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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of The Vagaries of Tod and Peter, by L. Allen
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE VAGARIES OF TOD AND PETER ***
-
-
-
-
-BY L. ALLEN HARKER
-
-
- THE VAGARIES OF TOD AND PETER
- THE REALLY ROMANTIC AGE
- THE BRIDGE ACROSS
- MONTAGU WYCHERLY
- ALLEGRA
- CHILDREN OF THE DEAR COTSWOLDS
- JAN AND HER JOB
- THE FFOLLIOTS OF REDMARLEY
- MISS ESPERANCE AND MR. WYCHERLY
- MR. WYCHERLY’S WARDS
- MASTER AND MAID
- CONCERNING PAUL AND FIAMMETTA
- A ROMANCE OF THE NURSERY
-
-
-CHARLES SCRIBNER’S SONS
-
-
-
-
- THE VAGARIES
- OF TOD AND PETER
-
-
-
-
- THE VAGARIES
- OF TOD AND PETER
-
-
- BY
- L. ALLEN HARKER
-
-
- NEW YORK
- CHARLES SCRIBNER’S SONS
- 1923
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1923, BY
- CHARLES SCRIBNER’S SONS
-
- Printed in the United States of America
-
- Published September, 1923
-
- [Illustration]
-
-
-
-
- TO
- MARGARET GWENELIN WATSON
-
- WITH LOVE AND HIGH HOPES FOR
- HER FUTURE
-
-
-
-
-FOREWORD
-
-
-A small boy coming down to the drawing-room at half-past five for the
-sacred hour of play, found a visitor absorbing his mother’s attention.
-For five minutes or so he politely refrained from interrupting their
-conversation, and he wandered about the room, a little disconsolate
-perhaps, but in that state of being described by nurses as “not a bit
-of trouble.” When, however, the five minutes lengthened into ten, he
-felt that direct action of some sort was imperative. So he advanced
-upon the lingering guest, laid small, imperative hands upon her knee;
-and lifting an anxious face to hers, enquired in honeyed tones: “Is you
-going to stay very much longer?”
-
-That was in the forgotten, by some regretted, by many derided, nineties.
-
-The other day I was having tea with a charming friend, wise mother of
-many sons, when the youngest, aged two, came for the sacred hour. It
-was pleasant in that drawing-room and I made no haste to go. Whereupon
-he came to me and, with a gracious, even a gallant, gesture, held out
-his hand to me with the utmost friendliness, conversing the while
-perpetually and emphatically in a manner difficult for the uninitiated
-to follow. Pleased and flattered, I took the kind little hand, which
-pulled me to my feet. He then firmly led me to the door and out to the
-top of the staircase, and was preparing to escort me downstairs and to
-the front door, when his mother ran after us and fetched us back.
-
-Whatever else is changing in the present; bewildering world, there is
-one section of the community that is essentially Conservative, not to
-say “Die Hard.”
-
-Outside my window there is a long, straggling street of old cottages
-which have altered very little since the fourteenth century, and in
-those little old houses dwell many children who play in the street,
-games that were doubtless popular “in Thebes’s streets three thousand
-years ago.”
-
-The adult attitude towards children has changed even during the last
-fifty years, and largely for the better. Yet the child’s attitude
-towards his playmate, and even towards the omniscient grown-up, is
-fundamentally what it has been throughout the ages.
-
-The early nineteenth century is often quoted by deprecators of the
-twentieth as a time when the attitude of youth towards age was
-particularly praiseworthy in its modesty and reverence. Such people,
-who are perhaps a little prone to forget their own youthful viewpoint,
-tell us that in those golden days children accepted without question
-the opinions of those who were set in authority over them, and were
-almost invariably obedient, contented and unenterprising. Yet,
-researches in the literature published especially for children by
-that “friend of youth,” John Newbery, at “the corner of St. Paul’s
-Churchyard,” in his little “gilt books”--most of them published
-between 1745 and 1802--prove that badly-behaved children were by no
-means uncommon, and that over-indulgent parents were not unknown. In
-the “Histories of More Children than One; or, Goodness Better than
-Beauty,” Master John and Miss Mary Strictum, who, as their names imply,
-are models of deportment, are unfavorably contrasted with Master Thomas
-and Miss Kitty Bloomer.
-
-Thomas insists upon his papa’s horse being brought into the parlour for
-him to ride round the room. His mamma tried “to persuade him not to
-want it, but he would have his own way.”
-
-“Thomas was much pleased to have it, but Kitty was afraid of it and did
-not like that it should stay. She therefore began to scream and beg it
-might go out. ‘Pray take it out!’ said she. ‘It shall go out; it shan’t
-stay.’
-
-“‘It shan’t go out. It shall stay!’ said her brother.
-
-“They made such a noise that they frightened the horse, and he began to
-kick and prance,” and all manner of disasters followed. Not even the
-most weak-minded modern parent could go further than this in the way of
-indulgence.
-
-Even in so didactic a work as “The First Principles of Religion and
-the _Existence of a Deity Explained in a Series of Dialogues Adapted
-to the Capacity of the Infant Mind_,” you will find a child as human
-and engaging as any infant born since the Armistice. In this work
-the particular infant selected for enlightenment is one Maria, made
-after no formal pattern. Throughout the long and deadly dialogues her
-nimble mind outpaces mamma’s ponderous aphorisms. As, when that lady
-discourses on the awful consequences of taking God’s name in vain,
-Maria demands demurely: “But would it not be politer and prettier to
-say either Mr. or Mrs., and not plain God?”
-
-Again, when her mother, as an example of the evils of slyness, relates
-how “the two Misses Quick had pincushions of the same make, but Miss
-Betty’s was larger than Miss Sally’s,” and Miss Sally by a subterfuge
-manages to exchange her own for her sister’s, Maria says thoughtfully:
-“Do you think then, Mamma, that it signifies to God which of the Miss
-Quicks had the larger pincushion?”
-
-Could the most recent Realist ask a more searching question?
-
-At Christmas time the papers seemed full of descriptions of _blasé_
-children who insisted on going to expensive shops to choose their own
-presents, who scoffed at fairies or Santa Claus, and scouted the idea
-of any sort of childlike party. I do not move in plutocratic circles,
-so I cannot vouch for either the truth or falsehood of these dismal
-revelations. But I do know that the vast majority of gently-bred
-children born before and during the years that followed 1914 are
-easily pleased, and are grateful for very small mercies in the way
-of amusement, because nothing else is possible to the greater part
-of the upper middle class for financial reasons. And no one who, in
-recent years, has been to “Peter Pan” and looked round the crowded
-theatre gloriously garlanded with chubby, rosy faces, and heard the
-full-throated affirmative that greets the question “Do you believe in
-fairies?” can doubt that children are still pretty sound on subjects of
-that sort.
-
-This being so, is it incredibly bold or superlatively simple, on my
-part, to have ventured to collect into a little sheaf some fugitive
-sketches of the kind of children I have known during the last
-twenty-five years?
-
-Perhaps it is, and that being so, I can only quote the lines in which
-Mr. Kipling has once and for all time summed up the humble plea of the
-free-lance:
-
- When ’Omer smote ’is bloomin’ lyre,
- He’d ’eard men sing by land an’ sea;
- An’ what he thought ’e might require,
- ’E went an’ took--the same as me!
-
- CIRENCESTER
- 1923
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-
- PAGE
-
- FOREWORD vii
-
-
- PART I--BOYS
-
- THE VAGARIES OF TOD AND PETER 1
-
- “TONY” 56
-
- A SQUARE PEG 64
-
- A TWENTIETH-CENTURY MISOGYNIST 79
-
-
- PART II--CHILDREN OF LAST CENTURY
-
- A SMALL EVENT 105
-
- IN DURANCE VILE 126
-
- THE SURRENDER OF LADY GRIZELL 134
-
- A CLEAN PACK 144
-
- AN IRON SEAT 152
-
- LÉON 160
-
- THE OLD RELIGION 168
-
- COMRADES 177
-
- LITTLE SHOES 184
-
- “PASSING THE LOVE OF WOMEN” 189
-
- A THROW BACK 197
-
- THE INTERVENTION OF THE DUKE 207
-
-
- PART III--CHILDREN OF THIS
-
- JEAN, A PORTRAIT 253
-
- THE DOLL’S-HOUSE FLAGS (1917) 264
-
- CONCERNING CHRIS AND EASTER (1916) 280
-
-
-
-
-PART I
-
-BOYS
-
-
-
-
-THE VAGARIES OF TOD AND PETER
-
-
-I
-
-THE MURDER
-
-By the people who live in the same terrace they are known as “those
-dreadful twins.” By the more plain-spoken of the masters at the
-preparatory school which they attend they are distinguished by an
-adjective whose meaning is the reverse of “heavenly”; and their
-schoolfellows are filled with respectful admiration for the boys, the
-most resourcefully and superfluously naughty of their acquaintance,
-whose genius for making the most patient of masters lose his temper is
-unsurpassed.
-
-The only person who takes them and their ways with calm philosophy is
-their mother. She, with that sense of proportion and balanced wisdom so
-frequently vouchsafed to mothers of large families, laughs and loves
-them, and believes in their ultimate regeneration. There is some ground
-for the faith that is in her; for when a woman has seen six sons fare
-forth into the world to cut no such indifferent figure in it, she is
-not apt to despair of the two youngest, roister they never so.
-
-Moreover, she declares that most of their evil doings are “really Mr.
-Stevenson’s fault,” and there is truth in the charge, for from the
-moment that some thoughtless person, probably a godfather (I have known
-godfathers, living at a distance, who would present trumpets, nay,
-even concertinas! to the sons of men whom they have called by the name
-of friend), gave Peter a copy of “The Merry Men” and Tod “Treasure
-Island,” they have tried to fit their surroundings to the characters
-they are forever enacting; with the result that the plain workaday
-world, that knows not the “Master Mage” of Samoa, is always puzzled and
-generally wroth.
-
-That genial “spirit of boyhood” had never so much as to beckon to them;
-he had but to hold out his friendly hands, and Tod and Peter, each
-clasping one in both their own, were his, body and soul, forevermore.
-
-They are alike as the two Dromios, these twins; and the mistakes and
-complications arising from this likeness are a never-failing source
-of satisfaction to them. For instance, Peter will cheerfully undergo
-a caning intended for Tod that he may afterwards meekly demand of
-his chastener what he has done to deserve this discipline, gleefully
-watching the while the weary wonder on the master’s face grow to a
-disgusted certainty that he has, as usual, “punished the wrong one.”
-
-The fact that they are rather noticeably comely boys--they came of a
-family where on both sides of the house good looks are the invariable
-rule--only serves to increase the confusion. Both are tall and
-straight, fair-haired, blue-eyed, ruddy, and of a uniformly cheerful
-countenance. But kind Nature has bestowed on Tod an accomplishment she
-has denied to Peter, to his lasting grief.
-
-At certain seasons of the year Tod “moults” and can pull out quantities
-of his thick fair hair without the slightest inconvenience to himself.
-He generally chooses to perform this feat during the silent hours of
-“prep.” They have done their evening work at school ever since the
-night they were discovered grilling “Home Influence” and “A Mother’s
-Recompense” over the study fire, when they ought to have been wrestling
-with “Excerpta Facilia.” When the master in charge has walked down
-to the end of the long schoolroom where Tod “keeps,” and has turned
-to go back again, Tod is suddenly seized by a perfect paroxysm of
-despair, clutches at his hair with frantic though absolute noiseless
-gesticulations, and casts whole handfuls of fluffy curls on the floor
-about him.
-
-Naturally his companions, including Peter, get lines for disturbing the
-placidity of “prep” with their unseemly giggles. And George, when he
-sweeps up the schoolroom next morning, may be heard to mutter:
-
-“Wherever all this ’air do come from passes me!”
-
-Tod’s real name is Percy--he is called after a wealthy and aristocratic
-relative--but he refuses point-blank to answer to it, for he fancies
-that it savours of those “eeny peeny” children in “Home Influence,” a
-work that earned their undying hatred when it was read aloud to them
-by a well-intentioned but mistaken aunt while they were recovering from
-measles.
-
-On the occasion of its holocaust, before referred to, their mother,
-passing the study, and struck by the unwonted stillness reigning
-therein, opened the door softly and looked in. Both boys were stooping
-over the fireplace and prodding a solid yet feathery mass that glowed
-and gloomed in the heart of the embers.
-
-“There goes Herbert, ‘the almost-angel boy,’ and ‘haughty Caroline,’
-and ‘playful Emmiline,’” whispered Tod, poking viciously. While Peter,
-quoting from “Thrawn Janet,” added in an awful voice:
-
-“_Witch, beldame, devil! I charge you, by the power of God, begone--if
-you be dead, to the grave--if you be damned, to hell._”
-
-I regret to say that their mother’s sense of humor is stronger than her
-dislike of strong language, and that she stole away to laugh, leaving
-the conspirators unrebuked for the moment. But they did their “prep.”
-at school henceforth.
-
-Peter’s manner is singularly misleading in its frank sincerity, and he
-will on occasion answer a sudden question in a way which is, to say the
-least of it, bewildering to his interlocutor.
-
-For instance, one day in the football-field a new master asked him the
-name of a small boy some distance off who was “slacking” abominably.
-
-“Who’s that chap with the red hair by the goal posts?” he said to
-Peter, who had been somewhat officiously putting him right on several
-points.
-
-“Dumpkins, sir,” that youth replied, demurely, and strolled off to a
-distant part of the playground.
-
-“Dumpkins!” bawled the master. “Dumpkins, why aren’t you playing up?”
-
-But Dumpkins heeded not the voice of authority and continued to loll
-and gaze heavenward in easy inactivity.
-
-“Dumpkins! Dump-kins!” again he bellowed.
-
-But Dumpkins only took an apple out of his pocket and began to eat it.
-
-He is a hasty-tempered young man that master, and he strode toward the
-hapless Dumpkins and shook him angrily, exclaiming:
-
-“Why don’t you answer when I call, you cheeky little beggar?”
-
-“Please, sir, you never called me, sir,” expostulated the boy,
-wriggling in the master’s grip.
-
-“Why, I’ve been shouting ‘Dumpkins’ all over the field for the last
-five minutes!”
-
-“But, please sir, my name is Jones!”
-
- * * * * *
-
-“Why did you tell me Jones’s name was Dumpkins, you, Peter?” the master
-indignantly demanded of Tod some minutes later.
-
-“I couldn’t have done that, sir,” said Tod, gravely, “for there’s
-nobody called Dumpkins in the school.”
-
-It was this young master who rechristened the twins when Peter next day
-insisted that “a point has position but no gratitude.”
-
-Strangely enough “The Merry Men” finds even greater favor with them
-than “Treasure Island,” and with the enigmatical decision of childhood
-their favorite of all the stories is “Markheim,” not “Will o’ the
-Mill,” beloved of critics. It is doubtful if they understand much of
-it, but nevertheless they read it over and over again to each other
-aloud, or silently with their curly heads pressed together, till they
-knew it by heart. To be sure, “Thrawn Janet” has a dreadful fascination
-for them, and they acted one of the principal scenes with somewhat
-direful results.
-
-Peter made Tod “tie him by the neck” to the bed with red worsted, while
-Tod, in his character of the minister, had to creep in, candle in
-hand, to discover the dread spectacle; and Peter’s representation of
-the fearsome Janet was so truthful and blood-curdling that Tod dropped
-the candle and fled downstairs howling at the top of his voice, and
-such was his haste that he fell and sprained his wrist. Meanwhile, the
-candle had set fire to the valance of the bed, and altogether there was
-a fine hullabaloo; there was also an end put to their dramatic efforts
-for a week or two.
-
-Nothing daunted, however, about a month later, on a Sunday evening when
-the servants were all at church, and their mother writing for dear
-life the long weekly letters that have to be written when a woman has
-husband and four sons scattered about the globe, Tod and Peter sought
-the seclusion of the kitchen and determined to “act” “Markheim.”
-
-All went well and quietly for a long time; the firelit kitchen with
-loud ticking clock answered admirably as the scene of the murder, the
-dialogue between Markheim and the mysterious stranger went without
-a hitch, and Tod sallied forth into a “wonderful clear night of
-stars,” while Peter shut the back door softly after him. Peter, in his
-character of Markheim, was bent upon making the speech with which the
-story concludes, where the maidservant rings the door-bell and Markheim
-opens to her with the words: “You had better go for the police; I have
-killed your master!”
-
-Poor Tod had to be the maidservant--he always had to follow where Peter
-led. He shivered as he ran up the area steps; it was a cold night, he
-had not troubled to provide himself with a coat, and his heart was
-heavy, for, to tell the truth, he has far more imagination than Peter,
-and sometimes their plays are to him one long agony of apprehension.
-
-He positively dreaded ringing that area bell, and the sinister
-announcement that would follow on the act. No longer was he Tod, but
-a trembling servant lass who was forced by fate to ring a bell which
-sounded a tocsin of dreadful import.
-
-He ran down to the end of the terrace and stood under a lamp that he
-might brace himself for the final effort.
-
-Meanwhile, Peter, swollen with importance at the thought of the mighty
-sensation he would make in a minute or two, stood squeezed against the
-hinge of the door waiting for the fateful ring.
-
-Then came a patter of light feet down the area steps and someone gave
-the bell a modest pull. Peter drew open the door with great suddenness
-upon himself, exclaiming in a deep and tragic voice, the result of long
-practice in solitary attics:
-
-“_You had better go for the police; I have killed your master!_”
-
-The visitor gave a piercing shriek and rushed up the steps again,
-calling breathlessly upon Heaven and the police. Peter, behind the
-door, wagged his head, exclaiming admiratively:
-
-“How well that kid does act; I could almost declare I heard skirts
-rustling.”
-
-Peter waited awhile for his brother to return and be congratulated, but
-Tod didn’t appear, so he concluded that he had gone round to the front
-door and come in that way; besides, the servants were just due from
-church, and cook would be cross if she found him in her domain. He ran
-upstairs and waited for his twin in the drawing-room. His mother looked
-up from her letters and smiled at the little figure tip-toeing on the
-hearth-rug to admire himself in the glass. Then scratch, scratch went
-her pen again.
-
-Now, Ada, the housemaid, has a dear friend in service at the other
-end of the terrace, and she attends a church where the sermons are
-shorter than those at the one frequented by Peter’s household. On this
-particular Sunday she got out of church quite early and thought she
-would see whether Ada happened to be in. Thus, while Tod with lagging
-feet crept slowly down the terrace from one end, she was already
-fleeing affrightedly to the other in search of the nearest policeman.
-
-She found him at the pillar-box, and fell into his stalwart arms,
-crying hysterically:
-
-“Oh, come quick! There’s bin murder done at Number 9. Someone’s bin an’
-killed the marster!”
-
-P.C. Lee turned the light of his bull’s-eye upon Ada’s friend and found
-her fair to look upon. All the same, although he still supported her
-trembling frame, he shook his head slowly, saying:
-
-“’E ain’t there for to be murdered; the Colonel’s bin in Hinjia this
-las’ ten weeks; the missis tol’ me so ’erself, when she ast me to keep
-a special heye to them premises.”
-
-All the same, in spite of his incredulity, P.C. Lee was already on his
-way to Number 9, half leading, half carrying Ada’s friend with him.
-
-“But I tell you,” persisted the girl, “when I ring that there bell, the
-door opened sudden-like as if someone was be’ind it, and a hawful voice
-says to me, ‘You’d better go for the perlice,’ it says, ‘I’ve killed
-your master,’ and I was that taken to, I did go for you, Mr. Lee, as
-fast as I could lay foot to the ground. It may be as one of the young
-gentlemen’s bin murdered, ’is pa bein’, so to speak, abroad. It give me
-such a turn----”
-
-And Ada’s friend was forced to stop in the middle of the road, overcome
-by the horrid recollection.
-
-“But didn’t you see no one?” asked P.C. Lee, in a judicial voice.
-
-“No, trust me, I didn’t wait to _see_ nothing; I’d ’eard enough without
-that. I’ll wait out ’ere,” she continued as they reached the scene
-of the tragedy, “on the top of the steps. I couldn’t abear to see no
-dead bodies;” and Ada’s friend disengaged herself from the policeman’s
-protecting clasp and clung to the area railings for support,
-exclaiming afresh: “I’d never get over it--never!”
-
-“But you must come in and give evidence wot you did ’ear,” expostulated
-P.C. Lee. “I don’t believe myself as anything criminal ’as occurred;
-but I’ll just ring and ast.”
-
-“I’d take my dyin’ oath them was the very words that murderer says
-to me,” cried Ada’s friend, jibbing on the top step as the minion of
-the law put forth a large hand to assist her down. “‘I’ve killed your
-master,’ says ’e, despairin’ like, as if it was no use to try an’ ’ide
-it.”
-
-P.C. Lee proceeded to perform a solo on the bell very different to
-the two timid tintinnabulations that had preceded it during the last
-ten minutes; for while Ada’s friend sought the protection of the
-strong arm of the law, poor little Tod had screwed his courage to
-the sticking-point, gone back and rung the area bell, when, to his
-unspeakable relief, he was admitted by cook, just returned from church
-in so benign a humor that she forebore to scold him for being out at
-such untoward hours “without so much as a ’at,” and bestowed a piece of
-bread and dripping upon him “to stop ’is teeth a-chatterin’.”
-
-Whereupon, comforted and refreshed, he departed to find Peter.
-
-Meanwhile P.C. Lee insisted that he must see the missis, for Ada’s
-friend was unshaken in her evidence, question they never so, and the
-four maids at Number 9 declared that they could not sleep comfortably
-in their beds unless the search-light of his bull’s-eye was thrown on
-every dusky corner of the house by P.C. Lee himself before he took his
-departure.
-
-Ada’s friend was seated weeping in the front hall surrounded by the
-others, when the mistress, fetched by Ada herself, and accompanied by
-Tod and Peter, descended to hold parley with P.C. Lee.
-
-“I can’t understand it, ma’am,” concluded the policeman, after a
-long explanation, continually interrupted by Ada’s friend with such
-interpolations as: “Oh, a hawful voice, that mournful”--“Them was the
-very words,” etc.
-
-During this recital Tod and Peter crept further and further into the
-background, nudging each other in the ecstasy occasioned by such an
-unexpected tribute to their histrionic powers.
-
-But their mother knows her Stevenson--and the twins--so before the
-narrative was nearly finished she turned swiftly upon them, demanding
-sternly:
-
-“Which of you was it?”
-
- * * * * *
-
-“Young varmints!” said P.C. Lee to Ada’s friend, as he escorted her
-home; “I might ’a’ knowed it was them. ’Tain’t the fust time I’ve come
-across ’em, neither....”
-
-
-II
-
-THE SENDING
-
-When the time came for those twins, Tod and Peter, to go to public
-school, their mother seriously considered the advisability of putting
-them into different “houses.” At first she thought that, perhaps,
-it might make for righteousness to separate them. But on hearing the
-subject mooted, they so whole-heartedly fell in with her opinion,
-rapturously reviewing the possibility of “changing houses” whenever
-they felt so inclined, that she instantly dismissed the idea; rightly
-coming to the conclusion that if their extraordinary resemblance was a
-cause of general muddle and mystification while they were together, it
-would become confusion worse confounded were they separated. Moreover,
-she reflected that even schoolmasters are men of like passions with
-ourselves, and rightly refrained from adding to such a one’s already
-heavy burden by a separate superintendence of the twins.
-
-Tod and Peter, whose mental attitude was always that “all is for
-the best in the best possible of worlds,” decided that after all
-propinquity has its advantages, and rejoiced that family tradition
-sent them into a house whose head was proverbially the “slackest old
-slackster in the whole school.” A dreamy, mild-mannered, gentlemanly
-man that master, who left the management of the “house” entirely
-to an extremely energetic wife and a “young brusher” (“brusher” is
-the familiar term for master in that school), whose prowess in the
-playing-fields was only equalled by his extreme fussiness where rules
-of his own making were concerned.
-
-“Not a bad chap,” the twins decided after their first week; “but a
-bit like the German Emperor, you know--wants things all his own way.
-Still, if you humor the youth, he’s all right.”
-
-So successfully did they humor the “young brusher” in question that
-for the first month all went smoothly, and the house-master himself, a
-gentle optimist, ever ready to believe the best of boy-humanity, really
-thought that the “character” that had preceded them from preparatory
-school was perhaps over-emphasized.
-
-Their late headmaster, while giving them full credit for general
-integrity and fair abilities, had, in mercy to his brethren of the
-craft, pointed out that they were ever “ready to join in frivolity
-and insubordination, when not under my own eye.” They had to work,
-for they were on the Modern Side, and destined for the army, and in
-that particular school, not the wiliest shirker in creation can escape
-the argus eye of the “head of the Modern,” or the retribution, swift,
-sharp, and sure, that follows any such line of conduct.
-
-But, bless you! ordinary work and games, at which both were good, never
-found sufficient scope for the energies of Tod and Peter, and by the
-time the first month was up they began their tricks.
-
-One Mr. Neatby, M.A., taught the twins chemistry. Not that they went
-to him together. They were in different, though, as far as work went,
-parallel forms, and finding that their systematic “changing” was
-never so much as suspected, and therefore carried with it no spice of
-danger or adventure, they gave it up, devoting their energies to the
-tormenting of Mr. Neatby, who had by his severity incurred their august
-displeasure.
-
-Mr. Neatby was tall, severe, and dignified. He really liked his
-subject, but felt, as a rule, little affection for his pupils.
-Nevertheless, he was conscientious to the last degree in the discharge
-of his duties. His way of expressing himself was what Peter called
-“essayish”; he gave lines lavishly, and had but little mercy on the
-reckless breaker of test-tubes. He did not rant, or stamp, or call
-people by opprobrious names, as did many better loved masters. He was
-always cold, cutting, and superior. But the thing about him that most
-excited Peter’s animosity was his necktie.
-
-“He wears revolting, jerry-built, Judas-like ties,” the indignant Peter
-proclaimed to an admiring audience of lower boys; “ties that slip down
-and show a beastly, brassy stud. His socks, too, leave much to be
-desired; in fact, his extremities altogether are such as betoken a bad,
-hard heart.”
-
-“Let me see,” said Tod softly, looking up from a book he was reading;
-“do you think that a _sending_ might soften the man’s hard heart?”
-
-At this particular stage of the twins’ career, Mr. Kipling was the God
-of their idolatry, and both of them had “gloated,” even in the manner
-of the immortal “Stalky” himself, over the vengeance of Ram Das.
-
-“It might be managed,” Peter answered, thoughtfully scratching his
-smooth chin; “but then again, it may be close-time for kittens just at
-present; don’t they generally bloom in the spring?”
-
-“There’s always plenty of kittens, you juggins,” ejaculated a prosaic
-friend. “Why, when I was down at the riding school this morning, there
-was a cat with six in an empty loose-box; they’ll have to drown five of
-’em, they told me. D’your people want one or what?”
-
-“_I_ want one,” Peter rejoined excitedly; “not one, but five, to give
-to a dear friend.”
-
-“Shouldn’t think he’d be your dear friend long.”
-
-“Oh, yes, he will. He’s an S.P.C.K., or whatever it is. He’s awfully
-profane--humane, I mean.”
-
-“Well,” said the other boy, still unconvinced; “you can ask about ’em
-when you go for your lesson to-morrow morning. They weren’t half bad
-little beasts, but I shouldn’t advise you to give your friend more than
-one at a time, anyhow.”
-
-Both Tod and Peter went twice a week to the riding school in the town,
-as they were both destined for cavalry. Every underling about the
-place knew them well, and liked them. Their father had lived in the
-town during his last leave, jobbed his horses at the riding-master’s
-stables, and had himself assisted at the lessons of elder brothers of
-Tod and Peter.
-
-Now there was at the school a certain Figgins, a generally handy man,
-or rather boy, who worshipped the ground the twins walked upon; and
-after their next lesson they and Figgins might have been seen holding
-long and earnest parley in the loose-box containing the cat and kittens.
-
-The twins laughed uproariously all the way home, and just as they
-reached the house, Peter remarked: “I hate anything dead. Figgins
-has promised not one of ’em shall be drowned, and when they’re fit to
-be moved, he’ll tell old White he’s found good homes for the lot. And
-then--and then Tod, my boy! our dear teacher shall have ’em alive,
-‘alive, all alive oh! alive, all alive oh!’” and Peter burst into song
-in the exuberance of his joy.
-
-Mr. Neatby lived in lodgings within a convenient distance of the
-school. He was therefore spared any intercourse with the boys after
-school hours, and usually spent his evenings in correcting innumerable
-marble-boarded exercise books, containing chemistry notes. He was so
-engaged one evening about nine o’clock, when his landlady entered the
-room and laid a square parcel at his elbow.
-
-He finished correcting the book he had in hand, and took another, when
-his attention was arrested by an indescribable sound.
-
-Mr. Neatby lifted his head and gazed about the room. “Could it be a
-mouse under the skirting-board?” he wondered. Then half unconsciously
-his eyes fell on the parcel his landlady had brought into the room. It
-was an oblong cardboard box, about the size of an ordinary shoe-box.
-But, although tied up with string, it was not wrapped in paper, and
-on looking at it more closely, Mr. Neatby discovered that the top was
-riddled with small holes.
-
-Had it been summer, he, being something of a naturalist, would have at
-once concluded that someone had sent him some rare caterpillars, but
-what caterpillars are to be found in November?
-
-He drew the parcel toward him, and there arose that curious sound
-again, louder and more insistent. He hastily cut the string and removed
-the lid of the box, and inside, reposing on a nest of hay, lay a very
-young and mewey kitten. A kitten who most evidently was homesick and
-aggrieved at being reft from the maternal bosom. A sprawly, squirmy,
-noisy kitten, that immediately proceeded to climb out of the box and
-crawl uncertainly to Mr. Neatby’s blotting-pad, where it collapsed into
-a dismal little heap, mewing louder than ever.
-
-“There must be some mistake,” muttered Mr. Neatby, flushed and
-perturbed. “No one would send _me_ a kitten; that stupid woman must
-have made some muddle or other,” and he arose hastily and rang the bell.
-
-He so rarely rang his bell after his modest supper had been cleared
-away that Mrs. Vyner, his landlady, had given up expecting him to do
-so, and had on this occasion “just stepped out,” as she would have put
-it, to see a neighbor.
-
-Mr. Neatby rang, and rang in vain, finally so far departing from his
-decorously distant demeanor as to go to the top of the kitchen stairs
-and shout. But the faint mewing of the kitten was the only answer to
-his outcries, and baffled and annoyed he returned to his sitting-room
-to find that the kitten had upset the red ink over Tod’s chemistry
-notes, which, in company with many others, lay open on the table, and
-was feebly attempting to lap it up.
-
-“Poor little thing; it’s hungry,” he thought to himself. And being,
-indeed, as Peter said, a very humane man, he lifted it from the table,
-and went to his sideboard to see if he could find any milk. He did find
-some in the cupboard underneath where it had no business to be, and
-pouring some into a saucer, laid it on the floor beside the kitten, who
-proceeded to refresh itself with commendable promptitude.
-
-Then, as his landlady still made no appearance, Mr. Neatby bethought
-him of looking at the parcel to see whether the kitten had been left at
-the wrong house. But no; attached to the string was a label, clearly
-addressed in a flowing, clerkly hand, “S. S. Neatby, Esq., M.A.,”
-followed by his address, accurate as to number, street, and even town.
-
-Once more he sat down in his chair, and leant his head on his hand to
-think, when he perceived, tucked into the hay at one side of the box,
-a card, and drew it forth hastily; a plain glazed visiting card on
-which was inscribed the words, “From a grateful friend,” in the same
-excellent handwriting as the label.
-
-Mr. Neatby blushed, and looked guiltily at the happily supping kitten.
-In addition to being humane, Mr. Neatby was also charitable, and there
-were many poor who had reason to be grateful to him. But as he always
-gave alms through a third person, and was one of those modest people
-who take care that their left hand knows not what the right hand doeth,
-he felt quite upset.
-
-Presently he heard his landlady and her niece come in, and rang again.
-
-“Who brought this box, Mrs. Vyner?” he asked, holding it up toward her.
-
-“I can’t say, sir, I’m sure. It was dark when I answered the door,
-and a young man--leastways, I think ’e was young--simply give it into
-my ’ands and ran down the steps again. I ’eld it under the gas in the
-’all, sir, and read the label, as it was for you right enough, so I
-brings it in and lays it down without never interruptin’ you, sir, like
-you said.”
-
-“_There was a kitten in that box_,” Mr. Neatby said solemnly, in such a
-tone as might have announced some national calamity.
-
-“Sakes alive! you don’t say so, sir,” cried Mrs. Vyner in great
-excitement; “shall you keep it, sir?”
-
-“I don’t know yet,” Mr. Neatby said gravely; “it must stay here for
-to-night anyway.”
-
-“It’s a pretty little thing, sir,” said the landlady, stooping down to
-look at it where it lay basking in the heat of the fire. “’Twould be
-company for you, wouldn’t it, sir?”
-
-“Hadn’t it better go with you to the kitchen for to-night, Mrs. Vyner?”
-Mr. Neatby asked persuasively, and Mrs. Vyner, with many protestations
-of wonder, gathered up the kitten into her apron and departed to the
-lower regions, where she informed the niece who lived with her that
-their lodger “’adn’t spoken so many words to ’er never before, no, not
-in a month of Sundays.”
-
-Mr. Neatby threw the box into his capacious waste-paper basket, but he
-put the card and label carefully away in one of the pigeon-holes of
-his desk.
-
-Next day, on his return from morning school, he found a white cardboard
-hat-box, big enough to contain the most umbrageous matinée hat ever
-worn, set right in the middle of his table, and he felt distinctly
-annoyed. His landlady followed him into the sitting-room to lay lunch,
-and he, pointing to the offending box, said coldly: “I must ask you not
-to leave your parcels in my room, Mrs. Vyner.”
-
-Mrs. Vyner bridled, and seizing the box, held it out toward him,
-remarking aggrievedly: “If so be as you refers to this ’ere, sir, I
-must ast you to look ’oo it’s addressed to. It’s put plain enough for
-you, sir.”
-
-“But I assure you,” Mr. Neatby cried, recoiling from the proffered
-hat-box, “that I haven’t ordered a hat of any kind.”
-
-“Any’ow,” said Mrs. Vyner scornfully, “I don’t suppose, sir, as you’d
-order your ’ats from Madame Looeese, if you ’ad. I thought per’aps
-you’d bought a present for your young lady.”
-
-“Mrs. Vyner,” replied Mr. Neatby, in a voice glacial as liquid air
-itself, “you forget yourself.”
-
-Mrs. Vyner set down the box with an angry thump, and proceeded to lay
-the cloth in injured silence.
-
-When she had gone, Mr. Neatby approached the mysterious package
-delicately, much as though it had been an infernal machine of some
-sort, and regarded it searchingly on all sides. It most certainly
-emanated from the millinery establishment of “Madame Louise,” but was
-none the less certainly addressed in sprawly, feminine handwriting to
-“S. S. Neatby, Esq., M.A.”
-
-Just then Mrs. Vyner opened the door, saying waspishly, “’Ere’s your
-kitting, sir; it keeps getting under my feet while I’m dishin’ up.”
-
-It seemed to have gained considerable vigor during the night, for it
-rushed across the room and up the curtain.
-
-But Mr. Neatby had screwed his courage to the sticking-place, and
-even the tempestuous entry of the kitten could not turn him from
-his purpose. Penknife in hand, he cut the string of the bonnet-box,
-and lifted the lid timidly, prepared no doubt for some tissue-paper
-protected “confection” within. When, lo! even as that of the shoe-box
-on the previous night was this interior; hay, dry and fragrant of
-stable, met his astonished gaze, while seated in its midst was a tabby
-kitten, who gathered herself together for a spring the instant the lid
-was lifted, and sprang with such good-will as to turn the box over on
-its side, when she immediately dashed under the table.
-
-Mr. Neatby gazed, as if hypnotized, at the tumbled box, till the
-rattling of dishes outside warned him of the near approach of his
-landlady with lunch, and roused him from his trance.
-
-He stooped hastily, thrust the scattered hay into the band-box, clapped
-on the lid, and placed it under the knee-hole of his writing-table.
-
-The door was opened rather suddenly to admit Mrs. Vyner; kitten number
-one descended from the curtain, and Mr. Neatby found himself almost
-praying that kitten number two would stay under the table while his
-landlady was in the room. Mrs. Vyner glanced disdainfully in the
-direction of the band-box, noted that the string had been cut, set the
-dishes on the table with somewhat unnecessary violence, and departed
-without having opened her lips, just as the two kittens frisked out
-from beneath the table.
-
-Mr. Neatby, harrassed and flushed “all over his eminent forehead,” did
-not begin his lunch. He went back to the band-box again, studied the
-label anew, and finally rummaged in the hay inside.
-
-His search was rewarded by the discovery of a rather dirty piece of
-paper, on which was written “A Present from Framilode,” Framilode being
-a village in the neighborhood, celebrated for the manufacture of a
-certain kind of mug which always bore that legend. He put it carefully
-beside the other card and label in his desk, and returned to his lunch
-with but small appetite, and a frown of perplexity upon his brow. The
-kittens set up a perfect chorus of mewing; Mr. Neatby braced himself to
-explain the new arrival to Mrs. Vyner, and rang for the pudding.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“It’s my belief, sir,” said Mrs. Vyner that evening, “that somebody’s a
-puttin’ a ’oaf upon you. I sent my niece to that there Madame Looeese’s
-with the box lid, an’ she see madame ’erself, and _she_ says as it’s a
-hold box, an’ that they certainly never sent you no box, nor wouldn’t
-think of such a liberty, and you one of the school gentlemen and all.
-But my niece, she said as madame did laugh when she ’eard about the
-kitten, and ’er young ladies, too.”
-
-Mr. Neatby writhed.
-
-To a man of his reserved and sensitive temperament, the reflection
-that his name could by any possibility be bandied about by a milliner
-and her assistants was little short of maddening. If he could then and
-there have ordered Mrs. Vyner “to take five hundred lines,” it might
-have given him some relief. But in all things he was a just man, and
-he knew that his landlady had at all events meant kindly in trying to
-discover the perpetrator of the outrage; for the fact remained that
-somebody had most assuredly “put a ’oax” on him in the shape of the
-liveliest of tabby kittens.
-
-It never occurred to him to suspect any of the boys. For how could
-one of them come by either band-box or kittens? To be sure there were
-some day boys, but it happened that these were nearly all “on the
-Classical,” and Mr. Neatby had but little to do with them.
-
-Of course he reckoned without the ubiquitous Figgins, who, unlike Mr.
-Neatby, _had_ a young lady, who was employed by Madame Louise, and for
-whom it was an easy matter both to procure a disused band-box and a new
-label.
-
-“You’re certain he got them all right?” whispered Peter to Figgins
-at his next lesson, as that worthy rushed forward officiously to
-settle the sack on the horse’s back. “He gave me back my notes simply
-smothered in red ink, and I thought I saw a mark like a kitten’s paw,
-but I couldn’t be sure.”
-
-“Law bless you! yes, sir, _’e_ got ’em right enough. I took ’em myself,
-and wot’s more, both of ’em’s there still, for I passed by this mornin’
-and ’appened to look down the airey, and there they both was as peart
-as print. I s’pose we’d better wait a day or so for the next ’un,
-’adn’t us?”
-
-“Yes, Figgins, wait two days till you see me again,” and Peter dug his
-knees into his horse and rode at the first jump.
-
-“It’s rather decent of him to _keep_ them,” thought Peter to himself,
-who was tender-hearted where animals were concerned. “Perhaps, if he
-doesn’t clap on any more lines for a bit, I’ll let him off with two.”
-
-But, alas for good intentions. When Peter got back to the house, he
-found Tod bursting with indignation. For at “Practical Chemistry,” that
-very morning, Tod, who was supposed to be engaged in the manufacture of
-hydrogen, used so many conflicting ingredients as to cause an explosion
-and dense smoke, and a smell so appalling that it drove the whole class
-into the corridor, and caused several testy masters to send indignant
-messages demanding where the infernal smell came from.
-
-Mr. Neatby, exasperated to the last degree, not only told Tod to take
-five hundred lines, but bade him return the very next half-holiday and
-spend the afternoon in doing similar experiments under his master’s
-supervision.
-
-Tod confided his grievance to Peter at great length, and concluded his
-recital with the injunction, “Let him have all three, the _beast_! I
-wish they were young gorillas.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Mr. Neatby was very busy. He was taking extra duty for a master who was
-ill, and for three or four days after the arrival of the second kitten
-really had not a moment to call his own, so, as Mrs. Vyner seemed to
-take quite kindly to the new arrivals--only taking care to charge her
-lodger an extra quart of milk daily for their maintenance--he almost
-forgot their existence.
-
-By Saturday evening he had accumulated a mass of mid-term examination
-work to correct, and directly after supper set himself down to it, with
-four clear hours before him, for he often worked till after midnight.
-
-His lamp was trimmed, his fire burned brightly, and one kitten, the
-first, sat purring on the hearth. That, and the scratching of Mr.
-Neatby’s pen as he corrected the generally mistaken views of boys as
-to the nature of an element, were the only sounds till there came a
-thunderous rap outside, and the door-bell pealed loudly.
-
-Mr. Neatby frowned, but never looked up from his corrections. He had
-not been long at the school, and was not upon intimate terms with any
-of the masters, so that it was hardly likely to be a caller for him.
-He heard somebody open the front door, then some vehicle drive away. A
-moment later there was a knock at his door, and Jemima, Mrs. Vyner’s
-niece, came in, bearing a hamper.
-
-“Please, sir, this ’ave just come by rail; there wasn’t nothing to
-pay.”
-
-“Very well,” Mr. Neatby answered without looking up; “put it down,
-please; I can’t attend to it just now.”
-
-Jemima did as she was told, and once more silence settled upon the room.
-
-But not for long. Kitten number one got restless; it walked round and
-round the hamper, and sniffed and mewed, and mewed and sniffed, with
-irritating persistency. Moreover, a curious muffled echo seemed to
-accompany its mewing. Mr. Neatby bore it for five minutes, then pushed
-back his chair, caught the disturbing kitten by the scruff of its neck,
-and bore it to the top of the kitchen stairs, calling to Jemima to take
-it down. That young lady obeyed his summons, taking the kitten tenderly
-into her arms with many endearments; but all the same she remarked to
-her aunt, “Well, I do think as ’e might manage to look after _one_ on
-’em ’isself, that I do.”
-
-Mr. Neatby went back to his papers and corrected with more vigor than
-before; but, in spite of his haste, in spite of his absorption, the
-muffled mewing continued.
-
-At last he laid down his pen and listened. “Surely,” he thought, “it
-can’t sound like that from downstairs. I must have got the sound on my
-nerves; it’s really most annoying.” It _was_ annoying; it grew louder
-and louder till it seemed at his very side.
-
-Mr. Neatby was endowed with great powers, both of self-control and
-concentration. Having decided that the sound was in his imagination,
-and not actual, he went on with the paper that he was correcting, but
-as he placed it on the top of the growing pile he chanced to notice the
-hamper which was placed on the hearth-rug close beside him. “Apples,
-I suppose, from home,” he thought to himself; “but all the same, I’d
-better see.” He lifted it on to his knee. “Too light for apples,” he
-thought again. “What can they have sent?”
-
-The lid was not very tightly fastened, and a slash or two of the
-penknife at the string restraining it brought it away.
-
-Hay, and again hay, in this case forming the cosy nest of _two_
-kittens, one tortoiseshell and one black. Both lively and vociferous
-beyond either of their predecessors. Mr. Neatby ejaculated just one
-word, and sat perfectly still with the open hamper on his knee. The
-kittens climbed out and made hay among his papers, but he took no
-notice. “An angry man was he,” and when a man of his temperament is
-angry, he usually sits tight. The kittens got tired of the table, and
-jumped lightly to the floor, carrying a few dozen papers with them in
-their flight, but still Mr. Neatby sat on staring into space.
-
-When at last he roused himself, he once more sought some solution of
-the mystery in the address label, but the yellow railway label on the
-back had been torn away, and only “ton” remained. The address itself
-was printed very neatly by hand.
-
-Inside the hamper he found a little pink envelope with nicked edges
-such as servants love. He opened it, and printed by the same hand, on
-a piece of paper to match, was the following verse:
-
- The kitten’s a persistent beast,
- It comes when you expect it least,
- It comes in ones, it comes in twos--
- And when it comes it always mews.
-
-“Ah!” Mr. Neatby said softly to himself, “some boy is at the bottom of
-this.”
-
-The clock struck twelve, and he remembered with a start that both his
-landlady and Jemima would certainly be in bed.
-
-What was to be done with the kittens?
-
-He was far too kind-hearted to turn them out of doors on a cold
-November night. They were really uncommonly pretty little beasts, and
-as he watched their gambles he found himself quoting:
-
- Alas! regardless of their doom,
- The little victims play,
-
-and then realized that they had no business to be playing at all at
-that time of night, and that he certainly wanted to go to bed.
-
-He really was a much tried man that night. First, he had to catch the
-kittens and put them in the hamper, and as fast as he put one in, the
-other jumped out. This took some time. Then he carried the hamper up to
-bed with him, the kittens making frantic efforts to escape the while.
-And when at last he did get to bed, he had to get up again to let them
-out of the hamper, for they made such a frightful din no mortal could
-sleep. They finally elected to settle down on Mr. Neatby’s bed, and
-in the morning one of them ungratefully scratched his nose because he
-happened to move when the kitten in question chose to walk over his
-face.
-
-When at last he arose from very broken slumbers, the black kitten upset
-the shaving water and scalded its foot, and made a dreadful uproar, and
-the tortoiseshell, while investigating the mantelpiece, upset and threw
-into the grate a blue vase belonging to Mrs. Vyner.
-
-In chapel on Sunday morning, Tod and Peter noted gleefully the long
-scratch on “old Stinks’” nose (“Stinks” being, I regret to say, the
-name by which Mr. Neatby was known among his pupils). And curiosity
-as to how he was getting on with his rapidly increasing family of
-cats consumed them. In the afternoon they walked up and down the road
-outside his lodgings for nearly an hour, but nothing did they discover;
-for Mrs. Vyner’s windows were shrouded by white curtains, no one went
-in or out of the house, and all their loitering was not rewarded by so
-much as hearing a distant mew.
-
-The fact was that Mr. Neatby had gone for a long walk to try and work
-off his irritation. That morning, while he was still at breakfast, Mrs.
-Vyner had appeared in his sitting-room, and somewhat stormily informed
-him that her “’ouse was not a ’ome for lost cats, nor never ’ad been.”
-And she concluded her harangue as follows:
-
-“I’ve ’ad gentlemen, masters at the school, for twelve year come
-Michaelmas, and some ’ave bin trouble enough, the Lard knows.
-With their football and ’ockey, and ’ot baths in the middle of the
-afternoon, and the mud on their flannings something hawful; but a
-gentleman as surrounded ’imself with cats in sech numbers I never ’ave
-’ad nor never won’t again, I ’opes and prays. And although it do go
-again my conscience to do it of a Sunday, I _must_ ast you, sir, to
-take a week’s notice from yesterday. For start a fresh week with sech
-goin’s on, and cats a comin’ by every post as it were, I can’t; no, not
-if the king ’imself was to ast me on ’is bended knees.”
