudge’s life as that? I am
-glad, then, that papa got you here, after all.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_33"></a>33</span>
-Janet was too quick-witted to miss the implication that Gwen had not
-always been glad of her coming, but she said with spirit: “You needn’t
-pity me, Gwen, for no girl ever had more fun than I have. I like to do
-those things&mdash;at least, usually I do.” Jan was too honest not to leave
-a margin for those occasions when household tasks had been irksome. “I
-have the very nicest home in all the world, and it would be bad enough
-if I weren’t willing to do something in it! And we children have the
-loveliest times&mdash;you ought to see what a splendid little crowd they
-are! I don’t know, but I shouldn’t wonder if&mdash;” Jan stopped short, not
-wishing to impart to her cousin her first impression that the Grahams
-were less happy than the Howes.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen was too preoccupied to notice the halt. “And what do you mean to
-do, then, when you are grown up?” she insisted.</p>
-
-<p>Jan hesitated. “I believe,” she said slowly, “I don’t want to be very
-much of anything&mdash;not anything famous or showy, I mean. Papa says it
-is hardest, and greatest of all, to be a true-hearted, noble woman who
-makes home happy and helps everybody to be good. I believe I<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_34"></a>34</span> would
-rather do that&mdash;be the sort of woman mamma is&mdash;than anything.”</p>
-
-<p>“What sort of woman is she?” asked Gwen respectfully; the glow in Jan’s
-eyes and the loving tremor in her voice impressed the girl, who had
-never had this side of life presented to her aspirations before.</p>
-
-<p>“She is so cheery and kind, she makes you feel better, no matter how
-miserable you are, if she just walks through the room,” said Jan. “She
-never thinks of herself at all&mdash;it keeps us busy to stop her going
-without things for us all the time. She never is too tired to listen to
-our fusses, nor too busy to unsnarl us. She never says a word if she is
-sick or troubled, but puts it all out of sight so no one else will be
-unhappy, too. And she makes time, somehow, for her neighbors’ troubles.
-And she not only cooks, and sews, and nurses us children, but she reads
-to us, and talks to us, and we each feel as though we were all alone
-in the world with her. And she never breaks a promise to us, whether
-it is to do something pleasant for us or to punish us, and she is
-never the least wee bit partial or unjust. And when we’re bad, or have
-crooked<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_35"></a>35</span> days, she is so patient! And she just loves us straight and
-good. And there isn’t one of us that wouldn’t just die if we thought we
-had deceived or disappointed her, because she trusts us. And everybody
-wonders why the Howe children are so square, and honorable, and good,
-on the whole. As if they could help being&mdash;with such a mother!
-Oh, I love her, I do love her!” And Jan’s tears rolled over as she
-remembered how many miles now separated her from this dear woman, and
-how long it must be before she held her tight in her arms again.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen sat motionless, looking down on the long fingers clasping her
-knee, as Jan stopped speaking. Her face was sweet and serious, although
-a trifle puzzled. Jan had given her an entirely new point of view, had
-filled her mind with new thoughts; and it was a fine mind, guiding a
-noble nature, both quite capable of appreciating the picture her cousin
-had painted.</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you, Jan,” she said at last, to Jan’s surprise, as she rose to
-leave her. “I think I see what you mean. I shouldn’t wonder if your
-ambition was better than mine; I mean to think<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_36"></a>36</span> that over. By and by
-you’ll tell me more about Crescendo and Aunt Jennie; I wish I knew her;
-I wish&mdash;” Here Gwen stopped in her turn. “Don’t be homesick, and don’t
-mind Gladys. She is so silly that it doesn’t mean one thing. Come down,
-when you get ready, to the library&mdash;where we were when you came. Papa
-will want to speak to you before he goes out. And don’t miss those nice
-people too much; we’ll try to be decent, and I guess you’ll like New
-York. I’ll tell Norah to have your trunk sent up when it comes.”</p>
-
-<p>Gwen left the room with a smile intended to be reassuring, but which
-was rather wistful, and Jan proceeded to wash away the tears, which she
-immediately checked, and with them the cinders from her long journey.</p>
-
-<p>The little trunk was long coming, and while Janet was wondering whether
-she should go down without waiting for it Viva knocked softly at her
-door.</p>
-
-<p>“O Viva, darling, I’m so glad it’s you! Come in and talk to me,” cried
-Jan.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter width500" id="mydear">
- <img src="images/i050-2.jpg" width="500" height="745" alt="" />
- <div class="caption">“My dear little niece, you don’t know how glad I am to
-see you.”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>“I can’t, Janet, because papa sent me up to say, won’t you please come
-down and talk to him<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_37"></a>37</span> for half an hour before he gets dressed to go
-out?” said Viva gravely.</p>
-
-<p>“If you’ll just wait till I braid my hair,” said Jan, kissing the pale
-little face, from which dark eyes looked out seriously upon her. “Has
-auntie come home, too?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; mamma’s in,” said Viva. “If I were you, I’d let my hair hang all
-around like that. It’s so very, very pretty. You are pretty, too; much
-prettier than Gwen and Gladys&mdash;Gwen said so, too.”</p>
-
-<p>“‘Pretty is that pretty does,’ you know, little cousin,” laughed Janet.
-“Gladys is graceful and stylish, and Gwen looks clever; besides she has
-perfectly glorious eyes. Come, then, if you think I’m nicer with my
-hair crazy.” And Jan took the hand extended to her with a sinking of
-the heart of which she was ashamed.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear little niece, you don’t know how glad I am to see you,” said
-a voice heartily as she entered the library, and then she felt a
-warm kiss on each cheek, mingled with the odor of a very good cigar.
-After this Janet ventured to lift her eyes. She saw a handsome man,
-keen-eyed, yet smiling, looking at her closely, while<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_38"></a>38</span> from across
-the room a pretty woman in a beautiful <em>negligée</em> came languidly
-toward her. “How do you do, child? I hope you are not too tired,” she
-said, in a manner recalling Gladys as much as the words did. Janet
-kissed this new aunt, but her eyes wandered back to her uncle, seeking
-a resemblance in him to her mother. He smiled upon her, and said: “You
-are like Jennie in expression more than in features. By Jove, I wish
-she were here, too! Dear little woman!” Janet’s lip quivered, and her
-uncle quickly drew her beside him upon the couch.</p>
-
-<p>“Now tell me everything you can think of about that blessed mother of
-yours,” he said. “She’s the dearest woman in the world&mdash;I hope you know
-that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed I do!” cried Jan fervently, and in a few moments was rattling
-off to her uncle, in response to judicious questions, the simple story
-of her life.</p>
-
-<p>The half-hour passed too quickly; in it Jan was completely happy, and
-it was long enough to win her heart to her uncle with an affection that
-subsequent days could not annul. After he and her aunt, of whom she
-had a resplendent<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_39"></a>39</span> glimpse in her dinner gown, had driven away there
-was a dull half-hour of waiting, at the end of which Gwen and Gladys
-appeared, and they were called to dinner in the big dining-room, which
-struck a chill as well as awe to Jan’s soul. Here she saw Sydney for
-the first time, but beyond a nod to her when Gwen introduced her he
-did not notice Janet throughout the meal, nor speak except once to
-contradict Gladys flatly, and once to ridicule Jack for a slip of the
-tongue. Janet’s heart sank lower and lower; it seemed to her that she
-was stifling, and her loving heart exaggerated the really unfortunate
-state of affairs in her new surroundings.</p>
-
-<p>After dinner Gladys disappeared, as did Sydney, and Gwen, having been
-polite to the guest for a while, picked up a book and was soon lost in
-it. Viva had gone to bed, and Jack was up-stairs struggling with his
-lessons. Wondering if she was doing an unpardonably rude thing, Janet
-slipped out of the room and sought the nursery. Here she found Jerry
-sleeping in her crib; her flushed, baby face brought comfort and the
-sense of home to the lonely “Miss Lochinvar.” Here, too, was Hummie,
-darning<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_40"></a>40</span> stockings and humming the Lorelei, a most inappropriate theme
-to her bulk. And here was Jack, his hair tousled, his cheeks hot over
-refractory examples that would not come right.</p>
-
-<p>“I won’t wake the baby; may I help him?” whispered Janet, and Hummie
-nodded hard.</p>
-
-<p>“Let me help you; I love arithmetic, and I always help Bob,” Janet
-whispered, going over to the afflicted boy. If the sky had fallen, Jack
-would not have been more amazed. Not only was it inconceivable that any
-one should like arithmetic, but to offer to help him! He yielded at
-once, from sheer inability to grasp the situation.</p>
-
-<p>But here was a girl that was a girl&mdash;if she wasn’t a good angel.</p>
-
-<p>Jack’s admiration grew as his troubles diminished. With a word here
-and an illustration there, Jan threw light upon his darkened path, and
-she actually whispered funny things as she did so. Jack found himself
-positively giggling under his breath as he worked over the hated sums.</p>
-
-<p>“Gee! You’re a dandy!” he remarked audibly,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_41"></a>41</span> forgetful of Jerry,
-as he saw the task completed. “And you can explain as old Ramrod
-can’t&mdash;that’s my name for our teacher, he’s so stiff; ain’t it great?
-I understand just how you did that, and I don’t believe I ever saw
-through the stuff before. Thanks, lots, Jan.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not a bit; I have had a nice time with you, Jack. I’ll come every
-night, if you’ll let me, and I don’t have lessons of my own to do at
-night,” said Jan heartily. “Even if I do, we can make time. You know I
-like this sort of thing, because at home we children help each other,
-and it makes me less lonesome.”</p>
-
-<p>“Gee!” said Jack again. “What a queer house yours must be! Nice,
-though.” And Jan had gained one more devoted admirer among her new
-cousins.</p>
-
-<p>This little adventure sent her to bed in a much happier mood than
-she had expected to go in, and Gwen, moved with compunction when she
-aroused from her pages to find her cousin gone, came up to make her a
-little visit. The trunk had come, and Gwen eyed with pitying glance
-its slender and shabby contents, inwardly resolving to set the matter
-of dress right before<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_42"></a>42</span> Jan made her appearance in the Misses Larned’s
-formidable halls of learning.</p>
-
-<p>Jan had intended crying herself to sleep&mdash;had laid the plan during
-the dreary dinner&mdash;but helping Jack and talking to Gwen so cheered
-her&mdash;besides she was so tired&mdash;that she quite forgot it, and fell
-asleep almost at once after she had laid herself down for the first
-time in her pretty bed, for her first night in vast New York.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_43"></a>43</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="iv">CHAPTER IV<br />
-<span>“AMONG BRIDESMEN AND KINSMEN AND BROTHERS AND ALL”</span></h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">For</span> three days Janet’s life in her new surroundings was neither dull
-nor lonely. She saw but little of her aunt, and practically nothing
-of Gladys, who showed unmistakably that she did not consider “Miss
-Lochinvar” worth bothering about; nor was Sydney’s manner to her
-different from his taciturnity toward his own family. But Jack, Viva,
-and Jerry lost no time in learning to admire her&mdash;they all three
-worshiped Jan by the end of her second day among them.</p>
-
-<p>With Mr. Graham Janet passed two happy evenings talking of her mother,
-surprising him with her knowledge of the most minor details of his own
-boyhood and early home, and rousing him into telling funny stories of
-happenings of which she did not know, to the boundless surprise<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_44"></a>44</span> of his
-own children. At the end of that time her uncle had grown accustomed to
-her presence, and, though his affection for his sister was one of the
-strongest ties of his life, they had been separated so long that other
-interests made more pressing claim upon him. Added to this was the
-fact that matters on Exchange were threatening; there was danger of “a
-bear market.” Janet heard him say this, and construed it by her Kansas
-experience of crop failures to mean “a bare market,” and she pictured
-to herself empty stalls and New York threatened with shortage in food.
-Mr. Graham was vitally interested in keeping prices up, and became so
-preoccupied that Janet received from him only the pleasant word night
-and morning accorded his own children. Gwen, heroically, and with more
-pleasure to herself than she expected, entertained her cousin for three
-days. Then her absorbing interest in her own pursuits asserted itself;
-she began her sixth novel&mdash;none of them had ever passed the fourth
-chapter, and but one reached it&mdash;and forgot Jan completely in the
-solitude of her own room when she got home from school.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_45"></a>45</span>
-It had been decided that Janet should have at least a week in which to
-accustom herself to exile before facing the girl world in the Misses
-Larned’s school. Gwen had suggested to her father that Janet be clad
-suitably before this ordeal, and he had promptly written a generous
-check for that purpose to supplement at shops where the Grahams had no
-account any deficiencies in what they wished to purchase where bills
-were charged. Nurse Hummel and Gwen had gone down once with Janet
-to begin this shopping, but to “Miss Lochinvar’s” bewilderment, she
-learned that many trips were required to fit her out as a New York
-schoolgirl, and after this first one she and Hummie had to go alone.
-Gladys flatly refused to go abroad with her cousin until these changes
-in her costume had been made, and was most anxious that she should not
-be seen by any of her schoolmates, but Gwen did not conceal the fact
-that they had a Western cousin consigned to them for the winter, and
-the three girls whom Gwen most disliked, and Gladys stood most in awe
-of, set out at once to call upon her, moved by curiosity rather than
-friendliness.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_46"></a>46</span>
-“Miss Hammond, Miss Gwen, and Miss Ida Hammond and Miss Flossie Gilsey
-is down-stairs to see you; they sint their cards. They do be asking for
-Miss Janet, though not be name,” said Norah, presenting six bits of
-pasteboard through the crack of Gwen’s door.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, for mercy’s sake! Has anything come home for that prairie-chicken
-to put on?” exclaimed Gladys, flushing with annoyance; she chanced to
-be at that moment in her sister’s room.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t believe so,” said Gwen composedly. “They had to alter the
-house dress we got ready-made. Still, it doesn’t matter for those
-girls.”</p>
-
-<p>“Gwendoline Graham, you are enough to provoke a saint! Of all the girls
-in school, they are the ones who would notice most, and they have the
-most money,” cried Gladys.</p>
-
-<p>“And are the most vulgar and the stupidest about their lessons,”
-finished Gwen. “I don’t see why you mind what such people think.
-However, I’ll go up and see what I can do for Jan.” And she arose,
-putting aside her lap tablet with the air of a martyr.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_47"></a>47</span>
-“She can’t wear anything of yours; she isn’t tall enough, and they
-would know our things, anyway,” said Gladys. “I suppose we’ve just got
-to let her come in that shabby best dress of hers. But do tell her not
-to say or do anything queer, or tell any of those stories she tells the
-children about riding broncos and playing Indian in the fields&mdash;no,
-prairies! Make her understand she has to be like other people, and
-these are swell girls.”</p>
-
-<p>“If she’s used to wearing feathers and war-paint we can’t make her take
-to civilization right off&mdash;no Indian does that,” said Gwen wickedly,
-for Gladys never could grasp satire. “But, you know, I think she has
-nice manners, simple and not as if she thought of herself. And the
-Hammonds and Floss Gilsey are more swollen than swell.” And with this
-parting witticism, Gwen ran up the hall.</p>
-
-<p>“Jan, Jan, here are three girls come to call on you,” she said, putting
-her lips to her cousin’s door. “Hurry up, and come down to see them.”</p>
-
-<p>Jan opened her door at once. She was writing a long letter home, and
-her cheeks were too red to indicate perfect peace of mind.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_48"></a>48</span>
-“I’ll just pumice-stone this ink stain off my finger,” she said, “and
-then I’m ready. If ever I sympathized with any one, it was with Mr.
-Boffin when he told John Rokesmith he didn’t see what he did with the
-ink to keep so neat when he wrote. I’m ashamed of myself, and mamma
-says I ought to be, but I can not keep my fingers&mdash;this middle one,
-anyway&mdash;free from ink when I write. I guess I get so interested I
-dive down to the bottom of the ink-well without knowing it. Who are
-these girls?” As she had talked, Janet had scrubbed energetically,
-and now turned to go down with Gwendoline, without any additional
-prinking beyond a hasty smooth of her rebellious hair. Her dress was a
-blue-serge skirt and a cotton shirt-waist, although it was October; it
-never occurred to her, used as she was to seeing her girl friends in a
-girlish manner, that anything more was required of her in the matter of
-toilet.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen eyed her quizzically, thinking with amusement and annoyance
-of what these would-be fine ladies down-stairs, who could not have
-understood Jan’s reference to Dickens, would say if she let her go
-down thus. It was dawning<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_49"></a>49</span> upon Gwen’s inquiring mind that many things
-in the world were not quite as they should be, and that the scales
-in which lots of people weighed other people and things were badly
-weighted on one side.</p>
-
-<p>“I am afraid you will have to put on your bestest gown, Jan,” she said.
-“They would probably drop dead if they saw you no more fixed up than
-that, and it would be a nuisance to have to prove they weren’t murdered
-here. Get out your finest things, and I’ll help you.”</p>
-
-<p>“My finest things aren’t fine enough to make much difference,” said
-Jan, who had not had her own eyes shut to facts since she came.
-“However, I’ll do my best not to disgrace you, Gwen.”</p>
-
-<p>Together they fastened Jan into the light-blue cashmere which her
-mother had made for her to wear to possible children’s parties with her
-cousins. Jan could not help smiling at herself in the glass, while Gwen
-was buttoning up the waist in the back, remembering this, and what was
-Gladys’s idea of a party, and how little she considered herself a child
-at thirteen.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_50"></a>50</span>
-“You really look like peaches and cream with that light blue against
-your skin,” said Gwen admiringly when the task was completed. “They
-can’t say you’re not awfully pretty.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t flatter, Gwen. And imagine a brown maid peaches and cream! Come
-on, then. Have you any instructions to give as to manners?” asked Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Gwen wisely. “Yours are always nice, because you’re so real
-and unaffected&mdash;not that there’s the least hope of their knowing that
-simplicity is nice, though.”</p>
-
-<p>“My cousin, Miss Howe; Miss Hammond, Miss Ida Hammond, Miss Gilsey,”
-said Gladys, doing the honors with unusual dignity because she felt
-sure it would be needed to cover Jan’s deficiencies in worldly
-knowledge.</p>
-
-<p>Janet murmured her salutations confusedly, badly handicapped at the
-start by the formality of so many “misses” when she expected to be
-introduced all round by first names.</p>
-
-<p>“How do you like New York, Miss Howe?” asked Daisy Hammond, estimating
-Jan’s gown rapidly but accurately. “It must be very different from the
-West?”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_51"></a>51</span>
-“Yes, but I like it,” said Jan warily.</p>
-
-<p>“New York is so much bigger,” added Ida Hammond, with a trying air of
-superiority.</p>
-
-<p>“Than the West? Oh, no; the West is very large,” said Jan demurely, to
-Gwen’s delight.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you fond of the theater, Miss Howe?” asked Flossie Gilsey,
-throwing herself in the breach.</p>
-
-<p>“I never have been; we are going, Gwen says, sometime this winter.
-But I love to act; we do plays in the barn chamber, my brothers and
-sisters and I. It’s loads of fun. I’d love to see a real play, but it
-costs too much to go to the city, and then buy tickets to the theatre,”
-said honest Jan, quite unconscious of disgrace in the fact of poverty.
-Gladys turned crimson as her ill-bred guests cleared their throats
-emphatically and giggled a little. Gwen flushed wrathfully, but not at
-Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“That is like Meg, Jo, Beth, and Amy; do you remember what fun they had
-acting in Little Women?” she asked tactfully.</p>
-
-<p>“It is so long since we read Little Women&mdash;not since we were children;
-I don’t remember it very well,” said Daisy. “What do you like<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_52"></a>52</span> best,
-Miss Howe? Dancing? Sport? What is your special line?”</p>
-
-<p>“The clothes-line, I guess,” said Jan, laughing outright, for it struck
-her as ridiculous to be asked what was her specialty, “as if it was a
-menagerie, and she wanted to know whether I was a long-necked giraffe
-or a short-horned gnu,” she said afterward. “I help take in clothes
-quite often. But I like all kinds of fun&mdash;dancing in the house in
-winter; and games, and racing, and riding out of doors. I guess any
-sort of fun&mdash;just having fun&mdash;is my special line.”</p>
-
-<p>Gladys only barely succeeded in checking the groan this horrible speech
-called forth, but Gwen laughed openly. She did not think it quite
-wise in Jan to have said that about taking in clothes, but she was so
-indignant at the thinly veiled rudeness of the girls to her cousin and
-the guest in her house that she did not care, as long as Jan had the
-best of it.</p>
-
-<p>The callers rose to go, not being in the least certain whether they
-were being made game of or not, but thoroughly satisfied that they
-detested as much as they despised this Western<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_53"></a>53</span> girl, who looked at
-them with smiling candor in her undeniably pretty eyes, and seemed
-unconscious of offense.</p>
-
-<p>“You poor dear thing!” said Daisy Hammond in the hall to Gladys, having
-bade Gwen and “Miss Howe” good-by in the parlor. “It is really awful
-for you to have to civilize her! She is a perfect savage. Whatever will
-you do with her when she comes to school? Do you suppose she has any
-education at all? She certainly has no manners.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I don’t know. Isn’t it awful?” said Gladys, tears of wrath and
-self-pity in her eyes. “She hasn’t had any chance; that’s the only
-excuse. For goodness’ sake, don’t tell the other girls!”</p>
-
-<p>“Tell them! My dear, not for worlds!” said Flossie, as they started
-down the steps on their way to find the others of their set and impart
-to them how “perfectly awful the Grahams’ cousin was.”</p>
-
-<p>Jan had wandered into the rear parlor when her first visitors had
-left her, and so had not heard the remarks to Gladys, which had been
-perfectly audible to Gwen.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_54"></a>54</span>
-When she got her sister up-stairs that young lady freed her mind.</p>
-
-<p>“Gladys Graham,” she said, “you ought to be ashamed of yourself not to
-stand up for your own cousin, and not to have any more self-respect
-than to let those geese be impertinent to her and to us in our own
-house! Jan didn’t do anything dreadful. She needn’t have said that
-about the clothes, I’ll admit, but I suppose she was disgusted, and
-well she might be. Besides, she’s the kind of girl that can’t help
-seeing the funny side, but she isn’t one bit mean. Those girls acted
-as if she were as far below them&mdash;as far as the sea-level from Mont
-Blanc. And I only wish I could have boxed their ears. If you don’t stop
-letting those Hammonds and Floss and that crowd impose on you, you’ll
-be a goose all your days. Just you wait and see if you don’t find
-out I’m right. I am just ashamed of you&mdash;helping them sit on papa’s
-sister’s daughter!”</p>
-
-<p>Gladys flared up. “She’s perfectly disgraceful, that’s what Janet Howe
-is! Saying she was too poor to go to the theater, and took in clothes!
-I wonder she didn’t say she took in washing!<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_55"></a>55</span> Maybe they do, and the
-ladies give her their old clothes,” she cried.</p>
-
-<p>“Gladys, stop this instant! I won’t let you talk that way. Jan’s a
-trump, and I can see it if I do neglect her. I only wish we were as
-nice as they all must be,” cried Gwen.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, if you like that sort of girl, you may have her. I won’t
-take her out, and I won’t go anywhere with her, and I think papa is
-downright mean to impair her on us,” Gladys sobbed.</p>
-
-<p>“If you mean <em>impose</em>, why don’t you say so? I honestly think we
-are the ones whom Jan impairs,” said Gwen, restored to good-nature by
-the chance to correct one of Gladys’s many slips of tongue. And thus
-ended Jan’s introduction to New York society.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_56"></a>56</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="v">CHAPTER V<br />
-<span>“AND, SAVE HIS GOOD BROADSWORD, HE WEAPONS HAD NONE”</span></h2>
-
-<p>“<span class="smcap">Fine</span> feathers” may not make “fine birds”; it is generally conceded
-that true fineness lies somewhat deeper than the plumage, but fine
-feathers have a marked effect on the minds of ordinary little birds
-regarding the wearer of them; they have to be birds of considerable
-experience or native refinement not to judge their fellow bipeds by
-their plumage.</p>
-
-<p>When the results of Nurse Hummel’s many shopping expeditions with Janet
-came home, and “Miss Lochinvar” appeared in the tasteful and well-made
-apparel they had chosen, Gladys treated her cousin with new, if not
-lasting, respect, and even Sydney showed by several surreptitious
-glances at her, which keen-eyed Gwen intercepted, that he was realizing
-for the first<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_57"></a>57</span> time that his quiet Western cousin was worth looking at.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen felt something of the pride of an architect in the building he has
-created as she wheeled Jan around to view her from every point, and as
-she saw that the others were newly inclined to admire the girl of whom
-she was beginning to grow fond, and whom she would have loved dearly if
-she had not been too self-centered just then to give any one very much
-affection.</p>
-
-<p>Janet was ashamed to discover that she shrank with no little terror
-from the ordeal of her first day at school. She felt quite sure
-that the accomplished young ladies, of whom she had seen examples
-and who were to be substituted for the girlish girls who had been
-her classmates in Crescendo, would know so much more than she that
-they would shame her in learning, as they outstripped her in worldly
-knowledge. She saw from the first instant that she entered the door
-that this school was to differ from her previous experiences in more
-than its pupils.</p>
-
-<p>The Misses Larned, who were its principals&mdash;Gwen said that this did
-not necessarily make them the girls’ <em>princibles</em>&mdash;did not teach;
-they<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_58"></a>58</span> were at the head of the school by virtue of proprietorship,
-and they were the final, awful tribunal before which transgressors
-were haled, though, it must be confessed, without any more awful
-consequences, usually, than a severe lecture. But the girls said “they
-would rather die” than go up before the dignified sisters, “who were
-so solemn they took the starch out of a body before they opened their
-lips.” The same irreverent pupils called the school “the Hydra,”
-because it had two of that monster’s many heads. No one would ever
-know&mdash;none but the boldest dared speculate&mdash;what was the extent of
-the Misses Larned’s own learning. They walked into the class-rooms at
-intervals, and inquired of the presiding teachers as to the progress
-of the day’s work with such Minerva-like air that one felt convinced
-that the wisdom of the ancients and moderns sat enthroned behind their
-sapient eyeglasses.</p>
-
-<p>They were wise in the selection of their teachers. “The Hydra” was
-really a very good school in that respect, and the girl who desired
-knowledge could obtain it there, and an excellent preparation for
-college beyond. But she who<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_59"></a>59</span> had not this desire could slip through
-with marvelously little instruction sticking to her brain, for it was
-a school frequented chiefly by the children of wealthy and fashionable
-people, and vigorous discipline would have been resented by the
-majority of the parents.</p>
-
-<p>The school occupied an entire house on a cross-street, near the Park,
-and Janet passed under its portals with trepidation on her first
-morning. Gwen sustained her; Gladys had preceded them, and bore herself
-with a little air of aloofness, in spite of Jan’s better appearance,
-as if to provide herself against deeper disgrace than was absolutely
-necessary, in case “Miss Lochinvar” fulfilled her apprehensions.</p>
-
-<p>It was not an easy matter to grade the new pupil. In arithmetic,
-history, geography, spelling, and in general information her teachers
-soon discovered that she far surpassed their old pupils, but she
-was guiltless of French, though, on the other hand, she could speak
-German&mdash;a point no girl in school ever aspired to reach. The extent of
-the universal ambition in regard to that tongue was to avoid so many
-mistakes in the gender and cases of nouns as should lead to<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_60"></a>60</span> a serious
-lowering of averages in marking percentage at the end of the year. On
-the whole, Janet passed her entrance examination with honor, and was
-placed in the class with Gwen for everything but French, which she “had
-to begin with the babies,” as Gladys disdainfully remarked. She was
-uncertain whether to be relieved or annoyed that “Miss Lochinvar” had
-been ranked with the best scholars, though Gladys’s ambition did not
-lead studyward.</p>
-
-<p>A sudden rain prevented the customary brief walk in the Park at recess,
-and the girls gathered in the large room on the upper floor, formed
-by joining two rooms together, which was their refuge under such
-circumstances.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen honestly meant to do her duty by Jan during this first recess,
-when she was to meet her future mates, but she began to talk to Azucena
-North, and quite forgot her cousin. Cena North was the daughter of a
-lady who had been steeped in admiration for Verdi and Trovatore when
-Cena was born; consequently she had named her baby after the gipsy
-in that opera, and Cena pathetically said that “if she <em>must</em>
-be named out of Trovatore she didn’t see why she<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_61"></a>61</span> couldn’t have been
-called Leonora.” Gwen didn’t see either; she privately pitied her
-friend deeply for being burdened with such a name as Azucena. But there
-were compensations, as there are in most misfortunes. Cena was one of
-the best scholars at the Misses Larned’s, and her father was Mr. North,
-the head of the great publishing house of North &amp; Co., which Gwen felt
-accounted for Cena’s thoroughness, as well as partly made up for her
-name. Cena and Gwen were deep in a plan to lay before Mr. North Gwen’s
-novel&mdash;when it should be finished, of course&mdash;without telling him that
-it was the work of Cena’s classmate, a girl of fifteen. After he had
-accepted it, and he and his house had exhausted themselves in praise of
-its many brilliant qualities, Cena was to say demurely that she knew
-the author, and would bring her to her father’s office. And Gwen was
-to go with her&mdash;wearing her most simple and girlish gown, to increase
-the dramatic effect&mdash;down to the great establishment of North &amp; Co.,
-and Cena was to say, “Behold the new Charlotte Brontë!” or something
-to that effect. It is no wonder with such a project in hand that Jan
-slipped from<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_62"></a>62</span> Gwen’s mind when she and Cena collided in the “campus,”
-as they classically called the playroom. They straightway became
-oblivious to all but the discussion of ways and means for fulfilling
-the great plan, which really lacked but the novel to be successful.</p>
-
-<p>Janet wandered on alone, feeling very shy and strange, among the
-chattering crowd eating cake and candy instead of better luncheons, and
-all eying her curiously as she passed.</p>
-
-<p>She was bearing down toward the younger children&mdash;her refuge here, as
-at her uncle’s&mdash;when the Hammonds and Flossie Gilsey stopped her.</p>
-
-<p>“Have you forgotten us already, Miss Howe?” called Daisy Hammond.</p>
-
-<p>“No, indeed,” responded Janet, trying to speak easily and cordially.
