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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/6600.txt b/6600.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..da6c82d --- /dev/null +++ b/6600.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6625 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Moccasin Maker, by E. Pauline Johnson + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Moccasin Maker + +Author: E. Pauline Johnson + +Release Date: June 24, 2004 [EBook #6600] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MOCCASIN MAKER *** + + + + +Produced by Andrew Sly + + + + +This collection of prose written by Pauline Johnson was first +assembled and published shortly after her death in 1913. + + + + +THE MOCCASIN MAKER + +By E. Pauline Johnson + + +With introduction by Sir Gilbert Parker and +appreciation by Charles Mair. + + +Dedicated to Sir Gilbert Parker, M.P. +Whose work in literature has brought honour to Canada + + +CONTENTS + + Introduction + Pauline Johnson: An Appreciation + My Mother + Catharine of the "Crow's Nest" + A Red Girl's Reasoning + The Envoy Extraordinary + A Pagan in St. Paul's Cathedral + As It Was in the Beginning + The Legend of Lillooet Falls + Her Majesty's Guest + Mother o' the Men + The Nest Builder + The Tenas Klootchman + The Derelict + + + +INTRODUCTION + + +The inducement to be sympathetic in writing a preface to a book like +this is naturally very great. The authoress was of Indian blood, +and lived the life of the Indian on the Iroquois Reserve with her +chieftain father and her white mother for many years; and though +she had white blood in her veins was insistently and determinedly +Indian to the end. She had the full pride of the aboriginal of pure +blood, and she was possessed of a vital joy in the legends, history +and language of the Indian race from which she came, crossed by +good white stock. But though the inducement to be sympathetic in +the case of so chivalrous a being who stood by the Indian blood +rather than by the white blood in her is great, there is, happily, +no necessity for generosity or magnanimity in the case of Pauline +Johnson. She was not great, but her work in verse in sure and +sincere; and it is alive with the true spirit of poetry. Her skill +in mere technique is good, her handling of narrative is notable, +and if there is no striking individuality--which might have been +expected from her Indian origin--if she was often reminiscent in her +manner, metre, form and expression, it only proves her a minor poet +and not a Tennyson or a Browning. That she should have done what +she did do, devotedly, with an astonishing charm and the delight +of inspired labour, makes her life memorable, as it certainly made +both life and work beautiful. The pain and suffering which attended +the latter part of her life never found its way into her work save +through increased sweetness and pensiveness. No shadow of death +fell upon her pages. To the last the soul ruled the body to its +will. Phenomenon Pauline Johnson was, though to call her a genius +would be to place her among the immortals, and no one was more +conscious of her limitations than herself. Therefore, it would do +her memory poor service to give her a crown instead of a coronet. + +Poet she was, lyric and singing and happy, bright-visioned, +high-hearted, and with the Indian's passionate love of nature +thrilling in all she did, even when from the hunting-grounds of +poesy she brought back now and then a poor day's capture. She was +never without charm in her writing; indeed, mere charm was too +often her undoing. She could not be impersonal enough, and +therefore could not be great; but she could get very near to human +sympathies, to domestic natures, to those who care for pleasant, +happy things, to the lovers of the wild. + +This is what she has done in this book called "The Moccasin Maker." +Here is a good deal that is biographical and autobiographical in +its nature; here is the story of her mother's life told with rare +graciousness and affection, in language which is never without +eloquence; and even when the dialogue makes you feel that the real +characters never talked as they do in this monograph, it is still +unstilted and somehow really convincing. Touching to a degree is +the first chapter, "My Mother," and it, with all the rest of the +book, makes one feel that Canadian literature would have been +poorer, that something would have been missed from this story of +Indian life if this volume had not been written. It is no argument +against the book that Pauline Johnson had not learnt the art of +short-story writing; she was a poetess, not a writer of fiction; +but the incidents described in many of these chapters show that, +had she chosen to write fiction instead of verse, and had begun at +an early stage in her career to do so, she would have succeeded. +Her style is always picturesque, she has a good sense of the +salient incident that makes a story, she could give to it the +touch of drama, and she is always interesting, even when there is +discursiveness, occasional weakness, and when the picture is not +well pulled together. The book had to be written; she knew it, and +she did it. The book will be read, not for patriotic reasons, not +from admiration of work achieved by one of the Indian race; but +because it is intrinsically human, interesting and often compelling +in narrative and event. + +May it be permitted to add one word of personal comment? I never +saw Pauline Johnson in her own land, at her own hearthstone, but +only in my house in London and at other houses in London, where +she brought a breath of the wild; not because she dressed in Indian +costume, but because its atmosphere was round her. The feeling of +the wild looked out of her eyes, stirred in her gesture, moved in +her footstep. I am glad to have known this rare creature who had +the courage to be glad of her origin, without defiance, but with an +unchanging, if unspoken, insistence. Her native land and the Empire +should be glad of her for what she was and for what she stood; her +native land and the Empire should be glad of her for the work, +interesting, vivid and human, which she has done. It will preserve +her memory. In an age growing sordid such fresh spirits as she +should be welcomed for what they are, for what they do. This book +by Pauline Johnson should be welcomed for what she was and for what +it is. + + Gilbert Parker. + + + +PAULINE JOHNSON: AN APPRECIATION. + +By Charles Mair. + + +The writer, having contributed a brief "Appreciation" of the +late Miss E. Pauline Johnson to the July number of The Canadian +Magazine, has been asked by the editor of this collection of her +hitherto unpublished writings to allow it to be used as a Preface, +with such additions or omissions as might seem desirable. He has +not yet seen any portion of the book, but quite apart from its +merits it is eagerly looked for by Miss Johnson's many friends +and admirers as a final memorial of her literary life. It will now +be read with an added interest, begot of her painfully sad and +untimely end. + +In the death of Miss Johnson a poet passed away of undoubted +genius; one who wrote with passion, but without extravagance, and +upon themes foreign, perhaps, to some of her readers, but, to +herself, familiar as the air she breathed. + +When her racial poetry first appeared, its effect upon the reader +was as that of something abnormal, something new and strange, and +certainly unexampled in Canadian verse. For here was a girl whose +blood and sympathies were largely drawn from the greatest tribe of +the most advanced nation of Indians on the continent, who spoke +out, "loud and bold," not for it alone, but for the whole red race, +and sang of its glories and its wrongs in strains of poetic fire. + +However aloof the sympathies of the ordinary business world may be +from the red man's record, even it is moved at times by his fate, +and stirred by his persistent, his inevitable romance. For the +Indian's record is the background, and not seldom the foreground, +of American history, in which his endless contests with the invader +were but a counterpart of the unwritten, or recorded, struggles of +all primitive time. + +In that long strife the bitterest charge against him is his +barbarity, which, if all that is alleged is to be believed--and +much of it is authentic--constitutes in the annals of pioneer +settlement and aggression a chapter of horrors. + +But equally vindictive was his enemy, the American frontiersman. +Burnings at the stake, scalping, and other savageries, were not +confined to the red man. But whilst his are depicted by the +interested writers of the time in the most lurid colours, those of +the frontiersman, equally barbarous, are too often palliated, or +entirely passed by. It is manifestly unjust to characterize a whole +people by its worst members. Of such, amongst both Indians and +whites, there were not a few; but it is equally unfair to ascribe +to a naturally cruel disposition the infuriated red man's reprisals +for intolerable wrongs. As a matter of fact, impartial history +not seldom leans to the red man's side; for, in his ordinary and +peaceful intercourse with the whites, he was, as a rule, both +helpful and humane. In the records of early explorers we are told +of savages who possessed estimable qualities lamentably lacking +in many so-called civilized men. The Illinois, an inland tribe, +exhibited such tact, courtesy and self-restraint, in a word, such +good manners, that the Jesuit Fathers described them as a community +of gentlemen. Such traits, indeed, were natural to the primitive +Indian, and gave rise, no doubt, to the much-derided phrase--"The +Noble Red Man." + +There may be some readers of these lines old enough to remember +the great Indians of the plains in times past, who will bear the +writer out in saying that such traits were not uncommon down to +comparatively recent years. Tatonkanazin the Dahcota, Sapo-Maxika +the Blackfoot, Atakakoop the Cree, not to speak of Yellow Quill +and others, were noted in their day for their noble features and +dignified deportment. + +In our history the Indians hold an honoured place, and the average +reader need not be told that, at one time, their services were +essential to Canada. They appreciated British justice, and their +greatest nations produced great men, who, in the hour of need, +helped materially to preserve our independence. They failed, +however, for manifest reasons, to maintain their own. They had to +yield; but, before quitting the stage, they left behind them an +abiding memory, and an undying tradition. And, thus, "Romanticism," +which will hold its own despite its hostile critics, is their +debtor. Their closeness to nature, their picturesque life in the +past, their mythical religion, social system and fateful history +have begot one of the wide world's "legends," an ideal not wholly +imaginary, which, as a counterpoise to Realism, our literature +needs, and probably never shall outgrow. + +These references to the Indian character may seem too extended for +their place, yet they are genre to the writer's subject. For Miss +Johnson's mentality was moulded by descent, by ample knowledge of +her people's history, admiration of their character, and profound +interest in their fate. + +Hence the oncoming into the field of letters of a real Indian poet +had a significance which, aided by its novelty, was immediately +appreciated by all that was best in Canadian culture. Hence, too, +and by reason of its strength, her work at once took its fitting +place without jar or hindrance; for there are few educated Canadians +who do not possess, in some measure, that aboriginal, historic sense +which was the very atmosphere of Pauline Johnson's being. + +But while "the Indian" was never far from her thoughts, she was a +poet, and therefore inevitably winged her way into the world of +art, into the realm common to all countries, and to all peoples. +Here there was room for her imaginings, endowed, as she was, with +power to appeal to the heart, with refinement, delicacy, pathos, +and, above all, sincerity; an Idealist who fused the inner and the +outer world, and revelled in the unification of scenery and mind. + +The delight of genius in the act of composition has been called the +keenest of intellectual pleasures; and this was the poet's almost +sole reward in Canada a generation ago, when nothing seemed to +catch the popular ear but burlesque, or trivial verse. In strange +contrast this with a remoter age! In old Upper Canada, in its +primitive days, there was no lack of educated men and women, of +cultivated pioneers who appreciated art and good literature in all +its forms. Even the average immigrant brought his favourite books +with him from the Old Land, and cherished a love of reading, which +unfortunately was not always inherited by his sons. It was a fit +audience, no doubt; but in a period when all alike were engrossed in +a stern struggle for existence, the poets, and we know there were +some, were forced, like other people, to earn, by labour of hand, +their daily bread. Thackeray's "dapper" George is credited with the +saying, that, "If beebles will be boets they must starve." If in +England their struggle was severe, in Canada it was unrelenting; a +bald prospect, certainly, which lasted, one is sorry to say, far +down in our literary history. + +Probably owing to this, and partly through advice, and partly by +inclination, Miss Johnson took to the public platform for a living, +and certainly justified her choice of a vocation by her admirable +performances. They were not sensational, and therefore not +over-attractive to the groundling; but to discerners, who thought +highly of her art, they seemed the perfection of monologue, graced +by a musical voice, and by gesture at once simple and dignified. + +As this is an appreciation and a tribute to Miss Johnson's memory +rather than a criticism, the writer will touch but lightly upon +the more prominent features of her productions. Without being +obtrusive, not the least of these is her national pride, for +nothing worthier, she thought, could be said of a man than + +"That he was born in Canada, beneath the British flag." + +In her political creed wavering and uncertainty had no place. She +saw our national life from its most salient angles, and, in +current phrase, she saw it whole. In common, therefore, with every +Canadian poet of eminence, she had no fears for Canada, if she be +but true to herself. + +Another opinion is not likely to be challenged, viz., that much +of her poetry is unique, not only in subject, but also in the +sincerity of her treatment of themes so far removed from the common +range. Intense feeling distinguishes her Indian poems from all +others; they flow from her very veins, and are stamped with the seal +of heredity. This strikes one at every reading, and not less their +truth to fact, however idealized. Indeed the wildest of them, +"Ojistoh" (The White Wampum), is based upon an actual occurrence, +though the incident took place on the Western plains, and the +heroine was not a Mohawk. The same intensity marks "The Cattle +Thief," and "A Cry From an Indian Wife." Begot of her knowledge +of the long-suffering of her race, of iniquities in the past and +present, they poured red-hot from her inmost heart. + +One turns, however, with a sense of relief from those fierce +dithyrambics to the beauty and pathos of her other poems. Take, +for example, that exquisite piece of music, "The Lullaby of the +Iroquois," simple, yet entrancing! Could anything of its kind be +more perfect in structure and expression? Or the sweet idyll, +"Shadow River," a transmutation of fancy and fact, which ends with +her own philosophy: + + "O! pathless world of seeming! + O! pathless life of mine whose deep ideal + Is more my own than ever was the real. + For others fame + And Love's red flame, + And yellow gold: I only claim + The shadows and the dreaming." + +And this ideality, the hall-mark of her poetry, has a character of +its own, a quality which distinguishes it from the general run of +subjective verse. Though of the Christian faith, there is yet an +almost pagan yearning manifest in her work, which she indubitably +drew from her Indian ancestry. That is, she was in constant contact +with nature, and saw herself, her every thought and feeling, +reflected in the mysterious world around her. + +This sense of harmony is indeed the prime motive of her poetry, +and therein we discern a brightness, a gleam, however fleeting, +of mystic light-- + + "The light that never was on sea or land, + The consecration and the poet's dream." + +A suggestion of her attitude and sense of inter-penetration lurks +in this stanza: + + "There's a spirit on the river, there's a ghost upon the shore, + And they sing of love and loving through the starlight evermore, + As they steal amid the silence and the shadows of the shore." + +And in the following verses this "correspondence" is more +distinctly drawn: + + "O! soft responsive voices of the night + I join your minstrelsy, + And call across the fading silver light + As something calls to me; + I may not all your meaning understand, + But I have touched your soul in Shadow Land." + +"Sweetness and light" met in Miss Johnson's nature, but free from +sentimentality; and even a carping critic will find little to cavil +at in her productions. If fault should be found with any of them it +would probably be with such a narrative as "Wolverine." It "bites," +like all her Indian pieces, and conveys a definite meaning. But, +written in the conventional slang of the frontier, it jars with her +other work, and seems out of form, if not out of place. + +However, no poet escapes a break at times, and Miss Johnson's +work is not to be judged, like a chain, by its weakest links. +Its beauty, its strength, its originality are unmistakable, and +although, had she lived, we might have looked for still higher +flights of her genius, yet what we possess is beyond price, and +fully justifies the feeling, everywhere expressed, that Canada has +lost a true poet. + +Such a loss may not be thought a serious one by the sordid man +who decries poetry as the useless product of an art already in +its decay. Should this ever be the case, it would be a monstrous +symptom, a symptom that the noblest impulses of the human heart are +decaying also. The truth is, as the greatest of English critics, +Hazlitt, has told us, that "poetry is an interesting study, for +this reason, that it relates to whatever is most interesting in +human life. Whoever, therefore, has a contempt for poetry, has a +contempt for himself and humanity." + +Turning from Miss Johnson's verse to her prose, there is ample +evidence that, had she applied herself, she would have taken high +rank as a writer of fiction. Her "Legends of Vancouver" is a +remarkable book, in which she relates a number of Coast-Indian +myths and traditions with unerring insight and literary skill. +These legends had a main source in the person of the famous old +Chief, Capilano, who, for the first time, revealed them to her in +Chinook, or in broken English, and, as reproduced in her rich and +harmonious prose, belong emphatically to what has been called "The +literature of power." Bound together, so to speak, in the retentive +memory of the old Chief, they are authentic legends of his people, +and true to the Indian nature. But we find in them, also, something +that transcends history. Indefinable forms, earthly and unearthly, +pass before us in mystical procession, in a world beyond ordinary +conception, in which nothing seems impossible. + +The origin of the Indian's myths, East or West, cannot be traced, +and must ever remain a mystery. But, from his immemorial ceremonies +and intense conservatism, we may reasonably infer that many of +them have been handed down from father to son, unchanged, from +the prehistoric past to the present day; a past contemporary, +perhaps, with the mastodon, but certainly far back in the mists of +antiquity. The importance of rescuing them from oblivion is plain +enough, and therefore the untimely death of Miss Johnson, who was +evidently turning with congenital fitness to the task, is doubly to +be regretted. For as Mr. Bernard McEnvoy well says in his preface +to her "Vancouver Legends," she "has linked the vivid present with +the immemorial past.... In the imaginative power that she has +brought to these semi-historical Sagas, and in the liquid flow +of her rhythmical prose she has shown herself to be a literary +worker of whom we may well be proud." + +It is believed to be the general wish of Miss Johnson's friends +that some tribute of a national and permanent character should be +paid to her memory; not indeed to preserve it--her own works will +do that--but as a visible mark of public esteem. In this regard, +what could be better than a bronze statue of life-size, with such +accompanying symbols as would naturally suggest themselves to a +competent artist? Vancouver, in which she spent her latter years, +the city she loved, and in which she died, is its proper home; and, +as to its site, the spot in Stanley Park where she wished her ashes +to be laid is surely, of all places, the most appropriate. + +But whatever shape, in the opinion of her friends, the memorial +should take, it is important, in any case, that it should be worthy +of her genius, and a fitting memento of her services to Canadian +letters. + +Fort Steele, B.C., September, 1913. + + + +My Mother + +The Story of a Life of Unusual Experiences + + +[Author's Note.--This is the story of my mother's life, every +incident of which she related to me herself. I have neither +exaggerated nor curtailed a single circumstance in relating this +story. I have supplied nothing through imagination, nor have I +heightened the coloring of her unusual experiences. Had I done so +I could not possibly feel as sure of her approval as I now do, for +she is as near to me to-day as she was before she left me to join +her husband, my beloved father, whose feet have long since wandered +to the "Happy Hunting Grounds" of my dear Red Ancestors.] + + +PART I. + +It was a very lonely little girl that stood on the deck of a huge +sailing vessel while the shores of England slipped down into the +horizon and the great, grey Atlantic yawned desolately westward. +She was leaving so much behind her, taking so little with her, for +the child was grave and old even at the age of eight, and realized +that this day meant the updragging of all the tiny roots that clung +to the home soil of the older land. Her father was taking his wife +and family, his household goods, his fortune and his future to +America, which, in the days of 1829, was indeed a venturesome +step, for America was regarded as remote as the North Pole, and +good-byes were, alas! very real good-byes, when travellers set +sail for the New World in those times before steam and telegraph +brought the two continents hand almost touching hand. + +So little Lydia Bestman stood drearily watching with sorrow-filled +eyes the England of her babyhood fade slowly into the distance--eyes +that were fated never to see again the royal old land of her birth. +Already the deepest grief that life could hold had touched her +young heart. She had lost her own gentle, London-bred mother when +she was but two years old. Her father had married again, and on her +sixth birthday little Lydia, the youngest of a large family, had +been sent away to boarding-school with an elder sister, and her +home knew her no more. She was taken from school to the sailing +ship; little stepbrothers and sisters had arrived and she was no +longer the baby. Years afterwards she told her own little children +that her one vivid recollection of England was the exquisite +music of the church chimes as the ship weighed anchor in Bristol +harbor--chimes that were ringing for evensong from the towers of +the quaint old English churches. Thirteen weeks later that sailing +vessel entered New York harbor, and life in the New World began. + +Like most transplanted Englishmen, Mr. Bestman cut himself +completely off from the land of his fathers; his interests and +his friends henceforth were all in the country of his adoption, +and he chose Ohio as a site for his new home. He was a man of +vast peculiarities, prejudices and extreme ideas--a man of +contradictions so glaring that even his own children never +understood him. He was a very narrow religionist, of the type +that say many prayers and quote much Scripture, but he beat his +children--both girls and boys--so severely that outsiders were +at times compelled to interfere. For years these unfortunate +children carried the scars left on their backs by the thongs of +cat-o'-nine-tails when he punished them for some slight misdemeanor. +They were all terrified at him, all obeyed him like soldiers, but +none escaped his severity. The two elder ones, a boy and a girl, +had married before they left England. The next girl married in +Ohio, and the boys drifted away, glad to escape from a parental +tyranny that made home anything but a desirable abiding-place. +Finally but two remained of the first family--Lydia and her sister +Elizabeth, a most lovable girl of seventeen, whose beauty of +character and self-sacrificing heart made the one bright memory +that remained with these scattered fledglings throughout their +entire lives. + +The lady who occupied the undesirable position of stepmother to +these unfortunate children was of the very cold and chilling type +of Englishwoman, more frequently met with two generations ago than +in this age. She simply let her husband's first family alone. She +took no interest in them, neglected them absolutely, but in her +neglect was far kinder and more humane than their own father. Yet +she saw that all the money, all the pretty clothes, all the +dainties, went to her own children. + +Perhaps the reader will think these unpleasant characteristics of a +harsh father and a self-centred stepmother might better be omitted +from this narrative, particularly as death claimed these two many +years ago; but in the light of after events, it is necessary to +reveal what the home environment of these children had been, how +little of companionship or kindness or spoken love had entered +their baby lives. The absence of mother kisses, of father +comradeship, of endeavor to understand them individually, to probe +their separate and various dispositions--things so essential to +the development of all that is best in a child--went far towards +governing their later actions in life. It drove the unselfish, +sweet-hearted Elizabeth to a loveless marriage; it flung poor, +little love-hungry Lydia into alien but, fortunately, loyal and +noble arms. Outsiders said, "What strange marriages!" But Lydia, at +least, married where the first real kindness she had ever known +called to her, and not one day of regret for that marriage ever +entered into her life. + +It came about so strangely, so inevitably, from such a tiny +source, that it is almost incredible. + +One day the stepmother, contrary to her usual custom, went into the +kitchen and baked a number of little cakelets, probably what we +would call cookies. For what sinister reason no one could divine, +but she counted these cakes as she took them from the baking-pans +and placed them in the pantry. There were forty-nine, all told. +That evening she counted them again; there were forty-eight. +Then she complained to her husband that one of the children had +evidently stolen a cake. (In her mind the two negro servants +employed in the house did not merit the suspicion.) Mr. Bestman +inquired which child was fond of the cakes. Mrs. Bestman replied +that she did not know, unless it was Lydia, who always liked them. + +Lydia was called. Her father, frowning, asked if she had taken the +cake. The child said no. + +"You are not telling the truth," Mr. Bestman shouted, as the poor +little downtrodden girl stood half terrified, consequently half +guilty-mannered, before him. + +"But I am truthful," she said. "I know nothing of the cake." + +"You are not truthful. You stole it--you know you did. You shall be +punished for this falsehood," he stormed, and reached for the +cat-o'-nine-tails. + +The child was beaten brutally and sent to her room until she could +tell the truth. When she was released she still held that she had +not taken the cooky. Another beating followed, then a third, when +finally the stepmother interfered and said magnanimously: + +"Don't whip her any more; she has been punished enough." And once +during one of the beatings she protested, saying, "Don't strike the +child _on the head_ in that way." + +But the iron had entered into Lydia's sister's soul. The injustice +of it all drove gentle Elizabeth's gentleness to the winds. + +"Liddy darling," she said, taking the thirteen-year-old girl-child +into her strong young arms, "_I_ know truth when I hear it. +_You_ never stole that cake." + +"I didn't," sobbed the child, "I didn't." + +"And you have been beaten three times for it!" And the sweet young +mouth hardened into lines that were far too severe for a girl of +seventeen. Then: "Liddy, do you know that Mr. Evans has asked me to +marry him?" + +"Mr. Evans!" exclaimed the child. "Why, you can't marry _him_, +'Liza! He's ever so old, and he lives away up in Canada, among the +Indians." + +"That's one of the reasons that I should like to marry him," said +Elizabeth, her young eyes starry with zeal. "I want to work among +the Indians, to help in Christianizing them, to--oh! just to help." + +"But Mr. Evans is so _old_," reiterated Lydia. + +"Only thirty," answered the sister; "and he is such a splendid +missionary, dear." + +Love? No one talked of love in that household except the +contradictory father, who continually talked of the love of God, +but forgot to reflect that love towards his own children. + +Human love was considered a non-essential in that family. +Beautiful-spirited Elizabeth had hardly heard the word. Even Mr. +Evans had not made use of it. He had selected her as his wife more +for her loveliness of character than from any personal attraction, +and she in her untaught womanhood married him, more for the reason +that she desired to be a laborer in Christ's vineyard than because +of any wish to be the wife of this one man. + +But after the marriage ceremony, this gentle girl looked boldly +into her father's eyes and said: + +"I am going to take Liddy with me into the wilds of Canada." + +"Well, well, well!" said her father, English-fashion. "If she wants +to go, she may." + +Go? The child fairly clung to the fingers of this saviour-sister--the +poor little, inexperienced, seventeen-year-old bride who was giving +up her youth and her girlhood to lay it all upon the shrine of +endeavour to bring the radiance of the Star that shone above +Bethlehem to reflect its glories upon a forest-bred people of the +North! + +It was a long, strange journey that the bride and her little sister +took. A stage coach conveyed them from their home in Ohio to Erie, +Pennsylvania, where they went aboard a sailing vessel bound for +Buffalo. There they crossed the Niagara River, and at Chippewa, on +the Canadian side, again took a stage coach for the village of +Brantford, sixty miles west. + +At this place they remained over night, and the following day Mr. +Evans' own conveyance arrived to fetch them to the Indian Reserve, +ten miles to the southeast. + +In after years little Lydia used to tell that during that entire +drive she thought she was going through an English avenue leading +up to some great estate, for the trees crowded up close to the +roadway on either side, giant forest trees--gnarled oaks, singing +firs, jaunty maples, graceful elms--all stretching their branches +overhead. But the "avenue" seemed endless. "When do we come to the +house?" she asked, innocently. "This lane is very long." + +But it was three hours, over a rough corduroy road, before the +little white frame parsonage lifted its roof through the forest, +its broad verandahs and green outside shutters welcoming the +travellers with an atmosphere of home at last. + +As the horses drew up before the porch the great front door was +noiselessly opened and a lad of seventeen, lithe, clean-limbed, +erect, copper-colored, ran swiftly down the steps, lifted his hat, +smiled, and assisted the ladies to alight. The boy was Indian to +the finger-tips, with that peculiar native polish and courtesy, +that absolute ease of manner and direction of glance, possessed +only by the old-fashioned type of red man of this continent. +The missionary introduced him as "My young friend, the church +interpreter, Mr. George Mansion, who is one of our household." +(Mansion, or "Grand Mansion," is the English meaning of this young +Mohawk's native name.) + +The entire personality of the missionary seemed to undergo a change +as his eyes rested on this youth. His hitherto rather stilted +manner relaxed, his eyes softened and glowed, he invited confidence +rather than repelled it; truly his heart was bound up with these +forest people; he fairly exhaled love for them with every breath. +He was a man of marked shyness, and these silent Indians made him +forget this peculiarity of which he was sorrowfully conscious. It +was probably this shyness that caused him to open the door and turn +to his young wife with the ill-selected remark: "Welcome home, +madam." + +_Madam_! The little bride was chilled to the heart with the austere +word. She hurried within, followed by her wondering child-sister, +as soon as possible sought her room, then gave way to a storm of +tears. + +"Don't mind me, Liddy," she sobbed. "There's nothing wrong; we'll +be happy enough here, only I think I looked for a little--petting." + +With a wisdom beyond her years, Lydia did not reply, but went to +the window and gazed absently at the tiny patch of flowers beyond +the door--the two lilac trees in full blossom, the thread of +glistening river, and behind it all, the northern wilderness. Just +below the window stood the missionary and the Indian boy talking +eagerly. + +"Isn't George Mansion _splendid_!" said the child. + +"You must call him Mr. Mansion; be very careful about the _Mister_, +Liddy dear," said her sister, rising and drying her eyes bravely. +"I have always heard that the Indians treat one just as they are +treated by one. Respect Mr. Mansion, treat him as you would treat a +city gentleman. Be sure he will gauge his deportment by ours. Yes, +dear, he _is_ splendid. I like him already." + +"Yes, 'Liza, so do I, and he _is_ a gentleman. He looks it and acts +it. I believe he _thinks_ gentlemanly things." + +Elizabeth laughed. "You dear little soul!" she said. "I know what +you mean, and I agree with you." + +That laugh was all that Lydia wanted to hear in this world, and +presently the two sisters, with arms entwined, descended the +stairway and joined in the conversation between Mr. Evans and young +George Mansion. + +"Mrs. Evans," said the boy, addressing her directly for the first +time, "I hoped you were fond of game. Yesterday I hunted; it was +partridge I got, and one fine deer. Will you offer me the +compliment of having some for dinner to-night?" + +His voice was low and very distinct, his accent and expressions +very marked as a foreigner to the tongue, but his English was +perfect. + +"Indeed I shall, Mr. Mansion," smiled the girl-bride, "but I'm +afraid that I don't know how to cook it." + +"We have an excellent cook," said Mr. Evans. "She has been with +George and me ever since I came here. George is a splendid shot, +and keeps her busy getting us game suppers." + +Meanwhile Lydia had been observing the boy. She had never seen an +Indian, consequently was trying to reform her ideas regarding +them. She had not expected to see anything like this self-poised, +scrupulously-dressed, fine-featured, dark stripling. She thought +all Indians wore savage-looking clothes, had fierce eyes and stern, +set mouths. This boy's eyes were narrow and shrewd, but warm and +kindly, his lips were like Cupid's bow, his hands were narrower, +smaller, than her own, but the firmness of those slim fingers, the +power in those small palms, as he had helped her from the carriage, +remained with her through all the years to come. + +That evening at supper she noted his table deportment; it was +correct in every detail. He ate leisurely, silently, gracefully; +his knife and fork never clattered, his elbows never were in +evidence, he made use of the right plates, spoons, forks, knives; +he bore an ease, an unconsciousness of manner that amazed her. The +missionary himself was a stiff man, and his very shyness made him +angular. Against such a setting young Mansion gleamed like a brown +gem. + + * * * * * + +For seven years life rolled slowly by. At times Lydia went to visit +her two other married sisters, sometimes she remained for weeks +with a married brother, and at rare intervals made brief trips to +her father's house; but she never received a penny from her strange +parent, and knew of but one home which was worthy the name. That +was in the Canadian wilderness where the Indian Mission held out +its arms to her, and the beloved sister made her more welcome than +words could imply. Four pretty children had come to grace this +forest household, where young George Mansion, still the veriest +right hand of the missionary, had grown into a magnificent type +of Mohawk manhood. These years had brought him much, and he had +accomplished far more than idle chance could ever throw in his +way. He had saved his salary that he earned as interpreter in the +church, and had purchased some desirable property, a beautiful +estate of two hundred acres, upon which he some day hoped to build +a home. He had mastered six Indian languages, which, with his +knowledge of English and his wonderful fluency in his own tribal +Mohawk, gave him command of eight tongues, an advantage which soon +brought him the position of Government interpreter in the Council +of the great "Six Nations," composing the Iroquois race. Added to +this, through the death of an uncle he came into the younger title +of his family, which boasted blood of two noble lines. His father, +speaker of the Council, held the elder title, but that did not +lessen the importance of young George's title of chief. + +Lydia never forgot the first time she saw him robed in the full +costume of his office. Hitherto she had regarded him through all +her comings and goings as her playmate, friend and boon companion; +he had been to her something that had never before entered her +life--he had brought warmth, kindness, fellowship and a peculiar +confidential humanity that had been entirely lacking in the chill +English home of her childhood. But this day, as he stood beside +his veteran father, ready to take his place among the chiefs of +the Grand Council, she saw revealed another phase of his life and +character; she saw that he was destined to be a man among men, and +for the first time she realized that her boy companion had gone a +little beyond her, perhaps a little above her. They were a strange +pair as they stood somewhat apart, unconscious of the picture they +made. She, a gentle-born, fair English girl of twenty, her simple +blue muslin frock vying with her eyes in color. He, tawny skinned, +lithe, straight as an arrow, the royal blood of generations of +chiefs and warriors pulsing through his arteries, his clinging +buckskin tunic and leggings fringed and embroidered with countless +quills, and endless stitches of colored moosehair. From his small, +neat moccasins to his jet black hair tipped with an eagle plume he +was every inch a man, a gentleman, a warrior. + +But he was approaching her with the same ease with which he wore +his ordinary "white" clothes--garments, whether buckskin or +broadcloth, seemed to make but slight impression on him. + +"Miss Bestman," he said, "I should like you to meet my mother and +father. They are here, and are old friends of your sister and Mr. +Evans. My mother does not speak English, but she knows you are my +friend." + +And presently Lydia found herself shaking hands with the elder +chief, speaker of the council, who spoke English rather well, and +with a little dark woman folded within a "broadcloth" and wearing +the leggings, moccasins and short dress of her people. A curious +feeling of shyness overcame the girl as her hand met that of +George Mansion's mother, who herself was the most retiring, most +thoroughly old-fashioned woman of her tribe. But Lydia felt that +she was in the presence of one whom the young chief held far and +away as above himself, as above her, as the best and greatest woman +of his world; his very manner revealed it, and Lydia honored him +within her heart at that moment more than she had ever done +before. + +But Chief George Mansion's mother, small and silent through long +habit and custom, had acquired a certain masterful dignity of her +own, for within her slender brown fingers she held a power that no +man of her nation could wrest from her. She was "Chief Matron" of +her entire blood relations, and commanded the enviable position +of being the one and only person, man or woman, who could appoint +a chief to fill the vacancy of one of the great Mohawk law-makers +whose seat in Council had been left vacant when the voice of the +Great Spirit called him to the happy hunting grounds. Lydia had +heard of this national honor which was the right and title of this +frail little moccasined Indian woman with whom she was shaking +hands, and the thought flashed rapidly through her girlish mind: +"Suppose some _one_ lady in England had the marvellous power of +appointing who the member should be in the British House of Lords +or Commons. _Wouldn't_ Great Britain honor and tremble before her?" + +And here was Chief George Mansion's silent, unpretentious little +mother possessing all this power among her people, and she, Lydia +Bestman, was shaking hands with her! It seemed very marvellous. + +But that night the power of this same slender Indian mother was +brought vividly before her when, unintentionally, she overheard +young George say to the missionary: + +"I almost lost my new title to-day, after you and the ladies had +left the Council." + +"Why, George boy!" exclaimed Mr. Evans. "What have you done?" + +"Nothing, it seems, except to be successful. The Council objected +to my holding the title of chief and having a chief's vote in the +affairs of the people, and at the same time being Government +interpreter. They said it would give me too much power to retain +both positions. I must give up one--my title or my Government +position." + +"What did you do?" demanded Mr. Evans, eagerly. + +"Nothing, again," smiled the young chief. "But my mother did +something. She took the floor of the Council, and spoke for forty +minutes. She said I must hold the positions of chief which she had +made for me, as well as of interpreter which I had made for myself; +that if the Council objected, she would forever annul the chief's +title in her own family; she would never appoint one in my place, +and that we proud, arrogant Mohawks would then have only eight +representatives in Council--only be on a level with, as she +expressed it, 'those dogs of Senecas.' Then she clutched her +broadcloth about her, turned her back on us all, and left the +Council." + +"What did the Council do?" gasped Mr. Evans. + +"Accepted me as chief and interpreter," replied the young man, +smiling. "There was nothing else to do." + +"Oh, you royal woman! You loyal, loyal mother!" cried Lydia to +herself. "How I love you for it!" + +Then she crept away just as Mr. Evans had sprung forward with both +hands extended towards the young chief, his eyes beaming with +almost fatherly delight. + +Unconsciously to herself, the English girl's interest in the young +chief had grown rapidly year after year. She was also unconscious +of his aim at constant companionship with herself. His devotion to +her sister, whose delicate health alarmed them all, more and more, +as time went on, was only another royal road to Lydia's heart. +Elizabeth was becoming frail, shadowy, her appetite was fitful, her +eyes larger and more wistful, her fingers smaller and weaker. No +one seemed to realize the insidious oncreepings of "the white man's +disease," consumption, that was paling Elizabeth's fine English +skin, heightening her glorious English color, sapping her delicate +English veins. Only young George would tell himself over and over: +"Mrs. Evans is going away from us some day, and Lydia will be left +with no one in the world but me--no one but me to understand--or +to--care." + +So he scoured the forest for dainties, wild fruits, game, flowers, +to tempt the appetite and the eye of the fading wife of the man +who had taught him all the English and the white man's etiquette +that he had ever mastered. Night after night he would return from +day-long hunting trips, his game-bag filled with delicate quail, +rare woodcock, snowy-breasted partridge, and when the illusive +appetite of the sick woman could be coaxed to partake of a morsel, +he felt repaid for miles of tramping through forest trails, for +hours of search and skill. + + +PART II. + +Perhaps it was this grey shadow stealing on the forest mission, the +thought of the day when that beautiful mothering sister would leave +his little friend Lydia alone with a bereft man and four small +children, or perhaps it was a yet more personal note in his life +that brought George Mansion to the realization of what this girl +had grown to be to him. + +Indian-wise, his parents had arranged a suitable marriage for him, +selecting a girl of his own tribe, of the correct clan to mate with +his own, so that the line of blood heritage would be intact, and +the sons of the next generation would be of the "Blood Royal," +qualified by rightful lineage to inherit the title of chief. + +This Mohawk girl was attractive, young, and had a partial English +education. Her parents were fairly prosperous, owners of many +acres, and much forest and timber country. The arrangement was +regarded as an ideal one--the young people as perfectly and +diplomatically mated as it was possible to be; but when his parents +approached the young chief with the proposition, he met it with +instant refusal. + +"My father, my mother," he begged, "I ask you to forgive me this +one disobedience. I ask you to forgive that I have, amid my fight +and struggle for English education, forgotten a single custom of my +people. I have tried to honor all the ancient rules and usages of +my forefathers, but I forgot this one thing, and I cannot, cannot do +it! My wife I must choose for myself." + +"You will marry--whom, then?" asked the old chief. + +"I have given no thought to it--yet," he faltered. + +"Yes," said his mother, urged by the knowing heart of a woman, +"yes, George, you have thought of it." + +"Only this hour," he answered, looking directly into his mother's +eyes. "Only now that I see you want me to give my life to someone +else. But my life belongs to the white girl, Mrs. Evans' sister, if +she will take it. I shall offer it to her to-morrow--to-day." + +His mother's face took on the shadow of age. "You would marry a +_white_ girl?" she exclaimed, incredulously. + +"Yes," came the reply, briefly, decidedly. + +"But your children, your sons and hers--they could never hold the +title, never be chief," she said, rising to her feet. + +He winced. "I know it. I had not thought of it before--but I know +it. Still, I would marry her." + +"But there would be no more chiefs of the Grand Mansion name," +cut in his father. "The title would go to your aunt's sons. She +is a Grand Mansion no longer; she, being married, is merely a +Straight-Shot, her husband's name. The Straight-Shots never had +noble blood, never wore a title. Shall our family title go to +a _Straight-Shot_?" and the elder chief mouthed the name +contemptuously. + +Again the boy winced. The hurt of it all was sinking in--he hated +the Straight-Shots, he loved his own blood and bone. With lightning +rapidity he weighed it all mentally, then spoke: "Perhaps the white +girl will not marry me," he said slowly, and the thought of it +drove the dark red from his cheeks, drove his finger-nails into his +palms. + +"Then, then you will marry Dawendine, our choice?" cried his +mother, hopefully. + +"I shall marry no one but the white girl," he answered, with set +lips. "If she will not marry me, I shall never marry, so the +Straight-Shots will have our title, anyway." + +The door closed behind him. It was as if it had shut forever +between him and his own. + +But even with this threatened calamity looming before her, the old +Indian mother's hurt heart swelled with a certain pride in his +wilful actions. + +"What bravery!" she exclaimed. "What courage to hold to his +own choice! What a _man_!" + +"Yes," half bemoaned his father, "he is a red man through and +through. He defies his whole nation in his fearlessness, his +lawlessness. Even I bow to his bravery, his self-will, but that +bravery is hurting me here, here!" and the ancient chief laid his +hand above his heart. + +There was no reply to be made by the proud though pained mother. +She folded her "broadcloth" about her, filled her small carved pipe +and sat for many hours smoking silently, silently, silently. Now +and again she shook her head mournfully, but her dark eyes would +flash at times with an emotion that contradicted her dejected +attitude. It was an emotion born of self-exaltation, for had she +not mothered a _man_?--albeit that manhood was revealing itself in +scorning the traditions and customs of her ancient race. + +And young George was returning from his father's house to the +Mission with equally mixed emotions. He knew he had dealt an almost +unforgivable blow to those beloved parents whom he had honored and +obeyed from his babyhood. Once he almost turned back. Then a vision +arose of a fair young English girl whose unhappy childhood he had +learned of years ago, a sweet, homeless face of great beauty, lips +that were made for love they had never had, eyes that had already +known more of tears than they should have shed in a lifetime. +Suppose some other youth should win this girl away from him? +Already several of the young men from the town drove over more +frequently than they had cause to. Only the week before he had +found her seated at the little old melodeon playing and singing a +duet with one of these gallants. He locked his teeth together and +strode rapidly through the forest path, with the first full +realization that she was the only woman in all the world for him. + +Some inevitable force seemed to be driving him +towards--circumstances seemed to pave the way to--their ultimate +union; even now chance placed her in the path, literally, for as he +threaded his way uphill, across the open, and on to the little log +bridge which crossed the ravine immediately behind the Mission, he +saw her standing at the further side, leaning upon the unpeeled +sapling which formed the bridge guard. She was looking into the +tiny stream beneath. He made no sound as he approached. Generations +of moccasin-shod ancestors had made his own movements swift and +silent. Notwithstanding this, she turned, and, with a bright +girlish smile, she said: + +"I knew you were coming, Chief." + +"Why? How?" he asked, accepting his new title from her with a +graceful indifference almost beyond his four and twenty years. + +"I can hardly say just how--but--" she ended with only a smile. For +a full minute he caught and held her glance. She seemed unable to +look away, but her grave, blue English eyes were neither shy nor +confident. They just seemed to answer his--then, + +"Miss Bestman, will you be my wife?" he asked gently. She was +neither surprised nor dismayed, only stood silent, as if she had +forgotten the art of speech. "You knew I should ask this some day," +he continued, rather rapidly. "This is the day." + +"I did not really know--I don't know how I feel--" she began, +faltering. + +"I did not know how I felt, either, until an hour ago," he +explained. "When my father and my mother told me they had arranged +my marriage with--" + +"With whom?" she almost demanded. + +"A girl of my own people," he said, grudgingly. "A girl I honor and +respect, but--" + +"But what?" she said weakly, for the mention of his possible +marriage with another had flung her own feelings into her very +face. + +"But unless you will be my wife, I shall never marry." He folded +his arms across his chest as he said it--the very action expressed +finality. For a second he stood erect, dark, slender, lithe, +immovable, then with sudden impulse he held out one hand to her and +spoke very quietly. "I love you, Lydia. Will you come to me?" + +"Yes," she answered clearly. "I will come." + +He caught her hands very tightly, bending his head until his fine +face rested against her hair. She knew then that she had loved him +through all these years, and that come what might, she would love +him through all the years to be. + +That night she told her frail and fading sister, whom she found +alone resting among her pillows. + +"'Liza dear, you are crying," she half sobbed in alarm, as the great +tears rolled slowly down the wan cheeks. "I have made you unhappy, +and you are ill, too. Oh, how selfish I am! I did not think that +perhaps it might distress you." + +"Liddy, Liddy darling, these are the only tears of joy that I have +ever shed!" cried Elizabeth. "Joy, joy, girlie! I have wished this +to come before I left you, wished it for years. I love George +Mansion better than I ever loved brother of mine. Of all the world +I should have chosen him for your husband. Oh! I am happy, happy, +child, and you will be happy with him, too." + +And that night Lydia Bestman laid her down to rest, with her heart +knowing the greatest human love that had ever entered into her +life. + +Mr. Evans was almost beside himself with joyousness when the young +people rather shyly confessed their engagement to him. He was +deeply attached to his wife's young sister, and George Mansion had +been more to him than many a man's son ever is. Seemingly cold and +undemonstrative, this reserved Scotch missionary had given all his +heart and life to the Indians, and this one boy was the apple of +his eye. Far-sighted and cautious, he saw endless trouble shadowing +the young lovers--opposition to the marriage from both sides of the +house. He could already see Lydia's family smarting under the +seeming disgrace of her marriage to an Indian; he could see George's +family indignant and hurt to the core at his marriage with a white +girl; he could see how impossible it would be for Lydia's people to +ever understand the fierce resentment of the Indian parents that +the family title could never continue under the family name. He +could see how little George's people would ever understand the +"white" prejudice against them. But the good man kept his own +counsel, determining only that when the war did break out, he would +stand shoulder to shoulder with these young lovers and be their +friend and helper when even their own blood and kin should cut them +off. + + * * * * * + +It was two years before this shy and taciturn man fully realized +what the young chief and the English girl really were to him, for +affliction had laid a heavy hand on his heart. First, his gentle +and angel-natured wife said her long, last good-night to him. Then +an unrelenting scourge of scarlet fever swept three of his children +into graves. Then the eldest, just on the threshold of sweet young +maidenhood, faded like a flower, until she, too, said good-night +and slept beside her mother. Wifeless, childless, the stricken +missionary hugged to his heart these two--George and Lydia--and +they, who had labored weeks and months, night and day, nursing and +tending these loved ones, who had helped fight and grapple with +death five times within two years, only to be driven back heartsore +and conquered by the enemy--these two put away the thought of +marriage for the time. Joy would have been ill-fitting in that +household. Youth was theirs, health was theirs, and duty also was +theirs--duty to this man of God, whose house was their home, whose +hand had brought them together. So the marriage did not take place +at once, but the young chief began making preparations on the estate +he had purchased to build a fitting home for this homeless girl who +was giving her life into his hands. After so many dark days, it was +a relief to get Mr. Evans interested in the plans of the house +George was to build, to select the proper situation, to arrange for +a barn, a carriage house, a stable, for young Mansion had saved +money and acquired property of sufficient value to give his wife a +home that would vie with anything in the large border towns. Like +most Indians, he was recklessly extravagant, and many a time the +thrifty Scotch blood of the missionary would urge more economy, +less expenditure. But the building went on; George determined it +was to be a "Grand Mansion." His very title demanded that he give +his wife an abode worthy of the ancestors who appropriated the name +as their own. + +"When you both go from me, even if it is only across the fields to +the new home, I shall be very much alone," Mr. Evans had once said. +Then in an agony of fear that his solitary life would shadow their +happiness, he added quickly, "But I have a very sweet and lovely +niece who writes me she will come to look after this desolated home +if I wish it, and perhaps her brother will come, too, if I want +him. I am afraid I _shall_ want him sorely, George. For though you +will be but five minutes walk from me, your face will not be at my +breakfast table to help me begin each day with a courage it has +always inspired. So I beg that you two will not delay your +marriage; give no thought to me. You are young but once, and youth +has wings of wonderful swiftness. Margaret and Christopher shall +come to me; but although they are my own flesh and blood, they will +never become to me what you two have been, and always will be." + +Within their recollection, the lovers had never heard the +missionary make so long a speech. They felt the earnestness of it, +the truth of it, and arranged to be married when the golden days of +August came. Lydia was to go to her married sister, in the eastern +part of Canada, whose husband was a clergyman, and at whose home +she had spent many of her girlhood years. George was to follow. They +were to be quietly married and return by sailing vessel up the +lakes, then take the stage from what is now the city of Toronto, +arrive at the Indian Reserve, and go direct to the handsome home +the young chief had erected for his English bride. So Lydia Bestman +set forth on her long journey from which she was to return as the +wife of the head chief of a powerful tribe of Indians--a man +revered, respected, looked up to by a vast nation, a man of +sterling worth, of considerable wealth as riches were counted in +those days, a man polished in the usages and etiquette of her own +people, who conducted himself with faultless grace, who would have +shone brilliantly in any drawing-room (and who in after years was +the guest of honor at many a great reception by the governors of +the land), a man young, stalwart, handsome, with an aristocratic +lineage that bred him a native gentleman, with a grand old title +that had come down to him through six hundred years of honor in +warfare and high places of his people. That this man should be +despised by her relatives and family connections because of his +warm, red skin and Indian blood, never occurred to Lydia. Her angel +sister had loved the youth, the old Scotch missionary little short +of adored him. Why, then, this shocked amazement of her relatives, +that she should wish to wed the finest gentleman she had ever met, +the man whose love and kindness had made her erstwhile blackened +and cruel world a paradise of sunshine and contentment? She was +but little prepared for the storm of indignation that met her +announcement that she was engaged to marry a Mohawk Indian chief. + +Her sister, with whom she never had anything in common, who was +years older, and had been married in England when Lydia was but +three years of age, implored, entreated, sneered, ridiculed and +stormed. Lydia sat motionless through it all, and then the outraged +sister struck a vital spot with: "I don't know what Elizabeth has +been thinking of all these years, to let you associate with Indians +on an equality. _She_ is to blame for this." + +Then and only then, did Lydia blaze forth. "Don't you _dare_ speak +of 'Liza like that!" flung the girl. "She was the only human being +in our whole family, the only one who ever took me in her arms, who +ever called me 'dear,' who ever kissed me as if she meant it. I +tell you, she loved George Mansion better than she loved her cold, +chilly English brothers. She loved _me_, and her house was my home, +which yours never was. Yes, she loved me, angel girl that she was, +and she died in a halo of happiness because I was happy and +because I was to marry the noblest, kingliest gentleman I ever +met." The girl ceased, breathless. + +"Yes," sneered her sister, "yes, marry an _Indian_!" + +"Yes," defied Lydia, "an _Indian_, who can give me not only a +better home than this threadbare parsonage of yours"--here she +swept scornful eyes about the meagre little, shabby room--"yes, a +home that any Bestman would be proud to own; but better than that," +she continued ragingly, "he has given me love--_love_, that you in +your chilly, inhuman home sneer at, but that I have cried out for; +love that my dead mother prayed should come to me, from the moment +she left me a baby, alone, in England, until the hour when this one +splendid man took me into his heart." + +"Poor mother!" sighed the sister. "I am grateful she is spared +_this_." + +"Don't think that she doesn't know it!" cried Lydia. "If 'Liza +approved, mother does, and she is glad of her child's happiness." + +"Her child--yes, her child," taunted the sister. "Child! child! +Yes, and what of the _child_ you will probably mother?" + +The crimson swept painfully down the young girl's face, but she +braved it out. + +"Yes," she stammered, "a child, perhaps a _son_, a son of mine, +who, poor boy, can never inherit his father's title." + +"And why not, pray?" remarked her sister. + +"Because the female line of lineage will be broken," explained the +girl. "He _should_ marry someone else, so that the family title +could follow the family name. His father and mother have +practically cast him off because of me. _Don't_ you see? Can't you +understand that I am only an untitled commoner to his people? I am +only a white girl." + +"_Only_ a white girl!" repeated the sister, sarcastically. "Do you +mean to tell me that you believe these wretched Indians don't want +him to marry you? _You_, a _Bestman_, and an English girl? +Nonsense, Lydia! You are talking utter nonsense." But the sister's +voice weakened, nevertheless. + +"But it's true," asserted the girl. "You don't understand the +Indian nation as 'Liza did; it's perfectly true--a son of mine can +claim no family title; the honor of it must leave the name of +Mansion forever. Oh, his parents have completely shut him out of +their lives because I am only a white girl!" and the sweet young +voice trembled woefully. + +"I decline to discuss this disgraceful matter with you any +further," said the sister coldly. "Perhaps my good husband can +bring you to your senses," and the lady left the room in a fever of +indignation. + +But her "good husband," the city clergyman, declined the task of +"bringing Lydia to her senses." He merely sent for her to go to his +study, and, as she stood timidly in the doorway, he set his small +steely eyes on her and said: + +"You will leave this house at once, to-night. _To-night_, do you +hear? I'll have no Indian come _here_ after my wife's sister. I +hope you quite understand me?" + +"Quite, sir," replied the girl, and with a stiff bow she turned and +went back to her room. + +In the haste of packing up her poor and scanty wardrobe, she heard +her sister's voice saying to the clergyman: "Oh! how _could_ you +send her away? You know she has no home, she has nowhere to go. How +_could_ you do it?" All Lydia caught of his reply was: "Not another +night, not another meal, in this house while _I_ am its master." + +Presently her sister came upstairs carrying a plate of pudding. +Her eyes were red with tears, and her hands trembled. "Do eat +this, my dear; some tea is coming presently," she said. + +But Lydia only shook her head, strapped her little box, and, +putting on her bonnet, she commanded her voice sufficiently to say: +"I am going now. I'll send for this box later." + +"Where are you going to?" her sister's voice trembled. + +"I--don't know," said the girl. "But wherever I do go, it will be +a kindlier place than this. Good-bye, sister." She kissed the +distressed wife softly on each cheek, then paused at the bedroom +door to say, "The man I am to marry loves me, honors me too much to +treat me as a mere possession. I know that _he_ will never tell me +he is 'master.' George Mansion may have savage blood in his veins, +but he has grasped the meaning of the word 'Christianity' far more +fully than your husband has." + +Her sister could not reply, but stood with streaming eyes and +watched the girl slip down the back stairs and out of a side door. + +For a moment Lydia Bestman stood on the pavement and glanced up and +down the street. The city was what was known as a garrison town in +the days when the British regular troops were quartered in Canada. +Far down the street two gay young officers were walking, their +brilliant uniforms making a pleasant splash of color in the +sunlight. They seemed to suggest to the girl's mind a more than +welcome thought. She knew the major's wife well, a gracious, +whole-souled English lady whose kindness had oftentimes brightened +her otherwise colorless life. Instinctively the girl turned to the +quarters of the married officers. She found the major's wife at +home, and, burying her drawn little face in the good lady's lap, +she poured forth her entire story. + +"My dear," blazed out the usually placid lady, "if I were only the +major for a few moments, instead of his wife, I should--I +should--well, I should just _swear_! There, now I've said it, and +I'd _do_ it, too. Why, I never heard of such an outrage! My dear, +kiss me, and tell me--when, how, do you expect your young chief to +come for you?" + +"Next week," said the girl, from the depths of those sheltering +arms. + +"Then here you stay, right here with me. The major and I shall go +to the church with you, see you safely married, bring you and your +Hiawatha home for a cosy little breakfast, put you aboard the boat +for Toronto, and give you both our blessing and our love." And +the major's wife nodded her head with such emphasis that her +quaint English curls bobbed about, setting Lydia off into a fit of +laughter. "That's right, my dear. You just begin to laugh now, and +keep it up for all the days to come. I'll warrant you've had little +of laughter in your young life," she said knowingly. "From what +I've known of your father, he never ordered laughter as a daily +ingredient in his children's food. Then that sweet Elizabeth +leaving you alone, so terribly alone, must have chased the sunshine +far from your little world. But after this," she added brightly, +"it's just going to be love and laughter. And now, my dear, we must +get back the rosy English color in your cheeks, or your young +Hiawatha won't know his little white sweetheart. Run away to my +spare room, girlie. The orderly will get a man to fetch your box. +Then you can change your frock. Leave yesterday behind you forever. +Have a little rest; you look as if you had not slept for a week. +Then join the major and me at dinner, and we'll toast you and your +redskin lover in true garrison style." + +And Lydia, with the glorious recuperation of youth, ran joyously +upstairs, smiling and singing like a lark, transformed with the +first unadulterated happiness she had ever felt or known. + + +PART III. + +Upon George Mansion's arrival at the garrison town he had been met +on the wharf by the major, who took him to the hotel, while +hurriedly explaining just why he must not go near Lydia's sister and +the clergyman whom George had expected would perform the marriage +ceremony. "So," continued the major, "you and Lydia are not to be +married at the cathedral after all, but Mrs. Harold and I have +arranged that the ceremony shall take place at little St. Swithin's +Church in the West End. So you'll be there at eleven o'clock, eh, +boy?" + +"Yes, major, I'll be there, and before eleven, I'm afraid, I'm so +anxious to take her home. I shall not endeavour to thank you and +Mrs. Harold for what you have done for my homeless girl. I can't +even--" + +"Tut, tut, tut!" growled the major. "Haven't done anything. Bless +my soul, Chief, take my word for it, haven't done a thing to be +thanked for. Here's your hotel. Get some coffee to brace your +nerves up with, for I can assure you, boy, a wedding is a trying +ordeal, even if there is but a handful of folks to see it through. +Be a good boy, now--good-bye until eleven--St. Swithin's, remember, +and God bless you!" and the big-hearted, blustering major was +whisked away in his carriage, leaving the young Indian half +overwhelmed with his kindness, but as happy as the golden day. + +An hour or so later he stood at the hotel door a moment awaiting +the cab that was to take him to the church. He was dressed in +the height of the fashion of the early fifties--very dark wine +broadcloth, the coat shaped tightly to the waist and adorned with +a silk velvet collar, a pale lavender, flowered satin waistcoat, +a dull white silk stock collar, a bell-shaped black silk hat. He +carried his gloves, for throughout his entire life he declared he +breathed through his hands, and the wearing of gloves was abhorrent +to him. Suddenly a gentleman accosted him with: + +"I hear an Indian chief is in town. Going to be married here this +morning. Where is the ceremony to take place? Do you know anything +of it?" + +Like all his race, George Mansion had a subtle sense of humor. It +seized upon him now. + +"Certainly I know," he replied. "I happened to come down on the +boat with the chief. I intend to go to the wedding myself. I +understand the ceremony was arranged to be at the cathedral." + +"Splendid!" said the gentleman. "And thank you, sir." + +Just then the cab arrived. Young Mansion stepped hastily in, nodded +good-bye to his acquaintance, and smilingly said in an undertone to +the driver, "St. Swithin's Church--and quickly." + + * * * * * + +"With this ring I thee wed," he found himself saying to a little +figure in a soft grey gown at his side, while a gentle-faced +old clergyman in a snowy surplice stood before him, and a +square-shouldered, soldierly person in a brilliant uniform almost +hugged his elbow. + +"I pronounce you man and wife." At the words she turned towards her +husband like a carrier pigeon winging for home. Then somehow the +solemnity all disappeared. The major, the major's wife, two handsome +young officers, one girl friend, the clergyman, the clergyman's +wife, were all embracing her, and she was dimpling with laughter +and happiness; and George Mansion stood proudly by, his fine dark +face eager, tender and very noble. + +"My dear," whispered the major's wife, "he's a perfect prince--he's +just as royal as he can be! I never saw such manners, such ease. +Why, girlie, he's a courtier!" + +"Confound the young rogue!" growled the major, in her ear. "I +haven't an officer on my staff that can equal him. You're a lucky +girl. Yes, confound him, I say!" + +"Bless you, child," said the clergyman's wife. "I think he'll make +you happy. Be very sure that you make _him_ happy." + +And to all these whole-hearted wishes and comments, Lydia replied +with smiles and care-free words. Then came the major, watch in +hand, military precision and promptitude in his very tone. + +"Time's up, everybody! There's a bite to eat at the barracks, +then these youngsters must be gone. The boat is due at one +o'clock--time's up." + +As the little party drove past the cathedral they observed a huge +crowd outside, waiting for the doors to be opened. Lydia laughed +like a child as George told her of his duplicity of the morning, +when he had misled the inquiring stranger into thinking the Indian +chief was to be married there. The little tale furnished fun for +all at the pretty breakfast in the major's quarters. + +"Nice way to begin your wedding morning, young man!" scowled the +major, fiercely. "Starting this great day with a network of +falsehoods." + +"Not at all," smiled the Indian. "It was arranged for the +cathedral, and I did attend the ceremony." + +"No excuses, you bare-faced scoundrel! I won't listen to them. Here +you are happily married and all those poor would-be sight-seers +sizzling out there in this glaring August sun. I'm ashamed of you!" +But his arm was about George's shoulders, and he was wringing the +dark, slender hand with a genuine good fellowship that was pleasant +to see. "Bless my soul, I love you, boy!" he added, sincerely. +"Love you through and through; and remember, I'm your white father +from this day forth." + +"And I am your white mother," said the major's wife, placing her +hands on his shoulders. + +For a second the bridegroom's face sobered. Before him flashed a +picture of a little old Indian woman with a broadcloth folded about +her shoulders, a small carven pipe between her lips, a world of +sorrow in her deep eyes--sorrow that he had brought there. He bent +suddenly and kissed Mrs. Harold's fingers with a grave and courtly +deference. "Thank you," he said simply. + +But motherlike, she knew that his heart was bleeding. Lydia had +told of his parents' antagonism, of the lost Mansion title. So the +good lady just gave his hand a little extra, understanding squeeze, +and the good-byes began. + +"Be off with you, youngsters!" growled the major. "The boat is +in--post haste now, or you'll miss it. Begone, both of you!" + +And presently they found themselves once more in the carriage, the +horses galloping down to the wharf. And almost before they realized +it they were aboard, with the hearty "God bless you's" of the +splendid old major and his lovable wife still echoing in their +happy young hearts. + + * * * * * + +It was evening, five days later, when they arrived at their new +home. All about the hills, and the woods, above the winding river, +and along the edge of the distant forest, brooded that purple +smokiness that haunts the late days of August--the smokiness that +was born of distant fires, where the Indians and pioneers were +"clearing" their lands. The air was like amethyst, the setting sun +a fire opal. As on the day when she first had come into his life, +George helped her to alight from the carriage, and they stood a +moment, hand in hand, and looked over the ample acres that composed +their estate. The young Indian had worked hard to have most of the +land cleared, leaving here and there vast stretches of walnut +groves, and long lines of majestic elms, groups of sturdy oaks, and +occasionally a single regal pine tree. Many a time in later years +his utilitarian friends would say, "Chief, these trees you are +preserving so jealously are eating up a great deal of your land. +Why not cut away and grow wheat?" But he would always resent the +suggestion, saying that his wheat lands lay back from the river. +They were for his body, doubtless, but here, by the river, the +trees must be--they were for his soul. And Lydia would champion him +immediately with, "Yes, they were there to welcome me as a bride, +those grand old trees, and they will remain there, I think, as long +as we both shall live." So, that first evening at home they stood +and watched the imperial trees, the long, open flats bordering the +river, the nearby lawns which he had taken such pains to woo from +the wilderness; stood palm to palm, and that moment seemed to +govern all their after life. + +Someone has said that never in the history of the world have two +people been perfectly mated. However true this may be, it is an +undeniable fact that between the most devoted of life-mates there +will come inharmonious moments. Individuality would cease to exist +were it not so. + +These two lived together for upwards of thirty years, and never had +one single quarrel, but oddly enough, when the rare inharmonious +moments came, these groups of trees bridged the fleeting difference +of opinion or any slight antagonism of will and purpose; when these +unresponsive moments came, one or the other would begin to admire +those forest giants, to suggest improvements, to repeat the +admiration of others for their graceful outlines--to, in fact, +direct thought and conversation into the common channel of love +for those trees. This peculiarity was noticeable to outsiders, to +their own circle, to their children. At mere mention of the trees +the shadow of coming cloud would lessen, then waste, then grow +invisible. Their mutual love for these voiceless yet voiceful and +kingly creations was as the love of children for a flower--simple, +nameless, beautiful and