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-AUNT OLIVE IN BOHEMIA
-
-by
-
-LESLIE MOORE
-
-Author of "The Cloak of Convention" and
-"The Notch in the Stick"
-
-
-
-
-
-
-Hodder & Stoughton
-New York
-George H. Doran Company
-
-Copyright, 1913
-by George H. Doran Company
-
-
-
-
- TO
- MY MOTHER
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS
-
-
- CHAPTER PAGE
-
- I. THE BEGINNING OF THE FAIRY TALE 11
- II. ANCIENT HISTORY 19
- III. THE LADY OF THE BLUE DRESS 28
- IV. THE COURTYARD 40
- V. IN BOHEMIA 51
- VI. THE FAUN IN THE GARDEN 58
- VII. THE SIX ARTISTS OF THE COURTYARD 63
- VIII. A MAN'S CONSCIENCE 71
- IX. VISITORS 85
- X. THE CASA DI CORLEONE 93
- XI. A MEETING 104
- XII. PRINCESS PIPPA AWAKES 118
- XIII. AT THE WORLD'S END 136
- XIV. VARIOUS MATTERS 150
- XV. A QUESTION OF COLOUR 161
- XVI. THE LADY OF THE BLUE DRESS AGAIN 168
- XVII. THE DUCHESSA ENTERS A KINGDOM 176
- XVIII. BARNABAS SCHEMES WITH CUPID 181
- XIX. THE INTERFERENCE OF A FAIRY GODMOTHER 188
- XX. THE HEART OF NATURE 204
- XXI. THE RING OF EROS 212
- XXII. AN OLD MAN IN A GARDEN 218
- XXIII. ANDREW MCANDREW 233
- XXIV. THE CRUELTY OF THE FATES 238
- XXV. IN YORKSHIRE 250
- XXVI. PIPPA'S MOTHER 259
- XXVII. MICHAEL MAKES MUSIC 279
- XXVIII. THE PEACE OF THE RIVER 284
- XXIX. SOME TWISTED THREADS 287
- XXX. KNOTS UNTIED 292
- XXXI. THE TUNE OF LOVE 299
- XXXII. A WEDDING DAY 304
- XXXIII. A GIFT FROM THE DEAD 308
- XXXIV. THE MUSIC OF TWO COURTYARDS 313
-
-
-
-
- AUNT OLIVE IN
- BOHEMIA
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-THE BEGINNING OF THE FAIRY TALE
-
-
-Once upon a time, as the fairy tales have it, there was a certain
-country town. It was a sleepy little town, where few things happened.
-It was like a dog grown old and lazy with basking in the sun,
-undisturbed by motor-cars and modern rush. An occasional event like
-a fly, and as small and insignificant as that insect, would settle
-momentarily upon it. For an instant it would be roused, shake itself,
-and promptly go to sleep again.
-
-The houses in the town were all alike--small, detached, and built of
-red brick. They were named after the shrubs and trees that grew in
-their gardens. There was the Myrtles, the Hawthorns, the Laurels, the
-Yews, the Poplars, and many others.
-
-One May morning, when the flowers on the laburnum trees were hanging
-in a shower of golden rain, and the pink and white blossoms of the
-hawthorn bushes were filling the air with a sweet and sickly scent,
-a single cab, drawn by a horse as sleepy as the town to which it
-belonged, drove up the small, clean street, and turned in at the gate
-marked the Poplars.
-
-Two small children with satchels on their backs paused to peep up the
-drive. They saw two black boxes being hoisted by the driver on to the
-roof of the cab. There was nothing, one would think, of vital interest
-in the sight, but it proved more attractive than the thought of lesson
-books and school-room benches. They remained to gaze.
-
-In a couple of moments a woman came through the front door. She was
-clad in a black cashmere dress of ample folds, partly hidden by a
-blade satin jacket, with large, loose sleeves. A wide, white linen
-collar adorned with a small black velvet bow surrounded her neck; a
-mushroom-shaped hat, also black, was tied by broad strings beneath her
-chin. In one hand she held a large and tightly rolled umbrella, in the
-other was a black satin bag drawn up by a cord. It bulged in a knobby
-fashion. It had evidently been stuffed to the extent of its capacities.
-
-The woman spoke to the driver, then got into the cab. He climbed to the
-box, flicked his whip, turned the horse's head, and drove once again
-through the gate.
-
-The children scuttled to one side, and the cab drove up the street.
-
-Its occupant sat upright within it, clutching tightly at the umbrella
-and the black satin bag. Little thrills of happiness were running
-through her. The May wind blowing through the window fanned her face,
-bringing with it great puffs of scent from the hawthorn bushes.
-Sunshine sparkled on the roofs of the houses, birds were singing in the
-gardens past which she drove. It was a day alive with gladness, warm
-with the breath of spring, fresh with the sense of youth. And the woman
-within the cab, whose heart, in spite of her sixty years, was as young
-as the heart of a child, participated in the gladness.
-
-She watched the people in the streets walking leisurely in the
-sunshine. She saw the shops with the tradesmen standing idle in the
-doorways. At the fishmonger's only there was a little air of bustle,
-where a maid in a neat print had run in to buy a couple of soles for
-lunch.
-
-The woman pulled out her watch--a huge affair in solid gold, attached
-to a black hair chain. For a moment she glanced at it anxiously, then
-returned it to its place with a little sigh of relief. The horse still
-trotted on its slow unhurried way. More shops were passed, then more
-houses. Finally the cab drew up with a little jerk.
-
-The driver got down and opened the cab door.
-
-"Here we are, ma'am; and twenty minutes to spare. I'll call a porter."
-
-While the boxes were being taken from the cab Miss Mason opened the
-black satin bag. From it she extracted a ten-shilling piece.
-
-The boxes were wheeled towards the platform.
-
-"I've no change, ma'am," said the cabby.
-
-"That's all right," said Miss Mason hurriedly.
-
-The cabby stared. "You're very good, ma'am."
-
-"It's all right," said Miss Mason again.
-
-Ten shillings was a small amount to give a man who had driven her a
-mile towards happiness. She followed the porter on to the platform.
-
-"Victoria, second class," she said to the man at the ticket office.
-
-"Return or single, ma'am?" he demanded.
-
-"Single," said Miss Mason firmly.
-
-She took the little piece of cardboard from him and thrust it up her
-glove. She loved the feeling of it. It was her passport to freedom.
-
-She watched the boxes being labelled. They were new boxes and hitherto
-guiltless of station labels. When she had seen them firmly attached,
-and had been solemnly assured by the porter that the paste was both
-strong and adhesive, she turned her attention to the bookstall. After
-a few moments' survey she moved away hurriedly. The pictures on the
-covers of some of the books distressed her, especially one of a young
-female with red hair and very insufficient orange attire. For a moment
-Miss Mason blushed. But she forgot the objectionable book in looking
-along the shiny rails in the direction from which the train must arrive.
-
-The sudden ringing of a bell made her jump.
-
-"Train's signalled, ma'am," said the porter. "She'll be here in five
-minutes now."
-
-"You'll be sure and put in my boxes," said Miss Mason.
-
-"Sure, ma'am. Corner seat facing the engine, did you say?"
-
-"Y-yes; a seat somewhere," stammered Miss Mason. The near approach of
-the train was making her feel nervous.
-
-"All right. I'll see to it. Second class I think you said."
-
-There was a distant whistle; next, the panting as of some great beast,
-and an engine with its tail of carriages steamed into sight. It drew up
-slowly at the platform.
-
-"Here y'are, ma'am. Carriage all to yourself. Boxes will be in the
-front part of the train. Thank you kindly, ma'am. Anything I can get
-for you? Paper or anything? Window up or down? Will put in the boxes
-myself. Good morning, ma'am."
-
-A tip proportionate to the fare Miss Mason had paid the cabby was
-responsible for this burst of eloquence.
-
-In spite of the porter's assurance that he would see to the boxes
-himself, Miss Mason stood with her head through the carriage window
-till she had seen them actually deposited in the guard's van. Then she
-sat down in the corner of the carriage.
-
-The porter reappeared.
-
-"They're in, ma'am. You're off now."
-
-There was a gentle vibration through the train, and the platform
-began to recede. The one woman left on it--a stout woman who had been
-seeing her daughter off on her way to service--waved a large white
-pocket-handkerchief. Its fluttering was the last thing Miss Mason saw
-as the train left the station.
-
-She heaved a little sigh.
-
-She found she was still clutching the large umbrella. She laid it now
-upon the seat beside her. She was almost too excited to think of the
-happiness before her. She hardly wanted to do so. It was almost too
-overpowering. She would realize it by degrees. At the moment there were
-a thousand trivial delights around her.
-
-She examined the carriage in which she was seated. The number on the
-door was seven hundred and seventy-seven. Miss Mason had a secret
-partiality for certain numbers, seven being her favourite. She was
-seven years old when she had her first silk frock. It was a blue and
-white check frock, and her hair--Miss Mason at that time wore it in
-two plaits--had been tied with blue ribbons. Seventeen had been, up
-to date, the happiest year of her life. But more of that year anon.
-At twenty-seven she had been allowed the entrance of Miss Stanhope's
-library. At thirty-seven she had become the owner of a kitten. At
-forty-seven Miss Stanhope had given her the watch she now wore. At
-fifty-seven a favourite rose-tree had borne the most perfect flowers.
-Trivial enough facts to form landmarks in a life, yet they formed
-landmarks in Miss Mason's.
-
-She again looked approvingly at the number. From it she turned to a
-contemplation of the photographs which adorned the walls. They were
-the usual kind of photographs found in railway carriages--seaside
-promenades, ruined castles, lakes with mountains beyond. Miss Mason
-read the names below them with interest. She looked at the gas-globe
-in the roof of the carriage, with its black cover which could be drawn
-over it if the passengers found the light troublesome. She looked at
-the emergency cord which was to be pulled down to attract the attention
-of the guard in case of accident. She noted that the penalty for its
-improper use was five pounds. It seemed to Miss Mason a large sum to
-pay merely for pulling a little piece of string. She wondered if anyone
-had ever been bold enough to pull it without necessity.
-
-After gazing at it for two minutes with a certain amount of awe, she
-put her arm through the padded loop by the window, and looked out at
-the scenery past which they were flying.
-
-There were fields in which sheep and cows were solemnly munching the
-fresh grass; there were hedges covered with the fairy snow of the
-hawthorn blossoms; there were woods of larches, oaks, and beeches,
-and among them the darker green of firs; there were streams rippling
-golden-brown past meadow banks and clumps of rushes; there were
-children swinging on gates and waving cap or handkerchief as the train
-rushed by. She saw market carts and occasionally a dogcart on roads
-running by the railway, and now and then a solitary cyclist, all going
-at a snail's pace so it seemed compared with the rate at which she
-herself was travelling. They passed houses with trimly-kept gardens
-alive with flowers; cottages with strips of vegetable gardens where
-from lines attached to posts stuck among the cabbages washing was hung
-out to dry. The May breeze swung the clothing to and fro, ballooning
-it momentarily to ridiculous shapes, fluttering red petticoats, white
-tablecloths, and blue blouses, like the waving of coloured flags.
-
-Again the joyous note of youth and gladness sounded in Miss Mason's
-heart. She gave a queer little gruff laugh.
-
-"Wonderful!" she thought. "Like the fairy tales I used to read when I
-was little. Now I'm part of the fairy tale. Can hardly believe it. Yet
-it's true."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-ANCIENT HISTORY
-
-
-Outwardly Miss Mason was not unlike certain pictures of the fairy
-godmother who escorted Cinderella to the ball. Being a fairy godmother,
-no doubt that old lady's heart was every bit as young as Miss Mason's,
-so the similarity may very likely have extended still further.
-
-Of the fairy godmother's previous history there is no known record.
-Miss Mason's history was the public property of the little town in
-which she lived. It is not unduly lengthy. It also cannot be termed
-exciting.
-
-Miss Mason became an orphan at the age of five. Her mother had been a
-pretty Irish girl, only daughter of a penniless Irish gentleman; and
-not having had enough of poverty in her own home, she gave her heart
-to one, Dick Mason, a struggling painter, who was as ugly as he was
-gay and light-hearted. In spite of poverty she had seven years of such
-happiness as falls to the lot of few women. Then Dick was killed riding
-a friend's young unbroken mare, and a month later his wife followed
-him; dying--if such a complaint truly exists--of a broken heart.
-
-Their one child, Olive, was left penniless, and with only one relation
-in the world--a Miss Stanhope, a wealthy and eccentric cousin of her
-father's, who was at this time a maiden lady of thirty.
-
-A sense of duty as stern and uncompromising as Miss Stanhope's own
-appearance induced her to offer the child a home. Duty also prompted
-her to look well after her physical welfare, and educate her in
-a style befitting a young woman of gentle birth. Miss Stanhope's
-views on education were decided and not at all involved. Every lady,
-she averred, should be able to speak French fluently, make her own
-underclothes, and be conversant with the writings of the best authors.
-Music--which she disliked--was left outside the category. She provided
-the child with a French governess, who was a beautiful needlewoman. The
-introduction to the authors would come later.
-
-Olive remained under Madame Dupont's tuition for twelve years. When she
-was seventeen she was sent to "finish her education" at Miss Talbot's
-select Academy for Young Ladies at Brighton. This year was the happiest
-in Olive's life. Not only was there a daily walk on the esplanade,
-from whence she gazed for the first time in her life at the marvel of
-the sea, but also she was permitted to take drawing-lessons. She had
-inherited three things from her father, the first being his plainness
-of feature, the second his youthful heart, and the third his passion
-for drawing.
-
-An extremely inefficient but well-meaning young man of impeachable
-character visited Miss Talbot's Academy for Young Ladies twice a week,
-and instructed the pupils in this art. Chalk drawings from casts
-were the style in vogue. It was considered an extremely advanced
-style. The chalk was kept in small glass tubes, it was shaken on to
-a pad, and applied to the paper with leather stumps, in the manner
-known as stippling. The poverty of the instruction, the horribly
-inartistic results produced, were unrecognized by Miss Mason. Chalk
-representations of plaster pears, apples, and floreate designs were
-produced by her at the rate of one a fortnight, and were laid carefully
-away in a large portfolio with tissue paper between to keep the chalk
-from rubbing.
-
-Among the pupils at Miss Talbot's Academy had been a girl--one Peggy
-O'Hea. Her father was a portrait painter of some note. Miss Talbot had
-hesitated at introducing this girl; daughter of a Bohemian--all artists
-were Bohemian in Miss Talbot's eyes--into her select establishment,
-but the fact that her father was a yearly exhibitor at that most
-respectable institution the Royal Academy, and that her uncle was a
-Dean, induced Miss Talbot to overlook Bohemia. She kept, however, a
-strict guard over Miss O'Hea's conversation with the other pupils,
-a guard Peggy invariably evaded; and curled up on her bed in her
-nightdress, her arms clasped round her knees, she would hold forth
-in glowing terms regarding her father's studio and the artists who
-frequented it. She had in her secret heart a distinct contempt for the
-chalk drawings; but she was a generous little soul, and refrained from
-putting her thoughts into words.
-
-From her glowing descriptions, the word studio came to sound in Miss
-Mason's ears with a note akin to magic, while no one guessed the dreams
-of art and artists, of the mad sweet land of Bohemia, cherished by the
-ugly girl who was known in the school as "that awkward Olive Mason."
-
-At the end of the year Miss Mason returned home, to find her presence
-almost hourly required by Miss Stanhope, who had developed into what
-is usually termed a _malade imaginaire_. Her only recreations were
-gardening, and later--when at the age of twenty-seven she was allowed
-free access to the library--reading. In these two occupations she was
-able to forget the monotony of the days.
-
-Children who peeped through the gate on sunny mornings saw a small
-shrunken woman with a thin peevish face sitting on the lawn or in the
-veranda, according to the season, while Miss Mason was busy in the
-flower-beds, her grey dress tucked up over a black and white striped
-petticoat, goloshes on her feet, a large black hat tied on her head,
-and gauntlet gloves covering her hands. The progress of fashion being
-outside the strictly limited circle of Miss Mason's life, she had
-adopted a costume of her own device, which costume she found both warm
-and comfortable, and it never varied.
-
-The children who peeped through the gate grew to be men and women;
-their children peeped in like fashion, and still the same order of
-things endured at the house named the Poplars.
-
-During these years Miss Mason made one friend. It was curious, though
-perhaps not out of keeping with Miss Mason's character, which was now
-almost as original as the garments she wore, that the friend should
-be a child of ten years old. She had come to live with her parents at
-the small town in which Miss Stanhope resided. The child's paternal
-grandmother had been a friend of Miss Stanhope's youth. That statement
-in itself had a flavour of respectability about it. Armed with a letter
-of introduction from the grandmother--Mrs. Quarly--the parents ventured
-to call upon Miss Stanhope. She received them graciously enough, and a
-week later Miss Mason was ordered to return the visit.
-
-It was then that she met little Sybil Quarly, who promptly took an
-unaccountable, but very strong, liking to her. In a short time Sybil
-learnt which were the hours spent by Miss Mason in the garden, and from
-that moment those hours saw a fair-haired child in short petticoats
-busy in the flower-beds with her. To an onlooker Miss Mason's manner
-would have appeared almost surly, but Sybil, with the infallible
-instinct of childhood, recognized the tenderness beneath the gruff
-exterior. The two became fast friends.
-
-For seven years Sybil helped Miss Mason pull up weeds, destroy
-slugs, bud roses, and take cuttings of carnations. She called her
-"Granny," and she confided all her childish woes and griefs to her.
-Her parents were conventional people, also they were somewhat strict
-and unsympathetic. They did not in the least understand Sybil's timid
-nature. Miss Mason saw, to her sorrow, that the child was being driven
-to subterfuge and petty untruth by an overharsh system of treatment.
-But she was powerless to do anything. Mrs. Quarly would have resented
-the smallest interference. For seven years Miss Mason gave the child
-all the tenderness at her disposal. At the end of that time Sybil's
-parents left the little town and took her to Pangbourne.
-
-During the next three or four years Sybil and Miss Mason kept up a
-fitful correspondence. From much that the girl left unsaid Miss Mason
-felt that she was not happy. Had she herself been gifted with the
-pen of a ready writer, she might indirectly have sought the girl's
-confidence, but neither written nor spoken words came easily to her.
-There were times--and those when she most longed for the power of
-speech--when she felt herself possessed of a dumb dog. She wrote and
-told Sybil that the roses were in bloom, that she had pickled a hundred
-and fifty slugs in salt and water after one shower of rain, that the
-Shirley poppies they had planted one year were spreading like weeds
-over the garden. She heard from Sybil that she had made a few new
-friends, among them one, Cecily Mainwaring, who lived in London, and
-that she stayed with her occasionally. Her letters, however, gave mere
-facts; there was no hint as to her thoughts, or whether she were happy
-in her new surroundings. And Miss Mason longed to ask her, yet all the
-time she could write of nothing but pickled slugs and the blight on
-rose-trees. And after four years Sybil's letters suddenly ceased. Miss
-Mason wrote three times and received no answer. Then she, too, stopped
-writing. And thus the years, as far as Miss Mason was concerned, rolled
-on.
-
-But, at last, one sunny morning when a boy and girl approached the gate
-they saw no one in the garden, and the blinds in the house pulled down.
-Old Miss Stanhope had died quietly in her sleep that morning, and after
-forty-three years Miss Mason had deserted the flower-beds. She was
-sitting in the desolate drawing-room, unable yet to grasp the meaning
-of the one really important event which had occurred in her life since
-she was five years old.
-
-Four days later Miss Stanhope's will was read. Miss Mason had been left
-sole heiress to an income which amounted to something like fifteen
-thousand a year. No one but Miss Stanhope herself and her trustees had
-had the smallest conception of her wealth. The terms of the will, which
-appeared in the local papers, had the effect of taking every one's
-breath away.
-
-Miss Mason spoke to the lawyer regarding it.
-
-"Can't spend anything like that amount a year," she said gruffly.
-"Don't know how Miss Stanhope managed to. Much rather you gave me one
-thousand and looked after the rest. Shan't find it easy to spend one."
-
-Mr. Davis stared for a moment. Then he suddenly realized--and by a
-marvellous leap of intelligence on his part--that Miss Mason was under
-the impression that he would yearly press fifteen thousand sovereigns
-into her palm. The question of banks and cheque-books had not presented
-itself to her mind.
-
-During the next half-hour Henry Davis found himself explaining matters
-to Miss Mason much as he would have explained them to a child of
-twelve. Miss Mason grasped the situation instantly.
-
-"Then before you go you'd better show me how to draw a cheque,"
-she said. "Think that was your expression. I'm not imbecile, though
-when a woman of sixty doesn't know the first principles of banks and
-cheque-books you might think she was."
-
-It was after Mr. Davis had left that Miss Mason gradually began to
-realize what Miss Stanhope's death and her newly-acquired wealth would
-mean. She had lived so long in one groove that the possibility of
-change had never actually occurred to her. At first she had felt almost
-stunned. But suddenly, in a flash, she saw a new life before her. Every
-dream of her seventeenth year could be fulfilled. It found expression
-in one short sentence:
-
-"Shall go to London and take a studio."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-THE LADY OF THE BLUE DRESS
-
-
-Miss Mason was sitting in the lounge of the Wilton Hotel. Mr.
-Davis--the lawyer--had given her the name of this hotel, telling her
-that it was both quiet and comfortable.
-
-A tiny cloud had arisen in Miss Mason's mind. It partially eclipsed the
-sunshine of her morning mood. She knew vaguely what had caused it.
-
-She had changed her dress on her arrival, donning a black satin gown
-made in precisely the same style as the cashmere. A lace collar took
-the place of the linen one. A cameo brooch, large, and set in gold as
-massive as her watch, superseded the black bow. Miss Mason never wore
-jewellery except in the evening.
-
-She had dined excellently at a small table in a room adorned with
-water-colour drawings. Between the courses she had found herself
-admiring them. She was so intent on them that at first she did not
-notice the covert smiles which two girls were directing towards her
-table. When she did, the smiles began to make her feel uncomfortable.
-At first she wondered if her cap were crooked, or her brooch unpinned,
-but gradually it dawned on her that it was just she herself who was
-affording them amusement.
-
-Miss Mason had finished the last morsels of her gooseberry tart
-hurriedly, had swallowed her glass of light wine, and gone out into the
-lounge. She told herself that she was an old fool to worry over the
-little incident, but it had caused a vague anxiety in her mind.
-
-She took up a number of the "Graphic" and began turning the pages.
-The style of the advertisements displayed within its covers had made
-her previously imagine the periodical to be exclusively intended for
-feminine perusal. She had been slightly alarmed before dinner to see
-a stout elderly gentleman studying it profoundly. A momentary idea
-took possession of her as to whether it was not her duty to go up to
-him and warn him regarding the nature of some of the contents, but as
-she saw it was the middle of the book he was studying, she concluded
-that someone had already given him a delicate hint regarding the
-advertisement pages. All the same, she could not imagine the editor of
-the paper to be a modest man.
-
-One or two people had come into the lounge for coffee after dinner, but
-they had left it again, and, at the moment, it was deserted save for
-Miss Mason and one other woman.
-
-There was something about the woman that attracted her attention.
-It was not merely her beauty, but something in the graceful way in
-which she was sitting in her chair, and in her manner of speaking to
-the waiter who brought her coffee. Miss Mason found herself watching
-her. She liked the ivory whiteness of her skin, the vivid red-brown of
-her hair, and the expression in her eyes. Her dress, too, which was a
-curious deep blue, pleased her immensely.
-
-Suddenly the woman looked up. She saw Miss Mason's eyes fixed on her,
-and she smiled. There was something so frank and spontaneous about the
-smile that Miss Mason found herself smiling too.
-
-"We have the place to ourselves," said the woman. "Every one else has
-departed for different theatres. I should have gone myself if I hadn't
-an appointment with a friend of mine."
-
-"Never been to a theatre in my life," said Miss Mason. "Lack of
-opportunity, not prejudice."
-
-"If you really care to have the opportunity it is certain to present
-itself sooner or later," replied the woman calmly. "It's only a
-question of the intensity of wishing."
-
-Miss Mason leant a little forward.
-
-"Doesn't the opportunity sometimes arrive too late?"
-
-The question was put almost involuntarily. It was one she had been
-asking herself for the last three-quarters of an hour--ever since her
-somewhat hurried exit from the dining-room; and the question did not
-refer merely to the opportunity of visiting the theatre. The woman
-understood.
-
-"That raises rather a fine point of question," she replied. "Can it
-be fairly said that one has been given the opportunity if it is truly
-impossible to accept it, which I imagine 'too late' would signify?"
-
-Miss Mason did not reply at once. She wanted to tell this woman about
-the little cloud which had covered the brightness of her sun, the
-insidious little doubt which had crept into her mind. Yet she hardly
-knew how to begin.
-
-The woman waited. She was one of those to whom confidences are given.
-If she had said anything at that moment the sentence Miss Mason was
-slowly preparing in her mind would never have reached her lips. It came
-suddenly and jerkily, it was spoken, too, almost below Miss Mason's
-breath.
-
-"Isn't one ever too old? Have waited a long time for the chance of
-happiness. Got it now. But perhaps I am too old." A slow painful flush
-had mounted in Miss Mason's face with the words.
-
-The younger woman turned quickly towards her.
-
-"Too old for happiness!" she cried, with a little laugh. "Never! If
-happiness has come to you, welcome her with both hands; and with every
-kiss she gives you years will roll away from your heart. Happiness is
-like the spring, which wakes the world to brightness after a dreary
-winter."
-
-Miss Mason gave a little choke.
-
-"Felt like that myself in the train this morning. Forgot I was sixty.
-Thought it was splendid to be alive. Was going to enjoy myself. Was
-so glad thinking about it thought everybody would be glad too. Can't
-explain very well, but felt quite young. Thought all the young things
-in the world would let me watch their happiness, and I'd be happy in my
-own happiness and theirs. Didn't want to interfere with them, or try to
-mix myself up with them. Just wanted to be a kind of onlooker. Never
-thought they'd stop to laugh at me--make quiet fun of me, I mean. Made
-me feel very old. Silly nonsense, of course. Oughtn't to care. Am
-old."
-
-The woman looked up quickly. She had noticed the little scene in the
-dining-room.
-
-"Age has nothing to do with the matter," she replied quietly. "There
-is no reason why you should not enjoy yourself enormously. The dullest
-person I know is a young man of twenty-three, and one of the gayest is
-an aunt of mine who is seventy-five. Happiness is a gift of the gods,
-and is bestowed by them irrespective of age."
-
-"Think so?" said Miss Mason.
-
-"I am sure of it."
-
-Again there was a silence. Then, quite suddenly, Miss Mason began to
-tell the woman the story of her life. She told it badly. For the last
-forty years at least Miss Mason had talked little. Miss Stanhope had
-never cared to encourage conversation other than her own. A daily and
-minute recital of her own imaginary ailments had sufficed her. That had
-been a subject which had never palled.
-
-"And the summary of it all is," ended Miss Mason, "that my life has
-been utterly narrow." She stopped and looked at the woman. There was
-something half humorous, half pathetic, in the expression in her eyes.
-
-"I think," said the woman slowly, "that one is too ready to use the
-term 'narrow' for lives and opinions which have not covered, as we
-imagine, a great deal of ground. Sometimes I think 'concentrated' would
-be a better word to use for them. I know that people who have darted
-hither and thither from one place to another, and from one excitement
-to another, often talk about 'living' and the broadness of their lives.
-But I fancy that if one could go up in a kind of mental aeroplane and
-look down upon those lives, one might see that their grooves, though
-they took an intricate pattern, were possibly narrower than some of
-those which have gone along one straight and monotonous course."
-
-"Think so?" said Miss Mason again. Then she smiled half-shamefacedly.
-"There's one thing--in spite of all the monotony, I've never been able
-to get rid of my belief in kind of fairy tale happenings. Utterly
-ridiculous, of course."
-
-The woman laughed, a low clear laugh, which pleased Miss Mason
-enormously.
-
-"Now we're on ground with which I'm far more familiar," she replied.
-"I was trying to get hold of words and expressions before which were
-rather outside my vocabulary, and I fear I sounded a little stilted in
-consequence. But fairy tales! Why life is a fairy tale. Bad fairies and
-wicked magicians get mixed up in it of course, or it wouldn't be one,
-but there are good fairies and all kinds of unexpected and delicious
-happenings right through it in spite of them. There's often, too, a
-long journey through a wood. You've been through yours. What do you
-hope to find on this side?"
-
-"A studio," said Miss Mason promptly. This woman was making it
-extraordinarily easy for her to tell her fairy tale. "Have wanted one
-ever since I was seventeen, and I think almost before that. Perhaps
-because my father was an artist."
-
-"And now you'll take one?"
-
-"Have come up to look for one," said Miss Mason. "Am going to look at
-pictures too. There's the National Gallery, the Tate Gallery, and the
-Academy. Used to read about them. Later I shall go abroad. Thought
-I'd better get used to going about in England first. Have read a lot
-about pictures. Used to take in a magazine called 'The Studio.' Saw it
-advertised once and sent for it. Miss Stanhope used to make me a small
-allowance. She was kind really, though didn't always understand."
-
-"The kindest people don't always understand," said the younger woman
-quickly. "Are you going to take an unfurnished studio? and will you
-have some of the furniture sent up from your old home?"
-
-There is a curious luxury in speaking of the details of a cherished
-scheme, and especially to one who has never before found a sympathetic
-audience. This the woman knew when she put the question.
-
-Miss Mason gave a little laugh.
-
-"Wouldn't ask that if you'd seen the furniture. Was so used to it it
-was a wonder I still went on thinking it hideous. I think it was after
-I'd been away from it for a year and came back to it that I knew how
-terrible it was. After that it remained terrible. It will all be sold.
-Have arranged for that. Couldn't stay with it any longer than was
-necessary. Don't care what becomes of it now."
-
-Miss Mason was feeling so light-hearted again she was almost reckless.
-
-"Then you'll buy new things?" asked the woman.
-
-"Yes. Soft colours--blues and greens. Love blue. Your dress is lovely."
-The words were jerky but genuine.
-
-"It's my favourite colour," said the woman.
-
-Miss Mason looked in the direction of a mirror near her. She could see
-both their figures reflected in it. Again a little wistful look crept
-into her eyes.
-
-"I suppose," she said suddenly, "that it was my dress those two girls
-were laughing at. Perhaps it is queer. Never thought of that before.
-Couldn't change now, any more than I could change my skin."
-
-She stopped, then looked directly at the woman.
-
-"I suppose people will always laugh at me?" she queried. "I suppose
-those girls were right to laugh. I am queer."
-
-There was a moment's pause. Then the woman in the blue dress spoke
-deliberately.
-
-"I am going to ask you a question which may sound rather conceited,"
-she said. "Which would you value most--my opinion or the opinion of
-those two girls?"
-
-"Yours," said Miss Mason promptly.
-
-"Then I am going to tell you exactly what I think, and you must forgive
-me if what I say sounds impertinent. I don't think you are the least
-queer. I think you are quaint and original. Any artist would infinitely
-prefer your method of dressing than the method chosen by the older
-women of the present day. I think it quite possible that you will find
-a few people will laugh at you, for, as I've already said, in this
-fairy tale world there are bad fairies, and, worse still, stupid ones.
-But they don't count, because they aren't worth consideration, at least
-not as regards their opinion of our actions." She spoke the words
-slowly and simply, almost as she would have spoken them to a child.
-
-Again there was a silence.
-
-"Where will you take your studio?" asked the woman suddenly.
-
-"Chelsea," said Miss Mason. "Whistler lived there."
-
-"Conclusive," laughed the woman.
-
-"Want it to be a nice studio," said Miss Mason. "Rent won't matter.
-Miss Stanhope left me a lot of money. Can't spend it all."
-
-"Now the fairy tale progresses," said the woman joyfully. "Plenty of
-money and fairy tale ideas are the happiest of combinations."
-
-Miss Mason laughed.
-
-"Glad I met you," she said. "Feel like I did when I came up in the
-train this morning."
-
-"Our meeting was evidently part of the fairy tale," said the woman.
-"Now I must go and get my cloak. It's five minutes to nine."
-
-She went towards the stairs. Miss Mason watched her ascending them.
-
-A moment after she had left, a man came into the lounge. He was wearing
-a thin dark grey overcoat, and held a flat black hat in one hand.
-Miss Mason had never before seen an opera hat. She looked at it with
-interest. From it she looked at the man. He was tall and distinctly
-aristocratic-looking. Miss Mason noticed that he wore a small moustache
-and imperial.
-
-She heard a step on the stairs. The woman in the blue dress was coming
-down again. She had a black satin cloak round her.
-
-"Christopher, darling," she cried, "is that you? I'm beautifully
-punctual."
-
-He went up to her and kissed her hand. There was something charming in
-the courtliness of his manner. Miss Mason, who had been momentarily
-shocked by the "darling," felt it somehow explained by the subsequent
-action.
-
-"One moment, and I'll come," said the woman.
-
-She crossed to Miss Mason. The man waited for her.
-
-"I shan't be home till midnight," she said, "and I'm leaving for Italy
-at an unearthly hour to-morrow morning. But I am sure one day we shall
-meet again. Good-bye."
-
-"Good-bye," said Miss Mason. "Hope you'll enjoy yourself." She longed
-to say something more, but the words failed her.
-
-She watched her rejoin the man and leave the lounge. It seemed
-extraordinarily empty after her departure.
-
-"Don't suppose she'll ever lack friends," said Miss Mason to herself,
-"but if ever she did need one----" She left the rest of the sentence
-unspoken in her mind, and finding the place a little lonely went up to
-her own room.
-
-It was not till she was in bed that she realized that she had no idea
-of the woman's name. It also never dawned on her to ask the hotel
-management for it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-THE COURTYARD
-
-
-Dan Oldfield was standing in front of an easel on which was a minute
-canvas. The scene depicted thereon was a pastoral of Mesonnier-like
-detail. At the moment Dan was engaged in painting lilac flowers on a
-green and white dress. The original dress was on a lay figure before
-him.
-
-The studio in which he was working was one of seven enclosed in a
-courtyard. Two of the studios had small gardens in front. Standing in
-one of the gardens it was easier to imagine oneself in the depths of
-the country than in the midst of London. The roll of the traffic in the
-King's Road was just sufficiently remote to sound not unlike the roar
-of the sea.
-
-There were lilac bushes and laburnums in the gardens. A thrush sang in
-one of the laburnum trees in the spring, and a robin in the winter. The
-robin was very tame. It had established a visiting acquaintance with
-all seven studios. There was a certain amount of jealousy among the
-inhabitants when occasionally for a week at a time, it would show a
-marked preference for one studio. On the whole its affections were most
-deeply centred on studio number seven. At the moment this studio was
-empty.
-
-Dan painted in the lilac flowers carefully, using extremely small
-brushes. Every now and then he stepped back from his work to judge of
-the effect. Any onlooker uneducated in the mysteries of art would have
-imagined the use of a magnifying glass a more desirable method to study
-the effect. Dan was evidently not of that opinion. He had just finished
-painting in the yellow heart of the thirteenth flower when the sound of
-the wheels of some large vehicle entering the courtyard struck upon his
-ears.
-
-"What's that!" he said carelessly, and he crossed to the window.
-
-A large pantechnicon had drawn up opposite studio number seven. Men had
-already run round to open the doors at the back of the van. It was full
-of furniture.
-
-"Good Lord!" ejaculated Dan.
-
-He put his palette and brushes down on a table, and standing on a chair
-poked his head through the upper part of the window. A large roll of
-blue drugget and a dark oak easel were being carried up the small
-garden path. Two men were hauling a Chesterfield sofa from the van.
-
-"Good Lord!" said Dan again.
-
-He withdrew his head from the window, descended from the chair, and
-came out of his studio into the courtyard. The sunshine, which was
-brilliant, shone on his untidy red hair. He looked like a slightly
-worried giant.
-
-The Chesterfield was reposing momentarily on the stones of the
-courtyard. The men were wiping their foreheads. The day was warm.
-
-"Studio let?" demanded Dan.
-
-"Yes, sir," was the reply. "Bringing in the furniture, sir. Nice day,
-but warm."
-
-"Who's taken the studio?" demanded Dan.
-
-"Can't remember the lady's name at the moment, sir. Elderly lady with
-grey hair. Saw her when----"
-
-"An old lady!" interrupted Dan. His voice held at least three notes of
-disgust.
-
-"Yes, sir, she----"
-
-But Dan had vanished up the garden path of studio number six, had
-banged on the door, and entered without waiting for permission.
-
-A man in his shirtsleeves was standing before an easel. A nude model
-was half sitting, half lying, on the platform.
-
-"I say, Barnabas," he began. Then he saw the model. "Morning, Tilly.
-Sorry I interrupted."
-
-"Oh, it's all right," said the man addressed, good-humouredly. "I
-thought it was your fairy footfall before I heard the knock. What's
-the trouble? Have you stuck the Messonnier painting on an envelope in
-mistake for a postage stamp and put it in the pillar-box? You'd better
-take a rest now, Tilly, while Mr. Oldfield disburdens his mind."
-
-The girl stretched herself in a lazy panther-like fashion, and taking a
-faded purple dressing-gown from the model stand flung it round herself.
-
-"Studio number seven's let," said Dan.
-
-"Well, why shouldn't it be?" said Barnabas imperturbably. "It's been
-vacant six months. It's a pleasant studio; large, well-ventilated,
-drains in perfect condition, an ideal----"
-
-"Oh, shut up, Barnabas," said Dan. "It's let to an old woman."
-
-"What?"
-
-"An old woman," repeated Dan bitterly.
-
-For a moment Barnabas looked utterly taken aback. Then he shook his
-head.
-
-"Bad news indeed, my child. For the last five years at least we've been
-a pleasant little coterie of seven undeniable geniuses all of the male
-sex. Then Ashton left us. Why on earth didn't your friend Shottover
-take the place? I thought you said he was going to."
-
-"So I thought," replied Dan gloomily. "He's such a vacillating ass. I
-told him he'd lose it if he didn't hurry and make up his mind. Now he
-has lost it, and we've an old woman coming to plant herself among us.
-It isn't that I dislike women----"
-
-Barnabas grinned suddenly.
-
-"What's funny?" asked Dan.
-
-"Your unnecessary statement, my child."
-
-"Well, it's true."
-
-"I know. There was so remarkably little need to state the fact."
-
-"But," went on Dan firmly, "I don't like old women."
-
-"There are exceptions," said Barnabas solemnly. "My paternal
-grandmother----"
-
-"Bother your paternal grandmother. I tell you the studio's let to an
-old woman, and they're taking in the furniture now."
-
-Barnabas moved towards the door.
-
-"Let's have a look at it," he said. "I wonder what her taste in studio
-furniture is like."
-
-He went out into his little garden, Dan following him. A dark oak
-bookcase and an oak chest were being removed from the van.
-
-"By Jove, the ancient lady has got taste!" said Barnabas. "Genuine old
-stuff, or my name's not John Kirby."
-
-The two stood together in the garden on the little gravel path, looking
-across a bed of forget-me-nots and a small fence at the working men.
-
-Barnabas--his real name was John Kirby, but he had first been nicknamed
-the Comforter, and finally Barnabas, the Son of Consolation, by his
-fellow-artists--was a tall man who would have looked even taller if it
-had not been for the huge frame of the man beside him.
-
-"I wouldn't mind that bit of furniture myself," said Barnabas, as a
-beautiful corner cupboard was unearthed from the van. "Hullo! what's
-this? 'The Winged Victory,' by Jingo! _and_ a pedestal. Here's art
-and no mistake. Pictures, too. Here, you," he called to the two men
-who were carrying them, "allow us momentarily to cast our eyes upon
-those treasures. Ye gods and little fishes! a Nicholson, a Pryde, two
-Sickerts, and a genuine Bartolozzi print. The ancient lady evidently
-possesses not only taste but cash--hard coin of the realm, my child."
-
-"Those old fogies always have tons of money," grunted Dan.
-
-Three large wooden packing-cases were now carried towards the studio.
-
-"Be careful with the unpacking of those," said the man who was
-evidently the chief in command. "Old blue Worcester dinner service,
-sir," he explained in an aside to the two who were looking over the
-fence.
-
-Dan groaned.
-
-"Pure swank on her part," said Barnabas sorrowfully. "What have the
-fleshpots of Egypt in common with the earthenware and bread and cheese
-of Bohemia. Why didn't she take up her abode in the fashionable
-quarters of Kensington."
-
-"Turn a Park Lane house into a studio," said Dan.
-
-"Have you any idea," asked Barnabas, addressing himself to the
-man in command, "when the fortunate possessor of these rare and
-valuable articles intends to take up her residence in this charming
-domicile?--in other words, when does the elderly lady come in?"
-
-"To-night, sir, about seven o'clock, I think. Our orders are to have
-everything ready before six, even if we had to put on extra hands. But
-it will be ready easily, bless you, even to the making of the beds
-and final sweeping, which my wife's seeing to. There's not above four
-or five hours' work here. There ain't none of the little whatnots and
-ornaments to unpack what ladies usually carries about."
-
-Barnabas looked at Dan.
-
-"To-night!" he said meaningly. "And you have one of your famous parties
-on! To-night the old lady will sleep--if she can--lulled by the sound
-of hilarious laughter, the twanging of banjos, ribald songs, and all
-the other pleasant little noises which are an invariable accompaniment
-to one of your mad entertainments. Shall you be busy to-morrow?" he
-asked the man.
-
-"Yes, sir; we're moving a family into Elm Park Gardens."
