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-[Illustration: “‘She is beautiful!’ he exclaimed.” Page 77.]
-
-
-A FOOL IN SPOTS
-
-by
-
-HALLIE ERMINIE RIVES.
-
-Illustrated.
-
-
-
-
-
-
-Published by
-Woodward & Tiernan Printing Co.
-St. Louis.
-
-Entered according to Act of Congress in the year 1894, by
-Woodward & Tiernan Printing Co.
-St. Louis. Mo.,
-In the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington.
-All Rights Reserved.
-
-
-
-
-To my dear Mother and Father.
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS.
-
- Page
-CHAPTER I.
-
-TWO ARTISTS 7
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-DREAMS AND SCHEMES 20
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-AN HONEST MAN’S HONEST LOVE 31
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-IN THE SOCIAL REALM 37
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-THE IMAGE OF BEAUTIFUL SIN 44
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-WHITE ROSES 52
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-THE CALL OF A SOUL 57
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-LIFE’S NIGHT WATCH 62
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-A KENTUCKY STOCK FARM 68
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-THE BIRTH MARK 75
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-HEARTS LAID BARE 87
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
-SUNLIGHT 97
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-
-THE PICTURESQUE SPORT 103
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-
-WEDDED 108
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-
-CHLORAL 113
-
-CHAPTER XVI.
-
-A BOLD INTRUDER 120
-
-CHAPTER XVII.
-
-AN ERRAND OF MYSTERY 130
-
-CHAPTER XVIII.
-
-A TIMELY WARNING 140
-
-CHAPTER XIX.
-
-A PLAINT OF PAIN 146
-
-CHAPTER XX.
-
-A CROP OF KISSES 151
-
-CHAPTER XXI.
-
-A HOPE OF CHANGE 156
-
-CHAPTER XXII.
-
-THE HOME IN THE SOUTH 160
-
-CHAPTER XXIII.
-
-A STRANGE DEPARTURE 172
-
-CHAPTER XXIV.
-
-OF THE WORLD, UNWORLDLY 183
-
-CHAPTER XXV.
-
-TEMPTED 193
-
-CHAPTER XXVI.
-
-LOST FAITH 197
-
-CHAPTER XXVII.
-
-THE CUP OF WRATH AND TREMBLING 203
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII.
-
-A DROP OF POISON 207
-
-CHAPTER XXIX.
-
-ROBERT’S TRIUMPH 211
-
-CHAPTER XXX.
-
-SHADOWING HER 216
-
-CHAPTER XXXI.
-
-GONE 219
-
-CHAPTER XXXII.
-
-STORMING THE LION’S DEN 222
-
-CONCLUSION 232
-
-
-
-
-A FOOL IN SPOTS.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-TWO ARTISTS.
-
-
-They were seated tete-a-tete at a dinner table.
-
-“Tell me why you have never married, Milburn,” and the steel eyes in
-Willard Frost’s face searched through his glasses.
-
-Robert Milburn’s answer was a shrug, and a long cloud of smoke blown
-back at the glowing end of his cigar.
-
-“Tell me why,” persisted the keen-eyed Frost.
-
-“Because it is too expensive a luxury; besides, a man who has affianced
-a career like mine must take that for his bride,” was Robert’s answer.
-
-“Admitting there is warmth and color in some of your artistic
-creations, old fellow, I should think you would find these scarcely
-available of winter nights, eh?”
-
-Robert laughed; his laugh was short, though, and bitter. He had taken
-keen pleasure in the cynical worldly wisdom and unsentimental judgment
-of this man.
-
-“If you can’t afford the wife, then let the wife afford you,” began
-Frost’s logical reasoning. “You have brain, muscle and youth. Marry
-them to that necessary adjunct which you do not possess, and which the
-government refuses to supply. This is perfectly practical. The whole
-question of marriage is too much a matter of sentiment; too little
-a matter of judgment. Now, the son of a millionaire without an idea
-above his raiment and his club, devoid of morals and of brains, marries
-the daughter of a silver king. What is the result? A race of vulgar
-imbeciles.”
-
-Here Frost, more wickedly practical, continued: “Now, you are of
-gentle blood, being fitted out by nature with the most unfortunate
-combination of attributes. Nature has given you much more than your
-share of intelligence and manly beauty, together with most refined and
-sympathetic sensibilities and luxurious tastes, and then has placed you
-in an orbit representing intelligence, aristocracy and wealth. Here
-she has left you to revolve with the greater and lesser luminaries,
-and that with the slenderest of incomes, which is not as yet greatly
-increased by your profession. You doubtless find that it requires
-considerable financiering to do these things deemed necessary to
-maintain your position in the constellation.”
-
-“It is rather annoying to be poor,” Robert answered in a carefully
-repressed voice. A hard sigh followed, and there flashed through him
-the hot consciousness of the bitter truth. For that special reason no
-word had ever crossed his lips that could, by any means, be twisted
-into serious suit with the fair sex. It was generally accepted that he
-was not a “marrying” man.
-
-They were, both of them, men who would at first sight interest a
-stranger. The younger of the two you might have seen before if you
-frequented the ultra-fashionable dinner parties, luncheons, etc., of
-polite New York. Anywhere, everywhere, was Robert Milburn a special
-guest and a general favorite.
-
-He was medium-sized, delicately featured, with a look of half-lazy
-enthusiasm. You would set him down at once as an artistic character;
-at the same time, there was in his make-up and bearing, that which
-bespeaks an ambitious nature. His companion, who appeared older, was a
-man of statelier stamp, tall and sufficiently athletic. His face was
-well finished and had a certain air of self-possession, which not a few
-name self-conceit, and resent accordingly.
-
-“Ah! Robert, you have entirely too much sentiment, my boy. Do not
-waste yourself. I will cite you a girl--there’s Frances Baxter. True,
-she is not good looking, in fact, I presume quite a few consider her
-extraordinarily plain. But that excessive income is worth your while to
-aspire to--such a name as Milburn is certainly worth something.”
-
-With an earnestness of tone and manner which the gossipy nature of
-the talk hardly seemed to call for, Robert nervously threw aside his
-crumpled napkin and looked sharply at his companion, saying:
-
-“Surely, then, I may do something better with it than sell it.”
-
-“There, we will not argue, I am too wise to oppose a man who is
-laboring under the temporary insanity of a love affair. I had feared
-that you were not so level-headed as is your wont. Come, who is the
-woman? Is it the Southern girl at the Stanhope’s?”
-
-“Of whom do you speak?” asked Robert, looking pale and annoyed.
-
-“Of Miss Bell--Cherokee Bell--to be sure.”
-
-“You honor me with superior judgment to so accuse, whether it be true
-or not,” and upon Milburn’s face there was that expression which tells
-of what is beyond.
-
-The other smiled meaningly, and raised his brows.
-
-“Ah, my dear boy,” he mutely commented, “I am sorry my supposition is
-true, but it leaves me wiser, and no transparent scheming goes.”
-
-“Tell me your opinion of her, Milburn, I am interested deeply.”
-
-“Well, I have always said she was positively refreshing,” began Robert.
-“She came upon us to recall a bright world. She came as a revelation to
-some, a reminiscence to others, and caused our social Sahara to blossom
-with a suddenly enriched oasis.”
-
-“Yes, she has that indescribable lissomeness and grace which she
-doubtless inherits with her Southern blood. I was attracted, too, by
-the delicacy of her hands and feet, of which she is pardonably proud.
-But that scar or something disfigures one hand.”
-
-Robert spoke up quickly: “That is a birth-mark, I think it is a fern
-leaf.”
-
-“A birth-mark! Oh hopelessly plebeian, don’t you think?”
-
-“Your Miss Baxter has a very vivid one upon her neck.”
-
-“I beg pardon, then, birthmarks are just the thing.”
-
-Frost had commenced in a bantering mood, but now and again his voice
-would take a more serious tone.
-
-“Joking apart, Miss Bell is charming. She is, thanks to God, a being
-out of the ordinary. She has a style unstinted and all her own. I
-have upon several occasions made myself agreeable, partly for my own
-gratification and partly because I saw in her eyes that she admired me.”
-
-Frost leaned back in intended mock conceit, no small portion of which
-appeared genuine.
-
-Robert gave way to laughter, in which just a tinge of annoyance might
-have been detected.
-
-“She is quite accustomed to these attentions, for all her life
-adoration has been her daily bread.”
-
-“I should like to know how you are so well posted?” asked Frost, with a
-dark flash in his grey eyes.
-
-Robert Milburn lifted his head proudly, and answered quietly: “I have
-known her since she was a little slip of a lass.”
-
-“And how did the meeting come about? you were brought up in Maryland, I
-believe.”
-
-“True, but in the early ’80s I spent one spring and summer South. I was
-at ‘Ashland.’ You know that is the old home of Henry Clay. It is about
-in the center of the region of blue grass, down in Kentucky. Clay’s
-great grandson, by marriage, Major McDowell, owns this historic place.
-He is a well-mannered and distinguished host, and allowed me to fancy
-myself an artist then, and I made some sketches of his horses--he is a
-celebrated stock breeder.”
-
-“How I should enjoy seeing a good stock farm; that is one pleasure
-I am still on this side of,” put in Willard. “Go on, I meant not to
-interrupt you.”
-
-“The Major often saddled two of his fine steppers and invited me to
-ride over the country with him. It was upon one of these jaunts that I
-met the girl. It happened in this way: We were in the blue grass valley
-just this side of the mountainous region. A turn-row, running through
-a field of broken sod was our route, to avoid a dangerous creek ford.
-With heartsome calls and chirruping, six plowmen went up and down the
-long rows. The light earth, creaming away from the bright plowshare,
-heaped upon their bare feet. I thought, ‘What is so delicious as the
-feel of it--yielding, cool, electrical, fresh.’ We stopped to watch
-them. They tramped sturdily behind the mules, one hand upon the
-plow-handle, the other wrapped about with the line that ran to the
-beast’s head. Presently, they all fell to singing a song--a relic,
-it must have been, from the old care-free days. Over and over they
-chanted the rude lilt, and their voices were mildly sweet. We stopped
-to listen, for their song was like no other melodies under the sun.”
-
-“But where does the girl come in? I expected to hear something of her,”
-interrupted Willard, with an impatient gesture.
-
-“Oh, yes! She is just down a trifle farther in the pasture lands with
-an ‘ole Auntie.’ The Major addressed the negress as ‘Aunt Judy.’ They
-were welcoming the new comer--a calf. The Auntie wore a bandana and a
-coarse cotton print, over which was a thin, diamond-shaped shawl. Her
-subdued face was brown--the brown of tobacco--and her weary eyes stole
-quick, wondering glances at us, and instinctively she took the child’s
-hand, as if to be sure she was safe.
-
-“Now I come to Cherokee--let me try to describe her to you. In
-coloring, delicacy, freshness, she was a flower. Her hair was combed
-straight back, but it was perversely curly; and the short hairs around
-her forehead had a fashion of falling loosely about, which was very
-pretty. She was slim, her drooping-lashed eyes wore a soft seriousness.
-She at once chained my vagrant fancy and I promised myself that would
-not be the only time I should look upon her. On the homeward way the
-Major told me she was the only child of Darwin Bell, an excellent
-man. A man of good blood, good sense and piety, ‘but the best of all,’
-continued the Major, ‘he was a gallant Confederate captain.’
-
-“Then he happened to recall the fact that I was of the other side and
-said: ‘I beg your pardon young man, but Darwin and I were army mates,
-and that eulogy was but a heart-throb.’
-
-“He had quite a little to tell of the negress. She was Cherokee’s
-‘black mammy,’ and her faithfulness was a striking illustration of the
-devotion of the slaves. It seems to me that the most callous man or
-woman could not fail to appreciate little touches, here and there, of
-the sweet kindly feeling that nestles close to the core of honest human
-hearts. I went home that night in a softer mood.”
-
-“Softer in more senses than one, I judge, also poorer,” Frost returned,
-amusedly.
-
-“You mean I had lost my heart?” the other asked in an odd tone.
-
-“To be sure, but tell me more of Miss Bell, she is very like a serial
-story, and I want awfully to read the next chapters.”
-
-“Then you must learn the sequel from her.”
-
-“That is not quite fair of you, but I have a mind to; in fact, I know I
-cannot resist cultivating your blonde amaryllis, if you don’t object?”
-
-Willard Frost smiled half--chaffingly, and quite enjoyed the expression
-of surprise and anxiety upon his companion’s face.
-
-“That is a matter of the utmost indifference to me,” was the icy
-answer. The speaker’s hand, as it lay on the table, opened and shut in
-a quick nervous fashion, which showed that he was more annoyed than he
-looked, whereupon Frost waxed more eloquent and earnest.
-
-“I mean to enter, though well I know, when love is a game of three, one
-heart can win but pain.”
-
-“But that would surely be mine, for what chance has a poor devil of an
-artist like me with the invincible Frost?”
-
-“I come under the same heading,” returned Willard, “I am an artist too.”
-
-“Yes, but it would keep me in a desperate rush to run ahead of you--you
-the prince of the swagger set, a member of half a dozen clubs, owner
-of the smartest of four-in-hands, a capital dinner-giver, and a
-first-rate host, and, accompanying these, a plethoric purse to make all
-hospitalities easy.”
-
-As Robert spoke, Frost poured out the last of the second bottle of
-champagne and looked carelessly at the bill for it, which the waiter
-had presented to the other.
-
-“Suppose you find you a champion to do your battle--a John Alden?”
-
-“He might do as Alden did, and keep the prize. My chum, Latham, is the
-only one I dare trust to win and divide spoils, and he is abroad now,
-you know.”
-
-“Right glad I am, for Marrion Latham is a marvellous success with
-womankind. Still, I want some one to oppose me, for no game is worth a
-rap for a rational man to play unless he has competition”--this with
-decided emphasis.
-
-“What’s the matter with Fred Stanhope? I think he will make it
-interesting for you.”
-
-“Oh, I want a man, not a sissy. He is just the son of Mr. Stanhope.
-He hasn’t enough sense to grease gimlets. He is a rich-born freak,
-and I think he has set out to make a condign idiot of himself, in the
-briefest, directest manner, and he will doubtless succeed. I prefer you
-for a rival.”
-
-“But Frost, I would be powerless, quite powerless, with you in the
-field.”
-
-“Ah, you idealize me, make me too great a hero,” answered Frost, quite
-pleased within himself.
-
-“Not a hero,” spoke Robert slowly, “but a smooth calculating man of the
-period, just the manner of man to take with that type of woman. She,
-this charming, intense creature, is so innocent, so ‘un-woke-up’, I
-might say.”
-
-“I am a holy terror at awakening one, and if there is any money with it
-I shall exert myself to arouse her.”
-
-There was an awkward silence. Frost paused and lighted a cigarette.
-
-“Has she any plantations, stock farms, and the like? You seem so well
-up in her history.”
-
-“No, with the exception of a thousand dollars or so, she is absolutely
-without means.”
-
-“That settles it,” said Frost, flippantly. “You and your John Alden may
-open negotiations for her beauty and innocence, but they are too tame
-for me.”
-
-“You are a fisherman, Frost, and if you can’t catch a whale you catch
-a trout, and if you can’t catch a trout you would whip in the shallows
-for the poor little minnows.”
-
-“Minnows have their use as bait,” returned the other, with a meaning
-smile.
-
-“But not to catch whales with, and you direct the training of my
-harpoon toward a big haul, yet you can stop to fish where you get but a
-nibble? What a peculiar adviser--rather inconsistent, don’t you think?”
-observed Robert, with a cynical sense of amusement. “I shall keep an
-eye on you.”
-
-“And I shall keep an eye on that fact,” muttered Frost to himself when
-he had left his friend. “It is not much, but it would answer the small
-demands of an honest girl. I will see about that _thousand dollars_.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-DREAMS AND SCHEMES.
-
-
-Willard Frost’s observations rang in Robert Milburn’s ear, not without
-effect, as he walked to his room that evening, albeit, his conscience
-refuted the arguments. He whiled away an hour or more piecing together
-the broken threads of their discussion. Frost had said, and in truth,
-that Miss Baxter was the richest prize of the season. She had turned
-all heads with her fabulous wealth. He had said, “A union of wealth
-and genius is as it should be.” That speech had a mild influence over
-Robert. There was something very soothing and agreeable to be called a
-rising genius, and, then, the thought that other men would be gnashing
-their teeth was a stimulant to his vanity.
-
-Miss Baxter was a sharp girl, and she had an exquisite figure which she
-dressed with the best of taste. What if her nose was a trifle snub, and
-her mouth verging on the coarse, she had a large capital to contribute
-to a copartnership.
-
-But when love, or whatever else by a less pretty name we may call the
-emotion which stirs within us, responsive to the glance or touch of
-a woman, sweeps man’s nature as the harpist the strings of his harp,
-all thoughts pass under the dominion of the master passion; even the
-thought of self, with all its impudent assertiveness, changes its
-accustomed force, and sinks to a secondary place.
-
-Love is a disturber and routs philosophy, and as for matrimony, Robert
-rather agreed with the philosopher who said, “You will regret it
-whether you marry or not.” An old painter had once told him that in
-bringing too much comfort and luxury into the home of the artist, it
-frightened inspiration.
-
-“Art,” he said, “needs either solitude, poverty or passion; too warm
-an atmosphere suffocates it. It is a mountain wind-flower that blooms
-fairest in a sterile soil.”
-
-From the scene-house of Robert’s memory came visions strangely sweet;
-they came like the lapse of fading lesson days, gemmed here and there
-with joys, and crimsoned all over with the silken suppleness of youth
-and its delights.
-
-Again the glamour of gold and green lay over the warm South earth. New
-leaves danced out in the early sunshine, dripping sweet odors upon all
-below. Robins in full song made vocal the budding hedgerows from under
-which peeped the hasty gold of the crocus flower. By fence and field
-peach trees up-flushed in rosy growth, and the wild plum’s scented
-snowing made all the days afaint and fair. And again the woods were
-brave in summer greenery; hawthorn--dogwood, stood bridal all in white.
-
-Matted honeysuckle, that opened as if by magic in the dewless, stirless
-night, arched above a garden gate, wherefrom, with hasty thrift, tall
-lilacs framed a girl in wreathen bloom.
-
-From the moment the gleam of that sweet face of hers touched him, the
-world, he felt, would lose its luster if Cherokee did not smile on him,
-and him alone, of all the world of men.
-
-All the wealth, fashion and talent of the rest of women in their
-totality, were of no more meaning to him than the floating of motes in
-the great sunbeam of his love for this girl. This fact made all other
-resolutions impossible--glaringly impossible.
-
-With this honest conviction in his manly breast he went to bed, and the
-blessed visitor of peace placed fingers upon his eyelids to keep watch
-until the morrow.
-
- * * * * * *
-
-Two ladies, in loose but becoming morning gowns, sat, at the
-fashionable hour of eleven, breakfasting in a dainty boudoir in an
-extension to a fine residence on Fifth Avenue. The table, a low
-square table covered with whitest linen, was set before a great open
-fireplace, where gas gave forth flashes of lurid lights which were
-refracted by the highly polished surface of the silver tray, teapot,
-sugar and creamer.
-
-The elder lady had the morning paper in her lap and she sat sipping
-her tea. She scarcely looked her four and forty. Youth was past, but
-the charm of gracious maturity lay in her clear glance and about the
-soft smiling mouth. The girl had turned her easy chair away from the
-table, perching her pretty feet on the brass rail of the fender. Her
-aristocratic brown-blonde head was bending over the _Herald_.
-
-“Here is another puff about Willard Frost, the portrait painter,” she
-said complacently. “He has become the rage; I suppose the fact that he
-is a romantic figure of an unconventional type is one reason as well as
-his artistic qualities.”
-
-[Illustration: “‘He has become the rage.’” Page 23.]
-
-“And, too, because he is unmarried,” said the elderly lady. “Society is
-strange, and when the gods marry they lose caste. If he should bring
-home one day a beautiful wife, I fancy few women would care about
-sitting for portraits then.”
-
-“I cannot understand that; why is it?” inquired the girl, innocently.
-
-“Because women declare against women. I wouldn’t be surprised if they
-were already angry with you.”
-
-“Why?”
-
-“I have thought that he fancied you and showed you preference.”
-
-“He has been quite nice, but I thought it was generally understood that
-he would make love to Miss Baxter.”
-
-“I may be wrong, but I sometimes imagine you like him, and I do not
-blame you either, my dear; many a girl has married less attractive men
-than your artist.”
-
-“Oh, he is handsome, has a magnificent build, and that voice--”
-murmured the girl, clasping her hands over her knee and looking into
-the fire.
-
-The other watched her intently and said slowly: “I had hoped to save
-you for my boy--he is our best gift from God, and you--come next.”
-
-The girl smiled softly, “Oh, Fred doesn’t care for me; he says I remind
-him of hay fields and yielding clover. I take it that he means I am too
-‘fresh,’” observed the girl, half seriously.
-
-“Not at all; what is purer and sweeter than to be forest-bred? Why,
-after all these long years, I tire of my city fostering and long for
-the South country where your mother and I grew into womanhood. And
-while Fred chaffs you about being a country girl, he is really proud
-of you. He often talks to me: ‘Why, mother,’ he tells me, ‘I never
-saw anything like it; as soon as she appeared she shone; a sudden
-brightness fills the place wherever she goes; a softened splendor comes
-around.’ And dear, I am not blind, I see you are besieged by smiles and
-light whispered loves--you hold all hearts in that sweet thrall; you
-are the bright flame in which many moths burn.”
-
-“You are both very, very, kind--Fred and you”--Here she was interrupted
-by a maid entering with a card.
-
-“Mr. Willard Frost.”
-
-“Ah, Cherokee, what did I tell you? He has even taken the liberty of
-calling at unconventional hours.”
-
-As Frost waited below he nervously moved about; there was a sort of
-sub-conscious discomfort, as of one whose clothes are a misfit. The
-least sound added to his uneasy feeling.
-
-“Am I actually in love with her?” he asked, “or does her maidenly and
-becoming coyness excite my surfeited passion? Is it something that will
-burn off at a touch, like a lighted sedge-field,” he reflected. “Would
-I marry her if I could? Well, what’s the difference? The part I have
-undertaken is a good one; I will see it through and risk the winning.”
-
-When Cherokee appeared he thought her lovelier than ever. He looked
-hungrily at her fair, high-bred face, her enigmatical smile that might
-mean so much or so little. She gave him her hand in kindly welcome.
-
-“You will pardon my stupidity to-day, for I shouldn’t have come feeling
-so badly, and I should not have come at all had I not wanted a kind
-word of sympathy,” he said, when the first salutations were received.
-
-“You did quite right,” she answered, “burdens shared are easier
-carried. What is your trouble?”
-
-“I would not confide in many, but somehow I have always felt we were
-vastly more than common friends. Do you feel that way about it?” he
-asked, in weighing tones.
-
-“I take great delight in your companionship,” she told him, frankly.
-
-“And it is these subtle, intelligent sympathies which make you most
-dangerously charming. Now, I have a question; do not answer me if you
-think it wrong of me to ask, but did you ever like a man so well that
-you fancied yourself married to him?”
-
-She laughed a care-free, girlish laugh.
-
-“Why no, now that you ask, I’m sure I never did.”
-
-Then there was a long, uncomfortable pause, broken by saying: “Ah,
-well, there’s time enough, only be sure that you know your heart, if
-you have any; have you?”
-
-She laughed again her gay little laugh. “I’ll tell him that if he ever
-comes.”
-
-He had a far-away look, and breathed long and deeply. Suddenly he spoke
-up.
-
-“Dearest love,” taking both her hands and looking with gravity into her
-face, “I did not mean to say it yet, but I must. I love you--I love
-you--and I would show it in a thousand ways. Be my wife.”
-
-She listened to each word intently, her face neither flushed nor paled.
-She spoke very deliberately: “I--your wife, Mr. Frost? No. You interest
-me, but if I care for you, there is something that mars its fullness.
-Forgive me for saying it plainly, but I do not love you.”
-
-“But, little woman, you cannot but awaken to it sometime. It is a heart
-of stone that will not warm to the touch of such love as mine. Love is
-dependent upon contact; we are only the wires through which the current
-throbs--lifeless before they are touched, and listless when sundered.”
-
-He attempted to take her in his arms, but she slipped from his embrace,
-and naively replied, “If that’s your theory, there’s one remedy: I’ll
-break your circuit.”
-
-“Was there ever such a tangle of weakness and strength in woman?”
-he asked himself. He bit his lips and marvelled; he had again been
-thwarted. Pretty soon he leaned heavily on the table, and looked the
-embodiment of despair.
-
-“What makes you so gloomy?” asked Cherokee, sweetly.
-
-“Because I am a lost and ruined man. I never felt quite so alone and
-friendless.”
-
-“Why friendless? Tell me what it is that makes you so downhearted?” Her
-tones were well calculated to reassure him.
-
-“I am suffering from the inevitable misery which, as a ghost, follows
-the erring,” he said, and his voice was hard.
-
-“Tell me all about it, Mr. Frost, that I may be in sympathy with you.”
-
-“Then I will tell you all,” raising a face that looked worn and
-worried. “There is nothing of sentiment in my misfortune; as rascally
-old Panurge used to put it, ‘I am troubled with a disease known as a
-plentiful lack of money.’”
-
-“Why, Mr. Frost, I thought you were rich; the world takes it that way.”
-
-“I did possess a fair competency until two weeks ago, but an
-unfortunate investment in Reading swept it away like thistledown in the
-wind. The friends to whom I could apply for aid are in the same boat.
-For one of them, I, very like the fool Antonio, have gone security for
-a thousand dollars. To-morrow that must be paid else I lose my pound of
-flesh, which, taken literally, means my studio, pictures, and, worst of
-all, my reputation.”
-
-“And you call yourself a fool for helping a friend; I am surprised at
-that.”
-
-“You are right. I shouldn’t feel that way, for he is noble beyond the
-common; his faults, such as they are, have been more hurtful to himself
-than to others.” Frost spoke magnanimously.
-
-“Who is the friend?” she asked, so impulsively that it bore no trace of
-impertinence.
-
-“Pardon me, but I would not mention his name; however, you know him
-quite well.”
-
-Cherokee turned her face full upon him and asked bravely: “Will you let
-me help you both?”
-
-He appeared startled: “You little woman, you! What on earth could you
-do but be grieved at a friend’s misfortune?” She little knew that all
-this was but to abuse that intense, fond, clinging sympathy.
-
-“I have fourteen hundred in my own name, will you use part of that?”
-
-“Great heavens, no. I would become a beggar first!”
-
-“But if I insist, and it will save you and--him?”
-
-Willard Frost sat for a time without speaking; apparently he was
-weighing some profound subject. At last he looked up and gathered
-Cherokee’s hands in his.
-
-“I appreciate the spirit that prompts you to make this heroic offer to
-me. When will you need this money?”
-
-“Not for two months yet, I expect to spend the winter in ‘Frisco’ with
-Mr. and Mrs. Stanhope.”
-
-“Are you absolutely in earnest about our using it?”
-
-“Never was more in earnest in my lifetime,” she answered, solemnly.
-
-“Then I will take it, though I feel humbled to the very dust to think
-of these little hands saving me.”
-
-He bent and kissed them as reverently as though she had been his patron
-saint. As she gave him the check for one thousand dollars, Cherokee
-thought his trembling hands told, but too well, of humbled pride.
-
-“That was a stroke of genius--a decided stroke of genius,” he said to
-himself, as he passed into the club house that day.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-AN HONEST MAN’S HONEST LOVE.
-
-
-It was far into twilight when Robert Milburn rang the bell at the
-Stanhopes. He had called to escort them to the closing ball of the
-Manhattan season.
-
-“I have not seen you for more than a week, Robert. I fear you have
-been worrying or working too hard,” said Cherokee, looking at him
-searchingly and anxiously.
