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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of At the Sign of the Fox, by Mabel Osgood
-Wright
-
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-Title: At the Sign of the Fox
- A Romance
-
-Author: Mabel Osgood Wright
-
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AT THE SIGN OF THE FOX ***
-
-
-
-
-
-AT THE SIGN OF THE FOX
-
-
-
-
- AT THE SIGN OF
- THE FOX
-
- _A Romance_
-
- BY
- BARBARA
- AUTHOR OF “THE GARDEN OF A COMMUTER’S WIFE,”
- “PEOPLE OF THE WHIRLPOOL,” AND
- “THE WOMAN ERRANT”
-
- NEW YORK
- HURST & CO.
- PUBLISHERS
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1905,
- BY THE MACMILLAN COMPANY.
-
- Set up and electrotyped. Published July, 1905.
- Reprinted August, September, December, 1905;
- March, 1912.
-
- Norwood Press
- J. S. Cushing & Co.—Berwick & Smith Co.
- Norwood, Mass., U.S.A.
-
-
-
-
-This Book is for the Brave
-
-
-[Illustration]
-
- PRATE NOT TO ME OF WEAKLINGS, WHO
- LAMENT THIS LIFE AND NOUGHT ACHIEVE,
- I HYMN THE VAST AND VALIANT CREW
- OF THOSE WHO HAVE SCANT TIME TO GRIEVE,
- FIRM SET THEIR FORTUNES TO RETRIEVE,
- THEY SING FOR LUCK A LUSTY STAVE,
- THE WORLD’S STANCH WORKERS, BY YOUR LEAVE—
- THIS IS THE BALLADE OF THE BRAVE!
-
- —RICHARD BURTON.
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-
- CHAPTER PAGE
-
- I. THE RIVER KINGDOM 1
-
- II. A BELATED FIRST CAUSE 13
-
- III. THE DECISION OF MISS KEITH 25
-
- IV. INTERLUDE 37
-
- V. A PICTURE 49
-
- VI. THE LAWTONS 64
-
- VII. THE DAY AFTER 84
-
- VIII. TRANSITION 101
-
- IX. THE RETURN 125
-
- X. TATTERS TRANSFERS HIMSELF 144
-
- XI. BREAD 170
-
- XII. REVELATION 195
-
- XIII. AT THE SIGN OF THE FOX 219
-
- XIV. THE UNEXPECTED HAPPENS 243
-
- XV. A MASQUE OF SPRING 263
-
- XVI. THE WAY THE WIND BLEW 282
-
- XVII. LOCKS AND KEYS 302
-
- XVIII. THE RETURN OF MEMORY 324
-
- XIX. SETTERS OF SNARES 342
-
- XX. FIRE OF LEAVES 362
-
-
-
-
-THE PEOPLE
-
-
- BROOKE LAWTON A Young Woman of To-day, who sees Things as they
- might be.
-
- ADAM LAWTON Her Father, a Country-bred New Yorker of Affairs.
-
- PAMELA LAWTON Her Mother, a Brooke of Virginia.
-
- ADAM THE CUB Her Brother, at the Difficult Age of Sixteen.
-
- KEITH WEST Adam Lawton’s Maternal Cousin, who stayed at Home.
-
- LUCY DEAN Brooke’s Friend, who sees Things as they are.
-
- MRS. ENOCH FENTON A Cheerful Cripple.
-
- SILENT STEAD Sportsman and Misanthrope.
-
- MARTE LORENZ Idealist and Artist.
-
- TOM BROWNELL Engaged in climbing the Ladder of Journalism from
- the Bottom Rung.
-
- HENRY MAARTEN A Farm Hand working on Shares.
-
- DR. RICHARD RUSSELL Of Oaklands, Friend of Stead and the Lawtons, and
- Confidant-general of the County.
-
- THE PIEMAN A Travelling Optimist.
-
- TATTERS A Person, though disguised as an Old Collie Dog.
-
- The Usual Critic’s Chorus, composed of Citizens, Villagers,
- Male and Female, Commonplace, Eccentric, or Otherwise.
-
-TIME
-
- The Present Century.
-
-PLACE
-
- Manhattan and the Hill Country of the Moosatuk.
-
-
-
-
-AT THE SIGN OF THE FOX
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-THE RIVER KINGDOM
-
-
-Robert Stead and Dr. Russell, clad for hunting, tramped down a pent road
-through the woodland and halted at the bars that separated it from the
-highway.
-
-Like careful woodsmen, they made sure that their guns were at half-cock
-before resting them against the tumble-down wall; pulling out pipe
-and tobacco pouch, they filled and fingered the smooth bowls with the
-deliberation that is akin to restfulness. Then, face to windward, they
-applied the match and drew the few rapid puffs that kindle the charmed
-fire, and leaning on the top rail, looked down the slope to where the
-river, broad and tranquil as it passed, narrowed and grew more elusive
-as the eye traced it toward its starting-point in the north country many
-miles away.
-
-For more than a hundred miles between its throne in the hill country
-and the sea travels the Moosatuk, and all the land through which it
-passes is its kingdom. What its stern mood was in the ancient days when
-as an ice-floe, maybe, it tore a pathway through the granite hills,
-fortressing them with splintered slabs and tossing huge boulders from
-its course, man may but guess; but to-day a wild thing, half tamed, it
-obeys while it still compels. Above, below, confined by dams, it does the
-will of man; and yet, flow where it will, man follows, with his mills,
-his factories, his railways, until, by spreading into shallows, it half
-eludes his greed. For twenty sinuous miles it follows a free, sunlit
-course, now running swift and lapping the banks of little islands wooded
-with hemlocks, now stretching itself on the smooth pebbles until it
-tempts the unwary to the crossing on a bridge of stepping-stones. For all
-this space the ferns and wood flowers stoop from the slanting banks to
-snatch its lingering kisses, the wood folk drink from it, the wild fowl
-sleep on it, and its waters bear no heavier responsibility or weight than
-driftwood or the duck boat, that steals silently forth, a shadow in the
-morning twilight, like the Mohican canoes that a mere century ago plied
-the selfsame waters.
-
-Such is the Moosatuk where it passes Gilead, a peaceful village halfway
-between Stonebridge and Gordon, with its farmsteads filling the fertile
-river valley and climbing up the hillside as if to shun railways, until
-from below the topmost are lost in the trees, like the aeries of some
-furtive hawk or owl of the woods. This was the scene which lay below the
-hunters as they paused to rest in the October noon glow before returning
-to Stead’s lodge on top of Windy Hill.
-
-For a little space neither man spoke. In fact, the last mile of their
-walk had passed in silence save for the occasional smothered exclamation
-of the younger hunter, when he came upon a snare, now and then, and broke
-it. Even the dry leaves lay untouched in their tracks, for the foot of a
-woodsman seems instinctively to avoid the dead twig and leaf-filled rut.
-
-The dogs, two brown-eyed, mobile Gordon setters, well understanding
-that the signal of stacked arms and the smell of tobacco meant that
-the day’s work was over, started unchidden on a private hunting-trip,
-nosing about through the ground-pine and frost-bleached lady-ferns, and
-paused with tails swinging in wide circles before a great patch of glossy
-wintergreen, where a ruffed grouse or shy Bob-white had doubtless made
-his breakfast on the pungent scarlet berries. Out in the little-used
-highway, October, herself an Indian in her colour schemes, had set her
-loom in the grass-divided wheel tracks, a loom of many strands, wherein
-she wove a careful tapestry of russet, bronze, crimson, gold, and ruby
-from leaf of beech, sumach, oak, pepperidge, chestnut, birch, and
-purpling dogwood, only to drop it as a rug for hoof tracks or fling it
-aloft at random, a bit of gracious drapery for the too stern granite.
-
-Between these two men, neither young, as often happens between close
-friends of either sex, silence did not come from lack of mutual
-understanding. It is only the machine-made or undeveloped brain that
-mistakes garrulity for companionship and casts the blight of motiveless
-chatter upon the precious gift of silent hours, wherein the soul may
-learn to know itself.
-
-More than fifteen years divided their ages, and their temperaments were
-wider still apart; you could judge this even from trifles, as the shape
-of their pipes and the way in which they held and smoked them.
-
-Robert Stead, turning fifty, tall and well knit, had heavy, matted brown
-hair, beard cut close, and impenetrable eyes, whose colour no one could
-tell offhand, any more than he might read the meaning of the mustache-hid
-mouth. His firm walk and clear skin told of strength and present outdoor
-life; his slightly rounded shoulders spoke either of past indoor hours or
-the resistless, flinching attitude where a man ceases to face the storms
-of life with chest thrown out and head erect as if to say to warring
-elements—“See, I am ready; come and do your worst!” “Silent Stead” people
-hereabout called him from his taciturnity, and he either held his short
-brier close against his lips and puffed between tightly clinched teeth,
-as if pulling against time, or in the revulsion let the flame die out
-until, forgotten, the pipe hung cold, bitter, and noisome between his
-lips.
-
-Dr. Russell’s pipe, a plain meerschaum of moderate length, held with
-light firmness, was smoked deliberately as something that soothed yet
-held in no thrall, and when its first sweetness passed, with a sharp,
-cleansing rap, he returned the pipe to his pocket. Though in the later
-sixties, the doctor radiated all the hope of youth. One realized that
-his was a face to trust, even before compassing its details; the easy
-turn of his shapely, well-poised head, with its closely cut hair blended
-of steel and silver, every glance of his searching gray eyes, that
-looked frankly from under eyebrows that were still black, conveyed both
-comprehension and sympathy. His nose was straight and not too long, and
-the thin nostrils quivered with all the sensitiveness of a highly strung
-horse, while the mouth was saved from the sternness to which the firm
-chin seemed to pledge it by a drooping of the corners that told of a keen
-sense of humour. In stature he was of medium height, but his shoulders
-were still squared to the burdens of life, and his erect carriage made
-him appear tall; but, after all, the secret of his youth lay in a quality
-of mind, the very quality that the younger man lacked—his steadfast
-faith and confidence in his fellow-men; this had lasted undaunted by
-disappointment during the forty years and more that he had held to them
-the closest, wisest, and most blessed of human ministries—that of the
-good physician.
-
-The doctor’s pipe grew cold, and placing it in one of the deep pockets
-of his jacket, he fumbled in the other as he turned to his companion,
-saying: “Was I not right, Rob? Give the city boys, with their automobiles
-and pretty clothes, and the trolley-car hunters, the first two weeks
-of October in which to moult their fine feathers, ruin their firearms
-and dispositions, and decide that the Moosatuk has been overhunted, and
-we may have the rest of open season to ourselves without danger when
-crossing a brush lot in broad daylight of being mistaken for wild turkeys
-or what not. It is the eighteenth to-day. We’ve tramped good twenty miles
-since daybreak, and whom have we met? A woman looking for cows, two men
-stacking slab sides, and some school children on the cross-road, while
-we’ve had our fill of air unpeppered by small shot, this glorious view at
-every curve and through every gap, and,” freeing his pocket, “a brace of
-grouse, another of quail, and three woodcock as an excuse for our outing,
-in the eyes of those who insist that excuses, aside from the desire, must
-be made for every act.
-
-“Strange, perhaps, that the killing and hunting lust should be an excuse.
-I often feel like begging pardon of these little hunched-up feathered
-things; but in spite of humanitarian principles, I somehow fear that
-we are growing too nice, and when the hunting fever dies out wholly,
-something vital is lacking in a man.”
-
-“Hunting fever or not,” replied Stead, kicking a decaying log at his
-feet into dust, “I’d rather the woods were full of visible men with guns
-than invisible snares. Do you know that I have broken thirty or more
-this morning? Some day these setters of snares and I shall meet, and
-there will be trouble; it seems that I am destined always to war with
-the intangible.” Then he spread his game on the fence, and though it
-outranked the doctor’s spoils, he seemed to take no pleasure in it, but
-still looked moodily across the river.
-
-“Ah, Rob, Rob,” said the doctor, throwing his arm affectionately about
-the shoulder of the taller man, who leaned heavily on the fence-top,
-“will your mood never change? Can you not forgive and at least play
-bravely at forgetting?
-
-“It is ten years—no, eleven—since your child whom I tended died and Helen
-left you, or you her, whichever way you choose to put it. The why of it
-all you have never deemed best to tell, and I have never asked, trusting
-your manhood. She led her own life then for the four years she lived. I
-have managed to see you every year since, in spite of the drifting life
-your profession forced upon you. And since the railway’s completion, when
-you settled here, I’ve spent a week of my holiday each autumn with you,
-hoping to see a change, believing you would waken and live your life out
-instead of moping it away. But no! Your work and old comrades need you,
-and you still refuse. What is it, Rob? Life seems so good to me with the
-threescore and ten in plain sight that I cannot bear to see it playing
-through your fingers at fifty.
-
-“Love may be gone, or clouded, let us say, but there is always work, and
-work is glorious! Get out of your own shadow, man, and let the sun pass.
-It is with you as _The Allegorist_ says:—
-
- “‘One looked into the cup of life,
- And let his shadow fall athwart;
- The wine gleamed darkly in the cup—
- It surely was of bitter sort.’”
-
-Stead withdrew his gaze from the river and turned it on the face of his
-companion.
-
-“I know it all, doctor, and much more than you can say. I know you’ve
-clung to me when no one else would trouble, and that you drive all those
-forty miles from home every autumn, rain or shine, to tramp the woods
-with me, to sit beside my fire and give me comfort, and yet—— Do you
-remember the old adage, that ‘Life without work is water in a sieve’? but
-in the antiphon lies the sting, ‘Work without motive cannot live.’ It is
-motive that is dead in me. I think I have forgiven, I delude myself if I
-say I have forgotten, but, good God, doctor, can you imagine sitting and
-feeling yourself as useless as water in a sieve and _not caring_? That is
-my misery. If I could only really care, heart and soul, for anything for
-one short month, I would give the rest of my life for it.
-
-“I have not even the primal motive of hunger that sets the wolf
-a-prowling. The few yearly thousands my father left me have put that
-chance away, and my contempt for that form of cowardice precludes
-suicide. So I have actually come to be what passes current for content,
-with every one but you. Here I am, located for life on the hillside,
-with only half-breed José left of what was, with my books, which can
-neither dissemble nor betray, for company, and so long as I have food
-I shall have dog friends to follow me by day and sleep by me at night.
-Then, as long as eyesight lasts, there is my River Kingdom,” and Stead
-stretched his arms, half to relax their tension, toward the silver fillet
-shimmering in the valley below, in which at that moment some white gulls,
-with black-tipped wings, hanging in the skylike clouds, were mirrored.
-
-Then, giving a nervous, mirthless laugh, he whistled to the dogs, and as
-if led to speak of himself too much, he turned to action, and vaulting
-over the bars with but a hand touch, trailed his feet through rifts of
-glowing leaves, and reaching backward for his gun, said lightly, “Who was
-it, by the way, that christened this region The River Kingdom? Was it
-your daughter?”
-
-“No, it was not Barbara,” said the doctor, crossing the bars, but more
-sedately, his cheery temper relieved at the change of theme. “It was
-Brooke Lawton, a cousin or niece or some such kin of Miss Keith West—a
-lovable child, full of both romance and common sense. Her father, Adam
-Lawton, whom you must have met in your capacity as a civil engineer,
-for he has floated many railway schemes, was born here in Gilead in the
-West homestead, his mother being of that family. Though he never comes
-here, and all the kin but Keith, a first cousin, are dead, some slight
-sentiment binds him to the past, and he has kept the little farm abreast
-of all improvements and leaves Keith in charge. A few years ago Brooke,
-his elder child and only daughter, recovering from an illness, came up
-and spent the autumn; and I, being here for the shooting and knowing
-Keith well, for she and my sister Lot were schoolmates at Mt. Holyoke
-long ago, was called to see her several times.
-
-“But there was little that I could do for her,—indomitable pluck and
-dauntless spirits were her best medicine. Well I remember one gray, cold
-day, the last of her stay, I found Miss Keith in some alarm about her, as
-the child had gone out on foot over two hours before.
-
-“As we stood consulting in the porch, a slim, gray-coated figure, with
-soft brown hair flying like a gypsy’s, arms full of autumn leaves and
-berries, came swiftly down the lane between house and wood, and throwing
-her load on the steps, gazed at it in a sort of ecstasy, from which she
-waked only at Miss Keith’s words of chiding.
-
-“‘I—lost?’ she queried, straightening her thick eyebrows into an
-expression of incredulity, ‘why, Cousin Keith, I’ve only been to my River
-Kingdom collecting tribute, but when I’m grown up and do as I please, I’m
-coming back here to reign and have the wild flowers bow to me when I pass
-and the little wood beasts follow me in procession.’
-
-“I must have told you of it at the time, for I was stopping with you.
-Yes, it was Brooke Lawton who christened the River Kingdom,—but she
-never returned, and I heard indirectly that she had gone abroad to study
-art. Come to think of it, she must be a grown woman now, at the rate
-time goes. All of which reminds me that I sent word that I would go to
-Miss Keith’s to-day; she wants counsel of some sort, about what I could
-not even surmise from her letter. As she is one of the good middle-aged
-women who always wish excuses made for every act, I will take her these
-grouse as an apology and tangible explanation as to my clothes and gun,
-and as she always insists that I should take a meal with her, you will
-not see me until supper-time. If you will tell José to dress and split
-the quail, I myself will broil them over the wood coals in your den,
-spitted on hickory forks. Metal should never touch wild fowl, but you of
-the younger generation do so grudge trouble and seem to have no capacity
-for detail,” and, half chiding, half laughing, Dr. Russell shouldered
-his beloved gun, picked up the grouse, smoothed the rumpled ruff of the
-cock bird, and started on the mile walk downhill to the West homestead,
-whistling.
-
-Robert Stead looked after him a moment, and then, calling the dogs to
-heel, started up the hillside in an opposite direction. Before him for
-a single instant stood the form of the young girl of the River Kingdom,
-as Dr. Russell had portrayed her, with arms full of gay leaves and vines
-that she had stripped from the hedges as she went, but as he reached her
-she vanished, and turning toward the river itself, he was half surprised
-to find it still moving as ceaselessly as ever. Love had mocked him long
-ago and motive eluded him, but the dog at his side touched his fingers
-with caressing tongue, and the River Kingdom still remained.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-A BELATED FIRST CAUSE
-
-
-The West farm was on the upper of the two roads between Stonebridge and
-Gordon, at the point where a steep uphill grade paused, on a plateau of
-several hundred feet in length, as if to rest and take breath and allow
-those who travelled upon it to drink in the splendour of the river view
-before attempting the still steeper ascent beyond.
-
-Three generations of Wests had lived from this farm until, some forty
-years before, its hundred acres being all too small for the needs of
-modern push and life, the last young male of the family, a man of twenty
-odd, of tenacious mixed Scotch and New England stock, had gone to New
-York to follow a quicker game of dollars.
-
-In due course, when Adam Lawton’s parents died, his mother having been
-a West and the homestead her portion, he found himself absorbed in the
-beginnings of money-making, yet somewhere in him was a deep-buried
-sentiment for his boyhood’s home, stern though the life and discipline
-had been, and even though he found no leisure to revisit it. He therefore
-had installed his maternal cousin Keith in it as guardian, paying the
-taxes and for such improvements and repairs as kept it apace with the
-times. Then he promptly forgot it, except on pay days, when he justified
-himself to himself, the Scotch thrift in him insisting on justification,
-for the comparatively slight outlay, by saying half aloud to his private
-secretary, who did the forwarding, “A snug little place, and always worth
-a price; my daughter fancies it, and perhaps some day, who knows, I may
-like to go back there for a rest.”
-
-Thus it followed that Miss Keith and the farm had lived together for
-twenty years a life of almost wedded devotion. The sheep had disappeared
-from the hills, it is true, and four cows, a fat horse, and countless
-chickens and ducks represented the live stock. The cultivated ground
-had been reduced to a great corn-field, a potato patch, and vegetable
-garden, on whose borders grew fruits of all seasons, the rest of the
-land being sown down to rye or hay, while the woodland that protected
-the house on the north and east, being only required to yield kindlings,
-had returned to the beauty of a forest primeval, with a dense growth of
-oak, white pine, and hemlock, underspread with untrodden ferns, amid
-which, following the seasons’ call, blossomed arbutus, anemones, moccasin
-flowers, snow crystal Indian pipe, and partridge vine.
-
-Now, for the first time in all these years, Miss Keith was faltering in
-her single-hearted allegiance, and this upheaval coming on her fiftieth
-birthday, too, gave it a double significance. At fifty one’s ideas and
-person are supposed to be settled for life, but with Miss Keith her
-semi-centennial was the first occasion upon which she ever remembered to
-have felt thoroughly unsettled, and as she stood in front of the parlour
-mantel-shelf, arms akimbo, gazing at the _First Cause_, that rested
-against the wall between the fat clock and a blue china vase filled with
-quaking grass, she alternately frowned and smiled.
-
-This First Cause was the highly finished cabinet photograph of a man,
-coupled with a suggestion of marriage contained in a letter, the edge of
-the pale blue envelope containing which peeped from under the garrulous
-little clock that ticked vociferously the twenty-four hours through, and
-gave an alarming whir-r, suggestive of asthma in the depths of its chest,
-before striking every quarter and half, and mumbled a long grace before
-the hours.
-
-The photograph was of a man past fifty, with a good head, large,
-wide-open eyes, and a broad nose that might mean either stupidity or a
-sense of humour, according as to how the nostrils moved in life. Very
-little else could be said of the face, for mustache and beard covered
-it closely, running up before the ears to meet a curly mop of hair that
-roofed the head. It was an attractive face at first glance, and the low,
-turned-over collar, flowing tie that was barely hinted at beneath the
-beard, and loose sack-coat carried out the suggestion of strength, that
-was continued to where a pair of powerful hands, whose fingers rested
-together easily tip to tip, completed the picture.
-
-Picture and letter had arrived three days before, and yet the answer
-to the latter lay in process of construction upon the flap of the
-old-fashioned bookcase in the window corner. Perhaps the cause for the
-delay was more in the fact that both picture and letter, though relating
-to the First Cause, had not come directly from him, but from his sister.
-She had been a school friend of Miss Keith’s, who occasionally came to
-visit her and who was now living in Boston, having become the third wife
-of some one connected in a humble capacity with a free library in the
-city where the State-house dome seeks to rival Minerva’s helmet, and
-whose streets ever coil in and out as if in classic emulation of Medusa’s
-locks.
-
-Taking the letter from under the clock, Miss Keith went to the window and
-re-read it for the twentieth time.
-
- “October 10, 19—.
-
- “MY DEAR FRIEND:
-
- “It is only during the past year, since I have been living
- within reach and under the privilege and influence of all that
- is inspiring to one of my aspirations, that I have realized
- how lonely your life must be upon that farm, where your only
- intimate associates are animals, feathered and otherwise, and
- evening, instead of becoming as it is with me the period of
- self-culture in the society of a loyal male companion, is too
- often a period of premature somnolence and apathy.
-
- “Until now I have seen no method of escape to offer you,
- and so have held my peace. Two weeks ago, however, fortune
- smiled through a letter from my brother, James White, out in
- Wisconsin. You must remember James—the handsome man with curly
- hair who waited on Jane Tilley when we were at Mt. Holyoke,
- until she jilted him for William Parsons. He got over it
- nobly, though, and brought us paper flower bouquets the day we
- graduated. Mine was of red and white roses, and yours was all
- white. Surely you will remember—he said you looked ‘quite smart
- enough for a bride.’
-
- “Well, you _were_ pretty in those days, Keith, with your white
- skin and light brown hair, before you took on freckles; but,
- after all, dark complexions like mine wear the best.
-
- “Now, to come to time—James is a widower. He has sweet children
- and needs a wife and mother for them. Though there are plenty
- of western women, and some that have hoards of money, out
- in Corntown, where his canning business is, he was always
- particular and peckish, preferring a refined eastern woman
- to influence his family. Knowing that I am living in Boston
- in the midst of opportunities, so to speak, our home being
- halfway between Bunker Hill Monument and Harvard University,
- he has intrusted me to select him a wife. Your face appeared
- to me. Putting aside more pressing claimants, I wrote to him
- of the girl he once declared fit to be ‘a bride,’ and sent him
- your last picture—at least it’s the last I’ve seen. He answered
- by return post. He has not forgotten, and he will, if you
- consent, come here the first of May to meet you and be married.
-
- “Now, dear Keith, why not put your place on the market, and
- when winter sets in come here to me in Boston and see the
- world, spend a season of relaxation, hear lectures and music,
- and be thus attuned for matrimony in the sweet spring, when
- the horse-chestnut buds yield to the sun and drop their glossy
- shields in the Public Gardens?
-
- “Your friend and sister-in-law to be,
-
- “JUDITH W. DOW.”
-
-Straightway Miss Keith, the strong of body and heretofore of mind, the
-adviser of both men and women for miles around, Miss Keith, the capable,
-who, with help “on shares,” made the little farm pay and lived a life of
-bustling content that was the opposite of somnolent vegetation, began
-mentally to chafe and rebel against the confinement and loneliness of her
-lot, and yearn for change,—she who had always preached and practised
-that one’s work is that which lies nearest to hand.
-
-She ignored the freckle thrust and the phrase taking for granted that
-the farm was hers to sell. The words _music_ and _lectures_ seemed
-italicized, yet the strongest appeal in the crafty letter was its promise
-of human companionship, for she had often yearned for kin.
-
-Miss Keith was of no common type, even among the many intelligent women
-reared on New England farms. She had struggled her way through Mt.
-Holyoke and fitted herself to teach in the Gilead school, where she had
-remained ten years, until, at the death of her Aunt Lawton, her cousin
-had offered to install her at the farm, where the active life indoors
-and out proved a strong attraction. During these years her clear, strong
-voice had led in singing-school and in the village choir, where it still
-held sway,—the fact that it was slightly “weathered” increasing rather
-than diminishing its power. Though pale of hair and face, at no time in
-her life had she been wholly unattractive, and her speech, sometimes
-lapsing into provincialisms when she was either excited or constrained,
-was wholly free of either Yankee dialect or nasal twang. She had met many
-people of all grades in due course,—farmers, manufacturers, prospectors,
-and the leisurely class of cottagers from Stonebridge and Gordon; but no
-man had ever said, “I love you.”
-
-Seating herself at the desk with an unaccustomed drooping of the head,
-she finished the letter begun the day before, filling each of the four
-pages with rapid strokes, folded it without once re-reading, sealed it
-with a bit of crumby red wax that had not seen light probably since her
-Aunt Lawton had used it for the sealing of her will, and affixed the
-stamp with slow exactness precisely in the proper corner. Then with
-folded hands she leaned back and gazed at the missive, saying, as she did
-so, “That decides it. I will go to Boston the first of the year, when
-everything is closed up and settled for the winter. Farrish, below, can
-tend the stock. I’ve saved a little money to enjoy myself with, and when
-May comes, if James White turns up and we hold to the same mind, I shall
-marry him; if not—I suppose Cousin Adam will be glad for me to come back,
-that is, unless he makes other arrangements.”
-
-The alternative to the matrimonial scheme seemed just then of such slight
-moment that she hardly pronounced the words, but turned to leave the
-desk, when a sharp, compelling bark from the rug before the hearth made
-her start and brought a red spot to each cheek.
-
-There before her sat a shaggy brown dog, setter in build, but with a
-collie cross showing in eccentricities of hair that formed a ruff about
-his neck and gave the tail a strange bushiness. A pair of great, soft,
-brown eyes were fixed on Miss Keith’s face, and the expression in them
-was accentuated by the slight raising of the long, mobile, silky ears,
-which seemed to ask a question. Meeting no response, the dog barked once
-more and raised one paw pleadingly.
-
-Miss Keith, who had risen, seated herself again suddenly. “Why, Tatters,
-old man, I’ve forgotten your breakfast, and it is almost dinner-time.
-Where have you been since yesterday? Hunting by the river? You know you
-should not come in here with a wet coat and muddy paws. Down! Down!” she
-cried, as the dog, never moving his gaze from her face, crossed the room
-and, sitting on his haunches before her, rested his fringy wet paws on
-her lap.
-
-“What is the matter? Thorns or burs in your feet?”
-
-The dog continued to look at her steadfastly, giving a little whine
-meantime, but never a wag of his tail.
-
-“Tatters!” she exclaimed at last, moistening her lips, which seemed to be
-unaccountably dry, “I believe you know what is on my mind, and what I’ve
-been wrestling with in the spirit these three days,—but it’s all settled
-now, and my mind is free. Come, and I’ll get your dinner bone.”
-
-“Settled!” and then the thought struck her, “What would become of
-Tatters?” A new caretaker might easily be found for the place and cattle,
-who would also understand the pruning of the cherished vines and fruit
-trees, but would he understand Tatters, and would Tatters understand or
-tolerate any one not born of the family? As long as people of the West
-stock had lived in Gilead, with them had been a sturdy breed of collies
-and setters, whose sagacity and nosing power were famed throughout the
-country-side. Now, through chance and short-sightedness, the two breeds
-had merged in one, and Tatters, of middle age, wise beyond the dog wisdom
-of his ancestors, was its only representative.
-
-Ever since his year of puppyhood, when Miss Keith with New England
-firmness had completed his house-breaking education, he had been the
-house man, guarding the picket gate by day, the door by night. In his
-responsibility of combining double natures, he herded young calves in a
-poorly fenced pasture, or tracked the turkey hens (those most brainless
-of feathered things) when they recklessly led their broods into the dark
-woodland in May storms. As setter, he ran free by the wagon when Miss
-Keith took eggs, butter, or berries to her various customers, dashing in
-among the hordes of English sparrows by the roadside, or going afield
-with cautious tread and circling tail to flush the flocks of meadowlarks
-with eager sporting fervour. As collie, with Scotch traditions in his
-blood, he followed her to meeting or singing-school, and slept under
-the pew seat or sat sentinel in the vestibule, according to season and
-weather. Then by the winter hearth fire he was Miss Keith’s counsellor,
-for in spite of the stoves that her Cousin Adam had supplied, her
-practicality of mind, and the labour it entailed, she had a primeval
-streak in her that yearned to see the heat that warms one. Tatters was
-the silent partner, it is true, in their discussions, and merely looked
-assent as he listened to the oft-repeated tale of short weight in feed,
-and the sloth of hired men as opposed to the thrift of those who work on
-shares, with perfect composure, yet let one of these hired men but raise
-his voice in unamiable argument with Miss Keith, and Tatters crouched to
-heel, upper lip cleared from his glistening teeth, ready for action, and
-no one ever braved the warning.
-
-Then, too, he took the responsibility of beginning the day’s work upon
-his shaggy shoulders. At six o’clock in winter, changing to five on May
-day, he left his rug in the outer kitchen, and going to Miss Keith’s
-bedroom, nosed open the door, wedged from jarring by a mat, and after
-lifting her stout slippers to the bed edge, carefully, one by one, with
-many false starts and droppings, if she did not waken, he would sit down,
-and with thrown back head give quick, short barks until he had response.
-
-How did he know hours and dates? How do we know that of which we are most
-sure, yet cannot prove by mathematical problems? He _did_ know—that was
-sufficient.
-
-As all these things surged through Miss Keith’s brain, the First Cause on
-the mantel-shelf grew more remote, and folding her strong lean arms about
-the pleading dog, she rested her face against his head and began to cry
-softly, a thing unheard of.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-THE DECISION OF MISS KEITH
-
-
-It was while mistress and dog were thus absorbed that Dr. Russell, gun
-on shoulder, and grouse dangling from his fingers, came up the side road
-on the south that separated house and garden plot from the barn and
-outbuildings, that stood close to the lane edge, facing it, like a row of
-precise soldiers drawn up to give salute.
-
-He expected that at his first footfall on the side porch his coming would
-be heralded by short, percussive barks,—Tatters’ greeting to his friends.
-He knocked twice, then tried the yielding door-knob, and entered the
-kitchen, where various saucepans, boiling over madly and deluging the
-polished stove with an impromptu pottage, told of some sort of domestic
-lapse. Crossing the hallway, guided by a light streak toward the first
-open door, he entered the sitting room at the moment that Miss Keith had
-raised her wet eyes from Tatters’ head, and was alternately rubbing them
-with her handkerchief, held in one hand, and looking at her answer to the
-disturbing letter, held in the other.
-
-“Why, what is the matter, Miss Keith,—bad news or a love letter?” the
-doctor asked with the easy cheerfulness that showed how little real
-anxiety lay beneath the question. “The carrier said that you wished to
-see me to-day, and so I’ve come down, but I’d no idea that it was about a
-tearful matter, and one in which Tatters was too much involved to ‘watch
-out’ as usual.”
-
-Taken thus unawares, an aggressive expression crossed Miss Keith’s face
-for an instant, but immediately disappeared under the influence of the
-doctor’s smile, and, quickly recovering, she answered, as she gave her
-hands into his hearty grasp: “It is both bad news _and_ a letter. To-day
-is my fiftieth birthday,—you see I do not believe in belying the Lord’s
-work and concealing one’s age as some do,—and I’ve had a letter that I
-want man’s counsel upon.” Then, as a sound of liquid hissing on a hot
-stove and the smell of burning food came from the hallway, she remembered
-the time of day, the dinner in peril, and her duties as housekeeper,
-at the same moment, and mumbling a hasty apology, fled to the kitchen,
-followed by the doctor, who, after making the grouse serve as a birthday
-offering, wisely retired to the sitting room until dinner should be ready.
-
-Once there, he made a few rapid but direct observations, beginning with
-the First Cause on the mantel-shelf.
-
-Then, as he saw the two letters on the desk, one envelope hastily torn
-open and bearing the signs of much handling, the other carefully sealed
-and lying face downward, he chuckled to himself. “Woman all through,
-Miss Keith, in spite of everything. Ten to one she has made up her mind
-and answered her letter while she was waiting for me to come and advise
-with her about it. At the same time, when the dinner is off her mind, she
-will tell me the whole story, and discuss it from the very beginning, for
-the mere pleasure of it; but no matter what I may say, she will post the
-letter already written.” Then, going over to the bookcase that topped
-the desk, he unlocked the diamond-paned door, and pulling out a book at
-random, which proved to be a dingy copy of Hogg’s “Shepherd’s Calendar,”
-he resigned himself to the inevitable drowsiness born of the volume and
-his long walk, and stretching himself on the wide haircloth sofa, was
-soon taking the “forty winks” that should sharpen his wits for the coming
-interview.
-
-Fortunately he awoke before Miss Keith came to call him, for she had
-scant respect for either man or woman who was caught napping in broad
-daylight; and together they went out to the wide kitchen that served also
-as a cheerful dining room, with its long double window filled with plants
-and beau-pot of gay chrysanthemums on the table, the doctor meanwhile
-offering Miss Keith his arm, half with natural, courtly deference, half
-in mischief, a frequent mood of his that old friends understood and loved.
-
-At first Miss Keith, speaking clearly for the sake of breaking silence,
-appeared nervous. The talk ran lightly in general channels,—the glorious
-season, the shooting, the way in which the trolley line had turned the
-horse traffic from the turnpike to the upper road, and how much more life
-passed the West farm, Miss Keith telling that sometimes of an afternoon
-a dozen pleasure vehicles on the way from Stonebridge to Gordon, or the
-reverse, would stop on the plateau under the pines, combining a resting
-spell for horses with their drivers’ enjoyment of the view.
-
-Next Silent Stead and his bachelor housekeeping on Windy Hill followed
-in natural sequence. Did the doctor know the real story about Stead’s
-dead wife, or if it were true that he was going away, back to his work
-as civil engineer again? Many visitors, men of weight from Gordon, had
-called on him that season, and the letter carrier said he had many thick
-letters with great red seals, and it was whispered that he was wanted to
-direct some new railway enterprise in the far West.
-
-No, Dr. Russell could not answer, other than to wish the gossip that sent
-his friend back to the world’s work might foreshadow the truth.
-
-Then the doctor took the lead, asking home questions about Mr. Lawton and
-the other kin, saying, “I met your Cousin Adam last winter in New York
-one evening at the Century, where Martin Cortright introduced us. His is
-a keen and interesting face, though rather nerve-worn. As he stood among
-a group of financiers, that also deal liberally by the various arts, his
-eyes roved about, dilating and contracting strangely, as if they followed
-the workings of a dozen thoughts each minute, though otherwise his face
-remained unchanged and he never moved a muscle.
-
-“Did I like him? He is not easy to approach, and it was only when I
-told him that, though living at Oaklands, I go inland every autumn for
-the hunting, and know Gilead well, also his Cousin Keith and West farm,
-where I had once seen his daughter Brooke, that his eye brightened and
-he showed any interest, while at the same moment some one whom he had
-evidently been watching broke away from a distant group, and, your cousin
-darting off to join him, our talk ceased.”
-
-“If Adam cares for anything but money-making, which I’ve sometimes
-doubted, it is for Brooke,” said Miss Keith, quite at her ease again,
-the coffee that she was pouring being fully up to its reputation. “In
-fact, he deeded this farm to her on her twenty-first birthday, all on the
-strength of her girlish whim and talk long ago about the _River Kingdom_.
-This also makes me feel uncertain about my stay here. What if Brooke
-should marry and _he_ should wish her to sell the place? Not that Adam
-has ever said a word to me about the transfer, and he pays the taxes and
-what not just the same, but Job Farrish was looking up his boundaries
-last spring and saw the deed recorded in the Town House. In fact, Adam
-himself never writes nowadays, his secretary does it all; and even Brooke
-has only written once this year, and that was when I said the gutter
-having leaked, the north room needed new paper, and she sent it—pretty it
-is, too, wild roses running through a rustic lattice—she’s always had an
-open eye for colour.”
-
-“What! is that gypsy child twenty-one?” exclaimed the doctor in surprise,
-pushing back his chair so as to pull Tatters’ head between his knees and
-stroke his ears, at the same time that he drew his coffee cup toward
-him, sniffing the subtle aroma, only second in his nostrils to that of
-the fresh earth in spring and his beloved pipe. “It seems but a year or
-so since she was roving about the lane with her hair flying and Tatters
-after her,—the two were inseparable.”
-
-“Twenty-one! Why, Dr. Russell, that time was eight years ago, the second
-autumn you came up to hunt with Silent Stead. She’s turned _twenty-four_,
-and that Tatters was this one’s uncle; they say there has been a dog of
-the name in the family this hundred years and more.
-
-“Yes, Brooke was twenty-four last May, and it seems now that they should
-call her by her rightful Christian name, Pamela, instead of that absurd
-one that might as well be stick or stone. You did not know she had any
-other? Oh, it is her middle name to be sure—Pamela Brooke Lawton. Her
-mother was one of the proud old Virginia Brookes, and they say, failing
-of male heirs in the South, they often call a daughter by her mother’s
-maiden name. Mannish and affected though, I call it, still I must own
-it did suit her eight years ago, for she had as many ways and turns and
-deep and shallow places as that little stream on Windy Hill that begins
-in only a thread that wouldn’t move a fern, and then widens to the Glen
-Mill-pond, and saws all the wood hereabouts and grinds the flour for
-Gilead.
-
-“Yes, she has been here several times, though never to stay long; mostly
-she came with her great friend, Lucy Dean, when they were at school
-at Farmington. I never liked _her_ though, she had a way of asking
-point-blank questions and calling a spade a spade that sent a chill
-through you.”
-
-“And what has Brooke been doing since she’s been a woman grown? What, for
-the last four years?” asked the doctor, returning to the present with new
-interest at sound of Brooke’s name.
-
-“Let me see,” and Miss Keith began counting on her fingers; “after
-Brooke left school, she and her mother and father, with the Dean girl
-and the Cub, spent one summer travelling in the West,—Adam was nosing
-out some scheme or other. Then the women folks went to Europe for a year
-or more, leaving young Adam, the Cub,—that’s what they call the boy, and
-I must say, poor lad, he does seem a misfit and hard to manage,—at a
-military boarding-school somewhere.
-
-“The Dean girl had a voice that her people thought worth the training,
-though I never heard what became of it after, and Brooke wanted to go on
-with her painting. Oh, yes, she does really paint—doesn’t just dabble
-colours together like a marble cake, such as most pictures are, and call
-it Art. Why, she got a prize, they say, in a New York exhibition for a
-picture of some children eating cherries. I’ve got a photograph of it,
-that she sent me, on my bureau. It’s fine work, good judges say; all the
-same, to my eye it lacks one thing—it doesn’t look just quite alive. If
-she was poor and had to work and kept on, I guess she’d get somewhere;
-but now she’s at home again, and in society, and not being in need of
-money, I suppose she’ll let the painting slip, except maybe to make candy
-boxes for charity fairs and such.
-
-“Adam’s always been too busy ever to have much of a settled home. They
-travelled about mostly of summers, and since they left the house down
-town two years ago, where the children were born, they’ve lived in a big
-sort of apartment arrangement, half flat, half hotel, as near as I can
-make it out—‘It gives mamma no responsibility,’ Brooke wrote in telling
-of it. But without some responsibility you can’t get much home comfort,
-to my thinking.
-
-“Now that Brooke is educated and at home, I hear her father is building a
-big city house and another down by the sea somewhere, and so perhaps—when
-he has money enough—he will slow up and take a rest. The Lawtons and
-Wests are both long-lived, and Adam never drank or dissipated, I guess;
-but I should think at the pace he’s trotted these thirty years he’d be
-footsore by this, and like a back-stairs sitting room out of reach, and a
-loose pair of slippers.”
-
-Miss Keith grew more careless of her speech as she warmed to her subject,
-and Dr. Russell laughed outright at the idea of the Adam Lawton whom he
-had met, tall and distinguished, a bundle of steel nerves bound by will
-power, sitting to rest anywhere, much less in loose slippers out of the
-sound of the Whirlpool’s eddying.
-
-The fussy little clock in the sitting room, after making many futile
-remarks, like a choking _do-re-mi_, landed fairly on _do_, and struck
-four! Then Miss Keith, saying casually that she must skim the milk at
-five, began to unfold her plan matrimonial.
-
-She did not read Mrs. Dow’s letter to the doctor, but spoke from memory,
-with which an unexpected quality of imagination blended with dangerous
-frequency.
-
-Alack a day! How often are the overworked three graces, Faith, Hope, and
-Charity, pushed into the place of Truth, Experience, and Common Sense,
-and forced to bear responsibility not theirs!
-
-When Miss Keith had finished, the good doctor naturally supposed that she
-had received a direct proposal from an old-time lover who, once rejected,
-had married some one else in pique. Also that the making of the sister’s
-home the meeting place was her own idea, born of her maidenly regard of
-the proprieties, which regard he well knew usually strengthens in inverse
-proportion to the need for it!
-
-Finally, as he arose to go, she said, hovering tremulously between
-kitchen and sitting room, “Now that I know that you agree with me, I will
-ask one favour more. I have a letter that I would like to have posted in
-Gilead by your hand; these outdoor letter boxes sometimes leak, you know.
-Then I shall sleep content.”
-
-“Most certainly,” said the doctor, turning back, a smile crossing his
-face and lurking at his mouth corners at this latest of many vocations
-given him—that of Cupid’s postman, though he could not but admit that his
-age made him a peculiarly suitable assistant in such a belated wooing.
-
-As he took the letter, he involuntarily turned it face upward, and
-glanced at the address, saying in a dubious tone, his eyebrows raised:
-“Mrs. Dow? Why not James White himself?” Then adding, with a touch of
-irony in his voice that Miss Keith missed, “Is his sister acting the
-kindly part of go-between? Ah, so! Well, Miss Keith, no one but yourself
-can settle so delicate a matter finally, _but_ one thing promise me: go
-to Boston, if you will; jig and jostle, hear reform lectures and eat
-health food, and see life if you must; but for God’s sake, woman, don’t
-commit yourself until you have seen the ‘_sweet children_’ and the man!
-Photographs can lie, as well as tongues!” Then, fearing he had been too
-harsh, he added kindly, “If you find that Tatters can’t transfer himself,
-as you call it, let me know,—there is always room for one more dog at
-Oaklands, and Barbara will pamper him.”
-
-That night Miss Keith, buoyed by the doctor’s talk and a man’s recent
-presence in the house, albeit it was temporary, was in an exalted mood
-and trod on air. Already she saw visions of the future, and kept saying
-to herself, “I will do and see so and so when I go to Boston.”
-
-When she lit her candle and went upstairs, she took the First Cause
-from the mantel and bore him with her. Where should she put him? Her
-dresser seemed too intimate a place; the spare room album, too remote.
-Finally she placed the photograph against the puffs and quills of the
-pillow-shams of the best room bed and then fled to her own chamber, where
-she blew out the candle and undressed in the dark, or, rather, by the
-half moonlight, saying aloud, as she got into bed, “Thank fortune for one
-thing, I’ve kept my own hair and teeth, and such as I am there is nothing
-of me that takes off.” And though the remark was apropos of nothing in
-particular, a wave of hot colour covered her face at the words, and she
-buried her head in her pillow and tried to sleep. This she didn’t do,
-for Tatters, whom she had utterly forgotten for the first time, and shut
-out when she closed the door, resented being forced to sleep out on
-the porch at such a frosty time, and at intervals throughout the night
-bayed dismally at the moon, thereby calling to her mind an old ballad of
-chilling and ominous portent.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-INTERLUDE
-
-
-On a bright afternoon in early December a number of carriages and motor
-cars that usually entered Central Park via the Plaza promptly at four,
-continued to the right instead, and in impromptu procession slowed down
-before the entrance of a new house in the Park Lane section of the avenue.
-
-The house belonged to Senator Parks, and on this day it was to be thrown
-open to that portion of the public selected by the social sponsors of
-his new wife. This wife, being a rather handsome California widow on
-the agreeable side of thirty-five, had acquired enough knowledge of the
-world during a three years’ residence abroad to bend the knee gracefully,
-if not quite sincerely, to the powers that make or mar the fate of
-newcomers, at the same time always, so to speak, carelessly twisting in
-plain sight between her slender fingers the strings of a full purse.
-
-The conventional “At Home from 4 to 7 o’clock,” therefore, had more
-than the usual significance, for it was known to imply a concert in
-the superbly appointed music hall, by singers from the opera, and an
-exhibition of paintings in the new gallery, so spacious that it ran from
-block to block, such a one as had never before been seen in any private
-dwelling in Manhattan. Then, too, there had been whispers of a _chef_ of
-Gallic renown who had served two emperors and a prince, and altogether
-society, whose appetite is rather keen at the beginning of the season,
-expecting novelty or at least to be amused, was beginning to sally forth.
-It did not commit itself by so doing, and it assumed no responsibility
-other than leaving a card, by footman or otherwise, at the door, in due
-course; it merely gave itself the opportunity to pass judgment. But as
-the new hostess understood this perfectly well, and only desired the
-chance of playing her trump card to win the lead, it was a beautifully
-frank arrangement on both sides, in which no one was deceived.
-
-As the hour passed the stream of carriages became continuous, the
-cavernous awning that swallowed the people as soon as they alighted being
-the centre of that strange mob, usually composed of fairly well-dressed
-women, who appear spontaneously wherever the carpet-covered steps and
-striped awning tell of an entertainment to be. No buzzard hovering in air
-drops to his prey more quickly than does the average idle woman catch
-sight of this emblem of hospitality.
-
-Two young women, walking with easy, rapid gait up the avenue, paused on
-the outskirts of the throng, uncertain as to the best point for breaking
-through. At least the shorter of the two hesitated, while the taller,
-after a swift survey, put her white-gloved hands firmly on the shoulders
-of a gaping dressmaker’s apprentice, turned her about, saying, as she did
-so, “Let us pass, please,” and instantly a way was opened.
-
-These young women were simply dressed for the street, with no obtrusive
-fuss and feathers, yet each had an unmistakable air of individuality
-and distinction. They were both of the same age, twenty-four, yet the
-difference in colouring and poise made the taller appear fully two years
-older. She had glossy black hair, tucked up under a three-cornered hat,
-heavy eyebrows, from under which she looked one straight in the face with
-a half-defiant look in the steel-gray eyes. Her nose was aquiline, and
-her lips rather thin, but curled in a humorous way when she spoke. She
-was broad of shoulder and small of waist and hips; and it was only a shy
-curve of neck and bust that, judging from poise alone, prevented one from
-thinking Lucy Dean a young athlete masquerading in his sister’s black
-velvet fur-trimmed frock with its scarlet-slashed sleeves.
-
-Brooke Lawton, her companion, looked little more than twenty, was formed
-in a more feminine mould, and though half a head shorter, was still
-of medium height. Her hair, of the peculiar shade of ash brown with
-chestnut glints that artists love, was worn rather loose at the sides
-and gathered into a curly knot at the back of the neck, under a wide
-brown beaver hat that was tied below the chin with a large bow and ends
-after the fashion of our grandmothers. Her eyes were dark brown, and yet
-a shade lighter than the brows and lashes. Her nose was not of classic
-proportions, being rather too broad at the base and inclined to be
-tip-tilted, but her mouth had a generous fulness that softened a resolute
-chin, albeit it was cleft by a dimple. Her long coat was of brown, so
-that the only bright colour about her was the vivid glow that the crisp
-air and walking had brought to her cheeks.
-
-She also looked one straight in the eyes when she spoke, but with an
-entire lack of self-consciousness wholly at variance with the attitude of
-her friend. Brooke might be typified as a joyous yet shy thrush; Lucy, as
-a splendid but vociferous red-winged blackbird!
-
-“Is your mother coming?” asked Lucy, as they went up the steps together.
-
-“Later, perhaps; she has not been feeling very festive these few days
-past. In fact, she has been strangely spiritless of late; living in a
-hotel disagrees with her ideas of home hospitality. Father seems worried
-and has not been sleeping,—has a bit of a cough, and anything like that
-always upsets dear little Mummy; she doesn’t realize that he is made of
-steel springs just as I am. I’m sure she will try to come, if only for a
-minute, for Mrs. Parks asked her to receive with her. She didn’t care to
-do that because, though we met the Parkses very often in Paris, they were
-never more than acquaintances, not real friends; but to stay away might
-hurt her feelings, and of course that must not be.”
-
-“Oh, no, a Brooke of Virginia would never do that; she would be
-hospitable to a burglar, even while waiting for the police to come
-for him, and when he left, handcuffed, regret that uncontrollable
-circumstances prevented his spending the night!” said Lucy, mimicking the
-tone and manner of an old great-aunt of Brooke’s so thoroughly that she
-was forced to laugh.
-
-“But thou, O most transparent of all the Brookes, even if you have Scotch
-granite and American steel concealed in your depths, you very well know
-that Madame Parks would have given many shekels of gold to have had your
-mother standing on her right this afternoon. Do you realize that she even
-asked me to sing to-day? Of course I wouldn’t.”
-
-“That surely was a compliment to your voice that you can hardly find
-fault with,” said Brooke, pausing on the threshold to gather together the
-requisite number of cards.
-
-“My voice! That had nothing whatever to do with it My voice might be
-like a jay’s with its crop full of popcorn, for all she knows about it.
-No, it was all on account of daddy; this affair has been well thought
-out. She has been careful to have a representative bidden from every
-department of the society trust,—clergy, laity, art, music, science.
-Daddy represents up-to-date financiering,—there is no Mrs. Dean, hence
-me! She wandered a bit, though, in asking me to sing on the same
-afternoon with paid professionals. If it had been a very select and
-spirituelle affair, with Maud Knowles at the harp and Dick Fenton with
-his Boulevard imitations and songs, followed by bouquets of orchids
-concealing bijouterie for the performers, I might have yielded.
-
-“Yes,” Lucy chattered on, “let us go upstairs; we had better drop our
-wraps, as we expect to make an afternoon of it. What an apartment!
-Madame’s, of course. Look at that bed on the dais and a boudoir and
-breakfast room beyond! Eight maids! Why didn’t she have four and twenty
-to match the pie blackbirds? Look at the way in which their skirts stay
-in place behind when they wiggle them. Never saw such a thing off the
-stage; one straight line from belt to hem, just the stunning way Hilda
-Spong wears hers in ‘Lady Huntworth’s Experiment’! What is the exhibit
-in that room across the hall, with the walls draped with white over
-sky-blue? Everybody is going that way; let us also flock!
-
-“As I live, it’s the baby lying in state—no, holding a levée, I mean.
-What an odd-shaped cradle! Isn’t he a fright, but look at his robe—Irish
-point all made in one piece—and his gold toilet things on that tray!
-Well, after all, there must be something novel to the Parkses about this.
-Papa has been married three times and mamma twice, and this Chinese Joss
-is all there is to show for it! I wonder if her craze for collecting
-bric-a-brac can possibly account for his looks? If there isn’t the
-Senator himself, hovering around to show off his little son. I wonder if
-Madame knows papa is on the premises? Gracious, he’s taking the baby out
-of the Easter egg! Hear the lace tear, and that monumental English head
-nurse doesn’t move a muscle!
-
-“Don’t look distressed and blush so, Brooke; facts are facts, and then
-besides, nobody can hear me in this babel. Now, let’s agree where we
-shall meet, for we shall be duly torn asunder directly we go downstairs.
-Come in here a second, my head feathers are awry. What a mercy it is
-to have hair like yours, that the more it is let alone, the better it
-behaves!
-
-“No, don’t touch the strings of your poke, and leave your bodice alone.
-That creamy lace simply looks confidential and clinging, and not a bit
-mussy like mine.”
-
-“I think I will go to the picture gallery as soon as we have made our
-bows to Mrs. Parks, and settle there,” said Brooke, “so that I can see
-everything before the concert is over. Then you will know where to find
-me. To-day I feel more like looking than listening,” she added, when Lucy
-was silenced a moment by holding half a dozen jewelled stick pins between
-her lips, as she rearranged the folds of an expensive draped lace bodice
-that, in spite of the beauty of the fabric, seemed out of key and mussy,
-the severe and tailor-made being better adapted to her.
-
-For a few moments the two lingered in one of the alcoves of the dressing
-room, looking for familiar faces among the arrivals.
-
-“By the way, I suppose Mr. Fenton is coming in later with the other
-down-town men?” said Brooke. “If so, you needn’t look me up at all.”
-
-“Dick may be coming, though I doubt it, but it will not be to meet
-me. See here, goosie,” said Lucy, half avoiding her friend’s eyes, “I
-might as well tell you now as any other time. Dick and I have agreed to
-disagree. It happened last Sunday, and I’d have told you before, only you
-take all such things so seriously.”