-
-Barnabas shook his head. "That's unfortunate. You'll doubtless be
-required here. The old lady will be making a hasty exit. The old blue
-Worcester dinner service will be repacked less carefully--there won't
-be time for care--the corner cupboard and the Chesterfield sofa, to
-say nothing of the Winged----"
-
-"Ass!" said Dan. "What is the use of talking rot about it. We shall
-have complaints from the owner of the studios about the noise we make.
-I know what it will be."
-
-"A new set of regulations à la German," said Barnabas. "No pianos
-before seven or after ten. Lights out at eleven. We shall become a set
-of model young men who will work quietly all the week and go to church
-on Sundays. Hullo, here's Jasper. Let's tell him the pleasing tidings."
-
-The door of another studio had opened, and a slight, dark man with a
-somewhat ascetic and rather discontented-looking face came out in the
-sunshine.
-
-"What's going on here?" he demanded.
-
-"We're studying the preface to a little book called 'From Wildness to
-Decorum,'" answered Barnabas gravely. "The first chapter will no doubt
-be named 'Hints from the Ancients to Young Men--on Deportment.'"
-
-"Do you ever talk sense?" asked Jasper. "I suppose someone has taken
-this studio."
-
-Dan imparted the information they had lately received.
-
-"So there's no more fun for us poor young fellows, and we'll grow like
-the good artists grow," chanted Barnabas.
-
-"I don't see why you should imagine that because this lady has
-taken the studio that she should necessarily object to any of our
-amusements," said Jasper seriously. "Besides, I hardly think it is
-kind----"
-
-Barnabas gave a little chuckle of laughter.
-
-"Dear child!" he said patting Jasper gently on the shoulder. "He's
-learnt the first chapter of the little book by heart while we've been
-grizzling in the garden. Entirely Dan's fault, my child. He interrupted
-a busy morning, thereby causing me to view the whole world, and old
-ladies in particular, in a pessimistic spirit. Let us be kind. We will
-invite the old dame to your party, Dan. We'll sing songs suited to the
-ears of age. We'll hire a harmonium for the evening, and----"
-
-"I wish you would occasionally be serious," interrupted Jasper half
-impatiently. "Of course we should have preferred a man in the studio,
-but I don't see why you and Dan need be so certain that a woman's
-advent will interfere with us. Do the others know?"
-
-"Lord, no, my child," said Barnabas. "It would take an earthquake to
-induce the other three to put nose beyond door or eye to window before
-one o'clock. If Michael isn't at work on an illustration of a starved
-child, he'll be writing an essay on 'Humour--Some more of its more
-cynical aspects.' Alan will be painting a burning cross in the centre
-of a crimson rose, and would regard the smallest interruption as the
-highest form of sacrilege, and Paul will be doing such genuine good
-work that it would be sacrilege to interrupt him."
-
-There was a moment's silence. Then Jasper spoke in the tone of one who
-has been giving a subject close consideration.
-
-"You know, I don't think we ought to let the fact that a woman has
-taken the studio arouse feelings of animosity in us towards her. She
-is bound to have a studio somewhere if she wants to paint, and why not
-among us? I think we should do our best to make her welcome."
-
-Dan swore softly beneath his breath. Jasper had moments of priggishness
-that were almost beyond the patience of man to endure. Except when
-these moods were on him he was not such a bad sort of fellow.
-
-Barnabas choked down a little laughter and a big bit of annoyance at a
-gulp.
-
-"Right oh! my child. And now I must return to my studio, or Tilly will
-have smoked all my cigarettes. I offered her one once, and henceforth
-she has looked upon them all as her own especial property. Worst of
-acting in a moment of ill-considered generosity. Dan, don't be boorish
-any longer. I'll leave Jasper to read you a further homily on the whole
-duty of man towards ancient ladies. So long, my children. Don't trample
-down my forget-me-nots in your ardour."
-
-He gave them a cheerful nod and vanished within the studio.
-
-His departure left a curious blank. It gave something the impression
-felt when the sun retires behind a cloud, or the sensation we
-experience the first morning of work following a month's holiday.
-People almost invariably felt this sensation when Barnabas left them.
-
-The two other men still stood a few moments longer watching the
-unpacking of the van. Dan, however, had ceased to find the same
-interest in the proceedings. He could no longer grumble with a free
-mind. In the presence of Jasper his utterances would have taken on
-an air of seriousness he was far from fully intending. Besides, his
-proximity in this mood annoyed him. The minute lilac flowers, too,
-required his attention.
-
-Jasper remembered that he also had left a model within his studio.
-Besides, his latest resolution--among others--was not to waste mornings
-unnecessarily.
-
-The two separated. The work of removing the furniture from the van
-continued.
-
-A thrush, unheeding the presence of the men, settled in the laburnum
-tree and began to sing. Perhaps it was an unconscious song of welcome
-to the woman who would that evening enter the castle of her dreams.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-IN BOHEMIA
-
-
-It was nearly seven o'clock in the evening, and through one of the
-windows of the newly-furnished studio a shaft of sunlight had found its
-way. It formed a patch of light on the blue drugget on the floor, and
-caught the corner of an oak dresser on which the old Worcester dinner
-service was arranged.
-
-There were two figures in the studio, though to the eyes of mortals the
-place would have seemed empty. The one was in a robe of white and gold,
-the other in a dress of dull grey. The white-robed figure was sitting
-in a large chair near an oak chest, on which was a Sèvres bowl. She
-looked as if she had come to stay. There was an irresolute appearance
-about the grey-clad figure.
-
-"I can't stay in this studio with you here," she said.
-
-"I know," said the white-robed figure.
-
-"It is my prerogative to be here," went on the grey-clad figure. "You
-don't belong to age."
-
-The white-robed figure smiled.
-
-"You sit there," said the grey-clad figure, "as if the place belonged
-to you."
-
-"It will," said the one in white.
-
-"You will not be able to stay," said the grey-clad figure warningly.
-
-"I shall stay till I am asked to leave. Then you can take my place."
-
-"That will be soon," said the grey-clad figure.
-
-"We shall see," said the figure in white.
-
-"I shall come back again," said the grey-clad figure, but the words
-lacked confidence.
-
-"When you are asked," said the figure in white.
-
-"I am going now," said the grey-clad figure. "If I stay here any longer
-with you I shall lose all my personality."
-
-And Doubt flew through the window. She hated passing through the shaft
-of sunlight, but it was the only way out. But Joy remained in the
-studio.
-
-The clock on the mantelpiece struck seven. Its note was like the
-bell of a miniature cathedral. There was the sound of wheels in the
-courtyard. They stopped.
-
-The door opened and a woman in a black dress and wide mushroom hat
-crossed the threshold. She saw the shaft of sunlight, the oak dresser
-with its array of blue plates, and she looked towards the great chair
-by the chest. Being a mortal she did not see the figure seated in it.
-
-But Joy came forward to welcome her.
-
- * * * * *
-
-An hour later Miss Mason was eating a supper of cold chicken, salad,
-bread and butter, tinned peaches and cream. She was being waited on by
-a little flower-faced girl in a blue print dress and a quaint cap and
-apron. The little girl's name was Sally.
-
-She had been found through an advertisement, after Miss Mason had
-visited registry offices innumerable, and interviewed cooks fat, cooks
-scraggy, cooks superior, cooks untidy, cooks confident, and cooks
-deprecating, none of whom had pleased her. The owners of the registry
-offices had considered Miss Mason an impossible person.
-
-Sally's sole references had been that of her mother, the Sunday-school
-teacher, and her own fresh little face. Miss Mason had fallen in love
-with her on the spot.
-
-She arrived with a parcel under her arm five minutes after Miss Mason
-had entered the studio. Her box was to come the next morning by the
-carrier.
-
-Miss Mason finished her supper and Sally cleared the table. She then
-vanished into the minute kitchen, out of which was an equally minute
-bedroom.
-
-Miss Mason got up from her chair and went slowly round the studio.
-She had spent three weeks of careful shopping. It was astonishing how
-quickly she had found herself going from place to place, aided by
-friendly policemen. Her purchases had been sent to a furniture agent
-who was responsible for their arrangement in the studio.
-
-It was all exactly as she had imagined it would be. There were the
-brown walls with the few pictures, the blue drugget on the floor, and
-the old Persian rugs. There was the "Winged Victory" on its straight
-pedestal in one corner. There was the dresser against one wall,
-with the blue dinner service on its shelves. There was the bookcase
-filled with books, the only reminder of her old life. There was the
-Chesterfield sofa standing at right angles to the fire-place. There was
-the corner cupboard, and a small cupboard with glass doors, in which
-were a few bits of rare old china. There was the easel. There were a
-few new canvases against the wall. There was a box full of oil paints.
-There were charcoal sticks in another box--Miss Mason had found that
-chalk in bottles was not the correct thing nowadays. There was a whole
-ream of white Michelet paper. There was a sheaf of brushes in a green
-earthenware jar. There was a large mahogany palette hanging on a nail.
-It shone smooth and polished like a mirror.
-
-When she had been the round of the studio she sat down in the big chair
-and looked at the empty Sèvres bowl.
-
-"Must buy pink roses for that to-morrow," she said.
-
-She leant back in the chair. The corners of her mouth were relaxed in
-a little tender smile. Her eyes were shining. She heard the voices of
-men crossing the courtyard. They were laughing. She laughed a little
-herself. And over and over again in her heart the words of the lady in
-the blue dress were sounding:
-
-"If happiness comes to you welcome her with both hands; and with every
-kiss she gives you years will roll away from your heart. Happiness is
-like the spring, which wakes the world to brightness after a dreary
-winter."
-
-Sally came back into the studio.
-
-"Is there anything more I can do for you, ma'am?"
-
-"No, child. You'd better get to bed. Boiled eggs for breakfast."
-
-"Yes, ma'am. Good night."
-
-"Good night." There was a moment's pause. Sally had reached the door.
-
-"Got a young man?" Miss Mason's voice was so gruff that Sally's heart
-beat uncomfortably.
-
-"Yes, ma'am; but----"
-
-"Does he live in London?"
-
-"Yes, ma'am." Sally was trembling a little.
-
-"Better write to-morrow and ask him to come to tea on Sunday. Suppose
-there's room in that ridiculous kitchen for you both?"
-
-"Oh, yes, ma'am." Sally's voice was joyful.
-
-"Better buy some cake to-morrow. Gingerbread, plum cake, anything you
-like. Don't loiter now. Get to bed like a good girl."
-
-And Sally fled, feeling that Miss Mason was a winged angel in an odd
-disguise.
-
-Half an hour later Miss Mason herself went to her bedroom. It was
-dainty and charming. The curtains before the window were white muslin,
-with outer curtains of white dimity and borders of tiny pink rosebuds.
-The quilt covering the bed was white like the curtains, it also had a
-border of pink rosebuds. The carpet was cream-coloured, the furniture
-Chippendale.
-
-When Miss Mason was ready for bed she knelt down, her hands folded on
-the rosebud-covered quilt. The old petitions of childhood, still used
-by the woman of sixty years, failed her for the first time.
-
-"God," said Miss Mason softly, "I am happy, and I thank You."
-
-That was all.
-
-She got into bed. For a long time she lay gazing into the darkness with
-open eyes. She was too happy to sleep. She had become aware of sounds
-she had heard at intervals during the evening almost without realizing
-them--singing, the twanging of banjos, the sound of laughter. Now in
-the darkness she heard them clearly. Her old eyes puckered at the
-corners into little delighted wrinkles.
-
-Then suddenly she heard the notes of a violin. Miss Mason had no
-knowledge of music, but even to her ignorant ears the hand was that of
-a master. When it stopped there was silence.
-
-Presently she dozed. Much later she was awakened from a half-sleep
-by laughter, footsteps, and louder singing. The words came to her
-distinctly.
-
-She lay there smiling, a queer old figure in a white nightcap, one
-rather bony hand beating time softly on the quilt.
-
- "For he's a jolly good fellow,
- For he's a jolly good fellow,
- For he's a jolly good fe-el-low,
- And so say all of we."
-
-With a little sigh of supreme content Miss Mason uttered the one word:
-
-"Bohemia!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-THE FAUN IN THE GARDEN
-
-
-Barnabas came into his garden in the early morning sunshine. His hair
-was still a little wet, for he had only just had his bath. He was
-wearing an old Turkish dressing-gown, purple bedroom slippers, and was
-smoking a cigarette.
-
-A light wind was blowing through the courtyard. It scattered the pink
-petals of a too full-blown la France rose upon the garden path. They
-chased each other round in a little mad dance, first down the path,
-then in circles at the foot of the statue of a little faun playing on
-a long thin reed. The faun looked at them with mocking, laughing eyes,
-while he piped to their dancing.
-
-A thrush in the laburnum tree looked at Barnabas for a moment, but as
-it had already got used to the fact that he was neither a cat nor a boy
-with a stone handy, it began to sing a sweet full-throated song.
-
-Barnabas fingered a la France rosebud. There were half a dozen little
-green blights clinging to the petals. He blew a cloud of tobacco smoke
-round it. The blights smiled at him, so to speak. It would require
-something stronger than cigarette smoke to remove them from their
-lodging. Barnabas let go his hold on the rosebud.
-
-"Hang it all," he said. "I daresay they're enjoying life and the
-sunshine as much as I am. They don't seem to be hurting the roses,
-anyhow."
-
-A couple of white butterflies flew into the garden. One of them settled
-on the sleeve of his dressing-gown. Barnabas looked at it. It did not
-move, only its wings quivered a little.
-
-"You morsel of life," said Barnabas, "you're enjoying yourself too."
-
-He felt a sudden odd remorse at the thought of other butterflies he
-had long ago enclosed in wide-topped bottles filled with camphor, and
-then pinned down on to pieces of cork. The destructive age had not
-lasted long with Barnabas. His love of Nature was too whole-hearted and
-genuine.
-
-The door of studio number seven suddenly opened, and Sally came out in
-her blue print dress. She held a duster in her hand which she flapped
-two or three times. The butterfly flew away to perch on the shoulder of
-the faun.
-
-Sally paused for a moment to sniff the morning air. She did not see
-Barnabas. She was feeling very happy. She was seventeen, it was eight
-o'clock on a June morning, and last night she had written to her young
-man--a stalwart coal-heaver. The letter had been written with a stubby
-end of pencil on a scrap of paper. The envelope into which she had put
-it had not stuck well. It had required much pressure from Sally's
-thumb. The cleanest thumb will leave a mark on an envelope if it is
-much rubbed on it. The envelope had looked a little dirty, and Sally
-had sighed. She felt, however, that the words it contained would more
-than make up in Jim's eyes for the smear. Later she would ask leave to
-go out and buy a stamp.
-
-Then she saw Barnabas. Her work having lain hitherto in the kitchen
-rather than in the upstair regions, she was not used to the appearance
-of young men in Turkish dressing-gowns, and she blushed.
-
-"Morning," said Barnabas pleasantly, smiling at the girl. She made him
-think of a wild-rose.
-
-"Good morning, sir," said Sally, and she dropped a curtsey.
-
-Barnabas looked at her with approval.
-
-"Where did you learn to make curtsies, child? I thought they'd gone
-out of fashion with Bibles, brown sugar on bread and butter, and old
-ladies."
-
-Sally dropped another curtsey from pure nervousness.
-
-"Please, sir, mother taught me, sir. She was still-room maid in a big
-house before she married father. She said born ladies curtseyed to the
-King and Queen, and we curtseyed to the born ladies--and gentlemen,"
-she added.
-
-"Then your mother, child, is not a Socialist," said Barnabas.
-
-"Please, sir, mother says," said Sally seriously, "that Socialism is
-a lot of silly talk among discontented people who'd be discontented if
-they had the moon to play with. She says Christ's socialism was love
-and respect."
-
-Barnabas gave a low whistle.
-
-"Your mother must be a very remarkable woman," he said.
-
-There was a moment's pause, while Sally looked at him and at the white
-butterfly which had returned to perch upon his sleeve. Then a sudden
-spirit of mischief, born of the wind of the morning, took possession of
-Barnabas.
-
-"I hope we didn't disturb your mistress with our singing last night,"
-he said. There was a little glint of gay devilry in his eyes.
-
-"Oh, no, sir," said Sally quickly. "I asked her ten minutes ago, sir,
-and she said, 'Bless you, no, child. Enjoyed it. They sounded so
-delightfully young and happy. Like to have that kind of lullaby every
-night.'"
-
-Sally was an unconscious mimic. Barnabas got a sudden and not
-inaccurate mental image of Miss Mason as she spoke the words. A
-little pang of remorse, not unlike the pang he had experienced at the
-thought of the butterflies, smote him as he remembered his half-joking
-conversation with Dan.
-
-"Give your mistress my compliments, and tell her I am glad we didn't
-disturb her. Also that I shall do myself the pleasure of calling upon
-her at no very distant date."
-
-"Yes, sir," said Sally, and she turned back towards the studio.
-
-"By the way," said Barnabas, "what is your mistress's name?"
-
-"Miss Mason, sir," said Sally. She dropped a final curtsey and
-disappeared within the studio.
-
-Barnabas lifted his arm with the butterfly on it, and brushed its wings
-lightly against his lips. Apparently it appreciated the treatment, for
-it remained passive.
-
-"Is it the influence of the morning, the wings of a white butterfly, or
-the wild-rose face of that child?" said Barnabas.
-
-"I fancy I am going to fall in love with Miss Mason."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-THE SIX ARTISTS OF THE COURTYARD
-
-
-That same afternoon the five other male occupants of the studios
-dropped in to tea with Barnabas. They frequently did. They liked the
-cakes he bought at a shop in the Fulham Road, and, incidentally, they
-appreciated Barnabas himself. They had one and all announced their
-intention previously.
-
-"Meaning me to buy cakes," said Barnabas. And he had sent his man to
-the Fulham Road to make the purchases.
-
-Barnabas poured out the tea, which was drunk out of cream-coloured cups
-with festoons of flowers on them. There were not enough chairs, but a
-couple of packing-cases had been pressed into service, and they sat
-round an oak table--gate-legged. Barnabas had picked it up for a mere
-song at a filthy little shop in a back street. He was very proud of the
-bargain.
-
-The six men were curiously dissimilar in appearance and in character.
-One took in the outlines of that, as one took in their appearance at
-the first glance.
-
-Next to Barnabas was Dan Oldfield, huge, red-haired, and
-untidy-looking. He was one of a large family, and had begun his
-artistic career at a suburban art school, where he had risen to the
-post of pupil teacher, and later to that of assistant master. At
-twenty-two he had been left three hundred a year by an uncle, and
-had come to London to study at the Slade Schools. He was now thirty,
-and had never lost the idea of minute finish inculcated in him at
-the art school. It found expression in his tiny pictures of almost
-miniature-like work, pictures which the palm of one of his huge hands
-would have covered.
-
-Beside Dan was Jasper Merton, sallow, clean-shaven, discontented in
-expression, his previous history unknown to the six studios. He painted
-altar pieces at low rates for high churches in poor districts, which
-paintings were usually the gift of benevolent and religiously-minded
-spinster ladies. He looked--as Barnabas had once said--as if he were
-wearing a hair shirt for the good of his soul, and as if the shirt were
-an extra-prickly one.
-
-Beyond him was Alan Farley, who, like David of old, was "fair and of a
-ruddy countenance." Nature had intended him for a cheerful soul, but
-art of the ultra-mystic type had taken him prisoner. He painted shadowy
-figures with silver stars on their brows, non-petalled roses, and
-purple chalices; he read Swinburne and the poems of Fiona Macleod, and
-talked about creative genius.
-
-"Creative genius!" Barnabas had said to him one day. "Man, you don't
-understand the first principles of it. Your painting is pure slither.
-Do you think creation is slither? It's travail, it's agonizing. What
-does your work cost you? Nothing. An airy fancy, half an hour's mental
-indigestion, and there's a canvas covered with purples, greys, and
-greens. The colour's all right, but what on earth is the thing worth?
-I'm not talking monetary jargon. You say that purple mass in the corner
-is a veiled woman, and she's talking through opal mists to a silver
-star. Who on earth's going to find that out unless you go round like
-a kind of animated catalogue to your own pictures. Get hold of form,
-man. Study it. Draw--draw--draw--till you can express ideas tangibly.
-Leave poetry alone for a bit till you're honoured with the power of
-understanding it. You're being mentally sensual and don't know it. You
-talk of passion! Great Scot! You don't understand the meaning of the
-word, nor the A B C of nature."
-
-And Alan had listened and taken the harangue meekly, though it had had,
-apparently, little effect.
-
-Next to Alan was Paul Treherne, seated on a packing-case. He was a man
-well above the medium height, and with a lean-limbed look about him. He
-had grey eyes, sad--like his mouth, which was partly hidden by a small
-moustache. Fate had started him in an office, which he hated. Later
-she had taken him abroad, where he had lived in a tent and under the
-open sky, where he had experienced hardships few men of his class have
-known, and where he had three times been face to face with death. He
-had looked at sunsets across open plains, and seen mountains bathed in
-gold and purple, and the crimson fire of tropical evenings. He had seen
-the blue shadows of palm trees on yellow sand; he had seen the scarlet
-of pomegranate flowers, the gold of oranges against azure skies, till
-his whole being was saturated in colour. And lastly he had returned to
-England at the age of twenty-seven to find in the soft greys and lilacs
-of smoky London an even more wonderful charm. He had then an income
-of eight hundred a year, four of which he gave to his widowed mother,
-who lived in a little house in Hampshire. He was at last able to turn
-to art, which he had always loved passionately, and from his knowledge
-of character gained through much experience of men and women, and
-with his wonderful sense of colour, he took to portrait painting. He
-now, besides his invested income, earned, at the age of thirty-seven,
-about six hundred a year by his brush. He sang in an untrained mellow
-baritone in a way that brought tears to one's eyes.
-
-Between Paul and Barnabas was Michael Chester, a small man, one
-shoulder higher than the other, and with one leg shrunken and twisted.
-He had had a pencil in his hand since babyhood. In illustration and
-line work he excelled, though his choice of subjects was morbid. His
-paintings of the river and grey London streets were beautiful. There
-was something almost Whistler-ish about them. He had the heart of a
-true poet, and the tongue of a cynic, and he played the violin like
-a god. An ultra-morbidity regarding his own appearance had lost him
-to the world as a public violinist. Nothing would have induced him to
-mount a platform or enter a crowded drawing-room. The studios alone
-were given the benefit of his talent.
-
-And finally, master of the ceremonies, seated on another packing-case
-was Barnabas--tall, brown-haired, green-eyed, and sunny hearted,
-outwardly indolent, and beloved of his fellow-men. He followed in the
-footsteps of Paul as a portrait painter, though he was apt to say it
-was "the devil of a way behind."
-
-The conversation during tea had somehow centred round a certain
-unconscious old lady, who was at that moment cleaning oil paints from a
-large mahogany palette, and looking with humorous disgust at a canvas
-on which were large and unsteady blobs of pink paint above a smear of
-green and gold. They were intended to represent pink roses in a Sèvres
-bowl, but had failed horribly in the intention.
-
-The conversation had begun airily enough, five of the men taking part
-in it, Barnabas alone being silent. After about ten minutes it began to
-be slightly strained, and three of the men had more or less dropped
-out of it. Dan had, however, continued to express his views somewhat
-clearly and with a certain amount of gruffness. Jasper was being
-annoyingly Christian-like in his attitude.
-
-"I intend to call on the lady, at all events," he said at last, with
-exasperating decision. "After what you two fellows said yesterday I
-felt that I at least----"
-
-"Not you only, my child," interrupted Barnabas good-humouredly,
-speaking for the first time. "We're all going. We begin on Sunday."
-
-"Won't the lady be a trifle overwhelmed?" asked Paul.
-
-"I didn't mean all at the same time, or on the same day," explained
-Barnabas. "I intended that we should go in detachments. I thought Dan
-and I could begin--take the initial step, so to speak."
-
-"And who next?" asked Paul, smiling.
-
-"Jasper and Alan, as Jasper's so keen about it," said Barnabas. "Then
-you and Michael."
-
-Michael looked at the tip of his cigarette through half-closed eyes.
-
-"You can leave me out of the little programme," he said. "I don't pay
-calls."
-
-"And I'm calling on my great aunt's stepmother on Sunday," said Dan.
-"Sorry, Barnabas, but it's a prior engagement."
-
-"You can send a wire to that purely fictitious person--if you know her
-address--and put her off," replied Barnabas.
-
-"I'll be damned----" began Dan.
-
-Jasper got up from his chair. "I will leave you five to make your own
-arrangements," he said. "I shall call upon Miss Mason at five o'clock
-on Monday afternoon. If Alan comes with me I shall be pleased. I've got
-an engagement now. Good-bye."
-
-He left the studio. There was a very slight and almost unconscious
-movement of relief among the remaining men.
-
-"Your language jarred on his nervous susceptibilities, Dan," said
-Michael. "And he thinks our attitude altogether unchristian."
-
-"Wish he'd get himself fixed up in one of the panels of his own
-altarpieces, and carried off to the highest church in London," said
-Dan. "It would be much the best place for him."
-
-"I'll not call with him," said Alan firmly. "If I do make a martyr of
-myself it will be by myself or with one of you others."
-
-There was a silence. Then quite suddenly Barnabas told them of Miss
-Mason's little speech to Sally. Somehow he had been unable to mention
-it in Jasper's presence.
-
-Again there was a pause. Then Dan laughed.
-
-"You're confoundedly sentimental, Barnabas, my son. I suppose I'll have
-to send that wire."
-
-Michael smiled, a queer twisted smile.
-
-"Barnabas has a curious faculty for keeping silence till the crucial
-moment," he said. "He then makes some little trivial remark which
-invariably manages to upset all our preconceived notions."
-
-"He is," said Paul, "as Dan says, a pure sentimentalist."
-
-The atmosphere had lightened. Jasper's departure and Barnabas' little
-speech had had a curious effect upon it. A mental fog had previously
-crept into the studio. It often found its way into the rooms Jasper
-entered. Sometimes he seemed to leave it behind, but it generally came
-to find him, creeping thin and ghostlike through the keyhole, through
-the cracks in the doors, through the chinks in the windows, settling
-thickly round him, and casting its gloom over the room and the other
-occupants.
-
-And the gods of Joy and Laughter, who cannot breathe in such an
-atmosphere, would silently depart. Now, however, they had found their
-way back, slipping easily and gladly into the place they loved.
-
-When, half an hour later, Michael limped down the garden path with
-Paul, he nodded in the direction of studio number seven.
-
-"Shall we say Tuesday afternoon for our call?" he asked carelessly.
-
-Paul had a momentary feeling of surprise. He did not show it.
-
-"Right," he replied equally carelessly.
-
-And the little faun laughed to hear them, and piped a madder dance
-still to the rose-petals which had whirled below his pedestal at
-intervals throughout the day.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-A MAN'S CONSCIENCE
-
-
-Jasper Merton was a man who had been born with a curious kind of
-conscience. He was perpetually looking at it, dusting it, and seeing
-that it kept in what he considered perfect working order. In reality it
-only worked spasmodically and at unexpected intervals. He possessed,
-also, an enormous amount of that quality which is generally termed
-artistic sensitiveness, but which is most frequently a polite and
-pretty name for selfishness. He see-sawed between conscience and--it
-must be given its right name--selfishness, in a manner which made
-his life not only uncomfortable to himself, but almost equally
-uncomfortable to others.
-
-He had, too, a skeleton which he kept in a cupboard, in other words, in
-a small--a very small--house in Chiswick. That skeleton was a woman.
-She was his wife, and a secret.
-
-None of his fellow-artists had ever dreamt of asking him if he were
-married. It never dawned on them to ask a man, who was apparently a
-bachelor and who obviously disliked the company of women, such a
-question; and he had no near relations to trouble their heads about him.
-
-He was twenty-three when he married her, and she was eighteen. She was
-a slight, fair-haired girl with blue eyes and a lovable nature. He had
-worshipped her to the whole extent of his selfish disposition. At the
-end of a year a child had been born to them. It had lived two years--a
-toddling blue-eyed mite with fair hair like its mother. It had little
-caressing ways and soft baby cooings of laughter.
-
-But one day the laughter had ceased, and from the nursery had come
-sounds of a child in anguish. A basin of boiling water had been left
-on the table by a careless nurse, and pulled over by a pair of small,
-clutching hands. A week of horror had followed. The child had lived for
-four days in agony, even drugs could not soothe its pain, or quiet the
-terrible sobbing voice. Jasper had fled from the house.
-
-When he had returned his wife had met him white and tearless.
-
-"My baby's at peace, thank God," she had said. And then she had
-laughed. She had not slept except from momentary exhaustion for four
-nights and days.
-
-Later in the evening he had found her drunk in the dead child's room.
-He had carried her from it and locked the door.
-
-In the morning she had come to him and had tried to speak. His look of
-disgust had made speech impossible.
-
-"Jasper----" she had said brokenly.
-
-"I--I can't say anything," he had stammered. And he had gone from her.
-
-When he had returned in the evening it was to find her again drunk.
-This time in the dining-room.
-
-That was the beginning. He had never been able to hide his disgust, his
-love had been killed. Conscience, which held the word Duty before him,
-spelling it with a capital, told him to make the best of things; his
-sensitiveness shrank from the woman as from something loathsome.
-
-After the child's funeral she had pulled herself partially together,
-and he had never found her in the same condition again. But she had
-lost all her old charm. She grew listless in manner, slovenly and
-untidy in dress. Now and then she would look at him with the eyes of
-a dumb thing asking for help. He never saw her eyes. He had avoided
-looking at them. The sight of her--her untidy hair, her neglected
-dress--had offended his sensitive taste. Little by little they had
-drifted mentally further apart. Finally they had separated. Even the
-separation had been gradual. First he had taken his small house in
-Chiswick and the studio in Chelsea, living at home, and going daily
-to his work. She had known what the outcome would be, but had said
-nothing. Later he had begun to sleep at the studio, returning only for
-the week-end. He had spoken of the distance, making it an excuse.
-
-And now there was only occasional visits, prompted entirely by
-conscience. He had left the studio to pay one of these visits that
-afternoon. An extraordinary priggishness of manner towards his
-fellow-men was an invariable preface to them.
-
-As the tram bore him into the suburbs he gave a little shiver of
-disgust. The commonplace ugliness of the houses was an eyesore
-to him. He pictured the inhabitants as dull, well-meaning,
-ultra-respectable--leading a carpet-slipper, roast-beef,
-little-music-in-the-evenings--kind of life. He thought of the men as
-all old and fat, or young and conceited; of the women as thin and
-careworn, or flashy and bejewelled. His mental pictures were either
-extremely commonplace or extremely tawdry.
-
-Suddenly his conscience began to fidget. It was becoming uncomfortable.
-What right had he to feel like that, it said. They were every bit as
-good as he was. Who was he to sit in judgment on his fellow-men?
-
-He put the mental pictures aside. He said a little prayer for charity.
-Then he looked at his conscience again, and satisfied himself that
-he had swept away the dust specks which had caused it a momentary
-uneasiness.
-
-But he never thought of the poetry that might be hidden away in the
-lives passed within those ugly walls, nor listened for the old, old
-tunes of love and sorrow, hope and fear, birth and death, that were
-played for them as they were played for those who dwelt in infinitely
-more picturesque surroundings. And if he had heard the music he would
-probably have said that the metre was out of time, the notes old and
-cracked, or thin and tuneless.
-
-At last he left the tram and turned up a side street. The houses in it
-were small, red brick, and each of a pattern exactly like the other.
-They stood a little way back from the pavement, separated from it by
-a low brick wall on top of which was an ugly iron railing. Each of
-the tiny plots of ground in front of the houses was divided from the
-neighbouring plot by more iron railings. Some of the plots were merely
-gravel, others grass, while a few had blossomed out into flower-beds
-gay with flowers.
-
-He turned into one of the gravel plots and went up four steps to the
-front door. He rang the bell. His face was perfectly expressionless. It
-was like the face of a man who is self-hypnotized.
-
-"Your mistress in?" he said to the untidy woman who answered the door.
-
-"Yes, sir. Will you come into the sitting-room? I'll tell 'er."
-
-Jasper went into the sitting-room. He stood on the hearthrug in the
-attitude of a stranger. The tea-things had not been cleared away, they
-were still on the table, which was covered with a white cloth showing
-various grease spots. The tea-things themselves were on a black tin
-tray with the enamel scratched off in two or three places. There was a
-loaf of bread on the table, a pat of soft-looking butter on a plate,
-a pot of strawberry jam from which the spoon had fallen making a red
-smear on the cloth, and a remnant of stale cake.
-
-The furniture in the room was not ugly, but the whole place had a
-desolate look. A French novel in a yellow paper cover lay open face
-downwards on a small table near the hearthrug. Jasper picked it up,
-glanced at the title, and put it down again with a little movement of
-disgust.
-
-The door opened and a woman came in. She was wearing a loose and rather
-shabby brown dress; her hair, which was really a beautiful pale gold,
-looked unbrushed and uncared for. She wore it parted and in an untidy
-knot at the nape of her neck. The only neat thing about her were her
-hands, which were small hands, the nails polished and manicured.
-
-"Oh, it's you, Jasper," she said, and she sat down. She did not even
-offer to shake hands.
-
-"How do you do, Bridget," he said gravely.
-
-She laughed. "Is that a gentle reminder to me of my manners, or a query
-as to my health? I'm all right, thanks."
-
-Jasper stood irresolute. This nonchalant attitude of his wife pained
-him. She was usually more apathetic.
-
-"Won't you sit down," she said politely, "that is if you wish to stay
-for your usual hour."
-
-Jasper put his hat and stick on the sofa and sat down on a chair near
-the table. His eye fell on the tray.
-
-"Why don't you get a new one," he said half irritably, "or at least
-cover it with a tea-cloth? I hate these black, scratched things. I
-don't keep you short of money."
-
-She glanced towards the offending article.
-
-"You don't often see it, do you?" she queried. "I'm used to it;
-besides, I haven't an artistic eye. Emma shall take it away if it
-displeases you."
-
-She rang the bell, and the woman who had opened the front door appeared.
-
-"Take away the tea-things," said Bridget carelessly. "Mr. Merton
-doesn't like to see them."
-
-The woman piled the things on to the tray, and gathered the cloth in a
-bundle under one arm. She left the room with them.
-
-There was a silence.
-
-"Well," said Bridget encouragingly, "five minutes of the hour have
-gone."
-
-Jasper moved impatiently. "I don't know what is the matter with you
-this evening, Bridget. I don't know you in this mood."
-
-She raised her eyebrows with a slightly mocking expression.
-
-"Do you ever notice my moods? That is news to me. I was waiting for the
-usual lectures."
-
-Jasper frowned. "I don't want to lecture you. I don't come here to
-lecture you. I have only sometimes asked you to keep your hair tidy and
-wear becoming dresses. There's nothing in the way of a lecture about
-that."
-
-She shrugged her shoulders. "It's hardly worth while to trouble, is it?
-No one sees me but you, and then only four times a year."
-
-"Your own self-respect----" he began.
-
-She looked at him.
-
-"I lost that," she said quietly, "long ago."
-
-"It is never too late," he said. There was now a touch of priggishness
-in his manner. Conscience had given him a little push.
-
-"Isn't it?" she said. "I think it is. You showed me that."
-
-"I?" Jasper was frankly amazed.
-
-"Yes, you."
-
-"I don't understand what you mean. I tried to help you. I've begged you
-again and again to dress decently, to care for your appearance. I----"
-
-"You left me." The words were perfectly quiet. They were the mere
-statement of a fact.
-
-"I--I---- Our life together was a misery," he stammered. "I tried for
-two years to help you. I----"
-
-"How did you try to help me?" she asked. "By talking calm platitudes
-through a kind of moral disinfectant sheet--which you held between
-us, unable, for all your high faluting words, to keep the disgust
-out of your voice, the loathing out of your eyes. I had offended
-your fastidious taste--yes, I know I had seemed horrible, that I was
-horrible; but how ten thousand times more horrible do you think I felt
-to myself? And yet I knew I had some excuse."
-
-"Excuse," he said sternly, strong in his moral self-righteousness,
-"excuse for lying drunk in the room with our dead child." He shuddered.
-The memory of the sight filled him with horror.
-
-She put her hand over her eyes. It was shaking.
-
-"Listen," she said, "you shall have the truth for once, though I am
-not speaking it in justification of myself. Have you ever thought of
-those four days and nights of torture, when every cry of anguish my
-baby uttered was like a red-hot needle piercing my heart and brain?
-Have you thought that there were moments when I felt in my wild misery
-that I must fly from the sound of them, but that her baby-hands were
-seeking mine, her voice calling in vain to me to help her. You shudder?
-You shuddered then and fled. The sensitiveness of your nature could
-not stand the sight and sounds of agony. When at last it ceased, and
-reason told me my baby was at peace, I still heard her voice. The
-doctor had sent me to bed. I could not rest. I got up. I saw you. You
-went to your own room to weep. I had gone through the agony alone. I
-was to go through the grief alone. I was faint when I took the brandy.
-I did not know it would affect me as it did. I was worn out, and it
-went to my head. I heard her voice again. I thought it real that time.
-I stumbled upstairs to the room where you found me. In the morning I
-remembered what had happened. I loathed myself. I came to you and saw
-the same loathing in your eyes. The next few days I drank purposely to
-gain oblivion, and I hated myself for doing it more than you can ever
-have hated me. But one night I thought I saw my baby----" she paused.
-"I never took the stuff again, though there were moments when I longed
-for it. I wanted to ask your help, to tell you what I had suffered. I
-could not. I saw the look in your eyes. It kept awake in me the memory
-of that--that day. Only at night, in the darkness, I forgot it. I could
-feel my baby in my arms, her hair against my lips----"
-
-She stopped.
-
-For a moment there was a dead silence: Jasper broke it.
-
-"I did not understand," he said. It was an admission on his part. At
-the time she did not realize it.
-
-"Of course you did not," she said, and a trace of weariness had found
-its way into her voice. "You would never understand what offended
-your taste. For a crime alone you might find excuse, provided it
-was sufficiently picturesque. For mere sordidness there is none in
-your eyes. You said it was not too late. I say it is. For years your
-refinement and your conscience have been at war. You have not had the
-moral courage to leave me, nor the manhood to help me--to help me to
-regain the self-respect I lost seven years ago. I am tired at last of
-you, tired of these perfunctory visits. They can end."
-
-"What do you mean?" asked Jasper.
-
-"Simply that I don't want to see you again. You can't get a divorce--I
-have at least been faithful to you; there is not even cause for a legal
-separation----"
-
-"Bridget!" he cried, shocked. "I have never wanted----"
-
-She held up her hand.
-
-"Please don't protest, Jasper. Actions speak a good deal louder than
-words. You have hated these four yearly visits quite as much as I have.
-Your conscience has ordered you to make them. You have kept it quiet by
-a quarterly journey to Chiswick. Your refinement has shrunk more each
-time from the sight of me. The fact that Duty alone was urging you to
-it has made it more difficult for you. Now it is I who say they must
-cease."
-
-"You are my wife," he said stubbornly.
-
-She laughed. "You always had little sense of humour, Jasper, and
-now I think that little must have died. You don't understand what I
-mean? That shows it is quite--quite dead. I am now going to take all
-responsibility off your shoulders by refusing to see you again."
-
-"And if I refuse?"
-
-"Then I shall go away where you cannot find me."
-
-For a moment he was silent.
-
-"How can you live if I don't know where you are?" he asked. "You have
-no money of your own. I must send you some."
-
-"I know you have considered it your duty to make me an allowance,"
-she replied, "and in my candid opinion that is still your duty. If,
-however, you persist in coming to see me I shall make it impossible for
-you to send me money by going away where you will be unable to find me.
-I can work. It might be better for me to do so. You can decide."
-
-"I shall send you the money," he said stubbornly.
-
-"And not attempt to see me--you promise?"
-
-"You force me into giving the promise. I can't let my wife work for her
-living, or starve."
-
-She got up from her chair.
-
-"Very well, then, that is understood. I've taken you by surprise this
-afternoon. I think I have surprised myself. At present you resent my
-interference with your conscience. Later you will feel the relief. Now,
-though your hour is not yet up, it would be wiser if we said good-bye."
-
-He got to his feet. The whole interview had been so unexpected he was
-feeling a little dazed.
-
-"Good-bye, Jasper." She held out her hand.
-
-"Good-bye, Bridget." Then Conscience--the officious--spoke. Jasper bent
-forward to kiss his wife.
-
-She drew back.
-
-"Isn't that rather ridiculous?" she asked, with a hint of sarcasm in
-her voice.
-
-Jasper flushed. He hated anything approaching ridicule. He had taken
-her word-slashings quietly. They had not yet even fully penetrated his
-plate-armour of self-righteousness.
-
-"Just as you like," he said. "I only thought that as I was not seeing
-you again----"
-
-"Three months or a lifetime! It doesn't make much difference to us,
-does it?"
-
-He met her eyes. Beneath the look in them his own fell. For the first
-time in his life he experienced something like genuine shame, not the
-little meretricious prickings of conscience with which he was wont to
-bewail his small or imaginary sins. To his great short-comings he was
-blind.
-
-"You hate me?" he asked.
-
-"No," she said shortly, "for a wonder, I don't. Good-bye."
-
-He went to the door, opened it, and passed out. A second later she
-heard the iron gate clang to, and his receding steps on the pavement.
-
-She stood for a moment listening, then turned towards the hearth. She
-put her hand up to the mantelpiece and gripped it hard.
-
-"If only he had helped me," she said. "God, why didn't you let me die
-with my baby?"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-VISITORS
-
-
-Miss Mason was sitting in her studio at four o'clock on Sunday
-afternoon. She was reading a small, red-covered book, within whose
-pages was enshrined a brief account of the life and work of Whistler.