powerful beyond words. + +That first home night, as she stepped within doors, there awaited +two inexpressible surprises for her. First, on the dining-room +table a silver tea service of seven pieces, imported from +England--his wedding gift to her. Second, in the quaint little +drawing-room stood a piano. In the "early fifties" this latter +was indeed a luxury, even in city homes. She uttered a little cry +of delight, and flinging herself before the instrument, ran her +fingers over the keys, and broke into his favorite song, "Oft in +the Stilly Night." She had a beautiful voice, the possession of +which would have made her renowned had opportunity afforded its +cultivation. She had "picked up" music and read it remarkably well, +and he, Indian wise, was passionately fond of melody. So they +laughed and loved together over this new luxurious toy, until +Milly, the ancient Mohawk maid, tapped softly at the drawing-room +and bade them come to tea. With that first meal in her new home, +the darkened hours and days and years smothered their haunting +voices. She had "left yesterday behind her," as the major's royal +wife had wished her to, and for the first time in all her checkered +and neglected life she laughed with the gladness of a bird at song, +flung her past behind her, and the grim unhappiness of her former +life left her forever. + + * * * * * + +It was a golden morning in July when the doctor stood grasping +George Mansion's slender hands, searching into his dusky, anxious +eyes, and saying with ringing cheeriness, "Chief, I congratulate +you. You've got the most beautiful son upstairs--the finest boy I +ever saw. Hail to the young chief, I say!" + +The doctor was white. He did not know of the broken line of +lineage--that "the boy upstairs" could never wear his father's +title. A swift shadow fought for a second with glorious happiness. +The battlefield was George Mansion's face, his heart. His unfilled +duty to his parents assailed him like a monstrous enemy, then +happiness conquered, came forth a triumphant victor, and the young +father dashed noiselessly, fleetly up the staircase, and, despite +the protesting physician, in another moment his wife and son were +in his arms. Title did not count in that moment; only Love in its +tyrannical majesty reigned in that sacred room. + +The boy was a being of a new world, a new nation. Before he was two +weeks old he began to show the undeniable physique of the two great +races from whence he came; all the better qualities of both bloods +seemed to blend within his small body. He was his father's son, +he was his mother's baby. His grey-blue eyes held a hint of the +dreaming forest, but also a touch of old England's skies. His hair, +thick and black, was straight as his father's, except just above +the temples, where a suggestion of his mother's pretty English curls +waved like strands of fine silk. His small mouth was thin-lipped; +his nose, which even in babyhood never had the infantile "snub," +but grew straight, thin as his Indian ancestors', yet displayed +a half-haughty English nostril; his straight little back--all +combined likenesses to his parents. But who could say which blood +dominated his tiny person? Only the exquisite soft, pale brown of +his satiny skin called loudly and insistently that he was of a +race older than the composite English could ever boast; it was the +hallmark of his ancient heritage--the birthright of his father's +son. + +But the odd little half-blood was extraordinarily handsome even as +an infant. In after years when he grew into glorious manhood he +was generally acknowledged to be the handsomest man in the Province +of Ontario, but to-day--his first day in these strange, new +surroundings--he was but a wee, brown, lovable bundle, whose tiny +gossamer hands cuddled into his father's palm, while his little +velvet cheek lay rich and russet against the pearly whiteness of +his mother's arm. + +"I believe he is like you, George," she murmured, with a wealth of +love in her voice and eyes. + +"Yes," smiled the young chief, "he certainly has Mansion blood; but +your eyes, Lydia, your dear eyes." + +"Which eyes must go to sleep and rest," interrupted the physician, +severely. "Come, Chief, you've seen your son, you've satisfied +yourself that Mrs. Mansion is doing splendidly, so away you go, +or I shall scold." + +And George slipped down the staircase, and out into the radiant +July sunshine, where his beloved trees arose about him, grand and +majestic, seeming to understand how full of joy, of exultation, +had been this great new day. + + * * * * * + +The whims of women are proverbial, but the whims of men are things +never to be accounted for. This beautiful child was but a few weeks +old when Mr. Bestman wrote, announcing to his daughter his +intention of visiting her for a few days. + +So he came to the Indian Reserve, to the handsome country home his +Indian son-in-law had built. He was amazed, surprised, delighted. +His English heart revelled in the trees. "Like an Old Country +gentleman's estate in the Counties," he declared. He kissed his +daughter with affection, wrung his son-in-law's hand with a warmth +and cordiality unmistakable in its sincerity, took the baby in his +arms and said over and over, "Oh, you sweet little child! You sweet +little child!" Then the darkness of all those harsh years fell away +from Lydia. She could afford to be magnanimous, so with a sweet +silence, a loving forgetfulness of all the dead miseries and bygone +whip-lashes, she accepted her strange parent just as he presented +himself, in the guise of a man whom the years had changed from +harshness to tenderness, and let herself thoroughly enjoy his +visit. + +But when he drove away she had but one thing to say; it was, +"George, I wonder when _your_ father will come to us, when your +_mother_ will come. Oh, I want her to see the baby, for I think my +own mother sees him." + +"Some day, dear," he answered hopefully. "They will come some day; +and when they do, be sure it will be to take you to their hearts." + +She sighed and shook her head unbelievingly. But the "some day" +that he prophesied, but which she doubted, came in a manner all too +soon--all too unwelcome. The little son had just begun to walk +about nicely, when George Mansion was laid low with a lingering +fever that he had contracted among the marshes where much of his +business as an employee of the Government took him. Evils had begun +to creep into his forest world. The black and subtle evil of the +white man's firewater had commenced to touch with its poisonous +finger the lives and lodges of his beloved people. The curse began +to spread, until it grew into a menace to the community. It was the +same old story: the white man had come with the Bible in one hand, +the bottle in the other. George Mansion had striven side by side +with Mr. Evans to overcome the dread scourge. Together they fought +the enemy hand to hand, but it gained ground in spite of all their +efforts. The entire plan of the white liquor dealer's campaign was +simply an effort to exchange a quart of bad whiskey for a cord of +first-class firewood, or timber, which could be hauled off the +Indian Reserve and sold in the nearby town markets for five or +six dollars; thus a hundred dollars worth of bad whiskey, if +judiciously traded, would net the white dealer a thousand dollars +cash. And the traffic went on, to the depletion of the Indian +forests and the degradation of the Indian souls. + +Then the Canadian Government appointed young Mansion special forest +warden, gave him a "V. R." hammer, with which he was to stamp +each and every stick of timber he could catch being hauled off +the Reserve by white men; licensed him to carry firearms for +self-protection, and told him to "go ahead." He "went ahead." Night +after night he lay, concealing himself in the marshes, the forests, +the trails, the concession lines, the river road, the Queen's +highway, seizing all the timber he could, destroying all the +whisky, turning the white liquor traders off Indian lands, and +fighting as only a young, earnest and inspired man can fight. These +hours and conditions began to tell on his physique. The marshes +breathed their miasma into his blood--the dreaded fever had him in +its claws. Lydia was a born nurse. She knew little of thermometers, +of charts, of technical terms, but her ability and instincts in the +sick-room were unerring; and, when her husband succumbed to a +raging fever, love lent her hands an inspiration and her brain a +clarity that would have shamed many a professional nurse. + +For hours, days, weeks, she waited, tended, watched, administered, +labored and loved beside the sick man's bed. She neither slept nor +ate enough to carry her through the ordeal, but love lent her +strength, and she battled and fought for his life as only an +adoring woman can. Her wonderful devotion was the common talk of +the country. She saw no one save Mr. Evans and the doctors. She +never left the sick-room save when her baby needed her. But it all +seemed so useless, so in vain, when one dark morning the doctor +said, "We had better send for his father and mother." + +Poor Lydia! Her heart was nearly breaking. She hurriedly told the +doctor the cause that had kept them away so long, adding, "Is it so +bad as that? Oh, doctor, _must I send for them_? They don't want to +come." Before the good man could reply, there was a muffled knock +at the door. Then Milly's old wrinkled face peered in, and Milly's +voice said whisperingly, "His people--they here." + +"Whose people? Who are here?" almost gasped Lydia. + +"His father and his mother," answered the old woman. "They +downstairs." + +For a brief moment there was silence. Lydia could not trust herself +to speak, but ill as he was, George's quick Indian ear had caught +Milly's words. He murmured, "Mother! mother! Oh, my mother!" + +"Bring her, quickly, _quickly_!" said Lydia to the doctor. + +It seemed to the careworn girl that a lifetime followed before the +door opened noiselessly, and there entered a slender little old +Indian woman, in beaded leggings, moccasins, "short skirt," and a +blue "broadcloth" folded about her shoulders. She glanced swiftly +at the bed, but with the heroism of her race went first towards +Lydia, laid her cheek silently beside the white girl's, then looked +directly into her eyes. + +"Lydia!" whispered George, "Lydia!" At the word both women moved +swiftly to his side. "Lydia," he repeated, "my mother cannot speak +the English, but her cheek to yours means that you are her blood +relation." + +The effort of speech almost cost him a swoon, but his mother's +cheek was now against his own, and the sweet, dulcet Mohawk +language of his boyhood returned to his tongue; he was speaking it +to his mother, speaking it lovingly, rapidly. Yet, although Lydia +never understood a word, she did not feel an outsider, for the old +mother's hand held her own, and she knew that at last the gulf was +bridged. + + * * * * * + +It was two days later, when the doctor pronounced George Mansion +out of danger, that the sick man said to his wife: "Lydia, it is +all over--the pain, the estrangement. My mother says that you are +her daughter. My father says that you are his child. They heard of +your love, your nursing, your sweetness. They want to know if you +will call them 'father, mother.' They love you, for you are one of +their own." + +"At last, at last!" half sobbed the weary girl. "Oh, George, I am +so happy! _You_ are going to get well, and _they_ have come to us +at last." + +"Yes, dear," he replied. Then with a half humorous yet wholly +pathetic smile flitting across his wan face, he added, "And my +mother has a little gift for you." He nodded then towards the +quaint old figure at the further side of the bed. His mother arose, +and, drawing from her bosom a tiny, russet-colored object, laid it +in Lydia's hand. It was a little moccasin, just three and a quarter +inches in length. "Its mate is lost," added the sick man, "but I +wore it as a baby. My mother says it is yours, and should have been +yours all these years." + +For a second the two women faced each other, then Lydia sat down +abruptly on the bedside, her arms slipped about the older woman's +shoulders, and her face dropped quickly, heavily--at last on a +mother's breast. + +George Mansion sighed in absolute happiness, then closed his eyes +and slept the great, strong, vitalizing sleep of reviving forces. + + +PART IV. + +How closely the years chased one another after this! But many a +happy day within each year found Lydia and her husband's mother +sitting together, hour upon hour, needle in hand, sewing and +harmonizing--the best friends in all the world. It mattered not +that "mother" could not speak one word of English, or that Lydia +never mastered but a half dozen words of Mohawk. These two were +friends in the sweetest sense of the word, and their lives swept +forward in a unison of sympathy that was dear to the heart of the +man who held them as the two most precious beings in all the world. + +And with the years came new duties, new responsibilities, new +little babies to love and care for until a family, usually called +"A King's Desire," gathered at their hearthside--four children, the +eldest a boy, the second a girl, then another boy, then another +girl. These children were reared on the strictest lines of both +Indian and English principles. They were taught the legends, the +traditions, the culture and the etiquette of both races to which +they belonged; but above all, their mother instilled into them from +the very cradle that they were of their father's people, not of +hers. Her marriage had made her an Indian by the laws which govern +Canada, as well as by the sympathies and yearnings and affections +of her own heart. When she married George Mansion she had repeated +to him the centuries-old vow of allegiance, "Thy people shall be my +people, and thy God my God." She determined that should she ever be +mother to his children, those children should be reared as Indians +in spirit and patriotism, and in loyalty to their father's race as +well as by heritage of blood. The laws of Canada held these children +as Indians. They were wards of the Government; they were born on +Indian lands, on Indian Reservations. They could own and hold +Indian lands, and their mother, English though she was, made it her +life service to inspire, foster and elaborate within these children +the pride of the race, the value of that copper-tinted skin which +they all displayed. When people spoke of blood and lineage and +nationality, these children would say, "We are Indians," with the +air with which a young Spanish don might say, "I am a Castilian." +She wanted them to grow up nationalists, and they did, every +mother's son and daughter of them. Things could never have been +otherwise, for George Mansion and his wife had so much in common +that their offspring could scarcely evince other than inherited +parental traits. Their tastes and distastes were so synonymous; they +hated hypocrisy, vulgarity, slovenliness, imitations. + +After forty years spent on a Canadian Indian Reserve, Lydia +Mansion still wore real lace, real tortoise shell combs, real furs. +If she could not have procured these she would have worn plain +linen collars, no combs, and a woven woolen scarf about her throat; +but the imitation fabrics, as well as the "imitation people," had +no more part in her life than they had in her husband's, who +abhorred all such pinchbeck. Their loves were identical. They loved +nature--the trees, best of all, and the river, and the birds. They +loved the Anglican Church, they loved the British flag, they loved +Queen Victoria, they loved beautiful, dead Elizabeth Evans, they +loved strange, reticent Mr. Evans. They loved music, pictures and +dainty china, with which George Mansion filled his beautiful home. +They loved books and animals, but, most of all, these two loved +the Indian people, loved their legends, their habits, their +customs--loved the people themselves. Small wonder, then, that +their children should be born with pride of race and heritage, and +should face the world with that peculiar, unconquerable courage +that only a fighting ancestry can give. + +As the years drifted on, many distinctions came to the little family +of the "Grand Mansions." The chief's ability as an orator, his +fluency of speech, his ceaseless war against the inroads of the +border white men and their lawlessness among his own people--all +gradually but surely brought him, inch by inch, before the notice +of those who sat in the "seats of the mighty" of both church and +state. His presence was frequently demanded at Ottawa, fighting for +the cause of his people before the House of Commons, the Senate, +and the Governor-General himself. At such times he would always +wear his native buckskin costume, and his amazing rhetoric, +augmented by the gorgeous trappings of his office and his +inimitable courtesy of manner, won him friends and followers among +the lawmakers of the land. He never fought for a cause and lost +it, never returned to Lydia and his people except in a triumph +of victory. Social honors came to him as well as political +distinctions. Once, soon after his marriage, a special review of +the British troops quartered at Toronto was called in his honor +and he rode beside the general, making a brilliant picture, clad as +he was in buckskins and scarlet blanket and astride his pet black +pony, as he received the salutes of company after company of +England's picked soldiers as they wheeled past. And when King +Edward of England visited Canada as Prince of Wales, he fastened +with his own royal hands a heavy silver medal to the buckskin +covering George Mansion's breast, and the royal words were very +sincere as they fell from the prince's lips: "This medal is for +recognition of your loyalty in battling for your own people, even +as your ancestors battled for the British Crown." Then in later +years, when Prince Arthur of Connaught accepted the title of +"Chief," conferred upon him with elaborate ceremony by the +chiefs, braves and warriors of the great Iroquois Council, it +was George Mansion who was chosen as special escort to the royal +visitor--George Mansion and his ancient and honored father, who, +hand-in-hand with the young prince, walked to and fro, chanting the +impressive ritual of bestowing the title. Even Bismarck, the "Iron +Chancellor" of Germany, heard of this young Indian warring for the +welfare of his race, and sent a few kindly words, with his own +photograph, from across seas to encourage the one who was fighting, +single-handed, the menace of white man's greed and white man's +firewater. + +And Lydia, with her glad and still girlish heart, gloried in her +husband's achievements and in the recognition accorded him by the +great world beyond the Indian Reserve, beyond the wilderness, +beyond the threshold of their own home. In only one thing were +their lives at all separated. She took no part in his public life. +She hated the glare of the fierce light that beat upon prominent +lives, the unrest of fame, the disquiet of public careers. + +"No," she would answer, when oftentimes he begged her to accompany +him and share his success and honors, "no, I was homeless so long +that 'home' is now my ambition. My babies need me here, and you +need me here when you return, far more than you need me on platform +or parade. Go forth and fight the enemy, storm the battlements and +win the laurels, but let me keep the garrison--here at home, with +our babies all about me and a welcome to our warrior husband and +father when he returns from war." + +Then he would laugh and coax again, but always with the same +result. Every day, whether he went forth to the Indian Council +across the river, or when more urgent duties called him to the +Capital, she always stood at the highest window waving her +handkerchief until he was out of sight, and that dainty flag lent +strength to his purpose and courage to his heart, for he knew the +home citadel was there awaiting his return--knew that she would be +at that selfsame window, their children clustered about her skirts, +her welcoming hands waving a greeting instead of a good-bye, as +soon as he faced the home portals once more, and in his heart of +hearts George Mansion felt that his wife had chosen the wiser, +greater part; that their children would some day arise and call her +blessed because she refused to wing away from the home nest, even +if by so doing she left him to take his flights alone. + +But in all their world there was no one prouder of his laurels +and successes than his home-loving, little English wife, and the +mother-heart of her must be forgiven for welcoming each new honor +as a so much greater heritage for their children. Each distinction +won by her husband only established a higher standard for their +children to live up to. She prayed and hoped and prayed again that +they would all be worthy such a father, that they would never fall +short of his excellence. To this end she taught, labored for, +and loved them, and they, in turn, child-wise, responded to her +teaching, imitating her allegiance to their father, reflecting her +fealty, and duplicating her actions. So she molded these little +ones with the mother-hand that they felt through all their after +lives, which were but images of her own in all that concerned their +father. + + * * * * * + +The first great shadow that fell on this united little circle was +when George Mansion's mother quietly folded her "broadcloth" about +her shoulders for the last time, when the little old tobacco pipe +lay unfilled and unlighted, when the finely-beaded moccasins were +empty of the dear feet that had wandered so gently, so silently +into the Happy Hunting Grounds. George Mansion was bowed with woe. +His mother had been to him the queen of all women, and her death +left a desolation in his heart that even his wife could not assuage. +It was a grief he really never overcame. Fortunately his mother had +grown so attached to Lydia that his one disobedience--that of his +marriage--never reproached him. Had the gentle little old Indian +woman died before the episode of the moccasin which brought complete +reconciliation, it is doubtful if her son would ever have been quite +the same again. As it was, with the silence and stoicism of his race +he buried his grief in his own heart, without allowing it to cast a +gloom over his immediate household. + +But after that the ancient chief, his father, came more frequently +to George's home, and was always an honored guest. The children +loved him, Lydia had the greatest respect and affection for him, +the greatest sympathy for his loneliness, and she ever made him +welcome and her constant companion when he visited them. He used +to talk to her much of George, and once or twice gave her grave +warnings as to his recklessness and lack of caution in dealing with +the ever-growing menace of the whisky traffic among the Indians. +The white men who supplied and traded this liquor were desperadoes, +a lawless set of ruffians who for some time had determined to rid +their stamping-ground of George Mansion, as he was the chief +opponent to their business, and with the way well cleared of him +and his unceasing resistance, their scoundrelly trade would be an +easy matter. + +"Use all your influence, Lydia," the old father would say, "to urge +him never to seize the ill-gotten timber or destroy their whisky, +unless he has other Indian wardens with him. They'll kill him if +they can, those white men. They have been heard to threaten." + +For some time this very thing had been crowding its truth about his +wife's daily life. Threatening and anonymous letters had more than +once been received by her husband--letters that said he would be +"put out of the way" unless he stopped interfering in the liquor +trade. There was no ignoring the fact that danger was growing +daily, that the fervent young chief was allowing his zeal to +overcome his caution, was hazarding his life for the protection of +his people against a crying evil. Once a writer of these unsigned +letters threatened to burn his house down in the dead of night, +another to maim his horses and cattle, others to "do away" with +him. His crusade was being waged under the weight of a cross that +was beginning to fall on his loyal wife, and to overshadow his +children. Then one night the blow fell. Blind with blood, crushed +and broken, he staggered and reeled home, unaided, unassisted, +and in excruciating torture. Nine white men had attacked him from +behind in a border village a mile from his home, where he had gone +to intercept a load of whisky that was being hauled into the Indian +Reserve. Eight of those lawbreakers circled about him, while the +ninth struck him from behind with a leaden plumb attached to an +elastic throw-string. The deadly thing crushed in his skull; he +dropped where he stood, as if shot. Then brutal boots kicked his +face, his head, his back, and, with curses, his assailants left +him--for dead. + +With a vitality born of generations of warriors, he regained +consciousness, staggered the mile to his own gate, where he met a +friend, who, with extreme concern, began to assist him into his +home. But he refused the helping arm with, "No, I go alone; it +would alarm Lydia if I could not walk alone." These, with the +few words he spoke as he entered the kitchen, where his wife +was overseeing old Milly get the evening meal, were the last +intelligent words he spoke for many a day. + +"Lydia, they've hurt me at last," he said, gently. + +She turned at the sound of his strained voice. A thousand emotions +overwhelmed her at the terrifying sight before her. Love, fear, +horror, all broke forth from her lips in a sharp, hysterical cry, +but above this cry sounded the gay laughter of the children who +were playing in the next room, their shrill young voices raised in +merriment over some new sport. In a second the mother-heart asserted +itself. Their young eyes must not see this ghastly thing. + +"Milly!" she cried to the devoted Indian servant, "help Chief +George." Then dashing into the next room, she half sobbed, +"Children, children! hush, oh, hush! Poor father--" + +She never finished the sentence. With a turn of her arm she swept +them all into the drawing-room, closed the door, and flew back to +her patriot husband. + +For weeks and weeks he lay fighting death as only a determined +man can--his upper jaw broken on both sides, his lower jaw +splintered on one side, his skull so crushed that to the end +of his days a silver dollar could quite easily be laid flat in +the cavity, a jagged and deep hole in his back, and injuries +about the knees and leg bones. And all these weeks Lydia hovered +above his pillow, night and day, nursing, tending, helping, +cheering. What effort it cost her to be bright and smiling no +tongue can tell, for her woman's heart saw that this was but the +beginning of the end. She saw it when in his delirium he raved to +get better, to be allowed to get up and go on with the fight; saw +that his spirit never rested, for fear that, now he was temporarily +inactive, the whisky dealers would have their way. She knew then +that she must school herself to endure this thing again; that she +must never ask him to give up his life work, never be less +courageous than he, tough that courage would mean never a peaceful +moment to her when he was outside their own home. + +Mr. Evans was a great comfort to her during those terrible weeks. +Hour after hour he would sit beside the injured man, never speaking +or moving, only watching quietly, while Lydia barely snatched the +necessary sleep a nurse must have, or attended to the essential +needs of the children, who, however, were jealously cared for by +faithful Milly. During those times the children never spoke except +in whispers, their rigid Indian-English training in self-effacement +and obedience being now of untold value. + +But love and nursing and bravery all counted in the end, and one +day George Mansion walked downstairs, the doctor's arm on one side, +Lydia's on the other. He immediately asked for his pistol and his +dagger, cleaned the one, oiled and sharpened the other, and said, +"I'll be ready for them again in a month's time." + +But while he lay injured his influential white friends and the +Government at Ottawa had not been idle. The lawless creature who +dealt those unmerited blows was tried, convicted and sent to +Kingston Penitentiary for seven years. So one enemy was out of the +way for the time being. It was at this time that advancing success +lost him another antagonist, who was placed almost in the rank of +an ally. + +George Mansion was a guest of the bishop of his diocese, as he was +a lay delegate accompanying Mr. Evans to the Anglican Synod. The +chief's work had reached other ears than those of the Government at +Ottawa, and the bishop was making much of the patriot, when in the +See House itself an old clergyman approached him with outstretched +hand and the words, "I would like you to call bygones just +bygones." + +"I don't believe I have the honor of knowing you, sir," replied the +Indian, with a puzzled but gracious look. + +"I am your wife's brother-in-law," said the old clergyman, "the man +who would not allow her to be married from my house--that is, +married to _you_." + +The Indian bit his lip and instinctively stepped backward. Added +to his ancestral creed of never forgiving such injury, came a rush +of memory--the backward-surging picture of his homeless little +sweetheart and all that she had endured. Then came the memory of +his dead mother's teaching--teaching she had learned from her own +mother, and she in turn from her mother: "Always forget yourself +for _old_ people, always honor the _old_." + +Instantly George Mansion arose--arose above the prejudices of his +blood, above the traditions of his race, arose to the highest +plane a man can reach--the memory of his mother's teaching. + +"I would hardly be here as a lay delegate of my church were I not +willing to let bygones be bygones," he said, simply, and laid his +hand in that of the old clergyman, about whose eyes there was +moisture, perhaps because this opportunity for peacemaking had +come so tardily. + + * * * * * + +The little family of "Grand Mansions" were now growing to very "big +childhood," and the inevitable day came when Lydia's heart must bear +the wrench of having her firstborn say good-bye to take his college +course. She was not the type of mother who would keep the boy at +home because of the heartache the good-byes must bring, but the +parting was certainly a hard one, and she watched his going with a +sense of loss that was almost greater than her pride in him. He had +given evidence of the most remarkable musical talent. He played +classical airs even before he knew a note, and both his parents +were in determined unison about this talent being cultivated. The +following year the oldest daughter also entered college, having +had a governess at home for a year, as some preparation. But these +changes brought no difference into the home, save that George +Mansion's arm grew stronger daily in combat against the old foe. +Then came the second attack of the enemy, when six white men beset +him from behind, again knocking him insensible, with a heavy blue +beech hand-spike. They broke his hand and three ribs, knocked out +his teeth, injured his side and head; then seizing his pistol, shot +at him, the ball fortunately not reaching a vital spot. As his +senses swam he felt them drag his poor maimed body into the middle +of the road, so it would appear as if horses had trampled him, then +he heard them say, "_This_ time the devil is dead." But hours +afterwards he again arose, again walked home, five interminable +miles, again greeted his ever watchful and anxious wife with, +"Lydia, they've hurt me once more." Then came weeks of renewed +suffering, of renewed care and nursing, of renewed vitality, and +at last of conquered health. + +These two terrible illnesses seemed to raise Lydia into a peculiar, +half-protecting attitude towards him. In many ways she "mothered" +him almost as though he were her son--he who had always been the +leader, and so strong and self-reliant. After this, when he went +forth on his crusades, she watched his going with the haunting fear +with which one would watch a child wandering on the edge of a +chasm. She waited on him when he returned, served him with the +tenderness with which one serves a cripple or a baby. Once he caught +her arm, as she carried to him a cup of broth, after he had spent +wearisome hours at the same old battle, and turning towards her, +said softly: "You are like my mother used to be to me." She did not +ask him in what way--she knew--and carried broth to him when next +he came home half exhausted. Gradually he now gathered about him +a little force of zealous Indians who became enthusiastic to take +up arms with him against the whisky dealers. He took greater +precautions in his work, for the growing mist of haunting anxiety +in Lydia's eyes began to call to him that there were other claims +than those of the nation. His splendid zeal had brought her many +a sleepless night, when she knew he was scouring the forests for +hidden supplies of the forbidden merchandise, and that a whole army +of desperadoes would not deter him from fulfilling his duty of +destroying it. He felt, rather than saw, that she never bade him +good-bye but that she was prepared not to see him again alive. +Added to this he began to suffer as she did--to find that in his +good-byes was the fear of never seeing her again. He, who had +always been so fearless, was now afraid of the day when he should +not return and she would be once more alone. + +So he let his younger and eager followers do some of the battling, +though he never relaxed his vigilance, never took off his armor, so +to speak. But now he spent long days and quiet nights with Lydia +and his children. They entertained many guests, for the young people +were vigorous and laughter-loving, and George and Lydia never grew +old, never grew weary, never grew commonplace. All the year round +guests came to the hospitable country house--men and women of +culture, of learning, of artistic tastes, of congenial habits. +Scientists, authors, artists, all made their pilgrimages to this +unique household, where refinement and much luxury, and always a +glad welcome from the chief and his English wife, made their visits +long remembered. And in some way or other, as their children grew +up, those two seemed to come closer together once more. They walked +among the trees they had once loved in those first bridal days, +they rested by the river shore, they wandered over the broad meadows +and bypaths of the old estate, they laughed together frequently like +children, and always and ever talked of and acted for the good of +the Indian people who were so unquestionably the greatest interest +in their lives, outside their own children. But one day, when the +beautiful estate he was always so proud of was getting ready to +smile under the suns of spring, he left her just when she needed +him most, for their boys had plunged forward into the world of +business in the large cities, and she wanted a strong arm to lean +on. It was the only time he failed to respond to her devoted +nursing, but now she could not bring him back from the river's +brink, as she had so often done before. Cold had settled in all the +broken places of his poor body, and he slipped away from her, a +sacrifice to his fight against evil on the altar of his nation's +good. In his feverish wanderings he returned to the tongue of his +childhood, the beautiful, dulcet Mohawk. Then recollecting and +commanding himself, he would weakly apologize to Lydia with: "I +forgot; I thought it was my mother," and almost his last words were, +"It must be by my mother's side," meaning his resting-place. So his +valiant spirit went fearlessly forth. + + * * * * * + +"Do you ever think, dear," said Lydia to her youngest child, some +years later, "that you are writing the poetry that always lived in +an unexpressed state here in my breast?" + +"No, Marmee," answered the girl, who was beginning to mount the +ladder of literature, "I never knew you wanted to _write_ poetry, +although I knew you loved it." + +"Indeed, I did," answered the mother, "but I never could find +expression for it. I was made just to sing, I often think, but I +never had the courage to sing in public. But I did want to write +poetry, and now you, dear, are doing it for me. How proud your +father would have been of you!" + +"Oh, he knows! I'm sure he knows all that I have written," answered +the girl, with the sublime faith that youth has in its own +convictions. "And if you like my verses, Marmee, I am sure he does, +for he knows." + +"Perhaps," murmured the older woman. "I often feel that he is very +near to us. I never have felt that he is really gone very far away +from me." + +"Poor little Marmee!" the girl would say to herself. "She misses him +yet. I believe she will always miss him." + +Which was the truth. She saw constantly his likeness in all her +children, bits of his character, shades of his disposition, +reflections of his gifts and talents, hints of his bravery, and she +always spoke of these with a commending air, as though they were +characteristics to be cultivated, to be valued and fostered. + +At first her fear of leaving her children, even to join him, was +evident, she so believed in a mother's care and love being a +necessity to a child. She had sadly missed it all out of her own +strange life, and she felt she _must_ live until this youngest +daughter grew to be a woman. Perhaps this desire, this mother-love, +kept her longer beside her children than she would have stayed +without it, for the years rolled on, and her hair whitened, her +once springing step halted a little, the glorious blue of her +English eyes grew very dreamy, and tender, and wistful. Was she +seeing the great Hereafter unfold itself before her as her steps +drew nearer and nearer? + +And one night the Great Messenger knocked softly at her door, +and with a sweet, gentle sigh she turned and followed where he +led--joining gladly the father of her children in the land that +holds both whites and Indians as one. + +And the daughter who writes the verses her mother always felt, but +found no words to express, never puts a last line to a story, or a +sweet cadence into a poem, but she says to herself as she holds her +mother's memory within her heart: + +"She knows--she knows." + + + +Catharine of the "Crow's Nest" + + +The great transcontinental railway had been in running order for +years before the managers thereof decided to build a second line +across the Rocky Mountains. But "passes" are few and far between +in those gigantic fastnesses, and the fearless explorers, followed +by the equally fearless surveyors, were many a toilsome month +conquering the heights, depths and dangers of the "Crow's Nest +Pass." + +Eastward stretched the gloriously fertile plains of southern +"Sunny Alberta," westward lay the limpid blue of the vast and +indescribably beautiful Kootenay Lakes, but between these two +arose a barrier of miles and miles of granite and stone and rock, +over and through which a railway must be constructed. Tunnels, +bridges, grades must be bored, built and blasted out. It was the +work of science, endurance and indomitable courage. The summers +in the canyons were seething hot, the winters in the mountains +perishingly cold, with apparently inexhaustible snow clouds +circling forever about the rugged peaks--snows in which many a +good, honest laborer was lost until the eagles and vultures came +with the April thaws, and wheeled slowly above the pulseless +sleeper, if indeed the wolves and mountain lions had permitted him +to lie thus long unmolested. Those were rough and rugged days, +through which equally rough and rugged men served and suffered to +find foundations whereon to lay those two threads of steel that now +cling like a cobweb to the walls of the wonderful "gap" known as +Crow's Nest Pass. + +Work progressed steadily, and before winter set in construction +camps were built far into "the gap," the furthermost one being close +to the base of a majestic mountain, which was also named "The +Crow's Nest." It arose beyond the camp with almost overwhelming +immensity. Dense forests of Douglas fir and bull pines shouldered +their way up one-third of its height, but above the timber line +the shaggy, bald rock reared itself thousands of feet skyward, +desolate, austere and deserted by all living things; not even the +sure-footed mountain goat travelled up those frowning, precipitous +heights; no bird rested its wing in that frozen altitude. The +mountain arose, distinct, alone, isolated, the most imperial +monarch of all that regal Pass. + +The construction gang called it "Old Baldy," for after working some +months around its base, it began to grow into their lives. Not so, +however, with the head engineer from Montreal, who regarded it +always with baleful eye, and half laughingly, half seriously, +called it his "Jonah." + +"Not a thing has gone right since we worked in sight of that old +monster," he was heard to say frequently; and it did seem as if +there were some truth in it. There had been deaths, accidents and +illness among the men. Once, owing to transportation difficulties, +the rations were short for days, and the men were in rebellious +spirit in consequence. Twice whiskey had been smuggled in, to the +utter demoralization of the camp; and one morning, as a last straw, +"Cookee" had nearly severed his left hand from his arm with a meat +axe. Young Wingate, the head engineer, and Mr. Brown, the foreman, +took counsel together. For the three meals of that day they tried +three different men out of the gang as "cookees." No one could eat +the atrocious food they manufactured. Then Brown bethought himself. +"There's an Indian woman living up the canyon that can cook like +a French chef," he announced, after a day of unspeakable gnawing +beneath his belt. "How about getting her? I've tasted pork and +beans at her shack, and flapjacks, and--" + +"Get her! get her!" clamored Wingate. "Even if she poisons us, it's +better than starving. I'll ride over to-night and offer her big +wages." + +"How about her staying here?" asked Brown. "The boys are pretty +rough and lawless at times, you know." + +"Get the axe men to build her a good, roomy shack--the best logs in +the place. We'll give her a lock and key for it, and you, Brown, +report the very first incivility to her that you hear of," said +Wingate crisply. + +That evening Mr. Wingate himself rode over to the canyon; it was a +good mile, and the trail was rough in the extreme. He did not +dismount when he reached the lonely log lodge, but rapping on the +door with the butt of his quirt, he awaited its opening. There was +some slight stirring about inside before this occurred; then the +door slowly opened, and she stood before him--a rather tall woman, +clad in buckskin garments, with a rug made of coyote skins about +her shoulders; she wore the beaded leggings and moccasins of her +race, and her hair, jet black, hung in ragged plaits about her dark +face, from which mournful eyes looked out at the young Montrealer. + +Yes, she would go for the wages he offered, she said in halting +English; she would come to-morrow at daybreak; she would cook their +breakfast. + +"Better come to-night," he urged. "The men get down the grade to +work very early; breakfast must be on time." + +"I be on time," she replied. "I sleep here this night, every night. +I not sleep in camp." + +Then he told her of the shack he had ordered and that was even now +being built. + +She shook her head. "I sleep here every night," she reiterated. + +Wingate had met many Indians in his time, so dropped the subject, +knowing full well that persuasion or argument would be utterly +useless. + +"All right," he said; "you must do as you like; only remember, an +early breakfast to-morrow." + +"I 'member," she replied. + +He had ridden some twenty yards, when he turned to call back: "Oh, +what's your name, please?" + +"Catharine," she answered, simply. + +"Thank you," he said, and, touching his hat lightly, rode down +towards the canyon. Just as he was dipping over its rim he looked +back. She was still standing in the doorway, and above and about her +were the purple shadows, the awful solitude, of Crow's Nest +Mountain. + + * * * * * + +Catharine had been cooking at the camp for weeks. The meals were +good, the men respected her, and she went her way to and from her +shack at the canyon as regularly as the world went around. The +autumn slipped by, and the nipping frosts of early winter and the +depths of early snows were already daily occurrences. The big group +of solid log shacks that formed the construction camp were all made +weather-tight against the long mountain winter. Trails were +beginning to be blocked, streams to freeze, and "Old Baldy," +already wore a canopy of snow that reached down to the timber line. + +"Catharine," spoke young Wingate, one morning, when the clouds hung +low and a soft snow fell, packing heavily on the selfsame snows of +the previous night, "you had better make up your mind to occupy the +shack here. You won't be able to go to your home much longer now +at night; it gets dark so early, and the snows are too heavy." + +"I go home at night," she repeated. + +"But you can't all winter," he exclaimed. "If there was one single +horse we could spare from the grade work, I'd see you got it for +your journeys, but there isn't. We're terribly short now; every +animal in the Pass is overworked as it is. You'd better not try +going home any more." + +"I go home at night," she repeated. + +Wingate frowned impatiently; then in afterthought he smiled. "All +right, Catharine," he said, "but I warn you. You'll have a +search-party out after you some dark morning, and you know it won't +be pleasant to be lost in the snows up that canyon." + +"But I go home, night-time," she persisted, and that ended the +controversy. + +But the catastrophe he predicted was inevitable. Morning after +morning he would open the door of the shack he occupied with the +other officials, and, looking up the white wastes through the +gray-blue dawn, he would watch the distances with an anxiety that +meant more than a consideration for his breakfast. The woman +interested him. She was so silent, so capable, so stubborn. What +was behind all this strength of character? What had given that +depth of mournfulness to her eyes? Often he had surprised her +watching him, with an odd longing in her face; it was something of +the expression he could remember his mother wore when she looked +at him long, long ago. It was a vague, haunting look that always +brought back the one great tragedy of his life--a tragedy he was +even now working night and day at his chosen profession to obliterate +from his memory, lest he should be forever unmanned--forever a prey +to melancholy. + +He was still a young man, but when little more than a boy he had +married, and for two years was transcendently happy. Then came the +cry of "Kootenay Gold" ringing throughout Canada--of the untold +wealth of Kootenay mines. Like thousands of others he followed the +beckoning of that yellow finger, taking his young wife and baby +daughter West with him. The little town of Nelson, crouching on its +beautiful hills, its feet laved by the waters of Kootenay Lake, was +then in its first robust, active infancy. Here he settled, going +out alone on long prospecting expeditions; sometimes he was away a +week, sometimes a month, with the lure of the gold forever in his +veins, but the laughter of his child, the love of his wife, forever +in his heart. Then--the day of that awful home-coming! For three +weeks the fascination of searching for the golden pay-streak had +held him in the mountains. No one could find him when it happened, +and now all they could tell him was the story of an upturned canoe +found drifting on the lake, of a woman's light summer shawl caught +in the thwarts, of a child's little silken bonnet washed ashore. +[Fact.] The great-hearted men of the West had done their utmost +in the search that followed. Miners, missionaries, prospectors, +Indians, settlers, gamblers, outlaws, had one and all turned out, +for they liked young Wingate, and they adored his loving wife and +dainty child. But the search was useless. The wild shores of +Kootenay Lake alone held the secret of their resting-place. + +Young Wingate faced the East once more. There was but one thing +to do with his life--work, _work_, WORK; and the harder, the more +difficult, that work, the better. It was this very difficulty that +made the engineering on the Crow's Nest Pass so attractive to him. +So here he was building grades, blasting tunnels, with Catharine's +mournful eyes following him daily, as if she divined something of +that long-ago sorrow that had shadowed his almost boyish life. + +He liked the woman, and his liking quickened his eye to her +hardships, his ear to the hint of lagging weariness in her footsteps; +so he was the first to notice it the morning she stumped into the +cook-house, her feet bound up in furs, her face drawn in agony. + +"Catharine," he exclaimed, "your feet have been frozen!" + +She looked like a culprit, but answered: "Not much; I get lose in +storm las' night." + +"I thought this would happen," he said, indignantly. "After this +you sleep here." + +"I sleep home." she said, doggedly. + +"I won't have it," he declared. "I'll cook for the men myself +first." + +"Allight," she replied. "You cookee; I go home--me." + +That night there was a terrible storm. The wind howled down the +throat of the Pass, and the snow fell like bales of sheep's wool, +blanketing the trails and drifting into the railroad cuts until +they attained their original level. But after she had cooked supper +Catharine started for home as usual. The only unusual thing about +it was that the next morning she did not return. It was Sunday, the +men's day "off." Wingate ate no breakfast, but after swallowing +some strong tea he turned to the foreman. "Mr. Brown, will you come +with me to try and hunt up Catharine?" he asked. + +"Yes, if we can get beyond the door," assented Brown. "But I doubt +if we can make the canyon, sir." + +"We'll have a try at it, anyway," said the young engineer. "I +almost doubt myself if she made it last night." + +"She's a stubborn woman," commented Brown. + +"And has her own reasons for it, I suppose," replied Wingate. "But +that has nothing to do with her being lost or frozen. If something +had not happened I'm sure she would have come to-day, notwithstanding +I scolded her yesterday, and told her I'd rather cook myself than let +her run such risks. How will we go, Mr. Brown; horses or snowshoes?" + +"Shoes," said the foreman decidedly. "That snow'll be above the +middle of the biggest horse in the outfit." + +So they set forth on their tramp up the slopes, peering right and +left as they went for any indication of the absent woman. Wingate's +old grief was knocking at his heart once more. A woman lost in the +appalling vastness of this great Western land was entering into +his life again. It took them a full hour to go that mile, although +both were experts on the shoes, but as they reached the rim of the +canyon they were rewarded by seeing a thin blue streak of smoke +curling up from her lodge "chimney." Wingate sat down in the snows +weakly. The relief had unmanned him. + +"I didn't know how much I cared," he said, "until I knew she was +safe. She looks at me as my mother used to; her eyes are like +mother's, and I loved my mother." + +It was a simple, direct speech, but Brown caught its pathos. + +"She's a good woman," he blurted out, as they trudged along towards +the shack. They knocked on the door. There was no reply. Then just +as Wingate suggested forcing it in case she were ill and lying +helpless within, a long, low call from the edge of the canyon +startled them. They turned and had not followed the direction from +which the sound came more than a few yards when they met her coming +towards them on snowshoes; in her arms she bore a few faggots, and +her face, though smileless, was very welcoming. + +She opened the door, bidding them enter. It was quite warm inside, +and the air of simple comfort derived from crude benches, tables +and shelves, assured them that she had not suffered. Near the fire +was drawn a rough home-built couch, and on it lay in heaped +disorder a pile of gray blankets. As the two men warmed their hands +at the grateful blaze, the blankets stirred. Then a small hand +crept out and a small arm tossed the covers a little aside. + +"_Catharine_," exclaimed Wingate, "have you a child here?" + +"Yes," she said simply. + +"How long is it that you have had it here?" he demanded. + +"Since before I work at your camp," she replied. + +"Whew!" said the foreman, "I now understand why she came home +nights." + +"To think I never guessed it!" murmured Wingate. Then to Catharine: +"Why didn't you bring it into camp and keep it there day and night +with you, instead of taking these dangerous tramps night and +morning?" + +"It is a girl child," she answered. + +"Well what of it?" he asked impatiently. + +"Your camp no place for girl child," she replied, looking directly +at him. "Your men they rough, they get whisky sometimes. They +fight. They speak bad words, what you call _swear_. I not want her +hear that. I not want her see whisky man." + +"Oh, Brown!" said Wingate, turning to his companion. "What a +reproach! What a reproach! Here our gang is--the vanguard of the +highest civilization, but unfit for association with a little +Indian child!" + +Brown stood speechless, although in his rough, honest mind he was +going over a list of those very "swears" she objected to, but +they were mentally directed at the whole outfit of his ruffianly +construction gang. He was silently swearing at them for their own +shortcomings in that very thing. + +The child on the couch stirred again. This time the firelight fell +full across the little arm. Wingate stared at it, then his eyes +widened. He looked at the woman, then back at the bare arm. It was +the arm of a _white_ child. + +"Catharine, was your husband _white_?" he asked, in a voice that +betrayed anxiety. + +"I got no husban'," she replied, somewhat defiantly. + +"Then--" he began, but his voice faltered. + +She came and stood between him and the couch. + +Something of the look of a she-panther came into her face, her +figure, her attitude. Her eyes lost their mournfulness and blazed a +black-red at him. Her whole body seemed ready to spring. + +"You not touch the girl child!" she half snarled. "I not let you +touch her; she _mine_, though I have no husban'!" + +"I don't want to touch her, Catharine," he said gently, trying to +pacify her. "Believe me, I don't want to touch her." + +The woman's whole being changed. A thousand mother-lights gleamed +from her eyes, a thousand measures of mother-love stormed at her +heart. She stepped close, very close to him and laid her small +brown hand on his, then drawing him nearer to her said: "Yes you +_do_ want to touch her; you not speak truth when you say 'no.' You +_do_ want to touch her!" With a rapid movement she flung back the +blankets, then slipping her bare arm about him she bent his form +until he was looking straight into the child's face--a face the +living miniature of his own! His eyes, his hair, his small kindly +mouth, his fair, perfect skin. He staggered erect. + +"Catharine! what does it mean? What does it mean?" he cried +hoarsely. + +"_Your child_--" she half questioned, half affirmed. + +"Mine? Mine?" he called, without human understanding in his voice. +"Oh, Catharine! Where did you get her?" + +"The shores of Kootenay Lake," she answered. + +"Was--was--she _alone_?" he cried. + +The woman looked away, slowly shaking her head, and her voice was +very gentle as she replied: "No, she alive a little, but _the +other_, whose arms 'round her, she not alive; my people, the +Kootenay Indians, and I--we--we bury that other." + +For a moment there was a speaking silence, the young Wingate, with +the blessed realization that half his world had been saved for him, +flung himself on his knees, and, with his arms locked about the +little girl, was calling: + +"Margie! Margie! Papa's little Margie girl! Do you remember papa? +Oh, Margie! Do you? Do you?" + +Something dawned in the child's eyes--something akin to a far-off +memory. For a moment she looked wonderingly at him, then put her +hand up to his forehead and gently pulled a lock of his fair hair +that always curled there--an old trick of hers. Then she looked +down at his vest pocket, slowly pulled out his watch and held it to +her ear. The next minute her arms slipped round his neck. + +"Papa," she said, "papa been away from Margie a long time." + +Young Wingate was sobbing. He had not noticed that the big, rough +foreman had gone out of the shack with tear-dimmed eyes, and had +quietly closed the door behind him. + + * * * * * + +It was evening before Wingate got all the story from Catharine, for +she was slow of speech, and found it hard to explain her feelings. +But Brown, who had returned alone to the camp in the morning, now +came back, packing an immense bundle of all the tinned delicacies +he could find, which, truth to tell, were few. He knew some words +in Kootenay, and led Catharine on to reveal the strange history +that sounded like some tale from fairyland. It appeared that the +reason Catharine did not attempt to go to the camp that morning was +that Margie was not well, so she would not leave her, but in her +heart of hearts she knew young Wingate would come searching to her +lodge. She loved the child as only an Indian woman can love an +adopted child. She longed for him to come when she found Margie +was ill, yet dreaded that coming from the depths of her soul. She +dreaded the hour he would see the child and take it away. For the +moment she looked upon his face, the night he rode over to engage +her to cook, months ago, she had known he was Margie's father. The +little thing was the perfect mirror of him, and Catharine's strange +wild heart rejoiced to find him, yet hid the child from him for +very fear of losing it out of her own life. + +After finding it almost dead in its dead mother's arms on the +shore, the Indians had given it to Catharine for the reason that +she could speak some English. They were only a passing band of +Kootenays, and as they journeyed on and on, week in and week out, +they finally came to Crow's Nest Mountain. Here the child fell ill, +so they built Catharine a log shack, and left her with plenty of +food, sufficient to last until the railway gang had worked that +far up the Pass, when more food would be available. When she had +finished the strange history, Wingate looked at her long and +lovingly. + +"Catharine," he said, "you were almost going to fight me once +to-day. You stood between the couch and me like a panther. What +changed you so that you led me to my baby girl yourself?" + +"I make one last fight to keep her," she said, haltingly. "She mine +so long, I want her; I want her till I die. Then I think many +times I see your face at camp. It look like sky when sun does not +shine--all cloud, no smile, no laugh. I know you think of your baby +then. Then I watch you many times. Then after while my heart is +sick for you, like you are my own boy, like I am your own mother. I +hate see no sun in your face. I think I not good mother to you; if +I was good mother I would give you your child; make the sun come in +your face. To-day I make last fight to keep the child. She's mine so +long, I want her till I die. Then somet'ing in my heart say, 'He's +like son to you, as if he your own boy; make him glad--happy. Oh, +ver' glad! Be like his own mother. Find him his baby.'" + +"Bless the mother heart of her!" growled the big foreman, frowning +to keep his face from twitching. + +It was twilight when they mounted the horses one of the men had +brought up for them to ride home on, Wingate with his treasure-child +hugged tightly in his arms. Words were powerless to thank the woman +who had saved half his world for him. His voice choked when he +tried, but she understood, and her woman's heart was very, very +full. + +Just as they reached the rim of the canyon Wingate turned and +looked back. His arms tightened about little Margie as his eyes +rested on Catharine--as once before she was standing in the +doorway, alone; alone, and above and about her were the purple +shadows, the awful solitude of Crow's Nest Mountain. + +"Brown!" he called. "Hold on, Brown! I can't do it! I can't leave +her like that!" + +He wheeled his horse about and, plunging back through the snow, +rode again to her door. Her eyes radiated as she looked at him. +Years had been wiped from his face since the morning. He was a +laughing boy once more. + +"You are right," he said, "I cannot keep my little girl in that +rough camp. You said it was no place for a girl child. You are +right. I will send her into Calgary until my survey is over. +Catharine, will you go with her, take care of her, nurse her, +guard her for me? You said I was as your own son; will you be that +good mother to me that you want to be? Will you do this for your +white boy?" + +He had never seen her smile before. A moment ago her heart had been +breaking, but now she knew with a great gladness that she was not +only going to keep and care for Margie, but that this laughing boy +would be as a son to her for all time. No wonder Catharine of the +Crow's Nest smiled! + + + +A Red Girl's Reasoning + + +"Be pretty good to her, Charlie, my boy, or she'll balk sure as +shooting." + +That was what old Jimmy Robinson said to his brand new son-in-law, +while they waited for the bride to reappear. + +"Oh! you bet, there's no danger of much else. I'll be good to her, +help me Heaven," replied Charlie McDonald, brightly. + +"Yes, of course you will," answered the old man, "but don't you +forget, there's a good big bit of her mother in her, and," closing +his left eye significantly, "you don't understand these Indians as +I do." + +"But I'm just as fond of them, Mr. Robinson," Charlie said +assertively, "and I get on with them too, now, don't I?" + +"Yes, pretty well for a town boy; but when you have lived forty +years among these people, as I have done; when you have had your +wife as long as I have had mine--for there's no getting over it, +Christine's disposition is as native as her mother's, every bit--and +perhaps when you've owned for eighteen years a daughter as dutiful, +as loving, as fearless, and, alas! as obstinate as that little piece +you are stealing away from me to-day--I tell you, youngster, you'll +know more than you know now. It is kindness for kindness, bullet for +bullet, blood for blood. Remember, what you are, she will be," and +the old Hudson Bay trader scrutinized Charlie McDonald's face like +a detective. + +It was a happy, fair face, good to look at, with a certain ripple of +dimples somewhere about the mouth, and eyes that laughed out the +very sunniness of their owner's soul. There was not a severe nor yet +a weak line anywhere. He was a well-meaning young fellow, happily +dispositioned, and a great favorite with the tribe at Robinson's +Post, whither he had gone in the service of the Department of +Agriculture, to assist the local agent through the tedium of a long +census-taking. + +As a boy he had had the Indian relic-hunting craze, as a youth +he had studied Indian archaeology and folk-lore, as a man he +consummated his predilections for Indianology, by loving, winning +and marrying the quiet little daughter of the English trader, who +himself had married a native woman twenty years ago. The country was +all backwoods, and the Post miles and miles from even the semblance +of civilization, and the lonely young Englishman's heart had gone +out to the girl who, apart from speaking a very few words of +English, was utterly uncivilized and uncultured, but had withal +that marvellously innate refinement so universally possessed by the +higher tribes of North American Indians. + +Like all her race, observant, intuitive, having a horror of +ridicule, consequently quick at acquirement and teachable in +mental and social habits, she had developed from absolute pagan +indifference into a sweet, elderly Christian woman, whose broken +English, quiet manner, and still handsome copper-colored face, were +the joy of old Robinson's declining years. + +He had given their daughter Christine all the advantages of his own +learning--which, if truthfully told, was not universal; but the girl +had a fair common education, and the native adaptability to +progress. + +She belonged to neither and still to both types of the cultured +Indian. The solemn, silent, almost heavy manner of the one so +commingled with the gesticulating Frenchiness and vivacity of the +other, that one unfamiliar with native Canadian life would find it +difficult to determine her nationality. + +She looked very pretty to Charles McDonald's loving eyes, as she +reappeared in the doorway, holding her mother's hand and saying some +happy words of farewell. Personally she looked much the same as her +sisters, all Canada through, who are the offspring of red and white +parentage--olive-complexioned, gray-eyed, black-haired, with figure +slight and delicate, and the wistful, unfathomable expression in her +whole face that turns one so heart-sick as they glance at the young +Indians of to-day--it is the forerunner too frequently of "the white +man's disease," consumption--but McDonald was pathetically in love, +and thought her the most beautiful woman he had ever seen in his +life. + +There had not been much of a wedding ceremony. The priest had +cantered through the service in Latin, pronounced the benediction +in English, and congratulated the "happy couple" in Indian, as a +compliment to the assembled tribe in the little amateur structure +that did service at the post as a sanctuary. + +But the knot was tied as firmly and indissolubly as if all Charlie +McDonald's swell city friends had crushed themselves up against the +chancel to congratulate him, and in his heart he was deeply thankful +to escape the flower-pelting, white gloves, rice-throwing, and +ponderous stupidity of a breakfast, and indeed all the regulation +gimcracks of the usual marriage celebrations, and it was with a +hand trembling with absolute happiness that he assisted his little +Indian wife into the old muddy buckboard that, hitched to an +underbred-looking pony, was to convey them over the first stages of +their journey. Then came more adieus, some hand-clasping, old Jimmy +Robinson looking very serious just at the last, Mrs. Jimmy, stout, +stolid, betraying nothing of visible emotion, and then the pony, +rough-shod and shaggy, trudged on, while mutual hand-waves were +kept up until the old Hudson Bay Post dropped out of sight, and +the buckboard with its lightsome load of hearts deliriously happy, +jogged on over the uneven trail. + + * * * * * + +She was "all the rage" that winter at the provincial capital. The +men called her a "deuced fine little woman." The ladies said she +was "just the sweetest wildflower." Whereas she was really but an +ordinary, pale, dark girl who spoke slowly and with a strong accent, +who danced fairly well, sang acceptably, and never stirred outside +the door without her husband. + +Charlie was proud of her; he was proud that she had "taken" so well +among his friend, proud that she bore herself so complacently in +the drawing-rooms of the wives of pompous Government officials, but +doubly proud of her almost abject devotion to him. If ever human +being was worshipped that being was Charlie McDonald; it could +scarcely have been otherwise, for the almost godlike strength of his +passion for that little wife of his would have mastered and melted +a far more invincible citadel than an already affectionate woman's +heart. + +Favorites socially, McDonald and his wife went everywhere. In +fashionable circles she was "new"--a potent charm to acquire +popularity, and the little velvet-clad figure was always the centre +of interest among all the women in the room. She always dressed in +velvet. No woman in Canada, has she but the faintest dash of native +blood in her veins, but loves velvets and silks. As beef to the +Englishman, wine to the Frenchman, fads to the Yankee, so are velvet +and silk to the Indian girl, be she wild as prairie grass, be she on +the borders of civilization, or, having stepped within its boundary, +mounted the steps of culture even under its superficial heights. + +"Such a dolling little appil blossom," said the wife of a local +M.P., who brushed up her etiquette and English once a year at +Ottawa. "Does she always laugh so sweetly, and gobble you up with +those great big gray eyes of her, when you are togetheah at home, +Mr. McDonald? If so, I should think youah pooah brothah would feel +himself terrible _de trop_." + +He laughed lightly. "Yes, Mrs. Stuart, there are not two of +Christie; she is the same at home and abroad, and as for Joe, he +doesn't mind us a bit; he's no end fond of her." + +"I'm very glad he is. I always fancied he did not care for her, +d'you know." + +If ever a blunt woman existed it was Mrs. Stuart. She really meant +nothing, but her remark bothered Charlie. He was fond of his +brother, and jealous for Christie's popularity. So that night when +he and Joe were having a pipe, he said: + +"I've never asked you yet what you thought of her, Joe." A brief +pause, then Joe spoke. "I'm glad she loves you." + +"Why?" + +"Because that girl has but two possibilities regarding +humanity--love or hate." + +"Humph! Does she love or hate _you_?" + +"Ask her." + +"You talk bosh. If she hated you, you'd get out. If she loved you +I'd _make_ you get out." + +Joe McDonald whistled a little, then laughed. + +"Now that we are on the subject, I might as well ask--honestly, old +man, wouldn't you and Christie prefer keeping house alone to having +me always around?" + +"Nonsense, sheer nonsense. Why, thunder, man, Christie's no end fond +of you, and as for me--you surely don't want assurances from me?" + +"No, but I often think a young couple--" + +"Young couple be blowed! After a while when they want you and your +old surveying chains, and spindle-legged tripod telescope kickshaws, +farther west, I venture to say the little woman will cry her eyes +out--won't you, Christie?" This last in a higher tone, as through +clouds of tobacco smoke he caught sight of his wife passing the +doorway. + +She entered. "Oh, no, I would not cry; I never do cry, but I would +be heart-sore to lose you Joe, and apart from that"--a little +wickedly--"you may come in handy for an exchange some day, as +Charlie does always say when he hoards up duplicate relics." + +"Are Charlie and I duplicates?" + +"Well--not exactly"--her head a little to one side, and eyeing +them both merrily, while she slipped softly on to the arm of +her husband's chair--"but, in the event of Charlie's failing +me"--everyone laughed then. The "some day" that she spoke of was +nearer than they thought. It came about in this wise. + +There was a dance at the Lieutenant-Governor's, and the world and +his wife were there. The nobs were in great feather that night, +particularly the women, who flaunted about in new gowns and much +splendor. Christie McDonald had a new gown also, but wore it with +the utmost unconcern, and if she heard any of the flattering remarks +made about her she at least appeared to disregard them. + +"I never dreamed you could wear blue so splendidly," said Captain +Logan, as they sat out a dance together. + +"Indeed she can, though," interposed Mrs. Stuart, halting in one of +her gracious sweeps down the room with her husband's private +secretary. + +"Don't shout so, captain. I can hear every sentence you uttah--of +course Mrs. McDonald can wear blue--she has a morning gown of cadet +blue that she is a picture in." + +"You are both very kind," said Christie. "I like blue; it is the +color of all the Hudson's Bay posts, and the factor's residence is +always decorated in blue." + +"Is it really? How interesting--do tell us some more of your old +home, Mrs. McDonald; you so seldom speak of your life at the post, +and we fellows so often wish to hear of it all," said Logan eagerly. + +"Why do you not ask me of it, then?" + +"Well--er, I'm sure I don't know; I'm fully interested in the +Ind--in your people--your mother's people, I mean, but it always +seems so personal, I suppose; and--a--a--" + +"Perhaps you are, like all other white people, afraid to mention my +nationality to me." + +The captain winced and Mrs. Stuart laughed uneasily. Joe McDonald +was not far off, and he was listening, and chuckling, and saying to +himself, "That's you, Christie, lay 'em out; it won't hurt 'em to +know how they appear once in a while." + +"Well, Captain Logan," she was saying, "what is it you would like to +hear--of my people, or my parents, or myself?" + +"All, all, my dear," cried Mrs. Stuart clamorously. "I'll speak for +him--tell us of yourself and your mother--your father is delightful, +I am sure--but then he is only an ordinary Englishman, not half as +interesting as a foreigner, or--or, perhaps I should say, a native." + +Christie laughed. "Yes," she said, "my father often teases my mother +now about how _very_ native she was when he married her; then, how +could she have been otherwise? She did not know a word of English, +and there was not another English-speaking person besides my father +and his two companions within sixty miles." + +"Two companions, eh? one a Catholic priest and the other a wine +merchant, I suppose, and with your father in the Hudson Bay, they +were good representatives of the pioneers in the New World," +remarked Logan, waggishly. + +"Oh, no, they were all Hudson Bay men. There were no rumsellers and +no missionaries in that part of the country then." + +Mrs. Stuart looked puzzled. "No _missionaries_?" she repeated with +an odd intonation. + +Christie's insight was quick. There was a peculiar expression of +interrogation in the eyes of her listeners, and the girl's blood +leapt angrily up into her temples as she said hurriedly, "I know +what you mean; I know what you are thinking. You were wondering how +my parents were married--" + +"Well--er, my dear, it seems peculiar--if there was no priest, and +no magistrate, why--a--" Mrs. Stuart paused awkwardly. + +"The marriage was performed by Indian rites," said Christie. + +"Oh, do tell me about it; is the ceremony very interesting and +quaint--are your chieftains anything like Buddhist priests?" It was +Logan who spoke. + +"Why, no," said the girl in amazement at that gentleman's ignorance. +"There is no ceremony at all, save a feast. The two people just +agree to live only with and for each other, and the man takes his +wife to his home, just as you do. There is no ritual to bind them; +they need none; an Indian's word was his law in those days, you +know." + +Mrs. Stuart stepped backwards. "Ah!" was all she said. Logan removed +his eye-glass and stared blankly at Christie. "And did McDonald +marry you in this singular fashion?" He questioned. + +"Oh, no, we were married by Father O'Leary. Why do you ask?" + +"Because if he had, I'd have blown his brain out to-morrow." + +Mrs. Stuart's partner, who had hitherto been silent, coughed and +began to twirl his cuff stud nervously, but nobody took any notice +of him. Christie had risen, slowly, ominously--risen, with the +dignity and pride of an empress. + +"Captain Logan," she said, "what do you dare to say to me? What do +you dare to mean? Do you presume to think it would not have been +lawful for Charlie to marry me according to my people's rites? Do +you for one instant dare to question that my parents were not as +legally--" + +"Don't, dear, don't," interrupted Mrs. Stuart hurriedly; "it is bad +enough now, goodness knows; don't make--" Then she broke off blindly. +Christie's eyes glared at the mumbling woman, at her uneasy partner, +at the horrified captain. Then they rested on the McDonald brothers, +who stood within earshot, Joe's face scarlet, her husband's white as +ashes, with something in his eyes she had never seen before. It was +Joe who saved the situation. Stepping quickly across towards his +sister-in-law, he offered her his arm, saying, "The next dance is +ours, I think, Christie." + +Then Logan pulled himself together, and attempted to carry Mrs. +Stuart off for the waltz, but for once in her life that lady had +lost her head. "It is shocking!" she said, "outrageously shocking! +I wonder if they told Mr. McDonald before he married her!" Then +looking hurriedly round, she too saw the young husband's face--and +knew that they had not. + +"Humph! deuced nice kettle of fish--and poor old Charlie has always +thought so much of honorable birth." + +Logan thought he spoke in an undertone, but "poor old Charlie" heard +him. He followed his wife and brother across the room. "Joe," he +said, "will you see that a trap is called?" Then to Christie, "Joe +will see that you get home all right." He wheeled on his heel then +and left the ball-room. + +Joe _did_ see. + +He tucked a poor, shivering, pallid little