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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of The Princess Casamassima, by Henry James
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-This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and
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-Title: The Princess Casamassima
- A Novel
-
-Author: Henry James
-
-Release Date: February 20, 2021 [eBook #64599]
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-Language: English
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PRINCESS CASAMASSIMA ***
-The Princess Casamassima
-
-A Novel
-
-by Henry James
-
-1886
-
-
-Contents
-
- BOOK FIRST
- I
- II
- III
- IV
- V
- VI
- VII
- VIII
- IX
- X
- XI
-
- BOOK SECOND
- XII
- XIII
- XIV
- XV
- XVI
- XVII
- XVIII
- XIX
- XX
- XXI
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- BOOK THIRD
- XXII
- XXIII
- XXIV
- XXV
- XXVI
- XXVII
- XXVIII
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- BOOK FOURTH
- XXIX
- XXX
- XXXI
- XXXII
- XXXIII
- XXXIV
- XXXV
- XXXVI
- XXXVII
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- BOOK FIFTH
- XXXVIII
- XXXIX
- XL
- XLI
- XLII
-
- BOOK SIXTH
- XLIII
- XLIV
- XLV
- XLVI
- XLVII
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-BOOK FIRST
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-
-I
-
-
-“Oh yes, I dare say I can find the child, if you would like to see
-him,” Miss Pynsent said; she had a fluttering wish to assent to every
-suggestion made by her visitor, whom she regarded as a high and rather
-terrible personage. To look for the little boy she came out of her
-small parlour, which she had been ashamed to exhibit in so untidy a
-state, with paper ‘patterns’ lying about on the furniture and snippings
-of stuff scattered over the carpet—she came out of this somewhat stuffy
-sanctuary, dedicated at once to social intercourse and to the ingenious
-art to which her life had been devoted, and, opening the house-door,
-turned her eyes up and down the little street. It would presently be
-tea-time, and she knew that at that solemn hour Hyacinth narrowed the
-circle of his wanderings. She was anxious and impatient, and in a fever
-of excitement and complacency, not wanting to keep Mrs Bowerbank
-waiting, though she sat there, heavily and consideringly, as if she
-meant to stay; and wondering not a little whether the object of her
-quest would have a dirty face. Mrs Bowerbank had intimated so
-definitely that she thought it remarkable on Miss Pynsent’s part to
-have taken care of him gratuitously for so many years, that the humble
-dressmaker, whose imagination took flights about every one but herself,
-and who had never been conscious of an exemplary benevolence, suddenly
-aspired to appear, throughout, as devoted to the child as she had
-struck her solemn, substantial guest as being, and felt how much she
-should like him to come in fresh and frank, and looking as pretty as he
-sometimes did. Miss Pynsent, who blinked confusedly as she surveyed the
-outer prospect, was very much flushed, partly with the agitation of
-what Mrs Bowerbank had told her, and partly because, when she offered
-that lady a drop of something refreshing, at the end of so long an
-expedition, she had said she couldn’t think of touching anything unless
-Miss Pynsent would keep her company. The cheffonier (as Amanda was
-always careful to call it), beside the fireplace, yielded up a small
-bottle which had formerly contained eau-de-cologne and which now
-exhibited half a pint of a rich gold-coloured liquid. Miss Pynsent was
-very delicate; she lived on tea and watercress, and she kept the little
-bottle in the cheffonier only for great emergencies. She didn’t like
-hot brandy and water, with a lump or two of sugar, but she partook of
-half a tumbler on the present occasion, which was of a highly
-exceptional kind. At this time of day the boy was often planted in
-front of the little sweet-shop on the other side of the street, an
-establishment where periodical literature, as well as tough toffy and
-hard lollipops, was dispensed, and where song-books and pictorial
-sheets were attractively exhibited in the small-paned, dirty window. He
-used to stand there for half an hour at a time, spelling out the first
-page of the romances in the _Family Herald_ and the _London Journal_,
-and admiring the obligatory illustration in which the noble characters
-(they were always of the highest birth) were presented to the carnal
-eye. When he had a penny he spent only a fraction of it on stale
-sugar-candy; with the remaining halfpenny he always bought a ballad,
-with a vivid woodcut at the top. Now, however, he was not at his post
-of contemplation; nor was he visible anywhere to Miss Pynsent’s
-impatient glance.
-
-“Millicent Henning, tell me quickly, have you seen my child?” These
-words were addressed by Miss Pynsent to a little girl who sat on the
-doorstep of the adjacent house, nursing a dingy doll, and who had an
-extraordinary luxuriance of dark brown hair, surmounted by a torn straw
-hat. Miss Pynsent pronounced her name Enning.
-
-The child looked up from her dandling and patting, and after a stare of
-which the blankness was somewhat exaggerated, replied: “Law no, Miss
-Pynsent, I never see him.”
-
-“Aren’t you always messing about with him, you naughty little girl?”
-the dressmaker returned, with sharpness. “Isn’t he round the corner,
-playing marbles, or—or some jumping game?” Miss Pynsent went on, trying
-to be suggestive.
-
-“I assure _you_, he never plays nothing,” said Millicent Henning, with
-a mature manner which she bore out by adding, “And I don’t know why I
-should be called naughty, neither.”
-
-“Well, if you want to be called good, please go and find him and tell
-him there’s a lady here come on purpose to see him, this very instant.”
-Miss Pynsent waited a moment, to see if her injunction would be obeyed,
-but she got no satisfaction beyond another gaze of deliberation, which
-made her feel that the child’s perversity was as great as the beauty,
-somewhat soiled and dimmed, of her insolent little face. She turned
-back into the house, with an exclamation of despair, and as soon as she
-had disappeared Millicent Henning sprang erect and began to race down
-the street in the direction of another, which crossed it. I take no
-unfair advantage of the innocence of childhood in saying that the
-motive of this young lady’s flight was not a desire to be agreeable to
-Miss Pynsent, but an extreme curiosity on the subject of the visitor
-who wanted to see Hyacinth Robinson. She wished to participate, if only
-in imagination, in the interview that might take place, and she was
-moved also by a quick revival of friendly feeling for the boy, from
-whom she had parted only half an hour before with considerable
-asperity. She was not a very clinging little creature, and there was no
-one in her own domestic circle to whom she was much attached; but she
-liked to kiss Hyacinth when he didn’t push her away and tell her she
-was tiresome. It was in this action and epithet he had indulged half an
-hour ago; but she had reflected rapidly (while she stared at Miss
-Pynsent) that this was the worst he had ever done. Millicent Henning
-was only eight years of age, but she knew there was worse in the world
-than that.
-
-Mrs Bowerbank, in a leisurely, roundabout way, wandered off to her
-sister, Mrs Chipperfield, whom she had come into that part of the world
-to see, and the whole history of the dropsical tendencies of whose
-husband, an undertaker with a business that had been a blessing because
-you could always count on it, she unfolded to Miss Pynsent between the
-sips of a second glass. She was a high-shouldered, towering woman, and
-suggested squareness as well as a pervasion of the upper air, so that
-Amanda reflected that she must be very difficult to fit, and had a
-sinking at the idea of the number of pins she would take. Her sister
-had nine children and she herself had seven, the eldest of whom she
-left in charge of the others when she went to her service. She was on
-duty at the prison only during the day; she had to be there at seven in
-the morning, but she got her evenings at home, quite regular and
-comfortable. Miss Pynsent thought it wonderful she could talk of
-comfort in such a life as that, but could easily imagine she should be
-glad to get away at night, for at that time the place must be much more
-terrible.
-
-“And aren’t you frightened of them—ever?” she inquired, looking up at
-her visitor with her little heated face.
-
-Mrs Bowerbank was very slow, and considered her so long before
-replying, that she felt herself to be, in an alarming degree, in the
-eye of the law; for who could be more closely connected with the
-administration of justice than a female turnkey, especially so big and
-majestic a one? “I expect they are more frightened of me,” she replied
-at last; and it was an idea into which Miss Pynsent could easily enter.
-
-“And at night I suppose they rave, quite awful,” the little dressmaker
-suggested, feeling vaguely that prisons and madhouses came very much to
-the same.
-
-“Well, if they do, we hush ’em up,” Mrs Bowerbank remarked, rather
-portentously; while Miss Pynsent fidgeted to the door again, without
-results, to see if the child had become visible. She observed to her
-guest that she couldn’t call it anything but contrary that he should
-not turn up, when he knew so well, most days in the week, when his tea
-was ready. To which Mrs Bowerbank rejoined, fixing her companion again
-with the steady orb of justice, “And do he have his tea, that way, by
-himself, like a little gentleman?”
-
-“Well, I try to give it to him tidy-like, at a suitable hour,” said
-Miss Pynsent, guiltily. “And there might be some who would say that,
-for the matter of that, he _is_ a little gentleman,” she added, with an
-effort at mitigation which, as she immediately became conscious, only
-involved her more deeply.
-
-“There are people silly enough to say anything. If it’s your parents
-that settle your station, the child hasn’t much to be thankful for,”
-Mrs Bowerbank went on, in the manner of a woman accustomed to looking
-facts in the face.
-
-Miss Pynsent was very timid, but she adored the aristocracy, and there
-were elements in the boy’s life which she was not prepared to sacrifice
-even to a person who represented such a possibility of grating bolts
-and clanking chains. “I suppose we oughtn’t to forget that his father
-was very high,” she suggested, appealingly, with her hands clasped
-tightly in her lap.
-
-“His father? Who knows who _he_ was? He doesn’t set up for having a
-father, does he?”
-
-“But, surely, wasn’t it proved that Lord Frederick—?”
-
-“My dear woman, nothing was proved except that she stabbed his lordship
-in the back with a very long knife, that he died of the blow, and that
-she got the full sentence. What does such a piece as that know about
-fathers? The less said about the poor child’s ancestors the better!”
-
-This view of the case caused Miss Pynsent fairly to gasp, for it pushed
-over with a touch a certain tall imaginative structure which she had
-been piling up for years. Even as she heard it crash around her she
-couldn’t forbear the attempt to save at least some of the material.
-“Really—really,” she panted, “she never had to do with any one but the
-nobility!”
-
-Mrs Bowerbank surveyed her hostess with an expressionless eye. “My dear
-young lady, what does a respectable little body like you, that sits all
-day with her needle and scissors, know about the doings of a wicked low
-foreigner that carries a knife? I was there when she came in, and I
-know to what she had sunk. Her conversation was choice, I assure you.”
-
-“Oh, it’s very dreadful, and of course I know nothing in particular,”
-Miss Pynsent quavered. “But she wasn’t low when I worked at the same
-place with her, and she often told me she would do nothing for any one
-that wasn’t at the very top.”
-
-“She might have talked to you of something that would have done you
-both more good,” Mrs Bowerbank remarked, while the dressmaker felt
-rebuked in the past as well as in the present. “At the very top, poor
-thing! Well, she’s at the very bottom now. If she wasn’t low when she
-worked, it’s a pity she didn’t stick to her work; and as for pride of
-birth, that’s an article I recommend your young friend to leave to
-others. You had better believe what I say, because I’m a woman of the
-world.”
-
-Indeed she was, as Miss Pynsent felt, to whom all this was very
-terrible, letting in the cold light of the penal system on a dear, dim
-little theory. She had cared for the child because maternity was in her
-nature, and this was the only manner in which fortune had put it in her
-path to become a mother. She had as few belongings as the baby, and it
-had seemed to her that he would add to her importance in the little
-world of Lomax Place (if she kept it a secret how she came by him),
-quite in the proportion in which she should contribute to his
-maintenance. Her weakness and loneliness went out to his, and in the
-course of time this united desolation was peopled by the dressmaker’s
-romantic mind with a hundred consoling evocations. The boy proved
-neither a dunce nor a reprobate; but what endeared him to her most was
-her conviction that he belonged, ‘by the left hand’, as she had read in
-a novel, to an ancient and exalted race, the list of whose
-representatives and the record of whose alliances she had once (when
-she took home some work and was made to wait, alone, in a lady’s
-boudoir) had the opportunity of reading in a fat red book, eagerly and
-tremblingly consulted. She bent her head before Mrs Bowerbank’s
-overwhelming logic, but she felt in her heart that she shouldn’t give
-the child up for all that, that she believed in him still, and that she
-recognised, as distinctly as she revered, the quality of her betters.
-To believe in Hyacinth, for Miss Pynsent, was to believe that he _was_
-the son of the extremely immoral Lord Frederick. She had, from his
-earliest age, made him feel that there was a grandeur in his past, and
-as Mrs Bowerbank would be sure not to approve of such aberrations Miss
-Pynsent prayed she might not question her on that part of the business.
-It was not that, when it was necessary, the little dressmaker had any
-scruple about using the arts of prevarication; she was a kind and
-innocent creature, but she told fibs as freely as she invented
-trimmings. She had, however, not yet been questioned by an emissary of
-the law, and her heart beat faster when Mrs Bowerbank said to her, in
-deep tones, with an effect of abruptness, “And pray, Miss Pynsent, does
-the child know it?”
-
-“Know about Lord Frederick?” Miss Pynsent palpitated.
-
-“Bother Lord Frederick! Know about his mother.”
-
-“Oh, I can’t say that. I have never told him.”
-
-“But has any one else told him?”
-
-To this inquiry Miss Pynsent’s answer was more prompt and more proud;
-it was with an agreeable sense of having conducted herself with
-extraordinary wisdom and propriety that she replied, “How could any one
-know? I have never breathed it to a creature!”
-
-Mrs Bowerbank gave utterance to no commendation; she only put down her
-empty glass and wiped her large mouth with much thoroughness and
-deliberation. Then she said, as if it were as cheerful an idea as, in
-the premises, she was capable of expressing, “Ah, well, there’ll be
-plenty, later on, to give him all information!”
-
-“I pray God he may live and die without knowing it!” Miss Pynsent
-cried, with eagerness.
-
-Her companion gazed at her with a kind of professional patience. “You
-don’t keep your ideas together. How can he go to her, then, if he’s
-never to know?”
-
-“Oh, did you mean she would tell him?” Miss Pynsent responded,
-plaintively.
-
-“Tell him! He won’t need to be told, once she gets hold of him and
-gives him—what she told me.”
-
-“What she told you?” Miss Pynsent repeated, open-eyed.
-
-“The kiss her lips have been famished for, for years.”
-
-“Ah, poor desolate woman!” the little dressmaker murmured, with her
-pity gushing up again. “Of course he’ll see she’s fond of him,” she
-pursued, simply. Then she added, with an inspiration more brilliant,
-“We might tell him she’s his aunt!”
-
-“You may tell him she’s his grandmother, if you like. But it’s all in
-the family.”
-
-“Yes, on that side,” said Miss Pynsent, musingly and irrepressibly.
-“And will she speak French?” she inquired. “In that case he won’t
-understand.”
-
-“Oh, a child will understand its own mother, whatever she speaks,” Mrs
-Bowerbank returned, declining to administer a superficial comfort. But
-she subjoined, opening the door for escape from a prospect which
-bristled with dangers, “Of course, it’s just according to your own
-conscience. You needn’t bring the child at all, unless you like.
-There’s many a one that wouldn’t. There’s no compulsion.”
-
-“And would nothing be done to me, if I didn’t?” poor Miss Pynsent
-asked, unable to rid herself of the impression that it was somehow the
-arm of the law that was stretched out to touch her.
-
-“The only thing that could happen to you would be that _he_ might throw
-it up against you later,” the lady from the prison observed, with a
-gloomy impartiality.
-
-“Yes, indeed, if he were to know that I had kept him back.”
-
-“Oh, he’d be sure to know, one of these days. We see a great deal of
-that—the way things come out,” said Mrs Bowerbank, whose view of life
-seemed to abound in cheerless contingencies. “You must remember that it
-is her dying wish, and that you may have it on your conscience.”
-
-“That’s a thing I _never_ could abide!” the little dressmaker
-exclaimed, with great emphasis and a visible shiver; after which she
-picked up various scattered remnants of muslin and cut paper and began
-to roll them together with a desperate and mechanical haste. “It’s
-quite awful, to know what to do—if you are very sure she _is_ dying.”
-
-“Do you mean she’s shamming? we have plenty of that—but we know how to
-treat ’em.”
-
-“Lord, I suppose so,” murmured Miss Pynsent; while her visitor went on
-to say that the unfortunate person on whose behalf she had undertaken
-this solemn pilgrimage might live a week and might live a fortnight,
-but if she lived a month, would violate (as Mrs Bowerbank might express
-herself) every established law of nature, being reduced to skin and
-bone, with nothing left of her but the main desire to see her child.
-
-“If you’re afraid of her talking, it isn’t much she’d be able to say.
-And we shouldn’t allow you more than about eight minutes,” Mrs
-Bowerbank pursued, in a tone that seemed to refer itself to an iron
-discipline.
-
-“I’m sure I shouldn’t want more; that would be enough to last me many a
-year,” said Miss Pynsent, accommodatingly. And then she added, with
-another illumination, “Don’t you think he might throw it up against me
-that I _did_ take him? People might tell him about her in later years;
-but if he hadn’t seen her he wouldn’t be obliged to believe them.”
-
-Mrs Bowerbank considered this a moment, as if it were rather a
-super-subtle argument, and then answered, quite in the spirit of her
-official pessimism, “There is one thing you may be sure of: whatever
-you decide to do, as soon as ever he grows up he will make you wish you
-had done the opposite.” Mrs Bowerbank called it oppo_site_.
-
-“Oh, dear, then, I’m glad it will be a long time.”
-
-“It will be ever so long, if once he gets it into his head! At any
-rate, you must do as you think best. Only, if you come, you mustn’t
-come when it’s all over.”
-
-“It’s too impossible to decide.”
-
-“It is, indeed,” said Mrs Bowerbank, with superior consistency. And she
-seemed more placidly grim than ever when she remarked, gathering up her
-loosened shawl, that she was much obliged to Miss Pynsent for her
-civility, and had been quite freshened up: her visit had so completely
-deprived her hostess of that sort of calm. Miss Pynsent gave the
-fullest expression to her perplexity in the supreme exclamation—
-
-“If you could only wait and see the child, I’m sure it would help you
-to judge!”
-
-“My dear woman, I don’t want to judge—it’s none of our business!” Mrs
-Bowerbank exclaimed; and she had no sooner uttered the words than the
-door of the room creaked open and a small boy stood there gazing at
-her. Her eyes rested on him a moment, and then, most unexpectedly, she
-gave an inconsequent cry. “Is that the child? Oh, Lord o’ mercy, don’t
-take _him!_”
-
-“Now _ain’t_ he shrinking and sensitive?” demanded Miss Pynsent, who
-had pounced upon him, and, holding him an instant at arm’s length,
-appealed eagerly to her visitor. “Ain’t he delicate and high-bred, and
-wouldn’t he be thrown into a state?” Delicate as he might be the little
-dressmaker shook him smartly for his naughtiness in being out of the
-way when he was wanted, and brought him to the big, square-faced,
-deep-voiced lady who took up, as it were, all that side of the room.
-But Mrs Bowerbank laid no hand upon him; she only dropped her gaze from
-a tremendous height, and her forbearance seemed a tribute to that
-fragility of constitution on which Miss Pynsent desired to insist, just
-as her continued gravity was an implication that this scrupulous woman
-might well not know what to do.
-
-“Speak to the lady nicely, and tell her you are very sorry to have kept
-her waiting.”
-
-The child hesitated a moment, while he reciprocated Mrs Bowerbank’s
-inspection, and then he said, with a strange, cool, conscious
-indifference (Miss Pynsent instantly recognised it as his aristocratic
-manner), “I don’t think she can have been in a very great hurry.”
-
-There was irony in the words, for it is a remarkable fact that even at
-the age of ten Hyacinth Robinson was ironical; but the subject of his
-allusion, who was not nimble withal, appeared not to interpret it; so
-that she rejoined only by remarking, over his head, to Miss Pynsent,
-“It’s the very face of her over again!”
-
-“Of _her?_ But what do you say to Lord Frederick?”
-
-“I _have_ seen lords that wasn’t so dainty!”
-
-Miss Pynsent had seen very few lords, but she entered, with a
-passionate thrill, into this generalisation; controlling herself,
-however, for she remembered the child was tremendously sharp,
-sufficiently to declare, in an edifying tone, that he would look more
-like what he ought to if his face were a little cleaner.
-
-“It was probably Millicent Henning dirtied my face, when she kissed
-me,” the boy announced, with slow gravity, looking all the while at Mrs
-Bowerbank. He exhibited not a symptom of shyness.
-
-“Millicent Henning is a very bad little girl; she’ll come to no good,”
-said Miss Pynsent, with familiar decision, and also, considering that
-the young lady in question had been her effective messenger, with
-marked ingratitude.
-
-Against this qualification the child instantly protested. “Why is she
-bad? I don’t think she is bad; I like her very much.” It came over him
-that he had too hastily shifted to her shoulders the responsibility of
-his unseemly appearance, and he wished to make up to her for that
-betrayal. He dimly felt that nothing but that particular accusation
-could have pushed him to it, for he hated people who were not fresh,
-who had smutches and streaks. Millicent Henning generally had two or
-three, which she borrowed from her doll, into whom she was always
-rubbing her nose and whose dinginess was contagious. It was quite
-inevitable she should have left her mark under his own nose when she
-claimed her reward for coming to tell him about the lady who wanted
-him.
-
-Miss Pynsent held the boy against her knee, trying to present him so
-that Mrs Bowerbank should agree with her about his having the air of
-race. He was exceedingly diminutive, even for his years, and though his
-appearance was not positively sickly it seemed written in his
-attenuated little person that he would never be either tall or strong.
-His dark blue eyes were separated by a wide interval, which increased
-the fairness and sweetness of his face, and his abundant curly hair,
-which grew thick and long, had the golden brownness predestined to
-elicit exclamations of delight from ladies when they take the inventory
-of a child. His features were smooth and pretty; his head was set upon
-a slim little neck; his expression, grave and clear, showed a quick
-perception as well as a great credulity; and he was altogether, in his
-innocent smallness, a refined and interesting figure.
-
-“Yes, he’s one that would be sure to remember,” said Mrs Bowerbank,
-mentally contrasting him with the undeveloped members of her own brood,
-who had never been retentive of anything but the halfpence which they
-occasionally contrived to filch from her. Her eyes descended to the
-details of his toilet: the careful mending of his short breeches and
-his long, coloured stockings, which she was in a position to
-appreciate, as well as the knot of bright ribbon which the dressmaker
-had passed into his collar, slightly crumpled by Miss Henning’s
-embrace. Of course Miss Pynsent had only one to look after, but her
-visitor was obliged to recognise that she had the highest standard in
-respect to buttons. “And you _do_ turn him out so it’s a pleasure,” she
-went on, noting the ingenious patches in the child’s shoes, which, to
-her mind, were repaired for all the world like those of a little
-nobleman.
-
-“I’m sure you’re very civil,” said Miss Pynsent, in a state of severe
-exaltation. “There’s never a needle but mine has come near him. That’s
-exactly what I think: the impression would go so deep.”
-
-“Do you want to see me only to look at me?” Hyacinth inquired, with a
-candour which, though unstudied, had again much of the force of satire.
-
-“I’m sure it’s very kind of the lady to notice you at all!” cried his
-protectress, giving him an ineffectual jerk. “You’re no bigger than a
-flea; there are many that wouldn’t spy you out.”
-
-“You’ll find he’s big enough, I expect, when he begins to go,” Mrs
-Bowerbank remarked, tranquilly; and she added that now she saw how he
-was turned out she couldn’t but feel that the other side was to be
-considered. In her effort to be discreet, on account of his being
-present (and so precociously attentive), she became slightly
-enigmatical; but Miss Pynsent gathered her meaning, which was that it
-was very true the child would take everything in and keep it: but at
-the same time it was precisely his being so attractive that made it a
-kind of sin not to gratify the poor woman, who, if she knew what he
-looked like to-day, wouldn’t forgive his adoptive mamma for not
-producing him. “Certainly, in her place, I should go off easier if I
-had seen them curls,” Mrs Bowerbank declared, with a flight of maternal
-imagination which brought her to her feet, while Miss Pynsent felt that
-she was leaving her dreadfully ploughed up, and without any really
-fertilising seed having been sown. The little dressmaker packed the
-child upstairs to tidy himself for his tea, and while she accompanied
-her visitor to the door told her that if she would have a little more
-patience with her she would think a day or two longer what was best and
-write to her when she should have decided. Mrs Bowerbank continued to
-move in a realm superior to poor Miss Pynsent’s vacillations and
-timidities, and her impartiality gave her hostess a high idea of her
-respectability; but the way was a little smoothed when, after Amanda
-had moaned once more, on the threshold, helplessly and irrelevantly,
-“Ain’t it a pity she’s so bad?” the ponderous lady from the prison
-rejoined, in those tones which seemed meant to resound through
-corridors of stone, “I assure you there’s a many that’s much worse!”
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-
-Miss Pynsent, when she found herself alone, felt that she was really
-quite upside down; for the event that had just occurred had never
-entered into her calculations: the very nature of the case had seemed
-to preclude it. All she knew, and all she wished to know, was that in
-one of the dreadful institutions constructed for such purposes her
-quondam comrade was serving out the sentence that had been substituted
-for the other (the unspeakable horror) almost when the halter was
-already round her neck. As there was no question of _that_ concession
-being stretched any further, poor Florentine seemed only a little more
-dead than other people, having no decent tombstone to mark the place
-where she lay. Miss Pynsent had therefore never thought of her dying
-again; she had no idea to what prison she had been committed on being
-removed from Newgate (she wished to keep her mind a blank about the
-matter, in the interest of the child), and it could not occur to her
-that out of such silence and darkness a second voice would reach her,
-especially a voice that she should really have to listen to. Miss
-Pynsent would have said, before Mrs Bowerbank’s visit, that she had no
-account to render to any one; that she had taken up the child (who
-might have starved in the gutter) out of charity, and had brought him
-up, poor and precarious as her own subsistence had been, without a
-penny’s help from another source; that the mother had forfeited every
-right and title; and that this had been understood between them—if
-anything, in so dreadful an hour, could have been said to be
-understood—when she went to see her at Newgate (that terrible episode,
-nine years before, overshadowed all Miss Pynsent’s other memories):
-went to see her because Florentine had sent for her (a name, face and
-address coming up out of the still recent but sharply separated past of
-their working-girl years) as the one friend to whom she could appeal
-with some chance of a pitying answer. The effect of violent emotion,
-with Miss Pynsent, was not to make her sit with idle hands or fidget
-about to no purpose; under its influence, on the contrary, she threw
-herself into little jobs, as a fugitive takes to by-paths, and clipped
-and cut, and stitched and basted, as if she were running a race with
-hysterics. And while her hands, her scissors, her needle flew, an
-infinite succession of fantastic possibilities trotted through her
-confused little head; she had a furious imagination, and the act of
-reflection, in her mind, was always a panorama of figures and scenes.
-She had had her picture of the future, painted in rather rosy hues,
-hung up before her now for a good many years; but it seemed to her that
-Mrs Bowerbank’s heavy hand had suddenly punched a hole in the canvas.
-It must be added, however, that if Amanda’s thoughts were apt to be
-bewildering visions they sometimes led her to make up her mind, and on
-this particular September evening she arrived at a momentous decision.
-What she made up her mind to was to take advice, and in pursuance of
-this view she rushed downstairs, and, jerking Hyacinth away from his
-simple but unfinished repast, packed him across the street to tell Mr
-Vetch (if he had not yet started for the theatre) that she begged he
-would come in to see her when he came home that night, as she had
-something very particular she wished to say to him. It didn’t matter if
-he should be very late, he could come in at any hour—he would see her
-light in the window—and he would do her a real mercy. Miss Pynsent knew
-it would be of no use for her to go to bed; she felt as if she should
-never close her eyes again. Mr Vetch was her most distinguished friend;
-she had an immense appreciation of his cleverness and knowledge of the
-world, as well as of the purity of his taste in matters of conduct and
-opinion; and she had already consulted him about Hyacinth’s education.
-The boy needed no urging to go on such an errand, for he, too, had his
-ideas about the little fiddler, the second violin in the orchestra of
-the Bloomsbury Theatre. Mr Vetch had once obtained for the pair an
-order for two seats at a pantomime, and for Hyacinth the impression of
-that ecstatic evening had consecrated him, placed him for ever in the
-golden glow of the footlights. There were things in life of which, even
-at the age of ten, it was a conviction of the boy’s that it would be
-his fate never to see enough, and one of them was the wonder-world
-illuminated by those playhouse lamps. But there would be chances,
-perhaps, if one didn’t lose sight of Mr Vetch; he might open the door
-again; he was a privileged, magical mortal, who went to the play every
-night.
-
-He came in to see Miss Pynsent about midnight; as soon as she heard the
-lame tinkle of the bell she went to the door to let him in. He was an
-original, in the fullest sense of the word: a lonely, disappointed,
-embittered, cynical little man, whose musical organisation had been
-sterile, who had the nerves, the sensibilities, of a gentleman, and
-whose fate had condemned him, for the last ten years, to play a fiddle
-at a second-rate theatre for a few shillings a week. He had ideas of
-his own about everything, and they were not always very improving. For
-Amanda Pynsent he represented art, literature (the literature of the
-play-bill) and philosophy, and she always felt about him as if he
-belonged to a higher social sphere, though his earnings were hardly
-greater than her own and he lived in a single back-room, in a house
-where she had never seen a window washed. He had, for her, the glamour
-of reduced gentility and fallen fortunes; she was conscious that he
-spoke a different language (though she couldn’t have said in what the
-difference consisted) from the other members of her humble, almost
-suburban circle; and the shape of his hands was distinctly
-aristocratic. (Miss Pynsent, as I have intimated, was immensely
-preoccupied with that element in life.) Mr Vetch displeased her only by
-one of the facets of his character—his blasphemous republican, radical
-views, and the contemptuous manner in which he expressed himself about
-the nobility. On that ground he worried her extremely, though he never
-seemed to her so clever as when he horrified her most. These dreadful
-theories (expressed so brilliantly that, really, they might have been
-dangerous if Miss Pynsent had not known her own place so well)
-constituted no presumption against his refined origin; they were
-explained, rather, to a certain extent, by a just resentment at finding
-himself excluded from his proper place. Mr Vetch was short, fat and
-bald, though he was not much older than Miss Pynsent, who was not much
-older than some people who called themselves forty-five; he always went
-to the theatre in evening-dress, with a flower in his button-hole, and
-wore a glass in one eye. He looked placid and genial, and as if he
-would fidget at the most about the ‘get up’ of his linen; you would
-have thought him finical but superficial, and never have suspected that
-he was a revolutionist, or even a critic of life. Sometimes, when he
-could get away from the theatre early enough, he went with a pianist, a
-friend of his, to play dance-music at small parties; and after such
-expeditions he was particularly cynical and startling; he indulged in
-diatribes against the British middle-class, its Philistinism, its
-snobbery. He seldom had much conversation with Miss Pynsent without
-telling her that she had the intellectual outlook of a caterpillar; but
-this was his privilege after a friendship now of seven years’ standing,
-which had begun (the year after he came to live in Lomax Place) with
-her going over to nurse him, on learning from the milk-woman that he
-was alone at Number 17—laid up with an attack of gastritis. He always
-compared her to an insect or a bird, and she didn’t mind, because she
-knew he liked her, and she herself liked all winged creatures. How
-indeed could she complain, after hearing him call the Queen a
-superannuated form and the Archbishop of Canterbury a grotesque
-superstition?
-
-He laid his violin-case on the table, which was covered with a
-confusion of fashion-plates and pincushions, and glanced toward the
-fire, where a kettle was gently hissing. Miss Pynsent, who had put it
-on half an hour before, read his glance, and reflected with complacency
-that Mrs Bowerbank had not absolutely drained the little bottle in the
-_cheffonier_. She placed it on the table again, this time with a single
-glass, and told her visitor that, as a great exception, he might light
-his pipe. In fact, she always made the exception, and he always replied
-to the gracious speech by inquiring whether she supposed the
-greengrocers’ wives, the butchers’ daughters, for whom she worked, had
-fine enough noses to smell, in the garments she sent home, the fumes of
-his tobacco. He knew her ‘connection’ was confined to small
-shopkeepers, but she didn’t wish others to know it, and would have
-liked them to believe it was important that the poor little stuffs she
-made up (into very queer fashions, I am afraid) should not surprise the
-feminine nostril. But it had always been impossible to impose on Mr
-Vetch; he guessed the truth, the untrimmed truth, about everything in a
-moment. She was sure he would do so now, in regard to this solemn
-question which had come up about Hyacinth; he would see that though she
-was agreeably flurried at finding herself whirled in the last eddies of
-a case that had been so celebrated in its day, her secret wish was to
-shirk her duty (if it _was_ a duty): to keep the child from ever
-knowing his mother’s unmentionable history, the shame that attached to
-his origin, the opportunity she had had of letting him see the wretched
-woman before she died. She knew Mr Vetch would read her troubled
-thoughts, but she hoped he would say they were natural and just; she
-reflected that as he took an interest in Hyacinth he wouldn’t desire
-him to be subjected to a mortification that might rankle for ever and
-perhaps even crush him to the earth. She related Mrs Bowerbank’s visit,
-while he sat upon the sofa in the very place where that majestic woman
-had reposed, and puffed his smoke-wreaths into the dusky little room.
-He knew the story of the child’s birth, had known it years before, so
-she had no startling revelation to make. He was not in the least
-agitated at learning that Florentine was dying in prison and had
-managed to get a message conveyed to Amanda; he thought this so much in
-the usual course that he said to Miss Pynsent, “Did you expect her to
-live on there for ever, working out her terrible sentence, just to
-spare you the annoyance of a dilemma, or any reminder of her miserable
-existence, which you have preferred to forget?” That was just the sort
-of question Mr Vetch was sure to ask, and he inquired, further, of his
-dismayed hostess, whether she were sure her friend’s message (he called
-the unhappy creature her friend) had come to her in the regular way.
-The warders, surely, had no authority to introduce visitors to their
-captives; and was it a question of her going off to the prison on the
-sole authority of Mrs Bowerbank? The little dressmaker explained that
-this lady had merely come to sound her, Florentine had begged so hard.
-She had been in Mrs Bowerbank’s ward before her removal to the
-infirmary, where she now lay ebbing away, and she had communicated her
-desire to the Catholic chaplain, who had undertaken that some
-satisfaction—of inquiry, at least—should be given her. He had thought
-it best to ascertain first whether the person in charge of the child
-would be willing to bring him, such a course being perfectly optional,
-and he had some talk with Mrs Bowerbank on the subject, in which it was
-agreed between them that if she would approach Miss Pynsent and explain
-to her the situation, leaving her to do what she thought best, he would
-answer for it that the consent of the governor of the prison should be
-given to the interview. Miss Pynsent had lived for fourteen years in
-Lomax Place, and Florentine had never forgotten that this was her
-address at the time she came to her at Newgate (before her dreadful
-sentence had been commuted), and promised, in an outgush of pity for
-one whom she had known in the days of her honesty and brightness, that
-she would save the child, rescue it from the workhouse and the streets,
-keep it from the fate that had swallowed up the mother. Mrs Bowerbank
-had a half-holiday, and a sister living also in the north of London, to
-whom she had been for some time intending a visit; so that after her
-domestic duty had been performed it had been possible for her to drop
-in on Miss Pynsent in a natural, casual way and put the case before
-her. It would be just as she might be disposed to view it. She was to
-think it over a day or two, but not long, because the woman was so ill,
-and then write to Mrs Bowerbank, at the prison. If she should consent,
-Mrs Bowerbank would tell the chaplain, and the chaplain would obtain
-the order from the governor and send it to Lomax Place; after which
-Amanda would immediately set out with her unconscious victim. But
-should she—_must_ she—consent? That was the terrible, the heart-shaking
-question, with which Miss Pynsent’s unaided wisdom had been unable to
-grapple.
-
-“After all, he isn’t hers any more—he’s mine, mine only, and mine
-always. I should like to know if all I have done for him doesn’t make
-him so!” It was in this manner that Amanda Pynsent delivered herself,
-while she plied her needle, faster than ever, in a piece of stuff that
-was pinned to her knee.
-
-Mr Vetch watched her awhile, blowing silently at his pipe, with his
-head thrown back on the high, stiff, old-fashioned sofa, and his little
-legs crossed under him like a Turk’s. “It’s true you have done a good
-deal for him. You are a good little woman, my dear Pinnie, after all.”
-He said ‘after all’, because that was a part of his tone. In reality he
-had never had a moment’s doubt that she was the best little woman in
-the north of London.
-
-“I have done what I could, and I don’t want no fuss made about it. Only
-it does make a difference when you come to look at it—about taking him
-off to see another woman. And _such_ another woman—and in such a place!
-I think it’s hardly right to take an innocent child.”
-
-“I don’t know about that; there are people that would tell you it would
-do him good. If he didn’t like the place as a child, he would take more
-care to keep out of it later.”
-
-“Lord, Mr Vetch, how can you think? And him such a perfect little
-gentleman!” Miss Pynsent cried.
-
-“Is it you that have made him one?” the fiddler asked. “It doesn’t run
-in the family, you’d say.”
-
-“Family? what do you know about that?” she replied, quickly, catching
-at her dearest, her only hobby.
-
-“Yes, indeed, what does any one know? what did she know herself?” And
-then Miss Pynsent’s visitor added, irrelevantly, “Why should you have
-taken him on your back? Why did you want to be so good? No one else
-thinks it necessary.”
-
-“I didn’t want to be good. That is, I do want to, of course, in a
-general way: but that wasn’t the reason then. But I had nothing of my
-own—I had nothing in the world but my thimble.”
-
-“That would have seemed to most people a reason for not adopting a
-prostitute’s bastard.”
-
-“Well, I went to see him at the place where he was (just where she had
-left him, with the woman of the house), and I saw what kind of a shop
-_that_ was, and felt it was a shame an innocent child should grow up in
-such a place.” Miss Pynsent defended herself as earnestly as if her
-inconsistency had been of a criminal cast. “And he wouldn’t have grown
-up, neither. _They_ wouldn’t have troubled themselves long with a
-helpless baby. _They’d_ have played some trick on him, if it was only
-to send him to the workhouse. Besides, I always was fond of tiny
-creatures, and I have been fond of this one,” she went on, speaking as
-if with a consciousness, on her own part, of almost heroic proportions.
-“He was in my way the first two or three years, and it was a good deal
-of a pull to look after the business and him together. But now he’s
-like the business—he seems to go of himself.”
-
-“Oh, if he flourishes as the business flourishes, you can just enjoy
-your peace of mind,” said the fiddler, still with his manner of making
-a small dry joke of everything.
-
-“That’s all very well, but it doesn’t close my eyes to that poor woman
-lying there and moaning just for the touch of his little ’and before
-she passes away. Mrs Bowerbank says she believes I will bring him.”
-
-“Who believes? Mrs Bowerbank?”
-
-“I wonder if there’s anything in life holy enough for you to take it
-seriously,” Miss Pynsent rejoined, snapping off a thread, with temper.
-“The day you stop laughing I should like to be there.”
-
-“So long as you are there, I shall never stop. What is it you want me
-to advise you? to take the child, or to leave the mother to groan
-herself out?”
-
-“I want you to tell me whether he’ll curse me when he grows older.”
-
-“That depends upon what you do. However, he will probably do it in
-either case.”
-
-“You don’t believe that, because you like him,” said Amanda, with
-acuteness.
-
-“Precisely; and he’ll curse me too. He’ll curse every one. He won’t be
-happy.”
-
-“I don’t know how you think I bring him up,” the little dressmaker
-remarked, with dignity.
-
-“You don’t bring him up; he brings you up.”
-
-“That’s what you have always said; but you don’t know. If you mean that
-he does as he likes, then he ought to be happy. It ain’t kind of you to
-say he won’t be,” Miss Pynsent added, reproachfully.
-
-“I would say anything you like, if what I say would help the matter.
-He’s a thin-skinned, morbid, mooning little beggar, with a good deal of
-imagination and not much perseverance, who will expect a good deal more
-of life than he will find in it. That’s why he won’t be happy.”
-
-Miss Pynsent listened to this description of her _protégé_ with an
-appearance of criticising it mentally; but in reality she didn’t know
-what ‘morbid’ meant, and didn’t like to ask. “He’s the cleverest person
-I know, except yourself,” she said in a moment, for Mr Vetch’s words
-had been in the key of what she thought most remarkable in him. What
-that was she would have been unable to say.
-
-“Thank you very much for putting me first,” the fiddler rejoined, after
-a series of puffs. “The youngster is interesting, one sees that he has
-a mind, and in that respect he is—I won’t say unique, but peculiar. I
-shall watch him with curiosity, to see what he grows into. But I shall
-always be glad that I’m a selfish brute of a bachelor; that I never
-invested in that class of goods.”
-
-“Well, you _are_ comforting. You would spoil him more than I do,” said
-Amanda.
-
-“Possibly, but it would be in a different way. I wouldn’t tell him
-every three minutes that his father was a duke.”
-
-“A duke I never mentioned!” the little dressmaker cried, with
-eagerness. “I never specified any rank, nor said a word about any one
-in particular. I never so much as insinuated the name of his lordship.
-But I may have said that if the truth was to be found out, he might be
-proved to be connected—in the way of cousinship, or something of the
-kind—with the highest in the land. I should have thought myself wanting
-if I hadn’t given him a glimpse of that. But there is one thing I have
-always added—that the truth never _is_ found out.”
-
-“You are still more comforting than I!” Mr Vetch exclaimed. He
-continued to watch her, with his charitable, round-faced smile, and
-then he said, “You won’t do what I say; so what is the use of my
-telling you?”
-
-“I assure you I will, if you say you believe it’s the only right.”
-
-“Do I often say anything so asinine? Right—right? what have you to do
-with that? If you want the only right, you are very particular.”
-
-“Please, then, what am I to go by?” the dressmaker asked, bewildered.
-
-“You are to go by this, by what will take the youngster down.”
-
-“Take him down, my poor little pet?”
-
-“Your poor little pet thinks himself the flower of creation. I don’t
-say there is any harm in that: a fine, blooming, odoriferous conceit is
-a natural appendage of youth and cleverness. I don’t say there is any
-great harm in it, but if you want a guide as to how you are to treat a
-boy, that’s as good a guide as any other.”
-
-“You want me to arrange the interview, then?”
-
-“I don’t want you to do anything but give me another sip of brandy. I
-just say this: that I think it’s a great gain, early in life, to know
-the worst; then we don’t live in a fool’s paradise. I did that till I
-was nearly forty; then I woke up and found I was in Lomax Place.”
-Whenever Mr Vetch said anything that could be construed as a reference
-to a former position which had had elements of distinction, Miss
-Pynsent observed a respectful, a tasteful, silence, and that is why she
-did not challenge him now, though she wanted very much to say that
-Hyacinth was no more ‘presumptuous’ (that was the term she should have
-used) than he had reason to be, with his genteel figure and his
-wonderful intelligence; and that as for thinking himself a ‘flower’ of
-any kind, he knew but too well that he lived in a small black-faced
-house, miles away from the West End, rented by a poor little woman who
-took lodgers, and who, as they were of such a class that they were not
-always to be depended upon to settle her weekly account, had a strain
-to make two ends meet, in spite of the sign between her windows—
-
-MISS AMANDA PYNSENT.
-_Modes et Robes_.
-DRESSMAKING IN ALL ITS BRANCHES. COURT-DRESSES,
-MANTLES AND FASHIONABLE BONNETS.
-
-
-Singularly enough, her companion, before she had permitted herself to
-interpose, took up her own thought (in one of its parts) and remarked
-that perhaps she would say of the child that he was, so far as his
-actual circumstances were concerned, low enough down in the world,
-without one’s wanting him to be any lower. “But by the time he’s
-twenty, he’ll persuade himself that Lomax Place was a bad dream, that
-your lodgers and your dressmaking were as imaginary as they are vulgar,
-and that when an old friend came to see you late at night it was not
-your amiable practice to make him a glass of brandy and water. He’ll
-teach himself to forget all this: he’ll have a way.”
-
-“Do you mean he’ll forget _me_, he’ll deny me?” cried Miss Pynsent,
-stopping the movement of her needle, short off, for the first time.
-
-“As the person designated in that attractive blazonry on the outside of
-your house, decidedly he will; and me, equally, as a bald-headed,
-pot-bellied fiddler, who regarded you as the most graceful and refined
-of his acquaintance. I don’t mean he’ll disown you and pretend he never
-knew you: I don’t think he will ever be such an odious little cad as
-that; he probably won’t be a sneak, and he strikes me as having some
-love, and possibly even some gratitude, in him. But he will, in his
-imagination (and that will always persuade him), subject you to some
-extraordinary metamorphosis; he will dress you up.”
-
-“He’ll dress me up!” Amanda ejaculated, quite ceasing to follow the
-train of Mr Vetch’s demonstration. “Do you mean that he’ll have the
-property—that his relations will take him up?”
-
-“My dear, delightful, idiotic Pinnie, I am speaking in a figurative
-manner. I don’t pretend to say what his precise position will be when
-we are relegated; but I affirm that relegation will be our fate.
-Therefore don’t stuff him with any more illusions than are necessary to
-keep him alive; he will be sure to pick up enough on the way. On the
-contrary, give him a good stiff dose of the truth at the start.”
-
-“Dear me, dear me, of course you see much further into it than I could
-ever do,” Pinnie murmured, as she threaded a needle.
-
-Mr Vetch paused a minute, but apparently not out of deference to this
-amiable interruption. He went on suddenly, with a ring of feeling in
-his voice. “Let him know, because it will be useful to him later, the
-state of the account between society and himself; he can then conduct
-himself accordingly. If he is the illegitimate child of a French
-good-for-naught who murdered one of her numerous lovers, don’t shuffle
-out of sight so important a fact. I regard that as a most valuable
-origin.”
-
-“Lord, Mr Vetch, how you talk!” cried Miss Pynsent, staring. “I don’t
-know what one would think, to hear you.”
-
-“Surely, my dear lady, and for this reason: that those are the people
-with whom society has to count. It hasn’t with you and me.” Miss
-Pynsent gave a sigh which might have meant either that she was well
-aware of that, or that Mr Vetch had a terrible way of enlarging a
-subject, especially when it was already too big for her; and her
-philosophic visitor went on: “Poor little devil, let him see her, let
-him see her.”
-
-“And if later, when he’s twenty, he says to me that if I hadn’t meddled
-in it he need never have known, he need never have had that shame, pray
-what am I to say to him then? That’s what I can’t get out my head.”
-
-“You can say to him that a young man who is sorry for having gone to
-his mother when, in her last hours, she lay groaning for him on a
-pallet in a penitentiary, deserves more than the sharpest pang he can
-possibly feel.” And the little fiddler, getting up, went over to the
-fireplace and shook out the ashes of his pipe.
-
-“Well, I am sure it’s natural he should feel badly,” said Miss Pynsent,
-folding up her work with the same desperate quickness that had animated
-her throughout the evening.
-
-“I haven’t the least objection to his feeling badly; that’s not the
-worst thing in the world! If a few more people felt badly, in this
-sodden, stolid, stupid race of ours, the world would wake up to an idea
-or two, and we should see the beginning of the dance. It’s the dull
-acceptance, the absence of reflection, the impenetrable density.” Here
-Mr Vetch stopped short; his hostess stood before him with eyes of
-entreaty, with clasped hands.
-
-“Now, Anastasius Vetch, don’t go off into them dreadful wild theories!”
-she cried, always ungrammatical when she was strongly moved. “You
-always fly away over the house-tops. I thought you liked him better—the
-dear little unfortunate.”
-
-Anastasius Vetch had pocketed his pipe; he put on his hat with the
-freedom of old acquaintance and of Lomax Place, and took up his small
-coffin-like fiddle-case. “My good Pinnie, I don’t think you understand
-a word I say. It’s no use talking—do as you like!”
-
-“Well, I must say I don’t think it was worth your coming in at midnight
-only to tell me that. I don’t like anything—I hate the whole dreadful
-business!”
-
-He bent over, in his short plumpness, to kiss her hand, as he had seen
-people do on the stage. “My dear friend, we have different ideas, and I
-never shall succeed in driving mine into your head. It’s because I _am_
-fond of him, poor little devil; but you will never understand that. I
-want him to know everything, and especially the worst—the worst, as I
-have said. If I were in his position, I shouldn’t thank you for trying
-to make a fool of me!”
-
-“A fool of you? as if I thought of anything but his ’appiness!” Amanda
-Pynsent exclaimed. She stood looking at him, but following her own
-reflections; she had given up the attempt to enter into his whims. She
-remembered, what she had noticed before, in other occurrences, that his
-reasons were always more extraordinary than his behaviour itself; if
-you only considered his life you wouldn’t have thought him so fanciful.
-“Very likely I think too much of that,” she added. “She wants him and
-cries for him: that’s what keeps coming back to me.” She took up her
-lamp to light Mr Vetch to the door (for the dim luminary in the passage
-had long since been extinguished), and before he left the house he
-turned, suddenly, stopping short, and said, his composed face taking a
-strange expression from the quizzical glimmer of his little round eyes—
-
-“What does it matter after all, and why do you worry? What difference
-can it make what happens—on either side—to such low people?”
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-
-Mrs Bowerbank had let her know she would meet her, almost at the
-threshold of the dreadful place; and this thought had sustained Miss
-Pynsent in her long and devious journey, performed partly on foot,
-partly in a succession of omnibuses. She had had ideas about a cab, but
-she decided to reserve the cab for the return, as then, very likely,
-she should be so shaken with emotion, so overpoweringly affected, that
-it would be a comfort to escape from observation. She had no confidence
-that if once she passed the door of the prison she should ever be
-restored to liberty and her customers; it seemed to her an adventure as
-dangerous as it was dismal, and she was immensely touched by the
-clear-faced eagerness of the child at her side, who strained forward as
-brightly as he had done on another occasion, still celebrated in Miss
-Pynsent’s industrious annals, a certain sultry Saturday in August, when
-she had taken him to the Tower. It had been a terrible question with
-her, when once she made up her mind, what she should tell him about the
-nature of their errand. She determined to tell him as little as
-possible, to say only that she was going to see a poor woman who was in
-prison on account of a crime she had committed years before, and who
-had sent for her, and caused her to be told at the same time that if
-there was any child she could see—as children (if they were good) were
-bright and cheering—it would make her very happy that such a little
-visitor should come as well. It was very difficult, with Hyacinth, to
-make reservations or mysteries; he wanted to know everything about
-everything, and he projected the light of a hundred questions upon Miss
-Pynsent’s incarcerated friend. She had to admit that she had been her
-friend (for where else was the obligation to go to see her?); but she
-spoke of the acquaintance as if it were of the slightest (it had
-survived in the memory of the prisoner only because every one else—the
-world was so very hard!—had turned away from her), and she
-congratulated herself on a happy inspiration when she represented the
-crime for which such a penalty had been exacted as the theft of a gold
-watch, in a moment of irresistible temptation. The woman had had a
-wicked husband, who maltreated and deserted her, and she was very poor,
-almost starving, dreadfully pressed. Hyacinth listened to her history
-with absorbed attention, and then he said—
-
-“And hadn’t she any children—hadn’t she a little boy?”
-
-This inquiry seemed to Miss Pynsent a portent of future embarrassments,
-but she met it as bravely as she could, and replied that she believed
-the wretched victim of the law had had (once upon a time) a very small
-baby, but she was afraid she had completely lost sight of it. He must
-know they didn’t allow babies in prisons. To this Hyacinth rejoined
-that of course they would allow him, because he was—really—big. Miss
-Pynsent fortified herself with the memory of her other pilgrimage, to
-Newgate, upwards of ten years before; she had escaped from that ordeal,
-and had even had the comfort of knowing that in its fruits the
-interview had been beneficent. The responsibility, however, was much
-greater now, and, after all, it was not on her own account she was in a
-nervous tremor, but on that of the urchin over whom the shadow of the
-house of shame might cast itself.
-
-They made the last part of their approach on foot, having got
-themselves deposited as near as possible to the river and keeping
-beside it (according to advice elicited by Miss Pynsent, on the way, in
-a dozen confidential interviews with policemen, conductors of
-omnibuses, and small shopkeepers), till they came to a big, dark
-building with towers, which they would know as soon as they looked at
-it. They knew it, in fact, soon enough, when they saw it lift its dusky
-mass from the bank of the Thames, lying there and sprawling over the
-whole neighbourhood, with brown, bare, windowless walls, ugly,
-truncated pinnacles, and a character unspeakably sad and stern. It
-looked very sinister and wicked, to Miss Pynsent’s eyes, and she
-wondered why a prison should have such an evil face if it was erected
-in the interest of justice and order—an expression of the righteous
-forces of society. This particular penitentiary struck her as about as
-bad and wrong as those who were in it; it threw a blight over the whole
-place and made the river look foul and poisonous, and the opposite
-bank, with its protrusion of long-necked chimneys, unsightly gasometers
-and deposits of rubbish, wear the aspect of a region at whose expense
-the jail had been populated. She looked up at the dull, closed gates,
-tightening her grasp of Hyacinth’s small hand; and if it was hard to
-believe anything so blind and deaf and closely fastened would relax
-itself to let her in, there was a dreadful premonitory sinking of the
-heart attached to the idea of its taking the same trouble to let her
-out. As she hung back, murmuring vague ejaculations, at the very goal
-of her journey, an incident occurred which fanned all her scruples and
-reluctances into life again. The child suddenly jerked his hand out of
-her own, and placing it behind him, in the clutch of the other, said to
-her respectfully but resolutely, while he planted himself at a
-considerable distance—
-
-“I don’t like this place.”
-
-“Neither do I like it, my darling,” cried the dressmaker, pitifully.
-“Oh, if you knew how little!”
-
-“Then we will go away. I won’t go in.”
-
-She would have embraced this proposition with alacrity if it had not
-become very vivid to her while she stood there, in the midst of her
-shrinking, that behind those sullen walls the mother who bore him was
-even then counting the minutes. She was alive, in that huge, dark tomb,
-and it seemed to Miss Pynsent that they had already entered into
-relation with her. They were near her, and she knew it; in a few
-minutes she would taste the cup of the only mercy (except the reprieve
-from hanging!) she had known since her fall. A few, a very few minutes
-would do it, and it seemed to Miss Pynsent that if she should fail of
-her charity now the watches of the night, in Lomax Place, would be
-haunted with remorse—perhaps even with something worse. There was
-something inside that waited and listened, something that would burst,
-with an awful sound, a shriek, or a curse, if she were to lead the boy
-away. She looked into his pale face for a moment, perfectly conscious
-that it would be vain for her to take the tone of command; besides,
-that would have seemed to her shocking. She had another inspiration,
-and she said to him in a manner in which she had had occasion to speak
-before—
-
-“The reason why we have come is only to be kind. If we are kind we
-shan’t mind its being disagreeable.”
-
-“Why should we be kind, if she’s a bad woman?” Hyacinth inquired. “She
-must be very low; I don’t want to know her.”
-
-“Hush, hush,” groaned poor Amanda, edging toward him with clasped
-hands. “She is not bad now; it has all been washed away—it has been
-expiated.”
-
-“What’s expiated?” asked the child, while she almost kneeled down in
-the dust, catching him to her bosom.
-
-“It’s when you have suffered terribly—suffered so much that it has made
-you good again.”
-
-“Has _she_ suffered very much?”
-
-“For years and years. And now she is dying. It proves she is very good
-now, that she should want to see us.”
-
-“Do you mean because _we_ are good?” Hyacinth went on, probing the
-matter in a way that made his companion quiver, and gazing away from
-her, very seriously, across the river, at the dreary waste of
-Battersea.
-
-“We shall be good if we are pitiful, if we make an effort,” said the
-dressmaker, seeming to look up at him rather than down.
-
-“But if she is dying? I don’t want to see any one die.”
-
-Miss Pynsent was bewildered, but she rejoined, desperately, “If we go
-to her, perhaps she won’t. Maybe we shall save her.”
-
-He transferred his remarkable little eyes—eyes which always appeared to
-her to belong to a person older than herself, to her face; and then he
-inquired, “Why should I save her, if I don’t like her?”
-
-“If she likes you, that will be enough.”
-
-At this Miss Pynsent began to see that he was moved. “Will she like me
-very much?”
-
-“More, much more than any one.”
-
-“More than you, now?”
-
-“Oh,” said Amanda quickly, “I mean more than she likes any one.”
-
-Hyacinth had slipped his hands into the pockets of his scanty
-knickerbockers, and, with his legs slightly apart, he looked from his
-companion back to the immense dreary jail. A great deal, to Miss
-Pynsent’s sense, depended on that moment. “Oh, well,” he said, at last,
-“I’ll just step in.”
-
-“Deary, deary!” the dressmaker murmured to herself, as they crossed the
-bare semicircle which separated the gateway from the unfrequented
-street. She exerted herself to pull the bell, which seemed to her
-terribly big and stiff, and while she waited, again, for the
-consequences of this effort, the boy broke out, abruptly—
-
-“How can she like me so much if she doesn’t know me?”
-
-Miss Pynsent wished the gate would open before an answer to this
-question should become imperative, but the people within were a long
-time arriving, and their delay gave Hyacinth an opportunity to repeat
-it. So the dressmaker rejoined, seizing the first pretext that came
-into her head, “It’s because the little baby she had, of old, was also
-named Hyacinth.”
-
-“That’s a queer reason,” the boy murmured, staring across again at the
-Battersea shore.
-
-A moment afterwards they found themselves in a vast interior dimness,
-with a grinding of keys and bolts going on behind them. Hereupon Miss
-Pynsent gave herself up to an overruling providence, and she
-remembered, later, no circumstance of what happened to her until the
-great person of Mrs Bowerbank loomed before her in the narrowness of a
-strange, dark corridor. She only had a confused impression of being
-surrounded with high black walls, whose inner face was more dreadful
-than the other, the one that overlooked the river; of passing through
-gray, stony courts, in some of which dreadful figures, scarcely female,
-in hideous brown, misfitting uniforms and perfect frights of hoods,
-were marching round in a circle; of squeezing up steep, unlighted
-staircases at the heels of a woman who had taken possession of her at
-the first stage, and who made incomprehensible remarks to other women,
-of lumpish aspect, as she saw them erect themselves, suddenly and
-spectrally, with dowdy untied bonnets, in uncanny corners and recesses
-of the draughty labyrinth. If the place had seemed cruel to the poor
-little dressmaker outside, it may be believed that it did not strike
-her as an abode of mercy while she pursued her tortuous way into the
-circular shafts of cells, where she had an opportunity of looking at
-captives through grated peepholes and of edging past others who had
-temporarily been turned into the corridors—silent women, with fixed
-eyes, who flattened themselves against the stone walls at the brush of
-the visitor’s dress and whom Miss Pynsent was afraid to glance at. She
-never had felt so immured, so made sure of; there were walls within
-walls and galleries on top of galleries; even the daylight lost its
-colour, and you couldn’t imagine what o’clock it was. Mrs Bowerbank
-appeared to have failed her, and that made her feel worse; a panic
-seized her, as she went, in regard to the child. On him, too, the
-horror of the place would have fallen, and she had a sickening
-prevision that he would have convulsions after they got home. It was a
-most improper place to have brought him, no matter who had sent for him
-and no matter who was dying. The stillness would terrify him, she was
-sure—the penitential dumbness of the clustered or isolated women. She
-clasped his hand more tightly, and she felt him keep close to her,
-without speaking a word. At last, in an open doorway, darkened by her
-ample person, Mrs Bowerbank revealed herself, and Miss Pynsent thought
-it (afterwards) a sign of her place and power that she should not
-condescend to apologise for not having appeared till that moment, or to
-explain why she had not met the bewildered pilgrims near the principal
-entrance, according to her promise. Miss Pynsent could not embrace the
-state of mind of people who didn’t apologise, though she vaguely envied
-and admired it, she herself spending much of her time in making excuses
-for obnoxious acts she had not committed. Mrs Bowerbank, however, was
-not arrogant, she was only massive and muscular; and after she had
-taken her timorous friends in tow the dressmaker was able to comfort
-herself with the reflection that even so masterful a woman couldn’t
-inflict anything gratuitously disagreeable on a person who had made her
-visit in Lomax Place pass off so pleasantly.
-
-It was on the outskirts of the infirmary that she had been hovering,
-and it was into certain dismal chambers dedicated to sick criminals,
-that she presently ushered her companions. These chambers were naked
-and grated, like all the rest of the place, and caused Miss Pynsent to
-say to herself that it must be a blessing to be ill in such a hole,
-because you couldn’t possibly pick up again, and then your case was
-simple. Such simplification, however, had for the moment been offered
-to very few of Florentine’s fellow-sufferers, for only three of the
-small, stiff beds were occupied—occupied by white-faced women in tight,
-sordid caps, on whom, in the stale, ugly room, the sallow light itself
-seemed to rest without pity. Mrs Bowerbank discreetly paid no attention
-whatever to Hyacinth; she only said to Miss Pynsent, with her hoarse
-distinctness, “You’ll find her very low; she wouldn’t have waited
-another day.” And she guided them, through a still further door, to the
-smallest room of all, where there were but three beds, placed in a row.
-Miss Pynsent’s frightened eyes rather faltered than inquired, but she
-became aware that a woman was lying on the middle bed, and that her
-face was turned toward the door. Mrs Bowerbank led the way straight up
-to her, and, giving a business-like pat to her pillow, looked
-invitation and encouragement to the visitors, who clung together not
-far within the threshold. Their conductress reminded them that very few
-minutes were allowed them, and that they had better not dawdle them
-away; whereupon, as the boy still hung back, the little dressmaker
-advanced alone, looking at the sick woman with what courage she could
-muster. It seemed to her that she was approaching a perfect stranger,
-so completely had nine years of prison transformed Florentine. She
-felt, immediately, that it was a mercy she hadn’t told Hyacinth she was
-pretty (as she used to be), for there was no beauty left in the hollow,
-bloodless mask that presented itself without a movement. She _had_ told
-him that the poor woman was good, but she didn’t look so, nor,
-evidently, was he struck with it as he stared back at her across the
-interval he declined to traverse, kept (at the same time) from
-retreating by her strange, fixed eyes, the only portion of all her
-wasted person in which there was still any appearance of life. She
-looked unnatural to Amanda Pynsent, and terribly old; a speechless,
-motionless creature, dazed and stupid, whereas Florentine Vivier, in
-the obliterated past, had been her idea of personal, as distinguished
-from social, brilliancy. Above all she seemed disfigured and ugly,
-cruelly misrepresented by her coarse cap and short, rough hair. Amanda,
-as she stood beside her, thought with a sort of scared elation that
-Hyacinth would never guess that a person in whom there was so little
-trace of smartness—or of cleverness of any kind—was his mother. At the
-very most it might occur to him, as Mrs Bowerbank had suggested, that
-she was his grandmother. Mrs Bowerbank seated herself on the further
-bed, with folded hands, like a monumental timekeeper, and remarked, in
-the manner of one speaking from a sense of duty, that the poor thing
-wouldn’t get much good of the child unless he showed more confidence.
-This observation was evidently lost upon the boy; he was too intensely
-absorbed in watching the prisoner. A chair had been placed at the head
-of her bed, and Miss Pynsent sat down without her appearing to notice
-it. In a moment, however, she lifted her hand a little, pushing it out
-from under the coverlet, and the dressmaker laid her own hand softly
-upon it. This gesture elicited no response, but after a little, still
-gazing at the boy, Florentine murmured, in words no one present was in
-a position to understand—
-
-“_Dieu de Dieu, qu’il est beau!_”
-
-“She won’t speak nothing but French since she has been so bad—you can’t
-get a natural word out of her,” Mrs Bowerbank said.
-
-“It used to be so pretty when she spoke English—and so very amusing,”
-Miss Pynsent ventured to announce, with a feeble attempt to brighten up
-the scene. “I suppose she has forgotten it all.”
-
-“She may well have forgotten it—she never gave her tongue much
-exercise. There was little enough trouble to keep _her_ from
-chattering,” Mrs Bowerbank rejoined, giving a twitch to the prisoner’s
-counterpane. Miss Pynsent settled it a little on the other side and
-considered, in the same train, that this separation of language was
-indeed a mercy; for how could it ever come into her small companion’s
-head that he was the offspring of a person who couldn’t so much as say
-good morning to him? She felt, at the same time, that the scene might
-have been somewhat less painful if they had been able to communicate
-with the object of their compassion. As it was, they had too much the
-air of having been brought together simply to look at each other, and
-there was a grewsome awkwardness in that, considering the delicacy of
-Florentine’s position. Not, indeed, that she looked much at her old
-comrade; it was as if she were conscious of Miss Pynsent’s being there,
-and would have been glad to thank her for it—glad even to examine her
-for her own sake, and see what change, for her, too, the horrible years
-had brought, but felt, more than this, that she had but the thinnest
-pulse of energy left and that not a moment that could still be of use
-to her was too much to take in her child. She took him in with all the
-glazed entreaty of her eyes, quite giving up his poor little
-protectress, who evidently would have to take her gratitude for
-granted. Hyacinth, on his side, after some moments of embarrassing
-silence—there was nothing audible but Mrs Bowerbank’s breathing—had
-satisfied himself, and he turned about to look for a place of patience
-while Miss Pynsent should finish her business, which as yet made so
-little show. He appeared to wish not to leave the room altogether, as
-that would be a confession of a vanquished spirit, but to take some
-attitude that should express his complete disapproval of the unpleasant
-situation. He was not in sympathy, and he could not have made it more
-clear than by the way he presently went and placed himself on a low
-stool, in a corner, near the door by which they had entered.
-
-“_Est-il possible, mon Dieu, qu’il soit gentil comme ça?_” his mother
-moaned, just above her breath.
-
-“We are very glad you should have cared—that they look after you so
-well,” said Miss Pynsent, confusedly, at random; feeling, first, that
-Hyacinth’s coldness was perhaps excessive and his scepticism too
-marked, and then that allusions to the way the poor woman was looked
-after were not exactly happy. They didn’t matter, however, for she
-evidently heard nothing, giving no sign of interest even when Mrs
-Bowerbank, in a tone between a desire to make the interview more lively
-and an idea of showing that she knew how to treat the young, referred
-herself to the little boy.
-
-“Is there nothing the little gentleman would like to say, now, to the
-unfortunate? Hasn’t he any pleasant remark to make to her about his
-coming so far to see her when she’s so sunk? It isn’t often that
-children are shown over the place (as the little man has been), and
-there’s many that would think they were lucky if they could see what he
-has seen.”
-
-“_Mon pauvre joujou, mon pauvre chéri_,” the prisoner went on, in her
-tender, tragic whisper.
-
-“He only wants to be very good; he always sits that way at home,” said
-Miss Pynsent, alarmed at Mrs Bowerbank’s address and hoping there
-wouldn’t be a scene.
-
-“He might have stayed at home then—with this wretched person moaning
-after him,” Mrs Bowerbank remarked, with some sternness. She plainly
-felt that the occasion threatened to be wanting in brilliancy, and
-wished to intimate that though she was to be trusted for discipline,
-she thought they were all getting off too easily.
-
-“I came because Pinnie brought me,” Hyacinth declared, from his low
-perch. “I thought at first it would be pleasant. But it ain’t
-pleasant—I don’t like prisons.” And he placed his little feet on the
-cross-piece of the stool, as if to touch the institution at as few
-points as possible.
-
-The woman in bed continued her strange, almost whining plaint. “_Il ne
-veut pas s’approcher, il a honte de moi_.”
-
-“There’s a many that begin like that!” laughed Mrs Bowerbank, who was
-irritated by the boy’s contempt for one of her Majesty’s finest
-establishments.
-
-Hyacinth’s little white face exhibited no confusion; he only turned it
-to the prisoner again, and Miss Pynsent felt that some extraordinary
-dumb exchange of meanings was taking place between them. “She used to
-be so elegant; she _was_ a fine woman,” she observed, gently and
-helplessly.
-
-“_Il a honte de moi—il a honte, Dieu le pardonne!_” Florentine Vivier
-went on, never moving her eyes.
-
-“She’s asking for something, in her language. I used to know a few
-words,” said Miss Pynsent, stroking down the bed, very nervously.
-
-“Who is that woman? what does she want?” Hyacinth asked, his small,
-clear voice ringing over the dreary room.
-
-“She wants you to come near her, she wants to kiss you, sir,” said Mrs
-Bowerbank, as if it were more than he deserved.
-
-“I won’t kiss her; Pinnie says she stole a watch!” the child answered
-with resolution.
-
-“Oh, you dreadful—how could you ever?” cried Pinnie, blushing all over
-and starting out of her chair.
-
-It was partly Amanda’s agitation, perhaps, which, by the jolt it
-administered, gave an impulse to the sick woman, and partly the
-penetrating and expressive tone in which Hyacinth announced his
-repugnance: at any rate, Florentine, in the most unexpected and violent
-manner, jerked herself up from her pillow, and, with dilated eyes and
-waving hands, shrieked out, “_Ah, quelle infamie!_ I never stole a
-watch, I never stole anything—anything! _Ah, par exemple!_” Then she
-fell back, sobbing with the passion that had given her a moment’s
-strength.
-
-“I’m sure you needn’t put more on her than she has by rights,” said Mrs
-Bowerbank, with dignity, to the dressmaker, laying a large red hand
-upon the patient, to keep her in her place.
-
-“Mercy, more? I thought it so much less!” cried Miss Pynsent, convulsed
-with confusion and jerking herself, in a wild tremor, from the mother
-to the child, as if she wished to fling herself upon one for contrition
-and upon the other for revenge.
-
-“_Il a honte de moi—il a honte de moi!_” Florentine repeated, in the
-misery of her sobs, “_Dieu de bonté, quelle horreur!_”
-
-Miss Pynsent dropped on her knees beside the bed and, trying to possess
-herself of Florentine’s hand again, protested with a passion almost
-equal to that of the prisoner (she felt that her nerves had been
-screwed up to the snapping-point, and now they were all in shreds) that
-she hadn’t meant what she had told the child, that he hadn’t
-understood, that Florentine herself hadn’t understood, that she had
-only said she had been accused and meant that no one had ever believed
-it. The Frenchwoman paid no attention to her whatever, and Amanda
-buried her face and her embarrassment in the side of the hard little
-prison-bed, while, above the sound of their common lamentation, she
-heard the judicial tones of Mrs Bowerbank.
-
-“The child is delicate, you might well say! I’m disappointed in the
-effect—I was in hopes you’d hearten her up. The doctor’ll be down on
-_me_, of course; so we’ll just pass out again.”
-
-“I’m very sorry I made you cry. And you must excuse Pinnie—I asked her
-so many questions.”
-
-These words came from close beside the prostrate dressmaker, who,
-lifting herself quickly, found the little boy had advanced to her elbow
-and was taking a nearer view of the mysterious captive. They produced
-upon the latter an effect even more powerful than his unfortunate
-speech of a moment before; for she found strength to raise herself,
-partly, in her bed again, and to hold out her arms to him, with the
-same thrilling sobs. She was talking still, but she had become quite
-inarticulate, and Miss Pynsent had but a glimpse of her white, ravaged
-face, with the hollows of its eyes and the rude crop of her hair.
-Amanda caught the child with an eagerness almost as great as
-Florentine’s, and drawing him to the head of the bed, pushed him into
-his mother’s arms. “Kiss her—kiss her, and we’ll go home!” she
-whispered desperately, while they closed about him, and the poor
-dishonoured head pressed itself against his young cheek. It was a
-terrible, irresistible embrace, to which Hyacinth submitted with
-instant patience. Mrs Bowerbank had tried at first to keep her
-_protégée_ from rising, evidently wishing to abbreviate the scene;
-then, as the child was enfolded, she accepted the situation and gave
-judicious support from behind, with an eye to clearing the room as soon
-as this effort should have spent itself. She propped up her patient
-with a vigorous arm; Miss Pynsent rose from her knees and turned away,
-and there was a minute’s stillness, during which the boy accommodated
-himself as he might to his strange ordeal. What thoughts were begotten
-at that moment in his wondering little mind Miss Pynsent was destined
-to learn at another time. Before she had faced round to the bed again
-she was swept out of the room by Mrs Bowerbank, who had lowered the
-prisoner, exhausted, with closed eyes, to her pillow, and given
-Hyacinth a business-like little push, which sent him on in advance.
-Miss Pynsent went home in a cab—she was so shaken; though she
-reflected, very nervously, on getting into it, on the opportunities it
-would give Hyacinth for the exercise of inquisitorial rights. To her
-surprise, however, he completely neglected them; he sat in silence,
-looking out of the window, till they re-entered Lomax Place.
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-
-“Well, you’ll have to guess my name before I’ll tell you,” the girl
-said, with a free laugh, pushing her way into the narrow hall and
-leaning against the tattered wall-paper, which, representing blocks of
-marble with bevelled edges, in streaks and speckles of black and gray,
-had not been renewed for years and came back to her out of the past. As
-Miss Pynsent closed the door, seeing her visitor was so resolute, the
-light filtered in from the street, through the narrow, dusty glass
-above it, and then the very smell and sense of the place returned to
-Millicent; a kind of musty dimness, with the vision of a small, steep
-staircase at the end, covered with a strip of oilcloth which she
-recognised, and made a little less dark by a window in the bend (you
-could see it from the hall), from which you could almost bump your head
-against the house behind. Nothing was changed except Miss Pynsent, and
-of course the girl herself. She had noticed, outside, that the sign
-between the windows had not even been touched up; there was still the
-same preposterous announcement of ‘fashionable bonnets’—as if the poor
-little dressmaker had the slightest acquaintance with that style of
-head-dress, of which Miss Henning’s own knowledge was now so complete.
-She could see Miss Pynsent was looking at her hat, which was a
-wonderful composition of flowers and ribbons; her eyes had travelled up
-and down Millicent’s whole person, but they rested in fascination upon
-this ornament. The girl had forgotten how small the dressmaker was; she
-barely came up to her shoulder. She had lost her hair, and wore a cap,
-which Millicent noticed in return, wondering if that were a specimen of
-what she thought the fashion. Miss Pynsent stared up at her as if she
-had been six feet high; but she was used to that sort of surprised
-admiration, being perfectly conscious that she was a magnificent young
-woman.
-
-“Won’t you take me into your shop?” she asked. “I don’t want to order
-anything; I only want to inquire after your ’ealth; and isn’t this
-rather an awkward place to talk?” She made her way further in, without
-waiting for permission, seeing that her startled hostess had not yet
-guessed.
-
-“The show-room is on the right hand,” said Miss Pynsent, with her
-professional manner, which was intended, evidently, to mark a
-difference. She spoke as if on the other side, where the horizon was
-bounded by the partition of the next house, there were labyrinths of
-apartments. Passing in after her guest she found the young lady already
-spread out upon the sofa, the everlasting sofa, in the right-hand
-corner as you faced the window, covered with a light, shrunken shroud
-of a strange yellow stuff, the tinge of which revealed years of
-washing, and surmounted by a coloured print of Rebekah at the Well,
-balancing, in the opposite quarter, with a portrait of the Empress of
-the French, taken from an illustrated newspaper and framed and glazed
-in the manner of 1853. Millicent looked about her, asking herself what
-Miss Pynsent had to show and acting perfectly the part of the most
-brilliant figure the place had ever contained. The old implements were
-there on the table: the pincushions and needle-books; the pink
-measuring-tape with which, as children, she and Hyacinth used to take
-each other’s height; and the same collection of fashion-plates (she
-could see in a minute), crumpled, sallow and fly-blown. The little
-dressmaker bristled, as she used to do, with needles and pins (they
-were stuck all over the front of her dress), but there were no rustling
-fabrics tossed in heaps about the room—nothing but the skirt of a
-shabby dress (it might have been her own), which she was evidently
-repairing and had flung upon the table when she came to the door. Miss
-Henning speedily arrived at the conclusion that her hostess’s business
-had not increased, and felt a kind of good-humoured, luxurious scorn of
-a person who knew so little what was to be got out of London. It was
-Millicent’s belief that she herself was already perfectly acquainted
-with the resources of the metropolis.
-
-“Now tell me, how is Hyacinth? I should like so much to see him,” she
-remarked, extending a pair of large protrusive feet and supporting
-herself on the sofa by her hands.
-
-“Hyacinth?” Miss Pynsent repeated, with majestic blankness, as if she
-had never heard of such a person. She felt that the girl was cruelly,
-scathingly, well dressed; she couldn’t imagine who she was, nor with
-what design she could have presented herself.
-
-“Perhaps you call him Mr Robinson, to-day—you always wanted him to hold
-himself so high. But to his face, at any rate, I’ll call him as I used
-to: you see if I don’t!”
-
-“Bless my soul, you must be the little ’Enning!” Miss Pynsent
-exclaimed, planted before her and going now into every detail.
-
-“Well, I’m glad you have made up your mind. I thought you’d know me
-directly. I had a call to make in this part, and it came into my ’ead
-to look you up. I don’t like to lose sight of old friends.”
-
-“I never knew you—you’ve improved so,” Miss Pynsent rejoined, with a
-candour justified by her age and her consciousness of respectability.
-
-“Well, _you_ haven’t changed; you were always calling me something
-horrid.”
-
-“I dare say it doesn’t matter to you now, does it?” said the
-dressmaker, seating herself, but quite unable to take up her work,
-absorbed as she was in the examination of her visitor.
-
-“Oh, I’m all right now,” Miss Henning replied, with the air of one who
-had nothing to fear from human judgments.
-
-“You were a pretty child—I never said the contrary to that; but I had
-no idea you’d turn out like this. You’re too tall for a woman,” Miss
-Pynsent added, much divided between an old prejudice and a new
-appreciation.
-
-“Well, I enjoy beautiful ’ealth,” said the young lady; “every one
-thinks I’m twenty.” She spoke with a certain artless pride in her
-bigness and her bloom, and as if, to show her development, she would
-have taken off her jacket or let you feel her upper arm. She was very
-handsome, with a shining, bold, good-natured eye, a fine, free, facial
-oval, an abundance of brown hair, and a smile which showed the
-whiteness of her teeth. Her head was set upon a fair, strong neck, and
-her tall young figure was rich in feminine curves. Her gloves, covering
-her wrists insufficiently, showed the redness of those parts, in the
-interstices of the numerous silver bracelets that encircled them, and
-Miss Pynsent made the observation that her hands were not more delicate
-than her feet. She was not graceful, and even the little dressmaker,
-whose preference for distinguished forms never deserted her, indulged
-in the mental reflection that she was common, for all her magnificence;
-but there was something about her indescribably fresh, successful and
-satisfying. She was, to her blunt, expanded finger-tips, a daughter of
-London, of the crowded streets and hustling traffic of the great city;
-she had drawn her health and strength from its dingy courts and foggy
-thoroughfares, and peopled its parks and squares and crescents with her
-ambitions; it had entered into her blood and her bone, the sound of her
-voice and the carriage of her head; she understood it by instinct and
-loved it with passion; she represented its immense vulgarities and
-curiosities, its brutality and its knowingness, its good-nature and its
-impudence, and might have figured, in an allegorical procession, as a
-kind of glorified townswoman, a nymph of the wilderness of Middlesex, a
-flower of the accumulated parishes, the genius of urban civilisation,
-the muse of cockneyism. The restrictions under which Miss Pynsent
-regarded her would have cost the dressmaker some fewer scruples if she
-had guessed the impression she made upon Millicent, and how the whole
-place seemed to that prosperous young lady to smell of poverty and
-failure. Her childish image of Miss Pynsent had represented her as
-delicate and dainty, with round loops of hair fastened on her temples
-by combs, and associations of brilliancy arising from the constant
-manipulation of precious stuffs—tissues at least which Millicent
-regarded with envy. But the little woman before her was bald and white
-and pinched; she looked shrunken and sickly and insufficiently
-nourished; her small eyes were sharp and suspicious, and her hideous
-cap did not disguise her meagreness. Miss Henning thanked her stars, as
-she had often done before, that she had not been obliged to get _her_
-living by drudging over needlework year after year in that
-undiscoverable street, in a dismal little room where nothing had been
-changed for ages; the absence of change had such an exasperating effect
-upon her vigorous young nature. She reflected with complacency upon her
-good fortune in being attached to a more exciting, a more dramatic,
-department of the dressmaking business, and noticed that though it was
-already November there was no fire in the neatly-kept grate beneath the
-chimney-piece, on which a design, partly architectural, partly
-botanical, executed in the hair of Miss Pynsent’s parents, was flanked
-by a pair of vases, under glass, containing muslin flowers.
-
-If she thought Miss Pynsent’s eyes suspicious it must be confessed that
-this lady felt very much upon her guard in the presence of so
-unexpected and undesired a reminder of one of the least honourable
-episodes in the annals of Lomax Place. Miss Pynsent esteemed people in
-proportion to their success in constituting a family circle—in cases,
-that is, when the materials were under their hand. This success, among
-the various members of the house of Henning, had been of the scantiest,
-and the domestic broils in the establishment adjacent to her own, whose
-vicissitudes she was able to follow, as she sat at her window at work,
-by simply inclining an ear to the thin partition behind her—these
-scenes, amid which the crash of crockery and the imprecations of the
-wounded were frequently audible, had long been the scandal of a humble
-but harmonious neighbourhood. Mr Henning was supposed to occupy a place
-of confidence in a brush-factory, while his wife, at home, occupied
-herself with the washing and mending of a considerable brood, mainly of
-sons. But economy and sobriety, and indeed a virtue more important
-still, had never presided at their councils. The freedom and frequency
-of Mrs Henning’s relations with a stove-polisher in the Euston Road
-were at least not a secret to a person who lived next door and looked
-up from her work so often that it was a wonder it was always finished
-so quickly. The little Hennings, unwashed and unchidden, spent most of
-their time either in pushing each other into the gutter or in running
-to the public-house at the corner for a pennyworth of gin, and the
-borrowing propensities of their elders were a theme for exclamation.
-There was no object of personal or domestic use which Mrs Henning had
-not at one time or another endeavoured to elicit from the dressmaker;
-beginning with a mattress, on an occasion when she was about to take to
-her bed for a considerable period, and ending with a flannel petticoat
-and a pewter teapot. Lomax Place had, eventually, from its over-peeping
-windows and doorways, been present at the seizure, by a long-suffering
-landlord, of the chattels of this interesting family and at the
-ejectment of the whole insolvent group, who departed in a straggling,
-jeering, unabashed, cynical manner, carrying with them but little of
-the sympathy of the street. Millicent, whose childish intimacy with
-Hyacinth Robinson Miss Pynsent had always viewed with vague anxiety—she
-thought the girl a ‘nasty little thing’, and was afraid she would teach
-the innocent orphan low ways—Millicent, with her luxuriant tresses, her
-precocious beauty, her staring, mocking manner on the doorstep, was at
-this time twelve years of age. She vanished with her vanishing
-companions; Lomax Place saw them turn the corner, and returned to its
-occupations with a conviction that they would make shipwreck on the
-outer reefs. But neither spar nor splinter floated back to their former
-haunts, and they were engulfed altogether in the fathomless deeps of
-the town. Miss Pynsent drew a long breath; it was her conviction that
-none of them would come to any good, and Millicent least of all.
-
-When, therefore, this young lady reappeared, with all the signs of
-accomplished survival, she could not fail to ask herself whether, under
-a specious seeming, the phenomenon did not simply represent the triumph
-of vice. She was alarmed, but she would have given her silver thimble
-to know the girl’s history, and between her alarm and her curiosity she
-passed an uncomfortable half-hour. She felt that the familiar,
-mysterious creature was playing with her; revenging herself for former
-animadversions, for having been snubbed and miscalled by a peering
-little spinster who now could make no figure beside her. If it was not
-the triumph of vice it was at least the triumph of impertinence, as
-well as of youth, health, and a greater acquaintance with the art of
-dress than Miss Pynsent could boast, for all her ridiculous signboards.
-She perceived, or she believed she perceived, that Millicent wanted to
-scare her, to make her think she had come after Hyacinth; that she
-wished to inveigle, to corrupt him. I should be sorry to impute to Miss
-Henning any motive more complicated than the desire to amuse herself,
-of a Saturday afternoon, by a ramble which her vigorous legs had no
-occasion to deprecate; but it must be confessed that when it occurred
-to her that Miss Pynsent regarded her as a ravening wolf and her early
-playmate as an unspotted lamb, she laughed out, in her hostess’s
-anxious face, irrelevantly and good-humouredly, without deigning to
-explain. But what, indeed, had she come for, if she had not come after
-Hyacinth? It was not for the love of the dressmaker’s pretty ways. She
-remembered the boy and some of their tender passages, and in the
-wantonness of her full-blown freedom—her attachment, also, to any
-tolerable pretext for wandering through the streets of London and
-gazing into shop-windows—she had said to herself that she would
-dedicate an afternoon to the pleasures of memory, would revisit the
-scenes of her childhood. She considered that her childhood had ended
-with the departure of her family from Lomax Place. If the tenants of
-that obscure locality never learned what their banished fellows went
-through, Millicent retained a deep impression of those horrible
-intermediate years. The family, as a family, had gone down-hill, to the
-very bottom; and in her humbler moments Millicent sometimes wondered
-what lucky star had checked her own descent, and indeed enabled her to
-mount the slope again. In her humbler moments, I say, for as a general
-thing she was provided with an explanation of any good fortune that
-might befall her. What was more natural than that a girl should do well
-when she was at once so handsome and so clever? Millicent thought with
-compassion of the young persons whom a niggardly fate had endowed with
-only one of these advantages. She was good-natured, but she had no idea
-of gratifying Miss Pynsent’s curiosity; it seemed to her quite a
-sufficient kindness to stimulate it.
-
-She told the dressmaker that she had a high position at a great
-haberdasher’s in the neighbourhood of Buckingham Palace; she was in the
-department for jackets and mantles; she put on all these articles to
-show them off to the customers, and on her person they appeared to such
-advantage that nothing she took up ever failed to go off. Miss Pynsent
-could imagine, from this, how highly her services were prized. She had
-had a splendid offer from another establishment, in Oxford Street, and
-she was just thinking whether she should accept it. “We have to be
-beautifully dressed, but I don’t care, because I like to look nice,”
-she remarked to her hostess, who at the end of half an hour, very
-grave, behind the clumsy glasses which she had been obliged to wear of
-late years, seemed still not to know what to make of her. On the
-subject of her family, of her history during the interval that was to
-be accounted for, the girl was large and vague, and Miss Pynsent saw
-that the domestic circle had not even a shadow of sanctity for her. She
-stood on her own feet, and she stood very firm. Her staying so long,
-her remaining over the half-hour, proved to the dressmaker that she had
-come for Hyacinth; for poor Amanda gave her as little information as
-was decent, told her nothing that would encourage or attract. She
-simply mentioned that Mr Robinson (she was careful to speak of him in
-that manner) had given his attention to bookbinding, and had served an
-apprenticeship at an establishment where they turned out the best work
-of that kind that was to be found in London.
-
-“A bookbindery? Laws!” said Miss Henning. “Do you mean they get them up
-for the shops? Well, I always thought he would have something to do
-with books.” Then she added, “But I didn’t think he would ever follow a
-trade.”
-
-“A trade?” cried Miss Pynsent. “You should hear Mr Robinson speak of
-it. He considers it one of the fine arts.”
-
-Millicent smiled, as if she knew how people often considered things,
-and remarked that very likely it was tidy, comfortable work, but she
-couldn’t believe there was much to be seen in it. “Perhaps you will say
-there is more than there is here,” she went on, finding at last an
-effect of irritation, of reprehension, an implication of aggressive
-respectability, in the image of the patient dressmaker, sitting for so
-many years in her close, brown little den, with the foggy familiarities
-of Lomax Place on the other side of the pane. Millicent liked to think
-that she herself was strong, and she was not strong enough for that.
-
-This allusion to her shrunken industry seemed to Miss Pynsent very
-cruel; but she reflected that it was natural one should be insulted if
-one talked to a vulgar girl. She judged this young lady in the manner
-of a person who was not vulgar herself, and if there was a difference
-between them she was right in feeling it to be in her favour. Miss
-Pynsent’s ‘cut’, as I have intimated, was not truly fashionable, and in
-the application of gimp and the distribution of ornament she was not to
-be trusted; but, morally, she had the best taste in the world. “I
-haven’t so much work as I used to have, if that’s what you mean. My
-eyes are not so good, and my health has failed with advancing years.”
-
-I know not to what extent Millicent was touched by the dignity of this
-admission, but she replied, without embarrassment, that what Miss
-Pynsent wanted was a smart young assistant, some nice girl with a
-pretty taste, who would brighten up the business and give her new
-ideas. “I can see you have got the same old ones, always: I can tell
-that by the way you have stuck the braid on that dress;” and she
-directed a poke of her neat little umbrella to the drapery in the
-dressmaker’s lap. She continued to patronise and exasperate her, and to
-offer her consolation and encouragement with the heaviest hand that had
-ever been applied to Miss Pynsent’s sensitive surface. Poor Amanda
-ended by gazing at her as if she were a public performer of some kind,
-a ballad-singer or a conjurer, and went so far as to ask herself
-whether the hussy could be (in her own mind) the ‘nice girl’ who was to
-regild the tarnished sign. Miss Pynsent had had assistants, in the
-past—she had even, once, for a few months, had a ‘forewoman’; and some
-of these damsels had been precious specimens, whose misdemeanours lived
-vividly in her memory. Never, all the same, in her worst hour of
-delusion, had she trusted her interests to such an extravagant baggage
-as this. She was quickly reassured as to Millicent’s own views,
-perceiving more and more that she was a tremendous highflyer, who
-required a much larger field of action than the musty bower she now
-honoured, heaven only knew why, with her presence. Miss Pynsent held
-her tongue, as she always did, when the sorrow of her life had been
-touched, the thought of the slow, inexorable decline on which she had
-entered that day, nearly ten years before, when her hesitations and
-scruples resolved themselves into a hideous mistake. The deep
-conviction of error, on that unspeakably important occasion, had ached
-and throbbed within her ever since like an incurable disease. She had
-sown in her boy’s mind the seeds of shame and rancour; she had made him
-conscious of his stigma, of his exquisitely vulnerable spot, and
-condemned him to know that for him the sun would never shine as it
-shone for most others. By the time he was sixteen years old she had
-learned—or believed she had learned—the judgment he passed upon her,
-and at that period she had lived through a series of horrible months,
-an ordeal in which every element of her old prosperity perished. She
-cried her eyes out, on coming to a sense of her aberration, blinded and
-weakened herself with weeping, so that for a moment it seemed as if she
-should never be able to touch a needle again. She lost all interest in
-her work, and that artistic imagination which had always been her pride
-deserted her, together with the reputation of keeping the tidiest
-lodgings in Lomax Place. A couple of commercial gentlemen and a Welsh
-plumber, of religious tendencies, who for several years had made her
-establishment their home, withdrew their patronage on the ground that
-the airing of her beds was not what it used to be, and disseminated
-cruelly this injurious legend. She ceased to notice or to care how
-sleeves were worn, and on the question of flounces and gores her mind
-was a blank. She fell into a grievous debility, and then into a long,
-low, languid fever, during which Hyacinth tended her with a devotion
-which only made the wrong she had done him seem more bitter, and in
-which, so soon as she was able to hold up her head a little, Mr Vetch
-came and sat with her through the dull hours of convalescence. She
-re-established to a certain extent, after a while, her connection, so
-far as the letting of her rooms was concerned (from the other
-department of her activity the tide had ebbed apparently forever); but
-nothing was the same again, and she knew it was the beginning of the
-end. So it had gone on, and she watched the end approach; she felt it
-was very near indeed when a child she had seen playing in the gutters
-came to flaunt it over her in silk and lace. She gave a low, inaudible
-sigh of relief when at last Millicent got up and stood before her,
-smoothing the glossy cylinder of her umbrella.
-
-“Mind you give my love to Hyacinth,” the girl said, with an assurance
-which showed all her insensibility to tacit protests. “I don’t care if
-you do guess that if I have stopped so long it was in the hope he would
-be dropping in to his tea. You can tell him I sat an hour, on purpose,
-if you like; there’s no shame in my wanting to see my little friend. He
-may know I call him that!” Millicent continued, with her show-room
-laugh, as Miss Pynsent judged it to be; conferring these permissions,
-successively, as if they were great indulgences. “Do give him my love,
-and tell him I hope he’ll come and see me. I see you won’t tell him
-anything. I don’t know what you’re afraid of; but I’ll leave my card
-for him, all the same.” She drew forth a little bright-coloured
-pocket-book, and it was with amazement that Miss Pynsent saw her
-extract from it a morsel of engraved pasteboard—so monstrous did it
-seem that one of the squalid little Hennings should have lived to
-display this emblem of social consideration. Millicent enjoyed the
-effect she produced as she laid the card on the table, and gave another
-ringing peal of merriment at the sight of her hostess’s half-angry,
-half-astonished look. “What _do_ you think I want to do with him? I
-could swallow him at a single bite!” she cried.
-
-Poor Amanda gave no second glance at the document on the table, though
-she had perceived it contained, in the corner, her visitor’s address,
-which Millicent had amused herself, ingeniously, with not mentioning:
-she only got up, laying down her work with a trembling hand, so that
-she should be able to see Miss Henning well out of the house. “You
-needn’t think I shall put myself out to keep him in the dark. I shall
-certainly tell him you have been here, and exactly how you strike me.”
-
-“Of course you’ll say something nasty—like you used to when I was a
-child. You let me ’ave it then, you know!”
-
-“Ah, well,” said Miss Pynsent, nettled at being reminded of an acerbity
-which the girl’s present development caused to appear ridiculously
-ineffectual, “you are very different now, when I think what you’ve come
-from.”
-
-“What I’ve come from?” Millicent threw back her head, and opened her
-eyes very wide, while all her feathers and ribbons nodded. “Did you
-want me to stick fast in this low place for the rest of my days? You
-have had to stay in it yourself, so you might speak civilly of it.” She
-coloured, and raised her voice, and looked magnificent in her scorn.
-“And pray what have you come from yourself, and what has _he_ come
-from—the mysterious ‘Mr Robinson’, that used to be such a puzzle to the
-whole Place? I thought perhaps I might clear it up, but you haven’t
-told me that yet!”
-
-Miss Pynsent turned straight away, covering her ears with her hands. “I
-have nothing to tell you! Leave my room—leave my house!” she cried,
-with a trembling voice.
-
-
-
-
-V
-
-
-It was in this way that the dressmaker failed either to see or to hear
-the opening of the door of the room, which obeyed a slow, apparently
-cautious impulse given it from the hall, and revealed the figure of a
-young man standing there with a short pipe in his teeth. There was
-something in his face which immediately told Millicent Henning that he
-had heard, outside, her last resounding tones. He entered as if, young
-as he was, he knew that when women were squabbling men were not called
-upon to be headlong, and evidently wondered who the dressmaker’s
-brilliant adversary might be. She recognised on the instant her old
-playmate, and without reflection, confusion or diplomacy, in the
-fullness of her vulgarity and sociability, she exclaimed, in no lower
-pitch, “Gracious, Hyacinth Robinson, is _that_ your form?”
-
-Miss Pynsent turned round, in a flash, but kept silent; then, very
-white and trembling, took up her work again and seated herself in her
-window.
-
-Hyacinth Robinson stood staring; then he blushed all over. He knew who
-she was, but he didn’t say so; he only asked, in a voice which struck
-the girl as quite different from the old one—the one in which he used
-to tell her she was beastly tiresome—“Is it of me you were speaking
-just now?”
-
-“When I asked where you had come from? That was because we ’eard you in
-the ’all,” said Millicent, smiling. “I suppose you have come from your
-work.”
-
-“You used to live in the Place—you always wanted to kiss me,” the young
-man remarked, with an effort not to show all the surprise and agitation
-that he felt. “Didn’t she live in the Place, Pinnie!”
-
-Pinnie, for all answer, fixed a pair of strange, pleading eyes upon
-him, and Millicent broke out, with her recurrent laugh, in which the
-dressmaker had been right in discovering the note of affectation, “Do
-you want to know what you look like? You look for all the world like a
-little Frenchman! Don’t he look like a little Frenchman, Miss Pynsent?”
-she went on, as if she were on the best possible terms with the
-mistress of the establishment.
-
-Hyacinth exchanged a look with that afflicted woman; he saw something
-in her face which he knew very well by this time, and the sight of
-which always gave him an odd, perverse, unholy satisfaction. It seemed
-to say that she prostrated herself, that she did penance in the dust,
-that she was his to trample upon, to spit upon. He did neither of these
-things, but she was constantly offering herself, and her permanent
-humility, her perpetual abjection, was a sort of counter-irritant to
-the soreness lodged in his own heart for ever, which had often made him
-cry with rage at night, in his little room under the roof. Pinnie meant
-that, to-day, as a matter of course, and she could only especially mean
-it in the presence of Miss Henning’s remark about his looking like a
-Frenchman. He knew he looked like a Frenchman, he had often been told
-so before, and a large part of the time he felt like one—like one of
-those he had read about in Michelet and Carlyle. He had picked up the
-French tongue with the most extraordinary facility, with the aid of one
-of his mates, a refugee from Paris, in the workroom, and of a
-second-hand dog’s-eared dictionary, bought for a shilling in the
-Brompton Road, in one of his interminable, restless, melancholy, moody,
-yet all-observant strolls through London. He spoke it (as he believed)
-as if by instinct, caught the accent, the gesture, the movement of
-eyebrow and shoulder; so that if it should become necessary in certain
-contingencies that he should pass for a foreigner he had an idea that
-he might do so triumphantly, once he could borrow a blouse. He had
-never seen a blouse in his life, but he knew exactly the form and
-colour of such a garment, and how it was worn. What these contingencies
-might be which should compel him to assume the disguise of a person of
-a social station lower still than his own, Hyacinth would not for the
-world have mentioned to you; but as they were very present to the mind
-of our imaginative, ingenious youth we shall catch a glimpse of them in
-the course of a further acquaintance with him. At the present moment,
-when there was no question of masquerading, it made him blush again
-that such a note should be struck by a loud, laughing, handsome girl,
-who came back out of his past. There was more in Pinnie’s weak eyes,
-now, than her usual profession; there was a dumb intimation, almost as
-pathetic as the other, that if he cared to let her off easily he would
-not detain their terrible visitor very long. He had no wish to do that;
-he kept the door open, on purpose; he didn’t enjoy talking to girls
-under Pinnie’s eyes, and he could see that this one had every
-disposition to talk. So without responding to her observation about his
-appearance he said, not knowing exactly what to say, “Have you come
-back to live in the Place?”
-
-“Heaven forbid I should ever do that!” cried Miss Henning, with genuine
-emotion. “I have to live near the establishment in which I’m employed.”
-
-“And what establishment is that, now?” the young man asked, gaining
-confidence and perceiving, in detail, how handsome she was. He hadn’t
-roamed about London for nothing, and he knew that when a girl was so
-handsome as that, a jocular tone of address, a pleasing freedom, was
-_de rigueur;_ so he added, “Is it the Bull and Gate, or the Elephant
-and Castle?”
-
-“A public house! Well, you haven’t got the politeness of a Frenchman,
-at all events!” Her good-nature had come back to her perfectly, and her
-resentment of his imputation of her looking like a bar-maid—a blowzy
-beauty who handled pewter—was tempered by her more and more curious
-consideration of Hyacinth’s form. He was exceedingly ‘rum’, but this
-quality took her fancy, and since he remembered so well that she had
-been fond of kissing him, in their early days she would have liked to
-say to him that she stood prepared to repeat this form of attention.
-But she reminded herself, in time, that her line should be,
-religiously, the ladylike, and she was content to exclaim, simply, “I
-don’t care what a man looks like so long as he’s clever. That’s the
-form _I_ like!”
-
-Miss Pynsent had promised herself the satisfaction of taking no further
-notice of her brilliant invader; but the temptation was great to expose
-her to Hyacinth, as a mitigation of her brilliancy, by remarking
-sarcastically, according to opportunity, “Miss ’Enning wouldn’t live in
-Lomax Place for the world. She thinks it too abominably low.”
-
-“So it is; it’s a beastly hole,” said the young man.
-
-The poor dressmaker’s little dart fell to the ground, and Millicent
-exclaimed, jovially, “Right you are!” while she directed to the object
-of her childhood’s admiration a smile that put him more and more at his
-ease.
-
-“Don’t you suppose I’m clever?” he asked, planted before her with his
-little legs slightly apart, while, with his hands behind him, he made
-the open door waver to and fro.
-
-“You? Oh, I don’t care whether you are or not!” said Millicent Henning;
-and Hyacinth was at any rate quick-witted enough to see what she meant
-by that. If she meant he was so good-looking that he might pass on this
-score alone her judgment was conceivable, though many women would
-strongly have dissented from it. He was as small as he had
-threatened—he had never got his growth—and she could easily see that he
-was not what she, at least, would call strong. His bones were small,
-his chest was narrow, his complexion pale, his whole figure almost
-childishly slight; and Millicent perceived afterward that he had a very
-delicate hand—the hand, as she said to herself, of a gentleman. What
-she liked was his face, and something jaunty and entertaining, almost
-theatrical in his whole little person. Miss Henning was not acquainted
-with any member of the dramatic profession, but she supposed, vaguely,
-that that was the way an actor would look in private life. Hyacinth’s
-features were perfect; his eyes, large and much divided, had as their
-usual expression a kind of witty candour, and a small, soft, fair
-moustache disposed itself upon his upper lip in a way that made him
-look as if he were smiling even when his heart was heavy. The waves of
-his dense, fine hair clustered round a forehead which was high enough
-to suggest remarkable things, and Miss Henning had observed that when
-he first appeared he wore his little soft circular hat in a way that
-left these frontal locks very visible. He was dressed in an old brown
-velveteen jacket, and wore exactly the bright-coloured necktie which
-Miss Pynsent’s quick fingers used of old to shape out of hoarded
-remnants of silk and muslin. He was shabby and work-stained, but the
-observant eye would have noted an idea in his dress (his appearance was
-plainly not a matter of indifference to himself), and a painter (not of
-the heroic) would have liked to make a sketch of him. There was
-something exotic about him, and yet, with his sharp young face,
-destitute of bloom, but not of sweetness, and a certain conscious
-cockneyism which pervaded him, he was as strikingly as Millicent, in
-her own degree, a product of the London streets and the London air. He
-looked both ingenuous and slightly wasted, amused, amusing, and
-indefinably sad. Women had always found him touching; yet he made
-them—so they had repeatedly assured him—die of laughing.
-
-“I think you had better shut the door,” said Miss Pynsent, meaning that
-he had better shut their departing visitor out.
-
-“Did you come here on purpose to see us?” Hyacinth asked, not heeding
-this injunction, of which he divined the spirit, and wishing the girl
-would take her leave, so that he might go out again with her. He should
-like talking with her much better away from Pinnie, who evidently was
-ready to stick a bodkin into her, for reasons he perfectly understood.
-He had seen plenty of them before, Pinnie’s reasons, even where girls
-were concerned who were not nearly so good-looking as this one. She was
-always in a fearful ‘funk’ about some woman getting hold of him, and
-persuading him to make a marriage beneath his station. His
-station!—poor Hyacinth had often asked himself, and Miss Pynsent, what
-it could possibly be. He had thought of it bitterly enough, and
-wondered how in the world he could marry ‘beneath’ it. He would never
-marry at all—to that his mind was absolutely made up; he would never
-hand on to another the burden which had made his own young spirit so
-intolerably sore, the inheritance which had darkened the whole
-threshold of his manhood. All the more reason why he should have his
-compensation; why, if the soft society of women was to be enjoyed on
-other terms, he should cultivate it with a bold, free mind.
-
-“I thought I would just give a look at the old shop; I had an
-engagement not far off,” Millicent said. “But I wouldn’t have believed
-any one who had told me I should find you just where I left you.”
-
-“We needed you to look after us!” Miss Pynsent exclaimed,
-irrepressibly.
-
-“Oh, you’re such a swell yourself!” Hyacinth observed, without heeding
-the dressmaker.
-
-“None of your impudence! I’m as good a girl as there is in London!” And
-to corroborate this, Miss Henning went on: “If you were to offer to see
-me a part of the way home, I should tell you I don’t knock about that
-way with gentlemen.”
-
-“I’ll go with you as far as you like,” Hyacinth replied, simply, as if
-he knew how to treat that sort of speech.
-
-“Well, it’s only because I knew you as a baby!” And they went out
-together, Hyacinth careful not to look at poor Pinnie at all (he felt
-her glaring whitely and tearfully at him out of her dim corner—it had
-by this time grown too dusky to work without a lamp), and his companion
-giving her an outrageously friendly nod of farewell over her shoulder.
-
-It was a long walk from Lomax Place to the quarter of the town in which
-(to be near the haberdasher’s in the Buckingham Palace Road) Miss
-Henning occupied a modest back-room; but the influences of the hour
-were such as to make the excursion very agreeable to our young man, who
-liked the streets at all times, but especially at nightfall, in the
-autumn, of a Saturday, when, in the vulgar districts, the smaller shops
-and open-air industries were doubly active, and big, clumsy torches
-flared and smoked over hand-carts and costermongers’ barrows, drawn up
-in the gutters. Hyacinth had roamed through the great city since he was
-an urchin, but his imagination had never ceased to be stirred by the
-preparations for Sunday that went on in the evening among the toilers
-and spinners, his brothers and sisters, and he lost himself in all the
-quickened crowding and pushing and staring at lighted windows and
-chaffering at the stalls of fishmongers and hucksters. He liked the
-people who looked as if they had got their week’s wage and were
-prepared to lay it out discreetly; and even those whose use of it would
-plainly be extravagant and intemperate; and, best of all, those who
-evidently hadn’t received it at all and who wandered about,
-disinterestedly, vaguely, with their hands in empty pockets, watching
-others make their bargains and fill their satchels, or staring at the
-striated sides of bacon, at the golden cubes and triangles of cheese,
-at the graceful festoons of sausage, in the most brilliant of the
-windows. He liked the reflection of the lamps on the wet pavements, the
-feeling and smell of the carboniferous London damp; the way the winter
-fog blurred and suffused the whole place, made it seem bigger and more
-crowded, produced halos and dim radiations, trickles and evaporations,
-on the plates of glass. He moved in the midst of these impressions this
-evening, but he enjoyed them in silence, with an attention taken up
-mainly by his companion, and pleased to be already so intimate with a
-young lady whom people turned round to look at. She herself affected to
-speak of the rush and crush of the week’s end with disgust: she said
-she liked the streets, but she liked the respectable ones; she couldn’t
-abide the smell of fish, and the whole place seemed full of it, so that
-she hoped they would soon get into the Edgware Road, towards which they
-tended and which was a proper street for a lady. To Hyacinth she
-appeared to have no connection with the long-haired little girl who, in
-Lomax Place, years before, was always hugging a smutty doll and
-courting his society; she was like a stranger, a new acquaintance, and
-he observed her curiously, wondering by what transitions she had
-reached her present pitch.
-
-She enlightened him but little on this point, though she talked a great
-deal on a variety of subjects, and mentioned to him her habits, her
-aspirations, her likes and dislikes. The latter were very numerous. She
-was tremendously particular, difficult to please, he could see that;
-and she assured him that she never put up with anything a moment after
-it had ceased to be agreeable to her. Especially was she particular
-about gentlemen’s society, and she made it plain that a young fellow
-who wanted to have anything to say to her must be in receipt of wages
-amounting at the least to fifty shillings a week. Hyacinth told her
-that he didn’t earn that, as yet; and she remarked again that she made
-an exception for him, because she knew all about him (or if not all, at
-least a great deal), and he could see that her good-nature was equal to
-her beauty. She made such an exception that when, after they were
-moving down the Edgware Road (which had still the brightness of late
-closing, but with more nobleness), he proposed that she should enter a
-coffee-house with him and ‘take something’ (he could hardly tell
-himself, afterwards, what brought him to this point), she acceded
-without a demur—without a demur even on the ground of his slender
-earnings. Slender as they were, Hyacinth had them in his pocket (they
-had been destined in some degree for Pinnie), and he felt equal to the
-occasion. Millicent partook profusely of tea and bread and butter, with
-a relish of raspberry jam, and thought the place most comfortable,
-though he himself, after finding himself ensconced, was visited by
-doubts as to its respectability, suggested, among other things, by
-photographs, on the walls, of young ladies in tights. Hyacinth himself
-was hungry, he had not yet had his tea, but he was too excited, too
-preoccupied, to eat; the situation made him restless and gave him
-palpitations; it seemed to be the beginning of something new. He had
-never yet ‘stood’ even a glass of beer to a girl of Millicent’s stamp—a
-girl who rustled and glittered and smelt of musk—and if she should turn
-out as jolly a specimen of the sex as she seemed it might make a great
-difference in his leisure hours, in his evenings, which were often very
-dull. That it would also make a difference in his savings (he was under
-a pledge to Pinnie and to Mr Vetch to put by something every week) it
-didn’t concern him, for the moment, to reflect; and indeed, though he
-thought it odious and insufferable to be poor, the ways and means of
-becoming rich had hitherto not greatly occupied him. He knew what
-Millicent’s age must be, but felt, nevertheless, as if she were older,
-much older, than himself—she appeared to know so much about London and
-about life; and this made it still more of a sensation to be
-entertaining her like a young swell. He thought of it, too, in
-connection with the question of the respectability of the
-establishment; if this element was deficient she would perceive it as
-soon as he, and very likely it would be a part of the general
-initiation she had given him an impression of that she shouldn’t mind
-it so long as the tea was strong and the bread and butter thick. She
-described to him what had passed between Miss Pynsent and herself (she
-didn’t call her Pinnie, and he was glad, for he wouldn’t have liked it)
-before he came in, and let him know that she should never dare to come
-to the place again, as his mother would tear her eyes out. Then she
-checked herself. “Of course she ain’t your mother! How stupid I am! I
-keep forgetting.”
-
-Hyacinth had long since convinced himself that he had acquired a manner
-with which he could meet allusions of this kind: he had had, first and
-last, so many opportunities to practise it. Therefore he looked at his
-companion very steadily while he said, “My mother died many years ago;
-she was a great invalid. But Pinnie has been awfully good to me.”
-
-“My mother’s dead, too,” Miss Henning remarked. “She died very
-suddenly. I dare say you remember her in the Place.” Then, while
-Hyacinth disengaged from the past the wavering figure of Mrs Henning,
-of whom he mainly remembered that she used to strike him as dirty, the
-girl added, smiling, but with more sentiment, “But I have had no
-Pinnie.”
-
-“You look as if you could take care of yourself.”
-
-“Well, I’m very confiding,” said Millicent Henning. Then she asked what
-had become of Mr Vetch. “We used to say that if Miss Pynsent was your
-mamma, he was your papa. In our family we used to call him Miss
-Pynsent’s young man.”
-
-“He’s her young man still,” Hyacinth said. “He’s our best friend—or
-supposed to be. He got me the place I’m in now. He lives by his fiddle,
-as he used to do.”
-
-Millicent looked a little at her companion, after which she remarked,
-“I should have thought he would have got you a place at his theatre.”
-
-“At his theatre? That would have been no use. I don’t play any
-instrument.”
-
-“I don’t mean in the orchestra, you gaby! You would look very nice in a
-fancy costume.” She had her elbows on the table, and her shoulders
-lifted, in an attitude of extreme familiarity. He was on the point of
-replying that he didn’t care for fancy costumes, he wished to go
-through life in his own character; but he checked himself, with the
-reflection that this was exactly what, apparently, he was destined not
-to do. His own character? He was to cover that up as carefully as
-possible; he was to go through life in a mask, in a borrowed mantle; he
-was to be, every day and every hour, an actor. Suddenly, with the
-utmost irrelevance, Miss Henning inquired, “Is Miss Pynsent some
-relation? What gave her any right over you?”
-
-Hyacinth had an answer ready for this question; he had determined to
-say, as he had several times said before, “Miss Pynsent is an old
-friend of my family. My mother was very fond of her, and she was very
-fond of my mother.” He repeated the formula now, looking at Millicent
-with the same inscrutable calmness (as he fancied), though what he
-would have liked to say to her would have been that his mother was none
-of her business. But she was too handsome to talk that way to, and she
-presented her large fair face to him, across the table, with an air of
-solicitation to be cosy and comfortable. There were things in his heart
-and a torment and a hidden passion in his life which he should be glad
-enough to lay open to some woman. He believed that perhaps this would
-be the cure ultimately; that in return for something he might drop,
-syllable by syllable, into a listening feminine ear, certain other
-words would be spoken to him which would make his pain for ever less
-sharp. But what woman could he trust, what ear would be safe? The
-answer was not in this loud, fresh laughing creature, whose sympathy
-couldn’t have the fineness he was looking for, since her curiosity was
-vulgar. Hyacinth objected to the vulgar as much as Miss Pynsent
-herself; in this respect she had long since discovered that he was
-after her own heart. He had not taken up the subject of Mrs Henning’s
-death; he felt himself incapable of inquiring about that lady, and had
-no desire for knowledge of Millicent’s relationships. Moreover he
-always suffered, to sickness, when people began to hover about the
-question of his origin, the reasons why Pinnie had had the care of him
-from a baby. Mrs Henning had been untidy, but at least her daughter
-could speak of her. “Mr Vetch has changed his lodgings: he moved out of
-No. 17, three years ago,” he said, to vary the topic. “He couldn’t
-stand the other people in the house; there was a man that played the
-accordeon.”
-
-Millicent, however, was but moderately interested in this anecdote, and
-she wanted to know why people should like Mr Vetch’s fiddle any better.
-Then she added, “And I think that while he was about it he might have
-put you into something better than a bookbinder’s.”
-
-“He wasn’t obliged to put me into anything. It’s a very good place.”
-
-“All the same, it isn’t where I should have looked to find you,”
-Millicent declared, not so much in the tone of wishing to pay him a
-compliment as of resentment at having miscalculated.
-
-“Where should you have looked to find me? In the House of Commons? It’s
-a pity you couldn’t have told me in advance what you would have liked
-me to be.”
-
-She looked at him, over her cup, while she drank, in several sips. “Do
-you know what they used to say in the Place? That your father was a
-lord.”
-
-“Very likely. That’s the kind of rot they talk in that precious hole,”
-the young man said, without blenching.
-
-“Well, perhaps he was,” Millicent ventured.
-
-“He may have been a prince, for all the good it has done me.”
-
-“Fancy your talking as if you didn’t know!” said Millicent.
-
-“Finish your tea—don’t mind how I talk.”
-
-“Well, you _’ave_ got a temper!” the girl exclaimed, archly. “I should
-have thought you’d be a clerk at a banker’s.”
-
-“Do they select them for their tempers?”
-
-“You know what I mean. You used to be too clever to follow a trade.”
-
-“Well, I’m not clever enough to live on air.”
-
-“You might be, really, for all the tea you drink! Why didn’t you go in
-for some high profession?”
-
-“How was I to go in? Who the devil was to help me?” Hyacinth inquired,
-with a certain vibration.
-
-“Haven’t you got any relations?” said Millicent, after a moment.
-
-“What are you doing? Are you trying to make me swagger?”
-
-When he spoke sharply she only laughed, not in the least ruffled, and
-by the way she looked at him seemed to like it. “Well, I’m sorry you’re
-only a journeyman,” she went on, pushing away her cup.
-
-“So am I,” Hyacinth rejoined; but he called for the bill as if he had
-been an employer of labour. Then, while it was being brought, he
-remarked to his companion that he didn’t believe she had an idea of
-what his work was and how charming it could be. “Yes, I get up books
-for the shops,” he said, when she had retorted that she perfectly
-understood. “But the art of the binder is an exquisite art.”
-
-“So Miss Pynsent told me. She said you had some samples at home. I
-should like to see them.”
-
-“You wouldn’t know how good they are,” said Hyacinth, smiling.
-
-He expected that she would exclaim, in answer, that he was an impudent
-wretch, and for a moment she seemed to be on the point of doing so. But
-the words changed on her lips, and she replied, almost tenderly,
-“That’s just the way you used to speak to me, years ago in the Plice.”
-
-“I don’t care about that. I hate all that time.”
-
-“Oh, so do I, if you come to that,” said Millicent, as if she could
-rise to any breadth of view. And then she returned to her idea that he
-had not done himself justice. “You used always to be reading: I never
-thought you would work with your ’ands.”
-
-This seemed to irritate him, and, having paid the bill and given
-threepence, ostentatiously, to the young woman with a languid manner
-and hair of an unnatural yellow, who had waited on them, he said, “You
-may depend upon it I shan’t do it an hour longer than I can help.”
-
-“What will you do then?”
-
-“Oh, you’ll see, some day.” In the street, after they had begun to walk
-again, he went on, “You speak as if I could have my pick. What was an
-obscure little beggar to do, buried in a squalid corner of London,
-under a million of idiots? I had no help, no influence, no acquaintance
-of any kind with professional people, and no means of getting at them.
-I had to do something; I couldn’t go on living on Pinnie. Thank God, I
-help her now, a little. I took what I could get.” He spoke as if he had
-been touched by the imputation of having derogated.
-
-Millicent seemed to imply that he defended himself successfully when
-she said, “You express yourself like a gentleman”—a speech to which he
-made no response. But he began to talk again afterwards, and, the
-evening having definitely set in, his companion took his arm for the
-rest of the way home. By the time he reached her door he had confided
-to her that, in secret, he wrote: he had a dream of literary
-distinction. This appeared to impress her, and she branched off to
-remark, with an irrelevance that characterised her, that she didn’t
-care anything about a man’s family if she liked the man himself; she
-thought families were played out. Hyacinth wished she would leave his
-alone; and while they lingered in front of her house, before she went
-in, he said—
-
-“I have no doubt you’re a jolly girl, and I am very happy to have seen
-you again. But you have awfully little tact.”
-
-“_I_ have little tact? You should see me work off an old jacket!”
-
-He was silent a moment, standing before her with his hands in his
-pockets. “It’s a good job you’re so handsome.”
-
-Millicent didn’t blush at this compliment, and probably didn’t
-understand all it conveyed, but she looked into his eyes a while, with
-a smile that showed her teeth, and then said, more inconsequently than
-ever, “Come now, who are you?”
-
-“Who am I? I’m a wretched little bookbinder.”
-
-“I didn’t think I ever could fancy any one in that line!” Miss Henning
-exclaimed. Then she let him know that she couldn’t ask him in, as she
-made it a point not to receive gentlemen, but she didn’t mind if she
-took another walk with him and she didn’t care if she met him
-somewhere—if it were handy. As she lived so far from Lomax Place she
-didn’t care if she met him half-way. So, in the dusky by-street in
-Pimlico, before separating, they took a casual tryst; the most
-interesting, the young man felt, that had yet been—he could scarcely
-call it granted him.
-
-
-
-
-VI
-
-
-One day, shortly after this, at the bindery, his friend Poupin was
-absent, and sent no explanation, as was customary in case of illness or
-domestic accident. There were two or three men employed in the place
-whose non-appearance, usually following close upon pay-day, was better
-unexplained, and was an implication of moral feebleness; but as a
-general thing Mr Crookenden’s establishment was a haunt of punctuality
-and sobriety. Least of all had Eustache Poupin been in the habit of
-asking for a margin. Hyacinth knew how little indulgence he had ever
-craved, and this was part of his admiration for the extraordinary
-Frenchman, an ardent stoic, a cold conspirator and an exquisite artist,
-who was by far the most interesting person in the ranks of his
-acquaintance and whose conversation, in the workshop, helped him
-sometimes to forget the smell of leather and glue. His conversation!
-Hyacinth had had plenty of that, and had endeared himself to the
-passionate refugee—Poupin had come to England after the Commune of
-1871, to escape the reprisals of the government of M. Thiers, and had
-remained there in spite of amnesties and rehabilitations—by the
-solemnity and candour of his attention. He was a Republican of the
-old-fashioned sort, of the note of 1848, humanitary and idealistic,
-infinitely addicted to fraternity and equality, and inexhaustibly
-surprised and exasperated at finding so little enthusiasm for them in
-the land of his exile. Poupin had a high claim upon Hyacinth’s esteem
-and gratitude, for he had been his godfather, his protector at the
-bindery. When Anastasius Vetch found something for Miss Pynsent’s
-_protégé_ to do, it was through the Frenchman, with whom he had
-accidentally formed an acquaintance, that he found it.
-
-When the boy was about fifteen years of age Mr Vetch made him a present
-of the essays of Lord Bacon, and the purchase of this volume had
-important consequences for Hyacinth. Anastasius Vetch was a poor man,
-and the luxury of giving was for the most part denied him; but when
-once in a way he tasted it he liked the sensation to be pure. No man
-knew better the difference between the common and the rare, or was more
-capable of appreciating a book which opened well—of which the margin
-was not hideously chopped and of which the lettering on the back was
-sharp. It was only such a book that he could bring himself to offer
-even to a poor little devil whom a fifth-rate dressmaker (he knew
-Pinnie was fifth-rate) had rescued from the workhouse. So when it
-became a question of fitting the great Elizabethan with a new coat—a
-coat of full morocco, discreetly, delicately gilt—he went with his
-little cloth-bound volume, a Pickering, straight to Mr Crookenden, whom
-every one that knew anything about the matter knew to be a prince of
-binders, though they also knew that his work, limited in quantity, was
-mainly done for a particular bookseller and only through the latter’s
-agency. Anastasius Vetch had no idea of paying the bookseller’s
-commission, and though he could be lavish (for him) when he made a
-present, he was capable of taking an immense deal of trouble to save
-sixpence. He made his way into Mr Crookenden’s workshop, which was
-situated in a small superannuated square in Soho, and where the
-proposal of so slender a job was received at first with coldness. Mr
-Vetch, however, insisted, and explained with irresistible frankness the
-motive of his errand: the desire to obtain the best possible binding
-for the least possible money. He made his conception of the best
-possible binding so vivid, so exemplary, that the master of the shop at
-last confessed to that disinterested sympathy which, under favouring
-circumstances, establishes itself between the artist and the
-connoisseur. Mr Vetch’s little book was put in hand as a particular
-service to an eccentric gentleman whose visit had been a smile-stirring
-interlude (for the circle of listening workmen) in a merely mechanical
-day; and when he went back, three weeks later, to see whether it were
-done, he had the pleasure of finding that his injunctions, punctually
-complied with, had even been bettered. The work had been accomplished
-with a perfection of skill which made him ask whom he was to thank for
-it (he had been told that one man should do the whole of it), and in
-this manner he made the acquaintance of the most brilliant craftsman in
-the establishment, the incorruptible, the imaginative, the unerring
-Eustache Poupin.
-
-In response to an appreciation which he felt not to be _banal_ M.
-Poupin remarked that he had at home a small collection of experiments
-in morocco, Russia, parchment, of fanciful specimens with which, for
-the love of the art, he had amused his leisure hours and which he
-should be happy to show his interlocutor if the latter would do him the
-honour to call upon him at his lodgings in Lisson Grove. Mr Vetch made
-a note of the address and, for the love of the art, went one Sunday
-afternoon to see the binder’s esoteric studies. On this occasion he
-made the acquaintance of Madame Poupin, a small, fat lady with a
-bristling moustache, the white cap of an _ouvrière_, a knowledge of her
-husband’s craft that was equal to his own, and not a syllable of
-English save the words, “What you think, what you think?” which she
-introduced with startling frequency. He also discovered that his new
-acquaintance had been a political proscript and that he regarded the
-iniquitous fabric of Church and State with an eye scarcely more
-reverent than the fiddler’s own. M. Poupin was a socialist, which
-Anastasius Vetch was not, and a constructive democrat (instead of being
-a mere scoffer at effete things) and a theorist and an optimist and a
-visionary; he believed that the day was to come when all the nations of
-the earth would abolish their frontiers and armies and custom-houses,
-and embrace on both cheeks, and cover the globe with boulevards,
-radiating from Paris, where the human family would sit, in groups, at
-little tables, according to affinities, drinking coffee (not tea, _par
-exemple!_) and listening to the music of the spheres. Mr Vetch neither
-prefigured nor desired this organised felicity; he was fond of his cup
-of tea, and only wanted to see the British constitution a good deal
-simplified; he thought it a much overrated system, but his heresies
-rubbed shoulders, sociably, with those of the little bookbinder, and
-his friend in Lisson Grove became for him the type of the intelligent
-foreigner whose conversation completes our culture. Poupin’s humanitary
-zeal was as unlimited as his English vocabulary was the reverse, and
-the new friends agreed with each other enough, and not too much, to
-discuss, which was much better than an unspeakable harmony. On several
-other Sunday afternoons the fiddler went back to Lisson Grove, and
-having, at his theatre, as a veteran, a faithful servant, an occasional
-privilege, he was able to carry thither, one day in the autumn, an
-order for two seats in the second balcony. Madame Poupin and her
-husband passed a lugubrious evening at the English comedy, where they
-didn’t understand a word that was spoken, and consoled themselves by
-gazing at their friend in the orchestra. But this adventure did not
-arrest the development of a friendship into which, eventually, Amanda
-Pynsent was drawn. Madame Poupin, among the cold insularies, lacked
-female society, and Mr Vetch proposed to his amiable friend in Lomax
-Place to call upon her. The little dressmaker, who in the course of her
-life had known no Frenchwoman but the unhappy Florentine (so favourable
-a specimen till she began to go wrong), adopted his suggestion, in the
-hope that she should get a few ideas from a lady whose appearance would
-doubtless exemplify (as Florentine’s originally had done) the fine
-taste of her nation; but she found the bookbinder and his wife a
-bewildering mixture of the brilliant and the relaxed, and was haunted,
-long afterwards, by the memory of the lady’s calico jacket, her
-uncorseted form and her carpet slippers.
-
-The acquaintance, none the less, was sealed three months later by a
-supper, one Sunday night, in Lisson Grove, to which Mr Vetch brought
-his fiddle, at which Amanda presented to her hosts her adoptive son,
-and which also revealed to her that Madame Poupin could dress a
-Michaelmas goose, if she couldn’t dress a fat Frenchwoman. This lady
-confided to the fiddler that she thought Miss Pynsent exceedingly
-_comme il faut—dans le genre anglais;_ and neither Amanda nor Hyacinth
-had ever passed an evening of such splendour. It took its place, in the
-boy’s recollection, beside the visit, years before, to Mr Vetch’s
-theatre. He drank in the conversation which passed between that
-gentleman and M. Poupin. M. Poupin showed him his bindings, the most
-precious trophies of his skill, and it seemed to Hyacinth that on the
-spot he was initiated into a fascinating mystery. He handled the books
-for half an hour; Anastasius Vetch watched him, without giving any
-particular sign. When, therefore, presently, Miss Pynsent consulted her
-friend for the twentieth time on the subject of Hyacinth’s ‘career’—she
-spoke as if she were hesitating between the diplomatic service, the
-army and the church—the fiddler replied with promptitude, “Make him, if
-you can, what the Frenchman is.” At the mention of a handicraft poor
-Pinnie always looked very solemn, yet when Mr Vetch asked her if she
-were prepared to send the boy to one of the universities, or to pay the
-premium required for his being articled to a solicitor, or to make
-favour, on his behalf, with a bank-director or a mighty merchant, or,
-yet again, to provide him with a comfortable home while he should woo
-the muse and await the laurels of literature—when, I say, he put the
-case before her with this cynical, ironical lucidity, she only sighed
-and said that all the money she had ever saved was ninety pounds,
-which, as he knew perfectly well, it would cost her his acquaintance
-for evermore to take out of the bank. The fiddler had, in fact,
-declared to her in a manner not to be mistaken that if she should
-divest herself, on the boy’s account, of this sole nest-egg of her old
-age, he would wash his hands of her and her affairs. Her standard of
-success for Hyacinth was vague, save on one point, as regards which she
-was passionately, fiercely firm; she was perfectly determined he should
-never go into a small shop. She would rather see him a bricklayer or a
-costermonger than dedicated to a retail business, tying up candles at a
-grocer’s, or giving change for a shilling across a counter. She would
-rather, she declared on one occasion, see him articled to a shoemaker
-or a tailor.