-
-In vain poor Mr. Neatby pointed out that, far from “surrounding
-himself” with kittens, they were thrust upon him he knew not by whom or
-from whence. That he had no intention of keeping any of them if Mrs.
-Vyner objected, and that it would really be extremely inconvenient for
-him to have to seek new rooms in the middle of the term.
-
-Mrs. Vyner was implacable. “I’m very upset about it, too, sir,” she
-answered, more in sorrow than in anger; “for I did think as ’ow I’d got
-a nice quiet gentleman, you not bein’ given to them ’orrid games as is
-so dirty, nor wantin’ an over amount of cookin’. But a gentleman as
-’eaven appears to rain cats on like it do on you is not for the likes
-of me nor shan’t be. And though I’m truly sorry as you should be so
-afflicted, I must ast you to leave my ’ouse, sir, next Saturday as ever
-is, and that’s my last word.”
-
-It wasn’t, not by a long way; for although Mr. Neatby reasoned, nay,
-even almost implored Mrs. Vyner to reconsider her decision, she would
-hardly let him get a word in edgeways, and remained unshaken in her
-desire that he should vacate her rooms. “’Ow do I know, sir,” she asked
-again and again, “wot hanimals may be sent you next? My ’eart would be
-in my mouth every time the door-bell rang.”
-
-Truly, Tod and Peter had planned a fearful vengeance had they only
-known it. But they did not know it, and their unsatisfied curiosity was
-their undoing. On Monday morning at the riding school they arranged
-with Figgins that he was to leave the fifth kitten at Mr. Neatby’s
-rooms that afternoon, just before afternoon school finished. The
-despatch of the hamper had been managed by a railway man, a friend of
-Figgins, whose cart started from a parcel-receiving office close to the
-riding school, and he delivered the hamper on his evening round.
-
-Directly school came out, the twins decided to rush down to Mr.
-Neatby’s rooms before lock-up, to ask some frivolous question about
-a paper he had set, and perhaps by great good luck be present at the
-unveiling of the end of the sending. All fell out exactly as they had
-arranged. Figgins took the parcel. Mrs. Vyner received it, addressed
-as before to “S. S. Neatby, Esq., M.A.” (his real name was “Stuart,”
-not “Stinks”), carried it grimly into his sitting-room, and laid it on
-the table. She removed all her own ornaments from the chimneypiece and
-sideboard, and then went downstairs and brought up all four kittens
-(poor Mr. Neatby had not yet had time to arrange for their painless
-destruction), and shut them up in the room to await their owner’s
-return.
-
-At ten minutes past five he hastened in, trod on one of the kittens as
-he entered the room, and struck a match to light his lamp. The kitten
-noisily proclaimed its injury, and the other three expressed their
-sympathy in similar terms. When he caught sight of the brown-paper
-parcel on the table he turned pale. The very feel of it was enough, and
-even before he had torn off the cover he was sure of its contents. Yes,
-in a common little bird cage was a fat, white kitten, and an uncommonly
-tight fit she was.
-
-He did not attempt to let her out, though her position was plainly one
-of extreme discomfort, but stood with the cage in his hands, and the
-four mewing kittens about his feet, in so universally distrustful a
-frame of mind that he began to think that Mrs. Vyner herself was in the
-plot to victimize him.
-
-The door was opened, and his landlady’s voice announced: “Two young
-gentlemen to see you, sir.”
-
-Fresh colored and handsome, ruddy from their run in the cold evening
-air, square-shouldered and upstanding, Tod and Peter allowed their two
-pairs of candid blue eyes to travel from their master’s angry face to
-his hands, from his hands holding the caged kitten to his feet, where
-congregated the rest of the sending, and then exclaimed in a chorus of
-genial astonishment: “Why, sir, what a lot of kittens you keep!”
-
-Now, although he had been at the school three terms, no boy had
-ever ventured to call upon Mr. Neatby before. Other masters might
-occasionally ask boys to tea or permit an occasional call out of school
-hours to arrange about house matches, etc. But he had ever discouraged
-any familiarity whatsoever, and that Tod and Peter should dare to
-intrude upon him at such a moment seemed to him, as indeed it was, a
-piece of unparalleled impertinence.
-
-“What do you want here?” he asked angrily. “It’s after lock-up.”
-
-“Mr. Ord gave us leave to come,” Peter said eagerly. “We don’t
-understand this question, sir. Could you explain? What a noise those
-kittens do make, don’t they?”
-
-Now if Tod could only have refrained from looking at Peter, Mr. Neatby
-might have remained forever in the dark as to the mystery of the
-kittens. But, even as Peter spoke, Tod, unaware that the light from
-the master’s lamp shone full on his face, winked delightedly at his
-brother, and in a flash Mr. Neatby connected their unexpected and
-unnecessary visit with those equally unwelcome visitants whose advent
-during the past week had entailed so much annoyance upon him.
-
-Taking no notice of the paper Peter held out toward him, he laid the
-little cage on the table, and said very quietly:
-
-“Now that you are here, you will perhaps kindly explain what you mean
-by sending all these animals to me.”
-
-“Us, sir!” the twins exclaimed breathlessly, and as usual in
-chorus--“Us!”
-
-“Did you or did you not cause these five kittens to be sent to me?” Mr.
-Neatby asked again.
-
-Dead silence.
-
-As Tod said afterward, “It was one of those beastly yes or no questions
-that there’s no getting out of.”
-
-“Did you or did you not?” Mr. Neatby asked again, a little louder
-than before, though even the kittens had ceased mewing and seemed to
-be listening. “But I know you did, and I wish to know further what
-you mean by a piece of such intolerable impertinence, and such wanton
-defiance of school rules.”
-
-“There’s no rule about sending kittens, sir,” murmured Peter, with the
-least suspicion of a giggle in his voice.
-
-That giggle broke down the last barrier of Mr. Neatby’s self-control.
-For full five minutes he permitted himself to thunder at those boys,
-finally bidding them take all five kittens away with them there and
-then.
-
-“But we can’t, sir; we _can’t_ take them back to the house,” pleaded
-Tod. “Whatever would Mrs. Ord say?”
-
-“Well, you must take them away from here, anyway, and what’s more,
-you must give up the names of your confederates, that I may take
-proceedings against them for their unwarrantable interference with my
-privacy. Who were they, now? At once!”
-
-“It’s absolutely impossible for us to do that, sir,” Peter said firmly,
-and Tod might have been heard to murmur something about “can’t and
-won’t.”
-
-“Then,” said Mr. Neatby, “you will both come with me to the principal
-now at once.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-The principal of that school is one of the youngest headmasters in
-England, and he would not be the success he is did he not possess
-a sense of humor. He partially pacified Mr. Neatby; he vigorously
-“tanned” Tod and Peter there and then, and during the remainder of the
-evening he laughed to himself more than once.
-
-For the remainder of the term Tod and Peter found their comings and
-goings so perpetually watched and suspected by the “young brusher”
-aforesaid, that even the rapturous recollection of the success of their
-sending was somewhat dimmed. But it was not they who suffered most;
-to this day Mr. Neatby suspects of sinister intention anyone who so
-much as mentions kittens in his presence, and new boys always wonder
-why their schoolfellows are so anxious that they should mew in the
-chemistry lectures. They only do it once.
-
-
-III
-
-THE BOY THAT DIDN’T COME
-
-During the first part of the next, the Easter, term the twins were
-so closely watched that their genius for mischief had small scope.
-Whereupon the authorities, finding them apparently absorbed in games
-and the general routine, relaxed their vigilance.
-
-At the beginning of February the weather was mild and pleasant, with
-just enough rain to keep the footer ground in good order. But at the
-end of that fickle month there came a frost, the aggravating sort of
-frost that makes a field too hard for football and yet leads to no
-skating.
-
-The never long dormant spirit of mischief in the twins awoke.
-
-As usual, it was Peter who began it, though Tod was the innocent first
-cause.
-
-Just after first lesson, as Tod was hurrying from one classroom to
-another, he met the principal in the corridor, who bade him ask his
-form-master to come and speak to him at a quarter past ten. Further
-down the corridor Tod met his twin, who instantly demanded what the
-“Pot” wanted, and on being informed, went upon his way.
-
-Peter might have been seen to stop more than one schoolfellow as he
-went--the corridor was full of boys changing classrooms--and when he
-reached his own he delivered a message to the effect that the Head
-would like to see his form-master at ten-fifteen.
-
-Peter’s form-master, familiarly known as “Pig-Face,” from a fancied
-resemblance to that animal in the matter of nose, is a testy man,
-much given to abusing his form and to the use of opprobrious epithets
-seriously reflecting upon the veracity of boys in general; so, on
-receipt of the Head’s message, he knuckled Peter’s head, called him a
-“shuffling little beast,” set a complicated sum in discount for his
-form to wrestle with during his absence, and hurried away, fuming
-inwardly at the unreason of such a summons in the middle of morning
-school. When he arrived at the principal’s room he found six other
-masters also in waiting, but the principal himself was not there.
-
-It happened that that gentleman had met Tod’s form-master three minutes
-after he had seen Tod, he said what he had to say there and then in the
-corridor, and dismissed the matter from his mind.
-
-The seven masters waited in a grumpy group for ten good minutes, when,
-just as they had decided upon immediate departure, the principal
-himself rushed in and gazed in somewhat indignant astonishment at the
-assembled multitude.
-
-It took nearly five minutes more to explain the situation, and the only
-boy whose conduct in delivering the various messages seemed not wholly
-inexplicable appeared to be Peter. For the principal good-naturedly
-came to the conclusion that it must have been Peter that he met, not
-Tod, and that Peter had misunderstood him.
-
-Such a charitable view of Peter’s conduct, however, could not last
-long, seeing that six angry masters rushed back to their respective
-forms to inflict lines upon six perfectly innocent boys, who were not
-slow to protest that the message was entrusted to them by another.
-
-During the morning three young gentlemen from the Modern and four from
-the Classical received a summons “to the principal at twelve,” and of
-course Tod and Peter were of the number, both looking so seraphically
-innocent that the principal was perfectly sure that it was “a put-up
-thing.” In this instance the innocent suffered with the guilty, for
-Tod got five hundred lines as well as Peter. But they both agreed that
-to have so scored off seven “brushers” at one time was well worth the
-lines.
-
-Three days afterward Tod’s nose bled toward the end of morning school
-and he was dismissed to his house to clean up. As he raced along the
-corridor he noticed that the door of the little room into which the
-rope of the school bell descended was left open, and, peeping in, he
-discovered that Hooper, the trusty porter, was not within.
-
-In far less time than it takes to write the words, Tod had rushed in,
-and the great school bell that dismisses morning school rang loud
-and clear over the peaceful playing-fields surrounding the school
-buildings, still humming with the busy life within.
-
-Every boy and every master stopped short in what he was doing and
-looked at the clock. Those possessed of watches consulted them, shook
-them, listened to them, dubiously pressing them to unbelieving ears.
-And as the clocks in that school are by no means beyond reproach, being
-worked by a system of electricity that is, to say the least of it,
-capricious in its conduct, all came, not unwillingly, to the conclusion
-that morning work had indeed ended. Only the Head of the Modern, that
-man of iron endurance, whose whole scheme of creation seemed bounded by
-the exigencies of the Civil Service Commissioners, refused to believe
-that his watch was wrong, and continued to discuss the “directrix and
-eccentric” of a certain angle until it was really twelve o’clock;
-while one of the French masters, hailing from Geneva, proclaimed the
-unreliability of English clocks in general.
-
-Meanwhile Hooper, who had gone down to the lodge to speak to his
-wife, could hardly believe his ears when his own sacred bell clanged,
-somewhat irresponsibly and gaily it is true, without his agency.
-
-He rushed up the drive to discover the perpetrator of this
-extraordinary outrage, only to meet a throng of masters and boys
-streaming out into the playground full twenty minutes before the
-appointed hour.
-
-Tod was nearly at his house by this time, and when he did arrive,
-hastened to the matron to descant upon the terrific hemorrhage that had
-occurred in his nose.
-
-But Nemesis was never very leaden-footed where the twins were concerned.
-
-“Other chaps,” Tod remarked mournfully, “can break all sorts of rules
-and do no end of mischief and never get found out, but if we do the
-least little thing someone’s certain to be down on us like a hundred of
-bricks, or else we’re obliged to own up to save somebody else.”
-
-In this case it was the latter course that Tod had to pursue. The
-principal was exceedingly angry at such a wanton curtailment of the
-last hour of morning school, and gave it out in the afternoon that if
-the amateur bellringer did not disclose himself that very day, the
-whole school should stay in on the next half-holiday; and the frost had
-broken and football was in full swing once more.
-
-Of course Tod sought the principal at the earliest opportunity and
-owned up.
-
-When he appeared in the principal’s room after afternoon school
-he made, it is true, a valiant effort to present himself with due
-solemnity, but his round face was absurdly chubby and cheerful, and
-when the principal looked up from the letter he was writing to see who
-the intruder was, he sighed deeply.
-
-“You again, Beaton!” he exclaimed wearily. “So it was _you_, was it,
-who rang that bell? What on earth did you do it for?”
-
-“My nose bled, sir....” Tod began eagerly.
-
-“What had your nose to do with it?”
-
-“Everything, sir. I was sent out of class....”
-
-“Sent out of class?” the principal repeated sternly.
-
-“Because I made such a mess,” Tod hastened to add; “and the little door
-was open--and so I rang the bell.”
-
-“Beaton, when will you cease to play these senseless and annoying
-tricks? Your folly caused six hundred boys, to say nothing of the
-masters, to lose twenty precious minutes. If I punished you as you
-deserve, you ought to stay in for twenty minutes each day for six
-hundred days....”
-
-Tod gasped.
-
-“But I won’t do that. Instead, you must do a thousand lines, to be
-given up by the end of this week. I shall not cane you, as I have no
-doubt you would infinitely prefer it.”
-
-A good many boys assisted to write those lines, and the impost was
-given up at its appointed time.
-
-Hockey leagues were on and Peter was playing in his house team. On the
-morning of the last practice before an important match, he acknowledged
-so barely bowing an acquaintance with certain French idioms beloved of
-the French master--for was he not their author?--that Peter was told to
-stay in after morning school and learn them.
-
-Peter did nothing of the kind; on the contrary, he went out at the
-usual hour and played hockey with his accustomed vigor, with the result
-that the French master sent for him that afternoon to know why he had
-not done as he was told.
-
-Peter pleaded “a very important engagement,” and, on being pressed to
-disclose the nature of that same, as usual answered quite truthfully.
-The French master, not unnaturally exasperated, forthwith reported him
-to the Head of the Modern, with the result that Peter was hauled up and
-bidden to stay in on the next half-holiday; the very half-holiday on
-which his house was to play its bitterest rival.
-
-During the remainder of that term he got into several rows with his
-form-master, and Tod was equally unlucky, so that by the time the
-Easter holidays arrived both boys were quite ready for them and left
-school vowing vengeance on their persecutors.
-
-Their parents were in India, so they went to spend the holidays with
-a jolly young bachelor uncle, who was an ardent fisherman and carried
-both the boys off with him for three weeks’ peel-fishing in a remote
-village in North Wales. He was also of a literary turn, that uncle,
-and took with him a box of books to enliven their evenings: lots of
-Kipling and Stevenson, and amongst the latter the “Life and Letters.”
-He read aloud the “Thomas Libby” incident, where Stevenson and certain
-kindred spirits roused a whole neighborhood to excitement by constant
-inquiries as to the whereabouts of one “Thomas Libby,” who existed only
-in his creator’s vivid imagination. That of the twins was immediately
-fired by an ambition to go and do likewise.
-
-The incident, or rather series of incidents, to which the
-non-appearance of Mr. Libby led up, enchanted them. They chuckled over
-the mysterious Thomas for a whole day, but it was not till evening, at
-bedtime, that Tod whispered to Peter how, like “Sentimental Tommy,” he
-had “found a way.”
-
-Sitting on the side of his bed, he announced gleefully: “Tell you what
-it is, Peter, we’ll be a parent! A parent with a delicate kid! And
-we’ll write long-winded letters in scratchy, small handwriting, you
-know, like the masters write....”
-
-“But,” Peter interrupted excitedly, “how are we to get the answers? It
-wouldn’t be any fun if we didn’t.”
-
-“The answers,” Tod replied calmly, “will come to the post office here,
-where we’re living, you juggins! You bet there’ll be answers. They’re
-awfully keen after the oof at the good old school. Why, they scent a
-new boy a mile off. He shall go into old Pig-Face’s house, just to pay
-him out for all his beastliness to you, and I’ll pester the Head about
-him and his delicate chest, and all that sort of rot that parents _do_
-write, don’t you know.”
-
-Peter gasped. “But how can he ‘go’ into anybody’s house if there isn’t
-a him to go?”
-
-“What an ass you are, Peter! _Was_ there a Thomas Libby? And how many
-people’s houses was he going to, pray?”
-
-“Go on,” said Peter humbly, “go on.”
-
-“The parent’s name,” Tod announced proudly, “is Theopompus Buggins.”
-
-“Theopompus!” Peter echoed dubiously. “It doesn’t sound very real
-somehow--and is the kid to be young Theopompus?”
-
-“No,” said Tod firmly, “_his_ name is Archibald, and Mr. Buggins is his
-uncle.”
-
-“I thought he was to be a parent,” Peter objected in a dissatisfied
-voice.
-
-“Well, an uncle is a sort of parent; probably the kid’s an orphan.”
-
-There was silence for a minute while Peter digested this view of the
-matter. But still he was not quite satisfied, for presently he said:
-“Tod, would _you_ believe in anyone called ‘Theopompus Buggins’?”
-
-“Well, no, I’m not sure that I would,” Tod admitted. “Why?”
-
-“D’you believe the Head will?”
-
-“I never thought of that.”
-
-“I think,” Peter suggested beguilingly, “that we had better have a
-commoner name, don’t you?”
-
-“P’r’aps we had,” Tod sighed. “Let’s have Jones--Theopompus Jones, now.”
-
-“Jones is all right,” Peter allowed graciously, “but I don’t fancy
-Theopompus much, it’s such a peculiar name.”
-
-“It’s a splendid name,” Tod exclaimed huffily, “but of course if you
-think it’s too uncommon he can be ‘T. Jones, Esq.,’ or ‘John Jones’ if
-you insist upon it. How would you like ‘Peter Jones’?”
-
-“T. Jones will do spiffingly,” Peter answered with some haste. “_We’ll_
-know his name is Theopompus right enough, and it don’t matter a hang to
-them whether he’s Theobald or Theophilus or anything; but I say, Tod,
-must he be an uncle?”
-
-“Yes,” Tod replied firmly, “he jolly well must, and, what’s more,
-he’s got to be going to Injia just as term begins. We’ll look out the
-sailings in uncle’s paper and choose his ship. He’ll just get there in
-the hot weather, but that can’t be helped.”
-
-The twins were well acquainted with the whereabouts of “sailings” in
-the papers, as most Anglo-Indian children are.
-
-“Why, you’ve planned it all, Tod,” Peter said admiringly. “How’ll you
-do about the writing?”
-
-“I shall write as like old Stinks as possible, that niggly, scrabbly
-sort of writing, _you_ know.”
-
-“By Jove! So you can--that’ll be all right. Parents and people call
-that sort of writing ‘scholarly,’ but if we did it they’d say we were
-beastly illiterate or something.”
-
-“What I like about a scholarly handwriting,” said Tod thoughtfully, “is
-that no mortal can tell whether the spelling’s right or not. When I’m
-once through the Shop I shall always write a scholarly hand and not
-bother about spelling and that any more.”
-
-“Boys,” a voice called from the next room, “you get to bed and don’t
-keep jawing all night.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-It would not be fair to disclose the exact spot in Wales from which
-that anxious relative, Mr. T. Jones, indited his first letter to the
-headmaster of the Public School which reckoned Tod and Peter among its
-pupils.
-
- “There are several L’s in the place where he dwells,
- And of W’s more than one.”
-
-but it is impossible to be more explicit than this.
-
-The Principal of Harchester School was at breakfast in his hotel at
-the seaside when a letter marked “urgent” and “if away please forward
-immediately” reached him. He turned it over thoughtfully before opening
-it, for he thought he recognized the handwriting of one of his masters
-(familiarly referred to by Tod and Peter as “old Stinks”), a science
-master, much given to drawing his attention to various details by means
-of lengthy epistles.
-
-“What in the world can Neatby want now?” he wondered, “and in the
-holidays, too; it really is a little too bad!”
-
-On opening the letter, however, he found that it was not from Mr.
-Neatby, and set himself forthwith to decipher a missive in which the
-margins were clear and spacious as the writing was small and obscure.
-Yet it had the air, so the principal remarked to himself, of being the
-letter of an educated man. Tod had played the “scholarly” game with
-entire success.
-
-The letter was as follows:
-
- “DEAR SIR,
-
- “I am desirous that my only nephew, Archibald Jones, aged thirteen
- years and six months, should be enrolled among the pupils of your
- famous seminary at the commencement of the summer session. But
- before placing him under your benignant charge there are several
- points upon which I am desirous of enlightenment. Certain friends
- have recommended to me the house of one Mr. Mannock, but from
- other sources I have gathered that he is a man of somewhat violent
- temper, sometimes almost abusive, in his intercourse with the boys.
- Is this so? Because, if it is, I shall require to seek some other
- house in which to place my nephew, an orphan of extremely sensitive
- disposition, with a weak chest. It is possible that the accounts
- I have heard of Mr. Mannock’s violence may be exaggerated, and I
- should like Archibald to enter his house unless you especially warn
- me against it. I wish my nephew to be entered upon the Classical
- side, as I am given to understand that boys are less overworked in
- that department than in that where they prepare for the Army. And
- as his delicate chest will prevent my nephew joining in the rougher
- sports of his contemporaries, I would suggest that one of the younger
- masters should be told off to take Archibald for a walk every fine
- day, as, of course, a certain amount of fresh air and exercise is
- essential. He must not be placed in too high a class, as owing to
- illness he has not been able to make such rapid progress in his
- studies as his robuster contemporaries.
-
- “Any information that you can afford me--and as early an answer as
- possible, for I am leaving England at the beginning of May and wish
- to see my dear nephew comfortably settled before I sail--will greatly
- oblige
-
- “Yours truly,
- “T. JONES.”
-
-Tod had written “yours turly,” but was corrected by Peter, who, if
-he had less sense of style, was fairly dependable where spelling was
-concerned.
-
-Now the postmistress, their landlady, found her household duties so
-much increased by the presence of her lodgers that she was fain to
-depute her official cares to her daughter, Katie, a damsel who greatly
-admired the good-looking twins. And when they confided to her that
-if a letter came addressed to “T. Jones, Esq.” it really was for one
-of them, she asked no questions, required no further information,
-but, concluding that it was only a part of their mysterious charm to
-receive letters in a name other than their own, promised to guard the
-same should it come, without pointing out to anybody that just then no
-person of the name of Jones was residing at the post office.
-
-The letter came in two days and ran as follows:
-
- “DEAR SIR,
-
- “I enclose the entrance form to be filled up by any parent or
- guardian desirous of placing a boy at Harchester School. With regard
- to the house in which you wish your nephew to board, Mr. Mannock’s
- is, as I hope are all our houses, entirely satisfactory. But if
- your nephew is, as you imply, a delicate boy, I would suggest that
- he should be placed in one of the smaller boarding-houses, as he
- would then receive more individual attention than it is possible to
- bestow in a house where there are some fifty boys. I have asked the
- bursar to send you a prospectus, in which you will find the names
- and addresses of all the masters in the school who take boys; and
- lest the house you select should be already full, I advise you to
- communicate with the master at your earliest convenience.”
-
-When Mr. Theopompus Jones in the dual shape of Tod and Peter received
-this missive they retired to a distant bridge, whereon they sat to read
-it, and they laughed so much that they nearly fell over backward into
-the river. They gloated over the very envelope. But later on, when
-their first glee at getting an answer at all had somewhat abated, they
-expressed disappointment that the Head had omitted to answer so many of
-their questions.
-
-“You see,” Peter cried indignantly, “what a shufflin’ old hypocrite he
-is. You can’t get a straight answer from him about old Pig-Face, and he
-knows what an old brute he is just as well as we do.”
-
-“Shall we send dear Archibald into one of the smaller houses?” Tod
-asked thoughtfully.
-
-“No,” Peter thundered. “He’s going to old Pig-Face, and to no one else.
-Who knows but he may save some decent chap from going there? Let’s
-write again to the Pot, it’s such a lark, he answers so nice and quick.
-Why, there’s over a fortnight more of the holidays; we can get a whole
-volume of his oily old letters by that time. I’ve always wondered how
-humbugs like him manage to grease up to one’s people so, and for the
-life of me I can’t see why now.”
-
-That night the twins again engaged in literary labors, much to their
-uncle’s surprise, but he was an ardent bridge player, and, having found
-three like-minded anglers at the village inn, he was glad to leave his
-lively nephews so peacefully employed.
-
-“Are you chaps writing a story?” he asked that evening as he departed
-to his bridge.
-
-“Yes,” “No,” the twins answered simultaneously, then Tod answered
-with some decision: “No, Uncle Frank, we’re writing letters, business
-letters, that’s all.”
-
-“Dear me,” their uncle replied, much impressed, and, having a
-peace-loving and incurious disposition, he asked no further questions
-and was soon contentedly playing a “no trumps” hand with conspicuous
-success.
-
-A day or two later the headmaster of Harchester sighed gently as he
-found beside his plate at breakfast another bulky epistle from the
-anxious-minded Mr. T. Jones. This time that gentleman did not content
-himself with generalities; he made the most searching inquiries as to
-the disposition of the aforesaid Mr. Mannock.
-
-After thanking the headmaster of Harchester for his “polite letter”
-(the headmaster raised his eyebrows as he reached this phrase), Mr.
-Jones continued:
-
- “I fear that I cannot fall in with your suggestion of a private
- boarding-house for my dear nephew. In the first place it is too
- expensive, and in the second place I wish him to go into Mr.
- Mannock’s house if you can satisfy me that he is of the considerate
- and forbearing disposition that a man placed in his responsible
- position ought to be. I am pressed for time, as I sail on May 1st for
- Bombay, and an early answer will greatly oblige.
-
- “Yours truly,
- “T. JONES.”
-
-Tod and Peter had the very greatest fun in filling in the form of
-application. They had long ago decided that the youthful Archibald
-was to enter on the Classical side, that he was destined for the
-Church, that his father was “deceased,” but as to the late gentleman’s
-profession they squabbled. Peter wanted Army or Indian Civil; Tod was
-in favor of Navy or Church; when Peter suddenly recollected that there
-were “lists and things” in most of the recognized professions and that
-an “inquisitive old buffer like the Pot would be certain to look him
-up.”
-
-Finally they decided that the deceased one had better be a “merchant.”
-Peter wanted to add “prince,” but Tod, the far-seeing, pointed out that
-such affluence would hardly coincide with an objection to one of the
-smaller boarding-houses on the score of expense.
-
-Finally they despatched their entrance form “to the bursar,”
-elaborately filled up in the scholarly handwriting of Mr. Theopompus
-Jones, the handwriting that so puzzled the Principal of Harchester by
-its haunting resemblance to that of one of his masters.
-
-Again the Pot was prompt and courteous, and by return the twins were
-gloating over another letter, which, however, again disappointed them
-by its brevity.
-
- “DEAR SIR (it ran),
-
- “As your time in this country is indeed getting short, I would advise
- you at once to confer personally with Mr. Mannock as to whether he
- can find room for your nephew or not; for, in the event of his having
- no vacancy, you still may be enabled to place the boy in one of the
- other houses.”
-
-“Oh, the shuffler!” Peter shouted indignantly. “The quibbler! The
-sanctimonious humbug! _He_ thinks he’s diddled Theopompus Jones, does
-he? He’ll find out his mistake before very long; it’ll be Theopompus
-Jones has diddled _him_. I wouldn’t trust that man with a bad
-halfpenny. He can’t answer a straight question, that’s what he can’t
-do--and yet to hear him talk....”
-
-“I say,” interrupted Tod, “suppose they send in the bill, what’ll we
-do?”
-
-“You don’t propose we should pay it, do you, you young ass?” Peter
-returned scornfully. “They never send ’em in till just before term,
-sometimes not till after. Don’t you remember how the pater grumbled
-last autumn because it _didn’t_ come, and he wanted everything settled
-up before he sailed?”
-
-“So does Mr. Jones want it all settled before he sails,” Tod remarked
-gaily. “He ought to write to old Pig-Face to-night.”
-
-This the dual Mr. Jones did, and, as before, received an answer by
-return of post from Mr. Mannock, who, strange to say, had just one
-vacancy, and expressed his willingness that Archibald Jones should fill
-that same. And Mr. T. Jones, refraining from further researches into
-the character of Mr. Mannock, wrote with his own scholarly hand, or
-rather hands, a letter which announced the pending arrival of Archibald.
-
-By this time the holidays were nearly over, and the twins began to be
-somewhat anxious as to the termination of Mr. Jones’ correspondence
-with the authorities at Harchester School. But their good genius did
-not desert them at the last moment, for just the day before they left
-Wales, when they were at their wits’ end for a satisfactory ending to
-the episode, they came across the “List of Members” of their uncle’s
-club; and, idly turning over the leaves, Tod found that there were no
-fewer than thirteen members of the same surname as the anxious uncle of
-their creation and three of them had “T” for their initial. Instantly
-Tod’s resource was stimulated, and he despatched three letters in the
-most scholarly of handwritings to his headmaster, to Mr. Mannock,
-and to the bursar respectively, announcing his immediate departure
-for London and requesting that all future communications might be
-addressed to him at the club in question.
-
-In his letter to Mr. Mannock, he informed him that Archibald would be
-sent one day earlier than that given for the return of the other boys,
-as he, Mr. Jones, would be so much occupied in arrangements for his
-voyage that he would be unable to give the boy the careful supervision
-his sensitive disposition and delicate health demanded.
-
-“We shan’t see their pompous old letters and bills and things,” sighed
-Peter, “but it will liven up the Jones fraternity at uncle’s club--it’s
-a good thing he’s not going back to town just yet, or he might hear
-something--and Pig-Face will simply raise Cain when that precious
-Archibald mysteriously disappears. We’re sure to hear about that,
-anyway; two of his chaps are in my form, jolly decent chaps they are,
-too.”
-
-“Mind you never _ask_ anything about it,” said Tod warningly. “They
-might suspect something, and if we were ever found to have had any hand
-in this we’d be sacked, sure as a gun. We’ve had our fun and now we
-must jolly well keep it dark. By the time it’s all finished I should
-say both the Head and old Pig-Face will have done their thousand lines
-apiece, shouldn’t you?”
-
- * * * * *
-
-“Curious thing that fellow never turning up, isn’t it?” one of the
-“decent chaps” in Mr. Mannock’s house remarked to Peter, some three
-days after term had begun. “Pig-Face is in an awful stew about
-it--afraid the boy’s been murdered or something.”
-
-“What boy? What d’you mean?” Peter asked innocently. “Who hasn’t come
-back?”
-
-“No one hasn’t come back; it’s a new chap hasn’t turned up at all. Both
-he and his people have mysteriously disappeared, vamoosed, vanished!
-Awfully funny thing. There’s no end of a fuss.”
-
-“P’r’aps he changed his mind at the last minute,” Peter suggested.
-“P’r’aps he heard something about old Pig-Face and funked it.”
-
-“I don’t know,” said the other. “Old Pig-Face looks awfully worried.
-Shouldn’t wonder if we had detectives down, and all sorts of games.”
-
-Peter looked thoughtful for a minute, and then, to the astonishment of
-his friend, who was really impressed by the enigma, doubled up with
-uncontrollable laughter.
-
-The assistance of Scotland Yard, however, was not called in; for, on
-writing to the Bishop and Admiral given as references by Mr. T. Jones
-(boldly lifted, address and all, from “Who’s Who,” by the ingenious
-Tod), the headmaster of Harchester received an emphatic disclaimer from
-each of these gentlemen of any knowledge of any such person. Moreover,
-an inquiry at the post office of the Welsh village from which Mr.
-Jones’ letters were dated only elicited the laconic response of “Gone
-away--address not known.”
-
-Katie had received and faithfully followed her instructions.
-
-Every Jones of the whole thirteen in that club was approached in
-vain, and inquiry at the shipping office only elicited the fact that,
-plentiful as persons bearing that patronymic appeared to be, no
-passenger of that name had sailed by that particular boat.
-
-The authorities at Harchester came to the unwelcome conclusion that
-they had been hoaxed; and all that remained of the incident were
-certain letters, treasured, on the one hand for purposes of possible
-identification, on the other for more frivolous reasons.
-
-
-
-
-“TONY”
-
-
-Tony sat in the gutter, wondering what would be the coolest thing to
-do. The front doors of all the houses in the dull, quite respectable
-street, wherein he dwelt, were close shut, as were also the
-white-curtained windows, lest dust should blow in and sully these
-hall-marks of houses that possess a front “best room.” The neighboring
-children were all away; some at the recreation ground, some to paddle
-their feet in the nearest approach to a river the town boasted--a
-little muddy stream about a foot deep at the best of times; now a sort
-of pea soup.
-
-But on this August afternoon Tony felt too slack and too sticky to
-seek any amusement that necessitated a walk; so, having been thrust
-out of the back door by his mother, who was washing and wanted no boys
-“clutterin’ round”--he strolled lanquidly to the front, quite sure that
-here, at any rate, he would be left in peace, as the dwellers in Eva
-Terrace never used their front doors except on Sundays.
-
-Just then a man carrying a bag came running down the road, which was a
-short cut to the station.
-
-“Here, youngster!” he shouted, throwing the bag to Tony. “Carry this
-for me, and I’ll just do it! Run after me for all you’re worth!”
-
-Tony caught the bag dexterously and ran. He could run faster than the
-man, and was soon jogging on ahead of him. At the station Tony got
-sixpence for his pains, thrust it deep into his right trouser pocket,
-and walked soberly away.
-
-Infinite possibilities were opened up by this unexpected windfall, and
-he had no intention of mentioning it at home. His people were poor,
-but not poorer than their neighbors; his brothers and sisters were all
-older than he, and in his case Benjamin’s lot was not accompanied by
-the advantages with which it is generally accredited.
-
-A lonely child was Tony, gentle and biddable enough, quick at his
-books, and happiest in his school hours, when people let him alone, and
-he succeeded in pleasing the clever, testy schoolmaster, whose life
-was embittered by a constant struggle with an overwhelming desire to
-whack the young demons who tormented him. He had been “summonsed” twice
-by irate parents; so now he restrained himself at the expense of his
-teaching powers and his nerves generally.
-
-Tony stopped in the middle of the road and smacked his pocket.
-
-“I’ll go to the baths to-morrow morning,” he said aloud, “and see them
-young nobs swim; it’s only threepence before nine.”
-
-A great excitement--unshared, unmentioned--had lately come into Tony’s
-life. Every morning for the last week, about eight o’clock he had
-watched for two boys who went by on bicycles with towels strapped
-on to their handle-bars. One was quite a little boy, far less than
-Tony himself; the other bigger, and in his eyes less interesting; and
-in a few minutes after them came one for whom Tony had conceived the
-extravagant, unreasoning admiration children will sometimes lavish on
-somebody with whom they have never exchanged, or hope to exchange, two
-words; someone unconscious of their existence as they are the richer
-for that other’s.
-
-Everybody in Tony’s locality knew the recruiting sergeant by sight:
-“Sergeant” who taught drill and gymnastics to all the “young gen’lemen”
-in the neighborhood. But Tony adored him, not only because he was so
-tall and good looking--and Tony was strenuously certain that it is a
-goodly thing to be upstanding and to have broad shoulders, instead
-of the champagne-bottle variety carried by his brothers and their
-like--but because he knew that the sergeant wished him well; inasmuch
-as that he, even he also, was one of the hundred and fifty odd boys
-in the parish schools of St. James’s. For now that the war fever was
-somewhat abating, now that Sergeant himself had come back from the
-front that he might send more soldiers out there, he had offered to
-drill the boys in St. James’s schools twice a week for love. And it
-could not be arranged.
-
-The authorities, while granting the utility of algebra and French to
-those in the seventh standard, who were presently to form the bulk and
-bulwark of the nation, saw no good reason why an attempt should be made
-to give them straight backs and broad chests. So Sergeant, who loved
-his country, and was, in his way, something of a philanthropist, sighed
-and swore, and “put the question by.”
-
-But Tony, who had heard the subject canvassed, and listened to the
-lamentations of the boys, was filled with a passion of gratitude, which
-found no expression save in a constant hanging round corners to see his
-idol pass.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Tony sat on his bed naked, in a patch of moonlight, admiring his own
-legs.
-
-“My body be whiter nor theirn,” he said to himself, and indeed, his
-limbs looked radiantly fair in the mellow light. “But my arms beant so
-’ard as ’is’n for all ’e be such little chap,” he continued, pinching
-the soft flesh of the upper arm in a dissatisfied way.
-
-Tony was too excited to sleep just yet--such a great deal had happened
-in the last two days. In all his ten years he had never felt as he felt
-now--and yet, from an outsider’s point of view, what a little thing it
-was!
-
-The day before he had gone to the swimming bath, intending just to
-watch. It was empty, save for Sergeant and the two boys who went with
-him every morning. The water looked so clear, and there seemed so much
-room in the big bath, that Tony undressed and went in.
-
-He paddled shyly about in the shallow end, admiring the two boys, who
-dived off the spring-board and the pulpit and swam under water, while
-Sergeant roared directions at them, and flung them head over heels in
-the deep end, in a fashion that filled Tony with surprise.
-
-The big boy was practising side-stroke, when the little one, whom
-Sergeant, for some reason or other, called the “swashbuckler,” swam
-down the bath toward Tony, remarking cheerfully:
-
-“You’ll get rheumatism if you paddle so. Shall I show you the first
-exercise?”
-
-He was such a little boy, but he swam like a frog. His square, freckled
-face was so friendly that Tony forgot that he himself was an “oik,” and
-therefore his sworn foe, and said, “Please, sir!” in the meekest of
-tiny whispers.
-
-“You must kneel on the edge further down, and let me chuck you in,” was
-the next command--and Sergeant stopped in the very middle of a shout to
-chuckle and whisper:
-
-“Blest if the swashbuckler isn’t giving a swimming lesson on his own
-account!”
-
-And now Tony sat on the edge of his bed and remembered two wonderful
-mornings, and pondered what it could be that made that friendly little
-boy so different from all the other boys he knew. And through all his
-thinking, like the refrain of a song, sounded a sentence he had once
-heard at Sunday school. He could not remember the whole of it; but
-five words seemed to batter at his brain as though demanding instant
-comprehension and attention--“_The temple of your body._”
-
-Tony nodded as though in answer to a spoken word. He pictured Sergeant
-cleaving the water with his long arms, the muscles standing out on his
-white shoulders.
-
-“I s’pose,” said Tony softly, as if in answer to that unseen,
-persistent voice, “some folks ’as temples for bodies, and some folks
-’as on’y tin churches, or, so to speak, a public.... I’d like a temple
-myself for ch’ice.”
-
-He was not very sure what a temple was, but in a vague way he _was_
-assured that it was something large and beautiful; and his conception
-was helped out by hazy recollections of Sunday school and Solomon, and
-thoughts of a building spacious and white.
-
-“There used to be a free night,” he continued, reverting again to the
-actual, “but the Corpeeration stopped it--I wonder w’y? It’s tuppence
-after six, that’s a shillin’ a week--’ow can pore boys get that?--an’
-I promised ’im as I’d learn the others w’en I could get a chanst, when
-he’s learned me....”
-
-Tony’s voice faltered, he was getting sleepy. He gave his smooth white
-arms another stroke, slipped into his nightshirt, and got into bed.
-
-“E’ve give oi a shillin’ to pay for four more mornin’s, till ’e do go
-away,” he whispered ecstatically as he laid his head on the pillow, and
-Tony fell asleep.
-
-That evening Tony’s elder brother “Earny,” who cleaned bicycles, and
-was ’prenticed to a dealer in the neighborhood, wanted his Sunday
-necktie, for he purposed to “walk out with his young lady.” He ran
-upstairs to the room he shared with Tony and another brother, to find
-the little boy fast asleep, worn out by unusual exercise and varied
-emotions.
-
-Earny could not find his tie, and on lifting Tony’s trousers to see
-if by any chance it was hidden beneath them, a shilling rolled out of
-the pocket and finished spinning with a clang, just in the very centre
-of the patch of moonlight where a quarter of an hour earlier Tony had
-decided that he, at all events, “would ’ave a temple for ch’ice.”
-
-“’Ullo!” thought Earny to himself, “where did that kid collar a bob?
-’E bin a’ter no good, I’ll be boun’, so secret-like and sayin’ nothin’
-to nobody. Serve ’im right if I buys some smokes with ’un;” and Earny
-departed quietly, without having fulfilled his original intention of
-waking Tony that he might look for the missing necktie.
-
-At nine o’clock the following morning Tony still lay upon his bed,
-wide-eyed, white-cheeked, with blank despair writ large upon his face.
-Breakfast was over long ago, his family had all departed to their daily
-work; his mother was ironing in the kitchen, he could hear the bump of
-the iron as she slammed it on the table; the bedroom could wait till
-one of the girls came in at dinner-time, so no one interfered with Tony.
-
-He knew that it was his brother who must have taken the shilling--the
-precious shilling that had meant so much to him. He knew that he had
-no redress, no one would believe him if he told them how he came by
-it, and in his utter misery he was too poor-spirited even to think of
-reprisals. His whole imagination centred round the dreadful certainty
-that Sergeant and the little gen’leman and the little gen’leman’s
-brother would think him a fraud. For a brief space the sun had shone
-out on his drab life, discovering hitherto undreamt-of colors in the
-landscape, but now....
-
-“I can never watch for ’em no more,” he said, with a hard, tearless sob.
-
-Presently he stood out on the floor and shook his nightshirt about his
-feet; he dressed quickly, and did not even wash his face as he was wont
-to do.
-
-“’Tain’t no use for the likes of me to try,” he said bitterly.
-
-Then he went to his brother’s drawer and stole the bundle of cigarettes
-he found there, and went out and smoked under the railway bridge till
-his body was as sick as his heart.
-
-
-
-
-A SQUARE PEG
-
-
-“I told him plainly beforehand that if he did not get a scholarship
-this term he must go into business. He has not won a scholarship, and,
-situated as you are, any other course would be absurd.”
-
-Uncle Henry shut his mouth with a snap, while he stared fixedly over
-his sister’s head that he might not see the pleading in her eyes as she
-said timidly:
-
-“But fourteen is so young, Henry, and Rodney is so small for his
-age----”
-
-“I fail to see that his size has anything to do with it; and you,
-Felicia, must learn to face things as they are, not as you would have
-them. If you defer for one moment the chance of Rodney’s making his
-own living, you are doing an injustice both to him and to his sisters.
-Pardon my plain speaking, but he is the son of an exceedingly poor
-widow and must be dealt with accordingly.”
-
-Through the open windows came the sound of a boy’s laughter and the
-ring of a smartly struck cricket ball. Uncle Henry waved his hand in
-the direction of the sound, saying:
-
-“There, you see; that’s what his education at present amounts to; he’s
-a pretty bat, and doubtless looks forward to a life all flannels and
-cider-cup and yells of admiration when he makes a few runs; the sooner
-all that nonsense is knocked out of him the better.”
-
-“But Rodney is not idle, Henry,” his mother pleaded; “his form-master
-and the Head both speak well of him and say that he has a very good
-chance next year, although he has missed this; you know the exam. came
-on just after his father’s death, when the boy was dreadfully upset.”
-
-“I have made you an offer, you may take it or leave it. You can put
-him into one of my businesses; there will be no premium, and I’ll
-pay for his board at a thoroughly good boarding-house I know of in
-Mecklenburg Square, where he will be well looked after. In the meantime
-you must try to let this house, and then you can come up and live in
-the suburbs, and he can live with you and go to business every day by
-train; the little girls can go to a High School. With the many claims
-I have upon me, this is all that I can do, and I must serve you in the
-way that seems best to me.”
-
-Uncle Henry sat down and took up the newspaper in token that the
-subject was thoroughly threshed out. He had gone into business at
-fourteen, and now at little past thirty had a house in Grosvenor
-Gardens and a “place down the river.” He had married at six-and-twenty,
-“going where money was.” The names of his two sons were down for
-Harrow, while his wife already talked of the time when she should
-“present” their baby girl. He quite acknowledged that it was his
-duty to help his sister now that the collapse of those Australian
-banks had practically beggared her; but there was at the back of his
-mind a lurking satisfaction that the way he had chosen should be one
-calculated to destroy those castles of tradition her husband had been
-so fond of building. It was a perpetual annoyance both to his wife and
-to himself that Rodney and his sisters should be so very different
-in appearance from their own children; that, clean or dirty, these
-children without a sixpence should so strongly resemble the old family
-portraits that his brother-in-law’s ridiculous will forbade to be sold;
-that they should in speech and bearing so unmistakably be gentlefolk,
-and yet be his own sister’s children seemed to him a proof of nature’s
-ineptitude.
-
-To be sure he and Felcourt had been on friendly enough terms, but he
-had always--though through no fault of Felcourt’s--been conscious that
-his brother-in-law and his ancestors for generations belonged to a
-class which only of late, and that not altogether with enthusiasm, has
-opened its doors to successful men of Uncle Henry’s stamp.
-
-Rodney’s mother went and stood by the open window. The active white
-figures flying between the wickets on the wide lawn seemed all blurred
-and indistinct, and she lifted her slim hand to her throat to still its
-throbbing ache; she was not a strong-minded woman. All she had asked of
-life was the power to make folks happy, and to be loved; and hitherto
-her desire had been generously fulfilled. Married at eighteen to a man
-who, taking her out of somewhat sordid and uncongenial surroundings,
-made her queen of a household where gaiety and good manners had
-been vassals for generations, she readily adapted herself to the new
-atmosphere, and became a sweet-voiced echo of her husband, and for
-fourteen years was absurdly happy. Then Rodney Felcourt died, and six
-months afterward came the collapse of the Australian banks.
-
-Uncle Henry had a way of carrying through any course of action he had
-determined upon, and by the beginning of October his nephew Rodney
-found himself taking his exercise in the Gray’s Inn Road instead of in
-the playing-fields at school. The change of life was so radical and so
-sudden that the child hardly understood what had happened. Like the old
-woman in the nursery rhyme, he was forever exclaiming, “This be never
-I!” in melancholy astonishment. He was learning to tie up parcels,
-he stuck on endless quantities of postage stamps, and occasionally
-addressed a few envelopes for one of the typists. He did what he was
-told as well as he could, the day seemed endlessly long, and by evening
-he was so tired that he went to bed soon after the seven-o’clock
-dinner. A young boy for his age, he was quite unprecocious and
-unformed; hitherto his place in the universe had been clearly defined
-and not difficult to fill; to do well in his form, thus pleasing the
-“mater” and his form-master, to be “decent” to his little sisters at
-home, and “jolly” with the chaps at school, to be good at games and get
-into the “house” eleven, and to be absolutely “straight” in word, deed,
-and across country--such was Rodney’s conception of the whole duty of
-boy, and he had acted up to it with considerable success. Now, life was
-not only complicated but unintelligible, and he was too bewildered even
-to rebel against a fate that kept him tying up parcels indifferently
-well when he felt that by all the ordinary standards of conduct he
-ought to have been writing Latin verses.