-“But please don’t say Miss Howe. It seems so funny among girls like us;
-my name is Janet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thanks; it is awfully good of you to let us be intimate right away,
-and waive all ceremony. Generally we have to wait to use first names,”
-said Daisy, with an inflection that told Jan, unused as she was to
-polite disagreeables,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_63"></a>63</span> that the speech was not meant at its face value.
-“I heard that your cousin Syd&mdash;isn’t he too handsome?&mdash;had given you
-such a nice, funny nickname.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; Miss Lochinvar. That’s because I ‘came out of the West,’ you
-see,” said Janet, instinctively seizing her foe by the horns, so to
-speak. “It was bright of him, but only too flattering. I don’t expect
-to make a clean sweep of everything, like Young Lochinvar.” But as she
-laughed Jan’s heart sank. She was not used to this sort of bad temper,
-and she hated herself for meeting it while she felt forced to do so;
-she understood “getting mad,” but not petty spite. And all the while
-she was saying to herself, “Gladys told them; Gladys has been making
-game of me.”</p>
-
-<p>But she had crippled her adversary; Daisy did not know how to meet this
-view of the case, and she glanced slyly at Gladys, who shrugged her
-shoulders.</p>
-
-<p>“How well you speak German, Miss&mdash;Janet!” said Flossie Gilsey. “Isn’t
-it queer you know it so well, and don’t know French?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all queer,” said Janet simply. “I<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_64"></a>64</span> hadn’t much chance to learn
-French, but there are lots of Germans in Crescendo. Besides, I like it
-better than French, I’m certain. But the real reason why I know it is
-because I worked hard to learn it. I meant to be able to speak it; I
-wanted to be fit to help papa in his office.”</p>
-
-<p>A short silence fell on the little group at this shocking remark,
-during which Gladys turned a succession of alarming colors, and longed
-to go into hysterics or choke her cousin&mdash;probably both in rapid
-sequence. Janet Howe, her father’s sister’s child, staying at her house
-that winter, and brought by her and Gwen to this exclusive school, to
-announce&mdash;shamelessly, brazenly, to announce&mdash;that her ambition was to
-be a clerk in her father’s office, and that for this purpose she had
-learned German!</p>
-
-<p>Poor Gladys really was to be pitied at that moment, for though she was
-a little goose to feel so, she really did feel that a disgrace had
-fallen upon her which death could hardly wipe out. And then the silence
-was broken by a little titter from the three girls, and Ida Hammond
-said sarcastically, “How nice!”</p>
-
-<p>Janet looked from Gladys’s party-colored<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_65"></a>65</span> countenance to the amusement
-gleaming in the eyes of her friends, and saw that something was wrong,
-but what it could be she had not the faintest idea. And before anything
-worse could happen a voice behind her said: “Yes, isn’t that nice?
-Isn’t it lovely? Please introduce me to your cousin, Gladys.”</p>
-
-<p>Janet turned and saw a girl who was in the class with her and Gwen. She
-was tall, not pretty, but distinguished looking, with that air of good
-breeding which is so definite, yet so indefinable&mdash;the look of one who
-for many generations had inherited good principles and right standards
-of living and taste.</p>
-
-<p>“My cousin, Janet Howe, Miss Dorothy Schuyler,” murmured Gladys.</p>
-
-<p>Dorothy put out her hand. “I am so glad to have you here, Janet,” she
-said. “I was so much interested in what you were saying. There aren’t
-many girls with enough affection for their fathers to study that they
-may help them, and few clever enough to do it, even if they do want to.
-Won’t you tell me about it?”</p>
-
-<p>There was a determined look in the brown eyes that smiled kindly, in
-spite of it, on Jan,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_66"></a>66</span> and she knew, though she did not know why, that
-she was being championed.</p>
-
-<p>“There isn’t very much to tell,” she said slowly, responding in a
-puzzled way to the other’s cordiality. “My father is in the real-estate
-business out in the little place I came from&mdash;Crescendo. He has to deal
-a good deal with Germans, and he hasn’t as big a business as he would
-have in such a growing town if he weren’t working on a patent he wants
-to bring out. So he needs me&mdash;or I liked to think he did&mdash;to help him,
-and he needs some one to speak German, so I tried to combine the two.
-Like the man in Pickwick who wrote about Chinese metaphysics,” added
-Jan, with a sudden laugh, and the dimples that made her so irresistibly
-pretty coming in her cheeks.</p>
-
-<p>Dorothy had a sense of humor, too, and she liked Dickens. She laughed,
-and put an arm affectionately over the stranger’s shoulder. “I think it
-is beautiful to find a girl of our age trying to do something loving
-and sensible like that,” she said heartily. “I hope you can teach me
-to be brave and unselfish. Wouldn’t you like to come over to that deep
-window-seat and see<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_67"></a>67</span> the view&mdash;it is fine from there&mdash;and tell me more
-about Crescendo? If Gladys can lend you to me a while?” she added
-interrogatively.</p>
-
-<p>Gladys seemed to think that she could, and the two walked away,
-followed by glances by no means pleasant from the group they had left.
-In that first encounter were sown the seeds of future enmity, for the
-Hammonds and Flossie disliked Janet as much as they would naturally
-dislike one to whom they had been unkind, and who had thus been the
-means of making them appear badly in the eyes of Dorothy Schuyler.</p>
-
-<p>When Gwen awakened from her day-dream to a consciousness of her neglect
-of Janet, she stared in amazement at the sight of her cousin chattering
-volubly to Dorothy, whose cheeks were red from laughing. Gwen drew a
-sigh of relief; she saw that Jan was happy, and she knew Dorothy was so
-innately well-bred that she would never misunderstand any confidences
-Jan chose to make, as would the other sort of girls.</p>
-
-<p>Walking home at two o’clock, Janet told Gwen the story of her
-adventures at recess&mdash;“recreation hour,” she found that she must learn
-to call it.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_68"></a>68</span>
-Gwen listened with frowns and smiles. “You will have to learn not to
-tell that gang”&mdash;it is a melancholy fact that the budding author did
-say “gang”&mdash;“anything about home, and being poor. They only draw you
-out for pure meanness, and they don’t know anything but just money.
-But wasn’t it fine of Dorothy Schuyler to squelch them like that?
-Dolly Schuyler is the most a real lady of any girl in that school. She
-doesn’t put on airs&mdash;of course not, if she is a lady&mdash;but she makes all
-the girls feel that what she says and does is the very last, best thing
-to be said or done. And she leads us all; not because she wants to, but
-because she is what she is&mdash;all the girls look up to her. She wouldn’t
-stoop to do an underhanded, sneaky, nor a mean thing&mdash;not if she got a
-crown by doing it. She never says nasty things, but when she looks at
-you&mdash;if you’ve been contemptible in any way&mdash;you can’t help curling up.
-I’ve always been very proud that Dorothy seems to like me; she doesn’t
-like every one. The Hammonds, and that crowd, pretend not to care for
-what she thinks, because they’re richer than she is, but she is the
-very concentrated extract of blue<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_69"></a>69</span> blood, and they do care a lot. If
-there is any aristocracy in America, it’s people like Dorothy’s family.”</p>
-
-<p>“But there isn’t; papa says it is sheer nonsense to talk about
-aristocracy in a republic,” said Jan, her independence touched.</p>
-
-<p>“All right; I don’t say it isn’t, so don’t wave the Stars and
-Stripes at me,” said Gwen. “But if there is aristocracy, it must be
-those people descended from the signers of the Declaration, and the
-Revolutionary fighters, and the colonists, and all those. Why, you’re
-descended from them yourself, so you needn’t fire up, Janet Howe.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t care; in the West we don’t fuss about trifles. Tell me about
-Dorothy,” said Janet.</p>
-
-<p>“There isn’t much more to tell, and what there is you’ll find out for
-yourself. But it was a big thing for Dorothy to champion you. You’ll
-see that it will make a difference. Both ways,” added Gwen honestly,
-“for it will make the Hammonds and Floss Gilsey hate you. I wish we
-could put our heads together to get Gladys away from those girls. I
-should think she’d<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_70"></a>70</span> know better than to like them, and they’re certain
-sure to spoil her, if it keeps up.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m afraid if I put my head into it she would go with them all the
-more,” said Jan, with a hurt little laugh. “Gladys can’t bear me, Gwen.”</p>
-
-<p>“Gladys is a perfect goose; if she likes such girls as the Hammonds she
-couldn’t be expected to like you. But just you wait. She’ll come round.
-Those girls are sure to do something mean to her some day&mdash;they’re
-so jealous of everybody, and I’m proud to say they just hate me. And
-as to you, nobody could help liking you sooner or later, Jan. You’re
-a regular dear!” and Gwen kissed her cousin on the front steps,
-moved with compunction for the neglect which had exposed her to her
-unpleasant experience at noon, admiration of the generosity which did
-not resent it, and pride in the little Lochinvar out of the West whom
-Dorothy Schuyler had sealed with her approval.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_71"></a>71</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="vi">CHAPTER VI<br />
-<span>“HE RODE ALL UNARM’D, AND HE RODE ALL ALONE”</span></h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">One</span> day was very like another in the first two weeks of Janet’s new
-school life. The teachers soon liked the sunny girl with the ready
-dimples and readier wit, joined with honest industry and determination
-to learn. The girls&mdash;the best girls&mdash;liked Jan at once, but the little
-knot of companions whom Gwen had disrespectfully called “that gang”
-disliked her every day a little more than the previous one, and chiefly
-because of the liking of the better faction. Gladys&mdash;and this was
-what made the attitude of these girls hard to bear&mdash;Gladys arrayed
-herself with them, and showed positive dislike to “Miss Lochinvar,” who
-certainly did not deserve it at her hands.</p>
-
-<p>At home, after school, during the five hours between its dismissal
-and dinner time, life was<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_72"></a>72</span> a trifle dreary, or would have been but
-for Jack, Viva, and Jerry. Gwen thoughtlessly, in spite of her liking
-for Jan, betook herself to her own pursuits. Sydney did not seem like
-part of the family at all, but rather like some one who was fortunate
-enough to have secured an unusually well-appointed lodging-house and
-restaurant. He came and went unnoted, to Jan’s amazed distress. She had
-heard so much said by her father and mother of the necessity of keeping
-close to their boys and making home pleasant to them that motherly
-little Jan quite yearned over the handsome lad who had no one to see
-that he kept straight. She longed to make friends with him; a longing
-intensified by her intimacy with her own elder brother, Fred, whom she
-missed more than any of the children she had left behind her, unless it
-was the baby, Poppet. But though Sydney was perfectly polite to Jan,
-he made no recognition of her overtures of friendship, and, it seemed
-to his cousin, grew more indifferent to his surroundings, and more
-heavy-browed at each succeeding dinner.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Graham soon got over her annoyance at Janet’s coming, and was
-always pleasant,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_73"></a>73</span> pretty, and kindly, but not less busy than at first.
-As the autumn advanced into winter she was more deeply engulfed in
-engagements than ever, and Jan shared her children’s lack of their
-mother’s society. Unfortunately, with her aunt’s displeasure at her
-coming had disappeared her uncle’s pleasure in receiving his favorite
-sister’s child, and Jan quite longed for another of the evenings with
-him, such as she had tasted on her arrival a month ago.</p>
-
-<p>Every afternoon when she came home from school&mdash;except on the
-afternoon of the dancing-class&mdash;Jan went into the nursery and sat
-down with Hummie, Jack, Viva, and the baby&mdash;who would have resented
-the title. Jack found the steep hill of learning which&mdash;to speak
-metaphorically&mdash;had so winded him turned into “the primrose path of
-dalliance” by this pretty cousin, who was so honest that she would not
-do his tasks for him, yet so clear-headed that she turned them into
-positive joys. Then she told the jolliest stories of the doings of
-her brothers and sisters, whom Jack burned to know, considering them
-more attractive than any youngsters he had had the luck to meet with,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_74"></a>74</span>
-either in or out of a book, and whose feats filled him with envious
-admiration. Peals of laughter floated down the hall frequently during
-these hours&mdash;laughter which reached Gwen in her shrine of genius, and
-sometimes brought her out to share the fun. Gwen was surprised to find
-herself half jealous of the children’s love which Jan had won in a
-short month, and which she had missed because she had never thought
-about them at all. She sometimes felt quite shut out and hurt when she
-saw how the faces of the three youngest brightened at the sight of Jan
-and heard the whoop of delight with which they welcomed her.</p>
-
-<p>Quiet little Viva found that Jan knew ways of playing housekeeping
-which her own naturally domestic little brain could not have devised,
-and that she could dress dolls, and play with them, too, as no one&mdash;not
-only her own sisters, but her friends&mdash;could begin to hope to do. And
-she could tell stories, not only the funny stories of life in Crescendo
-and the Howes’ frolics, but the fairy-tales which Viva preferred, in a
-way that would make the lady who told stories in the Arabian Nights’
-green with envy.<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_75"></a>75</span> Viva loved Jan with a sort of dumb adoration. She
-was a sensitive little creature, and Jan had come into her solitude
-like sunshine. As to Jerry, she adopted Jan&mdash;whom she called “Yan”
-with a pure Norwegian pronunciation&mdash;as her own property, and loved
-her with tumultuous affection. Jerry had grown so well-behaved in the
-dining-room&mdash;never tipping over her oatmeal spoon, still less kicking
-“Tsusan”&mdash;that her father and mother wondered at the reform. They did
-not know that if “Yan” lifted her eyebrows in shocked surprise at the
-dawn of naughtiness in the wilful tot, Miss Geraldine immediately
-resumed the behavior which should make “Yan” show her dimples in
-smiling at her, for “Yan’s” dimples had become Jerry’s barometer, and
-she could not exist if their absence indicated disapproval.</p>
-
-<p>It was fortunate for Janet that she was so sincerely fond of younger
-children and that her little cousins did cling to her with such
-devotion, for without their love she would have had many lonely hours
-and would have found the atmosphere of the splendid home she had come
-to too frigid for happiness.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_76"></a>76</span>
-Helen Watterson was to give a party, and the school was stirred by
-the announcement. Not only did Helen live in a house so large that
-her party was sure to be an event, but she had announced it as a
-“fagot party,” and all the girls invited protested that they could
-never, never fulfil its requirements. These requirements were for each
-guest to bring a fagot of wood&mdash;and “fagot” could be interpreted very
-liberally to mean anything from a few toothpicks bound together to a
-large bundle of real sticks. These fagots were to be laid in turn on
-the open fire, and while his fagot was burning each guest must tell a
-story.</p>
-
-<p>The Grahams, Gwen, Gladys, and Janet Howe, were invited, as well as
-most of the girls of their age at “the Hydra.” Gwen felt no uneasiness
-as to her powers in the story-telling line, nor did Jan, though she
-was rather frightened at the thought of lifting up her voice in such
-an august assembly, but Gladys was dismayed, and declared, without
-meaning it, that she would not go if she had to tell a story, but would
-plead some excuse at the last moment. As it happened, it was Gwen, who
-longed to go, that<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_77"></a>77</span> pleaded the excuse at the last moment, a painfully
-real excuse, for she had a bad sore throat, and could not leave her
-room. Jan begged to be allowed to stay at home with her, partly through
-kindness to the cousin whom she really loved, and partly from a strong
-preference for doing so, for the prospect of going to a party without
-Gwen and with Gladys was worse than going alone. But Gwen would not
-hear of Jan’s staying behind.</p>
-
-<p>“It will be the nicest party, I’m sure, Jan,” she said, “and I wouldn’t
-have you miss it. Besides, it is really the first affair we’ve been
-asked to since you came, so it will be your introduction to New York
-society. And another ‘besides’ is that I shall want to hear all about
-it, every story repeated, and everything, and Gladys never would tell
-me one thing.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t feel as though I could go with Gladys, Gwen,” Jan said
-involuntarily. “She does dislike me so, and it makes me more awkward
-and scared than ever.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t pay the slightest attention to her,” said Gwen, looking
-wrathfully at Jan over the red-flannel swathings of her throat&mdash;Hummie<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_78"></a>78</span>
-always insisted on the efficacy of that color for such purposes. “After
-you leave the dressing-room you keep with Dorothy Schuyler and Cena
-North. They’ve got sense enough to appreciate you! And they’re my
-friends. You’ll have a good time, because there’ll be plenty of good
-times there to have, and when there are, you don’t miss them.”</p>
-
-<p>Gwen, with mistaken zeal, made a few vigorous remarks to Gladys before
-they set forth, telling her what she thought of her slighting Jan, and
-bidding her be nice to her at the party, under threat of wrath to come.
-The result of this well-meant interference was that Gladys sulked,
-settling herself in her corner of the carriage without speaking to Jan
-during the drive. After they arrived she compelled Susan to arrange
-her hair and dress first, and she then left the dressing-room without
-waiting for Jan, who had to find her way, frightened and hurt, to the
-parlors alone.</p>
-
-<p>“Isn’t Gwen coming?” asked Dorothy Schuyler, standing near their
-hostess, when Gladys entered.</p>
-
-<p>“Gwen has a sore throat. She’s dreadfully<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_79"></a>79</span> disappointed. She cared more
-about coming than I did,” said Gladys.</p>
-
-<p>“And Jan wouldn’t leave her, I suppose?” suggested Dorothy.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Jan is here. She is coming right down,” said Gladys, trying to
-speak easily.</p>
-
-<p>Dorothy gave her one of the glances which Gwen had said “made you
-curl up,” and went swiftly into the hall. Here she found Jan coming
-hesitatingly down-stairs through the group of boys lounging part way
-up, waiting for “the party to begin.” They all stared at Jan, glad
-of something prettier to look at than one another, for, though some
-of them were already young dandies, most of them despised the stiff
-costume to which even the younger lord of creation is condemned at
-festivities, and were wondering, each individually, if he “looked as
-big a fool in his stiff collar as the other fellows did.”</p>
-
-<p>Jan gave a sigh of relief as she caught sight of Dorothy. It seemed to
-her that she could not enter that crowded room alone. Dorothy noticed
-with pleasure that Jan looked very charming in soft, delicate green,
-which gave her,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_80"></a>80</span> with her brown eyes and hair, the effect of some
-sylvan creature.</p>
-
-<p>It was not so very bad after all to get to her hostess and make her
-salutations now that kind Dorothy was at her elbow, and when the ordeal
-was over Jan turned to enjoying herself with her tendency to make the
-best of things.</p>
-
-<p>There was to be dancing after supper, but first the young guests
-grouped themselves around the open fire for the fagot burning and
-story-telling. Dorothy began, and told a pretty legend of Brittany,
-not long, but much longer than Daisy Hammond’s, who had brought a
-tiny bundle of three lightest twigs, and related a tragic tale in two
-stanzas of “nonsense rhymes.”</p>
-
-<p>When it came Jan’s turn she found to her horror that the story which
-she had so carefully learned and rehearsed with Gwen had slipped from
-her as completely as if she had never heard it. “What shall I do?” she
-whispered to Dorothy. “I have forgotten my story!”</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter width500" id="thestory">
- <img src="images/i096-2.jpg" width="500" height="703" alt="" />
- <div class="caption">The story-telling party.</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>“Make up another. Tell us something you have seen or done in the West,”
-said Dorothy.<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_81"></a>81</span>
-“It will probably be much more interesting, so don’t worry.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have forgotten the story I meant to tell,” Jan began in a faint
-voice as she laid her fagot on the fire. “I think maybe I could
-remember it if only I could get hold of the beginning. But Dorothy
-Schuyler says I had better tell you something true that happened at
-home, so I am going to tell you about a cyclone we had once, and I’ve
-got to hurry, or my wood will be gone. There was a family living
-outside of Crescendo, about a couple of miles out, and they had come
-there from the frontier, and twenty-five years before the day of the
-cyclone they had lost one of their children&mdash;the oldest boy&mdash;out in
-the territory; he was stolen by Indians. They hunted everywhere and as
-hard as they could for him, but they never found him, so they thought
-he must be dead, and they moved into Kansas, and settled in Crescendo,
-and had ever so many other children, and were quite happy, though they
-never forgot that lost boy. They didn’t get on so very well&mdash;didn’t
-make much money, I mean, so mamma and papa tried to help them. They
-couldn’t very much, because we have such lots<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_82"></a>82</span> of children and not much
-money. But one day there came up a storm, and papa ran around making
-everything tight and getting all our children in, for he said it was
-going to be a windstorm, and that scares us out there&mdash;we’ve seen them!”</p>
-
-<p>Jan had forgotten her shyness, and was becoming dramatic as the
-recollection of the fatal day came over her. She leaned forward, her
-elbows on her knees, her eyes fastened on her burning fagot, with the
-light playing over her earnest face.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, it came. The sky got all over a dreadful yellow, and it was so
-dark we lighted up like night. Mamma was baking and I was sweeping and
-dusting&mdash;I know I thought it was lucky my head was tied up, for it
-seemed as though it might blow off. The wind roared and rushed past us,
-and branches of fruit-trees and heavy things came banging up against
-the house&mdash;oh, it was awful! But we didn’t get the worst of it inside
-the town. Outside, where this family lived, it was the very middle of
-the cloud, and it took the roof off, and it blew down the barn, and
-the neighbor’s house blew over and part of<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_83"></a>83</span> it struck theirs&mdash;and&mdash;oh,
-dear, oh, dear! I can’t bear to think of it!” Jan hid her face in her
-hands a moment, shuddering, and her audience sat silently waiting for
-her to go on.</p>
-
-<p>“The wall fell in and it buried all that family under it, for they
-were all huddled together&mdash;they hadn’t any cyclone cellar. It was the
-first time a cyclone had ever struck Crescendo. And when the storm
-had passed&mdash;it was all over in fifteen minutes&mdash;they went out to that
-house and they found them dead, all dead, except the baby, and he was
-crying and pulling at his mother’s dress.” Jan’s voice quivered so that
-she had to wait another moment, and no one noticed that her fagot was
-burned out.</p>
-
-<p>“And when they got there,” Jan went on, “there was a young man standing
-among the ruins whom the people who came to help had never seen before.
-Would you believe it? It was that oldest son whom they had lost! He
-had found out who he was and had traced his parents, and had come to
-Kansas after them, and had reached Crescendo just in time to find them
-dead in the ruins of their home. And there was not one left but the
-little crying baby and<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_84"></a>84</span> the oldest son&mdash;they were all gone! I took off
-my sweeping dress, and mamma left her baking, and we went out there. We
-brought the baby home with us&mdash;he was just Poppet’s age&mdash;until after
-the funeral. Then the young man took him, and they went away together,
-the oldest and the youngest, and we have never seen either of them in
-Crescendo again.”</p>
-
-<p>After a complete silence of a few minutes, more flattering than
-applause, the applause for Jan’s tragic story burst forth from every
-pair of hands. It was the success of the evening, but to Gladys it was
-a success worse than failure. The confession that Jan and her mother
-had been busied with housework at the time of the tragedy added the
-story to the long list of disgraceful disclosures Jan was forever
-making.</p>
-
-<p>But the other guests at the party did not seem to consider Jan’s little
-tale a blot upon her credit&mdash;<em>they</em> could afford to admire it,
-Gladys thought bitterly; she was not <em>their</em> cousin! Girls and
-boys crowded around Jan to congratulate her, till poor Jan hardly knew
-where to look. She was already the heroine of the evening, but one
-thing more raised her into a heroine<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_85"></a>85</span> indeed, though it ended the party
-for her and Gladys.</p>
-
-<p>The last fagot was on the fire, and Helen Watterson leaned forward with
-the tongs to adjust it as it burned. She wore floating tarlatan over
-her pink-silk skirt, and as she reached for the falling fagot the draft
-from the chimney sucked her dress into the fireplace, and instantly the
-gauzy stuff blazed up.</p>
-
-<p>Her guests fell back screaming, but Jan sprang forward, gathered up
-the overdress in her hands, crumpling it together, and extinguishing
-the flames before there was the slightest danger of injury to Helen.
-Probably there had not been very great danger, for the flimsy stuff
-would very likely have been consumed before it could ignite the rest of
-her garments, but none the less, Jan had done a brave deed, and at the
-cost of painful burns on her own hands.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Watterson took her away to be coddled and bandaged, amid a murmur
-of admiration from the guests she left behind her. When the poor little
-brown hands were thoroughly wrapped in oil and cotton a carriage was
-called, and<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_86"></a>86</span> Susan put Jan into it, while Gladys followed, angry at
-being obliged to miss the dancing, angry with herself for her bad
-temper, angriest of all with Jan for proving her so wrong, yet swelling
-with pride that her cousin had saved Helen’s life&mdash;for Gladys would not
-regard the event as less than life-saving. The drive back was as silent
-as had been the drive to the party. Jan was in too much pain, Gladys in
-too perturbed a state of mind for speech.</p>
-
-<p>As Susan helped Jan from the carriage, a forlorn, hungry, sick-looking
-little tiger cat ran mewing toward her, and then scuttled away, as one
-who had no reason to count on the human kindness it implored.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, that poor, poor, dear little cat!” cried Jan, who loved dumb
-beasts tenderly. “Can’t I take it in, Gladys?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Miss Janet, it’s that forlorn and miserable, you don’t want it!”
-protested Susan.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I do; that’s why I want it!” cried Jan. “Do you think your mother
-would care? I’ve missed my animals so dreadfully, Gladys!” she pleaded.</p>
-
-<p>“You know mamma never cares what we do<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_87"></a>87</span> as long as we are satisfied,”
-said Gladys ungraciously.</p>
-
-<p>Jan waited for no further permission. With her bandaged hands, and with
-the blandishments of a voice used to conversing with our little kindred
-who can not reply&mdash;not in the same tongue at least&mdash;Jan contrived
-to catch the frightened little waif who stood in such sore need of
-kindness.</p>
-
-<p>Clasping him to her breast, in spite of bandages, and disregarding
-possible mud on the white paws, Jan returned, damaged, excited, but, on
-the whole, happy, from her first party.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_88"></a>88</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="vii">CHAPTER VII<br />
-<span>“OH, COME YE IN PEACE HERE, OR COME YE IN WAR?”</span></h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">After</span> the party and Jan’s accident there were seven days of uneventful,
-shut-in life, which were both pleasant and unpleasant. Jan could not go
-to school, for her hands were very painful, and holding a book would be
-quite out of the question.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen was well and out again in a day, but she devoted her afternoons to
-Jan, going over their lessons with her, that she might keep up with the
-class, and entertaining her the rest of the time. The girls in school
-showed a tendency to make a heroine of Jan, who refused to be lionized;
-Dorothy, Cena, and Helen Watterson came, separately or together, nearly
-every afternoon to see her, and the teachers sent messages of sympathy
-and pride in her courage to her, whom they called “their brave little
-Janet.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_89"></a>89</span>
-Sydney hailed her on the day after her adventure with a cordial smile
-and a tone which she had never heard him use to any one. He liked
-pluck, and it struck him suddenly that the girl whom he had dubbed
-“Miss Lochinvar” had been showing it, in one form or another, ever
-since her arrival.</p>
-
-<p>“I hear you have been making a burnt offering of yourself, Miss Jan,”
-he said. “Don’t do too much of that sort of thing, because it would be
-a pity to have you burned up altogether.”</p>
-
-<p>Jan was so pleased at this advance from Sydney that she built upon
-it great hopes of real friendship between them, but though Sydney
-never relapsed into his perfect indifference of manner toward her,
-they did not get beyond this slight break in the ice. Gladys alone
-stood completely aloof. She was a very unhappy Gladys in these days,
-and heartily wished that she had not taken the attitude toward her
-cousin which she now felt called upon to maintain. Pride kept her from
-admitting that she was in the wrong, and stubbornness toward Gwen, and
-a deep-seated objection to seeming to admit her authority, made her
-ten times worse than she<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_90"></a>90</span> might have been without these inducements to
-bad behavior. Gwen found out from Jan how Gladys had treated her at
-the party. Jan did not mean to tell, but in saying how good Dorothy
-Schuyler had been to her, she found that she had blundered into
-betrayal of Gladys’s neglect.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen was very angry. Not only was her sense of justice and liking for
-Jan in arms, but had not she, Gwendoline, Gladys’s elder and talented
-sister, warned Gladys that night before setting forth that she must not
-treat their cousin badly?</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t want to be a tell-tale, Gladys, and I’m not the sort to run
-to papa with things, any more than he is one to bother with them, but
-you know what he said about sending you to boarding-school if you
-dared be rude to Janet when he had invited her here! Now, you just
-keep it up as you’ve been doing, and I’ll have to go to him, and tell
-him how perfectly horrid you are to her&mdash;and she so sweet and dear,
-and everybody that is anybody admiring her like everything!” said Gwen
-sternly.</p>
-
-<p>“You can tell him anything you please,” said<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_91"></a>91</span> Gladys furiously, “but I
-won’t have anything to do with Janet, and nobody can make me! You can’t
-say I treat her badly if I let her entirely alone!”</p>
-
-<p>So Gladys withdrew herself from her sister’s society, since it involved
-Jan’s, and was more than ever with her objectionable friends, by way of
-defying Gwen and proving her independence; though the only thing she
-succeeded in proving thoroughly was proved to herself, and that was
-that she was very miserable and ashamed of herself.</p>
-
-<p>“I am driving Gladys away,” said Jan forlornly to Gwen one day. “You
-are never together, and it’s all my fault. I sometimes wish I had never
-come to New York.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t worry, Jan. Gladys and I were never friends,” said Gwen lightly.
