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It was finished by the beginning of February, 1895, and began to +appear in 'The Atlantic Monthly' in March of that year. It was not my +first attempt at historical fiction, because I had written 'The Trail of +the Sword' in the year 1893, but it was the first effort on an ambitious +scale, and the writing of it was attended with as much searching of +heart as enthusiasm. I had long been saturated by the early history of +French Canada, as perhaps 'The Trail of the Sword' bore witness, and +particularly of the period of the Conquest, and I longed for a subject +which would, in effect, compel me to write; for I have strong views +upon this business of compulsion in the mind of the writer. Unless a +thing has seized a man, has obsessed him, and he feels that it excludes +all other temptations to his talent or his genius, his book will +not convince. Before all else he must himself be overpowered by the +insistence of his subject, then intoxicated with his idea, and, being +still possessed, become master of his material while remaining the +slave of his subject. I believe that every book which has taken hold of +the public has represented a kind of self-hypnotism on the part of the +writer. I am further convinced that the book which absorbs the author, +which possesses him as he writes it, has the effect of isolating him into +an atmosphere which is not sleep, and which is not absolute wakefulness, +but a place between the two, where the working world is indistinct and +the mind is swept along a flood submerging the self-conscious but not +drowning into unconsciousness. + +Such, at any rate, is my own experience. I am convinced that the books +of mine which have had so many friends as this book, 'The Seats of the +Mighty', has had in the English-speaking world were written in just such +conditions of temperamental isolation or absorption. First the subject, +which must of itself have driving power, then the main character, which +becomes a law working out its own destiny; and the subject in my own work +has always been translatable into a phrase. Nearly every one of my books +has always been reducible to its title. + +For years I had wished to write an historical novel of the conquest +of Canada or the settlement of the United Empire loyalists and the +subsequent War of 1812, but the central idea and the central character +had not come to me; and without both and the driving power of a big idea +and of a big character, a book did not seem to me possible. The human +thing with the grip of real life was necessary. At last, as pointed out +in the prefatory note of the first edition, published in the spring of +1896 by Messrs. D. Appleton & Co., of New York, and Messrs. Methuen & +Co., of London, I ran across a tiny little volume in the library of Mr. +George M. Fairchild, Jr., of Quebec, called the Memoirs of Major Robert +Stobo. It was published by John S. Davidson, of Market Street, +Pittsburgh, with an introduction by an editor who signed himself +"N. B.C." + +The Memoirs proper contained about seventeen thousand words, the +remaining three thousand words being made up of abstracts and appendices +collected by the editor. The narrative was written in a very ornate and +grandiloquent style, but the hero of the memoirs was so evidently a man +of remarkable character, enterprise and adventure, that I saw in the +few scattered bones of the story which he unfolded the skeleton of an +ample historical romance. There was necessary to offset this buoyant and +courageous Scotsman, adventurous and experienced, a character of the race +which captured him and held him in leash till just before the taking of +Quebec. I therefore found in the character of Doltaire--which was the +character of Voltaire spelled with a big D--purely a creature of the +imagination, one who, as the son of a peasant woman and Louis XV, should +be an effective offset to Major Stobo. There was no hint of Doltaire +in the Memoirs. There could not be, nor of the plot on which the story +was based, because it was all imagination. Likewise, there was no +mention of Alixe Duvarney in the Memoirs, nor of Bigot or Madame Cournal +and all the others. They too, when not characters of the imagination, +were lifted out of the history of the time; but the first germ of the +story came from 'The Memoirs of Robert Stobo', and when 'The Seats of +the Mighty' was first published in 'The Atlantic Monthly' the subtitle +contained these words: "Being the Memoirs of Captain Robert Stobo, +sometime an officer in the Virginia Regiment, and afterwards of +Amherst's Regiment." + +When the book was published, however, I changed the name of Robert Stobo +to Robert Moray, because I felt I had no right to saddle Robert Stobo's +name with all the incidents and experiences and strange enterprises +which the novel contained. I did not know then that perhaps it might be +considered an honour by Robert Stobo's descendants to have his name +retained. I could not foresee the extraordinary popularity of 'The +Seats of the Mighty', but with what I thought was a sense of honour I +eliminated his name and changed it to Robert Moray. 'The Seats of the +Mighty' goes on, I am happy to say, with an ever-increasing number of +friends. It has a position perhaps not wholly deserved, but it has +crystallised some elements in the life of the continent of America, +the history of France and England, and of the British Empire which may +serve here and there to inspire the love of things done for the sake +of a nation rather than for the welfare of an individual. + +I began this introduction by saying that the book was started in the +summer of 1894. That was at a little place called Mablethorpe in +Lincolnshire, on the east coast of England. For several months I worked +in absolute seclusion in that out-of-the-way spot which had not then +become a Mecca for trippers, and on the wonderful sands, stretching for +miles upon miles coastwise and here and there as much as a mile out to +the sea, I tried to live over again the days of Wolfe and Montcalm. +Appropriately enough the book was begun in a hotel at Mablethorpe called +"The Book in Hand." The name was got, I believe, from the fact that, in +a far-off day, a ship was wrecked upon the coast at Mablethorpe, and the +only person saved was the captain, who came ashore with a Bible in his +hands. During the writing now and again a friend would come to me from +London or elsewhere, and there would be a day off, full of literary +tattle, but immediately my friends were gone I was lost again in the +atmosphere of the middle of the eighteenth century. + +I stayed at Mablethorpe until the late autumn, and then I went to +Harrogate, exchanging the sea for the moors, and there, still living the +open-air life, I remained for several months until I had finished the +book. The writing of it knew no interruption and was happily set. It +was a thing apart, and not a single untoward invasion of other interests +affected its course. + +The title of the book was for long a trouble to me. Months went by +before I could find what I wanted. Scores of titles occurred to me, +but each was rejected. At last, one day when I was being visited by Mr. +Grant Richards, since then a London publisher, but at that time a writer, +who had come to interview me for 'Great Thoughts', I told him of my +difficulties regarding the title. I was saying that I felt the title +should be, as it were, the kernel of a book. I said: "You see, it is a +struggle of one simple girl against principalities and powers; it is the +final conquest of the good over the great. In other words, the book will +be an illustration of the text, 'He has put down the mighty from their +seats, and has exalted the humble and meek.'" Then, like a flash, the +title came 'The Seats of the Mighty'. + +Since the phrase has gone into the language and was from the very +first a popular title, it seems strange that the literary director +of the American firm that published the book should take strong +exception to it on the ground that it was grandiloquent. I like to +think that I was firm, and that I declined to change the title. + +I need say no more save that the book was dramatised by myself, and +produced, first at Washington by Herbert (now Sir Herbert) Beerbohm +Tree in the winter of 1897 and 1898, and in the spring of 1898 it +opened his new theatre in London. + + + +PREFATORY NOTE TO FIRST EDITION + +This tale would never have been written had it not been for the +kindness of my distinguished friend Dr. John George Bourinot, +C.M.G., of Ottawa, whose studies in parliamentary procedure, the +English and Canadian Constitutions, and the history and development +of Canada have been of singular benefit to the Dominion and to the +Empire. Through Dr. Bourinot's good offices I came to know Mr. +James Lemoine, of Quebec, the gifted antiquarian, and President of +the Royal Society of Canada. Mr. Lemoine placed in my hands certain +historical facts suggestive of romance. Subsequently, Mr. George +M. Fairchild, Jr., of Cap Rouge, Quebec, whose library contains a +valuable collection of antique Canadian books, maps, and prints, +gave me generous assistance and counsel, allowing me "the run" +of all his charts, prints, histories, and memoirs. Many of these +prints, and a rare and authentic map of Wolfe's operations against +Quebec are now reproduced in this novel, and may be considered +accurate illustrations of places, people, and events. By the +insertion of these faithful historical elements it is hoped to +give more vividness to the atmosphere of the time, and to +strengthen the verisimilitude of a piece of fiction which is +not, I believe, out of harmony with fact. + +Gilbert Parker + + + +PRELUDE + + +To Sir Edward Seaforth, Bart., of Sangley Hope in Derbyshire, and +Seaforth House in Hanover Square. + +Dear Ned: You will have them written, or I shall be pestered to my +grave! Is that the voice of a friend of so long standing? And yet +it seems but yesterday since we had good hours in Virginia together, +or met among the ruins of Quebec. My memoirs--these only will +content you? And to flatter or cajole me, you tell me Mr. Pitt still +urges on the matter. In truth, when he touched first upon this, I +thought it but the courtesy of a great and generous man. But indeed +I am proud that he is curious to know more of my long captivity at +Quebec, of Monsieur Doltaire and all his dealings with me, and the +motions he made to serve La Pompadour on one hand, and, on the +other, to win from me that most perfect of ladies, Mademoiselle +Alixe Duvarney. + +Our bright conquest of Quebec is now heroic memory, and honour and +fame and reward have been parcelled out. So I shall but briefly, in +these memoirs (ay, they shall be written, and with a good heart), +travel the trail of history, or discourse upon campaigns and sieges, +diplomacies and treaties. I shall keep close to my own story; for +that, it would seem, yourself and the illustrious minister of the +King most wish to hear. Yet you will find figuring in it great men +like our flaming hero General Wolfe, and also General Montcalm, who, +I shall ever keep on saying, might have held Quebec against us, had +he not been balked by the vain Governor, the Marquis de Vaudreuil; +together with such notorious men as the Intendant Bigot, civil +governor of New France, and such noble gentlemen as the Seigneur +Duvarney, father of Alixe. + +I shall never view again the citadel on those tall heights where +I was detained so barbarously, nor the gracious Manor House at +Beauport, sacred to me because of her who dwelt therein--how long +ago, how long! Of all the pictures that flash before my mind when +I think on those times, one is most with me: that of the fine +guest-room in the Manor House, where I see moving the benign maid +whose life and deeds alone can make this story worth telling. And +with one scene therein, and it the most momentous in all my days, +I shall begin my tale. + +I beg you convey to Mr. Pitt my most obedient compliments, +and say that I take his polite wish as my command. + +With every token of my regard, I am, dear Ned, affectionately +your friend, + +Robert Moray + + + +I + +AN ESCORT TO THE CITADEL + + +When Monsieur Doltaire entered the salon, and, dropping lazily +into a chair beside Madame Duvarney and her daughter, drawled out, +"England's Braddock--fool and general--has gone to heaven, Captain +Moray, and your papers send you there also," I did not shift a jot, +but looked over at him gravely--for, God knows, I was startled--and +I said, + +"The General is dead?" + +I did not dare to ask, Is he defeated? though from Doltaire's +look I was sure it was so, and a sickness crept through me, for +at the moment that seemed the end of our cause. But I made as if +I had not heard his words about my papers. + +"Dead as a last years courtier, shifted from the scene," he +replied; "and having little now to do, we'll go play with the rat +in our trap." + +I would not have dared look towards Alixe, standing beside her +mother then, for the song in my blood was pitched too high, were it +not that a little sound broke from her. At that, I glanced, and saw +that her face was still and quiet, but her eyes were shining, and +her whole body seemed listening. I dared not give my glance meaning, +though I wished to do so. She had served me much, had been a good +friend to me, since I was brought a hostage to Quebec from Fort +Necessity. There, at that little post on the Ohio, France threw +down the gauntlet, and gave us the great Seven Years War. And though +it may be thought I speak rashly, the lever to spring that trouble +had been within my grasp. Had France sat still while Austria and +Prussia quarreled, that long fighting had never been. The game of +war had lain with the Grande Marquise--or La Pompadour, as she was +called--and later it may be seen how I, unwillingly, moved her to +set it going. + +Answering Monsieur Doltaire, I said stoutly, "I am sure he made +a good fight; he had gallant men." + +"Truly gallant," he returned--"your own Virginians among others" +(I bowed); "but he was a blunderer, as were you also, monsieur, or +you had not sent him plans of our forts and letters of such candour. +They have gone to France, my captain." + +Madame Duvarney seemed to stiffen in her chair, for what did +this mean but that I was a spy? and the young lady behind them now +put her handkerchief to her mouth as if to stop a word. To make +light of the charges against myself was the only thing, and yet I +had little heart to do so. There was that between Monsieur Doltaire +and myself--a matter I shall come to by-and-bye--which well might +make me apprehensive. + +"My sketch and my gossip with my friends," said I, "can have +little interest in France." + +"My faith, the Grande Marquise will find a relish for them," he +said pointedly at me. He, the natural son of King Louis, had played +the part between La Pompadour and myself in the grave matter of +which I spoke. "She loves deciding knotty points of morality," he +added. + +"She has had chance and will enough," said I boldly, "but what +point of morality is here?" + +"The most vital--to you," he rejoined, flicking his handkerchief a +little, and drawling so that I could have stopped his mouth with my +hand. "Shall a hostage on parole make sketches of a fort and send +them to his friends, who in turn pass them on to a foolish general?" + +"When one party to an Article of War brutally breaks his sworn +promise, shall the other be held to his?" I asked quietly. + +I was glad that, at this moment, the Seigneur Duvarney entered, +for I could feel the air now growing colder about Madame his wife. +He, at least, was a good friend; but as I glanced at him, I saw his +face was troubled and his manner distant. He looked at Monsieur +Doltaire a moment steadily, stooped to his wife's hand, and then +offered me his own without a word; which done, he went to where +his daughter stood. She kissed him, and, as she did so, whispered +something in his ear, to which he nodded assent. I knew afterwards +that she had asked him to keep me to dinner with them. + +Presently turning to Monsieur Doltaire, he said inquiringly, +"You have a squad of men outside my house, Doltaire?" + +Doltaire nodded in a languid way, and answered, "An escort--for +Captain Moray--to the citadel." + +I knew now, as he had said, that I was in the trap; that he had +begun the long sport which came near to giving me the white +shroud of death, as it turned white the hair upon my head ere +I was thirty-two. Do I not know, the indignities, the miseries +I suffered, I owed mostly to him, and that at the last he +nearly robbed England of her greatest pride, the taking of New +France?--For chance sometimes lets humble men like me balance +the scales of fate; and I was humble enough in rank, if in +spirit always something above my place. + +I was standing as he spoke these words, and I turned to him and +said, "Monsieur, I am at your service." + +"I have sometimes wished," he said instantly, and with a courteous +if ironical gesture, "that you were in my service--that is, the King's." + +I bowed as to a compliment, for I would not see the insolence, +and I retorted, "Would I could offer you a company in my Virginia +regiment!" + +"Delightful! delightful!" he rejoined. "I should make as good a +Briton as you a Frenchman, every whit." + +I suppose he would have kept leading to such silly play, had I +not turned to Madame Duvarney and said, "I am most sorry that +this mishap falls here; but it is not of my doing, and in colder +comfort, Madame, I shall recall the good hours spent in your +home." + +I think I said it with a general courtesy, yet, feeling the eyes +of the young lady on me, perhaps a little extra warmth came into +my voice, and worked upon Madame, or it may be she was glad of my +removal from contact with her daughter; but kindness showed in her +face, and she replied gently, "I am sure it is only for a few days +till we see you again." + +Yet I think in her heart she knew my life was perilled: those +were rough and hasty times, when the axe or the rope was the surest +way to deal with troubles. Three years before, at Fort Necessity, I +had handed my sword to my lieutenant, bidding him make healthy use +of it, and, travelling to Quebec on parole, had come in and out of +this house with great freedom. Yet since Alixe had grown towards +womanhood there had been strong change in Madame's manner. + +"The days, however few, will be too long until I tax your +courtesy again," I said. "I bid you adieu, Madame." + +"Nay, not so," spoke up my host; "not one step: dinner is nearly +served, and you must both dine with us. Nay, but I insist," he +added, as he saw me shake my head. "Monsieur Doltaire will grant +you this courtesy, and me the great kindness. Eh, Doltaire?" + +Doltaire rose, glancing from Madame to her daughter. Madame was +smiling, as if begging his consent; for, profligate though he was, +his position, and more than all, his personal distinction, made him +a welcome guest at most homes in Quebec. Alixe met his look without +a yes or no in her eyes--so young, yet having such control and +wisdom, as I have had reason beyond all men to know. Something, +however, in the temper of the scene had filled her with a kind of +glow, which added to her beauty and gave her dignity. The spirit of +her look caught the admiration of this expatriated courtier, and I +knew that a deeper cause than all our past conflicts--and they were +great--would now, or soon, set him fatally against me. + +"I shall be happy to wait Captain Moray's pleasure," he said +presently, "and to serve my own by sitting at your table. I was +to have dined with the Intendant this afternoon, but a messenger +shall tell him duty stays me.... If you will excuse me!" he added, +going to the door to find a man of his company. He looked back +for an instant, as if it struck him I might seek escape, for he +believed in no man's truth; but he only said, "I may fetch my men +to your kitchen, Duvarney? 'Tis raw outside." + +"Surely. I shall see they have some comfort," was the reply. + +Doltaire then left the room, and Duvarney came to me. "This is a +bad business, Moray," he said sadly. "There is some mistake, is +there not?" + +I looked him fair in the face. "There is a mistake," I answered. +"I am no spy, and I do not fear that I shall lose my life, my +honour, or my friends by offensive acts of mine." + +"I believe you," he responded, "as I have believed since you came, +though there has been gabble of your doings. I do not forget you +bought my life back from those wild Mohawks five years ago. You +have my hand in trouble or out of it." + +Upon my soul, I could have fallen on his neck, for the blow to +our cause and the shadow on my own fate oppressed me for the +moment. + +At this point the ladies left the room to make some little +toilette before dinner, and as they passed me the sleeve of Alixe's +dress touched my arm. I caught her fingers for an instant, and to +this day I can feel that warm, rich current of life coursing from +finger-tips to heart. She did not look at me at all, but passed on +after her mother. Never till that moment had there been any open +show of heart between us. When I first came to Quebec (I own it to +my shame) I was inclined to use her youthful friendship for private +and patriotic ends; but that soon passed, and then I wished her +companionship for true love of her. Also, I had been held back +because when I first knew her she seemed but a child. Yet how +quickly and how wisely did she grow out of her childhood! She had a +playful wit, and her talents were far beyond her years. It amazed +me often to hear her sum up a thing in some pregnant sentence +which, when you came to think, was the one word to be said. She had +such a deep look out of her blue eyes that you scarcely glanced +from them to see the warm sweet colour of her face, the fair broad +forehead, the brown hair, the delicate richness of her lips, which +ever were full of humour and of seriousness--both running together, +as you may see a laughing brook steal into the quiet of a +river. + +Duvarney and I were thus alone for a moment, and he straightway +dropped a hand upon my shoulder. "Let me advise you," he said, +"be friendly with Doltaire. He has great influence at the Court +and elsewhere. He can make your bed hard or soft at the citadel." + +I smiled at him, and replied, "I shall sleep no less sound because +of Monsieur Doltaire." + +"You are bitter in your trouble," said he. + +I made haste to answer, "No, no, my own troubles do not weigh so +heavy--but our General's death!" + +"You are a patriot, my friend," he added warmly. "I could well +have been content with our success against your English army +without this deep danger to your person." + +I put out my hand to him, but I did not speak, for just then +Doltaire entered. He was smiling at something in his thought. + +"The fortunes are with the Intendant always," said he. "When +things are at their worst, and the King's storehouse, the dear +La Friponne, is to be ripped by our rebel peasants like a sawdust +doll, here comes this gay news of our success on the Ohio; and in +that Braddock's death the whining beggars will forget their empty +bellies, and bless where they meant to curse. What fools, to be +sure! They had better loot La Friponne. Lord, how we love fighting, +we French! And 'tis so much easier to dance, or drink, or love." +He stretched out his shapely legs as he sat musing. + +Duvarney shrugged a shoulder, smiling. "But you, Doltaire--there's +no man out of France that fights more." + +He lifted an eyebrow. "One must be in the fashion; besides, it +does need some skill to fight. The others--to dance, drink, love: +blind men's games!" He smiled cynically into the distance. + +I have never known a man who interested me so much--never one so +original, so varied, and so uncommon in his nature. I marvelled at +the pith and depth of his observations; for though I agreed not with +him once in ten times, I loved his great reflective cleverness and +his fine penetration--singular gifts in a man of action. But action +to him was a playtime; he had that irresponsibility of the Court +from which he came, its scornful endurance of defeat or misery, +its flippant look upon the world, its scoundrel view of women. Then +he and Duvarney talked, and I sat thinking. Perhaps the passion +of a cause grows in you as you suffer for it, and I had suffered, +and suffered most by a bitter inaction. Governor Dinwiddie, Mr. +Washington (alas that, as I write the fragment chapters of my life, +among the hills where Montrose my ancestor fought, George leads +the colonists against the realm of England!), and the rest were +suffering, but they were fighting too. Brought to their knees, they +could rise again to battle; and I thought then, How more glorious to +be with my gentlemen in blue from Virginia, holding back death from +the General, and at last falling myself, than to spend good years a +hostage at Quebec, knowing that Canada was for our taking, yet doing +nothing to advance the hour! + +In the thick of these thoughts I was not conscious of what the +two were saying, but at last I caught Madame Cournal's name; by +which I guessed Monsieur Doltaire was talking of her amours, of +which the chief and final was with Bigot the Intendant, to whom +the King had given all civil government, all power over commerce +and finance in the country. The rivalry between the Governor and +the Intendant was keen and vital at this time, though it changed +later, as I will show. At her name I looked up and caught Monsieur +Doltaire's eye. + +He read my thoughts. "You have had blithe hours here, monsieur," +he said--"you know the way to probe us; but of all the ladies who +could be most useful to you, you left out the greatest. There you +erred. I say it as a friend, not as an officer, there you erred. +From Madame Cournal to Bigot, from Bigot to Vaudreuil the Governor, +from the Governor to France. But now--" + +He paused, for Madame Duvarney and her daughter had come, and we +all rose. + +The ladies had heard enough to know Doltaire's meaning. "But +now--Captain Moray dines with us," said Madame Duvarney quietly +and meaningly. + +"Yet I dine with Madame Cournal," rejoined Doltaire, smiling. + +"One may use more option with enemies and prisoners," she said +keenly, and the shot ought to have struck home. In so small a place +it was not easy to draw lines close and fine, and it was in the +power of the Intendant, backed by his confederates, to ruin almost +any family in the province if he chose; and that he chose at times +I knew well, as did my hostess. Yet she was a woman of courage and +nobility of thought, and I knew well where her daughter got her +good flavor of mind. + +I could see something devilish in the smile at Doltaire's lip's, +but his look was wandering between Alixe and me, and he replied +urbanely, "I have ambition yet--to connive at captivity"; and +then he looked full and meaningly at her. + +I can see her now, her hand on the high back of a great oak chair, +the lace of her white sleeve falling away, and her soft arm showing, +her eyes on his without wavering. They did not drop, nor turn aside; +they held straight on, calm, strong--and understanding. By that look +I saw she read him; she, who had seen so little of the world, felt +what he was, and met his invading interest firmly, yet sadly; for I +knew long after that a smother was at her heart then, foreshadowings +of dangers that would try her as few women are tried. Thank God that +good women are born with greater souls for trial than men; that, +given once an anchor for their hearts, they hold until the cables +break. + +When we were about to enter the dining-room, I saw, to my joy, +Madame incline towards Doltaire, and I knew that Alixe was for +myself--though her mother wished it little, I am sure. As she took +my arm, her finger-tips plunged softly into the velvet of my sleeve, +giving me a thrill of courage. I felt my spirits rise, and I set +myself to carry things off gaily, to have this last hour with her +clear of gloom, for it seemed easy to think that we should meet no +more. + +As we passed into the dining-room, I said, as I had said the +first time I went to dinner in her father's house, "Shall we be +flippant, or grave?" + +I guessed that it would touch her. She raised her eyes to mine +and answered, "We are grave; let us seem flippant." + +In those days I had a store of spirits. I was seldom dismayed, +for life had been such a rough-and-tumble game that I held to +cheerfulness and humour as a hillsman to his broadsword, knowing it +the greatest of weapons with a foe, and the very stone and mortar +of friendship. So we were gay, touching lightly on events around us, +laughing at gossip of the doorways (I in my poor French), casting +small stones at whatever drew our notice, not forgetting a throw or +two at Chateau Bigot, the Intendant's country house at Charlesbourg, +five miles away, where base plots were hatched, reputations soiled, +and all clean things dishonoured. But Alixe, the sweetest soul +France ever gave the world, could not know all I knew; guessing +only at heavy carousals, cards, song, and raillery, with far-off +hints of feet lighter than fit in cavalry boots dancing among the +glasses on the table. I was never before so charmed with her swift +intelligence, for I never had great nimbleness of thought, nor +power to make nice play with the tongue. + +"You have been three years with us," suddenly said her father, +passing me the wine. "How time has flown! How much has happened!" + +"Madame Cournal's husband has made three million francs," said +Doltaire, with dry irony and truth. + +Duvarney shrugged a shoulder, stiffened; for, oblique as the +suggestion was, he did not care to have his daughter hear it. + +"And Vaudreuil has sent bees buzzing to Versailles about Bigot +and Company," added the impish satirist. + +Madame Duvarney responded with a look of interest, and the +Seigneur's eyes steadied to his plate. All at once by that I saw +the Seigneur had known of the Governor's action, and maybe had +counseled with him, siding against Bigot. If that were so--as it +proved to be--he was in a nest of scorpions; for who among them +would spare him: Marin, Cournal, Rigaud, the Intendant himself? +Such as he were thwarted right and left in this career of knavery +and public evils. + +"And our people have turned beggars; poor and starved, they beg at +the door of the King's storehouse--it is well called La Friponne," +said Madame Duvarney, with some heat; for she was ever liberal to +the poor, and she had seen manor after manor robbed, and peasant +farmers made to sell their corn for a song, to be sold to them again +at famine prices by La Friponne. Even now Quebec was full of pilgrim +poor begging against the hard winter, and execrating their spoilers. + +Doltaire was too fond of digging at the heart of things not to +admit she spoke truth. + + "La Pompadour et La Friponne! + Qu'est que cela, mon petit homme?" + "Les deux terribles, ma chere mignonne, + Mais, c'est cela-- + La Pompadour et La Friponne!" + +He said this with cool drollery and point, in the patois of the +native, so that he set us all laughing, in spite of our mutual +apprehensions. + +Then he continued, "And the King has sent a chorus to the play, with +eyes for the preposterous make-believe, and more, no purse to fill." + +We all knew he meant himself, and we knew also that so far as +money went he spoke true; that though hand-in-glove with Bigot, he +was poor, save for what he made at the gaming-table and got from +France. There was the thing that might have clinched me to him, had +matters been other than they were; for all my life I have loathed +the sordid soul, and I would rather, in these my ripe years, eat +with a highwayman who takes his life in his hands than with the +civilian who robs his king and the king's poor, and has no better +trick than false accounts, nor better friend than the pettifogging +knave. Doltaire had no burning love for France, and little faith in +anything; for he was of those Versailles water-flies who recked not +if the world blackened to cinders when their lights went out. As +will be seen by-and-bye, he had come here to seek me, and to serve +the Grande Marquise. + +More speech like this followed, and amid it all, with the flower of +the world beside me at this table, I remembered my mother's words +before I bade her good-bye and set sail from Glasgow for Virginia. + +"Keep it in mind, Robert," she said, "that an honest love is the +thing to hold you honest with yourself. 'Tis to be lived for, and +fought for, and died for. Ay, be honest in your loves. Be true." + +And there I took an oath, my hand clenched beneath the table, that +Alixe should be my wife if better days came; when I was done with +citadel and trial and captivity, if that might be. + +The evening was well forward when Doltaire, rising from his seat +in the drawing-room, bowed to me, and said, "If it pleases you, +monsieur?" + +I rose also, and prepared to go. There was little talk, yet we +all kept up a play of cheerfulness. When I came to take the +Seigneur's hand, Doltaire was a distance off, talking to Madame. +"Moray," said the Seigneur quickly and quietly, "trials portend +for both of us." He nodded towards Doltaire. + +"But we shall come safe through," said I. + +"Be of good courage, and adieu," he answered, as Doltaire turned +towards us. + +My last words were to Alixe. The great moment of my life was come. +If I could but say one thing to her out of earshot, I would stake +all on the hazard. She was standing beside a cabinet, very still, a +strange glow in her eyes, a new, fine firmness at the lips. I felt +I dared not look as I would; I feared there was no chance now to +speak what I would. But I came slowly up the room with her mother. +As we did so, Doltaire exclaimed and started to the window, and the +Seigneur and Madame followed. A red light was showing on the panes. + +I caught Alixe's eye, and held it, coming quickly to her. All backs +were on us. I took her hand and pressed it to my lips suddenly. She +gave a little gasp, and I saw her bosom heave. + +"I am going from prison to prison," said I, "and I leave a loved +jailer behind." + +She understood. "Your jailer goes also," she answered, with a +sad smile. + +"I love you! I love you!" I urged. + +She was very pale. "Oh, Robert!" she whispered timidly; and then, +"I will be brave, I will help you, and I will not forget. God +guard you." + +That was all, for Doltaire turned to me then and said, "They've +made of La Friponne a torch to light you to the citadel, monsieur." + +A moment afterwards we were outside in the keen October air, a +squad of soldiers attending, our faces towards the citadel heights. +I looked back, doffing my cap. The Seigneur and Madame stood at +the door, but my eyes were for a window where stood Alixe. The +reflection of the far-off fire bathed the glass, and her face had +a glow, the eyes shining through, intent and most serious. Yet how +brave she was, for she lifted her handkerchief, shook it a little, +and smiled. + +As though the salute were meant for him, Doltaire bowed twice +impressively, and then we stepped forward, the great fire over +against the Heights lighting us and hurrying us on. + +We scarcely spoke as we went, though Doltaire hummed now and then +the air La Pompadour et La Friponne. As we came nearer I said, +"Are you sure it is La Friponne, monsieur?" + +"It is not," he said, pointing. "See!" + +The sky was full of shaking sparks, and a smell of burning grain +came down the wind. + +"One of the granaries, then," I added, "not La Friponne itself?" + +To this he nodded assent, and we pushed on. + + + +II + +THE MASTER OF THE KING'S MAGAZINE + + +"What fools," said Doltaire presently, "to burn the bread and oven +too! If only they were less honest in a world of rogues, poor moles!" + +Coming nearer, we saw that La Friponne itself was safe, but one +warehouse was doomed and another threatened. The streets were full +of people, and thousands of excited peasants, laborers, and sailors +were shouting, "Down with the palace! Down with Bigot!" + +We came upon the scene at the most critical moment. None of the +Governors soldiers were in sight, but up the Heights we could hear +the steady tramp of General Montcalm's infantry as they came on. +Where were Bigot's men? There was a handful--one company--drawn up +before La Friponne, idly leaning on their muskets, seeing the great +granary burn, and watching La Friponne threatened by the mad crowd +and the fire. There was not a soldier before the Intendant's +palace, not a light in any window. + +"What is this weird trick of Bigot's?" said Doltaire, musing. + +The Governor, we knew, had been out of the city that day. But +where was Bigot? At a word from Doltaire we pushed forward towards +the palace, the soldiers keeping me in their midst. We were not +a hundred feet from the great steps when two gates at the right +suddenly swung open, and a carriage rolled out swiftly and dashed +down into the crowd. I recognized the coachman first--Bigot's, +an old one-eyed soldier of surpassing nerve, and devoted to his +master. The crowd parted right and left. Suddenly the carriage +stopped, and Bigot stood up, folding his arms, and glancing round +with a disdainful smile without speaking a word. He carried a paper +in one hand. + +Here were at least two thousand armed and unarmed peasants, sick +with misery and oppression, in the presence of their undefended +tyrant. One shot, one blow of a stone, one stroke of a knife--to +the end of a shameless pillage. But no hand was raised to do the +deed. The roar of voices subsided--he waited for it--and silence +was broken only by the crackle of the burning building, the tramp +of Montcalm's soldiers in Mountain Street, and the tolling of the +cathedral bell. I thought it strange that almost as Bigot came out +the wild clanging gave place to a cheerful peal. + +After standing for a moment, looking round him, his eye resting on +Doltaire and myself (we were but a little distance from him), Bigot +said in a loud voice: "What do you want with me? Do you think I may +be moved by threats? Do you punish me by burning your own food, +which, when the English are at our doors, is your only hope? Fools! +How easily could I turn my cannon and my men upon you! You think to +frighten me. Who do you think I am?--a Bostonnais or an Englishman? +You--revolutionists! T'sh! You are wild dogs without a leader. You +want one that you can trust; you want no coward, but one who fears +you not at your wildest. Well, I will be your leader. I do not fear +you, and I do not love you, for how have you deserved my love? By +ingratitude and aspersion? Who has the King's favour? Francois Bigot. +Who has the ear of the Grande Marquise? Francois Bigot. Who stands +firm while others tremble lest their power pass to-morrow? Francois +Bigot. Who else dare invite revolution, this danger"--his hand +sweeping to the flames--"who but Francois Bigot?" He paused for a +moment, and looking up to the leader of Montcalm's soldiers on the +Heights, waved him back; then he continued: + +"And to-day, when I am ready to give you great news, you play the +mad dog's game; you destroy what I had meant to give you in our hour +of danger, when those English came. I made you suffer a little, that +you might live then. Only to-day, because of our great and glorious +victory--" + +He paused again. The peal of bells became louder. Far up on the +Heights we heard the calling of bugles and the beating of drums; +and now I saw the whole large plan, the deep dramatic scheme. He +had withheld the news of the victory that he might announce it when +it would most turn to his own glory. Perhaps he had not counted on +the burning of the warehouse, but this would tell now in his favour. +He was not a large man, but he drew himself up with dignity, and +continued in a contemptuous tone: + +"Because of our splendid victory, I designed to tell you all my +plans, and, pitying your trouble, divide among you at the smallest +price, that all might pay, the corn which now goes to feed the +stars." + +At that moment some one from the Heights above called out shrilly, +"What lie is in that paper, Francois Bigot?" + +I looked up, as did the crowd. A woman stood upon a point of the +great rock, a red robe hanging on her, her hair free over her +shoulders, her finger pointing at the Intendant. Bigot only glanced +up, then smoothed out the paper. + +He said to the people in a clear but less steady voice, for I could +see that the woman had disturbed him, "Go pray to be forgiven for +your insolence and folly. His most Christian Majesty is triumphant +upon the Ohio. The English have been killed in thousands, and their +General with them. Do you not hear the joy-bells in the Church of +Our Lady of the Victories? and more--listen!" + +There burst from the Heights on the other side a cannon shot, and +then another and another. There was a great commotion, and many ran +to Bigot's carriage, reached in to touch his hand, and called down +blessings on him. + +"See that you save the other granaries," he urged, adding, with a +sneer, "and forget not to bless La Friponne in your prayers!" + +It was a clever piece of acting. Presently from the Heights +above came the woman's voice again, so piercing that the crowd +turned to her. + +"Francois Bigot is a liar and a traitor!" she cried. "Beware of +Francois Bigot! God has cast him out." + +A dark look came upon Bigot's face; but presently he turned, and +gave a sign to some one near the palace. The doors of the courtyard +flew open, and out came squad after squad of soldiers. In a moment, +they, with the people, were busy carrying water to pour upon the +side of the endangered warehouse. Fortunately the wind was with +them, else it and the palace also would have been burned that night. + +The Intendant still stood in his carriage watching and listening to +the cheers of the people. At last he beckoned to Doltaire and to +me. We both went over. + +"Doltaire, we looked for you at dinner," he said. "Was Captain +Moray"--nodding towards me--"lost among the petticoats? He knows +the trick of cup and saucer. Between the sip and click he sucked +in secrets from our garrison--a spy where had been a soldier, as +we thought. You once wore a sword, Captain Moray--eh?" + +"If the Governor would grant me leave, I would not only wear, +but use one, your excellency knows well where," said I. + +"Large speaking, Captain Moray. They do that in Virginia, I am +told." + +"In Gascony there's quiet, your excellency." + +Doltaire laughed outright, for it was said that Bigot, in his +coltish days, had a shrewish Gascon wife, whom he took leave to +send to heaven before her time. I saw the Intendant's mouth twitch +angrily. + +"Come," he said, "you have a tongue; we'll see if you have a +stomach. You've languished with the girls; you shall have your +chance to drink with Francois Bigot. Now, if you dare, when +we have drunk to the first cockcrow, should you be still on your +feet, you'll fight some one among us, first giving ample cause." + +"I hope, your excellency," I replied, with a touch of vanity, "I +have still some stomach and a wrist. I will drink to cockcrow, if +you will. And if my sword prove the stronger, what?" + +"There's the point," he said. "Your Englishman loves not fighting +for fighting's sake, Doltaire; he must have bonbons for it. Well, +see: if your sword and stomach prove the stronger, you shall go your +ways to where you will. Voila!" + +If I could but have seen a bare portion of the craftiness of this +pair of devils artisans! They both had ends to serve in working ill +to me, and neither was content that I should be shut away in the +citadel, and no more. There was a deeper game playing. I give them +their due: the trap was skillful, and in those times, with great +things at stake, strategy took the place of open fighting here and +there. For Bigot I was to be a weapon against another; for Doltaire, +against myself. + +What a gull they must have thought me! I might have known that, +with my lost papers on the way to France, they must hold me tight +here till I had been tried, nor permit me to escape. But I was sick +of doing nothing, thinking with horror on a long winter in the +citadel, and I caught at the least straw of freedom. + +"Captain Moray will like to spend a couple of hours at his lodgings +before he joins us at the palace," the Intendant said, and with a +nod to me he turned to his coachman. The horses wheeled, and in a +moment the great doors opened, and he had passed inside to applause, +though here and there among the crowd was heard a hiss, for the +Scarlet Woman had made an impression. The Intendant's men essayed to +trace these noises, but found no one. Looking again to the Heights, +I saw that the woman had gone. Doltaire noted my glance and the +inquiry in my face, and he said: + +"Some bad fighting hours with the Intendant at Chateau Bigot, and +then a fever, bringing a kind of madness: so the story creeps about, +as told by Bigot's enemies." + +Just at this point I felt a man hustle me as he passed. One of the +soldiers made a thrust at him, and he turned round. I caught his +eye, and it flashed something to me. It was Voban the barber, who +had shaved me every day for months when I first came, while my arm +was stiff from a wound got fighting the French on the Ohio. It was +quite a year since I had met him, and I was struck by the change in +his face. It had grown much older; its roundness was gone. We had +had many a talk together; he helping me with French, I listening +to the tales of his early life in France, and to the later tale +of a humble love, and of the home which he was fitting up for his +Mathilde, a peasant girl of much beauty, I was told, but whom I had +never seen. I remembered at that moment, as he stood in the crowd +looking at me, the piles of linen which he had bought at Ste. Anne +de Beaupre, and the silver pitcher which his grandfather had got +from the Duc de Valois for an act of merit. Many a time we had +discussed the pitcher and the deed, and fingered the linen, now +talking in French, now in English; for in France, years before, he +had been a valet to an English officer at King Louis's court. But my +surprise had been great when I learned that this English gentleman +was no other than the best friend I ever had, next to my parents and +my grandfather. Voban was bound to Sir John Godric by as strong ties +of affection as I. What was more, by a secret letter I had sent to +George Washington, who was then as good a Briton as myself, I had +been able to have my barber's young brother, a prisoner of war, +set free. + +I felt that he had something to say to me. But he turned away +and disappeared among the crowd. I might have had some clue if I +had known that he had been crouched behind the Intendant's carriage +while I was being bidden to the supper. I did not guess then that +there was anything between him and the Scarlet Woman who railed at +Bigot. + +In a little while I was at my lodgings, soldiers posted at my door +and one in my room. Doltaire gone to his own quarters promising +to call for me within two hours. There was little for me to do but +to put in a bag the fewest necessaries, to roll up my heavy cloak, +to stow safely my pipes and two goodly packets of tobacco, which +were to be my chiefest solace for many a long day, and to write some +letters--one to Governor Dinwiddie, one to George Washington, and +one to my partner in Virginia, telling them my fresh misfortunes, +and begging them to send me money, which, however useless in my +captivity, would be important in my fight for life and freedom. +I did not write intimately of my state, for I was not sure my +letters would ever pass outside Quebec. There were only two men I +could trust to do the thing. One was a fellow-countryman, Clark, +a ship-carpenter, who, to save his neck and to spare his wife and +child, had turned Catholic, but who hated all Frenchmen barbarously +at heart, remembering two of his bairns butchered before his eyes. +The other was Voban. I knew that though Voban might not act, he +would not betray me. But how to reach either of them? It was clear +that I must bide my chances. + +One other letter I wrote, brief but vital, in which I begged the +sweetest girl in the world not to have uneasiness because of me; +that I trusted to my star and to my innocence to convince my +judges; and begging her, if she could, to send me a line at the +citadel. I told her I knew well how hard it would be, for her +mother and her father would not now look upon my love with favour. +But I trusted all to time and Providence. + +I sealed my letters, put them in my pocket, and sat down to smoke +and think while I waited for Doltaire. To the soldier on duty, +whom I did not notice at first, I now offered a pipe and a glass +of wine, which he accepted rather gruffly, but enjoyed, if I might +judge by his devotion to them. + +By-and-bye, without any relevancy at all, he said abruptly, "If a +little sooner she had come--aho!" + +For a moment I could not think what he meant; but soon I saw. + +"The palace would have been burnt if the girl in scarlet had come +sooner--eh?" I asked. "She would have urged the people on?" + +"And Bigot burnt, too, maybe," he answered. + +"Fire and death--eh?" + +I offered him another pipeful of tobacco. He looked doubtful, +but accepted. + +"Aho! And that Voban, he would have had his hand in," he growled. + +I began to get more light. + +"She was shut up at Chateau Bigot--hand of iron and lock of +steel--who knows the rest! But Voban was for always," he added +presently. + +The thing was clear. The Scarlet Woman was Mathilde. So here was the +end of Voban's little romance--of the fine linen from Ste. Anne de +Beaupre and the silver pitcher for the wedding wine. I saw, or felt, +that in Voban I might find now a confederate, if I put my hard case +on Bigot's shoulders. + +"I can't see why she stayed with Bigot," I said tentatively. + +"Break the dog's leg, it can't go hunting bones--mais, non! Holy, +how stupid are you English!" + +"Why doesn't the Intendant lock her up now? She's dangerous to +him. You remember what she said?" + +"Tonnerre, you shall see to-morrow," he answered; "now all the sheep +go bleating with the bell. Bigot--Bigot--Bigot--there is nothing +but Bigot! But, pish! Vaudreuil the Governor is the great man, and +Montcalm, aho! son of Mahomet! You shall see. Now they dance to +Bigot's whistling; he will lock her safe enough to-morrow, 'less +some one steps in to help her. Before to-night she never spoke of +him before the world--but a poor daft thing, going about all sad +and wild. She missed her chance to-night--aho!" + +"Why are you not with Montcalm's soldiers?" I asked. "You like +him better." + +"I was with him, but my time was out, and I left him for Bigot. +Pish! I left him for Bigot, for the militia!" He raised his thumb +to his nose, and spread out his fingers. Again light dawned on me. +He was still with the Governor in all fact, though soldiering for +Bigot--a sort of watch upon the Intendant. + +I saw my chance. If I could but induce this fellow to fetch me +Voban! There was yet an hour before I was to go to the intendance. + +I called up what looks of candour were possible to me, and told +him bluntly that I wished Voban to bear a letter for me to the +Seigneur Duvarney's. At that he cocked his ear and shook his bushy +head, fiercely stroking his mustaches. + +I knew that I should stake something if I said it was a letter for +Mademoiselle Duvarney, but I knew also that if he was still the +Governor's man in Bigot's pay he would understand the Seigneur's +relations with the Governor. And a woman in the case with a +soldier--that would count for something. So I said it was for her. +Besides, I had no other resource but to make a friend among my +enemies, if I could, while yet there was a chance. + +It was like a load lifted from me when I saw his mouth and eyes open +wide in a big soundless laugh, which came to an end with a voiceless +aho! I gave him another tumbler of wine. Before he took it, he made +a wide mouth at me again, and slapped his leg. After drinking, he +said, "Poom--what good? They're going to hang you for a spy." + +"That rope's not ready yet," I answered. "I'll tie a pretty knot +in another string first, I trust." + +"Damned if you haven't spirit!" said he. "That Seigneur Duvarney, +I know him; and I know his son the ensign--whung, what saltpetre +is he! And the ma'm'selle--excellent, excellent; and a face, such +a face, and a seat like leeches in the saddle. And you a British +officer mewed up to kick your heels till gallows day! So droll, +my dear!" + +"But will you fetch Voban?" I asked. + +"To trim your hair against the supper to-night--eh, like that?" + +As he spoke he puffed out his red cheeks with wide boylike eyes, +burst his lips in another soundless laugh, and laid a finger beside +his nose. His marvellous innocence of look and his peasant openness +hid, I saw, great shrewdness and intelligence--an admirable man for +Vaudreuil's purpose, as admirable for mine. I knew well that if I +had tried to bribe him he would have scouted me, or if I had made a +motion for escape he would have shot me off-hand. But a lady--that +appealed to him; and that she was the Seigneur Duvarney's daughter +did the rest. + +"Yes, yes," said I, "one must be well appointed in soul and body +when one sups with his Excellency and Monsieur Doltaire." + +"Limed inside and chalked outside," he retorted gleefully. "But +M'sieu' Doltaire needs no lime, for he has no soul. No, by Sainte +Helois! The good God didn't make him. The devil laughed, and that +laugh grew into M'sieu' Doltaire. But brave!--no kicking pulse is +in his body." + +"You will send for Voban--now?" I asked softly. + +He was leaning against the door as he spoke. He reached and put +the tumbler on a shelf, then turned and opened the door, his face +all altered to a grimness. + +"Attend here, Labrouk!" he called; and on the soldier coming, he +blurted out in scorn, "Here's this English captain can't go to +supper without Voban's shears to snip him. Go fetch him, for I'd +rather hear a calf in a barn-yard than this whing-whanging for +'M'sieu' Voban!'" + +He mocked my accent in the last two words, so that the soldier +grinned, and at once started away. Then he shut the door, and +turned to me again, and said more seriously, "How long have we +before Monsieur comes?"--meaning Doltaire. + +"At least an hour," said I. + +"Good," he rejoined, and then he smoked while I sat thinking. + +It was near an hour before we heard footsteps outside; then came +a knock, and Voban was shown in. + +"Quick, m'sieu'," he said. "M'sieu' is almost at our heels." + +"This letter," said I, "to Mademoiselle Duvarney," and I handed +four: hers, and those to Governor Dinwiddie, to Mr. Washington, +and to my partner. + +He quickly put them in his coat, nodding. The soldier--I have +not yet mentioned his name--Gabord, did not know that more than one +passed into Voban's hands. + +"Off with your coat, m'sieu'," said Voban, whipping out his shears, +tossing his cap aside, and rolling down his apron. "M'sieu' is here." + +I had off my coat, was in a chair in a twinkling, and he was +clipping softly at me as Doltaire's hand turned the handle of the +door. + +"Beware--to-night!" Voban whispered. + +"Come to me in the prison," said I. "Remember your brother!" + +His lips twitched. "M'sieu', I will if I can." This he said in +my ear as Doltaire entered and came forward. + +"Upon my life!" Doltaire broke out. "These English gallants! They go +to prison curled and musked by Voban. VOBAN--a name from the court +of the King, and it garnishes a barber. Who called you, Voban?" + +"My mother, with the cure's help, m'sieu'." + +Doltaire paused, with a pinch of snuff at his nose, and replied +lazily, "I did not say 'Who called you VOBAN?' Voban, but +who called you here, Voban?" + +I spoke up testily then of purpose: "What would you have, monsieur? +The citadel has better butchers than barbers. I sent for him." + +He shrugged his shoulders and came over to Voban. "Turn round, +my Voban," he said. "Voban--and such a figure! a knee, a back +like that!" + +Then, while my heart stood still, he put forth a finger and +touched the barber on the chest. If he should touch the letters! I +was ready to seize them--but would that save them? Twice, thrice, +the finger prodded Voban's breast, as if to add an emphasis to his +words. "In Quebec you are misplaced, Monsieur le Voban. Once a wasp +got into a honeycomb and died." + +I knew he was hinting at the barber's resentment of the poor +Mathilde's fate. Something strange and devilish leapt into the +man's eyes, and he broke out bitterly, + +"A honey-bee got into a nest of wasps--and died." + +I thought of the Scarlet Woman on the hill. + +Voban looked for a moment as if he might do some wild thing. His +spirit, his devilry, pleased Doltaire, and he laughed. "Who would +have thought our Voban had such wit? The trade of barber is +double-edged. Razors should be in fashion at Versailles." + +Then he sat down, while Voban made a pretty show of touching off +my person. A few minutes passed so, in which the pealing of bells, +the shouting of the people, the beating of drums, and the calling +of bugles came to us clearly. + +A half hour afterwards, on our way to the Intendant's palace, we +heard the Benedictus chanted in the Church of the Recollets as +we passed--hundreds kneeling outside, and responding to the chant +sung within: + +"That we should be saved from our enemies, and from the hands +of all that hate us." + +At the corner of a building which we passed, a little away from +the crowd, I saw a solitary cloaked figure. The words of the chant, +following us, I could hear distinctly: + +"That we, being delivered out of the hands of our enemies, +might serve Him without fear." + +And then, from the shadowed corner came in a high, melancholy +voice the words: + +"To give light to them that sit in darkness and in the shadow +of death, and to guide our feet into the way of peace." + +Looking closer, I saw it was Mathilde. + +Doltaire smiled as I turned and begged a moment's time to speak +to her. + +"To pray with the lost angel and sup with the Intendant, all in +one night--a liberal taste, monsieur; but who shall stay the good +Samaritan!" + +They stood a little distance away, and I went over to her and +said, "Mademoiselle--Mathilde, do you not know me?" + +Her abstracted eye fired up, as there ran to her brain some +little sprite out of the House of Memory and told her who I +was. + +"There were two lovers in the world," she said: "the Mother of +God forgot them, and the devil came. I am the Scarlet Woman," she +went on; "I made this red robe from the curtains of Hell--" + +Poor soul! My own trouble seemed then as a speck among the stars +to hers. I took her hand and held it, saying again, "Do you not +know me? Think, Mathilde!" + +I was not sure that she had ever seen me, to know me, but I thought +it possible; for, as a hostage, I had been much noticed in Quebec, +and Voban had, no doubt, pointed me out to her. Light leapt from +her black eye, and then she said, putting her finger on her lips, +"Tell all the lovers to hide. I have seen a hundred Francois Bigots." + +I looked at her, saying nothing--I knew not what to say. Presently +her eye steadied to mine, and her intellect rallied. "You are a +prisoner, too," she said; "but they will not kill you: they will +keep you till the ring of fire grows in your head, and then you +will make your scarlet robe, and go out, but you will never find +It--never. God hid first, and then It hides.... It hides, that +which you lost--It hides, and you can not find It again. You go +hunting, hunting, but you can not find It." + +My heart was pinched with pain. I understood her. She did not +know her lover now at all. If Alixe and her mother at the Manor +could but care for her, I thought. But alas! what could I do? +It were useless to ask her to go to the Manor; she would not +understand. + +Perhaps there come to the disordered mind flashes of insight, +illuminations and divinations, greater than are given to the sane, +for she suddenly said in a whisper, touching me with a nervous +finger, "I will go and tell her where to hide. They shall not find +her. I know the woodpath to the Manor. Hush! she shall own all I +have--except the scarlet robe. She showed me where the May-apples +grew. Go,"--she pushed me gently away--"go to your prison, and pray +to God. But you can not kill Francois Bigot, he is a devil." Then she +thrust into my hands a little wooden cross, which she took from many +others at her girdle. "If you wear that, the ring of fire will not +grow," she said. "I will go by the woodpath, and give her one, too. +She shall live with me: I will spread the cedar branches and stir +the fire. She shall be safe. Hush! Go, go softly, for their wicked +eyes are everywhere, the were-wolves!" + +She put her fingers on my lips for an instant, and then, turning, +stole softly away towards the St. Charles River. + +Doltaire's mockery brought me back to myself. + +"So much for the beads of the addled; now for the bowls of sinful +man," said he. + + + +III + +THE WAGER AND THE SWORD + + +As I entered the Intendant's palace with Doltaire I had a singular +feeling of elation. My spirits rose unaccountably, and I felt as +though it were a fete night, and the day's duty over, the hour of +play was come. I must needs have felt ashamed of it then, and now, +were I not sure it was some unbidden operation of the senses. Maybe +a merciful Spirit sees how, left alone, we should have stumbled and +lost ourselves in our own gloom, and so gives us a new temper fitted +to our needs. I remember that at the great door I turned back and +smiled upon the ruined granary, and sniffed the air laden with the +scent of burnt corn--the peoples bread; that I saw old men and women +who could not be moved by news of victory, shaking with cold, even +beside this vast furnace, and peevishly babbling of their hunger, +and I did not say, "Poor souls!" that for a time the power to feel +my own misfortunes seemed gone, and a hard, light indifference came +on me. + +For it is true I came into the great dining-hall, and looked upon +the long loaded table, with its hundred candles, its flagons and +pitchers of wine, and on the faces of so many idle, careless +gentlemen bid to a carouse, with a manner, I believe, as reckless +and jaunty as their own. And I kept it up, though I saw it was not +what they had looked for. I did not at once know who was there, but +presently, at a distance from me, I saw the face of Juste Duvarney, +the brother of my sweet Alixe, a man of but twenty or so, who had a +name for wildness, for no badness that I ever heard of, and for a +fiery temper. He was in the service of the Governor, an ensign. He +had been little at home since I had come to Quebec, having been +employed up to the past year in the service of the Governor of +Montreal. We bowed, but he made no motion to come to me, and the +Intendant engaged me almost at once in gossip of the town; suddenly, +however, diverging upon some questions of public tactics and civic +government. He much surprised me, for though I knew him brave and +able, I had never thought of him save as the adroit politician and +servant of the King, the tyrant and the libertine. I might have +known by that very scene a few hours before that he had a wide, deep +knowledge of human nature, and despised it; unlike Doltaire, who had +a keener mind, was more refined even in wickedness, and, knowing the +world, laughed at it more than he despised it, which was the sign of +the greater mind. And indeed, in spite of all the causes I had to +hate Doltaire, it is but just to say he had by nature all the great +gifts--misused and disordered as they were. He was the product of +his age; having no real moral sense, living life wantonly, making +his own law of right or wrong. As a lad, I was taught to think the +evil person carried evil in his face, repelling the healthy mind. +But long ago I found that this was error. I had no reason to admire +Doltaire, and yet to this hour his handsome face, with its shadows +and shifting lights, haunts me, charms me. The thought came to me +as I talked with the Intendant, and I looked round the room. Some +present were of coarse calibre--bushranging sons of seigneurs and +petty nobles, dashing and profane, and something barbarous; but +most had gifts of person and speech, and all seemed capable. + +My spirits continued high. I sprang alertly to meet wit and gossip, +my mind ran nimbly here and there, I filled the role of honoured +guest. But when came the table and wine, a change befell me. From +the first drop I drank, my spirits suffered a decline. On one side +the Intendant rallied me, on the other Doltaire. I ate on, drank +on; but while smiling by the force of will, I grew graver little by +little. Yet it was a gravity which had no apparent motive, for I +was not thinking of my troubles, not even of the night's stake and +the possible end of it all; simply a sort of gray colour of the mind, +a stillness in the nerves, a general seriousness of the senses. +I drank, and the wine did not affect me, as voices got loud and +louder, and glasses rang, and spurs rattled on shuffling heels, and +a scabbard clanged on a chair. I seemed to feel and know it all in +some far-off way, but I was not touched by the spirit of it, was +not a part of it. I watched the reddened cheeks and loose scorching +mouths around me with a sort of distant curiosity, and the ribald +jests flung right and left struck me not at all acutely. It was +as if I were reading a Book of Bacchus. I drank on evenly, not +doggedly, and answered jest for jest without a hot breath of +drunkenness. I looked several times at Juste Duvarney, who sat not +far away, on the other side of the table, behind a grand piece +of silver filled with October roses. He was drinking hard, and +Doltaire, sitting beside him, kept him at it. At last the silver +piece was shifted, and he and I could see each other fairly. Now +and then Doltaire spoke across to me, but somehow no word passed +between Duvarney and myself. + +Suddenly, as if by magic--I know it was preconcerted--the talk +turned on the events of the evening and on the defeat of the +British. Then, too, as strangely I began to be myself again, amid +a sense of my position grew upon me. I had been withdrawn from +all real feeling and living for hours, but I believe that same +suspension was my salvation. For with every man present deeply gone +in liquor round me--every man save Doltaire--I was sane and steady, +and settling into a state of great alertness, determined on escape, +if that could be, and bent on turning every chance to serve my +purposes. + +Now and again I caught my own name mentioned with a sneer, then with +remarks of surprise, then with insolent laughter. I saw it all. +Before dinner some of the revellers had been told of the new charge +against me, and, by instruction, had kept it till the inflammable +moment. Then, when the why and wherefore of my being at this supper +were in the hazard, the stake, as a wicked jest of Bigot's, was +mentioned. I could see the flame grow inch by inch, fed by the +Intendant and Doltaire, whose hateful final move I was yet to see. +For one instant I had a sort of fear, for I was sure they meant I +should not leave the room alive; but anon I felt a river of fiery +anger flow through me, rousing me, making me loathe the faces of +them all. Yet not all, for in one pale face, with dark, brilliant +eyes, I saw the looks of my flower of the world: the colour of her +hair in his, the clearness of the brow, the poise of the head--how +handsome he was!--the light, springing step, like a deer on the sod +of June. I call to mind when I first saw him. He was sitting in a +window of the Manor, just after he had come from Montreal, playing a +violin which had once belonged to De Casson, the famous priest whose +athletic power and sweet spirit endeared him to New France. His +fresh cheek was bent to the brown, delicate wood, and he was playing +to his sister the air of the undying chanson, "Je vais mourir pour +ma belle reine." I loved the look of his face, like that of a young +Apollo, open, sweet, and bold, all his body having the epic strength +of life. I wished that I might have him near me as a comrade, for +out of my hard experience I could teach him much, and out of his +youth he could soften my blunt nature, by comradeship making +flexuous the hard and ungenial. + +I went on talking to the Intendant, while some of the guests +rose and scattered about the rooms, at tables, to play picquet, +the jesting on our cause and the scorn of myself abating not at +all. I would not have it thought that anything was openly coarse or +brutal; it was all by innuendo, and brow-lifting, and maddening, +allusive phrases such as it is thought fit for gentlefolk to use +instead of open charge. There was insult in a smile, contempt +in the turn of a shoulder, challenge in the flicking of a +handkerchief. With great pleasure I could have wrung their noses +one by one, and afterwards have met them tossing sword-points in +the same order. I wonder now that I did not tell them so, for I was +ever hasty; but my brain was clear that night, and I held myself +in proper check, letting each move come from my enemies. There was +no reason why I should have been at this wild feast at all, I a +prisoner, accused falsely of being a spy, save because of some +plot by which I was to have fresh suffering and some one else be +benefited--though how that could be I could not guess at first. + +But soon I understood everything. Presently I heard a young +gentleman say to Duvarney over my shoulder: + +"Eating comfits and holding yarn--that was his doing at your +manor when Doltaire came hunting him." + +"He has dined at your table, Lancy," broke out Duvarney hotly. + +"But never with our ladies," was the biting answer. + +"Should prisoners make conditions?" was the sharp, insolent retort. + +The insult was conspicuous, and trouble might have followed, but +that Doltaire came between them, shifting the attack. + +"Prisoners, my dear Duvarney," said he, "are most delicate and +exacting; they must be fed on wine and milk. It is an easy life, and +hearts grow soft for them. As thus-- Indeed, it is most sad: so young +and gallant; in speech, too, so confiding! And if we babble all our +doings to him, think you he takes it seriously? No, no--so gay and +thoughtless, there is a thoroughfare from ear to ear, and all's lost +on the other side. Poor simple gentleman, he is a claimant on our +courtesy, a knight without a sword, a guest without the power to +leave us--he shall make conditions, he shall have his caprice. La, +la! my dear Duvarney and my Lancy!" + +He spoke in a clear, provoking tone, putting a hand upon the +shoulder of each young gentleman as he talked, his eyes wandering +over me idly, and beyond me. I saw that he was now sharpening the +sickle to his office. His next words made this more plain to me: + +"And if a lady gives a farewell sign to one she favours for the +moment, shall not the prisoner take it as his own?" (I knew he was +recalling Alixe's farewell gesture to me at the manor.) "Who shall +gainsay our peacock? Shall the guinea cock? The golden crumb was +thrown to the guinea cock, but that's no matter. The peacock +clatters of the crumb." At that he spoke an instant in Duvarney's +ear. I saw the lad's face flush, and he looked at me angrily. + +Then I knew his object: to provoke a quarrel between this young +gentleman and myself, which might lead to evil ends; and the +Intendant's share in the conspiracy was to revenge himself upon +the Seigneur for his close friendship with the Governor. If Juste +Duvarney were killed in the duel which they foresaw, so far as +Doltaire was concerned I was out of the counting in the young lady's +sight. In any case my life was of no account, for I was sure my +death was already determined on. Yet it seemed strange that Doltaire +should wish me dead, for he had reasons for keeping me alive, as +shall be seen. + +Juste Duvarney liked me once, I knew, but still he had the +Frenchman's temper, and had always to argue down his bias against my +race, and to cherish a good heart towards me; for he was young, and +most sensitive to the opinions of his comrades. I can not express +what misery possessed me when I saw him leave Doltaire, and, coming +to me where I stood alone, say-- + +"What secrets found you at our seigneury, monsieur?" + +I understood the taunt--as though I were the common interrogation +mark, the abuser of hospitality, the abominable Paul Pry. But I held +my wits together. + +"Monsieur," said I, "I found the secret of all good life: a noble +kindness to the unfortunate." + +There was a general laugh, led by Doltaire, a concerted influence on +the young gentleman. I cursed myself that I had been snared to this +trap. + +"The insolent," responded Duvarney, "not the unfortunate." + +"Insolence is no crime, at least," I rejoined quietly, "else this +room were a penitentiary." + +There was a moment's pause, and presently, as I kept my eye on +him, he raised his handkerchief and flicked me across the face with +it, saying, "Then this will be a virtue, and you may have more such +virtues as often as you will." + +In spite of will, my blood pounded in my veins, and a devilish +anger took hold of me. To be struck across the face by a beardless +Frenchman, scarce past his teens!--it shook me more than now I care +to own. I felt my cheek burn, my teeth clinched, and I know a kind +of snarl came from me; but again, all in a moment, I caught a turn +of his head, a motion of the hand, which brought back Alixe to me. +Anger died away, and I saw only a youth flushed with wine, stung by +suggestions, with that foolish pride the youngster feels--and he was +the youngest of them all--in being as good a man as the best, and +as daring as the worst. I felt how useless it would be to try the +straightening of matters there, though had we two been alone a dozen +words would have been enough. But to try was my duty, and I tried +with all my might; almost, for Alixe's sake, with all my heart. + +"Do not trouble to illustrate your meaning," said I patiently. +"Your phrases are clear and to the point." + +"You bolt from my words," he retorted, "like a shy mare on the +curb; you take insult like a donkey on a well-wheel. What fly will +the English fish rise to? Now it no more plays to my hook than an +August chub." + +I could not help but admire his spirit and the sharpness of his +speech, though it drew me into a deeper quandary. It was clear that +he would not be tempered to friendliness; for, as is often so, when +men have said things fiercely, their eloquence feeds their passion +and convinces them of holiness in their cause. Calmly, but with a +heavy heart, I answered: + +"I wish not to find offense in your words, my friend, for in some +good days gone you and I had good acquaintance, and I can not forget +that the last hours of a light imprisonment before I entered on a +dark one were spent in the home of your father--of the brave +Seigneur whose life I once saved." + +I am sure I should not have mentioned this in any other +situation--it seemed as if I were throwing myself on his mercy; +but yet I felt it was the only thing to do--that I must bridge +this affair, if at cost of some reputation. + +It was not to be. Here Doltaire, seeing that my words had indeed +affected my opponent, said: "A double retreat! He swore to give a +challenge to-night, and he cries off like a sheep from a porcupine; +his courage is so slack, he dares not move a step to his liberty. +It was a bet, a hazard. He was to drink glass for glass with any +and all of us, and fight sword for sword with any of us who gave +him cause. Having drunk his courage to death, he'd now browse at +the feet of those who give him chance to win his stake." + +His words came slowly and bitingly, yet with an air of damnable +nonchalance. I looked round me. Every man present was full-sprung +with wine; and a distance away, a gentleman on either side of him, +stood the Intendant, smiling detestably, a keen, houndlike look +shooting out of his small round eyes. + +I had had enough; I could bear no more. To be baited like a bear +by these Frenchmen--it was aloes in my teeth! I was not sorry then +that these words of Juste Duvarney's gave me no chance of escape +from fighting; though I would it had been any other man in the room +than he. It was on my tongue to say that if some gentleman would +take up his quarrel I should be glad to drive mine home, though +for reasons I cared not myself to fight Duvarney. But I did not, +for I knew that to carry that point farther might rouse a general +thought of Alixe, and I had no wish to make matters hard for her. +Everything in its own good time, and when I should be free! So, +without more ado, I said to him: + +"Monsieur, the quarrel was of your choosing, not mine. There was no +need for strife between us, and you have more to lose than I: more +friends, more years of life, more hopes. I have avoided your bait, +as you call it, for your sake, not mine own. Now I take it, and you, +monsieur, show us what sort of fisherman you are." + +All was arranged in a moment. As we turned to pass from the room +to the courtyard, I noted that Bigot was gone. When we came +outside, it was just one, as I could tell by a clock striking in a +chamber near. It was cold, and some of the company shivered as we +stepped upon the white, frosty stones. The late October air bit the +cheek, though now and then a warm, pungent current passed across +the courtyard--the breath from the people's burnt corn. Even yet +upon the sky was the reflection of the fire, and distant sounds of +singing, shouting, and carousal came to us from the Lower Town. + +We stepped to a corner of the yard and took off our coats; swords +were handed us--both excellent, for we had had our choice of many. +It was partial moonlight, but there were flitting clouds. That we +should have light, however, pine torches had been brought, and +these were stuck in the wall. My back was to the outer wall of the +courtyard, and I saw the Intendant at a window of the palace looking +down at us. Doltaire stood a little apart from the other gentlemen +in the courtyard, yet where he could see Duvarney and myself at +advantage. + +Before we engaged, I looked intently into my opponent's face, and +measured him carefully with my eye, that I might have his height +and figure explicit and exact; for I know how moonlight and fire +distort, how the eye may be deceived. I looked for every button; for +the spot in his lean, healthy body where I could disable him, spit +him, and yet not kill him--for this was the thing furthest from my +wishes, God knows. Now the deadly character of the event seemed to +impress him, for he was pale, and the liquor he had drunk had given +him dark hollows round the eyes, and a gray shining sweat was on his +cheek. But his eyes themselves were fiery and keen and there was +reckless daring in every turn of his body. + +I was not long in finding his quality, for he came at me violently +from the start, and I had chance to know his strength and weakness +also. His hand was quick, his sight clear and sure, his knowledge +to a certain point most definite and practical, his mastery of the +sword delightful; but he had little imagination, he did not divine, +he was merely a brilliant performer, he did not conceive. I saw that +if I put him on the defensive I should have him at advantage, for he +had not that art of the true swordsman, the prescient quality which +foretells the opponents action and stands prepared. There I had him +at fatal advantage--could, I felt, give him last reward of insult +at my pleasure. Yet a lust of fighting got into me, and it was +difficult to hold myself in check at all, nor was it easy to meet +his breathless and adroit advances. + +Then, too, remarks from the bystanders worked me up to a deep sort +of anger, and I could feel Doltaire looking at me with that still, +cold face of his, an ironical smile at his lips. Now and then, too, +a ribald jest came from some young roisterer near, and the fact +that I stood alone among sneering enemies wound me up to a point +where pride was more active than aught else. I began to press him a +little, and I pricked him once. Then a singular feeling possessed +me. I would bring this to an end when I had counted ten; I would +strike home when I said "ten." + +So I began, and I was not aware then that I was counting aloud. +"One--two--three!" It was weird to the onlookers, for the yard grew +still, and you could hear nothing but maybe a shifting foot or a +hard breathing. "Four--five--six!" There was a tenseness in the air, +and Juste Duvarney, as if he felt a menace in the words, seemed to +lose all sense of wariness, and came at me lunging, lunging with +great swiftness and heat. I was incensed now, and he must take what +fortune might send; one can not guide one's sword to do the least +harm fighting as did we. + +I had lost blood, and the game could go on no longer. "Eight!" I +pressed him sharply now. "Nine!" I was preparing for the trick +which would end the matter, when I slipped on the frosty stones, +now glazed with our tramping back and forth, and, trying to recover +myself, left my side open to his sword. It came home, though I +partly diverted it. I was forced to my knees, but there, mad, +unpardonable youth, he made another furious lunge at me. I threw +myself back, deftly avoided the lunge, and he came plump on my +upstretched sword, gave a long gasp, and sank down. + +At that moment the doors of the courtyard opened, and men stepped +inside, one coming quickly forward before the rest. It was the +Governor, the Marquis de Vaudreuil. He spoke, but what he said I +knew not, for the stark upturned face of Juste Duvarney was there +before me, there was a great buzzing in my ears, and I fell back +into darkness. + + + +IV + +THE RAT IN THE TRAP + + +When I waked I was alone. At first nothing was clear to me; my brain +was dancing in my head, my sight was obscured, my body painful, my +senses were blunted. I was in darkness, yet through an open door +there showed a light, which, from the smell and flickering, I knew +to be a torch. This, creeping into my senses, helped me to remember +that the last thing I saw in the Intendant's courtyard was a burning +torch, which suddenly multiplied to dancing hundreds and then went +out. I now stretched forth a hand, and it touched a stone wall; I +moved, and felt straw under me. Then I fixed my eyes steadily on +the open door and the shaking light, and presently it all came to +me: the events of the night, and that I was now in a cell of the +citadel. Stirring, I found that the wound in my body had been bound +and cared for. A loosely tied scarf round my arm showed that some +one had lately left me, and would return to finish the bandaging. I +raised myself with difficulty, and saw a basin of water, a sponge, +bits of cloth, and a pocket-knife. Stupid and dazed though I was, +the instinct of self-preservation lived, and I picked up the knife +and hid it in my coat. I did it, I believe, mechanically, for a +hundred things were going through my mind at the time. + +All at once there rushed in on me the thought of Juste Duvarney as +I saw him last--how long ago was it?