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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Mrs. Arthur; vol. 1 of 3, by Mrs. Margaret
-Oliphant
-
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-Title: Mrs. Arthur; vol. 1 of 3
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MRS. ARTHUR; VOL. 1 OF 3 ***
-
-
-
-
- MRS. ARTHUR.
-
- BY
-
- MRS. OLIPHANT,
-
- AUTHOR OF
-
- “The Chronicles of Carlingford,”
-
- &c. &c.
-
-
- “Fie, fie! unknit that threat’ning, unkind brow,
- And dart not scornful glances from those eyes.
-
- * * * * *
-
- A woman mov’d is like a fountain troubled.”
- TAMING OF THE SHREW.
-
- “He breathed a sigh, and toasted Nancy!”
- DIBDIN.
-
- IN THREE VOLUMES.
-
- VOL. I.
-
- LONDON:
- HURST AND BLACKETT, PUBLISHERS,
- 13, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET.
-
- 1877.
-
- _All rights reserved._
-
-
-
-
- MRS. ARTHUR.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-
-“Is Mr. Curtis here?” said a voice at the door.
-
-The door was so near the sitting-room that every demand made there was
-easily heard, and even answered from within; and, indeed, Mrs. Bates was
-in the habit of calling out an answer when it happened to be beyond the
-powers of the daughter or small servant who opened. But this question
-was one about which there was no difficulty. It was followed by a hearty
-laugh from the assembled family.
-
-“I should think he was--rather!” said Charley Bates, the son; and “Ask
-Nancy,” said Matilda, the eldest daughter.
-
-There was a considerable number of people in the little parlour--to wit,
-Mr. Bates in his big chair on one side of the fire, sipping
-rum-and-water, and reading a newspaper which was soft and crumpled with
-the usage of the day at the nearest public-house; and Mrs. Bates on the
-other, seated between the fireplace and the table, mending the stockings
-of the family. Charley was reading an old yellow novel behind his
-mother, and Matilda was making her winter bonnet with a quantity of
-materials in a large piece of paper on the table, which was covered with
-a red and green cloth. It was October, and not cold, but there was a
-fire, and a branched gas pendant with two lights, shed heat as well as
-light into the close little room. There was another daughter, Sarah
-Jane, who was coming and going about the table, now and then making
-incursions into the kitchen; and behind backs in the corner, on a black
-haircloth sofa against the wall, were seated the pair of lovers. No one
-threw any veil of doubt on the fact that they were a pair of lovers--nor
-did their present aspect make this at all uncertain. They were seated
-close together, talking in whispers; one of her hands clasped in his,
-his arm, to all appearance, round her waist. Matilda screened them a
-little, having her back turned towards them, which gave, or might have
-given, a sense of remoteness to the pair, and justified their too
-evident courtship. Otherwise they were in full light, the gas blazing
-upon them; and it was scarcely possible to whisper an endearment which
-was not audible. _She_ was a pretty girl, with brown hair, brown eyes,
-and a pretty complexion, in a somewhat showy dress, cut very much in
-“the fashion,” yet looking not at all out of place in the warm, crowded,
-stuffy parlour, full of hot air and gas, and the fumes of rum-and-water.
-She was Mrs. Bates’ second daughter, called Nancy, but preferring to be
-called Anna, and engaged to a young gentleman who was a pupil of Mr.
-Eagle the well-known “coach,” and had been for a year at Underhayes. He
-had been coming after Nancy Bates all that time, and at present they
-were engaged, and made love in the family parlour now that it was too
-cold to take long walks. Mr. Curtis preferred the walk, but Nancy liked
-the haircloth sofa. She was a good girl, and fond of her family, and she
-liked them to share her happiness. The family party were all moderately
-like each other, harmonious and happy, suiting their surroundings. There
-seemed nothing out of place among them, the bonnet-making, or the old
-yellow novel, or even the rum-and-water. But there was one great
-incongruity in the room, and that was the hero, the young lover, who
-certainly had no business there. He was dressed in an English
-gentleman’s easy morning suit, a dress in which there is less apparent
-pretension than any in the world perhaps, but which shows very
-distinctly the condition of the wearer. His presence in the room put
-the whole place out of harmony; it made the stuffy comfort look squalid
-and mean; it rebuked the family ease and cheerfulness, the absence of
-all disguise, the frank family union. In his person another element came
-in, a something higher, which made all the rest more low. He was not the
-sort of person to sit with his arm round his _fiancée_ in public, within
-reach of papa’s rum, and mamma’s joke. All the rest went perfectly well
-together; but he put everything in the wrong.
-
-And the effect which he himself produced to every beholder, or would
-have produced had there been any beholders, was wrought upon himself by
-the sound of this voice at the door. It was a voice of modulation and
-tone different from anything here. Even his Nancy, though he was so much
-in love with her, young Curtis felt suddenly jarred and put out of tune
-by it; he dropped her hand instinctively, and got up confused, a sudden
-flush coming over his face.
-
-“It is some one for me,” he said, in sudden embarrassment. And again the
-family laughed more loudly than before.
-
-“Any child could tell that, seeing as he’s just asked for you,” said
-Mrs. Bates; “and I’m sure any friend of yours is welcome. Find a chair
-for him, girls, if there is any chair free of your falals--and show him
-in, Sarah Jane.”
-
-“I think not; if you will excuse me I’ll go to him,” said the young man,
-hastily. “I might bring him--if you are so kind--another time.”
-
-“There’s no time so good as now,” said Mrs. Bates. “Don’t be shy, don’t
-be shy, my dear. You don’t like him to find you with Nancy; but, bless
-my soul, the time won’t be long that anyone will see you without
-Nancy--”
-
-“Oh,” said Nancy herself, saucily, “if he’s ashamed of _me_--”
-
-“Ashamed of you, darling! as if that was possible,” said the young man,
-stooping to whisper to her; “but it is a man, a college friend--I must
-go.”
-
-While he stood thus explaining, with an anxious face, and his Nancy
-pouted and tossed her pretty head, the stranger suddenly appeared at the
-open door.
-
-“This way, this way!” Sarah Jane had cried, delighted by the advent of
-another gentleman, and already wondering why Nancy should have all the
-luck, and whether one wedding might not bring another.
-
-The new-comer was tall; he was short-sighted, with a pucker on his
-forehead, and a glass in his eye. He stood in the door, and hazily
-regarded the scene, not penetrating it, nor finding out his friend for
-the moment; but gazing somewhat vaguely, dazzled besides by the sudden
-light, into the small crowded space and the group of strange faces.
-
-“Ah, there you are, Curtis,” he said at last, with a gleam of
-recognition; then turned to Mrs. Bates with an apology. “I hope you
-will forgive such an intrusion. I had a commission to Curtis, and I did
-not understand--I did not know--”
-
-“Come in, Sir, come in,” said Mrs. Bates; “don’t think of
-apologies--we’re very glad to see you. Sit you down, Sir, and if you’ve
-just come off a journey, say what you would like, and it shall be got
-for you--a drop of beer, or a cup of tea, or a glass with my good
-gentleman. You see he’s making himself comfortable. And supper’s coming
-in about an hour. You can hurry it up a bit, Sarah Jane,” cried the
-hospitable mother, “if the gentleman has just come by the train.”
-
-“Thank you,” said the stranger, sitting down on the chair that had been
-cleared for him; “nothing to eat or to drink, thanks--you are too kind;
-but I may wait till Curtis is ready. I have got something for you,
-Arthur,” he said, turning again to his friend.
-
-“Oh, have you?” said Curtis, dropping back upon the sofa, beside his
-Nancy, as there was nothing else to be done; but he did not take her
-hand again, or resume his former position. He sat very stiff and bolt
-upright, withdrawn from her a little; but young men and young women do
-not sit together behind backs for nothing, notwithstanding the gaslight;
-and his air of withdrawal took an aspect ridiculously prudish, and
-called attention. The family Bates looked curiously at the stranger, and
-he looked curiously at them. Neither was much acquainted with the
-_genre_ of the other, and on both sides there was a half-hostile
-interest which quickened curiosity. But Matilda and Sarah Jane were not
-hostile. Their curiosity was warm with benevolence. If Nancy had done so
-well for herself, why not they too? He had dropped into their hands like
-a new prey. Their eyes brightened, the energy of enterprise came into
-their faces. A gentleman is a fine thing to girls of their condition,
-far finer in promise than in reality. The appearance of a second quarry
-of this kind turned their heads. Why should it not fall to one of them?
-
-“You must have found it cold travelling, Sir,” said Matilda, wrapping up
-her bonnet in the paper. “October nights get chilly, don’t they? and
-Underhayes is a miserable little place if you have come from town.”
-
-“I have come from the country,” said the stranger, with his
-short-sighted stare. He was slightly annoyed, to tell the truth, to hear
-it so clearly set down that he must have come from town. Did he look
-like a man to come from town in October?--not thinking that town meant
-everything that was splendid in Matilda’s eyes.
-
-“Chilly!” cried Sarah Jane, eager to recommend herself. “I’m sure the
-gentleman thinks this room a deal too hot. Shouldn’t you say so, Sir? I
-can’t abide it; it gives me such a headache.”
-
-“Come, girls, you needn’t quarrel,” said Mrs. Bates, in her round,
-good-humoured voice. “We’ll allow you your different ways of thinking.
-Your papa likes a warm fireside, don’t you, Bates? But I suppose the
-gentleman comes straight from the beauty and fashion, as it says in the
-newspapers.”
-
-“Talking of the newspapers, Sir,” said Mr. Bates, putting down his,
-“what do you think of the present crisis? What’s things coming to?
-There’s Rooshia threatening in the East, and as for your Khedivys and
-that sort, I don’t believe in them. We’ll all be in a precious hobble if
-we don’t look out, as far as I can see.”
-
-“There, there, Bates, none of your politics,” cried his wife; “once
-begin that, and nobody can get in a word--and the gentleman is just off
-a journey.”
-
-Young Curtis sat uneasily while all this went on, like a dog in leash,
-watching his opportunity to start. The sudden insight which had come to
-him with the entrance of his friend upon this scene was strange, and
-very painful. He was very much in love, poor young fellow, and when a
-man is in love, it is curious how easily he can accept the circumstances
-of his beloved and find them natural. Matilda and Sarah Jane had only
-amused him before, as, indeed, they amused the new-comer now; but the
-family changed its aspect entirely as the young man, who was almost a
-member of it, realized to himself how it must appear to his friend, and
-saw the whole scene, as it were, through Durant’s eyes. Durant’s eyes,
-however, staring vaguely upon this slowly comprehended new world, did
-not see half so clearly or so sharply as Arthur’s saw through them. He
-gave double force and meaning to the other’s observations, and beheld
-through him many things which the other did not see. Fortunately--and
-how fortunate that was Arthur did not venture to say to himself--Nancy,
-who was affronted, did not open her mouth. He adored her, and yet he was
-glad she was affronted, notwithstanding the pain it gave him. He could
-not bear to vex or alienate her for a moment, and yet he was thankful
-not to be obliged to see her too with his friend’s eyes. But he saw all
-the rest, and the _ensemble_ of the room, the village flirt Sarah Jane,
-and the lout Charley, and Mr. Bates with his slippers, and felt how
-stuffy it was, and the smell of the rum. His endurance had come to a
-climax when Mr. Bates began to talk a little thickly of politics. Once
-more he sprang to his feet.
-
-“I know Durant has something to say to me,” he cried. “I think I must
-ask you to excuse me to-night, Mrs. Bates. Everything must give way to
-business.”
-
-“Lord bless you, my dear, not of an evening,” said the genial woman.
-“Don’t ye go. Supper’s coming. You know all our ways, and I daresay your
-friend--Mr. Durant is it? and how do you do, Mr. Durant, now I know
-you?--I daresay he’ll put up with us for your sake. Go you and hurry
-the supper, Sarah Jane.”
-
-“We’ll have to go, really,” said poor Arthur; and he stooped to his
-sullen love and whispered, “Don’t be angry. He comes from my father.
-Though I can’t bear to leave you, darling, I must hear what my father
-says.”
-
-“Oh, indeed, your father!” said Nancy. “I see what it is; it is just
-what I have always told you. You’re ashamed of me and my folks, as soon
-as you get hold of one of your fine friends.”
-
-“Durant is not a fine friend, he is like my brother--he will be your
-friend too,” whispered the young man in an agony.
-
-But Nancy only pouted the more.
-
-“I don’t want such friends. I have got my father and my brother to see
-to me. You needn’t bring any of your fine gentlemen here.”
-
-Notwithstanding, however, the blandishments of Sarah Jane and Matilda,
-the stranger had risen too. He was much taller, and had a much finer
-figure than Arthur, the sisters thought, and he smiled, though his look
-was rather vague, staring as if he did not see them.
-
-“You are very kind,” he said, holding out his hand to Mrs. Bates, who
-hastened up to her feet too, to shake it with great cordiality. “I hope
-you will kindly repeat your invitation for another day, and that Arthur
-will bring me back, when I can take advantage of your hospitality; but I
-must not come among you under false pretences,” he added, laughing, “for
-I know nothing about the rank and fashion--that is in Arthur’s way
-rather than mine.”
-
-“Oh, Sir,” said Mrs. Bates, bowing, “we know what gentlemen means when
-they speak in that high-minded way.”
-
-This speech was such a triumph of genial mystification and confidence
-that Durant stared still more, and hurried forth reduced to silence,
-feeling himself unable in his present puzzled condition to cope with
-such an intellect. Poor Arthur, trying to seize the hand of his beloved,
-trying by piteous looks to move her from her sullen offence, lingered a
-moment, but in vain.
-
-“Never mind her,” said Mrs. Bates, “she will come to when you are gone.
-It’ll all come right to-morrow. Good night, and God bless you! I’ll see
-to Nancy; and you needn’t keep the door open and me in a draught,” she
-added querulously, “if you won’t stay.”
-
-This quickened the steps of the lover, but though he was glad to get
-outside, and to leave the glare and odors of that room--so long his
-bower of bliss, so suddenly revealed to him in its real aspect--blown
-away, it is impossible to say how miserable he was at such a parting
-from the object of his love. It was she who opened the door for him on
-other occasions, lingered with him in the fresh evening air, and said
-“Good-night” a thousand times over, each time more sweetly than the
-time before. So at least the foolish young fellow thought. But she had
-not lifted her head even to give him a last glance; she had not said
-“Good-night!” at all; she had dismissed him with a cloud upon her face.
-How was he to bear it till to-morrow? and yet how glad he was that when
-all of them had talked and betrayed themselves, she had never brought
-herself under those painful disenchanting reflections from his friend’s
-eyes.
-
-“Good-night, Arthur,” said saucy Sarah Jane; “and good-night, Mr.
-Durant. Be sure you bring him back to-morrow. You have promised mamma to
-come back morrow and have supper with us. Good-night, Mr. Durant.”
-
-Durant replied to the “Good-night” with a suppressed laugh, and walked
-away into the darkness with Arthur following. Though the freshness of
-the night was so great a relief after the heat indoors, it was not
-genial, but penetrating and dull, with a shrewish touch, such as
-October often has; and the skies were dull with no moon, nothing but
-drifting clouds, and the street of the little town was not attractive.
-They walked on in silence together for some time, the stranger being
-occupied longer than was necessary in lighting his cigar; but he had no
-sooner managed this successfully than he threw it away again.
-
-“Come to the inn, Arthur,” he cried; “it’s comfortless work talking
-here.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-
-The inn at Underhayes was not much to speak of, but the parlour in which
-the two friends talked was larger than Mrs. Bates’s parlour, where all
-the family assembled and all their existence was past. Durant sat down
-at the table to consume a simple dinner, a hastily-cooked chicken, which
-he had ordered after his journey, and which was not so savoury as the
-supper which Mrs. Bates would have given him; nor was it so cheerful a
-meal. While he ate, Arthur Curtis paced back and forward at the other
-end of the room, which, with its bare carpet and scant furniture, was
-still less objectionable than the room they had left, the place where
-all his happiness had lain so long. Perhaps if the shock had come sooner
-some deliverance would have been possible, though at the cost of a
-heartbreak; but nothing was possible now except to carry out his
-engagement. Lewis Durant was both honourable and high-minded, yet he had
-come with no better intention than to prevent his friend from keeping
-his word, with very little regard for the word and none at all for the
-happiness of the other person who was chiefly concerned. Happiness of a
-girl who had entangled a young man so much above herself! what was that
-to anybody? If she should be robbed of her happiness, why, was it not
-all her own fault? But he had not been so injudicious yet as to broach
-this idea; he was approaching it gradually, “acquiring information” on
-the subject. Of course it was natural that any one so interested in
-Arthur’s affairs as he was, should like to know all about it, and he had
-seen Lady Curtis herself he did not conceal from his friend, and the
-anxious mother was “in a great way.”
-
-“I’d like to take up satisfactory news, old fellow,” he said; “both for
-their sake and my own.”
-
-“What do you call satisfactory news?” said Arthur. His mind was in an
-unexampled commotion. His old life and his new had come into active
-conflict, and he himself seemed to be the puppet between them. But in
-the midst of the excitement caused by this bringing back of all the
-habits of his former existence, the poor young fellow was miserable at
-the thought of having come away from his love without a kind word,
-without a look even, which could stand in the place of their usual
-Good-night.
-
-“Well--it is difficult to speak in plain words between you and them. Of
-course you know that this can’t be expected to give them satisfaction,
-Arthur. They have not been led on step by step as you have--”
-
-“What do you mean?” he said hastily. “Do you mean the vulgar sort of
-thing that every fool says, that _she_ has been leading me on?”
-
-“I certainly did not say so,” said Durant. “I mean they have not been
-used to all the circumstances like you. Your mind has become familiar by
-degrees with this family--with everything about them.”
-
-“Say it out plainly; don’t mind my feelings,” said the other bitterly,
-“with the difference between Bates, the tax-collector’s daughter and Sir
-John Curtis’s son. Well! and what is the difference? All on her side;
-all in her favour. She getting nothing but additional beauty from all
-her surroundings, I--doing not much honour to mine.”
-
-“I was not making any personal comparison, Arthur,” said Durant,
-cautiously; “I was saying only--what you will fully allow--that taken
-just by themselves, without that knowledge of personal excellence which
-I suppose you have;--that the difference of the circumstances--the
-difference of manners--well! cannot but startle--shock perhaps--your
-immediate friends.”
-
-“That means that you are shocked and startled. Mr. Bates’s rum-and-water
-was too much for your delicate nerves,” said Arthur, with a sneer; “and
-yet you and I have seen worse things that we were not shocked at.”
-
-“Arthur, do you want to quarrel with me? or can you suppose I should
-have come here, if I had felt the slightest desire or intention to
-quarrel with you?”
-
-The young man did not answer for some minutes, then he threw himself
-into a chair by the table and concealed his face from the other’s gaze,
-supporting his head on his hands. “Don’t you think I know everything you
-can say?” he cried; “it is plain enough. They are not like us--there are
-things in them which even I don’t relish. Their ways are more homely,
-their manners more simple than we have been used to.”
-
-“If it was only simplicity,” said Durant, shrugging his shoulders, and
-thinking of the blandishments of the Misses Matilda and Sarah Jane.
-
-“Well,” said Arthur, with a sudden outbreak, “call it what you like,
-what disagreeable name you please, and then I ask you what have you got
-to say to _her_? It is she I am going to marry, not her family. What
-have you got to say to HER? She is the person to be thought of. Old
-Bates is an old tax-collector, and the mother a good-natured old woman,
-and the sisters flirts if you please; I don’t say anything to the
-contrary; but what have you to say against the girl herself? What of
-HER?”
-
-“Arthur! I have nothing to say; how could I? She sat behind backs, with
-you to screen her. I saw that she was pretty--”
-
-“You saw that she was like a lily growing among weeds; that she was like
-a princess among the common people; that she behaved like the best-bred
-of ladies. That is what you would say, if you allowed yourself to speak
-the truth.”
-
-“If I speak at all I shall certainly speak the truth,” said Durant, with
-a sigh of impatience. To him as to everyone else, Nancy Bates had seemed
-only an ordinary pretty girl; nothing more.
-
-“Then speak!” said Arthur, “for if there is one assumption more
-intolerable than another, it is that of saying nothing with the aim of
-sparing your friend, as one who has nothing but what is disagreeable to
-say.”
-
-“You press me too hard,” said Durant, smiling. “What can I say after
-what you have said? Arthur, this girl may be a Una for anything I can
-tell--as you wish me to believe she is; but how can I know? I can see
-she is pretty; but I don’t know her; how can I divine what her character
-is? She may be everything you think; but all that _I_ can possibly make
-out is that she is a pretty girl, with sense enough to hold her
-tongue.”
-
-Arthur grew red and grew pale as his friend spoke; his lip curled over
-his teeth with a furious sneer, almost like the snarl of a dog.
-
-“Don’t you think,” he said, with an enraged semblance of extreme
-civility, “that when you are speaking of a lady who is about to become
-my wife, you might speak of her by another name than that of ‘the
-girl.’”
-
-“By Jove you are too good!” said Durant, half angry, half amused, “what
-should I say? You called her a girl yourself, and so she is; so are the
-Princesses for that matter.”
-
-“I call her many things which it would not become strangers to call
-her,” said Arthur, “and I think, perhaps, on the whole, it would be
-better taste not to favour me with your opinion on this subject. You
-would not, I suppose, give me your frank estimate of my mother, for
-instance, whatever it might be--and it is equally unnecessary of my
-wife.”
-
-“As you please,” said Durant, offended; and then there ensued a
-temporary pause, during which the stranger, driven back upon that
-occupation, munched a crust with indignant fervour, and Arthur sat
-moodily by, holding his head in his hands. It was Durant who was the
-first to recover himself. The man who stands in the suspicious position
-of adviser and reprover, naturally does regain his temper sooner than
-the person who is advised and reproved. He said in a conciliating tone,
-“Why should we quarrel? I can have no right to disapprove of your
-choice. I am not here as the agent of your family, Arthur, who might
-have a right to interfere, but only as your friend. I can wish nothing
-but what is for your good.”
-
-“For my good!” the young man said through his teeth; then he, too,
-smoothed himself down. “I don’t want to quarrel, Durant; but if my
-mother thinks I am to be dictated to--or any friend of mine supposes he
-can come to look surprise and criticism, even if he does not say
-anything----”
-
-“This is too much,” said Durant, laughing; “if you are going to put
-meaning in my eyes which nature has denied to them, what can I say to
-you? I who scarcely see anything, to look criticism is rather too strong
-for a blind old mole like me!”
-
-“Short-sighted people see a great deal more than they own,” said Arthur,
-oracularly, “but I don’t want to quarrel.” And then again there was a
-pause.
-
-“Answer me one thing,” said Durant, re-opening the question after an
-interval; “have you really made up your mind to marry this--lady? Is it
-all settled? Is there room, or is there no room for anything I might
-find to say?”
-
-“What could you find to say?”
-
-“That is not the question,” said Durant; “whatever it might be it is
-unnecessary to say it if everything is settled. But, Arthur, if there
-is still time--if I may still once, before it is too late, speak plainly
-to you?”
-
-“It is too late,” said Arthur hotly. “I am to be married in a fortnight;
-I should be married to-morrow if I could. Supposing you had the finest
-arguments in the world, and the best reasons against it, do you think I
-would break her heart and my own for your reasonings? Yes, it _is_ all
-settled, and nothing on earth can change it.”
-
-He got up as he spoke, and marched about the room with an air of
-defiance. Then he came back to where his friend was sitting, and sat
-down on a corner of the table, swinging his legs.
-
-“All the same,” he said, with a laugh of affectation and bravado, “I’d
-like to hear what you have to say against it. It might be novel and
-amusing, perhaps.”
-
-“I have not the slightest desire to be amusing.”
-
-“Oh, impressive then--that is as good or better; impressive, eloquent!
-let us hear, Durant. I should like a specimen of the grand style you
-keep for your most serious cases.”
-
-“Yours is not one of them,” said Durant calmly; “yours is simple enough.
-Don’t let us go farther, Arthur; we should come to blows again, and that
-would not answer my purpose, nor yours either.”
-
-“Then you refuse to tell me what of course you came here to say. Your
-plea cannot be very powerful this time, nor your brief worth much,” said
-Arthur, with a pretence at scorn which was full of aggravation. This
-stirred his friend more than anything yet had done.
-
-“My brief,” he said, “was not prepared as most briefs are. It seems to
-me that you are not worthy even to hear of it. ‘Prove the culprit
-guilty’ is what most briefs enjoin, but this one was ‘Prove him
-innocent; let his very judges see him to be right, and not wrong.’ These
-were my instructions; they do not much resemble your notion of them;
-nor do they deserve to be received in this way.”
-
-Arthur rose again from his seat, and walked about the room restless and
-uncertain.
-
-“Say what you have to say,” he said; “I will not interrupt you. Let me
-hear it all.”
-
-“I have already told you that, if everything is settled and your mind
-made up, it would be foolish to go on at all. If there is any hope I
-will speak. Arthur,” said Durant suddenly, “you are very
-fastidious--very difficult to please in ordinary cases. Do you think you
-will be able to live with the good people we have seen to-night?”
-
-“Why should I live with them? they have nothing to do with it. A wife
-comes with her husband. _They_, whatever they may be, are quite outside
-the question. She is to be thought of, and she alone.”
-
-“Have you ever reflected, Arthur, that if _she_--the lady--is as noble a
-character as you think, she will not give up her own people for you or
-anyone? I should not care to have a woman do that for me. I think she
-would have good reason to judge me severely after, if I failed in
-threefold duty to her. You should be father and mother in such a
-case--and husband too.”
-
-“And so I mean to be, so I am! What are father and mother to me now? I
-have formed a tie which is beyond all these mechanical, understood ties,
-in which there is no choice on the child’s part; and she will feel as I
-do.”
-
-“Women don’t always do that,” said Durant; “and I, for one, don’t like
-them when they do. Suppose, for the sake of the argument, that she did
-not, what should you do then? It is worth taking into consideration.”
-
-“She would be sure to do what was best; and if that is all, we can
-easily baffle your cross-examination, Durant. You are not good at
-bullying witnesses,” said Arthur, his heart rising in spite of him.
-“Ask me something more difficult than this.”
-
-“You would have to live,” said the other. “I don’t think that is more
-difficult, but you may not be of my opinion. How are you to live? upon
-your allowance, which has never been too much for you alone?”
-
-“Two spend no more than one,” said the catechumen, recovering his
-spirits; “and she is not a spendthrift like me. She has been trained to
-make a little go a great way. She will reduce my expenses instead of
-increasing them.”
-
-“Yet two eat more than one, to put it on the simplest ground.”
-
-“Eat! that is like you, Durant. How little you know about it! Is it on
-eating one spends one’s money? So far as that goes, you may say what you
-please. There is nothing in _you_, old fellow, to frighten anyone. Come,
-I forgive your objections to my happiness when I see how little you
-have got to say.”
-
-“You are sure then, entirely sure, that it is your happiness, Arthur?”
-Durant rose, and put his hands on his friend’s shoulders, looking down
-upon him with a face full of emotion. “You have been the nearest a
-brother of anything I ever knew--brother, or sister, or both together.
-Are you sure, boy, are you sure? Happiness is a sacred thing. I would
-not touch it, I would not harm it. Are you sure?”
-
-“As sure as that I love her, Durant.”
-
-The elder man dropped his hands from the other’s shoulder, and turned
-away with a sigh. Whether it was the half-inspired look which at that
-moment came into Arthur’s face, or the resemblance of that face to
-another, or the superiority over himself of this boy whom he had been
-lecturing, and whom he had lectured so often--whatever it was, he turned
-away, with something that made his sight more uncertain than ever,
-rising in his eyes.
-
-“Then I can’t say anything to you,” he said, in a voice tremulous with
-feeling. “I can say nothing to you! I would not meddle with that, right
-or wrong, were it to cost me mine.”
-
-“Yours, old fellow?” cried Arthur, in the effusiveness of victory.
-“Hurrah for love! It’s the thing worth living for. Are you in Arcadia
-too?”
-
-Durant did not make any answer. He went to the window, and looked out
-upon the dark night and the lamps flaring; and then returned to his
-chair. Whatever commotion there had been in his countenance, he had got
-rid of it. Neither blush nor smile was on his serious face, nor any
-further manifestation of sympathy. Arthur looked at him, and burst into
-excited laughter.
-
-“You don’t look much like a fortunate shepherd,” he said. “Love! that
-was a bad guess; it was law I should have said--briefs and fees, and a
-silk gown at the end; that’s what moves you.”
-
-“Ay, ay,” said the other, vaguely; “that’s what it is. Mine is not a
-corresponding case. You were always luckier, brighter than I, and I
-don’t grudge it you, Arthur. Your happiness (if you are happy) will be
-almost as good for me as my own. But I don’t think either of them very
-probable just now,” he went on, suddenly changing his tone; “that is the
-fact. I am not in a good way, and, my boy, you are in a bad way. I’ll
-say it once for all. You are deceiving yourself. You are the last man in
-the world to do this sort of thing. You will repent it, sooner or later.
-Don’t look at me as if you thought me a fool, with that supercilious
-face. It is you who are the fool. You are going to do what you will wish
-undone all the days of your life.”
-
-“Durant!” cried Arthur, furious, springing from his seat, and lifting
-his arm as if for a blow.
-
-His friend stood up facing him, folding his arms. His face had flushed
-with a momentary gleam of passion while he spoke. Now it stilled and
-paled again, and he stood in his superior strength, looking calmly at
-the slighter being whom he had roused to momentary fury. The young man’s
-clenched fist fell by his side. He turned away angry, but subdued.
-
-“No man in the world but you dare speak so,” he said, “and even from you
-I will never bear it again.”
-
-“You shall not be required,” said Durant, sadly. “I have said, once for
-all, what was in my mind. Now--I know you well enough--you’ll go and do
-what you want to do, Arthur, and with all the more zest. And when you
-have paid for your happiness, and got to the bottom of it, you will come
-to me again.”