-Then seeing Jan’s shocked expression, she added: “Not that we were
-enemies, you know. What I mean is we never were chums. We always liked
-different things and people. It might as well be you we differ about as
-anything else. It isn’t you who have done it.”</p>
-
-<p>“But she is with the Hammonds all the time&mdash;more<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_92"></a>92</span> than when I first
-came, and you never liked that,” objected Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“Probably it is all for the best. I should think that would be the best
-way to cure her of liking them,” laughed Gwen. “Don’t worry, Jan. You
-can’t make everybody alike.”</p>
-
-<p>With which bit of philosophy Jan had to try to satisfy herself.</p>
-
-<p>The kitten she had rescued on her return from the party was showing
-gratifying results of her care. After he had had the mud sponged from
-his fur&mdash;a task performed by Gwen, since Jan was unable to do it&mdash;he
-had displayed a pretty coat of black stripes on a brownish ground, with
-snowy breast and paws, and a nice face, which Jan convulsed Gwen and
-Jack by pronouncing “grave and sweet in expression,” though there was
-no denying that this was true when she had pointed out the fact.</p>
-
-<p>He had been some one’s pet, for his manners were quite elegant, and he
-had been taught to jump through hands, and to eat like a Turveydrop of
-deportment. But Jan did not call him Turveydrop, as Gwen wanted her
-to. She named him Tommy Traddles, after the cheerful youth<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_93"></a>93</span> of whom
-she was very fond, and he became the greatest addition to the little
-exile’s comfort. Tommy Traddles required convincing that each other
-member of the family individually meant well by him, for he had been so
-frightened during his days of wandering and hardship that he distrusted
-every one, but Jan he loved from the first. He had a shocking cough and
-bad indigestion from exposure and lack of food, but Jan cured the one
-with cod-liver oil and the other by careful feeding, and Tommy Traddles
-came out as good as new. It seemed to Jan, when he sat purring in her
-sunny chamber window, with the broad middle stripe of his back getting
-more glossy before her eyes, that she had not had a moment of home
-feeling until her dear cat came.</p>
-
-<p>One day when it had been raining heavily, and a cold had kept Jack
-at home from school, Jan sat in Gwen’s room listening to the first
-chapters&mdash;three were now written&mdash;of the novel which she, quite as
-implicitly as Gwen, believed that North &amp; Co would jump at the chance
-to publish as soon as Cena North laid it before her father.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_94"></a>94</span>
-Jack was restless. His cold was just bad enough not to risk going out
-with it, but not bad enough to subdue his spirits. Gwen lost patience
-at last with his constant popping in and out of her room and snapped
-him up.</p>
-
-<p>“Ivan Graham,” she cried, “if you don’t keep out of here, I’ll make
-you! You ought to be ashamed of yourself, taking advantage of me, like
-a sneak, just because my lock is broken! Aren’t boys a nuisance, Jan?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, but their noise is sometimes,” smiled Jan, with a warning shake of
-the head at Jack.</p>
-
-<p>The warning came too late. Jan had never seen an exhibition of her
-little cousin’s temper, though she had been informed more than once
-that “Jack was a terror when he broke loose.” He “broke loose” now,
-and Jan saw the suitability of the expression, for he was like a young
-wildcat.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not a sneak! I’ll teach you to call me a sneak!” he shrieked,
-throwing himself on Gwen with such violence that she staggered halfway
-across the room. “I’ll show you! I’ll show you!” Apparently Jack meant
-that he would show his sister how he could use his fists, for<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_95"></a>95</span> he was
-pummeling her black and blue, and Jan’s bandaged hands prevented her
-going to Gwen’s rescue.</p>
-
-<p>But Gwen had had sorry experience with ungoverned temper from her
-earliest days. She caught Jack deftly at last, pinioned his arms, and
-bore him&mdash;for she was a tall, strong girl&mdash;half dragging him, half
-carrying him, to Hummie for punishment, though he kicked and fought all
-the way.</p>
-
-<p>“Isn’t he a cherub?” asked Gwen, returning triumphant, but short of
-breath.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s awful!” cried Jan, who had been quite frightened during the
-tussle. “If some one doesn’t teach him to control that temper he may
-do something he’ll be sorry for all his life. And he really is a dear
-little fellow&mdash;so warm-hearted and generous!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, those tornadoes are always warm-hearted and generous, if they
-feel pleasant,” said Gwen. “I think I like less generosity and fewer
-kicks. I shall be black and blue for a week. Don’t your brothers have
-tantrums?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, but we always try not to stir up the<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_96"></a>96</span> quick ones, and when they
-get into a fit of temper we try to cool them down&mdash;we have what we call
-the Rescue League, you know&mdash;mamma founded it&mdash;and we pledge ourselves
-to rescue one another from our foes&mdash;inside ourselves, of course. It
-really is fun, and more like a play than anything goody-goody. Then if
-mamma is around when one of us gets mad, she takes that one by the hand
-and leads him off&mdash;sometimes it’s a her, you know&mdash;it has been me&mdash;been
-I&mdash;and soothes him all down and talks quietly, and we come back feeling
-as if we had had a bath&mdash;a bath for our minds.” Janet’s eyes had grown
-dim as she talked. The little plain home looked so lovely and peaceful
-as she recalled it!</p>
-
-<p>Gwen was silent, and at this moment Susan offered Jan a letter.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, it’s from mamma!” she cried. “Please open it for me, Gwen. And lay
-it on my lap where I can read it.”</p>
-
-<p>Gwen obeyed, but the attempt at reading was not successful. The pages
-slipped and Jan’s fingers were not free to hold them.</p>
-
-<p>“You would rather not have me read it to<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_97"></a>97</span> you?” asked Gwen. “Do you
-think it’s secrets?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, but I do love to read mamma’s letters myself,” sighed Jan. “Thank
-you, Gwen. Please take it.”</p>
-
-<p>Gwen did as she was bidden, and read:</p>
-
-<blockquote>
-
-<p>“<span class="smcap">My Dearest Little Janet-Girl</span>: It is really several days
-since I wrote you, but papa and Fred have written, and there wasn’t
-any news. Only that there are five more citizens of Crescendo
-than there were last week&mdash;four are kittens&mdash;nice little Maltese
-and white things, belonging to Madam Puff&mdash;and one a calf, the
-long-legged daughter of Mrs. Cusha. I am so glad that my little
-girl is not getting too fond of luxury to want to see her plain
-home again! They are very good to you at Uncle Howard’s, and it was
-beautiful in him to fit you out as prettily as his own daughters,
-so that you should not be mortified nor mortify them when you
-appear together. By and by you will see more of Aunt Tina, I am
-sure. She must be fond of all those dear children, of course. [Here
-Jan began to blush furiously, but Gwen only<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_98"></a>98</span> elevated her eyebrows
-and went on reading with increasing interest as she caught sight of
-her own name farther down the page.] And though it is delightful
-for you to see so much of the tiny ones, and have them love you
-so dearly, I am especially glad that you like Gwen, and that she
-seems to like you, for I feel sure she is a noble girl, as well
-as a clever one, and I always wanted Howard’s oldest daughter and
-my oldest girl to be friends, as we were, he and I, years ago.
-And no, dear, you certainly must not mind Gladys’s dislike too
-much, nor even feel sure it is dislike, because one is likely to
-get the kind of treatment one expects. I am as sorry as I can be
-that she apparently despises poverty. Of course that is nonsense.
-Rich people are not better than poor ones, nor are poor people
-better than rich ones. It all depends how one meets and uses his
-opportunities, and money or its lack is an accident. Rich people
-are tempted to be hard and selfish, but, on the other hand, poor
-people are tempted to be envious and jealous. ‘The betwixt and
-between’ folk have the best of it, for they are not so strongly
-tempted either way. Still, they often get dissatisfied<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_99"></a>99</span> with
-enough. Agur was very wise when he prayed to be given ‘neither
-poverty nor riches.’ I am sorry as I can be that my poor little
-niece is so worldly, but I hope she will learn better when she is a
-little older. If she doesn’t she will have some hard lessons, for
-worldly people are taught very sharply how vain are the things upon
-which they have set their hearts, and no one with false ambitions
-is ever happy. But if little Jan doesn’t get worldly, I can not
-care as much as I should about any one else. I was so afraid, so
-dreadfully afraid, to put my single-hearted girl among things which
-could never be hers&mdash;afraid I should spoil her content and her
-unconsciousness of differences, which really are imaginary and do
-not matter at all. Go your ways, my Jan, like an honest, simple
-little girl, and do not be other than your true, good little self.
-It grieves me to think that any one in my brother’s house&mdash;much
-more one of his children&mdash;should not be quite kind to Jan, but I
-feel sure you will win Gladys by and by, if you are patient. The
-greatest English writer after Shakespeare&mdash;to my thinking, at
-least&mdash;said that the world was a looking-glass, reflecting<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_100"></a>100</span> our own
-expression toward it. And he was perfectly right. So smile away,
-Janet, and by and by all your little world will smile at you. All
-the children and your father send kisses enough to take your breath
-away. And so does she who loves you a little more than any one else
-can love you, and who prays ‘that God will keep you so pure, and
-true, and fair.’ You remember our favorite song?</p>
-
-<p>“Your loving and only mother,<br />
-<span class="smcap pl10">“Jennie Graham Howe.”</span></p>
-</blockquote>
-
-<p>To Jan’s surprise and dismay, Gwen sprang up after reading this
-letter, which Jan would not have allowed her to see for the world if
-she had known that it was going to reflect her own comments on her
-surroundings, and threw herself on the bed, sobbing as though her heart
-would break. “Why, Gwen, why, dear Gwen, don’t!” cried Jan, clasping
-her cousin in her wounded arms. “I didn’t mean anything about Gladys!
-I’m so sorry you read it! But it really wasn’t anything bad I said!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, it’s not that. I don’t care what you said&mdash;Gladys is a pig!”
-sobbed Gwen. “It’s<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_101"></a>101</span> because Aunt Jennie is so awfully, beautifully
-dear! And because&mdash;because&mdash;O Janet Howe, you don’t deserve credit.
-You ought to be a nice girl!” And puzzled Jan agreed with her, as she
-stroked her hair in wondering silence.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_102"></a>102</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="viii">CHAPTER VIII<br />
-<span>“HE STAYED NOT FOR BRAKE AND HE STOPPED NOT FOR STONE”</span></h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Gwen</span> and Jan, with Gladys accompanying them protestingly, and with an
-air suggestive of being about to walk on the other side of the street,
-were on their way home from school. Except for a slight tenderness
-lingering about her reddened palms, Jan’s hands were healed, and she
-had resumed her former life, very glad to get back to the world of
-fresh air and sunshine. It was late November, and the air around the
-park was full of suggestions of country odors&mdash;the sunshine soft and
-warm through the haze overlapping from Indian summer.</p>
-
-<p>There were rumors afloat of great events to come, events of absorbing
-interest to all the young people. First of all, Sydney’s school was to
-have a tournament at Thanksgiving, in which not only were there to be
-races&mdash;foot and bicycle<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_103"></a>103</span> races&mdash;and wrestling matches, and jumping, as
-in most schoolboy tournaments, but there were to be tennis-matches,
-singles and doubles, and in the latter girls were to compete, the lads
-being allowed to ask sisters or friends to play with them. Sydney had
-very little to do with the girls of his household, but when the hour
-came that he was to strive with his mates for honor and prizes family
-pride stirred, and Gwen and Gladys were profoundly interested. They
-were to go to see the games, and Gwen, at least, who was fonder of
-sports than Gladys, wished with all her heart that Sydney would ask her
-to play the tennis-match with him. She felt quite certain that with a
-little practise she could hold her own against her adversaries. Jan
-kept discreetly the secret that she had been champion of the girls’
-singles at home, but though it never occurred to her to wish for the
-impossible&mdash;that Sydney might ask her to play with him&mdash;she was very
-much excited at the prospect of the games, and nervously reiterated
-that “she was sure Sydney would win.” And more thrilling, though less
-definite, was the rumor, gaining force every day, that something<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_104"></a>104</span>
-splendid and unusual was to take place at “the Hydra” in celebration
-of the Christmas holidays, and though there was no possibility of an
-answer, each girl asked every other girl daily what she <em>did</em>
-suppose it would be, and if they thought everybody would take part.</p>
-
-<p>It was this indefinitely glorious prospect which Gwen and Jan were
-discussing volubly as they walked home in the soft November sunshine,
-Gladys occasionally adding a word from inability to maintain perfect
-silence.</p>
-
-<p>There was a knot of men and boys gathered ahead of them, and Jan
-quickened her pace. She was so constituted that she could not see such
-a gathering without her first thought being that perhaps some one was
-maltreating a helpless animal, and her quick impulse was to fly to the
-rescue. As the three girls came nearer they saw that this time what
-Jan feared was really happening. A poor little dog, hair matted and
-body thin, was in a convulsion on the sidewalk, and the crowd, with the
-usual stupid terror in such a gathering of an animal showing symptoms
-of sickness, was kicking the poor little creature from side to side, as
-he staggered about<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_105"></a>105</span> blindly, instinctively trying to get somewhere, but
-with no power in his tortured brain to select that somewhere.</p>
-
-<p>“Put him in the gutter!” cried a voice, its owner evidently having a
-vague recollection that water was the proper treatment for spasms. A
-rough hand caught the dog by the tail and threw him into the gutter,
-still wet from flushing the street from the hydrant. The bewildered
-creature staggered to his feet and essayed to escape from the puddle
-into which he had fallen, but the heavy boot of a laborer kicked him
-back.</p>
-
-<p>Jan saw no more&mdash;indeed she had not stood seeing all this, but had
-witnessed the torture in agony as she and Gwen approached.</p>
-
-<p>Dropping her books without looking to see where they fell, she started
-on a dead run for the group ahead of her. Her hat flew off, her hair
-began to break its bounds, but Jan did not think of appearances just
-then. Like a young Valkyrie she swept down on the amazed men and boys,
-who fell back before the vigor and suddenness of her onslaught, as
-human beings generally give away to some one wholly in earnest.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_106"></a>106</span>
-“You brutes! You cruel, cruel, stupid men!” cried the clear young
-voice, shaking with rage and tears. “To treat a little, tiny dog like
-that! Don’t you see he’s sick? I only hope giants will come and torture
-you the next time you’re sick! Give me that dog.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s mad, miss,” said the big workman who had given the last blow.</p>
-
-<p>“He’s nothing of the sort. He’s in a fit, and he ought to be perfectly
-quiet! I tell you, let me get him!” cried Jan.</p>
-
-<p>The unfortunate little victim of this stupidity and brutality had
-lain motionless for the last moment, and Jan bent over him tenderly.
-“Dear little dog,” she said, “let me take you.” The brown eyes, full
-of misery and pain&mdash;for he had recovered consciousness and was coming
-out of the spasm&mdash;were raised to the pitiful face above him, and,
-recognizing that at last here was one human being who had mercy, the
-poor dry little tongue came out in an effort to lap the quivering chin,
-just out of reach.</p>
-
-<p>Taking care to keep her hands away from the dog’s teeth, which might
-close on them in pain<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_107"></a>107</span> and with no intent to bite, Jan raised the
-helpless creature in her arms. One leg hung limp, and the dog moaned.</p>
-
-<p>“You have broken his leg!” cried Jan, turning indignantly on the crowd.
-“Oh, how can you call yourselves human beings and treat a little, dumb,
-helpless thing like that? They haven’t any one but us to help them! The
-next time you see a dog sick that way lay him where he’s quiet and wet
-his head, and don’t, don’t ever hurt him! He’s just had a spasm, and
-now you’ve broken his leg!”</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter width500" id="youbrutes">
- <img src="images/i123-2.jpg" width="500" height="707" alt="" />
- <div class="caption">“You brutes! To treat a little dog like that!”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>The men began to mutter, but several looked heartily ashamed of
-themselves. Some boys jeered at Jan, but she paid no attention. Turning
-to Gwen, who had come up, she looked at her and down at the dog in her
-arms, totally unable to speak.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen was not less distressed than Jan. She did not even see that the
-little yellow body was dripping mud on the front of Jan’s dress. “We
-must take him to a doctor, Jan,” she said. “You are an old trump to
-drive down on the crowd like that! I always want to do something, but I
-don’t quite dare.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_108"></a>108</span>
-“It isn’t daring. I don’t stop to dare&mdash;I rush,” said Jan. “Where is a
-dog-doctor, and how shall we go?”</p>
-
-<p>Gladys stood afar, witnessing this incident with unspeakable horror.
-A girl to rush madly down on a crowd like that, harangue them, and
-take up a muddy, mongrel cur in broad daylight, and on Fifth Avenue!
-And Gwen, not much better, to follow her! She picked up Jan’s books as
-if they had been dynamite, and walked away with her head in the air,
-too disgusted for adequate expression. Jan was a gipsy. She certainly
-looked like one, with her hat off and her hair frowzy&mdash;reddish hair,
-too! Gladys had not noticed before how red the brown was in the
-sunshine.</p>
-
-<p>But if Gladys was repelled and offended anew by Jan’s quixotic
-behavior, there was another member of the house of Graham who, unseen,
-viewed the incident with different eyes and feelings. Sydney, also just
-returning from school, had seen Jan sweep down on the men and boys,
-scattering them before her, and rescue the dog by sheer force of will
-and justice, and, seeing, he had been warmed into generous<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_109"></a>109</span> enthusiasm
-and admiration, for Sydney was a manly boy, and he loved animals.</p>
-
-<p>Now he hastened to his cousin’s and his sister’s support. “Good for
-you, Jan!” he cried. “You’re a regular knight without fear and without
-reproach.”</p>
-
-<p>Gwen and Jan looked up in amazement. Could this be Sydney? The color
-had mounted high in his cheeks, his eyes were flashing, his lips
-smiling. There was not a trace of the sullenness and reserve Jan had
-thought the only manner she should ever see in her oldest cousin, as he
-took off his cap in exaggerated, yet sincere deference, and held out a
-congratulatory hand.</p>
-
-<p>“How is the poor little beggar? What an outrage! They’ve broken his
-leg! Bad enough to have a fit without being kicked and punched! A crowd
-makes me so mad I could knock all the heads together! It always thinks
-every half-starved beast has hydrophobia, and then to make sure there
-is something wrong, proceeds to stick and stone it. I’m proud of you,
-Jan! It’s great to see a girl who doesn’t stop to curl her hair when
-there’s something to be<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_110"></a>110</span> done! Gracious! You came down like a wolf on
-the fold&mdash;the Assyrian isn’t in it with you! What are we going to do
-with your find? I hate to chloroform him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, can’t we cure him?” asked Jan pathetically.</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t set legs, but I shouldn’t wonder if we could pull him through.
-What about lunch?” asked Sydney.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I don’t care about any lunch!” cried Jan eagerly. “It would be
-cruel to make him wait with his leg broken. Tell me how to get to the
-doctor, and I’ll take him there.”</p>
-
-<p>“Have you the price of a hansom, Gwen? I’m broke&mdash;as usual,” said
-Sydney, his face clouding. “If you’ve any change I’ll go with Jan and
-the dog down to the doctor.”</p>
-
-<p>“Here’s my purse,” said Gwen. “There are two dollars in it and some
-small change. I’d just as lief go, if you’re hungry, Syd.”</p>
-
-<p>“Hungry! Of course, but it’s my business to protect Janet. Hi, there,
-cabby!” And Sydney hailed a cab a little farther up the avenue, which
-rattled down on them at once.</p>
-
-<p>“Pile in, Lochinvar. You deserve your<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_111"></a>111</span> name,” cried Sydney. And Jan
-obeyed, wondering if she were dreaming, and if this offhand, genial boy
-could be morose Sydney.</p>
-
-<p>“Poor little doglums!” Sydney went on. “You hold him well, Jan. Say,
-why aren’t more girls like you? You’re straight girl, ready to cry
-over that dog this minute&mdash;I’m no end sorry for him, but I don’t feel
-teary. And you hold him as if he were your youngest child, and you had
-taken care of six of his brothers before him. Now that’s girl for you!
-Yet you don’t care a bent copper for what any one thinks, and you make
-yourself look like a tramp&mdash;hair flying, hat off, books any old place,
-and you get mud on your dress from the poor beggar, and you drive
-down Fifth Avenue, and it never crosses your mind to consider whether
-you look respectable or not. You burst through a tough crowd without
-fear of it, or of comment. And all that’s not only straight boy, but
-it’s a mighty decent sort of fellow at that. I never saw a girl like
-you&mdash;you’re the right stuff, Miss Lochinvar, and I didn’t know how
-appropriate the name was when I christened you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve been brought up with boys&mdash;Fred’s<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_112"></a>112</span> your age, and we’re chums&mdash;and
-then there are all the others,” stammered Jan, hardly knowing how to
-receive this outburst of most acceptable compliments. “I guess there
-are lots of girls like me, if you know them. Gwen’s the right sort,
-too, and Dorothy Schuyler, and I know ever so many at home.”</p>
-
-<p>“Gwen’s well enough,” said Sydney, with brotherly indifference. “I
-don’t know Dorothy Schuyler. Gladys makes me very weary. I wonder if
-she’s going to come this airy-fairy business all her days? Here’s the
-doctor’s. Give me the patient while you get out.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m afraid to move him for fear it will hurt him. I’ll get out without
-taking hold&mdash;I don’t need my hands,” said Jan. But Sydney steadied her
-elbow, and she thanked him with a bright smile.</p>
-
-<p>The doctor was at home, fortunately. He was one who loved his
-profession and loved his patients. He handled the little waif the
-children had brought to him as tenderly as he would have touched
-the best-blooded dog, strapping him down carefully, and setting the
-broken leg expeditiously and successfully. As he worked<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_113"></a>113</span> he heard the
-story of the dog’s rescue through Jan’s wild onslaught, and he smiled
-approvingly at the girl who loved those whom the gentle saint of Assisi
-called “our little brothers,” and who dared for their sake. When the
-work was done he refused his fee, saying that he was glad to contribute
-his skill to the little dog who had fared ill at the hands of men.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you going to keep him?” asked the doctor.</p>
-
-<p>Jan referred the question to Sydney with a glance that betrayed her
-longing to do so.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes. We’re going to keep him, and put flesh on these poor ribs of
-his. And we ought to call him Andromeda, because Janet here rescued him
-from the dragon,” said Sydney.</p>
-
-<p>“But Andromeda was a beautiful girl,” objected Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Andromedus, then&mdash;Drom for short. I’m sure his state was rocky
-enough to make it appropriate on that count,” laughed Sydney. “Good-by,
-doctor. We’re no end obliged. You think the poor fellow will pull
-through?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m sure of it, with your care,” said the<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_114"></a>114</span> doctor, holding the door
-for his visitors to depart, and watching them down the stairs. He liked
-the frank, warm-hearted pair immensely.</p>
-
-<p>“Goodness, Sydney, it’s three&mdash;ten minutes past!” exclaimed Jan,
-glancing at the clock on the Grand Central Station.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t mind. Gwen will have luncheon saved for us&mdash;she’s a good
-fellow when there’s question of helping beasties,” said Sydney. “And
-I’m rather pleased to have made your acquaintance, Miss Lochinvar&mdash;the
-real Miss Lochinvar.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve been just dying to know you, Syd. I miss Fred so dreadfully,”
-said Jan, smiling with irrepressible joy. “I think we might have real
-good times&mdash;” She stopped abruptly.</p>
-
-<p>“Say, Jan,” said Sydney, not noticing her embarrassment. “You can run
-like a spider and you have courage and quick wit. Can you play tennis?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, I was girl champion at home!” cried Jan, blushing.</p>
-
-<p>And Sydney slapped his leg, whistling with surprised pleasure. “The
-very thing!” he cried.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_115"></a>115</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="ix">CHAPTER IX<br />
-<span>“‘THEY’LL HAVE FLEET STEEDS THAT FOLLOW,’ QUOTH YOUNG LOCHINVAR”</span></h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> third floor suddenly became to Jan quite as familiar as the second,
-which Gwen had informed her on her arrival was disrespectfully dubbed
-by Sydney “the hennery.” Her first visit daily on her return from
-school and numerous ones from that time until she went to bed were
-made to poor little yellow Drom, her and Sydney’s interesting patient.
-“Patient” the little dog certainly was in both senses. It is doubtful
-if either of the other denizens of that floor of the house would have
-borne affliction so sweetly, and as a reward for the meekness which
-submitted to bandages and splints with only grateful kisses for the
-hands which reluctantly hurt, and for lying motionless through the long
-hours, the broken leg set fast and the obtruding ribs disappeared under
-flesh.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_116"></a>116</span>
-More than Drom’s broken bones were knitted during those days. Sydney
-never fell back into his disregard of “Miss Lochinvar,” and, united in
-their nursing and pride in their patient’s progress, the cousins became
-real friends.</p>
-
-<p>At times there were glimpses of something in Sydney which Jan did not
-understand, but which vaguely troubled her, but it was never coolness
-toward her. On the contrary, she could not help fancying that the
-taciturn boy was glad of the affection she gave him, and found girlish
-sympathy very acceptable. In her loyal little heart Jan resolved never
-to rest until she had brought Gwen into this pleasant comradeship,
-feeling quite sure that Sydney would enjoy his clever, big-hearted
-sister as much as she would enjoy him, if only they might make each
-other’s acquaintance.</p>
-
-<p>In the meantime a wonderful thing happened. Sydney asked Jan to play
-with him in the tennis tournament, and “Miss Lochinvar” was not less
-frightened than elated over the honor.</p>
-
-<p>Syd had taken her out to the courts to practise, and was delighted with
-her swift underhand<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_117"></a>117</span> serve as much as with her sure returns and expert
-volleying, in which she seemed to be all over the court at the same
-time. It proved to be a “court” in another sense to the pretty girl,
-for she instantly became a prime favorite with the players, not only
-with the boys, who pronounced her “great,” but with the girls. These
-were not pupils of “the Hydra,” but another set and kind. Jan found
-them pleasanter, as a whole. They were frank, jolly, natural young
-creatures, such as the boys would be likely to choose to play with them
-when the choice was left them. They all declared that they had not a
-ghost of a chance playing against Jan, and the boys announced that
-“Graham had a cinch, with that cousin of his to back him.” But though
-the boyish slang made her feel more at home than she had since leaving
-her brothers, it could not set Jan’s mind at rest. She found herself
-starting up out of her sleep at imaginary calls of “Play!” and once
-served a dream ball with such a thump of her hand against the nursery
-wall that Jerry awoke screaming, and Hummie hastened in, feeling sure
-nothing less than fire was the matter.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_118"></a>118</span>
-There was not much time for practise. Sydney laughed at Jan for wishing
-they had longer to get used to each other’s methods, but could not help
-realizing that victory would have been more assured if they had played
-together more. It would never do, however, to let Jan lose confidence.