woman into a cab, and +wound her bare throat up in the scarlet velvet cloak that was +hanging uselessly over her arm. She crouched down beside him, +saying, "I am so cold, Joe; I am so cold," but she did not seem to +know enough to wrap herself up. Joe felt all through this long drive +that nothing this side of Heaven would be so good as to die, and he +was glad when the little voice at his elbow said, "What is he so +angry at, Joe?" + +"I don't know exactly, dear," he said gently, "but I think it was +what you said about this Indian marriage." + +"But why should I not have said it? Is there anything wrong about +it?" she asked pitifully. + +"Nothing, that I can see--there was no other way; but Charlie is +very angry, and you must be brave and forgiving with him, Christie, +dear." + +"But I did never see him like that before, did you?" + +"Once." + +"When?" + +"Oh, at college, one day, a boy tore his prayer book in half, and +threw it into the grate, just to be mean, you know. Our mother had +given it to him at his confirmation." + +"And did he look so?" + +"About, but it all blew over in a day--Charlie's tempers are short +and brisk. Just don't take any notice of him; run off to bed, and +he'll have forgotten it by the morning." + +They reached home at last. Christie said goodnight quietly, going +directly to her room. Joe went to his room also, filled a pipe and +smoked for an hour. Across the passage he could hear her slippered +feet pacing up and down, up and down the length of her apartment. +There was something panther-like in those restless footfalls, a +meaning velvetyness that made him shiver, and again he wished he +were dead--or elsewhere. + +After a time the hall door opened, and someone came upstairs, along +the passage, and to the little woman's room. As he entered, she +turned and faced him. + +"Christie," he said harshly, "do you know what you have done?" + +"Yes," taking a step nearer him, her whole soul springing up into +her eyes, "I have angered you, Charlie, and--" + +"Angered me? You have disgraced me; and, moreover, you have +disgraced yourself and both your parents." + +"_Disgraced_?" + +"Yes, _disgraced_; you have literally declared to the whole city +that your father and mother were never married, and that you are the +child of--what shall we call it--love? certainly not legality." + +Across the hallway sat Joe McDonald, his blood freezing; but it +leapt into every vein like fire at the awful anguish in the little +voice that cried simply, "Oh! Charlie!" + +"How could you do it, how could you do it, Christie, without shame +either for yourself or for me, let alone your parents?" + +The voice was like an angry demon's--not a trace was there in it of +the yellow-haired, blue-eyed, laughing-lipped boy who had driven +away so gaily to the dance five hours before. + +"Shame? Why should I be ashamed of the rites of my people any more +than you should be ashamed of the customs of yours--of a marriage +more sacred and holy than half of your white man's mockeries." + +It was the voice of another nature in the girl--the love and the +pleading were dead in it. + +"Do you mean to tell me, Charlie--you who have studied my race and +their laws for years--do you mean to tell me that, because there was +no priest and no magistrate, my mother was not married? Do you mean +to say that all my forefathers, for hundreds of years back, have been +illegally born? If so, you blacken my ancestry beyond--beyond--beyond +all reason." + +"No, Christie, I would not be so brutal as that; but your father +and mother live in more civilized times. Father O'Leary has been at +the post for nearly twenty years. Why was not your father straight +enough to have the ceremony performed when he _did_ get the chance?" + +The girl turned upon him with the face of a fury. "Do you suppose," +she almost hissed, "that my mother would be married according to +your _white_ rites after she had been five years a wife, and I had +been born in the meantime? No, a thousand times I say, _no_. When +the priest came with his notions of Christianizing, and talked +to them of re-marriage by the Church, my mother arose and said, +'Never--never--I have never had but this one husband; he has had +none but me for wife, and to have you re-marry us would be to say as +much to the whole world as that we had never been married before. +[Fact.] You go away; _I_ do not ask that _your_ people be re-married; +talk not so to me. I _am_ married, and you or the Church cannot do +or undo it.'" + +"Your father was a fool not to insist upon the law, and so was the +priest." + +"Law? _My_ people have _no_ priest, and my nation cringes not to +law. Our priest is purity, and our law is honor. Priest? Was there a +_priest_ at the most holy marriage know to humanity--that stainless +marriage whose offspring is the God you white men told my pagan +mother of?" + +"Christie--you are _worse_ than blasphemous; such a profane remark +shows how little you understand the sanctity of the Christian +faith--" + +"I know what I _do_ understand; it is that you are hating me because +I told some of the beautiful customs of my people to Mrs. Stuart and +those men." + +"Pooh! who cares for them? It is not them; the trouble is they won't +keep their mouths shut. Logan's a cad and will toss the whole tale +about at the club to-morrow night; and as for the Stuart woman, I'd +like to know how I'm going to take you to Ottawa for presentation +and the opening, while she is blabbing the whole miserable scandal +in every drawing-room, and I'll be pointed out as a romantic fool, +and you--as worse; I _can't_ understand why your father didn't tell +me before we were married; I at least might have warned you never to +mention it." Something of recklessness rang up through his voice, +just as the panther-likeness crept up from her footsteps and couched +herself in hers. She spoke in tones quiet, soft, deadly. + +"Before we were married! Oh! Charlie, would it have--made--any-- +difference?" + +"God knows," he said, throwing himself into a chair, his blonde hair +rumpled and wet. It was the only boyish thing about him now. + +She walked towards him, then halted in the centre of the room. +"Charlie McDonald," she said, and it was as if a stone had spoken, +"look up." He raised his head, startled by her tone. There was a +threat in her eyes that, had his rage been less courageous, his +pride less bitterly wounded, would have cowed him. + +"There was no such time as that before our marriage, for we _are not +married now_. Stop," she said, outstretching her palms against him +as he sprang to his feet, "I tell you we are not married. Why should +I recognize the rites of your nation when you do not acknowledge the +rites of mine? According to your own words, my parents should have +gone through your church ceremony as well as through an Indian +contract; according to _my_ words, _we_ should go through an Indian +contract as well as through a church marriage. If their union is +illegal, so is ours. If you think my father is living in dishonor +with my mother, my people will think I am living in dishonor with +you. How do I know when another nation will come and conquer you as +you white men conquered us? And they will have another marriage rite +to perform, and they will tell us another truth, that you are not my +husband, that you are but disgracing and dishonoring me, that you +are keeping me here, not as your wife, but as your--your--_squaw_." + +The terrible word had never passed her lips before, and the blood +stained her face to her very temples. She snatched off her wedding +ring and tossed it across the room, saying scornfully, "That thing +is as empty to me as the Indian rites to you." + +He caught her by the wrists; his small white teeth were locked +tightly, his blue eyes blazed into hers. + +"Christine, do you dare doubt my honor towards you? _you_, whom I +should have died for; do you _dare_ to think I have kept you here, +not as my wife, but--" + +"Oh, God! You are hurting me; you are breaking my arm," she gasped. + +The door was flung open, and Joe McDonald's sinewy hands clinched +like vices on his brother's shoulders. + +"Charlie, you're mad, mad as the devil. Let go of her this minute." + +The girl staggered backwards as the iron fingers loosed her wrists. +"Oh! Joe," she cried, "I am not his wife, and he says I am +born--nameless." + +"Here," said Joe, shoving his brother towards the door. "Go +downstairs till you can collect your senses. If ever a being acted +like an infernal fool, you're the man." + +The young husband looked from one to the other, dazed by his wife's +insult, abandoned to a fit of ridiculously childish temper. Blind +as he was with passion, he remembered long afterwards seeing +them standing there, his brother's face darkened with a scowl +of anger--his wife, clad in the mockery of her ball dress, her +scarlet velvet cloak half covering her bare brown neck and arms, +her eyes like flames of fire, her face like a piece of sculptured +graystone. + +Without a word he flung himself furiously from the room, and +immediately afterwards they heard the heavy hall door bang behind +him. + +"Can I do anything for you, Christie?" asked her brother-in-law +calmly. + +"No, thank you--unless--I think I would like a drink of water, +please." + +He brought her up a goblet filled with wine; her hand did not even +tremble as she took it. As for Joe, a demon arose in his soul as he +noticed she kept her wrists covered. + +"Do you think he will come back?" she said. + +"Oh, yes, of course; he'll be all right in the morning. Now go to +bed like a good little girl, and--and, I say, Christie, you can call +me if you want anything; I'll be right here, you know." + +"Thank you, Joe; you are kind--and good." + +He returned then to his apartment. His pipe was out, but he picked +up a newspaper instead, threw himself into an armchair, and in a +half-hour was in the land of dreams. + +When Charlie came home in the morning, after a six-mile walk into +the country and back again, his foolish anger was dead and buried. +Logan's "Poor old Charlie" did not ring so distinctly in his ears. +Mrs. Stuart's horrified expression had faded considerably from his +recollection. He thought only of that surprisingly tall, dark girl, +whose eyes looked like coals, whose voice pierced him like a +flint-tipped arrow. Ah, well, they would never quarrel again like +that, he told himself. She loved him so, and would forgive him after +he had talked quietly to her, and told her what an ass he was. She +was simple-minded and awfully ignorant to pitch those old Indian +laws at him in her fury, but he could not blame her; oh, no, he +could not for one moment blame her. He had been terribly severe and +unreasonable, and the horrid McDonald temper had got the better of +him; and he loved her so. Oh! He loved her so! She would surely feel +that, and forgive him, and-- He went straight to his wife's room. +The blue velvet evening dress lay on the chair into which he had +thrown himself when he doomed his life's happiness by those two +words, "God knows." A bunch of dead daffodils and her slippers were +on the floor, everything--but Christie. + +He went to his brother's bedroom door. + +"Joe," he called, rapping nervously thereon; "Joe, wake up; where's +Christie, d'you know?" + +"Good Lord, no," gasped that youth, springing out of his armchair +and opening the door. As he did so a note fell from off the handle. +Charlie's face blanched to his very hair while Joe read aloud, his +voice weakening at every word:-- + +"DEAR OLD JOE,--I went into your room at daylight to get that +picture of the Post on your bookshelves. I hope you do not mind, but +I kissed your hair while your slept; it was so curly, and yellow, +and soft, just like his. Good-bye, Joe. + +"CHRISTIE." + +And when Joe looked into his brother's face and saw the anguish +settle in those laughing blue eyes, the despair that drove the +dimples away from that almost girlish mouth; when he realized that +this boy was but four-and-twenty years old, and that all his future +was perhaps darkened and shadowed for ever, a great, deep sorrow +arose in his heart, and he forgot all things, all but the agony that +rang up through the voice of the fair, handsome lad as he staggered +forward, crying, "Oh! Joe--what shall I do--what shall I do!" + + * * * * * + +It was months and months before he found her, but during all that +time he had never known a hopeless moment; discouraged he often +was, but despondent, never. The sunniness of his ever-boyish heart +radiated with warmth that would have flooded a much deeper gloom +than that which settled within his eager young life. Suffer? ah! yes, +he suffered, not with locked teeth and stony stoicism, not with the +masterful self-command, the reserve, the conquered bitterness of the +still-water sort of nature, that is supposed to run to such depths. +He tried to be bright, and his sweet old boyish self. He would laugh +sometimes in a pitiful, pathetic fashion. He took to petting dogs, +looking into their large, solemn eyes with his wistful, questioning +blue ones; he would kiss them, as women sometimes do, and call them +"dear old fellow," in tones that had tears; and once in the course +of his travels while at a little way-station, he discovered a huge +St. Bernard imprisoned by some mischance in an empty freight car; +the animal was nearly dead from starvation, and it seemed to salve +his own sick heart to rescue back the dog's life. Nobody claimed the +big starving creature, the train hands knew nothing of its owner, +and gladly handed it over to its deliverer. "Hudson," he called +it, and afterwards when Joe McDonald would relate the story of his +brother's life he invariably terminated it with, "And I really +believe that big lumbering brute saved him." From what, he was never +to say. + +But all things end, and he heard of her at last. She had never +returned to the Post, as he at first thought she would, but had gone +to the little town of B----, in Ontario, where she was making her +living at embroidery and plain sewing. + +The September sun had set redly when at last he reached the +outskirts of the town, opened up the wicket gate, and walked up the +weedy, unkept path leading to the cottage where she lodged. + +Even through the twilight, he could see her there, leaning on the +rail of the verandah--oddly enough she had about her shoulders the +scarlet velvet cloak she wore when he had flung himself so madly +from the room that night. + +The moment the lad saw her his heart swelled with a sudden heat, +burning moisture leapt into his eyes, and clogged his long, boyish +lashes. He bounded up the steps--"Christie," he said, and the word +scorched his lips like audible flame. + +She turned to him, and for a second stood magnetized by his +passionately wistful face; her peculiar grayish eyes seemed to +drink the very life of his unquenchable love, though the tears that +suddenly sprang into his seemed to absorb every pulse in his body +through those hungry, pleading eyes of his that had, oh! so often +been blinded by her kisses when once her whole world lay in their +blue depths. + +"You will come back to me, Christie, my wife? My wife, you will let +me love you again?" + +She gave a singular little gasp, and shook her head. "Don't, oh! +don't," he cried piteously. "You will come to me, dear? it is all +such a bitter mistake--I did not understand. Oh! Christie, I did not +understand, and you'll forgive me, and love me again, won't +you--won't you?" + +"No," said the girl with quick, indrawn breath. + +He dashed the back of his hand across his wet eyelids. His lips were +growing numb, and he bungled over the monosyllable "Why?" + +"I do not like you," she answered quietly. + +"God! Oh! God, what is there left?" + +She did not appear to hear the heart-break in his voice; she stood +like one wrapped in sombre thought; no blaze, no tear, nothing in +her eyes; no hardness, no tenderness about her mouth. The wind was +blowing her cloak aside, and the only visible human life in her +whole body was once when he spoke the muscles of her brown arm +seemed to contract. + +"But, darling, you are mine--_mine_--we are husband and wife! Oh, +heaven, you _must_ love me, and you _must_ come to me again." + +"You cannot _make_ me come," said the icy voice, "neither church, +nor law, nor even"--and the vice softened--"nor even love can make +a slave of a red girl." + +"Heaven forbid it," he faltered. "No, Christie, I will never claim +you without your love. What reunion would that be? But oh, Christie, +you are lying to me, you are lying to yourself, you are lying to +heaven." + +She did not move. If only he could touch her he felt as sure of her +yielding as he felt sure there was a hereafter. The memory of the +times when he had but to lay his hand on her hair to call a most +passionate response from her filled his heart with a torture that +choked all words before they reached his lips; at the thought of +those days he forgot she was unapproachable, forgot how forbidding +were her eyes, how stony her lips. Flinging himself forward, his +knee on the chair at her side, his face pressed hardly in the folds +of the cloak on her shoulder, he clasped his arms about her with a +boyish petulance, saying, "Christie, Christie, my little girl wife, +I love you, I love you, and you are killing me." + +She quivered from head to foot as his fair, wavy hair brushed her +neck, his despairing face sank lower until his cheek, hot as fire, +rested on the cool, olive flesh of her arm. A warm moisture oozed up +through her skin, and as he felt its glow he looked up. Her teeth, +white and cold, were locked over her under lip, and her eyes were +as gray stones. + +Not murderers alone know the agony of a death sentence. + +"Is it all useless? all useless, dear?" he said, with lips starving +for hers. + +"All useless," she repeated. "I have no love for you now. You +forfeited me and my heart months ago, when you said _those two +words_." + +His arms fell away from her wearily, he arose mechanically, he +placed his little gray checked cap on the back of his yellow curls, +the old-time laughter was dead in the blue eyes that now looked +scared and haunted, the boyishness and the dimples crept away for +ever from the lips that quivered like a child's; he turned from her, +but she had looked once into his face as the Law Giver must have +looked at the land of Canaan outspread at his feet. She watched +him go down the long path and through the picket gate, she watched +the big yellowish dog that had waited for him lumber up on to its +feet--stretch--then follow him. She was conscious of but two things, +the vengeful lie in her soul, and a little space on her arm that his +wet lashes had brushed. + + * * * * * + +It was hours afterwards when he reached his room. He had said +nothing, done nothing--what use were words or deeds? Old Jimmy +Robinson was right; she had "balked" sure enough. + +What a bare, hotelish room it was! He tossed off his coat and sat +for ten minutes looking blankly at the sputtering gas jet. Then +his whole life, desolate as a desert, loomed up before him with +appalling distinctness. Throwing himself on the floor beside +his bed, with clasped hands and arms outstretched on the white +counterpane, he sobbed. "Oh! God, dear God, I thought you loved me; +I thought you'd let me have her again, but you must be tired of me, +tired of loving me too. I've nothing left now, nothing! it doesn't +seem that I even have you to-night." + +He lifted his face then, for his dog, big and clumsy and yellow, +was licking at his sleeve. + + + +The Envoy Extraordinary + + +There had been a great deal of trouble in the Norris family, and +for weeks old Bill Norris had gone about scowling as blackly as a +thunder-cloud, speaking to no one but his wife and daughter, and +oftentimes muttering inaudible things that, however, had the tone +of invective; and accompanied, as these mutterings were, with a +menacing shake of his burley head, old Bill finally grew to be an +acquaintance few desired. + +Mrs. Norris showed equal, though not similar, signs of mental +disturbance; for, womanlike, she clothed her worry in placidity and +silence. Her kindly face became drawn and lined; she laughed less +frequently. She never went "neighboring" or "buggy-riding" with +old Bill now. But the trim farmhouse was just as spotless, just as +beautifully kept, the cooking just as wholesome and homelike, the +linen as white, the garden as green, the chickens as fat, the geese +as noisy, as in the days when her eyes were less grave and her lips +unknown to sighs. And what was it all about but the simple matter +of a marriage--Sam's marriage? Sam, the big, genial, curly-headed +only son of the house of Norris, who saw fit to take unto himself as +a life partner tiny, delicate, college-bred Della Kennedy, who +taught school over on the Sixth Concession, and knew more about +making muslin shirtwaists than cooking for the threshers, could +quote from all the mental and moral philosophers, could wrestle with +French and Latin verbs, and had memorized half the things Tennyson +and Emerson had ever written, but could not milk a cow or churn up +a week's supply of butter if the executioner stood ready with his +axe to chop off her pretty yellow mop of a head in case she failed. +How old Billy stormed when Sam started "keeping company" with her! + +"Nice young goslin' fer you to be a-goin' with!" he scowled when +Sam would betake himself towards the red gate every evening after +chores were done. "Nice gal fer you to bring home to help yer +mother; all she'll do is to play May Queen and have the hull lot of +us a-trottin' to wait on her. You'll marry a farmer's gal, _I_ say, +one that's brung up like yerself and yer mother and me, or I tell +yer yer shan't have one consarned acre of this place. I'll leave +the hull farm to yer sister Jane's man. _She_ married somethin' +like--decent, stiddy, hard-working man is Sid Simpson, and _he'll_ +git what land I have to leave." + +"I quite know that, dad," Sam blazed forth, irritably; "so does he. +That's what he married Janie for--the whole township knows that. +He's never given her a kind word, or a holiday, or a new dress, +since they were married--eight years. She slaves and toils, and he +rich as any man need be; owns three farms already, money in the +bank, cattle, horses--everything. But look at Janie; she looks as +old as mother. I pity _his_ son, if he ever has one. Thank heaven, +Janie has no children!" + +"Come, come, father--Sam!" a patient voice would interrupt, and +Mrs. Norris would appear at the door, vainly endeavoring to make +peace. "I'll own up to both of you I'd sooner have a farmer's +daughter for mine-in-law than Della Kennedy. But, father, he ain't +married yet, and--" + +"Ain't married, eh?" blurted in old Bill. "But he's a-goin' to +marry her. But I'll tell you both right here, she'll never set foot +in my house, ner I in her'n. Sam ken keep her, but what on, I don't +know. He gits right out of this here farm the day he marries her, +and he don't come back, not while I'm a-livin'." + +It was all this that made old Billy Norris morose, and Mrs. Norris +silent and patient and laughless, for Sam married the despised +"gosling" right at harvest time, when hands were so scarce that +farmers wrangled and fought, day in and day out, to get one single +man to go into the field. + +This was Sam's golden opportunity. His father's fields stood yellow +with ripening grain to be cut on the morrow, but he deliberately +hired himself out to a neighbor, where he would get good wages +to start a little home with; for, farmer-like, old Billy Norris +never paid his son wages. Sam was supposed to work for nothing but +his clothes and board as reward, and a possible slice of the farm +when the old man died, while a good harvest hand gets board and +high wages, to boot. This then was the hour to strike, and the +morning the grain stood ready for the reaper Sam paused at the +outside kitchen door at sunrise. + +"Mother," he said, "I've got to have her. I'm going to marry her +to-day, and to-morrow start working for Mr. Willson, who will pay me +enough to keep a wife. I'm sorry, mother, but--well, I've got to +have her. Some day you'll know her, and you'll love her, I know you +will; and if there's ever any children--" + +But Mrs. Norris had clutched him by the arm. "Sammy," she +whispered, "your father will be raging mad at your going, and +harvest hands so scarce. I _know_ he'll never let me go near you, +never. But if there's ever any children, Sammy, you just come for +your mother, and I'll go to you and her _without_ his letting." + +Then with one of the all too few kisses that are ever given or +received in a farmhouse life, she let him go. The storm burst at +breakfast time when Sam did not appear, and the poor mother tried +to explain his absence, as only a mother will. Old Billy waxed +suspicious, then jumped at facts. The marriage was bad enough, +but this being left in the lurch at the eleventh hour, his son's +valuable help transferred from the home farm to Mr. Willson's, with +whom he always quarreled in church, road, and political matters, was +too much. + +"But, father, you never paid him wages," ventured the mother. + +"Wages? Wages to one's own son, that one has raised and fed and +shod from the cradle? Wages, when he knowed he'd come in fer part +of the farm when I'd done with it? Who in consarnation ever gives +their son wages?" + +"But, father, you told him if he married her he was never to have +the farm--that you'd leave it to Sid, that he was to get right off +the day he married her." + +"An' Sid'll get it--bet yer life he will--fer I ain't got no son +no more. A sneakin' hulk that leaves me with my wheat standin' an' +goes over to help that Methodist of a Willson is no son of mine. +I ain't never had a son, and you ain't, neither; remember that, +Marthy--don't you ever let me ketch you goin' a-near them. We're +done with Sam an' his missus. You jes' make a note of that." And +old Billy flung out to his fields like a general whose forces had +fled. + +It was but a tiny, two-room shack, away up in the back lots, that +Sam was able to get for Della, but no wayfarer ever passed up the +side road but they heard her clear, young voice singing like a +thrush; no one ever met Sam but he ceased whistling only to greet +them. He proved invaluable to Mr. Willson, for after the harvest +was in and the threshing over, there was the root crop and the +apple crop, and eventually Mr. Willson hired him for the entire +year. Della, to the surprise of the neighborhood, kept on with her +school until Christmas. + +"She's teachin' instid of keepin' Sam's house, jes' to git money +fer finery, you bet!" sneered old Billy. But he never knew that +every copper for the extra term was put carefully away, and was +paid out for a whole year's rent in advance on a gray little +two-room house, and paid by a very proud little yellow-haired bride. +She had insisted upon this before her marriage, for she laughingly +said, "No wife ever gets her way afterwards." + +"I'm not good at butter-making, Sam," she said, "but I _can_ make +money teaching, and for this first year _I_ pay the rent." And she +did. + +And the sweet, brief year swung on through its seasons, until +one brown September morning the faint cry of a little human lamb +floated through the open window of the small gray house on the +back lots. Sam did not go to Willson's to work that day, but +stayed home, playing the part of a big, joyful, clumsy nurse, his +roughened hands gentle and loving, his big rugged heart bursting +with happiness. It was twilight, and the gray shadows were creeping +into the bare little room, touching with feathery fingers a tangled +mop of yellow curls that aureoled a pillowed head that was not now +filled with thoughts of Tennyson and Emerson and frilly muslin +shirtwaists. That pretty head held but two realities--Sammy, +whistling robin-like as he made tea in the kitchen, and the little +human lamb hugged up on her arm. + +But suddenly the whistling ceased, and Sammy's voice, thrilling +with joy, exclaimed: + +"Oh, mother!" + +"Mrs. Willson sent word to me. Your father's gone to the +village, and I ran away, Sammy boy," whispered Mrs. Norris, +eagerly. "I just ran away. Where's Della and--the baby?" + +"In here, mother, and--bless you for coming!" said the big fellow, +stepping softly towards the bedroom. But his mother was there +before him, her arms slipping tenderly about the two small beings +on the bed. + +"It wasn't my fault, daughter," she said, tremulously. + +"I know it," faintly smiled Della. "Just these last few hours I +know I'd stand by this baby boy of mine here until the Judgement +Day, and so I now know it must have nearly broken your heart not +to stand by Sammy." + +"Well, grandmother!" laughed Sam, "what do you think of the new +Norris?" + +"Grandmother?" gasped Mrs. Norris. "Why, Sammy, _am I a +grandmother_? Grandmother to this little sweetheart?" And the proud +old arms lifted the wee "new Norris" right up from its mother's +arms, and every tiny toe and finger was kissed and crooned over, +while Sam shyly winked at Della and managed to whisper, "You'll +see, girl, that dad will come around now; but he can just keep out +of _our house_. There are two of us that can be harsh. I'm not +going to come at _his_ first whistle." + +Della smiled to herself, but said nothing. Much wisdom had come to +her within the last year, with the last day--wisdom not acquired +within the covers of books, nor yet beneath college roofs, and one +truth she had mastered long ago--that + + "To help and to heal a sorrow + Love and silence are always best." + +But late that night, when Martha Norris returned home, another +storm broke above her hapless head. Old Billy sat on the kitchen +steps waiting for her, frowning, scowling, muttering. "Where have +you been?" he demanded, glaring at her, although some inner +instinct told him what her answer would be. + +"I've been to Sammy's," she said, in a peculiarly still voice, "and +I'm going again to-morrow." Then with shoulders more erect and eyes +calmer than they had been for many months, she continued: "And I'm +going again the next day, and the next. Billy, you and I've got a +grandson--a splendid, fair, strong boy, and--" + +"What!" snapped old Billy. "A grandson! I got a grandson, an' no +person told me afore? Not even that there sneak Sam, cuss him! He +always was too consarned mean to live. A grandson? I'm a-goin' over +termorrer, sure's I'm alive." + +"No use for you to go, Billy," said Mrs. Norris, with marvellous +diplomacy for such a simple, unworldly farmer's wife to suddenly +acquire. "Sammy wouldn't let you set foot on his place. He wouldn't +let you put an eye or a finger on that precious baby--not for the +whole earth." + +"What! Not _me_, the little chap's _grandfather_?" blurted old +Billy in a rage. "I'm a-goin' to see that baby, that's all there +is to it. I tell yer, I'm a-goin'." + +"No use, father; you'll only make things worse," sighed Sam's +mother, plaintively; but in her heart laughter gurgled like a +spring. To the gift of diplomacy Mrs. Norris was fast adding the +art of being an actress. "If you go there Sam'll set the dog on +you. I _know_ he will, from the way he was talking," she concluded. + +"Oh! got a _dog_, have they? Well, I bet they've got no _cow_," +sneered Billy. Then after a meaning pause: "I say Marthy, _have_ +they got a cow?" + +"No," replied Mrs. Norris, shortly. + +"_No cow_, an' a sick woman and a baby--_my_ grandchild--in the +house? Now ain't that jes' like that sneak Sam? They'll jes' kill +that baby atween them, they're that igner'nt. Hev they got enny +milk fer them two babbling kids, Della an' the baby--my +grandchild?" + +"No!" snapped Mrs. Norris, while through her mind echoed some +terrifying lines she had heard as a child: + + "All liars dwell with him in hell, + And many more who cursed and swore." + +"An' there's that young Shorthorn of ours, Marthy. Couldn't we +spare her?" he asked with a pathetic eagerness. "We've got eight +other cows to milk. Can't we spare her? If you think Sam'll set the +dog on _me_, I'll have her driv over in the mornin'. Jim'll take +her." + +"I don't think it's any use, Bill; but you can try it," remarked +Mrs. Norris, her soul singing within her like a celestial choir. + + * * * * * + +"Where are you driving that cow to?" yelled Sam from the kitchen +door, at sunrise the following morning. "Take her out of there! +You're driving her into my yard, right over my cabbages." + +But Jim, the Norris' hired man, only grinned, and proceeding with +his driving, yelled back: + +"Cow's yourn, Sam. Yer old man sent it--a present to yer missus and +the babby." + +"You take and drive that cow back again!" roared Sam. "And tell my +dad I won't have hide nor hair of her on my place." + +Back went the cow. + +"Didn't I tell you?" mourned Mrs. Norris. "Sam's that stubborn and +contrary. It's no use, Billy; he just doesn't care for his poor old +father nor mother any more." + +"By the jumping Jiminy Christmas! I'll _make_ him care!" thundered +old Billy. "I'm a-goin' ter see that grandchild of mine." Then +followed a long silence. + +"I say, Marthy, how are they fixed in the house?" he questioned, +after many moments of apparently brown study. + +"Pretty poor," answered Sam's mother, truthfully this time. + +"Got a decent stove, an' bed, an' the like?" he finally asked. + +"Stove seems to cook all right, but the bed looks just like straw +tick--not much good, I'd say," responded Mrs. Norris, drearily. + +"A straw tick!" fairly yelled old Billy. "A straw tick fer my +grandson ter sleep on? Jim, you fetch that there cow here, right +ter the side door." + +"What are you going to do?" asked Martha, anxiously. + +"I'll show yer!" blurted old Billy. And going to his own room, he +dragged off all the pretty patchwork quilts above his neatly-made +bed, grabbed up the voluminous feather-bed, staggered with it in +his arms down the hall, through the side door, and flung it on to +the back of the astonished cow. + +"Now you, Jim, drive that there cow over to Sam's, and if you dare +bring her back agin, I'll hide yer with the flail till yer can't +stand up." + +"Me drive that lookin' circus over to Sam's?" sneered Jim. "I'll +quit yer place first. Yer kin do it yerself;" and the hired man +turned on his lordly heel and slouched over to the barn. + +"That'll be the best way, Billy," urged Sam's mother. "Do it +yourself." + +"I'll do it too," old Billy growled. "I ain't afraid of no dog on +four legs. Git on there, bossy! Git on, I say!" and the ridiculous +cavalcade started forth. + +For a moment Martha Norris watched the receding figure through +blinding tears. "Oh, Sammy, I'm going to have you back again! I'm +going to have my boy once more!" she half sobbed. Then sitting down +on the doorsill, she laughed like a schoolgirl until the cow with +her extraordinary burden, and old Billy in her wake, disappeared up +the road. [This incident actually occurred on an Ontario farm +within the circle of the author's acquaintance.] + +From the pillow, pretty Della could just see out of the low window, +and her wide young eyes grew wider with amazement as the gate swung +open and the "circus," as Jim called it, entered. + +"Sammy!" she called, "Sammy! For goodness sake, what's that coming +into our yard?" + +Instantly Sam was at the door. + +"Well, if that don't beat anything I ever saw!" he exclaimed. Then +"like mother, like son," he, too, sat down on the doorsill and +laughed as only youth and health and joy can laugh, for, heading +straight for the door was the fat young Shorthorn, saddled with an +enormous feather-bed, and plodding at her heels was old Billy Norris, +grinning sheepishly. + +It took just three seconds for the hands of father and son to meet. +"How's my gal an' my grandson?" asked the old farmer, excitedly. + +"Bully, just bully, both of them!" smiled Sam, proudly. Then more +seriously, "Ah, dad, you old tornado, you! Here you fired thunder +at us for a whole year, pretty near broke my mother's heart, and +made my boy's little mother old before she ought to be. But you've +quit storming now, dad. I know it from the look of you." + +"Quit forever, Sam," replied old Billy, "fer these mother-wimmen +don't never thrive where there's rough weather, somehow. They're +all fer peace. They're worse than King Edward an' Teddy Roosevelt +fer patchin' up rows, an' if they can't do it no other way, they +jes' hike along with a baby, sort o' treaty of peace like. Yes, I +guess I thundered some; but, Sam, boy, there ain't a deal of harm +in thunder--but _lightnin'_, now that's the worst, but I once heard +a feller say that feathers was non-conductive." Then with a sly +smile, "An' Sam, you'd better hustle an' git the gal an' the baby +on ter this here feather-bed, or they may be in danger of gittin' +struck, fer there's no tellin' but I may jes' start an' storm +thunder an' _lightnin'_ this time." + + + +A Pagan in St. Paul's Cathedral + +Iroquois Poetess' Impressions in London's Cathedral + + +It is a far cry from a wigwam to Westminster, from a prairie trail +to the Tower Bridge, and London looks a strange place to the Red +Indian whose eyes still see the myriad forest trees, even as they +gaze across the Strand, and whose feet still feel the clinging +moccasin even among the scores of clicking heels that hurry along +the thoroughfares of this camping-ground of the paleface. + +So this is the place where dwells the Great White Father, ruler of +many lands, lodges, and tribes, in the hollow of whose hands is the +peace that rests between the once hostile red man and white. They +call him the King of England, but to us, the powerful Iroquois +nation of the north, he is always the "Great White Father." For +once he came to us in our far-off Canadian reserves, and with his +own hand fastened decorations and medals on the buckskin coats of +our oldest chiefs, just because they and their fathers used their +tomahawks in battle in the cause of England. + +So I, one of his loyal allies, have come to see his camp, known to +the white man as London, his council which the whites call his +Parliament, where his sachems and chiefs make the laws of his +tribes, and to see his wigwam, known to the palefaces as Buckingham +Palace, but to the red man as the "Tepee of the Great White +Father." And this is what I see:-- + + What the Indian Sees. + +Lifting toward the sky are vast buildings of stone, not the same +kind of stone from which my forefathers fashioned their carven +pipes and corn-pounders, but a grayer, grimier rock that would not +take the polish we give by fingers dipped in sturgeon oil, and long +days of friction with fine sand and deer-hide. + +I stand outside the great palace wigwam, the huge council-house by +the river. My seeing eyes may mark them, but my heart's eyes are +looking beyond all this wonderment, back to the land I have left +behind me. I picture the tepees by the far Saskatchewan; there +the tent poles, too, are lifting skyward, and the smoke ascending +through them from the smouldering fires within curls softly on the +summer air. Against the blurred sweep of horizon other camps etch +their outlines, other bands of red men with their herds of wild +cattle have sought the river lands. I hear the untamed hoofs +thundering up the prairie trail. + +But the prairie sounds are slipping away, and my ears catch other +voices that rise above the ceaseless throb about me--voices that +are clear, high, and calling; they float across the city like the +music of a thousand birds of passage beating their wings through +the night, crying and murmuring plaintively as they journey +northward. They are the voices of St. Paul's calling, calling +me--St. Paul's where the paleface worships the Great Spirit, and +through whose portals he hopes to reach the happy hunting grounds. + + The Great Spirit. + +As I entered its doorways it seemed to me to be the everlasting +abiding-place of the white man's Great Spirit. + +The music brooded everywhere. It beat in my ears like the far-off +cadences of the Sault Ste. Marie rapids, that rise and leap and +throb--like a storm hurling through the fir forest--like the +distant rising of an Indian war-song; it swept up those mighty +archways until the gray dome above me faded, and in its place +the stars came out to look down, not on these paleface kneeling +worshippers, but on a band of stalwart, sinewy, copper-coloured +devotees, my own people in my own land, who also assembled to do +honour to the Manitou of all nations. + +The deep-throated organ and the boy's voices were gone; I heard +instead the melancholy incantations of our own pagan religionists. +The beautiful dignity of our great sacrificial rites seemed to +settle about me, to enwrap me in its garment of solemnity and +primitive stateliness. + + Beat of the Drum. + +The atmosphere pulsed with the beat of the Indian drum, the +eerie penetrations of the turtle rattle that set the time of the +dancers' feet. Dance? It is not a dance, that marvellously slow, +serpentine-like figure with the soft swish, swish of moccasined +feet, and the faint jingling of elks'-teeth bracelets, keeping +rhythm with every footfall. It is not a dance, but an invocation +of motion. Why may we not worship with the graceful movement of +our feet? The paleface worships by moving his lips and tongue; +the difference is but slight. + +The altar-lights of St. Paul's glowed for me no more. In their +place flared the camp fires of the Onondaga "long-house," and the +resinous scent of the burning pine drifted across the fetid London +air. I saw the tall, copper-skinned fire-keeper of the Iroquois +council enter, the circle of light flung fitfully against the black +surrounding woods. I have seen their white bishops, but none so +regal, so august as he. His garb of fringed buckskin and ermine was +no more grotesque than the vestments worn by the white preachers in +high places; he did not carry a book or a shining golden symbol, +but from his splendid shoulders was suspended a pure white lifeless +dog. + +Into the red flame the strong hands gently lowered it, scores of +reverent, blanketed figures stood silent, awed, for it is the +highest, holiest festival of the year. Then the wild, strange chant +arose--the great pagan ritual was being intoned by the fire-keeper, +his weird, monotonous tones voicing this formula: + +"The Great Spirit desires no human sacrifice, but we, His children, +must give to Him that which is nearest our hearts and nearest our +lives. Only the spotless and stainless can enter into His presence, +only that which is purified by fire. So--this white dog--a +member of our household, a co-habitant of our wigwam, and on the +smoke that arises from the purging fires will arise also the +thanksgivings of all those who desire that the Great Spirit in His +happy hunting grounds will forever smoke His pipe of peace, for +peace is between Him and His children for all time." + +The mournful voice ceases. Again the hollow pulsing of the Indian +drum, the purring, flexible step of cushioned feet. I lift my head, +which has been bowed on the chair before me. It is St. Paul's after +all--and the clear boy-voices rise above the rich echoes of the +organ. + + + +As It Was in the Beginning + + +They account for it by the fact that I am a Redskin, but I am +something else, too--I am a woman. + +I remember the first time I saw him. He came up the trail with some +Hudson's Bay trappers, and they stopped at the door of my father's +tepee. He seemed even then, fourteen years ago, an old man; his hair +seemed just as thin and white, his hands just as trembling and +fleshless as they were a month since, when I saw him for what I pray +his God is the last time. + +My father sat in the tepee, polishing buffalo horns and smoking; my +mother, wrapped in her blanket, crouched over her quill-work, on the +buffalo-skin at his side; I was lounging at the doorway, idling, +watching, as I always watched, the thin, distant line of sky and +prairie; wondering, as I always wondered, what lay beyond it. Then +he came, this gentle old man with his white hair and thin, pale +face. He wore a long black coat, which I now know was the sign of +his office, and he carried a black leather-covered book, which, in +all the years I have known him, I have never seen him without. + +The trappers explained to my father who he was, the Great Teacher, +the heart's Medicine Man, the "Blackcoat" we had heard of, who +brought peace where there was war, and the magic of whose black book +brought greater things than all the Happy Hunting Grounds of our +ancestors. + +He told us many things that day, for he could speak the Cree tongue, +and my father listened, and listened, and when at last they left us, +my father said for him to come and sit within the tepee again. + +He came, all the time he came, and my father welcomed him, but my +mother always sat in silence at work with the quills; my mother +never liked the Great "Blackcoat." + +His stories fascinated me. I used to listen intently to the tale of +the strange new place he called "heaven," of the gold crown, of the +white dress, of the great music; and then he would tell of that +other strange place--hell. My father and I hated it; we feared it, +we dreamt of it, we trembled at it. Oh, if the "Blackcoat" would +only cease to talk of it! Now I know he saw its effect upon us, and +he used it as a whip to lash us into his new religion, but even then +my mother must have known, for each time he left the tepee she would +watch him going slowly away across the prairie; then when he was +disappearing into the far horizon she would laugh scornfully, and +say: + +"If the white man made this Blackcoat's hell, let him go to it. It +is for the man who found it first. No hell for Indians, just Happy +Hunting Grounds. Blackcoat can't scare me." + +And then, after weeks had passed, one day as he stood at the tepee +door he laid his white, old hand on my head and said to my father: +"Give me this little girl, chief. Let me take her to the mission +school; let me keep her, and teach her of the great God and His +eternal heaven. She will grow to be a noble woman, and return +perhaps to bring her people to the Christ." + +My mother's eyes snapped. "No," she said. It was the first word she +ever spoke to the "Blackcoat." My father sat and smoked. At the end +of a half-hour he said: + +"I am an old man, Blackcoat. I shall not leave the God of my fathers. +I like not your strange God's ways--all of them. I like not His two +new places for me when I am dead. Take the child, Blackcoat, and +save her from hell." + + * * * * * + +The first grief of my life was when we reached the mission. They +took my buckskin dress off, saying I was now a little Christian girl +and must dress like all the white people at the mission. Oh, how I +hated that stiff new calico dress and those leather shoes. But, +little as I was, I said nothing, only thought of the time when I +should be grown, and do as my mother did, and wear the buckskins +and the blanket. + +My next serious grief was when I began to speak the English, that +they forbade me to use any Cree words whatever. The rule of the +school was that any child heard using its native tongue must get +a slight punishment. I never understood it, I cannot understand +it now, why the use of my dear Cree tongue could be a matter for +correction or an action deserving punishment. + +She was strict, the matron of the school, but only justly so, for +she had a heart and a face like her brother's, the "Blackcoat." +I had long since ceased to call him that. The trappers at the +post called him "St. Paul," because, they told me, of his +self-sacrificing life, his kindly deeds, his rarely beautiful old +face; so I, too, called him "St. Paul," thought oftener "Father +Paul," though he never liked the latter title, for he was a +Protestant. But as I was his pet, his darling of the whole school, +he let me speak of him as I would, knowing it was but my heart +speaking in love. His sister was a widow, and mother to a laughing +yellow-haired boy of about my own age, who was my constant playmate +and who taught me much of English in his own childish way. I used +to be fond of this child, just as I was fond of his mother and of +his uncle, my "Father Paul," but as my girlhood passed away, as +womanhood came upon me, I got strangely wearied of them all; I +longed, oh, God, how I longed for the old wild life! It came with +my womanhood, with my years. + +What mattered it to me now that they had taught me all their +ways?--their tricks of dress, their reading, their writing, their +books. What mattered it that "Father Paul" loved me, that the +traders at the post called me pretty, that I was a pet of all, from +the factor to the poorest trapper in the service? I wanted my own +people, my own old life, my blood called out for it, but they always +said I must not return to my father's tepee. I heard them talk +amongst themselves of keeping me away from pagan influences; they +told each other that if I returned to the prairies, the tepees, I +would degenerate, slip back to paganism, as other girls had done; +marry, perhaps, with a pagan--and all their years of labor and +teaching would be lost. + +I said nothing, but I waited. And then one night the feeling +overcame me. I was in the Hudson's Bay store when an Indian came +in from the north with a large pack of buckskin. As they unrolled +it a dash of its insinuating odor filled the store. I went over +and leaned above the skins a second, then buried my face in them, +swallowing, drinking the fragrance of them, that went to my head +like wine. Oh, the wild wonder of that wood-smoked tan, the +subtilty of it, the untamed smell of it! I drank it into my lungs, +my innermost being was saturated with it, till my mind reeled +and my heart seemed twisted with a physical agony. My childhood +recollections rushed upon me, devoured me. I left the store in a +strange, calm frenzy, and going rapidly to the mission house I +confronted my Father Paul and demanded to be allowed to go "home," +if only for a day. He received the request with the same refusal and +the same gentle sigh that I had so often been greeted with, but this +time the desire, the smoke-tan, the heart-ache, never lessened. + +Night after night I would steal away by myself and go to the border +of the village to watch the sun set in the foothills, to gaze at the +far line of sky and prairie, to long and long for my father's lodge. +And Laurence--always Laurence--my fair-haired, laughing, child +playmate, would come calling and calling for me: "Esther, where are +you? We miss you; come in, Esther, come in with me." And if I did +not turn at once to him and follow, he would come and place his +strong hands on my shoulders and laugh into my eyes and say, +"Truant, truant, Esther; can't _we_ make you happy?" + +My old childhood playmate had vanished years ago. He was a tall, +slender young man now, handsome as a young chief, but with laughing +blue eyes, and always those yellow curls about his temples. He was +my solace in my half-exile, my comrade, my brother, until one night +it was, "Esther, Esther, can't _I_ make you happy?" + +I did not answer him; only looked out across the plains and thought +of the tepees. He came close, close. He locked his arms about me, +and with my face pressed up to his throat he stood silent. I felt +the blood from my heart sweep to my very finger-tips. I loved him. +O God, how I loved him! In a wild, blind instant it all came, just +because he held me so and was whispering brokenly, "Don't leave me, +don't leave me, Esther; _my_ Esther, my child-love, my playmate, my +girl-comrade, my little Cree sweetheart, will you go away to your +people, or stay, stay for me, for my arms, as I have you now?" + +No more, no more the tepees; no more the wild stretch of prairie, +the intoxicating fragrance of the smoke-tanned buckskin; no more the +bed of buffalo hide, the soft, silent moccasin; no more the dark +faces of my people, the dulcet cadence of the sweet Cree tongue--only +this man, this fair, proud, tender man who held me in his arms, in +his heart. My soul prayed his great white God, in that moment, that +He would let me have only this. It was twilight when we re-entered +the mission gate. We were both excited, feverish. Father Paul was +reading evening prayers in the large room beyond the hallway; his +soft, saint-like voice stole beyond the doors, like a benediction +upon us. I went noiselessly upstairs to my own room and sat there +undisturbed for hours. + +The clock downstairs struck one, startling me from my dreams of +happiness, and at the same moment a flash of light attracted me. My +room was in an angle of the building, and my window looked almost +directly down into those of Father Paul's study, into which at that +instant he was entering, carrying a lamp. "Why, Laurence," I heard +him exclaim, "what are you doing here? I thought, my boy, you were +in bed hours ago." + +"No, uncle, not in bed, but in dreamland," replied Laurence, arising +from the window, where evidently he, too, had spent the night hours +as I had done. + +Father Paul fumbled about a moment, found his large black book, +which for once he seemed to have got separated from, and was turning +to leave, when the curious circumstance of Laurence being there at +so unusual an hour seemed to strike him anew. "Better go to sleep, +my son," he said simply, then added curiously, "Has anything +occurred to keep you up?" + +Then Laurence spoke: "No, uncle, only--only, I'm happy, that's all." + +Father Paul stood irresolute. Then: "It is--?" + +"Esther," said Laurence quietly, but he was at the old man's side, +his hand was on the bent old shoulder, his eyes proud and appealing. + +Father Paul set the lamp on the table, but, as usual, one hand held +that black book, the great text of his life. His face was paler than +I had ever seen it--graver. + +"Tell me of it," he requested. + +I leaned far out of my window and watched them both. I listened with +my very heart, for Laurence was telling him of me, of his love, of +the new-found joy of that night. + +"You have said nothing of marriage to her?" asked Father Paul. + +"Well--no; but she surely understands that--" + +"Did you speak of _marriage_?" repeated Father Paul, with a harsh +ring in his voice that was new to me. + +"No, uncle, but--" + +"Very well, then, very well." + +There was a brief silence. Laurence stood staring at the old man as +though he were a stranger; he watched him push a large chair up to +the table, slowly seat himself; then mechanically following his +movements, he dropped on to a lounge. The old man's head bent low, +but his eyes were bright and strangely fascinating. He began: + +"Laurence, my boy, your future is the dearest thing to me of all +earthly interests. Why you _can't_ marry this girl--no, no, sit, sit +until I have finished," he added, with raised voice, as Laurence +sprang up, remonstrating. "I have long since decided that you marry +well; for instance, the Hudson's Bay factor's daughter." + +Laurence broke into a fresh, rollicking laugh. "What, uncle," he +said, "little Ida McIntosh? Marry that little yellow-haired fluff +ball, that kitten, that pretty little dolly?" + +"Stop," said Father Paul. Then with a low, soft persuasiveness, "She +is _white_, Laurence." + +My lover started. "Why, uncle, what do you mean?" he faltered. + +"Only this, my son: poor Esther comes of uncertain blood; would it +do for you--the missionary's nephew, and adopted son, you might +say--to marry the daughter of a pagan Indian? Her mother is +hopelessly uncivilized; her father has a dash of French +somewhere--half-breed, you know, my boy, half-breed." Then, with +still lower tone and half-shut, crafty eyes, he added: "The blood is +a bad, bad mixture, _you_ know that; you know, too, that I am very +fond of the girl, poor dear Esther. I have tried to separate her +from evil pagan influences; she is the daughter of the Church; I +want her to have no other parent; but you never can tell what lurks +in a caged animal that has once been wild. My whole heart is with +the Indian people, my son; my whole heart, my whole life, has been +devoted to bringing them to Christ, _but it is a different thing to +marry with one of them_." + +His small old eyes were riveted on Laurence like a hawk's on a rat. +My heart lay like ice in my bosom. + +Laurence, speechless and white, stared at him breathlessly. + +"Go away somewhere," the old man was urging; "to Winnipeg, Toronto, +Montreal; forget her, then come back to Ida McIntosh. A union of the +Church and Hudson's Bay will mean great things, and may ultimately +result in my life's ambition, the civilization of this entire tribe, +that we have worked so long to bring to God." + +I listened, sitting like one frozen. Could those words have been +uttered by my venerable teacher, by him whom I revered as I would +one of the saints in his own black book? Ah, there was no mistaking +it. My white father, my life-long friend who pretended to love me, +to care for my happiness, was urging the man I worshipped to forget +me, to marry with the factor's daughter--because of what? Of my red +skin; my good, old, honest pagan mother; my confiding French-Indian +father. In a second all the care, the hollow love he had given me +since my childhood, were as things that never existed. I hated that +old mission priest as I hated his white man's hell. I hated his +long, white hair; I hated his thin, white hands; I hated his body, +his soul, his voice, his black book--oh, how I hated the very +atmosphere of him. + +Laurence sat motionless, his face buried in his hands, but the old +man continued, "No, no; not the child of that pagan mother; you +can't trust her, my son. What would you do with a wife who might any +day break from you to return to her prairies and her buckskins? _You +can't trust her_." His eyes grew smaller, more glittering, more +fascinating then, and leaning with an odd, secret sort of movement +towards Laurence, he almost whispered, "Think of her silent ways, +her noiseless step; the girl glides about like an apparition; her +quick fingers, her wild longings--I don't know why, but with all my +fondness for her, she reminds me sometimes of a strange--_snake_." + +Laurence shuddered, lifted his face, and said hoarsely: "You're +right, uncle; perhaps I'd better not; I'll go away, I'll forget her, +and then--well, then--yes, you are right, it _is_ a different thing +to marry one of them." The old man arose. His feeble fingers still +clasped his black book; his soft white hair clung about his forehead +like that of an Apostle; his eyes lost their peering, crafty +expression; his bent shoulders resumed the dignity of a minister +of the living God; he was the picture of what the trader called +him--"St. Paul." + +"Good-night, son," he said. + +"Good-night, uncle, and thank you for bringing me to myself." + +They were the last words I ever heard uttered by either that old +arch-fiend or his weak, miserable kinsman. Father Paul turned and +left the room. I watched his withered hand--the hand I had so often +felt resting on my head in holy benedictions--clasp the door-knob, +turn it slowly, then, with bowed head and his pale face wrapped in +thought, he left the room--left it with the mad venom of my hate +pursuing him like the very Evil One he taught me of. + +What were his years of kindness and care now? What did I care for +his God, his heaven, his hell? He had robbed me of my native faith, +of my parents, of my people, of this last, this life of love that +would have made a great, good woman of me. God! how I hated him! + +I crept to the closet in my dark little room. I felt for the bundle +I had not looked at for years--yes, it was there, the buckskin dress +I had worn as a little child when they brought me to the mission. I +tucked it under my arm and descended the stairs noiselessly. I would +look into the study and speak good-bye to Laurence; then I would-- + +I pushed open the door. He was lying on the couch where a short time +previously he had sat, white and speechless, listening to Father +Paul. I moved towards him softly. God in heaven, he was already +asleep. As I bent over him the fullness of his perfect beauty +impressed me for the first time; his slender form, his curving mouth +that almost laughed even in sleep, his fair, tossed hair, his +smooth, strong-pulsing throat. God! how I loved him! + +Then there arose the picture of the factor's daughter. I hated her. +I hated her baby face, her yellow hair, her whitish skin. "She shall +not marry him," my soul said. "I will kill him first--kill his +beautiful body, his lying, false heart." Something in my heart +seemed to speak; it said over and over again, "Kill him, kill him; +she will never have him then. Kill him. It will break Father Paul's +heart and blight his life. He has killed the best of you, of your +womanhood; kill _his_ best, his pride, his hope--his sister's son, +his nephew Laurence." But how? how? + +What had that terrible old man said I was like? A _strange snake_. +A snake? The idea wound itself about me like the very coils of a +serpent. What was this in the beaded bag of my buckskin dress? This +little thing rolled in tan that my mother had given me at parting +with the words, "Don't touch much, but some time maybe you want it!" +Oh! I knew well enough what it was--a small flint arrow-head dipped +in the venom of some _strange snake_. + +I knelt beside him and laid my hot lips on his hand. I worshipped +him, oh, how, how I worshipped him! Then again the vision of _her_ +baby face, _her_ yellow-hair--I scratched his wrist twice with the +arrow-tip. A single drop of red blood oozed up; he stirred. I turned +the lamp down and slipped out of the room--out of the house. + + * * * * * + +I dream nightly of the horrors of the white man's hell. Why did they +teach me of it, only to fling me into it? + +Last night as I crouched beside my mother on the buffalo-hide, Dan +Henderson, the trapper, came in to smoke with my father. He said old +Father Paul was bowed with grief, that with my disappearance I was +suspected, but that there was no proof. Was it not merely a snake +bite? + +They account for it by the fact that I am a Redskin. + +They seem to have forgotten I am a woman. + + + +The Legend of Lillooet Falls + + +No one could possibly mistake the quiet little tap at the door. It +could be given by no other hand west of the Rockies save that of my +old friend The Klootchman. I dropped a lap full of work and sprang +to open the door; for the slanting rains were chill outside, albeit +the December grass was green and the great masses of English ivy +clung wet and fresh as in summer about the low stone wall that ran +between my verandah and the street. + +"Kla-how-ya, Tillicum," I greeted, dragging her into the warmth and +comfort of my "den," and relieving her of her inseparable basket, +and removing her rain-soaked shawl. Before she spoke she gave that +peculiar gesture common to the Indian woman from the Atlantic +to the Pacific. She lifted both hands and with each forefinger +smoothed gently along her forehead from the parting of her hair to +the temples. It is the universal habit of the red woman, and simply +means a desire for neatness in her front locks. + +I busied myself immediately with the teakettle, for, like all her +kind, The Klootchman dearly loves her tea. + +The old woman's eyes sparkled as she watched the welcome brewing, +while she chatted away in half English, half Chinook, telling me +of her doings in all these weeks that I had not seen her. But it +was when I handed her a huge old-fashioned breakfast cup fairly +brimming with tea as strong as lye that she really described her +journeyings. + +She had been north to the Skeena River, south to the great "Fair" +at Seattle, but, best of all seemingly to her, was her trip into +the interior. She had been up the trail to Lillooet in the great +"Cariboo" country. It was my turn then to have sparkling eyes, for +I traversed that inexpressibly beautiful trail five years ago, and +the delight of that journey will remain with me for all time. + +"And, oh! Tillicum," I cried, "have your good brown ears actually +listened to the call of the falls across the canyon--the Falls of +Lillooet?" + +"My ears have heard them whisper, laugh, weep," she replied in +Chinook. + +"Yes," I answered, "they do all those things. They have magic +voices--those dear, far-off falls!" + +At the word "magic" her keen eyes snapped, she set her empty cup +aside and looked at me solemnly. + +"Then you know the story--the strange tale?" she asked almost +whisperingly. + +I shook my head. This was always the crucial moment with my +Klootchman, when her voice lowers, and she asks if you know things. +You must be diplomatic, and never question her in turn. If you do +her lips will close in unbreakable silence. + +"I have heard no story, but I have heard the Falls 'whisper, laugh +and weep.' That is enough for me," I said, with seeming +indifference. + +"What do you see when you look at them from across the canyon?" she +asked. "Do they look to you like anything else but falling water?" + +I thought for a moment before replying. Memory seemed to hold up +against an indistinct photograph of towering fir-crested heights, +where through a broken ridge of rock a shower of silvery threads +cascaded musically down, down, down, until they lost themselves in +the mighty Fraser, that hurled itself through the yawning canyon +stretched at my feet. I have never seen such slender threads of +glowing tissue save on early morning cobwebs at sun-up. + +"The Falls look like cobwebs," I said, as the memory touched me. +"Millions of fine misty cobwebs woven together." + +"Then the legend must be true," she uttered, half to herself. I +slipped down on my treasured wolf-skin rug near her chair, and with +hands locked about my knees, sat in silence, knowing it was the one +and only way to lure her to speech. She arose, helped herself to +more tea, and with the toe of her beaded moccasin idly stroked one +of the wolf-skin paws. "Yes," she said, with some decision, "the +Indian men of magic say that the falls are cobwebs twisted and +braided together." + +I nodded, but made no comment; then her voice droned into the +broken English, that, much as I love it, I must leave to the +reader's imagination. "Indian mothers are strange," she began. +I nodded again. + +"Yes, they are strange, and there is a strange tie between them +and their children. The men of magic say they can _see_ that tie, +though you and I cannot. It is thin, fine silvery as a cobweb, but +strong as the ropes of wild vine that swing down the great canyons. +No storm ever breaks those vines; the tempests that drag the giant +firs and cedars up by their roots, snap their branches and break +their boles, never break the creeping vines. They may be torn from +their strongholds, but in the young months of the summer the vine +will climb up, and cling again. _Nothing_ breaks it. So is the +cobweb tie the Men of Magic see between the Indian mother and her +child. + +"There was a time when no falls leapt and sang down the heights at +Lillooet, and in those days our men were very wild and warlike; but +the women were gentle and very beautiful, and they loved and lived +and bore children as women have done before, and since. + +"But there was one, more gentle, more beautiful than all others of +the tribe. 'Be-be,' our people call her; it is the Chinook word for +'a kiss.' None of our people knew her real name; but it was a kiss +of hers that made this legend, so as 'Be-be' we speak of her. + +"She was a mother-woman, but save for one beautiful girl-child, her +family of six were all boys, splendid, brave boys, too, but this +one treasured girl-child they called 'Morning-mist.' She was little +and frail and beautiful, like the clouds one sees at daybreak +circling about the mountain peaks. Her father and her brothers +loved her, but the heart of Be-be, her mother, seemed wrapped round +and about that misty-eyed child. + +"'I love you,' the mother would say many times a day, as she caught +the girl-child in her arms. 'And I love you,' the girl-child would +answer, resting for a moment against the warm shoulder. 'Little +Flower,' the woman would murmur, 'thou art morning to me, thou art +golden mid-day, thou art slumbrous nightfall to my heart.' + +"So these two loved and lived, mother and daughter, made for each +other, shaped into each other's lives as the moccasin is shaped to +the foot. + +"Then came that long, shadowed, sunless day, when Be-be, returning +from many hours of ollallie picking, her basket filled to the brim +with rich fruit, her heart reaching forth to her home even before +her swift feet could traverse the trail, found her husband and +her boys stunned with a dreadful fear, searching with wild eyes, +hurrying feet, and grief-wrung hearts for her little 'Morning-child,' +who had wandered into the forest while her brothers played--the +forest which was deep and dark and dangerous,--and had not returned." + +The Klootchman's voice ceased. For a long moment she gazed straight +before her, then looking at me said: + +"You have heard the Falls of Lillooet weep?" I nodded. + +"It is the weeping of that Indian mother, sobbing through the +centuries, that you hear." She uttered the words with a cadence +of grief in her voice. + +"Hours, nights, days, they searched for the morning-child," she +continued. "And each moment of that unending agony to the +mother-woman is repeated to-day in the call, the wail, the +everlasting sobbing of the falls. At night the wolves howled up +the canyon. 'God of my fathers, keep safe my Morning-child' the +mother would implore. In the glare of day eagles poised, and +vultures wheeled above the forest, their hungry claws, their +unblinking eyes, their beaks of greed shining in the sunlight. +'God of my fathers, keep safe my Morning-child' was again wrung +from the mother's lips. For one long moon, that dawned, and +shone and darkened, that mother's heart lived out its torture. +Then one pale daybreak a great fleet of canoes came down the +Frazer River. Those that paddled were of a strange tribe, they +spoke in a strange tongue, but their hearts were human, and their +skins were of the rich copper-color of the Upper Lillooet country. +As they steered downstream, running the rapids, braving the +whirlpools, they chanted, in monotone: + + "'We have a lost child + A beautiful lost child. + We love this lost child, + But the heart of the child + Calls the mother of the child. + Come and claim this lost child.' + +"The music of the chant was most beautiful, but no music in the +world of the white man's Tyee could equal that which rang through +the heart of Be-be, the Indian mother-woman. + +"Heart upon heart, lips upon lips, the Morning-child and the +mother caught each other in embrace. The strange tribe told of how +they had found the girl-child wandering fearfully in the forest, +crouching from the claws of eagles, shrinking from the horror of +wolves, but the mother with her regained treasure in her arms +begged them to cease their tales. 'I have gone through agonies +enough, oh, my friends,' she cried aloud. 'Let me rest from torture +now.' Then her people came and made a great feast and potlatch for +this strange Upper Lillooet tribe, and at the feast Be-be arose, +and, lifting the girl-child to her shoulder, she commanded silence +and spoke: + +"'O Sagalie Tyee (God of all the earth), You have given back to me +my treasure; take my tears, my sobs, my happy laughter, my joy--take +the cobweb chains that bind my Morning-child and me--make them +sing to others, that they may know my gratitude. O Sagalie Tyee, +make them sing.' As she spoke, she kissed the child. At that moment +the Falls of Lillooet came like a million strands, dashing and +gleaming down the canyon, sobbing, laughing, weeping, calling, +singing. You have listened to them." + +The Klootchman's voice was still. Outside, the rains still slanted +gently, like a whispering echo of the far-away falls. "Thank you, +Tillicum of mine; it is a beautiful legend," I said. She did not +reply until, wrapped about in her shawl, she had clasped my hand +in good-bye. At the door she paused. "Yes," she said--"and it is +true." I smiled to myself. I love my Klootchman. She is so _very_ +Indian. + + + +Her Majesty's Guest + +[Author's Note.