-
-“I think you presume a little too much on our long friendship,” said
-Arthur, seizing his hat. “Good night; there has been enough of this.
-Things will be bad indeed with me, I promise you, if, after this speech
-of yours, I ever come to you again.”
-
-He rushed out of the room before the other could reply. Durant went to
-the window and looked after him with a wistful subdued light of pity and
-tenderness in his face.
-
-“I wonder how long it will be first?” he said to himself.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-
-Lewis Durant was the _ami de l’enfance_ of Arthur Curtis. He had always
-been a little bigger, a little stronger, a little steadier, as he was a
-little older than his friend. He was not a young man of family like
-Arthur; and Lady Curtis, who was philosophical in her tendencies, had
-pointed many a social criticism by the fact, laughingly commented upon,
-that her son’s fagmaster at Eton, and Mentor in life, was the grandson
-of the great saddler with whom Sir John and his predecessors had dealt
-for ages. The Durants, who were French by origin, had made a great deal
-of money in that business, and one of the sons had been made a
-clergyman. This was the father of Lewis, who had been brought up
-accordingly in as much luxury as his friend; but unfortunate
-speculations on his father’s part had changed all that by this time, and
-the young man was now fighting his way at the Bar, with very little to
-keep up the warfare on, and none of those supports of good connection
-which help the aristocratic poor to keep their heads above water. He had
-a home in the depths of one of the Midland counties, where the
-Rector--once able to hold his own with the best of his country
-neighbours, and considered a very good sort of man--had fallen to the
-ordinary parsonic level, without any standing ground beyond it, and not
-much right to high consideration on that ground. For the Rev. Mr. Durant
-was not a very good clergyman. It had not been the object of his life to
-become so; but rather to obliterate from all minds by his luxurious
-living, his carriages, his conservatories, his expenditure in every
-way, that he was the son of the well-known saddler; as it has been that
-saddler’s object to advance his son in life and make him a member of the
-upper class by making him a clergyman. Everybody was quite conscious of
-this while he was rich; but, naturally, everybody became still more
-conscious of it when he became poor; and as his wealth had been his
-chief standing ground, and he had not much worth or goodness, and no
-activity, to gain him credit in his parish, the downfall was pretty
-nearly complete. And the woman whom he had married had been no more than
-a fit partner for such a man; so that when Lewis, their only child,
-became old enough to think of home as anything more than a jolly place
-to spend holidays in, the boy’s refined and delicate mind had suffered a
-severe shock. How it was that he happened to possess a refined and
-delicate mind is a totally different question, and one into which we
-need not inquire; but the effect upon him of the ostentatious, showy,
-lavish, and lazy wealth in the first instance, and of the useless,
-slovenly, languid poverty which followed, was remarkable enough. A great
-many things go by contraries in this perverse world, and nothing more
-commonly than the habits of parents and children. In Scotland, it has
-passed into a proverb that an active mother has an indolent daughter.
-The insinuating and bland courtier has to struggle against the
-abruptness or loutishness of his son, and even virtue has very often
-moral weakness, if not worse, for its next descendant. In Lewis Durant’s
-case the contradiction was a happy one. Disgusted by the aimless leisure
-and nothingness of the paternal life, the young man flung himself into
-work with a zeal and passion seldom to be found. He had no family
-friends in the class he had been brought up in, and his personal friends
-were of his own standing, themselves too young and inexperienced to help
-others; but he had not cared for this; he had flung himself into the
-work of his profession--the Bar--for which he had been trained as his
-father had been trained for the Church, as the profession of a
-gentleman, a trade not incompatible with the possession of a great deal
-of money, and not requiring to be kept up by the happy man who was not
-obliged to work for his bread. Perhaps the energy of the old saddler had
-got into the veins of Lewis, transmuted into some kind of potable gold,
-some elixir of force and life. If so, it had clearly “suffered a
-sea-change into something rich and strange,” for there was no greed of
-gold, no thirst for wealth in the young man’s mind. On the contrary, if
-he had not known forcibly the many good things that money can do, and
-which the absence of money prevents from getting done, Lewis would have
-hated money, so associated was it with everything that had most galled
-and humbled him. But money is not a thing to be scorned, and he had too
-much sense and too much honesty to feign. He worked with a
-concentration of force and steady effort which was intensified every
-time he visited the aimlessness of his home. He had come from that home
-now, and had left it, as he always did, impatient of rest, eager to
-plunge again into the active warfare of life, to strain muscle and
-sinew, and all the powers of mind and frame.
-
-This was the man, who since they were boys, had been Arthur Curtis’s
-chief friend. He himself was the only son of Sir John, a true rural
-potentate, a man whose life was full of stolid dignity and duty, made
-steady, and in a dull matter of fact manner, noble, by the proud sense
-of obligation to his country, his son, and his dependents, such as long
-descent and elevated position sometimes give. Sir John Curtis might
-sometimes be ridiculous, but he was always respectable, making an aim at
-his duty in a large, conscientious, stupid way, in which there was a
-certain obtuse grandeur. He carried this into the smallest detail of
-his life, and the result was, that he was held by most people to be
-pompous, and admired by some as the chief source of serious comedy in
-his neighbourhood. But his life was a blurred version, surrounded by all
-kinds of imperfections of a noble ideal--a thing not always perceived by
-his wife and his son, to whom however Sir John’s deficiencies, on the
-other hand, were very plain. And Arthur, for the time at least, was
-almost as contradictory of his father as Lewis was. He was light-minded
-and heedless, idle, foolish yet clever, generous yet selfish; the kind
-of young man who is always in scrapes, often in the wrong, yet rarely,
-or never, unbeloved. He had been idle at the University, and had not
-taken his degree--then had gone home for a time and had done nothing.
-And now this last and most serious scrape of all had been brought on, as
-it were, by the most virtuous resolution of his life. It was his
-mother’s earnest desire that he should enter public life, in one way or
-other; and Arthur himself had been dazzled by the chances of diplomacy,
-an opening into which seemed before him, and had come now, in a sudden
-fit of industry and virtue, to see if, by the help of a noted “coach,”
-he could “pull through” his examinations, and get the University stamp,
-though late, impressed upon him. There had been no particular reason why
-he had not achieved that University stamp before. He was a tolerable
-scholar, and had meant honours--but had not been industrious enough to
-attain them, and had thrown up the milder standard in disgust. Thus he
-had come to Underhayes, intending better than, perhaps, he had ever
-steadfastly intended in his life; and lo! Nancy Bates was the result.
-
-All this was in Durant’s mind, as, after a troubled night, he looked out
-of his inn window in the morning upon a mellow sunshiny morning of true
-October weather, a warm yellow haze in the air, which melted into the
-ripe foliage below, and the mottled clouds above. The little town was
-embosomed in trees. It was a little more than a village, a little less
-than a town; and, perhaps, had become more of a suburb than either,
-being within the radius of London, and coming nearer to that increasing
-centre every day. The metropolis and the village had been long putting
-forth arms of approach towards each other, and Underhayes had grown
-gradually larger, and nearer year by year. There was still a village
-green in the centre of the place; but the old houses had put on new
-fronts, and got enlargements of various kinds, and had become the homes
-of London people who went to town every morning, instead of the poorish,
-but very genteel persons who used to inhabit them. This was a great gain
-to the place, and made it swell and grow bigger and bigger; but at the
-same time it was a loss and forfeiture of all the originality, and much
-of the quiet beauty, and no little of the genial and graceful comfort
-that had once dwelt around the green. Everybody was richer, larger,
-vainer; and gorgeous entertainments were given, at which there was much
-more expenditure but less friendliness than of old. The city men
-considered themselves a great deal more intelligent, as they certainly
-were more knowing, than the older inhabitants, the retired captains and
-colonels, the widows and old maids, and solitary couples, who were now
-dying out in the too active air of the place. But these relics of olden
-days, at least, returned their scorn with interest, if they could not
-compete with them in other ways. Half way between these two sections of
-the community stood Mr. Eagles, the great “coach,” whose fame was in all
-the schools and all the services. He lived in an old-fashioned house
-with an old gate, the posts of which were surmounted by two great stone
-balls, and which opened upon a bit of real avenue, and enclosed real
-grounds, something more than a garden. It was a genuine old house, in
-which a retired Cabinet Minister had once lived. It was true he had
-built additions to it, but they were done in good taste, and strict
-submission to the original style of the house, which was taken as a kind
-of homage to the antique and Conservative class, by that class itself.
-He had a large house, and he took pupils; but yet it was nothing like a
-school, for the young men did not live with him--no one but young Mr.
-Curtis, who was not to call a pupil, who was “reading” for his degree,
-and who was a young man of excellent family and an acquisition to any
-society. Arthur indeed, in his own person, was one of the chief
-conciliatory circumstances which made the old inhabitants on the Green
-tolerate and receive Mr. Eagles, whom the new inhabitants looked upon
-with respect as a man who had made his way.
-
-The little inn in which Durant had passed the night was opposite the
-gateway with the stone balls. Underhayes was not enough of a place to
-have a good inn. People who frequented inns had no object in going
-there. It was not far enough from London, nor near enough; and there
-were no exceptional attractions as in Kew or Richmond. Therefore, amid
-all the changes and improvements, the Red Lion was just what it had
-always been, a homely place with a sign-board standing out upon the edge
-of the Green, and a bench, shaded by trees, where its homely customers
-could sit and drink their beer. And on the other side of the Green stood
-Mr. Eagle’s gate, breaking the high wall in which his house and its
-grounds were enclosed, and from whence there burst, in autumn richness
-of colour, over the wall, a rich border of trees.
-
-Durant got up in much doubt and discomfort of mind after a restless
-night. He went out into the soft breezy air, which was warm, yet not
-quite free of the crispness of a first threatening of frost. Spruce men
-were passing on all sides, well brushed and neat, with daintily rolled
-umbrellas, with light great-coats, sometimes with a book, or a bundle of
-letters to read in the train, going to business--all walking with air
-alert that spoke of a definite aim, and the pre-occupation of something
-to do--which did not interfere, however, with a genial readiness to
-hear, or report the last piece of gossip. Many of them had choice
-flowers in their coats, a touch of the poetry which means luxury rather
-than taste, with which to sweeten the office and show the skill of their
-respective gardeners. All this was new to Durant, who knew nothing about
-the ways of the city, though he acknowledged with respect the air of
-work and serious occupation, which called forth his sympathy, though it
-did not take the form with which he was acquainted. He watched them
-passing, going to the train; and then was conscious of the lull and
-desertion of the Green:--the momentary pause, half of regret, half of
-relief, at the departure of all this activity, and then the rising of
-the second more tranquil wave of movement, the tradespeople’s carts and
-messengers, the butcher and baker setting out on their rounds. How many
-little worlds like this, each complete in its own conceit, were rushing
-on and on, unconscious each of its neighbour! But he certainly had no
-time for those _banales_ reflections, occupied as he was with painful
-considerations as to whether he could still do anything, or say anything
-to justify his mission here. What could he do or say? Arthur had left
-him in high dudgeon--offended apparently beyond redemption. He was not
-so much disturbed by this as he might have been; for he knew Arthur, and
-that it was not in his nature to quarrel permanently, however angry he
-might be for the moment. But the question was, whether he could do
-anything independent of Arthur, upon whom he did not feel that his
-influence for the present would be very weighty? He thought, with a
-smile, of the recorded proceedings in a similar case, the steps taken by
-the protectors of another Arthur--for where but in fiction can such
-difficulties find their readiest parallel? But Durant had no standing
-ground on which to emulate the masterly tactics of Major Pendennis,
-though the example occurred to him seriously. No--the position of Arthur
-Curtis had not been exaggerated, nor was there any glamour of false
-light about the subject which he could dispel. He was very much puzzled,
-very doubtful and anxious. He could not leave the place without
-attempting something more--but what was he to do?
-
-His thoughts were thus occupied when he saw the gates opposite to him
-open hastily and some one come out--a small resolute man, with
-peremptory short steps and a dogmatical bearing. Durant felt at once
-that this was Mr. Eagles, and that he was coming towards him; and there
-was an air of vexation still more decided than his own on the brow of
-the famous tamer and trainer of “men.” He came across the Green at a
-rapid pace.
-
-“Mr. Durant, I presume? My name is Eagles,” he said. “I hope you have
-brought some light with you on a most difficult subject. What is to be
-done with this boy?”
-
-“You mean Curtis?”
-
-“Yes, I mean Curtis. Nothing in the least like it has ever happened
-among my pupils before. I feel my establishment disgraced by
-it--_disgraced_, Mr. Durant. So utterly abominable an example! I don’t
-as a rule take charge of men’s morals or conduct, and I heartily repent
-having received this one into my house. It was a silly thing for me to
-do; but a fellow who had been at a public school and at the university,
-who would have supposed he could have turned out such a fool?”
-
-“Pardon me,” said Durant, reddening, “he may have been foolish, but he
-is not a fool.”
-
-“Oh, if you stand up for him! I thought you had come here, as is the
-part of a friend, to endeavour to convince him of his folly.”
-
-“It is not so easy. Is it not the very essence of folly to think itself
-wiser than all its advisers?” said Durant with a sigh. “May I ask you
-how you knew I was here.”
-
-“Oh, he told me; there is a certain frankness about him. And I saw you
-perambulating the Green, which is a thing unusual at this hour, and
-guessed it must be you. I wish him to go.”
-
-“To go! Curtis?”
-
-“Yes, Curtis. I wish him to go. He is (of course) doing no good here,
-and the story has oozed out, equally of course. How can I tell that some
-other idiot may not be moved by his example, and put himself at the feet
-of a sister? I shall get a bad name. I!--because your friend is a
-sentimental idiot.”
-
-“Patience!” said Durant, laughing in spite of himself. “I don’t see how
-any one can blame you.”
-
-“Nor I; but they will,” said Mr. Eagles. “Of all foolish and
-unreasonable persons on the face of the earth, parents are the most
-unreasonable. You must take your man away.”
-
-“But he is not my man. I have no authority over him.”
-
-“You are his friend, and you seem to have some sense, and you know his
-father. This is my ultimatum--you must take your man away. I have no
-time to say any more. Good morning, Mr. Durant. I like promptitude, and
-I expect you to act at once upon what I say.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-
-Durant felt that after this shock he needed a little quiet, to
-re-establish him in his former thoughts. Mr. Eagles had assailed him
-like a charge of cavalry. He laughed, yet he was shaken. It was not in
-his power to take away his man; indeed he was in the most uncomfortable
-position possible, supposed to hold an official position in respect to
-Arthur, and, indeed, endowed with powers of remonstrance and reproof,
-but with no authority--the most difficult of all circumstances. He could
-neither take away his man, nor even oblige that man to hear reason, and
-yet he was more or less responsible for him; and to crown all, his man
-had quarrelled with him, and shaken off even the ties of affection which
-had hitherto bound them. This, it is true, did not affect him so much as
-it might have done had he been less familiar with Arthur, who he knew
-could never stand out or maintain the separation. To be sure, Arthur,
-backed up by a new family, and with the possible evil animus of “a set
-of women” added to his personal offence, was a person as yet unknown to
-his friend; and though Durant was kind, and did not think evil of
-others, yet he was not able to divest himself of the natural
-prepossession against the “set of women” whose ideas henceforward must,
-more or less, inspire Arthur. It is a compliment at least to the mental
-power of women that this is the first thought that springs into anyone’s
-head when a man makes, or is understood to be about to make, an
-unsuitable marriage. The man may be wiser, cleverer, infinitely of more
-importance than the woman as a moral being; but the whole inspiration
-of his conduct is instantly believed to be _hers_. Durant had not a
-notion what was the mental calibre of Nancy Bates. On the surface, of
-course, it could only be taken for granted that a member of the educated
-classes, a University man, would count for more than an untaught girl,
-the daughter of ignorant people. But nobody thinks so, and Durant was
-like everyone else. He began to wonder what sort of people the Bates’
-were, and finally determined to go and see them according to the
-invitation of last night. He might as well feign a little even, with
-this admirable motive, and show himself friendly by way of being as
-unfriendly as possible. He was not quite sure of the moral grandeur of
-the proceeding. Take it all in all, indeed, the effort to seduce Arthur
-from his allegiance before their very eyes, so to speak; to beguile him
-into breaking his word and renouncing his plighted faith, was not, on
-the surface, a highly moral proceeding. But yet Durant, when he came,
-had been unable to conceive anything more desirable than this. If he
-could only have succeeded in persuading Arthur to do it, it would not
-only have left no weight on his conscience, but he would have felt that
-he had done well. The girl herself! What of the girl herself? She was a
-gambler, playing for high stakes. As for feeling on her part, who was at
-all likely to take that into consideration? Certainly when Lewis Durant
-did not (and it never occurred to him), it was extremely unlikely that
-any one else would.
-
-This thought, however, having got into his mind, he resolved on carrying
-it out. He would go and see these people, and find out whether anything
-could be done with them, and again (with a smile) he thought of Major
-Pendennis and his most successful negotiations. These were the tactics
-the Major adopted, and they had proved excellently adapted for the
-purpose. The circumstances, however, were evidently different. Nothing
-could be said of Arthur Curtis, unless his friend was prepared to lie in
-his behalf, which would shake the confidence of the girl’s family in the
-advantages of the marriage. He was Sir John’s only son, the estates were
-entailed, there was but one sister to share even the personal property
-of the family, and Lady Curtis was very well off in her own right.
-Anything that could be said, would only make the Bates family more
-certain that Nancy had done an admirable thing for herself, so admirable
-that nothing should be allowed to stand in her way. Howsoever the
-lover’s friends might object, nothing could be done to do away
-altogether with the advantages of the marriage, and Durant felt that the
-family would be fools indeed to allow any meddler like himself to affect
-their action in the matter. Still people are fools now and then,
-notwithstanding the strong hold of self-interest, and might be beguiled
-into a false step, notwithstanding that every inducement was on the
-other side. All this passed through Durant’s mind, and he did not blush
-at the thought. It seemed to him quite justifiable, nay, laudable. It
-was to save Arthur; if he could save Arthur by deceiving others, what
-then? And as for the girl! Talk of hearts, if you please, in other
-conditions of life, but the heart of a village girl who beguiles a
-gentleman into falling in love with her! Honest, honourable, and true as
-he was, Durant, strangely enough, had still no compunction there. Could
-he have broken Arthur’s troth-plight like a wand, he would have been
-delighted with himself.
-
-He did not know his way very well, having threaded a number of small
-dark streets, in the rain, the night before, led by the vague directions
-of various officious guides; but he had a notion in which direction it
-was, and he had abundance of time before him. He had not gone very far,
-indeed, before he met an individual who might easily have guided him,
-and whom he passed with a curious consciousness that here would be the
-most vulnerable member of the family--no less a person than Mr. Bates
-himself; a little stout man in a large white neckcloth, with a book in
-his hand, and an appearance of ink spots about him, which betrayed the
-existence of what is euphemistically called writing materials somewhere
-about his person. The expression of his face was not less characteristic
-of his profession. No softening atmosphere of rum was about him now. His
-face was red, probably from those long continued, though moderate
-evening indulgences, and his lips were pursed up and tight. He looked
-the kind of man whose proceedings would be summary, who would take no
-excuses, who would be rigid as fate in the punctuality of his
-applications. Durant watched him furtively from the other side of the
-street; and the conclusion to which he came was that Mr. Bates, though
-obdurate with his district, would be incapable of standing an assault
-from anyone of superior condition; and however arbitrary he might be to
-a defaulter in rates, would not venture to withstand a Sir John, should
-he demand the sacrifice of his Iphigenia. Should he approach him at
-once, thus unprotected, in the middle of his duties, and frighten him
-into a promise to shut his doors upon Arthur? For a moment Durant
-hesitated; for, in the first place, he was not Sir John, and in the
-second place, he distrusted the power of the tax-gatherer to contend
-with “those women.” To subdue the women themselves was a more desperate
-piece of work, but it would be more effectual were it done. With this
-conclusion, he went on making his way in the direction which he supposed
-the right one. He would not awaken curiosity by inquiring, and he had
-abundant time, as it was still early. The forenoon was bright and
-genial, but the place was very quiet. The men had been swept out of it
-by the morning train. Except Mr. Bates, and the butchers and bakers,
-and a stray parson of the High Church sect, who blocked out a large
-piece of sunshine with his cassock and cloak, there was no one visible,
-for it was too early for the female population to leave the business of
-their houses. He was sure to find all the females of the Bates’ family,
-he thought, in the stuffy little parlour, with probably some
-preparations for dinner going on side by side with the bonnet making.
-And the heroine, what might she be doing?--not seated on the sofa, nor
-love-making he hoped; the bonnet was better than that. He made several
-little pictures of her in his imagination, now standing upon her dignity
-as engaged to a gentleman, putting on a multitude of little airs,
-lording it over her sisters. No doubt this was how she would show her
-success. He knew nothing whatever about Nancy, but as his object was to
-destroy her hopes, he represented her to himself, unconsciously, as
-affected by the very poorest version possible of these hopes. It was
-natural. While, however, he was pursuing these thoughts and his way
-together, he suddenly encountered, coming round a corner, one of the
-sisters, whom he had met on the previous night. They came so suddenly
-upon each other, that both paused, with the slight shock of almost
-personal contact.
-
-“Oh, Mr. Durant!” cried Sarah Jane.
-
-She blushed “to be caught” in her cotton frock and shabby hat, running
-out in the morning--not such was the apparel in which she would have
-chosen to be seen by a gentleman--but Sarah Jane was a born flirt, and
-even her frock did not subdue her. She would not lose the opportunity.
-And to tell the truth, the cotton frock was much more becoming, had she
-known it, than the cheap travesties of “the fashion” which she generally
-wore.
-
-“I am very glad to have met you, Miss Bates,” he said. “I was trying to
-find the way to your house.”
-
-“Oh, la!” said Sarah Jane, her eyes dancing. This was something to the
-purpose, for why should he come to the house so soon but for _some
-reason_? And it could not be Matilda. “But I ain’t Miss Bates, I’m the
-youngest,” she said. “If you’ll just come two or three steps down this
-street first, I’ll show you the way. I’ve got some ribbon to match--look
-here, Matty’s new Sunday bonnet--but I shan’t be a moment, and I’ll show
-you the way.”
-
-Durant consented; it seemed to him the best chance he could have had of
-acquiring information. He turned and walked down the street by the side
-of the girl, who was half-wild with pride and pleasure. She could see
-one or two faces glance out through shop-windows with surprise and envy.
-To be seen walking along the street with such a gentleman-like-looking
-man! There was nobody in Underhayes, except Arthur, who looked so
-distinguished, not even Colonel Hooker, who was supposed by everybody
-to be the glass of fashion. This was a delusion of fancy on Sarah Jane’s
-part, for Durant’s appearance was nowise remarkable; but as life is but
-thought, the idea was quite as good to her as if it had been true.
-
-“I go all the messages,” said Sarah Jane. “I think it is very hard,
-especially as the girl is there, doing next to nothing; but they say
-they can’t trust the girl. Girls _are_ very queer; they are not to be
-depended upon. I am sure, the trouble mamma has with ours!”
-
-They had not kept a girl very long, and Sarah Jane was still a little
-proud of it as of a sign of social distinction. She turned to her new
-friend for sympathy, though reflecting, as she did so, that probably he
-was living in lodgings, and had not in his own person either the pride
-or the difficulty of managing a servant of any kind.
-
-“Yes,” said Durant; “I agree with you, Miss Bates. Girls, so far as I
-have seen them, are very queer.”
-
-“Ain’t they?” cried Sarah Jane, relieved as to his circumstances, of
-which a momentary doubt had crossed her mind; “never to be relied on,
-and eating, ma says, as much as any two of us. So I go to the shops. I
-don’t mind it, generally; and then if I didn’t go, who would? Matilda
-has no eyes. She never sees when a thing doesn’t match; and Nancy, you
-know, she’s always either with Arthur, or doing something for him. I
-daresay he’s there now.”
-
-“Is he there all day? That must be rather a bore for you.”
-
-“That’s what I always say, Mr. Durant. I daresay Nancy may like it, for,
-of course, he is her young man; but we can’t do a thing like we used,
-with him always there. I wish to goodness gracious they were married.
-Our parlour is a very nice room, but it’s too small to have these two
-continually there. Mamma always will call it a parlour, though
-drawing-room is so much better.”
-
-“I prefer parlour.”
-
-“Do you now? how funny! All our friends say drawing-room, though I
-think, after all, they oughtn’t to, as we take our meals there. It is
-such a trouble running in and out from one room to another, and keeping
-up two fires. At least, I should not think it a trouble, but mamma does.
-She likes her old-fashioned ways. Will Arthur be very rich, Mr. Durant,
-and will he be a baronet when his father dies?”
-
-“He will certainly be a baronet when his father dies.”
-
-“What luck for Nancy!” cried Sarah Jane; “and she met him just by
-chance, you know, as I might meet--anyone in the street.” She had
-intended to say “you,” but paused in time. “When old Aunt Anna died, it
-was her she left everything to, all her funny old dresses, and her
-money. Perhaps you did not know that she was the rich one? People say
-it is a shame, and that Matilda should have got it, as she is the
-eldest; but Matilda isn’t so kind as Nancy. I should not have got any
-good of it if Matilda had been the heiress. But fancy! when Nancy gets a
-dress for herself, she always gets one for me too, so I am just as well
-off as though the money were mine.”
-
-“That is very kind of Miss Bates,” said Durant, not seeing how to find
-his way through all this prattle, and a little impatient of the long
-detour.
-
-“She is not Miss Bates; she’s the second, next to me; and I think--if
-you will not tell anyone--that when she marries Arthur, who is rich, she
-will give up her legacy. I don’t know if it will be to me; I wish it
-might be to me--not that I should keep it all to myself; but it is so
-nice to have it all in one’s hands, and make the rest feel under
-obligations to you. Don’t you think it is very nice? Especially Matilda.
-I should like to say to her, ‘Matilda, dear, shouldn’t you like a new
-bonnet?’ Oh, what fun it would be! and her looks between wanting the
-bonnet and not wanting to have it from me.”
-
-“It would be amusing, no doubt,” said Durant; “but do you think it is
-quite sure that Mr. Curtis will be so rich? I should think it would be
-better for your sister to keep her money, for she will have a great many
-expenses.”
-
-“Oh, you nasty, unkind, mean--that’s not what I was going to say,” cried
-Sarah Jane; “but, dear me, you told me yourself Arthur was rich! Ain’t
-he a baronet’s son? What does he want with her little bit of money? I
-should be ashamed, myself, of taking money with my wife when I didn’t
-want it, if I was a rich gentleman. I call that mean.”
-
-“But perhaps Mr. Curtis is not so rich as you think,” said Durant. “His
-father is not an old man; there is no reason why Sir John should not
-live for twenty years or more.”
-
-“Twenty years or more!” cried Sarah Jane, turning upon him eyes that
-were full of dismay. She stopped short in the street to turn round and
-fix upon him her alarmed gaze. “Do you mean to say that Nancy--do you
-mean to tell me that Arthur?--But that would be no better than marrying
-anyone else. Just Missis, like everybody! Why Nancy!--Nancy will never
-give in to that.”
-
-“I thought that probably you were deceiving yourselves,” said Durant,
-with some complacency, wondering at this depth of ignorance indeed, but
-extremely pleased with himself for having divined it, and thus finding a
-means of working. “Miss Nancy, if she marries Mr. Curtis, will be plain
-Missis, as you say, for all the world as if she had married the grocer
-at the corner.”
-
-“Oh, the grocer! that is what she is never likely to do,” cried Miss
-Sarah Jane, with a conscious look towards the corner. The grocer was
-standing at the door in his apron--a good-looking young man, whose eyes
-were fixed, as Durant saw with some amusement, on himself, and with a
-decidedly hostile look. Miss Sarah Jane gave him a nod of airy
-fascination across the street. Perhaps but for this conversation she
-would not have been so gracious. Durant perceived that he himself was
-being presented in the light of a possible rival to the young tradesman,
-of whom he had spoken so lightly, and it was all he could do to keep his
-gravity in this very novel and unexpected conjuncture. He made an
-effort, however, and went on.
-
-“You must know,” he said, “that an independent poor man like that very
-good-looking grocer--”
-
-“Oh, poor! none so poor! he is better off than many folks that make a
-deal more show,” said Sarah Jane.
-
-“That is precisely what I was going to say. An independent man in his
-position, may be really in much better circumstances than the son of a
-more important person. Sir John Curtis is not a man to be trifled with,”
-Durant went on, with a momentary half-amused compunction for this cruel
-slander upon poor Sir John. “He is stern in his own views; he is capable
-of withdrawing his son’s allowance altogether if he is dissatisfied with
-his marriage. I am very sorry to alarm you, but I feared you might be
-under some delusion, and this was what I wanted to say.”
-
-Sarah Jane’s eyes had been growing wider and wider with alarm and
-wonder. She turned round upon her heel as upon a pivot.
-
-“Now I think of it,” she said, “Matilda had better come and match her
-ribbon herself. It is only for the strings, and the bonnet is not more
-than half done--and, please, come and tell all this to mother yourself.
-Nancy’s a dear,” said the girl, with a look which entirely changed her
-aspect to her sympathetic companion. “She may have her faults, but she’s
-always been kind, and I can’t bear that she should be deceived. Come and
-tell it to them at home. Mother knows a deal--she’s cleverer than any of
-us; _she’ll_ know if you’re right or wrong; but I won’t have Nancy put
-upon, not--” cried the girl, with a vehemence of regard which only the
-strongest asseveration could justify--“not if I was never to have
-another new dress for years and years!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-
-The unlikely pair retraced their steps rapidly, turning towards the
-house of the Bates’; but the effect of Durant’s revelation soon died off
-from the mind of Sarah Jane. She had done what duty required in taking
-him at once to her mother. Once told to that supreme authority, Sarah
-Jane felt that her mind was clear of all responsibility, and, indeed, as
-a matter of fact, she dismissed the burden of this new revelation long
-before her companion ceased his efforts to impress it upon her. She
-tried what she could to beguile him into lighter talk; she broke in upon
-him with lively observations, and little essays of friendly
-familiarity. The momentary agitation of sympathy which had almost
-interested Durant in her died away. She began to pout as he went on.