-
-“What is the matter; has he changed?”
-
-“No, he has not, that is half the trouble. He has stayed quite too much
-the same; I only wonder that I could have endured it for the eight months
-it has lasted. You see, he was perfectly satisfied with himself as he
-was, and that leaves no room for improvement. Of course everybody knows,
-at the pace the world’s rolling along, if you don’t go ahead, you slide
-back! I tend to balk and jump the traces enough myself when it comes to
-hills, Heaven knows, and if my mate in harness can’t pull true on an up
-grade, where shall we be at? Dick kept along on the level good naturedly,
-I’ll say that for him, yet it was because I was my father’s daughter, not
-because I’m myself. Being a young broker, he thought it a good thing to
-have a father-in-law with unlimited ‘pointers’ in every wag of his chin
-(poor chap, he hasn’t yet realized that these things mostly point both
-ways), and he was serenely content! As for me, I felt as if I should go
-wild,—no conversation except the eternal money market. I said so,—and
-more besides!
-
-“He was very nice about it,—daddy really seemed relieved,—and—well, it’s
-all over, though his mother did glower at me at first when I met her on
-the avenue yesterday, but she decided to bow.”
-
-“Oh, Lucy, why are you so impetuous? When you told me of the engagement,
-you said—”
-
-“Now listen, Brooke Lawton, and hear me swear one thing: money in one’s
-pocket is a blessing, but continually dinned into one’s ears it’s the
-other thing. If ever I marry any one, he must not be in this sickening
-money business; he must do something different, if it’s only drawing
-pictures on the sidewalk with chalk held between his toes, like the
-armless sailor in Union Square, though, come to think of it, I’d rather
-he’d have arms!
-
-“By the way, why don’t you ’phone your mother to come? It’s going to be
-an awfully smart party. There’s a ’phone in the writing room or somewhere
-near—there always is one now at swell functions for the use of guests,
-and a young man (not a woman—too dangerous) from central to work it; they
-say the society reporters fight and bribe to get the job, they hear so
-much ‘inwardness.’ Your mother needn’t worry and stay at home. I don’t
-think your father’s sick. I heard daddy say last night that he is in
-another big deal, with trump cards enough to fill both hands, and he’s
-holding them so close for fear of dropping any that he’s bound to be
-preoccupied.”
-
-“It’s time for us to go; I hear the music,” said Brooke, who had been set
-thinking by her friend’s talk.
-
-“Why not come into the music room for a few numbers and then escape if
-you wish?” said Lucy, navigating the crowded stairs easily, and pausing
-on a landing to continue her chatter and glance into the room below.
-“What, all the chairs taken already? Just look at those orchids, by the
-dozen, not single, the whole plant hung by gilt chains from the ceiling!
-
-“You won’t come? Well, so be it, if you have the ‘picture hunger’
-as badly as you did in Paris. Do you remember the big hybrid
-French-English-Dutchman who gave that name to the moonstruck turns
-you used to have over painted ‘masterpieces’ and unpainted landscapes
-outdoors? Yes, I see you do. Well, I thought at one time he was painfully
-smitten and would probably lay himself down humbly at your feet, like
-an inconveniently thick bear rug that, failing to be able to step over,
-one must tread on, though often to one’s downfall. Still, of course,
-with artists the meaning of their looks and actions are usually either
-exaggerated or vague, much like their talk of values and colour schemes
-and atmosphere. I heard this same Marte Lorenz in a group of ravers
-standing before a canvas one day at the Mirlitons’ when I called for you,
-and I rubbered and peeped over their shoulders, expecting to see the
-portrait of a delicious woman at the very least; and what was the whole
-row about but an onion on a wooden plate, and they were saying that it
-was genuine and showed insight!
-
-“It would be such fun to tease you, Brooke, if only you were teasable.
-Suppose, after all, there should be a real live man behind all this
-‘picture hunger.’ I think that there must be from the way you have turned
-slack and dropped your brush in seeming disdain at your work, even after
-you won that Baumgarten prize, with the picture of your cousin Helen’s
-Mellin’s food babies sitting on the ground _au naturel_, eating cherries
-(pits and all), bless their poor fat tummies!
-
-“However, there can’t be a man concealed in your mind, you are too
-transparent,—I should have known it, and helped matters nicely to a
-focus for you. Yet the copy-books used to say ‘still waters run deep’;
-who knows, innocent-looking mountain Brooke, but there is a great, deep,
-still swimming pool somewhere in your mind!”
-
-“Bless me, she is teasable after all!” ejaculated Lucy, for, while she
-was still gabbling, Brooke had left her, slipped through the portières,
-held apart by two footmen, given her name to a third, shaken her hostess
-cordially by the hand, and after carefully giving her mother’s message of
-regret, melted away in the crowd.
-
-“Charming girl, that Miss Lawton,” was Mrs. Parks’s mental comment. “I
-guess, after all, there is something in having a well-bred-to-the-bone
-mother. Three hundred people have squeezed my fingers already this
-afternoon and murmured all sorts of things, while they either gazed over
-my head or at my gown. She is the first one that looked at _me_ and as if
-she meant what she said, or would really do me a good turn if she could.”
-And the Senator’s ambitious wife gazed after Brooke rather wistfully.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-A PICTURE
-
-
-Escaping from the ballroom, where, in spite of all possible care,
-the hothouse heat and heavy odour of flowers, together with the mild
-afternoon, made the air stifling, Brooke was guided by instinct toward
-the picture gallery. In the reception hall back of the stairs, concealed
-by a rose-covered screen, a Russian orchestra, the latest novelty, was
-playing; but as the first strains of the concert floated from the music
-room, the intended effect was lost and became wholly discordant and
-bewildering.
-
-Once inside the doors, for the picture gallery was separated from the
-house itself not only by a short passageway, curtained at both ends, but
-by doors of richly carved antique oak, Brooke found herself in another
-world, in which two more of the liveried regiment and she herself were
-the only inhabitants. One of the men took from a Japanese stand of
-bronze, by which he was stationed, a long satin-covered book, that proved
-to be a catalogue of the paintings in the gallery. A photogravure of each
-one filled the left-hand page, a few words relating to the artist facing
-it.
-
-Mind and body were at once refreshed. The air itself was pure and
-invigorating in the gallery, for the only floral decorations were
-conventionally trimmed bushes of box, European laurel in pots, and
-some pointed holly trees red with their Christmas offering of berries.
-Whatever there was of lavish overdisplay in the other parts of this new
-palace stopped outside of these doors. Ceiling and panelled wainscoting
-that ran below the picture line were of the same carved oak, the inlaid
-floor matching it in tone, while all else, wall hangings, divans, and
-rugs, were blended of soft greens, as harmonious and restful to the
-senses as the vines, ferns, and moss that drape and floor the forest.
-The lights adjusted above the paintings, with due regard to individual
-effect, were hidden from the eye by screens of coloured glass, in which
-design of flowers and leaf were so well mingled that they formed a part
-of the general whole.
-
-As to the pictures themselves—not too many, all in a way masterpieces
-carefully hung—they seemed vistas opening through the greenery, carrying
-the vision at once into the scene or among the people represented. Only
-art could so feel for art, and the fact that the seeming simplicity was
-the result of much detailed thought and expense was nowhere apparent.
-
-Brooke walked slowly to the upper end of the room, and seated herself in
-one of the recesses of an oddly divided settee, high of back and arm,
-that gave to each occupant complete seclusion. For a few minutes she
-leaned back against the soft velvet, letting the quiet atmosphere envelop
-her, and then raised her eyes to the two pictures that chanced to face
-her, peering at them in her seclusion, from under her wide hat, with a
-sidewise expression of eyes and lips slightly parted that reminded one of
-Mme. le Brun’s portrait of the charming Mme. Crussal.
-
-The nearer picture was a marine, in which the Irish coast and waters of
-the Channel were revealed by light of the full moon, and between the
-headland and the foreground the white gulls were bedding themselves
-so closely that they made a second moon path on the water. Back flew
-Brooke’s thoughts across the sea,—England and Holland held her for a
-moment, then she slipped on to France, to Paris, where for a year she
-had worked in Ridgeway’s studio in the Rue Malesherbes and out at Passy,
-had been oftentimes elated and finally cast down. How a past mood can
-dominate the present as well as all surroundings! The next painting was
-of a stretch of low country threaded by a canal, cattle in the distance,
-and shivering poplars bending to the wind that scudded across the sky in
-threatening clouds, while in the foreground a flock of geese were looking
-about and pluming themselves against the coming storm.
-
-Where had that scene passed before her? “The Coming Storm near The
-Hague—E. Oliver (Salon, 1900),” said the catalogue.
-
-“Ah!” Brooke exclaimed, half aloud. She remembered her first visit to
-the Salon, of standing before this same picture with Marte Lorenz,
-“the big hybrid English-Dutch-French artist,” Lucy Dean called him,
-and laughing at the solemn, stupid geese, while he had told her in his
-perfect, slow English that he had often driven flocks of geese to pasture
-in his boyhood, also that sometimes he had found them to be no laughing
-matter,—a trifling incident at the time, but now a sort of landmark in
-the receding journey.
-
-She had met this Lorenz (Marte his intimates called him) often that
-winter and spring on the easy impersonal footing that prevails between
-the well-bred American woman and the art students of all countries. He
-had been presented to her mother most regularly at a fête in Ridgeway’s
-garden the autumn of their arrival, and from that moment until their
-parting, a year later, one thing had set him apart from all the score of
-men with whom she had come in close contact, men who blindly flattered,
-evaded, or temporized. He had always told her the truth about her work.
-If she had not realized it at the time, the conviction had always come to
-her sooner or later.
-
-As to Lorenz himself, once a pupil of the Beaux Arts, his nationality
-prevented his striving for the Prix-de-Rome, and he had turned his work
-toward less classic lines; landscapes were his forte, the figure coming
-second, and yet he oftenest worked at figure-painting and conventional
-portraiture also, for he must have money for the pot-boiling, much as he
-disliked the necessity.
-
-Farther away slipt the Whirlpool city and its surroundings. Once more
-was Brooke sketching in oils, with some friends who often went to the
-Carlo Rossi garden to pose for each other. Her subject was a girl of the
-Boulevards, nominally a flower seller. Successful in the drawing and
-colour, try as she might Brooke could not give the touch that should
-bring the lifelike expression to the face. With knit brows she looked up
-to see whose was the shadow cast on the grass before her. It was Lorenz,
-big, honest fellow, his hands clasped upon the back of the garden seat,
-his thatch of dark hair sticking out over his deep-set blue eyes, while
-a questioning expression involved in its uncertainty his straight nose,
-his deeply cleft chin, and the sensitive yet strong mouth that separated
-them. Even his short-cut mustache, which accentuated rather than
-concealed his lips, expressed doubt.
-
-“What is it, M. Lorenz?” Brooke had asked, smiling at his serious air;
-“no one ever tells me anything definite but you. The master says, ‘Good!
-keep on!’ One friend only grunts; some one else says ‘_Pas mal_.’ I know
-that I must work, work, work, but what do I most lack?”
-
-Lowering his eyes almost to the grass itself, he spoke rapidly, as if the
-telling was a pain to him: “You have not yet had the awakening; for it
-you must wait; it is the same with me, but I may not dry my brushes to
-wait for the day, only work, and destroy, and work again, come good, come
-ill. It is not enough to block the form and lay on the colours truly.
-Unless you can interpret your vision and see its shadow on the canvas,
-watch it draw breath, move, and speak to you, you can never create. But
-first of all you must know and feel, even if you suffer. How can you
-interpret this woman before you? Never could you paint for what she
-stands. Try children, animals, anything else—or better, dry your brush
-and wait!”
-
-Brooke had flushed angrily and answered curtly; even now the memory
-brought colour to her cheeks. Only once again had she seen Lorenz before
-leaving, and now two years had passed. What had become of him? There were
-depths in this woman’s nature that her parents, all devotion in their
-different ways, had never fathomed, of which her friends of every day
-had never dreamed; and in one of these secret places, all unconscious to
-herself, this man had gained sufficient place at least to bar all others.
-
-While she was thus dreaming away the afternoon, the concert being ended,
-the throng pressed toward the gallery, and the confusion of voices, high
-in key and surging on, brought Brooke quickly to herself. Rising, she
-turned over the pages of the catalogue, reading the artists’ names, and
-sauntered down the line to where the numbers began, nodding occasionally,
-or saying a few words to friends that came up; some of whom were stopping
-to see the pictures, others merely noting the scenic effect of the whole.
-Suddenly she halted so abruptly, her fingers gripping the page between
-them with noticeable tension, that a man behind nearly fell over her,
-while her eyes fastened on the letters that said, “24: Eucharistia. M.
-Lorenz. 1901.” Before she could read the details opposite, the man whom
-she had stopped, Charlie Ashton (now Carolus, cousin to Lucy Dean and a
-courtesy artist possessed of a popular studio for concerts) looked over
-her shoulder and said:—
-
-“Ah, Miss Lawton, looking for the picture the Senator’s gone daft about,
-because he thinks the woman in it looks like his wife when he first saw
-her as a girl out in the California wine country? It’s over this way,
-that one with the long palm over the frame. I’ve just come from there;
-everybody’s crowding round, guessing what the name means. I suggested
-making up a guessing pool on it at five a head, and letting the winner
-choose the charity; the Bishop is having a shy at it now.”
-
-Brooke steadied herself, and crossing the room joined the group,
-catching at first but a partial glimpse of the picture.
-
-“Step back here by this holly tree; this distance is needed to preserve
-the atmosphere,” said Ashton, guiding her by the sleeve into an alcove
-formed of holly and laurel bushes arranged to shelter an exquisite ivory
-statuette of Diana, the crescent, fillet, and bow being of rich gold.
-
-“I have never before seen pictures so well hung,” said Brooke, glancing
-about as they waited for the crowd to move on, as it soon inevitably
-would, toward the banquet hall.
-
-“A well-placed remark, Miss Brooke, sent straight home,” gurgled Ashton,
-plucking at his collar, which was too tight for his short neck. “I may
-say that I virtually hung these pictures, for I sent the Senator the
-man who did, you know. Before I forget it, the Bagby girls and the rest
-asked me to see you about arranging a benefit concert for that pretty
-little Julia Garth,—used to give such stunning musicales a year ago,—now
-old Garth is dead, and they’ve gone to no-put-together smash! Yes, not a
-cent! I’ve offered my studio for it, and they thought perhaps you’d give
-a picture to raffle,—just any little thing you’ve thrown off in a hurry
-will do.”
-
-His words passed almost unheard, for while he was speaking the crowd
-parted and the entire painting became visible. Brooke, leaning forward,
-at first flushed, then grew white to the lips. The scene set before her
-was a bit in the depths of the park at Fontainebleau. A grassy path
-melted away in the distance between great sombre oaks that strengthened
-as they reached the foreground. At the foot of one of these sat a man,
-an artist, who had been sketching, for his implements lay on the sward
-before him. His whole position was of dejection, except the head, which
-was raised in a startled attitude. A little behind him stood a young
-woman, clad in the dainty summer dress of every day, ash-brown hair
-loosely caught up beneath a simple hat, paint box and luncheon basket
-slung from her shoulder. One hand rested on the gnarled oak trunk,
-the other, reaching across his shoulder, dropped into the man’s idle,
-listless hands a bunch of golden grapes, that in their ripeness carried
-sunlight with them. Graceful and charming as was the composition, it was
-the handling of the light wherein the magic lay. Sifting down between
-the leaves, the glow of early afternoon hovered about the girl’s bent
-head like a halo, and passing behind, fell upon the man’s upturned face,
-transfiguring it with a sort of holy joy, then focussed and was swallowed
-in the bunch of grapes.
-
-A voice seemed calling in Brooke’s ears: “The last afternoon, when you
-all went sketching with the master, and after lunching in the woods you
-overtook the brotherhood of Clichy (as Lorenz’s coterie was called).
-Farther on and apart you found him alone, with head bent. You thought he
-was asleep and dropped the cool grapes in his hands, half as a trick,
-darting away again. Then good Madame Druz, the chaperon of the day,
-coming up, scolded you for ‘American imprudence,’ and finally that night
-you cried, half at her vulgar interpretation of a harmless act, and half
-because Lorenz never gave word or sign before your leaving. And because
-not a single flower of the mass that filled your railway carriage was
-from him, you let Lucy amuse herself all the way to Cherbourg by pelting
-officials with them at each station passed. He has painted you as you
-were!” cried the voice; “his face is as he might wish it to be.”
-
-It required an effort on Brooke’s part not to cry out, “Hush! speak
-lower!” so real did the words seem.
-
-“Good work, isn’t it?—though half a dozen of us here at home could do as
-well, if we had the atmosphere, you know,” said Ashton’s voice, sounding
-through the rush of waters that filled her ears. “The Senator boasts that
-he was the first to recognize the artist whom every one now applauds, and
-he paid a cool ten thousand for it, the man’s first important picture at
-that! The old man saw it in the new Salon, but it wasn’t for sale. ‘No,
-no, no,’ said the artist,—‘he had a superstition, a sentiment, a desire
-to keep it,’—but the Senator thought ‘Yes, yes, yes, the desire will
-decrease with time and—money,’ and so it did, for this fall, just as the
-Parkses were on the verge of leaving, the Senator doubled the first offer
-and Lorenz capitulated. Then, before the ‘brotherhood’ could borrow his
-‘luck penny’ he disappeared somewhere in Normandy, they say, to study,
-out of the depressing sound of the pot-boiling of the Quarter. Half his
-friends were glad, Ridgeway wrote me, and the other half, being jealous,
-shrugged their shoulders and raised their eyes, groaning, ‘Another mad
-American!’
-
-“I have it all down fine, you see, for the papers to-morrow,—great
-scheme! I had a Harvard chum that was, Tom Brownell, who won’t go the
-respectable pace his father set for him in finance, and has turned
-reporter, work it up. He wants news, and, plague it, it must be _true_ or
-he won’t touch it. Of course I don’t appear in it, but all the credit is
-socially mine, you see.
-
-“Why, come to think of it, Miss Brooke, I believe the girl looks a bit
-like you! Did you ever chance to see this man? But then, of course, so
-many charming women look alike in those stunning shirt-waist things, you
-know. What do you make of the name?”
-
-Brooke wished that he might babble on as long as possible, that she
-might learn the painting by heart and try to fathom the peculiarity of
-the shaft of light, but as he stopped she said, almost without thought,
-“Eucharistia! why may it not be the girl’s name?”
-
-“By Jove! of course, we never thought of it!” said Ashton. “You’re
-growing quite pale from standing so long. You must have some punch. Do
-let me take you to the banquet hall; it’s jolly nice there—all small
-tables and souvenir menus in silver frames. I planned them, too, though
-Tiffany’s name _is_ on them. There’s Cousin Lucy, and the Bagby girls are
-waving to you now.” (“Yes, we’re under way, hold a table,” he signalled.)
-“We can cook up the concert while we feed,” and offering his arm, upon
-which Brooke laid her hand gratefully, for she felt a sudden weariness,
-he led her through the maze of skirts and furniture as skilfully and
-rapidly as if he had been her partner in the cotillon, and seated her at
-one of the little tables amid a bevy of her friends, who were discussing
-the house, the hostess, the flowers, the menus, and the fallen fortunes
-of poor Julia Garth in a most impartial way, and at the top of their
-voices.
-
-“Of course it’s awful to suddenly drop from having your gowns from Paris,
-a maid, a private turnout, and keeping open house—or rather houses—and
-all that, to a flat somewhere in Brooklyn, with a sick mother, and trying
-to work off your music for a living,” said one shrill voice; “but then it
-is an awful bore, too, for us to have her on our minds. This concert is
-only the beginning, I suppose.”
-
-“Julia plays delightfully, and we all have more or less chamber music
-during the winter, and one of us might take her to Lenox or Newport this
-summer,” said another, in a reproving tone; “and then among us all there
-are plenty of children for her to teach.”
-
-“If she plays and sings for us all winter, that is sufficient reason why
-we shall be sick of her next summer,” said the first voice. “You know how
-it was with Mrs. Darcey Binks and her Creole songs. We thought we could
-not get enough of her. She thought she was settled here for life, and
-biff! the Spanish mandolin players knocked her out the second season. As
-for lessons, if you take up some one half out of charity, and then go
-South in the middle of a term, they will always whine about it, and you
-feel mean; a professional can take care of herself and always gets even,
-but doesn’t let you know it.”
-
-“I wish we could think of something newer than a concert, that would make
-a hit and a pot of money,” said Lucy Dean, not bragging of the fact that
-she had already asked Julia Garth to come and live with her, and been
-refused kindly but firmly. “What can you suggest, Brooke? you are always
-overflowing with ideas, even if some of them are too good for this world.”
-
-Brooke, thus challenged, half rose in her chair so that she faced both
-tables, and said: “I do not believe in offering Julia what she would
-accept as work and you consider as charity; it is false pretence on both
-sides! We can easily make up a Christmas purse for her among ourselves,
-without giving her the pain of the advertising of a benefit concert,
-and all the talk of it. Then when she has a chance to know where she
-stands,—her father only died a month ago, poor child,—I will get my
-father or yours” (motioning to Lucy) “to give her _real_ work for _real_
-pay, and with no charitable tag hanging to it. She has kept household
-accounts and sometimes been her father’s private secretary. I saw her
-last week, and what she wants and is able to do is real work and plenty
-of it to make her forget, not charity coddling to make her remember.”
-
-“Mercy on me! don’t cut us up like cheese sandwiches, with your sarcasm!”
-ejaculated Lucy, “and clutch that chair so, as if you had claws. Your
-eyes remind me of a hawk that perches in a cage over in the park opposite
-my window, and glares all day long at the silly sparrows outside!”
-
-Brooke laughed, and the dangerous flash in her eyes dying out again, she
-turned to her plate of salad and the general gossip of the day, but a red
-spot still glowed in the middle of each cheek. A few minutes later she
-might have been seen driving down the avenue in her mother’s brougham,
-trying to decipher, by the light of the electric street lamps, some
-printing in the silk-covered catalogue.
-
-This is what she read: “Marte Lorenz, born at his uncle’s tulip farm
-near Haarlem, in 1872. Educated in England, where his father had been a
-merchant. Studied at the Amsterdam Art School, going afterward to Paris,
-where his countryman, Israels, befriended him. A hard student, but the
-picture ‘Eucharistia’ is his first important work, while European critics
-and his masters believe it is the beginning of a great career. At present
-he is living in seclusion in Normandy, following his art.”
-
-Ashton, the useful, had patched up the biographies in the little book,
-helter-skelter, but Brooke did not know it, and tucking the catalogue
-carefully into her great muff, she leaned back and closed her eyes.
-
-It was her portrait that Lorenz had painted, together with his own,
-whatever the mystic word “Eucharistia” might mean. He had not forgotten
-her, then, and he was loath to part with the picture. She did not
-formulate the pleasure the thought gave her,—it was enough in itself.
-
-Then the brougham stopped before the blazing lights of the St. Hilaire,
-where the Lawtons were making a temporary home, a sort of bridge, that
-both mother and daughter had long wearied of, between the simpler
-past and the long-delayed, complex future, when in the new house, now
-building, her father promised once and for all to drop the reins of tape
-and wire, cease from hurrying, and take rest.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-THE LAWTONS
-
-
-With Mrs. Lawton the afternoon of the Park musical had been a time of
-irresolution. When the man of a family is noted for swift arbitrary
-decisions and often unexplained action in all domestic affairs, in
-important matters and petty details alike, his wife is apt, simply by
-force of reaction, to be driven to the opposite extreme in those things
-that concern herself alone. Not that Adam Lawton’s wife had ever been
-lacking in spirit, and when, as Pamela Brooke, a girl of twenty, he
-had taken her from her southern plantation home, then crippled and
-impoverished by war, yet where she still held absolute sway, many nodded
-their heads, and said that the calculating, keen-eyed Yankee would some
-day be startled by the fire of southern blood.
-
-Not but what his coming, seeing, and conquering had been as swift as the
-most romantic could desire, one short month compassing it all, for there
-was a certain magnetism about Adam Lawton that, when he chose to exert
-it, was irresistible, while to those outside its influence he was doubly
-a bit of chilling steel.
-
-Nor had his wife ever faltered in her loyalty to him; she would have
-given much more than he would take, for in the beginning hers had been
-a nature that sought happiness in pouring out her love freely and
-enveloping its object in it, at the same time giving the man she had
-chosen, through imagination, every noble and winning attribute that would
-increase her passion.
-
-Two sons had been born to her before she had awakened from this ecstatic
-period and was perforce obliged to separate the real from the ideal. Not
-that Adam Lawton loved her a degree less strongly than when, calling
-upon her father on purely business matters, he had first seen her riding
-up the unkempt avenue of her home, her beauty and bearing lending
-distinction to the faded habit that she wore. His love was of a strange
-quality, a sort of transmutation of metals by sudden fire that, having
-once taken place, must of necessity be welded for all time. In reality
-an egotist, from his own point of view he was wholly unselfish, for he
-asked little for what he gave, and would allow none of the little daily
-services that nourish love, whose best food must have the flavour of
-mutual dependence.
-
-The two boys died of scarlet fever almost together, before they were well
-out of babyhood, and after a lapse of many years a daughter, Brooke,
-had come, then another lapse, and another son, called Adam, now about
-sixteen; and like many a son of a father who has planned a boy’s career
-to the minutest detail, he seemed not only bound not to go in the desired
-way, but to lack the bump of direction, which turns a boy from being
-merely driftwood and guides him in any sort of way whatsoever.
-
-From habitual restraint of emotions learned in those first ten years,
-Mrs. Lawton had come to pass for a perfectly bred, though somewhat
-unsympathetic, woman.
-
-Brooke, whose own heart naturally beat as tumultuously as ever did
-her mother’s, had learned to feel something of this even in her early
-childhood, when at her father’s footstep she had been hushed in some wild
-exhibition of childish enthusiasm; and though she and her mother were
-the very best of friends, there was a certain quality missing in their
-intercourse. Perhaps missing is not the word,—a quality not yet developed
-expresses it more exactly, and this, too, came through the peculiar
-temperament of Adam Lawton himself. Outside of his business he had but
-one thought, his family, and to supply their needs as he read them, his
-selfishness lying in the fact that he asked so little of them, beyond
-their presence in his house, that it was impossible for him to judge,
-by intimate contact, what those needs really were, or to realize that
-confidence and sympathy are better coin than dollars.
-
-Brooke alone had been able to break through this crust of
-self-sufficiency that he had used as a barrier against the world in his
-early days of struggle, until it now shut him off from the luxury of
-everything natural, uncalculated, and spontaneous. Brooke had enough
-of the enthusiasm of youth not to be chilled by it. She looked forward
-hopefully to the promised time when he should take a long holiday, and
-be with them, and, as she explained it, only “think foolishness.” He had
-never refused her anything that she asked of him, not that her wishes had
-ever been extravagant. Many a time, as some clever whim of hers brought
-a rare smile to his keen, thin face, intelligent and alive, if somewhat
-harshly fined and worn, he almost clinched the hand that he always kept
-in his left pocket in despair that this child was not the boy who should
-keep his name alive, instead of that other who now bore it. But in the
-fact that Brooke was a daughter lay all the charm, for there is no other
-born relationship so subtle, so potent of good for each, as that between
-father and daughter.
-
-For many years the Lawtons lived in an ample old-fashioned house in one
-of the streets converging at Washington Square, where Brooke and young
-Adam had been born. Here Mrs. Lawton had passed many days of quiet
-content and social comfort, entertaining in the open-hearted southern
-way that does not admit of push or hurry. True, the neighbourhood was
-changing, and others more ambitious were moving away; in fact, Adam
-Lawton had one day said the time had come when he was ready to build
-a modern house, in a part of the city where a home more suited to his
-position and a good investment could be combined, for with him the two
-propositions always went together.
-
-Mrs. Lawton had sighed, but said nothing. She loved the wide, sunny
-house, with its colonial mantels and irregular staircase, and secretly
-she hoped that no one would buy it. Faint hope, for in a week from the
-day the matter was broached, Adam Lawton announced that the house was
-sold. A business building had purchased the adjoining property and
-virtually gave him his price. They could live in an apartment hotel
-pending the building of the new house. It would give his wife a rest,
-for he was beginning to notice that she was looking rather worn, and
-did not attribute it to the real cause or the flight of years, but to
-some extraneous reason that that most dubious of all acts, “a change,”
-might overcome. So Mrs. Lawton was spending her second winter at the St.
-Hilaire, living apart from her own life, as it were. True, she had been
-listless and not very well of late, but it was more from inertia than
-any constitutional weakness. No one could expect to keep for thirty years
-the radiant type of blonde beauty with which Pamela Brooke had glowed
-at twenty. Mrs. Lawton was still in a sense a beautiful woman, but the
-vivacity that often outlives freshness of tint and distinctiveness of
-feature had died first of all. Her charm lay in a certain refinement of
-outline; colour and features had grown dim as the reflection of a face in
-a mirror blurred by dust, and her mass of waving golden brown hair, that
-in its lights and shades had once surpassed even Brooke’s, was of a clear
-white, as of the days of powder, and gave the delicate features an almost
-dramatic setting.
-
-As Adam Lawton grew more and more absorbed in finance, he was the more
-exacting of her presence during the evening hours, when, too absorbed to
-either go out or bid friends come to him, he sat in his simply furnished
-den, for all luxury stopped at his door, and pored over papers, letters,
-and maps, scarcely glancing up or speaking to his wife twice in the
-evening, yet expecting her presence and conscious if she left him for a
-moment.
-
- * * * * *
-
-When Brooke had started on this particular winter afternoon for the
-Parkses’ musicale, in company with her friend, Lucy Dean, Mrs. Lawton had
-quite decided not to go. Her husband had been unusually silent for the
-few days past, and had said something about possibly coming home in time
-to drive up to the new house, which was yet uncompleted, owing to the
-building strike of the past summer.
-
-But as the early twilight came on and he did not appear, she grew
-restless, and knowing that it was too late for the proposed drive,
-quickly determined to go to the Parkses’ for a little while and return
-with Brooke. Going to her lounging room to call the carriage by
-telephone, for she had an entirely separate wire from the private service
-at her husband’s desk, she found several letters lying upon the table.
-Exclaiming at the carelessness of the maids, of whom two were kept for
-service of meals, etc., in the apartment, she looked at the addresses,
-and the handwriting on the last put the thought of going out from her
-mind.
-
-Four were in the handwriting of private secretaries, and promised social
-invitations; the fifth, addressed in the shaded pin-point writing of the
-seminary of thirty years ago, was postmarked Gilead; while the sixth
-was in the rough and painfully unformed hand of Adam, “the Cub,” as his
-friends called him, her only living son, now at a military school some
-sixty miles away.
-
-It was impossible to deny that the Cub was behind-hand in his work,
-and that, instead of being within two years of college, according to
-his father’s schedule, he was little more than in sight of it; but her
-mother’s heart told her that the rigidity of his father’s methods was
-quite as much to blame as her son’s stupidity. Coming of ancestors whose
-training on both sides had been for and of the out-of-door life, the
-forcing system of surveillance under which he had lived, summer and
-winter alike, since his eleventh year, had developed only the evil in him.
-
-Vainly she had suggested, nay almost fought, to have him sent to a famous
-ranch school, where the sons of several of her friends had learned
-self-reliance and books at one and the same time. Adam Lawton would not
-hear of it, saying the dangers of the life and the distance were too
-great.
-
-In Brooke his measure of fatherly affection was complete and satisfied,
-and that she should never put her hand in an empty pocket his chief
-desire; but still all his hopes of the future of his race theoretically
-centred in this only son, as in an asset of both flesh and money, and
-every hair of his tawny head and freckle on his face was more precious
-than his own life-blood; yet he had the narrowness of the self-made man,
-the financier in particular, and he could see honour and success in one
-path only—that in which he himself had trodden.
-
-Adam Lawton senior, now halfway between sixty and seventy, though he did
-not allow it even to himself, often felt the lack of academic knowledge,
-and therefore Adam junior must undergo a certain polishing system
-perforce, even if the substance to be polished lost its identity and
-crumbled to chalk in the process. For only two things had Adam evinced
-any liking,—for out-of-door life and a horse, while his backwardness with
-his lessons had cut off these outlets by keeping him at school or under
-tutelage the entire season through.
-
-If Adam Lawton loved his son as a matter of heredity, Pamela Lawton
-loved him as a human being, as her baby, and her maternal passion gained
-fierceness by repression. The letter was an appeal for permission to go
-home, and contained a doctor’s certificate saying that the boy had, in
-his opinion, outgrown his strength, and needed several months of outdoor
-life, etc., etc. Mrs. Lawton crushed the paper in her hand. The last time
-such a missive had been received it had resulted in the Cub’s being sent
-to travel with a tutor. One human being the boy did love, and that was
-herself,—he must have her care now or never!
-
-Without realizing that the hotel was no place for the boy, or what the
-result might be, she went to her desk, wrote a few emphatic words,
-enclosed a ten-dollar bill in the envelope (it chanced to be the last
-money in her purse), and, quickly putting on coat and bonnet, took it
-herself to the post-box on the street corner, not trusting it to the
-hotel box; then she returned to her room with flushed cheeks, feeling
-as guilty as a girl slipping out with a love-letter instead of a mother
-daring to tell her own son to come home. At that moment she fairly hated
-the motiveless comfort by which she was surrounded; passivity had become
-almost a disease, she must shake it off; she would speak that night, and
-have an understanding about the Cub, no matter how busy her husband might
-be.
-
-When she had laid aside her things, no maid yet appearing, the Gilead
-letter claimed her attention, and she was soon absorbed in it. It told of
-Keith’s resolution to go to Boston, and gave an inventory of the property
-on the farm that had been bought with Adam Lawton’s money.
-
-She had also, she said, written for instructions as to its future care;
-would he take charge, or should she look for some suitable person in
-the neighbourhood? Receiving no answer, and judging that the letter had
-either been lost, or else that her cousin had been too busy to consider
-it, Miss Keith had made a second careful copy and enclosed it in a letter
-to Mrs. Lawton, saying that time pressed, and she must rely upon her to
-“jog” Cousin Adam’s memory, or perhaps, as the farm at least stood in
-Brooke’s name, that she might have some wishes in the matter.
-
-Mrs. Lawton had almost finished reading the inventory of simple
-furnishings, etc., when Brooke entered. Her mother at once noticed a
-strange expression in her always candid features, and a new light in her
-wide-open eyes; but the letters in her lap caught Brooke’s attention, and
-after she had given a brief history of the doings of the afternoon, the
-two women, seated side by side, bent their heads over the Cub’s epistle,
-though the elder already knew it by heart, word for word.
-
-“The poor, poor Cub!” ejaculated Brooke at last, half laughing, and then
-stopping short, for looking up, she saw tears trembling on her mother’s
-lashes. “If it were only long ago, we would buy him a horse, and spear,
-and shield, and smuggle him outside the castle walls at night, and let
-him gallop away to seek his own fortunes. Do you know, little mother,
-that, in spite of all the liberty I have, and money in my pocket without
-the asking, I sometimes feel choked and tied down like this bad boy of
-ours? It was only an hour ago, when I was sitting in that beautiful
-picture gallery, that it came over me how so many of the things we do
-every day seem unreal and like a useless dream. We ourselves arrange or
-else blindly submit to customs that keep us apart instead of bringing
-those who love each other together, until life gets to be like those
-stupid gas fire-logs yonder, all for show—a little feverish heat and
-unwholesomeness as a result instead of the true thing, though to be sure
-real logs are more trouble and a greater responsibility to tend.
-
-“I want to be something more than furniture in our new home, if it is
-ever finished, and we succeed in getting out of what Lucy Dean calls
-this ‘elaborated parlour-car method of living.’ Yes, mother, I’m getting
-what you call a restless streak again. I think I’m going to pick up my
-brushes”—and then a serious, almost sad expression crossed her face as
-she added, “if they will let me.”
-
-“So Cousin Keith’s going away,—going to be married! I wish she could
-have done the second without the first. I like to think of her at the
-farm just as she used to be. You know it’s my farm now, and I’ve always
-planned to go back there some summer, and really work, for if anything
-could put life in my brush, it would be to live in my ‘River Kingdom.’
-I’d much rather do that than have a large country place, such as father
-plans, though of course Gilead is too quiet and out of touch with things
-for him, and the farm is too small a bit for his energy to work upon.
-Cousin Keith has been very thrifty,—‘five cows, a farm horse, chickens,
-ducks, seed potatoes, cordwood, etc.,’ (all mine, too, because the deed
-says ‘inclusive of all live stock, and furnishings’). Last of all she
-lists ‘Tatters, the family dog, whose race has been on the soil as long
-as we ourselves; if he can’t transfer himself to the newcomers not of
-the name, Dr. Russell has promised to take him down to Oaklands. Please
-understand, Cousin Pamela, that Tatters doesn’t rank with live stock,—he
-is a person, and must be treated as such!’”
-
-“Tatters!” repeated Brooke, looking involuntarily at the artificial fire,
-so surely does visible heat draw the outward eye when the mind’s eye is
-a-roving. “That was the name of one of the dogs they had that autumn when
-I spent that lovely month there, and played at gypsy every day. But he
-must be very, very old now. Yes, you shall be well treated, old fellow,
-and not ‘transferred’ to anything or anybody against your will.
-
-“Mother, do you know I think that if only Cousin Keith were not going
-away, it would be a fine thing to send the Cub to Gilead for a while,
-until he pulled himself together, and then some not overzealous tutor
-with a fondness for walking might be found for him.
-
-“What is it?” asked Brooke, reading the confusion in her mother’s face.
-“You have answered him already and told him that he may come? Good! now
-we will act together. You take father quite too seriously; if he really
-understood just what we both wish to do and be, I’m sure that he would
-be the last one to hinder either, but we haven’t let him see. How can a
-man who has lived his own life so long possibly understand women unless
-they give him the clew, and whisper ‘hot’ and ‘cold’ when he gets off the
-track?
-
-“No one, since ever I can remember, has been allowed to let father even
-think that he can make a mistake; consequently he really believes he
-cannot err, and I don’t think that he is wholly to blame for it. I’m
-going to beg for the Cub’s liberty the minute father comes home, and more
-than that, I’m going to tell him that we four have been groping round in
-opposite directions, and that he simply must come into our lives, and let
-us do for him, or take us into his—that the ‘some day’ when he will have
-time to listen must begin this very night!”
-
-“Dinner is served!” said the reproving accents of the waiting-maid,
-letting drop the portière as she spoke, and both women glanced in
-surprise at the clock that was striking eight.
-
-“Eight o’clock already, and I’m in my street gown,” said Brooke,
-gathering up her possessions, and making sure that the silk-bound
-catalogue was in her muff.
-
-“Eight o’clock, and your father has not yet come home!”
-
-“Perhaps he has stopped at the club, and talked longer than usual. I
-heard to-day through Lucy, to whom her father seems to speak as freely
-about his business as if she were his partner, that our parents are
-engaged in some important ‘deal’ together!
-
-“He is probably late for our special benefit,” said Brooke, cheerfully,
-“so that we may make ourselves just a wee bit pretty,” and putting her
-arm about her mother, she led her down the corridor to their rooms, which
-adjoined, and five minutes sufficed for each to slip on the tasteful, yet
-simple, dinner gown that the lady’s-maid, now at her post, had laid in
-readiness.
-
-“Ask the page in the outer hall if any note has come for mother,” said
-Brooke to the woman, as they went to the dining room. “It was only
-yesterday that I found that two personal notes had been travelling up and
-down in the elevator for half the morning, in spite of two men at the
-door, and one posted every ten feet the rest of the way.”
-
-“There is no note come, ma’am,” replied the waiting-maid, a couple of
-minutes later, “but he says that Mr. Lawton’s been over an hour at
-home,—at least he came in then, and he’s not seen him go out, that is,
-not by the lift. He must have let himself in with a key, then, for
-neither Sellers nor I opened for him.”
-
-“Perhaps he went to the den, thinking we were all out, and does not
-realize how late it is,” said Brooke, moving swiftly down the hall,
-followed by her mother. Turning the corner, for her father had located
-his den, for the sake of quiet, as far as possible from the rest of the
-apartment, she saw the light that shone above and below the portière, for
-the door was not wholly closed.
-
-“Yes, he is here after all!” and she threw open the door without
-knocking, as she alone dared, and entered with some playful words upon
-her lips, quite prepared to rumple the iron-gray hair, a little thin on
-top, that partially capped the figure seated at his desk, with his left
-hand, as usual, in his pocket.
-
-The next moment she stopped, as an undefined feeling of dread held her
-fast,—the right hand was stiffly extended, as if it had just let go its
-hold of the movable ’phone that stood on the desk, and knocked it over.
-The usually alert figure had settled in the chair, the head dropping
-backward, while, after a single breath, that resounded like a snore,
-there was no sound.
-
-Brooke touched him quickly; there was still the warmth of life, and the
-left side of the face twitched frightfully, but no words came; his face,
-flushed at first, was growing rapidly livid. Instantly she wound her
-strong young arms about him, and, laying him on the thick rug, his head
-slightly turned and raised, she motioned to her mother and the maid, who
-had come at her unconscious call, to loosen collar and clothing, while
-she sped back to the telephone in her mother’s sitting room to call a
-doctor who was resident in the hotel, and he was at hand almost before
-she realized that the call had gone forth.
-
-“Cerebral hemorrhage; has he had bad news or some sudden shock?” was what
-the physician said a moment after he entered the room where Adam Lawton
-lay, and saw the litter of papers and the overthrown instrument. But
-there was no letter or telegram among them that could indicate, and the
-ominous telephone receiver was mute.
-
-As the men from the house helped move him to his room, Mrs. Lawton and
-Brooke following silent with the first calmness of a shock, her own words
-rang in her ears. “He must come into our lives and let us do for him or
-take us into his life; the ‘some day’ when he will have time to listen
-must begin to-night!”
-
-The first hour passed, that period of rapid action following a calamity
-that intervenes before the clutch of the tension of continued strain is
-felt.
-
-The family physician came and called an expert in counsel, and then
-Brooke was directed to send for a nurse,—more than one her mother would
-not have, and as she was intelligently calm, no objection was made to her
-insistence that she should share both the care and responsibility of the
-night.
-
-Adam Lawton was unconscious, and life itself must hang in the balance for
-many hours at best, and the physicians insisted upon the most perfect
-quiet.
-
-Who can say where the mind is when its physical registry is interrupted?
-The physician cannot tell you, but at the same time he is very careful to
-keep injurious impression beyond the range of the seemingly deaf ears.
-Brooke went to her father’s den and touched the instrument that had so
-recently fallen from his hand, almost with a shudder. If only it would
-repeat to her what it had said to him, some light would be shed upon the
-mystery.
-
-After arranging for the nurse, a desire for companionship during this
-night of suspense seized her, and she called the number that meant Lucy
-Dean, thinking as she did so, “I must tell her as quickly as I can, for I
-cannot bear her usual telephone joking now.”
-
-“Lucy? It is I, Brooke Lawton; can you come down and spend the night with
-me? Please listen until I finish. Something awful has happened—father—”
-
-Lucy (breaking in with a torrent of words): “Yes, you poor dear, I know
-all about it; heard it just as soon as I got home, before dinner—dad told
-me. We would have been down by now, only dad thought, as your father had
-gone against his advice through all this matter, it might seem pushing in
-me. Cheer up, it may come out all right yet.”
-
-Brooke: “I don’t understand; how could you have heard before dinner?—it
-was eight o’clock before we knew ourselves.”
-
-“Dad was worried over the affair and had a special sent him after he came
-up town.”
-
-“Lucy, what are you talking about?”
-
-“Why, what else but your father’s great deal to buy up the stock control
-of the T. Y. D. Q. Railroad, and the way those rascally friends of his
-turned traitor? It isn’t so killing, after all. Dad was down perfectly
-flat twelve years ago, and now he’s ten times to the good. What dad
-thought foolish was for him to realize on everything else he had to go
-into this shaky deal!”
-
-“You mean that my father has failed! Then that accounts, oh, that
-accounts for it all!”
-
-“You don’t say that you did not know it? What did you mean and what are
-you talking about? Your father hasn’t—” Fortunately the question that
-Lucy asked did not reach Brooke’s ears, for, pushing the instrument from
-her across the desk, she neither cried nor raved nor wrung her hands, but
-sitting forward in her father’s chair, very much the attitude he took
-when deep in thought, scarcely stirred for the quarter-hour. The visible
-signs of the years she lacked of being the age she really was came
-swiftly, and laid their hands upon hers, not empty hands nor yet filled
-with the trifles the years sometimes hold. Presently Courage entered her
-heart, and then its sponsors, Hope and Constancy.
-
-Soon a muffled closing of the door at the lower end of the hall, and the
-approaching tiptoe tread of two people of uneven weights, brought her to
-her feet and into the crisis again. It was Lucy, who, with every vestige
-of flippancy gone, threw her arms around her friend’s neck and burst into
-tears, while Brooke held out her hand to Mr. Dean, meanwhile, looking
-him straight in the eyes, saying: “Thank you for coming. Do not trouble
-to conceal anything, only tell me the truth, and do it quickly,” not
-realising that in such cases truth-telling is not the simple thing that
-it is reckoned.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-THE DAY AFTER
-
-
-There was a single day of incredulity and suspense, and then the fact
-of Adam Lawton’s financial downfall was made public through the papers,
-together with the names of those who had been swept from their feet in
-his company. As to his physical collapse, it was merely stated that
-he was ill at his department in the St. Hilaire, denied himself to
-all visitors, and would hold no communication even with his lawyer or
-business associates.
-
-Few people sink alone in a financial maelstrom, and Lawton was not one
-of these; so that the cries and muttered imprecations of those who,
-unlike her father, were conscious and battling for life in trying to find
-and cling to bits of the wreckage reached Brooke and rang in her ears,
-partially deafening her to her own thoughts.
-
-It was not until noon of the second day that she had succeeded in getting
-her mother to leave her post and see Mr. Dean in the library. At first
-Brooke had hoped to keep the knowledge of the real cause of her father’s
-illness from her mother, for a few days at least, but it was of no use;
-every one in the great hotel was aware of the facts, even though it made
-no difference in the attitude of the employees, for with a certain class
-of people, and a fairly intelligent one at that, failures are often
-interpreted merely as an odd trick in the game of finance now played. One
-of the important morning papers even went so far as to print a thinly
-veiled hint that Adam Lawton’s seclusion and supposed illness was a very
-subtle excuse for gaining time or allowing him to forget much that it
-would be extremely inconvenient to be called upon to remember at this
-juncture.
-
-Mrs. Lawton had gone through her ordeal with Mr. Dean very quietly; she
-heard his explanation—that is, as far as anything that might be said
-could be called such, but its full meaning had not yet dawned upon her;
-and being utterly worn out she allowed herself to be tucked up on the
-lounge in Brooke’s room, where she fell into an exhausted sleep, under
-the soothing touch of her daughter’s fingers.
-
-Lucy Dean, coming in during the late afternoon, for she had remained with
-her friend since the first and had only gone out for a walk, found Brooke
-sitting bolt upright in her father’s chair in the den, a newspaper that
-rested on the desk crumpled in one hand, and a dangerous light in her
-eyes.
-
-“Have you seen this?” she asked Lucy, in a voice that was fairly hoarse
-from suppression, as she pointed to the insinuating article which bore
-the double significance of being semi-editorial in form,—“and appearing
-in the _Daily Forum_, too, the paper that father always thought the most
-sound and moderate. Oh, how I wish that I could get hold of some one and
-make them believe at least that father is truly ill and knows absolutely
-no one, not even mother and me!”
-
-“Brooke Lawton, if you are going to read all the papers say or hint about
-your affairs during the next few weeks, you will give me a chance to look
-up a sanatorium, with nice cool bars for you to snub your nose against,
-which won’t improve its shape. Don’t read the papers; if the things
-aren’t true, why bother, and if some of them are, what are you going to
-do about it?”
-
-Lucy had been astonishingly quiet and sympathetic for nearly twenty-four
-hours, but a long walk in the fresh air had raised her indomitable animal
-spirits to the top again, and though they sometimes made Brooke catch
-her breath and gasp, like too crude a stimulant, they were under the
-circumstances probably the best counterbalance and tonic she could have
-had.
-
-“Of course,” Lucy continued, “if it was a purely social affair, I
-could get Charlie Ashton to stuff the papers to the limit. If he is
-my cousin, I must say that he managed to syndicate the account of the
-Parkses’ musicale most adroitly (of course, though, you didn’t read
-that yesterday). The main description—gowns and all that—was the same in
-each, but Charlie contrived to let each reporter have some extra item
-that fitted his paper specially. A little more about the music for one,
-details of the picture gallery for another, the brand of champagne used
-for a third, upholstery for a fourth, and so on. Come to think of it, I
-remember something about his saying that a reporter on the _Daily Forum_
-was a chum of his at Harvard. I might try and see what Charlie can do,
-but I’m afraid, as far as serious news goes, even his chum wouldn’t
-swallow him.”
-
-“Oh, Lucy, Lucy! can’t you see it is not _stuffing_ and _swallowing_
-that I want, but for people to know that father is really ill and not
-shamming—that we are not all combining in a dreadful game of deceit?”
-
-“Do be content, child, to let the talk wear itself out. From what the
-doctor told my father this morning, your father may be a long time like
-this—weeks and months perhaps—even if by and by he comes to himself. It
-isn’t like a toothache that will be over to-morrow. You can’t rush out on
-the avenue and pull the people up here in flocks to see for themselves,
-though by to-morrow, just as soon as society has made up its mind what it
-ought to do, you’ll have plenty of callers. You told me yourself that the
-result of the consultation was that everything hinges on quiet.
-
-“By the way, there were two reporters clamouring at the lift when I went
-out, one actually trying to bribe the boy to tell whether your father
-was really here in the apartment. I sent them scurrying in a hurry, I
-can tell you. Listen! I believe that there is another at the door now;
-anyway, some one is asking for you. I think I heard the words _Daily
-Forum_,” and Lucy pulled aside the curtain, and going to the angle in the
-hallway peered down its length to where the maid was talking in whispers
-to a tall somebody in pantaloons.
-
-“Yes, it is a reporter,” said Lucy, stepping back noiselessly. “Sellers
-is trying to shoo him out, but he’s all inside the door and asking, not
-a bit humbly, to see ‘a member of the family.’ Watch and see how long
-it will take me to get rid of him,” and Lucy pulled on and buttoned her
-gloves, which, on coming in, she had begun to take off, with a gesture as
-though fists were to take part in the encounter, if necessary.
-
-Brooke, who had been listening to Lucy, yet not looking at her, with eyes
-fixed on the crumpled paper before her, suddenly sprang to her feet, the
-warning flash returning to her eyes, saying: “Don’t go; I will see this
-man myself, and please remember, Lucy, whatever I may say or do, you are
-not to speak. No, don’t leave the room. I want you to stay by me, but
-this matter of father’s feigning illness is an affair of honour that only
-one of the family can conduct.”
-
-Going quickly down the hall, she relieved the harassed maid by indicating
-to the visitor that he was to follow her, at the same time making a
-gesture to caution silence, as she guided him back to the den.
-
-What he first saw on entering the room was the tall, straight figure of a
-young woman, back turned, half a hat and one cheek outlined against the
-lace drapery, through which she was looking into the street with a frozen
-fixedness, as if her very life depended upon not moving or turning the
-fraction of an inch. His second glance rested on the other woman, who,
-having preceded him, was standing by the desk corner, half supporting
-herself by it. She raised her head with its wreath of ash-brown hair
-proudly, and looked him in the face with eyes in which anger struggled
-with a pleading expression, in keeping with the heavy shadows that
-underlay them.
-
-After moistening her lips once or twice nervously, Brooke spoke: “You
-asked to see one of the family, and said it was important that you
-should. If you are a gentleman, as you appear to be, of course you would
-not have come at such a time on trivial business. I am Brooke Lawton;
-what do you wish to ask?”
-
-For an instant the young fellow hesitated, thoroughly abashed; he had
-met with a variety of experiences in following his vocation of news
-collecting, but never before had he felt so much like beating a retreat,
-or his errand seemed so intrusive. Without any special claim to good
-looks or great stature, he had a certain clear-cut distinctiveness of
-feature, a mouth that stood the harsh test of the shaved upper lip, and
-eyes that, though they opened lengthwise rather than wide, looked as if
-they would take in the surroundings and atmosphere as well as the main
-object on which they were focussed.
-
-While he hesitated the newspaper which Brooke still clutched attracted
-him, and as he read its title he divined that Brooke had overheard the
-name he had just given the maid at the door and already associated him
-with the sneering article. Laying the card, which the maid had refused,
-upon the table, he said quietly, but with an earnestness that carried
-conviction: “I am Tom Brownell of the _Daily Forum_, the sheet you have
-in your hand. I know that there was a nasty leader in this morning’s
-issue that was slipped in, no one seems to know how, by some one who had
-animus or was hard hit in this T. Y. D. Q. deal. We pride ourselves upon
-getting at the truth of things that concern the public, so I have come
-here to settle for once and all the question of Mr. Lawton’s reported
-serious illness, by direct communication with some one of his family.”
-
-“You mean that you wish to know if my father is really ill? Then people
-do doubt it and think he may be merely hiding to avoid inquiry?” said
-Brooke, who now had full control of the voice that her friends called
-silvery, but which now had more of steel in its ring.
-
-“Moreover, you expect to learn the truth by _asking_ one of his
-family—what will that amount to if they choose to aid and abet the
-illness that your paper hints is part of a well-arranged covering of a
-retreat? If I should tell you that night before last, while my mother
-and I were waiting for him to return to dinner, my father had come home,
-unknown to us or the maids, letting himself in with a latch-key, which
-he used so seldom that we had forgotten its existence; when finally,
-attracted by a light under the door of this room, we opened it, he was in
-this chair, unconscious, stricken with apoplexy, his hand by the receiver
-of the overturned telephone; since then, though as far as physical life
-goes he is living, he has neither moved nor spoken nor recognized any
-one, nor can he swallow, and such liquid food as he has taken is given
-artificially,—if I tell you all this, still how can you be sure it is the
-truth?”