-
-A stationer in a neighbouring street had affixed to his window a
-written notice that he was in want of a smart errand-boy, and Pinnie,
-on hearing of it, had presented Hyacinth to his consideration. The
-stationer was a dreadful bullying man, with a patch over his eye, who
-seemed to think the boy would be richly remunerated with three
-shillings a week; a contemptible measure, as it seemed to the
-dressmaker, of his rare abilities and acquirements. His schooling had
-been desultory, precarious, and had had a certain continuity mainly in
-his early years, while he was under the care of an old lady who
-combined with the functions of pew-opener at a neighbouring church the
-manipulation, in the Place itself, where she resided with her sister, a
-monthly nurse, of such pupils as could be spared (in their families)
-from the more urgent exercise of holding the baby and fetching the
-beer. Later, for a twelvemonth, Pinnie had paid five shillings a week
-for him at an ‘Academy’ in a genteel part of Islington, where there was
-an ‘instructor in the foreign languages’, a platform for oratory, and a
-high social standard, but where Hyacinth suffered from the fact that
-almost all his mates were the sons of dealers in edible
-articles—pastry-cooks, grocers and fishmongers—and in this capacity
-subjected him to pangs and ignominious contrasts by bringing to school,
-for their exclusive consumption, or for exchange and barter, various
-buns, oranges, spices, and marine animals, which the boy, with his
-hands in his empty pockets and the sense of a savourless home in his
-heart, was obliged to see devoured without his participation. Miss
-Pynsent would not have pretended that he was highly educated, in the
-technical sense of the word, but she believed that at fifteen he had
-read almost every book in the world. The limits of his reading were, in
-fact, only the limits of his opportunity. Mr Vetch, who talked with him
-more and more as he grew older, knew this, and lent him every volume he
-possessed or could pick up for the purpose. Reading was his happiness,
-and the absence of any direct contact with a library his principal
-source of discontent; that is, of that part of his discontent which he
-could speak out. Mr Vetch knew that he was really clever, and therefore
-thought it a woful pity that he could not have furtherance in some
-liberal walk; but he would have thought it a greater pity still that so
-bright a lad should be condemned to measure tape or cut slices of
-cheese. He himself had no influence which he could bring into play, no
-connection with the great world of capital or the market of labour.
-That is, he touched these mighty institutions at but one very small
-point—a point which, such as it was, he kept well in mind.
-
-When Pinnie replied to the stationer round the corner, after he had
-mentioned the ‘terms’ on which he was prepared to receive applications
-from errand-boys, that, thank heaven, she hadn’t sunk so low as that—so
-low as to sell her darling into slavery for three shillings a week—he
-felt that she only gave more florid expression to his own sentiment. Of
-course, if Hyacinth did not begin by carrying parcels he could not hope
-to be promoted, through the more refined nimbleness of tying them up,
-to a position as accountant or bookkeeper; but both the fiddler and his
-friend—Miss Pynsent, indeed, only in the last resort—resigned
-themselves to the forfeiture of this prospect. Mr Vetch saw clearly
-that a charming handicraft was a finer thing than a vulgar ‘business’,
-and one day, after his acquaintance with Eustache Poupin had gone a
-considerable length, he inquired of the Frenchman whether there would
-be a chance of the lad’s obtaining a footing, under his own wing, in Mr
-Crookenden’s workshop. There could be no better place for him to
-acquire a knowledge of the most delightful of the mechanical arts; and
-to be received into such an establishment, and at the instance of such
-an artist, would be a real start in life. M. Poupin meditated, and that
-evening confided his meditations to the companion who reduplicated all
-his thoughts and understood him better even than he understood himself.
-The pair had no children, and had felt the defect; moreover, they had
-heard from Mr Vetch the dolorous tale of the boy’s entrance into life.
-He was one of the disinherited, one of the expropriated, one of the
-exceptionally interesting; and, moreover he was one of themselves, a
-child, as it were, of France, an offshoot of the sacred race. It is not
-the most authenticated point in this veracious history, but there is
-strong reason to believe that tears were shed that night, in Lisson
-Grove, over poor little Hyacinth Robinson. In a day or two M. Poupin
-replied to the fiddler that he had now been several years in Mr
-Crookenden’s employ; that during that time he had done work for him
-that he would have had _bien du mal_ to get done by another, and had
-never asked for an indulgence, an allowance, a remission, an
-augmentation. It was time, if only for the dignity of the thing, he
-should ask for something, and he would make their little friend the
-subject of his demand. “_La société lui doit bien cela_,” he remarked
-afterwards, when, Mr Crookenden proving drily hospitable and the
-arrangement being formally complete, Mr Vetch thanked him, in his
-kindly, casual, bashful English way. He was paternal when Hyacinth
-began to occupy a place in the malodorous chambers in Soho; he took him
-in hand, made him a disciple, the recipient of a precious tradition,
-discovered in him a susceptibility to philosophic as well as technic
-truth. He taught him French and socialism, encouraged him to spend his
-evenings in Lisson Grove, invited him to regard Madame Poupin as a
-second, or rather as a third, mother, and in short made a very
-considerable mark on the boy’s mind. He elicited the latent Gallicism
-of his nature, and by the time he was twenty Hyacinth, who had
-completely assimilated his influence, regarded him with a mixture of
-veneration and amusement. M. Poupin was the person who consoled him
-most when he was miserable; and he was very often miserable.
-
-His staying away from his work was so rare that, in the afternoon,
-before he went home, Hyacinth walked to Lisson Grove to see what ailed
-him. He found his friend in bed, with a plaster on his chest, and
-Madame Poupin making _tisane_ over the fire. The Frenchman took his
-indisposition solemnly but resignedly, like a man who believed that all
-illness was owing to the imperfect organisation of society, and lay
-covered up to his chin, with a red cotton handkerchief bound round his
-head. Near his bed sat a visitor, a young man unknown to Hyacinth.
-Hyacinth, naturally, had never been to Paris, but he always supposed
-that the _intérieur_ of his friends in Lisson Grove gave rather a vivid
-idea of that city. The two small rooms which constituted their
-establishment contained a great many mirrors, as well as little
-portraits (old-fashioned prints) of revolutionary heroes. The
-chimney-piece, in the bedroom, was muffled in some red drapery, which
-appeared to Hyacinth extraordinarily magnificent; the principal
-ornament of the salon was a group of small and highly-decorated cups,
-on a tray, accompanied by gilt bottles and glasses, the latter still
-more diminutive—the whole intended for black coffee and liqueurs. There
-was no carpet on the floor, but rugs and mats, of various shapes and
-sizes, disposed themselves at the feet of the chairs and sofas; and in
-the sitting-room, where there was a wonderful gilt clock, of the
-Empire, surmounted with a ‘subject’ representing Virtue receiving a
-crown of laurel from the hands of Faith, Madame Poupin, with the aid of
-a tiny stove, a handful of charcoal, and two or three saucepans,
-carried on a triumphant _cuisine_. In the windows were curtains of
-white muslin, much fluted and frilled, and tied with pink ribbon.
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-
-“I am suffering extremely, but we must all suffer, so long as the
-social question is so abominably, so iniquitously neglected,” Poupin
-remarked, speaking French and rolling toward Hyacinth his salient,
-excited-looking eyes, which always had the same proclaiming,
-challenging expression, whatever his occupation or his topic. Hyacinth
-had seated himself near his friend’s pillow, opposite the strange young
-man, who had been accommodated with a chair at the foot of the bed.
-
-“Ah, yes; with their filthy politics the situation of the _pauvre
-monde_ is the last thing they ever think of!” his wife exclaimed, from
-the fire. “There are times when I ask myself how long it will go on.”
-
-“It will go on till the measure of their imbecility, their infamy, is
-full. It will go on till the day of justice, till the reintegration of
-the despoiled and disinherited, is ushered in with an irresistible
-force.”
-
-“Oh, we always see things go on; we never see them change,” said Madame
-Poupin, making a very cheerful clatter with a big spoon in a saucepan.
-
-“We may not see it, but _they’ll_ see it,” her husband rejoined. “But
-what do I say, my children? I do see it,” he pursued. “It’s before my
-eyes, in its luminous reality, especially as I lie here—the
-revendication, the rehabilitation, the rectification.”
-
-Hyacinth ceased to pay attention, not because he had a differing
-opinion about what M. Poupin called the _avènement_ of the
-disinherited, but, on the contrary, precisely on account of his
-familiarity with that prospect. It was the constant theme of his French
-friends, whom he had long since perceived to be in a state of chronic
-spiritual inflammation. For them the social question was always in
-order, the political question always abhorrent, the disinherited always
-present. He wondered at their zeal, their continuity, their vivacity,
-their incorruptibility; at the abundant supply of conviction and
-prophecy which they always had on hand. He believed that at bottom he
-was sorer than they, yet he had deviations and lapses, moments when the
-social question bored him and he forgot not only his own wrongs, which
-would have been pardonable, but those of the people at large, of his
-brothers and sisters in misery. They, however, were perpetually in the
-breach, and perpetually consistent with themselves and, what is more,
-with each other. Hyacinth had heard that the institution of marriage in
-France was rather lightly considered, but he was struck with the
-closeness and intimacy of the union in Lisson Grove, the passionate
-identity of interest: especially on the day when M. Poupin informed
-him, in a moment of extreme but not indiscreet expansion, that the lady
-was his wife only in a spiritual, transcendental sense. There were
-hypocritical concessions and debasing superstitions of which this
-exalted pair wholly disapproved. Hyacinth knew their vocabulary by
-heart, and could have said everything, in the same words, that on any
-given occasion M. Poupin was likely to say. He knew that ‘they’, in
-their phraseology, was a comprehensive allusion to every one in the
-world but the people—though who, exactly, in their length and breadth,
-the people were was less definitely established. He himself was of this
-sacred body, for which the future was to have such compensations; and
-so, of course, were the Frenchman and his consort, and so was Pinnie,
-and so were most of the inhabitants of Lomax Place and the workmen in
-old Crookenden’s shop. But was old Crookenden himself, who wore an
-apron rather dirtier than the rest of them and was a master-hand at
-‘forwarding’, but who, on the other side, was the occupant of a villa
-almost detached, in Putney, with a wife known to have secret
-aspirations toward a page in buttons? Above all, was Mr Vetch, who
-earned a weekly wage, and not a large one, with his fiddle, but who had
-mysterious affinities of another sort, reminiscences of a phase in
-which he smoked cigars, had a hat-box and used cabs—besides visiting
-Boulogne? Anastasius Vetch had interfered in his life, atrociously, in
-a terrible crisis; but Hyacinth, who strove to cultivate justice in his
-own conduct, believed he had acted conscientiously and tried to esteem
-him, the more so as the fiddler evidently felt that he had something to
-make up to him and had treated him with marked benevolence for years.
-He believed, in short, that Mr Vetch took a sincere interest in him,
-and if he should meddle again would meddle in a different way: he used
-to see him sometimes looking at him with the kindest eyes. It would
-make a difference, therefore, whether he were of the people or not,
-inasmuch as in the day of the great revenge it would only be the people
-who should be saved. It was for the people the world was made: whoever
-was not of them was against them; and all others were cumberers,
-usurpers, exploiters, _accapareurs_, as M. Poupin used to say. Hyacinth
-had once put the question directly to Mr Vetch, who looked at him a
-while through the fumes of his eternal pipe and then said, “Do you
-think I’m an aristocrat?”
-
-“I didn’t know but you were a _bourgeois_,” the young man answered.
-
-“No, I’m neither. I’m a Bohemian.”
-
-“With your evening dress, every night?”
-
-“My dear boy,” said the fiddler, “those are the most confirmed.”
-
-Hyacinth was only half satisfied with this, for it was by no means
-definite to him that Bohemians were also to be saved; if he could be
-sure, perhaps he would become one himself. Yet he never suspected Mr
-Vetch of being a ‘spy’, though Eustache Poupin had told him that there
-were a great many who looked a good deal like that: not, of course,
-with any purpose of incriminating the fiddler, whom he had trusted from
-the first and continued to trust. The middle-class spy became a very
-familiar type to Hyacinth, and though he had never caught one of the
-infamous brotherhood in the act, there were plenty of persons to whom,
-on the very face of the matter, he had no hesitation in attributing the
-character. There was nothing of the Bohemian, at any rate, about the
-Poupins, whom Hyacinth had now known long enough not to be surprised at
-the way they combined the socialistic passion, a red-hot impatience for
-the general rectification, with an extraordinary decency of life and a
-worship of proper work. The Frenchman spoke, habitually, as if the
-great swindle practised upon the people were too impudent to be endured
-a moment longer, and yet he found patience for the most exquisite
-‘tooling’, and took a book in hand with the deliberation of one who
-should believe that everything was immutably constituted. Hyacinth knew
-what he thought of priests and theologies, but he had the religion of
-conscientious craftsmanship, and he reduced the boy, on his side, to a
-kind of prostration before his delicate, wonder-working fingers. “What
-will you have? _J’ai la main parisienne_,” M. Poupin would reply
-modestly, when Hyacinth’s admiration broke out; and he was good enough,
-after he had seen a few specimens of what our hero could do, to inform
-him that _he_ had the same happy conformation. “There is no reason why
-you shouldn’t be a good workman, _il n’y a que ça;_” and his own life
-was practically governed by this conviction. He delighted in the use of
-his hands and his tools and the exercise of his taste, which was
-faultless, and Hyacinth could easily imagine how it must torment him to
-spend a day on his back. He ended by perceiving, however, that
-consolation was, on this occasion, in some degree conveyed by the
-presence of the young man who sat at the foot of the bed, and with whom
-M. Poupin exhibited such signs of acquaintance as to make our hero
-wonder why he had not seen him before, nor even heard of him.
-
-“What do you mean by an irresistible force?” the young man inquired,
-leaning back in his chair, with raised arms and his interlocked hands
-behind him, supporting his head. M. Poupin had spoken French, which he
-always preferred to do, the insular tongue being an immense tribulation
-to him; but his visitor spoke English, and Hyacinth immediately
-perceived that there was nothing French about _him_—M. Poupin could
-never tell him he had _la main parisienne_.
-
-“I mean a force that will make the bourgeois go down into their cellars
-and hide, pale with fear, behind their barrels of wine and their heaps
-of gold!” cried M. Poupin, rolling terrible eyes.
-
-“And in this country, I hope in their coal-bins. _Là-là_, we shall find
-them even there,” his wife remarked.
-
-“’89 was an irresistible force,” said M. Poupin. “I believe you would
-have thought so if you had been there.”
-
-“And so was the entrance of the Versaillais, which sent you over here,
-ten years ago,” the young man rejoined. He saw that Hyacinth was
-watching him, and he met his eyes, smiling a little, in a way that
-added to our hero’s interest.
-
-“_Pardon, pardon_, I resist!” cried Eustache Poupin, glaring, in his
-improvised nightcap, out of his sheets; and Madame repeated that they
-resisted—she believed well that they resisted! The young man burst out
-laughing; whereupon his host declared, with a dignity which even his
-recumbent position did not abate, that it was really frivolous of him
-to ask such questions as that, knowing as he did—what he did know.
-
-“Yes, I know—I know,” said the young man, good-naturedly, lowering his
-arms and thrusting his hands into his pockets, while he stretched his
-long legs a little. “But everything is yet to be tried.”
-
-“Oh, the trial will be on a great scale—_soyez tranquille!_ It will be
-one of those experiments that constitute a proof.”
-
-Hyacinth wondered what they were talking about, and perceived that it
-must be something important, for the stranger was not a man who would
-take an interest in anything else. Hyacinth was immensely struck with
-him—he could see that he was remarkable—and felt slightly aggrieved
-that he should be a stranger: that is, that he should be, apparently, a
-familiar of Lisson Grove and yet that M. Poupin should not have thought
-his young friend from Lomax Place worthy, up to this time, to be made
-acquainted with him. I know not to what degree the visitor in the other
-chair discovered these reflections in Hyacinth’s face, but after a
-moment, looking across at him, he said in a friendly yet just slightly
-diffident way, a way our hero liked, “And do you know, too?”
-
-“Do I know what?” asked Hyacinth, wondering.
-
-“Oh, if you did, you would!” the young man exclaimed, laughing again.
-Such a rejoinder, from any one else, would have irritated our sensitive
-hero, but it only made Hyacinth more curious about his interlocutor,
-whose laugh was loud and extraordinarily gay.
-
-“_Mon ami_, you ought to present _ces messieurs_,” Madame Poupin
-remarked.
-
-“_Ah ça_, is that the way you trifle with state secrets?” her husband
-cried out, without heeding her. Then he went on, in a different tone: “
-M. Hyacinthe is a gifted child, _un enfant très-doué_, in whom I take a
-tender interest—a child who has an account to settle. Oh, a thumping
-big one! Isn’t it so, _mon petit?_”
-
-This was very well meant, but it made Hyacinth blush, and, without
-knowing exactly what to say, he murmured shyly, “Oh, I only want them
-to let me alone!”
-
-“He is very young,” said Eustache Poupin.
-
-“He is the person we have seen in this country whom we like the best,”
-his wife added.
-
-“Perhaps you are French,” suggested the strange young man.
-
-The trio seemed to Hyacinth to be waiting for his answer to this; it
-was as if a listening stillness had fallen upon them. He found it a
-difficult moment, partly because there was something exciting and
-embarrassing in the attention of the other visitor, and partly because
-he had never yet had to decide that important question. He didn’t
-really know whether he were French or English, or which of the two he
-should prefer to be. His mother’s blood, her suffering in an alien
-land, the unspeakable, irremediable misery that consumed her, in a
-place, among a people, she must have execrated—all this made him
-French; yet he was conscious at the same time of qualities that did not
-mix with it. He had evolved, long ago, a legend about his mother, built
-it up slowly, adding piece to piece, in passionate musings and
-broodings, when his cheeks burned and his eyes filled; but there were
-times when it wavered and faded, when it ceased to console him and he
-ceased to trust it. He had had a father too, and his father had
-suffered as well, and had fallen under a blow, and had paid with his
-life; and him also he felt in his mind and his body, when the effort to
-think it out did not simply end in darkness and confusion, challenging
-still even while they baffled, and inevitable freezing horror. At any
-rate, he seemed rooted in the place where his wretched parents had
-expiated, and he knew nothing about any other. Moreover, when old
-Poupin said, ‘M. Hyacinthe’, as he had often done before, he didn’t
-altogether enjoy it; he thought it made his name, which he liked well
-enough in English, sound like the name of a hairdresser. Our young
-friend was under a cloud and a stigma, but he was not yet prepared to
-admit that he was ridiculous. “Oh, I dare say I ain’t anything,” he
-replied in a moment.
-
-“_En v’là des bêtises!_” cried Madame Poupin. “Do you mean to say you
-are not as good as any one in the world? I should like to see!”
-
-“We all have an account to settle, don’t you know?” said the strange
-young man.
-
-He evidently meant this to be encouraging to Hyacinth, whose quick
-desire to avert M. Poupin’s allusions had not been lost upon him; but
-our hero could see that he himself would be sure to be one of the first
-to be paid. He would make society bankrupt, but he would be paid. He
-was tall and fair and good-natured looking, but you couldn’t tell—or at
-least Hyacinth couldn’t—whether he were handsome or ugly, with his
-large head and square forehead, his thick, straight hair, his heavy
-mouth and rather vulgar nose, his admirably clear, bright eye,
-light-coloured and set very deep; for though there was a want of
-fineness in some of its parts, his face had a marked expression of
-intelligence and resolution, and denoted a kind of joyous moral health.
-He was dressed like a workman in his Sunday toggery, having evidently
-put on his best to call in Lisson Grove, where he was to meet a lady,
-and wearing in particular a necktie which was both cheap and
-pretentious, and of which Hyacinth, who noticed everything of that
-kind, observed the crude, false blue. He had very big shoes—the shoes,
-almost, of a country labourer—and spoke with a provincial accent, which
-Hyacinth believed to be that of Lancashire. This didn’t suggest
-cleverness, but it didn’t prevent Hyacinth from perceiving that he was
-the reverse of stupid; that he probably, indeed, had a tremendous head.
-Our little hero had a great desire to know superior people, and he
-interested himself on the spot in this strong, humorous fellow, who had
-the complexion of a ploughboy and the glance of a commander-in-chief
-and who might have been (Hyacinth thought) a distinguished young
-_savant_ in the disguise of an artisan. The disguise would have been
-very complete, for he had several brown stains on his fingers.
-Hyacinth’s curiosity, on this occasion, was both excited and gratified;
-for after two or three allusions, which he didn’t understand, had been
-made to a certain place where Poupin and the stranger had met and
-expected to meet again, Madame Poupin exclaimed that it was a shame not
-to take in M. Hyacinthe, who, she would answer for it, had in him the
-making of one of the pure.
-
-“All in good time, in good time, _ma bonne_,” the invalid replied. “M.
-Hyacinthe knows that I count upon him, whether or no I make him an
-_interne_ to-day or wait a while longer.”
-
-“What do you mean by an _interne?_” Hyacinth asked.
-
-“_Mon Dieu_, what shall I say!” and Eustache Poupin stared at him
-solemnly, from his pillow. “You are very sympathetic, but I am afraid
-you are too young.”
-
-“One is never too young to contribute one’s _obole_,” said Madame
-Poupin.
-
-“Can you keep a secret?” asked the other visitor, smilingly.
-
-“Is it a plot—a conspiracy?” Hyacinth broke out.
-
-“He asks that as if he were asking if it’s a plum-pudding,” said M.
-Poupin. “It isn’t good to eat, and we don’t do it for our amusement.
-It’s terribly serious, my child.”
-
-“It’s a kind of society, to which he and I and a good many others
-belong. There is no harm in telling him that,” the young man went on.
-
-“I advise you not to tell it to Mademoiselle; she is quite in the old
-ideas,” Madame Poupin suggested to Hyacinth, tasting her _tisane_.
-
-Hyacinth sat baffled and wondering, looking from his fellow-labourer in
-Soho to his new acquaintance opposite. “If you have some plan,
-something to which one can give one’s self, I think you might have told
-me,” he remarked, in a moment, to Poupin.
-
-The latter merely gazed at him a while; then he said to the strange
-young man, “He is a little jealous of you. But there is no harm in
-that; it’s of his age. You must know him, you must like him. We will
-tell you his history some other day; it will make you feel that he
-belongs to us in fact. It is an accident that he hasn’t met you here
-before.”
-
-“How could _ces messieurs_ have met, when M. Paul never comes? He
-doesn’t spoil us!” Madame Poupin cried.
-
-“Well, you see I have my little sister at home to take care of, when I
-ain’t at the shop,” M. Paul explained. “This afternoon it was just a
-chance; there was a lady we know came in to sit with her.”
-
-“A lady—a real lady?”
-
-“Oh yes, every inch,” said M. Paul, laughing.
-
-“Do you like them to thrust themselves into your apartment like that,
-because you have the _désagrément_ of being poor? It seems to be the
-custom in this country, but it wouldn’t suit me at all,” Madame Poupin
-continued. “I should like to see one of _ces dames_—the real
-ones—coming in to sit with me!”
-
-“Oh, you are not a cripple; you have got the use of your legs!”
-
-“Yes, and of my arms!” cried the Frenchwoman.
-
-“This lady looks after several others in our court, and she reads to my
-sister.”
-
-“Oh, well, you are patient, you English.”
-
-“We shall never do anything without that,” said M. Paul, with
-undisturbed good-humour.
-
-“You are perfectly right; you can’t say that too often. It will be a
-tremendous job, and only the strong will prevail,” his host murmured, a
-little wearily, turning his eyes to Madame Poupin, who approached
-slowly, holding the _tisane_ in a rather full bowl, and tasting it
-again and yet again as she came.
-
-Hyacinth had been watching his fellow-visitor with deepening interest;
-a fact of which M. Paul apparently became aware, for he said,
-presently, giving a little nod in the direction of the bed, “He says we
-ought to know each other. I’m sure I have nothing against it. I like to
-know folk, when they’re worth it!”
-
-Hyacinth was too pleased with this even to take it up; it seemed to
-him, for a moment, that he couldn’t touch it gracefully enough. But he
-said, with sufficient eagerness, “Will you tell me all about your
-plot?”
-
-“Oh, it’s no plot. I don’t think I care much for plots.” And with his
-mild, steady, light-blue English eye, M. Paul certainly had not much
-the appearance of a conspirator.
-
-“Isn’t it a new era?” asked Hyacinth, rather disappointed.
-
-“Well, I don’t know; it’s just a little movement.”
-
-“_Ah bien, voilà du propre;_ between us we have thrown him into a
-fever!” cried Madame Poupin, who had put down her bowl on a table near
-her husband’s bed and was bending over him, with her hand on his
-forehead. Eustache was flushed, he had closed his eyes, and it was
-evident there had been more than enough conversation. Madame Poupin
-announced as much, with the addition that if the young men wished to
-make acquaintance they must do it outside; the invalid must be
-perfectly quiet. They accordingly withdrew, with apologies and promises
-to return for further news on the morrow, and two minutes afterward
-Hyacinth found himself standing face to face with his new friend on the
-pavement in front of M. Poupin’s residence, under a street-lamp which
-struggled ineffectually with the brown winter dusk.
-
-“Is that your name—M. Paul?” he asked, looking up at him.
-
-“Oh, bless you, no; that’s only her Frenchified way of putting it. My
-name _is_ Paul, though—Paul Muniment.”
-
-“And what’s your trade?” Hyacinth demanded, with a jump into
-familiarity; for his companion seemed to have told him a great deal
-more than was usually conveyed in that item of information.
-
-Paul Muniment looked down at him from above broad shoulders. “I work at
-a wholesale chemist’s, at Lambeth.”
-
-“And where do you live?”
-
-“I live over the water, too; in the far south of London.”
-
-“And are you going home now?”
-
-“Oh yes, I am going to toddle.”
-
-“And may I toddle with you?”
-
-Mr Muniment considered him further; then he gave a laugh. “I’ll carry
-you, if you like.”
-
-“Thank you; I expect I can walk as far as you,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“Well, I admire your spirit, and I dare say I shall like your company.”
-
-There was something in his face, taken in connection with the idea that
-he was concerned in a little movement, which made Hyacinth feel the
-desire to go with him till he dropped; and in a moment they started
-away together and took the direction Muniment had mentioned. They
-discoursed as they went, and exchanged a great many opinions and
-anecdotes; but they reached the south-westerly court in which the young
-chemist lived with his infirm sister before he had told Hyacinth
-anything definite about his little movement, or Hyacinth, on his side,
-had related to him the circumstances connected with his being,
-according to M. Poupin, one of the disinherited. Hyacinth didn’t wish
-to press him; he would not for the world have appeared to him
-indiscreet; and, moreover, though he had taken so great a fancy to
-Muniment, he was not quite prepared, as yet, to be pressed. Therefore
-it did not become very clear to him how his companion had made Poupin’s
-acquaintance and how long he had enjoyed it. Paul Muniment nevertheless
-was to a certain extent communicative about himself, and forewarned
-Hyacinth that he lived in a very poor little corner. He had his sister
-to keep—she could do nothing for herself; and he paid a low rent
-because she had to have doctors, and doses, and all sorts of little
-comforts. He spent a shilling a week for her on flowers. It was better,
-too, when you got upstairs, and from the back windows you could see the
-dome of St Paul’s. Audley Court, with its pretty name, which reminded
-Hyacinth of Tennyson, proved to be a still dingier nook than Lomax
-Place; and it had the further drawback that you had to pass through a
-narrow alley, a passage between high, black walls, to enter it. At the
-door of one of the houses the young men paused, lingering a little, and
-then Muniment said, “I say, why shouldn’t you come up? I like you well
-enough for that, and you can see my sister; her name is Rosy.” He spoke
-as if this would be a great privilege, and added, humorously, that Rosy
-enjoyed a call from a gentleman, of all things. Hyacinth needed no
-urging, and he groped his way, at his companion’s heels, up a dark
-staircase, which appeared to him—for they stopped only when they could
-go no further—the longest and steepest he had ever ascended. At the top
-Paul Muniment pushed open a door, but exclaimed, “Hullo, have you gone
-to roost?” on perceiving that the room on the threshold of which they
-stood was unlighted.
-
-“Oh, dear, no; we are sitting in the dark,” a small, bright voice
-instantly replied. “Lady Aurora is so kind; she’s here still.”
-
-The voice came out of a corner so pervaded by gloom that the speaker
-was indistinguishable. “Dear me, that’s beautiful!” Paul Muniment
-rejoined. “You’ll have a party, then, for I have brought some one else.
-We are poor, you know, but I dare say we can manage a candle.”
-
-At this, in the dim firelight, Hyacinth saw a tall figure erect
-itself—a figure angular and slim, crowned with a large, vague hat,
-surmounted, apparently, with a flowing veil. This unknown person gave a
-singular laugh, and said, “Oh, I brought some candles; we could have
-had a light if we had wished it.” Both the tone and the purport of the
-words announced to Hyacinth that they proceeded from the lips of Lady
-Aurora.
-
-
-
-
-VIII
-
-
-Paul Muniment took a match out of his pocket and lighted it on the sole
-of his shoe; after which he applied it to a tallow candle which stood
-in a tin receptacle on the low mantel-shelf. This enabled Hyacinth to
-perceive a narrow bed in a corner, and a small figure stretched upon
-it—a figure revealed to him mainly by the bright fixedness of a pair of
-large eyes, of which the whites were sharply contrasted with the dark
-pupil, and which gazed at him across a counterpane of gaudy patchwork.
-The brown room seemed crowded with heterogeneous objects, and had,
-moreover, for Hyacinth, thanks to a multitude of small prints, both
-plain and coloured, fastened all over the walls, a highly-decorated
-appearance. The little person in the corner had the air of having gone
-to bed in a picture-gallery, and as soon as Hyacinth became aware of
-this his impression deepened that Paul Muniment and his sister were
-very remarkable people. Lady Aurora hovered before him with a kind of
-drooping erectness, laughing a good deal, vaguely and shyly, as if
-there were something rather awkward in her being found still on the
-premises. “Rosy, girl, I’ve brought you a visitor,” Paul Muniment said.
-“This young man has walked all the way from Lisson Grove to make your
-acquaintance.” Rosy continued to look at Hyacinth from over her
-counterpane, and he felt slightly embarrassed, for he had never yet
-been presented to a young lady in her position. “You mustn’t mind her
-being in bed—she’s always in bed,” her brother went on. “She’s in bed
-just the same as a little trout is in the water.”
-
-“Dear me, if I didn’t receive company because I was in bed, there
-wouldn’t be much use, would there, Lady Aurora?”
-
-Rosy made this inquiry in a light, gay tone, darting her brilliant eyes
-at her companion, who replied instantly, with still greater hilarity,
-and in a voice which struck Hyacinth as strange and affected, “Oh,
-dear, no, it seems quite the natural place!” Then she added, “And it’s
-such a pretty bed, such a comfortable bed!”
-
-“Indeed it is, when your ladyship makes it up,” said Rosy; while
-Hyacinth wondered at this strange phenomenon of a peer’s daughter (for
-he knew she must be that) performing the functions of a housemaid.
-
-“I say, now, you haven’t been doing that again to-day?” Muniment asked,
-punching the mattress of the invalid with a vigorous hand.
-
-“Pray, who would, if I didn’t?” Lady Aurora inquired. “It only takes a
-minute, if one knows how.” Her manner was jocosely apologetic, and she
-seemed to plead guilty to having been absurd; in the dim light Hyacinth
-thought he saw her blush, as if she were much embarrassed. In spite of
-her blushing, her appearance and manner suggested to him a personage in
-a comedy. She sounded the letter _r_ peculiarly.
-
-“I can do it, beautifully. I often do it, when Mrs Major doesn’t come
-up,” Paul Muniment said, continuing to thump his sister’s couch in an
-appreciative but somewhat subversive manner.
-
-“Oh, I have no doubt whatever!” Lady Aurora exclaimed, quickly. “Mrs
-Major must have so very much to do.”
-
-“Not in the making-up of beds, I’m afraid; there are only two or three,
-down there, for so many,” Paul Muniment remarked loudly, and with a
-kind of incongruous cheerfulness.
-
-“Yes, I have thought a great deal about that. But there wouldn’t be
-room for more, you know,” said Lady Aurora, this time in a very serious
-tone.
-
-“There’s not much room for a family of that sort anywhere—thirteen
-people of all ages and sizes,” the young man rejoined. “The world’s
-pretty big, but there doesn’t seem room.”
-
-“We are also thirteen at home;” said Lady Aurora, laughing again. “We
-are also rather crowded.”
-
-“Surely you don’t mean at Inglefield?” Rosy inquired eagerly, in her
-dusky nook.
-
-“I don’t know about Inglefield. I am so much in town.” Hyacinth could
-see that Inglefield was a subject she wished to turn off, and to do so
-she added, “We too are of all ages and sizes.”
-
-“Well, it’s fortunate you are not all _your_ size!” Paul Muniment
-exclaimed, with a freedom at which Hyacinth was rather shocked, and
-which led him to suspect that, though his new friend was a very fine
-fellow, a delicate tact was not his main characteristic. Later he
-explained this by the fact that he was rural and provincial, and had
-not had, like himself, the benefit of metropolitan culture; and later
-still he asked himself what, after all, such a character as that had to
-do with tact or with compliments, and why its work in the world was not
-most properly performed by the simple exercise of a rude, manly
-strength.
-
-At this familiar allusion to her stature Lady Aurora turned hither and
-thither, a little confusedly; Hyacinth saw her high, lean figure sway
-to and fro in the dim little room. Her commotion carried her to the
-door, and with ejaculations of which it was difficult to guess the
-meaning she was about to depart, when Rosy detained her, having
-evidently much more social art than Paul. “Don’t you see it’s only
-because her ladyship is standing up that she’s so, you gawk? We are not
-thirteen, at any rate, and we have got all the furniture we want, so
-that there’s a chair for every one. Do be seated again, Lady Aurora,
-and help me to entertain this gentleman. I don’t know your name, sir;
-perhaps my brother will mention it when he has collected his wits. I am
-very glad to see you, though I don’t see you very well. Why shouldn’t
-we light one of her ladyship’s candles? It’s very different to that
-common thing.”
-
-Hyacinth thought Miss Muniment very charming: he had begun to make her
-out better by this time, and he watched her little wan, pointed face,
-framed, on the pillow, by thick black hair. She was a diminutive dark
-person, pale and wasted with a lifelong infirmity; Hyacinth thought her
-manner denoted high cleverness—he judged it impossible to tell her age.
-Lady Aurora said she ought to have gone, long since; but she seated
-herself, nevertheless, on the chair that Paul pushed towards her.
-
-“Here’s a go!” this young man exclaimed. “You told me your name, but
-I’ve clean forgotten it.” Then, when Paul had announced it again, he
-said to his sister, “That won’t tell you much; there are bushels of
-Robinsons in the north. But you’ll like him; he’s a very smart little
-fellow; I met him at the Poupins.” ‘Puppin’ would represent the sound
-by which he designated the French bookbinder, and that was the name by
-which Hyacinth always heard him called at Mr Crookenden’s. Hyacinth
-knew how much nearer to the right thing he himself came.
-
-“Your name, like mine, represents a flower,” said the little woman in
-the bed. “Mine is Rose Muniment, and her ladyship’s is Aurora Langrish.
-That means the morning, or the dawn; it’s the most beautiful of all,
-don’t you think so?” Rose Muniment addressed this inquiry to Hyacinth,
-while Lady Aurora gazed at her shyly and mutely, as if she admired her
-manner, her self-possession and flow of conversation. Her brother
-lighted one of the visitor’s candles, and the girl went on, without
-waiting for Hyacinth’s response: “Isn’t it right that she should be
-called the dawn, when she brings light where she goes? The Puppins are
-the charming foreigners I have told you about,” she explained to her
-friend.
-
-“Oh, it’s so pleasant knowing a few foreigners!” Lady Aurora exclaimed,
-with a spasm of expression. “They are often so very fresh.”
-
-“Mr Robinson’s a sort of foreigner, and he’s very fresh,” said Paul
-Muniment. “He meets Mr Puppin quite on his own ground. If I had his
-command of the lingo it would give me a lift.”
-
-“I’m sure I should be very happy to help you with your French. I feel
-the advantage of knowing it,” Hyacinth remarked, finely, and became
-conscious that his declaration drew the attention of Lady Aurora
-towards him; so that he wondered what he could go on to say, to keep at
-that level. This was the first time he had encountered, socially, a
-member of that aristocracy to which he had now for a good while known
-it was Miss Pynsent’s theory that he belonged; and the occasion was
-interesting, in spite of the lady’s appearing to have so few of the
-qualities of her caste. She was about thirty years of age; her nose was
-large and, in spite of the sudden retreat of her chin, her face was
-long and lean. She had the manner of extreme near-sightedness; her
-front teeth projected from her upper gums, which she revealed when she
-smiled, and her fair hair, in tangled, silky skeins (Rose Muniment
-thought it too lovely), drooped over her pink cheeks. Her clothes
-looked as if she had worn them a good deal in the rain, and the note of
-a certain disrepair in her apparel was given by a hole in one of her
-black gloves, through which a white finger gleamed. She was plain and
-diffident, and she might have been poor; but in the fine grain and
-sloping, shrinking slimness of her whole person, the delicacy of her
-curious features, and a kind of cultivated quality in her sweet, vague,
-civil expression, there was a suggestion of race, of long transmission,
-of an organism highly evolved. She was not a common woman; she was one
-of the caprices of an aristocracy. Hyacinth did not define her in this
-manner to himself, but he received from her the impression that, though
-she was a simple creature (which he learned later she was not),
-aristocracies were complicated things. Lady Aurora remarked that there
-were many delightful books in French, and Hyacinth rejoined that it was
-a torment to know that (as he did, very well) when you didn’t see your
-way to getting hold of them. This led Lady Aurora to say, after a
-moment’s hesitation, that she had a good lot of her own and that if he
-liked she should be most happy to lend them to him. Hyacinth thanked
-her—thanked her even too much, and felt both the kindness and the
-brilliant promise of the offer (he knew the exasperation of having
-volumes in his hands, for external treatment, which he couldn’t take
-home at night, having tried that system, surreptitiously, during his
-first weeks at Mr Crookenden’s and come very near losing his place in
-consequence), while he wondered how it could be put into
-practice—whether she would expect him to call at her house and wait in
-the hall till the books were sent out to him. Rose Muniment exclaimed
-that that was her ladyship all over—always wanting to make up to people
-for being less fortunate than herself: she would take the shoes off her
-feet for any one that might take a fancy to them. At this the visitor
-declared that she would stop coming to see her, if the girl caught her
-up, that way, for everything; and Rosy, without heeding this
-remonstrance, explained to Hyacinth that she thought it the least she
-could do to give what she had. She was so ashamed of being rich that
-she wondered the lower classes didn’t break into Inglefield and take
-possession of all the treasures in the Italian room. She was a
-tremendous socialist; she was worse than any one—she was worse, even,
-than Paul.
-
-“I wonder if she is worse than me,” Hyacinth said, at a venture, not
-understanding the allusions to Inglefield and the Italian room, which
-Miss Muniment made as if she knew all about these places. After
-Hyacinth knew more of the world he remembered this tone of Muniment’s
-sister (he was to have plenty of observation of it on other occasions)
-as that of a person who was in the habit of visiting the nobility at
-their country-seats; she talked about Inglefield as if she had stayed
-there.
-
-“Hullo, I didn’t know you were so advanced!” exclaimed Paul Muniment,
-who had been sitting silent, sidewise, in a chair that was too narrow
-for him, with his big arm hugging the back. “Have we been entertaining
-an angel unawares?”
-
-Hyacinth seemed to see that he was laughing at him, but he knew the way
-to face that sort of thing was to exaggerate his meaning. “You didn’t
-know I was advanced? Why, I thought that was the principal thing about
-me. I think I go about as far as it is possible to go.”
-
-“I thought the principal thing about you was that you knew French,”
-Paul Muniment said, with an air of derision which showed Hyacinth that
-he wouldn’t put that ridicule upon him unless he liked him, at the same
-time that it revealed to him that he himself had just been posturing a
-little.
-
-“Well, I don’t know it for nothing. I’ll say something very neat and
-sharp to you, if you don’t look out—just the sort of thing they say so
-much in French.”
-
-“Oh, do say something of that kind; we should enjoy it so much!” cried
-Rosy, in perfect good faith, clasping her hands in expectation.
-
-The appeal was embarrassing, but Hyacinth was saved from the
-consequences of it by a remark from Lady Aurora, who quavered out the
-words after two or three false starts, appearing to address him, now
-that she spoke to him directly, with a sort of overdone consideration.
-“I should like so very much to know—it would be so interesting—if you
-don’t mind—how far exactly you do go.” She threw back her head very
-far, and thrust her shoulders forward, and if her chin had been more
-adapted to such a purpose would have appeared to point it at him.
-
-This challenge was hardly less alarming than the other, for Hyacinth
-was far from having ascertained the extent of his advance. He replied,
-however, with an earnestness with which he tried to make up as far as
-possible for his vagueness: “Well, I’m very strong indeed. I think I
-see my way to conclusions, from which even Monsieur and Madame Poupin
-would shrink. Poupin, at any rate; I’m not so sure about his wife.”
-
-“I should like so much to know Madame,” Lady Aurora murmured, as if
-politeness demanded that she should content herself with this answer.
-
-“Oh, Puppin isn’t strong,” said Muniment; “you can easily look over his
-head! He has a sweet assortment of phrases—they are really pretty
-things to hear, some of them; but he hasn’t had a new idea these thirty
-years. It’s the old stock that has been withering in the window. All
-the same, he warms one up; he has got a spark of the sacred fire. The
-principal conclusion that Mr Robinson sees his way to,” he added to
-Lady Aurora, “is that your father ought to have his head chopped off
-and carried on a pike.”
-
-“Ah, yes, the French Revolution.”
-
-“Lord, I don’t know anything about your father, my lady!” Hyacinth
-interposed.
-
-“Didn’t you ever hear of the Earl of Inglefield?” cried Rose Muniment.
-
-“He is one of the best,” said Lady Aurora, as if she were pleading for
-him.
-
-“Very likely, but he is a landlord, and he has an hereditary seat and a
-park of five thousand acres all to himself, while we are bundled
-together into this sort of kennel.” Hyacinth admired the young man’s
-consistency until he saw that he was chaffing; after which he still
-admired the way he mixed up merriment with the tremendous opinions our
-hero was sure he entertained. In his own imagination Hyacinth
-associated bitterness with the revolutionary passion; but the young
-chemist, at the same time that he was planning far ahead, seemed
-capable of turning revolutionists themselves into ridicule, even for
-the entertainment of the revolutionised.
-
-“Well, I have told you often enough that I don’t go with you at all,”
-said Rose Muniment, whose recumbency appeared not in the least to
-interfere with her sense of responsibility. “You’ll make a tremendous
-mistake if you try to turn everything round. There ought to be
-differences, and high and low, and there always will be, true as ever I
-lie here. I think it’s against everything, pulling down them that’s
-above.”
-
-“Everything points to great changes in this country, but if once our
-Rosy’s against them, how can you be sure? That’s the only thing that
-makes me doubt,” her brother went on, looking at her with a placidity
-which showed the habit of indulgence.
-
-“Well, I may be ill, but I ain’t buried, and if I’m content with my
-position—such a position as it is—surely other folk might be with
-theirs. Her ladyship may think I’m as good as her, if she takes that
-notion; but she’ll have a deal to do to make _me_ believe it.”
-
-“I think you are much better than I, and I know very few people so good
-as you,” Lady Aurora remarked, blushing, not for her opinions, but for
-her timidity. It was easy to see that, though she was original, she
-would have liked to be even more original than she was. She was
-conscious, however, that such a declaration might appear rather gross
-to persons who didn’t see exactly how she meant it; so she added, as
-quickly as her hesitating manner permitted, to cover it up, “You know
-there’s one thing you ought to remember, _à propos_ of revolutions and
-changes and all that sort of thing; I just mention it because we were
-talking of some of the dreadful things that were done in France. If
-there were to be a great disturbance in this country—and of course one
-hopes there won’t—it would be my impression that the people would
-behave in a different way altogether.”
-
-“What people do you mean?” Hyacinth allowed himself to inquire.
-
-“Oh, the upper class, the people that have got all the things.”
-
-“We don’t call them the people,” observed Hyacinth, reflecting the next
-instant that his remark was a little primitive.
-
-“I suppose you call them the wretches, the villains!” Rose Muniment
-suggested, laughing merrily.
-
-“All the things, but not all the brains,” her brother said.
-
-“No, indeed, aren’t they stupid?” exclaimed her ladyship. “All the
-same, I don’t think they would go abroad.”
-
-“Go abroad?”
-
-“I mean like the French nobles, who emigrated so much. They would stay
-at home and resist; they would make more of a fight. I think they would
-fight very hard.”
-
-“I’m delighted to hear it, and I’m sure they would win!” cried Rosy.
-
-“They wouldn’t collapse, don’t you know,” Lady Aurora continued. “They
-would struggle till they were beaten.”
-
-“And you think they would be beaten in the end?” Hyacinth asked.
-
-“Oh dear, yes,” she replied, with a familiar brevity at which he was
-greatly surprised. “But of course one hopes it won’t happen.”
-
-“I infer from what you say that they talk it over a good deal among
-themselves, to settle the line they will take,” said Paul Muniment.
-
-But Rosy intruded before Lady Aurora could answer. “I think it’s wicked
-to talk it over, and I’m sure we haven’t any business to talk it over
-here! When her ladyship says that the aristocracy will make a fine
-stand, I like to hear her say it, and I think she speaks in a manner
-that becomes her own position. But there is something else in her tone
-which, if I may be allowed to say so, I think a great mistake. If her
-ladyship expects, in case of the lower classes coming up in that odious
-manner, to be let off easily, for the sake of the concessions she may
-have made in advance, I would just advise her to save herself the
-disappointment and the trouble. They won’t be a bit the wiser, and they
-won’t either know or care. If they are going to trample over their
-betters, it isn’t on account of her having seemed to give up everything
-to us here that they will let _her_ off. They will trample on her just
-the same as on the others, and they’ll say that she has got to pay for
-her title and her grand relations and her fine appearance. Therefore I
-advise her not to waste her good nature in trying to let herself down.
-When you’re up so high as that you’ve got to stay there; and if
-Providence has made you a lady, the best thing you can do is to hold up
-your head. I can promise your ladyship _I_ would!”
-
-The close logic of this speech and the quaint self-possession with
-which the little bedridden speaker delivered it struck Hyacinth as
-amazing, and confirmed his idea that the brother and sister were a most
-extraordinary pair. It had a terrible effect upon poor Lady Aurora, by
-whom so stern a lesson from so humble a quarter had evidently not been
-expected, and who sought refuge from her confusion in a series of
-bewildered laughs, while Paul Muniment, with his humorous density,
-which was deliberate, and clever too, not seeing, or at any rate not
-heeding, that she had been sufficiently snubbed by his sister,
-inflicted a fresh humiliation by saying, “Rosy’s right, my lady. It’s
-no use trying to buy yourself off. You can’t do enough; your sacrifices
-don’t count. You spoil your fun now, and you don’t get it made up to
-you later. To all you people nothing will ever be made up. Enjoy your
-privileges while they last; it may not be for long.”
-
-Lady Aurora listened to him with her eyes on his face; and as they
-rested there Hyacinth scarcely knew what to make of her expression.
-Afterwards he thought he could attach a meaning to it. She got up
-quickly when Muniment had ceased speaking; the movement suggested that
-she had taken offence, and he would have liked to show her that he
-thought she had been rather roughly used. But she gave him no chance,
-not glancing at him for a moment. Then he saw that he was mistaken and
-that, if she had flushed considerably, it was only with the excitement
-of pleasure, the enjoyment of such original talk and of seeing her
-friends at last as free and familiar as she wished them to be. “You are
-the most delightful people—I wish every one could know you!” she broke
-out. “But I must really be going.” She went to the bed, and bent over
-Rosy and kissed her.
-
-“Paul will see you as far as you like on your way home,” this young
-woman remarked.
-
-Lady Aurora protested against this, but Paul, without protesting in
-return, only took up his hat and looked at her, smiling, as if he knew
-his duty; upon which her ladyship said, “Well, you may see me
-downstairs; I forgot it was so dark.”
-
-“You must take her ladyship’s own candle, and you must call a cab,”
-Rosy directed.
-
-“Oh, I don’t go in cabs. I walk.”
-
-“Well, you may go on the top of a ’bus, if you like; you can’t help
-being superb,” Miss Muniment declared, watching her sympathetically.
-
-“Superb? Oh, mercy!” cried the poor devoted, grotesque lady, leaving
-the room with Paul, who asked Hyacinth to wait for him a little. She
-neglected to bid good-night to our young man, and he asked himself what
-was to be hoped from that sort of people, when even the best of
-them—those that wished to be agreeable to the _demos_—reverted
-inevitably to the supercilious. She had said no more about lending him
-her books.
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-
-“She lives in Belgrave Square; she has ever so many brothers and
-sisters; one of her sisters is married to Lord Warmington,” Rose
-Muniment instantly began, not apparently in the least discomposed at
-being left alone with a strange young man in a room which was now half
-dark again, thanks to her brother’s having carried off the second and
-more brilliant candle. She was so interested, for the time, in telling
-Hyacinth the history of Lady Aurora, that she appeared not to remember
-how little she knew about himself. Her ladyship had dedicated her life
-and her pocket-money to the poor and sick; she cared nothing for
-parties, and races, and dances, and picnics, and life in great houses,
-the usual amusements of the aristocracy; she was like one of the saints
-of old come to life again out of a legend. She had made their
-acquaintance, Paul’s and hers, about a year before, through a friend of
-theirs, such a fine, brave, young woman, who was in St Thomas’s
-Hospital for a surgical operation. She had been laid up there for
-weeks, during which Lady Aurora, always looking out for those who
-couldn’t help themselves, used to come and talk to her and read to her,
-till the end of her time in the ward, when the poor girl, parting with
-her kind friend, told her how she knew of another unfortunate creature
-(for whom there was no place there, because she was incurable) who
-would be mighty thankful for any little attention of that sort. She had
-given Lady Aurora the address in Audley Court, and the very next day
-her ladyship had knocked at their door. It wasn’t because she was
-poor—though in all conscience they were pinched enough—but because she
-had so little satisfaction in her limbs. Lady Aurora came very often,
-for several months, without meeting Paul, because he was always at his
-work; but one day he came home early, on purpose to find her, to thank
-her for her goodness, and also to see (Miss Muniment rather shyly
-intimated) whether she were really so good as his extravagant little
-sister made her out. Rosy had a triumph after that: Paul had to admit
-that her ladyship was beyond anything that any one in his waking senses
-would believe. She seemed to want to give up everything to those who
-were below her, and never to expect any thanks at all. And she wasn’t
-always preaching and showing you your duty; she wanted to talk to you
-sociable-like, as if you were just her own sister. And _her_ own
-sisters were the highest in the land, and you might see her name in the
-newspapers the day they were presented to the Queen. Lady Aurora had
-been presented too, with feathers in her head and a long tail to her
-gown; but she had turned her back upon it all with a kind of terror—a
-sort of shivering, sinking feeling, which she had often described to
-Miss Muniment. The day she had first seen Paul was the day they became
-so intimate (the three of them together), if she might apply such a
-word as that to such a peculiar connection. The little woman, the
-little girl, as she lay there (Hyacinth scarcely knew how to
-characterise her), told our young man a very great secret, in which he
-found himself too much interested to think of criticising so headlong a
-burst of confidence. The secret was that, of all the people she had
-ever seen in the world, her ladyship thought Rosy’s Paul the very
-cleverest. And she had seen the greatest, the most famous, the
-brightest of every kind, for they all came to stay at Inglefield,
-thirty and forty of them at once. She had talked with them all and
-heard them say their best (and you could fancy how they would try to
-give it out at such a place as that, where there was nearly a mile of
-conservatories and a hundred wax candles were lighted at time), and at
-the end of it all she had made the remark to herself—and she had made
-it to Rosy too—that there was none of them had such a head on his
-shoulders as the young man in Audley Court. Rosy wouldn’t spread such a
-rumour as that in the court itself, but she wanted every friend of her
-brother’s (and she could see Hyacinth was that, by the way he listened)
-to know what was thought of him by them that had an experience of
-talent. She didn’t wish to give it out that her ladyship had lowered
-herself in any manner to a person that earned his bread in a dirty shop
-(clever as he _might_ be), but it was easy to see she minded what he
-said as if he had been a bishop—or more, indeed, for she didn’t think
-much of bishops, any more than Paul himself, and that was an idea she
-had got from him. Oh, she took it none so ill if he came back from his
-work before she had gone; and to-night Hyacinth could see for himself
-how she had lingered. This evening, she was sure, her ladyship would
-let him walk home with her half the way. This announcement gave
-Hyacinth the prospect of a considerable session with his communicative
-hostess; but he was very glad to wait, for he was vaguely, strangely
-excited by her talk, fascinated by the little queer-smelling,
-high-perched interior, encumbered with relics, treasured and polished,
-of a poor north-country home, bedecked with penny ornaments and related
-in so unexpected a manner to Belgrave Square and the great landed
-estates. He spent half an hour with Paul Muniment’s small, odd,
-crippled, chattering, clever, trenchant sister, who gave him an
-impression of education and native wit (she expressed herself far
-better than Pinnie, or than Millicent Henning), and who startled,
-puzzled, and at the same time rather distressed, him by the manner in
-which she referred herself to the most abject class—the class that
-prostrated itself, that was in a fever and flutter in the presence of
-its betters. That was Pinnie’s attitude, of course; but Hyacinth had
-long ago perceived that his adoptive mother had generations of plebeian
-patience in her blood, and that though she had a tender soul she had
-not a great one. He was more entertained than afflicted, however, by
-Miss Muniment’s tone, and he was thrilled by the frequency and
-familiarity of her allusions to a kind of life he had often wondered
-about; this was the first time he had heard it described with that
-degree of authority. By the nature of his mind he was perpetually,
-almost morbidly, conscious that the circle in which he lived was an
-infinitesimally small, shallow eddy in the roaring vortex of London,
-and his imagination plunged again and again into the waves that whirled
-past it and round it, in the hope of being carried to some brighter,
-happier vision—the vision of societies in which, in splendid rooms,
-with smiles and soft voices, distinguished men, with women who were
-both proud and gentle, talked about art, literature and history. When
-Rosy had delivered herself to her complete satisfaction on the subject
-of Lady Aurora, she became more quiet, asking, as yet, however, no
-questions about Hyacinth, whom she seemed to take very much for
-granted. He presently remarked that she must let him come very soon
-again, and he added, to explain this wish, “You know you seem to me
-very curious people.”
-
-Miss Muniment did not in the least repudiate the imputation. “Oh yes, I
-dare say we seem very curious. I think we are generally thought so;
-especially me, being so miserable and yet so lively.” And she laughed
-till her bed creaked again.
-
-“Perhaps it’s lucky you are ill; perhaps if you had your health you
-would be all over the place,” Hyacinth suggested. And he went on,
-candidly, “I can’t make it out, your being so up in everything.”
-
-“I don’t see why you need make it out! But you would, perhaps, if you
-had known my father and mother.”
-
-“Were they such a rare lot?”
-
-“I think you would say so if you had ever been in the mines. Yes, in
-the mines, where the filthy coal is dug out. That’s where my father
-came from—he was working in the pit when he was a child of ten. He
-never had a day’s schooling in his life; but he climbed up out of his
-black hole into daylight and air, and he invented a machine, and he
-married my mother, who came out of Durham, and (by her people) out of
-the pits and misery too. My father had no great figure, but _she_ was
-magnificent—the finest woman in the country, and the bravest, and the
-best. She’s in her grave now, and I couldn’t go to look at it even if
-it were in the nearest churchyard. My father was as black as the coal
-he worked in: I know I’m just his pattern, barring that _he_ did have
-his legs, when the liquor hadn’t got into them. But between him and my
-mother, for grand, high intelligence there wasn’t much to choose. But
-what’s the use of brains if you haven’t got a backbone? My poor father
-had even less of that than I, for with me it’s only the body that can’t
-stand up, and with him it was the spirit. He discovered a kind of
-wheel, and he sold it, at Bradford, for fifteen pounds: I mean the
-whole right of it, and every hope and pride of his family. He was
-always straying, and my mother was always bringing him back. She had
-plenty to do, with me a puny, ailing brat from the moment I opened my
-eyes. Well, one night he strayed so far that he never came back; or
-only came back a loose, bloody bundle of clothes. He had fallen into a
-gravel-pit; he didn’t know where he was going. That’s the reason my
-brother will never touch so much as you could wet your finger with, and
-that I only have a drop once a week or so, in the way of a
-strengthener. I take what her ladyship brings me, but I take no more.
-If she could have come to us before my mother went, that would have
-been a saving! I was only nine when my father died, and I’m three years
-older than Paul. My mother did for us with all her might, and she kept
-us decent—if such a useless little mess as me can be said to be decent.
-At any rate, she kept me alive, and that’s a proof she was handy. She
-went to the wash-tub, and she might have been a queen, as she stood
-there with her bare arms in the foul linen and her long hair braided on
-her head. She was terrible handsome, but he would have been a bold man
-that would have taken upon himself to tell her so. And it was from her
-we got our education—she was determined we should rise above the
-common. You might have thought, in her position, that she couldn’t go
-into such things; but she was a rare one for keeping you at your book.
-She could hold to her idea when my poor father couldn’t; and her idea,
-for us, was that Paul should get learning and should look after me. You
-can see for yourself that that’s what has come about. How he got it is
-more than I can say, as we never had a penny to pay for it; and of
-course my mother’s cleverness wouldn’t have been of much use if he
-hadn’t been clever himself. Well, it was all in the family. Paul was a
-boy that would learn more from a yellow placard pasted on a wall, or a
-time-table at a railway station, than many a young fellow from a year
-at college. That was his only college, poor lad—picking up what he
-could. Mother was taken when she was still needed, nearly five years
-ago. There was an epidemic of typhoid, and of course it must pass me
-over, the goose of a thing—only that I’d have made a poor feast—and
-just lay that gallant creature on her back. Well, she never again made
-it ache over her soapsuds, straight and broad as it was. Not having
-seen her, you wouldn’t believe,” said Rose Muniment, in conclusion;
-“but I just wanted you to understand that our parents had intellect, at
-least, to give us.”
-
-Hyacinth listened to this recital with the deepest interest, and
-without being in the least moved to allow for filial exaggeration;
-inasmuch as his impression of the brother and sister was such as it
-would have taken a much more marvellous tale to account for. The very
-way Rose Muniment sounded the word ‘intellect’ made him feel this; she
-pronounced it as if she were distributing prizes for a high degree of
-it. No doubt the tipsy inventor and the regal laundress had been fine
-specimens, but that didn’t diminish the merit of their highly original
-offspring. The girl’s insistence upon her mother’s virtues (even now
-that her age had become more definite to him he thought of her as a
-girl) touched in his heart a chord that was always ready to throb—the
-chord of melancholy, bitter, aimless wonder as to the difference it
-would have made in _his_ spirit if there had been some pure, honourable
-figure like that to shed her influence over it.
-
-“Are you very fond of your brother?” he inquired, after a little.
-
-The eyes of his hostess glittered at him for a moment. “If you ever
-quarrel with him, you’ll see whose side I’ll take.”
-
-“Ah, before that I shall make you like _me_.”
-
-“That’s very possible, and you’ll see how I’ll fling you over!”
-
-“Why, then, do you object so to his views—his ideas about the way the
-people will come up?”
-
-“Because I think he’ll get over them.”
-
-“Never—never!” cried Hyacinth. “I have only known him an hour or two,
-but I deny that, with all my strength.”
-
-“Is that the way you are going to make me like you—contradicting me
-so?” Miss Muniment inquired, with familiar archness.
-
-“What’s the use, when you tell me I shall be sacrificed? One might as
-well perish for a lamb as for a sheep.”
-
-“I don’t believe you’re a lamb at all. Certainly you are not, if you
-want all the great people pulled down, and the most dreadful scenes
-enacted.”
-
-“Don’t you believe in human equality? Don’t you want anything done for
-the groaning, toiling millions—those who have been cheated and crushed
-and bamboozled from the beginning of time?”
-
-Hyacinth asked this question with considerable heat, but the effect of
-it was to send his companion off into a new fit of laughter. “You say
-that just like a man that my brother described to me three days ago; a
-little man at some club, whose hair stood up—Paul imitated the way he
-glowered and screamed. I don’t mean that you scream, you know; but you
-use almost the same words that he did.” Hyacinth scarcely knew what to
-make of this allusion, or of the picture offered to him of Paul
-Muniment casting ridicule upon those who spoke in the name of the
-down-trodden. But Rosy went on, before he had time to do more than
-reflect that there would evidently be a great deal more to learn about
-her brother: “I haven’t the least objection to seeing the people
-improved, but I don’t want to see the aristocracy lowered an inch. I
-like so much to look at it up there.”
-
-“You ought to know my aunt Pinnie—she’s just such another benighted
-idolater!” Hyacinth exclaimed.
-
-“Oh, you are making me like you very fast! And pray, who is your aunt
-Pinnie?”
-
-“She’s a dressmaker, and a charming little woman. I should like her to
-come and see you.”
-
-“I’m afraid I’m not in her line—I never had on a dress in my life. But,
-as a charming woman, I should be delighted to see her.”
-
-“I will bring her some day,” said Hyacinth. And then he added, rather
-incongruously, for he was irritated by the girl’s optimism, thinking it
-a shame that her sharpness should be enlisted on the wrong side, “Don’t
-you want, for yourself, a better place to live in?”
-
-She jerked herself up, and for a moment he thought she would jump out
-of her bed at him. “A better place than this? Pray, how could there be
-a better place? Every one thinks it’s lovely; you should see our view
-by daylight—you should see everything I’ve got. Perhaps you are used to
-something very fine, but Lady Aurora says that in all Belgrave Square
-there isn’t such a cosy little room. If you think I’m not perfectly
-content, you are very much mistaken!”
-
-Such a sentiment as that could only exasperate Hyacinth, and his
-exasperation made him indifferent to the fact that he had appeared to
-cast discredit on Miss Muniment’s apartment. Pinnie herself, submissive
-as she was, had spared him that sort of displeasure; she groaned over
-the dinginess of Lomax Place sufficiently to remind him that she had
-not been absolutely stultified by misery. “Don’t you sometimes make
-your brother very angry?” he asked, smiling, of Rose Muniment.
-
-“Angry? I don’t know what you take us for! I never saw him lose his
-temper in his life.”
-
-“He must be a rum customer! Doesn’t he really care for—for what we were
-talking about?”
-
-For a moment Rosy was silent; then she replied, “What my brother really
-cares for—well, one of these days, when you know, you’ll tell me.”
-
-Hyacinth stared. “But isn’t he tremendously deep in—” He hesitated.
-
-“Deep in what?”
-
-“Well, in what’s going on, beneath the surface. Doesn’t he belong to
-things?”
-
-“I’m sure I don’t know what he belongs to—you may ask him!” cried Rosy,
-laughing gaily again, as the opening door readmitted the subject of
-their conversation. “You must have crossed the water with her
-ladyship,” she went on. “I wonder who enjoyed their walk most.”
-
-“She’s a handy old girl, and she has a goodish stride,” said the young
-man.
-
-“I think she’s in love with you, simply, Mr Muniment.”
-
-“Really, my dear, for an admirer of the aristocracy you allow yourself
-a license,” Paul murmured, smiling at Hyacinth.
-
-Hyacinth got up, feeling that really he had paid a long visit; his
-curiosity was far from satisfied, but there was a limit to the time one
-should spend in a young lady’s sleeping apartment. “Perhaps she is; why
-not?” he remarked.
-
-“Perhaps she is, then; she’s daft enough for anything.”
-
-“There have been fine folks before who have patted the people on the
-back and pretended to enter into their life,” Hyacinth said. “Is she
-only playing with that idea, or is she in earnest?”
-
-“In earnest—in terrible earnest, my dear fellow. I think she must be
-rather crowded out at home.”
-
-“Crowded out of Inglefield? Why, there’s room for three hundred!” Rosy
-broke in.
-
-“Well, if that’s the kind of mob that’s in possession, no wonder she
-prefers Camberwell. We must be kind to the poor lady,” Paul added, in a
-tone which Hyacinth noticed. He attributed a remarkable meaning to it;
-it seemed to say that people such as he were now so sure of their game
-that they could afford to be magnanimous; or else it expressed a
-prevision of the doom which hung over her ladyship’s head. Muniment
-asked if Hyacinth and Rosy had made friends, and the girl replied that
-Mr Robinson had made himself very agreeable. “Then you must tell me all
-about him after he goes, for you know I don’t know him much myself,”
-said her brother.
-
-“Oh yes, I’ll tell you everything; you know how I like describing.”
-
-Hyacinth was laughing to himself at the young lady’s account of his
-efforts to please her, the fact being that he had only listened to her
-own eager discourse, without opening his mouth; but Paul, whether or no
-he guessed the truth, said to him very pertinently, “It’s very
-wonderful: she can describe things she has never seen. And they are
-just like the reality.”
-
-“There’s nothing I’ve never seen,” Rosy rejoined. “That’s the advantage
-of my lying here in such a manner. I see everything in the world.”
-
-“You don’t seem to see your brother’s meetings—his secret societies and
-clubs. You put that aside when I asked you.”
-
-“Oh, you mustn’t ask her that sort of thing,” said Paul, lowering at
-Hyacinth with a fierce frown—an expression which he perceived in a
-moment to be humorously assumed.
-
-“What am I to do, then, since you won’t tell me anything definite
-yourself?”
-
-“It will be definite enough when you get hanged for it!” Rosy
-exclaimed, mockingly.
-
-“Why do you want to poke your head into black holes?” Muniment asked,
-laying his hand on Hyacinth’s shoulder, and shaking it gently.
-
-“Don’t you belong to the party of action?” said Hyacinth, solemnly.
-
-“Look at the way he has picked up all the silly bits of catchwords!”
-Paul cried, laughing, to his sister. “You must have got that precious
-phrase out of the newspapers, out of some drivelling leader. Is that
-the party you want to belong to?” he went on, with his clear eyes
-ranging over his diminutive friend.
-
-“If you’ll show me the thing itself I shall have no more occasion to
-mind the newspapers,” Hyacinth pleaded. It was his view of himself, and
-it was not an unfair one, that his was a character that would never beg
-for a favour; but now he felt that in any relation he might have with
-Paul Muniment such a law would be suspended. This man he could entreat,
-pray to, go on his knees to, without a sense of humiliation.
-
-“What thing do you mean, infatuated, deluded youth?” Paul went on,
-refusing to be serious.
-
-“Well, you know you do go to places you had far better keep out of, and
-that often when I lie here and listen to steps on the stairs I’m sure
-they are coming in to make a search for your papers,” Miss Muniment
-lucidly interposed.
-
-“The day they find my papers, my dear, will be the day you’ll get up
-and dance.”
-
-“What did you ask me to come home with you for?” Hyacinth demanded,
-twirling his hat. It was an effort for him, for a moment, to keep the
-tears out of his eyes; he found himself forced to put such a different
-construction on his new friend’s hospitality. He had had a happy
-impression that Muniment perceived in him a possible associate, of a
-high type, in a subterranean crusade against the existing order of
-things, and now it came over him that the real use he had been put to
-was to beguile an hour for a pert invalid. That was all very well, and
-he would sit by Miss Rosy’s bedside, were it a part of his service,
-every day in the week; only in such a case it should be his reward to
-enjoy the confidence of her brother. This young man, at the present
-juncture, justified the high estimate that Lady Aurora Langrish had
-formed of his intelligence: whatever his natural reply to Hyacinth’s
-question would have been, he invented, at the moment, a better one, and
-said, at random, smiling, and not knowing exactly what his visitor had
-meant—
-
-“What did I ask you to come with me for? To see if you would be
-afraid.”
-
-What there was to be afraid of was to Hyacinth a quantity equally
-vague; but he rejoined, quickly enough, “I think you have only to try
-me to see.”
-
-“I’m sure if you introduce him to some of your low, wicked friends,
-he’ll be quite satisfied after he has looked round a bit,” Miss
-Muniment remarked, irrepressibly.
-
-“Those are just the kind of people I want to know,” said Hyacinth,
-ingenuously.
-
-His ingenuousness appeared to touch Paul Muniment. “Well, I see you’re
-a good ’un. Just meet me some night.”
-
-“Where, where?” asked Hyacinth, eagerly.
-
-“Oh, I’ll tell you where when we get away from _her_,” said his friend,
-laughing, but leading him out of the room again.
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-
-Several months after Hyacinth had made the acquaintance of Paul
-Muniment, Millicent Henning remarked to him that it was high time he
-should take her to some place of amusement. He proposed the Canterbury
-Music Hall; whereupon she tossed her head and affirmed that when a
-young lady had done for a young man what she had done for him, the
-least he could do was to take her to some theatre in the Strand.
-Hyacinth would have been a good deal at a loss to say exactly what she
-had done for him, but it was familiar to him by this time that she
-regarded him as under great obligations. From the day she came to look
-him up in Lomax Place she had taken a position, largely, in his life,
-and he had seen poor Pinnie’s wan countenance grow several degrees more
-blank. Amanda Pynsent’s forebodings had been answered to the letter;
-that bold-faced apparition had become a permanent influence. She never
-spoke to him about Millicent but once, several weeks after her
-interview with the girl; and this was not in a tone of rebuke, for she
-had divested herself for ever of any maternal prerogative. Tearful,
-tremulous, deferential inquiry was now her only weapon, and nothing
-could be more humble and circumspect than the manner in which she made
-use of it. He was never at home of an evening, at present, and he had
-mysterious ways of spending his Sundays, with which church-going had
-nothing to do. The time had been when, often, after tea, he sat near
-the lamp with the dressmaker, and, while her fingers flew, read out to
-her the works of Dickens and of Scott; happy hours when he appeared to
-have forgotten the wrong she had done him and she almost forgot it
-herself. But now he gulped down his tea so fast that he hardly took off
-his hat while he sat there, and Pinnie, with her quick eye for all
-matters of costume, noticed that he wore it still more gracefully askew
-than usual, with a little victorious, exalted air. He hummed to
-himself; he fingered his moustache; he looked out of the window when
-there was nothing to look at; he seemed pre-occupied, absorbed in
-intellectual excursions, half anxious and half delighted. During the
-whole winter Miss Pynsent explained everything by three words murmured
-beneath her breath: “That forward jade!” On the single occasion,
-however, on which she sought relief from her agitation in an appeal to
-Hyacinth, she did not trust herself to designate the girl by any
-epithet or title.
-
-“There is only one thing I want to know,” she said to him, in a manner
-which might have seemed casual if in her silence, knowing her as well
-as he did, he had not already perceived the implication of her thought.
-“Does she expect you to marry her, dearest?”
-
-“Does who expect me? I should like to see the woman who does!”
-
-“Of course you know who I mean. The one that came after you—and picked
-you right up—from the other end of London.” And at the remembrance of
-that insufferable scene poor Pinnie flamed up for a moment. “Isn’t
-there plenty of young fellows down in that low part where she lives,
-without her ravaging over here? Why can’t she stick to her own beat, I
-should like to know?” Hyacinth had flushed at this inquiry, and she saw
-something in his face which made her change her tone. “Just promise me
-this, my precious child: that if you get into any sort of mess with
-that piece you’ll immediately confide it to your poor old Pinnie.”
-
-“My poor old Pinnie sometimes makes me quite sick,” Hyacinth remarked,
-for answer. “What sort of a mess do you suppose I’ll get into?”
-
-“Well, suppose she does come it over you that you promised to marry
-her?”
-
-“You don’t know what you’re talking about. She doesn’t want to marry
-any one to-day.”
-
-“Then what does she want to do?”
-
-“Do you imagine I would tell a lady’s secrets?” the young man inquired.
-
-“Dear me, if she was a lady, I shouldn’t be afraid!” said Pinnie.
-
-“Every woman’s a lady when she has placed herself under one’s
-protection,” Hyacinth rejoined, with his little manner of a man of the
-world.
-
-“Under your protection? Laws!” cried Pinnie, staring. “And pray, who’s
-to protect _you?_”
-
-As soon as she had said this she repented, because it seemed just the
-sort of exclamation that would have made Hyacinth bite her head off.
-One of the things she loved him for, however, was that he gave you
-touching surprises in this line, had sudden inconsistencies of temper
-that were all for your advantage. He was by no means always mild when
-he ought to have been, but he was sometimes so when there was no
-obligation. At such moments Pinnie wanted to kiss him, and she had
-often tried to make Mr Vetch understand what a fascinating trait of
-character this was on the part of their young friend. It was rather
-difficult to describe, and Mr Vetch never would admit that he
-understood, or that he had observed anything that seemed to correspond
-to the dressmaker’s somewhat confused psychological sketch. It was a
-comfort to her in these days, and almost the only one she had, that she
-was sure Anastasius Vetch understood a good deal more than he felt
-bound to acknowledge. He was always up to his old game of being a great
-deal cleverer than cleverness itself required; and it consoled her
-present weak, pinched feeling to know that, although he still talked of
-the boy as if it would be a pity to take him too seriously, that wasn’t
-the way he thought of him. He also took him seriously, and he had even
-a certain sense of duty in regard to him. Miss Pynsent went so far as
-to say to herself that the fiddler probably had savings, and that no
-one had ever known of any one else belonging to him. She wouldn’t have
-mentioned it to Hyacinth for the world, for fear of leading up to a
-disappointment; but she had visions of a foolscap sheet, folded away in
-some queer little bachelor’s box (she couldn’t fancy what men kept in
-such places), on which Hyacinth’s name would have been written down, in
-very big letters, before a solicitor.
-
-“Oh, I’m unprotected, in the nature of things,” he replied, smiling at
-his too scrupulous companion. Then he added, “At any rate, it isn’t
-from that girl any danger will come to me.”
-
-“I can’t think why you like her,” Pinnie remarked, as if she had spent
-on the subject treasures of impartiality.
-
-“It’s jolly to hear one woman on the subject of another,” Hyacinth
-said. “You’re kind and good, and yet you’re ready—” He gave a
-philosophic sigh.
-
-“Well, what am I ready to do? I’m not ready to see you gobbled up
-before my eyes!”
-
-“You needn’t be afraid; she won’t drag me to the altar.”
-
-“And pray, doesn’t she think you good enough—for one of the beautiful
-Hennings?”
-
-“You don’t understand, my poor Pinnie,” said Hyacinth, wearily. “I
-sometimes think there isn’t a single thing in life that you understand.
-One of these days she’ll marry an alderman.”
-
-“An alderman—that creature?”
-
-“An alderman, or a banker, or a bishop, or some one of that kind. She
-doesn’t want to end her career to-day; she wants to begin it.”
-
-“Well, I wish she would take you later!” the dressmaker exclaimed.
-
-Hyacinth said nothing for a moment; then he broke out: “What are you
-afraid of? Look here, we had better clear this up, once for all. Are
-you afraid of my marrying a girl out of a shop?”
-
-“Oh, you wouldn’t, would you?” cried Pinnie, with a kind of
-conciliatory eagerness. “That’s the way I like to hear you talk!”
-
-“Do you think I would marry any one who would marry me?” Hyacinth went
-on. “The kind of girl who would look at me is the kind of girl I
-wouldn’t look at.” He struck Pinnie as having thought it all out; which
-did not surprise her, as she had been familiar, from his youth, with
-his way of following things up. But she was always delighted when he
-made a remark which showed he was conscious of being of fine
-clay—flashed out an allusion to his not being what he seemed. He was
-not what he seemed, but even with Pinnie’s valuable assistance he had
-not succeeded in representing to himself, very definitely, what he was.
-She had placed at his disposal, for this purpose, a passionate idealism
-which, employed in some case where it could have consequences, might
-have been termed profligate, and which never cost her a scruple or a
-compunction.
-
-“I’m sure a princess might look at you and be none the worse!” she
-declared, in her delight at this assurance, more positive than any she
-had yet received, that he was safe from the worst danger. This the
-dressmaker considered to be the chance of his marrying some person like
-herself. Still it came over her that his taste might be lowered, and
-before the subject was dropped, on this occasion, she said to him that
-of course he must be quite aware of all that was wanting to such a girl
-as Millicent Henning—she pronounced her name at last.
-
-“Oh, I don’t bother about what’s wanting to her; I’m content with what
-she has.”
-
-“Content, dearest—how do you mean?” the little dressmaker quavered.
-“Content to make an intimate friend of her?”
-
-“It is impossible I should discuss these matters with you,” Hyacinth
-replied, grandly.
-
-“Of course I see that. But I should think she would bore you
-sometimes,” Miss Pynsent murmured, cunningly.
-
-“She does, I assure you, to extinction!”
-
-“Then why do you spend every evening with her?”
-
-“Where should you like me to spend my evenings? At some beastly
-public-house—or at the Italian opera?” His association with Miss
-Henning was not so close as that, but nevertheless he wouldn’t take the
-trouble to prove to poor Pinnie that he enjoyed her society only two or
-three times a week; that on other evenings he simply strolled about the
-streets (this boyish habit clung to him), and that he had even
-occasionally the resource of going to the Poupins’, or of gossiping and
-smoking a pipe at some open house-door, when the night was not cold,
-with a fellow-mechanic. Later in the winter, after he had made Paul
-Muniment’s acquaintance, the aspect of his life changed considerably,
-though Millicent continued to be exceedingly mixed up with it. He hated
-the taste of liquor and still more the taste of the places where it was
-sold; besides which the types of misery and vice that one was liable to
-see collected in them frightened and harrowed him, made him ask himself
-questions that pierced the deeper because they were met by no answer.
-It was both a blessing and a drawback to him that the delicate,
-charming character of the work he did at Mr Crookenden’s, under
-Eustache Poupin’s influence, was a kind of education of the taste,
-trained him in the finest discriminations, in the perception of beauty
-and the hatred of ugliness. This made the brutal, garish, stodgy
-decoration of public-houses, with their deluge of gaslight, their
-glittering brass and pewter, their lumpish woodwork and false colours,
-detestable to him; he was still very young when the ‘gin-palace’ ceased
-to convey to him an idea of the palatial.
-
-For this unfortunate but remarkably organised youth, every displeasure
-or gratification of the visual sense coloured his whole mind, and
-though he lived in Pentonville and worked in Soho, though he was poor
-and obscure and cramped and full of unattainable desires, it may be
-said of him that what was most important in life for him was simply his
-impressions. They came from everything he touched, they kept him
-thrilling and throbbing during a considerable part of his waking
-consciousness, and they constituted, as yet, the principal events and
-stages of his career. Fortunately, they were sometimes very delightful.
-Everything in the field of observation suggested this or that;
-everything struck him, penetrated, stirred; he had, in a word, more
-impressions than he knew what to do with—felt sometimes as if they
-would consume or asphyxiate him. He liked to talk about them, but it
-was only a few, here and there, that he could discuss with Millicent
-Henning. He let Miss Pynsent imagine that his hours of leisure were
-almost exclusively dedicated to this young lady, because, as he said to
-himself, if he were to account to her for every evening in the week it
-would make no difference—she would stick to her suspicion; and he
-referred this perversity to the general weight of misconception under
-which (at this crude period of his growth) he held it was his lot to
-languish. It didn’t matter to one whether one were a little more or a
-little less misunderstood. He might have remembered that it mattered to
-Pinnie, who, after her first relief at hearing him express himself so
-properly on the subject of a matrimonial connection with Miss Henning,
-allowed her faded, kind, weak face, little by little, to lengthen out
-to its old solemnity. This came as the days went on, for it wasn’t much
-comfort that he didn’t want to marry the young woman in Pimlico, when
-he allowed himself to be held as tight as if he did. For the present,
-indeed, she simply said, “Oh, well, if you see her as she is, I don’t
-care what you do”—a sentiment implying a certain moral recklessness on
-the part of the good little dressmaker. She was irreproachable herself,
-but she had lived for more than fifty years in a world of wickedness;
-like an immense number of London women of her class and kind, she had
-acquired a certain innocent cynicism, and she judged it quite a minor
-evil that Millicent should be left lamenting, if only Hyacinth might
-get out of the scrape. Between a forsaken maiden and a premature,
-lowering marriage for her beloved little boy, she very well knew which
-she preferred. It should be added that her impression of Millicent’s
-power to take care of herself was such as to make it absurd to pity her
-in advance. Pinnie thought Hyacinth the cleverest young man in the
-world, but her state of mind implied somehow that the young lady in
-Pimlico was cleverer. Her ability, at any rate, was of a kind that
-precluded the idea of suffering, whereas Hyacinth’s was rather
-associated with it.
-
-By the time he had enjoyed for three months the acquaintance of the
-brother and sister in Audley Court the whole complexion of his life
-seemed changed; it was pervaded by an interest, an excitement, which
-overshadowed, though it by no means supplanted, the brilliant figure of
-Miss Henning. It was pitched in a higher key, altogether, and appeared
-to command a view of horizons equally fresh and vast. Millicent,
-therefore, shared her dominion, without knowing exactly what it was
-that drew her old play-fellow off, and without indeed demanding of him
-an account which, on her own side, she was not prepared to give.
-Hyacinth was, in the language of the circle in which she moved, her
-fancy, and she was content to occupy, as regards himself, the same
-graceful and somewhat irresponsible position. She had an idea that she
-was a most beneficent friend: fond of him and careful of him as an
-elder sister might be; warning him as no one else could do against the
-dangers of the town; putting that stiff common sense, of which she was
-convinced that she possessed an extraordinary supply, at the service of
-his incurable verdancy; and looking after him, generally, as no one,
-poor child, had ever done. Millicent made light of the little
-dressmaker, in this view of Hyacinth’s past (she thought Pinnie no
-better than a starved cat), and enjoyed herself immensely in the
-character of guide and philosopher, while she pushed the young man with
-a robust elbow or said to him, “Well, you _are_ a sharp one, you are!”
-Her theory of herself, as we know, was that she was the sweetest girl
-in the world, as well as the cleverest and handsomest, and there could
-be no better proof of her kindness of heart than her disinterested
-affection for a snippet of a bookbinder. Her sociability was certainly
-great, and so were her vanity, her grossness, her presumption, her
-appetite for beer, for buns, for entertainment of every kind. She
-represented, for Hyacinth, during this period, the eternal feminine,
-and his taste, considering that he was fastidious, will be wondered at;
-it will be judged that she did not represent it very favourably.
-
-It may easily be believed that he scrutinised his infatuation even
-while he gave himself up to it, and that he often wondered he should
-care for a girl in whom he found so much to object to. She was vulgar,
-clumsy and grotesquely ignorant; her conceit was proportionate, and she
-had not a grain of tact or of quick perception. And yet there was
-something so fine about her, to his imagination, and she carried with
-such an air the advantages she did possess, that her figure constantly
-mingled itself even with those bright visions that hovered before him
-after Paul Muniment had opened a mysterious window. She was bold, and
-free, and generous, and if she was coarse she was neither false nor
-cruel. She laughed with the laugh of the people, and if you hit her
-hard enough she would cry with its tears. When Hyacinth was not letting
-his imagination wander among the haunts of the aristocracy, and
-fancying himself stretched in the shadow of an ancestral beech, reading
-the last number of the _Revue des Deux Mondes_, he was occupied with
-contemplations of a very different kind; he was absorbed in the
-struggles and sufferings of the millions whose life flowed in the same
-current as his, and who, though they constantly excited his disgust,
-and made him shrink and turn away, had the power to chain his sympathy,
-to make it glow to a kind of ecstasy, to convince him, for the time at
-least, that real success in the world would be to do something with
-them and for them. All this, strange to say, was never so vivid to him
-as when he was in Millicent’s company; which is a proof of his
-fantastic, erratic way of seeing things. She had no such ideas about
-herself; they were almost the only ideas she didn’t have. She had no
-theories about redeeming or uplifting the people; she simply loathed
-them, because they were so dirty, with the outspoken violence of one
-who had known poverty, and the strange bedfellows it makes, in a very
-different degree from Hyacinth, brought up, comparatively, with Pinnie
-to put sugar in his tea, and keep him supplied with neckties, like a
-little swell.
-
-Millicent, to hear her talk, only wanted to keep her skirts clear and
-marry some respectable tea-merchant. But for our hero she was
-magnificently plebeian, in the sense that implied a kind of loud
-recklessness of danger and the qualities that shine forth in a row. She
-summed up the sociable, humorous, ignorant chatter of the masses, their
-capacity for offensive and defensive passion, their instinctive
-perception of their strength on the day they should really exercise it;
-and as much as any of this, their ideal of something smug and
-prosperous, where washed hands, and plates in rows on dressers, and
-stuffed birds under glass, and family photographs, would symbolise
-success. She was none the less plucky for being at bottom a shameless
-Philistine, ambitious of a front-garden with rockwork; and she
-presented the plebeian character in none the less plastic a form.
-Having the history of the French Revolution at his fingers’ ends,
-Hyacinth could easily see her (if there should ever be barricades in
-the streets of London) with a red cap of liberty on her head and her
-white throat bared so that she should be able to shout the louder the
-Marseillaise of that hour, whatever it might be. If the festival of the
-Goddess of Reason should ever be enacted in the British metropolis (and
-Hyacinth could consider such possibilities without a smile, so much was
-it a part of the little religion he had to remember, always, that there
-was no knowing what might happen)—if this solemnity, I say, should be
-revived in Hyde Park, who was better designated than Miss Henning to
-figure in a grand statuesque manner, as the heroine of the occasion? It
-was plain that she had laid her inconsequent admirer under a peculiar
-spell, since he could associate her with such scenes as that while she
-consumed beer and buns at his expense. If she had a weakness, it was
-for prawns; and she had, all winter, a plan for his taking her down to
-Gravesend, where this luxury was cheap and abundant, when the fine long
-days should arrive. She was never so frank and facetious as when she
-dwelt on the details of a project of this kind; and then Hyacinth was
-reminded afresh that it was an immense good fortune for her that she
-was handsome. If she had been ugly he couldn’t have listened to her;
-but her beauty glorified even her accent, interfused her cockney genius
-with prismatic hues, gave her a large and constant impunity.
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-
-She desired at last to raise their common experience to a loftier
-level, to enjoy what she called a high-class treat. Their conversation
-was condemned, for the most part, to go forward in the streets, the
-wintry, dusky, foggy streets, which looked bigger and more numerous in
-their perpetual obscurity, and in which everything was covered with
-damp, gritty smut, an odour extremely agreeable to Miss Henning.
-Happily she shared Hyacinth’s relish of vague perambulation, and was
-still more addicted than he to looking into the windows of shops,
-before which, in long, contemplative halts, she picked out freely the
-articles she shouldn’t mind calling her own. Hyacinth always pronounced
-the objects of her selection hideous, and made no scruple to tell her
-that she had the worst taste of any girl in the place. Nothing that he
-could say to her affronted her so much, as her pretensions in the way
-of a cultivated judgment were boundless. Had not, indeed, her natural
-aptitude been fortified, in the neighbourhood of Buckingham Palace
-(there was scarcely anything they didn’t sell in the great shop of
-which she was an ornament), by daily contact with the freshest products
-of modern industry? Hyacinth laughed this establishment to scorn, and
-told her there was nothing in it, from top to bottom, that a real
-artist would look at. She inquired, with answering derision, if this
-were a description of his own few inches; but in reality she was
-fascinated, as much as she was provoked, by his air of being difficult
-to please, of seeing indescribable differences among things. She had
-given herself out, originally, as very knowing, but he could make her
-feel stupid. When once in a while he pointed out a commodity that he
-condescended to like (this didn’t happen often, because the only shops
-in which there was a chance of his making such a discovery were closed
-at nightfall) she stared, bruised him more or less with her elbow, and
-declared that if any one should give her such a piece of rubbish she
-would sell it for fourpence. Once or twice she asked him to be so good
-as to explain to her in what its superiority consisted—she could not
-rid herself of a suspicion that there might be something in his
-opinion, and she was angry at not finding herself as positive as any
-one. But Hyacinth replied that it was no use attempting to tell her;
-she wouldn’t understand, and she had better continue to admire the
-insipid productions of an age which had lost the sense of quality—a
-phrase which she remembered, proposing to herself even to make use of
-it, on some future occasion, but was quite unable to interpret.
-
-When her companion demeaned himself in this manner it was not with a
-view of strengthening the tie which united him to his childhood’s
-friend; but the effect followed, on Millicent’s side, and the girl was
-proud to think that she was in possession of a young man whose
-knowledge was of so high an order that it was inexpressible. In spite
-of her vanity she was not so convinced of her perfection as not to be
-full of ungratified aspirations; she had an idea that it might be to
-her advantage some day to exhibit a sample of that learning; and at the
-same time, when, in consideration, for instance, of a jeweller’s
-gas-lighted display in Great Portland Street, Hyacinth lingered for
-five minutes in perfect silence, while she delivered herself according
-to her wont at such junctures, she was a thousand miles from guessing
-the feelings which made it impossible for him to speak. She could long
-for things she was not likely to have; envy other people for possessing
-them, and say it was a regular shame (she called it a _shime_); draw
-brilliant pictures of what she should do with them if she did have
-them; and pass immediately, with a mind unencumbered by superfluous
-inductions, to some other topic, equally intimate and personal. The
-sense of privation, with her, was often extremely acute; but she could
-always put her finger on the remedy. With the imaginative,
-irresponsible little bookbinder the case was very different; the
-remedy, with him, was terribly vague and impracticable. He was liable
-to moods in which the sense of exclusion from all that he would have
-liked most to enjoy in life settled upon him like a pall. They had a
-bitterness, but they were not invidious—they were not moods of
-vengeance, of imaginary spoliation: they were simply states of
-paralysing melancholy, of infinite sad reflection, in which he felt
-that in this world of effort and suffering life was endurable, the
-spirit able to expand, only in the best conditions, and that a sordid
-struggle, in which one should go down to the grave without having
-tasted them, was not worth the misery it would cost, the dull
-demoralisation it would entail.
-
-In such hours the great, roaring, indifferent world of London seemed to
-him a huge organisation for mocking at his poverty, at his inanition;
-and then its vulgarest ornaments, the windows of third-rate jewellers,
-the young man in a white tie and a crush-hat who dandled by, on his way
-to a dinner-party, in a hansom that nearly ran over one—these familiar
-phenomena became symbolic, insolent, defiant, took upon themselves to
-make him smart with the sense that _he_ was out of it. He felt,
-moreover, that there was no consolation or refutation in saying to
-himself that the immense majority of mankind were out of it with him,
-and appeared to put up well enough with the annoyance. That was their
-own affair; he knew nothing of their reasons or their resignation, and
-if they chose neither to rebel nor to compare, he, at least, among the
-disinherited, would keep up the standard. When these fits were upon the
-young man, his brothers of the people fared, collectively, badly at his
-hands; their function then was to represent in massive shape precisely
-the grovelling interests which attracted one’s contempt, and the only
-acknowledgment one owed them was for the completeness of the
-illustration. Everything which, in a great city, could touch the
-sentient faculty of a youth on whom nothing was lost ministered to his
-conviction that there was no possible good fortune in life of too
-‘quiet’ an order for him to appreciate—no privilege, no opportunity, no
-luxury, to which he should not do justice. It was not so much that he
-wished to enjoy as that he wished to know; his desire was not to be
-pampered, but to be initiated. Sometimes, of a Saturday, in the long
-evenings of June and July, he made his way into Hyde Park at the hour
-when the throng of carriages, of riders, of brilliant pedestrians, was
-thickest; and though lately, on two or three of these occasions, he had
-been accompanied by Miss Henning, whose criticism of the scene was rich
-and distinct, a tremendous little drama had taken place, privately, in
-his soul. He wanted to drive in every carriage, to mount on every
-horse, to feel on his arm the hand of every pretty woman in the place.
-In the midst of this his sense was vivid that he belonged to the class
-whom the upper ten thousand, as they passed, didn’t so much as rest
-their eyes upon for a quarter of a second. They looked at Millicent,
-who was safe to be looked at anywhere, and was one of the handsomest
-girls in any company, but they only reminded him of the high human
-walls, the deep gulfs of tradition, the steep embankments of privilege
-and dense layers of stupidity, which fenced him off from social
-recognition.
-
-And this was not the fruit of a morbid vanity on his part, or of a
-jealousy that could not be intelligent; his personal discomfort was the
-result of an exquisite admiration for what he had missed. There were
-individuals whom he followed with his eyes, with his thoughts,
-sometimes even with his steps; they seemed to tell him what it was to
-be the flower of a high civilisation. At moments he was aghast when he
-reflected that the cause he had secretly espoused, the cause from which
-M. Poupin and Paul Muniment (especially the latter) had within the last
-few months drawn aside the curtain, proposed to itself to bring about a
-state of things in which that particular scene would be impossible. It
-made him even rather faint to think that he must choose; that he
-couldn’t (with any respect for his own consistency) work, underground,
-for the enthronement of the democracy, and continue to enjoy, in
-however platonic a manner, a spectacle which rested on a hideous social
-inequality. He must either suffer with the people, as he had suffered
-before, or he must apologise to others, as he sometimes came so near
-doing to himself, for the rich; inasmuch as the day was certainly near
-when these two mighty forces would come to a death-grapple. Hyacinth
-thought himself obliged, at present, to have reasons for his feelings;
-his intimacy with Paul Muniment, which had now grown very great, laid a
-good deal of that sort of responsibility upon him. Muniment laughed at
-his reasons, whenever he produced them, but he appeared to expect him,
-nevertheless, to have them ready, on demand, and Hyacinth had an
-immense desire to do what he expected. There were times when he said to
-himself that it might very well be his fate to be divided, to the point
-of torture, to be split open by sympathies that pulled him in different
-ways; for hadn’t he an extraordinarily mingled current in his blood,
-and from the time he could remember was there not one half of him that
-seemed to be always playing tricks on the other, or getting snubs and
-pinches from it?
-
-That dim, dreadful, confused legend of his mother’s history, as regards
-which what Pinnie had been able to tell him when he first began to
-question her was at once too much and too little—this stupefying
-explanation had supplied him, first and last, with a hundred different
-theories of his identity. What he knew, what he guessed, sickened him,
-and what he didn’t know tormented him; but in his illuminated ignorance
-he had fashioned forth an article of faith. This had gradually emerged
-from the depths of darkness in which he found himself plunged as a
-consequence of the challenge he had addressed to Pinnie—while he was
-still only a child—on the memorable day which transformed the whole
-face of his future. It was one January afternoon. He had come in from a
-walk; she was seated at her lamp, as usual with her work, and she began
-to tell him of a letter that one of the lodgers had got, describing the
-manner in which his brother-in-law’s shop, at Nottingham, had been
-rifled by burglars. He listened to her story, standing in front of her,
-and then, by way of response, he said to her, “Who was that woman you
-took me to see ever so long ago?” The expression of her white face, as
-she looked up at him, her fear of such an attack all dormant, after so
-many years—her strange, scared, sick glance was a thing he could never
-forget, any more than the tone, with her breath failing her, in which
-she had repeated, “That woman?”
-
-“That woman, in the prison, years ago—how old was I?—who was dying, and
-who kissed me so—as I have never been kissed, as I never shall be
-again! Who _was_ she, who WAS she?” Poor Pinnie, to do her justice, had
-made, after she recovered her breath, a gallant fight: it lasted a
-week; it was to leave her spent and sore for evermore, and before it
-was over Anastasius Vetch had been called in. At his instance she
-retracted the falsehoods with which she had tried to put him off, and
-she made, at last, a confession, a report, which he had reason to
-believe was as complete as her knowledge. Hyacinth could never have
-told you why the crisis occurred on such a day, why his question broke
-out at that particular moment. The strangeness of the matter to himself
-was that the germ of his curiosity should have developed so slowly;
-that the haunting wonder, which now, as he looked back, appeared to
-fill his whole childhood, should only after so long an interval have
-crept up to the air. It was only, of course, little by little that he
-had recovered his bearings in his new and more poignant consciousness;
-little by little that he reconstructed his antecedents, took the
-measure, so far as was possible, of his heredity. His having the
-courage to disinter, in the _Times_, in the reading-room of the British
-Museum, a report of his mother’s trial for the murder of Lord Frederick
-Purvis, which was very copious, the affair having been quite a _cause
-célèbre;_ his resolution in sitting under that splendid dome, and, with
-his head bent to hide his hot eyes, going through every syllable of the
-ghastly record, had been an achievement of comparatively recent years.
-There were certain things that Pinnie knew which appalled him; and
-there were others, as to which he would have given his hand to have
-some light, that it made his heart ache supremely to find she was
-honestly ignorant of. He scarcely knew what sort of favour Mr Vetch
-wished to make with him (as a compensation for the precious part he had
-played in the business years before), when the fiddler permitted
-himself to pass judgment on the family of the wretched young nobleman
-for not having provided in some manner for the infant child of his
-assassin. Why should they have provided, when it was evident that they
-refused absolutely to recognise his lordship’s responsibility? Pinnie
-had to admit this, under Hyacinth’s terrible cross-questioning; she
-could not pretend, with any show of evidence, that Lord Whiteroy and
-the other brothers (there had been no less than seven, most of them
-still living) had, at the time of the trial, given any symptom of
-believing Florentine Vivier’s asseverations. That was their affair; he
-had long since made up his mind that his own was very different. One
-couldn’t believe at will, and fortunately, in the case, he had no
-effort to make; for from the moment he began to consider the
-established facts (few as they were, and poor and hideous) he regarded
-himself, irresistibly, as the son of the recreant, sacrificial Lord
-Frederick.
-
-He had no need to reason about it; all his nerves and pulses pleaded
-and testified. His mother had been a daughter of the wild French people
-(all that Pinnie could tell him of her parentage was that Florentine
-had once mentioned that in her extreme childhood her father had fallen,
-in the blood-stained streets of Paris, on a barricade, with his gun in
-his hand); but on the other side it took an English aristocrat—though a
-poor specimen, apparently, had to suffice—to account for him. This,
-with its further implications, became Hyacinth’s article of faith; the
-reflection that he was a bastard involved in a remarkable manner the
-reflection that he was a gentleman. He was conscious that he didn’t
-hate the image of his father, as he might have been expected to do; and
-he supposed this was because Lord Frederick had paid so tremendous a
-penalty. It was in the exaction of that penalty that the moral proof,
-for Hyacinth, resided; his mother would not have armed herself on
-account of any injury less cruel than the episode of which her
-miserable baby was the living sign. She had avenged herself because she
-had been thrown over, and the bitterness of that wrong had been in the
-fact that he, Hyacinth, lay there in her lap. _He_ was the one to have
-been killed: that remark our young man often made to himself. That his
-attitude on this whole subject was of a tolerably exalted, transcendent
-character, and took little account of any refutation that might be
-based on a vulgar glance at three or four obtrusive items, is proved by
-the importance that he attached, for instance, to the name by which his
-mother had told poor Pinnie (when this excellent creature consented to
-take him) that she wished him to be called. Hyacinth had been the name
-of her father, a republican clockmaker, the martyr of his opinions,
-whose memory she professed to worship; and when Lord Frederick
-insinuated himself into her confidence he had reasons for preferring to
-be known as plain Mr Robinson—reasons, however, which, in spite of the
-light thrown upon them at the trial, it was difficult, after so many
-years, to enter into.
-
-Hyacinth never knew that Mr Vetch had said more than once to Pinnie,
-“If her contention as regards that dissolute young swell was true, why
-didn’t she make the child bear his real name, instead of his false
-one?”—an inquiry which the dressmaker answered with some ingenuity, by
-remarking that she couldn’t call him after a man she had murdered, and
-that she supposed the unhappy girl didn’t wish to publish to every one
-the boy’s connection with a crime that had been so much talked about.
-If Hyacinth had assisted at this little discussion it is needless to
-say that he would have sided with Miss Pynsent; though that his
-judgment was independently formed is proved by the fact that Pinnie’s
-fearfully indiscreet attempts at condolence should not have made him
-throw up his version in disgust. It was after the complete revelation
-that he understood the romantic innuendoes with which his childhood had
-been surrounded, and of which he had never caught the meaning; they
-having seemed but part and parcel of the habitual and promiscuous
-divagations of his too constructive companion. When it came over him
-that, for years, she had made a fool of him, to himself and to others,
-he could have beaten her, for grief and shame; and yet, before he
-administered this rebuke he had to remember that she only chattered
-(though she professed to have been extraordinarily dumb) about a matter
-which he spent nine-tenths of his time in brooding over. When she tried
-to console him for the horror of his mother’s history by descanting on
-the glory of the Purvises, and reminding him that he was related,
-through them, to half the aristocracy of England, he felt that she was
-turning the tragedy of his life into a monstrous farce; and yet he none
-the less continued to cherish the belief that he was a gentleman born.
-He allowed her to tell him nothing about the family in question, and
-his stoicism on this subject was one of the reasons of the deep
-dejection of her later years. If he had only let her idealise him a
-little to himself she would have felt that she was making up, by so
-much, for her grand mistake. He sometimes saw the name of his father’s
-relations in the newspaper, but he always turned away his eyes from it.
-He had nothing to ask of them, and he wished to prove to himself that
-he could ignore them (who had been willing to let him die like a rat)
-as completely as they ignored him. Decidedly, he cried to himself at
-times, he was with the people, and every possible vengeance of the
-people, as against such shameless egoism as that; but all the same he
-was happy to feel that he had blood in his veins which would account
-for the finest sensibilities.
-
-He had no money to pay for places at a theatre in the Strand; Millicent
-Henning having made it clear to him that on this occasion she expected
-something better than the pit. “Should you like the royal box, or a
-couple of stalls at ten shillings apiece?” he asked of her, with a
-frankness of irony which, with this young lady, fortunately, it was
-perfectly possible to practise. She had answered that she would content
-herself with a seat in the second balcony, in the very front; and as
-such a position involved an expenditure which he was still unable to
-meet, he waited one night upon Mr Vetch, to whom he had already, more
-than once, had recourse in moments of pecuniary embarrassment. His
-relations with the caustic fiddler were peculiar; they were much better
-in fact than they were in theory. Mr Vetch had let him know—long before
-this, and with the purpose of covering Pinnie to the utmost—the part he
-had played when the question of the child’s being taken to Mrs
-Bowerbank’s institution was so distressingly presented; and Hyacinth,
-in the face of this information, had inquired, with some sublimity,
-what the devil the fiddler had to do with his private affairs.
-Anastasius Vetch had replied that it was not as an affair of his, but
-as an affair of Pinnie’s, that he had considered the matter; and
-Hyacinth afterwards had let the question drop, though he had never been
-formally reconciled to his officious neighbour. Of course his feeling
-about him had been immensely modified by the trouble Mr Vetch had taken
-to get him a place with old Crookenden; and at the period of which I
-write it had long been familiar to him that the fiddler didn’t care a
-straw what he thought of his advice at the famous crisis, and
-entertained himself with watching the career of a youth put together of
-such queer pieces. It was impossible to Hyacinth not to perceive that
-the old man’s interest was kindly; and to-day, at any rate, our hero
-would have declared that nothing could have made up to him for not
-knowing the truth, horrible as the truth might be. His miserable
-mother’s embrace seemed to furnish him with an inexhaustible fund of
-motive, and under the circumstances that was a benefit. What he chiefly
-objected to in Mr Vetch was a certain air of still regarding him as
-extremely juvenile; he would have got on with him much better if the
-fiddler had consented to recognise the degree in which he was already a
-man of the world. Vetch knew an immense deal about society, and he
-seemed to know the more because he never swaggered—it was only little
-by little you discovered it; but that was no reason for his looking as
-if his chief entertainment resided in a private, diverting commentary
-on the conversation of his young friend. Hyacinth felt that he himself
-gave considerable evidence of liking his fellow-resident in Lomax Place
-when he asked him to lend him half-a-crown. Somehow, circumstances, of
-old, had tied them together, and though this partly vexed the little
-bookbinder it also touched him; he had more than once solved the
-problem of deciding how to behave (when the fiddler exasperated him) by
-simply asking him some service. The old man had never refused. It was
-satisfactory to Hyacinth to remember this, as he knocked at his door,
-very late, after he had allowed him time to come home from the theatre.
-He knew his habits: Mr Vetch never went straight to bed, but sat by his
-fire an hour, smoking his pipe, mixing a grog, and reading some old
-book. Hyacinth knew when to go up by the light in his window, which he
-could see from a court behind.
-
-“Oh, I know I haven’t been to see you for a long time,” he said, in
-response to the remark with which the fiddler greeted him; “and I may
-as well tell you immediately what has brought me at present—in addition
-to the desire to ask after your health. I want to take a young lady to
-the theatre.”
-
-Mr Vetch was habited in a tattered dressing-gown; his apartment smelt
-strongly of the liquor he was consuming. Divested of his evening-gear
-he looked to our hero so plucked and blighted that on the spot Hyacinth
-ceased to hesitate as to his claims in the event of a social
-liquidation; he, too, was unmistakably a creditor. “I’m afraid you find
-your young lady rather expensive.”
-
-“I find everything expensive,” said Hyacinth, as if to finish that
-subject.
-
-“Especially, I suppose, your secret societies.”
-
-“What do you mean by that?” the young man asked, staring.
-
-“Why, you told me, in the autumn, that you were just about to join a
-few.”
-
-“A few? How many do you suppose?” And Hyacinth checked himself. “Do you
-suppose if I had been serious I would tell?”
-
-“Oh dear, oh dear,” Mr Vetch murmured, with a sigh. Then he went on:
-“You want to take her to my shop, eh?”
-
-“I’m sorry to say she won’t go there. She wants something in the
-Strand: that’s a great point. She wants very much to see the _Pearl of
-Paraguay_. I don’t wish to pay anything, if possible; I am sorry to say
-I haven’t a penny. But as you know people at the other theatres, and I
-have heard you say that you do each other little favours, from place to
-place—_à charge de revanche_, as the French say—it occurred to me that
-you might be able to get me an order. The piece has been running a long
-time, and most people (except poor devils like me) must have seen it:
-therefore there probably isn’t a rush.”
-
-Mr Vetch listened in silence, and presently he said, “Do you want a
-box?”
-
-“Oh no; something more modest.”
-
-“Why not a box?” asked the fiddler, in a tone which Hyacinth knew.
-
-“Because I haven’t got the clothes that people wear in that sort of
-place, if you must have such a definite reason.”
-
-“And your young lady—has she got the clothes?”
-
-“Oh, I dare say; she seems to have everything.”
-
-“Where does she get them?”
-
-“Oh, I don’t know. She belongs to a big shop; she has to be fine.”
-
-“Won’t you have a pipe?” Mr Vetch asked, pushing an old tobacco-pouch
-across the table to his visitor; and while the young man helped himself
-he puffed a while in silence. “What will she do with you?” he inquired
-at last.
-
-“What will who do with me?”
-
-“Your big beauty—Miss Henning. I know all about her from Pinnie.”
-
-“Then you know what she’ll do with me!” Hyacinth returned, with rather
-a scornful laugh.
-
-“Yes, but, after all, it doesn’t very much matter.”
-
-“I don’t know what you are talking about,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“Well, now the other matter—the International—are you very deep in
-that?” the fiddler went on, as if he had not heard him.
-
-“Did Pinnie tell you all about that?” his visitor asked.
-
-“No, our friend Eustace has told me a good deal. He knows you have put
-your head into something. Besides, I see it,” said Mr Vetch.
-
-“How do you see it, pray?”
-
-“You have got such a speaking eye. Any one can tell, to look at you,
-that you have become a nihilist, that you’re a member of a secret
-society. You seem to say to every one, ‘Slow torture won’t induce me to
-tell where it meets!’”
-
-“You won’t get me an order, then?” Hyacinth said, in a moment.
-
-“My dear boy, I offer you a box. I take the greatest interest in you.”
-
-They smoked together a while, and at last Hyacinth remarked, “It has
-nothing to do with the International.”
-
-“Is it more terrible—more deadly secret?” his companion inquired,
-looking at him with extreme seriousness.
-
-“I thought you pretended to be a radical,” answered Hyacinth.
-
-“Well, so I am—of the old-fashioned, constitutional, milk-and-water,
-jog-trot sort. I’m not an exterminator.”
-
-“We don’t know what we may be when the time comes,” Hyacinth rejoined,
-more sententiously than he intended.
-
-“Is the time coming, then, my dear boy?”
-
-“I don’t think I have a right to give you any more of a warning than
-that,” said our hero, smiling.
-
-“It’s very kind of you to do so much, I’m sure, and to rush in here at
-the small hours for the purpose. Meanwhile, in the few weeks, or
-months, or years, or whatever they are, that are left, you wish to put
-in as much enjoyment as you can squeeze, with the young ladies: that’s
-a very natural inclination.” Then, irrelevantly, Mr Vetch inquired, “Do
-you see many foreigners?”
-
-“Yes, I see a good many.”
-
-“And what do you think of them?”
-
-“Oh, all sorts of things. I rather like Englishmen better.”
-
-“Mr Muniment, for example?”
-
-“I say, what do you know about him?” Hyacinth asked.
-
-“I’ve seen him at Eustace’s. I know that you and he are as thick as
-thieves.”
-
-“He will distinguish himself some day, very much,” said Hyacinth, who
-was perfectly willing, and indeed very proud, to be thought a close
-ally of the chemist’s assistant.
-
-“Very likely—very likely. And what will _he_ do with you?” the fiddler
-inquired.
-
-Hyacinth got up; the two men looked at each other for an instant. “Do
-get me two good places in the second balcony,” said Hyacinth.
-
-Mr Vetch replied that he would do what he could, and three days
-afterwards he gave the coveted order to his young friend. As he placed
-it in his hands he said, “You had better put in all the fun you can,
-you know!”
-
-
-
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-BOOK SECOND
-
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-
-
-XII
-
-
-Hyacinth and his companion took their seats with extreme promptitude
-before the curtain rose upon the _Pearl of Paraguay_. Thanks to
-Millicent’s eagerness not to be late they encountered the discomfort
-which had constituted her main objection to going into the pit: they
-waited for twenty minutes at the door of the theatre, in a tight,
-stolid crowd, before the official hour of opening. Millicent,
-bareheaded and very tightly laced, presented a most splendid appearance
-and, on Hyacinth’s part, gratified a certain youthful, ingenuous pride
-of possession in every respect save a tendency, while ingress was
-denied them, to make her neighbours feel her elbows and to comment,
-loudly and sarcastically, on the situation. It was more clear to him
-even than it had been before that she was a young lady who in public
-places might easily need a champion or an apologist. Hyacinth knew
-there was only one way to apologise for a ‘female’, when the female was
-attached very closely and heavily to one’s arm, and was reminded afresh
-how little constitutional aversion Miss Henning had to a row. He had an
-idea she might think his own taste ran even too little in that
-direction, and had visions of violent, confused scenes, in which he
-should in some way distinguish himself: he scarcely knew in what way,
-and imagined himself more easily routing some hulking adversary by an
-exquisite application of the retort courteous than by flying at him
-with a pair of very small fists.
-
-By the time they had reached their places in the balcony Millicent was
-rather flushed and a good deal ruffled; but she had composed herself in
-season for the rising of the curtain upon the farce which preceded the
-melodrama and which the pair had had no intention of losing. At this
-stage a more genial agitation took possession of her, and she
-surrendered her sympathies to the horse-play of the traditional
-prelude. Hyacinth found it less amusing, but the theatre, in any
-conditions, was full of sweet deception for him. His imagination
-projected itself lovingly across the footlights, gilded and coloured
-the shabby canvas and battered accessories, and lost itself so
-effectually in the fictive world that the end of the piece, however
-long, or however short, brought with it a kind of alarm, like a
-stoppage of his personal life. It was impossible to be more friendly to
-the dramatic illusion. Millicent, as the audience thickened, rejoiced
-more largely and loudly, held herself as a lady, surveyed the place as
-if she knew all about it, leaned back and leaned forward, fanned
-herself with majesty, gave her opinion upon the appearance and coiffure
-of every woman within sight, abounded in question and conjecture, and
-produced, from her pocket, a little paper of peppermint-drops, of
-which, under cruel threats, she compelled Hyacinth to partake. She
-followed with attention, though not always with success, the
-complicated adventures of the Pearl of Paraguay, through scenes
-luxuriantly tropical, in which the male characters wore sombreros and
-stilettos, and the ladies either danced the cachucha or fled from
-licentious pursuit; but her eyes wandered, during considerable periods,
-to the occupants of the boxes and stalls, concerning several of whom
-she had theories which she imparted to Hyacinth while the play went on,
-greatly to his discomfiture, he being unable to conceive of such
-levity. She had the pretension of knowing who every one was; not
-individually and by name, but as regards their exact social station,
-the quarter of London in which they lived, and the amount of money they
-were prepared to spend in the neighbourhood of Buckingham Palace. She
-had seen the whole town pass through her establishment there, and
-though Hyacinth, from his infancy, had been watching it from his own
-point of view, his companion made him feel that he had missed a
-thousand characteristic points, so different were most of her
-interpretations from his, and so very bold and irreverent. Miss
-Henning’s observation of human society had not been of a nature to
-impress her with its high moral tone, and she had a free off-hand
-cynicism which imposed itself. She thought most ladies were hypocrites,
-and had, in all ways, a low opinion of her own sex, which, more then
-once, before this, she had justified to Hyacinth by narrating
-observations of the most surprising kind, gathered during her career as
-a shop-girl. There was a pleasing inconsequence, therefore, in her
-being moved to tears in the third act of the play, when the Pearl of
-Paraguay, dishevelled and distracted, dragging herself on her knees,
-implored the stern hidalgo her father, to believe in her innocence in
-spite of the circumstances which seemed to condemn her—a midnight
-meeting with the wicked hero in the grove of cocoanuts. It was at this
-crisis, none the less, that she asked Hyacinth who his friends were in
-the principal box on the left of the stage, and let him know that a
-gentleman seated there had been watching him, at intervals, for the
-past half-hour.
-
-“Watching _me!_ I like that!” said the young man. “When I want to be
-watched I take you with me.”
-
-“Of course he has looked at me,” Millicent answered, as if she had no
-interest in denying that. “But you’re the one he wants to get hold of.”
-
-“To get hold of!”
-
-“Yes, you ninny: don’t hang back. He may make your fortune.”
-
-“Well, if you would like him to come and sit by you I’ll go and take a
-walk in the Strand,” said Hyacinth, entering into the humour of the
-occasion but not seeing, from where he was placed, any gentleman in the
-box. Millicent explained that the mysterious observer had just altered
-his position; he had gone into the back of the box, which had
-considerable depth. There were other persons in it, out of sight; she
-and Hyacinth were too much on the same side. One of them was a lady,
-concealed by the curtain; her arm, bare save for its bracelets, was
-visible at moments on the cushioned ledge. Hyacinth saw it, in effect,
-reappear there, and even while the play went on contemplated it with a
-certain interest; but until the curtain fell at the end of the act
-there was no further symptom that a gentleman wished to get hold of
-him.
-
-“Now do you say it’s me he’s after?” Millicent asked abruptly, giving
-him a sidelong dig, as the fiddlers in the orchestra began to scrape
-their instruments for the interlude.
-
-“Of course; I am only the pretext,” Hyacinth replied, after he had
-looked a moment, in a manner which he flattered himself was a proof of
-quick self-possession. The gentleman designated by his companion was
-once more at the front, leaning forward, with his arms on the edge.
-Hyacinth saw that he was looking straight at him, and our young man
-returned his gaze—an effort not rendered the more easy by the fact
-that, after an instant, he recognised him.
-
-“Well, if he knows us he might give some sign, and if he doesn’t he
-might leave us alone,” Millicent declared, abandoning the distinction
-she had made between herself and her companion. She had no sooner
-spoken than the gentleman complied with the first mentioned of these
-conditions; he smiled at Hyacinth across the house—he nodded to him
-with unmistakable friendliness. Millicent, perceiving this, glanced at
-the young man from Lomax Place and saw that the demonstration had
-brought a deep colour to his cheek. He was blushing, flushing; whether
-with pleasure or embarrassment was not immediately apparent to her. “I
-say, I say—is it one of your grand relations?” she promptly exclaimed.
-“Well, I can stare as well as him;” and she told Hyacinth it was a
-‘shime’ to bring a young lady to the play when you hadn’t so much as an
-opera-glass for her to look at the company. “Is he one of those lords
-your aunt was always talking about in the Plice? Is he your uncle, or
-your grandfather, or your first or second cousin? No, he’s too young
-for your grandfather. What a pity I can’t see if he looks like you!”
-
-At any other time Hyacinth would have thought these inquiries in the
-worst possible taste, but now he was too much given up to other
-reflections. It pleased him that the gentleman in the box should
-recognise and notice him, because even so small a fact as this was an
-extension of his social existence; but it also surprised and puzzled
-him, and it produced, generally, in his easily-excited organism, an
-agitation of which, in spite of his attempted self-control, the
-appearance he presented to Millicent was the sign. They had met three
-times, he and his fellow-spectator; but they had met under
-circumstances which, to Hyacinth’s mind, would have made a furtive
-wink, a mere tremor of the eyelid, a more judicious reference to the
-fact than so public a salutation. Hyacinth would never have permitted
-himself to greet him first; and this was not because the gentleman in
-the box belonged—conspicuously as he did so—to a different walk of
-society. He was apparently a man of forty, tall and lean and
-loose-jointed; he fell into lounging, dawdling attitudes, and even at a
-distance he looked lazy. He had a long, smooth, amused, contented face,
-unadorned with moustache or whisker, and his brown hair parted itself
-evenly over his forehead, and came forward on either temple in a rich,
-well-brushed lock which gave his countenance a certain analogy to
-portraits of English gentlemen about the year 1820. Millicent Henning
-had a glance of such range and keenness that she was able to make out
-the details of his evening-dress, of which she appreciated the ‘form’;
-to observe the character of his large hands; and to note that he
-appeared to be perpetually smiling, that his eyes were extraordinarily
-light in colour, and that in spite of the dark, well-marked brows
-arching over them, his fine skin never had produced, and never would
-produce, a beard. Our young lady pronounced him mentally a ‘swell’ of
-the first magnitude, and wondered more than ever where he had picked up
-Hyacinth. Her companion seemed to echo her thought when he exclaimed,
-with a little surprised sigh, almost an exhalation of awe, “Well, I had
-no idea he was one of that lot!”
-
-“You might at least tell me his name, so that I shall know what to call
-him when he comes round to speak to us,” the girl said, provoked at her
-companion’s incommunicativeness.
-
-“Comes round to speak to us—a chap like that!” Hyacinth exclaimed.
-
-“Well, I’m sure if he had been your own brother he couldn’t have
-grinned at you more! He may want to make my acquaintance after all; he
-won’t be the first.”
-
-The gentleman had once more retreated from sight, and there was as much
-evidence as that of the intention Millicent attributed to him. “I don’t
-think I’m at all clear that I have a right to tell his name,” he
-remarked, with sincerity, but with a considerable disposition at the
-same time to magnify an incident which deepened the brilliancy of the
-entertainment he had been able to offer Miss Henning. “I met him in a
-place where he may not like to have it known that he goes.”
-
-“Do you go to places that people are ashamed of? Is it one of your
-political clubs, as you call them, where that dirty young man from
-Camberwell, Mr Monument (what do you call him?), fills your head with
-ideas that’ll bring you to no good? I’m sure your friend over there
-doesn’t look as if he’d be on _your_ side.”
-
-Hyacinth had indulged in this reflection himself; but the only answer
-he made to Millicent was, “Well, then, perhaps he’ll be on yours!”
-
-“Laws, I hope _she_ ain’t one of the aristocracy!” Millicent exclaimed,
-with apparent irrelevance; and following the direction of her eyes
-Hyacinth saw that the chair his mysterious acquaintance had quitted in
-the stage-box was now occupied by a lady hitherto invisible—not the one
-who had given them a glimpse of her shoulder and bare arm. This was an
-ancient personage, muffled in a voluminous, crumpled white shawl—a
-stout, odd, foreign-looking woman, whose head apparently was surmounted
-with a light-coloured wig. She had a placid, patient air and a round,
-wrinkled face, in which, however, a small, bright eye moved quickly
-enough. Her rather soiled white gloves were too large for her, and
-round her head, horizontally arranged, as if to keep her wig in its
-place, she wore a narrow band of tinsel, decorated, in the middle of
-the forehead, by a jewel which the rest of her appearance would lead
-the spectator to suppose false. “Is the old woman his mother? Where did
-she dig up her clothes? They look as if she had hired them for the
-evening. Does _she_ come to your wonderful club, too? I dare say she
-cuts it fine, don’t she?” Millicent went on; and when Hyacinth
-suggested, sportively, that the old lady might be, not the gentleman’s
-mother, but his wife or his ‘fancy’, she declared that in that case, if
-he should come to see them, she wasn’t afraid. No wonder he wanted to
-get out of _that_ box! The woman in the wig was sitting there on
-purpose to look at them, but she couldn’t say she was particularly
-honoured by the notice of such an old guy. Hyacinth pretended that he
-liked her appearance and thought her very handsome; he offered to bet
-another paper of peppermints that if they could find out she would be
-some tremendous old dowager, some one with a handle to her name. To
-this Millicent replied, with an air of experience, that she had never
-thought the greatest beauty was in the upper class; and her companion
-could see that she was covertly looking over her shoulder to watch for
-his political friend and that she would be disappointed if he did not
-come. This idea did not make Hyacinth jealous, for his mind was
-occupied with another side of the business; and if he offered sportive
-suggestions it was because he was really excited, dazzled, by an
-incident of which the reader will have failed as yet to perceive the
-larger relations. What moved him was not the pleasure of being
-patronised by a rich man; it was simply the prospect of new
-experience—a sensation for which he was always ready to exchange any
-present boon; and he was convinced that if the gentleman with whom he
-had conversed in a small occult back-room in Bloomsbury as Captain
-Godfrey Sholto—the Captain had given him his card—had more positively
-than in Millicent’s imagination come out of the stage-box to see him,
-he would bring with him rare influences. This nervous presentiment,
-lighting on our young man, was so keen that it constituted almost a
-preparation; therefore, when at the end of a few minutes he became
-aware that Millicent, with her head turned (her face was in his
-direction), was taking the measure of some one who had come in behind
-them, he felt that fate was doing for him, by way of a change, as much
-as could be expected. He got up in his place, but not too soon to see
-that Captain Sholto had been standing there a moment in contemplation
-of Millicent, and that this young lady had performed with deliberation
-the ceremony of taking his measure. The Captain had his hands in his
-pockets, and wore a crush-hat, pushed a good deal backward. He laughed
-at the young couple in the balcony in the friendliest way, as if he had
-known them both for years, and Millicent could see, on a nearer view,
-that he was a fine, distinguished, easy, genial gentleman, at least six
-feet high, in spite of a habit, or an affectation, of carrying himself
-in a casual, relaxed, familiar manner. Hyacinth felt a little, after
-the first moment, as if he were treating them rather too much as a pair
-of children whom he had stolen upon, to startle; but this impression
-was speedily removed by the air with which he said, laying his hand on
-our hero’s shoulder as he stood in the little passage at the end of the
-bench where the holders of Mr Vetch’s order occupied the first seats,
-“My dear fellow, I really thought I must come round and speak to you.
-My spirits are all gone with this brute of a play. And those boxes are
-fearfully stuffy, you know,” he added, as if Hyacinth had had at least
-an equal experience of that part of the theatre.
-
-“It’s hot here, too,” Millicent’s companion murmured. He had suddenly
-become much more conscious of the high temperature, of his proximity to
-the fierce chandelier, and he added that the plot of the play certainly
-was unnatural, though he thought the piece rather well acted.
-
-“Oh, it’s the good old stodgy British tradition. This is the only place
-where you find it still, and even here it can’t last much longer; it
-can’t survive old Baskerville and Mrs Ruffler. ’Gad, how old they are!
-I remember her, long past her prime, when I used to be taken to the
-play, as a boy, in the Christmas holidays. Between them, they must be
-something like a hundred and eighty, eh? I believe one is supposed to
-cry a good deal about the middle,” Captain Sholto continued, in the
-same friendly, familiar, encouraging way, addressing himself to
-Millicent, upon whom, indeed, his eyes had rested almost
-uninterruptedly from the first. She sustained his glance with
-composure, but with just enough of an expression of reserve to intimate
-(what was perfectly true) that she was not in the habit of conversing
-with gentlemen with whom she was not acquainted. She turned away her
-face at this (she had already given the visitor the benefit of a good
-deal of it) and left him, as in the little passage he leaned against
-the parapet of the balcony with his back to the stage, confronted with
-Hyacinth, who was now wondering, with rather more vivid a sense of the
-relations of things, what he had come for. He wanted to do him honour,
-in return for his civility, but he did not know what one could talk
-about, at such short notice, to a person whom he immediately perceived
-to be, in a most extensive, a really transcendent sense of the term, a
-man of the world. He instantly saw Captain Sholto did not take the play
-seriously, so that he felt himself warned off that topic, on which,
-otherwise, he might have had much to say. On the other hand he could
-not, in the presence of a third person, allude to the matters they had
-discussed at the ‘Sun and Moon’; nor could he suppose his visitor would
-expect this, though indeed he impressed him as a man of humours and
-whims, who was amusing himself with everything, including esoteric
-socialism and a little bookbinder who had so much more of the gentleman
-about him than one would expect. Captain Sholto may have been a little
-embarrassed, now that he was completely launched in his attempt at
-fraternisation, especially after failing to elicit a smile from
-Millicent’s respectability; but he left to Hyacinth the burden of no
-initiative, and went on to say that it was just this prospect of the
-dying-out of the old British tradition that had brought him to-night.
-He was with a friend, a lady who had lived much abroad, who had never
-seen anything of the kind, and who liked everything that was
-characteristic. “You know the foreign school of acting is a very
-different affair,” he said, again to Millicent, who this time replied,
-“Oh yes, of course,” and considering afresh the old lady in the box,
-reflected that she looked as if there were nothing in the world that
-she, at least, hadn’t seen.
-
-“We have never been abroad,” said Hyacinth, candidly, looking into his
-friend’s curious light-coloured eyes, the palest in tint he had ever
-encountered.
-
-“Oh, well, there’s a lot of nonsense talked about that!” Captain Sholto
-replied; while Hyacinth remained uncertain as to exactly what he
-referred to, and Millicent decided to volunteer a remark.