-
-“Oh, please don’t talk for ever about Arthur; I ain’t in love with
-Arthur, though Nancy is. I think you might find another subject,” she
-said. “They make a deal too much of him at home; I think, and so does
-Matilda, that there are nicer-looking and as gentlemanlike-looking in
-Underhayes as he is. What do you think of Underhayes, Mr. Durant? Is not
-it a pretty little place? If I had my choice I would live in London, and
-every night of my life I’d go to a dance or to the play. I don’t pretend
-to be good, as some girls are. I shouldn’t go about among the poor, or
-sing in church. What I’d like, would be to go to a party every night, or
-else to the play.”
-
-“I should think you would soon be tired of that,” said Durant;
-“fashionable people get quite worn out. They get pale and colourless,
-not fresh and blooming, like you.”
-
-“Oh,” cried Sarah Jane, feeling that this was the kind of talk in which
-she shone, “tell me about fashionable people, Mr. Durant! Are they a
-great deal prettier than we are? I suppose they look so with all their
-grand dresses; but I should not care to catch people by dress, and make
-them think me good-looking when I wasn’t; I would much rather look what
-I am, and then nobody would be deceived.”
-
-“You could have no inducement to look anything but what you are,” said
-Durant amused, giving this young savage, since she asked for it so
-plainly, the gewgaw of compliment which she wanted. Sarah Jane
-brightened, and coloured, and bridled with pleasure. Let Nancy fare as
-she might, here was an immediate advantage her sister could have,
-without any evil effect on Nancy’s future.
-
-“Oh, you are just like all the gentlemen,” she said, “always paying
-compliments; if the girls were not a deal more sensible than you think,
-you would turn our heads. But if there is one thing I despise, it is the
-silly girls that believe everything that is said to them. A little
-experience teaches you better than that,” said Sarah Jane.
-
-“And what does experience teach Miss Bates,” said Durant, suppressing
-his laugh.
-
-“I told you before I was not Miss Bates; I am Miss Sarah Jane. Some
-people don’t think it very pretty, but I will never be ashamed of my
-name. Is it true that they go to five or six parties in a night, one
-after the other? I should not like that; where I am enjoying myself I
-like to stay. If it was dull, perhaps it would be a good thing to try
-another, but fancy a ball being dull! it is, I suppose, for the old
-wallflowers that don’t dance, but I think a ball heavenly. Don’t you
-think so, Mr. Durant? I have been at three--the volunteers’ ball, and
-the--two others that you wouldn’t know about; and I nearly danced my
-shoes to pieces at all the three.”
-
-“It was natural then that you should enjoy them,” said Durant.
-
-“Yes, wasn’t it? I never would miss one if I could help it. Now Nancy
-was so foolish she never went at all, but started out for a long walk
-with Arthur, just as we were going. Wasn’t it silly? I think she was
-sorry though next day, when she heard us talking of it and counting our
-partners, Matilda and me. A girl may be going to be married, without
-giving up all her pleasures. But Nancy is a deal too good; I believe she
-would not mind giving up a ball even, if Arthur was not there, to let me
-go.”
-
-“I am glad to hear she is so kind.”
-
-“Oh yes, she is very kind. But she wanted me to wear an old dress of
-aunt’s, and that I would not put up with. She does not mind looking a
-guy herself. I danced seven waltzes straight off, without ever sitting
-down, but I was not tired--not a bit tired. Oh, what fun it was! I wish
-there was one to-night--I wish there was one every night. I could dance
-till six o’clock in the morning, and never tire.”
-
-“I hope then for your sake,” said Durant, “that there are a great many
-balls at Underhayes.”
-
-“No, indeed. It requires to be some public thing, like the Volunteers. I
-have seen dances in the houses on the Green; but then we were not asked,
-and it was dreadful to stand and look in at the windows, and hear the
-music. I am sure there were plenty of people there that were not a bit
-better than we were. That girl that teaches the little Smithards--a bit
-of a governess. Mamma said it was ridiculous having her, and not us--a
-little bit of a governess! Now _we_ have never been required to do
-anything for our living. We have always been kept at home, and have had
-everything we wanted. That makes a deal of difference; don’t you think
-it does, Mr. Durant?”
-
-“I am not very clever in such subjects. I have to work very hard for my
-living, Miss Sarah Jane.”
-
-“Have you now? I should not have thought it, you look so like a
-gentleman. I suppose it is the clothes,” said Sarah Jane thoughtfully.
-“But even then,” she added with magnanimous indulgence, “that is quite
-different; men may work without losing caste, mamma says, but not women.
-And we have always been kept at home. I would not be a governess for the
-world.”
-
-“I do not suppose it can be a pleasant occupation,” said Durant.
-
-“No, indeed. What are you, Mr. Durant? You don’t teach, do you? I wish
-you had been in the army; I do so like officers, their manners are so
-nice. Here we are at home already, I declare. What a pity, we have had
-such a nice walk. Mamma, here’s Mr. Durant,” she said, rushing into the
-little parlour; “and oh! look here, he is come to say that Arthur ain’t
-at all rich--and that Nancy won’t be my lady--and that it’s all a
-mistake.”
-
-“What are you saying, Sarah Jane? Shut the door, can’t you, and not
-shriek like that in the passage; should you like the girl to hear? I
-wonder at you, child. Good evening, Mr. Durant,” said the mother,
-stiffly. She did not hold out her hand to him, or ask him to sit down,
-with the effusive hospitality of last night, but her daughters were more
-kind; Matilda lifted the paper with all her materials off the sofa to
-make room for him, and Sarah Jane dragged forth the most comfortable
-chair.
-
-“This is the coolest place, Mr. Durant,” she said. “Oh, isn’t it warm
-here, with such a big fire? and it is quite a lovely morning, though
-there is a breeze; and Mr. Durant and I have had the most delightful
-walk!”
-
-The former speech made the mother cold and Matilda kind; this had the
-reverse effect--Matilda froze and Mrs. Bates began to thaw. The
-gentleman who had taken a delightful walk with her youngest daughter,
-was not a man to be frowned upon. Who could tell what might come out of
-such a beginning? Mrs. Bates was governed by a different code of laws
-from those which move the careful mothers of other spheres. She was not
-afraid of delightful walks, or those meetings which are not always
-accidental; besides, was not the stranger Arthur’s friend, and
-consequently no stranger at all?
-
-“I am sure it is very good of Mr. Durant to take the trouble of talking
-to a little scatterbrain like you,” she said; “but girls will be girls;
-we can’t put old heads on young shoulders; and indeed, poor things, why
-shouldn’t they be light-hearted? We haven’t got much more than good
-spirits and good constitutions to give them, Mr. Durant.”
-
-“La, mamma! a great deal Mr. Durant must care for our spirits and our
-constitutions!” cried Matilda; “I daresay he has come about business, as
-Sarah Jane says. Was it something about Arthur, Sir? But you can’t tell
-us anything that will hurt Arthur. We are so fond of him. We would not
-believe any harm of him, whatever you might say.”
-
-“I have no wish to say any harm of him,” said Durant; “I may claim,
-indeed, to have more affection for him than a stranger can have. He has
-been like a brother to me.”
-
-“And I am sure he is very fond of you,” said Mrs. Bates, “a gentleman
-couldn’t be fonder of another gentleman than he is of you. But, of
-course, you know, Mr. Durant, when people are in love, they think of
-nothing else.”
-
-“Poor Curtis!” said Durant unawares. It was true enough that he “was
-fond of” his friend; and yet, for the sake of this girl, Arthur had
-quarrelled even with his old companion. He felt a profound pity for him
-in his heart. What was he doing here, the foolish fellow--in this place,
-so unlike everything he had ever known?
-
-“Well!” said Mrs. Bates, “I wouldn’t say poor Curtis. So far as I have
-seen, ’tis a happy time. After, when the cares of the world come on, and
-there’s not means enough, or so forth, I might call ’em poor; but not
-just now when everything is colour de rose. And, thank Heaven! there
-cannot be any trouble about means with dear Arthur. Sarah Jane says, you
-say he isn’t rich? that may be, Mr. Durant. I don’t look for wealth when
-young folks are happy together, and fond of each other. Money ain’t
-everything, as I always tell my girls.”
-
-“No,” said Durant, taken aback. “I only thought, from what Miss Bates
-said, that you might be deceived in respect to Curtis’s true position,
-that was all. Of course, he has excellent prospects; but his father,
-Sir John, is comparatively a young man. He will flourish for the next
-twenty years, I hope. And as for the title, that of course--”
-
-“Of course,” said Mrs. Bates with dignity. “And I do hope Sir John will
-long be spared to his family. You must not take all that a silly girl
-says for Gospel. I think we are quite aware of Mr. Curtis’s position,
-Mr. Bates and me. Naturally, we made inquiries. He is not rich, but he
-will have enough, I hope, to make a start--and my daughter has a little
-of her own.”
-
-“Oh, mamma! what’s two hundred and fifty pounds?” said Matilda, “that’s
-Nancy’s fortune. It won’t last long, will it, Mr. Durant? And Arthur
-hasn’t got a business, or anything to help him to a living. I think it’s
-very kind of Mr. Durant to come and tell us all this about Sir John.”
-
-“And”--said Durant pursuing his advantage, “I must speak plainly,
-though it may not be pleasant. Sir John is not a man to take a lenient
-view of anything that appears like disobedience. I do not think it
-likely, pardon me for saying so, that the family will like the marriage.
-They do not know, for one thing, the excellence of Miss Nancy.”
-
-“Oh, Nancy!” said Matilda, under her breath, with a little toss of her
-head, and Sarah Jane laughed. Nancy was only Nancy after all, and as for
-excellence! Mrs. Bates took the matter differently, as may be supposed.
-
-“I am not going to hear anyone talk disrespectful of my girl,” she said.
-“She is as good a girl as ever breathed. I wish Sir John, or the Queen
-herself, may have as good, and that ain’t a bad wish, Mr. Durant. She is
-one that would do credit to any family, though I say it that shouldn’t.
-She’s pretty and she’s good, and knows her duty a deal better than most.
-Them that find fault with my Nancy, it’s because they don’t know what
-she is. Me and her father could tell them a different story. She never
-was one to go after pleasure like the other two.”
-
-“Mamma!” said Matilda and Sarah Jane in a breath.
-
-“Oh yes! I know what I am saying. You are good girls enough, but you’re
-not like your sister. You were always the troublesome ones. You’d talk
-and laugh with anybody. You have got no proper pride. But Nancy has
-always kept herself to herself. However she got to be so fond of Arthur,
-I never could make out, for she was not one to take up with strangers;
-and never had any affair of the sort, nor so much as kept company with a
-gentleman in all her days, till she met with Arthur. Oh! my Nancy is a
-very uncommon girl, Mr. Durant. There are very few like her.”
-
-“I am quite ready to believe it,” said Durant, proceeding on his
-remorseless career, though compunctions pricked him for what he was
-doing. “But Sir John does not know Miss Nancy. And there is Lady Curtis
-to be taken into consideration.”
-
-“Ah,” said Mrs. Bates, subdued for the moment, “I don’t deny a lady may
-have prejudices. I know by myself--that time when Charley was supposed
-to be paying attention to--you remember, girls?--oh yes! a mother is to
-be considered. But still--we have no reason to think Lady Curtis is
-disagreeable, Mr. Durant, or will not hear reason. The time I am talking
-of, about Charley--I took my measures. I got a friend of mine to speak
-to the girl; and I met her myself--by accident like; and, I am glad to
-say, it all came to nothing,” Mrs. Bates added with a sigh of relief.
-
-“Then you perceive,” said Durant, “that you felt exactly as Lady Curtis
-may be expected to feel.”
-
-“Yes--mothers is the same everywhere, I suppose,” said Mrs. Bates, not
-without complacence. “A little more money don’t make much difference,
-Mr. Durant. If it was the Queen, a mother can’t be more than a mother.
-And we’re all alike, never out of anxiety one way or other--thinking of
-our children--a deal more than our children ever think of us,” she
-added, shaking her head at her daughters with a sigh. “But I suppose
-that’s the way of the world.”
-
-“Let us return to Lady Curtis,” said the Devil’s advocate. “She, you
-acknowledge, is likely to be prejudiced. You understand that, judging
-from the feelings with which you heard of Mr. Charley’s entanglement--”
-
-“It never went so far as an entanglement. Dear, no! you must not think
-it was so serious.”
-
-“But this is very serious, Mrs. Bates. Curtis has settled everything to
-marry your daughter--so he tells me--and what will Lady Curtis think?
-She does not know Miss Nancy, nor you. She will think these are some
-designing people who have caught my son--”
-
-At this there was a universal outcry, through which, however, Durant
-threaded his way with composure, notwithstanding the threatening and
-angry glances which surrounded him on every side.
-
-“Designing people,” he repeated, “who have caught my son. You don’t
-suppose I think so, who know you? But Lady Curtis does not know you--and
-there is a certain difference between your rank and theirs. It is,
-vulgarly speaking, a good match for Miss Nancy. I am speaking from their
-point of view--this is how they _must_ think of it, you know. In their
-rank of life, people generally meet and consult over a marriage. One
-man’s son does not marry another man’s daughter on the same level of
-society, without a great many consultations over it, and advances from
-one to the other. The young lady has to be introduced to her future
-husband’s family, and all the steps towards the marriage are taken
-jointly. But there has been nothing of the kind in this case. The
-Curtises have not even been informed of it. They found it out by chance.
-Fancy then, Mrs. Bates, what their feelings must be? They find
-themselves deceived and defied by their son; and they find that you are
-quite willing to allow him to marry your daughter without the slightest
-communication with his family--”
-
-“Mr. Durant,” said Mrs. Bates, whimpering, “who gave you any right to
-come like this and insult us? What have we done to you that you dare to
-speak so? Oh! it is well seen that my husband is out, and we have no one
-to protect us, girls. But I say it is mean to come here in the morning,
-when there’s no one to stand up for us, and trample upon women. I say
-it’s a poor sort of thing to do. You daren’t do it--no, he daren’t do
-it--if your papa was here.”
-
-“Oh, don’t talk nonsense, mother,” said Matilda, “what could father do?
-Is he the one to take care of anybody? Mr. Durant, look here, I don’t
-think you’re any way against us, are you? It’s in kindness that you’re
-talking, ain’t it? I can’t think that a gentleman would come into a
-house, if it was the house of poor folks, like this might be, and put on
-a show of being friendly--and mean different. Folks learn a deal in this
-world,” said the young woman, pushing away her bonnet-making, and
-looking at him more and more keenly with rising suspicion; “but without
-you owned to it, I wouldn’t believe that.”
-
-“Miss Bates!” faltered Durant, rising to his feet. He grew crimson under
-her honest straightforward look. It was honest and straightforward,
-notwithstanding that there must, he felt, have been a certain
-double-dealing, more or less, about Arthur; but he was in no position
-now to find fault with the double-dealing of others--had he not acted
-equivocally himself?
-
-“I did not mean to deceive you,” he said, faltering. “I did not mean to
-conceal from you that I was the friend of the Curtis family. I have
-never said I approved of the marriage. I have naturally looked upon it
-from their point of view.”
-
-“He never said anything different,” said Sarah Jane, crying in sympathy
-with her mother. “He never said he was our friend. This is what he has
-been saying to me since ever I met him. As if nobody was ladies but
-those that are rich! and as if the rest of the world was dirt--as if we
-cared for his Curtises and his fine folks!”
-
-“If it is on account of the family you care, Mr. Durant,” said Matilda,
-more moderate, “it would be better if you said it straight out.”
-
-“I beg your pardon,” he said, recovering himself, “it was not necessary.
-I am not the agent of that family--nor am I the enemy of this family.
-But the marriage is very unsuitable, as any man may see; it ought to be
-opposed. What happiness can come of it? Judge for yourselves. Curtis
-can’t do anything for his living, as Miss Bates says; and your
-daughter’s little money, what is it? And if they marry, they will be
-altogether dependent on Sir John, who does not like it--who goes further
-than that--hates it, and is furious with his son. He would cut him off
-with a shilling, if he could. But anyhow, he can stop his allowance; he
-would throw them on their own resources--and then what would they do?
-You have always kept her at home your daughter tells me; so that she
-could do nothing to help. And he could do nothing--what could he do? He
-has always been used to live expensively. Mrs. Bates, if you let it go
-on, I am very sorry for you. The most likely thing that can happen is,
-that they will be dependent on you.”
-
-“Dependent on us!” this was such a dreadful suggestion, that all lesser
-impulses of offence were forgotten. They gathered round him in tremulous
-anxiety. “You don’t mean to say, Mr. Durant, that they would leave him
-without a penny? I am speaking to you like a friend,” said Mrs. Bates,
-“I am not particular to ask if you meant it or not. Would they leave him
-without a penny?--a young man with all his extravagant ways.”
-
-“Would not you do it yourself, if you thought it would stop such a
-marriage?” said Durant.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-
-Durant felt that he had done a good morning’s work. He had succeeded in
-frightening Mrs. Bates, and striking with alarm the sensible mind of
-Matilda, and the frivolous one of Sarah Jane. He left them in different
-stages of perplexity and distress when he came away. They were not more
-selfish than other people; but the idea of Nancy’s marriage, which they
-had been so proud of in anticipation, coming to nothing, or coming to so
-much worse than nothing as to throw the “young couple” on their hands,
-naturally appalled them. Arthur had, which, perhaps, was also natural,
-told them as little as possible about his family; he had slurred
-vaguely over all details of how he and his bride were to live. He had
-plenty for both, he said; there would be quite enough to give his Nancy
-everything her heart could desire. What could they wish for more? The
-daughter of a tax-collector is not usually burdened with very elaborate
-marriage settlements.
-
-“I hope your papa and mamma will be pleased,” Mrs. Bates had said, when
-she had received the intimation of the betrothal, bestowing on her
-future son-in-law a tearful kiss, which he bore like a hero.
-
-“Oh, no fear of them; they will be pleased when they see Nancy,” he had
-replied; and with this assurance she had been content.
-
-As the time fixed for the marriage approached, no doubt there had been
-searchings of heart on the subject; but these were rather directed to
-the question, whether or not he would have any of his family asked to
-the wedding than to anything more important. Arthur was four-and-twenty,
-surely old enough to choose for himself, and the idea of consulting the
-father and mother (it being evident that they were not very likely to be
-satisfied with the marriage) did not occur to these good folks. A young
-tax-collector would not think of consulting his family, though he might
-like them to be pleased; and why should a baronet’s son, a young
-gentleman, much more his own master than any tax-collector, be bound to
-what his father and mother wished? Mr. Bates, who had a great respect
-for the powers that be, had, indeed, grumbled a fear that “they mightn’t
-like it;” but “Who cares?” had been the answer of his bolder spouse. She
-remembered this now with a little horror.
-
-“Your father is slow,” she said to her girls; “and sometimes we’re all
-impatient, as we didn’t ought to be; but it’s wonderful how often he’s
-right, is papa.”
-
-The girls scouted the idea in words, but in their hearts they too were
-somewhat impressed, and the little parlour was full of agitation all the
-morning. Nancy was out, as the day was so fine, with her lover. They had
-so nearly quarrelled on the previous night, that their morning meeting
-was more interesting than usual, and they had gone out to make it up.
-There was a common not far off, with stretches of gorse and little
-thickets of half-grown trees, which was the resort of all lovers in the
-neighbourhood; and there they had been spending the morning in the midst
-of the autumnal sunshine, declaring to each other that nothing should
-ever come between them again, neither enemies nor friends.
-
-Durant went home to his inn, very well pleased with himself, though with
-a qualm of compunction which he had not expected to feel. On the whole,
-these people were not designing people. They were not the harpies of the
-social imagination, who pounce upon the hapless _fils de famille_, and
-crunch his bones. That did not make them in the smallest degree more
-suitable to be connected with Arthur, but it made his friend a little
-ashamed of the part he was playing. And at the same time he was
-satisfied; for he did not want Arthur to make this foolish marriage, and
-he wanted very much to please Lady Curtis, for reasons which will be
-disclosed hereafter. He felt he had done a good day’s work, though,
-perhaps, it was not work of a very noble kind. He did not believe in the
-least that the Curtis family would sentence their son to starvation, or
-to be dependent on the house of Bates, though he made use of that idea
-to subjugate the latter; but Nature revenged herself upon him for this
-lie by permitting him to believe another, which was that these
-proceedings of his could have some influence in retarding Arthur’s
-marriage. Though he ought to have known that the obstacles thus set up
-would, on the contrary, make Arthur doubly eager, and lead him to force
-on everything, a little mist of complacent delusion was over his eyes in
-respect to his own adroitness, and he really believed that it might be
-in his power to save Arthur. And then if he saved Arthur, what might not
-Lady Curtis be disposed to do? Not, poor Durant, the same thing over
-again, by bestowing her daughter, of whom she was much more proud than
-she had ever been of Arthur, upon a poor, if rising barrister. No, that
-was not likely, and he knew it was not likely; but yet he had a certain
-vague faith in it which impelled him to do anything to please her; and
-he thought what he had done would please her. He thought he had produced
-some effect. There was a glow of comfortable sensation in his mind. If,
-perhaps, he had been not quite kind, not quite just to the poor people
-he had just quitted, what claim had they upon his kindness? None
-whatever; and it was all perfectly legitimate, perfectly fair. Were they
-not coming out of their natural sphere, clutching at the Baronet’s son
-for their daughter, publicly boasting the time when Nancy should be my
-lady? And was not any way of putting an end to this fair and defensible?
-He had done nothing that it was not quite allowable to do.
-
-In this frame of mind he ate his luncheon, and decided to stay another
-night at Underhayes. It was rather hard, indeed, to know what to do with
-himself in the afternoon; but he hoped that perhaps Arthur might change
-his mind, might think it worth while to come to him and argue the point;
-and in any arguing of the point, Durant felt that he must be successful.
-Then he had a bundle of correspondence to get through. A busy man is
-often entirely thrown out of his mental gear by finding himself shut up
-in a bare parlour in an inn, without any of his habitual tools, without
-books or papers. But he had letters to write, which was always an
-occupation; and one of his letters was to Lady Curtis. Before he could
-do this, however, it was necessary that he should get paper; and the day
-was so mild, and the air so sweet, and the appearance of the little
-place so pleasant, that he went out with an agreeable sense that his
-business was not pressing, and that he might linger before coming in.
-
-As Durant went out of the inn, however, he was run against by some one
-coming in, in hot haste, and with every appearance of impatience and
-impetuosity.
-
-“I want to speak to a Mr. Durant that is staying here,” she said to the
-waiter; then, stopping short with a start, turned her attention to
-himself. “I think you are Mr. Durant,” she said.
-
-It was Nancy Bates in person. Though he had seen her but vaguely on the
-previous night, he recognised her now. Her hat looked as if it had been
-put on hurriedly, and a long lock of brown hair had dropped upon her
-shoulder. Durant could not but notice how long it was, and how soft and
-shining it looked--not golden or red, but shining, glossy brown. It
-caught his eye, even in the midst of the shock he experienced on hearing
-her ask for him. What did she want with him? He felt himself shrink in
-spirit, if not in outward appearance. Arthur he had been striving to
-save, his conscience was clear in that respect; but this young woman,
-what had his intention been so far as she was concerned? It was not to
-save her he had been trying, but to break her heart, if she happened to
-have one, and anyhow, heart or none, destroy her prospects, and steal
-away her supposed good fortune. Therefore, he could not help it, he
-shrank a little from Nancy; and there was a haste and hostile energy in
-her looks which added to this feeling. He answered, almost in a tone of
-deprecation,
-
-“Yes, that is my name; and I think it is Miss Bates?”
-
-“Anna Bates,” she said, with a little elevation of her head, as if the
-name she pronounced had been one of imposing importance. “I want to
-speak to you, please.”
-
-Durant was entirely taken back. He looked at her with an air of helpless
-bewilderment. What was he to do? Ask her to go back to his sitting-room
-with him? ask her to go with him outside? He did not know what was
-etiquette in such regions. No young woman with whom he was acquainted
-had ever called upon him before, and the young man was utterly puzzled
-and discomfited, and did not know what to do.
-
-“Surely,” he said, hesitating between the stair and the door, with a
-helpless look at the waiter, who might, he thought, have made some
-suggestion.
-
-That it was wrong to come to Mr. Durant “on business,” and business so
-urgent, had never crossed Nancy’s mind before; but she saw that he
-thought so, and this discovery, instead of abashing her, fired her with
-new vehemence. The very wonder in his face was as a flag of aristocratic
-superiority to Nancy, and made her wild.
-
-“You are surprised,” she said, with a look of scorn, “that I should come
-to you; but I am not one of your fine ladies that send for people to
-come to them; and there is no room in our house for private talks. You
-can speak to me in the street, I suppose.”
-
-And with this she turned her back upon him and hurried out. Here she
-paused a moment, seeing, perhaps, for the first time, the difficulties
-of an indignant demand for explanations upon Underhayes Green, in the
-face of all the people who were coming out on their afternoon walks, and
-calls and business. None of these difficulties had ever troubled Nancy
-before. The inconvenient splendour of being a person whose proceedings
-were watched, had never attended her before. But now it all flashed
-upon her in a moment. Already it was known in the place that she was
-going to marry, or rather to be married by Mr. Curtis, and if she was
-seen at three o’clock in the afternoon walking about the Green in close
-conversation with another “gentleman,” what would everybody say? Very
-different had been Sarah Jane’s feelings, who only hoped everybody she
-knew might see her walking with the “gentleman.” Already the shadow of
-her new position had come over Nancy, and the sense that observation now
-would be degrading rather than flattering. She had not thought about it
-at all in the fervour of her feelings, when she rushed out impetuously
-to confront her adversary, but she perceived it through her adversary’s
-eyes. She turned half-round to him, and waving her hand towards the
-other side of the Green, where there was a little bit of shade with
-trees, went on before him, rapidly crossing the grass. Durant followed.
-He was nervous about what was going to happen to him; to take him thus
-under the damp trees, from which a shower of leaves fell at every puff
-of air, was very much like dragging him to some den where he could be
-devoured at leisure. Could Arthur be there? but on reflection he felt
-sure that Arthur, had he known, would have found some means of subduing
-this impetuosity, and preventing an encounter. It could not be for
-Arthur’s interest in any way. Before however they had got across the
-Green, Durant’s fright had subsided; he began to be interested; the
-situation was piquant, if no more; and that lock of brown hair was very
-pretty. He would have thought it untidy in Sarah Jane, but here somehow
-it looked well. He thought of the “sweet neglect” of Herrick’s
-description; the tempestuous petticoat occurred to him in spite of
-himself, and he began to be half pleased, half excited by this odd
-adventure. What would Arthur say if he saw him being thus carried off
-for a private interview? and the direct course which the impetuous
-young woman was taking, brought them immediately in front of Mr. Eagle’s
-gate. The little line of trees which looked like a Mall in the distance,
-lay under his garden walls, and it turned out to be of much less
-importance than he thought--a sweep of some old avenue, a hundred yards
-or so of path between two fine ranges of elms. It led nowhere, and was
-quite deserted. A better place for a mysterious interview could scarcely
-be.
-
-When they had got under the shade of the trees, she turned upon him
-suddenly.
-
-“You were at our house to-day,” she said; “you were saying a great many
-things about--Mr. Curtis’s family. Did they send you, or what right have
-you to speak for them? I want to know.”
-
-“Miss Bates, you are very hasty--very peremptory.”
-
-“I am no different from what I have a right to be,” she said, and he
-could hear that her voice trembled with passion, and see that the lines
-of her face were moving, and that there were tears which looked more
-like fire than water in her eyes.
-
-“What do you mean by coming and setting my folks against--Mr. Curtis?
-You pretend to be a friend of his. What do you do it for? And what right
-have you to interfere with me?”
-
-“None in the world,” said Durant, hastily; “none in the world! nor do I.
-I told your mother the truth about the Curtises, as I thought I was
-bound to do.”
-
-“Why were you bound to do it? _I_ did not ask you to give us any
-information. You might have consulted me first, or--Mr. Curtis. If we
-were willing to have nothing said about them, to have nothing to do with
-them, was that your business? Don’t you think it’s like a busy-body--a
-meddler, Mr. Durant? I wonder you are not ashamed of yourself!” she
-said, the passion getting vent, and the tears falling hot and sudden in
-spite of herself out of her eyes. “You, a gentleman! if it had been a
-silly gossip of a woman, I should not have been surprised.”
-
-This, as may be supposed, galled Durant immensely, for what can be
-harder upon a man than to be called like a gossip and a woman? But he
-had command of himself.
-
-“I am distressed,” he said, “to have caused any annoyance; I had no
-intention of doing so.”
-
-“Then what was your intention?” she said; “I suppose you had one. It
-will be honester to tell me directly what you mean.”
-
-“I have no objection to tell you what I mean,” he said, “as I told your
-mother. The Curtises are my friends. I know them thoroughly, and I know
-that your marriage will grieve them to the heart. Pardon me if I must
-speak plainly. It is no offence to you personally, for they don’t know
-you. Arthur has told them the step he is going to take only at the last
-moment; only, in fact, after they had been told of it from another
-source. They are deeply offended, as may be easily supposed. He has not
-behaved to them as he ought.”
-
-“You will say nothing against Mr. Curtis, please.”
-
-“But I must say something about him--Arthur! Have you any idea, Miss
-Bates, what Arthur has been to me? My companion since he was _that_
-height; my younger brother, my charge; nay, almost my child. And you
-tell me I am not to speak of him! Is it possible, do you think? My
-affection for Arthur gives me a right to say anything to him--or of
-him.”
-
-“There is no one in the world,” she said, with her lips quivering, “who
-has so much right to him as me.”