-
-“Ah, not working any more than I should, yet there has been a terrible
-weight on my mind--a crushing weight.”
-
-“Then, let us remain at home to-night; I prefer it.”
-
-“You must have read my mind, I wanted so much to stay, but the fear of
-cheating you of pleasure kept me from suggesting it.”
-
-So it was agreed upon that they would not go to the ball.
-
-“Now tell me what makes you overtax your strength?” said Cherokee,
-sweetly and solicitously.
-
-“I must get on in my profession, so that one day you will be proud of
-me.” His enthusiasm inspired her.
-
-“I am that already, and shall never cease to hope for you and be proud
-of your many successes. A great future is waiting to claim you, Mr.
-Milburn.”
-
-“Not unless that future’s arm can hold both of us, Cherokee, for you
-are still all I really want praise from--all I fear in the blaming.
-But, sweetheart, you have dropped me as a child throws away a toy when
-it is weary. When Frost told me he had been here it started afresh some
-thoughts that I find lurking about my mind so often of late.”
-
-Did her bowed head mean an effort to hide a face that told too much?
-
-“I believe you are sorry he is not with you here now.”
-
-She laid her hand in playful reproach upon his lips. “Sorry, you
-foolish boy! I am glad you are here, isn’t that enough?”
-
-“I hope so; forgive me, Cherokee, but you do not know the world. It is
-deeper, darker, wider, than you have ever dreamed, and there are some
-very queer people in it. I shall keep my eyes open, and if I can help
-it, you shall never know it as I do.”
-
-“Why, what harm can come to me? What could the world have against me?”
-and her innocent face looked hurt.
-
-“Nothing, except your beauty and purity, and either is a dangerous
-charge. I wish you could have always lived among the bees and
-bloomings, with the South country folk.”
-
-“Why, do you find it annoying to have me near?”
-
-“No, but very annoying to have you near others I know. I cannot quite
-understand some men--for instance, Willard Frost.”
-
-“I think he is a very warm friend of yours.”
-
-“Probably so, probably so. But, Cherokee, tell me, in truth, do you
-love him?”
-
-“I do not,” she answered, promptly, and there was nothing in her eyes
-but truth.
-
-“My God,” Robert cried within him, “you have been merciful. Cherokee,
-listen to me--I know you already understand what I am about to say: You
-have known from the first that you are the greatest of what there is in
-my life. There is no joy through all the day but that it brings with
-it a desire to share it with you. I often awake with your half-spoken
-name on my lips, as though, when I slipped through the portals of
-unconsciousness into the world of reality, I came only to find you, as
-a frightened child awakes and calls feebly for its mother. I look to
-your love for the sweetness of home. I need you; can you say ‘We need
-each other?’”
-
-The adoration he expressed for her filled her with innocent wonder and
-gratitude. His overpowering love and worship for her startled her by
-its force into a sweet shame, a hesitating fear. She was looking at him
-with her eyes softly opening and closing, like the eyes of a startled
-doe, as though the wonder and delight were too great to be taken in at
-once.
-
-At length she made answer, hesitatingly,
-“And--this--beautiful--love--is--for--me?”
-
-“It is all for you,” he said, tenderly.
-
-“Robert, there is a feeling for you which I think is a part of my soul,
-but I do not know that it is love. It came to me--this feeling--so long
-ago that I believe that it has a seven-years’ claim. It was far back
-yonder, when I played at “camping out” under the broad white tents that
-the dogwoods pitched in the forest. I spent hours and hours in my play
-making clover chains to reach from my heart to yours--”
-
-Here he interrupted her. “And it did reach me, finding fertile soil in
-which to grow. Tell me you have kept your part alive.”
-
-“I cannot tell yet, I am going to test it. I believe I will imagine you
-feeling the morning kiss of Miss Baxter, and watching her good-night
-smile, and see if I would care.”
-
-“Please do, but tell me why you said Miss Baxter? Why not any other
-lady of my acquaintance?”
-
-“I suppose it is because I often hear that you are awfully fond of her.”
-
-“That is not true, my dearest. I like her for the reason she thinks
-worlds of Marrion Latham, the dramatist. By the way, I had such a good
-letter from him to-day, so full of wonderful sympathy and friendship.
-I have often told him of you. I love that fellow. He knew I loved
-you before you did, I guess. You know, men in their friendships are
-trustful, they impose great confidences in each other, and are frank
-and outspoken. Even the solid, practical outside world recognizes the
-bonds of such faith, and looks with contempt upon the man who, having
-parted with his friend, reveals secrets which have been told him under
-the sacred profession of friendship.”
-
-“Why is it, Robert, that women cannot be true, or a man and woman
-cannot form a lasting, loyal friendship?”
-
-“The first case, jealousy or envy breaks; the second generally ends in
-one falling in love with the other, and that spoils it,” he explained.
-
-She looked up archly: “Which will be the most enduring, your friendship
-for Marrion, or your love for me?”
-
-“Please God that both shall last always,” he answered, with reverence.
-
-“How good it seems to hear you say that.” Then she impulsively held out
-her hands saying: “I do care.”
-
-Robert, trembling from head to foot at the mad audacity of his act,
-bent down to taste from the calyx of that flower-face the sweet
-intoxication of the first kiss. The worried look had gone out of his
-face.
-
-[Illustration: “The sweet intoxication of the first kiss.” Page 36.]
-
-“So you will wait for me until I have made a name that will grace you!
-How brave of you to make me that promise. Cherokee are you all mine?
-Then there are only two more things required in this--the sanction of
-the State, and the blessing of God. May He keep a watch over both our
-lives.”
-
-“I pray that your wish be granted,” she murmured, with a tender voice.
-
-“Now, my little woman, be very careful of the people you meet.
-Unfortunately, one forgets sometimes when one is in danger. You are a
-woman, sweet, passionate and kind; just the favorite prey.”
-
-She looked at him intently, as if endeavoring to divine his underlying
-thoughts.
-
-“What do you mean, sweetheart?”
-
-He knew by the tremor in her voice she was hurt.
-
-“I mean, dear, that lions are admitted into the fold because they are
-tame lions--look out for them.”
-
-The next moment he was gone.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-IN THE SOCIAL REALM.
-
-
-Carriages, formed in double ranks by the police, lined the pavement of
-several blocks on ---- street, and from them alighted, as each carriage
-made a brief stop at the entrance, men and women of fashion, enveloped
-in heavy wraps, for the night was cold. Beneath the heavy opera coats,
-sealskins, etc., ball dresses were visible, and feet encased in
-fur-lined boots caught the eyes of those who stood watching the guests
-of the ---- ball as they entered the building.
-
-Music filled the vast dance-hall. High up in the galleries musicians
-were stationed, who toiled away at their instruments, furnishing
-enlivening strains of waltzes or polkas for the dancers. To the right,
-adown corridors of arched gold, the reception rooms were filled with
-metropolitan butterflies.
-
-The scene was an interesting study. Foremost of all could be noticed
-the voluptuous freedom of manner, though the picturesque grace of the
-leading lights was never wholly lost. They were dissolute, but not
-coarse; bold, but not vulgar. They took their pleasure in a delicately
-wanton way, which was infinitely more dangerous in its influence than
-would have been gross mirth or broad jesting. Rude licentiousness has
-its escape-valve in disgust, but the soft sensualism of a cultured
-aristocrat is a moral poison, the effects of which are so insidious as
-to be scarcely felt until all the native nobility is almost withered.
-
-It is but justice to them to say, there was nothing repulsive in
-the mischievous merriment of these revelers; their witticisms were
-brilliant and pointed, but never indelicate. Some of the dancers,
-foot-weary, lounged gracefully about, and the attendant slaves were
-often called upon to refill the wine glasses.
-
-In every social gathering, as in a garden, or in the heavens, there is
-invariably one particular and acknowledged flower, or star. Here all
-eyes followed the beautiful, spirited, inspiring girl, who was under
-the chaperonage of Mrs. Stanhope. This fresh, beaming girl, unspoiled
-by flattery, remained naive, affectionate and guileless.
-
-During the changing of groups and pairs, this girl heard the sweet,
-languid voice of Willard Frost. Through the clatter of other men it
-came like the silver stroke of a bell in a storm at sea. She flushed
-radiantly as he and Miss Baxter joined her party.
-
-“Ah, my dear Miss Bell, you are looking charming,” he exclaimed,
-effusively. He took her hand, a little soft pink one, that looked like
-a shell uncurled.
-
-“Come, honor Miss Baxter and me by taking just one glass of sherry,”
-and he called a passing waiter.
-
-Cherokee looked at him with startled surprise. “How often, Mr. Frost,
-will I have a chance to decline your offers like this? I tell you
-again, I have never taken wine, and I congratulate myself.”
-
-“Are you to be congratulated or condoled with?” There was irony in Miss
-Baxter’s tone, though her laugh was good natured, as she continued,
-“I see you are yet a beautiful alien, for a glass of good wine, or
-an occasional cigarette is never out of place with us. All of these
-nervous fads are city equipments.”
-
-“Then, if not to smoke and not to drink are country virtues, pray
-introduce them into city life,” was Cherokee’s answer.
-
-“Ah, no indeed, I would never take the liberty of reversing the order
-of things, for they just suit me,” and Miss Baxter’s bright eyes
-twinkled under drooping lashes. As she smiled she raised a glass of
-wine to her lips, kissed the brim, and gave it to Willard Frost with an
-indescribably graceful swaying gesture of her whole form.
-
-“Here’s to your pastoral sweetheart, the sorceress, sovereign of the
-South.”
-
-[Illustration: “‘Here’s to your pastoral sweetheart, the sorceress,
-sovereign of the South.’” Page 40.]
-
-He seized the glass eagerly, drank, and returned it with a profound
-salutation.
-
-The consummate worldlings were surprised to hear Miss Bell answer:
-
-“Thank you, but how much more appropriate would be, ‘Here’s to a Fool
-in Spots!’”
-
-Willard replied, with a shake of the head:
-
-“Ah, no, you have too much ‘snap’ to be called a fool in any sense,
-besides, you only need being disciplined--you’ll be enjoying life by
-and by. When I first met our friend Milburn he was saying the same
-thing, but where is he now?----”
-
-Here Miss Baxter laid her pretty jeweled hand warningly upon his arm.
-
-“Come, you would not be guilty of divulging such a delicious secret,
-would you?”
-
-He treated the matter mostly as a joke, and returned with a tantalizing
-touch in his speech:
-
-“Robert didn’t mean to do it. We must forgive.”
-
-Cherokee looked puzzled as she caught the exchange of significant
-smiles. She spoke, as always, in her own soft, syllabled tongue.
-
-“What do you mean, may I ask?”
-
-Willard Frost coughed, and took her fan with affectionate solicitude.
-
-“It may not be just fair to answer your question. I am sorry.”
-
-“Mr. Milburn is a friend of mine, and if anything has happened to him
-why shouldn’t I know it?” she inquired, somewhat tremulously.
-
-No combination of letters can hope to convey an idea of the music of
-her rare utterance of her sweetheart’s name.
-
-“But you wouldn’t like him better for the knowing,” he interrupted.
-“Besides, he will come out all right if he follows my instructions
-implicitly.”
-
-She stared blankly at him, vainly trying to comprehend what he meant.
-Then there came an anxious look on her face, such a look as people wear
-when they wish to ask something of great moment, but dare not begin. At
-last she summoned up courage.
-
-“Mr. Frost,” she said, in a weak, low voice, “he--Robert--hasn’t done
-anything wrong?”
-
-“Wrong, what do you call wrong?” was the laconic question, “but I trust
-the matter is not so serious as it appears.”
-
-“Ah, I am so foolish,” and she smiled gently.
-
-“No, it is well enough to have a friend’s interest at heart, and you
-won’t cut him off if you hear it--you are not that sort. I know you
-are clever and thoughtful, and all that, but you possess the forgiving
-spirit. Now, unlike some men, I judge people gently, don’t come down on
-other men’s failings. Who are we, any of us, that we should be hard on
-others?”
-
-“Judge gently,” she replied.
-
-“I hope I always do that.”
-
-“If I only dared tell her now,” said Frost to himself, “but it’s not my
-affair.”
-
-He saw the feminine droop of her head, and the dainty curve of her
-beautiful arm.
-
-“She is about to weep,” he muttered.
-
-Miss Baxter, who had been amusing herself with other revelers, turned
-to interrupt: “Mr. Frost, you haven’t given him dead away?”
-
-This, so recklessly spoken, only added to Cherokee’s discomfort. A
-flush rose to her cheek. She asked, with partial scorn:
-
-“Do you think he should have aroused my interest without satisfying it?”
-
-“Please forgive him, he didn’t intend to be so rude; besides, he would
-have told you had I not interrupted. It was thoughtless of you to make
-mention of it,” she said, reproachfully, to the artist.
-
-The while he seemed oddly enjoying the girl’s strange dry-eyed sorrow.
-
-Just here, Fred Stanhope came up to tell them the evening pleasures
-were done. Cherokee could have told him that sometime before.
-
-Willard Frost looked remarkably bright and handsome as he walked away
-with Miss Baxter leaning upon his arm.
-
-“What made you punish that poor girl so? What pleasure was there in
-giving Mr. Milburn away, especially since you were the entire cause of
-it?” she went on earnestly, and a trifle dramatically. “A man has no
-right to give another away--no right--he should----”
-
-“But Frances,” remonstrated Frost, lightly, and apparently unimpressed
-by her theory, “I was just dying to tell her that Milburn was as drunk
-as a duchess.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-THE IMAGE OF BEAUTIFUL SIN.
-
-
-In his fashionable apartments, Willard Frost walked back and forth
-in his loose dressing-gown. Rustling about the room, his softly
-slippered feet making no noise on the floor, he moved like a refined
-tiger--looked like “some enchanted marquis of the impenitently wicked
-sort, in story, whose periodical change into tiger from man was either
-just going off or just coming on.”
-
-A good opportunity for consideration, surrounded by the advantages of
-solitude. He moved from end to end of his voluptuous room, looking now
-and again at a picture which hung just above a Persian couch, covered
-with a half dozen embroidered pillows.
-
-What unmanageable thoughts ran riot in his head, as he surveyed the
-superb image and thought that only one thing was wanting--the breath of
-life--for which he had waited through all these months.
-
-For two heavy hours he walked and thought; now he would heave a long,
-low sigh, then hold his breath again.
-
-When at last he dropped down upon his soft bed, he lay and wondered if
-the world would go his way--the way of his love for a woman.
-
- * * * * * *
-
-Cherokee met Willard Frost on Broadway the next morning--he had started
-to see her.
-
-“Let me go back with you and we will lunch together--what do you say?”
-he proposed.
-
-“Very well, for I am positively worn out to begin with the day, and a
-rest with you will refresh me,” she said sweetly.
-
-They took the first car down town and went to a café for lunch. Willard
-laughed mischievously as he glanced down the wine list on the menu card.
-
-“What will you have to-day?”
-
-“What I usually take,” she answered, in the same playful mood.
-
-“I received that perplexing note of yours, but don’t quite interpret
-it,” he began, taking it from his pocket and reading:
-
-
- ‘DEAR MR. FROST:
-
- I am anxious to sit for the picture at once. Of course you will
- never speak of it. Don’t let anyone know it.
-
- Yours, in confidence,
- CHEROKEE.’
-
-
-“It is very plain,” she pouted. “Don’t you remember I had told you I was
-going to have my portrait made for Mrs. Stanhope on her birthday. That
-doesn’t come just yet, in fact it is three months off, but you know
-we are going to ‘Frisco’ for the winter, and there isn’t much time to
-lose; I have been busy two months making preparations.”
-
-“What! Are you going, too? I was thinking a foolish thought,” he
-sighed. “I was thinking maybe you would remain here while they were
-away.”
-
-“Not for anything; I have been planning and looking forward to this
-trip a whole year.” She seemed perfectly elated at the thought.
-
-“There is nothing to induce you to remain?”
-
-“Nothing,” she answered, with emphasis.
-
-“I have an aunt with whom you could stay, and we could learn much of
-each other. Do stay,” he insisted.
-
-“I must go, though I shall not forget you in the ‘winter of our
-content.’”
-
-“That’s very kind, I am sure, but I have set my heart on seeing you
-during the entire season, for Milburn, poor boy, is so hard at work he
-will not intrude upon my time often. Besides, he is getting careless
-of late--doesn’t want society. The fact is, I believe he is profoundly
-discouraged. This work of art is a slow and tedious one. But he keeps
-on at it, except when he has been drinking too heavily.”
-
-“Drinking! Mr. Frost, you surely are misinformed; Robert never drinks.”
-
-Her manner was dignified, though she did not seem affected, for she was
-too certain there was some mistake.
-
-“I hope I have been,” he said, simply.
-
-He saw at once that she would not believe him. For love to her meant
-perfect trust; faith in the beloved against all earth or heaven.
-Whoever dared to traduce him would be consumed in the lightning of her
-luminous scorn, yet win for him, her lover, a tenderer devotion.
-
-“So you are going to ‘Frisco,’ and I cannot see you for three long
-months? Well, I must explain something,” he began. “It is rather
-serious, it didn’t start out so, but is getting very serious. I got
-your note about the money more than a week ago--” His voice trembled,
-broke down, then mastering himself, he went on, “I could not meet the
-demand. Ah, if I could only get the model I wanted, I could paint a
-picture whose loveliness none but the blind could dispute--a picture
-that would bring more than three times the amount I owe you.”
-
-He watched the girl eagerly, the while soft sensations and vague
-desires thrilled him.
-
-Wasn’t it a wonder that something did not tell him, “It is monstrous,
-inhuman to thus prey upon the credulity of an impulsive, over sensitive
-nature.” Not when it is learned that whatever of heart, conscience,
-manliness, courage, reverence, charity, nature had endowed him at his
-birth, had been swallowed up in that one quality--selfishness.
-
-“I wish I could help you,” Cherokee said timidly, “for I need the
-money. All I had has gone for my winter wardrobe.”
-
-“Then I will tell you how to help us both. The model I want is
-yourself.” He spoke bravely now.
-
-“Me?”
-
-“Yes, if you will let me, I can do us both justice, and you will be
-counted the dream of all New York.”
-
-She listened to his speech like the bird that flutters around the
-dazzling serpent; she was fascinated by this dangerous man, and neither
-able nor honestly willing to escape.
-
-“Besides, I will make your portrait for Mrs. Stanhope free of charge,”
-was the artist’s afterthought.
-
-“I could not accept so much from you,” she answered, promptly.
-
-“I offered it by way of rewarding your own generosity, but come, say
-you will pose for me anyhow.”
-
-She regarded him frankly and without embarrassment.
-
-“I will if it is perfectly proper for me to do so. Surely, though, you
-would not ask me to do it if it were wrong.”
-
-“Not for the world,” he replied magnanimously. “It is entirely proper,
-many a lady comes there alone. ‘In art there is no sex, you know.’”
-
-“But I am not prepared now, how should I be dressed?”
-
-“In a drapery, and I have all that is necessary. Say you will go,” he
-pleaded.
-
-She hesitated a moment.
-
-“Well, I will,” was the unfortunate answer.
-
-Within an hour, master and model entered the studio.
-
-“Now, first of all,” observed the master, “you must lay aside all
-reserve or foolish timidity, remembering the purity of art, and have
-but one thought--the completion of it. In that room to your right you
-will find everything that is needed, and over the couch is a study by
-which you may be guided in draping yourself.”
-
-As the door closed behind Cherokee, Willard Frost caught a glimpse of a
-beautiful figure, “The Nymph of the Stream.” He listened for a couple
-of minutes or more, expecting or fearing she would be shocked at
-first, but as there was no such evidence he had no further misgivings.
-A thousand beautiful visions floated voluptuously through the thirsting
-silence. They flushed him as in the wakening strength of wine. And his
-body, like the sapless bough of some long-wintered tree, suddenly felt
-all pulses thrilling.
-
-His hot lips murmured, “Victory is mine. Aye, life is beautiful, and
-earth is fair.”
-
-Then the door opened and the model entered. She did not speak but stood
-straight and silent, her hands hanging at her side with her palms
-loosely open--the very abandonment of pathetic helplessness.
-
-The master drew nearer and put out his hands. “Cherokee,” he said.
-
-But he was suddenly awed by a firm “Stop there! I have always tried to
-be pure-minded, high-souled, sinless, but all this did not shield me
-from insult,” she cried, with a look of self-pitying horror.
-
-[Illustration: “But he was suddenly awed by a firm ‘Stop there!’” Page
-50.]
-
-He drew back, and his temper mounted to white heat, but he managed to
-preserve his suave composure.
-
-“My dear girl, you misunderstand me; art makes its own plea for pardon.
-You are not angry, are you?”
-
-She looked straight at him, her bosom rose and fell with her quick
-breathing, and there was such an eloquent scorn in her face that he
-winced under it, as though struck by a scourge.
-
-“You are not worth my anger; one must have something to be angry with,
-and you are nothing--neither man, nor beast, for men are brave and
-beasts tell no lies. Out of my way, coward!”
-
-And she stood waiting for him to obey, her whole frame vibrating
-with indignation like a harp struck too roughly. The air of absolute
-authority with which she spoke, stung him even through his hypocrisy
-and arrogance. He bit his lips and attempted to speak again, but she
-was gone from the studio.
-
-Every step of her way she saw a serpent crawl back and forth across her
-hurried path, and she mused to herself: “Let him keep the money, my
-virtue is worth more to me than all that glitters or is gold.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-WHITE ROSES.
-
-
-Robert Milburn, bent at his desk, his fair head in his hands, was
-bewildered, angry, in despair.
-
-“Can this be true?” he asked himself. “Is there a possibility of truth
-in it?”
-
-The air of the gray room grew close, oppressive to the spirit, and
-at the darkening window he arose from the desk. He put on his long
-rain-coat, and with a hollow, ominous sound, the door closed behind him
-and he left the house.
-
-As along he went, Robert caught sight of the bony face of an American
-millionaire and a beautiful woman in furs, behind the rain-streaked
-panes of a flashing carriage. On the other side he observed a gigantic
-iron building from which streams of shop-people poured down every
-street homeward; these ghastly weary human machines made a pale
-concourse through the sleet.
-
-Further on his way a girl stood waiting for some one on the curb. He
-looked at her, dark hair curled on her white neck, her attire poor and
-common; but she was pretty, with her dark eyes. A reckless, plebeian
-little piece of earth, shivering, her hands bare and rough, the sleet
-whipping her face, on the side of which was a discoloration--the result
-of a blow, perchance. Then he turned his eyes from her who had drawn
-them.
-
-The arc light above him hung like a dreadful white-bellied insect
-hovering on two long black wings, and he saw a woman in sleet-soaked
-rags, bent almost double under a load of sticks collected for firewood.
-Her hair hung thin and gray in elf-locks, her red eyelids had lost
-their lashes so that the eyes appeared as those of a bird of prey.
-The wizened hands clutching the cord which bound the sticks seemed
-like talons. She importuned a passer-by for help, and, being denied,
-she cursed him; and Robert watched the wretched creature crawl away
-homeward--back to the slums.
-
-These were manifestations of the life of thousands in metropolitan
-history. Robert shook himself, shuddering, as though aroused from a
-trance.
-
-He had started out to go anywhere or nowhere, but the next hour found
-him in the presence of Cherokee, and she was saying:
-
-“How awfully fond you are of giving pleasant surprises.”
-
-“I am amazed at myself for coming such a night, and that too without
-your permission.”
-
-“We are always glad to see you, but Fred and I had contemplated braving
-the weather to go to hear Paderewski,” she said, sweetly.
-
-“Then don’t let me detain you, I beg of you,” he answered, with
-profound regret.
-
-“Oh, that’s all right, we have an hour or more, I am all ready, so you
-stay and go in as we do.”
-
-“No, I will not go with you, but will stay awhile, since you are kind
-enough to permit me.” And he laughed, a little mournfully.
-
-“Cherokee, I have come for two reasons--to tell you that I am going
-home to Maryland to see a sick mother, and to tell you----” He paused,
-hesitating, a great bitterness welled up in his breast; a firmness came
-about his mouth and he went on:
-
-“It is folly for you to persuade yourself that you could accommodate
-your future life to sacrifice, poverty--this is all wrong. When we look
-it coldly in the face it is a fact, and we may dispute facts but it is
-difficult to alter them.”
-
-There was no response from her except the clasping of the hand he held
-over his fingers for a moment.
-
-“I had no right that you should wait for me through years, for
-your young life is filled with possibilities. I, alone, make them
-impossible, and I must remove that factor.”
-
-“Robert! Robert! What does all this mean?” Her breathless soul hung
-trembling on his answer.
-
-“It means that I am going to give you back your liberty.”
-
-“And you?” she gasped.
-
-“I will do the best I can with my life. Please God, you shall never be
-ashamed to remember that you once fancied that you could have cared for
-me.”
-
-And then he could trust himself no further; the trembling fingers, the
-soft perfume he knew so well in the air, and the surging realization
-that the end was at hand, made him weak with longing.
-
-Cherokee was at first shocked and stunned at what he was saying? For a
-moment the womanly conclusion that he no longer cared for her seemed
-the only impression, but she put it from her as being unworthy of them
-both.
-
-Her manner was dignified, yet tender, as she began:
-
-“Robert, I suppose you have not spoken without consideration, and if
-you think I would be a burden to you, it is best to go on without me.”
-She ended with a deep-drawn breath.
-
-“That sound was not a sob,” she said bravely, “I only lost my breath
-and caught it hard again.”
-
-“Yes, Cherokee, I am going without you, going out of your life. Good
-bye.”
-
-“You cannot go out of it,” she answered, “but good bye.”
-
-“Good bye,” he repeated, which should only mean, “God bless you.”
-
-There was a flutter of pulses, and Robert walked away with head upheld,
-dry-eyed, to face the world. Unfaltering, she let him go, the while she
-had more than a suspicion of the lips whose false speaking had wrought
-her such woe.
-
-When he reached his room he unlocked the drawer, produced from it a
-card, and looked long and tenderly upon the face he saw. He bent over
-and kissed the unresponsive lips. This was his requiem in memory of a
-worthier life. Then lighting a match he set it afire, and watched it
-burn to a shadowy cinder, which mounted feebly in the air for a moment,
-making a gray background against whose dullness stood out, in its round
-finished beauty, the life he had lost--echoing with a true woman’s
-beautiful soul.
-
-As the ashes whitened at his feet, he thought, “Thus the old life is
-effaced, I will go into the new.”
-
-The midnight train took him out of town, and Cherokee was weeping over
-a basket of white roses which had come just at evening.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-THE CALL OF A SOUL.
-
-
-Now and again Cherokee kissed the roses with pangs of speechless pain.
-The fragrance that floated from their lips brought only anguish. To
-her, white roses must ever mean white memories of despair, and their
-pale ghosts would haunt long after they were dead.
-
-All day the family had been busy packing, for soon the Stanhopes would
-close the house and take flight. Cherokee had been forced to tell them
-she had changed her mind and would go to the country; she needed quiet,
-rest. Pride made her withhold the humiliating fact that she had just
-money enough to take her down to the South country.
-
-There was a kind, generous friend, who, at her father’s death, offered
-her a home under his roof for always, and now that promise came to
-her, holding out its inducement, but she would not accept it; somehow
-she felt glad that the time of leaving the Stanhopes was near. This
-pleasant house, these cheerful, affectionate surroundings, had become
-most intolerable since she must keep anything from them--even though
-it be but an error of innocence.
-
-“Let me forget the crushing humiliation of the past month,” she told
-herself, “I must try to be strong, reasonable, if not happy.” She must
-find some calling, something to sustain herself, to occupy her hands
-and time. The soft, idle, pleasant existence offered by the friend
-would enervate rather than fortify--would force her back on herself and
-on useless regrets.
-
-As she sat in her own room, holding the blank page of her coming life,
-and studying what the truth should be, there arose before her inner
-gaze two scenes of a girlish life; fresh, vivid were they, as of
-yesterday, though both were now of a buried past.