-
-At intervals she looked up from her reading to glance round the studio
-and smile. It was her dream incarnate. She had waited forty-three
-years for its birth. She realized now that she had always wanted it,
-had always believed in it. All through the old days in the rose-beds,
-when she had pruned the trees, when she had grafted new buds, when she
-had watched the flowers expanding, she had dreamt of this studio. Only
-at moments it had looked real; generally it was far off and shadowy,
-but always it had been before her, and something had whispered to her
-heart, "Wait; one day it will come."
-
-And now it was no faint shadowy dream, but a living reality, and it
-would bring more glorious realities in its train. Nothing could be too
-wonderful to happen in the castle of her dreams.
-
-Again she looked round the studio, and again she smiled. She would
-have liked to sing for happiness, only her voice was too gruff and
-cracked. She would have liked to dance for joy, only her old legs were
-too stiff. But she minded neither of these things, for her heart was
-beating to a little gay secret tune in which joy and thankfulness were
-woven in delicious harmony.
-
-From behind the door that led to the tiny kitchen she heard murmured
-sounds and an occasional deep laugh. Sally's scrappy little note had
-been answered by the appearance of Jim in his Sunday-best, shining
-from the washtub, redolent of yellow soap, every trace of his black
-weekday occupation removed. They were now cooing like a pair of young
-turtle-doves in a cage.
-
-Suddenly Miss Mason was startled by a knock.
-
-A moment later the door which led from the studio to the little
-vestibule opened, and Sally announced:
-
-"Mr. Kirby and Mr. Oldfield."
-
-Miss Mason's heart fluttered. It is an odd emotion, and now nearly
-out of fashion. It belonged to the days of "Cranford," "Evelina," and
-"Sense and Sensibility." Now all emotions are big and passionate, or
-calm and well-controlled. There are few gentle excitements left.
-
-In spite of the fluttering, Miss Mason rose to her feet, a quiet
-dignified old figure.
-
-"I am very pleased to see you," she said, and she gave them each her
-hand with the air of a queen. "Sally," she said, "bring tea."
-
-She sat down again. There was a little pink flush in her cheeks. For
-forty-three years she had spoken to no man of her own class except the
-vicar and doctor. The interview with Mr. Davis being purely on business
-did not count.
-
-Barnabas and Dan put their caps on the oak chest beside the Sèvres bowl
-which was filled with the pink roses with whose portraiture Miss Mason
-had so sadly failed. Then they sat down.
-
-There was a moment's pause. Even Barnabas' mental picture of Miss
-Mason--a picture supplied by Sally's unconscious imitation of her--had
-not quite come up to the quaintness of the reality. He felt that he
-had suddenly stepped back at least a century. There was about the
-atmosphere a hint of potpourri and long ago half-forgotten days that
-are laid up in lavender. There was a completeness about the whole
-thing--from the oak dresser with its blue plates, the Sèvres bowl and
-the pink roses, to the woman in her voluminous black dress, wide white
-collar, and abundant grey hair covered with the finest of old lace
-caps--a completeness that only an artist could fully realize, though
-most people would have felt.
-
-She was so extraordinarily ugly too. No ordinary commonplace plainness
-of feature, but downright ugliness, yet without the smallest trace of
-repulsiveness in it. It was a fascinating kind of ugliness, and the
-eyes in the ugly face--they alone were really beautiful--shone like
-bits of red-brown amber. It is a colour rarely seen.
-
-Barnabas broke the silence.
-
-"Your studio," he said, "is charming. Dan and I watched the furniture
-coming in on Thursday morning. If it is not impertinent of me, may I
-congratulate you on it?"
-
-"Glad you like it," said Miss Mason. "It's the first studio I've ever
-seen, but it's the kind I always wanted. Have always pictured studios
-in my mind like this one."
-
-"You're lucky in your mental images," said Dan. "If you saw ours----"
-he broke off and shrugged his shoulders.
-
-"But perhaps," said Miss Mason anxiously, "yours is the real thing, and
-mine----"
-
-"Yours," said Barnabas, "is the dream to which we aspire, and to which
-we cannot achieve. When you see ours--and we hope you will honour
-us with your presence--you will realize how very far short of our
-aspirations they must fall."
-
-"But," said Miss Mason almost wistfully, "you paint real pictures in
-them."
-
-"Try to do so," said Dan gruffly, "and a few of us succeed. Even in
-that most of us fail as we fail in our furniture. Paul and Michael are
-our geniuses."
-
-"Paul and Michael?" queried Miss Mason.
-
-"Mr. Treherne and Mr. Chester," explained Barnabas. "They live in
-studios numbers one and three respectively. Jasper Merton has number
-five, Alan Farley number four, Dan number two, and mine is number six,
-next door to you."
-
-"The garden with the faun," said Miss Mason.
-
-"The garden with the faun," replied Barnabas. And then he got up to
-move a table for Sally, who had come in with the tea-things, blue
-willow china on a tray covered with the daintiest of damask cloths. She
-brought in more dishes with cakes and bread and butter, and a copper
-kettle which was singing its heart out on a little spirit lamp. Then
-she left the room.
-
-Miss Mason warmed the teapot and the tea-cups, measured the tea, and
-filled the teapot with boiling water. Then she took up the sugar-tongs.
-
-"Sugar?" she asked.
-
-"One lump each," said Barnabas.
-
-She put the little cubes into the cups, poured in milk and tea, and
-handed the cups to the men.
-
-"Help yourselves," she said. Then she looked up and smiled.
-
-"Am quite delighted to see you," she said, "but you'll have to do the
-talking. Don't suppose I've spoken more than six words a day for the
-last twenty years, till the last three weeks. Then it has been entirely
-about furniture. I've got out of the way of conversation."
-
-"Barnabas will supply the need," said Dan. "He has the biggest flow of
-conversation I've ever met. Only it's largely nonsense."
-
-"Should like nonsense," said Miss Mason. "Never talked nonsense in my
-life."
-
-"No?" queried Barnabas politely, his eyes twinkling.
-
-Then they all three laughed. And in the laugh Miss Mason forgot that
-she was trying to hide her shyness, for it suddenly disappeared, and
-there was nothing left to hide. She forgot that she had never set eyes
-on the men till ten minutes ago. She was no longer a hostess trying
-to feel at ease with strangers. She was just a happy woman talking to
-two happy men, the difference in age forgotten. Such a magic god is
-laughter.
-
-And before an hour was over Miss Mason felt that she knew all about
-them. Not the things in which some people consider the knowledge of
-their fellow-men to consist--their father's profession, their mother's
-family, their relationship to various grandees, the towns in which they
-have lived, the schools at which they have been educated, the number of
-their brothers and their sisters, all of which, if you come to think of
-it, are pure accidents, and have nothing to do with the man himself.
-
-It was none of these things Miss Mason learnt. She found out that
-Barnabas had a universal love for nature and his fellow-men, in fact,
-for everything alive; and that his heart was as sunny as his laugh.
-And that Dan's rather gruff manner hid a heart as tender as a woman's.
-There were a thousand minor characteristics she would discover by and
-by, but these were the salient facts, and showed the true man.
-
-When they said good-bye it was with a promise from her to visit their
-studios, and with an assurance from them that the other four men were
-going to call on her.
-
-They did--Jasper Merton the next day alone; Paul, Alan, and Michael
-on the Tuesday. Barnabas and Dan had broken the ice for her, and Miss
-Mason received them with little trepidation. Having come once they came
-again.
-
-And not one of them guessed in what a curious way the influence of the
-quaint old lady was to be woven into the lives of at least three of
-them. For the Three Fates, who sit all day long spinning in three great
-black chairs, are strange and ancient dames, and they saw in Miss Mason
-a kindred spirit. In fact, they laughed to think of her likeness to
-them as she sat in the carved oak chair in her studio with her knitting
-in her hands.
-
-And Miss Mason took one and all of the six artists of the courtyard
-to her heart and loved them spontaneously as a mother loves her sons.
-But Jasper she guessed was unhappy, and she was sorry for him, and she
-was a tiny bit afraid of Michael's tongue and Alan she did not quite
-understand, and Paul she was as proud of as if he were truly her son,
-and Dan gave her a delightful feeling of being protected, he was so
-big, but Barnabas--though she loved them all--took the first place in
-her heart.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-THE CASA DI CORLEONE
-
-
-"Christopher, darling," said the Duchessa di Corleone in honeyed
-accents, "I want you to find an artist for me."
-
-"By all means," replied Christopher. "Where did you lose him?"
-
-"My dear Christopher," said the Duchessa, "he is not lost, because
-he has never been found. You are to find him--a pleasant, clever,
-interesting artist."
-
-She was sitting in the drawing-room of her house on the Embankment. The
-windows looked on to the river which she loved. The room was full of
-flowers which she also loved. She arranged them herself in a room off
-the dining-room, and carried them upstairs in her arms like children.
-Every one who loves and arranges flowers knows that in their transit
-from one place to another the whole carefully-careless effect of their
-arrangement may be spoiled. Therefore from the moment of entering
-the strings that tied the great bundles fresh from Covent Garden, to
-the moment of placing the vases in the drawing-room, no hand but the
-Duchessa's touched the flowers. And there was no flower in existence
-whose colour could jar in the room which was a harmony in pale
-lavender. To have to exclude a flower on account of its colour would
-have been to Sara di Corleone like shutting the door on a child because
-its face was ugly. And being the very essence of womanhood she could
-have done neither.
-
-"And when the artist is found," queried Christopher, "may I ask what
-are your intentions towards him? I have a conscience, Sara, though you
-may not realize the fact, and if you wish to inmesh the young man in
-your silken toils merely for the pleasure of seeing him wriggle, then I
-fear duty will oblige me to refrain from helping you in your search."
-
-Sara smiled. "I want him," she said, "to paint my portrait."
-
-"It sounds dangerous--for the artist," said Christopher. "May I further
-ask to whom the portrait is to be presented?"
-
-"To the Casa di Corleone on the banks of Lake Como," said Sara quietly.
-
-Christopher looked enquiring.
-
-"You have never seen the place," said Sara, "but I have told you about
-it."
-
-"You have," said Christopher.
-
-"One day," pursued Sara, "you must come with me to see it. Then I think
-you will understand. I want you to see the courtyard with its orange
-trees and fountains, the little naked marble fauns and the nymphs who
-stand among them glistening in the sunlight. I want you to see the
-rooms full of shadows and great patches of sunshine; and the gallery
-with its pictured men and women of the house of Corleone, the dark-eyed
-haughty women--beauties every one of them--the gay young men and the
-courtly old ones. I want my portrait to be among them."
-
-"Yes," said Christopher.
-
-"It isn't conceit," said Sara. "At least I don't think it is. I love
-that place, Christopher. It seems as if it belongs to me--had always
-belonged to me; I mean, long before I knew Giuseppe. I want to think
-that in the years to come my picture will be hanging there, looking
-down into the old hall, and that when the door is open I shall catch
-a glimpse of the courtyard bathed in sunlight, see the gleam of
-golden oranges and white marble figures, and hear the plashing of the
-fountain. It's just a fancy."
-
-"A fancy," said Christopher, with a little gesture, "as charming as
-yourself."
-
-Sara laughed. "Christopher, I love you. And you ought to have lived in
-the days of Queen Elizabeth, or, better still, at the Court of France."
-
-"I appreciate your affection," said Christopher. "One day when we are
-both in a mad mood we will run away together, and pick oranges from the
-trees in the courtyard of Casa di Corleone. And we will play at ball
-with them across the fountain--golden balls tossed through a shower of
-silver. The idea appeals to me."
-
-"I am glad Casa di Corleone is mine," said Sara, "though mine with
-reservations."
-
-"There was no entail on the estate?" asked Christopher.
-
-"No; I don't understand the ins and outs of the matter, but it was my
-husband's to do with as he pleased."
-
-"It was thoughtful of the Duca to leave it to you," said Christopher.
-"He might have turned it into a home for stray dogs. There are a good
-many in Italy, aren't there?"
-
-Sara had scarcely heard him.
-
-"I liked Giuseppe," she said pensively. "But," she added, "better when
-he was alive. I feel slightly irritable now when I think of him. I
-dislike feeling irritable. It is a prickly sensation and doesn't suit
-me."
-
-"The will?" asked Christopher.
-
-"Exactly. The will."
-
-"But," asked Christopher, "you are not thinking of again entering the
-holy bonds of matrimony?"
-
-"Nothing," Sara assured him, "is further from my thoughts. But--if I
-wanted to!--Think of it, Christopher! I lose every centesimo--every
-single centesimo _and_ Casa di Corleone. Fancy parting with it!
-Besides, there is that ridiculous letter."
-
-She looked at him, mock-tragedy in her eyes.
-
-"I never heard of any letter," said Christopher.
-
-"Didn't you?" she asked. "It was almost the most provoking thing
-Giuseppe did. It roused my curiosity--I am curious. Christopher--with
-one hand, and took away every possibility of my satisfying it with the
-other. I can quote the last phrases of the will verbatim."
-
-She leant back in her chair, her eyes half-closed, and spoke slowly.
-
-"And I further decree that if my wife Sara Mary di Corleone, _née_ de
-Courcy, shall again enter the married state, that she shall immediately
-forfeit all the money and estates herein willed to her, and shall have
-no further claim upon them whatsoever. And that they shall, in the
-case of her marriage, pass into the possession of my nephew, Antonio
-di Corleone. And I leave in the hands of my executors--before herein
-named--a letter, sealed and addressed to my wife the above Sara Mary di
-Corleone, _née_ de Courcy, which letter, in the event of her marriage,
-shall be given into her hands one hour precisely after the ceremony
-has taken place. In the event of her demise without re-marriage, the
-said letter shall be destroyed unopened by and in the presence of the
-executors above-named. Written by me this fourteenth day of January,"
-etc., etc.
-
-Sara opened her eyes and sat up again.
-
-"It was all signed and witnessed just a year before he died. It's all
-horribly correct. Fixed up as firmly as yards of red tape can tie it.
-And if I marry I lose every centesimo and my beloved Casa di Corleone,
-and if I don't marry I shall never see the inside of that letter. Did
-you ever know such a trying situation for a luxury-loving and curious
-woman in your life?"
-
-"I fancy," said Christopher, "that the curiosity does not trouble you
-greatly."
-
-"It does not," she confessed. "But the will! You must allow that
-is annoying. It puts my mind and my affections in a kind of mental
-strait-jacket. Every time I see a charming man----"
-
-"Me, for instance," said Christopher.
-
-"No, mercifully not you," said Sara. "We are one of the few exceptions
-that prove the generally accepted rule of the non-existence of
-platonic friendship between men and women. You are the most delightful
-combination of friend and father-confessor that ever existed,
-without--Heaven be praised--a trace of the lover. Where was I before
-you interrupted?"
-
-"Looking at a charming man," said Christopher.
-
-"Oh, yes. Whenever I see a charming man I have to tell myself to be
-careful, to run no risk of my heart getting in the smallest degree
-involved. I call up mental pictures of coffers upon coffers--thousands
-of them--crammed with centesimi. I shut my eyes and see the courtyard,
-the oranges, and the marble fauns, then I open them and look at the
-charming man and feel more secure. But I daren't run the tiniest risk
-for fear of the consequences. I can't--" she almost wailed the words,
-"I can't even flirt."
-
-"As your father-confessor," said Christopher, "I am glad to hear it."
-
-"But think," she protested, "what I lose."
-
-"I think," said Christopher, "what the man would lose, and have a
-fellow-feeling for him."
-
-"You're very unsympathetic," said Sara.
-
-"On the contrary, I am very sympathetic--towards the man, who, but for
-the late Duca's will, might be wriggling, as I said before, in your
-silken toils."
-
-There was a silence.
-
-"Christopher," said Sara, suddenly and quite seriously, "do you think I
-shall ever marry again?"
-
-"I most certainly hope you will," replied Christopher.
-
-"And lose Casa di Corleone and the coffers of centesimi!" she
-exclaimed. Then again she was back to the serious mood. "Why do you
-hope so, Christopher?"
-
-For a moment Christopher was silent. Then he spoke.
-
-"Because, my dear, I know you and your capabilities. One day you will
-realize the gift you have in your possession, and in giving it away you
-will be one of the happiest women on God's earth."
-
-She looked at the fire.
-
-"I wonder," she mused. "I didn't give very much to Giuseppe."
-
-"You liked him," smiled Christopher.
-
-"He was a dear," said Sara. "He was extraordinarily considerate, and we
-were always beautifully polite to each other. But----"
-
-"Exactly," said Christopher. "But---- One day a force will take you
-prisoner. Gifts will be showered on you, and you will shower gifts, and
-that little word of three letters, which stands for so much, will have
-no place in your vocabulary."
-
-"And I shall give up everything?" she queried below her breath.
-
-"You will give up everything, because you will have gained everything,"
-he said.
-
-"How do you know all this?" she asked.
-
-Christopher lifted his shoulders the tiniest fraction.
-
-"There is some knowledge," he said, "which is born in one, and of which
-one need no experience in this incarnation. Probably I brought mine
-with me from the experience of ages long ago."
-
-Again there was a silence.
-
-Outside there was a clack of horses' hoofs, the roll of carriages,
-the hoot of taxis, all the sounds of London to which one grows so
-accustomed that one hears them even less than one hears the humming of
-insects in a sunny garden. And away below the window was the river,
-gliding grey and noiseless to the sea.
-
-It was a November day with a hint of fog in the atmosphere. A fire was
-burning in the room in which the two were sitting, and great yellow
-chrysanthemums like patches of sunlight were in bowls set on the tables.
-
-And in the silence the woman was looking almost for the first time
-into her heart with a kind of wonder for what she might find hidden
-there. And the man, whose nature was one of queer self-analysis, was
-marvelling that his feeling towards the woman near him held nothing
-but strong affection and a curious interest in her vivid and unusual
-personality. Perhaps the cause lay in the fact that he had known her
-from childhood, and seen her gradual development. She had never flashed
-unexpected and meteor-like across his path.
-
-Suddenly she looked up at him with one of her individual smiles--a
-smile that lit up her eyes before it found its way to her lips.
-
-"We have wandered a long way from my request," she said.
-
-"To find an artist for you?" said Christopher. "Oh, I know a man."
-
-"Yes?" she asked, all interest. "What is he like?"
-
-"Clever," said Christopher, "pleasant, and--yes, I think you'll find
-him interesting. I think those were your three requirements."
-
-"What is his name?"
-
-"His name," said Christopher, "is Paul Treherne, and he lives at a
-studio about ten minutes' walk from here."
-
-"Paul Treherne," she said slowly, dwelling on the words. "I like that
-name. Is he as nice as his name?"
-
-"I shall leave you to judge," replied Christopher.
-
-"You had better bring him to see me," she said. "To-morrow at tea-time
-will do. You can ring me up in the morning and tell me if he is coming."
-
-"Very well." He glanced towards the clock on the mantelpiece, a
-beautiful little French clock. The hands pointed to half-past three.
-
-"I must go," he said. "I've an appointment at my club. I'll go round to
-the studio first." He got up from his chair.
-
-"Then you can telephone from the club," said Sara. "I am not going out
-again till this evening."
-
-"Very well." He held out his hand.
-
-"I hope he will be able to come," said Sara. "I like his name."
-
-"You are not to fall in love with him," said Christopher warningly, "or
-let him fall in love with you."
-
-"I wonder," said Sara.
-
-"Remember Casa di Corleone and the golden oranges."
-
-Sara smiled.
-
-"I thought," she said, "that one day I was to forget them."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-A MEETING
-
-
-There comes a day in the lives of some of us when everything appears as
-if it were pursuing its ordinary and normal course. We get up in the
-morning and go through the usual routine--bath, dressing, breakfast,
-all the little accustomed trivialities which have happened thousands of
-times in our lives already, and which will doubtless happen thousands
-of times again. We feel gay or dull as we have felt thousands of times
-before, and we think, or we don't think, of the various occupations
-that will go to make up our day, and we never guess that before sunset
-we shall have our hand on a door--a door that when opened is to lead
-the way into clouds of sorrow, or gild our life suddenly with the
-radiant light of joy. So silently do the fates work, so secret do they
-keep their intentions from us.
-
-Paul got up that morning as usual at seven o'clock. He had his usual
-cold bath, which most people would have found uncomfortably chilly on
-a November morning, but in which Paul found merely a refreshing sting.
-He rubbed himself dry while humming an air from "The Arcadians,"
-and then put on his clothes. He went into his studio and found his
-usual breakfast of coffee and rolls ready for him. While he ate it he
-looked into a neat brown pocket-book to refresh his memory as to his
-engagements for the day.
-
-A small girl was coming to sit for him at ten o'clock. Her name was
-Marjorie Arnold. She was possessed of personality and a fascinating
-dimple. He had caught the personality, but the dimple had hitherto
-eluded him. It was extremely fleeting in its appearance. He hoped to
-catch it and place it on canvas that morning.
-
-There was only one other entry for the day--"4.15. C.C." It meant that
-Christopher Charlton was coming for him that afternoon, and would
-take him to call on the Duchessa di Corleone, who desired to have her
-portrait painted.
-
-He felt a certain amount of interest as to the Duchessa's appearance,
-but it was only an interest he had felt dozens of times before
-concerning possible commissions. Christopher had said she was
-good-looking. So were a good many people who were no use to Paul
-as subjects. He painted only those who interested him. From the
-others--and there were many--he politely evaded accepting commissions.
-He was very much an artist, was Paul. And for this reason partly his
-income was considerably below the amount his genius warranted. The
-other reason was that there were many people who did not consider his
-portraits to be likenesses.
-
-At ten o'clock the child appeared with the nurse, who was dismissed for
-a couple of hours, and armed with brushes and palette Paul set to work
-to catch the fleeting dimple.
-
-The child--she was five years old--was in a solemn mood. Smiles, and
-with them the dimple, had temporarily vanished. She was a quaint little
-thing with red hair and freckles, and a fascinating ugliness generally
-termed the _beauté de diable_.
-
-Paul told her half a dozen stories, including "The Three Bears", "The
-Frog Prince", and Rudyard Kipling's "Stute Little Fish." But neither
-the squeakiness of the little bear, the faithlessness of the princess,
-nor the sufferings of the whale when the shipwrecked mariner danced
-hornpipes in his inside had any effect on the dimple.
-
-"Suppose," said Paul at last, "that you tell me a story."
-
-The face was even more solemn.
-
-"I don't know one."
-
-"Make up one," suggested Paul.
-
-There was the ghost of a smile, then solemnity. The flash of hope Paul
-had experienced died away.
-
-"Onst upon a time," she began gravely, "vere was a little dog _an'_ a
-little duck. An' vey grewed wings, an' vey flewed up an' up an' up to
-heaven to God."
-
-There was a pause for effect.
-
-"What a height," said Paul admiringly, watching her face. "What
-happened next?"
-
-"When vey got vere," went on the voice solemnly, "you bet vey wanted to
-see round. But God said, 'Not to-day, I guess I'm busy. It's my last
-day up here.' It was. 'Cos ve next day--God died. Isn't vat a nice
-story?"
-
-No trace of a dimple. Paul was exasperated.
-
-"Not a bit a nice story," he said sternly. "And God couldn't die."
-
-She put her head on one side and looked at him.
-
-"Well, not weally, of course. But ve little dog an' ve little duck had
-never _seen_ anybody die, an' vey wanted to. So God showed them." She
-was laughing at him now in childish triumph, a very imp of mischief.
-
-"Eureka!" cried Paul. And his brush flew to the canvas. Such are the
-trials and triumphs of portrait painters.
-
-"Come and look at it," said Paul after ten minutes.
-
-She scrambled down from the chair and platform and came round. A small
-mocking face of pure wickedness looked at her from the canvas. Her own.
-
-"Do you see it?" said Paul, pointing at it with his brush. "And but
-for your profane little story there would never have been exactly that
-expression on your face. We wait for our moments, we artists, and we
-catch them--sometimes. And now," he continued, "you can have a stick
-of chocolate and brown your face up to the eyebrows with it. I have
-finished your portrait, and therefore done with you. I don't care what
-happens to you now."
-
-That was Paul. During the time of painting he sought for intimate
-knowledge of his subjects. Every tiniest characteristic, every
-fleeting expression, were noted and stored up in his memory. He could
-almost have told you their life history from his minute observation
-of faces. He knew his subjects as few of their intimate friends knew
-them. He guessed their hidden secrets with a power that was almost
-uncanny--secrets known only to their own souls--and put the secrets
-on his canvas. And it was for this reason that many people did not
-consider the portraits to be likenesses. He painted the real person,
-not merely the mask they wore to the world at large.
-
-This fact had been particularly emphasized in his portrait of a certain
-statesman--one Lord St. Aubyn. The statesman has nothing to do with the
-rest of this story, but the incident as far as Paul is concerned is
-interesting.
-
-St. Aubyn was a man who was much before the public, and no less than
-five portraits of him had been commissioned by different societies
-as a token of their personal gratitude. Four of these, but for the
-individuality of technique, might have been replicas one of the other,
-and gave instant satisfaction alike to donors and public.
-
-They showed a man with regular features and deep-set eyes, leaning
-to the accepted military type, a resolute mouth, and a certain air
-of distinction and command. One felt that a sculptor of the "classic
-convention" would have expressed the type even more admirably. Reserve
-was there, but with no hint of mystery or evasion; intellectuality, but
-little imagination.
-
-The fifth portrait by Paul was, one would have said, of another man. It
-was a picture that seemed alive with a strange and slightly repellent
-magnetism, for the eyes smiled at a stranger with a baffling mockery;
-they seemed to invite and yet defy his judgment--to taunt him with his
-impotence and read the soul behind them.
-
-It had been received on exhibition with a storm of outspoken criticism;
-while the Benevolent Trustees who had commissioned it, though
-refraining from audible dissatisfaction, had maintained so eloquent a
-silence at their private view, glancing at each other with liftings
-of eyebrows and pursing of lips, that Paul had flung round upon them
-and relieved their embarrassment by declaring the contract to be null
-and void. No reasons were asked for or given; the action was taken
-as a tacit admission of failure. Yet Paul himself had seemed not
-ill-satisfied, and had met the chaff which had greeted him from many
-of his circle with equanimity.
-
-Landor, one of the circle, whose portrait of St. Aubyn in the previous
-Academy had been hailed as a most masterly piece of work, had ventured
-a serious protest.
-
-"My dear fellow," he had said one evening, "you're letting your
-imagination play tricks with you. It's becoming an absolute disease.
-I made a most careful study of the man--made him give me innumerable
-sittings, and I pledge you my word that I put everything into the face
-that I could find. You had three sittings, and God only knows what
-you've put there."
-
-Paul had smoked for a few moments in silence.
-
-"Perhaps you've hit it," he had said. "I've nothing to say against your
-'Portrait of a rising Statesman.' It's a fine piece of work. But you
-know all about the Factories Sanitation Amendment Act, and I can read
-Sub-section Ten in your handling of the chin. Now I don't read the
-papers, and I know nothing of the man. I tried to get at him and he
-shut the door in my face. Yet something came through the keyhole and
-the cracks by the hinges, and I have painted that. And, as you say, God
-only knows what I've put in his face; I don't. And in spite of that--or
-perhaps because of it--what I've put there happens to be the truth."
-
-"But what have you done with the picture?" Landor had asked. "The
-Benevolent refused it, didn't they?"
-
-"Now you're getting coarse," had been Paul's reply. "We agreed to
-differ as to its suitability."
-
-"Then where is it?"
-
-"In St. Aubyn's study, I believe," had been the careless reply.
-
-"He bought it, then?"
-
-"I gave it to him."
-
-Landor had looked at Paul, and had refrained from putting further
-questions. There had been an expression in Paul's face which might have
-made them appear an impertinence.
-
-The gift of the picture had come about in rather a curious way.
-
-Paul never let his sitters see unfinished work, and St. Aubyn had left
-town immediately after the third sitting, and had not returned till the
-exhibition was over. Then he had gone to Paul's studio and had seen the
-picture. He had made one remark, but that was eloquent.
-
-"How did you find out?" he had said.
-
-Paul had looked at him, and the next moment the mask had been on again,
-and he had been talking business.
-
-"You've sold this portrait, haven't you?" he had asked.
-
-"Unfortunately not," Paul had replied. "It seems to give offence to
-your numerous admirers."
-
-"Then, if you will allow me, I should like to become the purchaser,"
-had been the reply.
-
-Paul had looked at him.
-
-"It's not for sale," he had said.
-
-St. Aubyn had bowed and taken up his hat without so much as looking
-disappointed.
-
-"But I'll send it round to your house to-morrow," Paul had said.
-
-St. Aubyn had refused. He had talked polite platitudes regarding the
-value of the work.
-
-"Now you're talking Stock Exchange," Paul had told him. "The latest
-marked quotation is absolutely nil. No one will look at it. As a piece
-of property it is worthless. As a revelation----" he had stopped.
-
-St. Aubyn had smiled. "I deal in revelations--professionally," he said.
-
-That had told Paul the secret he had already guessed.
-
-"What a head-line for the evening papers," he had said whimsically. "'A
-Peer's Secret! Threatened Exposure by Eminent Artist!' But I'm not a
-blackmailer, and I don't take hush-money. The picture is yours or no
-one's."
-
-They had argued a little more. At last St. Aubyn had taken it.
-
-"And about the inscription?" It had been Paul's parting shot. "From a
-painter to a----?"
-
-St. Aubyn had shaken his head.
-
-"Experience is against endorsements, however cryptic, on secret
-documents," he had said. "Sooner or later the cipher is sure to be
-read."
-
-And he had gone away, leaving Paul the sole possessor of his secret, a
-secret which Paul had summed up in one brief sentence addressed to a
-Chinese idol on his mantelpiece.
-
-"The man, God help him, is a poet."
-
-A month later he had received a small volume of poems addressed in a
-hand in which he had already received three short notes agreeing to
-sittings. The verses--true poetry--were written under a _nom de plume_.
-What St. Aubyn's reason was for keeping his poetical talent a secret
-from the world Paul never knew. The volume came to him in silence from
-the author; he respected the silence, attempting no word of thanks. And
-the secret his insight had wrested from the man went with other secrets
-somewhere away in the hidden recesses of his mind, while his work alone
-absorbed him.
-
-He never pursued his knowledge of men and women further. It
-sufficed--or seemed to suffice him--to portray that knowledge on
-canvas, and leave it for those to read who had the heart to do so.
-As he had passed before among men and women of varied nationalities,
-making no real friends, so he passed now among varied types, noting
-them, painting them, and dismissing them, still making no friend. The
-lonely reserve he had gained in his wanderings pursued him now. He
-could not throw it off. Barnabas and Dan were nearer true friendship
-with him than any, and more because they had silently accepted him for
-their friend than from any advance on his part. It seemed that he could
-make none. The solitude of the plains, the loneliness of big spaces,
-seemed to have claimed his spirit.
-
-And so he painted portraits, from statesmen to small girls, gaining
-intimate knowledge of them, while no one yet had learnt to know the
-real Paul.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was very much later in the day, long after Marjorie had departed led
-by an indignant nurse muttering to herself regarding the carelessness
-of "them artists," for not only Marjorie's face, but her best white
-dress was covered with various smears of brown chocolate--it was long
-after this that Paul looked once more at his pocket-book. He looked
-at it to make sure that the hour Christopher would arrive for him
-was four-fifteen, and not four o'clock. The former was there plainly
-inscribed, written by Paul with a small gold pencil.
-
-There were just two entries for that day--Friday, November 27th, "M.A.
-10 o'clock" and "4.15 o'clock. C.C." Little did Paul think as he looked
-at it that he would treasure that small page as one would treasure
-one's passage to heaven.
-
-Christopher arrived at the studio punctually to the second, and found
-Paul ready for him. The two turned into Oakley Street and came down
-towards the Embankment. It was already past sunset, and the houses and
-river were shrouded in a soft mist. They reached the house near Swan
-Walk and went up the steps.
-
-"The Duchessa di Corleone at home?" asked Christopher of the footman
-who opened the door.
-
-"Will you come this way, sir," was the answer, and he led them up the
-wide shallow stairs. He threw open a door.
-
-Paul saw a room of pale lavenders, with the chrysanthemums like patches
-of sunlight. A woman rose from a chair by the fire and came forward to
-greet them. The window was behind her as she came forward, and the room
-being in twilight he could not see her face distinctly, but he saw the
-outlines of her graceful figure, and caught the glint of her red-brown
-hair.
-
-She held out her hand.
-
-"It is very charming of you to come and see me, Mr. Treherne," she
-said. "Pietro, the lights."
-
-Paul heard the sound of three or four tiny clickings near the door,
-and the room became full of a soft mellow light. Had the light been
-a trifle brighter, or her voice a shade less natural, the whole
-thing might have verged on the theatrical. As it was, it was simply
-a revelation to Paul as, for the first time, he saw the Duchessa di
-Corleone.
-
-She stood before him smiling--a smile that just lit up her eyes and
-trembled on her mouth. He saw that her skin was smooth like ivory,
-that her lips were crimson like wine beneath oiled silk, that her hair
-was the colour of a chestnut newly wrested from its sheath.
-
-All this Paul saw almost without realizing it. For suddenly his heart
-heard a tune--one that is played silently throughout the ages, and to
-most of us the hearing of the tune comes slowly and gradually, a note
-at a time. But to a few--as to Paul--it comes suddenly, played in full
-melody. He felt vaguely that he had been waiting for that tune all his
-life, listening for it on the plains, in the silence of the night under
-the stars.
-
-But he merely bowed and said in the most ordinary and conventional
-voice in the world:
-
-"It was very good of you to ask me to come and see you."
-
-For Paul did not yet know the meaning of the tune. In his lonely
-life he had never before even heard an imitation of it. And because
-the music was very strange and very beautiful he listened to it with
-something like awe.
-
-And then he heard Christopher's voice.
-
-"I ought to have told you, Sara, that Mr. Treherne is an artist of
-strange moods, and that sometimes he refuses--in the most polite and
-diplomatic way, of course--to accept commissions."
-
-The Duchessa looked at Paul.
-
-"I don't think Mr. Treherne will refuse to paint my portrait. At least
-I hope not."
-
-"I shall be honoured to paint it," Paul replied.
-
-The words were conventional. Since he intended to accept the commission
-it was very nearly the only phrase he could have used, yet there was
-something in his utterance of the words that seemed just to lift them
-from the commonplace. Perhaps it was the direct way in which he spoke
-them. Paul had generally a very direct manner of speech.
-
-Anyhow, Sara glanced at him, and an indefinable something in his eyes
-caused an odd little movement in her heart. The room in which they were
-sitting seemed suddenly brighter, the chrysanthemums a more beautiful
-colour, the logs on the fire more than usually crackly and pleasant.
-For so it is that two people who are complete strangers to each other
-sometimes meet and in some subtle way, and without realizing it at the
-time, the whole world has altered for them. And the invisible gods
-laughed softly, and the grim old fates smiled, and drew two threads of
-their weaving, which had hitherto had nothing to do with each other, a
-little closer together.
-
-Before Paul left the house on the Embankment it was arranged that the
-Duchessa should come to his studio the following morning at eleven
-o'clock for her first sitting.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-PRINCESS PIPPA AWAKES
-
-
-Miss Mason threw a large shovelful of coal on to the fire, then turned
-to Barnabas, who was sitting astride on a chair, his arms resting on
-its back, and looking at her with a slight twinkle of amusement in his
-eyes.
-
-"It's all very well for you to smile, Barnabas," she said
-energetically, "but if my model hadn't failed me, do you suppose for
-one moment that I should allow you to be sitting there wasting my
-morning, and incidentally wasting your own?"
-
-"No waste, dear Aunt Olive," said Barnabas imperturbably. He had calmly
-given her the title one day, and it had been adopted by the five other
-artists of the courtyard. It had pleased Miss Mason immensely, though
-she occasionally pretended to look upon it as an impertinence. "No
-waste, dear Aunt Olive. The enormous benefit I invariably derive from
-your conversation is of incalculably greater advantage to me than the
-time I should otherwise spend in dabbing paint on canvas. The canvas is
-always destroyed at the end of two hours, unless the subject happens
-to be a commission. Your conversation abides for ever engraven on my
-memory."
-
-"Barnabas, you're a fool," retorted Miss Mason. "Besides, if you were
-not here I should paint a still life."
-
-"Oranges against a green or blue earthenware jar--I know," said
-Barnabas sorrowfully. "Dear aunt, _cui bono_? You have dozens of
-oranges already on canvas, to say nothing of the blue and green jars.
-You could paint them in your sleep. Why make another representation of
-them?"
-
-"Don't mock at my work," said Miss Mason severely. "You have a lifetime
-before you, and can afford to waste mornings. I cannot. Remember my
-age."
-
-"I'll try to do so, since you wish it," returned Barnabas. "It is,
-however, the one thing I invariably forget."
-
-"Nonsense," said Miss Mason. "However, if you won't go, where is my
-knitting? I can't sit entirely idle."
-
-She took a bundle of white woolwork from a side table. Two steel
-knitting-needles were stuck into it. She sat down in the big oak chair
-by the fire, and in a moment the needles were clicking busily. She
-looked more like one of the three Fates than ever. And somewhere away
-in a back street a scrap of humanity must have heard the clicking
-needles, and a thread of white wool must have stretched out invisibly
-to draw it towards the hands that held them. Though at the moment Miss
-Mason knitted serenely unconscious of the fact.
-
-Barnabas watched her in silence.
-
-"For the poor?" he asked politely, after a couple of minutes.
-
-"Babies," said Miss Mason shortly. "They get little enough welcome,
-poor mites; but knowing that a white jacket with a bit of blue ribbon
-run through it is waiting for them, helps the mothers to look forward
-to their advent with a certain degree of pleasure. It's curious, the
-effect of little things."
-
-"I should hardly have thought----" began Barnabas.
-
-"Of course you wouldn't," interrupted Miss Mason. "You've never had a
-baby. Neither have I, for the matter of that."
-
-She looked up and caught Barnabas' eyes fixed on her.
-
-"Barnabas, you're disgraceful!" she exclaimed. "I never know what I say
-when I begin to talk to you."
-
-"Therein lies the charm of your conversation," he assured her. "It is
-always so unpremeditated."
-
-"Huh!" said Miss Mason, and she returned to her knitting.
-
-She looked exactly the same as she had looked six months previously,
-except that there was a new and curious radiance about her eyes. They
-looked as if they were absorbing happiness, and giving it forth again
-in actual light. Also her black dress had given place to a grey one.
-
-The style being unprocurable at any modern shop, she had engaged
-a sewing-woman to make it for her. The woman was firmly persuaded
-that Miss Mason was quite mad, but finding her an extremely generous
-customer, she was perfectly ready to seam grey cashmere into any
-pattern Miss Mason might require. She had once gone so far as to
-announce that the costume was picturesque. Something in her manner as
-she made the statement had annoyed Miss Mason.
-
-"Picturesque! Nothing of the kind!" Miss Mason had retorted. "It is
-serviceable and comfortable, and suited to a woman of my age. Some
-women of sixty make fools of themselves in a couple of yards of silk
-nineteen inches wide. I make a fool of myself in twelve yards of
-cashmere forty inches wide. That's all the difference. But I prefer my
-own folly." And the sewing-woman had retired crestfallen.
-
-"I saw Paul yesterday," remarked Barnabas after a moment.
-
-"I like him," said Miss Mason succinctly.
-
-"So do I," returned Barnabas. "He is so refreshingly clean. He always
-looks as if he had just completed a toilette in which baths, aromatic
-soap, and hair-brushes had played an important part."
-
-"Yet he manages to escape looking shiny," said Miss Mason.
-
-"We all take baths," went on Barnabas thoughtfully; "at least, I hope
-so. But with the majority of people one has to take the fact of their
-scrupulous cleanliness more on faith than by sight. With Paul it is so
-extraordinarily apparent."
-
-"What is he doing at the moment?" asked Miss Mason.
-
-"Painting the portrait of a certain Duchessa di Corleone. I happened
-to see the lady leaving the studio. She is remarkably beautiful. Paul
-has the devil's own luck. I have to spend my time painting middle-aged
-women with hair groomed by their maids till they look like barbers'
-blocks, or pink-cheeked girls with a perpetual smile."
-
-"Don't paint them if you dislike doing it," said Miss Mason.
-
-"Dear Aunt Olive, I must."
-
-"No such thing. You have an excellent private income."
-
-"I grant you that. It is, however, not the point. I am a portrait
-painter. It is my _métier_. To be a portrait painter one must paint
-portraits. The two things are inseparable."
-
-"Paint models, then," said Miss Mason. "Choose your subject."
-
-"It is not the same thing," replied Barnabas gravely. "A model who
-is paid for sitting does not rank with a creature who pays one to
-immortalize their material features on canvas. To say I have a model
-coming to sit for me this morning is nothing. To say the Lady Mayoress
-of So-and-So comes to my study at eleven o'clock this morning is
-quite another matter. At first your fellow-artists say, 'Pure swank
-on his part.' But when eleven o'clock arrives, and with it the Lady
-Mayoress in a gold coach with four horses and velvet-breeched lackeys
-with cocked hats--why, then the whole thing assumes totally different
-proportions. I am regarded in a new light. I become a person of
-importance among my fellow-men. I gaze upon a double chin, boot-button
-eyes, and a smile that won't come off, enduring mental torture thereby,
-in order that later I may strut from my studio with an air of swagger,
-and hear myself spoken of as 'John Kirby, the portrait painter.' And
-once more I ask you, how can one attain to the distinction of portrait
-painter if one does not paint portraits?"
-
-"Barnabas, you're ridiculous," said Miss Mason. "You talk of nothing
-seriously, not even your art which you love. But if you could be
-serious for ten minutes, I'd like to ask you about a scheme I have in
-my mind."
-
-There was a little hesitancy in the last words. Barnabas looked up
-quickly.
-
-"I'm attending," he said gravely.
-
-"You know," said Miss Mason quietly, "that for a woman who spends as
-little as I do I am very rich."