-At the best, Sydney had little faith in “girls’ nerve.”</p>
-
-<p>On the day before the games, which were to be held on the first Tuesday
-after Thanksgiving, Jan played so badly that Sydney was seriously
-alarmed. She seemed nothing but a bundle of nervousness, serving weakly
-or else beyond the bounds, receiving uncertainly, and acquitting
-herself generally as badly as possible. Jan came home profoundly cast
-down.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be discouraged, Syd,” she said, though she needed cheering more
-than her partner. “You know I can play a decent game, and I often go to
-pieces beforehand, but pull together again when the time comes. Maybe
-I’ll be all right to-morrow.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course. I know how that is,” said Sydney lightly. “You’re all
-right, and I wish I was<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_119"></a>119</span> as sure of everything I wanted as I am of
-winning to-morrow. You had your funk out to-day. To-morrow you’ll be
-right on deck when the umpire calls time.”</p>
-
-<p>Jan went slowly up-stairs, hoping this was to prove true. Her spirits
-rose considerably at the sight that met her eyes when she opened her
-chamber door. There on the bed lay a tennis dress of which any one
-might be proud. It was beautiful broadcloth, rich, warm red in color,
-with tiny bands of black fur around the short skirt and perfectly
-defining the fine lines of the short jacket which surmounted the
-delicate tucked white-silk shirt-waist. But most bewitching of all was
-the cap of the crimson cloth, with its outlining of black fur and its
-single black quill bidding defiance to the world in its saucy setting
-on the left side. Jan promptly donned the cap, admiring the effect in
-her glass, which told her that she had never worn anything so becoming,
-and resolving to do or die, to live up to her costume. She would not
-be one of those girls whom the Crescendo boys despised, whose skill in
-tennis consisted solely in selecting a gorgeous sash and knotting it
-gracefully.<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_120"></a>120</span> They had had an axiom at home that the better the sash the
-worse the playing.</p>
-
-<p>Jan, concluding that Gwen had been at the bottom of her welcome gift,
-went to find and thank her. She learned to her surprise that her aunt
-had designed and ordered the costume, wishing that her boy should have
-not only the most skilful partner, but the prettiest one, and with
-this discovery Jan made another, which was that her busy aunt had
-unsuspected pride and affection for her eldest born.</p>
-
-<p>The entire family, with the exception of Mr. Graham and Jerry, went out
-to the games on the following day. The sun was warm, but the air cool;
-there was not much wind. Altogether it was a day which justified the
-wisdom of holding games so late in the season.</p>
-
-<p>Most of the big girls from the Misses Larned’s were in the grand stand,
-interested from more or less personal connection with the contestants,
-and filling the place with gay colors, lively chatter, and candy odors.</p>
-
-<p>The races preceded the tennis, as did the wrestling. Sydney was not
-among the wrestlers, but he ran and jumped, and the Graham<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_121"></a>121</span> party
-nearly fell over the rail in its enthusiasm as he came in first in the
-foot-races and when he marched up to the judges’ stand later to have
-the first medal for the race and the second medal for the standing jump
-fastened on the breast of his white sweater.</p>
-
-<p>“Isn’t he gloriously handsome?” whispered Mrs. Graham in Jan’s ready
-ear. “There isn’t a boy here to compare with him! I am proud of my
-beautiful boy and my clever Gwen, Janet, and I sometimes think I love
-them more than all the others put together.”</p>
-
-<p>Jan felt the injustice of these words, although she realized that the
-pride of the hour might have made her aunt exaggerate her partiality.
-But as she looked at Sydney she felt that they were almost to be
-excused. With his face flushed, his head thrown back, his lips proudly
-smiling, and his straight young form drawn up to its fullest height,
-showing his fine muscles at their best, Sydney Graham was a son to
-glory in, and Jan clapped her loudest, feeling that her big cousin was
-very dear to her, too, and that she was grateful to Drom for being the
-link that had drawn them together.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_122"></a>122</span>
-The time for the tennis had come, and Jan rose in her seat to make
-her way through the crowd down to the courts. She heard but faintly
-the clapping of hands with which her school friends sped her, but she
-heard as distinctly as if a megaphone had shouted the hateful words,
-Daisy Hammond’s whisper to Flossie Gilsey: “Look at the Wild West
-Show! I suppose she thinks she’ll paint this town red to match her own
-war-paint.”</p>
-
-<p>A little righteous indignation often does wonders. Jan had risen with
-her heart in her rubber-soled shoes. As she heard Daisy’s ugly, vulgar
-speech her nerves suddenly steadied, and with a profound contempt
-for the speaker came a resolution to show these girls that she could
-excel them in sport as easily as she could not help knowing that she
-surpassed them in class.</p>
-
-<p>Sydney met her at the foot of the stairs, and he read the steady light
-in her eyes and the firm curl of her lips aright, and with unspeakable
-relief saw that Janet could be relied on.</p>
-
-<p>“O Sydney, we are all so proud of you!” cried Jan, saluting her cousin
-with a wave of her racket in her left hand and a tight clasp of<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_123"></a>123</span> his
-hand with the right one. “No, you mustn’t take my racket. It is part
-of my costume! Don’t you see that Aunt Tina had a cover for it made to
-match my dress?”</p>
-
-<p>“You certainly are a picture,” said Sydney, “and I’m proud of you!
-Shall we let them score a few points?”</p>
-
-<p>“Just a few, to add to the interest,” laughed Jan. “But ‘“they’ll have
-fleet steeds that follow,” quoth young Lochinvar.’”</p>
-
-<p>Sydney echoed her laugh with a mind at rest, and the cousins stepped
-out on the hard clay court.</p>
-
-<p>They found that their opponents were in fine form. Jan and Sydney
-fought hard, but do what they would they could not keep them from
-getting the winning ten after they had held them tied at “forty all”
-some exciting minutes.</p>
-
-<p>But the second game Sydney and Janet won, and took their places ready
-to make the third theirs by any heroic effort. Unfortunately the
-boy and girl opposing them were of the stuff that soldiers are made
-from&mdash;or rather fortunately, for Syd and Jan wanted to win gloriously.
-But they had hard work to win at all. Once<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_124"></a>124</span> more the game halted at
-“forty all,” and the ball was volleyed back and forth without pausing,
-each side and both partners of each side playing nobly. Once Sydney
-played a back stroke that nearly settled it, but the girl across the
-net saved the day, and immediately on the ball’s return her partner
-gave a swift cut that made it skim the net and fly out to the right
-corner of the service-line. With a bound Jan pursued it. It had been
-a clever stroke, for neither she nor Syd was near that spot at the
-moment. How she got there Jan did not know, but get there she did, and,
-swinging her racket without more than time for instinctive planning,
-she smashed the ball, and it crossed the net, barely clearing it, sped
-close to the ground out to the outer court of their opponents, and
-stopped before either raised racket could get down to its level or
-either player on the opposite side could pursue the ball. A ringing
-cheer announced the game won and Jan the victor. Sydney shook her
-violently by both hands, while cries of: “Well played!” “Splendid!”
-“What a stroke!” fell on the ears of happy “Miss Lochinvar.”</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter width500" id="aringing">
- <img src="images/i142.jpg" width="500" height="714" alt="" />
- <div class="caption">A ringing cheer announced Jan the victor.</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>“It was the prettiest sight I ever saw,” said<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_125"></a>125</span> Mrs. Graham, kissing
-Jan on her return, and more inclined to regard the affair as a
-spectacle than a sport. “You are sweet in that crimson, Janet, and
-Sydney is delicious! I am so proud of you both!”</p>
-
-<p>Gwen hugged her cousin breathless, Jack and Viva trying vainly to
-get at her the while. Even Gladys was swept away by the glory to her
-family, to which for the first time Jan had contributed, into something
-like cordiality toward “Miss Lochinvar.” All the girls Jan liked at the
-Misses Larned’s congratulated her jubilantly, and the other faction was
-forced into silence. Altogether Jan enjoyed a little triumph, and came
-home blissful, to dream of the theater-party to which Mrs. Graham was
-to take her, Gwen, Gladys, Sydney, his most intimate chum, and Dorothy
-Schuyler, in celebration of the victory, on the following day.</p>
-
-<p>It was the more shocking that she ran up the stairs later to visit
-Drom, full of these anticipations for Jan to find Sydney with his head
-bowed on his arms across his table and to meet the tragic face which he
-raised as he tried to smile at her.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_126"></a>126</span>
-“Why, Sydney, what has happened?” she cried, standing still on the
-threshold and paying no attention to Drom’s cordial greeting.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing,” said Sydney. “I&mdash;perhaps I ran too hard. I don’t feel quite
-well. How are you after our victory?” He tried to speak easily, but Jan
-was too well versed in boys’ ways to be deceived.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re in a scrape, Syd,” she said decidedly, entering and shutting
-the door behind her with a discretion Sydney admired even then. “Won’t
-you tell me what it is? Or have you told your mother?”</p>
-
-<p>“My mother! No, I guess not,” said Sydney. “I’d be sorry to tell
-her&mdash;if I were in a scrape,” he added, realizing his indirect admission.</p>
-
-<p>“Then tell me,” said Jan, sitting down at the other side of the table
-with an air that suggested not rising again until she had been told.
-“Two heads are better than one, and you can trust me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I’m in debt,” said Sydney, yielding at once, glad, perhaps, to
-share a burden that had been oppressive for some time. “And the<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_127"></a>127</span> fellow
-writes to say he won’t wait any longer. If I don’t pay up he’ll go to
-my father. I can’t pay up, so I suppose there’s no help for it, and
-he’ll have to go.”</p>
-
-<p>“In debt!” Jan exclaimed, her voice low and horror-stricken. “O Syd,
-that’s awful! What will uncle do if that man goes to him? Who is the
-man, anyway? Tell me more.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’ll raise the roof, as to father’s part of it, and very likely send
-me off to boarding-school,” said Sydney, flushing. “The man, as you
-call him, is a shopkeeper who likes to get the fellows at our school
-to buy things on tick from him, if he knows there is some one at home
-who will pay in case they don’t. He even offers to lend us money and
-put it on the books and not charge any interest. He’s a scamp to do it,
-and I know it, but I’ve been fool enough&mdash;and scamp enough, too&mdash;to get
-things charged and to borrow a little now and then, thinking I could
-pay up myself. Well, I can’t, and now I’ve got to face the music. It
-serves me right, but that doesn’t make me enjoy myself any better.”</p>
-
-<p>“O Syd, how could you?” said Jan, who had been brought up to regard
-debt with horror,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_128"></a>128</span> and whose father might have to deny his children
-luxury, but by practise and precept he taught them to live within their
-means.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, you needn’t lecture,” said Sydney, who found the pained and
-disappointed look in the brown eyes opposite to him hard to meet. “I
-know all you can say about its being wrong, but I did it, and there you
-are! Five dollars a month isn’t much allowance, and that’s all I get.”</p>
-
-<p>“Five dollars! Every month, and to spend on yourself?” cried Jan, to
-whom this seemed a fortune.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, you little goose!” said Sydney, almost ready to laugh at her
-simplicity. “What do you suppose that is among the boys I go with? But
-don’t you worry. I’m sorry I told.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you think it would be right to pay this man and not let Uncle
-Howard know?” said conscientious Jan. “You see, Sydney, I think fathers
-and mothers ought to be told things.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you think it makes a difference whether it would do harm
-or good?” asked Sydney. “Father would be angry and send me off,
-and I can’t see what good that would do. He is<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_129"></a>129</span> too busy to try to
-understand. And I’ve had enough of it. If I could pay up now I would
-keep clear of this sort of thing forever. It has worried me ever since
-September.”</p>
-
-<p>Jan was thinking rapidly as Sydney spoke, and it seemed to her loving
-heart like sealing the boy’s fate to send him away from home, where it
-was her favorite dream to root him more closely. So she said: “I will
-lend you money, Syd. I have some that papa gave me to buy Christmas
-gifts for the children, but you can pay it back, perhaps, before then.
-It’s five dollars. Do you need so much?”</p>
-
-<p>Sydney laughed outright, though it was a melancholy and kindly laugh.
-“Five dollars, you blessed innocent!” he said. “It is about a tenth of
-what I owe.”</p>
-
-<p>Jan gasped. “Gwen has money saved,” she said with a sudden inspiration.
-“Tell her. She’ll be glad to help you out. And it will make you better
-friends,” she added in her thoughts.</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed I won’t tell Gwen,” cried Sydney. “I’ll tell you what I will
-do. I’ll borrow your five and try to get him to take it on account, and
-wait before he tells father.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_130"></a>130</span>
-“And then, if I were you, I’d try to earn the money to pay up,” cried
-Jan, with another inspiration.</p>
-
-<p>“How could I?” asked Sydney.</p>
-
-<p>“Errands after school, work in some store&mdash;lots of ways, if you mean
-it,” said Jan, springing to her feet in her earnestness.</p>
-
-<p>“Gentlemen don’t do those things, Jan,” said Sydney. “Would you like to
-see me an errand-boy?”</p>
-
-<p>“I’d rather see you anything than dishonorable,” said Jan hotly.
-“<em>Gentlemen</em> don’t borrow and spend money they can’t pay back.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s it! Go ahead! Hit a man when he’s down!” said Sydney bitterly.
-“That’s the girl of it! I thought you were a square fellow, Janet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, please forgive me, Syd,” cried Jan, repentant. “I didn’t mean to
-say anything like that! I know you are honorable and are sorry for
-doing wrong, and I’ll do anything in the world to help you. But I hate
-to hear you talking like a fop and not seeing where the real disgrace
-would be. I’d be prouder of you if you joined the street-cleaning
-department than I<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_131"></a>131</span> would to see you getting mixed up in your ideas of
-honesty.”</p>
-
-<p>Sydney laughed again. “All right, Miss Lochinvar,” he said
-good-naturedly. “You are somewhat mixed up in your speech, it strikes
-me. I accept your apology, and I’ll admit you are right in your ideas,
-if you want me to. And I’ll accept your five dollars, too, if you’ll
-lend it to me. And I won’t forget that you stood by me as well as you
-could. Perhaps I’ll pull through with this help.”</p>
-
-<p>Janet could not help seeing that Sydney was too ready to throw off his
-burden in the relief of temporary relaxing of the pressure. She wished
-with all her heart that she was old enough and wise enough to help her
-cousin in the ways in which he needed help most. But it was something
-that he trusted her with his secret and accepted aid from her.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll run and get the money now, Syd,” she said. “I wish I wasn’t poor,
-for your sake. But think it over and see if you can’t earn some money.
-It would be so much more manly and fine than getting it from Uncle
-Howard or counting on presents. And fair, too, because<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_132"></a>132</span> you would be
-setting your own wrong-doing right.”</p>
-
-<p>“All right, Miss Lochinvar, I’ll think,” said Sydney. “You’re a pretty
-good sort of fellow not to scold me harder and to be ready to hold out
-your hand to a sinner. I won’t forget it of you, Jan.”</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_133"></a>133</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="x">CHAPTER X<br />
-<span>“FOR A LAGGARD IN LOVE AND A DASTARD IN WAR”</span></h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">It</span> seemed to Jan that each day was full of happenings of late. She was
-so much interested and had become so much a part of the life around her
-that she had not time to be homesick any more. First of all, there was
-Sydney and his affairs, which troubled her, though he had told her that
-her five dollars had purchased him temporary relief, and that he was
-considering ways of taking her advice and of earning money after school
-hours with which to pay his indebtedness.</p>
-
-<p>And, strangely enough, there was Gladys, though nothing had seemed
-less likely than that this particular cousin should ever engross Jan’s
-thoughts.</p>
-
-<p>The vague rumors floating about the Misses Larned’s school of great
-things to be done at Christmas had crystallized into the delightfully<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_134"></a>134</span>
-definite announcement that the girls were to give a play. And these
-thrilling tidings were followed by the still more exciting news that
-Gladys had been chosen for the principal part&mdash;that of an unfortunate
-princess, who, at the end of the play, came into her own again&mdash;from
-which Gwen, whose talent exceeded her sister’s, was excluded because of
-her height. The secret leaked out that the only competitor with Gladys
-in the minds of the teachers who made the cast was Daisy Hammond, and
-it did not tend to soothe the feelings of that young lady, already
-deeply chagrined that Gladys had been preferred to her. But she did
-not allow her wounded vanity to make any difference in her friendship
-for Gladys, treating her with more rather than less affection during
-these trying days, a fact to which Gladys triumphantly called Gwen’s
-attention as “perfectly sweet and dear of Daisy.”</p>
-
-<p>There came a day&mdash;a dreadful day&mdash;however, less than a week after the
-matter of the distribution of the parts had been settled when the elder
-Miss Larned&mdash;and the more awful Miss Larned, if there were degrees in
-the awe-inspiring<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_135"></a>135</span> qualities of the sisters&mdash;came into the class-room
-and announced that for reasons into which it was not necessary to
-enter, but which were deemed quite sufficient by the faculty, the
-principal part in the Christmas play had been transferred from Miss
-Gladys Graham to Miss Daisy Hammond. Miss Gladys, she added, had been
-assigned the rôle of second court lady.</p>
-
-<p>There was a silence more profound than mere absence of speech as this
-announcement fell on the ears of the first class, and it realized what
-it meant. “Second court lady!” Why, it was only a “thinking part,” a
-mere figure which trailed in and out, swelling the number of attendants
-on the principals in the play! What could have happened? For evidently
-this was a punishment inflicted upon Gladys, but for what? All eyes
-turned upon the deposed princess, who sat staring at the desk whence
-her sentence had proceeded, turning rapidly every shade and color of
-which the human countenance is capable, tears starting to her eyes,
-her lips quivering, but with such a look of blank amazement visible
-through her grief that most of her mates decided on the spot that
-whatever might<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_136"></a>136</span> be wrong Gladys was as ignorant of it as they were.
-Daisy Hammond’s face wore a look of gentle commiseration and regret,
-combined with wonder. She kept looking toward Gladys and raising her
-eyebrows inquiringly, while she shook her head in a vaguely expressive
-manner. As soon as recess came a buzz of voices rose on every side, and
-all the girls rushed to Gladys to ask what she had done to offend Miss
-Larned and receive such a crushing blow. They found Daisy Hammond with
-her arms around her friend, begging her to tell her what had happened
-to make Miss Larned do “such a horrid, horrid thing,” and assuring her
-that she would not “think of playing a part which had been taken from
-darling Gladys.”</p>
-
-<p>“There hasn’t the least bit of a thing happened,” Gladys said in reply
-to the chorus of inquiries. “I don’t know anything more about it than
-you do. But I don’t care. If they want Daisy to play the princess, let
-her play it. The only thing I hate is being disgraced like this before
-the whole school, all for nothing.”</p>
-
-<p>“Go to Miss Larned and ask her why she has changed her mind,” advised
-Dorothy Schuyler.<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_137"></a>137</span> “Tell her we all think she is offended with you, and
-you think so, too, and tell her you aren’t asking to be given the part,
-but you do ask for a chance to defend yourself if she thinks you have
-done wrong.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s the thing to do, Glad,” said Gwen decidedly. “Come on. I’ll go
-with you, and if she isn’t fair to you I’ll throw up my part, and so
-will Jan.”</p>
-
-<p>An irrepressible gleam of triumph which shot across Daisy Hammond’s
-face before she could repress it, and a quick glance between her and
-Ida Hammond and Flossie Gilsey, did not escape the keen eyes of “Miss
-Lochinvar,” whose suspicions were alert. Nor was she less sure that she
-had seen the glance when Flossie Gilsey said sweetly: “You won’t spoil
-the play, Gwen! You know no one could take your place.”</p>
-
-<p>This was strictly true, for Gwen had real dramatic talent and had been
-given a rôle requiring more acting than that of the heroine, for she
-was the leader of the princess’s enemies and had some telling lines and
-situations.</p>
-
-<p>“I certainly shall not care about spoiling the play, even if my getting
-out of it did spoil it,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_138"></a>138</span> if my sister is unjustly treated,” said Gwen.
-“Come on, Gladys. We’ll let you know, girls, what Miss Larned says.”</p>
-
-<p>The Grahams came back before many minutes, Gladys in tears, Gwen with
-a flushed and angry face. “She won’t explain one bit,” said Gwen. “She
-says it is a matter of which the least said the sooner it’s mended.
-She insists that Gladys understands, and she says that is all that is
-necessary.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you don’t understand, Gladys?” asked Cena North.</p>
-
-<p>Gladys gave her head a despairing shake. “Not any more than you do&mdash;not
-any more than if I had just landed from China and couldn’t speak a word
-of English,” she said. “I do think it is the meanest thing!”</p>
-
-<p>The summons to return to the class-room came at that moment, as a
-corroborative murmur arose on all sides.</p>
-
-<p>“Did you tell her you wouldn’t act?” whispered Daisy Hammond to
-Gwen. But Gwen shook her head. “I said nothing about any one but
-Gladys&mdash;<em>yet</em>,” she replied. Gwen, like Jan, was suspicious of
-treachery.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_139"></a>139</span>
-Gladys was escorted home by the sympathizing trio with whom she
-most consorted, but Gwen and Jan walked home together, holding an
-indignation meeting as they walked.</p>
-
-<p>“Those Hammonds are as sweet as pie to Glad, but I wouldn’t trust
-them,” Gwen said. “Daisy Hammond was wild to be the princess, and she
-knew if Gladys could be got out of it she would be put in, for she was
-second choice for the part in the first place. I’m just certain that
-crowd is at the bottom of it!”</p>
-
-<p>“So am I,” Jan agreed. “Let’s try to find out what they’ve done and
-straighten it out! It’s a perfect shame not to give a girl a chance to
-explain. I’m so sorry for Gladys! I’ll never rest till it’s made right.”</p>
-
-<p>“What a trump you are, Jan,” said Gwen, stopping short to gaze
-admiringly at her cousin. “You never bear the least grudge. Glad has
-been perfectly nasty to you often, and now she’s in trouble you’d do
-anything to pull her through!”</p>
-
-<p>Jan colored. “I’m not a saint, Gwen,” she said. “I don’t enjoy being
-snubbed, but I think it’s mean and low to try to get square with
-people.<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_140"></a>140</span> If you can’t fight a thing out at the time, drop it, I say. I
-just despise people who keep up and keep up and dwell on fusses&mdash;even
-if they were in the right in the first place that puts them in the
-wrong, to my way of thinking. I don’t believe that’s goodness in me.
-I do so hate such petty ways of quarreling. I’d feel low and ill-bred
-if I remembered rows and waited a chance to get square. However, as
-to Gladys, I don’t want to get square with her. I’ve been sorry she
-didn’t like me, but I don’t feel any spite toward her. Besides, she’s
-my cousin, my blessed mother’s own niece, and your sister, and Syd’s
-sister, and the sister of all of you, and it would be a queer thing if
-I wouldn’t stand by my own cousin.”</p>
-
-<p>Gwen, remembering how she had scolded Gladys for not standing by this
-very “own cousin” of hers, still thought it fine in Jan to be so
-generous, but she continued her way without further expression of that
-opinion, resuming her animated discussion of Gladys’s wrongs.</p>
-
-<p>That afternoon Gwen and Jan went to see the Misses Larned in the
-freedom of hours out<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_141"></a>141</span> of school. They intended firmly, though
-respectfully to decline to appear in the play if their teachers
-persisted in refusing to allow Gladys opportunity of clearing herself
-of whatever she might be accused.</p>
-
-<p>Jan’s part was insignificant, for she was not suspected of histrionic
-ability, nor was her experience in acting in the barn in distant
-Crescendo known to “the Hydra’s” heads, but Gwen was a loss which
-threatened the play with disaster, and Miss Larned&mdash;the elder and the
-only one whom the girls found at home&mdash;stooped from her dignified
-height to expostulate with her.</p>
-
-<p>“It is quite natural and in one sense laudable that you should espouse
-Gladys’s cause, Gwendoline,” she said. “But I assure you, you are
-mistaken in so doing. We are justified in making the change that has
-been made, and we are acting kindly in making it with no complaint of
-Gladys&mdash;merely making it. Gladys understands perfectly why it is done,
-and you should trust us&mdash;trust me, in fact&mdash;sufficiently to assume that
-I am acting wisely.”</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Larned,” said Gwen, trying to control<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_142"></a>142</span> the wrath this stately
-speech aroused, but betraying it in her heightened color, “you think
-you are acting wisely, but I think&mdash;we all think&mdash;you are dreadfully
-mistaken. As to Gladys’s knowing what all this is about, I was with her
-when she solemnly told you that she did not know. Gladys has plenty of
-faults, but in all the fourteen years of her life I never knew her to
-tell an untruth if you asked her anything straight out, as you did this
-morning. When Gladys says she doesn’t know, <em>she doesn’t know</em>.
-And if it comes to trusting any one, I must trust my own sister’s word
-when I know I can. If Gladys was untruthful I would be fair enough to
-own it&mdash;to myself, anyway&mdash;and keep still. But lying is not a Graham
-fault, and I know Gladys is in the dark about what makes you take her
-part from her. And I want to ask you if you think it is fair to condemn
-any one without a hearing?”</p>
-
-<p>“I can not allow you to question my judgment, Gwendoline,” said Miss
-Larned. “The matter is closed.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very well. Then I must ask to be excused from taking any part in the
-play, Miss Larned,”<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_143"></a>143</span> said Gwen rising, with hardly less dignity than
-Miss Larned herself.</p>
-
-<p>“Gwendoline, you will put us to serious inconvenience. There is no one
-in the school competent to act the part assigned you save yourself,”
-said Miss Larned. “You should have the success of the play, the honor
-of your school, when strangers will come to witness your efforts,
-sufficiently at heart to sacrifice something for it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have the honor of my sister a little nearer my heart than the honor
-of the school, Miss Larned,” said Gwen. “I care more what people think
-of Gladys than what they think of the acting, though I would have
-worked hard to make that play go. But as to any one taking my place,
-my Cousin Janet here has been trying my part at home and she acts it
-better than I do. She has acted a great deal before she came to New
-York. She could do it, if she would. I certainly must resign it under
-the circumstances.”</p>
-
-<p>Jan looked at Gwen in surprise at this suggestion, not guessing that it
-was a bit of pure malice, intended to heighten Miss Larned’s regret.</p>
-
-<p>That lady turned to Jan graciously. “Janet<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_144"></a>144</span> an actress!” she exclaimed.
-“I am surprised. Though Janet has shown such admirable scholarship
-since we had the pleasure of receiving her into our care, I do not know
-why I should wonder at discovering this accomplishment to be hers.
-Then, my child, if your cousin persists in her refusal to listen to
-reason, and to injure herself and us for her sister’s sake, I will give
-her part to you, if you are as capable of performing it as she thinks
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Thank you, Miss Larned,” said Jan hastily, “but I wouldn’t take it for
-the world. I feel just as Gwen does about Gladys&mdash;of course, because
-an own cousin is the very next thing to your sister&mdash;and I must give
-up even the little part in the play which I have already learned. I
-wouldn’t take part in it for anything unless Gladys has a chance to
-clear herself of whatever you think she has done and is proved guilty.
-Neither Gwen nor I would take her part if she deserved punishment. We
-only want you, please, to let her know what she is accused of.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have told you that she already knows. If she does not choose to tell
-you, that is her own affair. I must wish you good-day, young ladies.<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_145"></a>145</span>
-I really have no time to waste on arguments with my pupils.” And Miss
-Larned made them a curt bow of dismissal and sailed from the room,
-leaving them to find their way out as they could. She was not dull
-enough to fail to perceive that Gwen had suggested Jan’s acting merely
-for the pleasure of hearing the girl refuse to accept the part.</p>
-
-<p>With this small satisfaction to comfort her, Gwen returned slowly
-with Jan to her home. It was maddening to feel that the Christmas
-festivities were to end in disgrace to Gladys, loss of her own part in
-the play, which Gwen could not help knowing she could act well, and
-universal discomfort. And still less endurable was the situation to
-both Gwen and Jan that they felt convinced that Gladys’s friends had
-acted treacherously toward her and that they were powerless to prove
-their theory or bring about justice.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_146"></a>146</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="xi">CHAPTER XI<br />
-<span>“THERE NEVER WAS KNIGHT LIKE THE YOUNG LOCHINVAR”</span></h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> days that followed Gladys’s downfall were far from pleasant at
-school. Gladys was miserable, Gwen and Jan indignant, and their
-classmates divided into two camps, of which the larger was strongly
-partisan of the Grahams, but the second sided against them or “didn’t
-know.” The play, recast and with an incompetent girl in Gwen’s
-place, went badly at its rehearsals, and the Misses Larned were as
-cool to Gwen, who was responsible&mdash;or whom they chose to consider
-responsible&mdash;for its disaster as they dared be to one of two valuable
-pupils who had two more sisters at home growing up to scholar’s estate.