-
-Every Sunday he wrote neat, stilted little letters to his mother, which
-informed her that he had been to church at the Foundling, was going for
-a walk in the afternoon, that he was well and hoped that she was well,
-and that he was her very loving son. Felicia crushed the paper against
-her cheek in the vain attempt to extract from it something real and
-Rodney-like. She thought of the school letters last term, how full of
-life they had been, how numerous the requests they contained! Rodney
-never asked for anything now, and she knew that the boy was holding
-himself well in hand lest any part of the truth might hurt her.
-
-At the end of October, Cecil Connop came back from Paris. His arrival
-was announced in all the papers, for he was of some importance in
-literary circles; his great ability was acknowledged on all sides, the
-more freely that he was something of a failure. Though his work was
-widely read and appreciated by cultivated people, he was not popular.
-His appearance was quite ordinary, and he made no attempt to resemble
-any historical personage. He abhorred advertisement, considering that
-his published writings had no sort of connection with his private life.
-His readers were quite ignorant as to whether he had a mother or not,
-and his personal friends suffered under no apprehension that their
-loves or their bereavements would figure, flimsily disguised, in his
-next book. His rooms in Jermyn Street had never been photographed, and
-only his servant knew whether he liked his bath hot or cold. The fact
-was that Cecil Connop kept one face for the world and quite another
-for the old friends who loved him--a proceeding so out of date among
-literary people as to be almost medieval. But it has its advantages for
-such as like curtains to their windows. According to his own account
-he never had any money, and was, when in England, in hourly danger of
-Holloway Jail; but he paid his card debts and never seemed to lack any
-of the things that go toward making life pleasant.
-
-Felicia’s letter announcing little Rodney’s apprenticeship was a great
-surprise to Cecil. He had, of course, heard of her serious losses, but
-he knew that her brother was a wealthy man and “people always manage
-somehow”; that in this case they hadn’t “managed” came upon him with
-quite an unpleasant shock.
-
-For some reason which she would not define even to herself, Felicia had
-not asked any of her friends then in town to look up Rodney. She was
-absolutely certain in her own mind that he had no business there, but
-circumstances were too strong for her, and she dared not offend Henry.
-When she read in the paper that Cecil had returned to town she felt
-distinctly relieved. Here was an understanding person who would ask no
-questions and could be depended upon to give a faithful account of the
-child.
-
-Cecil wrote at once to Rodney asking him to lunch at his club on the
-following Saturday, and to Felicia, to say how pleased he would be to
-do what he could for him while he was in town.
-
-Rodney sat on the edge of his bed, too tired to undress. His flannels
-and “sweater” were spread on the pillow, and from time to time the
-boy laid his face down on them, inhaling the clean, woolly smell. He
-had of course never worn them since he came to London--Uncle Henry
-had not thought it necessary to make any arrangement as to how Rodney
-should spend his Saturdays--yet the sight of them comforted him. He was
-beginning to employ that saddest of all philosophies, that nothing can
-take from us the good times we have had. He had eaten hardly anything
-all day, and the ache in his throat was well nigh intolerable. His door
-opened, and the maid announced: “A gentleman to see you, sir. Said he’d
-come up here.”
-
-Cecil had come before his letter. As the open door betrayed the
-listless little figure with the scattered flannels the whole situation
-was revealed to him in a flash, and for the hundredth time in a not
-over well-spent life he cursed the folly which had rendered him so
-incapable of helping his friends in any material way. When Rodney
-realized who was his visitor, he simply flung himself bodily upon him,
-and Cecil Connop, who was tender-hearted and easily touched, kissed
-him and had been rapturously kissed in return before he had time to
-consider whether the boy would be offended or not. Then they both sat
-on the bed and for the first time for six weeks Rodney chattered. One
-of the boarders, a girl who did typewriting in Chancery Lane, passing
-his doorway, stopped and smiled as she heard the ripple of Rodney’s
-laughter; she waited for a full minute, enjoying the unwonted sound,
-then passed on to her own room unaccountably cheered. People in that
-house were too busy and too tired to laugh!
-
-When Cecil Connop got back to his rooms he sat and smoked for a long
-time before he wrote the following letter to Felicia Felcourt:
-
- “To-night I have spent an hour with Rodney, and find him apparently
- well and cheerful. I cannot faithfully report upon his appearance,
- as it was candle-light and I did not see him very distinctly. He
- talked freely enough about you all at home, about his old school,
- about myself; but, when I come to think of it, said nothing about
- his business. You will, I know, pardon me if I ask you in all
- seriousness--is this necessary? The whole time I was with him I had a
- curious sense that he was playing truant and ought to be at school;
- and there is one thing that an expression in your letter impels me
- to say at the risk of being impertinent: no amount of money in the
- world is such a possession as the breeding you and his dead father
- have given your boy. Forgive this frankness and believe me that I
- feel with you the more keenly that I am so conscious of my own gross
- impotence to help.”
-
-On Saturdays Rodney left business at one, and on this particular
-Saturday flew back to “Meck” to change into his “Etons,” when he hied
-him on the top of an omnibus to lunch with Cecil Connop at his club.
-When he was seated opposite to his host, that gentleman proceeded
-to examine him critically. The boy was unmistakably a gentleman:
-everything about him, from the long slender hands of which he was so
-unconscious, to the way he looked his companion straight in the eyes,
-proclaimed him to come of a race who had spent their days otherwise
-than in tying up parcels. Men passing in and out looked pleasantly at
-the pretty boy who was so plainly enjoying the unwonted experience;
-but Cecil noted that he was very thin, that after the first flush of
-greeting was past the little high-bred face was pale, and that there
-were black shadows under the long-lashed grey eyes. Moreover, although
-there was everything for lunch calculated to please a boy, he ate
-hardly anything.
-
-“Are they decent to you at your place of business?” asked Cecil,
-carefully pouring cognac into his coffee.
-
-“You see,” said Rodney slowly, “I don’t seem to know anybody....” Then,
-with a twinkle of amusement, “They call me a fool when I make mistakes,
-which is pretty often, and if I do things right nobody says anything.”
-
-During the next week or two Cecil made a point of seeing Rodney from
-time to time, and after each meeting he felt more and more convinced
-that the boy’s health was failing. He did not complain, but the
-sedentary life was beginning to tell upon a constitution that had never
-been so tried. He began to stoop, and even with Cecil his laugh was by
-no means so ready or so frequent as it had been.
-
-Felicia, although at first much comforted by Cecil’s account of Rodney,
-longed after him as only widowed woman can long for her son; but she
-had promised her brother that she would not attempt to see the boy for
-three months lest it should unsettle him, and it only wanted three
-weeks of the stipulated time.
-
-Rodney had not seen Cecil for a fortnight; he was out of town, but
-this Rodney did not know. It was Saturday, and a smell of onion curry
-pervaded the boarding-house, the Square garden looked hopelessly
-uninviting, and he felt that he could endure neither the one nor the
-other a moment longer. So he hied him to Pall Mall to see if he could
-catch a glimpse of his friend. A conspicuously forlorn little figure,
-he strolled slowly past the many clubs, when a man coming hastily down
-some steps stared hard at Rodney, and, fixing his eyeglasses more
-firmly on his nose, turned and walked swiftly after him.
-
-“Felcourt! Felcourt! What are you doing here?” asked a sharp, nervous
-voice, and Rodney started violently as his house-master, “Fireworks
-Fenton,” caught him by the shoulder and shook him.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“You young ass! Why didn’t you write and tell me all about it?” said
-“Fireworks Fenton” an hour later, as he angrily thumped a tea-table in
-“Stewart’s” till the cups jumped off their saucers. “We all thought
-you’d gone to another school, and here have you missed a whole term,
-and lost flesh and muscle, and forgotten everything you ever knew.
-I’ve no patience with you; it’s preposterous, and must be put an end
-to at once! Give me your uncle’s address and your mother’s----” and
-“Fireworks” glared at Rodney through his eyeglasses, and Rodney sat
-swallowing uncomfortable things in his throat, while his heart felt
-lighter than it had been for many a long week. It was so good to be
-bullied in that particular fashion once more. Now he dared to look
-forward. He didn’t in the least know how it was to be managed, but his
-old master had told him he was to come back to school next term, and
-_he_ always got his own way even with the Head himself. “Fireworks”
-was not afraid of twenty Uncle Henries--“Worthy but mistaken, worthy
-but mistaken,” he had muttered more than once during his late pupil’s
-explanations. Rodney went with him to Paddington to see him off, and
-it was only as the train steamed out of the station that “Fireworks
-Fenton” recollected that he had omitted the special business he
-had come up to town to do. But he only frowned and muttered: “That
-ridiculous little Felcourt put it out of my head, but I’m glad I found
-him--glad I found him. What fools these dear women are! What fools!
-What fools!” and whenever he turned over a sheet of newspaper (of which
-he didn’t read a line), he frowned again, exclaiming: “What fools!”
-
-The particular fool Mr. Fenton had in his mind found two letters
-beside her plate on the following Tuesday morning. She knew both the
-handwritings, and gave a little sigh as she opened that from Rodney’s
-house-master: it would be to ask how Rodney was getting on: he had
-always been fond of the boy, and she had told him nothing.
-
- “You will, I hope, acquit me of frivolous interference,” ran the
- letter, “in matters that do not concern me, when I tell you that I
- have seen Rodney and heard from him of the very great change it has
- been necessary to make in his life. I greatly wish that I had known
- sooner your reasons for taking him away from school, as I think one
- of the chief obstacles could have been, and still can be, easily
- removed. Dear Mrs. Felcourt, it is with considerable diffidence that
- I venture to ask you to do me a great favor, namely, to allow me
- to undertake Rodney’s education; my one stipulation being that he
- should come back to my house. You know that where there are twenty
- to thirty boys, one more or less makes but little difference, and
- in becoming responsible for the school fees, I am doing no more
- than my headmaster did for me. My mother was left a widow with five
- children and very little of this world’s gear. I am fully aware how
- much I shall be the gainer if you allow me to have Rodney, for,
- young as he is, he had a distinct influence upon that mysterious and
- fluctuating commodity, the ‘tone of the house,’ and I have not the
- slightest doubt that he will be able to make his own way by aid of
- scholarships, ultimately earning his own living nearly as soon as if
- he had remained in business.
-
- “Forgive me where I have expressed myself clumsily, and believe me,
-
- “Faithfully yours,
- “REGINALD FENTON.”
-
-It was a long time before Felicia took up the other letter, which was
-from Cecil Connop, and of this one sentence stood out in letters of
-fire to the exclusion of everything else:
-
-“I don’t believe the boy’s health will stand it, Felicia; come and see
-for yourself.”
-
-Felicia packed her smallest box and went.
-
-When Rodney came back from business that evening Selina, the
-parlormaid, informed him that a lady was waiting in the drawing-room to
-see him. Selina, usually so grim, was all “nods and becks and wreathed
-smiles”; she liked Rodney, though he did “throw about his clothes
-something shameful.”
-
-He was very tired and his head ached, as it always did in the evening
-lately, but something in the maid’s tone made him forget his weariness,
-and he raced up the stairs certain that only one lady could have
-produced such unwonted geniality on Selina’s part. But he paused on the
-mat outside the door; suppose it should only be his aunt! She had never
-come yet, but she might, and how was Selina to know that he did not
-care particularly for his aunt?
-
-The door opened suddenly from the inside.
-
-“I _knew_ nobody else would come upstairs like that. What were you
-waiting for, you dear goose?”--and Rodney’s mother inspected her boy
-for herself.
-
-Next day she went to see her brother at his office, and told him that
-she had decided to accept Mr. Fenton’s offer. She rather surprised
-Uncle Henry, she was so decided and so cool; he did not know that
-Cecil Connop had got up two hours earlier than usual, in order to have
-plenty of time to fortify Felicia for the interview, only leaving her
-at the office door.
-
-“Do you think he will refuse to have anything more to do with us?” she
-had asked timidly.
-
-“He couldn’t be so absurdly unjust,” answered Cecil stoutly; “but, even
-if he were, you have Rodney to think of. It is a chance in a thousand;
-it would be worse than madness to throw it away. He’s a square little
-peg, is Rodney; you’ll never fit him into that hole.”
-
-Uncle Henry gave in quite graciously, though he was not best pleased.
-Had he but known it, he revenged himself upon Mr. Fenton for his
-interference by writing him a solemn letter of thanks, in which he
-spoke of his “generous, nay munificent offer.” “Fireworks Fenton,” very
-red and uncomfortable, rolled the letter into a ball and dropped it
-into his waste-paper basket, exclaiming:
-
-“Pompous idiot!”
-
-When Rodney went home his little sisters found him more delightful
-than ever, but he was reticent as regarded his experiences in London,
-describing it briefly as “a beastly hole.”
-
-On his return to school “Fireworks Fenton” sent for him the very first
-evening.
-
-“A row already, Felcourt!” exclaimed his best friend in dismay.
-
-But Rodney ran along the passage and knocked at the study door without
-any fears on that score. As he closed the door behind him it was the
-master who looked embarrassed, as he jerked out:
-
-“I’m pleased to see you back, Felcourt. Remember that if you are in
-any way perplexed, or get into trouble ... or ... do you want any
-pocket-money, by the way?” and “Fireworks” bent anew over the letter he
-was writing.
-
-“No, sir, I have the usual pocket-money, thank you; but please I would
-like to----”
-
-“Now, Felcourt, don’t you see that I’m busy? Go away, go away!”
-
-“But please, sir----”
-
-“I know perfectly well all the absurd and ridiculous things you would
-say, and I very much prefer that you should not say them. One thing
-_I_ have to say, attend to your English prose! I have a distinct
-recollection that your spelling of English is revolting--positively
-revolting. Attend to it!”
-
-
-
-
-A TWENTIETH-CENTURY MISOGYNIST
-
-
- What a place to be in is an old library! It seems as though all the
- souls of all the writers that have bequeathed their labors to these
- Bodleians were reposing here, as in some dormitory, or middle state.
- I do not want to handle or profane the leaves, their winding sheets.
- I could as soon dislodge a shade. I seem to inhale learning walking
- amid their foliage; and the odor of their old moth-scented coverings
- is fragrant as the first bloom of those sciential apples which grew
- amid the happy orchard.--CHARLES LAMB.
-
-
-I
-
-Every Easter holidays the schoolmaster went back to Oxford. Head of a
-flourishing preparatory school in the north, a bachelor, absorbed in
-his boys, strenuous, matter-of-fact, he yet retained after some twenty
-years of monotonous grind a romantic affection for the dear city of his
-youthful dreams.
-
-He always put up at the King’s Arms, that ancient hostel with the
-undulating floors, where the ale is brown and strong, and the cold beef
-tender and streaky. On his very first day he hied him to a solitude he
-loved, paid his modest threepence, and mounted to a favorite haunt of
-his--the picture-gallery of the Bodleian Library.
-
-It was always empty; it almost always is empty. Undergraduates know
-it not; artistic and intellectual residents appear to scorn its
-prosaic portraits of bygone poets and college benefactors, its humble
-curiosities. Visitors seldom trouble themselves to mount the few
-extra steps leading to it from the world-famed library below. But
-the schoolmaster loved to wander up and down the second gallery. He
-loved the double archway with the traceried roof, where the statue
-of William, Earl of Pembroke, stands in the centre, and the two wide
-bay windows are filled with pale stained glass, and one has a deep,
-comfortable seat.
-
-As usual, the gallery seemed deserted, and the schoolmaster let
-the peace of its solitude slide into his soul, till his spirit was
-compassed about with a great calm. He strolled slowly through the
-gallery, his hands, holding his straw hat, clasped behind him. He
-always uncovered the instant he entered the little modest door in the
-corner of the great quadrangle that leads to so many wonders. Presently
-he reached the archway where he was wont to sit and dream.
-
-With a start of surprise he discovered that it was already tenanted.
-
-Under the portraits of Ben Jonson and Joseph Trapp, curled up in
-a corner of the deep window-seat, his muddy boots reposing on the
-sacred oak, was a boy--a small, thin boy in Norfolk jacket and
-knickerbockers, apparently about twelve years old, who read absorbedly
-a popular illustrated magazine. He never looked up as the schoolmaster
-approached. Apparently he neither heard his footstep nor realized that
-the newcomer had paused to stare at him in speechless astonishment.
-
-Amazement, accompanied by extreme annoyance, was the schoolmaster’s
-predominant emotion. There seemed to him something incongruous to the
-verge of irreverence in anyone daring to read a modern magazine under
-the very roof of the building that contained so much of venerable
-scholarship.
-
-It is true that the boy was perfectly quiet. Beyond the turning of
-his page, he made no sound of any sort, and the schoolmaster found
-himself watching this reader with a sort of dreadful fascination. He
-longed that the child should reach the bottom of his page and look
-up. He even gave a little cough to attract his attention. But the boy
-seemed absolutely unconscious of either the stranger’s presence or his
-scrutiny, and read on unmoved, smiling occasionally at what he read.
-
-The schoolmaster fussed to the end of the gallery, pausing at every
-window to look out over the roofs at the towers and spires of Oxford.
-Then he fussed back again along the other side, where the view consists
-of the grey-walled quadrangle, a veritable “haunt of ancient peace.”
-The peace that had enveloped him on his first entry spread her wings
-and fled. Irritation and curiosity had taken her place, and as he
-reached the archway again he stopped and looked at the motionless
-little figure in the window.
-
-The boy was no longer reading.
-
-The magazine lay on the window-seat beside him. His knees were drawn up
-to his chin, his arms clasped about them, and he stared unblinkingly
-at the portrait of Abraham Cowley on the wall that faced him.
-
-The schoolmaster walked round the statue of William of Pembroke
-till he, too, faced the boy. This time the child certainly glanced
-in his direction, but the glance was of the most cursory order, and
-wholly without interest. In an instant he had returned to his grave
-contemplation of the poet, and the schoolmaster might himself have been
-the statue of William of Pembroke for any interest he excited.
-
-The boy was pale and thin-faced, with large, hollow eyes and a tall,
-wide forehead--a scholar’s forehead, as the schoolmaster, accustomed
-for years to the observation of boys, had already noted. But what
-latent scholarship was displayed in the reading of that obnoxious
-magazine? And what business, the schoolmaster asked himself angrily,
-had a boy of that age to be boxed up indoors on a fine afternoon in the
-Easter holidays?
-
-The schoolmaster was a conscientious man in the pursuit of his
-calling. From the very first he had taught himself to look upon boys
-as individuals. He loved them; he whole-heartedly wished them well.
-They were to him of most absorbing interest; but he liked to get away
-from them sometimes, and nowhere had he been able to pass so completely
-from his ordinary life of a hundred petty duties and anxieties as in
-the high solitude of that deserted gallery, set in the very centre of
-the scenes he held most dear, now spoilt and desecrated by this young
-interloper with his horrid modern magazine. Why on earth did he choose
-to come here?
-
-The schoolmaster could bear it no longer. “Boy,” he exclaimed, “why do
-you come and read here?”
-
-Slowly the boy turned his melancholy eyes upon his questioner.
-“Because,” he answered, civilly enough, but without any enthusiasm, “it
-is generally perfectly quiet here.”
-
-There was the faintest perceptible emphasis on the “generally,” not so
-much impertinent as gently reproving. Having answered, he turned his
-eyes again upon the chubby, smiling countenance of Abraham Cowley, and
-silence fell upon them like a pall.
-
-The schoolmaster was baffled, but more curious than ever. He was quite
-conscious of the implied reproach in the “generally,” and he noted the
-absence of the courteous “sir” with which any properly constituted boy
-would conclude a remark made to an elder. But he could not feel that
-the boy had been willfully rude. He would try again. “May I ask,” he
-said pleasantly, “why you are so fond of looking at the portrait of
-Abraham Cowley?”
-
-Again the boy shifted his gaze from the smug charms of the poet to the
-worn and somewhat homely features of his questioner.
-
-“I like him cos he’s so good-tempered--in this one,” was the brief
-reply.
-
-The schoolmaster came and stood beside the boy, and looked at the
-portrait. Above it was another, also by Kneller, but representing him
-as thin and severe-looking.
-
-“They’re very different, aren’t they?” the schoolmaster remarked.
-“You’d hardly think they were the same man, would you?”
-
-“I expect,” the boy said solemnly, “in the top one he’s been married.”
-
-This startling supposition fairly took away the schoolmaster’s breath.
-He racked his brains to remember all he had ever heard or read of
-Abraham Cowley, and couldn’t for the life of him recollect whether he
-was married or not. It is not in the nature of a true schoolmaster to
-leave a youthful mind in the darkness of ignorance if he can be the
-bearer of a torch whose light may pierce that gloom, so he said: “I
-expect it was his political troubles that caused so marked a change in
-his appearance. Do you know anything about him?”
-
-“No, but I like him.”
-
-“Shall I tell you about him?”
-
-“No, thank you,” the boy answered politely, but with firm finality.
-
-He took up his magazine again, opened it, spread it upon his knees, and
-in one instant was absorbed in its pages.
-
-The schoolmaster sat down on the window-seat and gazed alternately
-at the boy and at the portraits of Ben Jonson and Joseph Trapp above
-his head. Since he had been a little boy himself he had never felt
-so snubbed. He was wholly unaccustomed to be a cypher in the eyes of
-boys, and suddenly with devastating force there was flung upon him
-the conviction that he never saw a real boy at all--that the boys
-he saw were all carefully expurgated editions arranged to suit his
-sensibilities.
-
-A wild spirit of enterprise seduced the schoolmaster. He felt himself
-as one who after long sailing in smooth, familiar waters suddenly
-sights an unknown and precipitous shore.
-
-He had come to Oxford to get away from the boys he thought he knew.
-What if, at Oxford, he received real enlightenment with regard to a boy
-he did not know? The sunshine faded and the gallery grew dark. Outside,
-he heard the soft patter of a heavy April shower.
-
-“You ought not to read in this light,” he said suddenly, “you will hurt
-your eyes.”
-
-The boy looked up surprised at this fresh interruption, but he
-obediently closed his book: there is something almost irresistible in
-the commands of those accustomed to exert authority.
-
-“Do you come here often?” asked the schoolmaster.
-
-“Yes, whenever I’ve got threepence to get in.”
-
-“Has no one ever told you that when you are talking to an older man it
-is considered polite to say ‘sir’?”
-
-“No. I don’t know many old men, nor men at all, for the matter of that.”
-
-“Why, Oxford is full of men.”
-
-“That may be. I don’t know ’em. I only wish I did.”
-
-The boy spoke bitterly and his eyes were full of gloom.
-
-“Don’t you go to school?” this “older man” asked anxiously.
-
-“No, I’m too delicate, so they say.”
-
-“Who teaches you, then?”
-
-“A guv’ness. I say, do you think we _ought_ to talk here?”
-
-“I see no reason why not. This isn’t the library, there is no notice
-enforcing silence.”
-
-The boy looked as if he wished there was. He sat perfectly mute, with
-his eyes fixed on the placid portrait over the schoolmaster’s head.
-
-“Wouldn’t you like to come downstairs with me and see some of the
-curiosities in the library?” the schoolmaster suggested beguilingly.
-
-“No, thank you.”
-
-Really it was most difficult to make any headway with this boy. But the
-schoolmaster possessed to the full the necessary perseverance of his
-craft, so he continued his catechism:
-
-“Do your parents live in Oxford?”
-
-“I haven’t got any parents, they’re dead.”
-
-“Dear me, how sad! With whom do you live, then?”
-
-“Aunts.”
-
-Written words can in nowise express the snappiness with which the boy
-ejaculated this monosyllable. The schoolmaster felt unaccountably
-chilled and worsted, and silence fell upon them once more.
-
-The black cloud had passed over the Bodleian, the rain ceased, and the
-sun shone out again. The boy swung his feet off the window-seat, put on
-his cap and picked up his magazine, and without a word of farewell,
-strolled nonchalantly out of the gallery, leaving the schoolmaster to
-exclaim when he had finally vanished, “Well, of all the curmudgeony
-boys it has ever been my lot to meet, there goes the most curmudgeony!”
-
-
-II
-
-Yet he found it difficult to dismiss the ungracious youngster from his
-thoughts. Next afternoon he sought the gallery again, but there was
-no little figure curled up in the deep window-seat. The poet Cowley
-smiled serenely, the gallery was deserted, dignified, reposeful as
-of yore: with all its mellow charm of faded coloring, that even the
-luminous stillness of that April afternoon could not burnish into real
-brightness. But the usual sense of pleasant well-being, and ordered
-peace, failed to enwrap the soul of the schoolmaster. Even as the day
-before he had found the presence of the reading figure in the window
-irritating and incongruous, so to-day he found its absence singularly
-disturbing. He walked once round the gallery, sat a few minutes looking
-at the portrait of Cowley and wondering what mysterious charm it
-held for the queer child who loved it, and so into the dear familiar
-irregular streets, where he scanned every boy who passed, in the hope
-of coming across his small acquaintance of the day before. He went
-every day to the gallery, but no boy was there. He almost gave up hope
-of ever seeing him again, but he did not forget; and when, eight days
-after their first meeting, he mounted to the gallery and saw the
-little figure crouched in the window as before, with a gaily covered
-magazine open on his knees, the schoolmaster’s heart beat a little
-faster, and he hurried forward, exclaiming: “Where have you been all
-these days?”
-
-The boy started at his greeting, looked up, and a smile of recognition
-changed his face so absolutely that the schoolmaster felt a queer
-tightening in the muscles of his throat.
-
-“I don’t get my pocket-money till a Friday,” the boy explained. “I
-couldn’t come before.”
-
-“Well, now you are here, let’s have a chat together,” the schoolmaster
-said genially. “We both like this place, let’s tell each other the
-reasons why, and see if they’re the same.”
-
-He sat down beside the boy, just out of reach of the muddy boots. The
-boy, his magazine still held open on his knees, surveyed his neighbor
-with dark, mournful eyes. Now that the smile had ceased to lighten
-his face, the schoolmaster was shocked at the sharpness of the thin
-cheekbones, the hollows and the blue shadows under the solemn eyes.
-
-“I can’t tell you why I like it,” said the boy, “’cept p’r’aps because
-it’s so quiet, no one ever talks here, and there’s no women.”
-
-“But women can come here if they like,” the schoolmaster objected.
-
-“They never _do_ like, not when I’m here,” the boy exclaimed eagerly.
-“I’ve been here every week for months and months and I’ve never seen
-one.”
-
-“But why do you object to women?” the schoolmaster persisted. “We
-should be in a poor case without them, most of us.”
-
-“_I_ don’t object to them,” the boy said wearily; “it’s them objects to
-us, and they do talk so--talk and talk and talk about their sufferings.”
-
-“Sufferings?” the schoolmaster repeated.
-
-“_You_ know,” said the boy impatiently, “women’s sufferings and votes
-and things, and Parliament and injustice and that.”
-
-“Suffrage, suffrage, you mean suffrage!” cried the schoolmaster.
-
-“It’s all the same, that’s what they talk about, and inferiority and
-that. One can’t help being born a boy, can one?”
-
-“_Help_ it!” exclaimed the schoolmaster. “Why, who’d be born anything
-else if they had their choice?”
-
-The boy’s pale cheeks flushed. “Do you really mean that?” he asked
-eagerly.
-
-“Of course I do. It’s a glorious thing to be a boy who’s going to be a
-man.”
-
-“_They_ don’t think so, they say it’s much better to be a girl; they’re
-sorry I’m a boy.”
-
-“Oh, come,” the schoolmaster said chaffingly. “You can’t expect me to
-believe that. They may say so in a kind of joke, but they don’t really
-mean it.”
-
-“Do you know my aunts?”
-
-“Well, no; but I expect they are very like other ladies, who often say
-what they don’t mean.”
-
-The boy gave one scornful glance in the direction of the schoolmaster,
-lowered his eyes to the printed page, and was instantly absorbed.
-
-The schoolmaster felt that he was dismissed. He had been weighed in
-the balance, and found wanting in sympathy and insight, a mere stupid
-looker-on at the outside of things. Five minutes ago the boy had
-welcomed him. Now, it was as though the child had risen with the royal
-prerogative, and closed the interview. The schoolmaster sighed deeply.
-
-The boy looked up. His eyes were the color of a still pool in a
-Devonshire trout stream, brown, with olive-green shadows, suggesting
-depths unfathomable. The schoolmaster instantly seized upon the small
-concession, exclaiming: “I came here every day in the hope of seeing
-you again, and now that you are here, you sit and read. Don’t you think
-it’s rather unkind?”
-
-The boy flushed hotly, and once more the transforming smile illumined
-his face as he said: “You came here on purpose to see me? Why?”
-
-“Well, you see, I’ve known a good many boys in my time, and I thought
-you seemed a bit lonely....”
-
-The hungry eyes devoured him, and the schoolmaster stopped in the
-middle of his sentence, for, like all Englishmen, he dreaded any
-manifestation of feeling, and the boy looked as if he were about to
-cry. His fears were groundless, however, for the child only said: “How
-many boys have you known?”
-
-“Rather over a thousand, I fancy. You see, it has been my business to
-have to do with boys for over twenty years.”
-
-“Over a thousand boys--and I don’t know one! How unfair things are, and
-beastly.”
-
-The boy looked enviously at the grizzled man who had known so many
-boys; and the man looked pityingly at this boy who seemed to have been
-somehow cheated of all that makes youth joyous.
-
-“How is it you have no friends of your own age?” he said presently.
-“Why don’t you beg your aunts to send you to school? You’d probably get
-stronger directly you got there, with the regular games and busy life.”
-
-“My aunts don’t like schools. They say boys learn to be tyrants and
-bullies at school.”
-
-“Oh, do they? You couldn’t have fifty tyrants in one place, or they’d
-be the death of one another, like the Kilkenny cats.”
-
-“My aunts say,” the boy continued, “that I’m to be a result. I won’t
-be a result. It’s beastly to be a result. I’ll be a policeman when I’m
-grown up. Just you wait. I’ll stand outside Parliament, and if a woman
-comes near I’ll carry her to jail. You see if I don’t.”
-
-The boy spoke with such vindictive bitterness that the schoolmaster was
-shocked.
-
-“I have no doubt,” he said soothingly, “that your aunts have good
-reasons for many of their views. You cannot possibly judge of such
-questions for many years to come.”
-
-“You’d judge if you heard it all day long like I do,” the boy retorted.
-“It’s only here I get away from it. Here in this nice quiet with that
-fat, contented chap smiling at me; and now you’ve been and made me
-talk about it, so even _he_ will know. You’ve gone and spoilt my
-place--it’s too bad.”
-
-The boy looked as if he was really going to cry this time, and the
-schoolmaster felt dreadfully guilty.
-
-“Tell me about your parents,” he said hastily. “Do you remember them?”
-
-“My father died before I was born, and my mother just after--she always
-was very unwise.”
-
-“My dear boy, you ought not to speak about your mother like that. You
-shock me.”
-
-“Well, _they_ say so.”
-
-“If anyone was to say to me that my mother was unwise, I’d--I’d knock
-him down!” the schoolmaster exclaimed.
-
-“P’r’aps you knew her?”
-
-“Thank God, yes!”
-
-“Ah, I didn’t, you see--and I don’t think I could knock Aunt Amabel
-down--she’s very strong.”
-
-“Of course not, of course not,” the schoolmaster said hastily. “I never
-suggested such a thing for a moment. I expect you misunderstand your
-aunts, and it is possible that they don’t quite understand you.”
-
-The boy said nothing. He no longer stared at Cowley’s portrait. He
-stared at the schoolmaster, and in his melancholy gaze was concentrated
-all the bitterness and disappointment of his twelve short years.
-
-“Let us come out and walk by the Cher,” said the schoolmaster.
-
-The boy followed him obediently, and as they turned into Catharine
-Street, slipped his hand into that of his new acquaintance.
-
-“Twelve years old,” thought that worthy, “and he takes a fellow’s hand.
-Poor little chap!” Aloud he said: “Boys generally take each other by
-the arm, you know.”
-
-Instantly his companion seized him by his, and arm in arm they sought
-the sheltered walk loved well by Joseph Addison.
-
-
-III
-
-After that they met every day in the quadrangle of the Bodleian by
-appointment, and together mounted to their favorite seat in the
-picture-gallery. The boy no longer read a magazine; instead, he asked
-questions--endless, anxious, exhaustive questions--as to the usual
-doings and habits of boys who lived with each other and were brought up
-by men. All his ideas on the subject were gathered from school stories,
-and in consequence were crude and chimerical in the extreme. It was
-undoubtedly a shock to him when this kindly friend of his frankly
-admitted that he had frequently caned boys, and that he was supposed
-to have “rather a heavy hand.” And the schoolmaster was still more
-shocked at the bitterness of soul he discovered in this queer, quiet
-boy. He gathered that the aunts--generally spoken of as “they”--were
-ladies wholly absorbed in politics and every kind of movement for the
-emancipation of women, and the schoolmaster pictured them as members
-of the shrieking sisterhood, ill-favored and ill-dressed, oblivious of
-the fact that feminine political opinions do not necessarily march in
-elastic-sided boots. When the boy did condescend to mention one of his
-aunts by name it was always of “Aunt Amabel” he spoke. She appeared
-to be the guiding spirit of the trio, busy, strong, and energetic,
-spending what time she could spare from politics in the pursuit of
-all those games from which the unfortunate boy was debarred by lack
-of comrades, and the schoolmaster found himself thinking with quite
-unusual enthusiasm of the sister who kept house for him. At times he
-had regretted her exclusively domestic talents. Now he even began to
-share her serene conviction that women were, on the whole, so much
-superior to men that only the very foolish could wish to resemble them.
-
-In the course of their long talks the schoolmaster had enlightened
-his companion as to what constituted, in his simple creed, the whole
-duty of boy; and so far as his ideals related to honor and courage and
-truthfulness, he found the child singularly receptive and responsive;
-but when he touched on the chivalry that should be shown to women, when
-he tried to arouse the protective instinct that is generally so deeply
-rooted and spontaneous in even the most rough and tumble average boy,
-he was met by blank incomprehension, or a veiled hostility that puzzled
-and depressed him. “If this,” thought he to himself, “is the result
-of the feminist movement on the rising generation of men, God help the
-next generation of women!”
-
-The men had come up, and the schoolmaster’s holiday was nearly ended.
-In two days more he would need to return to his duties in the North,
-to look after the cricket pitches in the playing-fields, and to see
-that all was shipshape for the boys’ next term. For the last time he
-met his sad-faced little friend in Catharine Street. This time they did
-not go up to the picture-gallery. It was a sunny day in late April,
-when Oxford seems to burgeon and blossom in a riotous ecstasy of youth
-and gladness. River and playing-fields were gay with lithe, flannelled
-figures, and everywhere the air was sweet with the scent of opening
-lilacs.
-
-“We’ll go on the river this afternoon,” cried the schoolmaster when he
-spied the little figure waiting for him; “it’s far too fine to be boxed
-up indoors. I’ll take you in a Canadian canoe. You must sit very still,
-you know. You don’t think your aunts would mind, do you?”
-
-“They’re in London. Aunt Amabel comes back to-night, but she’ll be off
-again in a day or two; she’s always going to meetings. I’m jolly glad
-she’s been away this week; she might have wanted to interfere----”
-
-“I don’t think she would mind your coming out with me, or I wouldn’t
-take you. You must tell her all about it this evening. I’ll give you my
-card to show her, and you can explain how we met.”
-
-The boy’s dark eyes were mutinous as he took the proffered card and
-put it in his pocket, but he said nothing. On the river in the bright
-sunshine the schoolmaster noticed how very ill he looked, and a great
-desire possessed this kindly soul to make things easier for the boy.
-The sight of the black shadows encircling the sombre eyes that should
-have been so bright with youth and hope decided the schoolmaster to do
-what he most hated doing--to interfere in another’s affairs, where he
-had no possible excuse or even reason for so doing.
-
-He walked back with the boy to his home, one of the large, ugly,
-comfortable houses “standing in its own grounds,” that have sprung
-up on the outskirts of beautiful old Oxford: a house that looked
-excessively well-to-do and trim and neat. “Nothing of Mrs. Jellyby
-here,” thought the schoolmaster.
-
-“Shan’t I see you again?” asked the boy in a husky whisper, as they
-reached his gate. “It’ll be awful when you’re gone.”
-
-“We’ll see, we’ll see,” the schoolmaster said hastily. “I can’t make an
-arrangement now. Good-bye, my boy. God bless you!”
-
-The boy’s wistful eyes were more than he could bear. The man turned
-hastily and walked away, nor once looked back at the watching figure by
-the gate.
-
-Next morning he called upon Aunt Amabel about ten o’clock. The less
-conventional the hour, the more possible did he feel it might be
-to explain his errand. She was at home and would see him. The boy
-had evidently done his bidding. As he followed the maid from the
-drawing-room to the study, he prayed that some Pentecostal gift of
-tongues might be vouchsafed to him.
-
-Aunt Amabel was seated at a large knee-hole table covered with
-papers. She rose as he came into the room and held out her hand.
-The business-like table, the litter of papers, was exactly what the
-schoolmaster had expected, but the lady was wholly unlike the lady of
-his dreams. Tall, well-dressed, good-looking, and by no means old, she
-made things harder for him by her welcome. “You are the gentleman who
-has been so good to Reginald? It is kind of you to call. I am most
-pleased to meet you. He is a somewhat unusual boy, is he not? We rather
-pride ourselves on his taste for old buildings, and things that do not
-generally appeal to boys.”
-
-The schoolmaster mumbled some vague politeness and seated himself upon
-a chair which faced the knee-hole table. Aunt Amabel’s eyes were dark,
-like the boy’s, but they were bright and lively, and she turned them
-now upon her visitor with full inquiring gaze.
-
-“I came,” the schoolmaster said bluntly, “to see you about your nephew.
-He is not well, and I think his state of health arises largely from the
-fact that he has no companions of his own age, nor suitable interests.
-Why don’t you send him to school?”
-
-As he spoke he was perfectly conscious that this self-possessed
-young woman was misjudging him, and the knowledge made him even less
-diplomatic than usual.
-
-“We have never considered him strong enough for school life. He is an
-unusual child of difficult temperament. He would be extremely unhappy
-at school.”
-
-There was a superior finality in the lady’s tone that roused all the
-fighting element in the schoolmaster. “He could hardly be more unhappy
-than he is at present,” he said sharply. “I know that this must appear,
-as indeed it is, a piece of unwarrantable interference on my part, but,
-having become really interested in the boy, I could not reconcile it to
-my conscience to leave Oxford without warning you that if you persist
-in keeping your nephew away from the natural companionship, amusements,
-and employments of his age, he will wither away as surely as a plant
-withers when light and air are withheld from it. That boy will die.”
-
-He shook a thick forefinger at her, and the scorn died out of her eyes.
-The men who most countenance the woman’s movement are seldom masterful.
-Aunt Amabel began to like this dictatorial man. It was a new, and not
-altogether disagreeable, experience to be rated.
-
-“You have a school, haven’t you?” she asked, sweetly.
-
-The schoolmaster’s dun-colored face crimsoned. “My dear young lady,”
-he answered hotly, “if you imagine that I came to see you because I
-was touting for another pupil, pray dismiss the idea from your mind.”
-This time it was Aunt Amabel who blushed. “I came because, knowing a
-good deal of boys, I feel sure that your nephew is delicate because
-he is lonely and unoccupied; he is a very boyish boy, a boy who needs
-the companionship of his own kind. You have an excellent preparatory
-school quite near here. Try for a term--see what it does for Reginald.”
-
-“To be quite candid,” said Aunt Amabel, “we do not care for the
-training, mental or moral, that boys receive at the average preparatory
-school.”
-
-“Try one that’s not average,” he interrupted. “There are plenty of
-them, all fads and flannel shirts and girls thrown in. He won’t learn
-anything, but what does that matter? It’s health and youth and gladness
-that you want for him, and a normal point of view; at present that
-child’s a perfect misogynist.”
-
-The lady started at the word, and at this critical moment her nephew
-came into the room. At first he did not see his friend of the Bodleian;
-when he did he stopped short, looking from his aunt to her visitor with
-puzzled, timid eyes.
-
-“Reginald,” said Aunt Amabel, “this gentleman says you are lonely and
-unhappy, and that you would really like to go to school. Is this so?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-The timid look faded from the boy’s eyes to be replaced by one that was
-almost stern, so earnest was it.
-
-“Why have you never said anything to me about it? You have never
-complained.”
-
-“What was the use?”
-
-“But how could we know you were not happy if you never said anything?”
-
-“He knew, without my never saying anything.” The boy pointed at the
-schoolmaster, who sat with downcast eyes.
-
-“So it appears,” the lady said somewhat tartly, “although you seem to
-me to have said a good deal. That will do, Reginald; you may go.”
-
-But Reginald did not go. He looked at the schoolmaster, and he looked
-at his aunt. He took a step forward, exclaiming earnestly: “If you will
-let me be like other boys, Aunt Amabel, I won’t be a policeman when I’m
-grown up; I’ll give it up; I’ll truly be something else.” The boy spoke
-as one who promises to part with some long-cherished and imperishable
-ideal.
-
-“Oh, child!” exclaimed poor, puzzled Aunt Amabel, “I can’t imagine what
-you are talking about. _Do_ run away.”
-
-“You see,” said the boy sadly to the schoolmaster, “she never _can_
-understand,” and he hastened from the room.
-
-The schoolmaster rose. “Believe me,” he said gently, “I do not want
-your nephew for a pupil. I’d far rather keep him as a friend--I don’t
-mean to say that a master can’t be a friend to his boys, but the
-relationship must necessarily be a little different, and it has been a
-pleasant experience to come across a boy under quite new circumstances.
-I wouldn’t spoil it for the world.”
-
-Aunt Amabel looked down, and the schoolmaster noticed that her
-eyelashes were long and very black. “I am sure you mean kindly,” she
-said gently, “and you may be sure I shall give every consideration to
-what you have said.”
-
-When her strange visitor had gone she sat for a long time quite still
-in front of her table, staring with unseeing eyes at the many papers
-scattered upon it. She knitted her black eyebrows and thought and
-thought, but apparently to no purpose, for presently she said to
-herself: “What _could_ he mean by calling that little boy a misogynist,
-and what on earth could the child mean about not being a policeman?”
-
-The boy was waiting for the schoolmaster at the gate as he went out.
-“Well, was it any use?” he cried eagerly.
-
-“My dear chap,” said that gentleman, “you are a little noodle. That’s
-what you are.”
-
-And the boy, as he trotted by the schoolmaster’s side, found something
-vaguely comforting in this cryptic speech.
-
-
-
-
-PART II
-
-CHILDREN OF LAST CENTURY
-
-
-
-
-A SMALL EVENT
-
-
- All service ranks the same with God:
- If now, as formerly He trod
- Paradise, His presence fills
- Our earth, each only as God wills
- Can work--God’s puppets, best and worst,
- Are we; there is no last nor first.
-
- Say not “a small event”! Why “small”?
- Costs it more pain than this, ye call
- A “great event” should come to pass,
- Than that? Untwine me from the mass
- Of deeds which make up life, one deed
- Power shall fall short in or exceed!
-
- _Pippa Passes._
-
-Every night the Alfresco Entertainers gave their performance on a
-little platform set right under the shadow of the great cliff; while
-in front of them, not a dozen yards away, the rhythmic wash of the sea
-on a rocky shore seemed a sort of accompaniment to their songs, much
-softer and more tuneful than that of the poor, jingly, rheumatic piano,
-which had nothing between it and every sort of weather save an ancient
-mackintosh cover.
-
-The village itself was but a shelf of shore with one long, straggling,
-lop-sided street: cottage and shop and great hotel set down haphazard,
-cheek by jowl, all apparently somewhat inept excrescences on the side
-of the green-clad cliffs rising behind them straight and steep, a sheer
-five hundred feet, and just across the narrow line of red road lies the
-Bristol Channel, with, on a clear day, the Welsh coast plainly in view.
-
-At ten years old, people are generally found more interesting than
-scenery, and Basil took a great interest in the variety entertainers.
-They looked so smart and debonair, he thought, in their blue reefers,
-white duck trousers, and gold-laced yachting caps--though they none
-of them ever put out to sea. There were five of them altogether, two
-ladies and three men. Basil did not care so much about the ladies, in
-spite of the rows of Chinese lanterns that outlined the little stage
-and shone so pink in the darkness; there seemed no glamor or mystery
-about them. They were not transcendently beautiful like the gauzy good
-fairy of pantomime, or the peerless, fearless circus lady in pink and
-spangles: neither did they possess the mirth-provoking qualities of the
-dauntless three clad in yatching garb. One always sang sentimentally of
-“daddies,” or “aunties,” or “chords,” that had somehow gone amissing;
-and the other--Basil almost disliked that other--sang about things he
-could in nowise understand, in a hoarse voice, and danced in between
-the verses, and she didn’t dance at all prettily, for she had thick
-ankles and high shoulders.
-
-But the three “naval gentlemen,” as Basil respectfully called them,
-sang funny songs, and acted and knocked each other about in such
-fashion as caused him almost to roll off his chair in fits of ecstatic
-mirth. Nearly every fine night after dinner, if nobody wanted him,
-Harnet, the tall man-servant, would take Basil, and they sat on two
-chairs in the front row and listened to the entertainment. Sometimes
-grandfather himself would come, but he generally went to sleep in his
-chair at home; for when a man goes peel-fishing all day, walking half
-a dozen miles up the rocky bank of a Devonshire trout stream to his
-favorite pool, he is disinclined to move again, once he has changed and
-dined.
-
-The bulk of the audience attending the Alfresco Entertainment sat on
-the wall separating shore from road, or on the curbstone, but there
-were always a few chairs placed directly facing the stage, which were
-charged for at sixpence each. Harnet was far too grand and dignified to
-sit on either wall or curbstone, and as grandfather always gave Basil a
-shilling to put in the cardboard plate, Harnet preferred to spend it in
-this wise.
-
-Now all that company had high-sounding, aristocratic names, except
-one, who was called, as Basil said, “just simply Mr. Smith.” There
-was Mr. Montmorency, the manager, whose cheeks were almost as blue
-as his reefer, and his wife, the lady who danced in the evening, but
-in the daytime affected flowing tea-gowney garments and large flat
-hats; there was Mr. Neville Beauchamp, who sang coster songs, to whom
-the particular accent required for this sort of ditty really seemed
-no effort, as all his songs were given in similarly pronounced and
-singular fashion. The lady of the melancholy ballads was called De
-Vere; she looked thin and young and generally cold, as well she might,
-for she played everyone’s accompaniments, and never wore a coat,
-however cold the night. But it was for Mr. Smith that Basil felt most
-enthusiasm. In the first place, his speaking voice was as the voices of
-“grandfather’s friends.” In the second, he was, to Basil’s thinking, an
-admirable actor--changing face and voice, even his very body, to suit
-the part he happened to be playing; and thirdly, he was funny--funny in
-a way that Basil understood. Even grandfather laughed at Mr. Smith and
-applauded him, and when the cardboard plate went round, he sent Basil
-with the first bit of gold they had had that season.