-
-Durant threw up his shoulders and his hands in the excitement of the
-moment. “So it appears,” he said, “so I suppose--though how it should be
-so, God knows, is the last of mysteries. Well! let us say he belongs to
-you, and that not his oldest friend, not his nearest relation, has a
-right to discuss him if you forbid. It is the wildest madness, but I
-suppose, as you say, it is true. And what then, Miss Bates? he will have
-_you_, but he will have nothing besides. Everyone else will be separated
-from him; his parents not only offended, but wounded to the heart; his
-friends alienated, his position lost. What will he be then, and what
-will he do? A man cannot be a lover and nothing else all his life. He
-would tire of that, and you would tire of it; but he will have nothing
-to fall back upon; and after all, if a man defies his parents and throws
-off their influence, why should they exert themselves to secure to him
-the means of defying them? They will not do it--why should they? and you
-will find that you have married poverty--helplessness--discontent.”
-
-“And if I do,” she said, “will that show I am marrying for money? You
-bad man! You cruel friend! You go and tell everybody that it is because
-he will be rich--because I shall be my lady--that I am going to marry
-Arthur. How dare you! how dare you! But if this is how it is going to
-be, you will all find out different; you will find it is not for his
-money or for his rank. Go away!” she cried, clenching a hand which was
-small but strong, and full of impassioned energy; “go away! and don’t
-tell lies of me.”
-
-Durant was impressed in spite of himself; he tried to smile, but could
-not, and he tried to be angry, but could not refrain from a certain
-half-respect, half-admiration.
-
-“I tell no lies of you or anyone,” he said; “I warn you--”
-
-“Warn me! of what? that I shall have a way of showing whether I’m true
-or not,” she said, “whether I’m good or not; and you think that will
-frighten _me_! Mr. Durant, if his mother sent you, you may go back and
-tell her what I say. You’ve dared me to give him up, and I won’t give
-him up; and if I were to give him up a hundred times it would make no
-difference, for he would not give up me. You can tell her all that. He
-can do without her, but he can’t do without me.”
-
-“Do you think that is a kind thing to tell a mother?”
-
-“I don’t care,” said Nancy, “you have said worse to me; and it’s
-true--and so it’s always true. I’d tell my own mother the same. What’s a
-mother? they didn’t choose to have us; they didn’t pick us out of the
-world; and now that we’re here we’ve got to do the best we can for
-ourselves. You may go where you like upon your missions, Mr. Durant, but
-not here--you shan’t come here; and if you come till doomsday you
-wouldn’t do any good, for they put more trust in me--and so they
-ought--than in a cunning lawyer like you. We know what lawyer means,”
-said the excited girl, once more shaking her small clenched fist in his
-face, “liar! and that’s seen in you.”
-
-With this she turned and walked suddenly away, turning the corner of the
-high garden wall, and disappearing in a whirlwind of excitement and
-emotion, while he stood thunderstruck, staring after her. Durant stood
-still and stared, with his mouth open in the extremity of his surprise.
-He was too much startled even to be angry; but he was discomfited, there
-was no mistaking that sensation. As he stood looking after the excited
-girl, a sense of smallness, almost of baseness, came over him. He had
-wanted to save Arthur, but he had not taken the other human creature
-into consideration, who was just as important as Arthur to the world;
-and he had not realized the kind of being he had to deal with, when he
-had drawn up his own brief, as it were, and instructed himself in the
-line of argument to be pursued. Lawyer, liar! that was a sharp thorn. He
-was able to smile feebly at it, as he picked himself up and went slowly
-back to his inn; but he could not shake off the sense of failure--the
-sense of smallness and meanness that had come over him. Not only had he
-found a foeman worthy of his steel, but she had baffled him and put him
-to shame even in his own eyes.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-
-Nor were Durant’s troubles over for that day. In the evening another
-tempest came upon him. He had finished his solitary dinner, and written
-his letter to Lady Curtis, which was considerably changed from what it
-was intended to be. He had meant to say that he was in great hopes of
-having succeeded in his attempt to convince the Bates’ that it was not
-for their interest to allow Arthur to marry their daughter; but after
-his interview with Nancy, he could not say this. On the contrary, he
-gave a description of her future daughter-in-law, which was very much
-more favourable to that young woman than anyone could have expected.
-
-“She has a great deal of character,” he wrote. “She is not vulgar by
-nature, nor devoid of intelligence. If things come to the worst,
-something may be made of her.”
-
-This was not very satisfactory to Lady Curtis, who would almost rather
-have heard that her son was about to marry a demon incarnate, who would
-disgust him sooner or later, and from whom even yet he might be driven.
-So that poor Durant had doubly lost his work.
-
-He was finishing this letter when his door was opened suddenly, and
-Arthur Curtis came in unannounced. He was quite pale, with eyes which
-gleamed red and angry, and an air of furious calm--passion at the white
-stage to which no utterance would suffice. He came in, closed the door
-behind him, and then coming forward, dashed his clenched hand upon the
-table.
-
-“Look here,” he said, “I’ll have none of your interference, Durant.
-Friend you may be, if you like, but dictator to me never--no, I cannot
-put up with it, and I won’t. What has come to you that you can steal
-into people’s houses and try to deceive a lot of silly women? That is
-not the sort of thing that used to suit you.”
-
-“I have deceived nobody,” said Durant, getting red in spite of himself.
-“It is you who have deceived them.”
-
-“Yes, that’s it, isn’t it?--the argument suits the conduct,” said
-Arthur, with a sneer. “‘It is not me, it is you,’--the very thing I
-should have expected to be said; but look here, Durant, if you come
-between her and me again, if you try to make mischief with her family,
-if you get me into further trouble, I’ll--by Jove, I’ll--”
-
-“What will you do?” said Durant, rising, restored to his
-self-possession, and looking the other steadily in the face.
-
-They stood within a few paces of each other, the one aggressive and
-furious, the other calm, but excited. They had never had a break before
-since childhood, and had stood by each other in all kinds of
-difficulties. This was in Durant’s mind, and made the crisis more bitter
-to him; but Arthur was too much excited to think of it, or of anything
-else but his grievance. Notwithstanding this, however, the calm look of
-the familiar face confronting him stilled the young man. He turned away
-after a moment, and took to angry pacing about the room.
-
-“You!” he cried, “You! If anyone had told me that you would not stand by
-me in a difficulty, would not be my help in any trouble, I should not
-have believed it. It would have seemed impossible; and that you should
-take up arms _against_ me--against _me_!--_you_, Durant!”
-
-“Arthur,” said his friend, with great emotion, “let us speak plainly.
-You must always be to me, when you are in difficulty, the first person
-to be thought of. I cannot believe, any more than you can, in
-circumstances where I should not stand by you; but listen! you are not
-in difficulty now--you are on the verge, as I think, of a great mistake.
-Nothing can be more different. As your friend is bound to help you in
-trouble, so is he bound by every rule to do his best to extricate you
-now.”
-
-“To extricate me!” cried Arthur, with scorn. “From what? From love,
-happiness, and honour? Are these things from which to extricate a man?
-And not only so, but to work by underhand means to force me out of the
-position I have chosen, and which, whatever you may think of it, is
-Heaven to me.”
-
-“I have been working by no underhand means.”
-
-“What else can you call it? You might have said what you would to me.
-You were free to say what you liked; but to attack them--behind my
-back--”
-
-“Arthur,” said Durant, “it is useless to evade the matter; this is
-exactly one of those moments which are often fatal to friendship. You
-think you are on the eve of happiness. I think you are securing your own
-misery. Am I to help you to destroy yourself? do you think that is a
-duty of friendship? or is it not rather my part, by every possible
-means, to stop you before you go over the precipice?”
-
-“Your very words are an insult,” said Arthur; “to me, and to one who is
-more precious to me than myself.”
-
-“Yet I suppose I may have my opinion,” said Durant. “You cannot forbid
-me that. I say nothing against anybody. I only say this will be fatal to
-you, and it seems to me, if I could hinder it--”
-
-“You can no more hinder it than you can keep the sun from rising
-to-morrow.”
-
-“I am very sorry to hear it, Arthur. I would give a great deal if I
-could. Think what a change it will make in your life. You will not take
-your degree now. As for diplomacy, you are shut out from that--it would
-be impossible. So will Parliament be and the public life you once
-thought of. Your own business of a country gentleman you are kept from
-while your father lives. You have no time for anything else. Where will
-be your shooting, your fishing, your hunting in the season, your
-society? You will have to live on your allowance, sparely, economically,
-without a horse, without a margin. Everything given up for--what?”
-
-“For _her_--for happiness--for everything that makes life worth having.”
-
-“For happiness? I don’t know much about it, Arthur; it has not come my
-way. Is it object enough for a man’s life? When you live for happiness,
-are you happy? I ask for information. Myself, I get on well enough, but
-I have never made any great exertion for such an object. Will it answer
-the purpose? will it repay the cost?”
-
-“You are trying to cheat me out of my just indignation,” said Arthur,
-“are we on such a footing at this moment as to discuss the position in
-your cool way? Oh, I confess it is cleverly done! you resume the old
-tone, you go back to the habit of many a discussion. But at present this
-will not do. There is something more urgent in hand.”
-
-“Why should it not do? You are vexed that I have spoken to the Bates
-family; but after all, as I have been routed horse and foot by the young
-lady herself, and ordered off the field of battle--”
-
-“You acknowledge that!” said Arthur subdued, “ah, I thought you were
-more sensible than you give yourself credit for being. She is grand when
-she is excited. Well, Durant, I suppose it is of no use grumbling with
-you. You know me, when we have quarrelled I always want to make it up
-to-morrow. I can’t do without you, old fellow; that is not what I came
-to say; but it is too strong for me. I want you, Durant; you have always
-stood by me. It does not feel natural that you should be on the other
-side.”
-
-“I am not on the other side,” said Durant with compunction. There were
-some things in his letter to Lady Curtis which recurred to him, and gave
-him a choking sensation. His intentions had been friendly, but his
-acts--Well! as they had been altogether unsuccessful they did not matter
-much; and he too felt it difficult to resist the familiar face and tone.
-If he could have done any good;--but as this was impossible, why make a
-painful breach? He held out his hand to his friend. “Look here, Arthur,”
-he said with a smile, “what is the good of fighting? If I could stop
-your marriage I would do it; but apparently I can’t; I don’t conceal
-from you that I am very sorry; but if you do this very foolish thing,
-it seems a pity that you should lose a friend too.”
-
-Arthur did not take the hand held out to him; but he sat down somewhat
-sullenly on the opposite side of the table, and then there ensued a
-pause, for neither knew what to say.
-
-“I am going back to town to-morrow,” said Durant, “I will not undertake
-to further your prospects; but if you wish any communication made--to
-take off the edge of the unkindness, Arthur--”
-
-“Unkindness! I have done no unkindness.”
-
-“What--to settle all this without any reference to them, without
-explanation, without trying to secure their sympathy, their approval--”
-
-“Approval! that was a likely thing; what was the use of making appeals
-or giving explanations? Here is an example; the moment they do hear,
-they send you primed and prepossessed against it. I answered their
-questions; but I knew it was useless, and why should I humiliate
-myself--and _her_? When it is irrevocable and can’t be altered, I always
-intended to let them know the whole, and throw myself upon their mercy.”
-
-“It is clear you expect more magnanimity from them than they have found
-in you.”
-
-“Well,” said Arthur coolly, “a man must have queer parents if he does
-not take that for granted. They do put up with things when they can’t
-help themselves. What is the good of worrying them with opposition
-(which it was clear they must make) and which could only irritate both
-parties? No, it was not done by inadvertence, it was done advisedly. If
-you never learned, old fellow, the advantage of doing a thing without
-permission rather than in the face of a prohibition--it makes all the
-difference,” said Arthur with a sudden hoarse laugh, which ended as
-suddenly as it began, and had anything but humour in the sound of it.
-“No, I have no instructions to give you, I will write as soon as--well,
-after we are married; why should I do anything before?”
-
-“Arthur, for God’s sake!” cried his friend, “pause still, think what you
-are doing.”
-
-“That is enough, that is enough! don’t risk our friendship once again,
-just after it has been renewed; and as you say, if I am going to do
-anything so very imprudent, at least don’t let me lose my friend too,”
-he said, looking at Durant, with eyes which laughed, yet were not far
-off from tears, and grasping his hand hurriedly. “I’m glad we are not
-parting for ever, old boy, as I almost feared: though I should not
-wonder if the next morning after we had parted for ever, I had knocked
-you up to tell you what folly it was. A dozen years are not done away
-with so easily, are they? after all.”
-
-They stood grasping each other’s hands for a moment, both too much
-affected for words. Was there a softening, a yielding in Arthur’s
-breast? were the ties of the familiar life he knew of old, the faithful
-and tried affections, family, friends, home, coming back upon him,
-surging over the hot passion of the new? Durant held him fast for a
-moment longer than his friend’s grasp held, then with a sigh let his
-hand drop. He would not venture to raise all the question again. It must
-be left to reason, to his own heart, to--well, at the last, to that
-guidance of God which when everything fails we can trust or mistrust as
-the case may be. Evidently there was nothing more for friendship to do
-or say. And what could with justice have been done or said, Durant asked
-himself as he dropped wearily into his seat again after Arthur had gone?
-Could any one hope or expect that the guidance of God would lead him to
-break the most sacred pledge a man could give? If he did so his family
-might rejoice, but what could anyone, even those most relieved by it,
-think of Arthur? He might escape ruin, but by what? falsehood. And which
-was worst? Could any man dare to go to him and say--Throw off those vows
-you have repeated so often, cast aside this other creature as dear to
-heaven as yourself, whom you have persuaded of your love, break her
-heart, spoil her life, and then return spotless, an honourable man, to
-your own? If such an adviser could be, Durant felt that he was incapable
-of the effort: he felt even that with his respect his very love for
-Arthur would evaporate were he to know him capable of such treachery and
-baseness. And yet this was what he had been urging on him! No wonder
-that the young lover, being a true man, was indignant. Yet,
-notwithstanding, it was ruin for Arthur, of that there could be as
-little doubt. This girl, so high-spirited, so pretty, so young, so
-attractive in a hundred ways, would be his destruction, separating him
-from his own original and natural place, cutting short his career,
-neutralizing all his advantages. Alas for love, the love of the poets!
-At what a sacrifice was this young man purchasing that crown of life! at
-the cost of his home, his future, the very use that was in him as a man.
-Yet not all these considerations would justify the betrayal of the
-creature who loved him, or the breaking of his faith. In this dilemma
-his friend could but keep silent even from thought, with a certain shame
-of himself and horror of his own efforts, notwithstanding that he had
-been right in making them, which is one of the most wonderful of human
-paradoxes. His heart was heavy for Arthur going gaily to his
-destruction. Yet had he saved himself at this eleventh hour, what could
-anyone have thought of Arthur? Durant could not but feel a sensation of
-relief that he was not so brave and so wise.
-
-Next morning he left Underhayes, without seeing anything more either of
-the lovers, or the little group which surrounded them; but not without
-another amusing reminder of the responsibilities he had incurred by
-interfering. He had no object in going to London by that expeditious
-morning train which carried off all the business men. He watched them
-once more, streaming along, neat and cheerful, with cherished rosebuds
-in their button-holes--rosebuds beyond the reach of the rest of the
-world; and when the place was clear and the express gone, started
-leisurely for a less crowded train. It did not occur to him to notice a
-quick decisive step coming up behind him, as he went to the station. It
-was not Arthur’s springy rapid step, which might have roused him; but
-one heavier and more decided. Durant however was much startled by
-finding himself struck lightly but sharply upon the shoulder, as the
-owner of this footstep came up to him. “Mr. Durant,” said Mr. Eagles,
-“why is not Curtis with you? I told you that I expected you to take
-away your man. Why do you let him slip through your fingers? I can’t
-have him here.”
-
-“I told you, Mr. Eagles, that I had no authority over Curtis.”
-
-“No one has any authority; there is no such thing nowadays: call it
-influence if you like, I don’t mind names--but take him away. He is
-doing no good with me. Never did after the first week. Dilettante
-fellow, fond of classical reading; that’s not the sort of thing I care
-for, Mr. Durant. When a man comes to me he comes to work, whether he
-likes it or not. I am not half sure that I don’t prefer them when they
-dislike it, triumph of principle then. Curtis is worse than doing no
-good, as I told you, he is doing himself harm. What do you mean to do
-about this business? Is he to be allowed to make a fool of himself and
-destroy all his prospects?”
-
-“I must repeat that I have no authority over Arthur Curtis,” said
-Durant, “I am only his friend and school-fellow. You know how little a
-man will allow his friend to interfere in such a matter.”
-
-“On the contrary, I know they are the only people who can interfere.
-Parents might as well--whistle. I scarcely wonder at that: if one may
-say so broadly of so large a class, there is not a greater nuisance than
-parents; and in this sort of business they’re hopeless. But a man like
-himself, knowing all the consequences--why, no one could speak with so
-much authority.”
-
-“What would you advise me to say to him?” said Durant, with a kind of
-half hope that this sharp and energetic intelligence might strike out
-some new suggestion, tempered by an inclination to laugh and flout at
-any solution he might offer of the difficulty. “For myself I am at my
-wits’ end.”
-
-“Say to him!” said the little pedagogue with a snort and puff of fiery
-resolution. “I’d take him away, I should not waste words. I’d have him
-out of the place before the day was over. There’s nothing like isolation
-in any bad disease.”
-
-“There are difficulties,” said Durant, “to make him go in the first
-place is not easy; and there is perhaps a claim of honour--I don’t know
-how to advise him to cancel his word.”
-
-“Honour! word!” said Mr. Eagles, in successive snorts, “I can see how
-well qualified you are for the business. Fiddlesticks! a little money
-afterwards would salve all that. Is he to ruin himself for the sake of
-his word--to Bates the tax-collector’s daughter!” The force of ridicule
-seemed incapable of going further. “I will not resort to your advice,
-Mr. Durant, no offence, when any of my men are in trouble.”
-
-“Thanks, I hope you will not,” said Durant, nettled; and so rushed to
-his train in considerable indignation and excitement. His word to
-Bates’s daughter! was not that as good as his word to a Duchess? the
-young man asked himself. He was near becoming Arthur’s advocate instead
-of his adversary. And if Lady Curtis assailed him as Mr. Eagles had
-done, what should he say to her? Must he lose all hopes of pleasing the
-family in consequence of this moral dilemma? Durant had no hope that any
-pleasure he could do to the family would ever really influence them
-towards the granting of his own private wishes which had never been
-breathed in any ear. He knew, in short, as well as a man can know by
-conviction of the understanding, that these wishes were absolutely
-hopeless, and that nothing he could do to propitiate the family would
-really tell upon them. But nevertheless he clung to the hope of proving
-himself useful, of doing something which would conciliate and dispose
-them towards him. Foolish young man! and what if Nancy Bates with her
-impetuous indignation, her self-confidence, her strong satisfaction in
-Arthur’s poverty, which would prove her disinterestedness, should spoil
-it all?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-
-“He has gone; he will never trouble you any more, and I hope you will
-forgive him, dear, for my sake. Poor old Durant, he has always looked
-after me, and bullied me. When I was at Eton first, I was his fag. I
-don’t think he can forget that.”
-
-“I daresay not,” said Nancy, “he thinks he should always have the upper
-hand. He thinks you should never have any friends but of his choosing.
-And then he will go and tell stories about us all to your father and
-mother.”
-
-“I don’t think, perhaps, you do him quite justice,” said Arthur, musing,
-with a flush on his face. “Old Durant is not like that. The worst he
-has to say, he will say to yourself, not behind your back; and he will
-not gossip about you.”
-
-“He is free to gossip as much as ever he likes, so far as I am
-concerned; but I don’t like those sort of people--and give into them I
-would not--not for the world!”
-
-“Mr. Durant is gone, is he?” said Sarah Jane, in a voice of dismay. “You
-are so selfish you two! What harm was he doing? I am sure he was very
-nice. What did you send him away for? It is so like you, Nancy, blazing
-up into one of your fits, and never thinking of spoiling other people’s
-fun--what you always do.”
-
-“Hillo!” said Arthur, half amused, half angry, “what has Durant to do
-with other people’s fun? He is not at all a funny person so far as I can
-see.”
-
-“Oh! he may not show it to you, but Mr. Durant is very good company,”
-said Sarah Jane with a toss of her head. “He is not so dreadfully
-ancient that you should call him Old Durant; and I am sure if he likes
-to come back here, I shall be very glad for one. And I think he will
-too,” said the girl, elevating her foolish but not unpretty nose. It was
-of the tip-tilted order, and could express a great deal of half-saucy
-piquant self-confidence. Arthur stared at her blankly with a painful
-sort of offence coming over him. It made him quite unreasonably angry
-that this foolish girl should suppose that Durant--_Durant_, of all
-people in the world! was interested in her pink prettiness--the idea
-quite shocked him. He whispered to Nancy, in the corner, a little
-admonition.
-
-“You should not let that girl talk so,” he said. “To hear her chatter of
-Durant! It is like a magpie and an eagle. You, who have so much more
-sense, you should not let her do so. It makes one angry in spite of
-oneself.”
-
-This was a whisper in the confidence of their closeness and oneness; but
-Nancy replied aloud, “Why shouldn’t she chatter about Durant if she
-pleases. He is no better than she is. Magpie, indeed! you are very
-uncivil, Arthur. I think my sister is quite as good as your friend--even
-if it was a nicer friend than Durant.”
-
-“Did he say I was a magpie?” said Sarah Jane. “Oh, Nancy! and me always
-standing up for him. I did to Durant himself. I said we are all very
-fond of Arthur, we’ll none of us believe any harm of Arthur. Oh! and to
-call me a magpie! I could not have believed it of him,” and the girl
-shed a shower of facile tears.
-
-“You see this is how it acts,” said Nancy. “Durant comes here and tries
-to make mischief, and you tell me no, he has done nothing wrong; it is
-only his mistaken ideas; he will say nothing to other people half so bad
-as he says to ourselves. That is all very well, Arthur; but when I see
-to the contrary, you yourself insulting my family for the sake of
-Durant!”--
-
-“My darling,” said Arthur, humbly, “don’t, I beseech you!--don’t if you
-care for me, say Durant!”
-
-“What should I say?” cried Nancy, more and more roused. “Mr. Durant, my
-Lord Durant, perhaps? Oh let’s be respectful, Sarah Jane! We didn’t know
-that it was royalty that was coming. Arthur is humble enough himself,
-but the moment we set up to be as good as his friend, then it shows. And
-I should like to know why we are to be on our knees to _Mister_ Durant?
-Why shouldn’t Sally have her fun out of him if she likes? Oh, let me
-alone, mother! don’t go on winking and nodding at me. Arthur may take
-offence if he pleases, he may take himself off altogether if he
-pleases--what do I care? Do you think I am going to lie down for his
-family to tread over and spit upon, and all his friends? Not I! If he
-expects that, he has reckoned without Nancy--and that he’ll soon see.”
-
-“Oh, Arthur, don’t mind her,” cried Mrs. Bates, “she’s just in one of
-her tantrums. Most times Nancy is as gentle as a lamb, but when she’s
-roused, she’s roused; and you’ll allow it’s aggravating. Not but Mr.
-Durant was very civil spoken, I haven’t a word to say against him.
-Indeed, I rather liked him, what I saw of him. You’re both too touchy,
-that’s what it is; Nancy can’t bear her sister to be set down as if she
-was nobody, and Arthur don’t like any joking about his friend. But
-there, there now, kiss and be friends, children! If you quarrel you only
-make each other miserable, and get miserable yourself. The night before
-last and last night were both spoiled with it. Don’t you go on, now he’s
-gone.”
-
-“I have no wish to go on,” said Arthur, rather gloomily. He had risen
-from the side of his betrothed, and was walking up and down, biting his
-nails, which was a way he had. Certainly there was no reason in the
-world why he should be so sensitive about Durant. Durant’s social
-pretensions were much beneath his own and he had found his fate in this
-humble place; why should every vein tingle with the idea that Durant,
-who was only the Bond Street saddler’s grandson after all, should flirt
-with Sarah Jane? But nature is unreasonable. Right or wrong, the
-suggestion filled him with ridiculous annoyance and disgust.
-
-“Well, mother,” said Nancy, “if my sister is not to be allowed to joke
-about his friend, why should he pretend to be in love with me? Sarah
-Jane is as good as I am. She’s just the same as I am. She’s younger, and
-most folks think she’s prettier. If Durant is too good for her, it
-stands to reason that _he_ is too good for me.”
-
-“For Heaven’s sake let there be an end of this!” cried Arthur. “You
-don’t know the effect your words have upon me. They make me ill, they
-make me wretched. I say nothing against Sarah Jane. I never have been
-the least negligent, the least disrespectful of your sister.”
-
-“No, indeed,” said Sarah Jane, who was good-nature itself, “Arthur has
-never got on the high-horse to me. He’s always been kind. It’s nothing
-worth talking about. A deal of folks are touchy about their friends,
-more touchy than about themselves.”
-
-“But,” said Arthur, sitting down on the sofa again, and relapsing into
-his lover’s whisper, “they are not you; you are yourself, my own Nancy,
-my flower among weeds--there is nobody like you; don’t you know that I
-think so? Then don’t expect me to put them, or anyone, on the same level
-with you.”
-
-Nancy held back and grumbled still, shutting her ear against these
-sweet words. But Sarah Jane had retired from the field, and her mother
-made secret signs to her, deprecating her folly. Why should she “go on”
-like that, and worry Arthur? Thus after awhile the commotion subsided.
-Durant was gone safely out of the place, and it was within about ten
-days only of the wedding. This must certainly be the last of the storms,
-though it was by no means the first. The house was too small to overflow
-with millinery, as most houses do at such a moment, and the Bates’ were
-not rich enough to fit out the bride extensively; but yet they were
-doing what they could for her. Though she had only white muslin for her
-wedding-dress, her mother had gone up to Shoolbred’s to buy Nancy a
-“silk” for best, which, except her aunt’s old ones, was the first “silk”
-she had ever had. And everything was progressing. Arthur, if he could
-have managed it, would have had a kind of runaway wedding, but the
-Bates’ were respectable, and would not hear of such a thing. All was to
-be done decently and in order, however he might feel. It was the first
-wedding in the family, and they meant to do justice to it. But when
-Arthur went back to his room in Mr. Eagles’ commodious house that
-evening, his heart was heavier than it became the heart of a bridegroom
-to be. Up to this time he had been able to turn off with a laugh the
-incongruities of his position; even they seemed to give piquancy to his
-happiness, and to the perfections of the beautiful bride whom he had
-found in so humble a place. Who could think of the place when they saw
-her? And Nancy in reality was full of variety and charm, and the
-courtship had been amusing as well as entrancing, devoid of all that
-monotony which is the usual curse of successful love. But Durant’s visit
-had given a great shock to the young man, and oddly enough the whole
-force of that shock only came upon him when Sarah Jane made her little
-speech implying an interest on her part in Durant. Sarah Jane! the idea
-was so preposterous, so unnatural, that he laughed in spite of himself,
-and then grew hot, and red, and angry.
-
-This attempt to repeat his own love-history, with Durant for the hero
-and Sarah Jane for the heroine, seemed to throw ridicule and debasement
-upon the little romance of which, up to this moment, he had been almost
-proud. It seemed to place Sarah Jane on the same level with her sister,
-a suggestion which fired him to fury. For there was just so much truth
-in it as made the suggestion intolerable. To the eyes of the world,
-perhaps, even to his mother and sister, there might seem no difference
-between Nancy and Sarah Jane; and he himself might seem to others to
-make as ridiculous a figure as he would feel Durant to make had he
-fallen a victim to the other girl’s attractions. The feeling that this
-was so, though he would not allow it in words, haunted him, as it were,
-underground, in the bottom of his heart, and made him more angry than
-anything had yet done. He would not allow it to be put into words even
-within his mind, but it had flashed across him, and could not now be
-annihilated; he himself must appear to others as contemptible, as
-idiotical as he would have felt Durant to be had he wanted to marry
-Sarah Jane. And this idea brought all his native world before him, his
-mother and sister, who, no doubt, by this time had heard Durant’s
-account, and were talking it over, as women do, going over and over it,
-and coming back to it again and again. He could see them in the large
-rooms of the house in town, where they had come hastily from the country
-on hearing all this, and where he had been summoned to meet them, though
-he had refused to go. How different those rooms were from Mrs. Bates’
-parlour! It would have been strange indeed if the contrast had not
-struck him. He saw in imagination the two anxious faces close to each
-other in the wider horizon of their life and surroundings, the spacious
-quiet, the order and refinement which he had grown almost out of
-acquaintance with. What story would Durant tell, what account would he
-give? Would he place Nancy on a level with the others of her family, or
-was he sufficiently clever to perceive the vast difference between them?
-Arthur could not tell. If Durant had, indeed, walked and talked
-voluntarily with Sarah Jane, was it possible that he could perceive the
-infinite superiority of Nancy? His lip curled with the true stage sneer.
-He was ready to have laughed the “Ha, ha!” the bitter laugh of
-conventional ridicule and despair. It was long now since he had paid any
-attention to the reading which was his supposed object, and he rushed
-hastily upstairs to his room when he entered the house of Mr. Eagles. It
-was a large, handsome, old-fashioned house. He went upstairs, glad that
-all the doors were closed, and that there was nobody to meet him on the
-stairs to ask him unpleasant questions. Mr. Eagles had said something to
-him on the day before which had offended Arthur, but which he had been
-half inclined to laugh at; but he did not laugh now. Out of his own
-half-amusement with the circumstances of his wooing, he had come
-suddenly, through Durant, to have an angry and wounded consciousness of
-how it would appear to the world. Even the Eagles’, what must they
-think? Arthur resolved hastily not to continue here, to separate himself
-at least from criticism. Certainly Durant, thus far, had done him
-nothing but harm. He had opened his eyes, as the eyes of Adam were
-opened in the garden, and a hot, resentful shame, not of his Nancy or
-his projected marriage, but of the wrong and ridiculous ideas people
-might entertain about them, had risen up in his mind. Nothing could have
-been a worse preparation for the visit which Mr. Eagles himself was
-coming upstairs to make him. Mr. Eagles felt that he had already
-delayed much too long, and put himself in the wrong by his
-non-interference; but Durant’s visit had broken the ice for him, and he
-had made up his mind to delay no longer. Arthur had scarcely lighted his
-candles and thrown himself into his easy-chair by the fire, when the
-master of the house knocked at his door.