-
-“They are making a tremendous row on the stage. I should think it would
-be very bad in those boxes.” There was a banging and thumping behind
-the curtain, the sound of heavy scenery pushed about.
-
-“Oh yes; it’s much better here, every way. I think you have the best
-seats in the house,” said Captain Sholto. “I should like very much to
-finish my evening beside you. The trouble is I have ladies—a pair of
-them,” he went on, as if he were seriously considering this
-possibility. Then, laying his hand again on Hyacinth’s shoulder, he
-smiled at him a moment and indulged in a still greater burst of
-frankness: “My dear fellow, that is just what, as a partial reason, has
-brought me up here to see you. One of my ladies has a great desire to
-make your acquaintance!”
-
-“To make my acquaintance?” Hyacinth felt himself turning pale; the
-first impulse he could have, in connection with such an announcement as
-that—and it lay far down, in the depths of the unspeakable—was a
-conjecture that it had something to do with his parentage on his
-father’s side. Captain Sholto’s smooth, bright face, irradiating such
-unexpected advances, seemed for an instant to swim before him. The
-Captain went on to say that he had told the lady of the talks they had
-had, that she was immensely interested in such matters—“You know what I
-mean, she really is”—and that as a consequence of what he had said she
-had begged him to come and ask his—a—his young friend (Hyacinth saw in
-a moment that the Captain had forgotten his name) to descend into her
-box for a little while.
-
-“She has a tremendous desire to talk with some one who looks at the
-whole business from your standpoint, don’t you see? And in her position
-she scarcely ever has a chance, she doesn’t come across them—to her
-great annoyance. So when I spotted you to-night she immediately said
-that I must introduce you at any cost. I hope you don’t mind, for a
-quarter of an hour. I ought perhaps to tell you that she is a person
-who is used to having nothing refused her. ‘Go up and bring him down,’
-you know, as if it were the simplest thing in the world. She is really
-very much in earnest: I don’t mean about wishing to see you—that goes
-without saying—but about the whole matter that you and I care for. Then
-I should add—it doesn’t spoil anything—that she is the most charming
-woman in the world, simply! Honestly, my dear boy, she is perhaps the
-most remarkable woman in Europe.”
-
-So Captain Sholto delivered himself, with the highest naturalness and
-plausibility, and Hyacinth, listening, felt that he himself ought
-perhaps to resent the idea of being served up for the entertainment of
-imperious triflers, but that somehow he didn’t, and that it was more
-worthy of the part he aspired to play in life to meet such occasions
-calmly and urbanely than to take the trouble of dodging and going
-roundabout. Of course the lady in the box couldn’t be sincere; she
-might think she was, though even that was questionable; but you
-couldn’t really care for the cause that was exemplified in the little
-back-room in Bloomsbury if you came to the theatre in that style. It
-was Captain Sholto’s style as well, but it had been by no means clear
-to Hyacinth hitherto that _he_ really cared. All the same, this was no
-time for going into the question of the lady’s sincerity, and at the
-end of sixty seconds our young man had made up his mind that he could
-afford to humour her. None the less, I must add, the whole proposal
-continued to make things dance, to appear fictive, delusive; so that it
-sounded, in comparison, like a note of reality when Millicent, who had
-been looking from one of the men to the other, exclaimed—
-
-“That’s all very well, but who is to look after me?” Her assumption of
-the majestic had broken down, and this was the cry of nature.
-
-Nothing could have been pleasanter and more indulgent of her alarm than
-the manner in which Captain Sholto reassured her: “My dear young lady,
-can you suppose I have been unmindful of that? I have been hoping that
-after I have taken down our friend and introduced him you would allow
-me to come back and, in his absence, occupy his seat.”
-
-Hyacinth was preoccupied with the idea of meeting the most remarkable
-woman in Europe; but at this juncture he looked at Millicent Henning
-with some curiosity. She rose to the situation, and replied, “I am much
-obliged to you, but I don’t know who you are.”
-
-“Oh, I’ll tell you all about that!” the Captain exclaimed,
-benevolently.
-
-“Of course I should introduce you,” said Hyacinth, and he mentioned to
-Miss Henning the name of his distinguished acquaintance.
-
-“In the army?” the young lady inquired, as if she must have every
-guarantee of social position.
-
-“Yes—not in the navy! I have left the army, but it always sticks to
-one.”
-
-“Mr Robinson, is it your intention to leave me?” Millicent asked, in a
-tone of the highest propriety.
-
-Hyacinth’s imagination had taken such a flight that the idea of what he
-owed to the beautiful girl who had placed herself under his care for
-the evening had somehow effaced itself. Her words put it before him in
-a manner that threw him quickly and consciously back upon his honour;
-yet there was something in the way she uttered them that made him look
-at her harder still before he replied, “Oh dear, no, of course it would
-never do. I must defer to some other occasion the honour of making the
-acquaintance of your friend,” he added, to Captain Sholto.
-
-“Ah, my dear fellow, we might manage it so easily now,” this gentleman
-murmured, with evident disappointment. “It is not as if
-Miss—a—Miss—a—were to be alone.”
-
-It flashed upon Hyacinth that the root of the project might be a desire
-of Captain Sholto to insinuate himself into Millicent’s graces; then he
-asked himself why the most remarkable woman in Europe should lend
-herself to that design, consenting even to receive a visit from a
-little bookbinder for the sake of furthering it. Perhaps, after all,
-she was not the most remarkable; still, even at a lower estimate, of
-what advantage could such a complication be to her? To Hyacinth’s
-surprise, Millicent’s eye made acknowledgment of his implied
-renunciation; and she said to Captain Sholto, as if she were
-considering the matter very impartially, “Might one know the name of
-the lady who sent you?”
-
-“The Princess Casamassima.”
-
-“Laws!” cried Millicent Henning. And then, quickly, as if to cover up
-the crudity of this ejaculation, “And might one also know what it is,
-as you say, that she wants to talk to him about?”
-
-“About the lower orders, the rising democracy, the spread of nihilism,
-and all that.”
-
-“The lower orders? Does she think we belong to them?” the girl
-demanded, with a strange, provoking laugh.
-
-Captain Sholto was certainly the readiest of men. “If she could see
-you, she would think you one of the first ladies in the land.”
-
-“She’ll never see me!” Millicent replied, in a manner which made it
-plain that she, at least, was not to be whistled for.
-
-Being whistled for by a princess presented itself to Hyacinth as an
-indignity endured gracefully enough by the heroes of several French
-novels in which he had found a thrilling interest; nevertheless, he
-said, incorruptibly, to the Captain, who hovered there like a
-Mephistopheles converted to disinterested charity, “Having been in the
-army, you will know that one can’t desert one’s post.”
-
-The Captain, for the third time, laid his hand on his young friend’s
-shoulder, and for a minute his smile rested, in silence, on Millicent
-Henning. “If I tell you simply I want to talk with this young lady,
-that certainly won’t help me, particularly, and there is no reason why
-it should. Therefore I’ll tell you the whole truth: I want to talk with
-her about _you!_” And he patted Hyacinth in a way which conveyed at
-once that this idea must surely commend him to the young man’s
-companion and that he himself liked him infinitely.
-
-Hyacinth was conscious of the endearment, but he remarked to Millicent
-that he would do just as she liked; he was determined not to let a
-member of the bloated upper class suppose that he held any daughter of
-the people cheap.
-
-“Oh, I don’t care if you go,” said Miss Henning. “You had better
-hurry—the curtain’s going to rise.”
-
-“That’s charming of you! I’ll rejoin you in three minutes!” Captain
-Sholto exclaimed.
-
-He passed his hand into Hyacinth’s arm, and as our hero lingered still,
-a little uneasy and questioning Millicent always with his eyes, the
-girl went on, with her bright boldness, “That kind of princess—I should
-like to hear all about her.”
-
-“Oh, I’ll tell you that, too,” the Captain rejoined, with his
-imperturbable pleasantness, as he led his young friend away. It must be
-confessed that Hyacinth also rather wondered what kind of princess she
-was, and his suspense on this point made his heart beat fast when,
-after traversing steep staircases and winding corridors, they reached
-the small door of the stage-box.
-
-
-
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-XIII
-
-
-Hyacinth’s first consciousness, after his companion had opened it, was
-of his nearness to the stage, on which the curtain had now risen again.
-The play was in progress, the actors’ voices came straight into the
-box, and it was impossible to speak without disturbing them. This at
-least was his inference from the noiseless way his conductor drew him
-in, and, without announcing or introducing him, simply pointed to a
-chair and whispered, “Just drop into that; you’ll see and hear
-beautifully.” He heard the door close behind him, and became aware that
-Captain Sholto had already retreated. Millicent, at any rate, would not
-be left to languish in solitude very long. Two ladies were seated in
-the front of the box, which was so large that there was a considerable
-space between them; and as he stood there, where Captain Sholto had
-planted him—they appeared not to have noticed the opening of the
-door—they turned their heads and looked at him. The one on whom his
-eyes first rested was the old lady whom he had already contemplated at
-a distance; she looked queerer still on a closer view, and gave him a
-little friendly, jolly nod. Her companion was partly overshadowed by
-the curtain of the box, which she had drawn forward with the intention
-of shielding herself from the observation of the house; she had still
-the air of youth, and the simplest way to express the instant effect
-upon Hyacinth of her fair face of welcome is to say that she was
-dazzling. He remained as Sholto had left him, staring rather confusedly
-and not moving an inch; whereupon the younger lady put out her hand—it
-was her left, the other rested on the ledge of the box—with the
-expectation, as he perceived, to his extreme mortification, too late,
-that he would give her his own. She converted the gesture into a sign
-of invitation, and beckoned him, silently but graciously, to move his
-chair forward. He did so, and seated himself between the two ladies;
-then, for ten minutes, stared straight before him, at the stage, not
-turning his eyes sufficiently even to glance up at Millicent in the
-balcony. He looked at the play, but he was far from seeing it; he had
-no sense of anything but the woman who sat there, close to him, on his
-right, with a fragrance in her garments and a light about her which he
-seemed to see even while his head was averted. The vision had been only
-of a moment, but it hung before him, threw a vague white mist over the
-proceedings on the stage. He was embarrassed, overturned, bewildered,
-and he knew it; he made a great effort to collect himself, to consider
-the situation lucidly. He wondered whether he ought to speak, to look
-at her again, to behave differently, in some way; whether she would
-take him for a clown, for an idiot; whether she were really as
-beautiful as she had seemed or if it were only a superficial glamour,
-which a renewed inspection would dissipate. While he asked himself
-these questions the minutes went on, and neither of his hostesses
-spoke; they watched the play in perfect stillness, so that Hyacinth
-divined that this was the proper thing and that he himself must remain
-dumb until a word should be bestowed upon him. Little by little he
-recovered himself, took possession of his predicament, and at last
-transferred his eyes to the Princess. She immediately perceived this,
-and returned his glance, with a soft smile. She might well be a
-princess—it was impossible to conform more to the finest evocations of
-that romantic word. She was fair, brilliant, slender, with a kind of
-effortless majesty. Her beauty had an air of perfection; it astonished
-and lifted one up, the sight of it seemed a privilege, a reward. If the
-first impression it had given Hyacinth was to make him feel strangely
-transported, he need not have been too much agitated, for this was the
-effect the Princess Casamassima produced upon persons of a wider
-experience and greater pretensions. Her dark eyes, blue or gray,
-something that was not brown, were as sweet as they were splendid, and
-there was an extraordinary light nobleness in the way she held her
-head. That head, where two or three diamond stars glittered in the
-thick, delicate hair which defined its shape, suggested to Hyacinth
-something antique and celebrated, which he had admired of old—the
-memory was vague—in a statue, in a picture, in a museum. Purity of line
-and form, of cheek and chin and lip and brow, a colour that seemed to
-live and glow, a radiance of grace and eminence and success—these
-things were seated in triumph in the face of the Princess, and
-Hyacinth, as he held himself in his chair, trembling with the
-revelation, wondered whether she were not altogether of some different
-substance from the humanity he had hitherto known. She might be divine,
-but he could see that she understood human needs—that she wished him to
-be at his ease and happy; there was something familiar in her smile, as
-if she had seen him many times before. Her dress was dark and rich; she
-had pearls round her neck, and an old rococo fan in her hand. Hyacinth
-took in all these things, and finally said to himself that if she
-wanted nothing more of him than that, he was content, he would like it
-to go on; so pleasant was it to sit with fine ladies, in a dusky,
-spacious receptacle which framed the bright picture of the stage and
-made one’s own situation seem a play within the play. The act was a
-long one, and the repose in which his companions left him might have
-been a calculated indulgence, to enable him to get used to them, to see
-how harmless they were. He looked at Millicent, in the course of time,
-and saw that Captain Sholto, seated beside her, had not the same
-standard of propriety, inasmuch as he made a remark to her every few
-minutes. Like himself, the young lady in the balcony was losing the
-play, thanks to her eyes being fixed on her friend from Lomax Place,
-whose position she thus endeavoured to gauge. Hyacinth had quite given
-up the Paraguayan complications; by the end of the half-hour his
-attention might have come back to them, had he not then been engaged in
-wondering what the Princess would say to him after the descent of the
-curtain—or whether she would say anything. The consideration of this
-problem, as the moment of the solution drew nearer, made his heart
-again beat faster. He watched the old lady on his left, and supposed it
-was natural that a princess should have an attendant—he took for
-granted she was an attendant—as different as possible from herself.
-This ancient dame was without majesty or grace; huddled together, with
-her hands folded on her stomach and her lips protruding, she solemnly
-followed the performance. Several times, however, she turned her head
-to Hyacinth, and then her expression changed; she repeated the jovial,
-encouraging, almost motherly nod with which she had greeted him when he
-made his bow, and by which she appeared to wish to intimate that,
-better than the serene beauty on the other side, she could enter into
-the oddity, the discomfort, of his situation. She seemed to say to him
-that he must keep his head, and that if the worst should come to the
-worst she was there to look after him. Even when, at last, the curtain
-descended, it was some moments before the Princess spoke, though she
-rested her smile upon Hyacinth as if she were considering what he would
-best like her to say. He might at that instant have guessed what he
-discovered later—that among this lady’s faults (he was destined to
-learn that they were numerous) not the least eminent was an exaggerated
-fear of the commonplace. He expected she would make some remark about
-the play, but what she said was, very gently and kindly, “I like to
-know all sorts of people.”
-
-“I shouldn’t think you would find the least difficulty in that,”
-Hyacinth replied.
-
-“Oh, if one wants anything very much, it’s sure to be difficult. Every
-one isn’t as obliging as you.”
-
-Hyacinth could think, immediately, of no proper rejoinder to this; but
-the old lady saved him the trouble by declaring, with a foreign accent,
-“I think you were most extraordinarily good-natured. I had no idea you
-would come—to two strange women.”
-
-“Yes, we are strange women,” said the Princess, musingly.
-
-“It’s not true that she finds things difficult; she makes every one do
-everything,” her companion went on.
-
-The Princess glanced at her; then remarked to Hyacinth, “Her name is
-Madame Grandoni.” Her tone was not familiar, but there was a friendly
-softness in it, as if he had really taken so much trouble for them that
-it was only just he should be entertained a little at their expense. It
-seemed to imply, also, that Madame Grandoni’s fitness for supplying
-such entertainment was obvious.
-
-“But I am not Italian—ah no!” the old lady cried. “In spite of my name,
-I am an honest, ugly, unfortunate German. But it doesn’t matter. She
-also, with such a name, isn’t Italian, either. It’s an accident; the
-world is full of accidents. But she isn’t German, poor lady, any more.”
-Madame Grandoni appeared to have entered into the Princess’s view, and
-Hyacinth thought her exceedingly amusing. In a moment she added, “That
-was a very charming person you were with.”
-
-“Yes, she is very charming,” Hyacinth replied, not sorry to have a
-chance to say it.
-
-The Princess made no remark on this subject, and Hyacinth perceived not
-only that from her position in the box she could have had no glimpse of
-Millicent, but that she would never take up such an allusion as that.
-It was as if she had not heard it that she asked, “Do you consider the
-play very interesting?”
-
-Hyacinth hesitated a moment, and then told the simple truth. “I must
-confess that I have lost the whole of this last act.”
-
-“Ah, poor bothered young man!” cried Madame Grandoni. “You see—you
-see!”
-
-“What do I see?” the Princess inquired. “If you are annoyed at being
-here now, you will like us later; probably, at least. We take a great
-interest in the things you care for. We take a great interest in the
-people,” the Princess went on.
-
-“Oh, allow me, allow me, and speak only for yourself!” the elder lady
-interposed. “I take no interest in the people; I don’t understand them,
-and I know nothing about them. An honourable nature, of any class, I
-always respect it; but I will not pretend to a passion for the ignorant
-masses, because I have it not. Moreover, that doesn’t touch the
-gentleman.”
-
-The Princess Casamassima had, evidently, a faculty of completely
-ignoring things of which she wished to take no account; it was not in
-the least the air of contempt, but a kind of thoughtful, tranquil
-absence, after which she came back to the point where she wished to be.
-She made no protest against her companion’s speech, but said to
-Hyacinth, as if she were only vaguely conscious that the old lady had
-been committing herself in some absurd way, “She lives with me; she is
-everything to me; she is the best woman in the world.”
-
-“Yes, fortunately, with many superficial defects, I am very good,”
-Madame Grandoni remarked.
-
-Hyacinth, by this time, was less embarrassed than when he presented
-himself to the Princess Casamassima, but he was not less mystified; he
-wondered afresh whether he were not being practised upon for some
-inconceivable end; so strange did it seem to him that two such fine
-ladies should, of their own movement, take the trouble to explain each
-other to a miserable little bookbinder. This idea made him flush; it
-was as if it had come over him that he had fallen into a trap. He was
-conscious that he looked frightened, and he was conscious the moment
-afterwards that the Princess noticed it. This was, apparently, what
-made her say, “If you have lost so much of the play I ought to tell you
-what has happened.”
-
-“Do you think he would follow that any more?” Madame Grandoni
-exclaimed.
-
-“If you would tell me—if you would tell me—” And then Hyacinth stopped.
-He had been going to say, ‘If you would tell me what all this means and
-what you want of me, it would be more to the point!’ but the words died
-on his lips, and he sat staring, for the woman at his right was simply
-too beautiful. She was too beautiful to question, to judge by common
-logic; and how could he know, moreover, what was natural to a person in
-that exaltation of grace and splendour? Perhaps it was her habit to
-send out every evening for some _naïf_ stranger, to amuse her; perhaps
-that was the way the foreign aristocracy lived. There was no sharpness
-in her face, at the present moment at least; there was nothing but
-luminous sweetness, yet she looked as if she knew what was going on in
-his mind. She made no eager attempt to reassure him, but there was a
-world of delicate consideration in the tone in which she said, “Do you
-know, I am afraid I have already forgotten what they have been doing in
-the play? It’s terribly complicated; some one or other was hurled over
-a precipice.”
-
-“Ah, you’re a brilliant pair,” Madame Grandoni remarked, with a laugh
-of long experience. “I could describe everything. The person who was
-hurled over the precipice was the virtuous hero, and you will see, in
-the next act, that he was only slightly bruised.”
-
-“Don’t describe anything; I have so much to ask.” Hyacinth had looked
-away, in tacit deprecation, at hearing himself ‘paired’ with the
-Princess, and he felt that she was watching him. “What do you think of
-Captain Sholto?” she went on, suddenly, to his surprise, if anything,
-in his position, could excite that sentiment more than anything else;
-and as he hesitated, not knowing what to say, she added, “Isn’t he a
-very curious type?”
-
-“I know him very little,” Hyacinth replied; and he had no sooner
-uttered the words than it struck him they were far from brilliant—they
-were poor and flat, and very little calculated to satisfy the Princess.
-Indeed, he reflected that he had said nothing at all that could place
-him in a favourable light; so he continued, at a venture: “I mean, I
-have never seen him at home.” That sounded still more silly.
-
-“At home? Oh, he is never at home; he is all over the world. To-night
-he was as likely to have been in Paraguay, for instance, as here. He is
-what they call a cosmopolite. I don’t know whether you know that
-species; very modern, more and more frequent, and exceedingly tiresome.
-I prefer the Chinese! He had told me he had had a great deal of
-interesting talk with you. That was what made me say to him, ‘Oh, do
-ask him to come in and see me. A little interesting talk, that would be
-a change!’”
-
-“She is very complimentary to me!” said Madame Grandoni.
-
-“Ah, my dear, you and I, you know, we never talk: we understand each
-other without that!” Then the Princess pursued, addressing herself to
-Hyacinth, “Do you never admit women?”
-
-“Admit women?”
-
-“Into those _séances_—what do you call them?—those little meetings that
-Captain Sholto described to me. I should like so much to be present.
-Why not?”
-
-“I haven’t seen any ladies,” Hyacinth said. “I don’t know whether it’s
-a rule, but I have seen nothing but men;” and he added, smiling, though
-he thought the dereliction rather serious, and couldn’t understand the
-part Captain Sholto was playing, nor, considering the grand company he
-kept, how he had originally secured admittance into the subversive
-little circle in Bloomsbury, “You know I’m not sure Captain Sholto
-ought to go about reporting our proceedings.”
-
-“I see. Perhaps you think he’s a spy, or something of that sort.”
-
-“No,” said Hyacinth, after a moment. “I think a spy would be more
-careful—would disguise himself more. Besides, after all, he has heard
-very little.” And Hyacinth smiled again.
-
-“You mean he hasn’t really been behind the scenes?” the Princess asked,
-bending forward a little, and now covering the young man steadily with
-her deep, soft eyes, as if by this time he must have got used to her
-and wouldn’t flinch from such attention. “Of course he hasn’t, and he
-never will be; he knows that, and that it’s quite out of his power to
-tell any real secrets. What he repeated to me was interesting, but of
-course I could see that there was nothing the authorities, anywhere,
-could put their hand on. It was mainly the talk he had had with you
-which struck him so very much, and which struck me, as you see. Perhaps
-you didn’t know how he was drawing you out.”
-
-“I am afraid that’s rather easy,” said Hyacinth, with perfect candour,
-as it came over him that he _had_ chattered, with a vengeance, in
-Bloomsbury, and had thought it natural enough then that his sociable
-fellow-visitor should offer him cigars and attach importance to the
-views of a clever and original young artisan.
-
-“I am not sure that I find it so! However, I ought to tell you that you
-needn’t have the least fear of Captain Sholto. He’s a perfectly honest
-man, so far as he goes; and even if you had trusted him much more than
-you appear to have done, he would be incapable of betraying you.
-However, don’t trust him: not because he’s not safe, but because—No
-matter, you will see for yourself. He has gone into that sort of thing
-simply to please me. I should tell you, merely to make you understand,
-that he would do anything for that. That’s his own affair. I wanted to
-know something, to learn something, to ascertain what really is going
-on; and for a woman everything of that sort is so difficult, especially
-for a woman in my position, who is known, and to whom every sort of bad
-faith is sure to be imputed. So Sholto said he would look into the
-subject for me; poor man, he has had to look into so many subjects!
-What I particularly wanted was that he should make friends with some of
-the leading spirits, really characteristic types.” The Princess’s voice
-was low and rather deep, and her tone very quick; her manner of
-speaking was altogether new to her listener, for whom the pronunciation
-of her words and the very punctuation of her sentences were a kind of
-revelation of ‘society’.
-
-“Surely Captain Sholto doesn’t suppose that _I_ am a leading spirit!”
-Hyacinth exclaimed, with the determination not to be laughed at any
-more than he could help.
-
-The Princess hesitated a moment; then she said, “He told me you were
-very original.”
-
-“He doesn’t know, and—if you will allow me to say so—I don’t think you
-know. How should you? I am one of many thousands of young men of my
-class—you know, I suppose, what that is—in whose brains certain ideas
-are fermenting. There is nothing original about me at all. I am very
-young and very ignorant; it’s only a few months since I began to talk
-of the possibility of a social revolution with men who have considered
-the whole ground much more than I have done. I’m a mere particle in the
-immensity of the people. All I pretend to is my good faith, and a great
-desire that justice shall be done.”
-
-The Princess listened to him intently, and her attitude made him feel
-how little _he_, in comparison, expressed himself like a person who had
-the habit of conversation; he seemed to himself to stammer and emit
-common sounds. For a moment she said nothing, only looking at him with
-her pure smile. “I do draw you out!” she exclaimed, at last. “You are
-much more interesting to me than if you were an exception.” At these
-last words Hyacinth flinched a hair’s breadth; the movement was shown
-by his dropping his eyes. We know to what extent he really regarded
-himself as of the stuff of the common herd. The Princess doubtless
-guessed it as well, for she quickly added, “At the same time, I can see
-that you are remarkable enough.”
-
-“What do you think I am remarkable for?”
-
-“Well, you have general ideas.”
-
-“Every one has them to-day. They have them in Bloomsbury to a terrible
-degree. I have a friend (who understands the matter much better than I)
-who has no patience with them: he declares they are our danger and our
-bane. A few very special ideas—if they are the right ones—are what we
-want.”
-
-“Who is your friend?” the Princess asked, abruptly.
-
-“Ah, Christina, Christina,” Madame Grandoni murmured from the other
-side of the box.
-
-Christina took no notice of her, and Hyacinth, not understanding the
-warning, and only remembering how personal women always are, replied,
-“A young man who lives in Camberwell, an assistant at a wholesale
-chemist’s.”
-
-If he had expected that this description of his friend was a bigger
-dose than his hostess would be able to digest, he was greatly mistaken.
-She seemed to look tenderly at the picture suggested by his words, and
-she immediately inquired whether the young man were also clever, and
-whether she might not hope to know him. Hadn’t Captain Sholto seen him;
-and if so, why hadn’t he spoken of him, too? When Hyacinth had replied
-that Captain Sholto had probably seen him, but that he believed he had
-had no particular conversation with him, the Princess inquired, with
-startling frankness, whether her visitor wouldn’t bring his friend,
-some day, to see her.
-
-Hyacinth glanced at Madame Grandoni, but that worthy woman was engaged
-in a survey of the house, through an old-fashioned eye-glass with a
-long gilt handle. He had perceived, long before this, that the Princess
-Casamassima had no desire for vain phrases, and he had the good taste
-to feel that, from himself to such a personage, compliments, even if he
-had wished to pay them, would have had no suitability. “I don’t know
-whether he would be willing to come. He’s the sort of man that, in such
-a case, you can’t answer for.”
-
-“That makes me want to know him all the more. But you’ll come yourself,
-at all events, eh?”
-
-Poor Hyacinth murmured something about the unexpected honour; for,
-after all, he had a French heredity, and it was not so easy for him to
-make unadorned speeches. But Madame Grandoni, laying down her
-eye-glass, almost took the words out of his mouth, with the cheerful
-exhortation, “Go and see her—go and see her once or twice. She will
-treat you like an angel.”
-
-“You must think me very peculiar,” the Princess remarked, sadly.
-
-“I don’t know what I think. It will take a good while.”
-
-“I wish I could make you trust me—inspire you with confidence,” she
-went on. “I don’t mean only you, personally, but others who think as
-you do. You would find I would go with you—pretty far. I was answering
-just now for Captain Sholto; but who in the world is to answer for me?”
-And her sadness merged itself in a smile which appeared to Hyacinth
-extraordinarily magnanimous and touching.
-
-“Not I, my dear, I promise you!” her ancient companion ejaculated, with
-a laugh which made the people in the stalls look up at the box.
-
-Her mirth was contagious; it gave Hyacinth the audacity to say to her,
-“I would trust _you_, if you did!” though he felt, the next minute,
-that this was even a more familiar speech than if he had said he
-wouldn’t trust her.
-
-“It comes, then, to the same thing,” the Princess went on. “She would
-not show herself with me in public if I were not respectable. If you
-knew more about me you would understand what has led me to turn my
-attention to the great social question. It is a long story, and the
-details wouldn’t interest you; but perhaps some day, if we have more
-talk, you will put yourself a little in my place. I am very serious,
-you know; I am not amusing myself with peeping and running away. I am
-convinced that we are living in a fool’s paradise, that the ground is
-heaving under our feet.”
-
-“It’s not the ground, my dear; it’s you that are turning somersaults,”
-Madame Grandoni interposed.
-
-“Ah, you, my friend, you have the happy faculty of believing what you
-like to believe. I have to believe what I see.”
-
-“She wishes to throw herself into the revolution, to guide it, to
-enlighten it,” Madame Grandoni said to Hyacinth, speaking now with
-imperturbable gravity.
-
-“I am sure she could direct it in any sense she would wish!” the young
-man responded, in a glow. The pure, high dignity with which the
-Princess had just spoken, and which appeared to cover a suppressed
-tremor of passion, set Hyacinth’s pulses throbbing, and though he
-scarcely saw what she meant—her aspirations seeming so vague—her tone,
-her voice, her wonderful face, showed that she had a generous soul.
-
-She answered his eager declaration with a serious smile and a
-melancholy head-shake. “I have no such pretensions, and my good old
-friend is laughing at me. Of course that is very easy; for what, in
-fact, can be more absurd, on the face of it, than for a woman with a
-title, with diamonds, with a carriage, with servants, with a position,
-as they call it, to sympathise with the upward struggles of those who
-are below? ‘Give all that up, and we’ll believe you,’ you have a right
-to say. I am ready to give them up the moment it will help the cause; I
-assure you that’s the least difficulty. I don’t want to teach, I want
-to learn; and, above all, I want to know _à quoi m’en tenir_. Are we on
-the eve of great changes, or are we not? Is everything that is
-gathering force, underground, in the dark, in the night, in little
-hidden rooms, out of sight of governments and policemen and idiotic
-‘statesmen’—heaven save them!—is all this going to burst forth some
-fine morning and set the world on fire? Or is it to sputter out and
-spend itself in vain conspiracies, be dissipated in sterile heroisms
-and abortive isolated movements? I want to know _à quoi m’en tenir_,”
-she repeated, fixing her visitor with more brilliant eyes, as if he
-could tell her on the spot. Then, suddenly, she added in a totally
-different tone, “Excuse me, I have an idea you speak French. Didn’t
-Captain Sholto tell me so?”
-
-“I have some little acquaintance with it,” Hyacinth murmured. “I have
-French blood in my veins.”
-
-She considered him as if he had proposed to her some kind of problem.
-“Yes, I can see that you are not _le premier venu_. Now, your friend,
-of whom you were speaking, is a chemist; and you, yourself—what is your
-occupation?”
-
-“I’m just a bookbinder.”
-
-“That must be delightful. I wonder if you would bind some books for
-me.”
-
-“You would have to bring them to our shop, and I can do there only the
-work that’s given out to me. I might manage it by myself, at home,”
-Hyacinth added, smiling.
-
-“I should like that better. And what do you call home?”
-
-“The place I live in, in the north of London: a little street you
-certainly never heard of.”
-
-“What is it called?”
-
-“Lomax Place, at your service,” said Hyacinth, laughing.
-
-She laughed back at him, and he didn’t know whether her brightness or
-her gravity were the more charming. “No, I don’t think I have heard of
-it. I don’t know London very well; I haven’t lived here long. I have
-spent most of my life abroad. My husband is a foreigner, an Italian. We
-don’t live together much. I haven’t the manners of this country—not of
-any class; have I, eh? Oh, this country—there is a great deal to be
-said about it; and a great deal to be done, as you, of course,
-understand better than any one. But I want to know London; it interests
-me more than I can say—the huge, swarming, smoky, human city. I mean
-real London, the people and all their sufferings and passions; not Park
-Lane and Bond Street. Perhaps you can help me—it would be a great
-kindness: that’s what I want to know men like you for. You see it isn’t
-idle, my having given you so much trouble to-night.”
-
-“I shall be very glad to show you all I know. But it isn’t much, and
-above all it isn’t pretty,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“Whom do you live with, in Lomax Place?” the Princess asked, by way of
-rejoinder to this.
-
-“Captain Sholto is leaving the young lady—he is coming back here,”
-Madame Grandoni announced, inspecting the balcony with her instrument.
-The orchestra had been for some time playing the overture to the
-following act.
-
-Hyacinth hesitated a moment. “I live with a dressmaker.”
-
-“With a dressmaker? Do you mean—do you mean—?” And the Princess paused.
-
-“Do you mean she’s your wife?” asked Madame Grandoni, humorously.
-
-“Perhaps she gives you rooms,” remarked the Princess.
-
-“How many do you think I have? She gives me everything, or she has done
-so in the past. She brought me up; she is the best little woman in the
-world.”
-
-“You had better command a dress!” exclaimed Madame Grandoni.
-
-“And your family, where are they?” the Princess continued.
-
-“I have no family.”
-
-“None at all?”
-
-“None at all. I never had.”
-
-“But the French blood that you speak of, and which I see perfectly in
-your face—you haven’t the English expression, or want of
-expression—that must have come to you through some one.”
-
-“Yes, through my mother.”
-
-“And she is dead?”
-
-“Long ago.”
-
-“That’s a great loss, because French mothers are usually so much to
-their sons.” The Princess looked at her painted fan a moment, as she
-opened and closed it; after which she said, “Well, then, you’ll come
-some day. We’ll arrange it.”
-
-Hyacinth felt that the answer to this could be only a silent
-inclination of his little person; and to make it he rose from his
-chair. As he stood there, conscious that he had stayed long enough and
-yet not knowing exactly how to withdraw, the Princess, with her fan
-closed, resting upright on her knee, and her hands clasped on the end
-of it, turned up her strange, lovely eyes at him, and said—
-
-“Do you think anything will occur soon?”
-
-“Will occur?”
-
-“That there will be a crisis—that you’ll make yourselves felt?”
-
-In this beautiful woman’s face there was to Hyacinth’s bewildered
-perception something at once inspiring, tempting and mocking; and the
-effect of her expression was to make him say, rather clumsily, “I’ll
-try and ascertain;” as if she had asked him whether her carriage were
-at the door.
-
-“I don’t quite know what you are talking about; but please don’t have
-it for another hour or two. I want to see what becomes of the Pearl!”
-Madame Grandoni interposed.
-
-“Remember what I told you: I would give up everything—everything!” the
-Princess went on, looking up at the young man in the same way. Then she
-held out her hand, and this time he knew sufficiently what he was about
-to take it.
-
-When he bade good-night to Madame Grandoni the old lady exclaimed to
-him, with a comical sigh, “Well, she _is_ respectable!” and out in the
-lobby, when he had closed the door of the box behind him, he found
-himself echoing these words and repeating mechanically, “She _is_
-respectable!” They were on his lips as he stood, suddenly, face to face
-with Captain Sholto, who laid his hand on his shoulder once more and
-shook him a little, in that free yet insinuating manner for which this
-officer appeared to be remarkable.
-
-“My dear fellow, you were born under a lucky star.”
-
-“I never supposed it,” said Hyacinth, changing colour.
-
-“Why, what in the world would you have? You have the faculty, the
-precious faculty, of inspiring women with an interest—but an interest!”
-
-“Yes, ask them in the box there! I behaved like a cretin,” Hyacinth
-declared, overwhelmed now with a sense of opportunities missed.
-
-“They won’t tell me that. And the lady upstairs?”
-
-“Well,” said Hyacinth gravely, “what about her?”
-
-The Captain considered him a moment. “She wouldn’t talk to me of
-anything but you. You may imagine how I liked it!”
-
-“I don’t like it, either. But I must go up.”
-
-“Oh yes, she counts the minutes. Such a charming person!” Captain
-Sholto added, with more propriety of tone. As Hyacinth left him he
-called after him, “Don’t be afraid—you’ll go far.”
-
-When the young man took his place in the balcony beside Millicent this
-damsel gave him no greeting, nor asked any question about his
-adventures in the more aristocratic part of the house. She only turned
-her fine complexion upon him for some minutes, and as he himself was
-not in the mood to begin to chatter, the silence continued—continued
-till after the curtain had risen on the last act of the play.
-Millicent’s attention was now, evidently, not at her disposal for the
-stage, and in the midst of a violent scene, which included pistol-shots
-and shrieks, she said at last to her companion, “She’s a tidy lot, your
-Princess, by what I learn.”
-
-“Pray, what do you know about her?”
-
-“I know what that fellow told me.”
-
-“And pray, what was that?”
-
-“Well, she’s a bad ’un, as ever was. Her own husband has had to turn
-her out of the house.”
-
-Hyacinth remembered the allusion the lady herself had made to her
-matrimonial situation; nevertheless, what he would have liked to reply
-to Miss Henning was that he didn’t believe a word of it. He withheld
-the doubt, and after a moment remarked quietly, “I don’t care.”
-
-“You don’t care? Well, I do, then!” Millicent cried. And as it was
-impossible, in view of the performance and the jealous attention of
-their neighbours, to continue the conversation in this pitch, she
-contented herself with ejaculating, in a somewhat lower key, at the end
-of five minutes, during which she had been watching the stage,
-“Gracious, what dreadful common stuff!”
-
-
-
-
-XIV
-
-
-Hyacinth did not mention to Pinnie or Mr Vetch that he had been taken
-up by a great lady; but he mentioned it to Paul Muniment, to whom he
-now confided a great many things. He had, at first, been in
-considerable fear of his straight, loud, north-country friend, who
-showed signs of cultivating logic and criticism to a degree that was
-hostile to free conversation; but he discovered later that he was a man
-to whom one could say anything in the world, if one didn’t think it of
-more importance to be sympathised with than to be understood. For a
-revolutionist, he was strangely good-natured. The sight of all the
-things he wanted to change had seemingly no power to irritate him, and
-if he joked about questions that lay very near his heart his pleasantry
-was not bitter nor invidious; the fault that Hyacinth sometimes found
-with it, rather, was that it was innocent to puerility. Our hero envied
-his power of combining a care for the wide misery of mankind with the
-apparent state of mind of the cheerful and virtuous young workman who,
-on Sunday morning, has put on a clean shirt, and, not having taken the
-gilt off his wages the night before, weighs against each other, for a
-happy day, the respective attractions of Epping Forest and Gravesend.
-He was never sarcastic about his personal lot and his daily life; it
-had not seemed to occur to him, for instance, that ‘society’ was really
-responsible for the condition of his sister’s spinal column, though
-Eustache Poupin and his wife (who practically, however, were as patient
-as he) did everything they could to make him say so, believing,
-evidently, that it would relieve him. Apparently he cared nothing for
-women, talked of them rarely, and always decently, and had never a sign
-of a sweetheart, unless Lady Aurora Langrish might pass for one. He
-never drank a drop of beer nor touched a pipe; he always had a clear
-tone, a fresh cheek and a smiling eye, and once excited on Hyacinth’s
-part a kind of elder-brotherly indulgence by the open-mouthed glee and
-credulity with which, when the pair were present, in the sixpenny
-gallery, at Astley’s, at an equestrian pantomime, he followed the
-tawdry spectacle. He once told the young bookbinder that he was a
-suggestive little beggar, and Hyacinth’s opinion of him, by this time,
-was so exalted that the remark had almost the value of a patent of
-nobility. Our hero treated himself to an unlimited belief in him; he
-had always dreamed of having some grand friendship, and this was the
-best opening he had ever encountered. No one could entertain a
-sentiment of that sort better than Hyacinth, or cultivate a greater
-luxury of confidence. It disappointed him, sometimes, that it was not
-more richly repaid; that on certain important points of the socialistic
-programme Muniment would never commit himself; and that he had not yet
-shown the _fond du sac_, as Eustache Poupin called it, to so ardent an
-admirer. He answered particular questions freely enough, and answered
-them occasionally in a manner that made Hyacinth jump, as when, in
-reply to an inquiry in regard to his view of capital punishment, he
-said that, so far from wishing it abolished, he should go in for
-extending it much further—he should impose it on those who habitually
-lied or got drunk; but his friend had always a feeling that he kept
-back his best card and that even in the listening circle in Bloomsbury,
-when only the right men were present, there were unspoken conclusions
-in his mind which he didn’t as yet think any one good enough to be
-favoured with. So far, therefore, from suspecting him of
-half-heartedness, Hyacinth was sure that he had extraordinary things in
-his head; that he was thinking them out to the logical end, wherever it
-might land him; and that the night he should produce them, with the
-door of the club-room guarded and the company bound by a tremendous
-oath, the others would look at each other and turn pale.
-
-“She wants to see you; she asked me to bring you; she was very
-serious,” Hyacinth said, relating his interview with the ladies in the
-box at the play; which, however, now that he looked back upon it,
-seemed as queer as a dream, and not much more likely than that sort of
-experience to have a continuation in one’s waking hours.
-
-“To bring me—to bring me where?” asked Muniment. “You talk as if I were
-a sample out of your shop, or a little dog you had for sale. Has she
-ever seen me? Does she think I’m smaller than you? What does she know
-about me?”
-
-“Well, principally, that you’re a friend of mine—that’s enough for
-her.”
-
-“Do you mean that it ought to be enough for me that she’s a friend of
-yours? I have a notion you’ll have some queer ones before you’re done;
-a good many more than I have time to talk to. And how can I go to see a
-delicate female, with those paws?” Muniment inquired, exhibiting ten
-work-stained fingers.
-
-“Buy a pair of gloves,” said Hyacinth, who recognised the serious
-character of this obstacle. But after a moment he added, “No, you
-oughtn’t to do that; she wants to see dirty hands.”
-
-“That’s easy enough; she needn’t send for me for the purpose. But isn’t
-she making game of you?”
-
-“It’s very possible, but I don’t see what good it can do her.”
-
-“You are not obliged to find excuses for the pampered classes. Their
-bloated luxury begets evil, impudent desires; they are capable of doing
-harm for the sake of harm. Besides, is she genuine?”
-
-“If she isn’t, what becomes of your explanation?” asked Hyacinth.
-
-“Oh, it doesn’t matter; at night all cats are gray. Whatever she is,
-she’s an idle, bedizened jade.”
-
-“If you had seen her, you wouldn’t talk of her that way.”
-
-“God forbid I should see her, then, if she’s going to corrupt me!”
-
-“Do you suppose she’ll corrupt _me?_” Hyacinth demanded, with an
-expression of face and a tone of voice which produced, on his friend’s
-part, an explosion of mirth.
-
-“How can she, after all, when you are already such a little mass of
-corruption?”
-
-“You don’t think that,” said Hyacinth, looking very grave.
-
-“Do you mean that if I did I wouldn’t say it? Haven’t you noticed that
-I say what I think?”
-
-“No, you don’t, not half of it: you’re as close as a fish.”
-
-Paul Muniment looked at his companion a moment, as if he were rather
-struck with the penetration of that remark; then he said, “Well, then,
-if I should give you the other half of my opinion of you, do you think
-you’d fancy it?”
-
-“I’ll save you the trouble. I’m a very clever, conscientious, promising
-young chap, and any one would be proud to claim me as a friend.”
-
-“Is that what your Princess told you? She must be a precious piece of
-goods!” Paul Muniment exclaimed. “Did she pick your pocket meanwhile?”
-
-“Oh yes; a few minutes later I missed a silver cigar-case, engraved
-with the arms of the Robinsons. Seriously,” Hyacinth continued, “don’t
-you consider it possible that a woman of that class should want to know
-what is going on among the like of us?”
-
-“It depends upon what class you mean.”
-
-“Well, a woman with a lot of jewels and the manners of an angel. It’s
-queer of course, but it’s conceivable; why not? There may be unselfish
-natures; there may be disinterested feelings.”
-
-“And there may be fine ladies in an awful funk about their jewels, and
-even about their manners. Seriously, as you say, it’s perfectly
-conceivable. I am not in the least surprised at the aristocracy being
-curious to know what we are up to, and wanting very much to look into
-it; in their place I should be very uneasy, and if I were a woman with
-angelic manners very likely I too should be glad to get hold of a soft,
-susceptible little bookbinder, and pump him dry, bless his heart!”
-
-“Are you afraid I’ll tell her secrets?” cried Hyacinth, flushing with
-virtuous indignation.
-
-“Secrets? What secrets could you tell her, my pretty lad?”
-
-Hyacinth stared a moment. “You don’t trust me—you never have.”
-
-“We will, some day—don’t be afraid,” said Muniment, who, evidently, had
-no intention of unkindness, a thing that appeared to be impossible to
-him. “And when we do, you’ll cry with disappointment.”
-
-“Well, _you_ won’t,” Hyacinth declared. And then he asked whether his
-friend thought the Princess Casamassima a spy; and why, if she were in
-that line, Mr Sholto was not—inasmuch as it must be supposed he was
-not, since they had seen fit to let him walk in and out, at that rate,
-in the place in Bloomsbury. Muniment did not even know whom he meant,
-not having had any relations with the gentleman; but he summoned a
-sufficient image when his companion had described the Captain’s
-appearance. He then remarked, with his usual geniality, that he didn’t
-take him for a spy—he took him for an ass; but even if he had edged
-himself into the place with every intention to betray them, what handle
-could he possibly get—what use, against them, could he make of anything
-he had seen or heard? If he had a fancy to dip into working-men’s clubs
-(Muniment remembered, now, the first night he came; he had been brought
-by that German cabinet-maker, who had a stiff neck and smoked a pipe
-with a bowl as big as a stove); if it amused him to put on a bad hat,
-and inhale foul tobacco, and call his ‘inferiors’ ‘my dear fellow’; if
-he thought that in doing so he was getting an insight into the people
-and going half-way to meet them and preparing for what was coming—all
-this was his own affair, and he was very welcome, though a man must be
-a flat who would spend his evening in a hole like that when he might
-enjoy his comfort in one of those flaming big shops, full of arm-chairs
-and flunkies, in Pall Mall. And what did he see, after all, in
-Bloomsbury? Nothing but a ‘social gathering’, where there were clay
-pipes, and a sanded floor, and not half enough gas, and the principal
-newspapers; and where the men, as any one would know, were advanced
-radicals, and mostly advanced idiots. He could pat as many of them on
-the back as he liked, and say the House of Lords wouldn’t last till
-midsummer; but what discoveries would he make? He was simply on the
-same lay as Hyacinth’s Princess; he was nervous and scared, and he
-thought he would see for himself.
-
-“Oh, he isn’t the same sort as the Princess. I’m sure he’s in a very
-different line!” Hyacinth exclaimed.
-
-“Different, of course: she’s a handsome woman, I suppose, and he’s an
-ugly man; but I don’t think that either of them will save us or spoil
-us. Their curiosity is natural, but I have got other things to do than
-to show them over; therefore you can tell her serene highness that I’m
-much obliged.”
-
-Hyacinth reflected a moment, and then he said, “You show Lady Aurora
-over; you seem to wish to give her the information she desires; and
-what’s the difference? If it’s right for her to take an interest, why
-isn’t it right for my Princess?”
-
-“If she’s already yours, what more can she want?” Muniment asked. “All
-I know of Lady Aurora, and all I look at, is that she comes and sits
-with Rosy, and brings her tea, and waits upon her. If the Princess will
-do as much I’ll tell her she’s a woman of genius; but apart from that I
-shall never take a grain of interest in her interest in the masses—or
-in this particular mass!” And Paul Muniment, with his discoloured
-thumb, designated his own substantial person. His tone was
-disappointing to Hyacinth, who was surprised at his not appearing to
-think the episode at the theatre more remarkable and romantic. Muniment
-seemed to regard his explanation of such a proceeding as
-all-sufficient; but when, a moment later, he made use, in referring to
-the mysterious lady, of the expression that she was ‘quaking’, Hyacinth
-broke out—“Never in the world; she’s not afraid of anything!”
-
-“Ah, my lad, not afraid of you, evidently!”
-
-Hyacinth paid no attention to this coarse sally, but asked in a moment,
-with a candour that was proof against further ridicule, “Do you think
-she can do me a hurt of any kind, if we follow up our acquaintance?”
-
-“Yes, very likely, but you must hit her back! That’s your line, you
-know: to go in for what’s going, to live your life, to gratify the
-women. I’m an ugly, grimy brute; I’ve got to watch the fires and mind
-the shop; but you are one of those taking little beggars who ought to
-run about and see the world; you ought to be an ornament to society,
-like a young man in an illustrated story-book. Only,” Muniment added in
-a moment, “you know, if she should hurt you very much, _then_ I would
-go and see her!”
-
-Hyacinth had been intending for some time to take Pinnie to call on the
-prostrate damsel in Audley Court, to whom he had promised that his
-benefactress (he had told Rose Muniment that she was ‘a kind of aunt’)
-should pay this civility; but the affair had been delayed by wan
-hesitations on the part of the dressmaker, for the poor woman had hard
-work to imagine, to-day, that there were people in London so forlorn
-that her countenance could be of value to them. Her social curiosities
-had become very nearly extinct, and she knew that she no longer made
-the same figure in public as when her command of the fashions enabled
-her to illustrate them in her own little person, by the aid of a good
-deal of whalebone. Moreover she felt that Hyacinth had strange friends
-and still stranger opinions; she suspected that he took an unnatural
-interest in politics and was somehow not on the right side, little as
-she knew about parties or causes; and she had a vague conviction that
-this kind of perversity only multiplied the troubles of the poor, who,
-according to theories which Pinnie had never reasoned out, but which,
-in her bosom, were as deep as religion, ought always to be of the same
-way of thinking as the rich. They were unlike them enough in their
-poverty, without trying to add other differences. When at last she
-accompanied Hyacinth to Camberwell, one Saturday evening at midsummer,
-it was in a sighing, sceptical, second-best manner; but if he had told
-her he wished it she would have gone with him to a _soirée_ at a
-scavenger’s. There was no more danger of Rose Muniment’s being out than
-of one of the bronze couchant lions in Trafalgar Square having walked
-down Whitehall; but he had let her know in advance, and he perceived,
-as he opened her door in obedience to a quick, shrill summons, that she
-had had the happy thought of inviting Lady Aurora to help her to
-entertain Miss Pynsent. Such, at least, was the inference he drew from
-seeing her ladyship’s memorable figure rise before him for the first
-time since his own visit. He presented his companion to their reclining
-hostess, and Rosy immediately repeated her name to the representative
-of Belgrave Square. Pinnie curtsied down to the ground, as Lady Aurora
-put out her hand to her, and slipped noiselessly into a chair beside
-the bed. Lady Aurora laughed and fidgeted, in a friendly, cheerful, yet
-at the same time rather pointless manner, and Hyacinth gathered that
-she had no recollection of having met him before. His attention,
-however, was mainly given to Pinnie: he watched her jealously, to see
-whether, on this important occasion, she would not put forth a certain
-stiff, quaint, polished politeness, of which she possessed the secret
-and which made her resemble a pair of old-fashioned sugar-tongs. Not
-only for Pinnie’s sake, but for his own as well, he wished her to pass
-for a superior little woman, and he hoped she wouldn’t lose her head if
-Rosy should begin to talk about Inglefield. She was, evidently, much
-impressed by Rosy, and kept repeating, “Dear, dear!” under her breath,
-as the small, strange person in the bed rapidly explained to her that
-there was nothing in the world she would have liked so much as to
-follow _her_ delightful profession, but that she couldn’t sit up to it,
-and had never had a needle in her hand but once, when at the end of
-three minutes it had dropped into the sheets and got into the mattress,
-so that she had always been afraid it would work out again and stick
-into her; but it hadn’t done so yet, and perhaps it never would—she lay
-so quiet, she didn’t push it about much. “Perhaps you would think it’s
-me that trimmed the little handkerchief I wear round my neck,” Miss
-Muniment said; “perhaps you would think I couldn’t do less, lying here
-all day long, with complete command of my time. Not a stitch of it. I’m
-the finest lady in London; I never lift my finger for myself. It’s a
-present from her ladyship—it’s her ladyship’s own beautiful needlework.
-What do you think of that? Have you ever met any one so favoured
-before? And the work—just look at the work, and tell me what you think
-of that!” The girl pulled off the bit of muslin from her neck and
-thrust it at Pinnie, who looked at it confusedly and exclaimed, “Dear,
-dear, dear!” partly in sympathy, partly as if, in spite of the
-consideration she owed every one, those were very strange proceedings.
-
-“It’s very badly done; surely you see that,” said Lady Aurora. “It was
-only a joke.”
-
-“Oh yes, everything’s a joke!” cried the irrepressible
-invalid—“everything except my state of health; that’s admitted to be
-serious. When her ladyship sends me five shillings’ worth of coals it’s
-only a joke; and when she brings me a bottle of the finest port, that’s
-another; and when she climbs up seventy-seven stairs (there are
-seventy-seven, I know perfectly, though I never go up or down), at the
-height of the London season, to spend the evening with me, that’s the
-best of all. I know all about the London season, though I never go out,
-and I appreciate what her ladyship gives up. She is very jocular
-indeed, but, fortunately, I know how to take it. You can see that it
-wouldn’t do for me to be touchy, can’t you, Miss Pynsent?”
-
-“Dear, dear, I should be so glad to make you anything myself; it would
-be better—it would be better—” Pinnie murmured, hesitating.
-
-“It would be better than my poor work. I don’t know how to do that sort
-of thing, in the least,” said Lady Aurora.
-
-“I’m sure I didn’t mean that, my lady—I only meant it would be more
-convenient. Anything in the world she might fancy,” the dressmaker went
-on, as if it were a question of the invalid’s appetite.
-
-“Ah, you see I don’t wear things—only a flannel jacket, to be a bit
-tidy,” Miss Muniment rejoined. “I go in only for smart counterpanes, as
-you can see for yourself;” and she spread her white hands complacently
-over her coverlet of brilliant patchwork. “Now doesn’t that look to
-you, Miss Pynsent, as if it might be one of her ladyship’s jokes?”
-
-“Oh, my good friend, how can you? I never went so far as that!” Lady
-Aurora interposed, with visible anxiety.
-
-“Well, you’ve given me almost everything; I sometimes forget. This only
-cost me sixpence; so it comes to the same thing as if it had been a
-present. Yes, only sixpence, in a raffle in a bazaar at Hackney, for
-the benefit of the Wesleyan Chapel, three years ago. A young man who
-works with my brother, and lives in that part, offered him a couple of
-tickets; and he took one, and I took one. When I say ‘I’, of course I
-mean that he took the two; for how should I find (by which I mean, of
-course, how should _he_ find) a sixpence in that little cup on the
-chimney-piece unless he had put it there first? Of course my ticket
-took a prize, and of course, as my bed is my dwelling-place, the prize
-was a beautiful counterpane, of every colour of the rainbow. Oh, there
-never was such luck as mine!” Rosy exclaimed, flashing her gay, strange
-eyes at Hyacinth, as if on purpose to irritate him with her
-contradictious optimism.
-
-“It’s very lovely; but if you would like another, for a change, I’ve
-got a great many pieces,” Pinnie remarked, with a generosity which made
-the young man feel that she was acquitting herself finely.
-
-Rose Muniment laid her little hand on the dressmaker’s arm, and
-responded, quickly, “No, not a change, not a change. How can there be a
-change when there’s already everything? There’s everything here—every
-colour that was ever seen, or composed, or dreamed of, since the world
-began.” And with her other hand she stroked, affectionately, her
-variegated quilt. “You have a great many pieces, but you haven’t as
-many as there are here; and the more you should patch them together the
-more the whole thing would resemble this dear, dazzling old friend. I
-have another idea, very, very charming, and perhaps her ladyship can
-guess what it is.” Rosy kept her fingers on Pinnie’s arm, and, smiling,
-turned her brilliant eyes from one of her female companions to the
-other, as if she wished to associate them as much as possible in their
-interest in her. “In connection with what we were talking about a few
-minutes ago—couldn’t your ladyship just go a little further, in the
-same line?” Then, as Lady Aurora looked troubled and embarrassed,
-blushing at being called upon to answer a conundrum, as it were, so
-publicly, her infirm friend came to her assistance. “It will surprise
-you at first, but it won’t when I have explained it: my idea is just
-simply a pink dressing-gown!”
-
-“A pink dressing-gown!” Lady Aurora repeated.
-
-“With a neat black trimming! Don’t you see the connection with what we
-were talking of before our good visitors came in?”
-
-“That would be very pretty,” said Pinnie. “I have made them like that,
-in my time. Or blue, trimmed with white.”
-
-“No, pink and black, pink and black—to suit my complexion. Perhaps you
-didn’t know I have a complexion; but there are very few things I
-haven’t got! Anything at all I should fancy, you were so good as to
-say. Well now, I fancy that! Your ladyship does see the connection by
-this time, doesn’t she?”
-
-Lady Aurora looked distressed, as if she felt that she certainly ought
-to see it but was not sure that even yet it didn’t escape her, and as
-if, at the same time, she were struck with the fact that this sudden
-evocation might result in a strain on the little dressmaker’s
-resources. “A pink dressing-gown would certainly be very becoming, and
-Miss Pynsent would be very kind,” she said; while Hyacinth made the
-mental comment that it was a largeish order, as Pinnie would have,
-obviously, to furnish the materials as well as the labour. The amiable
-coolness with which the invalid laid her under contribution was,
-however, to his sense, quite in character, and he reflected that, after
-all, when you were stretched on your back like that you had the right
-to reach out your hands (it wasn’t far you could reach at best) and
-seize what you could get. Pinnie declared that she knew just the
-article Miss Muniment wanted, and that she would undertake to make a
-sweet thing of it; and Rosy went on to say that she must explain of
-what use such an article would be, but for this purpose there must be
-another guess. She would give it to Miss Pynsent and Hyacinth—as many
-times as they liked: What _had_ she and Lady Aurora been talking about
-before they came in? She clasped her hands, and her eyes glittered with
-her eagerness, while she continued to turn them from Lady Aurora to the
-dressmaker. What would they imagine? What would they think natural,
-delightful, magnificent—if one could only end, at last, by making out
-the right place to put it? Hyacinth suggested, successively, a cage of
-Java sparrows, a music-box and a shower-bath—or perhaps even a
-full-length portrait of her ladyship; and Pinnie looked at him askance,
-in a frightened way, as if perchance he were joking too broadly. Rosy
-at last relieved their suspense and announced, “A sofa, just a sofa,
-now! What do you say to that? Do you suppose that’s an idea that could
-have come from any one but her ladyship? She must have all the credit
-of it; she came out with it in the course of conversation. I believe we
-were talking of the peculiar feeling that comes just under the
-shoulder-blades if one never has a change. She mentioned it as she
-might have mentioned a plaster, or another spoonful of that American
-stuff. We are thinking it over, and one of these days, if we give
-plenty of time to the question, we shall find the place, the very
-nicest and snuggest of all, and no other. I hope _you_ see the
-connection with the pink dressing-gown,” she remarked to Pinnie, “and I
-hope you see the importance of the question, Shall anything go? I
-should like you to look round a bit, and tell me what you would answer
-if I were to say to you, _Can_ anything go?”
-
-
-
-
-XV
-
-
-“I’m sure there’s nothing _I_ should like to part with,” Pinnie
-returned; and while she surveyed the scene Lady Aurora, with delicacy,
-to lighten Amanda’s responsibility, got up and turned to the window,
-which was open to the summer-evening and admitted still the last rays
-of the long day. Hyacinth, after a moment, placed himself beside her,
-looking out with her at the dusky multitude of chimney-pots and the
-small black houses, roofed with grimy tiles. The thick, warm air of a
-London July floated beneath them, suffused with the everlasting uproar
-of the town, which appeared to have sunk into quietness but again
-became a mighty voice as soon as one listened for it; here and there,
-in poor windows, glimmered a turbid light, and high above, in a
-clearer, smokeless zone, a sky still fair and luminous, a faint silver
-star looked down. The sky was the same that, far away in the country,
-bent over golden fields and purple hills and gardens where nightingales
-sang; but from this point of view everything that covered the earth was
-ugly and sordid, and seemed to express, or to represent, the weariness
-of toil. In an instant, to Hyacinth’s surprise, Lady Aurora said to
-him, “You never came, after all, to get the books.”
-
-“Those you kindly offered to lend me? I didn’t know it was an
-understanding.”
-
-Lady Aurora gave an uneasy laugh. “I have picked them out; they are
-quite ready.”
-
-“It’s very kind of you,” the young man rejoined. “I will come and get
-them some day, with pleasure.” He was not very sure that he would; but
-it was the least he could say.
-
-“She’ll tell you where I live, you know,” Lady Aurora went on, with a
-movement of her head in the direction of the bed, as if she were too
-shy to mention it herself.
-
-“Oh, I have no doubt she knows the way—she could tell me every street
-and every turn!” Hyacinth exclaimed.
-
-“She has made me describe to her, very often, how I come and go. I
-think that few people know more about London than she. She never
-forgets anything.”
-
-“She’s a wonderful little witch—she terrifies me!” said Hyacinth.
-
-Lady Aurora turned her modest eyes upon him. “Oh, she’s so good, she’s
-so patient!”
-
-“Yes, and so wise, and so self-possessed.”
-
-“Oh, she’s immensely clever,” said her ladyship. “Which do you think
-the cleverest?”
-
-“The cleverest?”
-
-“I mean of the girl and her brother.”
-
-“Oh, I think he, some day, will be prime minister of England.”
-
-“Do you really? I’m so glad!” cried Lady Aurora, with a flush of colour
-in her face. “I’m so glad you think that will be possible. You know it
-ought to be, if things were right.”
-
-Hyacinth had not professed this high faith for the purpose of playing
-upon her ladyship’s feelings, but when he perceived her eager
-responsiveness he felt almost as if he had been making sport of her.
-Still, he said no more than he believed when he remarked, in a moment,
-that he had the greatest expectations of Paul Muniment’s future: he was
-sure that the world would hear of him, that England would feel him,
-that the public, some day, would acclaim him. It was impossible to
-associate with him without feeling that he was very strong, that he
-must play an important part.
-
-“Yes, people wouldn’t believe—they wouldn’t believe,” Lady Aurora
-murmured softly, appreciatively. She was evidently very much pleased
-with what Hyacinth was saying. It was moreover a pleasure to himself to
-place on record his opinion of his friend; it seemed to make that
-opinion more clear, to give it the force of an invocation, a prophecy.
-This was especially the case when he asked why on earth nature had
-endowed Paul Muniment with such extraordinary powers of mind, and
-powers of body too—because he was as strong as a horse—if it had not
-been intended that he should do something great for his fellow-men.
-Hyacinth confided to her ladyship that he thought the people in his own
-class generally very stupid—what he should call third-rate minds. He
-wished it were not so, for heaven knew that he felt kindly to them and
-only asked to cast his lot with theirs; but he was obliged to confess
-that centuries of poverty, of ill-paid toil, of bad, insufficient food
-and wretched homes, had not a favourable effect upon the higher
-faculties. All the more reason that when there was a splendid
-exception, like Paul Muniment, it should count for a tremendous
-force—it had so much to make up for, to act for. And then Hyacinth
-repeated that in his own low walk of life people had really not the
-faculty of thought; their minds had been simplified—reduced to two or
-three elements. He saw that this declaration made his interlocutress
-very uncomfortable; she turned and twisted herself, vaguely, as if she
-wished to protest, but she was far too considerate to interrupt him. He
-had no desire to distress her, but there were times in which it was
-impossible for him to withstand the perverse satisfaction he took in
-insisting on his lowliness of station, in turning the knife about in
-the wound inflicted by such explicit reference, and in letting it be
-seen that if his place in the world was immeasurably small he at least
-had no illusions about either himself or his fellows. Lady Aurora
-replied, as quickly as possible, that she knew a great deal about the
-poor—not the poor like Rose Muniment, but the terribly, hopelessly
-poor, with whom she was more familiar than Hyacinth would perhaps
-believe—and that she was often struck with their great talents, with
-their quick wit, with their conversation being really much more
-entertaining, to her at least, than what one usually heard in
-drawing-rooms. She often found them immensely clever.
-
-Hyacinth smiled at her, and said, “Ah, when you get to the lowest
-depths of poverty, they may become very brilliant again. But I’m afraid
-I haven’t gone so far down. In spite of my opportunities, I don’t know
-many absolute paupers.”
-
-“I know a great many.” Lady Aurora hesitated, as if she didn’t like to
-boast, and then she added, “I dare say I know more than any one.” There
-was something touching, beautiful, to Hyacinth, in this simple,
-diffident admission; it confirmed his impression that Lady Aurora was
-in some mysterious, incongruous, and even slightly ludicrous manner a
-heroine, a creature of a noble ideal. She perhaps guessed that he was
-indulging in reflections that might be favourable to her, for she said,
-precipitately, the next minute, as if there were nothing she dreaded so
-much as the danger of a compliment, “I think your aunt’s so very
-attractive—and I’m sure Rose Muniment thinks so.” No sooner had she
-spoken than she blushed again; it appeared to have occurred to her that
-he might suppose she wished to contradict him by presenting this case
-of his aunt as a proof that the baser sort, even in a prosaic upper
-layer, were not without redeeming points. There was no reason why she
-should not have had this intention; so without sparing her, Hyacinth
-replied—
-
-“You mean that she’s an exception to what I was saying?”
-
-Lady Aurora stammered a little; then, at last, as if, since he wouldn’t
-spare her, she wouldn’t spare him, either, “Yes, and you’re an
-exception, too; you’ll not make me believe you’re wanting in
-intelligence. The Muniments don’t think so,” she added.
-
-“No more do I myself; but that doesn’t prove that exceptions are not
-frequent. I have blood in my veins that is not the blood of the
-people.”
-
-“Oh, I see,” said Lady Aurora, sympathetically. And with a smile she
-went on: “Then you’re all the more of an exception—in the upper class!”
-
-Her smile was the kindest in the world, but it did not blind Hyacinth
-to the fact that from his own point of view he had been extraordinarily
-indiscreet. He believed a moment before that he would have been proof
-against the strongest temptation to refer to the mysteries of his
-lineage, inasmuch as, if made in a boastful spirit (and he had no
-desire as yet to make it an exercise in humility), any such reference
-would inevitably contain an element of the grotesque. He had never
-opened his lips to any one about his birth (since the dreadful days
-when the question was discussed, with Mr Vetch’s assistance, in Lomax
-Place); never even to Paul Muniment, never to Millicent Henning nor to
-Eustache Poupin. He had an impression that people had ideas about him,
-and with some of Miss Henning’s he had been made acquainted: they were
-of such a nature that he sometimes wondered whether the tie which
-united him to her were not, on her own side, a secret determination to
-satisfy her utmost curiosity before she had done with him. But he
-flattered himself that he was impenetrable, and none the less he had
-begun to swagger, idiotically, the first time a temptation (to call a
-temptation) presented itself. He turned crimson as soon as he had
-spoken, partly at the sudden image of what he had to swagger about, and
-partly at the absurdity of a challenge having appeared to proceed from
-the bashful gentlewoman before him. He hoped she didn’t particularly
-regard what he had said (and indeed she gave no sign whatever of being
-startled by his claim to a pedigree—she had too much quick delicacy for
-that; she appeared to notice only the symptoms of confusion that
-followed it), but as soon as possible he gave himself a lesson in
-humility by remarking, “I gather that you spend most of your time among
-the poor, and I am sure you carry blessings with you. But I frankly
-confess that I don’t understand a lady giving herself up to people like
-us when there is no obligation. Wretched company we must be, when there
-is so much better to be had.”
-
-“I like it very much—you don’t understand.”
-
-“Precisely—that is what I say. Our little friend on the bed is
-perpetually talking about your house, your family, your splendours,
-your gardens and green-houses; they must be magnificent, of course—”
-
-“Oh, I wish she wouldn’t; really, I wish she wouldn’t. It makes one
-feel dreadfully!” Lady Aurora interposed, with vehemence.
-
-“Ah, you had better give her her way; it’s such a pleasure to her.”
-
-“Yes, more than to any of us!” sighed her ladyship, helplessly.
-
-“Well, how can you leave all those beautiful things, to come and
-breathe this beastly air, surround yourself with hideous images, and
-associate with people whose smallest fault is that they are ignorant,
-brutal and dirty? I don’t speak of the ladies here present,” Hyacinth
-added, with the manner which most made Millicent Henning (who at once
-admired and hated it) wonder where on earth he had got it.
-
-“Oh, I wish I could make you understand!” cried Lady Aurora, looking at
-him with troubled, appealing eyes, as if he were unexpectedly
-discouraging.
-
-“After all, I do understand! Charity exists in your nature as a kind of
-passion.”
-
-“Yes, yes, it’s a kind of passion!” her ladyship repeated, eagerly,
-very thankful for the word. “I don’t know whether it’s charity—I don’t
-mean that. But whatever it is, it’s a passion—it’s my life—it’s all I
-care for.” She hesitated a moment, as if there might be something
-indecent in the confession, or dangerous in the recipient; and then,
-evidently, she was mastered by the comfort of being able to justify
-herself for an eccentricity that had excited notice, as well as by the
-luxury of discharging her soul of a long accumulation of timid, sacred
-sentiment. “Already, when I was fifteen years old, I wanted to sell all
-I had and give to the poor. And ever since, I have wanted to do
-something; it has seemed as if my heart would break if I shouldn’t be
-able!”
-
-Hyacinth was struck with a great respect, which, however, did not
-prevent him (the words sounded patronising, even to himself) from
-saying in a moment, “I suppose you are very religious.”
-
-Lady Aurora looked away, into the thickening dusk, at the smutty
-housetops, the blurred emanation, above the streets, of lamp-light. “I
-don’t know—one has one’s ideas—some of them may be strange. I think a
-great many clergymen do good, but there are others I don’t like at all.
-I dare say we had too many, always, at home; my father likes them so
-much. I think I have known too many bishops; I have had the church too
-much on my back. I dare say they wouldn’t think at home, you know, that
-one was quite what one ought to be; but of course they consider me very
-odd, in every way, as there’s no doubt I am. I should tell you that I
-don’t tell them everything; for what’s the use, when people don’t
-understand? We are twelve at home, and eight of us are girls; and if
-you think it’s so very splendid, and _she_ thinks so, I should like you
-both to try it for a little! My father isn’t rich, and there is only
-one of us married, and we are not at all handsome, and—oh, there are
-all kinds of things,” the young woman went on, looking round at him an
-instant, shyly but excitedly. “I don’t like society; and neither would
-you if you were to see the kind there is in London—at least in some
-parts,” Lady Aurora added, considerately. “I dare say you wouldn’t
-believe all the humbuggery and the tiresomeness that one has to go
-through. But I’ve got out of it; I do as I like, though it has been
-rather a struggle. I have my liberty, and that is the greatest blessing
-in life, except the reputation of being queer, and even a little mad,
-which is a greater advantage still. I’m a little mad, you know; you
-needn’t be surprised if you hear it. That’s because I stop in town when
-they go into the country; all the autumn, all the winter, when there’s
-no one here (except three or four millions), and the rain drips, drips,
-drips, from the trees in the big, dull park, where my people live. I
-dare say I oughtn’t to say such things to you, but, as I tell you, I’m
-a little mad, and I might as well keep up my character. When one is one
-of eight daughters, and there’s very little money (for any of us, at
-least), and there’s nothing to do but to go out with three or four
-others in a mackintosh, one can easily go off one’s head. Of course
-there’s the village, and it’s not at all a nice one, and there are the
-people to look after, and heaven knows they’re in want of it; but one
-must work with the vicarage, and at the vicarage there are four more
-daughters, all old maids, and it’s dreary, and it’s dreadful, and one
-has too much of it, and they don’t understand what one thinks or feels,
-or a single word one says to them! Besides they _are_ stupid, I
-admit—the country poor; they are very, very dense. I like Camberwell
-better,” said Lady Aurora, smiling and taking breath, at the end of her
-nervous, hurried, almost incoherent speech, of which she had delivered
-herself pantingly, with strange intonations and grotesque movements of
-her neck, as if she were afraid from one moment to the other that she
-would repent, not of her confidence, but of her egotism.
-
-It placed her, for Hyacinth, in an unexpected light, and made him feel
-that her awkward, aristocratic spinsterhood was the cover of tumultuous
-passions. No one could have less the appearance of being animated by a
-vengeful irony; but he saw that this delicate, shy, generous, and
-evidently most tender creature was not a person to spare, wherever she
-could prick them, the institutions among which she had been brought up
-and against which she had violently reacted. Hyacinth had always
-supposed that a reactionary meant a backslider from the liberal faith,
-but Rosy’s devotee gave a new value to the term; she appeared to have
-been driven to her present excesses by the squire and the parson and
-the conservative influences of that upper-class British home which our
-young man had always supposed to be the highest fruit of civilisation.
-It was clear that her ladyship was an original, and an original with
-force; but it gave Hyacinth a real pang to hear her make light of
-Inglefield (especially the park), and of the opportunities that must
-have abounded in Belgrave Square. It had been his belief that in a
-world of suffering and injustice these things were, if not the most
-righteous, at least the most fascinating. If they didn’t give one the
-finest sensations, where were such sensations to be had? He looked at
-Lady Aurora with a face which was a tribute to her sudden vividness,
-and said, “I can easily understand your wanting to do some good in the
-world, because you’re a kind of saint.”
-
-“A very curious kind!” laughed her ladyship.
-
-“But I don’t understand your not liking what your position gives you.”
-
-“I don’t know anything about my position. I want to live!”
-
-“And do you call _this_ life?”
-
-“I’ll tell you what my position is, if you want to know: it’s the
-deadness of the grave!”
-
-Hyacinth was startled by her tone, but he nevertheless laughed back at
-her, “Ah, as I say, you’re a kind of saint!” She made no reply, for at
-that moment the door opened, and Paul Muniment’s tall figure emerged
-from the blackness of the staircase into the twilight, now very faint,
-of the room. Lady Aurora’s eyes, as they rested upon him, seemed to
-declare that such a vision as that, at least, was life. Another person,
-as tall as himself, appeared behind him, and Hyacinth recognised with
-astonishment their insinuating friend Captain Sholto. Muniment had
-brought him up for Rosy’s entertainment, being ready, and more than
-ready, always, to usher in any one in the world, from the prime
-minister to the common hangman, who might give that young lady a
-sensation. They must have met at the ‘Sun and Moon’, and if the
-Captain, some accident smoothing the way, had made him half as many
-advances as he had made some other people Hyacinth could see that it
-wouldn’t take long for Paul to lay him under contribution. But what the
-mischief was the Captain up to? It cannot be said that our young man
-arrived, this evening, at an answer to that question. The occasion
-proved highly festal, and the hostess rose to it without lifting her
-head from the pillow. Her brother introduced Captain Sholto as a
-gentleman who had a great desire to know extraordinary people, and she
-made him take possession of the chair at her bedside, out of which Miss
-Pynsent quickly edged herself, and asked him who he was, and where he
-came from, and how Paul had made his acquaintance, and whether he had
-many friends in Camberwell. Sholto had not the same grand air that
-hovered about him at the theatre; he was shabbily dressed, very much
-like Hyacinth himself; but his appearance gave our young man an
-opportunity to wonder what made him so unmistakably a gentleman in
-spite of his seedy coat and trousers—in spite too, of his rather
-overdoing the manner of being appreciative even to rapture and thinking
-everything and every one most charming and curious. He stood out, in
-poor Rosy’s tawdry little room, among her hideous attempts at
-decoration, and looked to Hyacinth a being from another sphere, playing
-over the place and company a smile (one couldn’t call it false or
-unpleasant, yet it was distinctly not natural), of which he had got the
-habit in camps and courts. It became brilliant when it rested on
-Hyacinth, and the Captain greeted him as he might have done a dear
-young friend from whom he had been long and painfully separated. He was
-easy, he was familiar, he was exquisitely benevolent and bland, and
-altogether incomprehensible.
-
-Rosy was a match for him, however. He evidently didn’t puzzle her in
-the least; she thought his visit the most natural thing in the world.
-She expressed all the gratitude that decency required, but appeared to
-assume that people who climbed her stairs would always find themselves
-repaid. She remarked that her brother must have met him for the first
-time that day, for the way that he sealed a new acquaintance was
-usually by bringing the person immediately to call upon her. And when
-the Captain said that if she didn’t like them he supposed the poor
-wretches were dropped on the spot, she admitted that this would be true
-if it ever happened that she disapproved; as yet, however, she had not
-been obliged to draw the line. This was perhaps partly because he had
-not brought up any of his political friends—people that he knew only
-for political reasons. Of these people, in general, she had a very
-small opinion, and she would not conceal from Captain Sholto that she
-hoped he was not one of them. Rosy spoke as if her brother represented
-the Camberwell district in the House of Commons and she had discovered
-that a parliamentary career lowered the moral tone. The Captain,
-however, entered quite into her views, and told her that it was as
-common friends of Mr Hyacinth Robinson that Mr Muniment and he had come
-together; they were both so fond of him that this had immediately
-constituted a kind of tie. On hearing himself commemorated in such a
-brilliant way Mr Hyacinth Robinson averted himself; he saw that Captain
-Sholto might be trusted to make as great an effort for Rosy’s
-entertainment as he gathered that he had made for that of Millicent
-Henning, that evening at the theatre. There were not chairs enough to
-go round, and Paul fetched a three-legged stool from his own apartment,
-after which he undertook to make tea for the company, with the aid of a
-tin kettle and a spirit-lamp; these implements having been set out,
-flanked by half a dozen cups, in honour, presumably, of the little
-dressmaker, who was to come such a distance. The little dressmaker,
-Hyacinth observed with pleasure, fell into earnest conversation with
-Lady Aurora, who bent over her, flushed, smiling, stammering, and
-apparently so nervous that Pinnie, in comparison, was majestic and
-serene. They communicated presently to Hyacinth a plan they had
-unanimously evolved, to the effect that Miss Pynsent should go home to
-Belgrave Square with her ladyship, to settle certain preliminaries in
-regard to the pink dressing-gown, toward which, if Miss Pynsent
-assented, her ladyship hoped to be able to contribute sundry morsels of
-stuff which had proved their quality in honourable service and might be
-dyed to the proper tint. Pinnie, Hyacinth could see, was in a state of
-religious exaltation; the visit to Belgrave Square and the idea of
-co-operating in such a manner with the nobility were privileges she
-could not take solemnly enough. The latter luxury, indeed, she began to
-enjoy without delay; Lady Aurora suggesting that Mr Muniment might be
-rather awkward about making tea, and that they should take the business
-off his hands. Paul gave it up to them, with a pretence of compassion
-for their conceit, remarking that at any rate it took two women to
-supplant one man; and Hyacinth drew him to the window, to ask where he
-had encountered Sholto and how he liked him.
-
-They had met in Bloomsbury, as Hyacinth supposed, and Sholto had made
-up to him very much as a country curate might make up to an archbishop.
-He wanted to know what he thought of this and that: of the state of the
-labour market at the East End, of the terrible case of the old woman
-who had starved to death at Walham Green, of the practicability of more
-systematic out-of-door agitation, and the prospects of their getting
-one of their own men—one of the Bloomsbury lot—into Parliament. “He was
-mighty civil,” Muniment said, “and I don’t find that he has picked my
-pocket. He looked as if he would like me to suggest that _he_ should
-stand as one of our own men, one of the Bloomsbury lot. He asks too
-many questions, but he makes up for it by not paying any attention to
-the answers. He told me he would give the world to see a working-man’s
-‘interior’. I didn’t know what he meant at first: he wanted a
-favourable specimen, one of the best; he had seen one or two that he
-didn’t believe to be up to the average. I suppose he meant Schinkel,
-the cabinet-maker, and he wanted to compare. I told him I didn’t know
-what sort of a specimen my place would be, but that he was welcome to
-look round, and that it contained at any rate one or two original
-features. I expect he has found that’s the case—with Rosy and the noble
-lady. I wanted to show him off to Rosy; he’s good for that, if he isn’t
-good for anything else. I told him we expected a little company this
-evening, so it might be a good time; and he assured me that to mingle
-in such an occasion as that was the dream of his existence. He seemed
-in a rare hurry, as if I were going to show him a hidden treasure, and
-insisted on driving me over in a hansom. Perhaps his idea is to
-introduce the use of cabs among the working-classes; certainly, I’ll
-vote for him for Parliament, if that’s his line. On our way over he
-talked to me about you; told me you were an intimate friend of his.”
-
-“What did he say about me?” Hyacinth inquired, with promptness.
-
-“Vain little beggar!”
-
-“Did he call me that?” said Hyacinth, ingenuously.
-
-“He said you were simply astonishing.”
-
-“Simply astonishing?” Hyacinth repeated.
-
-“For a person of your low extraction.”
-
-“Well, I may be queer, but he is certainly queerer. Don’t you think so,
-now you know him?”
-
-Paul Muniment looked at his young friend a moment. “Do you want to know
-what he is? He’s a tout.”
-
-“A tout? What do you mean?”
-
-“Well, a cat’s-paw, if you like better.”
-
-Hyacinth stared. “For whom, pray?”
-
-“Or a fisherman, if you like better still. I give you your choice of
-comparisons. I made them up as we came along in the hansom. He throws
-his nets and hauls in the little fishes—the pretty little shining,
-wriggling fishes. They are all for her; she swallows ’em down.”
-
-“For her? Do you mean the Princess?”
-
-“Who else should I mean? Take care, my tadpole!”
-
-“Why should I take care? The other day you told me not to.”
-
-“Yes, I remember. But now I see more.”
-
-“Did he speak of her? What did he say?” asked Hyacinth, eagerly.
-
-“I can’t tell you now what he said, but I’ll tell you what I guessed.”
-
-“And what’s that?”
-
-They had been talking, of course, in a very low tone, and their voices
-were covered by Rosy’s chatter in the corner, by the liberal laughter
-with which Captain Sholto accompanied it, and by the much more
-discreet, though earnest, intermingled accents of Lady Aurora and Miss
-Pynsent. But Paul Muniment spoke more softly still—Hyacinth felt a kind
-of suspense—as he replied in a moment, “Why, she’s a monster!”
-
-“A monster?” repeated our young man, from whom, this evening, Paul
-Muniment seemed destined to elicit ejaculations and echoes.
-
-Muniment glanced toward the Captain, who was apparently more and more
-fascinated by Rosy. “In him I think there’s no great harm. He’s only a
-conscientious fisherman!”
-
-It must be admitted that Captain Sholto justified to a certain extent
-this definition by the manner in which he baited his hook for such
-little facts as might help him to a more intimate knowledge of his host
-and hostess. When the tea was made, Rose Muniment asked Miss Pynsent to
-be so good as to hand it about. They must let her poor ladyship rest a
-little, must they not?—and Hyacinth could see that in her innocent but
-inveterate self-complacency she wished to reward and encourage the
-dressmaker, draw her out and present her still more, by offering her
-this graceful exercise. Sholto sprang up at this, and begged Pinnie to
-let him relieve her, taking a cup from her hand; and poor Pinnie, who
-perceived in a moment that he was some kind of masquerading gentleman,
-who was bewildered by the strange mixture of elements that surrounded
-her and unused to being treated like a duchess (for the Captain’s
-manner was a triumph of respectful gallantry), collapsed, on the
-instant, into a chair, appealing to Lady Aurora with a frightened smile
-and conscious that, deeply versed as she might be in the theory of
-decorum, she had no precedent that could meet such an occasion. “Now,
-how many families would there be in such a house as this, and what
-should you say about the sanitary arrangements? Would there be others
-on this floor—what is it, the third, the fourth?—beside yourselves, you
-know, and should you call it a fair specimen of a tenement of its
-class?” It was with such inquiries as this that Captain Sholto beguiled
-their tea-drinking, while Hyacinth made the reflection that, though he
-evidently meant them very well, they were characterised by a want of
-fine tact, by too patronising a curiosity. The Captain requested
-information as to the position in life, the avocations and habits, of
-the other lodgers, the rent they paid, their relations with each other,
-both in and out of the family. “Now, would there be a good deal of
-close packing, do you suppose, and any perceptible want of—a—sobriety?”
-
-Paul Muniment, who had swallowed his cup of tea at a single gulp—there
-was no offer of a second—gazed out of the window into the dark, which
-had now come on, with his hands in his pockets, whistling, impolitely,
-no doubt, but with brilliant animation. He had the manner of having
-made over their visitor altogether to Rosy and of thinking that
-whatever he said or did it was all so much grist to her indefatigable
-little mill. Lady Aurora looked distressed and embarrassed, and it is a
-proof of the degree to which our little hero had the instincts of a man
-of the world that he guessed exactly how vulgar she thought this new
-acquaintance. She was doubtless rather vexed, also—Hyacinth had learned
-this evening that Lady Aurora could be vexed—at the alacrity of Rosy’s
-responses; the little person in the bed gave the Captain every
-satisfaction, considered his questions as a proper tribute to humble
-respectability, and supplied him, as regards the population of Audley
-Court, with statistics and anecdotes which she had picked up by
-mysterious processes of her own. At last Lady Aurora, upon whom Paul
-Muniment had not been at pains to bestow much conversation, took leave
-of her, and signified to Hyacinth that for the rest of the evening she
-would assume the care of Miss Pynsent. Pinnie looked very tense and
-solemn, now that she was really about to be transported to Belgrave
-Square, but Hyacinth was sure she would acquit herself only the more
-honourably; and when he offered to call for her there, later, she
-reminded him, under her breath, with a little sad smile, of the many
-years during which, after nightfall, she had carried her work, pinned
-up in a cloth, about London.
-
-Paul Muniment, according to his habit, lighted Lady Aurora downstairs,
-and Captain Sholto and Hyacinth were alone for some minutes with Rosy;
-which gave the former, taking up his hat and stick, an opportunity to
-say to his young friend, “Which way are you going? Not my way, by
-chance?” Hyacinth saw that he hoped for his company, and he became
-conscious that, strangely as Muniment had indulged him and too
-promiscuously investigating as he had just shown himself, this
-ingratiating personage was not more easy to resist than he had been the
-other night at the theatre. The Captain bent over Rosy’s bed as if she
-had been a fine lady on a satin sofa, promising to come back very soon
-and very often, and the two men went downstairs. On their way they met
-Paul Muniment coming up, and Hyacinth felt rather ashamed, he could
-scarcely tell why, that his friend should see him marching off with the
-‘tout’. After all, if Muniment had brought him to see his sister, might
-not he at least walk with him? “I’m coming again, you know, very often.
-I dare say you’ll find me a great bore!” the Captain announced, as he
-bade good-night to his host. “Your sister is a most interesting
-creature, one of the most interesting creatures I have ever seen, and
-the whole thing, you know, exactly the sort of thing I wanted to get
-at, only much more—really, much more—original and curious. It has been
-a great success, a grand success!”
-
-And the Captain felt his way down the dusky shaft, while Paul Muniment,
-above, gave him the benefit of rather a wavering candlestick, and
-answered his civil speech with an “Oh, well, you take us as you find
-us, you know!” and an outburst of frank but not unfriendly laughter.
-
-Half an hour later Hyacinth found himself in Captain Sholto’s chambers,
-seated on a big divan covered with Persian rugs and cushions and
-smoking the most delectable cigar that had ever touched his lips. As
-they left Audley Court the Captain had taken his arm, and they had
-walked along together in a desultory, colloquial manner, till on
-Westminster Bridge (they had followed the embankment, beneath St
-Thomas’s Hospital) Sholto said, “By the way, why shouldn’t you come
-home with me and see my little place? I’ve got a few things that might
-amuse you—some pictures, some odds and ends I’ve picked up, and a few
-bindings; you might tell me what you think of them.” Hyacinth assented,
-without hesitation; he had still in his ear the reverberation of the
-Captain’s inquiries in Rose Muniment’s room, and he saw no reason why
-he, on his side, should not embrace an occasion of ascertaining how, as
-his companion would have said, a man of fashion would live now.
-
-This particular specimen lived in a large, old-fashioned house in Queen
-Anne Street, of which he occupied the upper floors, and whose high,
-wainscoted rooms he had filled with the spoils of travel and the
-ingenuities of modern taste. There was not a country in the world he
-did not appear to have ransacked, and to Hyacinth his trophies
-represented a wonderfully long purse. The whole establishment, from the
-low-voiced, inexpressive valet who, after he had poured brandy into
-tall tumblers, gave dignity to the popping of soda-water corks, to the
-quaint little silver receptacle in which he was invited to deposit the
-ashes of his cigar, was such a revelation for our appreciative hero
-that he felt himself hushed and made sad, so poignant was the thought
-that it took thousands of things which he, then, should never possess
-nor know to make an accomplished man. He had often, in evening-walks,
-wondered what was behind the walls of certain spacious, bright-windowed
-houses in the West End, and now he got an idea. The first effect of the
-idea was to overwhelm him.
-
-“Well, now, tell me what you thought of our friend the Princess,” the
-Captain said, thrusting out the loose yellow slippers which his servant
-had helped to exchange for his shoes. He spoke as if he had been
-waiting impatiently for the proper moment to ask that question, so much
-might depend on the answer.
-
-“She’s beautiful—beautiful,” Hyacinth answered, almost dreamily, with
-his eyes wandering all over the room.
-
-“She was so interested in all you said to her; she would like so much
-to see you again. She means to write to you—I suppose she can address
-to the ‘Sun and Moon’?—and I hope you’ll go to her house, if she
-proposes a day.”
-
-“I don’t know—I don’t know. It seems so strange.”
-
-“What seems strange, my dear fellow?”
-
-“Everything! My sitting here with you; my introduction to that lady;
-the idea of her wanting, as you say, to see me again, and of her
-writing to me; and this whole place of yours, with all these dim, rich
-curiosities hanging on the walls and glinting in the light of that
-rose-coloured lamp. You yourself, too—you are strangest of all.”
-
-The Captain looked at him, in silence, so fixedly for a while, through
-the fumes of their tobacco, after he had made this last charge, that
-Hyacinth thought he was perhaps offended; but this impression was
-presently dissipated by further manifestations of sociability and
-hospitality, and Sholto took occasion, later, to let him know how
-important it was, in the days they were living in, not to have too
-small a measure of the usual, destined as they certainly were—“in the
-whole matter of the relations of class with class, and all that sort of
-thing, you know”—to witness some very startling developments. The
-Captain spoke as if, for his part, he were a child of his age (so that
-he only wanted to see all it could show him), down to the point of his
-yellow slippers. Hyacinth felt that he himself had not been very
-satisfactory about the Princess; but as his nerves began to tremble a
-little more into tune with the situation he repeated to his host what
-Millicent Henning had said about her at the theatre—asked if this young
-lady had correctly understood him in believing that she had been turned
-out of the house by her husband.
-
-“Yes, he literally pushed her into the street—or into the garden; I
-believe the scene took place in the country. But perhaps Miss Henning
-didn’t mention, or perhaps I didn’t mention, that the Prince would at
-the present hour give everything he owns in the world to get her back.
-Fancy such a scene!” said the Captain, laughing in a manner that struck
-Hyacinth as rather profane.
-
-He stared, with dilated eyes, at this picture, which seemed to evoke a
-comparison with the only incident of the sort that had come within his
-experience—the forcible ejection of intoxicated females from public
-houses. “That magnificent being—what had she done?”
-
-“Oh, she had made him feel he was an ass!” the Captain answered,
-promptly. He turned the conversation to Miss Henning; said he was so
-glad Hyacinth gave him an opportunity to speak of her. He got on with
-her famously; perhaps she had told him. They became immense friends—_en
-tout bien tout honneur, s’entend_. Now, _there_ was another London
-type, plebeian but brilliant; and how little justice one usually did
-it, how magnificent it was! But she, of course, was a wonderful
-specimen. “My dear fellow, I have seen many women, and the women of
-many countries,” the Captain went on, “and I have seen them intimately,
-and I know what I am talking about; and when I tell you that that
-one—that one—” Then he suddenly paused, laughing in his democratic way.
-“But perhaps I am going too far: you must always pull me up, you know,
-when I do. At any rate, I congratulate you; I do, heartily. Have
-another cigar. Now what sort of—a—salary would she receive at her big
-shop, you know? I know where it is; I mean to there and buy some
-pocket-handkerchiefs.”
-
-Hyacinth knew neither how far Captain Sholto had been going, nor
-exactly on what he congratulated him; and he pretended, at least, an
-equal ignorance on the subject of Millicent’s salary. He didn’t want to
-talk about her, moreover, nor about his own life; he wanted to talk
-about the Captain’s, and to elicit information that would be in harmony
-with his romantic chambers, which reminded our hero somehow of Bulwer’s
-novels. His host gratified this desire most liberally, and told him
-twenty stories of things that had happened to him in Albania, in
-Madagascar, and even in Paris. Hyacinth induced him easily to talk
-about Paris (from a different point of view from M. Poupin’s), and sat
-there drinking in enchantments. The only thing that fell below the high
-level of his entertainment was the bindings of the Captain’s books,
-which he told him frankly, with the conscience of an artist, were not
-very good. After he left Queen Anne Street he was quite too excited to
-go straight home; he walked about with his mind full of images and
-strange speculations, till the gray London streets began to grow clear
-with the summer dawn.
-
-
-
-
-XVI
-
-
-The aspect of South Street, Mayfair, on a Sunday afternoon in August,
-is not enlivening, yet the Prince had stood for ten minutes gazing out
-of the window at the genteel vacancy of the scene; at the closed blinds
-of the opposite houses, the lonely policeman on the corner, covering a
-yawn with a white cotton hand, the low-pitched light itself, which
-seemed conscious of an obligation to observe the decency of the British
-Sabbath. The Prince, however, had a talent for that kind of attitude;
-it was one of the things by which he had exasperated his wife; he could
-remain motionless, with the aid of some casual support for his high,
-lean person, considering serenely and inexpressively any object that
-might lie before him and presenting his aristocratic head at a
-favourable angle, for periods of extraordinary length. On first coming
-into the room he had given some attention to its furniture and
-decorations, perceiving at a glance that they were rich and varied;
-some of the things he recognised as old friends, odds and ends the
-Princess was fond of, which had accompanied her in her remarkable
-wanderings, while others were unfamiliar, and suggested vividly that
-she had not ceased to ‘collect’. The Prince made two reflections: one
-was that she was living as expensively as ever; the other that, however
-this might be, no one had such a feeling as she for the _mise-en-scène_
-of life, such a talent for arranging a room. She had still the most
-charming salon in Europe.
-
-It was his impression that she had taken the house in South Street but
-for three months; yet, gracious heaven, what had she not put into it?
-The Prince asked himself this question without violence, for that was
-not to be his line to-day. He could be angry to a point at which he
-himself was often frightened, but he honestly believed that this was
-only when he had been baited beyond endurance and that as a usual thing
-he was really as mild and accommodating as the extreme urbanity of his
-manner appeared to announce. There was indeed nothing to suggest to the
-world in general that he was an impracticable or vindictive nobleman:
-his features were not regular, and his complexion had a bilious tone;
-but his dark brown eye, which was at once salient and dull, expressed
-benevolence and melancholy; his head drooped from his long neck in a
-considerate, attentive style; and his close-cropped black hair,
-combined with a short, fine, pointed beard, completed his resemblance
-to some old portrait of a personage of distinction under the Spanish
-dominion at Naples. To-day, at any rate, he had come in conciliation,
-almost in humility, and that is why he did not permit himself even to
-murmur at the long delay to which he was subjected. He knew very well
-that if his wife should consent to take him back it would be only after
-a probation to which this little wait in her drawing-room was a trifle.
-It was a quarter of an hour before the door opened, and even then it
-was not the Princess who appeared, but only Madame Grandoni.
-
-Their greeting was a very silent one. She came to him with both hands
-outstretched, and took his own and held them awhile, looking up at him
-in a kindly, motherly manner. She had elongated her florid, humorous
-face to a degree that was almost comical, and the pair might have
-passed, in their speechless solemnity, for acquaintances meeting in a
-house in which a funeral was about to take place. It was indeed a house
-on which death had descended, as he very soon learned from Madame
-Grandoni’s expression; something had perished there for ever, and he
-might proceed to bury it as soon as he liked. His wife’s ancient German
-friend, however, was not a person to keep up a manner of that sort very
-long, and when, after she had made him sit down on the sofa beside her,
-she shook her head, slowly and definitely, several times, it was with a
-face in which a more genial appreciation of the circumstances had
-already begun to appear.
-
-“Never—never—never?” said the Prince, in a deep, hoarse voice, which
-was at variance with his aristocratic slimness. He had much of the
-aspect which, in late-coming members of long-descended races, we
-qualify to-day as effete; but his speech might have been the speech of
-some deep-chested fighting ancestor.
-
-“Surely you know your wife as well as I,” she replied, in Italian,
-which she evidently spoke with facility, though with a strong guttural
-accent. “I have been talking with her: that is what has made me keep
-you. I have urged her to see you. I have told her that this could do no
-harm and would pledge her to nothing. But you know your wife,” Madame
-Grandoni repeated, with a smile which was now distinctly facetious.
-
-Prince Casamassima looked down at his boots. “How can one ever know a
-person like that? I hoped she would see me for five minutes.”
-
-“For what purpose? Have you anything to propose?”
-
-“For what purpose? To rest my eyes on her beautiful face.”
-
-“Did you come to England for that?”
-
-“For what else should I have come?” the Prince inquired, turning his
-blighted gaze to the opposite side of South Street.
-
-“In London, such a day as this, _già_,” said the old lady,
-sympathetically. “I am very sorry for you; but if I had known you were
-coming I would have written to you that you might spare yourself the
-pain.”
-
-The Prince gave a low, interminable sigh. “You ask me what I wish to
-propose. What I wish to propose is that my wife does not kill me inch
-by inch.”
-
-“She would be much more likely to do that if you lived with her!”
-Madame Grandoni cried.
-
-“_Cara signora_, she doesn’t appear to have killed you,” the melancholy
-nobleman rejoined.
-
-“Oh, me? I am past killing. I am as hard as a stone. I went through my
-miseries long ago; I suffered what you have not had to suffer; I wished
-for death many times, and I survived it all. Our troubles don’t kill
-us, Prince; it is we who must try to kill them. I have buried not a
-few. Besides Christina is fond of me, God knows why!” Madame Grandoni
-added.
-
-“And you are so good to her,” said the Prince, laying his hand on her
-fat, wrinkled fist.
-
-“_Che vuole?_ I have known her so long. And she has some such great
-qualities.”
-
-“Ah, to whom do you say it?” And Prince Casamassima gazed at his boots
-again, for some moments, in silence. Suddenly he inquired, “How does
-she look to-day?”
-
-“She always looks the same: like an angel who came down from heaven
-yesterday and has been rather disappointed in her first day on earth!”
-
-The Prince was evidently a man of a simple nature, and Madame
-Grandoni’s rather violent metaphor took his fancy. His face lighted up
-for a moment, and he replied with eagerness, “Ah, she is the only woman
-I have ever seen whose beauty never for a moment falls below itself.
-She has no bad days. She is so handsome when she is angry!”
-
-“She is very handsome to-day, but she is not angry,” said the old lady.
-
-“Not when my name was announced?”
-
-“I was not with her then; but when she sent for me and asked me to see
-you, it was quite without passion. And even when I argued with her, and
-tried to persuade her (and she doesn’t like that, you know), she was
-still perfectly quiet.”
-
-“She hates me, she despises me too much, eh?”
-
-“How can I tell, dear Prince, when she never mentions you?”
-
-“Never, never?”
-
-“That’s much better than if she railed at you and abused you.”
-
-“You mean it should give me more hope for the future?” the young man
-asked, quickly.
-
-Madame Grandoni hesitated a moment. “I mean it’s better for me,” she
-answered, with a laugh of which the friendly ring covered as much as
-possible her equivocation.
-
-“Ah, you like me enough to care,” he murmured, turning on her his sad,
-grateful eyes.
-
-“I am very sorry for you. _Ma che vuole?_”
-
-The Prince had, apparently, nothing to suggest, and he only exhaled, in
-reply, another gloomy groan. Then he inquired whether his wife pleased
-herself in that country, and whether she intended to pass the summer in
-London. Would she remain long in England, and—might he take the liberty
-to ask?—what were her plans? Madame Grandoni explained that the
-Princess had found the British metropolis much more to her taste than
-one might have expected, and that as for plans, she had as many, or as
-few, as she had always had. Had he ever known her to carry out any
-arrangement, or to do anything, of any kind, she had selected or
-determined upon? She always, at the last moment, did the other thing,
-the one that had been out of the question; and it was for this that
-Madame Grandoni herself privately made her preparations. Christina, now
-that everything was over, would leave London from one day to the other;
-but they should not know where they were going until they arrived. The
-old lady concluded by asking the Prince if he himself liked England. He
-thrust forward his thick lips. “How can I like anything? Besides, I
-have been here before: I have friends,” he said.
-
-His companion perceived that he had more to say to her, to extract from
-her, but that he was hesitating nervously, because he feared to incur
-some warning, some rebuff, with which his dignity—which, in spite of
-his position of discomfiture, was really very great—might find it
-difficult to square itself. He looked vaguely round the room, and
-presently he remarked, “I wanted to see for myself how she is living.”
-
-“Yes, that is very natural.”
-
-“I have heard—I have heard—” and Prince Casamassima stopped.
-
-“You have heard great rubbish, I have no doubt.” Madame Grandoni
-watched him, as if she foresaw what was coming.
-
-“She spends a terrible deal of money,” said the young man.
-
-“Indeed she does.” The old lady knew that, careful as he was of his
-very considerable property, which at one time had required much
-nursing, his wife’s prodigality was not what lay heaviest on his mind.
-She also knew that expensive and luxurious as Christina might be she
-had never yet exceeded the income settled upon her by the Prince at the
-time of their separation—an income determined wholly by himself and his
-estimate of what was required to maintain the social consequence of his
-name, for which he had a boundless reverence. “She thinks she is a
-model of thrift—that she counts every shilling,” Madame Grandoni
-continued. “If there is a virtue she prides herself upon, it’s her
-economy. Indeed, it’s the only thing for which she takes any credit.”
-
-“I wonder if she knows that I”—the Prince hesitated a moment, then he
-went on—“that I spend really nothing. But I would rather live on dry
-bread than that, in a country like this, in this English society, she
-should not make a proper appearance.”
-
-“Her appearance is all you could wish. How can it help being proper,
-with me to set her off?”
-
-“You are the best thing she has, dear lady. So long as you are with her
-I feel a certain degree of security; and one of the things I came for
-was to extract from you a promise that you won’t leave her.”
-
-“Ah, let us not tangle ourselves up with promises!” Madame Grandoni
-exclaimed. “You know the value of any engagement one may take with
-regard to the Princess; it’s like promising you I will stay in the bath
-when the hot water is turned on. When I begin to be scalded, I have to
-jump out! I will stay while I can; but I shouldn’t stay if she were to
-do certain things.” Madame Grandoni uttered these last words very
-gravely, and for a minute she and her companion looked deep into each
-other’s eyes.
-
-“What things do you mean?”
-
-“I can’t say what things. It is utterly impossible to predict, on any
-occasion, what Christina will do. She is capable of giving us great
-surprises. The things I mean are things I should recognise as soon as I
-saw them, and they would make me leave the house on the instant.”
-
-“So that if you have not left it yet—?” the Prince asked, in a low
-tone, with extreme eagerness.
-
-“It is because I have thought I may do some good by staying.”
-
-The young man seemed only half satisfied with this answer; nevertheless
-he said in a moment—“To me it makes all the difference. And if anything
-of the kind you speak of should happen, that would be only the greater
-reason for your staying—that you might interpose, that you might
-arrest—” He stopped short; Madame Grandoni was laughing, with her
-Teutonic homeliness, in his face.
-
-“You must have been in Rome, more than once, when the Tiber had
-overflowed, _è vero?_ What would you have thought then if you had heard
-people telling the poor wretches in the Ghetto, on the Ripetta, up to
-their knees in liquid mud, that they ought to interpose, to arrest?”
-
-“_Capisco bene_,” said the Prince, dropping his eyes. He appeared to
-have closed them, for some moments, as if a slow spasm of pain were
-passing through him. “I can’t tell you what torments me most,” he
-presently went on, “the thought that sometimes makes my heart rise into
-my mouth. It’s a haunting fear.” And his pale face and disturbed
-respiration might indeed have been those of a man before whom some
-horrible spectre had risen.
-
-“You needn’t tell me. I know what you mean, my poor friend.”
-
-“Do you think, then, there _is_ a danger—that she will drag my name, do
-what no one has ever dared to do? That I would never forgive,” said the
-young man, almost under his breath; and the hoarseness of his whisper
-lent a great effect to the announcement.
-
-Madame Grandoni wondered for a moment whether she had not better tell
-him (as it would prepare him for the worst) that his wife cared about
-as much for his name as for any old label on her luggage; but after an
-instant’s reflection she reserved this information for another hour.
-Besides, as she said to herself, the Prince ought already to know
-perfectly to what extent Christina attached the idea of an obligation
-or an interdict to her ill-starred connection with an ignorant and
-superstitious Italian race whom she despised for their provinciality,
-their parsimony and their tiresomeness (she thought their talk the
-climax of puerility), and whose fatuous conception of their importance
-in the great modern world she had on various public occasions
-sufficiently covered with her derision. The old lady finally contented
-herself with remarking, “Dear Prince, your wife is a very proud woman.”
-
-“Ah, how could my wife be anything else? But her pride is not my pride.
-And she has such ideas, such opinions! Some of them are monstrous.”
-
-Madame Grandoni smiled. “She doesn’t think it so necessary to have them
-when you are not there.”
-
-“Why then do you say that you enter into my fears—that you recognise
-the stories I have heard?”
-
-I know not whether the good lady lost patience with his persistence; at
-all events, she broke out, with a certain sharpness, “Understand
-this—understand this: Christina will never consider you—your name, your
-illustrious traditions—in any case in which she doesn’t consider, much
-more, herself!”
-
-The Prince appeared to study, for a moment, this somewhat ambiguous yet
-portentous phrase; then he slowly got up, with his hat in his hand, and
-walked about the room, softly, solemnly, as he were suffering from his
-long thin feet. He stopped before one of the windows, and took another
-survey of South Street; then, turning, he suddenly inquired, in a voice
-into which he had evidently endeavoured to infuse a colder curiosity,
-“Is she admired in this place? Does she see many people?”
-
-“She is thought very strange, of course. But she sees whom she likes.
-And they mostly bore her to death!” Madame Grandoni added, with a
-laugh.
-
-“Why then do you tell me this country pleases her?”
-
-Madame Grandoni left her place. She had promised Christina, who
-detested the sense of being under the same roof with her husband, that
-the Prince’s visit should be kept within narrow limits; and this
-movement was intended to signify as kindly as possible that it had
-better terminate. “It is the common people that please her,” she
-replied, with her hands folded on her crumpled satin stomach and her
-humorous eyes raised to his face. “It is the lower orders, the _basso
-popolo_.”
-
-“The _basso popolo?_” The Prince stared, at this fantastic
-announcement.
-
-“The _povera gente_,” pursued the old lady, laughing at his amazement.
-
-“The London mob—the most horrible, the most brutal—?”
-
-“Oh, she wishes to raise them.”
-
-“After all, something like that is no more than I had heard,” said the
-Prince gravely.
-
-“_Che vuole?_ Don’t trouble yourself; it won’t be for long!”
-
-Madame Grandoni saw that this comforting assurance was lost upon him;
-his face was turned to the door of the room, which had been thrown
-open, and all his attention was given to the person who crossed the
-threshold. Madame Grandoni transferred her own to the same quarter, and
-recognised the little artisan whom Christina had, in a manner so
-extraordinary and so profoundly characteristic, drawn into her box that
-night at the theatre, and whom she had since told her old friend she
-had sent for to come and see her.
-
-“Mr Robinson!” the butler, who had had a lesson, announced in a loud,
-colourless tone.
-
-“It won’t be for long,” Madame Grandoni repeated, for the Prince’s
-benefit; but it was to Mr Robinson the words had the air of being
-addressed.
-
-He stood there while Madame Grandoni signalled to the servant to leave
-the door open and wait, looking from the queer old lady, who was as
-queer as before, to the tall foreign gentleman (he recognised his
-foreignness at a glance), whose eyes seemed to challenge him, to devour
-him; wondering whether he had made some mistake, and needing to remind
-himself that he had the Princess’s note in his pocket, with the day and
-hour as clear as her magnificent handwriting could make them.
-
-“Good-morning, good-morning. I hope you are well,” said Madame
-Grandoni, with quick friendliness, but turning her back upon him at the
-same time, to ask of the Prince, in Italian, as she extended her hand,
-“And do you not leave London soon—in a day or two?”
-
-The Prince made no answer; he still scrutinised the little bookbinder
-from head to foot, as if he were wondering who the deuce he could be.
-His eyes seemed to Hyacinth to search for the small neat bundle he
-ought to have had under his arm, and without which he was incomplete.
-To the reader, however, it may be confided that, dressed more carefully
-than he had ever been in his life before, stamped with that
-extraordinary transformation which the British Sunday often operates in
-the person of the wage-earning cockney, with his handsome head
-uncovered and suppressed excitement in his brilliant little face, the
-young man from Lomax Place might have passed for anything rather than a
-carrier of parcels. “The Princess wrote to me, madam, to come and see
-her,” he remarked, as a precaution, in case he should have incurred the
-reproach of bad taste, or at least of precipitation.
-
-“Oh yes, I dare say.” And Madame Grandoni guided the Prince to the
-door, with an expression of the hope that he would have a comfortable
-journey back to Italy.
-
-A faint flush had come into his face; he appeared to have satisfied
-himself on the subject of Mr Robinson. “I must see you once more—I
-must—it’s impossible!”
-
-“Ah, well, not in this house, you know.”
-
-“Will you do me the honour to meet me, then?” And as the old lady
-hesitated, he added, with sudden passion, “Dearest friend, I entreat
-you on my knees!” After she had agreed that if he would write to her,
-proposing a day and place, she would see him, he raised her ancient
-knuckles to his lips and, without further notice of Hyacinth, turned
-away. Madame Grandoni requested the servant to announce the other
-visitor to the Princess, and then approached Mr Robinson, rubbing her
-hands and smiling, with her head on one side. He smiled back at her,
-vaguely; he didn’t know what she might be going to say. What she said
-was, to his surprise—
-
-“My poor young man, may I take the liberty of asking your age?”
-
-“Certainly, madam; I am twenty-four.”
-
-“And I hope you are industrious, and sober, and—what do you call it in
-English?—steady.”
-
-“I don’t think I am very wild,” said Hyacinth, smiling still. He
-thought the old woman patronising, but he forgave her.
-
-“I don’t know how one speaks, in this country, to young men like you.
-Perhaps one is considered meddling, impertinent.”
-
-“I like the way you speak,” Hyacinth interposed.
-
-She stared, and then with a comical affectation of dignity, replied,
-“You are very good. I am glad it amuses you. You are evidently
-intelligent and clever,” she went on, “and if you are disappointed it
-will be a pity.”
-
-“How do you mean, if I am disappointed?” Hyacinth looked more grave.
-
-“Well, I dare say you expect great things, when you come into a house
-like this. You must tell me if I wound you. I am very old-fashioned,
-and I am not of this country. I speak as one speaks to young men, like
-you, in other places.”
-
-“I am not so easily wounded!” Hyacinth exclaimed, with a flight of
-imagination. “To expect anything, one must know something, one must
-understand: isn’t it so? And I am here without knowing, without
-understanding. I have come only because a lady who seems to me very
-beautiful and very kind has done me the honour to send for me.”
-
-Madame Grandoni examined him a moment, as if she were struck by his
-good looks, by something delicate that was stamped upon him everywhere.
-“I can see you are very clever, very intelligent; no, you are not like
-the young men I mean. All the more reason—” And she paused, giving a
-little sigh. “I want to warn you a little, and I don’t know how. If you
-were a young Roman, it would be different.”
-
-“A young Roman?”
-
-“That’s where I live, properly, in Rome. If I hurt you, you can explain
-it that way. No, you are not like them.”
-
-“You don’t hurt me—please believe that; you interest me very much,”
-said Hyacinth, to whom it did not occur that he himself might appear
-patronising. “Of what do you want to warn me?”
-
-“Well—only to advise you a little. Do not give up anything.”
-
-“What can I give up?”
-
-“Do not give up _yourself_. I say that to you in your interest. I think
-you have some little trade—I forget what; but whatever it may be,
-remember that to do it well is the best thing—it is better than paying
-visits, better even than a Princess!”
-
-“Ah yes, I see what you mean!” Hyacinth exclaimed, exaggerating a
-little. “I am very fond of my trade, I assure you.”
-
-“I am delighted to hear it. Hold fast to it, then, and be quiet; be
-diligent, and honest, and good. I gathered the other night that you are
-one of the young men who want everything changed—I believe there are a
-great many in Italy, and also in my own dear old Deutschland—and even
-think it’s useful to throw bombs into innocent crowds, and shoot
-pistols at their rulers, or at any one. I won’t go into that. I might
-seem to be speaking for myself, and the fact is that for myself I don’t
-care; I am so old that I may hope to spend the few days that are left
-me without receiving a bullet. But before you go any further please
-think a little whether you are right.”
-
-“It isn’t just that you should impute to me ideas which I may not
-have,” said Hyacinth, turning very red, but taking more and more of a
-fancy, all the same, to Madame Grandoni. “You talk at your ease about
-our ways and means, but if we were only to make use of those that you
-would like to see—” And while he blushed, smiling, the young man shook
-his head two or three times, with great significance.
-
-“I shouldn’t like to see any!” the old lady cried. “I like people to
-bear their troubles as one has done one’s self. And as for injustice,
-you see how kind I am to you when I say to you again, don’t, don’t give
-anything up. I will tell them to send you some tea,” she added, as she
-took her way out of the room, presenting to him her round, low, aged
-back, and dragging over the carpet a scanty and lustreless train.
-
-
-
-
-XVII
-
-
-Hyacinth had been warned by Mr Vetch as to what brilliant women might
-do with him (it was only a word on the old fiddler’s lips, but the word
-had had a point), he had been warned by Paul Muniment, and now he was
-admonished by a person supremely well placed for knowing—a fact that
-could not fail to deepen the emotion which, any time these three days,
-had made him draw his breath more quickly. That emotion, however, was
-now not of a kind to make him fear remote consequences; as he looked
-over the Princess Casamassima’s drawing-room and inhaled an air that
-seemed to him inexpressibly delicate and sweet, he hoped that his
-adventure would throw him upon his mettle only half as much as the old
-lady had wished to intimate. He considered, one after the other, the
-different chairs, couches and ottomans the room contained—he wished to
-treat himself to the most sumptuous—and then, for reasons he knew best,
-sank into a seat covered with rose-coloured brocade, of which the legs
-and frame appeared to be of pure gold. Here he sat perfectly still,
-with only his heart beating very sensibly and his eyes coursing again
-and again from one object to another. The splendours and suggestions of
-Captain Sholto’s apartment were thrown completely into the shade by the
-scene before him, and as the Princess did not scruple to keep him
-waiting for twenty minutes (during which the butler came in and set
-out, on a small table, a glittering tea-service), Hyacinth had time to
-count over the innumerable _bibelots_ (most of which he had never
-dreamed of) involved in the personality of a woman of high fashion, and
-to feel that their beauty and oddity revealed not only whole provinces
-of art, but refinements of choice, on the part of their owner,
-complications of mind, and—almost—terrible depths of character.
-
-When at last the door opened and the servant, reappearing, threw it far
-back, as if to make a wide passage for a person of the importance of
-his mistress, Hyacinth’s suspense became very acute; it was much the
-same feeling with which, at the theatre, he had sometimes awaited the
-entrance of a celebrated actress. In this case the actress was to
-perform for him alone. There was still a moment before she came on, and
-when she did so she was so simply dressed—besides his seeing her now on
-her feet—that she looked like a different person. She approached him
-rapidly, and a little stiffly and shyly, but in the manner in which she
-shook hands with him there was an evident desire to be frank, and even
-fraternal. She looked like a different person, but that person had a
-beauty even more radiant; the fairness of her face shone forth at our
-young man as if to dissipate any doubts that might have crept over him
-as to the reality of the vision bequeathed to him by his former
-interview. And in this brightness and richness of her presence he could
-not have told you whether she struck him as more proud or more kind.
-
-“I have kept you a long time, but it’s supposed not, usually, to be a
-bad place, my salon; there are various things to look at, and perhaps
-you have noticed them. Over on that side, for instance, there is rather
-a curious collection of miniatures.” She spoke abruptly, quickly, as if
-she were conscious that their communion might be awkward and she were
-trying to strike, instantly (to conjure that element away), the sort of
-note that would make them both most comfortable. Quickly, too, she sat
-down before her tea-tray and poured him out a cup, which she handed him
-without asking whether he would have it. He accepted it with a
-trembling hand, though he had no desire for it; he was too nervous to
-swallow the tea, but it would not have occurred to him that it was
-possible to decline. When he had murmured that he had indeed looked at
-all her things but that it would take hours to do justice to such
-treasures, she asked if he were fond of works of art; adding, however,
-immediately, that she was afraid he had not many opportunities of
-seeing them, though of course there were the public collections, open
-to all. Hyacinth said, with perfect veracity, that some of the happiest
-moments of his life had been spent at the British Museum and the
-National Gallery, and this reply appeared to interest her greatly, so
-that she immediately begged him to tell her what he thought of certain
-pictures and antiques. In this way it was that in an incredibly short
-space of time, as it appeared to him, he found himself discussing the
-Bacchus and Ariadne and the Elgin marbles with one of the most
-remarkable woman in Europe. It is true that she herself talked most,
-passing precipitately from one point to another, asking him questions
-and not waiting for answers; describing and qualifying things,
-expressing feelings, by the aid of phrases that he had never heard
-before but which seemed to him illuminating and happy—as when, for
-instance, she asked what art was, after all, but a synthesis made in
-the interest of pleasure, or said that she didn’t like England at all,
-but loved it. It did not occur to him to think these discriminations
-pedantic. Suddenly she remarked, “Madame Grandoni told me you saw my
-husband.”
-
-“Ah, was the gentleman your husband?”
-
-“Unfortunately! What do you think of him?”
-
-“Oh, I can’t think—” Hyacinth murmured.
-
-“I wish I couldn’t, either! I haven’t seen him for nearly three years.
-He wanted to see me to-day, but I refused.”
-
-“Ah!” said Hyacinth, staring and not knowing how he ought to receive so
-unexpected a confidence. Then, as the suggestions of inexperience are
-sometimes the happiest of all, he spoke simply what was in his mind and
-said, gently, “It has made you very nervous.” Afterwards, when he had
-left the house, he wondered how, at that stage, he could have ventured
-on such a familiar remark.
-
-The Princess took it with a quick, surprised laugh. “How do you know
-that?” But before he had time to tell how, she added, “Your saying
-that—that way—shows me how right I was to ask you to come to see me.
-You know, I hesitated. It shows me you have perceptions; I guessed as
-much the other night at the theatre. If I hadn’t, I wouldn’t have asked
-you. I may be wrong, but I like people who understand what one says to
-them, and also what one doesn’t say.”
-
-“Don’t think I understand too much. You might easily exaggerate that,”
-Hyacinth declared, conscientiously.
-
-“You confirm, completely, my first impression,” the Princess returned,
-smiling in a way that showed him he really amused her. “We shall
-discover the limits of your comprehension! I _am_ atrociously nervous.
-But it will pass. How is your friend the dressmaker?” she inquired,
-abruptly. And when Hyacinth had briefly given some account of poor
-Pinnie—told her that she was tolerably well for her, but old and tired
-and sad, and not very successful—she exclaimed, impatiently, “Ah, well,
-she’s not the only one!” and came back, with irrelevance, to the former
-question. “It’s not only my husband’s visit—absolutely unexpected!—that
-has made me fidgety, but the idea that now you have been so kind as to
-come here you may wonder why, after all, I made such a point of it, and
-even think any explanation I might be able to give you entirely
-insufficient.”
-
-“I don’t want any explanation,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“It’s very nice of you to say that, and I shall take you at your word.
-Explanations usually make things worse. All the same, I don’t want you
-to think (as you might have done so easily the other evening) that I
-wish only to treat you as a curious animal.”
-
-“I don’t care how you treat me!” said Hyacinth, smiling.
-
-There was a considerable silence, after which the Princess remarked,
-“All I ask of my husband is to let me alone. But he won’t. He won’t
-reciprocate my indifference.”
-
-Hyacinth asked himself what reply he ought to make to such an
-announcement as that, and it seemed to him that the least civility
-demanded was that he should say—as he could with such conviction—“It
-can’t be easy to be indifferent to you.”
-
-“Why not, if I am odious? I can be—oh, there is no doubt of that!
-However, I can honestly say that with the Prince I have been
-exceedingly reasonable, and that most of the wrongs—the big ones, those
-that settled the question—have been on his side. You may tell me of
-course that that’s the pretension of every woman who has made a mess of
-her marriage. But ask Madame Grandoni.”
-
-“She will tell me it’s none of my business.”
-
-“Very true—she might!” the Princess admitted, laughing. “And I don’t
-know, either, why I should talk to you about my domestic affairs;
-except that I have been wondering what I could do to show confidence in
-you, in return for your showing so much in me. As this matter of my
-separation from my husband happens to have been turned uppermost by his
-sudden descent upon me, I just mention it, though the subject is
-tiresome enough. Moreover I ought to let you know that I have very
-little respect for distinctions of class—the sort of thing they make so
-much of in this country. They are doubtless convenient in some ways,
-but when one has a reason—a reason of feeling—for overstepping them,
-and one allows one’s self to be deterred by some dreary superstition
-about one’s place, or some one else’s place, then I think it’s ignoble.
-It always belongs to one’s place not to be a poor creature. I take it
-that if you are a socialist you think about this as I do; but lest, by
-chance, as the sense of those differences is the English religion, it
-may have rubbed off even on you, though I am more and more impressed
-with the fact that you are scarcely more British than I am; lest you
-should, in spite of your theoretic democracy, be shocked at some of the
-applications that I, who cherish the creed, am capable of making of it,
-let me assure you without delay that in that case we shouldn’t get on
-together at all, and had better part company before we go further.” She
-paused, long enough for Hyacinth to declare, with a great deal of
-emphasis, that he was not easily shocked; and then, restlessly,
-eagerly, as if it relieved her to talk, and made their queer interview
-less abnormal that she should talk most, she arrived at the point that
-she wanted to know the _people_, and know them intimately—the toilers
-and strugglers and sufferers—because she was convinced they were the
-most interesting portion of society, and at the inquiry, “What could
-possibly be in worse taste than for me to carry into such an
-undertaking a pretension of greater delicacy and finer manners? If I
-must do that,” she continued, “it’s simpler to leave them alone. But I
-can’t leave them alone; they press upon me, they haunt me, they
-fascinate me. There it is (after all, it’s very simple): I want to know
-them, and I want you to help me!”
-
-“I will help you with pleasure, to the best of my humble ability. But
-you will be awfully disappointed,” Hyacinth said. Very strange it
-seemed to him that within so few days two ladies of rank should have
-found occasion to express to him the same mysterious longing. A breeze
-from a thoroughly unexpected quarter was indeed blowing over the
-aristocracy. Nevertheless, though there was much of the accent of
-passion in the Princess Casamassima’s communication that there had been
-in Lady Aurora’s, and though he felt bound to discourage his present
-interlocutress as he had done the other, the force that pushed her
-struck him as a very different mixture from the shy, conscientious,
-anxious heresies of Rose Muniment’s friend. The temper varied in the
-two women as much as the face and the manner, and that perhaps made
-their curiosity the more significant.
-
-“I haven’t the least doubt of it: there is nothing in life in which I
-have not been awfully disappointed. But disappointment for
-disappointment I shall like it better than some others. You’ll not
-persuade me, either, that among the people I speak of, characters and
-passions and motives are not more natural, more complete, more _naïf_.
-The upper classes are so insipid! My husband traces his descent from
-the fifth century, and he’s the greatest bore on earth. That is the
-kind of people I was condemned to live with after my marriage. Oh, if
-you knew what I have been through, you would allow that intelligent
-mechanics (of course I don’t want to know idiots) would be a pleasant
-change. I must begin with some one—mustn’t I?—so I began, the other
-night, with you!” As soon as she had uttered these words the Princess
-added a correction, with the consciousness of her mistake in her face.
-It made that face, to Hyacinth, more nobly, tenderly pure. “The only
-objection to you, individually, is that you have nothing of the people
-about you—to-day not even the dress.” Her eyes wandered over him from
-head to foot, and their friendly beauty made him ashamed. “I wish you
-had come in the clothes you wear at your work!”
-
-“You see you do regard me as a curious animal,” he answered.
-
-It was perhaps to contradict this that, after a moment, she began to
-tell him more about her domestic affairs. He ought to know who she was,
-unless Captain Sholto had told him; and she related her
-parentage—American on the mother’s side, Italian on the father’s—and
-how she had led, in her younger years, a wandering, Bohemian life, in a
-thousand different places (always in Europe; she had never been in
-America and knew very little about it, though she wanted greatly to
-cross the Atlantic), and largely, at one period, in Rome. She had been
-married by her people, in a mercenary way, for the sake of a fortune
-and a title, and it had turned out as badly as her worst enemy could
-wish. Her parents were dead, luckily for them, and she had no one near
-her of her own except Madame Grandoni, who belonged to her only in the
-sense that she had known her as a girl; was an association of her—what
-should she call them?—her innocent years. Not that she had ever been
-very innocent; she had had a horrible education. However, she had known
-a few good people—people she respected, then; but Madame Grandoni was
-the only one who had stuck to her. She, too, was liable to leave her
-any day; the Princess appeared to intimate that her destiny might
-require her to take some step which would test severely the old lady’s
-adhesive property. It would detain her too long to make him understand
-the stages by which she had arrived at her present state of mind: her
-disgust with a thousand social arrangements, her rebellion against the
-selfishness, the corruption, the iniquity, the cruelty, the imbecility,
-of the people who, all over Europe, had the upper hand. If he could
-have seen her life, the _milieu_ in which, for several years, she had
-been condemned to move, the evolution of her opinions (Hyacinth was
-delighted to hear her use that term) would strike him as perfectly
-logical. She had been humiliated, outraged, tortured; she considered
-that she too was one of the numerous class who could be put on a
-tolerable footing only by a revolution. At any rate, she had some
-self-respect left, and there was still more that she wanted to recover;
-the only way to arrive at that was to throw herself into some effort
-which would make her forget her own affairs and comprehend the troubles
-and efforts of others. Hyacinth listened to her with a wonderment
-which, as she went on, was transformed into fascinated submission; she
-seemed so natural, so vivid, so exquisitely generous and sincere. By
-the time he had been with her for half an hour she had made the
-situation itself appear natural and usual, and a third person who
-should have joined them at this moment would have observed nothing to
-make him suppose that friendly social intercourse between little
-bookbinders and Neapolitan princesses was not, in London, a matter of
-daily occurrence.
-
-Hyacinth had seen plenty of women who chattered about themselves and
-their affairs—a vulgar garrulity of confidence was indeed a leading
-characteristic of the sex as he had hitherto learned to know it—but he
-was quick to perceive that the great lady who now took the trouble to
-open herself to him was not of a gossiping habit; that she must be, on
-the contrary, as a general thing, proudly, ironically, reserved, even
-to the point of passing, with many people, for a model of the
-unsatisfactory. It was very possible she was capricious; yet the fact
-that her present sympathies and curiosities might be a caprice wore, in
-Hyacinth’s eyes, no sinister aspect. Why was it not a noble and
-interesting whim, and why might he not stand, for the hour at any rate,
-in the silvery moonshine it threw upon his path? It must be added that
-he was far from understanding everything she said, and some of her
-allusions and implications were so difficult to seize that they mainly
-served to reveal to him the limits of his own acquaintance with life.