-
-“Clever chap that,” he said as they strolled homeward under the quiet
-stars. “Reminds me of someone somehow--looks like a broken-down
-gentleman; got nice voice, and nice hands--wonder what he’s doing with
-that lot?”
-
-Basil, however, was quite content to admire Mr. Smith without
-concerning himself as to his antecedents. He forthwith christened him
-“the jokey man,” and it rather puzzled him that, except at night, the
-jokey man was hardly ever with the others, but went wandering about by
-himself in an aimless and somewhat dismal fashion. Could it be that
-Mr. Montmorency and Mr. Neville Beauchamp were proud, Basil wondered,
-because they had such fine names.
-
-Basil’s face was as round as a full moon, and fresh and fair as a
-monthly rose. Tall and well set up, he was good at games, and keen
-on every kind of sport. Long days did he spend up the river with his
-grandfather fishing for trout--he was to have a license for peel
-next summer, but had to be content with trout during this. He went
-sea-fishing, too, in charge of a nice fisherman called Oxenham, and
-caught big pollock outside the bay, and every morning Oxenham rowed
-Basil and Harnet out from the shore that they might have their morning
-swim, for the coast is so rocky and dangerous that bathing from the
-land is no fun at all--though the rocks are very nice to potter about
-on at low tide, when energetic persons can find prawns in the pools.
-
-One day as Basil was busily engaged in this pursuit, who should come
-up behind him but the jokey man, looking as melancholy as though there
-was no sunshine, or blue water, or pleasant pools full of strange sea
-beasts. Indeed, although he was by profession such an amusing man, he
-had by no means a cheerful face. Tired lines were written all round his
-eyes, his shoulders were bent, and his long slim hands hung loose and
-listless at his sides, yet it was plain that he was by no means old.
-Moreover, he had changed his smart yachting suit for an old tweed coat
-and knickerbockers, and a grey billycock dragged over his eyes bereft
-his appearance of all traces of the jokey man. So that for a minute or
-two Basil did not know him, even although he sat down on a rock close
-by and lit his pipe.
-
-Basil was standing bare-legged and knee-deep in water in pursuit of a
-particularly active and artful shrimp, so that it was only when he at
-last lifted his head with an emphatic “bother,” that he noticed the
-stranger; then he beamed, for chance had tossed plump into his lap the
-opportunity he had long been seeking.
-
-“How do you do?” the little boy inquired politely, taking off his
-muffin cap with one wet hand while he grasped his net with the other.
-“I am so pleased to have met you; I’ve wanted to for ever so long.”
-
-“That’s very nice of you,” said the man, and when he smiled he looked
-quite young. “I am sure the pleasure is mutual.”
-
-“I’ve something most pertickler to ask you,” continued Basil eagerly,
-scrambling out of the pool to sit on the rock beside him, “and it
-seemed as if I was never to get a chance. It’s not for myself either,
-it’s for Viola--you know Viola by sight, I daresay?”
-
-Now it happened that the jokey man, like most other people in that
-village, knew Viola by sight very well indeed. In fact, Viola, and the
-General, and Basil, were as speedily pointed out to every stranger who
-arrived as though they had been bits of scenery. For they came every
-summer and the village was proud of them.
-
-“Is she your sister?” asked the jokey man, suddenly taking his pipe out
-of his mouth.
-
-“Yes, and she’s two year older than me, but she doesn’t go to
-school--I’ve been for a year--she has a ma’mselle. I daresay you’ve
-seen us with her. It’s been such a bore having her here, but she’s
-going to-morrow, and then we shall do just what we like, for there
-will be only Harnet and Polly, and we like them. Grannie had to go off
-quite suddenly to nurse Aunt Alice, and won’t be back for a week, so
-there’ll be nobody but grandfather and us; it’ll be simply ripping,”
-and Basil paused breathless, beaming at the pleasant picture he had
-conjured up.
-
-The jokey man put his pipe back into his mouth and waited; but it had
-gone out, so he just laid it on the rocks beside him, saying:
-
-“What was it you wanted to ask me?”
-
-“It’s rather difficult to explain,” Basil began, turning very red and
-rumpling his hair. “It’s Viola, you know; she wants so dreadfully to
-come to your entertainment. I’ve told her about it, you know, but
-grandfather says----” Here Basil paused, and turned even redder than
-before: “One has to be so particular over one’s girls, you know,” he
-interpolated apologetically, “and she’s the only girl in our family.
-Grandfather never had any sisters or any daughters, so he thinks no end
-of Viola, and father and mother are in India, and he says----”
-
-“That some of the songs are vulgar,” said the jokey man shortly. “So
-they are; he’s perfectly right.”
-
-The jokey man looked at Basil, and Basil looked at the jokey man for a
-full minute. Then the little boy said very earnestly:
-
-“Do you think that you could persuade them--those other gentlemen, I
-mean--to leave out one or two songs one evening? There’s that one about
-the ‘giddy little girl in the big black hat’ that Mr. Montmorency
-sings. Grandfather doesn’t like that one, and it’s not very amusing, is
-it? And Viola _does_ want to come so dreadfully.”
-
-The jokey man made no reply, but stared straight out to sea with a
-very grave face. Perhaps he was thinking of all those other Violas who
-listened night after night to the songs the General objected to, and
-were perhaps, unlike his Viola, not “cared about, kept out of harm, and
-schemed for, safe in love as with a charm.”
-
-Basil waited politely for some minutes, then, as the jokey man didn’t
-speak, he continued earnestly:
-
-“You see she can just hear that there is music and singing when the
-windows are open, and it’s so tantalizing, and you see it would be rude
-to walk away when we’d heard you, and come back next time you sang,
-wouldn’t it? It doesn’t matter for boys----”
-
-“I’m not at all sure of that,” said Mr. Smith hastily; “it matters very
-much for boys, too, I think--especially if they don’t happen to have
-wise grandfathers with good taste. I’ll see what can be done, and let
-you know.”
-
-“Oh, thank you so much!” cried Basil; “that is kind of you. Viola will
-be so pleased; she’s up the village now with Polly, or I’d fetch her to
-thank you herself.”
-
-Now while Basil was talking he noticed that the jokey man’s coat had
-got leather on the shoulders, and that the leather looked as worn as
-the coat, so he rightly deduced that at some time or another his new
-friend must have been something of a sportsman, and asked:
-
-“D’you fish at all?”
-
-“Not here,” said the jokey man, “but I’ve done some fishing in my time.
-Have you had good sport?”
-
-Then immediately ensued a long discussion on the relative merits of
-flies, and Basil gave forth his opinion, an opinion backed up by the
-experience of numerous natives, that the “Coachman” was the fly for
-that neighborhood, but that there were occasions, especially early in
-July, when exceedingly good results might be obtained by using red
-ants. They told each other fishing stories. Basil confided to the
-jokey man that he had just got a beautiful new split cane rod from
-“Hardy Brothers,” promised to show it to him at the earliest possible
-opportunity, and they speedily became the best of friends. For it is
-a curious fact that although the actual sport itself is a somewhat
-taciturn pursuit, there are no more conversational sportsmen in the
-world than ardent followers of the gentle craft.
-
-Another thing--they are always courteous listeners, and generally full
-of good stories themselves, yet have the most delicate appreciation
-of other people’s anecdotes. You can nearly always tell a member of a
-fishing family by this rare and pleasing trait.
-
-Next morning the jokey man called at the hotel and asked for Basil
-at the door. He wouldn’t come in, and when Basil, greatly excited,
-appeared, only waited to say hastily: “If you like to bring your
-sister to-night, I think I can promise you that it will be all right.”
-Then fled before Basil could thank him, and was soon pounding up the
-steep hill that ends abruptly at the hotel door, as though he were
-training for a mountaineering race.
-
-Basil tore back into their sitting-room to lay the case before his
-grandfather, who, for once, was lunching in the hotel.
-
-“He promised, you know,” he concluded jubilantly, “so she _can_ come,
-can’t she?”
-
-Grandfather pulled his moustache and laughed. Then Viola came and laid
-her fresh soft cheek against his, murmuring pleadingly: “Darling,
-it would be so lovely,” till he pinched Viola’s cheek and made
-stipulations about heavy cloaks, and the children knew the day was won.
-
-And the end of it all was that, at half-past eight that evening,
-grandfather, Basil and Viola were seated on three chairs in the very
-middle of the road that ran past the Alfresco Entertainers’ stage;
-but as the road ends abruptly in a precipitous rock some thirty yards
-further along, there is no fear of being run over by traffic.
-
-What an evening of delight that was! How Basil and Viola laughed, and
-how pleased was grandfather! Another thing is quite certain--that the
-Alfresco Entertainers in no way lost by the alterations they had made
-in their programme; the rest of the audience seemed as pleased as Basil
-and Viola, and no one appeared to miss the “giddy little girl in the
-big black hat” the least little bit in the world.
-
-“Really, it’s vastly civil of Mr. Thingummy,” said grandfather on their
-way home.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Grandfather and Harnet had gone fishing for the whole day. Mademoiselle
-had departed, only Polly was left in charge, and she had so bad a
-headache--she put it down to the close, cloudy weather--that she was
-fain to go and lie down directly she had waited upon Basil and Viola
-at their lunch, having given the children permission to go for a walk
-along the beach.
-
-It was a grey day, humid and still, and, being low tide, there seemed
-no fresh wind blowing in from the sea as usual. The children scrambled
-over the rocks, very happy and important at being, for once, left to
-their own devices, and they decided to make an expedition to a little
-sandy bay that can be reached from the shore at low tide, and to come
-back by a steep winding path up the cliffs which terminates in the
-coach road just above the village. They had not considered it necessary
-to confide their intention to Polly, who would certainly have objected.
-They reached the bay all right, paddled for a little time on the hard,
-smooth sand, and then set out to climb the path which winds in and out
-of the side of the cliff for all the world like a spiral staircase up
-to some nine hundred feet above the sea. This path is so narrow that
-travelers can only walk in Indian file. On the one side is the steep
-face of the heather-clad rock, on the other a sheer drop on to the
-rocks below.
-
-When the children had climbed about a third of the way they found
-themselves enveloped in white mist--a mist so thick, and fine, and
-clinging, that you cannot see your own hand held before your face. It
-was no use to go down again; the tide had turned, and soon the sea
-would be lapping gently at the foot of the pathway. There was nothing
-for it but to go on slowly, carefully, step by step, feeling all the
-time for the rocks on the inner side; by and by the path would widen.
-
-“Don’t be frightened, Viola,” said Basil cheerfully. “It’ll take us a
-goodish while, but a bit higher up we can walk together.”
-
-“I’m not exactly frightened,” said Viola in a tremulous voice, “but I
-rather wish we hadn’t come.”
-
-“So do I,” Basil answered fervently. “If I hadn’t been such a juggins
-I’d have looked up and seen the mist on those cliffs long ago. Probably
-you can’t see that there _are_ any cliffs in the village now.”
-
-On they toiled, slowly and painfully. It is really a most unpleasant
-mode of progression, walking sideways up a hill with your back against
-a very nubbly sort of wall.
-
-“Hark!” cried Basil presently. “Didn’t you hear a call?”
-
-The children paused, leant against the cliff, and listened
-breathlessly. Sure enough someone was calling. It sounded very muffled
-and far off; but it was plainly a man’s voice, and he was calling for
-help.
-
-“Do you think it’s above or below?” Basil asked anxiously. “I can’t
-seem to tell in this fog.”
-
-“It must be above, or we should have heard it before. Call out that
-we’re coming.”
-
-Basil shouted with all the force of his young lungs, and again the
-faint, muffled voice answered with a cry for help.
-
-“Come on,” exclaimed Basil in great excitement; “we’ll find him!” and
-sure enough in another bend of the path Basil nearly fell over the
-prostrate figure of a man lying right across it, for here it suddenly
-grew wider. The man raised himself on his elbow, exclaiming:
-
-“I say, do you think that when you get to the village you could send
-help? I’m very much afraid that I’ve broken my leg. I can’t stand, and
-moving at all hurts it no end.”
-
-“Why, it’s the jokey man!” Basil cried out in dismay. “However did you
-do it?”
-
-“Oh, dear! oh, dear!” added Viola. “This is sad.”
-
-None of them could see the other, but nevertheless, the jokey man knew
-in a minute who had come to his rescue, and forgot his injuries in his
-surprise, exclaiming:
-
-“Whatever are you two doing here? Is the General with you?”
-
-“Oh, dear, no,” said Viola proudly; “we’re _quite_ alone, or we
-shouldn’t be here, but isn’t it a good thing we _are_ here? How did you
-fall?”
-
-“I was mooning along, not thinking where I was going, when down came
-the mist. I made a false step and went bang over the edge, but only
-fell on to the path below, not right over, as I might have done....
-Perhaps it would have been better if I had,” he added to himself.
-
-“You’d better go and get help, Basil,” said Viola decidedly, “and I’ll
-stay and take care of Mr. Smith till they come.”
-
-But Mr. Smith wouldn’t hear of this. The children helped him to crawl
-as near the inner side as possible, and when they left him he nearly
-fainted with the pain of moving. It began to rain, the cold, soft,
-wetting rain of a Devonshire summer, and Mr. Smith groaned and shivered.
-
-“I am so sorry for you,” said a soft voice close beside him. “Is there
-nothing I could do? Wouldn’t you be more comfortable if you were to
-rest your head in my lap? It would be a sort of pillow. Daddie used to
-go to sleep like that sometimes out on the moors last summer, when they
-were home.”
-
-“Oh, Viola, Viola!” exclaimed the jokey man, with far more distress
-than he had yet shown, “why did you stay? You will get cold. It’s
-raining already, and they will be ages.”
-
-“There’s no use worrying about that,” said Viola, edging herself
-nearer. “We couldn’t leave you here all alone and hurt, and Basil
-wouldn’t let me go on to the village ’cause of the fog, so of course I
-stayed. I hope you won’t mind very much; I won’t talk if you’d rather
-not, but I think I’d like to hold your hand if you don’t mind. It would
-be comforting.”
-
-The kind little hand was curiously comforting to the jokey man: he
-insisted on taking off his coat and wrapping Viola in it, in spite
-of all her protests. Presently the white pall of mist lifted a little
-and they could see one another, and it certainly was a great pleasure
-to the man lying against the cliff to watch the little high-bred face
-with the kind blue eyes turned in such friendly wise toward him.
-Viola was so like Basil, and yet so entirely individual. Basil’s
-face was round, hers was oval; Basil’s nose was broad and indefinite
-as yet, Viola’s nose was small and straight and decided, with the
-dearest little band of freckles across the bridge. Basil’s manner was
-extremely friendly, Viola’s was tender and protecting, and it was such
-a long time since anyone had taken care of the jokey man, that he
-almost crooned to himself in the delight of being so tended. She was
-very tender in her inquiries after his aches and pains, expressed a
-pious hope that he always wore “something woolly next him,” and being
-reassured on that head, proceeded to suggest that he should smoke if he
-found it comforting. Then she told him a great deal in very admirative
-terms about daddy, and grandfather, and Basil, for Viola was of that
-old-fashioned portion of femininity that looks upon her own mankind
-as beings of stupendous strength and wisdom. The man lay watching her
-very intently, but it is not certain that he heard half of what she
-was saying. He had the look of one who was trying to make a difficult
-decision. The voices of habit and tradition called very loudly to him
-just then--dared he listen?
-
-Presently Viola’s voice ceased. She was evidently waiting for an
-answer, and none came.
-
-“Have you any sisters, Mr. Smith?” she repeated.
-
-Mr. Smith shook his head, then he raised himself on his elbow, saying
-earnestly:
-
-“Look here, Viola! I want you to tell me exactly what you think
-about something. Suppose Basil--of course it’s utterly impossible,
-but still--suppose that when he was grown up he did something that
-annoyed you all very much, something disappointing and entirely
-against his father’s wishes”--he paused, for Viola looked very grave
-and pained--“and then,” he continued, “if he went right out of sight,
-and you, none of you, heard anything more about him for nearly a
-year--supposing _then_ he was sorry, said he was sorry----”
-
-“We should never lose sight of Basil,” said Viola decidedly, her eyes
-dark and tragic at the mere thought. “At least, I’m sure I shouldn’t;
-whatever he did I should love him just the same. You don’t love people
-for their goodness--you love them because they’re _they_.”
-
-“Are you sure?” asked the jokey man earnestly.
-
-Viola looked hard at him, turned very red, and said shyly:
-
-“Do you think you could tell me just what you did? I know it’s you.”
-
-The man leant back against the wall again.
-
-“It’s not an interesting story,” he said wearily, “but it may pass
-the time. I was at the ’varsity, Cambridge. I was always very fond of
-acting, and I was extravagant and lazy, too. The very term I went in
-for my degree I was acting in the A.D.C., and--I was plucked. My father
-was furious. Then came a whole sheaf of debts. He said I must go back
-to a small college, live on next to nothing, work, and take my degree.
-Instead of taking my punishment like a man, I quarreled with everybody,
-vowed I’d go on to the stage, and came to this. I have kept body and
-soul together, and I don’t think I’ve done anything to be ashamed of
-since, but I’m sick and sorry at the whole business. Yet now that
-I’m all smashed up and useless, it seems somehow mean to go back. My
-father’s a parson, you know, not over well off, and there are a good
-many of us.”
-
-All the pauses in his story, and there were a good many, had been
-punctuated by Viola with reassuring little pats, and now that the pause
-was so long that he seemed to have finished his story, she turned a
-beaming face toward him.
-
-“How _glad_ they will be!” she exclaimed. “You must write to-night
-directly you get back. How _glad_ your mother will be!”
-
-A spasm of pain crossed his face. “My mother died just before I left
-school,” he said.
-
-Viola’s eyes filled with tears, and she had just exclaimed, “And
-you have no sisters either, you poor dear?” when the rescue party,
-accompanied by Basil and the nearly frantic Polly, appeared just
-below them. They carried the jokey man to the foot of the cliff and
-took him back to the village in a boat, and as his ankle proved to be
-very badly broken he elected to go into the cottage hospital on the
-hill. The long wait in the wet, that had not in the least hurt Viola,
-proved altogether too much for the jokey man. That night he became
-feverish and delirious, and when the children and the General went to
-ask for him next day, they were told that he was very ill indeed, and
-that the broken ankle was quite a small matter in comparison with the
-pneumonia. That evening the doctor called on the General, and directly
-the performance was over, the General went to see the Alfresco Players
-at their lodgings.
-
-“Do you happen to know who his people are?” the General asked Mrs.
-Montmorency.
-
-“He never let on that he’d got any folks, poor fellah,” she answered
-with a sob. She had a kind heart if her ankles were thick. “He was
-never one to talk about himself, and he’s never had so much as a
-postcard by post since he’s been here, that I do know. His real name’s
-not Smith at all; all his linen--beautiful and fine his shirts are
-too--is all marked ‘Selsley.’”
-
-“Have you no idea what part of the country he came from?” the General
-asked. “Then we could look in a directory. It would be a horrible thing
-if----”
-
-“He joined us in London,” Mrs. Montmorency gasped between her sobs,
-while her tears made little pathways on her painted cheeks. “He hadn’t
-any references, but I persuaded my husband to take him. He carried his
-references in his face, I said, and so I’m sure we’ve found it, for a
-nicer, more obliging, gentlemanly----”
-
-“Do you think, sir,” Mr. Montmorency interrupted, “that he told the
-little lady anything about himself when they were up on the cliff
-together?”
-
-“God bless my soul!” exclaimed the General in great excitement. “Of
-course he did; I have it. Who has got a clergy list?”
-
-Naturally none of the Alfresco Players possessed such a work, and it
-was already too late to knock up the vicar of the parish. But next
-morning the General called on the vicar very early, and then despatched
-an exceedingly long telegram to the post office and several bottles of
-champagne to the cottage hospital, where Polly, Basil and Viola hung
-about the doors all the morning hoping for better news. The Alfresco
-Players got out a green leaflet to the effect that there would be that
-night a benefit performance for that talented artist, Mr. Smith, who
-had been suddenly stricken down by serious illness. The General seemed
-to send and receive a great many telegrams, and did not go fishing all
-that day. At sundown there was no better news at the hospital, and it
-seemed exceedingly probable that the jokey man would joke no more. The
-General met the last train, and drove away from the station accompanied
-by an elderly, severe-looking clergyman. They stopped at the hospital
-and the clergyman went in.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The jokey man was so noisy and talked so continuously that the hospital
-authorities had him moved from the men’s surgical ward into a little
-room by himself. As the matron showed the strange clergyman into this
-room, a nurse rose from the chair at the bedside. The jokey man’s
-voice was no longer loud, but he kept saying the same thing over and
-over again.
-
-“All day long he keeps repeating it,” she whispered. “I’m so thankful
-you’ve come, for he can’t possibly last if this restlessness continues.”
-
-“I’m sure he’ll come if you send,” the weak, irritable voice went on.
-“Why don’t you send? I want my father--‘father, I have sinned’--that’s
-it--‘father, I have sinned’--but I know he’ll come if you send. I want
-my father, I tell you--why won’t you send? I want my father.”
-
-The whispering voice persisted in its plaint, the hot hands plucked at
-the sheet when other hands closed over them, holding them firmly, and
-the voice he was waiting for said quietly:
-
-“My dear son, I am here.”
-
-As the sick man raised his tired eyes to the grave grey face bent
-over him, his troubled mind was flooded with an immense content, his
-poignant restlessness was calmed.
-
-“Good old father!” he said softly, and lay quite still.
-
-The jokey man thought better of it, and didn’t die after all. In
-another week Basil and Viola were allowed to go and see him. They stood
-very hushed and solemn on either side of his bed, for he looked very
-thin and white, and was still lying right on his back, which made him
-seem more ill somehow. For quite a minute nobody said anything at all,
-till Basil, who held a large folded bracken leaf in his hand, laid it
-down on the jokey man’s chest and spread it out. A fish speckled with
-brown reposed in solemn glory in the midst.
-
-“It’s for your dinner,” whispered Basil. “It’s only four ounces off the
-pound. I caught it myself two hours ago. Viola saw me do it. I think a
-‘Coachman’s’ the best fly after all.”
-
-
-
-
-IN DURANCE VILE
-
-
-Gabrielle always remembered the day that the ringmaster of the circus
-came to see her pony jump. She was proud of her pony, who was dapple
-grey and Welsh, and could jump nine inches higher than himself.
-
-Gabrielle was five, and had ridden without a leading rein for two
-years, but her father never let her jump Roland, the pony. So the pony
-jumped by himself, greatly to the edification of the ringmaster who had
-been bidden to see the feat.
-
-While all this was going on, Nana called her to nursery tea, and as she
-trotted down the long yard, past the stables, and towards the drive,
-the ringmaster turned to Jack Ainslie, Gabrielle’s father, and said:
-“Has the little Missie hurt her foot? She’s a thought lame.”
-
-Jack Ainslie looked hastily after the idolized little figure, and noted
-that the ringmaster was right. She _was_ a thought lame.
-
-Hastily excusing himself, he ran after the child. “Have you hurt your
-foot, darling?” he asked anxiously. “You’re limping a little. Did you
-twist your ankle?”
-
-“Oh, no, Daddy dear, I’m not hurt. I’m going to tea.” Gabrielle put
-up her face for the ever-expected kiss and ran after her nurse. Jack
-Ainslie dismissed the subject from his mind and showed the ringmaster
-the rest of the horses.
-
-From that day, however, things changed for Gabrielle. Other people
-noticed the little limp, and her parents, terrified and distressed,
-sent for the family doctor. He discovered that in some way, probably
-at birth, her hip had been dislocated, and had formed a new socket for
-itself, and that henceforth she would limp--unless--and here all the
-mischief began--something could be done. Her father was frantic. Of
-course something must be done. That his Gabrielle, his dainty little
-lady with her pretty face, her quick intelligence, and her gracious
-ways, should be lame--oh, it was intolerable! He was broken-hearted
-and rebellious, and even his wife’s steadfast patience and unchanging
-tenderness could not make him resigned. Then began for Gabrielle a
-series of visits to London. She was taken from one great doctor to
-another till she grew quite used to marching about on thick piled
-carpets, clad in nothing but her sunny hair, while they discussed her
-interesting “case.”
-
-“Doctors are chilly men,” said Gabrielle; “their hands are always cold
-to my body.”
-
-An operation was arranged, but at the last moment Jack Ainslie drew
-back, for the surgeons would not guarantee success, and the family
-doctor said grave things about Gabrielle’s constitutional delicacy.
-So it was decided that more gradual means must be tried to bring
-about the desired result. The “gradual means” assumed the shape of
-an instrument, hideous to behold and painful to wear. It broke Jack
-Ainslie’s heart to see his little lady cabined and confined in such a
-cruel cage, and for the little lady herself it blotted out the sunshine
-and made life very grey and terrible. One thing was quite plain to
-Gabrielle, and that was that evidently Nature was very much to blame
-in having provided a new “socket” for the poor little dislocated bone.
-This impertinence must be interfered with at all costs--the doctors
-seemed to agree upon that. And Gabrielle wondered why it was so wrong
-to have no pain, to be perfectly unconscious of her “affliction,” as
-her nurse called it, and so interesting (to the doctors) and right,
-to be uncomfortable and to wear a hideous high-soled boot and an iron
-cage, with crutches under the arms that pushed her shoulders up to her
-ears.
-
-As for the instrument, it was designed and ordered by three famous
-surgeons, and it cost the price of many ponies. Gabrielle tried to be
-brave. She was curiously conscious that the pain her parents suffered
-was far greater than her own. The instrument was adjusted in London,
-and on the way home in the train her mother asked her many times, “Does
-it hurt you, my darling?” And Gabrielle always answered bravely, “I can
-bear it, mother dear; I can bear it!”
-
-When she got home that night, the poor little leg was black from the
-cruel pressure, and Mary Ainslie broke down and cried till she could
-cry no longer. Gabrielle tried to walk bravely in her cramping irons,
-and to smile at her parents when she met their troubled eyes. At
-first she broke the thing continually, for she was an active child,
-much given to jumping off chairs and playing at circus on the big old
-sofa. But by and by all desire to jump and run left her. She grew
-high-shouldered, and would sit very still for hours, while her daddy
-told her stories or drove her behind Roland in a little basket-carriage
-he had bought for her. Truly the iron entered into her soul, the cruel
-iron that cramped the child’s soft body; and Gabrielle’s eyes grew
-larger and larger, and her chin more pointed, while the once plump
-little hands were white as the petals of the pear-blossom outside the
-nursery window.
-
-“I wish people wouldn’t ask me about it; they are kind, but I wish they
-wouldn’t,” Gabrielle would say. “I’m tired of telling them about the
-socket, and I’m not ‘a poor little soul’--I’m daddy’s little lady!”
-
-There came to Jack Ainslie a very old college friend, a doctor,
-Gabrielle’s godfather, and devoted to her, and he was supremely
-dissatisfied with her treatment and implored them to take her to see a
-young surgeon, a friend of his own, who was making a great name, and
-doing wonders for everyone who came under his care. Jack Ainslie and
-his wife needed but small persuasion, and it was decided that Gabrielle
-should go to London as soon as possible.
-
-What hastened the visit was this: Gabrielle was devoted to fairy lore,
-and a favorite play of hers was to be the beautiful princess who is
-freed from giants and dragons and lions by the gallant “Boots” of the
-Norse tales. Her father always enacted the part of that redoubtable
-third son, and was wont to kneel before her, making extravagant
-protestations of his devotion, which she accepted with gracious
-condescension. On this particular afternoon, just after tea, her father
-proposed to play the favorite game, but Gabrielle would have none
-of it. “I can’t be a princess any more, Daddy; I’m sure no princess
-ever wore an instrument!” she said. “I don’t feel like a princess any
-more at all.” Her father caught her up in his arms, with a great hard
-sob, which frightened her, and she stroked his face, saying tenderly:
-“Don’t be sorry, dear, dear Dad! I didn’t mean to hurt you. I’ll be a
-princess, I will, indeed! I _will_ feel like a princess really!” The
-next day Jack Ainslie and his wife took Gabrielle up to town. They did
-not even take the faithful Nana, for Gabrielle’s mother could hardly
-bear to let any hands but hers touch her darling, ever since the day
-that the ringmaster had made his sad discovery.
-
-Mary Ainslie took Gabrielle to the new doctor the following morning,
-while Jack sat in the smoking-room of the hotel, lighting innumerable
-cigars which he did not smoke, and turning over illustrated papers
-which he did not see. Then he turned out of the hotel and walked down
-Piccadilly, blundering into the passers-by, and when he crossed the
-road, was nearly ridden over by an omnibus, so blind and stupid was
-he in his heavy sorrow. Poor Jack! his honest heart was very full of
-grief, for he loved his little lady dearly, and he felt that unless
-something were done quickly, he would soon have nothing but a tender
-memory to love.
-
-Gabrielle and her mother were shown into the new doctor’s
-consulting-room at once. He was a tall young man, with red hair
-and keen green eyes. Her mother undressed Gabrielle, all but the
-“instrument,” which clasped the tender little body, and seemed so
-cruelly unnecessary. The young doctor frowned when he saw it, then he
-took it off himself, and Gabrielle noticed that his touch was as gentle
-as her mother’s, and that his hands were warm. She gave a happy little
-shake when she was free of it, a little wriggle and jump of relief.
-Then the doctor made her walk, and felt her all over, after which he
-rolled her up in a big fur rug, to sit in front of the fire, while he
-went into the next room with her mother. They were not long away, and
-on their return Gabrielle looked up at the doctor with bright, curious
-eyes.
-
-“Does the instrument hurt you?” he asked. Gabrielle looked at it, as it
-leaned feebly against a chair, and said: “It does, rather; but it does
-its best not to. I think...!”
-
-“Well, any way, you’re not going to wear it any more. Are you glad?”
-
-“But what will the socket do?”
-
-“Bless me, child; they’ve talked about you far too much. The socket
-will do beautifully--much better without it than with it!”
-
-“May I wear shoes like other little girls?”
-
-“Certainly; the prettiest shoes that can be got!”
-
-“Not compensatum shoes?”
-
-“No; ordinary shoes, exactly alike!”
-
-By this time Gabrielle had been arrayed in some clothes. She noticed
-that her mother’s hands trembled, but that her eyes were glad. The
-child looked up at the tall young doctor, who was watching her with his
-keen green eyes, and said: “My Daddy will be so glad. He will look at
-me, and not look so sorry, and there will be no hard things to stick
-into him when he cuddles me! He will be so glad!”
-
-The doctor made a queer little sound in his throat; then he lifted
-Gabrielle in his arms and carried her to the window.
-
-“Do you see the end of this street,” he asked, “where the roar and the
-rumbling sound comes from? That’s Oxford Street. Well, in that street
-is a beautiful shop full of shoes--shoes for little girls--and you are
-going there directly, to get the prettiest pair that mother can find
-for you!”
-
-“May they have silver buckles?” Gabrielle asked eagerly.
-
-“I think it extremely advisable they should have big silver buckles.
-You will walk both fast and far in buckles shoes, and you must learn to
-dance the _tarantella_, and all the dolls will sit in a row to watch
-you!”
-
-Gabrielle gave a delighted laugh. “Will the leg that wore the irons get
-fat again, like the other?”
-
-“Oh, dear, yes! You mustn’t think about that leg any more, but you must
-do all the exercises mother is going to show you, and when you can
-hang on a trapeze for twenty minutes, without falling off, you must
-write and tell me.”
-
-Then Gabrielle’s mother finished dressing her, all but her boots. The
-boot with the “compensatum” sole lay near the instrument. Gabrielle
-looked at it with great aversion. “It’s a very dry day,” said she. “May
-I go to the cab in my stockings, and not put on no shoes till I have my
-new ones?”
-
-The doctor pushed the little boot out of sight, under the chair, with
-his foot, and said: “I’ll carry you to the cab, and mother or the
-cabman will carry you to the shop across the pavement, and you shall
-never see that iron horror or that boot again!”
-
-As the doctor carried her across the hall, Gabrielle put her arms round
-his neck, and kissed him on both his eyes.
-
-“Your eyes taste very salt!” she said, “But you are the best doctor in
-the world!”
-
-
-
-
-THE SURRENDER OF LADY GRIZELL
-
-
-Geordie had found the world a rather draughty place since that March
-morning when his mother went out hunting and was brought back in a
-strange secret fashion, and he saw her face no more.
-
-“Your poor Ma’s met with a haccident, Master Geordie--poor lady she’ve
-broke her back and now she’s gone to ’Eaven.”
-
-So Nana explained things to him. New black clothes came from the
-tailor’s, and Geordie went with Nana to lay flowers upon his mother’s
-grave.
-
-At five years old discomfort is felt, rather than defined; Geordie
-was conscious of a difference, an uncomfortable difference in his
-surroundings, but by no means directly traced its cause to the loss of
-his mother. Nor was he actively miserable. It is true that he sometimes
-wondered why Nana so often omitted his bath in the morning, and why he
-was never dressed to go down in the evening; but in some respects he
-had quite a dissipated time. So many people asked him out to tea, and
-amusement of which Nana distinctly approved, for she went too.
-
-Geordie regarded his father with immense admiration, he was so tall,
-and handsome, and jolly. But since that day when everything was
-altered, the Hon. Donald Cochran found less time than ever to devote to
-Geordie. It is true he did not go out hunting any more, but he seemed
-always to be shut up in that hitherto almost unused room--called the
-“study,” sorting papers and interviewing stout gentlemen, who wore
-aggressive watch-chains, and whose footsteps were much lighter than
-those of the hunting friends who used to come about the house.
-
-After a month of vague loneliness and discomfort there came a change in
-Geordie’s fortunes. His aunt, Lady Grizell Fane, who had been abroad at
-the time of Mrs. Cochran’s death, appeared upon the scene.
-
-A tall woman, with keen grey eyes, a woman who observed much and said
-little--Lady Grizell after three days realized the exact position of
-affairs. On the fourth day she went back to the Towers, taking Geordie
-with her.
-
-Lady Grizell was one of those women, so often childless, in whom the
-maternal instinct is passionately alive. The love of children was a
-religion with her, and all the love she would have lavished on her own
-child had the fates bestowed one on her, she lavished upon Geordie.
-
-The world suddenly became a sunny, sheltered place for the lonely
-little boy. Baths were plentiful and nursery tableclothes were clean,
-as meals were regular. Above all, somebody wanted him, somebody took
-an interest in his doings, and a great warm human love “enwheeled
-him round.” A new experience this for Geordie--no one had ever been
-actively unkind to him, his mother had looked after his creature
-comforts thoroughly. He was always well dressed and well tended, but
-she had never found his society particularly interesting, nor did she
-manifest any desire to see him often during the day. Though a fine
-strong child, he was too like the Cochrans to be pretty. Big nose,
-grey eyes, thin face, high cheekbones, and dogged mouth, may be well
-enough in a man, but in a child are apt to be all indefinite and out
-of proportion. No, Geordie was not a pretty child. Neither was he very
-clever; but he was honest and kind-hearted, and he worshipped those who
-were kind to him, Aunt Grizell most of all.
-
-Uncle Fane was a philanthropist, absorbed in blue books and statistics.
-When Parliament was sitting he went to London, while Aunt Grizell not
-infrequently preferred to remain with Geordie at the Towers.
-
-Geordie learned to ride with his aunt (his father had never been
-able to afford a pony for him, it takes such a lot of money to keep
-hunters), he did gardening with her, and with her he learned to read
-indifferently well. But he learned many things more important than
-these.
-
-He learned to be immensely proud of “the family,” to hold the reigning
-house in due respect certainly, but with reservations in favor of one
-Charles Edward, and his descendants, for whose sake “the family” had
-greatly dared and suffered. He learned that he must be courteous and
-deferent in his manners, true and just in all his dealings, and that he
-must control his temper, which, like that of the rest of the family,
-was inclined to be hasty. Moreover, he quickly discovered that his aunt
-_was_ herself all she would have him be. To know that a thing grieved
-her was enough with Geordie to prevent its happening again, so they
-were very happy.
-
-His father came from time to time to spend a few days at the Towers,
-praised his improved appearance, and his seat in the saddle, took him
-out shooting on occasions, and was always profuse in his thanks to his
-sister for her care of the boy.
-
-But this happy and peaceful state of things was not to last. A cloud
-came over the horizon. Lady Grizell went about with red eyes and a
-harrassed look, and Geordie found Uncle Fane regarding him with an
-expression, kindlier than of yore certainly, but in which he discovered
-so large a proportion of pity that he resented it, without knowing why.
-
-Then Lord Lochmaben, his father’s eldest brother, came to the Towers.
-During his visit, the child was always hearing scraps of conversation
-in which the words “madness,” “that woman,” and “social suicide”
-occurred with bewildering frequency. He felt that in some mysterious
-way these irrelevant remarks had some bearing on his own fortunes. Lord
-Lochmaben also regarded him with that strange pitying expression, and
-during his lordship’s visit, Aunt Grizell’s eyes were redder, and her
-manner more perturbed than ever.
-
-At last, one morning at the end of May--Geordie will always hate the
-scent of the lilacs--Lady Grizell called him from his play to come to
-her in the morning room.
-
-He came, running through the open French window, and when he reached
-his aunt’s chair she put her arm round him, saying huskily: “Geordie
-dear! your father wants you at home, until September--and then you are
-to go to school!”
-
-Lady Grizell made the announcement abruptly. To her surprise it was
-received in absolute silence. Geordie was, as his aunt herself would
-have said, “utterly dumbfoundered.” To go to school some day was
-natural and proper--but to go home.... “Why does father want me now?”
-asked Geordie in a shaky voice. The Hon. Donald never betrayed any
-distress at parting from him when he left the Towers--what could it
-mean?
-
-The child was very like “the family,” he was not at all demonstrative,
-and he “thought shame” to cry.
-
-He flung his arms round his aunt, holding her so tight that the buttons
-of his Norfolk jacket made deep dents on her cheek, and Lady Grizell
-could hear how painfully the little heart was thumping.
-
-There was silence for a minute between these two who understood each
-other so well; then Geordie asked: “When am I to go, Aunt Grizy?”
-
-“In a week--oh, what shall I do without you, my bonnie man?”
-
-“But I shall come to see you often, shan’t I? Papa won’t want me all
-the time, and you will ask him to let me come often, won’t you, Aunty?”
-
-Lady Grizell stroked his hair tenderly, but she could not deceive even
-a child, and she shook her head.
-
-“I’ll ask him, my dear, you may be sure. But I fear he may not be able
-to grant my request. Unfortunately, there is a subject upon which your
-father and I cannot agree, and he is vexed with me, and naturally wants
-his son for himself.”
-
-“Is it that ‘suicide woman’ that is the subject?” asked Geordie
-breathlessly.
-
-Lady Grizell gazed at him in thunderstruck amazement. “What _do_ you
-mean, child?”
-
-“Well, whenever I was out walking with Uncle Lochmaben and Uncle Fane,
-I kept hearing little bits about ‘that woman’ and ‘suicide’ and papa,
-so I thought it might be that. I didn’t listen, truly--I couldn’t help
-hearing, and I didn’t understand.”
-
-Lady Grizell put back the hair from the boy’s square forehead and
-looked into his honest grey eyes, then she spoke:
-
-“Geordie dear, there are always things in life that we cannot
-understand, and things we cannot help; what we must do is to be as
-brave and honest as we can, and leave the rest to God. Your dear father
-is very lonely and he has recently married a lady who will be your new
-mamma. You must try to be as good and courteous and obedient to her as
-you are to me--and Geordie, son! don’t forget me!”
-
-Here Lady Grizell broke down, and Geordie thought it no shame to cry
-too.
-
-That week was terribly short. At the end of it Geordie went out into
-the draughty world again, while Lady Grizell went about saying like
-her more famous namesake: “Oh, werena my heart lecht I wad dee!”
-
-Geordie could never be induced to speak much about the three months
-that followed. During those three months Lady Grizell grew thin and
-pale.
-
-One morning she received a letter from the Hon. Donald in which he
-informed her that he and his wife had made arrangements for Geordie to
-go in September to an excellent school in the Forest of Dean where boys
-received board and education for the modest sum of twenty guineas a
-year.
-
-Lady Grizell gave a little cry, and stared at the letter in her hand as
-though it had been some horrible phantom. Then she flew downstairs and
-into her husband’s study, where he sat writing a report for the Society
-of Agriculture.
-
-“Augustus, read this! I am going to see Donald to-day, and tell him
-that I will receive his wife--I can’t let my pride stand in the way of
-that child any longer--read this!” and she thrust the letter under her
-husband’s aristocratic nose.
-
-Mr. Fane put on his glasses, read the letter, took them off, folded
-them up and put them in the case--a methodical, deliberate man, Mr.
-Fane--then he said slowly:
-
-“Have you considered what people will say? Have you forgotten that
-everybody knows her most unpleasant story?”
-
-“I cannot help it. People must say what they please. I will not have
-Geordie go to such a school, even if I have to receive half the fallen
-women in London to prevent it. If Lochmaben never marries, Geordie
-will be head of our house.”
-
-Lady Grizell spoke with passionate excitement. Mr. Fane felt that he
-hardly knew his wife, always so gentle and dignified, in this woman
-with the pale face and blazing eyes. He expostulated forcibly and at
-his usual length. If he was somewhat less conscious of the dignity
-of the House of Cochran than was Lady Grizell, he was keenly alive
-to the dignity of the House of Fane. But all his exhortation, all
-his arguments were of no avail. He could not shake Lady Grizell’s
-determination; and the afternoon saw her speeding in the express toward
-the interview with her brother.
-
-The journey was not long, but the August day was hot. Lady Grizell felt
-faint and shaken when the omnibus (she had been too excited to wire for
-a cab) deposited her at her brother’s door.
-
-The parlormaid looked curiously at the tall lady who asked so pointedly
-for _Mr._ Cochran, and showed her into the study. No ladies ever
-called, and here was an undoubted lady--“my lady” to boot--as the sharp
-girl discovered on reading the card.
-
-She carried the card to her master in the garden, where he was sitting
-with his wife. He flushed as he read it, and tossed it to the woman
-beside him, exclaiming: “Grizie, by Jove!--can she be coming round?”
-
-The woman caught the card, reading the name aloud in an eager, excited
-voice, then said, a little bitterly: “She only asks for _you_.”
-
-“She wouldn’t come here to insult you. I know Grizie. It’s something
-about the boy, and she wants to be friends. You wait here till I send
-for you.”
-
-He strode across the lawn, and entered the study by the open French
-window.
-
-“Now this is really good of you, Grizie; Geordie will be in
-raptures--it’s kind and friendly!”
-
-Lady Grizell was pale, and the cheek she turned to his kiss was very
-cold. She clasped her hands to stay their trembling and began in a low
-voice:
-
-“Donald! you said that if I would receive Mrs. Cochran----”
-
-“Nelly, you mean!” interrupted the Hon. Donald.
-
-“If I would receive your wife--you would let me keep Geordie. If I
-promise to ask you both to the Towers--twice every year--will you let
-me have him, instead of sending him to that horrible school--will you,
-Donald? I’ll educate him, he shall cost you nothing--I have a little
-money, you know, and Augustus is very generous to me--will you let him
-come to me?”
-
-Donald looked rather shamefaced as he muttered: “Isn’t it rather like
-selling the little chap?”
-
-“But it’s selling him into happiness, Donald: he is such a dear lad,
-and he loves me, and ... it isn’t very easy for me!”
-
-There was silence for two minutes. Lady Grizell’s heart thumped in her
-ears.
-
-Overhead there was a sudden patter of little feet, and Lady Grizell
-sank upon her knees, sobbing: “Oh, give him to me, Donald, for God’s
-sake, give him to me! I cannot bear it!”
-
-Donald’s eyes were red as he raised his sister and gently put her in an
-easy chair. He patted her shoulder soothingly, and his voice trembled
-as he said: “Look here, Grizie! you shall have the boy. There shall
-be no bargain between us; I never meant to send him to that beastly
-school. I tried it on to fetch you--as it has--but I can’t play the
-game so low down as that--I don’t set up for a model parent. I know
-you’ll bring him up better than we should. You can leave this house
-without meeting my wife if you prefer it, and I’ll send Geordie to you
-to-morrow. But, if you like to do a kind and generous thing to a woman
-who has known little but unkindness, and shame, and sorrow all her
-life, and who is a good and loyal wife to me, then I say, God bless
-you, Grizell Cochran, for you are a good woman!”
-
-Donald was not given to the making of long speeches. His voice broke
-many times in the course of this, and the tears were running down Lady
-Grizell’s pale cheeks. She held out her hands to him, saying simply,
-“Take me to her!” and the two tall figures went out across the grass
-together.
-
-
-
-
-A CLEAN PACK
-
-
-Basil sat alone in the schoolroom, although it was past bedtime. Nurse,
-like everybody else, had apparently forgotten him, but Basil, absorbed
-in his own thoughts, sat on by the dying fire. There were always fires
-in his grandfather’s house whenever it was in the least cold, and that
-August it was very cold, so cold that grandfather, getting wet through
-out shooting, somehow got a chill, was ill only three days, and now
-was lying dead in the big bedroom over Basil’s head. So Basil had a
-good deal to think about. It was not that death was new to him--from
-his earliest infancy it had been impressed upon him that his father
-was dead--but that he could not by any stretch of fancy imagine what
-life would be without grandfather--grandfather who was lying with his
-beautiful hands crossed on his breast in that long, light-colored
-wooden box upstairs.
-
-Basil resented the fact that grandfather’s coffin should be made of
-light wood. It seemed incongruous and impertinent, somehow, that
-anything used by grandfather should be otherwise than old--old and
-rich-colored and seemly; and the child found himself wondering whether
-grandfather was annoyed. There were many things in that bedroom
-calculated to annoy him, Basil reflected. In the first place, when
-mother took him in that afternoon that he might lay the asters gathered
-in his own garden at his grandfather’s feet, he remarked that all
-the blinds were down, and grandfather would have hated that, and the
-windows were shut, and there was a heavy scent of hot-house flowers.
-“I fear he’s very uncomfortable,” whispered Basil to himself. “He’ll
-be glad to get to heaven out of that stuffy room.” For grandfather had
-loved air as much as he liked fires.
-
-The horizon of Basil’s experience was somewhat limited. It consisted
-of mother and grandfather, and of “other grandfather,” who lived at
-Altringham in Cheshire, and was mother’s father.
-
-Every year Basil and mother went to Altringham for six weeks, and life
-there was so utterly different from what it was with grandfather that
-Basil never ceased to puzzle over it and to wonder why mother always
-cried when she came away, and why “other grandfather” always said: “You
-moost bear with the old heathen, Sophia; he’s been generous enough as
-regards mooney, and, remember, you can be _in_ the world but not of it.”
-
-There were aunts, too, at Altringham, who made a great fuss of Basil
-for about three days, and then seemed to find him greatly in the way;
-while “other grandfather” had a most embarrassing way of suddenly
-demanding: “Well, yoong mon, and how’s the ciphering?”
-
-Basil loved his mother very dearly, but he could have wished that she
-took life a little less sadly. A gentle melancholy characterized her
-every thought, and the child felt rather than understood that her
-mental attitude toward her father-in-law was that of a deprecating
-disapproval. Grandfather felt it too, for only a week before Basil had
-heard him say to one of the gentlemen who were tramping the stubble
-with him: “We shall never understand each other, my poor little
-daughter and I, though we’ve lived together seven years. She’s as good
-as gold, and I don’t think I’m particularly _difficile_, but there it
-is--we can never get the same focus for anything.” Basil was walking
-just behind with the keeper, who blushed up to the roots of his hair as
-he called out: “I’m here, you know, grandfather.”