-Gladys had been with difficulty persuaded by Gwen and Jan to keep
-the story of her wrongs a secret at home until later. These would-be
-detectives hoped to discover the<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_147"></a>147</span> cause of Miss Larned’s injustice,
-and they knew that if Mrs. Graham learned of her daughter’s treatment
-she would demand instant reparation or take her from school, and the
-mystery would remain a mystery to the end. But at the close of the
-third day Gwen and Jan were no nearer its solution, and Gladys was
-passionately declaring that she couldn’t and wouldn’t keep the secret
-any longer. She knew, she said, that her mother “would take her away
-from the horrid old Hydra if she heard how she had been treated, and
-for her part she did not think any one with any self-respect ought to
-be willing to have her stay&mdash;much less try to keep her there.”</p>
-
-<p>Just as Gladys was on the eve of becoming utterly unmanageable, chance
-put the clue to the affair into Jan’s hands, or perhaps it was good
-fairies, approving her unselfish desire to help her cousin, forgetful
-of Gladys’s many unkindnesses to her.</p>
-
-<p>Three of the teachers were standing in the hall at noon as Jan came
-down it. She had no thought of approaching unseen or unheard, but it
-happened that the day was dark and the hall<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_148"></a>148</span> badly lighted at that
-point, and Jan had on her rubbers, deadening her footfall.</p>
-
-<p>She heard the name “Gladys Graham,” and stopped short. There was no
-time in which to debate her action. She despised listening, but she
-wanted&mdash;no, that did not express it&mdash;she felt that she <em>must</em> hear
-what was being said. Before she had more than grasped the temptation
-before her, and had not had time to yield to it or resist it, she heard
-in the brief pause she made at the turn of the hall words which gave
-her quick wits the clue for which she longed. The English teacher’s
-voice, clear and resonant, reached her. She was saying: “There can not
-be the least possible doubt of the child’s guilt. It was an abominable
-letter, begging Daisy to join her in a plot to bring discredit on
-the entire class and school, written in Gladys’s hand, on that very
-peculiar foreign paper she has, and which there is none like in the
-school, if there is in the city. And Daisy, whom you never liked, Miss
-Esterbrook, had written across the bottom of the page: ‘I would not do
-such a thing for the world.’ The paper fell into Miss Larned’s hands
-accidentally&mdash;it had got in with some<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_149"></a>149</span> composition papers I had to
-correct. Gladys deserves much more severe treatment than being deprived
-of her part in the play, but policy, as well as kindness, makes Miss
-Larned hush the matter up. It is very fine of Daisy Hammond, and shows
-that she really loves Gladys, that she does not tell the other girls,
-for of course she must guess what is wrong.”</p>
-
-<p>“I could not have believed such a thing like that of Gladys,” said the
-German teacher. “She is wain and not so much a student as her sister,
-but I have never a bad child found her.”</p>
-
-<p>Jan turned back and went quietly up the hall in the direction whence
-she had come. No one had seen or heard her, and she wanted to make
-certain that she was able to speak naturally before she encountered the
-group of teachers.</p>
-
-<p>So this was the trouble! Daisy Hammond had evidently written a letter,
-purporting to come from Gladys, containing a proposal to do something
-wrong, a proposal which she&mdash;writing then in her own person&mdash;had
-indignantly refused. Daisy then had contrived that the letter should
-fall into the teachers’ hands, knowing<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_150"></a>150</span> or hoping that the result of
-her plot would be to give her Gladys’s coveted part in the play. Jan’s
-hands clinched as she realized what a contemptible trick had been
-played, and she resolved to expose it if it took the rest of her life
-to do so&mdash;Jan was inclined to be dramatic under strong excitement.</p>
-
-<p>And the idea, she thought contemptuously, of Miss Arnold saying that
-the paper was written in Gladys’s hand, when all the first class and
-second class wrote so nearly alike, that, with the exception of Gwen,
-to whom much writing had given an individual hand, one could never be
-certain whose writing one was reading. But the peculiar paper? This was
-a difficulty, and Jan longed to get Gwen to herself safe at home and
-begin investigations with her help. But Gwen was out when Jan reached
-the house, and on second thought it struck “Miss Lochinvar” that it
-would be delightful if she could ferret out Gladys’s wrongs alone. What
-happiness it would be to know that she&mdash;the unwelcome cousin, of whom
-Gladys had always been ashamed&mdash;should be able to set her right in the
-eyes of the school where her present disgrace<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_151"></a>151</span> far exceeded that of
-having a cousin who did not mind confessing to poverty!</p>
-
-<p>As a preliminary step, this dawning Sherlock Holmes went to work on
-paper dolls’ dresses for Viva, little as they seemed to bear on the
-case. She was anxious not to arouse Gladys’s suspicion, and she wanted
-an excuse for obtaining some of “that very peculiar foreign paper” of
-which Miss Arnold had spoken as belonging to Gladys.</p>
-
-<p>“Have you any sort of odd letter-paper, Gladys, that you would let
-me have to make a doll’s dress?” asked artful Jan. “I want something
-stiffer than the paper we have, and something out of the common.”</p>
-
-<p>Gladys received the request graciously. She had been pleasanter to Jan
-since she had stood by her in the matter of the play and had refused to
-take Gwen’s part when it was offered her&mdash;a fact that Gwen was careful
-that her sister should know, not failing to point out the contrast of
-this loyalty to her own treatment of Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“I had the very thing,” said Gladys, “but there isn’t a scrap left.
-Wait&mdash;I’ll look&mdash;maybe there is just a scrap.” She tossed over
-the<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_152"></a>152</span> papers in her desk and produced a half sheet of a peculiar
-greenish-gray paper with a tulip design in one corner. “Would this be
-any good?” she asked. “I had lots of it, but I gave half to Daisy, and
-mine is all used up. It came from Holland, and now I’m sorry I didn’t
-keep all of it, for nobody has any like it.”</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t tell whether it will be useful or not,” said Jan truthfully,
-for she had not seen the paper on which the incriminating letter of
-which the teachers had been talking was written. Her heart gave a leap
-as she heard Gladys say so unconsciously that she had divided her paper
-with Daisy. “I’ll take it, if you don’t want it, and see if I can use
-it.”</p>
-
-<p>“All right. I don’t want it. Half a sheet is no good, but isn’t it
-nice, with those tulips in memory of Holland in the corner?” said
-Gladys, looking regretfully at the solitary remainder of her too great
-generosity.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s just as pretty as it can be, and it’s nice for a New York girl to
-have, because the Dutch brought their tulip bulbs over here. Thanks,
-Gladys. I’ll do as much for you, if I can.” And Jan laughed nervously.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_153"></a>153</span>
-“You needn’t mind about doing anything, if you can’t do more than
-give me half a sheet of letter-paper,” said Gladys. And Jan ran away
-thinking how much nicer Gladys was now that misfortune had made her
-less airy.</p>
-
-<p>Viva did not get her doll’s dress made from Gladys’s contribution. Jan
-cut out a dress from half of the half-sheet, but carefully preserved
-the upper part with the tulips in the corner. The next day at school
-she carried her deep-laid plan further. Daisy Hammond, as well as
-Gladys, had been more civil to her since the trouble, though from some
-other cause. Jan could not quite see what this cause could be, but she
-decided that, in spite of her efforts to control her voice and eyes,
-something of the suspicion she felt toward Daisy had been betrayed,
-and that Gladys’s false friend feared “Miss Lochinvar’s” possible
-discoveries.</p>
-
-<p>Counting on Daisy’s evident desire to propitiate her, Jan went to her
-at recess. “Daisy,” she said, “Gladys gave me a stray half-sheet of
-paper to make a doll’s dress for Viva. She said she hadn’t any more to
-give me, and I want some<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_154"></a>154</span> badly. Gladys didn’t say I might ask you, but
-she did say she had given some of her paper to you. Have you the least
-little sheet, or even half a sheet, that I might have to finish with?”
-And Jan held up the quarter-sheet of paper which she had kept.</p>
-
-<p>Daisy could not repress a start as she saw it, and she glanced sharply
-at Jan’s rosy face. But “Miss Lochinvar” had her wits about her, and,
-though she noted the look of fear that passed swiftly across Daisy’s
-face, she met that young lady’s eyes with her own brown ones smiling
-steadily, and Daisy saw no sign of a latent motive behind the innocent
-request.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I don’t believe I have a bit like that,” she said. “Gladys only
-gave me two or three sheets, ever so long ago. I’ll give you any other
-I have.”</p>
-
-<p>“Gladys said she had given her half,” thought Jan, keenly alive to
-Daisy’s words and actions. But she said aloud: “Let me go with you
-while you look. I wouldn’t mind for myself. I could get on without
-the paper, but I’d like to finish what I have begun for my cousin.”
-It really was good sport to say this, knowing<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_155"></a>155</span> what a different
-significance from her own Daisy would attach to her words.</p>
-
-<p>Daisy dared not refuse Jan for fear of arousing her suspicions, so she
-went down-stairs with very bad grace, Jan following close at her heels.</p>
-
-<p>At Daisy’s desk Jan kept right at her back so that she could see its
-contents plainly. Daisy could hardly restrain her annoyance as she
-tossed her paper about with movements that were so unnatural that Jan
-knew she was on the track of what she sought.</p>
-
-<p>“There isn’t a bit here,” said Daisy, hastily throwing a copy-book to
-one side. “Take this pinkish shade. It’s nicer for dolls, anyway.”</p>
-
-<p>But Jan was too quick for her. “Pink wouldn’t go with the dress I
-began,” she said, reaching over quickly and raising the copy-book.
-“Why, there are several sheets of this Dutch paper! You covered it up
-and didn’t see it, Daisy.”</p>
-
-<p>Daisy flushed crimson, even up into the roots of her hair. “What right
-have you to touch my desk, Janet Howe?” she cried angrily. “I never
-allow any one to do that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, very well. You needn’t get so mad. I<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_156"></a>156</span> didn’t know you objected,”
-said Jan quietly. “And if you didn’t want to give me the paper you
-weren’t obliged to. Why didn’t you say so when I asked you?”</p>
-
-<p>Daisy saw that she had made a mistake. Perhaps it was only her guilty
-conscience that made her fear Jan. Surely that troublesome young person
-looked as calm and innocent as the new moon, not at all eager for the
-paper. Perhaps she really did want it for the doll’s dress and nothing
-else. In any case, it would not do for her to act guilty.</p>
-
-<p>She laughed affectedly, and said: “How absurd you are, Jan. Of course
-I’m willing you should have the paper. You startled me, that’s all, and
-it does make me furious to have any one touch my things. Take all the
-paper, if you want it&mdash;I am sure I’m willing.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, indeed; but if you can spare one sheet I’d be glad,” said Gwen.
-Then with a sudden realization of the value of witnesses, she turned to
-Dorothy Schuyler, who had just entered the schoolroom. “See this paper
-Daisy has given me. Gladys gave it to her. It came from Holland. Did
-you ever see any like it?” she said.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_157"></a>157</span>
-“Never. Isn’t it pretty?” said Dorothy, feeling the texture as she
-paused on her way to her own desk. And Jan knew that, if she needed it,
-there was some one who could prove that she had received the paper from
-Daisy and not from Gladys.</p>
-
-<p>At this point in her plotting Jan stopped for two days, keeping Gladys
-quiet in the meantime by a hint of hope which set her agog with eager
-impatience.</p>
-
-<p>Then, without giving any reason for her request, she asked Cena North
-to borrow Daisy’s blotter and forget to return it; instead, to give it
-to her&mdash;Jan&mdash;after school.</p>
-
-<p>Cena was ready to do anything that Jan asked of her. She admired
-fearless “Miss Lochinvar” with all the might of her own quiet nature.</p>
-
-<p>Not for nothing had Jan read stories in which looking-glasses had
-disclosed the secrets of blotters. Locking her door on her arrival in
-her own room, putting a chair before it in case the impossible should
-happen and some one should open it, pulling down the shade to the
-extreme annoyance of Tommy Traddles, sitting on the<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_158"></a>158</span> window-sill, and
-lighting the gas, this solitary conspirator held the blotter before her
-mirror.</p>
-
-<p>She nearly fell over in the joyful shock of the revelations thus
-obtained. Only a word here and there, but they were enough. Though
-Jan knew nothing of the contents of the letter which had fallen by
-deliberate apparent chance into Miss Larned’s hands, she saw that
-these words must be part of it, preserved by the faithful blotter to
-incriminate the girl who had betrayed her friend, and fought her, not
-fairly, but treacherously, for precedence.</p>
-
-<p>With the blotter and the sheet of paper she held in her hands the
-proofs which should reinstate Gladys on the morrow. Now it was time to
-take Gwen into her confidence, and she turned down the gas, drew up the
-shade, removed her superfluous barrier, and thrust an excited, flushed
-face out of the door.</p>
-
-<p>“Gwen, Gwen, come here!” she called, and Gwen flew out of her room,
-knowing from the tremulous voice, strained and unnatural in tone, that
-something had happened.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_159"></a>159</span>
-</div>
-
-<h2 id="xii">CHAPTER XII<br />
-<span>“’TWERE BETTER BY FAR TO HAVE MATCHED OUR FAIR COUSIN WITH YOUNG
-LOCHINVAR”</span></h2>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Gwen</span> and Jan held a council of war. But it was a long time before
-they reached the council. It took so long to tell the history of the
-campaign which “Miss Lochinvar”&mdash;worthy of her name&mdash;had been waging,
-single-handed and alone, in her cousin’s behalf. It was a story full
-of “I thoughts,” and “I saids,” and “she saids”; of “I founds,” and “I
-heards,” and “she dids.” Gwen could not sit still to listen, but walked
-up and down the room, eyes flashing and cheeks burning, till Tommy
-Traddles&mdash;sensitive, like all cats, to perturbation in the air about
-him&mdash;jumped up on the top of the bookcase, and watched her with large,
-disapproving eyes, doubtless thinking that people who did not belong to
-the feline family were most foolishly excitable over trifles.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_160"></a>160</span>
-The result of the girls’ consultation&mdash;when they reached that
-point&mdash;was that Gwen and Jan left home early on the following morning
-together, and when Gladys followed later she was met at the door
-by Miss Larned’s maid, requesting her immediate attendance in that
-personage’s private room.</p>
-
-<p>“Probably they’re going to expel me this time,” thought the victim of
-previous injustice. “I don’t care. It’s the meanest school in New York,
-anyway!”</p>
-
-<p>She ascended the stairs slowly, “standing with reluctant feet” at the
-threshold of the Misses Larneds’ sanctum a moment before she knocked.</p>
-
-<p>Opening the door at the permission to do so, she saw an amazing sight.
-There were both the august sisters sitting as if in judgment, flanked
-by Miss Arnold, the English teacher. There were Gwen and Jan flushed,
-trembling, plainly quivering with excitement. And&mdash;most wonderful of
-all&mdash;there was Daisy Hammond dissolved in tears, looking “as though she
-could not look anywhere,” as Gladys said afterward.</p>
-
-<p>“Ahem! Miss Gladys Graham, we have sent<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_161"></a>161</span> for you,” began the elder
-Miss Larned, portentously. “We have learned that we were mistaken in
-thinking you guilty of a shocking action, in punishment of which you
-were deprived&mdash;as we supposed justly and with full cognizance on your
-part of the cause of our decision&mdash;of your part in the Christmas play.
-We have but just learned that you were absolutely guiltless of the
-offense.”</p>
-
-<p>“I told you I hadn’t done anything, and I didn’t know what made you
-pounce on me,” said Gladys, so embarrassed by this flood of Johnsonian
-English, of which she did not understand half the words, as well as
-perturbed by the fact dawning on her that instead of being expelled she
-was being reinstated, that she expressed herself with inelegant brevity.</p>
-
-<p>At another time Gladys’s “pounce” would not have passed unreproved. As
-it was, Miss Larned resumed what her pupils disrespectfully called “her
-language.”</p>
-
-<p>“A letter fell into our hands, purporting to be written by you,
-on a certain imported paper which you alone possessed,” Miss
-Larned continued. Gladys started, and looked at Jan, who<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_162"></a>162</span> nodded
-significantly. “The letter proposed a course disgraceful in itself and
-injurious to the school. Miss Hammond was supposed to have been the
-recipient, and she had indignantly repudiated what was apparently your
-base proposition. We have discovered that Miss Hammond was the sole
-author of the letter; that by apparent accident she contrived it should
-fall into our hands. Her motive was envy of your superior part in the
-coming play and the desire to have you deprived of it, knowing that,
-if this were to happen, she would be assigned the part in your stead.
-Her plot has been so far successful. But for your cousin, Miss Howe,
-the true culprit would not have been discovered. Actuated by firm faith
-in your innocence, as well as affection, she has devoted herself to
-discovering the truth. Chance put into her hands the clue of what we
-intended&mdash;charitably to you&mdash;to retain a secret. She has worked upon
-that clue very cleverly, and, armed with her proofs, laid the case
-before us this morning. Miss Hammond, seeing the futility of doing so,
-has attempted no extenuation of her wrong, but confesses it fully. We
-therefore restore to you our<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_163"></a>163</span> confidence and regard, expressing also
-our regret that you have undergone this trial, which will doubtless
-be beneficial to you, nevertheless. And we also request that you once
-more assume the rôle of the princess in the play. Your sister and your
-cousin will resume their parts if this arrangement pleases you.”</p>
-
-<p>Gladys was sustained from actual collapse by the formality of this
-lengthy address, but she was dreadfully upset, and had great difficulty
-in murmuring her agreement to this arrangement. Miss Larned, seeing
-that she was overwhelmed by the revelations so suddenly poured forth
-upon her, graciously arose and held out her hand in amicable dismissal.</p>
-
-<p>“We will excuse you, Miss Gwendoline and Miss Gladys Graham, from
-attendance on your classes to-day. You, too, Miss Howe, may be excused.
-And you, Miss Hammond, will hardly be in a fit condition mentally to
-apply yourself. You will, therefore, keep holiday to-day, reporting at
-the usual hour to-morrow. And I need not say, I trust, that as this
-melancholy affair was preserved a secret when Miss Graham was supposed
-to be the guilty one, so it will be close<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_164"></a>164</span> guarded now that we have
-learned who is really culpable, much more culpable, I regret to say,
-than we had thought Miss Graham in the first instance. You will not
-mention to any of your mates, young ladies, the matters which have been
-discussed, the facts which have transpired in this room this morning.”
-Miss Larned, Miss Agatha Larned, and Miss Arnold bowed to the four
-girls, who found themselves in the hall they hardly knew how.</p>
-
-<p>Daisy Hammond, sobbing bitterly, held out her hand to Gladys, but she
-put both her hands behind her back with a movement of aversion. “No,
-Daisy Hammond,” she said decidedly. “I don’t say I won’t forgive you
-sometime, but I won’t do it now. Gwen was right about you, and I never,
-never will go with you again. I wouldn’t have minded anything else,
-because we were chums, and I never was better than you were. But I
-couldn’t do anything like what you did. To write a letter and pretend
-it was mine, and use the paper I gave you for it, and then write an
-answer to it yourself, and let me be put out of the play and disgraced,
-and never say one word! And pretend every minute you were my<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_165"></a>165</span> friend,
-and so sorry for me that they could hardly tease you into playing the
-princess&mdash;oh, my! I never heard of such a humbug! No, sir, Daisy, we’re
-never friends again as long as I live. And I’m dreadfully sorry&mdash;it’s
-the worst thing I ever heard of&mdash;you’re a regular Benedict Arnold!” And
-with which parting shot, drawn from her slender armory of historical
-lore, Gladys turned away forever from her treacherous friend, her head
-held high, but with tears running down her cheeks.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen, Jan, and she made their way homeward with difficulty, for Gladys
-had to be told the whole story, and it was impossible to get her to
-grasp it when Gwen and Jan were talking together, and all three were
-dodging the carriages spinning down Fifth Avenue.</p>
-
-<p>The entire day was spent in ceaseless talking over the affair. Mrs.
-Graham was captured, and the history of her daughter’s wrongs was
-poured into her indignant ears. Sydney had to learn the story on his
-return in the afternoon, and Jack grew so angry, and quiet Viva so
-excited hearing it discussed that only Jerry preserved anything like
-her ordinary state of mind.<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_166"></a>166</span> Jan was a heroine. Mrs. Graham could
-hardly express her admiration for the silent determination with which
-she had set to work to clear Gladys. Mr. Graham was told at night what
-had been going on at school, and after first declaring wrathfully that
-he would take Gladys away from the Misses Larneds’, he ended in hearty
-laughter over what he termed Jan’s pluck, and compromised on a luncheon
-and a theater-party to be given in her honor. This was the way in which
-Mr. Graham’s interference in family matters often ended.</p>
-
-<p>“May I come in, Jan?” called Gladys’s voice at Jan’s door at bedtime.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course,” said Jan, hastily opening to the slender figure in the
-blue eider-down robe which solemnly entered, and would have seated
-itself on Tommy Traddles in the rocking-chair but that Jan rescued him.</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t say what I want to,” Gladys began, almost timidly. “But I
-came to thank you for what you’ve done for me. It isn’t clearing up
-the row&mdash;though that’s a good deal,” Gladys continued quickly as
-Jan started to speak. “Of course it is simply fine to get back my
-part, and<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_167"></a>167</span> have every one understand that the Superior Ladies [this
-was Gwen’s name for the Misses Larned, by a transposition of “lady
-superior”] were wrong about me. But it’s the way you stood by me. And I
-know I’ve been mean to you, Janet. I hated to have you come here, and I
-snubbed you, and I made fun of you, and I neglected you&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, stop, for goodness’ sake, Gladys! That’s all right!” cried Jan,
-not relishing this outburst of self-abasement.</p>
-
-<p>“And I called you Miss Lochinvar,” continued Gladys without heeding.</p>
-
-<p>“No, it was Syd dubbed me that, and I’m proud of the name. I like it
-better than my own&mdash;now,” said Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, it suits you,” said Gladys in the same monotonously melancholy
-tone. “I read over the poem to-day, and you’re very much like him.
-Brave and straight, and everything you try goes through. But I didn’t
-mean it like that. I meant it nastily. But I have learned a great deal,
-Janet. I shall never be such a foolish girl again. It is an awful thing
-to find out your friends are perfectly horrid.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_168"></a>168</span>
-Jan tried not to laugh, but did not succeed very well. Gladys could not
-be quite simple even under sincere feeling, such as Jan felt sure was
-moving her now.</p>
-
-<p>“You haven’t found that out about everybody, Gladys. And, honestly, I
-think the Hammond-Gilsey crowd isn’t much of a loss,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Gladys sadly. “Gwen was right. They’re vulgar, ill-bred
-girls. But I don’t see why I couldn’t know that as well as Gwen did.
-And, besides, I’m kind of sorry I know it now. But I haven’t found out
-you’re mean. I have found out you’re the very nicest girl I ever saw.
-And what I wanted to ask you was if you thought, after a while&mdash;a long,
-long while&mdash;you could forgive me, and like me a little bit?”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, Glad, I don’t even remember I have anything to forgive!” cried
-Jan, throwing her arms impulsively around the neck of the small figure
-of humble contrition. “And I do like you now&mdash;no, I don’t! I love
-you&mdash;aren’t you my own cousin, and aren’t we going to be friends?”</p>
-
-<p>“I am going to be <em>your</em> friend, and I’m going to try to be the
-kind of girl you are,” said<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_169"></a>169</span> Gladys, returning Jan’s warm kisses
-heartily, but in a chastened manner. “I would rather you wouldn’t say
-you love me yet, because if you do it must be just for Gwen’s sake, or
-because I’m your cousin, and I want you to love me anyway&mdash;because I’m
-worth loving.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course you’re worth loving, Gladys. And I think this trouble at
-school is a perfect blessing!” cried Jan. “You were all mixed up with
-that worldly, silly lot of girls, and it was just as bad for you!
-You’ll be ever so much more sensible and nicer when you are done with
-them.”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope so,” returned Gladys, evidently not in a mood to take a
-hopeful view of herself. “If I had been sensible I wouldn’t have liked
-them&mdash;Gwen didn’t. You never can like me as well as Gwen, because she
-really is sensible, and she’s dreadfully clever, and then she’s been
-pretty nice to you all along. Just think of my caring because those
-girls knew you hadn’t any money! Shouldn’t you have supposed I’d have
-known they weren’t ladies, and that you were, and not have cared&mdash;just
-despised them?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Jan, stifling a yawn, for an exciting<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_170"></a>170</span> day had left her
-too sleepy to enter into discussions, moral or social. “I guess people
-are like things to eat&mdash;you like some from the start, and others you
-have to learn to like. The Hammonds were a sort of puff paste, and too
-much of them gives you indigestion. Don’t you bother any more about me,
-Gladys. We’ll have such good times together that you’ll forget you ever
-were mortified by your Western cousin.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t, Jan,” said Gladys gravely. “I’m so ashamed.”</p>
-
-<p>“Now that’s a healthy feeling. I’m always an angel for several days
-after I’ve been ashamed of myself,” laughed Jan, kissing her crushed
-visitor good night.</p>
-
-<p>Jan fell asleep with Tommy Traddles purring at her feet and something
-very like a purr in her own heart, so full of content it was. For the
-first time she felt that her peaceful conquest of the Graham family was
-accomplished, that there was not one under that roof that night that
-did not love her, and to whom her coming was not a matter for which to
-be glad. Sydney had been indifferent, but now they were the best of
-friends. Gladys had disliked her, but she<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_171"></a>171</span> bade fair to love her more
-than Gwen did. And her Aunt Tina had bade her good night with positive
-affection in her kiss, a kiss that was not usually given when she left
-her to sleep. Jan felt very happy, very grateful for the love that was
-springing up around her, not realizing that it was a case of the mirror
-of which her mother had written her, which Thackeray had said gave back
-one’s own expression.</p>
-
-<p>Jan was so full of unselfish love that she diffused warmth, and the
-chill of the big brownstone house was fast disappearing in the glow of
-her unconscious girlish sweetness.</p>
-
-<p>But it was part of her charm that she should never think such thoughts
-as these. Instead, she wondered happily and sleepily how it was that
-everybody was proving so nice, and resolved to do all she could to make
-the Christmas play a complete success.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_172"></a>172</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="xiii">CHAPTER XIII<br />
-<span>“‘NOW TREAD WE A MEASURE,’ SAID YOUNG LOCHINVAR”</span></h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">As</span> Christmas day drew near Jan found that down in the bottom of her
-heart lurked a dread of the beautiful festival which would crop out at
-odd moments when the preparations for the play allowed it opportunity.
-It was not that she was homesick now, nor that every one in her uncle’s
-house was not affectionate toward her, but Christmas was Christmas and
-home was home, and she had never before welcomed one beyond the charmed
-circle of the other. When she thought of her little Poppet, Jerry could
-not fill her place, and she hardly saw how Christmas could be truly
-“merry” without the dear home voices to wish it so. But Jan remembered
-her mother’s rule for being happy, which was to forget oneself and make
-others as happy as lay in one’s power, and, following this rule, Jan
-found<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_173"></a>173</span> it working better than she had believed possible.</p>
-
-<p>Sydney had not been able to return her five dollars yet, and Jan had
-written her mother about its loan, explaining to her that lacking it
-she could not buy the home presents she had planned to send. The result
-of this letter had been one from Mrs. Howe, warning Jan against helping
-Sydney in concealing his troubles and mistakes from his father, but
-admitting that she was not able to judge the wisdom of Jan’s course
-in a household to which she was a stranger, and enclosing another
-five-dollar bill to take the place of the one gone to help poor Sydney.</p>
-
-<p>Knowing how scarce dollars were in the little house in Crescendo, Jan
-shed a few tears over this letter, but cheered up as she put on her hat
-and jacket to go out to do her shopping, hoping that the first five
-dollars were to prove a good investment, and feeling sure that she
-could never have won Sydney to confession to his father unless she had
-first found a way to help him to have less to confess.</p>
-
-<p>There was no time to be homesick and dread Christmas, because every
-moment was so full<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_174"></a>174</span> getting ready for its coming. The play required
-hard work, for the double change in the cast had thrown it back. Then
-every other minute which she could snatch Jan worked fast on gifts for
-the Crescendo dear folk and for those around her. It had been hard work
-to coax the five dollars into getting her materials for a trifling
-remembrance for each one on this long list, even though the nimble
-fingers and quick wits were active in fashioning slight foundations
-into desirable forms.</p>
-
-<p>Hummie had taught the little girl knitting in the funny German
-left-handed fashion, and white Shetland wool was so cheap that fifty
-cents gave her enough for a little hood for Poppet, a scarf for her
-mother to throw over her head on summer evenings, and another for her
-aunt, which Jan knit with misgivings of its acceptability.</p>
-
-<p>Little Dresden flowered linen glove and handkerchief cases, daintily
-embroidered, were the best that Jan could do for Gwen and Gladys, and
-she made similar cases to hold scarfs for Sydney and her brother Fred.