-
-“Mr. Eagles!” he cried, with angry consternation, as he saw him.
-
-Of course, he knew what was coming. He cast a quick, instinctive glance
-at a portmanteau which was in a corner. He would pack it up at once, and
-be gone.
-
-“I have seen nothing of you, Curtis, for some weeks,” said Mr. Eagles,
-abruptly. “I have been remiss in seeing you on the subject. Men come
-here, you are aware, to read, not for other pursuits; but you have not
-been reading.”
-
-“No; you have reason to find fault,” said Arthur, with candour. “I
-acknowledge it. And the fact is, I am on the eve of going away. I, too,
-ought to have seen you about it before, but I have been occupied.”
-
-“Evidently--and how occupied?” said the little man, sternly. “I have
-nothing to do with your morals, Mr. Curtis. I didn’t undertake to look
-after your conduct.”
-
-“Conduct--morals!” cried the young man.
-
-“Yes, Sir!” said the “coach,” in a voice of thunder, “conduct and
-morals. Do you think it shows either morals or conduct to shirk entirely
-the object for which you were received under my roof, and to give all
-your attention to a love affair--an intrigue?”
-
-“How dare you use such a word?” cried Arthur; but the effect of his
-indignation was spoiled by the fact that his opponent was too voluble
-and energetic to give him his turn in speaking, or anything more than
-just a momentary opportunity to insert, edgeways, half a word.
-
-“This is not what you came here for,” said Mr. Eagles. “Your father has
-a right to turn upon me, and ask me what I mean by it; and all the
-fathers of all the men have a right to drag me over the coals for
-countenancing such misconduct. Parents are intolerable, but here they
-might have some reason. I have done wrong in letting you remain under my
-roof.”
-
-“That is easily managed,” cried Arthur, with a rush, seizing upon the
-portmanteau. “You shall very soon be relieved of my presence.”
-
-“I mean to be,” said Mr. Eagles. “You ought to have gone long since. You
-ought never to have been here at all. Oh,” he said, with provoking
-composure, as Arthur began in fury to empty his drawers bodily into the
-portmanteau, “it is not necessary to clear out to-night. Nothing can
-happen before to-morrow. I don’t want to be unreasonable. You can stay
-for to-night.”
-
-“Not another hour!” cried Arthur in his excitement, and he violently
-pulled out one drawer after another.
-
-Mr. Eagles stood for a moment and watched him with a saturnine smile. At
-last he resumed.
-
-“You had better go in comfort when you go; there is no such hurry all at
-once. To-morrow will do. Does your father, may I ask, know how your time
-has been occupied here?”
-
-“Perhaps you have told him,” said Arthur, looking up from his hurried
-packing.
-
-“No, Sir; I have not told him. I have nothing to do with it. I expressly
-said that I was not responsible for conduct; but he ought to have been
-informed all the same. I hope somebody has done it. If it were my
-business, if I had ever gone in for that sort of thing, I should have
-done it. I take no credit for being silent. It was no business of mine
-that you were making a fool of yourself. But on second thoughts, I think
-I have made a mistake. It was my business, more or less. The men ought
-not to have been subjected to such an example.”
-
-“Mr. Eagles,” cried Arthur, furious, “do you mean me to toss you out of
-window, or throw you downstairs?”
-
-“You are welcome to try,” said the little man, standing firm as a rock,
-with his legs wide apart; “perfectly welcome to try. I am out of
-training, it is true, but I am not afraid of you, and I mean that you
-should hear the truth for once before you leave my house. Your conduct,
-Sir, has been that of a fool--not a wicked fool, I am glad to say. If
-you had been deceiving that girl, it is I who would have kicked you
-downstairs, training or not; but though you’re honourable, you’re a
-fool, Sir; you’re sacrificing your life; for what?--for a delusion. No
-man of your position ever got on comfortably with a girl of hers,
-uneducated, uncultivated--”
-
-“Have you nearly done?” asked Arthur, white with rage, and scarcely able
-to restrain himself.
-
-“I have done altogether,” said Mr. Eagles. “You have my opinion, and
-that is all that is necessary. The house is shut up for the night. Don’t
-show yourself twice a fool by rushing out at this hour. Go to bed and
-quiet your heated brains, and go to-morrow. You are a fool, as I say,
-but you are not dishonourable, and I hope your idiocy may turn out
-better than it deserves to do. Good night.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-
-On the evening of the same day Durant told his tale to Lady Curtis. She
-and her daughter had come to London on hearing the news of Arthur’s
-“entanglement,” as many an alarmed mother and sister have done before
-them. Sir John either could not, or would not join them. He had less
-faith than women have in the efficacy of personal remonstrances, and
-indeed he had no great faith in the delinquency to start with, and gave
-his son credit for “more sense,” if less virtue, than they believed him
-capable of. To hear that Arthur was on the eve of marriage had stunned
-Sir John. He had written with indignant vehemence, and he had
-commissioned his “man of business” to go and see the “young fool;” and
-he had forbidden his wife to go to her son as she desired. “Get him to
-come to you if you can,” he had said; but he was afraid for the results
-of a visit from his wife with the possibility of an introduction of the
-girl, and a melting of my lady’s heart over her son’s love. Sir John
-gave his wife credit for much more sentiment than she possessed; and as
-for Lucy, she of course was sentimental enough to be sympathetic at once
-without any preliminaries. “You had better leave him to the lawyers,”
-Sir John said, having a strong confidence in people who could make
-themselves disagreeable; but he consented that the ladies should go to
-town to be near the spot, if the other functionaries managed to
-“unearth” the culprit. Once away from that temptation, once delivered
-from the syren who had “entangled” him, no doubt Arthur would be safer
-with his mother and sister than anywhere else. And Lady Curtis had
-acquiesced, though with reluctance, in this prohibition. She had felt
-that to go and see him might bring her into painful collision with the
-other people about him, and at the best would expose Arthur to what a
-young man likes least, the shame of being interfered with, and worried
-by his family in full sight of the world. Sir John, however, had nothing
-to do with the mission of Durant; _he_ was the emissary of the ladies
-called by them to their aid in the emergency. No other messenger had
-seemed to them so suitable. His dearest friend, his _ami de l’enfance_,
-what more natural than that they should have recourse to his aid? And in
-these circumstances it may be supposed how hard it was for Durant to
-tell the story of his own defeat. He did it in the library in Berkeley
-Square in the waning afternoon, just before the evening fell. The room
-itself which seemed to him half as big as the whole town of Underhayes,
-was full of ghostly books, showing here and there in a streak of
-gilding, in a bit of white vellum, which caught the remains of the red
-October sunshine. The thinned trees waved slowly across the windows, and
-when a gust of wind came, a shower of falling leaves swept over the
-firmament outside. Lady Curtis sat between the fire and the nearest
-window, listening intently with her eyes fixed on his face. Lucy was in
-one of the window-seats, almost behind their visitor. She could not
-watch his face openly as her mother did; but she was not less anxious
-than her mother. When he turned round to her, as he did often, she
-shrank a little further back, preferring to watch him unobserved; for to
-Lucy, as to many other women, it seemed that half the story was told by
-the countenance of the teller. Lady Curtis had been a beautiful woman in
-her day, and had the beauty of her age now, as perfect an example of
-forty-five as could be desired. She was ample in form, but her head and
-face had retained all their delicacy and refinement; and if there was a
-slight hollow in the cheek, and a slight fulness about the throat,
-neither was sufficient to tell against her; and modified by youth, and
-by a somewhat softer disposition, Lucy’s face was as her mother’s. They
-were neither of them brilliant in colour. Lady Curtis had acquired
-something in this way with the matronly increase of her figure; but Lucy
-had no more than the rose tint which health gives, and her hair was soft
-light brown, a shade or two lighter than her eyes, hair which in her
-mother’s case was so daintily sprinkled with grey as to appear only
-lighter in tint than it had once been. Whoever desired to see Lady
-Curtis as she was at twenty had but to look at her daughter, and whoever
-wanted to make sure what Lucy would look like a quarter of a century
-hence could see it in Lady Curtis’s face. It gives an additional charm
-to both when this resemblance is carried out as it was in these two. It
-makes both youth and age more fair, bringing them together in a tender
-half mist of illusion, one face in two representations; the mother and
-the child both profited by it; Lady Curtis showing at her best in her
-darling’s brown eyes, and disclosing in her own how little there was to
-alarm the warmest admirer in that darling’s future. And they were proud
-of their resemblance, a little for the beauty’s sake, perhaps, but a
-great deal more for the love’s. Durant felt all around him a subtle air
-of witchery between the mother and the daughter. The very atmosphere was
-Lucy, sweet, soft, yet penetrating. And the two ladies seemed to look at
-each other through him as if he had been made of glass, and knew his
-inmost heart.
-
-At present they were much cast down by what he said. He had described to
-them the Bates household, the little stuffy parlour, the rum and water,
-and Sarah Jane; and worst of all Arthur’s determined adherence to his
-love, and his promise. It seemed incredible to them that their son and
-brother should be satisfied in such a place. Some occult influence,
-something uncanny, seemed to be in the “infatuation” altogether. “And,
-Mr. Durant, do you really think nothing, _nothing_ will make him give it
-up?”
-
-“Indeed I do think so,” said Durant, “I cannot say otherwise, and I am
-sure you would not wish to hear anything less than the truth. He
-is--very much attached--to her.”
-
-“And she--is just like the others,” said Lady Curtis faintly, “a little
-better you said, not so vulgar? Heaven help us! that I should speak so
-of my son’s--no, Mr. Durant, not yet, I _cannot_ call her my son’s
-bride. Something may come in the way, something must be thought of--”
-
-“I don’t think you will find anything. I have used every argument;--and
-to tell the truth I do not know that I am quite sure, in my own
-mind--of course I did not say this to Arthur--I am not quite convinced
-in my own thoughts--”
-
-“Of what, Mr. Durant?” Lady Curtis said this anxiously in front of him,
-and Lucy breathed it half under her breath behind. He looked at the
-mother, but turned his chair a little so as to come nearer the daughter,
-who eluded him, gliding still a little further back.
-
-“Well,” he said, “you may not be pleased, but I must speak according to
-my conscience. I would give a year of my life to get Arthur free, you
-know that--”
-
-“What are you going to tell us?” cried Lady Curtis, clasping her white
-hands. Lucy did not say anything, but leant forward, so intent that when
-he again turned to her, she did not as usual withdraw.
-
-“It is just this,” he said, sinking his voice; and the evening air
-seemed to make a visible droop towards the darkening to increase the
-alarming effect: “that I dare not on my honour say any more to Arthur on
-the subject. He is a gentleman; I cannot even to save him from misery
-bid him break his word.”
-
-“Good God!” cried Lady Curtis, starting to her feet, and her excitement
-was so strong that the exclamation may be forgiven her. “His word! when
-his whole career and happiness are at stake--to a creature like that!”
-
-“I knew that was what you were going to say,” came to him, in a sigh,
-from the dim light in the window, against which, herself a shadow, Lucy
-was. And this, though there was no word of encouragement in it, gave
-Durant strength.
-
-“I understand your feeling,” he said, addressing her mother, “I thought
-the same when I went there; but Lady Curtis--”
-
-“Don’t speak to me, don’t speak to me!” she cried, “they have entrapped
-you too; you have encouraged him in his folly;--his word!”
-
-She walked up and down the room in a fit of impatience, her hands
-clasped, and inarticulate moans came from her unawares. The firelight
-seemed to get stronger and warmer as the daylight waned, and it was
-against this glow that they saw her figure in her excitement. They--for
-Lucy kept still in the window putting up her hand furtively to dry her
-eyes, not joining herself to her mother. She had put herself silently,
-he felt it, on his side. In another minute Lady Curtis sat down again,
-dropping impatiently into her chair. “Well!” she said almost harshly,
-“how about his word?”
-
-“Do not be angry with me,” said Durant quite humbly. He could afford to
-be humble with Lucy backing him up. “I have not betrayed to him this
-feeling, which--if it is fantastic I cannot help it.” Here Lucy made a
-slight movement which seemed to him to imply a “no, no,” “I have acted
-against it. It was not in my mind at first. But if you will consider
-the circumstances--There is nothing which can be called entrapping.
-Nothing has been done to deceive him, all the reverse; and he has
-engaged himself to this girl voluntarily, made every kind of promise to
-her. Can I bid him withdraw now, perjure himself, deceive her?”
-
-“Tut! tut!” said Lady Curtis, “don’t deceive yourself with big words;
-all this solemnity is unnecessary. They are not accustomed to it in that
-class of society; a little arrangement with the family, an offer of so
-much--Do you really think more would be wanted? Mr. Durant, you are too
-romantic. How I wish I had gone myself!”
-
-“You would have done no good had you gone yourself. Even if you could
-have persuaded the family, there is Arthur to deal with--and her--He
-loves her, Lady Curtis, there is no sham on Arthur’s part.”
-
-“Fiddlesticks!” she cried, rising again in restless excitement. “Arthur,
-a boy, a light-hearted creature that would mend of any heartbreak in a
-week; and she--of course I don’t know her--but there is nothing so good
-for wounded feelings, or so healing, as banknotes.”
-
-“Mamma!” said Lucy, holding out her hands with a mute entreaty; and then
-she added, “If you offered them money, what would Arthur say?”
-
-“Oh, what would Arthur say? and what would Arthur do? and is he not
-bound to keep his word?” cried Lady Curtis. “How you worry me with your
-sentimentalizing! What should have been done was to bring him away, to
-hush it up. And it might have been done; but Mr. Durant has spoiled it
-all; he might have done it. Nobody has so much power with Arthur. If he
-had only brought him away for a single day all might have been well.”
-
-“He would not have come,” said Durant, more to himself than to her, for
-he was vexed and angry, though he was most anxious not to show it.
-“I--power with him! He quarrelled with me outright, would not speak to
-me. I tried what I could. The family might have yielded, but she would
-not yield--not an inch. She told me--when I threatened that Sir John and
-you would withdraw or diminish his allowance, and that he might become
-poor--that there was all the more reason why she should hold by him--it
-would prove her sincerity.”
-
-“I should have said the same thing,” said Lucy, holding her breath.
-
-“You! you have been brought up very differently. So, she was
-disinterested, was she? Ah!” said Lady Curtis, calming a little, “that
-is more dangerous than I thought.”
-
-“Yes,” said Durant, pleased to have produced some effect, and carried
-beyond the bounds of prudence, “that is exactly what she said. It was
-her only chance to show that it was of himself she was thinking, not any
-wish to be rich or to become my lady.”
-
-“To become my lady!” My Lady faltered as if a blow had been struck at
-her. Yes, to be sure, her son would be Sir Arthur in his turn, and his
-wife Lady Curtis, everybody knew that; but to feel that your end is
-anticipated, and your very name appropriated, this gives even to the
-old, much more to the middle-aged, a curious thrill of sensation. It was
-a shock to her. She felt as if she had been struck; then she recovered
-herself and laughed a little, short, hard laugh. “So,” she said, rubbing
-her hands feebly together, “she is looking forward to that. I did not
-think of that.”
-
-Durant saw his mistake, but he did not see how to mend it. Lucy, darting
-upon him in the darkness what he felt to be a glance of reproach, rushed
-hastily past him to her mother. But by this time Lady Curtis had
-recovered herself.
-
-“Never mind,” she said, “never mind, my dear. It was quite natural. But
-that was not Arthur. No, we know him better than to believe that.”
-
-“And she does not know you--did not know what she was saying.”
-
-“Oh, as for that! Ring the bell, Lucy. Let us have the lamp at least, if
-we can have no other light on the subject. It was just the thing, of
-course, that an ignorant under-bred girl would think of.”
-
-“But, mamma! Yes, it was her ignorance; and she said--that was what you
-were telling us, Mr. Durant? that she would be glad to think there was
-no chance of this now?”
-
-“Lucy,” said her mother, taking no notice of Durant, “the one thing that
-could vex me most in this would be that you, out of perverse youthful
-generosity, should take up the part of champion to this girl. Yes, you
-are beginning, I have noticed it. But I cannot bear this, it is the only
-thing wanting to fill up my cup.”
-
-“I will not, mother dear. I will do nothing to vex you. You shall not
-have to struggle with me too. Has there ever been a time when we have
-not been in sympathy? But still we must be just,” said Lucy, with her
-arm round her mother’s waist. She said the last words almost in a
-whisper. They stood clinging together, relieved against the warm light
-from the fire. All the rest of the room had fallen into darkness, the
-windows but so many stripes of a pale glimmer, no real light coming from
-them, all gloom about, only this glow of warmth showing the two who held
-together. Durant had nothing to do with that warmth and union. He sat
-behind in the dark, neither taking any notice of him. And in his heart
-there was a certain bitterness. He had left his own concerns at their
-appeal. He had taken a great deal of trouble, and this was all the
-acknowledgment. He felt very sore and wounded in his heart.
-
-Then lights were brought into the room, lamps which made two partial
-circles of illumination; and the presence of the servant who brought
-them, necessitated a few words on ordinary subjects. Lady Curtis resumed
-her seat with that anxious hypocrisy by which we show our respect for
-the curious world below stairs, and asked Mr. Durant if he meant to
-remain in town, or if he was going back to the country. And he told her,
-not without meaning, that having come to town, though a little earlier
-than he intended, he meant to stay. There was a pause when they were
-alone again, and then Durant rose to go away.
-
-“I am afraid I have not succeeded in doing what you expected of me,” he
-said, somewhat drearily. “I did the best I could, and if you like I will
-go again, though I shall get but a poor reception. I am unfortunate,” he
-added, with a faint smile, which had its meaning too.
-
-“Mamma,” said Lucy, “you are not going to let Mr. Durant go, thinking we
-are ungrateful to him! That can never be--when he has taken so much
-trouble.”
-
-“Trouble when one has failed does not count for much,” he said, smiling.
-“It is unkind to talk to me of being grateful or ungrateful; am I not as
-much, I mean almost as much, very nearly as much, interested in Arthur
-as yourselves? as if he were my brother,” he said with vehemence. “He
-has been so; I can never think of him otherwise whatever happens.”
-
-“And whatever happens you will always think of him so?” cried Lucy, for
-the moment forgetting her reserve. “Oh promise me, Mr. Durant! Even if
-this makes a difference to us, it will make none to you? If he is so
-wrong, if he is so foolish that we have to turn from him, you will not?
-It will make no change to you?”
-
-“None!” he said, fervently. “None! I will stand by him whatever happens.
-You may trust me--especially now.”
-
-Lucy knew that he meant especially since she had asked him, and got a
-sudden soft suffusion of colour which tinted her to her very hair; but
-Lady Curtis thought he meant, and how justly! especially now when there
-was need of every friendship to stand by her son. She answered him with
-a struggle between the gratitude which she ought to feel, and the
-annoyed disappointment and distress that filled her heart.
-
-“We have no right to ask such a pledge from you, Mr. Durant. Yes, you
-have always been very kind, very kind. Forgive me,” she said, softening,
-“if I am too unhappy to say what I ought. I thought something might have
-been done. But to think that we must stand by calmly and see him
-accomplish his own destruction! Oh, think again!” she cried, with sudden
-tears, “can we do nothing, nothing more, to save my boy from this
-miserable fate?”
-
-Durant put down his hat. He did not go till late, nearly midnight. They
-sat and talked of Arthur, nothing but Arthur, the whole evening
-through.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-
-That which Lady Curtis had reproached Durant for not doing was done by
-the lawyers so successfully that Arthur Curtis was driven almost
-frantic, and swore wild oaths of vengeance upon his family. Sir John’s
-ambassador was not held back by any delicacy. He offered a sum which
-made Mrs. Bates tremble, and moved her husband to declare, with
-emphasis, that they had never thought of going against Sir John--that,
-of course, they wouldn’t go against Sir John. Mr. Bates had a reverence
-for the upper classes which was almost sublime. He made no radical
-revolutionary demand of excellence from them--he did not even require
-that they should benefit, or be especially civil to himself. Anyhow, and
-under any circumstances, he was willing to give himself up to be trodden
-under the feet of any Sir John, if need was; and that he should oppose
-one, after his will was fully known, seemed impossible. Especially a Sir
-John with a bag of money in his hand.
-
-“Let him marry our Nancy after Sir John Curtis, his excellent father,
-has spoke against it! You couldn’t do such a thing, Sarah,” he said,
-“and when there is a nice bit of money coming in for doing what is only
-our dooty--”
-
-“Our duty is first to Nancy,” said Mrs. Bates doubtfully, “and if we
-were to say it shouldn’t be, who can tell if she’d obey us? Nancy has a
-spirit of her own.”
-
-That this was true they both had good occasion to know. But it was a
-great temptation. The lawyer gave them to understand that if Nancy
-could be withdrawn from the field, and Arthur allowed to go free--(this
-was how they all put it, making believe that Arthur was a kind of caged
-bird, to be let loose, or kept in a cage at will)--a thousand pounds
-might be forthcoming. A thousand pounds! never before in all their lives
-had such a sum been dangled before the eyes of this pair. There seemed
-so many things that they could do with it. It would portion off, they
-thought, all the children. With two hundred a piece, Matilda and Sarah
-Jane would be heiresses, and Charley might have a little more to start
-him in business; and a sum left in the bank for a rainy day. What a
-heavenly prospect it was! “Was there any sweetheart in the world,” the
-tax-collector asked, “that was worth it?” and Mrs. Bates shook her head
-emphatically and said, “No--certainly not!” But then would Nancy see
-that? Girls had their own ways of thinking; and on the other side was
-her sweetheart, and the marriage that was all settled, that everybody
-knew of--Mrs. Bates felt that even to herself this would be a bitter
-pill--to countermand all the preparations for the wedding, and give all
-the neighbours a right to say that the Bates’ had overreached
-themselves, and pride was having a fall. This, no doubt, would be a
-tremendous price to pay; but, a thousand pounds! They talked it over
-until it seemed to them both that not to have this thousand pounds would
-be at once a deception and a wrong. The Lord knew it was not for
-themselves they wanted it. But Mr. Bates was more and more strongly of
-opinion that to prefer a sweetheart to this sum of money, that would be
-the making of the family, was something beyond mortal perversity. He was
-for sending her away at once to a brother of his who lived in Wapping,
-without leaving her time to communicate with Arthur.
-
-“But you must lock her up when she gets to Wapping,” said Mrs. Bates
-regretfully, “or she’d write to him straight off to let him know where
-she was--and where would be the gain?”
-
-“Well, Sally, we’d have had nothing to do with it, you know,” said Mr.
-Bates, not liking to put the suggestion into words--but yet feeling that
-if the thousand pounds was paid, and circumstances happened after, over
-which they had no control--why, they could have no control over
-circumstances--and nobody would ask them to give back the money. Mr.
-Bates’ wits had been sharpened by his tax-collecting, but his wife was
-not so clever.
-
-“If we take the money, we’ll have to do the work,” she said, “and it’s
-all very well to talk, but who’ll manage Nancy? That girl do scare me.”
-
-“Fudge! you can manage her if you like. What girl can stand out again
-her mother?” said Bates.
-
-“It is a deal you know,” said his wife with mingled grandeur and scorn;
-“but I’ll sound Nancy. I think sometimes that she’s a bit tired of him.
-He’s a gentleman, and has nice ways; but he’s not so desperate in
-earnest like as John Raisins is after Sarah Jane.”
-
-“Ah! that’s the kind of husband to get for your girls. A steady young
-fellow doing a good business, with a nice shop and a nice house. That’s
-the man for my money,” said Mr. Bates.
-
-“That shows again just what a deal you know,” said she, “Sarah Jane
-would rather have had Mr. Durant, that lawyer fellow, if he had offered,
-than half a dozen of Johnny Raisins. That’s how it is with girls. A
-gentleman! that’s all their cry. And I won’t say but I like ’em best
-myself,” Mrs. Bates said after a pause. “They have a different way with
-them; but these are things that women take more notice of than men.”
-
-“Stuff and nonsense!” said the tax-collector, piqued by the suggestion.
-
-“You know, William,” said Mrs. Bates solemnly, “that if it hadn’t been
-for your genteel ways, and what you may call a genteel business, not
-like a shop, or that sort of thing, that I’d never have married you.”
-
-“Oh, I like that!” he said. But he was on the whole pleased to think his
-occupation still struck his wife as a genteel business. “I’ve got to
-give an answer to the gentleman to-morrow, Sally. There’s not much time
-to lose.”
-
-“I’ll sound Nancy,” said Mrs. Bates, but she shook her head.
-
-“Sound her! I’d pack her off to Sam,” said the father; but that only
-showed how little he knew.
-
-And Nancy, as Mrs. Bates divined, on being sounded, was furious. She had
-no words to express her indignation. She rushed out in hot haste to find
-Arthur, and denounce his family to him. He had left Mr. Eagles, and was
-living in lodgings on the Green, and there Nancy flew in hot haste,
-tapping at his window, which was on the ground floor, and calling him
-forth. She would have gone in, but it had been evident to her that this
-was not the kind of thing that pleased Arthur. She burst forth into a
-furious assault upon his family the moment he joined her.
-
-“If it was not just giving in to them, I’d never see you more,” she
-said, “that is what you call gentlefolks--to come undermining, offering
-money, insulting folks that are a deal better than themselves!”
-
-“Trying to ruin my happiness,” said Arthur, with flashing eyes; “that is
-not the thing you seem to think of.”
-
-“How can I, when it’s me that’s insulted?” cried the girl. “Oh! I’d like
-to give them a bit of my mind. I’d just like to tell my lady what a girl
-like me thinks of her. I’d like to tell her that, just to spite her.
-Just to show how I despise her, I’d marry you if you hadn’t a penny.”
-
-“Nancy, my mother has nothing to do with this,” said Arthur, to whom, as
-was natural enough, this form of moral obligation was not the most
-delightful. “I don’t mean to say that you have not a perfect right to be
-indignant. But it is not my mother that is to blame.”
-
-“Oh, yes, so you think,” cried the girl; “but it’s always women that do
-the worst things. I’m not afraid of men. They may stab you bold to your
-face, but they don’t do this sort of sneaking, cruel thing. I’d give
-anything I’ve got in the world just for one half-hour with my lady, her
-and me.”
-
-“My mother has nothing to do with it,” repeated Arthur; but though he
-was convinced on this point, his mother, who had nothing to do with it,
-suddenly appeared to him as an enemy; and he, too, felt a hot resentment
-against her in his heart. And when he had taken Nancy home, which he
-did somewhat against her will, for she did not think his escort at all
-necessary; he rushed to Mr. Rolt, the lawyer, and poured such floods of
-wrath upon him that the veteran almost quailed. He wrote to Sir John
-that evening that Arthur was quite impracticable, and that “affairs must
-take their course.” “If I had known earlier, something might have been
-done, for the parents did not seem unwilling to compromise,” he wrote,
-which made Sir John, in his turn, curse the old formalist.
-
-“If I had but gone myself!” he said.
-
-Lady Curtis was completely innocent of this mission; perhaps she would
-not have disapproved of it, but certainly she herself would have gone
-more delicately to work. She was informed of it by a furious letter from
-Arthur, which cost her many tears.
-
-“If it is your doing, mother, if you have thus insulted the girl who
-ought to be like your own daughter, then I can only say that you have
-lost your son,” he wrote; and the two ladies in Berkeley Square shed
-tears of anguish and indignation over this cruel letter.
-
-“This is likely to endear the girl to me, is it not?” said Lady Curtis,
-when she could speak.
-
-“Oh, he does not mean it, he cannot mean it!” cried Lucy, with sobs in
-her voice.
-
-“No,” said the mother, unconsciously taking up Nancy’s argument, with
-that curious contempt of the men involved in such a quarrel which is so
-strangely characteristic of women; “no, it is not him, it is her; and
-this is the influence my boy, my only boy, is to be under all his life!”
-
-What could Lucy say? There was nothing further to be said or done.
-
-And it may be supposed that as the day approached, and they knew that he
-who had been the object of deepest concern and affection to both, the
-son who had been his mother’s favourite, the brother whom his sister had
-looked up to and regarded with a semi-worship so long as he would let
-her, was about to go through the most important act of his life without
-their presence or sympathy--excitement ran very high in the veins of the
-two ladies. Sir John called them home by every post, having in his mind
-a secret dread that they might do something or say something to
-compromise him, or at least themselves, in respect to Arthur; and Lady
-Curtis, without ever saying why, made excuses to remain, now a week, now
-a day longer. She did not even tell herself why; she would not allow the
-thought to form itself, that, perhaps, even at the last moment, Arthur
-might appear, at least to ask her forgiveness and blessing, if not to
-tell her that he had repented and abandoned this evil way. She stayed in
-Berkeley Square, trembling every time there was a knock at the door,
-gazing wistfully from the window at passing cabs and carriages. When
-Durant came in a Hansom, one wintry evening, he was received with open
-arms at the door; and the disappointment and impatience in Lady Curtis’s
-face at the sight of him, was very far from flattering.
-
-“Oh!” she cried, “I thought it was--” and burst into tears.
-
-When Lucy tried to say that he could not come now, that to desert his
-bride now would be unmanly and treacherous, her mother turned upon her
-with a dumb rage which was terrible to see. She hoped till the very eve
-of the marriage--the time fixed for which Durant had informed them of.