-
-Grandfather pulled up short and turned to look at Basil. Then he gave
-a queer little laugh. “There’s not much Manchester about the boy,” he
-said, and tramped on.
-
-They all went to London from November till the end of March, and there
-grandfather generally dined at his club and played whist afterward,
-while Basil’s mother had supper with him or had friends of her own to
-dinner, just as she liked. Grandfather could not get on without his
-rubber. Even in the country, three times a week three broughams drove
-solemnly up the drive, and three old gentlemen descended therefrom to
-dine with grandfather and play whist afterwards.
-
-In London on fine nights he walked to his club, and Basil used to watch
-him go from the nursery window just as he was going to bed; and at the
-lamp grandfather always stopped and looked up at the curly head pressed
-against the pane, then he would lift his hat with a grand sweep and
-walk on, while Basil hugged himself with the delighted conviction that
-_his_ grandfather was the very handsomest old gentleman in the whole
-world. And sometimes grandfather would crush his hat over his eyes,
-while a spasm of pain crossed his clean-shaven, stately old face, and
-he’d whisper to himself: “My God! how like he is to my poor boy.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Among the very first things that Basil ever learned were the different
-“suits” in cards. Grandfather taught him and gave him a shilling for
-every suit as he knew them and the values of the cards, as in whist.
-Then he taught Basil whist, playing double-dummy, and explaining as
-they went along: “I wish you, Basil, to play whist as a gentleman
-should, carefully and with due consideration, with the intelligence and
-respect that the game deserves, not like a counter jumper for penny
-points.”
-
-It must be confessed that Basil took to this instruction much more
-kindly than to that included under the heading of “ciphering,” or even
-of reading and spelling. At six he could play a “fair hand,” at which
-he was somewhat puffed up, the only drawback being that mother did
-not seem to take any interest in his achievements. She never played
-herself, though grandfather impressed upon her that she was preparing
-for herself an unhappy old age; in fact, she did not seem to like cards
-at all.
-
-One very wet Sunday grandfather had arranged four “hands” on the
-library table, and was proceeding to play a game out of “Cavendish”
-for Basil’s instruction, when his mother suddenly came into the room.
-She gave one quick glance at the table with the cards, and came forward
-and stood beside it, saying very quietly: “I do not wish Basil to play
-cards on Sunday.”
-
-Grandfather had risen to his feet as Basil’s mother entered the
-room. It would never have occurred to him to sit down while his
-daughter-in-law was standing; he swept the cards into a little heap
-with one swift movement of his beautiful white old hands, and said,
-with a grave little bow:
-
-“I apologize, my dear. I had for the moment forgotten
-your--er--convictions on this question. What _may_ we play at?--for
-I’ve made a bet with myself to keep Basil amused till teatime, and I
-don’t want to lose it.” Then, turning to Basil--who, conscious of the
-thunder in the air, felt very unhappy indeed: “It’s not your fault, my
-boy. You’ve not been naughty. It’s I who was forgetful.”
-
-Basil’s mother looked from one to the other a little piteously. She
-had no weapons wherewith to meet her father-in-law’s smiling courtesy.
-She might have liked him better had he sometimes been rude. “Other
-grandfather” was not uniformly courteous.
-
-On Sunday mornings they all three went to church together, and
-grandfather sat under the big carved tablet which set forth how Basil’s
-father had died at Ulundi, “aged twenty-nine.” Grandfather always
-carried his daughter-in-law’s prayer book for her up to the house,
-discussed the sermon with her, and was, as he himself would have put
-it, “vastly agreeable.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-A piece of coal fell out on the hearth and startled Basil out of his
-reverie. He had evidently come to some decision, for he nodded his head
-emphatically, muttering: “I’d better do it. I’m sure he’ll be bored if
-I don’t, and I mayn’t get another chance.”
-
-The room was quite dark but for the flickering firelight, which had
-brightened since that big piece of coal fell apart. Basil went to
-his own special cupboard and took from it a pack of cards, which his
-grandfather had given him only last week. Grandfather never used the
-same pack on two consecutive evenings, and gave one to Basil nearly
-every week with the instruction: “Never use dirty cards, even to build
-castles with.” The child had never played with the ones he held in his
-hands, and his big grey eyes filled with tears as he wrapped them up in
-a leaf torn out of his copy-book. Then, laboriously, for Basil was no
-scribe, he wrote on the packet, a proceeding which took a considerable
-time. He gave a sob as he kissed his message, but there was no time to
-be lost. Slipping off his shoes, he opened the door very softly, raced
-across the hall and up the stairs. The staircase was quite dark, for
-Chapman had forgotten to light the lamps.
-
-When he reached his grandfather’s bedroom door he paused with his hand
-on the handle. His heart was pounding in his ears, and for a full
-minute he could not hear whether all was quiet in the room or not.
-Opening the door very softly, and as softly shutting it after him, he
-ran across the room and pulled up the blind of the big window that
-faced the bed. The moon came out from behind a bank of cloud, as if to
-aid him in his task, and shone full on that strange last couch at the
-foot of the bed in which grandfather lay so still under his coverlet
-of flowers. Basil pushed at the heavy window, but it was fastened far
-out of his reach, and he could not let in the fresh night air that
-grandfather loved. As his eyes grew accustomed to the lighter room, he
-came and stood by that light-colored box that he hated so, lifted the
-white cloth covering his grandfather’s face, and looked at him long and
-earnestly.
-
-Basil had very vague notions as to what heaven was like; but, on
-reviewing all that he had heard of it, he came to the conclusion that
-if there was no whist there grandfather would be dull, and he had
-often heard him say: “There’s only one thing that I dread, and that’s
-boredom.” So Basil had decided that at all costs such a contingency
-must be avoided, and grandfather must teach the angels to play whist.
-“They can p’obably make more cards when they’ve seen them,” said Basil
-to himself, and pushed his little packet underneath the folded hands,
-kissed them, and turned to go as softly as he had come.
-
-But the door opened at that moment, and his mother, candle in hand,
-stood on the threshold gazing at the little figure standing full in the
-strand of moonlight thrown across the carpet.
-
-“What are you doing here, Basil?” she asked breathlessly.
-
-“I came to give something to grandfather. Oh, don’t take it away from
-him!”
-
-The passionate distress in the child’s voice moved her.
-
-“I will take nothing away from him that you wish to give him. But what
-is it? Is it flowers?”
-
-“No, mother, it is not flowers.”
-
-She came into the room, closing the door after her.
-
-“I must see what it is,” she said very gently.
-
-Basil stood where he was as though turned to stone. Would she take it
-away--or would she put it back? He could not see her, for he stood with
-his back to her, and seemed incapable of turning round. His mother,
-noting the disarrangement of the flowers, drew out the little packet,
-and, holding her candle close, read the inscription in the large
-uncertain writing:
-
- “DEAR GRANDFATHER,
-
- “I’m sory it’s not a cleane pak, but I don’t know where they are.
-
- “Your loving boy,
- “BASIL.”
-
-
-
-
-AN IRON SEAT
-
-
-He sat at one end of the seat, she at the other, and the seat was on
-the cliffs overlooking the sea at Wolsuth on the Suffolk coast. They
-say that if your eyes were strong enough you could see the coast of
-Holland; but even with telescopes no one has yet succeeded in doing
-that.
-
-At first he hardly noticed her--she was so small and still and read her
-book so assiduously; but she could have passed a searching examination
-as to his appearance, for she had studied it carefully. She would
-have told you that he was tall, and thin, and dark, and “rather old”;
-that his beard was grey, though his hair was black and decidedly thin
-on the top; that his spectacles had gold rims and the eyes behind
-them were very kind; that his manner struck you as extremely grave
-and decorous: what impressed her most, however, was that big, dull,
-paper-covered book he was always reading. She was sure it was dull, for
-_she_ couldn’t read a word of it; it was in German--she knew that much,
-and she had tried to pronounce the title to herself in bed at night,
-but never came near it at all, for it looked like this: “Mendelejeef
-Chemie,” and it would take a very sharp little girl of ten to make much
-out of that.
-
-No one ever came to sit between them on that iron seat; it was far from
-the esplanade, and overlooked a lonely part of the beach where there
-were no “entertainments.” When they had sat there for several days,
-the man who read “Mendelejeef Chemie” looked up suddenly to find that
-his companion at the other end of the seat was wiping her eyes with
-the absurdest little red-bordered handkerchief. She held her book in
-one hand--a somewhat large and heavy book for such a little hand--and
-wiped her eyes with the other, and yet the man was sure that she was
-not unhappy, for her thin brown cheeks were flushed, and though her
-mouth was tremulous it wore a proud and happy smile. He was devoured by
-curiosity. What book could it be that had the power to move a little
-girl in so complex a fashion?
-
-He shifted down the seat toward her; but she was so absorbed in what
-she was reading that she never looked his way, and he found that the
-book she held in her hand was “From London to Ladysmith via Pretoria.”
-
-Suddenly she looked round and saw him. Quite simply and naturally she
-offered him a share of her book, saying enthusiastically:
-
-“Isn’t it splendid? And my daddie was there through it all.”
-
-“Are you ready?” she said presently.
-
-The man nodded, and she turned the page. Then, with tears still shining
-on her cheeks, she began to read aloud:
-
- “It was a procession of lions. And presently, when the two battalions
- of Devons met--both full of honors--and old friends breaking from the
- ranks gripped each other’s hands and shouted, everyone was carried
- away, and I waved my feathered hat and cheered and cheered until I
- could cheer no longer for joy that I had lived to see the day....”
-
-Here she stopped, and, turning her radiant face to the man beside her,
-cried:
-
-“Aren’t you glad you weren’t born in any other century? Isn’t it a good
-thing to be in the world when there are such splendid things happening?”
-
-The man smiled down at her, saying heartily: “It is, indeed!” And
-straightway they were friends.
-
-Ever afterward they sat in the middle of the seat quite close together,
-and although Winny--that was her name--continued to read “From London
-to Ladysmith,” she read it aloud, and “Mendelejeef” lay neglected on
-the far end of the seat.
-
-They talked a great deal about the war, and the man found that this
-little girl knew all about it, from the battle of Glencoe to the relief
-of Ladybrand, the name and whereabouts of every regiment, the result of
-every single engagement big or little.
-
-He learned that last year her father had been home on long leave
-and had brought them all to Wolsuth, “and oh! we did have a lovely
-time!” but that this year mother couldn’t afford it, “War risks are so
-expensive, you know,” that she--Winny--had been silly enough to get
-influenza in July, and an aunt had consented to let her come with her
-own family.
-
-“Mother and the boys--there’s three boys younger than me: I’m the
-eldest--have got to stay at home this year. I’m so sorry, though I’d
-far rather be with them, only I’ve _got_ to get strong. Daddie said so
-in his last letter.”
-
-The man gathered that her aunt and cousins were not altogether
-_simpatica_, though Winny never said so; still, every day she came
-and sat on the iron seat after her bath and talked of her book, for
-which she had unbounded admiration, and of her own small affairs.
-Being an excellent listener, the man found himself well amused, for
-he was one of those people who keep the best part of themselves for
-old friends and little children, and are always quite misunderstood
-and unappreciated by casual acquaintances, which lack of appreciation
-doesn’t trouble them in the least.
-
-He learned that one of the “boys” was going into the Royal Engineers,
-“because there you can live on your pay from the first if you’re
-careful,” another into the Artillery, “and we may spare one for the
-Navy.”
-
-“And what are you going to be?” he asked one day, after they had
-exhaustively discussed the futures of the three boys.
-
-“Oh, I’m going to be a mother,” she replied, with immense decision.
-“You see, you have such a lot of people to take care of you and love
-you, if you’re a mother.”
-
-“But you have to take care of them first, haven’t you?” he asked.
-
-“Oh, yes, just at first--but afterwards---- You should just see the
-care we take of mother, daddie and all.”
-
-The man looked out to sea and tried to picture the eager little figure
-at his side as a large comfortable mother of many children. He tried so
-hard that he forgot to answer her last remark, and she asked anxiously:
-
-“Don’t you think it’s a good thing to be?”
-
-“Excellent!” he answered heartily. “It is one of the oldest and most
-honorable professions; mothers are people we can in nowise ever do
-without.”
-
-“That’s what I thought,” said Winny, in a satisfied voice, “and that’s
-what I’m going to be; I made up my mind years ago.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-One day as he arrived at their trysting place he discovered that Winny
-was crying in right down earnest, and not for joy that Ladysmith had
-been relieved. The little red-bordered handkerchief was screwed up
-into a tight, wet ball, and the small figure in blue serge looked very
-woebegone indeed. She had taken off her fisherman’s cowl, and cast
-it on the ground beside her; and when she saw her friend, instead of
-waving him a gay welcome as he came up, she shook her curly brown hair
-round her cheeks to hide her face.
-
-All this was so unlike Winny that the man immediately reflected with
-dismay that he had not read the morning paper at all carefully. It was
-possible that some disaster had happened to her father. In those days
-we were apt to trace all sorrows to South Africa.
-
-“No bad news, I hope?” he said in rather a hesitating way as he came up.
-
-Winny shook her head till her face was entirely hidden by her hair; but
-she did not answer otherwise.
-
-“You may as well tell me what’s the matter,” said the man; “it may not
-be past mending.”
-
-Now there was something about this man that inspired confidence;
-moreover, he offered Winny his own handkerchief, which was large and
-clean and comforting. So she accepted it, mopped her wet face, shook
-back her hair, and began: “I don’t bathe with the others, you know.”
-Here she paused so long that the man said, “Well?” though it was
-against his principles to interrupt anybody’s narrative.
-
-“I bathe at Herrington’s machines,” she continued, “where we always
-bathed last year--daddie too--right far away at the end of the beach.
-My aunt and cousins bathe where the niggers are, and the concert, and
-such crowds of people you have to wait ever so long for a machine. So I
-asked if I might bathe with Herrington like last year, for he’s such a
-nice man, and he takes such care of me, and daddie liked him awfully.
-There’s been Herringtons in Wolsuth since 1400!”
-
-Winny paused after this announcement, evidently expecting comment of
-some sort.
-
-“That’s a long record,” said the man, rising to the occasion. “And what
-was Mr. Herrington before he took to keeping bathing-machines?”
-
-“He was mate on a schooner, and one of his sons is a captain of a
-merchantman; he’s raised himself tremendously. Then there’s two
-sons who help Herrington, and are fishermen in winter; and Mrs.
-Herrington does washing. Oh, they’re such a nice family!” she exclaimed
-ecstatically.
-
-The man looked out to sea, wondering what on earth all this had to do
-with her tears. But he was a patient person; so he waited.
-
-“I go home to-morrow,” she continued, “and I’ve had one of Herrington’s
-bathing-machines ever since I came--going on for three weeks now--and
-he’s taken me out in the boat and let me dive and swim, and been so
-kind and jolly, and to-day, when I asked my aunt for the money to pay
-him--it’s fourpence each time--she wouldn’t give it me, and laughed and
-said that it wouldn’t hurt him to take me for nothing this year, he
-made such a lot out of us last. Think of it!” she exclaimed, clasping
-and unclasping her hands. “It’s his living! It’s like taking a leg of
-mutton from a butcher for nothing. I told auntie that mother would send
-it to her if she’d let me have it, but she only laughed and said it was
-nonsense. Of course mother will send it to _him_, but that’s not the
-same. He’ll have to think me shabby and ungrateful for nearly three
-days, for I can’t go and say good-bye to him when I’ve nothing to give
-him. I’ve only sixpence. Isn’t it dreadful?”
-
-The man reflected that there were people who had no objection to
-accepting legs of mutton from their butchers, who rather resented the
-fact that these same butchers ventured on occasion to send in a bill;
-but evidently the soldier who had been shut up in Ladysmith brought up
-his children with a different view of their obligations. He was very
-sorry for Winny, but he didn’t dare to offer her the money. There are
-people to whom one cannot offer money.
-
-“Can’t you tell Herrington how you are placed?” he feebly suggested.
-
-“Of course not,” the child answered scornfully. “He’d say I was ‘more’n
-welcome’ to my baths, and that it didn’t matter a pin. It’s just
-because I know he’d gladly give me my baths that it hurts so. It’s his
-_living_,” she repeated. As she spoke she stood up and stuffed the
-little wet handkerchief into her pocket.
-
-The man was sitting with his hands thrust deep into his own, as men
-will when perplexed or troubled. Winny stood with her back to him,
-gazing sorrowfully at Herrington’s bathing-machines on the distant
-beach.
-
-The little pocket gaped, and the man succumbed to temptation. Very
-gingerly he dropped a crown piece into the opening which displayed the
-drenched handkerchief. Then he stood up. “I’m going by the afternoon
-train,” he said, “so I fear I must say good-bye. But I hope we shall
-meet again some day.”
-
-“I hope so,” sighed Winny, as she held up her face to be kissed, and
-wondered why he seemed in such a hurry and never even asked her to walk
-back with him.
-
-
-
-
-LÉON
-
- I would have our children taught, so far as teaching can go, to love
- and admire France, that glorious nation which has done so much and
- suffered so much for humanity.--WILLIAM ARCHER, 1898.
-
-
-We did not believe it possible that a boy of nine could wear
-high-buttoned boots, a pale blue sash, and long hair like a girl’s,
-and yet possess a character unaffected by these deplorable externals.
-That, in addition to this, he should be French, speaking that
-“_nimini pimini_” language with perfect ease; and, in further proof
-of his mental slipperiness, speak English almost equally well--but
-for a curious roll and rumble of the letter “r” in the back of the
-throat--was another serious stumbling-block in the way of our liking.
-It was not natural. Had he been puny, or sallow, or in any way
-physically “Frenchy” as we supposed it, we should have found him less
-bewildering. But he was sturdy, ruddy, and fair-haired; tall for his
-age, and of a frank cheerfulness that was rather engaging. Absolutely
-unashamed of his inferior nationality, unconscious, seemingly, of those
-elongated buttoned boots, he would shake back his tawny hair and look
-you squarely in the face with big blue eyes that smiled. He didn’t
-look a “Molly,” somehow, in spite of his hair; but we children were
-convinced that he “must be one, really,” and that what the twins called
-his “false French smile” was a sort of cloak for the innate cowardice
-of his disposition.
-
-What induced Aunt Alice to marry a French officer, we could not
-think! That she and her husband were what mother called “devoted to
-one another” seemed to us an insufficient explanation. Not only did
-she marry this foreigner and desert her native land, but she became a
-Roman Catholic--nurse minded this most and called her a Papist--and
-she seemed perfectly happy in her exile. She was supposed to be a very
-beautiful person, but what most impressed us during her rare and brief
-visits was the quality and quantity of the sweets she brought us;
-sweets in gorgeous boxes which bore the mystic device _Gouache_. France
-was, we were convinced, a poor sort of place, but exception must be
-made in favor of her sweets.
-
-In reflecting upon our general attitude toward France and the French at
-this time, I am reminded of the man who scornfully held up to ridicule
-a country so far left to itself as to speak of bread as “Pain.”
-
-“But,” suggested a more tolerant friend, “we call it bread.”
-
-“Ah! it _is_ bread, you see.”
-
-But to return to Léon. His father’s regiment had been ordered to some
-place in Africa, where they could not take Léon, and as Aunt Alice was
-going with her husband for at least six months, Léon was sent to us.
-
-Eric and I decided that it was a bore. Jennie, who is queer and
-contradictory at times, said nothing. She adores Aunt Alice. The twins,
-who had just been doing the Battle of Waterloo in history, and were
-rampantly patriotic, expressed grave doubts as to whether it was quite
-loyal to Queen Victoria to receive Léon at all.
-
-“No one likes to go about all day with a mountebank!” grumbled Eric.
-
-“If only he’d had fewer clothes!” I sighed.
-
-But even the most sanguine destroyer of garments could hardly hope that
-Léon would wear out the quantity of which he was possessed in less than
-six months.
-
-The twins and Léon came toward us from the tennis lawn; the twins red
-and triumphant, Léon red and evidently perturbed. Jennie followed,
-lingering in the rear; she is lame, not a cripple, you know, but
-noticeably lame.
-
-“England won!” shouted the twins. They always seemed to speak in a sort
-of chorus.
-
-Léon sat down on the bank beside us and shook his hair back from his
-face. He evidently intended to appeal to Eric about something; but just
-as he opened his mouth to speak, he noticed Jennie.
-
-“Come, my cousin,” he called, patting the bank beside him; “we shall
-have good fortune another time!”
-
-“England won!” chanted the twins again. “We always do!”
-
-“That is not so!” cried Léon angrily. “Why do you speak to despise
-my country? If you were in France, my guest, we speak not forever of
-Hastings?”
-
-“Oh, that was ages ago,” said Eric judicially; “but you were not fairly
-matched.”
-
-“Léon had me, you see,” put in Jennie.
-
-“Not so, my cousin, your play was beautiful,” said Léon, and he took
-her hand and patted it. He had queer affectionate ways, and never
-seemed to mind showing that he liked people. “We beat them next time.”
-
-“I wonder what makes Léon so chummy with Jennie?” I asked Eric half
-an hour later, as we rested after a hot “single.” “Do you think it’s
-because she’s the only one of us that couldn’t lick him?”
-
-Eric raised himself on his elbows and stared at me.
-
-“Well, of all the chuckle-headed ideas I ever heard! Really, for
-downright wrong-headedness, give me the average girl. Can’t you see,
-you silly, that it’s because she’s lame, and the little beggar’s sorry
-for her? He’s a good-hearted kid if he is Frenchy, and as to licking,
-just you wait----”
-
-I felt very much snubbed and rather aggrieved, for only that afternoon
-Eric had grumbled about Léon’s clothes and called him a “mountebank.”
-Boys seem to keep things separate somehow, in a curious way.
-
-One day Jennie and Léon had been sent to the Home Farm to fetch eggs.
-It was really the twins’ turn, but they hid so that they shouldn’t
-have to go, for it was a very hot afternoon. Eric and I went for a
-stroll through the fields in the same direction to look at a nest of
-young yellow-hammers in the big paddock. There’s a sort of hill in the
-big paddock, and we saw Jennie and Léon coming down the cart road from
-the farm; they went by the road because Jennie hates climbing gates--it
-hurts her. Léon was carrying the eggs and they came very slowly,
-because Jennie was tired. Toward them came one, Fred Oram, a village
-boy, not a nice boy at all. He hates us because the head groom gave him
-a thrashing when he caught him throwing stones at the thoroughbreds.
-
-Fred Oram began to limp like Jennie, and called out:
-
-“’Ullo, Frenchy! Shall I plait your ’air for ya?”
-
-Eric, who happened to be at home because two-thirds of his school got
-measles and mother was nervous, began to run, and I ran after him;
-but we were a good way from the gate, and the hedge is too thick to
-get through. We ran alongside of it, and heard Léon say in his funny,
-stilted English:
-
-“Please hold the eggs, my cousin!” Then, evidently to Fred: “How dare
-you to mock at my cousin and insult me?”
-
-As we reached the gate Eric pulled me back.
-
-“Let the kid alone!” he whispered. “He’s not afraid.”
-
-It reminded me of old King Edward, and “Let the boy win his spurs.”
-
-None of the three saw us. Jennie was standing on the grass at the side,
-looking very red and excited; Fred Oram was pulling Léon’s hair and
-dancing round him, making derisive remarks. Léon wrenched his head
-away, and with a bound stood in the middle of the road, facing his
-enemy. In spite of his buttony boots--in spite of his blue sash and his
-long hair--Fred seemed rather afraid of him, for Léon looked, and was,
-furious.
-
-For about half a minute they stood looking at each other. Léon shouted,
-“Lâche! Lâche!”--he forgot to speak English, he was so excited--then,
-“En garde!”--and there seemed a thousand _r_s in that _garde_--and he
-sprang on Fred, who went down like a ninepin.
-
-Eric vaulted the gate, yelling excitedly, “By Jove! the kid can box.”
-
-Jennie laid down the eggs on the grass, and hid her face in her hands.
-But she looked through her fingers. I saw her.
-
-In another minute Fred was upon his feet. He was bigger than any of
-us--even Eric. Léon went at him again, calling out what we supposed to
-be battle-cries in French, and I do believe that the French alarmed
-Fred as much as the pommelling. Anyway, down he went again, with Léon
-on the top of him.
-
-“Time!” shouted Eric, picking upon Léon and wiping his face, which was
-hard to see, for his nose was bleeding and one eye was swollen.
-
-But Fred got up and began to walk away, remarking with surly dignity:
-
-“I don’t care for to fight with no French tiger-cats.”
-
-Léon broke away from Eric, and ran after his late foe. Fred stopped and
-took up a defensive attitude, but Léon went up with his grubby right
-hand held out.
-
-“Shake!” he cried. “We have foughten; it is over. Shake with me?” And
-Fred shook. “That was quite English?” asked Léon anxiously, as he came
-back to be cleaned.
-
-Eric looked at him very kindly. “It was all right,” he said; and Léon
-squared his shoulders with modest pride.
-
-“I never saw such a nose to bleed!” exclaimed Eric, ten minutes later,
-as the last available handkerchief had been reduced to a crimson, pulpy
-ball. “There’s one sash done for, anyway. I suppose the suit’ll wash,
-which is a pity.”
-
-On the way home Eric carried the eggs, and Jennie walked hand in hand
-with Léon. They rather lagged behind, and presently I heard Jennie
-whisper--I have very sharp ears:
-
-“Léon, am I so very lame?”
-
-“My little cousin, I do not see you lame at all, except when you are
-fatigued; and we all of us walk badly when we are fatigued;” and he
-stopped and kissed Jennie on both cheeks.
-
-I had often heard that the French say what is pleasant at the expense
-of what is true; but just then I wondered if it was always such a bad
-thing, for when I turned and looked at my little sister her face was
-perfectly radiant, and she was hardly limping at all.
-
-“I’ll tell you what it is,” said Eric, when Léon had been carried off
-by the authorities to have keys put down his back, his eye bathed, and
-to be generally cleaned up; and we were all five sitting in solemn
-conclave on the largest wheelbarrow--the twins had joined us, much
-excited by recent events--“I’ll tell you what it is: you kids must drop
-that Waterloo business, and we must none of us mind his queer clothes
-any more. He’s a ripping good sort, and, after all, he can’t help being
-French!”
-
-“And he wouldn’t help it if he could!” cried Jennie. “France is a great
-country.”
-
-For a wonder nobody contradicted her. We were all busy readjusting
-preconceived ideas.
-
-
-
-
-THE OLD RELIGION
-
- God is above the sphere of our esteem,
- And is the best known, not defining Him.
-
- ROBERT HERRICK.
-
-
-It’s a far cry from a busy street in Leith to a village in the
-loveliest part of wooded Gloucestershire; but, at eight years old,
-vicissitude is borne with a calm philosophy seemingly unattainable in
-later years, and Maggie McClachlan expressed no great wonder at her new
-environment, rather to the disappointment of her worthy aunt, who was
-fully aware of her own extreme good nature and condescension in “taking
-the lassie for the whole summer, and paying her fare _both_ ways.”
-
-Measles followed by an obstinate “hoast,” was the commonplace cause
-that transported Maggie to this strange new country. The long, roaring,
-whirring, bewildering journey--in which she was passed by a kindly
-official into the varied guardianship of such passengers as were going
-her way--left her dazed and puzzled, but not unhappy. Her childless
-uncle and aunt were kind, and there were the woods.
-
-The first thing that struck Maggie about these woods was the singular
-absence of bits of paper; neither did she come upon any broken bottles
-in the course of her wanderings. This lack seemed even more wonderful
-to her than the presence of innumerable foxgloves. She had spent an
-occasional afternoon in the woods at Aberdour, but always in a crowd.
-Here the spaciousness and peace attracted her, even as it filled her
-little soul with an awe that was a thing apart from fear. If in after
-years Maggie should read what Mr. Henry James has written of “a great,
-good Place,” she will understand it better than most people.
-
-For the first week she met with no adventures. Her aunt, a bustling,
-busy, thrifty Scotswoman, worked a great deal up at the big house; her
-uncle assisted in the manufacture of the “superfine broadcloth” for
-which the little village used to be famous, and Maggie was left to do
-much as she pleased. Her cough left her, and the color came into her
-pale cheeks, and the sun set his mark upon the bridge of her nose in
-the shape of a band of the dearest little brown freckles.
-
-Hitherto she had not gone far into the woods, but with returning health
-came a spirit of adventure. One afternoon she wandered on and on,
-singing softly to herself a ditty relating that “Kitty Bairdie had a
-coo,” going on to describe minutely, and at length, the various animals
-owned by this worthy lady, and concluding each verse with the cheerful
-injunction, “Dance, Kitty Bairdie!”
-
-Everything seemed to want to sing that afternoon, and did sing, too,
-lustily and long. Unconsciously Maggie raised her voice till the
-final “Dance, Kitty Bairdie!” had quite a rollicking sound, and she
-found herself doing a sort of double shuffle among the ground ivy and
-foxgloves.
-
-It is not easy to dance in and out of ground ivy and brambles, and
-Maggie paused for breath, only to catch it again in a perfect agony
-of fear, as, not five yards from her, she beheld a big white figure,
-apparently just risen out of the ground.
-
-Paralyzed with terror, she stood staring at the vision. A tall man it
-was--she was sure it was a man, and no ghost--clad in curious flowing
-robes of soft whitey flannel, falling to his feet in innumerable folds,
-while in his hand he held what Maggie took to be some instrument of
-torture. It was a butterfly net; but Maggie did not know this, for
-people did not catch many butterflies in Commercial Street, Leith.
-
-The whole dreadful truth flashed upon her. This was one of the monks!
-Had she not read in a guide to the neighborhood that “The Dominican
-Priory of the Annunciation is a large and handsome building; here
-candidates for the priesthood pursue a course of study in divinity and
-philosophy. It is under the government of a Prior.” This, then, must
-be one of the priests, and having been very well brought up in the
-strictest sect of the Free Kirk, she was sure that if only he succeeded
-in “catching her,” she would be put to unspeakable tortures, or forced
-to recant her faith.
-
-Had she not with her own eyes seen her mother hastily slam the door of
-their flat in the face of a woman wearing a queer head-dress and long
-cloak, who had come to beg for money?
-
-“I’ll ha’e none o’ they Papishes here!” her mother exclaimed angrily,
-and then--for it was just before Maggie came south--“and you, Maggie,
-if you see ony o’ them when you’re wi’ your aunty, just turn and flee.
-I’m told there’s a whole clamjamfray o’ them there, an’ ye can never
-tell what they Jesuits will be at.”
-
-So, having found her breath sufficiently to give a wild cry, Maggie
-turned and fled.
-
-The queer white man, who, as she afterward remembered, looked
-astonished, called something after her. But Maggie’s heart was thumping
-in her ears to the exclusion of every other sound, and she ran blindly
-on till one treacherous little foot, more used to pavements than rough
-forest ground, gave under her with a horrid wrench, and she fell
-forward in a terrified little heap just as she reached a footpath
-leading she knew not whither.
-
-There she lay shivering with pain and fear, with her eyes shut, for she
-heard the soft swish of long garments through the undergrowth. Then a
-shadow fell upon her, and she was lifted up into a pair of strong arms,
-while a voice that even her excited imagination could not construe as
-unkindly exclaimed:
-
-“I do believe I frightened you, and I’m awfully sorry. I don’t suppose
-you ever saw such a funny frock before!”
-
-There was something human and disarming about the “awfully” and “funny
-frock”; moreover, the owner of the voice did not hold her as though she
-were a captive. He sat down at the foot of the big tree whose gnarled
-roots had tripped Maggie up, and set her on his knee. Besides, the
-voluminous flannel garment had a most reassuring and workaday smell of
-soap. But she could not bring herself to open her eyes just yet. She
-screwed them and her courage up very tight, and whispered:
-
-“I’ll no recant! Ye may burn me, but I’ll no recant!”
-
-The big, queer man threw back his head and laughed, and his laugh was
-even more inspiring of confidence than his speaking voice. But he
-pulled himself up short in the very middle of his laugh to ask:
-
-“I say, though, did you hurt yourself when you fell?”
-
-Maggie opened her eyes the tiniest little bit, and for the first time
-saw this queer man’s face. It was a kind face, a handsome face, with
-large merry brown eyes and an exceedingly straight nose. His mouth was
-well cut and firm, and when he smiled as he did then, he showed two
-rows of admirably white and even teeth. And the good smell of soap was
-in no way deceptive, for there was about this queer man’s appearance a
-radiant cleanliness that was by no means merely physical. All this did
-Maggie gravely take in through half-shut eyes, and though the pain in
-her ankle was horrible, and her heart still danced a sort of breakdown
-against her ribs, she was no longer afraid--only very, very curious.
-
-The queer tall man, looking down at the face resting against his arm,
-noticed that it was small and white, with long-lashed closed eyes set
-rather far apart, and that the little freckles looked pathetically
-prominent across the thin small nose; and even as Maggie was comforted
-by the good smell of clean flannel, so he recognized approvingly that
-he held in his arms a very clean little girl, even though her pinafore
-was patched and her shoes worn at the toes.
-
-“Are you hurt, you poor mite?” he asked again.
-
-For answer Maggie stuck out the painful foot, and behold! there was a
-big lump on the ankle, and it looked twice as big as the other one.
-
-“Here’s a pretty kettle of fish!” cried the queer man. “You’ve sprained
-your ankle.”
-
-As he spoke he set Maggie on the ground beside him very gently, and
-diving into the folds of his habit produced a large handkerchief, which
-he proceeded to tear into strips. Then, very gently and deftly, he
-bandaged up the poor swollen foot. By this time Maggie’s blue eyes were
-wide open, and as he stooped over her foot she found time to wonder why
-he wore such “a wee, wee roond cappie” on the back of his head. The
-pain was bad, but she tried hard not to flinch, and when it was all
-done and the bandage fastened with a little pebble brooch that she had
-worn at her neck, he said gaily:
-
-“And now to carry you home, for that foot must have hot fomentations as
-soon as possible.”
-
-Here, however, Maggie demurred. “I can walk fine,” she announced with
-great dignity, and tried; but it was no use--she couldn’t even stand,
-the pain was so bad.
-
-So the “papist man” picked her up in his arms and set off toward the
-village.
-
-Now, Maggie was just a little anxious at this, for she had wandered a
-good way into the park, and the path he took seemed quite unfamiliar.
-
-With unprecedented courage she took hold of his chin with her hand and
-turned his face that she could see it.
-
-“You’re sure you’re no takin’ me to your convent?” she asked gravely,
-as one who begs to know the worst at once. She still had fleeting
-visions of a dungeon followed by stake and faggots if she proved leal
-to the faith of her fathers.
-
-“My dear child, they wouldn’t have you there. We don’t allow any women
-to come in--not even little girls--where I live.”
-
-Maggie was silent for a minute; then, because every Scotsman, woman, or
-child loves an argument, and a theological argument best of all, she
-said slowly:
-
-“But you worship a woman--images of a woman.”
-
-“Ah, that’s rather different. I don’t think we’ll discuss that,
-because, you see, we look at everything from rather different points of
-view. How’s that poor foot of yours? You’re a regular Spartan to bear
-pain. Am I carrying you comfortably?”
-
-Here was another facer for Maggie; he did not want “to discuss that.”
-
-“I thought,” she said, “that you liked to burn everybody wha’ didna
-’gree wi’ you--when ye got the chance,” she added.
-
-“Oh, we’re not quite so black as we’re painted, and the world is big
-enough for us all nowadays, even though there are so many more people
-in it. Isn’t that a good thing?”
-
-Maggie’s honest little heart yearned over this mistaken man, who
-carried little girls so tenderly, who seemed so kind and gay.
-
-“I wish that you were no a papish,” she said softly, “for I’m sorely
-afraid that ye’ll no win Heaven if you worship graven images.”
-
-The papist in question stopped short in the middle of the woodland
-path. The sunlight shining through the leaves painted fantastic
-patterns on his white draperies, and his eyes were very kind as he said
-gently:
-
-“Don’t you think there will be even more room in Heaven than there is
-here for all sorts of people, provided they are kind, and brave, and
-honest, and do their best?”
-
-And Maggie agreed that it might be possible, and was something
-comforted. By and by he asked her what the nice song was that she had
-been singing when he first met her, and she sang it again for him all
-through, till he, too, learned the tune; then she taught him the words,
-and although his Scotch left much to be desired, they made a very
-considerable noise between them, and the woods resounded to the strains
-of “Dance, Kitty Bairdie.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-“They monks seem different to the ordinary sort,” said Maggie that
-night, when, after much fomentation of the injured ankle, her aunt
-tucked her into bed.
-
-“They’re just harmless haverals,” said her aunt indulgently; but
-Maggie “added a wee thing” onto her prayers, and whispered under the
-bed-clothes:
-
-“Please make room for yon clean man at--any--rate.”
-
-
-
-
-COMRADES
-
-
-He was called Bunchy because, when a very little boy, his clothes
-_would_ bunch; the tiny petticoats were short for their width, and
-everything stuck out all round him like a frill.
-
-Now that he was five, and wore breeches with four little buttons at the
-knee, the name still stuck to him, though it was no longer appropriate.
-
-Bunchy was lonely.
-
-If Pussy had been there it would have been very different; but she had
-been sent for quite suddenly to go and nurse dad, who had incontinently
-fallen ill with influenza just three days after mother (Bunchy always
-called her Pussy), Nana, and he had settled down for a fortnight’s
-holiday in a Cotteswold village.
-
-It was a delightful village! It had a green with noisy geese upon it,
-a stream that gurgled and splashed and told fairy tales on sleepy
-September afternoons, and real woods surrounded it.
-
-The cottage where Pussy had taken rooms was ever so pretty, and had a
-garden full of currant-bushes and celery.
-
-For three days they had a lovely time. They sought giants in the
-woods, finding squirrels instead--which were prettier and only less
-exciting; they paddled their feet in the stream and caught minnows in
-a bottle; they pretended that the geese on the green were “Trolls,” and
-routed them with great slaughter; and they had found mushrooms before
-breakfast in a neighboring field.
-
-Then Pussy had to go away, and for Bunchy the face of Nature was
-changed and clouded. Only Nana was left, and, although very kind, she
-was not an exciting companion. She knew nothing of giants, and seemed
-to care very little about Trolls. Moreover, on this particular morning
-she sat indoors making a cotton dress, and told Bunchy to “run and play
-in the garden like a good little boy, and not worry.” How can people,
-he thought, sit in a room and sew when all the beautiful out-of-doors
-seems clamoring for them to come and admire it?
-
-However, he played in the garden for a while; but it was rather a small
-garden, and he grew tired of being a “third son” all by himself, with
-no one to admire him, so he came in again and climbed the steep little
-staircase. Finding the door of his mother’s room open, he went in. The
-dressing-table faced the door, and the first thing he saw was a pair
-of Pussy’s slippers standing in front of it. They had tall curly heels
-and buckles, such as she loved, and he remembered how, even with the
-tall heels, she did not reach to daddy’s shoulder. Somehow the sight of
-those slippers made him want her so dreadfully that he couldn’t stay
-in the room or in the garden. He went out into the road to walk and
-walk until he should come to Yorkshire, where daddy was laid up in the
-house of a bachelor friend with whom he had gone to shoot.
-
-It was a very straight road, with a trim path by the side. By and by
-he came to some big gates. There was a little house inside them, all
-covered with purple clematis. The gate stood open, and as Bunchy was
-rather tired of the neat, straight road, he turned in, and went down a
-very broad gravel path. A little way inside the gate stood two little
-churches, one on each side of the path; beyond them, as far as Bunchy
-could see, it was all garden. There were flowering shrubs, and trees,
-and lots of grass, but it was unlike any garden he had ever seen
-before, for it was full of little mounds, and there were crosses, and
-slabs of stone, and marble angels dotted about among the mounds.
-
-He turned down a side-path to investigate further in this strange
-garden. Nobody was in sight, and he wandered on by himself till,
-turning a corner suddenly, he came upon a man.
-
-The man was dressed in black, and was sitting on a big stone slab--a
-very grew old slab; but close at his feet there was one of those
-curious mounds that puzzled Bunchy, and although this one had no grass
-upon it, you could hardly see the brown earth, for it was almost
-covered with scattered flowers--all of one kind.
-
-Bunchy knew the flower by sight, for Pussy always wore a bit in her
-tam-o’-shanter when she came back from Scotland. The man did not move
-as Bunchy came up to him. The little boy regarded him with grave brown
-eyes, and something in his expression made Bunchy sure that the man
-was sorry.
-
-Now, in Bunchy’s house, when people are sorry, Pussy talks about
-something else, and she does it so beautifully that they straightway
-forget their sorrow in the interest of her remarks. Bunchy felt that he
-ought to talk about something else to this man who looked so sorry; but
-how can you change a subject when no subject has been broached?
-
-So the child went up to the sorry man and lifted his tam-o’-shanter,
-saying politely:
-
-“Can you, please, tell me whose garden this is?”
-
-Now it is an easy thing to take off a tam-o’-shanter, but when you try
-to put it on again it has a shabby way of curling up and sitting on
-the top of your head so insecurely that it topples off again directly.
-Pussy generally put Bunchy’s on again for him, and as she wasn’t there
-he left the matter alone and held it in his hand. The man started a
-little as Bunchy spoke, then he said slowly:
-
-“I think it is God’s garden.”
-
-Bunchy was not surprised. He felt that he knew God very well indeed.
-When you say prayers morning and evening, and know that there is a
-benevolent Somebody somewhere, who gives you your home, and your
-parents, and your little white bed, who likes you to be truthful and
-courteous, and to have clean hands at meals, it is quite natural to
-hear that this benevolent Person has a garden. All nice people ought to
-have gardens, so Bunchy said:
-
-“Why does God have so many little rockeries in His garden? Why are
-there all these stones, and figures, and little mounds?”
-
-“When people die they are buried in this garden, and their friends put
-up the crosses and stones----”
-
-“And angels?” interrupted Bunchy admiringly; and as he looked up in the
-man’s face he noticed that his eyes were very kind, but that there were
-big black shadows round them, and their lids looked red and heavy.
-
-“They put up the crosses, and stones, and angels to show where their
-friends are sleeping,” continued the tall man.
-
-“Then it’s a funeral,” said Bunchy solemnly, and there was silence.
-
-The man looked sorrier than ever, and Bunchy felt that now was the time
-to talk of something else, so he said:
-
-“Can you tell me the nearest way to Yorkshire?”
-
-The man seemed to give himself a shake, as though he were trying to
-wake up. He held out his hand to Bunchy, who placed his own in it
-confidingly; then he drew the child toward him and set him on his knee,
-asking:
-
-“Why do you want to go to Yorkshire, old chap?”
-
-“Because Pussy is there and I am so lonely,” Bunchy’s voice broke.
-“I went into her room, and I saw her shoes--the ones with the curly
-heels--and they made me want her so bad. They’re such tall heels.”
-
-“She had such little feet,” murmured the man.
-
-And Bunchy saw that he had gone to sleep again, so he sat very still
-for a minute or two, then he said mournfully:
-
-“I’m so lonely!”
-
-“So am I,” said the man. “My Pussy has gone to sleep. She is not coming
-back any more. She is sleeping under the heather here.”
-
-Bunchy felt the man’s shoulder heave as he leant against him, but he
-said nothing. He felt that this was not a time to talk of something
-else; this sorryness was something beyond him; so he stroked the man’s
-face with a soft, sticky little hand, and the corners of his mouth
-drooped, but he did not feel quite so lonely.
-
-The man seemed to like the feel of the little hand, for he bent his
-head, and, laying his cheek against Bunchy’s, said in a queer broken
-voice:
-
-“How is it that you understand, you quaint little boy?”
-
-“Sorry people always understand, and I feel to love you! Will you come
-to Yorkshire too? We should be such nice company.”
-
-The man seemed to consider; then he said:
-
-“It’s a long way. I’m afraid we shouldn’t get there by candle-light.
-You’d be very tired, and your shoes would be quite worn out.”
-
-“Couldn’t you carry me a bit sometimes? Daddy does when I’m very tired.”
-
-“Well, I might do that; but even then we shouldn’t get there to-day.
-How is it you are here all alone?”
-
-The man seemed waking up, and waited quite anxiously for Bunchy’s
-answer.
-
-“Well, you see, Nana was busy sewing, and I was lonely wivout Pussy, so
-I thought I’d walk to Yorkshire just to see her.”
-
-“Suppose you come to lunch with me instead. It’s not so far as
-Yorkshire; still, it’s a good way, and we’ll go and tell Nana you’re
-coming, then she won’t be anxious. I don’t think Pussy would like you
-to walk all that way to-day. She’ll come back as soon as she can, you
-may be quite sure. Will you come? We’d be nice company, as you say.”
-
-Bunchy looked up into the man’s eyes; then he slid off his knee, saying:
-
-“I’ll come, thank you.”
-
-The man got up off the big flat stone and held out his hand to Bunchy;
-but the little boy had knelt down by the mound all covered with
-heather. He stooped his curly head and kissed the flowers, saying in
-his sweet child’s voice:
-
-“Good-bye, man’s Pussy! I hope you are happy in God’s garden.”
-
-Then he took the man’s hand and they walked away together.
-
-But the man had gone to sleep again, for he said:
-
-“Nay! And though all men, seeing, had pity on me, she would not see.”
-
-
-
-
-LITTLE SHOES
-
-
-The Vicarage stands at the bottom of the market place, inside high
-walls and entered by wooden gates which generally stand open. Thus the
-passer-by can, for a moment, feast his eyes upon the perfect garden
-within.
-
-The Vicaress was dead-heading her roses. She does this carefully every
-summer afternoon just after lunch. She had reached the bush of cabbage
-roses close to the gate, and her long lath basket lay on the drive
-beside her.
-
-The market place was empty and still; nobody was shopping, for all the
-world rested preparatory to attending the Earl’s garden-party later
-on. Road and houses alike glared white in the hot June sunshine, while
-in contrast the Vicarage garden seemed doubly cool and shady. The yew
-hedge just inside the gates threw long green shadows on drive and lawn.
-Such a lawn it was! Plantains or dandelions were a thing unknown. Other
-lawns might get brown or worn in a drought, but the Vicarage lawn was
-watered every night by a specially constructed hose, that the beauty
-of its velvet turf might never vary. The Vicar was wont to excuse his
-exceeding pride in his lawn by quoting: “The green hath two pleasures:
-the one, because nothing is more pleasant to the eye than green grass
-finely shorn; the other, because it will give you a fair alley in the
-midst.” It was a sunken lawn surrounded by smoothly shaven banks and
-reached by broad stone steps.
-
-The Vicar and like-minded clerics occasionally played bowls upon it;
-but to think of lawn tennis or croquet in connection with such grass
-were little short of sacrilege.
-
-Presently the Vicaress became aware that a woman stood in the doorway,
-a woman carrying a baby, while a little girl of some three years clung
-to her skirts.
-
-They stood gazing wistfully into the garden. As both mother and child
-wore red kerchiefs instead of hats, the Vicaress looked for the
-inevitable organ, but could not see it.
-
-As she strongly disapproved of indiscriminate charity she shook her
-head at them, saying: “We never give at the door!”