-
-First she recalled the hour when sorrow caught her by the hand, dragged
-her from the couch of childhood to a darkened room where lay the
-sphinx-like clay of her mother--the lids closed forever over what had
-been loving gleams of sympathy--the hands crossed in still rigidity.
-Her little child heart had no knowledge of the mysteries--love,
-anguish, death--in whose shadow the zest of life withers. She knew
-their names but they stood afar off, a veiled and waiting trio.
-
-She crept, sobbing, from that terrible semblance of a mother to the
-out-door sunshine, and the yard, where the crape-myrtle nodded
-cheerfully to her just as it did before they frightened her so. The
-dark house she was afraid of, so she had gone far out of doors.
-The little lips that had lately quivered piteously, sang a tune in
-unthinking gaiety, and life was again the same, for she could not then
-understand.
-
-The other scene was a radiant, sparkling, wildly joyous picture. The
-world, enticing as a fairy garden, received her in her bright, petted
-youth--her richly endowed orphanhood had been a perpetual feast. In
-this period not one single voice of cold or ungracious tenor could she
-recall.
-
-But now she looked full over that garden, once all abloom. Here a
-flower with blight in its heart, yonder one whose leaves were falling.
-There whole bushes were only stems enthorned, and stood brown and
-bitter, leaves and flowers withered or dead.
-
-“So,” thought she, “it is with my life.” A rap on the door brought her
-into the present. It was the delivery of the latest mail: some papers,
-a magazine, and one letter. The letter was postmarked Winchester, Ky.
-With a little sigh of triumphant expectation, she broke the seal. It,
-to her thinking, might contain good news from friends at home.
-
-It only took her a moment to scan it all.
-
-
- “I am sick and needy. Won’t you help me for I am dying from
- neglect.” This was signed:
-
- “Black Mammy,
- “Judy, (her X mark.)”
-
-
-Cherokee read it again. Her eyes closed, and then opened, dilating in
-swift terror. Her slave-mother suffering for the necessities of life.
-She who had spent years in chivalrous devotion to the Bell family now
-appealed to her, the last of that honored name.
-
-A swift pain shot through her veins--a sudden increased anguish--a
-sense of something irremediable, hopeless, inaccessible, held her in
-its grip, and a voiceless, smothered cry rent her breast. Tears gushed
-from her eyes, scalding waters which fell upon her hands and seemed to
-wither them. Even the fern-leaf, the birth-mark, looked shrunken and
-shrivelled, as she gazed at it; something told her to remember it held
-the wraith of a life.
-
-Cherokee was wild with grief. She went to the window and looked far out
-into the night, letting her sight range all the Southern sky, and the
-stars looked down with eyes that only stared and hurt her with their
-lack of sympathy. A gentle wind crept by, and a faint sibilance, as of
-taut strings throbbed through the coming night. It was Fred, with his
-violin, waiting for her to come down to accompany him. But she did not
-go--she had no thought of it being time to eat or time to play--she had
-forgotten everything, except that a soul had cried to her and she must
-answer it in so niggardly and miserly a fashion.
-
-Now three, four, five hours had gone since the sunken sun laved the
-western heaven with lowest tides of day. The tired world, that ever
-craves for great dark night to come brooding in with draught of healing
-and blessed rest that recreates, had been lulled to satisfaction. Still
-mute sorrow held Cherokee, and it was nearly day when peace filled her
-unremembering eyes and she had forgotten all.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-LIFE’S NIGHT WATCH.
-
-
-It was a dull, wintry day; blank, ashen sky above--grassland, sere
-and stark, below. Weedy stubble wore shrouding of black; everything
-was still--so still, even the birds yet drowsed upon their perch, nor
-stirred a wing or throat to enliven the depressing wood. A soiled and
-sullen snowdrift lay dankly by a road that had fallen into disuse. It
-was crossed now for the first time, maybe, in a full year. A young
-woman tramped her way along the silent waste to a log shanty. Frozen
-drifts of the late snow lay packed as they had fallen on the door sill.
-
-She rapped at the door and bent her head to listen; then she rattled it
-vigorously, and still no answer. She tried the latch, it yielded, and
-she entered. The light inside was so dim that it was hard at first to
-make out what was about her. Two hickory logs lay smouldering in a bank
-of ashes. She stirred the poor excuse for fire, and put on some smaller
-sticks that lay by the wide fireplace. By this time her eyes had become
-accustomed to the dimness, and she looked about her. There were a
-few splint-bottomed chairs, a “safe,” a table, and a bed covered with
-patched bedding and old clothes, and under these--in a flash she was by
-the bed and had pushed away the covering at the top.
-
-“She is dead,” Cherokee heard herself say aloud, in a voice that
-sounded not at all her own; but no, there was a feeble flicker of pulse
-at the shrunken wrist that she instinctively fumbled for under the bed
-clothes.
-
-“Mammy wake up! I have come to see you--it’s Cherokee, wake up!” she
-called.
-
-The faintest stir of life passed over the brown old face, and she
-opened her eyes. It did not seem as though she saw her or anything
-else. Her shrivelled lips moved, emitting some husky, unintelligible
-sounds. Cherokee leaned nearer, and strained her ears to catch these
-terrible words:
-
-“Starvin’--don’t--tell--my--chile.”
-
-With a cry she sprang to her feet; the things to be done in this awful
-situation mapped themselves with lightning swiftness before her brain;
-she started the fire to blazing, with chips and more wood that somehow
-was already there. Then she opened the lunch she had been thoughtful
-enough to bring; there was chicken, and crackers, and bread. She seized
-a skillet, warmed the food, hurried back to the bed, and fed the woman
-as though she had been a baby.
-
-Soon she thought she could see the influence of food and warmth; but it
-hurt her to see in the face no indication of consciousness; there was a
-blank stare that showed no hope of recognition.
-
-As she laid the patient back upon the pillow of straw there was a sound
-at the door, a sound as of some one knocking the mud from clumsy shoes.
-A colored woman stepped in.
-
-“How you do, Aunt Judy?”
-
-“Don’t disturb her now, she is very weak,” warned Cherokee.
-
-The visitor looked somewhat shocked to see a white lady sitting with
-Aunt Judy’s hand in hers, softly rubbing it. “What’s ailin’ her?” she
-questioned in a whisper, “we-all ain’t hearn nothin’ at all.”
-
-“I came and found her almost dead with hunger, and she is being
-terribly neglected.”
-
-“Well! fo’ de lawd, we-all ain’t hearn nary, single word! I ’lowed she
-was ’bout as common; course I know de ole ’oman bin ailin’ all de year,
-but I didn’t know she was down. I wish we had ha’ knowed it, we-all
-would a comed up and holped.”
-
-“It is not too late yet,” said Cherokee, gently.
-
-“Yes um, we all likes Aunt Judy, she’s a good ole ’oman, I thought Jim
-was here wid her. Don’t know who he is? Jim is her gran’son, a mighty
-shiftless, wuthless chap, but I thought arter she bin so good to him
-he’d a stayed wid her when she got down. But I’ll stay and do all I
-kin.”
-
-Cherokee thanked her gravely, gratefully.
-
-The darkey went on whispering:
-
-“De ole ’oman bin mighty ’stressed ’bout dyin’. She didn’t mind so much
-the dyin’ ez she wanted to be kyaried to de ole plantation to be buried
-’long wid her folks. Dat’s more’n ten or ’leven miles, and she knowd
-dey wouldn’t haul her dat fur--’spec’ly ef de weather wus bad. I ’spec
-worrin’ got her down.”
-
-Cherokee told the visitor to try and arouse her, now that she had had
-time to rest after her meal.
-
-She took up one of her worn brown hands.
-
-“How do you feel, Aunt Judy?”
-
-“Porely, porely,” she stammered almost inaudibly.
-
-“Why didn’t you let we-all know?”
-
-“Thar warn’t nobody to sen’ ’roun’.”
-
-“Whars Jim?” the visitor enquired.
-
-Her face gloomed sadly.
-
-“Law, hunny, he took all de money Mas’r left me, and runned away.” She
-looked up with tears in her eyes.
-
-“Tildy, I mout’ent o’ grieved ’bout de money, but now dey’ll bury me
-jes like a common nigger--out in de woods.”
-
-“Maybe not, sumpin’ mite turn up dat’ll set things right,” she said,
-comfortingly.
-
-The old woman talked with great effort, but she seemed interested in
-this one particular subject.
-
-“Tildy, I ain’t afeard ter die, and I’se lived out my time, but
-we-all’s folks wus buried ’spectable--buried in de grabe-yard at home.
-One cornder wus cut off for we-all in deir buryin’ groun’; my ole man,
-he’s buried dar, and Jerry, my son, he’s buried dar, and our white
-people thought a sight o’ we-all. Dey’ed want me sent right dar.”
-
-“Whar dey-all--your white folks?” asked Tildy, wistfully.
-
-“All daid but one--my chile, Miss Cheraky. I wus her black mammy,
-and she lub’d me--if she was here I’d----” She broke down, crying
-pitifully--lifting her arms caressingly, as though a baby were in them.
-
-Cherokee knew now that she would recognize her, so she came up close to
-her.
-
-“Yes, Mammy, you are right, our loved ones should rest together, I will
-see that you go back home.”
-
-“Oh, my chile!”--she caught her breath in a sob of joy, “God A’mighty
-bless you, God A’mighty bless you!”
-
-“Don’t excite yourself, I shall stay until you are well, or better.”
-Cherokee stooped and patted her tenderly.
-
-“My chile’s dun come to kyar ole mammy home,” she repeated again and
-again, until at last, exhausted from joy, she fell asleep.
-
-Tildy and the young white lady kept a still watch, broken only by
-stalled cattle that mooed forth plaintive pleadings.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-A KENTUCKY STOCK FARM.
-
-
-Cheerless winter days were gone. Spring had grown bountiful at last,
-though long; like a miser
-
-
- “Had kept much wealth of bloom,
- Had hoarded half her treasures up in winter’s tomb.”
-
-
-But her penitence was wrought in raindrops ringed with fragile
-gold--the tears that April sheds. Now vernal grace was complete; the
-only thing to do was to go out in it, to rejoice in its depth of color,
-in its hours of flooded life, its passion pulse of growth.
-
-“Ashland,” that peerless Southern home, was set well in a forest
-lawn. The great, old-fashioned, deep-red brick house, with its broad
-verandas, outlined by long rows of fluted columns, ending with wing
-rooms, was half ivy-covered. A man came out upon the steps and looked
-across his goodly acres. Day-beams had melted the sheet of silvery dew.
-A south wind was asweep through fields of wheat, a shadow-haunted cloth
-of bearded gold, and blades of blue grass were all wind-tangled too.
-How the wind wallowed, and shook, with a petulant air, and a shiver as
-if in pain. The man looked away to the eastward, to where even rows of
-stalls lined his race-course--a kite-shaped track.
-
-A darkey boy came up with a saddled mare, and the master took the
-reins, put foot in the stirrup and mounted to the saddle. He was
-a large, finely built man, fresh in the forties; kindness and
-determination filled the dark eyes, and the broad forehead was not
-unvisited by care. The hand that buckled the bridle was fat, smooth
-and white, very much given to hand-shaking and benedictions. As he was
-about to ride away, the jingling pole-chains of a vehicle arrested his
-attention. Looking around the curve, he saw a carriage coming up--a
-smartly dressed man stepped out, who asked:
-
-“Have I the honor--is this Major McDowell?”
-
-“That is my name, sir; and yours?”
-
-“Frost--Willard Frost,” returned the other, cordially extending his
-hand.
-
-The Major said, warmly:
-
-“Glad to know you, Mr. Frost; will you come in?” and the Major got down
-from his horse.
-
-“Thanks. I came with the view of buying a racer. Had you started away?”
-
-“Only down to the stables; you will come right over with me,” he
-proposed.
-
-“Very good. To go over a stock farm has been a pleasure I have held in
-reserve until a proper opportunity presented itself. Shall I ride or
-walk?”
-
-“Dismiss the carriage and be my guest for the day, I will have you a
-horse brought to ride.”
-
-“Oh, thank you, awfully,” returned the profuse stranger. And he
-indicated his acceptance by carrying out the host’s suggestion.
-
-“Call for me in time for the east-bound evening train,” he said, to the
-driver.
-
-Pretty soon the Major had the horse brought, and they rode down to the
-stables.
-
-“I think, Mr. Frost, I have heard your name before.”
-
-The other felt himself swelling. “I shouldn’t wonder; I am a dauber of
-portraits, from New York, and you I have heard quite a deal of, through
-young Milburn.”
-
-“Robert Milburn! Why bless the boy, I am quite interested in his
-career; he, too, had aspirations in that line. How did he turn out?”
-asked the Major, with considerable interest.
-
-“Well, he is an industrious worker, and may yet do some clever work, if
-drink doesn’t throw him.”
-
-“Drink!” exclaimed the other, “I can scarcely believe it. He impressed
-me as a sober youth, full of the stuff that goes to make a man. What a
-pity; I suppose it was evil associations.”
-
-“A pretty girl is at the bottom of it, I understand. You know, ‘whom
-nature makes most fair she scarce makes true.’”
-
-The Major re-adjusted his hat, and breathed deeply.
-
-“Ah! well, I don’t believe in laying everything on women. Maybe it was
-something else. Has he had no other annoyance, vexations or sorrow?”
-
-“Yes, he lost his mother in mid-winter, but I saw but little change in
-him; true, he alluded to it in a casual way,” remarked Frost, lightly.
-
-“But such deep grief seeks little sympathy of companions; it lies
-with a sensitive nature, bound within the narrowest circles of the
-heart; they only who hold the key to its innermost recesses can speak
-consolation. From what I know of Robert Milburn this grief must have
-gone hard with him.”
-
-Here they came upon the track where the trainer was examining a new
-sulky.
-
-“Bring out ‘Bridal Bells,’ Mr. Noble. I want to show the gentleman some
-of our standard-breds.”
-
-The trainer’s lean face lighted with native pride. With little shrill
-neighs “Bridal Bells” came prancing afield; she seemed impatient to
-dash headlong through the morning’s electric chill. Pride was not
-prouder than the arch of her chest.
-
-“What a beauty, what a poem!” Frost’s enthusiasm seemed an inspiration
-to the Major.
-
-“She is marvellously well favored, sir; comes from the ‘Beautiful
-Bells’ family, that is, without a doubt, one of the richest and most
-remarkable known. If you want a good racer she is your chance. Racing
-blood speaks in the sharp, thin crest, the quick, intelligent ear, the
-fine flatbone and clean line of limb.”
-
-Frost looked in her mouth, put on a grave face, as though he understood
-“horseology.”
-
-The Major gave her age, record, pedigree and price so fast that the
-other found it difficult to keep looking wise and listen at the same
-time.
-
-The trainer then brought out another, a brown horse with tan muzzle and
-flanks.
-
-“Here, sir, is ‘Baron Wilkes’; thus far he has proven an extremely
-worthy son of a great sire, the peerless ‘George Wilkes.’ He was bred
-in unsurpassed lines, is 15½ hands high, and at two years old took a
-record of 2:34¼.”
-
-“Ah! he is a handsome individual; look what admirable legs and feet,”
-exclaimed the guest.
-
-“And a race horse all over. But here comes my ideal,” he added, with
-pride, as across the sward pranced a solid bay without any white;
-black markings extending above his knees and hocks. A horse of finish
-and symmetrical build, well-balanced and adjusted in every member.
-The one prevailing make-up was power--power in every line and muscle.
-Forehead exceedingly broad and full, and a windpipe flaring, trumpet
-like, at the throttle.
-
-“Now I will show you a record-breaker,” the while he patted him
-affectionately.
-
-“This is ‘Kremlin,’ unquestionably the fastest trotter, except
-illustrious ‘Alix.’ Under ordinary exercise his disposition is very
-gentle, there being an independent air of quiet nonchalance that
-is peculiarly his own. Harnessing or unharnessing of colts, or the
-proximity of mares, doesn’t disturb his serene composure. But roused
-into action his mental energies seem to glow at white heat. He is all
-life, a veritable equine incarnation of force, energy, determination--a
-horse that ‘would meet a troop of hell, at the sound of the gong,’ and,
-I might add, beat them out at the wire. His gait, as may be judged
-from his speed, is the poetry of motion; no waste action, but elastic,
-quick, true. He is a natural trotting machine. His body is propelled
-straight as an air line, and his legs move with the precision of
-perfect mechanism.”
-
-“What shoe does he carry?” asked the New Yorker.
-
-“Ten ounces in front, five behind.”
-
-“He is certainly a good animal, I should like to own him; but, all
-around, I believe I prefer ‘Bridal Bells.’ To own one good racer is a
-pleasure. I take moderate, not excessive, interest in races,” explained
-Frost.
-
-“It is rather an expensive luxury, if you only view it from the
-standpoint of pleasure and pride.”
-
-“Oh, when we can afford these things, it is all very well, I have
-always been extravagant, self-indulgent,” and he took out his pocket
-book.
-
-“I must have her,” counting out a big roll of bills and laying them
-in the Major’s hand. “There is your price for my queen.” And “Bridal
-Bells” had a new master.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-THE BIRTH-MARK.
-
-
-Like most Southerners, Major McDowell had the happy faculty of
-entertaining his guests royally.
-
-The New Yorker was there for the day, at the kind solicitation of the
-Major and his most estimable wife. Afternoon brought a rimming haze;
-the wind had hushed, and the thick, lifeless air bespoke rain. A cloud
-no bigger than a man’s hand had gathered at low-sky; then mounted,
-swelling, to the zenith, and wrapped the heavens in a pall and covered
-the earth’s face with darkness that was fearfully illumined by the
-lightning’s glare.
-
-Host and guest stood by an open window looking to the southward. Rain
-came down, pelting the earth with a sheeted fall that soon sent muddy
-runnels adown every fresh furrow. Before the rain was half over, horses
-were led from their stalls to the dripping freedom of wide pasture
-lands.
-
-How green, and still, and sweet-smelling it lies. No wonder the animals
-ran ecstatically about, neighing, prancing, nipping one at the other,
-snatching lush, tender mouthfuls between rolls on the soft, wet turf.
-
-“A goodly sight, Major; I see that you have peculiar advantages of soil
-and climate for stock-raising,” remarked the guest.
-
-“That must be true, and it is a recognition of that superiority that
-sends breeders from all parts of the world to Kentucky. ‘Kentucky
-for fine horses, good whiskey, and pretty women,’ is a maxim old and
-doubtless true.”
-
-“I can vouch for the first two, but it has not been my luck to meet
-many of your fair women.”
-
-“Well, it is proof true,” said the Major; “look for yourself,” and he
-pointed to the forest lawn where a young woman was coming between the
-elm rows, a child’s hand in each of her own. Her figure preserved that
-girlish accent which few women manage to carry over into womanhood.
-
-She had blonde-brown hair, and blue eyes--very dark and tender. She
-looked up as she passed the window, and was none the less charming for
-her startled look. The quick averted glance sent a blush to the face of
-Willard Frost.
-
-Some imagine that only virgins blush; that is a mistake. A blush
-signifies but a change in the circulation of the blood; animals can
-blush. The rabbit is so sensitive that its ears are dyed crimson at
-the least sudden impression.
-
-“That is Cherokee Bell, the prettiest of them all; yes, and the best.”
-The Major’s tone was deep and earnest.
-
-The guest immediately grasped the water bottle, poured himself a glass
-and drank it off slowly, with majestic mien, to calm himself.
-
-“She is beautiful!” he exclaimed, and shutting his teeth together: “Why
-in the name of heaven did I run upon her”--this to himself.
-
-“My wife and I have always been very fond of her--she is our governess.”
-
-“Your governess!” Frost’s smile of superiority lighted his face as he
-added: “I had thought I would like to know more of her, but----”
-
-“She seldom meets strangers,” said the Major quietly, and looking
-steadily at him. “She has had some little experience in the outer
-world. She is more contented here with us.”
-
-“How long has she been with you?”
-
-“Six months and more.”
-
-Frost’s voice was unsteady as he asked, “Hasn’t hers been a life of
-romance? She looks like a woman with a history.”
-
-“You are a regular old gypsy at fortune telling. She has had a varied
-life, poor child.”
-
-“And the scar I noticed upon the back of her right hand. How did that
-happen?”
-
-“I will tell you,” answered the Major, suggesting--“Maybe you’d like a
-smoke; suppose we go on the veranda?”
-
-The guest assented, and taking his hat from a table, followed the other.
-
-Scent of the lilacs fanned through the ivy, and the sodden trees
-dropped rain on the drenched grass.
-
-“I think,” said the Major, as they turned at the end of the veranda
-to retrace it again: “as you seem greatly interested in my pretty
-governess, I will give you the history of what you call a scar--that is
-a fern-leaf--a birth-mark.”
-
-Frost puffed away in a negligent manner of easy interest, and said:
-
-“I should like to hear it.”
-
-“It takes me back to distant, cruel days of war--her father, Darwin
-Bell, was my friend; we were comrades; he had been brought up on a big
-plantation, just this side of the mountainous region--it is sixty miles
-from here--to the northwest. That mountain and the valley on which he
-lived were favorite haunts of mine in those memorable early days of
-my life. I was three years Darwin’s junior, and never had I realized
-his being ahead of me until, at twenty-one, he brought home a wife.
-Soon the war broke out; he was no coward, not half-hearted, and when
-the summons came he was ready to go. I was to enlist at the same time.
-We, like hundreds of others, had only time to make hasty and almost
-wordless farewells. He had to leave this young wife in the care of
-servants, Aunt Judy, and I believe her husband’s name was Lige, and she
-had a son. They were to guard his love-nest while he went out to fight
-for the Southern cause.
-
-“Aunt Judy made many promises; I remember how good were her words
-of comfort. He respected her as sacredly as the leaves of his dead
-mother’s Bible, and the safety of his saber. Her brown, leathery face
-was showered with tears as the young husband and wife, hand in hand,
-went to the gate; she drew back and sat down on the door-steps, not
-daring to intrude on those last few moments.
-
-“The pale little wife could not trust herself to speak; she could only
-cling to Darwin, as, whispering tender words of endearment, he caught
-her in his arms in a last embrace; then tearing himself away, and
-strangling a sob, he mounted his horse and started for the war.
-
-“She watched us go, and, no doubt, deadly fear for his safety must have
-clutched at her heart, and the longing to call him back, to implore him
-for her sake not to risk his life, must have been almost irresistible.
-
-“But the thought of manhood and country flashed into her mind, no
-doubt, and nerved her; for, when he turned to wave a last farewell, her
-face lighted with a brave, cheering smile, which lived in his heart
-the whole war-time. I will not take time to tell of the trials and
-discomforts; you know enough of that by what you’ve read.
-
-“It was six or maybe seven months afterward when we were back in old
-‘Kaintuck;’ the day of which I speak, we of the cavalry, against
-customary plans, were set in the forefront, not on the wings.
-
-“As the mist lifted, we looked across the valley to see the Kentucky
-river gleaming in the sun. It was a familiar sight, a house here and
-there, nearer to us a little church, with its graveyard surrounding;
-we could see the white headstones, and the old slate ones like black
-coffin lids upright. The noise of war, it seemed to me, was enough to
-rouse the dead from the buried rest of years.
-
-“The church reminded me that it was Sunday; with some prickings of
-conscience for having forgotten, I lowered my head, and asked that the
-right might triumph, and that a peace founded on righteousness might be
-won through the strife.”
-
-“And don’t you think your prayer has been answered?” asked the
-listener, interrupting.
-
-The other dropped his voice:
-
-“I am not discussing that question,” and he kept on with his recital.
-
-“Later in the day, Darwin came to me, his face aglow, his eyes bright
-with eager delight, and in great excitement.
-
-“‘I am just two miles from home; if I can get a permit I am going there
-to-night.’
-
-“I exclaimed: ‘You are mad, man, they are so close to us that the
-sentinels almost touch each other, we will have a skirmish inside of an
-hour!’
-
-“‘I am going when the fight is done, if I am spared.’
-
-“I knew him, and he meant it, but I was almost certain he would be
-killed. My prediction proved true, we did have a fight; and for a time
-they had the advantage, and no one knew how the day would have gone had
-not a gallant soldier, too impulsive to obey orders, charged with his
-men too close to our cannon. Poor fellow! he died bravely, but his rash
-act gave us the victory; they retreated in good order and molested us
-no further. Darwin arranged for a leave of an hour’s absence and went
-home, but his unthinking haste nearly cost him his life. He barely made
-into the mountainway when a scout fired upon him. The scout could not
-risk the unknown way of the mountain, so Darwin was saved.
-
-“He galloped about the gloomy gorges fanged with ledges of rock, and
-it was as easy for him to find his way there as in a beaten path. He
-fired, now here, now there, until the mountain seemed alive with armed
-men. By the time the smoke reached the tree tops here, he was away a
-hundred yards.
-
-“By midnight he had rejoined us; having assurance of his wife’s
-well-being, and the faithfulness of Aunt Judy, who nightly slept on the
-family silver, Darwin, pretty well fagged out, dropped down to sleep.
-I had gotten aroused by his coming, and could not go back to sleep,
-myself.
-
-“I marvelled, as I looked across at the young soldier, to find neither
-bitterness nor dissatisfaction on his face, which, even in repose,
-retained something of its former bright expression; and it bore no
-traces of the weary war, save in a certain hollowness of the cheeks. I
-thought that to have to be away from a young wife was enough to justify
-a man in cursing war, but he looked happy, as he lay there wrapped in
-profound slumber; beside him lay his saber, and the keen wind flapped
-vigorously at the gray cloak in which he was enveloped, without in the
-least disturbing him. A more perfect picture of peace in the midst of
-war, of rest in strife, you could not find.
-
-“I said to myself, proudly: ‘The man that can wear that look after
-continued hard duty, without comfortable quarters, is made of brave
-mettle.’
-
-“Lying in damp fields of nights was calculated to make us feel little
-else but cold and stiffness.
-
-“The next night, by some means, he went home again to say ‘good
-bye,’ he told me, though, I suppose, he had said that when he left
-before; but that was none of my business; I was glad he could have the
-privilege again.
-
-“Aunt Judy stood sentinel, and for safe quarters, the wife took Darwin
-up-stairs. He had told them how he got into camp the night before. The
-good woman-guard had to strain her eyes, for night was coming fast; the
-fog, a sad, dun color, was dense, deadly.
-
-“Pretty soon she heard the sound of horses’ feet; she was all nervous,
-for she feared it was ‘dem blue coats comin’.’ With trembling voice she
-called, ‘Leetle Massa! dey’s comin’, dey’s comin’!’ Jerry was standing
-inside the buggy-house, with Massa’s horse ready for him. Aunt Judy
-couldn’t make the captain hear. Her alarm was not unfounded; already
-two Federals shook the door, while a third watched the surroundings,
-ready to give the alarm; they were pretty certain a Confederate was
-visiting here, and were determined to capture him.
-
-“Quick as a flash Aunt Judy took in the situation; she could hear them
-storming at the door; they meant to be admitted, if by force. There
-was handling of a faded gray coat--a sacred keep-sake of hers--and a
-hurried whisper:
-
-“‘Run to de mountain, dey’ll follow; do as massa done.’
-
-“The next minute horse and rider, as one, went dashing through the
-dusk; the scheme acted like a charm. The Federals soon followed in
-swift pursuit, and, until it was almost over, Darwin knew nothing of
-his peril. He was deeply moved by this heroic act, the while his mind
-was filled with grave fears for the safety of the boy. They waited
-until ample time for his return, and kept up spirits until the horse
-came up, riderless. A great unwonted tumult stirred and lashed the calm
-currents of his blood into a whirling storm.
-
-“This was enough; he started out on his search. The women would go with
-him--what more natural--any of us would have let them go. The faint
-flarings of dawn lit their perilous way. Of course the women were more
-or less nervous; though the whole world was ‘still as the heart of
-the dead,’ they were being alarmed by all sorts of imaginary things.