-And that evening Lucy made a prayer, which her mother was deeply angered
-by at first, but finally yielded to. Lucy begged, with tears, to be
-allowed to go and witness her brother’s marriage, from a distance, at
-least. She promised to do nothing and say nothing which would betray
-her; to keep her veil down, not to speak to him, not to give him any
-token of her presence. All this Lucy promised, and at last she carried
-her point. They spent a miserable evening together, Durant coming in
-late to bring them the last news. He had found out the hour, and all
-about the wedding arrangements, and he was too happy to put himself at
-Lucy’s service to escort her to Underhayes. Lady Curtis’ old maid, who
-had known Arthur all his life, and who could not be kept from knowing
-all the family affairs, was to go with them; and Durant pledged himself
-to meet them at the railway, and take care of them, and see that they
-were protected from any contact with the family of Arthur’s bride. In
-the prospect of this, Durant was, perhaps, not so downcast about
-Arthur’s unhappy marriage as he ought to have been, and Lady Curtis
-surprised sundry signs of unseemly satisfaction in him.
-
-“I do not think Mr. Durant is nearly so true a friend to my poor boy as
-I should have expected,” she said, with a suspicious cloud on her face,
-when he went away.
-
-“Oh, mamma, I am sure he is very fond of Arthur,” said Lucy. She too had
-seen, perhaps, the glimpses of satisfaction which burst through his
-gravity; but then Lucy, better informed than her mother, set them down
-to the right cause.
-
-“He may be fond of Arthur, but he does not see as we do that this is
-destruction to him,” said Lady Curtis, putting her handkerchief to her
-wet eyes.
-
-“I am sure he will be his warm friend in any trouble.”
-
-“Well, my dear, let us hope so; for he will want all his friends. I
-think so myself,” said Lady Curtis. “In any trouble! What do you call
-this but trouble? If he had lost everything he had in the world, it
-would not be half so bad; but men have such strange ways of looking at
-things. If he were to break his leg or get a bad illness, which would
-not be half so serious----”
-
-“Oh, mamma!” cried Lucy, putting out two fingers of her pretty hand to
-avert the evil omen.
-
-“Well, well, you know that is not what I mean. God forbid my boy should
-be ill, away from home, among strangers!” cried Lady Curtis. “It would
-be strange if you had to _faire les cornes_ for anything his mother
-said; but what would illness be in comparison with this? In that case,
-Mr. Durant would be perfect, I feel sure of it; but now----”
-
-“I think he was pleased to see how your heart melted to poor Arthur, and
-to know of this,” said Lucy, pointing to a letter which lay on the
-table. Was it for her to say that there was still something else which
-made Durant still more glad?
-
-“Oh, Lucy! as if my heart required to be melted towards my son, my only
-boy!”
-
-And then you may be sure Lucy cried; what could a girl do?
-
-It can scarcely be said that these preparatory days were much more
-cheerful to Arthur. Everybody had dropped away from him. He had the
-prospect in a few days of what people are pleased to call happiness. He
-was to marry the bride of his choice, and to take her away with him, the
-two by themselves, the Elysium of the primitive imagination; and Arthur
-was very much in love. He believed that as soon as they got away, when
-he had once separated this rose of his from all the domestic thorns
-surrounding her, he would be perfectly happy. It was the one redeeming
-point in the difficulties of the moment that he entirely believed this.
-Then, at least, he thought he was sure of blessedness; and that prospect
-made much possible that would not have been possible otherwise. But to
-be cut off from all companionship of his own class, even from Mr.
-Eagles, and the “men” who frequented Mr. Eagles’ intellectual
-workshops; to be separated from his family whom he loved, though he was
-angry with them, to have nothing to do, though on ordinary occasions he
-was not disposed to do very much--this isolation was very hard upon
-Arthur. He had no society but that of the Bates’ household, and was
-often left to amuse himself as he could in the stuffy parlour, without
-even Nancy, who had naturally a great many things to do on the eve of
-her wedding, which brides in rich households are not called upon to
-think of. Arthur winced when he had to endure the companionship of the
-tax-collector or his son Charley, unsweetened by Nancy’s presence; and
-it must be allowed that as the time approached which was to bind him for
-ever to the family, his toleration of them, which during his courtship
-had been unbounded, began to give way. It began to be very hard to put
-up with Mr. Bates’ rum-and-water, and the railleries of Sarah Jane; and
-Matilda and Mrs. Bates, both of whom were “sensible,” began to perceive
-this--the mother with resentment, the daughter with a certain sympathy.
-Matilda intimated to her mother that “it was touch and go with Arthur,”
-and that she “wasn’t surprised;” but the father and son and Sarah Jane
-remained happily unaware that they were not the best of company for
-Nancy’s future husband, whom they called freely by his Christian name,
-making him “quite at home.” This gave him an eagerness to push on the
-wedding, which was quite the proper thing in the circumstances. He would
-have had it a week earlier if he could have persuaded them to depart
-from any of the grandeur they intended, and as it was, he chafed and
-grumbled at the delay in a way, which as Mrs. Bates remarked, was “most
-flattering” for them all. But poor Arthur had no intention of
-flattering. He could do nothing but sit in his lodgings, or in the
-Bates’ parlour, and watch the progress of the hours. After the wedding
-he vowed to himself he would change all that; there would be an entire
-revolution in his life; he would escape with his Nancy into a better and
-fresher air, and when they asked about the return of the pair, he did
-his best to evade the question.
-
-“I don’t think we must bind ourselves to anything, Mrs. Bates. If Nancy
-likes Paris we may stay there--or if we can get as far as Italy----”
-
-“Oh, I shan’t stay very long, mamma,” said Nancy, “I daresay I shall
-soon get tired among foreigners.”
-
-“Shouldn’t I like to see you,” cried Mrs. Bates, “you that know the
-language! What a good thing it is you that is going, and not Matilda or
-Sarah Jane.”
-
-“Oh I should soon have got on,” said the latter personage. “I should
-soon have picked it up, _commeng vous portez vous_; I know a little
-already.”
-
-“But not like Nancy, who had French for five quarters at Miss
-Woodroof’s, when your poor dear aunt was alive. My sister was one that
-thought a great deal of education--”
-
-“I wish you would not all talk together,” said Nancy, whose temper was
-not improved by her important position. “I hated it. I never learned a
-word I could help. I’ll let Arthur do all the talking; and as soon as
-ever we can, you’ll see us home.”
-
-“On the contrary,” said Arthur, with secret uneasiness, “you will like
-Paris so well that you will never wish to leave it. It is so gay and
-bright; and if we can go on as far as Italy--that is what I should like
-most.”
-
-“Anyhow, you will be back before Christmas?”
-
-“Oh, Christmas! long before that!” said Nancy.
-
-Arthur said nothing; but he recorded a vow in the depths of his heart.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-
-Durant met Lucy at the station on the morning of Arthur’s wedding day.
-She was under the charge of old Mrs. Davies, the confidential woman who
-had nursed Lady Curtis’s children through their sicknesses, and petted
-them at all times and seasons since ever they were born. Lucy was very
-pale, but her distress was nothing to that of old Davies, who seemed to
-think it her duty to cry all the way, and heaved from time to time the
-bitterest sighs. “Oh, my dear young gentleman,” she said at intervals,
-“Oh, Master Arthur! to think as I should have lived to see such a day!”
-This did not improve Lucy’s spirits, who sat very pale in a corner,
-sometimes piteously lifting her eyes to Durant for sympathy. The day
-chosen for Arthur’s marriage was the 1st of November, as inappropriate a
-moment for a wedding as could well be imagined, All Saints’ day, the
-anniversary of death, not of bridal, and a gloomy morning, with a soft
-persistent drizzle of rain, and skies that looked like lead. “I hope the
-sun will shine a little,” said Lucy.
-
-“Oh, Miss Lucy,” said old Davies, “why should the sun shine? They can’t
-expect no happiness, flying in the face of their parents like this.”
-
-Durant who was not by a long way so melancholy as he ought to have been,
-did what he could to make the party more cheerful. How could he be
-otherwise than happy with Lucy seated opposite to him, travelling with
-him, with an air of belonging to him, which filled the young man’s veins
-as with wine? Sometimes he almost could have believed that it was his
-own wedding day, not Arthur’s, and that something more than his most
-foolish hopes had been realized. Alas, on the contrary, did not Arthur’s
-wedding make his own more hopeless than ever? Would the parents ever
-consent to a second unsatisfactory alliance; and what could a poor young
-barrister, grandson of a fortunate saddler, with the saddler’s blood in
-his veins but none of his money in his pockets, be but a very
-unsatisfactory match for Sir John Curtis’s daughter? This thought did
-more than friendship to restore him to the state of mind becoming the
-occasion, and in harmony with his companions’ mood; but yet by moments
-he forgot it, and half believed himself to be carrying Lucy off to
-Italy, as Arthur was about to carry his wife away from these dreary
-skies. How much happier he would have been than Arthur! as much happier
-as Lucy Curtis was more lovely, more beautiful, more desirable than the
-young virago Nancy Bates. If Lucy only had been more humbly born, less
-well endowed! how could he wish her less fair and sweet?
-
-He had to hold an umbrella over her as he took her to the church in
-which the ceremony was to take place, and he liked the rain. Old Davies,
-who came stumping and crying after them in a waterproof, thought it the
-most miserable day she ever had seen; but the young pair under the
-umbrella, though they were very sad (or thought they were) did not so
-much dislike the day. Lucy was much afraid lest she should meet the
-party, and yet had a yearning to be recognised by accident by her
-brother as well as a terror of it. She talked to Durant about this all
-the way, raising her pale face and those eyes which had the clearness of
-the skies after rain, and confiding all her feelings to him.
-
-“If it was by accident there would be no harm; could there be any harm?
-I would not put myself in the way; but if it happened--”
-
-“You could not see him to-day, could you, without also seeing _her_?”
-
-A tear dropped hastily upon his arm, and Lucy turned her head a little
-away to hide that her eyes were again full. “That is the worst of all,”
-she said, “my only brother! and I shall never again be able to see him
-without _her_--that is the worst of all. Oh, Mr. Durant, I don’t mean
-anything against marriage, for I suppose people are--often--happy; but
-it is not happy for other people, is it? It tears one away from all that
-belong to one--”
-
-How hard it was for him to answer her! “This is an exceptional case,” he
-said, his voice trembling a little, “but we must not be infidels to the
-highest happiness--and love.”
-
-“Oh, love!” cried Lucy, who was thinking of her brother with all the
-faculties of her being, although her heart was vaguely warmed and
-stilled unawares by the close neighbourhood of this other who was not
-her brother. “Love! as if there was but one kind. I did not think _you_
-would have spoken so. Do not we love him, Mr. Durant? and yet he casts
-us off for some one he scarcely knows.”
-
-“He will come back to you; it cannot be that the separation is for long.
-Arthur is not the man--”
-
-“Oh, Mr. Durant, you mean that he will not be happy? I don’t want him to
-be unhappy. Oh, God forbid! and why should not he be happy,” said Lucy
-with tearful inconsistency, “if he loves her?” What could Durant say? He
-could think of nothing but the foolishest, most traitorous,
-dishonourable things, dishonourable to the trust put in him, treacherous
-to the confidence with which she held his arm. The very tightening of
-her hold, when they met other passers by on the narrow pavement, made
-him feel himself the basest of men, when he felt those unsayable words
-flutter to his lips--yet made them only flutter the more. He was glad to
-be able to put his companion into a deep pew in the old fashioned
-church, underneath the gallery, where it would be doubly impossible for
-anyone to see her. Lucy pulled her cloak closely round her, and drew her
-veil over her face. Mrs. Davies was short, and was almost lost in the
-depth of the pew--and they were all very glad that the church was still
-encumbered with this old-fashioned lumber, and that no restorations as
-yet had been commenced. Durant seated himself still further back. It was
-a gloomy place--an old church, low-roofed and partly whitewashed. The
-East window looked out into a great oak, which, with its yellow leaves,
-was the only thing that seemed to give a little light. The dreary lines
-of pews seemed to add to the dismal character of the scene, the
-half-daylight, the rain drizzling, the old pew-opener going about in
-pattens--no carpet laid down for the bridal feet, or any “fuss” made.
-Why should any “fuss” be made about Bates the tax-collector’s daughter?
-And no one was disposed to do honour to Arthur, but rather the reverse,
-as a young man forsaking his caste, and setting the worst of examples to
-all other young men.
-
-Now and then somebody would come in with a sound of closing umbrellas,
-and swinging of the doors, and come noisily up the aisle and drop into a
-pew. Girls, like Sarah Jane, in cheap hats with cheaper feathers, who
-sat and whispered, and laughed, and looked about them, and women of Mrs.
-Bates’ own type, with big shawls and nondescript bonnets, came to see
-the Bates’ triumph with no very friendly sympathy. The dreariest scene!
-Durant sat behind and looked at it all with his heart beating. In the
-general commotion in which his mind was, he too could have cried as Lucy
-was doing over Arthur. How different was all this from the circumstances
-that ought to have attended the “happiest day of his life;” would it be
-the happiest day of his life;--or perhaps the most miserable? And yet,
-if the spectator could have taken the hand of that pale girl in front of
-him, and led her up to that dingy altar, how soon would he have
-forgotten all the circumstances! The damp-breathing place, the clammy
-pews, the squalor of the rain, the absence of all beauty and tokens of
-delight, what would they have done but make his happiness show all the
-brighter? Would the effect be the same with Arthur too? They had very
-soon an opportunity of judging; for Arthur came in suddenly by himself,
-looking anything but ecstatic. Fortunately, Durant thought, Lucy did not
-see him, her head being bent and covered with her hands. But Durant
-himself watched the bridegroom with feelings which he could not have
-described, a mixture of pity, and envy, and fellow-feeling, and
-contempt. That a man who was the brother of Lucy Curtis should throw
-away everything for Nancy Bates! and yet to have it in your power to
-throw away everything for love, to give the woman you had chosen, if
-she were only Nancy Bates, such a proof of affection, absolute and
-unmixed! But Arthur scarcely seemed conscious himself of that fine
-position. He was very pale, with an excited look about the eyes which
-gave him a worn and exhausted aspect. He was feeling to the bottom of
-his soul the squalor, the dinginess, the damp, and the gloom. What a day
-it was to be married on! What a place to be married in! What dismal
-surroundings? old Bates and Charley, and the uncle from Wapping, and not
-one familiar face to look kindly at him, to wish him happiness in a
-voice that was dear. He sat down in the front, gazing blankly, like
-Durant, at the oaktree that shed a little colour from its autumn leaves.
-It reminded him, by some fantastic trick of association, of the trees at
-home. Would he ever see that home again? The disjunction from everything
-he had cared for, from all he knew, came over him with a forlorn sense
-of desolation and solitude--on his wedding-day! Arthur felt he was
-doing wrong to his bride, but how could he help it? He, too, covered his
-face with his hands. Durant felt that if Lucy saw him she would rush to
-him in indifference to all appearances, but she did not know he had
-passed her so quietly, all alone.
-
-And then the few spectators began to whisper and stir, and turn their
-heads to the door; and a carriage was heard to stop. Lucy raised her
-head and put back her veil a little. She gazed breathless at the bride,
-who came up the aisle on her father’s arm. Nancy was dressed in simple
-white muslin, the resources of the family having been concentrated on
-the “silk” in which she was to take her departure from home. But she had
-a veil like the most fashionable of brides, and a crown of
-orange-blossoms, such as would have put most brides to shame. Lucy gazed
-at her, more and more forgetting that she herself ought not to be seen,
-and her heart swelled with a mixture of attraction and repulsion. That
-dress and that moment equalizes conditions. A woman cannot be more than
-a bride if she should be a queen. Nancy had a right to be considered as
-the type of all youth and womanhood, as much as if she had been the most
-exalted of women. Arthur was but a poor type of the other side, but for
-her there was no drawback, except the rain, and she had not been
-conscious of the rain. With her head a little drooped, but her pretty
-figure erect, she walked up the aisle, leaning on her shabby old
-father’s arm, like a lily, notwithstanding the meanness of the prop. She
-was happy; she was serious; full of awe, which gave delicacy to her
-looks and movements, uncertain yet serene upon the threshold of her
-life. Durant, who had no prejudice, became an instant convert to her as
-she passed him, virginal, abstracted, a vision of whiteness and serious
-tender mystery. And Lucy, who was moved against her will, could do
-nothing but gaze, forgetting herself, till old Davies sighed so loud and
-shook her head so persistently that her young mistress took fright. It
-was not a wedding that occupied much time. There was no music, no
-nuptial hymn or wedding march for Nancy Bates, and the two spectators
-who were most interested had scarcely recovered from their thrill of
-excitement when the stir about the altar told that it was all over, and
-the party going to the vestry to sign the register. This was the signal
-for the other people present to open their pew-doors, and pull up their
-shawls, and lift their damp umbrellas; and Sarah Jane, who was full of
-excitement and satisfaction, proud of her white bonnet and her new
-frock, came tripping down the aisle to speak to some of those companions
-of her own, whose dingy dresses made such a wonderful contrast to her
-own bright and gay garb. “Didn’t she behave beautiful? hasn’t it gone
-off well?” said Sarah Jane, triumphing over everyone who was not in
-pink muslin. And while she stood giving information of the future
-movements of the bridal pair, describing fully where “Arthur” was about
-to take Nancy, Durant bent forward to endeavour to induce Lucy to leave.
-He had forgotten all about Sarah Jane, but she had not forgotten him.
-She gave a little scream of surprise, and looked eagerly at the
-half-veiled young lady. Then she rushed off, forgetting even her pink
-muslin, and calling audibly on Arthur as she approached the door of the
-vestry, which the rest of the party had entered.
-
-“Arthur! Arthur!” she called, rushing in among them, “there’s one of
-your people there----”
-
-“Hold your tongue,” said her mother in alarm. “Sarah Jane! recollect
-you’re in church.”
-
-“I’m speaking to Arthur, mamma; there’s one of your people there, as
-sure as--as sure as anything, and Mr. Durant with her. He did not see
-me,” cried Sarah Jane, with an angry blush, “but I know him; and there’s
-a young lady and an old lady.”
-
-“And quite natural too, and I’m very glad of it,” said Mrs. Bates.
-“Fancy my staying away if it was Charley’s wedding! I’ll go and ask my
-lady to come and have a bit of dinner.”
-
-“It must be a mistake,” said Arthur, paler than ever; “it cannot be my
-mother.”
-
-He put out his hand to stop Mrs. Bates; then he stood aghast, gazing
-after her. He could not leave his newly-made bride, and how could he
-meet his mother’s eyes?
-
-“Oh, go--go,” said Nancy; “you needn’t mind me.” Then she herself
-melted, touched by the situation. “Yes, go, Arthur. I will wait for
-you,” she said, with something that looked almost like dignity.
-
-He dared not take her with him. He went with mingled eagerness and
-reluctance, wondering, affected, ready to bless his mother, or to cast
-off all duty to her for ever.
-
-He found Mrs. Bates haranguing old Davies, his mother’s maid, calling
-her “my lady,” and begging that she would do them the honour to come to
-the wedding breakfast.
-
-“I don’t pretend to call it breakfast, it’s more like what your ladyship
-would call a lunch; but the young folks must have something substantial
-before they start on their journey--and we’ll take it so friendly, and
-such an honour. It is just what we were wanting, and not daring to hope
-for, my lady,” said Mrs. Bates, beaming. “Arthur, you can tell her
-ladyship--”
-
-“Why, Davies, you!” cried Arthur, sharply, stung by sudden rage. “What
-are you doing here?”
-
-“Davies! Ain’t she my lady after all?” cried Mrs. Bates.
-
-Lucy had been almost crouching in a corner of the pew; but when she saw
-her brother’s troubled and worn face, she could not restrain herself.
-
-“Oh, Arthur, how could you think mamma would come?” she said. “How could
-she come after the letter you sent her? But we could not let it be
-without one near you that loved you; and I am here,” said Lucy, coming
-forward, putting back her veil, the tears rushing to her eyes.
-
-Arthur was overcome by the sight of her, by the voice, by the incident
-altogether. He was so much excited and overcome that he could have cried
-too. He took his sister’s outstretched hands, and kissed her cheek.
-
-“Lucy, I will never forget this. Come and speak to Nancy, and then they
-can take you away.”
-
-Here Durant came forward, with a feeling that he would be condemned on
-all sides.
-
-“I don’t think Lady Curtis meant that your sister should see anyone,” he
-said.
-
-“Lucy, I suppose you are old enough to choose for yourself--is he the
-keeper of your conscience?” cried Arthur.
-
-Lucy looked at her guardian, with a faint, deprecatory smile quivering
-on her lip.
-
-“I must,” she said; “I must! How can I help it?”
-
-She seemed to ask his permission; and what was he that he should give or
-withhold permission? He stood aside, and with reluctant hands opened the
-pew-door.
-
-Just then Nancy, tired of waiting, and drawn by potent curiosity, came
-forward alone. She had thrown back her bridal veil. It was natural that
-there should be a certain defiant expression on her face. She strolled
-towards them with an appearance of carelessness, a cavalier air. Nancy’s
-heart was beating loudly enough. She was afraid of the ladies whom she
-might be about to face, but that only made her put on a bolder and more
-saucy aspect. She was half-wounded that he should have left her for a
-moment, half-anxious for the result, and really eager and wistful,
-wishing to please if she could, had anyone been able to see into her
-heart. But an image of more complete defiance and saucy freedom than
-this girl, with her veil put up in a crumpled mass, approaching with a
-bold swing of her person and a loud-sounding step, could not have been
-found. All her virginal grace, her tender bridehood and womanhood,
-seemed to have suddenly flown.
-
-Lucy looked up at her and quailed; her lip quivered more and more; she
-looked at Durant with an appeal, she looked at Arthur with a pitiful
-glance. Finally, she stepped forward, and said, softly,
-
-“I must not stay. I wish you may be very, very happy, you and my
-brother. Oh, Arthur, you know I wish you happy!” Then she made a pause,
-for Nancy gave no response. “I am sorry,” she went on, faltering, “that
-it has all been so unhappy--that we have not known you--that Arthur has
-been so unkind; but it is not our fault.”
-
-“Oh, it does not matter,” said Nancy. She was touched by the look of the
-girl who stood before her, but to give in was impossible. “It doesn’t
-matter a bit. I don’t suppose we should have got on, had we known each
-other. It is better it should be as it is.”
-
-And with this she turned and walked slowly back towards the vestry,
-turning her back upon them. Lucy stood still for a moment in dismay.
-Then she said, breathless,
-
-“Good-bye, Arthur, good-bye! Davies will give you a letter, but don’t
-open it now. Good-bye, and God bless you. Take me away, Mr. Durant, take
-me away! Come, come,” she said, hastening him as they got to the door.
-“I shall be crying again if we don’t go, I am so silly. I don’t care for
-the rain, only come, come away!”
-
-Then they were out of doors again, in the wet street, at a distance even
-from old Davies, who came hobbling after them, the rain blowing in their
-faces, everything over. Lucy clung to his arm and hurried him on,
-choking the sobs that would come into her throat.
-
-“How can I forgive myself?” he cried. “I have allowed you to be
-insulted--I, who would not let the wind blow on you if I had my will.”
-
-She remembered this after, and his agitated look, but did not see them
-then.
-
-“Oh, it is not that,” she said. “It does not matter, as she told me. But
-oh, Arthur! he does not belong to us any longer, he cares nothing about
-us!” cried Lucy, with the shock of discovery which no previous
-preparation in the mind can lessen.
-
-She had said, as she came, that her brother was severed from his family;
-but now she saw it with her eyes, and felt the sharpness of the fact, so
-different from anticipation. Durant was full of a hundred compunctions,
-as if he had been the cause. He would have said philosophically enough
-to his own sister that it was the course of nature; but it seemed
-horrible, unnatural, that such a thing should happen to Lucy. The little
-suppressed sobs that came from her at intervals as they went back to the
-train, seemed to rend his own heart.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
-
-Though it was his wedding-day, and though he was an impassioned lover,
-it would be impossible to describe the sensation of despair with which
-Arthur saw his sister and his friend hurry out of the church. His bride
-had left him on the other side, turning her back upon him. He was left
-there, with Mrs. Bates and old Davies! There was a tragical-ludicrous
-air about the group which seemed the very culmination of that squalor of
-the weather and the surroundings, which not even Nancy’s bridal-wreath,
-and Sarah Jane’s pink muslin could counteract. Mrs. Bates and Mrs.
-Davies were fitly matched. They were ready to fly at each other’s
-throats, metaphorically, as they stood there, confronting each other:
-Mrs. Bates red with confusion and wrath to think that she should have
-called this _person_ my lady, and Davies dissolved in tears and
-speechless with indignation. What had young Arthur to do between them?
-They seemed like symbolical emblems of his fate. No longer to have to do
-with the beautiful things of this earth, grace, cultivation, loveliness;
-but with the meaner conditions, the bare, unattractive prose of
-existence. Everything that was shabby and rusty and poor had taken the
-place of all that was lovely and pleasant and of good report. Beauty and
-youth were evanescent qualities; they would flit away even from his
-bride; and what had he to look forward to but another Mrs. Bates as his
-final companion? This horrible idea did not communicate itself in so
-many words, but it flitted vaguely upon the air, giving Arthur a sudden
-horror of Mrs. Bates, who had taken the place of his mother, as it
-seemed. He turned away to follow Nancy, but was stopped by old Davies,
-who called out a despairing “Oh, Master Arthur!” and put a letter, wet
-with unnecessary tears, into his hand.
-
-“Is it from my mother, Davies?” he said.
-
-“I don’t know, Sir, if it’s my lady or Miss Lucy. I was to have took it;
-I wasn’t to have seen you; but now as I have seen you--oh, Master
-Arthur, Master Arthur, how could you, Sir?” cried Davies, with streaming
-eyes and uplifted hands.
-
-He turned away with rage in his heart, clenching his hand involuntarily;
-but at that moment Mrs. Bates interfered, and changed the current of
-Arthur’s feelings.
-
-“You are a most impertinent person,” said Mrs. Bates. “How dare you
-speak to my son-in-law so? And in church, too! Though you are only a
-servant, you ought to know better.”
-
-“Davies!” cried Arthur, rushing back and taking the old woman’s hands,
-“go after Lucy--quick! She is alone. But first say, ‘God bless you!’
-dear old Davies. There never was a time that you did not say ‘God bless
-you’ before!”
-
-“And I will say it!” cried the old woman. “I will say it, never mind who
-hears. Oh, Master Arthur, dear, God bless you! But you’ve broke my
-lady’s heart, and Miss Lucy’s too.”
-
-“Run after her--go, Davies, go! my sister is alone,” cried Arthur,
-giving her such a grasp of his young hands, and turning her round
-towards the door with such impetuosity, that poor old Davies all but
-tripped upon the matting in the aisle.
-
-He thrust the letter into his pocket, and went back to Nancy, who stood
-at the vestry door, looking round for him, with nothing but disdain in
-her face, and little but dismay in her heart.
-
-“If he leaves me like this now, what will he do after?” Nancy was saying
-to herself; and though she loved him dearly, and though it was a great
-marriage for Nancy Bates, her heart quailed for the moment at the
-difficulties before her, and she repented of the step she had just
-taken. She stood up against the vestry-door, defying her bridegroom and
-all his belongings, as it seemed, with dilated nostrils and curled lips,
-and insolent gaze. But in her heart, what a darkness of despair was
-quivering about poor Nancy! What had she done? Plunged into a new world,
-which was all against her, which was superior to her, in which she had
-nothing but Arthur, who already, ten minutes after he had pledged her
-his faith, had deserted her--for _them_! Oh, how much better to have
-stayed by the old mother, the shabby father who loved her! Her whole
-inner being was quivering with this pang of sudden desolation and
-enlightenment. But with what a look of disdain and defiance she regarded
-her bridegroom as he came back to her! no softening in her eyes, however
-much there might be in her heart.
-
-“Forgive me, Nancy,” he said, gently. “You have a right to be vexed; but
-don’t turn from me, my darling, as if I were unworthy a look.”
-
-“It is you who think me unworthy a look!” she cried, “you and your
-fine-lady sister, and all your grand friends. Oh, I am sure you would
-much rather go to them. If they had only come yesterday instead of
-to-day!”
-
-“Hush, hush!” he said, taking her unwilling hand. She was everything he
-had in the world now, and any stirrings of anger that might rise in his
-mind were speedily suppressed by the emergency. People have more
-dominion even over their feelings than they think. He got rid of the
-resentment which springs so quickly when the nerves are overstrung and
-the mind excited, by simple force of the position; for if he allowed
-himself to quarrel with Nancy, what remained to him? The situation was
-impossible. He drew her hand within his arm. “Is everybody ready?” he
-said. “We have not much time to lose. Come!” he added, lower. “Darling,
-we are going to leave all the trouble behind, both on your side and my
-side.”
-
-“There is no trouble on my side!”
-
-“Well, then, on mine; we are leaving it all behind. Is not everything
-happiness, everything delight beyond this church door?”
-
-She could not continue the controversy: for Arthur’s face had regained
-the lover-look which Nancy had felt the absence of all that strange
-morning. She had to walk by his side, with her arm in his, and his soft
-words and glowing looks, and the way in which he held her hand upon his
-arm, gradually stole at once the misery and the defiance out of her
-heart. She began to forget the untoward details, and to feel only the
-thrill of this mysterious thing which had happened. That she was no
-longer Nancy Bates but Mrs. Arthur Curtis, to be my Lady Curtis
-sometime--no longer a poor girl, the tax-collector’s daughter, but a
-lady! All in a moment, this mystic change had been made. And she _was_
-changed; she felt it, with a sudden revulsion of sentiment. The laugh of
-Sarah Jane behind her filled her with a half impatient shame. She was
-annoyed to hear her mother telling over the just concluded incident. She
-herself had a right to be angry, but what had they to do with Miss
-Curtis’ visit? Lucy’s visit! that was what her brother’s wife had a
-right to call her; but “the Bateses” had no right to interfere at all.