--his white face turned to the +sky, his arms stretched out, his body dabbled in blood. I groaned +aloud. Fool, fool! to be trapped by these lying French! To be +tricked into playing their shameless games for them, to have a +broken body, to have killed the brother of the mistress of my heart, +and so cut myself off from her and ruined my life for nothing--for +worse than nothing! I had swaggered, boasted, had taken a challenge +for a bout and a quarrel like any hanger-on of a tavern. + +Suddenly I heard footsteps and voices outside; then one voice, +louder than the other, saying, "He hasn't stirred a peg--lies like +a log!" It was Gabord. + +Doltaire's voice replied, "You will not need a surgeon--no?" His +tone, as it seemed to me, was less careless than usual. + +Gabord answered, "I know the trick of it all--what can a surgeon do? +This brandy will fetch him to his intellects. And by-and-bye crack'll +go his spine--aho!" + +You have heard a lion growling on a bone. That is how Gabord's voice +sounded to me then--a brutal rawness; but it came to my mind also +that this was the man who had brought Voban to do me service! + +"Come, come, Gabord, crack your jaws less, and see you fetch him on +his feet again," said Doltaire. "From the seats of the mighty they +have said that he must live--to die another day; and see to it, or +the mighty folk will say that you must die to live another day--in a +better world, my Gabord." + +There was a moment in which the only sound was that of tearing +linen, and I could see the shadows of the two upon the stone wall of +the corridor wavering to the light of the torch; then the shadows +shifted entirely, and their footsteps came on towards my door. I +was lying on my back as when I came to, and, therefore, probably as +Gabord had left me, and I determined to appear still in a faint. +Through nearly closed eyelids however I saw Gabord enter. Doltaire +stood in the doorway watching as the soldier knelt and lifted my arm +to take off the bloody scarf. His manner was imperturbable as ever. +Even then I wondered what his thoughts were, what pungent phrase +he was suiting to the time and to me. I do not know to this day +which more interested him--that very pungency of phrase, or the +critical events which inspired his reflections. He had no sense of +responsibility; his mind loved talent, skill, and cleverness, and +though it was scathing of all usual ethics, for the crude, honest +life of the poor it had sympathy. I remember remarks of his in the +market-place a year before, as he and I watched the peasant in his +sabots and the good-wife in her homespun cloth. + +"These are they," said he, "who will save the earth one day, for +they are like it, kin to it. When they are born they lie close to +it, and when they die they fall no height to reach their graves. The +rest--the world--are like ourselves in dreams: we do not walk; we +think we fly, over houses, over trees, over mountains; and then one +blessed instant the spring breaks, or the dream gets twisted, and we +go falling, falling, in a sickening fear, and, waking up, we find we +are and have been on the earth all the while, and yet can make no +claim on it, and have no kin with it, and no right to ask anything +of it--quelle vie--quelle vie!" + +Sick as I was, I thought of that as he stood there, looking in at +me; and though I knew I ought to hate him, I admired him in spite +of all. + +Presently he said to Gabord, "You'll come to me at noon to-morrow, +and see you bring good news. He breathes?" + +Gabord put a hand on my chest and at my neck, and said at once, +"Breath for balloons--aho!" + +Doltaire threw his cloak over his shoulder and walked away, his +footsteps sounding loud in the passages. Gabord began humming to +himself as he tied the bandages, and then he reached down for the +knife to cut the flying strings. I could see this out of a little +corner of my eye. When he did not find it, he settled back on his +haunches and looked at me. I could feel his lips puffing out, and +I was ready for the "Poom!" that came from him. Then I could feel +him stooping over me, and his hot strong breath in my face. I was +so near to unconsciousness at that moment by a sudden anxiety that +perhaps my feigning had the look of reality. In any case, he thought +me unconscious and fancied that he had taken the knife away with +him; for he tucked in the strings of the bandage. Then, lifting +my head, he held the flask to my lips; for which I was most +grateful--I was dizzy and miserably faint. + +I think I came to with rather more alacrity than was wise, but he +was deceived, and his first words were, "Ho, ho! the devil's +knocking; who's for home, angels?" + +It was his way to put all things allusively, using strange figures +and metaphors. Yet, when one was used to him and to them, their +potency seemed greater than polished speech and ordinary phrase. + +He offered me more brandy, and then, without preface, I asked him the +one question which sank back on my heart like a load of ice even as I +sent it forth. "Is he alive?" I inquired. "Is Monsieur Juste Duvarney +alive?" + +With exasperating coolness he winked an eye, to connect the event +with what he knew of the letter I had sent to Alixe, and, cocking +his head, he blew out his lips with a soundless laugh, and said: + +"To whisk the brother off to heaven is to say good-bye to sister +and pack yourself to Father Peter." + +"For God's sake, tell me, is the boy dead?" I asked, my voice +cracking in my throat. + +"He's not mounted for the journey yet," he answered, with a shrug, +"but the Beast is at the door." + +I plied my man with questions, and learned that they had carried +Juste into the palace for dead, but found life in him, and +straightway used all means to save him. A surgeon came, his father +and mother were sent for, and when Doltaire had left there was +hope that he would live. + +I learned also that Voban had carried word to the Governor of the +deed to be done that night; had for a long time failed to get +admittance to him, but was at last permitted to tell his story; +and Vaudreuil had gone to Bigot's palace to have me hurried to +the citadel, and had come just too late. + +After answering my first few questions, Gabord say nothing more, +and presently he took the torch from the wall and with a gruff +good-night prepared to go. When I asked that a light be left, he +shook his head, said he had no orders. Whereupon he left me, the +heavy door clanging to, the bolts were shot, and I was alone in +darkness with my wounds and misery. My cloak had been put into the +cell beside my couch, and this I now drew over me, and I lay and +thought upon my condition and my prospects, which, as may be seen, +were not cheering. I did not suffer great pain from my wounds--only +a stiffness that troubled me not at all if I lay still. After an +hour or so passed--for it is hard to keep count of time when one's +thoughts are the only timekeeper--I fell asleep. + +I know not how long I slept, but I awoke refreshed. I stretched +forth my uninjured arm, moving it about. In spite of will a sort of +hopelessness went through me, for I could feel long blades of corn +grown up about my couch, an unnatural meadow, springing from the +earth floor of my dungeon. I drew the blades between my fingers, +feeling towards them as if they were things of life out of place +like myself. I wondered what colour they were. Surely, said I +to myself, they can not be green, but rather a yellowish white, +bloodless, having only fibre, the heart all pinched to death. Last +night I had not noted them, yet now, looking back, I saw, as in +a picture, Gabord the soldier feeling among them for the knife +that I had taken. So may we see things, and yet not be conscious +of them at the time, waking to their knowledge afterwards. So may +we for years look upon a face without understanding, and then, +suddenly, one day it comes flashing out, and we read its hidden +story like a book. + +I put my hand out farther, then brought it back near to my couch, +feeling towards its foot mechanically, and now I touched an earthen +pan. A small board lay across its top, and moving my fingers along +it I found a piece of bread. Then I felt the jar, and knew it was +filled with water. Sitting back, I thought hard for a moment. Of +this I was sure: the pan and bread were not there when I went to +sleep, for this was the spot where my eyes fell naturally while I +lay in bed looking towards Doltaire; and I should have remembered +it now, even if I had not noted it then. My jailer had brought +these while I slept. But it was still dark. I waked again as though +out of sleep, startled: I was in a dungeon that had no window! + +Here I was, packed away in a farthest corner of the citadel, in a +deep hole that maybe had not been used for years, to be, no doubt, +denied all contact with the outer world--I was going to say FRIENDS, +but whom could I name among them save that dear soul who, by last +night's madness, should her brother be dead, was forever made dumb +and blind to me? Whom had I but her and Voban!--and Voban was yet to +be proved. The Seigneur Duvarney had paid all debts he may have owed +me, and he now might, because of the injury to his son, leave me to +my fate. On Gabord the soldier I could not count at all. + +There I was, as Doltaire had said, like a rat in a trap. But I would +not let panic seize me. So I sat and ate the stale but sweet bread, +took a long drink of the good water from the earthen jar, and then, +stretching myself out, drew my cloak up to my chin, and settled +myself for sleep again. And that I might keep up a kind delusion +that I was not quite alone in the bowels of the earth, I reached out +my hand and affectionately drew the blades of corn between my +fingers. + +Presently I drew my chin down to my shoulder, and let myself drift +out of painful consciousness almost as easily as a sort of woman can +call up tears at will. When I waked again, it was without a start +or moving, without confusion, and I was bitterly hungry. Beside my +couch, with his hands on his hips and his feet thrust out, stood +Gabord, looking down at me in a quizzical and unsatisfied way. A +torch was burning near him. + +"Wake up, my dickey-bird," said he in his rough, mocking voice, "and +we'll snuggle you into the pot. You've been long hiding; come out of +the bush--aho!" + +I drew myself up painfully. "What is the hour?" I asked, and +meanwhile I looked for the earthen jar and the bread. + +"Hour since when?" said he. + +"Since it was twelve o'clock last night," I answered. + +"Fourteen hours since THEN," said he. + +The emphasis arrested my attention. "I mean," I added, "since the +fighting in the courtyard." + +"Thirty-six hours and more since then, m'sieu' the dormouse," was +his reply. + +I had slept a day and a half since the doors of this cell closed on +me. It was Friday then; now it was Sunday afternoon. Gabord had +come to me three times, and seeing how sound asleep I was had not +disturbed me, but had brought bread and water--my prescribed diet. + +He stood there, his feet buried in the blanched corn--I could see +the long yellowish-white blades--the torch throwing shadows about +him, his back against the wall. I looked carefully round my dungeon. +There was no a sign of a window; I was to live in darkness. Yet if +I were but allowed candles, or a lantern, or a torch, some books, +paper, pencil, and tobacco, and the knowledge that I had not killed +Juste Duvarney, I could abide the worst with some sort of calmness. +How much might have happened, must have happened, in all these hours +of sleep! My letter to Alixe should have been delivered long ere +this; my trial, no doubt, had been decided on. What had Voban done? +Had he any word for me? Dear Lord! here was a mass of questions +tumbling one upon the other in my head, while my heart thumped +behind my waistcoat like a rubber ball to a prize-fighter's fist. +Misfortunes may be so great and many that one may find grim humour +and grotesqueness in their impossible conjunction and multiplicity. +I remembered at that moment a friend of mine in Virginia, the +most unfortunate man I ever knew. Death, desertion, money losses, +political defeat, flood, came one upon the other all in two years, +and coupled with this was loss of health. One day he said to me: + +"Robert, I have a perforated lung, my liver is a swelling sponge, +eating crowds my waistband like a balloon, I have a swimming in +my head and a sinking at my heart, and I can not say litany for +happy release from these for my knees creak with rheumatism. The +devil has done his worst, Robert, for these are his--plague and +pestilence, being final, are the will of God--and, upon my soul, +it is an absurd comedy of ills!" At that he had a fit of coughing, +and I gave him a glass of spirits, which eased him. + +"That's better," said I cheerily to him. + +"It's robbing Peter to pay Paul," he answered; "for I owed it to my +head to put the quid refert there, and here it's gone to my lungs to +hurry up my breathing. Did you ever think, Robert," he added, "that +this breathing of ours is a labor, and that we have to work every +second to keep ourselves alive? We have to pump air in and out like +a blacksmith's boy." He said it so drolly, though he was deadly ill, +that I laughed for half an hour at the stretch, wiping away my tears +as I did it; for his pale gray face looked so sorry, with its quaint +smile and that odd, dry voice of his. + +As I sat there in my dungeon, with Gabord cocking his head and his +eyes rolling, that scene flashed on me, and I laughed freely--so +much so that Gabord sulkily puffed out his lips, and flamed like +bunting on a coast-guard's hut. The more he scowled and spluttered, +the more I laughed, till my wounded side hurt me and my arm had +twinges. But my mood changed suddenly, and I politely begged his +pardon, telling him frankly then and there what had made me laugh, +and how I had come to think of it. The flame passed out of his +cheeks, the revolving fire of his eyes dimmed, his lips broke into +a soundless laugh, and then, in his big voice, he said: + +"You've got your knees to pray on yet, and crack my bones, but +you'll have need to con your penitentials if tattle in the town +be true." + +"Before you tell of that," said I, "how is young Monsieur Duvarney? +Is--is he alive?" I added, as I saw his face look lower. + +"The Beast was at door again last night, wild to be off, and foot of +young Seigneur was in the stirrup, when along comes sister with drug +got from an Indian squaw who nursed her when a child. She gives it +him, and he drinks; they carry him back, sleeping, and Beast must +stand there tugging at the leathers yet." + +"His sister--it was his sister," said I, "that brought him back to +life?" + +"Like that--aho! They said she must not come, but she will have her +way. Straight she goes to the palace at night, no one knowing +but--guess who? You can't--but no!" + +A light broke in on me. "With the Scarlet Woman--with Mathilde," +I said, hoping in my heart that it was so, for somehow I felt even +then that she, poor vagrant, would play a part in the history of +Alixe's life and mine. + +"At the first shot," he said. "'Twas the crimson one, as quiet as +a baby chick, not hanging to ma'm'selle's skirts, but watching and +whispering a little now and then--and she there in Bigot's palace, +and he not knowing it! And maids do not tell him, for they knew the +poor wench in better days--aho!" + +I got up with effort and pain, and made to grasp his hand in +gratitude, but he drew back, putting his arms behind him. + +"No, no," said he, "I am your jailer. They've put you here to break +your high spirits, and I'm to help the breaking." + +"But I thank you just the same," I answered him; "and I promise to +give you as little trouble as may be while you are my jailer--which, +with all my heart, I hope may be as long as I'm a prisoner." + +He waved out his hands to the dungeon walls, and lifted his shoulders +as if to say that I might as well be docile, for the prison was safe +enough. "Poom!" said he, as if in genial disdain of my suggestion. + +I smiled, and then, after putting my hands on the walls here and +there to see if they were, as they seemed, quite dry, I drew back to +my couch and sat down. Presently I stooped to tip the earthen jar +of water to my lips, for I could not lift it with one hand, but my +humane jailer took it from me and held it to my mouth. When I had +drunk, "Do you know," asked I as calmly as I could, "if our barber +gave the letter to Mademoiselle?" + +"M'sieu', you've travelled far to reach that question," said he, +jangling his keys as if he enjoyed it. "And if he had--?" + +I caught at his vague suggestion, and my heart leaped. + +"A reply," said I, "a message or a letter," though I had not dared +to let myself even think of that. + +He whipped a tiny packet from his coat. "'Tis a sparrow's pecking--no +great matter here, eh?"--he weighed it up and down on his fingers--"a +little piping wren's par pitie." + +I reached out for it. "I should read it," said he. "There must be +no more of this. But new orders came AFTER I'd got her dainty a +m'sieu'! Yes, I must read it," said he--"but maybe not at first," he +added, "not at first, if you'll give word of honour not to tear it." + +"On my sacred honour," said I, reaching out still. + +He looked it all over again provokingly, and then lifted it to his +nose, for it had a delicate perfume. Then he gave a little grunt of +wonder and pleasure, and handed it over. + +I broke the seal, and my eyes ran swiftly through the lines, traced +in a firm, delicate hand. I could see through it all the fine, sound +nature, by its healthy simplicity mastering anxiety, care, and fear. + + +"Robert," she wrote, "by God's help my brother will live, to repent +with you, I trust, of Friday night's ill work. He was near gone, yet +we have held him back from that rough-rider, Death. + +"You will thank God, will you not, that my brother did not die? +Indeed, I feel you have. I do not blame you; I know--I need not tell +you how--the heart of the affair; and even my mother can see through +the wretched thing. My father says little, and he has not spoken +harshly; for which I gave thanksgiving this morning in the chapel +of the Ursulines. Yet you are in a dungeon, covered with wounds of +my brother's making, both of you victims of others' villainy, and +you are yet to bear worse things, for they are to try you for your +life. But never shall I believe that they will find you guilty of +dishonour. I have watched you these three years; I do not, nor ever +will, doubt you, dear friend of my heart. + +"You would not believe it, Robert, and you may think it fanciful, +but as I got up from my prayers at the chapel I looked towards a +window, and it being a little open, for it is a sunny day, there sat +a bird on the sill, a little brown bird that peeped and nodded. I +was so won by it that I came softly over to it. It did not fly away, +but hopped a little here and there. I stretched out my hand gently +on the stone, and putting its head now this side, now that, at last +it tripped into it, and chirped most sweetly. After I had kissed it +I placed it back on the window-sill, that it might fly away again. +Yet no, it would not go, but stayed there, tipping its gold-brown +head at me as though it would invite me to guess why it came. Again +I reached out my hand, and once more it tripped into it. I stood +wondering and holding it to my bosom, when I heard a voice behind me +say, 'The bird would be with thee, my child. God hath many signs.' I +turned and saw the good Mere St. George looking at me, she of whom +I was always afraid, so distant is she. I did not speak, but only +looked at her, and she nodded kindly at me and passed on. + +"And, Robert, as I write to you here in the Intendant's palace (what +a great wonderful place it is! I fear I do not hate it and its +luxury as I ought!), the bird is beside me in a cage upon the table, +with a little window open, so that it may come out if it will. My +brother lies in the bed asleep; I can touch him if I but put out my +hand, and I am alone save for one person. You sent two messengers: +can you not guess the one that will be with me? Poor Mathilde, she +sits and gazes at me till I almost fall weeping. But she seldom +speaks, she is so quiet--as if she knew that she must keep a secret. +For, Robert, though I know you did not tell her, she knows--she +knows that you love me, and she has given me a little wooden cross +which she said will make us happy. + +"My mother did not drive her away, as I half feared she would, and +at last she said that I might house her with one of our peasants. +Meanwhile she is with me here. She is not so mad but that she has +wisdom too, and she shall have my care and friendship. + +"I bid thee to God's care, Robert. I need not tell thee to be not +dismayed. Thou hast two jails, and one wherein I lock thee safe is +warm and full of light. If the hours drag by, think of all thou +wouldst do if thou wert free to go to thine own country--yet alas +that thought!--and of what thou wouldst say if thou couldst speak +to thy ALIXE. + +"Postscript.--I trust that they have cared for thy wounds, and that +thou hast light and food and wine. Voban hath promised to discover +this for me. The soldier Gabord, at the citadel, he hath a good +heart. Though thou canst expect no help from him, yet he will not be +rougher than his orders. He did me a good service once, and he likes +me, and I him. And so fare thee well, Robert. I will not languish; +I will act, and not be weary. Dost thou really love me?" + + + +V + +THE DEVICE OF THE DORMOUSE + + +When I had read the letter, I handed it up to Gabord without a +word. A show of trust in him was the only thing, for he had enough +knowledge of our secret to ruin us, if he chose. He took the letter, +turned it over, looking at it curiously, and at last, with a shrug +of the shoulders, passed it back. + +"'Tis a long tune on a dot of a fiddle," said he, for indeed +the letter was but a small affair in bulk. "I'd need two +pairs of eyes and telescope! Is it all Heart-o'-my-heart, and +Come-trip-in-dewy-grass--aho? Or is there knave at window to +bear m'sieu' away?" + +I took the letter from him. "Listen," said I, "to what the lady says +of you." And then I read him that part of her postscript which had +to do with himself. + +He put his head on one side like a great wise magpie, and "H'm--ha!" +said he whimsically, "aho! Gabord the soldier, Gabord, thou hast a +good heart--and the birds fed the beast with plums and froth of +comfits till he died, and on his sugar tombstone they carved the +words, 'Gabord had a good heart.'" + +"It was spoken out of a true spirit," said I petulantly, for I could +not bear from a common soldier even a tone of disparagement, though +I saw the exact meaning of his words. So I added, "You shall read +the whole letter, or I will read it to you and you shall judge. On +the honour of a gentleman, I will read all of it!" + +"Poom!" said he, "English fire-eater! corn-cracker! Show me the +'good heart' sentence, for I'd see how it is written--how GABORD +looks with a woman's whimsies round it." + +I traced the words with my fingers, holding the letter near the +torch. "'Yet he will not be rougher than his orders,'" said he after +me, and "'He did me a good service once.'" + +"Comfits," he continued; "well, thou shalt have comfits, too," and +he fished from his pocket a parcel. It was my tobacco and my pipe. + +Truly, my state might have been vastly worse. Little more was said +between Gabord and myself, but he refused bluntly to carry message +or letter to anybody, and bade me not to vex him with petitions. +But he left me the torch and a flint and steel, so I had light +for a space, and I had my blessed tobacco and pipe. When the doors +clanged shut and the bolts were shot, I lay back on my couch. + +I was not all unhappy. Thank God, they had not put chains on me, as +Governor Dinwiddie had done with a French prisoner at Williamsburg, +for whom I had vainly sought to be exchanged two years before, +though he was my equal in all ways and importance. Doltaire was the +cause of that, as you shall know. Well, there was one more item to +add to his indebtedness. My face flushed and my fingers tingled at +thought of him, and so I resolutely turned my meditations elsewhere, +and again in a little while I seemed to think of nothing, but lay +and bathed in the silence, and indulged my eyes with the good red +light of the torch, inhaling its pitchy scent. I was conscious, yet +for a time I had no thought: I was like something half animal, half +vegetable, which feeds, yet has no mouth, nor sees, nor hears, nor +has sense, but only lives. I seemed hung in space, as one feels when +going from sleep to waking--a long lane of half-numb life, before +the open road of full consciousness is reached. + +At last I was aroused by the sudden cracking of a knot in the torch. +I saw that it would last but a few hours more. I determined to put +it out, for I might be allowed no more light, and even a few minutes +of this torch every day would be a great boon. So I took it from its +place, and was about to quench it in the moist earth at the foot of +the wall, when I remembered my tobacco and my pipe. Can you think +how joyfully I packed full the good brown bowl, delicately filling +in every little corner, and at last held it to the flame, and saw +it light? That first long whiff was like the indrawn breath of +the cold, starved hunter, when, stepping into his house, he sees +food, fire, and wife on his hearthstone. Presently I put out the +torchlight, and then went back to my couch and sat down, the bowl +shining like a star before me. + +There and then a purpose came to me--something which would keep +my brain from wandering, my nerves from fretting and wearing, for +a time at least. I determined to write to my dear Alixe the true +history of my life, even to the point--and after--of this thing +which now was bringing me to so ill a pass. But I was in darkness, I +had no paper, pens, nor ink. After a deal of thinking I came at last +to the solution. I would compose the story, and learn it by heart, +sentence by sentence, as I so composed it. + +So there and then I began to run back over the years of my life, +even to my first remembrances, that I might see it from first to +last in a sort of whole and with a kind of measurement. But when I +began to dwell upon my childhood, one little thing gave birth to +another swiftly, as you may see one flicker in the heaven multiply +and break upon the mystery of the dark, filling the night with +clusters of stars. As I thought, I kept drawing spears of the +dungeon corn between my fingers softly (they had come to be like +comrades to me), and presently there flashed upon me the very first +memory of my life. It had never come to me before, and I knew now +that it was the beginning of conscious knowledge: for we can never +know till we can remember. When a child remembers what it sees or +feels, it has begun life. + +I put that recollection into the letter which I wrote Alixe, and it +shall be set down forthwith and in little space, though it took me +so very many days and weeks to think it out, to give each word a +fixed place, so that it should go from my mind no more. Every phrase +of that story as I told it is as fixed as stone in my memory. Yet it +must not be thought I can give it all here. I shall set down only a +few things, but you shall find in them the spirit of the whole. I +will come at once to the body of the letter. + + + +VI + +MORAY TELLS THE STORY OF HIS LIFE + + +"...I would have you know of what I am and whence I came, though I +have given you glimpses in the past. That done, I will make plain +why I am charged with this that puts my life in danger, which would +make you blush that you ever knew me if it were true. And I will +show you first a picture as it runs before me, sitting here, the +corn of my dungeon garden twining in my fingers:-- + +"A multiplying width of green grass spotted with white flowers, an +upland where sheep browsed on a carpet of purple and gold and green, +a tall rock on a hill where birds perched and fluttered, a blue +sky arching over all. There, sprawling in a garden, a child pulled +at long blades of grass, as he watched the birds flitting about +the rocks, and heard a low voice coming down the wind. Here in my +dungeon I can hear the voice as I have not heard it since that day +in the year 1730--that voice stilled so long ago. The air and the +words come floating down (for the words I knew years afterwards): + + 'Did ye see the white cloud in the glint o' the sun? + That's the brow and the eye o' my bairnie. + Did ye ken the red bloom at the bend o' the crag? + That's the rose in the cheek o' my bairnie. + Did ye hear the gay lilt o' the lark by the burn? + That's the voice of my bairnie, my dearie. + Did ye smell the wild scent in the green o' the wood? + That's the breath o' my ain, o' my bairnie. + Sae I'll gang awa' hame, to the shine o' the fire, + To the cot where I lie wi' my bairnie.' + +"These words came crooning over the grass of that little garden at +Balmore which was by my mother's home. There I was born one day in +June, though I was reared in the busy streets of Glasgow, where my +father was a prosperous merchant and famous for his parts and +honesty. + +"I see myself, a little child of no great strength, for I was, +indeed, the only one of my family who lived past infancy, and +my mother feared she should never bring me up. She, too, is in +that picture, tall, delicate, kind yet firm of face, but with a +strong brow, under which shone grave gray eyes, and a manner so +distinguished that none might dispute her kinship to the renowned +Montrose, who was lifted so high in dying, though his gallows was +but thirty feet, that all the world has seen him there. There was +one other in that picture, standing near my mother, and looking at +me, who often used to speak of our great ancestor--my grandfather, +John Mitchell, the Gentleman of Balmore, as he was called, out of +regard for his ancestry and his rare merits. + +"I have him well in mind: his black silk breeches and white +stockings and gold seals, and two eyes that twinkled with great +humour when, as he stooped over me, I ran my head between his calves +and held him tight. I recall how my mother said, 'I doubt that I +shall ever bring him up,' and how he replied (the words seem to +come through great distances to me), 'He'll live to be Montrose the +second, rascal laddie! Four seasons at the breast? Tut, tut! what +o' that? 'Tis but his foolery, his scampishness! Nae, nae! his +epitaph's no for writing till you and I are tucked i' the sod, +my Jeanie. Then, like Montrose's, it will be-- + + 'Tull Edinburrow they led him thair, + And on a gallows hong; + They hong him high abone the rest, + He was so trim a boy.' + +"I can hear his laugh this minute, as he gave an accent to the words +by stirring me with his stick, and I caught the gold head of it and +carried it off, trailing it through the garden, till I heard my +mother calling, and then forced her to give me chase, as I pushed +open a little gate and posted away into that wide world of green, +coming quickly to the river, where I paused and stood at bay. I can +see my mother's anxious face now, as she caught me to her arms; and +yet I know she had a kind of pride, too, when my grandfather said, +on our return, 'The rascal's at it early. Next time he'll ford the +stream and skirl at ye, Jeanie, from yonder bank.' + +"This is the first of my life that I remember. It may seem strange +to you that I thus suddenly recall not only it, but the words then +spoken too. It is strange to me, also. But here it comes to me all +on a sudden in this silence, as if another self of me were speaking +from far places. At first all is in patches and confused, and then +it folds out--if not clearly, still so I can understand--and the +words I repeat come as if filtered through many brains to mine. I +do not say that it is true--it may be dreams; and yet, as I say, it +is firmly in my mind. + +"The next that I remember was climbing upon a chair to reach for my +grandfather's musket, which hung across the chimney. I got at last +upon the mantelshelf, and my hands were on the weapon, when the +door opened, and my grandfather and my father entered. I was so +busy I did not hear them till I was caught by the legs and swung +to a shoulder, where I sat kicking. 'You see his tastes, William,' +said my grandfather to my father; 'he's white o' face and slim o' +body, but he'll no carry on your hopes.' And more he said to the +point, though what it was I knew not. But I think it to have been +suggestion (I heard him say it later) that I would bring Glasgow up +to London by the sword (good doting soul!) as my father brought it +by manufactures, gaining honour thereby. + +"However that may be, I would not rest till my grandfather had put +the musket into my arms. I could scarcely lift it, but from the +first it had a charm for me, and now and then, in spite of my +mother's protests, I was let to handle it, to learn its parts, to +burnish it, and by-and-bye--I could not have been more than six +years old--to rest it on a rock and fire it off. It kicked my +shoulder roughly in firing, but I know I did not wink as I pulled +the trigger. Then I got a wild hunger to fire it at all times; so +much so, indeed, that powder and shot were locked up, and the musket +was put away in my grandfather's chest. But now and again it was +taken out, and I made war upon the unresisting hillside, to the +dismay of our neighbours in Balmore. Feeding the fever in my veins, +my grandfather taught me soldiers' exercises and the handling of +arms: to my dear mother's sorrow, for she ever fancied me as leading +a merchant's quiet life like my father's, hugging the hearthstone, +and finding joy in small civic duties, while she and my dear father +sat peacefully watching me in their decline of years. + +"I have told you of that river which flowed near my father's house. +At this time most of my hours were spent by it in good weather, for +at last my mother came to trust me alone there, having found her +alert fears of little use. But she would very often come with me and +watch me as I played there. I loved to fancy myself a miller, and my +little mill-wheel, made by my own hands, did duty here and there on +the stream, and many drives of logs did I, in fancy, saw into piles +of lumber, and loads of flour sent away to the City of Desire. Then, +again, I made bridges, and drove mimic armies across them; and if +they were enemies, craftily let them partly cross, to tumble them in +at the moment when part of the forces were on one side of the stream +and part on the other, and at the mercy of my men. + +"My grandfather taught me how to build forts and breastworks, and +I lay in ambush for the beadle, who was my good friend, for my +grandfather, and for half a dozen other village folk, who took no +offense at my sport, but made believe to be bitterly afraid when I +surrounded them and drove them, shackled, to my fort by the river. +Little by little the fort grew, until it was a goodly pile; for +now and then a village youth helped me, or again an old man, whose +heart, maybe, rejoiced to play at being child again with me. Years +after, whenever I went back to Balmore, there stood the fort, for +no one ever meddled with it, nor tore it down. + +"And I will tell you one reason why this was, and you will think it +strange that it should have played such a part in the history of +the village, as in my own life. You must know that people living in +secluded places are mostly superstitious. Well, when my fort was +built to such proportions that a small ladder must be used to fix +new mud and mortar in place upon it, something happened. + +"Once a year there came to Balmore--and he had done so for a +generation--one of those beings called The Men, who are given to +prayer, fasting, and prophesying, who preach the word of warning +ever, calling even the ministers of the Lord sharply to account. +One day this Man came past my fort, folk with him, looking for +preaching or prophesy from him. Suddenly turning he came inside my +fort, and, standing upon the ladder against the wall, spoke to them +fervently. His last words became a legend in Balmore, and spread +even to Glasgow and beyond. + +"'Hear me!' cried he. 'As I stand looking at ye from this wall, +calling on ye in your natural bodies to take refuge in the Fort of +God, the Angel of Death is looking ower the battlements of heaven, +choosing ye out, the sheep frae the goats; calling the one to +burning flames, and the other into peaceable habitations. I hear the +voice now,' cried he, 'and some soul among us goeth forth. Flee ye +to the Fort of Refuge.' I can see him now, his pale face shining, +his eyes burning, his beard blowing in the wind, his grizzled hair +shaking on his forehead. I had stood within the fort watching him. +At last he turned, and, seeing me intent, stooped, caught me by the +arms, and lifted me upon the wall. 'See you,' said he, 'yesterday's +babe a warrior to-day. Have done, have done, ye quarrelsome hearts. +Ye that build forts here shall lie in darksome prisons; there is no +fort but the Fort of God. The call comes frae the white ramparts. +Hush!' he added solemnly, raising a finger. 'One of us goeth hence +this day; are ye ready to walk i' the fearsome valley?' + +"I have heard my mother speak these words over often, and they were, +as I said, like an old song in Balmore and Glasgow. He set me down, +and then walked away, waving the frightened people back; and there +was none of them that slept that night. + +"Now comes the stranger thing. In the morning The Man was found +dead in my little fort, at the foot of the wall. Henceforth the +spot was sacred, and I am sure it stands there as when last I saw +it twelve years ago, but worn away by rains and winds. + +"Again and again my mother said over to me his words, 'Ye that build +forts here shall lie in darksome prisons'; for always she had fear +of the soldier's life, and she was moved by signs and dreams. + +"But this is how the thing came to shape my life: + +"About a year after The Man died, there came to my grandfather's +house, my mother and I being present, a gentleman, by name Sir +John Godric, and he would have my mother tell the whole story of +The Man. That being done, he said that The Man was his brother, who +had been bad and wild in youth, a soldier; but repenting had gone +as far the other way, giving up place and property, and cutting off +from all his kin. + +"This gentleman took much notice of me and said that he should +be glad to see more of me. And so he did, for in the years that +followed he would visit at our home in Glasgow when I was at +school, or at Balmore until my grandfather died. + +"My father liked Sir John greatly, and they grew exceedingly +friendly, walking forth in the streets of Glasgow, Sir John's +hand upon my father's arm. One day they came to the school in High +Street, where I learned Latin and other accomplishments, together +with fencing from an excellent master, Sergeant Dowie of the One +Hundredth Foot. They found me with my regiment at drill; for I +had got full thirty of my school-fellows under arms, and spent +all leisure hours in mustering, marching, and drum-beating, and +practising all manner of discipline and evolution which I had been +taught by my grandfather and Sergeant Dowie. + +"Those were the days soon after which came Dettingen and Fontenoy +and Charles Edward the Pretender, and the ardour of arms ran high. +Sir John was a follower of the Stuarts, and this was the one point +at which he and my father paused in their good friendship. When +Sir John saw me with my thirty lads marching in fine order, all +fired with the little sport of battle--for to me it was all real, +and our sham fights often saw broken heads and bruised shoulders--he +stamped his cane upon the ground, and said in a big voice, 'Well +done! well done! For that you shall have a hundred pounds next +birthday, and as fine a suit of scarlet as you please, and a sword +from London too.' + +"Then he came to me and caught me by both shoulders. 'But alack, +alack! there needs some blood and flesh here, Robert Moray,' said +he. 'You have more heart than muscle.' + +"This was true. I had ever been more eager than my strength--thank +God, that day is gone!--and sometimes, after Latin and the drill of +my Lightfoots, as I called them, I could have cried for weakness +and weariness, had I been a girl and not a proud lad. And Sir John +kept his word, liking me better from that day forth, and coming +now and again to see me at the school,--though he was much abroad +in France--giving many a pound to my Lightfoots, who were no worse +soldiers for that. His eye ran us over sharply, and his head nodded, +as we marched past him; and once I heard him say, 'If they had had +but ten years each on their heads, my Prince!' + +"About this time my father died--that is, when I was fourteen years +old. Sir John became one of the executors with my mother, and +at my wish, a year afterwards, I was sent to the university, where +at least fifteen of my Lightfoots went also; and there I formed a +new battalion of them, though we were watched at first, and even +held in suspicion, because of the known friendship of Sir John for +me; and he himself had twice been under arrest for his friendship +to the Stuart cause. That he helped Prince Charles was clear: his +estates were mortgaged to the hilt. + +"He died suddenly on that day of January when Culloden was fought, +before he knew of the defeat of the Prince. I was with him at the +last. After some most serious business, which I shall come to +by-and-bye, 'Robert,' said he, 'I wish thou hadst been with my +Prince. When thou becomest a soldier, fight where thou hast heart to +fight; but if thou hast conscience for it, let it be with a Stuart. +I thought to leave thee a good moiety of my fortune, Robert, but +little that's free is left for giving. Yet thou hast something +from thy father, and down in Virginia, where my friend Dinwiddie is +Governor, there's a plantation for thee, and a purse of gold, which +was for me in case I should have cause to flee this troubled realm. +But I need it not; I go for refuge to my Father's house. The little +vineyard and the purse of gold are for thee, Robert. If thou +thinkest well of it, leave this sick land for that new one. Build +thyself a name in that great young country, wear thy sword honourably +and bravely, use thy gifts in council and debate--for Dinwiddie will +be thy friend--and think of me as one who would have been a father +to thee if he could. Give thy good mother my loving farewells.... +Forget not to wear my sword--it has come from the first King Charles +himself, Robert.' + +"After which he raised himself upon his elbow and said, 'Life--life, +is it so hard to untie the knot?' Then a twinge of agony crossed +over his face, and afterwards came a great clearing and peace, and +he was gone. + +"King George's soldiers entered with a warrant for him even as he +died, and the same moment dropped their hands upon my shoulder. I +was kept in durance for many days, and was not even at the funeral +of my benefactor; but through the efforts of the provost of the +university and some good friends who could vouch for my loyal +principles, I was released. But my pride had got a setback, and +I listened with patience to my mother's prayers that I would not +join the King's men. With the anger of a youth, I now blamed his +Majesty for the acts of Sir John Godric's enemies. And though I +was a good soldier of the King at heart, I would not serve him +henceforth. We threshed matters back and forth, and presently it +was thought I should sail to Virginia to take over my estate. My +mother urged it, too, for she thought if I were weaned from my old +comrades, military fame would no longer charm. So she urged me, +and go I did, with a commission from some merchants of Glasgow, to +give my visit to the colony more weight. + +"It was great pain to leave my mother, but she bore the parting +bravely, and away I set in a good ship. Arrived in Virginia, I was +treated with great courtesy in Williamsburg, and the Governor gave +me welcome to his home for the sake of his old friend; and yet a +little for my own, I think, for we were of one temper, though he +was old and I young. We were both full of impulse and proud, and +given to daring hard things, and my military spirit suited him. + +"In Virginia I spent a gay and busy year, and came off very well +with the rough but gentlemanly cavaliers, who rode through the wide, +sandy streets of the capital on excellent horses, or in English +coaches, with a rusty sort of show and splendour, but always with +great gallantry. The freedom of the life charmed me, and with +rumours of war with the French there seemed enough to do, whether +with the sword or in the House of Burgesses, where Governor +Dinwiddie said his say with more force than complaisance. So taken +was I with the life--my first excursion into the wide working +world--that I delayed my going back to Glasgow, the more so that +some matters touching my property called for action by the House +of Burgesses, and I had to drive the affair to the end. Sir John +had done better by me than he thought, and I thanked him over and +over again for his good gifts. + +"Presently I got a letter from my father's old partner to say that +my dear mother was ill. I got back to Glasgow only in time--but +how glad I was of that!--to hear her last words. When my mother +was gone I turned towards Virginia with longing, for I could not +so soon go against her wishes and join the King's army on the +Continent, and less desire had I to be a Glasgow merchant. Gentlemen +merchants had better times in Virginia. So there was a winding-up +of the estate, not greatly to my pleasure; for it was found that by +unwise ventures my father's partner had perilled the whole, and lost +part of the property. But as it was, I had a competence and several +houses in Glasgow, and I set forth to Virginia with a goodly sum +of money and a shipload of merchandise, which I should sell to +merchants, if it chanced I should become a planter only. I was +warmly welcomed by old friends and by the Governor and his family, +and I soon set up an establishment of my own in Williamsburg, +joining with a merchant there in business, while my land was worked +by a neighbouring planter. + +"Those were hearty days, wherein I made little money, but had +much pleasure in the giving and taking of civilities, in throwing +my doors open to acquaintances, and with my young friend, Mr. +Washington, laying the foundation for a Virginian army, by drill and +yearly duty in camp, with occasional excursions against the Indians. +I saw very well what the end of our troubles with the French would +be, and I waited for the time when I should put to keen use the +sword Sir John Godric had given me. Life beat high then, for I was +in the first flush of manhood, and the spirit of a rich new land +was waking in us all, while in our vanity we held to and cherished +forms and customs that one would have thought to see left behind in +London streets and drawing-rooms. These things, these functions in +a small place, kept us a little vain and proud, but, I also hope it +gave us some sense of civic duty. + +"And now I come to that which will, comrade of my heart, bring home +to your understanding what lies behind the charges against me: + +"Trouble came between Canada and Virginia. Major Washington, one +Captain Mackaye, and myself marched out to the Great Meadows, where +at Fort Necessity we surrendered, after hard fighting, to a force +three times our number. I, with one Captain Van Braam, became a +hostage. Monsieur Coulon Villiers, the French commander, gave his +bond that we should be delivered up when an officer and two cadets, +who were prisoners with us, should be sent on. It was a choice +between Mr. Mackaye of the Regulars and Mr. Washington, or Mr. Van +Braam and myself. I thought of what would be best for the country; +and besides, Monsieur Coulon Villiers pitched upon my name at +once, and held to it. So I gave up my sword to Charles Bedford, my +lieutenant, with more regret than I can tell, for it was sheathed +in memories, charging him to keep it safe--that he would use it +worthily I knew. And so, sorrowfully bidding my friends good-by, +away we went upon the sorry trail of captivity, arriving in due time +at Fort Du Quesne, at the junction of the Ohio and the Monongahela, +where I was courteously treated. There I bettered my French and made +the acquaintance of some ladies from Quebec city, who took pains to +help me with their language. + +"Now, there was one lady to whom I talked with some freedom of my +early life and of Sir John Godric. She was interested in all, but +when I named Sir John she became at once much impressed, and I told +her of his great attachment to Prince Charles. More than once she +returned to the subject, begging me to tell her more; and so I +did, still, however, saying nothing of certain papers Sir John +had placed in my care. A few weeks after the first occasion of my +speaking, there was a new arrival at the fort. It was--can you +guess?--Monsieur Doltaire. The night after he came he visited me +in my quarters, and after courteous passages, of which I need +not speak, he suddenly said, 'You have the papers of Sir John +Godric--those bearing on Prince Charles's invasion of England?' + +"I was stunned by the question, for I could not guess his drift or +purpose, though presently it dawned upon me.--Among the papers were +many letters from a great lady in France, a growing rival with La +Pompadour in the counsels and favour of the King. She it was who had +a secret passion for Prince Charles, and these letters to Sir John, +who had been with the Pretender at Versailles, must prove her ruin +if produced. I had promised Sir John most solemnly that no one +should ever have them while I lived, except the great lady herself, +and that I would give them to her some time, or destroy them. It +was Doltaire's mission to get these letters, and he had projected +a visit to Williamsburg to see me, having just arrived in Canada, +after a search for me in Scotland, when word came from the lady +gossip at Fort Du Quesne (with whom he had been on most familiar +terms in Quebec) that I was there. + +"When I said I had the papers, he asked me lightly for 'those +compromising letters,' remarking that a good price would be paid, +and adding my liberty as a pleasant gift. I instantly refused, and +told him I would not be the weapon of La Pompadour against her +rival. With cool persistence he begged me to think again, for much +depended on my answer. + +"'See, monsieur le capitaine,' said he, 'this little affair at Fort +Necessity, at which you became a hostage, shall or shall not be a +war between England and France as you shall dispose.' When I asked +him how that was, he said, 'First, will you swear that you will not, +to aid yourself, disclose what I tell you? You can see that matters +will be where they were an hour ago in any case.' + +"I agreed, for I could act even if I might not speak. So I gave my +word. Then he told me that if those letters were not put into his +hands, La Pompadour would be enraged, and fretful and hesitating +now, would join Austria against England, since in this provincial +war was convenient cue for battle. If I gave the letters up, she +would not stir, and the disputed territory between us should be by +articles conceded by the French. + +"I thought much and long, during which he sat smoking and humming, +and seeming to care little how my answer went. At last I turned +on him, and told him I would not give up the letters, and if a war +must hang on a whim of malice, then, by God's help, the rightness of +our cause would be our strong weapon to bring France to her knees. + +"'That is your final answer?' asked he, rising, fingering his lace, +and viewing himself in a looking-glass upon the wall. + +"'I will not change it now or ever,' answered I. + +"'Ever is a long time,' retorted he, as one might speak to a wilful +child. 'You shall have time to think and space for reverie. For +if you do not grant this trifle you shall no more see your dear +Virginia; and when the time is ripe you shall go forth to a better +land, as the Grande Marquise shall give you carriage.' + +"'The Articles of Capitulation!' I broke out protestingly. + +"He waved his fingers at me. 'Ah, that,' he rejoined--'that is a +matter for conning. You are a hostage. Well, we need not take any +wastrel or nobody the English offer in exchange for you. Indeed, +why should we be content with less than a royal duke? For you are +worth more to us just now than any prince we have; at least so +says the Grande Marquise. Is your mind quite firm to refuse?' he +added, nodding his head in a bored sort of way. + +"'Entirely,' said I. 'I will not part with those letters.' + +"'But think once again,' he urged; 'the gain of territory to +Virginia, the peace between our countries!' + +"'Folly!' returned I. 'I know well you overstate the case. You turn +a small intrigue into a game of nations. Yours is a schoolboy's +tale, Monsieur Doltaire.' + +"'You are something of an ass,' he mused, and took a pinch of snuff. + +"'And you--you have no name,' retorted I. + +"I did not know, when I spoke, how this might strike home in two +ways or I should not have said it. I had not meant, of course, that +he was King Louis's illegitimate son. + +"'There is some truth in that,' he replied patiently, though a red +spot flamed high on his cheeks. 'But some men need no christening +for their distinction, and others win their names with proper +weapons. I am not here to quarrel with you. I am acting in a large +affair, not in a small intrigue; a century of fate may hang on this. +Come with me,' he added. 'You doubt my power, maybe.' + +"He opened the door of the cell, and I followed him out, past the +storehouse and the officers' apartments, to the drawbridge. Standing +in the shadow by the gate, he took keys from his pocket. 'Here,' +said he, 'are what will set you free. This fort is all mine: I act +for France. Will you care to free yourself? You shall have escort +to your own people. You see I am most serious,' he added, laughing +lightly. 'It is not my way to sweat or worry. You and I hold war and +peace in our hands. Which shall it be? In this trouble France or +England will be mangled. It tires one to think of it when life can +be so easy. Now, for the last time,' he urged, holding out the keys. +'Your word of honour that the letters shall be mine--eh?' + +"'Never,' I concluded. 'England and France are in greater hands than +yours or mine. The God of battles still stands beside the balances.' + +"He shrugged a shoulder. 'Oh well,' said he, 'that ends it. It will +be interesting to watch the way of the God of battles. Meanwhile you +travel to Quebec. Remember that however free you may appear you will +have watchers, that when you seem safe you will be in most danger, +that in the end we will have those letters or your life; that +meanwhile the war will go on, that you shall have no share in it, +and that the whole power of England will not be enough to set her +hostage free. That is all there is to say, I think.... Will you have +a glass of wine with me?' he added courteously, waving a hand +towards the commander's quarters. + +"I assented, for why, thought I, should there be a personal quarrel +between us? We talked on many things for an hour or more, and his +I found the keenest mind that ever I have met. There was in him a +dispassionateness, a breadth, which seemed most strange in a trifler +of the Court, in an exquisite--for such he was. I sometimes think +that his elegance and flippancy were deliberate, lest he should be +taking himself or life too seriously. His intelligence charmed me, +held me, and, later, as we travelled up to Quebec, I found my journey +one long feast of interest. He was never dull, and his cynicism had +an admirable grace and cordiality. A born intriguer, he still was +above intrigue, justifying it on the basis that life was all sport. +In logic a leveller, praising the moles, as he called them, the +champion of the peasant, the apologist for the bourgeois--who +always, he said, had civic virtues--he nevertheless held that what +was was best, that it could not be altered, and that it was all +interesting. 'I never repent,' he said to me one day. 'I have done +after my nature, in the sway and impulse of our time, and as the +King has said, After us the deluge. What a pity it is we shall see +neither the flood nor the ark! And so, when all is done, we shall +miss the most interesting thing of all: ourselves dead and the gap +and ruin we leave behind us. By that, from my standpoint,' he would +add, 'life is a failure as a spectacle.' + +"Talking in this fashion and in a hundred other ways, we came to +Quebec. And you know in general what happened. I met your honoured +father, whose life I had saved on the Ohio some years before, and +he worked for my comfort in my bondage. You know how exchange after +exchange was refused, and that for near three years I have been +here, fretting my soul out, eager to be fighting in our cause, +yet tied hand and foot, wasting time and losing heart, idle in an +enemy's country. As Doltaire said, war was declared, but not till he +had made here in Quebec last efforts to get those letters. I do not +complain so bitterly of these lost years, since they have brought me +the best gift of my life, your love and friendship; but my enemies +here, commanded from France, have bided their time, till an accident +has given them a cue to dispose of me without openly breaking the +accepted law of nations. They could not decently hang a hostage, for +whom they had signed articles; but they have got their chance, as +they think, to try me for a spy. + +"Here is the case. When I found that they were determined and had +ever determined to violate their articles, that they never intended +to set me free, I felt absolved from my duty as an officer on +parole, and I therefore secretly sent to Mr. Washington in Virginia +a plan of Fort Du Quesne and one of Quebec. I knew that I was +risking my life by so doing, but that did not deter me. By my +promise to Doltaire, I could not tell of the matter between us, and +whatever he has done in other ways, he has preserved my life; for it +would have been easy to have me dropped off by a stray bullet, or +to have accidentally drowned me in the St. Lawrence. I believe this +matter of the letters to be between myself and him and Bigot--and +perhaps not even Bigot, though he must know that La Pompadour has +some peculiar reason for interesting herself in a poor captain of +provincials. You now can see another motive for the duel which was +brought about between your brother and myself. + +"My plans and letters were given by Mr. Washington to General +Braddock, and the sequel you know: they have fallen into the hands +of my enemies, copies have gone to France, and I am to be tried for +my life. Preserving faith with my enemy Doltaire, I can not plead +the real cause of my long detention; I can only urge that they had +not kept to their articles, and that I, therefore, was free from the +obligations of parole. I am sure they have no intention of giving +me the benefit of any doubt. My real hope lies in escape and the +intervention of England, though my country, alas! has not concerned +herself about me, as if indeed she resented the non-delivery of +those letters to Doltaire, since they were addressed to one she +looked on as a traitor, and held by one whom she had unjustly put +under suspicion. + +"So, dear Alixe, from that little fort on the banks of the river +Kelvin have come these strange twistings of my life, and I can date +this dismal fortune of a dungeon from that day The Man made his +prophecy from the wall of my mud fort. + +"Whatever comes now, if you have this record, you will know the +private history of my life.... I have told all, with unpractised +tongue, but with a wish to be understood, and to set forth a story +of which the letter should be as true as the spirit. Friend beyond +all price to me, some day this tale will reach your hands, and I ask +you to house it in your heart, and, whatever comes, let it be for my +remembrance. God be with you, and farewell!" + + + +VII + +"QUOTH LITTLE GARAINE" + + +I have given the whole story here as though it had been thought +out and written that Sunday afternoon which brought me good news of +Juste Duvarney. But it was not so. I did not choose to break the +run of the tale to tell of other things and of the passing of time. +The making took me many, many weeks, and in all that time I had +seen no face but Gabord's, and heard no voice but his, when he +came twice a day to bring me bread and water. He would answer no +questions concerning Juste Duvarney, or Voban, or Monsieur Doltaire, +nor tell me anything of what was forward in the town. He had had +his orders precise enough, he said. At the end of my hints and +turnings and approaches, stretching himself up, and turning the +corn about with his foot (but not crushing it, for he saw that I +prized the poor little comrades), he would say: + +"Snug, snug, quiet and warm! The cosiest nest in the world--aho!" + +There was no coaxing him, and at last I desisted. I had no +light. With resolution I set my mind to see in spite of the dark, +and at the end of a month I was able to note the outlines of my +dungeon; nay, more, I was able to see my field of corn; and at last +what joy I had when, hearing a little rustle near me, I looked +closely and beheld a mouse running across the floor! I straightway +began to scatter crumbs of bread, that it might, perhaps, come near +me--as at last it did. + +I have not spoken at all of my wounds, though they gave me many +painful hours, and I had no attendance but my own and Gabord's. The +wound in my side was long healing, for it was more easily disturbed +as I turned in my sleep, while I could ease my arm at all times, +and it came on slowly. My sufferings drew on my flesh, my blood, +and my spirits, and to this was added that disease inaction, the +corrosion of solitude, and the fever of suspense and uncertainty as +to Alixe and Juste Duvarney. Every hour, every moment that I had +ever passed in Alixe's presence, with many little incidents and +scenes in which we shared, passed before me--vivid and cherished +pictures of the mind. One of those incidents I will set down here. + +A year or so before, soon after Juste Duvarney came from Montreal, +he brought in one day from hunting a young live hawk, and put it +in a cage. When I came the next morning, Alixe met me, and asked +me to see what he had brought. There, beside the kitchen door, +overhung with morning-glories and flanked by hollyhocks, was a +large green cage, and in it the gray-brown hawk. "Poor thing, +poor prisoned thing!" she said. "Look how strange and hunted it +seems! See how its feathers stir! And those flashing, watchful +eyes, they seem to read through you, and to say, 'Who are you? What +do you want with me? Your world is not my world; your air is not my +air; your homes are holes, and mine hangs high up between you and +God. Who are you? Why do you pen me? You have shut me in that I may +not travel, not even die out in the open world. All the world is +mine; yours is only a stolen field. Who are you? What do you want +with me? There is a fire within my head, it eats to my eyes, and I +burn away. What do you want with me?'" + +She did not speak these words all at once as I have written them +here, but little by little, as we stood there beside the cage. Yet, +as she talked with me, her mind was on the bird, her fingers running +up and down the cage bars soothingly, her voice now and again +interjecting soft reflections and exclamations. + +"Shall I set it free?" I asked her. + +She turned upon me and replied, "Ah, monsieur, I hoped you +would--without my asking. You are a prisoner too," she added; "one +captive should feel for another." + +"And the freeman for both," I answered meaningly, as I softly +opened the cage. + +She did not drop her eyes, but raised them shining honestly and +frankly to mine, and said, "I wished you to think that." + +Opening the cage door wide, I called the little captive to +freedom. But while we stood close by it would not stir, and the +look in its eyes became wilder. I moved away, and Alixe followed +me. Standing beside an old well we waited and watched. Presently +the hawk dropped from the perch, hopped to the door, then with a +wild spring was gone, up, up, up, and was away over the maple woods +beyond, lost in the sun and the good air. + +I know not quite why I dwell on this scene, save that it throws +some little light upon her nature, and shows how simple and yet +deep she was in soul, and what was the fashion of our friendship. +But I can perhaps give a deeper insight of her character if I here +set down the substance of a letter written about that time, which +came into my possession long afterwards. It was her custom to +write her letters first in a book, and afterwards to copy them +for posting. This she did that they might be an impulse to her +friendships and a record of her feelings. + + +ALIXE DUVARNEY TO LUCIE LOTBINIERE. + +QUEBEC CITY, the 10th of May, 1756. + +MY DEAR LUCIE: I wish I knew how to tell you all I have been +thinking since we parted at the door of the Ursulines a year ago. +Then we were going to meet again in a few weeks, and now twelve +months have gone! How have I spent them? Not wickedly, I hope, +and yet sometimes I wonder if Mere St. George would quite approve +of me; for I have such wild spirits now and then, and I shout and +sing in the woods and along the river as if I were a mad youngster +home from school. But indeed, that is the way I feel at times, +though again I am so quiet that I am frightened of myself. I am a +hawk to-day and a mouse to-morrow, and fond of pleasure all the +time. Ah, what good days I have had with Juste! You remember him +before he went to Montreal? He is gay, full of fancies, as brave +as can be, and plays and sings well, but he is very hot-headed, +and likes to play the tyrant. We have some bad encounters now and +then. But we love each other better for it; he respects me, and +he does not become spoiled, as you will see when you come to us. + +I have had no society yet. My mother thinks seventeen years too +few to warrant my going into the gay world. I wonder will my wings +be any stronger, will there be less danger of scorching them at +twenty-six? Years do not make us wise; one may be as wise at twenty +as at fifty. And they do not save us from the scorching. I know +more than they guess how cruel the world may be to the innocent as +to--the other. One can not live within sight of the Intendant's +palace and the Chateau St. Louis without learning many things; and, +for myself, though I hunger for all the joys of life, I do not +fret because my mother holds me back from the gay doings in the +town. I have my long walks, my fishing and rowing, and sometimes +hunting, with Juste and my sweet sister Georgette, my drawing, +painting, music, and needlework, and my housework. + +Yet I am not entirely happy, I do not know quite why. Do you +ever feel as if there were some sorrow far back in you, which now +and then rushed in and flooded your spirits, and then drew back, +and you could not give it a name? Well, that is the way with me. +Yesterday, as I stood in the kitchen beside our old cook Jovin, +she said a kind word to me, and my eyes filled, and I ran up to +my room, and burst into tears as I lay upon my bed. I could not +help it. I thought at first it was because of the poor hawk that +Captain Moray and I set free yesterday morning; but it could not +have been that, for it was FREE when I cried, you see. You know, +of course, that he saved my father's life, some years ago? That is +one reason why he has been used so well in Quebec, for otherwise +no one would have lessened the rigours of his captivity. But there +are tales that he is too curious about our government and state, +and so he may be kept close jailed, though he only came here as a +hostage. He is much at our home, and sometimes walks with Juste +and me and Georgette, and accompanies my mother in the streets. +This is not to the liking of the Intendant, who loves not my +father because he is such a friend of our cousin the Governor. +If their lives and characters be anything to the point the +Governor must be in the right. + +In truth, things are in a sad way here, for there is robbery on +every hand, and who can tell what the end may be? Perhaps that we +go to the English after all. Monsieur Doltaire--you do not know +him, I think--says, "If the English eat us, as they swear they +will, they'll die of megrims, our affairs are so indigestible." At +another time he said, "Better to be English than to be damned." And +when some one asked him what he meant, he said, "Is it not read +from the altar, 'Cursed is he that putteth his trust in man'? The +English trust nobody, and we trust the English." That was aimed at +Captain Moray, who was present, and I felt it a cruel thing for him +to say; but Captain Moray, smiling at the ladies, said, "Better +to be French and damned than not to be French at all." And this +pleased Monsieur Doltaire, who does not love him. I know not +why, but there are vague whispers that he is acting against the +Englishman for causes best known at Versailles, which have nothing +to do with our affairs here. I do believe that Monsieur Doltaire +would rather hear a clever thing than get ten thousand francs. At +such times his face lights up, he is at once on his mettle, his +eyes look almost fiendishly beautiful. He is a handsome man, but +he is wicked, and I do not think he has one little sense of morals. +I do not suppose he would stab a man in the back, or remove his +neighbour's landmark in the night, though he'd rob him of it in +open daylight, and call it "enterprise"--a usual word with him. + +He is a favourite with Madame Cournal, who influences Bigot most, +and one day we may see the boon companions at each other's throats; +and if either falls, I hope it maybe Bigot, for Monsieur Doltaire +is, at least, no robber. Indeed, he is kind to the poor in a +disdainful sort of way. He gives to them and scoffs at them at the +same moment; a bad man, with just enough natural kindness to make +him dangerous. I have not seen much of the world, but some things +we know by instinct; we feel them; and I often wonder if that is +not the way we know everything in the end. Sometimes when I take my +long walks, or go and sit beside the Falls of Montmorenci, looking +out to the great city on the Heights, to dear Isle Orleans, +where we have our pretty villa (we are to go there next week for +three months--happy summer months), up at the blue sky and into +the deep woods, I have strange feelings, which afterwards become +thoughts; and sometimes they fly away like butterflies, but oftener +they stay with me, and I give them a little garden to roam in--you +can guess where. Now and then I call them out of the garden and +make them speak, and then I set down what they say in my journal; +but I think they like their garden best. You remember the song we +used to sing at school? + + "'Where do the stars grow, little Garaine? + The garden of moons, is it far away? + The orchard of suns, my little Garaine, + Will you take us there some day?' + + "'If you shut your eyes,' quoth little Garaine, + 'I will show you the way to go + To the orchard of suns, and the garden of moons, + And the field where the stars do grow. + + "'But you must speak soft,' quoth little Garaine, + 'And still must your footsteps be, + For a great bear prowls in the field of the stars, + And the moons they have men to see. + + "'And the suns have the Children of Signs to guard, + And they have no pity at all-- + You must not stumble, you must not speak, + When you come to the orchard wall. + + "'The gates are locked,' quoth little Garaine, + 'But the way I am going to tell? + The key of your heart it will open them all: + And there's where the darlings dwell!'" + +You may not care to read these lines again, but it helps to show +what I mean: that everything is in the heart, and that nothing +is at all if we do not feel it. Sometimes I have spoken of these +things to my mother, but she does not see as I do. I dare not tell +my father all I think, and Juste is so much a creature of moods +that I am never sure whether he will be sensible and kind, or +scoff. One can not bear to be laughed at. And as for my sister, she +never thinks; she only lives; and she looks it--looks beautiful. +But there, dear Lucie, I must not tire you with my childish +philosophy, though I feel no longer a child. You would not know +your friend. I can not tell what has come over me. Voila! + +To-morrow we go to visit General Montcalm, who has just arrived +in the colony. Bigot and his gay set are not likely to be there. +My mother insists that I shall never darken the doors of the +Intendant's palace. + +Do you still hold to your former purpose of keeping a daily +journal? If so, I beg you to copy into it this epistle and your +answer; and when I go up to your dear manor house at Beauce next +summer, we will read over our letters and other things set down, +and gossip of the changes come since we met last. Do sketch the +old place for me (as will I our new villa on dear Isle Orleans), +and make interest with the good cure to bring it to me with your +letter, since there are no posts, no postmen, yet between here +and Beauce. The cure most kindly bears this to you, and says he +will gladly be our messenger. Yesterday he said to me, shaking +his head in a whimsical way, "But no treason, mademoiselle, and +no heresy or schism." I am not quite sure what he meant. I dare +hardly think he had Captain Moray in his mind. I would not for +the world so lessen my good opinion of him as to think him +suspicious of me when no other dare; and so I put his words +down to chance hitting, to a humorous fancy. + +Be sure, dear Lucie, I shall not love you less for giving me a +prompt answer. Tell me of what you are thinking and what doing. If +Juste can be spared from the Governor's establishment, may I bring +him with me next summer? He is a difficult, sparkling sort of +fellow, but you are so steady-tempered, so full of tact, getting +your own way so quietly and cleverly, that I am sure I should find +plenty of straw for the bricks of my house of hope, my castle in +Spain! + +Do not give too much of my share of thy heart elsewhere, and +continue to think me, my dear Lucie, thy friend, loyal and +loving, + +ALIXE DUVARNEY. + +P.S.--Since the above was written we have visited the General. +Both Monsieur Doltaire and Captain Moray were there, but neither +took much note of me--Monsieur Doltaire not at all. Those two +either hate each other lovingly, or love hatefully, I know not +which, they are so biting, yet so friendly to each other's +cleverness, though their style of word-play is so different: +Monsieur Doltaire's like a bodkin-point, Captain Moray's like a +musket-stock a-clubbing. Be not surprised to see the British at +our gates any day. Though we shall beat them back, I shall feel no +less easy because I have a friend in the enemy's camp. You may +guess who. Do not smile. He is old enough to be my father. He said +so himself six months ago. + +ALIXE. + + + +VIII + +AS VAIN AS ABSALOM + + +Gabord, coming in to me one day after I had lain down to sleep, +said, "See, m'sieu' the dormouse, 'tis holiday-eve; the King's +sport comes to-morrow." + +I sat up in bed with a start, for I knew not but that my death +had been decided on without trial; and yet on second thought I was +sure this could not be, for every rule of military conduct was +against it. + +"Whose holiday?" asked I after a moment; "and what is King's +sport?" + +"You're to play bear in the streets to-morrow--which is sport for +the King," he retorted; "we lead you by a rope, and you dance +the quickstep to please our ladies all the way to the Chateau, +where they bring the bear to drum-head." + +"Who sits behind the drum?" I questioned. + +"The Marquis de Vaudreuil," he replied, "the Intendant, Master +Devil Doltaire, and the little men." By these last he meant +officers of the colonial soldiery. + +So then, at last I was to be tried, to be dealt with definitely +on the abominable charge. I should at least again see light and +breathe fresh air, and feel about me the stir of the world. For a +long year I had heard no voice but my own and Gabord's, had had no +friends but my pale blades of corn and a timid mouse, day after day +no light at all; and now winter was at hand again, and without fire +and with poor food my body was chilled and starved. I had had no +news of the world, nor of her who was dear to me, nor of Juste +Duvarney save that he lived, nor of our cause. But succeeding the +thrill of delight I had at thought of seeing the open world again +there came a feeling of lassitude, of indifference; I shrank from +the jar of activity. But presently I got upon my feet, and with a +little air of drollery straightened out my clothes and flicked a +handkerchief across my gaiters. Then I twisted my head over my +shoulder as if I were noting the shape of my back and the set of +my clothes in a mirror, and thrust a leg out in the manner of an +exquisite. I had need to do some mocking thing at the moment, or I +should have given way to tears like a woman, so suddenly weak had +I become. + +Gabord burst out laughing. + +An idea came to me. "I must be fine to-morrow," said I. "I must +not shame my jailer." I rubbed my beard--I had none when I came +into this dungeon first. + +"Aho!" said he, his eyes wheeling. + +I knew he understood me. I did not speak, but went on running my +fingers through my beard. + +"As vain as Absalom," he added. "Do you think they'll hang you +by the hair?" + +"I'd have it off," said I, "to be clean for the sacrifice." + +"You had Voban before," he rejoined; "we know what happened--a +dainty bit of a letter all rose-lily scented, and comfits for +the soldier. The pretty wren perches now in the Governor's +house--a-cousining, a-cousining. Think you it is that she may get +a glimpse of m'sieu' the dormouse as he comes to trial? But 'tis +no business o' mine; and if I bring my prisoner up when called +for, there's duty done!" + +I saw the friendly spirit in the words. + +"Voban," urged I, "Voban may come to me?" + +"The Intendant said no, but the Governor yes," was the reply; +"and that M'sieu' Doltaire is not yet come back from Montreal, +so he had no voice. They look for him here to-morrow." + +"Voban may come?" I asked again. + +"At daybreak Voban--aho!" he continued. "There's milk and honey +to-morrow," he added, and then, without a word, he drew forth from +his coat, and hurriedly thrust into my hands, a piece of meat and a +small flask of wine, and, swinging round like a schoolboy afraid of +being caught in a misdemeanor, he passed through the door and the +bolts clanged after him. He left the torch behind him, stuck in the +cleft of the wall. + +I sat down on my couch, and for a moment gazed almost vacantly +at the meat and wine in my hands. I had not touched either for a +year, and now I could see that my fingers, as they closed on the +food nervously, were thin and bloodless, and I realized that my +clothes hung loose upon my person. Here were light, meat, and wine, +and there was a piece of bread on the board covering my water-jar. +Luxury was spread before me, but although I had eaten little all +day I was not hungry. Presently, however, I took the knife which I +had hidden a year before, and cut pieces of the meat and laid them +by the bread. Then I drew the cork from the bottle of wine, and, +lifting it towards that face which was always visible to my soul, +I drank--drank--drank! + +The rich liquor swam through my veins like glorious fire. It +wakened my brain and nerved my body. The old spring of life +came back. This wine had come from the hands of Alixe--from the +Governor's store, maybe; for never could Gabord have got such +stuff. I ate heartily of the rich beef and bread with a new-made +appetite, and drank the rest of the wine. When I had eaten and +drunk the last, I sat and looked at the glowing torch, and felt +a sort of comfort creep through me. Then there came a delightful +thought. Months ago I had put away one last pipeful of tobacco, to +save it till some day when I should need it most. I got it, and +no man can guess how lovingly I held it to a flying flame of the +torch, saw it light, and blew out the first whiff of smoke into the +sombre air; for November was again piercing this underground house +of mine, another winter was at hand. I sat and smoked, and--can you +not guess my thoughts? For have you all not the same hearts, being +British born and bred? When I had taken the last whiff, I wrapped +myself in my cloak and went to sleep. But twice or thrice during +the night I waked to see the torch still shining, and caught the +fragrance of consuming pine, and minded not at all the smoke the +burning made. + + + +IX + +A LITTLE CONCERNING THE CHEVALIER DE LA DARANTE + + +I was wakened completely by the shooting of bolts. With the opening +of the door I saw the figures of Gabord and Voban. My little friend +the mouse saw them also, and scampered from the bread it had been +eating, away among the corn, through which my footsteps had now made +two rectangular paths, not disregarded by Gabord, who solicitously +pulled Voban into the narrow track, that he should not trespass on +my harvest. + +I rose, showed no particular delight at seeing Voban, but greeted +him easily--though my heart was bursting to ask him of Alixe--and +arranged my clothes. Presently Gabord said, "Stools for barber," +and, wheeling, he left the dungeon. He was gone only an instant, +but long enough for Voban to thrust a letter into my hand, which +I ran into the lining of my waistcoat as I whispered, "Her +brother--he is well?" + +"Well, and he have go to France," he answered. "She make me say, +look to the round window in the Chateau front." + +We spoke in English--which, as I have said, Voban understood +imperfectly. There was nothing more said, and if Gabord, when he +returned, suspected, he showed no sign, but put down two stools, +seating himself on one, as I seated myself on the other for Voban's +handiwork. Presently a soldier appeared with a bowl of coffee. +Gabord rose, took it from him, waved him away, and handed it to me. +Never did coffee taste so sweet, and I sipped and sipped till Voban +had ended his work with me. Then I drained the last drop and stood +up. He handed me a mirror, and Gabord, fetching a fine white +handkerchief from his pocket, said, "Here's for your tears, when +they drum you to heaven, dickey-bird." + +But when I saw my face in the mirror, I confess I was startled. +My hair, which had been black, was plentifully sprinkled with +white, my face was intensely pale and thin, and the eyes were sunk +in dark hollows. I should not have recognized myself. But I laughed +as I handed back the glass, and said, "All flesh is grass, but a +dungeon's no good meadow." + +"'Tis for the dry chaff," Gabord answered, "not for young +grass--aho!" + +He rose and made ready to leave, Voban with him. "The commissariat +camps here in an hour or so," he said, with a ripe chuckle. + +It was clear the new state of affairs was more to his mind than +the long year's rigour and silence. It seemed to me strange then, +and it has seemed so ever since, that during all that time I never +was visited by Doltaire but once, and of that event I am going to +write briefly here. + +It was about two months before this particular morning that he +came, greeting me courteously enough. + +"Close quarters here," said he, looking round as if the place +were new to him and smiling to himself. + +"Not so close as we all come to one day," said I. + +"Dismal comparison!" he rejoined; "you've lost your +spirits." + +"Not so," I retorted; "nothing but my liberty." + +"You know the way to find it quickly," he suggested. + +"The letters for La Pompadour?" I asked. + +"A dead man's waste papers," responded he; "of no use to him or +you, or any one save the Grande Marquise." + +"Valuable to me," said I. + +"None but the Grande Marquise and the writer would give you a +penny for them!" + +"Why should I not be my own merchant?" + +"You can--to me. If not to me, to no one. You had your chance long +ago, and you refused it. You must admit I dealt fairly with you. +I did not move till you had set your own trap and fallen into it. +Now, if you do not give me the letters--well, you will give them to +none else in this world. It has been a fair game, and I am winning +now. I've only used means which one gentleman might use with +another. Had you been a lesser man I should have had you spitted +long ago. You understand?" + +"Perfectly. But since we have played so long, do you think I'll +give you the stakes now--before the end?" + +"It would be wiser," he answered thoughtfully. + +"I have a nation behind me," urged I. + +"It has left you in a hole here to rot." + +"It will take over your citadel and dig me out some day," I +retorted hotly. + +"What good that? Your life is more to you than Quebec to England." + +"No, no," said I quickly; "I would give my life a hundred times +to see your flag hauled down!" + +"A freakish ambition," he replied; "mere infatuation!" + +"You do not understand it, Monsieur Doltaire," I remarked +ironically. + +"I love not endless puzzles. There is no sport in following a maze +that leads to nowhere save the grave." He yawned. "This air is +heavy," he added; "you must find it trying." + +"Never as trying as at this moment," I retorted. + +"Come, am I so malarious?" + +"You are a trickster," I answered coldly. + +"Ah, you mean that night at Bigot's?" He smiled. "No, no, you +were to blame--so green. You might have known we were for having +you between the stones." + +"But it did not come out as you wished?" hinted I. + +"It served my turn," he responded; and he gave me such a smiling, +malicious look that I knew sought to convey he had his way with +Alixe; and though I felt that she was true to me, his cool +presumption so stirred me I could have struck him in the face. +I got angrily to my feet, but as I did so I shrank a little, for +at times the wound in my side, not yet entirely healed, hurt me. + +"You are not well," he said, with instant show of curiosity; +"your wounds still trouble you? They should be healed. Gabord was +ordered to see you cared for." + +"Gabord has done well enough," answered I. "I have had wounds +before, monsieur." + +He leaned against the wall and laughed. "What braggarts you +English are!" he said. "A race of swashbucklers--even on bread and +water!" + +He had me at advantage, and I knew it, for he had kept his +temper. I made an effort. "Both excellent," rejoined I, "and +English too." + +He laughed again. "Come, that is better. That's in your old +vein. I love to see you so. But how knew you our baker was +English?