-Aunt Judy was pitiful. She bore up under it for the young woman’s
-sake, but now and then she would lag behind and cry softly to herself,
-for her boy was dear to that old heart. When they began to go up the
-side of the mountain, Darwin had to go first to break back the thick
-undergrowth. Presently he stumbled and had to catch at hazel bushes to
-keep from falling.
-
-“‘Good God!’ he exclaimed, ‘and he tried to save me from this!’
-
-“But his words seemed to die away within his lips, and in dreadful
-self-reproach he bent over Jerry, shuddering at the deathly cold of his
-face and hands. There, before them, the boy Jerry lay, spent and done.
-His head rested upon a bed of blood-withered ferns.”
-
-Frost gazed at the vaulted expanse a moment, then said:
-
-“So that accounts for the birth-mark?”
-
-“Yes, and partially for her being here. Loyal to that noble slave, she
-came down and nursed Aunt Judy five weeks, until she followed her boy
-to that land lit by the everlasting sun. Listen!” The Major heard the
-piano; taking his handkerchief he wiped his eyes. “Pshaw, tears! why I
-am as soft as a girl, but that music makes my eyes blur; I am back in
-my twenties when I hear ‘Marching Through Georgia.’”
-
-“Darwin’s child has been badly used since he died. He left her the
-small sum of thirty-seven hundred dollars--not much. No, but enough to
-keep a girl in a modest way. But she was deluded into going away to
-New York in high society, and she got back here without a cent. She is
-working now to pay for the burial of Aunt Judy.”
-
-The other did not ask what became of her money, but the Major answered
-as if he had.
-
-“My wife tells me that a man actually borrowed a part of it; what a
-contemptible thing for a man to do.”
-
-The singing was still heard, and Frost appeared absorbed in that. He
-made no answer, but commented:
-
-“What a delicious quality of voice she has. It seems as though it were
-impregnated with the tender harmony that must reign in her soul. But,
-pardon me, I must go into Lexington, the carriage is waiting.”
-
-“Won’t you spend the night, Mr. Frost?” asked the Major.
-
-“Thank you, sir, I have greatly enjoyed your hospitality, but I must
-catch the first east-bound train.”
-
-The crouching heart within him quailed like a shuddering thing, and he
-went away very like a cur that is stoned from the door.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-HEARTS LAID BARE.
-
-
-They sat in the breakfast room--the family and Cherokee.
-
-“Did I tell you, wife, that when Mr. Frost was here he brought me news
-of Robert Milburn?”
-
-The tall, graceful woman thus addressed looked from the head of the
-table, and showing much interest, questioned:
-
-“Indeed! well, how was he doing? I grew very fond of the boy when he
-was here.”
-
-“The news is sad; he has gone to drinking,” said the Major, sorrowfully.
-
-“I don’t believe it; we have no reason to take this stranger’s word; we
-don’t know who he is.” Turning to Cherokee she asked:
-
-“Did you ever hear of Mr. Frost in New York?”
-
-With a suppressed sigh, she answered:
-
-“He is an artist of considerable note, I knew him very well.”
-
-Suddenly Mrs. McDowell remembered that this was the bold man of whom
-Cherokee had told her much; so she questioned her no more, for she was
-always tender and thoughtful of others.
-
-The Major did not understand any connection of names, and he again
-alluded to the subject.
-
-“This New Yorker said it was about a girl; but the whole thing, to me,
-savors of some man’s hand--one who did not like him well.”
-
-Here the wife changed the subject by asking:
-
-“Who got any letters? I didn’t see the boy when he brought the mail.”
-
-“Cherokee must have had a love letter or a secret,” remarked the Major
-cheerily. “I saw her tearing it into tiny bits, and casting them in a
-white shower on the grass.”
-
-“Come, come, girlie, tell us all about it;” then suddenly the lady
-said: “How pale you are!”
-
-“I do not feel well this morning,” she answered; “the letter was from a
-friend of other days.” She stumbled to her feet in a dazed sort of way,
-and hurried out of the house.
-
-There was a touch of chill in the air, and the roses drooped; only
-wild-flower scents greeted her as she stopped and leaned against
-the matted honeysuckle arch by the garden gate. She searched the
-vine-tangle through, without finding one single blooming spray. This
-was Saturday; no school to-day. She felt a vague sense of relief in
-the thought, but what should she do with her holiday. She had lost her
-usual spirits, she had forgotten to be brave. The letter, maybe, or
-the stranger guest, had made the pale color in her cheeks; the eyelids
-drooped heavily on the tear-wet face, and checked the songs that most
-days welled perpetually over unthinking lips.
-
-She had never told of Robert’s treatment of her; of his cold
-leave-taking, his altered look, for her to remember always. She had
-been bearing it in silence. Bred to the nicest sense of honorable good
-faith, she had kept it alone. But to-day she was weakening; she was
-agitated, and in a condition of feverish suspense and changeful mind.
-
-Sunrays shone upon her hair as she leaned against the arch, her head
-bowed on her clasped hands, her slender figure shaken with grief. She
-heard voices and quick treading on the gravel walk.
-
-“You haven’t aged at all, though it has been eleven years since I was
-here.”
-
-“Life goes fairly smooth with me; and you have been well, I trust.”
-She knew that was the Major’s voice, and in the lightning flash of her
-unerring woman’s instinct she knew the other, as he said:
-
-“I have been blessed with sound body, but life has passed roughly with
-me since my mother died. You have heard it?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“She made home so dear to my boyhood; so real to my after years. She
-was ever burning there a holy beacon, under whose guidance I always
-came to a haven and to a refuge.”
-
-
-Then they suddenly came upon Cherokee, partly concealed.
-
-“I told him we would find you down among the flowers, you little
-butterfly. Why didn’t you tell me Robert was coming, he is one of
-my boys?” and the Major laid his hand affectionately on the man’s
-shoulder; then, without waiting for an answer, he left them together.
-
-Holding out one hand: “I am glad to see you, Cherokee,” and he drew
-closer.
-
-She crimsoned, faltered, and looked toward the ground, but did not
-extend her own hand.
-
-“Thank you,” was all she could utter.
-
-He went on: “The very same; the Cherokee of old;” he mused, smiling
-dreamily, “her own self, like no other.”
-
-Moving a step within the vine covert she said with a shadowy smile:
-
-“I wish I were not the old self. I want her to be forgotten.”
-
-“That is impossible--utterly impossible; I tried to deceive myself
-into the belief that this would be done; you see how I have failed?”
-
-Raising her eyes full to his, but dropping them after the briefest
-gaze, she said, timidly:
-
-“Why have you come back?”
-
-“I have come back to mend the broken troth-plight; I have come back to
-be forgiven,” he answered, humbly.
-
-“You have come back to find a wasted youth, a tired woman who has
-been the victim of a lie, told in the dark, with the seeming verity
-of intimate friendship. You have come back to find me stabbed by a
-thousand disappointments, striving with grim indifference, learning to
-accept, unquestioning, the bitter stone of resignation for my daily
-bread. I would scarce venture now to spread poor stunted wings that
-life has clipped so closely that they bleed when they flutter even
-toward the smallest hope.”
-
-He fiercely cried, and clinched his hands together, with one consuming
-glance at her:
-
-“I was to blame, Cherokee, for believing that you had promised to marry
-Fred Stanhope; Willard Frost is charged with this as well”--he bit his
-lips hard.
-
-“And it was to the same man that I owe the death of innocence.” Her
-voice was scarcely more than a whisper.
-
-Robert Milburn turned upon her a piteous face, white with an intensity
-of speechless anguish. He staggered helplessly backward, one hand
-pressed to his eyes, as though to shut out some blinding blaze of
-lightning.
-
-“Innocence! great God! He shall die the death----”
-
-“Ah, you do not understand,” she hastily interrupted. “I mean that I
-thought all men were brave, honorable in everything, business as well
-as socially; but he was not a brave man; it was a business transaction
-in which he did me ill. I had measured him by you.”
-
-This was a startling relief to him:
-
-“Thank heaven I was mistaken in your expression of ‘death of
-innocence.’ But you humiliate, crush me, with a sense of my own
-unworthiness, to say I have been your standard. What made me listen to
-idle gossip of the Club--why did I act a brute, a coward?” his lips
-moved nervously.
-
-“Dearest, show yourself now magnanimous, forgive it all, and forget it.
-You are so brave and strong--so beautiful--take me back.”
-
-“Was it I who sent you away?”
-
-“Oh! do you not see how humiliating are these reminders? I have
-confessed my wrong.”
-
-“But would I not still be a burden; you said I could not bear poverty?”
-she asked.
-
-He looked up with an expression of painful surprise:
-
-“Don’t, don’t! I know now that love is the crown and fulfillment of all
-earthly good. Have you quit caring for me? I infer as much.”
-
-Hastening to undo the effect of her last words, she said:
-
-“Forgive me, Robert, what need I say? You read my utmost thoughts now
-as always. I have not changed towards you.”
-
-His sad expression gave place to exquisite joy and adoration.
-
-“I am grateful for the blessing of a good woman’s love.”
-
-They passed out of the gate, down through the browning woods, and all
-things were now as they, of old, had been. The bracing, cool October
-air was like rare old wine; it made their flagging pulses beat full and
-strong. In such an atmosphere, hand in hand with such a companion--a
-woman so sweet, so young, so pure--Robert could not fail to feel the
-fires of love burn brighter and brighter. Her forgiveness was spoken
-from her very soul. Rarely has a wave of happiness so illumined a
-woman’s face as when she said, “I love you so now, I have never
-understood you before.” There was a degree of love on her part that was
-veritable worship--her nature could do nothing by halves. Her soul was
-so thrilled by this surcharged enthusiasm, it could hold no more. There
-is a supreme height beyond which no joy can carry one, and this height
-Cherokee had attained. The restraint of her will was overthrown for the
-moment, and now the pent-up passion of her heart swept on as a mountain
-torrent:
-
-“Oh, my dearest love, how have I lived until now? What a lovely place
-this world is with you--you alone. Kiss me! kiss me!” She grasped his
-hand with sudden tightness, until his ring cut its seal into the flesh.
-He bent over her head, put her soft lips to his, and folded her in his
-arms. “Sweetheart, I shall never go away without you.”
-
-All this meant so much to Cherokee--these hours with him--these
-hours of forgetfulness of all but him--these hours of abandon, of
-unrestrained joy, flooded her life with a light of heaven. She
-had given her happiness into his keeping; and he had accepted the
-responsibility with a finer appreciation of all it meant than is shown
-by most men.
-
-Where could there have been a prettier trothing-place than here in the
-free forest, where the good God had been the chief landscape gardener.
-Here was the God-touch in everything. Well had the red man called
-this month the “moon ’o falling leaves.” Softly they came shivering
-down, down, down, at their feet, breathing the scent of autumn. Now,
-and here, nature is seen in smoother, softer, mellower aspect than she
-wears anywhere else in the world. It was nearing the nooning hour when,
-together, the lovers’ steps tended homeward, and when they reached
-the house, Robert vowed it would never again be in him to say that he
-didn’t love the South and the country.
-
-With what a young, young face Dorothy met the Major. As she looked up
-she saw his wide kind eyes smiling; he leaned forward and laid his hand
-upon her, saying, “My little girl, after all, love is life.”
-
-At these words a tall, slight woman raised her head--a secret bond of
-fellowship seemed to have stirred some strange, mysterious sympathy.
-The Major crossed over to her; what though time had stolen away her
-youth--her freshness gone, there was still sweet love gleaming in her
-lined face--it could not be that they were old. Tenderly he took her
-warm soft hand in his, and told her how he loved her. The sweethearts
-looked on and rejoiced; neither whispered it to the other, but deep in
-the heart each said, “So shall ours be forever.”
-
-“Come, let me bless you my children,” and the Major’s wife slipped a
-hand into one hand of each, and drew them closer. Robert’s eyes lit
-up; his brave mouth was smiling quietly, while dimples broke out on
-Cherokee’s face.
-
-“I trust the dark is all behind, the light before, and that you are at
-the threshold of a great, enduring happiness--but remember that Time
-will touch you as your joy has done, but his fingers will weigh more
-heavily--it is then that you must cling all the closer.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
-SUNLIGHT.
-
-
-The marriage was to be celebrated in two weeks. Cherokee had too much
-common sense to wish an elaborate wedding, when it would necessitate
-more means than she possessed.
-
-The Major and his wife, who was the personification of lovable good
-nature, considered together, and graciously agreed to extend to Robert,
-for these two weeks, the hospitality of their roof. What a sweetly good
-wife the Major had! The graces of her person corresponded to the graces
-of her mind. The beauty of her character found a fitting symbol in the
-sweet, gentle face--the refined, expressive mouth, that gave out wise
-counsel to Cherokee, in whom she felt so deep an interest.
-
-Cherokee had the dimmest memory of her mother, whom she lost when she
-was a child in words of three letters, frocks to her knees, infantine
-socks, and little shoes fastened with two straps and a button. The
-Major’s wife was so full of charity and tenderness that she did her
-best to compensate for the unhappy want of a mother. She now gave her
-assistance in every particular relating to the preliminaries of the
-wedding.
-
-There is an old saying that “honest work is prayer.” If thus reckoned,
-there was a deal of praying at Ashland now. At the door, most times,
-was a large carriage, of the kind which the Major used to call a
-barouche, with an immense pair of iron-gray horses to it, and on the
-box was a negro coachman, ready at a moment’s notice to let down the
-steps, open and close the door, clamber up to his seat, and set off at
-a brisk pace along down a winding avenue of laurels, to town.
-
-As for Robert, it was the union of inspiration and rest that made the
-days so wholesome and unique. It was agreed that he and the Major
-should be no care to the busy ones; they were to find their own
-entertainments. One or two days had been passed in hunting expeditions.
-They had bagged quail until the artist fancied himself a great success
-as a huntsman. Then there were morning strolls where he could take
-his thoughts and ease in the fulness of all the falling beauty and
-grandeur of the season. Light winds strewed his way broadcast with
-leaves--leaves that were saturated, steeped, drunken with color. What
-a blessed privilege for a man with artistic tastes. There was nothing
-second-rate about here. The air, as well as the leaves, was permeated,
-soaked through and through, with sunlight--quivering, brilliant,
-radiant; sunlight that blazes from out a sky of pearl, opal and
-sapphire; sunlight that drenched historic “Ashland” with liquid amber,
-kissed every fair thing awake, and soothed every shadow; sunlight that
-caresses and does not scorch, that dazzles and does not blind.
-
-Upon one hunting trip the Major took Robert up near Cherokee’s old
-home--the woods and fields where her childhood passed. It was well
-worth the day’s ride. What various charm lies in this region. The wood
-is alive with squirrels too. They stole upon two of these shy wood
-rangers, who were busy in their frolic, chasing one another around a
-huge hickory nut tree.
-
-“Ssh!” whispered Robert, as he motioned the Major to lay down his gun.
-He wished to watch their antics. They were young ones who, as yet, knew
-not the burden of existence whose pressure sends so many hurrying,
-scurrying, all the day long, laying up store of nuts against the coming
-cold. To these two, life, so far, meant a summer of berries, and milky
-corn, and green, tender buds, with sleep in a leaf-cradle, rocked by
-soft summer winds; with morning scampers through seas of dew-fresh
-boughs. Only glimmering instinct tells them of imminent, deadly change,
-and, all unknowing, they make ready against it, in such light-hearted,
-hap-hazard fashion. Now they cease their scampering and drop down to
-earth, burrowing daintily in its deep leaf-carpet. One rises upon his
-haunches with a nut in his paws, the other darts to seize it, and for
-a few minutes they roll over and over--a furry ball, with two waving,
-plumy tails. It flies swiftly apart, the finder hops upon a rotting
-tree trunk to chatter in malicious triumph. His mate sits, dejected,
-a yard away, as his sharp teeth cut the hull; she has given up the
-contest and is sore over it, though nuts are plentiful, and the yield
-this year, abundant. Presently, she creeps past to the log’s other end;
-the other looks sharply at her out of the corner of his eye, then,
-darts to her side, pats her lightly between the ears, and, as she turns
-to face him, drops the nut of contention safe within her little paws.
-At once she falls to ravenous gnawing. He looks on, rubs his head
-caressingly against her, then darts away to find a new treasure that
-has just dropped from above; for well they know none were more rightful
-heirs to nature’s bounty.
-
-The men looked on in silent interest; this was a pretty sight indeed,
-and few manage to steal upon it for more than a moment. Their luck was
-due to the youth of the pair, who thought they risked nothing by such
-delicious idling--nor, indeed, did they; for when the watching was
-over, the intruders shouldered their guns and left them to life. The
-Major’s next turn was toward the big south wood, whose edge they saw
-fringing the top of the bluff. This bluff faces north, a sheer wall of
-grey-blue limestone, seamed and broken into huge ledges. All manner
-of wild vines grow in the clefts, grape-vines, wild ivy, poison-oak,
-trail down into the water. The crown and glory of it, though, was its
-ferns. The trailing rock-fern runs all over the face of it, each seam
-and cleft is a thick fringe of maiden-hair ferns, wherever it gets good
-root. Foxes live in the caves along the bluffs, but the men looked with
-keenest search and they could not catch a glimpse of one.
-
-Thinking of this, the Major recalled to mind a memorable and exciting
-chase in which they had run the fox into this very place. He had
-distanced them by one second, and they lost the game.
-
-While they stood there, letting their horses drink, the Major recounted
-the things of interest about the hunt.
-
-“It is such royal sport,” declared Robert, “there is nothing so
-invigorating as a lively chase, though as a sport its palmiest days
-are in the past. To be a ‘master of fox-hounds’ was once a country
-gentleman’s crowning distinction. The chase, when spoken of now, has a
-reminiscent tone, an old ‘time flavor.’”
-
-“Notwithstanding our neighboring young men keep up this pastime of
-old days, I go but rarely, now,” said the Major. “Various modern
-innovations, from wire fences to democratic ideas, have conspired to
-ruin the country--for fox hunting. Unsportsmanlike farmers will not
-tolerate broken fences and trampled crops.”
-
-“I should so enjoy just one stirring chase. I wonder if we could get up
-a ‘swagger’ affair, including the girls?” asked Robert.
-
-“Most assuredly.”
-
-And on the way home, they planned the hunt.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-
-THE PICTURESQUE SPORT.
-
-
- “Resounds the glad hollo,
- The pack scents the prey;
- Man and horse follow,
- Away, hark away!
- Away, never fearing,
- Ne’er slacken your pace--
- What music so cheering
- As that of the chase.”
-
-
-It is dawn. The cool black darkness pales to tender gray. Singeth not
-the ballad-monger--
-
-
- “A southerlie wind, a clouded skye
- Doe proclaime it huntynge morning?”
-
-
-Now the long notes of mellow-winded horns come strongly up-wind,
-undervoiced with a whimpering chorus from the hounds. The fox-hunters
-are out. What a picture! Eleven blue-grass beauties, all roundnesses
-and curves, mounted upon eleven Kentucky horses. An equal number of
-cavaliers put in, made a fair and gallant sight. The company willingly
-recognized as their chief, the new arrival and visitor, whose noble
-head and clear-cut features were really quite imposing. Cherokee
-started out as his companion, and she occupied, with sufficient
-majesty, her place of triumph. She was upon “Sylvan,” a splendid
-lead-white horse, who was the pride and pet of her care. What a
-horse--what a rider! Where could you find such hand, seat, horse,
-rider--so entirely, so harmoniously, at one? It is a rhythm of motion,
-wherein grace has wedded strength. Mark the fire, the spirit of the
-beast; his noble lift of head, arching neck, with its silky, flowing
-mane; his clean flat leg, his streaming tail of silver shining. How he
-loves his mistress who sits him so light, so firm, so easily swaying;
-she bends him to her will by master-strength; yet pats and soothes
-as she might a frightened child. Sweetness and strength! that is all
-the magic. The rein is a channel through which intelligence goes most
-subtly. Good Sylvan knows and loves his rider--feels her vividly to the
-core of his quick sense; will serve her unquestioning to the limit of
-his speed and stay.
-
-The hunters have started in a south-easterly direction, the
-musical-winding of horns, wreathing like a thread of gold, through the
-heart of the town.
-
-Listen! they are now at the creek ford; hear the splash and beat of
-hoofs. The dogs ahead, are running in leaping circles through field
-and wood. A whimpering challenge comes sharply from the left; nobody
-heeds it--it is only the puppy, out for a first run, as yet scarce
-knowing the scent he seeks. Most likely he is trailing a rabbit--but
-no; a bell-like note echoes him. Trumpet, king of the pack, cries loud
-and free--all the rest break out in thrilling jangle, and set all the
-valley a-ring. Up, up, it swells, truly a jocund noise, under these low
-pale clouds, this watery moon, this reddening east. They are headed up
-wind, the cool air goes back heavy-freighted with the wild dog-music.
-Hoof-beats sound sharply through it. Sylvan is close behind the leading
-hound. What sharp, exultant shrilling comes out from the followers’
-throats. All the hunt is whooping, yelling, as it streams through dusk
-of dawn. Up, then down, they go; along a gentle slope from whose sparse
-flints the hoofs strike fire. A fair world smiles up from either hand,
-but they have no eye, no thought for it. The thrilling, breathless
-motion wraps them away from other senses; they are drunken with “wine
-o’ the morning.” Truly, it is the breath of life they draw, in this
-rush through the dew-fresh air.
-
-Note the leader now, urging his mare; what feet are hers--small,
-firm, unerring. Her skimming gallop is as the flight of a bird--her
-leap a veritable soar. See! the fox has doubled; now the full cry
-rings down-wind. See the dogs tumbling, writhing over that crooked
-fence. They had been running always on view--heads up, tails down--so
-close upon their quarry there was no need to lay nose to the tainted
-herbage that he had crossed. They caught the scent hot in the air. All
-the hunters knew it when they heard the last wild burst of furious
-dog-music. So hearing, they sat straighter in the saddle, gave the
-good beasts the spur; a little while and they would be “in at the
-death;” the next field, certainly the next hill-side, must bring it.
-So they crash, pell-mell, over the low roadside fence, as the hounds
-top the high one bounding the pasture land. But now Trumpet stops
-short, flings his nose to wind, and sets up a whimpering cry--he has
-lost the trail. The fox has either dodged back under the horses’ feet,
-or hidden so snug that the dogs have over-run him. Look at the true
-creatures, panting with lolling tongues, as they run crying about
-the field, dazed out of all weariness by this astounding check. A
-minute--two--three--still the trail is lost. There is babble of yelps
-and shouting, each master calling loudly to his most trusted hound.
-The leader’s horse champs on the bit, frets lightly against the rein.
-Sylvan, too, prances gaily under check. This ringing run has but
-well breathed him--the noise of it has set his fine blood afire. Soon
-a horn breaks faintly out, is instantly from lip, and all the field
-is in motion. The fox is cunning, but Trumpet is cunninger. He has
-followed the fence a hundred yards, picked up the trail where the sly
-thing leaped to earth after running along the rails, and is after
-it, calling, with deepest notes, to man and beast to follow and save
-the honors of the field. How straight he goes; his fellows streaming
-after can do no more than yelp, as with great leaping bounds they
-devour the grassy space. Nearer, nearer he comes to the dark, sweated,
-hunted thing that seems a mere shadow on the ground in front of him,
-so straight, so skimming is his steady flight toward the bluff beyond;
-his den is there. To it he strains, yet never shall he gain. Almost
-Trumpet is upon the prize; his hot breath overruns it; it darts aside,
-doubles--but all in vain. Quickly, cruelly, his jaws close upon it. The
-leading horseman, Robert, snatches it away, and blows a long blast of
-his horn. Trumpet stands aquiver with delight, and leaps up for a pat
-of the hand, while Robert flings the dead fox at his feet before the
-eyes of all the field.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-
-WEDDED.
-
-
-It was the seventeenth of October--the wedding day at “Ashland.” Little
-ruffles of south wind blew out of a fair sky, breathing the air of
-simplicity into grandeur. Up among the ivy leaves, a couple of birds
-flashed and sang. But indoors, people were so mightily interested in a
-pair of unwinged lovers, that these two sang their song out, and then
-flew away unheard.
-
-Carriages bearing guests to the wedding were already rolling past.
-Those who alighted were the intimate friends. No stranger’s curious
-stare would fall upon this scene to contrast with its fairness. No
-shadow was necessary to the harmony of it.
-
-Robert stood at an upper window, and his eyes fell upon the matted
-honey-suckle where Cherokee had first lifted so sad a face to him--so
-sad, that, though the first throb of grief awakened by his mother’s
-death had scarcely yet been stilled, he forgot his own sorrow in the
-effort to bring happiness again to her--his living love. How his
-words of tenderness had made her face soft like the late sunshine of
-a summer day. He looked with emotion upon the scene whose vividness
-came back with double force to-day. Could all this influence be as
-fleeting as it was charming? What would be his verdict at the end of a
-year--what hers?
-
-He was called clever, and “people of talent should keep to themselves
-and not get married.” Yet his love had overruled the sage’s counsel.
-This feeling for Cherokee he knew could not be called another name less
-sweet. Since the first sight of her he had worshipped her from afar, as
-a devout heathen might worship an idol, or as a neophyte in art might
-worship the masterpiece of a master. And she was proud of him, too;
-women want the world’s respect for their husbands. Would he, could he,
-do anything to make her and the world lose that respect? No, he thought
-not now--he would be away from his old associations and temptings.
-“Artists are such funny chaps, they all have the gift of talk and
-good manners,” he mused, “but they are generally upon the verge of
-starvation; they are too great spendthrifts to be anything else but
-worthless fellows. Now I am not a spendthrift, and if I can but conquer
-_one little evil_, of which I should have told her, maybe, I will break
-the record they have made.”
-
-Lost for a time in this reverie, he was dead to the passing of the
-precious moments. Recalled to himself, he turned quickly to the
-clock--it still wanted five and twenty minutes to twelve.
-
-As for Cherokee, there were no moments of sober reflection. She was
-too much in love to calculate for the future, and did not imagine that
-so delicious a life could ever come to an end. Happy in being the
-help-mate of Robert, she thought that his inextinguishable love would
-always be for her the most beautiful of all ornaments, as her devotion
-and obedience would be an eternal attraction to him.
-
-There was but one thing now left undone. She slipped out the side
-entrance, down into the lawn where Sylvan was. She laid her soft cheek
-against his great silvered neck. “I am going away,” she whispered, half
-aloud, as though he could understand. “But you know he must be very
-kind and dear if I leave my good friends and you, for him, you brave,
-big beast; how I hope your next mistress will care for you as I have.”
-She pressed his neck affectionately, the while his eyes mirrored and
-caressed her, and, when she started back towards the house, he followed
-her with a tread that was pathetic.
-
-Inside, the rooms, and halls, and stairway, were wreathed about with
-delicate vines and roses. All Ashland was in attendance, if not in the
-house or on the verandas, then gazing through the windows; or waiting
-outside the gate. Even the negroes, as they peered, tiptoe, had a sense
-of ownership in the affair.
-
-It was noon--that supreme moment of life and light. The tall
-silver-faced clock rang out twelve silvery chimes as ten maidens, in
-wash-white, entered, strewing flowers in the path. These white robed
-attendants, standing now aisle-wise, made a symphony of bloom. All eyes
-followed the bride as she appeared on the arm of the handsome, kindly
-Major, full of dignity, full of sweetness as well. Every heart burst
-forth into an exclamation of delight and admiration. There was youth,
-sweetness and love on her flushing face. Few brides have looked happier
-than Cherokee; few men have looked more manly than Robert Milburn, as
-he met and took her hand for life.
-
-The ceremony was followed by a shower of congratulations. A hurried
-change to her going-away gown, and they were ready to take their final
-leave. The Major and his wife said good-bye, and then again, good-bye,
-with a lingering emphasis that made the word as kind as a caress.