-Her words evoked all sorts of shadowy suggestions of things he was
-condemned not to know, touching him most when he had not the key to
-them. This was especially the case with her reference to her career in
-Italy, on her husband’s estates, and her relations with his family; who
-considered that they had done her a great honour in receiving her into
-their august circle (putting the best face on a bad business), after
-they had moved heaven and earth to keep her out of it. The position
-made for her among these people, and what she had had to suffer from
-their family tone, their opinions and customs (though what these might
-be remained vague to her listener), had evidently planted in her soul a
-lasting resentment and contempt; and Hyacinth gathered that the force
-of reaction and revenge might carry her far, make her modern and
-democratic and heretical _à outrance_—lead her to swear by Darwin and
-Spencer as well as by the revolutionary spirit. He surely need not have
-been so sensible of the weak spots in his comprehension of the
-Princess, when he could already surmise that personal passion had
-counted for so much in the formation of her views. This induction,
-however, which had no harshness, did not make her appear to him any the
-less a creature compounded of the finest elements; brilliant, delicate,
-complicated, but complicated with something divine. It was not until
-after he had left her that he became conscious she had forced him to
-talk, as well as talked herself. He drew a long breath as he reflected
-that he had not made quite such an ass of himself as might very well
-have happened; he had been saved by his enjoyment and admiration, which
-had not gone to his head and prompted him to show that he too, in his
-improbable little way, was remarkable, but had kept him in a state of
-anxious, delicious tension, as if the occasion had been a great
-solemnity. He had said, indeed, much more than he had warrant for, when
-she questioned him about his socialistic affiliations; he had spoken as
-if the movement were vast and mature, whereas, in fact, so far, at
-least, as he was as yet concerned with it, and could answer for it from
-personal knowledge, it was circumscribed by the hideously papered walls
-of the little club-room at the ‘Sun and Moon’. He reproached himself
-with this laxity, but it had not been engendered by vanity. He was only
-afraid of disappointing his hostess too much; of making her say, ‘Why
-in the world, then, did you come to see me, if you have nothing more
-remarkable to relate?’—an inquiry to which, of course, he would have
-had an answer ready, if it had not been impossible to him to say that
-he had never asked to come: his coming was her own affair. He wanted
-too much to come a second time to have the courage to make that speech.
-Nevertheless, when she exclaimed, changing the subject abruptly, as she
-always did, from something else they had been talking about, “I wonder
-whether I shall ever see you again!”, he replied, with perfect
-sincerity, that it was very difficult for him to believe anything so
-delightful could be repeated. There were some kinds of happiness that
-to many people never came at all, and to others could come only once.
-He added, “It is very true I had just that feeling after I left you the
-other night at the theatre. And yet here I am!”
-
-“Yes, there you are,” said the Princess thoughtfully, as if this might
-be a still graver and more embarrassing fact than she had yet supposed
-it. “I take it there is nothing essentially impossible in my seeing you
-again; but it may very well be that you will never again find it so
-pleasant. Perhaps that’s the happiness that comes but once. At any
-rate, you know, I am going away.”
-
-“Oh yes, of course; every one leaves town,” Hyacinth commented,
-sagaciously.
-
-“Do you, Mr Robinson?” asked the Princess.
-
-“Well, I don’t as a general thing. Nevertheless, it is possible that,
-this year, I may get two or three days at the seaside. I should like to
-take my old lady. I have done it before.”
-
-“And except for that you shall be always at work?”
-
-“Yes; but you must understand that I like my work. You must understand
-that it’s a great blessing for a young fellow like me to have it.”
-
-“And if you didn’t have it, what would you do? Should you starve?”
-
-“Oh, I don’t think I should starve,” the young man replied, judicially.
-
-The Princess looked a little chagrined, but after a moment she
-remarked, “I wonder whether you would come to see me, in the country,
-somewhere.”
-
-“Oh, dear!” Hyacinth exclaimed, catching his breath. “You are so kind,
-I don’t know what to do.”
-
-“Don’t be _banal_, please. That’s what other people are. What’s the use
-of my looking for something fresh in other walks of life, if you are
-going to be _banal_ too? I ask you, would you come?”
-
-Hyacinth hesitated a moment. “Yes, I think I would come. I don’t know,
-at all, how I should do it—there would be several obstacles; but
-wherever you should call for me, I would come.”
-
-“You mean you can’t leave your work, like that; you might lose it, if
-you did, and be in want of money and much embarrassed?”
-
-“Yes, there would be little difficulties of that kind. You see that
-immediately, in practice, great obstacles come up, when it’s a question
-of a person like you making friends with a person like me.”
-
-“That’s the way I like you to talk,” said the Princess, with a pitying
-gentleness that seemed to her visitor quite sacred. “After all, I don’t
-know where I shall be. I have got to pay stupid visits, myself, where
-the only comfort will be that I shall make the people jump. Every one
-here thinks me exceedingly odd—as there is no doubt I am! I might be
-ever so much more so if you would only help me a little. Why shouldn’t
-I have my bookbinder, after all? In attendance, you know, it would be
-awfully _chic_. We might have immense fun, don’t you think so? No doubt
-it will come. At any rate, I shall return to London when I have got
-through that _corvée;_ I shall be here next year. In the meantime,
-don’t forget me,” she went on, rising to her feet. “Remember, on the
-contrary, that I expect you to take me into the slums—into very bad
-places.” Why the idea of these scenes of misery should have lighted up
-her face is more than may be explained; but she smiled down at
-Hyacinth—who, even as he stood up, was of slightly smaller stature—with
-all her strange, radiant sweetness. Then, in a manner almost equally
-incongruous, she added a reference to what she had said a moment
-before: “I recognise perfectly the obstacles, in practice, as you call
-them; but though I am not, by nature, persevering, and am really very
-easily put off, I don’t consider that they will prove insurmountable.
-They exist on my side as well, and if you will help me to overcome mine
-I will do the same for you, with yours.”
-
-These words, repeating themselves again and again in Hyacinth’s
-consciousness, appeared to give him wings, to help him to float and
-soar, as he turned that afternoon out of South Street. He had at home a
-copy of Tennyson’s poems—a single, comprehensive volume, with a double
-column on the page, in a tolerably neat condition, though he had
-handled it much. He took it to pieces that same evening, and during the
-following week, in his hours of leisure, at home in his little room,
-with the tools he kept there for private use, and a morsel of delicate,
-blue-tinted Russia leather, of which he obtained possession at the
-place in Soho, he devoted himself to the task of binding the book as
-perfectly as he knew how. He worked with passion, with religion, and
-produced a masterpiece of firmness and finish, of which his own
-appreciation was as high as that of M. Poupin, when, at the end of the
-week, he exhibited the fruit of his toil, and much more freely
-expressed than that of old Crookenden, who grunted approbation, but was
-always too long-headed to create precedents. Hyacinth carried the
-volume to South Street, as an offering to the Princess; hoping she
-would not yet have left London, in which case he would ask the servant
-to deliver it to her, along with a little note he had sat up all night
-to compose. But the majestic butler, in charge of the house, opening
-the door yet looking down at him as if from a second-storey window,
-took the life out of his vision and erected himself as an impenetrable
-medium. The Princess had been absent for some days; the butler was so
-good as to inform the young man with the parcel that she was on a visit
-to a ‘juke’, in a distant part of the country. He offered however to
-receive, and even to forward, anything Hyacinth might wish to leave;
-but our hero felt a sudden indisposition to launch his humble tribute
-into the vast, the possibly cold, unknown of a ducal circle. He decided
-to retain his little package for the present; he would give it to her
-when he should see her again, and he turned away without parting with
-it. Later, it seemed to create a sort of material link between the
-Princess and himself, and at the end of three months it almost appeared
-to him, not that the exquisite book was an intended present from his
-own hand, but that it had been placed in that hand by the most
-remarkable woman in Europe. Rare sensations and impressions, moments of
-acute happiness, almost always, with Hyacinth, in retrospect, became
-rather mythic and legendary; and the superior piece of work he had done
-after seeing her last, in the immediate heat of his emotion, turned
-into a kind of proof and gage, as if a ghost, in vanishing from sight,
-had left a palpable relic.
-
-
-
-
-XVIII
-
-
-The matter concerned him only indirectly, but it may concern the reader
-more closely to know that before the visit to the duke took place
-Madame Grandoni granted to Prince Casamassima the private interview she
-had promised him on that sad Sunday afternoon. She crept out of South
-Street after breakfast—a repast which under the Princess’s roof was
-served at twelve o’clock, in the foreign fashion—crossed the sultry
-solitude into which, at such a season, that precinct resolves itself,
-and entered the Park, where the grass was already brown and a warm,
-smoky haze prevailed, a sort of summer edition of what was most
-characteristic in the London air. The Prince met her, by appointment,
-at the gate, and they went and sat down together under the trees beside
-the drive, amid a wilderness of empty chairs and with nothing to
-distract their attention from an equestrian or two, left over from the
-cavalcades of a fortnight before, and whose vain agitation in the
-saddle the desolate scene seemed to throw into high relief. They
-remained there for nearly an hour, though Madame Grandoni, in spite of
-her leaning to friendly interpretations, could not have told herself
-what comfort it was to the depressed, embarrassed young man at her
-side. She had nothing to say to him which could better his case, as he
-bent his mournful gaze on a prospect which was not, after all,
-perceptibly improved by its not being Sunday, and could only feel that,
-with her, he must seem to himself to be nearer his wife—to be touching
-something she had touched. The old lady wished he would resign himself
-more, but she was willing to minister to that thin illusion, little as
-she approved of the manner in which he had conducted himself at the
-time of the last sharp crisis in the remarkable history of his
-relations with Christina. He had behaved like a spoiled child, with a
-bad little nature, in a rage; he had been fatally wanting in dignity
-and wisdom, and had given the Princess an advantage which she took on
-the spot and would keep for ever. He had acted without manly judgment,
-had put his uncles upon her (as if she cared for his uncles! though one
-of them was a powerful prelate), had been suspicious and jealous on
-exactly the wrong occasions—occasions on which such ideas were a
-gratuitous injury. He had not been clever enough or strong enough to
-make good his valid rights, and had transferred the whole quarrel to a
-ground where his wife was far too accomplished a woman not to obtain
-the appearance of victory.
-
-There was another reflection that Madame Grandoni made, as her
-interview with her dejected friend prolonged itself. She could make it
-the more freely as, besides being naturally quick and appreciative, she
-had always, during her Roman career, in the dear old days (mingled with
-bitterness as they had been for her), lived with artists,
-archæologists, ingenious strangers, people who abounded in good talk,
-threw out ideas and played with them. It came over her that, really,
-even if things had not come to that particular crisis, Christina’s
-active, various, ironical mind, with all its audacities and
-impatiences, could not have tolerated for long the simple dullness of
-the Prince’s company. The old lady had said to him, on meeting him, “Of
-course, what you want to know immediately is whether she has sent you a
-message. No, my poor friend, I must tell you the truth. I asked her for
-one, but she told me that she had nothing whatever, of any kind, to say
-to you. She knew I was coming out to see you. I haven’t done so _en
-cachette_. She doesn’t like it, but she accepts the necessity for this
-once, since you have made the mistake, as she considers it, of
-approaching her again. We talked about you, last night, after your note
-came to me—for five minutes; that is, I talked, and Christina was good
-enough to listen. At the end she said this (what I shall tell you) with
-perfect calmness, and the appearance of being the most reasonable woman
-in the world. She didn’t ask me to repeat it to you, but I do so
-because it is the only substitute I can offer you for a message. ‘I try
-to occupy my life, my mind, to create interests, in the odious position
-in which I find myself; I endeavour to get out of myself, my small
-personal disappointments and troubles, by the aid of such poor
-faculties as I possess. There are things in the world more interesting,
-after all, and I hope to succeed in giving my attention to them. It
-appears to me not too much to ask that the Prince, on his side, should
-make the same conscientious effort—and leave me alone!’ Those were your
-wife’s remarkable words; they are all I have to give you.”
-
-After she had given them Madame Grandoni felt a pang of regret; the
-Prince turned upon her a face so white, bewildered and wounded. It had
-seemed to her that they might form a wholesome admonition, but it was
-now impressed upon her that, as coming from his wife, they were cruel,
-and she herself felt almost cruel for having repeated them. What they
-amounted to was an exquisite taunt of his mediocrity—a mediocrity which
-was, after all, not a crime. How could the Prince occupy himself, what
-interests could he create, and what faculties, gracious heaven, did he
-possess? He was as ignorant as a fish, and as narrow as his hat-band.
-His expression became pitiful; it was as if he dimly measured the
-insult, felt it more than saw it—felt that he could not plead
-incapacity without putting the Princess largely in the right. He gazed
-at Madame Grandoni, his face worked, and for a moment she thought he
-was going to burst into tears. But he said nothing—perhaps because he
-was afraid of that—so that suffering silence, during which she gently
-laid her hand upon his own, remained his only answer. He might
-doubtless do so much he didn’t, that when Christina touched upon this
-she was unanswerable. The old lady changed the subject: told him what a
-curious country England was, in so many ways; offered information as to
-their possible movements during the summer and autumn, which, within a
-day or two, had become slightly clearer. But at last, abruptly, as if
-he had not heard her, he inquired, appealingly, who the young man was
-who had come in the day he called, just as he was going.
-
-Madame Grandoni hesitated a moment. “He was the Princess’s bookbinder.”
-
-“Her bookbinder? Do you mean her lover?”
-
-“Prince, how can you dream she will ever live with you again?” the old
-lady asked, in reply to this.
-
-“Why, then, does she have him in her drawing-room—announced like an
-ambassador, carrying a hat in his hand like mine? Where were his books,
-his bindings? I shouldn’t say this to her,” the Prince added, as if the
-declaration justified him.
-
-“I told you the other day that she is making studies of the people—the
-lower orders. The young man you saw is a study.” Madame Grandoni could
-not help laughing out as she gave her explanation this turn; but her
-mirth elicited no echo from her interlocutor.
-
-“I have thought that over—over and over; but the more I think the less
-I understand. Would it be your idea that she is quite crazy? I must
-tell you I don’t care if she is!”
-
-“We are all quite crazy, I think,” said Madame Grandoni; “but the
-Princess no more than the rest of us. No, she must try everything; at
-present she is trying democracy and socialism.”
-
-“_Santo Dio!_” murmured the young man. “And what do they say here when
-they see her bookbinder?”
-
-“They haven’t seen him, and perhaps they won’t. But if they do, it
-won’t matter, because here everything is forgiven. That a person should
-be singular is all they want. A bookbinder will do as well as anything
-else.”
-
-The Prince mused a while, and then he said, “How can she bear the dirt,
-the bad smell?”
-
-“I don’t know what you are talking about. If you mean the young man you
-saw at the house (I may tell you, by the way, that it was only the
-first time he had been there, and that the Princess had only seen him
-once)—if you mean the little bookbinder, he isn’t dirty, especially
-what we should call. The people of that kind, here, are not like our
-dear Romans. Every one has a sponge, as big as your head; you can see
-them in the shops.”
-
-“They are full of gin; their faces are purple,” said the Prince; after
-which he immediately asked, “If she had only seen him once, how could
-he have come into her drawing-room that way?”
-
-The old lady looked at him with a certain severity. “Believe, at least,
-what _I_ say, my poor friend! Never forget that this was how you
-spoiled your affairs most of all—by treating a person (and such a
-person!) as if, as a matter of course, she lied. Christina has many
-faults, but she hasn’t that one; that’s why I can live with her. She
-will speak the truth always.”
-
-It was plainly not agreeable to the Prince to be reminded so sharply of
-his greatest mistake, and he flushed a little as Madame Grandoni spoke.
-But he did not admit his error, and she doubted whether he even
-perceived it. At any rate he remarked rather grandly, like a man who
-has still a good deal to say for himself, “There are things it is
-better to conceal.”
-
-“It all depends on whether you are afraid. Christina never is. Oh, I
-admit that she is very strange, and when the entertainment of watching
-her, to see how she will carry out some of her inspirations, is not
-stronger than anything else, I lose all patience with her. When she
-doesn’t fascinate she can only exasperate. But, as regards yourself,
-since you are here, and as I may not see you again for a long time, or
-perhaps ever (at my age—I’m a hundred and twenty!), I may as well give
-you the key of certain parts of your wife’s conduct. It may make it
-seem to you a little less fantastic. At the bottom, then, of much that
-she does is the fact that she is ashamed of having married you.”
-
-“Less fantastic?” the young man repeated, staring.
-
-“You may say that there can be nothing more eccentric than that. But
-you know—or, if not, it isn’t for want of her having told you—that the
-Princess considers that in the darkest hour of her life she sold
-herself for a title and a fortune. She regards her doing so as such a
-horrible piece of frivolity that she can never, for the rest of her
-days, be serious enough to make up for it.”
-
-“Yes, I know that she pretends to have been forced. And does she think
-she’s so serious now?”
-
-“The young man you saw the other day thinks so,” said the old woman,
-smiling. “Sometimes she calls it by another name: she says she has
-thrown herself with passion into being ‘modern’. That sums up the
-greatest number of things that you and your family are not.”
-
-“Yes, we are not, thank God! _Dio mio, Dio mio!_” groaned the Prince.
-He seemed so exhausted by his reflections that he remained sitting in
-his chair after his companion, lifting her crumpled corpulence out of
-her own, had proposed that they should walk about a little. She had no
-ill-nature, but she had already noticed that whenever she was with
-Christina’s husband the current of conversation made her, as she
-phrased it, bump against him. After administering these small shocks
-she always steered away, and now, the Prince having at last got up and
-offered her his arm, she tried again to talk with him of things he
-could consider without bitterness. She asked him about the health and
-habits of his uncles, and he replied, for the moment, with the
-minuteness which he had been taught that in such a case courtesy
-demanded; but by the time that, at her request, they had returned to
-the gate nearest to South Street (she wished him to come no farther) he
-had prepared a question to which she had not opened the way.
-
-“And who and what, then, is this English captain? About him there is a
-great deal said.”
-
-“This English captain?”
-
-“Godfrey Gerald Cholto—you see I know a good deal about him,” said the
-Prince, articulating the English names with difficulty.
-
-They had stopped near the gate, on the edge of Park Lane, and a couple
-of predatory hansoms dashed at them from opposite quarters. “I thought
-that was coming, and at bottom it is he that has occupied you most!”
-Madame Grandoni exclaimed, with a sigh. “But in reality he is the last
-one you need trouble about; he doesn’t count.”
-
-“Why doesn’t he count?”
-
-“I can’t tell you—except that some people don’t, you know. He doesn’t
-even think he does.”
-
-“Why not, when she receives him always—lets him go wherever she goes?”
-
-“Perhaps that is just the reason. When people give her a chance to get
-tired of them she takes it rather easily. At any rate, you needn’t be
-any more jealous of him than you are of me. He’s a convenience, a
-_factotum_, but he works without wages.”
-
-“Isn’t he, then, in love with her?”
-
-“Naturally. He has, however, no hope.”
-
-“Ah, poor gentleman!” said the Prince, lugubriously.
-
-“He accepts the situation better than you. He occupies himself—as she
-has strongly recommended him, in my hearing, to do—with other women.”
-
-“Oh, the brute!” the Prince exclaimed. “At all events, he sees her.”
-
-“Yes, but she doesn’t see him!” laughed Madame Grandoni, as she turned
-away.
-
-
-
-
-XIX
-
-
-The pink dressing-gown which Pinnie had engaged to make for Rose
-Muniment became, in Lomax Place, a conspicuous object, supplying poor
-Amanda with a constant theme for reference to one of the great
-occasions of her life—her visit to Belgrave Square with Lady Aurora,
-after their meeting at Rosy’s bedside. She described this episode
-vividly to her companion, repeating a thousand times that her
-ladyship’s affability was beyond anything she could have expected. The
-grandeur of the house in Belgrave Square figured in her recital as
-something oppressive and fabulous, tempered though it had been by
-shrouds of brown holland and the nudity of staircases and saloons of
-which the trappings had been put away. “If it’s so noble when they’re
-out of town, what can it be when they are all there together and
-everything is out?” she inquired suggestively; and she permitted
-herself to be restrictive only on two points, one of which was the
-state of Lady Aurora’s gloves and bonnet-strings. If she had not been
-afraid to appear to notice the disrepair of these objects, she would
-have been so happy to offer to do any little mending. “If she would
-only come to me every week or two, I would keep up her rank for her,”
-said Pinnie, with visions of a needle that positively flashed in the
-disinterested service of the aristocracy. She added that her ladyship
-got all dragged out with her long expeditions to Camberwell; she might
-be in tatters, for all they could do to help her at the top of those
-dreadful stairs, with that strange sick creature (she was too
-unnatural) thinking only of her own finery and talking about her
-complexion. If she wanted pink, she should have pink; but to Pinnie
-there was something almost unholy in it, like decking out a corpse, or
-the next thing to it. This was the other element that left Miss Pynsent
-cold; it could not be other than difficult for her to enter into the
-importance her ladyship appeared to attach to those pushing people. The
-girl was unfortunate, certainly, stuck up there like a kitten on a
-shelf, but in her ladyship’s place she would have found some topic more
-in keeping, while they walked about under those tremendous gilded
-ceilings. Lady Aurora, seeing how she was struck, showed her all over
-the house, carrying the lamp herself and telling an old woman who was
-there—a kind of housekeeper, with ribbons in her cap, who would have
-pushed Pinnie out if you could push with your eyes—that they would do
-very well without her. If the pink dressing-gown, in its successive
-stages of development, filled up the little brown parlour (it was
-terribly long on the stocks), making such a pervasive rose-coloured
-presence as had not been seen there for many a day, this was evidently
-because it was associated with Lady Aurora, not because it was
-dedicated to her humble friend.
-
-One day, when Hyacinth came home from his work, Pinnie announced to him
-as soon as he entered the room that her ladyship had been there to look
-at it—to pass judgment before the last touches were conferred. The
-dressmaker intimated that in such a case as that her judgment was
-rather wild, and she had made an embarrassing suggestion about pockets.
-Whatever could poor Miss Muniment want of pockets, and what had she to
-put in them? But Lady Aurora had evidently found the garment far beyond
-anything she expected, and she had been more affable than ever, and had
-wanted to know about every one in the Place; not in a meddling, prying
-way, either, like some of those upper-class visitors, but quite as if
-the poor people were the high ones and she was afraid her curiosity
-might be ‘presumptious’. It was in the same discreet spirit that she
-had invited Amanda to relate her whole history, and had expressed an
-interest in the career of her young friend.
-
-“She said you had charming manners,” Miss Pynsent hastened to remark;
-“but, before heaven, Hyacinth Robinson, I never mentioned a scrap that
-it could give you pain that any one should talk about.” There was an
-heroic explicitness in this, on Pinnie’s part, for she knew in advance
-just how Hyacinth would look at her—fixedly, silently, hopelessly, as
-if she were still capable of tattling horribly (with the idea that her
-revelations would increase her importance), and putting forward this
-hollow theory of her supreme discretion to cover it up. His eyes seemed
-to say, ‘How can I believe you, and yet how can I prove you are lying?
-I am very helpless, for I can’t prove that without applying to the
-person to whom your incorrigible folly has probably led you to brag, to
-throw out mysterious and tantalising hints. You know, of course, that I
-would never condescend to that.’ Pinnie suffered, acutely, from this
-imputation; yet she exposed herself to it often, because she could
-never deny herself the pleasure, keener still than her pain, of letting
-Hyacinth know that he was appreciated, admired and, for those ‘charming
-manners’ commended by Lady Aurora, even wondered at; and this kind of
-interest always appeared to imply a suspicion of his secret—something
-which, when he expressed to himself the sense of it, he called,
-resenting it at once and yet finding a certain softness in it, ‘a
-beastly _attendrissement_’. When Pinnie went on to say to him that Lady
-Aurora appeared to feel a certain surprise at his never yet having come
-to Belgrave Square for the famous books, he reflected that he must
-really wait upon her without more delay, if he wished to keep up his
-reputation for charming manners; and meanwhile he considered much the
-extreme oddity of this new phase of his life (it had opened so
-suddenly, from one day to the other); a phase in which his society
-should have become indispensable to ladies of high rank and the
-obscurity of his condition only an attraction the more. They were
-taking him up then, one after the other, and they were even taking up
-poor Pinnie, as a means of getting at him; so that he wondered, with
-humorous bitterness, whether it meant that his destiny was really
-seeking him out—that the aristocracy, recognising a mysterious affinity
-(with that fineness of _flair_ for which they were remarkable), were
-coming to him to save him the trouble of coming to them.
-
-It was late in the day (the beginning of an October evening), and Lady
-Aurora was at home. Hyacinth had made a mental calculation of the time
-at which she would have risen from dinner; the operation of ‘rising
-from dinner’ having always been, in his imagination, for some reason or
-other, highly characteristic of the nobility. He was ignorant of the
-fact that Lady Aurora’s principal meal consisted of a scrap of fish and
-a cup of tea, served on a little stand in the dismantled
-breakfast-parlour. The door was opened for Hyacinth by the invidious
-old lady whom Pinnie had described, and who listened to his inquiry,
-conducted him through the house, and ushered him into her ladyship’s
-presence, without the smallest relaxation of a pair of tightly-closed
-lips. Hyacinth’s hostess was seated in the little breakfast-parlour, by
-the light of a couple of candles, immersed apparently in a collection
-of tolerably crumpled papers and account-books. She was ciphering,
-consulting memoranda, taking notes; she had had her head in her hands,
-and the silky entanglement of her tresses resisted the rapid effort she
-made to smooth herself down as she saw the little bookbinder come in.
-The impression of her fingers remained in little rosy streaks on her
-pink skin. She exclaimed, instantly, “Oh, you have come about the
-books—it’s so very kind of you;” and she hurried him off to another
-room, to which, as she explained, she had had them brought down for him
-to choose from. The effect of this precipitation was to make him
-suppose at first that she might wish him to execute his errand as
-quickly as possible and take himself off; but he presently perceived
-that her nervousness, her shyness, were of an order that would always
-give false ideas. She wanted him to stay, she wanted to talk with him,
-and she had rushed with him at the books in order to gain time and
-composure for exercising some subtler art. Hyacinth stayed half an
-hour, and became more and more convinced that her ladyship was, as he
-had ventured to pronounce her on the occasion of their last meeting, a
-regular saint. He was privately a little disappointed in the books,
-though he selected three or four, as many as he could carry, and
-promised to come back for others: they denoted, on Lady Aurora’s part,
-a limited acquaintance with French literature and even a certain
-puerility of taste. There were several volumes of Lamartine and a set
-of the spurious memoirs of the Marquise de Créqui; but for the rest the
-little library consisted mainly of Marmontel and Madame de Genlis, the
-_Récit d’une Sœur_ and the tales of M. J. T. de Saint-Germain. There
-were certain members of an intensely modern school, advanced and
-scientific realists, of whom Hyacinth had heard and on whom he had long
-desired to put his hand; but, evidently, none of them had ever stumbled
-into Lady Aurora’s candid collection, though she did possess a couple
-of Balzac’s novels, which, by ill-luck, happened to be just those that
-Hyacinth had read more than once.
-
-There was, nevertheless, something very agreeable to him in the moments
-he passed in the big, dim, cool, empty house, where, at intervals,
-monumental pieces of furniture—not crowded and miscellaneous, as he had
-seen the appurtenances of the Princess—loomed and gleamed, and Lady
-Aurora’s fantastic intonations awakened echoes which gave him a sense
-of privilege, of rioting, decently, in the absence of jealous
-influences. She talked again about the poor people in the south of
-London, and about the Muniments in particular; evidently, the only
-fault she had to find with these latter was that they were not poor
-enough—not sufficiently exposed to dangers and privations against which
-she could step in. Hyacinth liked her for this, even though he wished
-she would talk of something else—he hardly knew what, unless it was
-that, like Rose Muniment, he wanted to hear more about Inglefield. He
-didn’t mind, with the poor, going into questions of poverty—it even
-gave him at times a strange, savage satisfaction—but he saw that in
-discussing them with the rich the interest must inevitably be less;
-they could never treat them _à fond_. Their mistakes and illusions,
-their thinking they had got hold of the sensations of the destitute
-when they hadn’t at all, would always be more or less irritating. It
-came over Hyacinth that if he found this want of perspective in Lady
-Aurora’s deep conscientiousness, it would be a queer enough business
-when he should come to go into the detail of such matters with the
-Princess Casamassima.
-
-His present hostess said not a word to him about Pinnie, and he guessed
-that she had an instinctive desire to place him on the footing on which
-people do not express approbation or surprise at the decency or
-good-breeding of each other’s relatives. He saw that she would always
-treat him as a gentleman, and that even if he should be basely
-ungrateful she would never call his attention to the fact that she had
-done so. He should not have occasion to say to her, as he had said to
-the Princess, that she regarded him as a curious animal; and it gave
-him immediately that sense, always so delightful to him, of learning
-more about life, to perceive there were such different ways (which
-implied still a good many more) of being a lady of rank. The manner in
-which Lady Aurora appeared to wish to confer with him on the great
-problems of pauperism might have implied that he was a benevolent
-nobleman (of the type of Lord Shaftesbury), who had endowed many
-charities and was noted, in philanthropic schemes, for his practical
-sense. It was not less present to him that Pinnie might have tattled,
-put forward his claims to high consanguinity, than it had been when the
-dressmaker herself descanted on her ladyship’s condescensions; but he
-remembered now that he too had only just escaped being asinine, when,
-the other day, he flashed out an allusion to his accursed origin. At
-all events, he was much touched by the delicacy with which the earl’s
-daughter comported herself, simply assuming that he was ‘one of
-themselves’; and he reflected that if she did know his history (he was
-sure he might pass twenty years in her society without discovering
-whether she did or not), this shade of courtesy, this natural tact,
-coexisting even with extreme awkwardness, illustrated that ‘best
-breeding’ which he had seen alluded to in novels portraying the
-aristocracy. The only remark on Lady Aurora’s part that savoured in the
-least of looking down at him from a height was when she said,
-cheerfully, encouragingly, “I suppose that one of these days you will
-be setting up in business for yourself;” and this was not so cruelly
-patronising that he could not reply, with a smile equally free from any
-sort of impertinence, “Oh dear, no, I shall never do that. I should
-make a great mess of any attempt to carry on a business. I haven’t a
-particle of that kind of aptitude.”
-
-Lady Aurora looked a little surprised; then she said, “Oh, I see; you
-don’t like—you don’t like—” She hesitated: he saw she was going to say
-that he didn’t like the idea of going in, to that extent, for a trade;
-but he stopped her in time from attributing to him a sentiment so
-foolish, and declared that what he meant was simply that the only
-faculty he possessed was the faculty of doing his little piece of work,
-whatever it was, of liking to do it skillfully and prettily, and of
-liking still better to get his money for it when it was done. His
-conception of ‘business’, or of rising in the world, didn’t go beyond
-that. “Oh yes, I can fancy!” her ladyship exclaimed; but she looked at
-him a moment with eyes which showed that he puzzled her, that she
-didn’t quite understand his tone. Before he went away she inquired of
-him, abruptly (nothing had led up to it), what he thought of Captain
-Sholto, whom she had seen that other evening in Audley Court. Didn’t
-Hyacinth think he was very odd? Hyacinth confessed to this impression;
-whereupon Lady Aurora went on anxiously, eagerly: “Don’t you consider
-that—that—he is decidedly vulgar?”
-
-“How can I know?”
-
-“You can know perfectly—as well as any one!” Then she added, “I think
-it’s a pity they should—a—form relations with any one of that kind.”
-
-‘They’, of course, meant Paul Muniment and his sister. “With a person
-that may be vulgar?” Hyacinth asked, regarding this solicitude as
-exquisite. “But think of the people they know—think of those they are
-surrounded with—think of all Audley Court!”
-
-“The poor, the unhappy, the labouring classes? Oh, I don’t call _them_
-vulgar!” cried her ladyship, with radiant eyes. The young man, lying
-awake a good deal that night, laughed to himself, on his pillow, not
-unkindly, at her fear that he and his friends would be contaminated by
-the familiar of a princess. He even wondered whether she would not find
-the Princess herself rather vulgar.
-
-
-
-
-XX
-
-
-It must not be supposed that Hyacinth’s relations with Millicent
-Henning had remained unaffected by the remarkable incident she had
-witnessed at the theatre. It had made a great impression on the young
-lady from Pimlico; he never saw her, for several weeks afterwards, that
-she had not an immense deal to say about it; and though it suited her
-to take the line of being shocked at the crudity of such proceedings,
-and of denouncing the Princess for a bold-faced foreigner, of a kind to
-which any one who knew anything of what could go on in London would
-give a wide berth, it was easy to see that she was pleased at being
-brought even into roundabout contact with a person so splendid and at
-finding her own discriminating approval of Hyacinth confirmed in such
-high quarters. She professed to derive her warrant for her low opinion
-of the lady in the box from information given her by Captain Sholto as
-he sat beside her—information of which at different moments she gave a
-different version; her anecdotes having nothing in common, at least,
-save that they were alike unflattering to the Princess. Hyacinth had
-many doubts of the Captain’s pouring such confidences into Miss
-Henning’s ear; under the circumstances it would be such a very
-unnatural thing for him to do. He _was_ unnatural—that was true—and he
-might have told Millicent, who was capable of having plied him with
-questions, that his distinguished friend was separated from her
-husband; but, for the rest, it was more probable that the girl had
-given the rein to a certain inventive faculty which she had already
-showed him she possessed, when it was a question of exercising her
-primitive, half-childish, half-plebeian impulse of destruction, the
-instinct of pulling down what was above her, the reckless energy that
-would, precisely, make her so effective in revolutionary scenes.
-Hyacinth (it has been mentioned) did not consider that Millicent was
-false, and it struck him as a proof of positive candour that she should
-make up absurd, abusive stories about a person concerning whom she knew
-nothing at all, save that she disliked her, and could not hope for
-esteem, or, indeed, for recognition of any kind, in return. When people
-were really false you didn’t know where you stood with them, and on
-such a point as this Miss Henning could never be accused of leaving you
-in obscurity. She said little else about the Captain, and did not
-pretend to repeat the remainder of his conversation; taking it with an
-air of grand indifference when Hyacinth amused himself with repaying
-her strictures on his new acquaintance by drawing a sufficiently
-derisive portrait of hers.
-
-He took the ground that Sholto’s admiration for the high-coloured
-beauty in the second balcony had been at the bottom of the whole
-episode: he had persuaded the Princess to pretend she was a socialist
-and should like therefore to confer with Hyacinth, in order that he
-might slip into the seat of this too easily deluded youth. At the same
-time, it never occurred to our young man to conceal the fact that the
-lady in the box had followed him up; he contented himself with saying
-that this had been no part of the original plot, but a simple
-result—not unnatural, after all—of his turning out so much more
-fascinating than one might have supposed. He narrated, with sportive
-variations, his visit in South Street, and felt that he would never
-feel the need, with his childhood’s friend, of glossing over that sort
-of experience. She might make him a scene of jealousy and welcome—there
-were things that would have much more terror for him than that; her
-jealousy, with its violence, its energy, even a certain inconsequent,
-dare-devil humour that played through it, entertained him, illustrated
-the frankness, the passion and pluck, that he admired her for. He
-should never be on the footing of sparing Miss Henning’s
-susceptibilities; how fond she might really be of him he could not take
-upon himself to say, but her affection would never take the form of
-that sort of delicacy, and their intercourse was plainly foredoomed to
-be an exchange of thumps and concussions, of sarcastic shouts and
-mutual _défis_. He liked her, at bottom, strangely, absurdly; but after
-all it was only well enough to torment her—she could bear so much—not
-well enough to spare her. Of there being any justification of her
-jealousy of the Princess he never thought; it could not occur to him to
-weigh against each other the sentiments he might excite in such opposed
-bosoms or those that the spectacle of either emotion might have kindled
-in his own. He had, no doubt, his share of fatuity, but he found
-himself unable to associate, mentally, a great lady and a shop-girl in
-a contest for a prize which should present analogies with his own
-personality. How could they have anything in common—even so small a
-thing as a desire to possess themselves of Hyacinth Robinson? A fact
-that he did not impart to Millicent, and that he could have no wish to
-impart to her, was the matter of his pilgrimage to Belgrave Square. He
-might be in love with the Princess (how could he qualify, as yet, the
-bewildered emotion she had produced in him?), and he certainly never
-would conceive a passion for poor Lady Aurora; yet it would have given
-him pain much greater than any he felt in the other case, to hear the
-girl make free with the ministering angel of Audley Court. The
-difference was, perhaps, somehow in that she appeared really not to
-touch or arrive at the Princess at all, whereas Lady Aurora was within
-her range and compass.
-
-After paying him that visit at his rooms Hyacinth lost sight of Captain
-Sholto, who had not again reappeared at the ‘Sun and Moon’, the little
-tavern which presented so common and casual a face to the world and
-yet, in its unsuspected rear, offered a security as yet unimpugned to
-machinations going down to the very bottom of things. Nothing was more
-natural than that the Captain should be engaged at this season in the
-recreations of his class; and our young man took for granted that if he
-were not hanging about the Princess, on that queer footing as to which
-he himself had a secret hope that he should some day have more light,
-he was probably ploughing through northern seas on a yacht or creeping
-after stags in the Highlands; our hero’s acquaintance with the light
-literature of his country being such as to assure him that in one or
-other of these occupations people of leisure, during the autumn, were
-necessarily immersed. If the Captain were giving his attention to
-neither, he must have started for Albania, or at least for Paris. Happy
-Captain, Hyacinth reflected, while his imagination followed him through
-all kinds of vivid exotic episodes and his restless young feet
-continued to tread, through the stale, flat weeks of September and
-October, the familiar pavements of Soho, Islington and Pentonville, and
-the shabby sinuous ways which unite these laborious districts. He had
-told the Princess that he sometimes had a holiday at this period and
-that there was a chance of his escorting his respectable companion to
-the seaside; but as it turned out, at present, the spare cash for such
-an excursion was wanting. Hyacinth had indeed, for the moment, an
-exceptionally keen sense of the absence of this article, and was
-forcibly reminded that it took a good deal of money to cultivate the
-society of agreeable women. He not only had not a penny, but he was
-much in debt, and the explanation of his pinched feeling was in a
-vague, half-remorseful, half-resigned reference to the numerous
-occasions when he had had to put his hand in his pocket under penalty
-of disappointing a young lady whose needs were positive, and especially
-to a certain high crisis (as it might prove to be) in his destiny, when
-it came over him that one couldn’t call on a princess just as one was.
-So, this year, he did not ask old Crookenden for the week which some of
-the other men took (Eustache Poupin, who had never quitted London since
-his arrival, launched himself, precisely that summer, supported by his
-brave wife, into the British unknown, on the strength of a return
-ticket to Worthing); simply because he shouldn’t know what to do with
-it. The best way not to spend money, though it was no doubt not the
-best in the world to make it, was still to take one’s daily course to
-the old familiar, shabby shop, where, as the days shortened and
-November thickened the air to a livid yellow, the uncovered flame of
-the gas, burning often from the morning on, lighted up the ugliness
-amid which the hand of practice endeavoured to disengage a little
-beauty—the ugliness of a dingy, belittered interior, of battered,
-dispapered walls, of work-tables stained and hacked, of windows opening
-into a foul, drizzling street, of the bared arms, the sordid
-waistcoat-backs, the smeared aprons, the personal odour, the patient,
-obstinate, irritating shoulders and vulgar, narrow, inevitable faces,
-of his fellow-labourers. Hyacinth’s relations with his comrades would
-form a chapter by itself, but all that may be said of the matter here
-is that the clever little operator from Lomax Place had a kind of
-double identity, and that much as he lived in Mr Crookenden’s
-establishment he lived out of it still more. In this busy, pasty,
-sticky, leathery little world, where wages and beer were the main
-objects of consideration, he played his part in a manner which caused
-him to be regarded as a queer lot, but capable of queerness in the line
-of good-nature too. He had not made good his place there without
-discovering that the British workman, when animated by the spirit of
-mirth, has rather a heavy hand, and he tasted of the practical joke in
-every degree of violence. During his first year he dreamed, with secret
-passion and suppressed tears, of a day of bliss when at last they would
-let him alone—a day which arrived in time, for it is always an
-advantage to be clever, if only one is clever enough. Hyacinth was
-sufficiently so to have invented a _modus vivendi_ in respect to which
-M. Poupin said to him, “_Enfin vous voilà ferme!_” (the Frenchman
-himself, terribly _éprouvé_ at the beginning, had always bristled with
-firmness and opposed to insular grossness a refined dignity), and under
-the influence of which the scenery of Soho figured as a daily, dusky
-phantasmagoria, relegated to the mechanical, passive part of experience
-and giving no hostages to reality, or at least to ambition, save an
-insufficient number of shillings on Saturday night and spasmodic
-reminiscences of delicate work that might have been more delicate
-still, as well as of certain applications of the tool which he
-flattered himself were unsurpassed, unless by the supreme Eustache.
-
-One evening in November, after discharging himself of a considerable
-indebtedness to Pinnie, he had still a sovereign in his pocket—a
-sovereign which seemed to spin there at the opposed solicitation of a
-dozen exemplary uses. He had come out for a walk, with a vague
-intention of pushing as far as Audley Court; and lurking within this
-nebulous design, on which the damp breath of the streets, making
-objects seem that night particularly dim and places particularly far,
-had blown a certain chill, was a sense that it would be rather nice to
-take something to Rose Muniment, who delighted in a sixpenny present
-and to whom, for some time, he had not rendered any such homage. At
-last, after he had wandered a while, hesitating between the pilgrimage
-to Camberwell and the possibility of still associating his evening in
-some way or other with that of Miss Henning, he reflected that if a
-sovereign was to be pulled to pieces it was a simplification to get it
-changed. He had been traversing the region of Mayfair, partly with the
-preoccupation of a short cut and partly from an instinct of
-self-defence; if one was in danger of spending one’s money
-precipitately it was so much gained to plunge into a quarter in which,
-at that hour especially, there were no shops for little bookbinders.
-Hyacinth’s victory, however, was imperfect when it occurred to him to
-turn into a public-house in order to convert his gold into convenient
-silver. When it was a question of entering these establishments he
-selected in preference the most decent; he never knew what unpleasant
-people he might find on the other side of the swinging door. Those
-which glitter, at intervals, amid the residential gloom of Mayfair
-partake of the general gentility of the neighbourhood, so that Hyacinth
-was not surprised (he had passed into the compartment marked ‘private
-bar’) to see but a single drinker leaning against the counter on which,
-with his request very civilly enunciated, he put down his sovereign. He
-was surprised, on the other hand, when, glancing up again, he became
-aware that this solitary drinker was Captain Godfrey Sholto.
-
-“Why, my dear boy, what a remarkable coincidence!” the Captain
-exclaimed. “For once in five years that I come into a place like this!”
-
-“I don’t come in often myself. I thought you were in Madagascar,” said
-Hyacinth.
-
-“Ah, because I have not been at the ‘Sun and Moon’? Well, I have been
-constantly out of town, you know. And then—don’t you see what I mean?—I
-want to be tremendously careful. That’s the way to get on, isn’t it?
-But I dare say you don’t believe in my discretion!” Sholto laughed.
-“What shall I do to make you understand? I say, have a brandy and
-soda,” he continued, as if this might assist Hyacinth’s comprehension.
-He seemed a trifle flurried, and, if it were possible to imagine such a
-thing of so independent and whimsical a personage, the least bit
-abashed or uneasy at having been found in such a low place. It was not
-any lower, after all, than the ‘Sun and Moon’. He was dressed on this
-occasion according to his station, without the pot-hat and the shabby
-jacket, and Hyacinth looked at him with a sense that a good tailor must
-really add a charm to life. Our hero was struck more than ever before
-with his being the type of man whom, as he strolled about, observing
-people, he had so often regarded with wonder and envy—the sort of man
-of whom one said to one’s self that he was the ‘finest white’, feeling
-that he had the world in his pocket. Sholto requested the bar-maid to
-please not dawdle in preparing the brandy and soda which Hyacinth had
-thought to ease off the situation by accepting: this, indeed, was
-perhaps what the finest white would naturally do. And when the young
-man had taken the glass from the counter Sholto appeared to encourage
-him not to linger as he drank it, and smiled down at him very kindly
-and amusedly, as if the combination of a very small bookbinder and a
-big tumbler were sufficiently droll. The Captain took time, however, to
-ask Hyacinth how he had spent his autumn and what was the news in
-Bloomsbury; he further inquired about those delightful people over the
-river. “I can’t tell you what an impression they made upon me—that
-evening, you know.” After this he remarked to Hyacinth, suddenly,
-irrelevantly, “And so you are just going to stay on for the winter,
-quietly?” Our young man stared: he wondered what other project any one
-could attribute to him; he could not reflect, immediately, that this
-was the sort of thing the finest whites said to each other when they
-met, after their fashionable dispersals, and that his friend had only
-been guilty of a momentary inadvertence. In point of fact the Captain
-recovered himself: “Oh, of course you have got your work, and that sort
-of thing;” and, as Hyacinth did not succeed in swallowing at a gulp the
-contents of his big tumbler, he asked him presently whether he had
-heard anything from the Princess. Hyacinth replied that he could have
-no news except what the Captain might be good enough to give him; but
-he added that he did go to see her just before she left town.
-
-“Ah, you did go to see her? That’s quite right—quite right.”
-
-“I went because she very kindly wrote to me to come.”
-
-“Ah, she wrote to you to come?” The Captain fixed Hyacinth for a moment
-with his curious colourless eyes. “Do you know you are a devilish
-privileged mortal?”
-
-“Certainly, I know that.” Hyacinth blushed and felt foolish; the
-bar-maid, who had heard this odd couple talking about a princess, was
-staring at him too, with her elbows on the counter.
-
-“Do you know there are people who would give their heads that she
-should write to them to come?”
-
-“I have no doubt of it whatever!” Hyacinth exclaimed, taking refuge in
-a laugh which did not sound as natural as he would have liked, and
-wondering whether his interlocutor were not precisely one of these
-people. In this case the bar-maid might well stare; for deeply
-convinced as our young man might be that he was the son of Lord
-Frederick Purvis, there was really no end to the oddity of his being
-preferred—and by a princess—to Captain Sholto. If anything could have
-reinforced, at that moment, his sense of this anomaly, it would have
-been the indescribably gentlemanly way, implying all sorts of common
-initiations, in which his companion went on—
-
-“Ah, well, I see you know how to take it! And if you are in
-correspondence with her why do you say that you can hear from her only
-through me? My dear fellow, I am not in correspondence with her. You
-might think I would naturally be, but I am not.” He subjoined, as
-Hyacinth had laughed again, in a manner that might have passed for
-ambiguous, “So much the worse for me—is that what you mean?” Hyacinth
-replied that he himself had had the honour of hearing from the Princess
-only once, and he mentioned that she had told him that her
-letter-writing came only in fits, when it was sometimes very profuse:
-there were months together that she didn’t touch a pen. “Oh, I can
-imagine what she told you!” the Captain exclaimed. “Look out for the
-next fit! She is visiting about. It’s a great thing to be in the same
-house with her—an immense comedy.” He remarked that he had heard, now
-he remembered, that she either had taken, or was thinking of taking, a
-house in the country for a few months, and he added that if Hyacinth
-didn’t propose to finish his brandy and soda they might as well turn
-out. Hyacinth’s thirst had been very superficial, and as they turned
-out the Captain observed, by way of explanation of his having been
-found in a public-house (it was the only attempt of this kind he made),
-that any friend of his would always know him by his love of curious
-out-of-the-way nooks. “You must have noticed that,” he said—“my taste
-for exploration. If I hadn’t explored I never should have known you,
-should I? That was rather a nice little girl in there; did you twig her
-figure? It’s a pity they always have such beastly hands.” Hyacinth,
-instinctively, had made a motion to go southward, but Sholto, passing a
-hand into his arm, led him the other way. The house they had quitted
-was near a corner, which they rounded, the Captain pushing forward as
-if there were some reason for haste. His haste was checked, however, by
-an immediate collision with a young woman who, coming in the opposite
-direction, turned the angle as briskly as themselves. At this moment
-the Captain gave Hyacinth a great jerk, but not before he had caught a
-glimpse of the young woman’s face—it seemed to flash upon him out of
-the dusk—and given quick voice to his surprise.
-
-“Hallo, Millicent!” This was the simple cry that escaped from his lips,
-while the Captain, still going on, inquired, “What’s the matter? Who’s
-your pretty friend?” Hyacinth declined to go on, and repeated Miss
-Henning’s baptismal name so loudly that the young woman, who had passed
-them without looking back, was obliged to stop. Then Hyacinth saw that
-he was not mistaken, though Millicent gave no audible response. She
-stood looking at him, with her head very high, and he approached her,
-disengaging himself from Sholto, who however hung back only an instant
-before joining them. Hyacinth’s heart had suddenly begun to beat very
-fast; there was a sharp shock in the girl’s turning up just in that
-place at that moment. Yet when she began to laugh, abruptly, with
-violence, and to ask him why he was looking at her as if she were a
-kicking horse, he recognised that there was nothing so very
-extraordinary, after all, in a casual meeting between persons who were
-such frequenters of the London streets. Millicent had never concealed
-the fact that she ‘trotted about’, on various errands, at night; and
-once, when he had said to her that the less a respectable young woman
-took the evening air alone the better for her respectability, she had
-asked how respectable he thought she pretended to be, and had remarked
-that if he would make her a present of a brougham, or even call for her
-three or four times a week in a cab, she would doubtless preserve more
-of her social purity. She could turn the tables quickly enough, and she
-exclaimed, now, professing, on her own side, great astonishment—
-
-“What are you prowling about here for? You’re after no good, I’ll be
-bound!”
-
-“Good evening, Miss Henning; what a jolly meeting!” said the Captain,
-removing his hat with a humorous flourish.
-
-“Oh, how d’ye do?” Millicent returned, as if she did not immediately
-place him.
-
-“Where were you going so fast? What are you doing?” asked Hyacinth, who
-had looked from one to the other.
-
-“Well, I never did see such a manner—from one that knocks about like
-_you!_” cried Miss Henning. “I’m going to see a friend of mine—a
-lady’s-maid in Curzon Street. Have you anything to say to that?”
-
-“Don’t tell us—don’t tell us!” Sholto interposed, after she had spoken
-(she had not hesitated an instant). “I, at least, disavow the
-indiscretion. Where may not a charming woman be going when she trips
-with a light foot through the gathering dusk?”
-
-“I say, what are you talking about?” the girl inquired, with dignity,
-of Hyacinth’s companion. She spoke as if with a resentful suspicion
-that her foot had not really been perceived to be light.
-
-“On what errand of mercy, of secret tenderness?” the Captain went on,
-laughing.
-
-“Secret yourself!” cried Millicent. “Do you two always hunt in
-couples?”
-
-“All right, we’ll turn round and go with you as far as your friend’s,”
-Hyacinth said.
-
-“All right,” Millicent replied.
-
-“All right,” the Captain added; and the three took their way together
-in the direction of Curzon Street. They walked for a few moments in
-silence, though the Captain whistled, and then Millicent suddenly
-turned to Hyacinth—
-
-“You haven’t told me where _you_ were going, yet.”
-
-“We met in that public-house,” the Captain said, “and we were each so
-ashamed of being found in such a place by the other that we tumbled out
-together, without much thinking what we should do with ourselves.”
-
-“When he’s out with me he pretends he can’t abide them houses,” Miss
-Henning declared. “I wish I had looked in that one, to see who was
-there.”
-
-“Well, she’s rather nice,” the Captain went on. “She told me her name
-was Georgiana.”
-
-“I went to get a piece of money changed,” Hyacinth said, with a sense
-that there was a certain dishonesty in the air; glad that he, at least,
-could afford to speak the truth.
-
-“To get your grandmother’s nightcap changed! I recommend you to keep
-your money together—you’ve none too much of it!” Millicent exclaimed.
-
-“Is that the reason you are playing me false?” Hyacinth flashed out. He
-had been thinking, with still intentness, as they walked; at once
-nursing and wrestling with a kindled suspicion. He was pale with the
-idea that he was being bamboozled; yet he was able to say to himself
-that one must allow, in life, for the element of coincidence, and that
-he might easily put himself immensely in the wrong by making a
-groundless charge. It was only later that he pieced his impressions
-together, and saw them—as it appeared—justify each other; at present,
-as soon as he had uttered it, he was almost ashamed of his quick retort
-to Millicent’s taunt. He ought at least to have waited to see what
-Curzon Street would bring forth.
-
-The girl broke out upon him immediately, repeating “False, false?” with
-high derision, and wanting to know whether that was the way to knock a
-lady about in public. She had stopped short on the edge of a crossing,
-and she went on, with a voice so uplifted that he was glad they were in
-a street that was rather empty at such an hour: “You’re a pretty one to
-talk about falsity, when a woman has only to leer at you out of an
-opera-box!”
-
-“Don’t say anything about _her_,” the young man interposed, trembling.
-
-“And pray why not about ‘her’, I should like to know? You don’t pretend
-she’s a decent woman, I suppose?” Millicent’s laughter rang through the
-quiet neighbourhood.
-
-“My dear fellow, you know you _have_ been to her,” Captain Sholto
-remarked, smiling.
-
-Hyacinth turned upon him, staring, at once challenged and baffled by
-his ambiguous part in an incident it was doubtless possible to magnify
-but it was not possible to treat as perfectly simple. “Certainly, I
-have been to the Princess Casamassima, thanks to you. When you came and
-begged me, when you dragged me, do you make it a reproach? Who the
-devil are you, any way, and what do you want of me?” our hero cried—his
-mind flooded in a moment with everything in the Captain that had
-puzzled him and eluded him. This swelling tide obliterated on the spot
-everything that had entertained and gratified him.
-
-“My dear fellow, whatever I am, I am not an ass,” this gentleman
-replied, with imperturbable good-humour. “I don’t reproach you with
-anything. I only wanted to put in a word as a peacemaker. My good
-friends—my good friends,” and he laid a hand, in his practised way, on
-Hyacinth’s shoulder, while, with the other pressed to his heart, he
-bent on the girl a face of gallantry which had something paternal in
-it, “I am determined this absurd misunderstanding shall end as lovers’
-quarrels ought always to end.”
-
-Hyacinth withdrew himself from the Captain’s touch and said to
-Millicent, “You are not really jealous of—of any one. You pretend that,
-only to throw dust in my eyes.”
-
-To this sally Miss Henning returned him an answer which promised to be
-lively, but the Captain swept it away in the profusion of his protests.
-He pronounced them a dear delightful, abominable young couple; he
-declared it was most interesting to see how, in people of their sort,
-the passions lay near the surface; he almost pushed them into each
-other’s arms; and he wound up by proposing that they should all
-terminate their little differences by proceeding together to the
-Pavilion music-hall, the nearest place of entertainment in that
-neighbourhood, leaving the lady’s-maid in Curzon Street to dress her
-mistress’s wig in peace. He has been presented to the reader as an
-accomplished man, and it will doubtless be felt that the picture is
-justified when I relate that he placed this idea in so attractive a
-light that his companions finally entered a hansom with him and rattled
-toward the haunt of pleasure, Hyacinth sandwiched, on the edge of the
-seat, between the others. Two or three times his ears burned; he felt
-that if there was an understanding between them they had now, behind
-him, a rare opportunity for carrying it out. If it was at his expense,
-the whole evening constituted for them, indeed, an opportunity, and
-this thought rendered his diversion but scantily absorbing, though at
-the Pavilion the Captain engaged a private box and ordered ices to be
-brought in. Hyacinth cared so little for his little pink pyramid that
-he suffered Millicent to consume it after she had disposed of her own.
-It was present to him, however, that if he should make a fool of
-himself the folly would be of a very gross kind, and this is why he
-withheld a question which rose to his lips repeatedly—a disposition to
-inquire of his entertainer why the mischief he had hurried him so out
-of the public-house, if he had not been waiting there, preconcertedly,
-for Millicent. We know that in Hyacinth’s eyes one of this young lady’s
-compensatory merits had been that she was not deceitful, and he asked
-himself if a girl could change, that way, from one month to the other.
-This was optimistic, but, all the same, he reflected, before leaving
-the Pavilion, that he could see quite well what Lady Aurora meant by
-thinking Captain Sholto vulgar.
-
-
-
-
-XXI
-
-
-Paul Muniment had fits of silence, while the others were talking; but
-on this occasion he had not opened his lips for half an hour. When he
-talked Hyacinth listened, almost holding his breath; and when he said
-nothing Hyacinth watched him fixedly, listening to the others only
-through the medium of his candid countenance. At the ‘Sun and Moon’
-Muniment paid very little attention to his young friend, doing nothing
-that should cause it to be perceived they were particular pals; and
-Hyacinth even thought, at moments, that he was bored or irritated by
-the serious manner in which the little bookbinder could not conceal
-from the world that he regarded him. He wondered whether this were a
-system, a calculated prudence, on Muniment’s part, or only a
-manifestation of that superior brutality, latent in his composition,
-which never had an intention of unkindness but was naturally intolerant
-of palaver. There was plenty of palaver at the ‘Sun and Moon’; there
-were nights when a blast of imbecility seemed to blow over the place,
-and one felt ashamed to be associated with so much insistent ignorance
-and flat-faced vanity. Then every one, with two or three exceptions,
-made an ass of himself, thumping the table and repeating over some
-inane phrase which appeared for the hour to constitute the whole
-furniture of his mind. There were men who kept saying, “Them was my
-words in the month of February last, and what I say I stick to—what I
-say I stick to;” and others who perpetually inquired of the company,
-“And what the plague am I to do with seventeen shillings—with seventeen
-shillings? What am I to do with them—will ye tell me that?” an
-interrogation which, in truth, usually ended by eliciting a ribald
-reply. There were still others who remarked, to satiety, that if it was
-not done to-day it would have to be done to-morrow, and several who
-constantly proclaimed their opinion that the only way was to pull up
-the Park rails again—just to pluck them straight up. A little
-shoemaker, with red eyes and a grayish face, whose appearance Hyacinth
-deplored, scarcely ever expressed himself but in the same form of
-words: “Well, are we in earnest, or ain’t we in earnest?—that’s the
-thing _I_ want to know.” He was terribly in earnest himself, but this
-was almost the only way he had of showing it; and he had much in common
-(though they were always squabbling) with a large red-faced man, of
-uncertain attributes and stertorous breathing, who was understood to
-know a good deal about dogs, had fat hands, and wore on his forefinger
-a big silver ring, containing some one’s hair—Hyacinth believed it to
-be that of a terrier, snappish in life. He had always the same refrain:
-“Well, now, are we just starving, or ain’t we just starving? I should
-like the ’vice of the company on that question.”
-
-When the tone fell as low as this Paul Muniment held his peace, except
-that he whistled a little, leaning back, with his hands in his pockets
-and his eyes on the table. Hyacinth often supposed him to be on the
-point of breaking out and letting the company know what he thought of
-them—he had a perfectly clear vision of what he must think; but
-Muniment never compromised his popularity to that degree: he judged
-it—this he once told Hyacinth—too valuable an instrument, and
-cultivated the faculty of patience, which had the advantage of showing
-one more and more that one must do one’s thinking for one’s self. His
-popularity, indeed, struck Hyacinth as rather an uncertain quantity,
-and the only mistake he had seen a symptom of on his friend’s part was
-a tendency to overestimate it. Muniment thought many of their
-colleagues asinine, but it was Hyacinth’s belief that he himself knew
-still better how asinine they were; and this inadequate conception
-supported, in some degree, on Paul’s part, his theory of his
-influence—an influence that would be stronger than any other on the day
-he should choose to exert it. Hyacinth only wished that day would come;
-it would not be till then, he was sure, that they would all know where
-they were, and that the good they were striving for, blindly,
-obstructedly, in a kind of eternal dirty intellectual fog, would pass
-from the stage of crude discussion and mere sharp, tantalising
-desirableness into that of irresistible reality. Muniment was listened
-to unanimously, when he spoke, and was much talked about, usually with
-a knowing, implicit allusiveness, when he was absent; it was generally
-admitted that he could see further than most. But it was suspected that
-he wanted to see further than was necessary; as one of the most
-inveterate frequenters of the club remarked one evening, if a man could
-see as far as he could chuck a brick, that was far enough. There was an
-idea that he had nothing particular to complain of, personally, or that
-if he had he didn’t complain of it—an attitude which perhaps contained
-the germs of a latent disaffection. Hyacinth could easily see that he
-himself was exposed to the same imputation, but he couldn’t help it; it
-would have been impossible to him to keep up his character for
-sincerity by revealing, at the ‘Sun and Moon’, the condition of his
-wardrobe, or announcing that he had not had a pennyworth of bacon for
-six months. There were members of the club who were apparently always
-in the enjoyment of involuntary leisure—narrating the vainest
-peregrinations in search of a job, the cruelest rebuffs, the most vivid
-anecdotes of the insolence of office. They made Hyacinth uncomfortably
-conscious, at times, that if _he_ should be out of work it would be
-wholly by his own fault; that he had in his hand a bread-winning tool
-on which he might absolutely count. He was also aware, however, that
-his position in this little band of malcontents (it was little only if
-measured by the numbers that were gathered together on any one
-occasion; he liked to think it was large in its latent possibilities,
-its mysterious ramifications and affiliations) was peculiar and
-distinguished; it would be favourable if he had the kind of energy and
-assurance that would help him to make use of it. He had an intimate
-conviction—the proof of it was in the air, in the sensible facility of
-his footing at the ‘Sun and Moon’—that Eustache Poupin had taken upon
-himself to disseminate the anecdote of his origin, of his mother’s
-disaster; in consequence of which, as the victim of social infamy, of
-heinous laws, it was conceded to him that he had a larger account to
-settle even than most. He was _ab ovo_ a revolutionist, and that
-balanced against his smart neckties, a certain suspicious security that
-was perceived in him as to the _h_ (he had had from his earliest years
-a natural command of it), and the fact that he possessed the sort of
-hand on which there is always a premium—an accident somehow to be
-guarded against in a thorough-going system of equality. He never
-challenged Poupin on the subject, for he owed the Frenchman too much to
-reproach him with any officious step that was meant in kindness; and
-moreover his fellow-labourer at old Crookenden’s had said to him, as if
-to anticipate such an impugnment of his discretion, “Remember, my
-child, that I am incapable of drawing aside any veil that you may have
-preferred to drop over your lacerated personality. Your moral dignity
-will always be safe with me. But remember at the same time that among
-the disinherited there is a mystic language which dispenses with
-proofs—a freemasonry, a reciprocal divination; they understand each
-other with half a word.” It was with half a word, then, in Bloomsbury,
-that Hyacinth had been understood; but there was a certain delicacy
-within him that forbade him to push his advantage, to treat
-implications of sympathy, none the less definite for being roundabout,
-as steps in the ladder of success. He had no wish to be a leader
-because his mother had murdered her lover and died in penal servitude:
-these circumstances recommended intentness but they also suggested
-modesty. When the gathering at the ‘Sun and Moon’ was at its best, and
-its temper seemed really an earnest of what was the basis of all its
-calculations—that the people was only a sleeping lion, already
-breathing shorter and beginning to stretch its limbs—at these hours,
-some of them thrilling enough, Hyacinth waited for the voice that
-should allot to him the particular part he was to play. His ambition
-was to play it with brilliancy, to offer an example—an example, even,
-that might survive him—of pure youthful, almost juvenile, consecration.
-He was conscious of no commission to give the promises, to assume the
-responsibilities, of a redeemer, and he had no envy of the man on whom
-this burden should rest. Muniment, indeed, might carry it, and it was
-the first article of his faith that to help him to carry it the better
-he himself was ready for any sacrifice. Then it was—on these nights of
-intenser vibration—that Hyacinth waited for a sign.
-
-They came oftener, this second winter, for the season was terribly
-hard; and as in that lower world one walked with one’s ear nearer the
-ground, the deep perpetual groan of London misery seemed to swell and
-swell and form the whole undertone of life. The filthy air came into
-the place in the damp coats of silent men, and hung there till it was
-brewed to a nauseous warmth, and ugly, serious faces squared themselves
-through it, and strong-smelling pipes contributed their element in a
-fierce, dogged manner which appeared to say that it now had to stand
-for everything—for bread and meat and beer, for shoes and blankets and
-the poor things at the pawnbroker’s and the smokeless chimney at home.
-Hyacinth’s colleagues seemed to him wiser then, and more permeated with
-intentions boding ill to the satisfied classes; and though the note of
-popularity was still most effectively struck by the man who could
-demand oftenest, unpractically, “What the plague am I to do with
-seventeen shillings?” it was brought home to our hero on more than one
-occasion that revolution was ripe at last. This was especially the case
-on the evening I began by referring to, when Eustache Poupin squeezed
-in and announced, as if it were a great piece of news, that in the east
-of London, that night, there were forty thousand men out of work. He
-looked round the circle with his dilated foreign eye, as he took his
-place; he seemed to address the company individually as well as
-collectively, and to make each man responsible for hearing him. He owed
-his position at the ‘Sun and Moon’ to the brilliancy with which he
-represented the political exile, the magnanimous immaculate citizen
-wrenched out of bed at dead of night, torn from his hearthstone, his
-loved ones and his profession, and hurried across the frontier with
-only the coat on his back. Poupin had performed in this character now
-for many years, but he had never lost the bloom of the outraged
-proscript, and the passionate pictures he had often drawn of the
-bitterness of exile were moving even to those who knew with what
-success he had set up his household gods in Lisson Grove. He was
-recognised as suffering everything for his opinions; and his hearers in
-Bloomsbury—who, after all, even in their most concentrated hours, were
-very good-natured—appeared never to have made the subtle reflection,
-though they made many others, that there was a want of tact in his
-calling upon them to sympathise with him for being one of themselves.
-He imposed himself by the eloquence of his assumption that if one were
-not in the beautiful France one was nowhere worth speaking of, and
-ended by producing an impression that that country had an almost
-supernatural charm. Muniment had once said to Hyacinth that he was sure
-Poupin would be very sorry if he should be enabled to go home again (as
-he might, from one week to the other, the Republic being so indulgent
-and the amnesty to the Communards constantly extended), for over there
-he couldn’t be a refugee; and however this might be he certainly
-flourished a good deal in London on the basis of this very fact that he
-was miserable there.
-
-“Why do you tell us that, as if it was so very striking? Don’t we know
-it, and haven’t we known it always? But you are right; we behave as if
-we knew nothing at all,” said Mr Schinkel, the German cabinet-maker,
-who had originally introduced Captain Sholto to the ‘Sun and Moon’. He
-had a long, unhealthy, benevolent face and greasy hair, and constantly
-wore a kind of untidy bandage round his neck, as if for a local
-ailment. “You remind us—that is very well; but we shall forget it in
-half an hour. We are not serious.”
-
-“_Pardon, pardon;_ for myself, I do not admit that!” Poupin replied,
-striking the table with his finger-tips several times, very fast. “If I
-am not serious, I am nothing.”
-
-“Oh no, you are something,” said the German, smoking his monumental
-pipe with a contemplative air. “We are all something; but I am not sure
-it is anything very useful.”
-
-“Well, things would be worse without us. I’d rather be in here, in
-_this_ kind of muck, than outside,” remarked the fat man who understood
-dogs.
-
-“Certainly, it is very pleasant, especially if you have your beer; but
-not so pleasant in the east, where fifty thousand people starve. It is
-a very unpleasant night,” the cabinet-maker went on.
-
-“How can it be worse?” Eustache Poupin inquired, looking defiantly at
-the German, as if to make him responsible for the fat man’s reflection.
-“It is so bad that the imagination recoils, refuses.”
-
-“Oh, we don’t care for the imagination!” the fat man declared. “We want
-a compact body, in marching order.”
-
-“What do you call a compact body?” the little gray-faced shoemaker
-demanded. “I dare say you don’t mean your kind of body.”
-
-“Well, I know what I mean,” said the fat man, severely.
-
-“That’s a grand thing. Perhaps one of these days you’ll tell us.”
-
-“You’ll see it for yourself, perhaps, before that day comes,” the
-gentleman with the silver ring rejoined. “Perhaps when you do, you’ll
-remember.”
-
-“Well, you know, Schinkel says we don’t,” said the shoemaker, nodding
-at the cloud-compelling German.
-
-“I don’t care what no man says!” the dog-fancier exclaimed, gazing
-straight before him.
-
-“They say it’s a bad year—the blockheads in the newspapers,” Mr
-Schinkel went on, addressing himself to the company at large. “They say
-that on purpose—to convey the impression that there are such things as
-good years. I ask the company, has any gentleman present ever happened
-to notice that article? The good year is yet to come: it might begin
-to-night, if we like; it all depends on our being able to be serious
-for a few hours. But that is too much to expect. Mr Muniment is very
-serious; he looks as if he were waiting for the signal; but he doesn’t
-speak—he never speaks, if I want particularly to hear him. He only
-considers, very deeply, I am sure. But it is almost as bad to think
-without speaking as to speak without thinking.”
-
-Hyacinth always admired the cool, easy way in which Muniment comported
-himself when the attention of the public was directed towards him.
-These manifestations of curiosity, or of hostility, would have put him
-out immensely, himself. When a lot of people, especially the kind of
-people who were collected at the ‘Sun and Moon’, looked at him, or
-listened to him, at once, he always blushed and stammered, feeling that
-if he couldn’t have a million of spectators (which would have been
-inspiring) he should prefer to have but two or three; there was
-something very embarrassing in twenty.
-
-Muniment smiled, for an instant, good-humouredly; then, after a
-moment’s hesitation, looking across at the German, and the German only,
-as if his remark were worth noticing, but it didn’t matter if the
-others didn’t understand the reply, he said simply, “Hoffendahl’s in
-London.”
-
-“Hoffendahl? _Gott in Himmel!_” the cabinet-maker exclaimed, taking the
-pipe out of his mouth. And the two men exchanged a longish glance. Then
-Mr Schinkel remarked, “That surprises me, _sehr_. Are you very sure?”
-
-Muniment continued, for a moment, to look at him. “If I keep quiet for
-half an hour, with so many valuable suggestions flying all round me,
-you think I say too little. Then if I open my head to give out three
-words, you appear to think I say too much.”
-
-“Ah, no; on the contrary, I want you to say three more. If you tell me
-you have seen him I shall be perfectly satisfied.”
-
-“Upon my word, I should hope so! Do you think he’s the kind of party a
-fellow says he has seen?”
-
-“Yes, when he hasn’t!” said Eustache Poupin, who had been listening.
-Every one was listening now.
-
-“It depends on the fellow he says it to. Not even here?” the German
-asked.
-
-“Oh, here!” Paul Muniment exclaimed, in a peculiar tone, and resumed
-his muffled whistle again.
-
-“Take care—take care; you will make me think you haven’t!” cried
-Poupin, with his excited expression.
-
-“That’s just what I want,” said Muniment.
-
-“_Nun_, I understand,” the cabinet-maker remarked, restoring his pipe
-to his lips after an interval almost as momentous as the stoppage of a
-steamer in mid-ocean.
-
-“_’Ere_, ’ere!” repeated the small shoemaker, indignantly. “I dare say
-it is as good as the place he came from. He might look in and see what
-he thinks of it.”
-
-“That’s a place you might tell us a little about, now,” the fat man
-suggested, as if he had been waiting for his chance.
-
-Before the shoemaker had time to notice this challenge some one
-inquired, with a hoarse petulance, who the blazes they were talking
-about; and Mr Schinkel took upon himself to reply that they were
-talking about a man who hadn’t done what he had done by simply
-exchanging abstract ideas, however valuable, with his friends in a
-respectable pot-house.
-
-“What the devil has he done, then?” some one else demanded; and
-Muniment replied, quietly, that he had spent twelve years in a Prussian
-prison, and was consequently still an object of a good deal of interest
-to the police.
-
-“Well, if you call that very useful, I must say I prefer a pot-house!”
-cried the shoemaker, appealing to all the company and looking, as it
-appeared to Hyacinth, particularly hideous.
-
-“_Doch, doch_, it is useful,” the German remarked, philosophically,
-among his yellow clouds.
-
-“Do you mean to say you are not prepared for that, yourself?” Muniment
-inquired of the shoemaker.
-
-“Prepared for that? I thought we were going to smash that sort of shop
-altogether; I thought that was the main part of the job.”
-
-“They will smash best, those who have been inside,” the German
-declared; “unless, perhaps, they are broken, enervated. But Hoffendahl
-is not enervated.”
-
-“Ah, no; no smashing, no smashing,” Muniment went on. “We want to keep
-them standing, and even to build a few more; but the difference will be
-that we shall put the correct sort in.”
-
-“I take your idea—that Griffin is one of the correct sort,” the fat man
-remarked, indicating the shoemaker.
-
-“I thought we was going to ’ave their ’eads—all that bloomin’ lot!” Mr
-Griffin declared, protesting; while Eustache Poupin began to enlighten
-the company as to the great Hoffendahl, one of the purest martyrs of
-their cause, a man who had been through everything—who had been scarred
-and branded, tortured, almost flayed, and had never given them the
-names they wanted to have. Was it possible they didn’t remember that
-great combined attempt, early in the sixties, which took place in four
-Continental cities at once and which, in spite of every effort to
-smother it up—there had been editors and journalists transported even
-for hinting at it—had done more for the social question than anything
-before or since? “Through him being served in the manner you describe?”
-some one asked, with plainness; to which Poupin replied that it was one
-of those failures that are more glorious than any success. Muniment
-said that the affair had been only a flash in the pan, but that the
-great value of it was this—that whereas some forty persons (and of both
-sexes) had been engaged in it, only one had been seized and had
-suffered. It had been Hoffendahl himself who was collared. Certainly he
-had suffered much, he had suffered for every one; but from that point
-of view—that of the economy of material—the thing had been a rare
-success.
-
-“Do you know what I call the others? I call ’em bloody sneaks!” the fat
-man cried; and Eustache Poupin, turning to Muniment, expressed the hope
-that he didn’t really approve of such a solution—didn’t consider that
-an economy of heroism was an advantage to any cause. He himself
-esteemed Hoffendahl’s attempt because it had shaken, more than
-anything—except, of course, the Commune—had shaken it since the French
-Revolution, the rotten fabric of the actual social order, and because
-that very fact of the impunity, the invisibility, of the persons
-concerned in it had given the predatory classes, had given all Europe,
-a shudder that had not yet subsided; but for his part, he must regret
-that some of the associates of the devoted victim had not come forward
-and insisted on sharing with him his tortures and his captivity.
-
-“_C’aurait été d’un bel exemple!_” said the Frenchman, with an
-impressive moderation of statement which made even those who could not
-understand him see that he was saying something fine; while the
-cabinet-maker remarked that in Hoffendahl’s place any of them would
-have stood out just the same. He didn’t care if they set it down to
-self-love (Mr Schinkel called it ‘loaf’), but he might say that he
-himself would have done so if he had been trusted and had been bagged.
-
-“I want to have it all drawn up clear first; then I’ll go in,” said the
-fat man, who seemed to think it was expected of him to be reassuring.
-
-“Well, who the dickens is to draw it up, eh? That’s what we happen to
-be talking about,” returned his antagonist the shoemaker.
-
-“A fine example, old man? Is that your idea of a fine example?”
-Muniment, with his amused face, asked of Poupin. “A fine example of
-asininity! Are there capable people, in such plenty, about the place?”
-
-“Capable of greatness of soul, I grant you not.”
-
-“Your greatness of soul is usually greatness of blundering. A man’s
-foremost duty is not to get collared. If you want to show you’re
-capable, that’s the way.”
-
-At this Hyacinth suddenly felt himself moved to speak. “But some one
-must be caught, always, must he not? Hasn’t some one always been?”
-
-“Oh, I dare say you’ll be, if you like it!” Muniment replied, without
-looking at him. “If they succeed in potting you, do as Hoffendahl did,
-and do it as a matter of course; but if they don’t, make it your
-supreme duty, make it your religion, to lie close and keep yourself for
-another go. The world is full of unclean beasts whom I shall be glad to
-see shovelled away by the thousand; but when it’s a question of honest
-men and men of courage, I protest against the idea that two should be
-sacrificed where one will serve.”
-
-“_Trop d’arithmétique—trop d’arithmétique!_ That is fearfully English!”
-Poupin cried.
-
-“No doubt, no doubt; what else should it be? You shall never share my
-fate, if I have a fate and I can prevent it!” said Muniment, laughing.
-
-Eustache Poupin stared at him and his merriment, as if he thought the
-English frivolous as well as calculating; then he rejoined, “If I
-suffer, I trust it may be for suffering humanity, but I trust it may
-also be for France.”
-
-“Oh, I hope you ain’t going to suffer any more for France,” said Mr
-Griffin. “Hasn’t it done that insatiable old country of yours some
-good, by this time, all you’ve had to put up with?”
-
-“Well, I want to know what Hoffendahl has come over for; it’s very kind
-of him, I’m sure. What is he going to do for _us?_—that’s what _I_ want
-to know,” remarked in a loud, argumentative tone a personage at the end
-of the table most distant from Muniment’s place. His name was Delancey,
-and he gave himself out as holding a position in a manufactory of
-soda-water; but Hyacinth had a secret belief that he was really a
-hairdresser—a belief connected with a high, lustrous curl, or crest,
-which he wore on the summit of his large head, and the manner in which
-he thrust over his ear, as if it were a barber’s comb, the pencil with
-which he was careful to take notes of the discussions carried on at the
-‘Sun and Moon’. His opinions were distinct and frequently expressed; he
-had a watery (Muniment had once called it a soda-watery) eye, and a
-personal aversion to a lord. He desired to change everything except
-religion, of which he approved.
-
-Muniment answered that he was unable to say, as yet, what the German
-revolutionist had come to England for, but that he hoped to be able to
-give some information on the matter the next time they should meet. It
-was very certain Hoffendahl hadn’t come for nothing, and he would
-undertake to declare that they would all feel, within a short time,
-that he had given a lift to the cause they were interested in. He had
-had a great experience, and they might very well find it useful to
-consult. If there was a way for them, then and there, he was sure to
-know the way. “I quite agree with the majority of you—as I take it to
-be,” Muniment went on, with his fresh, cheerful, reasonable manner—“I
-quite agree with you that the time has come to settle upon it and to
-follow it. I quite agree with you that the actual state of things
-is”—he paused a moment, and then went on in the same pleasant tone—“is
-hellish.”
-
-These remarks were received with a differing demonstration: some of the
-company declaring that if the Dutchman cared to come round and smoke a
-pipe they would be glad to see him—perhaps he’d show where the
-thumb-screws had been put on; others being strongly of the opinion that
-they didn’t want any more advice—they had already had advice enough to
-turn a donkey’s stomach. What they wanted was to put forth their might
-without any more palaver; to do something, or for some one; to go out
-somewhere and smash something, on the spot—why not?—that very night.
-While they sat there and talked, there were about half a million of
-people in London that didn’t know where the h—— the morrow’s meal was
-to come from; what they wanted to do, unless they were just a
-collection of pettifogging old women, was to show them where to get it,
-to take it to them with heaped-up hands. Hyacinth listened, with a
-divided attention, to interlaced iterations, while the talk blew hot
-and cold; there was a genuine emotion, to-night, in the rear of the
-‘Sun and Moon’, and he felt the contagion of excited purpose. But he
-was following a train of his own; he was wondering what Muniment had in
-reserve (for he was sure he was only playing with the company), and his
-imagination, quickened by the sense of impending relations with the
-heroic Hoffendahl and the discussion as to the alternative duty of
-escaping or of facing one’s fate, had launched itself into possible
-perils—into the idea of how he might, in a given case, settle for
-himself that question of paying for the lot. The loud, contradictory,
-vain, unpractical babble went on about him, but he was definitely
-conscious only that the project of breaking into the bakers’ shops was
-well before the assembly and was receiving a vigorous treatment, and
-that there was likewise a good deal of reference to the butchers and
-grocers, and even to the fishmongers. He was in a state of inward
-exaltation; he was seized by an intense desire to stand face to face
-with the sublime Hoffendahl, to hear his voice, to touch his mutilated
-hand. He was ready for anything: he knew that he himself was safe to
-breakfast and dine, poorly but sufficiently, and that his colleagues
-were perhaps even more crude and clumsy than usual; but a breath of
-popular passion had passed over him, and he seemed to see, immensely
-magnified, the monstrosity of the great ulcers and sores of London—the
-sick, eternal misery crying, in the darkness, in vain, confronted with
-granaries and treasure-houses and places of delight, where shameless
-satiety kept guard. In such a mood as this Hyacinth felt that there was
-no need to consider, to reason: the facts themselves were as imperative
-as the cry of the drowning; for while pedantry gained time didn’t
-starvation gain it too? He knew that Muniment disapproved of delay,
-that he held the day had come for a forcible rectification of horrible
-inequalities. In the last conversation they had had together his
-chemical friend had given him a more definite warrant than he had ever
-done before for numbering him in the party of immediate action, though
-indeed he remarked on this occasion, once more, that that particular
-formula which the little bookbinder appeared to have taken such a fancy
-to was mere gibberish. He hated that sort of pretentious label; it was
-fit only for politicians and amateurs. None the less he had been as
-plain as possible on the point that their game must be now to frighten
-society, and frighten it effectually; to make it believe that the
-swindled classes were at last fairly in league—had really grasped the
-idea that, closely combined, they would be irresistible. They were not
-in league, and they hadn’t in their totality grasped any idea at
-all—Muniment was not slow to make that equally plain. All the same,
-society was scareable, and every great scare was a gain for the people.
-If Hyacinth had needed warrant to-night for a faith that transcended
-logic, he would have found it in his recollection of this quiet
-profession; but his friend’s words came back to him mainly to make him
-wonder what that friend had in his head just now. He took no part in
-the violence of the talk; he had called Schinkel to come round and sit
-beside him, and the two appeared to confer together in comfortable
-absorption, while the brown atmosphere grew denser, the passing to and
-fro of fire-brands more lively, and the flush of faces more portentous.
-What Hyacinth would have liked to know most of all was why Muniment had
-not mentioned to him, first, that Hoffendahl was in London, and that he
-had seen him; for he _had_ seen him, though he had dodged Schinkel’s
-question—of that Hyacinth instantly felt sure. He would ask for more
-information later; and meanwhile he wished, without resentment, but
-with a certain helpless, patient longing, that Muniment would treat him
-with a little more confidence. If there were a secret in regard to
-Hoffendahl (and there evidently was: Muniment, quite rightly, though he
-had dropped the announcement of his arrival, for a certain effect, had
-no notion of sharing the rest of what he knew with that raw roomful),
-if there was something to be silent and devoted about, Hyacinth
-ardently hoped that to him a chance would be given to show how he could
-practise this superiority. He felt hot and nervous; he got up suddenly,
-and, through the dark, tortuous, greasy passage which communicated with
-the outer world, he went forth into the street. The air was foul and
-sleety, but it refreshed him, and he stood in front of the public-house
-and smoked another pipe. Bedraggled figures passed in and out, and a
-damp, tattered, wretched man, with a spongy, purple face, who had been
-thrust suddenly across the threshold, stood and whimpered in the brutal
-blaze of the row of lamps. The puddles glittered roundabout, and the
-silent vista of the street, bordered with low black houses, stretched
-away, in the wintry drizzle, to right and left, losing itself in the
-huge tragic city, where unmeasured misery lurked beneath the dirty
-night, ominously, monstrously, still, only howling, in its pain, in the
-heated human cockpit behind him. Ah, what could he do? What opportunity
-would rise? The blundering, divided counsels he had been listening to
-only made the helplessness of every one concerned more abject. If he
-had a definite wish while he stood there it was that that exalted,
-deluded company should pour itself forth, with Muniment at its head,
-and surge through the sleeping city, gathering the myriad miserable out
-of their slums and burrows, and roll into the selfish squares, and lift
-a tremendous hungry voice, and awaken the gorged indifferent to a
-terror that would bring them down. Hyacinth lingered a quarter of an
-hour, but this grand spectacle gave no sign of coming off, and he
-finally returned to the noisy club-room, in a state of tormented wonder
-as to what better idea than this very bad one (which seemed to our
-young man to have at the least the merit that it _was_ an idea)
-Muniment could be revolving in that too-comprehensive brain of his.
-
-As he re-entered the place he saw that the meeting was breaking up in
-disorder, or at all events in confusion, and that, certainly, no
-organised attempt at the rescue of the proletariat would take place
-that night. All the men were on their feet and were turning away, amid
-a shuffling of benches and chairs, a hunching of shaggy shoulders, a
-frugal lowering of superfluous gas, and a varied vivacity of disgust
-and resignation. The moment after Hyacinth came in, Mr Delancey, the
-supposititious hairdresser, jumped upon a chair at the far end of the
-room, and shrieked out an accusation which made every one stop and
-stare at him—
-
-“Well, I want you all to know what strikes me, before we part company.
-There isn’t a man in the blessed lot that isn’t afraid of his bloody
-skin—afraid, afraid, afraid! I’ll go anywhere with any one, but there
-isn’t another, by G—— by what I can make out! There isn’t a mother’s
-son of you that’ll risk his precious bones!”
-
-This little oration affected Hyacinth like a quick blow in the face; it
-seemed to leap at him personally, as if a three-legged stool, or some
-hideous hob-nailed boot, had been shied at him. The room surged round,
-heaving up and down, while he was conscious of a loud explosion of
-laughter and scorn; of cries of “Order, order!” of some clear word of
-Muniment’s, “I say, Delancey, just step down;” of Eustache Poupin
-shouting out, “_Vous insultez le peuple—vous insultez le peuple!_” of
-other retorts, not remarkable for refinement. The next moment Hyacinth
-found that he had sprung up on a chair, opposite to the barber, and
-that at the sight of so rare a phenomenon the commotion had suddenly
-checked itself. It was the first time he had asked the ear of the
-company, and it was given on the spot. He was sure he looked very
-white, and it was even possible they could see him tremble. He could
-only hope that this didn’t make him ridiculous when he said, “I don’t
-think it’s right of him to say that. There are others, besides him. At
-all events, I want to speak for myself: it may do some good; I can’t
-help it. I’m not afraid; I’m very sure I’m not. I’m ready to do
-anything that will do any good; anything, anything—I don’t care a rap.
-In such a cause I should like the idea of danger. I don’t consider my
-bones precious in the least, compared with some other things. If one is
-sure one isn’t afraid, and one is accused, why shouldn’t one say so?”
-
-It appeared to Hyacinth that he was talking a long time, and when it
-was over he scarcely knew what happened. He felt himself, in a moment,
-down almost under the feet of the other men; stamped upon with
-intentions of applause, of familiarity; laughed over and jeered over,
-hustled and poked in the ribs. He felt himself also pressed to the
-bosom of Eustache Poupin, who apparently was sobbing, while he heard
-some say, “Did ye hear the little beggar, as bold as a lion?” A trial
-of personal prowess between him and Mr Delancey was proposed, but
-somehow it didn’t take place, and at the end of five minutes the
-club-room emptied itself, not, evidently, to be reconstituted, outside,
-in a revolutionary procession. Paul Muniment had taken hold of
-Hyacinth, and said, “I’ll trouble you to stay, you little desperado.
-I’ll be blowed if I ever expected to see _you_ on the stump!” Muniment
-remained, and M. Poupin and Mr Schinkel lingered in their overcoats,
-beneath a dim, surviving gasburner, in the unventilated medium in
-which, at each renewed gathering, the Bloomsbury club seemed to
-recognise itself.
-
-“Upon my word, I believe you’re game,” said Muniment, looking down at
-him with a serious face.
-
-“Of course you think it’s swagger, ‘self-loaf’, as Schinkel says. But
-it isn’t.” Then Hyacinth asked, “In God’s name, why don’t we do
-something?”
-
-“Ah, my child, to whom do you say it?” Eustache Poupin exclaimed,
-folding his arms, despairingly.
-
-“Whom do you mean by ‘we’?” said Muniment.
-
-“All the lot of us. There are plenty of them ready.”
-
-“Ready for what? There is nothing to be done here.”
-
-Hyacinth stared. “Then why the deuce do you come?”
-
-“I dare say I shan’t come much more. This is a place you have always
-overestimated.”
-
-“I wonder if I have overestimated you,” Hyacinth murmured, gazing at
-his friend.
-
-“Don’t say that—he’s going to introduce us to Hoffendahl!” Schinkel
-exclaimed, putting away his pipe in a receptacle almost as large as a
-fiddle-case.
-
-“Should you like to see the genuine article, Robinson?” Muniment asked,
-with the same unusual absence of jocosity in his tone.
-
-“The genuine article?” Hyacinth looked from one of his companions to
-the other.
-
-“You have never seen it yet—though you think you have.”
-
-“And why haven’t you shown it to me before?”
-
-“Because I had never seen you on the stump.” This time Muniment smiled.
-
-“Bother the stump! I was trusting you.”
-
-“Exactly so. That gave me time.”
-
-“Don’t come unless your mind is made up, _mon petit_,” said Poupin.
-
-“Are you going now—to see Hoffendahl?” Hyacinth cried.
-
-“Don’t shout it all over the place. He wants a genteel little customer
-like you,” Muniment went on.
-
-“Is it true? Are we all going?” Hyacinth demanded eagerly.
-
-“Yes, these two are in it; they are not very artful, but they are
-safe,” said Muniment, looking at Poupin and Schinkel.
-
-“Are _you_ the genuine article, Muniment?” asked Hyacinth, catching
-this look.
-
-Muniment dropped his eyes on him; then he said, “Yes, you’re the boy he
-wants. It’s at the other end of London; we must have a growler.”
-
-“Be calm, my child; _me voici!_” And Eustache Poupin led Hyacinth out.
-
-They all walked away from the ‘Sun and Moon’, and it was not for some
-five minutes that they encountered the four-wheeled cab which deepened
-so the solemnity of their expedition. After they were seated in it,
-Hyacinth learned that Hoffendahl was in London but for three days, was
-liable to hurry away on the morrow, and was accustomed to receive
-visits at all kinds of queer hours. It was getting to be midnight; the
-drive seemed interminable, to Hyacinth’s impatience and curiosity. He
-sat next to Muniment, who passed his arm round him, as if by way of
-tacit expression of indebtedness. They all ended by sitting silent, as
-the cab jogged along murky miles, and by the time it stopped Hyacinth
-had wholly lost, in the drizzling gloom, a sense of their whereabouts.
-
-
-
-
-BOOK THIRD
-
-
-
-
-XXII
-
-
-Hyacinth got up early—an operation attended with very little effort, as
-he had scarcely closed his eyes all night. What he saw from his window
-made him dress as rapidly as a young man could do who desired more than
-ever that his appearance should not give strange ideas about him: an
-old garden, with parterres in curious figures, and little intervals of
-lawn which appeared to our hero’s cockney vision fantastically green.
-At one end of the garden was a parapet of mossy brick, which looked
-down on the other side into a canal, or moat, or quaint old pond; and
-from the same standpoint there was also a view of a considerable part
-of the main body of the house (Hyacinth’s room appeared to be in a wing
-commanding the extensive, irregular back), which was richly gray
-wherever it was not green with ivy and other dense creepers, and
-everywhere infinitely like a picture, with a high-piled, ancient,
-russet roof, broken by huge chimneys and queer peep-holes and all
-manner of odd gables and windows on different lines and antique patches
-and protrusions, and a particularly fascinating architectural
-excrescence in which a wonderful clock-face was lodged—a clock-face
-covered with gilding and blazonry but showing many traces of the years
-and the weather. Hyacinth had never in his life been in the country—the
-real country, as he called it, the country which was not the mere
-ravelled fringe of London—and there entered through his open casement
-the breath of a world enchantingly new and, after his recent feverish
-hours, inexpressibly refreshing to him; a sense of sweet, sunny air and
-mingled odours, all strangely pure and agreeable, and a kind of musical
-silence, the greater part of which seemed to consist of the voices of
-birds. There were tall, quiet trees near by, and afar off, and
-everywhere; and the group of objects which greeted Hyacinth’s eyes
-evidently formed only a corner of larger spaces and a more complicated
-scene. There was a world to be revealed to him: it lay waiting, with
-the dew upon it, under his windows, and he must go down and take his
-first steps in it.
-
-The night before, at ten o’clock, when he arrived, he had only got the
-impression of a mile-long stretch of park, after turning in at a gate;
-of the cracking of gravel under the wheels of the fly; and of the glow
-of several windows, suggesting in-door cheer, in a façade that lifted a
-variety of vague pinnacles into the starlight. It was much of a relief
-to him then to be informed that the Princess, in consideration of the
-lateness of the hour, begged to be excused till the morrow; the delay
-would give him time to recover his balance and look about him. This
-latter opportunity was offered him first as he sat at supper in a vast
-dining-room, with the butler, whose acquaintance he had made in South
-Street, behind his chair. He had not exactly wondered how he should be
-treated: there was too much vagueness in his conception of the way in
-which, at a country-house, insidious distinctions might be made and
-shades of importance illustrated; but it was plain that the best had
-been ordered for him. He was, at all events, abundantly content with
-his reception and more and more excited by it. The repast was delicate
-(though his other senses were so awake that hunger dropped out and he
-ate, as it were, without eating), and the grave mechanical servant
-filled his glass with a liquor that reminded him of some lines in
-Keats—in the _Ode to a Nightingale_. He wondered whether he should hear
-a nightingale at Medley (he knew nothing about the seasons of this
-vocalist), and also whether the butler would attempt to talk to him,
-had ideas about him, knew or suspected who he was and what; which,
-after all, there was no reason for his doing, unless it might be the
-poverty of the luggage that had been transported from Lomax Place. Mr
-Withers, however (it was in this manner that Hyacinth heard him
-addressed by the cabman who conveyed the visitor from the station),
-gave no further symptom of sociability than to ask him at what time he
-would be called in the morning; to which our young man replied that he
-preferred not to be called at all—he would get up by himself. The
-butler rejoined, “Very good, sir,” while Hyacinth thought it probable
-that he puzzled him a good deal, and even considered the question of
-giving him a glimpse of his identity, lest it should be revealed,
-later, in a manner less graceful. The object of this anticipatory step,
-in Hyacinth’s mind, was that he should not be oppressed and embarrassed
-with attentions to which he was unused; but the idea came to nothing,
-for the simple reason that before he spoke he found that he already
-_was_ inured to being waited upon. His impulse to deprecate attentions
-departed, and he became conscious that there were none he should care
-to miss, or was not quite prepared for. He knew he probably thanked Mr
-Withers too much, but he couldn’t help this—it was an irrepressible
-tendency and an error he should doubtless always commit.
-
-He lay in a bed constituted in a manner so perfect to insure rest that
-it was probably responsible in some degree for his restlessness, and in
-a large, high room, where long dressing-glasses emitted ghostly glances
-even after the light was extinguished. Suspended on the walls were many
-prints, mezzotints and old engravings, which Hyacinth supposed,
-possibly without reason, to be fine and rare. He got up several times
-in the night, lighted his candle and walked about looking at them. He
-looked at himself in one of the long glasses, and in a place where
-everything was on such a scale it seemed to him more than ever that
-Mademoiselle Vivier’s son was a tiny particle. As he came downstairs he
-encountered housemaids, with dusters and brooms, or perceived them,
-through open doors, on their knees before fireplaces; and it was his
-belief that they regarded him more boldly than if he had been a guest
-of the usual kind. Such a reflection as that, however, ceased to
-trouble him after he had passed out of doors and begun to roam through
-the park, into which he let himself loose at first, and then, in
-narrowing circles, through the nearer grounds. He rambled for an hour,
-in a state of breathless ecstasy; brushing the dew from the deep fern
-and bracken and the rich borders of the garden, tasting the fragrant
-air, and stopping everywhere, in murmuring rapture, at the touch of
-some exquisite impression. His whole walk was peopled with
-recognitions; he had been dreaming all his life of just such a place
-and such objects, such a morning and such a chance. It was the last of
-April, and everything was fresh and vivid; the great trees, in the
-early air, were a blur of tender shoots. Round the admirable house he
-revolved repeatedly; catching every point and tone, feasting on its
-expression, and wondering whether the Princess would observe his
-proceedings from the window, and whether, if she did, they would be
-offensive to her. The house was not hers, but only hired for three
-months, and it could flatter no princely pride that he should be struck
-with it. There was something in the way the gray walls rose from the
-green lawn that brought tears to his eyes; the spectacle of long
-duration unassociated with some sordid infirmity or poverty was new to
-him; he had lived with people among whom old age meant, for the most
-part, a grudged and degraded survival. In the majestic preservation of
-Medley there was a kind of serenity of success, an accumulation of
-dignity and honour.
-
-A footman sought him out, in the garden, to tell him that breakfast was
-ready. He had never thought of breakfast, and as he walked back to the
-house, attended by the inscrutable flunkey, this offer appeared a free,
-extravagant gift, unexpected and romantic. He found he was to breakfast
-alone, and he asked no questions; but when he had finished the butler
-came in and informed him that the Princess would see him after
-luncheon, but that in the meanwhile she wished him to understand that
-the library was entirely at his service. ‘After luncheon’—that threw
-the hour he had come for very far into the future, and it caused him
-some confusion of mind that the Princess should think it worth while to
-invite him to stay at her house from Saturday evening to Monday morning
-if it had been her purpose that so much of his visit should elapse
-without their meeting. But he felt neither slighted nor impatient; the
-impressions that had already crowded upon him were in themselves a
-sufficient reward, and what could one do better, precisely, in such a
-house as that, than wait for a princess? The butler showed him the way
-to the library, and left him planted in the middle of it, staring at
-the treasures that he instantly perceived it contained. It was an old
-brown room, of great extent—even the ceiling was brown, though there
-were figures in it dimly gilt—where row upon row of finely-lettered
-backs returned his discriminating professional gaze. A fire of logs
-crackled in a great chimney, and there were alcoves with deep
-window-seats, and arm-chairs such as he had never seen, luxurious,
-leather-covered, with an adjustment for holding one’s volume; and a
-vast writing-table, before one of the windows, furnished with a perfect
-magazine of paper and pens, inkstands and blotters, seals, stamps,
-candlesticks, reels of twine, paper-weights, book-knives. Hyacinth had
-never imagined so many aids to correspondence, and before he turned
-away he had written a note to Millicent, in a hand even more beautiful
-than usual—his penmanship was very minute, but at the same time
-wonderfully free and fair—largely for the pleasure of seeing ‘Medley
-Hall’ stamped in crimson, heraldic-looking characters at the top of his
-paper. In the course of an hour he had ravaged the collection, taken
-down almost every book, wishing he could keep it a week, and put it
-back quickly, as his eye caught the next, which appeared even more
-desirable. He discovered many rare bindings, and gathered several ideas
-from an inspection of them—ideas which he felt himself perfectly
-capable of reproducing. Altogether, his vision of true happiness, at
-that moment, was that, for a month or two, he should be locked into the
-library at Medley. He forgot the outer world, and the morning waned—the
-beautiful vernal Sunday—while he lingered there.
-
-He was on the top of a ladder when he heard a voice remark, “I am
-afraid they are very dusty; in this house, you know, it is the dust of
-centuries;” and, looking down, he saw Madame Grandoni stationed in the
-middle of the room. He instantly prepared to descend, to make her his
-salutation, when she exclaimed, “Stay, stay, if you are not giddy; we
-can talk from here! I only came in to show you we _are_ in the house,
-and to tell you to keep up your patience. The Princess will probably
-see you in a few hours.”
-
-“I really hope so,” said Hyacinth, from his perch, rather dismayed at
-the ‘probably’.
-
-“_Natürlich_,” the old lady rejoined; “but people have come, sometimes,
-and gone away without seeing her. It all depends upon her mood.”
-
-“Do you mean even when she has sent for them?”
-
-“Oh, who can tell whether she has sent for them or not?”
-
-“But she sent for me, you know,” Hyacinth declared, staring down—struck
-with the odd effect of Madame Grandoni’s wig in that bird’s-eye view.
-
-“Oh yes, she sent for you, poor young man!” The old lady looked up at
-him with a smile, and they remained a moment exchanging a silent
-scrutiny. Then she added, “Captain Sholto has come, like that, more
-than once; and he has gone away no better off.”
-
-“Captain Sholto?” Hyacinth repeated.
-
-“Very true, if we talk at this distance I must shut the door.” She took
-her way back to it (she had left it open) and pushed it to; then
-advanced into the room again, with her superannuated, shuffling step,
-walking as if her shoes were too big for her. Hyacinth meanwhile
-descended the ladder. “_Ecco!_ She’s a _capricciosa_,” said the old
-lady.
-
-“I don’t understand how you speak of her,” Hyacinth remarked, gravely.
-“You seem to be her friend, yet you say things that are not favourable
-to her.”
-
-“Dear young man, I say much worse to her about herself than I should
-ever say to you. I am rude, oh yes—even to you, to whom, no doubt, I
-ought to be particularly kind. But I am not false. It is not our German
-nature. You will hear me some day. I _am_ the friend of the Princess;
-it would be well enough if she never had a worse one! But I should like
-to be yours, too—what will you have? Perhaps it is of no use. At any
-rate, here you are.”
-
-“Yes, here I am, decidedly!” Hyacinth laughed, uneasily.
-
-“And how long shall you stay? Excuse me if I ask that; it is part of my
-rudeness.”
-
-“I shall stay till to-morrow morning. I must be at my work by noon.”
-
-“That will do very well. Don’t you remember, the other time, how I told
-you to remain faithful?”
-
-“That was very good advice. But I think you exaggerate my danger.”
-
-“So much the better,” said Madame Grandoni; “though now that I look at
-you well I doubt it a little. I see you are one of those types that
-ladies like. I can be sure of that, because I like you myself. At my
-age—a hundred and twenty—can I not say that? If the Princess were to do
-so, it would be different; remember that—that any flattery she may ever
-offer you will be on her lips much less discreet. But perhaps she will
-never have the chance; you may never come again. There are people who
-have come only once. _Vedremo bene_. I must tell you that I am not in
-the least against a young man taking a holiday, a little quiet
-recreation, once in a while,” Madame Grandoni continued, in her
-disconnected, discursive, confidential way. “In Rome they take it every
-five days; that is, no doubt, too often. In Germany, less often. In
-this country, I cannot understand whether it is an increase of effort:
-the English Sunday is so difficult! This one will, however, in any
-case, have been beautiful for you. Be happy, make yourself comfortable;
-but go home to-morrow!” And with this injunction Madame Grandoni took
-her way again to the door, while Hyacinth went to open it for her. “I
-can say that, because it is not my house. I am only here like you. And
-sometimes I think I also shall go to-morrow!”
-
-“I imagine you have not, like me, your living to get, every day. That
-is reason enough for me,” said Hyacinth.
-
-She paused in the doorway, with her expressive, ugly, kindly little
-eyes on his face. “I believe I am nearly as poor as you. And I have
-not, like you, the appearance of nobility. Yet I am noble,” said the
-old lady, shaking her wig.
-
-“And I am not!” Hyacinth rejoined, smiling.
-
-“It is better not to be lifted up high, like our friend. It does not
-give happiness.”
-
-“Not to one’s self, possibly; but to others!” From where they stood,
-Hyacinth looked out into the great panelled and decorated hall, lighted
-from above and roofed with a far-away dim fresco, and the reflection of
-this grandeur came into his appreciative eyes.
-
-“Do you admire everything here very much—do you receive great
-pleasure?” asked Madame Grandoni.
-
-“Oh, so much—so much!”
-
-She considered him a moment longer. “_Poverino!_” she murmured, as she
-turned away.
-
-A couple of hours later the Princess sent for Hyacinth, and he was
-conducted upstairs, through corridors carpeted with crimson and hung
-with pictures, and ushered into a kind of bright drawing-room, which he
-afterwards learned that his hostess regarded as her boudoir. The sound
-of music had come to him outside the door, so that he was prepared to
-find her seated at the piano, if not to see her continue to play after
-he appeared. Her face was turned in the direction from which he
-entered, and she smiled at him while the servant, as if he had just
-arrived, formally pronounced his name, without lifting her hands from
-the keys. The room, placed in an angle of the house and lighted from
-two sides, was large and sunny, upholstered in fresh, gay chintz,
-furnished with all sorts of sofas and low, familiar seats and
-convenient little tables, most of them holding great bowls of early
-flowers, littered over with books, newspapers, magazines, photographs
-of celebrities, with their signatures, and full of the marks of
-luxurious and rather indolent habitation. Hyacinth stood there, not
-advancing very far, and the Princess, still playing and smiling, nodded
-toward a seat near the piano. “Put yourself there and listen to me.”
-Hyacinth obeyed, and she played a long time without glancing at him.
-This left him the more free to rest his eyes on her own face and
-person, while she looked about the room, vaguely, absently, but with an
-expression of quiet happiness, as if she were lost in her music,
-soothed and pacified by it. A window near her was half open, and the
-soft clearness of the day and all the odour of the spring diffused
-themselves, and made the place cheerful and pure. The Princess struck
-him as extraordinarily young and fair, and she seemed so slim and
-simple, and friendly too, in spite of having neither abandoned her
-occupation nor offered him her hand, that he sank back in his seat at
-last, with the sense that all his uneasiness, his nervous tension, was
-leaving him, and that he was safe in her kindness, in the free,
-original way with which she evidently would always treat him. This
-peculiar manner—half consideration, half fellowship—seemed to him
-already to have the sweetness of familiarity. She played ever so
-movingly, with different pieces succeeding each other; he had never
-listened to music, nor to a talent, of that order. Two or three times
-she turned her eyes upon him, and then they shone with the wonderful
-expression which was the essence of her beauty; that profuse, mingled
-light which seemed to belong to some everlasting summer, and yet to
-suggest seasons that were past and gone, some experience that was only
-an exquisite memory. She asked him if he cared for music, and then
-added, laughing, that she ought to have made sure of this before; while
-he answered—he had already told her so in South Street; she appeared to
-have forgotten—that he was awfully fond of it.
-
-The sense of the beauty of women had been given to our young man in a
-high degree; it was a faculty that made him conscious, to adoration, of
-every element of loveliness, every delicacy of feature, every shade and
-tone, that contributed to charm. Even, therefore, if he had appreciated
-less the deep harmonies the Princess drew from the piano, there would
-have been no lack of interest in his situation, in such an opportunity
-to watch her admirable outline and movement, the noble form of her head
-and face, the gathered-up glories of her hair, the living, flower-like
-freshness which had no need to turn from the light. She was dressed in
-fair colours, as simply as a young girl. Before she ceased playing she
-asked Hyacinth what he would like to do in the afternoon: would he have
-any objection to taking a drive with her? It was very possible he might
-enjoy the country. She seemed not to attend to his answer, which was
-covered by the sound of the piano; but if she had done so it would have
-left her very little doubt as to the reality of his inclination. She
-remained gazing at the cornice of the room, while her hands wandered to
-and fro; then suddenly she stopped, got up and came toward her
-companion. “It is probable that is the most I shall ever bore you; you
-know the worst. Would you very kindly close the piano?” He complied
-with her request, and she went to another part of the room and sank
-into an arm-chair. When he approached her again she said, “Is it really
-true that you have never seen a park, nor a garden, nor any of the
-beauties of nature, and that sort of thing?” She was alluding to
-something he had said in his letter, when he answered the note by which
-she proposed to him to run down to Medley; and after he assured her
-that it was perfectly true she exclaimed, “I’m so glad—I’m so glad! I
-have never been able to show any one anything new, and I have always
-thought I should like it so—especially to a sensitive nature. Then you
-_will_ come and drive with me?” She asked this as if it would be a
-great favour.
-
-That was the beginning of the communion—so singular, considering their
-respective positions—which he had come to Medley to enjoy; and it
-passed into some very remarkable phases. The Princess had the most
-extraordinary way of taking things for granted, of ignoring
-difficulties, of assuming that her preferences might be translated into
-fact. After Hyacinth had remained with her ten minutes longer—a period
-mainly occupied with her exclamations of delight at his having seen so
-little of the sort of thing of which Medley consisted (Where should he
-have seen it, gracious heaven? he asked himself); after she had rested,
-thus briefly, from her exertions at the piano, she proposed that they
-should go out-of-doors together. She was an immense walker—she wanted
-her walk. She left him for a short time, giving him the last number of
-the _Revue des Deux Mondes_ to entertain himself withal, and calling
-his attention, in particular, to a story of M. Octave Feuillet (she
-should be so curious to know what he thought of it); and reappeared
-with her hat and parasol, drawing on her long gloves, and presenting
-herself to our young man, at that moment, as a sudden incarnation of
-the heroine of M. Feuillet’s novel, in which he had instantly become
-immersed. On their way downstairs it occurred to her that he had not
-yet seen the house and that it would be amusing for her to show it to
-him; so she turned aside and took him through it, up and down and
-everywhere, even into the vast, old-fashioned kitchen, where there was
-a small, red-faced man in a white jacket and apron and a white cap (he
-removed the latter ornament to salute the little bookbinder), with whom
-his companion spoke Italian, which Hyacinth understood sufficiently to
-perceive that she addressed her cook in the second person singular, as
-if he had been a feudal retainer. He remembered that was the way the
-three Musketeers spoke to their lackeys. The Princess explained that
-the gentleman in the white cap was a delightful creature (she couldn’t
-endure English servants, though she was obliged to have two or three),
-who would make her plenty of risottos and polentas—she had quite the
-palate of a contadina. She showed Hyacinth everything: the queer
-transmogrified corner that had once been a chapel; the secret stairway
-which had served in the persecutions of the Catholics (the owners of
-Medley were, like the Princess herself, of the old persuasion); the
-musicians’ gallery, over the hall; the tapestried room, which people
-came from a distance to see; and the haunted chamber (the two were
-sometimes confounded, but they were quite distinct), where a dreadful
-individual at certain times made his appearance—a dwarfish ghost, with
-an enormous head, a dispossessed brother, of long ago (the eldest), who
-had passed for an idiot, which he wasn’t, and had somehow been made
-away with. The Princess offered her visitor the privilege of sleeping
-in this apartment, declaring, however, that nothing would induce _her_
-even to enter it alone, she being a benighted creature, consumed with
-abject superstitions. “I don’t know whether I am religious, and
-whether, if I were, my religion would be superstitious, but my
-superstitions are certainly religious.” She made her young friend pass
-through the drawing-room very cursorily, remarking that they should see
-it again: it was rather stupid—drawing-rooms in English country-houses
-were always stupid; indeed, if it would amuse him, they would sit there
-after dinner. Madame Grandoni and she usually sat upstairs, but they
-would do anything that he should find more comfortable.
-
-At last they went out of the house together, and as they did so she
-explained, as if she wished to justify herself against the imputation
-of extravagance, that, though the place doubtless struck him as
-absurdly large for a couple of quiet women, and the whole thing was not
-in the least what she would have preferred, yet it was all far cheaper
-than he probably imagined; she would never have looked at it if it
-hadn’t been cheap. It must appear to him so preposterous for a woman to
-associate herself with the great uprising of the poor and yet live in
-palatial halls—a place with forty or fifty rooms. This was one of only
-two allusions she made that day to her democratic sympathies; but it
-fell very happily, for Hyacinth had been reflecting precisely upon the
-anomaly she mentioned. It had been present to him all day; it added
-much to the way life practised on his sense of the tragic-comical to
-think of the Princess’s having retired to that magnificent residence in
-order to concentrate her mind upon the London slums. He listened,
-therefore, with great attention while she related that she had taken
-the house for only three months, in any case, because she wanted to
-rest, after a winter of visiting and living in public (as the English
-spent their lives, with all their celebrated worship of the ‘home’),
-and yet didn’t wish as yet to return to town—though she was obliged to
-confess that she had still the place in South Street on her hands,
-thanks to her deciding unexpectedly to go on with it rather than move
-out her things. But one had to keep one’s things somewhere, and why
-wasn’t that as good a receptacle as another? Medley was not what she
-would have chosen if she had been left to herself; but she had not been
-left to herself—she never was; she had been bullied into taking it by
-the owners, whom she had met somewhere and who had made up to her
-immensely, persuading her that she might really have it for nothing—for
-no more than she would give for the little honeysuckle cottage, the old
-parsonage embowered in clematis, which were really what she had been
-looking for. Besides it was one of those old musty mansions, ever so
-far from town, which it was always difficult to let, or to get a price
-for; and then it was a wretched house for living in. Hyacinth, for whom
-his three hours in the train had been a series of happy throbs, had not
-been struck with its geographical remoteness, and he asked the Princess
-what she meant, in such a connection, by using the word ‘wretched’. To
-this she replied that the place was tumbling to pieces, inconvenient in
-every respect, full of ghosts and bad smells. “That is the only reason
-I come to have it. I don’t want you to think me more luxurious than I
-am, or that I throw away money. Never, never!” Hyacinth had no standard
-by which he could measure the importance his opinion would have for
-her, and he perceived that though she judged him as a creature still
-open to every initiation, whose _naïveté_ would entertain her, it was
-also her fancy to treat him as an old friend, a person to whom she
-might have had the habit of referring her difficulties. Her performance
-of the part she had undertaken to play was certainly complete, and
-everything lay before him but the reason she had for playing it.
-
-One of the gardens at Medley took the young man’s heart beyond the
-others; it had high brick walls, on the sunny sides of which was a
-great training of apricots and plums, and straight walks, bordered with
-old-fashioned homely flowers, inclosing immense squares where other
-fruit-trees stood upright and mint and lavender floated in the air. In
-the southern quarter it overhung a small, disused canal, and here a
-high embankment had been raised, which was also long and broad and
-covered with fine turf; so that the top of it, looking down at the
-canal, made a magnificent grassy terrace, than which, on a summer’s
-day, there could be no more delightful place for strolling up and down
-with a companion—all the more that, at either end, was a curious
-pavilion, in the manner of a tea-house, which completed the scene in an
-old-world sense and offered rest and privacy, a refuge from sun or
-shower. One of these pavilions was an asylum for gardeners’ tools and
-superfluous flower-pots; the other was covered, inside, with a queer
-Chinese paper, representing ever so many times over a group of people
-with faces like blind kittens, having tea while they sat on the floor.
-It also contained a big, clumsy inlaid cabinet, in which cups and
-saucers showed themselves through doors of greenish glass, together
-with a carved cocoanut and a pair of outlandish idols. On a shelf, over
-a sofa, not very comfortable though it had cushions of faded tapestry,
-which looked like samplers, was a row of novels, out of date and out of
-print—novels that one couldn’t have found any more and that were only
-there. On the chimney-piece was a bowl of dried rose-leaves, mixed with
-some aromatic spice, and the whole place suggested a certain dampness.
-
-On the terrace Hyacinth paced to and fro with the Princess until she
-suddenly remembered that he had not had his luncheon. He protested that
-this was the last thing he wished to think of, but she declared that
-she had not asked him down to Medley to starve him and that he must go
-back and be fed. They went back, but by a very roundabout way, through
-the park, so that they really had half an hour’s more talk. She
-explained to him that she herself breakfasted at twelve o’clock, in the
-foreign fashion, and had tea in the afternoon; as he too was so foreign
-he might like that better, and in this case, on the morrow, they would
-breakfast together. He could have coffee, and anything else he wanted,
-brought to his room when he woke up. When Hyacinth had sufficiently
-composed himself, in the presence of this latter image—he thought he
-saw a footman arranging a silver service at his bedside—he mentioned
-that really, as regarded the morrow, he should have to be back in
-London. There was a train at nine o’clock; he hoped she didn’t mind his
-taking it. She looked at him a moment, gravely and kindly, as if she
-were considering an abstract idea, and then she said, “Oh yes, I mind
-it very much. Not to-morrow—some other day.” He made no rejoinder, and
-the Princess spoke of something else; that is, his rejoinder was
-private, and consisted of the reflection that he _would_ leave Medley
-in the morning, whatever she might say. He simply couldn’t afford to
-stay; he couldn’t be out of work. And then Madame Grandoni thought it
-so important; for though the old lady was obscure she was decidedly
-impressive. The Princess’s protest, however, was to be reckoned with;
-he felt that it might take a form less cursory than the words she had
-just uttered, which would make it embarrassing. She was less solemn,
-less explicit, than Madame Grandoni had been, but there was something
-in her slight seriousness and the delicate way in which she signified a
-sort of command that seemed to tell him his liberty was going—the
-liberty he had managed to keep (till the other day, when he gave
-Hoffendahl a mortgage on it), and the possession of which had in some
-degree consoled him for other forms of penury. This made him uneasy;
-what would become of him if he should add another servitude to the one
-he had undertaken, at the end of that long, anxious cab-drive in the
-rain, in that dim back-bedroom of a house as to whose whereabouts he
-was even now not clear, while Muniment and Poupin and Schinkel, all
-visibly pale, listened and accepted the vow? Muniment and Poupin and
-Schinkel—how disconnected, all the same, he felt from them at the
-present hour; how little he was the young man who had made the
-pilgrimage in the cab; and how the two latter, at least, if they could
-have a glimpse of him now, would wonder what he was up to!
-
-As to this, Hyacinth wondered sufficiently himself, while the Princess
-touched upon the people and places she had seen, the impressions and
-conclusions she had gathered, since their former meeting. It was to
-such matters as these that she directed the conversation; she appeared
-to wish to keep it off his own concerns, and he was surprised at her
-continued avoidance of the slums and the question of her intended
-sacrifices. She mentioned none of her friends by name, but she talked
-of their character, their houses, their manners, taking for granted, as
-before, that Hyacinth would always follow. So far as he followed he was
-edified, but he had to admit to himself that half the time he didn’t
-know what she was talking about. At all events, if _he_ had been with
-the dukes (she didn’t call her associates dukes, but Hyacinth was sure
-they were of that order), he would have got more satisfaction from
-them. She appeared, on the whole, to judge the English world severely;
-to think poorly of its wit, and even worse of its morals. “You know
-people oughtn’t to be both corrupt and dull,” she said; and Hyacinth
-turned this over, feeling that he certainly had not yet caught the
-point of view of a person for whom the aristocracy was a collection of
-bores. He had sometimes taken great pleasure in hearing that it was
-fabulously profligate, but he was rather disappointed in the bad
-account the Princess gave of it. She remarked that she herself was very
-corrupt—she ought to have mentioned that before—but she had never been
-accused of being stupid. Perhaps he would discover it, but most of the
-people she had had to do with thought her only too lively. The second
-allusion that she made to their ulterior designs (Hyacinth’s and hers)
-was when she said, “I determined to see it”—she was speaking still of
-English society—“to learn for myself what it really is, before we blow
-it up. I have been here now a year and a half, and, as I tell you, I
-feel that I have seen. It is the old régime again, the rottenness and
-extravagance, bristling with every iniquity and every abuse, over which
-the French Revolution passed like a whirlwind; or perhaps even more a
-reproduction of Roman society in its decadence, gouty, apoplectic,
-depraved, gorged and clogged with wealth and spoils, selfishness and
-scepticism, and waiting for the onset of the barbarians. You and I are
-the barbarians, you know.” The Princess was pretty general, after all,
-in her animadversions, and regaled him with no anecdotes (he rather
-missed them) that would have betrayed the hospitality she had enjoyed.
-She couldn’t treat him absolutely as if he had been an ambassador. By
-way of defending the aristocracy he said to her that it couldn’t be
-true they were all a bad lot (he used that expression because she had
-let him know that she liked him to speak in the manner of the people),
-inasmuch as he had an acquaintance among them—a noble lady—who was one
-of the purest, kindest, most conscientious human beings it was possible
-to imagine. At this she stopped short and looked at him; then she
-asked, “Whom do you mean—a noble lady?”
-
-“I suppose there is no harm saying. Lady Aurora Langrish.”
-
-“I don’t know her. Is she nice?”
-
-“I like her ever so much.”
-
-“Is she pretty, clever?”
-
-“She isn’t pretty, but she is very uncommon,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“How did you make her acquaintance?” As he hesitated, she went on, “Did
-you bind some books for her?”
-
-“No. I met her in a place called Audley Court.”
-
-“Where is that?”
-
-“In Camberwell.”
-
-“And who lives there?”
-
-“A young woman I was calling on, who is bedridden.”
-
-“And the lady you speak of—what do you call her, Lydia Languish?—goes
-to see her?”
-
-“Yes, very often.”
-
-The Princess was silent a moment, looking at him. “Will you take me
-there?”
-
-“With great pleasure. The young woman I speak of is the sister of the
-chemist’s assistant you will perhaps remember that I mentioned to you.”
-
-“Yes, I remember. It must be one of the first places we go to. I am
-sorry,” the Princess added, walking on. Hyacinth inquired what she
-might be sorry for, but she took no notice of his question, and
-presently remarked, “Perhaps she goes to see him.”
-
-“Goes to see whom?”
-
-“The chemist’s assistant—the brother.” She said this very seriously.
-
-“Perhaps she does,” Hyacinth rejoined, laughing. “But she is a fine
-sort of woman.”
-
-The Princess repeated that she was sorry, and he again asked her for
-what—for Lady Aurora’s being of that sort? To which she replied, “No; I
-mean for my not being the first—what is it you call them?—noble lady
-that you have encountered.”
-
-“I don’t see what difference that makes. You needn’t be afraid you
-don’t make an impression on me.”
-
-“I was not thinking of that. I was thinking that you might be less
-fresh than I thought.”
-
-“Of course I don’t know what you thought,” said Hyacinth, smiling.
-
-“No; how should you?”
-
-
-
-
-XXIII
-
-
-He was in the library, after luncheon, when word was brought to him
-that the carriage was at the door, for their drive; and when he went
-into the hall he found Madame Grandoni, bonneted and cloaked, awaiting
-the descent of the Princess. “You see I go with you. I am always
-there,” she remarked, jovially. “The Princess has me with her to take
-care of her, and this is how I do it. Besides, I never miss my drive.”
-
-“You are different from me; this will be the first I have ever had in
-my life.” He could establish that distinction without bitterness,
-because he was too pleased with his prospect to believe the old lady’s
-presence could spoil it. He had nothing to say to the Princess that she
-might not hear. He didn’t dislike her for coming, even after she had
-said to him, in answer to his own announcement, speaking rather more
-sententiously than was her wont, “It doesn’t surprise me that you have
-not spent your life in carriages. They have nothing to do with your
-trade.”
-
-“Fortunately not,” he answered. “I should have made a ridiculous
-coachman.”
-
-The Princess appeared, and they mounted into a great square barouche,
-an old-fashioned, high-hung vehicle, with a green body, a faded
-hammer-cloth and a rumble where the footman sat (the Princess mentioned
-that it had been let with the house), which rolled ponderously and
-smoothly along the winding avenue and through the gilded gates (they
-were surmounted with an immense escutcheon) of the park. The progress
-of this oddly composed trio had a high respectability, and that is one
-of the reasons why Hyacinth felt the occasion to be tremendously
-memorable. There might still be greater joys in store for him—he was by
-this time quite at sea, and could recognise no shores—but he would
-never again in his life be so respectable. The drive was long and
-comprehensive, but very little was said while it lasted. “I shall show
-you the whole country: it is exquisitely beautiful; it speaks to the
-heart.” Of so much as this his hostess had informed him at the start;
-and she added, in French, with a light, allusive nod at the rich,
-humanised landscape, “_Voilà ce que j’aime en Angleterre_.” For the
-rest, she sat there opposite to him, in quiet fairness, under her
-softly-swaying, lace-fringed parasol: moving her eyes to where she
-noticed that his eyes rested; allowing them, when the carriage passed
-anything particularly charming, to meet his own; smiling as if she
-enjoyed the whole affair very nearly as much as he; and now and then
-calling his attention to some prospect, some picturesque detail, by
-three words of which the cadence was sociable. Madame Grandoni dozed
-most of the time, with her chin resting on rather a mangy ermine
-tippet, in which she had enveloped herself; expanding into
-consciousness at moments, however, to greet the scenery with
-comfortable polyglot ejaculations. If Hyacinth was exalted, during
-these delightful hours, he at least measured his exaltation, and it
-kept him almost solemnly still, as if with the fear that a wrong
-movement of any sort would break the charm, cause the curtain to fall
-upon the play. This was especially the case when his senses oscillated
-back from the objects that sprang up by the way, every one of which was
-a rich image of something he had longed for, to the most beautiful
-woman in England, who sat there, close to him, as completely for his
-benefit as if he had been a painter engaged to make her portrait. More
-than once he saw everything through a mist; his eyes were full of
-tears.
-
-That evening they sat in the drawing-room after dinner, as the Princess
-had promised, or, as he was inclined to consider it, threatened him.
-The force of the threat was in his prevision that the ladies would make
-themselves fine, and that in contrast with the setting and company he
-should feel dingier than ever; having already on his back the only
-tolerably decent coat he possessed, and being unable to exchange it for
-a garment of the pattern that civilised people (so much he knew, if he
-couldn’t emulate them) put on about eight o’clock. The ladies, when
-they came to dinner, looked festal indeed; but Hyacinth was able to
-make the reflection that he was more pleased to be dressed as he was
-dressed, meanly and unsuitably as it was, than he should have been to
-present such a figure as Madame Grandoni, in whose toggery there was
-something comical. He was coming more and more round to the sense that
-if the Princess didn’t mind his poorness, in every way, he had no call
-to mind it himself. His present circumstances were not of his
-seeking—they had been forced upon him; they were not the fruit of a
-disposition to push. How little the Princess minded—how much, indeed,
-she enjoyed the consciousness that in having him about her in that
-manner she was playing a trick upon society, the false and conventional
-society she had measured and despised—was manifest from the way she had
-introduced him to the people they found awaiting them in the hall on
-the return from their drive: four ladies, a mother and three daughters,
-who had come over to call, from Broome, a place some five miles off.
-Broome was also a great house, as he gathered, and Lady Marchant, the
-mother, was the wife of a county magnate. She explained that they had
-come in on the persuasion of the butler, who had represented the return
-of the Princess as imminent, and who then had administered tea without
-waiting for this event. The evening had drawn in chill; there was a
-fire in the hall, and they all sat near it, round the tea-table, under
-the great roof which rose to the top of the house. Hyacinth conversed
-mainly with one of the daughters, a very fine girl with a straight back
-and long arms, whose neck was encircled so tightly with a fur boa that,
-to look a little to one side, she was obliged to move her whole body.
-She had a handsome, inanimate face, over which the firelight played
-without making it more lively, a beautiful voice, and the occasional
-command of a few short words. She asked Hyacinth with what pack he
-hunted, and whether he went in much for tennis, and she ate three
-muffins.