-
-Barnabas nodded. "I thought you must have a good bit of money," he
-said, glancing round the studio.
-
-Miss Mason followed the direction of his glance.
-
-"That was rather--what you would call a splurge--on my part," said Miss
-Mason. "Fact is, I have about fifteen thousand a year. If I spend two
-in the year it will be all I shall do."
-
-"Yes," said Barnabas gravely.
-
-"Of course," went on Miss Mason, growing gruffer as she became more in
-earnest, "I've told you how much I care for art. Suppose I inherited
-the love of it from my father. See now, it's little use loving it if
-one doesn't get the chance to work when one's young--I mean as far as
-one's own creation is concerned. Get a lot of pleasure dabbing paint
-on canvas, making pictures of oranges, and drawing charcoal heads. But
-the time's past for me to do anything serious in that line. Glad you're
-honest enough not to contradict me. Been thinking, though, that there
-must be others who would like the chance. Care so much myself, would
-like to help them." She stopped.
-
-"A ripping idea," said Barnabas warmly.
-
-"Thought," went on Miss Mason, "that if five thousand pounds a
-year went for that purpose it'd be something--give twenty would-be
-artists the chance, anyhow. Each would-be artist to have an income
-of two hundred and fifty pounds for five years while they are
-studying--longer if you thought well. Then another to take their place.
-Want them to be people who'd really care. Love the work. Want you to
-help me. Don't rush the matter. If you can find the right people let me
-know. You're a young man. Would like to appoint you as my executor in
-the scheme. You could carry on the work. Would like, though, to see it
-started." Miss Mason looked anxiously at Barnabas. The little speech
-had cost her a great effort. It was the outcome of the thought of many
-weeks.
-
-Barnabas met her look. "There's nothing I should like better than to
-help you in the scheme," he said warmly. "It's fine. By Jingo! Twenty
-men to have their chance every five years. Think of it!"
-
-"Am ready to include women too," said Miss Mason, "as long as"--she
-continued, getting gruffer than ever--"they aren't giving up other
-duties to it. Might find some women glad to have a chance too. Would
-have liked it myself. You go about among people. Can let me know later.
-Don't rush it."
-
-"It's fine," said Barnabas again. "Aunt Olive, you're a brick!"
-
-The boyish compliment brought the colour to Miss Mason's cheeks.
-
-"Glad you like the idea," she said.
-
-A sudden gust of wind tore round the studio, and a torrential shower,
-half of sleet, half of hail, beat down upon the skylight.
-
-"Abominable weather!" said Miss Mason, clicking her knitting-needles
-furiously. She did not even now guess how near to her the scrap of
-humanity had been drawn by the thread of white wool.
-
-"We have much for which to be thankful," began Barnabas piously, "a
-blazing fire, a roof----"
-
-His further reflections were interrupted by a knock on the door.
-
-"See who it is, will you?" said Miss Mason. "Sally is busy. If it is a
-beggar send him or her away. I don't encourage them."
-
-Barnabas grinned broadly, knowing the untruth of the statement. He
-heaved himself off the chair and went towards the door.
-
-There was a moment's parley. Then he returned, followed by a small and
-weird figure. Its sex was indistinguishable. A man's coat frayed and
-torn reached to the top of a pair of patched boots many sizes too large
-for the feet they covered, a man's slouched hat hid nearly the whole of
-the face.
-
-"It says it is a model," announced Barnabas. "Its language is a mixture
-of French and broken English."
-
-Miss Mason let her knitting fall.
-
-"A model!" she exclaimed, looking at the odd creature.
-
-The figure in the old coat saw the fire. It made an instant dart
-towards it.
-
-"Ah!" The sigh was one of intense satisfaction. The hands, hidden by
-the frayed coat-sleeves, were held out towards the leaping flames.
-
-"You're cold?" asked Miss Mason quickly.
-
-The figure nodded its head.
-
-"Who sent you to me?" she demanded.
-
-"Personne. But I know Keetie Jenkins 'as been model for you. She tell
-me you ask 'er when you bring ze baby ze white jacket. Mrs. Jenkins 'as
-taken Keetie away, so I tink I do instead of Keetie."
-
-"Huh," grunted Miss Mason. "Haven't seen you yet. So the Jenkinses have
-gone, have they? That accounts for Kitty failing me this morning. They
-might have taken the trouble to let me know."
-
-The small figure by the fire raised its head quickly. Miss Mason and
-Barnabas had a glimpse of a pointed chin and a scarlet mouth.
-
-"Mrs. Jenkins she is too un'appy. You see Georgie 'e is dead."
-
-"Georgie! Never heard of him. Who was he?" demanded Miss Mason.
-
-"'Er little boy." The reply came seriously. "'E die of doing too many
-lessons. Mrs. Jenkins say Keetie not die zat way. She 'as gone to ze
-country, where ze 'spectors not so 'ticular, she say."
-
-"A unique death," remarked Barnabas gravely. "I don't fancy many little
-boys die of that complaint. Have you ever posed before?"
-
-"Mais, oui." The head was nodded vigorously. "Sall I pose for you?"
-
-"Don't know what you're like yet," said Miss Mason.
-
-"There is a proverb, O infant," supplemented Barnabas, "which
-instructs one never to buy a pig in a poke. Acting on that principle,
-it is impossible for us to decide on a model attired as you are.
-Therefore----" he broke off.
-
-"Oh, my tings," she nodded gravely. "I take zem off."
-
-The figure tossed the slouched hat on to a chair. It was followed by
-the coat and the boots, which later were kicked off, disclosing bare
-feet small and well-arched.
-
-There stood before them a slip of a girl-child, in a faded green frock,
-black hair cut square on the forehead and at the nape of the neck,
-after the fashion of some mediæval page, the face white, with pointed
-chin and geranium-coloured mouth, eyes grey with pupils large and very
-black. She might have been about nine years old.
-
-She raised her hands to the back of her neck, unfastening mysterious
-strings. Before Miss Mason was aware of her intention, she slid
-suddenly out of her clothes and stood on the hearthrug before them,
-naked as the day on which she was born.
-
-"_Bien?_" she queried.
-
-Miss Mason gave a faint shriek.
-
-"Barnabas, turn your back and leave the studio at once. I never paint
-a nude model. It is against all my principles to do so. Put on your
-clothes again at once, child. Barnabas, stop laughing. I know you're
-perfectly brazen on the subject. Remember, in spite of my age, I'm an
-unmarried woman."
-
-Barnabas picked up a piece of scarlet silk drapery from the model stand
-and flung it round the child, who was looking from him to Miss Mason in
-astonishment. When she was enveloped in its folds he spoke.
-
-"Miss Mason, my child, is not used to seeing little girls in their
-birthday attire. It surprised her. She has a penchant for petticoats
-and frocks, to say nothing of stockings. She might, however, be
-persuaded to paint you draped as you now are. You look, by the way,
-uncommonly like a scarlet poppy."
-
-The child looked gravely at Barnabas.
-
-"She not paint se altogezzer?" she demanded.
-
-"Precisely. She does not paint what the immortal Trilby termed 'the
-altogether,' which phrase you have just made your own."
-
-The child nodded her head.
-
-"Mais, oui. Some peoples zey do not. I hear Monsieur Thiery say one
-time it _toute à fait extraordinaire_ zat some peoples 'shamed to look
-at ze greatest 'andiwork of God. I did not know, me, zat ze peoples who
-live in ze _vrais ateliers_ zey tink it shame."
-
-"We all have our little prejudices," said Barnabas lightly. "Naked
-little girls is apparently one of Miss Mason's."
-
-He smiled whimsically at that lady.
-
-"Shall we paint this infant?" he asked her. "Can the woolly jackets be
-put on one side, and may I fetch my palette?"
-
-"If you like," said Miss Mason shortly. "It's nice of you not to laugh
-at my prejudices, Barnabas."
-
-"There are moments when I rather like them," he assured her. And he
-vanished from the studio.
-
-When he returned it was to find Miss Mason kneeling by a low chair on
-which the child was seated. The red silk was off the shoulders, and
-Miss Mason was sponging an ugly bruise on the child's back. She turned
-her head as Barnabas entered.
-
-"Look at this," she said in a low, indignant voice.
-
-"Who did it?" asked Barnabas.
-
-"Some brute she calls Mrs. Higgins." Miss Mason's voice augured ill for
-that lady, had she been at hand.
-
-"Mrs. 'iggins drunk," said the child patiently. "She often drunk. Ver'
-drunk last night."
-
-Miss Mason put some ointment on the bruise, and covered it with a piece
-of soft linen. Then she wrapped the red silk again round the child. She
-sat down in the big chair and drew the child to her.
-
-"Now, little one," she said, speaking in French, "tell us all about
-it."
-
-"Oh!" cried the child rapturously, "you speak French." Her face had
-gone crimson with excitement.
-
-"Tell us everything," said Miss Mason.
-
-It came then, an odd little story, scrappily told. Her name was Pippa.
-She had lived in Paris with Madame Barbin. Madame Barbin washed clothes
-till they were white--oh, but very white. Pippa had posed for artists.
-She loved Madame Barbin, but she had died--a year, perhaps two years,
-ago. Madame Fournier had taken care of her then. She did not like
-Madame Fournier, who was cross. Then Madame Fournier had brought her
-in a ship to England. Perhaps that was a year ago. Anyhow, it was
-cold weather. They had lived in different houses, and finally at Mrs.
-Higgins' house, and Pippa had posed for different artists in London.
-Some time in the summer, Madame Fournier had gone away, leaving Pippa
-with Mrs. Higgins. She had not come back. Mrs. Higgins was angry--very
-angry, according to Pippa. She beat her occasionally, but not always
-very badly. Bruises were likely to be seen on one who poses for "the
-altogether." Lately, however, Mrs. Higgins had been too angry to
-remember that fact. Hence the bruises of the previous evening. In reply
-to further questioning it was found that Pippa knew no one she had
-ever called father or mother. There were only Madame Barbin, Madame
-Fournier, Mrs. Higgins, and the names of quite a good many well-known
-artists for whom she had posed. She also stated that she washed
-herself every morning, though Mrs. Higgins said it was "un'ealthy." And
-she washed and dried her underclothes when Mrs. Higgins was away at the
-public-houses, where she spent most of her time.
-
-"Yes," Miss Mason nodded. "The child is clean, at all events."
-
-And then suddenly at the end of the recital, Pippa swayed a little
-sideways, and if Barnabas had not sprung forward she would have fallen
-on the hearthrug. As it was, she lay in his arms, her face dead white
-against the scarlet folds of silk. In a word, Pippa had fainted.
-
-Barnabas laid her flat on the hearthrug and opened the door and
-windows. Miss Mason fetched brandy and a large cut-glass bottle of
-smelling-salts, which she held to the child's nose, making a curious
-clucking sound with her tongue, and lamenting that there were no
-feathers handy to burn. But presently, in spite of the lack of
-feathers, Pippa opened her eyes.
-
-Then Barnabas put a question.
-
-"When did you last have food?" he asked, watching her.
-
-Pippa put up a small hand to her forehead and pushed back the dark hair.
-
-"Yesterday," she said feebly. "Bread and treacle"--she rolled the r's
-in a funny way--"at dinner-time."
-
-"And nothing since then!" cried Miss Mason in horror. "Oh! that Mrs.
-Higgins!"
-
-But Barnabas was already in the kitchen issuing commands to Sally.
-
-"Bread, Sally, quick. Cut it in small pieces and put them in a saucepan
-with lots of milk. Is there a good fire? Yes. Ever made bread and milk
-in your life before?" And Sally flew round.
-
-Ten minutes later Barnabas and Miss Mason were feeding a small famished
-girl, who was looking at them as if they were gods from another world,
-and at the bread and milk as if it were the nectar and ambrosia they
-had brought with them.
-
-And when the blue basin was empty Barnabas lifted Pippa in his arms,
-and guided by Miss Mason, carried her into the inner room, and laid her
-like a little broken poppy in Miss Mason's bed. Together they tucked
-her in, and saw the white eyelids close slowly over the great grey eyes.
-
-Then they went out into the studio. And Barnabas threw the man's coat
-and hat, and the old boots into a corner. The other garments he put on
-the model stand.
-
-"I shall come back by and by," he said, "and see how the small creature
-is getting on."
-
-He looked in twice during the day to find that she was still asleep. It
-was after sunset when he came the third time, and it was to find her
-sitting near the fire eating a delicious brown egg and slices of bread
-and butter, while Miss Mason was telling her that most entrancing of
-fairy tales--"The Sleeping Beauty."
-
-Barnabas sat down and waited. Every now and then he looked at the child
-with a puzzled expression in his eyes. Suddenly he threw back his
-head. He very nearly whistled. Something that had eluded him had been
-discovered.
-
-The egg and the story were finished. There came a silence.
-
-The child's eyes wandered round the studio. They lighted on the faded
-green dress lying on the model stand. A queer little look of sadness
-that should be foreign to a child's face crept back into her eyes.
-
-She slid down from her chair, and stood solemnly before Miss Mason.
-
-"I tank you bof ver' much," she said, with a quaint air of courtesy.
-"But now I put on zem tings and go back to Mrs. 'iggins."
-
-She smiled a brave little smile, sadder than any tears or protests.
-
-Barnabas felt a sudden odd grip at his throat. Miss Mason spoke
-suddenly and firmly.
-
-"No," she said, "you are not going back to Mrs. Higgins."
-
-The child looked at her with wondering eyes.
-
-"You mean----?" she said.
-
-"That you are going to stay here with me," said Miss Mason decisively.
-"Barnabas, you must help me to arrange it."
-
-The child's face quivered.
-
-"Oh!" she cried, with a laugh that held a sob, "I tink I like dat
-Princess. She sleep and sleep, and she wake up when ze Prince kiss her,
-and ze world all ver' 'appy. And I so 'appy just all ze same, wisout no
-Prince kiss me."
-
-And then Barnabas did a queer thing. He put his arm round the child and
-kissed her lips.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-AT THE WORLD'S END
-
-
-Barely half an hour after Miss Mason's sudden decision Barnabas set out
-for a small and rather unwholesome street somewhere in the direction of
-the World's End. It was given by Pippa as the locality in which Mrs.
-Higgins had her residence.
-
-It was not entirely on Miss Mason's account that Barnabas was anxious
-to make further enquiries regarding the child. As he walked along the
-King's Road, with its pavement slippery and muddy from the feet of many
-passers-by, his mind travelled back to memories which Pippa's face had
-awakened in him.
-
-They were memories some fourteen or fifteen years old, of the time
-when he was a young art student. A scene he had almost forgotten
-came clearly back to him. He saw a big class-room full of easels and
-men working and smoking. He saw himself, very young, very full of
-enthusiasm, yet at the moment very full of despair. He saw himself
-looking with disgust at his own somewhat feeble attempt to reproduce on
-canvas the figure of the nude model who was standing on the platform
-before him. He saw the master coming near, and heard his words. They
-were few but sarcastic. He had felt that the whole room was listening
-to them. First an insane desire to sink into the floor had overwhelmed
-him, then a feeling that he had better take his canvas and brushes
-and fling them into the river. It had been mere presumption on his
-part to dream of art as a career. He had seen the other figures in the
-room through a kind of hazy blur. The voice of the master as he went
-from easel to easel had come to him as through cotton-wool. He did
-not notice that almost equally sarcastic remarks were being levelled
-at the other canvases, and were being received by their owners with
-indifference or with good-humoured laughter. He had heard the door
-close presently as the master left the room. Then he heard a voice at
-his elbow--a curiously musical voice:
-
-"It's a pity Saltby looks upon sarcasm in the light of instruction in
-art. He can paint quite decently himself, but he has no more notion of
-teaching than a tom cat."
-
-Barnabas remembered that he had turned to look at the speaker, and had
-seen a dark foreign-looking man standing beside him. The man had looked
-at him sharply.
-
-"That fellow has worried you," he said. "They're just calling rest.
-Come along out and have a smoke."
-
-Barnabas remembered following him into the corridor. He remembered
-the curious feeling of restful strength the man had given him as they
-walked up and down together.
-
-"I'm going to give you a bit of advice," he had said suddenly.
-"Remember this, that the opinion of one man, even if he happens
-to be your master, counts for nothing. The moment you touch any
-art--painting, sculpture, music, or literature--you're laying yourself
-open to criticism, and you'll find any amount of it adverse. Don't let
-it discourage you. If you've got the inner conviction that you can do
-something, forge ahead and do it. Don't be damped by adverse criticism.
-If you can learn from it, learn; but don't let it kill the germ of
-belief in yourself."
-
-"But can't one be mistaken in the belief that one can do something?"
-Barnabas remembered asking.
-
-"If you are mistaken you'll find it out for yourself," the man had
-replied earnestly. "My dear boy, the men who can't, and never will,
-do anything are those who are so cocksure of themselves that they are
-impervious to sarcasm and every adverse criticism under the sun. It
-simply doesn't hurt them. It does hurt us. It touches us on the raw.
-But we've got to go on. You felt like chucking the whole thing just
-now. I'll be bound it wasn't exactly that your self-vanity was wounded,
-but because you felt that it had been utterly presumptuous of you ever
-to have attempted to lift your eyes to the Immortal Goddess. My dear
-boy, she loves men to look at her and worship her, from however far
-off. It's those who say they are paying her homage, but who all the
-time are looking at and worshipping themselves, for whom she has no
-use. Go on worshipping her. Keep big ideas before you and one day you
-may get near the foot of her throne. It's not given to many to touch
-her knees. But to worship at the foot of the throne is something. Why,
-even to look at her from afar is worth years of struggle. Saltby keeps
-one eye on her I grant, but he keeps the other on himself, and it makes
-him the damned conceited and sarcastic ass he is...."
-
-Barnabas seemed to hear the voice distinctly, to feel the magnetism of
-the man who had spoken the words so many years ago.
-
-He remembered later in the evening hearing two students speaking of the
-man.
-
-"Kostolitz is a weird chap," one had said; "mad as a hatter."
-
-"Spends half his time like a tramp," said the other, "going around the
-country and writing poetry, and the other half in sculpting. Every now
-and then he takes it into his head to come in here and draw a bit. He
-says it freshens him up to see beginners on their way to fame."
-
-Barnabas remembered that Kostolitz had come to him at the end of the
-morning and had suggested their walking back to Chelsea together. It
-had been the beginning of their friendship.
-
-The man's face came persistently before him this evening as he pursued
-his way towards the World's End.
-
-Other little speeches of his returned to his mind. "I love colour," he
-seemed to hear him saying, "but I can't work in paints. They aren't
-my medium. I want to get to the solid. Give me a lump of clay and I'm
-happy. It's nonsense to say there's only colour in actual coloured
-things. There is colour in everything--words, music, thoughts--the
-world's steeped in colour if you can only see it. Why, man, it may
-seem odd to you, but people even give me the sense of colour. Perhaps
-it's the old Eastern idea of auras, I don't know. Anyhow, that idea
-is too mixed up with spiritualism and closed rooms to appeal to me.
-Give me the open air, the sunshine, flowers, and singing birds. I can
-believe in fairies, gnomes, the People of the Wind, and the People of
-the Trees, anything that is of the Spirit of Nature. There they sit
-together--Nature and Art--the two great goddesses, bless them; and
-men try to separate Art from Nature. They can't, man, I tell you they
-can't."
-
-Barnabas could almost see the man's eyes--passionate grey eyes--fixed
-on him as he remembered the words. And it was the memory of those
-eyes that Pippa's eyes had awakened in him, and with their memory had
-brought the other scenes before him. The memory had awakened as he had
-watched her listening entranced to the story of "The Sleeping Beauty."
-He had seen the eyes of his friend Kostolitz looking at him from the
-small pale face, and suddenly he had seen the whole wonderful likeness
-the child bore to the man. Kostolitz was dead, had been dead now many
-years. Had he left behind him this scrap of humanity, holding perhaps a
-spirit as poetical and intense as his own, to battle with the world? If
-it were so, for the sake of that friendship, it must be protected. And
-something told Barnabas that he was not mistaken in his belief.
-
-He turned now into the small dark street. He found the house whose
-number Pippa had given him, and knocked on the door. It was opened by a
-large, slatternly woman with a watery eye.
-
-"That you, Pippa?" she exclaimed. "'Ere, you come in, and I'll give you
-somethink staying hout like this."
-
-Then she saw Barnabas. Visions of N.S.P.C.C. inspectors rose suddenly
-before her mind. Mrs. Higgins quailed inwardly.
-
-"Well?" she asked, and her voice was truculent because her spirit was
-quaking, "and wot can I do for you, sir?"
-
-"Am I," asked Barnabas suavely, "addressing Mrs. Higgins?"
-
-"That's my nime," replied the lady, arms akimbo.
-
-"I believe," continued Barnabas, still suavely, "that you have had
-charge of a child--a little girl named Pippa."
-
-"I 'ave," said Mrs. Higgins defiantly, "and a more hungrateful,
-huntruthful, little baggage I hain't never set heyes on. Hif you 'ave
-hanythink to say about 'er, per'aps you'll kindly step hinside."
-
-Barnabas stepped into the small passage. It was ill-smelling, redolent
-of dirt and boiled cabbage. Mrs. Higgins herself breathed gin. She was,
-however, at the moment tolerably sober.
-
-"I understand," said Barnabas, "that she came here with a Madame
-Fournier."
-
-Mrs. Higgins blazed. "She did. A French 'uzzy wot took and disappeared
-last June, leaving me with 'er child. Friend's child she called it.
-I know them gimes. Just about as much a friend's child as Madame 'ad
-a right to 'er title or 'er ring wot she wore so conspikus, I'll be
-bound. Leaving me with the child on me 'ands, wot I kep' from charity,
-and never so much has a penny piece to pay for 'er keep but wot she
-gets from them hartists as she goes to."
-
-"Then the child," asked Barnabas, "is no relation of yours?"
-
-"Relation of mine!" cried Mrs. Higgins indignantly and virtuously.
-"Do yer think hif she belonged to me as I'd allow 'er to be standing
-naked fer men to look at. I'm a respectable woman, I am, I thanks the
-Halmighty." Mrs. Higgins ended with a loud sniff.
-
-Barnabas suddenly felt a sensation of almost physical nausea. He seemed
-to hear Kostolitz's voice begging him to leave the place, to get away
-from the filth of the atmosphere, and above all never to let the child
-return to it.
-
-"Then," said Barnabas decisively, "you will no doubt be glad to be
-relieved from the burden of maintaining her. She will not return here,
-and she will be provided for."
-
-Mrs. Higgins gasped at the suddenness of the statement. She felt
-something like dismay. She saw Pippa's earnings, which had added
-largely to her weekly income, disappearing in the distance.
-
-"And 'ow about the hexpense I've been put to!" she exclaimed. "Yer
-don't feed a growing child for six months fer nothink, and me as kind
-to 'er as hif I'd been 'er own mother." Mrs. Higgins began to sob here,
-moved to tears by the memory of her own tenderness.
-
-Barnabas' mouth set grimly.
-
-"I think, Mrs. Higgins," he remarked, "that the less you say about your
-treatment of the child the better. As far as her keep is concerned her
-own earnings have no doubt paid you more than adequately for the food
-you have given her. As however you will lose them in the future----"
-
-He pulled two sovereigns from his pocket.
-
-"Take these," he said briefly, "and good evening."
-
-He turned from the house leaving Mrs. Higgins gaping and astonished.
-It is a mercy when the Mrs. Higginses of the world can be thus easily
-disposed of.
-
-Barnabas walked away down the street, marvelling at the fact that man
-had originally been created by God in His own image.
-
- * * * * *
-
-He went straight back to studio number seven, where he found Miss Mason
-anxiously awaiting him. He sat down and gave her a brief account of his
-search and its results, omitting, however, a description of the dirt
-and smells.
-
-"And so," he ended, smiling, "you mean to keep this waif?"
-
-"I couldn't let her go," said Miss Mason. "Did you see her eyes?"
-
-Barnabas had. But the look in them had hurt him too much for him to
-care to think about it. So he merely said lightly:
-
-"Where is she now?"
-
-"Asleep on half a dozen cushions and among blankets on the floor of
-my room. She has had a bath and been wrapped again in that red silk.
-She'll have to live in it till I can get her some more clothes. I've
-burnt the others, and put the hat, coat, and boots in the dust hole. In
-spite of her poor little attempts at cleanliness, one never knows."
-
-"One does not," said Barnabas grimly, thinking of the house she had
-come from. "May I smoke?" he asked.
-
-"Certainly," said Miss Mason. She liked the scent of tobacco in her
-studio. She felt it to be part and parcel of Bohemia.
-
-There was a long silence.
-
-Miss Mason was thinking of the child lying asleep in the next room. She
-had an odd feeling that the Fates had sent Pippa directly to her that
-she might in a way atone to herself for her own lonely childhood by
-making this morsel of humanity happy. She had already begun to weave
-the dreams that are woven by fairy godmothers.
-
-And Barnabas' thoughts had again travelled back to his friend
-Kostolitz, and the thoughts made his eyes grave and a little sad.
-
-"I am going over to Paris to-morrow," he said suddenly, breaking the
-silence.
-
-"Yes?" queried Miss Mason.
-
-"You know that oil-portrait that hangs by my mantelpiece?" he asked.
-"Doesn't a likeness strike you?"
-
-Miss Mason looked up. She felt suddenly a little anxious.
-
-"Of course," she said slowly. "I never thought of it before. It's the
-image of Pippa."
-
-Barnabas nodded.
-
-"I saw it when I came back into the studio and found her at tea."
-
-There was a pause.
-
-"Who is the portrait?" asked Miss Mason.
-
-"A man I knew long ago," said Barnabas. "His name was Philippe
-Kostolitz. He was a strange man--an Hungarian. He was a true vagabond,
-yet certainly of good birth. I knew nothing of his people, if he had
-any. He was half gipsy and wholly artist. The statue of the little faun
-in my garden is his work. He gave it to me. We were great friends."
-
-"Ah," said Miss Mason softly. "And where is he now?"
-
-Barnabas made a swift sign of the cross. He had been baptized a
-Catholic, and in spite of his present rather Pagan views regarding life
-he had retained this beautiful custom. There was an innate instinct of
-reverence in Barnabas.
-
-"In Paradise I hope. He was killed nine years ago in a railway
-accident. It was a horribly prosaic ending for a man whose whole nature
-was the essence of poetry."
-
-Miss Mason was silent. After a moment she spoke.
-
-"Then you think that Pippa----" she broke off. She was looking straight
-at Barnabas.
-
-"I don't know," he said bluntly. "The likeness is extraordinary. In
-Paris I might find out something from the artists for whom she posed. I
-know one or two of them personally."
-
-"Thank you," said Miss Mason. "The journey, of course, will be my
-affair."
-
-"That," said Barnabas, "is pure nonsense. If Pippa--you see, Kostolitz
-was my friend."
-
-"But I wish it," said Miss Mason. And something in her voice made
-Barnabas give way.
-
-Ten minutes or so later he left the studio.
-
-Before Miss Mason put out her light that night she went across to the
-heap of cushions and blankets and looked at Pippa. She touched her
-cheek gently with one wrinkled hand. It was long before Miss Mason
-slept. She lay awake listening to the regular sound of the child's
-breathing.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The morning, with the variability of English weather, broke still and
-sunny, a touch of frost in the air.
-
-Barnabas looked in at Miss Mason's studio before he left for Paris.
-
-He found that lady sitting in her chair knitting. Pippa was curled up
-on the hearthrug, the red silk tightly swathing her slim body. A pair
-of shoes and stockings of Sally's, many sizes too big for her, covered
-her feet. She was watching Miss Mason with the eyes of an adoring puppy.
-
-She scrambled to her feet as she saw Barnabas.
-
-"Ah!" she cried, a note of great pleasure in her voice. "It is ze so
-sunny Monsieur. I wis you good morning."
-
-Barnabas came over and stood on the hearthrug.
-
-"I'm just off," he said.
-
-"I knew you'd look in," said Miss Mason. "I waited for you before going
-out to buy garments."
-
-"Going away?" asked Pippa, looking at him with troubled eyes. She had
-had experience of people who went away and did not return.
-
-"Only for a few days, and mainly on business which concerns you, little
-one," he replied.
-
-Pippa gave a relieved sigh.
-
-"Come back ver' quick," she said. And then suddenly: "What is your
-name?"
-
-He laughed. "You must call me Barnabas," he said.
-
-She nodded her head. "Monsieur Barnabas," she said slowly. Then she
-turned to Miss Mason "What sall I call you?" she asked.
-
-A sudden little tender thought sprang into Miss Mason's mind. She put
-it aside.
-
-"You can call me," she said rather gruffly, "Aunt Olive."
-
-Again the child nodded her head. "Aunt Oleeve and Monsieur Barnabas,
-c'est bon." She looked an odd little elfin figure as she stood there
-watching them.
-
-"I must be off," said Barnabas. "I've no time to lose."
-
-Pippa came to the door with him.
-
-"Bon voyage," she cried, waving her hand. And then suddenly she saw the
-marble faun in the next garden.
-
-"Ah!" she cried. "Quel beau petit garçon!" She darted down one path and
-up another.
-
-The last thing Barnabas saw, as he looked back before leaving the
-courtyard, was a poppy-coloured figure standing in the wintry sunshine
-beside a white marble faun. The child had her arms familiarly round the
-faun's neck.
-
-He painted that picture later when the days were warmer. It was a
-picture that was to travel far away from England, and it was to keep
-alive in the heart of a woman the memory of a secret--a secret of three
-weeks of glorious happiness and a strange regret--a secret known only
-to herself and to three other living people.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-VARIOUS MATTERS
-
-
-And so Barnabas departed to Paris in the attempt to find some clue
-regarding the scrap of humanity which the Fates had led to Miss Mason's
-studio. It was not that Miss Mason cared in the smallest degree what
-her parentage was. She was just a lonely little soul needing love,
-and so Miss Mason had taken her into her arms and into her big heart.
-Dan had once said of Miss Mason, and only shortly after making her
-acquaintance:
-
-"I veritably believe that woman has the biggest hands, the biggest
-feet, and the biggest heart of any woman in Christendom." And the more
-he knew of her the more convinced he felt of the truth of his statement.
-
-But even a big heart is not entirely sufficient guarantee for taking
-possession of a small girl. One can no more pick one up and keep
-it than one can pick up a valuable ornament and place it on one's
-mantelpiece. At any rate, if one did there would always be the
-uncomfortable feeling that the rightful owner might one day walk
-casually up to it and say:
-
-"That is mine."
-
-Barnabas understood this, and therefore he had gone off to Paris to see
-if there were any likelihood of a rightful owner turning up one day to
-claim Pippa. It was wiser that Miss Mason should not get too attached
-to her possession before he had made sure on that point. Also there was
-the memory of Philippe Kostolitz.
-
-But while he was gone Miss Mason petted the child to her heart's
-content, bought dainty undergarments and charming frocks, and played
-that delightful game of "mother," which is a game all women have played
-throughout eternity at some time in their lives, even if it is only
-played with a rag doll wrapped in a shawl.
-
-And while she was playing, and while Pippa was enjoying the game almost
-as much as she was and revelling in frilly petticoats, long black
-stockings, buckled shoes, and soft green frocks--green seemed to belong
-to her, for some reason, as a matter of course--the other five artists
-of the courtyard were living their lives, painting their pictures,
-smoking their pipes, and being happy or miserable according to their
-moods.
-
-And it is perhaps safe to say, though a great pity to have to say
-it, that Jasper's mood of the last six months had been one of utter
-depression.
-
-At first, when he had walked away from the ugly little house in
-Chiswick, he had felt--in spite of the shock he had received at
-Bridget's unexpected attitude towards him--a certain exultation in
-the thought that duty would never compel him to take that route again.
-He told himself that he rejoiced in his freedom, but after a day or so
-he had found it necessary to emphasize that point to himself with a
-certain degree of insistence. Phrases she had used began to return to
-his mind at odd moments. In the midst of painting an angel's wing, or
-trying to concentrate on the beatific expression of some saint's face,
-he would suddenly hear her voice:
-
-"I wanted to ask your help, to tell you what I had suffered. I could
-not."
-
-And again, when painting some piece of flame-coloured drapery, he would
-hear the words:
-
-"How did you try to help me? By talking calm platitudes through a kind
-of moral disinfectant sheet which you held between us----"
-
-And yet again, as he tried for the strength of courage in the face of
-the warrior angel, he would hear her saying:
-
-"You have not had the manhood to help me."
-
-It angered him that she should come between him and his work. He had
-loved it. He had felt a kind of mystical joy in it, in the knowledge
-that his work would adorn the houses of God, and that the saints he
-painted would look down upon the altar where the priest commemorated
-the Great Sacrifice. Sometimes in his more intense moments he had
-fancied himself an incarnation of one of the old painters who
-portrayed for sheer love of God dancing saints garlanded with flowers.
-He did not know that his own work lacked that child-like joy, and that
-its asceticism was hard and cold.
-
-But now the memory of the house in Chiswick, which he used to banish
-easily from his thoughts, came again and again before his mind
-to prevent him working. He began to leave his studio and go for
-long walks, only returning when it was too dark to paint. And his
-fellow-artists wondered what possessed him, and would have welcomed one
-of his priggish speeches rather than this moody silence.
-
-And Alan Farley, the other artist who fancied himself a mystic, painted
-a few pictures when the inspiration was upon him, pictures which
-remained to adorn his own studio walls, as they were incomprehensible
-to any one but himself and to one other--a girl, Aurora Castleton, in
-whom Alan found a kindred soul. They frequented each other's studios,
-and talked of "the true spirit," and "the deeper meaning," and "the
-virtue of symbolism," and lamented that the public were too blind
-to realize the inner beauty which they were kindly interpreting for
-them on canvas. They found, however, a great deal of consolation and
-pleasure in each other's society. And a Small Boy with drooping wings
-sat mournfully in a corner and heard them talk, knowing that he alone
-could give them the true key to the meaning of Beauty--a key that the
-most ignorant could understand. But they refused to look at him. Even
-his arrows were useless, for the cloak of High Art with which the two
-had surrounded themselves seems to be the one thing that is impervious
-to them.
-
-And Dan plodded on with his Messonier-like paintings and missed
-Barnabas a good deal, in spite of the fact that he had been gone barely
-three days. And Michael did wonderful line work, and wrote little
-cynical essays for a small magazine that scoffed at love as sentimental.
-
-But Paul was absorbed in his portrait of the Duchessa, and in the
-wonderful music his heart heard, the meaning of which was beginning to
-dawn on his soul.
-
-The Duchessa had given him her own ideas regarding the portrait the
-first morning she had come to the studio. She had told him about the
-Casa di Corleone, and the courtyard with the golden oranges and marble
-fauns and nymphs, and the gallery where her portrait was to hang.
-
-"I want it," she had said, "to be a wee bit--just the weest bit in the
-world--flaunting. The women of the House of Corleone are haughty and
-disdainful. They are too proud to show their feelings. If they ever
-loved the courtyard and the sunshine, they would have scorned to show
-it. They have scorned me often for loving it. I have seen--you may
-laugh at me if you like--their lips curl when my heart has danced for
-joy as I have stood in the gallery and watched the sunlight stream
-through the big hall door. I can't hang there meekly accepting their
-scorn. I want to defy them. They may think the place theirs, and be
-calmly satisfied in their possession of it, and they may look upon me
-as an alien. But it is mine, mine, mine. I want them to know it--not
-aggressively, you realize--but with just the tiniest bit of assurance
-that there's no mistake at all."
-
-And Paul had responded to her mood as a violin responds to the
-master-hand that draws the bow across its strings. He had sketched her
-in on the canvas almost as she had spoken the words, standing there
-with her head just a trifle thrown back, a little gleam of fascinating
-devilry in her eyes.
-
-They had nearly come to loggerheads regarding her dress, however. She
-wished it to be scarlet, in contrast to the black dresses and sombre
-colours of the haughty ladies already in the gallery. Paul wished it to
-be blue. In the end she had had her will. It was not often that Sara,
-Duchessa di Corleone, failed in accomplishing it.
-
-Perhaps the most noticeable characteristic of Sara was her vivid
-magnetism. Every separate burnished hair of her head seemed to possess
-it. Her eyes possessed it, her smile possessed it, her voice--a low
-contralto--possessed it. Her presence dominated a room the moment she
-entered it, even if she did not speak a word, and Sara possessed a
-curious gift for silences. They were sudden and unaccountable silences,
-more disconcerting and full of magnetism than speech. She lapsed into
-them often with Paul. They came as a sudden and odd interruption to her
-flow of sparkling talk. She had a trick of making the most ordinary
-words sparkle. Water, after all, is only water, but it can look very
-different in sunshine from beneath a grey sky.
-
-And perhaps for the first time Paul found himself at a loss to read
-the character she presented to him. Probably because he could not
-appreciate it sufficiently calmly. The music in his heart distracted
-him, and the tune was clearer and sweeter when she was near. He knew
-its meaning now, and it filled him with happiness and pain--happiness
-because it is the most beautiful music in the world to those who hear
-it, and pain because it somehow seemed to emphasize his own loneliness.
-And because he had always been lonely a certain feeling had come to him
-of being not wanted. It was not exactly diffidence, not the outcome
-of shyness, but merely a certainty that he made no difference to the
-scheme of happiness in others; in fact, that it probably worked more
-easily without him. He could not imagine himself as essential to
-anyone, and never in his wildest dreams could he have imagined himself
-as essential to the woman who had suddenly become the centre of his
-universe.
-
- * * * * *
-
-One evening Barnabas returned and walked into Miss Mason's studio. He
-came right over to the fire and sat down.
-
-"Well?" she said, looking at him very anxiously. The game of "mother"
-can gain an extraordinary fascination in a very few days.
-
-"I have found out one thing," said Barnabas, "that is a curious
-coincidence at all events. The child's real name is Philippa."
-
-"Ah," said Miss Mason slowly.
-
-"I went to different studios," went on Barnabas, "but the artists knew
-nothing beyond the fact that the child had lived with Madame Barbin.
-Then I went to the houses she had tenanted. The neighbours told me
-she was a kind old soul, and two of them at least averred that they
-remembered the advent of Pippa to the house when a baby of a few weeks
-old. They declare that an English lady brought her to Madame Barbin,
-and that Madame Barbin received money for the child's keep. Madame
-Fournier was a relation of Madame Barbin's--a niece, they believed.
-They did not know where her home was beyond that it was somewhere
-in Brittany. She came occasionally to visit Madame Barbin, and was
-with her when she died. Their theory is that Madame Fournier took
-possession of the child in order to receive the allowance made for her.
-It was sent to Madame Barbin, and she returned a receipt and statement
-that the child was alive and well. That, at least, is the neighbour's
-story. But they had no notion from whom the money came. The people
-who sent it must certainly have trusted Madame Barbin implicitly.
-According to the neighbours, she deserved the trust. Madame Fournier
-no doubt took on the job and abandoned the child as soon as she could
-conveniently do so. To receive the money without having to provide for
-the child has evidently appealed to her mind as a method of procedure
-more advantageous to herself."
-
-Barnabas stopped.
-
-"And how did you find out that the child's real name was Philippa?"
-asked Miss Mason.
-
-"A woman named Madame Paulet volunteered the information," said
-Barnabas. "She told me that Madame Barbin had said that the child had
-first been christened Philippa according to the rites of the English
-Church. But being a devout Catholic, Madame Barbin evidently didn't
-trust to an English baptism. She had the child re-baptized. I saw
-the priest who performed the ceremony. She was then, he said, about
-two months old. Madame Barbin had told him that she did not know the
-name of the child's parents. She received money quarterly for her
-maintenance. She did tell him the name of the woman who sent it, but as
-it was told under the seal of confession he couldn't have given it to
-me even if he had remembered it. But he had forgotten."
-
-There was a short silence.
-
-"Then," said Mason slowly, "Pippa is a Catholic."
-
-"Yes," said Barnabas. "You are sorry?"
-
-"I am old-fashioned," said Miss Mason. "But after all it is the same
-God we worship."
-
-"And if," said Barnabas, "she is Philippe's child, as I believe, he
-would be glad. He was a devout Catholic with a strange mixture of
-Paganism. I believe that for him the altars of Pan and Christ were
-built side by side."
-
-Miss Mason looked at Barnabas with a little twinkle in her eyes.
-
-"You'll have to take her to church," she said.
-
-Barnabas laughed. "You think that after all there may be some advantage
-in her baptism?"
-
-Again there was a silence. Then Barnabas spoke.
-
-"If Philippe were her father, and I can't help feeling sure of it, he
-must have died some months before her birth. Possibly before he knew
-that she was even thought of."
-
-And then Miss Mason put a question, one which had been in the minds of
-both of them throughout that conversation at least, but, being a woman,
-it was she who voiced it.
-
-"I wonder," she said quietly, "who was her mother?"
-
-"Exactly," said Barnabas.
-
-And because he had loved Philippe Kostolitz he said no more. But his
-eyes again grew sad. For Barnabas held very straight views on some
-subjects, and he dreaded lest the whiteness of his friend's honour had
-been in the smallest degree smirched.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV
-
-A QUESTION OF COLOUR
-
-
-Pippa became part of the life of the six artists of the courtyard,
-and they all wondered, if they ever thought about the matter at all,
-however they had managed to get on without her.
-
-She seemed to belong in some special way to Barnabas. That fact was
-one of mutual recognition. Michael found himself stopping suddenly
-in the middle of his cynical little speeches when she was present.