-Had Arthur said this, she would have blazed into high resentment and
-declared her family to be as good, if not better, than his; but in the
-seclusion of her private soul, a seclusion not yet in any way impaired
-by the fact that she was married, this was how she was thinking. It gave
-her a sense of importance that Lucy had come. She had taken no notice of
-Arthur’s family, but they had been compelled to take notice of her. And
-in time to come when she might have many battles to fight with them, it
-would be well to have this fact in hand. Accordingly, when the party
-arrived at home, it was Nancy who silenced her mother, whose indignation
-against Arthur for allowing her to address old Nurse Davies as my lady
-was great.
-
-“Mamma, you will just stop that,” said Nancy. “You went out of the room
-in a hurry before Arthur knew. Was it his fault?”
-
-Mrs. Bates was thunderstruck. She had thought of a great many things
-that might happen, sooner than that Nancy should take up the cudgels for
-her new family.
-
-“Bless us all!” she said, “is it a reason that no one should dare to
-speak, because you are Mrs. Arthur Curtis?”
-
-But it was not a moment to quarrel. And when after the meal which Mrs.
-Bates had thought Lady Curtis would call a luncheon, the mother and
-sisters left the table with the bride, in a body, to change her dress,
-according to the well-understood formula of marriages, there was nothing
-but affection and tears, as is becoming at such a moment. There were no
-strangers present at the meal. It had been the strong desire of Sarah
-Jane that Mr. Raisins should be invited, he who it was understood was
-likely to cause another “wedding in the family” before long. But this
-had not been permitted, partly on account of Arthur, partly because
-there was no room.
-
-“We must have your Uncle Sam, and how are we to squeeze in another?”
-Mrs. Bates had asked; and all Sarah Jane’s indignant protestations about
-the impossibility of a wedding “without one young man,” were silenced
-by the physical impossibility. The limited number of the party thus took
-away much of the supposed festive character from the repast. But for the
-wedding cake on the table, it might have been a very ordinary domestic
-dinner; and even Sarah Jane’s pink muslin was of little use to her, and
-had no effect to speak of upon her spirits. To be sure there were a few
-people coming to tea, whatever consolation might be got from that. The
-little parlour was hot and stuffy with eight people seated round the
-table; and no effort that Arthur could make could keep from his mind a
-sense of the grotesque incongruity of the scene. People who were passing
-peered in at the window to see the wedding party, and get a glimpse of
-the bride. Arthur had found the parlour an earthly paradise at almost
-every other hour; but he had not been in the habit of coming at this
-hour. He had never even seen the family at their early dinner; and to
-have his health drank by Uncle Sam from Wapping was a new experience to
-him.
-
-“I hope as you’ll both be happy, Mr. Curtis, and that you’ll have every
-satisfaction in Nancy,” said Mr. Sam Bates, solemnly drinking a glass of
-the brown and filmy port which they all pledged the bride and bridegroom
-in. He looked at her as if she had been an article just sold, with a
-calculation of all the uses she might be put to, as he hoped she would
-give satisfaction. “I have heard a deal of my niece Nancy, and I know
-she’s had a many advantages,” he said. “I hope she’ll act up to them,
-Mr. Curtis, and give you every satisfaction in the married state.”
-
-This was the toast of the day, and they all hoped that Arthur would have
-got up and made a speech; and when he only said, “I am much obliged to
-you, Mr. Bates,” they were all a trifle disappointed, especially on
-account of Uncle Sam, who they felt required some practical proof that
-Nancy’s husband was, in reality, the very fine gentleman and member of
-the upper classes which they had represented him to be--not perceiving
-that Sam’s speech of itself proved his perception of the fact. And it
-was very strange that all these details, which would have amused Arthur
-greatly, with a kindly amusement without any gall in it, when he first
-began to come to the house, and which, even up to a very recent period,
-he would have regarded with amiable toleration, should have become
-unendurable to him now, at the very moment when he had become legally a
-member of the household party, and had more reason than ever before to
-judge them charitably, and look upon their doings and sayings with
-indulgent eyes; but so it was. How this should be, it is hard to
-explain, but it was quite natural to feel; and it is scarcely possible
-to exaggerate the impatience that was in his mind to get away, and to
-carry Nancy away. She was his now--“there was no longer any occasion for
-him,” he said, unconsciously to himself, “to put up with this.” He was
-enfranchised. Soon there would be land and sea, miles and leagues of it,
-of English soil, and foreign ground between them; and it would be his
-own fault if he exposed himself to another dinner in that parlour. When
-Nancy went away to change her dress, attended by her mother and sisters,
-Mr. Bates got out the rum, and called to “the girl” for hot water.
-
-“You’ll take a drop before you start for luck,” he said; and though
-Arthur would not take any, Sam Bates was very willing to do so. The
-smell of it sickened the young man, for the first time fastidious and
-critical. He got up and went to the window to look for the carriage
-which was coming to take his bride and himself away. They were going to
-Dover direct, to cross in a day or two. How he counted the moments till
-he could get out into the fresh air, however damp and gloomy, never,
-with his will, to come back here any more.
-
-But another shock awaited poor Arthur when Nancy came downstairs attired
-in the “silk” which was the crown of her little trousseau. It was light
-and thin, and rustled much, and was of a kind of salmon colour, between
-pink and brown, largely trimmed with flounces and fringes and bits of
-lace--every kind of florid ornamentation. The women were so proud of the
-effect, that Nancy was brought downstairs with the little brown jacket
-on her arm, which she was to wear over this resplendent garb, which, it
-seemed to Arthur’s eyes, might have been worn at a flower-show on a
-brilliant day of summer; for he was not sufficiently trained in details
-to be aware how the cheap elaboration of Nancy’s gown would have showed
-among the costlier productions of fashion.
-
-“My! what a swell!” cried Charley Bates, while the two elders looked up
-complaisant from their rum and water. It was indeed a proud moment for
-the family.
-
-“The thought I’ve had over this dress!” said the proud mother, with a
-pull here, and a pinch there to the cracking folds, “for you see there
-were so many things to think of; the present moment isn’t everything;
-and if she takes care of it, it will be quite good for next summer, and
-always a handsome dress for an occasion. And then if they meet friends,
-and are asked out of an evening, there she is! what could be better? You
-may say she’s a swell--but lasting was in my mind.”
-
-“It’s a splendid costoom,” said Uncle Sam. “I hope there’s a something
-in the pocket for luck. And very pretty you look in it, Nancy, and I
-wish you health to wear it, my dear, and plenty more when that’s done.”
-
-“She must not look for many like this,” said Mrs. Bates; “not just at
-present, till Sir John comes round. Parents may stretch a point, but I
-would never have a young woman be hard upon her husband. Turn round,
-dear, and show the basques. I never saw a dress that did Miss Snips more
-credit. But Arthur don’t give his opinion. A shawl! Oh, if that isn’t
-like a man! Cover her up in a shawl on her wedding-day!”
-
-“But what if she catches cold on her wedding-day?” said poor Arthur.
-
-He put his hand caressingly on the pinkness of the shoulder, and looked
-at his bride with all the show of admiration which he could put on to
-hide his secret horror. He was worn out with excitement and emotion,
-which, no doubt, was the reason why this final accident gave him such a
-shiver of horror.
-
-Nancy, who had grown suspicious as he grew fastidious, took fire
-instantly. She flung away from his caressing touch.
-
-“I’d better go upstairs again, and put on my old merino!” she cried,
-with a flush of passion, wheeling round with indignant impetuosity, and
-a fury of disappointment in her heart. They all caught and held her,
-while she struggled to get free.
-
-“She was always like that,” cried her mother. “She never could bear a
-word about her things. Nancy, dear, it ain’t that he doesn’t like it.
-It’s all his anxiety for you.”
-
-“My dear Nancy, the carriage is here,” cried Arthur, half frantic. “We
-shall lose the train. The dress is beautiful, but the day is cold and
-wet--”
-
-“Don’t you see, dear, he don’t want you to spoil your lovely dress--”
-
-“And be as hoarse as an old crow all the honeymoon,” said the amiable
-Matilda. “That’s what Arthur is thinking of, and right too! And here’s
-my new shawl, that I brought down on purpose. Look at the coachman, off
-of his box, looking in.”
-
-This reduced them all to calm. The coachman sat serenely overhead,
-contemplating the scene in the parlour with much satisfaction. His
-attention, however, was chiefly centred in the steaming rum-and-water,
-which, though it disgusted Arthur, looked very comfortable to the damp
-cabman in the drizzle, who was elderly, and had no particular interest
-in the bride. “Lord, how some folks does enjoy themselves!” he was
-saying in his secret soul. And, fortunately, there was no more time to
-think of the dress. Matilda wrapped her sister in her big shawl, and
-they all pressed round with kisses and farewells, of which Arthur had
-his share. He did not like them to kiss him, but how could he help it?
-He was on his good behaviour, ready to accept and forgive everything so
-long as he could get away.
-
-And when they at last drove from the door, what a relief it was! The
-Bates’ all stood in a circle outside, waving good-byes and yet more
-kisses, not heeding either the rain or the draggled spectators who stood
-by. Nor were the other missiles wanting which are common on such
-occasions. An old white shoe, one of those which Sarah Jane had danced
-to pieces on the night of the Volunteers’ ball, thrown violently after
-them, glanced in at the window, and fell on the opposite seat as they
-set out. Never was there a more squalid spell discharged at the shy and
-doubtful happiness for which Arthur Curtis had paid so great a price. He
-took it between his finger and thumb, and pitched it out of the window.
-Perhaps that, too, was an injudicious step to take.
-
-“I think you might have gone a little further off before you showed my
-folks how you despise them, Arthur,” cried Nancy, with flaming cheeks.
-
-Poor Arthur! there was not much laughter in his mood. But he made an
-effort to be light-hearted and gay.
-
-“It was too dirty for anything,” he said, laughing; and then he drew her
-within his arm, and said, “At last, Nancy! only you and I!”
-
-“Yes; you have got rid of them all at last,” said Nancy, making an
-effort to resist.
-
-But, after all, they were in love with each other, and had been married
-that morning. The incipient hostility dropped, and he forgave her dress,
-and she forgave his criticism. Her manners were as imperfect as her
-gown; but now she was free from all influences that were perverse, and
-she was his Nancy--his bride, the girl he loved, the object of his
-choice. He had paid dearly for the prize he was carrying away. It was
-not the time, certainly, to look out for flaws in that prize now.
-
-Thus they set off on their honeymoon, poor inexperienced young souls! He
-persuaded her, with no great difficulty, to stay in London first for a
-few days--hoping to be able to correct the dress--for how could he take
-her to France, where dress means something, to travel in November in a
-salmon-coloured silk gown? This may seem a poor sort of thing to occupy
-a bridegroom’s thoughts. But then the vehemence of a reformer and
-missionary was added in Arthur’s case to the new sense of responsibility
-that was upon him. He must make her perfect--if he could.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-
-
-The long avenue at Oakley was as dreary as the damp street of
-Underhayes. The rain drizzling, a constant soft downfall, half of the
-chilly shower, half of the yellow leaves, going on without intermission.
-Here and there one of the great oaks from which the place had its name,
-stood up all russet and solid, with the dry leaves clinging to its
-branches; here were feeble flutters of denuded sycamore and lime, there
-elms standing up in a forlorn faded greenness, all rusty, shabby,
-ragged, their year’s clothing worn out. The house itself appeared in
-glimpses as they drove along, grey and cold with its broad low front
-stretching along the damp terraces, which were so green with the wet as
-to put everything out of harmony. The neighbourhood was proud of Oakley
-Hall, which was said to be pure Italian, Palladian, or something finer
-still if there is any finer word. It had an imposing front with
-pediments and pillars, supposed to be white, but at present the very
-colour of cold, damp and mournful. Lady Curtis shivered as they drove
-along, sighting it by glimpses, now more, now less distinctly through
-the trees. It was her home, but there was not much sympathy between the
-lively quick-feeling woman and the blank splendour of the cold
-long-drawn-out house. She was never fond of it at any time. What she
-would have given for red brick! but Palladio was very much more
-dignified if not so kindly. “How dismal we shall be without Arthur,” she
-said as they approached. They had not talked very much to each other on
-the journey. All that could be said about Arthur had been said on the
-night of Lucy’s return from Underhayes, but it was not possible to keep
-absolute silence about him now. The house was so full of Arthur; they
-seemed to see him upon the steps, in the avenue, appearing across the
-park with his gun. And now he had disappeared from the place. Their own
-sudden departure, when they first heard of his folly, had broken up the
-lingering remnant of a shooting party which had assembled at Oakley,
-chiefly for Arthur’s pleasure, but which no persuasions had induced
-Arthur to join. Now the men and their guns were all gone, and there was
-an interval of quiet before them till Christmas, when Sir John’s
-habitual party of parliamentary friends would assemble. Nothing but
-mourning could interfere with that; and, “we can’t put on mourning for
-Arthur, though God knows we might, if separation was all that was meant
-by it,” said Lady Curtis.
-
-“Oh, mamma!” said Lucy with her usual tone of gentle remonstrance.
-
-Lady Curtis was very quick and outspoken. She said a great many things
-with her lips which people in general say only in the seclusion of their
-mind. Lucy _faisait les cornes_ again when her mother spoke of mourning
-for Arthur. The suggestion was intolerable to her. It threw an
-additional cloud upon the dreary streaming avenue and the grey blank of
-the eyeless house.
-
-Sir John, who was in reality expecting them anxiously, did not come to
-the door to meet them, being a little too late in moving from his chair
-in the library, which was his way. There were often advantages in it;
-and perhaps to-day, as on other occasions, it was just as well that it
-was in his library he received his wife and daughter, instead of meeting
-them in the full sight of the servants. Sir John was a tall grey-haired
-man with a sort of homely dignity about him. He was not clever, and
-often enough the ladies felt it was difficult to get an idea into his
-head--and when the idea was in his head, he was in the way of treating
-it somewhat hardly, as if it was a thing rather than an idea. He could
-not play with plans and intentions as his wife’s quick mind loved to
-do--and when he received a blow, it crushed him with a sort of solid
-monotony to which there was no relief. He had not believed it possible
-that Arthur would persevere with a marriage which was so seriously
-against his interests, and had thought it only “some of my lady’s
-nonsense,” to think that this very fact would make Arthur more decided
-in throwing himself away. But now that the thing was done, he would
-allow no hope in it. His son was lost--the prey probably of a bad,
-certainly of a designing woman, seeking her own interests alone. He
-might as well die at once for any good that was likely to come of him
-now. And in consequence of this determination, on the part of Sir John
-that such a thing could not happen, the final act in the drama having
-taken him entirely by surprise, notwithstanding all warnings, had shaken
-him enormously in his health as well as in his immediate comfort. “He
-might as well be dead,” he had said, after he knew that there was no
-more hope; and those were the words which he repeated by way of greeting
-to his wife and daughter.
-
-“He might as well be dead at once--why did you let him do it?” he cried.
-“If I had ever thought he could have been such a fool, I should have
-taken care to be on the spot myself,” said Sir John.
-
-He had no curiosity about his son, where he was going--what he was
-doing. He might as well have been dead. To be sure when he himself was
-dead, Arthur must come back and reign in his state; but then Sir John
-felt no necessity within himself that he should ever die. It was so far
-off, that it was unnecessary to calculate upon that remote contingency,
-and in the meantime it was his son who had departed out of this life,
-left it altogether without possibility of return. He had spent these
-last few days very mournfully in the solitude of his vast house. One or
-two intimate friends had come to see him, but he had not cared to
-receive their visits. The Rector had been there for a long time that
-very day preaching strange doctrines: that a thing being done could not
-be undone, and that it would be wise now to make the best of everything
-that happened. The Rector was a Curtis too, Sir John’s own nephew, and
-though he was shocked by this domestic incident, he was aware that it
-would be best not to allow it to come to anything scandalous. He had
-ventured to suggest that, perhaps, things might turn out better than
-they appeared. “Better!” said Sir John, “he might as well have been
-dead.” He had been able to think of nothing else since he had heard of
-it; and his thoughts of Arthur were all of the kind which come into the
-minds of those who have lost their children. All the old forgotten
-nursery stories came back to him. What a boy he was--so active, so
-strong, such a good shot for his years, ready to ride at any thing, and
-with an opinion of his own on politics and all that. While he sat in his
-library pretending to read and write (and what is it that elderly
-gentlemen find to do when they are shut up for day after day, pretending
-to read and write in their libraries?) these fancies came surging up
-about him exactly as if Arthur had been dead. He would put down his
-paper suddenly to think out a little joke of his when he was five, or a
-school-boy prank at fifteen. What promise, what ability, a hundred times
-cleverer than ever I was! and all to end in this. The dull surprise in
-his mind was inexhaustible; how could he be such a fool--how could he
-commit moral suicide in this way? And why had not his mother put a stop
-to it? This dull misery which he was suffering did not affect Sir
-John’s ordinary habits; he went on, to all outward appearance, just as
-usual. He fulfilled every duty he had been accustomed to; ate at the
-usual times, took all the usual courses at dinner, and presented an
-imperturbable countenance to the butler and the footman who waited upon
-him; but his heart was heavy with the thought of his son who was lost.
-Though he was so glad to have his wife and daughter back again, he met
-them almost with reproaches.
-
-“You went away, but you have not done any good,” he said. “I expected
-little, but still you might have been of some use--and you have been of
-no use. It is exactly as if he were dead.”
-
-“Oh, papa, not that,” cried Lucy; but Lady Curtis only cried as she
-dropped into the big chair by the fire to get a little warmth. She felt
-at first as if her husband had a right to reproach her, notwithstanding
-that she had done everything she could; for she had left him with
-perhaps a boast of her own influence, and with very high hopes. It had
-seemed to her that Arthur must yield; and not only had Arthur not
-yielded, but all the harm that had been threatened was accomplished, and
-their only son was lost to them. She could not contradict what Sir John
-said. She was humbled, she who had been so confident; she had gone away
-almost promising to bring him back with her, confident in her power over
-her boy. Never before had her husband gained such an advantage. He had a
-kind of right to jibe at her henceforward, if he chose to exercise it.
-She had nothing to answer to him. It was quite true what he had said.
-What difference would it have made had the boy died.
-
-“I never thought it would come to this,” said Sir John, “not that I
-believed in your remonstrances; but I could not have believed that the
-fellow was such a fool. What does he suppose he will make by it? He had
-everything that heart could desire, a good allowance, a good home; and
-to go and cut his own throat as it were, to make an end of himself! He
-might just as well have done it at once. He will never be of any good
-again.”
-
-“It is quite true, it is quite true,” said Lady Curtis, “all that your
-papa says is true.” Her heart was so wrung that she scarcely knew whom
-she was addressing, Arthur, who had gone away in his disobedience, or
-Lucy, in whom there were faint appearances of standing up for her
-brother. The mother would not divest herself of the sense of a domestic
-audience to be convinced, whom perhaps their papa might be effectual
-with, though she had failed herself.
-
-“What he could think he was to gain by it!” Sir John resumed, encouraged
-by this support, which he did not always receive from his wife. “Debt
-and that sort of thing is bad enough, and we know how young men are
-drawn into it; but what could anybody suppose this was going to be but
-ruin and destruction; what could he think there was to gain?”
-
-“Oh, papa!” Lucy could not keep silence any longer. It was not the habit
-of the house to allow papa to have everything his own way. When Arthur’s
-youthful peccadilloes had been discussed hitherto, Lady Curtis, however
-she might object to his conduct, had always been his champion with his
-father, and one of the greatest marvels and most confusing circumstances
-of all was this silence on her part, and surrender as it were of Arthur
-to be crushed as Sir John pleased. Lucy could not be still and hear it
-all. “Oh, papa!” she cried, “you speak as if poor Arthur thought of
-nothing but his own interest; was he so selfish? you know that he never
-thought of what was for his interest at all. Cannot you believe that he
-loved her, and that this was his motive?”
-
-“My dear,” said Sir John, “I was not speaking to you. You stand up for
-one another as is natural. But see, even your mother has not a word to
-say.”
-
-This roused Lady Curtis from her depression. “I disapprove of it all as
-much as you can do, John; I am as unhappy; but still I do not think
-there was any calculation in Arthur’s mind; how should there have been?
-It was the height of foolishness and wicked hastiness, but he knew he
-could get nothing by it--he knew it was ruin, as you say.”
-
-“Why did he do it then?” cried Sir John with outspread hands, appealing
-to heaven and earth, his eyebrows raised, shaking his head and looking
-about as if for an answer. Perhaps he felt his son’s defection the most
-of all of them, although when all was well with Arthur he was not one of
-the fathers who cultivate their sons unduly, but on the contrary was
-often impatient of Lady Curtis’s interest in anything connected with the
-boy, and her anxiety about him. “What could happen to him?” Sir John was
-in the habit of saying, when, as sometimes happened, there would be a
-commotion in the house because Arthur did not write often enough.
-“Depend upon it he is all right.” This had been his mood before; but now
-he seemed to miss Arthur wherever he turned. A thousand questions seemed
-to arise on which he would have liked to consult him; he wanted him to
-shoot a too-well preserved preserve, he wanted him to say what he
-thought about those new cottages which had to be built. Sir John did not
-see the need of new cottages; _he_ did not want a new house, he was
-contented with his old one; and why should not other people be content?
-but in case the cottages should be forced upon him he should have liked
-to know what Arthur thought. Now that he was gone, there seemed to arise
-some special reason for appealing to him almost every day. It was as if
-he had died.
-
-And there was a long silence in the big still room where the family had
-met together after their misfortune. How few families are there which
-have not known such sorrowful silences: when there is one absent to be
-bitterly blamed, and some one in fretful anguish cries out, and the
-others heartbroken, try for excuses and find nothing to say. This was
-how it was. The mother and daughter had talked it over till there seemed
-no more to add, but Sir John had not had this relief. All his pain and
-anger had been locked up in his own bosom, and now they burst forth.
-“What did he do it for? What did he suppose he could make by it?” Sir
-John did not believe that his son thought anything could be made by it,
-but how was he to repress the intolerable pang in his own heart for
-Arthur’s loss and ruin? And yet he was angry that nobody defended Arthur
-when he stopped speaking. He was angry also when the women attempted to
-defend him. It did not much matter which it was. He was silent for a
-moment; and the dull sky outside, and the dull air with its double rain
-from the clouds and the trees filled up the great windows with
-dreariness, adding another element of depression, and Lady Curtis gazed
-drearily into the fire stooping over it, to get a little warmth, and
-Lucy stood by the table motionless with tears upon her cheek. Then Sir
-John burst forth again.
-
-“If there had been anything to justify it, you know! One has heard of a
-man losing his head for a great beauty, something out of the way--a
-syren, you know. But a village girl, and, from all I hear, a virago, a
-temper--”
-
-“Don’t let us speak of her,” said Lady Curtis, with a movement of
-disgust. “It’s enough that he has done it. Oh, the foolish, foolish boy!
-Separated himself entirely from his own sphere, and his natural life,
-and us.”
-
-“Mamma,” said Lucy, breathless, “I don’t want to excuse Arthur; but
-what could you say worse of him, both papa and you, if he had done
-something _wrong_?”
-
-They both turned upon her, furious: yet so thankful to her for standing
-up for him with whom both were wroth beyond words.
-
-“Wrong!” they both cried in one breath. “Are you mad, child? Do you
-think he has not done wrong?”
-
-“He has been very, very foolish,” cried Lucy, growing pale. “Yes, he is
-wrong; oh, yes, I know he is wrong. But if he had done something
-shameful, _wicked_, mother--people’s sons have done so--sin--crime--you
-could not take it more seriously, you could not say worse of him.”
-
-“Sin!” said Sir John. “Lucy, you are a girl, you don’t understand
-things. A man might be sinful enough, and not cut himself off like this.
-It is worse, ever so much worse, both for him and us, than what girls
-like you call sin.”
-
-“No, papa!” cried Lucy, with flashing eyes. “I will not hear you speak
-so of Arthur. He has been disobedient to you; but he is a man. God does
-not mean us always to be obedient like little children. And he has done
-nothing that is wrong. I will not hear anyone say so.”
-
-“Wrong!” cried Lady Curtis, rising in her indignation and pain. “Do you
-call it right to bring misery and disgrace into a family, to break off
-all his old ties for a new one, to throw off father and mother, and duty
-and honour, for the sake of a fancy, for the sake of a pretty face? What
-does he know more of her than a pretty face? Love! is that what can be
-called love?--for the sake of his own will and self-indulgence, the
-unkind, selfish boy!”
-
-And then she sat down again and cried bitterly, which was a relief to
-her. Sir John could not cry, but he got angry, which was a relief to
-him.
-
-“Let me never hear you excuse him again,” he cried, “or you will make
-me fear that you are not to be trusted either. What, Lucy! you think
-children are not to be expected to obey their parents--you, a girl!
-Then, God help us, what have we to expect, your mother and I?--our only
-boy lost to us in a disgraceful connection, and our only girl ready to
-follow his example.”
-
-“Papa!” cried Lucy, indignant, yet trembling.
-
-“Is that the prospect before us? It is kind of you to give us warning:
-and to take such a moment for doing it, when we are crushed
-sufficiently, I should think.” Then he changed from this pathetic,
-sarcastic tone, and turned upon her with fierce and threatening looks.
-“But mind you, Lucy, I’ll shut you up, as fathers had a right to do
-once. I’ll keep you on bread and water--by Heaven, I will--before you
-disgrace yourself like Arthur, right or wrong!”
-
-“Hush, hush!” cried Lady Curtis, roused. “Oh, John, you forget
-yourself. Lucy, Lucy, your papa does not mean it. We don’t distrust you.
-Fancy distrusting Lucy, our Lucy, John! Oh, we are not come to that!”
-and she went to her daughter, and kissed her, and held her close in her
-arms.
-
-Lucy had not said a word, but she had raised her head as her father
-vituperated, and fixed her eyes upon him steadily. She was not a girl to
-be frightened; but her mother grew frightened looking at her, and seeing
-the pale indignation and firmness in her face.
-
-“Of course, I never meant that,” said Sir John, fretfully, sitting down
-in his chair with an angry _thud_ which seemed but an echo of his sigh.
-“Why do you put your fantastic meanings into a man’s plain words? Hadn’t
-you better go and get your things off, and make yourselves comfortable?
-And you can send me a cup of tea. It is all this wretched, depressing
-day.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-
-
-The Rector came up next morning to see his aunt and his cousin, and hear
-their story. Nothing for a long time had interested him so much; and
-though he was very sorry for Arthur, and sorry for those who had so much
-to suffer on Arthur’s account, there was a latent feeling in Hubert
-Curtis’s mind that some advantage, more or less, though he could not
-exactly tell what, was likely to come to himself from Arthur’s
-misconduct. He did not wish to profit by his cousin’s loss, but the
-impression was strong on his mind that this was likely to be the case
-whether he wished it or not, and, naturally, it moved him to a certain
-excitement. Hubert Curtis was not specially adapted to be a clergyman;
-in fact, it might, perhaps, be said that, of all professions for which
-he was unadapted, the Church was the chief. It had not been thought of
-for him till he was eighteen, just leaving Eton, and with thoughts of a
-crack regiment and all the pleasure of life in his mind. By that time
-Arthur was fifteen, and it had become quite apparent that there was no
-likelihood of a second son at the Hall to hold the living of Oakley, as
-was the tradition in the family; and Sir John’s uncle, who was the then
-incumbent, was old and growing infirm. This being the case, there was a
-hurried consultation on the subject in the family; in consequence of
-which General Curtis paid a short visit to his brother at Oakley. It was
-because of that uncle, who was still a young man, in possession of
-Oakley Rectory when Anthony Curtis, Sir John’s younger brother, grew up,
-that he himself had been made a soldier instead of a clergyman. He was
-now a General in the Indian Army, with a tolerable fortune, and sons
-enough to reinforce all the professions. Hubert was his second boy; he
-was a lively fellow, full of fun, as his family said, and in those days
-rather apt to get into scrapes--the very boy for the Army. And when the
-General came home and announced the result of the family conclave, which
-was that Hubert, instead of putting on a red coat, was to go to the
-University and study for the Church, there was much tribulation in the
-old house at Kensington, where the General lived with all his children.
-The sisters wept with Bertie, who was in despair, and Mrs. Curtis went
-about the house with a mournful countenance, saying to everybody, “It is
-so much for his interest, it is a thousand a year.” After a while, it is
-true, this consideration healed and bound up even the broken heart of
-Bertie. A man does not come easily into possession of a thousand a year
-as a soldier, and it was not pretended that he was clever to push his
-way to the front of his profession; whereas here his income would be
-certain and immediate, and nothing would depend on his cleverness. The
-parish was small; there was a capital house, very good society, good
-shooting, fishing, everything a man could desire; and as for the duty,
-there was not very much of that, and by means of a curate it would
-always be possible to diminish what little there was.
-
-Thus matters were smoothed down, and Bertie went to the University; and
-in due time, on his uncle’s death, became the Rector of Oakley, like all
-his grand-uncles before him. He was so far conscientious that he did not
-keep a curate, the parish being one which contained about two hundred of
-a population only--that is, he did not keep a permanent curate, though
-he indulged freely in occasional aid. But it may be supposed that in
-these circumstances Bertie Curtis was not, perhaps, so adapted for his
-work, or so devoted to it as most of the other clergymen of whom we are
-so proud in England. He liked his ease, which they are not supposed to
-do, and that liberty of going where he liked, and doing what he liked,
-which only the richer members of his profession can indulge in. He went
-to all the races all over the country, and betted a good deal in a quiet
-way; but, to be sure, the village people did not know where he was when
-he was absent from home, and he might just as well have been at a
-meeting of the Church Union as at the Doncaster meeting. And Sir John
-and the other magnates did not care. Some of them said Bertie Curtis was
-thrown away where he was, such a good fellow! He “got on” just as well
-as if he had been the most devoted parish priest under the sun. In
-externals he was good-looking enough, with the good features and high
-nose which belonged to the family; of good height, rather over than
-under middle size, but not tall; well-made, well-dressed, active, and
-not stupid--on the whole, an attractive, agreeable Squire-parson, quite
-benevolent enough, and not disposed to be uncivil or disagreeable to any
-man. Poachers he hated by nature, dissenters he disliked professionally,
-though he was too much of a gentleman even to notice them; but otherwise
-he was friendly enough to everybody who did not interfere with him.