-
-A few minutes more and they were gone. There was nothing left but the
-scattered rice on the ground, and Sylvan, with bowed head--as though
-he knew the hand of Cherokee had now another charge; while over all
-sifted the long benediction of sunlight and falling leaves.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-
-CHLORAL.
-
-
-It was a half hour past midnight. A cab drew up in front of a residence
-in New York, and two men bore something into the outer doorway.
-
-The bell gave a startling alarm, and presently, from within, a voice
-asked, with drowsy tremor:
-
-“Is that you, Robert, husband?”
-
-“Open the door quickly,” some one insisted.
-
-“But that is not Robert’s voice,” she faltered.
-
-“Madam, a friend has brought your husband home.”
-
-This assurance caused the door to be quickly opened.
-
-“Good heavens! is he ill? Is he hurt? Bring him this way,” she
-excitedly directed.
-
-The silken draperies of the bed were trembling, showing that she had
-just left their folds. After depositing the burden, the cab man bowed,
-and left them.
-
-“It is not at all serious, my dear madam,” the friend began, “but the
-truth is--” here he hesitated confusedly, he did not mean to tell her
-the truth at all; anything else but that.
-
-“Oh, sir, tell me the worst; what has happened?” and she leaned
-lovingly over the unconscious man; she looked so earnest in her
-grief--so unsuspecting--that Marrion was convinced that this was the
-first “full” of the honeymoon. “I will help him out of this,” he said
-to himself.
-
-“Robert had a terrific headache at the club, and we gave him
-chloral--he took a trifle too much--that is all--he will be quite
-himself by morning.”
-
-“Oh! sir, are you sure it is not fatal?” Cherokee asked, anxiously,
-“absolutely sure? But how could anyone be so careless,” she
-remonstrated.
-
-“I do not wonder that you ask, since it was Marrion Latham who was so
-thoughtless.”
-
-“Marrion Latham! my husband’s dearest friend.”
-
-“I am what is left of him,” he answered, laughingly.
-
-She extended her hand, cordially:
-
-“I am glad to meet you, for Robert loves you very dearly, and came near
-putting off the wedding until your home-coming.”
-
-“I am very sorry to have missed it. Have I come too late to offer
-congratulations?”
-
-“No, indeed, every sunset but closes another wedding day with us,” and
-she kissed the flushed face of the sleeper she so loved. Too blind
-was that love to reveal the plight in which this accident had left
-him. Call it accident this once, to give it tone. Cherokee willingly
-accepted for truth the statement that Marrion had made. Enough for her
-woman heart to know that her husband needed her attention and love.
-There over him she leaned, her hair rippling capewise over her gown,
-while from the ruffled edge her feet peeped, pink and bare. She was
-wrapped in a long robe of blue cashmere, with a swansdown collar, which
-she clasped over her breast with her left hand. It was easy to be seen
-there was little clothing under this gown, which every now and then
-showed plainly, in spite of the care she took to hide it.
-
-Art was powerless to give these fine and slight undulations of the body
-that shone, so to speak, through the soft and yielding material of her
-garment. Marrion studied the poem she revealed; he saw she had a wealth
-of charms--every line of her willowy figure being instinct with grace
-and attractiveness, as was the curve of her cheeks and the line of her
-lips. Imagine a flower just bursting from the bud and spreading ’round
-the odor of spring, and you may form some faint idea of the effect she
-produced. To Marrion she was not a woman, she was _the_ woman--the
-type, the abstraction, the eternal enigma--which has caused, and will
-forever cause, to doubt, hesitate and tremble, all the intelligence,
-the philosophy, and religion of humanity.
-
-All his soul was in his eyes; Eve, Pandora, Cleopatra, Phyrne, passed
-before his imagination and said: “Do you understand, now?” and he
-answered: “Yes, I understand.”--Robert was safe at home and was now
-sleeping quietly, so Marrion thought he had done his duty.
-
-“I shall leave you now, Mrs. Milburn; he will be all right when he has
-had his sleep out.”
-
-“Oh, do not leave us, what shall I do without you?” she pleaded in
-child-fashion.
-
-“If it will serve you in the least, I shall be glad to remain,” he
-assured her, as he resumed his seat.
-
-After all, he did not know but that it was best for him to stay. Too
-well he knew that to every sleep like this there is an awakening that
-needs a moderator.
-
-Marrion Latham was a tall, splendid-looking man, with a proud,
-commanding manner. His intimates styled him, “The Conqueror.” He had
-always had a handsome annuity besides the income he realized from his
-plays. He had enough money to make the hard world soft, win favors,
-gild reputation, and enable one to ride instead of walk through life;
-consequently, he had self-indulgent habits, and was destitute of
-those qualities of self-endurance and self-control that hard work and
-poverty teach best. Yet he had that high sense of honor which is most
-necessary to such an imaginative, passionate and self-willed nature as
-he possessed.
-
-While he sat there quietly, Robert became restless. The stupor was
-wearing off, and the dreaded awakening came.
-
-“May I trouble you for a glass of water?” was Marrion’s request, that
-would absent Mrs. Milburn for awhile.
-
-Robert made a ferocious movement, and began thumping his head.
-
-“Wheels in it,” he muttered.
-
-“Be quiet, she does not suspect you,” Marrion whispered.
-
-Cherokee came back to find her husband in the delirious throes of his
-spree. With sweet and tender solicitude, she asked:
-
-“Do you feel better, dear?”
-
-“I have been desperately ill,” was his almost rational response.
-
-“Bravo,” was Marrion’s mental comment, “so far, so good.” Now, if she
-would only allow him to be quiet; but who ever saw a woman tire of
-asking questions, and who ever saw a drunken man that did not have a
-tongue for all ten of the heads he imagined he had?
-
-Cherokee chimed in again:
-
-“I have been very uneasy about you. You know I expected you home by
-ten.”
-
-“Ten! Fifty would be more like it. I know I took that money.”
-
-“What do you mean, Robert?” she asked, as she stared at him, amazed and
-wounded.
-
-“He means nothing, he is flighty; that’s the way the medicine affects
-one,” Marrion explained.
-
-“I tell you she is deucedly pretty”--with this Robert calmed down for
-awhile.
-
-“He is surely out of his head, Mr. Latham.”
-
-“No, I am not,” thundered Robert, “I should feel better if I were,” and
-all at once he came to his senses.
-
-“What does this mean? What am I doing, lying down in my dress suit?” he
-demanded, “and it is broad day.”
-
-“It means that you have kept me up all night lying for you,” whispered
-Marrion.
-
-“The devil you say! have I had too much?”
-
-Cherokee had gone from the room with the stain of wild roses on her
-cheek, for she had at last understood the situation, and its terrible
-significance.
-
-“I will leave you now, old boy, and I hope this will not occur again.
-You have an angel for a wife.”
-
-“Thank you, Latham, stay for breakfast with us.”
-
-“No, I have an appointment early this morning.”
-
-At the door he turned and called to Milburn:
-
-“Oh, Milburn, when you have the headache again, there is one thing you
-must not forget.”
-
-“What’s that?”
-
-“Chloral,” he answered, chaffingly.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI.
-
-A BOLD INTRUDER.
-
-
-That evening Robert did not go down town to dinner, but stayed at home,
-by way of doing penance. He sat in his room, reading; suddenly he threw
-aside the paper and said:
-
-“What nonsense to pretend to read in a home like this, I ought to give
-all my time to adoration of you; few men are so blessed.”
-
-“How lovely of you to say that; you are the very best husband in all
-the world, I know you are.”
-
-“And you, my wife, are just what I would have you be.”
-
-She lifted her face and looked ardently into his:
-
-“I am so happy; are you?”
-
-“As happy as I ever wish to be in heaven,” he replied, with great
-earnestness.
-
-“Oh, don’t say that, it is irreverent--sacrilegious----”
-
-The sentence was cut short by the servant entering and announcing:
-
-“Mr. Latham, Mr. Frost.”
-
-Cherokee, in astonishment, asked:
-
-“Surely it cannot be Willard Frost?”
-
-“S--h--! he will hear you,” warned the husband.
-
-“Then it is he.”
-
-“I shouldn’t wonder, though I do not see what brings him here.”
-
-“He must have been invited; brazen as he is, he never would have
-intruded here unasked,” she guessed.
-
-“Now, since you speak of it, I did meet him at the Club last night,
-with Marrion.”
-
-“And you invited him here?” Anger and sorrow were blended in the voice
-of Cherokee as she asked the question.
-
-“I don’t think I did, though something was said about his calling. The
-fact is, I had been taking a little too much--too much----”
-
-“Chloral. Yes I understand now, but how could you be friendly with him
-after the way he had treated me.”
-
-There was reproach in her tones, that told more strongly than her
-words, of suppressed indignation. Robert noticed it and was visibly
-embarrassed.
-
-“You forget he gave us a thousand dollar wedding present. He is really
-a good fellow when you come to know him thoroughly; besides, he is
-one of the most successful artists in New York, and can be of great
-service to me. I want to get to the front, you know.”
-
-Cherokee had never told Robert of their meeting, nor that very amount
-he had so contemptuously returned to her in the guise of a gift--of the
-reception, and Willard’s boast that she would again receive him. She
-regretted that now; surely the knowledge on the part of the husband
-would have restrained him.
-
-“You must go to them,” she said at length, “they will think strangely
-of the delay.”
-
-“I must go; surely you will accompany me.”
-
-“Don’t ask it, Robert; make some excuse; I can’t meet that man.”
-
-“Nonsense! the embarrassment will be but momentary. You surely won’t
-stand in the way of my success; besides, Marrion is there, and I am
-sure you will enjoy knowing him better.”
-
-“Do you really wish me to see this other man, Willard Frost?”
-
-“I do; how can I expect him to be my friend if you fail to receive him?”
-
-“You are everything to me, husband, and I will obey you, although I
-never expected to be called upon to make a sacrifice like this.”
-
-In the meantime, the guests awaited in the library.
-
-“Latham,” said Frost, “you are a first-rate fellow to arrange things so
-that I can again meet the lovely Mrs. Milburn.”
-
-“‘Again meet her!’ then you know her already?”
-
-“Know her?” the brief interrogatory, with the accompanying shrug of the
-shoulders and significant laugh, formed a decided affirmative answer.
-
-A swift flush of indignation swept across Marrion Latham’s features.
-The manner of his companion annoyed him.
-
-“Why have you never called here before?” he asked, coldly.
-
-“We had a trifling misunderstanding some time ago. Report had it that
-she was somewhat interested in me, and that too, since my marriage to
-Frances Baxter.”
-
-“And it was to gain admission here that you insisted on Robert’s
-drinking last night, even after I asked you not to do it?”
-
-“Oh, no, I like Milburn and want to help him in his art. I was free
-to call without a special invitation, though I was not sorry when he
-insisted upon my coming.”
-
-“Hush! here they are.”
-
-The two men rose. Willard Frost’s gaze went straight to the tall, lithe
-figure that came forward to meet her guests.
-
-Nature had made of her so rare a painting--her’s was a beauty so
-spirituelle--that it awed to something like reverence, those who
-greeted her. The flush of indignation had disappeared from her face,
-but the excitement, the agitation through which she had passed had
-heightened her color as well as her beauty.
-
-The first thing that Marrion said, aside to Robert, was:
-
-“How is that head?”
-
-“That’s one on me, gentlemen. Have cigars, it’s my treat.”
-
-“With your gracious permission,” remarked Marrion, bowing to the
-hostess.
-
-“I am pleased to grant it, if you enjoy smoking,” and she handed them
-matches.
-
-“It is some time since we have met, Mrs. Milburn,” said Frost, with
-cold courtesy, while the other men were talking together.
-
-“Yes, it is quite a long time. Your wife is well, I trust.”
-
-“I am sorry, but I really can’t enlighten you on that point.”
-
-“Is she out of the city?”
-
-“I am told so. The fact is, she has recently taken a decided liking to
-a young actor. I understand that she is going upon the stage.”
-
-Cherokee was speechless. The coolness and impudence of that man had
-completely dumbfounded her.
-
-“She preferred histrionic art to my poor calling,” he continued; “I
-have instructed my attorneys to take the necessary legal steps to leave
-her free to follow it.”
-
-Here Robert and Marrion joined them, and the conversation became
-general.
-
-“By the way,” said Latham, when they got up to leave, “I had almost
-forgotten my special mission; I came to invite you to a box party next
-Wednesday evening.”
-
-“We shall be most charmed to go,” replied Cherokee, who had resolved to
-make herself agreeable. “What is the play?”
-
-“It is my latest.”
-
-“We shall be well entertained, if it is one of yours,” cried Robert
-enthusiastically.
-
-“And the name of your play, Mr. Latham?”
-
-“When Men Should Blush.”
-
-“An odd title, but he is famous for thinking of things that no one else
-ever thought of,” put in Frost.
-
-“Yes, I occasionally think of you,” added Latham, good-naturedly.
-
-“You forget that thoughts and dreams sometimes assume the form of
-nightmares; you had better leave me out--I might be an unpleasant
-incubus to encounter.”
-
-Latham smiled, and there was the least tinge of a sneer in his smile.
-
-When Cherokee closed her eyes to sleep that night, she could only see
-Willard Frost--the one man in all the world whom she loathed; the
-coldest, most unsympathetic creature that ever got into a man’s skin
-instead of a snake’s.
-
-True, he was handsome, but for the red lips that seemed to indicate
-sensuality, and the square, resolute jaw that showed firmness of
-purpose.
-
- * * * * * *
-
-On Wednesday evening all kept their engagement. Lounging in handsome
-indifference, surrounded by his invited guests, Marrion saw the curtain
-rise at ---- Theater.
-
-His box was the center of attraction. Wild, fervid, impassioned was the
-play--this youngest creation of his brain. The shifting scenes were
-gracefully sudden, the denouement clever, and, as the curtain went
-down on the admirable drama, he had shown the audience that there was
-something new under the sun.
-
-With some, to write is not a vague desire, but an imperious destiny.
-This was true of Marrion Latham; to this man of only eight and twenty
-years, heaven had entrusted its solemn agencies of genius. What a
-vast experience he must have had, for few people become great writers
-without tasting all these fierce emotions and passionate struggles. It
-is said that we must measure our road to wisdom by the sorrows we have
-known. Whatever grief he had borne had been in silence, and his laugh
-was as joyous as when a boy.
-
-He was of high lineage, and Southern born; he came of a stock whose
-word was as good as their oath, and his success did not make him cut
-his actors on the street, as some dramatists have been known to do.
-
-He had arranged a little supper after the play. Cherokee, pleased with
-the fine mind of her host, and having determined not to stand in the
-way of her husband’s advancement, was the life of the table. She did
-not put herself forward or seek to lead; much of the charm of her words
-and manner rose from utter unconsciousness of self.
-
-She was both too proud and too pure hearted for vanity, spoke well, and
-to the purpose. If but a few words, they were never meaningless; and
-pervading all she said there was that aroma of culture which is so
-different from mere education. Should she have had no charm of face,
-her gifted mind alone would have made her attractive beyond most women.
-
-During the supper the talk drifted on woman’s influence. Frost asserted
-that no woman ever reformed a man if his own mind was not strong enough
-to make him brace up; he would keep on to the end, an erring, stumbling
-wretch.
-
-“You are mistaken,” returned Marrion, “many a good woman, mother, wife,
-has borne the cross to where she could lay it aside and take a crown.
-Take the drink habit, for instance; once an excessive, always one. Now,
-I can drink or let it alone.”
-
-“I detest a drunkard,” said Frost, laconically.
-
-“But somebody’s father, brother, or husband, might be strong in all
-other points and weak in that one,” Cherokee spoke, just a trifle
-severely.
-
-“And woman has the brunt of it to bear,” said Marrion.
-
-“I hold that we are nearer true happiness when we demand too little
-from men than when we expect too much,” was Frost’s retort.
-
-Here Robert turned to Marrion:
-
-“I see, from your play, that you believe in an equal standard of
-morals. You propose to be as lenient with women as with men.”
-
-“Say, rather, I am in favor of justice,” was the manly reply.
-
-“This doctrine of yours is quite dangerous,” Frost interrupted, to
-which Marrion answered:
-
-“It is the doctrine of Him who teaches forgiveness of sins.”
-
-“Ah, Latham, you have taken a stupendous task upon yourself, if you
-mean to reform men,” laughed Frost.
-
-“Some men and beasts you can improve, but other natures--like wild
-hyenas--once wild, wild forever,” was Marrion’s bright rejoinder.
-
-“I am not looking for them,” was the answer.
-
-“Come to the office with me for a moment,” Willard Frost turned to
-Robert, when the suggestion for returning home had been made. “There is
-a fine painting in there that I want you to see.”
-
-They were nearly half an hour absent, but, engaged in pleasant
-conversation, Cherokee and Marrion did not notice the lapse of time.
-When the men came back, the quick eye of Marrion noticed that Robert
-had been drinking, and that near the border line of excess.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII.
-
-AN ERRAND OF MYSTERY.
-
-
-It was some months afterward. Cherokee, gowned in violet and gold, was
-on her way to the Chrysanthemum Show, where she felt sure of meeting
-some of her friends. She was walking briskly, when she was importuned
-by an old man for help. Dropping some coins into his entreating palm,
-she passed on.
-
-How little we know whom we may meet when we leave our doors, and before
-entering them again. Often one’s whole life is changed between the exit
-and entrance of a home.
-
-“Ah, my dear Mrs. Milburn, how pleased I am to meet you here. Are you
-out for pleasure?”
-
-Whose voice could that be but Willard Frost’s, sounding in her ears
-like clods on a coffin.
-
-“Yes, I presume one would call it pleasure, going to the Chrysanthemum
-Show and to get some flowers for hospital patients. You know the sick
-love these little attentions.”
-
-“There, that’s an illustration of what I am contemplating. Do you know
-I think you are just the person I wanted to meet this morning?”
-
-“Why?” she asked, indifferently.
-
-“Because you can do a great kindness as well as give pleasure to some
-one who is in need of both, if you will?”
-
-“You want me to help some one who is in distress?”
-
-“I do. Will you?”
-
-“How much does the person need?”
-
-“Your presence would be more good than any service you could render.”
-
-“Then I will go and get my husband to accompany us. He is charitable,
-and likes to do these things with me.”
-
-“I have just come from his studio; he is very busy now, and I think he
-would prefer not being interrupted. I have been down all the morning
-giving a few criticisms on that ‘Seaweed Gatherer.’ That is truly a
-work of art. But surely you will not refuse me that friendly service.”
-
-“Where would you have me go, and whom to see?”
-
-“A young girl who is dying without a kind word.”
-
-“A woman--has she no friends or means?”.
-
-“I am the only friend she has, the pure, noble, unfortunate,” he said,
-aiming at tenderness.
-
-“Indeed, I never refuse to help anyone, when I can, but really I prefer
-someone to be the bearer.”
-
-“Yes, but she has requested me to bring you; this desire comes from a
-dying human being.”
-
-“But, pray what does she know of me; I do not understand?” she asked,
-disapprovingly. “You might get yourself and me into a scrape.”
-
-“She has been a model for Robert as well as myself; you have seen her
-at the studio, and she fairly worships your beauty, your gentleness.”
-
-“Strange my husband has never mentioned her reduced condition. I fail
-to recall her,” and she drew back with a sinking of heart; she wanted
-to do what was right, always.
-
-“Oh, think again. I am sure you saw her when you and Robert came to see
-my ‘Madonna’; I was working on her then.”
-
-“Yes, I do recall a beautiful girl who was posing that day. If it is
-from her, this request, I will go.”
-
-“Thank you, thank you; she will be so nearly happy, for she has never
-failed to speak of you whenever I have seen her. I shall never forget
-how she raved when she saw you, and a question she asked.”
-
-“What was that?”
-
-“‘Does her heart fulfill the promise of her eyes?’ she asked me, as
-though the answer was of great importance.
-
-“I asked what she meant.
-
-“She answered, ‘They promise to make some one happy; to remove all
-troubles and cares, making a heavenly paradise upon this earth?’ She
-wanted to see you, so that you might swear that this promise would be
-kept.”
-
-“She must be an enthusiast,” Cherokee reflected, losing all sense of
-the strangeness of this question for the time.
-
-They started on in the direction that Frost wanted to go. She felt as
-though she was walking through yellow rustling leaves, as she had done
-back in her lesson-days, when she was trying to steal away from the
-teacher or playmates on the lawn.
-
-More than once, as she hurried along, Cherokee asked herself if
-she were not imitating the leopard, and developing another spot of
-foolishness.
-
-When they reached the place there was nothing strange or unusual about
-it. He opened the door and walked in, as though he was accustomed to
-going there; then he softly pushed an inner door and peeped in.
-
-“She is sleeping now, poor tired soul; her greatest blessing is
-sleep”--offering Cherokee a chair, “we will wait awhile.”
-
-She nervously looked about her. Her beautiful eyes, so pure, so clear,
-so unshadowed by any knowledge of sin, knew nothing of the misery that
-had been in the enclosure of these walls.
-
-Presently a frail, crooked woman came in, abruptly. Cold and bitter was
-her gaze:
-
-“Why did you not come sooner?” she demanded of Frost, sternly.
-
-“It was impossible; am I not in good time?”
-
-“Yes, for you a very good time--she is dead,” and a short, quick gasp
-came from the withered frame.
-
-“Do you mean it?” he said, looking at the woman who seemed quite
-overcome, in spite of her hard, cruel face.
-
-“Go and see for yourself,” and she pointed to the room he had entered
-before.
-
-Cherokee stood silent, and bowed, as became the house of mourning.
-
-“No, if she is dead, we need not go in,” Frost said, quickly.
-
-But the old woman recoiled a step: “I understand you are ashamed of
-her.”
-
-“No, not that, but it is now too late to grant her request.”
-
-“I would know it, and it would do no harm for me to know that you could
-keep your word.”
-
-“Then we will go in; you lead the way.”
-
-Cherokee hesitated, and the miserable woman, seeing this, cried in
-sudden excitement:
-
-“Is your wife afraid of her, now that she is dead?”
-
-Willard Frost, at the mention of wife, started. He had, after all,
-forgotten to explain that to Cherokee.
-
-“Do not heed her wild fancy,” he whispered, as he motioned her to go in
-front.
-
-Instinctively the hag folded her wasted hands; most piteously she
-raised her bewildered eyes, imploringly, to Cherokee.
-
-“Won’t you please go in, for if she can see from the other world to
-this, she will be pleased.”
-
-“If it pleases you, I will go in for your sake.” As they entered the
-waiting doorway, Frost walked to the low lounge--he was more deeply
-moved than he cared to show. There, before him, lay the pulseless clay,
-the features horribly distorted, the hands and limbs terribly drawn.
-
-“This,” he said to Cherokee, “was caused by paralysis. Nature was once
-a kind mother to her.”
-
-He shook his head, musingly, and ran his fingers over the sleeper’s
-hands. At first he did it with a sort of tentativeness, as if waiting
-for something that eluded him. All at once he leaned over and kissed
-the hands--he seemed moved by a powerful impulse. Through his mind
-there ran a thousand incidents of his life, one growing upon the other
-without sequence; phantasmagoria, out of the scene-house of memory.
-
-He saw a vast stretch of lonely forest in the white coverlet of winter,
-through which a man followed a desolate track. He saw a scanty home,
-yet mirthful, and warm from the winter wood. Again he saw that home,
-when even in the summer height it was chilled and blighted. Then,
-there, he saw a child with red-gold curls, and he wondered how fate
-would deal with that baby--a laughing, dimpled romper, without a name.
-
-These are a few of the pictures he saw.
-
-Cherokee, ever gentle in her ministries, spoke kind words to the old
-woman, whom she supposed was the mother.
-
-She had come too late for another good; the dead do not answer even
-the most loving, the sweetest voices, and this girl had joined the
-mysteries. So, what was left but to offer prayers and tears for the
-living?
-
-While Cherokee talked, the woman sat very still, her face ruled to
-quietness. At length she said:
-
-“She is better dead.”
-
-The comforter looked surprised; what a strange way for a mother to
-speak.
-
-“Let us go, now,” urged Frost, impulsively. As they passed out, he
-placed money in the woman’s hand.
-
-“Put her away nicely.”
-
-Motioning him back, the woman caught his arm and whispered:
-
-“By the right of a life-long debt, I now ask for peace.”
-
-“Is that all?” he sneered.
-
-“And I hope you will be a better man,” she added.
-
-They were on their way home. A flush crept slowly up Willard Frost’s
-face, then, heaving a sigh and quickly repenting of it, he tried to
-laugh, to drive away the impression of it.
-
-It had been dismal within, but it was lovely without. The gray
-transparency of the atmosphere lent a glamour to the autumn hues, like
-flimsy gauze over the face of some Eastern beauty, and the seductive
-harmony of the colors acted like magic music on the spirit.
-
-“That dead girl was once the most exquisite piece of flesh I ever saw.
-This is truly a legend of the beautiful. She supported herself by
-posing for artists, as long as her beauty lasted,” so Frost began his
-story, “but six months ago she was stricken with paralysis, which so
-misused her that it took the bread from her mouth, and but for me they
-would have starved.
-
-“I had great sympathy for the girl, and from her face I had made many
-hundreds, so I considered it my duty to look after her in this dark
-hour of affliction.”
-
-“That was just and noble,” said Cherokee, forgetting for a moment the
-record of the man.
-
-He went on: “She loved me devotedly, though she knew I was married,
-and during her illness she fancied she would be perfectly happy if she
-convinced herself that I was not ashamed to present her to my wife.”
-
-“Then it was your wife she wanted to see, and I was to be presented
-under false colors,” she demanded, rather sternly.
-
-“It would have been all the same to her, she never would have been
-wiser.”
-
-“Mr. Frost, I believe you would do anything, and let me say, just here,
-my courtesy to you is not real. I do it because, strange to say, my
-husband likes you.”
-
-Just then they reached her stopping place. There was considerable
-commotion on the car, Frost caught her arm:
-
-“Wait a moment, until they put that drunken brute off.”
-
-Suddenly, Cherokee wrenched herself away, and stepped quickly,
-unassisted, to the street.
-
-In front of her was the man they had assisted from the car. A gentle
-arm was passed through his:
-
-“Come, Robert, we will go home together.”
-
-She never looked back, although Willard Frost stood and watched them, a
-mingled smile of pity and triumph upon his sinister face.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII.
-
-TIMELY WARNING.
-
-
-Robert sat in his studio, when presently the door opened.
-
-“My dear Latham,” cried the artist.
-
-“Well, Milburn, how are you?”
-
-They were, at last, alone together. Involuntarily, and as if by an
-irresistible impulse, Marrion began at once:
-
-“Robert, I must speak to you on a delicate subject. You are my friend,
-a man for whose interests I would all but give up my life,” and his
-mission flashed across the other’s mind.
-
-“What are you driving at?”
-
-“At the question whether or not you will stop to think.”
-
-“I most frequently stop and forget,” was the good-natured reply.
-
-“That is too true; you surely do not realize how you have behaved the
-past few months.”
-
-“Well, and what of it? I should like to know whom I have hurt besides
-myself.”
-
-“Everyone who cares for you.”
-
-“But, look here, Latham, I am able to take care of myself.”
-
-“It is a little remarkable you do not prove that statement.” Here he
-assumed a more dignified manner.
-
-“You mean my drinking; well, I pay for it, and----”
-
-“If the matter ended with the price, there would not be so much harm
-done,” retorted Latham.
-
-“Very few know I ever touch a drop.”
-
-“But those who know are your nearest and best friends, or should be.”
-
-“Oh, well! the best of us are moulded out of faults;” the other eyed
-him fixedly.
-
-“And these faults have a tendency to produce blindness. I believe you
-fail to see that your morbid cravings for drink and fame are making
-your domestic life trite and dull--more than that, miserable. You are
-losing sight of home-life in this false fever of ambition, and,” he
-added gravely, “grieved, ashamed I am to say it.”