-It is impossible to be cynical with a child's eyes fixed on one,
-drinking in every word. Dan kept her supplied with chocolates, and
-gave her a grey kitten. Jasper painted her a picture of the Blessed
-Virgin. It was the first painting he had done for weeks past without
-the memory of the house in Chiswick coming as an interruption to his
-thoughts. The picture, too, held a tenderness not seen in his previous
-paintings. Paul, for a wonder, allowed her to see his unfinished
-work, and found amusement in her naïve criticisms. One criticism--to
-be related presently--was somewhat of a revelation. Alan studied her
-deeply, saying that the innocent unfolding of a child's mind was one
-of the greatest marvels of creation. Her remarks on colour honestly
-interested him. And in them Barnabas felt more than ever convinced that
-she was the child of his friend Philippe Kostolitz.
-
-She used to announce quite gravely that people were like colours. Miss
-Mason she designated as "couleur de rose." Barnabas himself she said
-was gold "all sparkling like sunshine." Paul she insisted was like
-the purple light that fell across the river at night. Dan was green
-like the leaves of chrysanthemum foliage. Alan was the colour of the
-sea. Michael was grey and red. And she refused to assign any colour to
-Jasper. But when coaxed by Barnabas she confessed it was because he was
-quite grey, and no pretty colour at all.
-
-One day about the middle of February Pippa lunched with Paul. He
-announced that he wished her to see the portrait of the Duchessa di
-Corleone. The Duchessa herself, who had been away since Christmas, was
-coming for what would probably be a last sitting at two o'clock that
-afternoon.
-
-"Well?" said Paul, standing near the luncheon table while Pippa gazed
-upon the portrait, "what do you think of it?"
-
-Pippa wrinkled up her forehead.
-
-"I don't know," she said slowly, and she came across to the table
-looking at Paul with perplexed eyes.
-
-"Evidently," said Paul, a trifle disappointed, "it doesn't meet with
-your approval."
-
-"I don't know," said Pippa again, still looking puzzled. And then she
-saw the luncheon table. "Chicken and meringues"--she rolled the "r" in
-her funny way--"how lovely!"
-
-"The lunch," said Paul, "unquestionably appeals to you far more than
-the portrait."
-
-Pippa did not reply. But during the meal she kept looking from the
-portrait to Paul, as if she might find in his face some explanation of
-her perplexity.
-
-They were drinking their coffee, which Pippa loved, when Paul's man
-announced the Duchessa.
-
-The whole atmosphere of the studio seemed suddenly to sparkle with her
-entrance. Paul sprang to his feet. There was a light in his eyes of
-which the meanest intelligence might have recognized the interpretation.
-
-"I am punctual to the moment," she said. "And how are you? It is six
-weeks since we've met." Then she saw Pippa.
-
-"And who," she asked, "is this?"
-
-"Pippa," said Paul gravely, "may I introduce you to the Duchessa di
-Corleone."
-
-Pippa held out her hand.
-
-"Pippa?" queried the Duchessa, with the tiniest and most adorable lift
-of her eyebrows.
-
-"Just Pippa," said Paul.
-
-Sara sat down. "Finish your coffee," she said. "And may I have a cup?"
-
-Paul seized the kettle. It was the first time she would have partaken
-of food or drink in his studio. It marked, in his mind, an epoch.
-
-"Don't make fresh coffee," she begged.
-
-"It is a pleasure," he said. "It is one of the few achievements of
-which I am justly proud."
-
-Pippa was gazing at the Duchessa with wide grey eyes. The perplexity in
-them had vanished.
-
-"Well, Pippa," asked Sara, "and what do you think of my portrait?"
-
-"I know now," said Pippa firmly. "Ze couleur is wrong."
-
-Paul, who was stirring the coffee in a jug, paused a moment to look at
-her.
-
-"The colour?" he queried.
-
-Pippa nodded. "The picture," she said, "is red. She"--Pippa looked at
-the Duchessa--"is blue. Oh, but very blue, like--like zat." She pointed
-towards a sapphire vase on Paul's mantelpiece.
-
-Paul and Sara looked at each other. There was the tiniest--just the
-very tiniest--look of triumph in Paul's eyes.
-
-Sara laughed outright. "Mr. Treherne," she said, "aren't you longing to
-say 'I told you so'?"
-
-"I think," replied Paul, "Pippa has said it for me."
-
-Sara turned to Pippa.
-
-"Then," she said, "it is the colour of the dress that is wrong?"
-
-Again Pippa nodded.
-
-"Sometimes ze dresses zey not matter," she said thoughtfully, "but for
-you ze real--oh, but it hurt." She clasped her hands against her heart
-with a little tragic gesture.
-
-"What's to be done?" asked Sara as Paul handed her the coffee.
-
-"Re-paint the dress, and the whole portrait if necessary," he replied
-promptly.
-
-"Oh, but the time, and your trouble!" cried Sara. "I couldn't think of
-it. Besides, it was my own fault," she added contritely.
-
-It struck neither of them as odd that they should so implicitly accept
-Pippa's criticism.
-
-"I shall only," said Paul, "be doing what I originally wished to do, if
-you will forgive me for saying so. The question is whether you will be
-too bored with further sittings?"
-
-A faint rose-colour stole over the ivory of the Duchessa's face.
-
-"On the contrary," she said lightly, "I shall be very happy. I
-have"--she paused the merest fraction of a second--"not been bored at
-all."
-
-She drank her coffee and put down the cup. Pippa got up from her chair.
-She knew the moment to make herself scarce. Long acquaintance with
-studios and the work of artists had taught her.
-
-She held out her hand to the Duchessa.
-
-"I like you," she said. "I like you ver' much. Please come to tea wis
-me one day--you and Monsieur Paul."
-
-"But," said the Duchessa, "Christopher is coming for me at half-past
-three."
-
-Paul's face, which had been very gay, fell suddenly. Christopher's name
-troubled him. He was on such delightfully--for him--easy terms with the
-Duchessa.
-
-"But bring Monsieur Christopher too," said Pippa calmly.
-
-The Duchessa looked at Paul.
-
-"But where does she live?" she asked. "And may we accept this
-invitation wholesale?"
-
-"By all means," Paul assured her. "Pippa lives in studio number seven
-with Miss Mason, don't you, Pippa? And we all invade that studio at any
-hour. Miss Mason ties up cuts, finds new servants for us when our old
-ones get out of hand, administers hot concoctions of her own brewing
-when any of us have colds, in short, mothers us all round. And Pippa
-gives us excellent advice as to the colour of our socks and ties. We
-really don't care to think of what we were before Aunt Olive and Pippa
-took us in hand."
-
-"So you will come?" said Pippa, standing near the door.
-
-Paul went over to open it for her.
-
-"Yes, we'll come," he said.
-
-"The Duchessa, you, and Monsieur Christopher," said Pippa gaily.
-
-"Oh, yes," said Paul, an odd inflexion in his voice, "no doubt Monsieur
-Christopher will come too."
-
-He held the door open, and Pippa went out.
-
-Then he came back to the Duchessa. She had heard the inflexion in his
-voice, and a little light of comprehension had sprung to her eyes.
-
-"Ah!" she breathed softly to herself. Then she looked up at Paul.
-
-"And now," she said, "are you ready for the metamorphosis--to re-paint
-me as a blue lady?"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI
-
-THE LADY OF THE BLUE DRESS AGAIN
-
-
-And so it was that Pippa's impulsive invitation brought the lady of the
-blue dress once more into Miss Mason's surroundings.
-
-And with her advent came one of the brightest threads which the Fates
-were using to weave into the hitherto sombre pattern of her life. For
-there is never any knowing what the Fates will do. For years the woof
-of their weaving may be utterly grey, but if the warp has kept firm
-and strong they may suddenly take the brightest colours--a very crazy
-patchwork of them--and weave them into the most intricate and curious
-pattern imaginable. And because the strength of the warp of this life
-pleased them, they were now choosing the most fantastically coloured
-threads in the weaving of the woof.
-
-Pippa told Miss Mason of the invitation she had issued, and then went
-to wash her hands and brush her hair. There was no need to change her
-dress. She had already put on her prettiest frock to lunch with Paul.
-
-Just before half-past three there was a knock at the door. Pippa looked
-up expectant. But it was only Barnabas.
-
-"Hullo!" he said, coming in and seeing the tea-things on the
-table--Sally would be occupied with hot cakes at the last
-moment--"you're expecting company."
-
-"The Duchessa di Corleone, Monsieur Paul, and Monsieur Christopher,"
-Pippa told him.
-
-"Shall I be in the way?" asked Barnabas, looking at Miss Mason, "or may
-I stay?"
-
-"You are never in the way," said Miss Mason decisively.
-
-Pippa sat down near him and slid one hand into his. And Miss Mason
-looked at them, and thought that only a year ago, and perhaps at that
-very hour, she had been sitting in a stiff drawing-room furnished with
-hideous chairs and ornamented with wax flowers under glass shades,
-listening to a long and minute account of Miss Stanhope's ill-health,
-sleeplessness, and want of appetite. And because the contrast was so
-very great, her eyes grew a trifle misty with unshed happy tears, and
-she said a little prayer, that was certainly more Catholic than her
-distinctly Broad Church views realized, for Miss Stanhope's present
-welfare.
-
-And then suddenly voices were heard outside the studio, a woman's voice
-which Miss Mason seemed to recognize, and a man laughing.
-
-The next moment Sally opened the door. Her eyes were round with awe.
-
-"The Duchess----" the next words were indistinguishable--"Mr. Charlton,
-and Mr. Treherne," she gasped. Already in her mind she was telling Jim
-that she had had the honour of ushering a real live Duchess into the
-studio.
-
-The Duchessa di Corleone came into the room. Then she gave a little
-exclamation of astonishment and went forwards with outstretched hands.
-
-"My fairy godmother!" she cried. And she was nearer truth than she had
-any idea as she spoke the words.
-
-"The lady in the blue dress!" said Miss Mason, her face radiant with
-pleasure.
-
-"So you two know each other," said Paul.
-
-"We met--when was it--last May?" said Sara. "May I introduce Mr.
-Charlton." And the man whom Miss Mason had seen in the lounge of the
-Wilton Hotel bowed.
-
-"It is," said the Duchessa when she was seated, and after Barnabas had
-been introduced, "quite the most unexpected and delightful meeting. It
-was not till I was on my way to Italy that I remembered I had never
-asked your name." And then she told the others of their first meeting.
-
-"And has it all," she asked, "been just as delightful as I prophesied?"
-
-"More delightful," said Miss Mason promptly. She was looking at
-Christopher. She remembered the "Christopher, darling," and her mind,
-woman-like, was keen on the secret of a romance.
-
-Sara saw her glance. By a flash of intuition she guessed something of
-what was passing in Miss Mason's mind. It gave her an opportunity she
-had been looking for during the last hour and a half.
-
-"Christopher came to fetch me that evening to take me to an At Home,
-I remember. He is an extraordinarily useful person. I have known him
-since I was ten years old."
-
-The words were addressed to Miss Mason. They were intended for another
-occupant of the studio.
-
-"I remember," said Christopher, "our first meeting. It was, I think,
-unique."
-
-"In what way?" asked Paul.
-
-"The Duchessa and her parents," said Christopher, "had taken a house
-in Devonshire, at Salcombe, as a matter of fact, where I then lived.
-My mother, being of a hospitable turn of mind, and also of opinion
-that young men should make themselves generally useful, sent me across
-the road to enquire of Captain and Mrs. de Courcy if I could be of any
-assistance to them. I went. I found the Duchessa seated on the veranda
-on an overturned flower-pot. She was engaged in teaching 'nap' to
-three small boys who had come in from the next door garden, also with
-hospitable intentions. I found Mrs. de Courcy disentangling silver
-forks from among her evening frocks; they had been packed among them
-for safety----"
-
-"Mamma was always under the impression that everybody was going to
-steal everything," interjected the Duchessa.
-
-"Captain de Courcy," went on Christopher, "was extracting tin-tacks
-from the kitchen coal-scuttle, into which they had been upset by the
-Duchessa in her frantic questing for playing-cards."
-
-"And did you," asked Miss Mason grimly, "assist him?"
-
-"I extracted two tacks," continued Christopher reminiscently. "Then I
-heard the Duchessa laugh. Have you ever heard her? I went out on to the
-veranda. First I looked at her, then I turned another flower-pot upside
-down and sat upon it. I tried to instruct her in a few of the correct
-rules of 'nap.' She cheated, I remember, abominably. She has, in fact,
-cheated throughout her life."
-
-"Indeed, I have not," said Sara indignantly. There was a dimple at the
-corner of her mouth.
-
-"You have," said Christopher calmly. "You have cheated the Fates every
-time they dealt the cards of fortune against you. It's a trick many
-of us would give our eyes to learn. They deal her black cards, heigh
-presto! the Duchessa has changed them to red ones. They deal her low
-dull cards--the Duchessa holds aces and Kings, particularly," ended
-Christopher severely, "Kings!"
-
-"Christopher," said Sara sweetly, "is given to exaggeration." She
-was first the tiniest bit annoyed. Christopher's last word savoured
-somewhat of an accusation of flirting. No woman cares to be accused of
-that pastime before a man in whom she is feeling--well, certainly more
-than just a careless interest. Besides, the music Paul had been hearing
-during the last ten weeks had begun to reach the Duchessa's ears,
-though as yet quite faintly. The slight implication of flirting came as
-a discord to the tune it was playing.
-
-"The late Duca di Corleone might certainly be termed a King," protested
-Christopher, "while the Casa di Corleone and the coffers of centesimi
-are most assuredly many aces."
-
-"Yes," agreed the Duchessa. "You, however, said 'particularly Kings.'"
-
-"My mistake," said Christopher politely. "I should have said
-particularly aces."
-
-The Duchessa made a little gracious gesture of forgiveness. Paul had
-been stroking a small grey kitten--gift of Dan to Pippa--during the
-little conversation, and was apparently entirely engrossed in the
-kitten. But he had heard every word, and Christopher's intimacy with
-the Duchessa was seen by him in a new and far more satisfactory light.
-
-"But now," said the Duchessa, addressing herself to Miss Mason, "I want
-to hear everything you have been doing since last May."
-
-Miss Mason glanced around the studio.
-
-"Got a studio," she said.
-
-"And also," said Barnabas, "she has adopted six nephews and one niece."
-
-"Me," said Pippa, who was gazing at the Duchessa with fascinated eyes.
-
-Sara smiled. She looked at Paul and Barnabas.
-
-"I imagine," she said, "that these are two of the nephews. Where are
-the others?"
-
-"In their studios," said Barnabas. "Aunt Olive doesn't keep all her
-nephews on the premises. They are the six artists of the courtyard."
-
-"Oh," said Sara, with a low laugh, "then you, too, have a magic
-courtyard."
-
-"Where is yours?" asked Pippa.
-
-And the Duchessa told her, bringing the sunshine of Italy and the
-gleam of golden oranges into the studio, bathing it in their light and
-colour. And Paul listened as he listened always when she spoke, loving
-the sound of her voice and the magic of her words.
-
-Suddenly as she ended they heard the sound of a violin. It came from
-across the courtyard and through the partly open window.
-
-"Hush!" said the Duchessa, and she raised her head listening.
-
-When the last sad notes had died away, she looked across at Paul.
-
-"Who is it?" she asked softly, her eyes full of tears, for the sad
-bitterness of a troubled heart had wailed through the music.
-
-"Michael Chester," said Paul quietly.
-
-"And why," asked the Duchessa, "is he not taking London by storm?"
-
-"Because," said Paul, "he is a cripple."
-
-"Ah!" said the Duchessa. She had no need to ask more, for the music had
-told her the rest.
-
-After a time she left, promising to come again. As she went into the
-courtyard with Paul and Christopher she looked towards the window from
-whence the sounds of the violin had proceeded.
-
-"I wonder," she said, "if one day he will play for me."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII
-
-THE DUCHESSA ENTERS A KINGDOM
-
-
-February gave place to a stormy March, which ushered itself in angry
-and tempestuous. By the end of the month it was tired of its anger, and
-throughout April was like a child promising with smiles and tears to be
-good. In May it fulfilled its promise. The month was all sunshine, with
-soft winds and blue skies. The parks were alive with flowers, women
-donned their brightest dresses, and London looked like a great living
-nosegay.
-
-And with the spring the Music of the Heart was playing so loudly for
-the Duchessa that she wondered Paul could not hear it too, and many
-times she longed to bid him listen.
-
-The portrait was finished, and was in her drawing-room till later in
-the year when she would take it with her to Italy, where it would hang
-in the gallery like a great glowing sapphire among the sombre and
-haughty ladies of the House of Corleone.
-
-She saw Paul from time to time. He came to her flat, and she went to
-his studio. And Michael had been persuaded to come and play for her.
-And having come once he was ready to come again. He made music sad
-and gay, and in her presence it lost much of its bitterness. Only when
-he was alone bitterness returned, and with it a desperate and pathetic
-note of yearning. For with the beauty of the Duchessa Michael realized
-more terribly that he was not as other men, though with the curious
-instinct possessed by the man-creature of hurting himself, he loved
-to be near her and look at her. And in his heart he laughed cynically
-at Paul, seeing that he had but to put out his hand and grasp the
-wonderful jewel of her love. But having been lonely all his own life he
-understood better than anyone Paul's hesitation, even while he laughed.
-
-And one day when the morning sunshine was more radiant than ever, and
-the whole earth seemed singing the Benedicite, Sara wandered across one
-of the bridges that span the river and found herself in Battersea Park.
-And the lilacs were a mass of purple flowers, and the laburnums hanging
-in showers of golden rain, and the tulips were flaunting their gaudy
-colours, and the birds singing full-throated songs of joy.
-
-She sat down on a bench near a great bed of golden tulips and looked
-at them. And the colour took her back to Italy, and the courtyard of
-Casa di Corleone and the golden oranges, and she knew now the truth
-of Christopher's statement that one day she would be ready to forget
-them. And a little prayer rose up in her heart, a prayer that perhaps
-hundreds of women were praying at that moment before flower-decked
-altars, but which Sara addressed to the bed of golden tulips.
-
-"Ah, Madonna Santa," she prayed, in the language she had learned to
-love, "let him tell me."
-
-And then she looked up and saw Paul coming towards her.
-
-"I knew I should find you here," he said quietly, and he sat down
-beside her.
-
-And the tulips became a mass of blurred gold, and the Music of the
-Heart rang so loudly in her ears that for the moment the song of the
-birds was drowned.
-
-"I have waited a long time," said Paul, "but I cannot wait any longer.
-I love you, Sara."
-
-She turned towards him, and there was an adorable little sob of
-happiness in her voice.
-
-"But, Paul, dear," she said, "why didn't you tell me long ago?"
-
-And Paul put both his arms round her, and knew that his loneliness was
-ended.
-
-There are some hours which pass like moments, so swiftly are they borne
-on the wings of joy. And in those hours Paul and Sara told each other a
-hundred little things they had quite possibly said many times before,
-but which had suddenly taken on a new meaning and a great tenderness.
-But for the most part they were silent, listening to the Music of the
-Heart, which was playing now in the completest harmony.
-
-At last, however, they grew alive to the fact that the morning was very
-far advanced, and that they were both hungry. For, with joy be it said,
-both Paul and Sara were most delightfully human.
-
-As she got up from the bench Sara looked at the bed of tulips.
-
-"I want one of those," she said.
-
-Regardless of the little square board which forbade the foot of man to
-desecrate the grass with his tread, Paul went across to the flower-bed.
-He returned with a great golden tulip on a long pale green stem. He
-gave it to her. She looked down into the shining petal-chalice.
-
-"I shall always love yellow tulips now," she said.
-
-Together they set off homewards, the Duchessa carrying the flower like
-a queen carrying a golden-headed sceptre.
-
-And verily she was a queen, for she had that morning entered her
-kingdom--the kingdom of a man's heart.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Of course, she went back to lunch with him at the studio, and equally,
-of course, there happened to be no food but bread and cheese and
-tomatoes. She refused to be taken to a restaurant, and Paul's man was
-sent out to buy spaghetti, with which and the tomatoes and cheese Sara
-made a true Italian dish, cooking it on a gas stove.
-
-And it was when they had eaten that and were drinking their coffee, in
-the making of which Paul excelled, that Sara suddenly exclaimed:
-
-"Now I shall know what is in the letter."
-
-And then she had to tell Paul about the late Duca's will and the
-letter. Paul listened.
-
-"But, dearest," he said, when she had ended, "do you realize what you
-are giving up? I am a poor man, and you will lose everything."
-
-But Sara replied in the words of Christopher:
-
-"On the contrary, Paul, dear, I gain everything."
-
-And Paul took her hand and kissed it.
-
-After that they talked about the future. No one was to be told of their
-happiness yet, except Christopher and Paul's mother. They would keep
-it a secret known only to those four. In June Sara was going to Italy,
-when she would take her portrait and leave it in the gallery. In July
-she would return for Paul to claim her completely.
-
-"But at least I shall know," she ended, "that my portrait is in the
-gallery, and that I love the place ten thousand times more than those
-haughty ladies who will now, I suppose, look upon it as entirely their
-own."
-
-"And loving it like that you give it up?" said Paul.
-
-"For you," answered the Duchessa softly.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII
-
-BARNABAS SCHEMES WITH CUPID
-
-
-And while the Music of the Heart was making incessant melody for Paul
-and the Duchessa, the Small Boy with drooping wings was still sitting
-disconsolate in the corner of Aurora's studio. His arrows being useless
-he had tried whispering secrets to her, but delightful whispers of
-flower-scented nights, country lanes aglow with wild roses, kisses, and
-even cuddling babies fell on deaf ears. She heard nothing but the call
-of the false goddess whom she had erected in the place of the glorious
-goddess who sits so near to Nature.
-
-One day early in June Aurora was in a particularly dissatisfied mood.
-The model, Tilly, who posed not only for Barnabas, but for many other
-studios, had been distinctly rude that afternoon.
-
-Aurora had found inspiration lacking, and had told Tilly she could
-go. It had been the signal for a tirade on Tilly's part. She had
-spoken her mind freely, with contemptuous words regarding artists who
-achieved nothing, and whose pictures, even when completed, were so
-incomprehensible that they could find no place in any gallery. Aurora
-had told Tilly not to come near her studio again. But her words had
-held a sting which hurt. Aurora was near tears.
-
-Then she remembered that Alan was coming to tea that afternoon and
-bringing Barnabas with him. She dried her tears on her painting-apron
-and put the kettle on the hob.
-
-And perhaps it was the suspicion of tears that Barnabas saw when he
-and Alan arrived, or perhaps it was an imploring whisper from the
-discordant Boy, or perhaps it was merely the sunshine and his own
-exuberant spirits, but, at any rate, he had, what the Boy considered, a
-heaven-born inspiration.
-
-"I think," he said suddenly, addressing himself to the square patch
-of blue seen through skylight, "that studios are distinctly stuffy
-this weather. Let's all go and paint out of doors a bit--be vagabond
-artists." The thought of Kostolitz came into his mind with the words.
-
-"Permanently?" asked Alan, "or by the day?"
-
-"Oh, for about three weeks or so," said Barnabas. "You, Aurora, Dan,
-and me. I'll make Dan come too. I'll hire a coster cart and donkey
-to carry our painting materials, a few provisions, and a small tent
-for Aurora to sleep in. We three can sleep in the open. Let's," ended
-Barnabas slyly, "study Art in Nature."
-
-"The symbolism of Nature," murmured Alan dreamily.
-
-"Or Nature without the symbolism," said Aurora. "I'm tired of
-symbolism." Her voice was almost petulant.
-
-The Small Boy in the corner perked up. Barnabas grinned gently.
-
-"To-day," he announced, "is Tuesday. Let us start on Thursday."
-
-"Yes," said Aurora firmly, "I want to get away from everything."
-Her eyes took in the studio and her own High Art productions in a
-comprehensive sweep. "For a time," she added, seeing that Alan was
-looking reproachful.
-
-Barnabas promulgated a few further ideas on the subject, and they all
-three studied a large cycling map of Aurora's which had small country
-lanes plainly marked on it.
-
-"Bring the map," said Barnabas, as he rose to take his leave. "And
-Thursday, remember, at my studio, at ten o'clock."
-
-He went round to see Miss Mason that evening to tell her of the plan.
-Pippa, in a purple dressing-gown, listened entranced. She had been
-given a quarter of an hour's grace from bed on account of Barnabas'
-arrival.
-
-"So," ended Barnabas, "on Thursday at ten o'clock we start off to study
-Nature. I've already hired a donkey and cart. To-morrow I buy a tent
-and a few other things."
-
-Pippa gave a huge sigh.
-
-"How lovely!" she said. "Just you, and Monsieur Dan, and Monsieur
-Alan, and Mademoiselle Aurora. Just you four. I s'pose ze tent will be
-quite tiny. Only just big enough for Mademoiselle Aurora. Not a teeny
-bit more room in it. Not even enough room for Mimsi"--Mimsi was the
-grey kitten--"and most certainly not enough room for--for me."
-
-Barnabas laughed. He looked at Miss Mason. The idea conveyed by Pippa
-in this flagrant hint had occurred to him.
-
-Pippa heard something in the laugh that made her heart beat hopefully.
-
-"I am," she said reflectively, "not very big. Or," she continued, "a
-cart would be a _very_ nice ting to sleep in. I wonder what it feels
-like to sleep in a cart."
-
-"Time you went to bed," said Miss Mason grimly.
-
-Pippa got up reluctantly. "Bon soir, Monsieur Barnabas," she said,
-with a little sigh. "I wonder if Mademoiselle Aurora can darn holes
-in men's socks. Madame Barbin taught me to darn--oh, but to darn very
-beautifully. Much walking will no doubt make many holes."
-
-Barnabas telegraphed a question to Miss Mason.
-
-"You'd get tired walking," said Miss Mason gruffly.
-
-Pippa looked dubious. "I am not ver' 'eavy. I could perhaps ride in ze
-cart just sometimes. Besides," she ended hopefully, "it is ver' good
-to be tired. One sleep well at night."
-
-"Well, go to bed and sleep well now," said Miss Mason.
-
-Pippa sighed again heavily.
-
-"Good night, Aunt Oleeve, good night, Monsieur Barnabas." She went away
-sorrowfully.
-
-"Do you think she might come?" said Barnabas. "I'd take great care of
-her."
-
-"You'll tire her out, and she'll be a trouble to you," said Miss Mason.
-She was hating the thought of parting with the child.
-
-"Not a bit," said Barnabas. "The question is, will you spare her?"
-
-Miss Mason laughed.
-
-"You've a genius for hitting the truth full on the head, Barnabas.
-I suppose I must. She'd adore it, and the open air life would be
-excellent for her."
-
-And so it was arranged. And the tour in the donkey-cart was to be
-fraught with a curious little incident which was to lead infinitely
-further than anyone could imagine.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Thursday dawned bright and sunny under a cloudless sky.
-
-The donkey-cart was outside Barnabas' studio, and Pippa in a green
-dress and rough straw hat trimmed with daisies was feeding the animal
-with sugar. She had instantly christened him Pegasus, for though he
-was not a winged horse he was most unquestionably a magic steed.
-
-Painting materials, a hamper of provisions, and the tent were packed
-into the cart. Pippa climbed in. Seated on the luggage she held the
-reins. Barnabas took hold of the bridle.
-
-The men were in tweed knickerbocker suits and soft felt hats. Aurora
-was in a blue serge skirt, a white blouse, scarlet tie, and a blue
-sun-bonnet. She felt that the attire was suited to the part of a
-vagabond.
-
-The other three artists of the courtyard were there watching them and
-offering advice. Paul, in his own happiness, felt in entire sympathy
-with their gaiety. Jasper and Michael felt somehow rather out of things.
-
-"You ought to have had the cart meet you somewhere," said Miss Mason.
-"You'll be mobbed."
-
-"Not a bit of it," said Barnabas cheerfully. "Dan's size is protection
-enough for the lot of us. Good-bye, Aunt Olive. Ta-ta, you fellows.
-We're off to study Nature. We'll write our comments to you and post the
-letters at country post offices."
-
-Pippa flicked the whip and Pegasus walked gravely out of the courtyard.
-And the little faun in the garden played a gay tune on his pipe. The
-youthful spirits of the departing cavalcade appealed to him.
-
-And Miss Mason went back to her studio, and for the first time since
-a year ago she felt a little lonely, for both Barnabas and Pippa had
-gone, and the Duchessa di Corleone was on her way to Italy with the
-portrait.
-
-But the Fates had another thread in readiness, and she was not to feel
-lonely long.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX
-
-THE INTERFERENCE OF A FAIRY GODMOTHER
-
-
-Pippa had been wont to haunt Jasper's studio a good deal. His pictured
-saints appealed to her imagination. She loved the brilliance of their
-robes and the gold of their backgrounds.
-
-Colour appealed to her, as already seen, enormously, though she had no
-power with brush or pencil herself. If she was ever to find expression
-for the thoughts and fancies which filled her brain she would possibly
-one day find it in writing. Beauty of language already moved her
-profoundly, and she would listen by the hour to anyone reading poetry
-aloud.
-
-Jasper missed the child almost more than Miss Mason did. He seemed
-to have nothing to fill up the gap she left in his life, and his old
-restlessness in a measure returned. He took to dropping in at Miss
-Mason's studio at odd hours, in order, so it seemed, to talk about
-Pippa, though he would often sit moody and silent. He would stare at
-the picture of Pippa wrapped in scarlet silk, her arms round the faun's
-neck, which picture Barnabas had painted about a month previously, and
-which now hung in Miss Mason's studio.
-
-And one evening after looking at it for a long time he made a sudden
-remark--a remark that seemed forced from him.
-
-"If Stella had lived she would have been nearly the same age as Pippa."
-
-Miss Mason looked up quickly.
-
-"Who," she asked, "was Stella?"
-
-"My little girl," said Jasper shortly.
-
-"Ah," said Miss Mason. And then she added quietly, "and your wife died
-too?"
-
-"No," said Jasper, "she is alive."
-
-There was a silence. The studio window was wide open, and the evening
-sunlight was streaming in. From one of the trees in the garden a thrush
-was singing a song of love and happiness.
-
-"Perhaps," said Miss Mason suddenly, "you would care to tell me about
-it."
-
-And Jasper told her. He told her the whole story, omitting nothing;
-though, wonderful to relate, making no excuses for himself.
-
-"I suppose," he ended, "that Bridget lost all interest in life, and
-I was always wanting her to be something she had lost the power of
-being. And I got disheartened because she could not adapt herself to my
-pattern."
-
-For a moment Miss Mason did not reply. She did not care to say that
-it had been largely Jasper's fault that his wife had lost interest in
-life. After a moment she spoke slowly.
-
-"I think," she said, "it is always dangerous to try and cut people to
-our own pattern. We are so terribly apt to cut the cords of love first."
-
-"I know," said Jasper, "and now it is, as she said, too late."
-
-"It is never too late," said Miss Mason energetically. "Why don't you
-go and see her?"
-
-"I gave her my word of honour that I would not."
-
-"Pooh!" said Miss Mason. "It is sometimes infinitely more honourable to
-break one's word than to keep it. This is a case in point. Do you still
-care for your wife?"
-
-Jasper hesitated. "I care for my memory of her as she was when I first
-married her--before the child died. I know after that at first I was
-disgusted. But that passed, especially later when I saw less of her.
-Then at the bottom of my heart I wanted to get back to the old footing.
-Somehow it seemed impossible. Before I saw her I felt I loved her, but
-the sight of her untidiness and the sordidness of the surroundings
-killed it. It would be killed again if I saw her now. It's no use
-pretending otherwise."
-
-"Why don't you take her out of her surroundings then?" asked Miss Mason.
-
-Jasper looked up quickly. "It's no use," he said. "I love her now,
-but if I went down there the feeling would die away. When I see her
-slovenly and untidy it seems to kill my affection. I can't help it.
-Even when I was a child I could not eat the food I most liked if it
-were served in a careless fashion. I have honestly tried to fight the
-feeling. It is, however, part of my physical nature, and I can't rid
-myself of it." Jasper's voice was quite humble and genuine.
-
-Miss Mason's brain was working rapidly. "I suppose Chiswick is rather a
-commonplace neighbourhood," she remarked. "Foolish of you to choose it
-in the first instance. Where did you say the house was?" The question
-was put indifferently.
-
-Jasper mentioned the street and number. Miss Mason appeared hardly to
-have heard it. She seemed engrossed in her own thoughts.
-
-Jasper stayed a little longer in the studio. It was, in a sense, a
-comfort to have spoken of the story, and yet it had brought the memory
-of the last seven years almost too vividly before his mind.
-
-When he got up to go Miss Mason held out her hand.
-
-"Good night," she said. "Don't feel too miserable. Things often turn
-out better than one expects."
-
-And when he had gone she sat a long time in her big chair, her
-brain full of the wildest and most exciting plans, in which she was
-establishing herself as proxy to the Fates. And the Fates laughed, and
-gave the threads of two lives temporarily into her hands for her own
-weaving.
-
-The next morning Miss Mason told Sally to order a taxi to be at the
-studio at eleven o'clock.
-
-"If I'm not taken there quickly," she said to herself, "my courage will
-fail me, and I shall come home again."
-
-And she went over in her mind many sentences she had been carefully
-preparing during the long hours of a sleepless night.
-
-One of them began rather like an old-fashioned letter. "My dear Mrs.
-Merton, I have ventured to call upon you in order to discuss a matter I
-am sure you must have very much at heart, namely, the welfare of your
-husband Jasper Merton." She had repeated it a good many times to make
-sure she had it verbatim.
-
-There were other phrases such as, "Pardon what may appear an
-unwarrantable interference on my part." And, "The mutual interest
-we both must feel in one for whom you have a wifely love, and I the
-affection of friendship."
-
-She felt she had them all glibly on her tongue, when the hoot of the
-taxi outside the studio warned her of its arrival.
-
-"If I am not back to lunch, Sally," said Miss Mason, with the air of
-one embarking on some dangerous enterprise from which she might never
-return, "run out and buy a chop for yourself, and we can have the steak
-this evening. And give Mimsi a piece of boiled whiting and a saucerful
-of milk."
-
-She got into the taxi, tightly clutching her black satin bag, and sat
-down in one corner. It was the first time she had driven in a taxi,
-and she felt a trifle nervous. But for her desire to arrive at her
-destination before she had time to change her mind about going, she
-would undoubtedly have taken a four-wheeler.
-
-The speed of the vehicle seemed excessive, but as other taxis passed
-them going at an even greater rate, she made up her mind to hope for
-the best. She did, however, put up a small mental prayer for safety.
-
-In spite of the rate at which they were travelling they seemed a long
-time in getting to their destination. At last Miss Mason began to feel
-uneasy. She had heard of people being kidnapped and murdered on account
-of their money, and though she had only put ten shillings worth of
-silver and one sovereign in her purse, the chauffeur might think her
-worth infinitely more.
-
-She decided to ask him how much further they had to go. She noticed a
-long tube hanging from the front window. It was no doubt a whistle. She
-took it up and blew gently down it. There was no sound. She collected
-the whole force of her lungs and blew violently. The chauffeur, feeling
-a sudden and unpleasant draught at the back of his neck, looked round.
-He saw Miss Mason purple in the face from her efforts, and the
-speaking tube at her lips. Fearing apoplexy he stopped the taxi and
-came to the door.
-
-"Wot is it, mum?" he asked.
-
-"I only wanted to know if we were near the address I gave you?" she
-said breathlessly. "I think this whistle must be out of order, I can't
-make it sound."
-
-The chauffeur grunted. "That ain't no bloomin' whistle-pipe. That
-there's a speakin' toob," he remarked scornfully. "Be at Oxford Road in
-five minutes now."
-
-He shut the door with a bang and climbed back to his seat.
-
-"Whistle!" he said to himself. "Whistle! Thought there was a bloomin'
-draught. The old party must 'ave fair busted 'erself."
-
-Miss Mason sank back in her corner and began to repeat the sentences in
-a rapid whisper.
-
-In less than five minutes the taxi stopped before a small house divided
-from the pavement by a gravel plot.
-
-The chauffeur got down and opened the taxi door.
-
-"'Ere y'are, mum," he said.
-
-Miss Mason got out, paid the man, crossed the gravel plot, and mounted
-the steps. Her heart was beating uncomfortably fast.
-
-"Is Mrs. Merton at home?" she asked of Emma, who opened the door.
-
-"Yes'm. Will you come inside'm?" She showed Miss Mason into the dismal
-little parlour. "What name shall I say, 'm?"
-
-"Mrs. Merton won't know my name," said Miss Mason desperately. "But ask
-her if she will speak to me for a few moments."
-
-Emma left the room breathing heavily as she moved, and Miss Mason sat
-very upright on the little sofa, her hands still clutching the black
-satin bag. Her eyes took in the whole room. She saw the dingy and
-torn tablecloth, the rather dirty chintz covers to the chairs, and
-the distinctly dirty muslin curtains to the windows. A mantel-border
-which covered the chimney-piece had come unnailed at one side, and
-was hanging in an untidy festoon. The carpet was faded, and crumbs
-scattered from the last meal were below one of the chairs. There was
-a large Japanese fan in the fender before the empty grate; its edges
-were broken and torn. It was also considerably fly-marked. Miss Mason
-could understand Jasper's feelings very well. She saw what the place
-must mean to a man of his fastidious instincts. It might be that he
-was largely to blame that it had ever reached such a state, but having
-reached it it was almost unavoidable that he should shrink from it.
-
-A step on the stairs made her start. She clutched more tightly at the
-bag and began murmuring "unwarrantable intrusion," "mutual interest,"
-in a spasmodic fashion, her eyes fixed on the door.
-
-Suddenly it opened, and a woman in a rather soiled white dress came
-into the room. She made Miss Mason think of a faded lily.
-
-The woman looked with something like amazement at the odd figure in the
-mushroom hat, grey dress, and wide white linen collar, seated on the
-sofa clutching a black satin bag.
-
-Miss Mason got to her feet. "My dear," she began, but the rest of the
-sentence was lost. "I'm downright nervous," said Miss Mason, with one
-of her gruff little laughs, "and you'll think me an interfering old
-fool, but I was bound to come."
-
-Bridget looked at her. "There isn't," she said with a note of anxiety
-in her voice, "anything wrong with Jasper?"
-
-"Oh, no," said Miss Mason quickly, "but I was talking to him last
-night."
-
-"Ah!" said Bridget.
-
-"And----" said Miss Mason, and stopped. It seemed entirely impossible
-now to put her ideas into words. It is one thing to have marvellous
-and fairy tale schemes in one's mind, and plan all kinds of wonderful
-arrangements during the magic hours of the night. It is quite another
-to find words for them in broad daylight and in a rather sordid little
-parlour, especially when they seemed to resolve themselves into the
-rather impertinent statement that Jasper would love his wife if she
-brushed her hair. It is hardly a suggestion one can make in cold blood
-to a complete stranger. "I just came," ended Miss Mason helplessly.
-
-She looked through the window wondering how she could best make her
-escape, and wishing with all her heart that she had kept the taxi.
-
-It was Bridget herself who came to the rescue.
-
-"I suppose," she said slowly, "that Jasper told you our story--it's a
-sordid little story, isn't it--and you wanted to help?"
-
-Miss Mason nodded. Something in Bridget's eyes made her own fill with
-tears. She forgot her desire to run away. She felt that she was near a
-dumb animal in pain.
-
-"Tell me," said Bridget, "what Jasper told you?"
-
-Very stumblingly Miss Mason gave her some idea of the conversation.
-She wanted her to know the truth, yet dreaded to hurt her more than
-necessary.
-
-"Then Jasper does care a little," said Bridget wonderingly. "But all
-this----" She looked round the dingy room. "What was your idea when you
-came to me?" she asked simply.
-
-"Great interference on my part, no doubt," said Miss Mason gruffly.
-"Began to make up a plan. Thought if he was to see you again in a
-pretty room and a pretty frock----" she stopped.
-
-Bridget glanced down at her own dress. "Yes?" she said again. She had
-reddened slightly.
-
-"Can tell me to go if you like," said Miss Mason. "Had no business to
-come. But thought---- My dear. I just planned to take you to a pretty
-room and bring Jasper to you."
-
-Bridget looked at her. "I don't know who you are," she said
-impulsively, "nor anything about you. But you are a dear."
-
-"Then you're not angry?" asked Miss Mason.
-
-"I want," said Bridget, in a muffled voice, "to cry. But I'm not going
-to. What were your plans? I'm sure you'd made some."
-
-And then Miss Mason unfolded all the schemes she had planned during the
-night hours. They were of a little flat somewhere in Chelsea not too
-far from the studios. The drawing-room was to be furnished in shades of
-brown and cream, and it was to be filled with roses in slender glass
-vases and china bowls. And there was to be a woman among the flowers,
-and Jasper coming in to find her.
-
-"But I haven't the money for that," said Bridget. "And I can't ask
-Jasper for any more."
-
-"But I have," said Miss Mason bluntly. "My dear, I'm an old woman. Is
-it worth while to you, for your husband's sake, to give me the pleasure
-of arranging it?"
-
-Bridget bit her lip. She tried to speak, but no words would come.
-
-"Don't try to say anything," said Miss Mason.
-
-"I--I----" began Bridget. And, somehow, the next moment she was down
-on her knees by Miss Mason, who was soothing her with little odd
-articulations and pattings as she had soothed Pippa one night when she
-had awakened from a bad dream.
-
-"I'm sorry," said Bridget at last, sitting up and pushing back her hair
-from her face, "but it's all been so lonely. At times I've felt that
-just for something to do I could be bad--really bad, you know. Anything
-for excitement, and to forget my own thoughts. At first I used to hate
-myself. Then I tried to hate Jasper, but I didn't--I didn't. I--I loved
-him all the time. You see, he gave me my baby. But I was so lonely and
-miserable I wanted to be wicked, only I remembered my baby, and----"
-
-"I know, my dear," said Miss Mason.
-
-"Have you been lonely?" asked Bridget.