-
-Our young man perceived that Lady Marchant and her daughters had
-already been at Medley, and even guessed that their reception by the
-Princess, who probably thought them of a tiresome type, had not been
-enthusiastic; and his imagination projected itself, further still, into
-the motives which, in spite of this tepidity, must have led them, in
-consideration of the rarity of princesses in that country, to come a
-second time. The talk, in the firelight, while Hyacinth laboured,
-rather recklessly (for the spirit of the occasion, on his hostess’s
-part, was passing into his own blood), with his muffin-eating
-beauty—the conversation, accompanied with the light click of delicate
-tea-cups, was as well-bred as could be consistent with an odd, evident
-_parti-pris_ of the Princess’s to make poor Lady Marchant explain
-everything. With great urbanity of manner, she professed complete
-inability to understand the sense in which her visitor meant her thin
-remarks; and Hyacinth was scarcely able to follow her here, he wondered
-so what interest she could have in trying to appear dense. It was only
-afterwards he learned that the Marchant family produced a very
-peculiar, and at moments almost maddening, effect upon her nerves. He
-asked himself what would happen to that member of it with whom he was
-engaged if it should be revealed to her that she was conversing (how
-little soever) with a beggarly London artisan; and though he was rather
-pleased at her not having discovered his station (for he didn’t
-attribute her brevity to this idea), he entertained a little the
-question of its being perhaps his duty not to keep it hidden from her,
-not to flourish in a cowardly disguise. What did she take him for—or,
-rather, what didn’t she take him for—when she asked him if he hunted?
-Perhaps that was because it was rather dark; if there had been more
-light in the great vague hall she would have seen he was not one of
-themselves. Hyacinth felt that by this time he had associated a good
-deal with swells, but they had always known what he was and had been
-able to elect how to treat him. This was the first occasion on which a
-young gentlewoman had not been warned, and, as a consequence, he
-appeared to pass muster. He determined not to unmask himself, on the
-simple ground that he should by the same stroke betray the Princess. It
-was quite open to her to lean over and say to Miss Marchant, “You know
-he’s a wretched little bookbinder, earning a few shillings a week in a
-horrid street in Soho. There are all kinds of low things—and I suspect
-even something very horrible—connected with his birth. It seems to me I
-ought to mention it.” He almost wished she would mention it, for the
-sake of the strange, violent sensation of the thing, a curiosity
-quivering within him to know what Miss Marchant would do at such a
-pinch, and what chorus of ejaculations—or, what appalled, irremediable
-silence—would rise to the painted roof. The responsibility, however,
-was not his; he had entered a phase of his destiny where
-responsibilities were suspended. Madame Grandoni’s tea had waked her
-up; she came, at every crisis, to the rescue of the conversation, and
-talked to the visitors about Rome, where they had once spent a winter,
-describing with much drollery the manner in which the English families
-she had seen there for nearly half a century (and had met, of an
-evening, in the Roman world) inspected the ruins and monuments and
-squeezed into the great ceremonies of the church. Clearly, the four
-ladies didn’t know what to make of the Princess; but, though they
-perhaps wondered if she were a paid companion, they were on firm ground
-in the fact that the queer, familiar, fat person had been acquainted
-with the Millingtons, the Bunburys and the Tripps.
-
-After dinner (during which the Princess allowed herself a considerable
-license of pleasantry on the subject of her recent visitors, declaring
-that Hyacinth must positively go with her to return their call, and
-must see their interior, their manner at home), Madame Grandoni sat
-down to the piano, at Christina’s request, and played to her companions
-for an hour. The spaces were large in the big drawing-room, and our
-friends had placed themselves at a distance from each other. The old
-lady’s music trickled forth discreetly into the pleasant dimness of the
-candlelight; she knew dozens of Italian local airs, which sounded like
-the forgotten tunes of a people, and she followed them by a series of
-tender, plaintive German _Lieder_, awaking, without violence, the
-echoes of the high, pompous apartment. It was the music of an old
-woman, and seemed to quaver a little, as her singing might have done.
-The Princess, buried in a deep chair, listened, behind her fan.
-Hyacinth at least supposed she listened; at any rate, she never moved.
-At last Madame Grandoni left the piano and came toward the young man.
-She had taken up, on the way, a French book, in a pink cover, which she
-nursed in the hollow of her arm, and she stood looking at Hyacinth.
-
-“My poor little friend, I must bid you good-night. I shall not see you
-again for the present, as, to take your early train, you will have left
-the house before I put on my wig—and I never show myself to gentlemen
-without it. I have looked after the Princess pretty well, all day, to
-keep her from harm, and now I give her up to you, for a little. Take
-the same care, I beg you. I must put myself into my dressing-gown; at
-my age, at this hour, it is the only thing. What will you have? I hate
-to be tight,” pursued Madame Grandoni, who appeared even in her
-ceremonial garment to have evaded this discomfort successfully enough.
-“Do not sit up late,” she added; “and do not keep him, Christina.
-Remember that for an active young man like Mr Robinson, going every day
-to his work, there is nothing more exhausting than such an unoccupied
-life as ours. For what do we do, after all? His eyes are very heavy.
-_Basta!_”
-
-During this little address the Princess, who made no rejoinder to that
-part of it which concerned herself, remained hidden behind her fan; but
-after Madame Grandoni had wandered away she lowered this emblazoned
-shield and rested her eyes for a while on Hyacinth. At last she said,
-“Don’t sit half a mile off. Come nearer to me. I want to say something
-to you that I can’t shout across the room.” Hyacinth instantly got up,
-but at the same moment she also rose; so that, approaching each other,
-they met half-way, before the great marble chimney-piece. She stood a
-little, opening and closing her fan; then she remarked, “You must be
-surprised at my not having yet spoken to you about our great interest.”
-
-“No, indeed, I am not surprised at anything.”
-
-“When you take that tone I feel as if we should never, after all,
-become friends,” said the Princess.
-
-“I hoped we were, already. Certainly, after the kindness you have shown
-me, there is no service of friendship that you might ask of me—”
-
-“That you wouldn’t gladly perform? I know what you are going to say,
-and have no doubt you speak truly. But what good would your service do
-me if, all the while, you think of me as a hollow-headed,
-hollow-hearted trifler, behaving in the worst possible taste and
-oppressing you with her attentions? Perhaps you can think of me as—what
-shall I call it?—as a kind of coquette.”
-
-Hyacinth demurred. “That would be very conceited.”
-
-“Surely, you have the right to be as conceited as you please, after the
-advances I have made you! Pray, who has a better one? But you persist
-in remaining humble, and that is very provoking.”
-
-“It is not I that am provoking; it is life, and society, and all the
-difficulties that surround us.”
-
-“I am precisely of that opinion—that they are exasperating; that when I
-appeal to you, frankly, candidly, disinterestedly—simply because I like
-you, for no other reason in the world—to help me to disregard and
-surmount these obstructions, to treat them with the contempt they
-deserve, you drop your eyes, you even blush a little, and make yourself
-small, and try to edge out of the situation by pleading general
-devotion and insignificance. Please remember this: you cease to be
-insignificant from the moment I have anything to do with you. My dear
-fellow,” the Princess went on, in her free, audacious, fraternising
-way, to which her beauty and simplicity gave nobleness, “there are
-people who would be very glad to enjoy, in your place, that form of
-obscurity.”
-
-“What do you wish me to do?” Hyacinth asked, as quietly as he could.
-
-If he had had an idea that this question, to which, as coming from his
-lips, and even as being uttered with perceptible impatience, a certain
-unexpectedness might attach, would cause her a momentary embarrassment,
-he was completely out in his calculation. She answered on the instant:
-“I want you to give me time! That’s all I ask of my friends, in
-general—all I ever asked of the best I have had. But none of them ever
-did it; none of them, that is, save the excellent creature who has just
-left us. She understood me long ago.”
-
-“That’s all I, on my side, ask of you,” said Hyacinth, smiling. “Give
-me time, give me time,” he murmured, looking up at her splendour.
-
-“Dear Mr Hyacinth, I have given you mouths!—months since our first
-meeting. And at present, haven’t I given you the whole day? It has been
-intentional, my not speaking to you of our plans. Yes, our plans; I
-know what I am saying. Don’t try to look stupid; you will never
-succeed. I wished to leave you free to amuse yourself.”
-
-“Oh, I have amused myself,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“You would have been very fastidious if you hadn’t! However, that is
-precisely, in the first place, what I wished you to come here for. To
-observe the impression made by such a place as this on such a nature as
-yours, introduced to it for the first time, has been, I assure you,
-quite worth my while. I have already given you a hint of how
-extraordinary I think it that you should be what you are without having
-seen—what shall I call them?—beautiful, delightful old things. I have
-been watching you; I am frank enough to tell you that. I want you to
-see more—more—more!” the Princess exclaimed, with a sudden flicker of
-passion. “And I want to talk with you about this matter, as well as
-others. That will be for to-morrow.”
-
-“To-morrow?”
-
-“I noticed Madame Grandoni took for granted just now that you are
-going. But that has nothing to do with the business. She has so little
-imagination!”
-
-Hyacinth shook his head, smiling. “I can’t stay!” He had an idea his
-mind was made up.
-
-She returned his smile, but there was something strangely touching—it
-was so sad, yet, as a rebuke, so gentle—in the tone in which she
-replied, “You oughtn’t to force me to beg. It isn’t nice.”
-
-He had reckoned without that tone; all his reasons suddenly seemed to
-fall from under him, to liquefy. He remained a moment, looking on the
-ground; then he said, “Princess, you have no idea—how should you
-have?—into the midst of what abject, pitiful preoccupations you thrust
-yourself. I have no money—I have no clothes.”
-
-“What do you want of money? This isn’t an hotel.”
-
-“Every day I stay here I lose a day’s wages; and I live on my wages
-from day to day.”
-
-“Let me, then, give you wages. You will work for me.”
-
-“What do you mean—work for you?”
-
-“You will bind all my books. I have ever so many foreign ones, in
-paper.”
-
-“You speak as if I had brought my tools!”
-
-“No, I don’t imagine that. I will give you the wages now, and you can
-do the work, at your leisure and convenience, afterwards. Then, if you
-want anything, you can go over to Bonchester and buy it. There are very
-good shops; I have used them.” Hyacinth thought of a great many things
-at this juncture; the Princess had that quickening effect upon him.
-Among others, he thought of these two: first, that it was indelicate
-(though such an opinion was not very strongly held either in
-Pentonville or in Soho) to accept money from a woman; and second, that
-it was still more indelicate to make such a woman as that go down on
-her knees to him. But it took more than a minute for one of these
-convictions to prevail over the other, and before that he had heard the
-Princess continue, in the tone of mild, disinterested argument: “If we
-believe in the coming democracy, if it seems to us right and just, and
-we hold that in sweeping over the world the great wave will wash away a
-myriad iniquities and cruelties, why not make some attempt, with our
-own poor means—for one must begin somewhere—to carry out the spirit of
-it in our lives and our manners? I want to do that. I try to do it—in
-my relations with you, for instance. But you hang back; you are not
-democratic!”
-
-The Princess accusing him of a patrician offishness was a very fine
-stroke; nevertheless it left him lucidity enough (though he still
-hesitated an instant, wondering whether the words would not offend her)
-to say, with a smile, “I have been strongly warned against you.”
-
-The offence seemed not to touch her. “I can easily understand that. Of
-course my proceedings—though, after all, I have done little enough as
-yet—must appear most unnatural. _Che vuole?_ as Madame Grandoni says.”
-
-A certain knot of light blue ribbon, which formed part of the trimming
-of her dress, hung down, at her side, in the folds of it. On these
-glossy loops Hyacinth’s eyes happened for a moment to have rested, and
-he now took one of them up and carried it to his lips. “I will do all
-the work for you that you will give me. If you give it on purpose, by
-way of munificence, that is your own affair. I myself will estimate the
-price. What decides me is that I shall do it so well; at least it shall
-be better than any one else can do—so that if you employ me there will
-have been that reason. I have brought you a book—so you can see. I did
-it for you last year, and went to South Street to give it to you, but
-you had already gone.”
-
-“Give it to me to-morrow.” These words appeared to express so
-exclusively the calmness of relief at finding that he could be
-reasonable, as well as that of a friendly desire to see the proof of
-his talent, that he was surprised when she said, in the next breath,
-irrelevantly, “Who was it warned you against me?”
-
-He feared she might suppose he meant Madame Grandoni, so he made the
-plainest answer, having no desire to betray the old lady, and
-reflecting that, as the likelihood was small that his friend in
-Camberwell would ever consent to meet the Princess (in spite of her
-plan of going there), no one would be hurt by it. “A friend of mine in
-London—Paul Muniment.”
-
-“Paul Muniment?”
-
-“I think I mentioned him to you the first time we met.”
-
-“The person who said something good? I forget what it was.”
-
-“It was sure to be something good if he said it; he is very wise.”
-
-“That makes his warning very flattering to me! What does he know about
-me?”
-
-“Oh, nothing, of course, except the little that I could tell him. He
-only spoke on general grounds.”
-
-“I like his name—Paul Muniment,” the Princess said. “If he resembles
-it, I think I should like him.”
-
-“You would like him much better than me.”
-
-“How do you know how much—or how little—I like you? I am determined to
-keep hold of you, simply for what you can show me.” She paused a
-moment, with her beautiful, intelligent eyes smiling into his own, and
-then she continued, “On general grounds, _bien entendu_, your friend
-was quite right to warn you. Now those general grounds are just what I
-have undertaken to make as small as possible. It is to reduce them to
-nothing that I talk to you, that I conduct myself with regard to you as
-I have done. What in the world is it I am trying to do but, by every
-device that my ingenuity suggests, fill up the inconvenient gulf that
-yawns between my position and yours? You know what I think of
-‘positions’; I told you in London. For Heaven’s sake, let me feel that
-I have—a little—succeeded!” Hyacinth satisfied her sufficiently to
-enable her, five minutes later, apparently to entertain no further
-doubt on the question of his staying over. On the contrary, she burst
-into a sudden ebullition of laughter, exchanging her bright, lucid
-insistence for one of her singular sallies. “You must absolutely go
-with me to call on the Marchants; it will be too delightful to see you
-there!”
-
-As he walked up and down the empty drawing-room it occurred to him to
-ask himself whether that was mainly what she was keeping him for—so
-that he might help her to play one of her tricks on the good people at
-Broome. He paced there, in the still candlelight, for a longer time
-than he measured; until the butler came and stood in the doorway,
-looking at him silently and fixedly, as if to let him know that he
-interfered with the custom of the house. He had told the Princess that
-what determined him was the thought of the manner in which he might
-exercise his craft in her service; but this was only half the influence
-that pressed him into forgetfulness of what he had most said to himself
-when, in Lomax Place, in an hour of unprecedented introspection, he
-wrote the letter by which he accepted the invitation to Medley. He
-would go there (so he said) because a man must be gallant, especially
-if he be a little bookbinder; but after he should be there he would
-insist at every step upon knowing what he was in for. The change that
-had taken place in him now, from one moment to another, was that he had
-simply ceased to care what he was in for. All warnings, reflections,
-considerations of verisimilitude, of the delicate, the natural and the
-possible, of the value of his independence, had become as nothing to
-him. The cup of an exquisite experience—a week in that enchanted
-palace, a week of such immunity from Lomax Place and old Crookenden as
-he had never dreamed of—was at his lips; it was purple with the wine of
-novelty, of civilisation, and he couldn’t push it aside without
-drinking. He might go home ashamed, but he would have for evermore in
-his mouth the taste of nectar. He went upstairs, under the eye of the
-butler, and on his way to his room, at the turning of a corridor, found
-himself face to face with Madame Grandoni. She had apparently just
-issued from her own apartment, the door of which stood open, near her;
-she might have been hovering there in expectation of his footstep. She
-had donned her dressing-gown, which appeared to give her every facility
-for respiration, but she had not yet parted with her wig. She still had
-her pink French book under her arm; and her fat little hands, tightly
-locked together in front of her, formed the clasp of her generous
-girdle.
-
-“Do tell me it is positive, Mr Robinson!” she said, stopping short.
-
-“What is positive, Madame Grandoni?”
-
-“That you take the train in the morning.”
-
-“I can’t tell you that, because it wouldn’t be true. On the contrary,
-it has been settled that I shall stay over. I am very sorry if it
-distresses you—but _che vuole?_” Hyacinth added, smiling.
-
-Madame Grandoni was a humorous woman, but she gave him no smile in
-return; she only looked at him a moment, and then, shrugging her
-shoulders silently but expressively, shuffled back to her room.
-
-
-
-
-XXIV
-
-
-“I can give you your friend’s name—in a single guess. He is Diedrich
-Hoffendahl!” They had been strolling more and more slowly, the next
-morning, and as she made this announcement the Princess stopped
-altogether, standing there under a great beech with her eyes upon
-Hyacinth’s and her hands full of primroses. He had breakfasted at noon,
-with his hostess and Madame Grandoni, but the old lady had fortunately
-not joined them when the Princess afterwards proposed that he should
-accompany her on her walk in the park. She told him that her venerable
-friend had let her know, while the day was still very young, that she
-thought it in the worst possible taste of the Princess not to have
-allowed Mr Robinson to depart; to which Christina had replied that
-concerning tastes there was no disputing and that they had disagreed on
-such matters before without any one being the worse. Hyacinth expressed
-the hope that they wouldn’t dispute about _him_—of all thankless
-subjects in the world; and the Princess assured him that she never
-disputed about anything. She held that there were other ways than that
-of arranging one’s relations with people; and Hyacinth guessed that she
-meant that when a difference became sharp she broke off altogether. On
-her side, then, there was as little possibility as on his that they
-should ever quarrel; their acquaintance would be a solid friendship or
-it would be nothing at all. The Princess gave it from hour to hour more
-of this quality, and it may be imagined how safe Hyacinth felt by the
-time he began to tell her that something had happened to him, in
-London, three months before, one night (or rather in the small hours of
-the morning), that had altered his life altogether—had, indeed, as he
-might say, changed the terms on which he held it. He was aware that he
-didn’t know exactly what he meant by this last phrase; but it expressed
-sufficiently well the new feeling that had come over him since that
-interminable, tantalising cab-drive in the rain.
-
-The Princess had led to this, almost as soon as they left the house;
-making up for her avoidance of such topics the day before by saying,
-suddenly, “Now tell me what is going on among your friends. I don’t
-mean your worldly acquaintances, but your colleagues, your brothers.
-_Où en êtes-vous_, at the present time? Is there anything new, is
-anything going to be done; I am afraid you are always simply dawdling
-and muddling.” Hyacinth felt as if, of late, he had by no means either
-dawdled or muddled; but before he had committed himself so far as to
-refute the imputation the Princess exclaimed, in another tone, “How
-annoying it is that I can’t ask you anything without giving you the
-right to say to yourself, ‘After all, what do I know? May she not be in
-the pay of the police?’”
-
-“Oh, that doesn’t occur to me,” said Hyacinth, with a smile.
-
-“It might, at all events; by which I mean it may, at any moment.
-Indeed, I think it ought.”
-
-“If you were in the pay of the police you wouldn’t trouble your head
-about me.”
-
-“I should make you think that, certainly! That would be my first care.
-However, if you have no tiresome suspicions so much the better,” said
-the Princess; and she pressed him again for some news from behind the
-scenes.
-
-In spite of his absence of doubt on the subject of her honesty—he felt
-that he should never again entertain any such trumpery idea as that she
-might be an agent on the wrong side—he did not open himself
-immediately; but at the end of half an hour he let her know that the
-most important event of his life had taken place, scarcely more than
-the other day, in the most unexpected manner. And to explain in what it
-had consisted, he said, “I pledged myself, by everything that is
-sacred.”
-
-“To what did you pledge yourself?”
-
-“I took a vow—a tremendous, terrible vow—in the presence of four
-witnesses,” Hyacinth went on.
-
-“And what was it about, your vow?”
-
-“I gave my life away,” said Hyacinth, smiling.
-
-She looked at him askance, as if to see how he would make such an
-announcement as that; but she wore no smile—her face was politely
-grave. They moved together a moment, exchanging a glance, in silence,
-and then she said, “Ah, well, then, I’m all the more glad you stayed!”
-
-“That was one of the reasons.”
-
-“I wish you had waited—till after you had been here,” the Princess
-remarked.
-
-“Why till after I had been here?”
-
-“Perhaps then you wouldn’t have given away your life. You might have
-seen reasons for keeping it.” And now, at last, she treated the matter
-gaily, as Hyacinth had done. He replied that he had not the least doubt
-that, on the whole, her influence was relaxing; but without heeding
-this remark she went on: “Be so good as to tell me what you are talking
-about.”
-
-“I’m not afraid of you, but I’ll give you no names,” said Hyacinth; and
-he related what had happened in the back-room in Bloomsbury, in the
-course of that evening of which I have given some account. The Princess
-listened, intently, while they strolled under the budding trees with a
-more interrupted step. Never had the old oaks and beeches, renewing
-themselves in the sunshine as they did to-day, or naked in some gray
-November, witnessed such an extraordinary series of confidences, since
-the first pair that sought isolation wandered over the grassy slopes
-and ferny dells beneath them. Among other things Hyacinth mentioned to
-his companion that he didn’t go to the ‘Sun and Moon’ any more; he now
-perceived, what he ought to have perceived long before, that this
-particular temple of their faith, and everything that pretended to get
-hatched there, was a hopeless sham. He had been a rare muff, from the
-first, to take it seriously. He had done so mainly because a friend of
-his, in whom he had confidence, appeared to set him the example; but
-now it turned out that this friend (it was Paul Muniment again, by the
-way) had always thought the men who went there a pack of duffers and
-was only trying them because he tried everything. There was nobody you
-could begin to call a first-rate man there, putting aside another
-friend of his, a Frenchman named Poupin—and Poupin was magnificent, but
-he wasn’t first-rate. Hyacinth had a standard, now that he had seen a
-man who was the very incarnation of his programme. You felt that _he_
-was a big chap the very moment you came into his presence.
-
-“Into whose presence, Mr Robinson?” the Princess inquired.
-
-“I don’t know that I ought to tell you, much as I believe in you! I am
-speaking of the very remarkable individual with whom I entered into
-that engagement.”
-
-“To give away your life?”
-
-“To do something which in a certain contingency he will require of me.
-He will require my poor little carcass.”
-
-“Those plans have a way of failing—unfortunately,” the Princess
-murmured, adding the last word more quickly.
-
-“Is that a consolation, or a lament?” Hyacinth asked. “This one shall
-not fail, so far as it depends on me. They wanted an obliging young
-man—the place was vacant—I stepped in.”
-
-“I have no doubt you are right. We must pay for what we do.” The
-Princess made that remark calmly and coldly; then she said, “I think I
-know the person in whose power you have placed yourself.”
-
-“Possibly, but I doubt it.”
-
-“You can’t believe I have already gone so far? Why not? I have given
-you a certain amount of proof that I don’t hang back.”
-
-“Well, if you know my friend, you have gone very far indeed.”
-
-The Princess appeared to be on the point of pronouncing a name; but she
-checked herself, and asked suddenly, smiling, “Don’t they also want, by
-chance, an obliging young woman?”
-
-“I happen to know he doesn’t think much of women, my first-rate man. He
-doesn’t trust them.”
-
-“Is that why you call him first-rate? You have very nearly betrayed him
-to me.”
-
-“Do you imagine there is only one of that opinion?” Hyacinth inquired.
-
-“Only one who, having it, still remains a superior man. That’s a very
-difficult opinion to reconcile with others that it is important to
-have.”
-
-“Schopenhauer did so, successfully,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“How delightful that you should know Schopenhauer!” the Princess
-exclaimed. “The gentleman I have in my eye is also German.” Hyacinth
-let this pass, not challenging her, because he wished not to be
-challenged in return, and the Princess went on: “Of course such an
-engagement as you speak of must make a tremendous difference, in
-everything.”
-
-“It has made this difference, that I have now a far other sense from
-any I had before of the reality, the solidity, of what is being
-prepared. I was hanging about outside, on the steps of the temple,
-among the loafers and the gossips, but now I have been in the innermost
-sanctuary—I have seen the holy of holies.”
-
-“And it’s very dazzling?”
-
-“Ah, Princess!” sighed the young man.
-
-“Then it _is_ real, it _is_ solid?” she pursued. “That’s exactly what I
-have been trying to make up my mind about, for so long.”
-
-“It is more strange than I can say. Nothing of it appears above the
-surface; but there is an immense underworld, peopled with a thousand
-forms of revolutionary passion and devotion. The manner in which it is
-organised is what astonished me; I knew that, or thought I knew it, in
-a general way, but the reality was a revelation. And on top of it all,
-society lives! People go and come, and buy and sell, and drink and
-dance, and make money and make love, and seem to know nothing and
-suspect nothing and think of nothing; and iniquities flourish, and the
-misery of half the world is prated about as a ‘necessary evil’, and
-generations rot away and starve, in the midst of it, and day follows
-day, and everything is for the best in the best of possible worlds. All
-that is one-half of it; the other half is that everything is doomed! In
-silence, in darkness, but under the feet of each one of us, the
-revolution lives and works. It is a wonderful, immeasurable trap, on
-the lid of which society performs its antics. When once the machinery
-is complete, there will be a great rehearsal. That rehearsal is what
-they want me for. The invisible, impalpable wires are everywhere,
-passing through everything, attaching themselves to objects in which
-one would never think of looking for them. What could be more strange
-and incredible, for instance, than that they should exist just here?”
-
-“You make me believe it,” said the Princess, thoughtfully.
-
-“It matters little whether one believes it or not!”
-
-“You have had a vision,” the Princess continued.
-
-“_Parbleu_, I have had a vision! So would you, if you had been there.”
-
-“I wish I had!” she declared, in a tone charged with such ambiguous
-implications that Hyacinth, catching them a moment after she had
-spoken, rejoined, with a quick, incongruous laugh—
-
-“No, you would have spoiled everything. He made me see, he made me
-feel, he made me do, everything he wanted.”
-
-“And why should he have wanted you, in particular?”
-
-“Simply because I struck him as the right person. That’s his affair: I
-can’t tell you. When he meets the right person he chalks him. I sat on
-the bed. (There were only two chairs in the dirty little room, and by
-way of a curtain his overcoat was hung up before the window.) He didn’t
-sit, himself; he leaned against the wall, straight in front of me, with
-his hands behind him. He told me certain things, and his manner was
-extraordinarily quiet. So was mine, I think I may say; and indeed it
-was only poor Poupin who made a row. It was for my sake, somehow: he
-didn’t think we were all conscious enough; he wanted to call attention
-to my sublimity. There was no sublimity about it—I simply couldn’t help
-myself. He and the other German had the two chairs, and Muniment sat on
-a queer old battered, hair-covered trunk, a most foreign-looking
-article.” Hyacinth had taken no notice of the little ejaculation with
-which his companion greeted, in this last sentence, the word ‘other’.
-
-“And what did Mr Muniment say?” she presently inquired.
-
-“Oh, he said it was all right. Of course he thought that, from the
-moment he determined to bring me. He knew what the other fellow was
-looking for.”
-
-“I see.” Then the Princess remarked, “We have a curious way of being
-fond of you.”
-
-“Whom do you mean by ‘we’?”
-
-“Your friends. Mr Muniment and I, for instance.”
-
-“I like it as well as any other. But you don’t feel alike. I have an
-idea you are sorry.”
-
-“Sorry for what?”
-
-“That I have put my head in a noose.”
-
-“Ah, you’re severe—I thought I concealed it so well!” the Princess
-exclaimed. He admitted that he had been severe, and begged her pardon,
-for he was by no means sure that there was not a hint of tears in her
-voice. She looked away from him for a minute, and it was after this
-that, stopping short, she remarked, as I have related, “He is Diedrich
-Hoffendahl.”
-
-Hyacinth stared for a moment, with parted lips. “Well, you _are_ in it,
-more than I supposed!”
-
-“You know he doesn’t trust women,” his companion smiled.
-
-“Why in the world should you have cared for any light _I_ can throw, if
-you have ever been in relation with him?”
-
-She hesitated a little. “Oh, you are very different. I like you
-better,” she added.
-
-“Ah, if it’s for that!” murmured Hyacinth.
-
-The Princess coloured, as he had seen her colour before, and in this
-accident, on her part, there was an unexpectedness, something touching.
-“Don’t try to fix my inconsistencies on me,” she said, with an humility
-which matched her blush. “Of course there are plenty of them, but it
-will always be kinder of you to let them pass. Besides, in this case
-they are not so serious as they seem. As a product of the ‘people’, and
-of that strange, fermenting underworld (what you say of it is so
-true!), you interest me more, and have more to say to me, even than
-Hoffendahl—wonderful creature as he assuredly is.”
-
-“Would you object to telling me how and where you came to know him?”
-
-“Through a couple of friends of mine in Vienna, two of the affiliated,
-both passionate revolutionists and clever men. They are Neapolitans,
-originally _poveretti_, like yourself, who emigrated, years ago, to
-seek their fortune. One of them is a teacher of singing, the wisest,
-most accomplished person in his line I have ever known. The other, if
-you please, is a confectioner! He makes the most delicious _pâtisserie
-fine_. It would take long to tell you how I made _their_ acquaintance,
-and how they put me into relation with the Maestro, as they called him,
-of whom they spoke with bated breath. It is not from yesterday—though
-you don’t seem able to believe it—that I have had a care for all this
-business. I wrote to Hoffendahl, and had several letters from him; the
-singing-master and the pastry-cook went bail for my sincerity. The next
-year I had an interview with him at Wiesbaden; but I can’t tell you the
-circumstances of our meeting, in that place, without implicating
-another person, to whom, at present at least, I have no right to give
-you a clue. Of course Hoffendahl made an immense impression on me; he
-seemed to me the Master indeed, the very genius of a new social order,
-and I fully understand the manner in which you were affected by him.
-When he was in London, three months ago, I knew it, and I knew where to
-write to him. I did so, and asked him if he wouldn’t see me somewhere.
-I said I would meet him in any hole he should designate. He answered by
-a charming letter, which I will show you—there is nothing in the least
-compromising in it—but he declined my offer, pleading his short stay
-and a press of engagements. He will write to me, but he won’t trust me.
-However, he shall some day!”
-
-Hyacinth was thrown quite off his balance by this representation of the
-ground the Princess had already traversed, and the explanation was
-still but half restorative when, on his asking her why she hadn’t
-exhibited her titles before, she replied, “Well, I thought my being
-quiet was the better way to draw you out.” There was but little
-difficulty in drawing him out now, and before their walk was over he
-had told her more definitely what Hoffendahl demanded. This was simply
-that he should hold himself ready, for the next five years, to do, at a
-given moment, an act which would in all probability cost him his life.
-The act was as yet indefinite, but one might get an idea of it from the
-penalty involved, which would certainly be capital. The only thing
-settled was that it was to be done instantly and absolutely, without a
-question, a hesitation or a scruple, in the manner that should be
-prescribed, at the moment, from headquarters. Very likely it would be
-to kill some one—some humbug in a high place; but whether the
-individual should deserve it or should not deserve it was not
-Hyacinth’s affair. If he recognised generally Hoffendahl’s wisdom—and
-the other night it had seemed to shine like a northern aurora—it was
-not in order that he might challenge it in the particular case. He had
-taken a vow of blind obedience, as the Jesuit fathers did to the head
-of their order. It was because they had carried out their vows (having,
-in the first place, great administrators) that their organisation had
-been mighty, and that sort of mightiness was what people who felt as
-Hyacinth and the Princess felt should go in for. It was not certain
-that he should be collared, any more than it was certain that he should
-bring down his man; but it was much to be looked for, and it was what
-he counted on and indeed preferred. He should probably take little
-trouble to escape, and he should never enjoy the idea of hiding (after
-the fact) or running away. If it were a question of putting a bullet
-into some one, he himself should naturally deserve what would come to
-him. If one did that sort of thing there was an indelicacy in not being
-ready to pay for it; and he, at least, was perfectly willing. He
-shouldn’t judge; he should simply execute. He didn’t pretend to say
-what good his little job might do, or what _portée_ it might have; he
-hadn’t the data for appreciating it, and simply took upon himself to
-believe that at headquarters they knew what they were about. The thing
-was to be a feature in a very large plan, of which he couldn’t measure
-the scope—something that was to be done simultaneously in a dozen
-different countries. The effect was to be very much in this immense
-coincidence. It was to be hoped it wouldn’t be spoiled. At any rate,
-_he_ wouldn’t hang fire, whatever the other fellows might do. He didn’t
-say it because Hoffendahl had done him the honour of giving him the
-business to do, but he believed the Master knew how to pick out his
-men. To be sure, Hoffendahl had known nothing about him in advance; he
-had only been suggested by those who were looking out, from one day to
-the other. The fact remained however that when Hyacinth stood before
-him he recognised him as the sort of little chap that he had in his eye
-(one who could pass through a small orifice). Humanity, in his scheme,
-was classified and subdivided with a truly German thoroughness, and
-altogether of course from the point of view of the revolution, as it
-might forward or obstruct it. Hyacinth’s little job was a very small
-part of what Hoffendahl had come to England for; he had in his hand
-innumerable other threads. Hyacinth knew nothing of these, and didn’t
-much want to know, except that it was marvellous, the way Hoffendahl
-kept them apart. He had exactly the same mastery of them that a great
-musician—that the Princess herself—had of the keyboard of the piano; he
-treated all things, persons, institutions, ideas, as so many notes in
-his great symphonic revolt. The day would come when Hyacinth, far down
-in the treble, would feel himself touched by the little finger of the
-composer, would become audible (with a small, sharp crack) for a
-second.
-
-It was impossible that our young man should not feel, at the end of ten
-minutes, that he had charmed the Princess into the deepest, most
-genuine attention; she was listening to him as she had never listened
-before. He enjoyed having that effect upon her, and his sense of the
-tenuity of the thread by which his future hung, renewed by his hearing
-himself talk about it, made him reflect that at present anything in the
-line of enjoyment was so much gained. The reader may judge whether he
-had passed through a phase of excitement after finding himself on his
-new footing of utility in the world; but that had finally spent itself,
-through a hundred forms of restlessness, of vain conjecture—through an
-exaltation which alternated with despair and which, equally with the
-despair, he concealed more successfully than he supposed. He would have
-detested the idea that his companion might have heard his voice tremble
-while he told his story; but though to-day he had really grown used to
-his danger and resigned, as it were, to his consecration, and though it
-could not fail to be agreeable to him to perceive that he was
-thrilling, he could still not guess how very remarkable, in such a
-connection, the Princess thought his composure, his lucidity and
-good-humour. It is true she tried to hide her wonder, for she owed it
-to her self-respect to let it still appear that even she was prepared
-for a personal sacrifice as complete. She had the air—or she
-endeavoured to have it—of accepting for him everything that he accepted
-for himself; nevertheless, there was something rather forced in the
-smile (lovely as it was) with which she covered him, while she said,
-after a little, “It’s very serious—it’s very serious indeed, isn’t it?”
-He replied that the serious part was to come—there was no particular
-grimness for him (comparatively) in strolling in that sweet park and
-gossiping with her about the matter; and it occurred to her presently
-to suggest to him that perhaps Hoffendahl would never give him any sign
-at all, and he would wait all the while, _sur les dents_, in a false
-suspense. He admitted that this would be a sell, but declared that
-either way he would be sold, though differently; and that at any rate
-he would have conformed to the great religious rule—to live each hour
-as if it were to be one’s last.
-
-“In holiness, you mean—in great _recueillement?_” the Princess asked.
-
-“Oh dear, no; simply in extreme thankfulness for every minute that’s
-added.”
-
-“Ah, well, there will probably be a great many,” she rejoined.
-
-“The more the better—if they are like this.”
-
-“That won’t be the case with many of them, in Lomax Place.”
-
-“I assure you that since that night Lomax Place has improved.” Hyacinth
-stood there, smiling, with his hands in his pockets and his hat pushed
-back a little.
-
-The Princess appeared to consider this fact with an extreme
-intellectual curiosity. “If, after all, then, you are not called, you
-will have been positively happy.”
-
-“I shall have had some fine moments. Perhaps Hoffendahl’s plot is
-simply for that; Muniment may have put him up to it!”
-
-“Who knows? However, with me you must go on as if nothing were
-changed.”
-
-“Changed from what?”
-
-“From the time of our first meeting at the theatre.”
-
-“I’ll go on in any way you like,” said Hyacinth; “only the real
-difference will be there.”
-
-“The real difference?”
-
-“That I shall have ceased to care for what you care about.”
-
-“I don’t understand,” said the Princess.
-
-“Isn’t it enough, now, to give my life to the beastly cause,” the young
-man broke out, “without giving my sympathy?”
-
-“The beastly cause?” the Princess murmured, opening her deep eyes.
-
-“Of course it is really just as holy as ever; only the people I find
-myself pitying now are the rich, the happy.”
-
-“I see. You are very curious. Perhaps you pity my husband,” the
-Princess added in a moment.
-
-“Do you call him one of the happy?” Hyacinth inquired, as they walked
-on again.
-
-In answer to this she only repeated, “You are very curious!”
-
-I have related the whole of this conversation, because it supplies a
-highly important chapter of Hyacinth’s history, but it will not be
-possible to trace all the stages through which the friendship of the
-Princess Casamassima with the young man she had constituted her
-bookbinder was confirmed. By the end of a week the standard of fitness
-she had set up in the place of exploded proprieties appeared the model
-of justice and convenience; and during this period many other things
-happened. One of them was that Hyacinth drove over to Broome with his
-hostess, and called on Lady Marchant and her daughters; an episode from
-which the Princess appeared to derive an exquisite gratification. When
-they came away he asked her why she hadn’t told the ladies who he was.
-Otherwise, where was the point? And she replied, “Simply because they
-wouldn’t have believed me. That’s your fault!” This was the same note
-she had struck when, the third day of his stay (the weather had changed
-for the worse, and a rainy afternoon kept them in-doors), she remarked
-to him, irrelevantly and abruptly, “It _is_ most extraordinary, your
-knowing about Schopenhauer!” He answered that she really seemed quite
-unable to accustom herself to his little talents; and this led to a
-long talk, longer than the one I have already narrated, in which he
-took her still further into his confidence. Never had the pleasure of
-conversation (the greatest he knew) been so largely opened to him. The
-Princess admitted, frankly, that he would, to her sense, take a great
-deal of accounting for; she observed that he was, no doubt, pretty well
-used to himself, but he must give other people time. “I have watched
-you, constantly, since you have been here, in every detail of your
-behaviour, and I am more and more _intriguée_. You haven’t a vulgar
-intonation, you haven’t a common gesture, you never make a mistake, you
-do and say everything exactly in the right way. You come out of the
-hole you have described to me, and yet you might have stayed in
-country-houses all your life. You are much better than if you had!
-_Jugez donc_, from the way I talk to you! I have to make no allowances.
-I have seen Italians with that sort of natural tact and taste, but I
-didn’t know one ever found it in any Anglo-Saxon in whom it hadn’t been
-cultivated at a vast expense; unless, indeed, in certain little
-American women.”
-
-“Do you mean I’m a gentleman?” asked Hyacinth, in a peculiar tone,
-looking out into the wet garden.
-
-She hesitated, and then she said, “It’s I who make the mistakes!” Five
-minutes later she broke into an exclamation which touched him almost
-more than anything she had ever done, giving him the highest opinion of
-her delicacy and sympathy and putting him before himself as vividly as
-if the words were a little portrait: “Fancy the strange, the bitter
-fate: to be constituted as you are constituted, to feel the capacity
-that you must feel, and yet to look at the good things of life only
-through the glass of the pastry-cook’s window!”
-
-“Every class has its pleasures,” Hyacinth rejoined, with perverse
-sententiousness, in spite of his emotion; but the remark didn’t darken
-their mutual intelligence, and before they separated that evening he
-told her the things that had never yet passed his lips—the things to
-which he had awaked when he made Pinnie explain to him the visit to the
-prison. He told her, in a word, what he was.
-
-
-
-
-XXV
-
-
-Hyacinth took several long walks by himself, beyond the gates of the
-park and through the neighbouring country—walks during which, committed
-as he was to reflection on the general ‘rumness’ of his destiny, he had
-still a delighted attention to spare for the green dimness of leafy
-lanes; the attraction of meadow-paths that led from stile to stile and
-seemed a clue to some pastoral happiness, some secret of the fields;
-the hedges thick with flowers, bewilderingly common, for which he knew
-no names; the picture-making quality of thatched cottages, the mystery
-and sweetness of blue distances, the bloom of rural complexions, the
-quaintness of little girls bobbing curtsies by waysides (a sort of
-homage he had never prefigured); the soft sense of the turf under feet
-that had never ached but from paving-stones. One morning, as he had his
-face turned homeward, after a long stroll, he heard behind him the
-sound of a horse’s hoofs, and, looking back, perceived a gentleman, who
-would presently pass him, advancing up the road which led to the
-lodge-gates of Medley. He went his way, and, as the horse overtook him,
-noticed that the rider slackened pace. Then he turned again, and
-recognised in this personage his brilliant occasional friend Captain
-Sholto. The Captain pulled up alongside of him, saluting him with a
-smile and a movement of the whip-handle. Hyacinth stared with surprise,
-not having heard from the Princess that she was expecting him. He
-gathered, however, in a moment, that she was not; and meanwhile he
-received an impression, on Sholto’s part, of riding-gear that was
-‘knowing’—of gaiters and spurs and a curious waistcoat; perceiving that
-this was a phase of the Captain’s varied nature which he had not yet
-had an opportunity to observe. He struck him as very high in the air,
-perched on his big, lean chestnut, and Hyacinth noticed that if the
-horse was heated the rider was cool.
-
-“Good-morning, my dear fellow. I thought I should find you here!” the
-Captain exclaimed. “It’s a good job I’ve met you this way, without
-having to go to the house.”
-
-“Who gave you reason to think I was here?” Hyacinth asked; partly
-occupied with the appositeness of this inquiry and partly thinking, as
-his eyes wandered over his handsome friend, bestriding so handsome a
-beast, what a jolly thing it would be to know how to ride. He had
-already, during the few days he had been at Medley, had time to observe
-that the knowledge of luxury and the extension of one’s sensations
-beget a taste for still newer pleasures.
-
-“Why, I knew the Princess was capable of asking you,” Sholto said; “and
-I learned at the ‘Sun and Moon’ that you had not been there for a long
-time. I knew furthermore that as a general thing you go there a good
-deal, don’t you? So I put this and that together, and judged you were
-out of town.”
-
-This was very luminous and straightforward, and might have satisfied
-Hyacinth, were it not for that irritating reference to the Princess’s
-being ‘capable of asking him’. He knew as well as the Captain that it
-had been tremendously eccentric in her to do so, but somehow a
-transformation had lately taken place in him which made it disagreeable
-for him to receive that view from another, and particularly from a
-gentleman of whom, on a certain occasion, several months before, he had
-had strong grounds for thinking unfavourably. He had not seen Sholto
-since the evening when a queer combination of circumstances caused him,
-more queerly still, to sit and listen to comic songs in the company of
-Millicent Henning and this admirer. The Captain did not conceal his
-admiration; Hyacinth had his own ideas about his taking that line in
-order to look more innocent. That evening, when he accompanied
-Millicent to her lodgings (they parted with Sholto on coming out of the
-Pavilion), the situation was tense between the young lady and her
-childhood’s friend. She let him have it, as she said; she gave him a
-dressing which she evidently intended should be memorable, for having
-suspected her, for having insulted her before a military gentleman. The
-tone she took, and the magnificent audacity with which she took it,
-reduced him to a kind of gratified helplessness; he watched her at last
-with something of the excitement with which he would have watched a
-clever but uncultivated actress, while she worked herself into a
-passion which he believed to be fictitious. He gave more credence to
-his jealousy and to the whole air of the case than to her vehement
-repudiations, enlivened though these were by tremendous head-tossings
-and skirt-shakings. But he felt baffled and outfaced, and took refuge
-in sarcasms which after all proved as little as her high gibes; seeking
-a final solution in one of those beastly little French shrugs, as
-Millicent called them, with which she had already reproached him with
-interlarding his conversation.
-
-The air was never cleared, though the subject of their dispute was
-afterwards dropped, Hyacinth promising himself to watch his playmate as
-he had never done before. She let him know, as may well be supposed,
-that she had her eye on _him_, and it must be confessed that as regards
-the exercise of a right of supervision he had felt himself at a
-disadvantage ever since the night at the theatre. It mattered little
-that she had pushed him into the Princess’s box (for she herself had
-not been jealous beforehand; she had wanted too much to know what such
-a person could be ‘up to’, desiring, perhaps, to borrow a hint), and it
-mattered little, also, that his relations with the great lady were all
-for the sake of suffering humanity; the atmosphere, none the less, was
-full of thunder for many weeks, and it scarcely signified from which
-quarter the flash and the explosion proceeded. Hyacinth was a good deal
-surprised to find that he should care whether Millicent deceived him or
-not, and even tried to persuade himself that he didn’t; but there was a
-grain of conviction in his heart that some kind of personal affinity
-existed between them and that it would torment him more never to see
-her at all than to see her go into tantrums in order to cover her
-tracks. An inner sense told him that her mingled beauty and grossness,
-her vulgar vitality, the spirit of contradiction yet at the same time
-of attachment that was in her, had ended by making her indispensable to
-him. She bored him as much as she irritated him; but if she was full of
-execrable taste she was also full of life, and her rustlings and
-chatterings, her wonderful stories, her bad grammar and good health,
-her insatiable thirst, her shrewd perceptions and grotesque opinions,
-her mistakes and her felicities, were now all part of the familiar
-human sound of his little world. He could say to himself that she came
-after him much more than he went after her, and this helped him, a
-little, to believe, though the logic was but lame, that she was not
-making a fool of him. If she were really taking up with a swell he
-didn’t see why she wished to retain a bookbinder. Of late, it must be
-added, he had ceased to devote much consideration to Millicent’s
-ambiguities; for although he was lingering on at Medley for the sake of
-suffering humanity he was quite aware that to say so (if she should ask
-him for a reason) would have almost as absurd a sound as some of the
-girl’s own speeches. As regards Sholto, he was in the awkward position
-of having let him off, as it were, by accepting his hospitality, his
-bounty; so that he couldn’t quarrel with him except on a fresh pretext.
-This pretext the Captain had apparently been careful not to give, and
-Millicent had told him, after the triple encounter in the street, that
-he had driven him out of England, the poor gentleman whom he insulted
-by his low insinuations even more (why ‘even more’ Hyacinth hardly
-could think) than he outraged herself. When he asked her what she knew
-about the Captain’s movements she made no scruple to announce to him
-that the latter had come to her great shop to make a little purchase
-(it was a pair of silk braces, if she remembered rightly, and she
-admitted, perfectly, the transparency of the pretext), and had asked
-her with much concern whether his gifted young friend (that’s what he
-called him—Hyacinth could see he meant well) was still in a huff.
-Millicent had answered that she was afraid he was—the more shame to
-him; and then the Captain had said that it didn’t matter, for he
-himself was on the point of leaving England for several weeks
-(Hyacinth—he called him Hyacinth this time—couldn’t have ideas about a
-man in a foreign country, could he?), and he hoped that by the time he
-returned the little cloud would have blown over. Sholto had added that
-she had better tell him frankly—recommending her at the same time to be
-gentle with their morbid friend—about his visit to the shop. Their
-candour, their humane precautions, were all very well; but after this,
-two or three evenings, Hyacinth passed and repassed the Captain’s
-chambers in Queen Anne Street, to see if, at the window, there were
-signs of his being in London. Darkness, however, prevailed, and he was
-forced to comfort himself a little when, at last making up his mind to
-ring at the door and inquire, by way of a test, for the occupant, he
-was informed, by the superior valet whose acquaintance he had already
-made, and whose air of wearing a jacket left behind by his master
-confirmed the statement, that the gentleman in question was at Monte
-Carlo.
-
-“Have you still got your back up a little?” the Captain demanded,
-without rancour; and in a moment he had swung a long leg over the
-saddle and dismounted, walking beside his young friend and leading his
-horse by the bridle. Hyacinth pretended not to know what he meant, for
-it came over him that after all, even if he had not condoned, at the
-time, the Captain’s suspected treachery, he was in no position, sitting
-at the feet of the Princess, to sound the note of jealousy in relation
-to another woman. He reflected that the Princess had originally been,
-in a manner, Sholto’s property, and if he did _en fin de compte_ wish
-to quarrel with him about Millicent he would have to cease to appear to
-poach on the Captain’s preserves. It now occurred to him, for the first
-time, that the latter had intended a kind of exchange; though it must
-be added that the Princess, who on a couple of occasions had alluded
-slightingly to her military friend, had given him no sign of
-recognising this gentleman’s claim. Sholto let him know, at present,
-that he was staying at Bonchester, seven miles off; he had come down
-from London and put up at the inn. That morning he had ridden over on a
-hired horse (Hyacinth had supposed this steed was a very fine animal,
-but Sholto spoke of it as an infernal screw); he had been taken by the
-sudden fancy of seeing how his young friend was coming on.
-
-“I’m coming on very well, thank you,” said Hyacinth, with some
-shortness, not knowing exactly what business it was of the Captain’s.
-
-“Of course you understand my interest in you, don’t you? I’m
-responsible for you—I put you forward.”
-
-“There are a great many things in the world that I don’t understand,
-but I think the thing I understand least is your interest in me. Why
-the devil—” And Hyacinth paused, breathless with the force of his
-inquiry. Then he went on, “If I were you, I shouldn’t care a filbert
-for the sort of person that I happen to be.”
-
-“That proves how different my nature is from yours! But I don’t believe
-it, my boy; you are too generous for that.” Sholto’s imperturbability
-always appeared to grow with the irritation it produced, and it was
-proof even against the just resentment excited by his want of tact.
-That want of tact was sufficiently marked when he went on to say, “I
-wanted to see you here, with my own eyes. I wanted to see how it
-looked; it _is_ a rum sight! Of course you know what I mean, though you
-are always trying to make a fellow explain. I don’t explain well, in
-any sense, and that’s why I go in only for clever people, who can do
-without it. It’s very grand, her having brought you down.”
-
-“Grand, no doubt, but hardly surprising, considering that, as you say,
-I was put forward by you.”
-
-“Oh, that’s a great thing for me, but it doesn’t make any difference to
-her!” Sholto exclaimed. “She may care for certain things for
-themselves, but it will never signify a jot to her what I may have
-thought about them. One good turn deserves another. I wish you would
-put _me_ forward!”
-
-“I don’t understand you, and I don’t think I want to,” said Hyacinth,
-as his companion strolled beside him.
-
-The latter put a hand on his arm, stopping him, and they stood face to
-face a moment. “I say, my dear Robinson, you’re not spoiled already, at
-the end of a week—how long is it? It isn’t possible you’re jealous!”
-
-“Jealous of whom?” asked Hyacinth, whose failure to comprehend was
-perfectly genuine.
-
-Sholto looked at him a moment; then, with a laugh, “I don’t mean Miss
-Henning.” Hyacinth turned away, and the Captain resumed his walk, now
-taking the young man’s arm and passing his own through the bridle of
-the horse. “The courage of it, the insolence, the _crânerie!_ There
-isn’t another woman in Europe who could carry it off.”
-
-Hyacinth was silent a little; after which he remarked, “This is
-nothing, here. You should have seen me the other day over at Broome, at
-Lady Marchant’s.”
-
-“Gad, did she take you there? I’d have given ten pounds to see it.
-There’s no one like her!” cried the Captain, gaily, enthusiastically.
-
-“There’s no one like me, I think—for going.”
-
-“Why, didn’t you enjoy it?”
-
-“Too much—too much. Such excesses are dangerous.”
-
-“Oh, I’ll back you,” said the Captain; then, checking their pace, he
-inquired, “Is there any chance of our meeting her? I won’t go into the
-park.”
-
-“You won’t go to the house?” Hyacinth demanded, staring.
-
-“Oh dear, no, not while you’re there.”
-
-“Well, I shall ask the Princess about you, and have done with it, once
-for all.”
-
-“Lucky little beggar, with your fireside talks!” the Captain exclaimed.
-“Where does she sit now, in the evening? She won’t tell you anything
-except that I’m a nuisance; but even if she were willing to take the
-trouble to throw some light upon me it wouldn’t be of much use, because
-she doesn’t understand me herself.”
-
-“You are the only thing in the world then of which that can be said,”
-Hyacinth returned.
-
-“I dare say I am, and I am rather proud of it. So far as the head is
-concerned, the Princess is all there. I told you, when I presented you,
-that she was the cleverest woman in Europe, and that is still my
-opinion. But there are some mysteries you can’t see into unless you
-happen to have a little heart. The Princess hasn’t, though doubtless
-just now you think that’s her strong point. One of these days you’ll
-see. I don’t care a straw, myself, whether she has or not. She has hurt
-me already so much she can’t hurt me any more, and my interest in her
-is quite independent of that. To watch her, to adore her, to see her
-lead her life and act out her extraordinary nature, all the while she
-treats me like a brute, is the only thing I care for to-day. It doesn’t
-do me a scrap of good, but, all the same, it’s my principal occupation.
-You may believe me or not—it doesn’t in the least matter; but I’m the
-most disinterested human being alive. She’ll tell you I’m a tremendous
-ass, and so one is. But that isn’t all.”
-
-It was Hyacinth who stopped this time, arrested by something new and
-natural in the tone of his companion, a simplicity of emotion which he
-had not hitherto associated with him. He stood there a moment looking
-up at him, and thinking again what improbable confidences it decidedly
-appeared to be his lot to receive from gentlefolks. To what quality in
-himself were they a tribute? The honour was one he could easily
-dispense with; though as he scrutinised Sholto he found something in
-his curious light eyes—an expression of cheerfulness not disconnected
-from veracity—which put him into a less fantastic relation with this
-jaunty, factitious personage. “Please go on,” he said, in a moment.
-
-“Well, what I mentioned just now is my real and only motive, in
-anything. The rest is mere gammon and rubbish, to cover it up—or to
-give myself the change, as the French say.”
-
-“What do you mean by the rest?” asked Hyacinth, thinking of Millicent
-Henning.
-
-“Oh, all the straw one chews, to cheat one’s appetite; all the rot one
-dabbles in, because it may lead to something which it never does lead
-to; all the beastly buncombe (you know) that you and I have heard
-together in Bloomsbury and that I myself have poured out, damme, with
-an eloquence worthy of a better cause. Don’t you remember what I have
-said to you—all as my own opinion—about the impending change of the
-relations of class with class? Impending fiddlesticks! I believe those
-that are on top the heap are better than those that are under it, that
-they mean to stay there, and that if they are not a pack of poltroons
-they will.”
-
-“You don’t care for the social question, then?” Hyacinth inquired, with
-an aspect of which he was conscious of the blankness.
-
-“I only took it up because she did. It hasn’t helped me,” Sholto
-remarked, smiling. “My dear Robinson,” he went on, “there is only one
-thing I care for in life: to have a look at that woman when I can, and
-when I can’t, to approach her in the sort of way I’m doing now.”
-
-“It’s a very curious sort of way.”
-
-“Indeed it is; but if it is good enough for me it ought to be good
-enough for you. What I want you to do is this—to induce her to ask me
-over to dine.”
-
-“To induce her—?” Hyacinth murmured.
-
-“Tell her I’m staying at Bonchester and it would be an act of common
-humanity.”
-
-They proceeded till they reached the gates, and in a moment Hyacinth
-said, “You took up the social question, then, because she did; but do
-you happen to know why she took it up?”
-
-“Ah, my dear fellow, you must find that out for yourself. I found you
-the place, but I can’t do your work for you!”
-
-“I see—I see. But perhaps you’ll tell me this: if you had free access
-to the Princess a year ago, taking her to the theatre and that sort of
-thing, why shouldn’t you have it now?”
-
-This time Sholto’s white pupils looked strange again. “_You_ have it
-now, my dear fellow, but I’m afraid it doesn’t follow that you’ll have
-it a year hence. She was tired of me then, and of course she’s still
-more tired of me now, for the simple reason that I’m more tiresome. She
-has sent me to Coventry, and I want to come out for a few hours. See
-how conscientious I am—I won’t pass the gates.”
-
-“I’ll tell her I met you,” said Hyacinth. Then, irrelevantly, he added,
-“Is that what you mean by her having no heart?”
-
-“Her treating me as she treats me? Oh, dear, no; her treating you!”
-
-This had a portentous sound, but it did not prevent Hyacinth from
-turning round with his visitor (for it was the greatest part of the
-oddity of the present meeting that the hope of a little conversation
-with him, if accident were favourable, had been the motive not only of
-Sholto’s riding over to Medley but of his coming down to stay, in the
-neighbourhood, at a musty inn in a dull market-town), it did not
-prevent him, I say, from bearing the Captain company for a mile on his
-backward way. Our young man did not pursue this particular topic much
-further, but he discovered still another reason or two for admiring the
-light, free action with which his companion had unmasked himself, and
-the nature of his interest in the revolutionary idea, after he had
-asked him, abruptly, what he had had in his head when he travelled over
-that evening, the summer before (he didn’t appear to have come back as
-often as he promised), to Paul Muniment’s place in Camberwell. What was
-he looking for, whom was he looking for, there?
-
-“I was looking for anything that would turn up, that might take her
-fancy. Don’t you understand that I’m always looking? There was a time
-when I went in immensely for illuminated missals, and another when I
-collected horrible ghost-stories (she wanted to cultivate a belief in
-ghosts), all for her. The day I saw she was turning her attention to
-the rising democracy I began to collect little democrats. That’s how I
-collected you.”
-
-“Muniment read you exactly, then. And what did you find to your purpose
-in Audley Court?”
-
-“Well, I think the little woman with the popping eyes—she reminded me
-of a bedridden grasshopper—will do. And I made a note of the other one,
-the old virgin with the high nose, the aristocratic sister of mercy.
-I’m keeping them in reserve for my next propitiatory offering.”
-
-Hyacinth was silent a moment. “And Muniment himself—can’t you do
-anything with him?”
-
-“Oh, my dear fellow, after you he’s poor!”
-
-“That’s the first stupid thing you have said. But it doesn’t matter,
-for he dislikes the Princess—what he knows of her—too much ever to
-consent to see her.”
-
-“That’s his line, is it? Then he’ll do!” Sholto cried.
-
-
-
-
-XXVI
-
-
-“Of course he may come, and stay as long as he likes!” the Princess
-exclaimed, when Hyacinth, that afternoon, told her of his encounter,
-with the sweet, bright surprise her face always wore when people went
-through the form (supererogatory she apparently meant to declare it) of
-asking her leave. From the manner in which she granted Sholto’s
-petition—with a geniality that made light of it, as if the question
-were not worth talking of, one way or the other—it might have been
-supposed that the account he had given Hyacinth of their relations was
-an elaborate but none the less foolish hoax. She sent a messenger with
-a note over to Bonchester, and the Captain arrived just in time to
-dress for dinner. The Princess was always late, and Hyacinth’s toilet,
-on these occasions, occupied him considerably (he was acutely conscious
-of its deficiencies, and yet tried to persuade himself that they were
-positively honourable and that the only garb of dignity, for him, was
-the costume, as it were, of his profession); therefore, when the fourth
-member of the little party descended to the drawing-room Madame
-Grandoni was the only person he found there.
-
-“_Santissima Vergine!_ I’m glad to see you! What good wind has sent
-you?” she exclaimed, as soon as Sholto came into the room.
-
-“Didn’t you know I was coming?” he asked. “Has the idea of my arrival
-produced so little agitation?”
-
-“I know nothing of the affairs of this house. I have given them up at
-last, and it was time. I remain in my room.” There was nothing at
-present in the old lady’s countenance of her usual spirit of cheer; it
-expressed anxiety, and even a certain sternness, and the excellent
-woman had perhaps at this moment more than she had ever had in her life
-of the air of a duenna who took her duties seriously. She looked almost
-august. “From the moment you come it’s a little better. But it is very
-bad.”
-
-“Very bad, dear madam?”
-
-“Perhaps you will be able to tell me where Christina _veut en venir_. I
-have always been faithful to her—I have always been loyal. But to-day I
-have lost patience. It has no sense.”
-
-“I am not sure I know what you are talking about,” Sholto said; “but if
-I understand you I must tell you I think it’s magnificent.”
-
-“Yes, I know your tone; you are worse than she, because you are
-cynical. It passes all bounds. It is very serious. I have been thinking
-what I should do.”
-
-“Precisely; I know what you would do.”
-
-“Oh, this time I shouldn’t come back!” the old lady declared. “The
-scandal is too great; it is intolerable. My only fear is to make it
-worse.”
-
-“Dear Madame Grandoni, you can’t make it worse, and you can’t make it
-better,” Sholto rejoined, seating himself on the sofa beside her. “In
-point of fact, no idea of scandal can possibly attach itself to our
-friend. She is above and outside of all such considerations, such
-dangers. She carries everything off; she heeds so little, she cares so
-little. Besides, she has one great strength—she does no wrong.”
-
-“Pray, what do you call it when a lady sends for a bookbinder to come
-and live with her?”
-
-“Why not for a bookbinder as well as for a bishop? It all depends upon
-who the lady is, and what she is.”
-
-“She had better take care of one thing first,” cried Madame
-Grandoni—“that she shall not have been separated from her husband!”
-
-“The Princess can carry off even that. It’s unusual, it’s eccentric,
-it’s fantastic, if you will, but it isn’t necessarily wicked. From her
-own point of view our friend goes straight. Besides, she has her
-opinions.”
-
-“Her opinions are perversity itself.”
-
-“What does it matter,” asked Sholto, “if they keep her quiet?”
-
-“Quiet! Do you call this quiet?”
-
-“Surely, if you’ll only be so yourself. Putting the case at the worst,
-moreover, who is to know he’s her bookbinder? It’s the last thing you’d
-take him for.”
-
-“Yes, for that she chose him carefully,” the old lady murmured, still
-with a discontented eyebrow.
-
-“_She_ chose him? It was I who chose him, dear lady!” the Captain
-exclaimed, with a laugh which showed how little he shared her
-solicitude.
-
-“Yes, I had forgotten; at the theatre,” said Madame Grandoni, gazing at
-him as if her ideas were confused but a certain repulsion from her
-interlocutor nevertheless disengaged itself. “It was a fine turn you
-did him there, poor young man!”
-
-“Certainly, he will have to be sacrificed. But why was I bound to
-consider him so much? Haven’t I been sacrificed myself?”
-
-“Oh, if he bears it like you!” cried the old lady, with a short laugh.
-
-“How do you know how I bear it? One does what one can,” said the
-Captain, settling his shirt-front. “At any rate, remember this: she
-won’t tell people who he is, for his own sake; and he won’t tell them,
-for hers. So, as he looks much more like a poet, or a pianist, or a
-painter, there won’t be that sensation you fear.”
-
-“Even so it’s bad enough,” said Madame Grandoni. “And he’s capable of
-bringing it out, suddenly, himself.”
-
-“Ah, if he doesn’t mind it, she won’t! But that’s his affair.”
-
-“It’s too terrible, to spoil him for his station,” the old lady went
-on. “How can he ever go back?”
-
-“If you want him kept, then, indefinitely, you are inconsistent.
-Besides, if he pays for it, he deserves to pay. He’s an abominable
-little conspirator against society.”
-
-Madame Grandoni was silent a moment; then she looked at the Captain
-with a gravity which might have been impressive to him, had not his
-accomplished jauntiness suggested an insensibility to that sort of
-influence. “What, then, does Christina deserve?” she asked, with
-solemnity.
-
-“Whatever she may get; whatever, in the future, may make her suffer.
-But it won’t be the loss of her reputation. She is too distinguished.”
-
-“You English are strange. Is it because she’s a princess?” Madame
-Grandoni reflected, audibly.
-
-“Oh, dear, no, her princedom is nothing here. We can easily beat that.
-But we can’t beat—” And Sholto paused a moment.
-
-“What then?” his companion asked.
-
-“Well, the perfection of her indifference to public opinion and the
-unaffectedness of her originality; the sort of thing by which she has
-bedeviled me.”
-
-“Oh, _you!_” murmured Madame Grandoni.
-
-“If you think so poorly of me why did you say just now that you were
-glad to see me?” Sholto demanded, in a moment.
-
-“Because you make another person in the house, and that is more
-regular; the situation is by so much less—what did you call
-it?—eccentric. _Nun_,” the old lady went on, in a moment, “so long as
-you are here I won’t go off.”
-
-“Depend upon it that I shall be here until I’m turned out.”
-
-She rested her small, troubled eyes upon him, but they betrayed no
-particular enthusiasm at this announcement, “I don’t understand how,
-for yourself, on such an occasion, you should like it.”
-
-“Dear Madame Grandoni, the heart of man, without being such a hopeless
-labyrinth as the heart of woman, is still sufficiently complicated.
-Don’t I know what will become of the little beggar?”
-
-“You are very horrible,” said the ancient woman. Then she added, in a
-different tone, “He is much too good for his fate.”
-
-“And pray wasn’t I, for mine?” the Captain asked.
-
-“By no manner of means!” Madame Grandoni answered, rising and moving
-away from him.
-
-The Princess had come into the room, accompanied by Hyacinth. As it was
-now considerably past the dinner-hour the old lady judged that this
-couple, on their side, had met in the hall and had prolonged their
-conversation there. Hyacinth watched with extreme interest the way the
-Princess greeted the Captain—observed that it was very simple, easy and
-friendly. At dinner she made no stranger of him, including him in
-everything, as if he had been a useful familiar, like Madame Grandoni,
-only a little less venerable, yet not giving him any attention that
-might cause their eyes to meet. She had told Hyacinth that she didn’t
-like his eyes, nor indeed, very much, any part of him. Of course any
-admiration, from almost any source, could not fail to be in some degree
-agreeable to a woman, but of any little impression that one might ever
-have produced the mark she had made on Godfrey Sholto was the one that
-ministered least to her vanity. He had been useful, undoubtedly, at
-times, but at others he had been an intolerable bore. He was so
-uninteresting in himself, so shallow, so unoccupied and superfluous,
-and really so frivolous, in spite of his pretension (of which she was
-unspeakably weary) of being all wrapped up in a single idea. It had
-never, by itself, been sufficient to interest her in any man, the fact
-that he was in love with her; but indeed she could honestly say that
-most of the people who had liked her had had, on their own side,
-something—something in their character or circumstances—that one could
-care a little about. Not so far as would do any harm, save perhaps in
-one or two cases; but still, something.
-
-Sholto was a curious and not particularly edifying English type (as the
-Princess further described him); one of those strange beings produced
-by old societies that have run to seed, corrupt, exhausted
-civilisations. He was a cumberer of the earth, and purely selfish, in
-spite of his devoted, disinterested airs. He was nothing whatever in
-himself, and had no character or merit save by tradition, reflection,
-imitation, superstition. He had a longish pedigree—he came of some
-musty, mouldy ‘county family’, people with a local reputation and an
-immense lack of general importance; he had taken the greatest care of
-his little fortune. He had travelled all over the globe several times,
-‘for the shooting’, in that brutal way of the English. That was a
-pursuit which was compatible with the greatest stupidity. He had a
-little taste, a little cleverness, a little reading, a little good
-furniture, a little French and Italian (he exaggerated these latter
-quantities), an immense deal of assurance, and complete leisure. That,
-at bottom, was all he represented—idle, trifling, luxurious, yet at the
-same time pretentious leisure, the sort of thing that led people to
-invent false, humbugging duties, because they had no real ones.
-Sholto’s great idea of himself (after his profession of being her
-slave) was that he was a cosmopolite—exempt from every prejudice. About
-the prejudices the Princess couldn’t say and didn’t care; but she had
-seen him in foreign countries, she had seen him in Italy, and she was
-bound to say he understood nothing about those people. It was several
-years before, shortly after her marriage, that she had first
-encountered him. He had not begun immediately to take the adoring line,
-but it had come little by little. It was only after she had separated
-from her husband that he had begun really to hang about her; since when
-she had suffered much from him. She would do him one justice, however:
-he had never, so far as she knew, had the impudence to represent
-himself as anything but hopeless and helpless. It was on this that he
-took his stand; he wished to pass for the great model of unrewarded
-constancy. She couldn’t imagine what he was waiting for; perhaps it was
-for the death of the Prince. But the Prince would never die, nor had
-she the least desire that he should. She had no wish to be harsh, for
-of course that sort of thing, from any one, was very flattering; but
-really, whatever feeling poor Sholto might have, four-fifths of it were
-purely theatrical. He was not in the least a natural human being, but
-had a hundred affectations and attitudes, the result of never having
-been obliged to put his hand to anything; having no serious tastes and
-yet being born to a little ‘position’. The Princess remarked that she
-was so glad Hyacinth had no position, and had been forced to do
-something in life but amuse himself; that was the way she liked her
-friends now. She had said to Sholto again and again, “There are plenty
-of others who will be much more pleased; why not go to _them?_ It’s
-such a waste of time:” and she was sure he had taken her advice, and
-was by no means, as regards herself, the absorbed, annihilated creature
-he endeavoured to appear. He had told her once that he tried to take an
-interest in other women—though indeed he had added that it was of no
-use. Of what use did he expect anything he could possibly do to be?
-Hyacinth did not tell the Princess that he had reason to believe the
-Captain’s effort in this direction had not been absolutely vain; but he
-made that reflection, privately, with increased confidence. He
-recognised a further truth even when his companion said, at the end,
-that, with all she had touched upon, he was a queer combination.
-Trifler as he was, there was something sinister in him too; and she
-confessed she had had a vague feeling, at times, that some day he might
-do her a hurt. Hyacinth, at this, stopped short, on the threshold of
-the drawing-room, and asked in a low voice, “Are you afraid of him?”
-
-The Princess looked at him a moment; then smiling, “_Dio mio_, how you
-say that! Should you like to kill him for me?”
-
-“I shall have to kill some one, you know. Why not him, while I’m about
-it, if he troubles you?”
-
-“Ah, my friend, if you should begin to kill every one who had troubled
-me!” the Princess murmured, as they went into the room.
-
-
-
-
-XXVII
-
-
-Hyacinth knew there was something out of the way as soon as he saw Lady
-Aurora’s face look forth at him, in answer to his tap, while she held
-the door ajar. What was she doing in Pinnie’s bedroom?—a very poor
-place, into which the dressmaker, with her reverence, would never have
-admitted a person of that quality unless things were pretty bad. She
-was solemn, too; she didn’t laugh, as usual; she had removed her large
-hat, with its limp, old-fashioned veil, and she raised her finger to
-her lips. Hyacinth’s first alarm had been immediately after he let
-himself into the house, with his latch-key, as he always did, and found
-the little room on the right of the passage, in which Pinnie had lived
-ever since he remembered, fireless and untenanted. As soon as he had
-paid the cabman, who put down his portmanteau for him in the hall (he
-was not used to paying cabmen, and was conscious he gave him too much,
-but was too impatient, in his sudden anxiety, to care), he hurried up
-the vile staircase, which seemed viler, even through his preoccupation,
-than ever, and gave the knock, accompanied by a call the least bit
-tremulous, immediately answered by Lady Aurora. She drew back into the
-room a moment, while he stared, in his dismay; then she emerged again,
-closing the door behind her—all with the air of enjoining him to be
-terribly quiet. He felt, suddenly, so sick at the idea of having
-lingered at Medley while there was distress at the wretched little
-house to which he owed so much, that he scarcely found strength for an
-articulate question, and obeyed, mechanically, the mute, urgent gesture
-by which Lady Aurora appealed to him to go downstairs with her. It was
-only when they stood together in the deserted parlour (it was as if he
-perceived for the first time what an inelegant odour prevailed there)
-that he asked, “Is she dying—is she dead?” That was the least the
-strained sadness looking out from the face of the noble visitor
-appeared to announce.
-
-“Dear Mr Robinson, I’m so sorry for you. I wanted to write, but I
-promised her I wouldn’t. She is very ill—we are very anxious. It began
-ten days ago, and I suppose I _must_ tell you how much she has gone
-down.” Lady Aurora spoke with more than all her usual embarrassments
-and precautions, eagerly, yet as if it cost her much pain: pausing a
-little after everything she said, to see how he would take it; then
-going on, with a little propitiatory rush. He learned presently what
-was the matter, what doctor she had sent for, and that if he would wait
-a little before going into the room it would be so much better; the
-invalid having sunk, within half an hour, into a doze of a less
-agitated kind than she had had for some time, from which it would be an
-immense pity to run the risk of waking her. The doctor gave her the
-right things, as it seemed to her ladyship, but he admitted that she
-had very little power of resistance. He was of course not a very large
-practitioner, Mr Buffery, from round the corner, but he seemed really
-clever; and she herself had taken the liberty (as she confessed to this
-she threw off one of her odd laughs, and her colour rose) of sending an
-elderly, respectable person—a kind of nurse. She was out just then; she
-had to go, for an hour, for the air—“only when I come, of course,” said
-Lady Aurora. Dear Miss Pynsent had had a cold hanging about her, and
-had not taken care of it. Hyacinth would know how plucky she was about
-that sort of thing; she took so little interest in herself. “Of course
-a cold is a cold, whoever has it; isn’t it?” said Lady Aurora. Ten days
-before, she had taken an additional chill through falling asleep in her
-chair, in the evening, down there, and letting the fire go out. “It
-would have been nothing if she had been like you or me, you know,” her
-ladyship went on; “but just as she was then, it made the difference.
-The day was horribly damp, and it had struck into the lungs, and
-inflammation had set in. Mr Buffery says she was impoverished, just
-rather low and languid, you know.” The next morning she had bad pains
-and a good deal of fever, yet she had got up. Poor Pinnie’s gracious
-ministrant did not make clear to Hyacinth what time had elapsed before
-she came to her relief, nor by what means she had been notified, and he
-saw that she slurred this over from the admirable motive of wishing him
-not to feel that the little dressmaker had suffered by his absence or
-called for him in vain. This, apparently, had indeed not been the case,
-if Pinnie had opposed, successfully, his being written to. Lady Aurora
-only said, “I came in very soon, it was such a delightful chance. Since
-then she has had everything; only it’s sad to see a person _need_ so
-little. She did want you to stay; she has clung to that idea. I speak
-the simple truth, Mr Robinson.”
-
-“I don’t know what to say to you—you are so extraordinarily good, so
-angelic,” Hyacinth replied, bewildered and made weak by a strange,
-unexpected shame. The episode he had just traversed, the splendour he
-had been living in and drinking so deep of, the unnatural alliance to
-which he had given himself up while his wretched little foster-mother
-struggled alone with her death-stroke—he could see it was that; the
-presentiment of it, the last stiff horror, was in all the place—the
-contrast seemed to cut him like a knife, and to make the horrible
-accident of his absence a perversity of his own. “I can never blame
-you, when you are so kind, but I wish to God I had known!” he broke
-out.
-
-Lady Aurora clasped her hands, begging him to judge her fairly. “Of
-course it was a great responsibility for us, but we thought it right to
-consider what she urged upon us. She went back to it constantly, that
-your visit should _not_ be cut short. When you should come of yourself,
-it would be time enough. I don’t know exactly where you have been, but
-she said it was such a pleasant house. She kept repeating that it would
-do you so much good.”
-
-Hyacinth felt his eyes filling with tears. “She’s dying—she’s dying!
-How can she live when she’s like that?”
-
-He sank upon the old yellow sofa, the sofa of his lifetime and of so
-many years before, and buried his head on the shabby, tattered arm. A
-succession of sobs broke from his lips—sobs in which the accumulated
-emotion of months and the strange, acute conflict of feeling that had
-possessed him for the three weeks just past found relief and a kind of
-solution. Lady Aurora sat down beside him and laid her finger-tips
-gently on his hand. So, for a minute, while his tears flowed and she
-said nothing, he felt her timid, consoling touch. At the end of the
-minute he raised his head; it came back to him that she had said ‘we’
-just before, and he asked her whom she meant.
-
-“Oh, Mr Vetch, don’t you know? I have made his acquaintance; it’s
-impossible to be more kind.” Then, while, for an instant, Hyacinth was
-silent, wincing, pricked with the thought that Pinnie had been beholden
-to the fiddler while _he_ was masquerading in high life, Lady Aurora
-added, “He’s a charming musician. She asked him once, at first, to
-bring his violin; she thought it would soothe her.”
-
-“I’m much obliged to him, but now that I’m here we needn’t trouble
-him,” said Hyacinth.
-
-Apparently there was a certain dryness in his tone, which was the cause
-of her ladyship’s venturing to reply, after an hesitation, “Do let him
-come, Mr Robinson; let him be near you! I wonder whether you know
-that—that he has a great affection for you.”
-
-“The more fool he; I have always treated him like a brute!” Hyacinth
-exclaimed, colouring.
-
-The way Lady Aurora spoke proved to him, later, that she now definitely
-did know his secret, or one of them, rather; for at the rate things had
-been going for the last few months he was making a regular collection.
-She knew the smaller—not, of course, the greater; she had, decidedly,
-been illuminated by Pinnie’s divagations. At the moment he made that
-reflection, however, he was almost startled to perceive how completely
-he had ceased to resent such betrayals and how little it suddenly
-seemed to signify that the innocent source of them was about to be
-quenched. The sense of his larger secret swallowed up that particular
-anxiety, making him ask himself what it mattered, for the time that was
-left to him, that people should whisper to each other his little
-mystery. The day came quickly when he believed, and yet didn’t care,
-that it had been universally imparted.
-
-After Lady Aurora left him, promising she would call him the first
-moment it should seem prudent, he walked up and down the cold, stale
-parlour, immersed in his meditations. The shock of the danger of losing
-Pinnie had already passed away; he had achieved so much, of late, in
-the line of accepting the idea of death that the little dressmaker, in
-taking her departure, seemed already to benefit by this curious
-discipline. What was most vivid to him, in the deserted scene of
-Pinnie’s unsuccessful industry, was the changed vision with which he
-had come back to objects familiar for twenty years. The picture was the
-same, and all its horrid elements, wearing a kind of greasy gloss in
-the impure air of Lomax Place, made, through the mean window-panes, a
-dismal _chiaroscuro_—showed, in their polished misery, the friction of
-his own little life; but the eyes with which he looked at it had new
-terms of comparison. He had known the place was hideous and sordid, but
-its aspect to-day was pitiful to the verge of the sickening; he
-couldn’t believe that for years together he had accepted and even, a
-little, revered it. He was frightened at the sort of service that his
-experience of grandeur had rendered him. It was all very well to have
-assimilated that element with a rapidity which had surprises even for
-himself; but with sensibilities now so improved what fresh arrangement
-could one come to with the very humble, which was in its nature
-uncompromising? Though the spring was far advanced the day was a dark
-drizzle, and the room had the clamminess of a finished use, an ooze of
-dampness from the muddy street, where the areas were a narrow slit. No
-wonder Pinnie had felt it at last, and her small under-fed organism had
-grown numb and ceased to act. At the thought of her limited, stinted
-life, the patient, humdrum effort of her needle and scissors, which had
-ended only in a show-room where there was nothing to show and a pensive
-reference to the cut of sleeves no longer worn, the tears again rose to
-his eyes; but he brushed them aside when he heard a cautious tinkle at
-the house-door, which was presently opened by the little besmirched
-slavey retained for the service of the solitary lodger—a domestic
-easily bewildered, who had a squint and distressed Hyacinth by wearing
-shoes that didn’t match, though they were of an equal antiquity and
-resembled each other in the facility with which they dropped off.
-Hyacinth had not heard Mr Vetch’s voice in the hall, apparently because
-he spoke in a whisper; but the young man was not surprised when, taking
-every precaution not to make the door creak, he came into the parlour.
-The fiddler said nothing to him at first; the two men only looked at
-each other for a long minute. Hyacinth saw what he most wanted to
-know—whether _he_ knew the worst about Pinnie; but what was further in
-his eyes (they had an expression considerably different from any he had
-hitherto seen in them) defined itself to our hero only little by
-little.
-
-“Don’t you think you might have written me a word?” said Hyacinth, at
-last. His anger at having been left in ignorance had quitted him, but
-he thought the question fair. None the less, he expected a sarcastic
-answer, and was surprised at the mild reasonableness with which Mr
-Vetch replied—
-
-“I assure you, no responsibility, in the course of my life, ever did
-more to distress me. There were obvious reasons for calling you back,
-and yet I couldn’t help wishing you might finish your visit. I balanced
-one thing against the other; it was very difficult.”
-
-“I can imagine nothing more simple. When people’s nearest and dearest
-are dying, they are usually sent for.”
-
-The fiddler gave a strange, argumentative smile. If Lomax Place and
-Miss Pynsent’s select lodging-house wore a new face of vulgarity to
-Hyacinth, it may be imagined whether the renunciation of the niceties
-of the toilet, the resigned seediness, which marked Mr Vetch’s old age
-was unlikely to lend itself to comparison. The glossy butler at Medley
-had had a hundred more of the signs of success in life. “My dear boy,
-this case was exceptional,” said the old man. “Your visit had a
-character of importance.”
-
-“I don’t know what you know about it. I don’t remember that I told you
-anything.”
-
-“No, certainly, you have never told me much. But if, as is probable,
-you have seen that kind lady who is now upstairs, you will have learned
-that Pinnie made a tremendous point of your not being disturbed. She
-threatened us with her displeasure if we should hurry you back. You
-know what Pinnie’s displeasure is!” As, at this, Hyacinth turned away
-with a gesture of irritation, Mr Vetch went on, “No doubt she is
-absurdly fanciful, poor dear thing; but don’t, now, cast any disrespect
-upon it. I assure you, if she had been here alone, suffering, sinking,
-without a creature to tend her, and nothing before her but to die in a
-corner, like a starved cat, she would still have faced that fate rather
-than cut short by a single hour your experience of novel scenes.”
-
-Hyacinth was silent for a moment. “Of course I know what you mean. But
-she spun her delusion—she always did, all of them—out of nothing. I
-can’t imagine what she knows about my ‘experience’ of any kind of
-scenes. I told her, when I went out of town, very little more than I
-told you.”
-
-“What she guessed, what she gathered, has been, at any rate, enough.
-She has made up her mind that you have formed a connection by means of
-which you will come, somehow or other, into your own. She has done
-nothing but talk about your grand kindred. To her mind, you know, it’s
-all one, the aristocracy, and nothing is simpler than that the
-person—very exalted, as she believes—with whom you have been to stay
-should undertake your business with her friends.”
-
-“Oh, well,” said Hyacinth, “I’m very glad not to have deprived you of
-that entertainment.”
-
-“I assure you the spectacle was exquisite.” Then the fiddler added, “My
-dear fellow, please leave her the idea.”
-
-“Leave it? I’ll do much more!” Hyacinth exclaimed. “I’ll tell her my
-great relations have adopted me and that I have come back in the
-character of Lord Robinson.”
-
-“She will need nothing more to die happy,” Mr Vetch observed.
-
-Five minutes later, after Hyacinth had obtained from his old friend a
-confirmation of Lady Aurora’s account of Miss Pynsent’s condition, Mr
-Vetch explaining that he came over, like that, to see how she was, half
-a dozen times a day—five minutes later a silence had descended upon the
-pair, while Hyacinth waited for some sign from Lady Aurora that he
-might come upstairs. The fiddler, who had lighted a pipe, looked out of
-the window, studying intently the physiognomy of Lomax Place; and
-Hyacinth, making his tread discreet, walked about the room with his
-hands in his pockets. At last Mr Vetch observed, without taking his
-pipe out of his lips or looking round, “I think you might be a little
-more frank with me at this time of day and at such a crisis.”
-
-Hyacinth stopped in his walk, wondering for a moment, sincerely, what
-his companion meant, for he had no consciousness at present of an
-effort to conceal anything he could possibly tell (there were some
-things, of course, he couldn’t); on the contrary, his life seemed to
-him particularly open to the public view and exposed to invidious
-comment. It was at this moment he first observed a certain difference;
-there was a tone in Mr Vetch’s voice that he had never perceived
-before—an absence of that note which had made him say, in other days,
-that the impenetrable old man was diverting himself at his expense. It
-was as if his attitude had changed, become more explicitly considerate,
-in consequence of some alteration or promotion on Hyacinth’s part, his
-having grown older, or more important, or even simply more surpassingly
-curious. If the first impression made upon him by Pinnie’s old
-neighbour, as to whose place in the list of the sacrificial (his being
-a gentleman or one of the sovereign people) he formerly was so
-perplexed; if the sentiment excited by Mr Vetch in a mind familiar now
-for nearly a month with forms of indubitable gentility was not
-favourable to the idea of fraternisation, this secret impatience on
-Hyacinth’s part was speedily corrected by one of the sudden reactions
-or quick conversions of which the young man was so often the victim. In
-the light of the fiddler’s appeal, which evidently meant more than it
-said, his musty antiquity, his typical look of having had, for years, a
-small, definite use and taken all the creases and contractions of it,
-his visible expression, even, of ultimate parsimony and of having
-ceased to care for the shape of his trousers because he cared more for
-something else—these things became so many reasons for turning round,
-going over to him, touching signs of an invincible fidelity, the
-humble, continuous, single-minded practice of daily duties and an art
-after all very charming; pursued, moreover, while persons of the
-species our restored prodigal had lately been consorting with fidgeted
-from one selfish sensation to another and couldn’t even live in the
-same place for three months together.
-
-“What should you like me to do, to say, to tell you? Do you want to
-know what I have been doing in the country? I should have first to
-know, myself,” Hyacinth said.
-
-“Have you enjoyed it very much?”
-
-“Yes, certainly, very much—not knowing anything about Pinnie. I have
-been in a beautiful house, with a beautiful woman.”
-
-Mr Vetch had turned round; he looked very impartial, through the smoke
-of his pipe.
-
-“Is she really a princess?”
-
-“I don’t know what you mean by ‘really’. I suppose all titles are great
-rot. But every one seems agreed to call her so.”
-
-“You know I have always liked to enter into your life; and to-day the
-wish is stronger than ever,” the old man observed, presently, fixing
-his eyes very steadily on Hyacinth’s.
-
-The latter returned his gaze for a moment; then he asked, “What makes
-you say that just now?”
-
-The fiddler appeared to deliberate, and at last he replied, “Because
-you are in danger of losing the best friend you have ever had.”
-
-“Be sure I feel it. But if I have got you—” Hyacinth added.
-
-“Oh, me! I’m very old, and very tired of life.”
-
-“I suppose that that’s what one arrives at. Well, if I can help you in
-any way you must lean on me, you must make use of me.”
-
-“That’s precisely what I was going to say to you,” said Mr Vetch.
-“Should you like any money?”
-
-“Of course I should! But why should you offer it to me?”
-
-“Because in saving it up, little by little, I have had you in mind.”
-
-“Dear Mr Vetch,” said Hyacinth, “you have me too much in mind. I’m not
-worth it, please believe that; for all sorts of reasons. I should make
-money enough for any uses I have for it, or have any right to have, if
-I stayed quietly in London and attended to my work. As you know, I can
-earn a decent living.”
-
-“Yes, I can see that. But if you stayed quietly in London what would
-become of your princess?”
-
-“Oh, they can always manage, ladies in that position.”
-
-“Hanged if I understand her position!” cried Mr Vetch, but without
-laughing. “You have been for three weeks without work, and yet you look
-uncommonly smart.”
-
-“You see, my living has cost me nothing. When you stay with great
-people you don’t pay your score,” Hyacinth explained, with great
-gentleness. “Moreover, the lady whose hospitality I have been enjoying
-has made me a very handsome offer of work.”
-
-“What kind of work?”
-
-“The only kind I know. She is going to send me a lot of books, to do up
-for her.”
-
-“And to pay you fancy prices?”
-
-“Oh, no; I am to fix the prices myself.”
-
-“Are not transactions of that kind rather disagreeable, with a lady
-whose hospitality one has been enjoying?” Mr Vetch inquired.
-
-“Exceedingly! That is exactly why I shall do the books and then take no
-money.”
-
-“Your princess is rather clever!” the fiddler exclaimed, in a moment,
-smiling.
-
-“Well, she can’t force me to take it if I won’t,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“No; you must only let _me_ do that.”
-
-“You have curious ideas about me,” the young man declared.
-
-Mr Vetch turned about to the window again, remarking that he had
-curious ideas about everything. Then he added, after an interval—
-
-“And have you been making love to your great lady?”
-
-He had expected a flash of impatience in reply to this inquiry, and was
-rather surprised at the manner in which Hyacinth answered: “How shall I
-explain? It is not a question of that sort.”
-
-“Has she been making love to you, then?”
-
-“If you should ever see her you would understand how absurd that
-supposition is.”
-
-“How shall I ever see her?” returned Mr Vetch. “In the absence of that
-privilege I think there is something in my idea.”
-
-“She looks quite over my head,” said Hyacinth, simply. “It’s by no
-means impossible you may see her. She wants to know my friends, to know
-the people who live in the Place. And she would take a particular
-interest in you, on account of your opinions.”
-
-“Ah, I have no opinions now, none any more!” the old man broke out,
-sadly. “I only had them to frighten Pinnie.”
-
-“She was easily frightened,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“Yes, and easily reassured. Well, I like to know about your life,” his
-neighbour sighed, irrelevantly. “But take care the great lady doesn’t
-lead you too far.”
-
-“How do you mean, too far?”
-
-“Isn’t she an anarchist—a nihilist? Doesn’t she go in for a general
-rectification, as Eustace calls it?”
-
-Hyacinth was silent a moment. “You should see the place—you should see
-what she wears, what she eats and drinks.”
-
-“Ah, you mean that she is inconsistent with her theories? My dear boy,
-she would be a droll woman if she were not. At any rate, I’m glad of
-it.”
-
-“Glad of it?” Hyacinth repeated.
-
-“For you, I mean, when you stay with her; it’s more luxurious!” Mr
-Vetch exclaimed, turning round and smiling. At this moment a little rap
-on the floor above, given by Lady Aurora, announced that Hyacinth might
-at last come up and see Pinnie. Mr Vetch listened and recognised it,
-and it led him to say, with considerable force, “_There’s_ a woman
-whose theories and conduct do square!”
-
-Hyacinth, on the threshold, leaving the room, stopped long enough to
-reply, “Well, when the day comes for my friend to give up—you’ll see.”
-
-“Yes, I have no doubt there are things she will bring herself to
-sacrifice,” the old man remarked; but Hyacinth was already out of
-hearing.
-
-
-
-
-XXVIII
-
-
-Mr Vetch waited below till Lady Aurora should come down and give him
-the news he was in suspense for. His mind was pretty well made up about
-Pinnie. It had seemed to him, the night before, that death was written
-in her face, and he judged it on the whole a very good moment for her
-to lay down her earthly burden. He had reasons for believing that the
-future could not be sweet to her. As regards Hyacinth, his mind was far
-from being at ease; for though he was aware in a general way that he
-had taken up with strange company, and though he had flattered himself
-of old that he should be pleased to see the boy act out his life and
-solve the problem of his queer inheritance, he was worried by the
-absence of full knowledge. He put out his pipe, in anticipation of Lady
-Aurora’s reappearance, and without this consoler he was more accessible
-still to certain fears that had come to him in consequence of a recent
-talk, or rather an attempt at a talk, with Eustache Poupin. It was
-through the Frenchman that he had gathered the little he knew about the
-occasion of Hyacinth’s unprecedented excursion. His ideas on the
-subject had been very inferential; for Hyacinth had made a mystery of
-his absence to Pinnie, merely letting her know that there was a lady in
-the case and that the best luggage he could muster and the best way his
-shirts could be done up would still not be good enough. Poupin had seen
-Godfrey Sholto at the ‘Sun and Moon’, and it had come to him, through
-Hyacinth, that there was a remarkable feminine influence in the
-Captain’s life, mixed up in some way with his presence in Bloomsbury—an
-influence, moreover, by which Hyacinth himself, for good or for evil,
-was in peril of being touched. Sholto was the young man’s visible link
-with a society for which Lisson Grove could have no importance in the
-scheme of the universe but as a short cut (too disagreeable to be
-frequently used) out of Bayswater; therefore if Hyacinth left town with
-a new hat and a pair of kid gloves it must have been to move in the
-direction of that superior circle and in some degree, at least, at the
-solicitation of the before-mentioned feminine influence. So much as
-this the Frenchman suggested, explicitly enough, as his manner was, to
-the old fiddler; but his talk had a flavour of other references which
-excited Mr Vetch’s curiosity much more than they satisfied it. They
-were obscure; they evidently were painful to the speaker; they were
-confused and embarrassed and totally wanting in the luminosity which
-usually characterised the lightest allusions of M. Poupin. It was the
-fiddler’s fancy that his friend had something on his mind which he was
-not at liberty to impart, and that it related to Hyacinth and might,
-for those who took an interest in the singular lad, constitute a
-considerable anxiety. Mr Vetch, on his own part, nursed this anxiety
-into a tolerably definite shape: he persuaded himself that the
-Frenchman had been leading the boy too far in the line of social
-criticism, had given him a push on some crooked path where a slip would
-be a likely accident. When on a subsequent occasion, with Poupin, he
-indulged in a hint of this suspicion, the bookbinder flushed a good
-deal and declared that his conscience was pure. It was one of his
-peculiarities that when his colour rose he looked angry, and Mr Vetch
-held that his displeasure was a proof that in spite of his repudiations
-he had been unwise; though before they parted Eustache gave this sign
-of softness, that he shed tears of emotion, of which the reason was not
-clear to the fiddler and which appeared in a general way to be
-dedicated to Hyacinth. The interview had taken place in Lisson Grove,
-where Madame Poupin, however, had not shown herself.
-
-Altogether the old man was a prey to suppositions which led him to feel
-how much he himself had outlived the democratic glow of his prime. He
-had ended by accepting everything (though, indeed, he couldn’t swallow
-the idea that a trick should be played upon Hyacinth), and even by
-taking an interest in current politics, as to which, of old, he had
-held the opinion (the same that the Poupins held to-day) that they had
-been invented on purpose to throw dust in the eyes of disinterested
-reformers and to circumvent the social solution. He had given up that
-problem some time ago; there was no way to clear it up that didn’t seem
-to make a bigger mess than the actual muddle of human affairs, which,
-by the time one had reached sixty-five, had mostly ceased to
-exasperate. Mr Vetch could still feel a certain sharpness on the
-subject of the prayer-book and the bishops; and if at moments he was a
-little ashamed of having accepted this world he could reflect that at
-all events he continued to repudiate every other. The idea of great
-changes, however, took its place among the dreams of his youth; for
-what was any possible change in the relations of men and women but a
-new combination of the same elements? If the elements could be made
-different the thing would be worth thinking of; but it was not only
-impossible to introduce any new ones—no means had yet been discovered
-for getting rid of the old. The figures on the chessboard were still
-the passions and jealousies and superstitions and stupidities of man,
-and their position with regard to each other, at any given moment,
-could be of interest only to the grim, invisible fates who played the
-game—who sat, through the ages, bow-backed over the table. This laxity
-had come upon the old man with the increase of his measurement round
-the waist, of the little heap of half-crowns and half-sovereigns that
-had accumulated in a tin box with a very stiff padlock, which he kept
-under his bed, and of the interwoven threads of sentiment and custom
-that united him to the dressmaker and her foster-son. If he was no
-longer pressing about the demands he felt he should have a right to
-make of society, as he had been in the days when his conversation
-scandalised Pinnie, so he was now not pressing for Hyacinth, either;
-reflecting that though, indeed, the constituted powers might have to
-‘count’ with him, it would be in better taste for him not to be
-importunate about a settlement. What he had come to fear for him was
-that he should be precipitated by crude agencies, with results in which
-the deplorable might not exclude the ridiculous. It may even be said
-that Mr Vetch had a secret project of settling a little on his behalf.
-
-Lady Aurora peeped into the room, very noiselessly, nearly half an hour
-after Hyacinth had left it, and let the fiddler know that she was
-called to other duties but that the nurse had come back and the doctor
-had promised to look in at five o’clock. She herself would return in
-the evening, and meanwhile Hyacinth was with his aunt, who had
-recognised him, without a protest; indeed seemed intensely happy that
-he should be near her again, and lay there with closed eyes, very weak
-and speechless, with his hand in hers. Her restlessness had passed and
-her fever abated, but she had no pulse to speak of and Lady Aurora did
-not disguise the fact that, in her opinion, she was rapidly sinking. Mr
-Vetch had already accepted it, and after her ladyship had quitted him
-he lighted another philosophic pipe upon it, lingering on, till the
-doctor came, in the dressmaker’s dismal, forsaken bower, where, in past
-years, he had indulged in so many sociable droppings-in and hot
-tumblers. The echo of all her little simple surprises and pointless
-contradictions, her gasping reception of contemplative paradox, seemed
-still to float in the air; but the place felt as relinquished and
-bereaved as if she were already beneath the sod. Pinnie had always been
-a wonderful hand at ‘putting away’; the litter that testified to her
-most elaborate efforts was often immense, but the reaction in favour of
-an unspeckled carpet was greater still; and on the present occasion,
-before taking to her bed, she had found strength to sweep and set in
-order as daintily as if she had been sure that the room would never
-again know her care. Even to the old fiddler, who had not Hyacinth’s
-sensibility to the scenery of life, it had the cold propriety of a
-place arranged for an interment. After the doctor had seen Pinnie, that
-afternoon, there was no doubt left as to its soon being the stage of
-dismal preliminaries.
-
-Miss Pynsent, however, resisted her malady for nearly a fortnight more,
-during which Hyacinth was constantly in her room. He never went back to
-Mr Crookenden’s, with whose establishment, through violent causes, his
-relations seemed indefinitely suspended; and in fact, for the rest of
-the time that Pinnie demanded his care he absented himself but twice
-from Lomax Place for more than a few minutes. On one of these occasions
-he travelled over to Audley Court and spent an hour there; on the other
-he met Millicent Henning, by appointment, and took a walk with her on
-the Embankment. He tried to find a moment to go and thank Madame Poupin
-for a sympathetic offering, many times repeated, of _tisane_, concocted
-after a receipt thought supreme by the couple in Lisson Grove (though
-little appreciated in the neighbourhood generally); but he was obliged
-to acknowledge her kindness only by a respectful letter, which he
-composed with some trouble, though much elation, in the French tongue,
-peculiarly favourable, as he believed, to little courtesies of this
-kind. Lady Aurora came again and again to the darkened house, where she
-diffused her beneficent influence in nightly watches; in the most
-modern sanative suggestions, in conversations with Hyacinth, directed
-with more ingenuity than her fluttered embarrassments might have led
-one to attribute to her, to the purpose of diverting his mind, and in
-tea-makings (there was a great deal of this liquid consumed on the
-premises during Pinnie’s illness), after a system more enlightened than
-the usual fashion of Pentonville. She was the bearer of several
-messages and of a good deal of medical advice from Rose Muniment, whose
-interest in the dressmaker’s case irritated Hyacinth by its fine
-courage, which even at second-hand was still obtrusive; she appeared
-very nearly as resigned to the troubles of others as she was to her
-own.
-
-Hyacinth had been seized, the day after his return from Medley, with a
-sharp desire to do something enterprising and superior on Pinnie’s
-behalf. He felt the pressure of a sort of angry sense that she was
-dying of her poor career, of her uneffaced remorse for the trick she
-had played him in his boyhood (as if he hadn’t long ago, and indeed at
-the time, forgiven it, judging it to have been the highest wisdom!), of
-something basely helpless in the attitude of her little circle. He
-wanted to do something which should prove to himself that he had got
-the best opinion about the invalid that it was possible to have: so he
-insisted that Mr Buffery should consult with a West End doctor, if the
-West End doctor would consent to meet Mr Buffery. A physician capable
-of this condescension was discovered through Lady Aurora’s agency (she
-had not brought him of her own movement, because on the one hand she
-hesitated to impose on the little household in Lomax Place the expense
-of such a visit, and on the other, with all her narrow personal
-economies for the sake of her charities, had not the means to meet it
-herself); and in prevision of the great man’s fee Hyacinth applied to
-Mr Vetch, as he had applied before, for a loan. The great man came, and
-was wonderfully civil to Mr Buffery, whose conduct of the case he
-pronounced judicious; he remained several minutes in the house, while
-he gazed at Hyacinth over his spectacles (he seemed rather more
-occupied with him than with the patient), and almost the whole of the
-Place turned out to stare at his chariot. After all, he consented to
-accept no fee. He put the question aside with a gesture full of
-urbanity—a course disappointing and displeasing to Hyacinth, who felt
-in a manner cheated of the full effect of the fine thing he had wished
-to do for Pinnie; though when he said as much (or something like it) to
-Mr Vetch, the caustic fiddler greeted the observation with a face of
-amusement which, considering the situation, verged upon the unseemly.
-
-Hyacinth, at any rate, had done the best he could, and the fashionable
-doctor had left directions which foreshadowed relations with an
-expensive chemist in Bond Street—a prospect by which our young man was
-to some extent consoled. Poor Pinnie’s decline, however, was not
-arrested, and one evening, more than a week after his return from
-Medley, as he sat with her alone, it seemed to Hyacinth that her spirit
-must already have passed away. The nurse had gone down to her supper,
-and from the staircase a perceptible odour of fizzling bacon indicated
-that a more cheerful state of things prevailed in the lower regions.
-Hyacinth could not make out whether Miss Pynsent were asleep or awake;
-he believed she had not lost consciousness, yet for more than an hour
-she had given no sign of life. At last she put out her hand, as if she
-knew he was near her and wished to feel for his, and murmured, “Why did
-she come? I didn’t want to see her.” In a moment, as she went on, he
-perceived to whom she was alluding: her mind had travelled back,
-through all the years, to the dreadful day (she had described every
-incident of it to him) when Mrs Bowerbank had invaded her quiet life
-and startled her sensitive conscience with a message from the prison.
-“She sat there so long—so long. She was very large, and I was
-frightened. She moaned, and moaned, and cried—too dreadful. I couldn’t
-help it—I couldn’t help it!” Her thought wandered from Mrs Bowerbank in
-the discomposed show-room, enthroned on the yellow sofa, to the tragic
-creature at Milbank, whose accents again, for the hour, lived in her
-ears; and mixed with this mingled vision was still the haunting sense
-that she herself might have acted differently. That had been cleared up
-in the past, so far as Hyacinth’s intention was concerned; but what was
-most alive in Pinnie at the present moment was the passion of
-repentance, of still further expiation. It sickened Hyacinth that she
-should believe these things were still necessary, and he leaned over
-her and talked tenderly, with words of comfort and reassurance. He told
-her not to think of that dismal, far-off time, which had ceased long
-ago to have any consequences for either of them; to consider only the
-future, when she should be quite strong again and he would look after
-her and keep her all to himself and take care of her better, far
-better, than he had ever done before. He had thought of many things
-while he sat with Pinnie, watching the shadows made by the
-night-lamp—high, imposing shadows of objects low and mean—and among
-them he had followed, with an imagination that went further in that
-direction than ever before, the probable consequences of his not having
-been adopted in his babyhood by the dressmaker. The workhouse and the
-gutter, ignorance and cold, filth and tatters, nights of huddling under
-bridges and in doorways, vermin, starvation and blows, possibly even
-the vigorous efflorescence of an inherited disposition to crime—these
-things, which he saw with unprecedented vividness, suggested themselves
-as his natural portion. Intimacies with a princess, visits to fine old
-country-houses, intelligent consideration, even, of the best means of
-inflicting a scare on the classes of privilege, would in that case not
-have been within his compass; and that Pinnie should have rescued him
-from such a destiny and put these luxuries within his reach was an
-amelioration which really amounted to success, if he could only have
-the magnanimity to regard it so.
-
-Her eyes were open and fixed on him, but the sharp ray the little
-dressmaker used to direct into Lomax Place as she plied her needle at
-the window had completely left them. “Not there—what should I do
-there?” she inquired, very softly. “Not with the great—the great—” and
-her voice failed.
-
-“The great what? What do you mean?”
-
-“You know—you know,” she went on, making another effort. “Haven’t you
-been with them? Haven’t they received you?”
-
-“Ah, they won’t separate us, Pinnie; they won’t come between us as much
-as that,” said Hyacinth, kneeling by her bed.
-
-“_You_ must be separate—that makes me happier. I knew they would find
-you at last.”
-
-“Poor Pinnie, poor Pinnie,” murmured the young man.
-
-“It was only for that—now I’m going,” she went on.
-
-“If you’ll stay with me you needn’t fear,” said Hyacinth, smiling at
-her.
-
-“Oh, what would _they_ think?” asked the dressmaker.
-
-“I like you best,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“You have had me always. Now it’s their turn; they have waited.”
-
-“Yes, indeed, they have waited!” Hyacinth exclaimed.
-
-“But they will make it up; they will make up everything!” the invalid
-panted. Then she added, “I couldn’t—couldn’t help it!”—which was the
-last flicker of her strength. She gave no further sign of
-consciousness, and four days later she ceased to breathe. Hyacinth was
-with her, and Lady Aurora, but neither of them could recognise the
-moment.
-
-Hyacinth and Mr Vetch carried her bier, with the help of Eustache
-Poupin and Paul Muniment. Lady Aurora was at the funeral, and Madame
-Poupin as well, and twenty neighbours from Lomax Place; but the most
-distinguished person (in appearance at least) in the group of mourners
-was Millicent Henning, the grave yet brilliant beauty of whose
-countenance, the high propriety of whose demeanour, and the fine taste
-and general style of whose black ‘costume’ excited no little attention.
-Mr Vetch had his idea; he had been nursing it ever since Hyacinth’s
-return from Medley, and three days after Pinnie had been consigned to
-the earth he broached it to his young friend. The funeral had been on a
-Friday, and Hyacinth had mentioned to him that he should return to Mr
-Crookenden’s on the Monday morning. This was Sunday night, and Hyacinth
-had been out for a walk, neither with Millicent Henning nor with Paul
-Muniment, but alone, after the manner of old days. When he came in he
-found the fiddler waiting for him, and burning a tallow candle, in the
-blighted show-room. He had three or four little papers in his hand,
-which exhibited some jottings of his pencil, and Hyacinth guessed, what
-was the truth but not all the truth, that he had come to speak to him
-about business. Pinnie had left a little will, of which she had
-appointed her old friend executor; this fact had already become known
-to our hero, who thought such an arrangement highly natural. Mr Vetch
-informed him of the purport of this simple and judicious document, and
-mentioned that he had been looking into the dressmaker’s ‘affairs’.
-They consisted, poor Pinnie’s affairs, of the furniture of the house in
-Lomax Place, of the obligation to pay the remainder of a quarter’s
-rent, and of a sum of money in the savings-bank. Hyacinth was surprised
-to learn that Pinnie’s economies had produced fruit at this late day
-(things had gone so ill with her in recent years, and there had been
-often such a want of money in the house), until Mr Vetch explained to
-him, with eager clearness, that he himself had watched over the little
-hoard, accumulated during the period of her comparative prosperity,
-with the stiff determination that it should be sacrificed only in case
-of desperate necessity. Work had become scarce with Pinnie, but she
-could still do it when it came, and the money was to be kept for the
-very possible period when she should be helpless. Mercifully enough,
-she had not lived to see that day, and the sum in the bank had survived
-her, though diminished by more than half. She had left no debts but the
-matter of the house and those incurred during her illness. Of course
-the fiddler had known—he hastened to give his young friend this
-assurance—that Pinnie, had she become infirm, would have been able to
-count absolutely upon _him_ for the equivalent, in her old age, of the
-protection she had given him in his youth. But what if an accident had
-overtaken Hyacinth? What if he had incurred some nasty penalty for his
-revolutionary dabblings, which, little dangerous as they might be to
-society, were quite capable, in a country where authority, though
-good-natured, liked occasionally to make an example, to put him on the
-wrong side of a prison-wall? At any rate, for better or worse, by
-pinching and scraping, she had saved a little, and of that little,
-after everything was paid off, a fraction would still be left.
-Everything was bequeathed to Hyacinth—everything but a couple of plated
-candlesticks and the old ‘cheffonier’, which had been so handsome in
-its day; these Pinnie begged Mr Vetch to accept in recognition of
-services beyond all price. The furniture, everything he didn’t want for
-his own use, Hyacinth could sell in a lump, and with the proceeds he
-could wipe out old scores. The sum of money would remain to him; it
-amounted, in its reduced condition, to about thirty-seven pounds. In
-mentioning this figure Mr Vetch appeared to imply that Hyacinth would
-be master of a very pretty little fortune. Even to the young man
-himself, in spite of his recent initiations, it seemed far from
-contemptible; it represented sudden possibilities of still not
-returning to old Crookenden’s. It represented them, that is, till,
-presently, he remembered the various advances made him by the fiddler,
-and reflected that by the time these had been repaid there would hardly
-be twenty pounds left. That, however, was a far larger sum than he had
-ever had in his pocket at once. He thanked the old man for his
-information, and remarked—and there was no hypocrisy in the speech—that
-he was very sorry Pinnie had not given herself the benefit of the whole
-of the little fund in her lifetime. To this her executor replied that
-it had yielded her an interest far beyond any other investment; for he
-was persuaded she believed she should never live to enjoy it, and this
-faith was rich in pictures, visions of the effect such a windfall would
-produce in Hyacinth’s career.
-
-“What effect did she mean—do you mean?” Hyacinth inquired. As soon as
-he had spoken he felt that he knew what the old man would say (it would
-be a reference to Pinnie’s belief in his reunion with his ‘relations’,
-and the facilities that thirty-seven pounds would afford him for
-cutting a figure among them); and for a moment Mr Vetch looked at him
-as if exactly that response were on his lips. At the end of the moment,
-however, he replied, quite differently—
-
-“She hoped you would go abroad and see the world.” The fiddler watched
-his young friend; then he added, “She had a particular wish that you
-should go to Paris.”
-
-Hyacinth had turned pale at this suggestion, and for a moment he said
-nothing. “Ah, Paris!” he murmured, at last.
-
-“She would have liked you even to take a little run down to Italy.”
-
-“Doubtless that would be pleasant. But there is a limit to what one can
-do with twenty pounds.”
-
-“How do you mean, with twenty pounds?” the old man asked, lifting his
-eyebrows, while the wrinkles in his forehead made deep shadows in the
-candlelight.
-
-“That’s about what will remain, after I have settled my account with
-you.”
-
-“How do you mean, your account with me? I shall not take any of your
-money.”
-
-Hyacinth’s eyes wandered over his interlocutor’s suggestive rustiness.
-“I don’t want to be ungracious, but suppose _you_ should lose your
-powers.”
-
-“My dear boy, I shall have one of the resources that was open to
-Pinnie. I shall look to you to be the support of my old age.”
-
-“You may do so with perfect safety, except for that danger you just
-mentioned, of my being imprisoned or hanged.”
-
-“It’s precisely because I think it will be less if you go abroad that I
-urge you to take this chance. You will see the world, and you will like
-it better. You will think society, even as it is, has some good
-points,” said Mr Vetch.
-
-“I have never liked it better than the last few months.”
-
-“Ah well, wait till you see Paris!”
-
-“Oh, Paris—Paris,” Hyacinth repeated, vaguely, staring into the turbid
-flame of the candle as if he made out the most brilliant scenes there;
-an attitude, accent and expression which the fiddler interpreted both
-as the vibration of a latent hereditary chord and a symptom of the
-acute sense of opportunity.
-
-
-
-
-BOOK FOURTH
-
-
-
-
-XXIX
-
-
-The boulevard was all alive, brilliant with illuminations, with the
-variety and gaiety of the crowd, the dazzle of shops and cafés seen
-through uncovered fronts or immense lucid plates, the flamboyant
-porches of theatres and the flashing lamps of carriages, the
-far-spreading murmur of talkers and strollers, the uproar of pleasure
-and prosperity, the general magnificence of Paris on a perfect evening
-in June. Hyacinth had been walking about all day—he had walked from
-rising till bed-time every day of the week that had elapsed since his
-arrival—and now an extraordinary fatigue, which, however, was not
-without its delight (there was a kind of richness, a sweet satiety, in
-it), a tremendous lassitude had fallen upon him, and he settled himself
-in a chair beside a little table in front of Tortoni’s, not so much to
-rest from it as to enjoy it. He had seen so much, felt so much, learned
-so much, thrilled and throbbed and laughed and sighed so much, during
-the past several days, that he was conscious at last of the danger of
-becoming incoherent to himself, of the need of balancing his accounts.
-
-To-night he came to a full stop; he simply sat at the door of the most
-dandified café in Paris and felt his pulse and took stock of his
-impressions. He had been intending to visit the Variétés theatre, which
-blazed through intermediate lights and through the thin foliage of
-trees not favoured by the asphalt, on the other side of the great
-avenue. But the impression of Chaumont—he relinquished that, for the
-present; it added to the luxury of his situation to reflect that he
-should still have plenty of time to see the _succès du jour_. The same
-effect proceeded from his determination to order a _marquise_, when the
-waiter, whose superior shirt-front and whisker emerged from the long
-white cylinder of an apron, came to take his commands. He knew the
-decoction was expensive—he had learnt as much at the moment he happened
-to overhear, for the first time, a mention of it; which had been the
-night before, in his place in a stall, during an _entr’acte_, at the
-_Comédie Française_. A gentleman beside him, a young man in
-evening-dress, conversing with an acquaintance in the row behind,
-recommended the latter to refresh himself with the article in question
-after the play: there was nothing like it, the speaker remarked, of a
-hot evening, in the open air, when one was thirsty. The waiter brought
-Hyacinth a tall glass of champagne, in which a pine-apple ice was in
-solution, and our hero felt that he had hoped for a sensation no less
-delicate when he looked for an empty table on Tortoni’s terrace. Very
-few tables were empty, and it was his belief that the others were
-occupied by high celebrities; at any rate they were just the types he
-had had a prevision of and had wanted most to meet, when the
-extraordinary opportunity to come abroad with his pocket full of money
-(it was more extraordinary, even, than his original meeting with the
-Princess) became real to him in Lomax Place. He knew about Tortoni’s
-from his study of the French novel, and as he sat there he had a vague
-sense of fraternising with Balzac and Alfred de Musset; there were
-echoes and reminiscences of their works in the air, confounding
-themselves with the indefinable exhalations, the strange composite
-odour, half agreeable, half impure, of the boulevard. ‘Splendid Paris,
-charming Paris’—that refrain, the fragment of an invocation, a
-beginning without an end, hummed itself perpetually in Hyacinth’s ears;
-the only articulate words that got themselves uttered in the hymn of
-praise which his imagination had been offering to the French capital
-from the first hour of his stay. He recognised, he greeted, with a
-thousand palpitations, the seat of his maternal ancestors—was proud to
-be associated with so much of the superb, so many proofs of a
-civilisation that had no visible rough spots. He had his perplexities,
-and he had even now and then a revulsion for which he had made no
-allowance, as when it came over him that the most brilliant city in the
-world was also the most blood-stained; but the great sense that he
-understood and sympathised was preponderant, and his comprehension gave
-him wings—appeared to transport him to still wider fields of knowledge,
-still higher sensations.
-
-In other days, in London, he had thought again and again of his
-mother’s father, the revolutionary watch-maker who had known the
-ecstasy of the barricade and had paid for it with his life, and his
-reveries had not been sensibly chilled by the fact that he knew next to
-nothing about him. He figured him in his mind, had a conviction that he
-was very short, like himself, and had curly hair, an immense talent for
-his work and an extraordinary natural eloquence, together with many of
-the most attractive qualities of the French character. But he was
-reckless, and a little cracked, and probably immoral; he had
-difficulties and debts and irrepressible passions; his life had been an
-incurable fever and its tragic termination was a matter of course. None
-the less it would have been a charm to hear him talk, to feel the
-influence of a gaiety which even political madness could never quench;
-for his grandson had a theory that he spoke the French tongue of an
-earlier time, delightful and sociable in accent and phrase, exempt from
-the commonness of modern slang. This vague yet vivid personage became
-Hyacinth’s constant companion, from the day of his arrival; he roamed
-about with Florentine’s boy, hand in hand, sat opposite to him at
-dinner, at the small table in the restaurant, finished the bottle with
-him, made the bill a little longer, and treated him to innumerable
-revelations and counsels. He knew the lad’s secret without being told,
-and looked at him across the diminutive tablecloth, where the great
-tube of bread, pushed aside a little, left room for his elbows (it
-puzzled Hyacinth that the people of Paris should ever have had the
-fierceness of hunger when the loaves were so big), gazed at him with
-eyes of deep, kind, glowing comprehension and with lips which seemed to
-murmur that when one was to die to-morrow one was wise to eat and drink
-to-day. There was nothing venerable, no constraint of importance or
-disapproval, in this edifying and impalpable presence; the young man
-considered that Hyacinthe Vivier was of his own time of life and could
-enter into his pleasures as well as his pains. Wondering, repeatedly,
-where the barricade on which his grandfather fell had been erected, he
-at last satisfied himself (but I am unable to trace the process of the
-induction) that it had bristled across the Rue Saint-Honoré, very near
-to the church of Saint-Roch. The pair had now roamed together through
-all the museums and gardens, through the principal churches (the
-republican martyr was very good-natured about this), through the
-passages and arcades, up and down the great avenues, across all the
-bridges, and above all, again and again, along the river, where the
-quays were an endless entertainment to Hyacinth, who lingered by the
-half-hour beside the boxes of old books on the parapets, stuffing his
-pockets with five-penny volumes, while the bright industries of the
-Seine flashed and glittered beneath him, and on the other bank the
-glorious Louvre stretched either way for a league. Our young man took
-almost the same sort of satisfaction in the Louvre as if he had erected
-it; he haunted the museum during all the first days, and couldn’t look
-enough at certain pictures, nor sufficiently admire the high polish of
-the great floors in which the golden, frescoed ceilings repeated
-themselves. All Paris struck him as tremendously artistic and
-decorative; he felt as if hitherto he had lived in a dusky, frowsy,
-Philistine world, in which the taste was the taste of Little Pedlington
-and the idea of beautiful arrangement had never had an influence. In
-his ancestral city it had been active from the first, and that was why
-his quick sensibility responded; and he murmured again his constant
-refrain, when the fairness of the great monuments arrested him, in the
-pearly, silvery light, or he saw them take gray-blue, delicate tones at
-the end of stately vistas. It seemed to him that Paris expressed
-herself, and did it in the grand style, while London remained vague and
-blurred, inarticulate, blunt and dim.
-
-Eustache Poupin had given him letters to three or four democratic
-friends, ardent votaries of the social question, who had by a miracle
-either escaped the cruelty of exile or suffered the outrage of pardon,
-and, in spite of republican _mouchards_, no less infamous than the
-imperial, and the periodical swoops of despotism which had only changed
-its buttons and postage-stamps, kept alive the sacred spark which would
-some day become a consuming flame. Hyacinth, however, had not had the
-thought of delivering these introductions; he had accepted them because
-Poupin had had such a solemn glee in writing them, and also because he
-had not the courage to let the couple in Lisson Grove know that since
-that terrible night at Hoffendahl’s a change had come over the spirit
-of his dream. He had not grown more concentrated, he had grown more
-relaxed, and it was inconsistent with relaxation that he should rummage
-out Poupin’s friends—one of whom lived in the Batignolles and the
-others in the Faubourg Saint-Antoine—and pretend that he cared for what
-they cared for in the same way as they cared for it. What was supreme
-in his mind to-day was not the idea of how the society that surrounded
-him should be destroyed; it was, much more, the sense of the wonderful,
-precious things it had produced, of the brilliant, impressive fabric it
-had raised. That destruction was waiting for it there was forcible
-evidence, known to himself and others, to show; but since this truth
-had risen before him, in its magnitude he had become conscious of a
-transfer, partial if not complete, of his sympathies; the same
-revulsion of which he had given a sign to the Princess in saying that
-now he pitied the rich, those who were regarded as happy. While the
-evening passed, therefore, as he kept his place at Tortoni’s, the
-emotion that was last to visit him was a compunction for not having put
-himself in relation with poor Poupin’s friends, for having neglected to
-make the acquaintance of earnest people.
-
-Who in the world, if one should come to that, was as earnest as he
-himself, or had given such signal even though secret proofs of it? He
-could lay that unction to his soul in spite of his having amused
-himself cynically, spent all his time in theatres, galleries, walks of
-pleasure. The feeling had not failed him with which he accepted Mr
-Vetch’s furtherance—the sense that since he was destined to perish in
-his flower he was right to make a dash at the beautiful, horrible
-world. That reflection had been natural enough, but what was strange
-was the fiddler’s own impulse, his desire to do something pleasant for
-him, to beguile him and ship him off. What had been most odd in that
-was the way Mr Vetch appeared to overlook the fact that his young
-friend had already had, that year, such an episode of dissipation as
-was surely rare in the experience of London artisans. This was one of
-the many things Hyacinth thought of; he thought of the others in turn
-and out of turn; it was almost the first time he had sat still long
-enough (except at the theatre) to collect himself. A hundred confused
-reverberations of the recent past crowded upon him, and he saw that he
-had lived more intensely in the previous six months than in all the
-rest of his existence. The succession of events finally straightened
-itself, and he tasted some of the rarest, strangest moments over again.
-His last week at Medley, in especial, had already become a kind of
-fable, the echo of a song; he could read it over like a story, gaze at
-it as he would have gazed at some exquisite picture. His visit there
-had been perfect to the end, and even the three days that Captain
-Sholto’s sojourn lasted had not broken the spell, for the three more
-that had elapsed before his own departure (the Princess herself had
-given him the signal) were the most important of all. It was then the
-Princess had made it clear to him that she was in earnest, was prepared
-for the last sacrifice. She was now his standard of comparison, his
-authority, his measure, his perpetual reference; and in taking
-possession of his mind to this extent she had completely renewed it.
-She was altogether a new term, and now that he was in a foreign country
-he observed how much her conversation, itself so foreign, had prepared
-him to understand it. In Paris he saw, of course, a great many women,
-and he noticed almost all of them, especially the actresses;
-confronting, mentally, their movement, their speech, their manner of
-dressing, with that of his extraordinary friend. He judged that she was
-beyond them in every respect, though there were one or two actresses
-who had the air of trying to copy her.
-
-The recollection of the last days he had spent with her affected him
-now like the touch of a tear-washed cheek. She had shed tears for him,
-and it was his suspicion that her secret idea was to frustrate the
-redemption of his vow to Hoffendahl, to the immeasurable body that
-Hoffendahl represented. She pretended to have accepted it, and what she
-said was simply that when he should have played his part she would
-engage to save him—to fling a cloud about him, as the goddess-mother of
-the Trojan hero used, in Virgil’s poem, to _escamoter_ Æneas. What she
-meant was, in his view, to prevent him from playing his part at all.
-She was earnest for herself, not for him. The main result of his
-concentrated intimacy with her had been to make him feel that he was
-good enough for anything. When he had asked her, the last day, if he
-might write to her, she had said, Yes, but not for two or three weeks.
-He had written after Pinnie’s death, and again just before coming
-abroad, and in doing so had taken account of something else she had
-said in regard to their correspondence—that she didn’t wish vague
-phrases, protestations or compliments; she wanted the realities of his
-life, the smallest, most personal details. Therefore he had treated her
-to the whole business of the break-up in Lomax Place, including the
-sale of the rickety furniture. He had told her what that transaction
-brought—a beggarly sum, but sufficient to help a little to pay debts;
-and he had informed her furthermore that one of the ways Mr Vetch had
-taken to hurry him off to Paris was to offer him a present of thirty
-pounds out of his curious little hoard, to add to the sum already
-inherited from Pinnie—which, in a manner that none of Hyacinth’s
-friends, of course, could possibly regard as frugal, or even as
-respectable, was now consecrated to a mere excursion. He even mentioned
-that he had ended by accepting the thirty pounds, adding that he feared
-there was something demoralising in his peculiar situation (she would
-know what he meant by that): it disposed one to take what one could
-get, made one at least very tolerant of whims that happened to be
-munificent.
-
-What he did not mention to the Princess was the manner in which he had
-been received by Paul Muniment and by Millicent Henning on his return
-from Medley. Millicent’s reception had been the queerest; it had been
-quite unexpectedly mild. She made him no scene of violence, and
-appeared to have given up the line of throwing a blur of recrimination
-over her own nefarious doings. She treated him as if she liked him for
-having got in with the swells; she had an appreciation of success which
-would lead her to handle him more tenderly now that he was really
-successful. She tried to make him describe the style of life that was
-led in a house where people were invited to stay like that without
-having to pay, and she surprised him almost as much as she gratified
-him by not indulging in any of her former digs at the Princess. She was
-lavish of ejaculations when he answered certain of her
-questions—ejaculations that savoured of Pimlico, “Oh, I say!” and “Oh,
-my stars!”—and he was more than ever struck with her detestable habit
-of saying, “Aye, that’s where it is,” when he had made some remark to
-which she wished to give an intelligent and sympathetic assent. But she
-didn’t jeer at the Princess’s private character; she stayed her satire,
-in a case where there was such an opening for it. Hyacinth reflected
-that this was lucky for her: he couldn’t have stood it (nervous and
-anxious as he was about Pinnie) if she had had the bad taste, at such a
-time as that, to be profane and insulting. In that case he would have
-broken with her completely—he would have been too disgusted. She
-displeased him enough, as it was, by her vulgar tricks of speech. There
-were two or three little recurrent irregularities that aggravated him
-to a degree quite out of proportion to their importance, as when she
-said ‘full up’ for full, ‘sold out’ for sold, or remarked to him that
-she supposed he was now going to chuck up his work at old Crookenden’s.
-These phrases had fallen upon his ear many a time before, but now they
-seemed almost unpardonable enough to quarrel about. Not that he had any
-wish to quarrel, for if the question had been pushed he would have
-admitted that to-day his intimacy with the Princess had caused any
-rights he might have had upon Millicent to lapse. Millicent did not
-push it, however; she only, it was evident, wished to convey to him
-that it was better for both parties they should respect each other’s
-liberty. A genial understanding on this subject was what Miss Henning
-desired, and Hyacinth forbade himself to inquire what use she proposed
-to make of her freedom. During the month that elapsed between Pinnie’s
-death and his visit to Paris he had seen her several times, for the
-respect for each other’s freedom had somehow not implied cessation of
-intercourse, and it was only natural she should have been soft to him
-in his bereaved condition. Hyacinth’s sentiment about Pinnie was deep,
-and Millicent was clever enough to guess it; the consequence of which
-was that on these occasions she was very soft indeed. She talked to him
-almost as if she had been his mother and he a convalescent child;
-called him her dear, and a young rascal, and her old boy; moralised a
-good deal, abstained from beer (till she learned he had inherited a
-fortune), and when he remarked once (moralising a little, too) that
-after the death of a person we have loved we are haunted by the memory
-of our failures of kindness, of generosity, rejoined, with a dignity
-that made the words almost a contribution to philosophy, “Yes, that’s
-where it is!”