--which he is, a prisoner like yourself." + +"As easily as I could tell the water was not made by Frenchmen." + +"Now I have hope of you," he broke out gaily; "you will yet +redeem your nation." + +At that moment Gabord came with a message from the Governor to +Doltaire, and he prepared to go. + +"You are set on sacrifice?" he asked. "Think--dangling from Cape +Diamond!" + +"I will meditate on your fate instead," I replied. + +"Think!" he said again, waving off my answer with his hand. +"The letters I shall no more ask for; and you will not escape +death?" + +"Never by that way," rejoined I. + +"So. Very good. Au plaisir, my captain. I go to dine at +the Seigneur Duvarney's." + +With that last thrust he was gone, and left me wondering if the +Seigneur had ever made an effort to see me, if he had forgiven the +duel with his son. + +That was the incident. + + * * * * * + +When Gabord and Voban were gone, leaving the light behind, I +went over to where the torch stuck in the wall, and drew Alixe's +letter from my pocket with eager fingers. It told the whole story +of her heart. + +CHATEAU ST. LOUIS, 27th November, 1757. + +Though I write you these few words, dear Robert, I do not know +that they will reach you, for as yet it is not certain they will +let Voban visit you. A year, dear friend, and not a word from you! +I should have broken my heart if I had not heard of you one way and +another. They say you are much worn in body, though you have always +a cheerful air. There are stories of a visit Monsieur Doltaire paid +you, and how you jested. He hates you, and yet he admires you too. + +And now listen, Robert, and I beg you not to be angry--oh, do not +be angry, for I am all yours; but I want to tell you that I have +not repulsed Monsieur Doltaire when he has spoken flatteries to me. +I have not believed them, and I have kept my spirits strong against +the evil in him. I want to get you free of prison, and to that end +I have to work through him with the Intendant, that he will not set +the Governor more against you. With the Intendant himself I will +not deal at all. So I use the lesser villain, and in truth the more +powerful, for he stands higher at Versailles than any here. With +the Governor I have influence, for he is, as you know, a kinsman of +my mother's, and of late he has shown a fondness for me. Yet you +can see that I must act most warily, that I must not seem to care +for you, for that would be your complete undoing. I rather seem +to scoff. (Oh, how it hurts me! how my cheeks tingle when I think +of it alone! and how I clench my hands, hating them all for +oppressing you!) + +I do not believe their slanders--that you are a spy. It is I, +Robert, who have at last induced the Governor to bring you to +trial. They would have put it off till next year, but I feared you +would die in that awful dungeon, and I was sure that if your trial +came on there would be a change, as there is to be for a time, at +least. You are to be lodged in the common jail during the sitting +of the court; and so that is one step gained. Yet I had to use all +manner of device with the Governor. + +He is sometimes so playful with me that I can pretend to +sulkiness; and so one day I said that he showed no regard for our +family or for me in not bringing you, who had nearly killed my +brother, to justice. So he consented, and being of a stubborn +nature, too, when Monsieur Doltaire and the Intendant opposed +the trial, he said it should come off at once. But one thing +grieves me: they are to have you marched through the streets of +the town like any common criminal, and I dare show no distress +nor plead, nor can my father, though he wishes to move for you in +this; and I dare not urge him, for then it would seem strange the +daughter asked your punishment, and the father sought to lessen it. + +When you are in the common jail it will be much easier to help +you. I have seen Gabord, but he is not to be bent to any purpose, +though he is kind to me. I shall try once more to have him take +some wine and meat to you to-night. If I fail, then I shall only +pray that you may be given strength in body for your time of +trouble equal to your courage. + +It may be I can fix upon a point where you may look to see me as +you pass to-morrow to the Chateau. There must be a sign. If you +will put your hand to your forehead-- But no, they may bind you, +and your hands may not be free. When you see me, pause in your +step for an instant, and I shall know. I will tell Voban where +you shall send your glance, if he is to be let in to you, and I +hope that what I plan may not fail. + +And so, Robert, adieu. Time can not change me, and your misfortunes +draw me closer to you. Only the dishonourable thing could make me +close the doors of my heart, and I will not think you, whate'er +they say, unworthy of my constant faith. Some day, maybe, we shall +smile at, and even cherish, these sad times. In this gay house I +must be flippant, for I am now of the foolish world! But under all +the trivial sparkle a serious heart beats. It belongs to thee, if +thou wilt have it, Robert, the heart of thy + +ALIXE. + +An hour after getting this good letter Gabord came again, and +with him breakfast--a word which I had almost dropped from my +language. True, it was only in a dungeon, on a pair of stools, by +the light of a torch, but how I relished it!--a bottle of good +wine, a piece of broiled fish, the half of a fowl, and some tender +vegetables. + +When Gabord came for me with two soldiers, an hour later--I say +an hour, but I only guess so, for I had no way of noting time--I +was ready for new cares, and to see the world again. Before the +others Gabord was the rough, almost brutal soldier, and soon I +knew that I was to be driven out upon the St. Foye Road and on +into the town. My arms were well fastened down, and I was tied +about till I must have looked like a bale of living goods of no +great value. Indeed, my clothes were by no means handsome, and +save for my well-shaven face and clean handkerchief I was an +ill-favoured spectacle; but I tried to bear my shoulders up as +we marched through dark reeking corridors, and presently came +suddenly into well-lighted passages. + +I had to pause, for the light blinded my eyes, and they hurt me +horribly, so delicate were the nerves. For some minutes I stood +there, my guards stolidly waiting, Gabord muttering a little and +stamping upon the floor as if in anger, though I knew he was +merely playing a small part to deceive his comrades. The pain in +my eyes grew less, and, though they kept filling with moisture +from the violence of the light, I soon could see without distress. + +I was led into the yard of the citadel, where was drawn up a +company of soldiers. Gabord bade me stand still, and advanced +towards the officers' quarters. I asked him if I might not walk to +the ramparts and view the scene. He gruffly assented, bidding the +men watch me closely, and I walked over to a point where, standing +three hundred feet above the noble river, I could look out upon its +sweet expanse, across to the Levis shore, with its serried legions +of trees behind, and its bold settlement in front upon the Heights. +There, eastward lay the well-wooded Island of Orleans, and over all +the clear sun and sky, enlivened by a crisp and cheering air. Snow +had fallen, but none now lay upon the ground, and I saw a rare and +winning earth. I stood absorbed. I was recalling that first day +that I remember in my life, when at Balmore my grandfather made +prophecies upon me, and for the first time I was conscious of the +world. + +As I stood lost to everything about me, I heard Doltaire's voice +behind, and presently he said over my shoulder, "To wish Captain +Moray a good-morning were superfluous!" + +I smiled at him: the pleasure of that scene had given me an +impulse towards good nature even with my enemies. + +"The best I ever had," I answered quietly. + +"Contrasts are life's delights," he said. "You should thank us. +You have your best day because of our worst dungeon." + +"But my thanks shall not be in words; you shall have the same +courtesy at our hands one day." + +"I had the Bastile for a year," he rejoined, calling up a squad +of men with his finger as he spoke. "I have had my best day. Two +would be monotony. You think your English will take this some +time?" he asked, waving a finger towards the citadel. "It will need +good play to pluck that ribbon from its place." He glanced up, as +he spoke, at the white flag with its golden lilies. + +"So much the better sport," I answered. "We will have the ribbon +and its heritage." + +"You yourself shall furnish evidence to-day. Gabord here will +see you temptingly disposed--the wild bull led peaceably by the +nose!" + +"But one day I will twist your nose, Monsieur Doltaire." + +"That is fair enough, if rude," he responded. "When your turn +comes, you twist and I endure. You shall be nourished well like me, +and I shall look a battered hulk like you. But I shall never be the +fool that you are. If I had a way to slip the leash, I'd slip it. +You are a dolt." He was touching upon the letters again. + +"I weigh it all," said I. "I am no fool--anything else you will." + +"You'll be nothing soon, I fear--which is a pity." + +What more he might have said I do not know, but there now +appeared in the yard a tall, reverend old gentleman, in the costume +of the coureur de bois, though his belt was richly chased, and he +wore an order on his breast. There was something more refined than +powerful in his appearance, but he had a keen, kindly eye, and a +manner unmistakably superior. His dress was a little barbarous, +unlike Doltaire's splendid white uniform, set off with violet and +gold, the lace of a fine handkerchief sticking from his belt, and +a gold-handled sword at his side; but the manner of both was +distinguished. + +Seeing Doltaire, he came forward and they embraced. Then he turned +towards me, and as they walked off a little distance I could see +that he was curious concerning me. Presently he raised his hand, +and, as if something had excited him, said, "No, no, no; hang him +and have done with it, but I'll have nothing to do with it--not a +thing. 'Tis enough for me to rule at--" + +I could hear no further, but I was now sure that he was some one +of note who had retired from any share in state affairs. He and +Doltaire then moved on to the doors of the citadel, and, pausing +there, Doltaire turned round and made a motion of his hand to +Gabord. I was at once surrounded by the squad of men, and the +order to march was given. A drum in front of me began to play a +well-known derisive air of the French army, The Fox and the Wolf. + +We came out on the St. Foye Road and down towards the Chateau St. +Louis, between crowds of shouting people who beat drums, kettles, +pans, and made all manner of mocking noises. It was meant not only +against myself, but against the British people. The women were not +behind the men in violence; from them at first came handfuls of +gravel and dust which struck me in the face; but Gabord put a +stop to that. + +It was a shameful ordeal, which might have vexed me sorely if I +had not had greater trials and expected worse. Now and again +appeared a face I knew--some lady who turned her head away, or +some gentleman who watched me curiously, but made no sign. + +When we came to the Chateau, I looked up as if casually, and there +in the little round window I saw Alixe's face--for an instant only. +I stopped in my tracks, was prodded by a soldier from behind, and +I then stepped on. Entering, we were taken to the rear of the +building, where, in an open courtyard, were a company of soldiers, +some seats, and a table. On my right was the St. Lawrence swelling +on its course, hundreds of feet beneath, little boats passing +hither and thither on its flood. + +We were waiting about half an hour, the noises of the clamoring +crowd coming to us, as they carried me aloft in effigy, and, +burning me at the cliff edge, fired guns and threw stones at me, +till, rags, ashes, and flame, I was tumbled into the river far +below. At last, from the Chateau came the Marquis de Vaudreuil, +Bigot, and a number of officers. The Governor looked gravely at +me, but did not bow; Bigot gave me a sneering smile, eying me +curiously the while, and (I could feel) remarking on my poor +appearance to Cournal beside him--Cournal, who winked at his +wife's dishonour for the favour of her lover, who gave him means +for public robbery. + +Presently the Governor was seated, and he said, looking round, +"Monsieur Doltaire--he is not here?" + +Bigot shook his head, and answered, "No doubt he is detained at +the citadel." + +"And the Seigneur Duvarney?" the Governor added. + +At that moment the Governor's secretary handed him a letter. The +Governor opened it. "Listen," said he. He read to the effect that +the Seigneur Duvarney felt he was hardly fitted to be a just judge +in this case, remembering the conflict between his son and the +notorious Captain Moray. And from another standpoint, though the +prisoner merited any fate reserved for him, if guilty of spying, +he could not forget that his life had been saved by this British +captain--an obligation which, unfortunately, he could neither repay +nor wipe out. After much thought, he must disobey the Governor's +summons, and he prayed that his Excellency would grant his +consideration thereupon. + +I saw the Governor frown, but he made no remark, while Bigot +said something in his ear which did not improve his humour, for +he replied curtly, and turned to his secretary. "We must have +two gentlemen more," he said. + +At that moment Doltaire entered with the old gentleman of whom +I have written. The Governor instantly brightened, and gave the +stranger a warm greeting, calling him his "dear Chevalier;" and, +after a deal of urging, the Chevalier de la Darante was seated as +one of my judges: which did not at all displease me, for I liked +his face. + +I do not need to dwell upon the trial here. I have set down the +facts before. I had no counsel and no witnesses. There seemed no +reason why the trial should have dragged on all day, for I soon saw +it was intended to find me guilty. Yet I was surprised to see how +Doltaire brought up a point here and a question there in my favour, +which served to lengthen out the trial; and all the time he sat +near the Chevalier de la Darante, now and again talking with him. + +It was late evening before the trial came to a close. The one +point to be established was that the letters taken from General +Braddock were mine, and that I had made the plans while a hostage. +I acknowledged nothing, and would not do so unless I was allowed +to speak freely. This was not permitted until just before I was +sentenced. + +Then Doltaire's look was fixed on me, and I knew he waited to +see if I would divulge the matter private between us. However, I +stood by my compact with him. Besides, it could not serve me to +speak of it here, or use it as an argument, and it would only +hasten an end which I felt he could prevent if he chose. + +So when I was asked if I had aught to say, I pleaded only that +they had not kept the Articles of War signed at Fort Necessity, +which provided I should be free within two months and a half--that +is, when prisoners in our hands should be delivered up to them, +as they were. They had broken their bond, though we had fulfilled +ours, and I held myself justified in doing what I had done for +our cause and for my own life. + +I was not heard patiently, though I could see that the Governor +and the Chevalier were impressed; but Bigot instantly urged the +case hotly against me, and the end came very soon. It was now dark; +a single light had been brought and placed beside the Governor, +while a soldier held a torch at a distance. Suddenly there was a +silence; then, in response to a signal, the sharp ringing of a +hundred bayonets as they were drawn and fastened to the muskets, +and I could see them gleaming in the feeble torchlight. Presently, +out of the stillness, the Governor's voice was heard condemning me +to death by hanging, thirty days hence, at sunrise. Silence fell +again instantly, and then a thing occurred which sent a thrill +through us all. From the dark balcony above us came a voice, weird, +high, and wailing: + +"Guilty! Guilty! Guilty! He is guilty, and shall die! Francois +Bigot shall die!" + +The voice was Mathilde's, and I saw Doltaire shrug a shoulder +and look with malicious amusement at the Intendant. Bigot himself +sat pale and furious. "Discover the intruder," he said to Gabord, +who was standing near, "and have--him--jailed." + +But the Governor interfered. "It is some drunken creature," he +urged quietly. "Take no account of it." + + + +X + +AN OFFICER OF MARINES + + +What was my dismay to know that I was to be taken back again to +my dungeon, and not lodged in the common jail, as I had hoped and +Alixe had hinted! When I saw whither my footsteps were directed I +said nothing, nor did Gabord speak at all. We marched back through +a railing crowd as we had come, all silent and gloomy. I felt a +chill at my heart when the citadel loomed up again out of the +November shadow, and I half paused as I entered the gates. +"Forward!" said Gabord mechanically, and I moved on into the yard, +into the prison, through the dull corridors, the soldiers' heels +clanking and resounding behind, down into the bowels of the earth, +where the air was moist and warm, and then into my dungeon home! I +stepped inside, and Gabord ordered the ropes off my person somewhat +roughly, watched the soldiers till they were well away, and then +leaned against the wall, waiting for me to speak. I had no impulse +to smile, but I knew how I could most touch him, and so I said +lightly, "You've got dickey-bird home again." + +He answered nothing and turned towards the door, leaving the torch +stuck in the wall. But he suddenly stopped short, and suddenly +thrust out to me a tiny piece of paper. + +"A hand touched mine as I went through the Chateau," said he, "and +when out I came, look you, this here! I can't see to read. What does +it say?" he added, with a shrewd attempt at innocence. + +I opened the little paper, held it towards the torch, and read: + +"Because of the storm there is no sleeping. Is there not the +watcher aloft? Shall the sparrow fall unheeded? The wicked +shall be confounded." + +It was Alixe's writing. She had hazarded this in the hands of my +jailer as her only hope, and, knowing that he might not serve her, +had put her message in vague sentences which I readily interpreted. +I read the words aloud to him, and he laughed, and remarked, "'Tis +a foolish thing that--The Scarlet Woman, mast like." + +"Most like," I answered quietly; "yet what should she be doing +there at the Chateau?" + +"The mad go everywhere," he answered, "even to the intendance!" + +With that he left me, going, as he said, "to fetch crumbs and +wine." Exhausted with the day's business, I threw myself upon +my couch, drew my cloak over me, composed myself, and in a few +minutes was sound asleep. I waked to find Gabord in the dungeon, +setting out food upon a board supported by two stools. + +"'Tis custom to feed your dickey-bird ere you fetch him to the +pot." he said, and drew the cork from a bottle of wine. + +He watched me as I ate and talked, but he spoke little. When I +had finished, he fetched a packet of tobacco from his pocket. I +offered him money, but he refused it, and I did not press him, for +he said the food and wine were not of his buying. Presently he +left, and came back with pens, ink, paper, and candles, which be +laid out on my couch without words. + +After a little he came again, and laid a book on the improvised +table before me. It was an English Bible. Opening it, I found +inscribed on the fly-leaf, Charles Wainfleet, Chaplain to the +British Army. Gabord explained that this chaplain had been in +the citadel for some weeks; that he had often inquired about me; +that he had been brought from the Ohio; and had known of me, having +tended the lieutenant of my Virginian infantry in his last hours. +Gabord thought I should now begin to make my peace with Heaven, +and so had asked for the chaplain's Bible, which was freely given. +I bade him thank the chaplain for me, and opening the book, I found +a leaf turned down at the words, + +"In the shadow of thy wings will I make my refuge, until these +calamities be overpast." + +When I was left alone, I sat down to write diligently that history +of myself which I had composed and fixed in my memory during the +year of my housing in this dungeon. The words came from my pen +freely, and hour after hour through many days, while no single word +reached me from the outside world, I wrote on; carefully revising, +but changing little from that which I had taken so long to record +in my mind. I would not even yet think that they would hang me; and +if they did, what good could brooding do? When the last word of the +memoirs (I may call them so), addressed to Alixe, had been written, +I turned my thoughts to other friends. + +The day preceding that fixed for my execution came, yet there +was no sign from friend or enemy without. At ten o'clock of that +day Chaplain Wainfleet was admitted to me in the presence of Gabord +and a soldier. I found great pleasure in his company, brief as his +visit was; and after I had given him messages to bear for me to old +friends, if we never met again and he were set free, he left me, +benignly commending me to Heaven. There was the question of my +other letters. I had but one desire--Voban again, unless at my +request the Seigneur Duvarney would come, and they would let him +come. If it were certain that I was to go to the scaffold, then I +should not hesitate to tell him my relations with his daughter, +that he might comfort her when, being gone from the world myself, +my love could do her no harm. I could not think that he would hold +against me the duel with his son, and I felt sure he would come to +me if he could. + +But why should I not try for both Voban and the Seigneur? So I +spoke to Gabord. + +"Voban! Voban!" said he. "Does dickey-bird play at peacock still? +Well, thou shalt see Voban. Thou shalt go trimmed to heaven--aho!" + +Presently I asked him if he would bear a message to the Governor, +asking permission for the Seigneur Duvarney to visit me, if he were +so inclined. At his request I wrote my petition out, and he carried +it away with him, saying that I should have Voban that evening. + +I waited hour after hour, but no one came. As near as I could +judge it was now evening. It seemed strange to think that, twenty +feet above me, the world was all white with snow; the sound of +sleigh-bells and church-bells, and the cries of snowshoers ringing +on the clear, sharp air. I pictured the streets of Quebec alive +with people: the young seigneur set off with furs and silken sash +and sword or pistols; the long-haired, black-eyed woodsman in his +embroidered moccasins and leggings with flying thrums; the peasant +farmer slapping his hands cheerfully in the lighted market-place; +the petty noble, with his demoiselle, hovering in the precincts of +the Chateau St. Louis and the intendance. Up there were light, +freedom, and the inspiriting frost; down here in my dungeon, the +blades of corn, which, dying, yet never died, told the story of a +choking air, wherein the body and soul of a man droop and take long +to die. This was the night before Christmas Eve, when in England +and Virginia they would be preparing for feasting and thanksgiving. + +The memories of past years crowded on me. I thought of feastings +and spendthrift rejoicings in Glasgow and Virginia. All at once +the carnal man in me rose up and damned these lying foes of mine. +Resignation went whistling down the wind. Hang me! Hang me! No, by +the God that gave me breath! I sat back and laughed--laughed at +my own insipid virtue, by which, to keep faith with the fanatical +follower of Prince Charlie, I had refused my liberty; cut myself off +from the useful services of my King; wasted good years of my life, +trusting to pressure and help to come from England, which never +came; twisted the rope for my own neck to keep honour with the +dishonourable Doltaire, who himself had set the noose swinging; and, +inexpressible misery! involved in my shame and peril a young blithe +spirit, breathing a miasma upon the health of a tender life. Every +rebellious atom in my blood sprang to indignant action. I swore +that if they fetched me to the gallows to celebrate their Noel, +other lives than mine should go to keep me company on the dark trail. +To die like a rat in a trap, oiled for the burning, and lighted by +the torch of hatred! No, I would die fighting, if I must die. + +I drew from its hiding-place the knife I had secreted the day I +was brought into that dungeon--a little weapon, but it would serve +for the first blow. At whom? Gabord? It all flashed through my mind +how I might do it when he came in again: bury this blade in his neck +or heart--it was long enough for the work; then, when he was dead, +change my clothes for his, take his weapons, and run my chances to +get free of the citadel. Free? Where should I go in the dead of +winter? Who would hide me, shelter me? I could not make my way to +an English settlement. Ill clad, exposed to the merciless climate, +and the end death. But that was freedom--freedom! I could feel my +body dilating with the thought, as I paced my dungeon like an +ill-tempered beast. But kill Gabord, who had put himself in danger +to serve me, who himself had kept the chains from off my ankles and +body, whose own life depended upon my security--"Come, come, Robert +Moray," said I, "what relish have you for that? That's an ill game +for a gentleman. Alixe Duvarney would rather see you dead than get +your freedom over the body of this man." + +That was an hour of storm. I am glad that I conquered the baser +part of me; for, almost before I had grown calm again, the bolts of +the dungeon doors shot back, and presently Gabord stepped inside, +followed by a muffled figure. + +"Voban the barber," said Gabord in a strange voice, and stepping +again outside, he closed the door, but did not shoot the bolts. + +I stood as one in a dream. Voban the barber? In spite of cap and +great fur coat, I saw the outline of a figure that no barber ever +had in this world. I saw two eyes shining like lights set in a rosy +sky. A moment of doubt, of impossible speculation, of delicious +suspense, and then the coat of Voban the barber opened, dropped +away from the lithe, graceful figure of a young officer of marines, +the cap flew off, and in an instant the dear head, the blushing, +shining face of Alixe was on my breast. + +In that moment, stolen from the calendar of hate, I ran into the +haven where true hearts cast anchor and bless God that they have +seen upon the heights, to guide them, the lights of home. The +moment flashed by and was gone, but the light it made went not +with it. + +When I drew her blushing face up, and stood her off from me that +I might look at her again, the colour flew back and forth on her +cheek, as you may see the fire flutter in an uncut ruby when you +turn it in the sun. Modestly drawing the cloak she wore more +closely about her, she hastened to tell me how it was she came in +such a guise; but I made her pause for a moment while I gave her a +seat and sat down beside her. Then by the light of the flickering +torch and flaring candles I watched her feelings play upon her +face as the warm light of autumn shifts upon the glories of ripe +fruits. Her happiness was tempered by the sadness of our position, +and my heart smote me that I had made her suffer, had brought care +to her young life. I could see that in the year she had grown +older, yet her beauty seemed enhanced by that and by the trouble +she had endured. I shall let her tell her story here unbroken by +my questions and those interruptions which Gabord made, bidding +her to make haste. She spoke without faltering, save here and +there; but even then I could see her brave spirit quelling the riot +of her emotions, shutting down the sluice-gate of tears. + +"I knew," she said, her hand clasped in mine, "that Gabord was +the only person like to be admitted to you, and so for days, living +in fear lest the worst should happen, I have prepared for this +chance. I have grown so in height that I knew an old uniform of my +brothers would fit me, and I had it ready--small sword and all," +she added, with a sad sort of humour, touching the weapon at her +side. "You must know that we have for the winter a house here upon +the ramparts near the Chateau. It was my mother's doings, that my +sister Georgette and I might have no great journeyings in the cold +to the festivities hereabouts. So I, being a favourite with the +Governor, ran in and out of the Chateau at my will; of which my +mother was proud, and she allowed me much liberty, for to be a +favourite of the Governor is an honour. I knew how things were +going, and what the chances were of the sentence being carried out +on you. Sometimes I thought my heart would burst with the anxiety of +it all, but I would not let that show to the world. If you could but +have seen me smile at the Governor and Monsieur Doltaire--nay, do +not press my hand so, Robert; you know well you have no need to +fear monsieur--while I learned secrets of state, among them news of +you. Three nights ago Monsieur Doltaire was talking with me at a +ball--ah, those feastings while you were lying in a dungeon, and I +shutting up my love and your danger close in my heart, even from +those who loved me best! Well, suddenly he said, 'I think I will +not have our English captain shifted to a better world.' + +"My heart stood still; I felt an ache across my breast so that I +could hardly breathe. 'Why will you not?' said I; 'was not the +sentence just?' He paused a minute, and then replied, 'All +sentences are just when an enemy is dangerous.' Then said I as in +surprise, 'Why, was he no spy, after all?' He sat back, and laughed +a little. 'A spy according to the letter of the law, but you have +heard of secret history--eh?' I tried to seem puzzled, for I had a +thought there was something private between you and him which has +to do with your fate. So I said, as if bewildered, 'You mean there +is evidence which was not shown at the trial?' He answered slowly, +'Evidence that would bear upon the morals, not the law of the +case.' Then said I, 'Has it to do with you, monsieur?' 'It has to +do with France,' he replied. 'And so you will not have his death?' +I asked. 'Bigot wishes it,' he replied, 'for no other reason than +that Madame Cournal has spoken nice words for the good-looking +captain, and because that unsuccessful duel gave Vaudreuil an +advantage over himself. Vaudreuil wishes it because he thinks it +will sound well in France, and also because he really believes the +man a spy. The Council do not care much; they follow the Governor +and Bigot, and both being agreed, their verdict is unanimous.' +He paused, then added, 'And the Seigneur Duvarney--and his +daughter--wish it because of a notable injury to one of their +name.' At that I cautiously replied, 'No, my father does not wish +it, for my brother gave the offense, and Captain Moray saved his +life, as you know. I do not wish it, Monsieur Doltaire, because +hanging is a shameful death, and he is a gentle man, not a ruffian. +Let him be shot like a gentleman. How will it sound at the Court of +France that, on insufficient evidence, as you admit, an English +gentleman was hanged for a spy? Would not the King say (for he is a +gentleman), Why was not this shown me before the man's death? Is it +not a matter upon which a country would feel as gentlemen feel?' + +"I knew it the right thing to say at the moment, and it seemed +the only way to aid you, though I intended, if the worst came to +the worst, to go myself to the Governor at the last and plead for +your life, at least for a reprieve. But it had suddenly flashed +upon me that a reference to France was the thing, since the +Articles of War which you are accused of dishonouring were signed +by officers from France and England. + +"Presently he turned to me with a look of curiosity, and another +sort of look also that made me tremble, and said, 'Now, there you +have put your finger on the point--my point, the choice weapon I +had reserved to prick the little bubble of Bigot's hate and the +Governor's conceit, if I so chose, even at the last. And here is a +girl, a young girl just freed from pinafores, who teaches them the +law of nations! If it pleased me I should not speak, for Vaudreuil's +and Bigot's affairs are none of mine; but, in truth, why should you +kill your enemy? It is the sport to keep him living; you can get no +change for your money from a dead man. He has had one cheerful year; +why not another, and another, and another? And so watch him fretting +to the slow-coming end, while now and again you give him a taste of +hope, to drop him back again into the pit which has no sides for +climbing.' He paused a minute, and then added, 'A year ago I thought +he had touched you, this Britisher, with his raw humour and manners; +but, my faith, how swiftly does a woman's fancy veer!' At that I +said calmly to him, 'You must remember that then he was not thought +so base.' 'Yes, yes,' he replied; 'and a woman loves to pity the +captive, whatever his fault, if he be presentable and of some notice +or talent. And Moray has gifts,' he went on. I appeared all at once +to be offended. 'Veering, indeed! a woman's fancy! I think you might +judge women better. You come from high places, Monsieur Doltaire, +and they say this and that of your great talents and of your power +at Versailles, but what proof have we had of it? You set a girl +down with a fine patronage, and you hint at weapons to cut off my +cousin the Governor and the Intendant from their purposes; but how +do we know you can use them, that you have power with either the +unnoticeable woman or the great men?' I knew very well it was a bold +move. He suddenly turned to me, in his cruel eyes a glittering kind +of light, and said, 'I suggest no more than I can do with those +"great men"; and as for the woman, the slave can not be patron--I am +the slave. I thought not of power before; but now that I do, I will +live up to my thinking. I seem idle, I am not; purposeless, I am +not; a gamester, I am none. I am a sportsman, and I will not leave +the field till all the hunt be over. I seem a trifler, yet I have +persistency. I am no romanticist, I have no great admiration for +myself, and yet when I set out to hunt a woman honestly, be sure +I shall never back to kennel till she is mine or I am done for +utterly. Not by worth nor by deserving, but by unending patience and +diligence--that shall be my motto. I shall devote to the chase every +art that I have learned or known by nature. So there you have me, +mademoiselle. Since you have brought me to the point, I will unfurl +my flag.... I am--your--hunter,' he went on, speaking with slow, +painful emphasis, 'and I shall make you mine. You fight against me, +but it is no use.' I got to my feet, and said with coolness, though +I was sick at heart and trembling, 'You are frank. You have made two +resolves. I shall give weight to one as you fulfill the other'; and, +smiling at him, I moved away towards my mother. + +"Masterful as he is, I felt that this would touch his vanity. +There lay my great chance with him. If he had guessed the truth +of what's between us, be sure, Robert, your life were not worth +one hour beyond to-morrow's sunrise. You must know how I loathe +deceitfulness, but when one weak girl is matched against powerful +and evil men, what can she do? My conscience does not chide me, for +I know my cause is just. Robert, look me in the eyes.... There, +like that.... Now tell me. You are innocent of the dishonourable +thing, are you not? I believe with all my soul, but that I may say +from your own lips that you are no spy, tell me so." + +When I had said as she had wished, assuring her she should know +all, carrying proofs away with her, and that hidden evidence of +which Doltaire had spoken, she went on: + +"'You put me to the test,' said monsieur. 'Doing one, it will be +proof that I shall do the other.' He fixed his eyes upon me with +such a look that my whole nature shrank from him, as if the next +instant his hateful hands were to be placed on me. Oh, Robert, I +know how perilous was the part I played, but I dared it for your +sake. For a whole year I have dissembled to every one save to that +poor mad soul Mathilde, who reads my heart in her wild way, to +Voban, and to the rough soldier outside your dungeon. But they will +not betray me. God has given us these rough but honest friends. + +"Well, monsieur left me that night, and I have not seen him since, +nor can I tell where he is, for no one knows, and I dare not ask +too much. I did believe he would achieve his boast as to saving +your life, and so, all yesterday and to-day, I have waited with most +anxious heart; but not one word! Yet there was that in all he said +which made me sure he meant to save you, and I believe he will. Yet +think: if anything happened to him! You know what wild doings go on +at Bigot's chateau out at Charlesbourg; or, again, in the storm of +yesterday he may have been lost. You see, there are the hundred +chances; so I determined not to trust wholly to him. There was +one other way--to seek the Governor myself, open my heart to him, +and beg for a reprieve. To-night at nine o'clock--it is now six, +Robert--we go to the Chateau St. Louis, my mother and my father and +I, to sup with the Governor. Oh, think what I must endure, to face +them with this awful shadow on me! If no word come of the reprieve +before that hour, I shall make my own appeal to the Governor. It may +ruin me, but it may save you; and that done, what should I care for +the rest? Your life is more to me than all the world beside." Here +she put both hands upon my shoulders and looked me in the eyes. + +I did not answer yet, but took her hands in mine, and she +continued: "An hour past, I told my mother I should go to see +my dear friend Lucie Lotbiniere. Then I stole up to my room, +put on my brother's uniform, and came down to meet Voban near the +citadel, as we had arranged. I knew he was to have an order from +the Governor to visit you. He was waiting, and to my great joy he +put the order in my hands. I took his coat and wig and cap, a poor +disguise, and came straight to the citadel, handing the order to +the soldiers at the gate. They gave it back without a word, and +passed me on. I thought this strange, and looked at the paper by +the light of the torches. What was my surprise to see that Voban's +name had been left out! It but gave permission to the bearer. That +would serve with the common soldier, but I knew well it would not +with Gabord or with the commandant of the citadel. All at once I saw +the great risk I was running, the danger to us both. Still I would +not turn back. But how good fortune serves us when we least look for +it! At the commandant's very door was Gabord. I did not think to +deceive him. It was my purpose from the first to throw myself upon +his mercy. So there, that moment, I thrust the order into his hand. +He read it, looked a moment, half fiercely and half kindly, at me, +then turned and took the order to the commandant. Presently he came +out, and said to me, 'Come, m'sieu', and see you clip the gentleman +dainty fine for his sunrise travel. He'll get no care 'twixt +posting-house and end of journey, m'sieu'.' This he said before two +soldiers, speaking with harshness and a brutal humour. But inside +the citadel he changed at once, and, taking from my head this cap +and wig, he said quite gently, yet I could see he was angry, too, +'This is a mad doing, young lady.' He said no more, and led me +straight to you. If I had told him I was coming, I know he would +have stayed me. But at the dangerous moment he had not heart to +drive me back.... And that is all my story, Robert." + +As I have said, this tale was broken often by little questionings +and exclamations, and was not told in one long narrative as I have +written it here. When she had done I sat silent and overcome for a +moment. There was one thing now troubling me sorely, even in the +painful joy of having her here close by me. She had risked all to +save my life--reputation, friends, even myself, the one solace in +her possible misery. Was it not my duty to agree to Doltaire's +terms, for her sake, if there was yet a chance to do so? I had made +a solemn promise to Sir John Godric that those letters, if they ever +left my hands, should go to the lady who had written them; and to +save my own life I would not have broken faith with my benefactor. +But had I the right to add to the misery of this sweet, brave +spirit? Suppose it was but for a year or two: had I the right to +give her sorrow for that time, if I could prevent it, even at the +cost of honour with the dead? Was it not my duty to act, and at +once? Time was short. + +While in a swift moment I was debating, Gabord opened the door, +and said, "Come, end it, end it. Gabord has a head to save!" I +begged him for one minute more, and then giving Alixe the packet +which held my story, I told her hastily the matter between Doltaire +and myself, and said that now, rather than give her sorrow, I was +prepared to break my word with Sir John Godric. She heard me through +with flashing eyes, and I could see her bosom heave. When I had +done, she looked me straight in the eyes. + +"Is all that here?" she said, holding up the packet. + +"All," I answered. + +"And you would not break your word to save your own life?" + +I shook my head in negation. + +"Now I know that you are truly honourable," she answered, "and +you shall not break your promise for me. No, no, you shall not; you +shall not stir. Tell me that you will not send word to Monsieur +Doltaire--tell me!" + +When, after some struggle, I had consented, she said, "But I may +act. I am not bound to secrecy. I have given no word or bond. I +will go to the Governor with my love, and I do not fear the end. +They will put me in a convent, and I shall see you no more, but I +shall have saved you." + +In vain I begged her not to do so; her purpose was strong, and I +could only get her promise that she would not act till midnight. +This was hardly achieved when Gabord entered quickly, saying, +"The Seigneur Duvarney! On with your coat, wig, and cap! Quick, +mademoiselle!" + +Swiftly the disguise was put on, and I clasped her to my breast with +a joyful agony, while Gabord hastily put out the candles and torch, +and drew Alixe behind the dungeon door. Then standing himself in +the doorway, he loudly commended me to sleep sound and be ready +for travel in the morning. Taking the hint, I threw myself upon +my couch, and composed myself. An instant afterwards the Seigneur +appeared with a soldier, and Gabord met him cheerfully, looked at +the order from the Governor, and motioned the Seigneur in and the +soldier away. As Duvarney stepped inside, Gabord followed, holding +up a torch. I rose to meet my visitor, and as I took his hand I saw +Gabord catch Alixe by the sleeve and hurry her out with a whispered +word, swinging the door behind her as she passed. Then he stuck the +torch in the wall, went out, shut and bolted the dungeon door, and +left us two alone. + +I was glad that Alixe's safety had been assured, and my greeting +of her father was cordial. But he was more reserved than I had +ever known him. The duel with his son, which had sent the youth to +France and left him with a wound which would trouble him for many a +day, weighed heavily against me. Again, I think that he guessed my +love for Alixe, and resented it with all his might. What Frenchman +would care to have his daughter lose her heart to one accused of a +wretched crime, condemned to death, an enemy of his country, and a +Protestant? I was sure that should he guess at the exact relations +between us, Alixe would be sent behind the tall doors of a convent, +where I should knock in vain. + +"You must not think, Moray," said he, "that I have been indifferent +to your fate, but you can not guess how strong the feeling is +against you, how obdurate is the Governor, who, if he should appear +lax in dealing with you, would give a weapon into Bigot's hands +which might ruin him in France one day. I have but this moment come +from the Governor, and there seems no way to move him." + +I saw that he was troubled greatly, and I felt his helplessness. +He went on: "There is but one man who could bend the Governor, but +he, alas! is no friend of yours. And what way there is to move him +I know not; he has no wish, I fancy, but that you shall go to your +fate." + +"You mean Monsieur Doltaire?" said I quietly. + +"Doltaire," he answered. "I have tried to find him, for he is +the secret agent of La Pompadour, and if I had one plausible reason +to weigh with him--- But I have none, unless you can give it. There +are vague hints of things between you and him, and I have come to +ask if you can put any fact, any argument, in my hands that would +aid me with him. I would go far to serve you." + +"Think not, I pray you," returned I, "that there is any debt +unsatisfied between us." + +He waved his hand in a melancholy way. "Indeed, I wish to serve +you for the sake of past friendship between us, not only for that +debt's sake." + +"In spite of my quarrel with your son?" asked I. + +"In spite of that, indeed," he said slowly, "though a great +wedge was driven between us there." + +"I am truly sorry for it," said I, with some pride. "The blame +was in no sense mine. I was struck across the face; I humbled +myself, remembering you, but he would have me out yes or no." + +"Upon a wager!" he urged, somewhat coldly. + +"With the Intendant, monsieur," I replied, "not with your son." + +"I can not understand the matter," was his gloomy answer. + +"I beg you not to try," I rejoined; "it is too late for +explanations, and I have nothing to tell you of myself and Monsieur +Doltaire. Only, whatever comes, remember I have begged nothing of +you, have desired nothing but justice--that only. I shall make no +further move; the axe shall fall if it must. I have nothing now to +do but set my house in order, and live the hours between this and +sunrise with what quiet I may. I am ready for either freedom or +death. Life is not so incomparable a thing that I can not give it +up without pother." + +He looked at me a moment steadily. "You and I are standing far +off from each other," he remarked. "I will say one last thing to +you, though you seem to wish me gone and your own grave closing +in. I was asked by the Governor to tell you that if you would put +him in the way of knowing the affairs of your provinces from the +letters you have received, together with estimate of forces and +plans of your forts, as you have known them, he will spare you. +I only tell you this because you close all other ways to me." + +"I carry," said I, with a sharp burst of anger, "the scars of +wounds an insolent youth gave me. I wish now that I had killed +the son of the man who dares bring me such a message." + +For a moment I had forgotten Alixe, everything, in the wildness +of my anger. I choked with rage; I could have struck him. + +"I mean nothing against you," he urged, with great ruefulness. "I +suggest nothing. I bring the Governor's message, that is all. And +let me say," he added, "that I have not thought you a spy, nor +ever shall think so." + +I was trembling with anger still, and I was glad that at the +moment Gabord opened the door, and stood waiting. + +"You will not part with me in peace, then?" asked the Seigneur +slowly. + +"I will remember the gentleman who gave a captive hospitality," +I answered. "I am too near death to let a late injury outweigh an +old friendship. I am ashamed, but not only for myself. Let us part +in peace--ay, let us part in peace," I added with feeling, for the +thought of Alixe came rushing over me, and this was her father! + +"Good-by, Moray," he responded gravely. "You are a soldier, and +brave; if the worst comes, I know how you will meet it. Let us +waive all bitter thoughts between us. Good-by." + +We shook hands then, without a word, and in a moment the dungeon +door closed behind him, and I was alone; and for a moment my heart +was heavy beyond telling, and a terrible darkness settled on my +spirit. I sat on my couch and buried my head in my hands. + + + +XI + +THE COMING OF DOLTAIRE + + +At last I was roused by Gabord's voice. + +He sat down, and drew the leaves of faded corn between his +fingers. "'Tis a poor life, this in a cage, after all--eh, +dickey-bird? If a soldier can't stand in the field fighting, if +a man can't rub shoulders with man, and pitch a tent of his own +somewhere, why not go travelling with the Beast--aho? To have all +the life sucked out like these--eh? To see the flesh melt and the +hair go white, the eye to be one hour bright like a fire in a kiln, +and the next like mother on working vinegar--that's not living at +all--no." + +The speech had evidently cost him much thinking, and when he ended, +his cheeks puffed out and a soundless laugh seemed to gather, +but it burst in a sort of sigh. I would have taken his hand that +moment, if I had not remembered when once he drew back from such +demonstrations. I did not speak, but nodded assent, and took to +drawing the leaves of corn between my fingers as he was doing. + +After a moment, cocking his head at me as might a surly +schoolmaster in a pause of leniency, he added, "As quiet, as quiet, +and never did he fly at door of cage, nor peck at jailer--aho!" + +I looked at him a minute seriously, and then, feeling in my +coat, handed to him the knife which I had secreted, with the words, +"Enough for pecking with, eh?" + +He looked at me so strangely, as he weighed the knife up and +down in his hand, that I could not at first guess his thought; +but presently I understood it, and I almost could have told what +he would say. He opened the knife, felt the blade, measured it +along his fingers, and then said, with a little bursting of the +lips, "Poom! But what would ma'm'selle have thought if Gabord +was found dead with a hole in his neck--behind? Eh?" + +He had struck the very note that had sung in me when the temptation +came; but he was gay at once again, and I said to him, "What is the +hour fixed?" + +"Seven o'clock," he answered, "and I will bring your breakfast +first." + +"Good-night, then," said I. "Coffee and a little tobacco will be +enough." + +When he was gone, I lay down on my bag of straw, which, never +having been renewed, was now only full of worn chaff, and, +gathering myself in my cloak, was soon in a dreamless sleep. + +I waked to the opening of the dungeon door, to see Gabord entering +with a torch and a tray that held my frugal breakfast. He had added +some brandy, also, of which I was glad, for it was bitter cold +outside, as I discovered later. He was quiet, seeming often to +wish to speak, but pausing before the act, never getting beyond a +stumbling aho! I greeted him cheerfully enough. After making a +little toilette, I drank my coffee with relish. At last I asked +Gabord if no word had come to the citadel for me; and he said, none +at all, nothing save a message from the Governor, before midnight, +ordering certain matters. No more was said, until, turning to the +door, he told me he would return to fetch me forth in a few minutes. +But when halfway out he suddenly wheeled, came back, and blurted +out, "If you and I could only fight it out, m'sieu'! 'Tis ill for a +gentleman and a soldier to die without thrust or parry." + +"Gabord," said I, smiling at him, "you preach good sermons always, +and I never saw a man I'd rather fight and be killed by than you!" +Then, with an attempt at rough humour, I added, "But as I told you +once, the knot is'nt at my throat, and I'll tie another one yet +elsewhere, if God loves honest men." + +I had no hope at all, yet I felt I must say it. He nodded, but +said nothing, and presently I was alone. + +I sat down on my straw couch and composed myself to think; not +upon my end, for my mind was made up as to that, but upon the girl +who was so dear to me, whose life had crept into mine and filled +it, making it of value in the world. It must not be thought that I +no longer had care for our cause, for I would willingly have spent +my life a hundred times for my country, as my best friends will +bear witness; but there comes a time when a man has a right to set +all else aside but his own personal love and welfare, and to me the +world was now bounded by just so much space as my dear Alixe might +move in. I fastened my thought upon her face as I had last seen it. +My eyes seemed to search for it also, and to find it in the torch +which stuck out, softly sputtering, from the wall. I do not +pretend, even at this distance of time, after having thought much +over the thing, to give any good reason for so sudden a change as +took place in me there. All at once a voice appeared to say to me, +"When you are gone, she will be Doltaire's. Remember what she said. +She fears him. He has a power over her." + +Now, some will set it down to a low, unmanly jealousy and suspicion; +it is hard to name it, but I know that I was seized with a misery so +deep that all my past sufferings and disappointments, and even this +present horror were shadowy beside it. I pictured to myself Alixe in +Doltaire's arms, after I had gone beyond human call. It is strange +how an idea will seize us and master us, and an inconspicuous +possibility suddenly stand out with huge distinctness. All at once I +felt in my head "the ring of fire" of which Mathilde had warned me, +a maddening heat filled my veins, and that hateful picture grew more +vivid. Things Alixe had said the night before flashed to my mind, +and I fancied that, unknown to herself even, he already had a +substantial power over her. + +He had deep determination, the gracious subtlety which charms +a woman, and she, hemmed in by his devices, overcome by his +pleadings, attracted by his enviable personality, would come at +last to his will. The evening before I had seen strong signs of the +dramatic qualities of her nature. She had the gift of imagination, +the epic spirit. Even three years previous I felt how she had seen +every little incident of her daily life in a way which gave it +vividness and distinction. All things touched her with delicate +emphasis--were etched upon her brain--or did not touch her at all. +She would love the picturesque in life, though her own tastes were +so simple and fine. Imagination would beset her path with dangers; +it would be to her, with her beauty, a fatal gift, a danger to +herself and others. She would have power, and feeling it, womanlike, +would use it, dissipating her emotions, paying out the sweetness +of her soul, till one day a dramatic move, a strong picturesque +personality like Doltaire's, would catch her from the moorings of +her truth, and the end must be tragedy to her. Doltaire! Doltaire! +The name burnt into my brain. Some prescient quality in me awaked, +and I saw her the sacrifice of her imagination, of the dramatic +beauty of her nature, my enemy her tyrant and destroyer. He would +leave nothing undone to achieve his end, and do nothing that would +not in the end poison her soul and turn her very glories into +miseries. How could she withstand the charm of his keen knowledge +of the world, the fascination of his temperament, the alluring +eloquence of his frank wickedness? And I should rather a million +times see her in her grave than passed through the atmosphere of +his life. + +This may seem madness, selfish and small; but after-events went +far to justify my fears and imaginings, for behind there was a +love, an aching, absorbing solicitude. I can not think that my +anxiety was all vulgar smallness then. + +I called him by coarse names, as I tramped up and down my +dungeon; I cursed him; impotent contempt was poured out on him; +in imagination I held him there before me, and choked him till +his eyes burst out and his body grew limp in my arms. The ring of +fire in my head scorched and narrowed till I could have shrieked +in agony. My breath came short and labored, and my heart felt as +though it were in a vise and being clamped to nothing. For an +instant, also, I broke out in wild bitterness against Alixe. She +had said she would save me, and yet in an hour or less I should +be dead. She had come to me last night ah--true; but that was in +keeping with her dramatic temperament; it was the drama of it that +had appealed to her; and to-morrow she would forget me, and sink +her fresh spirit in the malarial shadows of Doltaire's. + +In my passion I thrust my hand into my waistcoat and unconsciously +drew out something. At first my only feeling was that my hand could +clench it, but slowly a knowledge of it travelled to my brain, as +if through clouds and vapours. Now I am no Catholic, I do not know +that I am superstitious, yet when I became conscious that the thing +I held was the wooden cross that Mathilde had given me, a weird +feeling passed through me, and there was an arrest of the passions +of mind and body; a coolness passed over all my nerves, and my brain +got clear again, the ring of fire loosing, melting away. It was a +happy, diverting influence, which gave the mind rest for a moment, +till the better spirit, the wiser feeling, had a chance to reassert +itself; but then it seemed to me almost supernatural. + +One can laugh when misery and danger are over, and it would be +easy to turn this matter into ridicule, but from that hour to this +the wooden cross which turned the flood of my feelings then into a +saving channel has never left me. I keep it, not indeed for what it +was, but for what it did. + +As I stood musing, there came to my mind suddenly the words of a +song which I had heard some voyageurs sing on the St. Lawrence, +as I sat on the cliff a hundred feet above them and watched them +drift down in the twilight: + + "Brothers, we go to the Scarlet Hills: + (Little gold sun, come out of the dawn!) + There we will meet in the cedar groves; + (Shining white dew, come down!) + There is a bed where you sleep so sound, + The little good folk of the hills will guard, + Till the morning wakes and your love comes home. + (Fly away, heart, to the Scarlet Hills!)" + +Something in the half-mystical, half-Arcadian spirit of the +words soothed me, lightened my thoughts, so that when, presently, +Gabord opened the door, and entered with four soldiers, I was calm +enough for the great shift. Gabord did not speak, but set about +pinioning me himself. I asked him if he could not let me go +unpinioned, for it was ignoble to go to ones death tied like a +beast. At first he shook his head, but as if with a sudden impulse +lie cast the ropes aside, and, helping me on with my cloak, threw +again over it a heavier cloak he had brought, gave me a fur cap to +wear, and at last himself put on me a pair of woollen leggings, +which, if they were no ornament, and to be of but transitory use +(it seemed strange to me then that one should be caring for a body +so soon to be cut off from all feeling), were most comforting when +we came into the bitter, steely air. Gabord might easily have given +these last tasks to the soldiers, but he was solicitous to perform +them himself. Yet with surly brow and a rough accent he gave the +word to go forward, and in a moment we were marching through the +passages, up frosty steps, in the stone corridors, and on out of +the citadel into the yard. + +I remember that as we passed into the open air I heard the voice +of a soldier singing a gay air of love and war. Presently he came +in sight. He saw me, stood still for a moment looking curiously, +and then, taking up the song again at the very line where he had +broken off, passed round an angle of the building and was gone. To +him I was no more than a moth fluttering in the candle, to drop +dead a moment later. + +It was just on the verge of sunrise. There was the grayish-blue +light in the west, the top of a long range of forest was sharply +outlined against it, and a timorous darkness was hurrying out of +the zenith. In the east a sad golden radiance was stealing up and +driving back the mystery of the night, and that weird loneliness of +an arctic world. The city was hardly waking as yet, but straight +silver columns of smoke rolled up out of many chimneys, and the +golden cross on the cathedral caught the first rays of the sun. I +was not interested in the city; I had now, as I thought, done with +men. Besides the four soldiers who had brought me out, another squad +surrounded me, commanded by a young officer whom I recognized as +Captain Lancy, the rough roysterer who had insulted me at Bigot's +palace over a year ago. I looked with a spirit absorbed upon the +world about me, and a hundred thoughts which had to do with man's +life passed through my mind. But the young officer, speaking sharply +to me, ordered me on, and changed the current of my thoughts. The +coarseness of the man and his insulting words were hard to bear, +so that I was constrained to ask him if it were not customary to +protect a condemned man from insult rather than to expose him to it. +I said that I should be glad of my last moments in peace. At that he +asked Gabord why I was unbound, and my jailer answered that binding +was for criminals who were to be HANGED! + +I could scarcely believe my ears. I was to be shot, not hanged. +I had a thrill of gratitude which I can not describe. It may seem +a nice distinction, but to me there were whole seas between the +two modes of death. I need not blush in advance for being shot--my +friends could bear that without humiliation; but hanging would have +always tainted their memory of me, try as they would against it. + +"The gallows is ready, and my orders were to see him hanged," +Mr. Lancy said. + +"An order came at midnight that he should be shot," was Gabord's +reply, producing the order, and handing it over. + +The officer contemptuously tossed it back, and now, a little +more courteous, ordered me against the wall, and I let my cloak +fall to the ground. I was placed where, looking east, I could see +the Island of Orleans, on which was the summer-house of the Seigneur +Duvarney. Gabord came to me and said, "M'sieu', you are a brave +man"--then, all at once breaking off, he added in a low, hurried +voice, "'Tis not a long flight to heaven, m'sieu'!" I could see his +face twitching as he stood looking at me. He hardly dared to turn +round to his comrades, lest his emotion should be seen. But the +officer roughly ordered him back. Gabord coolly drew out his watch, +and made a motion to me not to take off my cloak yet. + +"'Tis not the time by six minutes," he said. "The gentleman is +to be shot to the stroke--aho!" His voice and manner were dogged. +The officer stepped forward threateningly; but Gabord said +something angrily in an undertone, and the other turned on his +heel and began walking up and down. This continued for a moment, +in which we all were very still and bitter cold--the air cut like +steel--and then my heart gave a great leap, for suddenly there +stepped into the yard Doltaire. Action seemed suspended in me, but +I know I listened with singular curiosity to the shrill creaking of +his boots on the frosty earth, and I noticed that the fur collar +of the coat he wore was all white with the frozen moisture of his +breath, also that tiny icicles hung from his eyelashes. He came +down the yard slowly, and presently paused and looked at Gabord +and the young officer, his head laid a little to one side in a +quizzical fashion, his eyelids drooping. + +"What time was monsieur to be shot?" he asked of Captain Lancy. + +"At seven o'clock, monsieur," was the reply. + +Doltaire took out his watch. "It wants three minutes of seven," +said he. "What the devil means this business before the stroke o' +the hour?" waving a hand towards me. + +"We were waiting for the minute, monsieur," was the officer's +reply. + +A cynical, cutting smile crossed Doltaire's face. "A charitable +trick, upon my soul, to fetch a gentleman from a warm dungeon and +stand him against an icy wall on a deadly morning to cool his heels +as he waits for his hour to die! You'd skin your lion and shoot him +afterwards--voila!" All this time he held the watch in his hand. + +"You, Gabord," he went on, "you are a man to obey orders--eh?" + +Gabord hesitated a moment as if waiting for Lancy to speak, and +then said, "I was not in command. When I was called upon I brought +him forth." + +"Excuses! excuses! You sweated to be rid of your charge." + +Gabord's face lowered. "M'sieu' would have been in heaven by +this if I had'nt stopped it," he broke out angrily. + +Doltaire turned sharply on Lancy. "I thought as much," said he, +"and you would have let Gabord share your misdemeanor. Yet your +father was a gentleman! If you had shot monsieur before seven, you +would have taken the dungeon he left. You must learn, my young +provincial, that you are not to supersede France and the King. It +is now seven o'clock; you will march your men back into quarters." + +Then turning to me, he raised his cap. "You will find your cloak +more comfortable, Captain Moray," said he, and he motioned Gabord +to hand it to me, as he came forward. "May I breakfast with you?" +he added courteously. He yawned a little. "I have not risen so +early in years, and I am chilled to the bone. Gabord insists that +it is warm in your dungeon; I have a fancy to breakfast there. It +will recall my year in the Bastile." + +He smiled in a quaint, elusive sort of fashion, and as I drew +the cloak about me, I said through chattering teeth, for I had +suffered with the brutal cold, "I am glad to have the chance to +offer breakfast." + +"To me or any one?" he dryly suggested. "Think! by now, had I +not come, you might have been in a warmer world than this--indeed, +much warmer," he suddenly said, as he stooped, picked up some snow +in his bare hand, and clapped it to my cheek, rubbing it with force +and swiftness. The cold had nipped it, and this was the way to +draw out the frost. His solicitude at the moment was so natural +and earnest that it was hard to think he was my enemy. + +When he had rubbed awhile, he gave me his own handkerchief to +dry my face; and so perfect was his courtesy, it was impossible to +do otherwise than meet him as he meant and showed for the moment. +He had stepped between me and death, and even an enemy who does +that, no matter what the motive, deserves something at your hands. + +"Gabord," he said, as we stepped inside the citadel, "we will +breakfast at eight o'clock. Meanwhile, I have some duties with our +officers here. Till we meet in your dining-hall, then, monsieur," +he added to me, and raised his cap. + +"You must put up with frugal fare," I answered, bowing. + +"If you but furnish locusts," he said gaily, "I will bring the +wild honey.... What wonderful hives of bees they have at the +Seigneur Duvarney's!" he continued musingly, as if with second +thought; "a beautiful manor--a place for pretty birds and +honey-bees!" + +His eyelids drooped languidly, as was their way when he had said +something a little carbolic, as this was to me, because of its +hateful suggestion. His words drew nothing from me, not even a look +of understanding, and, again bowing, we went our ways. + +At the door of the dungeon Gabord held the torch up to my face. His +own had a look which came as near to being gentle as was possible +to him. Yet he was so ugly that it looked almost ludicrous in him. +"Poom!" said he. "A friend at court. More comfits." + +"You think Monsieur Doltaire gets comfits, too?" asked I. + +He rubbed his cheek with a key. "Aho!" mused he--"aho! M'sieu' +Doltaire rises not early for naught." + + + +XII + +"THE POINT ENVENOMED TOO!" + + +I was roused by the opening of the door. Doltaire entered. He +advanced towards me with the manner of an admired comrade, and, +with no trace of what would mark him as my foe, said, as he +sniffed the air: + +"Monsieur, I have been selfish. I asked myself to breakfast with +you, yet, while I love the new experience, I will deny myself in +this. You shall breakfast with me, as you pass to your new lodgings. +You must not say no," he added, as though we were in some salon. "I +have a sleigh here at the door, and a fellow has already gone to fan +my kitchen fires and forage for the table. Come," he went on, "let +me help you with your cloak." + +He threw my cloak around me, and turned towards the door. I had not +spoken a word, for what with weakness, the announcement that I was +to have new lodgings, and the sudden change in my affairs, I was +like a child walking in its sleep. I could do no more than bow to +him and force a smile, which must have told more than aught else of +my state, for he stepped to my side and offered me his arm. I drew +back from that with thanks, for I felt a quick hatred of myself that +I should take favours of the man who had moved for my destruction, +and to steal from me my promised wife. Yet it was my duty to live if +I could, to escape if that were possible, to use every means to foil +my enemies. It was all a game; why should I not accept advances at +my enemy's hands, and match dissimulation with dissimulation? + +When I refused his arm, he smiled comically, and raised his +shoulders in deprecation. + +"You forget your dignity, monsieur," I said presently as we +walked on, Gabord meeting us and lighting us through the passages; +"you voted me a villain, a spy, at my trial!" + +"Technically and publicly, you are a spy, a vulgar criminal," he +replied; "privately, you are a foolish, blundering gentleman." + +"A soldier, also, you will admit, who keeps his compact with his +enemy." + +"Otherwise we should not breakfast together this morning," he +answered. "What difference would it make to this government if our +private matter had been dragged in? Technically, you still would +have been the spy. But I will say this, monsieur, to me you are a +man better worth torture than death." + +"Do you ever stop to think of how this may end for you?" I asked +quietly. + +He seemed pleased with the question. "I have thought it might be +interesting," he answered; "else, as I said, you should long ago +have left this naughty world. Is it in your mind that we shall +cross swords one day?" + +"I feel it in my bones," said I, "that I shall kill you." + +At that moment we stood at the entrance to the citadel, where a +good pair of horses and a sleigh awaited us. We got in, the robes +were piled around us, and the horses started off at a long trot. I +was muffled to the ears, but I could see how white and beautiful was +the world, how the frost glistened in the trees, how the balsams +were weighted down with snow, and how snug the chateaux looked with +the smoke curling up from their hunched chimneys. + +Presently Doltaire replied to my last remark. "Conviction is the +executioner of the stupid," said he. "When a man is not great +enough to let change and chance guide him, he gets convictions, +and dies a fool." + +"Conviction has made men and nations strong," I rejoined. + +"Has made men and nations asses," he retorted. "The Mohammmedan +has conviction, so has the Christian: they die fighting each other, +and the philosopher sits by and laughs. Expediency, monsieur, +expediency is the real wisdom, the true master of this world. +Expediency saved your life to-day; conviction would have sent you +to a starry home." + +As he spoke a thought came in on me. Here we were in the open +world, travelling together, without a guard of any kind. Was it not +possible to make a dash for freedom? The idea was put away from me, +and yet it was a fresh accent of Doltaire's character that he +tempted me in this way. As if he divined what I thought, he said +to me--for I made no attempt to answer his question: + +"Men of sense never confuse issues or choose the wrong time for +their purposes. Foes may have unwritten truces." + +There was the matter in a nutshell. He had done nothing carelessly; +he was touching off our conflict with flashes of genius. He was the +man who had roused in me last night the fiercest passions of my +life, and yet this morning he had saved me from death, and, though +he was still my sworn enemy, I was about to breakfast with him. + +Already the streets of the town were filling; for it was the day +before Christmas, and it would be the great market-day of the year. +Few noticed us as we sped along down Palace Street and I could not +conceive whither we were going, until, passing the Hotel Dieu, I +saw in front the Intendance. I remembered the last time I was there, +and what had happened then, and a thought flashed through me that +perhaps this was another trap. But I put it from me, and soon +afterwards Doltaire said: + +"I have now a slice of the Intendance for my own, and we shall +breakfast like squirrels in a loft." + +As we drove into the open space before the palace, a company of +soldiers standing before the great door began marching up to the +road by which we came. With them was a prisoner. I saw at once that +he was a British officer, but I did not recognize his face. I asked +his name of Doltaire, and found it was one Lieutenant Stevens, of +Rogers' Rangers, those brave New Englanders. After an interview +with Bigot he was being taken to the common jail. To my request +that I might speak with him Doltaire assented, and at a sign from +my companion the soldiers stopped. Stevens's eyes were fixed on me +with a puzzled, disturbed expression. He was well built, of intrepid +bearing, with a fine openness of manner joined to handsome features. +But there was a recklessness in his eye which seemed to me to come +nearer the swashbuckling character of a young French seigneur than +the wariness of a British soldier. + +I spoke his name and introduced myself. His surprise and pleasure +were pronounced, for he had thought (as he said) that by this time +I would be dead. There was an instant's flash of his eye, as if a +suspicion of my loyalty had crossed his mind; but it was gone on +the instant, and immediately Doltaire, who also had interpreted the +look, smiled, and said he had carried me off to breakfast while the +furniture of my former prison was being shifted to my new one. After +a word or two more, with Stevens's assurance that the British had +recovered from Braddock's defeat and would soon be knocking at the +portals of the Chateau St. Louis, we parted, and soon Doltaire and +I got out at the high stone steps of the palace. + +Standing there a moment, I looked round. In this space +surrounding the Intendance was gathered the history of New France. +This palace, large enough for the king of a European country with +a population of a million, was the official residence of the +commercial ruler of a province. It was the house of the miller, and +across the way was the King's storehouse, La Friponne, where poor +folk were ground between the stones. The great square was already +filling with people who had come to trade. Here were barrels of +malt being unloaded; there, great sacks of grain, bags of dried +fruits, bales of home-made cloth, and loads of fine-sawn boards and +timber. Moving about among the peasants were the regular soldiers +in their white uniforms faced with blue, red, yellow, or violet, +with black three-cornered hats, and black gaiters from foot to +knee, and the militia in coats of white with black facings. Behind +a great collar of dogskin a pair of jet-black eyes flashed out from +under a pretty forehead; and presently one saw these same eyes +grown sorrowful or dull under heavy knotted brows, which told of a +life too vexed by care and labour to keep alive a spark of youth's +romance. Now the bell in the tower above us rang a short peal, the +signal for the opening of La Friponne, and the bustling crowd moved +towards its doors. As I stood there on the great steps, I chanced +to look along the plain, bare front of the palace to an annex at +the end, and standing in a doorway opening on a pair of steps was +Voban. I was amazed that he should be there--the man whose life +had been spoiled by Bigot. At the same moment Doltaire motioned to +him to return inside; which he did. + +Doltaire laughed at my surprise, and as he showed me inside +the palace said: "There is no barber in the world like Voban. +Interesting interesting! I love to watch his eye when he draws the +razor down my throat. It would be so easy to fetch it across; but +Voban, as you see, is not a man of absolute conviction. It will be +sport, some day, to put Bigot's valet to bed with a broken leg or +a fit of spleen, and send Voban to shave him." + +"Where is Mathilde?" I asked, as though I knew naught of her +whereabouts. + +"Mathilde is where none may touch her, monsieur; under the +protection of the daintiest lady of New France. It is her whim; and +when a lady is charming, an Intendant, even, must not trouble her +caprice." + +He did not need to speak more plainly. It was he who had prevented +Bigot from taking Mathilde away from Alixe, and locking her up, or +worse. I said nothing, however, and soon we were in a large room, +sumptuously furnished, looking out on the great square. The morning +sun stared in, some snowbirds twittered on the window-sill, and +inside, a canary, in an alcove hung with plants and flowers, sang as +if it were the heart of summer. All was warm and comfortable, and it +was like a dream that I had just come from the dismal chance of a +miserable death. My cloak and cap and leggings had been taken from +me when I entered, as courteously as though I had been King Louis +himself, and a great chair was drawn solicitously to the fire. All +this was done by the servant, after one quick look from Doltaire. +The man seemed to understand his master perfectly, to read one look +as though it were a volume-- + + "The constant service of the antique world." + +Such was Doltaire's influence. The closer you came to him, the +more compelling was he--a devilish attraction, notably selfish, yet +capable of benevolence. Two years before this time I saw him lift +a load from the back of a peasant woman and carry it home for her, +putting into her hand a gold piece on leaving. At another time, an +old man had died of a foul disease in a miserable upper room of a +warehouse. Doltaire was passing at the moment when the body should +be carried to burial. The stricken widow of the dead man stood +below, waiting, but no one would fetch the body down. Doltaire +stopped and questioned her kindly, and in another minute he was +driving the carter and another upstairs at the point of his sword. +Together they brought the body down, and Doltaire followed it to +the burying-ground; keeping the gravedigger at his task when he +would have run away, and saying the responses to the priest in the +short service read above the grave. + +I said to him then, "You rail at the world and scoff at men and +many decencies, and yet you do these things!" + +To this he replied--he was in my own lodgings at the time--"The +brain may call all men liars and fools, but the senses feel the +shock of misery which we do not ourselves inflict. Inflicting, +we are prone to cruelty, as you have seen a schoolmaster begin +punishment with tears, grow angry at the shrinking back under his +cane, and give way to a sudden lust of torture. I have little pity +for those who can help themselves--let them fight or eat the leek; +but the child and the helpless and the sick it is a pleasure to +aid. I love the poor as much as I love anything. I could live their +life, if I were put to it. As a gentleman, I hate squalor and the +puddles of wretchedness but I could have worked at the plough or +the anvil; I could have dug in the earth till my knuckles grew big +and my shoulders hardened to a roundness, have eaten my beans and +pork and pea-soup, and have been a healthy ox, munching the bread +of industry and trailing the puissant pike, a diligent serf. I have +no ethics, and yet I am on the side of the just when they do not +put thorns in my bed to keep me awake at night!" + +Upon the walls hung suits of armour, swords of beautiful make, +spears, belts of wonderful workmanship, a tattered banner, sashes +knit by ladies' fingers, pouches, bandoleers, and many strong +sketches of scenes that I knew well. Now and then a woman's head in +oils or pencil peeped out from the abundant ornaments. I recalled +then another thing he said at that time of which I write: + +"I have never juggled with my conscience--never 'made believe' +with it. My will was always stronger than my wish for anything, +always stronger than temptation. I have chosen this way or that +deliberately. I am ever ready to face consequences, and never to +cry out. It is the ass who does not deserve either reward or +punishment who says that something carried him away, and, being +weak, he fell. That is a poor man who is no stronger than his +passions. I can understand the devil fighting God, and taking the +long punishment without repentance, like a powerful prince as he +was. I could understand a peasant, killing King Louis in the +palace, and being ready, if he had a hundred lives, to give them +all, having done the deed he set out to do. If a man must have +convictions of that sort, he can escape everlasting laughter--the +final hell--only by facing the rebound of his wild deeds." + +These were strange sentiments in the mouth of a man who was ever +the mannered courtier, and as I sat there alone, while he was gone +elsewhere for some minutes, many such things he had said came back +to me, suggested, no doubt, by this new, inexplicable attitude +towards myself. I could trace some of his sentiments, perhaps +vaguely, to the fact that--as I had come to know through the +Seigneur Duvarney--his mother was of peasant blood, the beautiful +daughter of a farmer of Poictiers, who had died soon after giving +birth to Doltaire. His peculiar nature had shown itself in his +refusal to accept a title. It was his whim to be the plain +"Monsieur"; behind which was, perhaps, some native arrogancy which +made him prefer that to being a noble whose origin, well known, +must ever interfere with his ambitions. Then, too, maybe, the +peasant in him--never in his face or form, which were patrician +altogether--spoke for more truth and manliness than he was capable +of, and so he chose to be the cynical, irresponsible courtier, while +many of his instincts had urged him to the peasant's integrity. He +had undisturbed, however, one instinct of the peasant--a directness, +which was evident chiefly in the clearness of his thoughts. + +As these things hurried through my mind, my body sunk in a kind +of restfulness before the great fire, Doltaire came back. + +"I will not keep you from breakfast," said he. "Voban must wait, +if you will pass by untidiness." + +A thought flashed through my mind. Maybe Voban had some word for +me from Alixe! So I said instantly, "I am not hungry. Perhaps you +will let me wait yonder while Voban tends you. As you said, it +should be interesting." + +"You will not mind the disorder of my dressing-room? Well, then, +this way, and we can talk while Voban plays with temptation." + +So saying, he courteously led the way into another chamber, +where Voban stood waiting. I spoke to him, and he bowed, but did +not speak; and then Doltaire said: + +"You see, Voban, your labour on Monsieur was wasted so far as +concerns the world to come. You trimmed him for the glorious company +of the apostles, and see, he breakfasts with Monsieur Doltaire--in +the Intendance, too, my Voban, which, as you know, is wicked--a very +nest of wasps!" + +I never saw more hate than shot out of Voban's eyes at that +moment; but the lids drooped over them at once, and he made ready +for his work, as Doltaire, putting aside his coat, seated himself, +laughing. There was no little daring, as there was cruelty, in thus +torturing a man whose life had been broken by Doltaire's associate. +I wondered now and then if Doltaire were not really putting acid on +the barber's bare nerves for some other purpose than mere general +cruelty. Even as he would have understood the peasant's murder of +King Louis, so he would have seen a logical end to a terrible game +in Bigot's death at the hand of Voban. Possibly he wondered that +Voban did not strike, and he himself took a delight in showing him +his own wrongs occasionally. Then, again, Doltaire might wish for +Bigot's death, to succeed him in his place! But this I put by as +improbable, for the Intendant's post was not his ambition, or, +favourite of La Pompadour as he was, he would, desiring, have +long ago achieved that end. Moreover, every evidence showed that +he would gladly return to France, for his clear brain foresaw the +final ruin of the colony and the triumph of the British. He had +once said in my hearing: + +"Those swaggering Englishmen will keep coming on. They are too +stupid to turn back. The eternal sameness of it all will so +distress us we shall awake one morning, find them at our bedsides, +give a kick, and die from sheer ennui. They'll use our banners to +boil their fat puddings in, they'll roast oxen in the highways, +and after our girls have married them they'll turn them into +kitchen wenches with frowsy skirts and ankles like beeves!" + +But, indeed, beneath his dangerous irony there was a strain of +impishness, and he would, if need be, laugh at his own troubles, +and torture himself as he had tortured others. This morning he +was full of a carbolic humour. As the razor came to his neck he +said: + +"Voban, a barber must have patience. It is a sad thing to +mistake friend for enemy. What is a friend? Is it one who says +sweet words?" + +There was a pause, in which the shaving went on, and then he +continued: + +"Is it he who says, I have eaten Voban's bread, and Voban shall +therefore go to prison, or be hurried to Walhalla? Or is it he who +stays the iron hand, who puts nettles in Voban's cold, cold bed, +that he may rise early and go forth among the heroes?" + +I do not think Voban understood that, through some freak of purpose, +Doltaire was telling him thus obliquely he had saved him from +Bigot's cruelty, from prison or death. Once or twice he glanced at +me, but not meaningly, for Doltaire was seated opposite a mirror, +and could see each motion made by either of us. Presently Doltaire +said to me idly: + +"I dine to-day at the Seigneur Duvarney's. You will be glad to +hear that mademoiselle bids fair to rival the charming Madame +Cournal. Her followers are as many, so they say, and all in one +short year she has suddenly thrown out a thousand new faculties and +charms. Doubtless you remember she was gifted, but who would have +thought she could have blossomed so! She was all light and softness +and air; she is now all fire and skill as well. Matchless! +matchless! Every day sees her with some new capacity, some fresh +and delicate aplomb. She has set the town admiring, and jealous +mothers prophesy trist ending for her. Her swift mastery of the +social arts is weird, they say. La! la! The social arts! A good +brain, a gift of penetration, a manner--which is a grand necessity, +and it must be with birth--no heart to speak of, and the rest is +easy. No heart--there is the thing; with a good brain and senses all +warm with life--to feel, but never to have the arrow strike home. +You must never think to love and be loved, and be wise too. The +emotions blind the judgment. Be heartless, be perfect with heavenly +artifice, and, if you are a woman, have no vitriol on your +tongue--and you may rule at Versailles or Quebec. But with this +difference: in Quebec you may be virtuous; at Versailles you must +not. It is a pity that you may not meet Mademoiselle Duvarney. She +would astound you. She was a simple ballad a year ago; to-morrow she +may be an epic." + +He nodded at me reflectively, and went on: + +"'Mademoiselle,' said the Chevalier de la Darante to her at +dinner, some weeks ago, 'if I were young, I should adore you.' +'Monsieur,' she answered, 'you use that "if" to shirk the +responsibility.' That put him on his mettle. 