-
-“This is startling, to say the least of it,” Robert exclaimed, as he
-nervously thrummed the desk by his side. “Here I have been imagining
-myself the model husband. True, I drink occasionally.”
-
-“You mean, occasionally you do not drink,” Marrion interrupted.
-
-“Look here, Latham; if this came from another than you, I should say it
-is none of your ---- business.”
-
-“Say it to me, if you feel so disposed. I only speak the truth.”
-
-“But I must be walked with, not driven; bear that in mind, old boy.”
-
-“I want to ask you, Robert, if you ever observed that the desire for
-distinction grows upon us like a disease?”
-
-“I believe it does, since you speak of it.”
-
-“You know it, for you have been gradually growing weaker in everything
-else, since your ambition has been set stark mad over that contest.”
-
-“Why should not I let everything else go? Think of it; who ever paints
-the acceptable ‘Athlete’ is to be acknowledged famous, even more famous
-than he ever dreamed.”
-
-“How do you know that?”
-
-“How do I know it? By the fact that it gets the mention honorable in
-the palace of art, which is a great step--a veritable leap I would
-say--towards fame.”
-
-“What good are words of applause echoing through the empty walls of a
-ruined home?”
-
-“Ruined home,” Robert repeated, “preposterous! My wife has all the
-money she wants; dresses second to none in the set in which she moves.
-What more could a woman want?”
-
-“A husband and his love,” said Marrion, emphatically. “Would you say
-you had a wife and that wife’s love, if half the time she was in no
-condition to care for your home?”
-
-“That is not a parallel case. Drinking in a man is not so bad, it is a
-popular evil; more men drink than sin in any other way.”
-
-“And all the other sins follow in its train.”
-
-“You know, Latham, I am moral in the main. I need a stimulant; it is
-something a brain worker must have. Besides----”
-
-“Besides what?”
-
-“I am not happy since I became so ambitious,” said Robert, gloomily,
-and, continuing--“I cannot stand the bitterness of self-reproach. When
-reason is wide awake, remorse fastens its fangs upon it. I--” His head
-fell heavily upon the table, and he lay there in silent suffering.
-
-“It is your yielding to temptation, more than your ambition, that hurts
-a refined nature like yours; but as long as you can feel sorrow you are
-not wholly bad.”
-
-“I don’t know, Marrion, for brooding over this unfortunate habit I have
-all unconsciously drifted into, sometimes drives me almost mad; it is
-then that the tempter gets in his work. Something tells me there is
-but one way to get swift relief--drink and forget.”
-
-“But what of the wife? Does it speak to you of the wearing ache of
-her waking--of the lonely hours of her watching alone, while your
-conscience rests in soothing sleep?”
-
-“Yes, I think of her love, her patience, but the best of us have our
-faults, and a woman should not demand from the busy, anxious spirit of
-man all that romance promises and life but rarely yields.”
-
-“You have been blessed with one who demands nothing; she suffers in
-silence. Her very gentleness, her patient womanliness should win you
-to right. But, my friend, she pines for your attention--those little
-things that would tell her she was appreciated. She is like a tendril,
-accustomed to cling, which must have something to twine around, and
-make wholly its own.”
-
-“I never give her a cross word; I leave her to do as it best pleases
-her.”
-
-“There, that is the mistake. The secret of the danger lies in that one
-act of yours. How many have I known, lovely and pure like your wife,
-who have suffered their unguarded affections--the very beauty of their
-nature--to destroy them.”
-
-“That is true; I have known many such cases,” admitted Robert.
-
-“Then, in the name of God, pull yourself together, man; brace up, I
-will help you all I can.”
-
-Robert raised his head:
-
-“Marrion, I have never esteemed you half so much as I do now; your
-interest is unselfish and sincere, I know that.”
-
-“It is, Milburn, and I am glad you take it as I meant it. It has been
-said, the loves and friendships of life are its sweetest resources.
-All else--special achievements, creative genius in any form of
-manifestation--ministers to them. To live in an atmosphere of sympathy
-is to live in an atmosphere of heaven, and often it is true that a man
-must hold his friends unjudged, accepted, trusted to the end.”
-
-The artist reached out his hand, and the other quit speaking.
-
-“There is my hand and promise to leave drink alone when I have finished
-my picture. Even now, I would give the world to look straight into
-God’s good face and smile with the glad lips my mother used to kiss.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX.
-
-A PLAINT OF PAIN.
-
-
-Cherokee was sad; what wife is not who has a drunken husband? Drearily
-broke the winter days, and drearily fell the winter nights. One by one,
-she often watched the neighboring lights go out, and human sounds grow
-still. When the phantom-peopled dark closed around her companionless
-hours, then would come the frightful waiting--in the watches of the
-night.
-
-Waiting in that awful hush that stifles the breath of hope; then, day
-after day of longing; can you imagine it? Forever busy at the one
-unending task of dragging through the weary hours, from the early,
-painful waking of dawn, alone with sorrow, to the tardy, feverish,
-midnight sleep--alone with sorrow still.
-
-Like a good woman she sought to hide her husband’s faults, and keep the
-watch alone; but Marrion was like one of the family; he was there at
-any and all hours, and she could not keep the truth from him; he was
-sorry for her, and had such a sweet, gentle way of ministering. To the
-anguish of her face he often made reply, “Yes, I know how you feel
-about it, and I will try to help you if there is a way.”
-
-Cherokee had somehow learned to expect everything from him. She looked
-to him for advice and assistance. At first she could see no harm in
-his guidance--his help. But Marrion had that vivid, intense nature
-which gives out emotional warmth as inevitably as the glow-worm sheds
-its light when stirred. She had discovered this, and had endeavored to
-cool the relationship, but the tingling feeling was there, and in both
-herself and him she had detected a sense of mutual dependence.
-
-His voice and step thrilled her, and her smiles were brighter when he
-came about. He always had an amusing story, a ready reminiscence; for,
-having been the world over, he had gleaned something from everywhere
-that had possibly escaped the eyes of others.
-
-To Cherokee he seemed the most original person, acquaintance with him
-being like the doorway of a new life--to another world. Such was the
-dangerous channel into which they had drifted, neither discovering
-their peril until escape seemed almost impossible.
-
-“What shall I do?” she questioned herself, so many countless, maddening
-times. Her determination arrived at again and again, was to fly from
-the glowing thistle that might stunt all Life’s roses, and make them
-come to the dropping at half blow. About Marrion Latham she was insane.
-
-“Insane?” you say. That’s a harsh word isn’t it? But in love are any
-of us particularly sane? Something said to her, “try to realize that
-happiness is not for woman, but as years go on you will not mind that.
-Only be true to your sense of right and you will find sweet peace, and
-a great content will be sure to come at last.”
-
-She felt that the best plan for her was to take her husband away from
-his associates, herself away from hers, and let time and change bring
-about a reformation, and, in spite of the warning, she hoped that the
-old fond love would come to them again.
-
-There is no period in life when we are more accessible to friendship
-than in the interval which succeeds the disappointment of the passions.
-There is then, in those gentler feelings, something that keeps alive
-but does not fever the affections. Marrion had influenced himself to
-believe that such was his interest in Cherokee, but he was never more
-deceived.
-
-Cherokee’s trouble in regard to her husband, and her fear of the
-growing regard for Marrion were not her only annoyances; occasionally
-she met Willard Frost.
-
-She could not avoid treating him politely, her duty towards her husband
-forced her to do that; but she regarded him with veritable repugnance.
-
-One evening, Robert had invited Marrion to dinner, and the latter had
-arrived before her husband. As he and Cherokee sat waiting, the maid
-entered with a package. It was an exquisite surprise. Though it was
-well into March, winter’s keen blast had not so subdued the spring
-warmth as to keep it from bringing into quick bloom the pansies and
-jasmines.
-
-“Robert knows how dearly I love flowers; he has sent them on to make me
-happier and announce his coming, the dear boy,” she exclaimed with a
-touch of her old time impulsiveness. She kissed them, and questioned if
-they had brought back her lost faith--her girl’s joy in loving.
-
-“I wish I could keep them alive always,” she sighed, sweetly.
-
-While she began to arrange them in the vase, her maid, whose eyes
-appeared like leaves of dusty mullein, stared at her because she had
-kept her waiting.
-
-“What shall I say to the messenger?”
-
-“Tell him there is no answer.”
-
-“Here is his card, madam.”
-
-Cherokee stared wildly, as if a serpent had wriggled around her feet.
-
-“It is from Mr. Frost--this gift,” and she ventured an imploring glance
-into Marrion’s face.
-
-“What would you do with them?” he asked.
-
-“Do? What can I do but send them back.”
-
-As Marrion watched her admiringly, and saw her take each flower and lay
-it carefully back into the box, he felt that his quiet friendship was
-tottering above a molten furnace.
-
-“I trust you approve of my course, Mr. Latham?” she queried, as Annie
-took the box away.
-
-“It would make me perfectly happy if I were the husband.” He
-supplemented the impulsive words with a decided blush, in which
-Cherokee could not choose but join. Then he cried:
-
-“Why didn’t we meet before, you and I?”
-
-She didn’t answer this, for, hearing steps in the passage, she ran out
-to meet her husband; whether he was drunk or sober she never failed in
-her little tenderness, that should have brought to him an over-payment
-of delight.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX.
-
-A CROP O’ KISSES.
-
-
-It was six o’clock, and the lowering sun had singed the western sky
-with a scallop of faded brown.
-
-April, with her wreathed crook, was leading her glad flock about the
-hem of the city’s skirt, winding a golden mist away into the country’s
-lushways. Nature’s voice sounded: “Oh heart, your winter’s past.”
-
-But it was not true with Cherokee, as she sat by the window waiting
-for her husband. The room was quite still; she was only half admitting
-to herself that it had come--the divide; in her hand she held a dainty
-pair of white gloves; in one of the fingers there was a crumpled
-paper--a note, maybe--but this she did not know, though what husband
-would believe it?
-
-Presently he came in, and she greeted him as usual, though he had been
-cross that morning.
-
-“I can’t imagine why I am so tired all the time, it seems I do very
-little,” he said, as he dropped wearily down on a couch near by.
-
-“It is not so wonderful to me that you are tired, you are overworked,”
-she said, sitting beside him, “once in a while you should call a halt.”
-
-“I mean to sometime, but not yet, I cannot stop yet.”
-
-“Have you secured your model for the Athlete?”
-
-“Not yet, they are hard to find. I must have a man with solid and
-graceful curves of beauty and strength, and they are not picked up
-every day. Few men are of perfect build.”
-
-“Mr. Latham has a fine physique, why don’t you get him?”
-
-“What an idea! Do you suppose for a moment that a man of his means
-would hire himself out by the hour for such a price as I could afford
-to pay? Don’t let me hear you speak of it again, he would positively be
-insulted.”
-
-Presently Robert’s eyes were attracted toward the floor:
-
-“What is that?” he asked, pointing to a white something.
-
-“I did not know I dropped them,” and she sprang hastily, as if to
-conceal what it was.
-
-“Bring it to me. What is it?”
-
-She bowed her head low and made no answer.
-
-“Look here, Cherokee, I will see what it is,” and he laid his hand on
-her arm.
-
-She raised her eyes to him and began bravely enough:
-
-“Robert, it is best that you do not see----”
-
-“What, you refuse? It is not necessary for my wife to keep anything
-from me.”
-
-“Even if it could only annoy you?”
-
-“Yes, if it half killed me, I would insist upon knowing.”
-
-“I don’t mean that you ought not, that I--Oh!”
-
-“Come, Cherokee, don’t get so confused, you can’t make a success of
-deceiving me. I presume I know it anyway. Anna said you had received
-flowers last night from Frost--I guess that is the love letter that
-came with them.”
-
-Suddenly her gentle eyes looked startled; she was humiliated.
-
-“I would not have believed that you would question the maid about the
-conduct of your wife.”
-
-He watched her for a moment in troubled silence, but did not speak.
-
-“Robert, do you think this is a manly, honorable way to act?”
-
-“It is--is what you deserve,” he answered coldly.
-
-“You are mistaken; while Anna Zerner was making her report, did she
-inform you that I returned Mr. Frost’s flowers?”
-
-“No. She did not tell me that; I supposed you kept them.”
-
-He looked at her squarely.
-
-“Nothing has ever shaken my faith in you, Cherokee, until now, and
-this I must and will understand. Take your choice between force and
-persuasion.”
-
-A deep wave of self-conscious color rushed over her face; suddenly she
-grew very pale, and her whole attitude toward him stiffened.
-
-She laid the little white gloves in his hands, saying:
-
-“I did not care to worry or accuse you.”
-
-He shrank back, and they eyed each other fixedly.
-
-“I call this a mean, contemptible trick,” he said, bitterly, “and now
-what are you going to do about it?”
-
-“I have done all I intend to do,” she said, calmly.
-
-“And pray what’s that?”
-
-“Mended a rent in the fore-finger.”
-
-Robert felt abashed at this, though there were still some ugly lines
-between his brows.
-
-“Let’s kiss and make up,” he said, and as she wound her arms about him,
-his whole manner changed, softened into melting.
-
-“I did not read the note in the glove, if you believe me.”
-
-“I do believe you, for it was not a note, but a programme of
-‘Ogallalahs’;” then he laughed. “And the gloves belong to Marrion’s
-sweetheart; he left them at the studio and I just----”
-
-“Oh! that will do,” she said merrily, as she supplemented his
-explanation with kisses.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI.
-
-A HOPE OF CHANGE.
-
-
-They were christening Marrion’s new spider, Robert and Cherokee.
-
-“We will drive an hour or so longer, if you are not too tired.”
-
-“I am not at all tired; let us go on,” she insisted.
-
-“I will show you where Latham’s fiancee lives,” he carelessly proposed.
-
-“When are they to be married?” she asked, scarcely above her breath.
-
-“I don’t know the date, but she will get one of the finest boys on
-earth. They will have this magnificent country home to spend their
-summers in, and that is such a blessing--the air out there is so pure
-and sweet and healthful. It is a great pity that everybody can’t get an
-occasional taste of country life.”
-
-“I did not know we had come so far, but here we are in the woods--the
-real country. I can almost hear the frogs calling from slushy banks,
-and the faint, intermittent tinkle of cow-bells stealing over pasture
-lands. I do love the country!” she exclaimed, fervently.
-
-“So do I,” laughed Robert, “but the country has its tragedies, too. For
-example: my old-maid Aunt once made me weed the onion bed on circus
-day. I would have had to ride a stick horse to the town, four miles
-away, where the tent was pitched, but children would do almost anything
-to get to a circus.”
-
-“Yet you did not get to that one?” asked Cherokee, gaily.
-
-“No, and for fifteen years I treasured that against my Aunt.”
-
-“And I should not wonder if you hold it still.”
-
-He dropped his voice to the register of tenderness and said, sadly:
-“I hold nothing against her now. The dear old creature had sorrow
-enough--she died unmarried.”
-
-Then they came to the home he was to show her.
-
-After that there was a lull in the conversation.
-
-If Cherokee had but known that the plighted troth was broken--had gone
-all to pieces, in fact--she might have felt some relief for that dull
-ache she felt. Suddenly she turned to her husband:
-
-“Robert, I have a great favor to ask?”
-
-“What’s that?”
-
-“Let’s take a vacation. Change would help us both.”
-
-“I am too busy, Cherokee, I cannot leave my work now. People are
-never contented. Those in the depths of the country sigh for the city
-excitement, and those in the city long to be soaked in sunshine and
-tangled in green fields.”
-
-“I suppose it is selfish. I shall not ask you again,” she answered,
-resignedly.
-
-“If things were different, nothing would please me more than to take an
-outing by mountains or seaside.”
-
-“Neither for me,” she answered. “I would rather spend the summer down
-at my old home in Kentucky; you know my cousin owns it, and no one
-lives there at present. I should like to go back where I could sit
-again beneath a big, low moon, and hear the reapers sing--where I could
-see the brown gabled barns, and smell the loose hay-mows’ scented
-locks.”
-
-“If that’s all, you can go to any farm and see as much.”
-
-“That isn’t half; I want to see my mother’s grave, with its headstone
-that briefly tells her record, ‘She made home happy,’” and then she
-said, with a little sigh: “There is still another reason--I would have
-you all to myself a whole season.”
-
-“Would you really like that?” he asked, brightening.
-
-“More than anything.”
-
-“Then I promise you, you shall go.”
-
-As they drove up to the stoop, upon their return, they saw Marrion
-waiting.
-
-When he assisted Cherokee to the street, he fancied he never had seen
-in her manner so much softness, so much of that sweet, wonted look that
-goes with domestic charm. Her fine, regular features expressed nothing
-sadder than a pleased pensiveness.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII.
-
-THE HOME IN THE SOUTH.
-
-
-They had gone to the country--to Kentucky. The wind seemed to blow
-out of all the heavens across the greening world. With what light
-touch it lifted the hazel, bent to earth at morning. How gentle to the
-wind-flower--its own spoiled child.
-
-Quiet brooded over the wide, gray farm-house. All the doors stood
-open to the soft air, and Cherokee had gone into the garden, where
-the commonplace flowers were in disarray. Her straying foot crushed
-memoried fragrance from borders all overgrown; wild thyme ran vagrantly
-in happy tangle everywhere. She did not like to see such riotous growth
-where once had been borders, clean and kept.
-
-The breeze came to her like the soothing touch of a friendly hand;
-the tall elms, nodding, seemed to outstretch their arms in blessings
-on her head, murmuring, in leaf music, “Be kind to her.” The effect
-was subtle as the viewless winds that in their very tenderness are
-uplifting. Those same trees had bent their strengthening shade in those
-other days, when she was but a learner in the infant school of sorrow,
-and scarcely able to spell its simplest signs. She rambled through
-the laurel greenery, her soul full-charged with its own feelings, nor
-able to restrain their passionate flow. Pretty soon Robert joined her,
-saying:
-
-“I have a surprise for you; my model is coming to-day.”
-
-“Why, who on earth?”
-
-“Bless the dear old boy, it is Latham.”
-
-Striving to be strong, she said, softly: “I trust you are hopeful, now.”
-
-“Yes, I am greatly helped up. He will likely not be here until the
-night train. I am going for a short hunt,” and shouldering his gun he
-walked towards the woodland.
-
-When Cherokee had watched him out of sight she went into the house. So
-Marrion was coming into her life again--the wound must be cauterized
-before it had time to heal. She wearily dropped her head upon the broad
-window-sill.
-
-The train had already whistled for the station, and Marrion was on his
-way to the farm-house; he could see the red roof and chimney tops, half
-hid in leaves, as he passed down a road where wild elders bloomed by
-rail fences.
-
-The glimmering water-line flowed on westward between broad fields of
-corn and clover. Down in the deep wood he crossed the stream; here he
-got out, unreined his horse to let it drink, then he lay down on the
-cool brink and let the living water lave his lips.
-
-This was surely a place of delight. The creek was no sluggish stream,
-crawling between muddy banks, but a young water-giant, turbulent and
-full of crystal bravery. A vernal harmony of subtle sweets loaded all
-the air, while the winds echoed their chant of rejoicing that mingled
-with the waters’ sweep and swell, and away up among the tallest trees
-the forest organ was playing the anthem of resurrection.
-
-Somehow there stole over him a spell of rhythmic motion; the scene was
-wholly intoxicating. It seemed that he had escaped from the soulless
-tumult of the blistering street and found himself in a virgin world.
-Wood-birds bathing in the ripples left them dimpling with delight as
-they, twittering, flew away. Ivy dangled wantonly about him, while
-trailing moss seemed grasping him with its waxen tendrils.
-
-Overhead, in the intense blue, where soft clouds drifted like mantles
-that angels had thrown away, a wizard haze quivered and quivered. The
-great dark shadow of the present was lifted, and light beamed in where
-light might never be again. He forgot, for the moment, that he held two
-lives in the hollow of his hand; he forgot that just ahead of him lay
-the untried road where he would surely stagger, maybe fall.
-
-Arousing himself from the reverie, he reined his horse and drove on.
-The remainder of the road was even prettier than the first part had
-been. Riotous bees stole sweets from blooms before unkissed, and the
-blossoming peach shed warm its rosy flush against pale drifts of apple
-boughs.
-
- * * * * * *
-
-Sundown was stealing through the land as he reached the door where
-Cherokee met him. Latham’s greeting was grateful, apologetic, most
-painfully self-reproachful.
-
-“I want you to know it was in his interest that I came.”
-
-“Yes, I know that,” and her face strangely softened.
-
-“I just couldn’t refuse him, though I knew it might cost----”
-
-“Hush,” she warned, “we must bear it,” then her eyes fell; she held her
-breath, and this electrical sympathy between heart and heart told her
-that she had betrayed herself to him.
-
-Only a moment he hesitated, the next he laid his hand on the back of
-the chair she had just taken.
-
-“Cherokee, I have a question to ask you; it is best that all should be
-clear between us, for I want to be your friend--want you to come to me
-feeling that I would protect you in all things except----”
-
-“Except that I will allow you to advise me.”
-
-“Then tell me, what is Willard Frost to you?” he asked, with quick
-breath.
-
-“Nothing at all, I only tolerate him because Robert says he needs his
-influence,” she answered, solemnly.
-
-“Well, I can’t understand how a man like that could help anyone, and I
-was shocked when I heard of your going with him to visit that patient.”
-
-“Marrion, I thought my husband wished me to go.”
-
-“On the contrary, he was hurt. It was not the mere fact of going; it
-was how it looked to the world, such things are so often misjudged.
-Forgive me if I talk plainly, but a woman can defend her virtue easier
-than her reputation. Frost is publicly over-fond of you. He names your
-beauty to low men at clubs, and that is calculated to injure you.”
-
-“Yes, I wish he lived in another part of the world. He has done me more
-harm than everybody else in it.”
-
-Then they talked of other things.
-
-“How glad I am that you will pose for the Athlete. Robert will surely
-win now, for I don’t think you have a counterpart presentment on
-earth,” she declared.
-
-“To the world’s advantage, no doubt; but tell me,” he said, suddenly
-changing the subject, “are you happier here?”
-
-“Happier than I have been for some time”--her voice trembled.
-
-In her expression Marrion caught an attempt at excess of content and he
-wondered at it, for he knew so much of her inner life, though he had
-never questioned her. In that life he found a great deal to keep her
-from being glad. He felt a sudden twinge of conscience, too, for he
-knew that much of the satisfaction he saw upon her face was assumed,
-lest her sad looks might be construed into a reproach for his coming.
-
-“And how is Robert doing?” he paused, looking at her with half-pitying
-fondness.
-
-“When he first came he did remarkably well; we spent a short time
-with our friends, the McDowells, at Ashland. They sent over and had
-everything arranged here before our coming, even the dinner served the
-day we arrived. Robert was, or seemed to be, highly pleased with the
-way we live in this part of the world. During our stay at Ashland, we
-went with our friends to one of the Governor’s Friday receptions; it
-was an affair of State, but under Southern auspices seemed almost our
-own. A congenial, pleasant party, each endeavoring to make you feel at
-home. Fresh, pretty girls served the ices, and chatted merrily a moment
-or so, then passed on.
-
-“Robert looked at this dazzling South-scene, and in its stead fancied
-the gray-robed eastern zone dropping stiff, scentless, pensive-hued
-flowers. I use this illustration to you because you appreciate things
-high-sounding. But the joke on him and his metropolitan training was
-this--the first thing he remarked on was the unusual brightness and
-pretty gowning of the attendant waiters, ‘But the cool effrontery
-of their conduct,’ he said, ‘roused my ire and almost took away my
-presence of mind--why they even dared ask me if the evening had been
-an enjoyable one, and hoped to see me there often.’ He told us how he
-wiped the perspiration from his brow, and told himself the confounded
-impudence and intrusion ought to be swiftly checked, but for the life
-of him he couldn’t think of an effectual way of doing it. We asked
-him what he finally did. ‘I just took it all, and smiled back,’ he
-answered, with a crestfallen air.
-
-“What was his astonishment when we told him he was smiling at the
-Governor’s daughters, and the queens of the social world. We quite
-enjoyed his discomfort, but he could not reconcile the difference in
-our ways and the ones he had known.
-
-“Of late he seems to be falling back in his old ways,” she went on, her
-voice sinking lower yet. “I hope your presence will be strength in his
-weakness”--she sighed deeply, but the expression on her face was one of
-kindly resignation rather than hopeless grief.
-
-Marrion started; every syllable of that sweet tremulous voice seemed to
-unnerve him utterly.
-
-“I don’t want it to make your days darker, at least”----then he added:
-
-“It is better not to be too good to men,” and there was in his voice an
-accent of kindly warning.
-
-Cherokee listened pensively the while; she could see the path to be
-trodden by Robert’s side, uphill, rough, bristling with thorns.
-
-“I have tried to do what is my part, my duty always.”
-
-“And let me tell you how grandly you have succeeded.”
-
-Thrilling and flushing she heard this compliment.
-
-“We are Rebels, both of us; perhaps you are partial,” she suggested.
-
-“I do admire you, that you are a Southerner, and more because you are a
-Kentuckian, but surely you would not accuse me of running my political
-prejudice into individual instance; I want to give you justice, that’s
-all.”
-
-He met her eyes wide open to his, and he read, even then, something
-of the genuine unalterableness of her estimate of him. It was not
-necessary for her to return a word.
-
-“Speaking of our home, Kentucky,” Cherokee began, “why is it that
-writers quote us as illiterate and droll? It rather makes me lose
-interest in stories, or books, when I see such gross errors, whether
-they are willful or not.”
-
-“It is but a crop of rank weeds--this class of literature, people have
-no right to represent others they know nothing of, or discuss a subject
-to which they have scarcely been introduced. My characters are actual
-men and women. I have one they cannot fail to appreciate; you will see
-yourself as others see you,” he said, in softer tones.
-
-An ecstacy of hope lighted her face.
-
-“Will my husband appreciate me then?”--she regretted the question
-before she had voiced it.
-
-“Will he appreciate you then? Listen, don’t think that I speak to
-praise my own powers as a playwright. I have been a moderate success,
-but I don’t regard myself as a genius. The play will be a success on
-account of the leading character which I hope to draw true to life.
-Robert loves you now, but when he sees my play he will worship you
-then.”
-
-There was that in his earnest, enthusiastic face that told her Robert
-would not be alone in his devotion.
-
-“What do you call your play?”
-
-“I’ve not determined yet; though I’ve thought of dubbing it ‘A Womanly
-Woman, or My Heroine.’”
-
-“Don’t do that, for I am anything but a heroine.”
-
-“No woman was ever a truer one. What title would you propose?”
-
-“You want something that would suggest my real character--my striking
-characteristics?”
-
-“Most assuredly.”
-
-“Then, remember, that I am always stumbling along, allowing myself to
-be deceived and duped into doing silly things, and sometimes, as you
-have just told me, compromising things; weigh all these and call your
-play ‘A FOOL IN SPOTS.’” She laughed merrily, but there was a certain
-earnestness in her jest.
-
-“But where is Robert?” Latham suddenly asked. While avowing his
-devotion to his friend, he had not until now thought of asking this
-question, nor had it occurred to Cherokee to explain his absence.
-
-“He took his rifle and went out for a hunt,” she said, after a moment’s
-silence. “He begged that you would excuse him.”
-
-“I find ample excuse in the pleasure of being alone with you.”
-
-“Don’t say that; we must do nothing but what will profit and further
-the end he seeks.”
-
-“Trust me, I hope to be strong; we must see a little of each other.”
-
-“This is surely best,” she answered, with suppressed emotion.
-
-“And yet, and yet,” he added, as if speaking to himself, “I have much
-to communicate to you, but loyalty to my friend forbids confidences,
-though it is not wrong of me to say I want to see you perfectly happy.”
-
-Her lips moved nervously.