--The "Onondaga Jam" occurred late in the seventies, +and this tale is founded upon actual incidents in the life of the +author's father, who was Forest Warden on the Indian Reserve.] + + +I have never been a good man, but then I have never pretended to be +one, and perhaps that at least will count in my favor in the day +when the great dividends are declared. + +I have been what is called "well brought up" and I would give some +years of my life to possess now the money spent on my education; +how I came to drop from what I should have been to what I am would +scarcely interest anyone--if indeed I were capable of detailing the +process, which I am not. I suppose I just rolled leisurely down +hill like many another fellow. + +My friends, however, still credit me with one virtue; that is an +absolute respect for my neighbor's wife, a feeling which, however, +does not extend to his dollars. His money is mine if I can get it, +and to do myself justice I prefer getting it from him honestly, at +least without sufficient dishonesty to place me behind prison bars. + +Some experience has taught me that when a man is reduced to getting +his living, as I do, by side issues and small deals, there is no +better locality for him to operate than around the borders of some +Indian Reserve. + +The pagan Indian is an unsuspicious fool. You can do him up right +and left. The Christian Indian is as sharp as a fox, and with a +little gloved handling he will always go in with you on a few lumber +and illicit whiskey deals, which means that you have the confidence +of his brethren and their dollars at the same time. + +I had outwitted the law for six years. I had smuggled more liquor +into the Indian Bush on the Grand River Reserve and drawn more +timber out of it to the Hamilton and Brantford markets than any +forty dealers put together. Gradually, the law thinned the whole +lot out--all but me; but I was slippery as an eel and my bottles of +whiskey went on, and my loads of ties and timber came off, until +every officer and preacher in the place got up and demanded an +inspection. + +The Government at Ottawa awoke, stretched, yawned, then printed +some flaring posters and stuck them around the border villages. The +posters were headed by a big print of the British Coat of Arms, +and some large type beneath announced terrible fines and heavy +imprisonments for anyone caught hauling Indian timber off the +Reserve, or hauling whiskey on to it. Then the Government rubbed +its fat palms together, settled itself in its easy chair, and +snored again. + +I? Oh, I went on with my operations. + +And at Christmas time Tom Barrett arrived on the scene. Not much of +an event, you'd say if you saw him, still less if you heard him. +According to himself, he knew everything and could do everything in +the known world; he was just twenty-two and as obnoxiously fresh a +thing as ever boasted itself before older men. + +He was the old missionary's son and had come up from college at +Montreal to help his father preach salvation to the Indians on +Sundays, and to swagger around week-days in his brand new +clerical-cut coat and white tie. + +He enjoyed what is called, I believe, "deacon's orders." They tell +me he was recently "priested," to use their straight English Church +term, and is now parson of a swell city church. Well! they can have +him. I'll never split on him, but I could tell them some things +about Tom Barrett that would soil his surplice--at least in my +opinion, but you never can be sure when even religious people will +make a hero out of a rogue. + +The first time I ever saw him he came into "Jake's" one night, +quite late. We were knocked clean dumb. "Jake's" isn't the place +you would count on seeing a clerical-cut coat in. + +It's not a thoroughly disreputable place, for Jake has a decent +enough Indian wife; but he happens also to have a cellar which has +a hard name for illicit-whiskey supplies, though never once has the +law, in its numerous and unannounced visits to the shanty, ever +succeeded in discovering barrel or bottle. I consider myself a +pretty smart man, but Jake is cleverer than I am. + +When young Barrett came in that night, there was a clatter of hiding +cups. "Hello, boys," he said, and sat down wearily opposite me, +leaning his arms on the table between us like one utterly done out. + +Jake, it seemed, had the distinction of knowing him; so he said +kind of friendly-like, + +"Hello, parson--sick?" + +"Sick? Sick nothing," said Barrett, "except sick to death of this +place. And don't 'parson' me! I'm 'parson' on Sundays; the rest of +the six days I'm Tom Barrett--Tom, if you like." + +We were dead silent. For myself, I thought the fellow clean +crazy; but the next moment he had turned half around, and with a +quick, soft, coaxing movement, for all the world like a woman, he +slipped his arm around Jake's shoulders, and said, "Say, Jake, +don't let the fellows mind me," Then in a lower tone--"What have +you got to drink?" + +Jake went white-looking and began to talk of some cider he'd got in +the cellar; but Barrett interrupted with, "Look here, Jake, just +drop that rot; I know all about _you_." He tipped a half wink at +the rest of us, but laid his fingers across his lips. "Come, old +man," he wheedled like a girl, "you don't know what it is to be +dragged away from college and buried alive in this Indian bush. The +governor's good enough, you know--treats me white and all that--but +you know what he is on whiskey. I tell you I've got a throat as +long and dry as a fence rail--" + +No one spoke. + +"You'll save my life if you do," he added, crushing a bank note +into Jake's hand. + +Jake looked at me. The same thought flashed on us both; if we could +get this church student on our side--Well! Things would be easy +enough and public suspicion never touch us. Jake turned, +resurrected the hidden cups, and went down cellar. + +"You're Dan McLeod, aren't you?" suggested Barrett, leaning across +the table and looking sharply at me. + +"That's me," I said in turn, and sized him up. I didn't like his +face; it was the undeniable face of a liar--small, uncertain eyes, +set together close like those of a fox, a thin nose, a narrow, +womanish chin that accorded with his girlish actions of coaxing, +and a mouth I didn't quite understand. + +Jake had come up with the bottle, but before he could put it on the +table Barrett snatched it like a starving dog would a hunk of meat. + +He peered at the label, squinting his foxy eyes, then laughed up at +Jake. + +"I hope you don't sell the Indians _this_," he said, tapping the +capsule. + +No, Jake never sold a drop of whiskey to Indians,--the law, you +know, was very strict and-- + +"Oh, I don't care whatever else you sell them," said Barrett, "but +their red throats would never appreciate fine twelve-year-old like +this. Come, boys." + +We came. + +"So you're Dan McLeod," he continued after the first long pull, +"I've heard about you, too. You've got a deck of cards in your +pocket--haven't you? Let's have a game." + +I looked at him, and though, as I said in the beginning, I'm not a +good man, I felt honestly sorry for the old missionary and his wife +at that moment. + +"It's no use," said the boy, reading my hesitation. "I've broken +loose. I must have a slice of the old college life, just for +to-night." + +I decided the half-cut of Indian blood on his mother's side was +showing itself; it was just enough to give Tom a good red flavoring +and a rare taste for gaming and liquor. + +We played until daylight, when Barrett said he must make his sneak +home, and reaching for his wide-brimmed, soft felt preacher's hat, +left--having pocketed twenty-six of our good dollars, swallowed +unnumbered cups of twelve-year-old and won the combined respect of +everyone at Jake's. + +The next Sunday Jake went to church out of curiosity. He said Tom +Barrett "officiated" in a surplice as white as snow and with a face +as sinless as your mother's. He preached most eloquently against +the terrible evil of the illicit liquor trade, and implored his +Indian flock to resist this greatest of all pitfalls. Jake even +seemed impressed as he told us. + +But Tom Barrett's "breaking loose for once" was like any other +man's. Night after night saw him at Jake's, though he never +played to win after that first game. As the weeks went on, he got +anxious-looking; his clerical coat began to grow seedy, his white +ties uncared for; he lost his fresh, cheeky talk, and the climax +came late in March when one night I found him at Jake's sitting +alone, his face bowed down on the table above his folded arms, and +something so disheartened in his attitude that I felt sorry for +the boy. Perhaps it was that I was in trouble myself that day; my +biggest "deal" of the season had been scented by the officers and +the chances were they would come on and seize the five barrels +of whiskey I had been as many weeks smuggling into the Reserve. +However it was, I put my hand on his shoulder, and told him to +brace up, asking at the same time what was wrong. + +"Money," he answered, looking up with kind of haggard eyes. "Dan, I +must have money. City bills, college debts--everything has rolled +up against me. I daren't tell the governor, and he couldn't help me +anyway, and I can't go back for another term owing every man in my +class." He looked suicidal. And then I made the plunge I'd been +thinking on all day. + +"Would a hundred dollars be any good to you?" I eyed him hard as I +said it, and sat down in my usual place, opposite him. + +"Good?" he exclaimed, half rising. "It would be an eternal +godsend." His foxy eyes glittered. I thought I detected greed in +them; perhaps it was only relief. + +I told him it was his if he would only help me, and making sure we +were quite alone, I ran off a hurried account of my "deal," then +proposed that he should "accidentally" meet the officers near the +border, ring in with them as a parson would be likely to do, tell +them he suspicioned the whiskey was directly at the opposite side +of the Reserve to where I really had stored it, get them wild-goose +chasing miles away, and give me a chance to clear the stuff and +myself as well; in addition to the hundred I would give him twenty +per cent. on the entire deal. He changed color and the sweat stood +out on his forehead. + +"One hundred dollars this time to-morrow night," I said. He didn't +move. "And twenty per cent. One hundred dollars this time to-morrow +night," I repeated. + +He began to weaken. I lit my pipe and looked indifferent, though +I knew I was a lost man if he refused--and informed. Suddenly he +stretched his hand across the table, impulsively, and closed it +over mine. I knew I had him solid then. + +"Dan," he choked up, "it's a terrible thing for a divinity student +to do; but--" his fingers tightened nervously. "I'm with you!" Then +in a moment, "Find some whiskey, Dan. I'm done up." + +He soon got braced enough to ask me who was in the deal, and what +timber we expected to trade for. When I told him Lige Smith and +Jack Jackson were going to help me, he looked scared and asked me +if I thought they would split on him. He was so excited I thought +him cowardly, but the poor devil had reason enough, I supposed, to +want to keep the transaction from the ears of his father, or worse +still--the bishop. He seemed easier when I assured him the boys +were square, and immensely gratified at the news that I had already +traded six quarts of the stuff for over a hundred dollars' worth of +cordwood. + +"We'll never get it across the river to the markets," he said +dolefully. "I came over this morning in a canoe. Ice is all out." + +"What about the Onondaga Jam?" I said. He winked. + +"That'll do. I'd forgotten it," he answered, and chirped up right +away like a kid. + +But I hadn't forgotten the Jam. It had been a regular gold-mine to +me all that open winter, when the ice froze and thawed every week +and finally jammed itself clean to the river bottom in the throat +of the bend up at Onondaga, and the next day the thermometer fell +to eleven degrees below zero, freezing it into a solid block that +bridged the river for traffic, and saved my falling fortunes. + +"And where's the whiskey hidden?" he asked after awhile. + +"No you don't," I laughed. "Parson or pal, no man living knows or +will know where it is till he helps me haul it away. I'll trust +none of you." + +"I'm not a thief," he pouted. + +"No," I said, "but you're blasted hard up, and I don't intend to +place temptation in your way." + +He laughed good-naturedly and turned the subject aside just as Lige +Smith and Jack Jackson came in with an unusual companion that put +a stop to all further talk. Women were never seen at night time +around Jake's; even his wife was invisible, and I got a sort of +shock when I saw old Cayuga Joe's girl, Elizabeth, following at the +boys' heels. It had been raining and the girl, a full blood Cayuga, +shivered in the damp and crouched beside the stove. + +Tom Barrett started when he saw her. His color rose and he began to +mark up the table with his thumb nail. I could see he felt his fix. +The girl--Indian right through--showed no surprise at seeing him +there, but that did not mean she would keep her mouth shut about it +next day, Tom was undoubtedly _discovered_. + +Notwithstanding her unwelcome presence, however, Jackson managed to +whisper to me that the Forest Warden and his officers were alive +and bound for the Reserve the following day. But it didn't worry me +worth a cent; I knew we were safe as a church with Tom Barrett's +clerical coat in our midst. He was coming over to our corner now. + +"That hundred's right on the dead square, Dan?" he asked anxiously, +taking my arm and moving to the window. + +I took a roll of bank notes from my trousers' pocket and with my +back to the gang counted out ten tens. I always carry a good wad +with me with a view to convenience if I have to make a hurried exit +from the scene of my operations. + +He shook his head and stood away. "Not till I've earned it, McLeod." + +What fools very young men make of themselves sometimes. The girl +arose, folding her damp shawl over her head, and made towards the +door; but he intercepted her, saying it was late and as their ways +lay in the same direction, he would take her home. She shot a quick +glance at him and went out. Some little uneasy action of his caught +my notice. In a second my suspicions were aroused; the meeting had +been arranged, and I knew from what I had seen him to be that the +girl was doomed. + +It was all very well for me to do up Cayuga Joe--he was the Indian +whose hundred dollars' worth of cordwood I owned in lieu of +six quarts of bad whiskey--but his women-folks were entitled to be +respected at least while I was around. I looked at my watch; it was +past midnight. I suddenly got boiling hot clean through. + +"Look here, Tom Barrett," I said, "I ain't a saint, as everybody +knows; but if you don't treat that girl right, you'll have to +square it up with me, d'you understand?" + +He threw me a nasty look. "Keep your gallantry for some occasion +when it's needed, Dan McLeod," he sneered, and with a laugh I +didn't like, he followed the girl out into the rain. + +I walked some distance behind them for two miles. When they reached +her father's house and went in, I watched her through the small +uncurtained window put something on the fire to cook, then arouse +her mother, who even at that late hour sat beside the stove smoking +a clay pipe. The old woman had apparently met with some accident; +her head and shoulders were bound up, and she seemed in pain. +Barrett talked with her considerably and once when I caught sight +of his face, it was devilish with some black passion I did not +recognize. Although I felt sure the girl was now all right for the +night, there was something about this meeting I didn't like; so I +lay around until just daylight when Jackson and Lige Smith came +through the bush as pre-arranged should I not return to Jake's. + +It was not long before Elizabeth and Tom came out again and entered +a thick little bush behind the shanty. Lige lifted the axe off the +woodpile with a knowing look, and we all three followed silently. +I was surprised to find it a well beaten and equally well concealed +trail. All my suspicions returned. I knew now that Barrett was a +bad lot all round, and as soon as I had quit using him and his +coat, I made up my mind to rid my quarters of him; fortunately I +knew enough about him to use that knowledge as a whip-lash. + +We followed them for something over a mile, when--heaven and hell! +The trail opened abruptly on the clearing where lay my recently +acquired cordwood with my five barrels of whiskey concealed in its +midst. + +The girl strode forward, and with the strength of a man, pitched +down a dozen sticks with lightning speed. + +"There!" she cried, turning to Tom. "There you find him--you find +him whiskey. You say you spill. No more my father he's drunk all +day, he beat my mother." + +I stepped out. + +"So, Tom Barrett," I said, "you've played the d----d sneak and +hunted it out!" + +He fairly jumped at the sound of my voice; then he got white as +paper, and then--something came into his face that I never saw +before. It was a look like his father's, the old missionary. + +"Yes, McLeod," he answered. "And I've hunted _you_ out. It's cost +me the loss of a whole term at college and a considerable amount of +self-respect, but I've got my finger on you now!" + +The whole infernal trick burst right in on my intelligence. If I +had had a revolver, he would have been a dead man; but border +traders nowadays are not desperadoes with bowie knives and hip +pockets-- + +"You surely don't mean to split on me?" I asked. + +"I surely don't mean to do anything else," he cheeked back. + +"Then, Tom Barrett," I sputtered, raging, "you're the dirtiest cad +and the foulest liar that ever drew the breath of life." + +"I dare say I am," he said smoothly. Then with rising anger he +advanced, peering into my face with his foxy eyes. "And I'll tell +you right here, Dan McLeod, I'd be a hundred times a cad, and a +thousand times a liar to save the souls and bodies of our Indians +from going to hell, through your cursed whiskey." + +I have always been a brave man, but I confess I felt childishly +scared before the wild, mesmeric power of his eyes. I was unable to +move a finger, but I blurted out boastfully: "If it wasn't for your +preacher's hat and coat I'd send your sneaking soul to Kingdom +Come, right here!" + +Instantly he hauled off his coat and tie and stood with clenched +fists while his strange eyes fairly spat green fire. + +"Now," he fumed, "I've discarded my cloth, Dan McLeod. You've got +to deal with a man now, not with a minister." + +To save my immortal soul I can't tell why I couldn't stir. I only +know that everything seemed to drop out of sight except his two +little blazing eyes. I stood like a fool, queered, dead queered +right through. + +He turned politely to the girl. "You may go, Elizabeth," he said, +"and thank you for your assistance." The girl turned and went up +the trail without a word. + +With the agility of a cat he sprang on to the wood-pile, pitched +off enough cordwood to expose my entire "cellar;" then going across +to Lige, he coolly took the axe out of his hand. His face was +white and set, but his voice was natural enough as he said: + +"Now, gentlemen, whoever cares to interrupt me will get the blade +of this axe buried in his brain, as heaven is my witness." + +I didn't even curse as he split the five barrels into slivers and +my well-fought-for whiskey soaked into the slush. Once he lifted +his head and looked at me, and the mouth I didn't understand +revealed itself; there was something about it like a young +Napoleon's. + +I never hated a man in my life as I hated Tom Barrett then. That +I daren't resist him made it worse. I watched him finish his caddish +job, throw down the axe, take his coat over his arm, and leave the +clearing without a word. + +But no sooner was he out of sight than my devilish temper broke +out, and I cursed and blasphemed for half an hour. I'd have his +blood if it cost my neck a rope, and that too before he could inform +on us. The boys were with me, of course, poor sort of dogs with no +grit of their own, and with the axe as my only weapon we left the +bush and ran towards the river. + +I fairly yelled at my good luck as I reached the high bank. There, +a few rods down shore, beside the open water sat Tom Barrett, +calling something out to his folks across the river, and from +upstream came the deafening thunder of the Onondaga Jam that, +loosened by the rain, was shouldering its terrific force downwards +with the strength of a million drunken demons. + +We had him like a rat in a trap, but his foxy eyes had seen us. He +sprang to his feet, hesitated for a fraction of a moment, saw the +murder in our faces, then did what any man but a fool would have +done--ran. + +We were hot on his heels. Fifty yards distant an old dug-out lay +hauled up. He ran it down into the water, stared wildly at the +oncoming jam, then at us, sprang into the canoe and grabbed the +paddle. + +I was murderously mad. I wheeled the axe above my shoulder and let +fly at him. It missed his head by three inches. + +He was paddling for dear life now, and, our last chance gone, we +stood riveted to the spot, watching him. On the bluff across the +river stood his half-blood mother, the raw March wind whipping her +skirts about her knees; but her strained, ashen face showed she +never felt its chill. Below with his feet almost in the rapidly +rising water, stood the old missionary, his scant grey hair blowing +across his eyes that seemed to look out into eternity--amid stream +Tom, paddling with the desperation of death, his head turning every +second with the alertness of an animal to gauge the approaching +ice-shove. + +Even I wished him life then. Twice I thought him caught in the +crush, but he was out of it like an arrow, and in another moment he +had leapt ashore while above the roar of the grinding jam I heard +him cry out with a strange exultation: + +"Father, I've succeeded. I have had to be a scoundrel and a cad, +but I've trapped them at last!" + +He staggered forward then, sobbing like a child, and the old man's +arms closed round him, just as two heavy jaws of ice snatched the +dug-out, hurled it off shore and splintered it to atoms. + +Well! I had made a bad blunder, which I attempted to rectify by +reaching Buffalo that night; but Tom Barrett had won the game. I +was arrested at Fort Erie, handcuffed, jailed, tried, convicted +of attempted assault and illicit whiskey-trading on the Grand +River Indian Reserve--and spent the next five years in Kingston +Penitentiary, the guest of Her Most Gracious Majesty Queen +Victoria. + + + +Mother o' the Men + +A Story of the Canadian North-West Mounted Police + + +The commander's wife stood on the deck of the "North Star" looking +at the receding city of Vancouver as if to photograph within her +eyes and heart every detail of its wonderful beauty--its +clustering, sisterly houses, its holly hedges, its ivied walls, its +emerald lawns, its teeming streets and towering spires. She seemed +to realize that this was the end of the civilized trail; that +henceforth, for many years, her sight would know only the unbroken +line of icy ridge and sky of the northernmost outposts of the great +Dominion. To her hand clung a little boy of ten, and about her +hovered some twenty young fellows, gay in the scarlet tunics, the +flashing buffalo-head buttons, that bespoke the soldierly uniform +of the Canadian North-West Mounted Police. They were the first +detachment bound for the Yukon, and were under her husband's +command. + +She was the only woman in the "company." The major had purposely +selected unmarried men for his staff, for in the early nineties the +Arctic was no place for a woman. But when the Government at Ottawa +saw fit to commission Major Lysle to face the frozen North, and +with a handful of men build and garrison a fort at the rim of the +Polar Seas, Mrs. Lysle quietly remarked, "I shall accompany you, so +shall the boy," and the major blessed her in his heart, for had she +not so decided, it would mean absolute separation from wife and +child for from three to five years, as in those days no railways, +no telegraph lines, stretched their pulsing fingers into the +Klondyke. One mail went in, one mail came out, each year--that was +all. + +"It's good-bye, Graham lad," said one of the scarlet-coated +soldiers, tossing the little boy to his back. "Look your longest +at those paved streets, and the green, green things. There'll be +months of just snow away up there," and he nodded towards the +north. + +"Oh, but father says it won't be lonely at all up there," asserted +the child. "He says I'll grow _terribly_ big in a few years; that +people always grow in the North, and maybe I'll soon be able to +wear buffalo buttons and have stripes on my sleeve like you;" and +the childish fingers traced the outline of the sergeant's chevrons. + +"I hope, dear, that you shall do all that, soon," said Mrs. Lysle; +"but first you must _win_ those stripes, my boy, and if you win them +as the sergeant did, mother shall be very proud of you." + +At which, the said sergeant hastily set the boy down, and, with +confusion written all over his strong young face, made some excuse +to disappear, for no man in the world is as shy or modest about his +deeds of valor as is a North-West "Mounted." + +"Won't you tell me, mother, how Sergeant Black got those stripes on +his sleeve?" begged the boy. + +"Perhaps to-night, son, when you are in bed--just before mother +says good-night--we'll see. But look! there is the city, fading, +fading." Then after a short silence: "There, Graham, it has gone." + +"But isn't that it 'way over there, mother?" persisted the boy. "I +see the sun shining on the roofs." + +Mrs. Lysle shook her head. "No, dearie; that is the snow on the +mountain peaks. The city has--gone." + +But far into the twilight she yet stood watching the purple sea, +the dove-gray coast. Her world was with her--the man she had chosen +for her life partner, and the little boy that belonged to them +both--but there are times even in the life of a wife and mother +when her soul rebels at cutting herself off from her womenkind, and +all that environment of social life among women means, even if the +act itself is voluntary on her part. It was a relief, then, from +her rather sombre musing at the ship's rail, when the major lightly +placed both hands on her shoulders and said, "Grahamie has toddled +off to the stateroom. The sea air is weighting down his eyelids." + +"Sea air?" laughed Mrs. Lysle. "Don't you believe it, Horace. The +young monkey had been just scampering about the deck with the men +until his little legs are tired out. I'm half afraid our 'Mounted' +boys bid fair to spoil him. I'll go to him, for I promised him a +story to-night." + +"Which you would rather perish than not tell him, if you promised," +smiled the major. "You govern that boy the same way I do my men, +eh, dear?" + +"It's the only way to govern boys or soldiers," she laughed back +from the head of the companionway. "Then both boy and soldier will +keep their promises to you." + +The Major watched her go below, then said to himself, "She's +right--she's always right. She was right to come north, and bring +him, too. But I am a coward, for I daren't tell her she'll have to +part from him, or from me, some day. He will have to be sent to the +front again; he can't grow up unlearned, untaught, and there are no +schools in our Arctic world, and she must go with him, or stay with +me; but I can't tell her. Yes, I'm a coward." But Major Lysle was +the only person in all the world who would have thought or said so. + +"And will you tell me how Sergeant Black won his stripes, mother, +before I go to sleep?" begged Graham. + +"Yes, little 'North-West,'" she replied, using the pet name the men +in barracks frequently called the child. "It's just a wee story of +one man fighting it out alone--just alone, single-handed--with no +reinforcements but his own courage, his own self-reliance." + +"That's just what father says, isn't it, mother, to just do things +yourself?" asked the boy. + +"That's it, dear, and that is what Sergeant Black did. He was only +corporal then, and he was dispatched from headquarters to arrest +some desperate horse thieves who were trying to drive a magnificent +bunch of animals across the boundary line into the United States, +and then sell them. These men were breaking two laws. They had not +only stolen the horses, but were trying to evade the American +Customs. Your father always called them 'The Rapparees,' for they +were Irish, and fighters, and known from the Red River to the +Rockies as plunderers and desperadoes. There was some trouble to +the north at the same time; barracks was pretty well thinned; not +a man could be spared to help him. But when Corporal Black got his +instructions and listened to the commanding officer say, 'If that +detachment returns from the Qu'Appelle Valley within twenty-four +hours, I'll order them out to assist you, corporal,' the plucky +little soldier just stood erect, clicked his heels together, +saluted, and replied, 'I can do it alone, sir.' + +"'I notice you don't say you _think_ you can do it alone,' remarked +the officer dryly. He was a lenient man and often conversed with +his men. + +"'It is not my place to _think_, sir. I've just got to _do_,' +replied the corporal, and saluting again he was gone. + +"All that night he galloped up the prairie trail on the track of +the thieves, and just before daybreak he sighted them, entrenched +in a coulee, where their campfires made no glow, and the neighing +horses could not be heard. There were six men all told, busying +themselves getting breakfast and staking the animals preparatory to +hiding through the day hours, and getting across the boundary line +the next night. Both men and beasts were wearied with the long +journey, but Corporal Black is the sort of man that _never_ wearies +in either brain or body. He never hesitated a second. Jerking his +rat-skin cap down, covering his face as much as possible, he rode +silently around to the south of the encampment, clutched a revolver +in each hand, and rode within earshot, then said four words: + +"'Stand, or I fire!' If a cyclone had swooped down on them, the +thieves could not have been more astounded. But they stood, and +stood yards away from their own guns. Then they demanded to know +who he was, for of course they thought him a thief like themselves, +probably following them to capture their spoil. Then Corporal Black +unbuttoned his great-coat and flung it wide open, displaying the +brilliant scarlet tunic of our own dear Mounted Police. They needed +no other reply. At the point of his revolver he ordered them to +unstake the horses. Then not one man was allowed to mount, but, +breakfastless and frenzied, they were compelled to walk before him, +driving the stolen animals ahead, mile upon mile, league after +league. + +"Father says it was a strange-looking procession that trudged into +barracks. Twenty beautiful, spirited horses, six hangdog-looking +thieves, with a single exhausted horse in the rear, on which was +mounted an alert, keen-eyed and very hungry young soldier who wore +a scarlet tunic and buffalo-head buttons. The next day Corporal +Black had another stripe on his sleeve." [The foregoing story is an +actual occurrence. The author had the honor of knowing personally +the North-West Mounted Policeman who achieved his rank through this +action.] + +Her voice ceased, and she looked down at her son. The child lay for +a moment, wide-eyed and tense. Then some indescribable quality +seemed to make him momentarily too large, too tall, for the narrow +ship's berth. Then: + +"And he fought it out _alone_, mother, just alone--single-handed?" + +"Yes, Grahamie," she said, softly. + +"Fought alone!" he said almost to himself. Then aloud: "Thank you, +mother, for telling me that story. Perhaps some day I'll have to +fight it out alone, and when I do, I'll try to remember Sergeant +Black. Good-night, mother." + +"Good-night, my boy." + + * * * * * + +The long, long winter was doing its worst, and that was unspeakable +in its dreariness and its misery. The "Fort" was just about +completed before things froze up--narrow, small quarters +constructed of rough logs, surrounded by a stockade--but above its +roof the Union Jack floated, and beneath it flashed the scarlet +tunics, the buffalo-head buttons, the clanking spurs of as brave +a band of men, "queened over" by as courageous a woman, as ever +Gibraltar or the Throne Room knew. + +As time went on the major's wife began to find herself "Mother o' +the Men" (as an old Klondyker named her), as well as of her own +boy. Those blizzard-blown, snow-hardened, ice-toughened soldiers +went to her for everything--sympathy, assistance, advice--for in +that lonely outpost military lines were less strictly drawn, and +she could oftentimes do for the men what would be considered +amazingly unofficial, were those little humane kindnesses done in +barracks at Regina or Macleod or Calgary. She nursed the men +through every illness, preparing the food herself for the invalids. +She attended to many a frozen face and foot and finger. She +smoothed out their differences, inspirited them when they grew +discouraged, talked to them of their own people, so that their +home ties should not be entirely severed because they could write +letters or receive them but once a year. But there were days when +the sight of a woman's face would have been a glimpse of paradise +to her, days when she almost wildly regretted her boy had not been +a girl--just a little sweet-voiced girl, a thing of her own sex and +kind. But it always seemed at these moments that Grahamie would +providentially rush in to her with some glad story of sport or +adventure, and she would snatch him tightly in her arms and say, +"No, no, boy of mine, I don't want even a girlie, if I may only +keep you." And once when her thoughts had been more than usually +traitorous in wishing he had been a girl, the child seemed to +divine some idea of her struggle; for a moment his firm little +fingers caught her hand encouragingly, and he said in a whisper, +"Are you fighting it out alone, mother--just single-handed?" + +"Just single-handed, dearest," she replied. + +Then he scampered away, but paused to call back gravely, "Remember +Sergeant Black, mother." + +"Yes, Grahamie, I'll try to," she replied brightly. At that moment +he was the lesser child of the two. + +And so the winter crept slowly on, and the brief, brilliant summer +flitted in, then out, like a golden dream. The second snows were +upon the little fort, the second Christmas, the second long, long +weeks and months of the new year. An unspoken horror was staring +them all in the face: navigation did not open when expected, and +supplies were running low, pitifully low. The smoked and dried +meats, the canned things, flour, sealed lard, oatmeal, hard-tack, +dried fruits--_everything_ was slowly but inevitably giving out day +upon day. Before and behind them stretched hummocks of trailless +snow. Not an Indian, not a dog train, not even a wild animal, had +set foot in that waste for weeks. In early March the major's wife +had hidden a single package of gelatine, a single tin of dried +beef, and a single half pound of cornstarch. "If sickness comes +to my boys" (she did not say boy), "I shall at least have saved +these," she told herself, in justification of her act. "A sick man +cannot live on beans." But now they were down to beans--just beans +and lard boiled together. Then a day dawned when there was not even +a spoonful of lard left. "Beans straight!"--it was the death knell, +for beans straight--beans without grease--kill the strongest man in +a brief span of days. Oh, that the ice bridges would melt, the seas +open, the ships come! + +But that night the men at mess had beans with unlimited grease, its +peculiar flavor peppered and spiced out of it. Life, life was to be +theirs even yet! What had renewed it? + +But one of the men had caught something on his fork and extracted +it from the food on his plate. It was an overlooked _wick_. The +major's wife had begun to boil up the tallow candles. [Fact.] But +the cheer that shook that rough log roof came right from hearts +that blessed her, and brought her to the door of the men's +mess-room. The men were on their feet instantly. "A light has +broken upon us, or rather _within_ us, Mrs. Lysle!" cried a +self-selected spokesman. + +"Illuminating, isn't it, boys?" She laughed, then turned away, for +the cheers and tears were very close together. + +Then one day when even starving stomachs almost revolted at the +continued coarse mixture, a ribbon of blue proclaimed the open sea, +and into those waters swept the longed-for ship. Yet, strangely +enough, that night the "Mother o' the Men" wept a storm of tears, +the only tears she had yielded to in those long five years. For +with its blessing of food the ship had her hold bursting with +liquors and wines, the hideous commerce that invades the pioneer +places of the earth. Should the already weakened, ill-fed and +scurvy-threatened garrison break into those supplies, all the labor +and patience and mothering of this courageous woman would be +useless, for after a bean diet in the Northern latitudes, whiskey +is deadly to brain and body, and the victim maddens or dies. + +"You are crying, mother, and the ship here at last!" said Grahamie's +voice at her shoulder. "Crying when we are all so happy." + +"Mother is a little upset, dear. You must try to forget you ever +saw her eyes wet." + +"I'll forget," said the boy with a finality she could not question. +"The ship is so full of good things, mother. We'll think of that, +and--forget, won't we?" he added. + +"_All_ the things in the ship are not good, Grahamie, boy. If they +were, mother would not cry," she said. + +"I see," he said, but stole from her side with a strained, puzzled +look in his young eyes. + +Outside he was met by a laughing, joyous dozen of men. One swung +the child to his shoulder, shouting, "Hurrah, little 'North-West'! +Hurrah! we are all coming to pay tribute to your mother. Look at +the dainties we have got for her from the ship!" + +"I'm afraid you can't see mother just now," said the boy. "Mother +is a little upset. You see, the ship is so full of good things--but +then, _all_ the things in the ship are not good. If they were, +mother would not cry." In the last words he unconsciously imitated +his mother's voice. + +A profound silence enveloped the men. Then one spoke. "She'll never +have cause to cry about anything _I_ do, boys." + +"Nor I!" "Nor I!" "Nor I!" rang out voice after voice. + +"Run back, you blessed little 'North-West,' and tell mother not to +be scared for the boys. We'll stand by her to a man. She'll never +regret that ship's coming in," said the gallant soldier, slipping +the boy to the ground. And to the credit of the men who wore +buffalo-head buttons, she never did. + +And in all her Yukon years the major's wife had but one more +heartache. That agonizing winter had taught her many things, but +the bitterest knowledge to come to her was the fact that her boy +must be sent "to the front." To be sure, he was growing up the pet +of all the police; he was becoming manlier, sturdier, more +self-reliant every day. But education he _must_ have, and another +winter of such deprivation and horror he was too young, too tender, +to endure. It was then that the battle arose in her heart. The boy +was to be sent to college. Was it her place to accompany him to the +distant South-east, to live by herself alone in the college town, +just to be near him and watch over his young life, or was it here +with her pioneer soldier husband, and his little isolated garrison +of "boys" whom she had mothered for two years? + +The inevitable day came when she had to shut her teeth and watch +Grahamie go aboard the southward-bound vessel alone, in the care of +a policeman who was returning on sick leave--to watch him stand at +the rail, his little face growing dimmer and more shadowy as the +sea widened between them--watch him through tearless, courageous +eyes, then turn away with the hopelessness of knowing that for one +entire endless year she must wait for word of his arrival. [Fact.] +But his last brave good-bye words rang through her ears every day +of that eternal year: "We'll remember Sergeant Black, won't we, +mother? And we'll each fight it out alone, single-handed, and maybe +they'll give us a chevron for our sleeves when it's over." + +But that night when the barracks was wrapped in gloom over the +loss of its boy chum, the surgeon appeared in the men's quarters. +"Hello, boys!" he said, none too cheerfully. "Dull doings, I say. +I'm busy enough, though, keeping an eye on Madam, the major's lady. +She's so deadly quiet, so self-controlled, I'm just a little afraid. +I wish something would happen to--well, make her less calm." + +"_I'll_ 'happen,' doctor," chirped up a genial-looking young chap +named O'Keefe. "I'll get sick and threaten to die. You say it's +serious; she'll be all interest and medicine spoons, and making me +jelly inside an hour." + +The surgeon eyed him sternly, then: "O'Keefe," he said, "you're the +cleverest man I ever came across in the force, and I've been in it +eleven years. But, man alive! what have you been doing to yourself? +Overwork, no food--why, man, you're sick; look as if you had fever +and a touch of pneumonia. You're a very sick man. Go to bed at +once--at once, I say!" + +O'Keefe looked the surgeon in the eye, winked meaningly, and +O'Keefe turned in, although it was but early afternoon. At six +o'clock an orderly stood at the door of the major's quarters. Mrs. +Lysle was standing on the steps, her eyes fixed on the far horizon +across which a ship had melted away. + +"Beg pardon, madam," said the orderly, saluting, "but young O'Keefe +is very ill. We have had the surgeon, but the--the--pain's getting +worse. He's just yelling with agony." + +"I'll go at once, orderly. I should have been told before," she +replied; and burying her own heartache, she hurried to the men's +quarters. Her anxious eyes sought the surgeon's. "Oh, doctor!" she +said, "this poor fellow must be looked after. What can I do to +help?" + +"Everything, Mrs. Lysle," gruffed the surgeon with a professional +air. "He is very ill. He must be kept wrapped in hot linseed +poultices and--" + +"Oh, I say, doctor," remonstrated poor O'Keefe, "I'm not that bad." + +"You're a very sick man," scowled the surgeon. "Now, Mrs. Lysle has +graciously offered to help nurse you. She'll see that you have hot +fomentations every half hour. I'll drop in twice a day to see how +you are getting along." And with that miserable prospect before +him, poor O'Keefe watched the surgeon disappear. + +"I simply _had_ to order those half-hour fomentations, old man," +apologized the surgeon that night. "You see, she must be kept +busy--just kept at it every minute we can make her do so. Do you +think you can stand it?" + +"Of course I can," fumed the victim. "But for goodness' sake, don't +put me on sick rations! I'll die, sure, if you do." + +"I've ordered you the best the commissariat boasts--heaps of meat, +butter, even eggs, my boy. Think of it--_eggs_--you lucky young +Turk!" laughed the surgeon. + +Then followed nights and days of torture. The "boys" would line up +to the "sick-room" four times daily, and blandly ask how he was. + +"How _am_ I?" young O'Keefe would bellow. "How _am_ I? I'm well and +strong enough to brain every one of you fellows, surgeon included, +when I get out of this!" + +"But when _are_ you going to get out? When will you be out danger?" +they would chuckle. + +"Just when I see that haunted look go out of her eyes, and not till +then!" he would roar. + +And he kept his word. He was really weak when he got up, and +pretended to be weaker, but the lines of acute self-control had +left Mrs. Lysle's face, the suffering had gone from her eyes, the +day the noble O'Keefe took his first solid meal in her presence. + +Even the major never discovered that worthy bit of deception. But +a year later, when the mail went out, the surgeon sent the entire +story to Graham, who, in writing to his mother the following year, +perplexed her by saying: + +"....But there are three men in the force I love better than +anyone in the world except you, mother. The first, of course, is +father, the others, Sergeant Black and Private O'Keefe." + +"Why O'Keefe?" she asked herself. + +But loyal little "North-West" never told her. + + + +The Nest Builder + + +"Well! if some women aren't born just to laugh!" remarked the +station agent's wife. "Have you seen that round-faced woman in the +waiting-room?" + +"No," replied the agent. "I've been too busy; I've had to help +unload freight. I heard some children in there, though; they were +playing and laughing to beat the band." + +"_Nine_ of them, John! _Nine_ of them, and the oldest just twelve!" +gasped his wife. "Why, I'd be crazy if I were in her place. +She's come all the way from Grey or Bruce in Ontario--I forget +which--with not a soul to help her with that flock. Three of them +are almost babies. The smallest one is a darling--just sits on the +bench in there and dimples and gurgles and grins all the time." + +"Hasn't she got a husband?" asked John. + +"Of course," asserted his wife. "But that's just the problem now, +or rather he's the problem. He came to Manitoba a year ago, and +was working right here in this town. He doesn't seem to have had +much luck, and left last week for some ranch away back of Brandon, +she now finds out; she must have crossed his letter as she came +out. She expected to find him here, and now she is in that +waiting-room with nine children, no money to go further, or to +go to a hotel even, and she's--well, she's just good-natured and +smiling, and not a bit worried. As I say, some women are born just +to laugh." + +"Have they anything to eat?" asked the agent, anxiously. + +"Stacks of it--a huge hamper. But I took the children what milk we +had, and made her take a cup of good hot tea. She _would_ pay me, +however, I couldn't stop her. But I noticed she has mighty little +change in her purse, and she said she had no money, and said it +with a round, untroubled, smiling face." The agent's wife spoke +the last words almost with envy. + +"I'll try and locate the husband," said the agent. + +"Yes, she'll get his address to-night, she says," explained the +wife; "but no one knows when he will get here. Most likely he's +twenty miles away from Brandon, and they will have to send out +for him." + +Which eventually proved to be the case; and three days elapsed +before the husband and father was able to reach the little border +town where his wife and ample family had been installed as +residents of the general waiting-room of a small, scantily-equipped +station. No beds, no washing conveniences, no table, no chairs; +just the wall seats, with a roof above them and the pump water +at the end of the platform to drink from and dabble in. The +distressed man arrived, harrassed and anxious, only to be met by a +round-faced, laughing wife and nine round-faced, laughing children, +who all made sport of their "camping" experience, and assured him +they could have "stood it" a little longer, if need be. + +But they slept in beds that night--glorious, feathery beds, +that were in reality but solid hemp mattresses--in the cheapest +lodging-house in town. + +Then began the home-building. Henderson had secured a quarter +section of land and made two payments on it when his wife and +children arrived, with all their "settlers' effects" in a freight +car, which, truth to tell, were meagre enough. They had never +really owned a home in the East, and when, with saving and selling, +she managed to follow her husband into the promising world of +Manitoba, she determined to possess a home, no matter how crude, +how small, how remote. So Henderson hired horses and "teamed" out +sufficient lumber and tar-paper to erect a shack which measured +exactly eighteen by twelve feet, then sodded the roof in true +Manitoba style, and into this cramped abode Mrs. Henderson stowed +her household goods and nine small children. With the stove, table, +chairs, tubs and trunks, there was room for but one bed to be +put up. Poor, unresourceful Henderson surveyed the crowded shack +helplessly, but that round-faced, smiling wife of his was not a +particle discouraged. "We'll just build in two sets of bunks, on +each end of the house," she laughed. "The children won't mind +sleeping on 'shelves,' for the bread-winners must have the bed." + +So they economized space with a dozen such little plans, and all +through the unpacking and settling and arranging, she would say +every hour or two, "Oh, it's a little crowded and stuffy, but it's +_ours_--it's _home_," until Henderson and the children caught +something of her inspiration, and the sod-roof shack became "home" +in the sweetest sense of the word. + +There are some people who "make" time for everything, and this +remarkable mother was one. That winter she baked bread for every +English bachelor ranchman within ten miles. She did their washing +and ironing, and never neglected her own, either. She knitted socks +for them, and made and sold quantities of Saskatoon berry jam. When +spring came she had over fifty dollars of her own, with which she +promptly bought a cow. Then late in March they made a small first +payment of a team of horses, and "broke land" for the first time, +plowing and seeding a few acres of virgin prairie and getting a +start. + +But her quaintest invention to utilize every resource possible was +a novel scheme for chicken-raising. One morning the children came +in greatly excited over finding a wild duck's nest in the nearby +"slough." Mrs. Henderson told them to be very careful not to +frighten the bird, but to go back and search every foot of the +grassy edges and try to discover other nests. They succeeded in +finding three. That day a neighboring English rancher, driving past +on his way to Brandon, twenty miles distant, called out, "Want +anything from town, Mrs. Henderson?" + +"Eggs, just eggs, if you will bring them, like a good boy," she +answered, running out to the trail to meet him. + +"Why, you _are_ luxurious to-day, and eggs at fifty cents a dozen," +he exclaimed. + +"Never mind," she replied, "they're not nearly so luxurious as +chickens. You just bring me a dozen and a half. Pay _any_ price, +but be sure they are fresh, new laid, right off the nest. Now just +insist on that, or we shall quarrel." And with a menacing shake of +a forefinger and a customary laugh, she handed him a precious bank +note to pay for the treasures. + +The next day Mrs. Henderson adroitly substituted hen's eggs for the +wild ducks' own, and the shy, pretty water fowls, returning from +their morning's swim, never discovered the fraud. [Fact.] + +"Six eggs under three sitters--eighteen chicks, if we're lucky +enough to have secured fertile eggs," mused Mrs. Henderson. "Oh, +well, we'll see." And they _did_ see. They saw exactly eighteen +fluffy, peeping chicks, whose timid little mothers could not +understand why their broods disappeared one by one from the long, +wet grasses surrounding the nest. But in a warm canton flannel +lined basket near the Henderson's stove the young arrivals chirped +and picked at warm meal as sturdily as if hatched in a coop by a +commonplace barnyard "Biddy." And every one of those chicks lived +and grew and fattened into a splendid flock, and the following +spring they began sitting on their own eggs. But the good-hearted +woman, in relating the story, would always say that she felt like +a thief and a robber whenever she thought of that shy, harmless +little wild duck who never had the satisfaction of seeing her brood +swim in the "slough." + +All this happened more than twenty years ago, yet when I met Mrs. +Henderson last autumn, as she was journeying to Prince Albert to +visit a married daughter, her wonderfully youthful face was as +round and smiling as if she had never battled through the years +in a hand-to-hand fight to secure a home in the pioneer days +of Manitoba. She is well off now, and lives no more in the +twelve-by-eighteen-foot bunk-house, but when I asked her how she +accomplished so much, she replied, "I just jollied things along, +and laughed over the hard places. It makes them easier then." + +So perhaps the station agent's wife was really right, after all, +when she remarked that "some women were just born to laugh." + + + +The Tenas Klootchman + +[In Chinook language "Tenas Klootchman" means "girl baby."] + + +This story came to me from the lips of Maarda herself. It was hard +to realize, while looking at her placid and happy face, that Maarda +had ever been a mother of sorrows, but the healing of a wounded +heart oftentimes leaves a light like that of a benediction on a +receptive face, and Maarda's countenance held something greater +than beauty, something more like lovableness, than any other +quality. + +We sat together on the deck of the little steamer throughout the +long violet twilight, that seems loath to leave the channels and +rocky of the Upper Pacific in June time. We had dropped easily +into conversation, for nothing so readily helps one to an +introduction as does the friendly atmosphere of the extreme West, +and I had paved the way by greeting her in the Chinook, to which +she responded with a sincere and friendly handclasp. + +Dinner on the small coast-wise steamers is almost a function. It is +the turning-point of the day, and is served English fashion, in +the evening. The passengers "dress" a little for it, eat the meal +leisurely and with relish. People who perhaps have exchanged no +conversation during the day, now relax, and fraternize with their +fellow men and women. + +I purposely secured a seat at the dining-table beside Maarda. +Even she had gone through a simple "dressing" for dinner, having +smoothed her satiny black hair, knotted a brilliant silk +handkerchief about her throat, and laid aside her large, heavy +plaid shawl, revealing a fine delaine gown of green, bordered with +two flat rows of black silk velvet ribbon. That silk velvet ribbon, +and the fashion in which it was applied, would have bespoken her +nationality, even had her dark copper-colored face failed to do so. + +The average Indian woman adores silk and velvet, and will have none +of cotton, and these decorations must be in symmetrical rows, not +designs. She holds that the fabric is in itself excellent enough. +Why twist it and cut it into figures that would only make it less +lovely? + +We chatted a little during dinner. Maarda told me that she and her +husband lived at the Squamish River, some thirty-five miles north +of Vancouver City, but when I asked if they had any children, she +did not reply, but almost instantly called my attention to a +passing vessel seen through the porthole. I took the hint, and +said no more of family matters, but talked of the fishing and the +prospects of a good sockeye run this season. + +Afterwards, however, while I stood alone on deck watching the sun +set over the rim of the Pacific, I felt a feathery touch on my arm. +I turned to see Maarda, once more enveloped in her shawl, and +holding two deck stools. She beckoned with a quick uplift of her +chin, and said, "We'll sit together here, with no one about us, and +I'll tell you of the child." And this was her story: + +She was the most beautiful little Tenas Klootchman a mother could +wish for, bright, laughing, pretty as a spring flower, but--just as +frail. Such tiny hands, such buds of feet! One felt that they must +never take her out of her cradle basket for fear that, like a +flower stem, she would snap asunder and her little head droop like +a blossom. + +But Maarda's skilful fingers had woven and plaited and colored the +daintiest cradle basket in the entire river district for his little +woodland daughter. She had fished long and late with her husband, +so that the canner's money would purchase silk "blankets" to enwrap +her treasure; she had beaded cradle bands to strap the wee body +securely in its cosy resting-nest. Ah, it was such a basket, fit +for an English princess to sleep in! Everything about it was fine, +soft, delicate, and everything born of her mother-love. + +So, for weeks, for even months, the little Tenas Klootchman laughed +and smiled, waked and slept, dreamed and dimpled in her pretty +playhouse. Then one day, in the hot, dry summer, there was no +smile. The dimples did not play. The little flower paled, the small +face grew smaller, the tiny hands tinier; and one morning, when the +birds awoke in the forests of the Squamish, the eyes of the little +Tenas Klootchman remained closed. + +They put her to sleep under the giant cedars, the lulling, singing +firs, the whispering pines that must now be her lullaby, instead of +her mother's voice crooning the child-songs of the Pacific, that +tell of baby foxes and gamboling baby wolves and bright-eyed baby +birds. Nothing remained to Maarda but an empty little cradle +basket, but smoothly-folded silken "blankets," but disused beaded +bands. Often at nightfall she would stand alone, and watch the sun +dip into the far waters, leaving the world as gray and colorless +as her own life; she would outstretch her arms--pitifully empty +arms--towards the west, and beneath her voice again croon the +lullabies of the Pacific, telling of the baby foxes, the soft, +furry baby wolves, and the little downy fledglings in the nests. +Once in an agony of loneliness she sang these things aloud, but her +husband heard her, and his face turned gray and drawn, and her soul +told her she must not be heard again singing these things aloud. + +And one evening a little steamer came into harbor. Many Indians +came ashore from it, as the fishing season had begun. Among others +was a young woman over whose face the finger of illness had traced +shadows and lines of suffering. In her arms she held a baby, a +beautiful, chubby, round-faced, healthy child that seemed too heavy +for her wasted form to support. She looked about her wistfully, +evidently seeking a face that was not there, and as the steamer +pulled out of the harbor, she sat down weakly on the wharf, laid +the child across her lap, and buried her face in her hands. Maarda +touched her shoulder. + +"Who do you look for?" she asked. + +"For my brother Luke 'Alaska,'" replied the woman. "I am ill, my +husband is dead, my brother will take care of me; he's a good man." + +"Luke 'Alaska,'" said Maarda. What had she heard of Luke "Alaska?" +Why, of course, he was one of the men her own husband had taken a +hundred miles up the coast as axeman on a surveying party, but she +dared not tell this sick woman. She only said: "You had better come +with me. My husband is away, but in a day of two he will be able to +get news to your brother. I'll take care of you till they come." + +The woman arose gratefully, then swayed unsteadily under the weight +of the child. Maarda's arms were flung out, yearningly, longingly, +towards the baby. + +"Where is your cradle basket to carry him in?" she asked, looking +about among the boxes and bales of merchandise the steamer had left +on the wharf. + +"I have no cradle basket. I was too weak to make one, too poor to +buy one. I have _nothing_," said the woman. + +"Then let me carry him," said Maarda. "It's quite a walk to my +place; he's too heavy for you." + +The woman yielded the child gratefully, saying, "It's not a boy, +but a Tenas Klootchman." + +Maarda could hardly believe her senses. That splendid, sturdy, +plump, big baby a Tenas Klootchman! For a moment her heart surged +with bitterness. Why had her own little girl been so frail, so +flower-like? But with the touch of that warm baby body, the +bitterness faded. She walked slowly, fitting her steps to those of +the sick woman, and jealously lengthening the time wherein she +could hold and hug the baby in her yearning arms. + +The woman was almost exhausted when they reached Maarda's home, but +strong tea and hot, wholesome food revived her; but fever burned +brightly in her cheeks and eyes. The woman was very ill, extremely +ill. Maarda said, "You must go to bed, and as soon as you are +there, I will take the canoe and go for a doctor. It is two or +three miles, but you stay resting, and I'll bring him. We will put +the Tenas Klootchman beside you in--" she hesitated. Her glance +travelled up to the wall above, where a beautiful empty cradle +basket hung, with folded silken "blankets" and disused beaded +bands. + +The woman's gaze followed hers, a light of beautiful understanding +pierced the fever glare of her eyes, she stretched out her hot hand +protestingly, and said, "Don't put her in--that. Keep that, it is +yours. She is used to being rolled only in my shawl." + +But Maarda had already lifted the basket down, and was tenderly +arranging the wrappings. Suddenly her hands halted, she seemed to +see a wee flower face looking up to her like the blossom of a +russet-brown pansy. She turned abruptly, and, going to the door, +looked out speechlessly on the stretch of sea and sky glimmering +through the tree trunks. + +For a time she stood. Then across the silence broke the little +murmuring sound of the baby half crooning, half crying, indoors, +the little cradleless baby that, homeless, had entered her home. +Maarda returned, and, lifting the basket, again arranged the +wrappings. "The Tenas Klootchman shall have this cradle," she said, +gently. The sick woman turned her face to the wall and sobbed. + +It was growing dark when Maarda left her guests, and entered her +canoe on the quest for a doctor. The clouds hung low, and a fine, +slanting rain fell, from which she protected herself as best she +could with a shawl about her shoulders, crossed in front, with each +end tucked into her belt beneath her arms--Indian-fashion. Around +rocks and boulders, headlands and crags, she paddled, her little +craft riding the waves like a cork, but pitching and plunging with +every stroke. By and by the wind veered, and blew head on, and now +and again she shipped water; her skirts began dragging heavily +about her wet ankles, and her moccasins were drenched. The wind +increased, and she discarded her shawl to afford greater freedom to +her arm-play. The rain drove and slanted across her shoulders and +head, and her thick hair was dripping with sea moisture and the +downpour. + +Sometimes she thought of beaching the canoe and seeking shelter +until daylight. Then she again saw those fever-haunted eyes of the +stranger who was within her gates, again heard the half wail of the +Tenas Klootchman in her own baby's cradle basket, and at the sound +she turned her back on the possible safety of shelter, and forged +ahead. + +It was a wearied woman who finally knocked at the doctor's door and +bade him hasten. But his strong man's arm found the return journey +comparatively easy paddling. The wind helped him, and Maarda also +plied her bow paddle, frequently urging him to hasten. + +It was dawn when they entered her home. The sick woman moaned, and +the child fretted for food. The doctor bent above his patient, +shaking his head ruefully as Maarda built the fire, and attended to +the child's needs before she gave thought to changing her drenched +garments. All day she attended her charges, cooked, toiled, +watched, forgetting her night of storm and sleeplessness in the +greater anxieties of ministering to others. The doctor came and +went between her home and the village, but always with that solemn +headshake, that spoke so much more forcibly than words. + +"She shall not die!" declared Maarda. "The Tenas Klootchman needs +her, she shall not die!" But the woman grew feebler daily, her eyes +grew brighter, her cheeks burned with deeper scarlet. + +"We must fight for it now," said the doctor. And Maarda and he +fought the dread enemy hour after hour, day after day. + +Bereft of its mother's care, the Tenas Klootchman turned to Maarda, +laughed to her, crowed to her, until her lonely heart embraced the +child as a still evening embraces a tempestuous day. Once she had a +long, terrible fight with herself. She had begun to feel her +ownership in the little thing, had begun to regard it as her right +to tend and pet it. Her heart called out for it; and she wanted it +for her very own. She began to feel a savage, tigerish joy in +thinking--aye, _knowing_ that it really would belong to her and to +her alone soon--very soon. + +When this sensation first revealed itself to her, the doctor was +there--had even told her the woman could not recover. Maarda's +gloriously womanly soul was horrified at itself. She left the +doctor in charge, and went to the shore, fighting out this +outrageous gladness, strangling it--killing it. + +She returned, a sanctified being, with every faculty in her body, +every sympathy of her heart, every energy of her mind devoted to +bringing this woman back from the jaws of death. She greeted the +end of it all with a sorrowing, half-breaking heart, for she had +learned to love the woman she had envied, and to weep for the +little child who lay so helplessly against her unselfish heart. + +A beautifully lucid half-hour came to the fever-stricken one just +before the Call to the Great Beyond! + +"Maarda," she said, "you have been a good Tillicum to me, and I +can give you nothing for all your care, your kindness--unless--" +Her eyes wandered to her child peacefully sleeping in the +delicately-woven basket. Maarda saw the look, her heart leaped with +a great joy. Did the woman wish to give the child to her? She dared +not ask for it. Suppose Luke "Alaska" wanted it. His wife loved +children, though she had four of her own in their home far inland. +Then the sick woman spoke: + +"Your cradle basket and your heart were empty before I came. Will +you keep my Tenas Klootchman as your own?--to fill them both +again?" + +Maarda promised. "Mine was a Tenas Klootchman, too," she said. + +"Then I will go to her, and be her mother, wherever she is, in the +Spirit Islands they tell us of," said the woman. "We will be but +exchanging our babies, after all." + +When morning dawned, the woman did not awake. + + * * * * * + +Maarda had finished her story, but the recollections had saddened +her eyes, and for a time we both sat on the deck in the violet +twilight without exchanging a word. + +"Then the little Tenas Klootchman is yours now?" I asked. + +A sudden radiance suffused her face, all trace of melancholy +vanished. She fairly scintillated happiness. + +"Mine!" she said. "All mine! Luke 'Alaska' and his wife said she +was more mine than theirs, that I must keep her as my own. My +husband rejoiced to see the cradle basket filled, and to hear me +laugh as I used to." + +"How I should like to see the baby!" I began. + +"You shall," she interrupted. Then with a proud, half-roguish +expression, she added: + +"She is so strong, so well, so heavy; she sleeps a great deal, and +wakes laughing and hungry." + +As night fell, an ancient Indian woman came up the companion-way. +In her arms she carried a beautifully-woven basket cradle, within +which nestled a round-cheeked, smiling-eyes baby. Across its little +forehead hung locks of black, straight hair, and its sturdy limbs +were vainly endeavoring to free themselves from the lacing of the +"blankets." Maarda took the basket, with an expression on her face +that was transfiguring. + +"Yes, this is my little Tenas Klootchman," she said, as she unlaced +the bands, then lifted the plump little creature out on to her lap. + +Soon afterwards the steamer touched an obscure little harbor, and +Maarda, who was to join her husband there, left me, with a happy +good-night. As she was going below, she faltered, and turned back +to me. "I think sometimes," she said, quietly, "the Great Spirit +thought my baby would feel motherless in the far Spirit Islands, so +He gave her the woman I nursed for a mother; and He knew I was +childless, and He gave me this child for my daughter. Do you think +I am right? Do you understand?" + +"Yes," I said, "I think you are right, and I understand." + +Once more she smiled radiantly, and turning, descended the +companionway. I caught a last glimpse of her on the wharf. She was +greeting her husband, her face a mirror of happiness. About the +delicately-woven basket cradle she had half pulled her heavy plaid +shawl, beneath which the two rows of black velvet ribbon bordering +her skirt proclaimed once more her nationality. + + + +The Derelict + + +Cragstone had committed what his world called a crime--an +inexcusable offence that caused him to be shunned by society and +estranged from his father's house. He had proved a failure. + +Not one of his whole family connections could say unto the others, +"I told you so," when he turned out badly. + +They had all predicted that he was born for great things, then to +discover that they had over-estimated him was irritating, it told +against their discernment, it was unflattering, and they thought +him inconsiderate. + +So, in addition to his failure, Cragstone had to face the fact that +he had made himself unpopular among his kin. + +As a boy he had been the pride of his family, as a youth, its hope +of fame and fortune; he was clever, handsome, inventive, original, +everything that society and his kind admired, but he criminally +fooled them and their expectation, and they never forgave him for +it. + +He had dabbled in music, literature, law, everything--always with +semi-success and brilliant promise; he had even tried the stage, +playing the Provinces for an entire season; then, ultimately +sinking into mediocrity in all these occupations, he returned to +London, a hopelessly useless, a pitiably gifted man. His chilly +little aristocratic mother always spoke of him as "poor, dear +Charles." His brothers, clubmen all, graciously alluded to him +with, "deuced hard luck, poor Charlie." His father never mentioned +his name. + +Then he went into "The Church," sailed for Canada, idled about for +a few weeks, when one of the great colonial bishops, not knowing +what else to do with him, packed him off north as a missionary to +the Indians. + +And, after four years of disheartening labor amongst a +semi-civilized people, came this girl Lydia into his life. This +girl of the mixed parentage, the English father, who had been swept +northward with the rush of lumber trading, the Chippewa mother, who +had been tossed to his arms by the tide of circumstances. The girl +was a strange composition of both, a type of mixed blood, pale, +dark, slender, with the slim hands, the marvellously beautiful +teeth of her mother's people, the ambition, the small tender +mouth, the utter fearlessness of the English race. But the +strange, laughless eyes, the silent step, the hard sense of honor, +proclaimed her far more the daughter of red blood than of white. + +And, with the perversity of his kind, Cragstone loved her; he +meant to marry her because he knew that he should not. What a +monstrous thing it would be if he did! He, the shepherd of this +half-civilized flock, the modern John Baptist; he, the voice of the +great Anglican Church crying in this wilderness, how could he wed +with this Indian girl who had been a common serving-maid in a house +in Penetanguishene, and been dismissed therefrom with an accusation +of theft that she could never prove untrue? How could he bring +this reproach upon the Church? Why, the marriage would have no +precedent; and yet he loved her, loved her sweet, silent ways, +her listening attitudes, her clear, brown, consumptive-suggesting +skin. She was the only thing in all the irksome mission life that +had responded to him, had encouraged him to struggle anew for +the spiritual welfare of this poor red race. Of course, in +Penetanguishene they had told him she was irreclaimable, a thief, +with ready lies to cover her crimes; for that very reason he felt +tender towards her, she was so sinful, so pathetically human. + +He could have mastered himself, perhaps, had she not responded, had +he not seen the laughless eyes laugh alone for him, had she not once +when a momentary insanity possessed them both confessed in words +her love for him as he had done to her. But now? Well, now only +this horrible tale of theft and untruth hung between them like a +veil; now even with his arms locked about her, his eyes drowned in +hers, his ears caught the whispers of calumny, his thoughts were +perforated with the horror of his Bishop's censure, and these +things rushed between his soul and hers, like some bridgeless deep +he might not cross, and so his lonely life went on. + +And then one night his sweet humanity, his grand, strong love rose +up, battled with him, and conquered. He cast his pharisaical ideas, +and the Church's "I am better than thou," aside forever; he would +go now, to-night, he would ask her to be his wife, to have and to +hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for-- + +A shadow fell across the doorway of his simple home; it was August +Beaver, the trapper, with the urgent request that he would come +across to French Island at once, for old "Medicine" Joe was there, +dying, and wished to see the minister. At another time Cragstone +would have felt sympathetic, now he was only irritated; he wanted +to find Lydia, to look in her laughless eyes, to feel her fingers +in his hair, to tell her he did not care if she were a hundred +times a thief, that he loved her, loved her, loved her, and he +would marry her despite the Church, despite-- + +"Joe, he's near dead, you come now?" broke in August's voice. +Cragstone turned impatiently, got his prayer-book, followed the +trapper, took his place in the canoe, and paddled in silence up +the bay. + +The moon arose, large, limpid, flooding the cabin with a wondrous +light, and making more wan the features of a dying man, whose +fever-wasted form lay on some lynx skins on the floor. + +Cragstone was reading from the Book of Common Prayer the exquisite +service of the Visitation of the Sick. Outside, the loons clanged +up the waterways, the herons called across the islands, but no +human things ventured up the wilds. Inside, the sick man lay, +beside him August Beaver holding a rude lantern, while Cragstone's +matchless voice repeated the Anglican formula. A spasm, an uplifted +hand, and Cragstone paused. Was the end coming even before a +benediction? But the dying man was addressing Beaver in Chippewa, +whispering and choking out the words in his death struggle. + +"He says he's bad man," spoke Beaver. A horrible, humorous +sensation swept over Cragstone; he hated himself for it, but at +college he had always ridiculed death-bed confessions; but in a +second that feeling had vanished, he bent his handsome, fair face +above the copper-colored countenance of the dying man. "Joe," he +said, with that ineffable tenderness that had always drawn human +hearts to him; "Joe, tell me before I pronounce the Absolution, +how you have been 'bad'?" + +"I steal three times," came the answer. "Oncet horses, two of them +from farmer near Barrie. Oncet twenty fox-skins at North Bay; +station man he in jail for those fox-skins now. Oncet gold watch +from doctor at Penetanguishene." + +The prayer-book rattled from Cragstone's hands and fell to the +floor. + +"Tell me about this watch," he mumbled. "How did you come to +do it?" + +"I liffe at the doctor's; I take care his horse, long time; old +River's girl, Lydia, she work there too; they say she steal it; +I sell to trader, the doctor he nefer know, he think Lydia." + +Cragstone was white to the lips. "Joe," he faltered, "you are +dying; do you regret this sin, are you sorry?" + +An indistinct "yes" was all; death was claiming him rapidly. + +But a great, white, purified love had swept over the young +clergyman. The girl he worshipped could never now be a reproach to +his calling, she was proved blameless as a baby, and out of his +great human love arose the divine calling, the Christ-like sense +of forgiveness, the God-like forgetfulness of injury and suffering +done to his and to him, and once more his soft, rich voice broke +the stillness of the Northern night, as the Anglican absolution of +the dying fell from his lips in merciful tenderness: + +"O Lord Jesus Christ, who hath left power to His Church to absolve +all sinners who truly repent and believe in Him, of His great mercy +forgive thee thine offences, and by His authority committed to me +I absolve thee from all thy sins in the name of the Father, and of +the Son, and of the Holy Ghost. Amen." + +Beaver was holding the lantern close to the penitent's face; +Cragstone, kneeling beside him, saw that the end had come already, +and, after making the sign of the Cross on the dead Indian's +forehead, the young priest arose and went silently out into the +night. + + * * * * * + +The sun was slipping down into the far horizon, fretted by the +inimitable wonder of islands that throng the Georgian Bay; the +blood-colored skies, the purpling clouds, the extravagant beauty +of a Northern sunset hung in the west like the trailing robes of +royalty, soundless in their flaring, their fading; soundless as the +unbroken wilds which lay bathed in the loneliness of a dying day. + +But on the color-flooded shore stood two, blind to the purple, the +scarlet, the gold, blind to all else save the tense straining of +the other's eyes; deaf to nature's unsung anthem, hearing only the +other's voice. Cragstone stood transfixed with consternation. The +memory of the past week of unutterable joy lay blasted with the +awfulness of this moment, the memory of even that first day--when +he had stood with his arms about her, had told her how he had +declared her reclaimed name far and wide, how even Penetanguishene +knew now that she had suffered blamelessly, how his own heart +throbbed suffocatingly with the honor, the delight of being the +poor means through which she had been righted in the accusing eyes +of their little world, and that now she would be his wife, his +sweet, helping wife, and she had been great enough not to remind +him that he had not asked her to be his wife until her name was +proved blameless, and he was great enough not to make excuse of the +resolve he had set out upon just when August Beaver came to turn +the current of his life. + +But he had other eyes to face to-night, eyes that blurred the past, +that burned themselves into his being--the condemning, justly and +righteously indignant eyes of his Bishop--while his numb heart, +rather than his ears, listened to the words that fell from the +prelate's lips like curses on his soul, like the door that would +shut him forever outside the holy place. + +"What have you done, you pretended servant of the living God? +What use is this you have made of your Holy Orders? You hear the +confessions of a dying man, you absolve and you bless him, and come +away from the poor dead thief to shout his crimes in the ears of +the world, to dishonor him, to be a discredit to your calling. Who +could trust again such a man as you have proved to be--faithless to +himself, faithless to his Church, faithless to his God?" + +But Cragstone was on the sands at his accuser's feet. "Oh! my +Lord," he cried, "I meant only to save the name of a poor, +mistrusted girl, selfishly, perhaps, but I would have done the +same thing just for humanity's sake had it been another to whom +injustice was done." + +"Your plea of justice is worse than weak; to save the good name +of the living is it just to rob the dead?" + +The Bishop's voice was like iron. + +"I did not realize I was a priest, I only knew I was a _man_," and +with these words Cragstone arose and looked fearlessly, even +proudly, at the one who stood his judge. + +"Is it not better, my Lord, to serve the living than the dead?" + +"And bring reproach upon your Church?" said the Bishop, sternly. + +It was the first thought Cragstone ever had of his official crime; +he staggered under the horror of it, and the little, dark, silent +figure, that had followed them unseen, realized in her hiding amid +the shadows that the man who had lifted her into the light was +himself being thrust down into irremediable darkness. But Cragstone +only saw the Bishop looking at him as from a supreme height, he +only felt the final stinging lash in the words: "When a man +disregards the most sacred offices of his God, he will hardly +reverence the claims of justice of a simple woman who knows not his +world, and if he so easily flings his God away for a woman, just so +easily will he fling her away for other gods." + +And Lydia, with eyes that blazed like flame, watched the Bishop +turn and walk frigidly up the sands, his indignation against this +outrager of the Church declaring itself in every footfall. + +Cragstone flung himself down, burying his face in his hands. What a +wreck he had made of life! He saw his future, loveless, for no woman +would trust him now; even the one whose name he had saved would +probably be more unforgiving than the Church; it was the way +with women when a man abandoned God and honor for them; and this +nameless but blackest of sins, this falsity to one poor dying +sinner, would stand between him and heaven forever, though through +that very crime he had saved a fellow being. Where was the justice +of it? + +The purple had died from out the western sky, the waters of the +Georgian Bay lay colorless at his feet, night was covering the +world and stealing with inky blackness into his soul. + +She crept out of her hiding-place, and, coming, gently touched his +tumbled fair hair; but he shrank from her, crying: "Lydia, my girl, +my girl, I am not for a good woman now! I, who thought you an +outcast, a thief, not worthy to be my wife, to-night I am not an +outcast of man alone, but of God." + +But what cared she for his official crimes? She was a woman. Her +arms were about him, her lips on his; and he who had, until now, +been a portless derelict, who had vainly sought a haven in art, +an anchorage in the service of God, had drifted at last into the +world's most sheltered harbor--a woman's love. + +But, of course, the Bishop took away his gown. + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Moccasin Maker, by E. Pauline Johnson + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MOCCASIN MAKER *** + +***** This file should be named 6600.txt or 6600.