-
-“Please, please, Miss Lawton, I am shocked and awfully grieved and
-ashamed. Don’t be so hard on yourself and on me as to think that I
-dreamed of any such condition existing. We reporters do not rejoice in
-the misfortunes of others. But that it is not the time for such things,
-I could tell you that one of the reasons I had in beginning life in this
-way was to get to the bottom of things, and see if some people at least
-didn’t really want to tell and hear the truth in the newspapers. Of
-course I will believe what you tell me, and all that remains is for me to
-apologize for pushing in upon you and—go as quickly as possible. I only
-wish I could help or do something to ease you.”
-
-“You forget that I have told you nothing,” said Brooke, hesitating and
-catching at the throat of her blouse as if she wished to pull it away
-and give herself more room to breathe—“I only said _if_, and if you are
-looking for truth, to be certain you must see it, not ask about it.”
-Then, as the new thought grew upon her, and she realized that her mother
-was asleep, the tragedy fled from her eyes, that she had fixed upon the
-face of the reporter,—who, fast losing his self-possession, stood looking
-uncomfortable and foolish, turning his hat about by its rim like an
-applicant for a situation,—her entire poise had altered, and she seemed
-several inches taller.
-
-“Oh, Mr. Brownell, don’t you see that the only way that you can help
-us in telling the truth about father is by seeing for yourself? Put
-down your hat and come with me—” and before he had recovered from his
-astonishment, Brooke grasped Tom Brownell by the wrist and literally led
-him from the room, up the hallway, not toward the entrance but along the
-side passage, where the electricity had not yet been turned on and which
-was in a dim and uncertain light.
-
-Pausing before the door of Adam Lawton’s room, and without releasing her
-hold of Brownell’s wrist, she turned the handle carefully, entered, and
-was standing with her companion in the shadow of the bed before the nurse
-at the opposite side realized that any one had come in, or could even
-raise her hand in caution. No one spoke, and the footsteps on the thick
-rug that covered the floor made no sound—the breathing of the pale figure
-prone upon the bed was the only vibration even of the air.
-
-For two, perhaps three, minutes, that held an eternity of torture to
-Brownell, who stood with bent head, they remained, so that no detail
-could escape his notice. Then Brooke led him back to the den, leaving
-the nurse in grave doubt as to what manner of man this might be who had
-seemingly been forcibly led into the room where, by the doctor’s orders,
-no one but mother and daughter were to be admitted.
-
-The moment that the curtains had closed behind the two, Lucy Dean turned
-from the window with a suddenness that might be described as a bang,
-except that no noise went with the motion. Drawing two or three long
-breaths, as a relief to her suppressed speech, she crossed the room and
-picked up the reporter’s card, turned it over and over and, reading the
-name with deliberation, put it in her pocket. “Thomas Brownell, Jr., the
-_Daily Forum_,” she repeated, at the same time making a mental note
-that the card itself was of good quality and engraved, not printed, an
-unusual occurrence with the average reporter. Spying his hat, she next
-seized upon that, discovering at a single glance the name of a maker
-of good repute and Brownell’s own address, at a comfortable though
-inexpensive bachelor inn, stamped in gilt letters on the band. Hearing a
-slight rustling in the hall, she returned to her post by the window, but,
-instead of standing, she had thrown herself into a chair, half facing the
-room, by the time that the two returned.
-
-Nothing further was said as to what had been seen. Brownell picked up
-his hat, preparing to leave as quickly as possible, yet he could not
-but notice that Lucy Dean, who by this time had turned wholly toward
-the room, was looking at him with an expression half quizzical, half
-challenging.
-
-Brooke dropped wearily into the chair by the desk; the strain of the last
-hour had been greater than what she actually felt; she had been hurried
-swiftly to face stern realities, which all her life, though through no
-choice of her own, had been to her a side issue in which she took no part
-or responsibility, and which she was never allowed to question. Then,
-seeing that the reporter was standing and evidently at a loss how to go,
-she went forward with extended hand, saying, very gently, “Good-by. I
-think I may trust you not to misunderstand my father’s illness now.”
-Turning to the figure by the window, now all on the alert, she said,
-“Lucy, dear, will you please show Mr. Brownell the way out, there are
-so many turns in this inner hall?” Then, as Lucy raised her eyebrows in
-disgusted question marks, Brooke continued, “Ah, forgive me! this is my
-dear friend, Miss Dean, Mr. Brownell, and”—a little smile hovered around
-the comers of her mouth in spite of herself—“you may be very sure that
-she will never tell you anything but the whole truth!”
-
-Then, as the two girls changed places and Lucy led the way down the main
-hall, Brooke reseated herself before the desk, that might tell so much if
-it only could, folded her arms upon it, hiding her weary eyes in them.
-Had she done right or wrong in letting a stranger see her father’s real
-condition? Would it make outside conditions better or worse? Why had the
-doctor given out such evasive bulletins? Well, the die was cast, and
-something within told her that from that hour, when she had taken the
-family responsibility upon herself, she would have to bear it.
-
- * * * * *
-
-As Tom Brownell crossed the rug that lay before the outer door of the
-Lawton apartment, something between it and the tiled flooring slid under
-the pressure of his foot. Checking his first impulse to pass on and get
-out as quickly as possible, he turned back, even though the door itself
-was open, and, lifting the corner of the rug, picked up two thin keys,
-one smaller than the other, that were joined by a steel ring. Accustomed
-to fit two and two together rapidly, he involuntarily glanced at the
-spring lock on the door to see if they belonged to it, but found it of
-a different pattern. Stepping outside, the better to see by the hanging
-electric light, he found that the keys bore no name or mark other than
-figures, probably the factory number of keys of a fine make. Turning
-to Lucy, who had already come into the main hall and, half closing the
-door behind her, was watching him, he muttered a hasty apology for his
-curiosity concerning the keys, saying: “To me unfamiliar keys have always
-had a strange fascination, for all my life I have expected to find one
-that would unlock a mystery. These probably belong to some of Mrs. or
-Miss Lawton’s possessions—a travelling bag or jewel case. Will you please
-take charge of them? And thank you for showing me the way out,” turning
-up the corridor as he spoke.
-
-“You needn’t thank me for showing you the way, as you evidently don’t
-know it,” said Lucy; “that is, unless you have professional reasons for
-going down in the luggage lift with trunks, baby wagons, clothes-baskets,
-and scrubbing pails. No, you needn’t raise your eyebrows, I’m not English
-or infected with Anglomania either, simply I’m to the point, and _luggage
-lift_ is a much more smooth and pronounceable expression than baggage
-elevator, don’t you think?
-
-“To the right—there you are! Not running? Why, the thing was all right
-when I came in not an hour ago, but I’ve noticed that the power has a
-way of giving out, or the machinery needs oiling, about the time the
-man might be supposed to want an afternoon nap. You’ll have to walk
-downstairs. Good afternoon. Oh, by the way, do you happen to know Charlie
-Ashton? I beg his pardon, _Carolus_, though I only promised to call
-him that at his studio teas. He had a chum at college, he said, with a
-literary and reformatory streak, who a year ago had cut away from his
-father’s business, and incidentally his own fortune, and was climbing
-into journalism, not in at the top story, but up the cellar stairs. I’ve
-rather forgotten his name. He doesn’t chance to be you, does he?”
-
-“I’m afraid he does, and that Ashton has guyed me unmercifully to you, in
-spite of all the good turns that he has done me. But as I am myself, you
-must be his cousin, Miss Dean, of whom he talks so much at the club. I
-did not quite catch what name Miss Lawton said.”
-
-“I am Lucy Dean, and I dare say that he has talked about me even at so
-reprehensible a place as the club. Talking about me, I fear, is a bad
-habit that a great many of my friends have. I also know that he didn’t
-call me Miss Dean. What club was it? What did he call me? Lucyfer is his
-pet title—and what did he say?”
-
-“Oh, Miss Dean, it wasn’t the way you mean at all. I was lunching,
-at his invitation, with him at the Players,—quite by ourselves on my
-word, and—he—well, he did call you Lucyfer, and said it expressed your
-stand-off way and all that; but he declared you were the best chum a
-fellow ever had, and if he wanted a studio entertainment to be a corking
-success, he always had you pour tea. If I hadn’t been spending all my
-time the last year climbing up the cellar stairs, as you express it, I
-should have begged him to ask me to one of the teas; but I’m out of that
-sort of thing, for good and all, you see.”
-
-Lucy flushed slightly, an odd thing for her, and then said suddenly,
-holding out her right hand, both having been held behind her, after a
-habit she had, until this moment: “You are keen to avoid teas, they
-are horribly stupid; the cigarette smoke makes one’s eyes weak, and
-the Saké punch does for the rest of one’s head, and unless we act
-like mountebanks and shock people so that they forget to be bored, no
-one would come twice. Ask Charlie to bring you up to the house some
-afternoon, as you live so near to him, about five for a cup of real tea.
-No, don’t thank me, it is not an invitation. It’s years since I’ve taken
-the responsibility of giving one to a man,—certainly not since I was
-eighteen; you must take the responsibility of coming upon yourself!”
-
-“As you have never seen me until this afternoon, and I only moved over
-from—well, let’s call it the Borough of Queens—last month, how could
-you know where I live?” queried Brownell, looking up with a quizzical
-expression, and passing over the first part of her speech, not because he
-did not heed it, but for the reason of a certain Indian instinct he had
-of picking up trails as he went along, that helped him not a little in
-his work.
-
-Lucy flushed furiously, this time to the roots of her hair, sought refuge
-for a single instant in subterfuge, but finding herself fairly caught,
-throwing her head up, stood with hands again clasped behind her, and lips
-parted, smiling at the man who had already gone two steps downward on the
-stairs when she had called the halt.
-
-“You say that you are seeking for truth with a fountain pen and a
-stenographer’s note-book, also Brooke says that I always speak the
-truth—attention! I saw your address in your hat this afternoon!”
-
-Brownell, who was at that moment holding his hat against his chest,
-looked anxiously at the top of the crown, wondering if it had become
-transparent.
-
-“No, I didn’t see _through_ the hat, it’s not my way; I looked _in it_
-when you were out of the room, because I wanted to know where it was
-bought! A woman can tell a great deal by that! The biped _I_ call a _man_
-never buys a department-store hat, for instance, he’d rather wear a
-second-hand one first. Well, yours did not come from a department store,
-neither was it second-hand; in fact, it was painfully new, address and
-all!”
-
-Then Lucy Dean turned on her heel with right-about-face rapidity and
-vanished around the corner of the corridor; while Tom Brownell, half
-angry, half fascinated, and wholly amazed, went down the marble stairs
-two steps at a time, a difficult feat, and one that would have made the
-very correct man at the door suspect that the visitor had been summarily
-ejected, if it had not been for the expression of Brownell’s face, which,
-by the time he reached the bottom stair, wore a decidedly satisfied
-smile.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-TRANSITION
-
-
-When Lucy Dean returned to the den, she found Brooke leaning upon the
-desk, her head still pillowed by her arms, and fast asleep. Checking her
-first impulse to waken Brooke and discuss the episode of the reporter,
-Lucy stood thinking a moment, looked at the clock, then, drawing a sheet
-of paper toward her, wrote a few words upon it in vigorous upright
-characters, placed it where the sleeper could not fail to see it the
-moment her eyes opened, and, after rearranging her furs, that she had
-thrown off when she had returned from her walk, vanished from the room.
-
-Her coming and going made a mental movement, for there had been no sound.
-Brooke raised her head, and looking about in a dazed way spied the note,
-which said, “As everybody and thing seems to be asleep, have gone home to
-dine with father; will be back before ten.”
-
-It was a positive relief to Brooke to be quite alone for a few hours,
-and it would also give her the chance to see the physicians more
-satisfactorily; they were due about six.
-
-Going to her own room, she found her mother had returned to the sick
-room, so, slipping on a wrapper and loosening the tension of hair-pains,
-she busied herself by laying away in closet and dresser various things
-that had lain about since two nights before, which Olga, the maid, under
-stress of confusion, had neglected. Taking up her great chinchilla muff
-from a chair, she was shaking it in an absent-minded fashion before
-putting it in its box, when something slipped from it and fell lightly to
-the carpet. Groping in the dim light, she picked up, not her card case,
-as she expected, but the silk-covered catalogue of the Parkses’ pictures
-and the souvenir menu in its frame of silver filigree. It was only two
-days since she had put them in her muff, but it seemed almost as if she
-were looking back from another world.
-
-The catalogue naturally opened to the little reproduction of Marte
-Lorenz’ picture. Cutting it carefully from the page, she slipped it into
-the silver frame, which chanced to be of the exact size, and setting it
-upon the dressing table, turned on the light above. Somehow the sight of
-it gave her comfort more than anything else could, and the separation of
-circumstances and distance seemed suddenly to have grown less. Whatever
-the interpretation of the picture might be, whatever else might tide, she
-had entered into and formed a part of the artist’s first serious work,
-and even if they never met again, they would be comrades upon the canvas
-as long as it lasted. For, in spite of the veiling of both the likenesses
-by certain subtle touches, it did not obliterate the characteristics of
-the two; and the longer that Brooke gazed upon the picture the stronger
-grew her conviction that, under guise of an attractive composition,
-it was he and she that Lorenz had painted, that he had bound together
-forever by some mystical inspiration.
-
-Still Brooke did not formulate her feelings toward this man who had been
-the first one to tell her the truth when an untruth or evasion would
-have had a pleasanter sound; such a thing did not occur to her. Lucy
-Dean would have dragged her emotion into the electric light, diagnosed,
-and duly labelled it at once. Neither did Brooke kiss the portrait nor
-put it under her pillow, nor hide it away in her orris-scented drawer
-for sentiment’s sake or to feed mystery, as many a girl would have done;
-but as the light glared upon the glass she turned it out, and lighting
-a small green candle of bayberry wax, that stood upon her desk, placed
-it near the frame so that its rays fell obliquely in accord with the
-picture’s scheme of light, while the pungent fragrance of the wax wafted
-like incense at a shrine.
-
-As she stood thus, the outer door closed, a squeaky tread awkwardly
-muffled came along the hallway, and stopping outside her door made her
-turn hastily. Without further ado the door opened, and a pair of lean,
-sloping shoulders and a freckled face topped by a mop of sandy hair
-parted the curtain, while two dull, greenish hazel eyes, very round and
-wide open, explored the room to the very corners with an expression of
-apprehension. Evidently being satisfied with the result, the rest of the
-six feet of overgrown boy followed the head, swinging a suit case before
-him with one hand, while he closed the door behind him with the other.
-
-Brooke was almost startled into calling out aloud, but the figure clapped
-his hand to her mouth, and her voice dropped to a whispered “Oh, Cub,
-Cub, where did you come from? How did you hear?”
-
-“Why, from school, to be sure, Sis, and I heard from Mummy, else I hadn’t
-dared, or couldn’t have come,—she sent me a ten,—for I spent all that was
-left of my quarterly on Pam; she was worth it, even if I’d have had to
-walk. I’ve only had her a month, but she knows my whistle out of twenty,
-and she just loves me; yes, she does, you ought to see her look at me
-with her head on one side. I’ve just left her below with the engineer
-till I saw if the coast was clear. I’ll bring her up to you, unless you
-think father’s likely to come in. Then I suppose I’ll have to take her to
-the stable for keeps.”
-
-While the boy rattled on, Brooke was recalling the fact of her brother’s
-letter, and that her mother had told her about sending for him to come
-home in spite of everything. He had come, then, in response to that and
-knew nothing of what had happened.
-
-“Father will not come in,” she said, going to him and speaking very
-quietly to gain time, also because she did not know exactly how best to
-break the matter to this sixteen-year-old brother of hers, who, partly
-through perversity, but chiefly because his father had never understood
-his temperament or considered him as an individual, was the sort of cross
-between a mule and a firebrand dubbed “an impossibility” by people in
-general.
-
-“Who or what is Pam?”
-
-“She! She’s the finest year-old brindled pup you ever rolled your eyes
-on, only a quarter English for bone and grit, and the rest Boston for
-looks. Her father’s got eight firsts, and Bill Bent’s father owns the
-mother, and she’s reckoned the finest bitch shown this year. I paid
-fifty, but if Bill hadn’t been my chum, two hundred was the price! I
-called her Pam, after Mummy, you know, and I thought maybe she’d keep
-her for her own if father sends me off again to where they won’t have
-Pam. Lots of women have Boston bulls to ride out with them every day,”
-while, at the likelihood of catastrophe in connection with his pet,
-the animation that had lighted the boy’s face and shown the improving
-possibility of latent manhood died out, a weary look replacing it, and
-the Cub dropped into a lounging chair and began to cough, holding his
-hand to his side.
-
-“If you think I’d better not bring her up, I’ll take her round to the
-stable right away,” he said, when the fit had passed over.
-
-“Leave her downstairs for now,” said Brooke; “I’m not sure if there is
-any stable to-day,” and sitting on the arm of the chair, untangling his
-mop of hair with her strong, slender fingers, a proceeding that he did
-not resent as roughly as usual, she began to give him a brief history
-of the past two days. At first he looked at her in amazement, as if he
-thought that she had lost her mind, then his head sank, and when she
-finished and tried to take his hand, he pulled it away, and, turning from
-her, buried his face in the chair back, breaking into long sobs that
-almost strangled him, and that he could not stifle.
-
-In vain Brooke tried to comfort him, to find if there was anything on his
-mind of which she did not know. Her brother had never been emotional in
-this way, and though she knew that her father’s strictness with the boy
-was a sign that all his hope was in him, she never dreamed the Cub would
-care so much, if at all. Pushing her away, he staggered toward the door,
-his face still hidden by his hands.
-
-“Where are you going? you must be very quiet,” said Brooke, getting
-between him and the curtain.
-
-“To mother! I want my mother! I must have her all to myself, and father
-can’t prevent it now!” Then, to her amazement, Brooke realized that her
-brother’s tears were not born of grief, but of hysterical relief at
-release from a mental and physical bondage that had fretted and cramped
-and warped his very soul.
-
-“Stay here,” she begged, “and I will bring mother to you!” Turning back,
-with a look that told the boy better than words that she understood his
-outburst, and did not brand it as foolishness, she said: “Be careful of
-her, for I know now that you and I must be father and mother, and do some
-hard thinking, and perhaps acting, in these next few weeks, for they
-cannot. Will you stand by me, Adam?” Then the boy did not push away the
-hands that rested on his shoulders, but held his sister close, awkwardly,
-it is true, but as he had not clung to her since the old days in the
-down-town house, when as a little girl she stooped over his crib to kiss
-him good night.
-
-The doctors came, and when they left, Mrs. Lawton went to her son. An
-hour passed, dinner was served, and still the two did not come out.
-Brooke went to the door, then prepared and carried in a tray of food,
-eating her own meal afterward in solitary silence that was very soothing
-to her.
-
-For the first time she had been able to see the specialist alone, and
-put such definite questions to him as dispersed the usual non-committal
-generalities, while at the same time it convinced him that here was a
-member of the family to whom the truth might and should be told. It was
-possible that her father might recover from this attack, if there was no
-further hemorrhage; also that the clot that plugged the brain channel
-might be absorbed, the paralysis of face, leg, and arm relax, and speech
-and memory return, so that though full vigour would never again be his he
-might still have years of placid living and enjoyment. Or else he might
-regain his physical faculties without the brain cloud ever lifting. As
-for medicine, a few simple regulations and then quiet must do its work,
-coupled with constant care. His failure and its agitation had struck the
-blow, and of this cause not the faintest suggestion must reach him or be
-even whispered of, for in such cases no one may precisely tell how much
-of conscious unconsciousness exists.
-
-Meanwhile the laws of trade must be carried on, and others, to keep
-their rights, sift and settle Adam Lawton’s affairs as far as possible,
-before Brooke could learn what they as a family had or did not have and
-by it measure what might be done. For neither mother nor daughter knew
-of the extent of this final venture of all, and beyond keeping domestic
-accounts and holding a joint key with her father to a box in an up-town
-safe deposit company, where family papers and some securities belonging
-to her mother were kept, Brooke was no partner in her father’s affairs.
-In fact one of the things, Mr. Dean said, that had hurried the crisis and
-complicated its untangling was the habit that Adam Lawton had formed of
-holding aloof from the advice and confidence of his fellows.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Later in the evening, when the Cub emerged from Brooke’s room, he found
-that she had taken the nurse’s place by her father and the library was
-empty. While he walked about the room restlessly, alternately enjoying
-his comparative liberty or wondering what he had best do about his dog,
-something led him to cross the hall and turn the angle to the den, where,
-to his intense astonishment, amid a blaze of lights, that contrasted
-vividly with the semi-dark silence of the other rooms, was Lucy Dean, in
-the great leather-covered Morris chair, upon one arm of which sat the
-bull pup, whose persuasive pink tongue had just succeeded at the moment
-he entered in touching Lucy’s nose in affectionate salute.
-
-“Brooke told me about the dear, and I went down and fished her out of
-an old box, where they had bedded her, just in time to save her from
-spoiling her figure with a whole bowl of oatmeal and soup,” said Lucy,
-in answer to the question on the Cub’s face. “You’ve got to be very
-particular about feeding her, remember, or she’ll grow groggy and sleepy
-and wheeze, instead of keeping her sporting blood up—” and Lucy held
-out her unoccupied left hand to the boy, who, after the callowness and
-fervour of youth, regarded this friend of his sister’s, eight years his
-senior, with her dash and vim, as the combination of everything admirable
-and adorable and himself her equal in years.
-
-“No, I’m not going to kiss you this time,” she continued, leaning back in
-the chair, as he half stooped behind her; “I’ve just transferred that to
-Pam here. Why? Because you’ve gained a year and two inches since I saw
-you when you came home last Christmas—and sixteen is a good stile to stop
-at. Then hands off, young man, and no kisses outside the family until you
-are twenty-one and able to shoulder your own responsibilities.” The Cub
-growled out something half sulkily.
-
-“Yes, I know I never had an own brother, but I’ve been a good sister to
-more of you boys than were ever born even in a Mormon family, and I’ve
-kept them all for good friends, just such as you’re going to be. No,
-don’t mope and go over in the corner, because within five minutes you’ll
-simply have to come back again and sit by Pam and me—so you might as well
-do it now.
-
-“That’s it, stretch and be comfortable! See, chains wouldn’t keep Pam
-away from you now! Do you know I don’t blame you for squandering your
-last penny on this bull pup—her points are all right, she has an angel
-disposition; but she doesn’t forget to whom she belongs for a single
-minute—it was all I could do to drag her past your coat in the hall! But
-suppose she barks, how can you keep her here?”
-
-“That’s the point, I must take her over to the stable right away; but
-you’ll be here when I come back, won’t you? I think Brooke said you were
-stopping here.”
-
-“I was, but I guess now that you are here, I’ll go home. I stayed so that
-Brooke shouldn’t be lonely; besides, I have your room.”
-
-“That don’t count,” protested the Cub, “I can sleep here just as well as
-not.”
-
-“Oh, there is one other thing,” added Lucy. “I’m not so sure who there is
-at the stable or how they would treat Pam, so best not take her there.
-I’m so glad that you have come home, boy. I dined with dad to-night
-and tried to learn as much as I could about this money trouble of your
-father’s, and it is about as bad as can be, and though of course it may
-be some time before it can be known exactly how things stand, there is
-little doubt but when what’s left of the apple is divided there won’t be
-even the core for you all. Of course, if the illness had not come, some
-arrangement might have been made to tide things over. Suppose you take
-Pam down to our house to-night, and stay there and have a talk with dad.
-He will tell Brooke all he knows to-morrow. Don’t go yet, it’s only nine,
-half an hour later will do as well as now.
-
-“Tell me, what is the matter with you, honour bright? Are you really
-sick or only sort of lazy and shilly-shally, obstinate, discouraged, and
-crazy to get out of jail? I know the symptoms, for I’ve had them all
-one by one, in my youth, doing everything by rule, duty the watchword,
-more mathematics the penalty for forgetting it, and dyspepsia the
-result. _My_ sons shall be reared in the open, if they never get beyond
-horse-breaking and cattle-breeding,” and a shiver of sympathy ran down
-Lucy’s flexible spine, branching off in an odd twisting of her fingers
-that sent her handkerchief, that she had rolled into a ball to amuse the
-pup, flying across the room, much to the amusement of Pam, who caught it,
-and made her master jump to rescue the roll of cambric and lace from her
-investigating paws.
-
-“Honour bright, Lucy, it’s the being shut up so much, and the confounded
-mathematics and knowing that I never seem to satisfy the old man on
-top of that. If he’d only let me work at something I like, and learn
-to do something out-of-doors, but at this rate I think I’m getting
-consumption—” and the Cub gave a really dismal cough.
-
-“Of course a man must know how to count, and a few little things like
-that, no matter what he does,” said Lucy, so seriously that the boy did
-not at first realize that she was mocking him; “for whether you handle
-your own or some other person’s money, or eggs and potatoes, counting
-will be a painful necessity.
-
-“Oh, oh! what is this?” she exclaimed, as in handing her back her
-handkerchief the thumb and forefinger of his right hand caught her eye.
-These were stained a brownish yellow on the inside. Spreading the fingers
-apart, she looked the boy in the face, and he flushed scarlet under his
-freckles.
-
-“Been smoking cigarettes, on the sly, of course, and consequently in a
-hurry, swallowed the smoke, and sometimes chewed the butts to pulp! There
-is half the cause why your head won’t work right, as well as one reason
-why you are lanky and cough. See here, young man, do you know that only
-_what-is-its_ and _mistakes_ smoke cigarettes? _Men_ smoke pipes, or
-cigars if they can afford them; and I’m going to give you a pipe on your
-next birthday, with Pam’s head carved on a meerschaum bowl. I’ll get
-Charlie Ashton to order it to-morrow; he knows a fellow who carves pipes
-that are perfect dreams. Meantime not a whiff or sniff of a cigarette.
-Yes, of course it’s hard to stop, they all say that, but really, Cub,
-it’s a horrid trick. Yes, I know all about it; I tried cigarettes once
-myself. Empty your pockets quick and swear off.”
-
-At first the boy had looked annoyed, and a curious, obstinate expression,
-akin to that of a horse putting back his ears, crossed his features,
-flattening them; but it only lasted a moment. It was impossible to be
-angry with Lucy, for her tongue was pointed with common sense born of
-experience, and there was never anything censorious or priggish in her
-strictures.
-
-So the Cub produced two packages of cigarettes, an amber holder, and a
-silver match-box, and piled them in the outstretched hand of his mentor.
-
-“Keep the match-box, and we’ll give those things to the ‘grasshoppers’
-that go around the street picking up cigar stumps with a spike in the end
-of a stick.” So saying, the vigorous young woman opened the window, and
-with a sidewise motion skittled the cigarettes through the air into the
-street below, much to the alarm of an old gentleman upon whose shoulders
-a shower from the first box fell. He had come out of the house to sample
-the weather and immediately returned for umbrella and goloshes, while
-the second box landed intact on the top of a passing hansom, much to the
-driver’s satisfaction.
-
-Then the Cub brought his suit case, and, picking up Pam, went to carry
-out Lucy’s suggestion, while she, after watching him go, said half aloud:—
-
-“He’s all right if you only understand him. I’ll give Brooke a hint. I
-shouldn’t wonder if this smashup will give him a push and his chance—for
-somebody has got to go to work in this family, and pretty quick, too,
-according to father’s ideas.
-
-“Heigh-ho, I wonder what Tom Brownell will have to say in the _Daily
-Forum_ to-morrow. Will he make a sensation column of us,—I mean of Brooke
-and her object lesson,—or will he turn his back on the devil and give
-out a simple, dignified statement regardless of making copy? No, I don’t
-wonder either, I’ll gamble he’s straight as a plumb-line. Gracious, what
-did I do with those keys?” and Lucy began feeling in the gold chain bag
-that hung from her belt, as, hearing Brooke leave her father’s room, she
-went to join her.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The _Daily Forum_ not only corrected its insinuation of the previous
-day, but printed a further statement, the sincerity and judiciousness
-of which at once made the financial disaster of Adam Lawton secondary
-to his physical collapse. This allowed the numerous family friends and
-acquaintances the chance to offer sympathy with perfect good taste, which
-in the conventional society of the Whirlpool usually takes the place of
-more spontaneous warm-heartedness.
-
-For many days a stream of callers came and went from the St. Hilaire,
-some content merely to leave a card with inquiries, others asking for
-Mrs. Lawton or Brooke, emphasizing their offer of “doing something” with
-a hand-shake, but asking no prying questions. Still others, as “intimate
-friends” of the family, as the days wore on and it was definitely known
-that though the creditors might in time receive dollar for dollar, there
-would be nothing over, not only called, but stayed and mingled advice and
-chiding with their verbal sympathy.
-
-“Reduced to absolute beggars,” was the term that Mrs. Ashton, Lucy Dean’s
-aunt, applied to the Lawtons when discussing the affair at a luncheon she
-was giving, where all the guests were women of Mrs. Lawton’s class and
-set, though few of them had her gentle breeding, “and if Mrs. Lawton and
-quixotic Brooke had not had such ridiculous scruples as to what belonged
-to whom, quite a lump might have been rescued for them, my brother says.”
-
-“My dear Susie,” protested Mrs. Parks, who since her housewarming was
-fast advancing in power and called several exclusives by their first
-names by request, “that is not a fault that can be often found with any
-one nowadays. The Senator says that through all this business it was
-precisely the same trait in Adam Lawton of not being quite willing to
-knock down others and make them serve as scaling ladders that dealt him
-out at last.”
-
-“The question is now,” continued Mrs. Ashton, “What shall we be expected
-to do for them? They will leave the St. Hilaire the 1st of January; Mr.
-Dean has manipulated things so far as that for them, and he wants them to
-put Mr. Lawton into a partly endowed sanatorium of which he himself is a
-trustee, as all the physicians say he must be kept out of turmoil. The
-Cub, as they call the boy, is rather out of health, so that a year on a
-school-ship would be a good place for him. They say if he went into an
-office at once, as Mr. Dean expected, it would probably kill him.
-
-“Brooke, of course, will have to take up her painting, teach, and paint
-bonbon boxes for Cuyler and Gaillard, or menus for us. We can all use
-influence to get her work of that sort, and it will help out for a time
-until we get sick of her style probably. Lucy swears that Brooke shall
-live with her; we shall see. I think that there will be something a year
-from some little investment they have, with which Mrs. Lawton might board
-in some cheap place, not of course in New York, but Brooklyn or up in the
-Bronx.”
-
-“Don’t, pray don’t suggest boarding in those dreadful places for that
-sweet, sensitive woman; it would be like putting lilies-of-the-valley in
-a saucepan,” cried Mrs. Parks with warm-hearted energy; “it’s too awful!
-I would be only too glad to have her live with me, if she could put up
-with the whirl of it, and Brooke too. I often wish that I had an elder
-sister in the house with whom I could talk things over comfortably and
-not have them spread over the face of the earth. The hard part of this
-is that whatever is done the family will be split to kindlings, and it’s
-no joke parting a mother and son!” For be it said that since the arrival
-of the belated and beruffled little man in the Easter-egg crib, though
-Mrs. Parks’s social ambition had rather increased than diminished, the
-cold-heartedness that is often a part of a social career was altogether
-lacking.
-
-“Besides, suppose that Mr. Lawton comes back to himself suddenly, for
-you know they say that it sometimes happens when this aphasia (I’m
-always possessed to call it aspasia, after the snake that bit Cleopatra)
-lifts—how will he feel to find himself in an institution and his family
-scattered?”
-
-“I don’t see that it concerns us,” said Mrs. Ashton, shrugging her
-shoulders. “If he had only died at once and been done with it, they would
-all have been comfortable, for my brother says that he carried a simply
-fabulous life insurance, and that the keeping it up was what made him so
-economical.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was the last week in December, Christmas week. Brooke and her mother
-sat opposite each other in the den in a silence that was keeping the
-brain of each more active than the most rapid speech. Although Adam
-Lawton had not spoken, the tension that had drawn his face had relaxed,
-and sensation was slowly returning to his foot, though his right hand
-was still quite useless. But while he took no apparent notice of what
-passed about him, his wife felt that his eyes dwelt upon her and followed
-her when she was in range, and only that morning he had feebly retained
-the hand she had laid within his upturned left palm. Recovery to a
-certain extent was possible, the physician proclaimed, with no further
-jars, and care and quietness; but how to secure this? Quiet is not always
-the inexpensive thing it seems. But with this new-born hope, everything
-else seemed unimportant to her.
-
-The apparent worst had been carefully explained to them and accepted
-several days ago, but there had been yet more, for when Brooke had that
-morning gone to the safety box, where some jewels of her mother’s,—a
-necklace and other things seldom worn,—and some dozen railroad bonds, the
-little property that came to her from the Brookes, with some shares of an
-industrial stock, a birthday gift to Brooke at twenty-one, were stored,
-the box was empty!
-
-Thoughts would come that must not find words even between themselves as
-they sat there. They both believed in Adam Lawton’s honour and that if he
-could speak he would explain; and finally, as the tension tightened into
-agony, Brooke went over to her mother, and kneeling by her said, “Don’t
-try to think it out now, mother; some day we shall know, and now it is
-how to live and work until that day comes.”
-
-As for Brooke, she had lived five years in those few weeks. Every word
-that she had ever heard of criticism of those in their present position
-came back to her, the cruel discussion of Julia Garth at the musicale
-topping the list.
-
-All the various suggestions, practical and problematical, for their
-future arrayed themselves mockingly in a row before her, but one and all
-they had their beginning in the separation of the family; not a single
-plan offered the remotest possibility of keeping it together.
-
-That morning, after her finding of the empty box, Brooke had seen Mr.
-Dean in his office and learned definitely that the only income they could
-count upon after the new year was the interest upon her shares of stock,
-six hundred dollars a year—fifty dollars a month; for though the shares
-themselves were missing, as they stood in her name upon the company’s
-books, the interest would keep on. Besides this, there would be a fund
-gathered here and there from articles she or her mother personally owned
-beyond question—a scant two thousand dollars.
-
-One asset had been overlooked until that interview, the homestead at
-Gilead, Brooke’s own property, asked for in a moment of sentiment and
-freely given her. Mr. Dean, knowing the place and location well, thought
-that, with good management, it might be sold at the right season for
-perhaps six or eight thousand dollars.
-
-All these circumstances were pushed into Brooke’s brain, jostling and
-crowding each other until it seemed hopeless to think. Even Lucy Dean,
-huffed because Brooke would not come to her for the rest of the winter
-or borrow money of her father to establish a little apartment where she
-could work at her painting, though she came as regularly as ever, had
-ceased to question or even offer cheer. And it seemed almost impossible
-for Brooke to tell her mother, in the face of hope, that Mr. Dean’s
-plan of sending Adam Lawton to the sanatorium in the country seemed the
-only feasible solution at the present moment. As for her mother and
-herself, she would work for both, but not in anything obtained merely
-by the insecure path of social influence. It would be teaching drawing,
-of course, for too well she realized Lorenz’ words that as a painter of
-pictures she had not yet “awakened,” and in the world of competition the
-winners of a single prize or the acclaim won in charity bazaars is a
-damning introduction.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The entrance of some one brought Brooke to herself, a shrill voice that
-replied in a high key to the answer of the maid, “In the den? Then we’ll
-go right in very informally, no need to take the cards,” and Mrs. Ashton,
-followed by a married daughter, entered quite abruptly, the elder lady
-looking at the two women with something akin to disapproval on her florid
-face, an expression that Brooke interpreted instantly. Mrs. Ashton was
-becoming bored at the situation and had a feeling of resentment that all
-her opportunities of becoming the patroness of the Lawtons were vanishing.
-
-She still had one more card to play, a trump she considered it, and she
-suddenly drew it from the pack and cast it before Mrs. Lawton. A widower,
-more than passing rich, though not of her precise set, with two daughters
-just leaving school, had intrusted her to find a well-bred New Yorker as
-chaperon and companion to travel with them until the next autumn, and
-then launch them tactfully in the Whirlpool. Any reasonable salary might
-be demanded—would dear Pamela like the chance? Six or eight months abroad
-would doubtless restore her tone and spirits.
-
-Brooke’s eyes flashed fire, Scotch fire not easily put out when once it
-was kindled; but Mrs. Lawton only grew a shade more pale, and said in
-her soft, slow accent, looking steadily at her friend, “Susan, you are
-forgetting Adam. How could I both go abroad and give him the care he will
-always need while he lives?”
-
-For some reason the soft answer not only did not turn away wrath, but
-augmented it, and shortly the couple left; but alas for the treachery of
-portières—scarcely were the pair in the hall when, forgetting that it
-was not a door that closed behind them, Mrs. Ashton said, in an echoing
-whisper, “Care, while he lives indeed—it’s just as I said the other
-day, if Adam Lawton had only died at once and had done with it, those
-women, instead of being beggars, could have lived in luxury on his life
-insurance!”
-
-With the harsh, insistent vibration of a graphophone, the words stung the
-ears of mother and daughter, who were standing where their guests had
-left them. A look of horror froze Mrs. Lawton’s face to the immobility of
-a statue, while in Brooke’s brain, still tingling with the other blow,
-the thoughts were suddenly clarified as if by fire, and she never noticed
-that the Cub had come in and was looking from one to the other in alarm.
-
-“It is monstrous!” she choked out, clasping her mother in her strong
-arms. “Oh, mother, mother! do not look so, as if you were turning to
-stone! You shall not be torn from father; we will go together and
-keep together! Listen, you and he desired me and brought me into your
-world for love, and took the responsibility of me when I was helpless;
-now you shall come into mine and be my children, and I will bear the
-responsibility for that same love. Father needs country quiet; so be it;
-we will take him home to Gilead. It is my home, my very own in deed and
-truth, given so long ago that no creditor can grumble. I never have lived
-in the country, and I know nothing, you may say. What I do not know I can
-learn. At worst, with what I have we can be secure somehow for a year.
-Cousin Keith has lived and worked there, so can I, and if only Adam will
-stand by me, I cannot fail. But you must trust me like a child, as I did
-you, and do not question.”
-
-A look of wondrous joy crept into the mother’s eyes, but with it her
-strength gave way, and when she tottered and would have fallen, it was
-Adam who caught her, and as he held her with tender awkwardness, nodding
-at his sister as if in answer to her appeal, he jerked out, “You bet your
-life, Sis, I’ll stand by the crowd, and won’t it just suit Pam and me to
-get out of town!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-THE RETURN
-
-
-It was the 10th of January. At Gilead winter had been a-masking all
-through December, and played the part of a fantastic snow-draped
-Columbine in the Christmas pantomime where, the North Wind being
-piqued to keep his distance, she was wooed by the South and West Winds
-alternately amid a setting of warm noons, dramatic sunsets, and moonlight
-nights of electric clearness, to the song of the Moosatuk’s mad racing.
-
-With January the reign of the North Wind began in a wrath of sleet
-and ice that bound forest, field, and river also in cruel, glittering
-shackles, covering the wayside granaries and driving the faithful birds
-of the season, hooded and clad in sober garb of grays and russet, to beg
-from door to door like mendicant friars of old.
-
-Even before its close, each day of the New Year had been checked by a
-double cross from the calendar that hung on the door of Keith West’s
-pantry, as if by its complete obliteration she hoped to hurry time itself.
-
-Waiting for others to act had never before fallen to Miss Keith’s lot in
-life. For twenty years her comings and goings, her waking and sleeping,
-and even the setting of the first spring brood of embryo broilers had
-depended upon herself alone, for she had long since substituted an
-incubator for that coy and freakish feathered female known as a setting
-hen. Consequently this delay at the very outset of a new order of things
-found her restless and in no very amiable mood. Also Judith Dow had
-written that, as Miss Keith had promised to come the first of the year,
-she had reserved her room and must charge her accordingly, which, as the
-whole affair was upon a nominal basis, irritated her not a little.
-
-In writing to Adam Lawton of the determination to leave the farm, the
-1st of January had been the date she had set for starting for Boston _en
-route_ to Matrimony, and when, a short time after Christmas, Brooke had
-combined her reply to the unanswered letter with the announcement that
-she herself expected to go to take charge of the place as near the 1st of
-January as possible, Miss Keith had hastened to complete her arrangements.
-
-Brooke had written concisely, yet with entire frankness; but even then
-Miss Keith did not compass the exact condition of her cousin’s affairs,
-or understand that as far as his relation with the world stood he was
-as helpless and irresponsible as the day of his birth. She knew that
-money and health had been lost, but fancied that, after a few months’
-retirement, more voluntary than enforced, as had been the case with one
-or two families of the wealthy summer colony at Stonebridge, every one
-concerned would swing back to the old pace again.
-
-Nevertheless she took great pride in making the evidence of her thrifty
-stewardship apparent on every side. The hired man had been well-nigh
-frantic at the number of times that he had been obliged to whitewash
-spots that had dried thin in the cow and poultry houses. A fringe of
-unthreshed rye straw made a lambrequin over the entrance to the stall of
-Billy, the general utility horse with the long, common-sense face. The
-front gate, always removed from its hinges at the coming of frost, had
-been scrubbed before being stowed away in the attic, and the plant boxes
-that edged the front porch and held nasturtiums in summer were filled
-with small cedar bushes and branches of coral winterberry in remembrance
-of Brooke’s youthful love of such things.
-
-The outside condition of things gave Miss Keith much more satisfaction
-than did the inside arrangement of the house. Her only concern about
-them was lest the mischievous boy should upset everything and doubtless
-stone the cows, torment Laura, the sedate barn cat, and turn the laying
-hens out in the cold; for to her spinster mentality if there was a
-dubious quantity, it was the growing boy, the last straw under which the
-many-humped back of female patience must break.
-
-She had considered the house the pink of perfection until she peopled it
-with New Yorkers accustomed to every luxury, and then the gay flowers
-of the chintz slip covers that hid the haircloth gloom of the parlour
-furniture began to pale and fail to hold their own, and the texture of
-the freshly laundered dimity curtains, those upstairs having wide hems,
-while those below were edged with tatting of the wheel pattern, seemed to
-grow coarser as the days went by.
-
-And all the while that she bustled to and fro, now in the cellar to see
-that the stones had not slipped in the pork barrel and allowed the meat
-to rise above the brine, then to the attic to be sure that her personal
-possessions of bedding, linen, and tableware, neatly put up in barrel,
-bale, and bundle until her marriage and final move, did not take up more
-room than was necessary,—Tatters followed her, either so close to heel
-that he literally seemed to dog her footsteps, or else sitting a little
-way apart with his eyes fastened upon her with a blended look of dread
-and reproach. Then she would often drop whatever she held and raising his
-face (yes, Tatters had a face, not a “muzzle”) between her hands, plead
-with him to tell her what he made of it all and if he believed she could
-be happy away from Gilead, and if he thought that he could follow any one
-else to market, allow her to shake out his mat, and choose juicy bones
-that were not too hard for his middle-aged teeth. All of which showed
-that she did not rejoice in thought at the _First Cause_ as completely
-as would, under the circumstances, have been desirable; while Tatters
-understood that this was not the accustomed affectionate babble or the
-confidential discourse of everyday doings in which he was frequently
-consulted, and he would raise his head and give, not his usual howl
-belonging to moonlight nights, but a strange bay like an echo, deep down
-in his throat.
-
-Three times in those ten bleak January days had she given what she
-declared aloud to be a “final dusting” to each room. Three times had she
-baked bread, cake, pies, and custard for the invalid (no, the third time
-she made boiled soft custard to break the monotony), and then hovered
-between the dread of waste and surfeit in consuming the food.
-
-However, on the tenth day of waiting her spirits rose, for soon after
-breakfast Robert Stead stopped on his way back from Gilead, whither he
-rode daily, rain or shine, to the post-office, as the rural carrier went
-to Windy Hill but once a day and that in early afternoon, to say that he
-had just heard from Dr. Russell and expected him up from Oaklands that
-afternoon, as he was coming to meet Adam Lawton at the request of his New
-York physician, in order to see the invalid safely established after his
-precarious journey.
-
-In addition to this bit of news, Stead brought a fine pair of wild
-ducks, shot a few days previous, farther down where the river was not
-ice-locked, and he had taken the wise precaution of having them dressed
-by José, his Mexican man of all work, for in Miss Keith’s agitation at
-the knowledge that her kinsfolk were actually coming that very day, the
-task of picking pin-feathers would have been impossible.
-
-In fact her hands trembled so, as she took the basket from Stead, that,
-contrary to his habit of taciturnity, he questioned her closely as to her
-health, and if he could help her in any preparations, and finally, after
-leading Manfred to the stable, followed Miss Keith into the house only to
-find her in the kitchen seated, as Dr. Russell had some months before,
-with her face pressed against Tatters’ ears in a vain effort to stifle
-her sobs.
-
-“I’ve wished for kin so long that now they are coming it doesn’t seem
-as if I could bear it,” she said by way of explanation. “If it was only
-Adam and Brooke, I wouldn’t mind; I’ve sampled her, and though she’s full
-of spunk, she’s as pleasant as if she never had a cent, but to think of
-that high-spirited southern woman, perhaps lording it over me, it’s too
-much, even though I’m only going to hold over a day or two to give them
-the lay of the land, as it were. Then like as not their city help will
-take me for a servant, for they’ll not likely bring less than two for all
-the cooking and the waiting that they are used to, which reminds me that
-they’ll need to use the living room to dine in, for of course they won’t
-eat in the kitchen as I’ve done, and what with turning the south parlour
-into a bedroom (which it was in his mother’s day) for Adam, so that he
-can get out on the porch easily, there won’t be any best room at all.
-
-“Would you help me move the table and dresser with the glass door into
-the living room? Larsen bangs furniture so when he does it, and the deal
-table from the summer kitchen can come here for the help.”
-
-Jumping up—“There’s some one knocking now! Dear me, it’s the Bisbee boy
-with a telegram. Open it, do, and give him a quarter from the shelf
-by the clock, for riding up with it,” and Miss Keith sank back in the
-rocking chair and closed her eyes like some one about to have a tooth
-drawn, who dreaded the sight of the instruments.
-
-Silent Stead opened the blue envelope with the studied deliberation with
-which he performed every act of life, except riding Manfred, at which
-time the two abandoned themselves to mutual impulse. Shaking out the
-sheet, he read slowly:—
-
- “NEW YORK, January 10, 1904.
-
- “To MISS KEITH WEST, Gilead.
-
- “Please meet us with closed carriage at Stonebridge, two-thirty.
- Baggage to Gilead.
-
- “BROOKE LAWTON.”
-
-“To-day at two-thirty!” ejaculated Miss Keith, who, mind you, had been
-more than ready for ten days; “then there’s no time to fix up the living
-room, or do more than sweep and tidy up and get dinner,—they will have
-to put up with the kitchen for once. Why do they get out at Stonebridge?
-It is three miles farther than Gilead Station, and a closed carriage
-means one of Bisbee’s hacks, for the rockaway must go too for the help.
-Has that boy of his gone?” Stead hurried to the road, but the boy was
-disappearing down the third hill at a pace that forbade recall.
-
-“I will go down and order the carriage for you,” Stead volunteered, “and
-tell them to put in hot stones and plenty of rugs; it’s a cold drive
-from Stonebridge, but they come that way doubtless because the express
-stops there and not at Gilead. They could not bring a man in Mr. Lawton’s
-condition so long a journey in a way train.”
-
-“If you would, I should be so relieved, and one thing more. I know you
-make a point of keeping away from folks, especially women, and these are
-strangers to you; but they’ll be so worried likely as not they’ll hardly
-notice you. Now would you be so good as to meet them and see they find
-the carriage and get properly started, and tell Bisbee to keep to the
-lower road in spite of the trolley until they reach the third hill? It’s
-far less jolty and better shovelled out.
-
-“You see Brooke says, ‘Please meet us,’ and it doesn’t look hospitable to
-send an empty hack, as if it was to meet a funeral; besides which there
-wouldn’t be room, and I can’t spare the time, though, as I suppose the
-boy is small, they could set him between.”
-
-“Yes, I will go to meet them,” answered Stead, hesitating a moment and
-still looking at the telegram, which he folded absent-mindedly and
-dropped into his pocket. “I do not think you need fear seeing Mrs.
-Lawton. I knew her family and met her once long ago; she is a gentlewoman
-to her finger-tips, and such are never overbearing,” and after making
-this unusually long speech Silent Stead went out for his horse, Tatters
-bounding in front of him joyously, for dogs and children always swarmed
-about the lonely man whenever they had the chance, and they alone, Dr.
-Russell excepted, were welcome at his retreat on Windy Hill.
-
-Like many capable people, who fuss aimlessly when there is really little
-to do, but bring their best efforts to bear swiftly under stress, Miss
-Keith set in motion certain necessary preparations for an afternoon meal,
-which should be a compromise between a country dinner and supper, and
-then went to the south parlour, until a few days ago her pride and the
-most precise best room in the neighbourhood, and sitting quietly down
-with hands folded in her lap, took a final survey.
-
-Something had suddenly changed her attitude toward the room. She ceased
-thinking of it as her state apartment, sacred to sewing society meetings
-and the more formal and rare social function of a high tea to welcome the
-wife of a new minister, and now looked at it as it was to be, the bedroom
-to which her Cousin Adam was coming for rest, and as she sat there it
-occurred to her that it was the very room in which he had been born.
-
-Then there stole over her one of those subtle inspirations called
-intuition, with which the Creator has blessed woman as a token of
-sympathy with their weaknesses and a reward for much unspoken suffering,
-and thereby more than bridged the difference of her physical inequality
-with man. If the hope was to bring Adam Lawton back to himself, what
-could be more suitable than that the surroundings should be those of his
-early youth?
-
-Ringing the dinner bell out of the back door, the sign to Larsen that he
-was wanted, Miss Keith began by taking the decorated “fireboard” from
-before the wide fireplace, and brushing up the fragments of swallow’s
-nests that had fallen down since the regular autumn clearing. Going
-to a deep closet under the back stairs, she pulled out a large bundle
-wrapped in papers and cloth, which being unrolled gave forth a pair of
-long-necked andirons, with oval head-pieces and curiously curved legs,
-made of what was known in the old days as princess metal, a warm-hued
-alloy of copper and brass. Setting these in the fireplace, she directed
-Larsen, who now appeared in the carpet slippers without which he never
-dared come indoors, to bring in logs and lay a substantial fire with
-backlog, forestick, catstick, and kindling, such as would outlast a
-night, instead of the mere “splutter blaze that needs tending like a
-spoiled child,” as she called the modern wood fire.
-
-Next she had the ornate and hideous black-walnut bed, a product of the
-“ugly sixties,” that she had long regarded as a patent of respectability,
-unscrewed, taken up garret, and put under the eaves, from which she
-unpacked the frame of a slender-limbed four-poster of mellow, unstained
-mahogany. The Wests had always been of plain farming stock, and had never
-possessed carved mahogany or beds of the famous pineapple pattern. Dull
-and lustreless as was the wood, she set the man to work with rags and a
-compound of beeswax, oil, and turpentine, of which she always kept a jar
-for brightening spotted furniture. Meanwhile she untied a bundle shaped
-like a pillow, and carefully unfolded curtains, valance, and tester of
-dimity, finished with a cross-stitch border, mended carefully here and
-there, and yellow with age.
-
-Looking at the clock, which had not yet struck ten, she turned the fabric
-over carefully, evidently weighing something in her mind, the while
-saying aloud, “Yes, I’ll simply scald them, and iron them out with a bit
-of starch. To bleach them would take weeks, and besides this old dimity
-will never stand the strain.”
-
-While the irons were heating she returned to her reconstructive attempt.
-The canvas bottom was laced firmly to the bed frame, the bedding adjusted
-with mathematical precision, and finished with a cheerful patchwork
-quilt from one of the attic chests. From the floor of her own room she
-dragged a great rug made of rags in the herring-bone pattern, and spread
-it over the somewhat faded parlour carpet, which it concealed, all but a
-narrow border. A work-stand, with fat stomach and many little drawers,
-and an old chintz-covered English arm-chair, with high back and head-rest
-flaps at the top, were also brought to light and put in place, while the
-haircloth parlour set, in its flowered outer covering, suggestive of a
-gay domino worn over ministerial clothes, was distributed in living room
-and hall, the long sofa being obliged to seek refuge under the plant
-window in the angle of the kitchen itself.
-
-Twelve o’clock saw the bed draperies ironed and fastened in place, the
-yellow hue of the dimity harmonizing with the painted woodwork and
-blending with the wall paper of a cheerful nosegay pattern that Brooke
-had chosen several years before, much to Miss Keith’s disappointment, as
-at the time embossed papers with effects of gold, silver, and copper were
-much in vogue in Gilead.
-
-Still not quite satisfied, Miss Keith swept into her apron all the
-accumulations of little meaningless nothings that covered table and
-mantel-shelf. Seeking for something with which to replace them, she
-gathered half a dozen books from the old desk case in the living room,
-and set a pair of iron candlesticks as sentinels on the corners of the
-mantel-shelf, to guard a row of polished shells of various sorts.
-
-Raising the flap of the table near the west window, that coming between
-two closets formed a small bay, Miss Keith placed half a dozen geraniums
-upon it, that were rather overcrowding the plant window in the kitchen.
-Satisfied with that quarter of the room, she was haunted by the partial
-recollection of some bit of furniture that had once filled in the angle
-between chimney and door leading to the back stairs, yet refused to
-become definite. But presently the veil lifted, and going to the attic
-for the twentieth time that morning, she returned followed by a bumping
-sound, one bump for each stair of the two flights, twenty-six in all, and
-presently the light of the fire that had kindled slowly cast sidewise
-glances at a mahogany cradle, from under whose hood three generations of
-little Wests had first gazed out into life.
-
-With a sigh of content Miss Keith folded her arms, searched every nook
-in the room with eyes into which there crept a moisture, born neither
-of nervousness nor of grief, but of an emotion in which race instinct
-and true womanliness of heart were blended, and as, the circle of the
-room being rounded, she looked beyond into the square hallway, her eyes
-stopped, as if asking for courage, upon the face of the tall clock, above
-which a full-rigged brig had been sailing for more than a hundred years
-toward the harbour it never reached. At the same moment it struck the six
-strokes of the three-quarter hour, and the words it said sounded like
-“Well done! well done! well done!”
-
-In January, though the days have begun to lengthen minute by minute, dusk
-begins to weave its shadows soon after four o’clock, and this fabric was
-blending hill and river in its impenetrable gray when Miss Keith’s keen
-eyes, now strained with watching, saw a man on horseback coming up the
-second hill, while farther down, turning from the cut that connected
-the upper and lower roads, two vehicles could be seen moving slowly,
-the rockaway being in the lead, but as to their occupants, nothing was
-discernible.