-A scrap-book for Jerry and doll’s clothes for Viva took so much<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_175"></a>175</span> time
-that a less cheery and industrious person than Jan might have lost
-heart, but she stitched away blithely, and actually accomplished what
-she had set out to do.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen found out how slender was her cousin’s store for Christmas gifts,
-and was more moved by the thought of trying to make so many purchases
-with a sum which she would have spent on one gift than she would have
-been by more biting forms of poverty, probably because this touched her
-personal experience. The result was that she and Gladys went off on
-private shopping tours of their own, and when the day came for packing
-the box which Jan was to express to Crescendo beautiful presents came
-forth from secret nooks in the girls’ rooms, and Jan was overwhelmed
-with the vision of the delight with which the beaming faces so far away
-would gleam as the undreamed-of riches were unpacked.</p>
-
-<p>Even Jerry was inspired by the universal outpouring for the Crescendo
-children, and nobly tucked, unseen by any eye, into a corner of the box
-the rubber top of her discarded bottle, to which she still had recourse
-in moments of<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_176"></a>176</span> anguish or when she lay down to sleep, in spite of the
-dignity of three years.</p>
-
-<p>How could Christmas be anything but merry, after all, when it brought
-such treasures as met Jan’s opening eyes on that morning? A watch from
-her uncle, as tiny as it could be and keep time; its beautiful long
-chain and chatelaine pin, from her aunt; the set of Dickens, which she
-coveted, from Gwen; a charming little brooch of enameled green leaves
-and mistletoe berries, from Gladys; a muff given in Viva’s and Jerry’s
-name; a fan from Jack; and, best of all, a book from Sydney, who, as he
-handed it to her, said with an honest blush: “I earned the money for
-this, Miss Lochinvar, trying to be a man, as you suggested, so I have
-a right to give it to you. I can’t give you your five dollars yet, but
-I’ll do that, too, later.”</p>
-
-<p>Three days after Christmas came the play. Jan never knew precisely how
-that evening passed. It was a whirl of light and color and excitement
-to her, but delightful beyond all telling. It seemed to her that there
-never could be again such talented creatures brought together as the
-girls proved. She could not criticize&mdash;all were<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_177"></a>177</span> wonderful to her, and
-she saw no faults in any one’s acting. But if there were degrees in
-the marvelous geniuses before her she felt proudly that the highest
-were her own family, for Gwen’s haughty, yet animated, rendering of
-the duchess seemed to unsophisticated Miss Lochinvar to prove that she
-should give up her dreams of authorship and painting, and tread the
-boards without delay, the glorious equal of Bernhardt and Duse.</p>
-
-<p>Nor, in another way, was Gladys inferior&mdash;so graceful, dainty and
-charming was her rendering of the princess. Jan was so proud of her
-cousins that at one point she stood still, quite unconscious that a
-burst of applause from the audience was intended for her and not for
-Gwen, who had to pinch her and whisper to her to bow, or humble Jan
-would not have acknowledged her favors.</p>
-
-<p>It was fairyland to roll homeward in one’s own carriage after the
-play with one’s fellow-actresses, rumpling one’s high-piled, powdered
-hair recklessly against the carriage cushions, and burying one’s nose
-luxuriously in the flowers which the usher had handed up to each<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_178"></a>178</span> young
-artist, and which filled the carriage with their fragrance.</p>
-
-<p>“It would never do for me to take to playacting and dressing up too
-often,” said Jan with a sigh of delight and regret as the carriage
-pulled up at the door, and Susan began to gather up the trophies. “If I
-had much of this sort of thing I wouldn’t be any good for real things.”</p>
-
-<p>“You would soon get used to them and not care so much,” said Gladys
-with a touch of her old-time superiority and the air of an experienced
-woman of the world.</p>
-
-<p>“I think New Year’s is a queer, no-kind-of-a-sort of a day,” said
-Gladys disconsolately on that morning. It was raining, and there was an
-air of melancholy abroad which justified a dismal view of the holiday.</p>
-
-<p>“I know it!” exclaimed Gwen. “Christmas is over, and school and lessons
-are just ahead, and yet it is a holiday and you feel as though you
-ought to be having a good time, but you’re not. I never did like New
-Year’s day.”</p>
-
-<p>“Besides, it’s so sad to get old and know you’ve got to be grown-ups in
-just a few New Years more,” sighed Viva, so mournfully that<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_179"></a>179</span> the others
-shouted, for at seven there hardly seems to be immediate necessity for
-grieving over the approach of age.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder if there isn’t anything interesting we could do, something we
-never do, to begin the year with a rush, and cheer us up,” said Jan,
-characteristically, casting about for something to cheer her, even
-while inadvertently admitting that she needed cheering.</p>
-
-<p>Jerry uttered a wail, and Gwen swooped down on Jack, who was tormenting
-her. “Let Jerry alone, you trying boy!” she cried. “What is the matter
-with you this morning?”</p>
-
-<p>“He got out of bed the wrong way,” said Sydney, who was lolling in the
-window. “I had to trounce him for bothering Drom while I was getting
-dressed.” Drom, who was quite recovered, save for a slight stiffness in
-the leg which had been broken, wagged his tail at the mention of his
-name, as if corroborating Sydney.</p>
-
-<p>“There isn’t anything to do, Jan,” said Gwen, replying at last to
-Jan’s suggestion. “We might get up something with the girls this
-afternoon&mdash;if they’re not all off somewhere.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think we are enough to have fun among<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_180"></a>180</span> ourselves,” said Jan, with an
-eye on Sydney, who looked so glum that she longed to shake him out of
-his thoughts and not let him go off to find amusement outside.</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s play house!” exclaimed Jerry hopefully, a suggestion hailed with
-a laugh from her sisters and a hug from Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“See that little Italian boy with the violin,” cried Gladys. “Let’s get
-him in to play for us to dance.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, dancing in the morning!” said Sydney scornfully, but Gwen and Jan
-fairly tore to the door without waiting to discuss the question&mdash;they
-both would dance at any time of the day or night, and all day and
-night, apparently.</p>
-
-<p>The Italian came wonderingly, but smilingly, at their summons. He could
-not speak English, and at first he thought that they wanted to order
-him on, and eagerly protested with eloquently outspread palms that he
-would not play within their hearing; that he was but beginning his
-day’s work having been to the cathedral for mass.</p>
-
-<p>All of this was lost on the girls, but they saw that he had
-misunderstood them, and, falling<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_181"></a>181</span> back on pantomime, they signified
-that he was to follow them up-stairs and play for them to dance.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, si, si, si,” he cried, smiling at his own misapprehension, at
-them, and at the world at large, and obeyed them gladly.</p>
-
-<p>In the nursery the impromptu ball began without loss of a moment.
-The wandering minstrel played well. Even Sydney’s indifference
-thawed beneath the strains of an inspiring waltz, and he swung the
-girls around with considerable enjoyment, while the others danced
-together, Jack also condescending, though he was at that mid-stage of
-boyhood when he regarded all social customs as not only a bore, but a
-conspiracy against true freedom.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter width500" id="theimpromptu">
- <img src="images/i202-2.jpg" width="500" height="697" alt="" />
- <div class="caption">The impromptu ball began without the loss of a moment.</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>But Jack was certainly in a trying mood that morning. He contrived to
-be exasperating in a dozen ways, suited to each person’s weaknesses,
-and Gwen threatened to banish him if he did not reform at once, while
-Jan&mdash;usually so patient with mischief&mdash;informed him that he was a
-nuisance, and had begun the year about as badly as he could.</p>
-
-<p>This stern remark made Jack both angry and<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_182"></a>182</span> ashamed, angry enough,
-unfortunately, not to allow the shame to bring forth fruit. As the
-smiling musician struck up a polka that must have made it hard for the
-chairs to keep their legs still, and did make Jerry pick up her skirts
-in an improvised dance all her own, Jack grew more obstreperous.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen and Jan were dancing together, Sydney was trying the heel-and-toe
-with Gladys, and Viva was polkaing with her largest doll, her face as
-sweetly grave as usual, and her little form swaying most gracefully,
-for serious Viva was a born dancer.</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly the music became irregular in time, and Gwen called over Jan’s
-shoulder as they whirled: “What are you doing, boy? You would have to
-have crutches to dance that time, it is so hitchy!”</p>
-
-<p>The Italian only smiled. To all blame as well as to praise he presented
-the same unvarying smile, as a safe way to meet the uncertainties of an
-unknown race and clime.</p>
-
-<p>“’Tisn’t the boy, Gwen, it’s Jack!” cried Viva, who had stopped, after
-vain pursuit of the time.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_183"></a>183</span>
-“Jack, what are you doing?” cried Gwen, and Jack grinned at her from
-behind the ragged arm holding the bow which he had been joggling.</p>
-
-<p>“Now I am going to have you put out!” cried Gwen, stopping short. “It’s
-too bad for you to spoil our sport! I should think you’d be ashamed,
-a great boy like you, to make yourself a nuisance and a baby! Hummie,
-Hummie! come get Ivan, please; he’s bad.”</p>
-
-<p>It was the second time that Jack had been called a nuisance in less
-than half an hour, and the first time it had been Jan who had said it.
-He was in an exasperating and exasperated frame of mind at best, and
-Gwen’s words infuriated him. Besides, she had called him a baby, and
-summoned the nurse! His hot temper, always in danger of flaring up,
-flamed now. With a cry of rage he darted out from behind the musician,
-snatched up a triangular block, one of Jerry’s architectural building
-blocks lying by the table, and threw it with all his might at Gwen.</p>
-
-<p>Sydney sprang to catch the uplifted hand, but too late. The block had
-flown, with the undeviating<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_184"></a>184</span> course of a violent throw, straight at
-Gwen’s face, and with a moan of pain the poor child threw her arms
-above her head, covering her eyes, and sank to the floor on her knees.</p>
-
-<p>For an instant no one moved, then Jan and Gladys, white with terror,
-went to her and tried to raise her, but she drew away from their touch,
-and groaning, “My eye&mdash;my eye is gone!” pitched forward fainting.</p>
-
-<p>“Hummie, Hummie!” shrieked Viva, while Sydney lifted Gwen’s head to his
-shoulder, and Jack, his wrath spent in the outburst which had done the
-unknown harm, stood shaking in every limb, a pathetic image of horror,
-and Jerry ran away screaming “Hummie!” at the top of her voice. Nurse
-Hummel heard and ran, brushing past Jerry in the hall, and lifted Gwen.</p>
-
-<p>“Was is happened?” she demanded, looking suspiciously toward the
-Italian standing with his bow raised and his violin at his feet, his
-face white under the brown tint.</p>
-
-<p>“Jack threw a block&mdash;he was mad,” said Gladys hoarsely. “O Hummie, is
-Gwen blind?”</p>
-
-<p>“Blind! Mein Gott im Himmel!” murmured Hummie, and turned the
-unconscious girl’s face<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_185"></a>185</span> toward her. Then she hastily let it fall
-back on her shoulder and gathered her up as though she had been a
-baby. “Ach, mein liebchen, my smart Gwen, mit die beautiful eyes!” she
-moaned, and bore her away without answering Gladys’s awful question.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Graham was out, but Mrs. Graham was in her room in the extension,
-away from the sounds of the household. Nurse Hummel called her as she
-carried Gwen to her room, and the horror in the old nurse’s voice
-penetrated Mrs. Graham’s ears through the closed doors.</p>
-
-<p>She rushed out, and in an instant the children heard her low cry,
-and then her voice raised to a shriek. “Sydney, Sydney!” she cried,
-“ride on your wheel for a doctor as fast as you can! Get the first one
-who will come! Then ride for Dr. Amberton, the oculist. Look in the
-directory for his address. Hurry, oh, for Heaven’s sake, hurry, Syd!”</p>
-
-<p>Sydney rushed from the room, and with one impulse Gladys and Jan turned
-to each other, and held each other close, too frightened for tears.
-Viva was comforting Jerry on the stairs. No one remembered Jack, who
-most of all in<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_186"></a>186</span> the stricken household was to be pitied then. The boy
-slunk away, withdrawing his hand from Drom’s compassionate tongue, and
-crawling up the stairs, never stopped till he had reached the top of
-the house, and crept shivering into the cupola, where he lay down, a
-little heap of misery, to wait till Gwen had died, and they came to
-seize him.</p>
-
-<p>For hours it seemed to him he waited, yet no one came. He was cold,
-but he did not mind that. In those awful moments he lived and thought
-such agony that it seemed to him if they did not imprison him it would
-do no harm to let him go free, for never again, never, could he be
-insane with a fit of passion such as had made him begin the New Year by
-killing his sister&mdash;or blinding her, was it? It did not matter. Jack
-was wise enough to know that Gwen blind would not care for life.</p>
-
-<p>At last a step came slowly, lightly, up the stairs, and Jack cowered
-breathless. It was but one person, and not a policeman, not his father,
-than whom Jack would rather face an army. It was a girlish step&mdash;Jan?
-For the first time a ray of hope penetrated the gloom of poor Jack’s<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_187"></a>187</span>
-mind. Jan always came to help. The door opened. It was Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“O Jack, poor, poor little Jack,” she sobbed, and, kneeling, put her
-arms around him with a tenderness he was too broken to resent. “I’m so
-sorry for you! I know how dreadfully you feel now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is Gwen dead?” whispered Jack.</p>
-
-<p>“No, oh, no, dear,” said Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“Blind?” whispered Jack again.</p>
-
-<p>“They don’t know. They can’t tell yet,” groaned Jan. “O poor, poor,
-clever, dear Gwen, with all her plans, and her beautiful eyes!”</p>
-
-<p>Jack shivered, and Jan remembered that she had come to comfort the
-warm little heart, which was full of noble impulses, though black rage
-sometimes held it in control.</p>
-
-<p>She laid her cheek softly against Jack’s without speaking, and the boy
-nestled close to her, feeling there might be pardon for him somewhere
-since Jan did not cast him off.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_188"></a>188</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="xiv">CHAPTER XIV<br />
-<span>“SO FAITHFUL IN LOVE, AND SO DAUNTLESS IN WAR”</span></h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">It</span> seemed to Jan and Gladys as if the entire world had sunk into
-silence, waiting to hear whether or not Gwen must be blind. There was a
-hush over the house. Every one spoke and moved softly, not only because
-the poor little patient was suffering severe pain, but as if they were
-all unconsciously listening for the verdict which they dreaded from
-the doctors. And even in the streets they bore with them the muffled
-atmosphere of their home. The outside world no longer seemed gay,
-noisy, cheerful. Sorrow and anxiety deadened the sights and sounds of
-others’ pleasure to them.</p>
-
-<p>The best physicians of the city were working hard to save Gwen’s
-sight&mdash;regular physicians to care for the nervous system, which had
-sustained a serious shock, and the famous Dr.<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_189"></a>189</span> Amberton, the oculist,
-to treat the eye itself, which the sharp corner of the block had struck
-with such force that it was impossible to say for some days whether the
-sight could be preserved.</p>
-
-<p>Jan found herself in a different household from the one which had
-received her three months earlier. In the face of this misfortune
-threatening poor Gwen&mdash;one peculiarly dreadful to a girl of her tastes
-and ambitions&mdash;the indifference to one another which had so shocked Jan
-on her coming from her own closely united home disappeared, and the
-atmosphere she breathed was full of love, though heavy with grief.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Graham’s interest in her social pleasures, her clubs, and all the
-outside issues which Jan had loyally struggled against believing that
-she cared more for than for her family, were thrust into the background
-and forgotten in the midst of the one absorbing thought. And Jan saw
-that her uncle was at last her mother’s own brother; that Wall Street
-and money-making no longer seemed important to him. Mr. and Mrs. Graham
-went back to the days when they were first married, and Sydney and Gwen
-were<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_190"></a>190</span> babies together, when, though they had a pretty home, it was
-farther west and farther down in town, and, though Nurse Hummel was
-with them, Mrs. Graham had more time and there was more necessity for
-her taking care of the little ones. Gwen became once more to them that
-baby girl whom they had then watched so proudly, and her mother hung
-over her in her darkened room with a loving devotion which suggested
-Jan’s own mother to the little exile.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen turned to this new mother-love with childlike clinging. She
-loved to lie with her bandaged eyes resting on her mother’s shoulder,
-peaceful, and satisfied in something for which she had unconsciously
-longed, though she could not help knowing that her mother’s tears,
-which she felt when her groping hand touched her cheek, boded ill to
-her.</p>
-
-<p>Gladys was gentle, unselfish, absorbed in the thought of her sister,
-which rendered her a far sweeter, lovelier Gladys than Jan would have
-believed she could be when she was occupied only with poor, silly
-little Gladys Graham.</p>
-
-<p>Sydney hovered about Gwen’s door, racking his brains for something to
-do for her, all his<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_191"></a>191</span> taciturn indifference lost in his pity and regret
-for Gwen. Altogether, Jan could not help half wondering if the worst
-were to come, and Gwen lost her sight, if the good accomplished would
-not be worth the terrible purchase price.</p>
-
-<p>Only Jack was outside the pale of the family love during these waiting
-days. Jan’s heart ached for the poor little fellow, whose temper had
-brought him anguish harder to bear than Gwen’s, but whose father could
-not forgive him. Jack’s meals were served up-stairs, and his father
-debated sending him away to a military school, where stern discipline
-might check the temper which Mr. Graham characterized as “murderous.”
-But Jan knew that the shock of seeing Gwen sink beneath the pain of
-the missive he had thrown, and the torture of these past days when
-every one avoided him, and he waited, like the rest, but not with the
-rest, to learn Gwen’s fate, had burned into warm-hearted Jack’s brain
-such horror of bursts of passion that the military discipline would
-not be necessary, that he was completely cured of even a temptation to
-violence.</p>
-
-<p>“You are our little comfort, Janet,” said her<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_192"></a>192</span> uncle to her one night,
-when in the dusk she sat by him chatting of her mother in the hope of
-cheering him. “You won’t admit that our poor girl can lose the light
-out of her young life, and though you aren’t an old, wise woman, I
-can’t help feeling better for your faith.”</p>
-
-<p>“Isn’t that just dear!” cried Jan. “You don’t know how I wish I could
-help, but I honestly feel certain that God won’t let splendid, clever
-Gwen be blind.”</p>
-
-<p>“Splendid, clever people are the very ones who have to be perfected
-by suffering, dear little Miss Lochinvar&mdash;queer how I’ve come to like
-that name for you! But you do help. You have no notion how your gentle,
-affectionate, sunny little presence cheers your aunt and me, and I
-think Gladys is a much better girl for being with you. Jenny has lent
-me a simple, genuine little girl who never thinks of herself, and so,
-without trying, sweetens all her surroundings. I don’t see how I can
-repay either Jennie or her loan,” said Jan’s uncle, drawing her up
-close to his side with a warm caress.</p>
-
-<p>Tears of happiness sprang into Jan’s eyes. “If you really want to do
-something for me,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_193"></a>193</span> Uncle Howard,” she whispered, “forgive poor little
-Jack.”</p>
-
-<p>Her uncle’s face hardened. “Your ‘poor little Jack’ is a thoroughly bad
-boy,” he said. “I can’t forgive him till I know how Gwen comes out.”</p>
-
-<p>“He has done just the same thing, however she comes out, uncle,” said
-Jan cautiously. “He did not mean to harm Gwen&mdash;he never meant anything
-at all, but flew into a rage, and threw the first thing that came
-handy. He has done things like that always, and no one thought much
-about it, only this time the block struck badly. He will never again
-be the same&mdash;he is ever so much more to be pitied than Gwen! He isn’t
-bad, Uncle Howard. He is a dear boy, generous, truthful, brave, but he
-has got a terrific temper. One of our boys has such a temper, but mamma
-watches and helps him all she can, and he is getting over it without
-such a dreadful thing to cure him as poor Jack has had. You know Hummie
-is a dear, but she can’t help a boy the way his father and mother can.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, Jan, are you implying that I am responsible<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_194"></a>194</span> for Jack’s
-violence?” demanded her uncle.</p>
-
-<p>Jan turned crimson, but stood to her guns after a fashion. “He needs
-help, uncle, or he did need it&mdash;he will not forget now, I think,” she
-said. “And you know Aunt Tina and you have been so busy! I love Jack,
-Uncle Howard, and I pity him more than I do Gwen. How would you have
-felt if you had blinded mamma when you were eleven?”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear child, I never had such a fiendish temper as Jack’s,” said Mr.
-Graham.</p>
-
-<p>“No, you were more like Gwen, even and pleasant, and you weren’t like
-Jack. But Jack is a noble boy. He isn’t mean, and he isn’t unkind,”
-said Jan.</p>
-
-<p>To her great relief her uncle gave a faint laugh. “No one remembers our
-childhood like these grandmothers of ours!” he said. “You remember my
-boyhood better than I do, Jan.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let Jack come down and talk to you, uncle,” pleaded Jan, after she
-had punished him for his impertinence by spatting the end of his nose
-with a favorite movement of her forefinger.<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_195"></a>195</span> “We are all miserable and
-worried to death now, but we have each other. But there is Jack&mdash;only
-eleven&mdash;up-stairs, like a prisoner, worse off than any of us, because
-he caused all this sorrow! Only Syd and I go near him&mdash;and Drom&mdash;and
-after a while he will be so unhappy you can’t do anything with
-him&mdash;he’s having a fearful time&mdash;it would kill me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Who is Drom?” asked Mr. Graham.</p>
-
-<p>“The poor little dog Syd and I saved and had his broken leg set. He’s
-a darling, so loving and grateful, and he knows more than lots of
-people!” said Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“What is that Mrs. Browning wrote about some one whose face looked
-brighter for the little brown bee’s humming? I used to have time to
-read, but I don’t get a moment now! You are a born lover, Jan. Some
-people have a talent for loving, just as others have a talent for
-music, and some&mdash;a few&mdash;for cooking,” said her uncle. “I seem to
-remember hearing how you swooped down on the persecutors of that dog.
-And so you think I’m a bad father?”</p>
-
-<p>“O Uncle Howard, I never thought anything so horrid or so impertinent!”
-cried Jan.<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_196"></a>196</span> “I’m only a little girl, and what do I know about bringing
-up children? I never knew any girl outside a story-book who knew how
-to bring up a family. But of course I feel as though nothing could be
-nice but mamma’s ways, because we are the very happiest children in the
-world, and I know she wouldn’t dare leave Jack all alone these dreadful
-days.”</p>
-
-<p>There was silence for a few moments, and then to Jan’s infinite relief
-and joy her uncle said: “You are right, Janet. It will do the boy
-mischief to be left brooding through these dark days of anxiety. And
-I suspect you are right and he has needed wise control all along. Go
-up and tell Jack to come to me. Tell him not to be afraid&mdash;I know he
-has had punishment enough&mdash;but to come down, and we’ll begin all over
-again.”</p>
-
-<p>Jan ran off on her errand with a lighter heart than she had had since
-the day of the accident, first giving her uncle a warmly grateful kiss
-on the forehead, around which the hair was beginning to grow a little
-thin. Jack needed no persuading to follow her down-stairs. Much as he
-had always feared his father, he would have<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_197"></a>197</span> faced anything rather than
-be left any longer a prisoner with his own thoughts.</p>
-
-<p>Jan left him at Gwen’s door with a kiss the boy did not resent. “Tell
-your father all you think and feel, Jack, and don’t be afraid of him.
-He understands and wants to help you. We must all hold on to each other
-in trouble, you know.” And Jack went slowly on, feeling that they all
-must hold on to Jan forever.</p>
-
-<p>The library door closed behind him, and no one ever knew precisely
-what happened in the interview between the poor little culprit and his
-father. But when, long past his usual bed hour, Nurse Hummel went to
-hunt Jack up, she found him curled up asleep in his father’s arms in
-the great leather chair, his legs twined over its arm to supplement
-his father’s lap, his cheeks flushed and stained with tears, but peace
-written on the parted lips, which looked very childish in slumber.</p>
-
-<p>As Jan passed into Gwen’s room she found her alone. Her mother,
-thinking her sleeping, had stolen away, and Jan, for the same reason,
-seated herself noiselessly in the corner, afraid to open the door again
-lest she waken Gwen.<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_198"></a>198</span> But Gwen was not asleep. In a few moments she
-spoke. “Jan,” she said, “please come where I can touch you.”</p>
-
-<p>“How did you know who it was?” asked Jan as she obeyed.</p>
-
-<p>“Blind people have keen hearing,” said Gwen bitterly. “My ears are
-learning double work.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose that’s sensible of them, to improve themselves, but
-considering you’re not blind they might save themselves the trouble, if
-they were lazy,” said Jan lightly, not betraying the shock Gwen’s words
-gave her, for no one had hinted at blindness to Gwen.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you think I don’t know?” asked Gwen, raising herself on one elbow
-and speaking with such fierceness that Jan was frightened. “Do you
-suppose I don’t know what makes mamma so loving to me, and why she
-cries quietly when she thinks I won’t know it? Do you suppose, Janet
-Howe, that I don’t know why those horrible doctors are so idiotically
-cheerful with me? If that Doctor Amberton tells me any more silly jokes
-I won’t answer for what I’ll do or say to him! I am blind&mdash;blind&mdash;and
-I’d far rather be<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_199"></a>199</span> dead! Why didn’t Jack kill me if he wanted to do
-anything to me? Do you suppose I can <em>live</em> without my eyes? How
-can I write, or paint, or be great&mdash;or stand it?”</p>
-
-<p>Jan was dreadfully frightened. “You are not blind, Gwen,” she stammered.</p>
-
-<p>“Now don’t you try to tell me stories, Jan, because I won’t stand it!”
-said Gwen. “I got the truth out of Viva the other day when mamma let
-the poor youngster try to read to me. I nearly scared her to death,
-because she won’t fib, and she didn’t want to tell the truth. Now I’m
-talking to you, because I trust you, and I can’t keep it to myself any
-longer. Jan, Jan, for mercy’s sake, say it isn’t so!”</p>
-
-<p>“It isn’t so&mdash;or it very likely isn’t so,” said trembling Jan. “If you
-get all excited and go on like this I don’t know what harm it may do
-you&mdash;the doctors all say to keep you perfectly still for fear of fever.
-You are not blind, and that’s the truth. But they are anxious about
-you. Now you see I’m not deceiving you one bit! We didn’t know you
-were lying there fretting&mdash;why didn’t you speak before? You will get
-well&mdash;I’m just as sure as I can be you will&mdash;but we<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_200"></a>200</span> all love you so
-much we feel awfully to have you sick. But if you did have some trouble
-with your eyes you could be just as great&mdash;greater! Isn’t it lovely
-to have your mother all to yourself like this, and your father never
-thinking of business, and Gladys and Sydney, and even little Jerry&mdash;of
-course sweet little Viva&mdash;all just devoted to you? Don’t fret, Gwen. If
-you are sick ever so long, you will see!”</p>
-
-<p>“Come here, Jan. I want to hold you!” cried Gwen, clutching her cousin
-with burning hands, and drawing her downward in a half-delirious grasp.
-“I won’t see, and that’s just it! O Jan, don’t you know, don’t you
-feel, what that means?”</p>
-
-<p>“It isn’t going to be,” maintained Jan stoutly. “Yes, I know exactly
-what it means, but it won’t be so! If it were, you would be just the
-very heart of this whole family, and you could write the loveliest
-stories and poems, and everything like that! But, what is better, you
-could love them and they’d love you, until the whole house would be so
-much nicer&mdash;like ours, which you always said must be lovely, if it was
-poor. For love is best, of anything, isn’t it?”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_201"></a>201</span>
-“No, no,” moaned poor Gwen; “my eyes are.” But in spite of the tragedy
-hanging over her, Jan comforted her, and she presently fell asleep, her
-burning cheek pressed against Jan’s cool one, Jan’s firm hand stroking
-her tumbled hair, Jan’s strong young shoulders supporting her, and
-Jan’s warm young heart sustaining her by its courage and love.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_202"></a>202</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="xv">CHAPTER XV<br />
-<span>“ONE TOUCH TO HER HAND AND ONE WORD IN HER EAR”</span></h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">“See</span> here, Jan, it’s no good,” said Sydney, speaking so suddenly that
-Miss Lochinvar was startled.</p>
-
-<p>“What isn’t any good?” she asked, giving a last twitch to Tommy
-Traddles’s red ribbon.</p>
-
-<p>“Trying to earn money and go to school at the same time. I am not
-making a success of either, for I have only earned about four dollars
-and ninety-nine cents,” replied Sydney gloomily.</p>
-
-<p>“Is the man getting impatient?” inquired Jan.</p>
-
-<p>Sydney nodded with much emphasis. “Won’t wait,” he said laconically.</p>
-
-<p>“Then I’ll tell you what to do, Syd,” said Jan, coming over to where
-the boy was sitting, moodily jerking the shade cord at the window. “Ask
-Gwen to lend you the money. She has<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_203"></a>203</span> quite a good deal&mdash;nearly fifty
-dollars&mdash;left from Christmas presents, and allowance, and so on, and it
-would be better for you to let her help you out, as I can’t.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t want a girl’s money, either hers or yours,” said Sydney.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I suppose you don’t <em>want</em> it, but you <em>need</em> it
-dreadfully,” said Jan with some subtleness of distinction. “And I
-want to tell you, Syd, that I think it would be real kindness to talk
-to Gwen about your troubles, and get her interested in something.
-She isn’t better, and I heard the doctor say that if she couldn’t be
-aroused she’d have a serious illness. Get her to think of something
-besides her poor eyes, and it would be good for her. Gwen would be
-glad, too, to think you trusted her.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder!” said Sydney doubtfully.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I know!” said Jan emphatically. “And then, after she’s lent you
-the money to square up, tell your father all about it, and get him to
-put you in the way of earning something. He ought to know. I don’t feel
-right to think I know and he doesn’t. It is wrong to help you have
-secrets from him. I wouldn’t have<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_204"></a>204</span> done it if I could have coaxed you
-to tell at first.”</p>
-
-<p>“Maybe I will talk to Gwen,” said Sydney slowly. “I don’t see any other
-way unless I do talk to father, and he’d make it pleasant for me if I
-did that!”</p>
-
-<p>“He might take you away from that school and those extravagant boys,
-but you’d find he wouldn’t be hard on you. And I should think you’d
-like to get out of that crowd,” said Jan.</p>
-
-<p>Sydney flushed with sudden eagerness. “Say, Jan,” he cried, “I’d give
-my head to be let off from college! There’s no college in me&mdash;I’m
-crazy to live out of doors. I don’t even want to go into business! If
-I thought daddy would give me a start civil engineering I’d work hard,
-but he won’t. What I’d like is to go out on a ranch. I’d rather study
-men and beasts than books. But there’s no use talking&mdash;he’s made up his
-mind to college for me, and to college I must go.”</p>
-
-<p>“Isn’t that silly! To say there’s no use talking, when you haven’t
-tried talking!” exclaimed Jan impatiently. “I never saw a family that
-knew one another so little! Why, Uncle Howard<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_205"></a>205</span> isn’t an ogre! How do
-you know he wouldn’t let you do what you like best? ’Tisn’t likely he
-wants you to be spoiled! Come home with me when I go,” she added with
-sudden inspiration. “Fred talks of ranching, and we’d make a man of you
-in Kansas.”</p>
-
-<p>Sydney swallowed the implication that he was not wholly manly now with
-fairly good grace. “Well,” he said, “it’s pretty hard for a fellow to
-be different from all around him. I haven’t had to rough it, and I
-suppose I got extravagant without knowing it. I’m disgusted enough with
-myself to find myself in debt, goodness knows! I’ll see Gwen to-day,
-and if the poor old girl wants to lend me her ducats I’ll brace up
-and make a clean breast to father. You deserve to have your advice
-followed, for you’ve been a trump to me, and to us all, down to this
-fellow.” And Sydney affectionately twitched Drom’s tail.</p>
-
-<p>Jan gave Gwen a hint of her brother’s approaching visit, and Sydney
-found her as gentle, loving, and interested as a sister could be.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, of course, I’ll lend you the money, Syd,” she said. “You ought to
-have told me<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_206"></a>206</span> before. I’ve been thinking that we all told one another
-too little. Since I’ve been lying here I’ve had to see with inside
-eyes, you know, and I’ve discovered several things. You’ll have to
-find my little bead bag in my upper drawer, Syd. That has my money in
-it&mdash;not my pocket-book. And you’ll have to help yourself to what you
-want&mdash;if I have so much&mdash;for I&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Sydney found the abrupt breaking off of Gwen’s sentence very pathetic.