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/6/6/0/6600/ + +Produced by Andrew Sly + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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Pauline Johnson + + +With introduction by Sir Gilbert Parker and +appreciation by Charles Mair. + + +Dedicated to Sir Gilbert Parker, M.P. +Whose work in literature has brought honour to Canada + + +CONTENTS + + Introduction + Pauline Johnson: An Appreciation + My Mother + Catharine of the "Crow's Nest" + A Red Girl's Reasoning + The Envoy Extraordinary + A Pagan in St. Paul's Cathedral + As It Was in the Beginning + The Legend of Lillooet Falls + Her Majesty's Guest + Mother o' the Men + The Nest Builder + The Tenas Klootchman + The Derelict + + + +INTRODUCTION + + +The inducement to be sympathetic in writing a preface to a book like +this is naturally very great. The authoress was of Indian blood, +and lived the life of the Indian on the Iroquois Reserve with her +chieftain father and her white mother for many years; and though +she had white blood in her veins was insistently and determinedly +Indian to the end. She had the full pride of the aboriginal of pure +blood, and she was possessed of a vital joy in the legends, history +and language of the Indian race from which she came, crossed by +good white stock. But though the inducement to be sympathetic in +the case of so chivalrous a being who stood by the Indian blood +rather than by the white blood in her is great, there is, happily, +no necessity for generosity or magnanimity in the case of Pauline +Johnson. She was not great, but her work in verse in sure and +sincere; and it is alive with the true spirit of poetry. Her skill +in mere technique is good, her handling of narrative is notable, +and if there is no striking individuality--which might have been +expected from her Indian origin--if she was often reminiscent in her +manner, metre, form and expression, it only proves her a minor poet +and not a Tennyson or a Browning. That she should have done what +she did do, devotedly, with an astonishing charm and the delight +of inspired labour, makes her life memorable, as it certainly made +both life and work beautiful. The pain and suffering which attended +the latter part of her life never found its way into her work save +through increased sweetness and pensiveness. No shadow of death +fell upon her pages. To the last the soul ruled the body to its +will. Phenomenon Pauline Johnson was, though to call her a genius +would be to place her among the immortals, and no one was more +conscious of her limitations than herself. Therefore, it would do +her memory poor service to give her a crown instead of a coronet. + +Poet she was, lyric and singing and happy, bright-visioned, +high-hearted, and with the Indian's passionate love of nature +thrilling in all she did, even when from the hunting-grounds of +poesy she brought back now and then a poor day's capture. She was +never without charm in her writing; indeed, mere charm was too +often her undoing. She could not be impersonal enough, and +therefore could not be great; but she could get very near to human +sympathies, to domestic natures, to those who care for pleasant, +happy things, to the lovers of the wild. + +This is what she has done in this book called "The Moccasin Maker." +Here is a good deal that is biographical and autobiographical in +its nature; here is the story of her mother's life told with rare +graciousness and affection, in language which is never without +eloquence; and even when the dialogue makes you feel that the real +characters never talked as they do in this monograph, it is still +unstilted and somehow really convincing. Touching to a degree is +the first chapter, "My Mother," and it, with all the rest of the +book, makes one feel that Canadian literature would have been +poorer, that something would have been missed from this story of +Indian life if this volume had not been written. It is no argument +against the book that Pauline Johnson had not learnt the art of +short-story writing; she was a poetess, not a writer of fiction; +but the incidents described in many of these chapters show that, +had she chosen to write fiction instead of verse, and had begun at +an early stage in her career to do so, she would have succeeded. +Her style is always picturesque, she has a good sense of the +salient incident that makes a story, she could give to it the +touch of drama, and she is always interesting, even when there is +discursiveness, occasional weakness, and when the picture is not +well pulled together. The book had to be written; she knew it, and +she did it. The book will be read, not for patriotic reasons, not +from admiration of work achieved by one of the Indian race; but +because it is intrinsically human, interesting and often compelling +in narrative and event. + +May it be permitted to add one word of personal comment? I never +saw Pauline Johnson in her own land, at her own hearthstone, but +only in my house in London and at other houses in London, where +she brought a breath of the wild; not because she dressed in Indian +costume, but because its atmosphere was round her. The feeling of +the wild looked out of her eyes, stirred in her gesture, moved in +her footstep. I am glad to have known this rare creature who had +the courage to be glad of her origin, without defiance, but with an +unchanging, if unspoken, insistence. Her native land and the Empire +should be glad of her for what she was and for what she stood; her +native land and the Empire should be glad of her for the work, +interesting, vivid and human, which she has done. It will preserve +her memory. In an age growing sordid such fresh spirits as she +should be welcomed for what they are, for what they do. This book +by Pauline Johnson should be welcomed for what she was and for what +it is. + + Gilbert Parker. + + + +PAULINE JOHNSON: AN APPRECIATION. + +By Charles Mair. + + +The writer, having contributed a brief "Appreciation" of the +late Miss E. Pauline Johnson to the July number of The Canadian +Magazine, has been asked by the editor of this collection of her +hitherto unpublished writings to allow it to be used as a Preface, +with such additions or omissions as might seem desirable. He has +not yet seen any portion of the book, but quite apart from its +merits it is eagerly looked for by Miss Johnson's many friends +and admirers as a final memorial of her literary life. It will now +be read with an added interest, begot of her painfully sad and +untimely end. + +In the death of Miss Johnson a poet passed away of undoubted +genius; one who wrote with passion, but without extravagance, and +upon themes foreign, perhaps, to some of her readers, but, to +herself, familiar as the air she breathed. + +When her racial poetry first appeared, its effect upon the reader +was as that of something abnormal, something new and strange, and +certainly unexampled in Canadian verse. For here was a girl whose +blood and sympathies were largely drawn from the greatest tribe of +the most advanced nation of Indians on the continent, who spoke +out, "loud and bold," not for it alone, but for the whole red race, +and sang of its glories and its wrongs in strains of poetic fire. + +However aloof the sympathies of the ordinary business world may be +from the red man's record, even it is moved at times by his fate, +and stirred by his persistent, his inevitable romance. For the +Indian's record is the background, and not seldom the foreground, +of American history, in which his endless contests with the invader +were but a counterpart of the unwritten, or recorded, struggles of +all primitive time. + +In that long strife the bitterest charge against him is his +barbarity, which, if all that is alleged is to be believed--and +much of it is authentic--constitutes in the annals of pioneer +settlement and aggression a chapter of horrors. + +But equally vindictive was his enemy, the American frontiersman. +Burnings at the stake, scalping, and other savageries, were not +confined to the red man. But whilst his are depicted by the +interested writers of the time in the most lurid colours, those of +the frontiersman, equally barbarous, are too often palliated, or +entirely passed by. It is manifestly unjust to characterize a whole +people by its worst members. Of such, amongst both Indians and +whites, there were not a few; but it is equally unfair to ascribe +to a naturally cruel disposition the infuriated red man's reprisals +for intolerable wrongs. As a matter of fact, impartial history +not seldom leans to the red man's side; for, in his ordinary and +peaceful intercourse with the whites, he was, as a rule, both +helpful and humane. In the records of early explorers we are told +of savages who possessed estimable qualities lamentably lacking +in many so-called civilized men. The Illinois, an inland tribe, +exhibited such tact, courtesy and self-restraint, in a word, such +good manners, that the Jesuit Fathers described them as a community +of gentlemen. Such traits, indeed, were natural to the primitive +Indian, and gave rise, no doubt, to the much-derided phrase--"The +Noble Red Man." + +There may be some readers of these lines old enough to remember +the great Indians of the plains in times past, who will bear the +writer out in saying that such traits were not uncommon down to +comparatively recent years. Tatonkanazin the Dahcota, Sapo-Maxika +the Blackfoot, Atakakoop the Cree, not to speak of Yellow Quill +and others, were noted in their day for their noble features and +dignified deportment. + +In our history the Indians hold an honoured place, and the average +reader need not be told that, at one time, their services were +essential to Canada. They appreciated British justice, and their +greatest nations produced great men, who, in the hour of need, +helped materially to preserve our independence. They failed, +however, for manifest reasons, to maintain their own. They had to +yield; but, before quitting the stage, they left behind them an +abiding memory, and an undying tradition. And, thus, "Romanticism," +which will hold its own despite its hostile critics, is their +debtor. Their closeness to nature, their picturesque life in the +past, their mythical religion, social system and fateful history +have begot one of the wide world's "legends," an ideal not wholly +imaginary, which, as a counterpoise to Realism, our literature +needs, and probably never shall outgrow. + +These references to the Indian character may seem too extended for +their place, yet they are genre to the writer's subject. For Miss +Johnson's mentality was moulded by descent, by ample knowledge of +her people's history, admiration of their character, and profound +interest in their fate. + +Hence the oncoming into the field of letters of a real Indian poet +had a significance which, aided by its novelty, was immediately +appreciated by all that was best in Canadian culture. Hence, too, +and by reason of its strength, her work at once took its fitting +place without jar or hindrance; for there are few educated Canadians +who do not possess, in some measure, that aboriginal, historic sense +which was the very atmosphere of Pauline Johnson's being. + +But while "the Indian" was never far from her thoughts, she was a +poet, and therefore inevitably winged her way into the world of +art, into the realm common to all countries, and to all peoples. +Here there was room for her imaginings, endowed, as she was, with +power to appeal to the heart, with refinement, delicacy, pathos, +and, above all, sincerity; an Idealist who fused the inner and the +outer world, and revelled in the unification of scenery and mind. + +The delight of genius in the act of composition has been called the +keenest of intellectual pleasures; and this was the poet's almost +sole reward in Canada a generation ago, when nothing seemed to +catch the popular ear but burlesque, or trivial verse. In strange +contrast this with a remoter age! In old Upper Canada, in its +primitive days, there was no lack of educated men and women, of +cultivated pioneers who appreciated art and good literature in all +its forms. Even the average immigrant brought his favourite books +with him from the Old Land, and cherished a love of reading, which +unfortunately was not always inherited by his sons. It was a fit +audience, no doubt; but in a period when all alike were engrossed in +a stern struggle for existence, the poets, and we know there were +some, were forced, like other people, to earn, by labour of hand, +their daily bread. Thackeray's "dapper" George is credited with the +saying, that, "If beebles will be boets they must starve." If in +England their struggle was severe, in Canada it was unrelenting; a +bald prospect, certainly, which lasted, one is sorry to say, far +down in our literary history. + +Probably owing to this, and partly through advice, and partly by +inclination, Miss Johnson took to the public platform for a living, +and certainly justified her choice of a vocation by her admirable +performances. They were not sensational, and therefore not +over-attractive to the groundling; but to discerners, who thought +highly of her art, they seemed the perfection of monologue, graced +by a musical voice, and by gesture at once simple and dignified. + +As this is an appreciation and a tribute to Miss Johnson's memory +rather than a criticism, the writer will touch but lightly upon +the more prominent features of her productions. Without being +obtrusive, not the least of these is her national pride, for +nothing worthier, she thought, could be said of a man than + +"That he was born in Canada, beneath the British flag." + +In her political creed wavering and uncertainty had no place. She +saw our national life from its most salient angles, and, in +current phrase, she saw it whole. In common, therefore, with every +Canadian poet of eminence, she had no fears for Canada, if she be +but true to herself. + +Another opinion is not likely to be challenged, viz., that much +of her poetry is unique, not only in subject, but also in the +sincerity of her treatment of themes so far removed from the common +range. Intense feeling distinguishes her Indian poems from all +others; they flow from her very veins, and are stamped with the seal +of heredity. This strikes one at every reading, and not less their +truth to fact, however idealized. Indeed the wildest of them, +"Ojistoh" (The White Wampum), is based upon an actual occurrence, +though the incident took place on the Western plains, and the +heroine was not a Mohawk. The same intensity marks "The Cattle +Thief," and "A Cry From an Indian Wife." Begot of her knowledge +of the long-suffering of her race, of iniquities in the past and +present, they poured red-hot from her inmost heart. + +One turns, however, with a sense of relief from those fierce +dithyrambics to the beauty and pathos of her other poems. Take, +for example, that exquisite piece of music, "The Lullaby of the +Iroquois," simple, yet entrancing! Could anything of its kind be +more perfect in structure and expression? Or the sweet idyll, +"Shadow River," a transmutation of fancy and fact, which ends with +her own philosophy: + + "O! pathless world of seeming! + O! pathless life of mine whose deep ideal + Is more my own than ever was the real. + For others fame + And Love's red flame, + And yellow gold: I only claim + The shadows and the dreaming." + +And this ideality, the hall-mark of her poetry, has a character of +its own, a quality which distinguishes it from the general run of +subjective verse. Though of the Christian faith, there is yet an +almost pagan yearning manifest in her work, which she indubitably +drew from her Indian ancestry. That is, she was in constant contact +with nature, and saw herself, her every thought and feeling, +reflected in the mysterious world around her. + +This sense of harmony is indeed the prime motive of her poetry, +and therein we discern a brightness, a gleam, however fleeting, +of mystic light-- + + "The light that never was on sea or land, + The consecration and the poet's dream." + +A suggestion of her attitude and sense of inter-penetration lurks +in this stanza: + + "There's a spirit on the river, there's a ghost upon the shore, + And they sing of love and loving through the starlight evermore, + As they steal amid the silence and the shadows of the shore." + +And in the following verses this "correspondence" is more +distinctly drawn: + + "O! soft responsive voices of the night + I join your minstrelsy, + And call across the fading silver light + As something calls to me; + I may not all your meaning understand, + But I have touched your soul in Shadow Land." + +"Sweetness and light" met in Miss Johnson's nature, but free from +sentimentality; and even a carping critic will find little to cavil +at in her productions. If fault should be found with any of them it +would probably be with such a narrative as "Wolverine." It "bites," +like all her Indian pieces, and conveys a definite meaning. But, +written in the conventional slang of the frontier, it jars with her +other work, and seems out of form, if not out of place. + +However, no poet escapes a break at times, and Miss Johnson's +work is not to be judged, like a chain, by its weakest links. +Its beauty, its strength, its originality are unmistakable, and +although, had she lived, we might have looked for still higher +flights of her genius, yet what we possess is beyond price, and +fully justifies the feeling, everywhere expressed, that Canada has +lost a true poet. + +Such a loss may not be thought a serious one by the sordid man +who decries poetry as the useless product of an art already in +its decay. Should this ever be the case, it would be a monstrous +symptom, a symptom that the noblest impulses of the human heart are +decaying also. The truth is, as the greatest of English critics, +Hazlitt, has told us, that "poetry is an interesting study, for +this reason, that it relates to whatever is most interesting in +human life. Whoever, therefore, has a contempt for poetry, has a +contempt for himself and humanity." + +Turning from Miss Johnson's verse to her prose, there is ample +evidence that, had she applied herself, she would have taken high +rank as a writer of fiction. Her "Legends of Vancouver" is a +remarkable book, in which she relates a number of Coast-Indian +myths and traditions with unerring insight and literary skill. +These legends had a main source in the person of the famous old +Chief, Capilano, who, for the first time, revealed them to her in +Chinook, or in broken English, and, as reproduced in her rich and +harmonious prose, belong emphatically to what has been called "The +literature of power." Bound together, so to speak, in the retentive +memory of the old Chief, they are authentic legends of his people, +and true to the Indian nature. But we find in them, also, something +that transcends history. Indefinable forms, earthly and unearthly, +pass before us in mystical procession, in a world beyond ordinary +conception, in which nothing seems impossible. + +The origin of the Indian's myths, East or West, cannot be traced, +and must ever remain a mystery. But, from his immemorial ceremonies +and intense conservatism, we may reasonably infer that many of +them have been handed down from father to son, unchanged, from +the prehistoric past to the present day; a past contemporary, +perhaps, with the mastodon, but certainly far back in the mists of +antiquity. The importance of rescuing them from oblivion is plain +enough, and therefore the untimely death of Miss Johnson, who was +evidently turning with congenital fitness to the task, is doubly to +be regretted. For as Mr. Bernard McEnvoy well says in his preface +to her "Vancouver Legends," she "has linked the vivid present with +the immemorial past.... In the imaginative power that she has +brought to these semi-historical Sagas, and in the liquid flow +of her rhythmical prose she has shown herself to be a literary +worker of whom we may well be proud." + +It is believed to be the general wish of Miss Johnson's friends +that some tribute of a national and permanent character should be +paid to her memory; not indeed to preserve it--her own works will +do that--but as a visible mark of public esteem. In this regard, +what could be better than a bronze statue of life-size, with such +accompanying symbols as would naturally suggest themselves to a +competent artist? Vancouver, in which she spent her latter years, +the city she loved, and in which she died, is its proper home; and, +as to its site, the spot in Stanley Park where she wished her ashes +to be laid is surely, of all places, the most appropriate. + +But whatever shape, in the opinion of her friends, the memorial +should take, it is important, in any case, that it should be worthy +of her genius, and a fitting memento of her services to Canadian +letters. + +Fort Steele, B.C., September, 1913. + + + + +My Mother + +The Story of a Life of Unusual Experiences + + +[Author's Note.--This is the story of my mother's life, every +incident of which she related to me herself. I have neither +exaggerated nor curtailed a single circumstance in relating this +story. I have supplied nothing through imagination, nor have I +heightened the coloring of her unusual experiences. Had I done so +I could not possibly feel as sure of her approval as I now do, for +she is as near to me to-day as she was before she left me to join +her husband, my beloved father, whose feet have long since wandered +to the "Happy Hunting Grounds" of my dear Red Ancestors.] + + +PART I. + +It was a very lonely little girl that stood on the deck of a huge +sailing vessel while the shores of England slipped down into the +horizon and the great, grey Atlantic yawned desolately westward. +She was leaving so much behind her, taking so little with her, for +the child was grave and old even at the age of eight, and realized +that this day meant the updragging of all the tiny roots that clung +to the home soil of the older land. Her father was taking his wife +and family, his household goods, his fortune and his future to +America, which, in the days of 1829, was indeed a venturesome +step, for America was regarded as remote as the North Pole, and +good-byes were, alas! very real good-byes, when travellers set +sail for the New World in those times before steam and telegraph +brought the two continents hand almost touching hand. + +So little Lydia Bestman stood drearily watching with sorrow-filled +eyes the England of her babyhood fade slowly into the distance--eyes +that were fated never to see again the royal old land of her birth. +Already the deepest grief that life could hold had touched her +young heart. She had lost her own gentle, London-bred mother when +she was but two years old. Her father had married again, and on her +sixth birthday little Lydia, the youngest of a large family, had +been sent away to boarding-school with an elder sister, and her +home knew her no more. She was taken from school to the sailing +ship; little stepbrothers and sisters had arrived and she was no +longer the baby. Years afterwards she told her own little children +that her one vivid recollection of England was the exquisite +music of the church chimes as the ship weighed anchor in Bristol +harbor--chimes that were ringing for evensong from the towers of +the quaint old English churches. Thirteen weeks later that sailing +vessel entered New York harbor, and life in the New World began. + +Like most transplanted Englishmen, Mr. Bestman cut himself +completely off from the land of his fathers; his interests and +his friends henceforth were all in the country of his adoption, +and he chose Ohio as a site for his new home. He was a man of +vast peculiarities, prejudices and extreme ideas--a man of +contradictions so glaring that even his own children never +understood him. He was a very narrow religionist, of the type +that say many prayers and quote much Scripture, but he beat his +children--both girls and boys--so severely that outsiders were +at times compelled to interfere. For years these unfortunate +children carried the scars left on their backs by the thongs of +cat-o'-nine-tails when he punished them for some slight misdemeanor. +They were all terrified at him, all obeyed him like soldiers, but +none escaped his severity. The two elder ones, a boy and a girl, +had married before they left England. The next girl married in +Ohio, and the boys drifted away, glad to escape from a parental +tyranny that made home anything but a desirable abiding-place. +Finally but two remained of the first family--Lydia and her sister +Elizabeth, a most lovable girl of seventeen, whose beauty of +character and self-sacrificing heart made the one bright memory +that remained with these scattered fledglings throughout their +entire lives. + +The lady who occupied the undesirable position of stepmother to +these unfortunate children was of the very cold and chilling type +of Englishwoman, more frequently met with two generations ago than +in this age. She simply let her husband's first family alone. She +took no interest in them, neglected them absolutely, but in her +neglect was far kinder and more humane than their own father. Yet +she saw that all the money, all the pretty clothes, all the +dainties, went to her own children. + +Perhaps the reader will think these unpleasant characteristics of a +harsh father and a self-centred stepmother might better be omitted +from this narrative, particularly as death claimed these two many +years ago; but in the light of after events, it is necessary to +reveal what the home environment of these children had been, how +little of companionship or kindness or spoken love had entered +their baby lives. The absence of mother kisses, of father +comradeship, of endeavor to understand them individually, to probe +their separate and various dispositions--things so essential to +the development of all that is best in a child--went far towards +governing their later actions in life. It drove the unselfish, +sweet-hearted Elizabeth to a loveless marriage; it flung poor, +little love-hungry Lydia into alien but, fortunately, loyal and +noble arms. Outsiders said, "What strange marriages!" But Lydia, at +least, married where the first real kindness she had ever known +called to her, and not one day of regret for that marriage ever +entered into her life. + +It came about so strangely, so inevitably, from such a tiny +source, that it is almost incredible. + +One day the stepmother, contrary to her usual custom, went into the +kitchen and baked a number of little cakelets, probably what we +would call cookies. For what sinister reason no one could divine, +but she counted these cakes as she took them from the baking-pans +and placed them in the pantry. There were forty-nine, all told. +That evening she counted them again; there were forty-eight. +Then she complained to her husband that one of the children had +evidently stolen a cake. (In her mind the two negro servants +employed in the house did not merit the suspicion.) Mr. Bestman +inquired which child was fond of the cakes. Mrs. Bestman replied +that she did not know, unless it was Lydia, who always liked them. + +Lydia was called. Her father, frowning, asked if she had taken the +cake. The child said no. + +"You are not telling the truth," Mr. Bestman shouted, as the poor +little downtrodden girl stood half terrified, consequently half +guilty-mannered, before him. + +"But I am truthful," she said. "I know nothing of the cake." + +"You are not truthful. You stole it--you know you did. You shall be +punished for this falsehood," he stormed, and reached for the +cat-o'-nine-tails. + +The child was beaten brutally and sent to her room until she could +tell the truth. When she was released she still held that she had +not taken the cooky. Another beating followed, then a third, when +finally the stepmother interfered and said magnanimously: + +"Don't whip her any more; she has been punished enough." And once +during one of the beatings she protested, saying, "Don't strike the +child _on the head_ in that way." + +But the iron had entered into Lydia's sister's soul. The injustice +of it all drove gentle Elizabeth's gentleness to the winds. + +"Liddy darling," she said, taking the thirteen-year-old girl-child +into her strong young arms, "_I_ know truth when I hear it. +_You_ never stole that cake." + +"I didn't," sobbed the child, "I didn't." + +"And you have been beaten three times for it!" And the sweet young +mouth hardened into lines that were far too severe for a girl of +seventeen. Then: "Liddy, do you know that Mr. Evans has asked me to +marry him?" + +"Mr. Evans!" exclaimed the child. "Why, you can't marry _him_, +'Liza! He's ever so old, and he lives away up in Canada, among the +Indians." + +"That's one of the reasons that I should like to marry him," said +Elizabeth, her young eyes starry with zeal. "I want to work among +the Indians, to help in Christianizing them, to--oh! just to help." + +"But Mr. Evans is so _old_," reiterated Lydia. + +"Only thirty," answered the sister; "and he is such a splendid +missionary, dear." + +Love? No one talked of love in that household except the +contradictory father, who continually talked of the love of God, +but forgot to reflect that love towards his own children. + +Human love was considered a non-essential in that family. +Beautiful-spirited Elizabeth had hardly heard the word. Even Mr. +Evans had not made use of it. He had selected her as his wife more +for her loveliness of character than from any personal attraction, +and she in her untaught womanhood married him, more for the reason +that she desired to be a laborer in Christ's vineyard than because +of any wish to be the wife of this one man. + +But after the marriage ceremony, this gentle girl looked boldly +into her father's eyes and said: + +"I am going to take Liddy with me into the wilds of Canada." + +"Well, well, well!" said her father, English-fashion. "If she wants +to go, she may." + +Go? The child fairly clung to the fingers of this saviour-sister-- +the poor little, inexperienced, seventeen-year-old bride who was +giving up her youth and her girlhood to lay it all upon the shrine +of endeavour to bring the radiance of the Star that shone above +Bethlehem to reflect its glories upon a forest-bred people of the +North! + +It was a long, strange journey that the bride and her little sister +took. A stage coach conveyed them from their home in Ohio to Erie, +Pennsylvania, where they went aboard a sailing vessel bound for +Buffalo. There they crossed the Niagara River, and at Chippewa, on +the Canadian side, again took a stage coach for the village of +Brantford, sixty miles west. + +At this place they remained over night, and the following day Mr. +Evans' own conveyance arrived to fetch them to the Indian Reserve, +ten miles to the southeast. + +In after years little Lydia used to tell that during that entire +drive she thought she was going through an English avenue leading +up to some great estate, for the trees crowded up close to the +roadway on either side, giant forest trees--gnarled oaks, singing +firs, jaunty maples, graceful elms--all stretching their branches +overhead. But the "avenue" seemed endless. "When do we come to the +house?" she asked, innocently. "This lane is very long." + +But it was three hours, over a rough corduroy road, before the +little white frame parsonage lifted its roof through the forest, +its broad verandahs and green outside shutters welcoming the +travellers with an atmosphere of home at last. + +As the horses drew up before the porch the great front door was +noiselessly opened and a lad of seventeen, lithe, clean-limbed, +erect, copper-colored, ran swiftly down the steps, lifted his hat, +smiled, and assisted the ladies to alight. The boy was Indian to +the finger-tips, with that peculiar native polish and courtesy, +that absolute ease of manner and direction of glance, possessed +only by the old-fashioned type of red man of this continent. +The missionary introduced him as "My young friend, the church +interpreter, Mr. George Mansion, who is one of our household." +(Mansion, or "Grand Mansion," is the English meaning of this young +Mohawk's native name.) + +The entire personality of the missionary seemed to undergo a change +as his eyes rested on this youth. His hitherto rather stilted +manner relaxed, his eyes softened and glowed, he invited confidence +rather than repelled it; truly his heart was bound up with these +forest people; he fairly exhaled love for them with every breath. +He was a man of marked shyness, and these silent Indians made him +forget this peculiarity of which he was sorrowfully conscious. It +was probably this shyness that caused him to open the door and turn +to his young wife with the ill-selected remark: "Welcome home, +madam." + +_Madam_! The little bride was chilled to the heart with the austere +word. She hurried within, followed by her wondering child-sister, +as soon as possible sought her room, then gave way to a storm of +tears. + +"Don't mind me, Liddy," she sobbed. "There's nothing wrong; we'll +be happy enough here, only I think I looked for a little--petting." + +With a wisdom beyond her years, Lydia did not reply, but went to +the window and gazed absently at the tiny patch of flowers beyond +the door--the two lilac trees in full blossom, the thread of +glistening river, and behind it all, the northern wilderness. Just +below the window stood the missionary and the Indian boy talking +eagerly. + +"Isn't George Mansion _splendid_!" said the child. + +"You must call him Mr. Mansion; be very careful about the _Mister_, +Liddy dear," said her sister, rising and drying her eyes bravely. +"I have always heard that the Indians treat one just as they are +treated by one. Respect Mr. Mansion, treat him as you would treat a +city gentleman. Be sure he will gauge his deportment by ours. Yes, +dear, he _is_ splendid. I like him already." + +"Yes, 'Liza, so do I, and he _is_ a gentleman. He looks it and acts +it. I believe he _thinks_ gentlemanly things." + +Elizabeth laughed. "You dear little soul!" she said. "I know what +you mean, and I agree with you." + +That laugh was all that Lydia wanted to hear in this world, and +presently the two sisters, with arms entwined, descended the +stairway and joined in the conversation between Mr. Evans and young +George Mansion. + +"Mrs. Evans," said the boy, addressing her directly for the first +time, "I hoped you were fond of game. Yesterday I hunted; it was +partridge I got, and one fine deer. Will you offer me the +compliment of having some for dinner to-night?" + +His voice was low and very distinct, his accent and expressions +very marked as a foreigner to the tongue, but his English was +perfect. + +"Indeed I shall, Mr. Mansion," smiled the girl-bride, "but I'm +afraid that I don't know how to cook it." + +"We have an excellent cook," said Mr. Evans. "She has been with +George and me ever since I came here. George is a splendid shot, +and keeps her busy getting us game suppers." + +Meanwhile Lydia had been observing the boy. She had never seen an +Indian, consequently was trying to reform her ideas regarding +them. She had not expected to see anything like this self-poised, +scrupulously-dressed, fine-featured, dark stripling. She thought +all Indians wore savage-looking clothes, had fierce eyes and stern, +set mouths. This boy's eyes were narrow and shrewd, but warm and +kindly, his lips were like Cupid's bow, his hands were narrower, +smaller, than her own, but the firmness of those slim fingers, the +power in those small palms, as he had helped her from the carriage, +remained with her through all the years to come. + +That evening at supper she noted his table deportment; it was +correct in every detail. He ate leisurely, silently, gracefully; +his knife and fork never clattered, his elbows never were in +evidence, he made use of the right plates, spoons, forks, knives; +he bore an ease, an unconsciousness of manner that amazed her. The +missionary himself was a stiff man, and his very shyness made him +angular. Against such a setting young Mansion gleamed like a brown +gem. + + * * * * * + +For seven years life rolled slowly by. At times Lydia went to visit +her two other married sisters, sometimes she remained for weeks +with a married brother, and at rare intervals made brief trips to +her father's house; but she never received a penny from her strange +parent, and knew of but one home which was worthy the name. That +was in the Canadian wilderness where the Indian Mission held out +its arms to her, and the beloved sister made her more welcome than +words could imply. Four pretty children had come to grace this +forest household, where young George Mansion, still the veriest +right hand of the missionary, had grown into a magnificent type +of Mohawk manhood. These years had brought him much, and he had +accomplished far more than idle chance could ever throw in his +way. He had saved his salary that he earned as interpreter in the +church, and had purchased some desirable property, a beautiful +estate of two hundred acres, upon which he some day hoped to build +a home. He had mastered six Indian languages, which, with his +knowledge of English and his wonderful fluency in his own tribal +Mohawk, gave him command of eight tongues, an advantage which soon +brought him the position of Government interpreter in the Council +of the great "Six Nations," composing the Iroquois race. Added to +this, through the death of an uncle he came into the younger title +of his family, which boasted blood of two noble lines. His father, +speaker of the Council, held the elder title, but that did not +lessen the importance of young George's title of chief. + +Lydia never forgot the first time she saw him robed in the full +costume of his office. Hitherto she had regarded him through all +her comings and goings as her playmate, friend and boon companion; +he had been to her something that had never before entered her +life--he had brought warmth, kindness, fellowship and a peculiar +confidential humanity that had been entirely lacking in the chill +English home of her childhood. But this day, as he stood beside +his veteran father, ready to take his place among the chiefs of +the Grand Council, she saw revealed another phase of his life and +character; she saw that he was destined to be a man among men, and +for the first time she realized that her boy companion had gone a +little beyond her, perhaps a little above her. They were a strange +pair as they stood somewhat apart, unconscious of the picture they +made. She, a gentle-born, fair English girl of twenty, her simple +blue muslin frock vying with her eyes in color. He, tawny skinned, +lithe, straight as an arrow, the royal blood of generations of +chiefs and warriors pulsing through his arteries, his clinging +buckskin tunic and leggings fringed and embroidered with countless +quills, and endless stitches of colored moosehair. From his small, +neat moccasins to his jet black hair tipped with an eagle plume he +was every inch a man, a gentleman, a warrior. + +But he was approaching her with the same ease with which he wore +his ordinary "white" clothes--garments, whether buckskin or +broadcloth, seemed to make but slight impression on him. + +"Miss Bestman," he said, "I should like you to meet my mother and +father. They are here, and are old friends of your sister and Mr. +Evans. My mother does not speak English, but she knows you are my +friend." + +And presently Lydia found herself shaking hands with the elder +chief, speaker of the council, who spoke English rather well, and +with a little dark woman folded within a "broadcloth" and wearing +the leggings, moccasins and short dress of her people. A curious +feeling of shyness overcame the girl as her hand met that of +George Mansion's mother, who herself was the most retiring, most +thoroughly old-fashioned woman of her tribe. But Lydia felt that +she was in the presence of one whom the young chief held far and +away as above himself, as above her, as the best and greatest woman +of his world; his very manner revealed it, and Lydia honored him +within her heart at that moment more than she had ever done +before. + +But Chief George Mansion's mother, small and silent through long +habit and custom, had acquired a certain masterful dignity of her +own, for within her slender brown fingers she held a power that no +man of her nation could wrest from her. She was "Chief Matron" of +her entire blood relations, and commanded the enviable position +of being the one and only person, man or woman, who could appoint +a chief to fill the vacancy of one of the great Mohawk law-makers +whose seat in Council had been left vacant when the voice of the +Great Spirit called him to the happy hunting grounds. Lydia had +heard of this national honor which was the right and title of this +frail little moccasined Indian woman with whom she was shaking +hands, and the thought flashed rapidly through her girlish mind: +"Suppose some _one_ lady in England had the marvellous power of +appointing who the member should be in the British House of Lords +or Commons. _Wouldn't_ Great Britain honor and tremble before her?" + +And here was Chief George Mansion's silent, unpretentious little +mother possessing all this power among her people, and she, Lydia +Bestman, was shaking hands with her! It seemed very marvellous. + +But that night the power of this same slender Indian mother was +brought vividly before her when, unintentionally, she overheard +young George say to the missionary: + +"I almost lost my new title to-day, after you and the ladies had +left the Council." + +"Why, George boy!" exclaimed Mr. Evans. "What have you done?" + +"Nothing, it seems, except to be successful. The Council objected +to my holding the title of chief and having a chief's vote in the +affairs of the people, and at the same time being Government +interpreter. They said it would give me too much power to retain +both positions. I must give up one--my title or my Government +position." + +"What did you do?" demanded Mr. Evans, eagerly. + +"Nothing, again," smiled the young chief. "But my mother did +something. She took the floor of the Council, and spoke for forty +minutes. She said I must hold the positions of chief which she had +made for me, as well as of interpreter which I had made for myself; +that if the Council objected, she would forever annul the chief's +title in her own family; she would never appoint one in my place, +and that we proud, arrogant Mohawks would then have only eight +representatives in Council--only be on a level with, as she +expressed it, 'those dogs of Senecas.' Then she clutched her +broadcloth about her, turned her back on us all, and left the +Council." + +"What did the Council do?" gasped Mr. Evans. + +"Accepted me as chief and interpreter," replied the young man, +smiling. "There was nothing else to do." + +"Oh, you royal woman! You loyal, loyal mother!" cried Lydia to +herself. "How I love you for it!" + +Then she crept away just as Mr. Evans had sprung forward with both +hands extended towards the young chief, his eyes beaming with +almost fatherly delight. + +Unconsciously to herself, the English girl's interest in the young +chief had grown rapidly year after year. She was also unconscious +of his aim at constant companionship with herself. His devotion to +her sister, whose delicate health alarmed them all, more and more, +as time went on, was only another royal road to Lydia's heart. +Elizabeth was becoming frail, shadowy, her appetite was fitful, her +eyes larger and more wistful, her fingers smaller and weaker. No +one seemed to realize the insidious oncreepings of "the white man's +disease," consumption, that was paling Elizabeth's fine English +skin, heightening her glorious English color, sapping her delicate +English veins. Only young George would tell himself over and over: +"Mrs. Evans is going away from us some day, and Lydia will be left +with no one in the world but me--no one but me to understand--or +to--care." + +So he scoured the forest for dainties, wild fruits, game, flowers, +to tempt the appetite and the eye of the fading wife of the man +who had taught him all the English and the white man's etiquette +that he had ever mastered. Night after night he would return from +day-long hunting trips, his game-bag filled with delicate quail, +rare woodcock, snowy-breasted partridge, and when the illusive +appetite of the sick woman could be coaxed to partake of a morsel, +he felt repaid for miles of tramping through forest trails, for +hours of search and skill. + + +PART II. + +Perhaps it was this grey shadow stealing on the forest mission, the +thought of the day when that beautiful mothering sister would leave +his little friend Lydia alone with a bereft man and four small +children, or perhaps it was a yet more personal note in his life +that brought George Mansion to the realization of what this girl +had grown to be to him. + +Indian-wise, his parents had arranged a suitable marriage for him, +selecting a girl of his own tribe, of the correct clan to mate with +his own, so that the line of blood heritage would be intact, and +the sons of the next generation would be of the "Blood Royal," +qualified by rightful lineage to inherit the title of chief. + +This Mohawk girl was attractive, young, and had a partial English +education. Her parents were fairly prosperous, owners of many +acres, and much forest and timber country. The arrangement was +regarded as an ideal one--the young people as perfectly and +diplomatically mated as it was possible to be; but when his parents +approached the young chief with the proposition, he met it with +instant refusal. + +"My father, my mother," he begged, "I ask you to forgive me this +one disobedience. I ask you to forgive that I have, amid my fight +and struggle for English education, forgotten a single custom of my +people. I have tried to honor all the ancient rules and usages of +my forefathers, but I forgot this one thing, and I cannot, cannot do +it! My wife I must choose for myself." + +"You will marry--whom, then?" asked the old chief. + +"I have given no thought to it--yet," he faltered. + +"Yes," said his mother, urged by the knowing heart of a woman, +"yes, George, you have thought of it." + +"Only this hour," he answered, looking directly into his mother's +eyes. "Only now that I see you want me to give my life to someone +else. But my life belongs to the white girl, Mrs. Evans' sister, if +she will take it. I shall offer it to her to-morrow--to-day." + +His mother's face took on the shadow of age. "You would marry a +_white_ girl?" she exclaimed, incredulously. + +"Yes," came the reply, briefly, decidedly. + +"But your children, your sons and hers--they could never hold the +title, never be chief," she said, rising to her feet. + +He winced. "I know it. I had not thought of it before--but I know +it. Still, I would marry her." + +"But there would be no more chiefs of the Grand Mansion name," +cut in his father. "The title would go to your aunt's sons. She +is a Grand Mansion no longer; she, being married, is merely a +Straight-Shot, her husband's name. The Straight-Shots never had +noble blood, never wore a title. Shall our family title go to +a _Straight-Shot_?" and the elder chief mouthed the name +contemptuously. + +Again the boy winced. The hurt of it all was sinking in--he hated +the Straight-Shots, he loved his own blood and bone. With lightning +rapidity he weighed it all mentally, then spoke: "Perhaps the white +girl will not marry me," he said slowly, and the thought of it +drove the dark red from his cheeks, drove his finger-nails into his +palms. + +"Then, then you will marry Dawendine, our choice?" cried his +mother, hopefully. + +"I shall marry no one but the white girl," he answered, with set +lips. "If she will not marry me, I shall never marry, so the +Straight-Shots will have our title, anyway." + +The door closed behind him. It was as if it had shut forever +between him and his own. + +But even with this threatened calamity looming before her, the old +Indian mother's hurt heart swelled with a certain pride in his +wilful actions. + +"What bravery!" she exclaimed. "What courage to hold to his +own choice! What a _man_!" + +"Yes," half bemoaned his father, "he is a red man through and +through. He defies his whole nation in his fearlessness, his +lawlessness. Even I bow to his bravery, his self-will, but that +bravery is hurting me here, here!" and the ancient chief laid his +hand above his heart. + +There was no reply to be made by the proud though pained mother. +She folded her "broadcloth" about her, filled her small carved pipe +and sat for many hours smoking silently, silently, silently. Now +and again she shook her head mournfully, but her dark eyes would +flash at times with an emotion that contradicted her dejected +attitude. It was an emotion born of self-exaltation, for had she +not mothered a _man_?--albeit that manhood was revealing itself in +scorning the traditions and customs of her ancient race. + +And young George was returning from his father's house to the +Mission with equally mixed emotions. He knew he had dealt an almost +unforgivable blow to those beloved parents whom he had honored and +obeyed from his babyhood. Once he almost turned back. Then a vision +arose of a fair young English girl whose unhappy childhood he had +learned of years ago, a sweet, homeless face of great beauty, lips +that were made for love they had never had, eyes that had already +known more of tears than they should have shed in a lifetime. +Suppose some other youth should win this girl away from him? +Already several of the young men from the town drove over more +frequently than they had cause to. Only the week before he had +found her seated at the little old melodeon playing and singing a +duet with one of these gallants. He locked his teeth together and +strode rapidly through the forest path, with the first full +realization that she was the only woman in all the world for him. + +Some inevitable force seemed to be driving him +towards--circumstances seemed to pave the way to--their ultimate +union; even now chance placed her in the path, literally, for as he +threaded his way uphill, across the open, and on to the little log +bridge which crossed the ravine immediately behind the Mission, he +saw her standing at the further side, leaning upon the unpeeled +sapling which formed the bridge guard. She was looking into the +tiny stream beneath. He made no sound as he approached. Generations +of moccasin-shod ancestors had made his own movements swift and +silent. Notwithstanding this, she turned, and, with a bright +girlish smile, she said: + +"I knew you were coming, Chief." + +"Why? How?" he asked, accepting his new title from her with a +graceful indifference almost beyond his four and twenty years. + +"I can hardly say just how--but--" she ended with only a smile. For +a full minute he caught and held her glance. She seemed unable to +look away, but her grave, blue English eyes were neither shy nor +confident. They just seemed to answer his--then, + +"Miss Bestman, will you be my wife?" he asked gently. She was +neither surprised nor dismayed, only stood silent, as if she had +forgotten the art of speech. "You knew I should ask this some day," +he continued, rather rapidly. "This is the day." + +"I did not really know--I don't know how I feel--" she began, +faltering. + +"I did not know how I felt, either, until an hour ago," he +explained. "When my father and my mother told me they had arranged +my marriage with--" + +"With whom?" she almost demanded. + +"A girl of my own people," he said, grudgingly. "A girl I honor and +respect, but--" + +"But what?" she said weakly, for the mention of his possible +marriage with another had flung her own feelings into her very +face. + +"But unless you will be my wife, I shall never marry." He folded +his arms across his chest as he said it--the very action expressed +finality. For a second he stood erect, dark, slender, lithe, +immovable, then with sudden impulse he held out one hand to her and +spoke very quietly. "I love you, Lydia. Will you come to me?" + +"Yes," she answered clearly. "I will come." + +He caught her hands very tightly, bending his head until his fine +face rested against her hair. She knew then that she had loved him +through all these years, and that come what might, she would love +him through all the years to be. + +That night she told her frail and fading sister, whom she found +alone resting among her pillows. + +"'Liza dear, you are crying," she half sobbed in alarm, as the great +tears rolled slowly down the wan cheeks. "I have made you unhappy, +and you are ill, too. Oh, how selfish I am! I did not think that +perhaps it might distress you." + +"Liddy, Liddy darling, these are the only tears of joy that I have +ever shed!" cried Elizabeth. "Joy, joy, girlie! I have wished this +to come before I left you, wished it for years. I love George +Mansion better than I ever loved brother of mine. Of all the world +I should have chosen him for your husband. Oh! I am happy, happy, +child, and you will be happy with him, too." + +And that night Lydia Bestman laid her down to rest, with her heart +knowing the greatest human love that had ever entered into her +life. + +Mr. Evans was almost beside himself with joyousness when the young +people rather shyly confessed their engagement to him. He was +deeply attached to his wife's young sister, and George Mansion had +been more to him than many a man's son ever is. Seemingly cold and +undemonstrative, this reserved Scotch missionary had given all his +heart and life to the Indians, and this one boy was the apple of +his eye. Far-sighted and cautious, he saw endless trouble shadowing +the young lovers--opposition to the marriage from both sides of the +house. He could already see Lydia's family smarting under the +seeming disgrace of her marriage to an Indian; he could see George's +family indignant and hurt to the core at his marriage with a white +girl; he could see how impossible it would be for Lydia's people to +ever understand the fierce resentment of the Indian parents that +the family title could never continue under the family name. He +could see how little George's people would ever understand the +"white" prejudice against them. But the good man kept his own +counsel, determining only that when the war did break out, he would +stand shoulder to shoulder with these young lovers and be their +friend and helper when even their own blood and kin should cut them +off. + + * * * * * + +It was two years before this shy and taciturn man fully realized +what the young chief and the English girl really were to him, for +affliction had laid a heavy hand on his heart. First, his gentle +and angel-natured wife said her long, last good-night to him. Then +an unrelenting scourge of scarlet fever swept three of his children +into graves. Then the eldest, just on the threshold of sweet young +maidenhood, faded like a flower, until she, too, said good-night +and slept beside her mother. Wifeless, childless, the stricken +missionary hugged to his heart these two--George and Lydia--and +they, who had labored weeks and months, night and day, nursing and +tending these loved ones, who had helped fight and grapple with +death five times within two years, only to be driven back heartsore +and conquered by the enemy--these two put away the thought of +marriage for the time. Joy would have been ill-fitting in that +household. Youth was theirs, health was theirs, and duty also was +theirs--duty to this man of God, whose house was their home, whose +hand had brought them together. So the marriage did not take place +at once, but the young chief began making preparations on the estate +he had purchased to build a fitting home for this homeless girl who +was giving her life into his hands. After so many dark days, it was +a relief to get Mr. Evans interested in the plans of the house +George was to build, to select the proper situation, to arrange for +a barn, a carriage house, a stable, for young Mansion had saved +money and acquired property of sufficient value to give his wife a +home that would vie with anything in the large border towns. Like +most Indians, he was recklessly extravagant, and many a time the +thrifty Scotch blood of the missionary would urge more economy, +less expenditure. But the building went on; George determined it +was to be a "Grand Mansion." His very title demanded that he give +his wife an abode worthy of the ancestors who appropriated the name +as their own. + +"When you both go from me, even if it is only across the fields to +the new home, I shall be very much alone," Mr. Evans had once said. +Then in an agony of fear that his solitary life would shadow their +happiness, he added quickly, "But I have a very sweet and lovely +niece who writes me she will come to look after this desolated home +if I wish it, and perhaps her brother will come, too, if I want +him. I am afraid I _shall_ want him sorely, George. For though you +will be but five minutes walk from me, your face will not be at my +breakfast table to help me begin each day with a courage it has +always inspired. So I beg that you two will not delay your +marriage; give no thought to me. You are young but once, and youth +has wings of wonderful swiftness. Margaret and Christopher shall +come to me; but although they are my own flesh and blood, they will +never become to me what you two have been, and always will be." + +Within their recollection, the lovers had never heard the +missionary make so long a speech. They felt the earnestness of it, +the truth of it, and arranged to be married when the golden days of +August came. Lydia was to go to her married sister, in the eastern +part of Canada, whose husband was a clergyman, and at whose home +she had spent many of her girlhood years. George was to follow. They +were to be quietly married and return by sailing vessel up the +lakes, then take the stage from what is now the city of Toronto, +arrive at the Indian Reserve, and go direct to the handsome home +the young chief had erected for his English bride. So Lydia Bestman +set forth on her long journey from which she was to return as the +wife of the head chief of a powerful tribe of Indians--a man +revered, respected, looked up to by a vast nation, a man of +sterling worth, of considerable wealth as riches were counted in +those days, a man polished in the usages and etiquette of her own +people, who conducted himself with faultless grace, who would have +shone brilliantly in any drawing-room (and who in after years was +the guest of honor at many a great reception by the governors of +the land), a man young, stalwart, handsome, with an aristocratic +lineage that bred him a native gentleman, with a grand old title +that had come down to him through six hundred years of honor in +warfare and high places of his people. That this man should be +despised by her relatives and family connections because of his +warm, red skin and Indian blood, never occurred to Lydia. Her angel +sister had loved the youth, the old Scotch missionary little short +of adored him. Why, then, this shocked amazement of her relatives, +that she should wish to wed the finest gentleman she had ever met, +the man whose love and kindness had made her erstwhile blackened +and cruel world a paradise of sunshine and contentment? She was +but little prepared for the storm of indignation that met her +announcement that she was engaged to marry a Mohawk Indian chief. + +Her sister, with whom she never had anything in common, who was +years older, and had been married in England when Lydia was but +three years of age, implored, entreated, sneered, ridiculed and +stormed. Lydia sat motionless through it all, and then the outraged +sister struck a vital spot with: "I don't know what Elizabeth has +been thinking of all these years, to let you associate with Indians +on an equality. _She_ is to blame for this." + +Then and only then, did Lydia blaze forth. "Don't you _dare_ speak +of 'Liza like that!" flung the girl. "She was the only human being +in our whole family, the only one who ever took me in her arms, who +ever called me 'dear,' who ever kissed me as if she meant it. I +tell you, she loved George Mansion better than she loved her cold, +chilly English brothers. She loved _me_, and her house was my home, +which yours never was. Yes, she loved me, angel girl that she was, +and she died in a halo of happiness because I was happy and +because I was to marry the noblest, kingliest gentleman I ever +met." The girl ceased, breathless. + +"Yes," sneered her sister, "yes, marry an _Indian_!" + +"Yes," defied Lydia, "an _Indian_, who can give me not only a +better home than this threadbare parsonage of yours"--here she +swept scornful eyes about the meagre little, shabby room--"yes, a +home that any Bestman would be proud to own; but better than that," +she continued ragingly, "he has given me love--_love_, that you in +your chilly, inhuman home sneer at, but that I have cried out for; +love that my dead mother prayed should come to me, from the moment +she left me a baby, alone, in England, until the hour when this one +splendid man took me into his heart." + +"Poor mother!" sighed the sister. "I am grateful she is spared +_this_." + +"Don't think that she doesn't know it!" cried Lydia. "If 'Liza +approved, mother does, and she is glad of her child's happiness." + +"Her child--yes, her child," taunted the sister. "Child! child! +Yes, and what of the _child_ you will probably mother?" + +The crimson swept painfully down the young girl's face, but she +braved it out. + +"Yes," she stammered, "a child, perhaps a _son_, a son of mine, +who, poor boy, can never inherit his father's title." + +"And why not, pray?" remarked her sister. + +"Because the female line of lineage will be broken," explained the +girl. "He _should_ marry someone else, so that the family title +could follow the family name. His father and mother have +practically cast him off because of me. _Don't_ you see? Can't you +understand that I am only an untitled commoner to his people? I am +only a white girl." + +"_Only_ a white girl!" repeated the sister, sarcastically. "Do you +mean to tell me that you believe these wretched Indians don't want +him to marry you? _You_, a _Bestman_, and an English girl? +Nonsense, Lydia! You are talking utter nonsense." But the sister's +voice weakened, nevertheless. + +"But it's true," asserted the girl. "You don't understand the +Indian nation as 'Liza did; it's perfectly true--a son of mine can +claim no family title; the honor of it must leave the name of +Mansion forever. Oh, his parents have completely shut him out of +their lives because I am only a white girl!" and the sweet young +voice trembled woefully. + +"I decline to discuss this disgraceful matter with you any +further," said the sister coldly. "Perhaps my good husband can +bring you to your senses," and the lady left the room in a fever of +indignation. + +But her "good husband," the city clergyman, declined the task of +"bringing Lydia to her senses." He merely sent for her to go to his +study, and, as she stood timidly in the doorway, he set his small +steely eyes on her and said: + +"You will leave this house at once, to-night. _To-night_, do you +hear? I'll have no Indian come _here_ after my wife's sister. I +hope you quite understand me?" + +"Quite, sir," replied the girl, and with a stiff bow she turned and +went back to her room. + +In the haste of packing up her poor and scanty wardrobe, she heard +her sister's voice saying to the clergyman: "Oh! how _could_ you +send her away? You know she has no home, she has nowhere to go. How +_could_ you do it?" All Lydia caught of his reply was: "Not another +night, not another meal, in this house while _I_ am its master." + +Presently her sister came upstairs carrying a plate of pudding. +Her eyes were red with tears, and her hands trembled. "Do eat +this, my dear; some tea is coming presently," she said. + +But Lydia only shook her head, strapped her little box, and, +putting on her bonnet, she commanded her voice sufficiently to say: +"I am going now. I'll send for this box later." + +"Where are you going to?" her sister's voice trembled. + +"I--don't know," said the girl. "But wherever I do go, it will be +a kindlier place than this. Good-bye, sister." She kissed the +distressed wife softly on each cheek, then paused at the bedroom +door to say, "The man I am to marry loves me, honors me too much to +treat me as a mere possession. I know that _he_ will never tell me +he is 'master.' George Mansion may have savage blood in his veins, +but he has grasped the meaning of the word 'Christianity' far more +fully than your husband has." + +Her sister could not reply, but stood with streaming eyes and +watched the girl slip down the back stairs and out of a side door. + +For a moment Lydia Bestman stood on the pavement and glanced up and +down the street. The city was what was known as a garrison town in +the days when the British regular troops were quartered in Canada. +Far down the street two gay young officers were walking, their +brilliant uniforms making a pleasant splash of color in the +sunlight. They seemed to suggest to the girl's mind a more than +welcome thought. She knew the major's wife well, a gracious, +whole-souled English lady whose kindness had oftentimes brightened +her otherwise colorless life. Instinctively the girl turned to the +quarters of the married officers. She found the major's wife at +home, and, burying her drawn little face in the good lady's lap, +she poured forth her entire story. + +"My dear," blazed out the usually placid lady, "if I were only the +major for a few moments, instead of his wife, I should--I +should--well, I should just _swear_! There, now I've said it, and +I'd _do_ it, too. Why, I never heard of such an outrage! My dear, +kiss me, and tell me--when, how, do you expect your young chief to +come for you?" + +"Next week," said the girl, from the depths of those sheltering +arms. + +"Then here you stay, right here with me. The major and I shall go +to the church with you, see you safely married, bring you and your +Hiawatha home for a cosy little breakfast, put you aboard the boat +for Toronto, and give you both our blessing and our love." And +the major's wife nodded her head with such emphasis that her +quaint English curls bobbed about, setting Lydia off into a fit of +laughter. "That's right, my dear. You just begin to laugh now, and +keep it up for all the days to come. I'll warrant you've had little +of laughter in your young life," she said knowingly. "From what +I've known of your father, he never ordered laughter as a daily +ingredient in his children's food. Then that sweet Elizabeth +leaving you alone, so terribly alone, must have chased the sunshine +far from your little world. But after this," she added brightly, +"it's just going to be love and laughter. And now, my dear, we must +get back the rosy English color in your cheeks, or your young +Hiawatha won't know his little white sweetheart. Run away to my +spare room, girlie. The orderly will get a man to fetch your box. +Then you can change your frock. Leave yesterday behind you forever. +Have a little rest; you look as if you had not slept for a week. +Then join the major and me at dinner, and we'll toast you and your +redskin lover in true garrison style." + +And Lydia, with the glorious recuperation of youth, ran joyously +upstairs, smiling and singing like a lark, transformed with the +first unadulterated happiness she had ever felt or known. + + +PART III. + +Upon George Mansion's arrival at the garrison town he had been met +on the wharf by the major, who took him to the hotel, while +hurriedly explaining just why he must not go near Lydia's sister and +the clergyman whom George had expected would perform the marriage +ceremony. "So," continued the major, "you and Lydia are not to be +married at the cathedral after all, but Mrs. Harold and I have +arranged that the ceremony shall take place at little St. Swithin's +Church in the West End. So you'll be there at eleven o'clock, eh, +boy?" + +"Yes, major, I'll be there, and before eleven, I'm afraid, I'm so +anxious to take her home. I shall not endeavour to thank you and +Mrs. Harold for what you have done for my homeless girl. I can't +even--" + +"Tut, tut, tut!" growled the major. "Haven't done anything. Bless +my soul, Chief, take my word for it, haven't done a thing to be +thanked for. Here's your hotel. Get some coffee to brace your +nerves up with, for I can assure you, boy, a wedding is a trying +ordeal, even if there is but a handful of folks to see it through. +Be a good boy, now--good-bye until eleven--St. Swithin's, remember, +and God bless you!" and the big-hearted, blustering major was +whisked away in his carriage, leaving the young Indian half +overwhelmed with his kindness, but as happy as the golden day. + +An hour or so later he stood at the hotel door a moment awaiting +the cab that was to take him to the church. He was dressed in +the height of the fashion of the early fifties--very dark wine +broadcloth, the coat shaped tightly to the waist and adorned with +a silk velvet collar, a pale lavender, flowered satin waistcoat, +a dull white silk stock collar, a bell-shaped black silk hat. He +carried his gloves, for throughout his entire life he declared he +breathed through his hands, and the wearing of gloves was abhorrent +to him. Suddenly a gentleman accosted him with: + +"I hear an Indian chief is in town. Going to be married here this +morning. Where is the ceremony to take place? Do you know anything +of it?" + +Like all his race, George Mansion had a subtle sense of humor. It +seized upon him now. + +"Certainly I know," he replied. "I happened to come down on the +boat with the chief. I intend to go to the wedding myself. I +understand the ceremony was arranged to be at the cathedral." + +"Splendid!" said the gentleman. "And thank you, sir." + +Just then the cab arrived. Young Mansion stepped hastily in, nodded +good-bye to his acquaintance, and smilingly said in an undertone to +the driver, "St. Swithin's Church--and quickly." + + * * * * * + +"With this ring I thee wed," he found himself saying to a little +figure in a soft grey gown at his side, while a gentle-faced +old clergyman in a snowy surplice stood before him, and a +square-shouldered, soldierly person in a brilliant uniform almost +hugged his elbow. + +"I pronounce you man and wife." At the words she turned towards her +husband like a carrier pigeon winging for home. Then somehow the +solemnity all disappeared. The major, the major's wife, two handsome +young officers, one girl friend, the clergyman, the clergyman's +wife, were all embracing her, and she was dimpling with laughter +and happiness; and George Mansion stood proudly by, his fine dark +face eager, tender and very noble. + +"My dear," whispered the major's wife, "he's a perfect prince--he's +just as royal as he can be! I never saw such manners, such ease. +Why, girlie, he's a courtier!" + +"Confound the young rogue!" growled the major, in her ear. "I +haven't an officer on my staff that can equal him. You're a lucky +girl. Yes, confound him, I say!" + +"Bless you, child," said the clergyman's wife. "I think he'll make +you happy. Be very sure that you make _him_ happy." + +And to all these whole-hearted wishes and comments, Lydia replied +with smiles and care-free words. Then came the major, watch in +hand, military precision and promptitude in his very tone. + +"Time's up, everybody! There's a bite to eat at the barracks, +then these youngsters must be gone. The boat is due at one +o'clock--time's up." + +As the little party drove past the cathedral they observed a huge +crowd outside, waiting for the doors to be opened. Lydia laughed +like a child as George told her of his duplicity of the morning, +when he had misled the inquiring stranger into thinking the Indian +chief was to be married there. The little tale furnished fun for +all at the pretty breakfast in the major's quarters. + +"Nice way to begin your wedding morning, young man!" scowled the +major, fiercely. "Starting this great day with a network of +falsehoods." + +"Not at all," smiled the Indian. "It was arranged for the +cathedral, and I did attend the ceremony." + +"No excuses, you bare-faced scoundrel! I won't listen to them. Here +you are happily married and all those poor would-be sight-seers +sizzling out there in this glaring August sun. I'm ashamed of you!" +But his arm was about George's shoulders, and he was wringing the +dark, slender hand with a genuine good fellowship that was pleasant +to see. "Bless my soul, I love you, boy!" he added, sincerely. +"Love you through and through; and remember, I'm your white father +from this day forth." + +"And I am your white mother," said the major's wife, placing her +hands on his shoulders. + +For a second the bridegroom's face sobered. Before him flashed a +picture of a little old Indian woman with a broadcloth folded about +her shoulders, a small carven pipe between her lips, a world of +sorrow in her deep eyes--sorrow that he had brought there. He bent +suddenly and kissed Mrs. Harold's fingers with a grave and courtly +deference. "Thank you," he said simply. + +But motherlike, she knew that his heart was bleeding. Lydia had +told of his parents' antagonism, of the lost Mansion title. So the +good lady just gave his hand a little extra, understanding squeeze, +and the good-byes began. + +"Be off with you, youngsters!" growled the major. "The boat is +in--post haste now, or you'll miss it. Begone, both of you!" + +And presently they found themselves once more in the carriage, the +horses galloping down to the wharf. And almost before they realized +it they were aboard, with the hearty "God bless you's" of the +splendid old major and his lovable wife still echoing in their +happy young hearts. + + * * * * * + +It was evening, five days later, when they arrived at their new +home. All about the hills, and the woods, above the winding river, +and along the edge of the distant forest, brooded that purple +smokiness that haunts the late days of August--the smokiness that +was born of distant fires, where the Indians and pioneers were +"clearing" their lands. The air was like amethyst, the setting sun +a fire opal. As on the day when she first had come into his life, +George helped her to alight from the carriage, and they stood a +moment, hand in hand, and looked over the ample acres that composed +their estate. The young Indian had worked hard to have most of the +land cleared, leaving here and there vast stretches of walnut +groves, and long lines of majestic elms, groups of sturdy oaks, and +occasionally a single regal pine tree. Many a time in later years +his utilitarian friends would say, "Chief, these trees you are +preserving so jealously are eating up a great deal of your land. +Why not cut away and grow wheat?" But he would always resent the +suggestion, saying that his wheat lands lay back from the river. +They were for his body, doubtless, but here, by the river, the +trees must be--they were for his soul. And Lydia would champion him +immediately with, "Yes, they were there to welcome me as a bride, +those grand old trees, and they will remain there, I think, as long +as we both shall live." So, that first evening at home they stood +and watched the imperial trees, the long, open flats bordering the +river, the nearby lawns which he had taken such pains to woo from +the wilderness; stood palm to palm, and that moment seemed to +govern all their after life. + +Someone has said that never in the history of the world have two +people been perfectly mated. However true this may be, it is an +undeniable fact that between the most devoted of life-mates there +will come inharmonious moments. Individuality would cease to exist +were it not so. + +These two lived together for upwards of thirty years, and never had +one single quarrel, but oddly enough, when the rare inharmonious +moments came, these groups of trees bridged the fleeting difference +of opinion or any slight antagonism of will and purpose; when these +unresponsive moments came, one or the other would begin to admire +those forest giants, to suggest improvements, to repeat the +admiration of others for their graceful outlines--to, in fact, +direct thought and conversation into the common channel of love +for those trees. This peculiarity was noticeable to outsiders, to +their own circle, to their children. At mere mention of the trees +the shadow of coming cloud would lessen, then waste, then grow +invisible. Their mutual love for these voiceless yet voiceful and +kingly creations was as the love of children for a flower--simple, +nameless, beautiful and powerful beyond words. + +That first home night, as she stepped within doors, there awaited +two inexpressible surprises for her. First, on the dining-room +table a silver tea service of seven pieces, imported from +England--his wedding gift to her. Second, in the quaint little +drawing-room stood a piano. In the "early fifties" this latter +was indeed a luxury, even in city homes. She uttered a little cry +of delight, and