-
-Throwing a heavy shawl about her, Miss Keith reached the gate at the same
-moment as Robert Stead, who flung himself from his horse the better to
-answer her sudden fusillade of questions. Tatters, who had followed her
-to the porch, paused with one paw raised, sniffed the wind, and came no
-farther, in spite of the sight of his friend.
-
-“Have they come? Does Adam look badly? Can he walk? How much help did
-they bring? Where are the trunks? Did they have them taken off at
-Stonebridge and changed to the way train for Gilead?”
-
-Smiling in spite of himself, Stead made answer, counting on his fingers
-as he did so that he might check off the questions:—
-
-“The family have all come. Mr. Lawton seems very ill and wan, but
-as I have not seen him for many years, I cannot speak of his looks
-comparatively. I do not think that he can walk; the porters carried him
-from the car, and his wheel-chair is lashed behind the coach. They have
-brought no maids. Their luggage will be at Gilead to-night, and Bisbee
-has agreed to deliver it in the morning. Mr. and Mrs. Lawton, with Dr.
-Russell, who came on with them, it seems, are in the coach, and Miss
-Brooke and her brother are in the rockaway. I will house Manfred for
-a few moments if I may, so that I may help the doctor get his patient
-safely indoors.”
-
-Half turning about, Stead hesitated a moment and then added hurriedly,
-but with much emphasis, “For God’s sake get indoors, Miss West, and
-don’t stand staring down the road like that, nor mention maids, nor ask
-a thousand questions before they are fairly inside the door. No one
-knows just how much Adam Lawton remembers or understands; but his wife
-and daughter are neither dumb nor blind, and both look spent.” And Miss
-Keith, too conscience-stricken to be angry at the rating from an almost
-stranger, fled in and closed the door before the rockaway came over the
-last hill grade, and paused, as all vehicles did, on the long plateau
-that reached and passed the house.
-
-Adam junior, long, lanky, and sandy of hair and skin, got out and swung
-his sister to the ground. Something was bundled up under one of his arms,
-but head and ears alone were visible. “Grandpa Lawton all over again,
-Scotch hair and all! and he’s brought one of those snub-nosed dogs, as I
-live!” ejaculated Miss Keith, from behind the curtain that screened the
-glass half of the door, at the same time wondering if the proper moment
-had arrived for hospitality. Brooke and young Adam waited for the coach
-to draw up before they even looked houseward, and then Dr. Russell, with
-serious cheerfulness, helped Mrs. Lawton, whose face Miss Keith could
-scarcely see for the load of pillows that she handed to her daughter.
-Stead and the doctor deftly bore out their burden, and Miss Keith opened
-the door, stepping within its shadow. So Adam Lawton came home again,
-surrounded by his family.
-
-Brooke entered first, close by her father, and spying Miss Keith, there
-was a single moment of strained, painful silence, but only a moment, for,
-dropping her pillows and holding out her hand with a little smile in
-which the doctor and Stead alone discerned a pathetic droop, her silver
-voice said, “Here I am, Cousin Keith; I’ve come back to my River Kingdom,
-and I’ve more than kept my promise, by bringing all the others with me;”
-then the tension relaxed, every one spoke, though quietly, and they
-carried Adam Lawton into the south parlour, where the fire burned upon
-the wide hearth as steadily as if it had never been extinguished in all
-those intervening years, and set him in the old chintz-covered chair.
-
-Miss Keith held back in stiff reserve, and Mrs. Lawton followed, at
-first blindly. Then, as her eyes, focussed to the firelight, took in the
-details of the room in one swift glance,—bed hangings, quilt, cradle,
-and all,—she caught her breath and turned toward Miss Keith with arms
-extended, and whispered, “Ah, Cousin Keith, how did you know?—how did you
-think of it? They say that he may come back to himself by the long way
-of childhood; and how could he better do that than here in his mother’s
-room?” And the head, with its lovely crown of silver, rested against the
-taller woman’s bosom, and that swift touch of sympathy bound them doubly
-as kin.
-
-“That’s a bully fire and no fake,” said the Cub, suddenly, after
-examining the long, thick log with the toe of his shoe; then he followed
-Miss Keith toward the kitchen, led both by curiosity and the smell of the
-supper in preparation.
-
-“Where is that dog?” asked Miss Keith, abruptly. “I don’t know what
-Tatters will say to him, so you had best not bring him in too sudden.”
-
-“That’s what the man said,” replied the Cub, cheerfully, “but your dog
-couldn’t help liking Pam; she’d make friends with a lion.”
-
-“She. Oh, that’s different,” sniffed Miss Keith.
-
- * * * * *
-
-For the moment Dr. Russell was busy in taking Adam Lawton’s pulse, and
-when Brooke turned to speak to Robert Stead he had silently slipped away.
-“Never mind, Miss Brooke,” said the doctor, who read her thoughts; “Stead
-is a strange fellow, though a man to be trusted, but I know of no more
-bitter punishment to him than verbal thanks. You may need to remember
-this. I found out long ago that the best gratitude that any one may
-show him is to let him have a motive for doing something, no matter how
-trivial, for some one else,—lack of motive is his curse.”
-
-Then Dr. Russell also passed out into the living room, and the three were
-left alone.
-
-“Mother, are you glad that we have come?” asked Brooke, going to her with
-that new look of complete understanding that each had worn toward the
-other since that fateful night when Brooke had decided.
-
-“Glad, my daughter? I cannot say how thankful! Oh, if only I could be
-sure that we could stay!”
-
-“No _ifs_, mother,” said Brooke, gently, her eyes opening wider as she
-gazed into the fire. “You know in our new creed of work there is to be
-plenty of love and faith and hope, but not a single _if_. In fact, I
-always did think _if_ a poor, leaky word, that let people escape from all
-sorts of nice promises; now we will simply banish it,—you and I and Adam
-and—father.”
-
-Lowering her eyes to the hearth-rug, she became aware of a shaggy form
-stretched out there—Tatters, _couchant_, with his solemn eyes fastened
-upon hers, watching their every movement questioningly. In answer to his
-appeal, Brooke knelt on the rug before him, raising him so that his paws
-rested on her shoulders, and whispered, “We are of your people, Tatters,
-and we are so tired and lonely. Won’t you love us, and let us live here
-with you?”
-
-Then Tatters, who had not yet moved his eyes from Brooke’s, touched the
-tip of her nose with his tongue as lightly as the brush of a moth’s wing,
-and dropping his head to her lap, closed his eyes, as if in sign of
-complete confidence.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-TATTERS TRANSFERS HIMSELF
-
-
-Not even the insistent sense of responsibility and of the literal work of
-hands that lay before her could keep Brooke awake that first night in the
-homestead.
-
-With the fact that the move was accomplished came a feeling of relief,
-as if a heavy weight had suddenly slipped from her shoulders, while the
-knowledge that Dr. Russell had elected to return there for the night
-after supping with Robert Stead gave her a wonderful sense of security.
-
-In future Adam would sleep in the small room that opened between his
-father’s and the back entry, but for this one night Miss Keith insisted
-upon occupying it herself, “So that you can all sleep with both eyes
-shut, and naught but dreams to trouble you,” she insisted when Brooke,
-after helping wash and put away the tea things, had proposed to discuss
-certain domestic questions.
-
-The combination of a jingle of sleigh bells and the whirr-r with which
-the hall clock cleared its throat, preparatory to striking nine, were
-the first sounds that Brooke heard when she opened her eyes upon the
-new surroundings, and then suddenly came to herself, conscience-stricken
-at her utter oblivion of the past ten hours. Going to the east window,
-whence the sound of bells and voices came, she raised the shade and
-peered between the curtains. This window faced the front road, and
-consequently the Moosatuk, to which it was parallel, though on a much
-higher level; but all that could now be seen of the river was a broad
-roadway, smooth, white, and level, bounded on each side by rugged banks,
-set thick with snow-draped hemlocks.
-
-A light snow had fallen in the early hours of the night, not a
-sufficient storm to drift and block the roads, but merely to “polish up
-the sleighing,” as the country parlance has it, while its magic touch
-lingered on every brier and roadside weed in fantastic crystals, which,
-meeting the sunbeams, radiated dazzling prismatic colours.
-
-Stopping outside the fence was Silent Stead, driving Manfred before an
-odd-looking low-running sled, with seat in front and box for merchandise
-in the rear. With him was Dr. Russell, engaged in earnest conversation,
-and also Tatters, who, as usual, was receiving his share of attention, as
-he stood paws on the edge of the seat, the expression of his face, ears,
-and tail seeming to vary according to the conversation of the men.
-
-Brooke stood there spellbound, the muslin draperies held together beneath
-her chin like a garment, and, as she looked, the Cub came up the lane
-road from the barn, carrying the beloved Pam held high on one shoulder.
-At sight of Tatters, the pup struggled to free herself, and began to
-bark wildly. Stead evidently said something to the Cub, for, lowering
-Pam to the sleigh box, he stood back, and watched Tatters walk about the
-box at a little distance, his tail stiffly erect, and the neck ruff that
-belonged to the collie half of him bristling also. As he drew nearer,
-Pam leaned forward on her outstretched paws, barked saucily, and before
-the dignified old dog could think of a suitable reply, outflanked him
-by giving him an enthusiastic lick on the nose, as he drew near. Next,
-casting herself recklessly from the sleigh, she slid along sidewise,
-landing on her back almost between his front feet, with her paws held up,
-as if in sign of complete submission. Then, as the men laughed heartily
-at these tactful feminine antics in a puppy of only six months, Pam began
-running to and fro in the snow, making believe to eat large mouthfuls
-of it, and kicking it into the air. For a moment Tatters hesitated, and
-then bounded awkwardly after the pup as fast as his stiff hind leg would
-let him. To and fro they ran in the ecstasy of puppy play until Miss
-Keith, shawl over head, came out in amazement at the turn of things, and
-Tatters, quite spent with his unusual exercise, lay panting in the snow,
-Pam following suit. For there is one inflexible dog rule—that as soon as
-a newcomer has received recognition, he must yield obedience to the dog
-already in command; that is dog law. Thus it was that young life came
-to Tatters with the new arrivals, even as it had come to the homestead
-itself.
-
-As Miss Keith returned to the house, she glanced up at Brooke’s window,
-and, seeing the face between the curtains, she nodded and waved her hand
-gayly, a totally different attitude from that with which a week or even a
-day before she would have greeted any one who had stayed abed until nine
-in the morning. Instantly Brooke turned to her dressing, and though at
-first the very cold water made her gasp, the after glow more than made up
-for it.
-
-Brooke could not conceal her satisfaction at the fact that some breakfast
-had been stored away for her in the “hot closet,” and the mere fact
-placated Miss Keith more than a thousand apologies for oversleeping. Why
-is it that people, women especially, feel it a special point of virtue
-to suppress or deny the existence of natural appetites that to be truly
-without would prove them abnormal?
-
-When both Mrs. Lawton and Brooke had duly learned where every dish,
-pot, and pan belonged, and had seen the empty closet with its shelves
-edged with scalloped paper that had been prepared for the china they had
-brought,—one complete set, a Christmas present from Mr. Dean a few years
-before, having been retained,—Mrs. Lawton returned to her husband, and
-Brooke cornered Miss Keith for the necessary business conversation which,
-though inevitable, the older woman for some reason was seemingly trying
-to avoid.
-
-“In a minute I’ll be there, and we’ll have it all out,” she said, rushing
-out the back door toward the chicken houses with a dish-pan of scraps
-that she had deftly made into a sort of stew, while she talked, by the
-addition of some corn meal, red pepper, and hot water, returning in a
-very few minutes with the empty receptacle.
-
-“That reminds me, Brooke, it’s best the next three months to feed them
-their hot meal in the morning, and not to let them out to exercise before
-eleven, and shut them up tight, sharp at three, even on clear days. If
-you don’t, they get so cold it sort of discourages the eggs at the time
-you most want them. I’ve made out a list of my steady customers, and put
-it here in the drawer along with the farm book, in case you have enough
-eggs to peddle, and mind! forty cents a dozen is my steady price from
-December to March. Don’t let ’em cheat you. After March you must follow
-market rates. The farm book tells just what I plant, and when, and what
-I naturally expect to get back. You see the place has run itself fairly
-well, hired man and all, though you won’t expect it to now, because
-you’ll need eggs to eat, and pretty much all the milk and butter output,
-while your father’s on slop food.
-
-“If you’ll take my advice, you’ll tend the fowls yourself, and don’t
-trust the hired help. And I don’t think you’d best start the incubator
-this year,—you’ll have enough on your hands. There are eight or ten hens
-that have been working overtime this winter, so I expect they will be
-thankful to rest their legs, and set the first week in March. By the way,
-there’s spring latches on the doors of the roosting and laying houses,—my
-idea to trap light-fingered folk if they get in, and to keep the fowls
-from straying. Best be careful not to get shut in without the keys (they
-lie in the box by the clock with all the others, plainly labelled). What
-money there is to be had from poultry in these parts comes from caring
-for it yourself, and you can’t trust hired female help, ’specially when
-it comes from the city.”
-
-“But, Cousin Keith,” said Brooke, as soon as she could be heard, and
-struggling not to laugh at the outpouring of words, which, when the farm
-was the topic, she soon found flowed as steadily as Niagara, “I do not
-expect to keep female help from the city.”
-
-“Oh, you relied on getting them from about here, then? Well, I’m afraid
-you’ll find it a scant market, unless you’ll put up with coloured; the
-American girls won’t live out in families where they set them at separate
-tables, and I don’t blame them. There’s old Mrs. Peck, she sometimes
-accommodates for a month or so, as a working housekeeper in confinement
-cases, but she is old-fashioned New England and wouldn’t take to city
-ways. Why, she would think her soul lost if she used prepared flour for
-her buckwheat cakes instead of setting them with yeast, and she sticks to
-soda and cream of tartar, which she understands the workings of, for all
-baking, as she claims that baking powder isn’t plain and above board and
-so is to be avoided, though I must say her tea biscuits took the prize
-over mine at the Gordon fair.”
-
-Once again Brooke shook her head, this time not trying to suppress her
-laughter,—“I have no intention of keeping any household help whatsoever,”
-she managed to say at last.
-
-Miss Keith stopped short with a gasp, as if a pail of ice-water had been
-poured upon her head, and then said: “No hired help! then who is to do
-the cooking, and what will you eat? If this was Stonebridge, you could
-get table board at the Inn, though it is expensive, and the people that
-often stop here in driving, to buy my fresh cake, complain that it isn’t
-satisfactory.”
-
-“Cousin Keith, you must take me seriously. I do not think you understood
-the letter that I wrote, telling you we were coming here. _I_ am going
-to do the work; fifty dollars a month is our present income, and I do
-not mean to touch the little principal we have, but keep it in case of
-accident,—at least until I am in working order and have devised some plan
-for earning more. All I hope to do is to get some good woman, like your
-Mrs. Peck, to come here for a few weeks and teach me how to cook plain
-food and be economical, for it is the other part that I understand, and
-learned at Lucy Dean’s cooking class, to make cake, and candy, and all
-the little supper dishes in a chafing-dish. Adam has already promised
-that he will make the fires and do the heavy things, so you see I’m not
-so badly off after all. You mustn’t look so discouragingly at me, Cousin
-Keith. You see the only way for us to earn money in the very beginning is
-by not spending it.”
-
-Instantly Keith West’s whole attitude changed. She not only ceased making
-objections, but the distance that she herself had, in her imagination,
-forced to be kept between herself and her kin disappeared, and practical
-suggestions took the place of obstruction.
-
-“That minute you spoke and looked just like your Grandma West, when
-the outlying members of the family tried to argue her into giving up,
-and going down to winter at Gilead, after grandpa died. Gentle, but set
-as fast as bricks in Portland cement. Of course you can do the work for
-a while anyway (I did the same, and more too, at your age), if you can
-only get the knack of turning it off, and I don’t know of any one more
-likely to help you out than Mrs. Peck. That is, unless I postpone my
-going for a couple of weeks, and do it myself,” and Miss Keith paused
-with an eager look that said she would ask nothing better; for the advent
-of the family, instead of making her feel out of place, had already made
-her reasons for the change grow vague and hazy, and the departure itself
-seemed not an escape, but more like an eviction.
-
-“You are very kind to offer, but that is impossible, you know,” answered
-Brooke. “In the last letter you wrote me, regretting the delay, you said
-that you must _absolutely_ leave on the 12th, and that will be to-morrow.
-It is better too that we should begin at once before Adam and I grow lazy
-from seeing you take the lead and being accustomed to our liberty. How
-much does Mrs. Peck charge, and where does she live? I think I had best
-go to see her to-day while you are here to be with mother.”
-
-Thus Miss Keith, by no act but her own, had literally closed the door
-upon herself, which fact she was clear-sighted enough to recognize,
-and bore herself accordingly, making haste to reply: “Mrs. Peck has six
-dollars a week when she cares for mother, child, and the house, but when
-it is just ‘accommodating’ with a grown girl to help out and take steps,
-she has three, and must be called for and returned home. She would jump
-at the chance to come here for three dollars, for there have been next
-to no births this winter, and she has either been at home most of the
-time, or else at her daughter’s, where she is kept busy and, of course,
-gets no pay. She is very intimate with Mrs. Enoch Fenton, who lives just
-round the turn on the Windy Hill road, not half a mile from here. You can
-go up there for a walk after dinner, as I suppose you’d rather settle
-your own business. No, you can’t go this morning, no one disturbs Mrs.
-Fenton before dinner; you see, situated as she is, she must have all
-the forenoon uninterrupted for her work—she manages wonderfully, but if
-any one comes in before it is done, it upsets her for the day. Why, the
-neighbours would no more think of calling on Mrs. Fenton in the morning
-than they would of visiting the minister on Saturday night!”
-
-Brooke was about to ask how this particular woman was differently
-circumstanced from her neighbours, when Miss Keith again took up the
-domestic thread:—
-
-“There’s hay and straw and corn fodder enough to last over until pasture
-is growing again. I’d advise you to sell the two old cows, the two young
-ones (one calves in April, the other in September) will be enough for you
-to manage. _Of course_ you’ll keep Billy; you’d be stuck fast here on
-the hill like moss on a rock but for him. There’s no earthly reason why
-Adam can’t learn to curry him, and milk too after a spell; but Larsen is
-engaged until April, when he expects to be married, and work on one of
-the great estates in Gordon. He works for me three hours a day in winter,
-just the milking and chores morning and night. I pay him ten dollars a
-month; the Fentons keep him the rest of the time, and pay him fifteen
-dollars and board, for, of course, I couldn’t board a man here!”
-
-Brooke did not appreciate the exact reason, but did not say so, and Miss
-Keith continued: “After the 1st of April, Adam ought to be well broken
-in, and you can doubtless get a man to plot out the garden, and work the
-corn lot, the potato, hay, and rye fields on shares. I’ll speak to Mr.
-Bisbee and the blacksmith about that before I go, and tell them to keep
-their eyes open for one.”
-
-“Don’t you think that three dollars a week is very small pay for a
-woman such as Mrs. Peck appears to be, from what you say?” said Brooke,
-unthinkingly, her old habits of generosity being yet strong upon her.
-
-“Brooke Lawton, if you are going to bring your ideas of city wages and
-charitable reforms up here, you’ll make trouble for others, as well as
-for yourself,” snapped Miss Keith, vehemently. “That is her price, set
-by herself, and you can’t afford to change it for one thing (you’re good
-to eat on your principal these first three months anyhow); and suppose
-you could, what good would it do her, but make her discontented with
-what others could pay, and humble them? People ought to hesitate before
-they upset the wages of a place they come into new. Half such charity is
-selfish gratification, to my thinking. There was old John Selleck; he
-used to do little garden chores for fifty cents a day and food,—light
-work with frequent resting spells. Along comes a city man and hires
-a cottage on the lower road for two months. Said it was a shame to
-‘underpay the labourer,’ gives him a dollar and a half a day. When the
-two months were over, and he left again, would John Selleck chore about
-for fifty cents a day and food? Not he, so, as nobody would pay him more,
-and he wouldn’t work for less, he nearly starved last autumn, and now
-he’s working on the town farm for board without the fifty cents!”
-
-It put matters in a different light to Brooke, and she was about to say
-so when Dr. Russell thrust his head in at the door, and, catching only
-a few words of Miss Keith’s oration on local political economy, judged
-that Brooke was being unduly lectured, and would welcome release, which
-he hastened to offer, by asking her to wrap up well and take a survey of
-her property with him, saying that Adam had driven down to Gilead with
-Stead, who had offered to show him the rounds of post-office, store, and
-blacksmith’s shop.
-
-As Dr. Russell opened the front door for Brooke to pass out, Tatters, who
-for the past hour had been lying by Adam Lawton’s chair in the sitting
-room, now rose, stretched himself, and prepared to follow, while as he
-did so, Mrs. Lawton saw that her husband’s eyes followed the dog with
-an expression very similar to the one that he had worn the last week
-when either she or Brooke came into plain view. By thus reading his
-expression, and by it guessing of his needs, she had already established
-a certain means of communication, which Dr. Russell had explained to her
-she might hope to develop day by day to the point when continuous memory
-and coherent speech should return.
-
-Once outside the door, Tatters sniffed at Brooke’s cloak, touched the
-fingers of her ungloved hand lightly with his tongue, and then fell
-behind, following her at a measured distance, pausing when she paused,
-and straightway marching along as soon as she did.
-
-“It appears to me,” said Dr. Russell, smiling, as he watched the old
-dog’s soldier-like tread, “that Tatters has ‘transferred himself’ pretty
-thoroughly, and Miss Keith will therefore have her last objection to
-going to Boston removed.”
-
-A path was shovelled from the front gate to the side lane above the
-house, into which it turned, passing barn, cow, and chicken houses.
-
-“How well our forebears knew how to build for winter convenience,” said
-the doctor, tucking Brooke’s hand under his arm, as they walked, for
-there was a layer of treacherous ice under the new snow. “Nowadays a
-landscape architect would put all these outbuildings out of sight below
-the slope, or else up behind that knot of cedars, where it would take a
-day’s work to dig a road in snow time, while here all you have to do is
-to look out the kitchen window, and see that all is safe and sound. It is
-a compact little home, dear child, and in view of my practical knowledge,
-as well as of the sentimental value of such things, I believe that under
-any circumstances it is the best and most possible life for you all for
-many years to come; only remember, do not be discouraged if you have some
-blue days before the spring sun shines. There is a trite old saying,
-‘Who loves the land in February loves for life.’ Simply keep working and
-do not try to look too far ahead; even the Bearer of the World’s Burden
-would only have us cope with evil day by day. There is where we often
-make our error—by cutting off the vista to the good with the shadow of
-borrowed trouble.”
-
-Brooke looked up at him gratefully, and hesitated a moment before she
-said: “There is only one thing about which I am troubling a little, and
-that is Adam. How will dropping everything in the shape of books, and
-turning into my assistant farmer, much as he likes the idea, affect his
-future? You may not know how backward he is even now, and,” smiling
-archly, “I’m afraid he’ll have to work for his board this first year
-before I can even afford him an immigrant’s wages.”
-
-“I’m glad that you have come straight to this point,” said Dr. Russell,
-“for it is one where I can meet you halfway. I had a talk with your
-brother on the train yesterday, and I am convinced that the practical,
-and not the scholastic, is his forte. When he goes to college it should
-be to the scientific, not to the academic school; that part of his
-culture must come from good reading. His first need is out-of-door air
-and life—so far, so good, that he can have. Last night at supper I
-discussed this with Robert Stead, as his early training was both at the
-School of Mines and the Polytechnic of Troy. The upshot,—‘Let him come
-to me every day,’ said Stead, ‘for as many hours as he can spare, more
-or less, and I will see what he lacks, and perhaps stimulate him by
-companionship in study, or at any rate we can fight out the essentials
-together. Perhaps it will warm my brain again, doctor, who knows?’”
-
-Brooke clasped her hands with an expression of delight, and then dropped
-them, saying, “But we cannot pay for such a favour as that would be, and
-on the other hand we couldn’t put ourselves under an obligation.”
-
-“My child,” said the doctor, stopping in the middle of the cow-house,
-which they chanced to be investigating at the moment, and leaning
-against a stall, while the gentle occupant pulled at his coat with
-her inquisitive tongue, “there is another way in which we all make
-grave mistakes. God forbid that I should advocate the shirking or
-casting of responsibility upon others, but there is another extreme
-that we are falling into in this twentieth century—an eye-for-an-eye,
-tooth-for-a-tooth breed of independence, while the brotherhood that
-should blend and sweeten all our daily actions is treated as a vocation,
-a thing set apart, and labelled ‘Charity’ or ‘Social Service.’ It seems
-to me that the Christian law of silent burden-bearing is far finer and
-more subtle than this, in that it leaves no obligation in its wake.
-
-“If Robert Stead, the man cursed with lack of motive, finds a fragment
-of impulse in the stimulation of awakening his buried knowledge and in
-contact with your brother, when your brother needs this knowledge, where
-lies the obligation? No, the scales are evenly balanced; accept the
-result, and do not draw a breath to jar the adjustment. Moreover, do not
-judge Stead by the usual social standards, but bear with him. Perhaps
-at times he may even seem discourteous, for what he thinks he suffered
-by one woman, and a most remarkable one she was too, has made him curt
-with all; for his great failing is that he can never judge except by the
-personal measure, and unconsciously he has made a cult of selfishness.”
-
-“I understand, oh, now I understand; how can I ever thank you for showing
-me the way? Do you know, Dr. Russell,” Brooke said, clasping her hands
-on his arm, “it seems to me I never began really to live until the day
-that trouble came to us;”—while as Brooke spoke, the silent hour in the
-Parkses’ gallery, and Marte Lorenz’ picture, stretched themselves as the
-inseparable background to all that had followed, and deepened the colour
-in her cheeks, that were already glowing with the keen air.
-
- * * * * *
-
-When Brooke and the Doctor finished their tour, and were returning to the
-house, Tatters still following solemnly, Bisbee’s double-runner sled with
-the baggage was seen coming from the lower road, while Stead’s cutter
-turned into the yard from the hill way. The Cub being in a very happy
-frame of mind as the result of his morning’s trip.
-
-“Only think, Sis!” he cried, as soon as he was within speaking distance,
-“the blacksmith has a registered dog bull pup, with just as good a
-pedigree as Pam’s—a son of imported Black-eye who is owned over in
-Gordon. He’s got a pedigree a mile long all written out, but it’s smudged
-and mussy, and the blacksmith has offered me a dollar to copy it out on
-a fan-shaped paper like mine. That will just come in handy to pay Pam’s
-tax, too; it’s due up here the 1st of January. Then you see next year
-we’ll go in partnership, and raise some pups, and fifty dollars apiece is
-the very least we can get for them, and maybe a hundred for the dogs, if
-they’re clever!”
-
-The elder men smiled at each other, and the doctor said to Silent
-Stead, “Enthusiasm is an element that can be ill spared from _materia
-medica_,—it will do you good even to get a whiff of it.” To Brooke:
-“Good-by for now, my child; your father will have all that can be done
-for him. A sloping platform from the kitchen door will allow him to be
-wheeled out in pleasant weather, and time and care alone will show the
-result. Remember, do not hesitate to send for me if you are puzzled—and
-courage! the courage that is always given to the world’s workers at their
-need,” and the good physician, the spiritual son of St. Luke of old, took
-his place by Stead, who turned Manfred in the direction of the Gilead
-station.
-
-Meanwhile Tatters had disappeared, and when Brooke went indoors again,
-realizing too late that she had not yet thanked Silent Stead, she found
-the dog stretched by her father’s chair, an indoor post he thereafter
-occupied.
-
- * * * * *
-
-A little after two o’clock Brooke set out for Mrs. Fenton’s, leaving
-her mother to superintend the unpacking of the simpler things, clothes,
-books, and the little table furniture that they had deemed best to save
-from the wreck and bring with them, a task in which Miss Keith seemed to
-revel so unfeignedly that Brooke began her walk with an unusual sense of
-freedom.
-
-She had gone only a few hundred yards when she remembered Tatters, and,
-turning back to get him, found that he was already close behind, and
-hurrying as if life or death depended upon his escort. “How did you know
-I was coming? How did you get out?” she asked him, and then laughed at
-herself for expecting a reply other than the short, joyous bark he gave,
-as he circled around her, pawing up the snow, inviting her to play with
-clumsy, stiff gestures that plainly said, “I know I am rather an old
-fellow for this sort of thing, but I’m willing to do anything I can to
-amuse you,” while he even raced after the snowballs she threw at random,
-and rashly tried to retrieve one, dropping it hastily at her feet with a
-comical expression, showing by a twist of his jaw and rubbing his nose
-between his paws that it was too cold for his teeth.
-
-The walk was up an almost straight hill, relieved by occasional
-resting-places by which alone travel in such a country is made possible
-to man or beast, so that when Brooke reached the gate of the Fenton house
-she paused, both for breath and to get her bearings. No pathway had been
-shovelled to the front door, and the beaten track led round the side of
-the house to a wide porch at the south, which also held a well-house in
-its shelter, and this Brooke followed.
-
-Her knock at the door was followed by a rumbling sound from within, which
-began in an opposite corner of the house, and drew rapidly nearer; then
-the door opened outward, singularly enough, and just inside it sat a
-little old lady in a wheel-chair that she both guided and propelled with
-her own hands.
-
-“I’m so sorry to have troubled you,” Brooke began. “I wished to see Mrs.
-Enoch Fenton, and Miss Keith said that it was the first house before the
-cross-roads, but I must have misunderstood.”
-
-“And so it is, dear. I’m Mrs. Fenton.” Then, as she read Brooke’s puzzled
-expression: “Oh, I see, Keith didn’t tell you that I use wheels instead
-of feet. Come right in; see, Tatters is quite at home here, and he knows
-where my cooky drawer is just as well as any child in the neighbourhood,”
-and, jerking a strap that she held in her hand, which was also fastened
-to the door handle, she closed it behind her guest even before Brooke
-realized and apologized for not doing it herself.
-
-Quick as a flash the chair was turned, and travelled across the square
-hall, which also served as a summer sitting room, into a kitchen,
-cheerful and neat as wax, while as Brooke followed, her senses now keyed
-to the unusual, she noticed that not only had the door-ways been widened,
-but that all the furniture, tables, dresser, chest of drawers, and even
-the stove itself were below the usual level.
-
-“Choose a chair,” said Mrs. Fenton, smiling brightly as she brought
-herself to a stop close to the sunny southwest bay window, where a wide
-shelf with a deep ledge, containing sewing materials and various garments
-in process of manufacture, showed it to be her habitual nook.
-
-As Brooke drew a splint-bottomed rocker nearer to her hostess, she
-noticed that, though the white hair and thin face had at first given the
-impression of greater age, Mrs. Fenton was not more than sixty-five,
-while the intelligence of her expression and brightness of eye might well
-belong to a woman of fifty, and although her lower limbs seemed small and
-were wrapped in a shawl, her arms and chest were full and muscular.
-
-“You don’t tell me your name, but I make it that you are Adam Lawton’s
-daughter, whom Keith has been expecting and worrying about these ten
-days past. She told me about your father’s money loss and shock, and how
-he was coming back home; and I’ve been real interested to hear, because
-you see, dearie, Adam and I went to school together fifty odd years
-ago, and to the day he left we were always a tie in spelling matches,
-and now here we are again, like as not matched together as cripples.
-Tell me all about him, dear, if it don’t hurt you. I’ve found, these
-eight years since I’ve had my discipline, that exchanging experiences
-with others likely situated is apt to make one credit a lot of things
-to the mercy side of the record that would never have been set down,
-if we hadn’t been brought face to face with other folks’ misery, and
-so forced to take count of stock, so to speak. And please, before we
-begin and have a comfortable chat, give Tatters a sugar cooky out of the
-drawer there (I never before set eyes on a dog so fond of sweet cake,—his
-mouth is fairly watering),—no, not that little drawer, the peppermints
-and maple candy are in there, though you might like a bit of that to
-nibble on,—the second drawer;” and Brooke, after giving the expectant
-dog his cake, drew still closer to the wheel-chair, and, such was the
-spell of single-hearted sympathy, quite as a matter of course she told
-Mrs. Fenton, naturally and frankly, of both her hopes and fears, ending
-with her desire to get Mrs. Peck to “accommodate” until she should have
-learned to manage alone.
-
-“You dear child!” exclaimed the lame woman, laying her work-hardened hand
-on Brooke’s soft, shapely one as she ended, and looking at her through
-the reminiscent tears that would gather on her lashes, “I take it a
-special thought of Providence, your coming to me, for who has had to
-learn, more than I, how to keep housework in hand?—and as to Mrs. Peck,
-she will be here to-night, as Enoch, being Deacon, must sleep over at
-Gordon, where the Con-Association meets.
-
-“Listen, and I’ll tell you of my trouble quickly as may be, because
-what’s over and gone best not be dug too deep, except for the planting
-of future seeds of grace. Eight years ago this winter I was down at my
-daughter’s house in Gilead (she being the only one of six left me outside
-God’s Acre), tending her first-born. All around the well was laid with
-great cobbles, I slipped, and having a heavy pail in hand could not save
-myself, and hurt my spine, and it paralyzed my legs.
-
-“They brought me home, and weeks and months went by. Enoch had the best
-doctors that summer over from Gordon, but nothing could be done to liven
-me; and then I knew that I must lie there bed-ridden, or be propped
-in a sick-chair for life, and leave my work undone for others. Oh, it
-was bitter, and I sorely rebelled to see a hired woman in my place, and
-father only half cared for. Then came fall of the year, and one day
-father brought in Doctor Russell, who had come up to stop on Windy Hill
-with Robert Stead for the shooting. He asked father to go away and leave
-him alone with me. Then he looked me over, bent all my joints that would
-bend, and, after listening to my heart, sat in the big chair by the bed
-(I can see him now just as plain), and said: ‘What troubles you the most,
-Mrs. Fenton? What is your worst suffering, and what do you most wish?’
-
-“‘To do something, to get to work, and not lie dead in the midst
-of life.’ He sat quite still for ten minutes or more, matching his
-finger-tips together in thought, and then he said, ‘If you have will
-enough, and courage, as I believe, we’ll have you downstairs and back
-at work again within a year.’ Then he told me of the chair, and how I
-could be fastened in it to keep from falling, and learn to use the wheels
-for legs, as a child does how to walk. Bless him! it all came true. At
-first, to be sure, I was afraid, and banged about, and my arms were tired
-to aching, and I often cried. But Enoch took such comfort, seeing me at
-table even, that it was a nerve tonic. And gradually, as I strengthened,
-he had the doors widened, and the sills done away with, and everything
-set within my reach, until, when the year was up and a little more, I
-turned off all my work except the washing, and cooked the dinner for the
-doctor the next time he chanced in.
-
-“When the weather is seasonable, too, I get all about the yard, and now
-I really feel ambitious to go down to see your father when the roads are
-settled. You see it was a special Providence that I hit my back just the
-spot I did, for if it had been higher up, or on my head, it might have
-paralyzed my arms. Yes, there’s always something to the mercy side, if we
-only stop to reckon up.”
-
-The sun was setting when Brooke left Mrs. Fenton, for she had been there
-for two hours. The south-western sky was all aglow as the sun broke its
-way through the dusky clouds of falling night, and like it, the heart of
-the young woman glowed within her breast. Free of health and of limb,
-what might she not will and do, ah, if only she could become, even as
-that woman in the wheel-chair, one of the world’s workers!
-
-As she walked swiftly down the road, the long shafts of light and the
-wind gusts also, sinking to rest, played with her hair; and at the
-turn she met Silent Stead, who was returning from Gilead. Thinking the
-opportunity had come to recognize his kindness, she stopped, half turning
-to the roadway; but he, either through offishness or suspecting her
-design, passed on with a mere greeting.
-
-Not piqued, because she remembered Dr. Russell’s warning, Brooke went her
-way, smiling to herself in amusement; and when she neared the farm she
-broke into a run, Tatters barking and gambolling about her, so that Miss
-Keith, who came to the door at the sound, was forced to confess, though
-much against her will, that, in spite of his years of service to herself,
-Tatters had “transferred himself.”
-
-Meanwhile, by a strange perversity of fate, the radiant face of the girl
-whom Robert Stead had passed by so curtly on the road, turned homeward
-with him, all unbidden, now smiling at him from between Manfred’s mobile
-ears, sitting opposite him at his table, and even permeating the smoke
-wreaths from his pipe that coiled, as in a vision, around her head in
-fantastic tresses.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-BREAD
-
-
-Three weeks had now passed since Miss Keith’s departure, and the daily
-toil of each had been punctuated by a series of unexpected events.
-
-Much as Brooke had dreaded the going of her executive kinswoman, it was
-in a sense a relief. She was well aware that until she was entirely
-thrown upon her own resources it would be impossible to judge her
-strength or plan definitely for the future; and now that the move had
-been made, this planning was the next hill to climb. It was impossible
-for Brooke to have a quiet moment, except when she was alone in her room
-at night, so long as Miss Keith was in the house; for the estimable woman
-was continually remembering some important bit of advice, relative to the
-year’s rotation of work in the garden or the “putting up” of the fruit.
-One of the last details that she impressed upon Brooke in showing her
-baskets of various bulbs and a large store of the seeds of sweet peas,
-nasturtiums, and other hardy annual flowers, all neatly put up in paper
-bags, was to sow plenty of them in long rows like vegetables, because
-as she said “the rich folks were always stopping to see the view as they
-drove from Stonebridge to Gordon, and often sent in and begged to buy the
-old-fashioned flowers, because their gardens had not room for them.”
-
-Brooke promised, but the matter passed quickly from her overcrowded mind;
-for, interpreted by Miss Keith, the work of the mistress of the West
-homestead would have kept at least six Plymouth-Rock-ribbed housewives at
-work from rise until set of sun. Very different indeed was it from Mrs.
-Enoch Fenton’s soothing advice, “Dearie, just begin by doing what you
-must, and let the rest sort of slip off your hands until the Lord gives
-’em the knack to handle it.”
-
-When the rockaway, driven by Larsen, at last came to the door with the
-Cub as honorary footman to see Miss Keith off and make sure that none of
-her twelve pieces of wonderfully assorted baggage went astray, she broke
-down completely, yet did not seem comforted or pleased with Brooke’s
-invitation to return if she changed her mind about matrimony, the final
-sniff that followed the sincere and cordial offer being more of scorn
-than of grief.
-
-Mrs. Lawton was now fast shaking off the state of being in a waking
-dream, in which she lived since the night of the calamity; and, once Miss
-Keith had gone, both mother and daughter began to taste the quiet joys
-of a companionship that the forced separation of the last few years of
-conventional city life had not only left undeveloped but unknown.
-
-Their intercourse was none the less sustaining because the things that
-they discussed were the bread-and-butter affairs of every day—whether
-the invalid should have chicken or mutton broth, and as to whether it
-was possible to make many of the dishes they desired with only half the
-ingredients the cook-book demanded, Mrs. Lawton’s experience of long ago
-and Brooke’s common sense deciding in the affirmative.
-
-In fact, the young mistress had not been working side by side with Mrs.
-Peck (who came to “accommodate” and instruct the day after Miss Keith
-left) a week before she was sure of what she had always suspected, that
-fully three-quarters of modern recipes for cooking are merely competitive
-struggles to see how much good material can be crammed into something
-totally unsuitable for the human stomach.
-
-Gradually, as the first week drew to a close, it happened that, after
-the Cub and Brooke had helped establish their father in his wheel-chair
-for the day, Mrs. Lawton went to and fro about the lower floor, dusting,
-adjusting, wiping dishes, watering the plants, and doing the thousand
-and one little things that make a woman a part of her home. Then later
-in the day she would wheel Adam Lawton into the kitchen perhaps, and,
-taking out her work-basket, do some of the sewing that was imperative to
-make the garments of the past even possible for present use. As to Adam
-Lawton himself, he was more alert and did not seem to doze as constantly
-as before, while his eyes wandered from object to object with a changeful
-expression unlike the apathy of his first conscious period.
-
-Before the seven days were completely rounded, three things had happened.
-Brooke heard her mother hum a snatch of the ballad “Jock o’Hazeldean,”
-as she snipped withered leaves from the plants in the kitchen window;
-she saw her father stroke Tatters’ head and finger his ears with his
-well hand; and Robert Stead, who now left their mail as he returned with
-his own from the village every morning, brought her, together with some
-belated foreign New Year’s cards, a flat, square package, spattered with
-foreign postmarks, addressed in an unknown hand, in care of Charlie
-Ashton, and evidently remailed by him.
-
-In a perfectly unobtrusive and matter-of-course way, without so much
-as by your leave, the silent man had established a more or less silent
-intercourse with the Lawton family as a whole. He must pass the house on
-his daily horseback trip to the village, and the fact that he brought
-their morning mail or did a bit of marketing was a courtesy that could
-not be construed into an obligation, and the lending of a magazine,
-novel, or gardening book soon came to be a matter of course.
-
-Mrs. Lawton could not but welcome one of her own kind who belonged as
-remotely to a certain past as she herself. Brooke, remembering Dr.
-Russell’s words, greeted him cordially, glad to give cheer to one so
-lonely, and added to this motive, be it said, was the general interest
-which a man of fifty, who is in any way surrounded by a tragedy or
-mystery, excites in a young, warm-hearted woman; while the Cub fairly
-adored his tutor to be, afar off, for had not Stead a taste for horses,
-dogs, guns, fishing tackle, and, above all, liberty? Also, had he not
-offered to make easy the torturing pathway of mathematics?—while best of
-all from the first he had treated the youth of the difficult age, which
-is both aggressive and sensitive, like a fellow-man, younger, of course,
-but still an equal, instead of a cross between a fool, a nuisance, and a
-criminal, as some of his instructors had chosen to regard him.
-
-When Brooke had taken the little package from Stead’s hand, in spite of
-the unfamiliarity of the writing upon it, a sudden embarrassment seized
-upon her, making her redden to the temples; and, instead of considering
-and opening it as one of the many cards of Christmas greeting that she
-had received from fellow-students and friends ever since her Paris year,
-she laid it aside and presently carried it to her room.
-
-Closing the door, though it was very seldom that even her mother came to
-the second floor, Brooke turned the thick envelope over several times
-before cutting the heavy cord that bound it, and so swift and sure is
-the speech of telepathy that she did not wonder who had written to
-her in care of Carolus Ashton. She did not try to trace the identity
-of unfamiliar characters or remember that in the years that separated
-her from that time no similar letter had reached her; she simply knew
-that the address had been traced by the pen of Marte Lorenz, without
-for a moment realizing that the source of this clairvoyance lay in the
-undeniable craving of her whole being to know of him. Once opened, a
-double sheet of blank paper enclosed a square of artists’ board covered
-with light tissue. Tearing this off, with eager trembling fingers,
-instead of the man’s face that she had expected to look out at her, with
-those wide-open eyes from under the tumbled thatch of hair, instead of
-the mustache-veiled lips which told simple truths with such sympathetic
-sincerity that it made them more desirable than praise, she saw herself,
-or rather one of herselves, for it is only a strangely monotonous,
-colourless type of woman who can be interpreted by merely the universal
-blending of composites.
-
-It was simply a head, small, perforce, and lightly sketched in oil, with
-only enough of the shoulder curve, over which the face was turned, to
-give a balance, the sombre background of deep browns serving to throw
-out the golden glints of the hair; but the quality that struck Brooke at
-once was the same strange effect of lighting that had puzzled her in the
-picture of Eucharistia. Without being in the form of the conventional
-halo of the old masters, a raying light emanated from behind the head,
-and the eyes seemed as if they were but the opening to a vision beyond.
-
-Still hoping for some message or word, Brooke, holding the picture close,
-saw in one corner, half hidden by a bit of drapery, the initials “M. L.”
-and the words “For the New Year.”
-
-Then Brooke, the girl of sentiment and idealized emotions, argued with
-Miss Lawton, the head of the family, the young woman of responsibilities
-and practicalities.
-
-Brooke said, “Why did he send me my picture instead of his own?”
-
-Miss Lawton answered, “Perhaps it is not intended for a portrait at all,
-but merely a chance resemblance in a New Year’s token, such as an artist
-may send to a dozen friends!”
-
-“But,” queried Brooke, not listening, but following her desire, “he may
-have meant by sending my portrait that he wished to tell me that he still
-thought of me, and a girl always likes to have her picture painted; but
-if he had sent his own it would be like intruding himself upon me, if I
-had forgotten. How shall I thank him?”
-
-“It is evident, as he sent no address, he particularly desires not to be
-thanked,” replied Miss Lawton, somewhat tartly.
-
-“If he trusted his letter to Carolus Ashton, probably hearing of him
-through some mutual artist friend, why should not I do likewise, who have
-known him as Lucy’s cousin all my life?” persisted Brooke.
-
-“And have him get up one of his fabulous tales about a mysterious
-correspondence and tantalize Lucy with it until she turns about and
-extracts the scant truth from him?” sneered Miss Lawton.
-
-Without deigning further reply, Brooke went to the little table by
-the window, where stood an inkstand, in the drawer of which were some
-loose sheets of paper and envelopes. Picking up one of the latter,
-she addressed it in her usual hand, stamped it, and then, resting it
-on the window ledge, drew a sheet of paper toward her and straightway
-fell into a brown study, during which either her brain refused to think
-or her hand to write. Then, suddenly starting up, she crossed to her
-bureau and, taking up the little picture of Eucharistia, gazed at it
-steadily, slipped it from the delicate silver frame, and with a sigh,
-half of regret, wrapped it in a sheet of note-paper and sealed it in the
-addressed envelope.
-
-Putting the wordless letter in the pocket of the short working apron she
-wore, Brooke went to the letter-box that stood at the junction of main
-road and lane leading to the barn, and dropped it in, that the carrier
-might find it that afternoon on his daily trip.
-
-Returning by way of the kitchen, the loaves of bread that Brooke had
-that morning kneaded, moulded, and covered for their final raising met
-her eye. At first, smiling at the sudden change of motive, she examined
-them seriously, for in reality these loaves were of no small importance,
-representing as they did the girl’s first independent baking.
-
-Opening the oven doors, she tested floor and side, adjusted dampers after
-Mrs. Peck’s custom, and then, shutting the loaves from sight, went away,
-feeling very much as if she had imprisoned some living thing in a fiery
-furnace, so much depended upon the outcome of the first venture.
-
-An hour later Mrs. Peck, returning from a neighbourly call upon Mrs.
-Fenton, surprised Brooke in the act of taking the four freshly baked
-loaves from their pans. They were done to a nicety of golden brown,
-and she laid each one down carefully and paused a moment, sniffing the
-appetizing odour before covering them with a clean towel, lest too sudden
-cooling should make the crust seam.
-
-“Tired, bean’t you!” ejaculated Mrs. Peck, whose principal comfort in the
-present was to lament and bewail a past of fabulous grandeur upon the
-like of which no living contemporary had ever set eyes. “I suppose you
-are thinking how little wunst you ever expected to hev to set to riz and
-knead and bake your own bread. Poor dear, I kin feel for you! I’ve been
-through it all—it’s turrible to feel yoursel’ downsot like I was after
-Mr. Peck died, and not through your own deserts!”
-
-Brooke, who knew the good woman’s pet infirmity, hardly listened to her;
-there was another theme that filled her brain, almost shaping itself
-to rhythm, not of the past alone, but the present, the future—of all
-time, as old as life itself, the unending song of the man who sows, of
-the grain in the field that endures the winter and leaps upward, spears
-aloft, militant, at the bugle of spring; of the grain in the ear, of the
-molten gold of the harvest that goes to the mill, of the clear white
-flour that the man’s mate blends with the magic leaven to be bread for
-the house. And her heart took wing as she looked at the loaves, for if
-the weal of the land rests on the farmer’s plough, second only should
-stand the toil of the maker of bread.
-
-There were only four loaves, it is true, but to Brooke they stood for a
-definite power—her first direct productive work.
-
-Choosing one from the rest and half wrapping it in a white towel, she
-carried it to her mother, who was sitting beside her father, whose chair
-was placed close by the sunny window. For the two days past his lips had
-moved, though inarticulately, and his wife was doubly on the alert for a
-single spoken word.
-
-Holding the loaf before her as if it had been a trophy, Brooke crossed
-the room and, folding back the towel, the steaming odour of the bread
-reached her mother’s nostrils. Then she held out her hands to her
-daughter, taking the bread from her almost reverently.
-
-“Watch father!” whispered Brooke.
-
-There was a look of recognition struggling with other visions in his
-eyes, and strange incoherent sounds were formed on the struggling lips.
-His eyes fixed themselves on the loaf, which his wife held close. His
-nostrils quivered as if in unison with his other awakening senses. Brooke
-knelt by his chair, endeavouring to read sense in the vague sounds he
-uttered. There came a pause, a hush, and then, in hoarse, uncertain
-accents, unmistakable yet feeble at the close, Adam Lawton whispered two
-words, “New bread.”
-
-Meanwhile, outside in the kitchen, warming himself by the stove, was
-the Cub, who, coming in from the cold and the exertion of rounding up
-refractory chickens after their morning sunning, had brought a keen
-appetite with him. Snatching a knife that lay on the table, he cut a
-thick crust from one of the loaves; this he hastened to spread with
-molasses from a jug in the pantry, and then stood with his back to the
-fire, taking great round bites with the wholesome gusto of six, instead
-of his old-time critical mouthing of surfeited dyspeptic discontent.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The surprise of the second week was a visit from Lucy Dean at its close.
-The excellent sleighing had filled many houses of both Stonebridge and
-Gordon for the week end, and shortly before noon of Saturday Brooke was
-sitting at the old desk in the living room, for which her added books had
-earned the name of library, writing her weekly letter to Lucy, when a
-shadow darkened the nearest window, and, looking up, she saw Lucy in the
-flesh, peering in at her with a serio-comic expression that Brooke knew
-of old to mean deep, real feeling. Bells had been jingling by the whole
-morning, so that those that had heralded her coming had passed unnoticed.
-
-In an instant Brooke was at the door, and no one who saw the silent but
-emphatic meeting could ever after deny the possible existence of real
-friendship between women.
-
-“Where did you drop from?”
-
-“The Hendersons’ sleigh! I’m up there for Sunday simply because you
-haven’t asked me here yet!”
-
-“Oh, Lucy, everything has been so unsettled and uncertain I really didn’t
-even think of it.”
-
-“Of course not; now don’t begin to worry, it’s only my brutal way of
-letting you know that I simply had to see you, and have not in the least
-increased my admiration for the country in the winter, or the Hendersons
-in particular!”
-
-“You will stay to dinner, surely? Or are they waiting outside?” cried
-Brooke, in a sudden panic at the thought of being brought thus face to
-face with some of their ultrafashionable friends.
-
-“No, my lamb, they have gone over for luncheon to the Parkses’ at Gordon
-(you don’t know, of course, that the frisky Senator has just bought the
-Smythers’ big estate,—furniture, servants, and all,—in order to carry
-still farther the success of the New York housewarming). I begged off for
-the day, and, as the party was one man shy, they gratefully gave me my
-liberty, and will pick me up about four.
-
-“Now show me your property, live stock and all, and tell me of its
-advantages and otherwise, that I may have the right background to keep
-in my mind’s eye when I go home. But bless me! where is your mother? and
-your father—perhaps he may know me!”
-
-Lucy clung to Mrs. Lawton as she always had, with a wealth of the
-untutored daughterly affection that had missed its own outlet motherward,
-so Brooke left the two alone together for a few moments in the library
-while she went in to see how her father was faring. Tatters, as usual,
-was by his chair, not lying down but sitting erect and close. Adam
-Lawton was looking intently at a picture paper that Stead had brought
-which was propped on the rack before him. Seeing that her father had
-not yet noticed her, Brooke stood quite still, watching the pair. Once
-in a while the left hand would pat the dog’s head, that was constantly
-turned toward him, but Tatters’ attention seemed fixed upon the useless
-hand that rested, a dead weight, upon the knee. Nosing it gently, as
-a mother dog does her sleeping pups to make sure that they are alive,
-Tatters moved it perhaps an inch, his eyes open wide and ears moving
-questioningly.
-
-Meeting with no response, no sign of life, his dog mind evidently argued
-that the poor human paw was ill, and bringing the universal medicine of
-his race in play, he began to lick the hand with slow regular strokes
-of his strong, clean tongue, first going over the entire surface, then
-separating each finger with a clinging circular motion.
-
-Amazement seized Brooke as the thought came to her that, after all, had
-not nature antedated man in this, as in many things, and endowed the
-tongues of the dumb beasts with the vital principles of massage? Did the
-dog know, with that wisdom that only the confessed materialist is willing
-to call mere instinct, the impotence of that right hand; and why might
-there not be healing in his imparted vitality? Why might not the natural
-magnetism be as good as the electricity from the little machine that her
-mother gave her father each day?
-
-As she thought all this, she again heard that hoarse whisper. Straining
-every nerve, she listened; the sound came once more—a single word,
-“Tatters,” repeated again and again, and lingered over as if it were a
-magic clew to the loosening of a tangled skein of memory.
-
-Stepping quickly to his side, Brooke said, slowly and distinctly,
-“Father, Lucy Dean is here, with mother in the library. Lucy Dean—would
-you like to see her?” Ever since his return to Gilead, Brooke had made
-a point of calling Adam Lawton “father” very distinctly whenever she
-entered the room in his waking hours, to accustom him to the sound, also
-to speak of the ordinary unemotional affairs of every day as a matter of
-course, regardless of the fact that he did not heed.
-
-As she repeated the words “Lucy Dean” he shook his head slightly, but
-the word “mother” he repeated quite distinctly several times, smiling
-as he did so; and then Brooke knew for a certainty that, though motive
-power and sense of touch and taste and smell were coming back, memory
-had halted, and that it was the Tatters and mother of his youth that he
-associated with the words.
-
-Presently Pam came rushing in; she had tracked the footprints of her
-friend through the snow and had cast herself wildly against the front
-door, regardless alike of paint or bruises, and scrambled into Lucy’s
-lap in a very ecstasy. Nor was the Cub far off, and as the two young
-women, two dogs, and one youth trudged off presently to see the “estate,”
-as Lucy called it, she caught the boy by the wrist and held his right
-palm upward as a fortune-teller might, asking what to Brooke seemed
-strange questions.