'Then, by the gods, +I adore you now,' he answered. 'If I were young, I should blush +to hear you say so,' was her reply. 'I empty out my heart, and +away trips the disdainful nymph with a laugh,' he rejoined gaily, +the rusty old courtier; 'there's nothing left but to fall upon +my sword!' 'Disdainful nymphs are the better scabbards for +distinguished swords,' she said, with charming courtesy. Then, +laughing softly, 'There is an Egyptian proverb which runs thus: +"If thou, Dol, son of Hoshti, hast emptied out thy heart, and +it bring no fruit in exchange, curse not thy gods and die, but +build a pyramid in the vineyard where thy love was spent, and +write upon it, Pride hath no conqueror."' It is a mind for a +palace, is it not?" + +I could see in the mirror facing him the provoking devilry of +his eyes. I knew that he was trying how much he could stir me. He +guessed my love for her, but I could see he was sure that she no +longer--if she ever had--thought of me. Besides, with a lover's +understanding, I saw also that he liked to talk of her. His eyes, in +the mirror, did not meet mine, but were fixed, as on some distant +and pleasing prospect, though there was, as always, a slight disdain +at his mouth. But the eyes were clear, resolute, and strong, never +wavering--and I never saw them waver--yet in them something distant +and inscrutable. It was a candid eye, and he was candid in his evil; +he made no pretense; and though the means to his ends were wicked, +they were never low. Presently, glancing round the room, I saw an +easel on which was a canvas. He caught my glance. + +"Silly work for a soldier and a gentleman," he said, "but silliness +is a great privilege. It needs as much skill to carry folly as to be +an ambassador. Now, you are often much too serious, Captain Moray." + +At that he rose, and, after putting on his coat, came over to +the easel and threw up the cloth, exposing a portrait of Alixe! It +had been painted in by a few bold strokes, full of force and life, +yet giving her face more of that look which comes to women bitterly +wise in the ways of this world than I cared to see. The treatment +was daring, and it cut me like a knife that the whole painting had +a red glow: the dress was red, the light falling on the hair was +red, the shine of the eyes was red also. It was fascinating, but +weird, and, to me, distressful. There flashed through my mind the +remembrance of Mathilde in her scarlet robe as she stood on the +Heights that momentous night of my arrest. I looked at the picture +in silence. He kept gazing at it with a curious, half-quizzical +smile, as if he were unconscious of my presence. At last he said, +with a slight knitting of his brows: + +"It is strange--strange. I sketched that in two nights ago, by +the light of the fire, after I had come from the Chateau St. +Louis--from memory, as you see. It never struck me where the effect +was taken from, that singular glow over all the face and figure. +But now I see it; it returns: it is the impression of colour in the +senses, left from the night that lady-bug Mathilde flashed out on +the Heights! A fine--a fine effect! H'm! for another such one might +give another such Mathilde!" + +At that moment we were both startled by a sound behind us, and, +wheeling, we saw Voban, a mad look in his face, in the act of +throwing at Doltaire a short spear which he had caught up from a +corner. The spear flew from his hand even as Doltaire sprang aside, +drawing his sword with great swiftness. I thought he must have been +killed, but the rapidity of his action saved him, for the spear +passed his shoulder so close that it tore away a shred of his coat, +and stuck in the wall behind him. In another instant Doltaire had +his sword-point at Voban's throat. The man did not cringe, did not +speak a word, but his hands clinched, and the muscles of his face +worked painfully. There was at first a fury in Doltaire's face and +a metallic hardness in his eyes, and I was sure he meant to pass +his sword through the other's body; but after standing for a moment, +death hanging on his sword-point, he quietly lowered his weapon, +and, sitting on a chair-arm, looked curiously at Voban, as one +might sit and watch a mad animal within a cage. Voban did not stir, +but stood rooted to the spot, his eyes, however, never moving +from Doltaire. It was clear that he had looked for death, and now +expected punishment and prison. Doltaire took out his handkerchief +and wiped a sweat from his cheeks. He turned to me soon, and said, +in a singularly impersonal way, as though he were speaking of some +animal: + +"He had great provocation. The Duchess de Valois had a young panther +once which she had brought up from the milk. She was inquisitive, +and used to try its temper. It was good sport, but one day she +took away its food, gave it to the cat, and pointed her finger at +monsieur the panther. The Duchess de Valois never bared her breast +thereafter to an admiring world--a panther's claws leave scars." He +paused, and presently continued: "You remember it, Voban; you were +the Duke's valet then--you see I recall you! Well, the panther lost +his head, both figuratively and in fact. The panther did not mean to +kill, maybe, but to kill the lady's beauty was death to her.... +Voban, yonder spear was poisoned!" + +He wiped his face, and said to me, "I think you saw that at the +dangerous moment I had no fear; yet now when the game is in my own +hands, my cheek runs with cold sweat. How easy to be charged with +cowardice! Like evaporation, the hot breath of peril passing +suddenly into the cold air of safety leaves this!"--he wiped his +cheek again. + +He rose, moved slowly to Voban, and, pricking him with his +sword, said, "You are a bungler, barber. Now listen. I never +wronged you; I have only been your blister. I prick your sores at +home. Tut! tut! they prick them openly in the market-place. I gave +you life a minute ago; I give you freedom now. Some day I may ask +that life for a day's use, and then, Voban, then will you give it?" + +There was a moment's pause, and the barber answered, "M'sieu', +I owe you nothing. I would have killed you then; you may kill me, +if you will." + +Doltaire nodded musingly. Something was passing through his +mind. I judged he was thinking that here was a man who as a servant +would be invaluable. + +"Well, well, we can discuss the thing at leisure, Voban," he +said at last. "Meanwhile you may wait here till Captain Moray has +breakfasted, and then you shall be at his service; and I would +have a word with you, also." + +Turning with a polite gesture to me, he led the way into the +breakfast-room, and at once, half famished, I was seated at the +table, drinking a glass of good wine, and busy with a broiled +whitefish of delicate quality. We were silent for a time, and the +bird in the alcove kept singing as though it were in Eden, while +chiming in between the rhythms there came the silvery sound of +sleigh-bells from the world without. I was in a sort of dream, +and I felt there must be a rude awakening soon. After a while, +Doltaire, who seemed thinking keenly, ordered the servant to take +in a glass of wine to Voban. + +He looked up at me after a little, as if he had come back from a +long distance, and said, "It is my fate to have as foes the men I +would have as friends, and as friends the men I would have as foes. +The cause of my friends is often bad; the cause of my enemies is +sometimes good. It is droll. I love directness, yet I have ever +been the slave of complication. I delight in following my reason, +yet I have been of the motes that stumble in the sunlight. I have +enough cruelty in me, enough selfishness and will, to be a ruler, +and yet I have never held an office in my life. I love true +diplomacy, yet I have been comrade to the official liar, and am +the captain of intrigue--la! la!" + +"You have never had an enthusiasm, a purpose?" said I. + +He laughed, a dry, ironical laugh. "I have both an enthusiasm +and a purpose," he answered, "or you would by now be snug in bed +forever." + +I knew what he meant, though he could not guess I understood. +He was referring to Alixe and the challenge she had given him. +I did not feel that I had anything to get by playing a part of +friendliness, and besides, he was a man to whom the boldest +speaking was always palatable, even when most against himself. + +"I am sure neither would bear daylight," said I. + +"Why, I almost blush to say that they are both honest--would at +this moment endure a moral microscope. The experience, I confess, +is new, and has the glamour of originality." + +"It will not stay honest," I retorted. "Honesty is a new toy +with you. You will break it on the first rock that shows." + +"I wonder," he answered, "I wonder, ... and yet I suppose you are +right. Some devilish incident will twist things out of gear, and +then the old Adam must improvise for safety and success. Yes, I +suppose my one beautiful virtue will get a twist." + +What he had said showed me his mind as in a mirror. He had no +idea that I had the key to his enigmas. I felt as had Voban in +the other room. I could see that he had set his mind on Alixe, +and that she had roused in him what was perhaps the first honest +passion of his life. + +What further talk we might have had I can not tell, but while we +were smoking and drinking coffee the door opened suddenly, and the +servant said, "His Excellency the Marquis de Vaudreuil!" + +Doltaire got to his feet, a look of annoyance crossing his face; +but he courteously met the Governor, and placed a chair for him. +The Governor, however, said frostily, "Monsieur Doltaire, it must +seem difficult for Captain Moray to know who is Governor in Canada, +since he has so many masters. I am not sure who needs assurance +most upon the point, you or he. This is the second time he has +been feasted at the Intendance when he should have been in prison. +I came too late that other time; now it seems I am opportune." + +Doltaire's reply was smooth: "Your Excellency will pardon the +liberty. The Intendance was a sort of halfway house between +the citadel and the jail." + +"There is news from France," the Governor said, "brought from +Gaspe. We meet in council at the Chateau in an hour. A guard +is without to take Captain Moray to the common jail." + +In a moment more, after a courteous good-by from Doltaire, and a +remark from the Governor to the effect that I had spoiled his +night's sleep to no purpose, I was soon on my way to the common +jail, where arriving, what was my pleased surprise to see Gabord! +He had been told off to be my especial guard, his services at the +citadel having been deemed so efficient. He was outwardly surly--as +rough as he was ever before the world, and without speaking a word +to me, he had a soldier lock me in a cell. + + + +XIII + +"A LITTLE BOAST" + + +My new abode was more cheerful than the one I had quitted in the +citadel. It was not large, but it had a window, well barred, +through which came the good strong light of the northern sky. A +wooden bench for my bed stood in one corner, and, what cheered me +much, there was a small iron stove. Apart from warmth, its fire +would be companionable, and to tend it a means of passing the time. +Almost the first thing I did was to examine it. It was round, and +shaped like a small bulging keg on end. It had a lid on top, and in +the side a small door with bars for draught, suggesting to me in +little the delight of a fireplace. A small pipe from the side +carried away the smoke into a chimney in the wall. It seemed to +me luxurious, and my spirits came back apace. + +There was no fire yet, and it was bitter cold, so that I took to +walking up and down to keep warmth in me. I was ill nourished, and +I felt the cold intensely. But I trotted up and down, plans of +escape already running through my head. I was as far off as you can +imagine from that event of the early morning, when I stood waiting, +half frozen, to be shot by Lancy's men. + +After I had been walking swiftly up and down for an hour or +more, slapping my hands against my sides to keep them warm--for it +was so cold I ached and felt a nausea--I was glad to see Gabord +enter with a soldier carrying wood and shavings. I do not think I +could much longer have borne the chilling air--a dampness, too, had +risen from the floor, which had been washed that morning--for my +clothes were very light in texture and much worn. I had had but the +one suit since I entered the dungeon, for my other suit, which +was by no means smart, had been taken from me when I was first +imprisoned the year before. As if many good things had been +destined to come at once, soon afterwards another soldier entered +with a knapsack, which he laid down on the bench. My delight was +great when I saw it held my other poor suit of clothes, together +with a rough set of woollens, a few handkerchiefs, two pairs of +stockings, and a wool cap for night wear. + +Gabord did not speak to me at all, but roughly hurried the +soldier at his task of fire-lighting, and ordered the other to +fetch a pair of stools and a jar of water. Meanwhile I stood near, +watching, and stretched out my skinny hands to the grateful heat as +soon as the fire was lighted. I had a boy's delight in noting how +the draught pumped the fire into violence, shaking the stove till +it puffed and roared. I was so filled, that moment, with the +domestic spirit that I thought a steaming kettle on the little +stove would give me a tabby-like comfort. + +"Why not a kettle on the hob?" said I gaily to Gabord. + +"Why not a cat before the fire, a bit of bacon on the coals, a +pot of mulled wine at the elbow, and a wench's chin to chuck, +baby-bumbo!" said Gabord in a mocking voice, which made the +soldiers laugh at my expense. "And a spinet, too, for ducky dear, +Scarrat; a piece of cake and cherry wine, and a soul to go to +heaven! Tonnerre!" he added, with an oath, "these English prisoners +want the world for a sou, and they'd owe that till judgment +day." + +I saw at once the meaning of his words, for he turned his back +on me and went to the window and tried the stanchions, seeming much +concerned about them, and muttering to himself. I drew out from my +pocket two gold pieces, and gave them to the soldier Scarrat; and +the other soldier coming in just then, I did the same with him; and +I could see that their respect for me mightily increased. Gabord, +still muttering, turned to us again, and began to berate the +soldiers for their laziness. As the two men turned to go, Scarrat, +evidently feeling that something was due for the gold I had given, +said to Gabord, "Shall m'sieu' have the kettle?" + +Gabord took a step forward as if to strike the soldier, but stopped +short, blew out his cheeks, and laughed in a loud, mocking way. + +"Ay, ay, fetch m'sieu' the kettle, and fetch him flax to spin, and +a pinch of snuff, and hot flannels for his stomach, and every night +at sundown you shall feed him with pretty biscuits soaked in milk. +Ah, go to the devil and fetch the kettle, fool!" he added roughly +again, and quickly the place was empty save for him and myself. + +"Those two fellows are to sit outside your cage door, dickey-bird, +and two are to march beneath your window yonder, so you shall not +lack care if you seek to go abroad. Those are the new orders." + +"And you, Gabord," said I, "are you not to be my jailer?" I said +it sorrowfully, for I had a genuine feeling for him, and I could +not keep that from my voice. + +When I had spoken so feelingly, he stood for a moment, flushing +and puffing, as if confused by the compliment in the tone, and then +he answered, "I'm to keep you safe till word comes from the King +what's to be done with you." + +Then he suddenly became surly again, standing with legs apart +and keys dangling; for Scarrat entered with the kettle, and put it +on the stove. "You will bring blankets for m'sieu'," he added, "and +there's an order on my table for tobacco, which you will send your +comrade for." + +In a moment we were left alone. + +"You'll live like a stuffed pig here," he said, "though 'twill +be cold o' nights." + +After another pass or two of words he left me, and I hastened to +make a better toilet than I had done for a year. My old rusty suit +which I exchanged for the one I had worn seemed almost sumptuous, +and the woollen wear comforted my weakened body. Within an hour my +cell looked snug, and I sat cosily by the fire, feeding it lazily. + +It must have been about four o'clock when there was a turning of +keys and a shooting of bolts, the door opened, and who should +step inside but Gabord, followed by Alixe! I saw Alixe's lips +frame my name thrice, though no word came forth, and my heart was +bursting to cry out and clasp her to my breast. But still with a +sweet, serious look cast on me, she put out her hand and stayed me. + +Gabord, looking not at us at all, went straight to the window, +and, standing on a stool, busied himself with the stanchions and +to whistle. I took Alixe's hands and held them, and spoke her name +softly, and she smiled up at me with so perfect a grace that I +thought there never was aught like it in the world. + +She was the first to break the good spell. I placed a seat for +her, and sat down by her. She held out her fingers to the fire, and +then, after a moment, she told me the story of last night's affair. +First she made me tell her briefly of the events of the morning, of +which she knew, but not fully. This done, she began. I will set +down her story as a whole, and you must understand as you read that +it was told as women tell a story, with all little graces and +diversions, and those small details with which even momentous +things are enveloped in their eyes. I loved her all the more +because of these, and I saw, as Doltaire had said, how admirably +poised was her intellect, how acute her wit, how delicate and +astute a diplomatist she was becoming; and yet, through all, +preserving a simplicity of character almost impossible of belief. +Such qualities, in her directed to good ends, in lesser women have +made them infamous. Once that day Alixe said to me, breaking off as +her story went on, "Oh, Robert, when I see what power I have to +dissimulate--for it is that, call it by what name you will--when I +see how I enjoy accomplishing against all difficulty, how I can +blind even so skilled a diplomatist as Monsieur Doltaire, I almost +tremble. I see how, if God had not given me something here"--she +placed her hand upon her heart--"that saves me, I might be like +Madame Cournal, and far worse, far worse than she. For I love +power--I do love it; I can see that!" + +She did not realize that it was her strict honesty with herself +that was her true safeguard. + +But here is the story she told me: + +"When I left you, last night, I went at once to my home, and was +glad to get in without being seen. At nine o'clock we were to be +at the Chateau, and while my sister Georgette was helping me with +my toilette--oh, how I wished she would go and leave me quite +alone!--my head was in a whirl, and now and then I could feel +my heart draw and shake like a half-choked pump, and there was +a strange pain behind my eyes. Georgette is of such a warm +disposition, so kind always to me, whom she would yield to in +everything, so simple in her affections, that I seemed standing +there by her like an intrigante, as one who had got wisdom at the +price of a good something lost. But do not think, Robert, that for +one instant I was sorry I played a part, and have done so for a long +year and more. I would do it and more again, if it were for you. + +"Georgette could not understand why it was I stopped all at once +and caught her head to my breast, as she sat by me where I stood +arranging my gown. I do not know quite why I did it, but perhaps +it was from my yearning that never should she have a lover in such +sorrow and danger as mine, and that never should she have to learn +to mask her heart as I have done. Ah, sometimes I fear, Robert, +that when all is over, and you are free, and you see what the world +and all this playing at hide-and-seek have made me, you will feel +that such as Georgette, who have never looked inside the hearts of +wicked people, and read the tales therein for knowledge to defeat +wickedness--that such as she were better fitted for your life and +love. No, no, please do not take my hand--not till you have heard +all I am going to tell." + +She continued quietly; yet her eye flashed out now and then, and +now and then, also, something in her thoughts as to how she, a +weak, powerless girl, had got her ends against astute evil men, +sent a little laugh to her lips; for she had by nature as merry a +heart as serious. + +"At nine o'clock we came to the Chateau St. Louis from Ste. Anne +Street, where our winter home is--yet how much do I prefer the Manor +House! There were not many guests to supper, and Monsieur Doltaire +was not among them. I affected a genial surprise, and asked the +Governor if one of the two vacant chairs at the table was for +monsieur; and looking a little as though he would reprove me--for +he does not like to think of me as interested in monsieur--he said +it was, but that monsieur was somewhere out of town, and there was +no surety that he would come. The other chair was for the Chevalier +de la Darante, one of the oldest and best of our nobility, who +pretends great roughness and barbarism, but is a kind and honourable +gentleman, though odd. He was one of your judges, Robert; and though +he condemned you, he said that you had some reason on your side. And +I will show you how he stood for you last night. + +"I need not tell you how the supper passed, while I was +planning--planning to reach the Governor if monsieur did not come; +and if he did come, how to play my part so he should suspect +nothing but a vain girl's caprice, and maybe heartlessness. Moment +after moment went by, and he came not. I almost despaired. Presently +the Chevalier de la Darante entered, and he took the vacant chair +beside me. I was glad of this. I had gone in upon the arm of a +rusty gentleman of the Court, who is over here to get his health +again, and does it by gaming and drinking at the Chateau Bigot. The +Chevalier began at once to talk to me, and he spoke of you, saying +that he had heard of your duel with my brother, and that formerly +you had been much a guest at our house. I answered him with what +carefulness I could, and brought round the question of your death, +by hint and allusion getting him to speak of the mode of execution. + +"Upon this point he spoke his mind strongly, saying that it was +a case where the penalty should be the musket, not the rope. It was +no subject for the supper table, and the Governor felt this, and I +feared he would show displeasure; but other gentlemen took up the +matter, and he could not easily change the talk at the moment. The +feeling was strong against you. My father stayed silent, but I could +see he watched the effect upon the Governor. I knew that he himself +had tried to get the mode of execution changed, but the Governor had +been immovable. The Chevalier spoke most strongly, for he is afraid +of no one, and he gave the other gentlemen raps upon the knuckles. + +"'I swear,' he said at last, 'I am sorry now I gave in to his +death at all, for it seems to me that there is much cruelty and +hatred behind the case against him. He seemed to me a gentleman of +force and fearlessness, and what he said had weight. Why was the +gentleman not exchanged long ago? He was here three years before he +was tried on this charge. Ay, there's the point. Other prisoners +were exchanged--why not he? If the gentleman is not given a decent +death, after these years of captivity, I swear I will not leave +Kamaraska again to set foot in Quebec.' + +"At that the Governor gravely said, 'These are matters for our +Council, dear Chevalier.' To this the Chevalier replied, 'I meant +no reflection on your Excellency, but you are good enough to let +the opinions of gentlemen not so wise as you weigh with you in your +efforts to be just; and I have ever held that one wise autocrat was +worth a score of juries.' There was an instant's pause, and then my +father said quietly, 'If his Excellency had always councillors and +colleagues like the Chevalier de la Darante, his path would be +easier, and Canada happier and richer.' This settled the matter, +for the Governor, looking at them both for a moment, suddenly said, +'Gentlemen, you shall have your way, and I thank you for your +confidence.--If the ladies will pardon a sort of council of state +here!' he added. The Governor called a servant, and ordered pen, +ink, and paper; and there before us all he wrote an order to Gabord, +your jailer, to be delivered before midnight. + +"He had begun to read it aloud to us, when the curtains of the +entrance-door parted, and Monsieur Doltaire stepped inside. The +Governor did not hear him, and monsieur stood for a moment +listening. When the reading was finished, he gave a dry little +laugh, and came down to the Governor, apologizing for his lateness, +and bowing to the rest of us. He did not look at me at all, but +once he glanced keenly at my father, and I felt sure that he had +heard my father's words to the Governor. + +"'Have the ladies been made councillors?' he asked lightly, and +took his seat, which was opposite to mine. 'Have they all conspired +to give a criminal one less episode in his life for which to +blush? ... May I not join the conspiracy?' he added, glancing round, +and lifting a glass of wine. Not even yet had he looked at me. Then +he waved his glass the circuit of the table, and said, 'I drink to +the councillors and applaud the conspirators,' and as he raised his +glass to his lips his eyes came abruptly to mine and stayed, and +he bowed profoundly and with an air of suggestion. He drank, still +looking, and then turned again to the Governor. I felt my heart +stand still. Did he suspect my love for you, Robert? Had he +discovered something? Was Gabord a traitor to us? Had I been +watched, detected? I could have shrieked at the suspense. I was +like one suddenly faced with a dreadful accusation, with which was +a great fear. But I held myself still--oh, so still, so still--and +as in a dream I heard the Governor say pleasantly, 'I would I had +such conspirators always by me. I am sure you would wish them to +take more responsibility than you will now assume in Canada.' +Doltaire bowed and smiled, and the Governor went on: 'I am sure +you will approve of Captain Moray being shot instead of hanged. But +indeed it has been my good friend the Chevalier here who has given +me the best council I have held in many a day.' + +"To this Monsieur Doltaire replied: 'A council unknown to +statute, but approved of those who stand for etiquette with ones +foe's at any cost. For myself, it is so unpleasant to think of the +rope'" (here Alixe hid her face in her hands for a moment) "'that I +should eat no breakfast to-morrow, if the gentleman from Virginia +were to hang.' It was impossible to tell from his tone what was in +his mind, and I dared not think of his failure to interfere as he +had promised me. As yet he had done nothing, I could see, and in +eight or nine hours more you were to die. He did not look at me +again for some time, but talked to my mother and my father and the +Chevalier, commenting on affairs in France and the war between our +countries, but saying nothing of where he had been during the past +week. He seemed paler and thinner than when I last saw him, and I +felt that something had happened to him. You shall hear soon what +it was. + +"At last he turned from the Chevalier to me, and, said, 'When +did you hear from your brother, mademoiselle?' I told him; and he +added, 'I have had a letter since, and after supper, if you will +permit me, I will tell you of it.' Turning to my father and my +mother, he assured them of Juste's well-being, and afterwards +engaged in talk with the Governor, to whom he seemed to defer. +When we all rose to go to the salon, he offered my mother his +arm, and I went in upon the arm of the good Chevalier. A few +moments afterwards he came to me, and remarked cheerfully, 'In this +farther corner where the spinet sounds most we can talk best'; and +we went near to the spinet, where Madame Lotbiniere was playing. +'It is true,' he began, 'that I have had a letter from your brother. +He begs me to use influence for his advancement. You see he writes +to me instead of to the Governor. You can guess how I stand in +France. Well, we shall see what I may do.... Have you not wondered +concerning me this week?' he asked. I said to him, 'I scarce +expected you till after to-morrow, when you would plead some +accident as cause for not fulfilling your pretty little boast.' He +looked at me sharply for a minute, and then said: 'A pretty LITTLE +boast, is it? H'm! you touch great things with light fingers.' I +nodded. 'Yes,' said I, 'when I have no great faith.' 'You have +marvellous coldness for a girl that promised warmth in her youth,' +he answered. 'Even I, who am old in these matters, can not think of +this Moray's death without a twinge, for it is not like an affair +of battle; but you seem to think of it in its relation to my +"little boast," as you call it. Is it not so?' + +"'No, no,' said I, with apparent indignation, 'you must not make +me out so cruel. I am not so hard-hearted as you think. My brother +is well--I have no feeling against Captain Moray on his account; +and as for spying--well, it is only a painful epithet for what is +done here and everywhere all the time.' 'Dear me, dear me,' he +remarked lightly, 'what a mind you have for argument!--a born +casuist; and yet, like all women, you would let your sympathy rule +you in matters of state. But come,' he added, 'where do you think +I have been?' It was hard to answer him gaily, and yet it must be +done, and so I said, 'You have probably put yourself in prison, +that you should not keep your tiny boast.' 'I have been in prison,' +he answered, 'and I was on the wrong side, with no key--even locked +in a chest-room of the Intendance,' he explained, 'but as yet I do +not know by whom, nor am I sure why. After two days without food or +drink, I managed to get out through the barred window. I spent three +days in my room, ill, and here I am. You must not speak of this--you +will not?' he asked me. 'To no one,' I answered gaily, 'but my other +self.' 'Where is your other self?' he asked. 'In here,' said I, +touching my bosom. I did not mean to turn my head away when I said +it, but indeed I felt I could not look him in the eyes at the +moment, for I was thinking of you. + +"He mistook me; he thought I was coquetting with him, and he leaned +forward to speak in my ear, so that I could feel his breath on my +cheek. I turned faint, for I saw how terrible was this game I was +playing; but oh, Robert, Robert,"--her hands fluttered towards me, +then drew back--"it was for your sake, for your sake, that I let his +hand rest on mine an instant, as he said: 'I shall go hunting THERE +to find your other self. Shall I know the face if I see it?' I drew +my hand away, for it was torture to me, and I hated him, but I only +said a little scornfully, 'You do not stand by your words. You +said'--here I laughed a little disdainfully--'that you would meet +the first test to prove your right to follow the second boast.' + +"He got to his feet, and said in a low, firm voice: 'Your memory +is excellent, your aplomb perfect. You are young to know it all so +well. But you bring your own punishment,' he added, with a wicked +smile, 'and you shall pay hereafter. I am going to the Governor. +Bigot has arrived, and is with Madame Cournal yonder. You shall +have proof in half an hour.' + +"Then he left me. An idea occurred to me. If he succeeded in +staying your execution, you would in all likelihood be placed in +the common jail. I would try to get an order from the Governor to +visit the jail to distribute gifts to the prisoners, as my mother +and I had done before on the day before Christmas. So, while +Monsieur Doltaire was passing with Bigot and the Chevalier de la +Darante into another room, I asked the Governor; and that very +moment, at my wish, he had his secretary write the order, which he +countersigned and handed me, with a gift of gold for the prisoners. +As he left my mother and myself, Monsieur Doltaire came back with +Bigot, and, approaching the Governor, they led him away, engaging +at once in serious talk. One thing I noticed: as monsieur and Bigot +came up, I could see monsieur eying the Intendant askance, as though +he would read treachery; for I feel sure that it was Bigot who +contrived to have monsieur shut up in the chest-room. I can not +quite guess the reason, unless it be true what gossips say, that +Bigot is jealous of the notice Madame Cournal has given Doltaire, +who visits much at her house. + +"Well, they asked me to sing, and so I did; and can you guess +what it was? Even the voyageurs' song,-- + + 'Brothers, we go to the Scarlet Hills, + (Little gold sun, come out of the dawn!)' + +I know not how I sang it, for my heart, my thoughts, were far +away in a whirl of clouds and mist, as you may see a flock of wild +ducks in the haze upon a river, flying they know not whither, save +that they follow the sound of the stream. I was just ending the +song when Monsieur Doltaire leaned over me, and said in my ear, +'To-morrow I shall invite Captain Moray from the scaffold to my +breakfast-table--or, better still, invite myself to his own.' His +hand caught mine, as I gave a little cry; for when I felt sure of +your reprieve, I could not, Robert, I could not keep it back. He +thought I was startled at his hand-pressure, and did not guess the +real cause. + +"'I have met one challenge, and I shall meet the other,' he said +quickly. 'It is not so much a matter of power, either; it is that +engine opportunity. You and I should go far in this wicked world,' +he added. 'We think together, we see through ladders. I admire you, +mademoiselle. Some men will say they love you; and they should, or +they have no taste; and the more they love you, the better pleased +am I--if you are best pleased with me. But it is possible for men to +love and not to admire. It is a foolish thing to say that reverence +must go with love. I know men who have lost their heads and their +souls for women whom they knew infamous. But when one admires where +one loves, then in the ebb and flow of passion the heart is safe, +for admiration holds when the sense is cold.' + +"You know well, Robert, how clever he is; how, listening to him, +you must admit his talent and his power. But oh, believe that, +though I am full of wonder at his cleverness, I can not bear him +very near me." + +She paused. I looked most gravely at her, as well one might who +saw so sweet a maid employing her heart thus, and the danger that +faced her. She misread my look a little, maybe, for she said at +once: + +"I must be honest with you, and so I tell you all--all, else the +part I play were not possible to me. To you I can speak plainly, +pour out my soul. Do not fear for me. I see a battle coming between +that man and me, but I shall fight it stoutly, worthily, so that in +this, at least, I shall never have to blush for you that you loved +me. Be patient, Robert, and never doubt me; for that would make me +close the doors of my heart, though I should never cease to aid +you, never weary in labor for your well-being. If these things, and +fighting all these wicked men, to make Doltaire help me to save +you, have schooled to action some worse parts of me, there is yet +in me that which shall never be brought low, never be dragged to +the level of Versailles or the Chateau Bigot--never!" + +She looked at me with such dignity and pride that my eyes filled +with tears, and, not to be stayed, I reached out and took her +hands, and would have clasped her to my breast, but she held back +from me. + +"You believe in me, Robert?" she said most earnestly. "You will +never doubt me? You know that I am true and loyal." + +"I believe in God, and you," I answered reverently, and I took +her in my arms and kissed her. I did not care at all whether or no +Gabord saw; but indeed he did not, as Alixe told me afterwards, +for, womanlike, even in this sweet crisis she had an eye for such +details. + +"What more did he say?" I asked, my heart beating hard in the +joy of that embrace. + +"No more, or little more, for my mother came that instant and +brought me to talk with the Chevalier de la Darante, who wished to +ask me for next summer to Kamaraska or Isle aux Coudres, where he +has manorhouses. Before I left Monsieur Doltaire, he said, 'I never +made a promise but I wished to break it. This one shall balance all +I've broken, for I'll never unwish it.' + +"My mother heard this, and so I summoned all my will, and said +gaily, 'Poor broken crockery! You stand a tower among the ruins.' +This pleased him, and he answered, 'On the tower base is written, +This crockery outserves all others.' My mother looked sharply at +me, but said nothing, for she has come to think that I am heartless +and cold to men and to the world, selfish in many things." + +At this moment Gabord turned round, saying, "'Tis time to be +done. Madame comes." + +"It is my mother," said Alixe, standing up, and hastily placing +her hands in mine. "I must be gone. Good-bye, good-bye." + +There was no chance for further adieu, and I saw her pass out with +Gabord; but she turned at the last, and said in English, for she +spoke it fairly now, "Believe, and remember." + + + +XIV + +ARGAND COURNAL + + +The most meagre intelligence came to me from the outer world. I +no longer saw Gabord; he had suddenly been with drawn and a new +jailer substituted, and the sentinels outside my door and beneath +the window of my cell refused all information. For months I had no +news whatever of Alixe or of those affairs nearest my heart. I +heard nothing of Doltaire, little of Bigot, and there was no sign +of Voban. + +Sometimes I could see my new jailer studying me, if my plans were +a puzzle to his brain. At first he used regularly to try the bars +of the window, and search the wall as though he thought my devices +might be found there. + +Scarrat and Flavelle, the guards at my door, set too high a +price on their favours, and they talked seldom, and then with +brutal jests and ribaldry, of matters in the town which were not +vital to me. Yet once or twice, from things they said, I came to +know that all was not well between Bigot and Doltaire on one hand, +and Doltaire and the Governor on the other. Doltaire had set the +Governor and the Intendant scheming against him because of his +adherence to the cause of neither, and his power to render the +plans of either of no avail when he chose, as in my case. +Vaudreuil's vanity was injured, and besides, he counted Doltaire +too strong a friend of Bigot. Bigot, I doubted not, found in Madame +Cournal's liking for Doltaire all sorts of things of which he never +would have dreamed; for there is no such potent devilry in this +world as the jealousy of such a sort of man over a woman whose +vanity and cupidity are the springs of her affections. Doltaire's +imprisonment in a room of the Intendance was not so mysterious as +suggestive. I foresaw a strife, a complication of intrigues, and +internal enmities which would be (as they were) the ruin of New +France. I saw, in imagination, the English army at the gates of +Quebec, and those who sat in the seats of the mighty, sworn to +personal enmities--Vaudreuil through vanity, Bigot through cupidity, +Doltaire by the innate malice of his nature--sacrificing the +country; the scarlet body of British power moving down upon a +dishonoured city, never to take its foot from that sword of France +which fell there on the soil of the New World. + +But there was another factor in the situation which I have not +dwelt on before. Over a year earlier, when war was being carried +into Prussia by Austria and France, and against England, the ally +of Prussia, the French Minister of War, D'Argenson, had, by the +grace of La Pompadour, sent General the Marquis de Montcalm to +Canada, to protect the colony with a small army. From the first, +Montcalm, fiery, impetuous, and honourable, was at variance with +Vaudreuil, who, though honest himself, had never dared to make open +stand against Bigot. When Montcalm came, practically taking the +military command out of the hands of the Governor, Vaudreuil +developed a singular jealous spirit against the General. It began +to express itself about the time I was thrown into the citadel +dungeon, and I knew from what Alixe had told me, and from the +gossip of the soldiers, that there was a more open show of +disagreement now. + +The Governor, seeing how ill it was to be at variance with both +Montcalm and Bigot, presently began to covet a reconciliation with +the latter. To this Bigot was by no means averse, for his own +position had danger. His followers and confederates, Cournal, +Marin, Cadet, and Rigaud, were robbing the King with a daring and +effrontery which must ultimately bring disaster. This he knew, but +it was his plan to hold on for a time longer, and then to retire +before the axe fell, with an immense fortune. Therefore, about the +time set for my execution, he began to close with the overtures of +the Governor, and presently the two formed a confederacy against the +Marquis de Montcalm. Into it they tried to draw Doltaire, and were +surprised to find that he stood them off as to anything more than +outward show of friendliness. + +Truth was, Doltaire, who had no sordid feeling in him, loathed +alike the cupidity of Bigot and the incompetency of the Governor, +and respected Montcalm for his honour, and reproached him for his +rashness. From first to last, he was, without show of it, the best +friend Montcalm had in the province; and though he held aloof from +bringing punishment to Bigot, he despised him and his friends, +and was not slow to make that plain. D'Argenson made inquiry of +Doltaire when Montcalm's honest criticisms were sent to France in +cipher, and Doltaire returned the reply that Bigot was the only +man who could serve Canada efficiently in this crisis; that he had +abounding fertility of resource, a clear head, a strong will, and +great administrative faculty. This was all he would say, save that +when the war was over other matters might be conned. Meanwhile +France must pay liberally for the Intendant's services. + +Through a friend in France, Bigot came to know that his affairs +were moving to a crisis, and saw that it would be wise to retire; +but he loved the very air of crisis, and Madame Cournal, anxious to +keep him in Canada, encouraged him in his natural feeling to stand +or fall with the colony. He never showed aught but a hold and +confident face to the public, and was in all regards the most +conspicuous figure in New France. When, two years before, Montcalm +took Oswego from the English, Bigot threw open his palace to the +populace for two days' feasting, and every night during the war he +entertained lavishly, though the people went hungry, and their own +corn, bought for the King, was sold back to them at famine prices. + +As the Governor amid the Intendant grew together in friendship, +Vaudreuil sinking past disapproval in present selfish necessity, +they quietly combined against Doltaire as against Montcalm. Yet at +this very time Doltaire was living in the Intendance, and, as he +had told Alixe, not without some personal danger. He had before +been offered rooms at the Chateau St. Louis; but these he would +not take, for he could not bear to be within touch of the Governor's +vanity and timidity. He would of preference have stayed in the +Intendance had he known that pitfalls and traps were at every +footstep. Danger gave a piquancy to his existence. I think he did +not greatly value Madame Cournal's admiration of himself; but when +it drove Bigot to retaliation, his imagination got an impulse, and +he entered upon a conflict which ran parallel with the war, and +with that delicate antagonism which Alixe waged against him, long +undiscovered by himself. + +At my wits' end for news, at last I begged my jailer to convey a +message for me to the Governor, asking that the barber be let +come to me. The next day an answer arrived in the person of Voban +himself, accompanied by the jailer. For a time there was little +speech between us, but as he tended me we talked. We could do +so with safety, for Voban knew English; and though he spoke it +brokenly, he had freedom in it, and the jailer knew no word of it. +At first the fellow blustered, but I waved him off. He was a man +of better education than Gabord, but of inferior judgment and +shrewdness. He made no trial thereafter to interrupt our talk, but +sat and drummed upon a stool with his keys, or loitered at the +window, or now and again thrust his hand into my pockets, as if +to see if weapons were concealed in them. + +"Voban," said I, "what has happened since I saw you at the +Intendance? Tell me first of mademoiselle. You have nothing from +her for me?" + +"Nothing," he answered. "There is no time. A soldier come an +hour ago with an order from the Governor, and I must go all at +once. So I come as you see. But as for the ma'm'selle, she is well. +Voila, there is no one like her in New France. I do not know +all, as you can guess, but they say she can do what she will at +the Chateau. It is a wonder to see her drive. A month ago, a +droll thing come to pass. She is driving on the ice with ma'm'selle +Lotbiniere and her brother Charles. M'sieu' Charles, he has +the reins. Soon, ver' quick, the horses start with all their might. +M'sieu' saw and pull, but they go the faster. Like that for a mile +or so; then ma'm'selle remember there is a great crack in the ice a +mile farther on, and beyond the ice is weak and rotten, for there +the curren' is ver' strongest. She see that M'sieu' Charles, he can +do nothing, so she reach and take the reins. The horses go on; it +make no diff'rence at first. But she begin to talk to them so sof', +and to pull ver' steady, and at last she get them shaping to the +shore. She have the reins wound on her hands, and people on the +shore, they watch. Little on little the horses pull up, and stop at +last not a hunder' feet from the great crack and the rotten ice. +Then she turn them round and drive them home. + +"You should hear the people cheer as she drive up Mountain +Street. The bishop stand at the window of his palace and smile at +her as she pass, and m'sieu'"--he looked at the jailer and +paused--"m'sieu' the gentleman we do not love, he stand in the +street with his cap off for two minutes as she come, and after she +go by, and say a grand compliment to her, so that her face go pale. +He get froze ears for his pains--that was a cold day. Well, at night +there was a grand dinner at the Intendance, and afterwards a ball in +the splendid room which that man" (he meant Bigot: I shall use names +when quoting him further, that he may be better understood) "built +for the poor people of the land for to dance down their sorrows. So +you can guess I would be there--happy. Ah yes, so happy! I go and +stand in the great gallery above the hall of dance, with crowd of +people, and look down at the grand folk. + +"One man come to me and say, 'Ah, Voban, is it you here? Who would +think it!'--like that. Another, he come and say, 'Voban, he can not +keep away from the Intendance. Who does he come to look for? But no, +SHE is not here--no.' And again, another, 'Why should not Voban be +here? One man has not enough bread to eat, and Bigot steals his +corn. Another hungers for a wife to sit by his fire, and Bigot takes +the maid, and Voban stuffs his mouth with humble pie like the rest. +Chut! shall not Bigot have his fill?' And yet another, and voila, +she was a woman, she say, 'Look at the Intendant down there with +madame. And M'sieu' Cournal, he also is there. What does M'sieu' +Cournal care? No, not at all. The rich man, what he care, if he has +gold? Virtue! ha, ha! what is that in your wife if you have gold for +it? Nothing. See his hand at the Intendant's arm. See how M'sieu' +Doltaire look at them, and then up here at us. What is it in his +mind, you think? Eh? You think he say to himself, A wife all to +himself is the poor man's one luxury? Eh? Ah, M'sieu' Doltaire, you +are right, you are right. You catch up my child from its basket in +the market-place one day, and you shake it ver' soft, an' you say, +"Madame, I will stake the last year of my life that I can put my +finger on the father of this child." And when I laugh in his face, +he say again, "And if he thought he wasn't its father, he would cut +out the liver of the other--eh?" And I laugh, and say, "My Jacques +would follow him to hell to do it." Then he say, Voban, he say to +me, "That is the difference between you and us. We only kill men who +meddle with our mistresses!" Ah, that M'sieu' Doltaire, he put a +louis in the hand of my babe, and he not even kiss me on the cheek. +Pshaw! Jacques would sell him fifty kisses for fifty louis. But sell +me, or a child of me? Well, Voban, you can guess! Pah, barber, if +you do not care what he did to the poor Mathilde, there are other +maids in St. Roch.'" + +Voban paused a moment then added quietly, "How do you think I bear +it all? With a smile? No, I hear with my ears open and my heart +close tight. Do they think they can teach me? Do they guess I sit +down and hear all without a cry from my throat or a will in my body? +Ah, m'sieu' le Capitaine, it is you who know. You saw what I would +have go to do with M'sieu' Doltaire before the day of the Great +Birth. You saw if I am coward--if I not take the sword when it was +at my throat without a whine. No, m'sieu', I can wait. Then is a +time for everything. At first I am all in a muddle, I not how what +to do; but by-and-bye it all come to me, and you shall one day what +I wait for. Yes, you shall see. I look down on that people dancing +there, quiet and still, and I hear some laugh at me, and now and +then some one say a good word to me that make me shut my hands +tight, so the tears not come to my eyes. But I felt alone--so much +alone. The world does not want a sad man. In my shop I try to laugh +as of old, and I am not sour or heavy, but I can see men do not say +droll things to me as once back time. No, I am not as I was. What am +I to do? There is but one way. What is great to one man is not to +another. What kills the one does not kill the other. Take away from +some people one thing, and they will not care; from others that +same, and there is nothing to live for, except just to live, and +because a man does not like death." + +He paused. "You are right, Voban," said I. "Go on." + +He was silent again for a time, and then he moved his hand in a +helpless sort of way across his forehead. It had become deeply +lined and wrinkled all in a couple of years. His temples were +sunken, his cheeks hollow, and his face was full of those shadows +which lend a sort of tragedy to even the humblest and least +distinguished countenance. His eyes had a restlessness, anon an +intense steadiness almost uncanny, and his thin, long fingers had a +stealthiness of motion, a soft swiftness, which struck me strangly. +I never saw a man so changed. He was like a vessel wrested from its +moorings; like some craft, filled with explosives, set loose along +a shore lined with fishing-smacks, which might come foul of one, +and blow the company of men and boats into the air. As he stood +there, his face half turned to me for a moment, this came to my +mind, and I said to him, "Voban, you look like some wicked gun +which would blow us all to pieces." + +He wheeled, and came to me so swiftly that I shrank back in my +chair with alarm, his action was so sudden, and, peering into my +face, he said, glancing, as I thought, anxiously at the jailer, +"Blow--blow--how blow us all to pieces, m'sieu'?" He eyed me with +suspicion, and I could see that he felt like some hurt animal among +its captors, ready to fight, yet not knowing from what point danger +would come. Something pregnant in what I said had struck home, yet +I could not guess then what it was, though afterwards it came to me +with great force and vividness. + +"I meant nothing, Voban," answered I, "save that you look dangerous." + +I half put out my hand to touch his arm in a friendly way, but I +saw that the jailer was watching, and I did not. Voban felt what I +was about to do, and his face instantly softened, and his blood-shot +eyes gave me a look of gratitude. Then he said: + +"I will tell you what happen next I know the palace very well, +and when I see the Intendant and M'sieu' Doltaire and others leave +the ballroom I knew that they go to the chamber which they call 'la +Chambre de la Joie,' to play at cards. So I steal away out of the +crowd into a passage which, as it seem, go nowhere, and come quick, +all at once, to a bare wall. But I know the way. In one corner of +the passage I press a spring, and a little panel open. I crawl +through and close it behin'. Then I feel my way along the dark +corner till I come to another panel. This I open, and I see light. +You ask how I can do this? Well, I tell you. There is the valet of +Bigot, he is my friend. You not guess who it is? No? It is a man +whose crime in France I know. He was afraid when he saw me here, +but I say to him, 'No, I will not speak--never'; and he is all +my friend just when I most need. Eh, voila, I see light, as I said, +and I push aside heavy curtains ver' little, and there is the +Chamber of the Joy below. There they all are, the Intendant and the +rest, sitting down to the tables. There was Capitaine Lancy, M'sieu' +Cadet, M'sieu' Cournal, M'sieu' le Chevalier de Levis, and M'sieu' +le Generale, le Marquis de Montcalm. I am astonish to see him there, +the great General, in his grand coat of blue and gold and red, and +laces tres beau at his throat, with a fine jewel. Ah, he is not ver' +high on his feet, but he has an eye all fire, and a laugh come quick +to his lips, and he speak ver' galant, but he never let them, +Messieurs Cadet, Marin, Lancy, and the rest, be thick friends with +him. They do not clap their hands on his shoulder comme le bon +camarade--non! + +"Well, they sit down to play, and soon there is much noise and +laughing, and then sometimes a silence, and then again the noise, +and you can see one snuff a candle with the points of two rapiers, +or hear a sword jangle at a chair, or listen to some one sing ver' +soft a song as he hold a good hand of cards, or the ring of louis +on the table, or the sound of glass as it break on the floor. And +once a young gentleman--alas! he is so young--he get up from his +chair, and cry out, 'All is lost! I go to die!' He raise a pistol +to his head; but M'sieu' Doltaire catch his hand, and say quite +soft and gentle, 'No, no, mon enfant, enough of making fun +of us. Here is the hunder' louis I borrow of you yesterday. Take +your revenge.' The lad sit down slow, looking ver' strange at +M'sieu' Doltaire. And it is true: he took his revenge out of +M'sieu' Cadet, for he win--I saw it--three hunder' louis. Then +M'sieu' Doltaire lean over to him and say, 'M'sieu', you will +carry for me a message to the citadel for M'sieu' Ramesay, the +commandant.' Ah, it was a sight to see M'sieu' Cadet's face, going +this way and that. But it was no use: the young gentleman pocket +his louis, and go away with a letter from M'sieu' Doltaire. But +M'sieu' Doltaire, he laugh in the face of M'sieu' Cadet, and say +ver' pleasant, 'That is a servant of the King, m'sieu', who live by +his sword alone. Why should civilians be so greedy? Come, play, +M'sieu' Cadet. If M'sieu' the General will play with me, we two +will what we can do with you and his Excellency the Intendant.' + +"They sit just beneath me, and I hear all what is said, I see all +the looks of them, every card that is played. M'sieu' the General +have not play yet, but watch M'sieu' Doltaire and the Intendant at +the cards. With a smile he now sit down. Then M'sieu' Doltaire, he +say, 'M'sieu' Cadet, let us have no mistake--let us be commercial.' +He take out his watch. 'I have two hours to spare; are you dispose +to play for that time only? To the moment we will rise, and there +shall be no question of satisfaction, no discontent anywhere--eh, +shall it be so, if m'sieu' the General can spare the time also?' It +is agree that the General play for one hour and go, and that M'sieu' +Doltaire and the Intendant play for the rest of the time. + +"They begin, and I hide there and watch. The time go ver' fast, +and my breath catch in my throat to see how great the stakes they +play for. I hear M'sieu' Doltaire say at last, with a smile, taking +out his watch, 'M'sieu' the General, your time is up, and you take +with you twenty thousan' francs.' + +"The General, he smile and wave his hand, as if sorry to take so +much from M'sieu' Cadet and the Intendant. M'sieu' Cadet sit dark, +and speak nothing at first, but at last he get up and turn on his +heel and walk away, leaving what he lose on the table. M'sieu' the +General bow also, and go from the room. Then M'sieu' Doltaire and +the Intendant play. One by one the other players stop, and come and +watch these. Something get into the two gentlemen, for both are +pale, and the face of the Intendant all of spots, and his little +round eyes like specks of red fire; but M'sieu' Doltaire's face, +it is still, and his brows bend over, and now and then he make a +little laughing out of his lips. All at once I hear him say, 'Double +the stakes, your Excellency!' The Intendant look up sharp and say, +'What! Two hunder' thousan' francs!'--as if M'sieu' Doltaire could +not pay such a like that. M'sieu' Doltaire smile ver' wicked, and +answer, 'Make it three hunder' thousan' francs, your Excellency.' It +is so still in the Chamber of the Joy that all you hear for a minute +was the fat Monsieur Varin breathe like a hog, and the rattle of a +spur as some one slide a foot on the floor. + +"The Intendant look blank; then he nod his head for answer, and +each write on a piece of paper. As they begin, M'sieu' Doltaire +take out his watch and lay it on the table, and the Intendant +do the same, and they both look at the time. The watch of the +Intendant is all jewels. 'Will you not add the watches to the +stake?' say M'sieu' Doltaire. The Intendant look, and shrug a +shoulder, and shake his head for no, and M'sieu' Doltaire smile in +a sly way, so that the Intendant's teeth show at his lips and his +eyes almost close, he is so angry. + +"Just this minute I hear a low noise behind me, and then some +one give a little cry. I turn quick and Madame Cournal. She stretch +her hand, and touch my lips, and motion me not to stir. I look down +again, and I see that M'sieu' Doltaire look up to the where I am, +for he hear that sound, I think--I not know sure. But he say once +more, 'The watch, the watch, your Excellency! I have a fancy for +yours!' I feel madame breathe hard beside me, but I not like to +look at her. I am not afraid of men, but a woman that way--ah, it +make me shiver! She will betray me, I think. All at once I feel her +hand at my belt, then at my pocket, to see if I have a weapon; for +the thought come to her that I am there to kill Bigot. But I raise +my hands and say, 'No,' ver' quiet, and she nod her head all right. + +"The Intendant wave his hand at M'sieu' Doltaire to say he would +not stake the watch, for I know it is one madame give him; and then +they begin to play. No one stir. The cards go out flip, flip, on the +table, and with a little soft scrape in the hands, and I hear +Bigot's hound much a bone. All at once M'sieu' Doltaire throw down +his cards, and say, 'Mine, Bigot! Three hunder' thousan' francs, +and the time is up!' The other get from his chair, and say, 'How +would you have pay if you had lost, Doltaire?' And m'sieu' answer, +'From the coffers of the King, like you, Bigot' His tone is odd. +I feel madame's breath go hard. Bigot turn round and say to the +others, 'Will you take your way to the great hall, messieurs, +and M'sieu' Doltaire and I will follow. We have some private +conf'rence.' They all turn away, all but M'sieu' Cournal, and leave +the room, whispering. 'I will join you soon, Cournal,' say his +Excellency. M'sieu' Cournal not go, for he have been drinking, and +something stubborn got into him. But the Intendant order him rough, +and he go. I can hear madame gnash her teeth sof' beside me. + +"When the door close, the Intendant turn to M'sieu' Doltaire and +say, 'What is the end for which you play?' M'sieu' Doltaire make a +light motion of his hand, and answer, 'For three hunder' thousan' +francs.' 'And to pay, m'sieu', how to pay if you have lost?' +M'sieu' Doltaire lay his hand on his sword sof'. 'From the King's +coffers, as I say; he owes me more than he has paid. But not like +you, Bigot. I have earned, this way and that, all that I might ever +get from the King's coffers--even this three hunder' thousan' +francs, ten times told. But you, Bigot--tush! why should we make +bubbles of words?' The Intendant get white in the face, but there +are spots on it like on a late apple of an old tree. 'You go too +far, Doltaire,' he say. 'You have hint before my officers and my +friends that I make free with the King's coffers.' M'sieu' answer, +'You should see no such hints, if your palms were not musty.' 'How +know you,' ask the Intendant, 'that my hands are musty from the +King's coffers?' M'sieu' arrange his laces, and say light, 'As +easy from the must as I tell how time passes in your nights by the +ticking of this trinket here.' He raise his sword and touch the +Intendant's watch on the table. + +"I never hear such silence as there is for a minute, and then the +Intendant say, 'You have gone one step too far. The must on my +hands, seen through your eyes, is no matter, but when you must the +name of a lady there is but one end. You understan', m'sieu', there +is but one end.' M'sieu' laugh. 'The sword, you mean? Eh? No, no, +I will not fight with you. I am not here to rid the King of so +excellent an officer, however large fee he force for his services.' +'And I tell you,' say the Intendant, 'that I will not have you cast +a slight upon a lady.' Madame beside me start up, and whisper to +me, 'If you betray me, you shall die. If you be still, I too will +say nothing.' But then a thing happen. Another voice sound from +below, and there, coming from behind a great screen of oak wood, is +M'sieu' Cournal, his face all red with wine, his hand on his sword. +'Bah!' he say, coming forward--'bah! I will speak for madame. I +will speak. I have been silent long enough.' He come between the +two, and, raising his sword, he strike the time-piece and smash it. +'Ha! ha!' he say, wild with drink, 'I have you both here alone.' He +snap his fingers under the Intendant's nose. 'It is time I protect +my wife's name from you, and by God, I will do it!' At that M'sieu' +Doltaire laugh, and Cournal turn to him, and say, 'Batard!' The +Intendant have out his sword, and he roar in a hoarse voice, 'Dog, +you shall die!' But M'sieu' Doltaire strike up his sword, and face +the drunken man. 'No, leave that to me. The King's cause goes +shipwreck; we can't change helmsman now. Think--scandal and your +disgrace!' Then he make a pass at m'sieu' Cournal, who parry quick. +Another, and he prick his shoulder. Another, and then madame beside +me, as I spring back, throw aside the curtains, and cry out, 'No, +m'sieu'! no! For shame!' + +"I kneel in a corner behind the curtains, and wait and listen. +There is not a sound for a moment; then I hear a laugh from M'sieu' +Cournal, such a laugh make me sick--loud, and full of what you call +not care and the devil. Madame speak down at them. 'Ah,' she say, +'it is so fine a sport to drag a woman's name in the mire!' Her +voice is full of spirit. and she look beautiful--beautiful. I never +guess how a woman like that look; so full of pride, and to speak +like you could think knives sing as they strike steel--sharp and +cold. 'I came to see how gentlemen look at play, and they end in +brawling over a lady!' + +"M'sieu' Doltaire speak to her, and they all put up their swords, +and M'sieu' Cournal sit down at a table, and he stare and stare +up at the balcony, and make a motion now and then with his +hand. M'sieu' Doltaire say to her, 'Madame, you must excuse +our entertainment; we did not know we had an audience so +distinguished.' She reply, 'As scene-shifter and prompter, M'sieu' +Doltaire, you have a gift. Your Excellency,' she say to the +Intendant, 'I will wait for you at the top of the great staircase, +if you will be so good as to take me to the ballroom.' The +Intendant and M'sieu' Doltaire bow, and turn to the door, and +M'sieu' Cournal scowl, and make as if to follow; but madame speak +down at him, 'M'sieu'--Argand'--like that! and he turn back, and sit +down. I think she forget me, I keep so still. The others bow and +scrape, and leave the room, and the two are alone--alone, for what +am I? What if a dog hear great people speak? No, it is no matter! + +"There is all still for a little while, and I watch her face as +she lean over the rail and look down at him; it is like stone, like +stone that aches, and her eyes stare and stare at him. He look up +at her and scowl; then he laugh, with a toss of the finger, and sit +down. All at once he put his hand on his sword, and gnash his teeth. + +"Then she speak down to him, her voice ver' quiet. 'Argand,' she +say, 'you are more a man drunk than sober. Argand,' she go on, +'years ago, they said you were a brave man; you fight well, you +do good work for the King, your name goes with a sweet sound to +Versailles. You had only your sword and my poor fortune and me +then--that is all; but you were a man. You had ambition, so had I. +What can a woman do? You had your sword, your country, the King's +service. I had beauty; I wanted power--ah yes, power, that was the +thing! But I was young and a fool; you were older. You talked fine +things then, but you had a base heart, so much baser than mine.... +I might have been a good woman. I was a fool, and weak, and vain, +but you were base--so base--coward and betrayer, you!' + +"At that m'sieu' start up and snatch at his sword, and speak out +between his teeth, 'By God, I will kill you to-night!' She smile +cold and hard, and say, 'No, no, you will not; it is too late for +killing; that should have been done before. You sold your right to +kill long ago, Argand Cournal. You have been close friends with the +man who gave me power, and you gold.' Then she get fierce. 'Who +gave you gold before he gave me power, traitor?' Like that she +speak. 'Do you never think of what you have lost?' Then she break +out in a laugh. 'Pah! Listen: if there must be killing, why not be +the great Roman--drunk!' + +"Then she laugh so hard a laugh, and turn away, and go quick by +me and not see me. She step into the dark, and he sit down in the +chair, and look straight in front of him. I do not stir, and after +a minute she come back sof', and peep down, her face all differen'. +'Argand! Argand!' she say ver' tender and low, 'if--if--if'--like +that. But just then he see the broken watch on the floor, and he +stoop, with a laugh, and pick up the pieces; then he get a candle +and look on the floor everywhere for the jewels, and he pick them +up, and put them away one by one in his purse like a miser. He keep +on looking, and once the fire of the candle burn his beard, and he +swear, and she stare and stare at him. He sit down at the table, +and look at the jewels and laugh to himself. Then she draw herself +up, and shake, and put her hands to her eyes, and 'C'est fini! +c'est fini!' she whisper, and that is all. + +"When she is gone, after a little time he change--ah, he change +much, he go to a table and pour out a great bowl of wine, and then +another, and he drink them both, and he begin to walk up and down +the floor. He sway now and then, but he keep on for a long time. +Once a servant come, but he wave him away, and he scowl and talk to +himself, and shut the doors and lock them. Then he walk on and on. +At last he sit down, and he face me. In front of him are candles, +and he stare between them, and stare and stare. I sit and watch, +and I feel a pity. I hear him say, 'Antoinette! Antoinette! My dear +Antoinette! We are lost forever, my Antoinette!' Then he take the +purse from his pocket, and throw it up to the balcony where I am. +'Pretty sins,' he say, 'follow the sinner!' It lie there, and it +have sprung open, and I can see the jewels shine, but I not touch +it--no. Well, he sit there long--long, and his face get gray and +his cheeks all hollow. + +"I hear the clock strike one! two! three! four! Once some +one come and try the door, but go away again, and he never stir; +he is like a dead man. At last I fall asleep. When I wake up, he +still sit there, but his head lie in his arms. I look round. Ah, +it is not a fine sight--no. The candles burn so low, and there is +a smell of wick, and the grease runs here and there down the great +candlesticks. Upon the floor, this place and that, is a card, and +pieces of paper, and a scarf, and a broken glass, and something +that shine by a small table. This is a picture in a little gold +frame. On all the tables stand glasses, some full, and some empty of +wine. And just as the dawn come in through the tall windows, a cat +crawl out from somewhere, all ver' thin and shy, and walk across the +floor; it make the room look so much alone. At last it come and move +against m'sieu's legs, and he lift his head and look down at it, and +nod, and say something which I not hear. After that he get up, and +pull himself together with a shake, and walk down the room. Then +he see the little gold picture on the floor which some drunk young +officer drop, and he pick it up and look at it, and walk again. +'Poor fool!' he say, and look at the picture again. 'Poor fool! Will +he curse her some day--a child with a face like that? Ah!' And he +throw the picture down. Then he walk away to the doors, unlock them, +and go out. Soon I steal away through the panels, and out of the +palace ver' quiet, and go home. But I can see that room in my mind." + +Again the jailer hurried Voban; There was no excuse for him to +remain longer; so I gave him a message to Alixe, and slipped into +his hand a transcript from my journal. Then he left me, and I sat +and thought upon the strange events of the evening which he had +described to me. That he was bent on mischief I felt sure, but +how it would come, what were his plans, I could not guess. Then +suddenly there flashed into my mind my words to him, "blow us all +to pieces," and his consternation and strange eagerness. It came +to me suddenly: he meant to blow up the Intendance. When? And how? +It seemed absurd to think of it. Yet--yet-- The grim humour of the +thing possessed me, and I sat back and laughed heartily. + +In the midst of my mirth the cell door opened and let in Doltaire. + + + +XV + +IN THE CHAMBER OF TORTURE + + +I started from my seat; we bowed, and, stretching out a hand to +the fire, Doltaire said, "Ah, my Captain, we meet too seldom. Let +me see: five months--ah yes, nearly five months. Believe me, I have +not breakfasted so heartily since. You are looking older--older. +Solitude to the active mind is not to be endured alone--no." + +"Monsieur Doltaire is the surgeon to my solitude," said I. + +"H'm!" he answered, "a jail surgeon merely. And that brings me +to a point, monsieur. I have had letters from France. The Grande +Marquise--I may as well be frank with you--womanlike, yearns +violently for those silly letters which you hold. She would sell +our France for them. There is a chance for you who would serve your +country so. Serve it, and yourself--and me. We have no news yet as +to your doom, but be sure it is certain. La Pompadour knows all, +and if you are stubborn, twenty deaths were too few. I can save you +little longer, even were it my will so to do. For myself, the great +lady girds at me for being so poor an agent. You, monsieur"--he +smiled whimsically--"will agree that I have been persistent--and +intelligent." + +"So much so," rejoined I, "as to be intrusive." + +He smiled again. "If La Pompadour could hear you, she would +understand why I prefer the live amusing lion to the dead dog. When +you are gone, I shall be inconsolable. I am a born inquisitor." + +"You were born for better things than this," I answered. + +He took a seat and mused for a moment. "For larger things, you +mean," was his reply. "Perhaps--perhaps. I have one gift of the +strong man--I am inexorable when I make for my end. As a general, +I would pour men into the maw of death as corn into the hopper, +if that would build a bridge to my end. You call to mind how those +Spaniards conquered the Mexique city which was all canals like +Venice? They filled the waterways with shattered houses and the +bodies of their enemies, as they fought their way to Montezuma's +palace. So I would know not pity if I had a great cause. In anything +vital I would have success at all cost, and to get, destroy as I +went--if I were a great man." + +I thought for a moment with horror of his pursuit of my dear +Alixe. "I am your hunter," had been his words to her, and I knew +not what had happened in all these months. + +"If you were a great man, you should have the best prerogative +of greatness," I remarked quietly. + +"And what is that? Some excellent moral, I doubt not," was the +rejoinder. + +"Mercy," I replied. + +"Tush!" he retorted, "mercy is for the fireside, not for the +throne. In great causes, what is a screw of tyranny here, a bolt of +oppression there, or a few thousand lives!" He suddenly got to his +feet, and, looking into the distance, made a swift motion of his +hand, his eyes half closed, his brows brooding and firm. "I should +look beyond the moment, the year, or the generation. Why fret +because the hour of death comes sooner than we looked for? In the +movement of the ponderous car, some honest folk must be crushed +by the wicked wheels. No, no, in large affairs there must be no +thought of the detail of misery, else what should be done in the +world! He who is the strongest shall survive, and he alone. It is +all conflict--all. For when conflict ceases, and those who could +and should be great spend their time chasing butterflies among the +fountains, there comes miasma and their doom. Mercy? Mercy? No, no: +for none but the poor and sick and overridden, in time of peace; in +time of war, mercy for none, pity nowhere, till the joybells ring +the great man home." + +"But mercy to women always," said I, "in war or peace." + +He withdrew his eyes as if from a distant prospect, and they +dropped to the stove, where I had corn parching. He nodded, as if +amused, but did not answer at once, and taking from my hand the +feather with which I stirred the corn, softly whisked some off for +himself, and smiled at the remaining kernels as they danced upon +the hot iron. After a little while he said, "Women? Women should +have all that men can give them. Beautiful things should adorn +them; no man should set his hand in cruelty on a woman--after she +is his. Before--before? Woman is wilful, and sometimes we wring +her heart that we may afterwards comfort it." + +"Your views have somewhat changed," I answered. "I mind when you +talked less sweetly." + +He shrugged a shoulder. "That man is lost who keeps one mind +concerning woman. I will trust the chastity of no woman, yet I will +trust her virtue--if I have her heart. They a foolish tribe, and +all are vulnerable in their vanity. They of consequence to man, of +no consequence in state matters. When they meddle there, we have La +Pompadour and war with England, and Captain Moray in the Bastile of +New France." + +"You come from a court, monsieur, which believes in nothing, not +even in itself." + +"I come from a court," he rejoined, "which has made a gospel of +artifice, of frivolity a creed; buying the toys for folly with the +savings of the poor. His most Christian Majesty has set the fashion +of continual silliness and universal love. He begets children in +the peasant's oven and in the chamber of Charlemagne alike. And we +are all good subjects of the King. We are brilliant, exquisite, +brave, and naughty; and for us there is no to-morrow." + +"Nor for France," I suggested. + +He laughed, as he rolled a kernel of parched corn on his tongue. +"Tut, tut! that is another thing. We the fashion of an hour, but +France is a fact as stubborn as the natures of you English; for +beyond stubbornness and your Shakespeare you have little. Down +among the moles, in the peasants' huts, the spirit of France never +changes--it is always the same; it is for all time. You English, +nor all others, you can not blow out that candle which is the spirit +of France. I remember of the Abbe Bobon preaching once upon the +words, 'The spirit of man is the candle of the Lord'; well, the +spirit of France is the candle of Europe, and you English will be +its screen against the blowing out, though in spasms of stupidity +you flaunt the extinguisher. You--you have no imagination, no +passion, no temperament, no poetry. Yet I am wrong. The one thing +you have--" + +He broke off, nodding his head in amusement. "Yes, you have, but +it is a secret. You English are the true lovers, we French the true +poets; and I will tell you why. You are a race of comrades, the +French of gentlemen; you cleave to a thing, we to an idea; you love +a woman best when she is near, we when she is away; you make a +romance of marriage, we of intrigue; you feed upon yourselves, we +upon the world; you have fever in your blood, we in our brains; you +believe the world was made in seven days, we have no God; you would +fight for the seven days, we would fight for the danseuse on a +bonbon box. The world will say 'fie!' at us and love us; it will +respect you and hate you. That is the law and the gospel," he +added, smiling. + +"Perfect respect casteth out love" said I ironically. + +He waved his fingers in approval. "By the Lord, but you are pungent +now and then!" he answered; "cabined here you are less material. By +the time you are chastened unto heaven you will be too companionable +to lose." + +"When is that hour of completed chastening?" I asked. + +"Never," he said, "if you will oblige me with those +letters." + +"For a man of genius you discern but slowly," retorted I. + +"Discern your amazing stubbornness?" he asked. "Why should you +play at martyr, when your talent is commercial? You have no gifts +for martyrdom but wooden tenacity. Pshaw! the leech has that. +You mistake your calling." + +"And you yours," I answered. "This is a poor game you play, and +losing it you lose all. La Pompadour will pay according to the +goods you bring." + +He answered with an amusing candour: "Why, yes, you are partly in +the right. But when La Pompadour and I come to our final reckoning, +when it is a question who can topple ruins round the King quickest, +his mistress or his 'cousin,' there will be tales to tell." + +He got up, and walked to and fro in the cell, musing, and his +face grew dark and darker. "Your Monmouth was a fool," he said. +"He struck from the boundaries; the blow should fall in the very +chambers of the King." He put a finger musingly upon his lip. "I +see--I see how it could be done. Full of danger, but brilliant, +brilliant and bold! Yes, yes...yes!" Then all at once he seemed to +come out of a dream, and laughed ironically. "There it is," he +said; "there is my case. I have the idea, but I will not strike; it +is not worth the doing unless I am driven to it. We are brave +enough, we idlers," he went on; "we die with an air--all artifice, +artifice! ... Yet of late I have had dreams. Now that is not well. +It is foolish to dream, and I had long since ceased to do so. But +somehow all the mad fancies of my youth come back. This dream will +go, it will not last; it is--my fate, my doom," he added lightly, +"or what you will!" + +I knew, alas, too well where his thoughts were hanging, and I +loathed him anew; for, as he hinted, his was a passion, not a deep +abiding love. His will was not stronger than the general turpitude +of his nature. As if he had divined my thought, he said, "My +will is stronger than any passion that I have; I can never plead +weakness in the day of my judgment. I am deliberate. When I choose +evil it is because I love it. I could be an anchorite; I am, as I +said--what you will." + +"You are a conscienceless villain, monsieur." + +"Who salves not his soul," he added, with a dry smile, "who will +play his game out as he began; who repents nor ever will repent of +anything; who for him and you some interesting moments yet. Let me +make one now," and he drew from his pocket a packet. He smiled +hatefully as he handed it to me, and said, "Some books which +monsieur once lent Mademoiselle Duvarney--poems, I believe. +Mademoiselle found them yesterday, and desired me to fetch them +to you; and I obliged her. I had the pleasure of glancing through +the books before she rolled them up. She bade me say that monsieur +might find them useful in his captivity. She has a tender +heart--even to the worst of criminals." + +I felt a strange churning in my throat, but with composure I +took the books, and said, "Mademoiselle Duvarney chooses +distinguished messengers." + +"It is a distinction to aid her in her charities," he replied. + +I could not at all conceive what was meant. The packet hung in +my hands like lead. There was a mystery I could not solve. I would +not for an instant think what he meant to convey by a look--that +her choice of him to carry back my gift to her was a final repulse +of past advances I had made to her, a corrective to my romantic +memories. I would not believe that, not for one fleeting second. +Perhaps, I said to myself, it was a ruse of this scoundrel. But +again, I put that from me, for I did not think he would stoop to +little meannesses, no matter how vile he was in great things. I +assumed indifference to the matter, laying the packet down upon my +couch, and saying to him, "You will convey my thanks to Mademoiselle +Duvarney for these books, whose chief value lies in the honourable +housing they have had." + +He smiled provokingly; no doubt he was thinking that my studied +compliment smelt of the oil of solitude. "And add--shall I--your +compliments that they should have their airing at the hands of +Monsieur Doltaire?" + +"I shall pay those compliments to Monsieur Doltaire himself one +day," I replied. + +He waved his fingers. "The sentiments of one of the poems were +commendable, fanciful. I remember it"--he put a finger to his +lip--"let me see." He stepped towards the packet, but I made a sign +of interference--how grateful was I of this afterwards!