-
-"Utterly lonely, my dear, for fifty-five years at least, ever since my
-parents died. And only women can understand the loneliness of women.
-Men have their pipes, and they can always swear a little, which must at
-times be an enormous help."
-
-"But you're not lonely now?" asked Bridget.
-
-Miss Mason smiled, a little glad smile. "My dear, I am so utterly
-happy now that I long for every one else to be happy. It was that that
-made me so sorry for you and Jasper, and made me want to come and
-see you. And now I want you to come and have some luncheon with me
-somewhere--you'll have to tell me where--and then we'll go and look at
-flats."
-
-Bridget got up from the floor.
-
-"It's all too wonderful," she said, "and I don't know that I've the
-right to let you help me."
-
-"Nonsense," said Miss Mason gruffly. "Might just as well say I've no
-right to ask you to give me the pleasure of doing a little thing like
-this; but I'm going to ask you, all the same. Now go and put on a hat."
-
-Bridget left the room. In a few moments she came down in a dark blue
-linen coat and skirt, and a black straw hat swathed with rose-coloured
-silk. She had brushed her hair and looked a different being.
-
-"Can we get a four-wheeler?" asked Miss Mason. "Came in a taxi, but
-didn't enjoy it."
-
-"There's a train and an omnibus," said Bridget, "that will take us to
-Notting Hill Gate, and we can get any amount of cabs from there."
-
-So for the first time in her life Miss Mason mounted to the top of an
-omnibus and thoroughly enjoyed it. She peered over garden walls as
-they passed, and did her best to look through windows, and made up
-a good many quite fascinating stories about the inhabitants of the
-houses--stories very different from the mental pictures of the very
-same lives that Jasper had been wont to paint. In Miss Mason's stories
-there was always a mother--a mother clasping the downy head of a
-new-born baby to her heart; a mother watching the first toddling steps
-of a tiny child; a mother hearing a little white-nightgowned figure
-lisp a childish prayer. The father in these stories--of course there
-was a father--took an extraordinarily back seat.
-
-Her thoughts were suddenly interrupted by a question from Bridget.
-
-"How did Jasper come to tell you our story?" she asked.
-
-"We were looking at a picture of Pippa," replied Miss Mason quietly,
-"and he said that little Stella would have been nearly the same age."
-
-Bridget nodded. For a moment she was silent. Then she spoke again.
-"Who," she asked, "is Pippa?"
-
-"My little girl," said Miss Mason promptly. "At least, she came to me
-out of the Nowhere last December, and now she's mine."
-
-"A Christmas gift," said Bridget.
-
-Miss Mason nodded. "I like to hear you say that," she said. "I gave
-Pippa her first Christmas tree. It was my first for the matter of that."
-
-And then they fell to talking about Pippa and Stella, after the fashion
-of women who love children, each capping the other with a new anecdote.
-But after a time Miss Mason was left to do most of the talking, for
-Bridget suddenly found her voice fail her.
-
-"Pippa," said Miss Mason, "has true inventive genius. One night last
-January I told her to say her prayers before she got into bed. She
-announced that she'd already said them. 'Where?' I asked. 'In my baf,'
-she replied, 'much warmer.' I couldn't help feeling there was a good
-deal to be said in favour of the bathroom on a cold winter's night. But
-all the same, I told her she was irreverent to say her prayers lying
-down. I knew she'd said them that way. She always ends her ablutions
-with lying full length in the water. Whereupon she remarked in an
-aggrieved voice, 'Turned over on my front, anyhow.'"
-
-"True prostration in prayer," laughed Bridget. "I shall love Pippa."
-
-Already it was almost impossible to believe Bridget to be the same
-apathetic woman who, slovenly and untidy, had entered the dingy little
-parlour barely two hours previously. After lunch and on the way to some
-flats in Beaufort Street she was almost radiant.
-
-"We will put things through as quickly as we can," said Miss Mason. "I
-hate loitering when one has set out on a piece of business." And in her
-heart she was longing to get Bridget away from the dismal surroundings
-of her present home without a moment's delay. She would have liked to
-take her to her own studio, only there was no second bedroom, and also
-Jasper would have seen her.
-
-After a little search Miss Mason decided on a flat she thought would
-do. It was on the third floor, and consisted of a dining-room, a
-drawing-room, four bedrooms, a servant's room, a bathroom, and kitchen.
-
-"What do you think of it?" asked Miss Mason. "It's for you to say as
-you'll be living in it."
-
-"It's heavenly," said Bridget ecstatically, "but really there are an
-unnecessary number of rooms."
-
-"Not at all," said Miss Mason firmly. "I hope you'll be here a long
-time, and--one never knows," she ended significantly. Which little
-speech caused Bridget to blush crimson.
-
-"The rent," said Miss Mason, "is my affair for the first year, at all
-events, till you've got rid of the house in Chiswick. And the furniture
-will be my wedding present, as I didn't happen to know you when the
-ceremony took place."
-
-And Bridget, her eyes full of happy tears, put her arms round Miss
-Mason and kissed her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX
-
-THE HEART OF NATURE
-
-
-During the next three weeks the two conspirators were wildly busy.
-Money is a key which smooths many difficulties, and the path before
-them was triumphantly easy.
-
-Jasper found Miss Mason a little hard to understand during these days.
-She had a way of looking at him and then giving vent to odd little
-chuckles of laughter. He hoped she was not becoming childish.
-
-She received several letters from the donkey tourists. One, received
-about the tenth day, told her that another of her schemes was on the
-way to be started.
-
-"We are," wrote Barnabas, "enjoying ourselves immensely. The weather is
-glorious, and Pegasus a model of well-behaved donkeyness. He certainly
-deserves wings, even though he hasn't got them. But I heard Pippa
-telling him in a consoling voice the other day that when he reached
-heaven he'd be provided with a pair of beautiful white ones. I fancy
-she sees in herself a female Bellerophon soaring aloft and through
-golden streets on a grey donkey. If the golden streets are anything
-like as beautiful as the country lanes through which we are driving we
-shall be happy. I wish you could see them--the lanes, I mean. They are
-a bower of fairy delight. Wild roses, honeysuckle, and meadow-sweet
-seem to vie with each other in filling the warm air with perfume.
-Larks--I never knew before that the world held so many--sing to us from
-heaven, the sweetest feathered choristers. Last night a nightingale
-sang to us in the light of a full moon. It was the first Pippa had
-heard. There was something almost terrifying in her rapture. She
-feels almost too keenly. She is, however, absolutely in her element,
-and if I had ever felt any real doubt about her being the child of
-Kostolitz I should only have needed to see her out here to convince
-me. At times she finds the most adorable bits of language in which to
-express her emotions. But then it is always some little thing like
-the colour of a flower-chalice or the glint of the kingfisher's blue.
-We saw one the other day. It skimmed up a bit of transparent water
-and perched on a piece of stick in midstream. Pippa and I watched it,
-holding our breath. All at once something--I don't know what--startled
-it. There was a streak of iridescent colour and it had gone. But it
-left us both with the joyous feeling of discovery. The bird is too
-rare and too beautiful to leave one entirely unmoved. Pippa could
-talk of that incident. It is the bigger aspects of Nature that hold
-her dumb. We came to a wood one evening--pines, straight and solemn
-as the aisles of a cathedral, the setting sun slanting down the long
-spaces. Pippa's face was a marvel. She just put her hand up to her
-throat and held it there as if it ached with the beauty of the thing,
-and then she made the sign of the Cross. It was holy ground, though
-there had been no priestly ceremonial to proclaim it so. Only the
-wind was there to whisper a benediction, and the trees themselves
-were like priests scattering the incense of their fragrant breath.
-The very memory of it brings thoughts of poetry to my mind. But again
-to Pippa. She's yours, and I want you to know her as I'm seeing her
-now, for it's the essence of her--the spirit of Kostolitz I'm seeing.
-A long line of cawing rooks, whether at sunset or against the blue
-sky, affects her strangely. It seems to make her unutterably sad.
-Temporarily only, I am glad to say, for she is the gayest of children,
-and delights in the smallest of pleasures--namely, a pennyworth of
-bull's-eyes and sticks of pink-and-white striped stuff which we buy
-from extremely minute shops, whose windows are crammed below with
-apples--foreign, of course--and nuts. Above the apples and nuts are
-rows of glass bottles full of pear-drops, lemon-drops, peppermints, and
-barley-sugar, also sugar candy the real article, rough and scrunchly
-on a string. And somewhere in the window, very inconspicuous, is
-a slit through which one can drop letters--the sweetstuff shop is
-always the post office. But sweets evidently take decided precedence
-over such minor considerations as letters and postage stamps. There
-is always a garden leading up to the shop, and it is always crammed
-with flowers, the stiff old-fashioned kind--sweet-williams, stocks,
-marigolds, mignonette, asters, and such-like. There are bushes, too,
-of lavender, and lad's-love. I painted one of them, but somehow did
-not hit it off. I've made another sketch, though, of a pond, a willow,
-meadow-sweet, and blue hills, which pleases me quite a lot. In fact,
-I was so absorbed in it that I lost Pippa. You needn't be anxious,
-because she is found again, and with her something you wanted, namely,
-the first candidate for your School of a Wonderful Chance. I had just
-finished my sketch, and having come back to the practicalities of life
-realized that Pippa had been absent for two hours. When lo! and behold
-she appeared, and with her a loose-limbed fellow of about twenty. When
-he fills out he will rival Dan in size--but that is beside the mark.
-
-"'Barnabas,' she cried--ceremony and with it the Monsieur has lapsed
-into disuse in the open air--'do look at ze lovely little figure 'e
-'as made. 'Is name is Andrew McAndrew.' And she rolled her r's with
-gusto. Well, it is pleasant to think that Pippa should be the one to
-find your first candidate, and it is curious to think it is one who, if
-I am not much mistaken, will one day be a great sculptor. The little
-figure of a young girl, made from the clay of the river, was to my mind
-simply a marvel. I learnt his story. I'll not give it in the broad
-Scotch in which he told it, for it would take you your whole time to
-make it out. He lived in London--Bayswater way--with a widowed mother,
-whom he supports by typing in a stuffy little office which he loathes,
-though he has not been without hope that 'Aiblins the gud Lorrd would
-find a way out for him one o' these days.' Whenever he has any spare
-time he models in clay, which mercifully is an inexpensive material.
-He has at the moment a week's holiday, during which he is tramping the
-country, sleeping under a hedge or at the foot of a hayrick, eating
-bread and cheese like any tramp, and enjoying himself finely--as we
-are. Pippa, it appears, watched him at work, herself hidden, like the
-fairy she is, in a mass of meadow-sweet. Suddenly she appeared from
-among it, and they entered into a conversation which must have been
-curious, conducted in a broad Scotch on his side, and in broken English
-on hers--though her English is progressing rapidly. Anyhow, she made
-him understand she was out with a party of artists. He was all agog
-to meet us, and she brought him along. He will join us for the next
-three days, instead of making his way again in the direction of London
-as he had intended, and we've arranged between us to send him back by
-train. As soon as I'm at my studio again he will look me up, and I'll
-bring him along to see you. I've given him no inkling of the Wonderful
-Chance before him. That is for you to do. But he's one of the right
-ones for it and no mistake. You won't mind if we keep on the tour till
-the end of June, will you? Cupid is sitting gaily in the donkey-cart
-alongside Pippa, and though Aurora and Alan don't quite realize his
-presence yet, they soon will discover him, and will no doubt bring
-him back as a permanent guest to London. That, of course, was my main
-idea when I proposed the tour. High Art, thank goodness, is getting
-wan and pale. She had almost her death-blow the other day when Aurora
-made a daisy-chain with which she adorned Alan, and he fell into a pond
-dabbling after tadpoles for Pippa. We fished him out and wrapped him
-in a rug, while we spread his clothes in a buttercup field to dry. The
-warmth of their gold was enough to dry them, let alone the sun. I heard
-Cupid chuckling, the rogue! We miss you a lot, and the best thing we
-have to look forward to on our return is your welcome...."
-
-Miss Mason put down the letter with a little sigh of happiness. Her
-heart felt nearly as warm and sunny as the buttercup field.
-
-Then she set out to meet Bridget at Storey's in Kensington High Street.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Exactly three weeks after Miss Mason's peregrination to Chiswick she
-put a request to Jasper.
-
-"I want," she said, in as careless a voice as she could assume, "to
-call on a friend of mine this afternoon, and I want you to come with
-me."
-
-Jasper looked dismayed. "I should be delighted," he said mendaciously,
-"only calling isn't a bit in my line."
-
-"It's quite near at hand," said Miss Mason; "only at a flat in Beaufort
-Street, and I particularly want you to meet my friend."
-
-"Very well," said Jasper, suppressing a sigh.
-
-"We'll start," said Miss Mason, "at half-past three."
-
-At the hour appointed Jasper appeared.
-
-"You had better call a taxi," said Miss Mason. She felt it impossible
-to walk. She would have run all the way, a proceeding which would have
-undoubtedly have astonished Jasper.
-
-As the taxi drew up at the door of a block of flats in Beaufort Street,
-a woman looked for a moment from a window. As she saw the two figures
-get out she drew back into the room. Her heart was beating so loudly
-she could almost hear it.
-
-Miss Mason rang the bell of the flat.
-
-"Your mistress at home?" she said to the dapper little maid who opened
-the door.
-
-"Yes'm. What name 'm?"
-
-"Miss Mason and Mr. Merton," said Miss Mason firmly.
-
-They went into the bright little passage, and the maid threw open the
-door of the drawing-room.
-
-"Miss Mason and Mr. Merton," she announced.
-
-A woman in a pale green dress came forward to meet them.
-
-Jasper stared.
-
-"Jasper," she said, with a little shaky laugh, and she held out both
-her hands.
-
-"Bride!" he exclaimed, and it was nearly seven years since she had
-heard that name.
-
-Miss Mason went quickly from the room, and closed the door softly
-behind her.
-
-It was nearly an hour before they realized her absence. Then Bridget
-started up from the sofa.
-
-"Aunt Olive!" she exclaimed. "Oh, Jasper, isn't she a dear! I must go
-round and find her."
-
-"She'll be back at her studio by now," said Jasper calmly.
-
-"I'd quite forgotten her," said Bridget contritely. "Oughtn't we to
-go----"
-
-"Presently," said Jasper. "Come back to me now. I want you. Aunt Olive
-will understand."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI
-
-THE RING OF EROS
-
-
-Far away from London Pippa was swinging on a gate. Her dress had become
-rather faded from much sunshine, and her straw hat had been baked quite
-brown. She had it well pulled down to shade her eyes, so that it hid
-the upper part of her face.
-
-An hour ago Pippa had been crying, and for the reason that the
-purple-shadowed landscape had refused to be interpreted on canvas
-through the medium of paints and brushes and her own little brown right
-hand. Barnabas at her earnest request had lent her the materials. It
-was not the first time she had tried with them. He had watched her in
-silence as she messed away with the paints. Suddenly she flung the
-canvas face downwards on the grass and burst into tears.
-
-"What is it, Kiddy?" asked Barnabas, putting his arm round her.
-
-"It's all out vere," she said, nodding towards the sunny landscape,
-"and I can see it, and I want to tell it to myself and ozzer peoples,
-like you tell your pictures, and I can't--oh, I can't." She rubbed her
-tear-stained face up and down on Barnabas' coat-sleeve in an access of
-despair.
-
-"But, childie," expostulated Barnabas, "one can't 'tell pictures,' as
-you say, all in a moment. One has to learn."
-
-Pippa shook her head. "Not me," she said. "I shall never learn. I can't
-ever tell pictures. And it's all here," she put her hand to her heart,
-"and I want to say it so badly."
-
-For a minute Barnabas was silent. Then he spoke.
-
-"Once," he said, "there was a boy who saw that the world was very
-beautiful and he wanted to tell his own beautiful thoughts about it to
-himself and to other people. One day he heard a man playing the violin.
-And the man made the violin speak so that in its music it said the most
-wonderful things. It told about the moon shining on a sleeping sea, and
-the secrets the little waves whispered to the shore. It told of silver
-streams whose banks were starred with primroses, and it told of great
-forests where the trees were standing dark and still in the purple
-night waiting for the first rosy flush of dawn. It told of the laughter
-of little children, and the songs young mothers sing to their babies.
-All these things the music of the violin told, and the boy listened,
-and said to himself, 'I will play the violin, for I know now the way I
-can tell my thoughts to the world.'"
-
-Pippa was listening entranced. "Had he got a violin?" she asked.
-
-"No," said Barnabas, "but someone gave him a violin, and he had
-lessons, and he practised for many hours, but the violin would not
-speak his thoughts in the way he wished it to. And one day the great
-violinist he had first heard play came to the house. He listened to the
-boy playing but he didn't say very much. You see, he was a big man, and
-the big men never discourage the little men. Remember that, Pippa, my
-child. Well, when the boy had finished playing, the Master just wagged
-his shaggy great head to and fro and said, 'Um, um, um. The lad's got
-something to say, but----' and then he went away. But he came again to
-see the boy. And that time he didn't ask him to play, but he just sat
-talking to him. And while he talked the boy was playing with a piece of
-clay, for he was very fond of making figures out of it."
-
-"Like Andrew," said Pippa.
-
-"Yes, like Andrew. Well, while the Master talked the boy went on doing
-something with the clay, and suddenly the Master saw that it was a
-likeness of himself the boy had made. 'Let's have a look at that,
-boy,' he said. The boy, feeling very shy and crimson, pushed it over
-to him. The Master stared at it for a minute, then he thumped his hand
-down on the table. 'Du lieber Gott!' he exclaimed in a huge big voice
-that made the boy tremble, 'I knew the boy had something to say,
-and behold,' he pointed at the clay, 'here is the language in which
-he shall say it. My son,' he went on, 'you have the ear to hear the
-language of music, and you have the heart to understand it, but you
-have not the hand to make it speak yourself. In it you understand the
-thoughts of others, but in this earth you shall tell your own. If you
-live you will be a great man.' And he held out his hand to the boy,
-who took it and kissed it, because he was so very happy. It's a true
-story," ended Barnabas, "because the boy himself told me, only he was a
-man when he told the story."
-
-Pippa nodded her head up and down. "I like dat," she said. "One day
-p'raps I find a language. What was ze boy's name?"
-
-"The boy's name," said Barnabas, "was Philippe Kostolitz, and he made
-the little faun which you love, and which is in my garden."
-
-"Oh!" said Pippa, with a delighted sigh. Her tears were completely
-forgotten. Twenty minutes later she was swinging on the gate.
-
-Barnabas was sitting in the shadow of a hedge near her, painting a
-buttercup field and a copse of birches beyond. Dan was lying flat on
-his back smoking. Andrew had gone back to London. And Aurora and Alan
-were off on some business of their own. Pegasus, tethered to a long
-rope, was contentedly eating thistles.
-
-Pippa watched the birds and butterflies, which were many, and the
-by-passers, which were few, as she swung. An old man passed and called
-good afternoon in a cheery voice. A trap with a hard-worked young
-doctor in it drove by, and he smiled as he saw Pippa. Then there came
-a cart driven by a man, and with a boy of about fifteen sitting on the
-tail-board, his legs swinging. He made a grimace at Pippa as he passed,
-and Pippa--be it told with sorrow--put out her tongue at him. There was
-something of the gamin about Pippa which was never wholly eradicated.
-And after the boy there passed a young gipsy woman carrying a baby.
-Pippa gave her a three-penny bit. The woman looked hard at her.
-
-"Ah," she said, "there's some of our blood in your veins, and you
-have the sad eyes and the lucky smile of those who are born to many
-happenings. The Lord keep you, little lady." And she passed on her way.
-And after she had gone there were only the birds and butterflies for
-quite a long time.
-
-Suddenly Pippa heard the distant hoot of a motor-car. Barnabas, who had
-finished his painting, came to the gate and leant over it with her. The
-motor hove in sight, a great crimson Mercedes, travelling fast.
-
-Pippa waved her hand as it passed. The occupants of the car, a man and
-a woman, saw the child, and the gaiety of the sunshine being in their
-hearts they waved in response. The woman, who was swathed in a purple
-motor veil, waved an ungloved hand. Pippa saw the flash of diamonds on
-it. Also as she waved something fell, but the car rounded a bend in the
-lane and was out of sight almost before Pippa and Barnabas realized it.
-
-Pippa scrambled over the gate. There was something lying in the dust,
-which she picked up. She came back slowly to Barnabas.
-
-"Look," she said, "what a queer, pretty ring."
-
-A ruby was set in it, on which was engraved a little figure of Eros
-holding a circle and trident. The stone and its setting was undoubtedly
-very ancient. The ring itself probably Georgian.
-
-She held it out to Barnabas. He took it from her.
-
-"Ah," he said slowly, and he looked from it in the direction the car
-had vanished.
-
-He had seen the ring before on the hand of Philippe Kostolitz.
-
-"May I keep it?" asked Pippa.
-
-"No, little thief," said Barnabas. "The owner will miss it and perhaps
-come back for it. In any case we shall have to try and find out who she
-is, and return it."
-
-And he slipped the ring into his coat-pocket.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII
-
-AN OLD MAN IN A GARDEN
-
-
-It is strange how a name long unspoken and unheard, once coming again
-within one's ken, comes again and again before one, and in the most
-unlikely and unexpected ways.
-
-For over nine years Barnabas had not chanced to hear his friend's name
-mentioned, and now there was first Pippa and her wonderful likeness
-to him, and then the incident of the ring, both of which had served
-to remind him vividly and bring the name before him. But the third
-incident was to be a good deal stranger, in fact it was to savour
-somewhat of the "Arabian Nights' Entertainments."
-
-They stopped for their noon halt one day in the shade of a small
-coppice. A little beyond it they could see the roof and chimneys of a
-house surrounded by a high wall. Before settling down to lunch Barnabas
-strolled towards it and walked round the wall. There was no means of
-seeing over, and the only entrance was through a small green wooden
-door, which was shut. Ivy grew up the wall outside, and had Barnabas
-felt disposed he might have climbed up by it and peered over. It was,
-however, too hot for such exertion. Also if there were anyone in the
-garden and he were seen, his position would have been, to say the least
-of it, undignified. He strolled back to the copse and to the lunch
-which the others had unpacked.
-
-"Where 'ave you been?" asked Pippa.
-
-Barnabas nodded in the direction of the house. "Down there," he said.
-
-"What's inside?" demanded Pippa.
-
-"Don't know," said Barnabas, attacking the leg of a chicken; "couldn't
-see over."
-
-Pippa's eyes became far off and dreamy. "_Quel domage!_ You couldn't
-climb, ze wall ver' much too 'igh?"
-
-"It wasn't the question of the height of the wall, but my dignity,"
-returned Barnabas. "What would I have looked like if I'd been caught?"
-
-"Funny," smiled Pippa, her eyes dancing with amusement.
-
-"I've no desire to look funny," said Barnabas. "Toss me over that
-bottle of cider, like a good child, and look out for flying corks. I do
-my best, but this weather makes the stuff too fizzy for anything."
-
-Pippa tossed the bottle and retired gravely behind Barnabas while he
-manipulated the cork. Then she returned to her seat near him.
-
-"I do wonder what's inside," she said.
-
-"Cider," said Barnabas, pouring it into a glass.
-
-"Not the bottle, _méchant_, the wall," announced Pippa.
-
-"Oh, the wall! I don't know; nothing, I daresay."
-
-"An Ogre," said Aurora. She and Alan and Dan had been too busy feeding
-to enter into the conversation before.
-
-Pippa elevated her chin. "_Je ne suis pas une bébé, moi._ I know, but
-quite well, vere are no Ogres."
-
-"Lions, then, Miss Curiosity," suggested Alan.
-
-Pippa turned her shoulder towards him. "_Imbécile_, it is not a
-menagerie, but I have no interest in it, _moi_. If you wish to discover
-you can go and look for yourself." And she proceeded to eat chicken
-delicately and haughtily with her fingers, disdaining further mention
-of the house within the wall.
-
-After lunch they all lay down in the shade of the trees and went to
-sleep, lulled by the sleepy, liquid note of the wood-pigeons, and the
-humming of bees.
-
-Barnabas was the first to awaken. When he did he discovered that Pippa
-was absent. He came out of the copse and looked down the little lane
-that ran between the trees on one side and a stretch of moorland on the
-other. To the left it would come out on the main road, to the right it
-led to the wall-enclosed house.
-
-Seeing no sign of the child, and not caring to coo-ee to her on account
-of disturbing the sleepers, he went down towards the house, thinking
-it more than likely, from her remarks at lunch, that she had gone to
-investigate the place herself.
-
-"Daughter of Eve," said Barnabas to himself, as he strolled down the
-sunny lane, watching the butterflies flitting over the moorland.
-
-He reached the garden wall and had strolled round two sides of it when
-he suddenly came to a standstill, arrested by the sound of Pippa's
-voice from inside the garden.
-
-He paused to listen. He could hear her words distinctly. She was
-narrating to some one the story of Philippe Kostolitz which he had told
-her only a couple of days previously.
-
-"And so," Pippa ended, in her clear voice, "I am looking for my
-language. What is yours?" There was a note of shameless coaxing in the
-words.
-
-"That," returned a deep voice.
-
-"What, ze garden?" came Pippa's reply.
-
-Barnabas put one foot on a stout branch of ivy, and clinging to another
-branch above him, heaved himself noiselessly to the top of the wall.
-
-Then he saw Pippa. She was seated on a garden bench, her hat in her
-hands, and on the bench beside her was an old man. His beard, long and
-snow-white, reached almost to his waist. His hair, also snow-white and
-very thick, glistened in the sunlight, for his head was uncovered.
-His clothes, Barnabas saw, were dark and well-cut, and his voice was
-peculiarly melodious and refined.
-
-"Well, upon my word!" ejaculated Barnabas, quite forgetting that he was
-speaking aloud.
-
-The old man looked up. "Ah," he said, with a quaint smile, "so you,
-too, have found the ivy route."
-
-"You don't mean to say Pippa climbed up here?" exclaimed Barnabas,
-absolutely forgetful of his own rather curious position.
-
-"But I did," cried Pippa joyfully, "and he saw me, and asked me to come
-in and see ze garden. But did you ever see such a garden?"
-
-"Never!" said Barnabas enthusiastically, surveying it from his post of
-vantage.
-
-Smooth lawns with close-clipped edges, and flower-beds a mass of colour
-met his eye. There were larkspurs tall and slender, from sapphire
-blue to turquoise. There were great tree lupins, there were roses of
-every shade and shape imaginable. There were crimson and blue salvias,
-scarlet and white phloxes, borders of African marigolds--a blaze of
-orange; and there was a great bed of hollyhocks, among whose silken
-flowers butterflies innumerable were hovering. In the middle of the
-lawn was a marble basin full of crystal water, on whose edge white
-pigeons were preening themselves, and a couple of gorgeous peacocks
-spread tails of waking eyes to the sun.
-
-"Will you not," said the old man courteously, "follow Pippa's example
-and enter the garden by the door? You will find it unfastened."
-
-Barnabas slithered down off the wall and came round to the green door.
-He felt as if he were suddenly walking into a fairy tale garden in
-which nothing that might happen would surprise him.
-
-The old man came forward to meet him.
-
-"I hope," he said courteously, "that the child's absence has not caused
-you anxiety. I found a pleasure in her conversation, and forgot that
-time was passing."
-
-"Not at all," Barnabas assured him. "I had only just missed her. I
-came to look for her, and heard her voice. Forgive my unceremonious
-appearance."
-
-The old man smiled. "It was as delightful as her own," he said.
-
-There was a little silence. Barnabas looked towards the house. It was
-Elizabethan in structure, with walls stained to a variety of different
-colours by wind, sun, rain, and time. Roses wreathed the latticed
-windows, and up one side of the house a great wistaria climbed,
-covering part of the roof and losing itself among the chimney-stacks.
-
-"Will you come inside?" said the old man. "There is something I would
-like the child to see."
-
-Barnabas assented. The three sleepers in the coppice were forgotten.
-The fascination of the place and the old man's strange and courtly
-personality was upon him.
-
-The old man had led the way into the house. They went into a square
-hall, dark and cool. The floor was of inlaid wood highly polished, the
-walls oak and hung with pictures. They passed through the hall, and
-the old man led the way through an arched doorway and down two steps
-into a room which to the mind of Barnabas belonged most assuredly to
-the ancient stories of the "Arabian Nights." In shape it was circular,
-and hung with draperies of a curious deep blue, like the colour of the
-sky at night. The floor was also polished and covered with a few old
-Persian rugs. There was an oak table at the far side of the room, three
-large oak chairs, and a kind of divan covered in sapphire-blue silk and
-worked with tiny crescent moons and stars.
-
-But the arresting note of the room lay in a marble statue on a
-pedestal. It would be hard to say wherein exactly the extraordinary
-fascination of it lay. But Barnabas looked at it almost spellbound.
-The old man motioned to them to sit down, and seated himself.
-
-"That statue," he said, "was given me by a friend of mine. He used to
-pass many months with me at a time. He loved the quietude of these
-surroundings as I love them. At the back of the house I had a studio
-built for him where he worked. When he was not working he sat in the
-garden. He loved it. He used to say he loved the flowers both in
-sunlight and in moonlight, or drenched in tears of rain. He said the
-Spirit of the Garden moved among them. That was the Figure he made of
-Her. Look at it well," he went on, with a grave earnestness. "Is it not
-wonderful?"
-
-"Wonderful!" echoed Barnabas from his heart.
-
-"It is to me," said the old man quietly, "a perfect embodiment of
-an inspiration. So much is often lost. First the inspiration-flash
-has to become articulate--to be shaped in the brain--before the hand
-even starts to fashion it. It loses enormously in the process. To
-me that is one of the few things that has not lost. It is the first
-inspiration-flash embodied in marble. It has never been exhibited. My
-friend had a curious dislike to exhibiting his work. He was a strange
-man."
-
-He lapsed into a thoughtful silence. Pippa was lying back in her
-chair, her hands tucked under her chin--a usual attitude of hers. She
-was gazing at the statue with wide grey eyes. Barnabas had a certain
-presentiment of a name that would shortly be mentioned.
-
-"Would you like to see the place where he worked?" asked the old man
-suddenly.
-
-Barnabas got up from his chair. Pippa came across to him and slid her
-hand into his. Her imagination was vividly at work.
-
-They left the circular room and went down a passage. The old man took a
-key from his pocket and unlocked a door.
-
-"This is the place," he said.
-
-It was a large room, well lighted. There were plaster casts of heads
-on various shelves, and several plaster plaques hanging on the walls.
-At one side of the studio Barnabas saw the plaster figure of a little
-faun. It was the same as the marble faun in his garden. Pippa did not
-notice it. She was gazing at a figure, enveloped in an old sheet, which
-was on a stand in the middle of the room.
-
-"It was the last piece of work he started here," said the old man,
-pointing to it. "It has remained just as he left it. Nothing has been
-moved. I dust the place myself. No one ever entered it but my friend
-and I and the workmen he employed. They were always foreigners, and
-came from a distance. But now no one enters but I. You are the first to
-come into the place."
-
-"And," said Barnabas, speaking in a low voice, "you brought us in here
-because of Pippa?"
-
-Pippa had wandered to the far side of the room.
-
-"How did you know?" asked the old man.
-
-"Because Philippe Kostolitz was also my friend."
-
-"Ah!" said the old man softly. "And where," he asked, "did you find the
-child?"
-
-"She came to us," said Barnabas, "out of the Nowhere."
-
-The old man smiled. "Planted there I fancy by Philippe." Then their
-eyes met. "So you saw the likeness too?"
-
-"I did," said Barnabas.
-
-"That was the reason," said the old man, "that I liked to talk to her.
-She reminded me of him. He came and went from here as he chose. It was
-on one of his tramps that he wandered in. The door in the wall is never
-locked. I found him looking at the butterflies among my hollyhocks. He
-was a lad of twenty at that time. It is twenty-five years ago."
-
-"Yes?" said Barnabas.
-
-"Pippa's voice," went on the old man, "is charming. I liked to hear it.
-She has a way of looking up at one when she talks that reminds me of
-our friend. She told me a delightful little story about a sculptor."
-
-"The story," said Barnabas, "was true. And the sculptor was Philippe
-Kostolitz."
-
-"Truly," said the old man, "I might have guessed it."
-
-And again he lapsed into silence. Suddenly he roused himself.
-
-"But you will have fruit and cake and something to drink," he said. "I
-was forgetting my manners."
-
-"We have only just lunched," said Barnabas.
-
-"But fruit," the old man insisted, "at least fruit. I hold the Eastern
-ideas of hospitality. Those to whom I feel friendly must eat in my
-house."
-
-He led the way back into the hall and signed to them to sit down.
-Then he clapped his hands three times. An Indian, brown as mahogany,
-in loose trousers, white shirt, and turban, answered the summons. He
-salaamed, his face as impassive as a mask.
-
-The old man said something to him in a language neither Barnabas nor
-Pippa understood, though Barnabas guessed it to be Hindustanee.
-
-"He has served me," said the old man, "for fifteen years. He is
-faithful as a dog."
-
-"Do you live here always?" asked Barnabas.
-
-"I have lived here," said the old man, "for thirty years. Up till the
-age of forty I travelled far. Then I came here to peace--my thoughts,
-my flowers, and my books. I have a few friends who come to see me, and
-they are always welcome."
-
-He mentioned three or four names. Among them Barnabas recognized the
-name of a famous statesmen and a well-known singer.
-
-The Indian returned with a tray, on which was a dish of strawberries,
-some wafer biscuits, a glass of milk, and two empty tumblers, and three
-small decanters, which he placed on a table.
-
-The old man helped Pippa to strawberries and gave her the glass of
-milk. Then from the three decanters he mixed a drink for Barnabas and
-himself.
-
-"Excellent!" said Barnabas as he tasted it.
-
-"My own brewing," said the old man.
-
-While they ate the fruit he talked to them of his travels. Each little
-narrative he told was well-turned and concise, the language he chose
-was poetical.
-
-All at once he got up and went into an inner room. He came back with
-the most exquisite little Russian icon. He gave it to Pippa.
-
-"Will you have it," he asked, "in memory of your visit here?"
-
-Pippa was covered with rosy blushes of delight.
-
-"_Mais, je vous rémerce mille fois_," she said. "Barnabas, isn't it
-beautiful, but, oh, very beautiful?"
-
-"It's very good of you," said Barnabas. "You've given a great deal
-of pleasure." And then quite suddenly, and for the first time, he
-remembered the three sleepers in the wood, who doubtless had long ago
-awakened. He signed to Pippa, who got up. The old man took them into
-the garden. At the green door he held out his hand.
-
-"Will you come again and see me?" he said. "I live, as you see, alone
-among my flowers. Ali looks after my bodily needs, and I have a man who
-helps me in my garden. I do not, as a rule, see people--beyond the few
-friends I mentioned to you. But it would give me great pleasure if you
-will come. My name is Adam Gray, and my house is called The Close."
-
-And Barnabas promised that one day they would come again.
-
-So they left the enchanted garden and went up the lane among the
-butterflies.
-
-"I feel as if I'd been dreaming," said Pippa thoughtfully.
-
-"Exactly, my dear," said Barnabas. "It's what we've both been
-doing--dreaming a very fantastic Arabian Night's dream, which nobody
-would believe if we told it to them."
-
-And then from afar an extremely wakeful Dan saw them and hailed them in
-wrathful accents.
-
-"Where on earth have you two been?" he cried. "We've been hunting for
-you for the last hour and a half."
-
-"We've been in a fairy tale," said Barnabas, as he reached him, "where
-clocks and watches are not admitted, and where turbaned Indians bring
-red, white, and green drinks in cut-glass decanters, which when mixed
-together is drink fit for the gods. Now let me help you to harness
-Pegasus. And if you'll leave off staring I'll tell you about it, only
-Pippa knows you won't believe it."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Miss Mason, in her studio in London, received a registered packet from
-Barnabas. She opened it, and found inside a letter and a curious signet
-ring.
-
-"We are on our way home," wrote Barnabas. "Cupid has triumphed and
-is holding the reins of Pegasus. Pippa, Dan, and I are taking back
-seats. Kisses and moonlight--there's a full moon--predominate, and I
-saw Aurora hugging a rosy-cheeked baby in a cottage garden. High Art
-gave one groan and expired. She has never, never moved again. The
-call of wedding bells is bringing us back to London. You may expect
-us on Friday. I am enclosing a ring which was dropped from a passing
-motor-car. Fortunately I saw the number. It was a London car. I am
-advertising for the owner of the ring in various London papers, and
-have given your studio as the address to which to apply, though I gave
-my own name. Therefore I send you the ring. You will, of course, take
-the name and address of the claimant. Dan and I will be glad to be home
-again. Though Nature in her present sunny mood is extraordinarily
-entrancing, there is a good deal to be said in favour of spring
-mattresses...."
-
-Miss Mason looked at the ring, turning it curiously in her hand. Then
-she put it away in a little carved box which she locked.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII
-
-ANDREW MCANDREW
-
-
-"I feel," said Barnabas, "that some one ought to pat me on the back. I
-set out to do something, and I did it. It is a pleasant sensation."
-
-"Unaccustomed?" asked Miss Mason, with mock sarcasm.
-
-They were both in her studio the day following the return of the
-donkey-party. They were awaiting the appearance of Andrew McAndrew, to
-whom Barnabas had written to come to the studio at four o'clock. Pippa
-had been taken by Jasper to call upon his wife.
-
-Miss Mason had announced Bridget's advent to Beaufort Street to the
-assembled party the previous evening. They had taken the announcement
-without undue surprise. Their minds were too big and straightforward to
-dream of questioning. Since Jasper had chosen to keep the fact of his
-marriage secret it was entirely his own affair. They merely rejoiced
-that he was now, as Miss Mason told them, unfeignedly happy.
-
-"Aurora," continued Barnabas, "has gone down to stay with her own
-people for three weeks, while the banns are being called. She left
-this morning, and Alan is writing to her at the moment. Their pet
-names for each other are Sweetest and Boysie. I suppose the pendulum
-was bound to swing pretty far in the direction of rank sentimentality.
-It'll steady again presently."
-
-"You swung it," said Miss Mason dryly.
-
-"And I'm proud of the fact," said Barnabas.
-
-There was a knock at the door.
-
-"If that's Mr. McAndrew," said Miss Mason, relapsing into her gruffest
-manner, "you'll have to do the talking, because I can't."
-
-"Mr. McAndrew," said Sally, opening the door.
-
-Andrew came in, a great loose-limbed fellow, with mouse-coloured hair,
-and oddly earnest eyes in a snub-nosed, wide-mouthed face.
-
-"Awfully glad to see you, McAndrew," said Barnabas warmly. "Let me
-introduce you to Miss Mason."
-
-The two shook hands and Andrew sat down. His glance wandered round the
-studio till it reached the "Winged Victory." His eyes rested on it with
-pleasure as on some familiar friend.
-
-"Ay," he said, "but yon's a fine bit o' wor-rk."
-
-"You're fond of sculpture," said Miss Mason shortly.
-
-"'Deed," said Andrew, "I like it weel."
-
-"Do you do anything yourself in that way?" asked Miss Mason.
-
-Andrew shook his head. "I'll no be havin' the time," he said, "for
-mair than juist dabblin' wi' a bit o' clay."
-
-"Would you like to give your time to the work?" asked Miss Mason.
-
-"'Deed an' I wad." There was a simple earnestness about the words
-infinitely more convincing than any lengthy assurance of the fact.
-
-"Well," said Miss Mason gruffly, "let's have some tea."
-
-During the meal Barnabas did most of the talking, Andrew replying
-in short sentences. Miss Mason was practically silent. When it was
-finished Miss Mason looked across at Barnabas.
-
-"Better tell Mr. McAndrew our idea," she said.
-
-So, very straightforwardly, Barnabas told Andrew Miss Mason's scheme
-for the Wonderful Chance. When he had ended Andrew looked at him with
-an expression of dumb happiness in his eyes.
-
-"You'll be meanin'----?" he said. "You were thinkin' to offer the
-chance to me?"
-
-"If you care to take it," said Barnabas. "What do you think?"
-
-"I'm maist obleeged," said Andrew, and he lapsed into silence.
-
-"Very well, then," said Miss Mason gruffly, "it's settled. Mr. Kirby
-will make all arrangements with you." And she too became silent.
-
-It was not at all the kind of interview Barnabas had intended. He felt
-Miss Mason to be almost tiresomely gruff, and his protégé almost
-ungrateful.
-
-At last Andrew heaved himself out of his chair.
-
-"I'll be leavin'," he said. He held out his hand to Miss Mason. "I'm
-maist obleeged," he said again.
-
-"That's all right," said Miss Mason gruffly.
-
-Barnabas went out into the little garden with Andrew.
-
-"Miss Mason doesn't mean to be abrupt," he said. "It's merely her
-manner. She finds it difficult to express----"
-
-Andrew turned on him. "Man, d'ye think I dinna ken. D'ye think 'I'm
-maist obleeged' told juist all that was in ma heart. I cud e'en ha'
-knelt an' ha' kissed the hem o' her skir-rt. An' gin I had I'd ha' been
-sobbin' like a wee bit wean." Andrew swallowed once or twice fiercely.
-
-Then he saw the little faun.
-
-"Ay," he said, "yon's bonny. I wad like fine to make a figure to stand
-in t' auld lady's garden, but aiblins she like it a wee bit draipit."
-
-"Charity," laughed Barnabas, "colossal and in many robes."
-
-"Huh!" said Andrew scornfully, "it's ha' gran' figure o' Charity I was
-thinkin' o', but juist a wee figure o' smilin' Love wi' his hands held
-oot to draw folk to his hearrt."
-
-And a year later such a little figure did stand--not in the garden--but
-in a corner of Miss Mason's studio.