-
-“Where did those blisters come from?”
-
-“Please, teacher, I got ’em splitting wood,” whined the Cub, in comic
-imitation of the drawl of the children at the school below at the
-cross-roads.
-
-“That dark red stain?”
-
-“Paint, off Silent Stead’s box sleigh—it’s been done over.”
-
-“Who, pray, is Silent Stead?”
-
-The Cub explained with adjectives and details, while Lucy made a mental
-note of the same, watching Brooke out of the tail of her eye the while.
-
-“Yes, but those dirty brown stains on the thumb and fingers—they are not
-paint!”
-
-“Nope—pine tar!” jerked the Cub, uncertain whether to laugh or resent
-this catechising, but deciding on the former.
-
-“Honour bright, nothing else?”
-
-“Honour bright!”
-
-“Then here’s your pipe!” cried Lucy gayly, to the further mystification
-of Brooke, who could not interpret the by-play. “Your birthday is half
-a year off and Christmas is past; what comes next? Why St. Valentine’s
-Day, of course! It’s a present for that with Pam’s love and my—respects
-for your fortitude!” Then, rummaging in the front of her blouse, the
-present and only pocket universal allowed women by fashion, she drew out
-a leather case that enclosed a meerschaum of really beautiful curve, the
-bowl being the carved head of the bull terrier!
-
-Then Brooke understood, and locking her arms in those of the other two,
-they slid her between them as they ran up and down an icy bit on the side
-road, while the Cub further suggested a good coast down the river slope
-on an improvised bob-sled after dinner.
-
-But after dinner and its dishwashing, in which Lucy gayly took part,
-the two young women ensconced themselves so snugly before the library
-fire that it would have taken a stronger lure than a whiz down ever so
-smooth a hill to drag them forth. Then they talked woman’s talk, and
-Brooke found herself gradually asking for people, as from the distance
-of another world, that two months ago she had met in almost daily
-intercourse; while the strangest part of all was the fact thus borne in
-upon her that a scant dozen, perhaps, were all among the throng who had
-been bound by kindred tastes which make the enduring sympathy called
-friendship. The rest were merely incidents, the floating clouds of
-summer skies bred and born of the caprice of social wind and weather.
-
-“By the way, Brooke,” said Lucy, after they had travelled the old paths
-once more in company, “what did you do with those two thin keys that Tom
-Brownell picked up from under the rug the day I escorted him from your
-apartment at the St. Hilaire? I gave them to you afterward. Don’t say
-that you have lost them!” and, as Brooke hesitated, Lucy sat up straight
-with a look of alarm.
-
-“Oh, no, they are quite safe in a box in my drawer, though they are
-nothing to bother about, for they do not belong to anything of ours, and
-both your father and our lawyer said that they fitted no business desk or
-box of father’s.”
-
-“That may be,” said Lucy, guilelessly, “but Tom Brownell asked me
-particularly if I would beg you to lend them to him. You see he has
-a sort of genius for fitting odd numbers together, and finding those
-ownerless keys as he did, they seem to have fascinated him strangely.”
-
-“Tom Brownell,” mused Brooke; then, becoming in her turn suddenly all on
-the alert, she continued: “Why, he was that reporter who contradicted the
-story of father’s feigned illness in the _Daily Forum_, was he not? And
-pray, where did you stumble over him again?”
-
-“I haven’t stumbled over him—that is, I mean not to any great extent.
-I wish I had, for he’s a most refreshing person,” answered Lucy, at
-first surprised into confused utterance and next growing defiant and
-continuing recklessly: “Didn’t you recognize him as the college friend
-of Charlie Ashton? Oh, I thought you did! Well, he is, anyway, though he
-wouldn’t go to Charlie’s red New Year’s tea, even when I begged him; and
-he doesn’t go to dances or play bridge, for he’s on the jump most of the
-time with his newspaper work. He’s been to the house a couple of times,
-with Charlie, of course, and father being at home and unshakable, we four
-have sat down to a solemn game of genuine whist; and you know yourself
-that to sit opposite to a youngish man for two whole evenings under such
-circumstances and not hate him is a proof of remarkable character, and as
-I can’t be accused of anything of that kind, it lies with him, you see.”
-
-“Did he ask for the keys that night?” said Brooke, with overtransparent
-innocence, which, however, passed unnoticed.
-
-“No, quite another time, when, having observed my intense interest in
-cards, he dropped in between assignments (while he was waiting for it to
-be time to take the speeches at an important corporation dinner, I think)
-and offered to teach me solitaire; but that was yet more melancholy than
-the whist, for as he had to look over my shoulder, I couldn’t even gaze
-at him, so we drifted to casino, which allowed both sight and speech!
-
-“Really, Brooke, he is an awfully nice fellow; a gentleman and poor as
-a church mouse, for though Charlie says his father would overlook his
-distaste for the hereditary family business, a stepmother has recently
-occurred, whose policy it is to keep the feud boiling. But you see
-the fact that he can’t afford to marry, as Charlie says, and plainly
-stating it, puts everything on a nice friendly basis, with no possible
-misunderstanding on either side, which is quite delightful,” and Lucy
-bridled with an amusing air of disinterested and sisterly virtue.
-
-So the time slipped away, as it has a way of doing under like
-circumstances, and the cross streak of sunlight that illuminated the
-title “The Pilgrim’s Progress,” on the lower shelf of the diamond-paned
-bookcase topping the desk, told Brooke, now becoming versed in the
-language of such things, that it was past four o’clock.
-
-“Now we will have some tea before the Hendersons come for you,” she said,
-moving a quaint spindle-legged table from the corner to a convenient
-place by the lounge, and lifting one of the flaps.
-
-“Yes, we have it as usual every day, mother and I, all by ourselves,
-except once in a while when Mr. Stead joins us; and though Adam scorns
-tea, I find that he happens in if fresh cakes are about, and Mrs. Peck
-has simply spoiled us with her seed cookies, though of course in another
-week that sort of thing will all be over.
-
-“No, don’t come and help, sit quite still while I get the tray and
-kettle. Mother will make the tea; you know the girls always said, even in
-the rush of the season, that a cup of her tea was something to remember,
-and the making of it seems to pull her together.”
-
-The three women had but just gathered about the little table, with
-Tatters sitting sedately beside, sniffing and coaxing for cookies, by
-waving one paw in the air, while Pam found herself being fed literally
-in the lap of luxury as personified by Lucy, when a clanging of heavy
-shaft-bells sounded, quite unlike the merry jingle of the usual sleigh,
-and then stopped suddenly, while at almost the same moment the ring in
-the brass lion’s mouth that was the door-knocker sounded a vigorous
-rat-tat-tat!
-
-“It’s the Hendersons; they’ve come for me!” cried Lucy, looking from
-Mrs. Lawton to Brooke anxiously and jumping up in a confusion unusual
-for this young person, who prided herself upon never being caught off
-guard. For it suddenly occurred to her that it might be painful for her
-friends to have their privacy thus invaded by those who were nothing if
-not gossipingly critical, while at the same time she made a motion as if
-to put on her outer garments before answering the knock.
-
-Brooke’s face, too, reflected something of her apprehension, but Mrs.
-Lawton arose quietly, her head unconsciously taking the half backward
-poise of mingled dignity and courtesy which many women of her world had
-tried in vain to imitate. Stopping Lucy by a single gesture, she said:
-“Do not hurry, it is still quite early; surely our friends will be glad
-to join us, for they have already had a long drive and it has been
-growing bitterly cold these two hours past. Who did you say made up the
-party beside Paula and Leonie Henderson?”
-
-“Violet Lang, the Bleecker brothers, and Charlie Ashton,” replied Lucy,
-sinking meekly back into her chair, holding Pam up before her face as a
-sort of screen against consequences.
-
-“Brooke, will you please get some fresh tea, bread, and butter, and ask
-Adam to show the coachman the way to the barn, where he can shelter the
-horses and warm himself by Larsen’s little wood stove?” Then, as the
-second battery of knocks began, Mrs. Lawton went swiftly to the door and
-threw it open, revealing Charlie Ashton, enveloped to the eyes in the
-most picturesque of furs, beating his hands and stamping his feet with
-the cold.
-
-At the unexpected sight of the sweet-faced woman at the door,
-backgrounded by the hospitable firelit interior, Ashton dropped back the
-hooded arrangement that covered his head, and, holding out both hands,
-grasped those of Mrs. Lawton with a fervor and expression of face that
-said twenty times more than the conventional words of greeting that
-followed.
-
-Would they all come in for a cup of tea? Just wouldn’t they, though! The
-ladies were growling most dangerously about the wind, their ears, etc.,
-and he’d dig them out of that uncomfortable omnibus sleigh in a jiffy!
-
-When the six had fairly entered and been unwrapped from their furs in
-the square hall, and the female portion had patted up ragged locks at
-Great-grandma West’s eagle mirror that faced the old clock, Brooke (aided
-by Mrs. Peck, who arose at once to the country watchword “company”) had
-returned with fresh tea and two plates, one of thin bread and butter, the
-other of wafer-like cheese sandwiches, while the hospitable influence of
-the teakettle put the visitors quite at their ease. As for the men, they
-were naturally and frankly delighted at seeing old friends, at the dogs,
-the genuine simplicity of the house, and with the good things.
-
-True, the colour had rushed to Brooke’s face as Charlie Ashton had
-greeted her, but no reference was made to the letter sent to his care
-save a significant pressure of the hand, which somehow gave Brooke
-comfort and a feeling of championship.
-
-The women talked rather nervously of the gossip of everyday and eyed the
-surroundings in an uncomfortable, furtive sort of way that, as Lucy wrote
-Brooke afterward, must have nearly made them cross-eyed. The men roamed
-about openly after being bidden by their hostess to make themselves
-at home and go where they pleased, “even into the pantry!” This they
-presently did. Charlie Ashton, returning with one of Miss Keith’s jars of
-strawberry jam carried aloft, and holding out the empty sandwich plate,
-begged for more bread to spread it on.
-
-“Very well,” said Brooke, recovering her old-time gayety, “only you must
-come to the kitchen and cut it for yourself; my hand is quite tired.”
-
-“Where did you buy such delightful sandwich bread in this out-of-the-way
-place?” inquired Miss Henderson, patronizingly. “It is awfully difficult
-to get it even in New York, and it’s one of Tokay’s specialties that lets
-him ask such fabulous prices for his sandwiches, and this is even a shade
-better. I wish I could get the recipe just to start a rival and pique
-him, he’s so lordly!”
-
-“The bread?” said Brooke, looking back over her shoulder, “oh, I make it.
-The recipe? That is one of the West family inheritances that I cannot
-part with,” but as she spoke an idea entered Brooke’s teeming brain,
-which remained there for many days awaiting development.
-
-Then the adieus were said, Brooke whispering to Lucy, as she drew her
-inside for a final hug, “Remember, in the spring you are to come to stay
-with me, even if the sky falls.”
-
-To which Lucy replied, “If I may do as you do in every way, it is a
-bargain.” Then the door closed, and the jingle of bells died away in the
-distance.
-
-Brooke, going to the kitchen, collected the crusts clipped from the
-sandwiches into her chicken dish, Mrs. Peck, who had miraculously kept
-in the background, remarking that she never saw pleasanter gentlemen and
-that for solid satisfaction in feeding company, give her males.
-
-The men, speeding downhill in the sleigh, praised house and hostesses
-alike and said that they had never been to a finer tea-party, the
-Bleecker brothers declaring that Brooke’s cheese sandwiches knocked the
-truffle and lettuce messes of Ashton’s pink, yellow, and red teas out of
-the game. For some unaccountable reason, however, the women were very
-silent, but that might have been because with Lucy’s return they were
-again one man short.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-REVELATION
-
-
-Winter was loitering through its last calendar month, although it usually
-fastens its iron claws upon the first days of spring also, and is
-dislodged only after a gusty struggle. Brooke turned from the cross-way
-into the river road, upon the daily walk she forced herself to take in
-all but impossible weather, according to her compact with Dr. Russell.
-Of walking in general she would have declared that she was passionately
-fond, but navigating the uneven roads, scarred by the storms of a winter
-of unusual severity, did not come under the usual term.
-
-After crossing an especially slippery bit she paused to rest for a
-moment, supporting herself by the rough fence of split rails that made
-a barrier between the road edge and the rocky bank which fell away, at
-first sharply, and then more gradually toward the Moosatuk. As she stood
-there, looking up and down, the saying came forcibly to her, “Whosoever
-loves the land in February, loves for life.” Did she love nature, or was
-she only baffled and cowed by its omnipotence and bent to it by the
-force of necessity? This day she herself could not have judged.
-
-All the sources of inspiration seemed closed. Silence reigned in the
-River Kingdom; the voice of the ruler was stilled. Great, sooty crows,
-lean and ravenous, patrolled the river meadows, croaking ominously as
-they quarried a meal from the frozen wild apples, or rent asunder the few
-blighted ears that remained in the corn-fields.
-
-The day before had been one of sleet and wind; no human being had even
-passed the homestead—merely a brindled cat of the half-wild breed, and he
-had scuttled along on the other side of the road under cover of the wall.
-Robert Stead was ill of a sudden cold, Adam had reported when he returned
-from his daily lessons, consequently José, the Mexican half-breed
-factotum, had not left the shack even to fetch the mail.
-
-Thinner than when she had come to Gilead a month before, Brooke’s supple
-figure had the spring and elasticity of physical health in spite of its
-lack of roundness, for the long nights of sleep and the simplicity of the
-daily routine offset the strain of unaccustomed toil. Neither was she
-lonely in the common meaning of the word, which always implies a great
-degree of leisure; also she was young, and Bulwer was right—“The young
-are never lonely.” Then there were the books that the silent man brought
-her—poetry, story, and all the lore of her fellows, the birds and beasts
-of the field, that heretofore had been to her unknown creatures of
-mystery; while Adam (she had never called him the Cub since the night of
-his return) and she had many new sympathies, and when the boy, inspired
-by the talk of his teacher, rushed in to tell her of the track that he
-thought perhaps might belong to a fox or a mink, or with the surmise that
-a strange bird was feeding by the granary, she was as eager as he to see
-and to prove it.
-
-The grisly mood that had seized upon her this 12th day of February
-was born of the sudden stepping into the foreground of the future
-with all its necessities, which, until that moment, had been blended
-optimistically with the middle distance at the very least.
-
-In two days more Mrs. Peck’s period of “accommodation” would be over;
-the 1st of March Larsen would go to Gordon, and the spring work must be
-begun if they would eat of the harvest. Toil as she and the boy might
-with their hands, there must either be more money, or cattle and land
-must be parted with, the homestead depleted, and the family start on that
-dreadful shrivelling process of acquiring the habit of doing with less
-and less, instead of pushing forward to fresh effort, which enervates the
-mental, and finally the moral, nature, and has made some parts of New
-England a graveyard of abandoned farms. For the thousandth time Brooke
-thought of her mother’s little dower,—this, if it had not vanished,
-would have more than doubled the monthly yield,—then she put the thought
-from her as she had done before, but this time less forcibly.
-
-With all around ice, snow, dusky tree trunks, and rock of granite, she
-felt all the sensations that would belong to a wild animal at bay.
-Indeed, she might have lingered on there to her hurt, had not Tatters
-barked and pulled her by the skirt.
-
-“Yes, I will come now, old man! I’m sorry I stood so long; I know your
-paws must be chilled!” she exclaimed ruefully. “You want to go to Gilead
-village instead of to the foot of Windy Hill to see old Mrs. Fenton?
-Well, so be it, we shall see more people on that road; besides, I think
-that both you and I need something from the store,—post-stamps, and
-lavender oil, for I’m going to try my hand at painting, you see, Tatters,
-if it’s only Easter bonbonnières. Cookies? Yes, sugar cookies, and you
-can get two stale ones for this penny. Watch out, Tatters,” and Brooke,
-throwing off her dismal mood with an effort, held the copper coin before
-his nose as she spoke, and the dog, comprehending either tone, word,
-gesture, or all three, preceded his mistress joyfully in an uneven but
-steady trot, that ate up the road and caused her fairly to break step in
-order not to be left behind.
-
-The cookies were bought and eaten, mistress and dog resting awhile at
-the little shop that sold simple drugs, etc., and eleven o’clock saw
-Brooke climbing the upper road toward home. She had gone but half of the
-way when, missing Tatters, she turned about to look for him. Whistling
-and waiting a moment, she saw his head appearing slowly over the last
-upward roll in the road, and noticed that he was limping painfully. She
-hurried back to where he had paused, as soon as he knew that he was
-in no danger of being deserted, and he began to lick one of his front
-paws, which had been cut by a sharp, jagged piece of ice, and which was
-bleeding profusely. Kneeling in the road beside him, Brooke moistened
-her handkerchief by the slow process of holding snow in her hands until
-it melted, and, after cleansing the cut as well as she could, wound the
-handkerchief tight around it.
-
-“You can’t hobble a mile in this plight, neither can I carry you. Will
-you lie up there on that dry moss in the spot where the snow has melted,
-and wait until I can send Adam for you?” and Brooke took a few steps
-uphill to illustrate what she meant while waiting for his answer.
-
-No, Tatters emphatically declined to wait, for as soon as she had moved
-a step he began to hobble on three legs, while at the same time the
-leaden sky shed a few big snowflakes, as if to show casually what might
-be expected at any time before night. So his mistress halted and began to
-look about as if for a possible suggestion.
-
-Presently the head of a meek, ginger-colored horse began to rise above
-a steep “thank-you-ma’am.” A stout body and four legs followed, next a
-covered wagon, such as milk pedlers use, with a glass front, through
-which a man’s face looked out. The sight was such a relief to Brooke that
-she made no pretence of concealing the fact, but waited until the team
-came alongside, when she read the legend “Mrs. Banks’ Homemade Pies,”
-printed in elaborately shaded letters on the side of the canopy.
-
-The horse stopped of its own accord on the small plateau, the driver
-dropped his window and looked out, smiling cheerfully. It was anything
-but a handsome face,—that of a man who was probably sixty but might
-be less, weathered and somewhat sharp; small gray eyes, but with a
-merry twinkle, peered from under shaggy, sandy eyebrows, that matched
-a half-starved mustache. The hair of the head was gray, and from it at
-right angles two very sizable ears stuck out with somewhat startling
-effect. Yet, in spite of these details, the whole was a face to inspire
-trust.
-
-“Miss Keith West’s dog, and in trouble, I take it,” was his opening
-remark. “I’m goin’ straight past her house, and I’ll fetch him up if you
-like and relieve your mind, as you seem partial to animals.”
-
-“Could you take me, too?” asked Brooke, returning his smile, “that is, if
-I shall not make your load too heavy, for though Tatters seems to know
-you” (Tatters had given the coolest sort of tail wag at the sound of the
-man’s voice), “I’m afraid he will not go without me.”
-
-“So you are travelling uphill too—climb right in, though I reckon you’ll
-hev to set on this box here. Do you happen to be one uv Miss Keith’s
-folks that owns the farm and wuz comin’ to live there when she goes
-to Boston? Though, as I says to my wife (she’s _Mrs. Banks, Homemade
-Pies_, and I’m Mr. Banks that peddles ’em, besides raisin’ and pickin’
-the berries and apples and pumpkins fer their innards, along with a
-considerable lot of garden sass), I says, ‘Keith’ll never make up her
-mind to go; the city isn’t all it’s cracked up to be when onct you’re
-used to plenty o’ room to move and free empty air.’ What air there is in
-big cities is so chuck full o’ noise and smell and one thing and another,
-you wouldn’t know it. Why, it’s worse than the Methody church down in
-the holler, when they had a revival meetin’ on a summer night, and felt
-called to close the winders on account of gnats.
-
-“Yes, I lived in N’ York six months,—it’ll be nigh five years ago. You
-see, the farm didn’t pay as it uster when I raised six children on it
-and we was all satisfied. Everything doin’ got to be more wholesale and
-knocked out us small fry. Next, for a spell, I took to the railroad; got
-a job through one of the big bugs down ter Stonebridge, and after a time
-got ter be conductor on the through express freight, sleepin’ home every
-other night. Well, it gave me a chance to see life, I’m glad to say, for
-which I’d allus hankered, but it was a nervous job, and kep’ me too far
-above the ground, which was my born station.
-
-“Then the boys coaxed ma and me to go to N’ York, she to keep a flat for
-’em,—I suppose maybe you’ve seen one o’ them contrary sort of outfits,
-a floor divided up small like a parlour box car for racing stock, well
-enough looking till you close the doors, then everybody shook up together
-until you’re sick o’ the sight and smell o’ your very own. All of God’s
-sunlight you get is what’s dribbled in down a flue, like the chute of a
-feed bin, and not a scrap o’ grass to bleach clothes on, only to hang
-’em out in a little narrer place to sweat on a line like bacon in a
-smoke-house. Mother withered so that summer I was afeared she’d let go
-the tree before autumn, like a windfall apple; and as for the ‘genteel
-work for my old age’ the boys had got me—genteel be _damned_! I beg your
-pardon, Miss—?”
-
-“Lawton.”
-
-“Oh, then you are one o’ Miss Keith’s kin. But that word’s one that
-remains of my experience on the through freight that somehow’s too handy,
-though wrong, to be quite give up. What was that job with short hours
-that was to keep me clean-handed and from bendin’ my back? To wear a
-plum-red coat, like a circus monkey, and stand in a bank on a stone
-floor, that made me cold as an ice pond when you hole fer frost fish,
-without the pleasure o’ catchin’, and openin’ and shuttin’ the door
-all day fer a lot of fool Jays and Jenny Wrens, well able to do it fer
-themselves, and me reachin’ toward sixty! _Genteel nothin’!_ My spirit
-broke before noon of the second day, and goin’ to that flat I just picked
-up mother and we lit out fer home, which the summer folks that rented
-it had left, we leavin’ a note behind like young folks ’lopin’. Then,
-when we’d set and considered a spell, the Lord pointed out pies, like a
-sky-fallen revelation; the boys caved in and gave us a horse; now life’s
-jest a hummin’ along brisk as a swarm o’ bees! And once more the Lord’s
-borne it in upon us two old folks, after that discipline of city life,
-that if we was goin’ to scratch a livin’ nowadays we’d got to give folks
-jest what they want, and make it good, and no skimpin’. Folks in Gilead
-County eats pies, and they need ’em good!”
-
-“Cousin Keith has been away a month now,” said Brooke, when Mr. Banks
-paused for breath, “and she writes that she is enjoying herself
-immensely, so I do not think that she is likely to return.”
-
-“She’s actoolly gone, then? That knocks me out,” said the pieman, with a
-disappointed droop in his voice. “I didn’t know that, fer I’ve been goin’
-the short way and haven’t been over this upper road since New Year, the
-goin’s been so bad. I allus reckoned on puttin’ up at the West farm for
-the noon hour to bait Maria here and get my coffee het up; but maybe your
-ma won’t fancy shelterin’ strangers, for I think Miss Keith said the farm
-came through the female line and was again rightly vested in a female.”
-
-“I own the farm, and I shall be very glad to have you rest and feed your
-horse there and take your dinner with us to-day,” said Brooke, taking a
-mischievous satisfaction in the effect of her words on the funny little
-man.
-
-“You! a slip of a girl like you own the snuggest small place in the
-county, and best kep’ up!” he ejaculated, his jaw dropping with reflex
-wonder; “but maybe you’re married?”
-
-“No.”
-
-“Keepin’ company, then?”
-
-“No”—this time Brooke had great difficulty in controlling either voice or
-countenance.
-
-“Left a beau in town or in foreign parts somewhere, then?” he persisted,
-almost anxiously.
-
-“No”—but this time the word had a different sound.
-
-“Not even got picked out yet? well, I want ter know! I thank you kindly
-for yer invitation, and I’ll be pleased to go in. Hev you got a ma and
-pa, or only a hired man?”
-
-With a person of his persistence social topics might have now become
-embarrassing, but chance turned the subject at the right moment, taking
-the shape of a covey of quail, huddled under some cedar bushes by the
-roadside. The pieman spied them first, and at his sharp pull patient
-Maria stopped, although the spot was not very suitable for such a halt.
-Brooke expected to see the flock either rise in a body or disappear in
-the under-brush, but they did neither, only huddling still closer, while,
-inexperienced as she was, she noticed that even their ruffled feathers
-illy hid the leanness of their bodies.
-
-“The game along this route has suffered this winter, and it’s missed me,”
-he whispered, preparing to raise the curtain on the opposite side of the
-wagon to the birds.
-
-“Raise up a minute, please, so’s I can git some buckwheat out uv that
-box, and keep a hand on Tatters, else, lame as he is, he’ll out and flush
-the covey.”
-
-Brooke did as she was told, while the pieman scooped up a handful of
-unhulled buckwheat from the box, and, letting himself down quietly from
-the wagon, scattered it among the bayberry bushes, not too near to the
-flock, yet in plain sight of it. Returning, he re-fastened the curtain
-and started the horse again before he said a word in answer to the
-interrogation of Brooke’s face. Reaching the next level, a dozen rods
-on, he half turned the wagon in order to give a clear view down the
-hill; the quail had crossed the road and were feeding eagerly upon the
-buckwheat, like a brood of chickens.
-
-“Puzzled, ain’t yer, ter see a Yankee scatterin’ good fodder by the way?”
-said the pieman, highly gratified. “Well, it may seem uncommon, but the
-truth is these five years I’ve been peddlin’ and coverin’ a wild tract
-of country twict every week in cold and heat, rain and sun, I’ve come to
-think that man ain’t the only created thing that the Lord has cause to
-be proud uv or care fer. I’ve got kinder close to the wild folks along
-the route, which after all is but accordin’ to Scripture, that bids us
-‘Consider the way the lilies grow and look to the fowls of the air,’ and
-says the Lord himself ain’t too busy to indulge in counting sparrers—(if
-he’d only worded it song or chippin’ sparrers it would be more
-comfortin’, though he couldn’t hev meant English ones, cause that island
-wasn’t discovered in those days, and so is of no account in Scripture,
-which must rile their pride).
-
-“I allus did like birds, even way back when I followed the plough, and
-of course I knew some of them apart,—robins and swallers and phœbes and
-hawks and all the gamies,—and I jest plumb knew that when crows sat on
-the fence a-quaverin’, it was interestin’ and worthy conversation, most
-like, if we could only sense it. But it was after that hell-fire summer
-in the city that I got the call to treat ’em like my brothers and help
-’em out with food in winter like we would neighbouring house folks.
-
-“Soon as it come hot weather there, that time in N’ York, I couldn’t set
-closed into meetin’ of Sundays (though mother, she sit it out for sake of
-principle), and I don’t believe the Lord does, either,—stands to reason
-he’s got too much sense, not havin’ to set an example,—so I uster wander
-out through that long narrer park o’ theirn, and when onct I cut clean
-through westward, I strayed into that big museum where they keep the
-natural relics, and there I come face to face with all the birds that
-ever wuz together since Eve’s time. When I’d observed all the cockatoos
-and parrerkeets and such like, I went on a bit further, ’n if there
-warn’t a partridge a struttin’ on the leaves with his tail all fanned
-out, and beyond it the brown eggs was nested in a ground holler. I passed
-that by and next I seen a catbird in a syringa bush and a robin on an
-apple branch and a highholder on a stump, that set my heart a-bumpin’
-so I was all of a tremble and sidled off into a small room to set down.
-When I looked up next, what was there in a case marked something about
-‘seasonable birds’ but a big medder lark. His breast was jest as fresh
-and yaller as when he sings from a tree-top to yer in plantin’ time, or
-turns and teeters on a fence to keep you from seein’ him too plain, and
-it seemed as if I heard him calling fer spring. That broke me all up, and
-I jest leaned over and cried it out into the white Sunday handkerchief
-mother got me, ’cause my red ones jarred the boys.
-
-“I think it was the sight of those birds gave me grit to break loose fer
-home. That next winter a woman we sold eggs to over in Gordon, seein’ my
-fancy, gave me a book all about their ways and needs, and so ever since
-I’ve been with ’em in heart. My, but ain’t they company along the lonely
-road bits and in early mornings when I’m comin’ home! (I go up Tuesdays
-and Fridays to sleep at Sairy Ann’s, my wife’s sister’s house near
-Gordon, startin’ fer home next dawn.)
-
-“Along in April to see the woodcock flirt an’ dance’s as good’s a circus.
-Sometime, maybe, ’twould pleasure you to take the trip with me, and Sairy
-Ann’d be proud to hev you stop with her. My, here we are at your corner!
-How good conversation does pass the time!”
-
-Without in the least realizing that he had been doing the whole of the
-talking, the pieman handed Brooke out at the door stone, Tatters limping
-carefully after, and Maria turned down the lane to the barn, with which
-she was perfectly familiar.
-
-Brooke, hastening in to explain their unique guest to her mother and tend
-the sick paw, found that Mrs. Peck had been sent for to “sit up” with
-a bereaved household down at Gilead; telling Mrs. Lawton that it was
-expected of her, no matter whom she might be “accommodating,” she had
-left immediately, promising to return the next night.
-
-Brooke prepared the dinner, to which was added as a contribution,
-received in the spirit in which it was offered, one of Mrs. Banks’ most
-juicy whortleberry pies (truly the best of its kind), which the Cub
-pronounced to be “just bully,” while in turn the pieman praised Brooke’s
-coffee, and, for some reason that he could not have explained, kept his
-knife in abeyance, while by his cheerful common sense gained the respect
-of his entertainers.
-
-After he had left, taking Brooke’s ready promise to go over the route
-with him some spring day to see the woodcock dance and hear the partridge
-drum, the cloud that his cheerfulness had lifted again settled over the
-girl’s spirits. Why was no gleam vouchsafed to lighten her darkness as
-the vision of pies had led these humble people into a sort of promised
-land?
-
-When she had washed the dishes and made everything neat, it was still
-only half-past two. She could neither sew nor read nor settle herself
-to write to Lucy Dean, her usual outlet when cast down; a new sort of
-restlessness seized her, that of a wild animal caged, who paces to and
-fro to its own exhaustion.
-
-Looking into her father’s room, she saw that he slept, while Tatters,
-his hurt paw comfortably stretched out, lay on the rug. Her mother was
-writing letters at the old desk; and going out to the barn she found
-the Cub, with Pam of course close by, mending some spring traps that
-he discovered in an old barrel, and preparing to set them, for mink or
-weasel tracks, he could not tell which, had been seen that morning about
-the chicken house. He was so absorbed and fascinated with his occupation
-that he only grunted answers to his sister’s questions, so she returned
-to the house, realizing that the change was doing wonders for the Cub,
-which was one consolation.
-
-“What is the matter with me?” she said, half aloud. “Is it an illness
-coming on? or can it be the painting fever? The air seems to sparkle and
-rush through me like electricity! Oh, why did I not work harder when I
-had the time? for now if the desire comes I cannot stop,” and Brooke
-wrung her hands, and then laughed hysterically at her tragic action.
-
-Going to her room, she unpacked palette and paint box, and took the maul
-stick from the closet, where it had remained all winter tied to some
-umbrellas. Of canvas she had none, but hunting up some bits of manila
-board from between her books, she took them to the kitchen and spread
-them on the table, where she had left the turpentine and oil. What should
-she try? The snow and rock bit from the window lacked colour and was too
-harsh in outline to be seductive to her mood. A scarlet geranium in a pot
-against the dark window frame caught her eye, and seating herself, she
-began to draw it in rapidly with chalk—anything, if it would only find
-vent for the fever of action that tingled in her finger tips.
-
-She was surprised to find that a certain accuracy as well as facility
-of touch had not left her, in spite of stiffened fingers and lack of
-practice. For her colour sense she claimed no credit; it was born with
-her. But after the outline took shape and she began to paint and give
-it texture, she dropped her brush again as the words of Lorenz seemed
-whispered in her ears, “You have not yet had the awakening, for it you
-must wait; it is the same with me; you must interpret your vision and see
-it on the canvas before you can create; but first of all you must know
-and feel, even if you suffer.”
-
-The awakening had not come to her, and still she waited; did she not
-now know and feel, and had she not suffered enough? The stiff geranium
-cramped in its pot bore her no message to interpret, and as a snow-squall
-darkened her window she cast the brush aside. Shivering at the utter
-silence of the house, she fled to her room and, throwing herself face
-downward on her bed, was abandoning herself to the spirits of darkness,
-when the thought of her other self, radiating light as Lorenz had painted
-her, crossed her wild mood, checking it, and she lay quite still until
-her pounding heart calmed to its regular beating, when bodily fatigue
-claimed its dole and she fell asleep.
-
-When she awoke it was after five o’clock; the squall had passed away and
-sunset light was warming the whole sky, even taking the chill from the
-full moon, which it had worn on its apparent rise from the river ice.
-
-Below stairs everything was as she had left it, and yet a different
-atmosphere pervaded the place, and the tension left her throat. The Cub
-came in with the news, at which he seemed to think she would rejoice,
-that Robert Stead was better and would be out again on the morrow. Her
-mother expressed unfeigned pleasure, and Brooke was almost ashamed of
-the fact that she had for the moment forgotten that he was ill. Yet she
-always enjoyed his visits and watched for them, for he was a travelled
-and well-read man, and, when off his guard, most entertaining, and not
-without a certain compelling magnetism.
-
-“Let’s hurry supper,” said the Cub, when he had brought in the milk.
-“I’ve had the last milking lesson I need, and I can do it all right now
-without pulling too hard, or squirting, or laming my wrists. Larsen
-says I’ll be worth twenty a month and board by summer if I keep on
-steady,—just as if I wouldn’t! But I’ve got to keep the other end up
-besides, and I’ve some reading to do to-night, if I’m going up to the
-shack again in the morning.” Crossing the kitchen, he picked his mother
-up as if she had been a feather, and whirling her about, gave her a
-hearty kiss that sent a glow to her heart and cheeks at the same time,
-before he seated her, like a small child, on the table edge, where she
-struggled, laughed, and was sublimely happy at his rough caress. Then,
-further to carry out his genial mood, he bounced into his father’s
-room and, wheeling him to the kitchen, pushed the chair close to the
-table, and thus they all supped together, a circumstance that had seemed
-impossible in Mrs. Peck’s presence.
-
-After Adam Lawton had gone to bed, the Cub helping him as usual, the boy
-settled himself by the bright lamp in the kitchen with his books, while
-Mrs. Lawton and Brooke sat by the firelight in the library, talking
-quietly. Brooke, hunched on the rug, leaned her head back against her
-mother’s knee, and yielded to the soothing touch of gentle fingers upon
-her eyes and brow.
-
-Presently Tatters began to growl deeply and give what they had learned
-to designate as his animal bark, quite different in quality from that
-with which he announced the approach of man. Pam, of course, joined him,
-springing from the cushioned chair in which she slept.
-
-The Cub went to the door and listened—cackles of alarm were coming from
-the chicken house.
-
-“It’s the weasel or mink, or whatever it was that prowled last night,” he
-reported. “I’ll go out and see, because Stead says that sometimes, if
-you leave them all night, they gnaw out of the trap. Don’t you want to
-come too, Sis? Hurry up, then, and get your cape. No, don’t let the dogs
-out, they’ll get pinched in the trap, or chew the beast up, maybe, and I
-want to keep him whole. I guess the moon is bright enough, we will not
-need the lantern,” and seizing a stout stick, the Cub tiptoed carefully
-out to make as little noise as possible, not having yet learned that to
-wild animals scent serves as a warning even more than sound. Brooke,
-however, preferred to take the lantern, and lighting it, she quickly
-followed.
-
-The Cub examined his traps. They were untouched, but as he knelt he saw
-a straight row of tracks in the snow, that were too large to belong
-to either weasel or mink. Following these, they led him around to the
-roosting house. There, between it and the open yard, something that
-appeared to be a small dog crouched in the corner.
-
-The moon shone brightly between the buildings, and every hair of the
-little beast stood out as clearly as by electric light.
-
-“It’s a half-grown fox,” whispered the Cub, to Brooke. “Good work if I
-can only kill it; there’ll be one less to kill the fowls. Look out that
-it doesn’t dodge past you there, Sis,” and the Cub was going toward it,
-club raised. But the little fox never stirred. They could only tell that
-it was alive by the heaving of its lean sides.
-
-“Stop!” said Brooke, hoarsely, laying a detaining and no very gentle
-touch on her brother’s arm. “I won’t have it killed. I believe that it is
-starving, like those quails I saw this morning, only they could move, and
-this fox is too weak. I’m going to take it in the barn and feed it, and
-make it live. Get me some milk, and eggs, and meat.”
-
-“You’re crazy, Sis; it is only a fox, and they’re bad things. It’ll bite
-you and make no end of a row,” but as he glanced at her face he saw
-something there that stopped all argument, and he hastened to obey.
-
-Then Brooke, placing the lantern on the ground, drew nearer to the little
-beast. Yes, he was starving. He tried to stand and toppled over against
-the shed; he was powerless and at bay. Fixing her eyes on his, she read
-his feelings interpreted by her own of that very afternoon, and kneeling
-there in the snow, she understood him.
-
-A vital wave swept over her. Hanging the lantern on her arm, she slipped
-the cape from off her shoulders with a swift movement, and covered the
-fox with it, wrapping him completely. Then, lifting him in her arms, for
-he was less weighty than a well-fed cat, she carried the bundle to the
-barn, and slipping the latch, laid the poor little beast on the haymow,
-a futile snap and snarl or two having been its only protests.
-
-When the Cub returned with the various articles of food, he was
-astonished to see the pair facing each other, not a yard apart, with the
-lantern hanging from a beam shedding light upon the strange scene.
-
-While the Cub was near the fox would not touch the food, but when he hid
-from its sight, after a time it lapped the egg that Brooke broke and put
-before it, as a dog would, and presently the milk; then, still wearing
-the hunted look, settled deeper into the hay lair where she had placed
-it, panting and with lolling tongue.
-
-“We will go away now and leave it in peace; only promise me, Adam,
-that when it grows strong it shall run free, and no one shall kill it;
-remember, it is my guest.” Adam promised, and hastily securing the latch,
-they went back to the house. The Cub went to the library to tell his
-mother of the adventure, but Brooke lingered in the kitchen. A half-hour
-passed, and hearing no sound, the Cub went to the door. Returning softly,
-he beckoned his mother to follow, and together they stood in the shadow
-of the doorway, looking into the room. Two lamps stood side by side on
-the mantel-shelf, casting an oblique light; below and at one side of
-the fireplace stood Brooke, palette in hand, a straight-backed chair
-before her; resting on its arms, as if it were an easel, was the great
-oblong bread-board, and on this the girl was painting, with broad rapid
-strokes, the head of a fox. Her cloak still hung from her shoulders, her
-cheeks glowed; her eyes they could not see until she half turned her
-head for a moment as if following a strayed memory, then they noticed a
-strange light in them as of inspiration.
-
-Quietly they crept back into the dark and waited. An hour passed; still
-Brooke kept at work. Another thirty minutes and they heard the chair move
-and again they went to the door.
-
-Brooke stood back from the improvised easel, her hands behind her,
-looking at her work. From the board gazed back the head of the little
-fox, roughly done, but with the look in its eyes at once hunted, defiant,
-and pleading,—not an image, a created thing, living and breathing.
-Through suffering and its kinship had come the revelation to Brooke that
-if she willed she might be the painter of animals, and as she looked
-again, Lorenz’ words sounded in her ears. She had felt and suffered, and
-had seen her vision in the eyes of the hunted beast. She had interpreted
-it, she felt for what it stood, and now, crude as was the labor, it lived
-under her brush. She had awakened, but the strength of the vital touch
-was his, and he could not know it. Kneeling before the chair with clasped
-hands, as if at some shrine, not to the picture, but to what it stood
-for, Brooke took new courage.
-
-Before his mother could restrain Adam he had dashed across the kitchen,
-and stood a moment with his hands resting on his sister’s shoulders.
-Then, without warning, he tipped back her head and gave her a kiss of
-genuine boyish enthusiasm, crying, “That’s a living picture all right,
-Sis. Look out it don’t get away from you. I bet you’ve struck your luck
-this time.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-AT THE SIGN OF THE FOX
-
-
-In the morning the Cub hastened to the barn. Either the old-fashioned
-latch had sprung up, or some one had been there before him, for the
-little fox, having eaten every scrap of food, and thereby gained
-strength, had gone his way, which, according to the string of footprints,
-was up in the rock and hemlock country behind the farm. Yet after supper
-on that night, and all the others that came before the spring thawing,
-a woman’s figure, wearing a cape under which was concealed a dish of
-scraps, outwitting Tatters, slipped from the pantry door, and going
-around the barn, halted at a flat rock set in a group of hemlocks,
-presently returning with the empty platter, her face wearing as rapt an
-expression as that of some pious woman of old carrying food to the haunts
-of hermit or saint of the pillar.
-
-February, as if sick of its dreary self, suddenly fell away before
-March’s vigour, and its first gusty mood had softened before Brooke and
-Adam realized themselves at least the sole guardians of their parents
-and the homestead; yet in spite of this and the work it entailed,
-the Cub managed to spend at least a couple of hours a day with Stead
-at the lodge on Windy Hill, and Brooke tried to snatch a little time
-for painting, but even with her mother’s help her toil was by far more
-constant and exacting than her brother’s. However, direct motive had come
-to both of them, and that alone can make one walk sure-footed on the
-tight rope which at intervals through life replaces a safe path. Brooke
-worked persistently, using Tatters, Pam, and Robert Stead’s hunting
-dogs as studies, conscious of crudeness, imperfections, and the need of
-criticism, but letting nothing quench her spirit as long as the spark of
-vitality flashed back at her. She longed for the warm weather to come,
-so that she might work outdoors, and use as a studio an old hay-thatched
-shed on the hillside, once a sheepfold, which opened northeast toward the
-river valley.
-
-At this juncture Robert Stead, whose technical training and passionate
-love of nature and animal life gave his words more than a casual value,
-stepped in, both as encourager and critic, and Brooke eagerly promised
-to try a picture of Manfred,—“a serious order,” Stead called it,—as soon
-as the season would permit. Meantime he brought her books and studies of
-animal anatomy, of whose cost she little guessed, and in explaining the
-details to her forgot both his warp and himself, becoming for the time
-that most enthralling of beings, the man of middle age who blends all the
-directness and fervour of youth with the subtle and reassuring charm of
-matured experience.
-
-Was it a wonder that Brooke was glad at his coming? Between herself
-and the usual man twice her age she would have felt need for greater
-ceremony of outward deference. With Stead the friendship had begun on
-the most informal of footings, and been almost instantly cemented with
-the gratitude born of his kindness to her brother, as well as the mutual
-isolation of the two households; while over it all hung Dr. Russell’s
-words of caution, that owing to the peculiar circumstances of his life,
-she must not regard Stead in the same light as other men or magnify
-his little acts of kindness. Dear honest doctor, even he, with all his
-fine humanity, could not diagnose the human emotions with anything like
-finality.
-
-Here again the need of money in hand, even for canvas, pressed upon
-Brooke, and like many another before her, she seized what came nearest
-to hand; and when the Cub discovered a head of Pam upon the cover of the
-sugar bucket, he straightway removed it from the closet to his room,
-thereby letting some very early ants into the sugar.
-
-One great lesson in portrait art Brooke learned for herself in those
-lonely days, that whatever the care and detail of finish, the life and
-likeness is the work of but a few strokes.
-
-Meanwhile the fox’s head on the bread-board stood on the mantel-shelf in
-the kitchen, watching Brooke as she went about her work, until she began
-to feel a mysterious kinship with the little doglike animal of the narrow
-eyes, and talked to it as if it was a human companion.
-
-One day she had gone for a call at Mrs. Enoch Fenton’s, where, ever since
-that first January afternoon, she went when the tension of the mental and
-physical became too great, to be soothed and relaxed by the cripple’s
-cheerful common sense. She felt more than ever the absolute necessity of
-adding at once to the family income, as for the second time since their
-arrival she had been obliged to draw on the slender principal. Though the
-real motive for the visit was to consult the Deacon, indirectly, through
-his wife, about the likelihood of finding a man willing to cultivate the
-farm on shares, the talk drifted toward the topic of ways and means, in
-spite of Brooke’s constant resolve to keep such matters to herself.
-
-“If you want to get folks’ money steady,” Mrs. Fenton said, pausing in
-her occupation of sewing a button on one of the Deacon’s blue hickory
-shirts, and using her thimble finger to point and emphasize her remarks,
-“you must give ’em something they want and need in exchange for it, and
-what they need most constant is something good to eat!”
-
-Brooke smiled to herself, thinking of the pieman’s similar reasoning
-concerning his wife’s “revelation,” but did not in any way apply the
-matter personally until Mrs. Fenton’s next sentence.
-
-“The jell and jam market is a good one, only it’s pretty well taken
-up, hereabouts, by Miss Ryerson at the Mill Farm, t’other side of
-Stonebridge. She puts up for nearly all the city people clear through
-to Gordon, and last year she added cherry bounce and blackberry brandy.
-Strange enough, too, made by your Great-grandmother West’s rule,—I
-suppose you know she accommodated wayfarers with meat and drink down
-at the farm, and being strictly temperance had a great name for her
-ginger-mint pop; the rule is in my book now. The old sign used to be in
-the far side of your attic, behind the four-poster—it was a fox chasin’
-a goose, and I always heard it came from the old country; that reminds
-me, Enoch says that old bed is set up, and your father’s sleepin’ on it
-again—well, old times lets go hard sometimes.
-
-“Why, last year Miss Ryerson cleared two thousand above the wages of
-her woman she keeps now to help her out. Of course there’s more in
-making such things than meets the eye of those that hasn’t been inside
-the preservin’ kettle, so to speak. It’s the keepin’ sound and eatin’
-well that counts, and that’s why, like everything else, for every ten
-that tries the business, nine drop out because they pinch and neglect,
-and slop somewhere, and don’t give the best there is. In eatin’ there’s
-always a market for the best. But jam and jell won’t do for you, for
-let alone not havin’ experience, you’d have to put out everything for a
-season to catch your market, same as they cast away samples of new soap
-and bakin’ powder.
-
-“Oh, yes, I almost forgot that you were askin’ about that man for the
-ploughing! Enoch saw a big strong Dane, or Swede, or some of those
-north-country people, down at the smithy last night. He’s come here
-lately, and hired the little Bisbee cottage on the river road—plans to
-fix it up, and plant a bit of garden, ’n make it ready for his sweetheart
-that’s coming over in the fall. They say he’s got a bit of money saved
-and table boards at Bisbee’s sister’s. He wants to work on shares or
-by the day this season, so’s to have time for his own work between. He
-brought a letter to Mr. Denny, the printer down at the _Bee_ office, and
-he says he’ll recommend him willing. Somebody like that, steady, and who
-would go ahead, would be better for a girl like you than a wild Polack
-that you’d have to manage, or one of our town boys that would likely feel
-called to boss you. Father says the fellow doesn’t own a horse mower yet,
-but we’ll lend ours, and you’ve got a plough and scythes, as I suppose
-Keith showed you. Father’ll bargain with him for you, and plan out the
-work—he thinks it’ll be better to let the man see you’ve a farming friend
-that knows, to come between you and what you’ve never seen done, and in
-consequence hev no notion of.”
-
-Thanking the dear old lady both with words and the spontaneous kiss of
-sudden gratitude, which she prized far more, Brooke walked home in a sort
-of dream. She passed, quite unheeded, the blooming hepaticas clustering
-amid the dry leaves in a sunny spot on the road bank, though she had
-been looking among their thick ruddy leaves for the flowers ever since
-Stead had shown her where they were bedded a week before. A song-sparrow,
-perched on a twig of silvery pussy-willow, threw back his head as she
-passed, and poured forth the most melodious verse of his changeful song.
-She scarcely heard it, or if she did, paid no heed, any more than she did
-to the fact that Tatters had flushed a partridge down in one of the wood
-roads that start from the highway and end in silence, leaving her for its
-ecstatic but fruitless quest.
-
-Going to the kitchen, she stood before the mantel-shelf looking at the
-fox, as if at an oracle that must one day speak to her. Then something
-cool seemed to touch her brain, clearing it and crystallizing her
-thoughts, as it had that night when the plan of coming to the homestead
-drove away the oppression of despair itself.
-
-“Yes,” she said aloud, “to win money it must be the best of its kind.
-What can I do that is the best?—paint animals? by and by perhaps—but for
-daily bread this spring? Ah, it has come! I can make sandwiches, all
-kinds, of the very best (how the Hendersons and Bleeckers gobbled them
-up), to go with mother’s tea, also the bread for them! I will make the
-summer drink of ginger ale, ice, a lemon slice, and three sprigs of mint,
-that father once said tasted so much better than the ginger-root affair
-they bottle for sale. I will play I am Great-granny West, swing out my
-sign, and ‘accommodate wayfarers’—that is, the pleasure drivers between
-Stonebridge and Gordon—with food and drink, as Mrs. Fenton put it! She
-says a day never passes from May to November but what people in driving
-stop, and beg to buy even bread and milk. Grandma West’s sign was a fox
-and a goose, but to-day geese are out of the running. My sign shall be
-only the Sign of the Fox. You shall hang out over the gate on the old
-pine in an iron frame, and talk wisely to the passers-by,” she said,
-looking up at the picture.
-
-Then, taking the bread-board down from the shelf, she kissed the fox on
-the nose in the fervour of hope that was dawning.
-
-“Instead of cakes and ale, or anything like that, you shall have just one
-word—tea—painted over you, and we will leave them to guess the rest,”
-and Brooke, who was in a mood to declare that the wise beast winked,
-and licked his lips, needs must laugh at the curious yet satisfactory
-blending of her dreams of the future, love, painting, and fame, with the
-eternal everyday theme, bread and butter!
-
-After a moment the revulsion came. What would her mother say? That passed
-away in the thought that she could not object, for to act untrammelled
-was unquestionably the first link in the chain by which Brooke was to
-endeavour to keep the family bound together. Yet it was a relief when,
-an hour later, the plan had been thoroughly discussed and formulated,
-to find that her mother not only fully approved, but was already on the
-alert, and full of suggestions to make the simple service as dainty as
-might be.
-
-Silent Stead was the first to throw a wet blanket upon the scheme, his
-reasons being purely personal, as it usually developed that they were;
-though he would bitterly have resented the idea of it. He found it
-difficult to put his objections into reasonable words, and so merely
-retired within himself, and was “grumpy,” as the Cub put it.
-
-The Cub came back from the village a few days later with the rings and
-frame for the sign, which the blacksmith had fashioned; and Brooke,
-after varnishing the bread-board well to keep out the weather, had fitted
-it in place, and was looking at the result when Stead came in. In his
-arms he carried several packages of bulbs and garden seeds for her, which
-he dropped on the table. He had a lovely hillside garden of his own below
-the lodge, which he and José tended, and already he was planning a more
-elaborate arrangement of the old-fashioned kitchen garden at the farm
-than Miss Keith had attempted, saying, in answer to Brooke’s objection,
-that it would perhaps be more than they could care for:—
-
-“Turn about is fair play; you give me, an idler, a daily resting spot
-between the valley and the hill; why may I not give you a spot to rest
-in between the day’s work? For God’s sake, do not make me feel more of a
-cumberer of the ground than necessary!”
-
-As for the gifts of seeds and roots, to Mrs. Lawton, accustomed as she
-had been to the perfect southern courtesy of such things, that bore no
-obligation between neighbours and equals, they seemed quite matters of
-course, and of no special import.
-
-Mrs. Fenton, when Brooke told her of the new venture, and consulted her
-as to the ways of the great folk of the neighbourhood, and their seasons
-for coming and going, had expressed her opinion that the first of May was
-time enough to begin, as then the people in general ran over from Boston
-and New York for a few days at a time to start the wheels in motion, and
-take a breath of air. This left Brooke a full month for her preparations,
-and both Robert Stead and the mail carrier noticed the frequency with
-which letters flew between herself and Lucy Dean during this time.
-
-Brooke, at first being humble-minded as to her ability, and therefore as
-to the prices to be charged, was gradually convinced by her hard-headed
-friend that if her wares were the equal of those which Tokay furnished
-the same patrons at their houses in town, why might she not charge the
-same at the wayside tea garden of the Moosatuk, where such things had
-hitherto not only been unattainable but unknown?
-
-To clinch her unanswerable argument, Lucy had made and sent to her
-friend a box of dainty cards, such as are often used at bazaars in
-private houses. A fox’s head appeared at the top—next below TEA, lemon or
-cream—MILK—FOXHEAD JULEP (the name with which they had christened Granny
-West’s delicious ginger, lemon, and mint concoction). Then followed the
-price-list of sandwiches—cheese—potted chicken—lettuce—jam, and plain
-bread and butter, singly or by the dozen, according to Tokay’s schedule.
-And Brooke accepted Lucy’s advice, but exacted a promise that she should
-tell no one, nor exploit the plan in any way, saying, “I want the
-venture to make its way from the inside out, not from the outside in.”
-
-Thus the matter was settled, and when mother and daughter had agreed that
-it was best to use the exquisite fern-leaf china cups and saucers for
-their added attraction over commoner china, and there seemed nothing more
-to do but to work along in the interim, a new difficulty suddenly smote
-Brooke. Though she and her mother might brew and bake, who was to serve
-the tea to those who, lacking footmen, wished it brought to carriage or
-served in the porch, which Brooke already called her Tea Garden, where
-she planned, if business warranted, to place some seats and small tables?
-
-One day, the very last of March, Deacon Fenton stopped at the West farm,
-and in answer to Mrs. Lawton’s urgent invitation to come in, replied:
-“Thank you kindly, but not to-day. I’m looking for that farmer daughter
-of yours. I’ve fetched up the new man, and given him an idee of the
-plantin’. He seems to sense it all right, though he’s kinder soft and
-unconditioned, and slow for spring ploughin’, and his hands blister up
-so’s I told him he’d better wear sheepskin mits fer a spell, as it’s some
-time he claims since he worked land for his mother. That don’t count,
-however, when it’s work on shares. You get your half jest the same if
-he’s a week doin’ a day’s work, and that’s the sense on it fer a girl
-like yourn, who can’t be expected to drive farm hands up to the bit,
-as must be did if you’re goin’ to git enough offen your land to feed a
-sparrer! Where’s the young lady? A-paintin’ pussy cats—no, I think it was
-wild rabbits likely, in the barn, Adam said, only I didn’t see her when
-I tied up. I thought maybe she’d like to go down to the ploughed field,
-and be made acquainted with her new help. She won’t need to bother much
-with him, not payin’ out wages, but it may come in handy for her to have
-speech with him, jest the same.