-
-Wearily shifting the baby to her other arm, the woman answered, with a
-touch of gentle dignity: “I have not ask the senora for money, but if
-she permit that we rest on the seat in the shade; we do no harm.”
-
-Her voice was soft, and her English refined by its foreign accent. The
-Vicaress pointed to a rustic seat under the yews, saying: “You may
-certainly come in and rest.” Then she continued to deadhead the cabbage
-rose--it was an untidy bush that cabbage rose.
-
-As the child toddled past her to climb into the seat the Vicaress
-noticed that the little feet made red marks on the gravel. The woman
-pointed to them with an apologetic shrug: “The little Zita she wear out
-her shoes, her feet bleed. The senora has a pair of old shoes of her
-children? Yes?”
-
-The Vicaress shook her head, and a spasm of pain crossed her face.
-There were no children at the Vicarage now. But shoes? Yes! there were
-shoes. She bent down to look at the ragged little feet, and very gently
-took off Zita’s shoes. “Her feet must be washed,” she announced. “Will
-she come with me?”
-
-Zita shook her curls out of her eyes, but on further inspection of the
-senora declined to budge. “Then I must bring the water here,” said the
-Vicaress, marching away to fetch it.
-
-She was a tall, thin woman, with keen grey eyes and a lined, hard face,
-framed in hair that Nature had intended to break into fluffy rings of
-sunlight round her brow. But the Vicaress coerced her hair with some
-abomination that kept it flat and close to her head. It was only when a
-shaft of sunlight struck the tight braid at the back that one realized
-it was of the true Titian color. She went up the wide oak staircase
-into her cool, sweet-scented bedroom, where the _Gloire de Dijon_
-roses nodded into the windows. Stopping in front of a big Chippendale
-wardrobe, she pulled out one of the deep drawers.
-
-“I can’t bear to do it!” she murmured, “but I never give money, and her
-little feet were cut and bleeding.”
-
-In that drawer lay many pairs of half-worn little shoes--shoes that had
-pattered gaily down the Vicarage stairs and danced across the sacred
-lawn. Her eyes were very soft as she chose out a pair of little strap
-shoes and some woollen socks. Had the Murillo cherub, chattering in
-her sweet jargon of Pyrenean Spanish under the shade of the yew trees,
-seen the face of the Vicaress just then, she would not have refused
-to go with her. But the Vicaress kept what Mr. Barrie tenderly calls
-her “soft face” for solitary places. The best that people could say
-of her was, that if her manner was hard her deeds were often kindly.
-She filled a basin with warm water and went through the silent house
-into the garden again. Zita laughed and showed her white teeth as
-she dabbled her feet in the water, becoming quite friendly; then the
-Vicaress dried her brown legs and arrayed her in the new shoes and
-socks. On the party being regaled with Vicarage cake and milk, the
-mother informed her hostess that they purposed to go on to Gloucester
-that day--a fifteen-mile walk.
-
-“Have you no money to go by train?” asked the Vicaress.
-
-“Oh, no, senora! My ’usban’ sell ze ice cream there, he cannot send me
-large money.”
-
-“But you can’t get there to-night; where will you sleep?”
-
-The woman shrugged her shoulders, turning her unoccupied hand outward
-with an expressive gesture. “In the hedge, senora, it is cool and dry.”
-
-“But the children?”
-
-“Oh, zay sleep--and Zita, she walk well till her foots come to ze
-ground.” Then turning to the child she said something rapidly in
-Spanish, adding: “She sing for you, senora, you so kind for her.”
-
-“_A la puerta del cielos, venden zapatos_,” crooned Zita in her funny
-little nasal chant, and sang the lullaby right through.
-
-“What is it all about?” demanded her hostess with a queer little catch
-in her voice.
-
-“Senora! it is that zay sell shoes at ze doorway of heaven, to ze
-ragged little angels who have none!”
-
-The woman rose, and shouldering the brown baby, prepared to depart. But
-the baby, who approved of Vicarage cake, choked alarmingly, and delayed
-matters for a while.
-
-The baby’s equanimity restored, they bade their hostess farewell. They
-had not gone very far, however, when hearing hasty footsteps behind
-them, they turned. It was the Vicaress. She thrust something into
-little Zita’s hand, exclaiming breathlessly: “I wish you to go by
-train; it is not safe for such babies to be out all night!” Then she
-turned and fairly ran home.
-
-An hour later, as she stood in front of her looking-glass, smoothing
-her hair till it looked like a yellow skull-cap, she said to herself:
-“To pay for a person’s railway journey is not indiscriminate charity!”
-and her eyes grew tender as she thought of the little shoes.
-
-
-
-
-“PASSING THE LOVE OF WOMEN”
-
-
-“You sent for me, mother?”
-
-“Yes, child; I sent for you to say good-bye. I am going away for some
-time.” The woman spoke deliberately in the monotonous voice of one
-giving a piece of information tedious to give.
-
-Angus did not express any surprise, or regret. The nine years he had
-spent with his mother had not helped him to know her. Without in the
-least understanding wherein lay her strange aloofness, he was conscious
-that he was supremely uninteresting to her. He wondered why it should
-be so, and his honest boyish soul was sometimes troubled. But children
-submit readily to the inevitable, and Angus had his compensations.
-
-Vera Warden looked at her son with more interest than was usual with
-her. He was certainly a handsome lad, tall and well built, with blue
-eyes that were both kind and honest. She had been long in making her
-decision. Now that it was made she did not regret: she only wondered
-if, somehow, she had missed something that more commonplace women find
-easily.
-
-“Angus, dear, you must take care of father. You and your father are so
-much alike--understand each other so well--that it will be easy for
-you. You must be especially good to him, now.”
-
-There was a curious little catch in Vera’s voice as she said the “now.”
-
-“Why are you going, mother?” questioned Angus, feeling that here was
-something even more puzzling than usual in his mother’s manner. “When
-are you coming back? Father will miss you.”
-
-“Will he?” asked Vera wistfully. “And you, Angus, will you miss me at
-all?”
-
-Angus was profoundly astonished. He would like to have kissed his
-mother just as he kissed dad, but he did not dare. He only grew red,
-and fidgeted awkwardly, as he answered: “Of course I shall miss you,
-mother--at meals.”
-
-It was not greed that prompted the child’s definition, but the fact
-that he seldom saw his mother, except at breakfast and lunch.
-
-Vera Warden did not care for children, and said so--frequently.
-
-The carriage came to the door, good-bye being said without much emotion
-on either side. As she was driven out of the big stone gates, Vera gave
-herself a little shake, saying: “And now for life!”
-
- * * * * *
-
-An hour later Thomas Warden returned from a fishing expedition on the
-other side of the Dale. The oak trees in the avenue had burst into
-gold-green leaf. The big chestnut on the lawn--the only chestnut on the
-estate--was covered with cones of pinky blossom. The May sunset touched
-the grim grey house with rosy light, and Thomas Warden felt a welcome
-in it all.
-
-Laying down his rods and fishing-baskets in the hall, he went straight
-to his study. There on his blotting-book lay the letter he had both
-dreaded and expected.
-
-His sunburnt face looked grey as he took it up. He sat down heavily;
-then, with shaking hands, opened the letter and read:
-
- “I have burnt my boats; there is no going back. I warned you that
- it would come to this: that I would bear the monotony no longer. I
- have given you ten years of my life--the ten best years. Now I owe it
- to myself to live--it may be ten years more--but anyway, to _live_.
- Marriage and maternity have, for me, proved uninteresting; but I have
- endured them for your sake, and for the sake of the boy--while he was
- quite young. Had he been in any way an unusual boy I might have found
- life more tolerable. To develop his mind would have been an interest
- for me; he might have shared, in some degree, my aspirations after
- a fuller intellectual life. But he is a healthy, handsome, quite
- commonplace boy, who will grow into what you would call ‘an honest,
- God-fearing man’ without my help. He has an excellent governess, and
- your good mother will doubtless come frequently to worship you both.
- I wish I could free you of me altogether, and that you could marry
- again and be happy. But you are not the sort of man to bear with
- equanimity any sort of scandal or publicity, and you have my promise
- that the life I lead shall be such as can give you no cause for
- offence other than the fact that I lead it away from you. For your
- never-failing courtesy and kindness I thank you. Believe me, I shall
- always have the sincerest affection and respect for you. The fact
- remains, however, that I cannot lead your life, and you can lead no
- other. Let us then separate, and go our different ways in peace.
-
- “In every conventional and actual sense, I am and will be your
- faithful wife,
-
- “VERA WARDEN.”
-
-There was nothing in the letter that she had not said to him, many
-times, during the last six months.
-
-Now, she had actually carried out her so often announced intention, and
-was gone; and the realization stunned him. He felt cold and numbed. The
-roar of the beck, in which he had stood all morning, was in his ears,
-and he gazed out into the gathering twilight, seeing nothing--only
-conscious that it was dark and chill everywhere.
-
-There was a knock at the door, and a servant came in, saying: “Please,
-sir, Master Angus is ready, and would like you to come to him, if you
-are not too tired.”
-
-Dragging himself out of his chair, he passed his hand across his
-dazed, strained eyes. Then he went out of the room and up the wide old
-staircase to his dressing-room, where Angus slept.
-
-“I’ve got a new nightsuit, dad, just like yours. Look--pocket and
-trowsies, and all!” exclaimed the child, displaying the latter garments
-with great pride. “Miss Taylor had them made for me in York. Aren’t
-they nice?”
-
-“Yes, my boy, yes--very!” but the voice was absent, and Angus felt that
-there was a something lacking, something that he generally found there.
-
-The child felt frightened. Was dad, too, going to hold himself “aloof”?
-Would he, too, take to looking over people’s heads, and answering in a
-far-away voice? The thought was one full of omen.
-
-Angus gazed into his father’s face, as he sat wearily on the edge of
-the little bed. The child, if commonplace, was quick to understand
-those who loved him. In a moment he acquitted his father, and came and
-knelt beside him, rubbing his curly head against his knees. He said his
-prayer with devoutly folded hands, as Grannie had taught him. Then,
-climbing into Warden’s arms, put his own round his neck.
-
-“Shall I sing my psalm, dad? Or are you too tired?”
-
-His father held him very close. “Sing it, laddie. Sing Grannie’s psalm.”
-
-Grannie was Scotch. When she came she taught Angus the psalms in metre.
-She taught him other things that he learned more easily than the
-psalms; chief among them a great love and trust in her, and through
-her, for everything Scotch.
-
-Shortbread was Scotch, and it was good. Scones were Scotch, and they
-were good, especially with currants. Edinburgh rock was excellent;
-therefore the psalms, too, were probably superior in the Scotch
-version. Angus learned all Grannie’s favorites, the first of which was
-the twenty-third:
-
- My table thou hast furnished,
- In presence of my foes.
-
-The child always pictured a long table, covered with a fair white
-cloth, and plentifully plenished with plates piled high with scones and
-shortbread. He wondered what “foes” were, for he hadn’t any; he thought
-they must be the servants who handed round the plates.
-
-“Goodness and mercy all my life shall surely follow me.” The sad,
-patient tune Grannie had taught him sounded almost triumphant, as the
-child’s strong treble voice rang out. When he had finished, his father
-leant his head against the little rounded shoulder, and there was
-silence save for the man’s quick breathing.
-
-“Good-night, dad!” said Angus at last, turning himself to see his
-father’s face.
-
-Thomas Warden rose hastily; he laid the boy in his little white bed,
-kissed him, and blessed him, and went down and sat in the study again.
-But a man cannot dine in his fishing boots; so he went upstairs, had a
-bath, and while he dressed, Angus discoursed cheerfully to him through
-the half-open door.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The silence was unbearable; it was so lonely. Thomas Warden could not
-sleep. He got up and walked about his room. Only one o’clock! The night
-had hardly begun.
-
-The moon shone brilliantly, but the wind blew shrewdly through the open
-casement. May nights are cold in the North country.
-
-He went into the dressing-room and looked at Angus. “If she had only
-loved the boy--if she had only loved the boy.” He could have forgiven
-her all the rest. A just and tolerant man, he knew his own limitations.
-He granted to the full his wife’s intellectual superiority; but she
-might have loved the boy.
-
-“Goodness and mercy all my life shall surely follow me.” Why did those
-lines ring in his head? and then, there always followed the sentence in
-his wife’s letter: “I cannot live your life, and you can live no other.”
-
-It was true: _he_ could live no other. But the boy--why did she not
-love the boy?
-
-He drew up the blind, and the mellow moonlight fell on the sleeping
-child. Surely he was a goodly child, so comely, and kindly, and honest.
-As he looked at the boy his heart went out to him. He did not stoop and
-kiss him as a woman would have done; he reverenced too much this fair
-sleep which wrapped him round. He went back to his own room and got a
-pillow. Then, laying his long length on the floor beside the little
-bed, and with the child’s psalm still sounding in his ears, he too
-slept.
-
-The room was flooded with moonlight when Angus awoke. There was a sound
-of regular and heavy breathing. Angus felt puzzled; puzzled, but not in
-the least afraid. Such breathing must come from a man, or a dog; from
-men and dogs the child had experienced nothing but kindness.
-
-He sat up, and listening, looked about to see where the sound came
-from. He shook his hair back from his forehead, and rubbed his eyes.
-Yes! he was not mistaken, it _was_ his father who lay there on the
-floor beside his bed.
-
-Angus rose softly, and touched his father’s bare feet; they were very
-cold. “Poor dad,” he said to himself--“and him so tired!”
-
-Then suddenly he remembered his mother’s words: “You must take care of
-father.” It was bad to sleep without a covering, Grannie had told him
-that. He pulled his little quilt off his bed, and laid it lightly on
-his father. To his delight the sleeping figure never stirred, but the
-quilt was short, and Thomas Warden was long--by no amount of stretching
-would it cover both his shoulders and his feet--poor cold feet! Then
-Angus was seized by an inspiration, which even his mother could not
-have called quite commonplace. He lay down at his father’s feet, and
-unbuttoning the jacket of the new sleeping suit, he cuddled up so that
-the cold feet rested on his own warm breast. Then he, too, fell asleep.
-
-The kindly moon shone in upon them, and it was very still.
-
-When Thomas Warden awoke the moonlight had changed to pearly dawn. He
-was no longer cold, and when he realized why, he was no longer lonely.
-
-
-
-
-A THROW BACK
-
-
-Nana had at last gone out and left the coast clear. Kit seized her
-little brother’s hand, and they sped down the long passage to the red
-baize door which swung heavily but did not latch, shutting off the
-nursery quarters from the house.
-
-Kit was a person of dramatic instincts, and as they ran down the
-passage she quoted in a deep and awful voice, “The tiger is a fearful
-beast, He comes when you expect him least.” Addison gazed fearfully
-over his shoulder, and ran at the top of his speed.
-
-At last by a mighty effort they pushed open the heavy red door, and
-the staircase and the house lay before them for exploration. It was a
-very wide staircase, black and shiny and slippery, and as they went
-down their little feet made a pattering noise which seemed to echo
-and multiply in the silent house. Kit turned and said, “Hush!” in a
-reproving voice to Addison, who was, like Agag, walking delicately, on
-the banister side. “I can’t hush any more than I’m doing!” he replied
-in an injured tone. “I must put my feet down firm or I’d skate!”
-
-“Come on!” said Kit. “Let’s go and see if Jakes is in the dining-room,
-and he’ll tell us what’s for lunch.”
-
-They crossed the stone-flagged hall, and Kit opened the dining-room
-door and marched boldly in. There was no one there; the big room was
-wrapped in silence, and Addison felt very small and timid as he stood
-on the threshold. Not so Kit; she walked boldly up to the table, which
-was laid. There was a great deal of old silver on the table, and many
-flowers; but its appearance was evidently most displeasing to Kit, for
-she exclaimed angrily:
-
-“Look here, Addison, just look here! Jakes has only laid lunch for
-_one_!”
-
-Even the mild and gentle Addison was roused to something like
-indignation at this tremendous intelligence. To have breakfast and tea
-in the nursery is an understood thing; but lunch--whoever heard of a
-well-conducted child having lunch anywhere but in the dining-room, once
-he or she could hold a spoon and fork? It was abominable; it had to be
-seen into at once.
-
-Kit gave an indignant sniff, saying: “I know it isn’t Jakes; it’s Nana.
-She’d go and say we could have lunch with her till Miss Mercer came;
-but I’ll go and speak to grandpapa at once; it’s a shame; I won’t stand
-it. Come on!”
-
-The obedient Addison trotted after Kit across the hall with some
-alacrity. He hadn’t seen much of grandpapa; but what he had seen he
-liked. How still the old house was, no sound to be heard but the drip,
-drip of the rain on the ivy outside the windows and the sizzle and fiz
-of the big logs in the great stone fireplace.
-
-The children looked upon “Nanas” and their like as necessary evils.
-They divided mankind into two classes, which they called respectively
-“the dears” and “the deafs.” To the “dears” belonged father and mother,
-all father’s friends and most of mother’s; Gaffer and all Gaffer’s
-servants; orderlies--particularly orderlies--and grooms. To the “deafs”
-belonged nurses, governesses, cross gardeners, and a great many young
-ladies who wore smart frocks and were affectionate in public. These
-latter were called “deafs” not because of any defect in their aural
-arrangements, but simply because the children considered them incapable
-of discussing anything interesting. “Stupid people!” Kit was wont to
-observe, “who ask you how old you are, and who fetch stale cake out of
-tin boxes, and one’s got to eat it for politeness’ sake. Oh, I hate
-deafs!”
-
-When Kit reached the study door she knocked, but there was no answer.
-“Mother says he never hears if he’s writing,” she whispered. “Let’s
-go in--come on!” So she turned the handle of the door and went in.
-Grandfather was writing. His great knee-hole table was piled with open
-books, and he had on his gold-rimmed spectacles. He never looked up as
-Kit shut the door softly behind her. For one thing, doors never creaked
-in grandfather’s house.
-
-The children stood inside the door and waited, but he never looked
-up. “Come on,” said Kit, as, holding Addison by the hand, they walked
-leisurely across the room, till she stood close by their grandfather;
-then she said in a loud and cheerful voice:
-
-“Good-morning, Gaffer; we’ve come to see you!”
-
-“We’ve come to see you!” echoed the ever-obedient Addison. Grandfather
-was fond of old-fashioned things, and the name “Gaffer” was so
-delightfully inappropriate that he encouraged the children to use it
-when they spoke to him.
-
-“Oh, you’ve come, have you?” he said, taking off his spectacles and
-turning himself in his heavy revolving chair toward the children. “And
-how are you, my dears? Did you sleep well after your long journey?”
-
-It did not take long to install a child on each knee. Addison gazed
-at him in adoring silence, but Kit hastened to unbosom herself of her
-wrongs. “I’ve come to complain!” she began with dignity. “They’ve
-only laid lunch for you in the dining-room. Now I know you’d like our
-company. Mother said we were to keep you company--will you give orders
-about it?”
-
-Gaffer seemed duly impressed, as he said: “I will give orders at once.
-Of course you are to have lunch with me while you are here. It’s a pity
-it’s so wet for your first day, but it’s nice to think that those dear
-people are going further and further away from the fogs and damp. It
-will do mother so much good to be in a warm climate, and you must try
-not to feel dull without them.”
-
-“I wish they’d taken me!” said Kit. “I love hotels!” Gaffer looked at
-her and laughed: “What a traveled little person you are! I never slept
-in a hotel till I was seventeen.”
-
-“Ah, but that’s long ago. People go about more now, and, you see, we
-have to go with the regiment.”
-
-“To go with the regiment,” echoed Addison.
-
-Kit conversed affably with her grandfather for some time; she told him
-who were her favorite officers, and which her favorite puddings. She
-carefully explained that, as she was four years older than Addison, she
-went to bed an hour later, and that she intended to spend that hour in
-her grandfather’s society. She expressed her approval of the study as
-a room, but thought it was a pity that, owing to the large number of
-books, there was no space for any pictures on the walls. Addison stared
-about him in solemn silence, till at last Gaffer suggested that, as he
-had got to write to mother, they had better go back to the nursery till
-lunchtime. Then they trotted across the room together, but when they
-reached the door and Kit had gone out, Addison raced back and stood
-by his grandfather’s chair, whispering breathlessly: “Will you let me
-see some of the books some day--wivout Kit?” There was a passionate
-eagerness in the question which startled Gaffer. He looked down at the
-imploring, upturned face.
-
-And then “a strange thing happened.” It was no longer Addison, his
-namesake, that he saw; it was himself. Himself of sixty years ago.
-There he stood, the quaint, serious-eyed boy, whose portrait hung in
-his dead wife’s dressing-room. The boy who longed for books, and who
-had asked the same question of a scholar in an Oxford library, on a
-long-forgotten morning all those years ago. With a sudden rush of
-gratitude he remembered how the question had been answered, and though
-his smile was very pleasant, his voice was a trifle husky as he said:
-
-“Assuredly!”
-
-“Wivout Kit?” persistently questioned the little boy.
-
-“Without Kit, I promise,” repeated Gaffer. Then he and Addison shook
-hands, and Addison followed Kit.
-
-She was waiting in the hall. “What did you say to Gaffer?” she asked
-inquisitively, but Addison shook his head. He could keep his own
-counsel even when coerced by pinches.
-
-At lunch Gaffer inquired: “Addison, can you read?”
-
-“Not well!” answered Kit. “He can’t read well; he’s only doing
-‘sequel,’ and he’s six. He’s very backward!”
-
-“I asked Addison, my dear,” said Gaffer, in gently reproving tones.
-
-Addison blushed and held down his head; then he said: “I don’t like
-what I read; it’s so uninteresting. They ask such silly questions, over
-and over again.”
-
-“He knows heaps of poetry!” said Kit magnanimously. “He can learn
-anything when he’s heard it once, and he knows pages of verses, and
-psalms, and that, but he’s no good on horseback. He’s got no nerve. Dad
-says he’ll never be any good across country! And he’s afraid of the
-dark!”
-
-“Are you not nervous?” asked Gaffer.
-
-“Me nervous!” said Kit with great scorn. “I can ride dad’s chargers!”
-
-“Ah, you’re like your mother,” said Gaffer, smiling at her. “Now I, I
-was never any good across country; but yet I haven’t found that it has
-alienated my friends, or done me any great damage in life. Has Addison
-begun Latin?”
-
-“Oh, no; Miss Mercer doesn’t teach Latin, and he’s far too backward in
-other things to begin.”
-
-“I began Greek when I was his age,” said Gaffer dreamily; “but there’s
-no reason why Addison should not begin Latin. He shall begin it with
-me.”
-
-Addison flushed up to the roots of his hair; then he scrambled off his
-seat--a most unheard-of proceeding in the middle of lunch--and ran
-round to his grandfather. He threw himself upon him, exclaiming: “I
-love you; oh, how I love you!”
-
-Kit regarded him with astonished eyes. That Addison, who never kissed
-anybody but mother, who was so undemonstrative, so slow to show
-feeling, should behave in this extraordinary manner, because he was
-told he might have Latin lessons, was to her incomprehensible; and
-Gaffer seemed to approve, for he lifted Addison on to his knee, and
-said in such a queer voice: “I think we’re rather of a kidney, you and
-I; we’re going to understand each other uncommonly well,” and Addison
-sat enthroned on Gaffer’s knee all the rest of lunch, and shared his
-cheese. Kit felt injured.
-
-When Gaffer went back to his study he sat down before the fire, and he
-pondered for a long time over his queer little grandson. Then he gave
-his shoulders a shake and sighed: “I was a disappointment to my father,
-and he’ll be a disappointment--he is a disappointment--poor little
-chap, to his. He is unaccountably like me.”
-
-A lonely child was Addison. The fact that he was always called Addison
-from the time he ceased to be baby was proof enough. A child who is
-understood gets a nickname. Kit had fifty. Addison was always called
-by his baptismal name. It was Gaffer’s name, and Gaffer’s grandfather
-had been called after a gentleman who wrote poetry and things. Little
-Addison knew that much, and he wondered if the writings of that
-far-away Mr. Addison were more interesting than “Step by Step.” Addison
-was called an “old-fashioned child”; he was not very sure precisely
-what that was, but that it was something a child ought not to be, he
-was convinced. Kit was pretty, very pretty; so the officers said, not
-infrequently to Kit herself. Kit was never afraid of anything by day
-or by night. Kit always spoke the truth; Addison had been known to
-prevaricate when he was frightened, and he was often frightened--at
-nothing at all, Kit said.
-
-But the worst and most unforgivable thing about Addison was this: he
-had no wish to be a soldier--and said so. The sound of a pop-gun caused
-his heart to thump against his breast in an unpleasantly violent
-manner, and a review was to him a prolonged agony that made him ill for
-days.
-
-His mother--whom he worshipped--and who loved him tenderly, was quite
-unconscious of his many sufferings. She was absolutely devoid of nerves
-herself, and thought that Addison would grow out of his “delicacy,”
-as she called it. She was proud of his remarkable resemblance to
-her father, whom she admired above all mortal men--but she was
-disappointed; and poor Addison, with the quick intuition of childhood,
-was perfectly aware of it--at his being what her husband called “such a
-Molly.”
-
-So it came about that Kit was always brought forward, and Addison kept
-in the background--to his own satisfaction certainly, but very much to
-the detriment of Kit.
-
-Edinburgh, where the regiment was stationed, was too cold for mother,
-and dad obtained leave to take her to the Riviera for the worst months;
-so Kit and Addison were sent to Gaffer, and for Addison it was the
-turning-point of his life.
-
-To most people, their initiation into the accidence of the Latin
-language is not a very happy recollection. To Addison it is a
-recollection little short of rapturous.
-
-To him the first pages of a Latin grammar call up the picture of a
-large, old-fashioned room, flooded with a mellow light like that of
-the sun through a veil of yellowing beeches. There is a goodly smell
-in the room, the smell of dressed and well-kept leather. The walls are
-lined with books, books bound in calf and russet-colored Russia, and
-in the middle of the room stands a knee-hole table both deep and wide.
-It, too, is covered with books; but here they lie open, one upon the
-other, a crowd of witnesses to the tastes of the owner of the room.
-That gracious owner! Addison’s eyes grow dim as he thinks of the spare
-upright figure seated in the revolving chair; the keen scholarly face
-and noble white head. He hears again the kind, cultivated voice ever
-ready to answer questions, to answer them so fully and so beautifully,
-with such a tender sympathy for the eager childish questioner. And then
-Addison goes down on his mental knees and thanks his God that as yet he
-had brought no look of sorrow into those kind eyes, but many a look of
-pride and joy.
-
-Is there not one shelf in that library devoted to Addison’s prizes?
-And the row is lengthening by leaps and bounds. Yet they wonder at
-Winchester why he should be so fond of classics.
-
-
-
-
-THE INTERVENTION OF THE DUKE
-
-
-I
-
-ENTER WIGGINS
-
-The Reverend Andrew Methven stood at his study window gazing out to
-sea. The sea was very blue, the sands yellow and smooth, but it was not
-the sea that the Reverend Andrew saw.
-
-Elgo, on the Fife coast, is growing fashionable. In summer every house
-is let, and there are sometimes as many as fifty bathers at once in
-the bay. At Elgo the bathers usually wear blue serge, adorned it may
-be by red or white braid. Pale blue silk with white facings and short
-sleeves is not the usual uniform. It impressed the Reverend Andrew,
-and consequently he stood and stared. Moreover, the wearer of this
-wonderful creation--he felt it was a “creation,” though he had never
-heard the word so used--came out of the house next door to the Manse,
-the house being that of his most worthy parishioner, Mrs. Urquhart,
-Baker and Confectioner, who let her rooms during the summer months.
-
-Elgo streets are somewhat one-sided, the town being built upon the
-cliff with a railing near the outer edge for the protection of the
-unwary.
-
-The vision in pale blue silk tripped down the steep steps cut in the
-rocks, and ran across the sands. She was followed by a small thin boy,
-whose freckled face was broad and good-natured. On the sands they took
-hands and danced into the water together.
-
-The vision was tall and slim, with wonderful arms that flashed white
-in the June sunshine, and the minister remarked that she could swim
-magnificently. The little naked boy splashed after her, looking like a
-terrier as he shook the water from his crop of curly hair.
-
-The minister’s window was open, and across the sunlit sands came the
-sound of a woman’s voice, crying: “Come on, Wiggins, get on my back,
-and I’ll swim with you to the Cock’s-tail Rocks!”
-
-The Reverend Andrew swung his telescope into position; he had the grace
-to blush as he did so, but none the less did he eagerly follow that
-swimmer by its aid. She did it, there and back; then she and the small
-boy ran dripping over the sands and vanished through Mrs. Urquhart’s
-side door.
-
-An hour later the minister (he was the Free Kirk minister really; there
-is an Established Church in Elgo, but as its pews are empty and its
-incumbent of small account, he was “the minister” to Elgo) strolled
-into Mrs. Urquhart’s shop to buy cookies. Mrs. Urquhart herself bustled
-forward to serve him.
-
-“You’ve let your rooms, I see, Mrs. Urquhart! And early in the season,
-too!”
-
-“Yes, sir! I’ve let my rooms, and to my own young lady that I was
-nurse to; you’ll mind my telling you of Sir John Penberthy and his
-bonny family. Well, Mrs. Burton is just my Miss Mary, married and
-widowed too, poor lamb, and she and Master Wiggins have come all the
-way from London to be with me, and it’s proud I am to have them!” Mrs.
-Urquhart paused breathless.
-
-The minister murmured something sympathetic, and taking up his bag of
-cookies strode back to the Manse. “Mary, mother of names,” he thought,
-as he turned over the information he had received. “Widowed! She
-doesn’t wear much mourning anyway!” as he thought of the blue silk
-bathing-dress. Then he said with a sigh, “She is very beautiful!” and
-sat him down to write his Sunday sermon.
-
-In the afternoon he met Wiggins on the beach: that gentleman was
-digging while a French _bonne_ kept guard in the rear.
-
-“Do you like Elgo?” asked the minister. He had a kindly way with
-children; he was rather childlike himself, and they knew it.
-
-“Awfully,” answered Wiggins, patting his castle walls, and barely
-looking up.
-
-“Have you ever been to the sea before?”
-
-“Oh, dear, yes; haven’t you?”
-
-“I live here,” said the minister, rather discomposed by this
-exceedingly cool child.
-
-“I wish I did!” sighed Wiggins. “I hate Kensington.”
-
-“Ah, that’s London! I’ve never been there,” said the minister simply.
-“I wish I had.”
-
-“It’s not a very nice place. There’s gardens and busses, and sometimes
-we ride in a hansom, and you always have to wear your shoes and
-generally gloves, it’s beastly.” Wiggins spoke bitterly, as one who had
-tasted the hollow shams of Kensington.
-
-The minister sat down on the sand.
-
-“Isn’t there a museum there, and an Art Gallery?” he asked.
-
-“Oh, yes, but you mayn’t touch anything, and you have to wear your hat!”
-
-“You seem to object to clothing,” remarked the minister.
-
-“Don’t you?” responded this discomposing child.
-
-“Well, no, I can’t say I do. It’s warm, and----”
-
-“Oh, it’s warm enough in Kensington, if that’s what you want!” and
-Wiggins turned to dig a fresh channel from his castle to the sea.
-
-“M’sieu Wiggins, il faut aller à la maison pour le thé. Faites vos
-adieux à M’sieu le Curé!” and Madeleine, the pretty French _bonne_,
-folded up her crochet, and rose.
-
-But Wiggins was smitten with deafness, and waded deeper into the water,
-with a seraphically unconscious look.
-
-Madeleine went down to the water’s edge, where she discoursed volubly
-for about five minutes. The minister sat watching; he wondered why
-French people speak so fast, and whether Wiggins understood. He
-evidently did, for he answered derisively, and sat down suddenly in
-the water. Then he came out, and grinning at the minister, remarked
-gleefully as he took his dripping way homeward:
-
-“That’s the third pair to-day, soon shan’t have any left to wear. What
-a rux!”
-
-“So that’s a London child!” mused the minister. “He’s a fine frank lad;
-I must call upon his mother.”
-
-
-II
-
-A NEW ATMOSPHERE
-
-But the days went on, and the minister did not call. He was a sociable
-fellow, much beloved by his fisher folk, and by such summer visitors
-as knew him. Elgo was his first “charge.” Had he been small, instead
-of six-foot-three, he would doubtless long ago have been dubbed “The
-Little Minister,” after Mr. Barrie’s immortal hero, for he was young as
-a minister can be.
-
-He did not call on Mrs. Burton because he had conceived for her an
-extravagant admiration, or rather adoration. He met her constantly on
-the beach and in the village street, and on these occasions gravely
-lifted his hat. Had he followed his impulse, he would have gone down
-on his knees and begged leave to kiss her feet. We do not follow our
-impulses in these matters nowadays, and Mary Burton never wondered why
-he did not call, for she thought about him not at all.
-
-She did not go to church that first Sunday, but played with Wiggins on
-the beach all the morning. Mrs. Urquhart was scandalized and suggested
-the Episcopalian church at Pittenweem; but Mary only put her arms round
-her old nurse and laughingly promised to come and sit in her pew next
-Sunday.
-
-The minister progressed in his friendship with Wiggins; while Mary was
-scouring the country on her bicycle, Wiggins and his new friend played
-on the beach or fished for poddlies from the rocks.
-
-Madeleine with the inevitable crochet sat on the beach and beamed at
-them.
-
-“You’re a Presbyterian, aren’t you?” asked Wiggins abruptly of the
-minister one afternoon.
-
-“Yes, I’m a member of the Free Kirk.”
-
-“Oh, you’re Free Kirk, and Madeleine’s a Roman Catholic, and mother and
-me is Pagans!”
-
-“Pagans?” echoed the minister in astonished tones.
-
-“Well, mother says so. It means that you love the sun, and the sea, and
-bare feet and meringues and music-halls and things!”
-
-“Pagans, music-halls!” The minister gazed in horror at the unconscious
-but breathless Wiggins. “Do you mean to say,” he asked solemnly, “that
-you do not know anything about our Saviour who died for us?”
-
-Wiggins turned and looked at him with something of reproachful scorn on
-his broad freckled face; then he said slowly: “Of course, I know, but
-we never talk about _that_ to strangers, mother and me. It is bad form,
-like the people who give you tracts in busses.”
-
-“I beg your pardon, I misunderstood,” said the minister.
-
-They were silent for a few minutes, during which the minister digested
-this, to him, new view of confessing your faith before men.
-
-Although he himself never gave tracts either in busses or anywhere
-else, he had certainly in a sort of hazy fashion considered that to do
-so was praiseworthy, if mistaken.
-
-“There’s mother!” announced Wiggins suddenly. “Let’s come and talk to
-her.”
-
-The minister scrambled to his feet, and in another moment he had shaken
-hands with Mrs. Burton, and they all sat down on the beach together.
-
-Wiggins did most of the talking, and then it began to rain.
-
-“Will you come in and have a cup of tea with Wiggins and me?” asked
-Mrs. Burton.
-
-The minister felt that no words at all expressed the rapture with which
-this proposal filled him.
-
-Mrs. Urquhart’s parlor looked so different that afternoon. Many
-photographs stood on the mantelpiece, books other than albums or Family
-Bibles were scattered on the table, papers and magazines strewed the
-horsehair sofa, while on the mantelpiece among the photographs and
-the little vases full of roses were the ends of many half-smoked
-cigarettes. Another shock was in store for the minister.
-
-They had tea; he drank three cups and ate endless scones in order to
-prolong the meal. To sit opposite to Mary and watch her white, heavily
-ringed hands flit in and out among the cups as she made tea was a
-wonderful thing. To listen to her as she praised Elgo, and Scotland
-generally, in her soft Southern voice was wonderful; but most wonderful
-of all was to gaze at her unrebuked, to drink in the beauty of her
-face, to note the gracious line of cheek and chin as she turned her
-head, and lose himself in the depths of her eyes, brown as the trout
-stream beyond Glen Dynoch. When at last some small consciousness of
-material things awoke in him and he rose to go, Mary reached to the
-chimneypiece for a slim tin box.
-
-“Will you have a cigarette?” she asked. “Dear Mrs. Urquhart forgives my
-evil habits, and pretends she thinks that I smoke for asthma. I don’t
-look asthmatical, do I?”
-
-“Thank you,” faltered the minister. “I do not smoke now--I gave it
-up after my student days, just as I gave up drinking anything, for
-the sake of my people. I daresay it was useless, but I thought it was
-right--then.”
-
-He spoke diffidently, humbly, half expecting a flash of amused scorn in
-her, such as he not infrequently encountered in Wiggins. But Mary held
-out her hand, saying softly:
-
-“I am sure it was right then, and is now; but don’t judge me hardly,
-for I have no flock to influence. My boys will smoke, anyhow, when they
-are big.”
-
-“It is kind of you not to laugh at me,” he said, and with that took his
-leave.
-
-Mary lit her cigarette and smoked thoughtfully for some time. Wiggins
-was once more searching for treasure on his beloved beach. She sat at
-the open window and watched the boats come in. Presently she rang the
-bell for Mrs. Urquhart. When that good lady appeared, breathless from
-her ascent of the steep little stairs, Mary pushed her into an armchair
-and sat down at her feet, with her head against the old woman’s knees.
-
-“Amuse me, nursey; tell me about your minister. Where does he come
-from? How is it that, without having been anywhere or seen anything,
-he is such a perfect gentleman, and why--oh, why is he a Free Church
-minister?”
-
-“And what for no, my dearie? He’s an excellent, well-doing young man.
-You should hear him preach; it’s just wonderfu’. His father’s a doctor
-near Aberdeen; bein’ douce people they are--a large young family, and
-all doing well. He was at the college in Edinburgh, and passed very
-high. But it’s no his learning that we care about, it’s his kind,
-friendly ways. He’d take his turn nursing a body that’s sick just like
-one of the family; and he’s just a wonderful way with young men. To
-be sure, he’s young himself--only just twenty-six--but he’s not a bit
-bumptious or puffed up, like many young men. He’s greatly set up with
-Master Wiggins; they’re grand friends.”
-
-“He has been very kind to Wiggins. I’ll ask him to dinner. Will you
-cook me a very nice dinner, nursey dear, on Thursday evening?”
-
-“He’ll no come then, my dearie, for it’s prayer-meeting night. I just
-wish you’d go yourself.”
-
-“I’ve never been to a prayer-meeting. What’s it like? What happens?”
-
-“It’s just beautiful, my dearie; and the gentry go too. Mrs. Braid, of
-Elgo House, she always goes.”
-
-Mary made a little face. “She called upon me yesterday. I didn’t find
-her very exciting. I’ve got to dine there to-night, so I suppose I must
-dress. You might send Madeleine to do my hair. Dear nursey, I’d far
-rather stay with you than go to Elgo House.”
-
-
-III
-
-“ALL SECRET SHADOWS AND MYSTIC SIGHTS”
-
-Dinner parties at Elgo House were not, as a rule, exciting. The
-conversation generally vibrated between the harvest prospects and the
-game prospects, with somewhat numerous flashes of silence, during which
-each guest madly racked his brain for a fresh topic of conversation,
-only to fall back finally upon the weather.
-
-Andrew Methven did not expect to enjoy himself much on that particular
-evening. His presence at Elgo House was something of an anomaly, for
-the family were “established” by conviction, yet Mrs. Braid attended
-the Free Kirk because she liked Andrew’s sermons.
-
-He felt rather as though he were poaching on his neighbor’s preserves
-when he went there. He liked his brother cleric (as he liked most
-people), who, if old and somewhat dull, was kindly and human. So long
-as his evening pipe and toddy were forthcoming with regularity the
-“established” minister recked little if he preached to empty benches.
-Andrew Methven felt the blood rush to his face as on entering the
-Braids’ drawing-room he heard that voice which had been ringing in his
-ears ever since his parting with Mary that afternoon.
-
-Daylight lasts long in the North Country, and there were no candles
-needed at Elgo House for dinner. Mary sat opposite the minister, and
-had he been given to cursing he would have cursed the tall epergne of
-fruit that hid her from his sight, especially as the majority of her
-remarks were addressed to him.
-
-The only other guests were an elderly colonel and his wife, who were
-staying at the hotel. The colonel, whenever he looked at or spoke
-to Mary, seemed by his very atmosphere to ejaculate “Monstrous fine
-woman,” and Andrew felt an insane desire to choke him there and then in
-his own high white collar.
-
-Dinner over, they all strolled into the garden, and then that happened
-which made an epoch in Andrew Methven’s life.
-
-When they had all duly admired the roses and the goodly promise of
-peaches on the south wall, someone brought a guitar out of the house
-and Mary sat down to sing.
-
-Her dress, some soft transparent blackness over white, faded into the
-shadows among which she sat. Somehow it reminded Andrew of the silver
-birch trees in the copse beyond. She bent her head as she tuned the
-guitar, and the throb of the strings seemed an appropriate background
-to the sweetness of her profile. Vision and sound became indissolubly
-mixed. Andrew could never afterward separate Mary’s face from her
-voice, and both were irresistibly a part of the beech copse seen dimly
-in the evening light. The whole making a picture, subtle, detached,
-vivid; an experience in which all the senses bore an equal part and
-were indistinguishable.
-
-Mary’s voice was a big, soft contralto, as unlike the usual
-“drawing-room voice” as it is possible to be, and she sang seriously.
-She gave her message to the four winds to be carried where they listed.
-She sang to the scented night, to the distant sea, to the flowers and
-the moonlight: not to the little handful of human beings, whose chairs
-creaked as they sat, and who, saving one, only realized that she was a
-beautiful woman who had a fine voice.
-
-They thanked her when she had finished, all but Andrew, who,
-white-faced and dumb, gazed into the deepening shadows as he stood by
-Mary’s chair.
-
-“It’s really most extraordinary to be able to sit out at night in
-June in Scotland, is it not?” said the colonel’s wife in his ear. He
-started, looking at her stupidly. “A very absent young man!” she said
-to herself.
-
-Truly he was absent, for he had been in heaven.
-
-Mary, too, was silent, softly beating out a faint melody on her guitar
-as it lay across her knees.
-
-Suddenly she looked up at Andrew, saying under her breath: “The rest
-may reason and welcome, ’tis we musicians know!”
-
-“The rest” did not hear, or hearing did not understand; but Andrew
-said: “Thank God!”
-
-The colonel’s voice was heard declaring that it was “deucedly chilly,”
-and everybody made a move to go indoors, except Andrew, who, pleading
-work, fled down the drive, only to walk for miles aimlessly in a
-direction leading further and further from the Manse.
-
-Had he but known it, that walk was symbolical of the rest of his life.
-When he did get home his rather ancient “evening shoes” were quit worn
-out.
-
-
-IV
-
-THE EDUCATION OF THE MINISTER
-
-“The Duke is coming at the end of the month,” announced Wiggins to the
-minister, as they anchored and fished for poddlies in the bay.
-
-“What Duke?”
-
-“My brother; he’s at school at Leamington; he’s going to Eton in three
-years. He’s ten, four years older nor me.” Wiggins was a model of
-conciseness in the way he imparted information.
-
-“Why do you call him the Duke?” asked the minister in rather an
-abstracted voice; he was watching a tall lady on the distant links.
-
-“’Cause he is one; his name’s Marmaduke, and he is a tremenjous Duke;
-they all say so.”
-
-“Who are _they_?”
-
-“Oh, mother, and uncles, and boys, and people.”
-
-“Is he like you?”
-
-“Not a bit; he’s handsome; he’s exactly like mother.”
-
-The minister smiled. Was Mary handsome? he wondered. For many days now
-he had forgotten to take her beauty into account. He never compared her
-with other women. She was not to him more beautiful, not more clever,
-not more kind than other women; she was simply what that Frenchman said
-of his lady--she was _mieux femme_. There was no one else.
-
-“Are you very fond of your brother?” asked the minister, forcing
-himself to attend to Wiggins.
-
-“I’m glad he goes to school,” replied that gentleman guardedly. “He
-rather bangs me about.”
-
-“Is Wiggins a family name?” abruptly demanded the minister.
-
-“You _are_ a jokey man,” said Wiggins admiringly. “Why, it’s because of
-my hair they call me that; my name’s Tregenna--‘Tre, Pol, and Pen,’ you
-know. Mother’s Cornish.”
-
-At this moment Wiggins had a bite, therefore excitement reigned for the
-next five minutes, and even the advent of the Duke was forgotten.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Did Mary Burton know what she was doing when she admitted this obscure
-Free Kirk minister to friendship and intimacy? Did she realize how
-contact with her kindness, her simplicity, her gentlehood, was making
-him every day more hopelessly her slave? In after years, when he walked
-in darkness, with a hunger that nothing appeased, Andrew would ask
-himself this question, and whichever way he answered it he blessed
-her. He no more thought of blaming her than the sailor thinks of
-tracing the storm to the evening star.
-
-“She shall have worship of me,” he said in those early days of wonder
-and happiness. “She still has worship of me,” he said after years of
-unsatisfied longing and ceaseless pain.
-
-There was a song that Mary used to sing, a song he loved, written by a
-man for whom and for whose writings in those youthful opinionated days
-Andrew felt a hatred that was almost fear. Yet the song dominated him,
-and in after years he would repeat it to himself with a curious fierce
-sense of possession.
-
- O brother, the Gods were good to you.
- Sleep, and be glad while the world endures.
- Be well content as the years wear through;
- Give thanks for life, and the loves and lures;
- Give thanks for life, O brother, and death,
- For the sweet last sound of her feet, her breath,
- For gifts she gave you, gracious and few,
- Tears and kisses, that lady of yours.
-
-Again across the silence he would hear Mary’s voice; again would he see
-against the evening sky her delicate pale profile and the little head
-weighted with its coils of shadowy hair; accompanying it all, the soft
-plash of the waves as they rolled over the sands beneath her window and
-the sharp salt wind which sighed foreboding things.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“No! I won’t sing any more to-night; let us talk,” said Mary.
-
-The weather had turned unkindly, a bright fire flickered on the
-hearth, while the rain outside drove and pattered against the rattling
-windows. The minister had come in “for some music” as had become his
-habit during the last weeks, but, Mary was in no mood to sing, so she
-laid the guitar aside.
-
-“You told me that you intended to criticize my sermon of yesterday,”
-said Andrew deferentially. “I gather that you altogether disagree with
-me.”
-
-Mary lit a cigarette and smiled at him, her own indulgent smile, which
-always softened the severity of her remarks. “Yes, I think your view is
-narrow, and in some respects unjust. Of course, I know it is the kind
-of sermon that is popular; and it is certainly kind to the novelists
-to abuse them from the pulpit--it increases the sale of their books so
-enormously. But that was hardly your object, was it?”
-
-“I do not know what was my object, unless it were to deliver a message
-that I felt had been entrusted to me. I do feel strongly on this
-question. It seems to me so pitiful that people should waste their time
-in reading injurious trash, when all the time there waits in silent
-patience the great company of the Immortals.”
-
-“I like Schumann’s view best. He says, ‘Reverence what is old, but
-have a warm heart also for what is new.’ Much that is new is true, and
-beautiful, and helpful.”
-
-Mary leant forward, looking eagerly through a little cloud of smoke at
-the minister.
-
-He shook his head. “A great deal is hopelessly false, and ugly and
-lowering.”