-
-When Andrew had gone Barnabas went back into the studio.
-
-"We disappointed you," said Miss Mason. "That boy's no more good at
-expressing his feelings than I am."
-
-"I understand," said Barnabas lightly. "He managed though to say a bit
-more in the garden. By the way," he went on, "no one has called to
-claim the ring yet, I suppose?"
-
-"No," replied Miss Mason. "It's a queer ring."
-
-"Yes," said Barnabas. But for some reason he still did not say where
-and when he had first seen it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV
-
-THE CRUELTY OF THE FATES
-
-
-The Duchessa di Corleone was on her way back from Italy. She had said
-good-bye with a little pang to the gallery, and to the courtyard with
-its golden oranges and marble statues, but once on her way to England
-the thought of Paul completely obliterated any trace of sorrow. She was
-joyfully ready to give up everything--the Casa di Corleone, her house
-on the Embankment, and her thousands a year for the man who had taken
-her heart into his keeping.
-
-Throughout the journey her heart sang little songs of happiness, which
-had as their refrain the one word, "Paul." The express train rushing
-across the country bathed in the July sun could hardly carry her with
-sufficient swiftness. When, at last, Calais was reached and she was on
-board the boat she felt happier.
-
-With the cliffs of Dover in sight her heart was singing a Te Deum. Till
-that moment she had felt that some accident might happen to prevent her
-getting to him. Now, in less than four hours she would be in his studio.
-
-She had written to tell him not to meet her at the station. She wanted
-their first meeting to be alone, without the eyes of curious porters
-upon them.
-
-"Just you and I together, my darling," she wrote. "I can see the room
-in my mind, and you coming forward to meet me. There has not been a
-moment day and night when you have been absent from my thoughts. Our
-love transfigures everything for me. Life has become a magic book on
-every page of which your name is written...."
-
- * * * * *
-
-That letter had reached Paul in his studio the morning of the day Sara
-would arrive. And now, an hour before her arrival, he was sitting with
-it crumpled tightly in his hand, his eyes staring blankly before him.
-
-The Fates had struck suddenly, dealing sorrow as they had dealt joy,
-silently and swiftly. That very morning he had heard of the complete
-failure of the Mexican bank in which his money was invested.
-
-At first the news had stunned him. In the afternoon he had gone down to
-a friend in the city to make fuller enquiries. He found his worst fears
-realized. His income, which altogether had amounted to about fourteen
-hundred a year, had been suddenly reduced to less than half. In fact,
-to merely the six hundred or so he earned by his painting.
-
-Paul went back to his studio and sat down trying to realize what it
-would mean. And because he was a man whose steady grey eyes had always
-looked facts clearly in the face, he even took pencil and paper and
-jotted down certain figures. But the sum total always remained the
-same--his marriage with Sara had become impossible.
-
-He never for an instant did her the wrong of thinking that his loss of
-income would make any difference to her love for him. He believed in
-her love as implicitly as he believed in his own. That, however, did
-not alter the one fact that marriage was out of the question. Even if
-he reduced his mother's allowance by a hundred a year--which, however,
-he had no intention of doing--the three hundred left him would not
-justify him taking any woman to wife, and assuredly not a woman like
-the Duchessa di Corleone. He knew the impossibility of transplanting a
-hot-house flower to the open air of a wintry garden. The thing could
-not be done. No amount of care could save it; it must die.
-
-And with the irony of fate, this news had reached him by the very same
-post as her letter.
-
-He took it again from his pocket and re-read it. A spasm of pain that
-was almost physical pierced him. His hand tightened on the paper till
-it was crumpled and twisted. And in less than an hour she would be in
-the studio with him.
-
-"My God," said Paul to himself, "the Fates are very cruel!"
-
-And then because throughout the day his first thought had been of Sara
-he began to plan how best to break the news to her. He determined
-that for a few hours at least she should not know. She should have
-the complete joy of the meeting unmarred. They were going out to dine
-together. When they returned to the studio it would be time enough to
-tell her. With the decision all the old quiet endurance he had learnt
-through days and nights of hardship came back to Paul. He would hide
-the knowledge of their parting in his own heart. Till he bade her
-good-bye that evening she should never guess what the world would
-really mean to them both.
-
-Something caught at his throat and a mist swam before his eyes. He got
-up and began to walk quickly up and down the room. Every now and then
-his hand, still holding the letter, clenched tightly.
-
-Suddenly he realized what he held. He stopped in his walk and put
-the letter on the table. He smoothed it out tenderly, as if it had
-been some living thing he had injured. He folded it and put it in his
-pocket-book. And once more he began his walk.
-
-The whole place seemed full of her presence. Everything reminded him
-of her, the chair in which she sat, the glass at which she had been
-wont to arrange her hat when she was sitting for him, the vases on a
-bookshelf, for which she insisted that he should buy flowers. There
-were flowers in them to-day, real crimson roses--General Jacqueminot,
-with its sweet old-fashioned scent. For the future they would remain
-empty. It would be useless to buy flowers if she was not to see them.
-It seemed to him as if his whole life he had been doing everything for
-her, and that now nothing would seem worth while. He caught at his
-underlip with his teeth, biting it hard. It seemed as if he were being
-asked to bear more than human strength could endure. Then all at once
-he stopped in his walk, for the hoot of a taxi near at hand struck on
-his ears.
-
-A moment later he heard a light step crossing the courtyard. The door
-opened. She was in the doorway--radiant, living.
-
-"Paul."
-
-"My beloved."
-
-She was in his arms. He was holding her as if he would never let her go.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Love, so say the chroniclers--and wrongly--is blind. It is keen-sighted
-as an eagle, which from afar discerns objects invisible to the sight of
-man.
-
-When Paul at last held Sara away from him, she looked into his eyes,
-and though he had hidden his sorrow deep down in his heart she saw
-suddenly into the depths, and her own heart momentarily stood still.
-But also with her love and her quick woman's instinct she saw that it
-was something he wished to keep hidden, and so she did not ask him then
-what it was he was hiding from her, but smiled at him, and in her turn
-hid what she had guessed.
-
-So throughout the evening the two played a game of pretence, she
-knowing that they both were playing it, and he--man-like--believing
-that he was the sole performer.
-
-They went to an hotel together and dined, and listened to a band which
-was making music, and they talked nonsensically about the food they
-were eating and the people they saw, and all the time her heart was
-crying to him to drop the terrible mask of gaiety and tell her his
-sorrow. But as she saw he meant to play the game she told him of her
-journey, and the portrait that was hanging in the gallery, and she said
-that she had kissed the fauns good-bye. And then quite suddenly she
-stopped, because she saw a look of such pain come into his eyes that
-for the moment she was dumb, and pretence seemed useless. But almost at
-once he laughed and made some little light speech; and she laughed too,
-and bravely, because she knew he wished it.
-
-But when at last they were back in the studio she could play the
-terrible little game no longer. And he too knew that the moment had
-come for it to cease.
-
-"Paul," she said steadily, "what is it?"
-
-"You guessed?" he asked.
-
-"My dear," she said, with a sad laugh, "I knew at once."
-
-"Then the harlequin game has been no good," he said. And so he told
-her. And when he had ended there was a long silence.
-
-Sara was the first to break it.
-
-"There is no need for me to tell you," she said, "that this makes no
-difference to our love."
-
-"But," said Paul, and in spite of himself his voice was bitter, "it
-does to our marriage. There is no way out."
-
-And with the words silence again fell. And in the silence Sara felt a
-slow hatred of Giuseppe creep into her heart. He could have made this
-happiness possible to her, and he had made it impossible.
-
-She did not dream of suggesting that they should marry in spite of
-everything. She knew it would be mere mockery to do so. But her heart
-rebelled fiercely against fate and against the late Duca di Corleone.
-It was the arrant selfishness of his deed that angered her. She had
-been his wife faithful and courteous when he was living, and in return
-he claimed her life when he was dead, or made a pauper of her.
-
-She got up from her chair and began to move about the room. In mind and
-body she felt like a caged animal beating against the bars which kept
-it from freedom.
-
-She paused near the window. Paul saw her figure silhouetted against the
-night sky. He watched her. And suddenly her love for Paul and every
-fighting instinct within her rose up against the injustice of the
-Fates. Defiance of their decree and intense love overwhelmed her.
-
-"There--is a way," she said slowly. She did not turn her head. Paul saw
-her profile immovable against the square of grey-blue window.
-
-He got up from his chair and came across to her. He took her hand and
-held it hard against his lips.
-
-"You honour me, Beloved," he said. "But it cannot be."
-
-She turned towards him then.
-
-"Why not?" she cried almost fiercely. "We love each other. Is not that
-enough? Let us defy Giuseppe. Do you think I care what the world would
-say of me?"
-
-"But I care," said Paul simply.
-
-"More than you care for me?" she asked.
-
-"Beloved," said Paul huskily, "it is because I love you--because you
-are more than the whole world to me that I cannot let there be the
-smallest stain upon your honour. I--my God, how I worship you!" The
-words came from him like a cry.
-
-"Ah, Paul." The bitterness in her heart had melted, and with it her
-strength. He held her in his arms.
-
-"Was--was I horrible?" she asked.
-
-He kissed her lips fiercely. "You were wonderful, my darling. God knows
-the generosity of women. But there are some sacrifices a man cannot
-accept."
-
-"It would have been none," she whispered.
-
-He held her closer. "You think not now, my darling. But later----
-Dearest, I could not bear to see your whiteness stained by the mud the
-world would throw at you." He kissed her eyes and hair.
-
-"What is to be the end of it?" she asked. "What must we do?"
-
-He laughed sadly. "There is only one thing left for us to do--we must
-say good-bye."
-
-She put her arms round him. "Ah, not that, Paul--not that."
-
-"But listen, dearest," he said. "We've got to look at things as they
-are. There is no profession open to me in which I am likely to make
-more than I can by my painting. I have lost every penny of capital.
-God! how sordid it seems that the lack of money should keep us apart.
-But there it is. It may be years before I make more, though Heaven
-knows I'd paint every commonplace creature in creation in return
-for shekels now. I hate my own fastidiousness. I've lost dozens of
-commissions and made not a few enemies. It will take ages to make up
-for my folly. At the best it must be years before I have anything like
-a decent income." He stopped. He had loathed having to speak the bare
-commonplace facts.
-
-"I will wait," she said.
-
-"Dearest," he said, and his voice was shaking, "it would not be fair to
-let you. There will be other men, rich, who----"
-
-She interrupted by a gesture.
-
-"Do you count my love as little as that?" she said. "Cannot you
-understand that there is nothing in the world for me but my love for
-you and your love for me. If you believe as I do that we belong to each
-other for time and eternity, then how can you----?" She could get no
-further. He stopped her with such kisses that she was frightened at his
-vehemence.
-
-"Enough," he said. "We belong to each other. One day I will claim you."
-
-"And till then?" she asked.
-
-"For a time," he said steadily, "we must not meet. It is--wiser not."
-
-"Because--of what I said?" she asked. The crimson colour had covered
-her face and neck.
-
-"No," he answered quietly, "but because I am only a man, and very
-human."
-
-And there was something in his voice that told her not to gainsay him.
-
-"But at least we will write," she said.
-
-"No."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"It would be almost the same as seeing you. There would come a day when
-the sight of your writing would shake my resolve. You, if you wrote,
-could only tell me all that was in your heart. What use else to write?
-I should hear your heart calling mine, as mine will call to you. And
-then one day my resolution would fail. And if it did I should hate
-myself, and count myself unworthy to come near you again."
-
-"Then never, dear heart," she whispered.
-
-And there was a little silence too sad for words or tears. It was Sara
-who broke it.
-
-"Christopher used to say," she said, with a little shaky laugh, "that
-I could cheat the Fates. This time I cannot. They have dealt me a hand
-full of little spades, and every one of them is digging the grave of my
-happiness."
-
-"Ah, my dearest," he said.
-
-She disengaged herself gently from him.
-
-"And since for a time at least we both must die," she said, "we had
-better die at once. A lingering death is so painful." Her voice shook.
-"Good-bye, Paul. Don't come with me. I want to go home alone."
-
-"Good-bye, Beloved."
-
-Again their eyes met. And he caught her to him. She felt his body
-shaking.
-
-"Paul," she whispered.
-
-"Beloved."
-
-And then he took her to the door and held it open for her. She went out
-through the courtyard in the twilight of the summer evening.
-
-And the little faun, holding his pipe to his lips, made no sound, for
-he knew at that moment no music however tender could bring comfort to
-her heart.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV
-
-IN YORKSHIRE
-
-
-Away in Yorkshire, on a fell-side, a woman was sitting on a grey stone
-and looking at the landscape before her.
-
-Below her, some couple of hundred feet, ran a little brown stream,
-on the banks of which a man in tweed clothes was walking. He held a
-fishing-rod, and every now and then he paused to cast a fly upon the
-water with a light and dexterous hand.
-
-The woman watched him idly. Later he would join her by a clump of trees
-near the stream, and they would have luncheon together. The man's name
-was Luke Preston, and he was her husband. They had been married exactly
-a fortnight previously, and were now spending part of their honeymoon
-in Yorkshire.
-
-The landscape, and particularly the sight of the distant figure by the
-stream, gave her a great sense of rest. In some ways Luke was like the
-fells around her she thought--very big, very silent, and very enduring.
-It was the unwavering assurance of Luke that had first attracted him to
-her. There was something so unswerving about his point of view. It was
-so direct. There were never more than two ways in his mind--the right
-and the wrong; never more than two colours--black and white. There were
-no little chance bypaths, and no shades of grey admissible. Because of
-this some people found Luke lacking in subtlety, but to the woman he
-had married it constituted a strength which she found very pleasant.
-
-All her life she had been swayed by varying moods. Actions seldom
-appeared to her in a light of her own opinion. They became black,
-white, or various shades of lighter or darker grey as they were
-presented to her by the minds of others. There was one episode only in
-her life in which she had resolutely adhered to her own determination.
-And that episode was one she wished to forget, or to remember only as a
-dream, and not as a time connected with her own waking self.
-
-It had all happened a good many years ago, and some people have a
-curious faculty for disconnecting themselves mentally from their own
-past actions. Sybil Preston was one of these. During the years that had
-elapsed since the episode she had had one thing only to remind her of
-it--a quaint signet ring, with which she had never had the courage to
-part.
-
-On the way up to Yorkshire, the very day of her wedding, she had lost
-it. She fancied it must have slipped from her finger as she had waved
-to a small girl swinging on a gate. But she had not discovered her
-loss till the evening when they had stopped for the night at an hotel.
-In a sense she regretted the loss, yet on the other hand she could not
-help feeling it a relief. She regarded it in a way as a kind of omen--a
-sign that the past was banished forever, especially as the loss had
-occurred on the very day she had entered her new life.
-
-The episode was known only to herself and to one other living person--a
-woman friend of hers. She had no smallest fear but that Cecily
-Mainwaring had kept silence regarding it--would always keep silence.
-She was a woman with extraordinary strength of character and great
-reserve. She had always been a staunch friend of Sybil's. Sybil herself
-had sometimes marvelled that in this matter she had been able to stand
-firm against Cecily's opinion; in fact, to persuade her to her own
-point of view regarding it. Though, to be strictly truthful, Cecily
-had never adopted Sybil's point of view, she had acted contrary to her
-own judgment, and purely from her unswerving friendship to Sybil. They
-had never again referred to the matter. Sybil had seen considerably
-less of Cecily after it. She had never felt entirely comfortable in
-her presence. Cecily's eyes were too terribly truthful. They were not
-unlike Luke's eyes.
-
-Sybil, sitting up on the moorland, heaved an enormous sigh of relief
-at the thought that he could never have the smallest suspicion of that
-episode. She knew that deceit of any kind was the one thing Luke could
-never forgive. She knew, however, that she was perfectly safe. She
-would soon be safe herself from all memory of it. To-morrow they were
-returning to London, and a month hence they were sailing for India.
-Luke was in the Indian Civil Service, and would be returning after a
-year's leave. For some years at least they would be out of England, and
-there would be no chance of meeting Cecily, who just served to remind
-her of things she now wanted to forget entirely.
-
-And then she saw her husband winding in his line and waving to her. She
-got up and went down the side of the fell towards him.
-
-"Been lonely, little girl?" he asked, putting his arm round her. "I've
-got five beauties. We'll have them for supper to-night. Now come along
-and have some lunch. I'm simply ravenous."
-
-"So am I," laughed Sybil. "What a glorious place it is, and how
-delicious the air is, and how utterly happy I am."
-
-"Darling," he said, and bent to kiss her.
-
-They walked towards the clump of trees where Luke had left a knapsack
-containing various eatables. They were simple enough--a couple of
-packets of sandwiches, a couple of pieces of cake, and a flask of
-claret. He was not the man to burden himself with unnecessary food.
-
-Sybil sat down on the grass, leaning back against a tree-trunk.
-
-"I wish we could stay on here," she said. "It would be infinitely
-pleasanter than going back to town."
-
-"Infinitely," said Luke, taking a great bite of chicken sandwich.
-
-"Then why not write and tell your people that we can't come, and that
-we're staying on here."
-
-Luke laughed. "Because, darling, there is no earthly reason beyond our
-own inclination to prevent us going back to London. And I promised my
-parents that we would come to them during the last part of July. They
-go down to Henley in August, and their cottage is too small to take us
-in there."
-
-Sybil pouted. "Can't you get out of it, though?" she said. "I could
-sprain my ankle, or break my leg, or something, and be unable to
-travel."
-
-Luke frowned. "I don't like to hear you say that, Sybil. Of course you
-don't mean it, but that you should even suggest in fun that you could
-make an untrue statement----"
-
-Sybil interrupted him quickly. "Of course I didn't mean it, Luke
-darling. It was only rather a stupid bit of nonsense. I wouldn't break
-our promise for worlds, and you know I love your people. It was just
-the thought of this heavenly place that tempted me. Besides, I have you
-to myself up here. I'm not sharing you with anyone."
-
-The last two sentences were the outcome of genuine affection on Sybil's
-part. She was honestly devoted to her big husband. And though at times
-she would have preferred him to be a little less literal, his strength
-and assurance of purpose, as already mentioned, appealed to her
-enormously.
-
-Her last two sentences, in fact her whole speech, pleased Luke. He
-patted her hand and looked at her with tender eyes. He loved her from
-the very bottom of his extremely truthful heart. He had placed her
-carefully on a little pedestal of his own building, and her first
-remark had distressed him, as it had caused her to sway a trifle
-unsteadily on the same pedestal.
-
-As soon as they had finished lunch he returned to his fishing, and
-she strolled across some fields to a little pond in a bit of heathery
-moorland, where she found some sundew and a bog violet.
-
-It was nearly seven o'clock before they went back to the little white
-cottage in the small village. They found that the evening post had come
-in, and with it a couple of letters and a London paper.
-
-"Wonder why this has been sent?" asked Luke, opening it. "We've been
-eschewing London papers since we've been up here. The 'Yorkshire Post'
-is quite good enough on a holiday." He turned the pages. "Oh, it's
-Talbot's wedding"--Talbot had been his best man. "Ah, well, that kind
-of rigmarole will interest you far more than me. I've no use for other
-people's weddings. I'm quite satisfied with my own. Eh! little girl?"
-
-Sybil laughed, returned his kiss, and went upstairs to take off her hat.
-
-Later in the evening she took up the paper, and because she had nothing
-else to read she studied the pages rather carefully. Suddenly an
-advertisement caught her eye. She read it slowly, then put down the
-paper. It told her that her ring had been found, and that she could get
-it by applying at a certain address.
-
-For a moment she decided that she would take no notice of the
-advertisement. Then it occurred to her that there might be the smallest
-element of risk in leaving the ring in other hands. It was certainly
-unique, and once seen not likely to be forgotten. No doubt other people
-had seen and observed it long before it had come into her hands--people
-who had known its previous owner.
-
-They were going back to London to-morrow. If Luke saw the advertisement
-he would at once recognize it as a description of the ring she had
-worn. She had told him that Cecily had given it to her. He had
-mentioned it once to Cecily as her gift to Sybil. Sybil remembered the
-tiny trace of scorn in Cecily's eyes at the lie, though she had not
-contradicted the statement.
-
-If Luke saw the advertisement he would promptly go and fetch the ring
-for her, and then there was no knowing whether he would not learn
-something of its previous history. She knew it was ridiculous to
-imagine such a thing, and yet she felt that she dared run no tiniest
-risk.
-
-Whoever had found the ring was advertising the fact assiduously, for
-the loss was now a fortnight old. They might continue to advertise. The
-moment she got back to London she would go to the address given by Mr.
-Kirby and claim the ring. And perhaps on the way out to India she would
-drop it overboard. She wanted to forget. Whatever Sybil's faults and
-weaknesses she was genuinely in love with Luke.
-
-She crumpled the paper in her hand, managing to tear the advertisement.
-She would run no risk.
-
-Luke looked up with a big yawn.
-
-"Read the account of the wedding?" he asked. "They were going to
-Biarritz, weren't they?"
-
-"Yes," said Sybil.
-
-"Ah, well, I want all I can get out of old England. I don't have too
-much of her. And now, little girl, how about bed?" He heaved himself
-out of his chair.
-
-"By the way," he said suddenly, "did you read the account of the
-exhibition of pictures at the Grafton Galleries? I see there's a
-portrait exhibited there by a fellow named John Kirby."
-
-Sybil thought of the advertisement and her heart stood suddenly still,
-then began to race furiously, though she had no real notion why it was
-doing so.
-
-"Do you know the man?" she asked carelessly.
-
-"We were at school together," said Luke. "I've seen him occasionally
-since then. He took up painting. I haven't looked him up this time or
-let him know I was in England--don't know why. If I've time I might
-look him up before I leave."
-
-The simple statement troubled Sybil. She felt that she must get the
-ring from Mr. Kirby before her husband should see him. She had no
-reason for feeling this, but the idea was strong upon her, though she
-told herself it was entirely absurd.
-
-"You're looking tired, little girl," said Luke solicitously. "Hope you
-didn't overwalk to-day?"
-
-"Oh, no," she said lightly. "I'm sleepy, that's all. I'll go up now and
-leave you to have your last pipe in the garden."
-
-She left the room and Luke strolled into the garden, where he smoked
-under the quiet stars, and sniffed the night air, and watched the light
-in Sybil's room with a feeling of great content. The world, in his
-opinion, was an extraordinarily pleasant place.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI
-
-PIPPA'S MOTHER
-
-
-Miss Mason was in her studio having tea. Barnabas was with her. He
-invariably dropped in at tea-time unless he was giving a tea-party on
-his own account.
-
-Pippa had gone with Alan to look at flats. The occupation was an
-intense joy to her. If he had decided on all the flats on which she had
-set her heart he would have taken at least a dozen, and he and Aurora
-would have lived in one at a time during each of the twelve months of
-the year. Hitherto, notwithstanding Pippa's enthusiasm regarding them,
-he had not found one that quite came up to his requirements. Tea being
-finished, Barnabas lit a cigarette.
-
-"I must take you to call on Mrs. McAndrew soon," said Barnabas. "She
-and Andrew have got a minute flat quite close to his studio. She's a
-delightful old lady. You will like her, and her Scotch is, if anything,
-broader than Andrew's. I've never seen a fellow so gloriously happy as
-he is. We look upon you, Aunt Olive, as a kind of fairy godmother, who
-has only to touch people's lives with a magic wand to ensure their
-happiness."
-
-Miss Mason laughed gruffly.
-
-"That," she said, "is quite the nicest thing I've ever had said to me.
-I know my own life has been a kind of glorious fairy tale lately."
-
-"Life," said Barnabas, "is a fairy tale, if only one can believe it."
-
-"But," said Aunt Olive, "one comes in touch with bad fairies on
-occasions."
-
-"I know," nodded Barnabas gravely. "But I fancy there are some people
-who have the magic wand that can transform them into good ones."
-
-"It's a comfortable belief," said Miss Mason.
-
-Sally opened the studio door.
-
-"A lady to see Mr. Kirby, ma'am," she said. "She says she has come
-about an advertisement of a ring."
-
-"At last," said Barnabas, and he got up.
-
-"Show her in," said Miss Mason. And the next minute Sybil Preston
-entered the studio. Halfway into the room she stopped.
-
-"Granny!" she exclaimed.
-
-Miss Mason got up from her chair.
-
-"Bless me!" she said in an excited voice, "it's little Sybil Quarly.
-Sally, bring fresh tea at once."
-
-Sybil sat down by the table in a chair put for her by Barnabas.
-
-"Of all the extraordinary things," she laughed, "that I should walk
-quietly into this studio and find you. It must be fifteen years since
-we met."
-
-"And eleven since I heard from you," said Miss Mason.
-
-Sybil flushed faintly. "I'm a shocking letter writer," she said. "I
-never write letters. But indeed I had not forgotten you."
-
-"Of course not," said Miss Mason. "So the ring is yours. Just fancy
-that through your losing it, and Mr. Kirby's advertisement, we should
-meet again. I've got it quite safely for you." She got up and took it
-from a small box. "Here it is."
-
-Sybil held out her hand for it. Suddenly she became aware that Barnabas
-was watching her.
-
-"I believe," she said to him, with a little nervous laugh, "that you
-know my husband, Luke Preston. He was speaking of you only the other
-day, and saying that he must look you up."
-
-Barnabas smiled. "What, old Luke!" he exclaimed. "Of course I knew him.
-We were at school together."
-
-"Then you are married?" said Miss Mason.
-
-"Barely three weeks ago. We went to Yorkshire for part of our
-honeymoon. It was on the way up I lost my ring. We were quite rural
-up there, and saw no papers but the 'Yorkshire Post.' It was only by
-chance that a London paper was sent us, and I saw the advertisement, so
-I----"
-
-She broke off. She had suddenly seen the picture of Pippa standing by
-the faun. Both figures were life-size.
-
-"Who," she asked, "is that?" Her eyes were dilated, her breath coming
-quickly.
-
-"That is Pippa," said Miss Mason; "a little girl I have adopted."
-
-Barnabas was again watching Sybil.
-
-"She is," he said quietly, "extraordinarily like a man I once knew, a
-great friend of mine--Philippe Kostolitz."
-
-Sybil stared at him with wide eyes. There was a trace of fear in them.
-
-"You knew Philippe?" she said.
-
-"Yes," said Barnabas, still quietly.
-
-Miss Mason's keen old eyes looked from one to the other of them.
-
-"And what, my dear," she said, "did you know of him?"
-
-Sybil gave a little sob. "He--he was my husband," she said.
-
-There was a dead silence in the room. Then Miss Mason put a question.
-It seemed forced from her:
-
-"Did you have a child?"
-
-Sybil bowed her head.
-
-"Shall I go away?" asked Barnabas.
-
-"No, stay," said Sybil. "I suppose you guessed something the moment I
-came to claim the ring. Since you knew Philippe you must have known
-it belonged to him. You had better hear the story. God knows what I
-am going to do now." Her lips quivered. She looked like a piteous,
-frightened child.
-
-"My dear," said Miss Mason gently, "if there is any way in which we can
-help you, we will. Tell us as much as you can."
-
-Sybil drew a long breath. She looked at Miss Mason. She tried to forget
-that Barnabas was present, though she wished him to remain.
-
-"You know," she began, "that we went to live at Pangbourne. A year
-after we went there I met Philippe. He was staying with some friends
-near us. We saw a good bit of each other one way and another, and--and
-we began to care....
-
-"My mother must have guessed it, for she suddenly began to prevent
-my seeing him. But one day he came straight to my father and said he
-loved me.... My father was furious. He said he would never hear of his
-daughter marrying a vagabond artist, a man who spent half his life on
-the roads like any tramp, and the other half in a studio messing with
-common clay. You know my father never did like art, and he looked on
-all artists with contempt. He never believed that they were gentlemen.
-You know, he never believed that anyone who did anything for their
-livelihood was one. And he couldn't conceive it possible that the love
-of the work and not money was Philippe's motive in his art. At any
-rate, he sent Philippe away. I was quite miserable, but hadn't the
-courage to gainsay him, and my mother was quite as bad....
-
-"Six months later I was staying with some friends in Hampshire for
-a fortnight. I was to go on from there to another friend--Cecily
-Mainwaring--for a month. Cecily lives in London. One day while I was in
-Hampshire I was out for a walk alone, when I met Philippe....
-
-"Oh, it's no use my trying to tell you how glad I was to see him. When
-he knew I was staying at Andover he remained in the neighbourhood, and
-we used to meet almost daily. I'd always gone for long walks alone. We
-used to spend hours together in Harewood Forest, and he used to make
-all kinds of plans. First he wanted me to defy my parents and run away
-with him and marry him. But I hadn't the courage. I said that perhaps
-in time they'd consent. Then he thought of another plan and begged me
-to consent to it. We were to be married and keep it a secret from my
-people. I was to spend a month with him in some little country place
-instead of staying with Cecily. Then I was to go home, and he was to
-come down and use all his influence with my parents, and if it failed
-we would have to tell them. He begged me so that at last I consented.
-At the back of my mind I thought that if my parents were still obdurate
-I could persuade Philippe not to tell them. At least I'd have a month
-with him. I wasn't nineteen, and I never though of what--what might
-happen...." She stopped, her face crimson.
-
-"Yes, dear?" said Miss Mason gently.
-
-"Philippe went away then to make arrangements, and I stayed on three
-days longer with my friends. I left them ostensibly to go to Cecily. I
-met Philippe instead.... We were married at a tiny church. He had got
-a special license. He didn't like it not being his own church, but as
-I was a Catholic it would have been difficult to arrange that. At all
-events, the marriage was legal, and he thought that perhaps we'd be
-married again in his own church when my parents knew. But of course
-that didn't trouble me. We went to Wales together, to a little village
-there. Any letters that might be written to me went to Cecily. I wrote
-to her and told her I was on a motor tour with friends and my visit to
-her must be postponed; that I wasn't sure when I could come home to
-her. And I asked her to keep any letters for me till I came. Cecily was
-quite unsuspecting, and did so.
-
-"I was gloriously happy with Philippe. Occasionally I was frightened
-at what I had done, but when he was with me I only thought about him
-and my happiness. One day he went into Shrewsbury by train.... I
-was going with him, but I had such a bad headache that at the last
-moment I persuaded him to go alone. He was to have come back at seven
-o'clock in the evening.... He didn't come, and I got uneasy. I went
-down towards the station.... Then I heard there had been a frightful
-railway accident only three miles outside the station.... I went to
-the place.... I don't know how I got there. Ever so many people were
-going.... They carried the people from the train to cottages and
-barns.... I found Philippe in one of them...." Sybil's voice shook and
-she stopped.
-
-"We know, dear," said Miss Mason. "Don't try to tell us."
-
-There was a little silence. At last Sybil went on:
-
-"When I saw that he was dead I suddenly realized what I had done. I
-knew there was no one to stand between me and my parents' anger....
-And then men came who began to ask questions of the people present ...
-wanting them to identify...." Again Sybil stopped.
-
-"I ran away," she went on pitifully. "I couldn't bear to be asked
-anything. I thought perhaps no one would ever know. I thought it would
-be so much easier if they didn't.... I got back to the cottage and
-packed a few things.... All the people were out at--at the place. We
-had given them an assumed name. I thought they'd never know who we
-were.... Of course, afterwards they knew about Philippe, I suppose,
-when he was identified. I saw in the papers that letters were found
-on him.... Someone went there, a friend of his. I've forgotten the
-name...."
-
-"I went," said Barnabas. "It is strange that there was no mention of
-you. I suppose the people at the rooms where you stayed wished to keep
-out of being questioned, so did not come forward. However, that's no
-matter now."
-
-"I left money to pay for our lodging," went on Sybil, "and just ran
-away. I walked a long distance to another little station and took a
-train to Hereford. From there I went to London. I got there in the
-early morning. I waited about in the station till nearly lunch-time.
-Then I drove to Cecily's flat. I had sent my luggage--at least most
-of it--to her from Andover. I'd only taken a little box and a handbag
-to Wales. I left the box behind at the rooms. There was nothing in it
-that could betray my name. I took the handbag away with me. When I saw
-Cecily I just said that the tour had ended unexpectedly, and that I
-hadn't been well. I stayed with her a week. That week and the three
-weeks in Wales just made up the month I was supposed to be with her.
-Then I went home....
-
-"It's no use trying to explain what I thought, nor how wretched I was.
-I don't think I quite knew myself. It didn't seem I who was acting,
-but just something or somebody outside myself. If I really thought of
-anything it was only that I could never face my parents' anger. So
-all the time I was planning and thinking how best to behave that they
-should never know. It sounds dreadful now, but then it didn't seem fair
-that I should only have three weeks' happiness, and for that bear the
-whole brunt of their anger alone. I soon found that I need not fear
-them guessing. They never suspected that I had not been with Cecily
-the whole time.... As the weeks passed I began to think myself that
-everything that had happened had been a dream.... It wasn't exactly
-that I forgot Philippe, only I tried to pretend it had never been a
-reality.... And then all at once I realized that it wasn't a dream ...
-that it never had been ... and no amount of thinking could turn it into
-one.... I used to pass whole nights of terror wondering what I could
-do.... If I had only told my parents at once it would have been so much
-easier.... Even though they would have been terribly angry, at least I
-was married to Philippe.... But now I felt I could never tell them....
-
-"At last I thought of Cecily. I wrote to ask her to let me stay with
-her. I went; and then I told her everything.... Cecily was very good to
-me. She begged and implored me to tell my people, but I wouldn't, and I
-cried so much she thought I'd be ill, and at last she promised to help
-me and do everything I wanted.... We went over to France. My father
-was quite willing for me to travel about with Cecily, and kept me well
-supplied with money. We were in France moving about in different places
-the whole winter. In March we took rooms at St. Germain.... It--it was
-there the child was born.... I wouldn't see it.... I didn't even want
-to know if it were a boy or a girl ... but Cecily would tell me. She
-had it christened Philippa.... I didn't want to see it because I didn't
-want to get fond of it. The nurse thought it was just queerness on my
-part because I was so weak. Cecily arranged everything. Just after the
-nurse left, and when I was well enough to travel, she took the baby
-away.... I was so glad when it went. Its crying always reminded me
-that it was there. It made me remember, and I wanted so dreadfully to
-forget....
-
-"When Cecily came back to me alone I told her we'd never speak of it
-again.... We never have.... I sent her money.... My father always gave
-me a good dress allowance. Out of that I paid for the child.... I
-wanted it to be in France. I couldn't bear to think of it speaking with
-a common English accent...."
-
-Barnabas, who had been looking on the ground during most of the
-recital, now looked up quickly. What an extraordinary anomaly the woman
-was. She could banish from her mind all memory of the man she had
-loved, she could forsake the child he had given her, and yet she could
-not bear the thought of its learning to speak with a common accent.
-
-"Have you," asked Miss Mason, "any idea where the child was left?"
-
-"In Paris," said Sybil quickly. "Cecily told me the name of the woman
-when she came back. I didn't want to know, but I wasn't able to stop
-her. It was Madame Barbin."
-
-Miss Mason sighed. "Then," she said, "there is no question but that the
-child who came to my studio last December is your daughter."
-
-Sybil looked at the picture. "She is exactly like Philippe," she said.
-"Tell me how she came to you."
-
-So Miss Mason told the story.
-
-"I must write to Cecily and tell her to stop sending money to Madame
-Fournier," said Sybil when she had ended.
-
-Again there was a long silence. It was broken by Sybil.
-
-"What am I to do?" she said. "I never told Luke I'd been married
-before. He knows nothing. And now for the first time in my life I want
-my little girl. It's odd, isn't it?"
-
-Miss Mason looked straight before her. Her face had paled a little, and
-her voice was not quite steady as she answered:
-
-"You must tell him now."
-
-Sybil drew in her breath quickly. "I can't do that. You don't know
-Luke. He'd never forgive me--never. And I love him."
-
-"My dear," said Miss Mason quietly, "are you sure he wouldn't?
-Remember, he loves you, and love----"
-
-"Ah," said Sybil, with a little laugh that was almost a sob, "you're
-a woman. Men aren't like that. At least, Luke isn't. If he knew I had
-deceived him he wouldn't love me any more."
-
-Miss Mason looked at Barnabas. Perhaps a man's judgment in the matter
-would be of use.
-
-"Mrs. Preston is right," said Barnabas. "If she had told him before she
-married him it would have been different. Now---- You see, I know her
-husband."
-
-"But----" said Miss Mason, and stopped. She did not know what to say.
-For her own sake she wanted silence. Yet to her candid mind further
-deceit was terribly distressing.
-
-Sybil looked from one to the other of them. She felt almost as if she
-were in the presence of a jury awaiting their verdict.
-
-"May I," said Barnabas, "say just how the situation strikes me?"
-
-"Please do," said Sybil quietly. She leant back a little in her chair.
-
-"It seems to me," said Barnabas, "that you cannot only look at the
-right or wrong of the matter entirely from your own point of view.
-There are two other people to be considered--your husband and the
-child. Knowing Luke I fear it is a matter in which he would not forgive
-the deceit. He is not a man who would see any extenuating circumstances
-in the case. He would not even understand your having been first
-persuaded into a secret marriage."
-
-"Can you understand it?" asked Sybil quickly. There was a little flush
-of colour in her face.
-
-"I can," said Barnabas. "I can see the whole situation very
-clearly--your fear of your parents' anger and Philippe's persuasions.
-It would not be easy for a woman who loved Philippe to withstand him.
-I, who knew him, can understand that. Luke did not know him?"
-
-"Yes?" said Sybil as he stopped. She looked at him intently. "But," she
-went on, "you don't understand the rest of my action?"
-
-"Frankly, no," said Barnabas. "I can't understand your silence
-afterwards when it came to your desertion of his child. I have, though,
-no right to sit in judgment on anyone; and please understand that I'm
-not judging you. But I am quite sure that Luke would not take a lenient
-view. If he forgave at all--and I honestly doubt his forgiveness--duty
-would make him offer the child a home. In fact, he would probably
-insist on your having the child with you. But," and Barnabas' voice was
-firm, "he would never, forget. And, however strong his sense of duty,
-there would always be a barrier between him and the child. It would
-not be good for her. Also there is no question but that your husband's
-confidence and happiness would be destroyed." He stopped. He felt every
-word he had said. He was sorry for the woman, but Luke and Pippa could
-not be sacrificed, and to speak now would mean the sacrifice of both
-their lives.
-
-"Then----?" asked Sybil, her eyes upon the ground.
-
-"In my opinion," said Barnabas, "having kept silence, you owe it to
-your husband to keep silence still; in fact, for ever. The child has a
-home now, and one who cares for her. For her sake, too, I do not think
-you should run the risk of taking her to a home where she would be
-unwelcome. She is extraordinarily sensitive. She would feel it now, and
-more as she grows older."
-
-Sybil looked towards the picture. It showed the child in three-quarter
-face. "But I want her now," she said. "She looks such a darling."
-
-Barnabas suppressed a slight movement of impatience. Sybil's sole
-thought was of herself and her own wants.
-
-"Then you are prepared," he asked, "to tell your husband everything? To
-lose his confidence and his love, and kill his happiness, and, quite
-possibly, have him to go away from you, merely making you an allowance.
-For he is quite as likely--and I believe more likely--to do that than
-accept the charge of the child. Which do you want most--your child
-whom you have never seen or your husband?"
-
-"Oh, I want Luke," said Sybil quickly. "At least, I think so."
-
-Barnabas felt considerably like shaking her. He was determined that if
-he could prevent it she should not spoil two lives. He had no belief in
-weak and tardy confessions that advantage no one. He made an appeal to
-her better self--if it existed.
-
-"Then," he said, "have the strength and courage to keep silence. Even
-if you do want your child now, have the pluck to renounce her for her
-sake and Luke's. Remember, that payment of some kind is always demanded
-sooner or later for any debt we owe. This is your payment."
-
-Sybil looked silently towards Miss Mason.
-
-"He's right," said Miss Mason. "I hadn't seen things quite in that
-light. Also, I was afraid of having my judgment biassed by my desire to
-keep the child."
-
-Curiously enough throughout the conversation neither Miss Mason nor
-Barnabas had spoken of Pippa by name. Instinctively they both felt
-that to do so would be to suggest an intimacy to which Sybil was not
-entitled.
-
-Sybil looked at the floor for a few moments without speaking. Then she
-raised her head.
-
-"Very well," she said, "I will not tell Luke. He may come to see you,
-Mr. Kirby. If he does please don't tell him of my visit here. But of
-course you won't. And," she went on, with a little pleading note in her
-voice, "please, you two, don't despise me more than you can help. Some
-people seem born strong and not afraid. I've always been a coward. I
-think perhaps if my father and mother had been a little more lenient
-with me when I was a child it would have been different. But I was
-timid, and dreaded being shut up in the dark. So I used to fib to get
-out of punishment. And after a time I thought nothing of not speaking
-the truth to them. But I suppose you can't understand that."
-
-"I can understand very well," said Miss Mason. She had known the
-parents.
-
-And Barnabas felt a sudden pity for the woman, who in spite of her
-thirty-two years looked little more than a girl. She was of the fragile
-flower-like beauty that would no doubt appeal to a man of the strength
-of Kostolitz. At the moment Barnabas himself would have protected her
-rather than have blamed her.
-
-All at once Sybil spoke timidly. "Where is she?" she asked, nodding
-towards the picture. "Could I see her for a moment?"
-
-Miss Mason hesitated, doubtful of the wisdom of the proceeding. "She's
-out now," she said.
-
-Sybil gave a tiny sigh. "Well, perhaps it's better not," she said.
-"I'd have promised not to tell her. Of course, I don't suppose anyone
-would trust me very easily who knew everything. But truly she shall
-never know about me. And I'll never tell Luke either. I see that you
-are right. I owe it to him now to keep silence. I'll try to make him
-very happy. And--and I'll take wanting my little girl as a punishment.