-
-“Oh, how sweet your words, and uplifting, I shall keep heart, and work;
-I have much on my hands, as you see,” and so saying she pointed to a
-litter of correspondence on the table.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII.
-
-A STRANGE DEPARTURE.
-
-
-The old home rose coldly gray ’gainst the darkness of a threatening
-sky. But yesterday the scene had been one of almost unearthly sweetness
-and placidity. Ideal summer seemed to have enthroned herself never more
-to be dislodged, but the morrow brought a storm, phenomenal in its
-force and destructiveness.
-
-At first one could see, away to the west, but a broad gash of crimson,
-a seeming wound in the breast of heaven, and could scarcely hear the
-rising wind moan sobbingly through the trees that with knotted roots
-clung undisturbed to their vantage ground. Electricity, very like an
-uplifted dagger, kept piercing with sharp glitter the density of the
-low hanging haze. Gradually the wind increased, and soon, with fierce
-gusts, shook the trees with shuddering anxiety. An appalling crash
-of thunder followed almost instantly, its deep boom vibrating in
-suddenly grand echoes; then, with a whirling, hissing rush of rain, the
-unbound storm burst forth, alive and furious. After an hour there was a
-temporary lull, the wind no longer surged with violence, rain fell at
-intervals, a sullen mist obscured earth and heaven.
-
-Robert was preparing to confront the weather when there came a loud
-knock on the door. Throwing it wide open there stood, in bold relief
-against the back-ground of dense fog, a sturdy, seafaring figure,
-dripping like a water dog. Rain was running in little rivers from his
-soft slouched hat, his weather-beaten face glowing like a hot coal, the
-only bit of color in this neutral-tinted picture.
-
-“Come inside, the sight of a fire on such a day as this won’t hurt
-you,” said Robert, cheerily, motioning his visitor toward the kitchen
-where a warm fire blazed.
-
-“Much obliged to you, sir,” returned the intruder, stepping onto the
-door-mat, and shaking the rain from his hat.
-
-“Another time I’ll come in,” and once more shaking the rain from his
-dripping garments he fumbled for something in the farthest end of his
-capacious pockets.
-
-“Here’s a note--they’ll be waiting at the station for you, sir.” These
-words followed in the uncontrolled audibility of a man’s voice. There
-was a rustle of paper, and the next minute Robert told the man:
-
-“That’s all right; I’ll be there by eight.”
-
-The light all gone out of her face, Cherokee turned appealingly to
-Marrion:
-
-“What does this mean--where is he going?”
-
-Shaking his head, sadly:
-
-“I can’t tell what he ever means of late.”
-
-Closing the door with an impatient bang, the husband was saying:
-
-“I can’t wait for breakfast; I am going away.”
-
-“Isn’t this rather sudden--what is so important as to make you go
-without your breakfast?” she questioned.
-
-“A matter that concerns me alone. Don’t worry if I am not back by
-nightfall,” and before she could reply he was gone.
-
-Cherokee bit her lips to conceal a quiver; turning almost appealingly
-to Marrion, she urged:
-
-“Won’t you please go, too?”
-
-He did not answer.
-
-“Please go, and look after him.”
-
-He was calm almost to coldness, and he replied, tentatively:
-
-“Robert would have asked me if he had wanted me along.”
-
-“Oh, dear friend,” she murmured, brokenly, as she sank into a chair,
-“how much better it would have been if I had never known loving or
-wedding.”
-
-Marrion looked through the windows into the bleared, vague, misty
-world, the familiar landscape was unrecognizable in the clinging fog.
-He understood, as she did, what had taken Robert from his work. He did
-not look at her, as he returned:
-
-“I hope he’ll quit this, sometime.”
-
-“Sometime,” she repeated, “pain and struggle will give place to death,
-and then the soft shroud of forgetting will help me bear this grief.”
-
-“But I am looking forward to the change to bless this life,” he tried
-to impress upon her. “He will get through this great work which he
-considers the effort of a life, and pretty soon he will leave off the
-old way, and then his past will be atoned for by a future of tenderness
-and devotion to you.”
-
-“But, dearest friend,” she broke in, greatly agitated, “help me to live
-in the present, I am weary of waiting. I hunger for repose. Memories
-crush me while longing has worn my youth away. I know my one longing
-is hopeless--hopeless as though I should stretch these hungry arms to
-clasp the sun above us. I have given up hope at last!” Meeting his
-troubled look her face showed traces of tears. She handed him a paper
-and pointed to a bit of verse.
-
-He read to himself:
-
-
- “I know a land where the streets are paved
- With the things which we meant to achieve;
- It is walled with the money we meant to have saved,
- And the pleasures for which we grieve--
- And kind words unspoken, the promises broken,
- And many a coveted boon,
- Are stowed away there in that land of somewhere,
- The land of “Pretty Soon.”
-
- There are uncut jewels of possible fame
- Lying about in the dust,
- And many a noble and lofty aim
- Covered with mould and dust
- And oh, this place, while it seems so near,
- Is further away than the moon;
- Though our purpose is fair, yet we never get there--
- To the land of “Pretty Soon.”
-
- The roads that lead to that mystic land
- Are strewn with pitiful wrecks;
- And the ships that have sailed for its shining strand
- Bear skeletons on their decks.
- It is further at noon than it was at dawn,
- And further at night than at noon;
- Oh let us beware of that land down there--
- The land of “Pretty Soon.””
-
-
-Marrion laid the paper by, and summoning all his powers of self-control:
-
-“I spoke of his reformation just now,” he began, as if reading her
-thoughts. “Answer me one question; if he never reforms, have you ever
-thought of changing your life?”
-
-“You mean separation; the world or a convent?” she began, gently,
-growing calmer as she went on, “I had thought of that, I must out with
-the truth. I went away once, but a good friend advised me to go back.
-She told me living for others was a long way towards being happy.”
-Looking on the floor she got out the remainder of her sentence, “and
-now I intend to stay.”
-
-As she spoke the words to Marrion there came upon her a terrible sense
-of emptiness and desolation. Obeying a sudden impulse, she arose to
-leave.
-
-“I shall go to my room now; I must think awhile alone. I am glad it’s
-such a sad sort of a day; if it were bright I couldn’t stand it.”
-
-Marrion followed her to the door, raised her hands to his lips, and
-suddenly breaking away as if unworthy to pay such homage cried:
-
-“I could kneel to you, true, grand woman. Your resolution is full of
-the gravest, tenderest meaning. You think of him only; his reputation
-is dearer to you than your own happiness. This nobility of your
-character is the very touchstone and measure of your womanliness.”
-
-She paused on the threshold a moment, then hurried away.
-
-The whole day Marrion spent in sympathy with her. If he could find but
-some way to make Robert promise never to touch another drop of drink,
-he knew he would be safe; for he was one man who never made a promise
-but to keep.
-
-Of ever securing his promise, he sometimes despaired, but not for the
-world would he hint it to Cherokee.
-
-As the day wore to a close the wind came in fitful gusts; a pale moon
-glittered faintly among the ragged clouds that drifted across the sky
-like sails torn from wrecked ships. Cherokee sat by the window watching
-for Robert.
-
-In that warm latitude the soft, dewless hours are spent in lightless
-rooms or on piazzas. The daffodil tints of the higher sky were
-reddening to a guinea gold. There was no other light except the moon.
-Marrion sat just outside, smoking; he was allured again and again by
-a strong sense of Cherokee’s beauty of face and pose, enticed by some
-spiritual vivacity, and hazed by cares.
-
-The moon, still pale and languorous, shone from the lately racked sky
-on the tree buds, so warm in tone that their color became an old ivory,
-and the limbs and branches black carvings and traceries.
-
-Faint mists rose in wreaths and floated in gossamer folds about the
-trunks of the trees, and at times above their forms. The whole scene
-had a meaning of sad regrets.
-
-Cherokee broke the silence:
-
-“I wonder what keeps Robert so long; it must be nine o’clock.”
-
-“Don’t be uneasy, he is doubtless with some congenial companion.” Then,
-almost before he knew it, Marrion asked:
-
-“Did you know that Robert was dissipated before you married him?”
-
-He felt himself tremble, as if he intruded where she knelt. As
-intimately as he had known her, yet he never before had dared approach
-her inner life so nearly.
-
-“Tell me all,” he said. “If ever a heart could open to a friend, now
-must that door unclose.”
-
-“No. I didn’t believe it; I should have never married him if I had
-known. I made a mistake. A Southern girl should only marry one of her
-kind; he alone could understand and appreciate her nature.”
-
-It was not prompted by accidental harmony, this answer, she felt he had
-a right to know all:
-
-“When I first loved Robert, he was a splendid masterman, and so tender
-of me. He seemed the breath of my body; his heart, not mine, beating
-within me. I fancy now that his love was only a reflection from the
-flame that burned in my soul, for if it were not true surely that love
-would have reformed him.”
-
-“No, he does love you, and you will yet be happy together.”
-
-She was hungry for his assurance, and her “Heaven bless you for your
-sympathy,” was spoken earnestly.
-
-“But I wish he would come. Suppose he has gotten into that quick-sand
-in the creek bed.”
-
-“Suppose he has swallowed the gun.”
-
-“Don’t speak so lightly,” she corrected.
-
-Marrion thought as he noted her anxiety: “Blind devotion is the
-sainthood of woman.”
-
-“Now, here he comes. I hope you are happy,” but a chill gripped his
-heart as he saw it was a stranger, whose walk indicated haste.
-
-“Ain’t this here whar Mars’ Milburn’s wife stay?”
-
-“Yes, what is it?” asked Marrion.
-
-“What is it?” Cherokee repeated, coming forward, “has anything happened
-to my husband?”
-
-“I’d bin out possum huntin’. I comed up de road, and I mighty nigh
-run over sumpin in de paff. I got down and he looked powr’ful like de
-artist I seed at de station.”
-
-“Marrion; my God, he is dead!”
-
-“Wait and I will find out.” He put his arm around her to support her.
-The stranger kept on talking:
-
-“I tried to tote him, but he ’peared like two men; he’d weigh mighty
-nigh three hundred pounds, and den I didn’t know as I oughter move him
-till de coroner and de jury set on him.”
-
-Marrion could not stop him.
-
-“He ain’t bin dead long, marm.”
-
-“That will do,” interrupted Marrion.
-
-“I will go and see; it may not be Robert; it may be someone else.”
-
-“Let me go with you,” she pleaded.
-
-“I don’t know nothin’ better fur you ter do than stay whar you is,” put
-in the negro.
-
-So Marrion hurried away to look after his friend. There was no sound in
-the gloomy wood--which was painful--any kind of noise would have been a
-relief. The thick foliage baffled the slightest light, and it was with
-the greatest difficulty that they groped their way, keeping in the road.
-
-“Stop! here he am!” cried the negro, who had been piloting the way. “I
-thought he couldn’t o’ bin dead long, fer he ain’t cold yet.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV.
-
-OF THE WORLD, UNWORLDLY.
-
-
-It was true that Robert was dead--dead drunk, and to drink was his
-purpose in leaving Marrion at home. He had been held in check until
-he could not--he felt it was impossible--work any longer until he had
-gotten under the influence of drink.
-
-It was more than a week before he was able to resume his work. Marrion
-put his best efforts forth to sober him, but all resulted in failure.
-This annoyed him more than he dared tell Cherokee. He felt that Robert
-had not the proper appreciation; for here he had given up his work and
-pleasures for a time, that he might aid in the artist’s advancement. It
-surely seemed a thankless task.
-
-One day, when patience was exhausted, he poured forth his very soul in
-one long, fervent--swear; took up his hat and started out for a walk.
-
-As he tramped, wondered, swore, he strolled on toward the stream. He
-always was a dream-haunter of the woods, realizing that communion with
-nature strangely ministers to heart wounds and breathes sweetened
-memories.
-
-Suddenly his steps were arrested by the spectacle of Cherokee lying at
-full length upon the grass, one arm lay across her eyes, the other was
-stretched on the ground. She had never looked prettier. He sat down
-by her and took her hand. A thousand thoughts chased themselves with
-lightning speed through his brain; meanwhile the pressure of that hand
-continued; he leaned over, took her arm away, and looked down into her
-face.
-
-Whether it came to him suddenly as a revelation, or grew upon him like
-a widening light--that knowledge of a love that wronged his honor--it
-had come too late. Had he been asleep, or mad, that this should have
-conquered him unawares.
-
-Where was his experience of human nature--his worldly wisdom--his ever
-abiding sense of honor--that he should have allowed a love for another
-man’s wife to enter his thoughts and take possession, and that man his
-dearest friend!
-
-It seemed but yesterday that this woman was to him only as dear as a
-friend might be, without wrong to his or her own faith. Now he knew she
-was more--a thousand times dearer than all life lives for--dearer than
-all save honor, if, indeed, he questioned, that were not already lost.
-
-Yet no, there was no wrong. His love was worship, instinct with
-reverence, he could not for that very love’s sake destroy its object.
-
-“You want me to go away and leave you alone, Cherokee?” he asked.
-
-“No, Marrion, no! I am too much alone, and that makes me hungry,
-desperately hungry, for companionship,” she stammered. “But, tell me,
-how is Robert?”
-
-“No better; I am almost ashamed to ask you to be brave any more, for
-I’ve hoped so long without fulfillment.”
-
-She answered: “I ask myself how long this banishment is to last--this
-exile from joy.”
-
-“Everything here has an end; the brighter side may come at last.”
-
-“No, it will never come, it is all a mistake; even life itself.”
-
-“Oh, don’t say that, Cherokee; I am with you. Don’t you care for----”
-Here he stopped, but she understood, and her answer, said in silence,
-was the sweetest word of all.
-
-“I must speak this once at any cost--Great God! and forgive me, I love
-her so,” he whispered, as he seized her listless form, so unresisting,
-and wildly kissed her brow, her lips, her hair, her eyelids--sealed her
-to him by those caresses that were prompted by love’s unreasoning fury.
-
-The whole earth revolved in one vast throb of song, and the wind,
-entuned, seemed to catch the music in its chase. Nothing under the sun
-could equal those moments with them.
-
-At first they were so happy; then there came a desire--which comes to
-those of deep and tender sensibilities when their felicity becomes so
-acute that it verges upon pain--the desire, the involuntary longing, to
-die--an abandon of self--a forgetting.
-
-In this moment of delirium he was the first to speak.
-
-“I have known from the first that we were meant for each other.”
-
-She did not answer; she was so thoroughly intoxicated just then,
-that if he should have dared to give her blows her heart would have
-arraigned him at its bar, with weeping paid the costs, and swore the
-blow was kind--she loved him so.
-
-“I say that we were meant for each other,” he repeated. “Love like ours
-should be the first law of the universe, after love of God.”
-
-“I am thy neighbor’s wife,” she answered, slowly.
-
-“I now admit no ties except the one that fate has made between your
-heart and mine.”
-
-“Think, Marrion, of what you say. Is it a sin for us to love?”
-
-He could not answer at once--all the iron in his strong nature was
-broken down. His emotions, so long withheld, and now uncontrolled, were
-more than he could bear.
-
-He looked long into her trusting countenance. He was seeking by a
-violent effort to master himself; but it was only by the heaving of his
-breast, and now and then a gasp for breath, that he betrayed the stormy
-struggle within. Though his nature was full of the softer sympathies he
-could not call them to the front--he was but man. This was the crucial
-test.
-
-There is in some affections so much to purify and exalt, that even an
-erring love, conceived without a cold design, and wrestled against with
-a noble spirit, leaves the heart more tolerant and tender if it leaves
-it in time.
-
-“It may be wrong,” he said, at length, “but this is our fate--our
-fate,” as if waking from some hideous dream.
-
-“We are creatures of destiny, I have fought this love but it would not
-die. The very loneliness of your existence appeals to me; but for that,
-I might have conquered.”
-
-“And your tender care and help have often reconciled me to my lot, and
-extinguished many bitter feelings in me.”
-
-“You trusted me, Cherokee, and I believe there is a kind of sanctity in
-your ignorance and trust--there is a soul about you as well as a body.
-Is it with that soul you have loved me?”
-
-“Yes, Marrion, I love you better than life now.”
-
-“Then our love can surely not be wrong. Depend upon it, that God
-Almighty, who sums up all the good and evil done by his children, will
-not judge the world with the same unequal severity as those drones of
-society. Surely He requires not such sacrifices from us; no, not even
-the wrathful, avenging Father.”
-
-His tone was one of infinite persuasion.
-
-“God understands what you are to me--youth, beauty, truth, hope and
-life.”
-
-“You forget your friend, my husband,” she warned.
-
-“No, I do not forget. He is a man for whom I would all but die, but I
-love you better than anything else.”
-
-“And that is more than he does,” she broke in, sorrowfully.
-
-“Cherokee, be mine in spirit? I plead as an innocent man pleads for
-justice.”
-
-“Stop!” she cried, “let me speak. You have a profound and generous
-soul to hear me. Let me ask you not to tempt me; we have gone already
-too far.”
-
-“Not too far when it is with me that you go.”
-
-“Yes, Marrion it is, unless we could go all of life’s road together.
-I love you, that you know, but I come to you now, begging you not to
-tempt me, but to help to make me strong, and to follow the road of
-sacrifice and duty. My heart cries out to you, but let me not hear. If
-you love me, prove it, and leave me.” Her voice died in a wail, it was
-a loving, weak soul’s despairing cry.
-
-Marrion stood for a moment immovable, then he took her hand with
-reverential homage.
-
-“Cherokee, you have raised all womankind in my eyes. I did love
-you--now I worship you. Your open frankness is so unlike the irresolute
-frailty, the miserable wiles of your sex. You have touched a chord in
-my heart that has been mute for years. To me you are a garden of roses,
-you have bloomed even under blight. Beholding you now, I am enabled to
-forget that the world is evil.”
-
-“Blessed be that influence,” she murmured, sweetly.
-
-“Yes, God’s blessing upon it,” he repeated. And he thought of what
-pangs her high spirit must have endured ere it had submitted to the
-avowal it had made. She had been honest enough to confess that she was
-weak--that she loved him, but that very confession was as a tower of
-strength to him.
-
-“Cherokee, my idol, what will you of me?” he asked, in tender manly
-tones.
-
-“I want you to promise, Marrion that you will always like me; let us
-be what human nature and worldly forms seldom allow those of opposite
-sexes to be--friends; having for each other that esteem which would be
-love if the hearts were unadulterated by clay. Your memory will be my
-nearest approach to happiness. I shall never be happy unless Robert
-reforms; then the old love and joy would come again.”
-
-There was on her face an expression, in her voice a tone, so appealing
-that it inspired him to say:
-
-“I will save him by my life if need be.”
-
-She looked at him with an admiring, grateful gaze:
-
-“Your friendship is even better than love.”
-
-“That is both,” he answered.
-
-“You will promise to go away at once, or I cannot live near you and
-without you.”
-
-“Yes, Cherokee, I promise,” he said firmly, and continued:
-
-“To-day for a short interval we have belonged to each other. Heart has
-spoken to heart. To-morrow you are only my friend’s wife. Not a word,
-not a thought of yours or mine must destroy his trust. Our past will
-lie buried as in a deep grave, no tears bedewing it, no flowers marking
-the spot.”
-
-So sorrowfully, even despairingly, were the words uttered that it
-seemed Cherokee’s turn to comfort.
-
-“Think of me as almost happy since I know that you love me so,” she
-said, smiling through her tears.
-
-“Tears from you for me,” he cried. “Bless you, bless you; may you
-think of me as one whose loyalty to another is loyalty to yourself,”
-he murmured. “I must go away and meet you no more. Pass a few busy,
-taskful years, come and go a few brief seasons of stimulating activity
-and wholesome intercourse; then I can hold out my untrembling hand to
-Robert’s wife, and forget the lover in the friend; now let us part.”
-
-She stepped forward and extended her hand; he kissed it and pressed
-it warmly, and then the dream was ended. A matter of a moment, true
-enough, but death itself is but a moment, yet eternity is its successor.
-
-Cherokee took the path to the house; her eyes held a troubled light as
-they looked back, Marrion was standing where she had left him, in a
-hopeless attitude. His head drooped low with a slow motion of despair,
-which seemed almost tranquil in its acceptance of destiny.
-
-A low, late sunshine crept through the swathing blue, softly bright
-upon him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV.
-
-TEMPTED.
-
-
-For a time Marrion Latham stood in a sad reverie; then he slowly went
-back to the house, following the path Cherokee had taken.
-
-He entered the house unobserved, and went directly to his room, from
-which he did not emerge until the clock told him that the hour was
-eleven. He was going to leave; upon that point he was decided. The
-midnight train would take him to the city. He took his grip, and crept
-out stealthily without a word, for he could not now own what was
-forcing him to leave. Of course it would seem strange to Robert, but
-written lines could not clear it up. It would take more than a note to
-explain such an offense as this would seem; it could only be made plain
-in person. It needed the voice, the eye, the spirit breathing through
-the words to make them effective.
-
-He had decided to wait until the artist returned to New York. As he
-stepped out on the piazza he noticed that the blinds of the studio were
-open and the window up.
-
-“I will take a last look,” he thought, as he went up to the window.
-
-“Cherokee, Cherokee,” but his whisper was too deep, she did not hear.
-There she stood before the painting, her arms wide open as though
-ready to enfold the image; then she drew back, and her low sobbing was
-heard--not despair, not sorrow, not even loss flowed in those relieving
-tears--they came as a balm, allowing the pent-up force of suffering to
-ooze out.
-
-The very purity of her adoration was pitiful to see. Marrion stood
-outside and watched her; wrong as it might be to stay he was tempted to
-bide the result and remain.
-
-Everything around was still; the wind, even, ceased to dip into the
-lustrous gloom of the laurels. He could scarcely hear the stream below,
-drawing its long ripples of star-kindled waves from the throat of the
-forest. Not a human sound interposed one pulse of its beating between
-these two silent souls.
-
-“I must, I must touch her--just to say good-bye again.”
-
-But through the gentle silence there throbbed a warning. He battled
-with it; the mad desire grew upon him, the stress, the self-torture was
-getting beyond control. Reckless inconsideration told him to enter.
-
-The palpitating misery that swayed through every wave of his blood,
-cried in almost an ecstacy of terror: “Go in, she is yours.” He knew he
-could not resist what love counseled if he remained much longer, and he
-hung his head for very shame.
-
-When a proud man finds out he is but a child in the midst of his
-strength, but a fool in his wisdom, it is humiliating to own it even to
-himself.
-
-While every passion held him enslaved, he felt a vague desire to
-escape, a yearning, almost insane, to get out from his own self.
-
-“Why should you not have her, when you love her so dearly?” the tempter
-asked.
-
-But he knew the voice and shrank from it. Then he murmured inwardly:
-
-“Great and good God, I turn to you,” and before he knew it, his
-unaccustomed lips had framed a prayer.
-
-With a feeling of renewed strength he took one last look at her and
-walked away. He had scarcely time to catch that midnight train. He
-was leaving heaven behind, but he was doing what was best for all.
-There was something in that, and Robert must never know what his poor
-services had cost him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI.
-
-LOST FAITH.
-
-
-“For your own sake, if not for mine, Robert, do not begin drinking the
-first thing in the morning,” Cherokee pleaded.
-
-“I must, I must; my nerves are all shattered. I will stop when I have
-won the laurels of art,” and he poured the fiery poison into the
-sugared glass.
-
-“Does Marrion know breakfast is waiting?” he asked.
-
-“I suppose not.” Cherokee felt her voice trembling, she was almost
-certain he had gone; there was a dreariness about the place, an utter
-loneliness, that made her feel that she would not hear his voice that
-morning.
-
-Robert touched the bell, and when the servant answered, he bade her:
-
-“Tell Mr. Latham breakfast is ready.”
-
-“Mr. Latham went away in the night,” the servant answered. “I suppose
-he won’t be back soon, as he took a grip with him.”
-
-In sudden temper Robert cried: “You don’t mean it, has he gone home?”
-
-“I don’t know, sir, he went towards the station about a half hour
-before the New York train was due.”
-
-“That will do, leave us,” he ordered the maid.
-
-“Now, Cherokee, tell me why Marrion has left me?”
-
-“Mr. Latham may prefer to make his own excuse,” she answered, quietly.
-
-“Never mind that assumed dignity; I know the reason as well as you
-could tell me. This letter I found on the studio floor gives the
-villain away,” and thrusting it at her, he demanded: “Read it aloud.”
-
-She nervously unfolded it and read:
-
-
- “MY DEAR LATHAM:
-
- I presume you know I too was painting the ‘Athlete.’ My model is a
- failure, a disappointment. Come to New York at once, and pose for
- me at your own price.
-
- Yours, anxiously,
- WILLARD FROST.”
-
-
-When she finished the letter she could not find a suitable answer, so
-she did not answer at all. Robert did not like silence, he liked to
-have things explained, cleared up.
-
-He looked at his wife with grave severity, and demanded:
-
-“You knew this was what called him away.”
-
-“I did not,” was her truthful and emphatic reply.
-
-“Oh, God!” in a frenzy, “just to think how I trusted him; his word and
-honor were dear to my very soul; but now--now I hate him, I curse him;
-if I ever prayed, I might pray that the train would be wrecked and dash
-him to his eternal, just reward.”
-
-“Robert, Robert!” the gentle voice pleaded, “hold him not guilty
-without defense; he is still your friend.”
-
-“Hush! tell me nothing. It is a plain case of villainy; he has been
-bought off; he has robbed me of my future,” and Robert quit the table
-and went at once to his room. The insanity of drink held festival in
-his delirious brain.
-
-
-The next few hours found him in a deplorable condition. The reaction
-from his fit of inebriety had been a severe shock to his system, not
-especially strong at best, and this, together with Marrion’s sudden
-flight, preyed sharply on his mind, and he suffered a sort of nervous
-prostration.
-
-“My picture! my masterpiece is unfinished! it can never be finished
-without him!” was the substance of his raving.
-
-Never before had Cherokee seen such woe in his countenance. She knew
-the painting was almost completed, and that he could finish it from the
-picture he had of Marrion, taken purposely to aid him, even when the
-model was there; but to mention anything so as to manage a way out of
-the pit into which he imagined he had fallen merely infuriated him, and
-did no good.
-
-“Marrion must come back to me; send for him; tell him I cannot win
-without him,” he cried, scarcely above a whisper, he was so weak. Never
-before had the one desire of man’s life been strained through his face
-and speech like this.
-
-Cherokee was deeply moved, yet she could not understand how he could
-charge Marrion with double-dealing and treachery, with conduct so
-entirely at variance with the whole tenor of his gracious life. How
-could he think that Willard Frost, that crafty, remorseless villain,
-could purchase the manhood of Marrion Latham. If Robert had only known
-how much that friend had suffered and borne for him, he would have
-worshipped where he now condemned.
-
-“Cherokee,” he called from the bed, “what am I to do?”
-
-“Rest and then go to work; your picture is almost finished; it already
-shows the touch of a master-hand, and it is perfect so far as you have
-done. Marrion had other reasons for going away from us; believe me, he
-will make it all right.”
-
-She was ever gentle and tender toward him, and worked quietly, yet
-constantly.
-
-
-The task of reforming a man takes a great deal of time, more than a
-life has to give, frequently, but she had been strengthened by the
-promise from Marrion to aid her, though now she must bear it alone.
-
-She looked in the glass, and in the depths of it she found not the face
-that once smiled at her--ah! that other face, its wild-rose bloom had
-faded; the lips that used to tremble as if with joy alive are thinner
-now and they do not tremble; they are firm and somewhat sad. The hair
-that used to slip from its confinement, and in golden torrents fall
-about the wild-rose face, is somber-hued, and stays where it is pinned.
-
-Ah! she knows what youth means to a woman, and that is denied her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII.
-
-THE CUP OF WRATH AND TREMBLING.