flinging herself before the instrument, ran her +fingers over the keys, and broke into his favorite song, "Oft in +the Stilly Night." She had a beautiful voice, the possession of +which would have made her renowned had opportunity afforded its +cultivation. She had "picked up" music and read it remarkably well, +and he, Indian wise, was passionately fond of melody. So they +laughed and loved together over this new luxurious toy, until +Milly, the ancient Mohawk maid, tapped softly at the drawing-room +and bade them come to tea. With that first meal in her new home, +the darkened hours and days and years smothered their haunting +voices. She had "left yesterday behind her," as the major's royal +wife had wished her to, and for the first time in all her checkered +and neglected life she laughed with the gladness of a bird at song, +flung her past behind her, and the grim unhappiness of her former +life left her forever. + + * * * * * + +It was a golden morning in July when the doctor stood grasping +George Mansion's slender hands, searching into his dusky, anxious +eyes, and saying with ringing cheeriness, "Chief, I congratulate +you. You've got the most beautiful son upstairs--the finest boy I +ever saw. Hail to the young chief, I say!" + +The doctor was white. He did not know of the broken line of +lineage--that "the boy upstairs" could never wear his father's +title. A swift shadow fought for a second with glorious happiness. +The battlefield was George Mansion's face, his heart. His unfilled +duty to his parents assailed him like a monstrous enemy, then +happiness conquered, came forth a triumphant victor, and the young +father dashed noiselessly, fleetly up the staircase, and, despite +the protesting physician, in another moment his wife and son were +in his arms. Title did not count in that moment; only Love in its +tyrannical majesty reigned in that sacred room. + +The boy was a being of a new world, a new nation. Before he was two +weeks old he began to show the undeniable physique of the two great +races from whence he came; all the better qualities of both bloods +seemed to blend within his small body. He was his father's son, +he was his mother's baby. His grey-blue eyes held a hint of the +dreaming forest, but also a touch of old England's skies. His hair, +thick and black, was straight as his father's, except just above +the temples, where a suggestion of his mother's pretty English curls +waved like strands of fine silk. His small mouth was thin-lipped; +his nose, which even in babyhood never had the infantile "snub," +but grew straight, thin as his Indian ancestors', yet displayed +a half-haughty English nostril; his straight little back--all +combined likenesses to his parents. But who could say which blood +dominated his tiny person? Only the exquisite soft, pale brown of +his satiny skin called loudly and insistently that he was of a +race older than the composite English could ever boast; it was the +hallmark of his ancient heritage--the birthright of his father's +son. + +But the odd little half-blood was extraordinarily handsome even as +an infant. In after years when he grew into glorious manhood he +was generally acknowledged to be the handsomest man in the Province +of Ontario, but to-day--his first day in these strange, new +surroundings--he was but a wee, brown, lovable bundle, whose tiny +gossamer hands cuddled into his father's palm, while his little +velvet cheek lay rich and russet against the pearly whiteness of +his mother's arm. + +"I believe he is like you, George," she murmured, with a wealth of +love in her voice and eyes. + +"Yes," smiled the young chief, "he certainly has Mansion blood; but +your eyes, Lydia, your dear eyes." + +"Which eyes must go to sleep and rest," interrupted the physician, +severely. "Come, Chief, you've seen your son, you've satisfied +yourself that Mrs. Mansion is doing splendidly, so away you go, +or I shall scold." + +And George slipped down the staircase, and out into the radiant +July sunshine, where his beloved trees arose about him, grand and +majestic, seeming to understand how full of joy, of exultation, +had been this great new day. + + * * * * * + +The whims of women are proverbial, but the whims of men are things +never to be accounted for. This beautiful child was but a few weeks +old when Mr. Bestman wrote, announcing to his daughter his +intention of visiting her for a few days. + +So he came to the Indian Reserve, to the handsome country home his +Indian son-in-law had built. He was amazed, surprised, delighted. +His English heart revelled in the trees. "Like an Old Country +gentleman's estate in the Counties," he declared. He kissed his +daughter with affection, wrung his son-in-law's hand with a warmth +and cordiality unmistakable in its sincerity, took the baby in his +arms and said over and over, "Oh, you sweet little child! You sweet +little child!" Then the darkness of all those harsh years fell away +from Lydia. She could afford to be magnanimous, so with a sweet +silence, a loving forgetfulness of all the dead miseries and bygone +whip-lashes, she accepted her strange parent just as he presented +himself, in the guise of a man whom the years had changed from +harshness to tenderness, and let herself thoroughly enjoy his +visit. + +But when he drove away she had but one thing to say; it was, +"George, I wonder when _your_ father will come to us, when your +_mother_ will come. Oh, I want her to see the baby, for I think my +own mother sees him." + +"Some day, dear," he answered hopefully. "They will come some day; +and when they do, be sure it will be to take you to their hearts." + +She sighed and shook her head unbelievingly. But the "some day" +that he prophesied, but which she doubted, came in a manner all too +soon--all too unwelcome. The little son had just begun to walk +about nicely, when George Mansion was laid low with a lingering +fever that he had contracted among the marshes where much of his +business as an employee of the Government took him. Evils had begun +to creep into his forest world. The black and subtle evil of the +white man's firewater had commenced to touch with its poisonous +finger the lives and lodges of his beloved people. The curse began +to spread, until it grew into a menace to the community. It was the +same old story: the white man had come with the Bible in one hand, +the bottle in the other. George Mansion had striven side by side +with Mr. Evans to overcome the dread scourge. Together they fought +the enemy hand to hand, but it gained ground in spite of all their +efforts. The entire plan of the white liquor dealer's campaign was +simply an effort to exchange a quart of bad whiskey for a cord of +first-class firewood, or timber, which could be hauled off the +Indian Reserve and sold in the nearby town markets for five or +six dollars; thus a hundred dollars worth of bad whiskey, if +judiciously traded, would net the white dealer a thousand dollars +cash. And the traffic went on, to the depletion of the Indian +forests and the degradation of the Indian souls. + +Then the Canadian Government appointed young Mansion special forest +warden, gave him a "V. R." hammer, with which he was to stamp +each and every stick of timber he could catch being hauled off +the Reserve by white men; licensed him to carry firearms for +self-protection, and told him to "go ahead." He "went ahead." Night +after night he lay, concealing himself in the marshes, the forests, +the trails, the concession lines, the river road, the Queen's +highway, seizing all the timber he could, destroying all the +whisky, turning the white liquor traders off Indian lands, and +fighting as only a young, earnest and inspired man can fight. These +hours and conditions began to tell on his physique. The marshes +breathed their miasma into his blood--the dreaded fever had him in +its claws. Lydia was a born nurse. She knew little of thermometers, +of charts, of technical terms, but her ability and instincts in the +sick-room were unerring; and, when her husband succumbed to a +raging fever, love lent her hands an inspiration and her brain a +clarity that would have shamed many a professional nurse. + +For hours, days, weeks, she waited, tended, watched, administered, +labored and loved beside the sick man's bed. She neither slept nor +ate enough to carry her through the ordeal, but love lent her +strength, and she battled and fought for his life as only an +adoring woman can. Her wonderful devotion was the common talk of +the country. She saw no one save Mr. Evans and the doctors. She +never left the sick-room save when her baby needed her. But it all +seemed so useless, so in vain, when one dark morning the doctor +said, "We had better send for his father and mother." + +Poor Lydia! Her heart was nearly breaking. She hurriedly told the +doctor the cause that had kept them away so long, adding, "Is it so +bad as that? Oh, doctor, _must I send for them_? They don't want to +come." Before the good man could reply, there was a muffled knock +at the door. Then Milly's old wrinkled face peered in, and Milly's +voice said whisperingly, "His people--they here." + +"Whose people? Who are here?" almost gasped Lydia. + +"His father and his mother," answered the old woman. "They +downstairs." + +For a brief moment there was silence. Lydia could not trust herself +to speak, but ill as he was, George's quick Indian ear had caught +Milly's words. He murmured, "Mother! mother! Oh, my mother!" + +"Bring her, quickly, _quickly_!" said Lydia to the doctor. + +It seemed to the careworn girl that a lifetime followed before the +door opened noiselessly, and there entered a slender little old +Indian woman, in beaded leggings, moccasins, "short skirt," and a +blue "broadcloth" folded about her shoulders. She glanced swiftly +at the bed, but with the heroism of her race went first towards +Lydia, laid her cheek silently beside the white girl's, then looked +directly into her eyes. + +"Lydia!" whispered George, "Lydia!" At the word both women moved +swiftly to his side. "Lydia," he repeated, "my mother cannot speak +the English, but her cheek to yours means that you are her blood +relation." + +The effort of speech almost cost him a swoon, but his mother's +cheek was now against his own, and the sweet, dulcet Mohawk +language of his boyhood returned to his tongue; he was speaking it +to his mother, speaking it lovingly, rapidly. Yet, although Lydia +never understood a word, she did not feel an outsider, for the old +mother's hand held her own, and she knew that at last the gulf was +bridged. + + * * * * * + +It was two days later, when the doctor pronounced George Mansion +out of danger, that the sick man said to his wife: "Lydia, it is +all over--the pain, the estrangement. My mother says that you are +her daughter. My father says that you are his child. They heard of +your love, your nursing, your sweetness. They want to know if you +will call them 'father, mother.' They love you, for you are one of +their own." + +"At last, at last!" half sobbed the weary girl. "Oh, George, I am +so happy! _You_ are going to get well, and _they_ have come to us +at last." + +"Yes, dear," he replied. Then with a half humorous yet wholly +pathetic smile flitting across his wan face, he added, "And my +mother has a little gift for you." He nodded then towards the +quaint old figure at the further side of the bed. His mother arose, +and, drawing from her bosom a tiny, russet-colored object, laid it +in Lydia's hand. It was a little moccasin, just three and a quarter +inches in length. "Its mate is lost," added the sick man, "but I +wore it as a baby. My mother says it is yours, and should have been +yours all these years." + +For a second the two women faced each other, then Lydia sat down +abruptly on the bedside, her arms slipped about the older woman's +shoulders, and her face dropped quickly, heavily--at last on a +mother's breast. + +George Mansion sighed in absolute happiness, then closed his eyes +and slept the great, strong, vitalizing sleep of reviving forces. + + +PART IV. + +How closely the years chased one another after this! But many a +happy day within each year found Lydia and her husband's mother +sitting together, hour upon hour, needle in hand, sewing and +harmonizing--the best friends in all the world. It mattered not +that "mother" could not speak one word of English, or that Lydia +never mastered but a half dozen words of Mohawk. These two were +friends in the sweetest sense of the word, and their lives swept +forward in a unison of sympathy that was dear to the heart of the +man who held them as the two most precious beings in all the world. + +And with the years came new duties, new responsibilities, new +little babies to love and care for until a family, usually called +"A King's Desire," gathered at their hearthside--four children, the +eldest a boy, the second a girl, then another boy, then another +girl. These children were reared on the strictest lines of both +Indian and English principles. They were taught the legends, the +traditions, the culture and the etiquette of both races to which +they belonged; but above all, their mother instilled into them from +the very cradle that they were of their father's people, not of +hers. Her marriage had made her an Indian by the laws which govern +Canada, as well as by the sympathies and yearnings and affections +of her own heart. When she married George Mansion she had repeated +to him the centuries-old vow of allegiance, "Thy people shall be my +people, and thy God my God." She determined that should she ever be +mother to his children, those children should be reared as Indians +in spirit and patriotism, and in loyalty to their father's race as +well as by heritage of blood. The laws of Canada held these children +as Indians. They were wards of the Government; they were born on +Indian lands, on Indian Reservations. They could own and hold +Indian lands, and their mother, English though she was, made it her +life service to inspire, foster and elaborate within these children +the pride of the race, the value of that copper-tinted skin which +they all displayed. When people spoke of blood and lineage and +nationality, these children would say, "We are Indians," with the +air with which a young Spanish don might say, "I am a Castilian." +She wanted them to grow up nationalists, and they did, every +mother's son and daughter of them. Things could never have been +otherwise, for George Mansion and his wife had so much in common +that their offspring could scarcely evince other than inherited +parental traits. Their tastes and distastes were so synonymous; they +hated hypocrisy, vulgarity, slovenliness, imitations. + +After forty years spent on a Canadian Indian Reserve, Lydia +Mansion still wore real lace, real tortoise shell combs, real furs. +If she could not have procured these she would have worn plain +linen collars, no combs, and a woven woolen scarf about her throat; +but the imitation fabrics, as well as the "imitation people," had +no more part in her life than they had in her husband's, who +abhorred all such pinchbeck. Their loves were identical. They loved +nature--the trees, best of all, and the river, and the birds. They +loved the Anglican Church, they loved the British flag, they loved +Queen Victoria, they loved beautiful, dead Elizabeth Evans, they +loved strange, reticent Mr. Evans. They loved music, pictures and +dainty china, with which George Mansion filled his beautiful home. +They loved books and animals, but, most of all, these two loved +the Indian people, loved their legends, their habits, their +customs--loved the people themselves. Small wonder, then, that +their children should be born with pride of race and heritage, and +should face the world with that peculiar, unconquerable courage +that only a fighting ancestry can give. + +As the years drifted on, many distinctions came to the little family +of the "Grand Mansions." The chief's ability as an orator, his +fluency of speech, his ceaseless war against the inroads of the +border white men and their lawlessness among his own people--all +gradually but surely brought him, inch by inch, before the notice +of those who sat in the "seats of the mighty" of both church and +state. His presence was frequently demanded at Ottawa, fighting for +the cause of his people before the House of Commons, the Senate, +and the Governor-General himself. At such times he would always +wear his native buckskin costume, and his amazing rhetoric, +augmented by the gorgeous trappings of his office and his +inimitable courtesy of manner, won him friends and followers among +the lawmakers of the land. He never fought for a cause and lost +it, never returned to Lydia and his people except in a triumph +of victory. Social honors came to him as well as political +distinctions. Once, soon after his marriage, a special review of +the British troops quartered at Toronto was called in his honor +and he rode beside the general, making a brilliant picture, clad as +he was in buckskins and scarlet blanket and astride his pet black +pony, as he received the salutes of company after company of +England's picked soldiers as they wheeled past. And when King +Edward of England visited Canada as Prince of Wales, he fastened +with his own royal hands a heavy silver medal to the buckskin +covering George Mansion's breast, and the royal words were very +sincere as they fell from the prince's lips: "This medal is for +recognition of your loyalty in battling for your own people, even +as your ancestors battled for the British Crown." Then in later +years, when Prince Arthur of Connaught accepted the title of +"Chief," conferred upon him with elaborate ceremony by the +chiefs, braves and warriors of the great Iroquois Council, it +was George Mansion who was chosen as special escort to the royal +visitor--George Mansion and his ancient and honored father, who, +hand-in-hand with the young prince, walked to and fro, chanting the +impressive ritual of bestowing the title. Even Bismarck, the "Iron +Chancellor" of Germany, heard of this young Indian warring for the +welfare of his race, and sent a few kindly words, with his own +photograph, from across seas to encourage the one who was fighting, +single-handed, the menace of white man's greed and white man's +firewater. + +And Lydia, with her glad and still girlish heart, gloried in her +husband's achievements and in the recognition accorded him by the +great world beyond the Indian Reserve, beyond the wilderness, +beyond the threshold of their own home. In only one thing were +their lives at all separated. She took no part in his public life. +She hated the glare of the fierce light that beat upon prominent +lives, the unrest of fame, the disquiet of public careers. + +"No," she would answer, when oftentimes he begged her to accompany +him and share his success and honors, "no, I was homeless so long +that 'home' is now my ambition. My babies need me here, and you +need me here when you return, far more than you need me on platform +or parade. Go forth and fight the enemy, storm the battlements and +win the laurels, but let me keep the garrison--here at home, with +our babies all about me and a welcome to our warrior husband and +father when he returns from war." + +Then he would laugh and coax again, but always with the same +result. Every day, whether he went forth to the Indian Council +across the river, or when more urgent duties called him to the +Capital, she always stood at the highest window waving her +handkerchief until he was out of sight, and that dainty flag lent +strength to his purpose and courage to his heart, for he knew the +home citadel was there awaiting his return--knew that she would be +at that selfsame window, their children clustered about her skirts, +her welcoming hands waving a greeting instead of a good-bye, as +soon as he faced the home portals once more, and in his heart of +hearts George Mansion felt that his wife had chosen the wiser, +greater part; that their children would some day arise and call her +blessed because she refused to wing away from the home nest, even +if by so doing she left him to take his flights alone. + +But in all their world there was no one prouder of his laurels +and successes than his home-loving, little English wife, and the +mother-heart of her must be forgiven for welcoming each new honor +as a so much greater heritage for their children. Each distinction +won by her husband only established a higher standard for their +children to live up to. She prayed and hoped and prayed again that +they would all be worthy such a father, that they would never fall +short of his excellence. To this end she taught, labored for, +and loved them, and they, in turn, child-wise, responded to her +teaching, imitating her allegiance to their father, reflecting her +fealty, and duplicating her actions. So she molded these little +ones with the mother-hand that they felt through all their after +lives, which were but images of her own in all that concerned their +father. + + * * * * * + +The first great shadow that fell on this united little circle was +when George Mansion's mother quietly folded her "broadcloth" about +her shoulders for the last time, when the little old tobacco pipe +lay unfilled and unlighted, when the finely-beaded moccasins were +empty of the dear feet that had wandered so gently, so silently +into the Happy Hunting Grounds. George Mansion was bowed with woe. +His mother had been to him the queen of all women, and her death +left a desolation in his heart that even his wife could not assuage. +It was a grief he really never overcame. Fortunately his mother had +grown so attached to Lydia that his one disobedience--that of his +marriage--never reproached him. Had the gentle little old Indian +woman died before the episode of the moccasin which brought complete +reconciliation, it is doubtful if her son would ever have been quite +the same again. As it was, with the silence and stoicism of his race +he buried his grief in his own heart, without allowing it to cast a +gloom over his immediate household. + +But after that the ancient chief, his father, came more frequently +to George's home, and was always an honored guest. The children +loved him, Lydia had the greatest respect and affection for him, +the greatest sympathy for his loneliness, and she ever made him +welcome and her constant companion when he visited them. He used +to talk to her much of George, and once or twice gave her grave +warnings as to his recklessness and lack of caution in dealing with +the ever-growing menace of the whisky traffic among the Indians. +The white men who supplied and traded this liquor were desperadoes, +a lawless set of ruffians who for some time had determined to rid +their stamping-ground of George Mansion, as he was the chief +opponent to their business, and with the way well cleared of him +and his unceasing resistance, their scoundrelly trade would be an +easy matter. + +"Use all your influence, Lydia," the old father would say, "to urge +him never to seize the ill-gotten timber or destroy their whisky, +unless he has other Indian wardens with him. They'll kill him if +they can, those white men. They have been heard to threaten." + +For some time this very thing had been crowding its truth about his +wife's daily life. Threatening and anonymous letters had more than +once been received by her husband--letters that said he would be +"put out of the way" unless he stopped interfering in the liquor +trade. There was no ignoring the fact that danger was growing +daily, that the fervent young chief was allowing his zeal to +overcome his caution, was hazarding his life for the protection of +his people against a crying evil. Once a writer of these unsigned +letters threatened to burn his house down in the dead of night, +another to maim his horses and cattle, others to "do away" with +him. His crusade was being waged under the weight of a cross that +was beginning to fall on his loyal wife, and to overshadow his +children. Then one night the blow fell. Blind with blood, crushed +and broken, he staggered and reeled home, unaided, unassisted, +and in excruciating torture. Nine white men had attacked him from +behind in a border village a mile from his home, where he had gone +to intercept a load of whisky that was being hauled into the Indian +Reserve. Eight of those lawbreakers circled about him, while the +ninth struck him from behind with a leaden plumb attached to an +elastic throw-string. The deadly thing crushed in his skull; he +dropped where he stood, as if shot. Then brutal boots kicked his +face, his head, his back, and, with curses, his assailants left +him--for dead. + +With a vitality born of generations of warriors, he regained +consciousness, staggered the mile to his own gate, where he met a +friend, who, with extreme concern, began to assist him into his +home. But he refused the helping arm with, "No, I go alone; it +would alarm Lydia if I could not walk alone." These, with the +few words he spoke as he entered the kitchen, where his wife +was overseeing old Milly get the evening meal, were the last +intelligent words he spoke for many a day. + +"Lydia, they've hurt me at last," he said, gently. + +She turned at the sound of his strained voice. A thousand emotions +overwhelmed her at the terrifying sight before her. Love, fear, +horror, all broke forth from her lips in a sharp, hysterical cry, +but above this cry sounded the gay laughter of the children who +were playing in the next room, their shrill young voices raised in +merriment over some new sport. In a second the mother-heart asserted +itself. Their young eyes must not see this ghastly thing. + +"Milly!" she cried to the devoted Indian servant, "help Chief +George." Then dashing into the next room, she half sobbed, +"Children, children! hush, oh, hush! Poor father--" + +She never finished the sentence. With a turn of her arm she swept +them all into the drawing-room, closed the door, and flew back to +her patriot husband. + +For weeks and weeks he lay fighting death as only a determined +man can--his upper jaw broken on both sides, his lower jaw +splintered on one side, his skull so crushed that to the end +of his days a silver dollar could quite easily be laid flat in +the cavity, a jagged and deep hole in his back, and injuries +about the knees and leg bones. And all these weeks Lydia hovered +above his pillow, night and day, nursing, tending, helping, +cheering. What effort it cost her to be bright and smiling no +tongue can tell, for her woman's heart saw that this was but the +beginning of the end. She saw it when in his delirium he raved to +get better, to be allowed to get up and go on with the fight; saw +that his spirit never rested, for fear that, now he was temporarily +inactive, the whisky dealers would have their way. She knew then +that she must school herself to endure this thing again; that she +must never ask him to give up his life work, never be less +courageous than he, tough that courage would mean never a peaceful +moment to her when he was outside their own home. + +Mr. Evans was a great comfort to her during those terrible weeks. +Hour after hour he would sit beside the injured man, never speaking +or moving, only watching quietly, while Lydia barely snatched the +necessary sleep a nurse must have, or attended to the essential +needs of the children, who, however, were jealously cared for by +faithful Milly. During those times the children never spoke except +in whispers, their rigid Indian-English training in self-effacement +and obedience being now of untold value. + +But love and nursing and bravery all counted in the end, and one +day George Mansion walked downstairs, the doctor's arm on one side, +Lydia's on the other. He immediately asked for his pistol and his +dagger, cleaned the one, oiled and sharpened the other, and said, +"I'll be ready for them again in a month's time." + +But while he lay injured his influential white friends and the +Government at Ottawa had not been idle. The lawless creature who +dealt those unmerited blows was tried, convicted and sent to +Kingston Penitentiary for seven years. So one enemy was out of the +way for the time being. It was at this time that advancing success +lost him another antagonist, who was placed almost in the rank of +an ally. + +George Mansion was a guest of the bishop of his diocese, as he was +a lay delegate accompanying Mr. Evans to the Anglican Synod. The +chief's work had reached other ears than those of the Government at +Ottawa, and the bishop was making much of the patriot, when in the +See House itself an old clergyman approached him with outstretched +hand and the words, "I would like you to call bygones just +bygones." + +"I don't believe I have the honor of knowing you, sir," replied the +Indian, with a puzzled but gracious look. + +"I am your wife's brother-in-law," said the old clergyman, "the man +who would not allow her to be married from my house--that is, +married to _you_." + +The Indian bit his lip and instinctively stepped backward. Added +to his ancestral creed of never forgiving such injury, came a rush +of memory--the backward-surging picture of his homeless little +sweetheart and all that she had endured. Then came the memory of +his dead mother's teaching--teaching she had learned from her own +mother, and she in turn from her mother: "Always forget yourself +for _old_ people, always honor the _old_." + +Instantly George Mansion arose--arose above the prejudices of his +blood, above the traditions of his race, arose to the highest +plane a man can reach--the memory of his mother's teaching. + +"I would hardly be here as a lay delegate of my church were I not +willing to let bygones be bygones," he said, simply, and laid his +hand in that of the old clergyman, about whose eyes there was +moisture, perhaps because this opportunity for peacemaking had +come so tardily. + + * * * * * + +The little family of "Grand Mansions" were now growing to very "big +childhood," and the inevitable day came when Lydia's heart must bear +the wrench of having her firstborn say good-bye to take his college +course. She was not the type of mother who would keep the boy at +home because of the heartache the good-byes must bring, but the +parting was certainly a hard one, and she watched his going with a +sense of loss that was almost greater than her pride in him. He had +given evidence of the most remarkable musical talent. He played +classical airs even before he knew a note, and both his parents +were in determined unison about this talent being cultivated. The +following year the oldest daughter also entered college, having +had a governess at home for a year, as some preparation. But these +changes brought no difference into the home, save that George +Mansion's arm grew stronger daily in combat against the old foe. +Then came the second attack of the enemy, when six white men beset +him from behind, again knocking him insensible, with a heavy blue +beech hand-spike. They broke his hand and three ribs, knocked out +his teeth, injured his side and head; then seizing his pistol, shot +at him, the ball fortunately not reaching a vital spot. As his +senses swam he felt them drag his poor maimed body into the middle +of the road, so it would appear as if horses had trampled him, then +he heard them say, "_This_ time the devil is dead." But hours +afterwards he again arose, again walked home, five interminable +miles, again greeted his ever watchful and anxious wife with, +"Lydia, they've hurt me once more." Then came weeks of renewed +suffering, of renewed care and nursing, of renewed vitality, and +at last of conquered health. + +These two terrible illnesses seemed to raise Lydia into a peculiar, +half-protecting attitude towards him. In many ways she "mothered" +him almost as though he were her son--he who had always been the +leader, and so strong and self-reliant. After this, when he went +forth on his crusades, she watched his going with the haunting fear +with which one would watch a child wandering on the edge of a +chasm. She waited on him when he returned, served him with the +tenderness with which one serves a cripple or a baby. Once he caught +her arm, as she carried to him a cup of broth, after he had spent +wearisome hours at the same old battle, and turning towards her, +said softly: "You are like my mother used to be to me." She did not +ask him in what way--she knew--and carried broth to him when next +he came home half exhausted. Gradually he now gathered about him +a little force of zealous Indians who became enthusiastic to take +up arms with him against the whisky dealers. He took greater +precautions in his work, for the growing mist of haunting anxiety +in Lydia's eyes began to call to him that there were other claims +than those of the nation. His splendid zeal had brought her many +a sleepless night, when she knew he was scouring the forests for +hidden supplies of the forbidden merchandise, and that a whole army +of desperadoes would not deter him from fulfilling his duty of +destroying it. He felt, rather than saw, that she never bade him +good-bye but that she was prepared not to see him again alive. +Added to this he began to suffer as she did--to find that in his +good-byes was the fear of never seeing her again. He, who had +always been so fearless, was now afraid of the day when he should +not return and she would be once more alone. + +So he let his younger and eager followers do some of the battling, +though he never relaxed his vigilance, never took off his armor, so +to speak. But now he spent long days and quiet nights with Lydia +and his children. They entertained many guests, for the young people +were vigorous and laughter-loving, and George and Lydia never grew +old, never grew weary, never grew commonplace. All the year round +guests came to the hospitable country house--men and women of +culture, of learning, of artistic tastes, of congenial habits. +Scientists, authors, artists, all made their pilgrimages to this +unique household, where refinement and much luxury, and always a +glad welcome from the chief and his English wife, made their visits +long remembered. And in some way or other, as their children grew +up, those two seemed to come closer together once more. They walked +among the trees they had once loved in those first bridal days, +they rested by the river shore, they wandered over the broad meadows +and bypaths of the old estate, they laughed together frequently like +children, and always and ever talked of and acted for the good of +the Indian people who were so unquestionably the greatest interest +in their lives, outside their own children. But one day, when the +beautiful estate he was always so proud of was getting ready to +smile under the suns of spring, he left her just when she needed +him most, for their boys had plunged forward into the world of +business in the large cities, and she wanted a strong arm to lean +on. It was the only time he failed to respond to her devoted +nursing, but now she could not bring him back from the river's +brink, as she had so often done before. Cold had settled in all the +broken places of his poor body, and he slipped away from her, a +sacrifice to his fight against evil on the altar of his nation's +good. In his feverish wanderings he returned to the tongue of his +childhood, the beautiful, dulcet Mohawk. Then recollecting and +commanding himself, he would weakly apologize to Lydia with: "I +forgot; I thought it was my mother," and almost his last words were, +"It must be by my mother's side," meaning his resting-place. So his +valiant spirit went fearlessly forth. + + * * * * * + +"Do you ever think, dear," said Lydia to her youngest child, some +years later, "that you are writing the poetry that always lived in +an unexpressed state here in my breast?" + +"No, Marmee," answered the girl, who was beginning to mount the +ladder of literature, "I never knew you wanted to _write_ poetry, +although I knew you loved it." + +"Indeed, I did," answered the mother, "but I never could find +expression for it. I was made just to sing, I often think, but I +never had the courage to sing in public. But I did want to write +poetry, and now you, dear, are doing it for me. How proud your +father would have been of you!" + +"Oh, he knows! I'm sure he knows all that I have written," answered +the girl, with the sublime faith that youth has in its own +convictions. "And if you like my verses, Marmee, I am sure he does, +for he knows." + +"Perhaps," murmured the older woman. "I often feel that he is very +near to us. I never have felt that he is really gone very far away +from me." + +"Poor little Marmee!" the girl would say to herself. "She misses him +yet. I believe she will always miss him." + +Which was the truth. She saw constantly his likeness in all her +children, bits of his character, shades of his disposition, +reflections of his gifts and talents, hints of his bravery, and she +always spoke of these with a commending air, as though they were +characteristics to be cultivated, to be valued and fostered. + +At first her fear of leaving her children, even to join him, was +evident, she so believed in a mother's care and love being a +necessity to a child. She had sadly missed it all out of her own +strange life, and she felt she _must_ live until this youngest +daughter grew to be a woman. Perhaps this desire, this mother-love, +kept her longer beside her children than she would have stayed +without it, for the years rolled on, and her hair whitened, her +once springing step halted a little, the glorious blue of her +English eyes grew very dreamy, and tender, and wistful. Was she +seeing the great Hereafter unfold itself before her as her steps +drew nearer and nearer? + +And one night the Great Messenger knocked softly at her door, +and with a sweet, gentle sigh she turned and followed where he +led--joining gladly the father of her children in the land that +holds both whites and Indians as one. + +And the daughter who writes the verses her mother always felt, but +found no words to express, never puts a last line to a story, or a +sweet cadence into a poem, but she says to herself as she holds her +mother's memory within her heart: + +"She knows--she knows." + + + +Catharine of the "Crow's Nest" + + +The great transcontinental railway had been in running order for +years before the managers thereof decided to build a second line +across the Rocky Mountains. But "passes" are few and far between +in those gigantic fastnesses, and the fearless explorers, followed +by the equally fearless surveyors, were many a toilsome month +conquering the heights, depths and dangers of the "Crow's Nest +Pass." + +Eastward stretched the gloriously fertile plains of southern +"Sunny Alberta," westward lay the limpid blue of the vast and +indescribably beautiful Kootenay Lakes, but between these two +arose a barrier of miles and miles of granite and stone and rock, +over and through which a railway must be constructed. Tunnels, +bridges, grades must be bored, built and blasted out. It was the +work of science, endurance and indomitable courage. The summers +in the canyons were seething hot, the winters in the mountains +perishingly cold, with apparently inexhaustible snow clouds +circling forever about the rugged peaks--snows in which many a +good, honest laborer was lost until the eagles and vultures came +with the April thaws, and wheeled slowly above the pulseless +sleeper, if indeed the wolves and mountain lions had permitted him +to lie thus long unmolested. Those were rough and rugged days, +through which equally rough and rugged men served and suffered to +find foundations whereon to lay those two threads of steel that now +cling like a cobweb to the walls of the wonderful "gap" known as +Crow's Nest Pass. + +Work progressed steadily, and before winter set in construction +camps were built far into "the gap," the furthermost one being close +to the base of a majestic mountain, which was also named "The +Crow's Nest." It arose beyond the camp with almost overwhelming +immensity. Dense forests of Douglas fir and bull pines shouldered +their way up one-third of its height, but above the timber line +the shaggy, bald rock reared itself thousands of feet skyward, +desolate, austere and deserted by all living things; not even the +sure-footed mountain goat travelled up those frowning, precipitous +heights; no bird rested its wing in that frozen altitude. The +mountain arose, distinct, alone, isolated, the most imperial +monarch of all that regal Pass. + +The construction gang called it "Old Baldy," for after working some +months around its base, it began to grow into their lives. Not so, +however, with the head engineer from Montreal, who regarded it +always with baleful eye, and half laughingly, half seriously, +called it his "Jonah." + +"Not a thing has gone right since we worked in sight of that old +monster," he was heard to say frequently; and it did seem as if +there were some truth in it. There had been deaths, accidents and +illness among the men. Once, owing to transportation difficulties, +the rations were short for days, and the men were in rebellious +spirit in consequence. Twice whiskey had been smuggled in, to the +utter demoralization of the camp; and one morning, as a last straw, +"Cookee" had nearly severed his left hand from his arm with a meat +axe. Young Wingate, the head engineer, and Mr. Brown, the foreman, +took counsel together. For the three meals of that day they tried +three different men out of the gang as "cookees." No one could eat +the atrocious food they manufactured. Then Brown bethought himself. +"There's an Indian woman living up the canyon that can cook like +a French chef," he announced, after a day of unspeakable gnawing +beneath his belt. "How about getting her? I've tasted pork and +beans at her shack, and flapjacks, and--" + +"Get her! get her!" clamored Wingate. "Even if she poisons us, it's +better than starving. I'll ride over to-night and offer her big +wages." + +"How about her staying here?" asked Brown. "The boys are pretty +rough and lawless at times, you know." + +"Get the axe men to build her a good, roomy shack--the best logs in +the place. We'll give her a lock and key for it, and you, Brown, +report the very first incivility to her that you hear of," said +Wingate crisply. + +That evening Mr. Wingate himself rode over to the canyon; it was a +good mile, and the trail was rough in the extreme. He did not +dismount when he reached the lonely log lodge, but rapping on the +door with the butt of his quirt, he awaited its opening. There was +some slight stirring about inside before this occurred; then the +door slowly opened, and she stood before him--a rather tall woman, +clad in buckskin garments, with a rug made of coyote skins about +her shoulders; she wore the beaded leggings and moccasins of her +race, and her hair, jet black, hung in ragged plaits about her dark +face, from which mournful eyes looked out at the young Montrealer. + +Yes, she would go for the wages he offered, she said in halting +English; she would come to-morrow at daybreak; she would cook their +breakfast. + +"Better come to-night," he urged. "The men get down the grade to +work very early; breakfast must be on time." + +"I be on time," she replied. "I sleep here this night, every night. +I not sleep in camp." + +Then he told her of the shack he had ordered and that was even now +being built. + +She shook her head. "I sleep here every night," she reiterated. + +Wingate had met many Indians in his time, so dropped the subject, +knowing full well that persuasion or argument would be utterly +useless. + +"All right," he said; "you must do as you like; only remember, an +early breakfast to-morrow." + +"I 'member," she replied. + +He had ridden some twenty yards, when he turned to call back: "Oh, +what's your name, please?" + +"Catherine," she answered, simply. + +"Thank you," he said, and, touching his hat lightly, rode down +towards the canyon. Just as he was dipping over its rim he looked +back. She was still standing in the doorway, and above and about her +were the purple shadows, the awful solitude, of Crow's Nest +Mountain. + + * * * * * + +Catherine had been cooking at the camp for weeks. The meals were +good, the men respected her, and she went her way to and from her +shack at the canyon as regularly as the world went around. The +autumn slipped by, and the nipping frosts of early winter and the +depths of early snows were already daily occurrences. The big group +of solid log shacks that formed the construction camp were all made +weather-tight against the long mountain winter. Trails were +beginning to be blocked, streams to freeze, and "Old Baldy," +already wore a canopy of snow that reached down to the timber line. + +"Catherine," spoke young Wingate, one morning, when the clouds hung +low and a soft snow fell, packing heavily on the selfsame snows of +the previous night, "you had better make up your mind to occupy the +shack here. You won't be able to go to your home much longer now +at night; it gets dark so early, and the snows are too heavy." + +"I go home at night," she repeated. + +"But you can't all winter," he exclaimed. "If there was one single +horse we could spare from the grade work, I'd see you got it for +your journeys, but there isn't. We're terribly short now; every +animal in the Pass is overworked as it is. You'd better not try +going home any more." + +"I go home at night," she repeated. + +Wingate frowned impatiently; then in afterthought he smiled. "All +right, Catherine," he said, "but I warn you. You'll have a +search-party out after you some dark morning, and you know it won't +be pleasant to be lost in the snows up that canyon." + +"But I go home, night-time," she persisted, and that ended the +controversy. + +But the catastrophe he predicted was inevitable. Morning after +morning he would open the door of the shack he occupied with the +other officials, and, looking up the white wastes through the +gray-blue dawn, he would watch the distances with an anxiety that +meant more than a consideration for his breakfast. The woman +interested him. She was so silent, so capable, so stubborn. What +was behind all this strength of character? What had given that +depth of mournfulness to her eyes? Often he had surprised her +watching him, with an odd longing in her face; it was something of +the expression he could remember his mother wore when she looked +at him long, long ago. It was a vague, haunting look that always +brought back the one great tragedy of his life--a tragedy he was +even now working night and day at his chosen profession to obliterate +from his memory, lest he should be forever unmanned--forever a prey +to melancholy. + +He was still a young man, but when little more than a boy he had +married, and for two years was transcendently happy. Then came the +cry of "Kootenay Gold" ringing throughout Canada--of the untold +wealth of Kootenay mines. Like thousands of others he followed the +beckoning of that yellow finger, taking his young wife and baby +daughter West with him. The little town of Nelson, crouching on its +beautiful hills, its feet laved by the waters of Kootenay Lake, was +then in its first robust, active infancy. Here he settled, going +out alone on long prospecting expeditions; sometimes he was away a +week, sometimes a month, with the lure of the gold forever in his +veins, but the laughter of his child, the love of his wife, forever +in his heart. Then--the day of that awful home-coming! For three +weeks the fascination of searching for the golden pay-streak had +held him in the mountains. No one could find him when it happened, +and now all they could tell him was the story of an upturned canoe +found drifting on the lake, of a woman's light summer shawl caught +in the thwarts, of a child's little silken bonnet washed ashore. +[Fact.] The great-hearted men of the West had done their utmost +in the search that followed. Miners, missionaries, prospectors, +Indians, settlers, gamblers, outlaws, had one and all turned out, +for they liked young Wingate, and they adored his loving wife and +dainty child. But the search was useless. The wild shores of +Kootenay Lake alone held the secret of their resting-place. + +Young Wingate faced the East once more. There was but one thing +to do with his life--work, _work_, WORK; and the harder, the more +difficult, that work, the better. It was this very difficulty that +made the engineering on the Crow's Nest Pass so attractive to him. +So here he was building grades, blasting tunnels, with Catherine's +mournful eyes following him daily, as if she divined something of +that long-ago sorrow that had shadowed his almost boyish life. + +He liked the woman, and his liking quickened his eye to her +hardships, his ear to the hint of lagging weariness in her footsteps; +so he was the first to notice it the morning she stumped into the +cook-house, her feet bound up in furs, her face drawn in agony. + +"Catherine," he exclaimed, "your feet have been frozen!" + +She looked like a culprit, but answered: "Not much; I get lose in +storm las' night." + +"I thought this would happen," he said, indignantly. "After this +you sleep here." + +"I sleep home." she said, doggedly. + +"I won't have it," he declared. "I'll cook for the men myself +first." + +"Allight," she replied. "You cookee; I go home--me." + +That night there was a terrible storm. The wind howled down the +throat of the Pass, and the snow fell like bales of sheep's wool, +blanketing the trails and drifting into the railroad cuts until +they attained their original level. But after she had cooked supper +Catherine started for home as usual. The only unusual thing about +it was that the next morning she did not return. It was Sunday, the +men's day "off." Wingate ate no breakfast, but after swallowing +some strong tea he turned to the foreman. "Mr. Brown, will you come +with me to try and hunt up Catherine?" he asked. + +"Yes, if we can get beyond the door," assented Brown. "But I doubt +if we can make the canyon, sir." + +"We'll have a try at it, anyway," said the young engineer. "I +almost doubt myself if she made it last night." + +"She's a stubborn woman," commented Brown. + +"And has her own reasons for it, I suppose," replied Wingate. "But +that has nothing to do with her being lost or frozen. If something +had not happened I'm sure she would have come to-day, notwithstanding +I scolded her yesterday, and told her I'd rather cook myself than let +her run such risks. How will we go, Mr. Brown; horses or snowshoes?" + +"Shoes," said the foreman decidedly. "That snow'll be above the +middle of the biggest horse in the outfit." + +So they set forth on their tramp up the slopes, peering right and +left as they went for any indication of the absent woman. Wingate's +old grief was knocking at his heart once more. A woman lost in the +appalling vastness of this great Western land was entering into +his life again. It took them a full hour to go that mile, although +both were experts on the shoes, but as they reached the rim of the +canyon they were rewarded by seeing a thin blue streak of smoke +curling up from her lodge "chimney." Wingate sat down in the snows +weakly. The relief had unmanned him. + +"I didn't know how much I cared," he said, "until I knew she was +safe. She looks at me as my mother used to; her eyes are like +mother's, and I loved my mother." + +It was a simple, direct speech, but Brown caught its pathos. + +"She's a good woman," he blurted out, as they trudged along towards +the shack. They knocked on the door. There was no reply. Then just +as Wingate suggested forcing it in case she were ill and lying +helpless within, a long, low call from the edge of the canyon +startled them. They turned and had not followed the direction from +which the sound came more than a few yards when they met her coming +towards them on snowshoes; in her arms she bore a few faggots, and +her face, though smileless, was very welcoming. + +She opened the door, bidding them enter. It was quite warm inside, +and the air of simple comfort derived from crude benches, tables +and shelves, assured them that she had not suffered. Near the fire +was drawn a rough home-built couch, and on it lay in heaped +disorder a pile of gray blankets. As the two men warmed their hands +at the grateful blaze, the blankets stirred. Then a small hand +crept out and a small arm tossed the covers a little aside. + +"_Catherine_," exclaimed Wingate, "have you a child here?" + +"Yes," she said simply. + +"How long is it that you have had it here?" he demanded. + +"Since before I work at your camp," she replied. + +"Whew!" said the foreman, "I now understand why she came home +nights." + +"To think I never guessed it!" murmured Wingate. Then to Catherine: +"Why didn't you bring it into camp and keep it there day and night +with you, instead of taking these dangerous tramps night and +morning?" + +"It is a girl child," she answered. + +"Well what of it?" he asked impatiently. + +"Your camp no place for girl child," she replied, looking directly +at him. "Your men they rough, they get whisky sometimes. They +fight. They speak bad words, what you call _swear_. I not want her +hear that. I not want her see whisky man." + +"Oh, Brown!" said Wingate, turning to his companion. "What a +reproach! What a reproach! Here our gang is--the vanguard of the +highest civilization, but unfit for association with a little +Indian child!" + +Brown stood speechless, although in his rough, honest mind he was +going over a list of those very "swears" she objected to, but +they were mentally directed at the whole outfit of his ruffianly +construction gang. He was silently swearing at them for their own +shortcomings in that very thing. + +The child on the couch stirred again. This time the firelight fell +full across the little arm. Wingate stared at it, then his eyes +widened. He looked at the woman, then back at the bare arm. It was +the arm of a _white_ child. + +"Catherine, was your husband _white_?" he asked, in a voice that +betrayed anxiety. + +"I got no husban'," she replied, somewhat defiantly. + +"Then--" he began, but his voice faltered. + +She came and stood between him and the couch. + +Something of the look of a she-panther came into her face, her +figure, her attitude. Her eyes lost their mournfulness and blazed a +black-red at him. Her whole body seemed ready to spring. + +"You not touch the girl child!" she half snarled. "I not let you +touch her; she _mine_, though I have no husban'!" + +"I don't want to touch her, Catherine," he said gently, trying to +pacify her. "Believe me, I don't want to touch her." + +The woman's whole being changed. A thousand mother-lights gleamed +from her eyes, a thousand measures of mother-love stormed at her +heart. She stepped close, very close to him and laid her small +brown hand on his, then drawing him nearer to her said: "Yes you +_do_ want to touch her; you not speak truth when you say 'no.' You +_do_ want to touch her!" With a rapid movement she flung back the +blankets, then slipping her bare arm about him she bent his form +until he was looking straight into the child's face--a face the +living miniature of his own! His eyes, his hair, his small kindly +mouth, his fair, perfect skin. He staggered erect. + +"Catherine! what does it mean? What does it mean?" he cried +hoarsely. + +"_Your child_--" she half questioned, half affirmed. + +"Mine? Mine?" he called, without human understanding in his voice. +"Oh, Catherine! Where did you get her?" + +"The shores of Kootenay Lake," she answered. + +"Was--was--she _alone_?" he cried. + +The woman looked away, slowly shaking her head, and her voice was +very gentle as she replied: "No, she alive a little, but _the +other_, whose arms 'round her, she not alive; my people, the +Kootenay Indians, and I--we--we bury that other." + +For a moment there was a speaking silence, the young Wingate, with +the blessed realization that half his world had been saved for him, +flung himself on his knees, and, with his arms locked about the +little girl, was calling: + +"Margie! Margie! Papa's little Margie girl! Do you remember papa? +Oh, Margie! Do you? Do you?" + +Something dawned in the child's eyes--something akin to a far-off +memory. For a moment she looked wonderingly at him, then put her +hand up to his forehead and gently pulled a lock of his fair hair +that always curled there--an old trick of hers. Then she looked +down at his vest pocket, slowly pulled out his watch and held it to +her ear. The next minute her arms slipped round his neck. + +"Papa," she said, "papa been away from Margie a long time." + +Young Wingate was sobbing. He had not noticed that the big, rough +foreman had gone out of the shack with tear-dimmed eyes, and had +quietly closed the door behind him. + + * * * * * + +It was evening before Wingate got all the story from Catherine, for +she was slow of speech, and found it hard to explain her feelings. +But Brown, who had returned alone to the camp in the morning, now +came back, packing an immense bundle of all the tinned delicacies +he could find, which, truth to tell, were few. He knew some words +in Kootenay, and led Catherine on to reveal the strange history +that sounded like some tale from fairyland. It appeared that the +reason Catherine did not attempt to go to the camp that morning was +that Margie was not well, so she would not leave her, but in her +heart of hearts she knew young Wingate would come searching to her +lodge. She loved the child as only an Indian woman can love an +adopted child. She longed for him to come when she found Margie +was ill, yet dreaded that coming from the depths of her soul. She +dreaded the hour he would see the child and take it away. For the +moment she looked upon his face, the night he rode over to engage +her to cook, months ago, she had known he was Margie's father. The +little thing was the perfect mirror of him, and Catherine's strange +wild heart rejoiced to find him, yet hid the child from him for +very fear of losing it out of her own life. + +After finding it almost dead in its dead mother's arms on the +shore, the Indians had given it to Catherine for the reason that +she could speak some English. They were only a passing band of +Kootenays, and as they journeyed on and on, week in and week out, +they finally came to Crow's Nest Mountain. Here the child fell ill, +so they built Catherine a log shack, and left her with plenty of +food, sufficient to last until the railway gang had worked that +far up the Pass, when more food would be available. When she had +finished the strange history, Wingate looked at her long and +lovingly. + +"Catherine," he said, "you were almost going to fight me once +to-day. You stood between the couch and me like a panther. What +changed you so that you led me to my baby girl yourself?" + +"I make one last fight to keep her," she said, haltingly. "She mine +so long, I want her; I want her till I die. Then I think many +times I see your face at camp. It look like sky when sun does not +shine--all cloud, no smile, no laugh. I know you think of your baby +then. Then I watch you many times. Then after while my heart is +sick for you, like you are my own boy, like I am your own mother. I +hate see no sun in your face. I think I not good mother to you; if +I was good mother I would give you your child; make the sun come in +your face. To-day I make last fight to keep the child. She's mine so +long, I want her till I die. Then somet'ing in my heart say, 'He's +like son to you, as if he your own boy; make him glad--happy. Oh, +ver' glad! Be like his own mother. Find him his baby.'" + +"Bless the mother heart of her!" growled the big foreman, frowning +to keep his face from twitching. + +It was twilight when they mounted the horses one of the men had +brought up for them to ride home on, Wingate with his treasure-child +hugged tightly in his arms. Words were powerless to thank the woman +who had saved half his world for him. His voice choked when he +tried, but she understood, and her woman's heart was very, very +full. + +Just as they reached the rim of the canyon Wingate turned and +looked back. His arms tightened about little Margie as his eyes +rested on Catherine--as once before she was standing in the +doorway, alone; alone, and above and about her were the purple +shadows, the awful solitude of Crow's Nest Mountain. + +"Brown!" he called. "Hold on, Brown! I can't do it! I can't leave +her like that!" + +He wheeled his horse about and, plunging back through the snow, +rode again to her door. Her eyes radiated as she looked at him. +Years had been wiped from his face since the morning. He was a +laughing boy once more. + +"You are right," he said, "I cannot keep my little girl in that +rough camp. You said it was no place for a girl child. You are +right. I will send her into Calgary until my survey is over. +Catherine, will you go with her, take care of her, nurse her, +guard her for me? You said I was as your own son; will you be that +good mother to me that you want to be? Will you do this for your +white boy?" + +He had never seen her smile before. A moment ago her heart had been +breaking, but now she knew with a great gladness that she was not +only going to keep and care for Margie, but that this laughing boy +would be as a son to her for all time. No wonder Catherine of the +Crow's Nest smiled! + + + +A Red Girl's Reasoning + + +"Be pretty good to her, Charlie, my boy, or she'll balk sure as +shooting." + +That was what old Jimmy Robinson said to his brand new son-in-law, +while they waited for the bride to reappear. + +"Oh! you bet, there's no danger of much else. I'll be good to her, +help me Heaven," replied Charlie McDonald, brightly. + +"Yes, of course you will," answered the old man, "but don't you +forget, there's a good big bit of her mother in her, and," closing +his left eye significantly, "you don't understand these Indians as +I do." + +"But I'm just as fond of them, Mr. Robinson," Charlie said +assertively, "and I get on with them too, now, don't I?" + +"Yes, pretty well for a town boy; but when you have lived forty +years among these people, as I have done; when you have had your +wife as long as I have had mine--for there's no getting over it, +Christine's disposition is as native as her mother's, every bit--and +perhaps when you've owned for eighteen years a daughter as dutiful, +as loving, as fearless, and, alas! as obstinate as that little piece +you are stealing away from me to-day--I tell you, youngster, you'll +know more than you know now. It is kindness for kindness, bullet for +bullet, blood for blood. Remember, what you are, she will be," and +the old Hudson Bay trader scrutinized Charlie McDonald's face like +a detective. + +It was a happy, fair face, good to look at, with a certain ripple of +dimples somewhere about the mouth, and eyes that laughed out the +very sunniness of their owner's soul. There was not a severe nor yet +a weak line anywhere. He was a well-meaning young fellow, happily +dispositioned, and a great favorite with the tribe at Robinson's +Post, whither he had gone in the service of the Department of +Agriculture, to assist the local agent through the tedium of a long +census-taking. + +As a boy he had had the Indian relic-hunting craze, as a youth +he had studied Indian archaeology and folk-lore, as a man he +consummated his predilections for Indianology, by loving, winning +and marrying the quiet little daughter of the English trader, who +himself had married a native woman twenty years ago. The country was +all backwoods, and the Post miles and miles from even the semblance +of civilization, and the lonely young Englishman's heart had gone +out to the girl who, apart from speaking a very few words of +English, was utterly uncivilized and uncultured, but had withal +that marvellously innate refinement so universally possessed by the +higher tribes of North American Indians. + +Like all her race, observant, intuitive, having a horror of +ridicule, consequently quick at acquirement and teachable in +mental and social habits, she had developed from absolute pagan +indifference into a sweet, elderly Christian woman, whose broken +English, quiet manner, and still handsome copper-colored face, were +the joy of old Robinson's declining years. + +He had given their daughter Christine all the advantages of his own +learning--which, if truthfully told, was not universal; but the girl +had a fair common education, and the native adaptability to +progress. + +She belonged to neither and still to both types of the cultured +Indian. The solemn, silent, almost heavy manner of the one so +commingled with the gesticulating Frenchiness and vivacity of the +other, that one unfamiliar with native Canadian life would find it +difficult to determine her nationality. + +She looked very pretty to Charles McDonald's loving eyes, as she +reappeared in the doorway, holding her mother's hand and saying some +happy words of farewell. Personally she looked much the same as her +sisters, all Canada through, who are the offspring of red and white +parentage--olive-complexioned, gray-eyed, black-haired, with figure +slight and delicate, and the wistful, unfathomable expression in her +whole face that turns one so heart-sick as they glance at the young +Indians of to-day--it is the forerunner too frequently of "the white +man's disease," consumption--but McDonald was pathetically in love, +and thought her the most beautiful woman he had ever seen in his +life. + +There had not been much of a wedding ceremony. The priest had +cantered through the service in Latin, pronounced the benediction +in English, and congratulated the "happy couple" in Indian, as a +compliment to the assembled tribe in the little amateur structure +that did service at the post as a sanctuary. + +But the knot was tied as firmly and indissolubly as if all Charlie +McDonald's swell city friends had crushed themselves up against the +chancel to congratulate him, and in his heart he was deeply thankful +to escape the flower-pelting, white gloves, rice-throwing, and +ponderous stupidity of a breakfast, and indeed all the regulation +gimcracks of the usual marriage celebrations, and it was with a +hand trembling with absolute happiness that he assisted his little +Indian wife into the old muddy buckboard that, hitched to an +underbred-looking pony, was to convey them over the first stages of +their journey. Then came more adieus, some hand-clasping, old Jimmy +Robinson looking very serious just at the last, Mrs. Jimmy, stout, +stolid, betraying nothing of visible emotion, and then the pony, +rough-shod and shaggy, trudged on, while mutual hand-waves were +kept up until the old Hudson Bay Post dropped out of sight, and +the buckboard with its lightsome load of hearts deliriously happy, +jogged on over the uneven trail. + + * * * * * + +She was "all the rage" that winter at the provincial capital. The +men called her a "deuced fine little woman." The ladies said she +was "just the sweetest wildflower." Whereas she was really but an +ordinary, pale, dark girl who spoke slowly and with a strong accent, +who danced fairly well, sang acceptably, and never stirred outside +the door without her husband. + +Charlie was proud of her; he was proud that she had "taken" so well +among his friend, proud that she bore herself so complacently in +the drawing-rooms of the wives of pompous Government officials, but +doubly proud of her almost abject devotion to him. If ever human +being was worshipped that being was Charlie McDonald; it could +scarcely have been otherwise, for the almost godlike strength of his +passion for that little wife of his would have mastered and melted +a far more invincible citadel than an already affectionate woman's +heart. + +Favorites socially, McDonald and his wife went everywhere. In +fashionable circles she was "new"--a potent charm to acquire +popularity, and the little velvet-clad figure was always the centre +of interest among all the women in the room. She always dressed in +velvet. No woman in Canada, has she but the faintest dash of native +blood in her veins, but loves velvets and silks. As beef to the +Englishman, wine to the Frenchman, fads to the Yankee, so are velvet +and silk to the Indian girl, be she wild as prairie grass, be she on +the borders of civilization, or, having stepped within its boundary, +mounted the steps of culture even under its superficial heights. + +"Such a dolling little appil blossom," said the wife of a local +M.P., who brushed up her etiquette and English once a year at +Ottawa. "Does she always laugh so sweetly, and gobble you up with +those great big gray eyes of her, when you are togetheah at home, +Mr. McDonald? If so, I should think youah pooah brothah would feel +himself terrible _de trop_." + +He laughed lightly. "Yes, Mrs. Stuart, there are not two of +Christie; she is the same at home and abroad, and as for Joe, he +doesn't mind us a bit; he's no end fond of her." + +"I'm very glad he is. I always fancied he did not care for her, +d'you know." + +If ever a blunt woman existed it was Mrs. Stuart. She really meant +nothing, but her remark bothered Charlie. He was fond of his +brother, and jealous for Christie's popularity. So that night when +he and Joe were having a pipe, he said: + +"I've never asked you yet what you thought of her, Joe." A brief +pause, then Joe spoke. "I'm glad she loves you." + +"Why?" + +"Because that girl has but two possibilities regarding +humanity--love or hate." + +"Humph! Does she love or hate _you_?" + +"Ask her." + +"You talk bosh. If she hated you, you'd get out. If she loved you +I'd _make_ you get out." + +Joe McDonald whistled a little, then laughed. + +"Now that we are on the subject, I might as well ask--honestly, old +man, wouldn't you and Christie prefer keeping house alone to having +me always around?" + +"Nonsense, sheer nonsense. Why, thunder, man, Christie's no end fond +of you, and as for me--you surely don't want assurances from me?" + +"No, but I often think a young couple--" + +"Young couple be blowed! After a while when they want you and your +old surveying chains, and spindle-legged tripod telescope kickshaws, +farther west, I venture to say the little woman will cry her eyes +out--won't you, Christie?" This last in a higher tone, as through +clouds of tobacco smoke he caught sight of his wife passing the +doorway. + +She entered. "Oh, no, I would not cry; I never do cry, but I would +be heart-sore to lose you Joe, and apart from that"--a little +wickedly--"you may come in handy for an exchange some day, as +Charlie does always say when he hoards up duplicate relics." + +"Are Charlie and I duplicates?" + +"Well--not exactly"--her head a little to one side, and eyeing +them both merrily, while she slipped softly on to the arm of +her husband's chair--"but, in the event of Charlie's failing +me"--everyone laughed then. The "some day" that she spoke of was +nearer than they thought. It came about in this wise. + +There was a dance at the Lieutenant-Governor's, and the world and +his wife were there. The nobs were in great feather that night, +particularly the women, who flaunted about in new gowns and much +splendor. Christie McDonald had a new gown also, but wore it with +the utmost unconcern, and if she heard any of the flattering remarks +made about her she at least appeared to disregard them. + +"I never dreamed you could wear blue so splendidly," said Captain +Logan, as they sat out a dance together. + +"Indeed she can, though," interposed Mrs. Stuart, halting in one of +her gracious sweeps down the room with her husband's private +secretary. + +"Don't shout so, captain. I can hear every sentence you uttah--of +course Mrs. McDonald can wear blue--she has a morning gown of cadet +blue that she is a picture in." + +"You are both very kind," said Christie. "I like blue; it is the +color of all the Hudson's Bay posts, and the factor's residence is +always decorated in blue." + +"Is it really? How interesting--do tell us some more of your old +home, Mrs. McDonald; you so seldom speak of your life at the post, +and we fellows so often wish to hear of it all," said Logan eagerly. + +"Why do you not ask me of it, then?" + +"Well--er, I'm sure I don't know; I'm fully interested in the +Ind--in your people--your mother's people, I mean, but it always +seems so personal, I suppose; and--a--a--" + +"Perhaps you are, like all other white people, afraid to mention my +nationality to me." + +The captain winced and Mrs. Stuart laughed uneasily. Joe McDonald +was not far off, and he was listening, and chuckling, and saying to +himself, "That's you, Christie, lay 'em out; it won't hurt 'em to +know how they appear once in a while." + +"Well, Captain Logan," she was saying, "what is it you would like to +hear--of my people, or my parents, or myself?" + +"All, all, my dear," cried Mrs. Stuart clamorously. "I'll speak for +him--tell us of yourself and your mother--your father is delightful, +I am sure--but then he is only an ordinary Englishman, not half as +interesting as a foreigner, or--or, perhaps I should say, a native." + +Christie laughed. "Yes," she said, "my father often teases my mother +now about how _very_ native she was when he married her; then, how +could she have been otherwise? She did not know a word of English, +and there was not another English-speaking person besides my father +and his two companions within sixty miles." + +"Two companions, eh? one a Catholic priest and the other a wine +merchant, I suppose, and with your father in the Hudson Bay, they +were good representatives of the pioneers in the New World," +remarked Logan, waggishly. + +"Oh, no, they were all Hudson Bay men. There were no rumsellers and +no missionaries in that part of the country then." + +Mrs. Stuart looked puzzled. "No _missionaries_?" she repeated with +an odd intonation. + +Christie's insight was quick. There was a peculiar expression of +interrogation in the eyes of her listeners, and the girl's blood +leapt angrily up into her temples as she said hurriedly, "I know +what you mean; I know what you are thinking. You were wondering how +my parents were married--" + +"Well--er, my dear, it seems peculiar--if there was no priest, and +no magistrate, why--a--" Mrs. Stuart paused awkwardly. + +"The marriage was performed by Indian rites," said Christie. + +"Oh, do tell me about it; is the ceremony very interesting and +quaint--are your chieftains anything like Buddhist priests?" It was +Logan who spoke. + +"Why, no," said the girl in amazement at that gentleman's ignorance. +"There is no ceremony at all, save a feast. The two people just +agree to live only with and for each other, and the man takes his +wife to his home, just as you do. There is no ritual to bind them; +they need none; an Indian's word was his law in those days, you +know." + +Mrs. Stuart stepped backwards. "Ah!" was all she said. Logan removed +his eye-glass and stared blankly at Christie. "And did McDonald +marry you in this singular fashion?" He questioned. + +"Oh, no, we were married by Father O'Leary. Why do you ask?" + +"Because if he had, I'd have blown his brain out to-morrow." + +Mrs. Stuart's partner, who had hitherto been silent, coughed and +began to twirl his cuff stud nervously, but nobody took any notice +of him. Christie had risen, slowly, ominously--risen, with the +dignity and pride of an empress. + +"Captain Logan," she said, "what do you dare to say to me? What do +you dare to mean? Do you presume to think it would not have been +lawful for Charlie to marry me according to my people's rites? Do +you for one instant dare to question that my parents were not as +legally--" + +"Don't, dear, don't," interrupted Mrs. Stuart hurriedly; "it is bad +enough now, goodness knows; don't make--" Then she broke off blindly. +Christie's eyes glared at the mumbling woman, at her uneasy partner, +at the horrified captain. Then they rested on the McDonald brothers, +who stood within earshot, Joe's face scarlet, her husband's white as +ashes, with something in his eyes she had never seen before. It was +Joe who saved the situation. Stepping quickly across towards his +sister-in-law, he offered her his arm, saying, "The next dance is +ours, I think, Christie." + +Then Logan pulled himself together, and attempted to carry Mrs. +Stuart off for the waltz, but for once in her life that lady had +lost her head. "It is shocking!" she said, "outrageously shocking! +I wonder if they told Mr. McDonald before he married her!" Then +looking hurriedly round, she too saw the young husband's face--and +knew that they had not. + +"Humph! deuced nice kettle of fish--and poor old Charlie has always +thought so much of honorable birth." + +Logan thought he spoke in an undertone, but "poor old Charlie" heard +him. He followed his wife and brother across the room. "Joe," he +said, "will you see that a trap is called?" Then to Christie, "Joe +will see that you get home all right." He wheeled on his heel then +and left the ball-room. + +Joe _did_ see. + +He tucked a poor, shivering, pallid little woman into a cab, and +wound her bare throat up in the scarlet velvet cloak that was +hanging uselessly over her arm. She crouched down beside him, +saying, "I am so cold, Joe; I am so cold," but she did not seem to +know enough to wrap herself up. Joe felt all through this long drive +that nothing this side of Heaven would be so good as to die, and he +was glad when the little voice at his elbow said, "What is he so +angry at, Joe?" + +"I don't know exactly, dear," he said gently, "but I think it was +what you said about this Indian marriage." + +"But why should I not have said it? Is there anything wrong about +it?" she asked pitifully. + +"Nothing, that I can see--there was no other way; but Charlie is +very angry, and you must be brave and forgiving with him, Christie, +dear." + +"But I did never see him like that before, did you?" + +"Once." + +"When?" + +"Oh, at college, one day, a boy tore his prayer book in half, and +threw it into the grate, just to be mean, you know. Our mother had +given it to him at his confirmation." + +"And did he look so?" + +"About, but it all blew over in a day--Charlie's tempers are short +and brisk. Just don't take any notice of him; run off to bed, and +he'll have forgotten it by the morning." + +They reached home at last. Christie said goodnight quietly, going +directly to her room. Joe went to his room also, filled a pipe and +smoked for an hour. Across the passage he could hear her slippered +feet pacing up and down, up and down the length of her apartment. +There was something panther-like in those restless footfalls, a +meaning velvetyness that made him shiver, and again he wished he +were dead--or elsewhere. + +After a time the hall door opened, and someone came upstairs, along +the passage, and to the little woman's room. As he entered, she +turned and faced him. + +"Christie," he said harshly, "do you know what you have done?" + +"Yes," taking a step nearer him, her whole soul springing up into +her eyes, "I have angered you, Charlie, and--" + +"Angered me? You have disgraced me; and, moreover, you have +disgraced yourself and both your parents." + +"_Disgraced_?" + +"Yes, _disgraced_; you have literally declared to the whole city +that your father and mother were never married, and that you are the +child of--what shall we call it--love? certainly not legality." + +Across the hallway sat Joe McDonald, his blood freezing; but it +leapt into every vein like fire at the awful anguish in the little +voice that cried simply, "Oh! Charlie!" + +"How could you do it, how could you do it, Christie, without shame +either for yourself or for me, let alone your parents?" + +The voice was like an angry demon's--not a trace was there in it of +the yellow-haired, blue-eyed, laughing-lipped boy who had driven +away so gaily to the dance five hours before. + +"Shame? Why should I be ashamed of the rites of my people any more +than you should be ashamed of the customs of yours--of a marriage +more sacred and holy than half of your white man's mockeries." + +It was the voice of another nature in the girl--the love and the +pleading were dead in it. + +"Do you mean to tell me, Charlie--you who have studied my race and +their laws for years--do you mean to tell me that, because there was +no priest and no magistrate, my mother was not married? Do you mean +to say that all my forefathers, for hundreds of years back, have +been illegally born? If so, you blacken my ancestry beyond--beyond-- +beyond all reason." + +"No, Christie, I would not be so brutal as that; but your father +and mother live in more civilized times. Father O'Leary has been at +the post for nearly twenty years. Why was not your father straight +enough to have the ceremony performed when he _did_ get the chance?" + +The girl turned upon him with the face of a fury. "Do you suppose," +she almost hissed, "that my mother would be married according to +your _white_ rites after she had been five years a wife, and I had +been born in the meantime? No, a thousand times I say, _no_. When +the priest came with his notions of Christianizing, and talked +to them of re-marriage by the Church, my mother arose and said, +'Never--never--I have never had but this one husband; he has had +none but me for wife, and to have you re-marry us would be to say as +much to the whole world as that we had never been married before. +[Fact.] You go away; _I_ do not ask that _your_ people be re-married; +talk not so to me. I _am_ married, and you or the Church cannot do +or undo it.'" + +"Your father was a fool not to insist upon the law, and so was the +priest." + +"Law? _My_ people have _no_ priest, and my nation cringes not to +law. Our priest is purity, and our law is honor. Priest? Was there a +_priest_ at the most holy marriage know to humanity--that stainless +marriage whose offspring is the God you white men told my pagan +mother of?" + +"Christie--you are _worse_ than blasphemous; such a profane remark +shows how little you understand the sanctity of the Christian +faith--" + +"I know what I _do_ understand; it is that you are hating me because +I told some of the beautiful customs of my people to Mrs. Stuart and +those men." + +"Pooh! who cares for them? It is not them; the trouble is they won't +keep their mouths shut. Logan's a cad and will toss the whole tale +about at the club to-morrow night; and as for the Stuart woman, I'd +like to know how I'm going to take you to Ottawa for presentation +and the opening, while she is blabbing the whole miserable scandal +in every drawing-room, and I'll be pointed out as a romantic fool, +and you--as worse; I _can't_ understand why your father didn't tell +me before we were married; I at least might have warned you never to +mention it." Something of recklessness rang up through his voice, +just as the panther-likeness crept up from her footsteps and couched +herself in hers. She spoke in tones quiet, soft, deadly. + +"Before we were married! Oh! Charlie, would it have--made--any-- +difference?" + +"God knows," he said, throwing himself into a chair, his blonde hair +rumpled and wet. It was the only boyish thing about him now. + +She walked towards him, then halted in the centre of the room. +"Charlie McDonald," she said, and it was as if a stone had spoken, +"look up." He raised his head, startled by her tone. There was a +threat in her eyes that, had his rage been less courageous, his +pride less bitterly wounded, would have cowed him. + +"There was no such time as that before our marriage, for we _are not +married now_. Stop," she said, outstretching her palms against him +as he sprang to his feet, "I tell you we are not married. Why should +I recognize the rites of your nation when you do not acknowledge the +rites of mine? According to your own words, my parents should have +gone through your church ceremony as well as through an Indian +contract; according to _my_ words, _we_ should go through an Indian +contract as well as through a church marriage. If their union is +illegal, so is ours. If you think my father is living in dishonor +with my mother, my people will think I am living in dishonor with +you. How do I know when another nation will come and conquer you as +you white men conquered us? And they will have another marriage rite +to perform, and they will tell us another truth, that you are not my +husband, that you are but disgracing and dishonoring me, that you +are keeping me here, not as your wife, but as your--your--_squaw_." + +The terrible word had never passed her lips before, and the blood +stained her face to her very temples. She snatched off her wedding +ring and tossed it across the room, saying scornfully, "That thing +is as empty to me as the Indian rites to you." + +He caught her by the wrists; his small white teeth were locked +tightly, his blue eyes blazed into hers. + +"Christine, do you dare doubt my honor towards you? _you_, whom I +should have died for; do you _dare_ to think I have kept you here, +not as my wife, but--" + +"Oh, God! You are hurting me; you are breaking my arm," she gasped. + +The door was flung open, and Joe McDonald's sinewy hands clinched +like vices on his brother's shoulders. + +"Charlie, you're mad, mad as the devil. Let go of her this minute." + +The girl staggered backwards as the iron fingers loosed her wrists. +"Oh! Joe," she cried, "I am not his wife, and he says I am +born--nameless." + +"Here," said Joe, shoving his brother towards the door. "Go +downstairs till you can collect your senses. If ever a being acted +like an infernal fool, you're the man." + +The young husband looked from one to the other, dazed by his wife's +insult, abandoned to a fit of ridiculously childish temper. Blind +as he was with passion, he remembered long afterwards seeing +them standing there, his brother's face darkened with a scowl +of anger--his wife, clad in the mockery of her ball dress, her +scarlet velvet cloak half covering her bare brown neck and arms, +her eyes like flames of fire, her face like a piece of sculptured +graystone. + +Without a word he flung himself furiously from the room, and +immediately afterwards they heard the heavy hall door bang behind +him. + +"Can I do anything for you, Christie?" asked her brother-in-law +calmly. + +"No, thank you--unless--I think I would like a drink of water, +please." + +He brought her up a goblet filled with wine; her hand did not even +tremble as she took it. As for Joe, a demon arose in his soul as he +noticed she kept her wrists covered. + +"Do you think he will come back?" she said. + +"Oh, yes, of course; he'll be all right in the morning. Now go to +bed like a good little girl, and--and, I say, Christie, you can call +me if you want anything; I'll be right here, you know." + +"Thank you, Joe; you are kind--and good." + +He returned then to his apartment. His pipe was out, but he picked +up a newspaper instead, threw himself into an armchair, and in a +half-hour was in the land of dreams. + +When Charlie came home in the morning, after a six-mile walk into +the country and back again, his foolish anger was dead and buried. +Logan's "Poor old Charlie" did not ring so distinctly in his ears. +Mrs. Stuart's horrified expression had faded considerably from his +recollection. He thought only of that surprisingly tall, dark girl, +whose eyes looked like coals, whose voice pierced him like a +flint-tipped arrow. Ah, well, they would never quarrel again like +that, he told himself. She loved him so, and would forgive him after +he had talked quietly to her, and told her what an ass he was. She +was simple-minded and awfully ignorant to pitch those old Indian +laws at him in her fury, but he could not blame her; oh, no, he +could not for one moment blame her. He had been terribly severe and +unreasonable, and the horrid McDonald temper had got the better of +him; and he loved her so. Oh! He loved her so! She would surely feel +that, and forgive him, and-- He went straight to his wife's room. +The blue velvet evening dress lay on the chair into which he had +thrown himself when he doomed his life's happiness by those two +words, "God knows." A bunch of dead daffodils and her slippers were +on the floor, everything--but Christie. + +He went to his brother's bedroom door. + +"Joe," he called, rapping nervously thereon; "Joe, wake up; where's +Christie, d'you know?" + +"Good Lord, no," gasped that youth, springing out of his armchair +and opening the door. As he did so a note fell from off the handle. +Charlie's face blanched to his very hair while Joe read aloud, his +voice weakening at every word:-- + +"DEAR OLD JOE,--I went into your room at daylight to get that +picture of the Post on your bookshelves. I hope you do not mind, but +I kissed your hair while your slept; it was so curly, and yellow, +and soft, just like his. Good-bye, Joe. + +"CHRISTIE." + +And when Joe looked into his brother's face and saw the anguish +settle in those laughing blue eyes, the despair that drove the +dimples away from that almost girlish mouth; when he realized that +this boy was but four-and-twenty years old, and that all his future +was perhaps darkened and shadowed for ever, a great, deep sorrow +arose in his heart, and he forgot all things, all but the agony that +rang up through the voice of the fair, handsome lad as he staggered +forward, crying, "Oh! Joe--what shall I do--what shall I do!" + + * * * * * + +It was months and months before he found her, but during all that +time he had never known a hopeless moment; discouraged he often +was, but despondent, never. The sunniness of his ever-boyish heart +radiated with warmth that would have flooded a much deeper gloom +than that which settled within his eager young life. Suffer? ah! yes, +he suffered, not with locked teeth and stony stoicism, not with the +masterful self-command, the reserve, the conquered bitterness of the +still-water sort of nature, that is supposed to run to such depths. +He tried to be bright, and his sweet old boyish self. He would laugh +sometimes in a pitiful, pathetic fashion. He took to petting dogs, +looking into their large, solemn eyes with his wistful, questioning +blue ones; he would kiss them, as women sometimes do, and call them +"dear old fellow," in tones that had tears; and once in the course +of his travels while at a little way-station, he discovered a huge +St. Bernard imprisoned by some mischance in an empty freight car; +the animal was nearly dead from starvation, and it seemed to salve +his own sick heart to rescue back the dog's life. Nobody claimed the +big starving creature, the train hands knew nothing of its owner, +and gladly handed it over to its deliverer. "Hudson," he called +it, and afterwards when Joe McDonald would relate the story of his +brother's life he invariably terminated it with, "And I really +believe that big lumbering brute saved him." From what, he was never +to say. + +But all things end, and he heard of her at last. She had never +returned to the Post, as he at first thought she would, but had gone +to the little town of B----, in Ontario, where she was making her +living at embroidery and plain sewing. + +The September sun had set redly when at last he reached the +outskirts of the town, opened up the wicket gate, and walked up the +weedy, unkept path leading to the cottage where she lodged. + +Even through the twilight, he could see her there, leaning on the +rail of the verandah--oddly enough she had about her shoulders the +scarlet velvet cloak she wore when he had flung himself so madly +from the room that night. + +The moment the lad saw her his heart swelled with a sudden heat, +burning moisture leapt into his eyes, and clogged his long, boyish +lashes. He bounded up the steps--"Christie," he said, and the word +scorched his lips like audible flame. + +She turned to him, and for a second stood magnetized by his +passionately wistful face; her peculiar grayish eyes seemed to +drink the very life of his unquenchable love, though the tears that +suddenly sprang into his seemed to absorb every pulse in his body +through those hungry, pleading eyes of his that had, oh! so often +been blinded by her kisses when once her whole world lay in their +blue depths. + +"You will come back to me, Christie, my wife? My wife, you will let +me love you again?" + +She gave a singular little gasp, and shook her head. "Don't, oh! +don't," he cried piteously. "You will come to me, dear? it is all +such a bitter mistake--I did not understand. Oh! Christie, I did not +understand, and you'll forgive me, and love me again, won't +you--won't you?" + +"No," said the girl with quick, indrawn breath. + +He dashed the back of his hand across his wet eyelids. His lips were +growing numb, and he bungled over the monosyllable "Why?" + +"I do not like you," she answered quietly. + +"God! Oh! God, what is there left?" + +She did not appear to hear the heart-break in his voice; she stood +like one wrapped in sombre thought; no blaze, no tear, nothing in +her eyes; no hardness, no tenderness about her mouth. The wind was +blowing her cloak aside, and the only visible human life in her +whole body was once when he spoke the muscles of her brown arm +seemed to contract. + +"But, darling, you are mine--_mine_--we are husband and wife! Oh, +heaven, you _must_ love me, and you _must_ come to me again." + +"You cannot _make_ me come," said the icy voice, "neither church, +nor law, nor even"--and the voice softened--"nor even love can make +a slave of a red girl." + +"Heaven forbid it," he faltered. "No, Christie, I will never claim +you without your love. What reunion would that be? But oh, Christie, +you are lying to me, you are lying to yourself, you are lying to +heaven." + +She did not move. If only he could touch her he felt as sure of her +yielding as he felt sure there was a hereafter. The memory of the +times when he had but to lay his hand on her hair to call a most +passionate response from her filled his heart with a torture that +choked all words before they reached his lips; at the thought of +those days he forgot she was unapproachable, forgot how forbidding +were her eyes, how stony her lips. Flinging himself forward, his +knee on the chair at her side, his face pressed hardly in the folds +of the cloak on her shoulder, he clasped his arms about her with a +boyish petulance, saying, "Christie, Christie, my little girl wife, +I love you, I love you, and you are killing me." + +She quivered from head to foot as his fair, wavy hair brushed her +neck, his despairing face sank lower until his cheek, hot as fire, +rested on the cool, olive flesh of her arm. A warm moisture oozed up +through her skin, and as he felt its glow he looked up. Her teeth, +white and cold, were locked over her under lip, and her eyes were +as gray stones. + +Not murderers alone know the agony of a death sentence. + +"Is it all useless? all useless, dear?" he said, with lips starving +for hers. + +"All useless," she repeated. "I have no love for you now. You +forfeited me and my heart months ago, when you said _those two +words_." + +His arms fell away from her wearily, he arose mechanically, he +placed his little gray checked cap on the back of his yellow curls, +the old-time laughter was dead in the blue eyes that now looked +scared and haunted, the boyishness and the dimples crept away for +ever from the lips that quivered like a child's; he turned from her, +but she had looked once into his face as the Law Giver must have +looked at the land of Canaan outspread at his feet. She watched +him go down the long path and through the picket gate, she watched +the big yellowish dog that had waited for him lumber up on to its +feet--stretch--then follow him. She was conscious of but two things, +the vengeful lie in her soul, and a little space on her arm that his +wet lashes had brushed. + + * * * * * + +It was hours afterwards when he reached his room. He had said +nothing, done nothing--what use were words or deeds? Old Jimmy +Robinson was right; she had "balked" sure enough. + +What a bare, hotelish room it was! He tossed off his coat and sat +for ten minutes looking blankly at the sputtering gas jet. Then +his whole life, desolate as a desert, loomed up before him with +appalling distinctness. Throwing himself on the floor beside +his bed, with clasped hands and arms outstretched on the white +counterpane, he sobbed. "Oh! God, dear God, I thought you loved me; +I thought you'd let me have her again, but you must be tired of me, +tired of loving me too. I've nothing left now, nothing! it doesn't +seem that I even have you to-night." + +He lifted his face then, for his dog, big and clumsy and yellow, +was licking at his sleeve. + + + +The Envoy Extraordinary + + +There had been a great deal of trouble in the Norris family, and +for weeks old Bill Norris had gone about scowling as blackly as a +thunder-cloud, speaking to no one but his wife and daughter, and +oftentimes muttering inaudible things that, however, had the tone +of invective; and accompanied, as these mutterings were, with a +menacing shake of his burley head, old Bill finally grew to be an +acquaintance few desired. + +Mrs. Norris showed equal, though not similar, signs of mental +disturbance; for, womanlike, she clothed her worry in placidity and +silence. Her kindly face became drawn and lined; she laughed less +frequently. She never went "neighboring" or "buggy-riding" with +old Bill now. But the trim farmhouse was just as spotless, just as +beautifully kept, the cooking just as wholesome and homelike, the +linen as white, the garden as green, the chickens as fat, the geese +as noisy, as in the days when her eyes were less grave and her lips +unknown to sighs. And what was it all about but the simple matter +of a marriage--Sam's marriage? Sam, the big, genial, curly-headed +only son of the house of Norris, who saw fit to take unto himself as +a life partner tiny, delicate, college-bred Della Kennedy, who +taught school over on the Sixth Concession, and knew more about +making muslin shirtwaists than cooking for the threshers, could +quote from all the mental and moral philosophers, could wrestle with +French and Latin verbs, and had memorized half the things Tennyson +and Emerson had ever written, but could not milk a cow or churn up +a week's supply of butter if the executioner stood ready with his +axe to chop off her pretty yellow mop of a head in case she failed. +How old Billy stormed when Sam started "keeping company" with her! + +"Nice young goslin' fer you to be a-goin' with!" he scowled when +Sam would betake himself towards the red gate every evening after +chores were done. "Nice gal fer you to bring home to help yer +mother; all she'll do is to play May Queen and have the hull lot of +us a-trottin' to wait on her. You'll marry a farmer's gal, _I_ say, +one that's brung up like yerself and yer mother and me, or I tell +yer yer shan't have one consarned acre of this place. I'll leave +the hull farm to yer sister Jane's man. _She_ married somethin' +like--decent, stiddy, hard-working man is Sid Simpson, and _he'll_ +git what land I have to leave." + +"I quite know that, dad," Sam blazed forth, irritably; "so does he. +That's what he married Janie for--the whole township knows that. +He's never given her a kind word, or a holiday, or a new dress, +since they were married--eight years. She slaves and toils, and he +rich as any man need be; owns three farms already, money in the +bank, cattle, horses--everything. But look at Janie; she looks as +old as mother. I pity _his_ son, if he ever has one. Thank heaven, +Janie has no children!" + +"Come, come, father--Sam!" a patient voice would interrupt, and +Mrs. Norris would appear at the door, vainly endeavoring to make +peace. "I'll own up to both of you I'd sooner have a farmer's +daughter for mine-in-law than Della Kennedy. But, father, he ain't +married yet, and--" + +"Ain't married, eh?" blurted in old Bill. "But he's a-goin' to +marry her. But I'll tell you both right here, she'll never set foot +in my house, ner I in her'n. Sam ken keep her, but what on, I don't +know. He gits right out of this here farm the day he marries her, +and he don't come back, not while I'm a-livin'." + +It was all this that made old Billy Norris morose, and Mrs. Norris +silent and patient and laughless, for Sam married the despised +"gosling" right at harvest time, when hands were so scarce that +farmers wrangled and fought, day in and day out, to get one single +man to go into the field. + +This was Sam's golden opportunity. His father's fields stood yellow +with ripening grain to be cut on the morrow, but he deliberately +hired himself out to a neighbor, where he would get good wages +to start a little home with; for, farmer-like, old Billy Norris +never paid his son wages. Sam was supposed to work for nothing but +his clothes and board as reward, and a possible slice of the farm +when the old man died, while a good harvest hand gets board and +high wages, to boot. This then was the hour to strike, and the +morning the grain stood ready for the reaper Sam paused at the +outside kitchen door at sunrise. + +"Mother," he said, "I've got to have her. I'm going to marry her +to-day, and to-morrow start working for Mr. Willson, who will pay me +enough to keep a wife. I'm sorry, mother, but--well, I've got to +have her. Some day you'll know her, and you'll love her, I know you +will; and if there's ever any children--" + +But Mrs. Norris had clutched him by the arm. "Sammy," she +whispered, "your father will be raging mad at your going, and +harvest hands so scarce. I _know_ he'll never let me go near you, +never. But if there's ever any children, Sammy, you just come for +your mother, and I'll go to you and her _without_ his letting." + +Then with one of the all too few kisses that are ever given or +received in a farmhouse life, she let him go. The storm burst at +breakfast time when Sam did not appear, and the poor mother tried +to explain his absence, as only a mother will. Old Billy waxed +suspicious, then jumped at facts. The marriage was bad enough, +but this being left in the lurch at the eleventh hour, his son's +valuable help transferred from the home farm to Mr. Willson's, with +whom he always quarreled in church, road, and political matters, was +too much. + +"But, father, you never paid him wages," ventured the mother. + +"Wages? Wages to one's own son, that one has raised and fed and +shod from the cradle? Wages, when he knowed he'd come in fer part +of the farm when I'd done with it? Who in consarnation ever gives +their son wages?" + +"But, father, you told him if he married her he was never to have +the farm--that you'd leave it to Sid, that he was to get right off +the day he married her." + +"An' Sid'll get it--bet yer life he will--fer I ain't got no son +no more. A sneakin' hulk that leaves me with my wheat standin' an' +goes over to help that Methodist of a Willson is no son of mine. +I ain't never had a son, and you ain't, neither; remember that, +Marthy--don't you ever let me ketch you goin' a-near them. We're +done with Sam an' his missus. You jes' make a note of that." And +old Billy flung out to his fields like a general whose forces had +fled. + +It was but a tiny, two-room shack, away up in the back lots, that +Sam was able to get for Della, but no wayfarer ever passed up the +side road but they heard her clear, young voice singing like a +thrush; no one ever met Sam but he ceased whistling only to greet +them. He proved invaluable to Mr. Willson, for after the harvest +was in and the threshing over, there was the root crop and the +apple crop, and eventually Mr. Willson hired him for the entire +year. Della, to the surprise of the neighborhood, kept on with her +school until Christmas. + +"She's teachin' instid of keepin' Sam's house, jes' to git money +fer finery, you bet!" sneered old Billy. But he never knew that +every copper for the extra term was put carefully away, and was +paid out for a whole year's rent in advance on a gray little +two-room house, and paid by a very proud little yellow-haired bride. +She had insisted upon this before her marriage, for she laughingly +said, "No wife ever gets her way afterwards." + +"I'm not good at butter-making, Sam," she said, "but I _can_ make +money teaching, and for this first year _I_ pay the rent." And she +did. + +And the sweet, brief year swung on through its seasons, until +one brown September morning the faint cry of a little human lamb +floated through the open window of the small gray house on the +back lots. Sam did not go to Willson's to work that day, but +stayed home, playing the part of a big, joyful, clumsy nurse, his +roughened hands gentle and loving, his big rugged heart bursting +with happiness. It was twilight, and the gray shadows were creeping +into the bare little room, touching with feathery fingers a tangled +mop of yellow curls that aureoled a pillowed head that was not now +filled with thoughts of Tennyson and Emerson and frilly muslin +shirtwaists. That pretty head held but two realities--Sammy, +whistling robin-like as he made tea in the kitchen, and the little +human lamb hugged up on her arm. + +But suddenly the whistling ceased, and Sammy's voice, thrilling +with joy, exclaimed: + +"Oh, mother!" + +"Mrs. Willson sent word to me. Your father's gone to the +village, and I ran away, Sammy boy," whispered Mrs. Norris, +eagerly. "I just ran away. Where's Della and--the baby?" + +"In here, mother, and--bless you for coming!" said the big fellow, +stepping softly towards the bedroom. But his mother was there +before him, her arms slipping tenderly about the two small beings +on the bed. + +"It wasn't my fault, daughter," she said, tremulously. + +"I know it," faintly smiled Della. "Just these last few hours I +know I'd stand by this baby boy of mine here until the Judgement +Day, and so I now know it must have nearly broken your heart not +to stand by Sammy." + +"Well, grandmother!" laughed Sam, "what do you think of the new +Norris?" + +"Grandmother?" gasped Mrs. Norris. "Why, Sammy, _am I a +grandmother_? Grandmother to this little sweetheart?" And the proud +old arms lifted the wee "new Norris" right up from its mother's +arms, and every tiny toe and finger was kissed and crooned over, +while Sam shyly winked at Della and managed to whisper, "You'll +see, girl, that dad will come around now; but he can just keep out +of _our house_. There are two of us that can be harsh. I'm not +going to come at _his_ first whistle." + +Della smiled to herself, but said nothing. Much wisdom had come to +her within the last year, with the last day--wisdom not acquired +within the covers of books, nor yet beneath college roofs, and one +truth she had mastered long ago--that + + "To help and to heal a sorrow + Love and silence are always best." + +But late that night, when Martha Norris returned home, another +storm broke above her hapless head. Old Billy sat on the kitchen +steps waiting for her, frowning, scowling, muttering. "Where have +you been?" he demanded, glaring at her, although some inner +instinct told him what her answer would be. + +"I've been to Sammy's," she said, in a peculiarly still voice, "and +I'm going again to-morrow." Then with shoulders more erect and eyes +calmer than they had been for many months, she continued: "And I'm +going again the next day, and the next. Billy, you and I've got a +grandson--a splendid, fair, strong boy, and--" + +"What!" snapped old Billy. "A grandson! I got a grandson, an' no +person told me afore? Not even that there sneak Sam, cuss him! He +always was too consarned mean to live. A grandson? I'm a-goin' over +termorrer, sure's I'm alive." + +"No use for you to go, Billy," said Mrs. Norris, with marvellous +diplomacy for such a simple, unworldly farmer's wife to suddenly +acquire. "Sammy wouldn't let you set foot on his place. He wouldn't +let you put an eye or a finger on that precious baby--not for the +whole earth." + +"What! Not _me_, the little chap's _grandfather_?" blurted old +Billy in a rage. "I'm a-goin' to see that baby, that's all there +is to it. I tell yer, I'm a-goin'." + +"No use, father; you'll only make things worse," sighed Sam's +mother, plaintively; but in her heart laughter gurgled like a +spring. To the gift of diplomacy Mrs. Norris was fast adding the +art of being an actress. "If you go there Sam'll set the dog on +you. I _know_ he will, from the way he was talking," she concluded. + +"Oh! got a _dog_, have they? Well, I bet they've got no _cow_," +sneered Billy. Then after a meaning pause: "I say Marthy, _have_ +they got a cow?" + +"No," replied Mrs. Norris, shortly. + +"_No cow_, an' a sick woman and a baby--_my_ grandchild--in the +house? Now ain't that jes' like that sneak Sam? They'll jes' kill +that baby atween them, they're that igner'nt. Hev they got enny +milk fer them two babbling kids, Della an' the baby--my +grandchild?" + +"No!" snapped Mrs. Norris, while through her mind echoed some +terrifying lines she had heard as a child: + + "All liars dwell with him in hell, + And many more who cursed and swore." + +"An' there's that young Shorthorn of ours, Marthy. Couldn't we +spare her?" he asked with a pathetic eagerness. "We've got eight +other cows to milk. Can't we spare her? If you think Sam'll set the +dog on _me_, I'll have her driv over in the mornin'. Jim'll take +her." + +"I don't think it's any use, Bill; but you can try it," remarked +Mrs. Norris, her soul singing within her like a celestial choir. + + * * * * * + +"Where are you driving that cow to?" yelled Sam from the kitchen +door, at sunrise the following morning. "Take her out of there! +You're driving her into my yard, right over my cabbages." + +But Jim, the Norris' hired man, only grinned, and proceeding with +his driving, yelled back: + +"Cow's yourn, Sam. Yer old man sent it--a present to yer missus and +the babby." + +"You take and drive that cow back again!" roared Sam. "And tell my +dad I won't have hide nor hair of her on my place." + +Back went the cow. + +"Didn't I tell you?" mourned Mrs. Norris. "Sam's that stubborn and +contrary. It's no use, Billy; he just doesn't care for his poor old +father nor mother any more." + +"By the jumping Jiminy Christmas! I'll _make_ him care!" thundered +old Billy. "I'm a-goin' ter see that grandchild of mine." Then +followed a long silence. + +"I say, Marthy, how are they fixed in the house?" he questioned, +after many moments of apparently brown study. + +"Pretty poor," answered Sam's mother, truthfully this time. + +"Got a decent stove, an' bed, an' the like?" he finally asked. + +"Stove seems to cook all right, but the bed looks just like straw +tick--not much good, I'd say," responded Mrs. Norris, drearily. + +"A straw tick!" fairly yelled old Billy. "A straw tick fer my +grandson ter sleep on? Jim, you fetch that there cow here, right +ter the side door." + +"What are you going to do?" asked Martha, anxiously. + +"I'll show yer!" blurted old Billy. And going to his own room, he +dragged off all the pretty patchwork quilts above his neatly-made +bed, grabbed up the voluminous feather-bed, staggered with it in +his arms down the hall, through the side door, and flung it on to +the back of the astonished cow. + +"Now you, Jim, drive that there cow over to Sam's, and if you dare +bring her back agin, I'll hide yer with the flail till yer can't +stand up." + +"Me drive that lookin' circus over to Sam's?" sneered Jim. "I'll +quit yer place first. Yer kin do it yerself;" and the hired man +turned on his lordly heel and slouched over to the barn. + +"That'll be the best way, Billy," urged Sam's mother. "Do it +yourself." + +"I'll do it too," old Billy growled. "I ain't afraid of no dog on +four legs. Git on there, bossy! Git on, I say!" and the ridiculous +cavalcade started forth. + +For a moment Martha Norris watched the receding figure through +blinding tears. "Oh, Sammy, I'm going to have you back again! I'm +going to have my boy once more!" she half sobbed. Then sitting down +on the doorsill, she laughed like a schoolgirl until the cow with +her extraordinary burden, and old Billy in her wake, disappeared up +the road. [This incident actually occurred on an Ontario farm +within the circle of the author's acquaintance.] + +From the pillow, pretty Della could just see out of the low window, +and her wide young eyes grew wider with amazement as the gate swung +open and the "circus," as Jim called it, entered. + +"Sammy!" she called, "Sammy! For goodness sake, what's that coming +into our yard?" + +Instantly Sam was at the door. + +"Well, if that don't beat anything I ever saw!" he exclaimed. Then +"like mother, like son," he, too, sat down on the doorsill and +laughed as only youth and health and joy can laugh, for, heading +straight for the door was the fat young Shorthorn, saddled with an +enormous feather-bed, and plodding at her heels was old Billy Norris, +grinning sheepishly. + +It took just three seconds for the hands of father and son to meet. +"How's my gal an' my grandson?" asked the old farmer, excitedly. + +"Bully, just bully, both of them!" smiled Sam, proudly. Then more +seriously, "Ah, dad, you old tornado, you! Here you fired thunder +at us for a whole year, pretty near broke my mother's heart, and +made my boy's little mother old before she ought to be. But you've +quit storming now, dad. I know it from the look of you." + +"Quit forever, Sam," replied old Billy, "fer these mother-wimmen +don't never thrive where there's rough weather, somehow. They're +all fer peace. They're worse than King Edward an' Teddy Roosevelt +fer patchin' up rows, an' if they can't do it no other way, they +jes' hike along with a baby, sort o' treaty of peace like. Yes, I +guess I thundered some; but, Sam, boy, there ain't a deal of harm +in thunder--but _lightnin'_, now that's the worst, but I once heard +a feller say that feathers was non-conductive." Then with a sly +smile, "An' Sam, you'd better hustle an' git the gal an' the baby +on ter this here feather-bad, or they may be in danger of gittin' +struck, fer there's no tellin' but I may jes' start an' storm +thunder an' _lightnin'_ this time." + + + +A Pagan in St. Paul's Cathedral + +Iroquois Poetess' Impressions in London's Cathedral + + +It is a far cry from a wigwam to Westminster, from a prairie trail +to the Tower Bridge, and London looks a strange place to the Red +Indian whose eyes still see the myriad forest trees, even as they +gaze across the Strand, and whose feet still feel the clinging +moccasin even among the scores of clicking heels that hurry along +the thoroughfares of this camping-ground of the paleface. + +So this is the place where dwells the Great White Father, ruler of +many lands, lodges, and tribes, in the hollow of whose hands is the +peace that rests between the once hostile red man and white. They +call him the King of England, but to us, the powerful Iroquois +nation of the north, he is always the "Great White Father." For +once he came to us in our far-off Canadian reserves, and with his +own hand fastened decorations and medals on the buckskin coats of +our oldest chiefs, just because they and their fathers used their +tomahawks in battle in the cause of England. + +So I, one of his loyal allies, have come to see his camp, known to +the white man as London, his council which the whites call his +Parliament, where his sachems and chiefs make the laws of his +tribes, and to see his wigwam, known to the palefaces as Buckingham +Palace, but to the red man as the "Tepee of the Great White +Father." And this is what I see:-- + + What the Indian Sees. + +Lifting toward the sky are vast buildings of stone, not the same +kind of stone from which my forefathers fashioned their carven +pipes and corn-pounders, but a grayer, grimier rock that would not +take the polish we give by fingers dipped in sturgeon oil, and long +days of friction with fine sand and deer-hide. + +I stand outside the great palace wigwam, the huge council-house by +the river. My seeing eyes may mark them, but my heart's eyes are +looking beyond all this wonderment, back to the land I have left +behind me. I picture the tepees by the far Saskatchewan; there +the tent poles, too, are lifting skyward, and the smoke ascending +through them from the smouldering fires within curls softly on the +summer air. Against the blurred sweep of horizon other camps etch +their outlines, other bands of red men with their herds of wild +cattle have sought the river lands. I hear the untamed hoofs +thundering up the prairie trail. + +But the prairie sounds are slipping away, and my ears catch other +voices that rise above the ceaseless throb about me--voices that +are clear, high, and calling; they float across the city like the +music of a thousand birds of passage beating their wings through +the night, crying and murmuring plaintively as they journey +northward. They are the voices of St. Paul's calling, calling +me--St. Paul's where the paleface worships the Great Spirit, and +through whose portals he hopes to reach the happy hunting grounds. + + The Great Spirit. + +As I entered its doorways it seemed to me to be the everlasting +abiding-place of the white man's Great Spirit. + +The music brooded everywhere. It beat in my ears like the far-off +cadences of the Sault Ste. Marie rapids, that rise and leap and +throb--like a storm hurling through the fir forest--like the +distant rising of an Indian war-song; it swept up those mighty +archways until the gray dome above me faded, and in its place +the stars came out to look down, not on these paleface kneeling +worshippers, but on a band of stalwart, sinewy, copper-coloured +devotees, my own people in my own land, who also assembled to do +honour to the Manitou of all nations. + +The deep-throated organ and the boy's voices were gone; I heard +instead the melancholy incantations of our own pagan religionists. +The beautiful dignity of our great sacrificial rites seemed to +settle about me, to enwrap me in its garment of solemnity and +primitive stateliness. + + Beat of the Drum. + +The atmosphere pulsed with the beat of the Indian drum, the +eerie penetrations of the turtle rattle that set the time of the +dancers' feet. Dance? It is not a dance, that marvellously slow, +serpentine-like figure with the soft swish, swish of moccasined +feet, and the faint jingling of elks'-teeth bracelets, keeping +rhythm with every footfall. It is not a dance, but an invocation +of motion. Why may we not worship with the graceful movement of +our feet? The paleface worships by moving his lips and tongue; +the difference is but slight. + +The altar-lights of St. Paul's glowed for me no more. In their +place flared the camp fires of the Onondaga "long-house," and the +resinous scent of the burning pine drifted across the fetid London +air. I saw the tall, copper-skinned fire-keeper of the Iroquois +council enter, the circle of light flung fitfully against the black +surrounding woods. I have seen their white bishops, but none so +regal, so august as he. His garb of fringed buckskin and ermine was +no more grotesque than the vestments worn by the white preachers in +high places; he did not carry a book or a shining golden symbol, +but from his splendid shoulders was suspended a pure white lifeless +dog. + +Into the red flame the strong hands gently lowered it, scores of +reverent, blanketed figures stood silent, awed, for it is the +highest, holiest festival of the year. Then the wild, strange chant +arose--the great pagan ritual was being intoned by the fire-keeper, +his weird, monotonous tones voicing this formula: + +"The Great Spirit desires no human sacrifice, but we, His children, +must give to Him that which is nearest our hearts and nearest our +lives. Only the spotless and stainless can enter into His presence, +only that which is purified by fire. So--this white dog--a +member of our household, a co-habitant of our wigwam, and on the +smoke that arises from the purging fires will arise also the +thanksgivings of all those who desire that the Great Spirit in His +happy hunting grounds will forever smoke His pipe of peace, for +peace is between Him and His children for all time." + +The mournful voice ceases. Again the hollow pulsing of the Indian +drum, the purring, flexible step of cushioned feet. I lift my head, +which has been bowed on the chair before me. It is St. Paul's after +all--and the clear boy-voices rise above the rich echoes of the +organ. + + + +As It Was in the Beginning + + +They account for it by the fact that I am a Redskin, but I am +something else, too--I am a woman. + +I remember the first time I saw him. He came up the trail with some +Hudson's Bay trappers, and they stopped at the door of my father's +tepee. He seemed even then, fourteen years ago, an old man; his hair +seemed just as thin and white, his hands just as trembling and +fleshless as they were a month since, when I saw him for what I pray +his God is the last time. + +My father sat in the tepee, polishing buffalo horns and smoking; my +mother, wrapped in her blanket, crouched over her quill-work, on the +buffalo-skin at his side; I was lounging at the doorway, idling, +watching, as I always watched, the thin, distant line of sky and +prairie; wondering, as I always wondered, what lay beyond it. Then +he came, this gentle old man with his white hair and thin, pale +face. He wore a long black coat, which I now know was the sign of +his office, and he carried a black leather-covered book, which, in +all the years I have known him, I have never seen him without. + +The trappers explained to my father who he was, the Great Teacher, +the heart's Medicine Man, the "Blackcoat" we had heard of, who +brought peace where there was war, and the magic of whose black book +brought greater things than all the Happy Hunting Grounds of our +ancestors. + +He told us many things that day, for he could speak the Cree tongue, +and my father listened, and listened, and when at last they left us, +my father said for him to come and sit within the tepee again. + +He came, all the time he came, and my father welcomed him, but my +mother always sat in silence at work with the quills; my mother +never liked the Great "Blackcoat." + +His stories fascinated me. I used to listen intently to the tale of +the strange new place he called "heaven," of the gold crown, of the +white dress, of the great music; and then he would tell of that +other strange place--hell. My father and I hated it; we feared it, +we dreamt of it, we trembled at it. Oh, if the "Blackcoat" would +only cease to talk of it! Now I know he saw its effect upon us, and +he used it as a whip to lash us into his new religion, but even then +my mother must have known, for each time he left the tepee she would +watch him going slowly away across the prairie; then when he was +disappearing into the far horizon she would laugh scornfully, and +say: + +"If the white man made this Blackcoat's hell, let him go to it. It +is for the man who found it first. No hell for Indians, just Happy +Hunting Grounds. Blackcoat can't scare me." + +And then, after weeks had passed, one day as he stood at the tepee +door he laid his white, old hand on my head and said to my father: +"Give me this little girl, chief. Let me take her to the mission +school; let me keep her, and teach her of the great God and His +eternal heaven. She will grow to be a noble woman, and return +perhaps to bring her people to the Christ." + +My mother's eyes snapped. "No," she said. It was the first word she +ever spoke to the "Blackcoat." My father sat and smoked. At the end +of a half-hour he said: + +"I am an old man, Blackcoat. I shall not leave the God of my fathers. +I like not your strange God's ways--all of them. I like not His two +new places for me when I am dead. Take the child, Blackcoat, and +save her from hell." + + * * * * * + +The first grief of my life was when we reached the mission. They +took my buckskin dress off, saying I was now a little Christian girl +and must dress like all the white people at the mission. Oh, how I +hated that stiff new calico dress and those leather shoes. But, +little as I was, I said nothing, only thought of the time when I +should be grown, and do as my mother did, and wear the buckskins +and the blanket. + +My next serious grief was when I began to speak the English, that +they forbade me to use any Cree words whatever. The rule of the +school was that any child heard using its native tongue must get +a slight punishment. I never understood it, I cannot understand +it now, why the use of my dear Cree tongue could be a matter for +correction or an action deserving punishment. + +She was strict, the matron of the school, but only justly so, for +she had a heart and a face like her brother's, the "Blackcoat." +I had long since ceased to call him that. The trappers at the +post called him "St. Paul," because, they told me, of his +self-sacrificing life, his kindly deeds, his rarely beautiful old +face; so I, too, called him "St. Paul," thought oftener "Father +Paul," though he never liked the latter title, for he was a +Protestant. But as I was his pet, his darling of the whole school, +he let me speak of him as I would, knowing it was but my heart +speaking in love. His sister was a widow, and mother to a laughing +yellow-haired boy of about my own age, who was my constant playmate +and who taught me much of English in his own childish way. I used +to be fond of this child, just as I was fond of his mother and of +his uncle, my "Father Paul," but as my girlhood passed away, as +womanhood came upon me, I got strangely wearied of them all; I +longed, oh, God, how I longed for the old wild life! It came with +my womanhood, with my years. + +What mattered it to me now that they had taught me all their +ways?--their tricks of dress, their reading, their writing, their +books. What mattered it that "Father Paul" loved me, that the +traders at the post called me pretty, that I was a pet of all, from +the factor to the poorest trapper in the service? I wanted my own +people, my own old life, my blood called out for it, but they always +said I must not return to my father's tepee. I heard them talk +amongst themselves of keeping me away from pagan influences; they +told each other that if I returned to the prairies, the tepees, I +would degenerate, slip back to paganism, as other girls had done; +marry, perhaps, with a pagan--and all their years of labor and +teaching would be lost. + +I said nothing, but I waited. And then one night the feeling +overcame me. I was in the Hudson's Bay store when an Indian came +in from the north with a large pack of buckskin. As they unrolled +it a dash of its insinuating odor filled the store. I went over +and leaned above the skins a second, then buried my face in them, +swallowing, drinking the fragrance of them, that went to my head +like wine. Oh, the wild wonder of that wood-smoked tan, the +subtilty of it, the untamed smell of it! I drank it into my lungs, +my innermost being was saturated with it, till my mind reeled +and my heart seemed twisted with a physical agony. My childhood +recollections rushed upon me, devoured me. I left the store in a +strange, calm frenzy, and going rapidly to the mission house I +confronted my Father Paul and demanded to be allowed to go "home," +if only for a day. He received the request with the same refusal and +the same gentle sigh that I had so often been greeted with, but this +time the desire, the smoke-tan, the heart-ache, never lessened. + +Night after night I would steal away by myself and go to the border +of the village to watch the sun set in the foothills, to gaze at the +far line of sky and prairie, to long and long for my father's lodge. +And Laurence--always Laurence--my fair-haired, laughing, child +playmate, would come calling and calling for me: "Esther, where are +you? We miss you; come in, Esther, come in with me." And if I did +not turn at once to him and follow, he would come and place his +strong hands on my shoulders and laugh into my eyes and say, +"Truant, truant, Esther; can't _we_ make you happy?" + +My old childhood playmate had vanished years ago. He was a tall, +slender young man now, handsome as a young chief, but with laughing +blue eyes, and always those yellow curls about his temples. He was +my solace in my half-exile, my comrade, my brother, until one night +it was, "Esther, Esther, can't _I_ make you happy?" + +I did not answer him; only looked out across the plains and thought +of the tepees. He came close, close. He locked his arms about me, +and with my face pressed up to his throat he stood silent. I felt +the blood from my heart sweep to my very finger-tips. I loved him. +O God, how I loved him! In a wild, blind instant it all came, just +because he held me so and was whispering brokenly, "Don't leave me, +don't leave me, Esther; _my_ Esther, my child-love, my playmate, my +girl-comrade, my little Cree sweetheart, will you go away to your +people, or stay, stay for me, for my arms, as I have you now?" + +No more, no more the tepees; no more the wild stretch of prairie, +the intoxicating fragrance of the smoke-tanned buckskin; no more the +bed of buffalo hide, the soft, silent moccasin; no more the dark +faces of my people, the dulcet cadence of the sweet Cree tongue--only +this man, this fair, proud, tender man who held me in his arms, in +his heart. My soul prayed his great white God, in that moment, that +He would let me have only this. It was twilight when we re-entered +the mission gate. We were both excited, feverish. Father Paul was +reading evening prayers in the large room beyond the hallway; his +soft, saint-like voice stole beyond the doors, like a benediction +upon us. I went noiselessly upstairs to my own room and sat there +undisturbed for hours. + +The clock downstairs struck one, startling me from my dreams of +happiness, and at the same moment a flash of light attracted me. My +room was in an angle of the building, and my window looked almost +directly down into those of Father Paul's study, into which at that +instant he was entering, carrying a lamp. "Why, Laurence," I heard +him exclaim, "what are you doing here? I thought, my boy, you were +in bed hours ago." + +"No, uncle, not in bed, but in dreamland," replied Laurence, arising +from the window, where evidently he, too, had spent the night hours +as I had done. + +Father Paul fumbled about a moment, found his large black book, +which for once he seemed to have got separated from, and was turning +to leave, when the curious circumstance of Laurence being there at +so unusual an hour seemed to strike him anew. "Better go to sleep, +my son," he said simply, then added curiously, "Has anything +occurred to keep you up?" + +Then Laurence spoke: "No, uncle, only--only, I'm happy, that's all." + +Father Paul stood irresolute. Then: "It is--?" + +"Esther," said Laurence quietly, but he was at the old man's side, +his hand was on the bent old shoulder, his eyes proud and appealing. + +Father Paul set the lamp on the table, but, as usual, one hand held +that black book, the great text of his life. His face was paler than +I had ever seen it--graver. + +"Tell me of it," he requested. + +I leaned far out of my window and watched them both. I listened with +my very heart, for Laurence was telling him of me, of his love, of +the new-found joy of that night. + +"You have said nothing of marriage to her?" asked Father Paul. + +"Well--no; but she surely understands that--" + +"Did you speak of _marriage_?" repeated Father Paul, with a harsh +ring in his voice that was new to me. + +"No, uncle, but--" + +"Very well, then, very well." + +There was a brief silence. Laurence stood staring at the old man as +though he were a stranger; he watched him push a large chair up to +the table, slowly seat himself; then mechanically following his +movements, he dropped on to a lounge. The old man's head bent low, +but his eyes were bright and strangely fascinating. He began: + +"Laurence, my boy, your future is the dearest thing to me of all +earthly interests. Why you _can't_ marry this girl--no, no, sit, sit +until I have finished," he added, with raised voice, as Laurence +sprang up, remonstrating. "I have long since decided that you marry +well; for instance, the Hudson's Bay factor's daughter." + +Laurence broke into a fresh, rollicking laugh. "What, uncle," he +said, "little Ida McIntosh? Marry that little yellow-haired fluff +ball, that kitten, that pretty little dolly?" + +"Stop," said Father Paul. Then with a low, soft persuasiveness, "She +is _white_, Laurence." + +My lover started. "Why, uncle, what do you mean?" he faltered. + +"Only this, my son: poor Esther comes of uncertain blood; would it +do for you--the missionary's nephew, and adopted son, you might +say--to marry the daughter of a pagan Indian? Her mother is +hopelessly uncivilized; her father has a dash of French +somewhere--half-breed, you know, my boy, half-breed." Then, with +still lower tone and half-shut, crafty eyes, he added: "The blood is +a bad, bad mixture, _you_ know that; you know, too, that I am very +fond of the girl, poor dear Esther. I have tried to separate her +from evil pagan influences; she is the daughter of the Church; I +want her to have no other parent; but you never can tell what lurks +in a caged animal that has once been wild. My whole heart is with +the Indian people, my son; my whole heart, my whole life, has been +devoted to bringing them to Christ, _but it is a different thing to +marry with one of them_." + +His small old eyes were riveted on Laurence like a hawk's on a rat. +My heart lay like ice in my bosom. + +Laurence, speechless and white, stared at him breathlessly. + +"Go away somewhere," the old man was urging; "to Winnipeg, Toronto, +Montreal; forget her, then come back to Ida McIntosh. A union of the +Church and Hudson's Bay will mean great things, and may ultimately +result in my life's ambition, the civilization of this entire tribe, +that we have worked so long to bring to God." + +I listened, sitting like one frozen. Could those words have been +uttered by my venerable teacher, by him whom I revered as I would +one of the saints in his own black book? Ah, there was no mistaking +it. My white father, my life-long friend who pretended to love me, +to care for my happiness, was urging the man I worshipped to forget +me, to marry with the factor's daughter--because of what? Of my red +skin; my good, old, honest pagan mother; my confiding French-Indian +father. In a second all the care, the hollow love he had given me +since my childhood, were as things that never existed. I hated that +old mission priest as I hated his white man's hell. I hated his +long, white hair; I hated his thin, white hands; I hated his body, +his soul, his voice, his black book--oh, how I hated the very +atmosphere of him. + +Laurence sat motionless, his face buried in his hands, but the old +man continued, "No, no; not the child of that pagan mother; you +can't trust her, my son. What would you do with a wife who might any +day break from you to return to her prairies and her buckskins? _You +can't trust her_." His eyes grew smaller, more glittering, more +fascinating then, and leaning with an odd, secret sort of movement +towards Laurence, he almost whispered, "Think of her silent ways, +her noiseless step; the girl glides about like an apparition; her +quick fingers, her wild longings--I don't know why, but with all my +fondness for her, she reminds me sometimes of a strange--_snake_." + +Laurence shuddered, lifted his face, and said hoarsely: "You're +right, uncle; perhaps I'd better not; I'll go away, I'll forget her, +and then--well, then--yes, you are right, it _is_ a different thing +to marry one of them." The old man arose. His feeble fingers still +clasped his black book; his soft white hair clung about his forehead +like that of an Apostle; his eyes lost their peering, crafty +expression; his bent shoulders resumed the dignity of a minister +of the living God; he was the picture of what the trader called +him--"St. Paul." + +"Good-night, son," he said. + +"Good-night, uncle, and thank you for bringing me to myself." + +They were the last words I ever heard uttered by either that old +arch-fiend or his weak, miserable kinsman. Father Paul turned and +left the room. I watched his withered hand--the hand I had so often +felt resting on my head in holy benedictions--clasp the door-knob, +turn it slowly, then, with bowed head and his pale face wrapped in +thought, he left the room--left it with the mad venom of my hate +pursuing him like the very Evil One he taught me of. + +What were his years of kindness and care now? What did I care for +his God, his heaven, his hell? He had robbed me of my native faith, +of my parents, of my people, of this last, this life of love that +would have made a great, good woman of me. God! how I hated him! + +I crept to the closet in my dark little room. I felt for the bundle +I had not looked at for years--yes, it was there, the buckskin dress +I had worn as a little child when they brought me to the mission. I +tucked it under my arm and descended the stairs noiselessly. I would +look into the study and speak good-bye to Laurence; then I would-- + +I pushed open the door. He was lying on the couch where a short time +previously he had sat, white and speechless, listening to Father +Paul. I moved towards him softly. God in heaven, he was already +asleep. As I bent over him the fullness of his perfect beauty +impressed me for the first time; his slender form, his curving mouth +that almost laughed even in sleep, his fair, tossed hair, his +smooth, strong-pulsing throat. God! how I loved him! + +Then there arose the picture of the factor's daughter. I hated her. +I hated her baby face, her yellow hair, her whitish skin. "She shall +not marry him," my soul said. "I will kill him first--kill his +beautiful body, his lying, false heart." Something in my heart +seemed to speak; it said over and over again, "Kill him, kill him; +she will never have him then. Kill him. It will break Father Paul's +heart and blight his life. He has killed the best of you, of your +womanhood; kill _his_ best, his pride, his hope--his sister's son, +his nephew Laurence." But how? how? + +What had that terrible old man said I was like? A _strange snake_. +A snake? The idea wound itself about me like the very coils of a +serpent. What was this in the beaded bag of my buckskin dress? This +little thing rolled in tan that my mother had given me at parting +with the words, "Don't touch much, but some time maybe you want it!" +Oh! I knew well enough what it was--a small flint arrow-head dipped +in the venom of some _strange snake_. + +I knelt beside him and laid my hot lips on his hand. I worshipped +him, oh, how, how I worshipped him! Then again the vision of _her_ +baby face, _her_ yellow-hair--I scratched his wrist twice with the +arrow-tip. A single drop of red blood oozed up; he stirred. I turned +the lamp down and slipped out of the room--out of the house. + + * * * * * + +I dream nightly of the horrors of the white man's hell. Why did they +teach me of it, only to fling me into it? + +Last night as I crouched beside my mother on the buffalo-hide, Dan +Henderson, the trapper, came in to smoke with my father. He said old +Father Paul was bowed with grief, that with my disappearance I was +suspected, but that there was no proof. Was it not merely a snake +bite? + +They account for it by the fact that I am a Redskin. + +They seem to have forgotten I am a woman. + + + +The Legend of Lillooet Falls + + +No one could possibly mistake the quiet little tap at the door. It +could be given by no other hand west of the Rockies save that of my +old friend The Klootchman. I dropped a lap full of work and sprang +to open the door; for the slanting rains were chill outside, albeit +the December grass was green and the great masses of English ivy +clung wet and fresh as in summer about the low stone wall that ran +between my verandah and the street. + +"Kla-how-ya, Tillicum," I greeted, dragging her into the warmth and +comfort of my "den," and relieving her of her inseparable basket, +and removing her rain-soaked shawl. Before she spoke she gave that +peculiar gesture common to the Indian woman from the Atlantic +to the Pacific. She lifted both hands and with each forefinger +smoothed gently along her forehead from the parting of her hair to +the temples. It is the universal habit of the red woman, and simply +means a desire for neatness in her front locks. + +I busied myself immediately with the teakettle, for, like all her +kind, The Klootchman dearly loves her tea. + +The old woman's eyes sparkled as she watched the welcome brewing, +while she chatted away in half English, half Chinook, telling me +of her doings in all these weeks that I had not seen her. But it +was when I handed her a huge old-fashioned breakfast cup fairly +brimming with tea as strong as lye that she really described her +journeyings. + +She had been north to the Skeena River, south to the great "Fair" +at Seattle, but, best of all seemingly to her, was her trip into +the interior. She had been up the trail to Lillooet in the great +"Cariboo" country. It was my turn then to have sparkling eyes, for +I traversed that inexpressibly beautiful trail five years ago, and +the delight of that journey will remain with me for all time. + +"And, oh! Tillicum," I cried, "have your good brown ears actually +listened to the call of the falls across the canyon--the Falls of +Lillooet?" + +"My ears have heard them whisper, laugh, weep," she replied in +Chinook. + +"Yes," I answered, "they do all those things. They have magic +voices--those dear, far-off falls!" + +At the word "magic" her keen eyes snapped, she set her empty cup +aside and looked at me solemnly. + +"Then you know the story--the strange tale?" she asked almost +whisperingly. + +I shook my head. This was always the crucial moment with my +Klootchman, when her voice lowers, and she asks if you know things. +You must be diplomatic, and never question her in turn. If you do +her lips will close in unbreakable silence. + +"I have heard no story, but I have heard the Falls 'whisper, laugh +and weep.' That is enough for me," I said, with seeming +indifference. + +"What do you see when you look at them from across the canyon?" she +asked. "Do they look to you like anything else but falling water?" + +I thought for a moment before replying. Memory seemed to hold up +against an indistinct photograph of towering fir-crested heights, +where through a broken ridge of rock a shower of silvery threads +cascaded musically down, down, down, until they lost themselves in +the mighty Fraser, that hurled itself through the yawning canyon +stretched at my feet. I have never seen such slender threads of +glowing tissue save on early morning cobwebs at sun-up. + +"The Falls look like cobwebs," I said, as the memory touched me. +"Millions of fine misty cobwebs woven together." + +"Then the legend must be true," she uttered, half to herself. I +slipped down on my treasured wolf-skin rug near her chair, and with +hands locked about my knees, sat in silence, knowing it was the one +and only way to lure her to speech. She arose, helped herself to +more tea, and with the toe of her beaded moccasin idly stroked one +of the wolf-skin paws. "Yes," she said, with some decision, "the +Indian men of magic say that the falls are cobwebs twisted and +braided together." + +I nodded, but made no comment; then her voice droned into the +broken English, that, much as I love it, I must leave to the +reader's imagination. "Indian mothers are strange," she began. +I nodded again. + +"Yes, they are strange, and there is a strange tie between them +and their children. The men of magic say they can _see_ that tie, +though you and I cannot. It is thin, fine silvery as a cobweb, but +strong as the ropes of wild vine that swing down the great canyons. +No storm ever breaks those vines; the tempests that drag the giant +firs and cedars up by their roots, snap their branches and break +their boles, never break the creeping vines. They may be torn from +their strongholds, but in the young months of the summer the vine +will climb up, and cling again. _Nothing_ breaks it. So is the +cobweb tie the Men of Magic see between the Indian mother and her +child. + +"There was a time when no falls leapt and sang down the heights at +Lillooet, and in those days our men were very wild and warlike; but +the women were gentle and very beautiful, and they loved and lived +and bore children as women have done before, and since. + +"But there was one, more gentle, more beautiful than all others of +the tribe. 'Be-be,' our people call her; it is the Chinook word for +'a kiss.' None of our people knew her real name; but it was a kiss +of hers that made this legend, so as 'Be-be' we speak of her. + +"She was a mother-woman, but save for one beautiful girl-child, her +family of six were all boys, splendid, brave boys, too, but this +one treasured girl-child they called 'Morning-mist.' She was little +and frail and beautiful, like the clouds one sees at daybreak +circling about the mountain peaks. Her father and her brothers +loved her, but the heart of Be-be, her mother, seemed wrapped round +and about that misty-eyed child. + +"'I love you,' the mother would say many times a day, as she caught +the girl-child in her arms. 'And I love you,' the girl-child would +answer, resting for a moment against the warm shoulder. 'Little +Flower,' the woman would murmur, 'thou art morning to me, thou art +golden mid-day, thou art slumbrous nightfall to my heart.' + +"So these two loved and lived, mother and daughter, made for each +other, shaped into each other's lives as the moccasin is shaped to +the foot. + +"Then came that long, shadowed, sunless day, when Be-be, returning +from many hours of ollallie picking, her basket filled to the brim +with rich fruit, her heart reaching forth to her home even before +her swift feet could traverse the trail, found her husband and +her boys stunned with a dreadful fear, searching with wild eyes, +hurrying feet, and grief-wrung hearts for her little 'Morning-child,' +who had wandered into the forest while her brothers played--the +forest which was deep and dark and dangerous,--and had not returned." + +The Klootchman's voice ceased. For a long moment she gazed straight +before her, then looking at me said: + +"You have heard the Falls of Lillooet weep?" I nodded. + +"It is the weeping of that Indian mother, sobbing through the +centuries, that you hear." She uttered the words with a cadence +of grief in her voice. + +"Hours, nights, days, they searched for the morning-child," she +continued. "And each moment of that unending agony to the +mother-woman is repeated to-day in the call, the wail, the +everlasting sobbing of the falls. At night the wolves howled up +the canyon. 'God of my fathers, keep safe my Morning-child' the +mother would implore. In the glare of day eagles poised, and +vultures wheeled above the forest, their hungry claws, their +unblinking eyes, their beaks of greed shining in the sunlight. +'God of my fathers, keep safe my Morning-child' was again wrung +from the mother's lips. For one long moon, that dawned, and +shone and darkened, that mother's heart lived out its torture. +Then one pale daybreak a great fleet of canoes came down the +Frazer River. Those that paddled were of a strange tribe, they +spoke in a strange tongue, but their hearts were human, and their +skins were of the rich copper-color of the Upper Lillooet country. +As they steered downstream, running the rapids, braving the +whirlpools, they chanted, in monotone: + + "'We have a lost child + A beautiful lost child. + We love this lost child, + But the heart of the child + Calls the mother of the child. + Come and claim this lost child.' + +"The music of the chant was most beautiful, but no music in the +world of the white man's Tyee could equal that which rang through +the heart of Be-be, the Indian mother-woman. + +"Heart upon heart, lips upon lips, the Morning-child and the +mother caught each other in embrace. The strange tribe told of how +they had found the girl-child wandering fearfully in the forest, +crouching from the claws of eagles, shrinking from the horror of +wolves, but the mother with her regained treasure in her arms +begged them to cease their tales. 'I have gone through agonies +enough, oh, my friends,' she cried aloud. 'Let me rest from torture +now.' Then her people came and made a great feast and potlatch for +this strange Upper Lillooet tribe, and at the feast Be-be arose, +and, lifting the girl-child to her shoulder, she commanded silence +and spoke: + +"'O Sagalie Tyee (God of all the earth), You have given back to me +my treasure; take my tears, my sobs, my happy laughter, my joy--take +the cobweb chains that bind my Morning-child and me--make them +sing to others, that they may know my gratitude. O Sagalie Tyee, +make them sing.' As she spoke, she kissed the child. At that moment +the Falls of Lillooet came like a million strands, dashing and +gleaming down the canyon, sobbing, laughing, weeping, calling, +singing. You have listened to them." + +The Klootchman's voice was still. Outside, the rains still slanted +gently, like a whispering echo of the far-away falls. "Thank you, +Tillicum of mine; it is a beautiful legend," I said. She did not +reply until, wrapped about in her shawl, she had clasped my hand +in good-bye. At the door she paused. "Yes," she said--"and it is +true." I smiled to myself. I love my Klootchman. She is so _very_ +Indian. + + + +Her Majesty's Guest + +[Author's Note.