--and he drew +back courteously. "Ah well," he said, "I have a fair memory; I can, +I think, recall the morsel. It impressed me. I could not think the +author an Englishman. It runs thus," and with admirable grace he +recited the words: + + "O flower of all the world, O flower of all! + The garden where thou dwellest is so fair, + Thou art so goodly and so queenly tall, + Thy sweetness scatters sweetness everywhere, + O flower of all! + + "O flower of all the years, O flower of all! + A day beside thee is a day of days; + Thy voice is softer than the throstle's call, + There is not song enough to sing thy praise, + O flower of all! + + "O flower of all the years, O flower of all! + I seek thee in thy garden, and I dare + To love thee; and though my deserts be small, + Thou art the only flower I would wear, + O flower of all!" + +"Now that," he said, "is the romantic, almost the Arcadian +spirit. We have lost it, but it lingers like some rare scent in the +folds of lace. It is also but artifice, yet so is the lingering +perfume. When it hung in the flower it was lost after a day's life, +but when gathered and distilled into an essence it becomes, through +artifice, an abiding sweetness. So with your song there. It is the +spirit of devotion, gathered, it may be, from a thousand flowers, +and made into an essence, which is offered to one only. It is not +the worship of this one, but the worship of a thousand distilled at +last to one delicate liturgy. So much for sentiment," he continued. +"Upon my soul, Captain Moray, you are a boon. I love to have you +caged. I shall watch your distressed career to its close with deep +scrutiny. You and I are wholly different, but you are interesting. +You never could be great. Pardon the egotism, but it is truth. Your +brain works heavily, you are too tenacious of your conscience, you +are a blunderer. You will always sow, and others will reap." + +I waved my hand in deprecation, for I was in no mood for further +talk, and I made no answer. He smiled at me, and said, "Well, since +you doubt my theories, let us come, as your Shakespeare says, to +Hecuba.... If you will come with me," he added, as he opened my +cell door, and motioned me courteously to go outside. I drew back, +and he said, "There is no need to hesitate; I go to show you merely +what will interest you." + +We passed in silence through the corridors, two sentinels +attending, and at last came into a large square room, wherein stood +three men with hands tied over their heads against the wall, their +faces twitching with pain. I drew back in astonishment, for there, +standing before them, were Gabord and another soldier. Doltaire +ordered from the room the soldier with Gabord, and my two sentinels, +and motioned me to one of two chairs set in the middle of the floor. + +Presently his face became hard and cruel, and he said to the +tortured prisoners, "You will need to speak the truth, and +promptly. I have an order to do with you what I will, and I will +do it without pause. Hear me. Three nights ago, as Mademoiselle +Duvarney was returning from the house of a friend living near the +Intendance, she was set upon by you. A cloak was thrown over her +head, she was carried to a carriage, where two of you got inside +with her. Some gentlemen and myself were coming that way. We heard +the lady's cries, and two gave chase to the carriage, while one +followed the others. By the help of soldier Gabord here you all +were captured. You have hung where you are for two days, and now +I shall have you whipped. When that is done, you shall tell your +story. If you do not speak truth, you shall be whipped again, and +then hung. Ladies shall have safety from rogues like you." + +Alixe's danger told in these concise words made me, I am sure, +turn pale; but Doltaire did not see it, he was engaged with the +prisoners. As I thought and wondered, four soldiers were brought +in, and the men were made ready for the lash. In vain they pleaded +they would tell their story at once. Doltaire would not listen; the +whipping first, and their story after. Soon their backs were bared, +their faces were turned to the wall, and, as Gabord with harsh +voice counted, the lashes were mercilessly laid on. There was a +horrible fascination in watching the skin corrugate under the +lashes, rippling away in red and purple blotches, the grooves in +the flesh crossing and recrossing, the raw misery spreading from +the hips to the shoulders. Now and again Doltaire drew out a box +and took a pinch of snuff, and once, coolly and curiously, he +walked up to the most stalwart prisoner and felt his pulse, then +to the weakest, whose limbs and body had stiffened as though dead. +"Ninety-seven! Ninety-eight! Ninety-nine!" growled Gabord, and +then came Doltaire's voice: + +"Stop! Now fetch some brandy." + +The prisoners were loosened, and Doltaire spoke sharply to a +soldier who was roughly pulling one man's shirt over the excoriated +back. Brandy was given by Gabord, and the prisoners stood, a most +pitiful sight, the weakest livid. + +"Now tell your story," said Doltaire to this last. + +The man, with broken voice and breath catching, said that they +had erred. They had been hired to kidnap Madame Cournal, not +Mademoiselle Duvarney. + +Doltaire's eyes flashed. "I see, I see," he said aside to me. +"The wretch speaks truth." + +"Who was your master?" he asked of the sturdiest of the +villains; and he was told that Monsieur Cournal had engaged them. +To the question what was to be done with Madame Cournal, another +answered that she was to be waylaid as she was coming from the +Intendance, kidnapped, and hurried to a nunnery to be imprisoned +for life. + +Doltaire sat for a moment, looking at the men in silence. "You +are not to hang," he said at last; "but ten days hence, when you +have had one hundred lashes more, you shall go free. Fifty for +you," he continued to the weakest who had first told the story. + +"Not fifty nor one!" was the shrill reply, and, being unbound, +the prisoner snatched something from a bench near; there was a +flash of steel, and he came huddling in a heap on the floor, +muttering a malediction on the world. + +"There was some bravery in that," said Doltaire, looking at the +dead man. "If he has friends, hand over the body to them. This +matter must not be spoken of--at your peril," he added sternly. +"Give them food and brandy." + +Then he accompanied me to my cell, and opened the door. I passed +in, and he was about going without a word, when on a sudden his old +nonchalance came back, and he said: + +"I promised you a matter of interest. You have had it. Gather +philosophy from this: you may with impunity buy anything from a +knave and fool except his nuptial bed. He throws the money in your +face some day." + +So saying he plunged in thought again, and left me. + + + +XVI + +BE SAINT OR IMP + + +Immediately I opened the packet. As Doltaire had said, the two books +of poems I had lent Alixe were there, and between the pages of one +lay a letter addressed to me. It was, indeed, a daring thing to make +Doltaire her messenger. But she trusted to his habits of courtesy; +he had no small meannesses--he was no spy or thief. + +DEAR ROBERT (the letter ran): I know not if this will ever reach +you, for I am about to try a perilous thing, even to make Monsieur +Doltaire my letter-carrier. Bold as it is, I hope to bring it +through safely. + +You must know that my mother now makes Monsieur Doltaire welcome to +our home, for his great talents and persuasion have so worked upon +her that she believes him not so black as he is painted. My father, +too, is not unmoved by his amazing address and complaisance. I do +not think he often cares to use his arts--he is too indolent; but +with my father, my mother, and my sister he has set in motion all +his resources. + +Robert, all Versailles is here. This Monsieur Doltaire speaks for +it. I know not if all courts in the world are the same, but if so, +I am at heart no courtier; though I love the sparkle, the sharp +play of wit and word, the very touch-and-go of weapons. I am in +love with life, and I wish to live to be old, very old, that I will +have known it all, from helplessness to helplessness again, missing +nothing, even though much be sad to feel and bear. Robert, I should +have gone on many years, seeing little, knowing little, I think, if +it had not been for you and for your troubles, which are mine, and +for this love of ours, builded in the midst of sorrows. Georgette +is now as old as when I first came to love you, and you were thrown +into the citadel, and yet in feeling and experience, I am ten years +older than she; and necessity has made me wiser. Ah, if necessity +would but make me happy too, by giving you your liberty, that on +these many miseries endured we might set up a sure home. I wonder +if you think--if you think of that: a little home away from all +these wars, aloof from vexing things. + +But there! all too plainly I am showing you my heart. Yet it is +so great a comfort to speak on paper to you, in this silence here. +Can you guess where is that HERE, Robert? It is not the Chateau +St. Louis--no. It is not the Manor. It is the chateau, dear Chateau +Alixe--my father has called it that--on the Island of Orleans. +Three days ago I was sick at heart, tired of all the junketings +and feastings, and I begged my mother to fetch me here, though it +is yet but early spring, and snow is on the ground. + +First, you must know that this new chateau is built upon, and is +joined to, the ruins of an old one, owned long years ago by the +Baron of Beaugard, whose strange history you must learn some day, +out of the papers we have found here. I begged my father not to +tear the old portions of the manor down, but, using the first +foundations, put up a house half castle and half manor. Pictures +of the old manor were found, and so we have a place that is no +patchwork, but a renewal. I made my father give me the old +surviving part of the building for my own, and so it is. + +It is all set on high ground abutting on the water almost at the +point where I am, and I have the river in my sight all day. Now, +think yourself in the new building. You come out of a dining-hall, +hung all about with horns and weapons and shields and such bravery, +go through a dark, narrow passage, and then down a step or two. +You open a door, bright light breaks on your eyes, then two steps +lower, and you are here with me. You might have gone outside the +dining-hall upon a stone terrace, and so have come along to the +deep window where I sit so often. You may think of me hiding in the +curtains, watching you, though you knew it not till you touched the +window and I came out quietly, startling you, so that your heart +would beat beyond counting. + +As I look up towards the window, the thing first in sight is the +cage, with the little bird which came to me in the cathedral the +morning my brother got lease of life again: you DO remember--is it +not so? It never goes from my room, and though I have come here +but for a week I muffled the cage well and brought it over; and +there the bird swings and sings the long day through. I have heaped +the window-seats with soft furs, and one of these I prize most +rarely. It was a gift--and whose, think you? Even a poor soldier's. +You see I have not all friends among the great folk. I often lie +upon that soft robe of sable--ay, sable, Master Robert--and think +of him who gave it to me. Now I know you are jealous, and I can see +your eyes flash up. But you shall at once be soothed. It is no other +than Gabord's gift. He is now of the Governor's body-guard, and +I think is by no means happy, and would prefer service with the +Marquis de Montcalm, who goes not comfortably with the Intendant +and the Governor. + +One day Gabord came to our house on the ramparts, and, asking +for me, blundered out, "Aho, what shall a soldier do with sables? +They are for gentles and for wrens to snuggle in. Here comes a +Russian count oversea, and goes mad in tavern. Here comes Gabord, +and saves count from ruddy crest for kissing the wrong wench. Then +count falls on Gabord's neck, and kisses both his ears, and gives +him sables, and crosses oversea again; and so good-bye to count and +his foolery. And sables shall be ma'm'selle's, if she will have +them." He might have sold the thing for many louis, and yet he +brought it to me; and he would not go till he had seen me sitting +on it, muffling my hands and face in the soft fur. + +Just now, as I am writing, I glance at the table where I sit--a +small brown table of oak, carved with the name of Felise, +Baroness of Beaugard. She sat here; and some day, when you hear +her story, you will know why I begged Madame Lotbiniere to give +it to me in exchange for another, once the King's. Carved, too, +beneath her name, are the words, "Oh, tarry thou the Lord's +leisure." + +And now you shall laugh with me at a droll thing Georgette has +given me to wipe my pen upon. There are three little circles of +deerskin and one of ruby velvet, stitched together in the centre. +Then, standing on the velvet is a yellow wooden chick, with little +eyes of beads, and a little wooden bill stuck in most quaintly, +and a head that twists like a weathercock. It has such a piquant +silliness of look that I laugh at it most heartily, and I have an +almost elfish fun in smearing its downy feathers. I am sure you +did not think I could be amused so easily. You shall see this silly +chick one day, humorously ugly and all daubed with ink. + +There is a low couch in one corner of the room, and just above +hangs a picture of my mother. In another corner is a little shelf +of books, among them two which I have studied constantly since you +were put in prison--your great Shakespeare, and the writings of one +Mr. Addison. I had few means of studying at first, so difficult +it seemed, and all the words sounded hard; but there is your +countryman, one Lieutenant Stevens of Rogers' Rangers, a prisoner, +and he has helped me, and is ready to help you when the time comes +for stirring. I teach him French; and though I do not talk of you, +he tells me in what esteem you are held in Virginia and in England, +and is not slow to praise you on his own account, which makes me +more forgiving when he would come to sentiment! + +In another corner is my spinning-wheel, and there stands a +harpsichord, just where the soft sun sends in a ribbon of light; +and I will presently play for you a pretty song. I wonder if you +can hear it? Where I shall sit at the harpsichord the belt of +sunlight will fall across my shoulder, and, looking through the +window, I shall see your prison there on the Heights; the silver +flag with its gold lilies on the Chateau St. Louis; the great +guns of the citadel; and far off at Beauport the Manor House and +garden which you and I know so well, and the Falls of Montmorenci, +falling like white flowing hair from the tall cliff. + +You will care to know of how these months have been spent, and +what news of note there is of the fighting between our countries. +No matters of great consequence have come to our ears, save that +it is thought your navy may descend on Louisburg; that Ticonderoga +is also to be set upon, and Quebec to be besieged in the coming +summer. From France the news is various. Now, Frederick of Prussia +and England defeat the allies, France, Russia, and Austria; now, +they, as Monsieur Doltaire says, "send the great Prussian to +verses and the megrims." For my own part, I am ever glad to hear +that our cause is victorious, and letters that my brother writes +me rouse all my ardour for my country. Juste has grown in place +and favour, and in his latest letter he says that Monsieur +Doltaire's voice has got him much advancement. He also remarks +that Monsieur Doltaire has reputation for being one of the most +reckless, clever, and cynical men in France. Things that he has +said are quoted at ball and rout. Yet the King is angry with him, +and La Pompadour's caprice may send him again to the Bastile. +These things Juste heard from D'Argenson, Minister of War, through +his secretary, with whom he is friendly. + +I will now do what I never thought to do: I will send you here +some extracts from my journal, which will disclose to you the +secrets of a girl's troubled heart. Some folk might say that I am +unmaidenly in this. But I care not, I fear not. + + +December 24. I was with Robert to-day. I let him see what trials I +had had with Monsieur Doltaire, and what were like to come. It hurt +me to tell him, yet it would have hurt me more to withhold them. I +am hurt whichever way it goes. Monsieur Doltaire rouses the worst +parts of me. On the one hand I detest him for his hatred of Robert +and for his evil life, yet on the other I must needs admire him for +his many graces--why are not the graces of the wicked horrible?--for +his singular abilities, and because, gamester though he may be, he +is no public robber. Then, too, the melancholy of his birth and +history claims some sympathy. Sometimes when I listen to him speak, +hear the almost piquant sadness of his words, watch the spirit of +isolation which, by design or otherwise, shows in him, for the +moment I am conscious of a pity or an interest which I flout in +wiser hours. This is his art, the potent danger of his personality. + +To-night he came, and with many fine phrases wished us a happy +day to-morrow, and most deftly worked upon my mother and Georgette +by looking round and speaking with a quaint sort of raillery--half +pensive, it was--of the peace of this home-life of ours; and indeed, +he did it so inimitably that I was not sure how much was false +and how much true. I tried to avoid him to-day, but my mother as +constantly made private speech between us easy. At last he had +his way, and then I was not sorry; for Georgette was listening to +him with more colour than she is wont to wear. I would rather see +her in her grave than with her hand in his, her sweet life in his +power. She is unschooled in the ways of the world, and she never +will know it as I now do. How am I sounding all the depths! Can a +woman walk the dance with evil, and be no worse for it by-and-bye? +Yet for a cause, for a cause! What can I do? I can not say, +"Monsieur Doltaire, you must not speak with me, or talk with me; +you are a plague-spot." No, I must even follow this path, so it +but lead at last to Robert and his safety. + +Monsieur, having me alone at last, said to me, "I have kept my +word as to the little boast: this Captain Moray still lives." + +"You are not greater than I thought," said I. + +He professed to see but one meaning in my words, and answered, +"It was then mere whim to see me do this thing, a lady's curious +mind, eh? My faith, I think your sex are the true scientists: +you try experiment for no other reason than to see effect." + +"You forget my deep interest in Captain Moray," said I, with airy +boldness. + +He laughed. He was disarmed. How could he think I meant it! "My +imagination halts," he rejoined. "Millennium comes when you are +interested. And yet," he continued, "it is my one ambition to +interest you, and I will do it, or I will say my prayers no more." + + "But how can that be done no more, + Which ne'er was done before?" + +I retorted, railing at him, for I feared to take him seriously. + +"There you wrong me," he said. "I am devout; I am a lover of the +Scriptures--their beauty haunts me; I go to mass--its dignity +affects me; and I have prayed, as in my youth I wrote verses. It +is not a matter of morality, but of temperament. A man may be +religious and yet be evil. Satan fell, but he believed and he +admired, as the English Milton wisely shows it." + +I was most glad that my father came between us at that moment; +but before Monsieur left, he said to me, "You have challenged +me. Beware: I have begun this chase. Yet I would rather be your +follower, rather have your arrow in me, than be your hunter." He +said it with a sort of warmth, which I knew was a glow in his +senses merely; he was heated with his own eloquence. + +"Wait," returned I. "You have heard the story of King Artus?" + +He thought a moment. "No, no. I never was a child as other +children. I was always comrade to the imps." + +"King Artus," said I, "was most fond of hunting." (It is but a +legend with its moral, as you know.) "It was forbidden by the +priests to hunt while mass was being said. One day, at the lifting +of the host, the King, hearing a hound bay, rushed out, and +gathered his pack together; but as they went, a whirlwind caught +them up into the air, where they continue to this day, following +a lonely trail, never resting, and all the game they get is one +fly every seventh year. And now, when all on a sudden at night you +hear the trees and leaves and the sleepy birds and crickets stir, +it is the old King hunting--for the fox he never gets." + +Monsieur looked at me with curious intentness. "You have a great +gift," he said; "you make your point by allusion. I follow you. +But see: when I am blown into the air I shall not ride alone. +Happiness is the fox we ride to cover, you and I, though we find +but a firefly in the end." + +"A poor reply," I remarked easily; "not worthy of you." + +"As worthy as I am of you," he rejoined; then he kissed my hand. +"I will see you at mass to-morrow." + +Unconsciously, I rubbed the hand he kissed with my handkerchief. + +"I am not to be provoked," he said. "It is much to have you treat +my kiss with consequence." + + +March 25. No news of Robert all this month. Gabord has been away +in Montreal. I see Voban only now and then, and he is strange in +manner, and can do nothing. Mathilde is better--so still and +desolate, yet not wild; but her memory is all gone, all save for +that "Francois Bigot is a devil." My father has taken anew a +strong dislike to Monsieur Doltaire, because of talk that is +abroad concerning him and Madame Cournal. I once thought she was +much sinned against, but now I am sure she is not to be defended. +She is most defiant, though people dare not shut their doors +against her. A change seemed to come over her all at once, +and over her husband also. He is now gloomy and taciturn, now +foolishly gay, yet he is little seen with the Intendant, as +before. However it be, Monsieur Doltaire and Bigot are no longer +intimate. What should I care for that, if Monsieur Doltaire had no +power, if he were not the door between Robert and me? What care I, +indeed, how vile he is, so he but serve my purpose? Let him try my +heart and soul and senses as he will; I will one day purify myself +of his presence and all this soiling, and find my peace in Robert's +arms--or in the quiet of a nunnery. + +This morning I got up at sunrise, it being the Annunciation of +the Virgin, and prepared to go to mass in the chapel of the +Ursulines. How peaceful was the world! So still, so still. The +smoke came curling up here and there through the sweet air of +spring, a snowbird tripped along the white coverlet of the earth, +and before a Calvary, I saw a peasant kneel and say an Ave as he +went to market. There was springtime in the sun, in the smell of +the air; springtime everywhere but in my heart, which was all +winter. I seemed alone--alone--alone. I felt the tears start. But +that was for a moment only, I am glad to say, for I got my courage +again, as I did the night before when Monsieur Doltaire placed his +arm at my waist, and poured into my ears a torrent of protestations. + +I did not move at first. But I could feel my cheeks go to stone, +and something clamp my heart. Yet had ever man such hateful +eloquence! There is that in him--oh, shame! oh, shame!--which goes +far with a woman. He has the music of passion, and though it is +lower than love, it is the poetry of the senses. I spoke to him +calmly, I think, begging him place his merits where they would have +better entertainment; but I said hard, cold things at last, when +other means availed not; which presently made him turn upon me in +another fashion. + +His words dropped slowly, with a consummate carefulness, his +manner was pointedly courteous, yet there was an underpressure of +force, of will, which made me see the danger of my position. He +said that I was quite right; that he would wish no privilege of a +woman which was not given with a frank eagerness; that to him no +woman was worth the having who did not throw her whole nature into +the giving. Constancy--that was another matter. But a perfect gift +while there was giving at all--that was the way. + +"There is something behind all this," he said. "I am not so +vain as to think any merits of mine would influence you. But my +devotion, my admiration of you, the very force of my passion, +should move you. Be you ever so set against me--and I do not +think you are--you should not be so strong to resist the shock of +feeling. I do not know the cause, but I will find it out; and when +I do, I shall remove it or be myself removed." He touched my arm +with his fingers. "When I touch you like that," he said, "summer +riots in my veins. I will not think that this which rouses me so +is but power upon one side, and effect upon the other. Something +in you called me to you, something in me will wake you yet. Mon +Dieu, I could wait a score of years for my touch to thrill you +as yours does me! And I will--I will." + +"You think it suits your honour to force my affections?" I asked; +for I dared not say all I wished. + +"What is there in this reflecting on my honour?" he answered. +"At Versailles, believe me, they would say I strive here for a +canonizing. No, no; think me so gallant that I follow you to serve +you, to convince you that the way I go is the way your hopes will +lie. Honour? To fetch you to the point where you and I should +start together on the Appian Way, I would traffic with that, even, +and say I did so, and would do so a thousand times, if in the end +it put your hand in mine. Who, who can give you what I offer, can +offer? See: I have given myself to a hundred women in my time--but +what of me? That which was a candle in a wind, and the light went +out. There was no depth, no life, in that; only the shadow of a +man was there those hundred times. But here, now, the whole man +plunges into this sea, and he will reach the lighthouse on the +shore, or be broken on the reefs. Look in my eyes, and see the +furnace there, and tell me if you think that fire is for cool +corners in the gardens at Neuilly or for the Hills of--" He suddenly +broke off, and a singular smile followed. "There, there," he said, +"I have said enough. It came to me all at once how droll my speech +would sound to our people at Versailles. It is an elaborate irony +that the occasional virtues of certain men turn and mock them. That +is the penalty of being inconsistent. Be saint or imp; it is the +only way. But this imp that mocks me relieves you of reply. Yet I +have spoken truth, and again and again I will tell it you, till +you believe according to my gospel." + +How glad I was that he himself lightened the situation! I had been +driven to despair, but this strange twist in his mood made all +smooth for me. "That 'again and again' sounds dreary," said I. "It +might almost appear I must sometime accept your gospel, to cure you +of preaching it, and save me from eternal drowsiness." + +We were then most fortunately interrupted. He made his adieus, +and I went to my room, brooded till my head ached, then fell +a-weeping, and wished myself out of the world, I was so sick and +weary. Now and again a hot shudder of shame and misery ran through +me, as I thought of monsieur's words to me. Put them how he would, +they sound an insult now, though as he spoke I felt the power of +his passion. "If you had lived a thousand years ago, you would +have loved a thousand times," he said to me one day. Sometimes I +think he spoke truly; I have a nature that responds to all +eloquence in life. + + +Robert, I have bared my heart to thee. I have hidden nothing. In +a few days I shall go back to the city with my mother, and when I +can I will send news; and do thou send me news also, if thou canst +devise a safe way. Meanwhile, I have written my brother Juste to +be magnanimous, and to try for thy freedom. He will not betray me, +and he may help us. I have begged him to write to thee a letter +of reconcilement. + +And now, comrade of my heart, do thou have courage. I also shall +be strong as I am ardent. Having written thee, I am cheerful once +more; and when again I may, I will open the doors of my heart that +thou mayst come in. That heart is thine, Robert. Thy + +ALIXE, + +who loves thee all her days. + +P.S.--I have found the names and places of the men who keep the +guard beneath thy window. If there is chance for freedom that way, +fix the day some time ahead, and I will see what may be done. +Voban fears nothing; he will act secretly for me. + +The next day I arranged for my escape, which had been long in +planning. + + + +XVII + +THROUGH THE BARS OF THE CAGE + + +I should have tried escape earlier but that it was little use to +venture forth in the harsh winter in a hostile country. But now +April had come, and I was keen to make a trial of my fortune. I +had been saving food for a long time, little by little, and hiding +it in the old knapsack which had held my second suit of clothes. I +had used the little stove for parching my food--Indian corn, for +which I had professed a fondness to my jailer, and liberally paid +for out of funds which had been sent me by Mr. George Washington +in answer to my letter, and other moneys to a goodly amount in a +letter from Governor Dinwiddie. These letters had been carefully +written, and the Marquis de Vaudreuil, into whose hands they had +first come, was gallant enough not to withhold them--though he +read them first. + +Besides Indian corn, the parching of which amused me, I had dried +ham and tongue, and bread and cheese, enough, by frugal use, to +last me a month at least. I knew it would be a journey of six weeks +or more to the nearest English settlement, but if I could get that +month's start I should forage for the rest, or take my fate as I +found it: I was used to all the turns of fortune now. My knapsack +gradually filled, and meanwhile I slowly worked my passage into the +open world. There was the chance that my jailer would explore the +knapsack; but after a time I lost that fear, for it lay untouched +with a blanket in a corner, and I cared for my cell with my own +hands. + +The true point of danger was the window. There lay my way. It +was stoutly barred with iron up and down, and the bars were set in +the solid limestone. Soon after I entered this prison, I saw that +I must cut a groove in the stone from stanchion to stanchion, and +then, by drawing one to the other, make an opening large enough to +let my body through. For tools I had only a miserable knife with +which I cut my victuals, and the smaller but stouter one which +Gabord had not taken from me. There could be no pounding, no +chiselling, but only rubbing of the hard stone. So hour after +hour I rubbed away, in constant danger of discovery however. My +jailer had a trick of sudden entrance, which would have been +grotesque if it had not been so serious to me. To provide against +the flurried inquisition of his eye, I kept near me bread well +chewed, with which I filled the hole, covering it with the sand +I had rubbed or the ashes of my pipe. I lived in dread of these +entrances, but at last I found that they chanced only within +certain hours, and I arranged my times of work accordingly. Once +or twice, however, being impatient, I scratched the stone with +some asperity and noise, and was rewarded by hearing my fellow +stumbling in the hall; for he had as uncertain limbs as ever I +saw. He stumbled upon nothing, as you have seen a child trip +itself up by tangling of its feet. + +The first time that he came, roused by the grating noise as he +sat below, he stumbled in the very centre of the cell, and fell +upon his knees. I would have laughed if I had dared, but I yawned +over the book I had hastily snatched up, and puffed great whiffs +from my pipe. I dreaded lest he should go to the window. He started +for it, but suddenly made for my couch, and dragged it away, as if +looking to find a hole dug beneath it. Still I did not laugh at him, +but gravely watched him; and presently he went away. At another +time I was foolishly harsh with my tools; but I knew now the time +required by him to come upstairs, and I swiftly filled the groove +with bread, strewed ashes and sand over it, rubbed all smooth, and +was plunged in my copy of Montaigne when he entered. This time he +went straight to the window, looked at it, tried the stanchions, +and then, with an amused attempt at being cunning and hiding his +own vigilance, he asked me, with laborious hypocrisy, if I had seen +Captain Lancy pass the window. And so for weeks and weeks we played +hide-and-seek with each other. + +At last I had nothing to do but sit and wait, for the groove was +cut, the bar had room to play. I could not bend it, for it was fast +at the top; but when my hour of adventure was come, I would tie a +handkerchief round the two bars and twist it with the piece of +hickory used for stirring the fire. Here was my engine of escape, +and I waited till April should wind to its close, when I should, +in the softer weather, try my fortune outside these walls. + +So time went on until one eventful day, even the 30th of April +of that year 1758. It was raining and blowing when I waked, and +it ceased not all the day, coming to a hailstorm towards night. I +felt sure that my guards without would, on such a day, relax their +vigilance. In the evening I listened, and heard no voices nor any +sound of feet, only the pelting rain and the whistling wind. Yet I +did not stir till midnight. Then I slung the knapsack in front of +me, so that I could force it through the window first, and tying +my handkerchief round the iron bars, I screwed it up with my stick. +Presently the bars came together, and my way was open. I got my +body through by dint of squeezing, and let myself go plump into +the mire below. Then I stood still a minute, and listened again. + +A light was shining not far away. Drawing near, I saw that it +came from a small hut or lean-to. Looking through the cracks, I +observed my two gentlemen drowsing in the corner. I was eager for +their weapons, but I dared not make the attempt to get them, for +they were laid between their legs, the barrels resting against +their shoulders. I drew back, and for a moment paused to get my +bearings. Then I made for a corner of the yard where the wall was +lowest, and, taking a run at it, caught the top, with difficulty +scrambled up, and speedily was over and floundering in the mud. I +knew well where I was, and at once started off in a northwesterly +direction, toward the St. Charles River, making for a certain +farmhouse above the town. Yet I took care, though it was dangerous, +to travel a street in which was Voban's house. There was no light +in the street nor in his house, nor had I seen any one abroad as +I came, not even a sentinel. + +I knew where was the window of the barber's bedroom, and I tapped +upon it softly. Instantly I heard a stir; then there came the +sound of flint and steel, then a light, and presently a hand at +the window, and a voice asking who was there. + +I gave a quick reply; the light was put out, the window opened, +and there was Voban staring at me. + +"This letter," said I, "to Mademoiselle Duvarney," and I slipped +ten louis into his hand, also. + +This he quickly handed back. "M'sieu'," said he, "if I take it I +would seem to myself a traitor--no, no. But I will give the letter +to ma'm'selle." + +Then he asked me in; but I would not, yet begged him, if he could, +to have a canoe at my disposal at a point below the Falls of +Montmorenci two nights hence. + +"M'sieu'," said he, "I will do so if I can, but I am watched. +I would not pay a sou for my life--no. Yet I will serve you, if +there is a way." + +Then I told him what I meant to do, and bade him repeat it +exactly to Alixe. This he swore to do, and I cordially grasped the +good wretch's shoulder, and thanked him with all my heart. I got +from him a weapon, also, and again I put gold louis into his hand, +and bade him keep it, for I might need his kind offices to spend it +for me. To this he consented, and I plunged into the dark again. I +had not gone far when I heard footsteps coming, and I drew aside +into the corner of a porch. A moment, then the light flashed full +upon me. I had my hand upon the hanger I had got from Voban, and I +was ready to strike if there were need, when Gabord's voice broke +on my ear, and his hand caught at the short sword by his side. + +"'Tis dickey-bird, aho!" cried he. There was exultation in his eye +and voice. Here was a chance for him to prove himself against me; +he had proved himself for me more than once. + +"Here was I," added he, "making for M'sieu' Voban, that he might +come and bleed a sick soldier, when who should come running but our +English captain! Come forth, aho!" + +"No, Gabord," said I, "I'm bound for freedom." I stepped forth. His +sword was poised against me. I was intent to make a desperate fight. + +"March on," returned he gruffly, and I could feel the iron in +his voice. + +"But not with you, Gabord. My way lies towards Virginia." + +I did not care to strike the first blow, and I made to go past +him. His lantern came down, and he made a catch at my shoulder. +I swung back, threw off my cloak and up my weapon. + +Then we fought. My knapsack troubled me, for it was loose, and +kept shifting. Gabord made stroke after stroke, watchful, heavy, +offensive, muttering to himself as he struck and parried. There was +no hatred in his eyes, but he had the lust of fighting on him, and +he was breathing easily, and could have kept this up for hours. As +we fought I could hear a clock strike one in a house near. Then +a cock crowed. I had received two slight wounds, and I had not +touched my enemy. But I was swifter, and I came at him suddenly +with a rush, and struck for his left shoulder when I saw my chance. +I felt the steel strike the bone. As I did so, he caught my wrist +and lunged most fiercely at me, dragging me to him. The blow struck +straight at my side, but it went through the knapsack, which had +swung loose, and so saved my life; for another instant and I had +tripped him down, and he lay bleeding badly. + +"Aho! 'twas a fair fight," said he. "Now get you gone. I call +for help." + +"I can not leave you so, Gabord," said I. I stooped and lifted up +his head. + +"Then you shall go to citadel," said he, feeling for his small +trumpet. + +"No, no," I answered; "I'll go fetch Voban." + +"To bleed me more!" quoth he whimsically; and I knew well he was +pleased that I did not leave him. "Nay, kick against yon door. It +is Captain Lancy's." + +At that moment a window opened, and Lancy's voice was heard. +Without a word I seized the soldier's lantern and my cloak, and +made away as hard as I could go. + +"I'll have a wing of you for lantern there!" roared Gabord, +swearing roundly as I ran off with it. + +With all my might I hurried, and was soon outside the town, and +coming fast to the farmhouse about two miles beyond. Nearing it, I +hid the lantern beneath my cloak and made for an outhouse. The door +was not locked, and I passed in. There was a loft nearly full of +hay, and I crawled up, and dug a hole far down against the side of +the building, and climbed in, bringing with me for drink a nest of +hen's eggs which I found in a corner. The warmth of the dry hay was +comforting, and after caring for my wounds, which I found were but +scratches, I had somewhat to eat from my knapsack, drank up two +eggs, and then coiled myself for sleep. It was my purpose, if not +discovered, to stay where I was two days, and then to make for the +point below the Falls of Montmorenci where I hoped to find a canoe +of Voban's placing. + +When I waked it must have been near noon, so I lay still for a +time, listening to the cheerful noise of fowls and cattle in the +yard without, and to the clacking of a hen above me. The air smelt +very sweet. I also heard my unknowing host, at whose table I had +once sat, two years before, talking with his son, who had just +come over from Quebec, bringing news of my escape, together with a +wonderful story of the fight between Gabord and myself. It had, by +his calendar, lasted some three hours, and both of us, in the end, +fought as we lay upon the ground. "But presently along comes a +cloaked figure, with horses, and he lifts m'sieu' the Englishman +upon one, and away they ride like the devil towards St. Charles +River and Beauport. Gabord was taken to the hospital, and he swore +that Englishman would not have got away if stranger had not fetched +him a crack with a pistol-butt which sent him dumb and dizzy. And +there M'sieu' Lancy sleep snug through all until the horses ride +away!" + +The farmer and his son laughed heartily, with many a "By Gar!" +their sole English oath. Then came the news that six thousand +livres were offered for me, dead or living, the drums beating +far and near to tell the people so. + +The farmer gave a long whistle, and in a great bustle set to +calling all his family to arm themselves and join with him in this +treasure-hunting. I am sure at least a dozen were at the task, +searching all about; nor did they neglect the loft where I lay. +But I had dug far down, drawing the hay over me as I went, so that +they must needs have been keen to smell me out. After about three +hours' poking about over all the farm, they met again outside this +building, and I could hear their gabble plainly. The smallest among +them, the piping chore-boy, he was for spitting me without mercy; +and the milking-lass would toast me with a hay-fork, that she would, +and six thousand livres should set her up forever. + +In the midst of their rattling came two soldiers, who ordered them +about, and with much blustering began searching here and there, +and chucking the maids under the chins, as I could tell by their +little bursts of laughter, and the "La M'sieu's!" which trickled +through the hay. + +I am sure that one such little episode saved me. For I heard a +soldier just above me poking and tossing hay with uncomfortable +vigour. But presently the amorous hunter turned his thoughts +elsewhere, and I was left to myself, and to a late breakfast of +parched beans and bread and raw eggs, after which I lay and +thought; and the sum of the thinking was that I would stay where +I was till the first wave of the hunt had passed. + +Near midnight of the second day I came out secretly from my +lurking-place, and faced straight for the St. Charles River. +Finding it at high water, I plunged in, with my knapsack and cloak +on my head, and made my way across, reaching the opposite shore +safely. After going two miles or so, I discovered friendly covert +in the woods, where, in spite of my cloak and dry cedar boughs +wrapped round, I shivered as I lay until the morning. When the sun +came up, I drew out, that it might dry me; after which I crawled +back into my nest and fell into a broken sleep. Many times during +the day I heard the horns of my hunters, and more than once voices +near me. But I had crawled into the hollow of a half-uprooted stump, +and the cedar branches, which had been cut off a day or two before, +were a screen. I could see soldiers here and there, armed and +swaggering, and faces of peasants and shopkeepers whom I knew. + +A function was being made of my escape; it was a hunting-feast, +in which women were as eager as their husbands and their brothers. +There was something devilish in it, when I came to think of it: a +whole town roused and abroad to hunt down one poor fugitive, whose +only sin was, in themselves, a virtue--loyalty to his country. I +saw women armed with sickles and iron forks, and lads bearing axes +and hickory poles cut to a point like a spear, while blunderbusses +were in plenty. Now and again a weapon was fired, and, to watch +their motions and peepings, it might have been thought I was a +dragon, or that they all were hunting La Jongleuse, their fabled +witch, whose villainies, are they not told at every fireside? + +Often I shivered violently, and anon I was burning hot; my +adventure had given me a chill and fever. Late in the evening of +this day, my hunters having drawn off with as little sense as they +had hunted me, I edged cautiously down past Beauport and on to +the Montmorenci Falls. I came along in safety, and reached a spot +near the point where Voban was to hide the boat. The highway ran +between. I looked out cautiously. I could hear and see nothing, +and so ran out and crossed the road, and pushed for the woods on +the banks of the river. I had scarcely got across when I heard +a shout, and looking round I saw three horsemen, who instantly +spurred towards me. I sprang through the underbrush and came +down roughly into a sort of quarry, spraining my ankle on a pile +of stones. I got up quickly; but my ankle hurt me sorely, and I +turned sick and dizzy. Limping a little way, I set my back against +a tree, and drew my hanger. As I did so, the three gentlemen +burst in upon me. They were General Montcalm, a gentleman of the +Governor's household, and Doltaire! + +"It is no use, dear Captain," said Doltaire. "Yield up your weapon." + +General Montcalm eyed me curiously, as the other gentleman +talked in low, excited tones; and presently he made a gesture +of courtesy, for he saw that I was hurt. Doltaire's face wore a +malicious smile; but when he noted how sick I was, he came and +offered me his arm, and was constant in courtesy till I was set +upon a horse; and with him and the General riding beside me I +came to my new imprisonment. They both forbore to torture me with +words, for I was suffering greatly; but they fetched me to the +Chateau St. Louis, followed by a crowd, who hooted at me. Doltaire +turned on them at last, and stopped them. + +The Governor, whose petty vanity was roused, showed a foolish +fury at seeing me, and straightway ordered me to the citadel +again. + +"It's useless kicking 'gainst the pricks," said Doltaire to me +cynically, as I passed out limping between two soldiers; but I did +not reply. In another half hour of most bitter journeying I found +myself in my dungeon. I sank upon the old couch of straw, untouched +since I had left it; and when the door shut upon me, desponding, +aching in all my body, now feverish and now shivering, my ankle in +great pain, I could bear up no longer, and I bowed my head and fell +a-weeping like a woman. + + + +XVIII + +THE STEEP PATH OF CONQUEST + + +Now I am come to a period on which I shall not dwell, nor repeat +a tale of suffering greater than that I had yet endured. All the +first night of this new imprisonment I tossed on my wretched bed +in pain and misery. A strange and surly soldier came and went, +bringing bread and water; but when I asked that a physician be sent +me, he replied, with a vile oath, that the devil should be my only +surgeon. Soon he came again, accompanied by another soldier, and +put irons on me. With what quietness I could I asked him by whose +orders this was done; but he vouchsafed no reply save that I was +to "go bound to fires of hell." + +"There is no journeying there," I answered; "here is the place +itself." + +Then a chain was roughly put round my injured ankle, and it gave me +such agony that I turned sick, but I kept back groaning, for I would +not have these varlets catch me quaking. + +"I'll have you grilled for this one day," said I. "You are no men, +but butchers. Can you not see my ankle has been sorely hurt?" + +"You are for killing," was the gruff reply, "and here's a taste +of it." + +With that he drew the chain with a jerk round the hurt member, +so that it drove me to madness. I caught him by the throat and +hurled him back against the wall, and snatching a pistol from his +comrade's belt aimed it at his head. I was beside myself with pain, +and if he had been further violent I should have shot him. His +fellow dared not stir in his defence, for the pistol was trained +on him too surely; and so at last the wretch, promising better +treatment, crawled to his feet, and made motion for the pistol to +be given him. But I would not yield it, telling him it should be +a guarantee of truce. Presently the door closed behind them, and I +sank back upon the half-fettered chains. + +I must have sat for more than an hour, when there was a noise +without, and there entered the Commandant, the Marquis de Montcalm, +and the Seigneur Duvarney. The pistol was in my hand, and I did not +put it down, but struggled to my feet, and waited for them to speak. + +For a moment there was silence, and then the Commandant said, +"Your guards have brought me word, Monsieur le Capitaine, that you +are violent. You have resisted them, and have threatened them with +their own pistols." + +"With one pistol, monsieur le commandant," answered I. Then, in +bitter words, I told them of my treatment by those rascals, and +I showed them how my ankle had been tortured. "I have no fear of +death," said I, "but I will not lie and let dogs bite me with +'I thank you.' Death can come but once, it is a damned brutality +to make one die a hundred and yet live--the work of Turks, not +Christians. If you want my life, why, take it and have done." + +The Marquis de Montcalm whispered to the Commandant. The Seigneur +Duvarney, to whom I had not yet spoken, nor he to me, stood +leaning against the wall, gazing at me seriously and kindly. + +Presently Ramesay, the Commandant, spoke, not unkindly: "It was +ordered you should wear chains, but not that you should be +maltreated. A surgeon shall be sent to you, and this chain shall +be taken from your ankle. Meanwhile, your guards shall be changed." + +I held out the pistol, and he took it. "I can not hope for justice +here," said I, "but men are men, and not dogs, and I ask for human +usage till my hour comes and my country is your jailer." + +The Marquis smiled, and his gay eyes sparkled. "Some find comfort +in daily bread, and some in prophecy," he rejoined. "One should +envy your spirit, Captain Moray." + +"Permit me, your Excellency," replied I; "all Englishmen must envy +the spirit of the Marquis de Montcalm, though none is envious of +his cause." + +He bowed gravely. "Causes are good or bad as they are ours or +our neighbours'. The lion has a good cause when it goes hunting for +its young; the deer has a good cause when it resists the lion's +leap upon its fawn." + +I did not reply, for I felt a faintness coming; and at that +moment the Seigneur Duvarney came to me, and put his arm through +mine. A dizziness seized me, my head sank upon his shoulder, and +I felt myself floating away into darkness, while from a great +distance came a voice: + +"It had been kinder to have ended it last year." + +"He nearly killed your son, Duvarney." This was the voice of the +Marquis in a tone of surprise. + +"He saved my life, Marquis," was the sorrowful reply. "I have not +paid back those forty pistoles, nor ever can, in spite of all." + +"Ah, pardon me, seigneur," was the courteous rejoinder of the +General. + +That was all I heard, for I had entered the land of complete +darkness. When I came to, I found that my foot had been bandaged, +there was a torch in the wall, and by my side something in a jug, +of which I drank, according to directions in a surgeon's hand on +a paper beside it. + +I was easier in all my body, yet miserably sick still, and I +remained so, now shivering and now burning, a racking pain in my +chest. My couch was filled with fresh straw, but in no other wise +was my condition altered from the first time I had entered this +place. My new jailer was a man of no feeling that I could see, +yet of no violence or cruelty; one whose life was like a wheel, +doing the eternal round. He did no more nor less than his orders, +and I made no complaint nor asked any favour. No one came to me, +no message found its way. + +Full three months went by in this fashion, and then, one day, +who should step into my dungeon, torch in hand, but Gabord! He +raised the light above his head, and looked down at me most +quizzically. + +"Upon my soul--Gabord!" said I. "I did not kill you, then?" + +"Upon your soul and upon your body, you killed not Gabord." + +"And what now, quarrelsome Gabord?" I questioned cheerfully. + +He shook some keys. "Back again to dickey-bird's cage. 'Look you,' +quoth Governor, 'who will guard and bait this prisoner like the man +he mauled?' 'No one,' quoth a lady who stands by Governor's chair. +And she it was who had Governor send me here--even Ma'm'selle +Duvarney. And she it was who made the Governor loose off these +chains." + +He began to free me from the chains. I was in a vile condition. +The irons had made sores upon my wrists and legs, my limbs now +trembled so beneath me that I could scarcely walk, and my head was +very light and dizzy at times. Presently Gabord ordered a new bed +of straw brought in; and from that hour we returned to our old +relations, as if there had not been between us a fight to the +death. Of what was going on abroad he would not tell me, and soon +I found myself in as ill a state as before. No Voban came to me, +no Doltaire, no one at all. I sank into a deep silence, dropped +out of a busy world, a morsel of earth slowly coming to Mother +Earth again. + +A strange apathy began to settle on me. All those resources of +my first year's imprisonment had gone, and I was alone: my mouse +was dead; there was no history of my life to write, no incident to +break the pitiful monotony. There seemed only one hope: that our +army under Amherst would invest Quebec and take it. I had no news +of any movement, winter again was here, and it must be five or +six months before any action could successfully be taken; for the +St. Lawrence was frozen over in winter, and if the city was to be +seized it must be from the water, with simultaneous action by land. + +I knew the way, the only way, to take the city. At Sillery, west +of the town, there was a hollow in the cliffs, up which men, +secretly conveyed above the town by water, could climb. At the top +was a plateau, smooth and fine as a parade-ground, where battle +could be given, or move be made upon the city and citadel, which +lay on ground no higher. Then, with the guns playing on the town +from the fleet, and from the Levis shore with forces on the +Beauport side, attacking the lower town where was the Intendant's +palace, the great fortress might be taken, and Canada be ours. + +This passage up the cliff side at Sillery I had discovered three +years before. + +When winter set well in Gabord brought me a blanket, and though +last year I had not needed it, now it was most grateful. I had been +fed for months on bread and water, as in my first imprisonment, but +at last--whether by orders or not, I never knew--he brought me a +little meat every day, and some wine also. Yet I did not care for +them, and often left them untasted. A hacking cough had never left +me since my attempt at escape, and I was miserably thin, and so +weak that I could hardly drag myself about my dungeon. So, many +weeks of the winter went on, and at last I was not able to rise +from my bed of straw, and could do little more than lift a cup of +water to my lips and nibble at some bread. I felt that my hours +were numbered. + +At last, one day, I heard commotion at my dungeon door; it +opened, and Gabord entered and closed it after him. He came and +stood over me, as with difficulty I lifted myself upon my elbow. + +"Come, try your wings," said he. + +"It is the end, Gabord?" asked I. + +"Not paradise yet!" said he. + +"Then I am free?" I asked. + +"Free from this dungeon," he answered cheerily. + +I raised myself and tried to stand upon my feet, but fell back. +He helped me to rise, and I rested an arm on his shoulder. + +I tried to walk, but faintness came over me, and I sank back. +Then Gabord laid me down, went to the door, and called in two +soldiers with a mattress. I was wrapped in my cloak and blankets, +laid thereon, and so was borne forth, all covered even to my weak +eyes. I was placed in a sleigh, and as the horses sprang away, +the clear sleigh-bells rang out, and a gun from the ramparts was +fired to give the noon hour, I sank into unconsciousness. + + + +XIX + +A DANSEUSE AND THE BASTILE + + +Recovering, I found myself lying on a couch, in a large, +well-lighted room hung about with pictures and adorned with +trophies of the hunt. A wide window faced the foot of the bed +where I lay, and through it I could see--though the light hurt my +eyes greatly--the Levis shore, on the opposite side of the St. +Lawrence. I lay and thought, trying to discover where I was. It +came to me at last that I was in a room of the Chateau St. Louis. +Presently I heard breathing near me, and, looking over, I saw a +soldier sitting just inside the door. + +Then from another corner of the room came a surgeon with some +cordial in a tumbler, and, handing it to me, he bade me drink. +He felt my pulse; then stopped and put his ear to my chest, and +listened long. + +"Is there great danger?" asked I. + +"The trouble would pass," said he, "if you were stronger. Your +life is worth fighting for, but it will be a struggle. That dungeon +was slow poison. You must have a barber," added he; "you are a +ghost like this." + +I put my hand up, and I found my hair and beard were very long +and almost white. Held against the light, my hands seemed +transparent. "What means my coming here?" asked I. + +He shook his head. "I am but a surgeon," he answered shortly, +meanwhile writing with a flourish on a piece of paper. When he had +finished, he handed the paper to the soldier, with an order. Then +he turned to go, politely bowing to me, but turned again and said, +"I would not, were I you, trouble to plan escape these months yet. +This is a comfortable prison, but it is easier coming in than going +out. Your mind and body need quiet. You have, we know, a taste for +adventure"--he smiled--"but is it wise to fight a burning powder +magazine?" + +"Thank you, monsieur," said I, "I am myself laying the fuse to +that magazine. It fights for me by-and-bye." + +He shrugged a shoulder. "Drink," said he, with a professional air +which almost set me laughing, "good milk and brandy, and think of +nothing but that you are a lucky man to have this sort of prison." + +He bustled out in an important way, shaking his head and talking +to himself. Tapping the chest of a bulky soldier who stood outside, +he said brusquely, "Too fat, too fat; you'll come to apoplexy. Go +fight the English, lazy ruffian!" + +The soldier gave a grunt, made a mocking gesture, and the door +closed on me and my attendant. This fellow would not speak at all, +and I did not urge him, but lay and watched the day decline and +night come down. I was taken to a small alcove which adjoined the +room, where I slept soundly. + +Early the next morning I waked, and there was Voban sitting just +outside the alcove, looking at me. I sat up in bed and spoke to +him, and he greeted me in an absent sort of way. He was changed as +much as I; he moved as one in a dream; yet there was the ceaseless +activity of the eye, the swift, stealthy motion of the hand. He +began to attend me, and I questioned him; but he said he had orders +from mademoiselle that he was to tell nothing--that she, as soon as +she could, would visit me. + +I felt at once a new spring of life. I gave him the letter I had +written, and bade him deliver it, which he promised to do; for +though there was much in it not vital now, it was a record of my +thoughts and feelings, and she would be glad of it, I knew. I +pressed Voban's hand in leaving, and he looked at me as if he +would say something; but immediately he was abstracted, and left +me like one forgetful of the world. + +About three hours after this, as I lay upon the couch in the large +room, clean and well shaven, the door opened, and some one entered, +saying to my guard, "You will remain outside. I have the Governor's +order." + +I knew the voice; an instant, and I saw the face shining with +expectancy, the eyes eager, yet timid, a small white hand pressed +to a pulsing breast--my one true friend, the jailer of my heart. + +For a moment she was all trembling and excited, her hand softly +clutching at my shoulder, tears dripping from her eyes and falling +on my cheek, as hers lay pressed to mine; but presently she grew +calm, and her face was lifted with a smile, and, brushing back some +flying locks of hair, she said in a tone most quaint and touching +too, "Poor gentleman! poor English prisoner! poor hidden lover! +I ought not, I ought not," she added, "show my feelings thus, nor +excite you so." My hand was trembling on hers, for in truth I +was very weak. "It was my purpose," she continued, "to come most +quietly to you; but there are times when one must cry out, or the +heart will burst." + +I spoke then as a man may who has been delivered from bondage +into the arms of love. She became very quiet, looking at me in her +grave, sweet way, her deep eyes shining with a sincerity. + +"Honest, honest eyes," said I--"eyes that never deceive, and +never were deceived." + +"All this in spite of what you do not know," she answered. For +an instant a look elfish and childlike came into her eyes, and she +drew back from me, stood in the middle of the floor, and caught +her skirts in her fingers. + +"See," she said, "is there no deceit here?" + +Then she began to dance softly, her feet seeming hardly to touch the +ground, her body swaying like a tall flower in the wind, her face +all light and fire. I was charmed, fascinated. I felt my sleepy +blood stirring to the delicate rise and fall of her bosom, the light +of her eyes flashing a dozen colours. There was scarce a sound her +steps could not be heard across the room. + +All at once she broke off from this, and stood still. + +"Did my eyes seem all honest then?" she asked, with a strange, +wistful expression. Then she came to the couch where I was. + +"Robert," said she, "can you, do you trust me, even when you see +me at such witchery?" + +"I trust you always," answered I. "Such witcheries are no evils +that I can see." + +She put her finger upon my lips, with a kind of bashfulness. +"Hush, till I tell you where and when I danced like that, and then, +and then--" + +She settled down in a low chair. "I have at least an hour," she +continued. "The Governor is busy with my father and General +Montcalm, and they will not be free for a long time. For your +soldiers, I have been bribing them to my service these weeks past, +and they are safe enough for to-day. Now I will tell you of that +dancing. + +"One night last autumn there was a grand dinner at the Intendance. +Such gentlemen as my father were not asked; only the roisterers and +hard drinkers, and gambling friends of the Intendant. You would know +the sort of upspring it would be. Well, I was sitting in my window, +looking down into the garden; for the moon was shining. Presently +I saw a man appear below, glance up towards me, and beckon. It was +Voban. I hurried down to him, and he told me that there had been a +wild carousing at the palace, and that ten gentlemen had determined, +for a wicked sport, to mask themselves, go to the citadel at +midnight, fetch you forth, and make you run the gauntlet in the yard +of the Intendance, and afterwards set you fighting for your life +with another prisoner, a common criminal. To this, Bigot, heated +with wine, made no objection. Monsieur Doltaire was not present; he +had, it was said, taken a secret journey into the English country. +The Governor was in Montreal, where he had gone to discuss matters +of war with the Council. + +"There was but one thing to do--get word to General Montcalm. He +was staying at the moment with the Seigneur Pipon at his manor by +the Montmorenci Falls. He must needs be sought there: he would +never allow this shameless thing. So I bade Voban go thither at +once, getting a horse from any quarter, and to ride as if for his +life. He promised, and left me, and I returned to my room to think. +Voban had told me that his news came from Bigot's valet, who is his +close friend. This I knew, and I knew the valet too, for I had seen +something of him when my brother lay wounded at the palace. Under +the best circumstances General Montcalm could not arrive within two +hours. Meanwhile, these miserable men might go on their dreadful +expedition. Something must be done to gain time. I racked my brain +for minutes, till the blood pounded at my temples. Presently a plan +came to me. + +"There is in Quebec one Madame Jamond, a great Parisian dancer, +who, for reasons which none knows save perhaps Monsieur Doltaire, +has been banished from France. Since she came to Canada, some nine +months ago, she has lived most quietly and religiously, though many +trials have been made to bring her talents into service; and the +Intendant has made many efforts have her dance in the palace for +his guests. But she would not. + +"Madame Lotbiniere had come to know Jamond, and she arranged, after +much persuasion, for lessons in dancing to be given to Lucy, myself, +and Georgette. To me the dancing was a keen delight, a passion. As I +danced I saw and felt a thousand things, I can not tell you how. Now +my feet appeared light as air, like thistledown, my body to float. +I was as a lost soul flying home, flocks of birds singing me to come +with them into a pleasant land. + +"Then all that changed, and I was passing through a bitter land, +with harsh shadows and tall cold mountains. From clefts and hollows +figures flew out and caught at me with filmy hands. These melancholy +things pursued me as I flew, till my wings drooped, and I felt that +I must drop into the dull marsh far beneath, round which travelled +a lonely mist. + +"But this too passed, and I came through a land all fire, so that, +as I flew swiftly, my wings were scorched, and I was blinded often, +and often missed my way, and must change my course of flight. It was +all scarlet, all that land--scarlet sky and scarlet sun, and scarlet +flowers, and the rivers running red, and men and women in long red +robes, with eyes of flame, and voices that kept crying, 'The world +is mad, and all life is a fever!'" + +She paused for a moment, seeming to come out of a dream, and then +she laughed a little. "Will you not go on?" I asked gently. + +"Sometimes, too," she continued, "I fancied I was before a king +and his court, dancing for my life or for another's. Oh, how I +scanned the faces of my judges, as they sat there watching me; some +meanwhile throwing crumbs to fluttering birds that whirled round +me, some stroking the ears of hounds that gaped at me, while the +king's fool at first made mock at me, and the face of a man behind +the king's chair smiled like Satan--or Monsieur Doltaire! Ah, +Robert, I know you think me fanciful and foolish, as indeed I am; +but you must bear with me. + +"I danced constantly, practising hour upon hour with Jamond, +who came to be my good friend; and you shall hear from me some day +her history--a sad one indeed; a woman sinned against, not sinning. +But these special lessons went on secretly, for I was sure, if +people knew how warmly I followed this recreation, they would set +it down to wilful desire to be singular--or worse. It gave me new +interest in lonely days. So the weeks went on. + +"Well, that wicked night I sent Voban to General Montcalm, and, +as I said, a thought came to me: I would find Jamond, beg her to +mask herself, go to the Intendance, and dance before the gentlemen +there, keeping them amused till the General came, as I was sure he +would at my suggestion, for he is a just man and a generous. All +my people, even Georgette, were abroad at a soiree, and would not +be home till late. So I sought Mathilde, and she hurried with me, +my poor daft protector, to Jamond's, whose house is very near the +bishop's palace. + +"We were at once admitted to Jamond, who was lying upon a couch. +I hurriedly told her what I wished her to do, what was at stake, +everything but that I loved you; laying my interest upon humanity +and to your having saved my father's life. She looked troubled at +once, then took my face in her hands. 'Dear child,' she said, 'I +understand. You have sorrow too young--too young.' 'But you will do +this for me?' I cried. She shook her head sadly. 'I can not. I am +lame these two days,' she answered. 'I have had a sprain.' I sank +on the floor beside her, sick and dazed. She put her hand pitifully +on my head, then lifted up my chin. Looking into her eyes, I read a +thought there, and I got to my feet with a spring. 'I myself will +go,' said I; 'I will dance there till the General comes.' She put +out her hand in protest. 'You must not,' she urged. 'Think: you may +be discovered, and then the ruin that must come!' + +"'I shall put my trust in God,' said I. 'I have no fear. I will do +this thing.' She caught me to her breast. 'Then God be with you, +child,' was her answer; 'you shall do it.' In ten minutes I was +dressed in a gown of hers, which last had been worn when she danced +before King Louis. It fitted me well, and with a wig the colour of +her hair, brought quickly from her boxes, and use of paints which +actors use, I was transformed. Indeed, I could scarce recognize +myself without the mask, and with it on my mother would not have +known me. 'I will go with you,' she said to me, and she hurriedly +put on an old woman's wig and a long cloak, quickly lined her face, +and we were ready. She walked lame, and must use a stick, and we +issued forth towards the Intendance, Mathilde remaining behind. + +"When we got to the palace, and were admitted, I asked for the +Intendant's valet, and we stood waiting in the cold hall until he +was brought. 'We come from Voban, the barber,' I whispered to him, +for there were servants near; and he led us at once to his private +room. He did not recognize me, but looked at us with sidelong +curiosity. 'I am,' said I, throwing back my cloak, 'a dancer, and +I have come to dance before the Intendant and his guests.' 'His +Excellency does not expect you?' be asked. 'His Excellency has +many times asked Madame Jamond to dance before him,' I replied. He +was at once all complaisance, but his face was troubled. 'You come +from Monsieur Voban?' he inquired. 'From Monsieur Voban,' answered +I. 'He has gone to General Montcalm.' His face fell, and a kind of +fear passed over it. 'There is no peril to any one save the English +gentleman,' I urged. A light dawned on him. 'You dance until the +General comes?' he asked, pleased at his own penetration. 'You will +take me at once to the dining-hall,' said I, nodding. 'They are +in the Chambre de la Joie,' he rejoined. 'Then the Chambre de la +Joie,' said I; and he led the way. When we came near the chamber, +I said to him, 'You will tell the Intendant that a lady of some +gifts in dancing would entertain his guests; but she must come +and go without exchange of individual courtesies, at her will. + +"He opened the door of the chamber, and we followed him; for +there was just inside a large oak screen, and from its shadow we +could see the room and all therein. At the first glance I shrank +back, for, apart from the noise and the clattering of tongues, +such a riot of carousal I have never seen. I was shocked to note +gentlemen whom I had met in society, with the show of decorum +about them, loosed now from all restraint, and swaggering like +woodsmen at a fair. I felt a sudden fear, and drew back sick; +but that was for an instant, for even as the valet came to the +Intendant's chair a dozen or more men, who were sitting near +together in noisy yet half-secret conference, rose to their feet, +each with a mask in his hand, and started towards the door. I felt +my blood fly back and forth in my heart with great violence, and +I leaned against the oak screen for support. 'Courage,' said the +voice of Jamond in my ear, and I ruled myself to quietness. + +"Just then the Intendant's voice stopped the men in their +movement towards the great entrance door, and drew the attention +of the whole company. 'Messieurs,' said he, 'a lady has come to +dance for us. She makes conditions which must be respected. She +must be let come and go without individual courtesies. Messieurs,' +he added, 'I grant her request in your name and my own.' + +"There was a murmur of 'Jamond! Jamond!' and every man stood looking +towards the great entrance door. The Intendant, however, was gazing +towards the door where I was, and I saw he was about to come, as +if to welcome me. Welcome from Francois Bigot to a dancing-woman! +I slipped off the cloak, looked at Jamond, who murmured once again, +'Courage,' and then I stepped out swiftly, and made for a low, +large dais at one side of the room. I was so nervous that I knew not +how I went. The faces and forms of the company were blurred before +me, and the lights shook and multiplied distractedly. The room +shone brilliantly, yet just under the great canopy, over the dais; +there were shadows, and they seemed to me, as I stepped under the +red velvet, a relief, a sort of hiding-place from innumerable +candles and hot unnatural eyes. + +"Once there I was changed. I did not think of the applause that +greeted me, the murmurs of surprise, approbation, questioning, +rising round me. Suddenly, as I paused and faced them all, +nervousness passed out of me, and I saw nothing--nothing but a sort +of far-off picture. My mind was caught away into that world which I +had created for myself when I danced, and these rude gentlemen were +but visions. All sense of indignity passed from me. I was only a +woman fighting for a life and for her own and her another's +happiness. + +"As I danced I did not know how time passed--only that I must +keep those men where they were till General Montcalm came. After a +while, when the first dazed feeling had passed, I could see their +faces plainly through my mask, and I knew that I could hold them; +for they ceased to lift their glasses, and stood watching me, +sometimes so silent that I could hear their breathing only, +sometimes making a great applause, which passed into silence again +quickly. Once, as I wheeled, I caught the eyes of Jamond watching +me closely. The Intendant never stirred from his seat, and scarcely +moved, but kept his eyes fixed on me. Nor did he applaud. There was +something painful in his immovability. + +"I saw it all as in a dream, yet I did see it, and I was resolute to +triumph over the wicked designs of base and abandoned men. I feared +that my knowledge and power to hold them might stop before help +came. Once, in a slight pause, when a great noise of their hands +and a rattling of scabbards on the table gave me a short respite, +some one--Captain Lancy, I think--snatched up a glass, and called +on all to drink my health. + +"'Jamond! Jamond!' was the cry, and they drank; the Intendant +himself standing up, and touching the glass to his lips, then +sitting down again, silent and immovable as before. One gentleman, +a nephew of the Chevalier de la Darante, came swaying towards +me with a glass of wine, begging me in a flippant courtesy to +drink; but I waved him back, and the Intendant said most curtly, +'Monsieur de la Darante will remember my injunction.' + +"Again I danced, and I can not tell you with what anxiety and +desperation--for there must be an end to it before long, and your +peril, Robert, come again, unless these rough fellows changed their +minds. Moment after moment went, and though I had danced beyond +reasonable limits, I still seemed to get new strength, as I have +heard men say, in fighting, they 'come to their second wind.' At +last, at the end of the most famous step that Jamond had taught me, +I stood still for a moment to renewed applause; and I must have +wound these men up to excitement beyond all sense, for they would +not be dissuaded, but swarmed towards the dais where I was, and +some called for me to remove my mask. + +"Then the Intendant came down among them, bidding them stand +back, and himself stepped towards me. I felt affrighted, for I +liked not the look in his eyes, and so, without a word, I stepped +down from the dais--I did not dare to speak, lest they should +recognize my voice--and made for the door with as much dignity as +I might. But the Intendant came to me with a mannered courtesy, +and said in my ear, 'Madame, you have won all our hearts; I would +you might accept some hospitality--a glass of wine, a wing of +partridge, in a room where none shall disturb you?' I shuddered, +and passed on. 'Nay, nay, madame, not even myself with you, unless +you would have it otherwise,' he added. + +"Still I did not speak, but put out my hand in protest, and +moved on towards the screen, we two alone, for the others had +fallen back with whisperings and side-speeches. Oh, how I longed to +take the mask from my face and spurn them! The hand that I put out +in protest the Intendant caught within his own, and would have held +it, but that I drew it back with indignation, and kept on towards +the screen. Then I realized that a new-corner had seen the matter, +and I stopped short, dumfounded--for it was Monsieur Doltaire! He +was standing beside the screen, just within the room, and he sent +at the Intendant and myself a keen, piercing glance. + +"Now he came forward quickly, for the Intendant also half +stopped at sight of him, and a malignant look shot from his eyes; +hatred showed in the profane word that was chopped off at his +teeth. When Monsieur Doltaire reached us, he said, his eyes resting +on me with intense scrutiny, 'His Excellency will present me to his +distinguished entertainer?' He seemed to read behind my mask. I knew +he had discovered me, and my heart stood still. But I raised my eyes +and met his gaze steadily. The worst had come. Well, I would face +it now. I could endure defeat with courage. He paused an instant, +a strange look passed over his face, his eyes got hard and very +brilliant, and he continued (oh, what suspense that was!): 'Ah yes, +I see--Jamond, the perfect and wonderful Jamond, who set us all +a-kneeling at Versailles. If Madame will permit me?' He made to take +my hand. Here the Intendant interposed, putting out his hand also. +'I have promised to protect Madame from individual courtesy while +here,' he said. Monsieur Doltaire looked at him keenly. 'Then your +Excellency must build stone walls about yourself,' he rejoined, +with cold emphasis. 'Sometimes great men are foolish. To-night your +Excellency would have let'--here he raised his voice so that all +could hear--'your Excellency would have let a dozen cowardly +gentlemen drag a dying prisoner from his prison, forcing back his +Majesty's officers at the dungeon doors, and, after baiting, have +matched him against a common criminal. That was unseemly in a great +man and a King's chief officer, the trick of a low law-breaker. Your +Excellency promised a lady to protect her from individual courtesy, +if she gave pleasure--a pleasure beyond price--to you and your +guests, and you would have broken your word without remorse. General +Montcalm has sent a company of men to set your Excellency right in +one direction, and I am come to set you right in the other.' + +"The Intendant was white with rage. He muttered something between +his teeth, then said aloud, 'Presently we will talk more of this, +monsieur. You measure strength with Francois Bigot: we will see +which proves the stronger in the end.' 'In the end the unjust +steward kneels for mercy to his master,' was Monsieur Doltaire's +quiet answer; and then he made a courteous gesture towards the door, +and I went to it with him slowly, wondering what the end would be. +Once at the other side of the screen, he peered into Jamond's face +for an instant, then he gave a low whistle. 'You have an apt pupil, +Jamond, one who might be your rival one day,' said he. Still there +was a puzzled look on his face, which did not leave it till he saw +Jamond walking. 'Ah yes,' he added, 'I see now. You are lame. This +was a desperate yet successful expedient.' + +"He did not speak to me, but led the way to where, at the great +door, was the Intendant's valet standing with my cloak. Taking it +from him, he put it round my shoulders. 'The sleigh by which I came +is at the door,' he said, 'and I will take you home.' I knew not +what to do, for I feared some desperate act on his part to possess +me. I determined that I would not leave Jamond, in any case, and +I felt for a weapon which I had hidden in my dress. We had not, +however, gone a half dozen paces in the entrance hall when there +were quick steps behind, and four soldiers came towards us, with an +officer at their head--an officer whom I had seen in the chamber, +but did not recognize. + +"'Monsieur Doltaire,' the officer said; and monsieur stopped. +Then he cried in surprise, 'Legrand, you here!' To this the officer +replied by handing monsieur a paper. Monsieur's hand dropped to his +sword, but in a moment he gave a short, sharp laugh, and opened up +the packet. 'H'm,' he said, 'the Bastile! The Grande Marquise is +fretful--eh, Legrand? You will permit me some moments with these +ladies?' he added. 'A moment only,' answered the officer. 'In +another room?' monsieur again asked. 'A moment where you are, +monsieur,' was the reply. Making a polite gesture for me to step +aside, Monsieur Doltaire said, in a voice which was perfectly +controlled and courteous, though I could hear behind all a deadly +emphasis, 'I know everything now. You have foiled me, blindfolded +me and all others, these three years past. You have intrigued +against the captains of intrigue, you have matched yourself against +practised astuteness. On one side, I resent being made a fool and +tool of; on the other, I am lost in admiration of your talent. But +henceforth there is no such thing as quarter between us. Your lover +shall die, and I will come again. This whim of the Grande Marquise +will last but till I see her; then I will return to you--forever. +Your lover shall die, your love's labour for him shall be lost. I +shall reap where I did not sow--his harvest and my own. I am as ice +to you, mademoiselle, at this moment; I have murder in my heart. Yet +warmth will come again. I admire you so much that I will have you +for my own, or die. You are the high priestess of diplomacy; your +brain is a statesman's, your heart is a vagrant; it goes covertly +from the sweet meadows of France to the marshes of England, a taste +unworthy of you. You shall be redeemed from that by Tinoir Doltaire. +Now thank me for all I have done for you, and let me say adieu.' +He stooped and kissed my hand. 'I can not thank you for what I +myself achieved,' I said. 'We are, as in the past, to be at war, +you threaten, and I have no gratitude.' 'Well, well, adieu and au +revoir, sweetheart,' he answered. 