-
-Something in her behaviour at this period had even made Hyacinth wonder
-whether there were not some mystical sign in his appearance, some
-subtle betrayal in the very expression of his face, of the predicament
-in which he had been placed by Diedrich Hoffendahl; he began to suspect
-afresh the operation of that ‘beastly _attendrissement_’ he had
-detected of old in people who had the benefit of Miss Pynsent’s
-innuendoes. The compassion Millicent felt for him had never been one of
-the reasons why he liked her; it had fortunately been corrected,
-moreover, by his power to make her furious. This evening, on the
-boulevard, as he watched the interminable successions, one of the ideas
-that came to him was that it was odd he should like her even yet; for
-heaven knew he liked the Princess better, and he had hitherto supposed
-that when a sentiment of this kind had the energy of a possession it
-made a clean sweep of all minor predilections. But it was clear to him
-that Millicent still existed for him; that he couldn’t feel he had
-quite done with her, or she with him; and that in spite of his having
-now so many other things to admire there was still a comfort in the
-recollection of her robust beauty and her primitive passions. Hyacinth
-thought of her as some clever young barbarian who in ancient days
-should have made a pilgrimage to Rome might have thought of a Dacian or
-Iberian mistress awaiting his return on the rough provincial shore. If
-Millicent considered his visit at a ‘hall’ a proof of the sort of
-success that was to attend him (how he reconciled this with the
-supposition that she perceived, as a ghostly irradiation, intermingled
-with his curly hair, the aureola of martyrdom, he would have had some
-difficulty in explaining), if Miss Henning considered, on his return
-from Medley, that he had taken his place on the winning side, it was
-only consistent of her to borrow a grandeur from his further travels;
-and, indeed, by the time he was ready to start she spoke of the plan as
-if she had invented it herself and even contributed materially to the
-funds required. It had been her theory, from the first, that she only
-liked people of spirit; and Hyacinth certainly had never had so much
-spirit as when he launched himself into Continental adventures. He
-could say to himself, quite without bitterness, that of course she
-would profit by his absence to put her relations with Sholto on a
-comfortable footing; yet, somehow, at this moment, as her face came
-back to him amid the crowd of faces about him, it had not that
-gentleman’s romantic shadow across it. It was the brilliancy of Paris,
-perhaps, that made him see things rosy; at any rate, he remembered with
-kindness something that she had said to him the last time he saw her
-and that had touched him exceedingly at the moment. He had happened to
-observe to her, in a friendly way, that now Miss Pynsent had gone she
-was, with the exception of Mr Vetch, the person in his whole circle who
-had known him longest. To this Millicent had replied that Mr Vetch
-wouldn’t live for ever, and then she should have the satisfaction of
-being his very oldest friend. “Oh, well, I shan’t live for ever,
-either,” said Hyacinth; which led her to inquire whether by chance he
-had a weakness of the chest. “Not that I know of, but I might get
-killed in a row;” and when she broke out into scorn of his silly notion
-of turning everything up (as if any one wanted to know what a
-costermonger would like, or any of that low sort at the East End!) he
-amused himself with asking her if she were satisfied with the condition
-of society and thought nothing ought to be done for people who, at the
-end of a lifetime of starvation-wages, had only the reward of the
-hideous workhouse and a pauper’s grave.
-
-“I shouldn’t be satisfied with anything, if ever you was to slip up,”
-Millicent answered, simply, looking at him with her beautiful boldness.
-Then she added, “There’s one thing I can tell _you_, Mr Robinson: that
-if ever any one was to do you a turn—” And she paused again, tossing
-back the head she carried as if it were surmounted by a tiara, while
-Hyacinth inquired what would occur in that contingency. “Well, there’d
-be _one_ left behind who would take it up!” she announced; and in the
-tone of the declaration there was something brave and genuine. It
-struck Hyacinth as a strange fate—though not stranger, after all, than
-his native circumstances—that one’s memory should come to be
-represented by a shop-girl overladen with bracelets of imitation
-silver; but he was reminded that Millicent was a fine specimen of a
-woman of a type opposed to the whining, and that in her free
-temperament many disparities were reconciled.
-
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-
-XXX
-
-
-On the other hand the brilliancy of Paris had not much power to
-transfigure the impression made upon him by such intercourse with Paul
-Muniment as he had enjoyed during the weeks that followed Pinnie’s
-death—an impression considerably more severe than any idea of
-renunciation or oblivion that could connect itself with Millicent. Why
-it should have had the taste of sadness was not altogether clear, for
-Muniment’s voice was as distinct as any in the chorus of approbation
-excited by the news that Hyacinth was about to cultivate the most
-characteristic of the pleasures of gentility—a sympathetic unanimity,
-of which the effect was to place his journey to Paris in a light almost
-ridiculous. What had got into them all, and did they think he was good
-for nothing but to amuse himself? Mr Vetch had been the most zealous,
-but the others clapped him on the back in almost exactly the same
-manner as he had seen his mates in Soho bring their palms down on one
-of their number when it was disclosed to them that his ‘missus’ had
-made him yet once again a father. That had been Poupin’s tone, and his
-wife’s as well; and even poor Schinkel, with his everlasting bandage,
-whom he had met in Lisson Grove, appeared to think it necessary to
-remark that a little run across the Rhine, while he was about it, would
-open his eyes to a great many wonders. The Poupins shed tears of joy,
-and the letters which have already been mentioned, and which lay day
-after day on the mantel-shelf of the little room our hero occupied in a
-_hôtel garni_, tremendously tall and somewhat lopsided, in the Rue
-Jacob (that recommendation proceeded also from Lisson Grove, the
-_garni_ being kept by a second cousin of Madame Eustache), these
-valuable documents had been prepared by the obliging exile many days
-before his young friend was ready to start. It was almost refreshing to
-Hyacinth when old Crookenden, the sole outspoken dissentient, told him
-he was a blockhead to waste his money on the bloody French. This worthy
-employer of labour was evidently disgusted at such an innovation; if he
-wanted a little recreation why couldn’t he take it as it had been taken
-in Soho from the beginning of time, in the shape of a trip to Hampton
-Court or two or three days of alcoholic torpor? Old Crookenden was
-right. Hyacinth conceded freely that he was a blockhead, and was only a
-little uncomfortable that he couldn’t explain why he didn’t pretend not
-to be and had a kind of right to that compensatory luxury.
-
-Paul guessed why, of course, and smiled approval with a candour which
-gave Hyacinth a strange, inexpressible heartache. He already knew that
-his friend’s view of him was that he was ornamental and adapted to the
-lighter kinds of socialistic utility—constituted to show that the
-revolution was not necessarily brutal and illiterate; but in the light
-of the cheerful stoicism with which Muniment regarded the sacrifice our
-hero was committed to, the latter had found it necessary to remodel a
-good deal his original conception of the young chemist’s nature. The
-result of this process was not that he admired it less but that he felt
-almost awe-stricken in the presence of it. There had been an element of
-that sort in his appreciation of Muniment from the first, but it had
-been infinitely deepened by the spectacle of his sublime consistency.
-Hyacinth felt that he himself could never have risen to that point. He
-was competent to make the promise to Hoffendahl, and he was equally
-competent to keep it; but he could not have had the same fortitude for
-another, could not have detached himself from personal prejudice so
-effectually as to put forward, in that way, for the terrible ‘job’, a
-little chap he liked. That Muniment liked him it never occurred to
-Hyacinth to doubt, and certainly he had all the manner of it to-day: he
-had never been more good-humoured, more placidly talkative; he was like
-an elder brother who knew that the ‘youngster’ was clever, and was
-rather proud of it even when there was no one there to see. That air of
-suspending their partnership for the moment, which had usually marked
-him at the ‘Sun and Moon’, was never visible in other places; in Audley
-Court he only chaffed Hyacinth occasionally for taking him too
-seriously. To-day his young friend hardly knew just how to take him;
-the episode of which Hoffendahl was the central figure had, as far as
-one could see, made so little change in his life. As a conspirator he
-was so extraordinarily candid, and bitterness and denunciation so
-rarely sat on his lips. It was as if he had been ashamed to complain;
-and indeed, for himself, as the months went on, he had nothing
-particular to complain of. He had had a rise, at the chemical works,
-and a plan of getting a larger room for Rosy was under serious
-consideration. On behalf of others he never sounded the pathetic
-note—he thought that sort of thing unbusiness-like; and the most that
-he did in the way of expatiation on the wrongs of humanity was
-occasionally to mention certain statistics, certain ‘returns’, in
-regard to the remuneration of industries, applications for employment
-and the discharge of hands. In such matters as these he was deeply
-versed, and he moved in a dry statistical and scientific air in which
-it cost Hyacinth an effort of respiration to accompany him. Simple and
-kindly as he was, and thoughtful of the woes of beasts, attentive and
-merciful to small insects, and addicted even to kissing dirty babies in
-Audley Court, he sometimes emitted a short satiric gleam which showed
-that his esteem for the poor was small and that if he had no illusions
-about the people who had got everything into their hands he had as few
-about those who had egregiously failed to do so. He was tremendously
-reasonable, which was largely why Hyacinth admired him, having a desire
-to be so himself but finding it terribly difficult.
-
-Muniment’s absence of passion, his fresh-coloured coolness, his easy,
-exact knowledge, the way he kept himself clean (except for the chemical
-stains on his hands) in circumstances of foul contact, constituted a
-group of qualities that had always appeared to Hyacinth singularly
-enviable. Most enviable of all was the force that enabled him to sink
-personal sentiment where a great public good was to be attempted and
-yet keep up the form of caring for that minor interest. It seemed to
-Hyacinth that if _he_ had introduced a young fellow to Hoffendahl for
-his purposes, and Hoffendahl had accepted him on such a recommendation,
-and everything had been settled, he would have preferred never to look
-at the young fellow again. That was his weakness, and Muniment carried
-it off far otherwise. It must be added that he had never made an
-allusion to their visit to Hoffendahl; so that Hyacinth also, out of
-pride, held his tongue on the subject. If his friend didn’t wish to
-express any sympathy for him he was not going to beg for it (especially
-as he didn’t want it) by restless references. It had originally been a
-surprise to him that Muniment should be willing to countenance a
-possible assassination; but after all none of his ideas were narrow
-(Hyacinth had a sense that they ripened all the while), and if a
-pistol-shot would do any good he was not the man to raise pedantic
-objections. It is true that, as regards his quiet acceptance of the
-predicament in which Hyacinth might be placed by it, our young man had
-given him the benefit of a certain amount of doubt; it had occurred to
-him that perhaps Muniment had his own reasons for believing that the
-summons from Hoffendahl would never really arrive, so that he might
-only be treating himself to the entertainment of judging of a little
-bookbinder’s nerve. But in this case, why did he take an interest in
-the little bookbinder’s going to Paris? That was a thing he would not
-have cared for if he had held that in fact there was nothing to fear.
-He despised the sight of idleness, and in spite of the indulgence he
-had more than once been good enough to express on the subject of
-Hyacinth’s epicurean tendencies what he would have been most likely to
-say at present was, ‘Go to Paris? Go to the dickens! Haven’t you been
-out at grass long enough for one while, didn’t you lark enough in the
-country there with the noble lady, and hadn’t you better take up your
-tools again before you forget how to handle them?’ Rosy had said
-something of that sort, in her free, familiar way (whatever her
-intention, she had been, in effect, only a little less sarcastic than
-old Crookenden): that Mr Robinson was going in for a life of leisure, a
-life of luxury, like herself; she must congratulate him on having the
-means and the time. Oh, the time—that was the great thing! She could
-speak with knowledge, having always enjoyed these advantages herself.
-And she intimated—or was she mistaken?—that his good fortune emulated
-hers also in the matter of his having a high-born and beneficent friend
-(such a blessing, now he had lost dear Miss Pynsent), who covered him
-with little attentions. Rose Muniment, in short, had been more
-exasperating than ever.
-
-The boulevard became even more brilliant as the evening went on, and
-Hyacinth wondered whether he had a right to occupy the same table for
-so many hours. The theatre on the other side discharged its multitude;
-the crowd thickened on the wide asphalt, on the terrace of the café;
-gentlemen, accompanied by ladies of whom he knew already how to
-characterise the type—_des femmes très-chic_—passed into the portals of
-Tortoni. The nightly emanation of Paris seemed to rise more richly, to
-float and hang in the air, to mingle with the universal light and the
-many-voiced sound, to resolve itself into a thousand solicitations and
-opportunities, addressed however mainly to those in whose pockets the
-chink of a little loose gold might respond. Hyacinth’s retrospections
-had not made him drowsy, but quite the reverse; he grew restless and
-excited, and a kind of pleasant terror of the place and hour entered
-into his blood. But it was nearly midnight, and he got up to walk home,
-taking the line of the boulevard toward the Madeleine. He passed down
-the Rue Royale, where comparative stillness reigned; and when he
-reached the Place de la Concorde, to cross the bridge which faces the
-Corps Législatif, he found himself almost isolated. He had left the
-human swarm and the obstructed pavements behind, and the wide spaces of
-the splendid square lay quiet under the summer stars. The plash of the
-great fountains was audible, and he could almost hear the wind-stirred
-murmur of the little wood of the Tuileries on one side, and of the
-vague expanse of the Champs Elysées on the other. The place itself—the
-Place Louis Quinze, the Place de la Révolution—had given him a sensible
-emotion, from the day of his arrival; he had recognised so quickly its
-tremendously historic character. He had seen, in a rapid vision, the
-guillotine in the middle, on the site of the inscrutable obelisk, and
-the tumbrils, with waiting victims, were stationed round the circle now
-made majestic by the monuments of the cities of France. The great
-legend of the French Revolution, sanguinary and heroic, was more real
-to him here than anywhere else; and, strangely, what was most present
-was not its turpitude and horror, but its magnificent energy, the
-spirit of life that had been in it, not the spirit of death. That
-shadow was effaced by the modern fairness of fountain and statue, the
-stately perspective and composition; and as he lingered, before
-crossing the Seine, a sudden sense overtook him, making his heart sink
-with a kind of desolation—a sense of everything that might hold one to
-the world, of the sweetness of not dying, the fascination of great
-cities, the charm of travel and discovery, the generosity of
-admiration. The tears rose to his eyes, as they had done more than once
-in the past six months, and a question, low but poignant, broke from
-his lips, ending in nothing: “How could he—how _could_ he—?” It may be
-explained that ‘he’ was a reference to Paul Muniment; for Hyacinth had
-dreamed of the religion of friendship.
-
-Three weeks after this he found himself in Venice, whence he addressed
-to the Princess Casamassima a letter of which I reproduce the principal
-passages.
-
-‘This is probably the last time I shall write to you before I return to
-London. Of course you have been in this place, and you will easily
-understand why here, especially here, the spirit should move me. Dear
-Princess, what an enchanted city, what ineffable impressions, what a
-revelation of the exquisite! I have a room in a little _campo_ opposite
-to a small old church, which has cracked marble slabs let into the
-front; and in the cracks grow little wild delicate flowers, of which I
-don’t know the name. Over the door of the church hangs an old battered
-leather curtain, polished and tawny, as thick as a mattress, and with
-buttons in it, like a sofa; and it flops to and fro, laboriously, as
-women and girls, with shawls on their heads and their feet in little
-wooden shoes which have nothing but toes, pass in and out. In the
-middle of the campo is a fountain, which looks still older than the
-church; it has a primitive, barbaric air, and I have an idea it was put
-there by the first settlers—those who came to Venice from the mainland,
-from Aquileia. Observe how much historical information I have already
-absorbed; it won’t surprise you, however, for you never wondered at
-anything after you discovered I knew something of Schopenhauer. I
-assure you, I don’t think of that musty misogynist in the least to-day,
-for I bend a genial eye on the women and girls I just spoke of, as they
-glide, with a small clatter and with their old copper water-jars, to
-the fountain. The Venetian girl-face is wonderfully sweet and the
-effect is charming when its pale, sad oval (they all look under-fed) is
-framed in the old faded shawl. They also have very fascinating hair,
-which never has done curling, and they slip along together, in couples
-or threes, interlinked by the arms and never meeting one’s eye (so that
-its geniality doesn’t matter), dressed in thin, cheap cotton gowns,
-whose limp folds make the same delightful line that everything else in
-Italy makes. The weather is splendid and I roast—but I like it;
-apparently, I was made to be spitted and “done”, and I discover that I
-have been cold all my life, even when I thought I was warm. I have seen
-none of the beautiful patricians who sat for the great painters—the
-gorgeous beings whose golden hair was intertwined with pearls; but I am
-studying Italian in order to talk with the shuffling, clicking maidens
-who work in the bead-factories—I am determined to make one or two of
-them look at me. When they have filled their old water-pots at the
-fountain it is jolly to see them perch them on their heads and patter
-away over the polished Venetian stones. It’s a charm to be in a country
-where the women don’t wear the hideous British bonnet. Even in my own
-class (excuse the expression—I remember it used to offend you), I have
-never known a young female, in London, to put her nose out of the door
-without it; and if you had frequented such young females as much as I
-have you would have learned of what degradation that dreary necessity
-is the source. The floor of my room is composed of little brick tiles,
-and to freshen the air, in this temperature, one sprinkles it, as you
-no doubt know, with water. Before long, if I keep on sprinkling, I
-shall be able to swim about; the green shutters are closed, and the
-place makes a very good tank. Through the chinks the hot light of the
-campo comes in. I smoke cigarettes, and in the pauses of this
-composition recline on a faded magenta divan in the corner. Convenient
-to my hand, in that attitude, are the works of Leopardi and a
-second-hand dictionary. I am very happy—happier than I have ever been
-in my life save at Medley—and I don’t care for anything but the present
-hour. It won’t last long, for I am spending all my money. When I have
-finished this I shall go forth and wander about in the splendid
-Venetian afternoon; and I shall spend the evening in that enchanted
-square of St Mark’s, which resembles an immense open-air drawing-room,
-listening to music and feeling the sea-breeze blow in between those two
-strange old columns, in the piazzetta, which seem to make a portal for
-it. I can scarcely believe that it’s of myself that I am telling these
-fine things; I say to myself a dozen times a day that Hyacinth Robinson
-is not in it—I pinch my leg to see if I’m not dreaming. But a short
-time hence, when I have resumed the exercise of my profession, in sweet
-Soho, I shall have proof enough that it has been my very self: I shall
-know that by the terrible grind I shall feel my work to be.
-
-‘That will mean, no doubt, that I’m deeply demoralised. It won’t be for
-you, however, in this case, to cast the stone at me; for my
-demoralisation began from the moment I first approached you. Dear
-Princess, I may have done you good, but you haven’t done me much. I
-trust you will understand what I mean by that speech, and not think it
-flippant or impertinent. I may have helped you to understand and enter
-into the misery of the people (though I protest I don’t know much about
-it), but you have led my imagination into quite another train. However,
-I don’t mean to pretend that it’s all your fault if I have lost sight
-of the sacred cause almost altogether in my recent adventures. It is
-not that it has not been there to see, for that perhaps is the clearest
-result of extending one’s horizon—the sense, increasing as we go, that
-want and toil and suffering are the constant lot of the immense
-majority of the human race. I have found them everywhere, but I haven’t
-minded them. Excuse the cynical confession. What has struck me is the
-great achievements of which man has been capable in spite of them—the
-splendid accumulations of the happier few, to which, doubtless, the
-miserable many have also in their degree contributed. The face of
-Europe appears to be covered with them, and they have had much the
-greater part of my attention. They seem to me inestimably precious and
-beautiful, and I have become conscious, more than ever before, of how
-little I understand what, in the great rectification, you and Poupin
-propose to do with them. Dear Princess, there are things which I shall
-be sorry to see you touch, even you with your hands divine; and—shall I
-tell you _le fond de ma pensée_, as you used to say?—I feel myself
-capable of fighting for them. You can’t call me a traitor, for you know
-the obligation that I recognise. The monuments and treasures of art,
-the great palaces and properties, the conquests of learning and taste,
-the general fabric of civilisation as we know it, based, if you will,
-upon all the despotisms, the cruelties, the exclusions, the monopolies
-and the rapacities of the past, but thanks to which, all the same, the
-world is less impracticable and life more tolerable—our friend
-Hoffendahl seems to me to hold them too cheap and to wish to substitute
-for them something in which I can’t somehow believe as I do in things
-with which the aspirations and the tears of generations have been
-mixed. You know how extraordinary I think our Hoffendahl (to speak only
-of him); but if there is one thing that is more clear about him than
-another it is that he wouldn’t have the least feeling for this
-incomparable, abominable old Venice. He would cut up the ceilings of
-the Veronese into strips, so that every one might have a little piece.
-I don’t want every one to have a little piece of anything, and I have a
-great horror of that kind of invidious jealousy which is at the bottom
-of the idea of a redistribution. You will say that I talk of it at my
-ease, while, in a delicious capital, I smoke cigarettes on a magenta
-divan; and I give you leave to scoff at me if it turns out that, when I
-come back to London without a penny in my pocket, I don’t hold the same
-language. I don’t know what it comes from, but during the last three
-months there has crept over me a deep mistrust of that same grudging
-attitude—the intolerance of positions and fortunes that are higher and
-brighter than one’s own; a fear, moreover, that I may, in the past,
-have been actuated by such motives, and a devout hope that if I am to
-pass away while I am yet young it may not be with that odious stain
-upon my soul.’
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-
-
-XXXI
-
-
-Hyacinth spent three days, after his return to London, in a process
-which he supposed to be the quest of a lodging; but in reality he was
-pulling himself together for the business of his livelihood—an effort
-he found by no means easy or agreeable. As he had told the Princess, he
-was demoralised, and the perspective of Mr Crookenden’s dirty staircase
-had never seemed so steep. He lingered on the brink, before he plunged
-again into Soho; he wished not to go back to the shop till he should be
-settled, and he delayed to get settled in order not to go back to the
-shop. He saw no one during this interval, not even Mr Vetch; he waited
-to call upon the fiddler till he should have the appearance of not
-coming as a beggar or a borrower—have recovered his employment and be
-able to give an address, as he had heard Captain Sholto say. He went to
-South Street—not meaning to go in at once but wishing to look at the
-house—and there he had the surprise of perceiving a bill of sale in the
-window of the Princess’s late residence. He had not expected to find
-her in town (he had heard from her the last time three weeks before,
-and then she said nothing about her prospects), but he was puzzled by
-this indication that she had moved away altogether. There was something
-in this, however, which he felt that at bottom he had looked for; it
-appeared a proof of the justice of a certain suspicious, uneasy
-sentiment from which one could never be quite free, in one’s
-intercourse with the Princess—a vague apprehension that one might
-suddenly stretch out one’s hand and miss her altogether from one’s
-side. Hyacinth decided to ring at the door and ask for news of her; but
-there was no response to his summons: the stillness of an August
-afternoon (the year had come round again from his first visit) hung
-over the place, the blinds were down and the caretaker appeared to be
-absent. Under these circumstances Hyacinth was much at a loss; unless,
-indeed, he should address a letter to his wonderful friend at Medley.
-It would doubtless be forwarded, though her short lease of the
-country-house had terminated, as he knew, several weeks before. Captain
-Sholto was of course a possible medium of communication; but nothing
-would have induced Hyacinth to ask such a service of him.
-
-He turned away from South Street with a curious sinking of the heart;
-his state of ignorance struck inward, as it were—had the force of a
-vague, disquieting portent. He went to old Crookenden’s only when he
-had arrived at his last penny. This, however, was very promptly the
-case. He had disembarked at London Bridge with only seventeen pence in
-his pocket, and he had lived on that sum for three days. The old
-fiddler in Lomax Place was having a chop before he went to the theatre,
-and he invited Hyacinth to share his repast, sending out at the same
-time for another pot of beer. He took the youth with him to the play,
-where, as at that season there were very few spectators, he had no
-difficulty in finding him a place. He seemed to wish to keep hold of
-him, and looked at him strangely, over his spectacles (Mr Vetch wore
-the homely double glass in these latter years), when he learned that
-Hyacinth had taken a lodging not in their old familiar quarter but in
-the unexplored purlieus of Westminster. What had determined our young
-man was the fact that from this part of the town the journey was
-comparatively a short one to Camberwell; he had suffered so much,
-before Pinnie’s death, from being separated by such a distance from his
-best friends. There was a pang in his heart connected with the image of
-Paul Muniment, but none the less the prospect of an evening hour in
-Audley Court, from time to time, appeared one of his most definite
-sources of satisfaction in the future. He could have gone straight to
-Camberwell to live, but that would carry him too far from the scene of
-his profession; and in Westminster he was much nearer to old
-Crookenden’s than he had been in Lomax Place. He said to Mr Vetch that
-if it would give him pleasure he would abandon his lodging and take
-another in Pentonville. But the old man replied, after a moment, that
-he should be sorry to put that constraint upon him; if he were to make
-such an exaction Hyacinth would think he wanted to watch him.
-
-“How do you mean, to watch me?”
-
-Mr Vetch had begun to tune his fiddle, and he scraped it a little
-before answering. “I mean it as I have always meant it. Surely you know
-that in Lomax Place I had my eyes on you. I watched you as a child on
-the edge of a pond watches the little boat he has constructed and set
-afloat.”
-
-“You couldn’t discover much. You saw, after all, very little of me,”
-Hyacinth said.
-
-“I made what I could of that little; it was better than nothing.”
-
-Hyacinth laid his hand gently on the old man’s arm; he had never felt
-so kindly to him, not even when he accepted the thirty pounds, before
-going abroad, as at this moment. “Certainly I will come and see you.”
-
-“I was much obliged to you for your letters,” Mr Vetch remarked,
-without heeding these words, and continuing to scrape. He had always,
-even into the shabbiness of his old age, kept that mark of English
-good-breeding (which is composed of some such odd elements), that there
-was a shyness, an aversion to possible phrase-making, in his manner of
-expressing gratitude for favours, and that in spite of this cursory
-tone his acknowledgment had ever the accent of sincerity.
-
-Hyacinth took but little interest in the play, which was an inanimate
-revival; he had been at the _Théâtre Français_ and the tradition of
-that house was still sufficiently present to him to make any other
-style of interpretation appear of the clumsiest. He sat in one of the
-front stalls, close to the orchestra; and while the piece went
-forward—or backward, ever backward, as it seemed to him—his thoughts
-wandered far from the shabby scene and the dusty boards, revolving
-round a question which had come up immensely during the last few hours.
-The Princess was a _capricciosa_—that, at least, was Madame Grandoni’s
-account of her; and was that blank, expressionless house in South
-Street a sign that an end had come to the particular caprice in which
-he had happened to be involved? He had returned to London with an ache
-of eagerness to be with her again on the same terms as at Medley, a
-throbbing sense that unless she had been abominably dishonest he might
-count upon her. This state of mind was by no means complete security,
-but it was so sweet that it mattered little whether it were sound.
-Circumstances had favoured in an extraordinary degree his visit to her,
-and it was by no means clear that they would again be so accommodating
-or that what had been possible for a few days should be possible with
-continuity, in the midst of the ceremonies and complications of London.
-Hyacinth felt poorer than he had ever felt before, inasmuch as he had
-had money and spent it, whereas in previous times he had never had it
-to spend. He never for an instant regretted his squandered fortune, for
-he said to himself that he had made a good bargain and become master of
-a precious equivalent. The equivalent was a rich experience—an
-experience which would become richer still as he should talk it over,
-in a low chair, close to hers, with the all-comprehending,
-all-suggesting lady of his life. His poverty would be no obstacle to
-their intercourse so long as he should have a pair of legs to carry him
-to her door; for she liked him better shabby than when he was furbished
-up, and she had given him too many pledges, they had taken together too
-many appointments, worked out too many programmes, to be disconcerted
-(on either side) by obstacles that were merely a part of the general
-conventionality. He was to go with her into the slums, to introduce her
-to the worst that London contained (he should have, precisely, to make
-acquaintance with it first), to show her the reality of the horrors of
-which she dreamed that the world might be purged. He had ceased,
-himself, to care for the slums, and had reasons for not wishing to
-spend his remnant in the contemplation of foul things; but he would go
-through with his part of the engagement. He might be perfunctory, but
-any dreariness would have a gilding that should involve an association
-with her. What if she should have changed, have ceased to care? What
-if, from a kind of royal insolence which he suspected to lurk somewhere
-in the side-scenes of her nature, though he had really not once seen it
-peep out, she should toss back her perfect head with a movement
-signifying that he was too basely literal and that she knew him no
-more? Hyacinth’s imagination represented her this evening in places
-where a barrier of dazzling light shut her out from access, or even
-from any appeal. He saw her with other people, in splendid rooms, where
-‘the dukes’ had possession of her, smiling, satisfied, surrounded,
-covered with jewels. When this vision grew intense he found a
-reassurance in reflecting that after all she would be unlikely to throw
-him personally over so long as she should remain mixed up with what was
-being planned in the dark, and that it would not be easy for her to
-liberate herself from that entanglement. She had of course told him
-more, at Medley, of the manner in which she had already committed
-herself, and he remembered, with a strange perverse elation, that she
-had gone very far indeed.
-
-In the intervals of the foolish play Mr Vetch, who lingered in his
-place in the orchestra while his mates descended into the little hole
-under the stage, leaned over the rail and asked his young friend
-occasional questions, carrying his eyes at the same time up about the
-dingy house, at whose smoky ceiling and tarnished galleries he had been
-staring for so many a year. He came back to Hyacinth’s letters, and
-said, “Of course you know they were clever; they entertained me
-immensely. But as I read them I thought of poor Pinnie: I wished she
-could have listened to them; they would have made her so happy.”
-
-“Yes, poor Pinnie,” Hyacinth murmured, while Mr Vetch went on—
-
-“I was in Paris in 1840; I stayed at a small hotel in the Rue Mogador.
-I judge everything is changed, from your letters. Does the Rue Mogador
-still exist? Yes, everything is changed. I dare say it’s all much
-finer, but I liked it very much as it was then. At all events, I am
-right in supposing—am I not?—that it cheered you up considerably, made
-you really happy.”
-
-“Why should I have wanted any cheering? I was happy enough,” Hyacinth
-replied.
-
-The fiddler turned his old white face upon him; it had the unhealthy
-smoothness which denotes a sedentary occupation, thirty years spent in
-a close crowd, amid the smoke of lamps and the odour of stage-paint. “I
-thought you were sad about Pinnie,” he remarked.
-
-“When I jumped, with that avidity, at your proposal that I should take
-a tour? Poor old Pinnie!” Hyacinth added.
-
-“Well, I hope you think a little better of the world. We mustn’t make
-up our mind too early in life.”
-
-“Oh, I have made up mine: it’s an awfully jolly place.”
-
-“Awfully jolly, no; but I like it as I like an old pair of shoes—I like
-so much less the idea of putting on the new ones.”
-
-“Why should I complain?” Hyacinth asked. “What have I known but
-kindness? People have done such a lot for me.”
-
-“Oh, well, of course, they have liked you. But that’s all right,”
-murmured Mr Vetch, beginning to scrape again. What remained in
-Hyacinth’s mind from this conversation was the fact that the old man,
-whom he regarded distinctly as cultivated, had thought his letters
-clever. He only wished that he had made them cleverer still; he had no
-doubt of his ability to have done so.
-
-It may be imagined whether the first hours he spent at old
-Crookenden’s, after he took up work again, were altogether to his
-taste, and what was the nature of the reception given him by his former
-comrades, whom he found exactly in the same attitudes and the same
-clothes (he knew and hated every article they wore), and with the same
-primitive pleasantries on their lips. Our young man’s feelings were
-mingled; the place and the people appeared to him loathsome, but there
-was something delightful in handling his tools. He gave a little
-private groan of relief when he discovered that he still liked his work
-and that the pleasant swarm of his ideas (in the matter of sides and
-backs) returned to him. They came in still brighter, more suggestive
-form, and he had the satisfaction of feeling that his taste had
-improved, that it had been purified by experience, and that the covers
-of a book might be made to express an astonishing number of high
-conceptions. Strange enough it was, and a proof surely, of our little
-hero’s being a genuine artist, that the impressions he had accumulated
-during the last few months appeared to mingle and confound themselves
-with the very sources of his craft and to be susceptible of technical
-representation. He had quite determined, by this time, to carry on his
-life as if nothing were hanging over him, and he had no intention of
-remaining a little bookbinder to the end of his days; for that medium,
-after all, would translate only some of his conceptions. Yet his trade
-was a resource, an undiminished resource, for the present, and he had a
-particular as well as a general motive in attempting new flights—the
-prevision of the exquisite work which he was to do during the coming
-year for the Princess and which it was very definite to him he owed
-her. When that debt should have been paid and his other arrears made up
-he proposed to himself to write something. He was far from having
-decided as yet what it should be; the only point settled was that it
-should be very remarkable and should not, at least on the face of it,
-have anything to do with a fresh deal of the social pack. That was to
-be his transition—into literature; to bind the book, charming as the
-process might be, was after all much less fundamental than to write it.
-It had occurred to Hyacinth more than once that it would be a fine
-thing to produce a brilliant death-song.
-
-It is not surprising that among such reveries as this he should have
-been conscious of a narrow range in the tone of his old workfellows.
-They had only one idea: that he had come into a thousand pounds and had
-gone to spend them in France with a regular high one. He was aware, in
-advance, of the diffusion of this legend, and did his best to allow for
-it, taking the simplest course, which was not to contradict it but to
-catch the ball as it came and toss it still further, enlarging and
-embroidering humorously until Grugan and Roker and Hotchkin and all the
-rest, who struck him as not having washed since he left them, seemed
-really to begin to understand how it was he could have spent such a
-rare sum in so short a time. The impressiveness of this achievement
-helped him greatly to slip into his place; he could see that, though
-the treatment it received was superficially irreverent, the sense that
-he was very sharp and that the springs of his sharpness were somehow
-secret gained a good deal of strength from it. Hyacinth was not
-incapable of being rather pleased that it _should_ be supposed, even by
-Grugan, Roker and Hotchkin, that he could get rid of a thousand pounds
-in less than five months, especially as to his own conscience the fact
-had altogether yet to be proved. He got off, on the whole, easily
-enough to feel a little ashamed, and he reflected that the men at
-Crookenden’s, at any rate, showed no symptoms of the social jealousy
-lying at the bottom of the desire for a fresh deal. This was doubtless
-an accident, and not inherent in the fact that they were highly skilled
-workmen (old Crookenden had no others), and therefore sure of constant
-employment; for it was impossible to be more skilled, in one’s own
-line, than Paul Muniment was, and yet he (though not out of jealousy,
-of course) went in for the great restitution. What struck him most,
-after he had got used again to the sense of his apron and bent his back
-a while over his battered table, was the simple, synthetic patience of
-the others, who had bent _their_ backs and felt the rub of that dirty
-drapery all the while he was lounging in the halls of Medley, dawdling
-through boulevards and museums, and admiring the purity of the Venetian
-girl-face. With Poupin, to be sure, his relations were special; but the
-explanations that he owed the sensitive Frenchman were not such as
-could make him very unhappy, once he had determined to resist as much
-as possible the friction of his remaining days. There was moreover more
-sorrow than anger in Poupin’s face when he learned that his young
-friend and pupil had failed to cultivate, in Paris, the rich
-opportunities he had offered him. “You are cooling off, my child; there
-is something about you! Have you the weakness to flatter yourself that
-anything has been done, or that humanity suffers a particle less?
-_Enfin_, it’s between you and your conscience.”
-
-“Do you think I want to get out of it?” Hyacinth asked, smiling;
-Eustache Poupin’s phrases about humanity, which used to thrill him so,
-having grown of late strangely hollow and _rococo_.
-
-“You owe me no explanations; the conscience of the individual is
-absolute, except, of course, in those classes in which, from the very
-nature of the infamies on which they are founded, no conscience can
-exist. Speak to me, however, of my Paris; _she_ is always divine,”
-Poupin went on; but he showed signs of irritation when Hyacinth began
-to praise to him the magnificent creations of the arch-fiend of
-December. In the presence of this picture he was in a terrible dilemma:
-he was gratified as a Parisian and a patriot but he was disconcerted as
-a lover of liberty; it cost him a pang to admit that anything in the
-sacred city was defective, yet he saw still less his way to concede
-that it could owe any charm to the perjured monster of the second
-Empire, or even to the hypocritical, mendacious republicanism of the
-régime before which the sacred Commune had gone down in blood and fire.
-“Ah, yes, it’s very fine, no doubt,” he remarked at last, “but it will
-be finer still when it’s ours!”—a speech which caused Hyacinth to turn
-back to his work with a slight feeling of sickness. Everywhere,
-everywhere, he saw the ulcer of envy—the passion of a party which hung
-together for the purpose of despoiling another to its advantage. In old
-Eustache, one of the ‘pure’, this was particularly sad.
-
-
-
-
-XXXII
-
-
-The landing at the top of the stairs in Audley Court was always dark;
-but it seemed darker than ever to Hyacinth while he fumbled for the
-door-latch, after he had heard Rose Muniment’s penetrating voice bid
-him come in. During that instant his ear caught the sound—if it could
-trust itself—of another voice, which prepared him, a little, for the
-spectacle that offered itself as soon as the door (his attempt to reach
-the handle, in his sudden agitation, proving fruitless) was opened to
-him by Paul. His friend stood there, tall and hospitable, saying
-something loud and jovial, which he didn’t distinguish. His eyes had
-crossed the threshold in a flash, but his step faltered a moment, only
-to obey, however, the vigour of Muniment’s outstretched hand.
-Hyacinth’s glance had gone straight, and though with four persons in it
-Rosy’s little apartment looked crowded, he saw no one but the object of
-his quick preconception—no one but the Princess Casamassima, seated
-beside the low sofa (the grand feature introduced during his absence
-from London) on which, arrayed in the famous pink dressing-gown, Miss
-Muniment now received her visitors. He wondered afterwards why he
-should have been so startled; for he had said, often enough, both to
-himself and to the Princess, that so far as she was concerned he was
-proof against astonishment; it was so evident that, in her behaviour,
-the unexpected was the only thing to be looked for. In fact, now that
-he perceived she had made her way to Camberwell without his assistance,
-the feeling that took possession of him was a kind of embarrassment; he
-blushed a little as he entered the circle, the fourth member of which
-was inevitably Lady Aurora Langrish. Was it that his intimacy with the
-Princess gave him a certain sense of responsibility for her conduct in
-respect to people who knew her as yet but a little, and that there was
-something that required explanation in the confidence with which she
-had practised a descent upon them? It is true that it came over our
-young man that by this time, perhaps, they knew her a good deal; and
-moreover a woman’s conduct spoke for itself when she could sit looking,
-in that fashion, like a radiant angel dressed in a simple bonnet and
-mantle and immensely interested in an appealing corner of the earth. It
-took Hyacinth but an instant to perceive that her character was in a
-different phase from any that had yet been exhibited to him. There had
-been a brilliant mildness about her the night he made her acquaintance,
-and she had never ceased, at any moment since, to strike him as an
-exquisitely human, sentient, pitying organisation; unless it might be,
-indeed, in relation to her husband, against whom—for reasons, after
-all, doubtless, very sufficient—her heart appeared absolutely steeled.
-But now her face looked at him through a sort of glorious charity. She
-had put off her splendour, but her beauty was unquenchably bright; she
-had made herself humble for her pious excursion; she had, beside Rosy
-(who, in the pink dressing-gown, looked much the more luxurious of the
-two), almost the attitude of a hospital nurse; and it was easy to see,
-from the meagre line of her garments, that she was tremendously in
-earnest. If Hyacinth was flurried her own countenance expressed no
-confusion; for her, evidently, this queer little chamber of poverty and
-pain was a place in which it was perfectly natural that _he_ should
-turn up. The sweet, still greeting her eyes offered him might almost
-have conveyed to him that she had been waiting for him, that she knew
-he would come and that there had been a tacit appointment for that very
-moment. They said other things beside, in their beautiful friendliness:
-they said, ‘Don’t notice me too much, or make any kind of scene. I have
-an immense deal to say to you, but remember that I have the rest of our
-life before me to say it in. Consider only what will be easiest and
-kindest to these people, these delightful people, whom I find
-enchanting (why didn’t you ever tell me more—I mean really more—about
-them?). It won’t be particularly complimentary to them if you have the
-air of seeing a miracle in my presence here. I am very glad of your
-return. The quavering, fidgety “ladyship” is as fascinating as the
-others.’
-
-Hyacinth’s reception at the hands of his old friends was cordial enough
-quite to obliterate the element of irony that had lurked, three months
-before, in their godspeed; their welcome was not boisterous, but it
-seemed to express the idea that the occasion was already so rare and
-agreeable that his arrival was all that was needed to make it perfect.
-By the time he had been three minutes in the room he was able to
-measure the impression produced by the Princess, who, it was clear, had
-thrown a spell of adoration over the little company. This was in the
-air, in the face of each, in their excited, smiling eyes and heightened
-colour; even Rosy’s wan grimace, which was at all times screwed up to
-ecstasy, emitted a supererogatory ray. Lady Aurora looked more than
-ever dishevelled with interest and wonder; the long strands of her
-silky hair floated like gossamer, as, in her extraordinary, religious
-attention (her hands were raised and clasped to her bosom, as if she
-were praying), her respiration rose and fell. She had never seen any
-one like the Princess; but Hyacinth’s apprehension, of some months
-before, had been groundless—she evidently didn’t think her vulgar. She
-thought her divine, and a revelation of beauty and benignity; and the
-illuminated, amplified room could contain no dissentient opinion. It
-was her beauty, primarily, that ‘fetched’ them, Hyacinth could easily
-see, and it was not hidden from him that the sensation was as active in
-Paul Muniment as in his companions. It was not in Paul’s nature to be
-jerkily demonstrative, and he had not lost his head on the present
-occasion; but he had already appreciated the difference between one’s
-preconception of a meretricious, factitious fine lady and the actual
-influence of such a personage. She was gentler, fairer, wiser, than a
-chemist’s assistant could have guessed in advance. In short, she held
-the trio in her hand (she had reduced Lady Aurora to exactly the same
-simplicity as the others), and she performed, admirably, artistically,
-for their benefit. Almost before Hyacinth had had time to wonder how
-she had found the Muniments out (he had no recollection of giving her
-specific directions), she mentioned that Captain Sholto had been so
-good as to introduce her; doing so as if she owed him that explanation
-and were a woman who would be scrupulous in such a case. It was rather
-a blow to him to hear that she had been accepting the Captain’s
-mediation, and this was not softened by her saying that she was too
-impatient to wait for his own return; he was apparently so happy on the
-Continent that one couldn’t be sure it would ever take place. The
-Princess might at least have been sure that to see her again very soon
-was still more necessary to his happiness than anything the Continent
-could offer.
-
-It came out in the conversation he had with her, to which the others
-listened with respectful curiosity, that Captain Sholto had brought her
-a week before, but then she had seen only Miss Muniment. “I took the
-liberty of coming again, by myself, to-day, because I wanted to see the
-whole family,” the Princess remarked, looking from Paul to Lady Aurora,
-with a friendly gaiety in her face which purified the observation (as
-regarded her ladyship) of impertinence. The Princess added, frankly,
-that she had now been careful to arrive at an hour when she thought Mr
-Muniment might be at home. “When I come to see gentlemen, I like at
-least to find them,” she continued, and she was so great a lady that
-there was no small diffidence in her attitude; it was a simple matter
-for her to call on a chemist’s assistant, if she had a reason. Hyacinth
-could see that the reason had already been brought forward—her immense
-interest in problems that Mr Muniment had completely mastered, and in
-particular their common acquaintance with the extraordinary man whose
-mission it was to solve them. Hyacinth learned later that she had
-pronounced the name of Hoffendahl. A part of the lustre in Rosy’s eye
-came no doubt from the explanation she had inevitably been moved to
-make in respect to any sympathy with wicked theories that might be
-imputed to _her;_ and of course the effect of this intensely individual
-little protest (such was always its effect), emanating from the sofa
-and the pink dressing-gown, was to render the Muniment interior still
-more quaint and original. In that spot Paul always gave the go-by,
-humorously, to any attempt to draw out his views, and you would have
-thought, to hear him, that he allowed himself the reputation of having
-them only in order to get a ‘rise’ out of his sister and let their
-visitors see with what wit and spirit she could repudiate them. This,
-however, would only be a reason the more for the Princess’s following
-up her scent. She would doubtless not expect to get at the bottom of
-his ideas in Audley Court; the opportunity would occur, rather, in case
-of his having the civility (on which surely she might count) to come
-and talk them over with her in her own house.
-
-Hyacinth mentioned to her the disappointment he had had in South
-Street, and she replied, “Oh, I have given up that house, and taken
-quite a different one.” But she didn’t say where it was, and in spite
-of her having given him so much the right to expect she would
-communicate to him a matter so nearly touching them both as a change of
-address, he felt a great shyness about asking.
-
-Their companions watched them as if they considered that something
-rather brilliant, now, would be likely to come off between them; but
-Hyacinth was too full of regard to the Princess’s tacit notification to
-him that they must not appear too thick, which was after all more
-flattering than the most pressing inquiries or the most liberal
-announcements about herself could have been. She never asked him when
-he had come back; and indeed it was not long before Rose Muniment took
-that business upon herself. Hyacinth, however, ventured to assure
-himself whether Madame Grandoni were still with the Princess, and even
-to remark (when she had replied, “Oh yes, still, still. The great
-refusal, as Dante calls it, has not yet come off”), “You ought to bring
-her to see Miss Rosy. She is a person Miss Rosy would particularly
-appreciate.”
-
-“I am sure I should be most happy to receive any friend of the Princess
-Casamassima,” said this young lady, from the sofa; and when the
-Princess answered that she certainly would not fail to produce Madame
-Grandoni some day, Hyacinth (though he doubted whether the presentation
-would really take place) guessed how much she wished her old friend
-might have heard the strange bedizened little invalid make that speech.
-
-There were only three other seats, for the introduction of the sofa (a
-question so profoundly studied in advance) had rendered necessary the
-elimination of certain articles; so that Muniment, on his feet, hovered
-round the little circle, with his hands in his pockets, laughing freely
-and sociably but not looking at the Princess; though, as Hyacinth was
-sure, he was none the less agitated by her presence.
-
-“You ought to tell us about foreign parts and the grand things you have
-seen; except that, doubtless, our distinguished visitor knows all about
-them,” Muniment said to Hyacinth. Then he added, “Surely, at any rate,
-you have seen nothing more worthy of your respect than Camberwell.”
-
-“Is this the worst part?” the Princess asked, looking up with her
-noble, interested face.
-
-“The worst, madam? What grand ideas you must have! We admire Camberwell
-immensely.”
-
-“It’s my brother’s ideas that are grand!” cried Rose Muniment,
-betraying him conscientiously. “He does want everything changed, no
-less than you, Princess; though he is more cunning than you, and won’t
-give one a handle where one can take him up. He thinks all this part
-most objectionable—as if dirty people won’t always make everything
-dirty where they live! I dare say he thinks there ought to be no dirty
-people, and it may be so; only if every one was clean, where would be
-the merit? You would get no credit for keeping yourself tidy. At any
-rate, if it’s a question of soap and water, every one can begin by
-himself. My brother thinks the whole place ought to be as handsome as
-Brompton.”
-
-“Ah, yes, that’s where the artists and literary people live, isn’t it?”
-asked the Princess, attentively.
-
-“I have never seen it, but it’s very well laid out,” Rosy rejoined,
-with her competent air.
-
-“Oh, I like Camberwell better than that,” said Muniment, hilariously.
-
-The Princess turned to Lady Aurora, and with the air of appealing to
-her for her opinion gave her a glance which travelled in a flash from
-the topmost bow of her large, misfitting hat to the crumpled points of
-her substantial shoes. “I must get _you_ to tell me the truth,” she
-murmured. “I want so much to know London—the real London. It seems so
-difficult!”
-
-Lady Aurora looked a little frightened, but at the same time gratified,
-and after a moment she responded, “I believe a great many artists live
-in St John’s Wood.”
-
-“I don’t care about the artists!” the Princess exclaimed, shaking her
-head, slowly, with the sad smile which sometimes made her beauty so
-inexpressibly touching.
-
-“Not when they have painted you such beautiful pictures?” Rosy
-demanded. “We know about your pictures—we have admired them so much. Mr
-Hyacinth has described to us your precious possessions.”
-
-The Princess transferred her smile to Rosy, and rested it on that young
-lady’s shrunken countenance with the same ineffable head-shake. “You do
-me too much honour. I have no possessions.”
-
-“Gracious, was it all a make-believe?” Rosy cried, flashing at Hyacinth
-an eye that was never so eloquent as when it demanded an explanation.
-
-“I have nothing in the world—nothing but the clothes on my back!” the
-Princess repeated, very gravely, without looking at the young man.
-
-The words struck him as an admonition, so that, though he was much
-puzzled, he made no attempt, for the moment, to reconcile the
-contradiction. He only replied, “I meant the things in the house. Of
-course I didn’t know whom they belonged to.”
-
-“There are no things in my house now,” the Princess went on; and there
-was a touch of pure, high resignation in the words.
-
-“Laws, I shouldn’t like that!” Rose Muniment declared, glancing, with
-complacency, over her own decorated walls. “Everything here belongs to
-me.”
-
-“I shall bring Madame Grandoni to see you,” said the Princess,
-irrelevantly but kindly.
-
-“Do you think it’s not right to have a lot of things about?” Lady
-Aurora, with sudden courage, queried of her distinguished companion,
-pointing her chin at her but looking into the upper angle of the room.
-
-“I suppose one must always settle that for one’s self. I don’t like to
-be surrounded with objects I don’t care for; and I can care only for
-one thing—that is, for one class of things—at a time. Dear lady,” the
-Princess went on, “I fear I must confess to you that my heart is not in
-_bibelots_. When thousands and tens of thousands haven’t bread to put
-in their mouths, I can dispense with tapestry and old china.” And her
-fair face, bent charmingly, conciliatingly, on Lady Aurora, appeared to
-argue that if she was narrow at least she was candid.
-
-Hyacinth wondered, rather vulgarly, what strange turn she had taken,
-and whether this singular picture of her denuded personality were not
-one of her famous caprices, a whimsical joke, a nervous perversity.
-Meanwhile, he heard Lady Aurora urge, anxiously, “But don’t you think
-we ought to make the world more beautiful?”
-
-“Doesn’t the Princess make it so by the mere fact of her existence?”
-Hyacinth demanded; his perplexity escaping, in a harmless manner,
-through this graceful hyperbole. He had observed that, though the lady
-in question could dispense with old china and tapestry, she could not
-dispense with a pair of immaculate gloves, which fitted her like a
-charm.
-
-“My people have a mass of things, you know, but I have really nothing
-myself,” said Lady Aurora, as if she owed this assurance to such a
-representative of suffering humanity.
-
-“The world will be beautiful enough when it becomes good enough,” the
-Princess resumed. “Is there anything so ugly as unjust distinctions, as
-the privileges of the few contrasted with the degradation of the many?
-When we want to beautify, we must begin at the right end.”
-
-“Surely there are none of us but what have our privileges!” Rose
-Muniment exclaimed, with eagerness. “What do you say to mine, lying
-here between two members of the aristocracy, and with Mr Hyacinth
-thrown in?”
-
-“You are certainly lucky—with Lady Aurora Langrish. I wish she would
-come and see _me_,” the Princess murmured, getting up.
-
-“Do go, my lady, and tell me if it’s so poor!” Rosy went on, gaily.
-
-“I think there can’t be too many pictures and statues and works of
-art,” Hyacinth broke out. “The more the better, whether people are
-hungry or not. In the way of ameliorating influences, are not those the
-most definite?”
-
-“A piece of bread and butter is more to the purpose, if your stomach’s
-empty,” the Princess declared.
-
-“Robinson has been corrupted by foreign influences,” Paul Muniment
-suggested. “He doesn’t care for bread and butter now; he likes French
-cookery.”
-
-“Yes, but I don’t get it. And have you sent away the little man, the
-Italian, with the white cap and apron?” Hyacinth asked of the Princess.
-
-She hesitated a moment, and then she replied, laughing, and not in the
-least offended at his question, though it was an attempt to put her in
-the wrong from which Hyacinth had not been able to refrain, in his
-astonishment at these ascetic pretensions, “I have sent him away many
-times!”
-
-Lady Aurora had also got up: she stood there gazing at her beautiful
-fellow-visitor with a timidity which made her wonder only more
-apparent. “Your servants must be awfully fond of you,” she said.
-
-“Oh, my servants!” murmured the Princess, as if it were only by a
-stretch of the meaning of the word that she could be said to enjoy the
-ministrations of menials. Her manner seemed to imply that she had a
-charwoman for an hour a day. Hyacinth caught the tone, and determined
-that since she was going, as it appeared, he would break off his own
-visit and accompany her. He had flattered himself, at the end of three
-weeks of Medley, that he knew her in every phase, but here was a field
-of freshness. She turned to Paul Muniment and put out her hand to him,
-and while he took it in his own his face was visited by the most
-beautiful eyes that had ever rested there. “Will you come and see me,
-one of these days?” she asked, with a voice as sweet and clear as her
-glance.
-
-Hyacinth waited for Paul’s answer with an emotion that could only be
-accounted for by his affectionate sympathy, the manner in which he had
-spoken of him to the Princess and which he wished him to justify, the
-interest he had in his appearing, completely, the fine fellow he
-believed him. Muniment neither stammered nor blushed; he held himself
-straight, and looked back at his interlocutress with an eye almost as
-crystalline as her own. Then, by way of answer, he inquired, “Well,
-madam, pray what good will it do me?” And the tone of the words was so
-humorous and kindly, and so instinct with a plain manly sense, that
-though they were not gallant Hyacinth was not ashamed for him. At the
-same moment he observed that Lady Aurora was watching their friend as
-if she had at least an equal stake in what he might say.
-
-“Ah, none; only me, perhaps, a little.” With this rejoinder, and with a
-wonderful sweet, indulgent dignity, in which there was none of the
-stiffness of pride or resentment, the Princess quitted him and
-approached Lady Aurora. She asked her if _she_ wouldn’t do her the
-kindness to come. She should like so much to know her, and she had an
-idea there was a great deal they might talk about. Lady Aurora said she
-should be delighted, and the Princess took one of her cards out of her
-pocket and gave it to the noble spinster. After she had done so she
-stood a moment holding her hand, and remarked, “It has really been such
-a happiness to me to meet you. Please don’t think it’s very clumsy if I
-say I _do_ like you so!” Lady Aurora was evidently exceedingly moved
-and impressed; but Rosy, when the Princess took farewell of her, and
-the irrepressible invalid had assured her of the pleasure with which
-she should receive her again, admonished her that in spite of this she
-could never conscientiously enter into such theories.
-
-“If every one was equal,” she asked, “where would be the gratification
-I feel in getting a visit from a grandee? That’s what I have often said
-to her ladyship, and I consider that I’ve kept her in her place a
-little. No, no; no equality while _I_’m about the place!”
-
-The company appeared to comprehend that there was a natural fitness in
-Hyacinth’s seeing the great lady on her way, and accordingly no effort
-was made to detain him. He guided her, with the help of an attendant
-illumination from Muniment, down the dusky staircase, and at the door
-of the house there was a renewed brief leave-taking with the young
-chemist, who, however, showed no signs of relenting or recanting in
-respect to the Princess’s invitation. The warm evening had by this time
-grown thick, and the population of Audley Court appeared to be passing
-it, for the most part, in the open air. As Hyacinth assisted his
-companion to thread her way through groups of sprawling, chattering
-children, gossiping women with bare heads and babies at the breast, and
-heavily-planted men smoking very bad pipes, it seemed to him that their
-project of exploring the slums was already in the way of execution. He
-said nothing till they had gained the outer street, and then, pausing a
-moment, he inquired how she would be conveyed. Had she a carriage
-somewhere, or should he try and get a cab?
-
-“A carriage, my dear fellow? For what do you take me? I won’t trouble
-you about a cab: I walk everywhere now.”
-
-“But if I had not been here?”
-
-“I should have gone alone,” said the Princess, smiling at him through
-the turbid twilight of Camberwell.
-
-“And where, please, gracious heaven? I may at least have the honour of
-accompanying you.”
-
-“Certainly, if you can walk so far.”
-
-“So far as what, dear Princess?”
-
-“As Madeira Crescent, Paddington.”
-
-“Madeira Crescent, Paddington?” Hyacinth stared.
-
-“That’s what I call it when I’m with people with whom I wish to be
-fine, like you. I have taken a small house there.”
-
-“Then it’s really true that you have given up your beautiful things?”
-
-“I have sold them all, to give to the poor.”
-
-“Ah, Princess!” the young man almost moaned; for the memory of some of
-her treasures was vivid within him.
-
-She became very grave, even stern, and with an accent of reproach that
-seemed to show she had been wounded where she was most sensitive, she
-demanded, “When I said I was willing to make the last sacrifice, did
-you then believe I was lying?”
-
-“Haven’t you kept _anything?_” Hyacinth went on, without heeding this
-challenge.
-
-She looked at him a moment. “I have kept _you!_” Then she took his arm,
-and they moved forward. He saw what she had done; she was living in a
-little ugly, bare, middle-class house and wearing simple gowns; and the
-energy and good faith of her behaviour, with the abruptness of the
-transformation, took away his breath. “I thought I should please you so
-much,” she added, after they had gone a few steps. And before he had
-time to reply, as they came to a part of the street where there were
-small shops, those of butchers, greengrocers and pork-pie men, with
-open fronts, flaring lamps and humble purchasers, she broke out,
-joyously, “Ah, this is the way I like to see London!”
-
-
-
-
-XXXIII
-
-
-The house in Madeira Crescent was a low, stucco-fronted edifice, in a
-shabby, shallow semicircle, and Hyacinth could see, as they approached
-it, that the window-place in the parlour (which was on a level with the
-street-door) was ornamented by a glass case containing stuffed birds
-and surmounted by an alabaster Cupid. He was sufficiently versed in his
-London to know that the descent in the scale of the gentility was
-almost immeasurable for a person who should have moved into that
-quarter from the neighbourhood of Park Lane. The street was not
-squalid, and it was strictly residential; but it was mean and meagre
-and fourth-rate, and had in the highest degree that paltry, parochial
-air, that absence of style and elevation, which is the stamp of whole
-districts of London and which Hyacinth had already more than once
-mentally compared with the high-piled, important look of the Parisian
-perspective. It possessed in combination every quality which should
-have made it detestable to the Princess; it was almost as bad as Lomax
-Place. As they stopped before the narrow, ill-painted door, on which
-the number of the house was marked with a piece of common porcelain,
-cut in a fanciful shape, it appeared to Hyacinth that he had felt, in
-their long walk, the touch of the passion which led his companion to
-divest herself of her superfluities, but that it would take the
-romantic out of one’s heroism to settle one’s self in such a _mesquin_,
-Philistine row. However, if the Princess had wished to mortify the
-flesh she had chosen an effective means of doing so, and of mortifying
-the spirit as well. The long light of the gray summer evening was still
-in the air, and Madeira Crescent wore a soiled, dusty expression. A
-hand-organ droned in front of a neighbouring house, and the cart of the
-local washerwoman, to which a donkey was harnessed, was drawn up
-opposite. The local children, as well, were dancing on the pavement, to
-the music of the organ, and the scene was surveyed, from one of the
-windows, by a gentleman in a dirty dressing-gown, smoking a pipe, who
-made Hyacinth think of Mr Micawber. The young man gave the Princess a
-deep look, before they went into the house, and she smiled, as if she
-understood everything that was passing in his mind.
-
-The long, circuitous walk with her, from the far-away south of London,
-had been strange and delightful; it reminded Hyacinth, more queerly
-than he could have expressed, of some of the rambles he had taken on
-summer evenings with Millicent Henning. It was impossible to resemble
-this young lady less than the Princess resembled her, but in her
-enjoyment of her unwonted situation (she had never before, on a
-summer’s evening—to the best of Hyacinth’s belief, at least—lost
-herself in the unfashionable districts on the arm of a seedy artisan)
-the distinguished personage exhibited certain coincidences with the
-shop-girl. She stopped, as Millicent had done, to look into the windows
-of vulgar establishments, and amused herself with picking out
-abominable objects that she should like to possess; selecting them from
-a new point of view, that of a reduced fortune and the domestic
-arrangements of the ‘lower middle class’, deriving extreme diversion
-from the idea that she now belonged to that aggrieved body. She was in
-a state of light, fresh, sociable exhilaration which Hyacinth had
-hitherto, in the same degree, not seen in her, and before they reached
-Madeira Crescent it had become clear to him that her present phase was
-little more than a brilliant _tour de force_, which he could not
-imagine her keeping up long, for the simple reason that after the
-novelty and strangeness of the affair had passed away she would not be
-able to endure the contact of so much that was common and ugly. For the
-moment her discoveries in this line diverted her, as all discoveries
-did, and she pretended to be sounding, in a scientific spirit—that of
-the social philosopher, the student and critic of manners—the depths of
-British Philistia. Hyacinth was struck, more than ever, with the fund
-of life that was in her, the energy of feeling, the high, free,
-reckless spirit. These things expressed themselves, as the couple
-proceeded, in a hundred sallies and droll proposals, kindling the young
-man’s pulses and making him conscious of the joy with which, in any
-extravagance, he would bear her company to the death. She appeared to
-him, at this moment, to be playing with life so audaciously and
-defiantly that the end of it all would inevitably be some violent
-catastrophe.
-
-She desired exceedingly that Hyacinth should take her to a music-hall
-or a coffee-tavern; she even professed a curiosity to see the inside of
-a public-house. As she still had self-possession enough to remember
-that if she stayed out beyond a certain hour Madame Grandoni would
-begin to worry about her, they were obliged to content themselves with
-the minor ‘lark’, as the Princess was careful to designate their peep
-into an establishment, glittering with polished pewter and brass, which
-bore the name of the ‘Happy Land’. Hyacinth had feared that she would
-be nervous after the narrow, befingered door had swung behind her, or
-that, at all events, she would be disgusted at what she might see and
-hear in such a place and would immediately wish to retreat. By good
-luck, however, there were only two or three convivial spirits in
-occupancy, and the presence of the softer sex was apparently not so
-rare as to excite surprise. The softer sex, furthermore, was embodied
-in a big, hard, red woman, the publican’s wife, who looked as if she
-were in the habit of dealing with all sorts and mainly interested in
-seeing whether even the finest put down their money before they were
-served. The Princess pretended to ‘have something’, and to admire the
-ornamentation of the bar; and when Hyacinth asked her in a low tone
-what disposal they should make, when the great changes came, of such an
-embarrassing type as that, replied, off-hand, “Oh, drown her in a
-barrel of beer!” She professed, when they came out, to have been
-immensely interested in the ‘Happy Land’, and was not content until
-Hyacinth had fixed an evening on which they might visit a music-hall
-together. She talked with him, largely, by fits and starts, about his
-adventures abroad and his impressions of France and Italy; breaking
-off, suddenly, with some irrelevant but almost extravagantly
-appreciative allusion to Rose Muniment and Lady Aurora; then returning
-with a question as to what he had seen and done, the answer to which,
-however, in many cases, she was not at pains to wait for. Yet it
-implied that she had paid considerable attention to what he told her
-that she should be able to say, towards the end, with that fraternising
-frankness which was always touching because it appeared to place her at
-one’s mercy, to show that she counted on one’s having an equal loyalty,
-“Well, my dear friend, you have not wasted your time; you know
-everything, you have missed nothing; there are lots of things you can
-tell me, and we shall have some famous talks in the winter evenings.”
-This last reference was apparently to the coming season, and there was
-something in the tone of quiet friendship with which it was uttered,
-and which seemed to involve so many delightful things, something that,
-for Hyacinth, bound them still closer together. To live out of the
-world with her that way, lost among the London millions, in a queer
-little cockneyfied retreat, was a refinement of intimacy, and better
-even than the splendid chance he had enjoyed at Medley.
-
-They found Madame Grandoni sitting alone in the twilight, very patient
-and peaceful, and having, after all, it was clear, accepted the
-situation too completely to fidget at such a trifle as her companion’s
-not coming home at a ladylike hour. She had placed herself in the back
-part of the tawdry little drawing-room, which looked into a small,
-smutty garden, and from the front window, which was open, the sound of
-the hurdy-gurdy and the voices of the children, who were romping to its
-music, came in to her through the summer dusk. The influence of London
-was there, in a kind of mitigated, far-away hum, and for some reason or
-other, at that moment, the place, to Hyacinth, took on the semblance of
-the home of an exile—a spot and an hour to be remembered with a throb
-of fondness in some danger or sorrow of after years. The old lady never
-moved from her chair as she saw the Princess come in with the little
-bookbinder, and her eyes rested on Hyacinth as familiarly as if she had
-seen him go out with her in the afternoon. The Princess stood before
-Madame Grandoni a moment, smiling. “I have done a great thing. What do
-you think I have done?” she asked, as she drew off her gloves.
-
-“God knows! I have ceased to think!” said the old woman, staring up,
-with her fat, empty hands on the arms of her chair.
-
-“I have come on foot from the far south of London—how many miles? four
-or five—and I’m not a particle tired.”
-
-“_Che forza, che forza!_” murmured Madame Grandoni. “She will knock you
-up, completely,” she added, turning to Hyacinth with a kind of
-customary compassion.
-
-“Poor darling, _she_ misses the carriage,” Christina remarked, passing
-out of the room.
-
-Madame Grandoni followed her with her eyes, and Hyacinth thought he
-perceived a considerable lassitude, a plaintive bewilderment and
-_hébétement_, in the old woman’s face. “Don’t you like to use cabs—I
-mean hansoms?” he asked, wishing to say something comforting to her.
-
-“It is not true that I miss anything; my life is only too full,” she
-replied. “I lived worse than this—in my bad days.” In a moment she went
-on: “It’s because you are here—she doesn’t like Assunta to come.”
-
-“Assunta—because I am here?” Hyacinth did not immediately catch her
-meaning.
-
-“You must have seen her Italian maid at Medley. She has kept her, and
-she’s ashamed of it. When we are alone Assunta comes for her bonnet.
-But she likes you to think she waits on herself.”
-
-“That’s a weakness—when she’s so strong! And what does Assunta think of
-it?” Hyacinth asked, looking at the stuffed birds in the window, the
-alabaster Cupid, the wax flowers on the chimney-piece, the florid
-antimacassars on the chairs, the sentimental engravings on the walls—in
-frames of _papier-mâché_ and ‘composition’, some of them enveloped in
-pink tissue-paper—and the prismatic glass pendants which seemed
-attached to everything.
-
-“She says, ‘What on earth will it matter to-morrow?’”
-
-“Does she mean that to-morrow the Princess will have her luxury back
-again? Hasn’t she sold all her beautiful things?”
-
-Madame Grandoni was silent a moment. “She has kept a few. They are put
-away.”
-
-“_A la bonne heure!_” cried Hyacinth, laughing. He sat down with the
-ironical old woman; he spent nearly half an hour in desultory
-conversation with her, before candles were brought in, and while
-Christina was in Assunta’s hands. He noticed how resolutely the
-Princess had withheld herself from any attempt to sweeten the dose she
-had taken it into her head to swallow, to mitigate the ugliness of her
-vulgar little house. She had respected its horrible idiosyncrasies, and
-left, rigidly, in their places the gimcracks which found favour in
-Madeira Crescent. She had flung no draperies over the pretentious
-furniture and disposed no rugs upon the staring carpet; and it was
-plainly her theory that the right way to acquaint one’s self with the
-sensations of the wretched was to suffer the anguish of exasperated
-taste. Presently a female servant came in—not the sceptical Assunta,
-but a stunted young woman of the maid-of-all-work type, the same who
-had opened the door to the pair a short time before—and informed
-Hyacinth that the Princess wished him to understand that he was
-expected to remain to tea. He learned from Madame Grandoni that the
-custom of an early dinner, followed in the evening by the frugal repast
-of the lower orders, was another of Christina’s mortifications; and
-when, shortly afterwards, he saw the table laid in the back parlour,
-which was also the dining-room, and observed the nature of the crockery
-with which it was decorated, he perceived that whether or no her
-earnestness were durable, it was at any rate, for the time, intense.
-Madame Grandoni narrated to him, definitely, as the Princess had done
-only in scraps, the history of the two ladies since his departure from
-Medley, their relinquishment of that fine house and the sudden
-arrangements Christina had made to change her mode of life, after they
-had been only ten days in South Street. At the climax of the London
-season, in a society which only desired to treat her as one of its
-brightest ornaments, she had retired to Madeira Crescent, concealing
-her address (with only partial success, of course) from every one, and
-inviting a celebrated curiosity-monger to come and look at her
-_bibelots_ and tell her what he would give her for the lot. In this
-manner she had parted with them at a fearful sacrifice. She had wished
-to avoid the nine days’ wonder of a public sale; for, to do her
-justice, though she liked to be original she didn’t like to be
-notorious, an occasion of vulgar chatter. What had precipitated her
-determination was a remonstrance received from her husband, just after
-she left Medley, on the subject of her excessive expenditure; he had
-written to her that it was past a joke (as she had appeared to consider
-it), and that she must really pull up. Nothing could gall her more than
-an interference on that head (she maintained that she knew the exact
-figure of the Prince’s income, and that her allowance was an
-insignificant part of it), and she had pulled up with a vengeance, as
-Hyacinth perceived. The young man divined on this occasion one of the
-Princess’s sharpest anxieties (he had never thought of it before), the
-danger of Casamassima’s really putting the screw on—attempting to make
-her come back and live with him by withholding supplies altogether. In
-this case she would find herself in a very tight place, though she had
-a theory that if she should go to law about the matter the courts would
-allow her a separate maintenance. This course, however, it would
-scarcely be in her character to adopt; she would be more likely to
-waive her right and support herself by lessons in music and the foreign
-tongues, supplemented by the remnant of property that had come to her
-from her mother. That she was capable of returning to the Prince some
-day, through not daring to face the loss of luxury, was an idea that
-could not occur to Hyacinth, in the midst of her assurances, uttered at
-various times, that she positively yearned for a sacrifice; and such an
-apprehension was less present to him than ever as he listened to Madame
-Grandoni’s account of the manner in which her rupture with the
-fashionable world had been effected. It must be added that the old lady
-remarked, with a sigh, that she didn’t know how it would all end, as
-some of Christina’s economies were very costly; and when Hyacinth
-pressed her a little she went on to say that it was not at present the
-question of complications arising from the Prince that troubled her
-most, but the fear that Christina was seriously compromised by her
-reckless, senseless correspondences—letters arriving from foreign
-countries, from God knew whom (Christina never told her, nor did she
-desire it), all about uprisings and liberations (of so much one could
-be sure) and other matters that were no concern of honest folk.
-Hyacinth scarcely knew what Madame Grandoni meant by this allusion,
-which seemed to show that, during the last few months, the Princess had
-considerably extended her revolutionary connection: he only thought of
-Hoffendahl, whose name, however, he was careful not to pronounce, and
-wondered whether his hostess had been writing to the Master to
-intercede for _him_, to beg that he might be let off. His cheeks burned
-at the thought, but he contented himself with remarking to Madame
-Grandoni that their extraordinary friend enjoyed the sense of danger.
-The old lady wished to know how she would enjoy the hangman’s rope
-(with which, _du train dont elle allait_, she might easily make
-acquaintance); and when he expressed the hope that she didn’t regard
-him as a counsellor of imprudence, replied, “You, my poor child? Oh, I
-saw into you at Medley. You are a simple _codino!_”
-
-The Princess came in to tea in a very dull gown, with a bunch of keys
-at her girdle; and nothing could have suggested the thrifty housewife
-better than the manner in which she superintended the laying of the
-cloth and the placing on it of a little austere refreshment—a pile of
-bread and butter, flanked by a pot of marmalade and a morsel of bacon.
-She filled the teapot out of a little tin canister locked up in a
-cupboard, of which the key worked with difficulty, and made the tea
-with her own superb hands; taking pains, however, to explain to
-Hyacinth that she was far from imposing that régime on Madame Grandoni,
-who understood that the grocer had a standing order to supply her, for
-her private consumption, with any delicacy she might desire. For
-herself, she had never been so well as since she had followed a homely
-diet. On Sundays they had muffins, and sometimes, for a change, a
-smoked haddock, or even a fried sole. Hyacinth was lost in adoration of
-the Princess’s housewifely ways and of the exquisite figure that she
-made as a little _bourgeoise;_ judging that if her attempt to combine
-plain living with high thinking were all a comedy, at least it was the
-most finished entertainment she had yet offered him. She talked to
-Madame Grandoni about Lady Aurora; described her with much drollery,
-even to the details of her dress; declared that she was a delightful
-creature and one of the most interesting persons she had seen for an
-age; expressed to Hyacinth the conviction that she should like her
-exceedingly, if Lady Aurora would only believe a little in _her_. “But
-I shall like her, whether she does or not,” said the Princess. “I
-always know when that’s going to happen; it isn’t so common. She will
-begin very well with me, and be ‘fascinated’—isn’t that the way people
-begin with me?—but she won’t understand me at all, or make out in the
-least what kind of a queer fish I am, though I shall try to show her.
-When she thinks she does, at last, she will give me up in disgust, and
-will never know that she has understood me quite wrong. That has been
-the way with most of the people I have liked; they have run away from
-me _à toutes jambes_. Oh, I have inspired aversions!” laughed the
-Princess, handing Hyacinth his cup of tea. He recognised it by the
-aroma as a mixture not inferior to that of which he had partaken at
-Medley. “I have never succeeded in knowing any one who would do me
-good; for by the time I began to improve, under their influence, they
-could put up with me no longer.”
-
-“You told me you were going to visit the poor. I don’t understand what
-your Gräfin was doing there,” said Madame Grandoni.
-
-“She had come out of charity—in the same way as I. She evidently goes
-about immensely over there; I shall entreat her to take me with her.”
-
-“I thought you had promised to let me be your guide, in those
-explorations,” Hyacinth remarked.
-
-The Princess looked at him a moment. “Dear Mr Robinson, Lady Aurora
-knows more than you.”
-
-“There have been times, surely, when you have complimented me on my
-knowledge.”
-
-“Oh, I mean more about the lower classes!” the Princess exclaimed; and,
-oddly enough, there was a sense in which Hyacinth was unable to deny
-the allegation. He presently returned to something she had said a
-moment before, declaring that it had not been the way with Madame
-Grandoni and him to take to their heels, and to this she replied, “Oh,
-you’ll run away yet; don’t be afraid!”
-
-“I think that if I had been capable of quitting you I should have done
-it by this time; I have neglected such opportunities,” the old lady
-sighed. Hyacinth now perceived that her eye had quite lost its ancient
-twinkle; she was troubled about many things.
-
-“It is true that if you didn’t leave me when I was rich, it wouldn’t
-look well for you to leave me at present,” the Princess suggested; and
-before Madame Grandoni could reply to this speech she said to Hyacinth,
-“I liked the man, your friend Muniment, so much for saying he wouldn’t
-come to see me. ‘What good would it do him,’ poor fellow? What good
-would it do him, indeed? You were not so difficult: you held off a
-little and pleaded obstacles, but one could see you would come down,”
-she continued, covering her guest with her mystifying smile. “Besides,
-I was smarter then, more splendid; I had on gewgaws and suggested
-worldly lures. I must have been more attractive. But I liked him for
-refusing,” she repeated; and of the many words she uttered that evening
-it was these that made most impression on Hyacinth. He remained for an
-hour after tea, for on rising from the table she had gone to the piano
-(she had not deprived herself of this resource, and had a humble
-instrument, of the so-called ‘cottage’ kind) and begun to play in a
-manner that reminded him of her playing the day of his arrival at
-Medley. The night had grown close, and as the piano was in the front
-room he opened, at her request, the window that looked into Madeira
-Crescent. Beneath it assembled the youth of both sexes, the dingy
-loiterers who had clustered an hour before around the hurdy-gurdy. But
-on this occasion they did not caper about; they remained still, leaning
-against the area-rails and listening to the wondrous music. When
-Hyacinth told the Princess of the spell she had thrown upon them she
-declared that it made her singularly happy; she added that she was
-really glad, almost proud, of her day; she felt as if she had begun to
-do something for the people. Just before he took leave she encountered
-some occasion for saying to him that she was certain the man in Audley
-Court wouldn’t come; and Hyacinth forbore contradict her, because he
-believed that in fact he wouldn’t.
-
-
-
-
-XXXIV
-
-
-How right she had been to say that Lady Aurora would probably be
-fascinated at first was proved the first time Hyacinth went to Belgrave
-Square, a visit he was led to pay very promptly, by a deep sense of the
-obligations under which her ladyship had placed him at the time of
-Pinnie’s death. The circumstances in which he found her were quite the
-same as those of his visit the year before; she was spending the
-unfashionable season in her father’s empty house, amid a desert of
-brown holland and the dormant echoes of heavy conversation. He had seen
-so much of her during Pinnie’s illness that he felt (or had felt then)
-that he knew her almost intimately—that they had become real friends,
-almost comrades, and might meet henceforth without reserves or
-ceremonies; yet she was as fluttered and awkward as she had been on the
-other occasion: not distant, but entangled in new coils of shyness and
-apparently unmindful of what had happened to draw them closer.
-Hyacinth, however, always liked extremely to be with her, for she was
-the person in the world who quietly, delicately, and as a matter of
-course treated him most like a gentleman. She had never said the
-handsome, flattering things to him that had fallen from the lips of the
-Princess, and never explained to him her view of him; but her timid,
-cursory, receptive manner, which took all sorts of equalities for
-granted, was a homage to the idea of his refinement. It was in this
-manner that she now conversed with him on the subject of his foreign
-travels; he found himself discussing the political indications of Paris
-and the Ruskinian theories of Venice, in Belgrave Square, quite like
-one of the cosmopolites bred in that region. It took him, however, but
-a few minutes to perceive that Lady Aurora’s heart was not in these
-considerations; the deferential smile she bent upon him, while she sat
-with her head thrust forward and her long hands clasped in her lap, was
-slightly mechanical, her attitude perfunctory. When he gave her his
-views of some of the _arrière-pensées_ of _M. Gambetta_ (for he had
-views not altogether, as he thought, deficient in originality), she did
-not interrupt, for she never interrupted; but she took advantage of his
-first pause to say, quickly, irrelevantly, “Will the Princess
-Casamassima come again to Audley Court?”
-
-“I have no doubt she will come again, if they would like her to.”
-
-“I do hope she will. She is very wonderful,” Lady Aurora continued.
-
-“Oh, yes, she is very wonderful. I think she gave Rosy pleasure,” said
-Hyacinth.
-
-“Rosy can talk of nothing else. It would really do her great good to
-see the Princess again. Don’t you think she is different from anybody
-that one has ever seen?” But her ladyship added, before waiting for an
-answer to this, “I liked her quite extraordinarily.”
-
-“She liked you just as much. I know it would give her great pleasure if
-you should go to see her.”
-
-“Fancy!” exclaimed Lady Aurora; but she instantly obtained the
-Princess’s address from Hyacinth, and made a note of it in a small,
-shabby book. She mentioned that the card the Princess had given her in
-Camberwell proved to contain no address, and Hyacinth recognised that
-vagary—the Princess was so off-hand. Then she said, hesitating a
-little, “Does she really care for the poor?”
-
-“If she doesn’t,” the young man replied, “I can’t imagine what interest
-she has in pretending to.”
-
-“If she does, she’s very remarkable—she deserves great honour.”
-
-“You really care; why is she more remarkable than you?” Hyacinth
-demanded.
-
-“Oh, it’s very different—she’s so wonderfully attractive!” Lady Aurora
-replied, making, recklessly, the only allusion to the oddity of her own
-appearance in which Hyacinth was destined to hear her indulge. She
-became conscious of it the moment she had spoken, and said, quickly, to
-turn it off, “I should like to talk with her, but I’m rather afraid.
-She’s tremendously clever.”
-
-“Ah, what she is you’ll find out when you know her!” Hyacinth sighed,
-expressively.
-
-His hostess looked at him a little, and then, vaguely, exclaimed, “How
-very interesting!” The next moment she continued, “She might do so many
-other things; she might charm the world.”
-
-“She does that, whatever she does,” said Hyacinth, smiling. “It’s all
-by the way; it needn’t interfere.”
-
-“That’s what I mean, that most other people would be content—beautiful
-as she is. There’s great merit, when you give up something.”
-
-“She has known a great many bad people, and she wants to know some
-good,” Hyacinth rejoined. “Therefore be sure to go to her soon.”
-
-“She looks as if she had known nothing bad since she was born,” said
-Lady Aurora, rapturously. “I can’t imagine her going into all the
-dreadful places that she would have to.”
-
-“You have gone into them, and it hasn’t hurt you,” Hyacinth suggested.
-
-“How do you know that? My family think it has.”
-
-“You make me glad that I haven’t a family,” said the young man.
-
-“And the Princess—has she no one?”
-
-“Ah, yes, she has a husband. But she doesn’t live with him.”
-
-“Is he one of the bad persons?” asked Lady Aurora, as earnestly as a
-child listening to a tale.
-
-“Well, I don’t like to abuse him, because he is down.”
-
-“If I were a man, I should be in love with her,” said Lady Aurora. Then
-she pursued, “I wonder whether we might work together.”
-
-“That’s exactly what she hopes.”
-
-“I won’t show her the worst places,” said her ladyship, smiling.
-
-To which Hyacinth replied, “I suspect you will do what every one else
-has done, namely, exactly what she wants!” Before he took leave he said
-to her, “Do you know whether Paul Muniment liked the Princess?”
-
-Lady Aurora meditated a moment, apparently with some intensity. “I
-think he considered her extraordinarily beautiful—the most beautiful
-person he had ever seen.”
-
-“Does he still believe her to be a humbug?”
-
-“Still?” asked Lady Aurora, as if she didn’t understand.
-
-“I mean that that was the impression apparently made upon him last
-winter by my description of her.”
-
-“Oh, I’m sure he thinks her tremendously plucky!” That was all the
-satisfaction Hyacinth got just then as to Muniment’s estimate of the
-Princess.
-
-A few days afterward he returned to Madeira Crescent, in the evening,
-the only time he was free, the Princess having given him a general
-invitation to take tea with her. He felt that he ought to be discreet
-in acting upon it, though he was not without reasons that would have
-warranted him in going early and often. He had a peculiar dread of her
-growing tired of him—boring herself in his society; yet at the same
-time he had rather a sharp vision of her boring herself without him, in
-the dull summer evenings, when even Paddington was out of town. He
-wondered what she did, what visitors dropped in, what pastimes she
-cultivated, what saved her from the sudden vagary of throwing up the
-whole of her present game. He remembered that there was a complete side
-of her life with which he was almost unacquainted (Lady Marchant and
-her daughters, at Medley, and three or four other persons who had
-called while he was there, being, in his experience, the only
-illustrations of it), and knew not to what extent she had, in spite of
-her transformation, preserved relations with her old friends; but he
-could easily imagine a day when she should discover that what she found
-in Madeira Crescent was less striking than what she missed. Going
-thither a second time Hyacinth perceived that he had done her great
-injustice; she was full of resources, she had never been so happy, she
-found time to read, to write, to commune with her piano, and above all
-to think—a delightful detachment from the invasive, vulgar, gossiping,
-distracting world she had known hitherto. The only interruption to her
-felicity was that she received quantities of notes from her former
-acquaintance, challenging her to give some account of herself, to say
-what had become of her, to come and stay with them in the country; but
-with these importunate missives she took a very short way—she simply
-burned them, without answering. She told Hyacinth immediately that Lady
-Aurora had called on her, two days before, at an hour when she was not
-in, and she had straightway addressed her, in return, an invitation to
-come to tea, any evening, at eight o’clock. That was the way the people
-in Madeira Crescent entertained each other (the Princess knew
-everything about them now, and was eager to impart her knowledge); and
-the evening, she was sure, would be much more convenient to Lady
-Aurora, whose days were filled with good works, peregrinations of
-charity. Her ladyship arrived ten minutes after Hyacinth; she told the
-Princess that her invitation had been expressed in a manner so
-irresistible that she was unwilling to wait more than a day to respond.
-She was introduced to Madame Grandoni, and tea was immediately served;
-Hyacinth being gratefully conscious the while of the super-subtle way
-in which Lady Aurora forbore to appear bewildered at meeting him in
-such society. She knew he frequented it, and she had been witness of
-his encounter with the Princess in Audley Court; but it might have
-startled her to have ocular evidence of the footing on which he stood.
-Everything the Princess did or said, at this time, had for effect,
-whatever its purpose, to make her seem more rare and fine; and she had
-seldom given him greater pleasure than by the exquisite art she put
-forward to win Lady Aurora’s confidence, to place herself under the
-pure and elevating influence of the noble spinster. She made herself
-small and simple; she spoke of her own little aspirations and efforts;
-she appealed and persuaded; she laid her white hand on Lady Aurora’s,
-gazing at her with an interest which was evidently deeply sincere, but
-which, all the same, derived half its effect from the contrast between
-the quality of her beauty, the whole air of her person, and the hard,
-dreary problems of misery and crime. It was touching, and Lady Aurora
-was touched; that was very evident as they sat together on the sofa,
-after tea, and the Princess protested that she only wanted to know what
-her new friend was doing—what she had done for years—in order that she
-might go and do likewise. She asked personal questions with a
-directness that was sometimes embarrassing to the subject—Hyacinth had
-seen that habit in her from the first—and Lady Aurora, though she was
-charmed and excited, was not quite comfortable at being so publicly
-probed and sounded. The public was formed of Madame Grandoni and
-Hyacinth; but the old lady (whose intercourse with the visitor had
-consisted almost wholly of watching her with a quiet, speculative
-anxiety) presently shuffled away, and was heard, through the thin
-partitions that prevailed in Madeira Crescent, to ascend to her own
-apartment. It seemed to Hyacinth that he ought also, in delicacy, to
-retire, and this was his intention, from one moment to the other; to
-him, certainly (and the second time she met him), Lady Aurora had made
-as much of her confession as he had a right to look for. After that one
-little flash of egotism he had never again heard her allude to her own
-feelings or circumstances.
-
-“Do you stay in town, like this, at such a season, on purpose to attend
-to your work?” the Princess asked; and there was something archly
-rueful in the tone in which she made this inquiry, as if it cost her
-just a pang to find that in taking such a line she herself had not been
-so original as she hoped. “Mr Robinson has told me about your big house
-in Belgrave Square—you must let me come and see you there. Nothing
-would make me so happy as that you should allow me to help you a
-little—how little soever. Do you like to be helped, or do you like to
-go alone? Are you very independent, or do you need to look up, to
-cling, to lean upon some one? Excuse me if I ask impertinent questions;
-we speak that way—rather, you know—in Rome, where I have spent a large
-part of my life. That idea of your being there alone in your great dull
-house, with all your charities and devotions, makes a kind of picture
-in my mind; it’s quaint and touching, like something in some English
-novel. Englishwomen are so accomplished, are they not? I am really a
-foreigner, you know, and though I have lived here a while it takes one
-some time to find those things out _au juste_. Therefore, is your work
-for the people only one of your occupations, or is it everything, does
-it absorb your whole life? That’s what I should like it to be for me!
-Do your family like you to throw yourself into all this, or have you
-had to brave a certain amount of ridicule? I dare say you have; that’s
-where you English are strong, in braving ridicule. They have to do it
-so often, haven’t they? I don’t know whether I could do it. I never
-tried; but with you I would brave anything. Are your family clever and
-sympathetic? No? the kind of thing that one’s family generally is? Ah,
-well, dear lady, we must make a little family together. Are you
-encouraged or disgusted? Do you go on doggedly, or have you any faith,
-any great idea, that lifts you up? Are you religious, now, _par
-exemple?_ Do you do your work in connection with any ecclesiasticism,
-any missions, or priests or sisters? I’m a Catholic, you know—but so
-little! I shouldn’t mind in the least joining hands with any one who is
-really doing anything. I express myself awkwardly, but perhaps you know
-what I mean. Possibly you don’t know that I am one of those who believe
-that a great social cataclysm is destined to take place, and that it
-can’t make things worse than they are already. I believe, in a word, in
-the people doing something for themselves (the others will never do
-anything for them), and I am quite willing to help them. If that shocks
-you I shall be immensely disappointed, because there is something in
-the impression you make on me that seems to say that you haven’t the
-usual prejudices, and that if certain things were to happen you
-wouldn’t be afraid. You are shy, are you not?—but you are not timorous.
-I suppose that if you thought the inequalities and oppressions and
-miseries which now exist were a necessary part of life, and were going
-on for ever, you wouldn’t be interested in those people over the river
-(the bedridden girl and her brother, I mean); because Mr Robinson tells
-me that they are advanced socialists—or at least the brother is.
-Perhaps you’ll say that you don’t care for him; the sister, to your
-mind, being the remarkable one. She is, indeed, a perfect little _femme
-du monde_—she talks so much better than most of the people in society.
-I hope you don’t mind my saying that, because I have an idea that you
-are not in society. You can imagine whether I am! Haven’t you judged
-it, like me, condemned it, and given it up? Are you not sick of the
-egotism, the snobbery, the meanness, the frivolity, the immorality, the
-hypocrisy? Isn’t there a great resemblance in our situation? I don’t
-mean in our nature, for you are far better than I shall ever be. Aren’t
-you quite divinely good? When I see a woman of your sort (not that I
-often do!) I try to be a little less bad. You have helped hundreds,
-thousands, of people; you must help me!”
-
-These remarks, which I have strung together, did not, of course, fall
-from the Princess’s lips in an uninterrupted stream; they were arrested
-and interspersed by frequent inarticulate responses and embarrassed
-protests. Lady Aurora shrank from them even while they gratified her,
-blinking and fidgeting in the brilliant, direct light of her hostess’s
-attentions. I need not repeat her answers, the more so as they none of
-them arrived at completion, but passed away into nervous laughter and
-averted looks, the latter directed at the ceiling, the floor, the
-windows, and appearing to constitute a kind of entreaty to some occult
-or supernatural power that the conversation should become more
-impersonal. In reply to the Princess’s allusion to the convictions
-prevailing in the Muniment family, she said that the brother and sister
-thought differently about public questions, but were of the same mind
-with regard to persons of the upper class taking an interest in the
-working people, attempting to enter into their life: they held it was a
-great mistake. At this information the Princess looked much
-disappointed; she wished to know if the Muniments thought it was
-impossible to do them any good. “Oh, I mean a mistake from _our_ point
-of view,” said Lady Aurora. “They wouldn’t do it in our place; they
-think we had much better occupy ourselves with our own pleasures.” And
-as the Princess stared, not comprehending, she went on: “Rosy thinks we
-have a right to our own pleasures under all circumstances, no matter
-how badly off the poor may be; and her brother takes the ground that we
-will not have them long, and that in view of what may happen we are
-great fools not to make the most of them.”
-
-“I see, I see. That is very strong,” the Princess murmured, in a tone
-of high appreciation.
-
-“I dare say. But all the same, whatever is going to come, one _must_ do
-something.”
-
-“You do think, then, that something is going to come?” said the
-Princess.
-
-“Oh, immense changes, I dare say. But I don’t belong to anything, you
-know.”
-
-The Princess hesitated a moment. “No more do I. But many people do. Mr
-Robinson, for instance.” And she gave Hyacinth a familiar smile.
-
-“Oh, if the changes depend on me!” the young man exclaimed, blushing.
-
-“They won’t set the Thames on fire—I quite agree to that!”
-
-Lady Aurora had the manner of not considering that she had a warrant
-for going into the question of Hyacinth’s affiliations; so she stared
-abstractly at the piano and in a moment remarked to the Princess, “I am
-sure you play awfully well; I should like so much to hear you.”
-
-Hyacinth felt that their hostess thought this _banal_. She had not
-asked Lady Aurora to spend the evening with her simply that they should
-fall back on the resources of the vulgar. Nevertheless, she replied
-with perfect good-nature that she should be delighted to play; only
-there was a thing she should like much better, namely, that Lady Aurora
-should narrate her life.
-
-“Oh, don’t talk about mine; yours, yours!” her ladyship cried,
-colouring with eagerness and, for the first time since her arrival,
-indulging in the free gesture of laying her hand upon that of the
-Princess.
-
-“With so many narratives in the air, I certainly had better take myself
-off,” said Hyacinth, and the Princess offered no opposition to his
-departure. She and Lady Aurora were evidently on the point of striking
-up a tremendous intimacy, and as he turned this idea over, walking
-away, it made him sad, for strange, vague reasons, which he could not
-have expressed.
-
-
-
-
-XXXV
-
-
-The Sunday following this occasion Hyacinth spent almost entirely with
-the Muniments, with whom, since his return to his work, he had been
-able to have no long, fraternising talk, of the kind that had marked
-their earlier relations. The present, however, was a happy day; it
-refreshed exceedingly the sentiments with which he now regarded the
-inscrutable Paul. The warm, bright September weather gilded even the
-dinginess of Audley Court, and while, in the morning, Rosy’s brother
-and their visitor sat beside her sofa, the trio amused themselves with
-discussing a dozen different plans for giving a festive turn to the
-day. There had been moments, in the last six months, when Hyacinth had
-the sense that he should never again be able to enter into such ideas
-as that, and these moments had been connected with the strange
-perversion taking place in his mental image of the man whose hardness
-(of course he was obliged to be hard) he had never expected to see
-turned upon a passionate admirer. But now, for the hour at least, the
-darkness had cleared away, and Paul’s company was in itself a
-comfortable, inspiring influence. He had never been kinder, jollier,
-safer, as it were; it had never appeared more desirable to hold fast to
-him and trust him. Less than ever would an observer have guessed there
-was a reason why the two young men might have winced as they looked at
-each other. Rosy naturally took part in the question debated between
-her companions—the question whether they should limit their excursion
-to a walk in Hyde Park; should embark at Lambeth pier on the penny
-steamer, which would convey them to Greenwich; or should start
-presently for Waterloo station and go thence by train to Hampton Court.
-Miss Muniment had visited none of these places, but she contributed
-largely to the discussion, for which she seemed perfectly qualified;
-talked about the crowd on the steamer, and the inconvenience arising
-from drunken persons on the return, quite as if she had suffered from
-these drawbacks; said that the view from the hill at Greenwich was
-terribly smoky, and at that season the fashionable world—half the
-attraction, of course—was wholly absent from Hyde Park; and expressed
-strong views in favour of Wolsey’s old palace, with whose history she
-appeared intimately acquainted. She threw herself into her brother’s
-holiday with eagerness and glee, and Hyacinth marvelled again at the
-stoicism of the hard, bright creature, polished, as it were, by pain,
-whose imagination appeared never to concern itself with her own
-privations, so that she could lie in her close little room the whole
-golden afternoon, without bursting into sobs as she saw the western
-sunbeams slant upon the shabby, ugly, familiar paper of her wall and
-thought of the far-off fields and gardens which she should never see.
-She talked immensely of the Princess, for whose beauty, grace and
-benevolence she could find no sufficient praise; declaring that of all
-the fair faces that had ever hung over her couch (and Rosy spoke as
-from immense opportunities for comparison) she had far the noblest and
-most refreshing. She seemed to make a kind of light in the room and to
-leave it behind her after she had gone. Rosy could call up her image as
-she could hum a tune she had heard, and she expressed in her quaint,
-particular way how, as she lay there in the quiet hours, she repeated
-over to herself the beautiful air. The Princess might be anything, she
-might be royal or imperial, and Rosy was well aware how little _she_
-should complain of the dullness of her life when such apparitions as
-that could pop in any day. She made a difference in the place—it gave
-it a kind of finish for her to have come there; if it was good enough
-for a princess, it was good enough for _her_, and she hoped she
-shouldn’t hear again of Paul’s wishing her to move out of a room with
-which she should have henceforth such delightful associations. The
-Princess had found her way to Audley Court, and perhaps she wouldn’t
-find it to another lodging—they couldn’t expect her to follow them
-about London at their pleasure; and at any rate she had evidently been
-very much struck with the little room, so that if they were quiet and
-patient who could say but the fancy would take her to send them a bit
-of carpet, or a picture, or even a mirror with a gilt frame, to make it
-a bit more tasteful? Rosy’s transitions from pure enthusiasm to the
-imaginative calculation of benefit were performed with a serenity
-peculiar to herself. Her chatter had so much spirit and point that it
-always commanded attention, but to-day Hyacinth was less tolerant of it
-than usual, because so long as it lasted Muniment held his tongue, and
-what he had been anxious about was much more Paul’s impression of the
-Princess. Rosy made no remark to him on the monopoly he had so long
-enjoyed of this wonderful lady; she had always had the manner of a kind
-of indulgent incredulity about Hyacinth’s social adventures, and he saw
-the day might easily come when she would begin to talk of the Princess
-as if she herself had been the first to discover her. She had much to
-say, however, about the nature of the acquaintance Lady Aurora had
-formed with her, and she was mainly occupied with the glory she had
-drawn upon herself by bringing two such exalted persons together. She
-fancied them alluding, in the great world, to the occasion on which ‘we
-first met, at Miss Muniment’s, you know’; and she related how Lady
-Aurora, who had been in Audley Court the day before, had declared that
-she owed her a debt she could never repay. The two ladies had liked
-each other more, almost, than they liked any one; and wasn’t it a rare
-picture to think of them moving hand in hand, like twin roses, through
-the bright upper air? Muniment inquired, in rather a coarse,
-unsympathetic way, what the mischief she ever wanted of _her;_ which
-led Hyacinth to demand in return, “What do you mean? What does who want
-of whom?”
-
-“What does the beauty want of _our_ poor lady? She has a totally
-different stamp. I don’t know much about women, but I can see that.”
-
-“How do you mean—a different stamp? They both have the stamp of their
-rank!” cried Rosy.
-
-“Who can ever tell what women want, at any time?” Hyacinth said, with
-the off-handedness of a man of the world.
-
-“Well, my boy, if you don’t know any more than I, you disappoint me!
-Perhaps if we wait long enough she will tell us some day herself.”
-
-“Tell you what she wants of Lady Aurora?”
-
-“I don’t mind about Lady Aurora so much; but what in the name of long
-journeys does she want with _us?_”
-
-“Don’t you think you’re worth a long journey?” Rosy asked, gaily. “If
-you were not my brother, which is handy for seeing you, and I were not
-confined to my sofa, I would go from one end of England to the other to
-make your acquaintance! He’s in love with the Princess,” she went on,
-to Hyacinth, “and he asks those senseless questions to cover it up.
-What does any one want of anything?”
-
-It was decided, at last, that the two young men should go down to
-Greenwich, and after they had partaken of bread and cheese with Rosy
-they embarked on a penny steamer. The boat was densely crowded, and
-they leaned, rather squeezed together, in the fore part of it, against
-the rail of the deck, and watched the big black fringe of the yellow
-stream. The river was always fascinating to Hyacinth. The mystified
-entertainment which, as a child, he had found in all the aspects of
-London came back to him from the murky scenery of its banks and the
-sordid agitation of its bosom: the great arches and pillars of the
-bridges, where the water rushed, and the funnels tipped, and sounds
-made an echo, and there seemed an overhanging of interminable
-processions; the miles of ugly wharves and warehouses; the lean
-protrusions of chimney, mast, and crane; the painted signs of grimy
-industries, staring from shore to shore; the strange, flat, obstructive
-barges, straining and bumping on some business as to which everything
-was vague but that it was remarkably dirty; the clumsy coasters and
-colliers, which thickened as one went down; the small, loafing boats,
-whose occupants, somehow, looking up from their oars at the steamer, as
-they rocked in the oily undulations of its wake, appeared profane and
-sarcastic; in short, all the grinding, puffing, smoking, splashing
-activity of the turbid flood. In the good-natured crowd, amid the fumes
-of vile tobacco, beneath the shower of sooty particles, and to the
-accompaniment of a bagpipe of a dingy Highlander, who sketched
-occasionally a smothered reel, Hyacinth forbore to speak to his
-companion of what he had most at heart; but later, as they lay on the
-brown, crushed grass, on one of the slopes of Greenwich Park, and saw
-the river stretch away and shine beyond the pompous colonnades of the
-hospital, he asked him whether there was any truth in what Rosy had
-said about his being sweet on their friend the Princess. He said ‘their
-friend’ on purpose, speaking as if, now that she had been twice to
-Audley Court, Muniment might be regarded as knowing her almost as well
-as he himself did. He wished to conjure away the idea that he was
-jealous of Paul, and if he desired information on the point I have
-mentioned this was because it still made him almost as uncomfortable as
-it had done at first that his comrade should take the scoffing view. He
-didn’t easily see such a fellow as Muniment wheel about from one day to
-the other, but he had been present at the most exquisite exhibition he
-had ever observed the Princess make of that divine power of
-conciliation which was not perhaps in social intercourse the art she
-chiefly exercised but was certainly the most wonderful of her secrets,
-and it would be remarkable indeed that a sane young man should not have
-been affected by it. It was familiar to Hyacinth that Muniment was not
-easily touched by women, but this might perfectly have been the case
-without detriment to the Princess’s ability to work a miracle. The
-companions had wandered through the great halls and courts of the
-hospital; had gazed up at the glories of the famous painted chamber and
-admired the long and lurid series of the naval victories of
-England—Muniment remarking to his friend that he supposed he had seen
-the match to all that in foreign parts, offensive little travelled
-beggar that he was. They had not ordered a fish-dinner either at the
-‘Trafalgar’ or the ‘Ship’ (having a frugal vision of tea and shrimps
-with Rosy, on their return), but they had laboured up and down the
-steep undulations of the shabby, charming park; made advances to the
-tame deer and seen them amble foolishly away; watched the young of both
-sexes, hilarious and red in the face, roll in promiscuous entanglement
-over the slopes; gazed at the little brick observatory, perched on one
-of the knolls, which sets the time of English history and in which
-Hyacinth could see that his companion took a kind of technical
-interest; wandered out of one of the upper gates and admired the
-trimness of the little villas at Blackheath, where Muniment declared
-that it was his idea of supreme social success to be able to live. He
-pointed out two or three small, semi-detached houses, faced with
-stucco, and with ‘Mortimer Lodge’ or ‘The Sycamores’ inscribed upon the
-gate-posts, and Hyacinth guessed that these were the sort of place
-where he would like to end his days—in high, pure air, with a genteel
-window for Rosy’s couch and a cheerful view of suburban excursions. It
-was when they came back into the park that, being rather hot and a
-little satiated, they stretched themselves under a tree and Hyacinth
-yielded to his curiosity.
-
-“Sweet on her—sweet on her, my boy!” said Muniment. “I might as well be
-sweet on the dome of St Paul’s, which I just make out off there.”
-
-“The dome of St Paul’s doesn’t come to see you, and doesn’t ask you to
-return the visit.”
-
-“Oh, I don’t return visits—I’ve got a lot of jobs of my own to do. If I
-don’t put myself out for the Princess, isn’t that a sufficient answer
-to your question?”
-
-“I’m by no means sure,” said Hyacinth. “If you went to see her, simply
-and civilly, because she asked you, I shouldn’t regard it as a proof
-that you had taken a fancy to her. Your hanging off is more suspicious;
-it may mean that you don’t trust yourself—that you are in danger of
-falling in love if you go in for a more intimate acquaintance.”
-
-“It’s a rum job, your wanting me to make up to her. I shouldn’t think
-it would suit your book,” Muniment rejoined, staring at the sky, with
-his hands clasped under his head.
-
-“Do you suppose I’m afraid of you?” his companion asked. “Besides,”
-Hyacinth added in a moment, “why the devil should I care, now?”
-
-Muniment, for a little, made no rejoinder; he turned over on his side,
-and with his arm resting on the ground leaned his head on his hand.
-Hyacinth felt his eyes on his face, but he also felt himself colouring,
-and didn’t meet them. He had taken a private vow never to indulge, to
-Muniment, in certain inauspicious references, and the words he had just
-spoken had slipped out of his mouth too easily. “What do you mean by
-that?” Paul demanded, at last; and when Hyacinth looked at him he saw
-nothing but his companion’s strong, fresh, irresponsible face.
-Muniment, before speaking, had had time to guess what he meant by it.
-
-Suddenly, an impulse that he had never known before, or rather that he
-had always resisted, took possession of him. There was a mystery which
-it concerned his happiness to clear up, and he became unconscious of
-his scruples, of his pride, of the strength that he had believed to be
-in him—the strength for going through his work and passing away without
-a look behind. He sat forward on the grass, with his arms round his
-knees, and bent upon Muniment a face lighted up by his difficulties.
-For a minute the two men’s eyes met with extreme clearness, and then
-Hyacinth exclaimed, “What an extraordinary fellow you are!”
-
-“You’ve hit it there!” said Muniment, smiling.
-
-“I don’t want to make a scene, or work on your feelings, but how will
-you like it when I’m strung up on the gallows?”
-
-“You mean for Hoffendahl’s job? That’s what you were alluding to just
-now?” Muniment lay there, in the same attitude, chewing a long blade of
-dry grass, which he held to his lips with his free hand.
-
-“I didn’t mean to speak of it; but after all, why shouldn’t it come up?
-Naturally, I have thought of it a good deal.”
-
-“What good does that do?” Muniment returned. “I hoped you didn’t, and I
-noticed you never spoke of it. You don’t like it; you would rather
-throw it up,” he added.
-
-There was not in his voice the faintest note of irony or contempt, no
-sign whatever that he passed judgment on such a tendency. He spoke in a
-quiet, human, memorising manner, as if it had originally quite entered
-into his thought to allow for weak regrets. Nevertheless the complete
-reasonableness of his tone itself cast a chill on his companion’s
-spirit; it was like the touch of a hand at once very firm and very
-soft, but strangely cold.
-
-“I don’t want in the least to throw the business up, but did you
-suppose I liked it?” Hyacinth asked, with rather a forced laugh.
-
-“My dear fellow, how could I tell? You like a lot of things I don’t.
-You like excitement and emotion and change, you like remarkable
-sensations, whereas I go in for a holy calm, for sweet repose.”
-
-“If you object, for yourself, to change, and are so fond of still
-waters, why have you associated yourself with a revolutionary
-movement?” Hyacinth demanded, with a little air of making rather a good
-point.
-
-“Just for that reason!” Muniment answered, with a smile. “Isn’t our
-revolutionary movement as quiet as the grave? Who knows, who suspects,
-anything like the full extent of it?”
-
-“I see—you take only the quiet parts!”
-
-In speaking these words Hyacinth had had no derisive intention, but a
-moment later he flushed with the sense that they had a sufficiently
-petty sound. Muniment, however, appeared to see no offence in them, and
-it was in the gentlest, most suggestive way, as if he had been thinking
-over what might comfort his comrade, that he replied, “There’s one
-thing you ought to remember—that it’s quite on the cards it may never
-come off.”
-
-“I don’t desire that reminder,” Hyacinth said; “and, moreover, you must
-let me say that, somehow, I don’t easily fancy _you_ mixed up with
-things that don’t come off. Anything you have to do with will come off,
-I think.”
-
-Muniment reflected a moment, as if his little companion were charmingly
-ingenious. “Surely, I have nothing to do with this idea of
-Hoffendahl’s.”
-
-“With the execution, perhaps not; but how about the conception? You
-seemed to me to have a great deal to do with it the night you took me
-to see him.”
-
-Muniment changed his position, raising himself, and in a moment he was
-seated, Turk-fashion, beside his mate. He put his arm over his shoulder
-and held him, studying his face; and then, in the kindest manner in the
-world, he remarked, “There are three or four definite chances in your
-favour.”
-
-“I don’t want comfort, you know,” said Hyacinth, with his eyes on the
-distant atmospheric mixture that represented London.
-
-“What the devil _do_ you want?” Muniment asked, still holding him, and
-with perfect good-humour.
-
-“Well, to get inside of _you_ a little; to know how a chap feels when
-he’s going to part with his best friend.”
-
-“To part with him?” Muniment repeated.
-
-“I mean, putting it at the worst.”
-
-“I should think you would know by yourself, if you’re going to part
-with me!”
-
-At this Hyacinth prostrated himself, tumbled over on the grass, on his
-face, which he buried in his arms. He remained in this attitude, saying
-nothing, for a long time; and while he lay there he thought, with a
-sudden, quick flood of association, of many strange things. Most of
-all, he had the sense of the brilliant, charming day; the warm
-stillness, touched with cries of amusement; the sweetness of loafing
-there, in an interval of work, with a friend who was a tremendously
-fine fellow, even if he didn’t understand the inexpressible. Muniment
-also kept silent, and Hyacinth perceived that he was unaffectedly
-puzzled. He wanted now to relieve him, so that he pulled himself
-together again and turned round, saying the first thing he could think
-of, in relation to the general subject of their conversation, that
-would carry them away from the personal question: “I have asked you
-before, and you have told me, but somehow I have never quite grasped it
-(so I just touch on the matter again), exactly what good you think it
-will do.”
-
-“This idea of Hoffendahl’s? You must remember that as yet we know only
-very vaguely what it is. It is difficult, therefore, to measure closely
-the importance it may have, and I don’t think I have ever, in talking
-with you, pretended to fix that importance. I don’t suppose it will
-matter immensely whether your own engagement is carried out or not; but
-if it is it will have been a detail in a scheme of which the general
-effect will be decidedly useful. I believe, and you pretend to believe,
-though I am not sure you do, in the advent of the democracy. It will
-help the democracy to get possession that the classes that keep them
-down shall be admonished from time to time that they have a very
-definite and very determined intention of doing so. An immense deal
-will depend upon that. Hoffendahl is a capital admonisher.”
-
-Hyacinth listened to this explanation with an expression of interest
-that was not feigned; and after a moment he rejoined, “When you say you
-believe in the democracy, I take for granted you mean you positively
-wish for their coming into power, as I have always supposed. Now what I
-really have never understood is this—why you should desire to put
-forward a lot of people whom you regard, almost without exception, as
-donkeys.”
-
-“Ah, my dear lad,” laughed Muniment, “when one undertakes to meddle in
-human affairs one must deal with human material. The upper classes have
-the longest ears.”
-
-“I have heard you say that you were working for an equality in human
-conditions, to abolish the immemorial inequality. What you want, then,
-for all mankind is a similar _nuance_ of asininity.”
-
-“That’s very clever; did you pick it up in France? The low tone of our
-fellow-mortals is a result of bad conditions; it is the conditions I
-want to alter. When those that have no start to speak of have a good
-one, it is but fair to infer that they will go further. I want to try
-them, you know.”
-
-“But why equality?” Hyacinth asked. “Somehow, that word doesn’t say so
-much to me as it used to. Inequality—inequality! I don’t know whether
-it’s by dint of repeating it over to myself, but _that_ doesn’t shock
-me as it used.”
-
-“They didn’t put you up to that in France, I’m sure!” Muniment
-exclaimed. “Your point of view has changed; you have risen in the
-world.”
-
-“Risen? Good God, what have I risen to?”
-
-“True enough; you were always a bloated little swell!” And Muniment
-gave his young friend a sociable slap on the back. There was a
-momentary bitterness in its being imputed to such a one as Hyacinth,
-even in joke, that he had taken sides with the fortunate ones of the
-earth, and he had it on his tongue’s end to ask his friend if he had
-never guessed what his proud titles were—the bastard of a murderess,
-spawned in a gutter, out of which he had been picked by a sewing-girl.
-But his life-long reserve on this point was a habit not easily broken,
-and before such an inquiry could flash through it Muniment had gone on:
-“If you’ve ceased to believe we can do anything, it will be rather
-awkward, you know.”
-
-“I don’t know what I believe, God help me!” Hyacinth remarked, in a
-tone of an effect so lugubrious that Paul gave one of his longest, most
-boyish-sounding laughs. And he added, “I don’t want you to think I have
-ceased to care for the people. What am I but one of the poorest and
-meanest of them?”
-
-“You, my boy? You’re a duke in disguise, and so I thought the first
-time I ever saw you. That night I took you to Hoffendahl you had a
-little way with you that made me forget it; I mean that your disguise
-happened to be better than usual. As regards caring for the people,
-there’s surely no obligation at all,” Muniment continued. “I wouldn’t
-if I could help it—I promise you that. It all depends on what you see.
-The way _I_’ve used my eyes in this abominable metropolis has led to my
-seeing that present arrangements won’t do. They won’t do,” he repeated,
-placidly.
-
-“Yes, I see that, too,” said Hyacinth, with the same dolefulness that
-had marked his tone a moment before—a dolefulness begotten of the
-rather helpless sense that, whatever he saw, he saw (and this was
-always the case) so many other things beside. He saw the immeasurable
-misery of the people, and yet he saw all that had been, as it were,
-rescued and redeemed from it: the treasures, the felicities, the
-splendours, the successes, of the world. All this took the form,
-sometimes, to his imagination, of a vast, vague, dazzling presence, an
-irradiation of light from objects undefined, mixed with the atmosphere
-of Paris and of Venice. He presently added that a hundred things
-Muniment had told him about the foul horrors of the worst districts of
-London, pictures of incredible shame and suffering that he had put
-before him, came back to him now, with the memory of the passion they
-had kindled at the time.
-
-“Oh, I don’t want you to go by what I have told you; I want you to go
-by what you have seen yourself. I remember there were things you told
-me that weren’t bad in their way.” And at this Paul Muniment sprang to
-his feet, as if their conversation had drawn to an end, or they must at
-all events be thinking of their homeward way. Hyacinth got up, too,
-while his companion stood there. Muniment was looking off toward
-London, with a face that expressed all the healthy singleness of his
-vision. Suddenly Paul remarked, as if it occurred to him to complete,
-or at any rate confirm, the declaration he had made a short time
-before, “Yes, I don’t believe in the millennium, but I do believe in
-the democracy.”
-
-The young man, as he spoke these words, struck his comrade as such a
-fine embodiment of the spirit of the people; he stood there, in his
-powerful, sturdy newness, with such an air of having learnt what he had
-learnt and of good-nature that had purposes in it, that our hero felt
-the simple inrush of his old, frequent pride at having a person of that
-promise, a nature of that capacity, for a friend. He passed his hand
-into Muniment’s arm and said, with an imperceptible tremor in his
-voice, “It’s no use your saying I’m not to go by what you tell me. I
-would go by what you tell me, anywhere. There’s no awkwardness to speak
-of. I don’t know that I believe exactly what you believe, but I believe
-in you, and doesn’t that come to the same thing?”
-
-Muniment evidently appreciated the cordiality and candour of this
-little tribute, and the way he showed it was by a movement of his arm,
-to check his companion, before they started to leave the spot, and by
-looking down at him with a certain anxiety of friendliness. “I should
-never have taken you to Hoffendahl if I hadn’t thought you would jump
-at the job. It was that flaring little oration of yours, at the club,
-when you floored Delancey for saying you were afraid, that put me up to
-it.”
-
-“I did jump at it—upon my word I did; and it was just what I was
-looking for. That’s all correct!” said Hyacinth, cheerfully, as they
-went forward. There was a strain of heroism in these words—of heroism
-of which the sense was not conveyed to Muniment by a vibration in their
-interlocked arms. Hyacinth did not make the reflection that he was
-infernally literal; he dismissed the sentimental problem that had
-bothered him; he condoned, excused, admired—he merged himself, resting
-happy for the time in the consciousness that Paul was a grand fellow,
-that friendship was a purer feeling than love, and that there was an
-immense deal of affection between them. He did not even observe at that
-moment that it was preponderantly on his own side.
-
-
-
-
-XXXVI
-
-
-A certain Sunday in November, more than three months after she had gone
-to live in Madeira Crescent, was so important an occasion for the
-Princess Casamassima that I must give as complete an account of it as
-the limits of my space will allow. Early in the afternoon a loud peal
-from her door-knocker came to her ear; it had a sound of resolution,
-almost of defiance, which made her look up from her book and listen.
-She was sitting by the fire, alone, with a volume of a heavy work on
-Labour and Capital in her hand. It was not yet four o’clock, but she
-had had candles for an hour; a dense brown fog made the daylight
-impure, without suggesting an answer to the question whether the scheme
-of nature had been to veil or to deepen the sabbatical dreariness. She
-was not tired of Madeira Crescent—such an idea she would indignantly
-have repudiated; but the prospect of a visitor was rather pleasant to
-her—the possibility even of his being an ambassador, or a cabinet
-minister, or another of the eminent personages with whom she had
-associated before embracing the ascetic life. They had not knocked at
-her present door hitherto in any great numbers, for more reasons than
-one; they were out of town, and she had taken pains to diffuse the
-belief that she had left England. If the impression prevailed, it was
-exactly the impression she had desired; she forgot this fact whenever
-she felt a certain surprise, even, it may be, a certain irritation, in
-perceiving that people were not taking the way to Madeira Crescent. She
-was making the discovery, in which she had had many predecessors, that
-in London it is only too possible to hide one’s self. It was very much
-in that fashion that Godfrey Sholto was in the habit of announcing
-himself, when he reappeared after the intervals she explicitly imposed
-upon him; there was a kind of artlessness, for so world-worn a
-personage, in the point he made of showing that he knocked with
-confidence, that he had as good a right as any other. This afternoon
-she was ready to accept a visit from him: she was perfectly detached
-from the shallow, frivolous world in which he lived, but there was
-still a freshness in her renunciation which coveted reminders and
-enjoyed comparisons; he would prove to her how right she had been to do
-exactly what she was doing. It did not occur to her that Hyacinth
-Robinson might be at her door, for it was understood between them that,
-except by special appointment, he was to come to see her only in the
-evening. She heard in the hail, when the servant arrived, a voice that
-she failed to recognise; but in a moment the door of the room was
-thrown open and the name of Mr Muniment was pronounced. It may be said
-at once that she felt great pleasure in hearing it, for she had both
-wished to see more of Hyacinth’s extraordinary friend and had given him
-up, so little likely had it begun to appear that he would put himself
-out for her. She had been glad he wouldn’t come, as she had told
-Hyacinth three months before; but now that he had come she was still
-more glad.
-
-Presently he was sitting opposite to her, on the other side of the
-fire, with his big foot crossed over his big knee, his large, gloved
-hands fumbling with each other, drawing and smoothing the gloves (of
-very red, new-looking dog-skin) in places, as if they hurt him. So far
-as the size of his extremities, and even his attitude and movement,
-went, he might have belonged to her former circle. With the details of
-his dress remaining vague in the lamp-light, which threw into relief
-mainly his powerful, important head, he might have been one of the most
-considerable men she had ever known. The first thing she said to him
-was that she wondered extremely what had brought him at last to come to
-see her: the idea, when she proposed it, evidently had so little
-attraction for him. She had only seen him once since then—the day she
-met him coming into Audley Court as she was leaving it, after a visit
-to his sister—and, as he probably remembered, she had not on that
-occasion repeated her invitation.
-
-“It wouldn’t have done any good, at the time, if you had,” Muniment
-rejoined, with his natural laugh.
-
-“Oh, I felt that; my silence wasn’t accidental!” the Princess
-exclaimed, joining in his merriment.
-
-“I have only come now—since you have asked me the reason—because my
-sister hammered at me, week after week, dinning it into me that I ought
-to. Oh, I’ve been under the lash! If she had left me alone, I wouldn’t
-have come.”
-
-The Princess blushed on hearing these words, but not with shame or with
-pain; rather with the happy excitement of being spoken to in a manner
-so fresh and original. She had never before had a visitor who practised
-so racy a frankness, or who, indeed, had so curious a story to tell.
-She had never before so completely failed, and her failure greatly
-interested her, especially as it seemed now to be turning a little to
-success. She had succeeded promptly with every one, and the sign of it
-was that every one had rendered her a monotony of homage. Even poor
-little Hyacinth had tried, in the beginning, to say sweet things to
-her. This very different type of man appeared to have his thoughts
-fixed on anything but sweetness; she felt the liveliest hope that he
-would move further and further away from it. “I remember what you asked
-me—what good it would do you. I couldn’t tell you then; and though I
-now have had a long time to turn it over, I haven’t thought of it yet.”
-
-“Oh, but I hope it will do me some,” said Paul. “A fellow wants a
-reward, when he has made a great effort.”
-
-“It does me some,” the Princess remarked, gaily.
-
-“Naturally, the awkward things I say amuse you. But I don’t say them
-for that, but just to give you an idea.”
-
-“You give me a great many ideas. Besides, I know you already a good
-deal.”
-
-“From little Robinson, I suppose,” said Muniment.
-
-The Princess hesitated. “More particularly from Lady Aurora.”
-
-“Oh, she doesn’t know much about me!” the young man exclaimed.
-
-“It’s a pity you say that, because she likes you.”
-
-“Yes, she likes me,” Muniment replied, serenely.
-
-Again the Princess hesitated. “And I hope you like her.”
-
-“Ay, she’s a dear old girl!”
-
-The Princess reflected that her visitor was not a gentleman, like
-Hyacinth; but this made no difference in her present attitude. The
-expectation that he would be a gentleman had had nothing to do with her
-interest in him; that, in fact, had rested largely on the supposition
-that he had a rich plebeian strain. “I don’t know that there is any one
-in the world I envy so much,” she remarked; an observation which her
-visitor received in silence. “Better than any one I have ever met she
-has solved the problem—which, if we are wise, we all try to solve,
-don’t we?—of getting out of herself. She has got out of herself more
-perfectly than any one I have ever known. She has merged herself in the
-passion of doing something for others. That’s why I envy her,” said the
-Princess, with an explanatory smile, as if perhaps he didn’t understand
-her.
-
-“It’s an amusement, like any other,” said Paul Muniment.
-
-“Ah, not like any other! It carries light into dark places; it makes a
-great many wretched people considerably less wretched.”
-
-“How many, eh?” asked the young man, not exactly as if he wished to
-dispute, but as if it were always in him to enjoy an argument.
-
-The Princess wondered why he should desire to argue at Lady Aurora’s
-expense. “Well, one who is very near to you, to begin with.”
-
-“Oh, she’s kind, most kind; it’s altogether wonderful. But Rosy makes
-_her_ considerably less wretched,” Paul Muniment rejoined.
-
-“Very likely, of course; and so she does me.”
-
-“May I inquire what you are wretched about?” Muniment went on.
-
-“About nothing at all. That’s the worst of it. But I am much happier
-now than I have ever been.”
-
-“Is that also about nothing?”
-
-“No, about a sort of change that has taken place in my life. I have
-been able to do some little things.”
-
-“For the poor, I suppose you mean. Do you refer to the presents you
-have made to Rosy?” the young man inquired.
-
-“The presents?” The Princess appeared not to remember. “Oh, those are
-trifles. It isn’t anything one has been able to give; it’s some talks
-one has had, some convictions one has arrived at.”
-
-“Convictions are a source of very innocent pleasure,” said the young
-man, smiling at his interlocutress with his bold, pleasant eyes, which
-seemed to project their glance further than any she had seen.
-
-“Having them is nothing. It’s the acting on them,” the Princess
-replied.
-
-“Yes; that doubtless, too, is good.” He continued to look at her
-peacefully, as if he liked to consider that this might be what she had
-asked him to come for. He said nothing more, and she went on—
-
-“It’s far better, of course, when one is a man.”
-
-“I don’t know. Women do pretty well what they like. My sister and you
-have managed, between you, to bring me to this.”
-
-“It’s more your sister, I suspect, than I. But why, after all, should
-you have disliked so much to come?”
-
-“Well, since you ask me,” said Paul Muniment, “I will tell you frankly,
-though I don’t mean it uncivilly, that I don’t know what to make of
-you.”
-
-“Most people don’t,” returned the Princess. “But they usually take the
-risk.”
-
-“Ah, well, I’m the most prudent of men.”
-
-“I was sure of it; that is one of the reasons why I wanted to know you.
-I know what some of your ideas are—Hyacinth Robinson has told me; and
-the source of my interest in them is partly the fact that you consider
-very carefully what you attempt.”
-
-“That I do—I do,” said Muniment, simply.
-
-The tone in which he said this would have been almost ignoble, as
-regards a kind of northern canniness which it expressed, had it not
-been corrected by the character of his face, his youth and strength,
-and his military eye. The Princess recognised both the shrewdness and
-the latent audacity as she rejoined, “To do anything with you would be
-very safe. It would be sure to succeed.”
-
-“That’s what poor Hyacinth thinks,” said Paul Muniment.
-
-The Princess wondered a little that he could allude in that light tone
-to the faith their young friend had placed in him, considering the
-consequences such a trustfulness might yet have; but this curious
-mixture of qualities could only make her visitor, as a tribune of the
-people, more interesting to her. She abstained for the moment from
-touching on the subject of Hyacinth’s peculiar position, and only said,
-“Hasn’t he told you about me? Hasn’t he explained me a little?”
-
-“Oh, his explanations are grand!” Muniment exclaimed, hilariously.
-“He’s fine sport when he talks about you.”
-
-“Don’t betray him,” said the Princess, gently.
-
-“There’s nothing to betray. You would be the first to admire it if you
-were there. Besides, I don’t betray,” the young man added.
-
-“I love him very much,” said the Princess; and it would have been
-impossible for the most impudent cynic to smile at the manner in which
-she made the declaration.
-
-Paul accepted it respectfully. “He’s a sweet little lad, and, putting
-her ladyship aside, quite the light of our home.”
-
-There was a short pause after this exchange of amenities, which the
-Princess terminated by inquiring, “Wouldn’t some one else do his work
-quite as well?”
-
-“His work? Why, I’m told he’s a master-hand.”
-
-“Oh, I don’t mean his bookbinding.” Then the Princess added, “I don’t
-know whether you know it, but I am in correspondence with Hoffendahl. I
-am acquainted with many of our most important men.”
-
-“Yes, I know it. Hyacinth has told me. Do you mention it as a
-guarantee, so that I may know you are genuine?”
-
-“Not exactly; that would be weak, wouldn’t it?” the Princess asked. “My
-genuineness must be in myself—a matter for you to appreciate as you
-know me better; not in my references and vouchers.”
-
-“I shall never know you better. What business is it of mine?”
-
-“I want to help you,” said the Princess, and as she made this earnest
-appeal her face became transfigured; it wore an expression of the most
-passionate yet the purest longing. “I want to do something for the
-cause you represent; for the millions that are rotting under our
-feet—the millions whose whole life is passed on the brink of
-starvation, so that the smallest accident pushes them over. Try me,
-test me; ask me to put my hand to something, to prove that I am as
-deeply in earnest as those who have already given proof. I know what I
-am talking about—what one must meet and face and count with, the nature
-and the immensity of your organisation. I am not playing. No, I am not
-playing.”
-
-Paul Muniment watched her with his steady smile until this sudden
-outbreak had spent itself. “I was afraid you would be like this—that
-you would turn on the fountains and let off the fireworks.”
-
-“Permit me to believe you thought nothing about it. There is no reason
-my fireworks should disturb you.”
-
-“I have always had a fear of women.”
-
-“I see—that’s a part of your prudence,” said the Princess,
-reflectively. “But you are the sort of man who ought to know how to use
-them.”
-
-Muniment said nothing, immediately, in answer to this; the way he
-appeared to consider the Princess suggested that he was not following
-closely what she said, so much as losing himself in certain matters
-which were beside that question—her beauty, for instance, her grace,
-her fragrance, the spectacle of a manner and quality so new to him.
-After a little, however, he remarked, irrelevantly, “I’m afraid I’m
-very rude.”
-
-“Of course you are, but it doesn’t signify. What I mainly object to is
-that you don’t answer my questions. Would not some one else do Hyacinth
-Robinson’s work quite as well? Is it necessary to take a nature so
-delicate, so intellectual? Oughtn’t we to keep him for something
-finer?”
-
-“Finer than what?”
-
-“Than what Hoffendahl will call upon him to do.”
-
-“And pray what is that?” the young man demanded. “You know nothing
-about it; no more do I,” he added in a moment. “It will require
-whatever it will. Besides, if some one else might have done it, no one
-else volunteered. It happened that Robinson did.”
-
-“Yes, and you nipped him up!” the Princess exclaimed.
-
-At this expression Muniment burst out laughing. “I have no doubt you
-can easily keep him, if you want him.”
-
-“I should like to do it in his place—that’s what I should like,” said
-the Princess.
-
-“As I say, you don’t even know what it is.”
-
-“It may be nothing,” she went on, with her grave eyes fixed on her
-visitor. “I dare say you think that what I wanted to see you for was to
-beg you to let him off. But it wasn’t. Of course it’s his own affair,
-and you can do nothing. But oughtn’t it to make some difference, when
-his opinions have changed?”