-
-“Say, Mis’ Lawton, the tea and spice pedler saw that fox-head sign,
-settin’ in there in the kitchen, and he says the firm he travels fer
-are just introducing a new brand of condensed goat’s milk, and if she’d
-paint out a nice, white, lively-lookin’ goat with a pretty, dressed-up
-baby sittin’ on its back, and a dreadful thin baby sittin’ on the road
-a-crying ’cause she didn’t get none, he reckons he could get her all of
-twenty-five dollars for it—maybe more. There’s a fine big carriage goat
-boardin’ at Bisbee’s fer the winter that she could copy—’tain’t a milking
-one, but she might add to it a little. Thought I’d jest mention it; you
-know ’tain’t often she might get the chance to turn picture paintin’ into
-something useful and instructive and payin’ all to onct.”
-
-At this juncture Brooke appeared to speak for herself, and, after she
-had cleaned the paint from her fingers with turpentine, the shrewd old
-farmer and the warm-hearted young enthusiast walked side by side down
-the cross-road, skirting the hay-field, now growing green around the
-moist edges. The meadowlarks were soaring and singing, the first white
-butterflies fluttered in the sun, and down from the garden wafted an
-odour that tells of spring in every quarter of the globe, the perfume of
-the little white English violets. These nestled in sociable tufts under
-the protection of the leafless bushes of crimson and damask roses in the
-garden that Great-granny West had planted,—violets whose ancestors had
-doubtless come overseas in company with the Sign of the Fox and the Goose.
-
-The unploughed corn-field lay to the right of the cross-road, and to
-reach it they were obliged to skirt a small field of fall-sown rye that
-was bounded by the roadway. As they picked their way along the stubbly
-edge, between which and the stone fence ran one of those little brooks of
-the hill countries that brawl and rush along in spring and autumn, but
-shrink away and keep their silence in summer heat and winter cold alike,
-Brooke paused once or twice to look upon her River Kingdom, which, after
-the rain and freshet of a week past, was now showing the first real signs
-of life. Dun and gray were still the prevailing hues of the river woods,
-except where a ruddy or golden glow lying on the tree-tops told of swamp
-maples or willows. The hemlocks on the rocky banks looked rusty and
-winter-worn, not having yet donned their curved-tipped new feathers. The
-marsh meadows, thickly studded with ponds by the overflow, alone showed
-solid green, and glittered with the sunlit emerald leaves of the arums,
-that had now risen above and concealed their ill-smelling mottled red
-blossoms.
-
-Here and there on the hillsides the columns of pearl-gray smoke, wafted
-straight skyward, showed both the location of cultivated land where
-litter and brush were burning, and also that the wind was in abeyance,
-and the sun once more in power. The sky wore a misty veil over the
-blue, and the Moosatuk, rushing, foaming, and overleaping itself in
-its spring-running seaward, drew more from the ground for colours than
-of the sky reflections. Now and again an uprooted tree would be swept
-by, turning and stretching its bare arms upward, as if giving signals
-of distress, and then a log would plunge along, striking against the
-submerged rocks, rearing, and plunging again like a gigantic water snake.
-
-Yes, in deed and in truth, life had returned to the River Kingdom at the
-sound of the voice of the waters, and yet throughout all the wide expanse
-the only human touch was in the field below, where a man, who cast a
-Titan’s shadow behind him, was driving a plough into the deep, cool
-soil, slowly shattering the stubbly hillocks of last year’s corn. Calmly
-he worked, but with finality. The reins that guided the horses hung loose
-about his neck, for he only made use of them at the turnings, while the
-motive power seemed to come less from the horses than from the shoulders
-of the man who kept the ploughshare true in its course.
-
-Brooke Lawton stood spellbound. For the first time she saw and
-comprehended the most primitive labour of primitive man, and it appealed
-to every sense of her body,—the mental, spiritual, physical,—appealed
-to her as had the freshly baked loaves, by its symbolism as well as
-directness, for beneath the leavening development of generations, side
-by side with the temperament for music expressed in rhythm and colour
-defined by pigments, walked another Brooke, the primitive woman.
-
-Ah! if she could but fix and paint the scene as she felt it! Instantly
-the ploughman stood as the rightful ruler of the River Kingdom, and
-dominated it. It was not the personality of the man, for she had not yet
-seen his face, merely his fitness to his surroundings. Enoch Fenton’s
-voice broke the spell: “A slow worker, as I told your ma (I put in my
-mare with your horse, it’s too heavy for one), but that don’t signify in
-share farmin’; you won’t hev to watch out sharp until the harvestin’, and
-then I’ll help you out. If you was left to yourself, you might fare like
-that pretty city Widder Harris, down to the Forks; she let old Ed Terry
-keep her cow fer half the milk. Firstly the cow was dry, and Mis’ didn’t
-get any of course; time went along, and the cow calved, and after a week
-Mis’ Harris went across lots with her kettle fer her milk.
-
-“‘There’s no milk due you,’ said old Terry, chuckling. ‘How’s that?’ says
-she, mad-like, ‘I’m to get half, and I saw you take in a full pail this
-morning.’ ‘That’s all true,’ says he, ‘half comes to me, and your half
-goes to the calf!’
-
-“Not that I expect this chap is that kind; he’s sort o’ mild and solemn,
-that’s why I chose you a foreigner; the native is often overcrafty to
-work with green women folks that ain’t had the picklin’ experience
-gives. There’s fellers round here would sell you cold storage eggs for
-settin’ as quick as not. I know ’em, and bein’s you’re a friend o’ Dr.
-Russell, wife and I feel a charge to look after you a spell. Now ’f it
-was Keith, she’s different—no cold storage eggs for her! Do you hear when
-the weddin’s coming off? That’s the only bargain of hers I mistrust. The
-sharpest women on general trading most allers slips up on matrimony. I’ve
-often said to ma, when it comes to matrimony, I think the Lord loves and
-favours women best that, when they sets their mind on a poor sinful
-man, jest closes their eyes, and topples right into marriage without
-bargaining.
-
-“Old Terry was a corker! ’twas he that was mowin’ fer me one day, and I
-says at the nooning, ‘Will you take rum and water, or cider?’ Says he,
-‘As the rum’s handiest, I’ll take that while you’re drawin’ the cider!’
-
-“Hi there, Henry! Henry! halt at the turn!” he called to the ploughman
-as they reached the field edge. “It’s good he understands English,
-and speaks it only a little back-handed. What’s his other name? Let’s
-see—Petersen? no that was the one that wanted a steady job. Yes, I
-remember, it’s Maarten,—they spell it with double _a_ where he comes from.
-
-“This is Miss Lawton you’re agoin’ to halve the crops with, and bein’ as
-it is she expects you’ll measure full and fair, and something over, and
-she wants you to remember that I’m standing by her, and my eye teeth is
-cut!”
-
-“Why, I didn’t tell you to say that, deacon. I’m sure Mr. Maarten will be
-fair,” stammered Brooke, feeling personally embarrassed at the implied
-lack of confidence, and oblivious of the wink that her agricultural
-preceptor had given her, for he had simply wished to show the newcomer
-that she had a protector; while she stood there colouring with distress,
-her hand half raised, not knowing whether she was to greet the farmer, as
-she had made a point of doing their neighbours, or keep the reserve that
-belonged to the city service of inferiors.
-
-As for the man, he stood quite still, one hand on the plough, the other
-lifting his wide hat by the crown in greeting, an act of politeness no
-country yokel would have vouchsafed. What he said she could not hear,
-but the single glance he gave her, though interrupted by the shadow of
-his hat, tinged with a swift respect instead of lingering curiosity, she
-read as an appeal for fair trial and mercy for his awkwardness, so her
-outstretched hand dropped to the stone wall that divided them. Leaning
-on it, she asked some trifling questions that could be answered by a
-brief yes and no, to put him at his ease, then strolled on again along
-the field edges, only half listening to what Enoch Fenton said of the
-best rotation of crops for soil somewhat overfarmed, and half busy with
-her own thoughts, quickened in a dozen different ways by the impulse of
-spring.
-
-“New man don’t seem sociably inclined to women folks,” said the deacon,
-with a chuckle; “funny he should be took that way too! Most as dumb and
-offish as Silent Stead up there on Windy Hill, though Stead’s thawed
-out considerable toward ’em, ain’t he, since you folks come here?” he
-added, in a persuasive tone intended to open further possibilities of
-conversation.
-
-“Oh, that is not because we are women folks,” answered Brooke, simply,
-smiling at the old man’s eagerness; “it is also because of Dr. Russell,
-who introduced us. We are strangers, and lonely like himself, and you
-know he is teaching my brother, so that he may not wholly lose sight of
-college, and of course we are very grateful for that.”
-
-“Want ter know!” was the enigmatical reply, the non-committal answer of
-the countryman, given as it always is with the falling inflection, though
-the words imply a question.
-
-As they turned again toward the cross-road, the head of a man and horse
-could be seen above the leafless wild hedge that covered the fence.
-It was Robert Stead, and as he caught sight of Brooke, he pulled some
-letters from his saddle-bag and waved them toward her.
-
-“As you’re likely to have company home, I reckon I’ll cut across
-lots,” said Enoch Fenton, dryly, noticing her eagerness, for letters
-always opened a realm of possibility, while the deacon’s query about
-Keith West’s marriage reminded Brooke that she had not heard from the
-prospective bride for nearly a month, and so she had unconsciously
-hurried her steps.
-
-When she reached the bars (four rough chestnut poles held by old
-horseshoes driven into the posts like staples,—the relic of an old
-country tradition to keep the distemper from the cattle pastured
-therein), Stead had already dismounted, and stood waiting for her, and
-saying, “Letters first,” handed her the package—six in all: two for her
-mother, one being in the writing of Mr. Dean, and one of the lawyer; one
-from Lucy; two in strange hands, and the last addressed in the square,
-upright characters that she had seen once before, this also readdressed
-by Charlie Ashton.
-
-With a swift movement she dropped them into the pocket of her brown linen
-pinafore, and, turning backward toward the Moosatuk, let the beauty
-of the vista—which at that point was framed by the mottled trunks of
-two gigantic plane trees that linked their gnarled branches across the
-roadway—take the place of speech for a few moments.
-
-“Then you too love the river, and turn to it as I do,” Stead said,
-watching her face, and attributing its changeful expression, now wrapt,
-now alert, to its influence.
-
-“Yes, surely,” she answered, looking far off and beyond, “and I think I
-must have known it somewhere in dreams, perhaps before ever I saw it. You
-do not know that when I was only a child I christened all over there, as
-far as eye can see, my River Kingdom, and said that some day I would be
-fairy queen of it!”
-
-“Yes, I know; Dr. Russell once told me of your gypsying,—and now?” Stead
-dropped Manfred’s bridle that he had been holding, and drew a step
-nearer to the young woman, while the horse, feeling his liberty, began
-to crop the tender tufts of grass that were growing between the wheel
-tracks. “Is it not still your kingdom?”
-
-“Yes and no. The kingdom is still there, but fairy days have flown away
-with their kings and queens, and all of that; it is only a corner of
-the same big round workaday world, though an enchanted one, and I am
-only just one woman in it, not even a gypsy queen. The river alone has
-not changed: when I am quiet, it soothes me; when I am restless and
-dissatisfied, it moves for me and cools the fever. This winter, when it
-was frozen and buried, I too felt turned to stone at times, or as if I
-stood by watching the face of some one I loved who was dead. If the ice
-had lasted another month, I do not think I could have borne it,” and
-Brooke, as she gazed, clasped her hands before her with a gesture half
-supplication, half resolution, that had always been peculiarly her own.
-
-Then Stead saw that the hands, with the firm, but slender fingers that
-tell of the artistic temperament, were no longer white and rose-tipped,
-but roughened and seamed like the ground itself with the stress of the
-winter,—the patient hands of the woman who works, not of the queen who
-toys.
-
-Suddenly the frost wherein his heart had been encased, numbing him all
-these eleven years, melted in the sunshine of her simple, wholesome
-womanliness, and broke away with a swift wrench, like the ice of the
-river in the force of the freshet. The red blood pulsed anew and sang in
-his ears the eternal spring song that was all forgotten, or worse yet,
-disbelieved; for a single moment it swirled him about, and hurried him
-along, struggling uselessly, backward toward youth,—a perilous journey.
-
-Manfred, who had cropped all the grass within easy reach, now nibbled
-sharply at his master’s pocket for sugar; with an impatient gesture
-Stead turned—and the moment passed; while Brooke, once more sweeping
-the landscape with her gaze, slowly stretched out her arms toward it
-unconsciously, and began to climb the hill again. The last detail of it
-all that lingered in her memory was the ploughman following in the furrow
-that his strength made true, and as the two walked slowly homeward, the
-ploughman in his turn stopped, and, lifting his hat to cool his head,
-stood watching them.
-
-Robert Stead stopped at the barn to show the Cub, now in the first
-enthusiasm of the coming trout season, how to repair an old rod of
-his father’s that had grown brittle from disuse, and Brooke carried
-the letters to her mother, reading that from Lucy; but she took the
-one marked Overveen to her own room presently, where, sitting by the
-window, she opened it slowly. It held a single sheet that bore these
-words—random verses from the “Lost Tales of Miletus,” carefully copied—no
-less, no more!
-
- But haunted by the strain, till then unknown,
- Seeks to re-sing it back herself to charm,
- Seeks still and ever fails,
- Missing the key-note which unlocks the music—
-
- ...
-
- “They gave me work for torture; work is joy!
- Slaves work in chains, and to the clank they sing!
- Said Orpheus, ‘Slaves still hope.’
-
- “And could I strain to heave up the huge stone
- Did I not hope that it would reach the height?
- There penance ends, and dawn Elysian fields,
- But if it never reach?”
-
- The Thracian sighed, as looming through the mist
- The stone came whirling back. “Fool,” said the ghost,
- “Then mine at worst is everlasting hope!”
- Again up rose the stone.
-
-Holding the paper clasped against her breast, again Brooke’s thoughts
-sought counsel of the river, but now between her and it, a silhouette
-standing against the water, on the slope below the ploughman guided the
-horses to and fro unceasingly across the corn-field.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-THE UNEXPECTED HAPPENS
-
-
-April flew by on the wings of the migrating birds, and it was almost the
-last week, that brought the fragile wind flower to the wood edges and
-the swallows to the old barn, before Brooke realized that the month had
-fairly begun. For not more relentless is the rush of the city itself than
-life on a farm in the springtime, when the power that drives is the vital
-force of Nature herself, while a day dropped at this time slips back
-beyond recall.
-
-One morning, in herding a refractory hen, who had strayed with her brood
-out among the young oats, Brooke had found herself close by the spot
-where Henry Maarten was planting potatoes, and, half laughing and wholly
-out of breath, she called to him for help, which call he answered by
-catching the clucking, scratching hen, while she gathered the brood in
-her apron, and he followed her silently back to the chicken yard at a
-respectful distance.
-
-Having put the chicks safely in a coop, Brooke pointed out a shorter
-way across the flower garden by which Maarten might return to his
-work. Seeing that he paused by the straggling clumps of early tulips
-and daffodils that were already in bloom, and thinking they might be
-reminding him of some other garden for which he was homesick, she bade
-him gather as many as he wished, asked him if he was fond of flowers,
-and whether he would not like some roots, seeds, or cuttings for his
-little place, saying in a friendly way, to put him at his ease, for he
-always seemed to dread her presence, “They tell me you are painting and
-repairing to make a home at the Bisbee place for some one who is coming
-over in the autumn. Nothing is so homelike to a woman as growing flowers.”
-
-Pulling his hat over his eyes with a gesture of embarrassment rather than
-because the sun was bright, he said, in carefully pronounced musical
-English, with a decided foreign accent: “And they told you that I make a
-home for a sweetheart who comes? Yes, I had thought to; but if she comes
-not, what then?”
-
-“But why should she not come? Surely she will if she has promised, and
-knows that you work for her,” said Brooke, insensibly adopting his
-pronunciation and speaking with ready confidence in the faith of woman
-born of her own temperament.
-
-“She has not promised it,” he faltered, looking down at the tulips and
-again pulling his hat betwixt himself and his young questioner, as if he
-feared that if she saw his eyes she might penetrate too far into his
-innermost feelings.
-
-“She knows you are working for her?”
-
-“No, not even that.”
-
-“At least she believes that you care?” persisted Brooke, too direct and
-sympathetic to realize at once that she might be probing a wound.
-
-“I once dared to think so, but since I have come away, the word has
-travelled that perhaps her liking may be for another.”
-
-“Why, doesn’t she know her own mind?” said Brooke, half to herself, all
-at once becoming the self-appointed champion of her farmer-on-shares,
-and not realizing until after the words had left her lips that she was
-herself too young a woman to be a safe adviser to so young a man, and she
-blushed hotly.
-
-Turning to the flowers to aid her in an unforeseen situation by which
-she found herself much moved, she spied the great clump of white bridal
-roses, now putting out green shoots, that had spread from a single bush
-almost to a hedge, and which Miss Keith had pointed out in its winter
-leafless state as a much-cherished family possession. “Cut a root from
-this with your knife, carefully, for its thorns are long and sharp, and
-plant it by your porch, for the saying is that it brings luck to new
-homes,” she said quickly. As she watched him she thought of the verses in
-her letter, and all unconsciously repeated them half aloud, “‘Then mine
-at worst is everlasting hope—’” but a sharp exclamation from the man, who
-with back toward her was tugging at the rose root, stopped her; his hand
-had slipped, and the sharp thorn pierced his thumb to the bone.
-
-It was the pieman’s day, and promptly at noon his cart turned into the
-barnyard. Mrs. Lawton, as well as Brooke, had come to look forward to
-the break made by his visits, for embodied cheerfulness must always be a
-welcome guest. This time, however, he was bustling with importance, and
-laid a pink envelope, with an embossed violet in the place of a seal,
-upon Brooke’s lap as she sat on the porch step waiting for him to settle
-and unfold his budget.
-
-The envelope contained a painfully written letter from his wife’s sister,
-Sairy Ann, inviting Brooke to take the long-promised drive on the “Friday
-route,” and pass the night at her farm, “to see the early birds in the
-morning.” The sincerity of the invitation was so evident and the promised
-experience so tempting, that, after thinking it over a moment, Brooke
-went indoors to write an answer of acceptance, realizing that after the
-Sign of the Fox should be hung in its place there could be no holidays.
-
-“Going, bean’t you?” smiled the pieman, when she returned.
-
-“Yes,” she nodded gayly, “that is, if I can persuade Mrs. Peck to keep
-mother company. You see I have hunted far and wide for a young girl to
-help in our new venture,” of which, by the way, the pieman most heartily
-approved, and had been heralding it like the most persistent advance
-agent along the entire course of both his town and country routes.
-
-“Never mind, suthin’ may turn up yet,” he advised soothingly; “you’ve
-got a week to spare and the Lord can raise up a heap o’ good as well as
-trouble in that time, and sometimes waitin’ fer Providence after you’ve
-done your best is advisable, and not to be jedged like settin’ and
-waitin’ before you’ve done aught, and leaning, which is not faith, but
-the devil’s yeast of laziness.”
-
-In the early afternoon, after the pieman had gone on his way, Brooke
-wheeled her father into the garden, while she planted the seeds of
-mignonette, bluets, sweet-sultan, and China pinks, and the second
-planting of sweet peas of Miss Keith’s saving, in the long rows that she
-had advised, for now there would be a double reason for having jugs of
-fragrant flowers on the table of the honeysuckle-screened south porch,
-which Brooke had christened the Tea House.
-
-Tatters was worried. Indoors he stayed by his master, outdoors he
-followed his mistress—under the present circumstances, what was his duty?
-First he licked Adam Lawton’s hand persistently, and then followed
-Brooke along the line she had carefully marked with stick and string,
-according to Stead’s gardening instructions, until he was made to
-understand that his footprints in the newly turned earth were not things
-to be desired; then he returned to the chair.
-
-There could be no question that physically Adam Lawton was in every way
-improving. The use of his hand was gradually returning, and with the
-aid of a cane he could move slowly from the bed to his chair; he could
-also play a game of checkers, and though he spoke slowly the words were
-finished, not broken as at first. Still his thoughts were of the past and
-lacked connection.
-
-A sudden shower of potent April rain fell with sharp sound on Brooke’s
-seed packages. Gathering them together hastily, she pushed the chair up
-the sloping platform through the kitchen door that had been widened, and
-as she did so the fishing pole that the Cub had mended fell clattering to
-the floor. Stooping to pick it up she noticed that it caught her father’s
-eye, and as she held it toward him, he grasped it eagerly, saying softly
-to himself, “My new pole; to-morrow I’ll go fishing, if Enoch Fenton will
-play hookey too.”
-
-The rain increased and by five o’clock had promised to settle into
-a steady pour that drew a curtain across the river, cut ruts in the
-roadway, and gullied the soft fields,—a class of storm dreaded in spring
-in a hillside country, and entirely the reverse of the traditional
-growing rain.
-
-The Cub came in and hung his coat to drip in the porch, and even the
-water that ran from Pam’s grotesque and stubby tail made a puddle on the
-floor.
-
-“I turned the cows out and shut the gate, because Mr. Fenton said I ought
-to from now on,” said the Cub, looking at the rain, and then gauging the
-wind, as it tore downhill, like a veritable native. “I guess I’ll go back
-and let ’em in again, just this once. No, I don’t want an umbrella, it’ll
-only go bust,” he added, as he stepped out the door, closing it with much
-difficulty against the rising tide of wind and rain.
-
-Brooke, who had proffered the umbrella, stood watching him through the
-glass half-door, and then a dark object coming up the cross-road drew her
-attention. At first she could not make out whether it was man or woman;
-then, while she was still in doubt, the screening umbrella broke loose
-from its fastenings and, turning completely inside out, showed that its
-carrier was a woman.
-
-“Mother, please come here and see if you can tell me who this is
-struggling up the road. Can it be Mrs. Peck? She is the only human being
-hereabouts who does not keep a horse!” But the figure proved to be too
-tall and straight to belong to the widow, who not only had settled and
-gone to flesh, but was somewhat listed as well.
-
-“When she reaches the house, whoever she may be, I would ask her in.
-It may be some one who has come up by the trolley on the lower road
-expecting to be met; better go and open the front door,” said Mrs.
-Lawton, hastening to light the lamps, which were her special care.
-
-Brooke started to act upon the suggestion, but as she gave a final look
-she saw that the woman had already turned into the barn lane, and, though
-evidently almost spent, was coming across to the kitchen door with a
-directness that betokened familiarity. So Brooke returned to the side
-door and, opening it a crack, held it against the racking wind. As the
-gust swept through the house, Tatters, who had been lying in the hallway,
-arose, gave a growl, then a sniff, and, with his tail beginning to swing
-in a circle, nosed open the door, in spite of his mistress’s effort to
-stop him, and threw himself violently against the dripping figure coming
-up the cobbled path, who seemed to grapple with him.
-
-“Back, Tatters! come back!” called Brooke, letting go her hold of the
-door, which swung back with a clatter, as she clapped her hands to
-attract the dog’s attention.
-
-“Down, bad dog! Why, he will tear the woman to pieces. Quick! blow the
-horn for Adam; I never dreamed he could act so!” cried Mrs. Lawton.
-
-Brooke raised her hand to take the ram’s horn from its hook, still
-calling and whistling to the dog, whose actions seemed to be wholly
-unaccountable. As she looked, her hand dropped; the woman was hugging
-Tatters, not buffeting him, while at the same instant the wind gave her
-hat a final twist, breaking it from its moorings and carrying with it
-the short veil whose modish black dots clung soddenly, like concentrated
-tears, and the woman’s face was revealed.
-
-“It is Cousin Keith!” gasped Brooke, dashing into the rain to lend a
-helping hand, for the water-soaked skirts had finally wound themselves
-into a bandage around the poor woman’s legs and effectually prevented her
-from lifting her feet to the steps, upon which she sank, chancing into
-the biggest puddle she possibly could have chosen.
-
-Mrs. Lawton came to the door with hands extended, and a totally
-bewildered expression on her face, while the same ideas were crowding the
-brain of both mother and daughter. Had Keith West gone out of her mind,
-or had a letter telling of her coming miscarried, and was her plight
-wholly the result of not having been met and having miscalculated the
-strength of the storm? Probably by this time she was no longer Keith
-West, but Mrs. James White. If so, where was the First Cause? Had there
-been a railway accident, or had she been “abandoned at the altar,” as the
-newspapers put such matters?
-
-“No, not into the kitchen,” expostulated Miss Keith, as Brooke would have
-led in; “let me stand here and drip a bit—that is, unless you can set
-down the little starch tub for me to stand in,” she added, as a shiver
-went up her spine, making her teeth chatter.
-
-“Nonsense, water cannot hurt oil-cloth, and you must go close to the fire
-while I take off these sopping things at once,” said Brooke, decidedly,
-pushing Miss Keith resolutely over the threshold and closing the door,
-thinking, as she afterward said, that if she had a lunatic upon her
-hands, she must neither hesitate nor argue.
-
-Meanwhile the Cub had returned from the barn and, throwing open the door,
-came upon the apparition of his tall and somewhat angular kinswoman, who
-three months before had gone away in such brave array, being rapidly
-divested of her outer garments by his mother and sister. Her sandy hair,
-usually trigly coiled about her crown, had fallen down and stuck to her
-face in gluey strings, suggesting, to his boyish fancy, seaweed clinging
-to the figurehead of some shipwrecked vessel that at last view had swept
-proudly from port, all sails set.
-
-Giving vent to a long-drawn “wh-e-w,” the Cub began to laugh; it wasn’t
-nice of him, but the scene was irresistibly funny. Not a word was
-spoken, Miss Keith as yet offering no explanation whatever; and while
-she managed to keep her usual poise, erect as a ramrod, she only moved
-her legs and arms to release or put on garments as Brooke guided, like
-a marionette. His laugh died away unheeded, and it was not until he
-whispered “What’s up?” in a somewhat awe-struck tone in Brooke’s ear
-that either of the women noticed him; and then Miss Keith gave a shriek,
-and snatching one of the stockings that Brooke had but just succeeded
-in peeling off, wrapped it around her neck, while Brooke said over her
-shoulder, “We don’t exactly know, but won’t you _please_ go and stay
-with father and coax Tatters with you,” for the dog was not a respecter
-of clothes, and his joy at seeing his old friend was more emphatic than
-convenient.
-
-Seated in an arm-chair before the stove, enveloped in the Cub’s striped
-blanket wrapper, her hair pushed out of her eyes, and her slippered feet
-resting on the oven ledge, Miss Keith looked about the kitchen and then
-at Mrs. Lawton, who had quietly taken a seat beside her as if expectant
-of some new sort of outbreak, while Brooke went for a stimulant, and
-mixing some whiskey and water, held it to the thin, teetotal lips, that
-at first sipped dubiously and then quaffed eagerly, as she felt vitality
-returning in the wake of the draught.
-
-“Are you not better, and will you not tell us what has happened?” asked
-Mrs. Lawton, in the precise, deliberate staccato speech by which the
-calmest people often show that they are nervous.
-
-“Did you write us that you were coming? And why, pray, did you not take
-Bisbee’s hack from the station, instead of risking such a walk in a storm
-like this?”
-
-“Because I am a fool!” jerked Miss Keith; “I wanted to get here without
-being seen; I hoped you would let me hide for a few days until I could
-think out where to go and what to do! I came on the train as far as
-Stonebridge, and when I boarded the trolley it promised to clear off. If
-I’d taken Bisbee’s hack, the talk of me would have been all over town and
-into prayer-meetin’ to-night. This is Wednesday, isn’t it?”
-
-“No, Tuesday,” replied Brooke, soothingly, exchanging an anxious glance
-with her mother, which as much as said, “Yes, the poor soul is deranged,”
-while at the same time she was revolving in her mind how she could
-manage, without attracting attention, to send Adam for Dr. Love, a young
-physician of Dr. Russell’s recommending, who had lately established
-himself in Gilead, hitherto the people of the River Kingdom having been
-obliged to send either to Stonebridge or Gordon. Swift as the glance was,
-Miss Keith, who was rapidly recovering herself, caught it in passing and,
-moreover, read its full meaning.
-
-“I’m not crazy, nor coming down with typhoid, nor dying from justice!”
-she announced in a tone of suppressed excitement that was far from
-reassuring. “In that I have proved scripture (not that it needed
-proving), my visit of the last three months has been a success. Pride
-goeth before destruction and a haughty spirit before a fall. My pride is
-gone and I have fallen—”
-
-“Oh, Keith!” said Mrs. Lawton, faintly.
-
-“In spirit, from my high aspirations,” she continued, not heeding the
-interruption nor the sudden painful colour that suffused Mrs. Lawton’s
-face. “Also a fool and his money are soon parted, likewise my money and
-me. So I am, as I said before, a fool, but one who would like a few days
-to review her folly before the minister and the neighbours feel called
-upon to wrestle with her about it.”
-
-Light was beginning to dawn upon Mrs. Lawton and Brooke, though as yet
-the clouds were by no means lifted.
-
-“Would you not rather rest until after supper or have a night’s sleep
-before you pain yourself by telling us? We do not wish to force any
-confidence, only naturally we feared that you were ill. Your room, by
-chance, was aired to-day, and the bed-making is only a minute’s work,”
-said Mrs. Lawton, rising and laying her hand soothingly upon Keith’s
-shoulder, as a hint that she might perhaps like to retire, which would
-have been an unspeakable relief. Not she! Keith West’s nature, blended
-curiously as it was of Scotch and New England granite, was softest and
-most retiring in triumphant, happy moods, but in adversity, unsparing and
-unflinching.
-
-“What I have to tell won’t improve by keeping,” she said by way of
-answer. “To begin with, I ought to have known better, after all my
-farming experience, than to buy a pig in a poke, a cow over seven, or a
-horse without knowing its age, and expect a bargain.”
-
-“You seemed to be having a delightful time in Boston when you last
-wrote,” ventured Brooke, quietly, in an endeavour to hasten and focus the
-explanation, which, being epigrammatically expressed, acquired vagueness
-thereby.
-
-“Yes, I did at first, until I found out that my friend Mrs. Dow was
-charging her car fare up to me when she took me about, and that her
-company, with which the house was so full that I had to take a third
-story back, were boarders, and I was charged double rates because I’d
-only come for what she called the ‘cream of the season.’ I didn’t find
-all this out until the first month’s payday, and then I overlooked
-it because I know learned men never get big salaries and I felt for
-Judith’s pride. The next shock was that Mr. Dow, who I supposed was at
-the very least a professor or something in the museum and, as they say,
-‘counted an honourable position above high pay,’ was only the janitor!
-One day when I was out alone I called on him, and the door man said the
-only person of that name about the place was tending the furnace in
-the cellar. As I stood on the sidewalk, hesitating, wondering if I had
-mistaken the place, up popped Dow’s head through the coal-hole!
-
-“Why hadn’t I guessed it before? I don’t know why, except that you don’t
-judge a man by his looks or his clothes in Boston, only by his language,
-and Mr. Dow certainly had a choice and entertaining flow. I meant to
-speak of it to Judith, but I let that pass by too. Thinking of being
-married so soon myself made me feel sympathy for a woman who wanted
-the man of her choice to appear to advantage. All the same I felt like
-shortening my stay as much as possible, and I wrote to James White to
-that effect, he replying by return mail. He said that only one thing
-stood in the way of his coming on the first of April, instead of waiting
-until May; a small mortgage of three thousand dollars was due on the
-farm, so that he must wait and arrange for it, as he wished to use the
-money he had in hand for our journey and improving the place to suit me.
-He hinted that money cost more out in Wisconsin than it does East, but he
-guessed that he’d have no difficulty in renewing the mortgage at ten per
-cent.”
-
-Here Miss Keith paused for breath, clenched her hands, and set her
-teeth, as if taking a fresh grip on herself before she continued the
-confession. The expression on her face was that of a martyr, not only
-refusing to recant, but rather insisting upon punishment. This time,
-however, there was a third auditor, the Cub, who was standing in the
-hallway, concealed by the door niche, his rather small, deep-set, gray
-eyes fairly sparkling with mischief.
-
-“As I said before, a fool and his money are soon parted, and here is
-where I parted from mine. I don’t excuse myself and say that I was
-overpersuaded, for I wasn’t—I was hallucinated and avaricious all in one.
-My twenty years’ savings, four thousand dollars, only drew four per cent
-in the savings-banks where I’d put it. If I took up that mortgage at
-seven even, I should really be owning my own home, favouring my husband,
-and being well paid for so doing, besides having something left over, for
-even then a long experience in peddling eggs had learned me not to put
-them all in one basket.
-
-“So I wrote James White, and after a little of what seemed natural
-hesitation, he took my offer, told me how to forward the money, and said
-he’d bring the mortgage on with him, as it would be safer than in the
-mails. Also that he would be on in ten days and bring his youngest girl
-with him, as she was piney and he wanted her to see a Boston doctor, and
-she’d be company for me if I felt strange in going back. He did write
-real considerate,” and Miss Keith paused a moment, as if she could not
-yet wholly forget her hopes.
-
-“I lived well at Judith Dow’s those last ten days,—ice-cream every night
-and as much real clear coffee as I could drink; and Mr. Dow brought home
-three reserved-seat tickets to a Boston Symphony concert, but there was a
-blizzard that night and the electrics got fouled, so we didn’t get there,
-which was probably lucky, as I now firmly believe he found the tickets in
-the street, or else in the museum, and the owner might have faced us down.
-
-“Judith helped me with my shopping, and I was ready even to my bonnet
-(yes, that very one lying annihilated over there) the last week of March.
-James wrote that he would be on by the first week of April, and he was,
-the first _day_, as it chanced. It was just before supper that night when
-Judith came running up all those three flights of stairs and only had
-strength left to say ‘they’ve come,’ and ask me wouldn’t I rather meet
-James alone before they all came in to tea, adding that her little niece
-was very weary and so she had gone to bed. I thought Judith looked rather
-queer and pale, but I laid it to the stairs and a weak heart, and having
-my new blue waist on, I went straight down.
-
-“Judith opened the door of the parlour to let me pass, but as there was
-nobody in it but a lean old man with a loose, close-shaven upper lip and
-chin whiskers, I backed out again, thinkin’ she’d made a mistake, and
-James was in the livin’ room where we ate; but she held the door, and I
-said, thinking she didn’t notice, ‘Mr. White isn’t here!’
-
-“‘Yes, he is,’ said she; ‘James, this is Keith West, your affianced!’
-
-“‘You’re not James White!’ I said, getting as cold as clams, ‘I have his
-picture; he is dark, and stout, and personable, with a heavy beard, and
-but a little turned of fifty!’
-
-“‘So I was, twenty years ago, when that picture was took,’ said the
-horrid old man, grinning and wobbling his chin as he came forward, and
-before I knew what he was doing he put his arm around my waist.
-
-“‘How dared you both lie to me so!’ I cried, turning to Judith.
-
-“‘I didn’t send you any picture; it was sister,’ said he.
-
-“‘I didn’t lie—you deceived yourself, you never asked when the picture
-was taken! You are fifty and he was a grown man when you were in the
-primary,’ said Judith, sharp as a knife. And when I came to think of it I
-never had thought of this, or worked out his age.
-
-“‘Give me back my money and I’ll leave this house to-night!’ I said, but
-even then Judith persuaded me to sleep over it and that things might look
-differently in the morning.
-
-“They did—only worse—for that night one of the oldest boarders, a third
-cousin of theirs, crept in and told me that James White was already four
-times a widower, his farm being in a feverish sort of country, and that
-the girl—belonging to his second wife—who had come with him was really
-twenty, though she had never grown since she was ten, and had epileptic
-fits.
-
-“I never slept a wink, but packed my trunks and slipped out for an
-expressman as soon as it was light, and moved to a woman’s temperance
-hotel that I had noticed not many blocks away.
-
-“James White and his sister followed me hot-foot after breakfast, and
-words passed on both sides, Judith doing more talking than her brother,
-who it then seemed to me was somewhat lacking and wouldn’t have fought
-back without being egged on.
-
-“I said that I would sue for my money, and she said that he would sue
-me for breach of promise, which he had in writing and signed plainly! I
-stayed at that hotel until yesterday, wrestling with my pride, and then
-I grew so homesick, the money I’d taken dwindled, and you know, Brooke,
-you said that you’d be glad to see me if I ever came back, and so here
-I am. I’ll work my board out, if you’ll let me, until I can look about
-and perhaps rent a little place and go to raise chickens—if only you’ll
-forget all that I’ve told and not repeat it except to Dr. Russell. Just
-say I’ve changed my mind, for if Enoch Fenton got hold of this there’d
-be no rest for me short of Middletown Asylum,” and Keith, relaxing at
-last, began to sob just as she had the day that she had answered James
-White’s first letter, using Tatters’ head (he had stolen in again) for a
-pillow.
-
-Both Brooke and Mrs. Lawton, remembering her kindly welcome home in their
-trouble, said all in their power to reassure her, and the younger woman
-gave her a rapid sketch of her new business plans, saying that if her
-hopes were realized fair pay would also be a part of the coöperative
-living. Something else she was about to add, for with all her sentiment
-Brooke was far-sighted, but her inborn delicacy stopped her, for the idea
-seemed harsh and brutal when put in words.
-
-But the third listener read his sister’s thoughts and did not hesitate.
-Striding into the room, he stood before his astounded kinswoman, towering
-above her, and said, with an apparently genial smile and hands in
-pockets: “I’ll make a bargain with you, Cousin Keith, fair and square
-over the right. I’ll forget all about your trip to Boston, and help you
-do the same, _unless_ you forget that sister is mistress here, that
-I’m her backer, and mother the dowager duchess! In which case I shall
-_remember_, and with _trimmings_!” And strange to say, the boy’s unasked
-championship was possibly the only thing that could have clarified the
-situation and made the coöperative household a possibility without
-embarrassment or bitter feeling.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV
-
-THE MASQUE OF SPRING
-
-
-The new dweller in the country longs for the coming of May as the only
-truly gracious month of the New England spring. In a few seasons,
-however, he learns to regret April, for when that month has gone, and the
-curtain fairly rises on the Masque of Spring, while it seems as if the
-orchestra is but playing the overture, and while yet he is watching the
-drapery curtain of leafage unfold, the throng on foot and wing pass by,
-all madly whirling to the pipe of Pan as they follow the voice of the
-ages that guides them to their breeding haunts, lo and behold! spring
-promise has merged in the summer of fulfilment.
-
-It was Brooke’s first knowledge of the coming of spring in wild nature.
-Spring in New York means a certain lassitude and enervation—the sun
-withers and the river winds chill alternately with exasperating
-inconsistency. The planted tulips put up their decorous heads in the
-parks at a certain date, much as the women in the streets don their
-flowery spring head-gear,—both are pleasing to the eye, yet there is
-nothing spontaneous or unexpected about either; while to come suddenly
-upon a mat of arbutus or catch the silvery gleam of a mass of bloodroot
-transfiguring the silence of the woodland, where the leaves of a dozen
-winters, graduating to leaf mould, muffle the tread, is an event. So
-every night Brooke longed for the next morning and its surprises, and
-every morning she was eager for sunset and the night voices. Not that
-she wished time away,—far from it,—but to her its passing also meant
-progress, the nearing a certain goal.
-
-Sometimes it seemed to her that in a previous existence she had lived the
-life of the River Kingdom; perhaps it was the heredity moulded beside
-the Highland torrents that sang to her in the voice of the Moosatuk. On
-this last day of April, as she stood at the edge of the pasture, with
-wands of delicate cherry bloom waving softly between her and the river,
-like heralds ushering one into the presence of a monarch, the words from
-the song of the migrant bird, “Out of the South,” came to her lips, and
-she chanted them softly, watching the old horse holding a nose-to-nose
-conversation with a neighbour in the next field:—
-
- “I have sought
- In far wild groves below the tropic line
- To leave old memories of this land of mine.
- I have fought
- This vague mysterious power that flings me forth
- Into the north.
- But all in vain, when flutes of April blow,
- The immemorial longing lures me, and I go!”
-
-Then, abandoning for the time the fight against the lure of a voice
-beyond her ken and a memory in which sweetness and pain were inextricably
-blended, she gave herself wholly up to the spell of the present.
-
-Another happening that day lent wings to her spirit, though the thing
-was both practical and humble. Bisbee, the stableman, upon the strength
-of having seen the Sign of the Fox when it was at the blacksmith’s being
-framed in iron (for the rings had not held), ordered a sign for his newly
-completed stable, offering the generous price (to him) of twenty-five
-dollars for it, he to furnish the wood.
-
-“There’s a regular horse painter over in Gordon will do me a race-horse
-in a sulky, driver included, for fifteen,” said Bisbee, a big, jolly,
-liberal man, whose rosy cheeks plainly told that they were not made in
-New England; “but he’s done that same one fer everybody within ten miles.
-Besides, what sense in a race-horse sign fer a family stable, say I? Give
-me something safe and assuring, yet not too safe!”
-
-So Brooke had eagerly accepted the commission, for with the return
-of Keith West, two or three hours a day for work had become a joyful
-possibility, and she conceived the idea of painting the heads of two
-horses upon the sign-board he had sent up. One must represent a staid
-family horse, and the other a more speedy roadster, and as she looked
-across the pasture, the natural position of the two gossips by the stone
-fence gave her the motive in a flash. If she only had the board there,
-she might sketch in the grouping at once, she thought, and the light also
-was exactly as she would wish it. The sign was in the barn, but it was
-too heavy for her to carry, and Adam had gone up to Windy Hill for the
-day, to do double work, as Robert Stead was expecting Dr. Russell to go
-on their annual trouting excursion to Stony Guzzle the next day. Well,
-there was no help for it, but still Brooke gazed about as if expecting
-help would fall from the skies or spring Jack-in-a-box fashion from the
-ground. It was the latter that happened, for at that moment the head of
-the farmer-on-shares appeared above the fence of the potato field, where
-he had just completed his task of planting, and was about to follow along
-the little brook to the road.
-
-As Brooke hesitated to ask him to do an errand that certainly had nothing
-to do with farming, he paused involuntarily. Meanwhile Brooke thought, “I
-can surely ask it as a courtesy such as any man would do me,” and said,
-“Good morning, Mr. Maarten” (she did not call him by his Christian name
-as she would have one distinctly in service, for instinct hinted to her
-that he might have been driven to his present vocation by hard luck),
-“would you do me a favour?”
-
-Instantly the tools and potato bag were dropped, but he did not take the
-advantage of coming nearer, as he might easily have done.
-
-Then Brooke explained her need in the frank way she had of taking people
-into her confidence, yet without gush or familiarity, that had always
-been one of her charms; and Maarten hastened to the barn while she went
-to the house for her chalk and sketching stool.
-
-In an hour, after several false starts, Brooke had compassed the grouping
-and outline, though there was one curve in the neck of the young horse
-that displeased her. Hearing the pieman’s whistle out on the road, and
-remembering that this was the day when she was to accompany him on his
-route to “Sister-in-law Sairy Ann’s,” and knowing that Maarten would
-naturally have gone home to his dinner,—for he never brought it in a
-pail like other labourers, her informant being Enoch Fenton, who said he
-table-boarded at the best place in Gilead, and paid six dollars a week,
-and most likely had a big head,—she was demurring as to how she should
-get the sign back, for to leave it might tempt the cows to lick the chalk
-off. At this point she became conscious, through one of those swift half
-glances that tell so many tales, that Maarten was waiting a little
-beyond, and not only waiting, but watching her eagerly. Therefore, taking
-advantage of the circumstance, she laughingly apologized for asking
-two favours in one day, but would he carry the sign back to the little
-harness room, long disused, with a door of its own on the pasture side of
-the barn, where the sign could be kept free from hay dust?—adding, half
-aloud, as she took a final look at her work, “There is something wrong
-about the line of old Billy’s neck; it could not possibly twist like
-that.”
-
-Point of view frequently has as much to do with our estimate of a thing
-as the value of the thing itself. Therefore Brooke’s progress of fifteen
-miles through the hill country in the pieman’s wagon brought her in
-touch with an entirely different side of the world of the woods than if
-she had driven over the same way with a party of guests who chattered
-inconsequently, or gone on horseback in the company of Stead, as she had
-done once or twice lately, for even the mild-mannered old horse required
-guiding and attention that banished the spirit of revery.
-
-The pieman had covered his wares carefully, and rolled up the curtains
-all around, while the horse, dragging the loaded cart, proceeded perforce
-at a walk, so that Brooke, seated on a low chair, travelled with all the
-leisurely ease of an old-time queen in a palanquin. This pace brought
-her close to every feature of the Masque of Spring, face to face with the
-reality of it, and she could anticipate, and then realize, every detail
-in its fulness.
-
-Her charioteer also was as much a child of nature and a part of it all as
-the big gray squirrels that raced along the fence-tops, while his simple
-and positive faith in the goodness of all created things, and his intense
-love and kinship with the wild brotherhood, opened a new world to Brooke,
-banishing for the time all care and responsibility and replacing it with
-the wholesome pleasure of the hour, born of the pure joy of mere living.
-When one has known trouble, and then felt this touch of peace, is it not
-the new Revelation of God, fitted to meet the needs and greeds of to-day,
-even as nineteen centuries ago the single-hearted Messenger brought his
-spiritual message to the material Oriental world?
-
-They would travel a mile, perhaps, in entire silence, the pieman merely
-pulling up now and then, and pointing with his whip to a warm spot,
-where a group of silver-green ferns slowly unfolded and stretched their
-winter-cramped paws, or else, with finger raised, caution silence
-while the song of some elusive bird thrilled the air,—“Whitethroat,”
-“Fox-sparrow,” or “Oven-bird,” being his only words. Then a settlement
-of half a dozen houses, and a period of bustle, barter, and exchange of
-news would interrupt, and so on until, as the “peepers” began to tune up,
-and the sun called the warmth of the day swiftly after him, they turned
-into Sairy Ann’s yard.
-
-After a keenly relished supper, Brooke and her guide stole out to the
-edge of a strip of woods that separated some grass meadows from a
-brawling trout stream running its downhill course a dozen miles before
-the Moosatuk received it. There, seated on a log, they waited as the
-twilight began to cast its mysterious spell. Presently a strange cry
-sounded through the gloom, was repeated, and echoed by others a second
-and a third time. Next a rush of wings, as if a bird was flung suddenly
-into the air, opening its wings at the same time. A sharp whirring sound
-followed, increasing as the wings that made it vanished skyward. Bending
-forward to watch the wonderful flight, until eye could not see it, in a
-moment Brooke was startled by the falling as of a bolt from the clouds
-close beside her, followed by a sweet musical whistle.
-
-“First one’s down again,—see, he’s doin’ it over!” said the pieman, and
-the call and lunge were repeated as before. But this time the girl’s
-eye did not follow; the wonder and rush of it all was thrilling her
-from head to foot. She had seen the sky-dance of the woodcock, the free
-Walpurgis night’s festival of the American river woods, with wild flowers
-for bracken and hemlock boughs for witches’ brooms. Once more her toes
-tingled, music rang in her ears, sorrow and love both slipped away,
-and she was again the little girl playing at gypsy queen in her River
-Kingdom. That night Brooke slept deeply, but it was the sleep of dreams
-that comes from being drowned in a “best room” feather-bed for the first
-time, an experience both fearful and wonderful.
-
-Instead of starting on his return trip at seven the next morning, as
-usual, the pieman’s advice was asked by his widowed relative concerning
-the buying of a cow, which was to be sold at auction that morning in the
-next village. For this one day at least Brooke was in no haste, and as
-the auction began at nine o’clock and was two miles distant, the pieman
-suggested that she might like to spend the time in the woods that they
-had skirted the previous night, and walk along the stream. Then, when she
-had gone as far as she chose, all she had to do was to follow the brook
-north again without fear of going astray, while by way of a lunch Sairy
-Ann gave her half a dozen mellow russet apples, the storing and keeping
-of which, in prime condition, well into the summer was a matter of great
-pride.
-
-Nothing could have suited Brooke better than these few hours of perfect
-liberty,—she was responsible for nothing about her, not even for her
-presence there. The widow’s hens were cackling vigorously, and she
-laughed as she realized that, whether they broke their eggs or stole
-their nests, it was a matter of indifference to her. The revulsion from
-the tense responsibility of the past three months flew to her head like
-the subtle May wine of the Old World, her heart beat fast, she stretched
-her limbs, and then began to thread the woods toward the stream in a
-delicious waking dream.
-
-Being guided by sound, she stood looking at the bits of drift that
-swirled by, the water drawing her eyes and holding them as a mirror does
-those who are near it.
-
-In a few moments she noticed that, while there was a distinctly marked
-path among the rocks and stones along her side of the watercourse, the
-opposite bank was heavily brushed and almost impenetrable, while the
-sunlight came filtering through and danced upon the water in a way that
-entranced the artist in her. Choosing a mossy stump, and being thirsty,
-for the first thirst of spring is more keen than any that follows, she
-seated herself, buried her shoe tips in the deep moss, and taking an
-apple from her pocket bit into it deliberately, critically watching the
-juice ooze from the wound her teeth had made. As she munched, gazing at
-the sunbeams chasing the shadows over the water, she was startled by a
-ringing sound, as of metal striking stone. It was repeated several times
-before she located its direction, and as she did so, saw that the noise
-was made by the shoes of a horse, who was coming downstream, browsing
-along the foot-path, in the line of which she was seated.
-
-A second glance showed her that it was Manfred, Stead’s horse, with
-bridle fastened loosely to the saddle, while a fishing basket attached to
-one side easily explained his presence. Seeing Brooke, he came quickly
-toward her with a friendly whinny and nosed the apple. Almost at the
-same time Robert Stead himself, in the water to the knees, slowly wading
-the somewhat treacherous shallows, and whipping the stream as he came,
-appeared from under the arch of overhanging hemlocks.
-
-For a moment he did not seem to believe the sight of his own eyes,
-and then, rapidly reeling in his line, he looked out for the nearest
-landing spot and stood before Brooke, with an expression that might
-be interpreted either as one of surprise or resentment at having his
-sport thus interrupted. But then he had acquired a stern expression by
-practice. Brooke had often before thought he wore it as a mask, and his
-words were not angry, but almost playful.
-
-“Eve, the apple, and a bit of Eden! But how did you come here and what
-are you doing?”
-
-“_Not_ Eve, because, as you will observe, I am not going to offer my
-apple to the only man in sight, but share it with a good sensible horse,
-who will not tell tales. I came up to the farm last night with Mr.
-Banks, the pieman, to see the woodcock dance, and I’m waiting here while
-he buys a cow for Sister-in-law Sairy Ann. As to what I am doing, I _was_
-eating an apple, but Manfred interrupted me; and now I’m going to begin
-another, and I’m very sorry that your simile prevents my offering one to
-you,—for they’re good,” and Brooke took a bite from a particularly fine
-specimen, a mischievous glance following her words.
-
-Stead tethered the horse a few yards away and, coming back, threw
-himself down on the clean hemlock needles beside her. He felt suddenly
-relaxed, tired he would have called it, as if rigidity and strength had
-mysteriously left him.
-
-“And you?” continued Brooke, “I see of course that you are fishing, by
-the two small trout in the basket; but how do you come to be so far away
-from home at eight in the morning, when Adam said that Dr. Russell was to
-visit you to-day?”
-
-“Because Dr. Russell came on the mail train last night and is now
-whipping the west branch of the stream; in this narrow cut we interfered,
-and we shall meet a mile below at Stony Guzzle in the course of an hour.”
-
-“Then you had better take to the water again, for I heard them saying
-last night that this stream takes two steps sideways for every one it
-goes forward, and that gives you a three-mile walk plus fishing!” said
-Brooke, with a perfectly frank unconcern that piqued the man to natural
-contradiction.
-
-“Thank you for your prudent advice, but I would rather sit here, for once
-simply because I wish to, and trust to Manfred’s hoofs for catching up
-with the doctor!”
-
-“Do you not always do what you wish?” asked Brooke, surprised at his
-changing mood, and feeling her way.
-
-“Do you suppose that I can wish to lead the idle sort of life I do?” he
-asked quickly, looking up at her to compel a direct answer. “It is only
-because I have not a motive strong enough to make me break away, and
-desire of action is dead; but is that doing as one wishes?”
-
-“Oh, I thought you loved it here at Gilead, and could not be happy out
-of sight of the river—I—at least that is—what I made of what Dr. Russell
-said,” stammered the girl, astonished at his vehemence in contrast to his
-usual deliberation.
-
-“I do not know what he has said,—nothing unkind, that I warrant; but he
-does not know—no one does. Listen, Brooke, for I am minded to do what I
-have never done before—put my burden on some one else by sharing it, and
-tell you the real reason why I am as I am, which has never before passed
-my lips in words. No, you must be patient and listen,” he said, for
-Brooke had made a sudden movement as if to rise. Stead did not realize
-that he was perhaps spoiling the girl’s holiday; self-centred he was,
-at base an egotist, though an unconscious one; and to the fact that he
-regarded everything at the point where it touched himself could be laid
-the pith of all his unhappiness.
-
-“Why do I tell you? I do not know, except that in all these years
-since, you are the first woman I have met whom I think would understand
-and who is also young enough to have mercy, and it is a matter for
-woman’s judgment. Yesterday a letter came to me from an old friend in
-my profession, asking me to overlook a bit of bridge work for him for a
-month or so in early summer, while he takes some needed rest. At the end
-he tells me of his plans for work, urges me to join him, and gives me
-what he words as ‘a last call back to life.’ All this has stirred up the
-sources of a stream I thought long dry; instead of putting it away, as I
-once did, as something done and gone, it tempts me, and I am strangely
-all at sea. I feel as if I only need some one in whose sincerity I could
-believe to say, ‘Go back to work,’ and I should go.”
-
-“And leave the River Kingdom?” asked Brooke, looking up in alarm, her
-first thought, it must be said, being of the Cub’s schooling. “We should
-miss you so.”