'If I should go to the Bastile, +I shall have food for thought; and I am your hunter to the end. In +this good orchard I pick sweet fruit one day.' His look fell on me +in such a way that shame and anger were at equal height in me. Then +he bowed again to me and to Jamond, and, with a sedate gesture, +walked away with the soldiers and the officer. + +"You can guess what were my feelings. You were safe for the +moment--that was the great thing. The terror I had felt when I saw +Monsieur Doltaire in the Chambre de la Joie had passed, for I felt +he would not betray me. He is your foe, and he would kill you; but +I was sure he would not put me in danger while he was absent in +France--if he expected to return--by making public my love for you +and my adventure at the palace. There is something of the noble +fighter in him, after all, though he is so evil a man. A prisoner +himself now, he would have no immediate means to hasten your death. +But I can never forget his searching, cruel look when he recognized +me! Of Jamond I was sure. Her own past had been full of sorrow, and +her life was now so secluded and religious that I could not doubt +her. Indeed, we have been blessed with good, true friends, Robert, +though they are not of those who are powerful, save in their +loyalty." + +Alixe then told me that the officer Legrand had arrived from +France but two days before the eventful night of which I have just +written, armed with an order from the Grande Marquise for Doltaire's +arrest and transportation. He had landed at Gaspe, and had come on +to Quebec overland. Arriving at the Intendance, he had awaited +Doltaire's coming. Doltaire had stopped to visit General Montcalm at +Montmorenci Falls, on his way back from an expedition to the English +country, and had thus himself brought my protection and hurried to +his own undoing. I was thankful for his downfall, though I believed +it was but for a moment. + +I was curious to know how it chanced I was set free of my +dungeon, and I had the story from Alixe's lips; but not till after +I had urged her, for she was sure her tale had wearied me, and she +was eager to do little offices of comfort about me; telling me +gaily, while she shaded the light, freshened my pillow, and gave +me a cordial to drink, that she would secretly convey me wines and +preserves and jellies and such kickshaws, that I should better get +my strength. + +"For you must know," she said, "that though this gray hair and +transparency of flesh become you, making your eyes look like two +jets of flame and your face to have shadows most theatrical, a +ruddy cheek and a stout hand are more suited to a soldier. When +you are young again in body, these gray hairs shall render you +distinguished." + +Then she sat down beside me, and clasped my hand, now looking +out into the clear light of afternoon to the farther shores of +Levis, showing green here and there from a sudden March rain, the +boundless forests beyond, and near us the ample St. Lawrence still +covered with its vast bridge of ice; anon into my face, while I +gazed into those deeps of her blue eyes that I had drowned my heart +in. I loved to watch her, for with me she was ever her own absolute +self, free from all artifice, lost in her perfect naturalness: a +healthy, perfect soundness, a primitive simplicity beneath the +artifice of usual life. She had a beautiful hand, long, warm, and +firm, and the fingers, when they clasped, seemed to possess and +inclose your own--the tenderness of the maidenly, the protectiveness +of the maternal. She carried with her a wholesome fragrance and +beauty as of an orchard, and while she sat there I thought of the +engaging words: + +"Thou art to me like a basket of summer fruit, and I seek +thee in thy cottage by the vineyard, fenced about with good +commendable trees." + +Of my release she spoke thus: "Monsieur Doltaire is to be +conveyed overland to the coast en route for France, and he sent +me by his valet a small arrow studded with emeralds and pearls, +and a skull all polished, with a message that the arrow was for +myself, and the skull for another--remembrances of the past, and +earnests of the future--truly an insolent and wicked man. When he +was gone I went to the Governor, and, with great show of interest +in many things pertaining to the government (for he has ever been +flattered by my attentions--me, poor little bee in the buzzing +hive!), came to the question of the English prisoner. I told him +it was I that prevented the disgrace to his good government by +sending to General Montcalm to ask for your protection. + +"He was deeply impressed, and he opened out his vain heart in +divers ways. But I may not tell you of these--only what concerns +yourself; the rest belongs to his honour. When he was in his most +pliable mood, I grew deeply serious, and told him there was a danger +which perhaps he did not see. Here was this English prisoner, who, +they said abroad in the town, was dying. There was no doubt that +the King would approve the sentence of death, and if it were duly +and with some display enforced, it would but add to the Governor's +reputation in France. But should the prisoner die in captivity, or +should he go an invalid to the scaffold, there would only be pity +excited in the world for him. For his own honour, it were better the +Governor should hang a robust prisoner, who in full blood should +expiate his sins upon the scaffold. The advice went down like wine; +and when he knew not what to do, I urged your being brought here, +put under guard, and fed and nourished for your end. And so it was. + +"The Governor's counsellor in the matter will remain a secret, +for by now he will be sure that he himself had the sparkling +inspiration. There, dear Robert, is the present climax to many +months of suspense and persecution, the like of which I hope I may +never see again. Some time I will tell you all: those meetings with +Monsieur Doltaire, his designs and approaches, his pleadings and +veiled threats, his numberless small seductions of words, manners, +and deeds, his singular changes of mood, when I was uncertain +what would happen next; the part I had to play to know all that +was going on in the Chateau St. Louis, in the Intendance, and +with General Montcalm; the difficulties with my own people; the +despair of my poor father, who does not know that it is I who have +kept him from trouble by my influence with the Governor. For since +the Governor and the Intendant are reconciled, he takes sides with +General Montcalm, the one sound gentleman in office in this poor +country--alas!" + +Soon afterwards we parted. As she passed out she told me I might +at any hour expect a visit from the Governor. + + + +XX + +UPON THE RAMPARTS + + +The Governor visited me. His attitude was marked by nothing so +much as a supercilious courtesy, a manner which said, You must +see I am not to be trifled with; and though I have you here in +my chateau, it is that I may make a fine scorching of you in the +end. He would make of me an example to amaze and instruct the +nations--when I was robust enough to die. + +I might easily have flattered myself on being an object of +interest to the eyes of nations. I almost pitied him; for he +appeared so lost in self-admiration and the importance of his +office that he would never see disaster when it came. + +"There is but one master here in Canada," he said, "and I am he. +If things go wrong it is because my orders are not obeyed. Your +people have taken Louisburg; had I been there, it should never have +been given up. Drucour was hasty--he listened to the women. I should +allow no woman to move me. I should be inflexible. They might send +two Amhersts and two Wolfes against me, I would hold my fortress." + +"They will never send two, your Excellency," said I. + +He did not see the irony, and he prattled on: "That Wolfe, they +tell me, is bandy-legged; is no better than a girl at sea, and +never well ashore. I am always in raw health--the strong mind in +the potent body. Had I been at Louisburg, I should have held it, +as I held Ticonderoga last July, and drove the English back with +monstrous slaughter." + +Here was news. I had had no information in many months, and all +at once two great facts were brought to me. + +"Your Excellency, then, was at Ticonderoga?" said I. + +"I sent Montcalm to defend it," he replied pompously. "I told +him how he must act; I was explicit, and it came out as I had said: +we were victorious. Yet he would have done better had he obeyed me +in everything. If I had been at Louisburg--" + +I could not at first bring myself to flatter the vice-regal peacock; +for it had been my mind to fight these Frenchmen always; to yield in +nothing; to defeat them like a soldier, not like a juggler. But I +brought myself to say half ironically, "If all great men had capable +instruments, they would seldom fail." + +"You have touched the heart of the matter," he said credulously. +"It is a pity," he added, with complacent severity, "that you +have been so misguided and criminal; you have, in some things, +more sense than folly." + +I bowed as to a compliment from a great man. Then, all at once, +I spoke to him with an air of apparent frankness, and said that if +I must die, I cared to do so like a gentleman, with some sort of +health, and not like an invalid. He must admit that at least I was +no coward. He might fence me about with what guards he chose, but +I prayed him to let me walk upon the ramparts, when I was strong +enough to be abroad, under all due espionage. I had already +suffered many deaths, I said, and I would go to the final one +looking like a man, and not like an outcast of humanity. + +"Ah, I have heard this before," said he. "Monsieur Doltaire, who +is in prison here, and is to fare on to the Bastile, was insolent +enough to send me message yesterday that I should keep you close in +your dungeon. But I had had enough of Monsieur Doltaire; and indeed +it was through me that the Grande Marquise had him called to +durance. He was a muddler here. They must not interfere with me; I +am not to be cajoled or crossed in my plans. We shall see, we shall +see about the ramparts," he continued. "Meanwhile prepare to die." +This he said with such importance that I almost laughed in his face. +But I bowed with a sort of awed submission, and he turned and left +the room. + +I grew stronger slowly day by day, but it was quite a month +before Alixe came again. Sometimes I saw her walking on the banks +of the river, and I was sure she was there that I might see her, +though she made no sign towards me, nor ever seemed to look towards +my window. + +Spring was now fully come. The snow had gone from the ground, +the tender grass was springing, the air was so soft and kind. One +fine day, at the beginning of May, I heard the booming of cannons +and a great shouting, and, looking out, I could see crowds of +people upon the banks, and many boats in the river, where yet the +ice had not entirely broken up. By stretching from my window, +through the bars of which I could get my head, but not my body, I +noted a squadron sailing round the point of the Island of Orleans. +I took it to be a fleet from France bearing re-enforcements +and supplies--as indeed afterwards I found was so; but the +re-enforcements were so small and the supplies so limited that +it is said Montcalm, when he knew, cried out, "Now is all lost! +Nothing remains but to fight and die. I shall see my beloved +Candiac no more." + +For the first time all the English colonies had combined against +Canada. Vaudreuil and Montcalm were at variance, and Vaudreuil +had, through his personal hatred and envy of Montcalm, signed the +death-warrant of the colony by writing to the colonial minister +that Montcalm's agents, going for succour, were not to be trusted. +Yet at that moment I did not know these things, and the sight made +me grave, though it made me sure also that this year would find the +British battering this same Chateau. + +Presently there came word from the Governor that I might walk +upon the ramparts, and I was taken forth for several hours each +day; always, however, under strict surveillance, my guards, well +armed, attending, while the ramparts were, as usual, patrolled by +soldiers. I could see that ample preparations were being made +against a siege, and every day the excitement increased. I got to +know more definitely of what was going on, when, under vigilance, +I was allowed to speak to Lieutenant Stevens, who also was +permitted some such freedom as I had enjoyed when I first came to +Quebec. He had private information that General Wolfe or General +Amherst was likely to proceed against Quebec from Louisburg, and +he was determined to join the expedition. + +For months he had been maturing plans for escape. There was one +Clark, a ship-carpenter (of whom I have before written), and two +other bold spirits, who were sick of captivity, and it was intended +to fare forth one night and make a run for freedom. Clark had had a +notable plan. A wreck of several transports had occurred at Belle +Isle, and it was thought to send him down the river with a sloop to +bring back the crew, and break up the wreck. It was his purpose to +arm his sloop with Lieutenant Stevens and some English prisoners +the night before she was to sail, and steal away with her down +the river. But whether or not the authorities suspected him, the +command was given to another. + +It was proposed, however, on a dark night, to get away to some +point on the river, where a boat should be stationed--though that +was a difficult matter, for the river was well patrolled and boats +were scarce--and drift quietly down the stream, till a good distance +below the city. Mr. Stevens said he had delayed the attempt on the +faint hope of fetching me along. Money, he said, was needed, for +Clark and all were very poor, and common necessaries were now at +exorbitant prices in the country. Tyranny and robbery had made corn +and clothing luxuries. All the old tricks of Bigot and his La +Friponne, which, after the outbreak the night of my arrest at the +Seigneur Duvarney's, had been somewhat repressed, were in full swing +again, and robbery in the name of providing for defense was the only +habit. + +I managed to convey to Mr. Stevens a good sum of money, and +begged him to meet me every day upon the ramparts, until I also +should see my way to making a dart for freedom. I advised him in +many ways, for he was more bold than shrewd, and I made him promise +that he would not tell Clark or the others that I was to make trial +to go with them. I feared the accident of disclosure, and any new +failure on my part to get away would, I knew, mean my instant +death, consent of King or no consent. + +One evening, a soldier entered my room, whom in the half-darkness +I did not recognize, till a voice said, "There's orders new! Not +dungeon now, but this room Governor bespeaks for gentlemen from +France." + +"And where am I to go, Gabord?" + +"Where you will have fighting," he answered. + +"With whom?" + +"Yourself, aho!" A queer smile crossed his lips, and was followed +by a sort of sternness. There was something graver in his manner +than I had ever seen. I could not guess his meaning. At last he +added, pulling roughly at his mustache, "And when that's done, if +not well done, to answer to Gabord the soldier; for, God take my +soul without bed-going, but I will call you to account! That +Seigneur's home is no place for you." + +"You speak in riddles," said I. Then all at once the matter burst +upon me. "The Governor quarters me at the Seigneur Duvarney's?" +I asked. + +"No other," answered he. "In three days to go." + +I understood him now. He had had a struggle, knowing of the +relations between Alixe and myself, to avoid telling the Governor +all. And now, if I involved her, used her to effect my escape from +her father's house! Even his peasant brain saw my difficulty, the +danger to my honour--and hers. In spite of the joy I felt at being +near her, seeing her, I shrank from the situation. If I escaped +from the Seigneur Duvarney's, it would throw suspicion upon him, +upon Alixe, and that made me stand abashed. Inside the Seigneur +Duvarney's house I should now feel unhappy, bound to certain calls +of honour concerning his daughter and himself. I stood long, +thinking, Gabord watching me. + +Finally, "Gabord," said I, "I give you my word of honour that I +will not put Mademoiselle or Monsieur Duvarney in peril." + +"You will not try to escape?" + +"Not to use them for escape. To elude my guards, to fight my way +to liberty--yes--yes--yes!" + +"But that mends not. Who's to know the lady did not help you?" + +"You. You are to be my jailer again there?" + +He nodded, and fell to pulling his mustache. "'Tis not enough," +he said decisively. + +"Come, then," said I, "I will strike a bargain with you. If you +will grant me one thing, I will give my word of honour not to escape +from the seigneur's house." + +"Say on." + +"You tell me I am not to go to the seigneur's for three days yet. +Arrange that mademoiselle may come to me to-morrow at dusk--at six +o'clock, when all the world dines--and I will give my word. No more +do I ask you--only that." + +"Done," said he. "It shall be so." + +"You will fetch her yourself?" I asked. + +"On the stroke of six. Guard changes then." + +Here our talk ended. He went, and I plunged deep into my great plan; +for all at once, as we had talked, came a thing to me which I shall +make clear ere long. I set my wits to work. Once since my coming to +the chateau I had been visited by the English chaplain who had been +a prisoner at the citadel the year before. He was now on parole, and +had freedom to come and go in the town. The Governor had said he +might visit me on a certain day every week, at a fixed hour, and +the next day at five o'clock was the time appointed for his second +visit. Gabord had promised to bring Alixe to me at six. + +The following morning I met Mr. Stevens on the ramparts. I told +him it was my purpose to escape the next night, if possible. If +not, I must go to the Seigneur Duvarney's, where I should be on +parole--to Gabord. I bade him fulfill my wishes to the letter, for +on his boldness and my own, and the courage of his men, I depended +for escape. He declared himself ready to risk all, and die in the +attempt, if need be, for he was sick of idleness. He could, he +said, mature his plans that day, if he had more money. I gave him +secretly a small bag of gold, and then I made explicit note of +what I required of him: that he should tie up in a loose but safe +bundle a sheet, a woman's skirt, some river grasses and reeds, +some phosphorus, a pistol and a knife, and some saltpetre and +other chemicals. That evening, about nine o'clock, which was the +hour the guard changed, he was to tie this bundle to a string +which I let down from my window, and I would draw it up. Then, the +night following, the others must steal away to that place near +Sillery--the west side of the town was always ill guarded--and wait +there with a boat. He should see me at a certain point on the +ramparts, and, well armed, we also would make our way to Sillery, +and from the spot called the Anse du Foulon drift down the river +in the dead of night. + +He promised to do all as I wished. + +The rest of the day I spent in my room fashioning strange toys +out of willow rods. I had got these rods from my guards, to make +whistles for their children, and they had carried away many of +them. But now, with pieces of a silk handkerchief tied to the +whistle and filled with air, I made a toy which, when squeezed, +sent out a weird lament. Once when my guard came in, I pressed one +of these things in my pocket, and it gave forth a sort of smothered +cry, like a sick child. At this he started, and looked round the +room in trepidation; for, of all peoples, these Canadian Frenchmen +are the most superstitious, and may be worked on without limit. +The cry had seemed to come from a distance. I looked around, also, +and appeared serious, and he asked me if I had heard the thing +before. + +"Once or twice," said I. + +"Then you are a dead man," said he; "'tis a warning, that!" + +"Maybe it is not I, but one of you," I answered. Then, with a +sort of hush, "Is't like the cry of La Jongleuse?" I added. (La +Jongleuse is their fabled witch, or spirit, of disaster.) + +He nodded his head, crossed himself, mumbled a prayer, and turned +to go, but came back. "I'll fetch a crucifix," he said. "You are +a heathen, and you bring her here. She is the devil's dam." + +He left with a scared face, and I laughed to myself quietly, for +I saw success ahead of me. True to his word, he brought a crucifix +and put it up--not where he wished, but, at my request, opposite +the door, upon the wall. He crossed himself before it, and was +most devout. + +It looked singular to see this big, rough soldier, who was in +most things a swaggerer, so childlike in all that touched his +religion. With this you could fetch him to his knees; with it +I would cow him that I might myself escape. + +At half past five the chaplain came, having been delayed by the +guard to have his order indorsed by Captain Lancy of the Governor's +household. To him I told my plans so far as I thought he should +know them, and then I explained what I wished him to do. He was +grave and thoughtful for some minutes, but at last consented. He +was a pious man, and of as honest a heart as I have known, albeit +narrow and confined, which sprang perhaps from his provincial +practice and his theological cutting and trimming. We were in the +midst of a serious talk, wherein I urged him upon matters which +shall presently be set forth, when there came a noise outside. I +begged him to retire to the alcove where my bed was, and draw the +curtain for a few moments, nor come forth until I called. He did +so, yet I thought it hurt his sense of dignity to be shifted to a +bedroom. + +As he disappeared the door opened, and Gabord and Alixe entered. +"One half hour," said Gabord, and went out again. + +Presently Alixe told me her story. + +"I have not been idle, Robert, but I could not act, for my father +and mother suspect my love for you. I have come but little to the +chateau without them, and I was closely watched. I knew not how the +thing would end, but I kept up my workings with the Governor, which +is easier now Monsieur Doltaire is gone, and I got you the freedom +to walk upon the ramparts. Well, once before my father suspected me, +I said that if his Excellency disliked your being in the Chateau, +you could be as well guarded in my father's house, with sentinels +always there, until you could, in better health, be taken to the +common jail again. What was my surprise when yesterday came word to +my father that he should make ready to receive you as a prisoner; +being sure that he, his Excellency's cousin, the father of the man +you had injured, and the most loyal of Frenchmen, would guard you +diligently; he now needed all extra room in the Chateau for the +entertainment of gentlemen and officers lately come from France. + +"When my father got the news, he was thrown into dismay. He knew +not what to do. On what ground could he refuse the Governor? Yet +when he thought of me he felt it his duty to do so. Again, on what +ground could he refuse this boon to you, to whom we all owe the +blessing of his life? On my brother's account? But my brother has +written to my father justifying you, and magnanimously praising you +as a man, while hating you as an English soldier. On my account? +But he could not give this reason to the Governor. As for me, I +was silent, I waited--and I wait; I know not what will be the end. +Meanwhile preparations go on to receive you." + +I could see that Alixe's mood was more tranquil since Doltaire +was gone. A certain restlessness had vanished. Her manner had much +dignity, and every movement a peculiar grace and elegance. She was +dressed in a soft cloth of a gray tone, touched off with red and +slashed with gold, and a cloak of gray, trimmed with fur, with +bright silver buckles, hung loosely on her, thrown off at one +shoulder. There was a sweet disorder in the hair, which indeed +was prettiest when freest. + +When she had finished speaking, she looked at me, as I thought, +with a little anxiety. + +"Alixe," I said, "we have come to the cross-roads, and the way +we choose now is for all time." + +She looked up, startled, yet governing herself, and her hand +sought mine and nestled there. "I feel that, too," she replied. +"What is it, Robert?" + +"I can not in honour escape from your father's house. I can not +steal his daughter and his safety too--" + +"You must escape," she interrupted firmly. + +"From here, from the citadel, from anywhere but your house; and +so I will not go to it." + +"You will not go to it?" she repeated slowly and strangely. "How +may you not? You are a prisoner. If they make my father your +jailer--" She laughed. + +"I owe that jailer and that jailer's daughter--" + +"You owe them your safety and your freedom. Oh, Robert, I know, +I know what you mean. But what care I what the world may think +by-and-bye, or to-morrow, or to-day? My conscience is clear." + +"Your father--" I persisted. + +She nodded. "Yes, yes, you speak truth, alas! And yet you must +be freed. And"--here she got to her feet, and with flashing eyes +spoke out--"and you shall be set free. Let come what will, I owe +my first duty to you, though all the world chatter; and I will +not stir from that. As soon as I can make it possible, you +shall escape." + +"You shall have the right to set me free," said I, "if I must go +to your father's house. And if I do not go there, but out to my +own good country, you shall still have the right before all the +world to follow, or to wait till I come to fetch you." + +"I do not understand you, Robert," said she. "I do not--" Here +she broke off, looking, looking at me, and trembling a little. + +Then I stooped and whispered softly in her ear. She gave a little +cry, and drew back from me; yet instantly her hand came out and +caught my arm. + +"Robert, Robert! I can not, I dare not!" she cried softly. "No, +no, it may not be," she added in a whisper of fear. + +I went to the alcove, drew back the curtain, and asked Mr. +Wainfleet to step forth. + +"Sir," said I, picking up my Prayer Book and putting it in his +hands, "I beg you to marry this lady and myself." + +He paused, dazed. "Marry you--here--now?" he asked shakingly. + +"Before ten minutes go round, this lady must be my wife," said I. + +"Mademoiselle Duvarney, you--" he began. + +"Be pleased, dear sir, to open the book at 'Wilt thou have,'" said +I. "The lady is a Catholic; she has not the consent of her people; +but when she is my wife, made so by you, whose consent need we ask? +Can you not tie us fast enough, a man and woman of sense sufficient, +but you must pause here? Is the knot you tie safe against picking +and stealing?" + +I had touched his vanity and his ecclesiasticism. "Married by me," +he replied, "once chaplain to the Bishop of London, you have a +knot that no sword can cut. I am in full orders. My parish is in +Boston itself." + +"You will hand a certificate to my wife to-morrow, and you will +uphold this marriage against all gossip?" asked I. + +"Against all France and all England," he answered, roused now. + +"Then come," I urged. + +"But I must have a witness," he interposed, opening the book. + +"You shall have one in due time," said I. "Go on. When the +marriage is performed, and at the point where you shall proclaim +us man and wife, I will have a witness." + +I turned to Alixe, and found her pale and troubled. "Oh, Robert, +Robert!" she cried, "it can not be. Now, now I am afraid, for the +first time in my life, clear, the first time!" + +"Dearest lass in the world," I said, "it must be. I shall not go +to your father's. To-morrow night, I make my great stroke for +freedom, and when I am free I shall return to fetch my wife." + +"You will try to escape from here to-morrow?" she asked, her +face flushing finely. + +"I will escape or die," I answered; "but I shall not think of +death. Come--come and say with me that we shall part no more--in +spirit no more; that, whatever comes, you and I have fulfilled our +great hope, though under the shadow of the sword." + +At that she put her hand in mine with pride and sweetness, and +said, "I am ready, Robert. I give my heart, my life, and my honour +to you--forever." + +Then, with great sweetness and solemnity she turned to the +clergyman: "Sir, my honour is also in your hands. If you have +mother or sister, or any care of souls upon you, I pray you, in +the future act as becomes good men." + +"Mademoiselle," he said earnestly, "I am risking my freedom, +maybe my life, in this; do you think--" + +Here she took his hand and pressed it. "Ah, I ask your pardon. I +am of a different faith from you, and I have known how men forget +when they should remember." She smiled at him so perfectly that +he drew himself up with pride. + +"Make haste, sir," said I. "Jailers are curious folk." + +The room was not yet lighted, the evening shadows were creeping +in, and up out of the town came the ringing of the vesper bell from +the church of the Recollets. For a moment there was stillness in the +room and all around us, and then the chaplain began in a low voice: +"I require and charge you both--" and so on. In a few moments I had +made the great vow, and had put on Alixe's finger a ring which the +clergyman drew from his own hand. Then we knelt down, and I know +we both prayed most fervently with the good man that we might "ever +remain in perfect love and perfect peace together." + +Rising, he paused, and I went to the door and knocked upon it. +It was opened by Gabord. "Come in, Gabord," said I. "There is a +thing that you must hear." + +He stepped back and got a light, and then entered, holding it up, +and shutting the door. A strange look came upon his face when he saw +the chaplain, and a stranger when, stepping beside Alixe, I took her +hand, and Mr. Wainfleet declared us man and wife. He stood like one +dumfounded, and he did not stir as Alixe, turning to me, let me +kiss her on the lips, and then went to the crucifix on the wall and +embraced the feet of it, and stood for a moment, praying. Nor did +he move or make a sign till she came back and stood beside me. + +"A pretty scene!" he burst forth then with anger. "But, by God! +no marriage is it!" + +Alixe's hand tightened on my arm, and she drew close to me. + +"A marriage that will stand at Judgment Day, Gabord," said I. + +"But not in France or here. 'Tis mating wild, with end of doom." + +"It is a marriage our great Archbishop at Lambeth Palace will +uphold against a hundred popes and kings," said the chaplain with +importance. + +"You are no priest, but holy peddler!" cried Gabord roughly. +"This is not mating as Christians, and fires of hell shall +burn--aho! I will see you all go down, and hand of mine shall +not be lifted for you!" + +He puffed out his cheeks, and his great eyes rolled so like +fire-wheels. + +"You are a witness to this ceremony," said the chaplain. "And +you shall answer to your God, but you must speak the truth for this +man and wife." + +"Man and wife?" laughed Gabord wildly. "May I die and be damned +to--" + +Like a flash Alixe was beside him, and put to his lips most +swiftly the little wooden cross that Mathilde had given her. + +"Gabord, Gabord," she said in a sweet, sad voice, "when you may +come to die, a girl's prayers will be waiting at God's feet for +you." + +He stopped, and stared at her. Her hand lay on his arm, and she +continued: "No night gives me sleep, Gabord, but I pray for the +jailer who has been kind to an ill-treated gentleman." + +"A juggling gentleman, that cheats Gabord before his eyes, and +smuggles in a mongrel priest!" he blustered. + +I waved my hand at the chaplain, or I think he would have put +his Prayer Book to rougher use than was its wont, and I was about +to answer, but Alixe spoke instead, and to greater purpose than I +could have done. Her whole mood changed, her face grew still and +proud, her eyes flashed bravely. + +"Gabord," she said, "vanity speaks in you there, not honesty. No +gentleman here is a juggler. No kindness you may have done warrants +insolence. You have the power to bring great misery on us, and you +may have the will, but, by God's help, both my husband and myself +shall be delivered from cruel hands. At any moment I may stand alone +in the world, friends, people, the Church, and all the land against +me: if you desire to haste that time, to bring me to disaster, +because you would injure my husband,"--how sweet the name sounded on +her lips!--"then act, but do not insult us. But no, no," she broke +off softly, "you spoke in temper, you meant it not, you were but +vexed with us for the moment. Dear Gabord," she added, "did we not +know that if we had asked you first, you would have refused us? You +care so much for me, you would have feared my linking my life and +fate with one--" + +"With one the death-man has in hand, to pay price for wicked +deed," he interrupted. + +"With one innocent of all dishonour, a gentleman wronged every +way. Gabord, you know it so, for you have guarded him and fought +with him, and you are an honourable gentleman," she added gently. + +"No gentleman I," he burst forth, "but jailer base, and soldier +born upon a truss of hay. But honour is an apple any man may eat +since Adam walked in garden.... 'Tis honest foe, here," he +continued magnanimously, and nodded towards me. + +"We would have told you all," she said, "but how dare we involve +you, or how dare we tempt you, or how dare we risk your refusal? It +was love and truth drove us to this; and God will bless this mating +as the birds mate, even as He gives honour to Gabord who was born +upon a truss of hay." + +"Poom!" said Gabord, puffing out his cheeks, and smiling on her +with a look half sour, and yet with a doglike fondness, "Gabord's +mouth is shut till 's head is off, and then to tell the tale to +Twelve Apostles!" + +Through his wayward, illusive speech we found his meaning. He +would keep faith with us, and be best proof of this marriage, at +risk of his head even. + +As we spoke, the chaplain was writing in the blank fore-pages of +the Prayer Book. Presently he said to me, handing me the pen, which +he had picked from a table, "Inscribe your names here. It is a +rough record of the ceremony, but it will suffice before all men, +when to-morrow I have given Mistress Moray another record." + +We wrote our names, and then the pen was handed to Gabord. He took +it, and at last, with many flourishes and ahos, and by dint of +puffings and rolling eyes, he wrote his name so large that it filled +as much space as the other names and all the writing, and was indeed +like a huge indorsement across the record. + +When this was done, Alixe held out her hand to him. "Will you kiss +me, Gabord?" she said. + +The great soldier was all taken back. He flushed like a schoolboy, +yet a big humour and pride looked out of his eyes. + +"I owe you for the sables, too," she said. "But kiss me--not on my +ears, as the Russian count kissed Gabord, but on both cheek." + +This won him to our cause utterly, and I never think of Gabord, +as I saw him last in the sway and carnage of battle, fighting with +wild uproar and covered with wounds, but the memory of that moment, +when he kissed my young wife, comes back to me. + +At that he turned to leave. "I'll hold the door for ten minutes," +he added; and bowed to the chaplain, who blessed us then with tears +in his eyes, and smiled a little to my thanks and praises and purse +of gold, and to Alixe's sweet gratitude. With lifting chin--good +honest gentleman, who afterwards proved his fidelity and truth--he +said that he would die to uphold this sacred ceremony. And so he +made a little speech, as if he had a pulpit round him, and he wound +up with a benediction which sent my dear girl to tears and soft +trembling: + +"The Lord bless you and keep you: the Lord make his face to shine +upon you; the Lord lift up his countenance upon you, and give you +peace now and for evermore." + +A moment afterwards the door closed, and for ten minutes I looked +into my wife's face, and told her my plans for escape. When +Gabord opened the door upon us, we had passed through years of +understanding and resolve. Our parting was brave--a bravery on +her side that I do not think any other woman could match. She +was quivering with the new life come upon her, yet she was +self-controlled; she moved as in a dream, yet I knew her mind was +alert, vigilant, and strong; she was aching with thought of this +separation, with the peril that faced us both, yet she carried a +quiet joy in her face, a tranquil gravity of bearing. + +"Whom God hath joined--" said I gravely at the last. + +"Let no man put asunder," she answered softly and solemnly. + +"Aho!" said Gabord, and turned his head away. + +Then the door shut upon me, and though I am no Catholic, I have +no shame in saying that I kissed the feet on the crucifix which +her lips had blessed. + + + +XXI + +LA JONGLEUSE + + +At nine o'clock I was waiting by the window, and even as a bugle +sounded "lights out" in the barracks and change of guard, I let the +string down. Mr. Stevens shot round the corner of the chateau, just +as the departing sentinel disappeared, and attached a bundle to the +string, and I drew it up. + +"Is all well?" I called softly down. + +"All well," said Mr. Stevens, and, hugging the wall of the chateau, +he sped away. In another moment a new sentinel began pacing up and +down, and I shut the window and untied my bundle. All that I had +asked for was there. I hid the things away in the alcove and went to +bed at once, for I knew that I should have no sleep on the following +night. + +I did not leave my bed till the morning was well advanced. Once +or twice during the day I brought my guards in with fear on their +faces, the large fat man more distorted than his fellow, by the +lamentable sounds I made with my willow toys. They crossed +themselves again and again, and I myself appeared devout and +troubled. When we walked abroad during the afternoon, I chose to +saunter by the river rather than walk, for I wished to conserve my +strength, which was now vastly increased, though, to mislead my +watchers and the authorities, I assumed the delicacy of an invalid, +and appeared unfit for any enterprise--no hard task, for I was +still very thin and worn. + +So I sat upon a favourite seat on the cliff, set against a solitary +tree, fixed in the rocks. I gazed long on the river, and my guards, +stoutly armed, stood near, watching me, and talking in low tones. +Eager to hear their gossip, I appeared to sleep. They came nearer, +and, facing me, sat upon a large stone, and gossiped freely +concerning the strange sounds heard in my room at the chateau. + +"See you, my Bamboir," said the lean to the fat soldier, "the +British captain, he is to be carried off in burning flames by that +La Jongleuse. We shall come in one morning and find a smell of +sulphur only, and a circle of red on the floor where the imps +danced before La Jongleuse said to them, 'Up with him, darlings, +and away!'" + +At this Bamboir shook his head, and answered, "To-morrow I'll to the +Governor, and tell him what's coming. My wife, she falls upon my +neck this morning. 'Argose,' she says, ''twill need the bishop and +his college to drive La Jongleuse out of the grand chateau.'" + +"No less," replied the other. "A deacon and sacred palm and +sprinkle of holy water would do for a cottage, or even for a little +manor house, with twelve candles burning, and a hymn to the Virgin. +But in a king's house--" + +"It's not the King's house." + +"But yes, it is the King's house, though his Most Christian +Majesty lives in France. The Marquis de Vaudreuil stands for the +King, and we are sentinels in the King's house. But, my faith, I'd +rather be fighting against Frederick, the Prussian boar, than +watching this mad Englishman." + +"But see you, my brother, that Englishman's a devil. Else how has he +not been hanged long ago? He has vile arts to blind all, or he would +not be sitting there. It is well known that M'sieu' Doltaire, even +the King's son--his mother worked in the fields like your Nanette, +Bamboir--" + +"Or your Lablanche, my friend. She has hard hands, with warts, +and red knuckles therefrom--" + +"Or your Nanette, Bamboir, with nose that blisters in the summer, +as she goes swingeing flax, and swelling feet that sweat in sabots, +and chin thrust out from carrying pails upon her head--" + +"Ay, like Nanette and like Lablanche, this peasant mother of M'sieu' +Doltaire, and maybe no such firm breasts like Nanette--" + +"Nor such an eye as has Lablanche. Well, M'sieu' Doltaire, who +could override them all, he could not kill this barbarian. And +Gabord--you know well how they fought, and the black horse and +his rider came and carried him away. Why, the young M'sieu' +Duvarney had him on his knees, the blade at his throat, +and a sword flashed out from the dark--they say it was the +devil's--and took him in the ribs and well-nigh killed him." + +"But what say you to Ma'm'selle Duvarney coming to him that day, +and again yesterday with Gabord?" + +"Well, well, who knows, Bamboir? This morning I said to Nanette, +'Why is't, all in one moment, you send me to the devil, and pray to +meet me in Abraham's bosom too?' What think you she answered me? +Why, this, my Bamboir: 'Why is't Adam loved his wife and swore +her down before the Lord also, all in one moment?' Why Ma'm'selle +Duvarney does this or that is not for muddy brains like ours. It +is some whimsy. They say that women are more curious about the +devil than about St. Jean Baptiste. Perhaps she got of him a +magic book." + +"No, no! If he had the magic Petit Albert, he would have turned +us into dogs long ago. But I do not like him. He is but thirty +years, they say, and yet his hair is white as a pigeon's wing. It +is not natural. Nor did he ever, says Gabord, do aught but laugh at +everything they did to him. The chains they put would not stay, +and when he was set against the wall to be shot, the watches +stopped--the minute of his shooting passed. Then M'sieu' Doltaire +came, and said a man that could do a trick like that should live +to do another. And he did it, for M'sieu' Doltaire is gone to +the Bastile. Voyez, this Englishman is a damned heretic, and has +the wicked arts." + +"But see, Bamboir, do you think he can cast spells?" + +"What mean those sounds from his room?" + +"So, so. But if he be a friend of the devil, La Jongleuse would +not come for him, but--" + +Startled and excited, they grasped each other's arms. "But for +us--for us!" + +"It would be a work of God to send him to the devil," said Bamboir +in a loud whisper. "He has given us trouble enough. Who can tell +what comes next? Those damned noises in his room, eh--eh?" + +Then they whispered together, and presently I caught a fragment, +by which I understood that, as we walked near the edge of the +cliff, I should be pushed over, and they would make it appear +that I had drowned myself. + +They talked in low tones again, but soon got louder, and presently +I knew that they were speaking of La Jongleuse; and Bamboir--the +fat Bamboir, who the surgeon had said would some day die of +apoplexy--was rash enough to say that he had seen her. He +described her accurately, with the spirit of the born raconteur: + +"Hair so black as the feather in the Governor's hat, and green +eyes that flash fire, and a brown face with skin all scales. Oh, +my saints of Heaven, when she pass I hide my head, and I go cold +like stone. She is all covered with long reeds and lilies about her +head and shoulders, and blue-red sparks fly up at every step. Flames +go round her, and she burns not her robe--not at all. And as she go, +I hear cries that make me sick, for it is, I said, some poor man +in torture, and I think, perhaps it is Jacques Villon, perhaps Jean +Rivas, perhaps Angele Damgoche. But no, it is a young priest of St. +Clair, for he is never seen again--never!" + +In my mind I commended this fat Bamboir as an excellent +story-teller, and thanked him for his true picture of La Jongleuse, +whom, to my regret, I had never seen. I would not forget his +stirring description, as he should see. I gave point to the tale by +squeezing an inflated toy in my pocket, with my arm, while my hands +remained folded in front of me; and it was as good as a play to see +the faces of these soldiers, as they sprang to their feet, staring +round in dismay. I myself seemed to wake with a start, and, rising +to my feet, I asked what meant the noise and their amazement. We +were in a spot where we could not easily be seen from any distance, +and no one was in sight, nor were we to be remarked from the fort. +They exchanged looks, as I started back towards the chateau, +walking very near the edge of the cliff. A spirit of bravado came +on me, and I said musingly to them as we walked: + +"It would be easy to throw you both over the cliff, but I love you +too well. I have proved that by making toys for your children." + +It was as cordial to me to watch their faces. They both drew +away from the cliff, and grasped their firearms apprehensively. + +"My God," said Bamboir, "those toys shall be burned to-night. +Alphonse has the smallpox and Susanne the croup--damned devil!" he +added furiously, stepping forward to me with gun raised, "I'll--" + +I believe he would have shot me, but that I said quickly, "If you +did harm to me you'd come to the rope. The Governor would rather +lose a hand than my life." + +I pushed his musket down. "Why should you fret? I am leaving the +chateau to-morrow for another prison. You fools, d'ye think I'd +harm the children? I know as little of the devil or La Jongleuse +as do you. We'll solve the witcheries of these sounds, you and I, +to-night. If they come, we'll say the Lord's Prayer, and make the +sacred gesture, and if it goes not, we will have one of your good +priests to drive out this whining spirit." + +This quieted them much, and I was glad of it, for they had looked +bloodthirsty enough, and though I had a weapon on me, there was +little use in seeking fighting or flight till the auspicious moment. +They were not satisfied, however, and they watched me diligently as +we came on to the chateau. + +I could not bear that they should be frightened about their +children, so I said: + +"Make for me a sacred oath, and I will swear by it that those +toys will do your children no harm." + +I drew out the little wooden cross that Mathilde had given me, +and held it up. They looked at me astonished. What should I, a +heretic and a Protestant, do with this sacred emblem? "This +never leaves me," said I; "it was a pious gift." + +I raised the cross to my lips, and kissed it. + +"That's well," said Bamboir to his comrade. "If otherwise, he +should have been struck down by the Avenging Angel." + +We got back to the chateau without more talk, and I was locked +in, while my guards retired. As soon as they had gone I got to +work, for my great enterprise was at hand. + +At ten o'clock I was ready for the venture. When the critical +moment came, I was so arrayed that my dearest friend would not have +known me. My object was to come out upon my guards as La Jongleuse, +and, in the fright and confusion which should follow, make my +escape through the corridors and to the entrance doors, past the +sentinels, and so on out. It may be seen now why I got the woman's +garb, the sheet, the horsehair, the phosphorus, the reeds, and such +things; why I secured the knife and pistol may be guessed likewise. +Upon the lid of a small stove in the room I placed my saltpetre, +and I rubbed the horsehair on my head with phosphorus, also on my +hands, and face, and feet, and on many objects in the room. The +knife and pistol were at my hand, and when the clock struck ten, +I set my toys to wailing. + +Then I knocked upon the door with solemn taps, hurried back to +the stove, and waited for the door to open before I applied the +match. I heard a fumbling at the lock, then the door was thrown wide +open. All was darkness in the hall without, save for a spluttering +candle which Bamboir held over his head, as he and his fellow, +deadly pale, stood peering forward. Suddenly they gave a cry, for +I threw the sheet from my face and shoulders, and to their excited +imagination La Jongleuse stood before them, all in flames. As I +started down on them, the coloured fire flew up, making the room all +blue and scarlet for a moment, in which I must have looked devilish +indeed, with staring eyes, and outstretched chalky hands, and +wailing cries coming from my robe. + +I moved swiftly, and Bamboir, without a cry, dropped like a log +(poor fellow, he never rose again! the apoplexy which the surgeon +promised had come), his comrade gave a cry, and sank in a heap in +a corner, mumbling a prayer, and making the sign of the cross, his +face stark with terror. + +I passed him, came along the corridor and down one staircase, +without seeing any one; then two soldiers appeared in the +half-lighted hallway. Presently also a door opened behind me, and +some one came out. By now the phosphorus light diminished a little, +but still I was a villainous picture, for in one hand I held a +small cup from which suddenly sprang red and blue fires. The men +fell back, and I sailed past them, but I had not gone far down the +lower staircase when a shot rang after me, and a bullet passed by +my head. Now I came rapidly to the outer door, where two more +sentinels stood. They shrank back, and suddenly one threw down his +musket and ran; the other, terrified, stood stock-still. I passed +him, opened the door, and came out upon the Intendant, who was +just alighting from his carriage. + +The horses sprang away, frightened at sight of me, and nearly threw +Bigot to the ground. I tossed the tin cup with its chemical fires +full in his face, as he made a dash for me. He called out, and drew +his sword. I wished not to fight, and I sprang aside; but he made a +pass at me, and I drew my pistol and was about to fire, when another +shot came from the hallway and struck him. He fell, almost at my +feet, and I dashed away into the darkness. Fifty feet ahead I cast +one glance hack, and saw Monsieur Cournal standing in the doorway. +I was sure that his second shot had not been meant for me, but for +the Intendant--a wild attempt at a revenge, long delayed, for the +worst of wrongs. + +I ran on, and presently came full upon five soldiers, two of +whom drew their pistols, fired, and missed. Their comrades ran away +howling. They barred my path, and now I fired, too, and brought one +down; then came a shot from behind them, and another fell. The last +one took to his heels, and a moment later I had my hand in that of +Mr. Stevens. It was he who had fired the opportune shot that rid me +of one foe. We came quickly along the river brink, and, skirting +the citadel, got clear of it without discovery, though we could see +soldiers hurrying past, roused by the firing at the chateau. + +In about half an hour of steady running, with a few bad stumbles +and falls, we reached the old windmill above the Anse du Foulon at +Sillery, and came plump upon our waiting comrades. I had stripped +myself of my disguise, and rubbed the phosphorus from my person as +we came along, but enough remained to make me an uncanny figure. +It had been kept secret from these people that I was to go with +them, and they sullenly kept their muskets raised and cocked; but +when Mr. Stevens told them who I was, they were agreeably surprised. +I at once took command of the enterprise, saying firmly at the +same time that I would shoot the first man who disobeyed my +orders. I was sure that I could bring them to safety, but my will +must be law. They took my terms like men, and swore to stand by me. + + + +XXII + +THE LORD OF KAMARSKA + + +We were five altogether--Mr. Stevens, Clark, the two Boston +soldiers, and myself; and presently we came down the steep passage +in the cliff to where our craft lay, secured by my dear wife--a +birch canoe, well laden with necessaries. Our craft was none too +large for our party, but she must do; and safely in, we pushed out +upon the current, which was in our favour, for the tide was going +out. My object was to cross the river softly, skirt the Levis +shore, pass the Isle of Orleans, and so steal down the river. +There was excitement in the town, as we could tell from the lights +flashing along the shore, and boats soon began to patrol the banks, +going swiftly up and down, and extending a line round to the St. +Charles River towards Beauport. + +It was well for us the night was dark, else we had run that +gantlet. But we were lucky enough, by hard paddling, to get past +the town on the Levis side. Never were better boatmen. The paddles +dropped with agreeable precision, and no boatswain's rattan was +needed to keep my fellows to their task. I, whose sight was long +trained to darkness, could see a great distance round us, and so +could prevent a trap, though once or twice we let our canoe drift +with the tide, lest our paddles should be heard. I could not paddle +long, I had so little strength. After the Isle of Orleans was +passed, I drew a breath of relief, and played the part of captain +and boatswain merely. + +Yet when I looked back at the town on those strong heights, and saw +the bonfires burn to warn the settlers of our escape, saw the lights +sparkling in many homes, and even fancied I could make out the +light shining in my dear wife's window, I had a strange feeling of +loneliness. There in the shadow of my prison walls, was the dearest +thing on earth to me. Ought she not to be with me? She had begged to +come, to share with me these dangers and hardships; but that I could +not, would not grant. She would be safer with her people. As for us +desperate men bent on escape, we must face hourly peril. + +Thank God, there was work to do. Hour after hour the swing and +dip of the paddles went on. No one showed weariness, and when the +dawn broke slow and soft over the eastern hills, I motioned my good +boatmen towards the shore, and landed safely. We lifted our frigate +up, and carried her into a thicket, there to rest with us till +night, when we would sally forth again into the friendly darkness. +We were in no distress all that day, for the weather was fine, and +we had enough to eat; and in such case were we for ten days and +nights, though indeed some of the nights were dreary and very cold, +for it was yet but the beginning of May. + +It might thus seem that we were leaving danger well behind, +after having travelled so many heavy leagues, but it was yet +several hundred miles to Louisburg, our destination; and we had +escaped only immediate danger. We passed Isle aux Coudres and the +Isles of Kamaraska, and now we ventured by day to ramble the woods +in search of game, which was most plentiful. In this good outdoor +life my health came slowly back, and I should soon be able to bear +equal tasks with any of my faithful comrades. Never man led better +friends, though I have seen adventurous service near and far since +that time. Even the genial ruffian Clark was amenable, and took +sharp reprimand without revolt. + +On the eleventh night after our escape, our first real trial +came. We were keeping the middle of the great river, as safest from +detection, and when the tide was with us we could thus move more +rapidly. We had had a constant favouring wind, but now suddenly, +though we were running with the tide, the wind turned easterly, and +blew up the river against the ebb. Soon it became a gale, to which +was added snow and sleet, and a rough, choppy sea followed. + +I saw it would be no easy task to fetch our craft to the land. +The waves broke in upon us, and presently, while half of us were +paddling with laboured and desperate stroke, the other half were +bailing. Lifted on a crest, our canoe, heavily laden, dropped at +both ends; and again, sinking into the hollows between the short, +brutal waves, her gunwales yielded outward, and her waist gaped +in a dismal way. We looked to see her with a broken back at any +moment. To add to our ill fortune, a violent current set in from +the shore, and it was vain to attempt a landing. Spirits and bodies +flagged, and it needed all my cheerfulness to keep my good fellows +to their tasks. + +At last, the ebb of tide being almost spent, the waves began to +fall, the wind shifted a little to the northward, and a piercing +cold instantly froze our drenched clothes on our backs. But with +the current changed there was a good chance of reaching the shore. +As daylight came we passed into a little sheltered cove, and sank +with exhaustion on the shore. Our frozen clothes rattled like tin, +and we could scarce lift a leg. But we gathered a fine heap of +wood, flint and steel were ready, and the tinder was sought; which, +when found, was soaking. Not a dry stitch or stick could we find +anywhere, till at last, within a leather belt, Mr. Stevens found a +handkerchief, which was, indeed, as he told me afterwards, the gift +and pledge of a lady to him; and his returning to her with out it +nearly lost him another and better gift and pledge, for this went +to light our fire. We had had enough danger and work in one night +to give us relish for some days of rest, and we piously took them. + +The evening of the second day we set off again, and had a good +night's run, and in the dawn, spying a snug little bay, we stood +in, and went ashore. I sent my two Provincials foraging with their +guns, and we who remained set about to fix our camp for the day and +prepare breakfast. A few minutes only passed, and the two hunters +came running back with rueful faces to say they had seen two +Indians near, armed with muskets and knives. My plans were made at +once. We needed their muskets, and the Indians must pay the price +of their presence here, for our safety should be had at any cost. + +I urged my men to utter no word at all, for none but Clark could +speak French, and he but poorly. For myself, my accent would pass +after these six years of practice. We came to a little river, +beyond which we could observe the Indians standing on guard. We +could only cross by wading, which we did; but one of my Provincials +came down, wetting his musket and himself thoroughly. Reaching the +shore, we marched together, I singing the refrain of an old French +song as we went, + + En roulant, ma boule roulant, + En roulant, ma boule + +so attracting the attention of the Indians. The better to deceive, +we all were now dressed in the costume of the French peasant--I had +taken pains to have Mr. Stevens secure these for us before starting; +a pair of homespun trousers, a coarse brown jacket, with thrums like +waving tassels, a silk handkerchief about the neck, and a strong +thick worsted wig on the head; no smart toupet, nor buckle; nor +combed, nor powdered; and all crowned by a dull black cap. I myself +was, as became my purpose, most like a small captain of militia, +doing wood service, and in the braver costume of the coureur de bois. + +I signalled to the Indians, and, coming near, addressed them in +French. They were deceived, and presently, abreast of them, in the +midst of apparent ceremony, their firelocks were seized, and Mr. +Stevens and Clark had them safe. I said we must be satisfied as +to who they were, for English prisoners escaped from Quebec were +abroad, and no man could go unchallenged. They must at once lead me +to their camp. So they did, and at their bark wigwam they said they +had seen no Englishman. They were guardians of the fire; that is, +it was their duty to light a fire on the shore when a hostile fleet +should appear; and from another point farther up, other guardians, +seeing, would do the same, until beacons would be shining even to +Quebec, three hundred leagues away. + +While I was questioning them, Clark rifled the wigwam; and +presently, the excitable fellow, finding some excellent stores of +skins, tea, maple sugar, coffee, and other things, broke out into +English expletives. Instantly the Indians saw they had been +trapped, and he whom Mr. Stevens held made a great spring from him, +caught up a gun, and gave a wild yell which echoed far and near. +Mr. Stevens, with great rapidity, leveled his pistol and shot him +in the heart, while I, in a close struggle with my captive, was +glad--for I was not yet strong--that Clark finished my assailant: +and so both lay there dead, two foes less of our good King. + +Not far from where we stood was a pool of water, black and deep, +and we sank the bodies there; but I did not know till long +afterwards that Clark, with a barbarous and disgusting spirit, +carried away their scalps to sell them in New York, where they +would bring, as he confided to one of the Provincials, twelve +pounds each. Before we left, we shot a poor howling dog that +mourned for his masters, and sank him also in the dark pool. + +We had but got back to our camp, when, looking out, we saw a +well-manned four-oared boat making for the shore. My men were in +dismay until I told them that, having begun the game of war, I +would carry it on to the ripe end. This boat and all therein should +be mine. Safely hidden, we watched the rowers draw in to shore, +with brisk strokes, singing a quaint farewell song of the +voyageurs, called La Pauvre Mere, of which the refrain is: + + "And his mother says, 'My dear, + For your absence I shall grieve; + Come you home within the year.'" + +They had evidently been upon a long voyage, and by their toiling +we could see their boat was deep loaded; but they drove on, like a +horse that, at the close of day, sees ahead the inn where he is to +bait and refresh, and, rousing to the spur, comes cheerily home. +The figure of a reverend old man was in the stern, and he sent +them in to shore with brisk words. Bump came the big shallop on +the beach, and at that moment I ordered my men to fire, but to +aim wide, for I had another end in view than killing. + +We were exactly matched as to numbers, so that a fight would be +fair enough, but I hoped for peaceful conquest. As we fired I +stepped out of the thicket, and behind me could be seen the shining +barrels of our threatening muskets. The old gentleman stood up +while his men cried for quarter. He waved them down with an +impatient gesture, and stepped out on the beach. Then I recognized +him. It was the Chevalier de la Darante. I stepped towards him, my +sword drawn. + +"Monsieur the Chevalier de la Darante, you are my prisoner," said I. + +He started, then recognized me. "Now, by the blood of man! now, +by the blood of man!" he said, and paused, dumfounded. + +"You forget me, monsieur?" asked I. + +"Forget you, monsieur?" said he. "As soon forget the devil at +mass! But I thought you dead by now, and--" + +"If you are disappointed," said I, "there is a way"; and I waved +towards his men, then to Mr. Stevens and my own ambushed fellows. + +He smiled an acid smile, and took a pinch of snuff. "It is not +so fiery-edged as that," he answered; "I can endure it." + +"You shall have time too for reverie," answered I. + +He looked puzzled. "What is't you wish?" he asked. + +"Your surrender first," said I, "and then your company at +breakfast." + +"The latter has meaning and compliment," he responded, "the former +is beyond me. What would you do with me?" + +"Detain you and your shallop for the services of my master, the +King of England, soon to be the master of your master, if the signs +are right." + +"All signs fail with the blind, monsieur." + +"I will give you good reading of those +signs in due course," retorted I. + +"Monsieur," he added, with great, almost too great dignity, "I am +of the family of the Duc de Mirepoix. The whole Kamaraska Isles are +mine, and the best gentlemen in this province do me vassalage. I +make war on none, I have stepped aside from all affairs of state, I +am a simple gentleman. I have been a great way down this river, at +large expense and toil, to purchase wheat, for all the corn of +these counties goes to Quebec to store the King's magazine, the +adored La Friponne. I know not your purposes, but I trust you will +not push your advantage"--he waved towards our muskets--"against a +private gentleman." + +"You forget, Chevalier," said I, "that you gave verdict for my +death." + +"Upon the evidence," he replied. "And I have no doubt you +deserve hanging a thousand times." + +I almost loved him for his boldness. I remembered also that he +had no wish to be one of my judges, and that he spoke for me in +the presence of the Governor. But he was not the man to make a +point of that. + +"Chevalier," said I, "I have been foully used in yonder town; by +the fortune of war you shall help me to compensation. We have come +a long, hard journey; we are all much overworked; we need rest, a +better boat, and good sailors. You and your men, Chevalier, shall +row us to Louisburg. When we are attacked, you shall be in the +van; when we are at peace, you shall industriously serve under +King George's flag. Now will you give up your men, and join me +at breakfast?" + +For a moment the excellent gentleman was mute, and my heart +almost fell before his venerable white hair and his proud bearing; +but something a little overdone in his pride, a little ludicrous +in the situation, set me smiling; there came back on me the +remembrance of all I had suffered, and I let no sentiment stand +between me and my purposes. + +"I am the Chevalier de la--" he began. + +"If you were King Louis himself, and every man there in your +boat a peer of his realm, you should row a British subject now," +said I; "or, if you choose, you shall have fighting instead." +I meant there should be nothing uncertain in my words. + +"I surrender," said he; "and if you are bent on shaming me, let +us have it over soon." + +"You shall have better treatment than I had in Quebec," answered I. + +A moment afterwards, his men were duly surrendered, disarmed, +and guarded, and the Chevalier breakfasted with me, now and again +asking me news of Quebec. He was much amazed to hear that Bigot +had been shot, and distressed that I could not say whether fatally +or not. + +I fixed on a new plan. We would now proceed by day as well as by +night, for the shallop could not leave the river, and, besides, +I did not care to trust my prisoners on shore. I threw from the +shallop into the stream enough wheat to lighten her, and now, well +stored and trimmed, we pushed away upon our course, the Chevalier +and his men rowing, while my men rested and tended the sail, which +was now set. I was much loath to cut our good canoe adrift, but she +stopped the shallop's way, and she was left behind. + +After a time, our prisoners were in part relieved, and I made the +Chevalier rest also, for he had taken his task in good part, and +had ordered his men to submit cheerfully. In the late afternoon, +after an excellent journey, we saw a high and shaggy point of land, +far ahead, which shut off our view. I was anxious to see beyond it, +for ships of war might appear at any moment. A good breeze brought +up this land, and when we were abreast of it a lofty frigate was +disclosed to view--a convoy (so the Chevalier said) to a fleet of +transports which that morning had gone up the river. I resolved +instantly, since fight was useless, to make a run for it. Seating +myself at the tiller, I declared solemnly that I would shoot the +first man who dared to stop the shallop's way, to make sign, or +speak a word. So, as the frigate stood across the river, I had all +sail set, roused the men at the oars, and we came running by her +stern. Our prisoners were keen enough to get by in safety, for +they were between two fires, and the excellent Chevalier was as +alert and laborious as the rest. They signalled us from the frigate +by a shot to bring to, but we came on gallantly. Another shot +whizzed by at a distance, but we did not change our course, and +then balls came flying over our heads, dropping round us, cooling +their hot protests in the river. But none struck us, and presently +all fell short. + +We durst not slacken pace that night, and by morning, much +exhausted, we deemed ourselves safe, and rested for a while, making +a hearty breakfast, though a sombre shadow had settled on the face +of the good Chevalier. Once more he ventured to protest, but I +told him my resolution was fixed, and that I would at all costs +secure escape from my six years' misery. He must abide the fortune +of this war. + +For several days we fared on, without more mishap. At last, one +morning, we hugged the shore, I saw a large boat lying on the +beach. On landing we found the boat of excellent size, and made +for swift going, and presently Clark discovered the oars. Then I +turned to the Chevalier, who was watching me curiously, yet hiding +anxiety, for he had upheld his dignity with some accent since he +had come into my service: + +"Chevalier," said I, "you shall find me more humane than my +persecutors at Quebec. I will not hinder your going, if you will +engage on your honour--as would, for instance, the Duc de +Mirepoix!"--he bowed to my veiled irony--"that you will not divulge +what brought you back thus far, till you shall reach your Kamaraska +Isles; and you must undertake the same for your fellows here." + +He consented, and I admired the fine, vain old man, and lamented +that I had had to use him so. + +"Then," said I, "you may depart with your shallop. Your mast and +sail, however, must be ours; and for these I will pay. I will also +pay for the wheat which was thrown into the river, and you shall +have a share of our provisions, got from the Indians." + +"Monsieur," said he, "I shall remember with pride that I have +dealt with so fair a foe. I can not regret the pleasure of your +acquaintance, even at the price. And see, monsieur, I do not +think you the criminal they have made you out, and so I will +tell a lady--" + +I raised my hand at him, for I saw that he knew something, and +Mr. Stevens was near us at the time. + +"Chevalier," said I, drawing him aside, "if, as you say, you +think I have used you honourably, then, if trouble falls upon my +wife before I see her again, I beg you to stand her friend. In the +sad fortunes of war and hate of me, she may need a friend--even +against her own people, on her own hearthstone." + +I never saw a man so amazed; and to his rapid questionings I +gave the one reply, that Alixe was my wife. His lip trembled. + +"Poor child! poor child!" he said; "they will put her in a +nunnery. You did wrong, monsieur." + +"Chevalier," said I, "did you ever love a woman?" + +He made a motion of the hand, as if I had touched upon a tender +point, and said, "So young, so young!" + +"But you will stand by her," I urged, "by the memory of some +good woman you have known!" + +He put out his hand again with a chafing sort of motion. "There, +there," said he, "the poor child shall never want a friend. If I +can help it, she shall not be made a victim of the Church or of +the State, nor yet of family pride--good God, no!" + +Presently we parted, and soon we lost our grateful foes in the +distance. All night we jogged along with easy sail, but just at +dawn, in a sudden opening of the land, we saw a sloop at anchor +near a wooded point, her pennant flying. We pushed along, unheeding +its fiery signal to bring to; and declining, she let fly a swivel +loaded with grape, and again another, riddling our sail; but we +were travelling with wind and tide, and we soon left the indignant +patrol behind. Towards evening came a freshening wind and a cobbling +sea, and I thought it best to make for shore. So, easing the sail, +we brought our shallop before the wind. It was very dark, and there +was a heavy surf running; but we had to take our fortune as it came, +and we let drive for the unknown shore, for it was all alike to us. +Presently, as we ran close in, our boat came hard upon a rock, which +bulged her bows open. Taking what provisions we could, we left our +poor craft upon the rocks, and fought our way to safety. + +We had little joy that night in thinking of our shallop breaking +on the reefs, and we discussed the chances of crossing overland +to Louisburg; but we soon gave up that wild dream: this river +was the only way. When daylight came, we found our boat, though +badly wrecked, still held together. Now Clark rose to the great +necessity, and said that he would patch her up to carry us on, or +never lift a hammer more. With labour past reckoning we dragged her +to shore, and got her on the stocks, and then set about to find +materials to mend her. Tools were all too few--a hammer, a saw, and +an adze were all we had. A piece of board or a nail were treasures +then, and when the timbers of the craft were covered, for oakum we +had resort to tree-gum. For caulking, one spared a handkerchief, +another a stocking, and another a piece of shirt, till she was +stuffed in all her fissures. In this labour we passed eight days, +and then were ready for the launch again. + +On the very afternoon fixed for starting, we saw two sails +standing down the river, and edging towards our shore. One of them +let anchor go right off the place where our patched boat lay. We +had prudently carried on our work behind rocks and trees, so that +we could not be seen, unless our foes came ashore. Our case seemed +desperate enough, but all at once I determined on a daring +enterprise. + +The two vessels--convoys, I felt sure--had anchored some distance +from each other, and from their mean appearance I did not think that +they would have a large freight of men and arms; for they seemed not +ships from France, but vessels of the country. If I could divide the +force of either vessel, and quietly, under cover of night, steal on +her by surprise, then I would trust our desperate courage, and open +the war which soon General Wolfe and Admiral Saunders were to wage +up and down this river. + +I had brave fellows with me, and if we got our will it would be +a thing worth remembrance. So I disclosed my plan to Mr. Stevens +and the others, and, as I looked for, they had a fine relish for +the enterprise. I agreed upon a signal with them, bade them to +lie close along the ground, picked out the nearer (which was +the smaller) ship for my purpose, and at sunset, tying a white +handkerchief to a stick, came marching out of the woods, upon the +shore, firing a gun at the same time. Presently a boat was put out +from the sloop, and two men and a boy came rowing towards me. +Standing off a little distance from the shore, they asked what +was wanted. + +"The King's errand," was my reply in French, and I must be +carried down the river by them, for which I would pay generously. +Then, with idle gesture, I said that if they wished some drink, +there was a bottle of rum near my fire, above me, to which they +were welcome; also some game, which they might take as a gift to +their captain and his crew. + +This drew them like a magnet, and, as I lit my pipe, their boat +scraped the sand, and, getting out, they hauled her up and came +towards me. I met them, and, pointing towards my fire, as it might +appear, led them up behind the rocks, when, at a sign, my men +sprang up, the fellows were seized, and were forbidden to cry out +on peril of their lives. I compelled them to tell what hands and +what arms were left on board. The sloop from which they came, and +the schooner, its consort, were bound for Gaspe, to bring provisions +for several hundred Indians assembled at Miramichi and Aristiguish, +who were to go by these same vessels to re-enforce the garrison of +Quebec. + +The sloop, they said, had six guns and a crew of twenty men; but +the schooner, which was much larger, had no arms save muskets, +and a crew and guard of thirty men. + +In this country there is no twilight, and with sunset came instantly +the dusk. Already silence and dark inclosed the sloop. I had the men +bound to a tree, and gagged also, engaging to return and bring them +away safe and unhurt when our task was over. I chose for pilot the +boy, and presently, with great care, launching our patched shallop +from the stocks--for the ship-boat was too small to carry six +safely--we got quietly away. Rowing with silent stroke, we came +alongside the sloop. No light burned save that in the binnacle, and +all hands, except the watch, were below at supper and at cards. + +I could see the watch forward as we dropped silently alongside +the stern. My object was to catch this fellow as he came by. This +I would trust to no one but myself; for now, grown stronger, I +had the old spring in my blood, and I had also a good wish that +my plans should not go wrong through the bungling of others. I +motioned my men to sit silent, and then, when the fellow's back was +toward me, coming softly up the side, I slid over quietly, and drew +into the shadow of a boat that hung near. + +He came on lazily, and when just past me I suddenly threw my +arms about him, clapping my hand upon his mouth. He was stoutly +built, and he began at once to struggle. He was no coward, and +feeling for his knife, he drew it, and would have had it in me but +that I was quicker, and, with a desperate wrench, my hand still +over his mouth, half swung him round, and drove my dagger home. + +He sank in my arms with a heaving sigh, and I laid him down, +still and dead, upon the deck. Then I whispered up my comrades, the +boy leading. As the last man came over, his pistol, stuck in his +belt, caught the ratlings of the shrouds, and it dropped upon the +deck. This gave the alarm, but I was at the companion-door on the +instant, as the first master came bounding up, sword showing, and +calling to his men, who swarmed after him. I fired; the bullet +travelled his spine, and he fell back stunned. + +A dozen others came on. Some reached the deck and grappled with +my men. I never shall forget with what fiendish joy Clark fought +that night--those five terrible minutes. He was like some mad +devil, and by his imprecations I knew that he was avenging the +brutal death of his infant daughter some years before. He was armed +with a long knife, and I saw four men fall beneath it, while he +himself got but one bad cut. Of the Provincials, one fell wounded, +and the other brought down his man. Mr. Stevens and myself held the +companion-way, driving the crew back, not without hurt, for my +wrist was slashed by a cutlass, and Mr. Stevens had a bullet in his +thigh. But presently we had the joy of having those below cry +quarter. + +We were masters of the sloop. Quickly battening down the prisoners, +I had the sails spread, the windlass going, and the anchor apeak +quickly, and we soon were moving down upon the schooner, which was +now all confusion, commands ringing out on the quiet air. But when, +laying alongside, we gave her a dose, and then another, from all +our swivels at once, sweeping her decks, the timid fellows cried +quarter, and we boarded her. With my men's muskets cocked, I ordered +her crew and soldiers below, till they were all, save two lusty +youths, stowed away. Then I had everything of value brought from +the sloop, together with the swivels, which we fastened to the +schooner's side; and when all was done, we set fire to the sloop, +and I stood and watched her burn with a proud--too proud--spirit. + +Having brought our prisoners from the shore, we placed them with +the rest below. At dawn I called a council with Mr. Stevens and +the others--our one wounded Provincial was not omitted--and we all +agreed that some of the prisoners should be sent off in the long +boat, and a portion of the rest be used to work the ship. So we had +half the fellows up, and giving them fishing-lines, rum, and +provisions, with a couple of muskets and ammunition, we sent them +off to shift for themselves, and, raising anchor, got on our way +down the broad river, in perfect weather. + +The days that followed are like a good dream to me, for we came +on all the way without challenge and with no adventure, even round +Gaspe, to Louisburg, thirty-eight days after my escape from +the fortress. + + + +XXIII + +WITH WOLFE AT MONTMORENCI + + +At Louisburg we found that Admiral Saunders and General Wolfe +were gone to Quebec. They had passed us as we came down, for we had +sailed inside some islands of the coast, getting shelter and better +passage, and the fleet had, no doubt, passed outside. This was a +blow to me, for I had hoped to be in time to join General Wolfe and +proceed with him to Quebec, where my knowledge of the place should +be of service to him. It was, however, no time for lament, and I +set about to find my way back again. Our prisoners I handed over +to the authorities. The two Provincials decided to remain and take +service under General Amherst; Mr. Stevens would join his own +Rangers at once, but Clark would go back with me to have his hour +with his hated foes. + +I paid Mr. Stevens and the two Provincials for their shares in +the schooner, and Clark and I manned her afresh, and prepared +to return instantly to Quebec. From General Amherst I received +correspondence to carry to General Wolfe and Admiral Saunders. +Before I started back, I sent letters to Governor Dinwiddie and to +Mr. (now Colonel) George Washington, but I had no sooner done so +than I received others from them through General Amherst. They had +been sent to him to convey to General Wolfe at Quebec, who was, in +turn, to hand them to me, when, as was hoped, I should be released +from captivity, if not already beyond the power of men to free me. + +The letters from these friends almost atoned for my past sufferings, +and I was ashamed that ever I had thought my countrymen forgot me in +my worst misery; for this was the first matter I saw when I opened +the Governor's letter: + + By the House of Burgesses. + +Resolved, That the sum of three hundred pounds be paid to Captain +Robert Moray, in consideration of his services to the country, +and his singular sufferings in his confinement, as a hostage, in +Quebec. + +This, I learned, was one of three such resolutions. + +But there were other matters in his letter which much amazed me. +An attempt, he said, had been made one dark night upon his +strong-room, which would have succeeded but for the great bravery +and loyalty of an old retainer. Two men were engaged in the +attempt, one of whom was a Frenchman. Both men were masked, +and, when set upon, fought with consummate bravery, and escaped. +It was found the next day that the safe of my partner had also +been rifled and all my papers stolen. There was no doubt in my mind +what this meant. Doltaire, with some renegade Virginian who knew +Williamsburg and myself, had made essay to get my papers. But they +had failed in their designs, for all my valuable documents--and +those desired by Doltaire among them--remained safe in the +Governor's strong-room. + +I got away again for Quebec five days after reaching Louisburg. +We came along with good winds, having no check, though twice we +sighted French sloops, which, however, seemed most concerned to +leave us to ourselves. At last, with colours flying, we sighted +Kamaraska Isles, which I saluted, remembering the Chevalier de la +Darante; then Isle aux Coudres, below which we poor fugitives came +so near disaster. Here we all felt new fervour, for the British +flag flew from a staff on a lofty point, tents were pitched thereon +in a pretty cluster, and, rounding a point, we came plump upon +Admiral Durell's little fleet, which was here to bar advance of +French ships and to waylay stragglers. + +On a blithe summer day we sighted, far off, the Island of +Orleans and the tall masts of two patrol ships of war, which in +due time we passed, saluting, and ran abreast of the island in the +North Channel. Coming up this passage, I could see on an eminence, +far distant, the tower of the Chateau Alixe. + +Presently there opened on our sight the great bluff at the Falls +of Montmorenci, and, crowning it, tents and batteries, the camp of +General Wolfe himself, with the good ship Centurion standing off +like a sentinel at a point where the Basin, the River Montmorenci, +and the North Channel seem to meet. To our left, across the shoals, +was Major Hardy's post, on the extreme eastern point of the Isle +Orleans; and again beyond that, in a straight line, Point Levis on +the south shore, where Brigadier-General Monckton's camp was +pitched; and farther on his batteries, from which shell and shot +were poured into the town. How all had changed in the two months +since I left there! Around the Seigneur Duvarney's manor, in the +sweet village of Beauport, was encamped the French army, and +redoubts and batteries were ranged where Alixe and I and her brother +Juste had many a time walked in a sylvan quiet. Here, as it were, +round the bent and broken sides of a bowl, war raged, and the centre +was like some caldron out of which imps of ships sprang and sailed +to hand up fires of hell to the battalions on the ledges. Here swung +Admiral Saunders's and Admiral Holmes's divisions, out of reach of +the French batteries, yet able to menace and destroy, and to feed +the British camps with men and munitions. There was no French ship +in sight--only two old hulks with guns in the mouth of the St. +Charles River, to protect the road to the palace gate--that is, +at the Intendance. + +It was all there before me, the investment of Quebec, for which +I had prayed and waited seven long years. + +All at once, on a lull in the fighting which had lasted +twenty-four hours, the heavy batteries from the Levis shore opened +upon the town, emptying therein the fatal fuel. Mixed feelings +possessed me. I had at first listened to Clark's delighted +imprecations and devilish praises with a feeling of brag almost +akin to his own--that was the soldier and the Briton in me. But all +at once the man, the lover, and the husband spoke: my wife was in +that beleaguered town under that monstrous shower! She had said +that she would never leave it till I came to fetch her. For I knew +well that our marriage must become known after I had escaped; that +she would not, for her own good pride and womanhood, keep it secret +then; that it would be proclaimed while yet Gabord and the +excellent chaplain were alive to attest all. + +Summoned by the Centurion, we were passed on beyond the eastern +point of the Isle of Orleans to the admiral's ship, which lay in +the channel off the point, with battleships in front and rear, and +a line of frigates curving towards the rocky peninsula of Quebec. +Then came a line of buoys beyond these, with manned boats moored +alongside to protect the fleet from fire rafts, which once already +the enemy had unavailingly sent down to ruin and burn our fleet. + +Admiral Saunders received me with great cordiality, thanked me +for the dispatches, heard with applause of my adventures with the +convoy, and at once, with dry humour, said he would be glad, if +General Wolfe consented, to make my captured schooner one of his +fleet. Later, when her history and doings became known in the +fleet, she was at once called the Terror of France; for she did a +wild thing or two before Quebec fell, though from first to last +she had but her six swivel guns, which I had taken from the burnt +sloop. Clark had command of her. + +From Admiral Saunders I learned that Bigot had recovered from +his hurt, which had not been severe, and of the death of Monsieur +Cournal, who had ridden his horse over the cliff in the dark. +From the Admiral I came to General Wolfe at Montmorenci. + +I shall never forget my first look at my hero, my General, that +flaming, exhaustless spirit, in a body so gauche and so unshapely. +When I was brought to him, he was standing on a knoll alone, +looking through a glass towards the batteries of Levis. The +first thing that struck me, as he lowered the glass and leaned +against a gun, was the melancholy in the lines of his figure. I +never forget that, for it seemed to me even then that, whatever +glory there was for British arms ahead, there was tragedy for +him. Yet, as he turned at the sound of our footsteps, I almost +laughed; for his straight red hair, his face defying all +regularity, with the nose thrust out like a wedge and the chin +falling back from an affectionate sort of mouth, his tall +straggling frame and far from athletic shoulders, challenged +contrast with the compact, handsome, graciously shaped Montcalm. +In Montcalm was all manner of things to charm--all save that +which presently filled me with awe, and showed me wherein this +sallow-featured, pain-racked Briton was greater than his rival +beyond measure: in that searching, burning eye, which carried +all the distinction and greatness denied him elsewhere. There +resolution, courage, endurance, deep design, clear vision, dogged +will, and heroism, lived: a bright furnace of daring resolves and +hopes, which gave England her sound desire. + +An officer of his staff presented me. He looked at me with +piercing intelligence, and then, presently, his long hand made +a swift motion of knowledge and greeting, and he said: + +"Yes, yes, and you are welcome, Captain Moray. I have heard of +you, of much to your credit. You were for years in durance +there." + +He pointed towards the town, where we could see the dome of the +cathedral shine, and the leaping smoke and flame of the roaring +batteries. + +"Six years, your Excellency," said I. + +"Papers of yours fell into General Braddock's hands, and they +tried you for a spy--a curious case--a curious case! Wherein were +they wrong and you justified, and why was all exchange refused?" + +I told him the main, the bare facts, and how, to force certain +papers from me, I had been hounded to the edge of the grave. He +nodded, and seemed lost in study of the mud-flats at the Beauport +shore, and presently took to beating his foot upon the ground. +After a minute, as if he had come back from a distance, he said: +"Yes, yes, broken articles. Few women have a sense of national +honour, such as La Pompadour none! An interesting matter." + +Then, after a moment: "You shall talk with our chief engineer; +you know the town you should be useful to me, Captain Moray. What +do you suggest concerning this siege of ours?" + +"Has any attack been made from above the town, your Excellency?" + +He lifted his eyebrows. "Is it vulnerable from there? From Cap +Rouge, you mean?" + +"They have you at advantage everywhere, sir," I said. "A thousand +men could keep the town, so long as this river, those mud-flats, +and those high cliffs are there." + +"But above the town--" + +"Above the citadel there is a way--the only way: a feint from +the basin here, a sham menace and attack, and the real action at +the other door of the town." + +"They will, of course, throw fresh strength and vigilance above, +if our fleet run their batteries and attack there; the river at Cap +Rouge is like this Montmorenci for defense." He shook his head. +"There is no way, I fear." + +"General," said I, "if you will take me into your service, and +then give me leave to handle my little schooner in this basin and +in the river above, I will prove that you may take your army into +Quebec by entering it myself, and returning with something as +precious to me as the taking of Quebec to you." + +He looked at me piercingly for a minute, then a sour sort of smile +played at his lips. "A woman!" he said. "Well, it were not the first +time the love of a wench opened the gates to a nation's victory." + +"Love of a wife, sir, should carry a man farther." + +He turned on me a commanding look. "Speak plainly," said he. "If +we are to use you, let us know you in all." + +He waved farther back the officers with him. + +"I have no other wish, your Excellency," I answered him. Then I told +him briefly of the Seigneur Duvarney, Alixe, and of Doltaire. + +"Duvarney! Duvarney!" he said, and a light came into his look. +Then he called an officer. "Was it not one Seigneur Duvarney who +this morning prayed protection for his chateau on the Isle of +Orleans?" he asked. + +"Even so, your Excellency," was the reply; "and he said that if +Captain Moray was with us, he would surely speak for the humanity +and kindness he and his household had shown to British prisoners." + +"You speak, then, for this gentleman?" he asked, with a dry sort +of smile. + +"With all my heart," I answered. "But why asks he protection at +this late day?" + +"New orders are issued to lay waste the country; hitherto all +property was safe," was the General's reply. "See that the Seigneur +Duvarney's suit is granted," he added to his officer, "and say it +is by Captain Moray's intervention.