-I know I deserve to lose her, and I see that it is impossible for me to
-have her and keep Luke's confidence. I should quite spoil his life and
-his belief in every one. If only I had been brave long ago I might have
-had my little girl and Luke too. But I will keep my word now." She said
-it all like a child promising to be good.
-
-"I know you will, my dear," said Miss Mason gently. She was desperately
-sorry for Sybil, and terribly grieved at the whole situation. Yet she
-too saw that silence was now the only possible thing for them all. And
-in the end it would be happier for Sybil too. Possibly she would always
-now wish for her child and regret her loss. But it would be a tender
-regret, though sad. And she would keep Luke's love.
-
-And then suddenly from the courtyard they heard a child's voice. Sybil
-flushed and looked at Miss Mason with pleading eyes.
-
-"I'll bring her," said Barnabas. Wisdom or not, he could not have
-resisted Sybil's face.
-
-"We've found a flat, really and truly," she cried, as she met Barnabas
-in the garden. "It is beautiful, but quite beautiful."
-
-"More beautiful than the others?" laughed Barnabas. "But come in now
-and behave pretty. Aunt Olive has a lady to tea with her."
-
-Pippa came into the room. Her extraordinary likeness to Kostolitz made
-Sybil catch her breath. For a moment she did not trust herself to speak.
-
-"Ah!" cried Pippa, with quick recognition. "It is ze lady of ze car.
-Did you give her ze ring?"
-
-Sybil held out her hand. "Yes, dear," she said, "I've got it. I'm
-glad you found it and kept it for me." She held the child's hand
-tight. Pippa looked at her with her great grey eyes, so like the dead
-sculptor's. Memories rushed over Sybil. The days in the forest, the
-days in the little Welsh village crowded back to her mind. She could
-almost hear Kostolitz's voice, hear his gay laugh, and his words of
-passionate love. Her throat contracted and tears filled her eyes.
-Suddenly she got up.
-
-"I'd better go now," she said. Her voice shook a little. Then an
-impulse moved her. She held out the ring to Pippa. "Will you have it?"
-she said. "I'd like you to keep it."
-
-"For me?" said Pippa, her face crimson.
-
-"May she?" said Sybil to Miss Mason.
-
-"Yes," said Miss Mason.
-
-Sybil looked again at the picture of the child.
-
-"I suppose I oughtn't to ask," she said, "but it would remind me. I
-don't want to forget now. Not that I ever shall."
-
-"I'll send it to you," said Miss Mason. "Barnabas won't mind, will you,
-Barnabas? Just a gift from an old friend, you know."
-
-Sybil's eyes filled with tears. "Thank you," she said. Then she bent
-and kissed Pippa. "Good-bye, little one."
-
-Barnabas went to the door with her.
-
-"I couldn't stay any longer," she said. "Good-bye."
-
-And she went away in the sunshine, past the little faun in the next
-garden, and so out of the courtyard, and out of the lives she had
-momentarily entered.
-
-When she had disappeared Barnabas looked at the little faun.
-
-"It was the only way," he said. And his heart was sad for the man who
-had been forgotten by the woman he had loved. And he wondered if he
-knew everything now. If he did he would probably understand so fully
-that he would forgive fully. And then Barnabas went back into the
-studio.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII
-
-MICHAEL MAKES MUSIC
-
-
-During August Miss Mason took Pippa down to a little seaside place in
-Devonshire. She chose it because its name--Hope--appealed to her.
-
-Pippa adored it. She loved the quaint cottages, and the beach with the
-tarred nets spread out to dry, and the kindly fishermen who took her
-out in their boats, and who talked to her in a dialect she could hardly
-understand. But she understood their kindness, and they understood her
-smiles, so they got on very well together.
-
-Barnabas came down for a fortnight, and Pippa met him at the station,
-a thin slip of a child, her face bronzed with the sun and sea air,
-and her eyes holding the hint of mystery he had seen in the eyes of
-Kostolitz.
-
-They bathed together, they caught prawns in seaweedy pools in the
-rocks, they sat in the shadow of the cliffs and watched the sea-gulls
-and the white-sailed boats on the blue water.
-
-And during these days Barnabas found in Pippa something that he had
-not found before--not even during the June days when they had wandered
-through the lanes with Pegasus. He found in her Woman and Companion.
-She ceased to be merely Child. He saw the spirit of Kostolitz in
-her mysterious eyes. She showed it to him in a hundred ways--in her
-clear joyous love of Nature, in her fanciful imaginings and delicate
-thoughts, in her quick insight into everything that was beautiful. And
-with it all she was a child, too, with a child-like simple faith and
-trust that was to be her heritage throughout her life. And because
-there was this trait also in Barnabas they found in each other the most
-perfect companionship.
-
-Miss Mason watched them together, helped them prawn, and was radiantly
-happy. She cared not at all for the occasional smiles her quaint figure
-and costume provoked from other visitors to the place. And because
-Pippa was enjoying herself enormously she remained at Hope throughout
-September as well.
-
-The Duchessa di Corleone too had left London during August. She
-wandered from place to place trying to find forgetfulness and not
-succeeding.
-
-In September she returned to town. She never went near the studios now,
-but Michael came often to see her, and used to make music for her. In
-it she found some consolation. And Michael loved to come to her house,
-though the sight of her always gave him pain.
-
-One day after he had been playing to her, and they were having tea
-together, he suddenly looked up at a picture of St. Michael that hung
-in her drawing-room.
-
-"Queer," he said, with a little twisted smile, "that my people should
-have chosen to name me after the warrior angel." And he glanced from
-the strength of the pictured figure at his own shrunken limbs. His
-voice was so bitter that Sara could find no reply.
-
-"Just a moment's carelessness on the part of a nursemaid," went on
-Michael. "She dropped me when I was a baby. You see the result. It
-makes it difficult to believe in an over-ruling Providence, doesn't it?
-My guardian angel must have been peculiarly inattentive at the moment."
-
-"I think," said Sara slowly, "that there are times in the life of every
-one when it is very difficult to have faith. Yet, if one loses it one
-loses all happiness."
-
-"I lost both long ago," said Michael. "It's an irony of fate to be
-born with an acute sense of the beautiful, and to see one's own
-repulsiveness."
-
-Sara looked up quickly.
-
-"But you are not repulsive," she said.
-
-"Bah!" said Michael. "Look at me! Women are only kind to me out of
-pity."
-
-Sara looked straight at him. "There you are quite wrong," she said
-decisively. "I don't feel the smallest pity for you in the sense you
-mean. Your face is quite beautiful, and your music----" she stopped.
-
-"But my body," he said.
-
-"Yes," said Sara calmly, "I grant you that it is extremely trying for
-you to be lame, and you must often wish to be strong and big. But you
-need not think it makes the smallest difference in our affection for
-you." She again looked steadily at him as she spoke.
-
-Michael looked away from her. "But no woman could love me--they would
-shrink from me," he said. And his face flushed hotly.
-
-"Not at all," said Sara. "There again you are quite wrong. I grant that
-there is a certain type of woman who is entirely attracted by sinews
-and muscles in a man. But most assuredly there are others."
-
-There was a silence. Then Michael spoke again. His voice was very low.
-
-"You--you could never care?" he said.
-
-Sara's eyes filled with quick tears. "Not in the way you mean," she
-said gently; "but not because of the morbid reason you have suggested.
-I--I love some one else."
-
-"Paul?" he asked.
-
-Sara bowed her head.
-
-Michael was silent. "But if you did not," he asked suddenly, "would you
-have thought it horrible of me to tell you that I love you--not quietly
-and calmly, but--but as a man loves a woman?"
-
-"I should have been honoured to hear it from you," said Sara.
-
-Michael looked across at her with a strange smile.
-
-"Thank you," he said. "I shall not tell you how--though you know it.
-Nor shall I ever tell any other woman what I have told you. You will
-still let me come and see you?"
-
-"You must come," said Sara quickly. "I should miss you dreadfully if
-you didn't. During these last weeks your visits have been my greatest
-pleasure. When I hear the front door bell ring I listen. And when I
-hear the pad of your crutch on the stairs I am happy, and I say to
-myself, 'It is Michael.'"
-
-It was the first time she had used his name. For a few moments Michael
-did not trust himself to speak. When he did his voice was light.
-
-"I shall hate my crutch no longer," he said, "since its sound has given
-you happiness. Do you know you have quite suddenly brought back faith
-to me. I thought it was dead. Now I will play for you again."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII
-
-THE PEACE OF THE RIVER
-
-
-After Michael had left, Sara went to the window and stood looking out
-at the trees on the Embankment. The heat of the summer had already
-caused their leaves to turn yellow.
-
-Beyond them she could see the river. It always held a note of peace
-for her. Rivers and lakes had the power to speak to her. She loved
-their calm quietude, though she had seen lakes lashed to fury by the
-wind. But it was a different kind of anger from the anger of the
-sea. The cruelty of the sea hurt her--its restlessness, its turmoil,
-its never-ceasing demand for lives. Even when it was quiet it was
-treacherous. Its smiling surface was nothing but a lure, for it held
-terrible secrets in its heart.
-
-But the quiet of the river always soothed her. She knew it in all its
-moods--under grey skies, and under blue skies, in the crimson and
-purple of sunset, in the amber grey and rose of dawn. She knew it at
-the full flood of its waters, and at ebbing tide. In all its moods she
-loved it, and she loved her house, yet she felt that she could not stay
-there much longer.
-
-With the end of October she would go away to Italy for the winter.
-Everything here reminded her of Paul. She did not want to forget him,
-yet the sight of the streets in which they had walked together, the
-hotels at which they had dined, the theatres to which they had been,
-only served to emphasize her present loneliness.
-
-Christopher was the only person who, till to-day, had known of her
-unhappiness. Ever since he first knew her, when she was ten and he was
-two-and-twenty, she had come to him with her joys and griefs. There was
-a curious faculty for sympathy in Christopher. It made him the popular
-barrister he was, especially with women. It was easy to tell him
-things. Had he been a priest he would undoubtedly have been much sought
-in confession. He had heard many stories, both sordid and pitiful.
-Somehow he seemed always able to separate the sin from the sinner. One
-knew instinctively that he had no scorn for the latter, any more than
-a doctor scorns a patient who comes to him with a disease to be cured.
-He had, too, been instrumental in preventing several divorces, and
-in giving men convicted of theft a second chance without the stigma
-of prison attaching to them. And curiously enough he had never been
-disappointed in those for whom he had pleaded for leniency. There was
-nothing weak about Christopher. There had been certain cases he had
-refused to accept--cases in which he knew the guilt to be a fact, and
-in which justice could only be avoided by a direct wandering from the
-truth, even though he knew that by one of his impassioned speeches
-he could most probably have saved the victim from the law, and have
-established a great reputation for himself. In spite of his sympathy,
-he took a strangely impersonal view of things in general, and his
-sympathy, though very real, was never allowed to bias his judgment.
-
-He agreed fully with Paul's decision that he and Sara should not meet,
-and he offered a silent sympathy which Sara found very comforting.
-After she had once told him about the parting she had not again spoken
-directly of it. She could not talk of it. She could only try to live
-her life as best she might in the hope that one day....
-
-But that day seemed very far off and dim.
-
- * * * * *
-
-And in his studio Paul was working with a grim, dogged determination.
-And every week he wrote cheerful letters to his mother, in one of which
-he had just said that his marriage was postponed for a time; and he
-never for a moment let her guess the trick fate had played him.
-
-And so September passed, and it drew on towards the middle of October.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX
-
-SOME TWISTED THREADS
-
-
-"Barnabas," said Miss Mason one day--it was the fourteenth of
-October--"what's the matter with Paul?"
-
-She was in Barnabas' studio when she put the question.
-
-"Ah," said Barnabas, "you've seen it too."
-
-"One must be blind not to see it," said Miss Mason. "I felt something
-was wrong before I went away, and since I've been back I've been sure
-of it."
-
-For a moment Barnabas did not reply. "I know part," he said after a
-minute, "and the rest I can guess. You know he has lost a good bit of
-money?"
-
-"Humpt!" said Miss Mason. "I didn't know. So that's the trouble."
-
-"Partly," said Barnabas. "I think the other part is the Duchessa."
-
-"You mean----?" said Miss Mason.
-
-"Paul was in love with her," said Barnabas.
-
-Miss Mason looked at him. Then she nodded her head two or three times.
-She suddenly realized that the Duchessa, who used frequently to come
-to the courtyard, had not been there during the last three weeks
-of July, nor during this first fortnight in October. Of August and
-September she had, of course, no record.
-
-"I see," she said.
-
-"I think," went on Barnabas, "that if this money loss had not
-intervened they would have followed the example of Aurora and Alan."
-
-"She cared for him then?" asked Miss Mason.
-
-"I have never seen two people more in love with each other," said
-Barnabas. "They evidently did not wish, at the moment, to make the fact
-public. But seeing them together, as I occasionally did, one must have
-been blind not to have realized it."
-
-"Ah," said Miss Mason. "Then she is unhappy, too?"
-
-"I have happened to meet her twice," said Barnabas. "She acts very
-well. But the spring of life has gone."
-
-"But she has money," said Miss Mason. "Surely----"
-
-"If she marries again she loses every penny," said Barnabas. "I learned
-that quite by chance one day from Charlton."
-
-Miss Mason made a curious sound with her tongue. It can only be
-described as clucking.
-
-"The world," she said, "can be curiously contrary at times. I'm very
-glad I asked you."
-
-Then she went back to her studio and sat down for a long time in her
-big arm-chair to think.
-
-And the Three Fates watched her. For when Miss Mason sat in her chair
-with just that particular expression on her face, it meant that she was
-not over-pleased with their weaving, and that she wished to unravel
-and re-weave their latest pattern to a fashion more according to their
-mind. And the Three Fates looked at each other, and they nodded their
-three old heads, and waited with amusement in their eyes to see what
-she would do. As a matter of fact they had made this particular bit of
-muddle in their weaving on purpose that she might have the pleasure of
-putting it straight.
-
-But it was a bit of straightening about which Miss Mason felt a trifle
-nervous. Her fingers itched to be at the threads, unravelling and
-untwisting the knots, yet somehow she felt a little frightened to begin.
-
-It was quite three hours before she made up her mind. Then she suddenly
-crossed to her writing-table and wrote a letter to Mr. Davis who had
-rooms in Gray's Inn. In the letter she stated that she wished to
-see him at eleven o'clock precisely the following morning on urgent
-business.
-
-And as she folded and sealed the letter the Three Fates laughed. For
-Miss Mason had put her fingers on the first knot.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"It is," said Mr. Davis, "a most unusual proceeding."
-
-It was twelve o'clock on the following morning. He had been talking to
-Miss Mason for an hour, or rather she had been talking, and it was the
-third time that he had made the above statement.
-
-"All the same," said Miss Mason firmly, "it is my wish. And I
-understand that I have absolute control over my capital."
-
-"Absolute," said Mr. Davis regretfully, looking at her with a kind of
-mild protest through his spectacles.
-
-"Very well, then," she went on, "have the deeds, or whatever you call
-them, drawn up immediately. I will come down to your office the day
-after to-morrow to sign them. I shall bring them away with me, and
-post them to you the moment I wish the matter put in full train. Is
-everything perfectly clear?"
-
-"Perfectly," said Mr. Davis. "Of course, if there had been trustees----"
-
-"But there aren't, thank goodness," said Miss Mason. "Remember, ten
-o'clock Friday morning I'll be with you."
-
-Mr. Davis found himself dismissed; and he left the studio wondering how
-a woman who eighteen months ago did not know how to fill up a cheque
-should suddenly have become so remarkably decided regarding business
-matters, and utterly refuse to listen to common-sense statements on his
-part.
-
-As soon as he had gone Miss Mason wrote to Sara.
-
- "My dear Duchessa," she wrote, "will you do an old woman a favour and
- come to tea with her on Friday next at four o'clock. I want to see you
- on a particular matter. If you are engaged on Friday will you very
- kindly appoint some other hour on which you can come to see me.
-
- "Yours very sincerely,
- "OLIVE MASON."
-
-She sent the note by Sally, telling her to wait for an answer. In half
-an hour Sally returned with it. Miss Mason opened it with fingers a
-little shaky from anxiety. She read it slowly.
-
- "My dear Aunt Olive.--Thank you for your letter. I will be with you on
- Friday next at four o'clock. My love to you and Pippa. I hope you both
- enjoyed your holiday in Devonshire.
-
- "Very sincerely yours,
- "SARA DI CORLEONE."
-
-It had cost Sara something to write that letter. It would bring back
-memories of joy and pain for her again to enter the courtyard.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXX
-
-KNOTS UNTIED
-
-
-On Friday afternoon at half-past two Barnabas took Pippa to feed the
-monkeys and other animals at the Zoological Gardens. It was by Miss
-Mason's special request.
-
-During the time that elapsed between their departure and four o'clock
-Miss Mason was distinctly restless. She began to sew at some fine
-white cambric into which she was putting her most beautiful stitches.
-When she had returned from Hope, Bridget had told her of a Secret that
-was to arrive in the spring--a secret which if it was a boy was to be
-called Oliver, but Bridget hoped it would be Olive. She and Jasper were
-beamingly happy.
-
-Miss Mason put in a few stitches, but she found it impossible to sit
-still. She dropped the work into a basket, got up from her chair, and
-began to walk up and down the room. Then she would suddenly sit down
-and begin to sew again.
-
-"I'm an old fool," she said. "I can no more help interfering than I
-can help breathing, and yet I'm as nervous as a cat." And she began to
-watch the clock anxiously.
-
-It had just chimed the hour in its silvery tone when Sally opened the
-door.
-
-"The Duchessa di Corleone," she said. She had learnt the name by now.
-
-Sara came into the room. She was in a dark blue dress, and because the
-day was keen, though bright, she was wrapped in dark sable furs.
-
-"My dear," said Miss Mason, "I am quite delighted to see you. Sally,
-bring tea."
-
-Sara sat down and loosened her furs. Miss Mason looked at her. Her
-face was paler than even its usual worry warranted. It had lost the
-under-glow of warmth, and her eyes looked dark and sad.
-
-"Did you have a good time in Devonshire?" she asked.
-
-"Delightful," said Miss Mason. "A few people grinned fatuously when
-they saw my old figure skipping over the rocks. But I said to myself,
-'The Duchessa wouldn't see anything to laugh at,' and so I didn't care."
-
-Sara smiled. "You still remember our conversation long ago?"
-
-"I've never forgotten it," said Miss Mason emphatically. "I fancy if I
-had not seen you that evening I should have given up all my dreams and
-have gone back to the old house for the rest of my life. And what a lot
-I should have missed if I had."
-
-"And what a lot a great many people would have missed," said Sara.
-"You've woven yourself into a good many lives. Why, dozens of babies
-would have been minus white woolly jackets, while several bigger babies
-would have lost a good deal of happiness."
-
-"Nice of you to say so," said Miss Mason. And she began to pour out tea.
-
-For the next twenty minutes they talked of little things--the visit to
-Devonshire, the donkey-tour, the flat Aurora and Alan had taken, and
-Pippa at present feeding the animals at the Zoo. Sara talked lightly
-and even gaily. As Barnabas had said, she was a good actress. It was
-not till the meal was finished, then Miss Mason spoke on the subject of
-her heart.
-
-"My dear," she then said suddenly, "what is the matter?"
-
-Sara flushed. "I can't talk about it," she said. She made no attempt at
-denial.
-
-"I don't really want you to tell me," said Miss Mason, "because I know.
-But I think I can find a way out of the difficulty."
-
-Sara gave a little sad laugh. "If you can you are clever. I've thought
-and thought, and can see none."
-
-Miss Mason coughed. "It's all perfectly simple, really," she said,
-"only I don't quite know how to begin to tell you. It seems to me that
-money is the most difficult thing in the world to talk about." She took
-two envelopes from the table. "Will you, my dear, read the contents of
-those. It seems to me the simplest way."
-
-Sara took the envelopes--long ones--and drew out the parchment
-contents. She read slowly. At first she could hardly grasp their
-meaning, it had been so unexpectedly presented to her.
-
-At last she looked up. Her face was quivering.
-
-"But--but--I simply couldn't----"
-
-"But, my dear, why not?" said Miss Mason. "Will you look at the whole
-thing reasonably. If I chose to bequeath certain sums of money to you
-and Paul at my death I presume you would not feel it incumbent on you
-to refuse them. Why shouldn't you accept them now?"
-
-"But----" began Sara again. And she stopped, looking from the documents
-she held to Miss Mason.
-
-"I know," said Miss Mason, "that people often feel a kind of pride
-about accepting money, though why on earth they should calmly take it
-from dead people and refuse to accept it from living ones, I can't
-imagine. Of course their argument might be that dead people can't use
-it themselves. That would be true. But then this special living person
-can't use all hers. Let me just put things clearly to you. I have a
-capital that brings me in fifteen thousand a year. Five thousand a year
-I am devoting to a certain scheme in which Barnabas is helping me. I
-wish to make over sufficient capital to you and Paul to bring you in
-two thousand five hundred a year each. That will leave me with five
-thousand a year for my own use. My dear, I don't even spend that."
-
-"But charities----" began Sara vaguely.
-
-"Pooh!" said Miss Mason. "I'm sick of them. If you'd written as many
-charitable letters as I have you'd have had enough of charities. I
-wrote hundreds for Miss Stanhope. She always filled in the amount she
-gave herself. I never knew what it was. But I can give to all the
-charities I want out of five thousand. Now, my dear, will you agree.
-Will you give me the pleasure of your acceptance and allow me a few
-more years on this extremely pleasant planet in which I can see your
-happiness, instead of waiting till I'm dead and coming then to drop a
-few grateful tears and white flowers on my grave. I'd infinitely prefer
-the former I assure you."
-
-Sara gave a little half-laughing sob. "I accept with all my heart," she
-said, "and I don't know how ever I am to thank you."
-
-Miss Mason grunted. "Now there's another thing," she said, "please
-don't try. Do think if you can that the money just happened into the
-bank without any human agency. If you're going to keep an eternal
-feeling of gratitude before your mind it will spoil everything. I want
-to be able to quarrel with you and Paul and scold you as much as I
-like, and if I felt that gratitude was preventing you from answering
-me back it would destroy my whole pleasure in the proceeding. Besides,
-my dear, if there is any debt owing it is I who owe it. I've never
-forgotten the hope you gave me the first evening we met."
-
-Sara stretched out her hands with a little laugh of pure happiness. It
-was the first time she had laughed like that for three months.
-
-"And I tried to sermonize a little," she cried. "And then we got
-on to fairy tales, and I was happier. Oh, isn't life a fairy tale!
-And if we told all the dull, prosaic people of the truly delightful
-and unexpected things that happen wouldn't they say that it was all
-made-up, and far-fetched, and things like that. When it is just that
-they are too stupid to see the happenings, and too heavy and dull to
-look over the wall in which they have enclosed themselves. I can't tell
-you how happy I am. And will you think me a pig if I run away for a
-little while and tell Paul?"
-
-She got up from her chair, radiant, vital, as she had been on the day
-she had first entered the studio.
-
-"My dear," said Miss Mason, "if you hadn't said you were going I should
-have sent you."
-
-Sara held out both her hands. "It seems," she said, "as if I were
-taking it too quietly, and as if I ought to have protested more. But
-after everything you said I really couldn't. It was all so absolutely
-true. And we'd both so much rather have you here seeing our happiness
-in your wonderful legacy, than that we should go to a grave to thank
-you, and lay that white flower tenderly on the grass."
-
-Miss Mason gave a gruff laugh. "You can't conceive," she said, "what
-pleasure you've given me." Then quite suddenly she took Sara in her
-arms and kissed her.
-
-"Now, my dear," she said as she released her, "do, for goodness' sake,
-go and make that poor Paul happy."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXI
-
-THE TUNE OF LOVE
-
-
-Paul had gone on bravely with his life. He knew that when Sara had gone
-out of his studio into the summer night she had taken something away
-with her, the something that was the best part of himself. But with
-what remained to him he had set himself to face the lonely months ahead
-of him. Each morning as he woke he told himself that he would work for
-her. It was the only thing that made work possible to him.
-
-His joy in art had been sufficient for him until he met her. Her coming
-had increased it ten-thousandfold, as it had increased his whole joy in
-life and in beauty, giving it a meaning he had never before realized.
-And when she went she had taken it away, leaving him with nothing but
-the husk.
-
-In spite of his courage, loneliness at times seemed as if it must
-overwhelm him, for now it was unlike his former loneliness. Before, he
-had not known what it was to have the perfect companionship of a woman.
-Now he had known it and lost it. And the years before him stretched
-very grey. He tried to see a gleam of gold in the future, but it was
-too far off for him to perceive it by sight; he could only tell himself
-in faith that one day it would dawn through the greyness. But however
-strong the spirit may be to have faith, the flesh after all is human
-and weak, and his loneliness pressed hard upon him. During the last
-weeks, too, he had had only one commission--an uninteresting one,
-which he had nevertheless accepted. He would now, as he had said, have
-painted anyone however commonplace. But the work had not taken him in
-any degree out of himself.
-
-On the afternoon of the fourteenth of October he was sitting alone in
-his studio. It had been a bad day for him--one of the days that come to
-all artists when hand and brain alike refuse to work, when inspiration
-is lacking, and it seems as if her light had departed for ever.
-
-He looked round the room. There was rather a neglected appearance about
-it. He had given up his man as an extravagance he could not possibly
-afford, and he was on the look-out for a tenant for his studio, meaning
-to move into something much smaller. Yet, in spite of the neglected
-look of the studio, Paul himself was as well groomed as ever. Personal
-cleanliness was an ingrained characteristic of him. It belonged to him
-as much as it belonged to the French aristocrats who manicured their
-nails while waiting in the Bastille for the tumbrils that would take
-them to the scaffold and the embrace of the guillotine.
-
-After a time he got up from his chair, and taking the kettle from the
-stove, he made some tea. As he did so he thought of the many times Sara
-had had tea with him since the day in Battersea Park.
-
-Everything he did or thought reminded him of her. The tiniest and most
-trivial details recalled her--even a thing as insignificant as the
-crack in the table. He remembered seeing her run her finger along it
-one day when she had been sitting in the chair opposite to him, which
-chair was now empty. The tea-cups reminded him. He had bought them
-specially for her. Before that he had only possessed two cracked ones
-and a tumbler. Even one of the cracked ones was precious, because from
-it she had drunk a cup of coffee the day Pippa had lunched with him and
-he had decided to re-paint her dress.
-
-"My God!" said Paul to himself, "joy was so near me, and now I must
-pass, at the best, years of my life alone."
-
-He looked across at the vases on the bookshelf. They had never held
-flowers since the day thirteen weeks ago when they had been full of
-crimson roses. They and the blue vase on the mantelpiece, to the colour
-of which Pippa had likened Sara, were covered with dust. Paul felt
-suddenly as if, in spite of his efforts, dust were settling on his
-heart.
-
-And then all at once he heard a slight sound. It was a woman's step in
-the courtyard. Paul caught hold of the arm of his chair and gripped it
-hard. His face had gone quite white.
-
-The door opened.
-
-"Paul," said a voice.
-
-The next moment she was in his arms and he was sobbing like a child.
-
-"Don't, dear heart, don't," said Sara, her voice shaking.
-
-He put her in a chair and sat down by the table.
-
-"You shouldn't have come," he said brokenly.
-
-She went over to him and knelt beside him.
-
-"But, dearest, listen," she said, taking both his hands, "I have come
-to tell you of joy."
-
-Paul stared at her half bewildered. "What do you mean?" he said.
-
-"Listen," she said. "It's all so wonderful I can hardly believe it
-myself. But it's all true--true--true!"
-
-"Tell me, quickly," said Paul, putting his arms round her.
-
-And as many weeks ago he had had to tell her bad news, so she now told
-him news of joy. She told him everything, all Miss Mason's quaint
-and excellent reasons for their acceptance of this happiness with no
-thought of false pride to intervene.
-
-"You will accept, Paul?" said Sara, as she finished.
-
-Again the man's eyes were full of tears. "Beloved, I must. My love for
-you would sweep away all pride. But I think with a gift offered in that
-way one need have none. My God, it's wonderful!"
-
-And so she still knelt beside him, and he held her in a kind of dumb
-ecstasy, as if he feared to move and find it was only a dream. And the
-music of the Heart which had long held such a throb of pain now rose
-loud and glorious, filling the whole studio.
-
-"Beloved," said Paul at last, "let us go together and find Aunt Olive."
-
-So they went out into the purple dusk, in which a light wind was
-scattering the last few golden leaves from the trees, letting them
-float gently to the courtyard.
-
-And the little faun saw them coming, and the tune he played to welcome
-them was the sweetest, purest Tune of Love.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXII
-
-A WEDDING DAY
-
-
-And so the knots the Fates had twisted were unravelled, and the threads
-re-woven into the beautiful pattern of joy and gladness, love and
-friendship.
-
-One day Paul took Sara down to Hampshire to see his mother, a
-white-haired old lady with a wrinkled face and a peaceful mouth, and
-eyes like Paul's. She took Sara at once to her heart.
-
-"Dearie," she said, "my boy has had a lonely life, and I thank God he
-has found a woman like you to fill it."
-
-And Sara in her turn loved the old lady, not only for Paul's sake,
-but for her own. And she loved the little cottage where she lived,
-and she loved the old-fashioned garden with its box-edged paths,
-and flower-beds in which a few late autumn flowers still lingered.
-The rooms in the cottage were small, but all as dainty and clean as
-porcelain, and fragrant with the scent of lavender and potpourri. She
-showed Sara the bedrooms with their old chintz curtains before the
-casement windows, and the frilly dressing-tables, and white-valanced
-beds. They had each the effect of a Dresden china Shepherdess--the
-tiniest bit stiff, but extraordinarily dainty. She showed her her store
-cupboard with its pots of jam, marmalade, and pickles, and she promised
-her a recipe for curing hams and another for making oat cake.
-
-And Sara told her how to make spaghetti, and told her it was the first
-dish she had ever cooked for Paul. And in the evening when they went
-away she took with her a great bunch of Michaelmas daisies. And Mrs.
-Treherne kissed her and blessed her, for she knew that the next day she
-was to be Paul's wife.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The reception was to be held in Miss Mason's studio by special request
-from Paul and Sara. Sara felt that already the house on the Embankment
-was hers no longer.
-
-There were to be few guests at the wedding--only the other artists of
-the courtyard, Bridget, Christopher, Andrew, and the two executors of
-Giuseppe's will, who would bring with them the important letter whose
-secret would be at last disclosed. The journey and the fatigue of the
-ceremony, however quiet, would have been too much for Mrs. Treherne.
-Sara's own father and mother had been dead several years. Christopher
-was to give away the bride, and Barnabas was to be best man.
-
-And so the day dawned, a still, November day of soft mists and a pale
-blue sky--a tender day full of peace and happiness.
-
-Christopher went to the house on the Embankment to fetch Sara. She was
-waiting in the drawing-room for him, in a sapphire-blue dress, a large
-black hat, and her soft sable furs.
-
-"Ready?" said Christopher, smiling. And they went down the stairs
-together.
-
-Pietro was in the hall. His face was radiant with pleasure. Paul and
-Sara had arranged to keep him in their service.
-
-"Good-bye," said Sara. "We'll let you know when we return to London.
-You will of course hand over the keys of the house to the executors
-when they ask for them."
-
-"Yes, Your Grace. Good fortune and happiness to your Grace."
-
-"Thank you, Pietro," said Sara. And then she passed through the door
-he held open for her, and went down the steps to the taxi, Christopher
-following.
-
-"Christopher," said Sara a moment or two after they had started,
-"you've been a very good friend to me, and I'd like to thank you."
-
-"No occasion to do so," said Christopher imperturbably. "The friendship
-has been mutual, and I hope will still continue."
-
-"Of course," said Sara. "That was one thing I wanted to say to you. My
-love for Paul doesn't make the least difference in my friendship for
-you. You will be exactly the same to me, as I shall be, I hope, to
-you."
-
-"Agreed," said Christopher, holding out his hand with a smile. But he
-knew that it never would be quite the same again. Her marriage with
-Guiseppe had made no difference, her marriage with Paul would. And with
-the knowledge Christopher had suddenly realized what he was losing.
-He was like a man who had had a jewel in a box, looking at it always
-in one position, and it was not till he took it in his hand to give
-it to another that it suddenly flashed upon him in a new light, and
-he saw colours and depths in it hitherto unperceived, and a longing
-to keep it took possession of him. But the deed was already virtually
-signed and witnessed, the power to keep it lost, and so he hid what
-he was feeling, and his manner towards her held nothing but his old
-courtliness, his old friendship. The pain the new knowledge had brought
-him must be his alone.
-
-And as the taxi stopped at the door of the church he helped Sara to
-alight, and gave her his arm to lead her up the steps, and up the aisle
-to the other man who was waiting for her.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIII
-
-A GIFT FROM THE DEAD
-
-
-Signor Bernardo Cignolesi took his watch from his pocket and looked at
-Signor Manfredi Guido.
-
-"It is, I think, the exact hour," he said.
-
-They were small and dapper Italians, these two, who had been appointed
-by the late Duca di Corleone as the executors of his will and the
-keepers of the letter.
-
-The whole party was assembled in Miss Mason's studio. The wedding was
-over. Paul and Sara had plighted their troth. The blessing upon them
-had been pronounced. And when the last words of it had died away the
-church had been suddenly filled with music, the notes of a violin
-joyous and sweet, a wedding song for the two, a song that had never
-before been played.
-
-It was Michael's tribute to them both. The organist alone had been
-taken into the secret, and the man, who was a very true musician,
-listened to the song with his eyes full of tears.
-
-"It is Michael," Sara had whispered. And no one had moved till the
-music had ceased.
-
-But now they were all in the studio, eating wedding cake and drinking
-champagne, which Pippa had never tasted before and which made her gasp.
-She was wearing a little pendant Paul had given her. It was gold and
-shaped like a tulip, and it held in its chalice a blue sapphire.
-
-And it was exactly an hour from the time the blessing had been
-pronounced that Signor Bernardo Cignolesi said to Signor Manfredi Guido:
-
-"I think it is the exact hour."
-
-And Signor Manfredi Guido took a sealed envelope from his pocket,
-and holding it in his hand the two crossed together to Sara, who was
-standing by Paul, her radiance and magnetism filling the whole place.
-
-"Allow us," said Signor Guido, speaking for himself and his
-co-executor, "to give into your possession the letter addressed to
-you by the late Duca di Corleone. And now permit me to kiss your hand
-and wish you all happiness, thanking you at the same time for your
-hospitality." He raised her hand to his lips, and Signor Cignolesi
-followed his example. Then bowing and smiling the two dapper little men
-returned to their glasses of champagne.
-
-Sara broke the seal of the envelope and drew out the paper it
-contained. It was a letter in the late Duca's handwriting, and
-addressed to herself.
-
-She crossed slowly to Miss Mason's large oak chair and sat down while
-she read it.
-
- "My dear," the letter began, "if ever you read this letter it will
- be on the day that you have given yourself into the keeping of the
- man you love. Therefore, will you permit me, from the regions of the
- peaceful dead, to offer to you my felicitations?
-
- "It is possible that since my death there have been moments when you
- have thought of me, if not with anger, at least with vexation. I knew
- I ran the risk of incurring this sentiment on your part when I drew up
- my will.
-
- "May I now give you my reasons and my excuse for my action? I will be
- as brief as possible:
-
- "When you married me, my dear, you were able to bring me a certain
- quiet affection, a very true courtliness, and an entire faithfulness.
- Love had not entered your life. You did not, then, know its meaning. I
- was not the man to teach you. I knew it, and yet I was selfish enough
- to take you. My excuse is simply that I loved you. You gave me what
- you had then to give, and it made me happy. If I longed for more I
- knew it was not withheld, but simply, at the time, non-existent.
-
- "I realized, however, what one day you would have it in your power to
- give. And knowing that, I determined that the best should come to you
- and be asked of you. Hence my will. Total surrender of all worldly
- possessions for love. Love seeking you for your sake alone. My dear,
- was I wrong? I may have been. I leave it now for you to judge me. I
- wanted you, because I loved you, to have the gift of love in your
- life.
-
- "And now that you have it I, from the quiet regions to which I shall
- have attained, send my offering to you and the man of your choice.
- Signor Cignolesi will give you another packet. In it you will find a
- deed leaving you the whole and sole possessor of the Casa di Corleone
- on the banks of Lake Como.
-
- "You loved it, and I loved to see you there. If the spirits of the
- departed are allowed to return to earth, mine will come there to see
- you in your happiness. And remember, my dear, that in it I shall
- rejoice, for I believe that the only thing that could mar the peace to
- which, please God, I shall attain, would be your sorrow.
-
- "Therefore, my dear, live joyously in the Casa di Corleone. And when
- on sunny days you sit in the shadow of the orange trees, and your
- children come running to you across the courtyard, God grant that my
- spirit may be there to see it.
-
- "And may His Blessing be upon you; and the Blessed Virgin and all the
- Saints have you in their keeping,
-
- "GIUSEPPE DI CORLEONE."
-
-Sara looked up. Her eyes were misty. She signed to Paul to come to her.
-
-"Read it," she said. "Giuseppe was a generous man, and a very true
-courtier."
-
-And when Paul had read it he kissed Sara's hand. Then he came back to
-the table and every one saw that he had something to say.
-
-"My wife," he said simply, "has just received a gift from one who we
-know is at peace. It is the gift of a home she loves--the Casa di
-Corleone. And the offering comes from the Duca di Corleone."
-
-He bowed his head gravely, as did all the other occupants of the
-studio, while Sara, Pippa, Barnabas, and the two dapper little
-Italians, made the sign of the cross. And so they all for a moment paid
-tribute to the memory of a true and generous man.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Then, of course, came a babel of congratulations, and Paul was called
-upon for a speech.
-
-"Speeches," said Paul smiling, "are not very much in my line. My wife
-and I thank you all very much for being here to-day, and we know
-that throughout our lives we can count on the true friendship of all
-present. There is one toast, ladies and gentlemen, I would like to
-propose. It is to one who has been, and is, the best friend of many of
-us. Ladies and gentlemen let us drink to Aunt Olive in Bohemia."
-
-And everybody got to their feet, and there was a good deal of applause,
-and a good deal of laughter, but the eyes of some of them were a
-little dim, as were the eyes of the old lady who sat there smiling,
-and thanking God in her heart for His wonderful gifts of Love and
-Happiness.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIV
-
-THE MUSIC OF TWO COURTYARDS
-
-
-And so it was that Paul and Sara did not spend their honeymoon in Paris
-as they had at first intended, but travelled direct through without
-stopping to the Casa di Corleone on the banks of Lake Como.
-
-It was in the purple and crimson of a sunset that Paul first saw the
-courtyard, and the golden oranges among their dark green leaves, and
-the marble fauns and nymphs, and heard the plashing of the fountain.
-The crimson light from the sky was touching the white marble of the
-figures, transforming them momentarily to the warm flush of life. Sara
-and Paul passed between them and up the steps of the old house into
-the great hall where the smiling Italian servants were ready to greet
-them, and where from the gallery above the haughty ladies of the house
-of Corleone looked down upon the two, and where from among them the
-portrait of the now true owner of the place glowed like a great blue
-sapphire.
-
-And a couple of hours later they came into the dining-room, where
-shaded lamps filled the place with a soft mellow light, and shed their
-glow on the white damask cloth, on the shining glass and silver, on
-decanters of red wine, and on dishes of golden oranges. Soft-footed
-low-voiced servants waited on them. It was a magic scene, over which
-the gods of Love and Joy reigned supreme.
-
-And later still, the moon rose in the night sky, bathing the lake in
-silver, touching the marble statues to unearthly whiteness, and finding
-its way through a great window where two figures stood together looking
-at its light upon the sleeping lake. Behind them the room was full of
-flickering lights and shadows from a fire of fir-cones burning on the
-hearth.
-
-And at last Sara turned from the strange beauty of the scene, and saw
-Paul's eyes upon her.
-
-"Are you--content?" she asked.
-
-"Beloved of my heart," he said, and his arms closed round her.
-
-And so the Music of the Heart again filled the room, playing in
-glorious and most perfect harmony for the two whom the Gods had blessed.
-
- * * * * *
-
-And far away in England, in a studio in another courtyard, Aunt Olive
-was putting a question to Barnabas, while Pippa was lying asleep in the
-inner room.
-
-"Now that Paul and Sara will have reached the Casa di Corleone," she
-said, "and Alan and Aurora are cooing together, and Jasper and Bridget
-have found happiness, I wonder what is going to become of you and Dan
-and Michael."
-
-"You want to wind us up tidily, too," said Barnabas, smiling.
-
-"I was just wondering," she said.
-
-"Well," said Barnabas, "Michael has his music and his drawing, and, at
-last, an ideal which will be his throughout his life. Dan will always
-be what he is now--big, silent, making harmless love to all women (he
-has been flirting disgracefully with Bridget, and Jasper has been
-quite refreshingly jealous), and always he will be a staunch friend of
-those who need him. And I, for the next few years, will turn my whole
-attention to your candidates for the School of a Wonderful Chance, and
-later----" he stopped.
-
-"And later?" asked Aunt Olive.
-
-"And later," said Barnabas, "I hope to ask you for Pippa."
-
-And through the half-open window the little faun heard the words. And
-under the stars he piped a tune of the fairy tale of life, a tune of
-love and laughter, whose notes reached the soul of the sculptor who had
-fashioned him, and hearing the music he was glad.
-
-
-
-
- * * * * * *
-
-
-
-
-Transcriber's note:
-
-Minor changes have been made to correct typesetter errors and to
-regularize hyphenation; variant spellings have been retained.
-
-
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