-
-Stead’s eye brightened, and taking her hand that was not busy with the
-apple and rested on the stump, he held it between his own. He himself
-did not analyze his motive, simply it gave him comfort and secured her
-attention. Then he said earnestly, solemnly it seemed to the girl, from
-whose eyes the merry banter of a few minutes before had passed, “Listen,
-Brooke, brave woman, who is fighting out her own problems to the shame of
-others such as I.
-
-“When I was turning thirty and engineering a railway through a mountain
-region of the south, I met and loved a woman as heartily as a man may,
-but the passion seemed one-sided. She had given me a final answer, and I
-was preparing to go away, as gossips whispered there was ‘some one else,’
-when the next day she recalled the no and made it yes.
-
-“I was almost beside myself with surprise and joy, and after a brief
-month we were married, for my work was ended and I was going North. For
-ten years we led a charmed sort of life, a little girl soon coming to
-share it with us. We three, with José always as attendant, travelled
-wherever my work lay, sometimes living in houses, sometimes in tents,
-but always happy. Then the first grief came to me (it is nearly twelve
-years since)—my little Helen died, down near Oaklands, where we were
-summering. The illness came like a shot in the dark, without warning, and
-Dr. Russell, whom I then met for the first time, was powerless.
-
-“After this my wife began to droop and grew sadder day by day. This was
-natural except for the fact that she sought to be alone and avoided me,
-until one day in a fit of bitter melancholy she told me the secret that
-had lain between us like a sword all through those married years.
-
-“When I had first met her she had a lover, a wild, hot-blooded, handsome
-fellow of the south mining country,—for him she refused me! At the same
-time, unknown to her, he had committed a crime and the law was on his
-track. He took refuge, as they thought he would, in her vicinity, and she
-was watched to see if she would take him food or shelter him. To foil
-them she betrothed herself to me, and thus disarmed, the watchers left,
-and her lover escaped scot free.”
-
-“But why didn’t she go too, or follow him?” interrupted Brooke.
-
-“Because what she called her sense of honour forbade her, and she never
-meant that I should know,—she was willing to pay the price of the scamp’s
-life with her peace of mind.”
-
-“How she must have loved him!” said Brooke, tears trembling in her voice;
-“I don’t see how she could have lived it down. To save the man you love
-by marrying another, even if it was the only way—oh, I am not brave
-enough to do such a thing, and so I must not judge her!”
-
-For a moment a startled expression crossed Stead’s face, as if this side
-of the matter had never occurred to him; but again self conquered.
-
-“Do you wonder that I cannot forget, and that nothing seems worth while
-when I know that in those years of seeming happiness I was the companion
-of a woman whose heart was never mine; who played her part to me, until
-the child’s death broke the capacity? Whom can I trust after that?”
-
-“I do not think you could have really loved her as you thought,” said
-Brooke, looking at him simply with deep, quiet conviction in her voice,
-“for if you had you would have at least understood her. And at the worst
-I should think you would have flown to work instead of away from it.”
-
-“It may be that you are right,” Stead said, after a long pause, in which
-the thoughts of both travelled far, but in different directions; “I have
-a mind to try, but I shall never go away permanently from the River
-Kingdom. Child, child! how strange it is that your words should have been
-so long on my lips before ever I met you! Will you wish me luck for a
-motive, if I go in June?”
-
-“Yes,” answered Brooke, wondering about the time of day, for the shadows
-had shifted greatly.
-
-“And be glad to see me when I return?”
-
-“Of course,” said Brooke, frankly; then, as other words struggled on
-Stead’s lips, blocking each other by haste, the pieman’s bell warned her
-that he had returned and was ready to start. Giving the last apple to
-Manfred, she freed her hand, stretching it vigorously, for it was almost
-numb, sent a hasty message to Dr. Russell, and fled out into the open.
-
-Robert Stead waited motionless for several minutes, looking after her;
-then, shaking himself as a horse does after a period of standing, he led
-Manfred to the wood road below, and prepared to make up for lost time.
-Yet for some strange reason he did not give the girl’s message to Dr.
-Russell, neither did he vouchsafe any explanation of the fact of there
-being only two trout in his basket, or prate about “fisherman’s luck”
-when the enthusiastic doctor showed ten beauties bedded in wet moss.
-
-There was enough light left on Brooke’s return for a survey of house,
-garden, and barns. It is strange when one goes away but seldom, that to
-find everything in place on the return and people doing as usual comes as
-a certain surprise. She opened the door of the old harness room to peep
-at her sketch of the horses. After a careful survey, she said to herself,
-“It is certainly true that one cannot judge work justly at the time it is
-done. Yesterday the neck of the young horse seemed all awry, but to-day
-it has exactly the toss and turn I was striving for.”
-
-As she closed the door she glanced down over the fields, but neither man
-nor horse was there, only a convocation of crows sitting on the fence.
-The pieman would doubtless have maintained that they were discussing
-among themselves the probable location of this season’s corn-fields.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI
-
-THE WAY THE WIND BLEW
-
-
-However anxious the wife of Senator Parks had been to impress herself
-upon New York society, she experienced a delightful sense of relief
-when the winter of her novitiate was ended. Furling her banners of
-tactful triumph, she left town immediately after Easter, thereby doing
-the correct thing and following her own mood, a combination of rare
-accomplishment.
-
-Many times during the season she had thought of the Lawtons and missed
-Brooke sorely from the circle of bright young women in their “third and
-fourth winters,” whom she had the good sense as well as the attraction
-to draw about her; but the swirl of the pool had been so insistent that
-she had done little more than to send Brooke one or two cordial, if
-inconsiderate, notes of invitation to visit her, which of course had not
-been accepted.
-
-Now that she had moved to the famous Smythers place at Gordon, and
-found her early passion for outdoor life and her developed taste for
-luxury at once sufficiently satisfied by its beauty and stimulated by
-its possibilities, she desired the companionship of some one of taste,
-a friend and not a timeserver, with whom she could discuss her plans.
-Immediately her mind reverted to Brooke Lawton, and knowing from Lucy
-Dean that Gilead was within driving distance from Gordon, she set out
-in her victoria one exquisite afternoon toward the end of May to locate
-Brooke. Visiting Mrs. Parks was an elderly New York matron, Mrs. Van
-Kleek, of particular social importance, who was anxious to run over to
-her own cottage, recently built in Stonebridge and not yet open for the
-season, in consequence of which this drive, having a double mission,
-began immediately after luncheon.
-
-Both coachman and footman, being new importations to the hill country,
-knew even less about the upper and lower turnpike and maze of cross-roads
-than did their employer, who had a general idea of the region. It seemed
-an easy matter to keep the river in sight, and yet the constant desire
-of the ladies to follow up each pretty lane, with its delicate fringe
-of wild flowers or drapery of catkins, kept luring them away from it at
-right angles; so that five o’clock in the afternoon found the sweating
-horses, as yet unused to anything longer than the drive through the park
-to Claremont and return, toiling wearily uphill on the upper pike just
-above Gilead, facing the way in which they desired not to go, but had
-accomplished by looping about in a figure eight.
-
-The coachman was growing momentarily more anxious lest the horses should
-break down; the footman was bored and cramped with long sitting; both
-ladies were weary, quite talked out, and longing for their afternoon tea;
-while Mrs. Parks was also exasperated at the failure of the excursion.
-
-“Stop a moment, Benson, and let Johnson ask that man in the field yonder
-if we are on the right road to Stonebridge, and if there is any place
-near where we can rest,” she said finally. Benson pulled up as well as
-he could on the incline; Johnson dismounted and interviewed the farmer
-and, returning with a disgusted expression, said, “Stonebridge is six
-miles downhill, the way we’ve come up, mum, and if you please Gilead is
-that village a mile and a half back, mum, we passed a bit ago. This ’ere
-is the hupper road, the one in the dip below follows the river easy from
-Gordon to Stonebridge, and he says we’d best get on that.”
-
-Mrs. Parks demurred a moment, and while she did so Benson, whose word was
-law in all matters concerning the Parkses’ horseflesh, turned on the box
-and, touching his hat, said in a tone that was not to be contradicted,
-“Mrs. Parks, mum, we must keep on the way we are going, facin’ with the
-wind until we can get to a flat spot where I can blanket my horses and
-rest them a bit. I’d not take the risk of turning them against that chill
-river breeze in their present sweat.”
-
-Both ladies understood stable ethics, and the moods of husbands when
-these same are disregarded, too well to object, and so a drive that
-would not have been abandoned for anything else was reversed by the mere
-blowing of the wind.
-
-Reaching the beginning of the plateau by the West homestead, Benson had
-the tact to choose a spot for blanketing the horses where the cross-road
-opened Brooke’s favourite river vista to the ladies in the carriage.
-
-“How beautiful!” mumbled Mrs. Van Kleek, drowsily, her dry tongue
-cleaving to the roof of her mouth.
-
-“It would be if we could only have our tea,” sighed Mrs. Parks. “I
-declare I must have an outfit of some kind adjusted to this carriage, for
-I’m devoted to driving, and every one says that it is the great feature
-of this hill country, and of course there isn’t a place around here where
-they know what tea is.”
-
-Johnson, who had been reconnoitring with an eye to a well, returned at
-that moment. “Hup yonder, mum, there’s a neat house, mum, and a sign of
-a fox hangs by the gate, mum, quite like the old country, only it says
-‘TEA’ instead of hale, mum.”
-
-“Tea on a sign-board here in the backwoods! Lead the horses a little
-farther up, Benson, and Johnson, do you go in and ask what we can
-have,”—turning to Mrs. Van Kleek, “I don’t suppose the tea will be any
-good, herbs or old hay, but at least it will be wet, and perhaps hot,
-and I’m beginning to feel the evening chill in the wind. I wonder why no
-one has the sense to have a good tea place hereabouts, like the English
-tea-gardens, where they would put up sandwiches for fishing and touring
-parties and all that. They could make a fortune in the season, I’m sure.”
-
-“Here’s the bill of fare, mum,” said Johnson, returning and presenting
-the card; “a most genteel place, mum, though they’ve no license for
-spirits. Everything made fresh to order, mum, and in fifteen minutes.
-Besides what’s there, mum, there’s ginger hale and club sody, and will
-you ’ave it ’ere or go on the porch, mum?”
-
-“Mrs. Van Kleek, will you look at this!” ejaculated Mrs. Parks, laying
-the card upon that lady’s lap as if she had suddenly been presented with
-a patent of nobility.
-
-“Printing, get-up, prices, quite like Tokay’s! We will decide quickly,
-lest the thing prove an illusion and vanish as we near it, Cheshire-cat
-fashion. Johnson, we will have a pot of tea for two, with cream, and
-half—no, a dozen lettuce and chicken sandwiches, served out here. Also
-you may get ginger ale and cheese sandwiches for Benson and yourself,”
-for Mrs. Parks owed much of her social success, as well as happiness in
-life, to the fact that she recognized the equal primal necessities of
-all classes, and she argued that if Mrs. Van Kleek and herself, seated at
-ease in the carriage, were thirsty beyond endurance, Benson and Johnson
-on the box must be doubly so.
-
-In due course the man returned, and turning up the flap seat in front of
-the ladies, placed the tray, with its dainty array, upon it.
-
-“Damask napkins, instead of paper!” gasped Mrs. Van Kleek.
-
-“Real cream!” said Mrs. Parks, “and domino sugar!”
-
-“English breakfast tea, smell the aroma! a pot with an inside strainer,
-and porcelain cups and saucers!” continued Mrs. Van Kleek, proceeding
-to pour the tea, after which the remarks of the two women turned into a
-veritable patter song of praise, punctuated by sipping and munching.
-
-“Really, this is most extraordinary! I wish I could tell of what those
-plates remind me; I seem to have seen the pattern before. Ferns, and no
-two bits quite alike,—it’s not at all like the usual commercial china,”
-said Mrs. Van Kleek, sinking comfortably back among the cushions, after
-finishing two cups of tea, together with five of the delicate sandwiches,
-and still looking meditatively at the sixth, murmuring, “Tokay could not
-outdo this, they are of the best—and the tea—simply unique!”
-
-“Johnson,” called Mrs. Parks, for the two men were eagerly regaling
-themselves at a respectful distance, “take back the tray and see if they
-can change this bill—and Johnson, was there a waiter or any one there who
-should have a tip?”
-
-“I should jedge, mum, there was one elderish party who should; she
-was rather snappy, mum, and charged me not to break the ware; but the
-others are gentlefolks, mum, quite through, and said as of course I’d be
-careful, which of a certain I would, mum, and me bein’ in service, mum,
-where I’d always known real china from Liverpool, and plate from pewter,
-which they ’ad the eye to see, mum,” and Johnson walked off, bearing the
-tray as carefully as if it held family plate.
-
-“Wait a minute,” Mrs. Parks called after him; “ask if they can put me
-up fifty sandwiches, some of each kind, for ten o’clock to-morrow, and
-pack them in a box, and if they know where a family named Lawton live
-hereabouts,—the Adam Lawtons.” Then to Mrs. Van Kleek, “The Senator is
-going to take those four old California chums of his, that come to-night,
-trout fishing somewhere up this way to-morrow, to a place called Muzzle
-Guzzle, or some such name. I wished to send a nice luncheon out in the
-bus with the camping stove and the under cook to have it hot for them,
-but no, the Senator has ordered sandwiches—plenty of sandwiches, with
-Scotch and soda. They are to be driven only to the foot of the hills,
-and then walk for the rest of the day. He says they want to forget who
-and where they are for once,—be boys and all that sort of thing, you
-know,—so if I could get the soda and sandwiches here it would be quite
-delightful.
-
-“How long he stays! I believe I will go in myself and see to the matter,
-for my curiosity is quite piqued. Will you come? No—very well, I’ll not
-be gone a moment,” and Mrs. Parks, her delicate robes trailing behind
-her, crossed the dandelion-studded sward toward the house, with a swish
-and swirl of skirts, and a step as elastic as that of a young girl.
-Laugh, as has been the foolish fashion, at those women who come out of
-the West to receive the chill of eastern polish; yet they bring us a
-better gift than they take, that of buoyancy of heel, head, and heart
-that we greatly need.
-
-Mrs. Van Kleek meantime adjusted her head, heavy with comfortable
-sleep, and gratefully entered the Land of Forty Winks, evidently for a
-protracted visit.
-
-Hesitating as to whether front or side door was the legitimate entrance
-for wayfarers, and deciding upon the latter, Mrs. Parks, rounding the
-corner hurriedly, came face to face with Brooke, who was coming up from
-the garden bearing a great bunch of lilies-of-the-valley, while Tatters
-trotted beside her carrying a basket that held still more.
-
-“Brooke Lawton at last!” and Mrs. Parks put out her arms and, to
-Johnson’s amazement, clasped Brooke, flowers and all, in a hug of
-spontaneous pleasure, that made the girl’s heart beat quick for many a
-day, as she thought of it.
-
-“Is this quaint, delightful place an inn as well, and are you stopping
-here?” queried Mrs. Parks, holding Brooke off at arm’s length, first
-looking at her and then sweeping the surroundings with a comprehensive
-glance.
-
-“No, it isn’t an inn exactly,” replied Brooke, mischief lurking at the
-corners of her eyes and mouth, “though I’m staying here. I am the Sign of
-the Fox, and this is my home! Now that you are here, pray come in and see
-mother, while I make you a bouquet from my very own garden in remembrance
-of the hothouse lilies you sent us when father was first ill.”
-
-“The Sign of the Fox!—you! how do you mean?” ejaculated Mrs. Parks,
-knitting her brows as if some one had asked her to guess a conundrum.
-“Ah, yes, then that was your _mother’s_ fern china and her brand of tea
-that we all used to rave over! Mrs. Van Kleek was recalling it only an
-hour ago—by the way she’s out in the carriage (go tell her, Johnson, that
-Miss Lawton lives here and ask her to come in). But I do not yet quite
-understand.”
-
-“It is this way,” explained Brooke, with an admirable self-possession,
-in which diffidence and independence were equally blended. “We had the
-farm and a bit of money, but not quite enough to keep us; the life agrees
-with father, and may cure him. If Adam and I went away to earn more
-money, mother could not stay alone. Then I tried to think what I could
-do or sell here. People drive a great deal hereabouts; the hill country
-makes people hungry; therefore why not make and sell good tea and good
-sandwiches? And I think that you must have found them so,” she added
-archly, looking at the empty plate upon the tray that Johnson had left on
-the serving table in the screened porch.
-
-“Good! superlatively so! but why didn’t you write me of your plan and
-let me exploit it and interest our own set? for you know that they are
-scattered all over these parts at some time of the year, either for the
-entire season, or between times, and before and after Newport and Europe.
-I would have done it with a will, I assure you, as I shall now with a
-megaphone voice, in spite of you!”
-
-“I know that you would have, Mrs. Parks, and Lucy Dean wished to also;
-but what has happened, I think you must acknowledge, is best. I wanted
-people to find out for themselves, as you have done, and if they bought
-my wares, to do so because they are good and they need them, not because
-I sell them and desire their money. Otherwise the sun would very soon set
-on the Sign of the Fox, instead of apparently beginning to rise. You
-know that it is the way of the world!
-
-“But tell me; how did you come upon us? merely by chance? This must be a
-lucky ‘red letter day,’ for Lucy herself is coming to visit me to-night;
-Adam has already driven down to Gilead for her.”
-
-“Partly that, but chiefly because of the way the wind blew. You see we
-started for Stonebridge and circled about, not finding our mistake until
-we began to climb the hill below. By that time the horses were quite
-spent, and Benson would not turn back in the teeth of the river wind.”
-
-“It’s no use, mum,” said Johnson, returning, “Mrs. Van Kleek is sleepin’
-that ’eavy and ’appy it would take a brass band to wake her, mum,” so
-the two women passed indoors, the fragrance of the lilies-of-the-valley
-lingering in the air.
-
-When Mrs. Parks left, her arms full of flowers, a half-hour had sped by;
-but Mrs. Van Kleek, awaking with a jerk, was none the wiser for it, for
-one of Mrs. Parks’s maxims was that it is always a mistake to apologize,
-save at the pistol’s point, because it usually provokes irritation by
-calling attention to things that, ten to one, would otherwise pass
-unnoticed. As the victoria, following Brooke’s advice, turned the corner
-toward the lower road, they met, coming up, a fat-stomached country horse
-dragging a rockaway, that pulled to the side of the narrow cross-road to
-let them pass. In it, beside Adam, sat Lucy Dean, while the rear seat was
-heaped with hand-baggage; she waved gayly to Mrs. Parks, who would have
-stopped then and there for a gossip about the afternoon’s events, but
-Benson, intent on making the home stretch, all deaf to her exclamation,
-kept his horses up to the bit, and soon the river road echoed their
-hoof-beats.
-
-As to Mrs. Lawton, the visit, brief as it had been, did her untold good,
-besides giving her no feeling save of pleasure, thus bringing her for
-the second time naturally in contact with old acquaintances, without in
-the least destroying her peace of mind or making her doubt the wisdom of
-having broken away from the old life.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Brooke and Lucy always met with enthusiasm; indeed, one of the
-reasons for the stanch friendship of the two being the way in which
-they supplemented each other, thus allowing the character of both
-complete scope, without forcing either into the lead, except in matters
-conversational.
-
-“I was so surprised and pleased when I knew that you would come, for
-the very evening after I wrote I saw in the _Daily Forum_ that you were
-starting with your father on his car party to California. How did it
-happen that you changed your mind?” asked Brooke, leading the way to the
-little room next hers, for which Lucy had begged, instead of the formal
-and unused best room over Mr. and Mrs. Lawton’s, which some day was to be
-beautified, but at present harboured the dreadful black walnut furniture
-moved from below, in addition to smelling of wood soot and wasps.
-
-Lucy threw herself into the arms of a fat rocking-chair that was covered
-with a cheerful bird-of-paradise chintz, and rumpled her hair back from
-her forehead before she answered. So long was she about it that Brooke
-looked toward her apprehensively, fearing that the trip might have given
-her a headache; then she noticed that Lucy really looked tired, and that
-there was a lack of colour in her cheeks for which car soot could not
-wholly account.
-
-“I did expect to go, and had planned out a delightful group of people for
-the trip, which, aside from pleasure as a side issue, was to explore and
-exploit a new bit of country that father thinks needs a railroad, and
-help convince his friends of that fact.
-
-“_The Forum_ offered to send Tom Brownell as the newspaper man of
-the trip, besides which two or three others we had chosen are always
-excellent fun, and Mrs. Parks was to be chaperon, at which she is a
-perfect success. She has the knack of always being on the spot, in case
-any one needs to prove or disprove an alibi, yet at the same time is
-totally oblivious; so Mrs. Grundy never has a chance to say a word, and
-every one is happy.”
-
-“Did you turn your back on such attractions to come to us?” said Brooke,
-deeply touched. Her feeling showed plainly in the look she gave Lucy, as
-after unpacking her friend’s toilet things, she had dipped a sponge in
-warm water, and kneeling by her, began to bathe her forehead and eyes as
-gently as if Lucy had been a tired little child.
-
-Lucy closed her eyes and gave a sigh of content at the touch of Brooke’s
-fingers, but in a second opened them again, and looking straight at
-Brooke, replied: “No, I won’t let you quite think that, though you know
-that I love to be with you and your mother. Some of the party turned
-their backs on me; first, Tom Brownell had himself replaced (I made sure
-through Charlie that it was his own doing) by a young westerner who, he
-said, ‘knew the local ropes’ better, and would be of greater advantage to
-the prospectors. Next Mrs. Parks decided that as _the_ baby was teething
-she could not leave him for so long, in spite of having a separate maid
-for his head, hands, and feet, besides a trained nurse in perpetual
-residence.
-
-“Then father suggested that little Mrs. Morton be invited in Mrs. Parks’s
-place. You must remember her,—the Hendersons’ cousin, a pretty, subdued
-little widow of about thirty, who puts people’s houses in order and sees
-to the curtains and other interior decorations. She always looks as if
-she’d been cut out for a good time, but fate has been rough to her, and
-though she is working hard to get used to it, a merry devil will look out
-of her eyes in spite of herself.”
-
-“Oh, yes, I remember. She redecorated your house as a surprise for you
-the season we were abroad, I believe,” said Brooke, sudden illumination
-coming to her, for it had been openly whispered, early in the season,
-that Mr. Dean was ardently, if maturely, in love with Mrs. Morton, but
-that the little lady’s peace-loving nature and hardly won independence,
-coupled with a fear of Lucy and her sharp tongue, stood firmly in the way
-of a very comfortable and suitable match.
-
-“Yes, and father wished it done over again this winter, but I absolutely
-refused to be routed out in cold weather. Now I’d heard, as I know you
-have by your face, Miss Simplicity, that father was supposed to wish
-to marry the lady long ago, but that she was afraid of me. At first it
-pleased me to have her afraid; I revelled in it, also I thought that the
-idea would wear off with father.
-
-“Lately I’ve changed my mind, and I think life is too good to live it
-alone, and that everybody ought to marry any one they wish to, provided
-the person does not have fits or inherit consumption. Then I went to
-father and told him so, and he was so pleased that he nearly made me cry,
-for though he always said that I was everything to him, it wasn’t quite
-true it seems; and he said that some day I would find out that he was not
-quite everything to me, and oh, Brooke, I really think I should like to!”
-
-Brooke, who was still kneeling by Lucy, put her arms around her, and the
-two women, each having felt the mysterious throb of the woman heart that
-made them kin, rested a moment cheek to cheek.
-
-Lucy recovered first, and shaking off the tender mood, tossed her head,
-the usual bravado returning to eye and lip as she said: “Next, I went to
-see Mrs. Morton and told her that so far as I was concerned the coast was
-clear, that I bore no malice, and that I hoped she and father would have
-a jolly old age (she is only six years older than I); but that I simply
-could not go on the car trip with them, though I would thank her not to
-announce it until after the start.
-
-“She—well, she is a good sort, and I guess we understand each other, for
-she looked me straight in the face and said she hoped she’d have a chance
-some day to stand by me in return, and she didn’t slop over or call me
-‘dear daughter,’ or say she’d be a mother to me, for any grown woman
-knows that there is only one who can be that.
-
-“Consequently society and Charlie Ashton think that I’m speeding to
-California, while in reality I’ve flown to you for protection against
-the blues, and I want to stay a month if you will let me cook and do
-everything as you do—it is what I need. Who knows but I might turn
-farmer, or try love in a cottage myself some day.”
-
-“A month, Lucy! oh, how good!” cried Brooke. “Yes, you shall do as
-we do,—you’ll really have to if business rushes as it has since we
-began,—but I’m afraid you will find it very dull, unless your fate dashes
-up in an automobile.”
-
-“Dull! not a bit of it! Why, if I feel my flirting ability growing rusty,
-I can practise on the Cub’s elderly paragon, Mr. Stead, or try archaic
-sentiment on your big farmer man to console him for the sweetheart who
-has not yet materialized. From your ardent written descriptions of the
-landscapes about here, and the important places he always fills in them,
-it seems to me that he must be at least a straying Walther or a prince in
-disguise, seeking to be loved for himself alone.”
-
-“Mr. Stead will probably be down to-night, so that you need lose no time
-in beginning,” Brooke made answer, flushing hotly. “We four have been
-playing whist a good deal, lately, and as I am not passionately fond of
-it, you shall take my hand. I think that you and he will prove pretty
-evenly matched in most things. As to my farmer, as you absurdly call
-him, you had better leave him alone,—it’s not worth while,—he might
-misunderstand, take you in earnest, and embarrass you.” Whereupon, after
-making the most cutting speech that Lucy had ever heard from her tongue,
-she turned about and went quietly downstairs, saying something about
-hurrying supper, as Lucy must be hungry as well as tired.
-
-A new idea came to Lucy, born of her own teasing words, spoken wholly
-at random and in jest, and of Brooke’s flushing. She had always thought
-Brooke wholly an idealist in affairs of the heart, and that whatever
-emotion she had ever been able to detect had been brought out by the
-artist Lorenz during their Paris sojourn. When it had apparently ended
-in naught she had been both disappointed and glad, the latter especially
-after Adam Lawton’s failure, for after this she had desired Brooke,
-through matrimony, again to have the luxury and chance to enjoy her art
-that she thought her friend deserved.
-
-When Charlie Ashton had drawn her attention to the resemblance to Brooke
-in the picture, “Eucharistia,” she had expected developments, but now
-that nearly six months had passed she regarded the thing as a mere
-artistic coincidence, the lingering in the man’s memory, perhaps, of a
-face for which he doubtless had a passing fancy.
-
-Now a tangible possibility in the shape of Stead came into the
-foreground. Though Lucy had not seen the man, the Cub had given
-him a glowing recommendation. As to his age,—Lucy was a woman of
-experience,—fifty might mean many things, fatherly or otherwise, and the
-life of leisure he led implied that he had some independent property.
-Was he not always much at the house, and were not his books and various
-offerings scattered about everywhere, even at her first visit? Brooke had
-written of horseback rides in his company. Surely he did not come alone
-out of respect for Mrs. Lawton or anxiety about the Cub’s lessons. Why
-had Brooke blushed and been so resentful?
-
-Lucy sprang up, and seizing a brush, began to work at her hair with a
-will, until the colour returned to her cheeks and the glossy dark locks
-wreathed her crown in a way to add a fascinating air of maturity to her
-arch face. Then, picking out the most dashing waist she had brought,
-having merely chosen her plainest clothing, she adjusted it over a long,
-flowing skirt and stood surveying herself for a moment, saying half
-aloud, “I will look at Milor Stead, widower; if he is a good possession
-for little Brooke, so be it, I stand aside; if not, I interfere!” and
-then a softened expression followed the one that Brooke’s semi-challenge
-had called forth, and she added, with a sigh, “How I wish Brooke could
-have some one’s whole, first, fresh love, be he rich or poor! She would
-keep it and live and die for it, and not mar it with a selfish thought. I
-wonder if Charlie is right and that Tom Brownell is trying to avoid me?
-Bah! but it is really a handicap for a woman to have a rich father; the
-money lures those she dislikes, and gives the others blind staggers, and
-they bolt in the wrong direction.”
-
-Two minutes later, Lucy, wholly radiant, was pushing Adam Lawton’s chair
-in to supper, and insisting that she was sure that he recognized her,
-even though he could not speak her name, while the Cub changed seats so
-as to be next her at table, and Pam insisted upon sharing the somewhat
-narrow chair by wedging herself between Lucy and the straight, high back.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII
-
-LOCKS AND KEYS
-
-
-Ten days passed, and June was urging the growth of flower and leaf with
-ardent breath. Even in the hill country, with its cool nights and winds
-that rush down the river valley, the days were sultry, and August lent
-her younger sister electric batteries for her relief; and almost every
-afternoon the soft, rounded summer clouds that seemed to flock about
-Windy Hill, like pasturing sheep, were put to flight by the dun-edged
-thunder scud with its whips of lightning.
-
-Robert Stead had now gone his way to the north-west at his friend’s
-request, the work indoors and out had settled with an even and soothing
-monotony over the West farm, while the Sign of the Fox and its fame were
-already relieving Brooke’s anxiety as to the immediate future.
-
-As Lucy paced to and fro along the neatly gravelled walks of the
-old-fashioned garden, where the Cub was engaged in “brushing” the long
-line of sweet peas, a vocation requiring a knack that he did not possess,
-it seemed to her that two months, instead of two weeks, had passed since
-her coming. Not that she was in any way bored or discontented, rather
-did it seem as if she had always been a part of the household and living
-her normal life, while the revelation, indoors and out, of work done by
-personal service, instead of by money proxy, had given her active brain
-much food for thought of a new though baffling order.
-
-In many other ways also did Lucy feel herself baffled. Upon Robert Stead
-she had failed to make the slightest impression, either during the
-half-dozen calls he had made at the farm, or upon a ride she had taken in
-his company to his lodge on Windy Hill, when he had invited Mrs. Lawton
-and Brooke to see his garden and some prints of old masters that they
-had been discussing. The Cub being busy, Brooke had driven her mother in
-the buggy with old Billy, and Stead, who had ridden down with an extra
-saddle-horse in tow, had accompanied Lucy back.
-
-Not that he was discourteous; quite the contrary. He was the polished man
-of the world, always polite, with a pretty compliment, too well-rounded
-for spontaneity, upon his lips and plenty of intelligent conversation,
-as well as chink-filling small talk that prevented dangerous pauses, yet
-withal he was inscrutable.
-
-Hardly less so did Lucy find Brooke herself; perfectly free and frank
-in their daily intercourse, yet she neither offered nor asked special
-confidence. She brightened with all the charm of a born hostess when
-Stead came, and he gravitated toward her as naturally; yet when he left,
-even for six weeks’ stay, she exhibited no sign of loneliness and threw
-herself into her play, which she called the few hours she seized for
-painting, with fresh vigour, either working in the old carpenter’s shop,
-that by opening a trap door above had a fine north light, or going into
-the open fields to use Enoch Fenton’s colts, sheep, or oxen as studies.
-
-It was not strange, however, that Lucy could not fathom the mind of
-either maid or man, for did they really know themselves? Stead was
-experiencing the conscious coming of a second youth, even before he was
-more than in the full vigour of middle life. The period of torpor through
-which he had passed was much like the indifference and languid, brooding
-time of adolescence before the bite of motive and passion awakens body
-and brain and clears the vision; and it was Brooke who blamelessly had
-brought all this to pass, Brooke, with her heroism of womanhood that was
-none the less subtle and acute because of its elusiveness.
-
-Robert Stead loved her as a man loves but once, no matter how often he
-may marry, but this second passion was so different in its elements
-from the first that he did not recognize it as such, and consequently,
-unchecked, it doubled its hold, even while Lucy was unable to put two and
-two together, and piece a single palpable symptom.
-
-In a state of rebellion bordering on disgust, Lucy, who heretofore had
-been the sort of woman that had usually obtained anything for which
-she had cared to try, and much for which she had not striven, turned
-her attention to the farmer-on-shares,—Walther, as she called him, who
-was undoubtedly a most filling and picturesque figure in the perfect
-series of pictures that grouped themselves between the homestead and the
-Moosatuk,—to find him not only difficult but impossible of approach,
-and try as she might, she had not yet succeeded in exchanging a word
-with him. At the same time many of his doings puzzled her, for though
-he was entirely his own master, by the very nature of the half-and-half
-agreement, and had nothing to do with the home garden or aught else
-about the place, his whole desire seemed to be of use and to serve its
-occupants, though unobtrusively.
-
-It had been only a few mornings after her arrival that Lucy, just at
-dawn, looking out of one of her windows (which overlooked the back of the
-house, Brooke’s having wholly a river view), discovered the big fellow
-setting out a quantity of seedling asters, a task that Brooke had begun
-the afternoon before, and darkness had stopped when half accomplished.
-Did Brooke know of it, she wondered.
-
-Again, at the same hour, she saw him, hands encased in great leather
-mittens, uprooting the vigorous poison ivy and tearing it from the
-pasture fences, and at once she remembered that Brooke bore the crusty
-burn of contact with it on one hand.
-
-The Cub now and again remarked that Maarten was a brick and helped him
-out of lots of tight corners, without even a hint being given, and Lucy
-wondered if Brooke saw or understood; apparently she did neither, and yet
-the very day after the Cub had thrown down his armful of pea-brush in
-disgust at the tottering, inebriate line that rewarded his best efforts,
-the brush appeared all set in place, standing like an evenly trimmed
-hedge, attractive in its neatness, aside from the crop of fragrant
-promise that already was beginning to finger the support clingingly with
-its tendrils.
-
-But how was it with Brooke herself? If it is true that filial love or
-work in sufficiency can fill life to the brim, then hers was full to
-overflowing; yet this is not all,—work, to be the heaven it may be at its
-best, demands that the heart be satisfied.
-
-Lorenz she had known less as a man than as an idealist, and it was this
-side of his nature that she loved, together with his respectful yet
-truth-speaking attitude. Then came the mystic picture, bringing with it
-to fan the naturally kindled flame the knowledge that he remembered! No
-further word had come from him since the verse of Sisyphus that she had
-answered merely by a spray of arbutus blossom, the New England flower of
-spring hope, shining through melting snow. Could he interpret it? Perhaps
-not.
-
-Sometimes a sense of the unreality of it all and the dream stuff it was
-made of came over Brooke, and she wondered if the spell would hold or if
-the separation was not more sweet than the reality; but this mood never
-lasted long.
-
-Of the patient service of the farmer-on-shares she could no longer be
-ignorant, nor of the fact that he drew her eyes toward the landscape
-of which he had come to be an inseparable part. Unwittingly she found
-herself watching him day by day, though usually as a mere speck in the
-distance. At such times she was bewildered, and trembled at herself. Was
-it the poise of his head, and an occasional gesture as he stepped back
-to look at something that he had done, that reminded her of Lorenz and
-confused the two identities for the moment, or had the strain of the long
-winter of struggling warped her brain?
-
-Brooke was no analyst who had made the mental dissipation of the
-dissection of motives take the place of natural emotion. The ideal of her
-nature had its outlet; why not then the real? It was the natural man in
-Maarten that drew her, something beneath the surface, obliterating the
-bands of caste and the social grades that divided their normal positions,
-though for that, except for her father’s disastrous city career, she was
-equally born a child of the soil and its heredities.
-
-She avoided the hay-fields, now swept by the June snow-storm of daisies,
-and in spite of success and her friend’s companionship, was truly
-miserable for the first time, for she could neither understand nor throw
-off the spell she felt upon her. Self-respect is not oblivion, and is but
-a chilly comforter for youth.
-
-The frequent thunder-showers had forced a new necessity upon the Sign
-of the Fox. An open shed at least must be had to protect vehicles that
-needed cover, while their occupants were sheltered by either screened
-porch or welcomed in the neat kitchen itself; so that an old lumber room
-in the cow barn had been cleared, and furnished with rings for tying
-up, the drivers upon the upper road being chiefly of horses; for the
-chauffeur avoided the steep, uneven hills, which jarred the constitution
-of the car of Juggernaut unpleasantly, even in the downward trip.
-
-It chanced a little before this time that a party of young fellows,
-headed by Charlie Ashton, in his big Mercedes touring car, built for
-long-distance runs, had started for Gordon, where they were in demand
-for a tennis tournament. Ashton’s chauffeur turning ill and unfit at
-the last moment, they had beat about, and discussed the possibility of
-substituting one of their number for the professional, as they all had
-more or less experience; and the lot had fallen to Tom Brownell, who had
-joined the party for a brief vacation, at the end of which he was to take
-the position of city editor of the _Daily Forum_, a well-earned promotion
-for which his gift of discerning the true from the merely sensational
-peculiarly fitted him.
-
-Brownell knew from Ashton that the Lawtons were located somewhere on the
-route they were to take, and ever since his first maladroit interview
-with Brooke he had desired to be of some service to her, that should
-atone for his blunder.
-
-The pair of keys on which he had stepped that day in leaving the
-apartment had always remained, as it were, before his eyes, and after
-learning all possible details of the Lawton failure from many sources, he
-felt doubly convinced that, if these keys were placed, they might solve
-at least one of the many questions unanswered because of Mr. Lawton’s
-illness. He had therefore asked Lucy Dean to get them if possible—which
-she had done.
-
-Two months of following the faint trail furnished by two thin keys merely
-bearing numbers but not even the initials of their makers, had at last
-brought about a certain result which might or might not be satisfactory,
-but at least warranted him in seeing Brooke, and telling her of his
-progress; and this was one of his many motives of touring to Gordon.
-
-He knew, from Lucy herself, that the Lawtons were located in the vicinity
-of Gilead, and inquired the nearest way to the homestead, when they
-reached the village late in the afternoon. On learning that it was on
-the hill road, and as the machine he was driving had had two temper fits
-within the hour, Brownell side-tracked it in a pleasant spot on the lower
-road, and leaving his companions to spend an hour with their pipes and
-the liquid remains of their luncheon, he started afoot up the cross-road.
-
-There had been many people stopping for tea at the Sign of the Fox that
-afternoon; in fact, the last trap was only leaving as Brownell turned the
-corner, being that of Mrs. Parks, who dined at eight on purpose to have
-the sunset hours for driving,—a performance that the Senator could not
-understand.
-
-Brownell hesitated a moment, as many others had done, as to which door,
-front or side, was the more direct entrance, and deciding upon the
-latter, turned the corner of the house and took the cobbled path that ran
-between the prim box bushes toward the kitchen door. As he passed under
-the window of the little library, the sound of a voice inside made him
-stop as abruptly as if a detaining hand had been laid on his shoulder.
-“They are at Coronado,—the engagement is announced,—they are to be
-married immediately, and instead of coming home with the party go on to
-Vancouver and Alaska. Father can no longer be my all in all, yet there is
-no one to take his place!” were the words the voice uttered deliberately,
-with an accent half mocking, yet with an undercurrent of sadness to one
-who understood.
-
-Standing on tiptoe for one brief moment, Brownell saw Lucy Dean’s
-clear-cut face through the shielding vines; it was turned away from the
-window, and she continued speaking to some one whom he could not see, but
-easily divined was Brooke herself.
-
-Recovering his power of motion as quickly as he had lost it, Brownell
-darted down the lane toward the barn, and opening the door of the first
-outbuilding that he reached, sprang in, closing it quickly behind him
-with a heedless bang, in all the guilty trepidation of some peeping Tom
-in fear of justice. In reality the being that Brownell most feared at
-that moment was himself, as rendered illogical, helpless, and oblivious
-of even the carefully planned work of his life, when in close proximity
-to Lucy Dean. If she turned and saw him, he knew himself lost, so that
-immediate flight was the only hope left.
-
-From the moment he had first met her Brownell had admired her stanch
-friendship for Brooke, while her buoyant and frank audacity had soon
-fairly swept him off his feet. He had gone to the Dean house many times,
-it is true, half because not to do so would have been brutally rude,
-half fluttering, moth-in-the-candle fashion and courting a singeing,
-until in the close companionship of the six weeks’ journey that had been
-proposed, he saw that he would not only be at bay, but completely at the
-mercy of that most uncertain of quantities, the motherless daughter of an
-influential and wealthy man.
-
-As an institution he had no quarrel with matrimony,—simply it had no
-place at present in his somewhat altruistic plan of work. He did not wish
-either to love or to marry; to see Lucy had cast him into the former
-state, and caused matrimony to fill the entire vista.
-
-What had he to offer—that is, financially? Even with his promotion he
-could little more than compete with her father’s _chef_. Of himself he
-had but an indifferent opinion, which was unwise, merely his ambitions
-were so far ahead of his achievements that he measured his shortcomings
-by the discrepancy.
-
-That Lucy delighted to compete with him in a sort of game that Brooke
-had called “truth telling” he knew, also that in some way he seemed
-to stimulate her wit; but that there was a grain of sentiment in her
-practical, and what people thought somewhat hard, nature, he never for a
-moment dreamed. Therefore, knowing that if he saw her often the moment
-would come when from his own standpoint he must become ridiculous in her
-eyes, he had escaped from the overland trip, as he now sought to escape
-the sudden and unexpected meeting by flight.
-
-It would soon be dusk, and he could slip back to his companions unseen,
-make some easy excuse for not having called, and tell Brooke of his
-partial discovery by letter. This flashed through his mind as the door
-closed. At the same time he looked about the building that he had
-entered, to see if it had another exit, and discovered it to be a poultry
-house, the well-white-washed perches of which were crowded by mature,
-experienced hens, each wing-capped for the night. In the uncertain light
-he made a misstep on the uneven ground, compounded of ashes and broken
-lime, that formed the floor, which sent him reeling into the midst of
-the feathered multitude, and as he grasped a perch to save himself from
-rolling in the dust, he shook off the portly sleepers. A perfect babel of
-hen alarm arose as the frightened ladies flew in his face and lodged on
-his arms and shoulders in their useless flight.
-
-“Be still,” he called in a husky voice; “for heaven’s sake don’t raise
-such a devil of a row—they will take me for a rat or a weasel at the very
-least, and set the dogs on me,” and then he laughed when he realized
-upon what unintelligent scatterbrains his words had fallen. The windows,
-all too small for retreat, were also netted. There was but one door, so
-finally, getting his bearings, he made a dive for that, only to find it
-firmly fastened by Miss Keith’s anti-chicken-thief spring lock! They say
-love laughs at locksmiths, but bitter satire! when before had the device
-of one of the craft imprisoned a man flying love, in a fowl house?
-
-Folding his arms, with shoulders squared and jaw set, Brownell waited.
-Already he heard the barking of a dog, women’s voices, and steps upon the
-porch of the house. Could any position be more preposterous?
-
- * * * * *
-
-Lucy had finished reading her letter, and stood in the porch, watching a
-catbird’s fantastic wooing as it paused in the midst of an impassioned
-song to jeer, expostulate, coax, and protest all in a breath, now raising
-itself tiptoe on an ecstatic high note, and then languishing until it
-seemed to melt into the bushes. Every other bird loses self-consciousness
-and pours his heart out in the love time, the catbird never; and yet its
-compelling fascination lies in that it is always itself.
-
-Lucy laughed softly as she watched the feathered pair, and said to
-Tatters, who stood beside her, “Do you know, old fellow, I think if
-any one wooes me, he will have to do it all in a breath, and after
-hypnotizing me by his rattling, like that bird yonder, secure my hand and
-heart before I wake. How I wish I were that lady bird this very minute,
-having all this fuss made for me, and sitting perfectly composed in a
-bush without a thought to spare for my trousseau!”
-
-Tatters’ answer was a low growl, and then a series of quick barks as the
-hubbub in the hennery began.
-
-“I think something is stirring up your poultry; shall I go and see?” Lucy
-called, going around under Brooke’s window, for the latter had gone up to
-rest a few moments after a tiresome afternoon.
-
-“I guess the hens have only fallen off their perches, and are
-frightened,” Brooke answered, coming to the window; “they often do, the
-sillies. It cannot be rats or weasels, for that is not Tatters’ animal
-bark,—that tone means a man, and no one would be so foolish as to come
-prowling before dark.”
-
-Lucy continued to watch the catbird, but on the noise recommencing,
-Tatters growled again, and leaving the porch, nose to ground, skirted the
-library window, went to the gate, returned, stood under the window for a
-second with bristling hair, and then, leading straight to the fowl house,
-began tearing at the door.
-
-Interested in his tactics, and thinking the intruder nothing worse than
-a prowling cat, Lucy threw the skirt of her flowered dimity over her arm
-and crossed the garden to the lane.
-
-“Quiet, Tatters, quiet!” she cautioned, patting his head; “you must let
-me attend to this; dogs are not allowed in fowl houses, they have been
-known to produce heart disease in susceptible young pullets. Sit down
-and watch out!”
-
-Touching the spring, she released the latch, and opening the door
-cautiously, lest any fowls escape, she peered in, thus coming instantly
-face to face with the caged man! The shock for a moment made her lose her
-poise, and she almost tottered as she cried, “Tom Brownell!”
-
-At the same time Tatters, seeing the strange man, sprang forward, and to
-keep him back Lucy stepped inside the sill-less door; his weight as he
-sprung closed it with a snap, making her in turn a prisoner.
-
-“I thought you were in New York! What are you doing here?” she flashed,
-regaining her poise and colour at the same time.
-
-“And I thought that you were in California,” retorted Brownell,
-carelessly, hands in pockets, holding sentiment down hard.
-
-“Then you did not come here to see me?”
-
-“On the contrary, I came to see Miss Lawton! Are you usually to be found
-in chicken houses?”
-
-“Ah, she _is_, then? Suppose, as we must put up with each other’s society
-until Tatters leads Brooke to our rescue, that we play the truth game to
-kill time,—you know that truth can be trusted to kill almost anything
-nowadays; I will ask the first question. Did you give up the California
-trip because you wished to avoid me?”
-
-“Yes, but not in exactly the way—Yes, I did,” this with an emphatic nod.
-
-“It is my turn. Why did you not go to California?”
-
-“Because—because—” and the eloquent Lucy became suddenly tongue-tied.
-
-“Because of a prospective stepmother, was it not?” assisted Brownell,
-feeling an instant warmth about his heart, as her defiance relaxed.
-
-“No, it was because you were not going—that is, because my feelings, my
-pride, were hurt,” and again she raised her head with a defiant glance,
-adding hastily, “Now my turn. Why did you wish to see Brooke, and if you
-came to see her, why are you found hiding in the fowl house?”
-
-“I came because I have learned something about those mysterious keys.
-They belong to a box in a little-known safe deposit company in Brooklyn,
-and the name of the lessee is not Lawton; further, they would not tell
-me, nor can I go on without some aid from the family. Does this errand
-meet with your approval?”
-
-“Then the keys do belong to something! Come quick, Brooke, let us out
-and hear the news!” called Lucy, pounding on the door; but no response
-came,—only a growl, not from Tatters, but from the unseen thunder-shower
-that was, as usual, making its way over Windy Hill.
-
-“As to your last question,” continued Brownell, without heeding the
-interruption, “I was passing a window on the way to the side door when I
-heard a familiar voice reading a letter. One look confirmed my suspicion,
-and, like a wise brute in danger, I made for the nearest cover, not
-expecting to be made a prisoner, but to get off unseen!”
-
-“Why do you avoid me? What have I done to make you hate me so?” Lucy
-almost whispered, a little break creeping into her voice that made
-Brownell start forward.
-
-“Why? Because a sane man usually avoids a danger of which he has had many
-warnings. Don’t look at me like that, Lucy, and for God’s sake take your
-hand off my shoulder, or you’ll make me forget my self-respect and let
-myself go, only to be mocked by a woman!”
-
-But Lucy did not move her eyes or her hand, while its mate stole to his
-other shoulder.
-
-“Talking of self-respect,” she said slowly, but with an indescribable
-tender archness of accent, “why do you wish to make me lose mine by
-forcing me to throw myself into your arms? See, I am braver than you, I
-do not fear to be mocked by a man!”
-
-“Lucy!”
-
-“Tom!”
-
-Those were the only two intelligible words of the rush that followed,
-but even the catbird in the syringa bush, had his eye and ear been turned
-that way, might have taken a lesson in rapid and complete wooing and
-winning.
-
-A patter of rain on the roof, another growl, and a flash caused Brooke
-to hasten out to the porch to look for her friend, while Tatters still
-barked and clawed at the door of the poultry house. Opening the door, she
-spied Lucy, who, for the moment, had pushed Brownell into the darkness
-behind her.
-
-“So you looked for cats and weasels, and the door slammed on you!” she
-cried, dragging Lucy out by the wrist, and brushing away the whitewash
-that powdered her dark hair. “Hurry back to the house, for you know that
-neither one of us has a love of thunder-storms!”
-
-“You were right, Brooke, it was not Tatters’ animal bark,—it was a man
-that frightened the fowls,” answered Lucy, still holding back.
-
-“A man! Then why do you stay out here in the dusk? Who was it? You are
-laughing,—it must have been Adam playing a trick on us!”
-
-“Adam! Oh, no, it is the man I am going to marry! Brooke Lawton—Tom
-Brownell! I believe, by the way, you have never before been properly
-introduced!” and the next flash saw three figures, followed by a joyous
-dog, scudding toward the house under a burst of rain.
-
- * * * * *
-
-While the storm raged it was impossible either for Brownell to regain
-his companions or to communicate with them in any way, while the
-probabilities pointed to the chance of their having returned to Bisbee’s
-stable for shelter at the first signs of the storm.
-
-At the supper table Lucy’s radiance was so dazzling that no one could
-pretend to ignore it. The Cub, to whom Brownell was of course a stranger,
-was inclined to be resentful and clumsily sarcastic, but as the elder man
-had both tact and magnetism, he speedily concluded that it was better to
-have a new friend than an unnecessary enemy. Mrs. Lawton and Miss Keith
-were made partakers of the news by mere inference before the formal words
-were spoken, and Brownell at once became a friend of the family, even
-before the matter of the keys and his diligence in their interest came
-up. Brownell took the bits of metal from his pocket and laid them on the
-table beside him, as he told of his idea that, being paired and of the
-type that is used by safety-vault companies, they might in some way be
-connected with the personal belongings of Mrs. Lawton and Brooke; how
-that by chance he had seen keys of a similar pattern in the pocket of a
-friend, but, in locating the company, had found the name given by the man
-renting the box to be West and not Lawton!
-
-“That was grandmother’s maiden name, and this is the West homestead,”
-said Brooke, in a tense whisper. “The keys must have something to do with
-father and all of us, if we can only fathom how!”
-
-“If West is a family name, the rest must unravel in time,” said Brownell,
-looking eagerly toward Adam Lawton, who, sitting as usual in his
-wheel-chair at the foot of the table, had turned slightly toward the
-young man, idly fingering the keys, his eyes fixed on the distance.
-
-The circular storm, that had veered off for a time, now returned with
-renewed fury. Pam jumped into Lucy’s lap and hid her head under the
-table-cloth. Miss Keith fled to her room and bounced into the middle of
-her feather-bed, to “keep her feet off the floor,” as she said. Lucy held
-Tom tightly by the hand, while even Mrs. Lawton and Brooke grew pale and
-the Cub feigned an indifference that he was far from feeling, for the
-effect of the air charged with electricity was palpable and not to be
-ignored.
-
-There came a moment when a series of explosions followed one another like
-pistol shots, next a scathing flash and a deafening report, and at the
-same instant a sound of ripping and tearing in front of the house, while
-a sulphurous odour filled the room.
-
-Tatters, who was huddled close to Brooke, raised his head and gave a
-weird howl, and for a moment no one had either power of speech or motion.
-
-Brownell was the first to recover, and going quickly to the front door,
-he threw it open and looked out The giant button-ball inside the fence
-was split from crown to trunk, and great twisted splinters littered the
-short grass; but the old pine, holding the Sign of the Fox upon one of
-its gnarled arms, stood safe and intact like a good omen.
-
-“Look at father!” were Brooke’s first words, spoken as Brownell returned,
-and the entire group about the table watched him in wonder.
-
-At the flash his eyes had closed and a tremor passed over him, but when
-he opened them again, a new intelligence was there. Slowly he looked
-about; then, noticing the keys, that had remained between his fingers, he
-clasped them tightly with an exclamation of satisfaction, and, turning
-toward his wife, who had drawn close to his chair, said slowly, with
-perfect articulation, yet hesitatingly, as if each word suggested its
-neighbour: “Mela, here are those keys of the new box that I hired to-day
-to hold your little belongings. I—seem—to—have—dreamed—that I—lost—them!
-I may have a business ordeal—to go through—and what little belongs to
-you—and—daughter must be put apart—in—safety. I took—this—in the name—of
-Adam West, and to-morrow Brooke must go—also—to be recognized—Where am I?
-how—did I come here at the old home?” Slipping from her chair, Brooke
-went to her mother, and gently, each holding a hand, they wheeled the
-chair back to the familiar bedroom, so that neither place nor people
-should cause the return of memory to rush too swiftly and overtax itself.
-Brooke left her father and mother together there, and going to the
-library, wrote a brief note to Dr. Russell, asking his guidance in this
-new crisis that might mean so much or so little.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII
-
-THE RETURN OF MEMORY
-
-
-Of the household at the homestead, one heart sank instead of rejoicing,
-at the first sign of the return of memory to Adam Lawton. This one bumped
-painfully in the chest of the Cub, as, leaving the room unnoticed, with
-face pale as it had not been for months, and unheeding the flapping
-sheets of rain that smote and enveloped at the same moment, he fled to
-the barn and threw himself with head buried in his arms on the dwindling
-haymow that had once sheltered the little fox.
-
-Poor Cub, with the first perfectly lucid utterance of his father all the
-old cringing dread had returned, and his manhood again struggled with the
-fear that he had believed dead. This, also, after five months of proving
-the stuff of which he was made by bitter, patient toil, until day by day
-the warring elements were adjusting, the jangling grew fainter, and at
-each hammer touch of experience the metal rang more true. If Adam Lawton
-could have realized this, and seen his boy with unbiassed clearness, the
-loss of money and life itself would have been nothing to the bitterness
-that would have come to him as the results of his arbitrary attitude.
-
-The Cub need not have trembled. Remember whatever Adam Lawton might, a
-law of life had been broken and their positions were reversed, the leader
-must be led, the dictator of another’s free-born will must be protected,
-gently dealt with, guarded from trouble, loved pitywise, but never would
-he square his shoulders to the world and give and take. Can worse irony
-of fate come to any man who has really lived?