--The "Onondaga Jam" occurred late in the seventies, +and this tale is founded upon actual incidents in the life of the +author's father, who was Forest Warden on the Indian Reserve.] + + +I have never been a good man, but then I have never pretended to be +one, and perhaps that at least will count in my favor in the day +when the great dividends are declared. + +I have been what is called "well brought up" and I would give some +years of my life to possess now the money spent on my education; +how I came to drop from what I should have been to what I am would +scarcely interest anyone--if indeed I were capable of detailing the +process, which I am not. I suppose I just rolled leisurely down +hill like many another fellow. + +My friends, however, still credit me with one virtue; that is an +absolute respect for my neighbor's wife, a feeling which, however, +does not extend to his dollars. His money is mine if I can get it, +and to do myself justice I prefer getting it from him honestly, at +least without sufficient dishonesty to place me behind prison bars. + +Some experience has taught me that when a man is reduced to getting +his living, as I do, by side issues and small deals, there is no +better locality for him to operate than around the borders of some +Indian Reserve. + +The pagan Indian is an unsuspicious fool. You can do him up right +and left. The Christian Indian is as sharp as a fox, and with a +little gloved handling he will always go in with you on a few lumber +and illicit whiskey deals, which means that you have the confidence +of his brethren and their dollars at the same time. + +I had outwitted the law for six years. I had smuggled more liquor +into the Indian Bush on the Grand River Reserve and drawn more +timber out of it to the Hamilton and Brantford markets than any +forty dealers put together. Gradually, the law thinned the whole +lot out--all but me; but I was slippery as an eel and my bottles of +whiskey went on, and my loads of ties and timber came off, until +every officer and preacher in the place got up and demanded an +inspection. + +The Government at Ottawa awoke, stretched, yawned, then printed +some flaring posters and stuck them around the border villages. The +posters were headed by a big print of the British Coat of Arms, +and some large type beneath announced terrible fines and heavy +imprisonments for anyone caught hauling Indian timber off the +Reserve, or hauling whiskey on to it. Then the Government rubbed +its fat palms together, settled itself in its easy chair, and +snored again. + +I? Oh, I went on with my operations. + +And at Christmas time Tom Barrett arrived on the scene. Not much of +an event, you'd say if you saw him, still less if you heard him. +According to himself, he knew everything and could do everything in +the known world; he was just twenty-two and as obnoxiously fresh a +thing as ever boasted itself before older men. + +He was the old missionary's son and had come up from college at +Montreal to help his father preach salvation to the Indians on +Sundays, and to swagger around week-days in his brand new +clerical-cut coat and white tie. + +He enjoyed what is called, I believe, "deacon's orders." They tell +me he was recently "priested," to use their straight English Church +term, and is now parson of a swell city church. Well! they can have +him. I'll never split on him, but I could tell them some things +about Tom Barrett that would soil his surplice--at least in my +opinion, but you never can be sure when even religious people will +make a hero out of a rogue. + +The first time I ever saw him he came into "Jake's" one night, +quite late. We were knocked clean dumb. "Jake's" isn't the place +you would count on seeing a clerical-cut coat in. + +It's not a thoroughly disreputable place, for Jake has a decent +enough Indian wife; but he happens also to have a cellar which has +a hard name for illicit-whiskey supplies, though never once has the +law, in its numerous and unannounced visits to the shanty, ever +succeeded in discovering barrel or bottle. I consider myself a +pretty smart man, but Jake is cleverer than I am. + +When young Barrett came in that night, there was a clatter of hiding +cups. "Hello, boys," he said, and sat down wearily opposite me, +leaning his arms on the table between us like one utterly done out. + +Jake, it seemed, had the distinction of knowing him; so he said +kind of friendly-like, + +"Hello, parson--sick?" + +"Sick? Sick nothing," said Barrett, "except sick to death of this +place. And don't 'parson' me! I'm 'parson' on Sundays; the rest of +the six days I'm Tom Barrett--Tom, if you like." + +We were dead silent. For myself, I thought the fellow clean +crazy; but the next moment he had turned half around, and with a +quick, soft, coaxing movement, for all the world like a woman, he +slipped his arm around Jake's shoulders, and said, "Say, Jake, +don't let the fellows mind me," Then in a lower tone--"What have +you got to drink?" + +Jake went white-looking and began to talk of some cider he'd got in +the cellar; but Barrett interrupted with, "Look here, Jake, just +drop that rot; I know all about _you_." He tipped a half wink at +the rest of us, but laid his fingers across his lips. "Come, old +man," he wheedled like a girl, "you don't know what it is to be +dragged away from college and buried alive in this Indian bush. The +governor's good enough, you know--treats me white and all that--but +you know what he is on whiskey. I tell you I've got a throat as +long and dry as a fence rail--" + +No one spoke. + +"You'll save my life if you do," he added, crushing a bank note +into Jake's hand. + +Jake looked at me. The same thought flashed on us both; if we could +get this church student on our side--Well! Things would be easy +enough and public suspicion never touch us. Jake turned, +resurrected the hidden cups, and went down cellar. + +"You're Dan McLeod, aren't you?" suggested Barrett, leaning across +the table and looking sharply at me. + +"That's me," I said in turn, and sized him up. I didn't like his +face; it was the undeniable face of a liar--small, uncertain eyes, +set together close like those of a fox, a thin nose, a narrow, +womanish chin that accorded with his girlish actions of coaxing, +and a mouth I didn't quite understand. + +Jake had come up with the bottle, but before he could put it on the +table Barrett snatched it like a starving dog would a hunk of meat. + +He peered at the label, squinting his foxy eyes, then laughed up at +Jake. + +"I hope you don't sell the Indians _this_," he said, tapping the +capsule. + +No, Jake never sold a drop of whiskey to Indians,--the law, you +know, was very strict and-- + +"Oh, I don't care whatever else you sell them," said Barrett, "but +their red throats would never appreciate fine twelve-year-old like +this. Come, boys." + +We came. + +"So you're Dan McLeod," he continued after the first long pull, +"I've heard about you, too. You've got a deck of cards in your +pocket--haven't you? Let's have a game." + +I looked at him, and though, as I said in the beginning, I'm not a +good man, I felt honestly sorry for the old missionary and his wife +at that moment. + +"It's no use," said the boy, reading my hesitation. "I've broken +loose. I must have a slice of the old college life, just for +to-night." + +I decided the half-cut of Indian blood on his mother's side was +showing itself; it was just enough to give Tom a good red flavoring +and a rare taste for gaming and liquor. + +We played until daylight, when Barrett said he must make his sneak +home, and reaching for his wide-brimmed, soft felt preacher's hat, +left--having pocketed twenty-six of our good dollars, swallowed +unnumbered cups of twelve-year-old and won the combined respect of +everyone at Jake's. + +The next Sunday Jake went to church out of curiosity. He said Tom +Barrett "officiated" in a surplice as white as snow and with a face +as sinless as your mother's. He preached most eloquently against +the terrible evil of the illicit liquor trade, and implored his +Indian flock to resist this greatest of all pitfalls. Jake even +seemed impressed as he told us. + +But Tom Barrett's "breaking loose for once" was like any other +man's. Night after night saw him at Jake's, though he never +played to win after that first game. As the weeks went on, he got +anxious-looking; his clerical coat began to grow seedy, his white +ties uncared for; he lost his fresh, cheeky talk, and the climax +came late in March when one night I found him at Jake's sitting +alone, his face bowed down on the table above his folded arms, and +something so disheartened in his attitude that I felt sorry for +the boy. Perhaps it was that I was in trouble myself that day; my +biggest "deal" of the season had been scented by the officers and +the chances were they would come on and seize the five barrels +of whiskey I had been as many weeks smuggling into the Reserve. +However it was, I put my hand on his shoulder, and told him to +brace up, asking at the same time what was wrong. + +"Money," he answered, looking up with kind of haggard eyes. "Dan, I +must have money. City bills, college debts--everything has rolled +up against me. I daren't tell the governor, and he couldn't help me +anyway, and I can't go back for another term owing every man in my +class." He looked suicidal. And then I made the plunge I'd been +thinking on all day. + +"Would a hundred dollars be any good to you?" I eyed him hard as I +said it, and sat down in my usual place, opposite him. + +"Good?" he exclaimed, half rising. "It would be an eternal +godsend." His foxy eyes glittered. I thought I detected greed in +them; perhaps it was only relief. + +I told him it was his if he would only help me, and making sure we +were quite alone, I ran off a hurried account of my "deal," then +proposed that he should "accidentally" meet the officers near the +border, ring in with them as a parson would be likely to do, tell +them he suspicioned the whiskey was directly at the opposite side +of the Reserve to where I really had stored it, get them wild-goose +chasing miles away, and give me a chance to clear the stuff and +myself as well; in addition to the hundred I would give him twenty +per cent. on the entire deal. He changed color and the sweat stood +out on his forehead. + +"One hundred dollars this time to-morrow night," I said. He didn't +move. "And twenty per cent. One hundred dollars this time to-morrow +night," I repeated. + +He began to weaken. I lit my pipe and looked indifferent, though +I knew I was a lost man if he refused--and informed. Suddenly he +stretched his hand across the table, impulsively, and closed it +over mine. I knew I had him solid then. + +"Dan," he choked up, "it's a terrible thing for a divinity student +to do; but--" his fingers tightened nervously. "I'm with you!" Then +in a moment, "Find some whiskey, Dan. I'm done up." + +He soon got braced enough to ask me who was in the deal, and what +timber we expected to trade for. When I told him Lige Smith and +Jack Jackson were going to help me, he looked scared and asked me +if I thought they would split on him. He was so excited I thought +him cowardly, but the poor devil had reason enough, I supposed, to +want to keep the transaction from the ears of his father, or worse +still--the bishop. He seemed easier when I assured him the boys +were square, and immensely gratified at the news that I had already +traded six quarts of the stuff for over a hundred dollars' worth of +cordwood. + +"We'll never get it across the river to the markets," he said +dolefully. "I came over this morning in a canoe. Ice is all out." + +"What about the Onondaga Jam?" I said. He winked. + +"That'll do. I'd forgotten it," he answered, and chirped up right +away like a kid. + +But I hadn't forgotten the Jam. It had been a regular gold-mine to +me all that open winter, when the ice froze and thawed every week +and finally jammed itself clean to the river bottom in the throat +of the bend up at Onondaga, and the next day the thermometer fell +to eleven degrees below zero, freezing it into a solid block that +bridged the river for traffic, and saved my falling fortunes. + +"And where's the whiskey hidden?" he asked after awhile. + +"No you don't," I laughed. "Parson or pal, no man living knows or +will know where it is till he helps me haul it away. I'll trust +none of you." + +"I'm not a thief," he pouted. + +"No," I said, "but you're blasted hard up, and I don't intend to +place temptation in your way." + +He laughed good-naturedly and turned the subject aside just as Lige +Smith and Jack Jackson came in with an unusual companion that put +a stop to all further talk. Women were never seen at night time +around Jake's; even his wife was invisible, and I got a sort of +shock when I saw old Cayuga Joe's girl, Elizabeth, following at the +boys' heels. It had been raining and the girl, a full blood Cayuga, +shivered in the damp and crouched beside the stove. + +Tom Barrett started when he saw her. His color rose and he began to +mark up the table with his thumb nail. I could see he felt his fix. +The girl--Indian right through--showed no surprise at seeing him +there, but that did not mean she would keep her mouth shut about it +next day, Tom was undoubtedly _discovered_. + +Notwithstanding her unwelcome presence, however, Jackson managed to +whisper to me that the Forest Warden and his officers were alive +and bound for the Reserve the following day. But it didn't worry me +worth a cent; I knew we were safe as a church with Tom Barrett's +clerical coat in our midst. He was coming over to our corner now. + +"That hundred's right on the dead square, Dan?" he asked anxiously, +taking my arm and moving to the window. + +I took a roll of bank notes from my trousers' pocket and with my +back to the gang counted out ten tens. I always carry a good wad +with me with a view to convenience if I have to make a hurried exit +from the scene of my operations. + +He shook his head and stood away. "Not till I've earned it, McLeod." + +What fools very young men make of themselves sometimes. The girl +arose, folding her damp shawl over her head, and made towards the +door; but he intercepted her, saying it was late and as their ways +lay in the same direction, he would take her home. She shot a quick +glance at him and went out. Some little uneasy action of his caught +my notice. In a second my suspicions were aroused; the meeting had +been arranged, and I knew from what I had seen him to be that the +girl was doomed. + +It was all very well for me to do up Cayuga Joe--he was the Indian +whose hundred dollars' worth of cordwood I owned in lieu of +six quarts of bad whiskey--but his women-folks were entitled to be +respected at least while I was around. I looked at my watch; it was +past midnight. I suddenly got boiling hot clean through. + +"Look here, Tom Barrett," I said, "I ain't a saint, as everybody +knows; but if you don't treat that girl right, you'll have to +square it up with me, d'you understand?" + +He threw me a nasty look. "Keep your gallantry for some occasion +when it's needed, Dan McLeod," he sneered, and with a laugh I +didn't like, he followed the girl out into the rain. + +I walked some distance behind them for two miles. When they reached +her father's house and went in, I watched her through the small +uncurtained window put something on the fire to cook, then arouse +her mother, who even at that late hour sat beside the stove smoking +a clay pipe. The old woman had apparently met with some accident; +her head and shoulders were bound up, and she seemed in pain. +Barrett talked with her considerably and once when I caught sight +of his face, it was devilish with some black passion I did not +recognize. Although I felt sure the girl was now all right for the +night, there was something about this meeting I didn't like; so I +lay around until just daylight when Jackson and Lige Smith came +through the bush as pre-arranged should I not return to Jake's. + +It was not long before Elizabeth and Tom came out again and entered +a thick little bush behind the shanty. Lige lifted the axe off the +woodpile with a knowing look, and we all three followed silently. +I was surprised to find it a well beaten and equally well concealed +trail. All my suspicions returned. I knew now that Barrett was a +bad lot all round, and as soon as I had quit using him and his +coat, I made up my mind to rid my quarters of him; fortunately I +knew enough about him to use that knowledge as a whip-lash. + +We followed them for something over a mile, when--heaven and hell! +The trail opened abruptly on the clearing where lay my recently +acquired cordwood with my five barrels of whiskey concealed in its +midst. + +The girl strode forward, and with the strength of a man, pitched +down a dozen sticks with lightning speed. + +"There!" she cried, turning to Tom. "There you find him--you find +him whiskey. You say you spill. No more my father he's drunk all +day, he beat my mother." + +I stepped out. + +"So, Tom Barrett," I said, "you've played the d----d sneak and +hunted it out!" + +He fairly jumped at the sound of my voice; then he got white as +paper, and then--something came into his face that I never saw +before. It was a look like his father's, the old missionary. + +"Yes, McLeod," he answered. "And I've hunted _you_ out. It's cost +me the loss of a whole term at college and a considerable amount of +self-respect, but I've got my finger on you now!" + +The whole infernal trick burst right in on my intelligence. If I +had had a revolver, he would have been a dead man; but border +traders nowadays are not desperadoes with bowie knives and hip +pockets-- + +"You surely don't mean to split on me?" I asked. + +"I surely don't mean to do anything else," he cheeked back. + +"Then, Tom Barrett," I sputtered, raging, "you're the dirtiest cad +and the foulest liar that ever drew the breath of life." + +"I dare say I am," he said smoothly. Then with rising anger he +advanced, peering into my face with his foxy eyes. "And I'll tell +you right here, Dan McLeod, I'd be a hundred times a cad, and a +thousand times a liar to save the souls and bodies of our Indians +from going to hell, through your cursed whiskey." + +I have always been a brave man, but I confess I felt childishly +scared before the wild, mesmeric power of his eyes. I was unable to +move a finger, but I blurted out boastfully: "If it wasn't for your +preacher's hat and coat I'd send your sneaking soul to Kingdom +Come, right here!" + +Instantly he hauled off his coat and tie and stood with clenched +fists while his strange eyes fairly spat green fire. + +"Now," he fumed, "I've discarded my cloth, Dan McLeod. You've got +to deal with a man now, not with a minister." + +To save my immortal soul I can't tell why I couldn't stir. I only +know that everything seemed to drop out of sight except his two +little blazing eyes. I stood like a fool, queered, dead queered +right through. + +He turned politely to the girl. "You may go, Elizabeth," he said, +"and thank you for your assistance." The girl turned and went up +the trail without a word. + +With the agility of a cat he sprang on to the wood-pile, pitched +off enough cordwood to expose my entire "cellar;" then going across +to Lige, he coolly took the axe out of his hand. His face was +white and set, but his voice was natural enough as he said: + +"Now, gentlemen, whoever cares to interrupt me will get the blade +of this axe buried in his brain, as heaven is my witness." + +I didn't even curse as he split the five barrels into slivers and +my well-fought-for whiskey soaked into the slush. Once he lifted +his head and looked at me, and the mouth I didn't understand +revealed itself; there was something about it like a young +Napoleon's. + +I never hated a man in my life as I hated Tom Barrett then. That +I daren't resist him made it worse. I watched him finish his caddish +job, throw down the axe, take his coat over his arm, and leave the +clearing without a word. + +But no sooner was he out of sight than my devilish temper broke +out, and I cursed and blasphemed for half an hour. I'd have his +blood if it cost my neck a rope, and that too before he could inform +on us. The boys were with me, of course, poor sort of dogs with no +grit of their own, and with the axe as my only weapon we left the +bush and ran towards the river. + +I fairly yelled at my good luck as I reached the high bank. There, +a few rods down shore, beside the open water sat Tom Barrett, +calling something out to his folks across the river, and from +upstream came the deafening thunder of the Onondaga Jam that, +loosened by the rain, was shouldering its terrific force downwards +with the strength of a million drunken demons. + +We had him like a rat in a trap, but his foxy eyes had seen us. He +sprang to his feet, hesitated for a fraction of a moment, saw the +murder in our faces, then did what any man but a fool would have +done--ran. + +We were hot on his heels. Fifty yards distant an old dug-out lay +hauled up. He ran it down into the water, stared wildly at the +oncoming jam, then at us, sprang into the canoe and grabbed the +paddle. + +I was murderously mad. I wheeled the axe above my shoulder and let +fly at him. It missed his head by three inches. + +He was paddling for dear life now, and, our last chance gone, we +stood riveted to the spot, watching him. On the bluff across the +river stood his half-blood mother, the raw March wind whipping her +skirts about her knees; but her strained, ashen face showed she +never felt its chill. Below with his feet almost in the rapidly +rising water, stood the old missionary, his scant grey hair blowing +across his eyes that seemed to look out into eternity--amid stream +Tom, paddling with the desperation of death, his head turning every +second with the alertness of an animal to gauge the approaching +ice-shove. + +Even I wished him life then. Twice I thought him caught in the +crush, but he was out of it like an arrow, and in another moment he +had leapt ashore while above the roar of the grinding jam I heard +him cry out with a strange exultation: + +"Father, I've succeeded. I have had to be a scoundrel and a cad, +but I've trapped them at last!" + +He staggered forward then, sobbing like a child, and the old man's +arms closed round him, just as two heavy jaws of ice snatched the +dug-out, hurled it off shore and splintered it to atoms. + +Well! I had made a bad blunder, which I attempted to rectify by +reaching Buffalo that night; but Tom Barrett had won the game. I +was arrested at Fort Erie, handcuffed, jailed, tried, convicted +of attempted assault and illicit whiskey-trading on the Grand +River Indian Reserve--and spent the next five years in Kingston +Penitentiary, the guest of Her Most Gracious Majesty Queen +Victoria. + + + +Mother o' the Men + +A Story of the Canadian North-West Mounted Police + + +The commander's wife stood on the deck of the "North Star" looking +at the receding city of Vancouver as if to photograph within her +eyes and heart every detail of its wonderful beauty--its +clustering, sisterly houses, its holly hedges, its ivied walls, its +emerald lawns, its teeming streets and towering spires. She seemed +to realize that this was the end of the civilized trail; that +henceforth, for many years, her sight would know only the unbroken +line of icy ridge and sky of the northernmost outposts of the great +Dominion. To her hand clung a little boy of ten, and about her +hovered some twenty young fellows, gay in the scarlet tunics, the +flashing buffalo-head buttons, that bespoke the soldierly uniform +of the Canadian North-West Mounted Police. They were the first +detachment bound for the Yukon, and were under her husband's +command. + +She was the only woman in the "company." The major had purposely +selected unmarried men for his staff, for in the early nineties the +Arctic was no place for a woman. But when the Government at Ottawa +saw fit to commission Major Lysle to face the frozen North, and +with a handful of men build and garrison a fort at the rim of the +Polar Seas, Mrs. Lysle quietly remarked, "I shall accompany you, so +shall the boy," and the major blessed her in his heart, for had she +not so decided, it would mean absolute separation from wife and +child for from three to five years, as in those days no railways, +no telegraph lines, stretched their pulsing fingers into the +Klondyke. One mail went in, one mail came out, each year--that was +all. + +"It's good-bye, Graham lad," said one of the scarlet-coated +soldiers, tossing the little boy to his back. "Look your longest +at those paved streets, and the green, green things. There'll be +months of just snow away up there," and he nodded towards the +north. + +"Oh, but father says it won't be lonely at all up there," asserted +the child. "He says I'll grow _terribly_ big in a few years; that +people always grow in the North, and maybe I'll soon be able to +wear buffalo buttons and have stripes on my sleeve like you;" and +the childish fingers traced the outline of the sergeant's chevrons. + +"I hope, dear, that you shall do all that, soon," said Mrs. Lysle; +"but first you must _win_ those stripes, my boy, and if you win them +as the sergeant did, mother shall be very proud of you." + +At which, the said sergeant hastily set the boy down, and, with +confusion written all over his strong young face, made some excuse +to disappear, for no man in the world is as shy or modest about his +deeds of valor as is a North-West "Mounted." + +"Won't you tell me, mother, how Sergeant Black got those stripes on +his sleeve?" begged the boy. + +"Perhaps to-night, son, when you are in bed--just before mother +says good-night--we'll see. But look! there is the city, fading, +fading." Then after a short silence: "There, Graham, it has gone." + +"But isn't that it 'way over there, mother?" persisted the boy. "I +see the sun shining on the roofs." + +Mrs. Lysle shook her head. "No, dearie; that is the snow on the +mountain peaks. The city has--gone." + +But far into the twilight she yet stood watching the purple sea, +the dove-gray coast. Her world was with her--the man she had chosen +for her life partner, and the little boy that belonged to them +both--but there are times even in the life of a wife and mother +when her soul rebels at cutting herself off from her womenkind, and +all that environment of social life among women means, even if the +act itself is voluntary on her part. It was a relief, then, from +her rather sombre musing at the ship's rail, when the major lightly +placed both hands on her shoulders and said, "Grahamie has toddled +off to the stateroom. The sea air is weighting down his eyelids." + +"Sea air?" laughed Mrs. Lysle. "Don't you believe it, Horace. The +young monkey had been just scampering about the deck with the men +until his little legs are tired out. I'm half afraid our 'Mounted' +boys bid fair to spoil him. I'll go to him, for I promised him a +story to-night." + +"Which you would rather perish than not tell him, if you promised," +smiled the major. "You govern that boy the same way I do my men, +eh, dear?" + +"It's the only way to govern boys or soldiers," she laughed back +from the head of the companionway. "Then both boy and soldier will +keep their promises to you." + +The Major watched her go below, then said to himself, "She's +right--she's always right. She was right to come north, and bring +him, too. But I am a coward, for I daren't tell her she'll have to +part from him, or from me, some day. He will have to be sent to the +front again; he can't grow up unlearned, untaught, and there are no +schools in our Arctic world, and she must go with him, or stay with +me; but I can't tell her. Yes, I'm a coward." But Major Lysle was +the only person in all the world who would have thought or said so. + +"And will you tell me how Sergeant Black won his stripes, mother, +before I go to sleep?" begged Graham. + +"Yes, little 'North-West,'" she replied, using the pet name the men +in barracks frequently called the child. "It's just a wee story of +one man fighting it out alone--just alone, single-handed--with no +reinforcements but his own courage, his own self-reliance." + +"That's just what father says, isn't it, mother, to just do things +yourself?" asked the boy. + +"That's it, dear, and that is what Sergeant Black did. He was only +corporal then, and he was dispatched from headquarters to arrest +some desperate horse thieves who were trying to drive a magnificent +bunch of animals across the boundary line into the United States, +and then sell them. These men were breaking two laws. They had not +only stolen the horses, but were trying to evade the American +Customs. Your father always called them 'The Rapparees,' for they +were Irish, and fighters, and known from the Red River to the +Rockies as plunderers and desperadoes. There was some trouble to +the north at the same time; barracks was pretty well thinned; not +a man could be spared to help him. But when Corporal Black got his +instructions and listened to the commanding officer say, 'If that +detachment returns from the Qu'Appelle Valley within twenty-four +hours, I'll order them out to assist you, corporal,' the plucky +little soldier just stood erect, clicked his heels together, +saluted, and replied, 'I can do it alone, sir.' + +"'I notice you don't say you _think_ you can do it alone,' remarked +the officer dryly. He was a lenient man and often conversed with +his men. + +"'It is not my place to _think_, sir. I've just got to _do_,' +replied the corporal, and saluting again he was gone. + +"All that night he galloped up the prairie trail on the track of +the thieves, and just before daybreak he sighted them, entrenched +in a coulee, where their campfires made no glow, and the neighing +horses could not be heard. There were six men all told, busying +themselves getting breakfast and staking the animals preparatory to +hiding through the day hours, and getting across the boundary line +the next night. Both men and beasts were wearied with the long +journey, but Corporal Black is the sort of man that _never_ wearies +in either brain or body. He never hesitated a second. Jerking his +rat-skin cap down, covering his face as much as possible, he rode +silently around to the south of the encampment, clutched a revolver +in each hand, and rode within earshot, then said four words: + +"'Stand, or I fire!' If a cyclone had swooped down on them, the +thieves could not have been more astounded. But they stood, and +stood yards away from their own guns. Then they demanded to know +who he was, for of course they thought him a thief like themselves, +probably following them to capture their spoil. Then Corporal Black +unbuttoned his great-coat and flung it wide open, displaying the +brilliant scarlet tunic of our own dear Mounted Police. They needed +no other reply. At the point of his revolver he ordered them to +unstake the horses. Then not one man was allowed to mount, but, +breakfastless and frenzied, they were compelled to walk before him, +driving the stolen animals ahead, mile upon mile, league after +league. + +"Father says it was a strange-looking procession that trudged into +barracks. Twenty beautiful, spirited horses, six hangdog-looking +thieves, with a single exhausted horse in the rear, on which was +mounted an alert, keen-eyed and very hungry young soldier who wore +a scarlet tunic and buffalo-head buttons. The next day Corporal +Black had another stripe on his sleeve." [The foregoing story is an +actual occurrence. The author had the honor of knowing personally +the North-West Mounted Policeman who achieved his rank through this +action.] + +Her voice ceased, and she looked down at her son. The child lay for +a moment, wide-eyed and tense. Then some indescribable quality +seemed to make him momentarily too large, too tall, for the narrow +ship's berth. Then: + +"And he fought it out _alone_, mother, just alone--single-handed?" + +"Yes, Grahamie," she said, softly. + +"Fought alone!" he said almost to himself. Then aloud: "Thank you, +mother, for telling me that story. Perhaps some day I'll have to +fight it out alone, and when I do, I'll try to remember Sergeant +Black. Good-night, mother." + +"Good-night, my boy." + + * * * * * + +The long, long winter was doing its worst, and that was unspeakable +in its dreariness and its misery. The "Fort" was just about +completed before things froze up--narrow, small quarters +constructed of rough logs, surrounded by a stockade--but above its +roof the Union Jack floated, and beneath it flashed the scarlet +tunics, the buffalo-head buttons, the clanking spurs of as brave +a band of men, "queened over" by as courageous a woman, as ever +Gibraltar or the Throne Room knew. + +As time went on the major's wife began to find herself "Mother o' +the Men" (as an old Klondyker named her), as well as of her own +boy. Those blizzard-blown, snow-hardened, ice-toughened soldiers +went to her for everything--sympathy, assistance, advice--for in +that lonely outpost military lines were less strictly drawn, and +she could oftentimes do for the men what would be considered +amazingly unofficial, were those little humane kindnesses done in +barracks at Regina or Macleod or Calgary. She nursed the men +through every illness, preparing the food herself for the invalids. +She attended to many a frozen face and foot and finger. She +smoothed out their differences, inspirited them when they grew +discouraged, talked to them of their own people, so that their +home ties should not be entirely severed because they could write +letters or receive them but once a year. But there were days when +the sight of a woman's face would have been a glimpse of paradise +to her, days when she almost wildly regretted her boy had not been +a girl--just a little sweet-voiced girl, a thing of her own sex and +kind. But it always seemed at these moments that Grahamie would +providentially rush in to her with some glad story of sport or +adventure, and she would snatch him tightly in her arms and say, +"No, no, boy of mine, I don't want even a girlie, if I may only +keep you." And once when her thoughts had been more than usually +traitorous in wishing he had been a girl, the child seemed to +divine some idea of her struggle; for a moment his firm little +fingers caught her hand encouragingly, and he said in a whisper, +"Are you fighting it out alone, mother--just single-handed?" + +"Just single-handed, dearest," she replied. + +Then he scampered away, but paused to call back gravely, "Remember +Sergeant Black, mother." + +"Yes, Grahamie, I'll try to," she replied brightly. At that moment +he was the lesser child of the two. + +And so the winter crept slowly on, and the brief, brilliant summer +flitted in, then out, like a golden dream. The second snows were +upon the little fort, the second Christmas, the second long, long +weeks and months of the new year. An unspoken horror was staring +them all in the face: navigation did not open when expected, and +supplies were running low, pitifully low. The smoked and dried +meats, the canned things, flour, sealed lard, oatmeal, hard-tack, +dried fruits--_everything_ was slowly but inevitably giving out day +upon day. Before and behind them stretched hummocks of trailless +snow. Not an Indian, not a dog train, not even a wild animal, had +set foot in that waste for weeks. In early March the major's wife +had hidden a single package of gelatine, a single tin of dried +beef, and a single half pound of cornstarch. "If sickness comes +to my boys" (she did not say boy), "I shall at least have saved +these," she told herself, in justification of her act. "A sick man +cannot live on beans." But now they were down to beans--just beans +and lard boiled together. Then a day dawned when there was not even +a spoonful of lard left. "Beans straight!"--it was the death knell, +for beans straight--beans without grease--kill the strongest man in +a brief span of days. Oh, that the ice bridges would melt, the seas +open, the ships come! + +But that night the men at mess had beans with unlimited grease, its +peculiar flavor peppered and spiced out of it. Life, life was to be +theirs even yet! What had renewed it? + +But one of the men had caught something on his fork and extracted +it from the food on his plate. It was an overlooked _wick_. The +major's wife had begun to boil up the tallow candles. [Fact.] But +the cheer that shook that rough log roof came right from hearts +that blessed her, and brought her to the door of the men's +mess-room. The men were on their feet instantly. "A light has +broken upon us, or rather _within_ us, Mrs. Lysle!" cried a +self-selected spokesman. + +"Illuminating, isn't it, boys?" She laughed, then turned away, for +the cheers and tears were very close together. + +Then one day when even starving stomachs almost revolted at the +continued coarse mixture, a ribbon of blue proclaimed the open sea, +and into those waters swept the longed-for ship. Yet, strangely +enough, that night the "Mother o' the Men" wept a storm of tears, +the only tears she had yielded to in those long five years. For +with its blessing of food the ship had her hold bursting with +liquors and wines, the hideous commerce that invades the pioneer +places of the earth. Should the already weakened, ill-fed and +scurvy-threatened garrison break into those supplies, all the labor +and patience and mothering of this courageous woman would be +useless, for after a bean diet in the Northern latitudes, whiskey +is deadly to brain and body, and the victim maddens or dies. + +"You are crying, mother, and the ship here at last!" said Grahamie's +voice at her shoulder. "Crying when we are all so happy." + +"Mother is a little upset, dear. You must try to forget you ever +saw her eyes wet." + +"I'll forget," said the boy with a finality she could not question. +"The ship is so full of good things, mother. We'll think of that, +and--forget, won't we?" he added. + +"_All_ the things in the ship are not good, Grahamie, boy. If they +were, mother would not cry," she said. + +"I see," he said, but stole from her side with a strained, puzzled +look in his young eyes. + +Outside he was met by a laughing, joyous dozen of men. One swung +the child to his shoulder, shouting, "Hurrah, little 'North-West'! +Hurrah! we are all coming to pay tribute to your mother. Look at +the dainties we have got for her from the ship!" + +"I'm afraid you can't see mother just now," said the boy. "Mother +is a little upset. You see, the ship is so full of good things--but +then, _all_ the things in the ship are not good. If they were, +mother would not cry." In the last words he unconsciously imitated +his mother's voice. + +A profound silence enveloped the men. Then one spoke. "She'll never +have cause to cry about anything _I_ do, boys." + +"Nor I!" "Nor I!" "Nor I!" rang out voice after voice. + +"Run back, you blessed little 'North-West,' and tell mother not to +be scared for the boys. We'll stand by her to a man. She'll never +regret that ship's coming in," said the gallant soldier, slipping +the boy to the ground. And to the credit of the men who wore +buffalo-head buttons, she never did. + +And in all her Yukon years the major's wife had but one more +heartache. That agonizing winter had taught her many things, but +the bitterest knowledge to come to her was the fact that her boy +must be sent "to the front." To be sure, he was growing up the pet +of all the police; he was becoming manlier, sturdier, more +self-reliant every day. But education he _must_ have, and another +winter of such deprivation and horror he was too young, too tender, +to endure. It was then that the battle arose in her heart. The boy +was to be sent to college. Was it her place to accompany him to the +distant South-east, to live by herself alone in the college town, +just to be near him and watch over his young life, or was it here +with her pioneer soldier husband, and his little isolated garrison +of "boys" whom she had mothered for two years? + +The inevitable day came when she had to shut her teeth and watch +Grahamie go aboard the southward-bound vessel alone, in the care of +a policeman who was returning on sick leave--to watch him stand at +the rail, his little face growing dimmer and more shadowy as the +sea widened between them--watch him through tearless, courageous +eyes, then turn away with the hopelessness of knowing that for one +entire endless year she must wait for word of his arrival. [Fact.] +But his last brave good-bye words rang through her ears every day +of that eternal year: "We'll remember Sergeant Black, won't we, +mother? And we'll each fight it out alone, single-handed, and maybe +they'll give us a chevron for our sleeves when it's over." + +But that night when the barracks was wrapped in gloom over the +loss of its boy chum, the surgeon appeared in the men's quarters. +"Hello, boys!" he said, none too cheerfully. "Dull doings, I say. +I'm busy enough, though, keeping an eye on Madam, the major's lady. +She's so deadly quiet, so self-controlled, I'm just a little afraid. +I wish something would happen to--well, make her less calm." + +"_I'll_ 'happen,' doctor," chirped up a genial-looking young chap +named O'Keefe. "I'll get sick and threaten to die. You say it's +serious; she'll be all interest and medicine spoons, and making me +jelly inside an hour." + +The surgeon eyed him sternly, then: "O'Keefe," he said, "you're the +cleverest man I ever came across in the force, and I've been in it +eleven years. But, man alive! what have you been doing to yourself? +Overwork, no food--why, man, you're sick; look as if you had fever +and a touch of pneumonia. You're a very sick man. Go to bed at +once--at once, I say!" + +O'Keefe looked the surgeon in the eye, winked meaningly, and +O'Keefe turned in, although it was but early afternoon. At six +o'clock an orderly stood at the door of the major's quarters. Mrs. +Lysle was standing on the steps, her eyes fixed on the far horizon +across which a ship had melted away. + +"Beg pardon, madam," said the orderly, saluting, "but young O'Keefe +is very ill. We have had the surgeon, but the--the--pain's getting +worse. He's just yelling with agony." + +"I'll go at once, orderly. I should have been told before," she +replied; and burying her own heartache, she hurried to the men's +quarters. Her anxious eyes sought the surgeon's. "Oh, doctor!" she +said, "this poor fellow must be looked after. What can I do to +help?" + +"Everything, Mrs. Lysle," gruffed the surgeon with a professional +air. "He is very ill. He must be kept wrapped in hot linseed +poultices and--" + +"Oh, I say, doctor," remonstrated poor O'Keefe, "I'm not that bad." + +"You're a very sick man," scowled the surgeon. "Now, Mrs. Lysle has +graciously offered to help nurse you. She'll see that you have hot +fomentations every half hour. I'll drop in twice a day to see how +you are getting along." And with that miserable prospect before +him, poor O'Keefe watched the surgeon disappear. + +"I simply _had_ to order those half-hour fomentations, old man," +apologized the surgeon that night. "You see, she must be kept +busy--just kept at it every minute we can make her do so. Do you +think you can stand it?" + +"Of course I can," fumed the victim. "But for goodness' sake, don't +put me on sick rations! I'll die, sure, if you do." + +"I've ordered you the best the commissariat boasts--heaps of meat, +butter, even eggs, my boy. Think of it--_eggs_--you lucky young +Turk!" laughed the surgeon. + +Then followed nights and days of torture. The "boys" would line up +to the "sick-room" four times daily, and blandly ask how he was. + +"How _am_ I?" young O'Keefe would bellow. "How _am_ I? I'm well and +strong enough to brain every one of you fellows, surgeon included, +when I get out of this!" + +"But when _are_ you going to get out? When will you be out danger?" +they would chuckle. + +"Just when I see that haunted look go out of her eyes, and not till +then!" he would roar. + +And he kept his word. He was really weak when he got up, and +pretended to be weaker, but the lines of acute self-control had +left Mrs. Lysle's face, the suffering had gone from her eyes, the +day the noble O'Keefe took his first solid meal in her presence. + +Even the major never discovered that worthy bit of deception. But +a year later, when the mail went out, the surgeon sent the entire +story to Graham, who, in writing to his mother the following year, +perplexed her by saying: + +"....But there are three men in the force I love better than +anyone in the world except you, mother. The first, of course, is +father, the others, Sergeant Black and Private O'Keefe." + +"Why O'Keefe?" she asked herself. + +But loyal little "North-West" never told her. + + + +The Nest Builder + + +"Well! if some women aren't born just to laugh!" remarked the +station agent's wife. "Have you seen that round-faced woman in the +waiting-room?" + +"No," replied the agent. "I've been too busy; I've had to help +unload freight. I heard some children in there, though; they were +playing and laughing to beat the band." + +"_Nine_ of them, John! _Nine_ of them, and the oldest just twelve!" +gasped his wife. "Why, I'd be crazy if I were in her place. +She's come all the way from Grey or Bruce in Ontario--I forget +which--with not a soul to help her with that flock. Three of them +are almost babies. The smallest one is a darling--just sits on the +bench in there and dimples and gurgles and grins all the time." + +"Hasn't she got a husband?" asked John. + +"Of course," asserted his wife. "But that's just the problem now, +or rather he's the problem. He came to Manitoba a year ago, and +was working right here in this town. He doesn't seem to have had +much luck, and left last week for some ranch away back of Brandon, +she now finds out; she must have crossed his letter as she came +out. She expected to find him here, and now she is in that +waiting-room with nine children, no money to go further, or to +go to a hotel even, and she's--well, she's just good-natured and +smiling, and not a bit worried. As I say, some women are born just +to laugh." + +"Have they anything to eat?" asked the agent, anxiously. + +"Stacks of it--a huge hamper. But I took the children what milk we +had, and made her take a cup of good hot tea. She _would_ pay me, +however, I couldn't stop her. But I noticed she has mighty little +change in her purse, and she said she had no money, and said it +with a round, untroubled, smiling face." The agent's wife spoke +the last words almost with envy. + +"I'll try and locate the husband," said the agent. + +"Yes, she'll get his address to-night, she says," explained the +wife; "but no one knows when he will get here. Most likely he's +twenty miles away from Brandon, and they will have to send out +for him." + +Which eventually proved to be the case; and three days elapsed +before the husband and father was able to reach the little border +town where his wife and ample family had been installed as +residents of the general waiting-room of a small, scantily-equipped +station. No beds, no washing conveniences, no table, no chairs; +just the wall seats, with a roof above them and the pump water +at the end of the platform to drink from and dabble in. The +distressed man arrived, harrassed and anxious, only to be met by a +round-faced, laughing wife and nine round-faced, laughing children, +who all made sport of their "camping" experience, and assured him +they could have "stood it" a little longer, if need be. + +But they slept in beds that night--glorious, feathery beds, +that were in reality but solid hemp mattresses--in the cheapest +lodging-house in town. + +Then began the home-building. Henderson had secured a quarter +section of land and made two payments on it when his wife and +children arrived, with all their "settlers' effects" in a freight +car, which, truth to tell, were meagre enough. They had never +really owned a home in the East, and when, with saving and selling, +she managed to follow her husband into the promising world of +Manitoba, she determined to possess a home, no matter how crude, +how small, how remote. So Henderson hired horses and "teamed" out +sufficient lumber and tar-paper to erect a shack which measured +exactly eighteen by twelve feet, then sodded the roof in true +Manitoba style, and into this cramped abode Mrs. Henderson stowed +her household goods and nine small children. With the stove, table, +chairs, tubs and trunks, there was room for but one bed to be +put up. Poor, unresourceful Henderson surveyed the crowded shack +helplessly, but that round-faced, smiling wife of his was not a +particle discouraged. "We'll just build in two sets of bunks, on +each end of the house," she laughed. "The children won't mind +sleeping on 'shelves,' for the bread-winners must have the bed." + +So they economized space with a dozen such little plans, and all +through the unpacking and settling and arranging, she would say +every hour or two, "Oh, it's a little crowded and stuffy, but it's +_ours_--it's _home_," until Henderson and the children caught +something of her inspiration, and the sod-roof shack became "home" +in the sweetest sense of the word. + +There are some people who "make" time for everything, and this +remarkable mother was one. That winter she baked bread for every +English bachelor ranchman within ten miles. She did their washing +and ironing, and never neglected her own, either. She knitted socks +for them, and made and sold quantities of Saskatoon berry jam. When +spring came she had over fifty dollars of her own, with which she +promptly bought a cow. Then late in March they made a small first +payment of a team of horses, and "broke land" for the first time, +plowing and seeding a few acres of virgin prairie and getting a +start. + +But her quaintest invention to utilize every resource possible was +a novel scheme for chicken-raising. One morning the children came +in greatly excited over finding a wild duck's nest in the nearby +"slough." Mrs. Henderson told them to be very careful not to +frighten the bird, but to go back and search every foot of the +grassy edges and try to discover other nests. They succeeded in +finding three. That day a neighboring English rancher, driving past +on his way to Brandon, twenty miles distant, called out, "Want +anything from town, Mrs. Henderson?" + +"Eggs, just eggs, if you will bring them, like a good boy," she +answered, running out to the trail to meet him. + +"Why, you _are_ luxurious to-day, and eggs at fifty cents a dozen," +he exclaimed. + +"Never mind," she replied, "they're not nearly so luxurious as +chickens. You just bring me a dozen and a half. Pay _any_ price, +but be sure they are fresh, new laid, right off the nest. Now just +insist on that, or we shall quarrel." And with a menacing shake of +a forefinger and a customary laugh, she handed him a precious bank +note to pay for the treasures. + +The next day Mrs. Henderson adroitly substituted hen's eggs for the +wild ducks' own, and the shy, pretty water fowls, returning from +their morning's swim, never discovered the fraud. [Fact.] + +"Six eggs under three sitters--eighteen chicks, if we're lucky +enough to have secured fertile eggs," mused Mrs. Henderson. "Oh, +well, we'll see." And they _did_ see. They saw exactly eighteen +fluffy, peeping chicks, whose timid little mothers could not +understand why their broods disappeared one by one from the long, +wet grasses surrounding the nest. But in a warm canton flannel +lined basket near the Henderson's stove the young arrivals chirped +and picked at warm meal as sturdily as if hatched in a coop by a +commonplace barnyard "Biddy." And every one of those chicks lived +and grew and fattened into a splendid flock, and the following +spring they began sitting on their own eggs. But the good-hearted +woman, in relating the story, would always say that she felt like +a thief and a robber whenever she thought of that shy, harmless +little wild duck who never had the satisfaction of seeing her brood +swim in the "slough." + +All this happened more than twenty years ago, yet when I met Mrs. +Henderson last autumn, as she was journeying to Prince Albert to +visit a married daughter, her wonderfully youthful face was as +round and smiling as if she had never battled through the years +in a hand-to-hand fight to secure a home in the pioneer days +of Manitoba. She is well off now, and lives no more in the +twelve-by-eighteen-foot bunk-house, but when I asked her how she +accomplished so much, she replied, "I just jollied things along, +and laughed over the hard places. It makes them easier then." + +So perhaps the station agent's wife was really right, after all, +when she remarked that "some women were just born to laugh." + + + +The Tenas Klootchman + +[In Chinook language "Tenas Klootchman" means "girl baby."] + + +This story came to me from the lips of Maarda herself. It was hard +to realize, while looking at her placid and happy face, that Maarda +had ever been a mother of sorrows, but the healing of a wounded +heart oftentimes leaves a light like that of a benediction on a +receptive face, and Maarda's countenance held something greater +than beauty, something more like lovableness, than any other +quality. + +We sat together on the deck of the little steamer throughout the +long violet twilight, that seems loath to leave the channels and +rocky of the Upper Pacific in June time. We had dropped easily +into conversation, for nothing so readily helps one to an +introduction as does the friendly atmosphere of the extreme West, +and I had paved the way by greeting her in the Chinook, to which +she responded with a sincere and friendly handclasp. + +Dinner on the small coast-wise steamers is almost a function. It is +the turning-point of the day, and is served English fashion, in +the evening. The passengers "dress" a little for it, eat the meal +leisurely and with relish. People who perhaps have exchanged no +conversation during the day, now relax, and fraternize with their +fellow men and women. + +I purposely secured a seat at the dining-table beside Maarda. +Even she had gone through a simple "dressing" for dinner, having +smoothed her satiny black hair, knotted a brilliant silk +handkerchief about her throat, and laid aside her large, heavy +plaid shawl, revealing a fine delaine gown of green, bordered with +two flat rows of black silk velvet ribbon. That silk velvet ribbon, +and the fashion in which it was applied, would have bespoken her +nationality, even had her dark copper-colored face failed to do so. + +The average Indian woman adores silk and velvet, and will have none +of cotton, and these decorations must be in symmetrical rows, not +designs. She holds that the fabric is in itself excellent enough. +Why twist it and cut it into figures that would only make it less +lovely? + +We chatted a little during dinner. Maarda told me that she and her +husband lived at the Squamish River, some thirty-five miles north +of Vancouver City, but when I asked if they had any children, she +did not reply, but almost instantly called my attention to a +passing vessel seen through the porthole. I took the hint, and +said no more of family matters, but talked of the fishing and the +prospects of a good sockeye run this season. + +Afterwards, however, while I stood alone on deck watching the sun +set over the rim of the Pacific, I felt a feathery touch on my arm. +I turned to see Maarda, once more enveloped in her shawl, and +holding two deck stools. She beckoned with a quick uplift of her +chin, and said, "We'll sit together here, with no one about us, and +I'll tell you of the child." And this was her story: + +She was the most beautiful little Tenas Klootchman a mother could +wish for, bright, laughing, pretty as a spring flower, but--just as +frail. Such tiny hands, such buds of feet! One felt that they must +never take her out of her cradle basket for fear that, like a +flower stem, she would snap asunder and her little head droop like +a blossom. + +But Maarda's skilful fingers had woven and plaited and colored the +daintiest cradle basket in the entire river district for his little +woodland daughter. She had fished long and late with her husband, +so that the canner's money would purchase silk "blankets" to enwrap +her treasure; she had beaded cradle bands to strap the wee body +securely in its cosy resting-nest. Ah, it was such a basket, fit +for an English princess to sleep in! Everything about it was fine, +soft, delicate, and everything born of her mother-love. + +So, for weeks, for even months, the little Tenas Klootchman laughed +and smiled, waked and slept, dreamed and dimpled in her pretty +playhouse. Then one day, in the hot, dry summer, there was no +smile. The dimples did not play. The little flower paled, the small +face grew smaller, the tiny hands tinier; and one morning, when the +birds awoke in the forests of the Squamish, the eyes of the little +Tenas Klootchman remained closed. + +They put her to sleep under the giant cedars, the lulling, singing +firs, the whispering pines that must now be her lullaby, instead of +her mother's voice crooning the child-songs of the Pacific, that +tell of baby foxes and gamboling baby wolves and bright-eyed baby +birds. Nothing remained to Maarda but an empty little cradle +basket, but smoothly-folded silken "blankets," but disused beaded +bands. Often at nightfall she would stand alone, and watch the sun +dip into the far waters, leaving the world as gray and colorless +as her own life; she would outstretch her arms--pitifully empty +arms--towards the west, and beneath her voice again croon the +lullabies of the Pacific, telling of the baby foxes, the soft, +furry baby wolves, and the little downy fledglings in the nests. +Once in an agony of loneliness she sang these things aloud, but her +husband heard her, and his face turned gray and drawn, and her soul +told her she must not be heard again singing these things aloud. + +And one evening a little steamer came into harbor. Many Indians +came ashore from it, as the fishing season had begun. Among others +was a young woman over whose face the finger of illness had traced +shadows and lines of suffering. In her arms she held a baby, a +beautiful, chubby, round-faced, healthy child that seemed too heavy +for her wasted form to support. She looked about her wistfully, +evidently seeking a face that was not there, and as the steamer +pulled out of the harbor, she sat down weakly on the wharf, laid +the child across her lap, and buried her face in her hands. Maarda +touched her shoulder. + +"Who do you look for?" she asked. + +"For my brother Luke 'Alaska,'" replied the woman. "I am ill, my +husband is dead, my brother will take care of me; he's a good man." + +"Luke 'Alaska,'" said Maarda. What had she heard of Luke "Alaska?" +Why, of course, he was one of the men her own husband had taken a +hundred miles up the coast as axeman on a surveying party, but she +dared not tell this sick woman. She only said: "You had better come +with me. My husband is away, but in a day of two he will be able to +get news to your brother. I'll take care of you till they come." + +The woman arose gratefully, then swayed unsteadily under the weight +of the child. Maarda's arms were flung out, yearningly, longingly, +towards the baby. + +"Where is your cradle basket to carry him in?" she asked, looking +about among the boxes and bales of merchandise the steamer had left +on the wharf. + +"I have no cradle basket. I was too weak to make one, too poor to +buy one. I have _nothing_," said the woman. + +"Then let me carry him," said Maarda. "It's quite a walk to my +place; he's too heavy for you." + +The woman yielded the child gratefully, saying, "It's not a boy, +but a Tenas Klootchman." + +Maarda could hardly believe her senses. That splendid, sturdy, +plump, big baby a Tenas Klootchman! For a moment her heart surged +with bitterness. Why had her own little girl been so frail, so +flower-like? But with the touch of that warm baby body, the +bitterness faded. She walked slowly, fitting her steps to those of +the sick woman, and jealously lengthening the time wherein she +could hold and hug the baby in her yearning arms. + +The woman was almost exhausted when they reached Maarda's home, but +strong tea and hot, wholesome food revived her; but fever burned +brightly in her cheeks and eyes. The woman was very ill, extremely +ill. Maarda said, "You must go to bed, and as soon as you are +there, I will take the canoe and go for a doctor. It is two or +three miles, but you stay resting, and I'll bring him. We will put +the Tenas Klootchman beside you in--" she hesitated. Her glance +travelled up to the wall above, where a beautiful empty cradle +basket hung, with folded silken "blankets" and disused beaded +bands. + +The woman's gaze followed hers, a light of beautiful understanding +pierced the fever glare of her eyes, she stretched out her hot hand +protestingly, and said, "Don't put her in--that. Keep that, it is +yours. She is used to being rolled only in my shawl." + +But Maarda had already lifted the basket down, and was tenderly +arranging the wrappings. Suddenly her hands halted, she seemed to +see a wee flower face looking up to her like the blossom of a +russet-brown pansy. She turned abruptly, and, going to the door, +looked out speechlessly on the stretch of sea and sky glimmering +through the tree trunks. + +For a time she stood. Then across the silence broke the little +murmuring sound of the baby half crooning, half crying, indoors, +the little cradleless baby that, homeless, had entered her home. +Maarda returned, and, lifting the basket, again arranged the +wrappings. "The Tenas Klootchman shall have this cradle," she said, +gently. The sick woman turned her face to the wall and sobbed. + +It was growing dark when Maarda left her guests, and entered her +canoe on the quest for a doctor. The clouds hung low, and a fine, +slanting rain fell, from which she protected herself as best she +could with a shawl about her shoulders, crossed in front, with each +end tucked into her belt beneath her arms--Indian-fashion. Around +rocks and boulders, headlands and crags, she paddled, her little +craft riding the waves like a cork, but pitching and plunging with +every stroke. By and by the wind veered, and blew head on, and now +and again she shipped water; her skirts began dragging heavily +about her wet ankles, and her moccasins were drenched. The wind +increased, and she discarded her shawl to afford greater freedom to +her arm-play. The rain drove and slanted across her shoulders and +head, and her thick hair was dripping with sea moisture and the +downpour. + +Sometimes she thought of beaching the canoe and seeking shelter +until daylight. Then she again saw those fever-haunted eyes of the +stranger who was within her gates, again heard the half wail of the +Tenas Klootchman in her own baby's cradle basket, and at the sound +she turned her back on the possible safety of shelter, and forged +ahead. + +It was a wearied woman who finally knocked at the doctor's door and +bade him hasten. But his strong man's arm found the return journey +comparatively easy paddling. The wind helped him, and Maarda also +plied her bow paddle, frequently urging him to hasten. + +It was dawn when they entered her home. The sick woman moaned, and +the child fretted for food. The doctor bent above his patient, +shaking his head ruefully as Maarda built the fire, and attended to +the child's needs before she gave thought to changing her drenched +garments. All day she attended her charges, cooked, toiled, +watched, forgetting her night of storm and sleeplessness in the +greater anxieties of ministering to others. The doctor came and +went between her home and the village, but always with that solemn +headshake, that spoke so much more forcibly than words. + +"She shall not die!" declared Maarda. "The Tenas Klootchman needs +her, she shall not die!" But the woman grew feebler daily, her eyes +grew brighter, her cheeks burned with deeper scarlet. + +"We must fight for it now," said the doctor. And Maarda and he +fought the dread enemy hour after hour, day after day. + +Bereft of its mother's care, the Tenas Klootchman turned to Maarda, +laughed to her, crowed to her, until her lonely heart embraced the +child as a still evening embraces a tempestuous day. Once she had a +long, terrible fight with herself. She had begun to feel her +ownership in the little thing, had begun to regard it as her right +to tend and pet it. Her heart called out for it; and she wanted it +for her very own. She began to feel a savage, tigerish joy in +thinking--aye, _knowing_ that it really would belong to her and to +her alone soon--very soon. + +When this sensation first revealed itself to her, the doctor was +there--had even told her the woman could not recover. Maarda's +gloriously womanly soul was horrified at itself. She left the +doctor in charge, and went to the shore, fighting out this +outrageous gladness, strangling it--killing it. + +She returned, a sanctified being, with every faculty in her body, +every sympathy of her heart, every energy of her mind devoted to +bringing this woman back from the jaws of death. She greeted the +end of it all with a sorrowing, half-breaking heart, for she had +learned to love the woman she had envied, and to weep for the +little child who lay so helplessly against her unselfish heart. + +A beautifully lucid half-hour came to the fever-stricken one just +before the Call to the Great Beyond! + +"Maarda," she said, "you have been a good Tillicum to me, and I +can give you nothing for all your care, your kindness--unless--" +Her eyes wandered to her child peacefully sleeping in the +delicately-woven basket. Maarda saw the look, her heart leaped with +a great joy. Did the woman wish to give the child to her? She dared +not ask for it. Suppose Luke "Alaska" wanted it. His wife loved +children, though she had four of her own in their home far inland. +Then the sick woman spoke: + +"Your cradle basket and your heart were empty before I came. Will +you keep my Tenas Klootchman as your own?--to fill them both +again?" + +Maarda promised. "Mine was a Tenas Klootchman, too," she said. + +"Then I will go to her, and be her mother, wherever she is, in the +Spirit Islands they tell us of," said the woman. "We will be but +exchanging our babies, after all." + +When morning dawned, the woman did not awake. + + * * * * * + +Maarda had finished her story, but the recollections had saddened +her eyes, and for a time we both sat on the deck in the violet +twilight without exchanging a word. + +"Then the little Tenas Klootchman is yours now?" I asked. + +A sudden radiance suffused her face, all trace of melancholy +vanished. She fairly scintillated happiness. + +"Mine!" she said. "All mine! Luke 'Alaska' and his wife said she +was more mine than theirs, that I must keep her as my own. My +husband rejoiced to see the cradle basket filled, and to hear me +laugh as I used to." + +"How I should like to see the baby!" I began. + +"You shall," she interrupted. Then with a proud, half-roguish +expression, she added: + +"She is so strong, so well, so heavy; she sleeps a great deal, and +wakes laughing and hungry." + +As night fell, an ancient Indian woman came up the companion-way. +In her arms she carried a beautifully-woven basket cradle, within +which nestled a round-cheeked, smiling-eyes baby. Across its little +forehead hung locks of black, straight hair, and its sturdy limbs +were vainly endeavoring to free themselves from the lacing of the +"blankets." Maarda took the basket, with an expression on her face +that was transfiguring. + +"Yes, this is my little Tenas Klootchman," she said, as she unlaced +the bands, then lifted the plump little creature out on to her lap. + +Soon afterwards the steamer touched an obscure little harbor, and +Maarda, who was to join her husband there, left me, with a happy +good-night. As she was going below, she faltered, and turned back +to me. "I think sometimes," she said, quietly, "the Great Spirit +thought my baby would feel motherless in the far Spirit Islands, so +He gave her the woman I nursed for a mother; and He knew I was +childless, and He gave me this child for my daughter. Do you think +I am right? Do you understand?" + +"Yes," I said, "I think you are right, and I understand." + +Once more she smiled radiantly, and turning, descended the +companionway. I caught a last glimpse of her on the wharf. She was +greeting her husband, her face a mirror of happiness. About the +delicately-woven basket cradle she had half pulled her heavy plaid +shawl, beneath which the two rows of black velvet ribbon bordering +her skirt proclaimed once more her nationality. + + + +The Derelict + + +Cragstone had committed what his world called a crime--an +inexcusable offence that caused him to be shunned by society and +estranged from his father's house. He had proved a failure. + +Not one of his whole family connections could say unto the others, +"I told you so," when he turned out badly. + +They had all predicted that he was born for great things, then to +discover that they had over-estimated him was irritating, it told +against their discernment, it was unflattering, and they thought +him inconsiderate. + +So, in addition to his failure, Cragstone had to face the fact that +he had made himself unpopular among his kin. + +As a boy he had been the pride of his family, as a youth, its hope +of fame and fortune; he was clever, handsome, inventive, original, +everything that society and his kind admired, but he criminally +fooled them and their expectation, and they never forgave him for +it. + +He had dabbled in music, literature, law, everything--always with +semi-success and brilliant promise; he had even tried the stage, +playing the Provinces for an entire season; then, ultimately +sinking into mediocrity in all these occupations, he returned to +London, a hopelessly useless, a pitiably gifted man. His chilly +little aristocratic mother always spoke of him as "poor, dear +Charles." His brothers, clubmen all, graciously alluded to him +with, "deuced hard luck, poor Charlie." His father never mentioned +his name. + +Then he went into "The Church," sailed for Canada, idled about for +a few weeks, when one of the great colonial bishops, not knowing +what else to do with him, packed him off north as a missionary to +the Indians. + +And, after four years of disheartening labor amongst a +semi-civilized people, came this girl Lydia into his life. This +girl of the mixed parentage, the English father, who had been swept +northward with the rush of lumber trading, the Chippewa mother, who +had been tossed to his arms by the tide of circumstances. The girl +was a strange composition of both, a type of mixed blood, pale, +dark, slender, with the slim hands, the marvellously beautiful +teeth of her mother's people, the ambition, the small tender +mouth, the utter fearlessness of the English race. But the +strange, laughless eyes, the silent step, the hard sense of honor, +proclaimed her far more the daughter of red blood than of white. + +And, with the perversity of his kind, Cragstone loved her; he +meant to marry her because he knew that he should not. What a +monstrous thing it would be if he did! He, the shepherd of this +half-civilized flock, the modern John Baptist; he, the voice of the +great Anglican Church crying in this wilderness, how could he wed +with this Indian girl who had been a common serving-maid in a house +in Penetanguishene, and been dismissed therefrom with an accusation +of theft that she could never prove untrue? How could he bring +this reproach upon the Church? Why, the marriage would have no +precedent; and yet he loved her, loved her sweet, silent ways, +her listening attitudes, her clear, brown, consumptive-suggesting +skin. She was the only thing in all the irksome mission life that +had responded to him, had encouraged him to struggle anew for +the spiritual welfare of this poor red race. Of course, in +Penetanguishene they had told him she was irreclaimable, a thief, +with ready lies to cover her crimes; for that very reason he felt +tender towards her, she was so sinful, so pathetically human. + +He could have mastered himself, perhaps, had she not responded, had +he not seen the laughless eyes laugh alone for him, had she not once +when a momentary insanity possessed them both confessed in words +her love for him as he had done to her. But now? Well, now only +this horrible tale of theft and untruth hung between them like a +veil; now even with his arms locked about her, his eyes drowned in +hers, his ears caught the whispers of calumny, his thoughts were +perforated with the horror of his Bishop's censure, and these +things rushed between his soul and hers, like some bridgeless deep +he might not cross, and so his lonely life went on. + +And then one night his sweet humanity, his grand, strong love rose +up, battled with him, and conquered. He cast his pharisaical ideas, +and the Church's "I am better than thou," aside forever; he would +go now, to-night, he would ask her to be his wife, to have and to +hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for-- + +A shadow fell across the doorway of his simple home; it was August +Beaver, the trapper, with the urgent request that he would come +across to French Island at once, for old "Medicine" Joe was there, +dying, and wished to see the minister. At another time Cragstone +would have felt sympathetic, now he was only irritated; he wanted +to find Lydia, to look in her laughless eyes, to feel her fingers +in his hair, to tell her he did not care if she were a hundred +times a thief, that he loved her, loved her, loved her, and he +would marry her despite the Church, despite-- + +"Joe, he's near dead, you come now?" broke in August's voice. +Cragstone turned impatiently, got his prayer-book, followed the +trapper, took his place in the canoe, and paddled in silence up +the bay. + +The moon arose, large, limpid, flooding the cabin with a wondrous +light, and making more wan the features of a dying man, whose +fever-wasted form lay on some lynx skins on the floor. + +Cragstone was reading from the Book of Common Prayer the exquisite +service of the Visitation of the Sick. Outside, the loons clanged +up the waterways, the herons called across the islands, but no +human things ventured up the wilds. Inside, the sick man lay, +beside him August Beaver holding a rude lantern, while Cragstone's +matchless voice repeated the Anglican formula. A spasm, an uplifted +hand, and Cragstone paused. Was the end coming even before a +benediction? But the dying man was addressing Beaver in Chippewa, +whispering and choking out the words in his death struggle. + +"He says he's bad man," spoke Beaver. A horrible, humorous +sensation swept over Cragstone; he hated himself for it, but at +college he had always ridiculed death-bed confessions; but in a +second that feeling had vanished, he bent his handsome, fair face +above the copper-colored countenance of the dying man. "Joe," he +said, with that ineffable tenderness that had always drawn human +hearts to him; "Joe, tell me before I pronounce the Absolution, +how you have been 'bad'?" + +"I steal three times," came the answer. "Oncet horses, two of them +from farmer near Barrie. Oncet twenty fox-skins at North Bay; +station man he in jail for those fox-skins now. Oncet gold watch +from doctor at Penetanguishene." + +The prayer-book rattled from Cragstone's hands and fell to the +floor. + +"Tell me about this watch," he mumbled. "How did you come to +do it?" + +"I liffe at the doctor's; I take care his horse, long time; old +River's girl, Lydia, she work there too; they say she steal it; +I sell to trader, the doctor he nefer know, he think Lydia." + +Cragstone was white to the lips. "Joe," he faltered, "you are +dying; do you regret this sin, are you sorry?" + +An indistinct "yes" was all; death was claiming him rapidly. + +But a great, white, purified love had swept over the young +clergyman. The girl he worshipped could never now be a reproach to +his calling, she was proved blameless as a baby, and out of his +great human love arose the divine calling, the Christ-like sense +of forgiveness, the God-like forgetfulness of injury and suffering +done to his and to him, and once more his soft, rich voice broke +the stillness of the Northern night, as the Anglican absolution of +the dying fell from his lips in merciful tenderness: + +"O Lord Jesus Christ, who hath left power to His Church to absolve +all sinners who truly repent and believe in Him, of His great mercy +forgive thee thine offences, and by His authority committed to me +I absolve thee from all thy sins in the name of the Father, and of +the Son, and of the Holy Ghost. Amen." + +Beaver was holding the lantern close to the penitent's face; +Cragstone, kneeling beside him, saw that the end had come already, +and, after making the sign of the Cross on the dead Indian's +forehead, the young priest arose and went silently out into the +night. + + * * * * * + +The sun was slipping down into the far horizon, fretted by the +inimitable wonder of islands that throng the Georgian Bay; the +blood-colored skies, the purpling clouds, the extravagant beauty +of a Northern sunset hung in the west like the trailing robes of +royalty, soundless in their flaring, their fading; soundless as the +unbroken wilds which lay bathed in the loneliness of a dying day. + +But on the color-flooded shore stood two, blind to the purple, the +scarlet, the gold, blind to all else save the tense straining of +the other's eyes; deaf to nature's unsung anthem, hearing only the +other's voice. Cragstone stood transfixed with consternation. The +memory of the past week of unutterable joy lay blasted with the +awfulness of this moment, the memory of even that first day--when +he had stood with his arms about her, had told her how he had +declared her reclaimed name far and wide, how even Penetanguishene +knew now that she had suffered blamelessly, how his own heart +throbbed suffocatingly with the honor, the delight of being the +poor means through which she had been righted in the accusing eyes +of their little world, and that now she would be his wife, his +sweet, helping wife, and she had been great enough not to remind +him that he had not asked her to be his wife until her name was +proved blameless, and he was great enough not to make excuse of the +resolve he had set out upon just when August Beaver came to turn +the current of his life. + +But he had other eyes to face to-night, eyes that blurred the past, +that burned themselves into his being--the condemning, justly and +righteously indignant eyes of his Bishop--while his numb heart, +rather than his ears, listened to the words that fell from the +prelate's lips like curses on his soul, like the door that would +shut him forever outside the holy place. + +"What have you done, you pretended servant of the living God? +What use is this you have made of your Holy Orders? You hear the +confessions of a dying man, you absolve and you bless him, and come +away from the poor dead thief to shout his crimes in the ears of +the world, to dishonor him, to be a discredit to your calling. Who +could trust again such a man as you have proved to be--faithless to +himself, faithless to his Church, faithless to his God?" + +But Cragstone was on the sands at his accuser's feet. "Oh! my +Lord," he cried, "I meant only to save the name of a poor, +mistrusted girl, selfishly, perhaps, but I would have done the +same thing just for humanity's sake had it been another to whom +injustice was done." + +"Your plea of justice is worse than weak; to save the good name +of the living is it just to rob the dead?" + +The Bishop's voice was like iron. + +"I did not realize I was a priest, I only knew I was a _man_," and +with these words Cragstone arose and looked fearlessly, even +proudly, at the one who stood his judge. + +"Is it not better, my Lord, to serve the living than the dead?" + +"And bring reproach upon your Church?" said the Bishop, sternly. + +It was the first thought Cragstone ever had of his official crime; +he staggered under the horror of it, and the little, dark, silent +figure, that had followed them unseen, realized in her hiding amid +the shadows that the man who had lifted her into the light was +himself being thrust down into irremediable darkness. But Cragstone +only saw the Bishop looking at him as from a supreme height, he +only felt the final stinging lash in the words: "When a man +disregards the most sacred offices of his God, he will hardly +reverence the claims of justice of a simple woman who knows not his +world, and if he so easily flings his God away for a woman, just so +easily will he fling her away for other gods." + +And Lydia, with eyes that blazed like flame, watched the Bishop +turn and walk frigidly up the sands, his indignation against this +outrager of the Church declaring itself in every footfall. + +Cragstone flung himself down, burying his face in his hands. What a +wreck he had made of life! He saw his future, loveless, for no woman +would trust him now; even the one whose name he had saved would +probably be more unforgiving than the Church; it was the way +with women when a man abandoned God and honor for them; and this +nameless but blackest of sins, this falsity to one poor dying +sinner, would stand between him and heaven forever, though through +that very crime he had saved a fellow being. Where was the justice +of it? + +The purple had died from out the western sky, the waters of the +Georgian Bay lay colorless at his feet, night was covering the +world and stealing with inky blackness into his soul. + +She crept out of her hiding-place, and, coming, gently touched his +tumbled fair hair; but he shrank from her, crying: "Lydia, my girl, +my girl, I am not for a good woman now! I, who thought you an +outcast, a thief, not worthy to be my wife, to-night I am not an +outcast of man alone, but of God." + +But what cared she for his official crimes? She was a woman. Her +arms were about him, her lips on his; and he who had, until now, +been a portless derelict, who had vainly sought a haven in art, +an anchorage in the service of God, had drifted at last into the +world's most sheltered harbor--a woman's love. + +But, of course, the Bishop took away his gown. + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Moccasin Maker, by E. Pauline Johnson + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MOCCASIN MAKER *** + +This file should be named mcssm10.txt or mcssm10.zip +Corrected EDITIONS of our eBooks get a new NUMBER, mcssm11.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, mcssm10a.txt + +Produced by Andrew Sly + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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