-
-
-With the first mail that Marrion Latham received after reaching New
-York was a letter which bore the postmark of the small railway station
-in Kentucky from which he had lately departed so hastily. He opened it
-first, for it was the most important to him. The letter ran:
-
-
- “MR. LATHAM:
-
- I have trusted you above all other men, yet you have proven to
- be my most hurtful enemy. I was surprised that you would sell my
- friendship, my future, and, above all, your own manhood to Willard
- Frost.
-
- From this time on I am done with you--we are strangers. Enclosed
- find check, as I prefer not being in your debt for services
- rendered.
-
- ROBERT MILBURN.”
-
-
-Marrion laid the letter down with a moan; but the cruel injustice of it
-aroused no resentment--he was only stunned by it. After awhile, he felt
-tired and sick, so he lay down across the foot of his bed and finally
-went to sleep. In his sleep nature had her way--was no longer held in
-check by his will, and so, when his weary brain, his sad, unresting
-heart cried out they could no longer endure, she came and gave them
-rest.
-
-Two hours afterward found him somewhat refreshed, but he was sorry to
-have awakened; he should have liked to sleep--that was all. That most
-vexing question kept repeating itself to him. “Why are the best motives
-of our lives turned into wolves, that come back, ravenous, to feed upon
-our helpless and tortured selves?”
-
-Willard Frost’s letter had made so slight an impression upon him that,
-until this reminder, he had quite forgotten it; had carelessly dropped
-it down, never thinking of it again until now.
-
-It looked hard, that he had come away to save that home, and then,
-to have the head of that home confront him with a pen picture of a
-scoundrel placarded “Marrion Latham.”
-
-It was an unexpected experiment, and an astounding shock. With hands
-clasped behind him Marrion restlessly paced the floor, trying to
-determine what was the best thing for him to do.
-
-He could board the next train and go back; but no, Cherokee had his
-promise that he would stay away. Besides, she had borne and sacrificed
-enough for Robert.
-
-He could write; but how could he express it on cold paper; he could
-wait a few days and see him in person, for he knew Robert expected to
-return when the bloom of the year was passed. That would be soon, for
-it was now time for the woods to be full of ghosts who gather to make
-lament, while winds sob in minor key, and trees are bowed in silent
-woe, and leaves, like tears, fall fast.
-
-This was best; so he decided upon it to wait and see him in person.
-
-His new drama lay on the desk before him; it was in this one Cherokee
-figured. What better way to forget the slow, creeping time, than to go
-to work; he had often said he wished he were poor, for the poor have
-small time for grieving.
-
-He did go to work in earnest; each night found him brain-weary after a
-hard day’s arduous task; it was the best thing he could have done. The
-very first morning he saw an announcement of Milburn’s return to the
-city he dropped him a line:
-
-
- “MY DEAR MILBURN:
-
- I have an explanation--an apology to make--then let us be on the
- old footing; for without you I am a lonely man. Appoint a place
- for an immediate interview and let me assure you that Frost had
- nothing to do with my leaving you.
-
- I return check.
-
- Yours very truly,
- MARRION LATHAM.”
-
-
-He dispatched this message, and paced the floor in a fever of anxiety
-until the answer came. Quickly he snatched the envelope, as a starving
-man breaks a crust of bread.
-
-This is what the letter said:
-
-
- “My time is now entirely occupied.
-
- Respectfully,
- ROBERT MILBURN.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII.
-
-A DROP OF POISON.
-
-
-Frost was succeeding in bringing Robert Milburn into open disrepute.
-That he was, will appear from his statement of the case to a few
-friends who had accompanied him into the bar room of ---- hotel.
-
-“I was saying, gentlemen, that it is such a deuced pity to see Milburn
-waste his talents, but the fact is, these self-destructive excesses
-must result in a total wreck. Am I not right?”
-
-The man appealed to nodded approval.
-
-“That’s what you are.”
-
-“I say when a man gets so that he can walk up to a bar and take a drink
-alone, it’s about time to put a bridle on him.”
-
-“That’s a fact,” assented a third; “and that isn’t all of it.”
-
-“No,” put in Frost, “I saw him driving up and down Fifty-eighth Street
-with the Morris woman the other day, in the early afternoon. I just
-told him what I thought about it.”
-
-“What did he say?”
-
-“Oh, he flared up, and said it was his own affair.”
-
-“Well, I always thought Milburn a pretty square kind of a fellow,” said
-a quiet man who stood leaning against a gilded column. “In that deal
-with ‘---- Syndicate’--you recollect it, Frost--he could have beaten
-the life out of you, but he stood to you when I know he was offered
-double commission to come off.”
-
-“Ah! nobody is saying anything against his honesty,” returned Willard,
-sharply, “he’s square enough, but it is his infernal recklessness. Now,
-yesterday, I sauntered into his office to remonstrate. I said, ‘Robert,
-old boy, you are getting yourself out of everybody’s good books; why
-don’t you brace up? The first thing you know, you will be dropped like
-a hot nail.’ I asked him why he couldn’t be a little more modest about
-it, for instance, I suggested, ‘when the spirit moves you to take
-Morris out for an airing, why won’t a moonlight night and a by-road
-answer the purpose as well as Fifty-eighth Street and the middle of the
-afternoon.’”
-
-“And what did he say to that?”
-
-“He held out his cigar case to me saying, ‘You are wasting your time, I
-don’t care to be respectably wicked, and I choose to go to the devil in
-my own way.’”
-
-“Look here!” interrupted the quiet man, “I fancy I know Milburn better
-than most people, and he has a clean life behind him; moreover, he
-thinks you are the only man on earth. I can’t understand how he can
-deliberately throw himself away, as you say he is doing. There is a
-very strong motive of some kind. He is not a man to take to dissipation
-for its own sake.”
-
-Frost’s eye twinkled as he turned abruptly and fronted the speaker.
-
-“Then you think he has a provocation?”
-
-“He must have; I’ve observed him pretty closely, and there is an
-underlying streak of good metal in his character that will crop out at
-times. Say, Frost, have you tried to help him?”
-
-“Always.” An oppressive little silence followed, and Frost frowned as
-he tugged away at his mustache. “But I can do little with him of late.”
-
-“It is all very bad--very bad,” said the quiet man.
-
-“Though if he did a world of wrong, injuring every human creature that
-came between him and his pleasure, he should not be forsaken by you--he
-sticks to you.”
-
-Every line in the clear whiteness of Frost’s face was cruelly,
-craftily, and closely compressed, while he stood looking at the man
-whose words were the fine point of a sword with which, in delicate
-_finesse_, he ran him through the body.
-
-Frost bent his head in his most courtly fashion.
-
-“Milburn may not be all at fault; you know he has a pretty wife!” There
-was a secrecy in his smiling face, and he conveyed an air of mystery to
-those words that struck the other forcibly. At the same time the thin,
-straight lips, and the markings in the nose, curved with a sarcasm that
-looked handsomely diabolic.
-
-“Come, what will you have gentlemen?”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX.
-
-ROBERT’S TRIUMPH.
-
-
-“Excellent claret, Latham, have a glass with me,” said the artist,
-Willard Frost.
-
-“Thanks, not any; I have ordered a meal--been out rowing and it makes a
-fellow deucedly hungry.”
-
-It was by the merest accident that Marrion Latham and Willard Frost had
-taken seats at the same table, in one of New York’s restaurants.
-
-To the right of them, some distance away, there was a decorated table,
-covers laid for twelve. Pretty soon the party came in and took their
-seats.
-
-“By Jove!” exclaimed Latham, “I wonder what’s up. There’s Robert Emmet
-Cooper, Fred Ryder, D. Kohler, and who is the one at the head of the
-table? Well, upon my word, it is Milburn.”
-
-“What does all this mean?” inquired Frost.
-
-“That dinner is given to Mr. Milburn,” said the waiter, “he is one of
-the acknowledged artists now.”
-
-“What! you don’t tell me his ‘Athlete’ has been accepted by the
-Commissioners of the Art Palace?”
-
-“That, sir, is what the judges decided.”
-
-“Strange I had not heard the good news, but I am certainly proud of his
-success,” exclaimed Marrion.
-
-“Well, I am not. I despise him, the accursed Milburn,” Frost hissed
-between his teeth. “He crossed me in every path; my luck quails before
-his whenever we encounter. I say luck, for he has no genius.”
-
-“There are a number of people mistaken then, for he is rapidly gaining
-reputation.” This was harrowing to the vanity of the other.
-
-“Yes, and it will do him more good than he deserves, but he had a big
-advantage in this.”
-
-“Not advantage, Frost, more than that which hard work and skill
-bestows.”
-
-“Umph! You need not defend him, for he hates you, Latham.”
-
-“That doesn’t keep me from rejoicing with him.”
-
-“Well, tell me, when did the drop in the temperature of your relations
-occur?”
-
-“About two months ago we had a slight misunderstanding.”
-
-“About his wife, I presume?”
-
-“About none of your business, if you will pardon brevity,” Marrion
-answered, curtly.
-
-“You need not mind a little thing like that. I am in the same boat.”
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“I mean that I am in love with her, too; I admire her as cordially as I
-hate him.” He drained the fifth glass of his genuine Medoc, and went on:
-
-“Did you ever see such a ravishing form; I’ll swear she is divine.”
-
-Marrion appeared not to hear him; he turned his head away as if the
-other were not speaking. He heard the wit and gaiety of his club
-friends. Meanwhile, everybody’s old acquaintance, the devil, had been
-spending a time with Frost, by special invitation. He could only view
-the other’s triumph; and there he sat, helpless, consumed with impotent
-rage; a look of ungovernable fury distorted his features, already
-flushed with madness and wine. His upper lip curled at the corners, and
-his eyes blazed like those of an enraged tiger, as he muttered:
-
-“Robert Milburn, you shall pay dearly for this victory.” Then he turned
-to Marrion and said:
-
-“I wonder if he would feel so elated if he knew how much his wife
-thought of me?”
-
-The other turned sharply and faced him:
-
-“Scoundrel! dare to utter a word against her, and I’ll crush the life
-out of your body.”
-
-Frost gurgled a fiendish laugh:
-
-“I know you are jealous, but do not be hasty; I can prove what I say.”
-
-“Then, sir, you will have to do it, and if you have lied, look sharp,
-for a day of reckoning will surely come.”
-
-“She is at my studio every Friday at three o’clock. You know which
-window looks in upon my private apartments; watch that, and you will
-see her pass. Remember the time.”
-
-“That will do,” returned Marrion, coldly, as he arose to leave.
-
-At that moment his attention was attracted toward the banquet scene.
-Milburn had been called upon for a speech. As a general thing he was
-a man of a few words, but when he was inspired there was no more
-eloquent talker than he. He made an individual mention of those who had
-substantially aided in this distinction he had attained.
-
-Marrion listened, hoping that he would kindly speak his name, but what
-a tumult within stirred him to pathetic, unspoken appeal, as the speech
-ended without the slightest reference to his model.
-
-As the enthusiastic friends thronged about him, Marrion could not help
-showing that he rejoiced with them.
-
-His unexpected appearance in their midst created a decided sensation.
-He extended his hand warmly to Robert, and said most cordially:
-
-“Let me congratulate you, too.”
-
-With a look of intense loathing the artist waved him away, and folding
-his arms said coldly:
-
-“Excuse me, sir.”
-
-Some one of the party whispered:
-
-“Don’t mind that, Latham; Milburn has imbibed a little too freely.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXX.
-
-SHADOWING HER.
-
-
-It had been some months since Cherokee and Marrion had met. But
-he still loved and was guarding her reputation. The little bit of
-treachery, villainy, or whatever Frost might have meant, he proposed to
-see through.
-
-It was an awful day, that Friday, rain had been falling since early
-morning. But nestling his beardless chin into the broad collar of his
-storm coat, he walked the opposite side of the street from the studio
-of Willard Frost.
-
-In breathless amazement, he saw a woman pass by the very window.
-She walked back and forth a time or two, and then she and Frost
-stood together. The gown was violet, with gold trimmings; he had
-seen Cherokee wear a dress like that; but he felt there must be some
-mistake, or everyone is of dual existence. By this one woman he
-measured the goodness of the world; if there was no truth in her, then
-it followed with him that there was no truth in the world.
-
-When the woman, heavily veiled and warmly wrapped, came down the step
-and turned down the street, he followed her. All that had passed was
-like a dim bewildering vision. All that he saw in the streets of the
-city--the faces he beheld--all was like a monstrous nightmare. It did
-not seem that anything was real.
-
-He still shadowed the woman who went directly to the elevated train,
-and when they came to the station where he knew Milburn got off, he
-anxiously watched the woman.
-
-She got up, and, without looking to right or left, hurried out of the
-coach. It had stopped raining, but she raised her umbrella and went on.
-
-Marrion walked behind her until there was no one near, then he stepped
-up:
-
-“I must speak to you,” he said.
-
-She turned upon him an unmerciful stare.
-
-“How dare you, sir?”
-
-“Forgive me, but I must understand it all,” he exclaimed, excitedly.
-
-“But what right have you, Mr. Latham, to shadow me, or question?”
-
-“To save Robert Milburn’s home--that’s what. I should think you, who
-owe so much to his friendship, would not dare to do this.” He caught
-her by the hand:
-
-“Come with me where we can talk it over alone, or you will never regret
-it but once, and that once will be always.”
-
-She consented reluctantly, and they walked off together.
-
-So complicated are the webs of fate, that this step, though hastily
-taken, gained a secret of the most vital moment to him and to Robert
-Milburn.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXI.
-
-GONE.
-
-
-It had blown hard in the night, but the wind had dropped at dawning,
-and now the rising sun tinted the cruel fringe of storm wrack as it
-dwindled into the west.
-
-A low, gray sky, eaten to a jagged edge as by a fire torch, hung over
-the harbor.
-
-Eastward, this sky line was broken by the spout of foam when two waves
-dashed each other into spray. A heavy surf beat upon the shore. Marrion
-Latham stood watching the small boats swoop up and down the emerald
-valley, dipping away nor’ward under easy sail. He loved the water, and
-when anything annoyed him, he had often found relief in its lullaby.
-This was one time its surging sighs had not soothed him.
-
-He must see Robert, for his home was in peril. He turned from the water
-front. Slowly and deliberately he walked, every step was an effort.
-He could not forget that this man, for whom he felt so much concern,
-had refused to take his hand, had refused him a chance for personal
-justification. All this he thought of, and while love and wounded
-pride were both struggling for mastery, he reached the door where he
-had once been a welcomed and an honored guest.
-
-“Is Mr. Milburn in?” he asked of the maid who answered the bell.
-
-“No, sir, he left this morning for Boston; will you leave a message.”
-
-“Oh! no. I shall wire him, if you will give me his address.”
-
-He tried so hard to speak lightly, but lamentably failed in the
-attempt. Without being conscious of it he had spoken in almost an
-imploring tone.
-
-So Robert was out of his reach; what should Marrion do now? He could
-not think; he had gone through so much excitement lately that his brain
-felt in a confused tangle, he was unable to calculate coolly; one thing
-he knew, that his mental agony was beyond endurance. In thought, word,
-and deed, he had been true to Robert, but that the other might never
-know until the history of man is carried from time to eternity, where
-none can erase or alter it.
-
-“Who was the gentleman?” Mrs. Milburn asked, when the servant returned.
-
-“A friend of yours, but he wanted to see your husband. It was Mr.
-Latham.”
-
-“Say, rather, an acquaintance of mine,” was the reply.
-
-Cherokee felt that she had no such thing as a friend. She who had been
-petted and admired saw the change now; the cordial hand held back,
-the friendly, confidential glance replaced by frowns of almost fierce
-suspicion and reproach. She observed a gradual but marked difference in
-her friends’ demeanor toward her. Her greetings were received coldly,
-though sometimes with scrupulous politeness. Groups began to melt
-insensibly away at her approach, or her advent was a signal for dead
-silence.
-
-The young women were frigid; the old ones were more so, and
-systematically cut her dead, and were often heard to say: “They had
-always thought there was something very queer about this woman.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXII.
-
-STORMING THE LION’S DEN.
-
-
-It happened that the very day after Robert’s return, he had accepted,
-for the first time in some months, one of the many invitations which
-Willard Frost had extended. He had usually declared himself in his
-notes “Already engaged,” or “Sorry illness makes me forego the
-pleasure, etc.”
-
-Designing Frost, therefore, continued his invitations until Milburn,
-from that fatality which seemingly regulates and controls us, accepted
-the proffered invitation. Frost’s apartments were gorgeous. He had made
-money as well as married it.
-
-“Gentlemen,” he said to his three guests, “let me show you the first
-success I had,” and he pointed to a baby face on the wall.
-
-“That study I sold for two thousand dollars to a man who had lost a
-child about that age, and he had no picture of it; this he fancied
-looked very much like her.”
-
-“It is a marvelous face--so beautiful. Where did you get your model?”
-Robert asked.
-
-“It is my own child.”
-
-“What! I did not know you had ever been married until----” Robert
-paused in awkward confusion.
-
-“Until I made my recent ‘fiasco,’” laughed Frost. “Well, whether I have
-or not, the child’s mother died at its birth--that was lucky.”
-
-He saw how the others looked at him when he made this heartless speech,
-so he added:
-
-“You remember those old stony hills of New Hampshire? Well, I was
-reared there, and perhaps that accounts for so much flint and grit in
-my make up.”
-
-“But mine host,” Robert began, “where is the other rare treat you
-promised--your latest portrait, that wears a hectic flush and nothing
-more?”
-
-The others, who were listening to the colloquy burst into ripples of
-merriment.
-
-“Ah, so I did promise,” and he seized his glass, and emptied it at a
-gulp.
-
-A gust of cold mist, mingled with fine snow, puffed into the brilliant
-rooms, and stirred the stifling air that was saturated with exhalations
-of spirits and tobacco smoke.
-
-“And you really would like to see my creation--‘A Nude Daughter of Our
-Land.’”
-
-“Nothing would delight us more,” they declared.
-
-He summoned the servant and ordered him to draw the curtain aside.
-
-The eager crowd caught his words at once.
-
-“Yes! yes! yes! draw the curtain.”
-
-Robert watched eagerly, while the other guests shouted in his ear.
-
-“Let us see! brave man, let us see!”
-
-As they watched the canvas the drapery fell to one side.
-
-“My wife! Great God!”
-
-Robert felt the horror stricken tremor in his own exclamation. There
-played on Willard Frost’s face a satanic smile, while a momentary
-exultation thrilled him.
-
-“She kindly posed for this, my greatest effort,” returned Frost, still
-smiling.
-
-Robert controlled every muscle in his countenance; no fire broke from
-his steadfast, scornful eyes; but there was a kingly authority in the
-aspect--the almost stately crest and power in the swell of the stern
-voice--which awed the lookers on.
-
-With that locked and rigid countenance, with arms folded, he stood
-confronting the other artist, who advanced toward him with menacing
-brow.
-
-“Willard Frost, this is a lie! and I demand you to prove it. You
-villain! you dastard! you coward! Fall on your knees, you cur, and ask
-God to forgive you, lest you are suddenly called to face your black
-account.”
-
-Frost strove to be scornful, but his lips trembled, and his voice died
-in hollow murmurs in his breast.
-
-“Answer me, I demand proof!” cried Robert, looking upon him with a
-crushing and intense disdain.
-
-“I know, Milburn, you will hate me; but acknowledge, we are at last
-even,” said the other.
-
-“No! I do not believe it! By the eternal powers, my wife would not
-stoop so low as this model indicates. I must have proof.”
-
-“Then, sir, you shall!” and Frost’s eyes flashed a lightning glance of
-triumph.
-
-“Gentlemen, I do not like to bring you into this little unpleasantness,
-but what do you know of this?”
-
-“We know that Mrs. Milburn has often been to the studio, and we,
-moreover, have seen her when you were at work on the picture. But the
-man surely knows his own wife; this is a speaking likeness.”
-
-“Besides, here’s a note where she asked that the matter be kept a dead
-secret.”
-
-Robert looked at the paper, it was her handwriting; bearing no date,
-unfortunately, or he would have known that this was written when she
-was a girl, about an entirely different picture.
-
-“Is that her hand, or forgery?”
-
-This question, uttered triumphantly, and regarded by all three as a
-climax, fell flat.
-
-He met their merciless, inquisitorial gaze, now riveted on him,
-unflinchingly; while they fidgeted, cleared their throats, and
-interchanged significant looks, he stood motionless; only an unwonted
-pallor, and tiny bead-like drops gathering to his forehead, betokened
-the intensity of the struggle within.
-
-Looking again at the note, he handed it back to one, saying, in a voice
-deliciously pure:
-
-“Then I am Christ, if she is Magdalene. She is forgiven.”
-
-The companions were taken back, they had expected a more complete
-victory for their host.
-
-Presently, as if his nature had nursed this crushing, profound
-humiliation until it almost burst forth in fury, he madly rushed toward
-the picture.
-
-“Whether she did or did not pose for it, I shall rip the infernal thing
-from center to circumference.”
-
-An indescribable uproar arose, as he opened his knife and approached
-the picture. Frost’s clinched fist rose in the air, and he shouted
-angrily:
-
-“Do it and die!”
-
-“I am no coward; I am not afraid of your threats,” he returned coldly.
-
-“But it is madness!” the other roared, “I am surrounded by friends; you
-have none here.”
-
-“By heavens he has!” said a voice behind them.
-
-“Marrion Latham!” came from every tongue.
-
-“Yes, and the most unwelcome guest you ever entertained. This is all a
-base, cowardly lie, and I came to tell you,” he hissed to the others,
-as he caught Robert by the hand.
-
-“My friend,” cried Robert, “forgive me the injustice I have done you; I
-could kneel and beg it of you.”
-
-“I am not warrior, priest or king--only brother,” he said earnestly.
-
-“You contemptible cur; dare you say Cherokee Milburn was not my model
-and my--”
-
-“Yes, I do dare; even the first thing you ever led her into was a
-deception, and the baby face that swings above you there on the wall is
-the same face you hid away when misfortune overtook her--to die in the
-slums--and that one was your own child.”
-
-“But I say, emphatically, that this is a picture of Mrs. Milburn--the
-other has nothing to do with this,” cried the enraged artist.
-
-“And I say, with the same emphasis, it is a d---- lie; the face was
-made from Mrs. Milburn’s picture, and the form--you paid another five
-hundred dollars to sit for it.”
-
-“And pray, who is this individual?” questioned Frost, carelessly.
-
-“Yes, who is she?” cried his companions.
-
-The tumult became so great that an ordinary tone could not be heard at
-all.
-
-“Who is she? Who is she?”
-
-“Men, have patience, I am in no hurry,” said Marrion, as he leveled a
-revolver at the party.
-
-“Now, Robert, old boy, let the good work go on.”
-
-“Bless you, Latham, by your help I will,” and he plunged the knife into
-the canvas.
-
-Frost uttered a tremendous oath, and shouted:
-
-“I’ll kill you both for that!”
-
-“Now, to complete the scene we should have the real model here--would
-that please you?” said Marrion, aggravatingly.
-
-“Yes, produce her if you can.”
-
-He walked to the door and opened it; no one spoke; all seemed riveted
-to the spot.
-
-Who should walk in but Mrs. Milburn’s maid, Annie Zerner.
-
-“You bought her, Frost, but she sells you.” Then turning to the woman,
-Marrion asked:
-
-“Did you pose for this man’s picture?”
-
-“Yes, sir, and----”
-
-A fierce glance from the artist, Willard Frost, kept her from ending
-the sentence.
-
-“D---- you! I’ll finish you.”
-
-“Wait!” cried a firm, but sweet voice. Willard Frost stepped back in
-dismay. The doorway framed the form and beautiful, indignant face of
-Cherokee Milburn.
-
-[Illustration: “‘Wait!’ cried a firm, but sweet voice.” Page 229.]
-
-She had seen her maid, dressed in her clothes, join Marrion in the
-street and had followed them. She could not doubt Marrion Latham’s
-honor, and her woman’s instinct--that almost unerring guide which God
-has bestowed upon the sex--told her to follow.
-
-One glance at the assembled party, and another at the empty frame and
-the canvas that lay beside it, and she comprehended the situation.
-
-“I know you, Willard Frost,” she said, with a calmness that surprised
-herself as well as all present.
-
-“I trust you have a good opinion of me,” sneered the baffled scoundrel.
-
-“I have doubted you,” she went on, not heeding the interruption, “for
-two years, but I never thought you capable of such as this.” She paused
-and pointed to the canvas upon the floor.
-
-“Under a false pretense you first deceived me; you borrowed all the
-money I had that you might make me easy prey to your designs,” she
-continued, her voice gathering fulness, and swelling with indignation.
-
-“Worst of all, with a wickedness that devils might admire and imitate,
-you sought my husband’s ruin, by tempting him to drink. You succeeded;
-but that your success fell short of your expectation he and I have this
-devoted friend to thank,” she turned and laid her hand upon Marrion’s.
-
-“You! always you!” shrieked Frost, “you have baffled me for the last
-time.”
-
-There was a flash--a loud report--and Marrion Latham, clutching at his
-breast, sank heavily to the floor. Without waiting to note the full
-results of his terrible work, Willard Frost rushed out into the night.
-
-“Oh! my God! my God! save him!” burst from Cherokee’s white, groaning
-lips, as she raised her eyes and cried in fierce despair.
-
-“God save you and your home, is all I ask,” he gasped.
-
-Robert, too, knelt by his side, crying: “How could the foul traitor
-deal such a merciless blow? Friend, brother, live to see the result of
-your work. You are my savior,” cried Robert.
-
-“Then death is unutterably sweet,” dropped from Marrion’s lips. He
-gazed imploringly at Cherokee; his power of utterance was gone; he
-could give no answering pressure to the fond hands, yet his last words
-had filtered like a single drop of sweet, through all the sea of woe.
-While the dear ones bent above, they felt that in that stroke fierce
-fate had spent her last shaft. There was no drop of worm-wood left in
-this bitter, bitter cup.
-
-
-
-
-CONCLUSION.
-
-
-The wounded man was removed to Robert’s home. The attendant physician
-looked grave; he was dealing with a tremendous enemy that assaulted
-with sapping and draining of strength, with poisoning of the blood and
-brain. But he was young and fresh in his wrestle with evil in disease;
-he had the latest words of science; he knew how to work, so he called
-up all his powers, and neither slumbered nor slept.
-
-He left the room for only brief intervals, and allowed no one in there
-except the servant. Occasionally the patient slept, and then he rested,
-too. A whistle from a rushing train far out in the night, or carriages
-rolling home from late pleasures, were welcome sounds to break the
-stillness, though how foreign to Robert and Cherokee they seemed. Full
-of solicitude, full of anxiety, they came to the door at all hours to
-ask of the patient’s condition. Time and time again they were turned
-away without a comforting answer.
-
-At last, one day, the physician told them he would live and be
-himself in health again. Sweetly fell these words, like dew on dying
-flowers--their hearts’ throbbing chords were softly soothed.
-
- * * * * * *
-
-They were sitting together in their own room. Robert’s face had greatly
-changed.
-
-“Cherokee,” he began, “it isn’t long ago that I promised, before God,
-to love and cherish you always. I have learned that that didn’t mean
-just to-day, or a year from to-day. It meant this: that we must make
-the fulfillment of our sacred promise to each other the supreme effort
-of our lives, so long as we both live. I know I have erred, but I
-promised Marrion on that terrible night that I would be a man. It is
-two years, to-day, since he risked his own life to save you and me.
-Tell me, have I kept the faith?”
-
-He held out his hand in a half pleading gesture; she put her’s on his
-shoulders, and throwing her head back with the exuberant happiness of a
-child, said, with enthusiasm:
-
-“You have! you have! and I do--do love you.” She glanced over his
-shoulder into the mirror. Was the bright face she saw there her very
-own? What had become of its sallowness, its lines of care, its yearning
-melancholy?
-
-A wave of golden consciousness sweetly swept her face. In the fulness
-of contentment, long withheld, Cherokee’s glad youth had come back to
-reward her husband.
-
-
-
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