-
-An hour after the electric bolt had riven the plane tree planted as a
-landmark by the first West, and by its mystic influence cleared Adam
-Lawton’s brain, the warm June moon, a line from full, was slowly pushed
-edgewise from between the clouds and rolled slantwise above Moosatuk, a
-giant coin of gold, fresh and articulate from the mint.
-
-Lucy Dean and Tom Brownell, coming out-of-doors the instant the storm
-abated, walked up and down the cobbled path, all oblivious of the puddles
-between the stones or of the dripping trees above. Brownell had meantime
-entirely forgotten how he came to be where he was, also his friends below
-on the river road, whose motive power he represented for the time being,
-or the fact that, as the only resting-place in Gilead for the homeless
-was a “Commercial Hotel” of small dimensions and still less visible
-cleanliness, it would be necessary for them either to sleep in the
-touring car or in Gordon.
-
-As the pair for the twentieth time reached the road end of the path and
-turned again into the deep, sweet-smelling shadows of the great box
-bushes, a buggy turned the corner from the cross-road and came to a halt
-by the side gate. A slender male figure in a light suit and cap, leaping
-therefrom, attracted their attention, and Brownell exclaimed, “Great
-Cæsar! I’ve forgotten those wretches down below and they’ve come for me!
-Now for it! right-about face, Lucy!” at the same time by a dexterous turn
-of the arm catching her about the waist; for Lucy, whose chief pride
-had always been facing the music, whether necessary or not, had started
-to bolt, and exhibited as charming a bit of struggling confusion as the
-heart of man could desire.
-
-The moonlight struck the man’s face as he came forward. “It’s only
-Charlie Ashton,” she said, freeing herself at once, her head raised to
-its defiant poise; “as he doesn’t know that I am here, it is his turn to
-be surprised!”
-
-Charlie Ashton, the useful and ornamental, did not bear a reputation for
-overweening brilliancy; but the moment his eyes rested upon the pair
-before him, divided though they now were by a box bush, he divined what
-had happened.
-
-“So this was the plot, and the reason you thought the hill would
-disagree with the auto, and left us to drown all this time down on that
-soaking river road so that you could meet Lucyfer alone,” he cried,
-seizing Brownell by the hand and nearly wringing it off, while he aimed a
-kiss at his cousin’s cheek, in token of his approval, which by a toss of
-the head landed on her chin.
-
-“On my word, Charlie, there was no plot, it was pure accident. I never
-dreamed of my luck!”
-
-“Most certainly not!” interrupted Lucy; “otherwise he would have been
-safe and sound in Gordon two hours ago, instead of being engaged to me.
-He really came here to tell Brooke about the keys, but circumstances
-which he could not control (as he did the overland trip) obliged him to
-see me first in a place hardly as airy, though quite as secluded, as a
-special Pullman vestibule!”
-
-Ashton, scenting a mystery, but being too wary to press his cousin for
-the clew, gave Brownell’s hand a final wring, saying, without being in
-the least aware of his play upon words, “She’s a match for you, old man,
-stubborn as you are—yes, and more than a match, and you have my profound
-sympathy; but do have pity on us to-night and pilot us into Gordon, for
-we are damp and hungry and sleepy, and this old plug is all I could get
-at the stable. To-morrow you shall have the confounded car for the rest
-of the week to return here in, choose your passenger, and go and break
-down in the wildest cross-road of this confounded hill country. I’ll
-even give you leave to ruin a tire, or if the worst comes to the worst,
-wrench the steering gear, though I hope that won’t be necessary. Cheer
-up, Lucyfer, it isn’t nine o’clock yet, and he can have a good sleep and
-be back in twelve hours. I’ll go in and see the ladies a moment while you
-do the finals!”
-
-“I shall write to father to-night,” Lucy said abruptly, as the door
-closed upon Ashton, and Pam, who had been waiting to get out, began
-bounding about her friend, giving yelps of joy. “What do you suppose he
-will say?”
-
-Brownell began to speak, then paused, setting his teeth, and raising
-Lucy’s chin gently, looked steadily in her face—“He will say one of two
-things, according to his mood. Either that, resenting a stepmother, you
-have thrown yourself away upon the first fellow who chanced by; or that
-you have met the man who is to be, what he could not, ‘all in all’—that
-you have found your mate!”
-
-And Lucy, pale with feeling, a different pallor from that the moonlight
-gives, returned his gaze fearlessly, proudly, and from the lips that met
-his bitterness vanished, while truth remained. He was indeed her mate,
-her match, the first of many suitors, rich and poor alike, who had wooed
-her, man to woman, without thought or apology of money.
-
-The second day after the great storm, for such it came to be
-called, its erratic course through the hill country being blazed by
-lightning-splintered trees and gullied watercourses, Dr. Russell came and
-with him the Lawtons’ lawyer. Little by little the various happenings
-were made clear, his situation and as far as might be his presence at
-the farm explained, while, as the days went by, slowly the jarred brain
-fitted the links in the chain of memory. But Dr. Russell said truly, that
-Adam Lawton’s grit and grip were broken once for all, desire of power was
-dead and in its place came desire of peace. Soon the little pottering
-details of the farm, despised in youth, seemed dearer than aught else,
-and he would sit for hours in his wheel-chair, training a vine or busied
-with harness buckles in the barn. Nothing, however, would induce him to
-allow his chair to go outside the gate, or to drive about the country or
-to the village with Adam or Brooke upon their many errands.
-
-Side-tracked though he was to many eyes, one of his selves, the one
-unknown,—for most of us have two,—came back to him through kinship
-with the soil; and at his first words of pride in and praise of Adam’s
-usefulness, the boy had fled away to the rick again, great sobs tearing
-his throat, but in this tempest lay no dread, and with those tears the
-Cub cast off his nickname and leaped a year in manhood.
-
-Toward his wife Adam Lawton was all tenderness, as in the early years,
-and once more he called her Mela. But instead of the protective pride of
-lover to sweetheart, it was the twofold, leaning quality, that makes some
-men as they age seek the mother element in their wives and rest upon it.
-
-Before July came round the little property of Mrs. Lawton and Brooke,
-together with the farm deed and the jewels, was restored to them. In all
-it made an annual sixteen hundred dollars, less by many times than either
-woman had spent for clothing or the many little luxuries and nothings
-that smooth and beautify the daily life—yet for their station they had
-been frugal women, though always generous.
-
-This money did not lessen Brooke’s determination or endeavour; it simply
-turned striving to possibility of life in the composite household.
-Neither, had the sum been ten times what it was, would any of the three,
-mother, daughter, son, have cared to give up the work and with it motive;
-simply Brooke could now dream more than day-dreams of her art. Rosius,
-the animal painter, had built a studio at Gordon, and, after seeing a
-head that Brooke had done of Senator Parks’s prize bull, he had replaced
-his usual shrugging lethargy toward amateurs by enthusiasm, offered to
-criticise her work throughout the season, and take her as a student of
-animal anatomy in his winter studio in Washington, where the models
-of the Zoo would be open to her, saying, “You feel, you understand,
-you catch the thought, the meaning in the eyes,—this must be born, not
-taught, all the rest only means much work and is learnable.”
-
-If all went well and the Sign of the Fox remained her talisman, who knew
-but the fund might grow, her father become strong enough to be house
-man in more than name, Adam might have some education even if Stead
-returned to work, and she herself could steal a month or two in the dead
-season?—for the Parkses would be in Washington, and both the Senator and
-his wife took an interest in her work, not born of desire to patronize.
-
-Presently Adam Lawton began to read a little and could move slowly from
-porch to garden seat, steadied by canes, and attend to many of his wants.
-Then one glad day Mrs. Fenton had come down in her wheel-chair, and by
-sheer force of will broke the home-staying spell by coaxing him to drive
-back to a country boiled dinner with her, saying, “Don’t you remember,
-Adam, when we were boy and girl together, and I said I’d go to your
-father’s barn-raising dance with whichever of you boys could lift himself
-up and touch his chin to the schoolroom door frame, three times? Some
-boys couldn’t claw, and some got a grip and let go, while some wanted
-boosting. You were the smallest, yet you got a hold and lifted yourself
-slowlike, inch by inch, until you got there. That’s the way now, Adam!
-You’ve had your tumble, and naturally you’ve got to help lift yourself!”
-
-Was it what rural folks call a good growing season, or did love and
-labour brighten and sweeten the simple garden flowers beyond their wont?
-Who can say? Adam had made some corner brackets for the vine-screened
-“tea room” porch, which Brooke had covered with tufts of gray moss and
-coral-capped lichens, and here every day she placed, as well as on the
-table, quaint stone jugs and lustre pitchers, rescued from the high top
-shelf of Grandma West’s dresser, filled them with sweet peas, Madonna
-lilies, mignonette, sweet-william, and clove pinks, and kept long sprays
-of sweet syringa, lilacs, snowballs, lemon-lilies, foxgloves, larkspur,
-hollyhocks, according to the season, in an old stone churn raised upon a
-bench before the kitchen window end to veil it.
-
-Not only did the garden yield its best to those who paused for
-refreshment in passing by, but Brooke’s measure of added liberty, scant
-though it was, gave her a breathing time to go abroad for flowers of
-roadside, wood, and the rank river meadows; and while her eyes and hands
-were busy with the blossoms, her soul drank in the beauty of the scenes
-beyond, her heart beat strong, and her whole nature seemed to expand and
-perfect itself in the growth and perfecting of the earth about her.
-
-It was on the return from one of these walks through the river meadows,
-arms laden with blue fleur-de-lis and golden sundrops gathered to the
-tinkling music of soaring bobolinks, that she met the postman turning up
-the cross-road from the lower pike, and he begged that she would take the
-mail, as he had none this afternoon for any other on that branch and his
-horse was lame.
-
-Good-naturedly she turned up a corner of her skirt to act as mail pouch,
-for the papers, circulars, and what not made quite a budget.
-
-Reaching the boundary of her land when halfway uphill, and being
-wrist-cramped by the double load, she dropped her flowers and mail, and
-sitting in the shade began to sort it. Behind her was the rye field, and
-the wind curling across the crisping ears, now gold-green, made sound as
-of a gently rising tide on pebbled shores, while as she leaned against
-the bank the bayberry, sweet-gale, and hay ferns breathed their wild
-fragrance.
-
-Oh, what a day it was! June dominance and rush yielding to the more
-finished manners of July—nothing was lacking! That is, nothing
-attainable; the love of things seemed to eclipse the love of people.
-Ah, no, not quite, for as she gazed idly at the letters in her lap, her
-heart gave a great throb, and one square package lurched and slid between
-her trembling fingers, for the address on it was written in Ashton’s
-eccentric hand. Picking it up, she laid the others by, and steadying
-herself deliberately broke the seal, for it was sealed endwise with
-wax. Inside was a double-folded piece of foreign-looking paper, but no
-other address or postmark, the transit cover evidently having been torn
-or soiled, and not a written word of any sort in view. Within its folds
-a little square of millboard, the duplicate of that which had borne
-her picture, only from this looked forth the face of Lorenz himself,
-standing in a doorway, clad in his loose blouse, palette and brush in
-hand. The heavy thatch of hair shaded his forehead deeply, the face was
-thinner than she remembered it, the chin under the thick mustache more
-determined, the jaw set with a depth of purpose, while the eyes looked
-half away as if seeking inspiration and yet followed her everywhere,
-until Brooke covered them with her hand a moment as if to escape the too
-tense gaze of a real presence.
-
-Hoofs sounded on the road, and there passed by Enoch Fenton with his
-horse-rake, coming in neighbourly fashion to help the farmer-on-shares
-gather up the timothy hay from its last sunning to house it before
-nightfall; to-morrow it would be turn about, according to country lore.
-Seeing Brooke he stopped, and after making the usual crop and weather
-epigrams, said: “That there man of our’n is right smart and steady, but
-he hustles too much and he’s losing girth—’fore summer’s out he’ll be
-slim enough to swim through an eel run. I’ve advised him, if he’s goin’
-to follow the soil, to locate farther north, but he seems unsettled and
-I reckon he’ll move on after leaf-fall,—they mostly do, the smart ones,
-besides which he acts as if the girl he’s waitin’ fer wasn’t comin’. If
-she don’t, she’s a silly, for I nary seen a man with two strong hands hev
-such a wise head!
-
-“Say, but you look sort of like a picter setting there with all them
-posies, something like the one on the calendar they give with the ‘Rise
-up bake powder’ when you’ve bought six cans. It’s called ‘The Love
-Letter,’ only the girl’s got red heels to her shoes and powered-up hair,
-besides which they’d bought her too small a pattern for her waist to
-piece it well up in front!
-
-“Want ter know! I bet it’s a love letter, his picter and all, and I’m
-right glad on’t!” Then farmer Fenton chirruped to his horses and went his
-way, laughing to himself, and turning the tobacco from cheek to cheek
-with relish, for Brooke had reddened under his banter, and in trying
-to save the sliding letters in her lap had not only dropped them, but
-the picture as well (which the farmer barely saw, having no glasses).
-When she stooped to gather them up, and slipped the picture inside her
-blouse for safer keeping, a second shadow crossed the road—that of Henry
-Maarten, following the brook path to the hay-field, but if he saw her in
-the sheltered bank nook he made no sign; neither did Brooke, but huddled
-there among the ferns elated, disappointed, and quite bewildered, until
-the sound of hoof and wheel had died away, and she knew that both men
-were well within the fence.
-
-The words that Enoch Fenton muttered as he walked, talking to himself
-in lengthy monologue, after the style of those much alone, were these:
-“Bob Stead! by gosh, he’s been away a month, and what’s more likely than
-he’s sent his picter and writes reglar? Anyhow, all the women folks this
-side of Windy Hill and further has planned it so, and so it’s bound to
-be! Besides which our darter’s boy, Willie, was lookin’ fer wintergreen
-for mother’s rheumatiz up in North Woods beyond Stony Guzzle two months
-back, and he spied a couple settin’ by the stream a-holdin’ hands and
-eatin’ apples. Now if that ain’t courtin’—what is? Though it’s only jest
-likely hit and miss, wife and Sairy Ann Williams met and pieced together
-who they wuz. He’s a mum sort, but that’s the kind it takes a girl to
-get goin’, and he’s well set up, funds and all, though oldish! Well, she
-might do worse seein’ she’s had a taste o’ pinchin’,” and selecting a
-fine spear of timothy with which to pick his teeth, Fenton reversed the
-rake and mounted.
-
-Adam had written to Stead several times since his going away, and
-received cheerful, though brief, replies, which, however, said nothing
-definite as to his return, and though the time mentioned was a month, the
-term might be merely nominal. All the household had missed him in their
-different ways, the Cub with almost girlish sentiment, Mrs. Lawton as a
-link with the state of life that was, and Brooke chiefly because she was
-entirely used to him and associated him with so much that had given hope
-and eased the winter rigour, that the friendship to her had become almost
-the easy intimacy of relationship.
-
-It was an afternoon early in July that Brooke was searching along the
-foot-path in the hemlock woods above the Fenton’s for the flowers of
-pipsissewa, with their wax petals and spicy wood fragrance, when the
-snapping of twigs made her turn, and striding down the hill, straight
-into the light, with quick, elastic step, came Robert Stead, a new, alert
-expression on his well-tanned face that wiped at least half a dozen years
-from his time record.
-
-Brooke was surprised and also frankly glad. Dropping her flowers, she
-held out both her hands and told him so.
-
-“As this is the first word from you in five long weeks, it is well that
-it is a kind one,” he replied. Then, holding her off, he looked at her
-as if to make sure it was she herself, and not the masquerading gypsy
-girl whose image always rose and came between them when he met her
-out-of-doors.
-
-“Ah, so much has happened since then! but Adam has written it all, except
-perhaps that now I may hope to go to Washington for next winter to study.
-That is quite far off, however, so tell me about yourself, also how
-working has agreed with you!” she added mischievously.
-
-“Work! They tell the truth—those that call it the master-word that
-unlocks all barriers! Child, child, do you know what you have done for me
-by acting and teaching it, so that now to me life, that was ended (as far
-as joy is life), has but begun?
-
-“Not only the desire for work, but the motive, came from you—is you! You
-have the magic crystal of youth, I hold anew the power to shield it;
-you have the fire of genius, I the fuel to feed its flame! Come to me,
-Brooke; with you only I can forget, forgive! Redeem the past for me!”
-
-As he paused with arms extended, Brooke shrank backward against the trunk
-of a great hemlock, bewildered, dizzy almost, by the sudden fierceness
-of his passion, confounded by the meaning that now banished what was
-friendship. She moistened her lips nervously and tried to speak, but
-found no words.
-
-Hardly noticing her silence, he swept on: “Listen, and you will believe
-that I know love at last. Ever since the day I met you by the trout
-stream, I have understood how Helen could give up all to save her lover.
-Why do you shrink? Is it all too sudden, my rebirth? Did you not even
-guess?”
-
-Brooke steadied herself with difficulty and merely shook her head. Stead
-leaned toward her and would have clasped her in his arms, but something
-in her face held him at bay.
-
-“What is it, child? for God’s sake, don’t look so! I have frightened
-you! You welcomed me as a friend, why not a lover? Am I then too old for
-that?” and for an instant an iron frown drove the radiance from his face.
-
-Slowly Brooke began to realize that he was offering her his love,
-his protection to them all. It meant pleasant companionship, no more
-struggling, certainty and reasonable ease, time for study. For an instant
-she felt weary, overcome, vanquished, and the relief within her grasp
-seemed almost sweet. The next moment her woman’s nature, frank and real,
-knew that this was not all, and faltering, yet gaining courage as she
-spoke, she answered:—
-
-“That is not it; you do seem old to me, but if I had loved you, I should
-not think of that or know it—only that I loved you.”
-
-“And how can you know that you do not? you with the transparent nature of
-a child, how can you judge of these things as well as those who have been
-tried by fire? Unless—” and his voice dropped and the colour died from
-his face, leaving it an earthy gray under its coat of tan—“unless there
-is some one else this time as there was before. Is there this some one,
-Brooke, and has he stood proof as well?”
-
-Brooke’s pallor left her, and strength came to limb and voice. Stepping
-quickly toward him, she laid her hands on his that were now held
-clenched, and looking into his face said, in a voice quivering with
-coming tears: “I need your pity, too. There is another, Robert Stead, but
-he does not and may never know.”
-
-“God help us both,” he murmured, and stooping almost reverently, pressed
-the kiss upon the folded hands with which a moment before he would have
-sought to kindle the fire in her lips.
-
-For many moments they stood thus, and then Brooke said, with difficulty,
-“You will come sometimes to see my mother and Adam? Oh, do not let my
-blindness make you cast him off!”
-
-“Yes and no—” Stead answered, as they turned and walked mechanically down
-the wood lane toward the highway.
-
-Once in the open he paused and said, in a voice so low and trembling that
-it was but a whisper, “I have a report to make to-night, but to-morrow
-I will go to see your mother.” Then, taking her hand gently: “Do not
-grieve, gentle one, I was blind too; we are all blind when the heart’s
-eye is satisfied. At worst, you have done more than you know for me;
-now, the motive lacking, I shall try to work for work’s sake—and—”
-pointing eastward—“I shall still share with you the River Kingdom!”
-
-No word of this ordeal ever passed the lips of Brooke, but it lay heavily
-upon her, for she was of the sort who feel that love, honestly proffered,
-even if unsought, carries an eternal obligation. Yet some one else had
-seen and shared the secret that lay buried between them, and read the
-meaning amiss. The farmer-on-shares had crossed the path below on his way
-from Enoch Fenton’s rye-field at the moment that Stead had stooped to
-kiss Brooke’s folded hands.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX
-
-SETTERS OF SNARES
-
-
-The month of Lucy Dean’s stay spread itself over the entire summer, and
-before she left the fragrance of wild grapes came from the river woods,
-and the blue ribbon binding the tasselled grasses of the moist meadows
-was loomed of Puritan fringed gentian instead of royal fleur-de-lis. Time
-was when Lucy’s protracted presence, under like circumstances, would
-have been a strain, akin to moving in a comedy of rapid action, where
-every actor must be on the alert to take his cue. But to this restless,
-high-strung woman love had come as a clarifier, like the magic electric
-touch that vitalizes the air after the summer storm has passed, and makes
-the breath come more freely.
-
-As she became an open book to her friend, their relative positions
-altered, and the transparent Brooke of old in her turn became a mystery
-to Lucy, while Stead fairly piqued her to the point of anger. She thought
-she knew at least the eyemarks of masculine devotion, and before Stead’s
-June departure she had read them in all their changefulness when his
-eyes rested upon Brooke, and wondered if she were wholly blind, or
-seeing it unwillingly, feigned blindness. Time would tell, she thought,
-for judging by herself, she knew that, to some moods at least, separation
-is the searcher of hearts in doubt. All visible signs, however, had
-failed, as on the return the visits, though hardly less frequent, seemed
-to lack the personal spontaneity of before, and to come under the family
-or merely casual order. Still this might be accounted for by the fact
-that Stead was absorbed in the designing of a serious piece of work of
-some magnitude, and the remote hermitage had become the destination of
-men of divers sorts,—old friends who had been held almost forcibly aloof
-and new professional acquaintances.
-
-Dr. Russell, who had been at too great a distance to divine the intimate
-reason of the revulsion, laid it wholly to the humanizing effect of the
-general companionship and contact with the wholesome, firm-purposed
-family life of the homestead, and he rejoiced exceedingly that at last
-his friend had, as it were, separated self from shelf, and stood aside
-from the self-inflicted gloom of his own shadow. But one day, chancing
-upon Stead in New York, and reading a different, yet deeper, suffering,
-purged of old selfishness, in his face, his habit of mental diagnosis,
-tinged with kindly philosophy, was at an equal loss with Lucy’s lightning
-intuition.
-
-As to Brooke, she walked straight forward, almost mechanically,
-throughout those summer days, filled alike with work and sunshine. The
-anxiety of the winter had been to know if the new life could possibly
-become a permanence. Now life under the Sign of the Fox seemed a thing
-assured; and yet the days seemed longer labourwise now than before, for
-though Brooke could read the material future, she did not know herself.
-The culmination of Stead’s friendship pained her, almost haunted her,
-though chiefly because it had laid bare the needs of her own heart. Ideal
-and real alike had grown intangible. Even Lorenz’ picture seemed to look
-at her in reproach, and the giant shadow of the farmer-on-shares crossed
-the fields less frequently now that the growing time was past. It seemed,
-too, that Enoch Fenton’s words were proving true, for the man had grown
-gaunt under the scorching sun and toil, and Bisbee duly reported that his
-plans had fallen through about his sweetheart and settling, and that he
-was going to the old country before winter.
-
-As to Lucy’s proposed descent upon the farmer-on-shares, begun in a
-spirit of teasing and continued purely through curiosity, it was, as she
-afterward termed it, “a regular toboggan slide”; and no matter in what
-way or from where she approached him, without the least apparent effort
-on his part, he was immediately at the farthest possible point away from
-her. So that a one-sided wager she had made with Brooke, who professed
-complete ignorance, that she could tell the colour of his eyes and what
-he would look like without his “barbarous beard” at first sight, remained
-unproven,—for Lucy there was no near-by first sight at all.
-
-From the West homestead Lucy Dean had gone to Gordon to visit Mrs. Parks.
-After she had been away a week the early twilight saw her coming up the
-cross-road from Gilead station, driven by the ubiquitous Bisbee boy in
-the same buggy that had brought Ashton the night of the storm.
-
-No one was ever wholly surprised at any action on Lucy’s part, and when
-Mrs. Lawton and Brooke noticed that the buggy had driven away again, they
-concluded that Lucy had come to bid them good-by before returning home,
-as the papers were full of the return of the new Mrs. Dean to New York,
-of the satisfaction of their friends in general, and of the popularity of
-the couple. They themselves were both dubious as to how Lucy would enjoy
-being even temporarily only a daughter in the house where she had reigned
-supreme; and though Mr. Dean had cordially approved of Lucy’s engagement,
-it was well understood that it must necessarily be a long one.
-
-After the greetings were over, and Lucy learned their thoughts of her
-coming, she did not appear as much at ease as usual.
-
-“The fact is,” she began abruptly, “I haven’t come to say good-by; I’m
-stopping with Mrs. Parks until she goes to town, for the Senator has to
-be away, and we hit it off nicely together. I’ve taught the heir apparent
-endless tricks, so that he can outrank any baby of the social circus, and
-consequently of course they adore me.
-
-“I’ve come to bid Tom good-by, for he is suddenly being sent abroad to
-report socially, politically, and otherwise on that Congress at The
-Hague. Of course it isn’t exactly the work of city editor, but he knows
-the ground and languages and all of that, besides which it will be good
-for him in every way, and he sails on Saturday!”
-
-“But where is he?” asked Brooke, too much puzzled to be surprised. “We
-have not seen him, and how do you expect to meet him here when he knows
-that you are in Gordon? though I’ve often thought it safest to look for
-you where you are not, for there is where you are usually to be found,”
-and then they both laughed at the Irish bull Brooke had perpetrated.
-
-“The telephone, my dear—from Gordon to New York—price one dollar! He
-wired frugally: ‘Sail for Hague Saturday, will be in Gordon to-night,’
-upon which I called him up, and limited his trip to Gilead, supper at
-the Sign of the Fox, afterward the Commercial Hotel by the depot, unless
-_urgently_ requested by Mrs. Lawton to pass the night in the wasp room
-with the black walnut furniture! Unfortunately, as you have no ’phone, I
-could not inform you of the arrangement until I came in person,” and even
-Adam Lawton joined quietly in the laugh that followed Lucy’s audacious
-confession.
-
-“There will be a ’phone here for you to announce your marriage next
-summer, if you grow impatient of watching and waiting,” said Brooke
-mischievously; “so many people have asked us to have it that they may
-send orders with less trouble, and then both Cousin Keith and mother
-think that it would be real economy of both time and material for us to
-know when large parties are driving out.”
-
-Tom Brownell came duly, and Mrs. Lawton almost purred with content as
-she saw the pair of strong young faces at the tea-table, happy with the
-tender happiness that is refined by a coming parting for anticipated
-good. Again the two paced up and down the path beside the house in the
-moonlight, but this time it was the young hunter’s moon, curved as a
-powder-horn, and hurrying early to bed after his sun mother, that looked
-narrowly between the trees athwart the western sky.
-
-“It will be a splendid trip for you,—nothing could be better,” said
-Lucy, brightening; “you’ve not had a month out of the city these two
-years past.”
-
-“It would be better if it were to be our wedding journey,” answered
-Brownell; “being engaged may be an excitement and stimulant to the
-sluggish, but for us the calmness of certainty would be far better; but
-as it is, dear, I am more than thankful for my half-loaf.”
-
-Lucy did not speak for a few moments, and then, turning swiftly and
-putting both hands on his shoulders, in her old earnest fashion, said,
-transfixing him with her black eyes, in which mischief and pleading now
-struggled for mastery: “If a thing would be better, it is wrong not to do
-it, for we are bound to do our best. It shall be our wedding journey. How
-much money have you of your very own?”
-
-Stunned into plain fact-telling, Brownell named a sum of less than three
-thousand dollars, accumulated of extras and contributions to magazines.
-
-“Good! I have as much more of my half year’s allowance, which papa always
-pays in advance; it will do very nicely!”
-
-“But Lucy, you wonder, I will not take a wedding trip or travel on your
-money!”
-
-“Certainly not; yours will be more than enough for two months! I will
-save mine for the suburban cottage furniture on our return, and I can
-paper a not too big room beautifully myself, if the paper has stripes
-to guide by. Miss Keith taught Brooke and me this past summer, and we
-practised on the pantry, which looks quite well, because when the shelves
-were put back they hid the bubbles, where our arms ached and we didn’t
-rub the paper smooth.”
-
-“But think a moment, sweetheart,” almost gasped Brownell, who felt that
-he was on the full run downstream toward rapids for which he had not a
-paddle adjusted to shoot in safety. “Where shall we be married? This is
-Wednesday,—there are only three days! How about your father? and then,
-clothes?—women always need clothes! Don’t think I am objecting; it’s
-only that I will not take unfair advantage of your warm-heartedness,” he
-added, as a shadow of disappointment lurked on her piquant face.
-
-“Where? Here, to-morrow, at the Sign of the Fox, father and company to be
-bidden by telephone; they can arrive at three-forty, and go on to Gordon
-later. As to clothes—oh, Tom! all women have clothes enough in which to
-follow their heart’s desire, and I have trunks full!”
-
-Then that slim young hunter’s moon (which should have been in bed)
-thought some one called him softly, and, looking back, saw what would
-have lured his godmother Diana from her hunting trail of solitude!
-
-For the second time that season the personal affairs of Lucy and Brownell
-electrified the sober old house by their rapidity, and each one received
-the news quite differently. Miss Keith rushed for the raisin jar and
-began seeding with might and main, and handled the spice boxes until
-they rattled, for it would take all the early morning hours to bake the
-wedding cake, and all the early afternoon to cool it.
-
-The Cub was in his element, as, with Billy harnessed to the buggy,
-he escorted Tom Brownell to the telephone office and the parson’s.
-Brooke and Lucy opened a great chest in the attic, where some gowns of
-past luxury were stowed away, to find a muslin for Brooke’s part of
-bridesmaid; while Mrs. Lawton, thinking as ever first of her husband,
-told him of the happenings with her hand resting on his, to secure
-attention, and at the same time wondered, somewhat apprehensively,
-how the sight of his old friend in the flower of his prosperity would
-affect him. She need not have troubled, for Adam Lawton dwelt in that
-strange between-land called Peace, where life is made up of apathy and
-simple comfort, and was content, a state altogether different from the
-triumphant peace that follows work achieved or victory won.
-
-So it came about that the next afternoon at five, in the little library
-of the homestead, two strong human identities merged, and Lucy, no
-longer Lucy Dean, in her dark red travelling gown, her bouquet made by
-Brooke of fleece-white garden chrysanthemums, turning to her father,
-clasped her arms about his neck with a new fervour, and whispered, “You
-see I’m still following your lead, you dear old daddy, so have a care!”
-Then, led by Brownell, she went to the screened porch, gay with bright
-leaves and berries, to cut the wedding cake, which, both well baked and
-safely cooled, crowned the hastily improvised collation. Tatters and Pam
-appeared wearing white neck bows, and the only outsiders were Mrs. Parks
-and Charlie Ashton, the mysterious coming of whom no one could fathom,
-and of which he emphatically declined to tell. Although Brooke watched
-him wistfully and lingered after the others had left for Gilead station,
-he made no sign.
-
-It was three months since Lorenz had sent word or token. Was it, after
-all, only an illusion? Brooke even began to doubt if Ashton’s was really
-the hand that had forwarded the letters from Lorenz. She was minded
-to ask him outright, but while she hesitated the moment passed, for,
-entering Mrs. Parks’s landau, he returned with her to Gordon. Looking
-up at the Sign of the Fox, her talisman, as she passed under it and in
-at the gate, she wondered if it would ever see another wedding, and
-smiled in spite of her own thoughts, and at the possible comic answer
-to them as she looked up the path and saw the parson, lately installed,
-an unencumbered man of sixty, taking his fourth cup of tea, alternating
-lemon and cream, while Miss Keith twittered about him with the eatables,
-and gave a deeply freckled blush at some remark he made in stowing a
-small, flat package of wedding cake in his waistcoat pocket. Thus does
-hope often triumph over experience.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Again it was the hunting season, and Dr. Russell would soon come for his
-autumn holiday. Stead waited for him with more than usual eagerness,
-being in pitiful want of companionship in which he need no longer play a
-part that was growing every day more impossible and intolerable. Brooke
-desired to see the doctor, and learn if possible how far her father’s
-steady and rational improvement might be trusted; and Miss Keith,
-remembering some past advice of his, began to feel tremulously that
-possibly before another visit she might need a fresh instalment, and so
-resolved to be forehanded.
-
-Much game had been let loose during the past few years in the hill
-country in a sportsmanlike effort to restock it as far as might be, and
-when this is done there follows the pot-hunter with his snares. Robert
-Stead, always an enemy of these slouching malefactors of wood and brush
-lot, had this season announced that he was prepared to give the tribe no
-quarter. The very day before the doctor’s expected arrival he had covered
-their shooting grounds quite thoroughly, and after breaking numerous
-snares, set with the utmost boldness on his own immediate land, he took
-his gun and ambushed himself at dusk, telling José and two constables,
-whom he had summoned from the village, to be in readiness to come to him
-whenever the signal gun was fired, indicating the different routes that
-they were to take to make a capture the most likely.
-
-Sunset came, and another hour passed, when a single report called the
-watchers; but as they circled in the direction of the sound, they did not
-meet the flash of Stead’s dark lantern as agreed, and heard no crash of
-bushes as of men in sudden flight,—nothing but darkness and deep silence.
-
-José, the half-breed, bloodhound by nature, with even more of the animal
-instinct than human intelligence, the outcome of the trailing instinct
-coupled with much adventure, at once scented calamity. Was the gun the
-master’s or was it another’s? To him it had a heavy, muffled sound, and
-besides, it was not the discharge of both barrels, as agreed upon.
-
-Returning quickly to the lodge, he seized the lantern and a flask of
-brandy, and locating the foot-path his master had purposed to take, stole
-carefully along it, the others following in his wake.
-
-Suddenly he paused and lowered the lantern; before him, stretched between
-two trees, was what is called a foot-snare, a thin, stiff cord, well-nigh
-invisible, which was fastened across the path between the trees at such
-a height as to the most surely throw the passer. José cut this with a
-muttered curse and hurried on. Twenty yards farther he found another;
-still following the path, his nostrils began to quiver and his eyes to
-dilate, as if he felt a presence he could not see. A low groan made him
-bound forward, and he almost fell upon the form of his master, doubled
-upon the ground, head upon breast, where, in coming up the path, the
-third snare had thrown him.
-
-Raising him in haste, one of the men stepped backward on his gun, and lo!
-the tale was told. The lurch of the sudden fall had reversed the weapon
-and pitched it against a tree bole, which, striking the cocked hammer,
-had discharged the gun, shooting its owner in the chest.
-
-Laying him on the moss, José attempted to stanch the bleeding, which
-came also from the lips. “It is the lungs,” he muttered, and making
-the sign of the cross above his master, he poured some brandy down his
-throat, giving a grunt of satisfaction when it was swallowed. Awkward in
-emergency, yet the constables made stalwart bearers, and between them,
-guided by José, they carried Stead—now truly Silent—to the lodge, pausing
-now and then to reassure themselves, by his laboured breathing, that he
-was alive.
-
-Once there, José used all the skill of the half-savage to make his
-master comfortable, one of the men bearing him company, while the other,
-leaving the rig in which they had come to Windy Hill, took Stead’s horse
-Manfred and rode against time for the Gilead doctor, who, also being a
-hunter and a firm friend of both men, telegraphed to Dr. Russell before
-starting on his drive.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The next morning, when news of the accident reached the homestead, Brooke
-was already on her way by train to Gordon to buy the weekly supplies
-according to her habit, and Mrs. Lawton, driven by Adam, wild with grief
-at the calamity to this friend, started for Stead’s home.
-
-Arriving at Windy Hill by ten o’clock, they found Dr. Russell there, so
-that, with Dr. Love and José, who would not leave his master’s side, as
-nurse, and a coloured woman of the neighbourhood in the kitchen, material
-help was not needed; while as for personal sympathy, though Stead was
-quiet and perfectly conscious, Dr. Russell, who came into the book-strewn
-den to greet them, told them gently but firmly that the strain on the
-emotions would be most dangerous for Stead, as the wound from the
-scattered shot must prove fatal, rally as he might, and that he wished to
-arrange some business affairs as soon as might be. If later in the day
-he had the strength and the desire to see his friends, they would send
-down a messenger.
-
-So mother and son drove home in silence to break the news to Brooke on
-her return, and Mrs. Lawton cautioned Adam that it must be done most
-gradually, for even Brooke’s mother did not know how far beyond the
-outward friendship her feelings might be involved, or even but what some
-deeper understanding was either foreshadowed or might actually bind them.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Dr. Russell had been alone with Stead for half an hour, José keeping
-jealous guard outside the door, where, lying upon the floor, he dozed
-lightly, worn out with the night’s reflected suffering.
-
-Gradually the heart history of the last six months was revealed to the
-good physician, who, half sitting, half kneeling, by the narrow bed,
-hands clasped before him, eyes half closed as if to shut away outside
-things, might easily have passed for a purely spiritual confessor. Yet
-in the fact of closing his eyes lay his only power to keep back tears.
-Twice he essayed to speak and stopped, and then said gently, “A year ago
-you said that you would willingly give the rest of life if you could only
-feel and care once more. At least that wish has been granted.”
-
-“Yes, and I rejoice in it, even now,” Stead answered slowly and
-painfully. “What now lies before me is to take the means and give, as
-far as it will do so, all that I have to secure the rest and comfort of
-the woman who gave me the power to care, but could not grant me more.
-There is paper in the desk, good friend, so now sit and write as I
-dictate. Black Hannah and the doctor outside shall be the witnesses.”
-
-Then came to Dr. Russell the hardest task of all, to argue with one
-dying, but he did not flinch. “Stop for a moment, Robert, and think, led
-by your new power of caring. If Brooke could not take your love, do you
-think that she would take your money? Would not the idea hurt that same
-brave tenderness that kindled you to life? Think of some other way.”
-
-“She said that there was ‘some one else,’ but that ‘he did not know.’
-Some day his eyes will open, for God will not allow a steadfast heart
-like Brooke’s to be shut out of life.”
-
-A struggle seemed to pass over Stead’s face that left a blueness about
-the lips and the eyes, that quivered and closed. Dr. Russell gave him a
-stimulant and waited in silence.
-
-Presently the eyes opened and he spoke deliberately, as one reciting a
-hard lesson. “Then let me leave all in trust to you for the man Brooke
-Lawton marries, not to be known or given until their wedding day, when
-you must tell him all, and if he is struggling with life,—as I have
-a feeling that he is, for nothing else could keep him from such a
-woman,—for her sake he will take the gift as from man to man.”
-
-“And if the day does not come, or he refuses?” asked Dr. Russell, joy at
-the man’s final unselfishness beaming from his face.
-
-“After ten years, then let it become a part of the endowment of your
-hospital, in memory of the two Helens, my daughter and her mother.”
-
-Thus the will was made with due regard to formality, making the doctor
-holder of a trust, the details of which were contained in sealed
-instructions to keep privacy; a certain sum being set aside to furnish
-the faithful José with an annuity; Stead’s lodge, guns, fishing
-rods, books, and furniture to Dr. Russell for his convenience as a
-shooting-box; his saddle-horse to Adam; and his pictures and his two dogs
-to Brooke herself, for these last were really the possessions he most
-prized. Then Dr. Love and Hannah Morley signed as witnesses, they having,
-as is needful, no part in the will.
-
- * * * * *
-
-For a short time Robert Stead seemed better, as if a load was lifted from
-his brain, but Dr. Russell was not deceived by it, while his heightening
-colour spoke of increasing fever.
-
-About two o’clock Stead asked the time, and that he might be lifted up to
-see the river, that, far below in the distance, flashed by between the
-trees. But his sight no longer carried. Presently he said, “Do you think
-that Brooke would come here for one single moment?—would it be too hard
-for her to bear?”
-
-“No; I have sent the horses for her, and she should be here at once. Yes,
-I see them now coming up the lower hill.”
-
-Brooke entered alone, as Dr. Russell had asked, and led by him went to
-the bedside, gently taking the single hand that lay upon the counterpane,
-the other arm being bandaged at the shoulder. She knew by Dr. Russell’s
-face that there was perfect mutual knowledge, and that she might be
-herself without fear of misunderstanding.
-
-Slipping down to her knees, to relieve the tension of stooping, neither
-spoke, for what is there to say when each knows the other’s grief and
-helplessness? Stead fastened his eyes upon her face with fading vision
-that still saw through and beyond.
-
-“I cannot see the River Kingdom, it has faded from me, but you have
-come to me from it,” he said at last. Then looking toward Dr. Russell,
-he added, “Open the window, please, that I may hear the rushing of the
-water.”
-
-“You could not hear it, there has been no rain this fall and the river
-is still; it is only in the spring flood that the waters rush noisily,”
-answered Dr. Russell, watching the man apprehensively.
-
-Again a space of silence, and Stead murmured, “What was that about still
-waters?—a hymn or prayer or something of the sort. I used to know it when
-I was a little chap—my mother taught it me!”
-
-Dr. Russell glanced at Brooke. Did she understand, and could she bear
-the strain and answer? Yes,—leaning forward, she repeated softly, close
-to his ear: “The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to
-lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He
-restoreth my soul: he leadeth me—”
-
-Here the grasp of Stead’s hand tightened, so that she paused abruptly,
-and turning toward her, he cried—“Child, child! that is what you have
-done—you have restored my soul to me!” and answering the unconscious
-appeal in the pleading eyes, Brooke, without hesitation, kissed him on
-the lips. Then, obeying a sign from Dr. Russell, she arose and passed
-quickly from the room.
-
-The next day Robert Stead died, and to Brooke it seemed as if a hush
-must fall over all the River Kingdom,—the hawks stop sailing to and fro,
-the keen October wind rest from blowing, and the meadowlarks in the low
-fields cease their song. Yet it was not so, for this is not the law of
-life, which must forever be triumphant over the other law.
-
-After a time people who had missed and wondered about Stead and Brooke
-concluded that they had been mistaken; the little gifts of the will were
-the natural ones to friends and neighbours, and the trust placed in Dr.
-Russell’s hands was natural, and doubtless for charity, and there was no
-one in the Hill Country who would deny his fitness to hold it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX
-
-FIRE OF LEAVES
-
-
-Killing frost had come and given the blackening touch to garden and wild
-hedge-row. Even the hardy chrysanthemums bowed their hoary heads, and a
-snow-like rime covered the river meadows every morning. The flame was
-already burning low in the leaf torches of the swamp maples, while the
-oaks changed to wine and russet slowly, with majestic dignity and pride
-of hardihood.
-
-The modest crops the farm had yielded were divided, and Brooke’s portion
-of hay, rye, corn on the cob, potatoes, and apples duly stored away under
-Enoch Fenton’s argus eyes; while even this astute Yankee found nothing to
-quibble at, so generous had been Maarten’s halving.
-
-In fact, when the strange “farmer-on-shares,” after the sharing time,
-prepared to plough up the corn stubble for burning and harrow the cleared
-field, Fenton laughed half derisively, and said, “It’s plain to me he’ll
-never make a farmer,—that harrowing job belongs to next year’s man.”
-
-Still Maarten kept on at work, this last week of his stay, for that
-mysterious source “they say” had informed Adam that the man was homesick
-and would return to the old country, also that Bisbee knew it to be true
-and he had bought Maarten’s portion of the crops.
-
-So when, one afternoon of late October, Brooke, in a restless mood,
-looking down the fields toward Moosatuk, saw the opal smoke of burning
-brush, stubble, and leaves following the fence line just above the brook,
-while a dark figure moved in and out, stirring and feeding the flames
-with a trident fork, her feet followed her inclination to go and thank
-the man who had worked for and halved so well with her, and wish him
-God-speed.
-
-Later, she herself would flit for a time, and though she desired to go,
-yet she dreaded it. The pleasure season itself was waning, although many
-of the hill people, especially at Gordon, lingered until Thanksgiving.
-After this, winter would quickly close in, they told her, and as Rosius
-would be in Washington executing some commissions, Brooke, urged by the
-entire household, had agreed to spend the first two winter months there
-with Mrs. Parks, to study animal anatomy under him.
-
-As Brooke strolled slowly down the lane, Tatters, as usual, followed
-her. At first, when Adam Lawton began to walk daily about the garden,
-Tatters’ indecision whom to follow had been most amusing; but he had
-evidently worked it out to his entire satisfaction by dog philosophy,
-and convinced himself that the one who went farthest afield was most in
-need of company, so followed her as at first, mounting guard again by
-the master’s chair the moment of her return; and though he was kind and
-obedient to Miss Keith, after her return, there was a decided tinge of
-condescension in it.
-
-Brooke reached the line of smoke and found that the fire was north of the
-tumble-down wall, while Maarten was bringing rakesful of dry chestnut
-leaves from under the trees, beneath which they had drifted half across
-the hay-fields. These leaves he was using as kindling for the obstinate
-stubble, piled in a long line.
-
-As the breeze veered and brought the pungent smoke toward her, Brooke
-walked back a few paces, dragging her feet luxuriously through the
-leaves, and waited for Maarten to come down the line once more, that she
-might speak. Then, as the time lengthened and he did not return, the
-idea forced itself upon her that perhaps he was keeping on the outskirts
-of the fire to avoid her or her thanks, either one or both, and feeling
-humiliated, she turned nonchalantly to cross the hay-fields toward the
-wood-lot, a customary walk of hers.
-
-As she did so she scented something burning that was not the brush fire.
-Glancing about, she saw that a thin tongue of flame had crawled out from
-the brush heap, and was licking up the dry leaves all about, and that
-the flaring line was scorching her wool and cotton outing gown and slowly
-creeping upward toward her hand. For a second she tried to beat it out;
-then, seeing the leaf fire spreading on every side and no way of escape
-save through it, she tried to call, but fear muffled her voice.
-
-Faint as the cry was, it was heard by Tatters, who was hunting squirrels
-in the fence. Bounding toward her, he too felt the fire; circling it, he
-flew straight across the brush toward Maarten, barking in a wholly new
-and piercing key of pain and warning.
-
-Running down the line, Maarten took in the situation at a glance, tried
-to beat the flame out with his hands, and failed. Tearing off his loose
-coat, he wrapped Brooke in it, and lifting her bodily, dashed over the
-brush and wall, setting her down at the stream’s edge, where a few
-hatsful of water put out the fire without even blistering her finger-tips.
-
-As he seized Brooke, crushing her to him in his speed, a fierce wave of
-joy that banished all fear enveloped the girl from head to foot, and when
-he put her down and she knew that the flames were extinguished, she was
-still breathing hard, and could find neither voice nor words to thank him.
-
-Glancing at Maarten, she saw that he was bathing his scorched, sooty face
-and wrapping a wet handkerchief about his hands, also that the brush
-fire had caught his beard and singed it all away.
-
-At her exclamation of regret and pity, he turned, then stood upright
-before her with folded arms, his eyes fixed directly on hers. In the
-short interval the outline of his face had changed, solidified, and the
-firmness of mouth and chin was revealed.
-
-Brooke’s heart stood still, and then surged, in wild, clamorous beating.
-“Lorenz!” she cried. “Lorenz! Oh, why have I not always known you? This
-explains everything! Why did you come here like this? Why did you change
-your name and turn into a labourer?”
-
-Her voice had an unconscious reproach in it,—or at least the man so heard
-it,—and a light that had gleamed through all the smut and scorch died
-from his eyes; while half kneeling, half crouching, on the bank among
-the bleached ferns and feathering seed-stalks, her hair fallen to her
-shoulders, bright colour succeeding the pallor of fear, looking again the
-gypsy ruler of the River Kingdom, Brooke waited for the explanation of
-the man who stood before her. Slowly it came, and the voice, from which
-the feigned accent was dropped, trembled at first, but grew stronger with
-fervour every moment.
-
-“Why did I come? To see you! Why did I come as a farm labourer? That is
-to what I was born, back in the little tulip farm that I have often told
-you of, near Haarlem. Also it was the only way that I might both be near
-and serve you. My name is my own, as was that by which you first knew
-me—Henri Lorenz Maarten—Lorenz being my mother’s maiden name, and by it
-I was as often called in the days I spent with my uncle, who brought me
-up, as Maarten, the name of my father, who died so long ago. In Paris my
-friends reversed the titles, student fashion, to please themselves, and I
-for the time became Maarten or Marte Lorenz.”
-
-Why did he stand there, stern and aloof? Could he not read her thoughts,
-Brooke wondered. Did he not fathom the deep undercurrent upon which her
-questions had merely floated like bits of driftage?
-
-No; what Maarten saw before him, as he looked, was that scene in the July
-woods—a young woman with eyes cast down, the suitor with eyes aflame
-pressing kisses upon her hands. That the man was dead did not obliterate
-the vision. Maarten had resolved to make his own confession, complete and
-unmistakable, and then to go his way.
-
-Not knowing this, Brooke let her thoughts fly to him in eager questions.
-
-“The picture! Tell me of ‘Eucharistia’ and the meaning of the light in
-it, and how you found me here when the papers said that you had gone to
-work and study in Brittany.”
-
-“Did they say that? I did not know it, for I came direct from home, where
-I had seen my mother. As to the picture, it is a long story. Shall I
-tell it to you now or write it down and leave it when I go? You will be
-chilled, perhaps, if you wait longer.”
-
-“Then you _are_ going?”
-
-“Yes, next week, my work now being done,” here he glanced across the
-fields; “and having seen you, I must go back to my brush again, hoarding
-the studies I have made. Oh, yes, I have worked—between times—painting
-you always; such work is life to me.”
-
-“No, do not write, tell me now,” said Brooke, wondering if the chill that
-seized upon her spirit had its source from without or from within.
-
-“Then I will tell you if you will listen to the end.” Brooke nodded
-assent.
-
-Maarten drew nearer, and half sitting, half leaning against the bank,
-told his story.
-
-“When I met you in the Paris studios, it was five years after I had
-turned my back on England and the commercial life my father’s brother, a
-London Hollander, had planned for me. I belonged in an art country, and
-its traditions held me in its grip, not to be broken. I had fought my way
-along and worked steadily, first at home, earning some praise, and yet
-always when I felt success coming toward me, it passed me by. At first I
-thought you one of the great flock of those young women who dabble at
-art, as an excuse for greater liberty,—soon I learned better. You were
-kind and frank; you never seemed to wait for flattery, but rather shrank
-from it. Presently I came to think, ‘Here is a woman to whom one may not
-only tell the truth, but who craves it.’ So I spoke my mind freely, as
-you remember on that day at Carlo Rossi’s, when, with a dozen others,
-you were trying to sketch a woman of the street, and catching poise and
-colouring admirably, the face was still a blank, because you could not
-fathom the meaning of her expression.”
-
-“Yes, I remember,” Brooke whispered, half introspectively, as with hands
-clasped over her knee she looked down toward the river.
-
-“I craved your friendship, and you gave it. Then the time came when
-it was too little for me; and I—what had I to offer? So I kept in the
-background; my work grew stale, and for the first time I half regretted
-the five years’ struggle, and might have given up save that, had I done
-so, my mother’s pride and pinching, that I might become a painter, would
-have been wasted.
-
-“One day I went with some others from the Quarter to Fontainebleau to
-sketch out of doors. Three of us had resolved to enter a competition. For
-a week I had scarcely slept, for somewhere in my brain dwelt a picture,
-that was growing, yet would not focus. All the morning I had wandered
-about, and in the early afternoon, leaving the others, I threw myself
-down under the oaks, quite in despair and wholly miserable.
-
-“Presently I heard a footfall on the grass. Before I could turn, a
-cluster of cool, golden grapes dropped in my feverish hand, and looking
-up and backward, I saw your face, and in the smile it wore a ray of
-light, of inspiration, pierced my soul. Before I had awakened from the
-vision, you passed on and joined your scolding chaperon.
-
-“As for me, as I lingered there, those grapes became as drops of
-sacramental wine. I seized my brushes and hastily caught and kept the
-vision as I saw it—for to me it was the divine awakening.
-
-“For weeks I dreamed and painted as I never had done before. My comrades
-laughed and said, ‘Is it love or genius?’ and old Rossi shrugged his
-shoulders and asked, ‘What is the difference?’
-
-“The picture finished, I sent it to the competition, and there your rich
-Senator both saw and coveted it. I would not sell it,—no, never! Ah, then
-I never thought to; but later my mother sickened, and the price would
-more than buy her a good annuity. I thought again, and something said,
-‘_She_ would have liked to help your mother, who is old and still plods
-on the tulip farm behind the poplars, which she will not leave;’ and I
-yielded, and I then resolved to follow you,—across the earth if must
-be,—for lacking you, my inspiration fled.
-
-“Through Carolus Ashton, the amateur, well known in the Paris studios, I
-learned your whereabouts, and at the same time I chanced upon words of
-your swift sorrow in a paper at a fellow-artist’s home.
-
-“‘She has trouble,’ I thought. ‘Surely in some way I can aid her,’ and I
-sent the picture of yourself as not too bold a reminder. Your little copy
-of my picture coming in return, I said, ‘Now I may go; she did not resent
-my painting us together,’ and hope gave me wings.”
-
-“Ashton knew that you were here from the beginning, then, and forwarded
-your portrait in the summer, and made no sign! How cruel!”
-
-“Yes, he knew, and also one named Brownell; but do not condemn them, for
-there is a silence in such matters that is as honour among men, though
-almost strangers; it is as strong as woman’s love. Besides, what good
-would it have done?”
-
-“But the name you gave the picture? ‘Eucharistia,’” said Brooke, leaning
-forward.
-
-Maarten drew closer, and almost dropping on his knees, looked in her
-eyes and took her hands in his, that were hardened by toil and blistered
-by fire of leaves, both for her sake, and said, “The word has two
-meanings,—‘a sacrament,’ and ‘thanksgiving’; you had become the first to
-me, for this I gave the title ‘Eucharistia.’ It has become my name for
-you, and—I still give thanks.”
-
-Then, dropping her hands as that other picture in its setting of July
-woods again crossed his inner vision, he stood, erect and proud, as one
-waiting inevitable sentence, yet glad in the consciousness that he had
-told the truth.
-
-For a moment there was silence, and Brooke’s head dropped lower, until it
-rested on her hands. At last Maarten regained himself: “And now that all
-is told, what is there more for me to do here? What more for me to say?”
-
-Slowly Brooke struggled to her feet, for in truth her clothes were damp
-and heavy, though she had not before felt it. Standing there, she looked
-up and smiled, and once again that shaft of light went forth from her to
-him, as she said in yearning accents: “What more to say, Henri? All that
-a man may say to the woman who loves him.”
-
-“Eucharistia!” he cried, still holding back in blind amazement. “It is
-not parting, then, beloved, but waiting for you and work for me!”
-
-“No; work for you _and work for me_, for what else means the awakening?”
-And placing her hand in his, she walked by his side along the border of
-the stream, while the wind carried the news throughout the River Kingdom,
-and Tatters, pushing himself between them, wagged his tail as he licked
-the blistered fingers.
-
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