-
-“I think you overrate the influence of bad books,” said Mary. “It is
-only the great books that live; a meretricious book may have a few
-months’ popularity, and then no one reads it any more, it is forgotten
-as absolutely as we forget the smell of decaying cabbage when we have
-passed the rubbish heaps.”
-
-“But surely you will allow that there is a great badness as well as a
-great goodness. Look at those Frenchmen; you cannot say their work is
-good, but it certainly will live, because it is great.”
-
-The minister spoke earnestly. He hated that she should think him
-narrow; but he had the courage of his opinions.
-
-Mary was silent for a minute, then she looked at him and smiled, saying
-frankly:
-
-“That is true; but I believe that in all genius there must be something
-of goodness. We are all going to heaven, and De Maupassant is going
-too.”
-
-“I would like to think they are all going, but it seems to me some of
-them have much to answer for. Influence is an awful responsibility.
-I believe it is the one thing for which we shall have to give the
-strictest account.”
-
-Mary looked grave. “Do you think that people always realize when they
-have influence?”
-
-“No, not always; they do not certainly realize the extent of their
-influence. You, for instance, were you less noble-minded, might do
-incalculable harm, for you never think about the effect you produce at
-all.”
-
-“Oh, please don’t be so seriously complimentary,” she exclaimed. “To
-pose as ‘a good influence’ would be too dreadful! I should feel like
-seven curates rolled into one. Confess now, though, that you always
-thought a liking for cigarettes was the sign in a woman of moral
-obliquity, now, didn’t you?”
-
-Andrew blushed. “I have seen very little, and known few interesting
-people,” he said modestly; “none from your world.”
-
-“How far we are getting from your sermon on modern literature; that is
-what we were going to talk about.”
-
-“I spoke as I felt; I daresay I am wrong, but I can’t feel wrong yet.
-It may be that I overestimate the influence of books; but you see, in
-my case, books have been the only great influences I have known--until
-lately,” he added softly.
-
-Mary looked into the fire in silence for a few minutes, then she said:
-“Never judge a man by one book any more than you would judge him by one
-single act, but be grateful when you come across any piece of work that
-you like. It always seems to me that we render so little gratitude to
-the people who give us so much pleasure, and it must be sad for them.”
-
-She threw the end of her cigarette into the fire, and stood up, holding
-out her hand.
-
-“I must send you away, for it’s half-past ten, and we are early folk
-here.”
-
-Andrew bowed over the fair kind hand, and went back to his study at the
-Manse. Here there was no fire, no genial smell of smoke, everything was
-orderly, cold, and dull. Andrew sat down by his writing-table, and laid
-his head down on his arms. Truly the thoughts of youth are long, long
-thoughts.
-
-A sleepless night is interminable at six-and-twenty. At forty, one
-takes it as something that has to be got through, probably with the aid
-of chloral.
-
-
-V
-
-MARY
-
-There are people who can stir up the worst that is in us; that strange,
-inherent moral obliquity, which few are so happy as to be without, but
-which most of us bury under our strivings after things lovely and of
-good report. When success crowns the efforts of these moral dredgers,
-and they are generally as successful as they are persevering, they
-stand aside, apparently aghast, and proceed to cry “shame” noisily upon
-our depravity. These are they who “compound for sins they are inclined
-to” by damning, not “those they have no mind to,” but such sins as at
-the time they happen to be tired of.
-
-There are others, thank God for it, with whom intercourse is a sort
-of festival, not merely because their own outlook is so generous and
-kindly, but because they rouse what is best in one’s self. One leaves
-such friends--they are friends if you have met them once--strong and
-gay and full of belief in the infinite possibilities of life.
-
-Mary Burton was of this latter class. She made no great sacrifices, she
-enjoyed her life thoroughly, taking eagerly all pleasure that came in
-her way; but her temper was generous, her mind broad, and because she
-herself could not understand meanness, she never suspected others. She
-was seldom disappointed. It is the narrow little soul who so constantly
-encounters other narrow souls. The simple, kindly people meet with
-simplicity and kindness.
-
-Perhaps the fact that their outlook was so similar proved the great
-bond between Mary and the minister of Elgo. Their upbringing and
-environment were so absolutely dissimilar, their views of life so
-unlike, yet beyond it all and through it all sounded the same note,
-dominating the discords and making harmony.
-
-“He’s such a lovable good fellow,” Mary would say to herself. “One
-forgives him for always using shall and will in the wrong places,
-and for denying himself everything that some people think makes life
-endurable.”
-
-“She is so kind and gracious, so dignified without being haughty, so
-absolute an aristocrat in all her beautiful ways; she is a princess.
-What does it matter if she does smoke and read French novels? If she
-does it, it must be right for her.” So argued the minister, though he
-kept his own sturdy Scottish opinion with regard to the unwholesomeness
-for ordinary digestions of some of the literature which Mary affected.
-
-So the days went on and these two lovable good people saw more and more
-of one another, worshipper and worshipped, and although the parties
-mainly concerned preserved the ostrich-like blindness of people in
-their condition, the “summer visitors” of Elgo and the parish itself
-took a lively interest in their doings and waited with a somewhat
-impatient expectation of the climax.
-
-One thing struck Andrew Methven as curious: in all their many
-conversations Mary had never mentioned her husband. She talked frankly
-of her father and her brothers, of the people she had met in India, and
-of those she was in the habit of meeting in London, but of her husband,
-never. Andrew found himself wondering what manner of man Captain Burton
-had been; but it never occurred to him to try to find out anything
-about Mary or her surroundings. He never spoke of her to anyone, and
-winced if anyone spoke of her to him. About his own family and his own
-“past,” if so uneventful life can be said to have a past, he was most
-frank.
-
-“My people are what you would call ‘nice middle-class’ people, perhaps
-a little fonder of books than their sort are in England, but you have
-never met anybody of that kind except me, and you would not find them
-congenial.”
-
-Mary made a little face. “I’m sure I never spoke of anybody as a ‘nice
-middle-class person,’ I shouldn’t be such a snob, and I have met all
-sorts of people--people you would think Bohemian and terrible!”
-
-“I should like to meet literary people,” said Andrew wistfully, “but I
-suppose I never shall.”
-
-“Oh, yes, you will, and you won’t find them any more interesting than
-your Fifeshire fisher folk. Epigrams pall upon you when they form the
-staple commodity of conversation. The somewhat dingy journalist, who
-has a trick of smart talking and who poses to himself as everything
-he is not, is just as great a bore as the respectable city clerk who
-lives at Hornsey and expatiates upon its advantages. You must not
-mistake cleverness for genius. The one is often merely the result of
-environment and atmosphere. The other nearly always appears in unlikely
-and seemingly impossible places. You know what Swinburne says: ‘There
-is only one thing we may reverence, and that is genius. There is only
-one thing we may worship, and that is goodness.’”
-
-“It seems to me,” said Andrew thoughtfully, “that you reverse it. You
-reverence goodness and worship genius!”
-
-“Perhaps I do, certainly and perhaps fortunately, the one is much rarer
-than the other. The best things in life are the commonest. There are
-flowers, and children, and love, and friendship for everybody, if they
-will have them.”
-
-“And death and disillusion.”
-
-“You, turning pessimist, _Padre mio_! This will never do. You are
-too serious--far too serious. I prescribe a course of Anthony Hope
-immediately. I have the ‘Dolly Dialogues’ with me, and you must force
-yourself to appreciate them. It’s plain you have met with little real
-tragedy in your life, or you would be more cheerful.”
-
-“Have you a tragic past, that you are always gay?”
-
-Mary shivered, but she did not answer. She called to Wiggins to come
-out of the water, for it was growing cold.
-
-The minister scourged himself for four hours afterward, for he noticed
-that she was pale, and that there were shadows under her brown eyes.
-What had he said?
-
-
-VI
-
-MARY’S HUSBAND
-
-Mary had gone to play golf at St. Andrews. The minister called on Mrs.
-Urquhart anent some parish matters and she detained him, rather against
-his will, to talk of Mary and her perfections. She never spoke of her
-except as “My Miss Mary,” and it was apt to bewilder the uninitiated.
-Suddenly she asked the minister:
-
-“Does she ever talk to you of the wee girlie who was killed?”
-
-“What wee girlie? Never!”
-
-“Eh, it was just an awful thing. Sit down, Mr. Methven, and I’ll tell
-you.”
-
-“But, Mrs. Urquhart, do you think if it is so sad, and if she--Mrs.
-Burton never told me herself--that she would like----”
-
-“Tuts, sir! It’s nothing disgraceful; it’s just fearfully sad. Ye can
-only admire her the more for her courage. Well, as I was saying, she
-had a wee girlie just three years old when they all came home from
-India on long leave. Master Wiggins was the baby, and Miss Molly was
-the bonniest creature you ever saw. The Captain--a fine, free-handed
-gentleman he was, if a wee thing wild--was just wrapped up in her,
-the boys were nowhere; and he would aye go and fetch her out o’ her
-cot every evening after dinner and play, and nothing Miss Mary could
-say would stop him. Well, that August they had taken a house down in
-Cornwall to be near Miss Mary’s father. And one evening Miss Mary had
-gone to dine with an old aunt some miles off, and the Captain and a
-gentleman staying dined alone. It is thought that the Captain may have
-taken rather much champagne--he did whiles--but anyway he went and got
-Miss Molly out of bed and wrapped her in a blanket and carried her
-out-of-doors. It was no use for the nurse to say anything--he was a
-masterful gentleman, and brooked no interference. The other gentleman
-had gone to write letters in the study. Well, Miss Mary came home about
-ten, and of course went straight up to the night nursery. The little
-boys were both in bed asleep, but Miss Molly’s cot was empty, and the
-nurse told her the Captain had not brought her up to bed yet. Miss Mary
-was rather indignant, for she thought it so bad for the child, and
-went down to fetch her. But the Captain was not in the study, and the
-other gentleman had not seen him since dinner. He seemed rather alarmed
-when he heard that Miss Molly was missing, and everybody went out to
-search the garden, for they were nowhere in the house. They sought and
-sought, and nothing could they find. Then Miss Mary sent the grooms out
-with lanterns, and she and the gentleman took the carriage lamps and
-went down to the foot of the garden where the cliff went sharp down to
-the sea. There was a steep path cut in the cliff, and down this they
-went. At the bottom, lying on the hard rock, they found the Captain,
-with Miss Molly in his arms quite dead, and his back was broken. He
-lived for three days, and he died with his hand in my dear lady’s.
-She never spoke one word of reproach; but he didn’t need it, poor
-man; his grief was terrible to see, they say. He must have stumbled
-and fallen sheer over. It’s six years ago now; my young lady was only
-three-and-twenty. Eh, it was a heavy sorrow for a young thing like
-that!”
-
-Mrs. Urquhart’s voice broke, and she stopped. The minister was very
-white, he held out his hand to her, but did not speak. The Scotch
-understand each other. They have realized this great truth--that some
-things are unsayable. The minister held good Mrs. Urquhart’s hand in
-both his for two silent minutes, then he took his hat and went his way.
-
-“He’s a grand young man yon!” said Mrs. Urquhart to herself, “he’ll
-make it up till her.”
-
-But the young man in question felt that he was further off than
-ever from his divinity. The wall of unshared experience is high and
-impassable; we may break it down in places, but it stretches its gaunt
-length along life’s highway and we each of us must keep to our own
-side.
-
-
-VII
-
-“BESIDE THE IDLE SUMMER SEA”
-
-“I rather like that minister person,” said the Duke to Wiggins in his
-most patronizing voice, “he seems a decent chap.”
-
-“He is,” ejaculated Wiggins with immense conviction; “he’s a splendid
-chap--a bit Scotchy, you know, but he’s awfully kind.”
-
-“The mater likes him too, doesn’t she?”
-
-“Oh, yes. He’s always with us, you see, living next door and that. He
-knows all the best places to fish, and he can build the most splendid
-castles with moats and secret passages and no end!”
-
-The Duke turned his handsome head and smiled indulgently at Wiggins. “I
-bet he can’t shoot or play cricket much, or ride anything but a bike.
-You can’t remember father, Wiggins; he was a soldier, you know, and he
-used to say: ‘Ride straight, shoot straight, and speak the truth, and
-you’ll be a gentleman, sonny.’ An officer and a gentleman. I remember
-though it’s so long ago.”
-
-The Duke’s eyes grew soft. He had loved that big handsome father of his
-with the uncomprehending, admiring love of a little-noticed child. The
-little daughter had been everything to Captain Burton, yet the Duke
-cherished his memory and rendered him a devotion greater than that he
-gave to the mother who understood him; a devotion which Mary took care
-should never be disturbed by any word of hers.
-
-As Captain Burton lay dying he had lifted his weak arms and dragged her
-head down close to his face.
-
-“Don’t tell the boys,” he whispered. “Let them think the best of me.
-Duke is a fine chap; he’ll make it up to you. I’ve been a beast and a
-fool, but I always loved you, Mary. Promise you won’t tell the boys.”
-
-And Mary promised.
-
-The Duke was a singularly handsome boy, with grave, beautiful manners.
-He never looked untidy or slovenly. Like his mother, he wore his
-clothes in such a way that he always seemed better and more suitably
-dressed than other people. He was rather a silent person, but gave
-one the impression that he was silent from choice, not because he had
-nothing to say.
-
-He was very unmistakably a member of the “classes,” and though
-exceedingly urbane and gracious to what he was pleased to call mentally
-his “inferiors,” he was so because it would be ungentlemanly to be
-otherwise.
-
-He would gravely assist a fishwife to raise her heavy creel to her
-shoulders, and lift his cap to her with a Hyde Park flourish when
-she started on her way. But he did so because he considered it the
-duty of a gentleman to assist women--not as Wiggins would have done,
-from a friendly interest in that particular fishwife. Slim, tall, and
-aristocratic, with oval face, straight nose, and big brown eyes, the
-Duke was a noticeable boy anywhere, and Mary was immensely proud of him.
-
-He was good at most games, and quick to learn. He ferreted out a pony
-in the next village and rode about the country, to the admiration of
-the natives. He golfed on the gentlemen’s links and played a very good
-game for his age. He went fishing with the minister and Wiggins, and he
-bicycled with his mother.
-
-Since the advent of her eldest boy, it seemed to the minister that
-there was a certain remoteness about Mary. Certainly her time was very
-much taken up. The Duke required other amusements than those afforded
-by the beach, a bucket, and a wooden spade. He expected and received
-the constant companionship of his mother. On several occasions the
-minister was allowed to join their bicycling expeditions. To watch
-Mary bicycle was a never-ending wonder to him. She never seemed to go
-fast; it was only when you rode after her that you found she was hard
-to catch. The minister always wondered why her skirts never seemed to
-bunch and blow as did those of other women. He knew nothing of tailors
-as a great artistic power, but he was keenly alive to the result of
-their labors in the grace and symmetry of her appearance.
-
-The Duke also was a constant surprise, but for him the minister’s frank
-admiration was tempered by a subtle but searching discomfort in his
-society.
-
-“Do you know,” he said ruefully one day to Mary, “that the Duke makes
-me conscious of my boots, and the lack of trees to keep them on? I
-never thought of it before, but I am sure now that it has been a
-serious omission.”
-
-“The Duke is the descendant of generations of dandies, and has all
-the faults and the good qualities that belong to the class. In many
-respects the dandy is a limited person both for good and evil; certain
-social solecisms are, of course, impossible to him, but he generally
-is lacking in imagination. The Duke, for instance, is less sympathetic
-than Wiggins, but he is harder on himself also.”
-
-“Can a woman be a dandy?” inquired the minister in a tone of grave
-interest.
-
-Mary laughed. “Every woman of the world is more or less a dandy, but
-she takes the position less seriously than does a man. If in some
-directions our sense of proportion is undeveloped, it has arrived at
-perfection in matters of clothes.”
-
-“I’m glad I can only wear one sort of clothes; it saves so much
-trouble, and I should be certain to get the wrong ones.”
-
-“I think you would. Be thankful for your uniform; it is becoming!”
-
-“It’s very hot and uncomfortable in summer. I almost feel I could echo
-Wiggins in his abuse of clothing.”
-
-“Why don’t you wear flannels?”
-
-“I do for tennis, but one can’t call on one’s parishioners in flannels;
-they’d think it casual and disrespectful.”
-
-“So they would. Well, you must dree your weird!” Mary spoke lightly,
-but for the minister her last words had an ominous sound.
-
-Presently they all halted “to give the bicycles a feed” as the Duke put
-it--the fact being that they had arrived at the foot of what was for
-Fife a very steep hill. The day was hot, and they had six more miles
-to do before they reached the East Neuk, whither they were escorting
-the Duke. Grass and the shade of trees looked inviting. Mary and
-the minister decided to rest, but the energetic Duke went off on an
-exploring expedition in an adjacent wood.
-
-The minister and Mary sat quite silent for some minutes; then Mary said
-slowly:
-
-“Mrs. Urquhart told you of my great trouble six years ago. I am glad. I
-wanted you to know, and I wanted you to know that I am glad.” Her voice
-was very soft, her eyes were bent on the grass.
-
-Andrew Methven looked at her but he did not speak.
-
-She looked up a little surprised, and saw his face working strangely.
-She understood.
-
-“Don’t try to say anything,” she said, laying her hand on his arm. “You
-are sorry. You are a good friend of mine.”
-
-Somehow the touch of the little gloved hand on his arm made the
-minister lose his head. He did not attempt to hold it in his own--his
-reverence for her was too great for that--but he told her simply
-and forcibly what he felt for her. She did not try to stop him. The
-sunshine and the summer had got into her blood, and this worship that
-was offered to her was sweet and precious. There was nothing ridiculous
-in it, nothing impossible. He did not ask her to be his wife; in his
-wildest dreams of happiness he had never reckoned on the possibility
-of that. He did not ask to be anything to her; all he told her was what
-she was to him.
-
-And in the very middle of it all the Duke came back, saying:
-
-“If we are to get to the East Neuk by teatime, we’d better be off; it’s
-four already.”
-
-So they rode off, and very silent companions the Duke found them.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Seven years before in Simla, Mary had had a great success. She had been
-made much of, and had enjoyed it. Many men had made love to her, and
-she had enjoyed it. A beautiful, healthy girl accepts admiration as her
-natural right.
-
-But the men who made love to her did not enjoy it, for many of them had
-the misfortune to be serious, and although Mary accepted their flowers
-and their compliments and their devotion in her own gay, gracious
-fashion, she gave nothing in return but that gay graciousness and the
-privilege of her society.
-
-“If she were in love with that card-playing, drinking fool, her
-husband, I could understand it,” said Major Molyneux of the 42nd;
-“but she isn’t in love with him, not a bit; and yet she’s an icicle
-to every other chap. It’s not as if she were one of those cold,
-saint-in-a-shrine sort of women; she’s as human as she can be. She’s no
-fool, either. What, in heaven’s name, made her marry her husband?”
-
-“Calm yourself, my dear Molly! Calm yourself,” answered the elderly
-civilian to whom he was unburdening himself. “You have yet to learn
-that the selective faculty is latest of development in women. Most
-women, especially if they are pretty, marry before it has developed
-at all. If they are good as well as pretty, they take care it shan’t
-develop afterwards.”
-
-“Burton hasn’t even the grace to be jealous; he lets her do just what
-she pleases. He’s so mighty conceited that he never seems to think she
-may come across a man capable of understanding her.”
-
-The commissioner smiled. “I don’t think much of Burton’s intellectual
-capacity, but I do give him credit for this--he understands his wife,
-and because he understands her, he trusts her absolutely. It’s no use,
-my dear boy, Simla will never have the pleasure of discussing Mrs.
-Burton in connection with any sort of scandal; she’s not that kind!”
-
-The commissioner was right. Her husband never had reason to find fault
-with Mary, and since his death she had devoted herself to her boys and
-to the cultivation of her mind. She took it as a matter of course that
-men should fall in love with her; they always did. But her experience
-did not make her eager to investigate further the realms of marriage.
-
-Men made love to her because they wanted to possess her. She was so
-tired of hearing, “Don’t you understand? I want you for myself, for my
-very own.”
-
-Mary understood, but as yet she had felt no desire to belong to anybody
-in that exclusive fashion.
-
-Andrew Methven touched her. Here at last was the Princely Giver she
-had dreamed of, as women will dream, the man ready to give everything,
-asking only for leave to lay his homage at her feet, nothing more.
-
-When she had first met him, she set him down as one of those who are
-destined “to do something.” It was not his fate to remain an obscure
-Free Kirk minister, of that she was sure. The more she saw of him the
-more she felt the reality of the strange power that lay behind his
-apparently commonplace views of men and things. “It is there,” she said
-to herself exultingly, and now that he had made love to her in this
-strange, unusual way, she was seized with a passionate desire to take
-this man into her life, and help him to give form and substance to that
-latent force of his.
-
-So Mary dreamed dreams while she listened to the minister as he
-discoursed upon the historical interests of the East Neuk; as they rode
-home swiftly and for the most part silently; as, the Duke having gone
-to bed, she sat at the open window and watched the moonlight on the sea.
-
-Then she went and looked at the boys in their two little straight beds
-side by side. As she bent over the Duke he smiled, and threw his arm
-round her neck, murmuring sleepily, “Dear mater.”
-
-Shading the candle with her hand, she looked long and greedily at the
-sleeping children, and, like all women at such moments, the triumphant
-sense of possession swamped every other feeling.
-
-As she reached her own room and stood before her glass, she looked into
-the reflected eyes, saying: “Take ship, for happiness is somewhere to
-be had!”
-
-
-VIII
-
-THE COLONEL INTERFERES
-
-“There’s little Burton. I’ll ask him if it’s true,” ejaculated Colonel
-Colquhoun, as he noticed three or four small red-coated figures coming
-down the long slope at the far end of the gentlemen’s links.
-
-“No, not the child; I would not ask the child if I were you,
-Colquhoun.” Mr. Braid spoke earnestly, laying his hand on the colonel’s
-arm to detain him. “He may know nothing about it, you know, there may
-be nothing to know. In any case I wouldn’t ask the boy.”
-
-But Colonel Colquhoun had just made an inferior drive, he was in a
-bad temper as are many people during the royal and ancient game,
-so he bustled off, ignoring his friend’s remonstrance, toward the
-putting-green where the Duke was triumphantly holing in after a
-specially brilliant placing of his ball.
-
-The caddie shouldered the colonel’s clubs, and Mr. Braid followed more
-slowly. He felt a curious disinclination to join the little group on
-the putting-green. His own lad--just home from Fettes--was one of the
-players; he had said kind things of the pluck and perseverance of
-little Burton. Mr. Braid’s heart was tender, and he himself had not
-forgotten the moment when he first heard of a possible stepfather. He
-walked more and more slowly.
-
-The hole that the Duke and his friends were playing was the last on
-the links; the boyish figures were outlined sharply against the sky.
-Mr. Braid saw the Duke lift his cap as the colonel came up. He could
-not hear what passed, but he saw the four boys turn, and one after
-another tee their balls and drive. The colonel was left alone on the
-putting-green, where his ball was not. The caddie stood grinning, and
-the colonel cuffed his ears, declaring that the young ruffian had
-stolen his ball.
-
-Mr. Braid waited in patience till the ball was discovered in some
-distant bents, but the colonel did not again mention little Burton or
-his mother.
-
-The Duke was playing abominably. Halfway home he said: “Braid, would
-you think me an awful cad if I break up the foursome? I can’t play a
-hang.” The child’s lips were quivering, and his sunburnt cheeks looked
-white under the tan.
-
-Braid put his arm round his shoulders affectionately. “You go home,
-old chap. You’re hipped, but never mind that old beast Colquhoun, he’s
-always making mischief. Don’t you notice him.”
-
-“I didn’t--much, did I?” the Duke asked anxiously. “I hope I
-didn’t--show.”
-
-“Not you--not a bit. Here, scoot! I’ll bring your clubs.”
-
-The Duke broke into a run, and regardless of the enraged “fores” which
-sounded on every side, made straight across the links to the rocky
-shore. There he would be alone--alone with this terrible possibility
-that flashed its lurid light across his path.
-
-Once behind the rocks he sat down and sobbed, even as he did so
-wondering when he had cried before. The Duke did not “blub”--never--he
-considered tears unworthy of a man, “of an officer and a gentleman,”
-had not the father whose memory he adored once said to him: “Curse if
-you like, old man, but never cry.” So the Duke never cried, though his
-language on occasions would have surprised his mother by its forcible
-variety. Before ladies, though, “gentlemen do not swear,” so Mary
-remained in blissful ignorance of her son’s proficiency in certain
-forms of objurgation.
-
-Now, however, the Duke sobbed, great tearing, dreadful sobs that racked
-his slender body with a pain that was almost physical.
-
-The colonel had done his work. As he walked across the green to
-enlighten Duke, he had said to himself: “I’ll make it hot for Mrs.
-Burton, haughty minx; the boy’s a tartar.”
-
-Mary had found it necessary to snub the colonel on more than one
-occasion; so he no longer called her “a monstrous fine woman.” A
-fancied slight rankles in the mean and narrow soul; revenge is doubly
-sweet if one near and dear to the offender can be made the instrument
-of punishment.
-
-The Duke sat behind the rocks and sobbed until he felt sick and stupid.
-Had he not heard of that horrible institution called a stepfather? Had
-he not read only last holidays a book called “David Copperfield,”
-wherein the iniquities of such an one were set forth with terrible
-distinctness.
-
-He was not a religious child. Mary was not dogmatic in her teaching,
-she influenced more by her example and her mental attitude than by
-conscious effort. Yet here and now the boy felt that circumstances were
-too strong for him, and he prayed in a hopeless, muddled fashion that
-if his mother did this thing, God would take him to join the father she
-seemed to have forgotten.
-
-It is a mistake to think that children never come face to face with
-despair. They do, more often than the superior, omniscient grown-ups
-themselves. There is a finality about every sorrow for children, they
-cannot realize that such pain as they feel _can_ pass; they do not
-believe it. That saddest of all poets must have thought of sorrowing
-children when he wrote:
-
- We are most hopeless, who had once most hope,
- And most beliefless, who had most believed.
-
-What matter if the grief be short, its poignancy while it lasts is none
-the less acute.
-
-The Duke stopped crying, and looked at the bare wall of rock before
-him with hopeless, unseeing eyes. Then as he prayed, a great wave of
-tenderness, of longing for his mother, broke over his child soul, and
-he got up. Scrambling over the great boulder he had hidden behind, he
-set off to run home. If this amazing, this shameful news were true, he
-would set a seal on his misery, and uncertainty would be at an end. If
-it were false, the Duke set his teeth as he thought of the colonel,
-then he squared his shoulders and dropped into the swinging run which
-made him such an admirable hare at “hare and hounds.”
-
-He ran by the beach, a good three miles, and burst into their little
-sitting-room, tear-stained and breathless, just as Mary had arranged
-her writing-board on her knee.
-
-She looked up in astonishment at his somewhat noisy entrance. He still
-wore his cap in the room, before her, and his face was dirty. Who had
-seen the Duke with a dirty face since he arrived at years of discretion?
-
-“My darling boy, what has happened? Is it Wiggins? Is he hurt?” Mary
-stood up in her excitement, and the paper and envelopes were scattered
-about the floor.
-
-The Duke only looked at her, his lips trembling.
-
-“Speak, Duke, what is it? Don’t keep me in suspense.”
-
-“No one is hurt, mother, except me, and I’m only hurt in my heart.” The
-tears ran down his cheeks as he spoke. “Mother, is it true--are you
-going to marry Mr. Methven? Oh, say it isn’t true. It’s so dreadful!”
-
-Mary drew the boy to her, and sitting down she took him on her knee. He
-buried his dirty face in her neck and sobbed.
-
-“My dearest, who has said that I am going to marry Mr. Methven? Surely
-you do not suspect me of telling people--other people--before I would
-tell you such a thing as that! Oh, Duke, I thought you trusted me.”
-
-“But, mother, you might not have _told_ them, they might have guessed,
-and it’s not the not knowing that I mind, it’s--it’s--Mr. Methven!”
-
-“Dear Duke, did it never strike you as possible that I might marry
-again?”
-
-“Never! Never! You belong to Wiggins and me--and father. Have you
-forgotten father?”
-
-“No, sonny, no. I have not forgotten.”
-
-“Oh, mother, say it isn’t true, say it isn’t true, or I shall die!”
-
-Mary folded the boy closer in her arms. “It is not true, dear. Mr.
-Methven has not even asked me to marry him.”
-
-As she spoke she remembered her own words as she looked into the glass
-the night before. Her face grew very sad.
-
-“But if he did ask you, mother, you would say no? You would say no?”
-
-The Duke’s voice, husky with long crying, was very pathetic.
-
-Mary leaned back in her chair and closed her eyes. She held her boy
-very close, and her breath came quickly.
-
-“I don’t think he will ask me, dear, but if he does, I must say no, for
-his sake!”
-
-The Duke sat up and gazed at his mother in absolute amazement.
-
-“For his sake,” he repeated in a hushed, almost frightened voice. “Do
-you want to marry him, mother?”
-
-“It does not matter much what I want to do, my little son; it’s what I
-must _not_ do that we have to do with. I shall not marry Mr. Methven.
-Some day when you are a man you will realize what I have given up for
-you--and for him!” And Mary fell a-weeping with her boy clasped in her
-arms.
-
-The Duke felt her hot tears on his short-cropped hair, and he trembled;
-then, releasing himself from his mother’s arms, got off her knee and
-stood beside her, very pale and grave.
-
-“Dear!” he said solemnly, “if you want to marry this--gentleman--if it
-will make you happier, you shall. Do you hear, darling? You shall.”
-And throwing himself into his mother’s arms, they cried together. When
-it came to the point, he found that he loved his mother better--than
-himself.
-
-Presently Mary began to laugh. “Oh, Duke, Duke, how funny you are! You
-talk as if I were a little girl, as if--but it doesn’t matter--some day
-you will understand.... It’s not going to happen, Duke dear. It’s been
-a storm in a teacup. You must never listen to what ignorant people say.”
-
-“May I contradict them, politely?” asked the Duke eagerly, with an
-immense relief shining in his eyes.
-
-“Certainly, if anyone has the impertinence to speak of such a thing
-again. It is an insult to Mr. Methven and to me. Oh, Duke, there’s
-somebody coming upstairs. Quick, go and say I’ve got a headache and
-can’t see people.”
-
-It flashed across the boy’s mind that he was not very presentable
-either. However, the staircase was dark, and he shut the sitting-room
-door behind him. A tall, black-coated figure was ascending the stairs.
-
-“Mother can’t see anyone to-day, Mr. Methven; she’s got a headache.”
-
-But even as he spoke the door at the top of the stairs opened, and Mary
-said:
-
-“I’ll see Mr. Methven, sonny, but ask Mrs. Urquhart to say I am engaged
-if anyone else calls.”
-
-The sitting-room door closed behind the minister and Mary. The Duke
-went to his own room to wash his face, and to ponder over his mother’s
-words.
-
-
-IX
-
-VALE
-
-Somebody has said that women have no sense of humor. It is one of those
-knock-me-down assertions that provoke argument. The sense of humor is
-so blessed a gift, it were unjust indeed to deny its benefits to the
-larger half of humanity. The gods had bestowed it with no niggardly
-hand upon Mary. It had stood her in good stead during many a crisis;
-its divine attribute did not desert her now.
-
-There was a poetic justice in the appearance of Andrew Methven at that
-particular moment that appealed to her sense of artistic inevitability;
-and as Andrew shut the door behind him, though the tears shone wet upon
-her cheeks, she laughed.
-
-“I am sorry you have a headache,” began Andrew lamely. “Shall I go
-away?”
-
-“No, sit down; I want to talk to you. I’ve just been through a somewhat
-trying scene with the Duke, and I long that somebody should horsewhip
-Colonel Colquhoun.”
-
-“I don’t possess a horsewhip, but I have a good stout stick.” The
-minister’s manner was most unclerical as his grasp tightened on the
-weapon in question.
-
-“You do not even ask what he has done.”
-
-“He has annoyed you--that is quite enough; but I wish he was a younger
-man.”
-
-“He is not young enough to thrash, and he is not quite old enough to
-ignore; all the same, we shall have to ignore him. But, you Quixotic
-person, would you really thrash a man because I asked you to?”
-
-“If you asked me to thrash a man, I should know he well deserved
-thrashing, and I--should enjoy it.”
-
-“You’re more man than minister, after all,” said Mary, more to herself
-than to him.
-
-“Better man, better minister. Do you think I could have had any sort of
-influence over my colliers at Cowdenbeath if I couldn’t fight? I can’t
-fence, but I can box. I’ll teach the Duke, if you like.”
-
-“Why don’t you ask me what Colonel Colquhoun has done?”
-
-“Because if you want to tell me, you will tell me; and if it is
-unpleasant to you to tell me, why should you?”
-
-“It’s as unpleasant as it is necessary I should tell you, because we
-must both publicly contradict a foolish report that has got spread
-abroad in Elgo to the effect that we are to be married.”
-
-Mary did not blush as she spoke, but the minister crimsoned to the
-roots of his hair. “I am too sorry you should have been subjected to
-this annoyance. You know what my feeling for you is; you also know that
-I have not the right to ask a fisher lass to marry me. I am nothing,
-and have nothing; but you have let me lay my great love at your feet.”
-
-Mary made a little sound, half sob, half laugh, and held out her hands
-to him in a helpless, unseeing way that went to his heart. He caught
-them in his own, and looking into the dear face with purple shadows
-painted by tears under the eyes, he knew that she, too, cared.
-
-What does it avail to tell in words how these two plighted their troth,
-that was to be ever unfulfilled? The tenderest and truest of lovers
-have generally small literary value.
-
-For half an hour they went to heaven together.
-
-Then they faced realities, and Andrew asked: “Will you write to me?”
-
-Mary shook her head. “No; if we write we shall simply waste our lives
-in everlasting watching for the postman. We are very human, you and I,
-and how can we hope to be better and wiser than other people?”
-
-“You are hard,” murmured Andrew. “I can find no comfort in virtuous
-soliloquy. A letter would be something tangible.”
-
-“No, I am not hard; but I am old who once was young, and I know. As it
-is we shall have a perfect and unspoiled memory, full of tenderness
-and grace and poetry; but if we write we shall be miserable, ever
-unsatisfied, hanging, like Mahomet’s coffin, between heaven and earth.
-No; let us keep this sweet experience untarnished by impotent tears and
-regrets.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Three days after, Mary and her boys had joined some of the numerous
-uncles at a shooting-box near Kingussie. The Duke was very happy; but
-Wiggins missed his beloved sea. “I think my minister must miss me,” he
-said. “I miss him so very much; he’s such a kind man.”
-
-
-
-
-PART III
-
-CHILDREN OF THIS
-
-
-
-
-JEAN, A PORTRAIT
-
-
-She was remarkable in the first place because she never rode in a
-perambulator like other children; either she walked--on bare, shapely,
-pink feet--or her own personal attendant, Elspeth (a very tall woman
-indeed), carried her in a plaid slung over one of her broad shoulders.
-Elspeth despised the “bit barrows” of the other nurses, and was quite
-strong enough to have carried Jean’s mother as well as Jean. “She will
-go barefoot,” Elspeth would say, “till she iss seven, and when she iss
-a woman she will walk like a queen, and not like a hen!”
-
-Jean, if possible, went bareheaded as well as “barefoot,” and perhaps
-that is the reason why her hair is so abundant, so curly, so full of
-golden light that in the sunshine it almost makes you blink. Moreover,
-her eyes are big and blue. Sunshine and rain, and kind fresh winds have
-tinted her face with the loveliest warm browns and pinks; she is not
-yet five years old, and she can dance the sword dance! It is really a
-great sight to see Jean’s pink feet twinkling in and out between two
-unsheathed swords of her father’s, and he is a proud man.
-
-Yet there never was such a “girly” girl as Jean.
-
-She has an enormous family of dolls--for her adorers all bring dolls,
-and _they_ are as the sands of the sea in number--she takes a motherly
-interest in them all, both dolls and adorers, but her inseparable
-companion is one “Tammy,” an ancient and dirty-faced rag soldier; with
-arms and legs resembling elongated sausages, a square body, no feet,
-and a head shaped like a breakfast “bap.” Not an attractive personality
-to the uninitiated, but he and Jean were as Ruth and Naomi. It is
-something of a sorrow to her that the exigencies of Tammy’s figure do
-not admit of a kilt, just as she puzzled all last summer in sorrowful
-surprise that her father never once donned the uniform she so admires.
-
-Jean’s people live at a house on the Terrace, which has at the back a
-shady old-fashioned garden with a big square lawn in the centre. There
-Jean’s brothers, Colin and Andrew, played cricket, while Jean fielded
-or drilled her dolls under the trees. In the evening, after dinner,
-there would be a sound of men’s voices and an occasional thrum of the
-banjo under those same trees, and a cheerful clink of glasses, while
-men with brown faces and trim, well-set heads laughed and rejoiced in a
-coolness that concealed no malaria.
-
-Jean’s father had a reprehensible habit of bringing her, wrapped in a
-blanket, out into the garden at ten o’clock at night, when she would
-be handed about from knee to knee like a superior sort of refreshment.
-To be fetched out of bed in this fashion would have been upsetting
-to some children, but Jean, with an adorable sleepy smile, would make
-herself agreeable for half an hour or so, and when carried back and
-tucked into bed--always by her father--fell asleep again directly,
-and never seemed a scrap the worse. On such occasions she was always
-expected to sing. She never sang anything but Scottish songs--mournful
-or martial, mostly Jacobite, and her repertory was enormous. While
-other children were learning “Little Jack Horner,” or “Hey diddle
-diddle!” Jean, thanks to Elspeth, learned “Hey Johnny Cope,” or “Cam’
-ye by Athol,” and her voice was as the voice of Katherine of France,
-“broken music,” for her voice was music, and her English broken.
-Sometimes a belated passer-by would wait outside to listen in wonder to
-someone singing in the clearest baby voice:
-
- Sing Hey, my bra’ John Hielandman,
- Sing Ho, my bra’ John Hielandman,
-
-and at the end of each refrain she always kissed her father, for
-there was no one in the world to match with him in Jean’s eyes.
-She absolutely declined to sing the last verse after that day upon
-which she discovered what “hanging” meant, Colin and Andrew having
-suspended Tammy from the apple tree. At times, Jean could raise her
-voice otherwise than in song, and on that occasion the whole Terrace
-resounded with her shrieks.
-
-Next door there dwelt a very grumpy gentleman. With that easy
-confidence in a neighbor’s neighborliness generally manifested by
-people who have lived much abroad, Jean’s father, on taking up his
-quarters, had written asking permission to put some wire-netting on
-the top of the party wall to prevent cricket balls going over. To his
-immense surprise he received a curt and discourteous refusal, which
-terminated in a warning to the effect that, if balls did come over,
-there they would have to stay, as the writer would in no circumstances
-have boys running in and out of his house, and there was no back
-entrance. Of course balls went over; but Colin and Andrew found an
-unexpected ally in Mr. Knagg’s housekeeper, who threw the balls back
-again without consulting him; and Mr. Knagg felt rather aggrieved that,
-as yet, he had found no cause for complaint. Complaint in some form or
-other was as the breath of life to him; he had gone to law with so many
-of his fellow-townsmen that his society was no longer sought after, and
-his exceedingly clean steps were untrodden by strangers. He intended at
-first to complain that the banjo-playing in the garden disturbed him at
-his studies, when he happened to hear Jean sing “This iss no my plaid,”
-and somehow he gave up the idea.
-
-Colin and Andrew possessed a “mashie” each, and a game of “putting
-golf.” It was reserved for Sunday afternoons as being of a quiet and
-decorous nature.
-
-But one Sunday afternoon Andrew forgot to “putt,” and gave his ball
-a drive that lifted it high over the wall into the next garden. Now,
-the wall was too high to climb; besides, the fear of Mr. Knagg was
-upon them, and the housekeeper was out--they had seen her go. They had
-only two balls, and it was yet a long two hours off teatime. Father and
-mother were both out. They retired to consult Jean under the trees.
-
-“If he wasn’t such an old beast, I’d go and ask for it myself,” growled
-Andrew.
-
-“You wouldn’t get it if you did,” said Colin the practical.
-
-“Why shouldn’t Jean go? He’d give it to her,” suggested Andrew, who had
-noted the weakness of his sex where Jean was concerned.
-
-“Of course he would. You must go, Jean. Hurry up!”
-
-“What, all on my lonely?” exclaimed Jean in pained astonishment.
-
-“Oh, we’ll come with you to the door and ring the bell for you, and
-then cut away before he can open it. Then you ask him nicely. Come on,
-Jean!”
-
-She seldom long opposed her brothers. She had what Elspeth called a
-“tender head,” and strongly objected to having her hair pulled. Between
-them they marched her up the flagged path to Mr. Knagg’s front door,
-rang loudly, and departed precipitately.
-
-Maighda, the great deerhound who shared with Elspeth the guardianship
-of Jean, rose from amidst the company of dolls, where she had been
-reposing, and walking gravely into the front garden, jumped the iron
-fence, and joined Jean at the top of the steps.
-
-Jean clasped Tammy firmly with one arm and coiled the other round
-Maighda’s neck as the door opened rather noisily to disclose an
-irate-looking little gentleman in gold-rimmed _pince-nez_.
-
-“If you please,” began Jean, in a still, small voice, “there iss a wee
-ball-y wass putted into your garden--will I get it?”
-
-Mr. Knagg stood staring at his strange visitors, while Jean rubbed one
-pink foot over the other and Maighda sniffed at him dubiously. Tammy,
-with his customary reserve, betrayed no emotion whatever.
-
-“Come!” said Mr. Knagg shortly, holding out his hand. As Jean
-disappeared Colin and Andrew flew into the back garden and swarmed up
-an apple tree, whence they surveyed their sister’s proceedings with
-interest.
-
-“Wonder why men are so much decenter to girls than to us?” mused Andrew.
-
-“Oh, well; his housekeeper likes us best, anyway. Everyone’s got their
-cranks.”
-
-“Fore,” cried a clear little voice, and the ball fell with a soft
-“plop” at the foot of the apple tree.
-
-“She throws very well for a girl,” said Colin as he dropped onto the
-grass. “Let’s finish the game.”
-
-“What do you mean by ‘fore’?” asked Mr. Knagg.
-
-“Heads, you know,” said Jean; but her host was more puzzled than ever,
-for he had not even a bowing acquaintance with the royal and ancient
-game. They stared at each other in silence for a minute, then Jean,
-remembering that one of the most important precepts of her clan was to
-accept no service without rendering some return, said shyly: “Will I
-sing you a song?”
-
-“Pray do!” exclaimed Mr. Knagg; and his eyeglasses flew off his nose,
-he frowned so hard.
-
-“My love’s in Germanie--send him hame! send him hame! My love’s in
-Germanie--send him hame!” Jean only sang three verses. Elspeth never
-taught her the last two, and when the last notes full of longing had
-died away, she added cheerfully: “But he iss at home just now.”
-
-“Who is?”
-
-“My father. Nearly all my songs iss about father.”
-
-“Really!” ejaculated Mr. Knagg, and blew his nose noisily. “So that’s
-Scotch?”
-
-“All my songs iss Scottish. I promised Elspeth, and I will know them
-all some day. Goot-bye!” and Jean, settling Tammy more comfortably on
-her arm, prepared to depart. As she spoke she had lifted her face to be
-kissed, and Mr. Knagg kissed her.
-
-“He iss a dull man,” said Jean confidentially to Colin; “but he was
-douce enough to me.”
-
-The man in question sat in his favorite chair and read his Sunday
-newspaper upside down. It was thirty-five years since he had kissed a
-child!
-
-Colin and Andrew were at school, father and mother had gone out in the
-dog-cart, taking Maighda with them for the run, Elspeth was ironing
-frocks, and Jean entertaining Tammy and all the dolls at tea on the
-lawn. Suddenly she threw back her head and listened--no one had such
-quick ears as Jean--the color rushed to her face, and she scampered
-across the grass, round by the side of the house, and out at the garden
-gate; bareheaded, with flying rosy feet, she raced to the end of the
-terrace, and as she ran the sound which so excited her grew louder. It
-was the pipes!
-
-Would she find “the regiment,” she wondered? Had it come to show what
-Elspeth called “this wee stuck-up bit towney” what real John Hielandman
-were like? Jean pictured the frowning castle and windy Esplanade, the
-steep, stony street, flanked by tall grey houses, down which “the
-regiment” “in tartan plaid and philabeg” swept with swinging steps.
-That was the setting in which she knew her father’s men. How would they
-look in this trim Southern town? And would she dare to stop them to ask
-after her friends?
-
-No, it was not a march the piper was playing, and very soon she
-discovered that there was no regiment--only a solitary piper playing
-the “Keel Row,” with a crowd of unkempt children following him.
-
-Jean pushed in among the children, who made way for this hatless,
-shoeless person in some astonishment.
-
-“He iss not the ‘Forty-second,’ nor the ‘Gordons,’ nor the ‘Seaforth,’”
-said Jean to herself, “and why will he wear two tartans?” Then, pulling
-at the piper’s kilt, she cried shrilly, above the skirl of the pipes:
-“Can you play ‘Oran an Aoig’?”
-
-The piper took the chanter out of his mouth, and smiled down at the
-eager, upturned face, asking: “_Wot_, my dear?”
-
-“‘Oran an Aoig,’” repeated Jean eagerly.
-
-“Sorry I cawn’t oblige you, but I never ’eard tell of that toon,” and
-the “Keel Row” sounded with renewed and aggressive vigor.
-
-Jean loosed her hold of the kilt and turned to go. There was something
-uncanny in the speech of this piper, and as she looked more closely,
-a certain incongruity in his uniform which chilled and disappointed
-her. The children, however, having recovered from their surprise at her
-sudden appearance in their midst, decided to have some fun with Jean,
-and she speedily discovered that to be the only shoeless person in a
-heavily shod crowd is to be in a most unpleasant minority. Also, she
-had never been alone in the street before.
-
-Mr. Knagg heard the pipes on his way home to lunch, and having the
-greatest abhorrence of all street noises, holding that they were, every
-one, “disturbing to the peace of His Majesty’s lieges,” was hurrying
-across the road to expostulate with the perpetrator of this new outrage
-upon his ears, when he caught sight of a familiar shining in the very
-middle of that rabble of children. He laid about him with his white
-cotton umbrella, presently emerged from the crowd, bearing a very
-tearful Jean in his arms, and hailed a cab. The cab and the dog-cart
-drove up to Jean’s door at the same moment. Mr. Knagg left Jean on the
-pavement and stalked into his house.
-
-“I said he was a douce man,” sobbed Jean, in the safe shelter of her
-father’s arms; “but it wass a pittence piper, not one of ours at all.”
-They say that she felt the deception even more than the bruises on her
-toes. Her father never managed to thank Mr. Knagg though he called
-three times.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“Of course the master’s gone to the war with the regiment. He only got
-six months’ leave, after all, and Miss Jean talks and sings about him
-all day long, and the mistress just listens. But she says if Master
-Colin and Master Andrew were older, she’d send them, too; for there’s
-aye been some of our family for the men to follow.” Elspeth left
-Mr. Knagg’s housekeeper standing at the wire fence, for she “never
-encouraged clash.”
-
-In the wintry days her neighbors saw less of Jean, as play in the
-garden was impossible. But even then the pink feet splashed bravely
-through the puddles and over the wet stones.