-
-“His opinions? He never had any opinions,” Muniment replied. “He is not
-like you and me.”
-
-“Well, then, his feelings, his attachments. He hasn’t the passion for
-democracy he had when I first knew him. He’s much more tepid.”
-
-“Ah, well, he’s quite right.”
-
-The Princess stared. “Do you mean that _you_ are giving up—?”
-
-“A fine stiff conservative is a thing I perfectly understand,” said
-Paul Muniment. “If I were on the top, I’d stick there.”
-
-“I see, you are not narrow,” the Princess murmured, appreciatively.
-
-“I beg your pardon, I am. I don’t call that wide. One must be narrow to
-penetrate.”
-
-“Whatever you are, you’ll succeed,” said the Princess. “Hyacinth won’t,
-but you will.”
-
-“It depends upon what you call success!” the young man exclaimed. And
-in a moment, before she replied, he added, looking about the room,
-“You’ve got a very lovely dwelling.”
-
-“Lovely? My dear sir, it’s hideous. That’s what I like it for,” the
-Princess added.
-
-“Well, I like it; but perhaps I don’t know the reason. I thought you
-had given up everything—pitched your goods out of the window, for a
-grand scramble.”
-
-“Well, so I have. You should have seen me before.”
-
-“I should have liked that,” said Muniment, smiling. “I like to see
-solid wealth.”
-
-“Ah, you’re as bad as Hyacinth. I am the only consistent one!” the
-Princess sighed.
-
-“You have a great deal left, for a person who has given everything
-away.”
-
-“These are not mine—these abominations—or I would give them, too!”
-Paul’s hostess rejoined, artlessly.
-
-Muniment got up from his chair, still looking about the room. “I would
-give my nose for such a place as this. At any rate, you are not yet
-reduced to poverty.”
-
-“I have a little left—to help you.”
-
-“I dare say you’ve a great deal,” said Paul, with his north-country
-accent.
-
-“I could get money—I could get money,” the Princess continued, gravely.
-She had also risen, and was standing before him.
-
-These two remarkable persons faced each other, their eyes met again,
-and they exchanged a long, deep glance of mutual scrutiny. Each seemed
-to drop a plummet into the other’s mind. Then a strange and, to the
-Princess, unexpected expression passed over the countenance of the
-young man; his lips compressed themselves, as if he were making a
-strong effort, his colour rose, and in a moment he stood there blushing
-like a boy. He dropped his eyes and stared at the carpet, while he
-observed, “I don’t trust women—I don’t trust women!”
-
-“I am sorry, but, after all, I can understand it,” said the Princess;
-“therefore I won’t insist on the question of your allowing me to work
-with you. But this appeal I will make to you: help me a little
-yourself—help me!”
-
-“How do you mean, help you?” Muniment demanded, raising his eyes, which
-had a new, conscious look.
-
-“Advise me; you will know how. I am in trouble—I have gone very far.”
-
-“I have no doubt of that!” said Paul, laughing.
-
-“I mean with some of those people abroad. I’m not frightened, but I’m
-perplexed; I want to know what to do.”
-
-“No, you are not frightened,” Muniment rejoined, after a moment.
-
-“I am, however, in a sad entanglement. I think you can straighten it
-out. I will give you the facts, but not now, for we shall be
-interrupted; I hear my old lady on the stairs. For this, you must come
-to see me again.”
-
-At this point the door opened, and Madame Grandoni appeared,
-cautiously, creepingly, as if she didn’t know what might be going on in
-the parlour. “Yes, I will come again,” said Paul Muniment, in a low but
-distinct tone; and he walked away, passing Madame Grandoni on the
-threshold, without having exchanged the hand-shake of farewell with his
-hostess. In the hall he paused an instant, feeling she was behind him;
-and he learned that she had not come to exact from him this omitted
-observance, but to say once more, dropping her voice, so that her
-companion, through the open door, might not hear—
-
-“I _could_ get money—I could!”
-
-Muniment passed his hand through his hair, and, as if he had not heard
-her, remarked, “I have not given you, after all, half Rosy’s messages.”
-
-“Oh, that doesn’t matter!” the Princess answered, turning back into the
-parlour.
-
-Madame Grandoni was in the middle of the room, wrapped in an old shawl,
-looking vaguely around her, and the two ladies heard the house-door
-close. “And pray, who may that be? Isn’t it a new face?” the elder one
-inquired.
-
-“He’s the brother of the little person I took you to see over the
-river—the chattering cripple with the wonderful manners.”
-
-“Ah, she had a brother! That, then, was why you went?”
-
-It was striking, the good-humour with which the Princess received this
-rather coarse thrust, which could have been drawn from Madame Grandoni
-only by the petulance and weariness of increasing age, and the
-antipathy she now felt to Madeira Crescent and everything it produced.
-Christina bent a calm, charitable smile upon her ancient companion, and
-replied—
-
-“There could have been no question of our seeing him. He was, of
-course, at his work.”
-
-“Ah, how do I know, my dear? And is he a successor?”
-
-“A successor?”
-
-“To the little bookbinder.”
-
-“My darling,” said the Princess, “you will see how absurd that question
-is when I tell you he’s his greatest friend!”
-
-
-
-
-XXXVII
-
-
-Half an hour after Paul Muniment’s departure the Princess heard another
-rat-tat-tat at her door; but this was a briefer, discreeter peal, and
-was accompanied by a faint tintinnabulation. The person who had
-produced it was presently ushered in, without, however, causing Madame
-Grandoni to look round, or rather to look up, from an arm-chair as low
-as a sitz-bath, and of very much the shape of such a receptacle, in
-which, near the fire, she had been immersed. She left this care to the
-Princess, who rose on hearing the name of the visitor pronounced,
-inadequately, by her maid. ‘Mr Fetch’ Assunta called it; but the
-Princess recognised without difficulty the little fat, ‘reduced’
-fiddler of whom Hyacinth had talked to her, who, as Pinnie’s most
-intimate friend, had been so mixed up with his existence, and whom she
-herself had always had a curiosity to see. Hyacinth had not told her he
-was coming, and the unexpectedness of the apparition added to its
-interest. Much as she liked seeing queer types and exploring
-out-of-the-way social corners, she never engaged in a fresh encounter,
-nor formed a new relation of this kind, without a fit of nervousness, a
-fear that she might be awkward and fail to hit the right tone. She
-perceived in a moment, however, that Mr Vetch would take her as she was
-and require no special adjustments; he was a gentleman and a man of
-experience, and she would only have to leave the tone to him. He stood
-there with his large, polished hat in his two hands, a hat of the
-fashion of ten years before, with a rusty sheen and an undulating
-brim—stood there without a salutation or a speech, but with a little
-fixed, acute, tentative smile, which seemed half to inquire and half to
-explain. What he explained was that he was clever enough to be trusted,
-and that if he had come to see her that way, abruptly, without an
-invitation, he had a reason which she would be sure to think good
-enough when she should hear it. There was even a certain jauntiness in
-this confidence—an insinuation that he knew how to present himself to a
-lady; and though it quickly appeared that he really did, that was the
-only thing about him that was inferior—it suggested a long experience
-of actresses at rehearsal, with whom he had formed habits of advice and
-compliment.
-
-“I know who you are—I know who you are,” said the Princess, though she
-could easily see that he knew she did.
-
-“I wonder whether you also know why I have come to see you,” Mr Vetch
-replied, presenting the top of his hat to her as if it were a
-looking-glass.
-
-“No, but it doesn’t matter. I am very glad; you might even have come
-before.” Then the Princess added, with her characteristic honesty,
-“Don’t you know of the great interest I have taken in your nephew?”
-
-“In my nephew? Yes, my young friend Robinson. It is in regard to him
-that I have ventured to intrude upon you.”
-
-The Princess had been on the point of pushing a chair toward him, but
-she stopped in the act, staring, with a smile. “Ah, I hope you haven’t
-come to ask me to give him up!”
-
-“On the contrary—on the contrary!” the old man rejoined, lifting his
-hand expressively, and with his head on one side, as if he were holding
-his violin.
-
-“How do you mean, on the contrary?” the Princess demanded, after he had
-seated himself and she had sunk into her former place. As if that might
-sound contradictious, she went on: “Surely he hasn’t any fear that I
-shall cease to be a good friend to him?”
-
-“I don’t know what he fears; I don’t know what he hopes,” said Mr
-Vetch, looking at her now with a face in which she could see there was
-something more tonic than old-fashioned politeness. “It will be
-difficult to tell you, but at least I must try. Properly speaking, I
-suppose, it’s no business of mine, as I am not a blood-relation to the
-boy; but I have known him since he was an urchin, and I can’t help
-saying that I thank you for your great kindness to him.”
-
-“All the same, I don’t think you like it,” the Princess remarked. “To
-me it oughtn’t to be difficult to say anything.”
-
-“He has told me very little about you; he doesn’t know I have taken
-this step,” the fiddler said, turning his eyes about the room, and
-letting them rest on Madame Grandoni.
-
-“Why do you call it a ‘step’?” the Princess asked. “That’s what people
-say when they have to do something disagreeable.”
-
-“I call very seldom on ladies. It’s long time since I have been in the
-house of a person like the Princess Casamassima. I remember the last
-time,” said the old man. “It was to get some money from a lady at whose
-party I had been playing—for a dance.”
-
-“You must bring your fiddle, sometime, and play to us. Of course I
-don’t mean for money,” the Princess rejoined.
-
-“I will do it with pleasure, or anything else that will gratify you.
-But my ability is very small. I only know vulgar music—things that are
-played at theatres.”
-
-“I don’t believe that; there must be things you play for yourself, in
-your room, alone.”
-
-For a moment the old man made no reply; then he said, “Now that I see
-you, that I hear you, it helps me to understand.”
-
-“I don’t think you do see me!” cried the Princess, kindly, laughing;
-while the fiddler went on to ask whether there were any danger of
-Hyacinth’s coming in while he was there. The Princess replied that he
-only came, unless by prearrangement, in the evening, and Mr Vetch made
-a request that she would not let their young friend know that he
-himself had been with her. “It doesn’t matter; he will guess it, he
-will know it by instinct, as soon as he comes in. He is terribly
-subtle,” said the Princess; and she added that she had never been able
-to hide anything from him. Perhaps it served her right, for attempting
-to make a mystery of things that were not worth it.
-
-“How well you know him!” Mr Vetch murmured, with his eyes wandering
-again to Madame Grandoni, who paid no attention to him as she sat
-staring at the fire. He delayed, visibly, to say what he had come for,
-and his hesitation could only be connected with the presence of the old
-lady. He said to himself that the Princess might have divined this from
-his manner; he had an idea that he could trust himself to convey such
-an intimation with clearness and yet with delicacy. But the most she
-appeared to apprehend was that he desired to be presented to her
-companion.
-
-“You must know the most delightful of women. She also takes a
-particular interest in Mr Robinson: of a different kind from mine—much
-more sentimental!” And then she explained to the old lady, who seemed
-absorbed in other ideas, that Mr Vetch was a distinguished musician, a
-person whom she, who had known so many in her day, and was so fond of
-that kind of thing, would like to talk with. The Princess spoke of
-‘that kind of thing’ quite as if she herself had given it up, though
-Madame Grandoni heard her by the hour together improvising on the piano
-revolutionary battle-songs and pæans.
-
-“I think you are laughing at me,” Mr Vetch said to the Princess, while
-Madame Grandoni twisted herself slowly round in her chair and
-considered him. She looked at him leisurely, up and down, and then she
-observed, with a sigh—
-
-“Strange people—strange people!”
-
-“It is indeed a strange world, madam,” the fiddler replied; and he then
-inquired of the Princess whether he might have a little conversation
-with her in private.
-
-She looked about her, embarrassed and smiling. “My dear sir, I have
-only this one room to receive in. We live in a very small way.”
-
-“Yes, your excellency _is_ laughing at me. Your ideas are very large,
-too. However, I would gladly come at any other time that might suit
-you.”
-
-“You impute to me higher spirits than I possess. Why should I be so
-gay?” the Princess asked. “I should be delighted to see you again. I am
-extremely curious as to what you may have to say to me. I would even
-meet you anywhere—in Kensington Gardens or the British Museum.”
-
-The fiddler looked at her a moment before replying; then, with his
-white old face flushing a little, he exclaimed, “Poor dear little
-Hyacinth!”
-
-Madame Grandoni made an effort to rise from her chair, but she had sunk
-so low that at first it was not successful. Mr Vetch gave her his hand,
-to help her, and she slowly erected herself, keeping hold of him for a
-moment after she stood there. “What did she tell me? That you are a
-great musician? Isn’t that enough for any man? You ought to be content,
-my dear gentleman. It has sufficed for people whom I don’t believe you
-surpass.”
-
-“I don’t surpass any one,” said poor Mr Vetch. “I don’t know what you
-take me for.”
-
-“You are not a conspirator, then? You are not an assassin? It surprises
-me, but so much the better. In this house one can never know. It is not
-a good house, and if you are a respectable person it is a pity you
-should come here. Yes, she is very gay, and I am very sad. I don’t know
-how it will end. After me, I hope. The world is not good, certainly;
-but God alone can make it better.” And as the fiddler expressed the
-hope that he was not the cause of her leaving the room, she went on,
-“_Doch, doch_, you are the cause; but why not you as well as another? I
-am always leaving it for some one or for some thing, and I would sooner
-do so for an honest man, if you _are_ one—but, as I say, who can
-tell?—than for a destroyer. I wander about. I have no rest. I have,
-however, a very nice room, the best in the house. Me, at least, she
-does not treat ill. It looks to-day like the end of all things. If you
-would turn your climate the other side up, the rest would do well
-enough. Good-night to you, whoever you are.”
-
-The old lady shuffled away, in spite of Mr Vetch’s renewed apologies,
-and the Princess stood before the fire, watching her companions, while
-he opened the door. “She goes away, she comes back; it doesn’t matter.
-She thinks it’s a bad house, but she knows it would be worse without
-her. I remember now,” the Princess added. “Mr Robinson told me that you
-had been a great democrat in old days, but that now you had ceased to
-care for the people.”
-
-“The people—the people? That is a vague term. Whom do you mean?”
-
-The Princess hesitated. “Those you used to care for, to plead for;
-those who are underneath every one, every thing, and have the whole
-social mass crushing them.”
-
-“I see you think I’m a renegade. The way certain classes arrogate to
-themselves the title of the people has never pleased me. Why are some
-human beings the people, and the people only, and others not? I am of
-the people myself, I have worked all my days like a knife-grinder, and
-I have really never changed.”
-
-“You must not let me make you angry,” said the Princess, laughing and
-sitting down again. “I am sometimes very provoking, but you must stop
-me off. You wouldn’t think it, perhaps, but no one takes a snub better
-than I.”
-
-Mr Vetch dropped his eyes a minute; he appeared to wish to show that he
-regarded such a speech as that as one of the Princess’s characteristic
-humours, and knew that he should be wanting in respect to her if he
-took it seriously or made a personal application of it. “What I want is
-this,” he began, after a moment: “that you will—that you will—” But he
-stopped before he had got further. She was watching him, listening to
-him, and she waited while he paused. It was a long pause, and she said
-nothing. “Princess,” the old man broke out at last, “I would give my
-own life many times for that boy’s!”
-
-“I always told him you must have been fond of him!” she cried, with
-bright exultation.
-
-“Fond of him? Pray, who can doubt it? I made him, I invented him!”
-
-“He knows it, moreover,” said the Princess, smiling. “It is an
-exquisite organisation.” And as the old man gazed at her, not knowing,
-apparently, what to make of her tone, she continued: “It is a very
-interesting opportunity for me to learn certain things. Speak to me of
-his early years. How was he as a child? When I like people I want to
-know everything about them.”
-
-“I shouldn’t have supposed there was much left for you to learn about
-our young friend. You have taken possession of his life,” the fiddler
-added, gravely.
-
-“Yes, but as I understand you, you don’t complain of it? Sometimes one
-does so much more than one has intended. One must use one’s influence
-for good,” said the Princess, with the noble, gentle air of
-accessibility to reason that sometimes lighted up her face. And then
-she went on, irrelevantly: “I know the terrible story of his mother. He
-told it me himself, when he was staying with me; and in the course of
-my life I think I have never been more affected.”
-
-“That was my fault, that he ever learned it. I suppose he also told you
-that.”
-
-“Yes, but I think he understood your idea. If you had the question to
-determine again, would you judge differently?”
-
-“I thought it would do him good,” said the old man, simply and rather
-wearily.
-
-“Well, I dare say it has,” the Princess rejoined, with the manner of
-wishing to encourage him.
-
-“I don’t know what was in my head. I wanted him to quarrel with
-society. Now I want him to be reconciled to it,” Mr Vetch remarked,
-earnestly. He appeared to wish the Princess to understand that he made
-a great point of this.
-
-“Ah, but he is!” she immediately returned. “We often talk about that;
-he is not like me, who see all kinds of abominations. He’s a tremendous
-aristocrat. What more would you have?”
-
-“Those are not the opinions that he expresses to me,” said Mr Vetch,
-shaking his head sadly. “I am greatly distressed, and I don’t
-understand. I have not come here with the presumptuous wish to
-cross-examine you, but I should like very much to know if I _am_ wrong
-in believing that he has gone about with you in the bad quarters—in St
-Giles’s and Whitechapel.”
-
-“We have certainly inquired and explored together,” the Princess
-admitted, “and in the depths of this huge, luxurious, wanton, wasteful
-city we have seen sights of unspeakable misery and horror. But we have
-been not only in the slums; we have been to a music-hall and a
-penny-reading.”
-
-The fiddler received this information at first in silence, so that his
-hostess went on to mention some of the phases of life they had
-observed; describing with great vividness, but at the same time with a
-kind of argumentative moderation, several scenes which did little
-honour to ‘our boasted civilisation’. “What wonder is it, then, that he
-should tell me that things cannot go on any longer as they are?” he
-asked, when she had finished. “He said only the other day that he
-should regard himself as one of the most contemptible of human beings
-if he should do nothing to alter them, to better them.”
-
-“What wonder, indeed? But if he said that, he was in one of his bad
-days. He changes constantly, and his impressions change. The misery of
-the people is by no means always weighing on his heart. You tell me
-what he has told you; well, he has told me that the people may perish
-over and over, rather than the conquests of civilisation shall be
-sacrificed to them. He declares, at such moments, that they will be
-sacrificed—sacrificed utterly—if the ignorant masses get the upper
-hand.”
-
-“He needn’t be afraid! That will never happen.”
-
-“I don’t know. We can at least try!”
-
-“Try what you like, madam, but, for God’s sake, get the boy out of his
-mess!”
-
-The Princess had suddenly grown excited, in speaking of the cause she
-believed in, and she gave, for the moment, no heed to this appeal,
-which broke from Mr Vetch’s lips with a sudden passion of anxiety. Her
-beautiful head raised itself higher, and the deep expression that was
-always in her eyes became an extraordinary radiance. “Do you know what
-I say to Mr Robinson when he makes such remarks as that to me? I ask
-him what he means by civilisation. Let civilisation come a little,
-first, and then we will talk about it. For the present, face to face
-with those horrors, I scorn it, I deny it!” And the Princess laughed
-ineffable things, like some splendid syren of the Revolution.
-
-“The world is very sad and very hideous, and I am happy to say that I
-soon shall have done with it. But before I go I want to save Hyacinth.
-If he’s a little aristocrat, as you say, there is so much the less
-fitness in his being ground in your mill. If he doesn’t even believe in
-what he pretends to do, that’s a pretty situation! What is he in for,
-madam? What devilish folly has he undertaken?”
-
-“He is a strange mixture of contradictory impulses,” said the Princess,
-musingly. Then, as if calling herself back to the old man’s question,
-she continued: “How can I enter into his affairs with you? How can I
-tell you his secrets? In the first place, I don’t know them, and if I
-did—fancy me!”
-
-The fiddler gave a long, low sigh, almost a moan, of discouragement and
-perplexity. He had told the Princess that now he saw her he understood
-how Hyacinth should have become her slave, but he would not have been
-able to tell her that he understood her own motives and mysteries, that
-he embraced the immense anomaly of her behaviour. It came over him that
-she was incongruous and perverse, a more complicated form of the
-feminine character than any he had hitherto dealt with, and he felt
-helpless and baffled, foredoomed to failure. He had come prepared to
-flatter her without scruple, thinking that would be the clever, the
-efficacious, method of dealing with her; but he now had a sense that
-this primitive device had, though it was strange, no application to
-such a nature, while his embarrassment was increased rather than
-diminished by the fact that the lady at least made the effort to be
-accommodating. He had put down his hat on the floor beside him, and his
-two hands were clasped on the knob of an umbrella which had long since
-renounced pretensions to compactness; he collapsed a little, and his
-chin rested on his folded hands. “Why do you take such a line? Why do
-you believe such things?” he asked; and he was conscious that his tone
-was weak and his inquiry beside the question.
-
-“My dear sir, how do you know what I believe? However, I have my
-reasons, which it would take too long to tell you, and which, after
-all, would not particularly interest you. One must see life as one can;
-it comes, no doubt, to each of us in different ways. You think me
-affected, of course, and my behaviour a fearful _pose;_ but I am only
-trying to be natural. Are you not yourself a little inconsequent?” the
-Princess went on, with the bright mildness which had the effect of
-making Mr Vetch feel that he should not extract any pledge of
-assistance from her. “You don’t want our young friend to pry into the
-wretchedness of London, because it excites his sense of justice. It is
-a strange thing to wish, for a person of whom one is fond and whom one
-esteems, that his sense of justice shall not be excited.”
-
-“I don’t care a fig for his sense of justice—I don’t care a fig for the
-wretchedness of London; and if I were young, and beautiful, and clever,
-and brilliant, and of a noble position, like you, I should care still
-less. In that case I should have very little to say to a poor
-mechanic—a youngster who earns his living with a glue-pot and scraps of
-old leather.”
-
-“Don’t misrepresent him; don’t make him out what you know he’s not!”
-the Princess retorted, with her baffling smile. “You know he’s one of
-the most civilised people possible.”
-
-The fiddler sat breathing unhappily. “I only want to keep him—to get
-him free.” Then he added, “I don’t understand you very well. If you
-like him because he’s one of the lower orders, how can you like him
-because he’s a swell?”
-
-The Princess turned her eyes on the fire a moment, as if this little
-problem might be worth considering, and presently she answered, “Dear
-Mr Vetch, I am very sure you don’t mean to be impertinent, but some
-things you say have that effect. Nothing is more annoying than when
-one’s sincerity is doubted. I am not bound to explain myself to you. I
-ask of my friends to trust me, and of the others to leave me alone.
-Moreover, anything not very nice you may have said to me, out of
-awkwardness, is nothing to the insults I am perfectly prepared to see
-showered upon me before long. I shall do things which will produce a
-fine crop of them—oh, I shall do things, my dear sir! But I am
-determined not to mind them. Come, therefore, pull yourself together.
-We both take such an interest in young Robinson that I can’t see why in
-the world we should quarrel about him.”
-
-“My dear lady,” the old man pleaded, “I have indeed not the least
-intention of failing in respect or courtesy, and you must excuse me if
-I don’t look after my manners. How can I when I am so worried, so
-haunted? God knows I don’t want to quarrel. As I tell you, I only want
-to get Hyacinth free.”
-
-“Free from what?” the Princess asked.
-
-“From some abominable brotherhood or international league that he
-belongs to, the thought of which keeps me awake at night. He’s just the
-sort of youngster to be made a cat’s-paw.”
-
-“Your fears seem very vague.”
-
-“I hoped you would give me chapter and verse.”
-
-“On what do your suspicions rest? What grounds have you?” the Princess
-inquired.
-
-“Well, a great many; none of them very definite, but all contributing
-something—his appearance, his manner, the way he strikes me. Dear
-madam, one feels those things, one guesses. Do you know that poor,
-infatuated phrase-monger, Eustache Poupin, who works at the same place
-as Hyacinth? He’s a very old friend of mine, and he’s an honest man,
-considering everything. But he is always conspiring, and corresponding,
-and pulling strings that make a tinkle which he takes for the
-death-knell of society. He has nothing in life to complain of, and he
-drives a roaring trade. But he wants folks to be equal, heaven help
-him; and when he has made them so I suppose he’s going to start a
-society for making the stars in the sky all of the same size. He isn’t
-serious, though he thinks that he’s the only human being who never
-trifles; and his machinations, which I believe are for the most part
-very innocent, are a matter of habit and tradition with him, like his
-theory that Christopher Columbus, who discovered America, was a
-Frenchman, and his hot foot-bath on Saturday nights. He has _not_
-confessed to me that Hyacinth has taken some secret engagement to do
-something for the cause which may have nasty consequences, but the way
-he turns off the idea makes me almost as uncomfortable as if he had. He
-and his wife are very sweet on Hyacinth, but they can’t make up their
-minds to interfere; perhaps for them, indeed, as for me, there is no
-way in which interference can be effective. Only _I_ didn’t put him up
-to those devil’s tricks—or, rather, I did originally! The finer the
-work, I suppose, the higher the privilege of doing it; yet the Poupins
-heave socialistic sighs over the boy, and their peace of mind evidently
-isn’t all that it ought to be, if they have given him a noble
-opportunity. I have appealed to them, in good round terms, and they
-have assured me that every hair of his head is as precious to them as
-if he were their own child. That doesn’t comfort me much, however, for
-the simple reason that I believe the old woman (whose grandmother, in
-Paris, in the Revolution, must certainly have carried bloody heads on a
-pike) would be quite capable of chopping up her own child, if it would
-do any harm to proprietors. Besides, they say, what influence have they
-on Hyacinth any more? He is a deplorable little backslider; he worships
-false gods. In short, they will give me no information, and I dare say
-they themselves are tied up by some unholy vow. They may be afraid of a
-vengeance if they tell tales. It’s all sad rubbish, but rubbish may be
-a strong motive.”
-
-The Princess listened attentively, following her visitor with patience.
-“Don’t speak to me of the French; I have never liked them.”
-
-“That’s awkward, if you’re a socialist. You are likely to meet them.”
-
-“Why do you call me a socialist? I hate labels and tickets,” she
-declared. Then she added, “What is it you suppose on Mr Robinson’s
-part?—for you must suppose something.”
-
-“Well, that he may have drawn some accursed lot, to do some idiotic
-thing—something in which even he himself doesn’t believe.”
-
-“I haven’t an idea of what sort of thing you mean. But, if he doesn’t
-believe in it he can easily let it alone.”
-
-“Do you think he’s a customer who will back out of an engagement?” the
-fiddler asked.
-
-The Princess hesitated a moment. “One can never judge of people, in
-that way, until they are tested.” The next thing, she inquired,
-“Haven’t you even taken the trouble to question him?”
-
-“What would be the use? He would tell me nothing. It would be like a
-man giving notice when he is going to fight a duel.”
-
-The Princess sat for some moments in thought; she looked up at Mr Vetch
-with a pitying, indulgent smile. “I am sure you are worrying about a
-mere shadow; but that never prevents, does it? I still don’t see
-exactly how I can help you.”
-
-“Do you want him to commit some atrocity, some infamy?” the old man
-murmured.
-
-“My dear sir, I don’t want him to do anything in all the wide world. I
-have not had the smallest connection with any arrangement of any kind,
-that he may have entered into. Do me the honour to trust me,” the
-Princess went on, with a certain dryness of tone. “I don’t know what I
-have done to deprive myself of your confidence. Trust the young man a
-little, too. He is a gentleman, and he will behave like a gentleman.”
-
-The fiddler rose from his chair, smoothing his hat, silently, with the
-cuff of his coat. He stood there, whimsical and piteous, as if the
-sense that he had still something to urge mingled with that of his
-having received his dismissal, and both of them were tinged with the
-oddity of another idea. “That’s exactly what I am afraid of!” he
-exclaimed. Then he added, continuing to look at her, “But he _must_ be
-very fond of life.”
-
-The Princess took no notice of the insinuation contained in these
-words, and indeed it was of a sufficiently impalpable character. “Leave
-him to me—leave him to me. I am sorry for your anxiety, but it was very
-good of you to come to see me. That has been interesting, because you
-have been one of our friend’s influences.”
-
-“Unfortunately, yes! If it had not been for me, he would not have known
-Poupin, and if he hadn’t known Poupin he wouldn’t have known his
-chemical friend—what’s his name? Muniment.”
-
-“And has that done him harm, do you think?” the Princess asked. She had
-got up.
-
-“Surely: that fellow has been the main source of his infection.”
-
-“I lose patience with you,” said the Princess, turning away.
-
-And indeed her visitor’s persistence was irritating. He went on,
-lingering, with his head thrust forward and his short arms out at his
-sides, terminating in his hat and umbrella, which he held grotesquely,
-as if they were intended for emphasis or illustration: “I have supposed
-for a long time that it was either Muniment or you that had got him
-into his scrape. It was you I suspected most—much the most; but if it
-isn’t you, it must be he.”
-
-“You had better go to him, then!”
-
-“Of course I will go to him. I scarcely know him—I have seen him but
-once—but I will speak my mind.”
-
-The Princess rang for her maid to usher the fiddler out, but at the
-moment he laid his hand on the door of the room she checked him with a
-quick gesture. “Now that I think of it, don’t go to Mr Muniment. It
-will be better to leave him quiet. Leave him to me,” she added,
-smiling.
-
-“Why not, why not?” he pleaded. And as she could not tell him on the
-instant why not, he asked, “Doesn’t he know?”
-
-“No, he doesn’t know; he has nothing to do with it.” She suddenly found
-herself desiring to protect Paul Muniment from the imputation that was
-in Mr Vetch’s mind—the imputation of an ugly responsibility; and though
-she was not a person who took the trouble to tell fibs, this
-repudiation, on his behalf, issued from her lips before she could check
-it. It was a result of the same desire, though it was also an
-inconsequence, that she added, “Don’t do that—you’ll spoil everything!”
-She went to him, suddenly eager, and herself opened the door for him.
-“Leave him to me—leave him to me,” she continued, persuasively, while
-the fiddler, gazing at her, dazzled and submissive, allowed himself to
-be wafted away. A thought that excited her had come to her with a
-bound, and after she had heard the house-door close behind Mr Vetch she
-walked up and down the room half an hour, restlessly, under the
-possession of it.
-
-
-
-
-BOOK FIFTH
-
-
-
-
-XXXVIII
-
-
-Hyacinth found, this winter, considerable occupation for his odd hours,
-his evenings and holidays and scraps of leisure, in putting in hand the
-books which he had promised himself, at Medley, to inclose in covers
-worthy of the high station and splendour of the lady of his life (these
-brilliant attributes had not then been shuffled out of sight), and of
-the confidence and generosity she showed him. He had determined she
-should receive from him something of value, and took pleasure in
-thinking that after he was gone they would be passed from hand to hand
-as specimens of rare work, while connoisseurs bent their heads over
-them, smiling and murmuring, handling them delicately. His invention
-stirred itself, and he had a hundred admirable ideas, many of which he
-sat up late at night to execute. He used all his skill, and by this
-time his skill was of a very high order. Old Crookenden recognised it
-by raising the rates at which he was paid; and though it was not among
-the traditions of the proprietor of the establishment in Soho, who to
-the end wore the apron with his workmen, to scatter sweet speeches,
-Hyacinth learned accidentally that several books that he had given him
-to do had been carried off and placed on a shelf of treasures at the
-villa, where they were exhibited to the members of the Crookenden
-circle who came to tea on Sundays. Hyacinth himself, indeed, was
-included in this company on a great occasion—invited to a musical party
-where he made the acquaintance of half a dozen Miss Crookendens, an
-acquaintance which consisted in his standing in a corner, behind
-several broad-backed old ladies, and watching the rotation, at the
-piano and the harp, of three or four of his master’s thick-fingered
-daughters. “You know it’s a tremendously musical house,” said one of
-the old ladies to another (she called it ‘’ouse’); but the principal
-impression made upon him by the performance of the Miss Crookendens was
-that it was wonderfully different from the Princess’s playing.
-
-He knew that he was the only young man from the shop who had been
-invited, not counting the foreman, who was sixty years old and wore a
-wig which constituted in itself a kind of social position, besides
-being accompanied by a little frightened, furtive wife, who closed her
-eyes, as if in the presence of a blinding splendour, when Mrs
-Crookenden spoke to her. The Poupins were not there—which, however, was
-not a surprise to Hyacinth, who knew that (even if they had been asked,
-which they were not) they had objections of principle to putting their
-feet _chez les bourgeois_. They were not asked because, in spite of the
-place Eustache had made for himself in the prosperity of the business,
-it had come to be known that his wife was somehow not his wife (though
-she was certainly no one’s else); and the evidence of this irregularity
-was conceived to reside, vaguely, in the fact that she had never been
-seen save in a camisole. There had doubtless been an apprehension that
-if she had come to the villa she would not have come with the proper
-number of hooks and eyes, though Hyacinth, on two or three occasions,
-notably the night he took the pair to Mr Vetch’s theatre, had been
-witness of the proportions to which she could reduce her figure when
-she wished to give the impression of a lawful tie.
-
-It was not clear to him how the distinction conferred upon him became
-known in Soho, where, however, it excited no sharpness of
-jealousy—Grugan, Roker, and Hotchkin being hardly more likely to envy a
-person condemned to spend a genteel evening than they were to envy a
-monkey performing antics on a barrel-organ: both forms of effort
-indicated an urbanity painfully acquired. But Roker took his young
-comrade’s breath half away with his elbow and remarked that he supposed
-he saw the old man had spotted him for one of the darlings at home;
-inquiring, furthermore, what would become in that case of the little
-thing he took to France, the one to whom he had stood champagne and
-lobster. This was the first allusion Hyacinth had heard made to the
-idea that he might some day marry his master’s daughter, like the
-virtuous apprentice of tradition; but the suggestion, somehow, was not
-inspiring, even when he had thought of an incident or two which gave
-colour to it. None of the Miss Crookendens spoke to him—they all had
-large faces and short legs and a comical resemblance to that elderly
-male with wide nostrils, their father, and, unlike the Miss Marchants,
-at Medley, they knew who he was—but their mother, who had on her head
-the plumage of a cockatoo, mingled with a structure of glass beads,
-looked at him with an almost awful fixedness and asked him three
-distinct times if he would have a glass of negus.
-
-He had much difficulty in getting his books from the Princess; for when
-he reminded her of the promise she had given him at Medley to make over
-to him as many volumes as he should require, she answered that
-everything was changed since then, that she was completely
-_dépouillée_, that she had now no pretension to have a library, and
-that, in fine, he had much better leave the matter alone. He was
-welcome to any books that were in the house, but, as he could see for
-himself, these were cheap editions, on which it would be foolish to
-expend such work as his. He asked Madame Grandoni to help him—to tell
-him, at least, whether there were not some good volumes among the
-things the Princess had sent to be warehoused; it being known to him,
-through casual admissions of her own, that she had allowed her maid to
-save certain articles from the wreck and pack them away at the
-Pantechnicon. This had all been Assunta’s work, the woman had begged so
-hard for a few reservations—a loaf of bread for their old days; but the
-Princess herself had washed her hands of the business. “_Chè, chè_,
-there are boxes, I am sure, in that place, with a little of
-everything,” said the old lady, in answer to his inquiry; and Hyacinth
-conferred with Assunta, who took a sympathetic, talkative, Italian
-interest in his undertaking and promised to fish out for him whatever
-worthy volumes should remain. She came to his lodging, one evening, in
-a cab, with an armful of pretty books, and when he asked her where they
-had come from waved her forefinger in front of her nose, in a manner
-both mysterious and expressive. He brought each volume to the Princess,
-as it was finished; but her manner of receiving it was to shake her
-head over it with a kind, sad smile. “It’s beautiful, I am sure, but I
-have lost my sense for such things. Besides, you must always remember
-what you once told me, that a woman, even the most cultivated, is
-incapable of feeling the difference between a bad binding and a good. I
-remember your once saying that fine ladies had brought shoemaker’s
-bindings to your shop, and wished them imitated. Certainly those are
-not the differences I most feel. My dear fellow, such things have
-ceased to speak to me; they are doubtless charming, but they leave me
-cold. What will you have? One can’t serve God and mammon.” Her thoughts
-were fixed on far other matters than the delight of dainty covers, and
-she evidently considered that in caring so much for them Hyacinth
-resembled the mad emperor who fiddled in the flames of Rome. European
-society, to her mind, was in flames, and no frivolous occupation could
-give the measure of the emotion with which she watched them. It
-produced occasionally demonstrations of hilarity, of joy and hope, but
-these always took some form connected with the life of the people. It
-was the people she had gone to see, when she accompanied Hyacinth to a
-music-hall in the Edgware Road; and all her excursions and pastimes,
-this winter, were prompted by her interest in the classes on whose
-behalf the revolution was to be wrought.
-
-To ask himself whether she were in earnest was now an old story to him,
-and, indeed, the conviction he might arrive at on this head had ceased
-to have any practical relevancy. It was just as she was, superficial or
-profound, that she held him, and she was, at any rate, sufficiently
-animated by a purpose for her doings to have consequences, actual and
-possible. Some of these might be serious, even if she herself were not,
-and there were times when Hyacinth was much visited by the apprehension
-of them. On the Sundays that she had gone with him into the darkest
-places, the most fetid holes, in London, she had always taken money
-with her, in considerable quantities, and always left it behind. She
-said, very naturally, that one couldn’t go and stare at people, for an
-impression, without paying them, and she gave alms right and left,
-indiscriminately, without inquiry or judgment, as simply as the abbess
-of some beggar-haunted convent, or a lady-bountiful of the
-superstitious, unscientific ages who should have hoped to be assisted
-to heaven by her doles. Hyacinth never said to her, though he sometimes
-thought it, that since she was so full of the modern spirit her charity
-should be administered according to the modern lights, the principles
-of economical science; partly because she was not a woman to be
-directed and regulated—she could take other people’s ideas, but she
-could never take their way. Besides, what did it matter? To himself,
-what did it matter to-day whether he were drawn into right methods or
-into wrong ones, his time being too short for regret or for cheer? The
-Princess was an embodied passion—she was not a system; and her
-behaviour, after all, was more addressed to relieving herself than to
-relieving others. And then misery was sown so thick in her path that
-wherever her money was dropped it fell into some trembling palm. He
-wondered that she should still have so much cash to dispose of, until
-she explained to him that she came by it through putting her personal
-expenditure on a rigid footing. What she gave away was her savings, the
-margin she had succeeded in creating; and now that she had tasted of
-the satisfaction of making little hoards for such a purpose she
-regarded her other years, with their idleness and waste, their merely
-personal motives, as a long, stupid sleep of the conscience. To do
-something for others was not only so much more human, but so much more
-amusing!
-
-She made strange acquaintances, under Hyacinth’s conduct; she listened
-to extraordinary stories, and formed theories about them, and about the
-persons who narrated them to her, which were often still more
-extraordinary. She took romantic fancies to vagabonds of either sex,
-attempted to establish social relations with them, and was the cause of
-infinite agitation to the gentleman who lived near her in the Crescent,
-who was always smoking at the window, and who reminded Hyacinth of Mr
-Micawber. She received visits that were a scandal to the Crescent, and
-Hyacinth neglected his affairs, whatever they were, to see what
-tatterdemalion would next turn up at her door. This intercourse, it is
-true, took a more fruitful form as her intimacy with Lady Aurora
-deepened; her ladyship practised discriminations which she brought the
-Princess to recognise, and before the winter was over Hyacinth’s
-services in the slums were found unnecessary. He gave way with relief,
-with delight, to Lady Aurora, for he had not in the least understood
-his behaviour for the previous four months, nor taken himself seriously
-as a _cicerone_. He had plunged into a sea of barbarism without having
-any civilising energy to put forth. He was conscious that the people
-were miserable—more conscious, it often seemed to him, than they
-themselves were; so frequently was he struck with their brutal
-insensibility, a grossness impervious to the taste of better things or
-to any desire for them. He knew it so well that the repetition of
-contact could add no vividness to the conviction; it rather smothered
-and befogged his impression, peopled it with contradictions and
-difficulties, a violence of reaction, a sense of the inevitable and
-insurmountable. In these hours the poverty and ignorance of the
-multitude seemed so vast and preponderant, and so much the law of life,
-that those who had managed to escape from the black gulf were only the
-happy few, people of resource as well as children of luck; they
-inspired in some degree the interest and sympathy that one should feel
-for survivors and victors, those who have come safely out of a
-shipwreck or a battle. What was most in Hyacinth’s mind was the idea,
-of which every pulsation of the general life of his time was a
-syllable, that the flood of democracy was rising over the world; that
-it would sweep all the traditions of the past before it; that, whatever
-it might fail to bring, it would at least carry in its bosom a
-magnificent energy; and that it might be trusted to look after its own.
-When democracy should have its way everywhere, it would be its fault
-(whose else?) if want and suffering and crime should continue to be
-ingredients of the human lot. With his mixed, divided nature, his
-conflicting sympathies, his eternal habit of swinging from one view to
-another, Hyacinth regarded this prospect, in different moods, with
-different kinds of emotion. In spite of the example Eustache Poupin
-gave him of the reconcilement of disparities, he was afraid the
-democracy wouldn’t care for perfect bindings or for the finest sort of
-conversation. The Princess gave up these things in proportion as she
-advanced in the direction she had so audaciously chosen; and if the
-Princess could give them up it would take very transcendent natures to
-stick to them. At the same time there was joy, exultation, in the
-thought of surrendering one’s self to the wave of revolt, of floating
-in the tremendous tide, of feeling one’s self lifted and tossed,
-carried higher on the sun-touched crests of billows than one could ever
-be by a dry, lonely effort of one’s own. That vision could deepen to a
-kind of ecstasy; make it indifferent whether one’s ultimate fate, in
-such a heaving sea, were not almost certainly to be submerged in
-bottomless depths or dashed to pieces on resisting cliffs. Hyacinth
-felt that, whether his personal sympathy should rest finally with the
-victors or the vanquished, the victorious force was colossal and would
-require no testimony from the irresolute.
-
-The reader will doubtless smile at his mental debates and oscillations,
-and not understand why a little bastard bookbinder should attach
-importance to his conclusions. They were not important for either
-cause, but they were important for himself, if only because they would
-rescue him from the torment of his present life, the perpetual
-laceration of the rebound. There was no peace for him between the two
-currents that flowed in his nature, the blood of his passionate,
-plebeian mother and that of his long-descended, supercivilised sire.
-They continued to toss him from one side to the other; they arrayed him
-in intolerable defiances and revenges against himself. He had a high
-ambition: he wanted neither more nor less than to get hold of the truth
-and wear it in his heart. He believed, with the candour of youth, that
-it is brilliant and clear-cut, like a royal diamond; but in whatever
-direction he turned in the effort to find it, he seemed to know that
-behind him, bent on him in reproach, was a tragic, wounded face. The
-thought of his mother had filled him, originally, with the vague,
-clumsy fermentation of his first impulses toward social criticism; but
-since the problem had become more complex by the fact that many things
-in the world as it was constituted grew intensely dear to him, he had
-tried more and more to construct some conceivable and human countenance
-for his father—some expression of honour, of tenderness and
-recognition, of unmerited suffering, or at least of adequate expiation.
-To desert one of these presences for the other—that idea had a kind of
-shame in it, as an act of treachery would have had; for he could almost
-hear the voice of his father ask him if it were the conduct of a
-gentleman to take up the opinions and emulate the crudities of fanatics
-and cads. He had got over thinking that it would not have become his
-father to talk of what was proper to gentlemen, and making the mental
-reflection that from him, at least, the biggest cad in London could not
-have deserved less consideration. He had worked himself round to
-allowances, to interpretations, to such hypotheses as the evidence in
-the _Times_, read in the British Museum on that never-to-be-forgotten
-afternoon, did not exclude; though they had been frequent enough, and
-too frequent, his hours of hot resentment against the man who had
-attached to him the stigma he was to carry for ever, he threw himself,
-in other conditions, and with a certain success, into the effort to
-find condonations, excuses, for him. It was comparatively easy for him
-to accept himself as the son of a terribly light Frenchwoman; there
-seemed a deeper obloquy even than that in his having for his other
-parent a nobleman altogether wanting in nobleness. He was too poor to
-afford it. Sometimes, in his imagination, he sacrificed one to the
-other, throwing over Lord Frederick much the oftener; sometimes, when
-the theory failed that his father would have done great things for him
-if he had lived, or the assumption broke down that he had been
-Florentine Vivier’s only lover, he cursed and disowned them alike;
-sometimes he arrived at conceptions which presented them side by side,
-looking at him with eyes infinitely sad but quite unashamed—eyes which
-seemed to tell him that they had been hideously unfortunate but had not
-been base. Of course his worst moments now, as they had always been the
-worst, were those in which his grounds for thinking that Lord Frederick
-had really been his father perversely fell away from him. It must be
-added that they always passed, for the mixture that he felt himself so
-tormentingly, so insolubly, to be could be accounted for in no other
-manner.
-
-I mention these dim broodings not because they belong in an especial
-degree to the history of our young man during the winter of the
-Princess’s residence in Madeira Crescent, but because they were a
-constant element in his moral life and need to be remembered in any
-view of him at a given time. There were nights of November and
-December, as he trod the greasy pavements that lay between Westminster
-and Paddington, groping his way through the baffled lamp-light and
-tasting the smoke-seasoned fog, when there was more happiness in his
-heart than he had ever known. The influence of his permeating London
-had closed over him again; Paris and Milan and Venice had shimmered
-away into reminiscence and picture; and as the great city which was
-most his own lay round him under her pall, like an immeasurable
-breathing monster, he felt, with a vague excitement, as he had felt
-before, only now with more knowledge, that it was the richest
-expression of the life of man. His horizon had been immensely widened,
-but it was filled, again, by the expanse that sent dim night-gleams and
-strange blurred reflections and emanations into a sky without stars. He
-suspended, as it were, his small sensibility in the midst of it, and it
-quivered there with joy and hope and ambition, as well as with the
-effort of renunciation. The Princess’s quiet fireside glowed with
-deeper assurances, with associations of intimacy, through the dusk and
-the immensity; the thought of it was with him always, and his relations
-with the mistress of it were more organised than they had been in his
-first vision of her. Whether or no it was better for the cause she
-cherished that she should have been reduced to her present simplicity,
-it was better, at least, for Hyacinth. It made her more near and him
-more free; and if there had been a danger of her nature seeming really
-to take the tone of the vulgar things about her, he would only have had
-to remember her as she was at Medley to restore the perspective. In
-truth, her beauty always appeared to have the setting that best became
-it; her fairness made the element in which she lived and, among the
-meanest accessories, constituted a kind of splendour. Nature had
-multiplied the difficulties in the way of her successfully representing
-herself as having properties in common with the horrible populace of
-London. Hyacinth used to smile at this pretension in his night-walks to
-Paddington, or homeward; the populace of London were scattered upon his
-path, and he asked himself by what wizardry they could ever be raised
-to high participations. There were nights when every one he met
-appeared to reek with gin and filth, and he found himself elbowed by
-figures as foul as lepers. Some of the women and girls, in particular,
-were appalling—saturated with alcohol and vice, brutal, bedraggled,
-obscene. ‘What remedy but another deluge, what alchemy but
-annihilation?’ he asked himself, as he went his way; and he wondered
-what fate there could be, in the great scheme of things, for a planet
-overgrown with such vermin, what redemption but to be hurled against a
-ball of consuming fire. If it was the fault of the rich, as Paul
-Muniment held, the selfish, congested rich, who allowed such
-abominations to flourish, that made no difference, and only shifted the
-shame; for the terrestrial globe, a visible failure, produced the cause
-as well as the effect.
-
-It did not occur to Hyacinth that the Princess had withdrawn her
-confidence from him because, for the work of investigating still
-further the condition of the poor, she placed herself in the hands of
-Lady Aurora. He could have no jealousy of the noble spinster; he had
-too much respect for her philanthropy, the thoroughness of her
-knowledge, and her capacity to answer any question it could come into
-the Princess’s extemporising head to ask, and too acute a consciousness
-of his own desultory and superficial attitude toward the great
-question. It was enough for him that the little parlour in Madeira
-Crescent was a spot round which his thoughts could revolve, and toward
-which his steps could direct themselves, with an unalloyed sense of
-security and privilege. The picture of it hung before him half the
-time, in colours to which the feeling of the place gave a rarity that
-doubtless did not literally characterise the scene. His relations with
-the Princess had long since ceased to appear to him to belong to the
-world of fable; they were as natural as anything else (everything in
-life was queer enough); he had by this time assimilated them, as it
-were, and they were an indispensable part of the happiness of each. ‘Of
-each’—Hyacinth risked that, for there was no particular vanity now
-involved in his perceiving that the most remarkable woman in Europe
-was, simply, very fond of him. The quiet, familiar, fraternal welcome
-he found on the nasty winter nights was proof enough of that. They sat
-together like very old friends, whom long pauses, during which they
-simply looked at each other with kind, acquainted eyes, could not make
-uncomfortable. Not that the element of silence was the principal part
-of their conversation, for it interposed only when they had talked a
-great deal. Hyacinth, on the opposite side of the fire, felt at times
-almost as if he were married to his hostess, so many things were taken
-for granted between them. For intercourse of that sort, intimate, easy,
-humorous, circumscribed by drawn curtains and shaded lamp-light, and
-interfused with domestic embarrassments and confidences, all turning to
-the jocular, the Princess was incomparable. It was her theory of her
-present existence that she was picnicking; but all the accidents of the
-business were happy accidents. There was a household quietude in her
-steps and gestures, in the way she sat, in the way she listened, in the
-way she played with the cat, or looked after the fire, or folded Madame
-Grandoni’s ubiquitous shawl; above all, in the inveteracy with which
-she spent her evenings at home, never dining out nor going to parties,
-ignorant of the dissipations of the town. There was something in the
-isolation of the room, when the kettle was on the hob and he had given
-his wet umbrella to the maid and the Princess made him sit in a certain
-place near the fire, the better to dry his shoes—there was something
-that evoked the idea of the _vie de province_, as he had read about it
-in French works. The French term came to him because it represented
-more the especial note of the Princess’s company, the cultivation, the
-facility, of talk. She expressed herself often in the French tongue
-itself; she could borrow that convenience, for certain shades of
-meaning, though she had told Hyacinth that she didn’t like the people
-to whom it was native. Certainly, the quality of her conversation was
-not provincial; it was singularly free and unrestricted; there was
-nothing one mightn’t say to her or that she was not liable to say
-herself. She had cast off prejudices and gave no heed to conventional
-danger-posts. Hyacinth admired the movement—his eyes seemed to see
-it—with which, in any direction, intellectually, she could fling open
-her windows. There was an extraordinary charm in this mixture of
-liberty and humility—in seeing a creature capable, socially, of
-immeasurable flights sit dove-like, with folded wings.
-
-The young man met Lady Aurora several times in Madeira Crescent (her
-days, like his own, were filled with work, and she came in the
-evening), and he knew that her friendship with the Princess had arrived
-at a rich maturity. The two ladies were a source of almost rapturous
-interest to each other, and each rejoiced that the other was not a bit
-different. The Princess prophesied freely that her visitor would give
-her up—all nice people did, very soon; but to Hyacinth the end of her
-ladyship’s almost breathless enthusiasm was not yet in view. She was
-bewildered, but she was fascinated; and she thought the Princess not
-only the most distinguished, the most startling, the most edifying and
-the most original person in the world, but the most amusing and the
-most delightful to have tea with. As for the Princess, her sentiment
-about Lady Aurora was the same that Hyacinth’s had been: she thought
-her a saint, the first she had ever seen, and the purest specimen
-conceivable; as good in her way as St Francis of Assisi, as tender and
-naïve and transparent, of a spirit of charity as sublime. She held that
-when one met a human flower as fresh as that in the dusty ways of the
-world one should pluck it and wear it; and she was always inhaling Lady
-Aurora’s fragrance, always kissing her and holding her hand. The
-spinster was frightened at her generosity, at the way her imagination
-embroidered; she wanted to convince her (as the Princess did on her own
-side) that such exaggerations destroyed their unfortunate subject. The
-Princess delighted in her clothes, in the way she put them on and wore
-them, in the economies she practised in order to have money for charity
-and the ingenuity with which these slender resources were made to go
-far, in the very manner in which she spoke, a kind of startled
-simplicity. She wished to emulate her in all these particulars; to
-learn how to economise still more cunningly, to get her bonnets at the
-same shop, to care as little for the fit of her gloves, to ask, in the
-same tone, “Isn’t it a bore Susan Crotty’s husband has got a
-ticket-of-leave?” She said Lady Aurora made her feel like a French
-milliner, and that if there was anything in the world she loathed it
-was a French milliner. Each of these persons was powerfully affected by
-the other’s idiosyncrasies, and each wanted the other to remain as she
-was while she herself should be transformed into the image of her
-friend.
-
-One evening, going to Madeira Crescent a little later than usual,
-Hyacinth met Lady Aurora on the doorstep, leaving the house. She had a
-different air from any he had seen in her before; appeared flushed and
-even a little agitated, as if she had been learning a piece of bad
-news. She said, “Oh, how do you do?” with her customary quick, vague
-laugh; but she went her way, without stopping to talk.
-
-Hyacinth, on going in, mentioned to the Princess that he had
-encountered her, and this lady replied, “It’s a pity you didn’t come a
-little sooner. You would have assisted at a scene.”
-
-“At a scene?” Hyacinth repeated, not understanding what violence could
-have taken place between mutual adorers.
-
-“She made me a scene of tears, of earnest remonstrance—perfectly well
-meant, I needn’t tell you. She thinks I am going too far.”
-
-“I imagine you tell her things that you don’t tell me,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“Oh, you, my dear fellow!” the Princess murmured. She spoke
-absent-mindedly, as if she were thinking of what had passed with Lady
-Aurora, and as if the futility of telling things to Hyacinth had become
-a commonplace.
-
-There was no annoyance for him in this, his pretension to keep pace
-with her ‘views’ being quite extinct. The tone they now, for the most
-part, took with each other was one of mutual derision, of shrugging
-commiseration for insanity on the one hand and benightedness on the
-other. In discussing with her he exaggerated deliberately, went to
-fantastic lengths in the way of reaction; and it was their habit and
-their entertainment to hurl all manner of denunciation at each other’s
-head. They had given up serious discussion altogether, and when they
-were not engaged in bandying, in the spirit of burlesque, the amenities
-I have mentioned, they talked of matters as to which it could not occur
-to them to differ. There were evenings when the Princess did nothing
-but relate her life and all that she had seen of humanity, from her
-earliest years, in a variety of countries. If the evil side of it
-appeared mainly to have been presented to her view, this did not
-diminish the interest and vividness of her reminiscences, nor her
-power, the greatest Hyacinth had ever encountered, of light pictorial,
-dramatic evocation. She was irreverent and invidious, but she made him
-hang on her lips; and when she regaled him with anecdotes of foreign
-courts (he delighted to know how sovereigns lived and conversed), there
-was often, for hours together, nothing to indicate that she would have
-liked to get into a conspiracy and he would have liked to get out of
-one. Nevertheless, his mind was by no means exempt from wonder as to
-what she was really doing in the dark and in what queer consequences
-she might find herself landed. When he questioned her she wished to
-know by what title, with his sentiments, he pretended to inquire. He
-did so but little, not being himself altogether convinced of the
-validity of his warrant; but on one occasion, when she challenged him,
-he replied, smiling and hesitating, “Well, I must say, it seems to me
-that, from what I have told you, it ought to strike you that I have a
-title.”
-
-“You mean your famous engagement, your vow? Oh, that will never come to
-anything.”
-
-“Why won’t it come to anything?”
-
-“It’s too absurd, it’s too vague. It’s like some silly humbug in a
-novel.”
-
-“_Vous me rendez la vie!_” said Hyacinth, theatrically.
-
-“You won’t have to do it,” the Princess went on.
-
-“I think you mean I won’t do it. I have offered, at least; isn’t that a
-title?”
-
-“Well, then, you won’t do it,” said the Princess; and they looked at
-each other a couple of minutes in silence.
-
-“You will, I think, at the pace you are going,” the young man resumed.
-
-“What do you know about the pace? You are not worthy to know!”
-
-He did know, however; that is, he knew that she was in communication
-with foreign socialists and had, or believed she had, irons on the
-fire—that she held in her hand some of the strings that are pulled in
-great movements. She received letters that made Madame Grandoni watch
-her askance, of which, though she knew nothing of their contents and
-had only her general suspicions and her scent for disaster, now become
-constant, the old woman had spoken more than once to Hyacinth. Madame
-Grandoni had begun to have sombre visions of the interference of the
-police: she was haunted with the idea of a search for compromising
-papers; of being dragged, herself, as an accomplice in direful plots,
-into a court of justice—possibly into a prison. “If she would only
-burn—if she would only burn! But she keeps—I know she keeps!” she
-groaned to Hyacinth, in her helpless gloom. Hyacinth could only guess
-what it might be that she kept; asking himself whether she were
-seriously entangled, were being exploited by revolutionary Bohemians,
-predatory adventurers who counted on her getting frightened at a given
-moment and offering hush-money to be allowed to slip out (out of a
-complicity which they, of course, would never have taken seriously); or
-were merely coquetting with paper schemes, giving herself cheap
-sensations, discussing preliminaries which, for her, could have no
-second stage. It would have been easy for Hyacinth to smile at the
-Princess’s impression that she was ‘in it’, and to conclude that even
-the cleverest women do not know when they are superficial, had not the
-vibration remained which had been imparted to his nerves two years
-before, of which he had spoken to his hostess at Medley—the sense,
-vividly kindled and never quenched, that the forces secretly arrayed
-against the present social order were pervasive and universal, in the
-air one breathed, in the ground one trod, in the hand of an
-acquaintance that one might touch, or the eye of a stranger that might
-rest a moment upon one’s own. They were above, below, within, without,
-in every contact and combination of life; and it was no disproof of
-them to say it was too odd that they should lurk in a particular
-improbable form. To lurk in improbable forms was precisely their
-strength, and they would doubtless exhibit much stranger incidents than
-this of the Princess’s being a genuine participant even when she
-flattered herself that she was.
-
-“You do go too far,” Hyacinth said to her, the evening Lady Aurora had
-passed him at the door.
-
-To which she answered, “Of course I do—that’s exactly what I mean. How
-else does one know one has gone far enough? That poor, dear woman!
-She’s an angel, but she isn’t in the least in it,” she added, in a
-moment. She would give him no further satisfaction on the subject; when
-he pressed her she inquired whether he had brought the copy of Browning
-that he had promised the last time. If he had, he was to sit down and
-read it to her. In such a case as this Hyacinth had no disposition to
-insist; he was glad enough not to talk about the everlasting nightmare.
-He took _Men and Women_ from his pocket, and read aloud for half an
-hour; but on his making some remark on one of the poems, at the end of
-this time he perceived the Princess had been paying no attention. When
-he charged her with this levity she only replied, looking at him
-musingly, “How _can_ one, after all, go too far? That’s a word of
-cowards.”
-
-“Do you mean her ladyship is a coward?”
-
-“Yes, in not having the courage of her opinions, of her conclusions.
-The way the English can go half-way to a thing, and then stick in the
-middle!” the Princess exclaimed, impatiently.
-
-“That’s not your fault, certainly!” said Hyacinth. “But it seems to me
-that Lady Aurora, for herself, goes pretty far.”
-
-“We are all afraid of some things, and brave about others,” the
-Princess went on.
-
-“The thing Lady Aurora is most afraid of is the Princess Casamassima,”
-Hyacinth remarked.
-
-His companion looked at him, but she did not take this up. “There is
-one particular in which she would be very brave. She would marry her
-friend—your friend—Mr Muniment.”
-
-“Marry him, do you think?”
-
-“What else, pray?” the Princess asked. “She adores the ground he walks
-on.”
-
-“And what would Belgrave Square, and Inglefield, and all the rest of
-it, say?”
-
-“What do they say already, and how much does it make her swerve? She
-would do it in a moment; and it would be fine to see it, it would be
-magnificent,” said the Princess, kindling, as she was apt to kindle, at
-the idea of any great freedom of action.
-
-“That certainly wouldn’t be a case of what you call sticking in the
-middle,” Hyacinth rejoined.
-
-“Ah, it wouldn’t be a matter of logic; it would be a matter of passion.
-When it’s a question of that, the English, to do them justice, don’t
-stick!”
-
-This speculation of the Princess’s was by no means new to Hyacinth, and
-he had not thought it heroic, after all, that their high-strung friend
-should feel herself capable of sacrificing her family, her name, and
-the few habits of gentility that survived in her life, of making
-herself a scandal, a fable, and a nine days’ wonder, for Muniment’s
-sake; the young chemist’s assistant being, to his mind, as we know,
-exactly the type of man who produced convulsions, made ruptures and
-renunciations easy. But it was less clear to him what ideas Muniment
-might have on the subject of a union with a young woman who should have
-come out of her class for him. He would marry some day, evidently,
-because he would do all the natural, human, productive things; but for
-the present he had business on hand which would be likely to pass
-first. Besides—Hyacinth had seen him give evidence of this—he didn’t
-think people could really come out of their class; he held that the
-stamp of one’s origin is ineffaceable and that the best thing one can
-do is to wear it and fight for it. Hyacinth could easily imagine how it
-would put him out to be mixed up, closely, with a person who, like Lady
-Aurora, was fighting on the wrong side. “She can’t marry him unless he
-asks her, I suppose—and perhaps he won’t,” he reflected.
-
-“Yes, perhaps he won’t,” said the Princess, thoughtfully.
-
-
-
-
-XXXIX
-
-
-On Saturday afternoons Paul Muniment was able to leave his work at four
-o’clock, and on one of these occasions, some time after his visit to
-Madeira Crescent, he came into Rosy’s room at about five, carefully
-dressed and brushed, and ruddy with the freshness of an abundant
-washing. He stood at the foot of her sofa, with a conscious smile,
-knowing how she chaffed him when his necktie was new; and after a
-moment, during which she ceased singing to herself as she twisted the
-strands of her long black hair together and let her eyes travel over
-his whole person, inspecting every detail, she said to him, “My dear Mr
-Muniment, you are going to see the Princess.”
-
-“Well, have you anything to say against it?” Mr Muniment asked.
-
-“Not a word; you know I like princesses. But you have.”
-
-“Well, my girl, I’ll not speak it to you,” the young man rejoined.
-“There’s something to be said against everything, if you’ll give
-yourself trouble enough.”
-
-“I should be very sorry if ever anything was said against you.”
-
-“The man’s a sneak who is only and always praised,” Muniment remarked.
-“If you didn’t hope to be finely abused, where would be the
-encouragement?”
-
-“Ay, but not with reason,” said Rosy, who always brightened to an
-argument.
-
-“The better the reason, the greater the incentive to expose one’s self.
-However, you won’t hear it, if people do heave bricks at me.”
-
-“I won’t hear it? Pray, don’t I hear everything? I should like any one
-to keep anything from _me!_” And Miss Muniment gave a toss of her
-recumbent head.
-
-“There’s a good deal I keep from you, my dear,” said Paul, rather
-dryly.
-
-“You mean there are things I don’t want, I don’t take any trouble, to
-know. Indeed and indeed there are: things that I wouldn’t know for the
-world—that no amount of persuasion would induce me, not if you was to
-go down on your knees. But if I did—if I did, I promise you that just
-as I lie here I should have them all in my pocket. Now there are
-others,” the young woman went on—“there are others that you will just
-be so good as to tell me. When the Princess asked you to come and see
-her you refused, and you wanted to know what good it would do. I hoped
-you would go, then; I should have liked you to go, because I wanted to
-know how she lived, and whether she had things handsome, or only in the
-poor way she said. But I didn’t push you, because I couldn’t have told
-you what good it _would_ do you: that was only the good it would have
-done me. At present I have heard everything from Lady Aurora, and I
-know that it’s all quite decent and tidy (though not really like a
-princess a bit), and that she knows how to turn everything about and
-put it best end foremost, just as I do, like, though _I_ oughtn’t to
-say it, no doubt. Well, you have been, and more than once, and I have
-had nothing to do with it; of which I am very glad now, for reasons
-that you perfectly know—you’re too honest a man to pretend you don’t.
-Therefore, when I see you going again, I just inquire of you, as you
-inquired of her, what good _does_ it do you?”
-
-“I like it—I like it, my dear,” said Paul, with his fresh,
-unembarrassed smile.
-
-“I dare say you do. So should I, in your place. But it’s the first time
-I have heard you express the idea that we ought to do everything we
-like.”
-
-“Why not, when it doesn’t hurt any one else?”
-
-“Oh, Mr Muniment, Mr Muniment!” Rosy exclaimed, with exaggerated
-solemnity, holding up a straight, attenuated forefinger at him. Then
-she added, “No, she doesn’t do you good, that beautiful, brilliant
-woman.”
-
-“Give her time, my dear—give her time,” said Paul, looking at his
-watch.
-
-“Of course you are impatient, but you _must_ hear me. I have no doubt
-she’ll wait for you; you won’t lose your turn. Please, what would you
-do if any one was to break down altogether?”
-
-“My bonny lassie,” the young man rejoined, “if _you_ only keep going, I
-don’t care who fails.”
-
-“Oh, I shall keep going, if it’s only to look after my friends and get
-justice for them,” said Miss Muniment—“the delicate, sensitive
-creatures who require support and protection. Have you really forgotten
-that we have such a one as that?”
-
-The young man walked to the window, with his hands in his pockets, and
-looked out at the fading light. “Why does she go herself, then, if she
-doesn’t like her?”
-
-Rose Muniment hesitated a moment. “Well, I’m glad I’m not a man!” she
-broke out. “I think a woman on her back is cleverer than a man on his
-two legs. And you such a wonderful one, too!”
-
-“You are all too clever for me, my dear. If she goes—and twenty times a
-week, too—why shouldn’t I go, once in ever so long? Especially as I
-like her, and Lady Aurora doesn’t.”
-
-“Lady Aurora doesn’t? Do you think she’d be guilty of hypocrisy? Lady
-Aurora delights in her; she won’t let me say that she herself is fit to
-dust the Princess’s shoes. I needn’t tell _you_ how she goes down
-before them she likes. And I don’t believe you care a button; you have
-got something in your head, some wicked game or other, that you think
-she can hatch for you.”
-
-At this Paul Muniment turned round and looked at his sister a moment,
-smiling still and whistling just audibly. “Why shouldn’t I care? Ain’t
-I soft, ain’t I susceptible?”
-
-“I never thought I should hear you ask that, after what I have seen
-these four years. For four years she has come, and it’s all for you, as
-well it might be, and you never showing any more sense of what she’d be
-willing to do for you than if you had been that woollen cat on the
-hearth-rug!”
-
-“What would you like me to do? Would you like me to hang round her neck
-and hold her hand, the same as you do?” Muniment asked.
-
-“Yes, it would do me good, I can tell you. It’s better than what I
-see—the poor lady getting spotted and dim, like a mirror that wants
-rubbing.”
-
-“You know a good deal, Rosy, but you don’t know everything,” Muniment
-remarked in a moment, with a face that gave no sign of seeing a reason
-in what she said. “Your mind is too poetical. There’s nothing that I
-should care for that her ladyship would be willing to do for me.”
-
-“She would marry you at a day’s notice—she’d do that.”
-
-“I shouldn’t care for that. Besides, if I was to ask her she would
-never come into the place again. And I shouldn’t care for that, for
-you.”
-
-“Never mind me; I’ll take the risk!” cried Rosy, gaily.
-
-“But what’s to be gained, if I can have her, for you, without any
-risk?”
-
-“You won’t have her for me, or for any one, when she’s dead of a broken
-heart.”
-
-“Dead of a broken tea-cup!” said the young man. “And, pray, what should
-we live on, when you had got us set up?—the three of us, without
-counting the kids.”
-
-He evidently was arguing from pure good-nature, and not in the least
-from curiosity; but his sister replied as eagerly as if he would be
-floored by her answer: “Hasn’t she got two hundred a year of her own?
-Don’t I know every penny of her affairs?”
-
-Paul Muniment gave no sign of any mental criticism he may have made on
-Rosy’s conception of the delicate course, or of a superior policy;
-perhaps, indeed, for it is perfectly possible, her inquiry did not
-strike him as having a mixture of motives. He only rejoined, with a
-little pleasant, patient sigh, “I don’t want the dear old girl’s
-money.”
-
-His sister, in spite of her eagerness, waited twenty seconds; then she
-flashed at him, “Pray, do you like the Princess’s better?”
-
-“If I did, there would be more of it,” he answered, quietly.
-
-“How can she marry you? Hasn’t she got a husband?” Rosy cried.
-
-“Lord, how you give me away!” laughed her brother. “Daughters of earls,
-wives of princes—I have only to pick.”
-
-“I don’t speak of the Princess, so long as there’s a prince. But if you
-haven’t seen that Lady Aurora is a beautiful, wonderful exception, and
-quite unlike any one else in all the wide world—well, all I can say is
-that _I_ have.”
-
-“I thought it was your opinion,” Paul objected, “that the swells should
-remain swells, and the high ones keep their place.”
-
-“And, pray, would she lose hers if she were to marry you?”
-
-“Her place at Inglefield, certainly,” said Paul, as patiently as if his
-sister could never tire him with any insistence or any minuteness.
-
-“Hasn’t she lost that already? Does she ever go there?”
-
-“Surely you appear to think so, from the way you always question her
-about it,” replied Paul.
-
-“Well, they think her so mad already that they can’t think her any
-madder,” his sister continued. “They have given her up, and if she were
-to marry you—”
-
-“If she were to marry me, they wouldn’t touch her with a ten-foot
-pole,” Paul broke in.
-
-Rosy flinched a moment; then she said, serenely, “Oh, I don’t care for
-that!”
-
-“You ought to, to be consistent, though, possibly, she shouldn’t,
-admitting that she wouldn’t. You have more imagination than logic—which
-of course, for a woman, is quite right. That’s what makes you say that
-her ladyship is in affliction because I go to a place that she herself
-goes to without the least compulsion.”
-
-“She goes to keep you off,” said Rosy, with decision.
-
-“To keep me off?”
-
-“To interpose, with the Princess; to be nice to her and conciliate her,
-so that she may not take you.”
-
-“Did she tell you any such rigmarole as that?” Paul inquired, this time
-staring a little.
-
-“Do I need to be told things, to know them? I am not a fine, strong,
-superior male; therefore I can discover them for myself,” answered
-Rosy, with a dauntless little laugh and a light in her eyes which might
-indeed have made it appear that she was capable of wizardry.
-
-“You make her out at once too passionate and too calculating,” the
-young man rejoined. “She has no personal feelings, she wants nothing
-for herself. She only wants one thing in the world—to make the poor a
-little less poor.”
-
-“Precisely; and she regards you, a helpless, blundering bachelor, as
-one of them.”
-
-“She knows I am not helpless so long as you are about the place, and
-that my blunders don’t matter so long as you correct them.”
-
-“She wants to assist me to assist you, then!” the girl exclaimed, with
-the levity with which her earnestness was always interfused; it was a
-spirit that seemed, at moments, in argument, to mock at her own
-contention. “Besides, isn’t that the very thing you want to bring
-about?” she went on. “Isn’t that what you are plotting and working and
-waiting for? She wants to throw herself into it—to work with you.”
-
-“My dear girl, she doesn’t understand a pennyworth of what I think. She
-couldn’t if she would.”
-
-“And no more do I, I suppose you mean.”
-
-“No more do you; but with you it’s different. If you would, you could.
-However, it matters little who understands and who doesn’t, for there’s
-mighty little of it. I’m not doing much, you know.”
-
-Rosy lay there looking up at him. “It must be pretty thick, when you
-talk that way. However, I don’t care what happens, for I know I shall
-be looked after.”
-
-“Nothing will happen—nothing will happen,” Paul remarked, simply.
-
-The girl’s rejoinder to this was to say in a moment, “You have a
-different tone since you have taken up the Princess.”
-
-She spoke with a certain severity, but he broke out, as if he had not
-heard her, “I like your idea of the female aristocracy quarrelling over
-a dirty brute like me.”
-
-“I don’t know how dirty you are, but I know you smell of soap,” said
-Rosy, with serenity. “They won’t quarrel; that’s not the way they do
-it. Yes, you are taking a different tone, for some purpose that I can’t
-discover just yet.”
-
-“What do you mean by that? When did I ever take a tone?” her brother
-asked.
-
-“Why then do you speak as if you were not remarkable, immensely
-remarkable—more remarkable than anything any one, male or female, good
-or bad, of the aristocracy or of the vulgar sort, can ever do for you?”
-
-“What on earth have I ever done to show it?” Paul demanded.
-
-“Oh, I don’t know your secrets, and that’s one of them. But we’re out
-of the common beyond any one, you and I, and, between ourselves, with
-the door fastened, we might as well admit it.”
-
-“I admit it for you, with all my heart,” said the young man, laughing.
-
-“Well, then, if I admit it for you, that’s all that’s required.”
-
-The brother and sister considered each other a while in silence, as if
-each were tasting, agreeably, the distinction the other conferred; then
-Muniment said, “If I’m such an awfully superior chap, why shouldn’t I
-behave in keeping?”
-
-“Oh, you do, you do!”
-
-“All the same, you don’t like it.”
-
-“It isn’t so much what you do; it’s what _she_ does.”
-
-“How do you mean, what she does?”
-
-“She makes Lady Aurora suffer.”
-
-“Oh, I can’t go into that,” said Paul. “A man feels like a muff,
-talking about the women that ‘suffer’ for him.”
-
-“Well, if they do it, I think _you_ might bear it!” Rosy exclaimed.
-“That’s what a man is. When it comes to being sorry, oh, that’s too
-ridiculous!”
-
-“There are plenty of things in the world I’m sorry for,” Paul rejoined,
-smiling. “One of them is that you should keep me gossiping here when I
-want to go out.”
-
-“Oh, I don’t care if I worry her a little. Does she do it on purpose?”
-Rosy continued.
-
-“You ladies must settle all that together,” Muniment answered, rubbing
-his hat with the cuff of his coat. It was a new one, the bravest he had
-ever possessed, and in a moment he put it on his head, as if to
-reinforce his reminder to his sister that it was time she should
-release him.
-
-“Well, you do look genteel,” she remarked, complacently, gazing up at
-him. “No wonder she has lost her head! I mean the Princess,” she
-explained. “You never went to any such expense for her ladyship.”
-
-“My dear, the Princess is worth it—she’s worth it,” said the young man,
-speaking seriously now, and reflectively.
-
-“Will she help you very much?” Rosy demanded, with a strange, sudden
-transition to eagerness.
-
-“Well,” said Paul, “that’s rather what I look for.”
-
-She threw herself forward on her sofa, with a movement that was rare
-with her, and shaking her clasped hands she exclaimed, “Then go off, go
-off quickly!”
-
-He came round and kissed her, as if he were not more struck than usual
-with her freakish inconsequence. “It’s not bad to have a little person
-at home who wants a fellow to succeed.”
-
-“Oh, I know they will look after me,” she said, sinking back upon her
-pillow with an air of agreeable security.
-
-He was aware that whenever she said ‘they’, without further
-elucidation, she meant the populace surging up in his rear, and he
-rejoined, always hilarious, “I don’t think we’ll leave it much to
-‘them’.”
-
-“No, it’s not much you’ll leave to them, I’ll be bound.”
-
-He gave a louder laugh at this, and said, “You’re the deepest of the
-lot, Miss Muniment.”
-
-Her eyes kindled at his praise, and as she rested them on her brother’s
-she murmured, “Well, I pity the poor Princess, too, you know.”
-
-“Well, now, I’m not conceited, but I don’t,” Paul returned, passing in
-front of the little mirror on the mantel-shelf.
-
-“Yes, you’ll succeed, and so shall I—but _she_ won’t,” Rosy went on.
-
-Muniment stopped a moment, with his hand on the latch of the door, and
-said, gravely, almost sententiously, “She is not only beautiful, as
-beautiful as a picture, but she is uncommon sharp, and she has taking
-ways, beyond anything that ever was known.”
-
-“I know her ways,” his sister replied. Then, as he left the room, she
-called after him, “But I don’t care for anything, so long as you become
-prime minister of England!”
-
-Three quarters of an hour after this Muniment knocked at the door in
-Madeira Crescent, and was immediately ushered into the parlour, where
-the Princess, in her bonnet and mantle, sat alone. She made no movement
-as he came in; she only looked up at him with a smile.
-
-“You are braver than I gave you credit for,” she said, in her rich
-voice.
-
-“I shall learn to be brave, if I associate a while longer with you. But
-I shall never cease to be shy,” Muniment added, standing there and
-looking tall in the middle of the small room. He cast his eyes about
-him for a place to sit down, but the Princess gave him no help to
-choose; she only watched him, in silence, from her own place, with her
-hands quietly folded in her lap. At last, when, without remonstrance
-from her, he had selected the most uncomfortable chair in the room, she
-replied—
-
-“That’s only another name for desperate courage. I put on my bonnet, on
-the chance, but I didn’t expect you.”
-
-“Well, here I am—that’s the great thing,” Muniment said,
-good-humouredly.
-
-“Yes, no doubt it’s a very great thing. But it will be a still greater
-thing when you are there.”
-
-“I am afraid you hope too much,” the young man observed. “Where is it?
-I don’t think you told me.”
-
-The Princess drew a small folded letter from her pocket, and, without
-saying anything, held it out to him. He got up to take it from her,
-opened it, and, as he read it, remained standing in front of her. Then
-he went straight to the fire and thrust the paper into it. At this
-movement she rose quickly, as if to save the document, but the
-expression of his face, as he turned round to her, made her stop. The
-smile that came into her own was a little forced. “What are you afraid
-of?” she asked. “I take it the house is known. If we go, I suppose we
-may admit that we go.”
-
-Muniment’s face showed that he had been annoyed, but he answered,
-quietly enough, “No writing—no writing.”
-
-“You are terribly careful,” said the Princess.
-
-“Careful of you—yes.”
-
-She sank down upon her sofa again, asking her companion to ring for
-tea; they would do much better to have some before going out. When the
-order had been given, she remarked, “I see I shall have much less keen
-emotion than when I acted by myself.”
-
-“Is that what you go in for—keen emotion?”
-
-“Surely, Mr Muniment. Don’t you?”
-
-“God forbid! I hope to have as little of it as possible.”
-
-“Of course one doesn’t want any vague rodomontade; one wants to do
-something. But it would be hard if one couldn’t have a little pleasure
-by the way.”
-
-“My pleasure is in quietness,” said Paul Muniment, smiling.
-
-“So is mine. But it depends on how you understand it. Quietness, I
-mean, in the midst of a tumult.”
-
-“You have rare ideas about tumults. They are not good in themselves.”
-
-The Princess considered this a moment; then she remarked, “I wonder if
-you are too prudent. I shouldn’t like that. If it is made an accusation
-against you that you have been—where we are going—shall you deny it?”
-
-“With that prospect it would be simpler not to go at all, wouldn’t it?”
-Muniment inquired.
-
-“Which prospect do you mean? That of being found out, or that of having
-to lie?”
-
-“I suppose that if you lie you are not found out,” Muniment replied,
-humorously.
-
-“You won’t take me seriously,” said the Princess. She spoke without
-irritation, without resentment, with a kind of resigned sadness. But
-there was a certain fineness of reproach in the tone in which she
-added, “I don’t believe you want to go at all.”
-
-“Why else should I have come, especially if I don’t take you
-seriously?”
-
-“That has never been a reason for a man’s not going to see a woman,”
-said the Princess. “It’s usually a reason in favour of it.”
-
-Muniment turned his smiling eyes over the room, looking from one
-article of furniture to another: this was a way he had when he was
-engaged in a discussion, and it suggested not so much that he was
-reflecting on what his interlocutor said as that his thoughts were
-pursuing a cheerfully independent course. Presently he observed, “I
-don’t know that I quite understand what you mean by that question of
-taking a woman seriously.”
-
-“Ah, you are very perfect,” murmured the Princess. “Don’t you consider
-that the changes you look for will be also for our benefit?”
-
-“I don’t think they will alter your position.”
-
-“If I didn’t hope for that, I wouldn’t do anything,” said the Princess.
-
-“Oh, I have no doubt you’ll do a great deal.”
-
-The young man’s companion was silent for some minutes, during which he
-also was content to say nothing. “I wonder you can find it in your
-conscience to work with me,” she observed at last.
-
-“It isn’t in my conscience I find it,” said Muniment, laughing.
-
-The maid-servant brought in the tea, and while the Princess was making
-a place for it on a little table beside her she exclaimed, “Well, I
-don’t care, for I think I have you in my power!”
-
-“You have every one in your power,” returned Muniment.
-
-“Every one is no one,” the Princess replied, rather dryly; and a moment
-later she said to him, “That extraordinary little sister of
-yours—surely you take _her_ seriously?”
-
-“I’m wonderful fond of her, if that’s what you mean. But I don’t think
-her position will ever be altered.”
-
-“Are you alluding to her position in bed? If you consider that she will
-never recover her health,” the Princess said, “I am very sorry to hear
-it.”
-
-“Oh, her health will do. I mean that she will continue to be, like all
-the most amiable women, just a kind of ornament to life.”
-
-The Princess had already perceived that he pronounced amiable
-‘emiable’; but she had accepted this peculiarity of her visitor in the
-spirit of imaginative transfigurement in which she had accepted several
-others. “To your life, of course. She can hardly be said to be an
-ornament to her own.”
-
-“Her life and mine are all one.”
-
-“She is certainly magnificent,” said the Princess. While he was
-drinking his tea she remarked to him that for a revolutionist he was
-certainly most extraordinary; and he inquired, in answer, whether it
-were not rather in keeping for revolutionists to be extraordinary. He
-drank three cups, declaring that his hostess’s decoction was fine; it
-was better, even, than Lady Aurora’s. This led him to observe, as he
-put down his third cup, looking round the room again, lovingly, almost
-covetously, “You’ve got everything so handy, I don’t see what interest
-you can have.”
-
-“How do you mean, what interest?”
-
-“In getting in so uncommon deep.”
-
-On the instant the Princess’s expression flashed into pure passion. “Do
-you consider that I am in—really far?”
-
-“Up to your neck, ma’am.”
-
-“And do you think that _il y va_ of my neck—I mean that it’s in
-danger?” she translated, eagerly.
-
-“Oh, I understand your French. Well, I’ll look after you,” Muniment
-said.
-
-“Remember, then, definitely, that I expect not to lie.”
-
-“Not even for me?” Then Muniment added, in the same familiar tone,
-which was not rough nor wanting in respect, but only homely and direct,
-suggestive of growing acquaintance, “If I was your husband I would come
-and take you away.”
-
-“Please don’t speak of my husband,” said the Princess, gravely. “You
-have no qualification for doing so; you know nothing whatever about
-him.”
-
-“I know what Hyacinth has told me.”
-
-“Oh, Hyacinth!” the Princess murmured, impatiently. There was another
-silence of some minutes, not disconnected, apparently, from this
-reference to the little bookbinder; but when Muniment spoke, after the
-interval, it was not to carry on the allusion—
-
-“Of course you think me very plain, very rude.”
-
-“Certainly, you have not such a nice address as Hyacinth,” the Princess
-rejoined, not desiring, on her side, to evade the topic. “But that is
-given to very few,” she added; “and I don’t know that pretty manners
-are exactly what we are working for.”
-
-“Ay, it won’t be very endearing when we cut down a few allowances,”
-said Muniment. “But I want to please you; I want to be as much as
-possible like Hyacinth,” he went on.
-
-“That is not the way to please me. I don’t forgive him; he’s very
-silly.”
-
-“Ah, don’t say that; he’s a little brick!” Muniment exclaimed.
-
-“He’s a dear fellow, with extraordinary qualities, but so deplorably
-conventional.”
-
-“Yes, talking about taking things seriously—_he_ takes them seriously,”
-remarked Muniment.
-
-“Has he ever told you his life?” asked the Princess.
-
-“He hasn’t required to tell me. I’ve seen a good bit of it.”
-
-“Yes, but I mean before you knew him.”
-
-Muniment reflected a moment. “His birth, and his poor mother? I think
-it was Rosy told me about that.”
-
-“And, pray, how did _she_ know?”
-
-“Ah, when you come to the way Rosy knows!” said Muniment, laughing.
-“She doesn’t like people in that predicament. She thinks we ought all
-to be finely born.”
-
-“Then they agree, for so does poor Hyacinth.” The Princess hesitated an
-instant; then she said, as if with a quick effort, “I want to ask you
-something. Have you had a visit from Mr Vetch?”
-
-“The old gentleman who fiddles? No, he has never done me that honour.”
-
-“It was because I prevented him, then. I told him to leave it to me.”
-
-“To leave what, now?” Muniment looked at her in placid perplexity.
-
-“He is in great distress about Hyacinth—about the danger he runs. You
-know what I mean.”
-
-“Yes, I know what you mean,” Muniment replied, slowly. “But what does
-_he_ know about it? I thought it was supposed to be a deadly secret.”
-
-“So it is. He doesn’t know anything; he only suspects.”
-
-“How do you know, then?”
-
-The Princess hesitated again. “Oh, I’m like Rosy—I find out. Mr Vetch,
-as I suppose you are aware, has known Hyacinth all his life; he takes a
-most affectionate interest in him. He believes there is something
-hanging over him, and he wants it to be turned off, to be stopped.” The
-Princess paused at this, but her visitor made no response, and she
-continued: “He was going to see you, to beg you to do something, to
-interfere; he seemed to think that your power, in such a matter, would
-be very great; but, as I tell you, I requested him, as a particular
-favour to me, to let you alone.”
-
-“What favour would it be to you?” Muniment asked.
-
-“It would give me the satisfaction of feeling that you were not
-worried.”
-
-Muniment appeared struck with the curious inadequacy of this
-explanation, considering what was at stake; he broke into a laugh and
-remarked, “That was considerate of you, beyond everything.”
-
-“It was not meant as consideration for you; it was a piece of
-calculation.” The Princess, having made this announcement, gathered up
-her gloves and turned away, walking to the chimney-piece, where she
-stood a moment arranging her bonnet-ribbons in the mirror with which it
-was decorated. Muniment watched her with evident curiosity; in spite
-both of his inaccessibility to nervous agitation and of the sceptical
-theories he entertained about her, he was not proof against her general
-faculty of creating a feeling of suspense, a tension of interest, on
-the part of those who associated with her. He followed her movements,
-but plainly he didn’t follow her calculations, so that he could only
-listen more attentively when she inquired suddenly, “Do you know why I
-asked you to come and see me? Do you know why I went to see your
-sister? It was all a plan,” said the Princess.
-
-“We hoped it was just an ordinary humane, social impulse,” the young
-man returned.
-
-“It was humane, it was even social, but it was not ordinary. I wanted
-to save Hyacinth.”
-
-“To save him?”
-
-“I wanted to be able to talk with you just as I am talking now.”
-
-“That was a fine idea!” Muniment exclaimed, ingenuously.
-
-“I have an exceeding, a quite inexpressible, regard for him. I have no
-patience with some of his opinions, and that is why I permitted myself
-to say just now that he is silly. But, after all, the opinions of our
-friends are not what we love them for, and therefore I don’t see why
-they should be what we hate them for. Hyacinth Robinson’s nature is
-singularly generous and his intelligence very fine, though there _are_
-some things that he muddles up. You just now expressed strongly your
-own regard for him; therefore we ought to be perfectly agreed. Agreed,
-I mean, about getting him out of his scrape.”
-
-Muniment had the air of a man who felt that he must consider a little
-before he assented to these successive propositions; it being a
-limitation of his intellect that he could not respond without
-understanding. After a moment he answered, referring to the Princess’s
-last remark, in which the others appeared to culminate, and at the same
-time shaking his head a little and smiling, “His scrape isn’t
-important.”
-
-“You thought it was when you got him into it.”
-
-“I thought it would give him pleasure,” said Muniment.
-
-“That’s not a reason for letting people do what isn’t good for them.”
-
-“I wasn’t thinking so much about what would be good for him as about
-what would be bad for some others. He can do as he likes.”
-
-“That’s easy to say. They must be persuaded not to call upon him.”
-
-“Persuade them, then, dear madam.”
-
-“How can I persuade them? If I could, I wouldn’t have approached you. I
-have no influence, and even if I had my motives would be suspected. You
-are the one to interpose.”
-
-“Shall I tell them he funks it?” Muniment asked.
-
-“He doesn’t—he doesn’t!” exclaimed the Princess.
-
-“On what ground, then, shall I put it?”
-
-“Tell them he has changed his opinions.”
-
-“Wouldn’t that be rather like denouncing him as a traitor, and doing it
-hypocritically?”
-
-“Tell them then it’s simply my wish.”
-
-“That won’t do _you_ much good,” Muniment said, with his natural laugh.
-
-“Will it put me in danger? That’s exactly what I want.”
-
-“Yes; but as I understand you, you want to suffer _for_ the people, not
-by them. You are very fond of Robinson; it couldn’t be otherwise,” the
-young man went on. “But you ought to remember that, in the line you
-have chosen, our affections, our natural ties, our timidities, our
-shrinkings—” His voice had become low and grave, and he paused a
-little, while the Princess’s deep and lovely eyes, attaching themselves
-to his face, showed that in an instant she was affected by this
-unwonted adjuration. He spoke now as if he were taking her seriously.
-“All those things are as nothing, and must never weigh a feather beside
-our service.”
-
-The Princess began to draw on her gloves. “You’re a most extraordinary
-man.”
-
-“That’s what Rosy tells me.”
-
-“Why don’t you do it yourself?”
-
-“Do Hyacinth’s job? Because it’s better to do my own.”
-
-“And, pray, what is your own?”
-
-“I don’t know,” said Paul Muniment, with perfect serenity and
-good-nature. “I expect to be instructed.”
-
-“Have you taken an oath, like Hyacinth?”
-
-“Ah, madam, the oaths _I_ take I don’t tell,” said the young man,
-gravely.
-
-“Oh, you . . .!” the Princess murmured, with an ambiguous cadence. She
-appeared to dismiss the question, but to suggest at the same time that
-he was very abnormal. This imputation was further conveyed by the next
-words she uttered: “And can you see a dear friend whirled away like
-that?”
-
-At this, for the first time, Paul Muniment exhibited a certain
-irritation. “You had better leave my dear friend to me.”
-
-The Princess, with her eyes still fixed upon him, gave a long, soft
-sigh. “Well, then, shall we go?”
-
-Muniment took up his hat again, but he made no movement toward the
-door. “If you did me the honour to seek my acquaintance, to ask me to
-come and see you, only in order to say what you have just said about
-Hyacinth, perhaps we needn’t carry out the form of going to the place
-you proposed. Wasn’t this only your pretext?”
-
-“I believe you _are_ afraid!” the Princess exclaimed; but in spite of
-her exclamation the pair presently went out of the house. They quitted
-the door together, after having stood on the step for a moment, looking
-up and down, apparently for a cab. So far as the darkness, which was
-now complete, permitted the prospect to be scanned, there was no such
-vehicle within hail. They turned to the left, and after a walk of
-several minutes, during which they were engaged in small, dull
-by-streets, emerged upon a more populous way, where there were lighted
-shops and omnibuses and the evident chance of a hansom. Here they
-paused again, and very soon an empty hansom passed, and, at a sign,
-pulled up near them. Meanwhile, it should be recorded, they had been
-followed, at an interval, by a cautious figure, a person who, in
-Madeira Crescent, when they came out of the house, was stationed on the
-other side of the street, at a considerable distance. When they
-appeared he retreated a little, still however keeping them in sight.
-When they moved away he moved in the same direction, watching them but
-maintaining his distance. He drew nearer, seemingly because he could
-not control his eagerness, as they turned into Westbourne Grove, and
-during the minute they stood there he was exposed to recognition by the
-Princess if she had happened to turn her head. In the event of her
-having felt such an impulse she would have discovered, in the
-lamp-light, that her noble husband was hovering in her rear. But the
-Princess was otherwise occupied; she failed to see that at one moment
-he came so close as to suggest that he had an intention of addressing
-himself to the couple. The reader scarcely needs to be informed that
-his real intention was to satisfy himself as to the kind of person his
-wife was walking with. The time allowed him for this research was
-brief, especially as he had perceived, more rapidly than he sometimes
-perceived things, that they were looking for a vehicle and that with
-its assistance they would pass out of his range—a reflection which
-caused him to give half his attention to the business of hailing any
-second cab which should come that way. There are parts of London in
-which you may never see a cab at all, but there are none in which you
-may see only one; in accordance with which fortunate truth Prince
-Casamassima was able to wave his stick to good purpose as soon as the
-two objects of his pursuit had rattled away. Behind them now, in the
-gloom, he had no fear of being seen. In little more than an instant he
-had jumped into another hansom, the driver of which accompanied the
-usual exclamation of “All right, sir!” with a small, amused grunt,
-which the Prince thought eminently British, after he had hissed at him,
-over the hood, expressively, and in a manner by no means indicative of
-that nationality, the injunction, “Follow, follow, follow!”
-
-
-
-
-XL
-
-
-An hour after the Princess had left the house with Paul Muniment,
-Madame Grandoni came down to supper, a meal of which she partook, in
-gloomy solitude, in the little back parlour. She had pushed away her
-plate, and sat motionless, staring at the crumpled cloth, with her
-hands folded on the edge of the table, when she became aware that a
-gentleman had been ushered into the drawing-room and was standing
-before the fire in an attitude of discreet expectancy. At the same
-moment the maid-servant approached the old lady, remarking with bated
-breath, “The Prince, the Prince, mum! It’s you he ’ave asked for, mum!”
-Upon this, Madame Grandoni called out to the visitor from her place,
-addressed him as her poor illustrious friend and bade him come and give
-her his arm. He obeyed with solemn alacrity, and conducted her into the
-front room, near the fire. He helped her to arrange herself in her
-arm-chair and to gather her shawl about her; then he seated himself
-near her and remained with his dismal eyes bent upon her. After a
-moment she said, “Tell me something about Rome. The grass in the Villa
-Borghese must already be thick with flowers.”
-
-“I would have brought you some, if I had thought,” he answered. Then he
-turned his gaze about the room. “Yes, you may well ask, in such a black
-little hole as this. My wife should not live here,” he added.
-
-“Ah, my dear friend, for all that she’s your wife!” the old woman
-exclaimed.
-
-The Prince sprang up in sudden, passionate agitation, and then she saw
-that the rigid quietness with which he had come into the room and
-greeted her was only an effort of his good manners. He was really
-trembling with excitement. “It is true—it is true! She _has_ lovers—she
-_has_ lovers!” he broke out. “I have seen it with my eyes, and I have
-come here to know!”
-
-“I don’t know what you have seen, but your coming here to know will not
-have helped you much. Besides, if you have seen, you know for yourself.
-At any rate, I have ceased to be able to tell you.”
-
-“You are afraid—you are afraid!” cried the visitor, with a wild
-accusatory gesture.
-
-Madame Grandoni looked up at him with slow speculation. “Sit down and
-be tranquil, very tranquil. I have ceased to pay attention—I take no
-heed.”
-
-“Well, I do, then,” said the Prince, subsiding a little. “Don’t you
-know she has gone out to a house, in a horrible quarter, with a man?”
-
-“I think it highly probable, dear Prince.”
-
-“And who is he? That’s what I want to discover.”
-
-“How can I tell you? I haven’t seen him.”
-
-He looked at her a moment, with his distended eyes. “Dear lady, is that
-kind to me, when I have counted on you?”
-
-“Oh, I am not kind any more; it’s not a question of that. I am angry—as
-angry, almost, as you.”
-
-“Then why don’t you watch her, eh?”
-
-“It’s not with her I am angry. It’s with myself,” said Madame Grandoni,
-meditatively.
-
-“For becoming so indifferent, do you mean?”
-
-“On the contrary, for staying in the house.”
-
-“Thank God, you are still here, or I couldn’t have come. But what a
-lodging for the Princess!” the visitor exclaimed. “She might at least
-live in a manner befitting.”
-
-“Eh, the last time you were in London you thought it was too costly!”
-she cried.
-
-He hesitated a moment. “Whatever she does is wrong. Is it because it’s
-so bad that you must go?” he went on.
-
-“It is foolish—foolish—foolish,” said Madame Grandoni, slowly,
-impressively.
-
-“Foolish, _chè, chè!_ He was in the house nearly an hour, this one.”
-
-“In the house? In what house?”
-
-“Here, where you sit. I saw him go in, and when he came out it was
-after a long time, with her.”
-
-“And where were you, meanwhile?”
-
-Again Prince Casamassima hesitated. “I was on the other side of the
-street. When they came out I followed them. It was more than an hour
-ago.”
-
-“Was it for that you came to London?”
-
-“Ah, what I came for! To put myself in hell!”
-
-“You had better go back to Rome,” said Madame Grandoni.
-
-“Of course I will go back, but if you will tell me who this one is! How
-can you be ignorant, dear friend, when he comes freely in and out of
-the house where I have to watch, at the door, for a moment that I can
-snatch? He was not the same as the other.”
-
-“As the other?”
-
-“Doubtless there are fifty! I mean the little one whom I met in the
-other house, that Sunday afternoon.”
-
-“I sit in my room almost always now,” said the old woman. “I only come
-down to eat.”
-
-“Dear lady, it would be better if you would sit here,” the Prince
-remarked.
-
-“Better for whom?”
-
-“I mean that if you did not withdraw yourself you could at least answer
-my questions.”
-
-“Ah, but I have not the slightest desire to answer them,” Madame
-Grandoni replied. “You must remember that I am not here as your spy.”
-
-“No,” said the Prince, in a tone of extreme and simple melancholy. “If
-you had given me more information I should not have been obliged to
-come here myself. I arrived in London only this morning, and this
-evening I spent two hours walking up and down opposite the house, like
-a groom waiting for his master to come back from a ride. I wanted a
-personal impression. It was so that I saw him come in. He is not a
-gentleman—not even like some of the strange ones here.”
-
-“I think he is Scotch,” remarked Madame Grandoni.
-
-“Ah, then, you _have_ seen him?”
-
-“No, but I have heard him. He speaks very loud—the floors of this house
-are not built as we build in Italy—and his voice is the same that I
-have heard in the people of that country. Besides, she has told me—some
-things. He is a chemist’s assistant.”
-
-“A chemist’s assistant? _Santo Dio!_ And the other one, a year ago—more
-than a year ago—was a bookbinder.”
-
-“Oh, the bookbinder!” murmured Madame Grandoni.
-
-“And does she associate with no people of good? Has she no other
-society?”
-
-“For me to tell you more, Prince, you must wait till I am free,” said
-the old lady.
-
-“How do you mean, free?”
-
-“I must choose. I must either go away—and then I can tell you what I
-have seen—or if I stay here I must hold my tongue.”
-
-“But if you go away you will have seen nothing,” the Prince objected.
-
-“Ah, plenty as it is—more than I ever expected to!”
-
-The Prince clasped his hands together in tremulous suppliance; but at
-the same time he smiled, as if to conciliate, to corrupt. “Dearest
-friend, you torment my curiosity. If you will tell me this, I will
-never ask you anything more. Where did they go? For the love of God,
-what is that house?”
-
-“I know nothing of their houses,” she returned, with an impatient
-shrug.
-
-“Then there are others—there are many?” She made no answer, but sat
-brooding, with her chin in her protrusive kerchief. Her visitor
-presently continued, in a soft, earnest tone, with his beautiful
-Italian distinctness, as if his lips cut and carved the sound, while
-his fine fingers quivered into quick, emphasising gestures, “The street
-is small and black, but it is like all the streets. It has no
-importance; it is at the end of an endless imbroglio. They drove for
-twenty minutes; then they stopped their cab and got out. They went
-together on foot some minutes more. There were many turns; they seemed
-to know them well. For me it was very difficult—of course I also got
-out; I had to stay so far behind—close against the houses. Chiffinch
-Street, N.E.—that was the name,” the Prince continued, pronouncing the
-word with difficulty; “and the house is number 32—I looked at that
-after they went in. It’s a very bad house—worse than this; but it has
-no sign of a chemist, and there are no shops in the street. They rang
-the bell—only once, though they waited a long time; it seemed to me, at
-least, that they did not touch it again. It was several minutes before
-the door was opened; and that was a bad time for me, because as they
-stood there they looked up and down. Fortunately you know the air of
-this place! I saw no light in the house—not even after they went in.
-Who let them enter I couldn’t tell. I waited nearly half an hour, to
-see how long they would stay and what they would do on coming out;
-then, at last, my impatience brought me here, for to know she was
-absent made me hope I might see you. While I was there two persons went
-in—two men, together, smoking, who looked like _artisti_ (I didn’t see
-them near), but no one came out. I could see they took their cigars—and
-you can fancy what tobacco!—into the presence of the Princess.
-Formerly,” pursued Madame Grandoni’s visitor, with a touching attempt
-at a jocular treatment of this point, “she never tolerated
-smoking—never mine, at least. The street is very quiet—very few people
-pass. Now what is the house? Is it where that man lives?” he asked,
-almost in a whisper.
-
-He had been encouraged by her consenting, in spite of her first
-protests, to listen to him—he could see she _was_ listening; and he was
-still more encouraged when, after a moment, she answered his question
-by a question of her own: “Did you cross the river to go there? I know
-that he lives over the water.”
-
-“Ah, no, it was not in that part. I tried to ask the cabman who brought
-me back to explain to me what it is called; but I couldn’t make him
-understand. They have heavy minds,” the Prince declared. Then he
-pursued, drawing a little closer to his hostess: “But what were they
-doing there? Why did she go with him?”
-
-“They are plotting. There!” said Madame Grandoni.
-
-“You mean a secret society, a band of revolutionists and murderers?
-_Capisco bene_—that is not new to me. But perhaps they only pretend
-it’s for that,” added the Prince.
-
-“Only pretend? Why should they pretend? That is not Christina’s way.”
-
-“There are other possibilities,” the Prince observed.
-
-“Oh, of course, when your wife goes away with strange men, in the dark,
-to far-away houses, you can think anything you like, and I have nothing
-to say to your thoughts. I have my own, but they are my own affair, and
-I shall not undertake to defend Christina, for she is indefensible.
-When she does the things she does, she provokes, she invites, the worst
-construction; there let it rest, save for this one remark, which I will
-content myself with making: if she were a licentious woman she would
-not behave as she does now, she would not expose herself to
-irresistible interpretations; the appearance of everything would be
-good and proper. I simply tell you what I believe. If I believed that
-what she is doing concerned you alone, I should say nothing about it—at
-least sitting here. But it concerns others, it concerns every one, so I
-will open my mouth at last. She has gone to that house to break up
-society.”
-
-“To break it up, yes, as she has wanted before?”
-
-“Oh, more than before! She is very much entangled. She has relations
-with people who are watched by the police. She has not told me, but I
-have perceived it by simply living with her.”
-
-Prince Casamassima stared. “And is _she_ watched by the police?”
-
-“I can’t tell you; it is very possible—except that the police here is
-not like that of other countries.”
-
-“It is more stupid,” said the Prince. He gazed at Madame Grandoni with
-a flush of shame on his face. “Will she bring us to _that_ scandal? It
-would be the worst of all.”
-
-“There is one chance—the chance that she will get tired of it,” the old
-lady remarked. “Only the scandal may come before that.”
-
-“Dear friend, she is the devil,” said the Prince, solemnly.
-
-“No, she is not the devil, because she wishes to do good.”
-
-“What good did she ever wish to do to me?” the Italian demanded, with
-glowing eyes.
-
-Madame Grandoni shook her head very sadly. “You can do no good, of any
-kind, to each other. Each on your own side, you must be quiet.”
-
-“How can I be quiet when I hear of such infamies?” Prince Casamassima
-got up, in his violence, and, in a tone which caused his companion to
-burst into a short, incongruous laugh as soon as she heard the words,
-exclaimed, “She shall _not_ break up society!”
-
-“No, she will bore herself before the trick is played. Make up your
-mind to that.”
-
-“That is what I expected to find—that the caprice was over. She has
-passed through so many follies.”
-
-“Give her time—give her time,” replied Madame Grandoni.
-
-“Time to drag my name into an assize-court? Those people are robbers,
-incendiaries, murderers!”
-
-“You can say nothing to me about them that I haven’t said to her.”
-
-“And how does she defend herself?”
-
-“Defend herself? Did you ever hear Christina do that?” Madame Grandoni
-asked. “The only thing she says to me is, ‘Don’t be afraid; I promise
-you by all that’s sacred that you shan’t suffer.’ She speaks as if she
-had it all in her hands. That is very well. No doubt I’m a selfish old
-woman, but, after all, one has a heart for others.”
-
-“And so have I, I think I may pretend,” said the Prince. “You tell me
-to give her time, and it is certain that she will take it, whether I
-give it or not. But I can at least stop giving her money. By heaven,
-it’s my duty, as an honest man.”
-
-“She tells me that as it is you don’t give her much.”
-
-“Much, dear lady? It depends on what you call so. It’s enough to make
-all these scoundrels flock around her.”
-
-“They are not all scoundrels, any more than she is. That is the strange
-part of it,” said the old woman, with a weary sigh.
-
-“But this fellow, the chemist—to-night—what do you call him?”
-
-“She has spoken to me of him as a most estimable young man.”
-
-“But she thinks it’s estimable to blow us all up,” the Prince returned.
-“Doesn’t _he_ take her money?”
-
-“I don’t know what he takes. But there are some things—heaven forbid
-one should forget them! The misery of London is something fearful.”
-
-“_Che vuole?_ There is misery everywhere,” returned the Prince. “It is
-the will of God. _Ci vuol’ pazienza!_ And in this country does no one
-give alms?”
-
-“Every one, I believe. But it appears that it is not enough.”
-
-The Prince said nothing for a moment; this statement of Madame
-Grandoni’s seemed to present difficulties. The solution, however, soon
-suggested itself; it was expressed in the inquiry, “What will you have
-in a country which has not the true faith?”
-
-“Ah, the true faith is a great thing; but there is suffering even in
-countries that have it.”
-
-“_Evidentemente_. But it helps suffering to be borne, and, later, it
-makes it up; whereas here—!” said the old lady’s visitor, with a
-melancholy smile. “If I may speak of myself, it is to me, in my
-circumstances, a support.”
-
-“That is good,” said Madame Grandoni.
-
-He stood before her, resting his eyes for a moment on the floor. “And
-the famous Cholto—Godfrey Gerald—does he come no more?”
-
-“I haven’t seen him for months, and know nothing about him.”
-
-“He doesn’t like the chemists and the bookbinders, eh?” asked the
-Prince.
-
-“Ah, it was he who first brought them—to gratify your wife.”
-
-“If they have turned him out, then, that is very well. Now, if only
-some one could turn _them_ out!”
-
-“_Aspetta, aspetta!_” said the old woman.
-
-“That is very good advice, but to follow it isn’t amusing.” Then the
-Prince added, “You alluded, just now, as to something particular, to
-_quel giovane_, the young artisan whom I met in the other house. Is he
-also estimable, or has he paid the penalty of his crimes?”
-
-“He has paid the penalty, but I don’t know of what. I have nothing bad
-to tell you of him, except that I think his star is on the wane.”
-
-“_Poverino!_” the Prince exclaimed.
-
-“That is exactly the manner in which I addressed him the first time I
-saw him. I didn’t know how it would happen, but I felt that it would
-happen somehow. It has happened through his changing his opinions. He
-has now the same idea as you—that _ci vuol’ pazienza_.”
-
-The Prince listened with the same expression of wounded eagerness, the
-same parted lips and excited eyes, to every added fact that dropped
-from Madame Grandoni’s lips. “That, at least, is more honest. Then _he_
-doesn’t go to Chiffinch Street?”
-
-“I don’t know about Chiffinch Street; but it would be my impression
-that he doesn’t go anywhere that Christina and the other one—the
-Scotchman—go together. But these are delicate matters,” the old woman
-pursued.
-
-They seemed much to interest her interlocutor. “Do you mean that the
-Scotchman is—what shall I call it?—his successor?”
-
-For a moment Madame Grandoni made no reply. “I think that this case is
-different. But I don’t understand; it was the other, the little one,
-that helped her to know the Scotchman.”
-
-“And now they have quarrelled—about my wife? It is all tremendously
-edifying!” the Prince exclaimed.
-
-“I can’t tell you, and shouldn’t have attempted it, only that Assunta
-talks to me.”
-
-“I wish she would talk to me,” said the Prince, wistfully.
-
-“Ah, my friend, if Christina were to find you getting at her servants!”
-
-“How could it be worse for me than it is now? However, I don’t know why
-I speak as if I cared, for I don’t care any more. I have given her up.
-It is finished.”
-
-“I am glad to hear it,” said Madame Grandoni, gravely.
-
-“You yourself made the distinction, perfectly. So long as she
-endeavoured only to injure _me_, and in my private capacity, I could
-condone, I could wait, I could hope. But since she has so recklessly
-thrown herself into the most criminal undertakings, since she lifts her
-hand with a determined purpose, as you tell me, against the most sacred
-institutions—it is too much; ah, yes, it is too much! She may go her
-way; she is no wife of mine. Not another penny of mine shall go into
-her pocket, and into that of the wretches who prey upon her, who have
-corrupted her.”
-
-“Dear Prince, I think you are right. And yet I am sorry!” sighed the
-old woman, extending her hand for assistance to rise from her chair.
-“If she becomes really poor, it will be much more difficult for me to
-leave her. _This_ is not poverty, and not even a good imitation of it,
-as she would like it to be. But what will be said of me if having
-remained with her through so much of her splendour, I turn away from
-her the moment she begins to want?”
-
-“Dear lady, do you ask that to make me relent?” the Prince inquired,
-after an hesitation.
-
-“Not in the least; for whatever is said and whatever you do, there is
-nothing for me in decency, at present, but to pack my trunk. Judge, by
-the way I have tattled.”
-
-“If you will stay on, she shall have everything.” The Prince spoke in a
-very low tone, with a manner that betrayed the shame he felt at his
-attempt at bribery.
-
-Madame Grandoni gave him an astonished glance and moved away from him.
-“What does that mean? I thought you didn’t care.”
-
-I know not what explanation of his inconsequence her companion would
-have given her if at that moment the door of the room had not been
-pushed open to permit the entrance of Hyacinth Robinson. He stopped
-short on perceiving that Madame Grandoni had a visitor, but before he
-had time to say anything the old lady addressed him with a certain
-curtness: “Ah, you don’t fall well; the Princess isn’t at home.”
-
-“That was mentioned to me, but I ventured to come in to see you, as I
-have done before,” Hyacinth replied. Then he added, as if he were
-retreating, “I beg many pardons. I was not told that you were not
-alone.”
-
-“My visitor is going, but I am going too,” said Madame Grandoni. “I
-must take myself to my room—I am all falling to pieces. Therefore
-kindly excuse me.”
-
-Hyacinth had had time to recognise the Prince, and this nobleman paid
-him the same compliment, as was proved by his asking of Madame
-Grandoni, in a rapid aside, in Italian, “Isn’t it the bookbinder?”
-
-“_Sicuro_,” said the old lady; while Hyacinth, murmuring a regret that
-he should find her indisposed, turned back to the door.
-
-“One moment—one moment, I pray!” the Prince interposed, raising his
-hand persuasively and looking at him with an unexpected, exaggerated
-smile. “Please introduce me to the gentleman,” he added, in English, to
-Madame Grandoni.
-
-She manifested no surprise at the request—she had none left,
-apparently, for anything—but pronounced the name of Prince Casamassima,
-and then added, for Hyacinth’s benefit, “He knows who you are.”
-
-“Will you permit me to keep you a very little minute?” the Prince
-continued, addressing the other visitor; after which he remarked to
-Madame Grandoni, “I will speak with him a little. It is perhaps not
-necessary that we should incommode you, if you do not wish to stay.”
-
-She had for a moment, as she tossed off a satirical little laugh, a
-return of her ancient drollery: “Remember that if you talk long she may
-come back! Yes, yes, I will go upstairs. _Felicissima notte, signori!_”
-She took her way to the door, which Hyacinth, considerably bewildered,
-held open for her.
-
-The reasons for which Prince Casamassima wished to converse with him
-were mysterious; nevertheless, he was about to close the door behind
-Madame Grandoni, as a sign that he was at the service of her companion.
-At this moment the latter extended again a courteous, remonstrant hand.
-“After all, as my visit is finished and as yours comes to nothing,
-might we not go out?”
-
-“Certainly, I will go with you,” said Hyacinth. He spoke with an
-instinctive stiffness, in spite of the Prince’s queer affability, and
-in spite also of the fact that he felt sorry for the nobleman, to whose
-countenance Madame Grandoni’s last injunction, uttered in English, had
-brought a deep and painful blush. It is needless to go into the
-question of what Hyacinth, face to face with an aggrieved husband, may
-have had on his conscience, but he assumed, naturally enough, that the
-situation might be grave, though indeed the Prince’s manner was, for
-the moment, incongruously conciliatory. Hyacinth invited his new
-acquaintance to pass, and in a minute they were in the street together.
-
-“Do you go here—do you go there?” the Prince inquired, as they stood a
-moment before the house. “If you will permit, I will take the same
-direction.” On Hyacinth’s answering that it was indifferent to him the
-Prince said, turning to the right, “Well, then, here, but slowly, if
-that pleases you, and only a little way.” His English was far from
-perfect, but his errors were mainly errors of pronunciation, and
-Hyacinth was struck with his effort to express himself very distinctly,
-so that in intercourse with a little representative of the British
-populace his foreignness should not put him at a disadvantage. Quick as
-he was to perceive and appreciate, Hyacinth noted how a certain quality
-of breeding that was in his companion enabled him to compass that
-coolness, and he mentally applauded his success in a difficult feat.
-Difficult he judged it because it seemed to him that the purpose for
-which the Prince wished to speak to him was one which must require a
-deal of explanation, and it was a sign of training to explain
-adequately, in a foreign tongue, especially if one were agitated, to a
-person in a social position very different from one’s own. Hyacinth
-knew what the Prince’s estimate of _his_ importance must be (he could
-have no illusions as to the character of the people his wife received);
-but while he heard him carefully put one word after the other he was
-able to smile to himself at his needless precautions. Hyacinth
-reflected that at a pinch he could have encountered him in his own
-tongue; during his stay at Venice he had picked up an Italian
-vocabulary. “With Madame Grandoni I spoke of you,” the Prince
-announced, dispassionately, as they walked along. “She told me a thing
-that interested me,” he added; “that is why I walk with you.” Hyacinth
-said nothing, deeming that better by silence than in any other fashion
-he held himself at the disposal of his interlocutor. “She told me you
-have changed—you have no more the same opinions.”
-
-“The same opinions?”
-
-“About the arrangement of society. You desire no more the assassination
-of the rich.”
-
-“I never desired any such thing!” said Hyacinth, indignantly.
-
-“Oh, if you have changed, you can confess,” the Prince rejoined, in an
-encouraging tone. “It is very good for some people to be rich. It would
-not be right for all to be poor.”
-
-“It would be pleasant if all could be rich,” Hyacinth suggested.
-
-“Yes, but not by stealing and shooting.”
-
-“No, not by stealing and shooting. I never desired that.”
-
-“Ah, no doubt she was mistaken. But to-day you think we must have
-patience,” the Prince went on, as if he hoped very much that Hyacinth
-would allow this valuable conviction to be attributed to him. “That is
-also my view.”
-
-“Oh, yes, we must have patience,” said Hyacinth, who was now smiling to
-himself in the dark.
-
-They had by this time reached the end of the little Crescent, where the
-Prince paused under the street-lamp. He considered Hyacinth’s
-countenance for a moment by its help, and then he pronounced, “If I am
-not mistaken, you know very well the Princess.”
-
-Hyacinth hesitated a moment. “She has been very kind to me.”
-
-“She is my wife—perhaps you know.”
-
-Again Hyacinth hesitated, but after a moment he replied, “She has told
-me that she is married.” As soon as he had spoken these words he
-thought them idiotic.
-
-“You mean you would not know if she had not told you, I suppose.
-Evidently, there is nothing to show it. You can think if that is
-agreeable to me.”
-
-“Oh, I can’t think, I can’t judge,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“You are right—that is impossible.” The Prince stood before his
-companion, and in the pale gaslight the latter saw more of his face. It
-had an unnatural expression, a look of wasted anxiety; the eyes seemed
-to glitter, and Hyacinth conceived the unfortunate nobleman to be
-feverish and ill. He continued in a moment: “Of course you think it
-strange—my conversation. I want you to tell me something.”
-
-“I am afraid you are very unwell,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“Yes, I am unwell; but I shall be better if you will tell me. It is
-because you have come back to good ideas—that is why I ask you.”
-
-A sense that the situation of the Princess’s husband was really
-pitiful, that at any rate he suffered and was helpless, that he was a
-gentleman and even a person who would never have done any great harm—a
-perception of these appealing truths came into Hyacinth’s heart, and
-stirred there a desire to be kind to him, to render him any service
-that, in reason, he might ask. It appeared to Hyacinth that he must be
-pretty sick to ask any service at all, but that was his own affair. “If
-you would like me to see you safely home, I will do that,” our young
-man remarked; and even while he spoke he was struck with the oddity of
-his being already on such friendly terms with a person whom he had
-hitherto supposed to be the worst enemy of the rarest of women. He
-found himself unable to consider the Prince with resentment.
-
-This personage acknowledged the civility of his offer with a slight
-inclination of his high slimness. “I am very much obliged to you, but I
-will not go home. I will not go home till I know this—to what house she
-has gone. Will you tell me that?”
-
-“To what house?” Hyacinth repeated.
-
-“She has gone with a person whom you know. Madame Grandoni told me
-that. He is a Scotch chemist.”
-
-“A Scotch chemist?” Hyacinth stared.
-
-“I saw them myself—two hours, three hours, ago. Listen, listen; I will
-be very clear,” said the Prince, laying his forefinger on the other
-hand with an explanatory gesture. “He came to that house—this one,
-where we have been, I mean—and stayed there a long time. I was here in
-the street—I have passed my day in the street! They came out together,
-and I watched them, I followed them.”
-
-Hyacinth had listened with wonder, and even with suspense; the Prince’s
-manner gave an air of such importance, such mystery, to what he had to
-relate. But at this he broke out: “This is not my business—I can’t hear
-it! _I_ don’t watch, _I_ don’t follow.”
-
-The Prince stared a moment, in surprise; then he rejoined, more quickly
-than he had spoken yet, “But they went to a house where they conspire,
-where they prepare horrible acts. How can you like that?”
-
-“How do you know it, sir?” Hyacinth inquired, gravely.
-
-“It is Madame Grandoni who has told me.”
-
-“Why, then, do you ask me?”
-
-“Because I am not sure, I don’t think she knows. I want to know more,
-to be sure of what is done in that house. Does she go there only for
-the revolution,” the Prince demanded, “or does she go there to be alone
-with him?”
-
-“With _him?_” The Prince’s tone and his excited eyes infused a kind of
-vividness into the suggestion.
-
-“With the tall man—the chemist. They got into a hansom together; the
-house is far away, in the lost quarters.”
-
-Hyacinth drew himself together. “I know nothing about the matter, and I
-don’t care. If that is all you wish to ask me, we had better separate.”
-
-The Prince’s face elongated; it seemed to grow paler. “Then it is not
-true that you hate those abominations!”
-
-Hyacinth hesitated a moment. “How can you know about my opinions? How
-can they interest you?”
-
-The Prince looked at him with sick eyes; he raised his arms a moment, a
-certain distance, and then let them drop at his sides. “I hoped you
-would help me.”
-
-“When we are in trouble we can’t help each other much!” our young man
-exclaimed. But this austere reflection was lost upon the Prince, who at
-the moment Hyacinth spoke had already turned to look in the direction
-from which they had proceeded, the other end of the Crescent, his
-attention apparently being called thither by the sound of a rapid
-hansom. The place was still and empty, and the wheels of this vehicle
-reverberated. The Prince peered at it through the darkness, and in an
-instant he cried, under his breath, excitedly, “They have come
-back—they have come back! Now you can see—yes, the two!” The hansom had
-slackened pace and pulled up; the house before which it stopped was
-clearly the house the two men had lately quitted. Hyacinth felt his arm
-seized by the Prince, who, hastily, by a strong effort, drew him
-forward several yards. At this moment a part of the agitation that
-possessed the unhappy Italian seemed to pass into his own blood; a wave
-of anxiety rushed through him—anxiety as to the relations of the two
-persons who had descended from the cab; he had, in short, for several
-instants, a very exact revelation of the state of feeling of a jealous
-husband. If he had been told, half an hour before, that he was capable
-of surreptitious peepings, in the interest of such jealousy, he would
-have resented the insult; yet he allowed himself to be checked by his
-companion just at the nearest point at which they might safely consider
-the proceedings of the couple who alighted. It was in fact the
-Princess, accompanied by Paul Muniment. Hyacinth noticed that the
-latter paid the cabman, who immediately drove away, from his own
-pocket. He stood with the Princess for some minutes at the door of the
-house—minutes during which Hyacinth felt his heart beat insanely,
-ignobly, he couldn’t tell why.
-
-“What does he say? what does _she_ say?” hissed the Prince; and when he
-demanded, the next moment, “Will he go in again, or will he go away?”
-our sensitive youth felt that a voice was given to his own most eager
-thought. The pair were talking together, with rapid sequences, and as
-the door had not yet been opened it was clear that, to prolong the
-conversation on the steps, the Princess delayed to ring. “It will make
-three, four, hours he has been with her,” moaned the Prince.
-
-“He may be with her fifty hours!” Hyacinth answered, with a laugh,
-turning away, ashamed of himself.
-
-“He has gone in—_sangue di Dio!_” cried the Prince, catching his
-companion again by the arm and making him look. All that Hyacinth saw
-was the door just closing; the Princess and Muniment were on the other
-side of it. “Is _that_ for the revolution?” the trembling nobleman
-panted. But Hyacinth made no answer; he only gazed at the closed door
-an instant, and then, disengaging himself, walked straight away,
-leaving the Italian, in the darkness, to direct a great helpless,
-futile shake of his stick at the indifferent house.
-
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-
-Hyacinth waited a long time, but when at last Millicent came to the
-door the splendour of her appearance did much to justify her delay. He
-heard an immense rustling on the staircase, accompanied by a creaking
-of that inexpensive structure, and then she brushed forward into the
-narrow, dusky passage where he had been standing for a quarter of an
-hour. She looked flushed; she exhaled a strong, cheap perfume; and she
-instantly thrust her muff, a tight, fat, beribboned receptacle, at him,
-to be held while she adjusted her gloves to her large vulgar hands.
-Hyacinth opened the door—it was so natural an assumption that they
-would not be able to talk properly in the passage—and they came out to
-the low steps, lingering there in the yellow Sunday sunshine. A loud
-ejaculation on the beauty of the day broke from Millicent, though, as
-we know, she was not addicted to facile admirations. The winter was not
-over, but the spring had begun, and the smoky London air allowed the
-baffled citizens, by way of a change, to see through it. The town could
-refresh its recollections of the sky, and the sky could ascertain the
-geographical position of the town. The essential dimness of the low
-perspectives had by no means disappeared, but it had loosened its
-folds; it lingered as a blur of mist, interwoven with pretty sun-tints
-and faint transparencies. There was warmth and there was light, and a
-view of the shutters of shops, and the church bells were ringing. Miss
-Henning remarked that it was a ‘shime’ she couldn’t have a place to ask
-a gentleman to sit down; but what were you to do when you had such a
-grind for your living, and a room, to keep yourself tidy, no bigger
-than a pill-box? She couldn’t, herself, abide waiting outside; she knew
-something about it when she took things home to ladies to choose (the
-time they spent was long enough to choose a husband!) and it always
-made her feel quite miserable. It was something cruel. If she could
-have what she liked she knew what she would have; and she hinted at a
-mystic bower where a visitor could sit and enjoy himself—with the
-morning paper, or a nice view out of the window, or even a glass of
-sherry—so that, in an adjacent apartment, she could dress without
-getting in a fidget, which always made her red in the face.
-
-“I don’t know how I _’ave_ pitched on my things,” she remarked,
-presenting her magnificence to Hyacinth, who became aware that she had
-put a small plump book into her muff. He explained that, the day being
-so fine, he had come to propose to her to take a walk with him, in the
-manner of ancient times. They might spend an hour or two in the Park
-and stroll beside the Serpentine, or even paddle about on it, if she
-liked, and watch the lambkins, or feed the ducks, if she would put a
-crust in her pocket. The prospect of paddling Miss Henning entirely
-declined; she had no idea of wetting her flounces, and she left those
-rough pleasures, especially of a Sunday, to a lower class of young
-woman. But she didn’t mind if she did go for a turn, though he didn’t
-deserve any such favour, after the way he hadn’t been near her, if she
-had died in her garret. She was not one that was to be dropped and
-taken up at any man’s convenience—she didn’t keep one of those offices
-for servants out of place. Millicent expressed the belief that if the
-day had not been so lovely she would have sent Hyacinth about his
-business; it was lucky for him that she was always forgiving such was
-her sensitive, generous nature) when the sun was out. Only there was
-one thing—she couldn’t abide making no difference for Sunday; it was
-her personal habit to go to church, and she should have it on her
-conscience if she gave it up for a lark. Hyacinth had already been
-impressed, more than once, by the manner in which his blooming friend
-stickled for the religious observance: of all the queer disparities of
-her nature, her devotional turn struck him as perhaps the queerest. She
-held her head erect through the longest and dullest sermon, and came
-out of the place of worship with her fine face embellished by the
-publicity of her virtue. She was exasperated by the general secularity
-of Hyacinth’s behaviour, especially taken in conjunction with his
-general straightness, and was only consoled a little by the fact that
-if he didn’t drink, or fight, or steal, at least he indulged in
-unlimited wickedness of opinion—theories as bad as anything that people
-got ten years for. Hyacinth had not yet revealed to her that his
-theories had somehow lately come to be held with less tension; an
-instinct of kindness had forbidden him to deprive her of a grievance
-which ministered so much to sociability. He had not reflected that she
-would have been more aggrieved, and consequently more delightful, if
-her condemnation of his godlessness had been deprived of confirmatory
-indications.
-
-On the present occasion she let him know that she would go for a walk
-with him if he would first accompany her to church; and it was in vain
-he represented to her that this proceeding would deprive them of their
-morning, inasmuch as after church she would have to dine, and in the
-interval there would be no time left. She replied, with a toss of her
-head, that she dined when she liked; besides on Sundays she had cold
-fare—it was left out for her; an argument to which Hyacinth had to
-assent, his ignorance of her domestic economy being complete, thanks to
-the maidenly mystery, the vagueness of reference and explanation, in
-which, in spite of great freedom of complaint, perpetual announcements
-of intended change, impending promotion and high bids for her services
-in other quarters, she had always enshrouded her private affairs.