-If only Gwen might see again!</p>
-
-<p>Sydney found the bag and counted over the crisp bills it contained.
-“You have four dollars more than I need to pay that shopkeeper,” he
-said, putting them back. “Jan lent me five some time ago.”</p>
-
-<p>“O Syd! When Jan has so little!” said Gwen with reproach in her voice.
-“And you went to your cousin instead of your sister!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Gwen, I guess I’ve been a dunce! We have got into the way of
-standing off from one another, but you’re a trump, and we’ll stick
-together henceforth,” said Sydney.</p>
-
-<p>Joy such as she had not thought that she could feel again surged
-through Gwen’s heart<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_207"></a>207</span> at these words. “Syd,” she said, “if ‘Miss
-Lochinvar’ had never ‘come out of the West’ we wouldn’t have discovered
-how horrid it was to be so selfish and distant&mdash;maybe never.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s shaky English, but solemn truth, Gwendoline, my dear,” said
-Sydney. “Jan’s a trump! That’s two trumps now&mdash;we’ll have a handful if
-we keep on! She’s not one bit goody-goody and she never preaches, but
-she seems to clear the air&mdash;kind of like a thunder-shower that never
-strikes.”</p>
-
-<p>“More like the little leaven that leaveneth the whole,” said Gwen
-softly. “I love her so, I could never tell you! And I always think of
-that line in the gospel when I think about her. Now finish up getting
-acquainted with the Graham family, Syd, and tell papa how things have
-been going at school. He has a right to know, and I don’t believe it
-is a good place for you where the boys are spending so much money, and
-getting into debt, and all! Tell him I’ve lent you the money, so you
-don’t want him to help you that way, but you do want him to show you
-how to pay me back, and start square. If I’m not mistaken, papa will be
-pleased to find you<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_208"></a>208</span> see things straight without needing showing, and
-instead of scolding you, you’ll find him kind and ready to lend a hand.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know that I could say honestly that I hadn’t had some showing
-as to the most honorable and manly course,” said Syd truthfully. “Jan
-gave me the tip, and now you back her up. I didn’t expect to find girls
-so on the level, but I’m glad to say I’m able to see that you’re both
-right. I’ll talk to dad the first chance he gives me, and I’m much
-obliged, Gwen; we’re better friends from this day. I guess you won’t be
-blind&mdash;we all are seeing a good deal clearer, strikes me.” And Sydney
-disappeared with a boy’s awkwardness in expressing the deep gratitude
-and the softer emotion which filled him.</p>
-
-<p>“Ask Gwen,” said Jan, the artful, as Viva came begging for a story at
-dusk. She was beginning to say “Ask Gwen” as often as possible when
-one of the three younger Grahams implored a favor. It was long that
-they had waited for Gwen’s sentence, and still the doctors could not
-be sure of what it was to be. Gladys and Jan had resumed school, and
-the hours dragged while the poor child waited their return<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_209"></a>209</span> and the
-coming of her friends who were faithful in spending some time with
-her each afternoon. It was to little Jerry and Viva that Gwen found
-herself turning for comfort while the others were away; Viva always
-gentle, grave, and sweet; Jerry showing herself the dearest mite, with
-her headstrong, impulsive baby nature toned down to meet the needs of
-her whom she now invariably called her “poor, dear little Gwennie.”
-Gwendoline’s talent for story-making was used now chiefly to entertain
-Viva, while Jerry spun yarns for “poor, dear little Gwennie,” usually
-of thrilling interest, though briefly sustained.</p>
-
-<p>“Once there was a dreat, bid lion, and he roared&mdash;like dis!” And Jerry
-interrupted her recital to open her mouth to its widest extent and
-roar fearfully in a deep alto. “And he was wery hundry, and he came to
-N’Yort, and he ated up seven, five, free little dirls on n’avenue, and
-Jewwy Draham shood him off wid her stirts in bot’ hands, and she stared
-him so he was awful feared, and she said: ‘Poor, poor lion, come in
-n’house and see little Gwennie!’ Isn’t dat er fine stowy?”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_210"></a>210</span>
-“Well, he might be an awkward caller,” laughed Gwen. “Perhaps if he’d
-eaten up so many little girls he wasn’t hungry, though. Yes, that’s a
-fine story, Jerry!” And Gwen groped for the little dimpled hands to
-squeeze them, and Jerry snuggled down with rapturous kisses for “poor,
-dear Gwennie.”</p>
-
-<p>Jan rejoiced to see how unconsciously but surely the Graham household
-was knitting together around Gwen’s bed. At the worst they would be
-happier than before the accident, but Jan would not admit, even to
-herself, that the worst was possible.</p>
-
-<p>Sydney had discovered his father. In a long, intimate talk the boy
-had laid before him the difficulties and temptations of his little
-world, and found himself telling the man, who remembered quite well,
-after all, how it felt to be a boy, some things that he had not said
-to the girls. But they had proved right in their prophecies of how his
-father would take Sydney’s disclosures. With unspoken self-reproach for
-having left a boy of sixteen unguarded, Mr. Graham set to work to undo
-his mistakes. If Sydney did not feel that he would be a success as a
-business man<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_211"></a>211</span> or as a professional one, Mr. Graham said, he would not
-ask him to go through college. But he did ask him now to work harder
-than he had ever done at his books, and prepare himself for whatever he
-was to be in the future by doing his duty faithfully in the present.
-And he promised him to send him every afternoon to a friend of his, a
-professor at Columbia, who had asked for an intelligent boy to copy for
-him notes he was making on natural history. He would pay Sydney for
-his labor, and thus he could set himself right in his own eyes, and
-pay back the money his sister had lent him. In the meantime he would
-be having the best possible companionship, and be in the way of making
-sure that he was not mistaken in deciding that college life and study
-had no charm for him.</p>
-
-<p>Sydney felt as though the gloom in which he had walked for months had
-given way to a glare of sunshine, and he blessed Jan in his heart for
-showing him the road to the best and most needed friend that a boy of
-his age could have&mdash;his own kind father.</p>
-
-<p>“Daisy and Ida Hammond have left school,” announced Gladys, bursting
-into Gwen’s room<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_212"></a>212</span> one day. “They said their mother considered the
-Hydra less exclusive that it had been, and was going to let them go to
-boarding-school.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see how they stood it so long after they were found out,”
-said Gwen scornfully. “It’s rather nice of them to make the Hydra more
-exclusive by removing the only girls in it who had been found out in a
-disgraceful act.” Gwen was stronger; she could bear sudden outbursts
-from the children, and Jan couldn’t help hoping that the next step
-would be the restoration of the wounded eyes to light and health.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, as to the exclusive, that refers to me, I suspect,” said Jan so
-carelessly that it showed how completely she had lost the timidity and
-wounded sensibility of her first days in New York. “Tommy Traddles,”
-she added to the cat lying at Gwen’s feet, curled over on his back,
-with his four feet drawn up on his white breast, and his tongue
-sticking out while he looked over the top of his head to see what
-effect his blandishments had, “Tommy Traddles, you may consider that
-a squirm, but I consider it a device for winning attention.” And she
-proceeded to bury her fingers in Tommy’s white shirt-front,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_213"></a>213</span> while he
-shut his eyes in blissful satisfaction with the result of his “device.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I am thankful they have gone,” said Gladys, removing her rubbers
-with her right hand while her left thoughtfully smoothed her stocking.
-“It was very disagreeable to have them around when you didn’t want to
-go with them. And your set have not been so very anxious to have me,
-Gwen. If it hadn’t been for Jan I’d have been quite out of it since the
-fuss.”</p>
-
-<p>“Slang, Gladys?” hinted Gwen, for they had pledged themselves never
-to use slang&mdash;or, as everybody said in the ancient days of Pinafore:
-“Hardly ever!” She had hard work not to rejoice over her sister’s
-admission, and found it quite impossible not to smile.</p>
-
-<p>“I know a great deal more than I did,” continued Gladys. “Those
-girls are really a dreadful warning to me. I can see plainly now how
-different a real lady is from an imitation one. It’s funny how blind I
-was.” She stopped short, frightened by having used a word that never
-was to be mentioned before Gwen.</p>
-
-<p>But Gwen met the allusion quietly. “You were blind first, Glad, and got
-well. Maybe I’ll<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_214"></a>214</span> get well, too. I feel stronger, and sometimes I hope
-a little. If I don’t get well, I’m going to try not to be a failure,
-and be brave,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>Gladys went over to her and kissed her with a sweet gravity that was
-pretty to see in the little girl who had been so shallow and vain. “My
-kind of blindness was worse than yours, Gwen,” she said. “You’d be
-nicer than I ever could be if you lost all your eyes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Gwen isn’t a spider, and Gwen is going to get well,” cried Jan,
-laughing to keep from crying.</p>
-
-<p>Gladys left the room hastily and Jan perched on the bedside, holding
-Tommy Traddles’s paw in one hand and Gwen’s fingers in the other.
-“I’ve been wanting to tell you something Aunt Tina said yesterday, and
-I haven’t had a chance,” she said. “Something just for yourself to
-hear&mdash;right in your own ear.”</p>
-
-<p>“This is my own ear, Jan; it was given to me fifteen years ago,” said
-Gwen, inclining that organ toward her cousin.</p>
-
-<p>Jan leaned forward to whisper into it. “She said that you were making
-such a peaceful, happy little spot of your room, and were so brave<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_215"></a>215</span> and
-cheerful, and all the children were getting so loving and gentle with
-you that she half dreaded to have you get well and break up the little
-oasis in the midst of a selfish world. Isn’t that nice for your mother
-to have said?” And Gwen could not help feeling that it was.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_216"></a>216</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="xvi">CHAPTER XVI<br />
-<span>“HAVE YE E’ER HEARD OF GALLANT LIKE YOUNG LOCHINVAR?”</span></h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> longer days and greater cold had come. But with the cold was
-interspersed here and there a day on which there was a vague far-off
-hint of spring in the air, and the lover of nature who went up on the
-short Northern road or over into New Jersey to get the full flavor of
-his Sunday rest came back with reports of swelling twigs and the first
-note of the bluebird; for it was late February.</p>
-
-<p>Although the doctors would not give better reasons for hope than
-their more cheerful manner, there was a growing feeling in the Graham
-household that Gwen was going to escape her hard doom, and it was on
-one of those illusive days when the atmosphere seems full of light that
-Doctor Amberton definitely authorized rejoicing by telling them, when
-he came down from Gwen’s room, that the bandages could be removed<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_217"></a>217</span> from
-her eyes in a week, and that they would be restored to enjoy the spring
-sunshine.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Graham shook the doctor’s hand hard, speechless with the joy of
-this tidings, while his wife fell sobbing on Jan’s neck, and Viva
-tumbled down in a burst of emotion such as silent children sometimes
-give way to, and hugged the andirons, kissing their polished tops and
-clinging to them hysterically.</p>
-
-<p>Gladys, Sydney, and Jack were not there to hear the good news, but
-Viva ran to call them, and they were not less stirred by the blessed
-certainty of Gwen’s escape than were the others; indeed Jack turned
-so white on being told that his angry hand had not blinded his sister
-after all that his mother sprang to put her arm around him, thinking
-that he was fainting.</p>
-
-<p>Who was to take the good news to Gwen, and how was she to be told?
-Gladys wanted the entire family to go up in a body and rejoice with
-her, but Mrs. Graham would not permit this, and Mr. Graham suggested
-that he and her mother went up together to bring comfort to the girl in
-whom they had always felt so much pride, but who had become very dear
-in<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_218"></a>218</span> these hard six weeks of courageously borne suffering.</p>
-
-<p>Jan whispered something in her aunt’s ear, and Mrs. Graham hesitated.
-After a moment she said: “I believe it would be the very thing!” and
-turning to the others added: “Jan suggests that we let Jack go up,
-quite alone, and tell Gwen that he and she have escaped the awful
-consequences of his fit of rage. She says he can tell her that he took
-her eyes from her, and now he has come to give them back again. It is a
-pretty idea. Shall we carry it out?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Sydney decidedly, and “Ye&mdash;es,” voted Gladys doubtfully.
-But Mr. Graham settled the question by saying: “Go up-stairs to your
-sister, Ivan, my man, and tell her that you are bringing her back her
-sight&mdash;that Doctor Amberton has said that she is safe, and we are
-coming up in half an hour to try to tell her how thankful we are.”</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter width500" id="yourenot">
- <img src="images/i242-2.jpg" width="500" height="679" alt="" />
- <div class="caption">“You’re not going to be blind, not one bit!” said Jack.</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>Jack turned pale, then red; he was not sure whether he liked the errand
-or not. He was afraid, and it seemed to him very solemn and difficult
-to go to Gwen on such an embassy. He sat down to think it over on the
-stairs, and as<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_219"></a>219</span> he thought it rushed over him how Gwen was lying
-there, not knowing that she was not to be blind; how all this time she
-had patiently awaited this day, knowing it might never come, and worst
-of all how his hand had been the one to smite her. A sob rose in his
-throat and he scrambled to his feet. Yes, it was good that they had let
-him tell her that she was safe, and he must not lose another moment
-in doing it. He fell up the stairs, and as he opened Gwen’s door she
-sprang up in bed, feeling instantly the excitement with which he was
-quivering as his hand touched the knob.</p>
-
-<p>“What is it, Jack!” she said quickly.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Gwen, ain’t it just great?” gasped Jack. “The doctor’s gone and
-they sent me up to bring you your eyes, they said, because I took them
-away. My, but we’re glad!”</p>
-
-<p>Gwen clutched the arm impetuously thrown around her. “Jack, is it
-true?” she whispered.</p>
-
-<p>“True! Doctor Amberton said so! You’re to have the bandages off in a
-week&mdash;you’re not going to be blind, not one bit!” said Jack, choking.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen fell back, burying her face in the pillows.<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_220"></a>220</span> If ever there was a
-sincere “Thank God!” it was the one that filled the poor child’s heart,
-but could not pass beyond the happy sobs rising in her throat.</p>
-
-<p>Jack was frightened. “Have I killed you this time, Gwen?” he asked
-faintly.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen turned back again and caught him in her arms. “Killed me! My
-darling old Jack, you have made me feel as though I should never die! I
-believe I have been dead all these horrible weeks since New Year’s.”</p>
-
-<p>“They’re all coming up in a little while to tell you how glad they
-are&mdash;they’re all down in the back parlor nearly out of their minds,
-they’re so glad,” said Jack, much relieved to find Gwen unharmed.</p>
-
-<p>“Call Hummie, Jack, and then go tell them to come on&mdash;I can’t wait,”
-said Gwen.</p>
-
-<p>Before Hummie had recovered from the joy of Gwen’s reprieve
-sufficiently to make her fine, as Gwen had intended to be made, the
-trooping of the entire family up the stairs fell on her happy ears. She
-knelt in the bed in her long crimson wrapper, and held out her arms
-speechlessly for a universal embrace.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_221"></a>221</span>
-Sydney, Gladys, and Jan held back, feeling that Gwen’s father and
-mother had the first right to her, but Viva and Jerry threw themselves
-into the outstretched arms, as Mr. Graham and his wife clasped Gwen at
-the same moment. There was a confused scrimmage of hugging and kissing,
-and Mr. Graham recognized Gwen’s linen bandage and Jerry’s lace collar,
-mixed with Viva’s hair, while Mrs. Graham rained tears and kisses on
-her husband’s cuff. But it did not matter. In a moment Gladys and
-Jan were added to the joyous confusion, and there was such an utter
-abandonment of happiness, and such oblivion to anything but the blessed
-fact that Gwen’s precious eyes were safe that Gwen realized for the
-first time how dear she was to all these throbbing hearts, and how hard
-must have been the past six weeks to them as well as to her, in which
-they were bravely trying to keep their own grief out of sight while
-they helped her bear her burden.</p>
-
-<p>“When can I really have my eyes?” asked Gwen, when some of the
-excitement had spent itself.</p>
-
-<p>“You may take off the bandages in a week,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_222"></a>222</span> but your eyes must be used
-with the greatest care, and very little, all summer. Then by fall
-Doctor Amberton thinks they will be perfectly strong,” said Mrs.
-Graham. “And now, children, go your ways, for Gwen and I are going to
-rest quite by ourselves for a little while.”</p>
-
-<p>Gladys and Jan left the room, arms around each other’s waists, in the
-most loving girl fashion, and Mr. Graham followed behind them, smiling,
-well pleased at the sight, and remembering how positively Gladys had
-declared that she “would not go about with a Wild West Show” when he
-had announced Jan’s coming. “Little Miss Lochinvar has won us all,” he
-thought, realizing what a happy thing her coming had been for his own
-children.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder, Jan,” Gladys was saying as they went toward Jan’s room,
-“I wonder if mamma wouldn’t let us ask some of our friends for a
-celebration on the day Gwen tries her eyes for the first time? She
-needn’t see them long enough to get tired, but it would be rather nice
-to get together everybody she likes to look at when she looks for the
-first time for so long.”</p>
-
-<p>“It would be ever so nice,” said Jan heartily.<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_223"></a>223</span> “If Aunt Tina will let
-us&mdash;if she doesn’t think it would hurt Gwen.”</p>
-
-<p>At the self-same moment Gwen was saying: “Mamma, it is Miss Lochinvar’s
-birthday on the 1st of March. Don’t you think I might use my eyes for
-the first time on that day, and have a little surprise party for her? I
-wouldn’t have to stay in the room longer than was safe, but I’d like to
-get the girls together to keep Jan’s birthday properly. She’s done more
-for me than you can guess; I couldn’t repay her if I tried forever.
-And look at Gladys and Sydney! And how much sweeter Jerry is! And she
-hasn’t any more notion of how nice she is than&mdash;than&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Than a bright little wild rose along the roadside knows how sweet
-and cheering it is,” finished her mother for her, as Gwen hesitated
-for a simile. “It is only that she is good, really good, unselfish,
-unaffected, sincere. She has done a great deal for us all, Gwen. It is
-a curious thing to see how one little girl can diffuse happiness, and
-make her sweetness contagious only by unconsciously showing how lovely
-such a true little woman can be. I mean to write your Aunt Jennie and
-beg her to let Jan go with us<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_224"></a>224</span> to the seashore this summer and stay on
-for another winter in New York; I have a hope of getting her gradually
-to make this her home, and her visits to Crescendo.”</p>
-
-<p>“You won’t succeed, mamma,” said Gwen, shaking her head dolefully.
-“I’d give anything in the world to keep Jan every minute of my life,
-but she’s too fond of home for that. She truly doesn’t think there’s
-anything to do in New York&mdash;she said so once, and then was afraid she’d
-hurt my feelings. Nothing to do here, but lots that is interesting in
-that little Crescendo of hers&mdash;only think!” And Gwen laughed.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, at the worst, her father and mother must let her spend part of
-each year with us, now that they have taught us to depend upon her,”
-said Mrs. Graham. “However, we need not settle that now. About your
-party: Yes, I think it can be done, and I should like to honor Jan by
-celebrating her birthday. On the first? That is eight days off. Very
-well; we’ll have the party. And now rest, my darling Gwen. You can’t
-dream how glad your mother is to know you are to look upon her again so
-soon!”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_225"></a>225</span>
-“I’m not precisely sorry, mamma,” said Gwen, seizing the hand put
-out to her, and returning with interest the kiss given her. What a
-beautiful world it was! and how soft and warm was the atmosphere
-becoming of the big house which even Gwen had sometimes found chilling!</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Graham almost betrayed herself by a laugh as Jan and Gladys
-unfolded to her their plan for a surprise party so nearly identical
-with Gwen’s, except that they had not fixed a definite date, and had a
-different end in view in holding it. But she composed her eyes and lips
-to the necessary seriousness, approved their plans as she had Gwen’s,
-and set about the preparations for both parties. It is not difficult to
-prepare for two parties at the same time when both are practically one.
-The pair of conspirators kept their secret from the one conspirator,
-and Mrs. Graham conspired with both. The same guests were selected by
-both camps, except that Sydney was called in to Gwen’s aid, and asked
-the boys and girls with whom Jan had played the tennis match, and whom
-his sisters did not know.</p>
-
-<p>March 1st fell on Saturday&mdash;any one who is interested to know can
-easily discover from<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_226"></a>226</span> that fact the year in which the party was
-given&mdash;and that made it easy to get the guests together early, without
-regard to school. It was better, for Gwen’s sake, to make it an
-afternoon party, “quite like little children,” as Gladys remarked with
-a slight tendency to dissatisfaction.</p>
-
-<p>Viva and Jerry found this a most desirable feature of the celebration;
-they were ready in spotless white long before the appointed hour. Too
-long before; for Jerry was discovered sitting demurely close to the
-butler’s pantry door in the dining-room, very quiet and correct, but
-with a long streak of chocolate on each cheek, beyond the reach of
-her tongue, which had made the lips stainless, and a great smudge of
-chocolate and cream filling on the front of her dainty tucked guimpe,
-the cause of which Susan correctly traced to the loss of six little
-round chocolate-iced cakes from the pantry.</p>
-
-<p>When the guests began arriving Jan and Gladys were much puzzled by
-being called upon to welcome several whom they had not invited, and
-whom they had difficulty in receiving as though they had done so.
-But Jan was delighted<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_227"></a>227</span> to see again her opponent who had given her
-such a hard fight for victory in the tennis contest, and when she had
-sufficiently recovered from her surprise at seeing her hailed Molly Van
-Buren rapturously.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen sent for Jan to come to her when all the guests had arrived, and
-Jan ran across the hall to her cousin’s room. She found Gwen dressed in
-silvery-blue, looking paler for her long confinement, and at least a
-quarter of a head taller&mdash;Gwen was decidedly up to the modern standard
-of girls’ height.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you know why mamma asked all these girls and boys here to-day, Miss
-Lochinvar?” asked Gwen.</p>
-
-<p>“I should think I did! Gladys and I planned it as a surprise to
-you&mdash;it’s to celebrate your recovery!” laughed Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s nothing of the sort!” cried Gwen. “It’s mamma’s secret and mine,
-and it’s to celebrate your birthday.”</p>
-
-<p>“Were you plotting a party, too? Did you remember it was my birthday?”
-cried Jan. “Well, of all things! What a memory you have, Gwen! I
-haven’t mentioned my birthday<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_228"></a>228</span> but once, ever so long ago, when you
-asked me when it came. And to think that Aunt Tina never said a word!”</p>
-
-<p>“Nor to me either,” Gwen laughingly protested. “Mamma must have been
-having rather a pleasant time all by herself, fooling all three of us.
-Well, it’s all the nicer. Now, what made me send for you was that I
-want to give you your first birthday present, and let you take these
-linens off my eyes&mdash;I believe you’re such an unselfish old darling that
-you’d rather do it than have millions left you.”</p>
-
-<p>Jan’s color went and came; no one had ever known&mdash;hardly she
-herself&mdash;what a grief the prospect of Gwen’s great sorrow had been to
-her. And now this little ceremony moved her proportionately. Her hands
-trembled as she unfastened the strings holding Gwen’s long eclipse of
-her eyes, and the linen bandages slipped down, and were gone&mdash;gone,
-thank Heaven, forever! “I’m truly glad to see you, blessed Miss
-Lochinvar,” said Gwen as she gazed lovingly at the tearful face of her
-cousin, the first she had seen for seven dreary weeks. “Come, now; let
-me go with you. Steady me,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_229"></a>229</span> Jan&mdash;the light and walking by sight seems
-queer to me.”</p>
-
-<p>Jan steadied Gwen with her arm around her waist, and felt her tremble,
-but she knew that it was with joy. Then, with Gwen’s hand resting on
-her shoulder, Jan led her triumphantly down to the parlor. All her
-school friends clustered around her, and for a few moments Gwen held
-court. Then Sydney came into the middle of the room, and said: “Ladies
-and gentlemen, this is a surprise party. Gwen is surprised that Gladys
-and Jan have a party, and they are surprised that Gwen has one. So you
-are the party and they are the surprise&mdash;which isn’t the usual way
-of having surprise parties. Gladys and Jan’s party is to celebrate
-Gwen’s recovery. Gwen’s party is because it is Jan’s birthday. So
-you can consider yourself celebrating which you prefer&mdash;for myself
-I’m celebrating both with all my might. When our cousin came on we
-called her ‘Miss Lochinvar,’ because she ‘came out of the West,’ and
-now we think we were sort of prophets, because the name fits her in
-lots of ways&mdash;chiefly because no one ‘e’er heard of gallant like young
-Lochinvar.’ There<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_230"></a>230</span> never was such an all-round trump of a girl as our
-cousin Janet Howe, alias Miss Lochinvar. We couldn’t find a picture of
-that hero, Jan,” he added, turning to poor Jan, who looked ready to
-sink through the floor from embarrassment. “But we wanted to give you a
-picture, because you like them so much, and so you could have something
-to remember this day by at home if ever you go back&mdash;and don’t you dare
-to try going! So we got you this copy of Rembrandt’s Polish Rider; it
-was the nearest we could come to young Lochinvar.” Sydney then gave
-place to Jack, who proudly bore the picture to Jan, remarking briefly:
-“Here, Jan. I made the verse.”</p>
-
-<p>Jan received the large picture timidly, but suddenly she laughed, for
-on its wrapping she read this verse of Jack’s:</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
-<div class="poetry">
- <div class="verse">
- <div class="line">Jan:</div>
- <div class="line">From Ivan</div>
- <div class="line">And the Clan.</div>
- </div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>Gwen’s gift was a small, but exquisite, old Italian lamp. “Because you
-were my light in darkness,” she whispered, and Jan choked.</p>
-
-<p>Gladys had characteristically chosen a ring,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_231"></a>231</span> a slender circle of
-turquoise, for her gift. “I want you to wear something to remind you of
-me every minute,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>Viva and Jerry had been included with Jack in the gift of the picture,
-but Mrs. Graham gave Jan all the Waverley novels, bound in soft
-morocco, and her uncle’s gift was a check for fifty dollars, to do with
-as she pleased, and which Jan looked at with wildly joyous visions of
-what it would purchase for the young folk in Crescendo.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen tired soon, and went away for a while to rest before supper while
-the others had games and dancing. She reappeared for a short time to
-take her place beside Jan at the head of the table, and be waited on
-like one of a pair of queen bees, plied with honey, instead of waiting
-on her guests, as she would have done at any ordinary party.</p>
-
-<p>But, as the guests agreed when they departed early, it was not an
-ordinary party in any sense, and Jan convulsed her hearers by declaring
-that it was nicer&mdash;more like a Crescendo party&mdash;than any she had seen
-in New York. “But,” she added, gloating over her treasures, “it would
-be queer if I hadn’t thought it nice.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_232"></a>232</span>
-Mrs. Graham, remembering the magnitude of her orders at expensive
-caterers, smiled to herself at the notion of Jan’s birthday party
-and Gwen’s “thanksgiving party,” as Sydney called it, resembling the
-gaieties of Crescendo. But she understood that Jan had meant that it
-was more simple and childish than the early-old functions which she had
-seen since her arrival, and was well pleased.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re all so good to me!” sighed Jan, as she kissed her uncle and
-aunt good night, with an extra hug for gratitude. “I can’t ever thank
-you!”</p>
-
-<p>“Pshaw! It’s all because we never saw ‘gallant like young Lochinvar,’”
-said Sydney, who was standing by.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_233"></a>233</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="xvii">CHAPTER XVII<br />
-<span>“THERE WAS MOUNTING ’MONG GRAEMES OF THE NETHERBY CLAN”</span></h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> Graham family was at breakfast, the same group assembled&mdash;with
-the addition of Jan herself&mdash;as on that morning nearly half a year
-before when Mr. Graham had struck consternation to it, individually and
-collectively, by announcing Jan’s coming.</p>
-
-<p>Susan no longer stood behind Jerry’s chair, for she no longer
-misbehaved sufficiently to require special watchfulness, so Susan
-supplemented the waitress in small tasks, and now brought in the mail
-and laid it at Mr. Graham’s place.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Graham sorted it, handed three or four notes to his wife, gave
-Sydney a notice from his school-club secretary, handed Jack the paper
-with the adventure serial he was pursuing rather than perusing, smiled
-as he gave Gladys<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_234"></a>234</span> a pink envelope suggestive of heliotrope and
-addressed in a girl’s hand, and kept several letters for himself.</p>
-
-<p>One of these he read with a lengthening face, and, when his eyes had
-traveled down to the foot of the last page, looked over at Jan so
-gravely that her heart gave an apprehensive bound, and Gwen exclaimed:
-“There’s nothing wrong, is there, papa?”</p>
-
-<p>“No&mdash;at least, yes, I think there is.&mdash;Nothing wrong at your home, Jan,
-so don’t look so startled, child,” said Mr. Graham, smiling at Jan, who
-was waiting his answer with wide, frightened eyes. “Your mother has not
-been well, but she’s recovered now; this letter is from your father.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mamma ill? What was it? Do you suppose she really is well again, Uncle
-Howard? What does papa say?” cried Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“He says&mdash;let me see. ‘Tell Jan not to feel the slightest anxiety; I am
-not concealing anything from her; her mother is quite herself again,
-except for a remnant of weakness. But&mdash;’ and the rest is what I do not
-like to tell you, and still less to tell my own children.”<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_235"></a>235</span> And Mr.