--There is another matter of +this kind to be arranged this noon," he continued: "an exchange +of prisoners, among whom are some ladies of birth and breeding, +captured but two days ago. A gentleman comes from General Montcalm +directly upon the point. You might be useful herein," he added, +"if you will come to my tent in an hour." He turned to go. + +"And my ship, and permission to enter the town, your Excellency?" +I asked. + +"What do you call your--ship?" he asked a little grimly. + +I told him how the sailors had already christened her. He +smiled. "Then let her prove her title to Terror of France," he +said, "by being pilot to the rest of our fleet, up the river, and +you, Captain Moray, be guide to a footing on those heights"--he +pointed to the town. "Then this army and its General, and all +England, please God, will thank you. Your craft shall have +commission as a rover--but if she gets into trouble?" + +"She will do as her owner has done these six years, your +Excellency: she will fight her way out alone." + +He gazed long at the town and at the Levis shore. "From above, +then, there is a way?" + +"For proof, if I come back alive--" + +"For proof that you have been--" he answered meaningly, with an +amused flash of his eyes, though at the very moment a spasm of pain +crossed his face, for he was suffering from incurable disease, and +went about his great task in daily misery, yet cheerful and +inspiring. + +"For proof, my wife, sir," said I. + +He nodded, but his thoughts were diverted instantly, and he went +from me at once abstracted. But again he came back. "If you +return," said he, "you shall serve upon my staff. You will care to +view our operations," he added, motioning towards the intrenchments +at the river. Then he stepped quickly away, and I was taken by an +officer to the river, and though my heart warmed within me to hear +that an attack was presently to be made from the shore not far +distant from the falls, I felt that the attempt could not succeed: +the French were too well intrenched. + +At the close of an hour I returned to the General's tent. It was +luncheon-time, and they were about to sit as I was announced. The +General motioned me to a seat, and then again, as if on second +thought, made as though to introduce me to some one who stood +beside him. My amazement was unbounded when I saw, smiling +cynically at me, Monsieur Doltaire. + +He was the envoy from Quebec. I looked him in the eyes steadily +for a moment, into malicious, unswerving eyes, as maliciously and +unswervingly myself, and then we both bowed. + +"Captain Moray and I have sat at meat together before," he said, +with mannered coolness. "We have played host and guest also: but +that was ere he won our hearts by bold, romantic feats. Still, I +dared scarcely hope to meet him at this table." + +"Which is sacred to good manners," said I meaningly and coolly, +for my anger and surprise were too deep for excitement. + +I saw the General look at both of us keenly, then his marvellous +eyes flashed intelligence, and a grim smile played at his lips a +moment. After a little general conversation Doltaire addressed +me: + +"We are not yet so overwhelmed with war but your being here +again will give a fillip to our gossip. It must seem sad to +you--you were so long with us--you have broken bread with so many +of us--to see us pelted so. Sometimes a dinner-table is disordered +by a riotous shell." + +He bent on torturing me. And it was not hard to do that, for +how knew I what had happened? How came he back so soon from the +Bastile? It was incredible. Perhaps he had never gone, in spite +of all. After luncheon, the matter of exchange of prisoners was +gone into, and one by one the names of the French prisoners in +our hands--ladies and gentlemen apprehended at the chateau were +ticked off, and I knew them all save two. The General deferred to +me several times as to the persons and positions of the captives, +and asked my suggestions. Immediately I proposed Mr. Wainfleet, +the chaplain, in exchange for a prisoner, though his name was not +on the list, but Doltaire shook his head in a blank sort of way. + +"Mr. Wainfleet! Mr. Wainfleet! There was no such prisoner in the +town," he said. + +I insisted, but he stared at me inscrutably, and said that he +had no record of the man. Then I spoke most forcibly to the +General, and said that Mr. Wainfleet should be produced, or an +account of him be given by the French Governor. Doltaire then +said: + +"I am only responsible for these names recorded. Our General +trusts to your honour, and you to ours, Monsieur le General." + +There was nothing more to say, and presently the exchanges were +arranged, and, after compliments, Doltaire took his leave. I left +the Governor also, and followed Doltaire. He turned to meet me. + +"Captain Moray and I," he remarked to the officers near, "are +old--enemies; and there is a sad sweetness in meetings like these. +May I--" + +The officers drew away at a little distance at once before the +suggestion was made, and we were left alone. I was in a white heat, +but yet in fair control. + +"You are surprised to see me here," he said. "Did you think the +Bastile was for me? Tut! I had not got out of the country when we a +packet came, bearing fresh commands. La Pompadour forgave me, and +in the King's name bade me return to New France, and in her own she +bade me get your papers, or hang you straight. And--you will think +it singular--if need be, I was to relieve the Governor and Bigot +also, and work to save New France with the excellent Marquis de +Montcalm." He laughed. "You can see how absurd that is. I have held +my peace, and I keep my commission in my pocket." + +I looked at him amazed that he should tell me this. He read my +look, and said: + +"Yes, you are my confidant in this. I do not fear you. Your +enemy is bound in honour, your friend may seek to serve himself." +Again he laughed. "As if I, Tinoir Doltaire--note the agreeable +combination of peasant and gentleman in my name--who held his hand +from ambition for large things in France, should stake a lifetime +on this foolish hazard! When I play, Captain Moray, it is for +things large and vital. Else I remain the idler, the courtier--the +son of the King." + +"Yet you lend your vast talent, the genius of those unknown +possibilities, to this, monsieur--this little business of exchange +of prisoners," I retorted ironically. + +"That is my whim--a social courtesy." + +"You said you knew nothing of the chaplain," I broke out. + +"Not so. I said he was on no record given me. Officially I know +nothing of him." + +"Come," said I, "you know well how I am concerned for him. You +quibble; you lied to our General." + +A wicked light shone in his eyes. "I choose to pass that by, for the +moment," said he. "I am sorry you forget yourself; it were better +for you and me to be courteous till our hour of reckoning, Shall +we not meet some day?" he said, with a sweet hatred in his tone. + +"With all my heart." + +"But where?" + +"In yonder town," said I, pointing. + +He laughed provokingly. "You are melodramatic," he rejoined. "I +could hold that town with one thousand men against all your army +and five times your fleet." + +"You have ever talked and nothing done," said I. "Will you tell +me the truth of the chaplain?" + +"Yes, in private the truth you shall hear," he said. "The man is +dead." + +"If you speak true, he was murdered," I broke out. "You know +well why." + +"No, no," he answered. "He was put in prison, escaped, made for +the river, was pursued, fought, and was killed. So much for serving +you." + +"Will you answer me one question?" said I. "Is my wife well? Is +she safe? She is there set among villainies." + +"Your wife?" he answered, sneering. "If you mean Mademoiselle +Duvarney, she is not there." Then he added solemnly and slowly: +"She is in no fear of your batteries now--she is beyond them. When +she was there, she was not child enough to think that foolish game +with the vanished chaplain was a marriage. Did you think to gull a +lady so beyond the minute's wildness? She is not there," he added +again in a low voice. + +"She is dead?" I gasped. "My wife is dead?" + +"Enough of that," he answered with cold fierceness. "The lady +saw the folly of it all, before she had done with the world. +You--you, monsieur! It was but the pity of her gentle heart, of +a romantic nature. You--you blundering alien, spy, and seducer!" + +With a gasp of anger I struck him in the face, and whipped out +my sword. But the officers near came instantly between us, and I +could see that they thought me gross, ill-mannered, and wild, to +do this thing before the General's tent, and to an envoy. + +Doltaire stood still a moment. Then presently wiped a little +blood from his mouth, and said: + +"Messieurs, Captain Moray's anger was justified; and for the +blow he will justify that in some happier time--for me. He said +that I had lied, and I proved him wrong. I called him a spy and a +seducer--he sought to shame, he covered with sorrow, one of the +noblest families of New France--and he has yet to prove me wrong. +As envoy I may not fight him now, but I may tell you that I have +every cue to send him to hell one day. He will do me the credit +to say that it is not cowardice that stays me." + +"If no coward in the way of fighting, coward in all other +things," I retorted instantly. + +"Well, well, as you may think." He turned to go. "We will meet +there, then?" he said, pointing to the town. "And when?" + +"To-morrow," said I. + +He shrugged his shoulder as to a boyish petulance, for he thought +it an idle boast. "To-morrow? Then come and pray with me in the +cathedral, and after that we will cast up accounts--to-morrow," +he said, with a poignant and exultant malice. A moment afterwards +he was gone, and I was left alone. + +Presently I saw a boat shoot out from the shore below, and he +was in it. Seeing me, he waved a hand in an ironical way. I paced +up and down, sick and distracted, for half an hour or more. I knew +not whether he lied concerning Alixe, but my heart was wrung with +misery, for indeed he spoke with an air of truth. + +Dead! dead! dead! "In no fear of your batteries now," he had +said. "Done with the world!" he had said. What else could it mean? +Yet the more I thought, there came a feeling that somehow I had +been tricked. "Done with the world!" Ay, a nunnery--was that it? +But then, "In no fear of your batteries now"--that, what did that +mean but death? + +At this distressful moment a message came from the General, and +I went to his tent, trying to calm myself, but overcome with +apprehension. I was kept another half hour waiting, and then, +coming in to him, he questioned me closely for a little about +Doltaire, and I told him the whole story briefly. Presently +his secretary brought me the commission for my appointment to +special service on the General's own staff. + +"Your first duty," said his Excellency, "will be to--reconnoitre; +and if you come back safe, we will talk further." + +While he was speaking I kept looking at the list of prisoners +which still lay upon his table. It ran thus: + + Monsieur and Madame Joubert. + Monsieur and Madame Carcanal. + Madame Rousillon. + Madame Champigny. + Monsieur Pipon. + Mademoiselle La Rose. + L'Abbe Durand. + Monsieur Halboir. + La Soeur Angelique. + La Soeur Seraphine. + +I know not why it was, but the last three names held my eyes. +Each of the other names I knew, and their owners also. When I +looked close, I saw that where "La Soeur Angelique" now was +another name had been written and then erased. I saw also that +the writing was recent. Again, where "Halboir" was written there +had been another name, and the same process of erasure and +substitution had been made. It was not so with "La Soeur Seraphine." +I said to the General at once, "Your excellency, it is possible +you have been tricked." Then I pointed out what I had discovered. +He nodded. + +"Will you let me go, sir?" said I. "Will you let me see this +exchange?" + +"I fear you will be too late," he answered. "It is not a vital +matter, I fancy." + +"Perhaps to me most vital," said I, and I explained my fears. + +"Then go, go," he said kindly. He quickly gave directions to +have me carried to Admiral Saunders's ship, where the exchange +was to be effected, and at the same time a general passport. + +In a few moments we were hard on our way. Now the batteries were +silent. By the General's orders, the bombardment ceased while the +exchange was being effected, and the French batteries also were +still. A sudden quietness seemed to settle on land and sea, and +there was only heard, now and then, the note of a bugle from a ship +of war. The water in the basin was moveless, and the air was calm +and quiet. This heraldry of war was all unnatural in the golden +weather and sweet-smelling land. + +I urged the rowers to their task, and we flew on. We passed +another boat loaded with men, singing boisterously a disorderly +sort of song, called "Hot Stuff," set to the air "Lilies of +France." It was out of touch with the general quiet: + + "When the gay Forty-Seventh is dashing ashore, + While bullets are whistling and cannons do roar, + Says Montcalm, 'Those are Shirleys--I know the lapels.' + 'You lie,' says Ned Botwood, 'we swipe for Lascelles! + Though our clothing is changed, and we scout powder-puff, + Here's at you, ye swabs--here's give you Hot Stuff!'" + +While yet we were about two miles away, I saw a boat put out +from the admiral's ship, then, at the same moment, one from the +Lower Town, and they drew towards each other. I urged my men to +their task, and as we were passing some of Admiral Saunders's ships, +their sailors cheered us. Then came a silence, and it seemed to me +that all our army and fleet, and that at Beauport, and the garrison +of Quebec, were watching us; for the ramparts and shore were +crowded. We drove on at an angle, to intercept the boat that left +the admiral's ship before it reached the town. + +War leaned upon its arms and watched a strange duel. There was +no authority in any one's hands save my own to stop the boat, +and the two armies must avoid firing, for the people of +both nations were here in this space between--ladies and gentlemen +in the French boat going to the town, Englishmen and a poor woman +or two coming to our own fleet. + +My men strained every muscle, but the pace was impossible--it +could not last; and the rowers in the French boat hung over their +oars also with enthusiasm. With the glass of the officer near +me--Kingdon of Anstruther's Regiment--I could now see Doltaire +standing erect in the boat, urging the boatmen on. + +All round that basin, on shore and cliff and mountains, +thousands of veteran fighters--Fraser's, Otway's, Townsend's, +Murray's; and on the other side the splendid soldiers of La Sarre, +Languedoc, Bearn, and Guienne--watched in silence. Well they +might, for in this entr'acte was the little weapon forged which +opened the door of New France to England's glory. So may the little +talent or opportunity make possible the genius of the great. + +The pain of this suspense grew so, that I longed for some sound +to break the stillness; but there was nothing for minute after +minute. Then, at last, on the halcyon air of that summer day +floated the Angelus from the cathedral tower. Only a moment, in +which one could feel, and see also, the French army praying, then +came from the ramparts the sharp inspiring roll of a drum, and +presently all was still again. Nearer and nearer the boat of +prisoners approached the stone steps of the landing, and we were +several hundred yards behind. + +I motioned to Doltaire to stop, but he made no sign. I saw the +cloaked figures of the nuns near him, and I strained my eyes, but I +could not note their faces. My men worked on ardently, and presently +we gained. But I saw that it was impossible to reach them before +they set foot on shore. Now their boat came to the steps, and one by +one they hastily got out. Then I called twice to Doltaire to stop. +The air was still, and my voice carried distinctly. Suddenly one of +the cloaked figures sprang towards the steps with arms outstretched, +calling aloud, "Robert! Robert!" After a moment, "Robert, my +husband!" rang out again, and then a young officer and the other +nun took her by the arm to force her away. At the sharp instigation +of Doltaire, instantly some companies of marines filed in upon the +place where they had stood, leveled their muskets on us, and hid my +beloved wife from my view. I recognized the young officer who had +put a hand upon Alixe. It was her brother Juste. + +"Alixe! Alixe!" I called, as my boat still came on. + +"Save me, Robert!" came the anguished reply, a faint but +searching sound, and then no more. + +Misery and mystery were in my heart all at once. Doltaire had +tricked me. "Those batteries can not harm her now!" Yes, yes, they +could not while she was a prisoner in our camp. "Done with the +world!" Truly, when wearing the garb of the Sister Angelique. But +why that garb? I swore that I would be within that town by the +morrow, that I would fetch my wife into safety, out from the +damnable arts and devices of Master Devil Doltaire, as Gabord had +called him. + +The captain of the marines called to us that another boat's length +would fetch upon us the fire of his men. There was nothing to do, +but to turn back, while from the shore I was reviled by soldiers +and by the rabble. My marriage with Alixe had been made a national +matter--of race and religion. So, as my men rowed back towards our +fleet, I faced my enemies, and looked towards them without moving. +I was grim enough that moment, God knows; I felt turned to stone. +I did not stir when--ineffaceable brutality--the batteries on the +heights began to play upon us, the shot falling round us, and +passing over our heads, and musket-firing followed. + +"Damned villains! Faithless brutes!" cried Kingdon beside me. I +did not speak a word, but stood there defiant, as when we first +had turned back. Now, sharply, angrily, from all our batteries, +there came reply to the French; and as we came on with only one +man wounded and one oar broken, the whole fleet cheered us. I +steered straight for the Terror of France, and there Clark and I, +he swearing violently, laid plans. + + + +XXIV + +THE SACRED COUNTERSIGN + + +That night, at nine o'clock, the Terror of France, catching the +flow of the tide, with one sail set and a gentle wind, left the +fleet, and came slowly up the river, under the batteries of the +town. In the gloom we passed lazily on with the flow of the tide, +unquestioned, soon leaving the citadel behind, and ere long came +softly to that point called Anse du Foulon, above which Sillery +stood. The shore could not be seen distinctly, but I knew by a +perfect instinct the cleft in the hillside where was the path +leading up the mountain. I bade Clark come up the river again two +nights hence to watch for my signal, which was there agreed upon. +If I did not come, then, with General Wolfe's consent, he must +show the General this path up the mountain. He swore that all +should be as I wished; and indeed you would have thought that he +and his Terror of France were to level Quebec to the water's edge. + +I stole softly to the shore in a boat, which I drew up among the +bushes, hiding it as well as I could in the dark, and then, feeling +for my pistols and my knife, I crept upwards, coming presently to +the passage in the mountain. I toiled on to the summit without a +sound of alarm from above. Pushing forward, a light flashed from +the windmill, and a man, and then two men, appeared in the open +door. One of them was Captain Lancy, whom I had very good reason +to remember. The last time I saw him was that famous morning when +he would have had me shot five minutes before the appointed hour, +rather than endure the cold and be kept from his breakfast. I +itched to call him to account then and there, but that would have +been foolish play. I was outside of the belt of light falling from +the door, and stealing round I came near to the windmill on the +town side. I was not surprised to see such poor watch kept. Above +the town, up to this time, the guard was of a perfunctory sort, for +the great cliffs were thought impregnable; and even if surmounted, +there was still the walled town to take, surrounded by the St. +Lawrence, the St. Charles, and these massive bulwarks. + +Presently Lancy stepped out into the light, and said, with a +hoarse laugh, "Blood of Peter, it was a sight to-day! She has a +constant fancy for the English filibuster. 'Robert! my husband!' +she bleated like a pretty lamb, and Doltaire grinned at her." + +"But Doltaire will have her yet." + +"He has her pinched like a mouse in a weasel's teeth." + +"My faith, mademoiselle has no sweet road to travel since her +mother died," was the careless reply. + +I almost cried out. Here was a blow which staggered me. Her +mother dead! + +Presently the scoffer continued: "The Duvarneys would remain in +the city, and on that very night, as they sit at dinner, a shell +disturbs them, a splinter strikes Madame, and two days after she +is carried to her grave." + +They linked arms and walked on. + +It was a dangerous business I was set on, for I was sure that I +would be hung without shrift if captured. As it proved afterwards, +I had been proclaimed, and it was enjoined on all Frenchmen and +true Catholics to kill me if the chance showed. + +Only two things could I depend on: Voban and my disguise, which +was very good. From the Terror of France I had got a peasant's +dress, and by rubbing my hands and face with the stain of +butternut, cutting again my new-grown beard, and wearing a wig, +I was well guarded against discovery. + +How to get into the city was the question. By the St. Charles +River and the Palace Gate, and by the St. Louis Gate, not far from +the citadel, were the only ways, and both were difficult. I had, +however, two or three plans, and these I chewed as I went across +Maitre Abraham's fields, and came to the main road from +Sillery to the town. + +Soon I heard the noise of clattering hoofs, and jointly with +this I saw a figure rise up not far ahead of me, as if waiting for +the coming horseman. I drew back. The horseman passed me, and, +as he came on slowly, I saw the figure spring suddenly from the +roadside and make a stroke at the horseman. In a moment they were +a rolling mass upon the ground, while the horse trotted down the +road a little, and stood still. I never knew the cause of that +encounter--robbery, or private hate, or paid assault; but there +was scarcely a sound as the two men struggled. Presently, there +was groaning, and both lay still. I hurried to them, and found one +dead, and the other dying, and dagger wounds in both, for the +assault had been at such close quarters that the horseman had had +no chance to use a pistol. + +My plans were changed on the instant. I drew the military coat, +boots, and cap off the horseman, and put them on myself; and +thrusting my hand into his waistcoat--for he looked like a +courier--I found a packet. This I put into my pocket, and then, +making for the horse which stood quiet in the road, I mounted it +and rode on towards the town. Striking a light, I found that the +packet was addressed to the Governor. A serious thought disturbed +me: I could not get into the town through the gates without the +countersign. I rode on, anxious and perplexed. + +Presently a thought pulled me up. The courier was insensible +when I left him, and he was the only one who could help me in this. +I greatly reproached myself for leaving him while he was still +alive. "Poor devil," thought I to myself, "there is some one whom +his death will hurt. He must not die alone. He was no enemy of +mine." I went back, and, getting from the horse, stooped to him, +lifted up his head, and found that he was not dead. I spoke in his +ear. He moaned, and his eyes opened. + +"What is your name?" said I. + +"Jean--Labrouk," he whispered. + +Now I remembered him. He was the soldier whom Gabord had sent as +messenger to Voban the night I was first taken to the citadel. + +"Shall I carry word for you to any one?" asked I. + +There was a slight pause; then he said, "Tell my--Babette--Jacques +Dobrotte owes me ten francs--and--a leg--of mutton. Tell--my +Babette--to give my coat of beaver fur to Gabord the soldier. +Tell"...he sank back, but raised himself, and continued: "Tell my +Babette I weep with her.... Ah, mon grand homme de Calvaire--bon +soir!" He sank back again, but I roused him with one question more, +vital to me. I must have the countersign. + +"Labrouk! Labrouk!" said I sharply. + +He opened his dull, glazed eyes. + +"Qui va la?" said I, and I waited anxiously. + +Thought seemed to rally in him, and, staring--alas! how helpless +and how sad: that look of a man brought back for an instant from +the Shadows!--his lips moved. + +"France," was the whispered reply. + +"Advance and give the countersign!" I urged. + +"Jesu--" he murmured faintly. I drew from my breast the cross that +Mathilde had given me, and pressed it to his lips. He sighed softly, +lifted his hand to it, and then fell back, never to speak again. + +After covering his face and decently laying the body out, I mounted +the horse again. Glancing up, I saw that this bad business had +befallen not twenty feet from a high Calvary at the roadside. + +I was in a painful quandary. Did Labrouk mean that the countersign +was "Jesu," or was that word the broken prayer of his soul as it +hurried forth? So strange a countersign I had never heard, and yet +it might be used in this Catholic country. This day might be some +great feast of the Church--possibly that of the naming of Christ +(which was the case, as I afterwards knew). I rode on, tossed +about in my mind. So much hung on this. If I could not give the +countersign, I should have to fight my way back again the road I +came. But I must try my luck. So I went on, beating up my heart to +confidence; and now I came to the St. Louis Gate. A tiny fire was +burning near, and two sentinels stepped forward as I rode boldly on +the entrance. + +"Qui va la?" was the sharp call. + +"France," was my reply, in a voice as like the peasant's as +possible. + +"Advance and give the countersign," came the demand. + +Another voice called from the darkness of the wall: "Come and +drink, comrade; I've a brother with Bougainville." + +"Jesu," said I to the sentinel, answering his demand for the +countersign, and I spurred on my horse idly, though my heart was +thumping hard, for there were several sturdy fellows lying beyond +the dull handful of fire. + +Instantly the sentinel's hand came to my bridle-rein. "Halt!" +roared he. + +Surely some good spirit was with me then to prompt me, for, +with a careless laugh, as though I had not before finished the +countersign, "Christ," I added--"Jesu Christ!" + +With an oath the soldier let go the bridle-rein, the other +opened the gates, and I passed through. I heard the first fellow +swearing roundly to the others that he would "send yon courier to +fires of hell, if he played with him again so." + +The gates closed behind me, and I was in the town which had seen +the worst days and best moments of my life. I rode along at a trot, +and once again beyond the citadel was summoned by a sentinel. +Safely passed on, I came down towards the Chateau St. Louis. I rode +boldly up to the great entrance door, and handed the packet to the +sentinel. + +"From whom?" he asked. + +"Look in the corner," said I. "And what business is't of yours?" + +"There is no word in the corner," answered he doggedly. "Is't +from Monsieur le General at Cap Rouge?" + +"Bah! Did you think it was from an English wolf?" I asked. + +His dull face broke a little. "Is Jean Labrouk with Bougainville +yet?" + +"He's done with Bougainville; he's dead," I answered. + +"Dead! dead!" said he, a sort of grin playing on his face. + +I made a shot at a venture. "But you're to pay his wife Babette +the ten francs and the leg of mutton in twenty-four hours, or his +ghost will follow you. Swallow that, pudding-head! And see you pay +it, or every man in our company swears to break a score of shingles +on your bare back." + +"I'll pay, I'll pay," he said, and he took to trembling. + +"Where shall I find Babette?" asked I. "I come from Isle aux +Coudres; I know not this rambling town." + +"A little house hugging the cathedral rear," he explained. "Babette +sweeps out the vestry, and fetches water for the priests." + +"Good," said I. "Take that to the Governor at once, and send the +corporal of the guard to have this horse fed and cared for, and +he's to carry back the Governor's messenger. I've further business +for the General in the town. And tell your captain of the guard to +send and pick up two dead men in the highway, just against the +first Calvary beyond the town." + +He did my bidding, and I dismounted, and was about to get away, +when I saw the Chevalier de la Darante and the Intendant appear at +the door. They paused upon the steps. The Chevalier was speaking +most earnestly: + +"To a nunnery--a piteous shame! it should not be, your Excellency." + +"To decline upon Monsieur Doltaire, then?" asked Bigot, with a +sneer. + +"Your Excellency believes in no woman," responded the Chevalier +stiffly. + +"Ah yes, in one!" was the cynical reply. + +"Is it possible? And she remains a friend of your Excellency?" +came back in irony. + +"The very best; she finds me unendurable." + +"Philosophy shirks the solving of that problem, your +Excellency," was the cold reply. + +"No, it is easy. The woman to be trusted is she who never trusts." + +"The paragon--or prodigy--who is she?" + +"Even Madame Jamond." + +"She danced for you once, your Excellency, they tell me." + +"She was a devil that night; she drove us mad." + +So Doltaire had not given up the secret of that affair! There +was silence for a moment, and then the Chevalier said, "Her father +will not let her go to a nunnery--no, no. Why should he yield to +the Church in this?" + +Bigot shrugged a shoulder. "Not even to hide--shame?" + +"Liar--ruffian!" said I through my teeth. The Chevalier answered +for me: + +"I would stake my life on her truth and purity." + +"You forget the mock marriage, dear Chevalier." + +"It was after the manner of his creed and people." + +"It was after a manner we all have used at times." + +"Speak for yourself, your Excellency," was the austere reply. +Nevertheless, I could see that the Chevalier was much troubled. + +"She forgot race, religion, people--all, to spend still hours with +a foreign spy in prison," urged Bigot, with damnable point and +suggestion. + +"Hush, sir!" said the Chevalier. "She is a girl once much beloved +and ever admired among us. Let not your rancour against the man be +spent upon the maid. Nay, more, why should you hate the man so? It +is said, your Excellency, that this Moray did not fire the shot +that wounded you, but one who has less reason to love you." + +Bigot smiled wickedly, but said nothing. + +The Chevalier laid a hand on Bigot's arm. "Will you not oppose +the Governor and the bishop? Her fate is sad enough." + +"I will not lift a finger. There are weightier matters. Let +Doltaire, the idler, the Don Amato, the hunter of that fawn, save +her from the holy ambush. Tut, tut, Chevalier. Let her go. Your +nephew is to marry her sister; let her be swallowed up--a shame +behind the veil, the sweet litany of the cloister." + +The Chevalier's voice set hard as he said in quick reply, "My +family honour, Francois Bigot, needs no screen. And if you +doubt that, I will give you argument at your pleasure;" so saying, +he turned and went back into the chateau. + +Thus the honest Chevalier kept his word, given to me when I +released him from serving me on the St. Lawrence. + +Bigot came down the steps, smiling detestably, and passed me +with no more than a quick look. I made my way cautiously through +the streets towards the cathedral, for I owed a duty to the poor +soldier who had died in my arms, through whose death I had been +able to enter the town. + +Disarray and ruin met my sight at every hand. Shot and shell had +made wicked havoc. Houses where, as a hostage, I had dined, were +battered and broken; public buildings were shapeless masses, +and dogs and thieves prowled among the ruins. Drunken soldiers +staggered past me; hags begged for sous or bread at corners; and +devoted priests and long-robed Recollet monks, cowled and alert, +hurried past, silent, and worn with labours, watchings, and +prayers. A number of officers in white uniforms rode by, going +towards the chateau, and a company of coureurs de bois came up +from Mountain Street, singing: + + "Giron, giran! le canon grand-- + Commencez-vous, commencez-vous!" + +Here and there were fires lighted in the streets, though it was +not cold, and beside them peasants and soldiers drank and quarreled +over food--for starvation was abroad in the land. + +By one of these fires, in a secluded street--for I had come a +roundabout way--were a number of soldiers of Languedoc's regiment +(I knew them by their trick of headgear and their stoutness), and +with them reckless girls, who, in their abandonment, seemed to me +like those revellers in Herculaneum, who danced their way into the +Cimmerian darkness. I had no thought of staying there to moralize +upon the theme; but, as I looked, a figure came out of the dusk +ahead, and moved swiftly towards me. + +It was Mathilde. She seemed bent on some errand, but the +revellers at the fire caught her attention, and she suddenly +swerved towards them, and came into the dull glow, her great black +eyes shining with bewildered brilliancy and vague keenness, her +long fingers reaching out with a sort of chafing motion. She did +not speak till she was among them. I drew into the shade of a +broken wall, and watched. She looked all round the circle, and +then, without a word, took an iron crucifix which hung upon her +breast, and silently lifted it above their heads for a moment. I +myself felt a kind of thrill go through me, for her wild beauty +was almost tragical. Her madness was not grotesque, but solemn +and dramatic. There was something terribly deliberate in her +strangeness; it was full of awe to the beholder, more searching +and painfully pitiful than melancholy. + +Coarse hands fell away from wanton waists; ribaldry hesitated; +hot faces drew apart; and all at once a girl with a crackling +laugh threw a tin cup of liquor into the fire. Even as she did it, +a wretched dwarf sprang into the circle without a word, and, +snatching the cup out of the flames, jumped back again into the +darkness, peering into it with a hollow laugh. As he did so a +soldier raised a heavy stick to throw at him; but the girl caught +him by the arms, and said, with a hoarse pathos, "My God, no, +Alphonse! It is my brother!" + +Here Mathilde, still holding out the cross, said in a loud +whisper, "'Sh, 'sh! My children, go not to the palace, for there +is Francois Bigot, and he has a devil. But if you have no cottage, +I will give you a home. I know the way to it up in the hills. +Poor children, see, I will make you happy." + +She took a dozen little wooden crosses from her girdle, and, +stepping round the circle, gave each person one. No man refused, +save a young militiaman; and when, with a sneering laugh, he threw +his into the fire, she stooped over him and said, "Poor boy! poor +boy!" + +She put her fingers on her lips, and whispered, "Beati +immaculati--miserere mei, Deus," stray phrases gathered from +the liturgy, pregnant to her brain, order and truth flashing out of +wandering and fantasy. No one of the girls refused, but sat there, +some laughing nervously, some silent; for this mad maid had come +to be surrounded with a superstitious reverence in the eyes of the +common people. It was said she had a home in the hills somewhere, +to which she disappeared for days and weeks, and came back hung +about the girdle with crosses; and it was also said that her red +robe never became frayed, shabby, or disordered. + +Suddenly she turned and left them. I let her pass, unchecked, +and went on towards the cathedral, humming an old French chanson. +I did this because now and then I met soldiers and patrols, and my +free and careless manner disarmed notice. Once or twice drunken +soldiers stopped me and threw their arms about me, saluting me on +the cheeks a la mode, asking themselves to drink with me. Getting +free of them, I came on my way, and was glad to reach the cathedral +unchallenged. Here and there a broken buttress or a splintered wall +told where our guns had played upon it, but inside I could hear an +organ playing and a Miserere being chanted. I went round to its +rear, and there I saw the little house described by the sentinel +at the chateau. Coming to the door, I knocked, and it was opened +at once by a warm-faced, woman of thirty or so, who instantly +brightened on seeing me. "Ah, you come from Cap Rouge, m'sieu'," +she said, looking at my clothes--her own husband's, though she +knew it not. + +"I come from Jean," said I, and stepped inside. + +She shut the door, and then I saw, sitting in a corner, by a +lighted table, an old man, bowed and shrunken, white hair and white +beard falling all about him, and nothing of his features to be seen +save high cheek-bones and two hawklike eyes which peered up at me. + +"So, so, from Jean," he said in a high, piping voice. "Jean's a +pretty boy--ay, ay, Jean's like his father, but neither with a foot +like mine--a foot for the Court, said Frotenac to me--yes, yes, I +knew the great Frotenac--" + +The wife interrupted his gossip. "What news from Jean?" said she. +"He hoped to come one day this week." + +"He says," responded I gently, "that Jacques Dobrotte owes you +ten francs and a leg of mutton, and that you are to give his great +beaver coat to Gabord the soldier." + +"Ay, ay, Gabord the soldier, he that the English spy near sent +to heaven." quavered the old man. + +The bitter truth was slowly dawning upon the wife. She was +repeating my words in a whisper, as if to grasp their full +meaning. + +"He said also," I continued, "'Tell Babette I weep with her.'" + +She was very still and dazed; her fingers went to her white lips, +and stayed there for a moment. I never saw such a numb misery in +any face. + +"And last of all, he said, 'Ah, mon grand homme de Calvaire--bon +soir!'" + +She turned round, and went and sat down beside the old man, +looked into his face for a minute silently, and then said, +"Grandfather, Jean is dead; our Jean is dead." + +The old man peered at her for a moment, then broke into a +strange laugh, which had in it the reflection of a distant misery, +and said, "Our little Jean, our little Jean Labrouk! Ha! ha! There +was Villon, Marmon, Gabriel, and Gouloir, and all their sons; +and they all said the same at the last, 'Mon grand homme--de +Calvaire--bon soir!' Then there was little Jean, the pretty +little Jean. He could not row a boat, but he could ride a horse, +and he had an eye like me. Ha, ha! I have seen them all say +good-night. Good-morning, my children, I will say one day, and I +will give them all the news, and I will tell them all I have +done these hundred years. Ha, ha, ha--" + +The wife put her fingers on his lips, and, turning to me, said +with a peculiar sorrow, "Will they fetch him to me?" + +I assured her that they would. + +The old man fixed his eyes on me most strangely, and then, +stretching out his finger and leaning forward, he said, with a +voice of senile wildness, "Ah, ah, the coat of our little Jean!" + +I stood there like any criminal caught in his shameful act. +Though I had not forgotten that I wore the dead man's clothes, I +could not think that they would be recognized, for they seemed like +others of the French army--white, with violet facings. I can not +tell to this day what it was that enabled them to detect the coat; +but there I stood condemned before them. + +The wife sprang to her feet, came to me with a set face, and +stared stonily at the coat for an instant. Then, with a cry of +alarm, she made for the door; but I stepped quickly before her, and +bade her wait till she heard what I had to say. Like lightning it +all went through my brain. I was ruined if she gave an alarm: all +Quebec would be at my heels, and my purposes would be defeated. +There was but one thing to do--tell her the whole truth, and trust +her; for I had at least done fairly by her and by the dead man. + +So I told them how Jean Labrouk had met his death; told them who +I was, and why I was in Quebec--how Jean died in my arms; and, +taking from my breast the cross that Mathilde had given me, I swore +by it that every word which I said was true. The wife scarcely +stirred while I spoke, but with wide dry eyes and hands clasping +and unclasping heard me through. I told her how I might have left +Jean to die without a sign or message to them, how I had put the +cross to his lips as he went forth, and how by coming here at all I +placed my safety in her hands, and now, by telling my story, my +life itself. + +It was a daring and a difficult task. When I had finished, both +sat silent for a moment, and then the old man said, "Ay, ay, Jean's +father and his uncle Marmon were killed a-horseback, and by the +knife. Ay, ay, it is our way. Jean was good company--none better, +mass over, on a Sunday. Come, we will light candles for Jean, and +comb his hair back sweet, and masses shall be said, and--" + +Again the woman interrupted, quieting him. Then she turned to +me, and I awaited her words with a desperate sort of courage. + +"I believe you," she said. "I remember you now. My sister was +the wife of your keeper at the common jail. You shall be safe. +Alas! my Jean might have died without a word to me all alone in +the night. Merci mille fois, monsieur!" Then she rocked a little +to and fro, and the old man looked at her like a curious child. At +last, "I must go to him," she said. "My poor Jean must be brought +home." + +I told her I had already left word concerning the body at +headquarters. She thanked me again. Overcome as she was, she went +and brought me a peasant's hat and coat. Such trust and kindness +touched me. Trembling, she took from me the coat and hat I had +worn, and she put her hands before her eyes when she saw a little +spot of blood upon the flap of a pocket. The old man reached out +his hands, and, taking them, he held them on his knees, whispering +to himself. + +"You will be safe here," the wife said to me. "The loft above is +small, but it will hide you, if you have no better place." + +I was thankful that I had told her all the truth. I should be snug +here, awaiting the affair in the cathedral on the morrow. There +was Voban, but I knew not of him, or whether he was open to aid or +shelter me. His own safety had been long in peril; he might be dead, +for all I knew. I thanked the poor woman warmly, and then asked her +if the old man might not betray me to strangers. She bade me leave +all that to her--that I should be safe for a while, at least. + +Soon afterwards I went abroad, and made my way by a devious +route to Voban's house. As I did so, I could see the lights of our +fleet in the Basin, and the camp-fires of our army on the Levis +shore, on Isle Orleans, and even at Montmorenci, and the myriad +lights in the French encampment at Beauport. How impossible it all +looked--to unseat from this high rock the Empire of France! Ay, +and how hard it would be to get out of this same city with Alixe! + +Voban's house stood amid a mass of ruins, itself broken a little, +but still sound enough to live in. There was no light. I clambered +over debris, made my way to his bedroom window, and tapped on the +shutter. There was no response. I tried to open it, but it would not +stir. So I thrust beneath it, on the chance of his finding it if he +opened the casement in the morning, a little piece of paper, with +one word upon it--the name of his brother. He knew my handwriting, +and he would guess where to-morrow would find me, for I had also +hastily drawn upon the paper the entrance of the cathedral. + +I went back to the little house by the cathedral, and was +admitted by the stricken wife. The old man was abed. I climbed up +to the small loft, and lay there wide-awake for hours. At last came +the sounds that I had waited for, and presently I knew by the tramp +beneath, and by low laments floating up, that a wife was mourning +over the dead body of her husband. I lay long and listened to the +varying sounds, but at last all became still, and I fell asleep. + + + +XXV + +IN THE CATHEDRAL + + +I awoke with the dawn, and, dressing, looked out of the window, +seeing the brindled light spread over the battered roofs and ruins +of the Lower Town. A bell was calling to prayers in the Jesuit +College not far away, and bugle-calls told of the stirring +garrison. Soldiers and stragglers passed down the street near by, +and a few starved peasants crept about the cathedral with downcast +eyes, eager for crumbs that a well-fed soldier might cast aside. +Yet I knew that in the Intendant's Palace and among the officers +of the army there was abundance, with revelry and dissipation. + +Presently I drew to the trap-door of my loft, and, raising it +gently, came down the ladder to the little hallway, and softly +opened the door of the room where Labrouk's body lay. Candles +were burning at his head and his feet, and two peasants sat dozing +in chairs near by. I could see Labrouk's face plainly in the +flickering light: a rough, wholesome face it was, refined by death, +yet unshaven and unkempt, too. Here was work for Voban's shears and +razor. Presently there was a footstep behind me, and, turning, I +saw in the half-light the widowed wife. + +"Madame," said I in a whisper, "I too weep with you. I pray for +as true an end for myself." + +"He was of the true faith, thank the good God," she said +sincerely. She passed into the room, and the two watchers, after +taking refreshment, left the house. Suddenly she hastened to the +door, called one back, and, pointing to the body, whispered +something. The peasant nodded and turned away. She came back into +the room, stood looking at the face of the dead man for a moment, +and bent over and kissed the crucifix clasped in the cold hands. +Then she stepped about the room, moving a chair and sweeping up a +speck of dust in a mechanical way. Presently, as if she again +remembered me, she asked me to enter the room. Then she bolted the +outer door of the house. I stood looking at the body of her husband, +and said, "Were it not well to have Voban the barber?" + +"I have sent for him and for Gabord," she replied. "Gabord was +Jean's good friend. He is with General Montcalm. The Governor put +him in prison because of the marriage of Mademoiselle Duvarney, but +Monsieur Doltaire set him free, and now he serves General Montcalm. + +"I have work in the cathedral," continued the poor woman, "and I +shall go to it this morning as I have always gone. There is a +little unused closet in a gallery where you may hide, and still see +all that happens. It is your last look at the lady, and I will give +it to you, as you gave me to know of my Jean." + +"My last look?" I asked eagerly. + +"She goes into the nunnery to-morrow, they say," was the reply. +"Her marriage is to be set aside by the bishop to-day--in the +cathedral. This is her last night to live as such as I--but no, +she will be happier so." + +"Madame," said I, "I am a heretic, but I listened when your +husband said, 'Mon grand homme de Calvaire, bon soir!' Was the +cross less a cross because a heretic put it to his lips? Is a +marriage less a marriage because a heretic is the husband? Madame, +you loved your Jean; if he were living now, what would you do to +keep him. Think, madame, is not love more than all?" + +She turned to the dead body. "Mon petit Jean!" she +murmured, but made no reply to me, and for many minutes the room +was silent. At last she turned, and said, "You must come at once, +for soon the priests will be at the church. A little later I will +bring you some breakfast, and you must not stir from there till I +come to fetch you--no." + +"I wish to see Voban," said I. + +She thought a moment. "I will try to fetch him to you by-and-bye," +she said. She did not speak further, but finished the sentence by +pointing to the body. + +Presently, hearing footsteps, she drew me into another little +room. "It is the grandfather," she said. "He has forgotten you +already, and he must not see you again." + +We saw the old man hobble into the room we had left, carrying in +one arm Jean's coat and hat. He stood still, and nodded at the body +and mumbled to himself; then he went over and touched the hands and +forehead, nodding wisely; after which he came to his armchair, and, +sitting down, spread the coat over his knees, put the cap on it, +and gossiped with himself: + + "In eild our idle fancies all return, + The mind's eye cradled by the open grave." + +A moment later, the woman passed from the rear of the house to +the vestry door of the cathedral. After a minute, seeing no one +near, I followed, came to the front door, entered, and passed up a +side aisle towards the choir. There was no one to be seen, but soon +the woman came out of the vestry and beckoned to me nervously. I +followed her quick movements, and was soon in a narrow stairway, +coming, after fifty steps or so, to a sort of cloister, from which +we went into a little cubiculum, or cell, with a wooden lattice +door which opened on a small gallery. Through the lattices the +nave amid choir could be viewed distinctly. + +Without a word the woman turned and left me, and I sat down on a +little stone bench and waited. I saw the acolytes come and go, +and priests move back and forth before the altar; I smelt the +grateful incense as it rose when mass was said; I watched the people +gather in little clusters at the different shrines, or seek the +confessional, or kneel to receive the blessed sacrament. Many who +came were familiar--among them Mademoiselle Lucie Lotbiniere. Lucie +prayed long before a shrine of the Virgin, and when she rose at last +her face bore signs of weeping. Also I noticed her suddenly start as +she moved down the aisle, for a figure came forward from seclusion +and touched her arm. As he half turned I saw that it was Juste +Duvarney. The girl drew back from him, raising her hand as if in +protest, and it struck me that her grief and her repulse of him had +to do with putting Alixe away into a nunnery. + +I sat hungry and thirsty for quite three hours, and then the +church became empty, and only an old verger kept a seat by the +door, half asleep, though the artillery of both armies was at work, +and the air was laden with the smell of powder. (Until this time +our batteries had avoided firing on the churches.) At last I heard +footsteps near me in the dark stairway, and I felt for my pistols, +for the feet were not those of Labrouk's wife. I waited anxiously, +and was overjoyed to see Voban enter my hiding-place, bearing some +food. I greeted him warmly, but he made little demonstration. He +was like one who, occupied with some great matter, passed through +the usual affairs of life with a distant eye. Immediately he +handed me a letter, saying: + +"M'sieu', I give my word to hand you this--in a day or a year, +as I am able. I get your message to me this morning, and then I +come to care for Jean Labrouk, and so I find you here, and I +give the letter. It come to me last night." + +The letter was from Alixe. I opened it with haste, and, in the +dim light, read: + +MY BELOVED HUSBAND: Oh, was there no power in earth or heaven to +bring me to your arms to-day? + +To-morow they come to see my marriage annulled by the Church. +And every one will say it is annulled--every one but me. I, in +God's name, will say no, though it break my heart to oppose +myself to them all. + +Why did my brother come back? He has been hard--O, Robert, he +has been hard upon me, and yet I was ever kind to him! My father, +too, he listens to the Church, and, though he likes not Monsieur +Doltaire, he works for him in a hundred ways without seeing it. +I, alas! see it too well, and my brother is as wax in monsieur's +hands. Juste loves Lucie Lotbiniere--that should make him kind. +She, sweet friend, does not desert me, but is kept from me. She +says she will not yield to Juste's suit until he yields to me. +If--oh, if Madame Jamond had not gone to Montreal! + +...As I was writing the foregoing sentence, my father asked to +see me, and we have had a talk--ah, a most bitter talk! + +"Alixe," said he, "this is our last evening together, and I +would have it peaceful." + +"My father," said I, "it is not my will that this evening be our +last; and for peace, I long for it with all my heart." + +He frowned, and answered, "You have brought me trouble and +sorrow. Mother of God! was it not possible for you to be as +your sister Georgette? I gave her less love, yet she honours +me more." + +"She honours you, my father, by a sweet, good life, and by marriage +into an honourable family, and at your word she gives her hand to +Monsieur Auguste de la Darante. She marries to your pleasure, +therefore she has peace and your love. I marry a man of my own +choosing, a bitterly wronged gentleman, and you treat me as some +wicked thing. Is that like a father who loves his child?" + +"The wronged gentleman, as you call him, invaded that which is +the pride of every honest gentleman," he said. + +"And what is that?" asked I quietly, though I felt the blood +beating at my temples. + +"My family honour, the good name and virtue of my daughter." + +I got to my feet, and looked my father in the eyes with an anger +and a coldness that hurts me now when I think of it, and I said, "I +will not let you speak so to me. Friendless though I be, you shall +not. You have the power to oppress me, but you shall not slander me +to my face. Can not you leave insults to my enemies?" + +"I will never leave you to the insults of this mock marriage," +answered he, angrily also. "Two days hence I take command of five +thousand burghers, and your brother Juste serves with General +Montcalm. There is to be last fighting soon between us and the +English. I do not doubt of the result, but I may fall, and your +brother also, and, should the English win, I will not leave you to +him you call your husband. Therefore you shall be kept safe where +no alien hands may reach you. The Church will hold you close." + +I calmed myself again while listening to him, and I asked, "Is +there no other way?" + +He shook his head. + +"Is there no Monsieur Doltaire?" said I. "He has a king's blood +in his veins!" + +He looked sharply at me. "You are mocking," he replied. "No, no, +that is no way, either. Monsieur Doltaire must never mate with +daughter of mine. I will take care of that; the Church is a perfect +if gentle jailer." + +I could bear it no longer. I knelt to him. I begged him to have +pity on me. I pleaded with him; I recalled the days when, as a +child, I sat upon his knee and listened to the wonderful tales he +told; I begged him, by the memory of all the years when he and I +were such true friends to be kind to me now, to be merciful--even +though he thought I had done wrong--to be merciful. I asked him to +remember that I was a motherless girl, and that if I had missed the +way to happiness he ought not to make my path bitter to the end. I +begged him to give me back his love and confidence, and, if I must +for evermore be parted from you, to let me be with him, not to put +me away into a convent. + +Oh, how my heart leaped when I saw his face soften! "Well, +well," he said, "if I live, you shall be taken from the convent; +but for the present, till this fighting is over, it is the only +safe place. There, too, you shall be safe from Monsieur +Doltaire." + +It was poor comfort. "But should you be killed, and the English +take Quebec?" said I. + +"When I am dead," he answered, "when I am dead, then there is +your brother." + +"And if he speaks for Monsieur Doltaire?" asked I. + +"There is the Church and God always," he answered. + +"And my own husband, the man who saved your life, my father," I +urged gently; and when he would have spoken I threw myself into his +arms--the first time in such long, long weeks!--and, stopping his +lips with my fingers, burst into tears on his breast. I think much +of his anger against me passed, yet before he left he said he could +not now prevent the annulment of the marriage, even if he would, +for other powers were at work; which powers I supposed to be the +Governor, for certain reasons of enmity to my father and me--alas! +how changed is he, the vain old man!--and Monsieur Doltaire, whose +ends I knew so well. So they will unwed us to-morrow, Robert; but +be sure that I shall never be unwed in my own eyes, and that I will +wait till I die, hoping you will come and take me--oh, Robert, my +husband--take me home. + +If I had one hundred men, I would fight my way out of this city, +and to you; but, dear, I have none, not even Gabord, who is not let +come near me. There is but Voban. Yet he will bear you this, if it +be possible, for he comes to-night to adorn my fashionable brother. +The poor Mathilde I have not seen of late. She has vanished. When +they began to keep me close, and carried me off at last into the +country, where we were captured by the English, I could not see +her, and my heart aches for her. + +God bless you, Robert, and farewell. How we shall smile, when +all this misery is done! Oh, say we shall, say we shall smile, and +all this misery cease. Will you not take me home? Do you still +love thy wife, thy + +ALIXE? + +I bade Voban come to me at the little house behind the church +that night at ten o'clock, and by then I should have arranged some +plan of action. I knew not whether to trust Gabord or no. I was +sorry now that I had not tried to bring Clark with me. He was +fearless, and he knew the town well; but he lacked discretion, +and that was vital. + +Two hours of waiting, then came a scene which is burned into my +brain. I looked down upon a mass of people, soldiers, couriers of +the woods, beggars, priests, camp followers, and anxious gentlefolk, +come from seclusion, or hiding, or vigils of war, to see a host of +powers torture a young girl who by suffering had been made a woman +long before her time. Out in the streets was the tramping of armed +men, together with the call of bugles and the sharp rattle of drums. +Presently I heard the hoofs of many horses, and soon afterwards +there entered the door, and way was made for him up the nave, +the Marquis de Vaudreuil and his suite, with the Chevalier de la +Darante, the Intendant, and--to my indignation--Juste Duvarney. + +They had no sooner taken their places than, from a little side +door near the vestry, there entered the Seigneur Duvarney and +Alixe, who, coming down slowly, took places very near the chancel +steps. The Seigneur was pale and stern, and carried himself with +great dignity. His glance never shifted from the choir, where the +priests slowly entered and took their places, the aged and feeble +bishop going falteringly to his throne. Alixe's face was pale and +sorrowful, and yet it had a dignity and self-reliance that gave +it a kind of grandeur. A buzz passed through the building, yet I +noted, too, with gladness that there were tears on many faces. + +A figure stole in beside Alixe. It was Mademoiselle Lotbiniere, who +immediately was followed by her mother. I leaned forward, perfectly +hidden, and listened to the singsong voices of the priests, the +musical note of the responses, heard the Kyrie Eleison, the +clanging of the belfry bell as the host was raised by the trembling +bishop. The silence which followed the mournful voluntary played by +the organ was most painful to me. + +At that moment a figure stepped from behind a pillar, and gave +Alixe a deep, scrutinizing look. It was Doltaire. He was graver +than I had ever seen him, and was dressed scrupulously in black, +with a little white lace showing at the wrists and neck. A +handsomer figure it would be hard to see; and I hated him for it, +and wondered what new devilry was in his mind. He seemed to sweep +the church with a glance. Nothing could have escaped that swift, +searching look. His eyes were even raised to where I was, so that +I involuntarily drew back, though I knew he could not see me. + +I was arrested suddenly by a curious disdainful, even sneering +smile which played upon his face as he looked at Vaudreuil and +Bigot. There was in it more scorn than malice, more triumph than +active hatred. All at once I remembered what he had said to me +the day before: that he had commission from the King through La +Pompadour to take over the reins of government from the two +confederates, and send them to France to answer the charges made +against them. + +At last the bishop came forward, and read from a paper as follows: + +"Forasmuch as a well-beloved child of our Holy Church, Mademoiselle +Alixe Duvarney, of the parish of Beauport and of this cathedral +parish, in this province of New France, forgetting her manifest duty +and our sacred teaching, did illegally and in sinful error make +feigned contract of marriage with one Robert Moray, captain in a +Virginian regiment, a heretic, a spy, and an enemy to our country; +and forasmuch as this was done in violence of all nice habit and +commendable obedience to Mother Church and our national uses, we +do hereby declare and make void this alliance until such time as +the Holy Father at Rome shall finally approve our action and +proclaiming. And it is enjoined upon Mademoiselle Alixe Duvarney, +on peril of her soul's salvation, to obey us in this matter, and +neither by word or deed or thought have commerce more with this +notorious and evil heretic and foe of our Church and of our country. +It is also the plain duty of the faithful children of our Holy +Church to regard this Captain Moray with a pious hatred, and to +destroy him without pity; and any good cunning or enticement which +should lure him to the punishment he so much deserves shall be +approved. Furthermore, Mademoiselle Alixe Duvarney shall, until +such times as there shall be peace in this land, and the molesting +English are driven back with slaughter--and for all time, if the +heart of our sister incline to penitence and love of Christ--be +confined within the Convent of the Ursulines, and cared for with +great tenderness." + +He left off reading, and began to address himself to Alixe +directly; but she rose in her place, and while surprise and awe +seized the congregation, she said: + +"Monseigneur, I must needs, at my father's bidding, hear the +annulment of my marriage, but I will not hear this public +exhortation. I am but a poor girl, unlearned in the law, and I must +needs submit to your power, for I have no one here to speak for me. +But my soul and my conscience I carry to my Saviour, and I have no +fear to answer Him. I am sorry that I have offended against my +people and my country and Holy Church, but I repent not that I love +and hold to my husband. You must do with me as you will, but in +this I shall never willingly yield." + +She turned to her father, and all the people breathed hard; for +it passed their understanding, and seemed most scandalous that a +girl could thus defy the Church, and answer the bishop in his own +cathedral. Her father rose, and then I saw her sway with faintness. +I know not what might have occurred, for the bishop stood with hand +upraised and a great indignation in his face, about to speak, when +out of the desultory firing from our batteries there came a shell, +which burst even at the cathedral entrance, tore away a portion of +the wall, and killed and wounded a number of people. + +Then followed a panic which the priests in vain tried to quell. +The people swarmed into the choir and through the vestry. I saw +Doltaire with Juste Duvarney spring swiftly to the side of Alixe, +and, with her father, put her and Mademoiselle Lotbiniere into +the pulpit, forming a ring round it, and preventing the crowd +from trampling on them, as, suddenly gone mad, they swarmed past. +The Governor, the Intendant, and the Chevalier de la Darante did +as much also for Madame Lotbiniere; and as soon as the crush had +in a little subsided, a number of soldiers cleared the way, and +I saw my wife led from the church. I longed to leap down there +among them and claim her, but that thought was madness, for I +should have been food for worms in a trice, so I kept my place. + + + +XXVI + +THE SECRET OF THE TAPESTRY + + +That evening, at eight o'clock, Jean Labrouk was buried. A +shell had burst not a dozen paces from his own door, within the +consecrated ground of the cathedral, and in a hole it had made he +was laid, the only mourners his wife and his grandfather, and two +soldiers of his company sent by General Bougainville to bury him. +I watched the ceremony from my loft, which had one small dormer +window. It was dark, but burning buildings in the Lower Town made +all light about the place. I could hear the grandfather mumbling +and talking to the body as it was lowered into the ground. While +yet the priest was hastily reading prayers, a dusty horseman came +riding to the grave, and dismounted. + +"Jean," he said, looking at the grave, "Jean Labrouk, a man dies +well that dies with his gaiters on, aho! ... What have you said +for Jean Labrouk, m'sieu'?" he added to the priest. + +The priest stared at him, as though he had presumed. + +"Well?" said Gabord. "Well?" + +The priest answered nothing, but prepared to go, whispering a +word of comfort to the poor wife. Gabord looked at the soldiers, +looked at the wife, at the priest, then spread out his legs and +stuck his hands down into his pockets, while his horse rubbed its +nose against his shoulder. He fixed his eyes on the grave, and +nodded once or twice musingly. + +"Well," he said at last, as if he had found a perfect virtue, +and the one or only thing that could be said, "well, he never +eat his words, that Jean." + +A moment afterwards he came into the house with Babette, leaving +one of the soldiers holding his horse. After the old man had gone, +I heard him say, "Were you at mass to-day? And did you see all?" + +And when she had answered yes, he continued: "It was a mating as +birds mate, but mating was it, and holy fathers and Master Devil +Doltaire can't change it till cock-pheasant Moray come rocketing to +'s grave. They would have hanged me for my part in it, but I repent +not, for they have wickedly hunted this little lady." + +"I weep with her," said Jean's wife. + +"Ay, ay, weep on, Babette," he answered. + +"Has she asked help of you?" said the wife. + +"Truly; but I know not what says she, for I read not, but I know +her pecking. Here it is. But you must be secret." + +Looking through a crack in the floor, I could plainly see them. +She took the letter from him and read aloud: + +"If Gabord the soldier have a good heart still, as ever +he had in the past, he will again help a poor +friendless woman. She needs him, for all are against her. Will he +leave her alone among her enemies? Will he not aid her to fly? At +eight o'clock to-morrow night she will be taken to the Convent of +the Ursulines, to be there shut in. Will he not come to her +before that time?" + +For a moment after the reading there was silence, and I could see +the woman looking at him curiously. "What will you do?" she asked. + +"My faith, there's nut to crack, for I have little time. This +letter but reached me with the news of Jean, two hours ago, and I +know not what to do, but, scratching my head, here comes word from +General Montcalm that I must ride to Master Devil Doltaire with a +letter, and I must find him wherever he may be, and give it +straight. So forth I come; and I must be at my post again by morn, +said the General." + +"It is now nine o'clock, and she will be in the convent," said +the woman tentatively. + +"Aho!" he answered, "and none can enter there but Governor, if +holy Mother say no. So now goes Master Devil there? 'Gabord,' quoth +he, 'you shall come with me to the convent at ten o'clock, bringing +three stout soldiers of the garrison. Here's an order on Monsieur +Ramesay, the Commandant. Choose you the men, and fail me not, or +you shall swing aloft, dear Gabord.' Sweet lovers of hell, but +Master Devil shall have swinging too one day." He put his thumb to +his nose, and spread his fingers out. + +Presently he seemed to note something in the woman's eyes, for +he spoke almost sharply to her: "Jean Labrouk was honest man, and +kept faith with comrades." + +"And I keep faith too, comrade," was the answer. + +"Gabord's a brute to doubt you," he rejoined quickly, and he +drew from his pocket a piece of gold, and made her take it, +though she much resisted. + +Meanwhile my mind was made up. I saw, I thought, through "Master +Devil's" plan, and I felt, too, that Gabord would not betray me. In +any case, Gabord and I could fight it out. If he opposed me, it was +his life or mine, for too much was at stake, and all my plans were +now changed by his astounding news. At that moment Voban entered +the room without knocking. Here was my cue, and so, to prevent +explanations, I crept quickly down, opened the door, came in on +them. + +They wheeled at my footsteps; the woman gave a little cry, and +Gabord's hand went to his pistol. There was a wild sort of look in +his face, as though he could not trust his eyes. I took no notice of +the menacing pistol, but went straight to him and held out my hand. + +"Gabord," said I, "you are not my jailer now." + +"I'll be your guard to citadel," said he, after a moment's dumb +surprise, refusing my outstretched hand. + +"Neither guard nor jailer any more, Gabord," said I seriously. +"We've had enough of that, my friend." + +The soldier and the jailer had been working in him, and his +fingers trifled with the trigger. In all things he was the foeman +first. But now something else was working in him. I saw this, and +added pointedly, "No more cage, Gabord, not even for reward of +twenty thousand livres and at command of Holy Church." + +He smiled grimly, too grimly, I thought, and turned inquiringly +to Babette. In a few words she told him all, tears dropping from +her eyes. + +"If you take him, you betray me," she said; "and what would Jean +say, if he knew?" + +"Gabord," said I, "I come not as a spy; I come to seek my wife, +and she counts you as her friend. Do harm to me, and you do harm to +her. Serve me, and you serve her. Gabord, you said to her once that +I was an honourable man." + +He put up his pistol. "Aho, you've put your head in the trap. +Stir, and click goes the spring." + +"I must have my wife," I continued. "Shall the nest you helped +to make go empty?" + +I worked upon him to such purpose that, all bristling with war +at first, he was shortly won over to my scheme, which I disclosed +to him while the wife made us a cup of coffee. Through all our talk +Voban had sat eying us with a covert interest, yet showing no +excitement. He had been unable to reach Alixe. She had been taken +to the convent, and immediately afterwards her father and brother +had gone their ways--Juste to General Montcalm, and the Seigneur +to the French camp. Thus Alixe did not know that I was in Quebec. + +An hour after this I was marching, with two other men and Gabord, +to the Convent of the Ursulines, dressed in the ordinary costume +of a French soldier, got from the wife of Jean Labrouk. In manner +and speech though I was somewhat dull, my fellows thought, I was +enough like a peasant soldier to deceive them, and my French was +more fluent than their own. I was playing a desperate game; yet +I liked it, for it had a fine spice of adventure apart from the +great matter at stake. If I could but carry it off, I should have +sufficient compensation for all my miseries, in spite of their +twenty thousand livres and Holy Church. + +In a few minutes we came to the convent, and halted outside, +waiting for Doltaire. Presently he came, and, looking sharply at us +all, he ordered two to wait outside, and Gabord and myself to come +with him. Then he stood looking at the building curiously for a +moment. A shell had broken one wing of it, and this portion had +been abandoned; but the faithful Sisters clung still to their home, +though urged constantly by the Governor to retire to the Hotel Dieu, +which was outside the reach of shot and shell. This it was their +intention soon to do, for within the past day or so our batteries +had not sought to spare the convent. As Doltaire looked he laughed +to himself, and then said, "Too quiet for gay spirits, this hearse. +Come, Gabord, and fetch this slouching fellow," nodding towards me. + +Then he knocked loudly. No one came, and he knocked again and +again. At last the door was opened by the Mother Superior, who was +attended by two others. She started at seeing Doltaire. + +"What do you wish, monsieur?" she asked. + +"I come on business of the King, good Mother," he replied +seriously, and stepped inside. + +"It is a strange hour for business," she said severely. + +"The King may come at all hours," he answered soothingly: "is it +not so? By the law he may enter when he wills." + +"You are not the King, monsieur," she objected, with her head +held up sedately. + +"Or the Governor may come, good Mother?" + +"You are not the Governor, Monsieur Doltaire," she said, more +sharply still. + +"But a Governor may demand admittance to this convent, and by +the order of his Most Christian Majesty he may not be refused: +is it not so?" + +"Must I answer the catechism of Monsieur Doltaire?" + +"But is it not so?" he asked again urbanely. + +"It is so, yet how does that concern you, monsieur?" + +"In every way," and he smiled. + +"This is unseemly, monsieur. What is your business?" + +"The Governor's business, good Mother." + +"Then let the Governor's messenger give his message and depart +in peace," she answered, her hand upon the door. + +"Not the Governor's messenger, but the Governor himself," he +rejoined gravely. + +He turned and was about to shut the door, but she stopped him. +"This is no house for jesting, monsieur," she said. "I will arouse +the town if you persist.--Sister," she added to one standing near, +"the bell!" + +"You fill your office with great dignity and merit, Mere St. +George," he said, as he put out his hand and stayed the Sister. +"I commend you for your discretion. Read this," he continued, +handing her a paper. + +A Sister held a light, and the Mother read it. As she did so +Doltaire made a motion to Gabord, and he shut the door quickly +on us. Mere St. George looked up from the paper, startled and +frightened too. + +"Your Excellency!" she exclaimed. + +"You are the first to call me so," he replied. "I thought to +leave untouched this good gift of the King, and to let the Marquis +de Vaudreuil and the admirable Bigot untwist the coil they have +made. But no. After some too generous misgivings, I now claim my +own. I could not enter here, to speak with a certain lady, save +as the Governor, but as the Governor I now ask speech with +Mademoiselle Duvarney. Do you hesitate?" he added. "Do you doubt +that signature of his Majesty? Then see this. Here is a line from +the Marquis de Vaudreuil, the late Governor. It is not dignified, +one might say it is craven, but it is genuine." + +Again the distressed lady read, and again she said, "Your +Excellency!" Then, "You wish to see her in my presence, +your Excellency?" + +"Alone, good Mother," he softly answered. + +"Your Excellency, will you, the first officer in the land, defy +our holy rules, and rob us of our privilege to protect and comfort +and save?" + +"I defy nothing," he replied. "The lady is here against her will, +a prisoner. She desires not your governance and care. In any case, +I must speak with her; and be assured, I honour you the more for +your solicitude, and will ask your counsel when I have finished +talk with her." + +Was ever man so crafty? After a moment's thought she turned, +dismissed the others, and led the way, and Gabord and I followed. +We were bidden to wait outside a room, well lighted but bare, as I +could see through the open door. Doltaire entered, smiling, and +then bowed the nun on her way to summon Alixe. Gabord and I stood +there, not speaking, for both were thinking of the dangerous game +now playing. In a few minutes the Mother returned, bringing Alixe. +The light from the open door shone upon her face. My heart leaped, +for there was in her look such a deep sorrow. She was calm, save +for those shining yet steady eyes; they were like furnaces, burning +up the colour of her cheeks. She wore a soft black gown, with no +sign of ornament, and her gold-brown hair was bound with a piece of +black velvet ribbon. Her beauty was deeper than I had ever seen it; +a peculiar gravity seemed to have added years to her life. As she +passed me her sleeve brushed my arm, as it did that day I was +arrested in her father's house. She started, as though I had +touched her fingers, but only half turned toward me, for her mind +was wholly occupied with the room where Doltaire was. + +At that moment Gabord coughed slightly, and she turned quickly +to him. Her eyes flashed intelligence, and presently, as she passed +in, a sort of hope seemed to have come on her face to lighten its +painful pensiveness. The Mother Superior entered with her, the door +closed, and then, after a little, the Mother came out again. As +she did so I saw a look of immediate purpose in her face, and her +hurrying step persuaded me she was bent on some project of espial. +So I made a sign to Gabord and followed her. As she turned the +corner of the hallway just beyond, I stepped forward silently and +watched her enter a room that would, I knew, be next to this we +guarded. + +Listening at the door for a moment, I suddenly and softly turned +the handle and entered, to see the good Mother with a panel drawn +in the wall before her, and her face set to it. She stepped back as +I shut the door and turned the key in the lock. I put my finger to +my lips, for she seemed about to cry out. + +"Hush!" said I. "I watch for those who love her. I am here to +serve her--and you." + +"You are a servant of the Seigneur's?" she said, the alarm +passing out of her face. + +"I served the Seigneur, good Mother," I answered, "and I would +lay down my life for ma'm'selle." + +"You would hear?" she asked, pointing to the panel. + +I nodded. + +"You speak French not like a Breton or Norman," she added. "What +is your province?" + +"I am an Auvergnian." + +She said no more, but motioned to me, enjoining silence also by +a sign, and I stood with her beside the panel. Before it was a +piece of tapestry which was mere gauze in one place, and I could +see through and hear perfectly. The room we were in was at least +four feet higher than the other, and we looked down on its +occupants. + +"Presently, holy Mother," said I, "all shall be told true to +you, if you wish it. It is not your will to watch and hear; it +is because you love the lady. But I love her, too, and I am to +be trusted. It is not business for such as you." + +She saw my implied rebuke, and said, as I thought a little abashed, +"You will tell me all? And if he would take her forth, give me alarm +in the room opposite yonder door, and stay them, and--" + +"Stay them, holy Mother, at the price of my life. I have the +honour of her family in my hands." + +She looked at me gravely, and I assumed a peasant openness of +look and honesty. She was deceived completely, and, without further +speech, she stepped to the door like a ghost and was gone. I never +saw a human being so noiseless, so uncanny. Our talk had been +carried on silently, and I had closed the panel quietly, so that we +could not be heard by Alixe or Doltaire. Now I was alone, to see +and hear my wife in speech with my enemy, the man who had made a +strong, and was yet to make a stronger fight to unseat me in her +affections. + +There was a moment's compunction, in which I hesitated to see +this meeting; but there was Alixe's safety to be thought on, and +what might he not here disclose of his intentions!