-
-One evening about six, just as Mr. Knagg was turning into the Terrace,
-a newspaper boy, shouting with raucous voice, proclaimed: “Serious
-British Reverse!” “’Ighland regiment trapped and cut to pieces!” The
-old gentleman darted across the road, crying: “Stop that infernal din,
-and I’ll buy every rag you’ve got! Don’t come down here again, mind!”
-
-He hurried down the Terrace with a great bundle of pink papers under
-his arm. Just outside his own house he paused and looked up. Jean’s
-nursery window was open at the top, the curtains were not drawn, and
-the room was full of rosy light. Suddenly a child’s voice soared into
-the stillness:
-
- He’s as brave as brave can be;
- Send him hame, send him hame!
- He’s as brave as brave can be;
- Send him hame!
-
-Mr. Knagg took off his hat and bent his head.
-
-
-
-
-THE DOLL’S-HOUSE FLAGS (1917)
-
-
-To begin with the youngest.
-
-“Me an’ the war’s the same age,” said Jasper, for Jasper was born on
-August 4th, 1914.
-
-Perhaps that was why he manifested such a decided and independent
-disposition almost from his earliest months.
-
-It may have been that everybody was so busy he was more thrown upon his
-own resources than are babies in more leisurely times. But whatever the
-reason, he ran about when he was one, talked fluently--if in somewhat
-impressionistic fashion--when he was eighteen months old, and by the
-time he was two he had attained very definite characteristics.
-
-Barbara came next, four long years older than Jasper. She had a round,
-rosy face and kind brown eyes that readily filled with tears, and her
-little heart overflowed with love and pity for the wounded.
-
-Alison was quite old when war broke out. She could remember times when
-sweets “were nothing so very much--everybody eat them,” when “gentlemen
-often had _two_ eggs for breakfast and lots of other things as well,”
-when “Mummy could buy anything she liked in shops, and nearly everybody
-had motors.”
-
-Alison was six when Jasper was born.
-
-Tall and pale was Alison, with straight black hair that reached her
-waist. She took the war very seriously indeed, and was implacable in
-her conviction that nothing else mattered. She was even rather shocked
-that mummy could take comfort in the thought that it would probably be
-over before Jasper was old enough to join up.
-
-Then there was George.
-
-He was an American and the same age as Alison and lived quite near,
-though after the unfriendly fashion of London, they might never have
-known him but that it happened his mummy and theirs worked at the same
-hospital.
-
-He was an “only,” and when they first knew him went as a day boy to
-a preparatory school quite a long way off; but as time went on and
-transport of every kind became more crowded and difficult, he came to
-do lessons with Alison and Barbara.
-
-Nothing made Barbara so happy as to be allowed to visit the “dear poor
-ones” in the hospital where mummy worked; but when she first saw the
-blind soldiers from St. Dunstan’s and they were explained to her, it
-seemed as though she really could not bear the knowledge. The children
-lived on the south side of Regent’s Park, and Nannie always took them
-there for their walks.
-
-“Will they never be able to see?” she would ask piteously.
-
-“I fear not in this life,” was Nannie’s invariable answer.
-
-“Not anything? Ever?”
-
-“Nothing at all. But they are very brave, Miss Barbara; _they_ don’t
-cry.”
-
-For days after when Barbara met them in Regent’s Park, her mouth would
-go down at the corners, and though she did not actually cry she was,
-as nurse said, “queer and quiet” for a long time afterward. Their
-inexorable doom weighed on her little soul, and even her serene faith
-in a kind God and protecting angels and the “tender Shepherd” of her
-prayers was somewhat shaken that such a cruel thing could be. Ah! if
-they could only have met _Him_! He would have “touched their eyes”
-and all would have been well. Perhaps some day---- In the meantime
-the fairies--and she believed in them as firmly as in the heavenly
-hierarchy itself--came to her aid, and by some process of reasoning she
-decided that the blinded soldiers were under an enchantment. That a
-wicked ogre, a German ogre, had taken away their sight (even as trolls
-and cruel step-mothers and evilly disposed fairies blinded her favorite
-heroes in the “Tales from the Norse”), but that some day a kind fairy
-or wise, friendly beast would put them in the way of getting their eyes
-back again. Surely among all the animals in the Zoo there would be one
-who knew exactly under what tree in the Park the healing dew might be
-found.
-
-She never spoke of the St. Dunstan’s men as blind, but as the “poor
-enchanted ones,” to distinguish them from the “dear poor ones” of the
-hospital, and she would never speak of “Blindman’s Buff,” but always of
-“Enchanted Buff.”
-
-Jasper had learned to salute and was immensely proud of himself. Every
-man in khaki or hospital blue that came in his way, from brass-hats to
-the most newly joined recruits, received his respectful and ecstatic
-salutation. Two-foot-six in a white Persian lamb coat and white gaiters
-would stand rigidly to attention and bring up a diminutive hand clad in
-a white glove smartly to his forehead. If the man he desired to honor
-happened to be in hospital blue, he then kissed his hand to express
-affection as well as respect. When the warrior in question perceived
-Jasper he invariably returned the courtesy with _empressement_.
-Generals were most punctilious in this matter, and when Jasper saw
-one coming he would trot forward, plant himself firmly in the line
-of vision of the eyes under the brass hat, and, rosy and triumphant,
-wait till Nannie came up, announcing proudly: “I t’luted ’im _and_ he
-t’luted me.”
-
-Everyone smiled upon Jasper. He was so small and round and earnest,
-and his absurd hair curled around the edge of his cap in the most
-entrancing fashion. He knew he was popular and enjoyed it amazingly.
-
-Therefore was he surprised and chilled when one day, having as usual
-trotted ahead of Nannie, he stopped opposite two blue soldiers resting
-on a seat in the park and they took not the slightest notice of him.
-
-They seemed to be looking right at him as he stood at salute, but they
-neither “t’luted,” nor did they smile or speak.
-
-Jasper kissed his hand.
-
-Still no response.
-
-He kissed his hand, and blew the kiss right at them.
-
-Puzzled, he looked from one to the other. They weren’t asleep. Their
-eyes were wide open, and their faces kind and patient, but they didn’t
-seem a bit glad to see him.
-
-They just took no notice--no notice at all. And Nannie came up with the
-pram.
-
-“I t’luted ’em,” he said in rather trembling tones, quite unlike his
-usual strong treble, “but they don’t seem to like me.”
-
-“Eh, what?” said one of the men suddenly. “What’s that?”
-
-Nannie said something hurriedly in a low voice. “He’s only two and a
-bit,” she added. Then, “It’s too cold for you to be sitting there. Have
-you lost your bearings?”
-
-“That’s about it,” said the man who had first spoken. “Perhaps you’ll
-put us on our way. It’s time we were getting back.”
-
-“We’ll go with you. Give him your hand, dear, and bring him along.”
-
-“I _did_ t’lute ’em,” Jasper said again, feeling that an important
-ceremony had somehow been scamped.
-
-Both the men stood up, and the one who had spoken to Nannie jogged his
-friend with his elbow, saying: “And so do we salute you, young man,”
-and they both did.
-
-The man put down his hand and touched the top of Jasper’s Persian lamb
-cap, and laughed:
-
-“What a big man!” he said.
-
-And hand in hand they followed Nannie to St. Dunstan’s.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“Now you know what it’s like for the poor enchanted ones,” Barbara
-said, taking her hands from Jasper’s eyes.
-
-Jasper looked very solemn. “Poor ’chanted ones,” he echoed; “I’ll
-t’lute ’em and kiss my hand _and_ kirtsey ne’st time I meet ’em.”
-
-“You talk to them, my dear,” said sensible Nannie; “they’ll like that
-better than all your salutin’s.”
-
-This Jasper was most ready to do at great length in his little high
-voice that the poor enchanted ones came to recognize a long way off.
-But all the same he never failed to “t’lute and kiss his hand _and_
-kirtsey.” No signs of respect and affection could be too much, Barbara
-said.
-
-“It’s the worst thing of all, so we must love them most.”
-
-Fairies and angels were inextricably mixed up in Barbara’s mind, and
-when her mother came to kiss her good-night on Christmas Eve, she
-murmured sleepily: “I simply can’t ’astinguish between God and Father
-Christmas, so I mus’ just let it alone.”
-
-Even the toys were much affected by the war. Jasper’s Teddy Bear wore
-an expression not unlike the pathetic puzzled look of his brethren
-in the Mappin Circle, now that nobody threw them buns, sat they on
-their tails never so pleadingly. Alison had made him the brassard of a
-special constable, and he always wore it when he went out with Jasper
-in the pram. The lady dolls had all become V.A.D.’s or bus conductors
-or window-cleaners, and one quite recent acquisition was a land girl.
-
-As for the doll’s house, it wore a martial yet festive air, for the
-flags of all the allies were stuck in a tight band of string with which
-Alison had bound it thrice just under the roof.
-
-It was not a new doll’s house. In fact as doll’s houses go it was
-almost venerable. It had belonged to grannie’s mother, and was built in
-the early part of Queen Victoria’s reign. Unlike modern doll’s houses,
-it did not open in front. In front it was square and solid, with two
-large windows on either side of the door, which had glass panels, and
-actually opened and shut, and there were three oblong windows on the
-next floor. The roof was made of real little slates, with chimneys at
-either end of it. The ground floor was a shop, with two black counters
-that could be taken out and dusted, and the walls were fitted with
-innumerable shelves and cupboards. It was a silversmith’s shop, and
-on the brass plates under the windows were, on one, “David Strachan,
-Silversmith and Jeweler,” on the other, “By Appointment to Her Majesty
-Queen Victoria.” By which it could be seen that it was a Scottish
-jeweler’s shop, for nobody called “Strachan” could be of any other
-nationality. Moreover, there were tiny toddy-ladles of various sizes
-among the stock-in-trade.
-
-Daddy used to tell the children an entrancing serial story about the
-inhabitants of this wonderful house, whereof most of the plenishings
-remained in their original form, though Mr. and Mrs. Strachan, the two
-shop assistants, and the baby, had been renewed from time to time,
-but always as nearly as possible resembling their predecessors. Thus
-it came about that Mr. Strachan had side-whiskers--daddy painted them
-himself--a stock and peg-top trousers, and Mrs. Strachan a crinoline
-and an amazingly slender waist; while Jenny, the maid, who slept in
-a box-bed in the kitchen, had a mob-cap and always wore her sleeves
-rolled up. The bedroom of Mr. and Mrs. Strachan was much bemuslined,
-and the parlor had green rep chairs and a round table.
-
-“It’s all of our doll’s house,” Barbara used to say. “It doesn’t belong
-to anyone partickler. Grannie said so.”
-
-“George’s, too,” Jasper always added. He couldn’t bear George to be
-left out of anything.
-
-And perhaps because George was an American he was a little less on his
-dignity than an English boy of the same age. He didn’t despise girls,
-he treated them in a comradely fashion that Alison and Barbara greatly
-appreciated. And Jasper adored him, for George realized that a person
-might be not quite three, with nether garments so abbreviated as to
-be almost indistinguishable from petticoats, with woolly gaiters and
-shoes so small they refused to make a martial tramp, however much one
-tried--and yet the said person might possess the most boyish soul in
-the world.
-
-Therefore was George made free of the doll’s house, and assisted Alison
-with the serial story which she had taken over since that day, early
-in the war, when daddy went with his Territorial battalion to France.
-
-It was on New Year’s Day in 1917 that George brought Alison the
-American flag for the doll’s house. It was a beautiful little silk one,
-and he had selected it himself at Selfridge’s.
-
-“I’d like Mr. Strachan should have it,” he said. “We want the allies to
-win. You bet we do.”
-
-But Alison shook her head. “I’m sorry,” she said. “I hate not to take
-it--I’ll have it myself if you like, but it can’t go on the house. Not
-yet it can’t. America’s not in, you see.”
-
-“After all,” said George, “we’ve done a good bit, haven’t we? Look at
-my dad--he’s been driving an ambulance--he gave it himself--ever since
-the beginning of the war, and he’s been wounded.”
-
-“I know,” Alison answered, “I know all that, but”--and her grave
-little face was set like a flint--“you’re not in it yet, you’re not
-_fighting_, and only countries that are fighting _with_ us can have
-their flags on the doll’s house. Mr. Strachan’s most partickler about
-that. My daddy’s been wounded twice.”
-
-“Wouldn’t he have it at the back?” Barbara suggested. She couldn’t bear
-people to be hurt, and George looked very much hurt.
-
-“No, thank you,” he said haughtily. “If it can’t be put with the
-others, you needn’t have it at all. It’s a great flag.”
-
-“I know,” said Alison, “and I’m awfully sorry. Mr. Strachan would love
-it the minute you’re really in ... but till you are----”
-
-“We’re in right enough,” George said bitterly, “in up to the neck.
-Mother says so. It’s only the President hasn’t said ‘Go’ yet--you know
-what Governments are, ‘waiting and seeing,’ and all that rot. Look at
-your own! And everybody getting killed all the time.”
-
-“I know,” Alison said. “But that’s what makes the difference. We _are_
-getting killed, all the time, even here in London.”
-
-George put the little flag in his pocket. “I came to wish you a happy
-New Year, Alison,” he said with an effort to speak pleasantly. “I’ll
-have to get you something else. There’s some little silver things for
-the shop for you, Barbara, and a machine-gun for Jasper. Perhaps the
-partickler Mr. Strachan wouldn’t mind having that on his roof to fire
-at the Huns when they come over.”
-
-“Won’t you let me keep the flag?” Alison asked. “Then if ever
-America....”
-
-“If ever,” George interrupted scornfully. “That’s all you know about
-it. If you’ll wait you’ll jolly well see this time. And you won’t wait
-long!”
-
-But he kept the flag in his pocket; and that night he put it in an
-envelope to keep it clean.
-
-George was right. She didn’t have to wait so very much longer, for on
-April 6th, America declared war on Germany, and he appeared directly
-after breakfast waving a Stars and Stripes large enough to have covered
-the doll’s house like a tablecloth, so they hung it out of the nursery
-window instead, and Jasper “t’luted” it when he went out in his pram.
-And Alison got the little flag from George and put it between that of
-England and France on the doll’s house, and he further presented the
-Strachans with two little khaki gunners to man the gun on the roof, for
-there were rumors to the effect that London would get it particularly
-hot that summer. The Huns were so angry about America.
-
-That very morning great-uncle Jasper came to see the children, and gave
-each of them, including George, a bright new half-crown.
-
-Jasper was much pleased with his, and refused to be parted from it
-even after Nannie had dressed him to go out. He declared he would hold
-it exceedingly tight and not “jop” it. Nannie had taken him with her
-down to the kitchen to get the list of wanted groceries from cook,
-and before you could say “knife” he had raced into the scullery,
-mounted a chair, and thrust the new half-crown down into one of the
-divisions of the knife-machine, proclaiming triumphantly that it was
-“a bid money-box.” And there the half-crown remains to this day unless
-somebody has been demobilized who understands Kent’s knife-machines.
-
-Nannie hated to take Jasper to shops instead of the Park, but she
-had to do it sometimes because things had to be got and there was no
-one else to fetch them; besides, the “pram was handy for parcels.”
-He thoroughly enjoyed these expeditions and certainly cheered up the
-shopping of other people.
-
-That morning when they arrived at the grocer’s there was the usual
-tired, cross-looking throng of housewives bearing string bags,
-irascible old gentlemen with leather ones, and the inevitable slate
-with the restrictive announcement: “No Matches. No Jam. No Bacon. No
-Tea. No Cheese. No Lard.”
-
-“Tut, tut,” muttered Nannie. “No cheese again!”
-
-“No tzeeze adain,” Jasper instantly repeated, but in ringing tones that
-might have indicated glorious news, and everybody laughed.
-
-“Bless his heart,” said Nannie when she got home, “he does his bit as
-well as anybody.”
-
-Alison was always ready enough to take care of Jasper, and was
-thoroughly trustworthy as regards letting no harm befall him; but she
-looked upon such “minding” in the light of “war work,” and her methods
-were somewhat austere.
-
-She was annoyed that he should constantly interrupt mummy when she
-read aloud the latest war news from _The Times_ by frivolous calls for
-admiration of his clock-work rabbit, and that mummy never failed to
-respond. And Alison was positively shocked that he could go on playing
-absorbedly with the said rabbit even when mummy read to them a letter
-from daddy in France.
-
-She forgot that, for Jasper, daddy was chiefly known as a picture in
-a frame that stood on a table by mummy’s bed, whereof he kissed the
-glass, making a smudge on it, every night when he had said his prayers;
-whereas the familiar rabbit was furry and comforting to carry, and went
-across the floor in a succession of exciting hops when it was wound up.
-
-After all, Jasper was but a very little boy.
-
-As for Barbara, she followed where Jasper led. Barbara was no sort of
-use for minding. Yet she could devise most delightful games, and gave
-dolls’ tea-parties when all the vanished delicacies that used to grace
-such festivities before the war appeared again. So lavish was she with
-chocolate éclaires and cream buns and “white and pink sugar cakes” that
-Alison, the conscientious, was moved to expostulate, exclaiming: “What
-about the rationing, Barbara?”
-
-“There’s no war in fairyland,” Barbara answered serenely, “and this is
-a fairy tea, so you can have as many lumps of sugar as ever you like.”
-
-Jasper was a cause of anxiety at these functions, because he _would_
-put a whole plate in his mouth at once. The V.A.D. doll fell over
-backward, she was so shocked. Such voluptuous gastronomic joys as
-chocolate éclaires and cream buns woke no responsive thrill in Jasper’s
-breast, for he had never either seen nor tasted one or the other, so
-when called upon to pretend to eat something, he seized the nearest
-thing of handy size.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The children’s house had a basement, but George’s mother lived in a
-beautiful Willet house that had none, so that autumn he and his mother
-and their maids used to run over “to spend the raid” with Jasper’s
-household when the first maroons sounded.
-
-After the Zeppelin raids the doll’s house had been brought down from
-the nursery to a room in the basement where there was a gas fire,
-and the children used to play with it and enact many thrilling dramas
-while the raids were going on. As George had prophesied, London got it
-particularly hot during the harvest moon of 1917, with five raids in
-eight nights.
-
-They had all just got back from a holiday in the country and, with the
-exception of Barbara, who was gun-shy and hated the noise, they really
-felt the strain far less than the grown-ups.
-
-Jasper usually slept most of the time in his mother’s arms, but after
-a particularly loud crash would rouse himself to murmur with sleepy
-complacency: “That was a good one. We got ’em that time.”
-
-But Barbara, when the barrage was unusually deafening and prolonged,
-remarked rather piteously: “How it must ’asturb the poor angels!”
-
-It was during the very last raid of all, in May of the following
-year, that something happened to the doll’s house. It was on a Sunday
-night, and the maroons didn’t start till eleven o’clock. George and
-his household hurried over as soon as he had got some clothes on, and
-Jasper woke up and was very talkative and cheerful. Arrayed in a blue
-dressing-gown and bed-shoes, he ran about the room, interfering with
-George and his sisters in their arrangement of the Strachan family, and
-shouting lustily in concert with the louder crashes.
-
-He wasn’t often allowed to touch the interior of the doll’s house,
-for his methods were too Bolshevist, and he was inclined to instigate
-conduct wholly opposed to the characters of so _douce_ and respectable
-a family.
-
-That night Barbara insisted that Jeannie, the maid, and the baby should
-take refuge under one of the counters, while Mr. and Mrs. Strachan and
-the shop assistants crouched behind the other.
-
-It happened that just then Jasper had developed a mania for collecting
-smooth, round stones, and Alison had suggested he should form an
-ammunition dump to supply the Strachans’ machine-gun. This dump he
-was allowed to build near the stumpy little low oak table on casters
-that had supported the doll’s house from the time it was first built.
-Mummy had carefully explained to him that he must on no account throw
-the stones _at_ anything, because Jasper came of three generations of
-left-hand bowlers, and had already shown that he could throw a ball in
-the direction he wanted it to go. So far he had never thrown a stone
-either at things or people, for he was a kind little soul and no more
-disobedient than the generality of small boys of three. But he carried
-a stone in his hand all day long unless Nannie discovered it and took
-it from him. He liked the feel of it, its smoothness, its roundness,
-its vast potentialities.
-
-That night he had been shooed away from the doll’s house half a dozen
-times, for Alison and George were absorbed in a thrilling play in which
-the Strachans captured a German spy who was guiding enemy air-craft by
-means of forbidden lights.
-
-Just as the “Archies” were barking their loudest, and an unmistakable
-bomb dropped somewhere, Jasper, on the other side of the room, gave a
-whoop and let fly the stone he had in his left hand straight at the
-doll’s-house roof. It took one of the wooden chimneys broadside on
-and broke it clean off, narrowly missing the massed heads of his two
-sisters and George, which were luckily almost inside the house absorbed
-in the spy drama.
-
-It also cracked some of the neat little slates on the roof.
-
-There was a general consternation and excitement, and Jasper scurried
-across the room to secure another stone from the dump, when he would
-have undoubtedly had a shot at the other chimney had not Nannie caught
-him and held him tight.
-
-Then it was that Alison astonished her family, for instead of demanding
-instant and condign punishment for her destructive little brother, she
-danced about the room and burst into poetry, shouting at the top of her
-voice:
-
- The Strachans are in the War Zone, their house has been hit,
- They’ve caught a bad spy and they’re all done their bit.
-
-“She’s a most onaccountable child, Miss Alison,” said Nannie to cook
-next day; “she was actually sorry that the stone didn’t go right
-through the roof, an’ you’d have thought she’d have gone on ever so ...
-anyway, it kept them from caring much about the raid.”
-
-
-
-
-CONCERNING CHRIS AND EASTER (1916)
-
-
-Easter is the only girl, a sort of happy afterthought at the end of
-a long family of five boys, with six years between her and her next
-brother.
-
-Chris is the only precious child, born after a good many years of
-marriage to devoted and adoring parents.
-
-Easter doesn’t think much of boys. They are common as blackberries in
-her family and she is keenly sensible of her own distinction in having,
-as she puts it, “chosen to come as a girl.”
-
-Thus it came about that her mental attitude struck Chris with something
-of a shock; not wholly unpleasant; stimulating; the tingle of
-resentment tempered by a thrill of amused surprise. It was so odd and
-new to meet anyone who felt like that.
-
-Besides, till he came to live in Easter’s village he had been rather
-lonely, and she supplied a felt want. Especially had this been so
-in the last two bewildering years, for his parents had seemed less
-absorbed in him than was quite dutiful. And for the last year his
-father had vanished altogether to that mysterious place that swallowed
-up so many pleasant and familiar folk; that overshadowing, omnipotent,
-vastly extending region known as “the front.”
-
-Easter, on her part, welcomed the society of Chris. She, too, was
-lonely by reason of the very same cause as Chris. Little girls were
-scarce in that village and Easter’s mother was busy all day long with
-war work of one sort and another, and owing to the same cause Chris’s
-governess, Miss Radley, only gave him her society during the bare hours
-of lessons, which lessons had for some time been shared by Easter.
-
-Now Easter was much better at lessons than Chris; much quicker, in
-most things far more intelligent and receptive. Only in arithmetic did
-Chris shine, and in this subject he had soared away from Easter and did
-abstruse calculations in the end of the book all by himself with Miss
-Radley.
-
-Easter was born on an Easter Day, and this year she was eight years
-old. Chris was born on Christmas Day, and last Christmas he was eight.
-Therefore, in spite of his prowess in arithmetic, he maintains that he
-is a year older than Easter.
-
-“Weren’t you born in 1908?” he demands sternly.
-
-“Ye-es,” answers Easter, “on an Easter Sunday. They _were_ so pleased.”
-
-“And I,” says Chris, “was born in 1907. Take seven from eight and what
-remains?”
-
-“One, but it isn’t a real, whole one,” Easter objects.
-
-No one knows this better than Chris, but he stoutly maintains: “A
-year’s a year, and you’re either born in it or you’re not--so there.”
-
-However, in spite of this and many other differences of opinion, they
-had decided to get married when they came to what Easter’s nurse calls
-“a suitable age.”
-
-As a rule Chris follows blindly where Easter leads, giving in to her
-stronger will and considerably stronger body, though not always without
-protest.
-
-Easter is tall for her age and very muscular. She has a gentle,
-early-Victorian, regularly featured, delicately tinted face, with a
-high forehead, abundant curly, fair hair, and large pathetic blue
-eyes that are entirely misleading. In fact, her appearance is as
-unlike her real character as it is possible for such an extremely
-agreeable exterior to be. She looks all softness and gravity and gentle
-melancholy. Whereas she is a ruthless and determined young person
-who cares nothing for “moral suasion” and less for punishments and
-penalties, provided she gets her own way.
-
-Chris, on the contrary, is soft-hearted and easily ruled through his
-affections. He would rather not be disobedient and troublesome unless
-such breakings of the law are expressly commanded by Easter.
-
-But to be called a “muff” is more than he can bear, and rather than
-Easter should think this of him he will offend his whole dynasty of
-friends.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Chris and Easter were sitting under a hedge brilliant with scarlet hips
-and cloudy with “traveler’s joy.” The hedge topped a fairly steep
-bank, with a ditch full of muddy water at the bottom of the bank.
-
-A heated argument was in progress as to the names of their eight
-daughters. Easter had already chosen the names, and they ran as
-follows: Irene, Semolina, Rosalind, Majorca, Minorca, Vinolia, Larola,
-and Salonica. Chris objected to Semolina and Vinolia.
-
-“I hate semolina,” he observed gloomily, “almost as bad as I hate rice.”
-
-“But it sounds so much nicer.”
-
-“And Vinolia, too--greasy stuff you smear on chapped legs.”
-
-“It’s got a lovely smell,” said Easter.
-
-“And why,” demanded Chris, who was in a bold and captious mood, “should
-there be eight of ’em? Why can’t there be some boys?”
-
-“I won’t have boys, I tell you,” Easter declared firmly. “Girls are far
-prettier.”
-
-“_Are_ they?” asked Chris incredulously. “I’ve never seen any pretty
-ones.”
-
-Instead of asking “Where are your eyes?” Easter said huffily, in
-life-like imitation of nurse: “That’s as it may be. Anyway they wear
-far prettier clothes.”
-
-“You don’t,” Chris pointed out.
-
-Easter looked down at her extremely short and faded navy-blue skirt,
-at her long legs stuck out in front of her, at her muddy boots, at the
-large hole in the knee of her stocking. Save for the said skirt she
-was dressed almost exactly like Chris, in muffin cap, reefer and brass
-buttons.
-
-“Sometimes I do,” she maintained; “but anyway, Irene, Semolina, and
-Rosalind, and Majorca, and Minorca, and Vinolia, and Larola, and
-Salonica will all have lovely frocks, silk ninon, with sashes. Chris,
-they’ll be perfectly sweet, and we’ll make them walk two and two in
-front of us to church.”
-
-“I tell you,” Chris declared, unmoved by this entrancing vision, “that
-I don’t _want_ so many daughters. I don’t like them, I don’t want ’em
-and I won’t have ’em.”
-
-“Then,” Easter ejaculated in breathless tones that should have warned
-him, “I shan’t marry you.”
-
-“I don’t care,” the callous Chris announced. “The country wants men. I
-heard my daddy say so the last time he was home. There’s far too many
-women as it is. They can’t fight.”
-
-“Can’t they?” the indignant Easter exclaimed ironically, and giving
-Chris a vigorous and wholly unexpected push, rolled him down the steep
-bank and into the ditch with a mighty splash; and then, adding insult
-to injury, she dug her heels into the wet grass, and taking off with
-skill and surety, jumped over his prostrate body on to the road,
-whereupon she ran away, laughing derisively.
-
-Chris got most uncommonly wet, for the bottom of the ditch was slimy
-and soft. Even after he had struggled to his feet they slipped about
-and sank in far over the tops of his boots. And when he did manage to
-scramble up the bank to the road, he certainly looked a deplorable
-object, covered with mud and green slime and with water oozing from
-every bit of him. He stamped his feet and rubbed them on the wet grass
-that bordered the road without much visible betterment.
-
-There was no going back through the village in such a plight, so
-he climbed the first five-barred gate he saw and started on a long
-cross-country journey that was to bring him home by unfrequented ways.
-He found the unfrequented ways, for he didn’t meet a soul, but he lost
-his bearings altogether. The wind got up and there followed cold, gusty
-showers of rain and hail. He felt chilled and miserable and dreadfully
-tired. Field after field he traversed and yet found no familiar
-landmarks, till, having toiled uphill over a heavy ploughed field, he
-reached a road that stood fairly high, and below him on the far horizon
-he recognized the square tower of his own church. He plodded on and on
-till at last he trotted wearily up his own drive, and there he saw that
-not only Miss Radley but the three maids were all gathered on the steps
-of the front door. The moment Miss Radley saw him she ran toward him,
-exclaiming:
-
-“Oh, Chris! Where _have_ you been? We were getting so anxious. Do you
-know it’s half-past five? My dear boy, how wet you are! Come in and get
-changed at once.”
-
-The maids went back into the house when they saw Chris, and Miss Radley
-hurried him in and upstairs, not even waiting to make him wipe his feet.
-
-“We’ve been so anxious,” she repeated. “I went to Easter’s, and she
-said you’d parted ever so long ago. Why did you go off by yourself like
-that?”
-
-Chris was half in, half out of his sailor blouse by this time, and
-mumbled something about having got tired of Easter.
-
-Miss Radley didn’t worry him much with questions, nor did she comment
-severely upon his dirty state. She was extraordinarily kind and got her
-hands all over mud in helping him to take off his boots; and it was
-not until he was lying luxuriously in a hot bath that it struck him
-as odd that his mother didn’t come to him. All the time, too, he had
-the feeling that Miss Radley wanted to tell him something and yet she
-couldn’t seem to begin.
-
-“Where’s mummy?” he asked at last. “Isn’t she back yet? I wish she’d
-come and talk to me.”
-
-Miss Radley looked queerly at him, almost as though she were going to
-cry. “Chris dear,” she said, and waited for quite a long time, “mummy
-has had to go away....”
-
-“Away! For the night? Where to? Why?”
-
-“Chris dear”--again Miss Radley seemed to find it difficult to go
-on--“she had a telegram, just after you went out, from the War Office,
-asking her to go at once. Your father is in a hospital at Boulogne,
-very ill ... wounded.”
-
-“Dangerously wounded?” asked Chris, who was familiar with war terms.
-
-Miss Radley nodded, and two tears ran down her cheeks. “That’s what it
-said.”
-
-“I think,” said Chris, “I’d like to get out of this bath now.”
-
-When he was dressed he didn’t seem to want the long-delayed tea, even
-though there was a beautiful brown egg and lovely buttered toast. In
-spite of the hot bath and a bright fire in the schoolroom he felt
-horrid, cold trickles running down his back all the time. He was
-extremely tired, too, yet only conscious of one overwhelming want--to
-be taken on his mother’s knee and comforted. Miss Radley took him on
-hers and sat with him right in front of the fire. She was very kind and
-told him how sorry mummy had been to go off in such a hurry without
-saying good-bye, but there was just one train that would reach London
-that night if she caught it at the junction; and the squire, Easter’s
-father, had driven her himself in his motor, and they just managed; and
-she was crossing to France that night in charge of a brother officer of
-dad’s--she had her passport long ago.
-
-Every now and then Miss Radley lightly touched his face, which was
-very hot, and then she would hold his hand, which was very cold.
-Half-asleep, Chris would murmur from time to time, “dangerously
-wounded,” but somehow he couldn’t feel about it as he knew he ought to
-feel. Though he adored his daddy, all he felt was this overpowering
-ache of longing for his mother.
-
-Easter’s scornful refusal to have any boys in her family had hurt him
-very much. He felt lonely and pushed out, somehow; and he badly wanted
-the one person who never failed in her appreciation of little boys,
-even if they were thin and small and not particularly good looking, and
-could not run so fast as ... certain little girls. He was conscious of
-being all these undesirable things, and yet he was convinced it was a
-great and glorious thing to be a boy, even if Easter didn’t think so.
-Once, after a long and acrimonious discussion with her on this very
-subject, he had said to his mother: “I choosed to come as a boy, didn’t
-I?”
-
-“God chose,” said his mother gravely.
-
-“Me and God settled it together,” Chris announced complacently, and his
-mother got up suddenly and looked in a cupboard for something she never
-found.
-
-In Chris’s mind God and Father Christmas were inextricably mixed up.
-He had no fear of either one or the other. Both were beneficent and
-considerate and ready to give people their choice both as to presents
-or other things.
-
-Yet when he was put to bed that night he couldn’t dream of pleasant,
-soothing things, but was pursued by eight strong daughters in
-embroidered ninon frocks and pink sashes, who formed themselves into
-a solid phalanx and drove him to the edge of an awful precipice, and
-were just pushing him over ... when he would wake to find Miss Radley
-standing beside his bed, looking anxious and troubled, shading a candle
-with her hand.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The war had not touched Easter very nearly. Her mother had forbidden
-nurse to talk about it to her; and her father (judging her
-sensitiveness wholly from her gentle, Early-Victorian appearance) was
-careful to keep all frightening or depressing news from her as far
-as was possible. All her life she had been sheltered and adored and
-spared and spoiled. Her brothers, being so much older, had “given
-in” to her from the very first, and although the two eldest were
-fighting--one in the navy, the other in the army--their doings did not
-seem to affect her particularly. And of the three still at school she
-had, of late, seen very little, for in the holidays they were always
-doing O.T.C. training, or making munitions somewhere.
-
-Yet one thing had impressed her during the last two years. She was
-always hearing that some of their acquaintances had “lost” a son, a
-brother, or a husband. They did not talk of “killed” or “missing” to
-Easter; but they did speak of this continual and mysterious “loss,” and
-with the queer secretive puzzledom of childhood she never asked people
-outright what they meant by the phrase.
-
-It worried her, this continual losing. She never heard that these
-lost ones got found again. Suppose she herself got lost in this
-irretrievable way? How dreadful it would be. What would her family do?
-In justice to Easter one must allow that the thought of her people’s
-consternation quite overshadowed any possibly unpleasant consequences
-to herself.
-
-She had never discussed the question with Chris, who knew a lot
-about the war and wanted to talk about it to the exclusion of more
-interesting topics--such as daughters. But this was easily overruled.
-Moreover, Easter’s mother had decided that far too much was said about
-the war in Chris’s hearing, and she had asked Miss Radley to warn him
-not to talk about it to Easter lest it should upset her.
-
-Miss Radley had her own opinion of Easter’s sensibility. She had not
-taught the children for six months without discovering which was the
-more susceptible and imaginative. But she did as she was bid, and Chris
-had done his best to obey in his turn. Perhaps in a lofty masculine way
-he was rather proud that he should be allowed to know things closely
-hidden from the domineering Easter, and was therefore the less anxious
-to share his knowledge with her.
-
-He whole-heartedly admired Easter. She was so strong, so good at
-things, so invariably cheerful and well, with a never-failing fund of
-good spirits and energy. It is very possible that one of her chief
-attractions for him lay in the fact that she seemed so entirely outside
-those great and grave anxieties that obsessed everybody else.
-
-Easter was brought up to understand that any “career” that she
-chose was open to her. She should have an equal chance with any of
-her brothers; she might be a doctor for a factory inspector, or a
-police-woman, or go in for any art or craft she fancied. Literature,
-art, music, even the stage, were to be open to her, should she so
-wish. But, so far, her sole ambition was centred in the possession of
-a husband, a meek husband, and eight meek daughters to move and have
-their being at her decree.
-
-It was the swing of the pendulum with a vengeance.
-
-No one told Easter about Chris’s daddy that afternoon. In the evening
-she prepared her lessons with her customary energy and intelligence,
-and giggled cheerfully from time to time at the recollection of Chris’s
-comical appearance as he lay floundering in the ditch.
-
-“That’ll teach him,” said Easter to herself, “whether it’s to be
-daughters or not!”
-
-Next morning at breakfast her mother said: “Miss Radley can’t take you
-to-day, Easter dear, so it’s no use your going over. They had very bad
-news yesterday, and Mrs. Denver has had to go to France. The major is
-very ill.”
-
-“Has Chris gone?” Easter asked.
-
-“No, dear; but Miss Radley sent over a note quite early to say he has
-got a bad, feverish cold (he got so wet yesterday--it’s a pity he
-didn’t come back with you), and we don’t know what it may turn to. So
-you must just take a holiday, for I’m due at the hospital supplies at
-ten, and shall be away all day.”
-
-“What’s the matter with Major Denver?”
-
-“I fear,” said her mother, anxiously watching the earnest, delicately
-tinted face upturned to hers, “I fear he is very badly wounded.”
-
-“Oh!” said Easter, and she looked very grave.
-
-“Be as happy as you can, my precious,” her mother called to her as she
-drove away. “I’ll get home as early as possible.”
-
-That was a very long day for Easter.
-
-For one thing, it rained all the morning; for another, her father had
-to go a long way off on business connected with special constables, and
-couldn’t take her; and Amelia, the usually cheerful housemaid, went
-about the house with red eyes and a perpetual sniff, because she had
-heard that morning she’d lost a cousin in the “big push on the Somme.”
-
-Amelia was distinctly depressing.
-
-Easter knitted a few rows of her scarf--the scarf that was always begun
-by her and finished by somebody else because she got tired of it.
-She found she was missing Chris far more poignantly than was at all
-pleasant.
-
-After all, even if he didn’t always quite give in to her, he was good
-company; and Easter found herself remembering many kind things he had
-done. The chocolates he had always shared so generously, the apples so
-unequally divided always in her favor. Once when she fell off a wall
-and scratched her hands and tore her frock so badly, he hadn’t laughed,
-and he was so seldom rough in play, only when unbearably provoked.
-Easter was too honest not to admit that even at the time.
-
-It cleared up in the afternoon and she ran over to the Denvers’ house
-to see if Chris was up yet and could play.
-
-Emma, the parlormaid, was firm in her refusal to admit Easter.
-
-“Master Chris is that bad, so feverish it might turn to anything, the
-doctor says. Miss Radley said no one was to come in, and she haven’t
-left Master Chris a single minute herself. It’s dreadful, and us all in
-such trouble about the major, too.”
-
-“You haven’t lost him, have you?” Easter asked.
-
-“Good gracious! no, not yet, so far as we knows. But he’s as bad as
-bad, and,” she added, “if anything was to happen to Master Chris and
-his ma away an’ all--but, there! I can’t bear to think of it. You run
-along home, Miss Easter. I’ll tell Miss Radley you came to ask.”
-
-And the door was shut in Easter’s face.
-
-Next day the news was no better. Even Easter’s mother could not keep
-from her the universal anxiety as to Major Denver. He had been their
-doctor for a year before the war, and in that time had managed to
-endear himself to everybody.
-
-It was said he had taken a country practice because he thought the
-bracing air would be good for Chris. Every soul in the village felt a
-special right to know the latest news of the major, and Miss Radley had
-the telegrams pinned on the front door as soon as she got them.
-
-All day long people came up the drive to read these telegrams, and
-presently there was a bit of white paper as well, concerning Chris, for
-the doctor’s little son lay grievously sick at home, while his father,
-they feared, was dying of his wounds in France. A white-capped hospital
-nurse had come to help Miss Radley.
-
-Easter was a very lonely little girl. She felt, too, that in some
-inexplicable fashion she was shut out from things, that more was
-happening than she was allowed to know; and, worst of all, Chris had so
-entirely disappeared that she began to fear that he, too, was lost, and
-they were afraid to tell her.
-
-At the end of nearly a week she felt she could not bear this
-furtiveness and suspense a minute longer, and she determined to go to
-Chris’s house and find out for herself just what had happened and was
-happening. She would not ring the bell. She would go round to the side
-of the house and see if the schoolroom window was open, and get in and
-find Miss Radley and force her to tell the truth. If Chris was lost,
-then she, Easter, must herself set forth to find him without more delay.
-
-All fell out as she had planned.
-
-The schoolroom window, which opened like a door divided down the
-middle, was open, and Miss Radley, with her back to it, sat at the
-table, writing.
-
-Easter could move quietly as a cat when it suited her. She came in
-without making a sound, and stood just behind Miss Radley, who was so
-absorbed she noticed nothing.
-
-“Have you lost Chris, Miss Radley?” Easter asked loudly.
-
-Miss Radley started violently, and Easter came round to her side, and
-she noticed that Miss Radley’s usually round, rosy face was pale and
-much less round than it used to be.
-
-“Oh, Easter dear, how you startled me! Don’t suggest such a dreadful
-thing! We’re awfully anxious, with his mother away and all this other
-trouble, but ... we must hope always, always hope--for if anything
-happened to Chris....”
-
-“What _has_ happened to Chris?” Easter asked, searching the very soul
-of Miss Radley with her large clear gaze.
-
-“He got so wet after he left you that day last week--I can’t think
-how--and he got a real bad chill, and now there are all sorts of
-complications--and his temperature keeps up so.”
-
-“What are complications?” Easter interrupted.
-
-“You wouldn’t understand.... Oh, Easter, child, don’t stare at me like
-that! Aren’t you sorry?”
-
-“I know how Chris got so wet,” Easter said slowly. “I pushed him into
-the ditch.”
-
-Miss Radley drew back a little from Easter; then she put out her hand
-and laid it on the child’s arm.
-
-“I expect it was only in fun ... you couldn’t know....”
-
-“Can’t I play with him a bit? Is it catching?” Easter’s voice was still
-quite loud and matter-of-fact. “It’s rather dull and lonely for me.”
-
-“For _you_!” Miss Radley echoed indignantly. “Don’t you understand?
-Don’t you care, you hard child? But you never did care for anybody but
-yourself.”
-
-“Does Chris?”
-
-“Yes, indeed he does. He’s always been a dear, kind boy. Easter, you
-must go home. I can’t stop to talk to you now. Try to think about other
-people a little....”
-
-Miss Radley did not finish her sentence, for Easter had gone from her
-as silently as she had come. For a minute the governess sat quite
-still. Then she sighed and shivered, and went on with her letter.
-
-Easter fled down the Denvers’ drive and out into the road, but she
-didn’t go home. She ran and ran till she could run no more, and
-dropping into a walk, turned downhill along a winding lane thickly
-bordered by trees so high that they almost met overhead, forming an
-arch. The light in this avenue was curiously lurid, for the trees were
-beeches, and though rapidly thinning, were still gorgeous in reds and
-yellows. The avenue led to a church in the next parish (Easter had run
-such a long way), and she had been there quite lately with Chris to
-a fruit and flower service in aid of the local hospital. Miss Radley
-had taken them both, and now Easter remembered there were very large
-vegetable marrows at the base of one of the pillars, and wondered if
-they were still there. She and Chris had sat next each other at that
-service, and during the sermon he had let her hold his knife. It had a
-corkscrew and a thing for taking stones out of horses’ hoofs, as well
-as blades, and all were very difficult to open. Chris was good about
-lending his things. And he never told of people. What did old Raddles
-mean when she called her hard? She did care for Chris, but she wasn’t
-going to say so to Raddles. Yet Raddles looked awfully sad. Supposing
-they _had_ lost Chris, after all, and were afraid to say? Supposing
-she, Easter, got lost, now, to-day? This was a long, lonely, unfamiliar
-road, with such a queer light in it. Supposing it were enchanted and
-she couldn’t find her way back? Then she would be like all those sons
-she had heard about lately. Her heart began to beat very fast. Ah!
-somebody was coming up the road. She would ask her way. It would be
-dreadful to be lost.
-
-A very tall lady came toward her walking slowly up the hill. She was
-dressed in black, with a long thin veil turned back from her face.
-She looked restlessly from side to side, as though trying to find
-somebody in the shadows. This seemed quite natural to Easter. Timidity
-or shyness with strangers was unknown to her. She was glad to see
-somebody, and the tall lady’s face was very gentle.
-
-“Have _you_ lost anybody?” Easter asked as they met.
-
-The tall lady stopped, and though she looked straight down at Easter,
-the child was uncomfortably conscious that she didn’t really see her.
-
-“I have lost my only son,” said the lady.
-
-“You, too!” cried Easter, and what she could not say to Miss Radley
-she found it easy to say now to this pale lady who looked at her so
-strangely. “Oh, I _am_ sorry!”
-
-And she took one of the lady’s hands in both her own.
-
-The lady did not draw her hand away; with her eyes still fixed on
-Easter’s face with that queer, unseeing look, she said: “Dear child!
-And you?”
-
-“Not yet,” said Easter. “Not yet--at least, they say so, but I’m
-dreadfully afraid.”
-
-“Don’t be afraid,” said the lady. “Don’t be afraid. That’s what he
-always said.”
-
-“Everyone,” said Easter, and her hard little voice grew soft, “everyone
-seems losing sons and people. Won’t you never, never find him again?”
-
-Into that lady’s face there leapt a sudden radiance as when a clearly
-burning lamp is carried into a dark room. Her eyes were luminous and
-bright, and Easter felt that she was really seeing her at last.
-
-“We shall all find them again,” she said almost joyously. “Everyone of
-us.”
-
-“Are you sure?” Easter questioned.
-
-“In sure and certain hope,” said the lady.
-
-“In sure and certain hope,” Easter repeated. “I like that. You _are_
-sure?”
-
-“Absolutely. Tell me, dear, who is it you are anxious about?”
-
-Hand in hand they had started slowly to mount the hill.
-
-“It’s Chris,” she said. “He plays with me a lot and we do lessons
-together ... and they won’t let me see him, and I want to tell him I’m
-sorry.”
-
-“But why won’t they let you see him?”
-
-“Because they’re afraid they’ll lose him--I heard _that_, though
-Raddles denied it when I asked her.”
-
-“Then he’s ill?”
-
-“I suppose so.”
-
-The lady looked curiously at Easter. There was no doubt whatever that
-she was troubled, and yet ... how oddly the child spoke.
-
-As they walked on, hand in hand, the lady said, more to herself than to
-Easter: “Does the road wind uphill all the way?”
-
-“No,” said Easter; “when we get to the end of this it’s quite flat.”
-
-When they came to the main road Easter took her hand out of the lady’s.
-“I know my way now,” she said. “Good-bye.”
-
-The lady stooped and kissed her. “I should write to Chris if I were
-you,” she said. “He’ll probably like a letter very much when he’s a
-little better.”
-
-Easter nodded and started to run, with that swift, long-distance,
-steady running that had so often worn out Chris; that was his
-admiration and his despair. And as she ran she repeated over and over
-again: “In sure and certain hope” all the way.
-
-She would write to Chris directly she got in. Her copies were always
-neater than his.
-
-But she couldn’t do it the minute she got in, for tea was ready, and
-her mother there to have it with her. Her mother looked pleased, too.
-Better news had come from France. There was hope that Major Denver
-might pull through, after all; and she had seen Miss Radley, and
-Chris’s temperature was nearly down to normal.
-
-It was a lovely tea; and directly after it Easter sat down at
-her mother’s desk and wrote to Chris. Very large, with beautiful
-up-and-down strokes:
-
- “DEAR CHRIS,
-
- “I’m sory I pushed you. Sum of them shall be boys. The ones with the
- names you don’t like. Please don’t get lost.
-
- “Your loving
- “EASTER.”
-
-She licked the flap of the envelope with copious completeness, and in
-one corner of the address, very thick and black, in inch-long printed
-letters was the word “EARGUNT.”
-
-
-
-
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