-Graham stopped, frowning hard at Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“He wants Jan!” guessed Gwen, jumping at the thing she most dreaded.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s precisely what he does want,” assented her father. “He says it
-is now April, and the brief time left in school will not be serious
-loss, and Jan’s mother is so hungry for a glimpse of her that he wants
-us to send her back to Crescendo. He doesn’t say what he expects us to
-do without her.”</p>
-
-<p>A dead silence fell on the entire table. Gwen and Gladys stared aghast,
-Viva turned crimson and began to cry soundlessly, while Jack looked as
-though he would like to follow her example. Sydney and his mother both
-pushed back their plates with a simultaneous movement, and Jan herself
-seemed uncertain whether to be glad or sorry.</p>
-
-<p>Jerry looked from one to the other; then suddenly her voice pierced the
-stillness shrilly: “She’s my Jan, she’s my Jan! She san’t go away f’
-ever’ n’ ever, amen,” she fairly shrieked, and was borne from the room
-in a violent fit of coughing by the patient Susan.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_236"></a>236</span>
-“We can’t express our feelings in precisely the same way as Jerry,”
-said Mrs. Graham, “but they are quite as much ours. You are our Jan,
-and we really can not let you go.”</p>
-
-<p>“O Jan! you won’t go, will you?” said Gladys reproachfully.</p>
-
-<p>“If mamma wants me, and papa says to come, how can I help going?” asked
-Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose we must admit their claim,” said her uncle. “I’ll tell you
-what I’ll do. I’ll write Jan’s father, begging him to spare her a
-little while longer, and telling him how dear she is to each of us. If
-he is hard-hearted enough to take her in spite of that, we’ll have to
-send her to him, with a nice, strong little cable attached, to pull her
-back by in a short time.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think we ought to let mamma wait while we write papa, and he
-answers. That will take nearly a week, and if he says mamma has been
-sick and wants me, I think I ought to go right away, don’t you?” asked
-Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“O Miss Lochinvar! You want to go?” said Sydney reproachfully.</p>
-
-<p>“I want to go and stay at the same time,” said Jan truthfully. “I am
-just as happy here<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_237"></a>237</span> as I can be, and I love you heaps and heaps, and
-when I get back I’ll talk about every one of you until they’ll think
-I can’t speak of anything else. But when I think of mamma&mdash;and all of
-them&mdash;why I could fly! You know how you’d feel if you hadn’t seen any
-of this family for six months.”</p>
-
-<p>“There are such quantities of things to do,” said Gwen, speaking for
-the first time, though there was no one else to whom the loss of
-Miss Lochinvar meant so much as to her. “You haven’t been down to
-Trinity nor to St. Paul’s&mdash;and you like places where great people are
-buried. You’re so crazy about history you must at least see Alexander
-Hamilton’s grave&mdash;and the Jumel house.”</p>
-
-<p>“That wouldn’t take long; besides New York will be here when she
-returns, for I would put her in the safe-deposit vaults and lock her
-up, if I didn’t think she would come back in the fall,” said her uncle.
-“Then you would rather not have me write, asking an extension of
-time&mdash;a stay of proceedings, little Miss Lochinvar?”</p>
-
-<p>“I think when papa says he wants me, and mamma is longing for me, it
-means just that,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_238"></a>238</span> and it would not be right to keep them waiting,” said
-Jan, wishing she were not obliged to choose.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a shame, a shame!” cried Jack, emotion, so long suppressed, so
-far mastering him that two tears would find their way out, though he
-tried to hope that they would be mistaken for coffee.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Jack, here’s a chance to be noble. There are people who would
-rather another had a treasure than possess it themselves,” smiled Mrs.
-Graham.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s goody-goody people!” said Jack wrathfully, not in a frame of
-mind to admire virtue utterly beyond his reach.</p>
-
-<p>“They’re better than baddy-baddy people at least,” said Gwen. “If Jan
-must go, let’s not make it worse.&mdash;When would she have to start, papa?”</p>
-
-<p>“Her father doesn’t say. I think we are entitled to a little time in
-which to get used to the amputation,” said Mr. Graham. “I won’t let her
-go under a week.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then we’ll make it a lively week,” said Gwen with a quiver in her
-voice indicating no<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_239"></a>239</span> especial liveliness in the speaker. Mrs. Graham
-pushed back her chair, and the children all rose; there had been no
-more thought of breakfast since the dreadful tidings had fallen upon
-them that they were to lose Jan.</p>
-
-<p>It was the week of the Easter holidays, so there was nothing to
-prevent her cousins from devoting themselves to Jan for the short time
-remaining.</p>
-
-<p>The three girls retired to Jan’s room to have a cry and feel better,
-though that was not consciously the object of the tears. Tommy Traddles
-came stretching and purring to meet them, and Jan caught him to her
-heart.</p>
-
-<p>“O my poor, dear Tommy Traddles!” she cried. “He has got so handsome,
-and strong, and loving! And he does play hide and seek so beautifully
-with me. Will you promise to take just as good care of him as I do,
-Gwen and Gladys? And will you swear&mdash;honest, true, black and blue&mdash;not
-to let him get left behind to starve in the streets when you go to the
-country?”</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Jan, if you suppose we’d be the sort of people to turn an animal
-out! Of all the<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_240"></a>240</span> mean, selfish things to do! It makes me furious to
-see the poor creatures who are used to being petted wandering around
-frightened, sick, and hungry! I don’t see why you ask us such a
-thing as that! We don’t have to swear it,” said Gwen, with genuine
-indignation.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I beg your pardon. I know you wouldn’t, but so many people are
-careless,” said Jan contritely. “Syd will look after Drom. And now I’m
-going to pack.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you touch one thing I’ll go crazy!” exclaimed Gladys energetically.
-“I could not stand it! I won’t believe you’re going. Get on your things
-and come down to your stuffy historical graves, but don’t you pack! You
-haven’t the least, dimmest idea of how Gwen and I feel&mdash;you don’t care
-one bit for leaving us!”</p>
-
-<p>Jan turned and flung her arms around Gwen and Gladys with a face as
-variable as the month, all smiles and tears. “O my dears, my dears!
-Yes, I do!” she cried. “I wish I were twins! Can’t you understand how
-glad I’ll be to see dear old Crescendo and my precious family, and yet
-how I want, and want, and want you? I’d like to go and stay at the same
-time.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_241"></a>241</span>
-“And we only want you to stay, you see,” said Gwen, trying to smile.
-“It’s almost like losing my eyes over again, Janet Lochinvar! You have
-been such a dear old darling, and done so much for me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Not as much as for me,” said Gladys mournfully. “I’m another girl.”</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind if you are, Gladys; you’re nicer all the time,” said Jan.
-“So try to bear up.”</p>
-
-<p>“We’ll go down and see St. Paul’s, and then we’ll go to Trinity,”
-announced Gladys, rising with the air of one ready to sacrifice herself
-for the public weal. “And we’ll rally around you every minute that’s
-left.”</p>
-
-<p>“Syd, Jack, will you go with us down in town to explore mustiness for
-Jan?” called Gwen up the stairs. And the boys threw themselves on the
-banisters, and slid down promptly, ready for any expedition.</p>
-
-<p>Jan stood, awe-struck, beside the tomb where Alexander Hamilton
-was laid to sleep after his tragic end, and where now the hurrying
-thousands of the modern city surge up the narrow, steep street skirting
-his resting-place in the pursuit<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_242"></a>242</span> of a little of the success he sought,
-attained, and which slipped through his fingers at last.</p>
-
-<p>Still more was she thrilled by the old-time pew in St. Paul’s where
-Washington sat praying in his strong heart for the nation struggling
-into life. Gwen shared her enthusiasm, and Sydney understood, though he
-pretended to laugh at it. But Gladys declared she could not see what
-there was to get excited about. Suppose Washington <em>had</em> sat in
-that pew, what then? He was a real man, who really lived; he had to
-sit somewhere. If it hadn’t been there, it would have been somewhere
-else&mdash;what was there to make a fuss about? Gladys’s prosaic mind, which
-had not a grain of the poet’s nor the student’s element in its make-up,
-tolerated, but could not share her cousin’s raptures.</p>
-
-<p>The Graham quartet dutifully escorted Jan up to the Jumel house, and
-up to Columbia Library, and to see the tablet commemorating the battle
-of Harlem Heights, but in turn they demanded of her less improving,
-and more amusing pilgrimages. They took her down to Manhattan Beach to
-see the ocean for the first time, and Miss Lochinvar had to admit that
-nothing<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_243"></a>243</span> in the West could equal that stupendous first sight of the
-breakers rolling in from England, and tumbling at her feet&mdash;though she
-retracted the admission with a possible reservation in favor of the
-Yellowstone, which she had not seen. And at last there were no more
-expeditions, but three days of absolute devotion to one another, in
-which Jan packed, while the others watched her rearrange her treasures,
-and tried to keep up the cheerfulness which they had agreed must speed
-their parting guest, though it was a cheerfulness veiled in deep purple.</p>
-
-<p>Jan had to have a large new trunk to supplement the shabby little one
-with which she arrived, for many and marvelous were the contributions
-the Grahams poured into Jan’s hands to take to the children in
-Crescendo.</p>
-
-<p>All the girls&mdash;and most of the boys&mdash;whom Jan had known since her
-arrival came often to see her, for to the surprise, not only of herself
-but her cousins, who did not realize that outsiders had felt modest
-Janet’s charm, Miss Lochinvar seemed to have won everybody’s affection.
-“Come and see me in Crescendo,” she said to them all with boundless
-hospitality,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_244"></a>244</span> and Gladys felt no dismay at the thought that they might
-take her at her word; so thoroughly had she learned true values.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen and Gladys grudged a moment spent on visitors; the moments were
-growing so few in which they should see Jan’s pretty face, and watch it
-cloud at the thought of parting or break into dimples over something
-pleasant. Even Cena North and Dorothy Schuyler were in the way, though
-the latter was the one to whom Gwen looked for consolation when she
-should be bereft of Jan.</p>
-
-<p>At last the night came when for the last time Jan should lie down in
-her pretty room, and all the cousins hung around her till the latest
-possible moment&mdash;even Jerry being allowed to sit up until she fell
-asleep in Jan’s lap.</p>
-
-<p>“We’ll keep a diary and send it to each other twice a week&mdash;that’s
-settled,” said Gwen. “And I want to tell you one thing, Jan. I know now
-I was a silly to think North &amp; Company would publish my novel, and I
-was a greater silly to think I could write a novel, and the greatest
-silly of all to think that it was nicer to be famous than a lovely,
-homely girl. If you like to know<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_245"></a>245</span> that you turned your cousin from a
-goose into a girl with a grain of sense, you may have that pleasure.”</p>
-
-<p>“And here’s another,” said Gladys. “You know I’m not quite as bad a
-goose as I was, and it’s all your doing.”</p>
-
-<p>Sydney said nothing then, but when, later, Jan went up to say good
-night to Drom, he put out his hand. “I may not get a chance to tell
-you to-morrow when they’re all around,” he said, “but I’m getting on
-better at school&mdash;working better and all that&mdash;and I don’t see much of
-the wild boys, and I’m getting on fine working with the professor up at
-college. And father says I may take up civil engineering if I like, so
-I guess I’ll go to college after all. And if you hadn’t come and made
-things pleasant here I don’t believe I’d have been anywhere. I thought
-you might like to know.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s all because you are so good to me that you fancy I’ve done
-things. I never did a thing, but just be a humdrum, every-day little
-girl,” said Jan.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing but be Janet Howe&mdash;Miss Lochinvar,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_246"></a>246</span> I mean; we know,” said
-Sydney. And Jan ran down-stairs to cry a little and laugh a little that
-on the morrow she was to set out for Crescendo, and to be glad and
-grateful that the clan of Graham rated her so inexplicably high.</p>
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<hr class="divider x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_247"></a>247</span>
-</div>
-
-
-<h2 id="xviii">CHAPTER XVIII<br />
-<span>“WITH A SMILE ON HER LIPS AND A TEAR IN HER EYE”</span></h2>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> household was early astir on the following morning, although Miss
-Lochinvar was not to go into the West until early in the afternoon&mdash;not
-to start, that is.</p>
-
-<p>But it was a pity to waste time sleeping, when, as Gladys pathetically
-said, Jan would have time enough to sleep on the cars when she was all
-alone.</p>
-
-<p>The cook&mdash;who was usually as grumpy as her profession seems liable to
-make people&mdash;outdid herself in her efforts to get up a luncheon-box for
-Miss Jan which should lighten her journey and weighten&mdash;now isn’t it a
-shame there is not such a fine verb as that?&mdash;her own slender frame.
-Susan was clipping the stems of the flowers she had gone out early to
-buy and putting them between damp cotton on the ice in the butler’s
-pantry. There seemed to be no one,<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_248"></a>248</span> from the top to the bottom of the
-big house, which had struck Jan on her entrance to it as so cold and
-empty, who was not eager to show regret at losing, and desire to serve
-Miss Lochinvar.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen and Gladys had begged Jan to bring her things into Gwen’s room,
-and let them all dress together, not to lose one moment of the precious
-few left them. And it was with no small difficulty that Jan managed her
-toilet, for one cousin insisted on buttoning her shoes, while the other
-brushed her hair; Gwen tied her ribbon, while Gladys fastened down her
-collar in the back, and she was so inundated with tender services,
-interspersed with sighs and caresses that she&mdash;not being accustomed
-to a maid&mdash;began to wonder if she should be ready, not merely for
-breakfast, but for the train at somewhere about two in the afternoon.</p>
-
-<p>Viva, the unobtrusive, insisted on her right, as the elder, to take the
-place beside Jan at breakfast for which Jerry was clamoring, and Jack
-made himself detestable to both his small sisters by appropriating it
-for himself while they were disputing.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_249"></a>249</span>
-The three girls came down like a group of the graces, Jan in the
-middle, supported by tall Gwen on one side and Gladys on the other,
-each with an arm around Miss Lochinvar, who encircled them with hers.</p>
-
-<p>Sydney, who did not approve of sentimental affection, though he was
-quite as sorry to part with Jan as his sisters could be, laughed as
-they entered. “Hang on to one another, girls!” he said. “If you hug Jan
-tight enough maybe the train won’t start till three.”</p>
-
-<p>No one had much appetite that morning&mdash;no one but Mr. and Mrs. Graham,
-who ate their breakfast with what Viva found almost heartless calmness.
-She was not able to conceive of a state of mind in which departures
-mean the possibility of return, nor had she journeyed far enough into
-life to learn that “journeys end,” not only “in lovers’ meeting,” but
-in all kinds of pleasant meetings. Jan’s uncle and aunt were confident
-that she would return to them soon, but to the younger folk the
-parting seemed eternal, the distance between New York and Crescendo an
-impassable gulf, and even the recollection of what and whom awaited her
-at the end<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_250"></a>250</span> of her travels could not sustain Jan’s spirits under the
-present gloom.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll be down to the station, Miss Lochinvar, and start you properly
-with the conductor of the train and of the sleeping-car, and with the
-porter,” said Jan’s uncle, putting out his hand for a brief farewell.
-“I’ve got you a whole section, so you won’t have any one dropping down
-on you to-night through the ceiling of your berth, and there’ll be no
-one sitting opposite to you through the day. Don’t forget that both
-seats are yours, and don’t let any one bother you, by the way. However,
-I’ll fix that with the proper authorities.&mdash;Get down to the train a
-little early, Tina, and see that Jan’s trunks are checked, if I’m a
-trifle late&mdash;it’s a bad hour to leave Exchange, just before closing,
-but I’ll be there. Don’t look so melancholy, chicks; we couldn’t have
-the fun of getting Jan back, if we never let her go.” And Mr. Graham
-was off, wondering if he had ever taken small events so ponderously.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Aunt Tina, when are you all coming out to see us?” asked Jan,
-as the family, excepting only its head, gathered in the library with<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_251"></a>251</span>
-that tentative feeling of waiting one has when some one is going away,
-although it is hours before the time to start.</p>
-
-<p>“All of us? At once?” laughed her aunt. “Never, I hope, for your
-mother’s sake.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, when will you let the children come? I want them all&mdash;first, the
-three oldest, if you won’t send them all at once, and then Jack and
-Viva. Still, it would be much better if you let them come with Syd and
-Gwen and Gladys to look after them,” Jan persisted.</p>
-
-<p>“I hardly see how we can arrange the details of their coming just now,”
-Mrs. Graham said, smiling at Jan’s earnestness. “You see we are all
-disposed of for the next five months at the seashore&mdash;and I can not
-cease to regret that you could not have at least one week there with
-us, for the New England coast is so glorious that you would not feel
-that you had seen the sea at Manhattan Beach if you could get a glimpse
-of it tumbling in over those piled-up rocks. However, next summer, I
-hope, you will. Then after this summer comes school again, and Sydney
-will enter college if he keeps up his present pace.” And his mother
-smiled proudly<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_252"></a>252</span> at the handsome boy for whom in her secret heart there
-was an especial soft spot. “I think the most probable thing is that you
-will return to us. It would be very nice if you could come back in the
-fall, and if in the summer your mother and one or two of the younger
-children could join us. I don’t see much prospect of any of us going
-West, Janet, for after Gwen and Gladys are a little further on in their
-studies they must go to Europe to learn to see art properly, and to
-learn something of other peoples than their own. But we can not plan;
-we might be able to make a flying trip with the older children to the
-Yellowstone, and stop at Crescendo. There’s no way of being sure of the
-future, impatient Miss Lochinvar! If you girls are going to call on the
-Misses Larned and Dorothy and Cena before luncheon you would better be
-about it, for we must lunch at quarter after twelve to-day. There is
-the transfer-wagon at the door, and I hear the man bringing down your
-trunk, Jan.”</p>
-
-<p>Gwen and Gladys mournfully accompanied Jan on her farewell visit to her
-teachers, who parted from her with a glimmer of genuine regret<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_253"></a>253</span> showing
-through their elaborate expressions of their sense of loss.</p>
-
-<p>“It has been a great pleasure to teach you, Miss Howe,” said Miss
-Larned. “You are faithful to your tasks, docile, and amiable. I trust
-that the autumn will bring you back to us.”</p>
-
-<p>“We wouldn’t be able to bear letting her go if we thought it wouldn’t,
-Miss Larned,” said Gwen.</p>
-
-<p>Dorothy Schuyler and Cena North clung to Jan in precisely the same
-manner, though both assured her that they should be at the station to
-see her off. Jan only wrenched herself away by dwelling on that fact,
-and by promises to write very, very often.</p>
-
-<p>Sydney met the three distressed girls at the door, as they returned to
-luncheon. “Hallo, bluing-bags!” he cheerfully saluted. “They won’t have
-to begin watering Fifth Avenue for two or three days yet, will they?”</p>
-
-<p>“It wouldn’t be so bad to let you go if I could use my eyes to write
-you often,” said Gwen, as they mounted the stairs. “But when I think
-how lonely I’ll be, and how I can’t write, probably<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_254"></a>254</span> more than two or
-three times a week, I can not see how I shall get on.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll write you, and we’ll send that daily journal, and you’ll have
-Gladys,” said Jan cheerily.</p>
-
-<p>Gladys shook her head. “I shall only make it worse,” she said. “She’ll
-see a girl around, and it will remind her of you fearfully. Like that
-man in our Grecian mythology lesson&mdash;what’s his name?&mdash;who stood deep
-in water, and when he put his head down to drink it all slipped away,
-though he was nearly crazy with thirst.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, gracious, Gladys! What nonsense! As though Gwen cared as much
-for me as for you&mdash;her own sister!” cried Jan. “You’ve all been
-getting so well acquainted this winter that you won’t miss me at all,
-except at first. And you and Gwen enjoy each other fifty times more
-than you did.” And Jan pinched Gwen’s arm to remind her to indorse
-these statements, for they had agreed privately that Gladys needed
-encouragement in her efforts to be more sensible, and also that she
-needed affection to draw out her better side.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, that’s so, Glad,” said Gwen promptly.<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_255"></a>255</span> “What with my being sick
-and in danger of being blind, and most of all with our having blessed
-Miss Lochinvar here to bring us all together, we are a much nicer
-family than we were, and I sha’n’t miss Jan anything like as much as
-I should if we weren’t getting to be really sisters. And I hope I’ll
-help you not to be lonely. And, Jan, I mean to do just what you say
-with Viva and Jack and Syd&mdash;especially Syd&mdash;and with Jerry, too, though
-she doesn’t count so much yet. I mean to be nice to them, and get them
-to love me and tell me things, and I see what you mean about its being
-better to have them than to have fame&mdash;though I can’t help hoping I’ll
-do something fine in the world yet.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m certain sure you will; you can’t help it with all your talents,”
-said Jan with the profound conviction so precious to an aspiring but
-undeveloped genius.</p>
-
-<p>“Maybe I can learn to teach the children to like me too,” said Gladys
-with new and most becoming modesty, though not with the clearest form
-of expression.</p>
-
-<p>After luncheon, eaten hastily and with a certainty of being late for
-her train on the part of<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_256"></a>256</span> the departing one, the Grahams’ landau drove
-up to the door. Jan had arrived without other escort than Nurse Hummel,
-but there was no question of Miss Lochinvar’s going away in like
-manner. There was not one of the Grahams&mdash;not even Sydney&mdash;who did not
-stand on the right to see Jan off. Sydney climbed up on the box with
-Henry, and they took Jack between them. Mrs. Graham sat on the back
-seat, with Jerry on her knee; Gladys, Jan, and Viva were to ride on the
-front seat, with Gwen beside her mother.</p>
-
-<p>“Come, girls!” called Mrs. Graham, consulting her watch. “Viva, get
-out again and tell the girls to come.” Viva ran up the steps and
-encountered Jan in the hall, held fast in Nurse Hummel’s capacious
-embrace. Norah and Susan, Hannah the cook, and Maggie the laundress
-were waiting a chance to shake Miss Lochinvar’s hand and wish her
-Godspeed.</p>
-
-<p>“May der lieber Gott keep you and pring you back quick und safe,
-liebchen!” cried Hummie. “I haf not a little girl so goot und
-useful among der Americans seen as you. I vish I might shake your
-highly-to-be-respected mutter<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_257"></a>257</span> by der hant, und say to her how much
-she is lucky to haf you.” And Nurse Hummel reluctantly gave up Jan and
-ceased her eloquence, as badly Germanized as usual under emotion, as
-Viva cried out that her mother wanted Jan to come at once.</p>
-
-<p>“Good-by, Miss Janet; good luck to you!” said the other servants
-heartily, shaking the firm, warm hand Jan extended. Then with one
-parting squeeze for Drom, who implored, with eyes that seemed to see
-that Jan was leaving him altogether, to be taken, too, and a kiss on
-the glossy head of Tommy Traddles, whom Susan obligingly held, and
-who was highly disturbed by the excitement around him, Jan ran down
-the long steps which she had ascended for the first time with such
-different feelings. Now she could hardly see them for the tears in her
-eyes that she should see them no more.</p>
-
-<p>Tucked tightly in her third of the seat with Gladys and Viva, Jan
-looked up at the big house as Henry started away from it. It looked
-just as impassive and irresponsive as on the day when she saw it first,
-but she loved it, for within its walls she had found love.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_258"></a>258</span>
-“Don’t eye the house so gloomily, Jan, dear,” said Mrs. Graham. “It is
-only waiting for you to come back, and it will not wait long, I hope.”</p>
-
-<p>At the station they found Dorothy Schuyler and Cena North there before
-them, laden with flowers and candy, and a book apiece. Gwen and Gladys
-had provided Jan with a book, Sydney and Jack had given her candy and
-magazines, and flowers already filled her hands. They could not help
-laughing as they saw Dorothy and Cena’s contributions, for Jan could
-not have eaten and read on her journey all the food for body and mind
-with which she was encumbered if she had been going across the ocean
-on one of the slow Atlantic transports. Mr. Graham arrived just as his
-wife came back from checking Jan’s trunks; he, too, carried a box of
-candy, and stopped dismayed as he saw the supply already in Jan’s hands.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear me, Janet; I wish I had brought you a box of pepsin tablets,
-instead of more sweets! Pray don’t eat all this candy&mdash;bestow it on the
-crying baby you’re certain to find on the train&mdash;it’s always there,” he
-said. “Now, we will all<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_259"></a>259</span> go over on the ferry with Miss Lochinvar,
-put her snugly in her section, and then sing: ‘Hurrah for the wild
-and woolly!’” The smiles that met this effort at cheerfulness on Mr.
-Graham’s part were feeble. The escort got into motion, and passed out
-on the upper deck of the big ferry-boat, all trying to keep next Jan,
-who could not have accommodated them all if she had had more sides than
-an octagon.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter width500" id="thelast">
- <img src="images/i284-2.jpg" width="500" height="704" alt="" />
- <div class="caption">The last glimpse of Jan.</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>Mr. Graham and Sydney stowed away her bag and parcels in the rack.
-Sydney suggested that they put up a sign, “Fresh every hour,” for
-the parcels were so preponderatingly representative of a famous
-confectioner.</p>
-
-<p>“Good-by, Jan. Write every week at least,” cried Dorothy and Cena,
-recognizing that Jan’s family had a claim to the last embraces.</p>
-
-<p>“Good-by, dear little Janet. Tell Jennie to send you back by September
-if she doesn’t want me to go out and get you,” said Jan’s uncle,
-kissing her warmly.</p>
-
-<p>“That wouldn’t scare her,” sobbed Jan, clinging to him.</p>
-
-<p>“Good-by, dear. Tell your mother that I feel as though I had lost
-one of the dearest of<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_260"></a>260</span> my own children,” said Aunt Tina, no longer
-indifferent, but with something suspiciously like a sob in her voice.</p>
-
-<p>“So long, Miss Lochinvar. I wish I were going with you,” said Sydney,
-clasping both Jan’s hands tight with sixteen-year-old sensitiveness to
-kissing his cousin publicly.</p>
-
-<p>But Jan threw both arms around his neck, and kissed him many times,
-quite speechless with emotion, and Sydney did not find it unpleasant to
-have her love for him thus proved.</p>
-
-<p>Jack gave Jan a fierce farewell hug, which she warmly returned.</p>
-
-<p>Viva and Jerry were hanging on Jan’s neck as the others bade her
-good-by, and Mr. Graham had to detach them violently and bear them away
-under the inducement of waving their hands to her through the window.</p>
-
-<p>Gladys kissed Jan good-by, sobbing with all her might. “Please, please
-forgive me all over again, dear, dearest Jan,” she whispered.</p>
-
-<p>Gwen came last of all, and to her Jan clung most fondly, realizing then
-that of all the cousins she was leaving, this one was the dearest.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m glad I had you, Miss Lochinvar,” whispered<span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_261"></a>261</span> Gwen, feeling that
-this name was the only one with which she could part from Jan.</p>
-
-<p>Jan did not speak, but the kiss with which she said good-by to
-noble-hearted Gwen told her how much Miss Lochinvar loved her.</p>
-
-<p>The Grahams drew up in line outside the window, wiping away tears with
-one hand as they waved the other, and made futile efforts to speak to
-Jan through the double glass.</p>
-
-<p>At last the wheels moved, the train got into motion, and rolled slowly
-out of the station.</p>
-
-<p>Jan knelt on the seat, and pressed her wet face against the glass,
-crying, though they whom she was leaving behind could not hear her,
-“Good-by, good-by!”</p>
-
-<p>The last glimpse they had of Jan was a rainbow one, tears running down
-her cheeks, while her lips smiled at them. And they turned away toward
-the ferry feeling that a big piece of the heart of each of them had
-gone with sweet little Miss Lochinvar back into the West.</p>
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