-Hyacinth walked by her side to the place of worship she preferred—her
-choice was made apparently from a large experience; and as they went he
-remarked that it was a good job he wasn’t married to her. Lord, how she
-would bully him, how she would ‘squeeze’ him, in such a case! The worst
-of it would be that—such was his amiable, peace-loving nature—he would
-obey like a showman’s poodle. And pray, whom was a man to obey, asked
-Millicent, if he was not to obey his wife? She sat up in her pew with a
-majesty that carried out this idea; she seemed to answer, in her proper
-person, for creeds and communions and sacraments; she was more than
-devotional, she was almost pontifical. Hyacinth had never felt himself
-under such distinguished protection; the Princess Casamassima came back
-to him, in comparison, as a Bohemian, a shabby adventuress. He had come
-to see her to-day not for the sake of her austerity (he had had too
-gloomy a week for that), but for that of her genial side; yet now that
-she treated him to the severer spectacle it struck him for the moment
-as really grand sport—a kind of magnification of her rich vitality. She
-had her phases and caprices, like the Princess herself; and if they
-were not the same as those of the lady of Madeira Crescent they proved
-at least that she was as brave a woman. No one but a capital girl could
-give herself such airs; she would have a consciousness of the large
-reserve of pliancy required for making up for them. The Princess wished
-to destroy society and Millicent wished to uphold it; and as Hyacinth,
-by the side of his childhood’s friend, listened to practised intonings,
-he was obliged to recognise the liberality of a fate which had
-sometimes appeared invidious. He had been provided with the best
-opportunities for choosing between the beauty of the original and the
-beauty of the conventional.
-
-Fortunately, on this particular Sunday, there was no sermon
-(fortunately, I mean, from the point of view of Hyacinth’s heretical
-impatience), so that after the congregation dispersed there was still
-plenty of time for a walk in the Park. Our friends traversed that
-barely-interrupted expanse of irrepressible herbage which stretches
-from the Birdcage Walk to Hyde Park Corner, and took their way to
-Kensington Gardens, beside the Serpentine. Once Millicent’s religious
-exercises were over for the day (she as rigidly forbore to repeat them
-in the afternoon as she made a point of the first service), once she
-had lifted her voice in prayer and praise, she changed her _allure;_
-moving to a different measure, uttering her sentiments in a high, free
-manner, and not minding that it should be perceived that she had on her
-very best gown and was out, if need be, for the day. She was mainly
-engaged, for some time, in overhauling Hyacinth for his long absence,
-demanding, as usual, some account of what he had been ‘up to’. He
-listened to her philosophically, liking and enjoying her chaff, which
-seemed to him, oddly enough, wholesome and refreshing, and absolutely
-declining to satisfy her. He remarked, as he had had occasion to do
-before, that if he asked no explanations of her the least he had a
-right to expect in return was that she should let him off as easily;
-and even the indignation with which she received this plea did not make
-him feel that an _éclaircissement_ between them could be a serious
-thing. There was nothing to explain and nothing to forgive; they were a
-pair of very fallible individuals, united much more by their weaknesses
-than by any consistency or fidelity that they might pretend to practise
-toward each other. It was an old acquaintance—the oldest thing, to-day,
-except Mr Vetch’s friendship, in Hyacinth’s life; and strange as this
-may appear, it inspired our young man with a kind of indulgent piety.
-The probability that Millicent ‘kept company’ with other men had quite
-ceased to torment his imagination; it was no longer necessary to his
-happiness to be certain about it in order that he might dismiss her
-from his mind. He could be as happy without it as with it, and he felt
-a new modesty in regard to prying into her affairs. He was so little in
-a position to be stern with her that her assumption that he recognised
-a right on her own part to chide him seemed to him only a part of her
-perpetual clumsiness—a clumsiness that was not soothing but was
-nevertheless, in its rich spontaneity, one of the things he liked her
-for.
-
-“If you have come to see me only to make jokes at my expense, you had
-better have stayed away altogether,” she said, with dignity, as they
-came out of the Green Park. “In the first place it’s rude, in the
-second place it’s silly, and in the third place I see through you.”
-
-“My dear Millicent, the motions you go through, the resentment you
-profess, are purely perfunctory,” her companion replied. “But it
-doesn’t matter; go on—say anything you like. I came to see you for
-recreation, for a little entertainment without effort of my own. I
-scarcely ventured to hope, however, that you would make me laugh—I have
-been so dismal for a long time. In fact, I am dismal still. I wish I
-had your disposition! My mirth is feverish.”
-
-“The first thing I require of any friend is that he should respect me,”
-Miss Henning announced. “You lead a bad life. I know what to think
-about that,” she continued, irrelevantly.
-
-“And is it out of respect for you that you wish me to lead a better
-one? To-day, then, is so much saved out of my wickedness. Let us get on
-the grass,” Hyacinth continued; “it is innocent and pastoral to feel it
-under one’s feet. It’s jolly to be with you; you understand
-everything.”
-
-“I don’t understand everything you say, but I understand everything you
-hide,” the young woman returned, as the great central expanse of Hyde
-Park, looking intensely green and browsable, stretched away before
-them.
-
-“Then I shall soon become a mystery to you, for I mean from this time
-forth to cease to seek safety in concealment. You’ll know nothing about
-me then, for it will be all under your nose.”
-
-“Well, there’s nothing so pretty as nature,” Millicent observed,
-surveying the smutty sheep who find pasturage in the fields that extend
-from Knightsbridge to the Bayswater Road. “What will you do when you’re
-so bad you can’t go to the shop?” she added, with a sudden transition.
-And when he asked why he should ever be so bad as that, she said she
-could see he _was_ in a fever; she hadn’t noticed it at first, because
-he never had had any more complexion than a cheese. Was it something he
-had caught in some of those back slums, where he went prying about with
-his wicked ideas? It served him right for taking as little good into
-such places as ever came out of them. Would his fine friends—a precious
-lot _they_ were, that put it off on him to do all the nasty part!—would
-they find the doctor, and the port wine, and the money, and all the
-rest, when he was laid up—perhaps for months—through their putting such
-rot into his head and his putting it into others that could carry it
-even less? Millicent stopped on the grass, in the watery sunshine, and
-bent on her companion an eye in which he perceived, freshly, an
-awakened curiosity, a friendly, reckless ray, a pledge of substantial
-comradeship. Suddenly she exclaimed, quitting the tone of exaggerated
-derision which she had used a moment before, “You little rascal, you’ve
-got something on your heart! Has your Princess given you the sack?”
-
-“My poor girl, your talk is a queer mixture,” Hyacinth murmured. “But
-it may well be. It is not queerer than my life.”
-
-“Well, I’m glad you admit that!” the young woman cried, walking on with
-a flutter of her ribbons.
-
-“Your ideas about my ideas!” Hyacinth continued. “Yes, you should see
-me in the back slums. I’m a bigger Philistine than you, Miss Henning.”
-
-“You’ve got more ridiculous names, if that’s what you mean. I don’t
-believe that half the time you know what you do mean, yourself. I don’t
-believe you even know, with all your thinking, what you do think.
-That’s your disease.”
-
-“It’s astonishing how you sometimes put your finger on the place,”
-Hyacinth rejoined. “I mean to think no more—I mean to give it up. Avoid
-it yourself, my dear Millicent—avoid it as you would a baleful vice. It
-confers no true happiness. Let us live in the world of irreflective
-contemplation—let us live in the present hour.”
-
-“I don’t care how I live, nor where I live,” said Millicent, “so long
-as I can do as I like. It’s them that are over you—it’s them that cut
-it fine! But you never were really satisfactory to me—not as one friend
-should be to another,” she pursued, reverting irresistibly to the
-concrete and turning still upon her companion that fine fairness which
-had no cause to shrink from a daylight exhibition. “Do you remember
-that day I came back to Lomax Place ever so long ago, and called on
-poor dear Miss Pynsent (she couldn’t abide me; she didn’t like my
-form), and waited till you came in, and went out for a walk with you,
-and had tea at a coffee-shop? Well, I don’t mind telling you that you
-weren’t satisfactory to me then, and that I consider myself remarkably
-good-natured, ever since, to have kept you so little up to the mark.
-You always tried to carry it off as if you were telling one everything,
-and you never told one nothing at all.”
-
-“What is it you want me to tell, my dear child?” Hyacinth inquired,
-putting his hand into her arm. “I’ll tell you anything you like.”
-
-“I dare say you’ll tell me a lot of trash! Certainly, I tried
-kindness,” Miss Henning declared.
-
-“Try it again; don’t give it up,” said her companion, strolling along
-with her in close association.
-
-She stopped short, detaching herself, though not with intention. “Well,
-then, has she—_has_ she chucked you over?”
-
-Hyacinth turned his eyes away; he looked at the green expanse, misty
-and sunny, dotted with Sunday-keeping figures which made it seem
-larger; at the wooded boundary of the Park, beyond the grassy moat of
-Kensington Gardens; at a shining reach of the Serpentine on one side
-and the far façades of Bayswater, brightened by the fine weather and
-the privilege of their view, on the other. “Well, you know I rather
-think so,” he replied, in a moment.
-
-“Ah, the nasty brute!” cried Millicent, as they resumed their walk.
-
-Upwards of an hour later they were sitting under the great trees of
-Kensington Gardens, those scattered over the slope which rises gently
-from the side of the water most distant from the old red palace. They
-had taken possession of a couple of the chairs placed there for the
-convenience of that part of the public for which a penny is not, as the
-French say, an affair, and Millicent, of whom such speculations were
-highly characteristic, had devoted considerable conjecture to the
-question whether the functionary charged with collecting the said penny
-would omit to come and ask for his fee. Miss Henning liked to enjoy her
-pleasures _gratis_, as well as to see others do so, and even that of
-sitting in a penny chair could touch her more deeply in proportion as
-she might feel that nothing would be paid for it. The man came round,
-however, and after that her pleasure could only take the form of
-sitting as long as possible, to recover her money. This question had
-been settled, and two or three others, of a much weightier kind, had
-come up. At the moment we again participate in the conversation of the
-pair Millicent was leaning forward, earnest and attentive, with her
-hands clasped in her lap and her multitudinous silver bracelets tumbled
-forward upon her wrists. Her face, with its parted lips and eyes
-clouded to gentleness, wore an expression which Hyacinth had never seen
-there before and which caused him to say to her, “After all, dear
-Milly, you’re a good old fellow!”
-
-“Why did you never tell me before—years ago?” she asked.
-
-“It’s always soon enough to commit an imbecility! I don’t know why I
-tell you to-day, sitting here in a charming place, in balmy air, amid
-pleasing suggestions, without any reason or practical end. The story is
-hideous, and I have held my tongue for so long! It would have been an
-effort, an impossible effort, at any time, to do otherwise. Somehow,
-to-day it hasn’t been an effort; and indeed I have spoken just
-_because_ the air is sweet, and the place ornamental, and the day a
-holiday, and your company exhilarating. All this has had the effect
-that an object has if you plunge it into a cup of water—the water
-overflows. Only in my case it’s not water, but a very foul liquid
-indeed. Excuse the bad odour!”
-
-There had been a flush of excitement in Millicent’s face while she
-listened to what had gone before; it lingered there, and as a colour
-heightened by emotion is never unbecoming to a handsome woman, it
-enriched her exceptional expression. “I wouldn’t have been so rough
-with you,” she presently remarked.
-
-“My dear lass, _this_ isn’t rough!” her companion exclaimed.
-
-“You’re all of a tremble.” She put out her hand and laid it on his own,
-as if she had been a nurse feeling his pulse.
-
-“Very likely. I’m a nervous little beast,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“Any one would be nervous, to think of anything so awful. And when it’s
-yourself!” And the girl’s manner represented the dreadfulness of such a
-contingency. “You require sympathy,” she added, in a tone that made
-Hyacinth smile; the words sounded like a medical prescription.
-
-“A tablespoonful every half-hour,” he rejoined, keeping her hand, which
-she was about to draw away.
-
-“You would have been nicer, too,” Millicent went on.
-
-“How do you mean, I would have been nicer?”
-
-“Well, I like you now,” said Miss Henning. And this time she drew away
-her hand, as if, after such a speech, to recover her dignity.
-
-“It’s a pity I have always been so terribly under the influence of
-women,” Hyacinth murmured, folding his arms.
-
-He was surprised at the delicacy with which Millicent replied: “You
-must remember that they have a great deal to make up to you.”
-
-“Do you mean for my mother? Ah, _she_ would have made it up, if they
-had let her! But the sex in general have been very nice to me,” he
-continued. “It’s wonderful the kindness they have shown me, and the
-amount of pleasure I have derived from their society.”
-
-It would perhaps be inquiring too closely to consider whether this
-reference to sources of consolation other than those that sprang from
-her own bosom had an irritating effect on Millicent; at all events
-after a moment’s silence she answered it by asking, “Does _she_
-know—your trumpery Princess?”
-
-“Yes, but she doesn’t mind it.”
-
-“That’s most uncommonly kind of her!” cried the girl, with a scornful
-laugh.
-
-“It annoys me very much to hear you apply invidious epithets to her.
-You know nothing about her.”
-
-“How do you know what I know, please?” Millicent asked this question
-with the habit of her natural pugnacity, but the next instant she
-dropped her voice, as if she remembered that she was in the presence of
-a great misfortune. “Hasn’t she treated you most shamefully, and you
-such a regular dear?”
-
-“Not in the least. It is I that, as you may say, have rounded on her.
-She made my acquaintance because I was interested in the same things as
-she was. Her interest has continued, has increased, but mine, for some
-reason or other, has declined. She has been consistent, and I have been
-fickle.”
-
-“Your interest has declined, in the Princess?” Millicent questioned,
-following imperfectly this somewhat complicated statement.
-
-“Oh dear, no. I mean only in some views that I used to have.”
-
-“Ay, when you thought everything should go to the lowest! That’s a good
-job!” Miss Henning exclaimed, with an indulgent laugh, as if, after
-all, Hyacinth’s views and the changes in his views were not what was
-most important. “And your grand lady still holds for the
-costermongers?”
-
-“She wants to take hold of the great question of material misery; she
-wants to do something to make that misery less. I don’t care for her
-means, I don’t like her processes. But when I think of what there is to
-be done, and of the courage and devotion of those that set themselves
-to do it, it seems to me sometimes that with my reserves and scruples
-I’m a very poor creature.”
-
-“You _are_ a poor creature—to sit there and put such accusations on
-yourself!” the girl flashed out. “If you haven’t a spirit for yourself,
-I promise you I’ve got one for you! If she hasn’t chucked you over why
-in the name of common sense did you say just now that she has? And why
-is your dear old face as white as my stocking?”
-
-Hyacinth looked at her awhile without answering, as if he took a placid
-pleasure in her violence. “I don’t know—I don’t understand.”
-
-She put out her hand and took possession of his own; for a minute she
-held it, as if she wished to check herself, finding some influence in
-his touch that would help her. They sat in silence, looking at the
-ornamental water and the landscape-gardening beyond, which was
-reflected in it; until Millicent turned her eyes again upon her
-companion and remarked, “Well, that’s the way I’d have served him too!”
-
-It took him a moment to perceive that she was alluding to the vengeance
-wrought upon Lord Frederick. “Don’t speak of that; you’ll never again
-hear a word about it on my lips. It’s all darkness.”
-
-“I always knew you were a gentleman,” the girl went on.
-
-“A queer variety, _cara mia_,” her companion rejoined, not very
-candidly, as we know the theories he himself had cultivated on this
-point. “Of course you had heard poor Pinnie’s incurable indiscretions.
-They used to exasperate me when she was alive, but I forgive her now.
-It’s time I should, when I begin to talk myself. I think I’m breaking
-up.”
-
-“Oh, it wasn’t Miss Pynsent; it was just yourself.”
-
-“Pray, what did I ever say, in those days?”
-
-“It wasn’t what you said,” Millicent answered, with refinement. “I
-guessed the whole business—except, of course, what she got her time
-for, and you being taken to that death-bed—that day I came back to the
-Place. Couldn’t you see I was turning it over? And did I ever throw it
-up at you, whatever high words we might have had? Therefore what I say
-now is no more than I thought then; it only makes you nicer.”
-
-She was crude, she was common, she even had the vice of unskillful
-exaggeration, for he himself honestly could not understand how the
-situation he had described could make him nicer. But when the faculty
-of affection that was in her rose, as it were, to the surface, it
-diffused a sense of rest, almost of protection, deepening, at any rate,
-the luxury of the balmy holiday, the interlude in the grind of the
-week’s work; so that, though neither of them had dined, Hyacinth would
-have been delighted to sit with her there the whole afternoon. It
-seemed a pause in something bitter that was happening to him, making it
-stop awhile or pushing it off to a distance. His thoughts hovered about
-that with a pertinacity of which they themselves were weary; but they
-regarded it now with a kind of wounded indifference. It would be too
-much, no doubt, to say that Millicent’s society appeared a
-compensation, but it seemed at least a resource. She too, evidently,
-was highly content; she made no proposal to retrace their steps. She
-interrogated him about his father’s family, and whether they were going
-to let him go on like that always, without ever holding out so much as
-a little finger to him; and she declared, in a manner that was meant to
-gratify him by the indignation it conveyed, though the awkwardness of
-the turn made him smile, that if she were one of them she couldn’t
-‘abear’ the thought of a relation of hers being in such a poor way.
-Hyacinth already knew what Miss Henning thought of his business at old
-Crookenden’s and of the feebleness of a young man of his parts
-contenting himself with a career which was after all a mere getting of
-one’s living by one’s ’ands. He had to do with books; but so had any
-shop-boy who should carry such articles to the residence of purchasers;
-and plainly Millicent had never discovered wherein the art he practised
-differed from that of a plumber, a glazier. He had not forgotten the
-shock he once administered to her by letting her know that he wore an
-apron; she looked down on such conditions from the summit of her own
-intellectual profession, for _she_ wore mantles and jackets and shawls,
-and the long trains of robes exhibited in the window on dummies of wire
-and taken down to be transferred to her own undulating person, and had
-never a scrap to do with making them up, but just with talking about
-them and showing them off, and persuading people of their beauty and
-cheapness. It had been a source of endless comfort to her, in her
-arduous evolution, that she herself never worked with her ’ands.
-Hyacinth answered her inquiries, as she had answered his own of old, by
-asking her what those people owed to the son of a person who had
-brought murder and mourning into their bright sublimities, and whether
-she thought he was very highly recommended to them. His question made
-her reflect for a moment; after which she returned, with the finest
-spirit, “Well, if your position was so miserable, ain’t that all the
-more reason they should give you a lift? Oh, it’s something cruel!” she
-cried; and she added that in his place she would have found a way to
-bring herself under their notice. _She_ wouldn’t have drudged out her
-life in Soho if she had had gentlefolks’ blood in her veins! “If they
-had noticed you they would have liked you,” she was so good as to
-observe; but she immediately remembered, also, that in that case he
-would have been carried away quite over her head. She was not prepared
-to say that she would have given him up, little good as she had ever
-got of him. In that case he would have been thick with real swells, and
-she emphasised the ‘real’ by way of a thrust at the fine lady of
-Madeira Crescent—an artifice which was wasted, however, inasmuch as
-Hyacinth was sure she had extracted from Sholto a tolerably detailed
-history of the personage in question. Millicent was tender and tenderly
-sportive, and he was struck with the fact that his base birth really
-made little impression upon her; she accounted it an accident much less
-grave than he had been in the habit of doing. She was touched and
-moved; but what moved her was his story of his mother’s dreadful
-revenge, her long imprisonment and his childish visit to the jail, with
-the later discovery of his peculiar footing in the world. These things
-produced a generous agitation—something the same in kind as the
-impressions she had occasionally derived from the perusal of the
-_Family Herald_. What affected her most, and what she came back to, was
-the whole element of Lord Frederick and the misery of Hyacinth’s having
-got so little good out of his affiliation to that nobleman. She
-couldn’t get over his friends not having done something, though her
-imagination was still vague as to what they might have done. It was the
-queerest thing in the world, to Hyacinth, to find her apparently
-assuming that if he had not been so inefficient he might have ‘worked’
-the whole dark episode as a source of distinction, of glory. _She_
-wouldn’t have been a nobleman’s daughter for nothing! Oh, the left hand
-was as good as the right; her respectability, for the moment, didn’t
-care for that! His long silence was what most astonished her; it put
-her out of patience, and there was a strange candour in her wonderment
-at his not having bragged about his grand relations. They had become
-vivid and concrete to her now, in comparison with the timid shadows
-that Pinnie had set into spasmodic circulation. Millicent bumped about
-in the hushed past of her companion with the oddest mixture of sympathy
-and criticism, and with good intentions which had the effect of profane
-voices holloaing for echoes.
-
-“Me only—me and her? Certainly, I ought to be obliged, even though it
-is late in the day. The first time you saw her I suppose you told
-her—that night you went into her box at the theatre, eh? She’d have
-worse to tell you, I’m sure, if she could ever bring herself to speak
-the truth. And do you mean to say you never broke it to your big friend
-in the chemical line?”
-
-“No, we have never talked about it.”
-
-“Men are rare creatures!” Millicent cried. “You never so much as
-mentioned it?”
-
-“It wasn’t necessary. He knew it otherwise—he knew it through his
-sister.”
-
-“How do you know that, if he never spoke?”
-
-“Oh, because he was jolly good to me,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“Well, I don’t suppose that ruined him,” Miss Henning rejoined. “And
-how did his sister know it?”
-
-“Oh, I don’t know; she guessed it.”
-
-Millicent stared. “It was none of her business.” Then she added, “He
-_was_ jolly good to you? Ain’t he good to you now?” She asked this
-question in her loud, free voice, which rang through the bright
-stillness of the place.
-
-Hyacinth delayed for a minute to answer her, and when at last he did so
-it was without looking at her: “I don’t know; I can’t make it out.”
-
-“Well, I can, then!” And Millicent jerked him round toward her and
-inspected him with her big bright eyes. “You silly baby, has _he_ been
-serving you?” She pressed her question upon him; she asked if that was
-what disagreed with him. His lips gave her no answer, but apparently,
-after an instant, she found one in his face. “Has he been making up to
-her ladyship—is that his game?” she broke out. “Do you mean to say
-she’d look at the likes of him?”
-
-“The likes of him? He’s as fine a man as stands!” said Hyacinth. “They
-have the same views, they are doing the same work.”
-
-“Oh, he hasn’t changed _his_ opinions, then—not like you?”
-
-“No, he knows what he wants; he knows what he thinks.”
-
-“Very much the same work, I’ll be bound!” cried Millicent, in large
-derision. “He knows what he wants, and I dare say he’ll get it.”
-
-Hyacinth got up, turning away from her; but she also rose, and passed
-her hand into his arm. “It’s their own business; they can do as they
-please.”
-
-“Oh, don’t try to be a saint; you put me out of patience!” the girl
-responded, with characteristic energy. “They’re a precious pair, and it
-would do me good to hear you say so.”
-
-“A man shouldn’t turn against his friends,” Hyacinth went on, with
-desperate sententiousness.
-
-“That’s for them to remember; there’s no danger of _your_ forgetting
-it.” They had begun to walk, but she stopped him; she was suddenly
-smiling at him, and her face was radiant. She went on, with caressing
-inconsequence: “All that you have told me—it _has_ made you nicer.”
-
-“I don’t see that, but it has certainly made you so. My dear girl,
-you’re a comfort,” Hyacinth added, as they strolled on again.
-
-
-
-
-XLII
-
-
-He had no intention of going in the evening to Madeira Crescent, and
-that is why he asked his companion, before they separated, if he might
-not see her again, after tea. The evenings were bitter to him now, and
-he feared them in advance. The darkness had become a haunted element;
-it had visions for him that passed even before his closed eyes—sharp
-doubts and fears and suspicions, suggestions of evil, revelations of
-suffering. He wanted company, to light up his gloom, and this had
-driven him back to Millicent, in a manner not altogether consistent
-with the respect which it was still his theory that he owed to his
-nobler part. He felt no longer free to drop in at the Crescent, and
-tried to persuade himself, in case his mistrust should be overdone,
-that his reasons were reasons of magnanimity. If Paul Muniment were
-seriously occupied with the Princess, if they had work in hand for
-which their most earnest attention was required (and Sunday was very
-likely to be the day they would take: they had spent so much of the
-previous Sunday together), it would be delicate on his part to stay
-away, to leave his friend a clear field. There was something
-inexpressibly representative to him in the way that friend had abruptly
-decided to re-enter the house, after pausing outside with its mistress,
-at the moment he himself stood peering through the fog with the Prince.
-The movement repeated itself innumerable times, to his moral
-perception, suggesting to him things that he couldn’t bear to learn.
-Hyacinth was afraid of being jealous, even after he had become so, and
-to prove to himself that he was not he had gone to see the Princess one
-evening in the middle of the week. Hadn’t he wanted Paul to know her,
-months and months before, and now was he to entertain a vile feeling at
-the first manifestation of an intimacy which rested, in each party to
-it, upon aspirations that he respected? The Princess had not been at
-home, and he had turned away from the door without asking for Madame
-Grandoni; he had not forgotten that on the occasion of his previous
-visit she had excused herself from remaining in the drawing-room. After
-the little maid in the Crescent had told him the Princess was out he
-walked away with a quick curiosity—a curiosity which, if he had
-listened to it, would have led him to mount upon the first omnibus that
-travelled in the direction of Camberwell. Was Paul Muniment, who was
-such a rare one, in general, for stopping at home of an evening—was he
-also out, and would Rosy, in this case, be in the humour to mention
-(for of course she would know) where he had gone? Hyacinth let the
-omnibus pass, for he suddenly became aware, with a throb of horror,
-that he was in danger of playing the spy. He had not been near Muniment
-since, on purpose to leave his curiosity unsatisfied. He allowed
-himself however to notice that the Princess had now not written him a
-word of consolation, as she had been so kind as to do once or twice
-before when he had knocked at her door without finding her. At present
-he had missed her twice in succession, and yet she had given no sign of
-regret—regret even on his own behalf. This determined him to stay away
-awhile longer; it was such a proof that she was absorbingly occupied.
-Hyacinth’s glimpse of the Princess in earnest conversation with
-Muniment as they returned from the excursion described by the Prince,
-his memory of Paul’s relenting figure crossing the threshold once more,
-could leave him no doubt as to the degree of that absorption.
-
-Millicent hesitated when Hyacinth proposed to her that they should
-finish the day together. She smiled, and her splendid eyes rested on
-his with an air of indulgent interrogation; they seemed to ask whether
-it were worth her while, in face of his probable incredulity, to
-mention the _real_ reason why she could not have the pleasure of
-acceding to his delightful suggestion. Since he would be sure to deride
-her explanation, would not some trumped-up excuse do as well, since he
-could knock that about without hurting her? I know not exactly in what
-sense Miss Henning decided; but she confessed at last that there _was_
-an odious obstacle to their meeting again later—a promise she had made
-to go and see a young lady, the forewoman of her department, who was
-kept in-doors with a bad face, and nothing in life to help her pass the
-time. She was under a pledge to spend the evening with her, and it was
-not her way to disappoint an expectation. Hyacinth made no comment on
-this speech; he received it in silence, looking at the girl gloomily.
-
-“I know what’s passing in your mind!” Millicent suddenly broke out.
-“Why don’t you say it at once, and give me a chance to contradict it? I
-oughtn’t to care, but I do care!”
-
-“Stop, stop—don’t let us fight!” Hyacinth spoke in a tone of pleading
-weariness; she had never heard just that accent before.
-
-Millicent considered a moment. “I’ve a mind to play her false. She is a
-real lady, highly connected, and the best friend I have—I don’t count
-men,” the girl interpolated, smiling—“and there isn’t one in the world
-I’d do such a thing for but you.”
-
-“No, keep your promise; don’t play any one false,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“Well, you _are_ a gentleman!” Miss Henning murmured, with a sweetness
-that her voice occasionally took.
-
-“Especially—” Hyacinth began; but he suddenly stopped.
-
-“Especially what? Something impudent, I’ll engage! Especially as you
-don’t believe me?”
-
-“Oh, no! Don’t let’s fight!” he repeated.
-
-“Fight, my darling? I’d fight _for_ you!” Miss Henning declared.
-
-Hyacinth offered himself, after tea, the choice between a visit to Lady
-Aurora and a pilgrimage to Lisson Grove. He was in a little doubt about
-the former experiment, having an idea that her ladyship’s family might
-have returned to Belgrave Square. He reflected, however, that he could
-not recognise that as a reason for not going to see her; his relations
-with her were not clandestine, and she had given him the kindest
-general invitation. If her august progenitors were at home she was
-probably at dinner with them; he would take that risk. He had taken it
-before, without disastrous results. He was determined not to spend the
-evening alone, and he would keep the Poupins as a more substantial
-alternative, in case her ladyship should not be able to receive him.
-
-As soon as the great portal in Belgrave Square was drawn open before
-him, he perceived that the house was occupied and animated—if the
-latter term might properly be applied to a place which had hitherto
-given Hyacinth the impression of a magnificent mausoleum. It was
-pervaded by subdued light and tall domestics; Hyacinth found himself
-looking down a kind of colonnade of colossal footmen, an array more
-imposing even than the retinue of the Princess at Medley. His inquiry
-died away on his lips, and he stood there struggling with dumbness. It
-was manifest to him that some high festival was taking place, at which
-his presence could only be deeply irrelevant; and when a large
-official, out of livery, bending over him for a voice that faltered,
-suggested, not unencouragingly, that it might be Lady Aurora he wished
-to see, he replied in a low, melancholy accent, “Yes, yes, but it can’t
-be possible!” The butler took no pains to controvert this proposition
-verbally; he merely turned round, with a majestic air of leading the
-way, and as at the same moment two of the footmen closed the wings of
-the door behind the visitor, Hyacinth judged that it was his cue to
-follow him. In this manner, after traversing a passage where, in the
-perfect silence of the servants, he heard the shorter click of his
-plebeian shoes upon a marble floor, he found himself ushered into a
-small apartment, lighted by a veiled lamp, which, when he had been left
-there alone, without further remark on the part of his conductor, he
-recognised as the scene—only now more amply decorated—of one of his
-former interviews. Lady Aurora kept him waiting a few moments, and then
-fluttered in with an anxious, incoherent apology. The same
-transformation had taken place in her own appearance as in the aspect
-of her parental halls: she had on a light-coloured, crumpled-looking,
-faintly-rustling dress; her head was adorned with a kind of languid
-plume, terminating in little pink tips; and in her hand she carried a
-pair of white gloves. All her repressed eagerness was in her face, and
-she smiled as if she wished to anticipate any scruples or
-embarrassments on the part of her visitor; frankly recognising the
-brilliancy of her attire and the startling implications it might
-convey. Hyacinth said to her that, no doubt, on perceiving her family
-had returned to town, he ought to have backed out; he knew that must
-make a difference in her life. But he had been marched in, in spite of
-himself, and now it was clear that he had interrupted her at dinner.
-She answered that no one who asked for her at any hour was ever turned
-away; she had managed to arrange that, and she was very happy in her
-success. She didn’t usually dine—there were so many of them, and it
-took so long. Most of her friends couldn’t come at visiting-hours, and
-it wouldn’t be right that she shouldn’t ever receive them. On that
-occasion she _had_ been dining, but it was all over; she was only
-sitting there because she was going to a party. Her parents were dining
-out, and she was just in the drawing-room with some of her sisters.
-When they were alone it wasn’t so long, though it was rather long
-afterwards, when they went up again. It wasn’t time yet: the carriage
-wouldn’t come for nearly half an hour. She hadn’t been to an evening
-thing for months and months, but—didn’t he know?—one sometimes had to
-do it. Lady Aurora expressed the idea that one ought to be fair all
-round and that one’s duties were not all of the same species; some of
-them would come up from time to time that were quite different from the
-others. Of course it wasn’t just, unless one did all, and that was why
-she was in for something to-night. It was nothing of consequence; only
-the family meeting the family, as they might do of a Sunday, at one of
-their houses. It was there that papa and mamma were dining. Since they
-had given her that room for any hour she wanted (it was really
-tremendously convenient), she had determined to do a party now and
-then, like a respectable young woman, because it pleased them—though
-why it should, to see _her_ at a place, was more than she could
-imagine. She supposed it was because it would perhaps keep some people,
-a little, from thinking she was mad and not safe to be at large—which
-was of course a sort of thing that people didn’t like to have thought
-of their belongings. Lady Aurora explained and expatiated with a kind
-of nervous superabundance; she talked more continuously than Hyacinth
-had ever heard her do before, and the young man saw that she was not in
-her natural equilibrium. He thought it scarcely probable that she was
-excited by the simple prospect of again dipping into the great world
-she had forsworn, and he presently perceived that he himself had an
-agitating effect upon her. His senses were fine enough to make him feel
-that he revived certain associations and quickened certain wounds. She
-suddenly stopped talking, and the two sat there looking at each other,
-in a kind of occult community of suffering. Hyacinth made several
-mechanical remarks, explaining, insufficiently, why he had come, and in
-the course of a very few moments, quite independently of these
-observations, it seemed to him that there was a deeper, a measurelessly
-deep, confidence between them. A tacit confession passed and repassed,
-and each understood the situation of the other. They wouldn’t speak of
-it—it was very definite that they would never do that; for there was
-something in their common consciousness that was inconsistent with the
-grossness of accusation. Besides, the grievance of each was an
-apprehension, an instinct of the soul—not a sharp, definite wrong,
-supported by proof. It was in the air and in their restless pulses, and
-not in anything that they could exhibit or complain of. Strange enough
-it seemed to Hyacinth that the history of each should be the
-counterpart of that of the other. What had each done but lose that
-which he or she had never had? Things had gone ill with them; but even
-if they had gone well, if the Princess had not combined with his friend
-in that manner which made his heart sink and produced an effect exactly
-corresponding upon that of Lady Aurora—even in this case what would
-prosperity, what would success, have amounted to? They would have been
-very barren. He was sure the singular creature before him would never
-have had a chance to take the unprecedented social step for the sake of
-which she was ready to go forth from Belgrave Square for ever; Hyacinth
-had judged the smallness of Paul Muniment’s appetite for that
-complication sufficiently to have begun really to pity her ladyship
-long ago. And now, even when he most felt the sweetness of her
-sympathy, he might wonder what she could have imagined for him in the
-event of his not having been supplanted—what security, what completer
-promotion, what honourable, satisfying sequel. They were unhappy
-because they were unhappy, and they were right not to rail about that.
-
-“Oh, I like to see you—I like to talk with you,” said Lady Aurora,
-simply. They talked for a quarter of an hour, and he made her such a
-visit as any gentleman might have made to any lady. They exchanged
-remarks about the lateness of the spring, about the loan-exhibition at
-Burlington House—which Hyacinth had paid his shilling to see—about the
-question of opening the museums on Sunday, about the danger of too much
-coddling legislation on behalf of the working-classes. He declared that
-it gave him great pleasure to see any sign of her amusing herself; it
-was unnatural never to do that, and he hoped that now she had taken a
-turn she would keep it up. At this she looked down, smiling, at her
-frugal finery, and then she replied, “I dare say I shall begin to go to
-balls—who knows?”
-
-“That’s what our friends in Audley Court think, you know—that it’s the
-worst mistake you can make, not to drink deep of the cup while you have
-it.”
-
-“Oh, I’ll do it, then—I’ll do it for them!” Lady Aurora exclaimed. “I
-dare say that, as regards all that, I haven’t listened to them enough.”
-This was the only allusion that passed on the subject of the Muniments.
-
-Hyacinth got up—he had stayed long enough, as she was going out; and as
-he held out his hand to her she seemed to him a heroine. She would try
-to cultivate the pleasures of her class if the brother and sister in
-Camberwell thought it right—try even to be a woman of fashion in order
-to console herself. Paul Muniment didn’t care for her, but she was
-capable of considering that it might be her duty to regulate her life
-by the very advice that made an abyss between them. Hyacinth didn’t
-believe in the success of this attempt; there passed before his
-imagination a picture of the poor lady coming home and pulling off her
-feathers for ever, after an evening spent in watching the agitation of
-a ball-room from the outer edge of the circle, with a white,
-irresponsive face. “Let us eat and drink, for to-morrow we die,” he
-said, laughing.
-
-“Oh, I don’t mind dying.”
-
-“I think I do,” Hyacinth declared, as he turned away. There had been no
-mention whatever of the Princess.
-
-It was early enough in the evening for him to risk a visit to Lisson
-Grove; he calculated that the Poupins would still be sitting up. When
-he reached their house he found this calculation justified; the
-brilliancy of the light in the window appeared to announce that Madame
-was holding a salon. He ascended to this apartment without delay (it
-was free to a visitor to open the house-door himself), and, having
-knocked, obeyed the hostess’s invitation to enter. Poupin and his wife
-were seated, with a third person, at a table in the middle of the room,
-round a staring kerosene lamp adorned with a globe of clear glass, of
-which the transparency was mitigated only by a circular pattern of
-bunches of grapes. The third person was his friend Schinkel, who had
-been a member of the little party that waited upon Hoffendahl. No one
-said anything as Hyacinth came in; but in their silence the three
-others got up, looking at him, as he thought, rather strangely.
-
-
-
-
-BOOK SIXTH
-
-
-
-
-XLIII
-
-
-“My child, you are always welcome,” said Eustache Poupin, taking
-Hyacinth’s hand in both his own and holding it for some moments. An
-impression had come to our young man, immediately, that they were
-talking about him before he appeared and that they would rather have
-been left to talk at their ease. He even thought he saw in Poupin’s
-face the kind of consciousness that comes from detection, or at least
-interruption, in a nefarious act. With Poupin, however, it was
-difficult to tell; he always looked so heated and exalted, so like a
-conspirator defying the approach of justice. Hyacinth contemplated the
-others: they were standing as if they had shuffled something on the
-table out of sight, as if they had been engaged in the manufacture of
-counterfeit coin. Poupin kept hold of his hand; the Frenchman’s ardent
-eyes, fixed, unwinking, always expressive of the greatness of the
-occasion, whatever the occasion was, had never seemed to him to
-protrude so far from his head. “Ah, my dear friend, _nous causions
-justement de vous_,” Eustache remarked, as if this were a very
-extraordinary fact.
-
-“Oh, _nous causions—nous causions!_” his wife exclaimed, as if to
-deprecate an indiscreet exaggeration. “One may mention a friend, I
-suppose, in the way of conversation, without taking such a liberty.”
-
-“A cat may look at a king, as your English proverb says,” added
-Schinkel, jocosely. He smiled so hard at his own pleasantry that his
-eyes closed up and vanished—an effect which Hyacinth, who had observed
-it before, thought particularly unbecoming to him, appearing as it did
-to administer the last perfection to his ugliness. He would have
-consulted his interests by cultivating immobility of feature.
-
-“Oh, a king, a king!” murmured Poupin, shaking his head up and down.
-“That’s what it’s not good to be, _au point où nous en sommes_.”
-
-“I just came in to wish you good-night,” said Hyacinth. “I’m afraid
-it’s rather late for a call, though Schinkel is here.”
-
-“It’s always too late, my very dear, when you come,” the Frenchman
-rejoined. “You know if you have a place at our fireside.”
-
-“I esteem it too much to disturb it,” said Hyacinth, smiling and
-looking round at the three.
-
-“We can easily sit down again; we are a comfortable party. Put yourself
-beside me.” And the Frenchman drew a chair close to the one, at the
-table, that he had just quitted.
-
-“He has had a long walk, he is tired—he will certainly accept a little
-glass,” Madame Poupin announced with decision, moving toward the tray
-containing the small gilded _liqueur_ service.
-
-“We will each accept one, _ma bonne;_ it is a very good occasion for a
-drop of _fine_,” her husband interposed, while Hyacinth seated himself
-in the chair his host had designated. Schinkel resumed his place, which
-was opposite; he looked across at Hyacinth without speaking, but his
-long face continued to flatten itself into a representation of mirth.
-He had on a green coat, which Hyacinth had seen before; it was a
-garment of ceremony, such as our young man judged it would have been
-impossible to procure in London or in any modern time. It was eminently
-German and of high antiquity, and had a tall, stiff, clumsy collar,
-which came up to the wearer’s ears and almost concealed his perpetual
-bandage. When Hyacinth had sat down Eustache Poupin did not take
-possession of his own chair, but stood beside him, resting his hand on
-his head. At that touch something came over Hyacinth, and his heart
-sprang into his throat. The idea that occurred to him, conveyed in
-Poupin’s whole manner as well as in the reassuring intention of that
-caress and in his wife’s uneasy, instant offer of refreshment,
-explained the embarrassment of the circle and reminded our young man of
-the engagement he had taken with himself to exhibit an extraordinary
-quietness when a certain crisis in his life should have arrived. It
-seemed to him that this crisis was in the air, very near—that he should
-touch it if he made another movement; the pressure of the Frenchman’s
-hand, which was meant as a solvent, only operated as a warning. As he
-looked across at Schinkel he felt dizzy and a little sick; for a
-moment, to his senses, the room whirled round. His resolution to be
-quiet appeared only too easy to keep; he couldn’t break it even to the
-extent of speaking. He knew that his voice would tremble, and that is
-why he made no answer to Schinkel’s rather honeyed words, uttered after
-an hesitation: “_Also_, my dear Robinson, have you passed your Sunday
-well—have you had an ’appy day?” Why was every one so endearing? His
-eyes questioned the table, but encountered nothing but its well-wiped
-surface, polished for so many years by the gustatory elbows of the
-Frenchman and his wife, and the lady’s dirty pack of cards for
-‘patience’ (she had apparently been engaged in this exercise when
-Schinkel came in), which indeed gave a little the impression of
-gamblers surprised, who might have shuffled away the stakes. Madame
-Poupin, who had dived into a cupboard, came back with a bottle of green
-chartreuse, an apparition which led the German to exclaim, “_Lieber
-Gott_, you Vrench, you Vrench, how well you manage! What would you have
-more?”
-
-The hostess distributed the liquor, but Hyacinth was scarcely able to
-swallow it, though it was highly appreciated by his companions. His
-indifference to this luxury excited much discussion and conjecture, the
-others bandying theories and contradictions, and even ineffectual
-jokes, about him, over his head, with a volubility which seemed to him
-unnatural. Poupin and Schinkel professed the belief that there must be
-something very curious the matter with a man who couldn’t smack his
-lips over a drop of that tap; he must either be in love or have some
-still more insidious complaint. It was true that Hyacinth was always in
-love—that was no secret to his friends—and it had never been observed
-to stop his thirst. The Frenchwoman poured scorn on this view of the
-case, declaring that the effect of the tender passion was to make one
-enjoy one’s victual (when everything went straight, _bien entendu;_ and
-how could an ear be deaf to the whisperings of such a dear little
-_bonhomme_ as Hyacinth?), in proof of which she deposed that she had
-never eaten and drunk with such relish as at the time—oh, it was far
-away now—when she had a soft spot in her heart for her rascal of a
-husband. For Madame Poupin to allude to her husband as a rascal
-indicated a high degree of conviviality. Hyacinth sat staring at the
-empty table with the feeling that he was, somehow, a detached,
-irresponsible witness of the evolution of his fate. Finally he looked
-up and said to his friends, collectively, “What on earth’s the matter
-with you all?” And he followed this inquiry by an invitation that they
-should tell him what it was they had been saying about him, since they
-admitted that he had been the subject of their conversation. Madame
-Poupin answered for them that they had simply been saying how much they
-loved him, but that they wouldn’t love him any more if he became
-suspicious and _grincheux_. She had been telling Mr Schinkel’s fortune
-on the cards, and she would tell Hyacinth’s if he liked. There was
-nothing much for Mr Schinkel, only that he would find something, some
-day, that he had lost, but would probably lose it again, and serve him
-right if he did! He objected that he had never had anything to lose,
-and never expected to have; but that was a vain remark, inasmuch as the
-time was fast coming when every one would have something—though indeed
-it was to be hoped that he would keep it when he had got it. Eustache
-rebuked his wife for her levity, reminded her that their young friend
-cared nothing for old women’s tricks, and said he was sure Hyacinth had
-come to talk over a very different matter—the question (he was so good
-as to take an interest in it, as he had done in everything that related
-to them) of the terms which M. Poupin might owe it to himself, to his
-dignity, to a just though not exaggerated sentiment of his value, to
-make in accepting Mr Crookenden’s offer of the foremanship of the
-establishment in Soho; an offer not yet formally enunciated but visibly
-in the air and destined—it would seem, at least—to arrive within a day
-or two. The old foreman was going to set up for himself. The Frenchman
-intimated that before accepting any such proposal he must have the most
-substantial guarantees. “_Il me faudrait des conditions
-très-particulières_.” It was singular to Hyacinth to hear M. Poupin
-talk so comfortably about these high contingencies, the chasm by which
-he himself was divided from the future having suddenly doubled its
-width. His host and hostess sat down on either side of him, and Poupin
-gave a sketch, in somewhat sombre tints, of the situation in Soho,
-enumerating certain elements of decomposition which he perceived to be
-at work there and which he would not undertake to deal with unless he
-should be given a completely free hand. Did Schinkel understand, and
-was that what Schinkel was grinning at? Did Schinkel understand that
-poor Eustache was the victim of an absurd hallucination and that there
-was not the smallest chance of his being invited to assume a
-lieutenancy? He had less capacity for tackling the British workman
-to-day than when he began to rub shoulders with him, and Mr Crookenden
-had never in his life made a mistake, at least in the use of his tools.
-Hyacinth’s responses were few and mechanical, and he presently ceased
-to try to look as if he were entering into the Frenchman’s ideas.
-
-“You have some news—you have some news about me,” he remarked,
-abruptly, to Schinkel. “You don’t like it, you don’t like to have to
-give it to me, and you came to ask our friends here whether they
-wouldn’t help you out with it. But I don’t think they will assist you
-particularly, poor dears! Why do you mind? You oughtn’t to mind more
-than I do. That isn’t the way.”
-
-“_Qu’est-ce qu’il dit—qu’est-ce qu’il dit, le pauvre chéri?_” Madame
-Poupin demanded, eagerly; while Schinkel looked very hard at her
-husband, as if to ask for direction.
-
-“My dear child, _vous vous faites des idées!_” the latter exclaimed,
-laying his hand on him remonstrantly.
-
-But Hyacinth pushed away his chair and got up. “If you have anything to
-tell me, it is cruel of you to let me see it, as you have done, and yet
-not to satisfy me.”
-
-“Why should I have anything to tell you?” Schinkel asked.
-
-“I don’t know that, but I believe you have. I perceive things, I guess
-things, quickly. That’s my nature at all times, and I do it much more
-now.”
-
-“You do it indeed; it is very wonderful,” said Schinkel.
-
-“Mr Schinkel, will you do me the pleasure to go away—I don’t care
-where—out of this house?” Madame Poupin broke out, in French.
-
-“Yes, that will be the best thing, and I will go with you,” said
-Hyacinth.
-
-“If you would retire, my child, I think it would be a service that you
-would render us,” Poupin returned, appealing to his young friend.
-“Won’t you do us the justice to believe that you may leave your
-interests in our hands?”
-
-Hyacinth hesitated a moment; it was now perfectly clear to him that
-Schinkel had some sort of message for him, and his curiosity as to what
-it might be had become nearly intolerable. “I am surprised at your
-weakness,” he observed, as sternly as he could manage it, to Poupin.
-
-The Frenchman stared at him an instant, and then fell on his neck. “You
-are sublime, my young friend—you are sublime!”
-
-“Will you be so good as to tell me what you are going to do with that
-young man?” demanded Madame Poupin, glaring at Schinkel.
-
-“It’s none of your business, my poor lady,” Hyacinth replied,
-disengaging himself from her husband. “Schinkel, I wish you would walk
-away with me.”
-
-“_Calmons-nous, entendons-nous, expliquons-nous!_ The situation is very
-simple,” Poupin went on.
-
-“I will go with you, if it will give you pleasure,” said Schinkel, very
-obligingly, to Hyacinth.
-
-“Then you will give me that letter first!” Madame Poupin, erecting
-herself, declared to the German.
-
-“My wife, you are an imbecile!” Poupin groaned, lifting his hands and
-shoulders and turning away.
-
-“I may be an imbecile, but I won’t be a party—no, God help me, not to
-that!” protested the Frenchwoman, planted before Schinkel as if to
-prevent his moving.
-
-“If you have a letter for me, you ought to give it to me,” said
-Hyacinth to Schinkel. “You have no right to give it to any one else.”
-
-“I will bring it to you in your house, my good friend,” Schinkel
-replied, with a little wink that seemed to say that Madame Poupin would
-have to be considered.
-
-“Oh, in his house—I’ll go to his house!” cried the lady. “I regard you,
-I have always regarded you, as my child,” she declared to Hyacinth,
-“and if this isn’t an occasion for a mother!”
-
-“It’s you that are making it an occasion. I don’t know what you are
-talking about,” said Hyacinth. He had been questioning Schinkel’s eye,
-and he thought he saw there a little twinkle of assurance that he might
-really depend upon him. “I have disturbed you, and I think I had better
-go away.”
-
-Poupin had turned round again; he seized the young man’s arm eagerly,
-as if to prevent his retiring before he had given a certain
-satisfaction. “How can you care, when you know everything is changed?”
-
-“What do you mean—everything is changed?”
-
-“Your opinions, your sympathies, your whole attitude. I don’t approve
-of it—_je le constate_. You have withdrawn your confidence from the
-people; you have said things in this spot, where you stand now, that
-have given pain to my wife and me.”
-
-“If we didn’t love you, we should say that you had betrayed us!” cried
-Madame Poupin, quickly, taking her husband’s idea.
-
-“Oh, I shall never betray you,” said Hyacinth, smiling.
-
-“You will never betray us—of course you think so. But you have no right
-to act for the people when you have ceased to believe in the people.
-_Il faut être conséquent, nom de Dieu!_” Poupin went on.
-
-“You will give up all thoughts of acting for me—_je ne permets pas
-ça!_” exclaimed his wife.
-
-“It is probably not of importance—only a little fraternal greeting,”
-Schinkel suggested, soothingly.
-
-“We repudiate you, we deny you, we denounce you!” shouted Poupin, more
-and more excited.
-
-“My poor friends, it is you who have broken down, not I,” said
-Hyacinth. “I am much obliged to you for your solicitude, but the
-inconsequence is yours. At all events, good-night.”
-
-He turned away from them, and was leaving the room, when Madame Poupin
-threw herself upon him, as her husband had done a moment before, but in
-silence and with an extraordinary force of passion and distress. Being
-stout and powerful she quickly got the better of him, and pressed him
-to her ample bosom in a long, dumb embrace.
-
-“I don’t know what you want me to do,” said Hyacinth, as soon as he
-could speak. “It’s for me to judge of my convictions.”
-
-“We want you to do nothing, because we _know_ you have changed,” Poupin
-replied. “Doesn’t it stick out of you, in every glance of your eye and
-every breath of your lips? It’s only for that, because that alters
-everything.”
-
-“Does it alter my engagement? There are some things in which one can’t
-change. I didn’t promise to believe; I promised to obey.”
-
-“We want you to be sincere—that is the great thing,” said Poupin,
-edifyingly. “I will go to see them—I will make them understand.”
-
-“Ah, you should have done that before!” Madame Poupin groaned.
-
-“I don’t know whom you are talking about, but I will allow no one to
-meddle in my affairs.” Hyacinth spoke with sudden vehemence; the scene
-was cruel to his nerves, which were not in a condition to bear it.
-
-“When it is Hoffendahl, it is no good to meddle,” Schinkel remarked,
-smiling.
-
-“And pray, who is Hoffendahl, and what authority has he got?” demanded
-Madame Poupin, who had caught his meaning. “Who has put him over us
-all, and is there nothing to do but to lie down in the dust before him?
-Let him attend to his little affairs himself, and not put them off on
-innocent children, no matter whether they are with us or against us.”
-
-This protest went so far that, evidently, Poupin felt a little ashamed
-of his wife. “He has no authority but what we give him; but you know
-that we respect him, that he is one of the pure, _ma bonne_. Hyacinth
-can do exactly as he likes; he knows that as well as we do. He knows
-there is not a feather’s weight of compulsion; he knows that, for my
-part, I long since ceased to expect anything from him.”
-
-“Certainly, there is no compulsion,” said Schinkel. “It’s to take or to
-leave. Only _they_ keep the books.”
-
-Hyacinth stood there before the three, with his eyes on the floor. “Of
-course I can do as I like, and what I like is what I _shall_ do.
-Besides, what are we talking about, with such sudden passion?” he
-asked, looking up. “I have no summons, I have no sign. When the call
-reaches me, it will be time to discuss it. Let it come or not come:
-it’s not my affair.”
-
-“Certainly, it is not your affair,” said Schinkel.
-
-“I can’t think why M. Paul has never done anything, all this time,
-knowing that everything is different now!” Madame Poupin exclaimed.
-
-“Yes, my dear boy, I don’t understand our friend,” her husband
-remarked, watching Hyacinth with suspicious, contentious eyes.
-
-“It’s none of his business, any more than ours; it’s none of any one’s
-business!” Schinkel declared.
-
-“Muniment walks straight; the best thing you can do is to imitate him,”
-said Hyacinth, trying to pass Poupin, who had placed himself before the
-door.
-
-“Promise me only this—not to do anything till I have seen you first,”
-the Frenchman begged, almost piteously.
-
-“My poor old friend, you are very weak.” And Hyacinth opened the door,
-in spite of him, and passed out.
-
-“Ah, well, if you _are_ with us, that’s all I want to know!” the young
-man heard him say, behind him, at the top of the stairs, in a different
-voice, a tone of sudden, exaggerated fortitude.
-
-
-
-
-XLIV
-
-
-Hyacinth hurried down and got out of the house, but he had not the
-least intention of losing sight of Schinkel. The odd behaviour of the
-Poupins was a surprise and annoyance, and he had wished to shake
-himself free from it. He was candidly astonished at the alarm they were
-so good as to feel for him, for he had never perceived that they had
-gone round to the hope that the note he had signed (as it were) to
-Hoffendahl would not be presented. What had he said, what had he done,
-after all, to give them the right to fasten on him the charge of
-apostasy? He had always been a free critic of everything, and it was
-natural that, on certain occasions, in the little parlour in Lisson
-Grove, he should have spoken in accordance with that freedom; but it
-was only with the Princess that he had permitted himself really to rail
-at the democracy and given the full measure of his scepticism. He would
-have thought it indelicate to express contempt for the opinions of his
-old foreign friends, to whom associations that made them venerable were
-attached; and, moreover, for Hyacinth, a change of heart was, in the
-nature of things, much more an occasion for a hush of publicity and a
-kind of retrospective reserve; it couldn’t prompt one to aggression or
-jubilation. When one had but lately discovered what could be said on
-the opposite side one didn’t want to boast of one’s sharpness—not even
-when one’s new convictions cast shadows that looked like the ghosts of
-the old.
-
-Hyacinth lingered in the street, a certain distance from the house,
-watching for Schinkel’s exit and prepared to remain there if necessary
-till the dawn of another day. He had said to his friends, just before,
-that the manner in which the communication they looked so askance at
-should reach him was none of his business—it might reach him as it
-could. This was true enough in theory, but in fact his desire was
-overwhelming to know what Madame Poupin had meant by her allusion to a
-letter, destined for him, in Schinkel’s possession—an allusion
-confirmed by Schinkel’s own virtual acknowledgment. It was indeed this
-eagerness that had driven him out of the house, for he had reason to
-believe that the German would not fail him, and it galled his suspense
-to see the foolish Poupins try to interpose, to divert the missive from
-its course. He waited and waited, in the faith that Schinkel was
-dealing with them in his slow, categorical Teutonic way, and only
-objurgated the cabinet-maker for having in the first place paltered
-with his sacred trust. Why hadn’t he come straight to him—whatever the
-mysterious document was—instead of talking it over with French
-featherheads? Passers were rare, at this hour, in Lisson Grove, and
-lights were mainly extinguished; there was nothing to look at but the
-vista of the low black houses, the dim, interspaced street-lamps, the
-prowling cats who darted occasionally across the road, and the
-terrible, mysterious, far-off stars, which appeared to him more than
-ever to see everything and to tell nothing. A policeman creaked along
-on the opposite side of the way, looking across at him as he passed,
-and stood for some minutes on the corner, as if to keep an eye on him.
-Hyacinth had leisure to reflect that the day was perhaps not far off
-when a policeman might have his eye on him for a very good reason—might
-walk up and down, pass and repass, as he mounted guard over him.
-
-It seemed horribly long before Schinkel came out of the house, but it
-was probably only half an hour. In the stillness of the street he heard
-Poupin let his visitor out, and at the sound he stepped back into the
-recess of a doorway on the same side, so that, in looking out, the
-Frenchman should not see him waiting. There was another delay, for the
-two stood talking together interminably and in a low tone on the
-doorstep. At last, however, Poupin went in again, and then Schinkel
-came down the street towards Hyacinth, who had calculated that he would
-proceed in that direction, it being, as Hyacinth happened to know, that
-of his own lodging. After he had heard Poupin go in he stopped and
-looked up and down; it was evidently his idea that Hyacinth would be
-waiting for him. Our hero stepped out of the shallow recess in which he
-had been flattening himself, and came straight to him, and the two men
-stood there face to face, in the dusky, empty, sordid street.
-
-“You didn’t let them have the letter?”
-
-“Oh no, I retained it,” said Schinkel, with his eyes more than ever
-like invisible points.
-
-“Then hadn’t you better give it to me?”
-
-“We will talk of that—we will talk.” Schinkel made no motion to satisfy
-his friend; he had his hands in the pockets of his trousers, and his
-appearance was characterised by an exasperating assumption that they
-had the whole night before them. He was intolerably methodical.
-
-“Why should we talk? Haven’t you talked enough with those people, all
-the evening? What have they to say about it? What right have you to
-detain a letter that belongs to me?”
-
-“_Erlauben Sie_: I will light my pipe,” the German remarked. And he
-proceeded to this business, methodically, while Hyacinth’s pale,
-excited face showed in the glow of the match that he ignited on the
-rusty railing beside them. “It is not yours unless I have given it to
-you,” Schinkel went on, as they walked along. “Be patient, and I will
-tell you,” he added, passing his hand into his companion’s arm. “Your
-way, not so? We will go down toward the Park.” Hyacinth tried to be
-patient, and he listened with interest when Schinkel said, “She tried
-to take it; she attacked me with her hands. But that was not what I
-went for, to give it up.”
-
-“Is she mad? I don’t recognise them,” Hyacinth murmured.
-
-“No, but they lofe you.”
-
-“Why, then, do they try to disgrace me?”
-
-“They think it is no disgrace, if you have changed.”
-
-“That’s very well for her; but it’s pitiful for him, and I declare it
-surprises me.”
-
-“Oh, he came round, and he helped me to resist. He pulled his wife off.
-It was the first shock,” said Schinkel.
-
-“You oughtn’t to have shocked them, my dear fellow,” Hyacinth replied.
-
-“I was shocked myself—I couldn’t help it.”
-
-“Lord, how shaky you all are!”
-
-“You take it well. I am very sorry. But it is a fine chance,” Schinkel
-went on, smoking away. His pipe, for the moment, seemed to absorb him,
-so that after a silence Hyacinth resumed—
-
-“Be so good as to reflect that all this while I don’t in the least
-understand what you are talking about.”
-
-“Well, it was this morning, early,” said the German. “You know in my
-country we don’t lie in bed late, and what they do in my country I try
-to do everywhere. I think it is good enough. In winter I get up, of
-course, long before the sun, and in summer I get up almost at the same
-time. I should see the fine spectacle of the sunrise, if in London you
-could see. The first thing I do of a Sunday is to smoke a pipe at my
-window, which is at the front, you remember, and looks into a little
-dirty street. At that hour there is nothing to see there—you English
-are so slow to leave the bed. Not much, however, at any time; it is not
-important, my little street. But my first pipe is the one I enjoy most.
-I want nothing else when I have that pleasure. I look out at the new,
-fresh light—though in London it is not very fresh—and I think it is the
-beginning of another day. I wonder what such a day will bring; whether
-it will bring anything good to us poor devils. But I have seen a great
-many pass, and nothing has come. This morning, however, brought
-something—something, at least, to you. On the other side of the way I
-saw a young man, who stood just opposite to my house, looking up at my
-window. He looked at me straight, without any ceremony, and I smoked my
-pipe and looked at him. I wondered what he wanted, but he made no sign
-and spoke no word. He was a very nice young man; he had an umbrella,
-and he wore spectacles. We remained that way, face to face, perhaps for
-a quarter of an hour, and at last he took out his watch—he had a watch,
-too—and held it in his hand, just glancing at it every few minutes, as
-if to let me know that he would rather not give me the whole day. Then
-it came over me that he wanted to speak to me! You would have guessed
-that before, but we good Germans are slow. When we understand, however,
-we act; so I nodded to him, to let him know I would come down. I put on
-my coat and my shoes, for I was only in my shirt and stockings (though
-of course I had on my trousers), and I went down into the street. When
-he saw me come he walked slowly away, but at the end of a little
-distance he waited for me. When I came near him I saw that he was a
-very nice young man indeed—very young, with a very pleasant, friendly
-face. He was also very neat, and he had gloves, and his umbrella was of
-silk. I liked him very much. He said I should come round the corner, so
-we went round the corner together. I thought there would be some one
-there waiting for us; but there was nothing—only the closed shops and
-the early light and a little spring mist which told that the day would
-be fine. I didn’t know what he wanted; perhaps it was some of our
-business—that’s what I first thought—and perhaps it was only a little
-game. So I was very careful; I didn’t ask him to come into the house.
-Yet I told him that he must excuse me for not understanding more
-quickly that he wished to speak with me; and when I said that, he said
-it was not of consequence—he would have waited there, for the chance to
-see me all day. I told him I was glad I had spared him that, at least,
-and we had some very polite conversation. He _was_ a very nice young
-man. But what he wanted was simply to put a letter in my hand; as he
-said himself, he was only a kind of private postman. He gave me the
-letter—it was not addressed; and when I had taken it I asked him how he
-knew, and if he wouldn’t be sorry if it should turn out that I was not
-the man for whom the letter was meant. But I didn’t give him a start;
-he told me he knew all it was necessary for him to know—he knew exactly
-what to do and how to do it. I think he is a valuable member. I asked
-him if the letter required an answer, and he told me he had nothing to
-do with that; he was only to put it in my hand. He recommended me to
-wait till I had gone into the house again to read it. We had a little
-more talk—always very polite; and he mentioned that he had come so
-early because he thought I might go out, if he delayed, and because,
-also, he had a great deal to do and had to take his time when he could.
-It is true that he looked as if he had plenty to do—as if he was in
-some very good occupation. I should tell you that he spoke to me always
-in English, but he is not English; he sounded his words like some kind
-of foreigner. I suppose he is not German, or he would have spoken to me
-in German. But there are so many, of all countries! I said if he had so
-much to do I wouldn’t keep him; I would go to my room and open my
-letter. He said it wasn’t important; and then I asked him if he
-wouldn’t come into my room, also, and rest. I told him it wasn’t very
-handsome, my room—because he looked like a young man who would have,
-for himself, a very neat lodging. Then I found he meant it wasn’t
-important that we should talk any more, and he went away without even
-offering to shake hands. I don’t know if he had other letters to give,
-but he went away, as I have said, like a postman on his rounds, without
-giving me any more information.”
-
-It took Schinkel a long time to unfold this story—his calm and
-conscientious thoroughness made no allowance for any painful acuteness
-of curiosity that Hyacinth might feel. He went from step to step, and
-treated his different points with friendly explicitness, as if each
-would have exactly the same interest for his companion. The latter made
-no attempt to hurry him, and indeed he listened, now, with a kind of
-intense patience; for he _was_ interested, and, moreover, it was clear
-to him that he was safe with Schinkel; the German would satisfy him in
-time—wouldn’t worry him with attaching conditions to their transaction,
-in spite of the mistake he had made in going for guidance to Lisson
-Grove. Hyacinth learned in due course that on returning to his
-apartment and opening the little packet of which he had been put into
-possession, Mr Schinkel had found himself confronted with two separate
-articles: one a sealed letter superscribed with our young man’s name,
-the other a sheet of paper containing in three lines a request that
-within two days of receiving it he would hand the letter to the ‘young
-Robinson’. The three lines in question were signed D. H., and the
-letter was addressed in the same hand. Schinkel professed that he
-already knew the writing; it was that of Diedrich Hoffendahl. “Good,
-good,” he said, exerting a soothing pressure upon Hyacinth’s arm. “I
-will walk with you to your door, and I will give it to you there;
-unless you like better that I should keep it till to-morrow morning, so
-that you may have a quiet sleep—I mean in case it might contain
-anything that will be disagreeable to you. But it is probably nothing;
-it is probably only a word to say that you need think no more about
-your engagement.”
-
-“Why should it be that?” Hyacinth asked.
-
-“Probably he has heard that you repent.”
-
-“That I repent?” Hyacinth stopped him short; they had just reached the
-top of Park Lane. “To whom have I given a right to say that?”
-
-“Ah well, if you haven’t, so much the better. It may be, then, for some
-other reason.”
-
-“Don’t be an idiot, Schinkel,” Hyacinth returned, as they walked along.
-And in a moment he went on, “What the devil did you go and tattle to
-the Poupins for?”
-
-“Because I thought they would like to know. Besides, I felt my
-responsibility; I thought I should carry it better if they knew it. And
-then, I’m like them—I lofe you.”
-
-Hyacinth made no answer to this profession; he asked the next instant,
-“Why didn’t your young man bring the letter directly to me?”
-
-“Ah, I didn’t ask him that! The reason was probably not complicated,
-but simple—that those who wrote it knew my address and didn’t know
-yours. And wasn’t I one of your guarantors?”
-
-“Yes, but not the principal one. The principal one was Muniment. Why
-was the letter not sent to me through him?”
-
-“My dear Robinson, you want to know too many things. Depend upon it,
-there are always good reasons. I should have liked it better if it had
-been Muniment. But if they didn’t send to him—” Schinkel interrupted
-himself; the remainder of his sentence was lost in a cloud of smoke.
-
-“Well, if they didn’t send to him,”—Hyacinth persisted.
-
-“You’re a great friend of his—how can I tell you?”
-
-At this Hyacinth looked up at his companion askance, and caught an odd
-glance, accompanied with a smile, which the mild, circumspect German
-directed toward him. “If it’s anything against him, my being his friend
-makes me just the man to hear it. I can defend him.”
-
-“Well, it’s a possibility that they are not satisfied.”
-
-“How do you mean it—not satisfied?”
-
-“How shall I say it?—that they don’t trust him.”
-
-“Don’t trust him? And yet they trust me!”
-
-“Ah, my boy, depend upon it, there are reasons,” Schinkel replied; and
-in a moment he added, “They know everything—everything. Oh, they go
-straight!”
-
-The pair pursued the rest of their course for the most part in silence,
-Hyacinth being considerably struck with something that dropped from his
-companion in answer to a question he asked as to what Eustache Poupin
-had said when Schinkel, that evening, first told him what he had come
-to see him about. “_Il vaut du galme—il vaut du galme_:” that was the
-German’s version of the Frenchman’s words; and Hyacinth repeated them
-over to himself several times, almost with the same accent. They had a
-certain soothing effect. In fact the good Schinkel was soothing
-altogether, as our hero felt when they stopped at last at the door of
-his lodging in Westminster and stood there face to face, while Hyacinth
-waited—waited. The sharpness of his impatience had passed away, and he
-watched without irritation the loving manner in which the German shook
-the ashes out of his big pipe and laid it to rest in its coffin. It was
-only after he had gone through this business with his usual attention
-to every detail of it that he said, “_Also_, now for the letter,” and,
-putting his hand inside of his waistcoat, drew forth the important
-document. It passed instantly into Hyacinth’s grasp, and our young man
-transferred it to his own pocket without looking at it. He thought he
-saw a shade of disappointment in Schinkel’s ugly, kindly face, at this
-indication that he should have no present knowledge of its contents;
-but he liked that better than his pretending to say again that it was
-nothing—that it was only a release. Schinkel had now the good sense, or
-the good taste, not to repeat that remark, and as the letter pressed
-against his heart Hyacinth felt still more distinctly that it was
-something—that it was a command. What Schinkel did say, in a moment,
-was: “Now that you have got it, I am very glad. It is more comfortable
-for me.”
-
-“I should think so!” Hyacinth exclaimed. “If you hadn’t done your job
-you would have paid for it.”
-
-Schinkel hesitated a moment while he lingered; then, as Hyacinth turned
-away, putting in his door-key, he replied, “And if you don’t do yours,
-so will you.”
-
-“Yes, as you say, _they_ go straight! Good-night.” And our young man
-let himself in.
-
-The passage and staircase were never lighted, and the lodgers either
-groped their way bedward with the infallibility of practice or scraped
-the wall with a casual match which, in the milder gloom of day, was
-visible in a hundred rich streaks. Hyacinth’s room was on the second
-floor, behind, and as he approached it he was startled by seeing a
-light proceed from the crevice under the door, the imperfect fitting of
-which was in this manner vividly illustrated. He stopped and considered
-this mysterious brightness, and his first impulse was to connect it
-with the incident just ushered in by Schinkel; for what could anything
-that touched him now be but a part of the same business? It was natural
-that some punctual emissary should be awaiting him. Then it occurred to
-him that when he went out to call on Lady Aurora, after tea, he had
-simply left a tallow candle burning, and that it showed a cynical
-spirit on the part of his landlady, who could be so close-fisted for
-herself, not to have gone in and put it out. Lastly, it came over him
-that he had had a visitor, in his absence, and that the visitor had
-taken possession of his apartment till his return, seeking sources of
-comfort, as was perfectly just. When he opened the door he found that
-this last prevision was the right one, though his visitor was not one
-of the figures that had risen before him. Mr Vetch sat there, beside
-the little table at which Hyacinth did his writing, with his head
-resting on his hand and his eyes bent on the floor. He looked up when
-Hyacinth appeared, and said, “Oh, I didn’t hear you; you are very
-quiet.”
-
-“I come in softly, when I’m late, for the sake of the house—though I am
-bound to say I am the only lodger who has that refinement. Besides, you
-have been asleep,” Hyacinth said.
-
-“No, I have not been asleep,” returned the old man. “I don’t sleep much
-nowadays.”
-
-“Then you have been plunged in meditation.”
-
-“Yes, I have been thinking.” Then Mr Vetch explained that the woman of
-the house wouldn’t let him come in, at first, till he had given proper
-assurances that his intentions were pure and that he was moreover the
-oldest friend Mr Robinson had in the world. He had been there for an
-hour; he thought he might find him, coming so late.
-
-Hyacinth answered that he was very glad he had waited and that he was
-delighted to see him, and expressed regret that he hadn’t known in
-advance of his visit, so that he might have something to offer him. He
-sat down on his bed, vaguely expectant; he wondered what special
-purpose had brought the fiddler so far at that unnatural hour. But he
-only spoke the truth in saying that he was glad to see him. Hyacinth
-had come upstairs in a tremor of desire to be alone with the revelation
-that he carried in his pocket, yet the sight of Anastasius Vetch gave
-him a sudden relief by postponing solitude. The place where he had put
-his letter seemed to throb against his side, yet he was thankful to his
-old friend for forcing him still to leave it so. “I have been looking
-at your books,” the fiddler said; “you have two or three exquisite
-specimens of your own. Oh yes, I recognise your work when I see it;
-there are always certain little finer touches. You have a manner, like
-a master. With such a talent, such a taste, your future leaves nothing
-to be desired. You will make a fortune and become a great celebrity.”
-
-Mr Vetch sat forward, to sketch this vision; he rested his hands on his
-knees and looked very hard at his young friend, as if to challenge him
-to dispute his flattering views. The effect of what Hyacinth saw in his
-face was to give him immediately the idea that the fiddler knew
-something, though it was impossible to guess how he could know it. The
-Poupins, for instance, had had no time to communicate with him, even
-granting that they were capable of that baseness; an unwarrantable
-supposition, in spite of Hyacinth’s having seen them, less than an hour
-before, fall so much below their own standard. With this suspicion
-there rushed into Hyacinth’s mind an intense determination to dissemble
-before his visitor to the last; he might imagine what he liked, but he
-should not have a grain of satisfaction—or rather he should have that
-of being led to believe, if possible, that his suspicions were
-positively vain and idle. Hyacinth rested his eyes on the books that Mr
-Vetch had taken down from the shelf, and admitted that they were very
-pretty work and that so long as one didn’t become blind or maimed the
-ability to produce that sort of thing was a legitimate source of
-confidence. Then suddenly, as they continued simply to look at each
-other, the pressure of the old man’s curiosity, the expression of his
-probing, beseeching eyes, which had become strange and tragic in these
-latter times and completely changed their character, grew so
-intolerable that to defend himself Hyacinth took the aggressive and
-asked him boldly whether it were simply to look at his work, of which
-he had half a dozen specimens in Lomax Place, that he had made a
-nocturnal pilgrimage. “My dear old friend, you have something on your
-mind—some fantastic fear, some extremely erroneous _idée fixe_. Why has
-it taken you to-night, in particular? Whatever it is, it has brought
-you here, at an unnatural hour, you don’t know why. I ought of course
-to be thankful to anything that brings you here; and so I am, in so far
-as that it makes me happy. But I can’t like it if it makes _you_
-miserable. You’re like a nervous mother whose baby’s in bed upstairs;
-she goes up every five minutes to see if he’s all right—if he isn’t
-uncovered or hasn’t tumbled out of bed. Dear Mr Vetch, don’t, don’t
-worry; the blanket’s up to my chin, and I haven’t tumbled yet.”
-
-Hyacinth heard himself say these things as if he were listening to
-another person; the impudence of them, under the circumstances, seemed
-to him, somehow, so rare. But he believed himself to be on the edge of
-an episode in which impudence, evidently, must play a considerable
-part, and he might as well try his hand at it without delay. The way
-the old man gazed at him might have indicated that he too was able to
-take the measure of his perversity—that he knew he was false as he sat
-there declaring that there was nothing the matter, while a brand-new
-revolutionary commission burned in his pocket. But in a moment Mr Vetch
-said, very mildly, as if he had really been reassured, “It’s wonderful
-how you read my thoughts. I don’t trust you; I think there are beastly
-possibilities. It’s not true, at any rate, that I come to look at you
-every five minutes. You don’t know how often I have resisted my
-fears—how I have forced myself to let you alone.”
-
-“You had better let me come and live with you, as I proposed after
-Pinnie’s death. Then you will have me always under your eyes,” said
-Hyacinth, smiling.
-
-The old man got up eagerly, and, as Hyacinth did the same, laid his
-hands upon his shoulders, holding him close. “Will you now, really, my
-boy? Will you come to-night?”
-
-“To-night, Mr Vetch?”
-
-“To-night has worried me more than any other, I don’t know why. After
-my tea I had my pipe and a glass, but I couldn’t keep quiet; I was
-very, very bad. I got to thinking of Pinnie—she seemed to be in the
-room. I felt as if I could put out my hand and touch her. If I believed
-in ghosts I should believe I had seen her. She wasn’t there for
-nothing; she was there to add her fears to mine—to talk to me about
-you. I tried to hush her up, but it was no use—she drove me out of the
-house. About ten o’clock I took my hat and stick and came down here.
-You may judge whether I thought it important, as I took a cab.”
-
-“Ah, why do you spend your money so foolishly?” asked Hyacinth, in a
-tone of the most affectionate remonstrance.
-
-“Will you come to-night?” said the old man, for all rejoinder, holding
-him still.
-
-“Surely, it would be simpler for you to stay here. I see perfectly that
-you are ill and nervous. You can take the bed, and I’ll spend the night
-in the chair.”
-
-The fiddler thought a moment. “No, you’ll hate me if I subject you to
-such discomfort as that; and that’s just what I don’t want.”
-
-“It won’t be a bit different in your room; there, as here, I shall have
-to sleep in a chair.”
-
-“I’ll get another room; we shall be close together,” the fiddler went
-on.
-
-“Do you mean you’ll get another room at this hour of the night, with
-your little house stuffed full and your people all in bed? My poor
-Anastasius, you are very bad; your reason totters on its throne,” said
-Hyacinth, humorously and indulgently.
-
-“Very good, we’ll get a room to-morrow. I’ll move into another house,
-where there are two, side by side.” Hyacinth’s tone was evidently
-soothing to him.
-
-“_Comme vous y allez!_” the young man continued. “Excuse me if I remind
-you that in case of my leaving this place I have to give a fortnight’s
-notice.”
-
-“Ah, you’re backing out!” the old man exclaimed, dropping his hands.
-
-“Pinnie wouldn’t have said that,” Hyacinth returned. “If you are
-acting, if you are speaking, at the prompting of her pure spirit, you
-had better act and speak exactly as she would have done. She would have
-believed me.”
-
-“Believed you? Believed what? What is there to believe? If you’ll make
-me a promise, I will believe that.”
-
-“I’ll make you any promise you like,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“Oh, any promise I like—that isn’t what I want! I want just one very
-particular little pledge; and that is really what I came here for
-to-night. It came over me that I’ve been an ass, all this time, never
-to have demanded it of you before. Give it to me now, and I will go
-home quietly and leave you in peace.” Hyacinth, assenting in advance,
-requested again that he would formulate his demand, and then the old
-man said, “Well, promise me that you will never, under any
-circumstances whatever, do anything.”
-
-“Do anything?”
-
-“Anything that those people expect of you.”
-
-“Those people?” Hyacinth repeated.
-
-“Ah, don’t torment me with pretending not to understand!” the old man
-begged. “You know the people I mean. I can’t call them by their names,
-because I don’t know them. But you do, and they know you.”
-
-Hyacinth had no desire to torment Mr Vetch, but he was capable of
-reflecting that to enter into his thought too easily would be
-tantamount to betraying himself. “I suppose I know the people you have
-in mind,” he said, in a moment; “but I’m afraid I don’t grasp the idea
-of the promise.”
-
-“Don’t they want to make use of you?”
-
-“I see what you mean,” said Hyacinth. “You think they want me to touch
-off some train for them. Well, if that’s what troubles you, you may
-sleep sound. I shall never do any of their work.”
-
-A radiant light came into the fiddler’s face, and he stared, as if this
-assurance were too fair for nature. “Do you take your oath on that?
-Never anything, anything, anything?”
-
-“Never anything at all.”
-
-“Will you swear it to me by the memory of that good woman of whom we
-have been speaking and whom we both loved?”
-
-“My dear old Pinnie’s memory? Willingly.”
-
-The old man sank down in his chair and buried his face in his hands;
-the next moment his companion heard him sobbing. Ten minutes later he
-was content to take his departure, and Hyacinth went out with him to
-look for another cab. They found an ancient four-wheeler stationed
-languidly at a crossing of the ways, and before Mr Vetch got into it he
-asked his young friend to kiss him. That young friend watched the
-vehicle get itself into motion and rattle away; he saw it turn a
-neighbouring corner. Then he approached the nearest gas-lamp and drew
-from his breast-pocket the letter that Schinkel had given him.
-
-
-
-
-XLV
-
-
-“And Madame Grandoni, then?” asked Hyacinth, reluctant to turn away. He
-felt pretty sure that he should never knock at that door again, and the
-desire was strong in him to see once more, for the last time, the
-ancient, troubled _suivante_ of the Princess, whom he had always liked.
-She had seemed to him ever to be in the slightly ridiculous position of
-a confidant of tragedy in whom the heroine should have ceased to
-confide.
-
-“_E andata via, caro signorino_,” said Assunta, smiling at him as she
-stood there holding the door open.
-
-“She has gone away? Bless me, when did she go?”
-
-“It is now five days, dear young sir. She has returned to our country.”
-
-“Is it possible?” exclaimed Hyacinth, disappointedly.
-
-“_E possibilissimo!_” said Assunta. Then she added, “There were many
-times when she almost went; but this time—_capisce_—” And without
-finishing her sentence the Princess’s Roman tirewoman indulged in a
-subtle, suggestive, indefinable play of expression, to which her hands
-and shoulders contributed, as well as her lips and eyebrows.
-
-Hyacinth looked at her long enough to catch any meaning that she might
-have wished to convey, but gave no sign of apprehending it. He only
-remarked, gravely, “In short she is here no more.”
-
-“And the worst is that she will probably never come back. She didn’t go
-for a long time, but when she decided herself it was finished,” Assunta
-declared. “_Peccato!_” she added, with a sigh.
-
-“I should have liked to see her again—I should have liked to bid her
-good-bye.” Hyacinth lingered there in strange, melancholy vagueness;
-since he had been told the Princess was not at home he had no reason
-for remaining, save the possibility that she might return before he
-turned away. This possibility, however, was small, for it was only nine
-o’clock, the middle of the evening—too early an hour for her to
-reappear, if, as Assunta said, she had gone out after tea. He looked up
-and down the Crescent, gently swinging his stick, and became conscious
-in a moment that Assunta was regarding him with tender interest.
-
-“You should have come back sooner; then perhaps she wouldn’t have gone,
-_povera vecchia_,” she rejoined in a moment. “It is too many days since
-you have been here. She liked you—I know that.”
-
-“She liked me, but she didn’t like me to come,” said Hyacinth. “Wasn’t
-that why she went, because we came?”
-
-“Ah, that other one—with the long legs—yes. But you are better.”
-
-“The Princess doesn’t think so, and she is the right judge,” Hyacinth
-replied, smiling.
-
-“Eh, who knows what she thinks? It is not for me to say. But you had
-better come in and wait. I dare say she won’t be long, and it would
-gratify her to find you.”
-
-Hyacinth hesitated. “I am not sure of that.” Then he asked, “Did she go
-out alone?”
-
-“_Sola, sola_,” said Assunta, smiling. “Oh, don’t be afraid; you were
-the first!” And she flung open the door of the little drawing-room,
-with an air of irresistible solicitation and sympathy.
-
-He sat there nearly an hour, in the chair the Princess habitually used,
-under her shaded lamp, with a dozen objects around him which seemed as
-much a part of herself as if they had been folds of her dress or even
-tones of her voice. His thoughts were tremendously active, but his body
-was too tired for restlessness; he had not been at work, and had been
-walking about all day, to fill the time; so that he simply reclined
-there, with his head on one of the Princess’s cushions, his feet on one
-of her little stools—one of the ugly ones, that belonged to the
-house—and his respiration coming quickly, like that of a man in a state
-of acute agitation. Hyacinth was agitated now, but it was not because
-he was waiting for the Princess; a deeper source of emotion had been
-opened to him, and he had not on the present occasion more sharpness of
-impatience than had already visited him at certain moments of the past
-twenty hours. He had not closed his eyes the night before, and the day
-had not made up for that torment. A fever of reflection had descended
-upon him, and the range of his imagination had been wide. It whirled
-him through circles of immeasurable compass; and this is the reason
-that, thinking of many things while he sat in the Princess’s chair, he
-wondered why, after all, he had come to Madeira Crescent, and what
-interest he could have in seeing the lady of the house. He had a very
-complete sense that everything was over between them; that the link had
-snapped which bound them so closely together for a while. And this was
-not simply because for a long time now he had received no sign nor
-communication from her, no invitation to come back, no inquiry as to
-why his visits had stopped. It was not because he had seen her go in
-and out with Paul Muniment, nor because it had suited Prince
-Casamassima to point the moral of her doing so, nor even because, quite
-independently of the Prince, he believed her to be more deeply absorbed
-in her acquaintance with that superior young man than she had ever been
-in her relations with himself. The reason, so far as he became
-conscious of it in his fitful meditations, could only be a strange,
-detached curiosity—strange and detached because everything else of his
-past had been engulfed in the abyss that opened before him as, after Mr
-Vetch had left him, he stood under the lamp in a paltry Westminster
-street. That had swallowed up all familiar feelings, and yet out of the
-ruin had sprung the impulse which brought him to where he sat.
-
-The solution of his difficulty—he flattered himself he had arrived at
-it—involved a winding-up of his affairs; and though, even if no
-solution had been required, he would have felt clearly that he had been
-dropped, yet as even in that case it would have been sweet to him to
-bid her good-bye, so, at present, the desire for some last vision of
-her own hurrying fate could still appeal to him. If things had not gone
-well for him he was still capable of wondering whether they looked
-better for her. It is a singular fact, but there rose in his mind a
-sort of incongruous desire to pity her. All these were odd feelings
-enough, and by the time half an hour had elapsed they had throbbed
-themselves into weariness and into slumber. While he remembered that he
-was waiting now in a very different frame from that in which he waited
-for her in South Street the first time he went to see her, he closed
-his eyes and lost himself. His unconsciousness lasted, he afterwards
-perceived, nearly half an hour; it terminated in his becoming aware
-that the lady of the house was standing before him. Assunta was behind
-her, and as he opened his eyes she took from her mistress the bonnet
-and mantle of which the Princess divested herself. “It’s charming of
-you to have waited,” the latter said, smiling down at him with all her
-old kindness. “You are very tired—don’t get up; that’s the best chair,
-and you must keep it.” She made him remain where he was; she placed
-herself near him on a smaller seat; she declared that she was not tired
-herself, that she didn’t know what was the matter with her—nothing
-tired her now; she exclaimed on the time that had elapsed since he had
-last called, as if she were reminded of it simply by seeing him again;
-and she insisted that he should have some tea—he looked so much as if
-he needed it. She considered him with deeper attention, and wished to
-know what was the matter with him—what he had done to use himself up;
-adding that she must begin and look after him again, for while she had
-the care of him that kind of thing didn’t happen. In response to this
-Hyacinth made a great confession: he admitted that he had stayed away
-from work and simply amused himself—amused himself by loafing about
-London all day. This didn’t pay—he was beginning to discover it as he
-grew older; it was doubtless a sign of increasing years when one began
-to perceive that wanton pleasures were hollow and that to stick to
-one’s tools was not only more profitable but more refreshing. However,
-he did stick to them, as a general thing; that was no doubt partly why,
-from the absence of the habit of it, a day off turned out to be rather
-a grind. When Hyacinth had not seen the Princess for some time he
-always, on meeting her again, had a renewed, tremendous sense of her
-beauty, and he had it to-night in an extraordinary degree. Splendid as
-that beauty had ever been, it seemed clothed at present in transcendent
-glory, and (if that which was already supremely fine could be capable
-of greater refinement) to have worked itself free of all earthly
-grossness and been purified and consecrated by her new life. Her
-gentleness, when she was in the mood for it, was quite divine (it had
-always the irresistible charm that it was the humility of a high
-spirit), and on this occasion she gave herself up to it. Whether it was
-because he had the consciousness of resting his eyes upon her for the
-last time, or because she wished to be particularly pleasant to him in
-order to make up for having, amid other preoccupations, rather dropped
-him of late (it was probable the effect was a product of both causes),
-at all events the sight of her loveliness seemed none the less a
-privilege than it had done the night he went into her box, at the play,
-and her presence lifted the weight from his soul. He suffered himself
-to be coddled and absently, even if radiantly, smiled at, and his state
-of mind was such that it could produce no alteration of his pain to see
-that on the Princess’s part these were inexpensive gifts. She had sent
-Assunta to bring them tea, and when the tray arrived she gave him cup
-after cup, with every restorative demonstration; but he had not sat
-with her a quarter of an hour before he perceived that she scarcely
-measured a word he said to her or a word that she herself uttered. If
-she had the best intention of being nice to him, by way of
-compensation, this compensation was for a wrong that was far from
-vividly present to her mind. Two points became perfectly clear: one was
-that she was thinking of something very different from her present, her
-past, or her future relations with Hyacinth Robinson; the other was
-that he was superseded indeed. This was so completely the case that it
-did not even occur to her, it was evident, that the sense of
-supersession might be cruel to the young man. If she was charming to
-him it was because she was good-natured and he had been hanging off,
-and not because she had done him an injury. Perhaps, after all, she
-hadn’t, for he got the impression that it might be no great loss of
-comfort not to constitute part of her life to-day. It was manifest from
-her eye, from her smile, from every movement and tone, and indeed from
-all the irradiation of her beauty, that that life to-day was
-tremendously wound up. If he had come to Madeira Crescent because he
-was curious to see how she was getting on, it was sufficiently
-intimated to him that she was getting on well; that is that she was
-living more than ever on high hopes and bold plans and far-reaching
-combinations. These things, from his own point of view, ministered less
-to happiness, and to be mixed up with them was perhaps not so much
-greater a sign that one had not lived for nothing, than the grim
-arrangement which, in the interest of peace, he had just arrived at
-with himself. She asked him why he had not been to see her for so long,
-quite as if this failure were only a vulgar form of social neglect; and
-she scarcely seemed to notice whether it were a good or a poor excuse
-when he said he had stayed away because he knew her to be extremely
-busy. But she did not deny the impeachment; she admitted that she had
-been busier than ever in her life before. She looked at him as if he
-would know what that meant, and he remarked that he was very sorry for
-her.
-
-“Because you think it’s all a mistake? Yes, I know that. Perhaps it is;
-but if it is, it’s a magnificent one. If you were scared about me three
-or four months ago, I don’t know what you would think to-day—if you
-knew! I have risked everything.”
-
-“Fortunately I don’t know,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“No, indeed, how should you?”
-
-“And to tell the truth,” he went on, “that is really the reason I
-haven’t been back here till to-night. I haven’t wanted to know—I have
-feared and hated to know.”
-
-“Then why did you come at last?”
-
-Hyacinth hesitated a moment. “Out of a kind of inconsistent curiosity.”
-
-“I suppose then you would like me to tell you where I have been
-to-night, eh?”
-
-“No, my curiosity is satisfied. I have learned something—what I mainly
-wanted to know—without your telling me.”
-
-She stared an instant. “Ah, you mean whether Madame Grandoni was gone?
-I suppose Assunta told you.”
-
-“Yes, Assunta told me, and I was sorry to hear it.”
-
-The Princess looked grave, as if her old friend’s departure had been
-indeed a very serious incident. “You may imagine how I feel it! It
-leaves me completely alone; it makes, in the eyes of the world, an
-immense difference in my position. However, I don’t consider the eyes
-of the world. At any rate, she couldn’t put up with me any more—it
-appears that I am more and more shocking; and it was written!” On
-Hyacinth’s asking what the old lady would do, she replied, “I suppose
-she will go and live with my husband.” Five minutes later she inquired
-of him whether the same reason that he had mentioned just before was
-the explanation of his absence from Audley Court. Mr Muniment had told
-her that he had not been near him and his sister for more than a month.
-
-“No, it isn’t the fear of learning something that would make me uneasy:
-because, somehow, in the first place it isn’t natural to feel uneasy
-about Paul, and in the second, if it were, he never lets one see
-anything. It is simply the general sense of real divergence of view.
-When that divergence becomes sharp, it is better not to pester each
-other.”
-
-“I see what you mean. But you might go and see his sister.”
-
-“I don’t like her,” said Hyacinth, simply.
-
-“Ah, neither do I!” the Princess exclaimed; while her visitor remained
-conscious of the perfect composure, the absence of false shame, with
-which she had referred to their common friend. But she was silent after
-this, and he judged that he had stayed long enough and sufficiently
-taxed a preoccupied attention. He got up, and was bidding her
-good-night, when she checked him by saying, suddenly, “By the way, your
-not going to see so good a friend as Mr Muniment, because you
-disapprove to-day of his work, suggests to me that you will be in an
-awkward fix, with your disapprovals, the day you are called upon to
-serve the cause according to your vow.”
-
-“Oh, of course I have thought of that,” said Hyacinth, smiling.
-
-“And would it be indiscreet to ask what you have thought?”
-
-“Ah, so many things, Princess! It would take me a long time to say.”
-
-“I have never talked to you about this, because it seemed to me
-indelicate, and the whole thing too much a secret of your own breast
-for even so intimate a friend as I have been to have a right to meddle
-with it. But I have wondered much—seeing that you cared less and less
-for the people—how you would reconcile your change of heart with the
-performance of your engagement. I pity you, my poor friend,” the
-Princess went on, with a heavenly sweetness, “for I can imagine nothing
-more terrible than to find yourself face to face with such an
-engagement, and to feel at the same time that the spirit which prompted
-it is dead within you.”
-
-“Terrible, terrible, most terrible,” said Hyacinth, gravely, looking at
-her.
-
-“But I pray God it may never be your fate!” The Princess hesitated a
-moment; then she added, “I see you feel it. Heaven help us all!” She
-paused, then went on: “Why shouldn’t I tell you, after all? A short
-time ago I had a visit from Mr Vetch.”
-
-“It was kind of you to see him,” said Hyacinth.
-
-“He was delightful, I assure you. But do you know what he came for? To
-beg me, on his knees, to snatch you away.”
-
-“To snatch me away?”
-
-“From the danger that hangs over you. Poor man, he was very pathetic.”
-
-“Oh yes, he has talked to me about it,” Hyacinth said. “He has picked
-up the idea, but he knows nothing whatever about it. And how did he
-expect that you would be able to snatch me?”
-
-“He left that to me; he had only a general conviction of my influence
-with you.”
-
-“And he thought you would exercise it to make me back out? He does you
-injustice; you wouldn’t!” Hyacinth exclaimed, with a laugh. “In that
-case, taking one false position with another, yours would be no better
-than mine.”
-
-“Oh, speaking seriously, I am perfectly quiet about you and about
-myself. I know you won’t be called,” the Princess returned.
-
-“May I inquire how you know it?”
-
-After a slight hesitation she replied, “Mr Muniment tells me so.”
-
-“And how does he know it?”
-
-“We have information. My dear fellow,” the Princess went on, “you are
-so much out of it now that if I were to tell you, you wouldn’t
-understand.”
-
-“Yes, no doubt I am out of it; but I still have a right to say, all the
-same, in contradiction to your imputation of a moment ago, that I care
-for the people exactly as much as I ever did.”
-
-“My poor Hyacinth, my dear infatuated little aristocrat, was that ever
-very much?” the Princess asked.
-
-“It was enough, and it is still enough, to make me willing to lay down
-my life for anything that will really help them.”
-
-“Yes, and of course you must decide for yourself what that is; or,
-rather, what it’s not.”
-
-“I didn’t decide when I gave my promise. I agreed to take the decision
-of others,” Hyacinth said.
-
-“Well, you said just now that in relation to this business of yours you
-had thought of many things,” the Princess rejoined. “Have you ever, by
-chance, thought of anything that _will_ help the people?”
-
-“You call me fantastic names, but I’m one of them myself.”
-
-“I know what you are going to say!” the Princess broke in. “You are
-going to say that it will help them to do what you do—to do their work
-and earn their wages. That’s beautiful so far as it goes. But what do
-you propose for the thousands and thousands for whom no work—on the
-overcrowded earth, under the pitiless heaven—is to be found? There is
-less and less work in the world, and there are more and more people to
-do the little that there is. The old ferocious selfishnesses _must_
-come down. They won’t come down gracefully, so they must be smashed!”
-
-The tone in which the Princess uttered these words made Hyacinth’s
-heart beat fast, and there was something so inspiring in her devoted
-fairness that the vision of a great heroism flashed up again before
-him, in all the splendour it had lost—the idea of a tremendous risk and
-an unregarded sacrifice. Such a woman as that, at such a moment, made
-every scruple seem a prudence and every compunction a cowardice. “I
-wish to God I could see it as you see it!” he exclaimed, after he had
-looked at her a minute in silent admiration.
-
-“I see simply this: that what we are doing is at least worth trying,
-and that as none of those who have the power, the place, the means,
-will try anything else, on _their_ head be the responsibility, on
-_their_ head be the blood!”
-
-“Princess,” said Hyacinth, clasping his hands and feeling that he
-trembled, “dearest Princess, if anything should happen to _you_—” and
-his voice fell; the horror of it, a dozen hideous images of her
-possible perversity and her possible punishment were again before him,
-as he had already seen them in sinister musings; they seemed to him
-worse than anything he had imagined for himself.
-
-She threw back her head, looking at him almost in anger. “To me! And
-pray why not to me? What title have I to exemption, to security, more
-than any one else? Why am I so sacrosanct and so precious?”
-
-“Simply because there is no one in the world, and there has never been
-any one in the world, like you.”
-
-“Oh, thank you!” said the Princess, with a kind of dry impatience,
-turning away.
-
-The manner in which she spoke put an end to their conversation. It
-expressed an indifference to what it might interest him to think about
-her to-day, and even a contempt for it, which brought tears to his
-eyes. His tears, however, were concealed by the fact that he bent his
-head over her hand, which he had taken to kiss; after which he left the
-room without looking at her.
-
-
-
-
-XLVI
-
-
-“I have received a letter from your husband,” Paul Muniment said to the
-Princess, the next evening, as soon as he came into the room. He
-announced this fact with a kind of bald promptitude and with a
-familiarity of manner which showed that his visit was one of a
-closely-connected series. The Princess was evidently not a little
-surprised by it, and immediately asked how in the world the Prince
-could know his address. “Couldn’t it have been by your old lady?”
-Muniment inquired. “He must have met her in Paris. It is from Paris
-that he writes.”
-
-“What an incorrigible cad!” the Princess exclaimed.
-
-“I don’t see that—for writing to me. I have his letter in my pocket,
-and I will show it to you if you like.”
-
-“Thank you, nothing would induce me to touch anything he has touched,”
-the Princess replied.
-
-“You touch his money, my dear lady,” Muniment remarked, with the quiet
-smile of a man who sees things as they are.
-
-The Princess hesitated a little. “Yes, I make an exception for that,
-because it hurts him, it makes him suffer.”
-
-“I should think, on the contrary, it would gratify him by showing you
-in a condition of weakness and dependence.”
-
-“Not when he knows I don’t use it for myself. What exasperates him is
-that it is devoted to ends that he hates almost as much as he hates me
-and yet which he can’t call selfish.”
-
-“He doesn’t hate you,” said Muniment, with that tone of pleasant
-reasonableness that he used when he was most imperturbable. “His letter
-satisfies me of that.” The Princess stared, at this, and asked him what
-he was coming to—whether he was leading up to advising her to go back
-and live with her husband. “I don’t know that I would go so far as to
-advise,” he replied; “when I have so much benefit from seeing you here,
-on your present footing, that wouldn’t sound well. But I’ll just make
-bold to prophesy that you will go before very long.”
-
-“And on what does that extraordinary prediction rest?”
-
-“On this plain fact—that you will have nothing to live upon. You
-decline to read the Prince’s letter, but if you were to look at it it
-would give you evidence of what I mean. He informs me that I need count
-upon no more supplies from your hands, as you yourself will receive no
-more.”
-
-“He addresses you that way, in plain terms?”
-
-“I can’t call them very plain, because the letter is written in French,
-and I naturally have had a certain difficulty in making it out, in
-spite of my persevering study of the tongue and the fine example set me
-by poor Robinson. But that appears to be the gist of the matter.”
-
-“And you can repeat such an insult to me without the smallest apparent
-discomposure? You’re the most remarkable man!” the Princess broke out.
-
-“Why is it an insult? It is the simple truth. I do take your money,”
-said Paul Muniment.
-
-“You take it for a sacred cause; you don’t take it for yourself.”
-
-“The Prince isn’t obliged to look at that,” Muniment rejoined,
-laughing.
-
-His companion was silent for a moment; then, “I didn’t know you were on
-his side,” she replied, gently.
-
-“Oh, you know on what side I am!”
-
-“What does he know? What business has he to address you so?”
-
-“I suppose he knows from Madame Grandoni. She has told him that I have
-great influence upon you.”
-
-“She was welcome to tell him that!” the Princess exclaimed.
-
-“His reasoning, therefore, has been that when I find you have nothing
-more to give to the cause I will let you go.”
-
-“Nothing more? And does he count _me_, myself, and every pulse of my
-being, every capacity of my nature, as nothing?” the Princess cried,
-with shining eyes.
-
-“Apparently he thinks that I do.”
-
-“Oh, as for that, after all, I have known that you care far more for my
-money than for me. But it has made no difference to me,” said the
-Princess.
-
-“Then you see that by your own calculation the Prince is right.”
-
-“My dear sir,” Muniment’s hostess replied, “my interest in you never
-depended on your interest in me. It depended wholly on a sense of your
-great destinies. I suppose that what you began to tell me is that he
-stops my allowance.”
-
-“From the first of next month. He has taken legal advice. It is now
-clear—so he tells me—that you forfeit your settlements.”
-
-“Can I not take legal advice, too?” the Princess asked. “Surely I can
-contest that. I can forfeit my settlements only by an act of my own.
-The act that led to our separation was _his_ act; he turned me out of
-his house by physical violence.”
-
-“Certainly,” said Muniment, displaying even in this simple discussion
-his easy aptitude for argument; “but since then there have been acts of
-your own—” He stopped a moment, smiling; then he went on: “Your whole
-connection with a secret society constitutes an act, and so does your
-exercise of the pleasure, which you appreciate so highly, of feeding it
-with money extorted from an old Catholic and princely family. You know
-how little it is to be desired that these matters should come to
-light.”
-
-“Why in the world need they come to light? Allegations in plenty, of
-course, he would have, but not a particle of proof. Even if Madame
-Grandoni were to testify against me, which is inconceivable, she would
-not be able to produce a definite fact.”
-
-“She would be able to produce the fact that you had a little bookbinder
-staying for a month in your house.”
-
-“What has that to do with it?” the Princess demanded. “If you mean that
-that is a circumstance which would put me in the wrong as against the
-Prince, is there not, on the other side, this circumstance, that while
-our young friend was staying with me Madame Grandoni herself, a person
-of the highest and most conspicuous respectability, never saw fit to
-withdraw from me her countenance and protection? Besides, why shouldn’t
-I have my bookbinder, just as I might have (and the Prince should
-surely appreciate my consideration in not having) my physician and my
-chaplain?”
-
-“Am I not your chaplain?” said Muniment, with a laugh. “And does the
-bookbinder usually dine at the Princess’s table?”
-
-“Why not, if he’s an artist? In the old times, I know, artists dined
-with the servants; but not to-day.”
-
-“That would be for the court to appreciate,” Muniment remarked. And in
-a moment he added, “Allow me to call your attention to the fact that
-Madame Grandoni _has_ left you—_has_ withdrawn her countenance and
-protection.”
-
-“Ah, but not for Hyacinth!” the Princess returned, in a tone which
-would have made the fortune of an actress if an actress could have
-caught it.
-
-“For the bookbinder or for the chaplain, it doesn’t matter. But that’s
-only a detail,” said Muniment. “In any case, I shouldn’t in the least
-care for your going to law.”
-
-The Princess rested her eyes upon him for a while in silence, and at
-last she replied, “I was speaking just now of your great destinies, but
-every now and then you do something, you say something, that makes me
-doubt of them. It’s when you seem afraid. That’s terribly against your
-being a first-rate man.”
-
-“Oh, I know you have thought me a coward from the first of your knowing
-me. But what does it matter? I haven’t the smallest pretension to being
-a first-rate man.”
-
-“Oh, you are deep, and you are provoking!” murmured the Princess, with
-a sombre eye.
-
-“Don’t you remember,” Muniment continued, without heeding this somewhat
-passionate ejaculation—“don’t you remember how, the other day, you
-accused me of being not only a coward but a traitor; of playing false;
-of wanting, as you said, to back out?”
-
-“Most distinctly. How can I help its coming over me, at times, that you
-have incalculable ulterior views and are only using me—only using us
-all? But I don’t care!”
-
-“No, no; I’m genuine,” said Paul Muniment, simply, yet in a tone which
-might have implied that the discussion was idle. And he immediately
-went on, with a transition too abrupt for perfect civility: “The best
-reason in the world for your not having a lawsuit with your husband is
-this: that when you haven’t a penny left you will be obliged to go back
-and live with him.”
-
-“How do you mean, when I haven’t a penny left? Haven’t I my own
-property?” the Princess demanded.
-
-“The Prince tells me that you have drawn upon your own property at such
-a rate that the income to be derived from it amounts, to his positive
-knowledge, to no more than a thousand francs—forty pounds—a year.
-Surely, with your habits and tastes, you can’t live on forty pounds. I
-should add that your husband implies that your property, originally,
-was but a small affair.”
-
-“You have the most extraordinary tone,” observed the Princess, gravely.
-“What you appear to wish to express is simply this: that from the
-moment I have no more money to give you I am of no more value than the
-skin of an orange.”
-
-Muniment looked down at his shoe awhile. His companion’s words had
-brought a flush into his cheek; he appeared to admit to himself and to
-her that, at the point at which their conversation had arrived, there
-was a natural difficulty in his delivering himself. But presently he
-raised his head, showing a face still slightly embarrassed but none the
-less bright and frank. “I have no intention whatever of saying anything
-harsh or offensive to you, but since you challenge me perhaps it is
-well that I should let you know that I _do_ consider that in giving
-your money—or, rather, your husband’s—to our business you gave the most
-valuable thing you had to contribute.”
-
-“This is the day of plain truths!” the Princess exclaimed, with a laugh
-that was not expressive of pleasure. “You don’t count then any
-devotion, any intelligence, that I may have placed at your service,
-even rating my faculties modestly?”
-
-“I count your intelligence, but I don’t count your devotion, and one is
-nothing without the other. You are not trusted at headquarters.”
-
-“Not trusted!” the Princess repeated, with her splendid stare. “Why, I
-thought I could be hanged to-morrow!”
-
-“They may let you hang, perfectly, without letting you act. You are
-liable to be weary of us,” Paul Muniment went on; “and, indeed, I think
-you are weary of us already.”
-
-“Ah, you _must_ be a first-rate man—you are such a brute!” replied the
-Princess, who noticed, as she had noticed before, that he pronounced
-‘weary’ _weery_.
-
-“I didn’t say you were weary of _me_,” said Muniment, blushing again.
-“You can never live poor—you don’t begin to know the meaning of it.”
-
-“Oh, no, I am not tired of you,” the Princess returned, in a strange
-tone. “In a moment you will make me cry with passion, and no man has
-done that for years. I was very poor when I was a girl,” she added, in
-a different manner. “You yourself recognised it just now, in speaking
-of the insignificant character of my fortune.”
-
-“It had to be a fortune, to be insignificant,” said Muniment, smiling.
-“You will go back to your husband!”
-
-To this declaration she made no answer whatever; she only sat looking
-at him in a sort of desperate calmness. “I don’t see, after all, why
-they trust you more than they trust me,” she remarked.
-
-“I am not sure that they do,” said Muniment. “I have heard something
-this evening which suggests that.”
-
-“And may one know what it is?”
-
-“A communication which I should have expected to be made through me has
-been made through another person.”
-
-“A communication?”
-
-“To Hyacinth Robinson.”
-
-“To Hyacinth—” The Princess sprang up; she had turned pale in a moment.
-
-“He has got his ticket; but they didn’t send it through me.”
-
-“Do you mean his orders? He was here last night,” the Princess said.
-
-“A fellow named Schinkel, a German—whom you don’t know, I think, but
-who was a sort of witness, with me and another, of his undertaking—came
-to see me this evening. It was through him the summons came, and he put
-Hyacinth up to it on Sunday night.”
-
-“On Sunday night?” The Princess stared. “Why, he was here yesterday,
-and he talked of it, and he told me nothing.”
-
-“That was quite right of him, bless him!” Muniment exclaimed.
-
-The Princess closed her eyes a moment, and when she opened them again
-Muniment had risen and was standing before her. “What do they want him
-to do?” she asked.
-
-“I am like Hyacinth; I think I had better not tell you—at least till
-it’s over.”
-
-“And when will it be over?”
-
-“They give him several days and, I believe, minute instructions,” said
-Muniment, “with, however, considerable discretion in respect to seizing
-his chance. The thing is made remarkably easy for him. All this I know
-from Schinkel, who himself knew nothing on Sunday, being a mere medium
-of transmission, but who saw Hyacinth yesterday morning.”
-
-“Schinkel trusts you, then?” the Princess remarked.
-
-Muniment looked at her steadily a moment. “Yes, but he won’t trust you.
-Hyacinth is to receive a card of invitation to a certain big house,” he
-went on, “a card with the name left in blank, so that he may fill it
-out himself. It is to be good for each of two grand parties which are
-to be given at a few days’ interval. That’s why they give him the
-job—because at a grand party he’ll look in his place.”
-
-“He will like that,” said the Princess, musingly—“repaying hospitality
-with a pistol-shot.”
-
-“If he doesn’t like it he needn’t do it.”
-
-The Princess made no rejoinder to this, but in a moment she said, “I
-can easily find out the place you mean—the big house where two parties
-are to be given at a few days’ interval and where the master is worth
-your powder.”
-
-“Easily, no doubt. And do you want to warn him?”
-
-“No, I want to do the business first, so that it won’t be left for
-another. If Hyacinth will look in his place at a grand party, should
-not I look still more in mine? And as I know the individual I should be
-able to approach him without exciting the smallest suspicion.”
-
-Muniment appeared to consider her suggestion a moment, as if it were
-practical and interesting; but presently he answered, placidly, “To
-fall by your hand would be too good for him.”
-
-“However he falls, will it be useful, valuable?” the Princess asked.
-
-“It’s worth trying. He’s a very bad institution.”
-
-“And don’t you mean to go near Hyacinth?”
-
-“No, I wish to leave him free,” Muniment answered.
-
-“Ah, Paul Muniment,” murmured the Princess, “you _are_ a first-rate
-man!” She sank down upon the sofa and sat looking up at him. “In God’s
-name, why have you told me this?” she broke out.
-
-“So that you should not be able to throw it up at me, later, that I had
-not.”
-
-She threw herself over, burying her face in the cushions, and remained
-so for some minutes, in silence. Muniment watched her awhile, without
-speaking; but at last he remarked, “I don’t want to aggravate you, but
-you _will_ go back!” The words failed to cause her even to raise her
-head, and after a moment he quietly went out.
-
-
-
-
-XLVII
-
-
-That the Princess had done with him, done with him for ever, remained
-the most vivid impression that Hyacinth had carried away from Madeira
-Crescent the night before. He went home, and he flung himself on his
-narrow bed, where the consolation of sleep again descended upon him.
-But he woke up with the earliest dawn, and the beginning of a new day
-was a quick revival of pain. He was over-past, he had become vague, he
-was extinct. The things that Sholto had said to him came back to him,
-and the compassion of foreknowledge that Madame Grandoni had shown him
-from the first. Of Paul Muniment he only thought to wonder whether he
-knew. An insurmountable desire to do justice to him, for the very
-reason that there might be a temptation to oblique thoughts, forbade
-him to challenge his friend even in imagination. He vaguely wondered
-whether _he_ would ever be superseded; but this possibility faded away
-in a stronger light—a kind of dazzling vision of some great
-tribuneship, which swept before him now and again and in which the
-figure of the Princess herself seemed merged and extinguished. When
-full morning came at last, and he got up, it brought with it, in the
-restlessness which made it impossible to him to remain in his room, a
-return of that beginning of an answerless question, ‘After all—after
-all—?’ which the Princess had planted there the night before when she
-spoke so bravely in the name of the Revolution. ‘After all—after all,
-since nothing else was tried, or would, apparently, ever be tried—’ He
-had a sense of his mind, which had been made up, falling to pieces
-again; but that sense in turn lost itself in a shudder which was
-already familiar—the horror of the reappearance, on his part, of the
-imbrued hands of his mother. This loathing of the idea of a
-_repetition_ had not been sharp, strangely enough, till his summons
-came; in all his previous meditations the growth of his reluctance to
-act for the ‘party of action’ had not been the fear of a personal
-stain, but the simple extension of his observation. Yet now the idea of
-the personal stain made him horribly sick; it seemed by itself to make
-service impossible. It rose before him like a kind of backward
-accusation of his mother; to suffer it to start out in the life of her
-son was in a manner to place her own forgotten, redeemed pollution
-again in the eye of the world. The thought that was most of all with
-him was that he had time—he had time; he was grateful for that, and saw
-a kind of delicacy in their having given him a margin—not condemned him
-to be pressed by the hours. He had another day, he had two days, he
-might take three, he might take several. He knew he should be terribly
-weary of them before they were over; but for that matter they would be
-over whenever he liked. Anyhow, he went forth again into the streets,
-into the squares, into the parks, solicited by an aimless desire to
-steep himself yet once again in the great indifferent city which he
-knew and loved and which had had so many of his smiles and tears and
-confidences. The day was gray and damp, though no rain fell, and London
-had never appeared to him to wear more proudly and publicly the stamp
-of her imperial history. He passed slowly to and fro over Westminster
-bridge and watched the black barges drift on the great brown river, and
-looked up at the huge fretted palace that rose there as a fortress of
-the social order which he, like the young David, had been commissioned
-to attack with a sling and a pebble. At last he made his way to St
-James’s Park, and he strolled about a long time. He revolved around it,
-and he went a considerable distance up the thoroughfare that
-communicates with Pimlico. He stopped at a certain point and came back
-again, and then he retraced his steps in the former direction. He
-looked in the windows of shops, and he looked in particular into the
-long, glazed expanse of that establishment in which, at that hour of
-the day, Millicent Henning discharged superior functions. Millicent’s
-image had descended upon him after he came out, and now it moved before
-him as he went, it clung to him, it refused to quit him. He made, in
-truth, no effort to drive it away; he held fast to it in return, and it
-murmured strange things in his ear. She had been so jolly to him on
-Sunday; she was such a strong, obvious, simple nature, with such a
-generous breast and such a freedom from the sophistries of
-civilisation. All that he had ever liked in her came back to him now
-with a finer air, and there was a moment, during which he hung over the
-rail of the bridge that spans the lake in St James’s Park and
-mechanically followed the movement of the swans, when he asked himself
-whether, at bottom, he hadn’t liked her better, almost, than any one.
-He tried to think he had, he wanted to think he had, and he seemed to
-see the look her eyes would have if he should tell her that he had.
-Something of that sort had really passed between them on Sunday; only
-the business that had come up since had superseded it. Now the taste of
-the vague, primitive comfort that his Sunday had given him came back to
-him, and he asked himself whether he mightn’t know it a second time.
-After he had thought he couldn’t again wish for anything, he found
-himself wishing that he might believe there was something Millicent
-could do for him. Mightn’t she help him—mightn’t she even extricate
-him? He was looking into a window—not that of her own shop—when a
-vision rose before him of a quick flight with her, for an undefined
-purpose, to an undefined spot; and he was glad, at that moment, to have
-his back turned to the people in the street, because his face suddenly
-grew red to the tips of his ears. Again and again, all the same, he
-indulged in the reflection that spontaneous, uncultivated minds often
-have inventions, inspirations. Moreover, whether Millicent should have
-any or not, he might at least feel her arms around him. He didn’t
-exactly know what good it would do him or what door it would open; but
-he should like it. The sensation was not one he could afford to defer,
-but the nearest moment at which he could enjoy it would be that
-evening. _He_ had thrown over everything, but she would be busy all
-day; nevertheless, it would be a gain, it would be a kind of foretaste,
-to see her earlier, to have three words with her. He wrestled with the
-temptation to go into her haberdasher’s, because he knew she didn’t
-like it (he had tried it once, of old); as the visits of gentlemen,
-even when ostensible purchasers (there were people watching about who
-could tell who was who), compromised her in the eyes of her employers.
-This was not an ordinary case, however; and though he hovered about the
-place a long time, undecided, embarrassed, half ashamed, at last he
-went in, as by an irresistible necessity. He would just make an
-appointment with her, and a glance of the eye and a single word would
-suffice. He remembered his way through the labyrinth of the shop; he
-knew that her department was on the second floor. He walked through the
-place, which was crowded, as if he had as good a right as any one else;
-and as he had entertained himself, on rising, with putting on his
-holiday garments, in which he made such a distinguished little figure,
-he was not suspected of any purpose more nefarious than that of looking
-for some nice thing to give a lady. He ascended the stairs, and found
-himself in a large room where made-up articles were exhibited and
-where, though there were twenty people in it, a glance told him he
-shouldn’t find Millicent. She was perhaps in the next one, into which
-he passed by a wide opening. Here also were numerous purchasers, most
-of them ladies; the men were but three or four, and the disposal of the
-wares was in the hands of neat young women attired in black dresses
-with long trains. At first it appeared to Hyacinth that the young woman
-he sought was even here not within sight, and he was turning away, to
-look elsewhere, when suddenly he perceived that a tall gentleman,
-standing in the middle of the room, was none other than Captain Sholto.
-It next became plain to him that the person standing upright before the
-Captain, as still as a lay-figure and with her back turned to Hyacinth,
-was the object of his own quest. In spite of her averted face he
-instantly recognised Millicent; he knew her shop-attitude, the dressing
-of her hair behind, and the long, grand lines of her figure, draped in
-the last new thing. She was exhibiting this article to the Captain, and
-he was lost in contemplation. He had been beforehand with Hyacinth as a
-false purchaser, but he imitated a real one better than our young man,
-as, with his eyes travelling up and down the front of Millicent’s
-person, he frowned, consideringly, and rubbed his lower lip slowly with
-his walking-stick. Millicent stood admirably still, and the back-view
-of the garment she displayed was magnificent. Hyacinth, for a minute,
-stood as still as she. At the end of that minute he perceived that
-Sholto saw him, and for an instant he thought he was going to direct
-Millicent’s attention to him. But Sholto only looked at him very hard,
-for a few seconds, without telling her he was there; to enjoy that
-satisfaction he would wait till the interloper was gone. Hyacinth gazed
-back at him for the same length of time—what these two pairs of eyes
-said to each other requires perhaps no definite mention—and then turned
-away.
-
-That evening, about nine o’clock, the Princess Casamassima drove in a
-hansom to Hyacinth’s lodgings in Westminster. The door of the house was
-a little open, and a man stood on the step, smoking his big pipe and
-looking up and down. The Princess, seeing him while she was still at
-some distance, had hoped he was Hyacinth, but he proved to be a very
-different figure indeed from her devoted young friend. He had not a
-forbidding countenance, but he looked very hard at her as she descended
-from her hansom and approached the door. She was used to being looked
-at hard, and she didn’t mind this; she supposed he was one of the
-lodgers in the house. He edged away to let her pass, and watched her
-while she endeavoured to impart an elasticity of movement to the limp
-bell-pull beside the door. It gave no audible response, so that she
-said to him, “I wish to ask for Mr Hyacinth Robinson. Perhaps you can
-tell me—”
-
-“Yes, I too,” the man replied, smiling. “I have come also for that.”
-
-The Princess hesitated a moment. “I think you must be Mr Schinkel. I
-have heard of you.”
-
-“You know me by my bad English,” her interlocutor remarked, with a sort
-of benevolent coquetry.
-
-“Your English is remarkably good—I wish I spoke German as well. Only
-just a hint of an accent, and evidently an excellent vocabulary.”
-
-“I think I have heard, also, of you,” said Schinkel, appreciatively.
-
-“Yes, we know each other, in our circle, don’t we? We are all brothers
-and sisters.” The Princess was anxious, she was in a fever; but she
-could still relish the romance of standing in a species of back-slum
-and fraternising with a personage looking like a very tame horse whose
-collar galled him. “Then he’s at home, I hope; he is coming down to
-you?” she went on.
-
-“That’s what I don’t know. I am waiting.”
-
-“Have they gone to call him?”
-
-Schinkel looked at her, while he puffed his pipe. “I have called him
-myself, but he will not say.”
-
-“How do you mean—he will not say?”
-
-“His door is locked. I have knocked many times.”
-
-“I suppose he is out,” said the Princess.
-
-“Yes, he may be out,” Schinkel remarked, judicially.
-
-He and the Princess stood a moment looking at each other, and then she
-asked, “Have you any doubt of it?”
-
-“Oh, _es kann sein_. Only the woman of the house told me five minutes
-ago that he came in.”
-
-“Well, then, he probably went out again,” the Princess remarked.
-
-“Yes, but she didn’t hear him.”
-
-The Princess reflected, and was conscious that she was flushing. She
-knew what Schinkel knew about their young friend’s actual situation,
-and she wished to be very clear with him, and to induce him to be the
-same with her. She was rather baffled, however, by the sense that he
-was cautious, and justly cautious. He was polite and inscrutable, quite
-like some of the high personages—ambassadors and cabinet-ministers—whom
-she used to meet in the great world. “Has the woman been here, in the
-house, ever since?” she asked in a moment.
-
-“No, she went out for ten minutes, half an hour ago.”
-
-“Surely, then, he may have gone out again in that time!” the Princess
-exclaimed.
-
-“That is what I have thought. It is also why I have waited here,” said
-Schinkel. “I have nothing to do,” he added, serenely.
-
-“Neither have I,” the Princess rejoined. “We can wait together.”
-
-“It’s a pity you haven’t got some room,” the German suggested.
-
-“No, indeed; this will do very well. We shall see him the sooner when
-he comes back.”
-
-“Yes, but perhaps it won’t be for long.”
-
-“I don’t care for that; I will wait. I hope you don’t object to my
-company,” she went on, smiling.
-
-“It is good, it is good,” Schinkel responded, through his smoke.
-
-“Then I will send away my cab.” She returned to the vehicle and paid
-the driver, who said, “Thank you, my lady,” with expression, and drove
-off.
-
-“You gave him too much,” observed Schinkel, when she came back.
-
-“Oh, he looked like a nice man. I am sure he deserved it.”
-
-“It is very expensive,” Schinkel went on, sociably.
-
-“Yes, and I have no money, but it’s done. Was there no one else in the
-house while the woman was away?” the Princess asked.
-
-“No, the people are out; she only has single men. I asked her that. She
-has a daughter, but the daughter has gone to see her cousin. The mother
-went only a hundred yards, round the corner there, to buy a pennyworth
-of milk. She locked this door, and put the key in her pocket; she
-stayed at the grocer’s, where she got the milk, to have a little
-conversation with a friend she met there. You know ladies always stop
-like that—_nicht wahr?_ It was half an hour later that I came. She told
-me that he was at home, and I went up to his room. I got no sound, as I
-have told you. I came down and spoke to her again, and she told me what
-I say.”
-
-“Then you determined to wait, as I have done,” said the Princess.
-
-“Oh, yes, I want to see him.”
-
-“So do I, very much.” The Princess said nothing more, for a minute;
-then she added, “I think we want to see him for the same reason.”
-
-“_Das kann sein—das kann sein_.”
-
-The two continued to stand there in the brown evening, and they had
-some further conversation, of a desultory and irrelevant kind. At the
-end of ten minutes the Princess broke out, in a low tone, laying her
-hand on her companion’s arm, “Mr Schinkel, this won’t do. I’m
-intolerably nervous.”
-
-“Yes, that is the nature of ladies,” the German replied, imperturbably.
-
-“I wish to go up to his room,” the Princess pursued. “You will be so
-good as to show me where it is.”
-
-“It will do you no good, if he is not there.”
-
-The Princess hesitated. “I am not sure he is not there.”
-
-“Well, if he won’t speak, it shows he likes better not to have
-visitors.”
-
-“Oh, he may like to have me better than he does you!” the Princess
-exclaimed.
-
-“_Das kann sein—das kann sein_.” But Schinkel made no movement to
-introduce her into the house.
-
-“There is nothing to-night—you know what I mean,” the Princess
-remarked, after looking at him a moment.
-
-“Nothing to-night?”
-
-“At the Duke’s. The first party is on Thursday, the other is next
-Tuesday.”
-
-“_Schön_. I never go to parties,” said Schinkel.
-
-“Neither do I.”
-
-“Except that _this_ is a kind of party—you and me,” suggested Schinkel.
-
-“Yes, and the woman of the house doesn’t approve of it.” The footstep
-of the personage in question had been audible in the passage, through
-the open door, which was presently closed, from within, with a little
-reprehensive bang. Something in this incident appeared to quicken
-exceedingly the Princess’s impatience and emotion; the menace of
-exclusion from the house made her wish more even than before to enter
-it. “For God’s sake, Mr Schinkel, take me up there. If you won’t, I
-will go alone,” she pleaded.
-
-Her face was white now, and it need hardly be added that it was
-beautiful. The German considered it a moment in silence; then turned
-and reopened the door and went in, followed closely by his companion.
-
-There was a light in the lower region, which tempered the gloom of the
-staircase—as high, that is, as the first floor; the ascent the rest of
-the way was so dusky that the pair went slowly and Schinkel led the
-Princess by the hand. She gave a suppressed exclamation as she rounded
-a sharp turn in the second flight. “Good God, is that his door, with
-the light?”
-
-“Yes, you can see under it. There was a light before,” said Schinkel,
-without confusion.
-
-“And why, in heaven’s name, didn’t you tell me?”
-
-“Because I thought it would worry you.”
-
-“And doesn’t it worry _you?_”
-
-“A little, but I don’t mind,” said Schinkel. “Very likely he may have
-left it.”
-
-“He doesn’t leave candles!” the Princess returned, with vehemence. She
-hurried up the few remaining steps to the door, and paused there with
-her ear against it. Her hand grasped the handle, and she turned it, but
-the door resisted. Then she murmured, pantingly, to her companion, “We
-must go in—we must go in!”
-
-“What will you do, when it’s locked?” he inquired.
-
-“You must break it down.”
-
-“It is very expensive,” said Schinkel.
-
-“Don’t be abject!” cried the Princess. “In a house like this the
-fastenings are certainly flimsy; they will easily yield.”
-
-“And if he is not there—if he comes back and finds what we have done?”
-
-She looked at him a moment through the darkness, which was mitigated
-only by the small glow proceeding from the chink. “He _is_ there!
-Before God, he is there!”
-
-“_Schön, schön_,” said her companion, as if he felt the contagion of
-her own dread but was deliberating and meant to remain calm. The
-Princess assured him that one or two vigorous thrusts with his shoulder
-would burst the bolt—it was sure to be some wretched morsel of tin—and
-she made way for him to come close. He did so, he even leaned against
-the door, but he gave no violent push, and the Princess waited, with
-her hand against her heart. Schinkel apparently was still deliberating.
-At last he gave a low sigh. “I know they found him the pistol; it is
-only for that,” he murmured; and the next moment Christina saw him sway
-sharply to and fro in the gloom. She heard a crack and saw that the
-lock had yielded. The door collapsed: they were in the light; they were
-in a small room, which looked full of things. The light was that of a
-single candle on the mantel; it was so poor that for a moment she made
-out nothing definite. Before that moment was over, however, her eyes
-had attached themselves to the small bed. There was something on
-it—something black, something ambiguous, something outstretched.
-Schinkel held her back, but only for an instant; she saw everything,
-and with the very act she flung herself beside the bed, upon her knees.
-Hyacinth lay there as if he were asleep, but there was a horrible
-thing, a mess of blood, on the bed, in his side, in his heart. His arm
-hung limp beside him, downwards, off the narrow couch; his face was
-white and his eyes were closed. So much Schinkel saw, but only for an
-instant; a convulsive movement of the Princess, bending over the body
-while a strange low cry came from her lips, covered it up. He looked
-about him for the weapon, for the pistol, but the Princess, in her rush
-at the bed, had pushed it out of sight with her knees. “It’s a pity
-they found it—if he hadn’t had it here!” he exclaimed to her. He had
-determined to remain calm, so that, on turning round at the quick
-advent of the little woman of the house, who had hurried up, white,
-scared, staring, at the sound of the crashing door, he was able to say,
-very quietly and gravely, “Mr Robinson has shot himself through the
-heart. He must have done it while you were fetching the milk.” The
-Princess got up, hearing another person in the room, and then Schinkel
-perceived the small revolver lying just under the bed. He picked it up
-and carefully placed it on the mantel-shelf, keeping, equally
-carefully, to himself the reflection that it would certainly have
-served much better for the Duke.
-
-
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