-
-This was the man who came up to the Hall, concerned and interested, to
-inquire about Arthur--feeling very sorry for Arthur, yet with an
-indistinct but not unpleasant consciousness that one way or another
-Arthur’s mistake and failure in life must be good for himself. There was
-one little weakness which Hubert had: an inclination towards his cousin
-Lucy, who did not at all incline towards him. Up to the present moment
-it cannot be said to have gone the length of love, but he felt that it
-would be in every respect very suitable if Lucy and he could “hit it
-off together.” Sir John would like to have his daughter settled so near
-him, and Lucy’s fortune would be a very comfortable addition to Bertie’s
-thousand a year; and then he liked her better than any of the girls
-about, better than all the young ladies whom, he modestly felt, he might
-have for the asking. There are indeed, it must be avowed, a great many
-young ladies in the world to whom a thousand a year is as attractive as
-it proved to Bertie Curtis, and who, being unable to get it as Bertie
-Curtis did, have to “go in for” the clergyman, instead of going in
-legitimately for the living, as it is the man’s proud privilege to do.
-But none of these aspirants pleased him as Lucy did, who was not an
-aspirant at all. In this the contradictoriness of human nature showed
-itself. He liked Lucy; but Lucy did not care for him. She did not go so
-far as to dislike her cousin, but she perceived as girls of fantastic
-notions have a way of doing that Bertie’s aims were not very high; and
-he was not old enough to be looked up to, and to have his faults
-condoned like the kind old uncle whose place he occupied, who was not an
-ideal parish priest any more than Bertie, but whom Lucy would not permit
-anyone to criticize.
-
-When the Rector was seen coming up the avenue next morning, neither Lady
-Curtis nor Lucy was delighted by the sight. “He is coming to ask after
-Arthur, that pink of propriety who never did anything imprudent or
-compromised himself for other people,” said Lady Curtis; which perhaps
-was not quite just; for Hubert had “compromised himself,” if that was
-any credit to him, often enough when he was at the University, before it
-became his profession to be good. But there are many mothers and sisters
-who will understand Lady Curtis’s feelings. To be sympathized with when
-your scapegrace is out of favour by some respectable contemporary who
-never was in anybody’s black books in all his virtuous life, is not that
-more than feminine flesh and blood can bear? Does not one hate the
-virtuous youth who has always so wisely shunned the broad path and the
-green? And Bertie was especially obnoxious to this hatred. Bertie who
-frequented all the race-courses in a black tie, and had a book on every
-great “event,” and yet was always so decorous, keeping within the bounds
-of clergymanly correctness, though he never professed to be devoted to
-his profession. Had he been an open humbug and hypocrite, he would have
-offended these ladies less. They knew how sympathetic he would be about
-Arthur, how he would “understand his feelings,” and yet show in his
-faultless manly demeanour how weak it was of Arthur to throw himself
-away. Lucy’s first impulse had been to leave the room when she saw
-Bertie appearing, but she was convinced of the futility of this when
-Lady Curtis sprang to her feet impatiently. “There is Bertie,” she
-cried, “Lucy, you always get on with Bertie, I really cannot put up with
-him to-day.”
-
-“But you would not leave me alone--not alone--to entertain Bertie
-to-day.”
-
-“My dear, what does it matter, he is your cousin,” said Lady Curtis; and
-then she changed her mind and took her seat again. “Of course he is sure
-to speak to me about it some time or other--as well to-day as any day,”
-she said; “but oh, Lucy, to see him sitting there so correct and proper,
-and my Arthur--!” cried the vexed mother.
-
-“Arthur has done nothing wicked,” said Lucy, elevating her head, with
-again that look of resolution in her eyes. Lady Curtis did not
-understand this look. She was afraid of it. She asked herself could Lucy
-have anything on her mind? Lucy would not and could not emulate Arthur.
-No chance that she would distress her parents with a lover of low
-degree, or any man who was not a gentleman. But then if Lucy “took
-anything into her head,” that would be worse than anything Arthur could
-do. A trembling came over Lady Curtis. It was hard enough to lose her
-son, but Lucy seemed now everything she had in the world. While these
-thoughts were passing through her mind, Bertie was shown into the room.
-There were some clerical tricks which he had learned, though he did not
-assume a clerical deportment generally. He would take the hand of a
-sufferer and press it with silent meaning, with eyes full of sympathy,
-and if anything in the world could have exasperated Lady Curtis more
-than the mere fact of his coming, it would have been this deeply-meaning
-look from Bertie’s eyes.
-
-This however was got over, and so was the close pressure of the hand
-which seemed to say so much, and Bertie sat down. The ladies were in a
-small morning-room which they were fond of, which opened out upon the
-green terrace in summer; and there they lived half out of doors in a
-kind of stony bower formed by two of the pillars which adorned the front
-of the house. The windows were very long and straight, the room was
-furnished luxuriously, in a taste which is scarcely approved by the
-art-standards of the present day. But they liked it for very different
-reasons: Lady Curtis because she had herself furnished it, arranged
-every festoon of the drapery, and chosen every scrap of the Louis Quinze
-furniture: and Lucy because she had always known it like this and could
-not bear any change. Lady Curtis sat with her back to the light, that at
-least Bertie might not see the effect of his condolences. His face was
-so serious, so sympathetic, so full of feeling, that few people could
-have withstood it. He did not say much as he pressed their hands, and
-after he sat down there was a pause. Lady Curtis had grasped at her
-work when he appeared. It is a great safeguard to a woman to have a
-piece of work which she can bend her head over, and thus avoid the
-inspection of such serious eyes. “I heard you had got home yesterday,”
-he said, “I am sure my uncle will mend now that you are here.”
-
-“Was papa ill,” said Lucy, “while we were away?”
-
-“Ill is not the word, perhaps: but one could not help seeing that he was
-very unhappy. He will be better now. I came up to the Hall to see if I
-could be of any use in amusing him a little, but it was not me he
-wanted. And how is Arthur? I hope you saw him before--”
-
-“Yes, thanks, I saw him,” said Lucy, “he is very well. There has never
-been anything the matter with him that I know of.”
-
-“No, not with his health of course; and I hope, aunt, you were more
-satisfied about--the lady--than we hoped;--or I should say feared--”
-
-“If you mean Mrs. Arthur,” said Lady Curtis, forcing herself to speak
-the words steadily, “I did not see her, Bertie. I did not wish to see
-her; therefore I cannot give you any opinion on the subject.”
-
-“Nay,” he said gently, “I did not want any opinion. I only trusted that
-you had been--pleased, or, at least, less displeased--than we fancied. I
-suppose they have gone abroad?”
-
-“I suppose so,” said Lucy rather drearily. This cross-questioning was
-insupportable to her also; but she was not of an impatient temper like
-her mother; accordingly while Lady Curtis fumed, it was Lucy who had to
-speak.
-
-“That will be a good thing,” said the Reverend Bertie, “so much can be
-done abroad. It is really the place to go to when a little polish is
-wanted. The very fact of living among foreigners is good for one in the
-way of culture, and Arthur himself has such good manners. I hope you
-will not think it an impertinent question--but I hope, my dear aunt,
-there is no open breach?”
-
-“What do you mean by an open breach?” she said indignantly. “You talk as
-if Arthur had murdered some one. If you will tell me plainly what you
-want to know, I will endeavour to give all the necessary information.”
-
-“My dear aunt! is it not natural I should like to know? Arthur and I
-have always been good friends. In happier circumstances, I should have
-married him, or helped to have married him--surely you don’t think it is
-mere vulgar curiosity. I don’t conceal that I should like to know.”
-
-Lady Curtis threw her work aside. She could not keep up the appearance
-of calm. “I am sure you mean very well, Bertie,” she said, (though,
-indeed, she was by no means so very sure). “And, perhaps, I am not so
-patient as I ought to be. I can’t talk my boy over as if he were a
-stranger. Arthur has been very foolish--”
-
-“You think I don’t understand,” said the Rector, “do you think I am so
-unfeeling? I know how hard it must be, and Sir John is very severe. But
-after all, what is done cannot be undone. Things of this kind so often
-turn out better than anyone expected. This is why I wanted to know if
-you had seen the lady. If she has sense, it may all come right, indeed
-it may--women are so quick, they pick up things so fast. I wish you
-would let me persuade you to take a little comfort. Things may not be
-nearly so bad as they seem.”
-
-All this was so well said that even the suspicious mother could not make
-any objections. After all, the chief thing against him was that _he_ was
-not under a cloud, that he had not made an imprudent marriage; and it
-was hard to refuse his kindness, and treat him as an enemy on that
-account. Lady Curtis, who was changeable by right of her quick temper
-and feelings, melted all at once, and opened her mind to him--her mind
-at least, if not her heart.
-
-“If she had been a girl with any feeling how could she have married so?”
-she cried. “Not one friend with him--his father and mother holding
-aloof. No, Bertie, it is very good of you to say so, but I have not any
-hope. Our boy is lost to us. Of course, when we are out of the way, he
-will come and take his place here, and she will take my place, which is
-no pleasant thing to think of; but in the meantime we have lost our
-boy.”
-
-“Indeed, you must not think so,” said the Rector, “when the first
-infatuation is over, Arthur will come back. He will not be happy in so
-different a sphere. He will miss you--he will miss Lucy--and all his old
-ways. In--how long shall I say? in a month, six weeks--he will come back
-and beg your pardon.”
-
-“I hope he will not have so little perception,” said Lady Curtis, the
-colour rising in her face. “You speak as if it were a case in which
-such a conclusion was possible; and no doubt there are such cases; but
-this girl--this girl is--Don’t ask me--how can I tell you all the
-impossibilities of it? I see them, and I know that Arthur is lost to us.
-As his poor father says, ‘he might as well be dead!’”
-
-Lucy had not said anything, but Lady Curtis saw without looking that her
-daughter was not on her side. Lucy’s head was very erect--her mouth was
-closed firmly, as if she was holding herself in; there was a certain
-resistance in the poise of that head, and displeasure in the mouth. Lady
-Curtis stopped short after she had answered her nephew, and turning
-suddenly round to her daughter burst forth: “Say what you mean,
-Lucy--say what you mean! I would rather have anything said to me than
-see you keep it in and despise what your mother says.”
-
-“How could I despise what you say, mamma,” said Lucy, “or what you
-think either? But I should like Bertie to know that I cannot blame
-Arthur as other people do. He is dreadfully wrong in some things; but we
-can’t tell he is wrong at all in the great thing. Mamma, I cannot help
-it--I don’t want to vex you. For anything we know, she may be the one
-wife in the world for Arthur; and when he was promised to her, pledged
-to her, and had got her love, and given her his--I should have hated my
-brother if he had forsaken her. Yes, I know you will be angry--but I
-can’t help it. I might have been glad in a way--it might have been
-better for the family; but I should have hated and despised him. He
-could never have been Arthur to me any more--that, indeed, would have
-been as bad as dying,” said Lucy emphatically with fire in her eyes.
-
-Lady Curtis was so moved with displeasure that she could scarcely find
-words to reply. “You, Lucy, you! to go and put yourself on the side of
-such a creature.”
-
-“I don’t put myself on her side, but Arthur has done nothing
-irremediable--I cannot, I cannot allow it to be said! Oh, foolish,
-foolish! unwise, unkind, ill-judged, whatever you please,” she said,
-“but he has done nothing against his honour, or against nature. He may
-repent it bitterly; but what he has done is not irremediable, I cannot
-have it said.”
-
-“All for love,” said the Rector musing, with a half smile, “and the
-world well lost!”
-
-“I do not mean anything nonsensical,” said Lucy, blushing hotly with the
-shame of youth for being supposed capable of high-flown sentiment. “I am
-speaking of mere truth and honour. What is a man who is false to his
-word? who can be shaken off by other people’s interference from the most
-solemn engagements a man can make? I had not thought of it when we left
-home. It seemed just like going to get Arthur out of any foolish
-scrape--as you did when he was saucy at Eton--and when he got into
-trouble about his work. But this is different--a man must keep his
-word.”
-
-“When he has made mad promises that will ruin him--when he is cheated
-into vows he does not mean--when he makes engagements that will be the
-torment and destruction of his life?”
-
-“I--I--suppose so--when he has given his word,” said Lucy, overwhelmed
-by her mother’s vehemence, and by the sudden sense that even to this
-subject, which seemed so distinct, there was a second side.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-
-
-“I hope you are not vexed by the interest I take in it,” said the
-Rector. “I fear my aunt is, though why, I cannot imagine; but, Lucy, I
-wish you would trust me, and tell me what you can. Who has a better
-right to be interested than I have? Not to say that I have been fond of
-Arthur all his life, and that he is one of my nearest relations, next
-thing to a brother, already.”
-
-There was something in the way in which he pronounced this “already”
-which roused Lucy, she did not quite know why. It seemed to convey an
-insinuation that there were still closer connections possible. She
-interrupted him hastily.
-
-“I never knew that Arthur and you were such very good friends. Oh, yes,
-cousins, of course. But cousin means almost anything, much or little, as
-people like.”
-
-“That is not a very kind speech,” he said. “I always thought I had a
-certain right both to Arthur and you; but when you say this--”
-
-“I do not mean anything unkind, but it is so. When people have been
-brought up together it is different. Arthur’s great friend,” said Lucy,
-firmly, and with decision, though with a slight, additional colour, “who
-is like a brother to him, is Mr. Durant.”
-
-The Rector smiled.
-
-“You snub me very unmercifully,” he said, “and I don’t know why either.
-I suppose you mean that Arthur does not care for me. Well, of course, if
-it is so, one must put up with that. Durant? yes, Durant, I know, was
-his great ally; but since they have lost all their money, I thought
-Durant could not afford to keep up idle friendship; so, at least, it was
-said.”
-
-“He has been very kind to Arthur. I don’t know if you call that an idle
-friendship.”
-
-“My dear cousin Lucy, I don’t want to say a word that is disagreeable to
-you. If you think Durant a better friend for Arthur than I am--”
-
-“I was not saying what I thought, or giving any opinion about best or
-better. I was only speaking of the fact.”
-
-“Well, so be it,” he said with a sigh; “but, at all events, you will not
-deny that there are few people to whom Arthur and his wife can be more
-important in the future. We are likely to live our lives out side by
-side.”
-
-“You mean after papa--”
-
-“Now you are angry with me again! It may be years and years hence, and I
-hope it will; but in the course of nature, and my uncle would be the
-first to wish it, Arthur will succeed him. We are both a great deal
-younger than Sir John; and I suppose I am here for life--unless you are
-unkind to me, Lucy, and make me indifferent to everything,” he said,
-lowering his voice.
-
-She took no notice of this, unless by quickening her pace, and
-insensibly withdrawing a little further from his side. They were walking
-down together to the village, where Lucy had her favourite old women to
-see after her return home. She had no excuse for refusing her cousin’s
-escort, and why should she refuse it? He was very nice; there was
-nothing in him that any lady could object to. He was her own near
-relative, and their way was the same as far as the village, and she
-liked him well enough. Why had everybody at the Hall this unexpressed,
-incipient distrust of Hubert Curtis? Lucy could not tell; and perhaps it
-was not necessary to have such a feeling to explain her little proud
-movement aside, her slight withdrawal when he spoke in this tone of
-subdued tenderness. She did not choose that her cousin should be tender
-to her, and therefore it was quite natural that she should withdraw.
-
-“I suppose you are right,” she said. “Of course, you are a great deal
-younger than papa; but it gives one a shock to think what may happen
-when he--I prefer, for my part, not to think of it. Yes,” Lucy
-continued, with that sudden inconsistency which she had from her mother;
-“of course, Arthur and his wife will be of importance to you when we are
-all away from the Hall; and you have a right to hear all I can tell you.
-Well, Cousin Bertie--”
-
-“May I not protest against this?” he said. “You are not kind to me,
-Lucy. What an air of selfish, interested, business-like curiosity you
-put upon the simple sentiment I expressed!”
-
-At this Lucy blushed once more; for to be thought capable of imputing
-base motives, was not that as bad as to be base one’s self?
-
-“I beg your pardon,” she said; “perhaps I am twisted a little--the wrong
-way. How can one help that, when everything has gone so contrary? Well,
-I will tell you all I know, and you must forgive me if I was
-disagreeable.”
-
-“You are never disagreeable,” he said, in again that objectionable tone,
-and with a world of objectionable meaning, “to _me_.”
-
-Lucy veered a little further off from him, as if she had been forced by
-the wind, but went on taking no notice of the interruption.
-
-“I saw her, for a moment. Yes, I thought you would be surprised. She is
-very handsome; and I was prejudiced--of course I was prejudiced. I
-thought, as women, I suppose, always do, that she looked bold, not as a
-girl should. I have no doubt,” said Lucy, with a sigh, “that she thought
-the same of me.”
-
-“No one could think that of you.”
-
-“Oh, perhaps not that, but something equally disagreeable. She thought
-most probably that I was proud. She did not speak to me. I said I hoped
-she would be happy,” said Lucy, dropping her voice, “and I hope I meant
-it, but I am not quite sure. Of course, I wish Arthur to be happy, and
-he cannot be happy unless his wife is. So that, at least, makes my wish
-quite sincere.”
-
-“And she did not speak to you! She did not think it an honour, the
-greatest honour that could have been done her--”
-
-“Why should she think it an honour? It was her wedding-day. She was the
-first person to be thought of. And I did not mean to see her, at least,
-to speak to her. I did not mean that Arthur should find me out. Oh!”
-cried Lucy, with sudden compunction, “I retract all I said just now.
-When she came into the church, before she knew that I was there, she did
-not look bold. She looked beautiful, yes, beautiful! happy and serious,
-and not thinking who was there. Just, I should think, as a girl who is
-going to be married ought to look,” said Lucy, with a soft mantling of
-colour, less than a blush, impersonal, meaning the soft thrill of
-fellow-feeling, nothing more.
-
-“But afterwards--you thought her bold?--who is she? Did you see her
-people? Has she any people?” said Bertie, “that is almost as important
-as herself.”
-
-Lucy gave a slight shudder, which was not thrown away upon her
-companion. She had scarcely seen the rest of the Bates’ at the time, but
-now the peculiarities of the other members of the group seemed to come
-back to her with the retrospective memory which excitement possesses.
-She could see them now--the shabby father upon whom that beautiful girl
-leant, the mother in her Paisley shawl, and the flippant Sarah Jane.
-These were the “people” of her brother’s wife. She made no reply, and
-her cousin went on.
-
-“What a blessing that so much of the estate is entailed! Radicals may
-speak as they please about the law of entail, but how many old families
-would be kept up without? Fortunately, however angry my uncle might be,
-he has no power to punish Arthur; at least it cannot but be a moderate
-punishment. So long as he has Oakley--”
-
-“He has not Oakley, Cousin Bertie. I wish you would not always talk of
-the time when papa will be gone. We may all be gone before him for
-anything we know;” and once more she put out her two fingers under the
-folds of her warm jacket to avert the omen. The Rector caught the
-movement and laughed.
-
-“You are superstitious, Lucy. Why do you make that mystic sign at me?”
-
-“I am not superstitious--it is to avert superstition;” she said quickly,
-with an idea that she was giving a reason. “But I don’t like a
-conversation that is all occupied with what will happen when papa
-is----, or that discusses my brother as if--You may think me fanciful if
-you please, but I do not like it. I should not talk about Uncle
-Anthony’s--to you.”
-
-She would not say the words death or dying, but left them to the
-imagination.
-
-“You may say whatever you please to me,” said the Rector softly, with a
-smile, and so far as concerned _his_ father’s death anyone might have
-discussed it. General Curtis had not much to leave, it was not his end
-that would work any great change one way or other in the world. His sons
-would receive their pittance, and there would be no more about it. She
-might talk of it as long as she pleased, and the Rector’s feelings would
-not be much affected. But this was not the impression that Hubert Curtis
-wished to produce upon his cousin. He meant to say _you_ may say what
-you please--_you_ are privileged, there is nothing that I would not
-accept from _you_.
-
-But by this time they had reached the end of the avenue. The Rectory was
-the nearest house. It was a very handsome red-brick house, not older
-than the days of Queen Anne, standing only a little way off the road,
-half concealed in its shrubberies, well-kept, graceful, and comfortable.
-The pediment of the front showed over the lower growth of trees, and was
-sheltered and embosomed in the loftier ones. A noble old cedar
-stretching its long level arms across the road stood close by the gate.
-All kinds of fine flowering shrubs were in clumps in front of the house:
-some shining in dark evergreen, and some rapidly dropping their
-many-coloured leaves. There was something in the shape of sculpture
-adorning the pediment, and the Oakley tigers ramped on the posts of the
-gate; while behind stretched a large enclosure, full, apparently, of
-fine trees. It was as good as many a squire’s house in the country, one
-of the very finest specimens extant of an English Rectory. At a distance
-of about a quarter of a mile lay the village, such a spruce and trim
-place as villages are which live in kindly neighbourship with a rich
-Lord of the Manor and a fastidious Rector--their gardens, their windows,
-everything was in good order. There were flowers even now,
-chrysanthemums and dahlias, and some pale monthly roses. The end nearest
-the Hall and the Rectory was a sort of square built on three sides. The
-houses were old, with high-pitched roofs, covered with those soft
-brown-red tiles upon which lichens grow, and nothing could be more
-picturesque. A row of little old almshouses, older than either Rectory
-or Hall, was on one side, on the other was the Exchange, the Regent
-Street of Oakley. Here stood the inn, a rustic country inn with a sign
-on a post in front of it, and the post-office, with Berlin wool patterns
-in its little projecting window, and the shop in which you could buy
-everything. It was so civilized a place that in the post-office there
-was a little circulating library, chiefly of novels; and scarcely less
-innocent was the inn parlour where two papers were taken, and where the
-village men dropped in as into a club, to see if there was any news. The
-remains of an old cross stood in the centre of this little square. It
-was reduced to a mere stone post, with half illegible carvings, and in
-more modern days somebody had built a drinking-fountain close to it,
-taking advantage of the old well which had been there from time
-immemorial. The drinking-fountain was shabby, as drinking-fountains have
-a way of being, but when horses stopped to drink out of the trough, and
-a few people came with jugs of an afternoon for the water, which was
-quite famous for making tea, with the broken old stone of the cross
-standing up into the blue skies beyond them, it was a pleasant sight
-enough. Everything, however, was grey with the November chill. Few
-people were out of doors, but the afternoon had begun to brighten
-through the haze, promising better weather.
-
-“I am going to the almshouses,” said Lucy, making a decided stop, in
-order to take leave of her companion.
-
-“I will walk to the cross with you,” he said. And as they came within
-reach of the village windows more than one good woman within, glad even
-of this mild incident to pass the afternoon, came and looked at them
-across the muslin blind, and decided that something would come o’ that.
-“And I shouldn’t wonder if it was soon,” said the village dressmaker,
-getting up to look at the call of her assistant, “for one wedding brings
-another.”
-
-“Oh, is it true as it’s nobody but a poor girl that young Squire has
-married?” asked the assistant, under her breath, who was young too, and
-pretty, and remembered that the young Squire had looked in at the
-window more than once as he had passed. “It might have been _me_!” She
-said to herself.
-
-“There’s that overskirt to finish, Miss Cording,” said the dressmaker
-peremptorily. She prided herself in allowing no nonsense to be talked
-among her young ladies. Lucy did not know of the eyes that were upon
-her, or of the guess in everybody’s mind. She walked very sedately to
-the cross, and then turned round and bid her cousin good-bye.
-
-“I have people to see in the almshouses, too,” he said. “I will go on
-with you.”
-
-“I did not know you went there,” said Lucy. She was better acquainted
-with the poor people than he was, and indeed did a curate’s work, and
-saved (though without intending it) a great deal of trouble to the
-Rector.
-
-“You make me out to be worse than I am,” he said, with an uneasy flush
-upon his face. “I may not perhaps take to the poor people as you do--I
-have not been brought up to it; but I am not such a stranger in the
-parish as you think.”
-
-“I did not think anything about it,” said Lucy, calmly; and this perhaps
-he felt the hardest of all.
-
-Sir John came strolling into his wife’s sitting-room after these two
-young people had gone down the avenue. He was restless, and came in
-there three or four times a day for no reason at all, except the
-restlessness of a troubled mind. He went up to the window, near which
-she was sitting, to get the light on her work, for Lady Curtis was not
-so young as she had once been, and her eyes, as she said, were going.
-She had not had courage to go out and face the damp air and the long
-dreary avenue with Lucy. She sat there mournfully enough by herself,
-trying to think she was interested in her crewels. Sir John did not say
-anything when he first came in, but went up to the window, and stared
-out with eyes that did not seem to see anything. But they did see
-something, for he said after a moment,
-
-“Is that Bertie that has gone down the avenue with Lucy? What does she
-want with him?”
-
-“Nothing,” said Lady Curtis. “She was going to the village, and he was
-returning to the Rectory.”
-
-“What does he want with her then?” said Sir John, “you should not let
-her walk about the country with any stray man that may turn up.”
-
-“It is her cousin, John--surely she may walk down the avenue with her
-cousin--when they are both going the same way.”
-
-“Oh yes,” he said; “surely she may, what harm can there be in it? Until
-you find out suddenly perhaps that another marriage has been concocted
-under your nose, and another of your children thrown herself away.”
-
-“Have you seen any signs of it? Should you dislike it, John? I am so
-glad! I almost feared you were--favourable to him--thinking of something
-of the kind.”
-
-“I!” he went from the window to the fire, and propped himself up against
-the mantelpiece with his back to it. From thence he talked slowly,
-perorating at his ease, and it was so pleasant to him to have an
-audience, and to have attention, that a sense of relief and comfort, not
-to speak of warmth, stole into his whole being. “I don’t like parsons,”
-he said, “I never trust them--you can’t tell what they’re after. It may
-be your money for charities, or it may be your daughter; and you never
-know which it is. And Bertie’s so much worse than an ordinary parson
-that he doesn’t even pretend to like his trade. He wasn’t brought up to
-it, not young enough. So he has his own vices to start with, and the
-parson vices plastered over them. I don’t like your wolf in sheep’s
-clothing.”
-
-“Perhaps we are hard upon him, John. Poor fellow, it was not his fault
-he was put into the Church; it is not his congenial sphere.”
-
-“He should have been on the turf,” said Sir John. “If I had known the
-kind of fellow he was, notwithstanding the traditions of the family, he
-shouldn’t have had the living; and if we don’t mind he’ll have our girl
-too.”
-
-“Oh, no!” said Lady Curtis. “I was half afraid you _wished_ for it, and
-was grieved for your disappointment.”
-
-“Disappointment!” he echoed again, and then after a pause he said,
-earnestly, “My lady, there must be no nonsense about Lucy. There must be
-no second _fiasco_ of a marriage. You are not a duenna, and I don’t want
-you to behave as if she was not to be trusted; but, after all, what is
-Lucy but a girl, like others? She must be taken care of; there must be
-no nonsense about her. If Arthur had behaved as he ought, it might have
-been different; but Arthur has been a fool, and there’s an end of it,
-and that changes her position.”
-
-“John,” said Lady Curtis, hastily, “you will do nothing without
-consideration? I am not defending Arthur, but you will not do anything
-without serious thought?”
-
-“What do you suppose I can do?” he asked, with some bitterness.
-“Nothing, or next to nothing. Oh, no, he will have everything his own
-way. But Lucy’s position is changed all the same. She is, as it were,
-the only one we have. If it were not that celibacy never answers, I
-would tie her up not to marry, at least, in our lifetime.”
-
-“Oh, John!” cried Lady Curtis, in the extremity of her surprise.
-
-“Well, why not? It would be a great deal pleasanter for you and me. I
-hate a girl marrying, losing her head, as they all do, and forgetting
-herself for some poor creature of a man. Lord, if they knew just what
-the men are that they take for something above the common! I don’t think
-I could bear to see my Lucy philandering and going on with a fellow,
-probably not worth a word from her. But celibacy, I suppose, does not
-answer; at least, it is supposed not to answer, especially for women. A
-man may get on well enough.”
-
-“A great many women get on well enough; but you cannot wish it, John,
-surely you cannot wish it. Is it to secure a companion for us that you
-would have Lucy, poor child, give up her own life?”
-
-“That is nonsense,” said Sir John. “Life is something more than
-marriage. That is the folly of women. Nothing makes up to them for this
-one thing. They have got it into their heads that love--love and
-marrying--is all life is good for. Fiddlesticks! Look at all the men in
-the clubs. They are chiefly unmarried men, and they lead a pleasant
-life enough. A married man, with all his cares, can’t come up to them.
-They have a much jollier time of it than I have, for example.”
-
-“But Lucy--our Lucy! You would not like her to be like one of your old
-_roués_ at the club!” cried Lady Curtis, half horrified, half laughing.
-
-“They are not _roués_; that’s another of your fancies. They are worthy
-old fellows, many of them with a great stake in the country. Now why, I
-say, mightn’t a woman do just as well unmarried? There would be plenty
-for her to enjoy. If she hadn’t her club, she would have society as much
-as she could set her face to; and she could travel, if she liked that,
-as much as any man, and see life; and she could do no end of good, if
-that was her turn. Look at Miss Coutts.”
-
-“And this is the life you would choose for Lucy!” cried her mother. “Are
-you out of your senses, John? No kind husband for her, like what you
-have been to me; no children to climb about her--”
-
-“Pshaw!” said Sir John. “As for the kind husband, that’s one of your
-pretty speeches, my lady, and you may be laughing at me, for anything I
-know; and children--to treat her as Arthur has treated you and me! Did
-we ever refuse the fellow anything in reason? No, I don’t say it would
-do, I only said I would tie her up if I could, if it had been
-practicable; and I believe it would have been a great blessing for all
-of us--for her too, if she could have thought so; but then I don’t
-suppose she would have thought so,” and, with a sigh, he walked away.
-
-
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