--knowing which, +I should act with judgment, and not in the dark. I trusted Alixe, +though I knew well that this hour would see the great struggle in +her between this scoundrel and myself. I knew that he had ever had +a sort of power over her, even while she loathed his character; +that he had a hundred graces I had not, place which I had not, an +intellect that ever delighted me, and a will like iron when it was +called into action. I thought for one moment longer ere I moved +the panel. My lips closed tight, and I felt a pang at my heart. + +Suppose, in this conflict, this singular man, acting on a nature +already tried beyond reason, should bend it to his will, to which +it was, in some radical ways, inclined? Well, if that should be, +then I would go forth and never see her more. She must make her +choice out of her own heart and spirit, and fight this fight alone, +and having fought, and lost or won, the result should be final, +should stand, though she was my wife, and I was bound in honour to +protect her from all that might invade her loyalty, to cherish her +through all temptation and distress. But our case was a strange one, +and it must be dealt with according to its strangeness--our only +guides our consciences. There were no precedents to meet our needs; +our way had to be hewn out of a noisome, pathless wood. I made up my +mind: I would hear and see all. So I slid the panel softly, and put +my eyes to the tapestry. How many times did I see, in the next hour, +my wife's eyes upraised to this very tapestry, as if appealing to +the Madonna upon it! How many times did her eyes look into mine +without knowing it! And more than once Doltaire followed her +glance, and a faint smile passed over his face, as if he saw and +was interested in the struggle in her, apart from his own passion +and desires. + +When first I looked in, she was standing near a tall high-backed +chair, in almost the same position as on the day when Doltaire told +me of Braddock's death, accused me of being a spy, and arrested me. +It gave me, too, a thrill to see her raise her handkerchief to her +mouth as if to stop a cry, as she had done then, the black sleeve +falling away from her perfect rounded arm, now looking almost like +marble against the lace. She held her handkerchief to her lips for +quite a minute; and indeed it covered more than a little of her +face, so that the features most showing were her eyes, gazing at +Doltaire with a look hard to interpret, for there seemed in it +trouble, entreaty, wonder, resistance, and a great sorrow--no fear, +trepidation, or indirectness. + +His disturbing words were these: "To-night I am the Governor of +this country. You once doubted my power--that was when you would +save your lover from death. I proved it in that small thing--I saved +him. Well, when you saw me carried off to the Bastile--it looked +like that--my power seemed to vanish: is it not so? We have talked +of this before, but now is a time to review all things again. And +once more I say I am the Governor of New France. I have had the +commission in my hands ever since I came back. But I have spoken of +it to no one--except your lover." + +"My husband!" she said steadily, crushing the handkerchief in +her hand, which now rested upon the chair-arm. + +"Well, well, your husband--after a fashion. I did not care to +use this as an argument. I chose to win you by personal means +alone, to have you give yourself to Tinoir Doltaire because you +set him before any other man. I am vain, you see; but then vanity +is no sin when one has fine aspirations, and I aspire to you!" + +She made a motion with her hand. "Oh, can you not spare me this +to-day of all days in my life--your Excellency?" + +"Let it be plain 'monsieur,'" he answered. "I can not spare you, +for this day decides all. As I said, I desired you. At first my +wish was to possess you at any cost: I was your hunter only. I am +still your hunter, but in a different way. I would rather have you +in my arms than save New France; and with Montcalm I could save it. +Vaudreuil is a blunderer and a fool; he has sold the country. But +what ambition is that? New France may come and go, and be forgotten, +and you and I be none the worse. There are other provinces to +conquer. But for me there is only one province, and I will lift my +standard there, and build a grand chateau of my happiness there. +That is my hope, and that is why I come to conquer it, and not the +English. Let the English go--all save one, and he must die. Already +he is dead; he died to-day at the altar of the cathedral--" + +"No, no, no!" broke in Alixe, her voice low and firm. + +"But yes," he said; "but yes, he is dead to you forever. The +Church has said so; the state says so; your people say so; race and +all manner of good custom say so; and I, who love you better--yes, +a hundred times better than he--say so." + +She made a hasty, deprecating gesture with her hand. "Oh, carry +this old song elsewhere," she said, "for I am sick of it." There +were now both scorn and weariness in her tone. + +He had a singular patience, and he resented nothing. "I understand," +he went on, "what it was sent your heart his way. He came to you +when you were yet a child, before you had learnt the first secret +of life. He was a captive, a prisoner, he had a wound got in fair +fighting, and I will do him the credit to say he was an honest man; +he was no spy." + +She looked up at him with a slight flush, almost of gratitude. +"I know that well," she returned. "I knew there was other cause +than spying at the base of all ill treatment of him. I know that +you, you alone, kept him prisoner here five long years." + +"Not I; the Grande Marquise--for weighty reasons. You should not +fret at those five years, since it gave you what you have cherished +so much, a husband--after a fashion. But yet we will do him +justice: he is an honourable fighter, he has parts and graces of a +rude order. But he will never go far in life; he has no instincts +and habits common with you; it has been, so far, a compromise, +founded upon the old-fashioned romance of ill-used captive and +soft-hearted maid; the compassion, too, of the superior for the +low, the free for the caged." + +"Compassion such as your Excellency feels for me, no doubt," she +said, with a slow pride. + +"You are caged, but you may be free," he rejoined meaningly. + +"Yes, in the same market open to him, and at the same price of +honour," she replied, with dignity. + +"Will you not sit down?" he now said, motioning her to a chair +politely, and taking one himself, thus pausing before he answered +her. + +I was prepared to see him keep a decorous distance from her. I +felt he was acting upon deliberation; that he was trusting to the +power of his insinuating address, his sophistry, to break down +barriers. It was as if he felt himself at greater advantage, making +no emotional demonstrations, so allaying her fears, giving her time +to think; for it was clear he hoped to master her intelligence, so +strong a part of her. + +She sat down in the high-backed chair, and I noted that our +batteries began to play upon the town--an unusual thing at night. +It gave me a strange feeling--the perfect stillness of the holy +place, the quiet movement of this tragedy before me, on which +broke, with no modifying noises or turmoil, the shouting cannonade. +Nature, too, it would have seemed, had forged a mood in keeping +with the time, for there was no air stirring when we came in, and a +strange stillness had come upon the landscape. In the pause, too, I +heard a long, soft shuffling of feet in the corridor--the evening +procession from the chapel--and a slow chant: + +"I am set down in a wilderness, O Lord, I am alone. If a strange +voice call, O teach me what to say; if I languish, O give me +Thy cup to drink; O strengthen Thou my soul. Lord, I am like a +sparrow far from home; O bring me to Thine honourable house. +Preserve my heart, encourage me, according to Thy truth." + +The words came to us distinctly yet distantly, swelled softly, +and died away, leaving Alixe and Doltaire seated and looking at +each other. Alixe's hands were clasped in her lap. + +"Your honour is above all price," he said at last in reply to +her. "But what is honour in this case of yours, in which I throw +the whole interest of my life, stake all? For I am convinced that, +losing, the book of fate will close for me. Winning, I shall begin +again, and play a part in France which men shall speak of when I +am done with all. I never had ambition for myself; for you, Alixe +Duvarney, a new spirit lives in me.... I will be honest with you. +At first I swore to cool my hot face in your bosom; and I would +have done that at any price, and yet I would have stood by that +same dishonour honourably to the end. Never in my whole life did I +put my whole heart in any--episode--of admiration: I own it, for +you to think what you will. There never was a woman whom, loving +to-day,"--he smiled--"I could not leave to-morrow with no more than +a pleasing kind of regret. Names that I ought to have recalled I +forgot; incidents were cloudy, like childish remembrances. I was +not proud of it; the peasant in me spoke against it sometimes. I +even have wished that I, half peasant, had been--" + +"If only you had been all peasant, this war, this misery of +mine, had never been," she interrupted. + +He nodded with an almost boyish candour. "Yes, yes, but I was half +prince also; I had been brought up, one foot in a cottage and +another in a palace. But for your misery: is it, then, misery? Need +it be so? But lift your finger and all will be well. Do you wish to +save your country? Would that be compensation? Then I will show you +the way. We have three times as many soldiers as the English, though +of poorer stuff. We could hold this place, could defeat them, if we +were united and had but two thousand men. We have fifteen thousand. +As it is now, Vaudreuil balks Montcalm, and that will ruin us in the +end unless you make it otherwise. You would be a patriot? Then shut +out forever this English captain from your heart, and open its doors +to me. To-morrow I will take Vaudreuil's place, put your father +in Bigot's, your brother in Ramesay's--they are both perfect and +capable; I will strengthen the excellent Montcalm's hands in every +way, will inspire the people, and cause the English to raise this +siege. You and I will do this: the Church will bless us, the State +will thank us; your home and country will be safe and happy, your +father and brother honoured. This, and far, far greater things I +will do for your sake." + +He paused. He had spoken with a deep power, such as I knew he +could use, and I did not wonder that she paled a little, even +trembled before it. + +"Will you not do it for France?" she said. + +"I will not do it for France," he answered. "I will do it for +you alone. Will you not be your country's friend? It is no virtue +in me to plead patriotism--it is a mere argument, a weapon that I +use; but my heart is behind it, and it is a means to that which +you will thank me for one day. I would not force you to anything, +but I would persuade your reason, question your foolish loyalty +to a girl's mistake. Can you think that you are right? You have no +friend that commends your cause; the whole country has upbraided +you, the Church has cut you off from the man. All is against +reunion with him, and most of all your own honour. Come with me, +and be commended and blessed here, while over in France homage +shall be done you. For you I would take from his Majesty a dukedom +which he has offered me more than once." + +Suddenly, with a passionate tone, he continued: "Your own heart is +speaking for me. Have I not seen you tremble when I come near you?" + +He rose and came forward a step or two. "You thought it was fear +of me. It was fear, but fear of that in you which was pleading for +me, while you had sworn yourself away to him who knows not and can +never know how to love you, who has nothing kin with you in mind or +heart--an alien of poor fortune, and poorer birth and prospects." + +He fixed his eyes upon her, and went on, speaking with forceful +quietness: "Had there been cut away that mistaken sense of duty to +him, which I admire unspeakably--yes, though it is misplaced--you +and I would have come to each other's arms long ago. Here in your +atmosphere I feel myself possessed, endowed. I come close to you, +and something new in me cries out simply, 'I love you, Alixe, I +love you!' See, all the damnable part of me is burned up by the +clear fire of your eyes; I stand upon the ashes, and swear that +I can not live without you. Come--come--" + +He stepped nearer still, and she rose like one who moves under +some fascination, and I almost cried out, for in that moment she +was his, his--I felt it; he possessed her like some spirit; and I +understood it, for the devilish golden beauty of his voice was +like music, and he had spoken with great skill. + +"Come," he said, "and know where all along your love has lain. +That other way is only darkness--the convent, which will keep you +buried, while you will never have heart for the piteous seclusion, +till your life is broken all to pieces; till you have no hope, no +desire, no love, and at last, under a cowl, you look out upon the +world, and, with a dead heart, see it as in a pale dream, and die +at last: you, born to be a wife, without a husband; endowed to be +the perfect mother, without a child; to be the admired of princes, +a moving, powerful figure to influence great men, with no salon but +the little bare cell where you pray. With me all that you should be +you will be. You have had a bad, dark dream; wake, and come into the +sun with me. Once I wished for you as the lover only; now, by every +hope I ever might have had, I want you for my wife." + +He held out his arms to her and smiled, and spoke one or two low +words which I could not hear. I had stood waiting death against +the citadel wall, with the chance of a reprieve hanging between +uplifted muskets and my breast; but that suspense was less than +this, for I saw him, not moving, but standing there waiting for +her, the warmth of his devilish eloquence about him, and she +moving toward him. + +"My darling," I heard him say, "come, till death...us do part, +and let no man put asunder." + +She paused, and, waking from the dream, drew herself together, +as though something at her breast hurt her, and she repeated his +words like one dazed--"Let no man put asunder!" + +With a look that told of her great struggle, she moved to a shrine +of the Virgin in the corner, and, clasping her hands before her +breast for a moment, said something I could not hear, before she +turned to Doltaire, who had now taken another step towards her. +By his look I knew that he felt his spell was broken; that his +auspicious moment had passed; that now, if he won her, it must +be by harsh means. + +For she said: "Monsieur Doltaire, you have defeated yourself. +'Let no man put asunder' was my response to my husband's 'Whom God +hath joined,' when last I met him face to face. Nothing can alter +that while he lives, nor yet when he dies, for I have had such a +sorrowful happiness in him that if I were sure he were dead I would +never leave this holy place--never. But he lives, and I will keep my +vow. Holy Church has parted us, but yet we are not parted. You say +that to think of him now is wrong, reflects upon me. I tell you, +monsieur, that if it were a wrong a thousand times greater I would +do it. To me there can be no shame in following till I die the man +who took me honourably for his wife." + +He made an impatient gesture and smiled ironically. + +"Oh, I care not what you say or think," she went on. "I know not +of things canonical and legal; the way that I was married to him +is valid in his country and for his people. Bad Catholic you call +me, alas! But I am a true wife, who, if she sinned, sinned not +knowingly, and deserves not this tyranny and shame." + +"You are possessed with a sad infatuation," he replied +persuasively. "You are not the first who has suffered so. It will +pass, and leave you sane--leave you to me. For you are mine; what +you felt a moment ago you will feel again, when this romantic +martyrdom of yours has wearied you." + +"Monsieur Doltaire," she said, with a successful effort at +calmness, though I could see her trembling too, "it is you who are +mistaken, and I will show you how. But first: You have said often +that I have unusual intelligence. You have flattered me in that, I +doubt not, but still here is a chance to prove yourself sincere. I +shall pass by every wicked means that you took first to ruin me, to +divert me to a dishonest love (though I knew not what you meant at +the time), and, failing, to make me your wife. I shall not refer to +this base means to reach me in this sacred place, using the King's +commission for such a purpose." + +"I would use it again and do more, for the same ends," he rejoined, +with shameless candour. + +She waved her hand impatiently. "I pass all that by. You shall +listen to me as I have listened to you, remembering that what I say +is honest, if it has not your grace and eloquence. You say that I +will yet come to you, that I care for you and have cared for you +always, and that--that this other--is a sad infatuation. Monsieur, +in part you are right." + +He came another step forward, for he thought he saw a foothold +again; but she drew back to the chair, and said, lifting her hand +against him, "No, no, wait till I have done. I say that you are +right in part. I will not deny that, against my will, you have +always influenced me; that, try as I would, your presence moved me, +and I could never put you out of my mind, out of my life. At first +I did not understand it, for I knew how bad you were. I was sure +you did evil because you loved it; that to gratify yourself you +would spare no one: a man without pity--" + +"On the contrary," he interrupted, with a sour sort of smile, +"pity is almost a foible with me." + +"Not real pity," she answered. "Monsieur, I have lived long enough +to know what pity moves you. It is the moment's careless whim; a +pensive pleasure, a dramatic tenderness. Wholesome pity would make +you hesitate to harm others. You have no principles--" + +"Pardon me, many," he urged politely, as he eyed her with +admiration. + +"Ah no, monsieur; habits, not principles. Your life has been one +long irresponsibility. In the very maturity of your powers, you use +them to win to yourself, to your empty heart, a girl who has tried +to live according to the teachings of her soul and conscience. Were +there not women elsewhere to whom it didn't matter--your abandoned +purposes? Why did you throw your shadow on my path? You are not, +never were, worthy of a good woman's love." + +He laughed with a sort of bitterness. "Your sinner stands between +two fires--" he said. She looked at him inquiringly, and he added, +"the punishment he deserves and the punishment he does not deserve. +But it is interesting to be thus picked out upon the stone, however +harsh the picture. You said I influenced you--well?" + +"Monsieur," she went on, "there were times when, listening to +you, I needed all my strength to resist. I have felt myself weak +and shaking when you came into the room. There was something in you +that appealed to me, I know not what; but I do know that it was not +the best of me, that it was emotional, some strange power of your +personality--ah yes, I can acknowledge all now. You had great +cleverness, gifts that startled and delighted; but yet I felt +always, and that feeling grew and grew, that there was nothing in +you wholly honest, that by artifice you had frittered away what +once may have been good in you. Now all goodness in you was an +accident of sense and caprice, not true morality." + +"What has true morality to do with love of you?" he said. + +"You ask me hard questions," she replied. "This it has to do +with it: We go from morality to higher things, not from higher +things to morality. Pure love is a high thing; yours was not high. +To have put my life in your hands--ah no, no! And so I fought you. +There was no question of yourself and Robert Moray--none. Him I +knew to possess fewer gifts, but I knew him also to be what you +could never be. I never measured him against you. What was his was +all of me worth the having, and was given always; there was no +change. What was yours was given only when in your presence, and +then with hatred of myself and you--given to some baleful +fascination in you. For a time, the more I struggled against it +the more it grew, for there was nothing that could influence +a woman which you did not do. Monsieur, if you had had Robert +Moray's character and your own gifts, I could--monsieur, I could +have worshiped you!" + +Doltaire was in a kind of dream. He was sitting now in the +high-backed chair, his mouth and chin in his hand, his elbow resting +on the chair-arm. His left hand grasped the other arm, and he leaned +forward with brows bent and his eyes fixed on her intently. It was a +figure singularly absorbed, lost in study of some deep theme. Once +his sword clanged against the chair as it slipped a little from its +position, and he started almost violently, though the dull booming +of a cannon in no wise seemed to break the quietness of the scene. +He was dressed, as in the morning, in plain black, but now the star +of Louis shone on his breast. His face was pale, but his eyes, with +their swift-shifting lights, lived upon Alixe, devoured her. + +She paused for an instant. + +"Thou shalt not commit--idolatry," he remarked in a low, cynical +tone, which the repressed feeling in his face and the terrible new +earnestness of his look belied. + +She flushed a little, and continued: "Yet all the time I was +true to him, and what I felt concerning you he knew--I told him +enough." + +Suddenly there came into Doltaire's looks and manner an astounding +change. Both hands caught the chair-arm, his lips parted with a sort +of snarl, and his white teeth showed maliciously. It seemed as if, +all at once, the courtier, the flaneur, the man of breeding, had +gone, and you had before you the peasant, in a moment's palsy from +the intensity of his fury. + +"A thousand hells for him!" he burst out in the rough patois of +Poictiers, and got to his feet. "You told him all, you confessed +your fluttering fears and desires to him, while you let me play upon +those ardent strings of feelings, that you might save him! You used +me, Tinoir Doltaire, son of a king, to further your amour with a +bourgeois Englishman! And he laughed in his sleeve, and soothed away +those dangerous influences of the magician. By the God of heaven, +Robert Moray and I have work to do! And you--you, with all the gifts +of the perfect courtesan--" + +"Oh, shame! shame!" she said, breaking in. + +"But I speak the truth. You berate me, but you used incomparable +gifts to hold me near you, and the same gifts to let me have no +more of you than would keep me. I thought you the most honest, the +most heavenly of women, and now--" + +"Alas!" she interrupted, "what else could I have done? To draw +the line between your constant attention and my own necessity! +Ah, I was but a young girl; I had no friend to help me; he was +condemned to die; I loved him; I did not believe in you, not in +ever so little. If I had said, 'You must not speak to me again,' +you would have guessed my secret, and all my purposes would have +been defeated. So I had to go on; nor did I think that it ever +would cause you aught but a shock to your vanity." + +He laughed hatefully. "My faith, but it has, shocked my vanity," +he answered. "And now take this for thinking on: Up to this point I +have pleaded with you, used persuasion, courted you with a humility +astonishing to myself. Now I will have you in spite of all. I will +break you, and soothe your hurt afterwards. I will, by the face of +the Madonna, I will feed where this Moray would pasture, I will +gather this ripe fruit!" + +With a devilish swiftness he caught her about the waist, and +kissed her again and again upon the mouth. + +The blood was pounding in my veins, and I would have rushed in +then and there, have ended the long strife, and have dug revenge +for this outrage from his heart, but that I saw Alixe did not move, +nor make the least resistance. This struck me with horror, till, +all at once, he let her go, and I saw her face. It was very white +and still, smooth and cold as marble. She seemed five years older +in the minute. + +"Have you quite done, monsieur?" she said, with infinite quiet +scorn. "Do you, the son of a king, find joy in kissing lips that +answer nothing, a cheek from which the blood flows in affright and +shame? Is it an achievement to feed as cattle feed? Listen to me, +Monsieur Doltaire. No, do not try to speak till I have done, if +your morality--of manners--is not all dead. Through this cowardly +act of yours, the last vestige of your power over me is gone. I +sometimes think that, with you, in the past, I have remained true +and virtuous at the expense of the best of me; but now all that is +over, and there is no temptation--I feel beyond it: by this hour +here, this hour of sore peril, you have freed me. I was +tempted--Heaven knows, a few minutes ago I was tempted, for +everything was with you; but God has been with me, and you and I +are no nearer than the poles." + +"You doubt that I love you?" he said in an altered voice. + +"I doubt that any man will so shame the woman he loves," she +answered. + +"What is insult to-day may be a pride to-morrow," was his quick +reply. "I do not repent of it, I never will, for you and I shall +go to-night from here, and you shall be my wife; and one day, when +this man is dead, when you have forgotten your bad dream, you will +love me as you can not love him. I have that in me to make you love +me. To you I can be loyal, never drifting, never wavering. I tell +you, I will not let you go. First my wife you shall be, and after +that I will win your love; in spite of all, mine now, though it is +shifted for the moment. Come, come, Alixe"--he made as if to take +her hand--"you and I will learn the splendid secret--" + +She drew back to the shrine of the Virgin. + +"Mother of God! Mother of God!" I heard her whisper, and then she +raised her hand against him. "No, no, no," she said, with sharp +anguish, "do not try to force me to your wishes--do not; for I, at +least, will never live to see it. I have suffered more than I can +bear I will end this shame, I will--" + +I had heard enough. I stepped back quickly, closed the panel, +and went softly to the door and into the hall, determined to bring +her out against Doltaire, trusting to Gabord not to oppose me. + + + +XXVII + +A SIDE-WIND OF REVENGE + + +I knew it was Doltaire's life or mine, and I shrank from desecrating +this holy place; but our bitter case would warrant this, and more. +As I came quickly through the hall, and round the corner where stood +Gabord, I saw a soldier talking with the Mother Superior. + +"He is not dead?" I heard her say. + +"No, holy Mother," was the answer, "but sorely wounded. He was +testing the fire-organs for the rafts, and one exploded too soon." + +At that moment the Mother turned to me, and seemed startled by +my look. "What is it?" she whispered. + +"He would carry her off," I replied. + +"He shall never do so," was her quick answer. "Her father, the +good Seigneur, has been wounded, and she must go to him." + +"I will take her," said I at once, and I moved to open the door. +At that moment I caught Gabord's eye. There I read what caused me +to pause. If I declared myself now, Gabord's life would pay for his +friendship to me--even if I killed Doltaire; for the matter would +be open to all then just the same. That I could not do, for the man +had done me kindnesses dangerous to himself. Besides, he was a true +soldier, and disgrace itself would be to him as bad as the drum-head +court-martial. I made up my mind to another course even as the +perturbed "aho" which followed our glance fell from his puffing lips. + +"But no, holy Mother," said I, and I whispered in her ear. She +opened the door and went in, leaving it ajar. I could hear only +a confused murmur of voices, through which ran twice, "No, no, +monsieur," in Alixe's soft, clear voice. I could scarcely restrain +myself, and I am sure I should have gone in, in spite of all, had +it not been for Gabord, who withstood me. + +He was right, and as I turned away I heard Alixe cry, "My father, +my poor father!" + +Then came Doltaire's voice, cold and angry: "Good Mother, this +is a trick." + +"Your Excellency should be a better judge of trickery," she +replied quietly. "Will not your Excellency leave an unhappy lady +to her trouble and the Church's care?" + +"If the Seigneur is hurt, I will take mademoiselle to him," was +his instant reply. + +"It may not be, your Excellency," she said. "I will furnish her +with other escort." + +"And I, as Governor of this province, as commander-in-chief of +the army, say that only with my escort shall the lady reach her +father." + +At this Alixe spoke: "Dear Mere St. George, do not fear +for me; God will protect me--" + +"And I also, mademoiselle, with my life," interposed +Doltaire. + +"God will protect me," Alixe repeated; "I have no fear." + +"I will send two of our Sisters with mademoiselle to nurse the +poor Seigneur," said Mere St. George. + +I am sure Doltaire saw the move. "A great kindness, holy Mother," +he said politely, "and I will see they are well cared for. We will +set forth at once. The Seigneur shall be brought to the Intendance, +and he and his daughter shall have quarters there." + +He stepped towards the door where we were. I fell back into +position as he came. "Gabord," said he, "send your trusted fellow +here to the General's camp, and have him fetch to the Intendance +the Seigneur Duvarney, who has been wounded. Alive or dead, he must +be brought," he added in a lower voice. + +Then he turned back into the room. As he did so, Gabord looked +at me inquiringly. + +"If you go, you put your neck into the gin," said he; "some one +in camp will know you." + +"I will not leave my wife," I answered in a whisper. Thus were +all plans altered on the instant. Gabord went to the outer door and +called another soldier, to whom he gave this commission. + +A few moments afterwards, Alixe, Doltaire, and the Sisters of +Mercy were at the door ready to start. Doltaire turned and bowed +with a well-assumed reverence to the Mother Superior. "To-night's +affairs here are sacred to ourselves, Mere St. George," he said. + +She bowed, but made no reply. Alixe turned and kissed her hand. +But as we stepped forth, the Mother said suddenly, pointing to me, +"Let the soldier come back in an hour, and mademoiselle's luggage +shall go to her, your Excellency." + +Doltaire nodded, glancing at me. "Surely he shall attend you, Mere +St. George," he said, and then stepped on with Alixe, Gabord and +the other soldier ahead, the two Sisters behind, and myself beside +these. Going quietly through the disordered Upper Town, we came down +Palace Street to the Intendance. Here Doltaire had kept his quarters +despite his growing quarrel with Bigot. As we entered he inquired of +the servant where Bigot was, and was told he was gone to the Chateau +St. Louis. Doltaire shrugged a shoulder and smiled--he knew that +Bigot had had news of his deposition through the Governor. He +gave orders for rooms to be prepared for the Seigneur and for the +Sisters; mademoiselle meanwhile to be taken to hers, which had, it +appeared, been made ready. Then I heard him ask in an undertone if +the bishop had come, and he was answered that Monseigneur was at +Charlesbourg, and could not be expected till the morning. I was +in a most dangerous position, for, though I had escaped notice, +any moment might betray me; Doltaire himself might see through +my disguise. + +We all accompanied Alixe to the door of her apartments, and there +Doltaire with courtesy took leave of her, saying that he would +return in a little time to see if she was comfortable, and to +bring her any fresh news of her father. The Sisters were given +apartments next her own, and they entered her room with her, at +her own request. + +When the door closed, Doltaire turned to Gabord, and said, "You +shall come with me to bear letters to General Montcalm, and you +shall send one of these fellows also for me to General Bougainville +at Cap Rouge." Then he spoke directly to me, and said, "You shall +guard this passage till morning. No one but myself may pass into +this room or out of it, save the Sisters of Mercy, on pain of +death." + +I saluted, but spoke no word. + +"You understand me?" he repeated. + +"Absolutely, monsieur," I answered in a rough peasantlike voice. + +He turned and walked in a leisurely way through the passage, and +disappeared, telling Gabord to join him in a moment. As he left, +Gabord said to me in a low voice, "Get back to General Wolfe, or +wife and life will both be lost." + +I caught his hand and pressed it, and a minute afterwards I was +alone before Alixe's door. + +An hour later, knowing Alixe to be alone, I tapped on her door +and entered. As I did so she rose from a priedieu where she had +been kneeling. Two candles were burning on the mantel, but the room +was much in shadow. + +"What is't you wish?" she asked, approaching. + +I had off my hat; I looked her direct in the eyes and put my fingers +on my lips. She stared painfully for a moment. + +"Alixe," said I. + +She gave a gasp, and stood transfixed, as though she had seen a +ghost, and then in an instant she was in my arms, sobs shaking her. +"Oh, Robert! oh my dear, dear husband!" she cried again and again. +I calmed her, and presently she broke into a whirl of questions. +I told her of all I had seen at the cathedral and at the convent, +what my plans had been, and then I waited for her answer. A new +feeling took possession of her. She knew that there was one +question at my lips which I dared not utter. She became very quiet, +and a sweet, settled firmness came into her face. + +"Robert," she said, "you must go back to your army without me. I +can not leave my father now. Save yourself alone, and if--and if +you take the city, and I am alive, then we shall be reunited. If +you do not take the city, then, whether father lives or dies, I +will come to you. Of this be sure, that I shall never live to be +the wife of any other man--wife or aught else. You know me. You +know all, you trust me, and, my dear husband, my own love, we +must part once more. Go, go, and save yourself, keep your life +safe for my sake, and may God in heaven, may God--" + +Here she broke off and started back from my embrace, staring hard +a moment over my shoulder; then her face became deadly pale, and +she fell back unconscious. Supporting her, I turned round, and +there, inside the door, with his back to it, was Doltaire. There +was a devilish smile on his face, as wicked a look as I ever saw on +any man. I laid Alixe down on a sofa without a word, and faced him +again. + +"As many coats as Joseph's coat had colours," he said. "And for +once disguised as an honest man--well, well!" + +"Beast" I hissed, and I whipped out my short sword. + +"Not here," he said, with a malicious laugh. "You forget your +manners: familiarity"--he glanced towards the couch--"has bred--" + +"Coward!" I cried. "I will kill you at her feet." + +"Come, then," he answered, and stepped away from the door, +drawing his sword, "since you will have it here. But if I kill you, +as I intend--" + +He smiled detestably, and motioned towards the couch, then +turned to the door again as if to lock it. I stepped between, my +sword at guard. At that the door opened. A woman came in quickly, +and closed it behind her. She passed me, and faced Doltaire. + +It was Madame Cournal. She was most pale, and there was a peculiar +wildness in her eyes. + +"You have deposed Francois Bigot," she said. + +"Stand back, madame; I have business with this fellow," said +Doltaire, waving his hand. + +"My business comes first," she replied. "You--you dare to depose +Francois Bigot!" + +"It needs no daring," he said nonchalantly. + +"You shall put him back in his place." + +"Come to me to-morrow morning, dear madame." + +"I tell you he must be put back, Monsieur Doltaire." + +"Once you called me Tinoir," he said meaningly. + +Without a word she caught from her cloak a dagger and struck him +in the breast, though he threw up his hand and partly diverted the +blow. Without a cry he half swung round, and sank, face forward, +against the couch where Alixe lay. + +Raising himself feebly, blindly, he caught her hand and kissed +it; then he fell back. + +Stooping beside him, I felt his heart. He was alive. Madame +Cournal now knelt beside him, staring at him as in a kind of dream. +I left the room quickly, and met the Sisters of Mercy in the hall. +They had heard the noise, and were coming to Alixe. I bade them +care for her. Passing rapidly through the corridors, I told a +servant of the household what had occurred, bade him send for +Bigot, and then made for my own safety. Alixe was safe for a time, +at least--perhaps forever, thank God!--from the approaches of +Monsieur Doltaire. As I sped through the streets, I could not help +but think of how he had kissed her hand as he fell, and I knew by +this act, at such a time, that in very truth he loved her after his +fashion. + +I came soon to the St. John's Gate, for I had the countersign +from Gabord, and, dressed as I was, I had no difficulty in passing. +Outside I saw a small cavalcade arriving from Beauport way. I drew +back and let it pass me, and then I saw that it was soldiers +bearing the Seigneur Duvarney to the Intendance. + +An hour afterwards, having passed the sentries, I stood on a +lonely point of the shore of Lower Town, and, seeing no one near, +I slid into the water. As I did so I heard a challenge behind me, +and when I made no answer there came a shot, another, and another; +for it was thought, I doubt not, that I was a deserter. I was +wounded in the shoulder, and had to swim with one arm; but though +boats were put out, I managed to evade them and to get within hail +of our fleet. Challenged there, I answered with my name. A boat shot +out from among the ships, and soon I was hauled into it by Clark +himself; and that night I rested safe upon the Terror of France. + + + +XXVIII + +"TO CHEAT THE DEVIL YET." + + +My hurt proved more serious than I had looked for, and the day +after my escape I was in a high fever. General Wolfe himself, +having heard of my return, sent to inquire after me. He also was +ill, and our forces were depressed in consequence; for he had a +power to inspire them not given to any other of our accomplished +and admirable generals. He forbore to question me concerning the +state of the town and what I had seen; for which I was glad. My +adventure had been of a private nature, and such I wished it to +remain. The general desired me to come to him as soon as I was +able, that I might proceed with him above the town to reconnoitre. +But for many a day this was impossible, for my wound gave me much +pain and I was confined to my bed. + +Yet we on the Terror of France served our good general, too; for +one dark night, when the wind was fair, we piloted the remaining +ships of Admiral Holmes's division above the town. This move was +made on my constant assertion that there was a way by which Quebec +might be taken from above; and when General Wolfe made known my +representations to his general officers, they accepted it as a +last resort; for otherwise what hope had they? At Montmorenci our +troops had been repulsed, the mud flats of the Beauport shore and +the St. Charles River were as good as an army against us; the +Upper Town and citadel were practically impregnable; and for +eight miles west of the town to the cove and river at Cap Rouge +there was one long precipice, broken in but one spot; but just +there, I was sure, men could come up with stiff climbing as I +had done. Bougainville came to Cap Rouge now with three thousand +men, for he thought that this was to be our point of attack. +Along the shore from Cap Rouge to Cape Diamond small batteries +were posted, such as that of Lancy's at Anse du Foulon; but they +were careless, for no conjectures might seem so wild as that of +bringing an army up where I had climbed. + +"Tut, tut," said General Murray, when he came to me on the +Terror of France, after having, at my suggestion, gone to the +south shore opposite Anse du Foulon, and scanned the faint line +that marked the narrow cleft on the cliff side--"tut, tut, man," +said he, "'tis the dream of a cat or a damned mathematician." + +Once, after all was done, he said to me that cats and +mathematicians were the only generals. + +With a belligerent pride Clark showed the way up the river one +evening, the batteries of the town giving us plunging shots as we +went, and ours at Point Levis answering gallantly. To me it was a +good if most anxious time: good, in that I was having some sort of +compensation for my own sufferings in the town; anxious, because no +single word came to me of Alixe or her father, and all the time we +were pouring death into the place. + +But this we knew from deserters, that Vaudreuil was Governor +and Bigot Intendant still; by which it would seem that, on the +momentous night when Doltaire was wounded by Madame Cournal, he +gave back the governorship to Vaudreuil and reinstated Bigot. +Presently, from an officer who had been captured as he was setting +free a fire-raft upon the river to run among the boats of our +fleet, I heard that Doltaire had been confined in the Intendance +from a wound given by a stupid sentry. Thus the true story had been +kept from the public. From him, too, I learned that nothing was +known of the Seigneur Duvarney and his daughter; that they had +suddenly disappeared from the Intendance, as if the earth had +swallowed them; and that even Juste Duvarney knew nothing of them, +and was, in consequence, much distressed. + +This officer also said that now, when it might seem as if both +the Seigneur and his daughter were dead, opinion had turned in +Alixe's favour, and the feeling had crept about, first among the +common folk and afterwards among the people of the garrison, that +she had been used harshly. This was due largely, he thought, to the +constant advocacy of the Chevalier de la Darante, whose nephew had +married Mademoiselle Georgette Duvarney. This piece of news, in +spite of the uncertainty of Alixe's fate, touched me, for the +Chevalier had indeed kept his word to me. + +At last all of Admiral Holmes's division was got above the town, +with very little damage, and I never saw a man so elated, so +profoundly elated as Clark over his share in the business. He was +a daredevil, too; for the day that the last of the division was +taken up the river, without my permission or the permission of the +admiral or any one else, he took the Terror of France almost up to +Bougainville's earthworks in the cove at Cap Rouge and insolently +emptied his six swivels into them, and then came out and stood +down the river. When I asked what he was doing--for I was now well +enough to come on deck--he said he was going to see how monkeys +could throw nuts; when I pressed him, he said he had a will to +hear the cats in the eaves; and when I became severe, he added +that he would bring the Terror of France up past the batteries of +the town in broad daylight, swearing that they could no more hit +him than a woman could a bird on a flagstaff. I did not relish this +foolish bravado, and I forbade it; but presently I consented, on +condition that he take me to General Wolfe's camp at Montmorenci +first; for now I felt strong enough to be again on active service. + +Clark took the Terror of France up the river in midday, running +perilously close to the batteries; and though they pounded at him +petulantly, foolishly angry at his contemptuous defiance, he ran +the gauntlet safely, and coming to the flagship, the Sutherland, +saluted with his six swivels, to the laughter of the whole fleet +and his own profane joy. + +"Mr. Moray," said General Wolfe, when I saw him, racked with +pain, studying a chart of the river and town which his chief +engineer had just brought him, "show me here this passage in the +hillside." + +I did so, tracing the plains of Maitre Abraham, which I +assured him would be good ground for a pitched battle. He nodded; +then rose, and walked up and down for a time, thinking. Suddenly +he stopped, and fixed his eyes upon me. + +"Mr. Moray," said he, "it would seem that you, angering La +Pompadour, brought down this war upon us." He paused, smiling in a +dry way, as if the thought amused him, as if indeed he doubted it; +but for that I cared not, it was an honour I could easily live +without. + +I bowed to his words, and said, "Mine was the last straw, sir." + +Again he nodded, and replied, "Well, well, you got us into trouble; +you must show us the way out," and he looked at the passage I had +traced upon the chart. "You will remain with me until we meet our +enemy on these heights." He pointed to the plains of Maitre Abraham. +Then he turned away, and began walking up and down again. "It is +the last chance!" he said to himself in a tone despairing and yet +heroic. "Please God, please God!" he added. + +"You will speak nothing of these plans," he said to me at last, +half mechanically. "We must make feints of landing at Cap +Rouge--feints of landing everywhere save at the one possible place; +confuse both Bougainville and Montcalm; tire out their armies with +watchings and want of sleep; and then, on the auspicious night, +make the great trial." + +I had remained respectfully standing at a little distance from +him. Now he suddenly came to me, and, pressing my hand, said +quickly, "You have trouble, Mr. Moray. I am sorry for you. But +maybe it is for better things to come." + +I thanked him stumblingly, and a moment later left him, to serve +him on the morrow, and so on through many days, till, in divers +perils, the camp at Montmorenci was abandoned, the troops were got +aboard the ships, and the general took up his quarters on the +Sutherland; from which, one notable day, I sallied forth with him +to a point at the south shore opposite the Anse du Foulon, where he +saw the thin crack in the cliff side. From that moment instant and +final attack was his purpose. + +The great night came, starlit and serene. The camp-fires of two +armies spotted the shores of the wide river, and the ships lay like +wild fowl in convoys above the town from where the arrow of fate +should be sped. Darkness upon the river, and fireflies upon the +shore. At Beauport, an untiring general, who for a hundred days had +snatched sleep, booted and spurred, and in the ebb of a losing game, +longed for his adored Candiac, grieved for a beloved daughter's +death, sent cheerful messages to his aged mother and to his wife, +and by the deeper protests of his love foreshadowed his own doom. +At Cap Rouge, a dying commander, unperturbed and valiant, reached +out a finger to trace the last movements in a desperate campaign of +life that opened in Flanders at sixteen; of which the end began +when he took from his bosom the portrait of his affianced wife, +and said to his old schoolfellow, "Give this to her, Jervis, for +we shall meet no more." + +Then, passing to the deck, silent and steady, no signs of pain +upon his face, so had the calm come to him, as to Nature and this +beleaguered city, before the whirlwind, he looked out upon the +clustered groups of boats filled with the flower of his army, +settled in a menacing tranquillity. There lay the Light Infantry, +Bragg's, Kennedy's, Lascelles's, Anstruther's Regiment, Fraser's +Highlanders, and the much-loved, much-blamed, and impetuous +Louisburg Grenadiers. Steady, indomitable, silent as cats, precise +as mathematicians, he could trust them, as they loved his awkward +pain-twisted body and ugly red hair. "Damme, Jack, didst thee ever +take hell in tow before?" said a sailor from the Terror of France +to his fellow once, as the marines grappled with a flotilla of +French fire-ships, and dragged them, spitting destruction, clear +of the fleet, to the shore. "Nay, but I've been in tow of Jimmy +Wolfe's red head; that's hell-fire, lad!" was the reply. + +From boat to boat the General's eye passed, then shifted to the +ships--the Squirrel, the Leostaff, the Seahorse, and the rest--and +lastly to where the army of Bougainville lay. Then there came +towards him an officer, who said quietly, "The tide has turned, +sir." For reply the general made a swift motion towards the +maintop shrouds, and almost instantly lanterns showed in them. In +response the crowded boats began to cast away, and, immediately +descending, the General passed into his own boat, drew to the +front, and drifted in the current ahead of his gallant men, the +ships following after. + +It was two by the clock when the boats began to move, and slowly +we ranged down the stream, silently steered, carried by the +current. No paddle, no creaking oarlock, broke the stillness. I was +in the next boat to the General's, for, with Clark and twenty-two +other volunteers to the forlorn hope, I was to show the way up the +heights, and we were near to his person for over two hours that +night. No moon was shining, but I could see the General plainly; +and once, when our boats almost touched, he saw me, and said +graciously, "If they get up, Mr. Moray, you are free to serve +yourself." + +My heart was full of love of country then, and I answered, "I +hope, sir, to serve you till your flag is hoisted in the citadel." + +He turned to a young midshipman beside him, and said, "How old +are you, sir?" + +"Seventeen, sir," was the reply. + +"It is the most lasting passion," he said, musing. + +It seemed to me then, and I still think it, that the passion he +meant was love of country. A moment afterwards I heard him recite +to the officers about him, in a low clear tone, some verses by Mr. +Gray, the poet, which I had never then read, though I have prized +them since. Under those frowning heights, and the smell from our +roaring thirty-two-pounders in the air, I heard him say: + + "The curfew tolls, the knell of parting day; + The lowing herd wind slowly o'er the lea; + The ploughman homeward plods his weary way, + And leaves the world to darkness and to me." + +I have heard finer voices than his--it was as tin beside +Doltaire's--but something in it pierced me that night, and I +felt the man, the perfect hero, when he said: + + "The boast of heraldry, the pomp of power, + And all that beauty, all that wealth e'er gave, + Await alike the inevitable hour-- + The paths of glory lead but to the grave." + +Soon afterwards we neared the end of our quest, the tide carrying +us in to shore; and down from the dark heights there came a +challenge, satisfied by an officer who said in French that we were +provision-boats for Montcalm: these, we knew, had been expected! +Then came the batteries of Samos. Again we passed with the same +excuse, and we rounded a headland, and the great work was begun. + +The boats of the Light Infantry swung in to shore. No sentry +challenged, but I knew that at the top Lancy's tents were set. When +the Light Infantry had landed, we twenty-four volunteers stood +still for a moment, and I pointed out the way. Before we started, +we stooped beside a brook that leaped lightly down the ravine, and +drank a little rum and water. Then I led the way, Clark at one side +of me, and a soldier of the Light Infantry at the other. It was +hard climbing, but, following in our careful steps as silently as +they might, the good fellows came eagerly after. Once a rock broke +loose and came tumbling down, but plunged into a thicket, where it +stayed; else it might have done for us entirely. I breathed freely +when it stopped. Once, too, a branch cracked loudly, and we lay +still; but hearing nothing above, we pushed on, and, sweating +greatly, came close to the top. + +Here I drew back with Clark, for such honour as there might be +in gaining the heights first I wished to go to these soldiers who +had trusted their lives to my guidance. I let six go by and reach +the heights, and then I drew myself up. We did not stir till all +twenty-four were safe; then we made a dash for the tents of Lancy, +which now showed in the first gray light of morning. We made a dash +for them, were discovered, and shots greeted us; but we were on +them instantly, and in a moment I had the pleasure of putting a +bullet in Lancy's heel, and brought him down. Our cheers told the +general the news, and soon hundreds of soldiers were climbing the +hard way that we had come. + +And now while an army climbed to the heights of Maitre Abraham, +Admiral Saunders in the gray dawn was bombarding Montcalm's +encampment, and boats filled with marines and soldiers drew to the +Beauport flats, as if to land there; while shots, bombs, shells, +and carcasses were hurled from Levis upon the town, deceiving +Montcalm. At last, however, suspecting, he rode towards the town +at six o'clock, and saw our scarlet ranks spread across the plains +between him and Bougainville, and on the crest, nearer to him, +eying us in amazement, the white-coated battalion of Guienne, +which should the day before have occupied the very ground held by +Lancy. A slight rain falling added to their gloom, but cheered us. +It gave us a better light to fight by, for in the clear September +air, the bright sun shining in our faces, they would have had us +at advantage. + +In another hour the gates of St. John and St. Louis emptied out +upon this battlefield a warring flood of our foes. It was a +handsome sight: the white uniforms of the brave regiments, +Roussillon, La Sarre, Guienne, Languedoc, Bearn, mixed with +the dark, excitable militia, the sturdy burghers of the town, a +band of coureurs de bois in their rough hunter's costume, and +whooping Indians, painted and furious, ready to eat us. At last +here was to be a test of fighting in open field, though the +French had in their whole army twice the number of our men, a +walled and provisioned city behind them, and field-pieces in +great number to bring against us. + +But there was bungling with them. Vaudreuil hung back or came +tardily from Beauport; Bougainville had not yet arrived; and when +they might have pitted twice our number against us, they had not +many more than we. With Bougainville behind us and Montcalm in +front, we might have been checked, though there was no man in all +our army but believed that we should win the day. I could plainly +see Montcalm, mounted on a dark horse, riding along the lines as +they formed against us, waving his sword, a truly gallant figure. +He was answered by a roar of applause and greeting. On the left +their Indians and burghers overlapped our second line, where +Townsend with Amherst's and the Light Infantry, and Colonel Burton +with the Royal Americans and Light Infantry, guarded our flank, +prepared to meet Bougainville. In vain our foes tried to get +between our right flank and the river; Otway's Regiment, thrown +out, defeated that. + +It was my hope that Doltaire was with Montcalm, and that we +might meet and end our quarrel. I came to know afterwards that it +was he who had induced Montcalm to send the battalion of Guienne +to the heights above the Anse du Foulon. The battalion had not +been moved till twenty-four hours after the order was given, or +we should never have gained those heights; stones rolled from the +cliff would have destroyed an army. + +We waited, Clark and I, with the Louisburg Grenadiers while +they formed. We made no noise, but stood steady and still, the +bagpipes of the Highlanders shrilly challenging. At eight o'clock +sharpshooters began firing on us from the left, and skirmishers +were thrown out to hold them in check, or dislodge them and drive +them from the houses where they sheltered and galled Townsend's +men. Their field-pieces opened on us, too, and yet we did nothing, +but at nine o'clock, being ordered, lay down and waited still. +There was no restlessness, no anxiety, no show of doubt, for +these men of ours were old fighters, and they trusted their +leaders. From bushes, trees, coverts, and fields of grain there +came that constant hail of fire, and there fell upon our ranks a +doggedness, a quiet anger, which grew into a grisly patience. The +only pleasure we had in two long hours was in watching our two +brass six-pounders play upon the irregular ranks of our foes, +making confusion, and Townsend drive back a detachment of cavalry +from Cap Rouge, which sought to break our left flank and reach +Montcalm. + +We had seen the stars go down, the cold, mottled light of dawn +break over the battered city and the heights of Charlesbourg; +we had watched the sun come up, and then steal away behind +slow-travelling clouds and hanging mist; we had looked across over +unreaped cornfields and the dull, slovenly St. Charles, knowing +that endless leagues of country, north and south, east and west, +lay in the balance for the last time. I believed that this day +would see the last of the strife between England and France for +dominion here; of La Pompadour's spite which I had roused to action +against my country; of the struggle between Doltaire and myself. + +The public stake was worthy of our army--worthy of the dauntless +soldier, who had begged his physicians to patch him up long enough +to fight this fight, whereon he staked reputation, life, all that a +man loves in the world; the private stake was more than worthy of +my long sufferings. I thought that Montcalm would have waited for +Vaudreuil, but no. At ten o'clock his three columns moved down upon +us briskly, making a wild rattle; two columns moving upon our right +and one upon our left, firing obliquely and constantly as they +marched. Then came the command to rise, and we stood up and waited, +our muskets loaded with an extra ball. I could feel the stern +malice in our ranks, as we stood there and took, without returning +a shot, that damnable fire. Minute after minute passed; then came +the sharp command to advance. We did so, and again halted, and yet +no shot came from us. We stood there, a long palisade of red. + +At last I saw our general raise his sword, a command rang down +the long line of battle, and, like one terrible cannon-shot, our +muskets sang together with as perfect a precision as on a private +field of exercise. Then, waiting for the smoke to clear a little, +another volley came with almost the same precision; after which the +firing came in choppy waves of sound, and again in a persistent +clattering. Then a light breeze lifted the smoke and mist well +away, and a wayward sunlight showed us our foe, like a long white +wave retreating from a rocky shore, bending, crumpling, breaking, +and, in a hundred little billows, fleeing seaward. + +Thus checked, confounded, the French army trembled and fell back. +Then I heard the order to charge, and from near four thousand +throats there came for the first time our exultant British cheer, +and high over all rang the slogan of Fraser's Highlanders. To my +left I saw the flashing broadswords of the clansmen, ahead of all +the rest. Those sickles of death clove through and broke the +battalions of La Sarre, and Lascelles scattered the good soldiers +of Languedoc into flying columns. We on the right, led by Wolfe, +charged the desperate and valiant men of Roussillon and Guienne +and the impetuous sharpshooters of the militia. As we came on, I +observed the general sway and push forward again, and then I lost +sight of him, for I saw what gave the battle a new interest to me: +Doltaire, cool and deliberate, animating and encouraging the +French troops. + +I moved in a shaking hedge of bayonets, keeping my eye on him; +and presently there was a hand-to-hand melee, out of which I fought +to reach him. I was making for him, where he now sought to rally +the retreating columns, when I noticed, not far away, Gabord, +mounted, and attacked by three grenadiers. Looking back now, I see +him, with his sabre cutting right and left, as he drove his horse +at one grenadier, who slipped and fell on the slippery ground, +while the horse rode on him, battering him. Obliquely down swept +the sabre, and drove through the cheek and chin of one foe; +another sweep, and the bayonet of the other was struck aside; +and another, which was turned aside as Gabord's horse came down, +bayoneted by the fallen grenadier. But Gabord was on his feet +again, roaring like a bull, with a wild grin on his face, as +he partly struck aside the bayonet of the last grenadier. It caught +him in the flesh of the left side. He grasped the musket-barrel, +and swung his sabre with fierce precision. The man's head dropped +back like the lid of a pot, and he tumbled into a heap of the faded +golden-rod flower which spattered the field. + +It was at this moment I saw Juste Duvarney making towards me, +hatred and deadly purpose in his eyes. I had will enough to meet +him, and to kill him too, yet I could not help but think of Alixe. +Gabord saw him, also, and, being nearer, made for me as well. +For that act I cherish his memory. The thought was worthy of a +gentleman of breeding; he had the true thing in his heart. He +would save us--two brothers--from fighting, by fighting me himself. + +He reached me first, and with an "Au diable!" made a stroke at +me. It was a matter of sword and sabre now. Clark met Juste +Duvarney's rush; and there we were, at as fine a game of +cross-purposes as you can think: Clark hungering for Gabord's life +(Gabord had once been his jailer, too), and Juste Duvarney for +mine; the battle faring on ahead of us. Soon the two were clean +cut off from the French army, and must fight to the death or +surrender. + +Juste Duvarney spoke only once, and then it was but the +rancorous word "Renegade!" nor did I speak at all; but Clark +was blasphemous, and Gabord, bleeding, fought with a sputtering +relish. + +"Fair fight and fowl for spitting," he cried. "Go home to heaven, +dickey-bird." + +Between phrases of this kind we cut and thrust for life, an odd +sort of fighting. I fought with a desperate alertness, and +presently my sword passed through his body, drew out, and he +shivered--fell--where he stood, collapsing suddenly like a bag. I +knelt beside him, and lifted up his head. His eyes were glazing +fast. + +"Gabord! Gabord!" I called, grief-stricken, for that work was +the worst I ever did in this world. + +He started, stared, and fumbled at his waistcoat. I quickly put +my hand in, and drew out--one of Mathilde's wooden crosses. + +"To cheat--the devil--yet--aho!" he whispered, kissed the cross, +and so was done with life. + +When I turned from him, Clark stood beside me. Dazed as I was, I +did not at first grasp the significance of that fact. I looked +towards the town, and saw the French army hustling into the St. +Louis Gate; saw the Highlanders charging the bushes at the +Cote Ste. Genevieve, where the brave Canadians made their last +stand; saw, not fifty feet away, the noblest soldier of our time, +even General Wolfe, dead in the arms of Mr. Henderson, a volunteer +in the Twenty-Second; and then, almost at my feet, stretched out +as I had seen him lie in the Palace courtyard two years before, +Juste Duvarney. + +But now he was beyond all friendship or +reconciliation--forever. + + + +XXIX + +"MASTER DEVIL" DOLTAIRE + + +The bells of some shattered church were calling to vespers, the +sun was sinking behind the flaming autumn woods, as once more I +entered the St. Louis Gate, with the grenadiers and a detachment of +artillery, the British colours hoisted on a gun-carriage. Till this +hour I had ever entered and left this town a captive, a price set +on my head, and in the very street where now I walked I had gone +with a rope round my neck, abused and maltreated. I saw our flag +replace the golden lilies of France on the citadel where Doltaire +had baited me, and at the top of Mountain Street, near to the +bishop's palace, our colours also flew. + +Every step I took was familiar, yet unfamiliar too. It was a +disfigured town, where a hungry, distracted people huddled among +ruins, and begged for mercy and for food, nor found time in the +general overwhelming to think of the gallant Montcalm, lying in his +shell-made grave at the chapel of the Ursulines, not fifty steps +from where I had looked through the tapestry on Alixe and Doltaire. +The convent was almost deserted now, and as I passed it, on my way +to the cathedral, I took off my hat; for how knew I but that she +I loved best lay there, too, as truly a heroine as the admirable +Montcalm was hero! A solitary bell was clanging on the chapel as +I went by, and I saw three nuns steal past me with bowed heads. +I longed to stop them and ask them of Alixe, for I felt sure that +the Church knew where she was, living or dead, though none of all +I asked knew aught of her, not even the Chevalier de la Darante, +who had come to our camp the night before, accompanied by Monsieur +Joannes, the town major, with terms of surrender. + +I came to the church of the Recollets as I wandered; for now, +for a little time, I seemed bewildered and incapable, lost in a +maze of dreadful imaginings. I entered the door of the church, +and stumbled upon a body. Hearing footsteps ahead in the dusk, +I passed up the aisle, and came upon a pile of debris. Looking +up, I could see the stars shining through a hole in the roof, +Hearing a noise beyond, I went on, and there, seated on the high +altar, was the dwarf who had snatched the cup of rum out of +the fire the night that Mathilde had given the crosses to the +revellers. He gave a low, wild laugh, and hugged a bottle to his +breast. Almost at his feet, half naked, with her face on the lowest +step of the altar, her feet touching the altar itself, was the +girl--his sister--who had kept her drunken lover from assaulting +him. The girl was dead--there was a knife-wound in her breast. Sick +at the sight I left the place, and went on, almost mechanically, +to Voban's house. It was level with the ground, a crumpled heap of +ruins. I passed Lancy's house, in front of which I had fought with +Gabord; it too was broken to pieces. + +As I turned away I heard a loud noise, as of an explosion, and I +supposed it to be some magazine. I thought of it no more at the +time. Voban must be found; that was more important. I must know +of Alixe first, and I felt sure that if any one guessed her +whereabouts it would be he: she would have told him where she was +going, if she had fled; if she were dead, who so likely to know, +this secret, elusive, vengeful watcher? Of Doltaire I had heard +nothing; I would seek him out when I knew of Alixe. He could not +escape me in this walled town. I passed on for a time without +direction, for I seemed not to know where I might find the barber. +Our sentries already patrolled the streets, and our bugles were +calling on the heights, with answering calls from the fleet in +the basin. Night came down quickly, the stars shone out in the +perfect blue, and, as I walked along, broken walls, shattered +houses, solitary pillars, looked mystically strange. It was +painfully quiet, as if a beaten people had crawled away into the +holes our shot and shell had made, to hide their misery. Now and +again a gaunt face looked out from a hiding-place, and drew back +again in fear at sight of me. Once a drunken woman spat at me and +cursed me; once I was fired at; and many times from dark corners +I heard voices crying, "Sauvez-moi--ah, sauvez-moi, bon Dieu!" +Once I stood for many minutes and watched our soldiers giving +biscuits and their own share of rum to homeless French peasants +hovering round the smouldering ruins of a house which carcasses had +destroyed. + +And now my wits came back to me, my purposes, the power to act, +which for a couple of hours had seemed to be in abeyance. I +hurried through narrow streets to the cathedral. There it stood, +a shattered mass, its sides all broken, its roof gone, its tall +octagonal tower alone substantial and unchanged. Coming to its +rear, I found Babette's little house, with open door, and I went +in. The old grandfather sat in his corner, with a lighted candle +on the table near him, across his knees Jean's coat that I had +worn. He only babbled nonsense to my questioning, and, after +calling aloud to Babette and getting no reply, I started for +the Intendance. + +I had scarcely left the house when I saw some French peasants +coming towards me with a litter. A woman, walking behind the +litter, carried a lantern, and one of our soldiers of artillery +attended and directed. I ran forward, and discovered Voban, +mortally hurt. The woman gave a cry, and spoke my name in a kind +of surprise and relief; and the soldier, recognizing me, saluted. +I sent him for a surgeon, and came on with the hurt man to the +little house. Soon I was alone with him save for Babette, and her +I sent for a priest. As soon as I had seen Voban I guessed what +had happened: he had tried for his revenge at last. After a little +time he knew me, but at first he could not speak. + +"What has happened--the Palace?" said I. + +He nodded. + +"You blew it up--with Bigot?" I asked. + +His reply was a whisper, and his face twitched with pain: +"Not--with Bigot." + +I gave him some cordial, which he was inclined to refuse. It +revived him, but I saw he could live only a few hours. Presently +he made an effort. "I will tell you," he whispered. + +"Tell me first of my wife," said I. "Is she alive?--is she alive?" + +If a smile could have been upon his lips then, I saw one +there--good Voban! I put my ear down, and my heart almost stopped +beating, until I heard him say, "Find Mathilde." + +"Where?" asked I. + +"In the Valdoche Hills," he answered, "where the Gray Monk +lives--by the Tall Calvary." + +He gasped with pain. I let him rest awhile, and eased the +bandages on him, and at last he told his story: + + +"I am to be gone soon. For two years I have wait for the good +time to kill him--Bigot--to send him and his palace to hell. I can +not tell you how I work to do it. It is no matter--no. From an old +cellar I mine, and at last I get the powder lay beneath him--his +palace. So. But he does not come to the Palace much this many +months, and Madame Cournal is always with him, and it is hard to +do the thing in other ways. But I laugh when the English come in +the town, and when I see Bigot fly to his palace alone to get his +treasure-chest I think it is my time. So I ask the valet, and he +say he is in the private room that lead to the treasure-place. +Then I come back quick to the secret spot and fire my mine. In ten +minutes all will be done. I go at once to his room again, alone. I +pass through the one room, and come to the other. It is a room with +one small barred window. If he is there, I will say a word to him +that I have wait long to say, then shut the door on us both--for I +am sick of life--and watch him and laugh at him till the end comes. +If he is in the other room, then I have another way as sure--" + +He paused, exhausted, and I waited till he could again go on. At +last he made a great effort, and continued: "I go back to the first +room, and he is not there. I pass soft, to the treasure-room, and I +see him kneel beside a chest, looking in. His back is to me. I hear +him laugh to himself. I shut the door, turn the key, go to the +window and throw it out, and look at him again. But now he stand +and turn to me, and then I see--I see it is not Bigot, but M'sieu' +Doltaire! + +"I am sick when I see that, and at first I can not speak, my +tongue stick in my mouth so dry. 'Has Voban turn robber?' m'sieu' +say. I put out my hand and try to speak again--but no. 'What did +you throw from the window?' he ask. 'And what's the matter, my +Voban?' 'My God,' I say at him now, 'I thought you are Bigot!' +I point to the floor. 'Powder!' I whisper. + +"His eyes go like fire so terrible; he look to the window, take +a quick angry step to me, but stand still. Then he point to the +window. 'The key, Voban?' he say; and I answer, 'Yes.' He get +pale; then he go and try the door, look close at the walls, try +them--quick, quick, stop, feel for a panel, then try again, stand +still, and lean against the table. It is no use to call; no one +can hear, for it is all roar outside, and these walls are solid +and very thick. + +"'How long?' he say, and take out his watch. 'Five minutes--maybe,' +I answer. He put his watch on the table, and sit down on a bench by +it, and for a little minute he do not speak, but look at me close, +and not angry, as you would think. 'Voban,' he say in a low voice, +'Bigot was a thief.' He point to the chest. 'He stole from the +King--my father. He stole your Mathilde from you! He should have +died. We have both been blunderers, Voban, blunderers,' he say; +'things have gone wrong with us. We have lost all.' There is little +time. 'Tell me one thing,' he go on: 'Is Mademoiselle Duvarney +safe--do you know?' I tell him yes, and he smile, and take from +his pocket something, and lay it against his lips, and then put +it back in his breast. + +"'You are not afraid to die, Voban?' he ask. I answer no. 'Shake +hands with me, my friend,' he speak, and I do so that. 'Ah, pardon, +pardon, m'sieu',' I say. 'No, no, Voban; it was to be,' he answer. +'We shall meet again, comrade--eh, if we can?' he speak on, and he +turn away from me and look to the sky through the window. Then he +look at his watch, and get to his feet, and stand there still. I +kiss my crucifix. He reach out and touch it, and bring his fingers +to his lips. 'Who can tell--perhaps--perhaps!' he say. For a little +minute--ah, it seem like a year, and it is so still, so still he +stand there, and then he put his hand over the watch, lift it up, +and shut his eyes, as if time is all done. While you can count ten +it is so, and then the great crash come." + +For a long time Voban lay silent again. I gave him more cordial, +and he revived and ended his tale. "I am a blunderer, as m'sieu' +say," he went on, "for he is killed, not Bigot and me, and only a +little part of the palace go to pieces. And so they fetch me here, +and I wish--my God in Heaven, I wish I go with M'sieu' Doltaire." +But he followed him a little later. + +Two hours afterwards I went to the Intendance, and there I found +that the body of my enemy had been placed in the room where I had +last seen him with Alixe. He lay on the same couch where she had +lain. The flag of France covered his broken body, but his face was +untouched--as it had been in life, haunting, fascinating, though +the shifting lights were gone, the fine eyes closed. A noble peace +hid all that was sardonic; not even Gabord would now have called +him "Master Devil." I covered up his face and left him there-- +peasant and prince--candles burning at his head and feet, and the +star of Louis on his shattered breast; and I saw him no more. + +All that night I walked the ramparts, thinking, remembering, +hoping, waiting for the morning; and when I saw the light break +over those far eastern parishes, wasted by fire and sword, I set +out on a journey to the Valdoche Hills. + + + +XXX + +"WHERE ALL THE LOVERS CAN HIDE" + + +It was in the saffron light of early morning that I saw it, the +Tall Calvary of the Valdoche Hills. + +The night before I had come up through a long valley, overhung +with pines on one side and crimsoning maples on the other, and, +travelling till nearly midnight, had lain down in the hollow of a +bank, and listened to a little river leap over cascades, and, far +below, go prattling on to the greater river in the south. My eyes +closed, but for long I did not sleep. I heard a night-hawk go by on +a lonely mission, a beaver slide from a log into the water, and the +delicate humming of the pine needles was a drowsy music, through +which broke by-and-bye the strange crying of a loon from the water +below. I was neither asleep nor awake, but steeped in this wide +awe of night, the sweet smell of earth and running water in my +nostrils. Once, too, in a slight breeze, the scent of some wild +animal's nest near by came past, and I found it good. I lifted up +a handful of loose earth and powdered leaves, and held it to my +nose--a good, brave smell--all in a sort of drowsing. + +While I mused, Doltaire's face passed before me as it was in +life, and I heard him say again of the peasants, "These shall save +the earth some day, for they are of it, and live close to it, and +are kin to it." + +Suddenly there rushed before me that scene in the convent, when +all the devil in him broke loose upon the woman I loved. But, +turning on my homely bed, I looked up and saw the deep quiet of the +skies, the stable peace of the stars, and I was a son of the good +Earth again, a sojourner in the tents of Home. I did not doubt that +Alixe was alive or that I should find her. There was assurance in +this benignant night. In that thought, dreaming that her cheek lay +close to mine, her arm around my neck, I fell asleep. I waked to +bear the squirrels stirring in the trees, the whir of the partridge, +and the first unvarying note of the oriole. Turning on my dry, +leafy bed, I looked down, and saw in the dark haze of dawn the +beavers at their house-building. + +I was at the beginning of a deep gorge or valley, on one side of +which was a steep sloping hill of grass and trees, and on the other +a huge escarpment of mossed and jagged rocks. Then, farther up, the +valley seemed to end in a huge promontory. On this great wedge grim +shapes loomed in the mist, uncouth and shadowy and unnatural--a +lonely, mysterious Brocken, impossible to human tenantry. Yet as +I watched the mist slowly rise, there grew in me the feeling that +there lay the end of my quest. I came down to the brook, bathed +my face and hands, ate my frugal breakfast of bread, with berries +picked from the hillside, and, as the yellow light of the rising +sun broke over the promontory, I saw the Tall Calvary upon a knoll, +strange comrade to the huge rocks and monoliths--as it were vast +playthings of the Mighty Men, the fabled ancestors of the Indian +races of the land. + +I started up the valley, and presently all the earth grew +blithe, and the birds filled the woods and valleys with jocund +noise. + +It was near noon before I knew that my pilgrimage was over. + +Coming round a point of rock, I saw the Gray Monk, of whom +strange legends had lately travelled to the city. I took off my hat +to him reverently; but all at once he threw back his cowl, and I +saw--no monk, but, much altered, the good chaplain who had married +me to Alixe in the Chateau St. Louis. He had been hurt when he was +fired upon in the water; had escaped, however, got to shore, and +made his way into the woods. There he had met Mathilde, who led +him to her lonely home in this hill. Seeing the Tall Calvary, he +had conceived the idea of this disguise, and Mathilde had brought +him the robe for the purpose. + +In a secluded cave I found Alixe with her father, caring for +him, for he was not yet wholly recovered from his injuries. +There was no waiting now. The ban of Church did not hold my +dear girl back, nor did her father do aught but smile when she +came laughing and weeping into my arms. + +"Robert, O Robert, Robert!" she cried, and at first that was all +she could say. + +The good Seigneur put out his hand to me beseechingly. I took +it, clasped it. + +"The city?" he asked. + +"Is ours," I answered. + +"And my son--my son?" + +I told him how, the night that the city was taken, the Chevalier +de la Darante and I had gone a sad journey in a boat to the Isle +of Orleans, and there, in the chapel yard, near to his father's +chateau, we had laid a brave and honest gentleman who died +fighting for his country. + +By-and-bye, when their grief had a little abated, I took them +out into the sunshine. A pleasant green valley lay to the north, +and to the south, far off, was the wall of rosy hills that hid +the captured town. Peace was upon it all, and upon us. + +As we stood there, a scarlet figure came winding in and out among +the giant stones, crosses hanging at her girdle. She approached +us, and, seeing me, she said: "Hush! I know a place where all the +lovers can hide." + +And she put a little wooden cross into my hands. + + + + +APPENDIX + + +The following is an excerpt from 'The Scot in New France' (1880) +by J.M. Lemoine. It is an account of Robert Stobo, the man whose +life this text is loosely based upon. + + +Five years previous to the battle of the Plains of Abraham, one +comes across three genuine Scots in the streets of Quebec--all +however prisoners of war, taken in the border raids--as such +under close surveillance. One, a youthful and handsome officer of +Virginia riflemen, aged 27 years, a friend of Governor Dinwiddie, +had been allowed the range of the fortress, on parole. His good +looks, education, smartness (we use the word advisedly) and +misfortunes seem to have created much sympathy for the captive, +but canny Scot. He has a warm welcome in many houses--the French +ladies even plead his cause; le beau capitaine is asked out; no +entertainment at last is considered complete, without Captain--later +on Major Robert Stobo. The other two are: Lieutenant Stevenson of +Rogers' Rangers, another Virginia corps, and a Leith carpenter of +the name of Clarke. Stobo, after more attempts than one, eluded the +French sentries, and still more dangerous foes to the peace of mind +of a handsome bachelor--the ladies of Quebec. He will re-appear on +the scene, the advisor of General Wolfe, as to the best landing +place round Quebec. Doubtless you wish to hear more about the +adventurous Scot. + +A plan of escape between him, Stevenson and Clarke, was carried out +on 1st May, 1759. Major Stobo met the fugitives under a wind-mill, +probably the old wind-mill on the grounds of the General Hospital +Convent. Having stolen a birch canoe, the party paddled it all +night, and, after incredible fatigue and danger, they passed +Isle-aux-Coudres, Kamouraska, and landed below this spot, shooting +two Indians in self-defence, whom Clarke buried after having scalped +them, saying to the Major: "Good sir, by your permission, these same +two scalps, when I come to New York, will sell for twenty-four good +pounds: with this I'll be right merry, and my wife right beau." They +then murdered the Indians' faithful dog, because he howled, and +buried him with his masters. It was shortly after this that they met +the laird of the Kamouraska Isles, le Chevalier de la Durantaye, +who said that the best Canadian blood ran in his veins, and that he +was of kin with the mighty Duc de Mirapoix. Had the mighty Duke, +however, at that moment seen his Canadian cousin steering the +four-oared boat, loaded with wheat, he might have felt but a very +qualified admiration for the majesty of his stately demeanor and +his nautical savoir faire. Stobo took possession of the Chevalier's +pinnace, and made the haughty laird, nolens volens, row him with the +rest of the crew, telling him to row away, and that, had the Great +Louis himself been in the boat at that moment, it would be his fate +to row a British subject thus. "At these last mighty words," says +the Memoirs, "a stern resolution sat upon his countenance, which the +Canadian beheld and with reluctance temporized." After a series of +adventures, and dangers of every kind, the fugitives succeeded in +capturing a French boat. Next, they surprised a French sloop, and, +after a most hazardous voyage, they finally, in their prize, landed +at Louisbourg, to the general amazement. Stobo missed the English +fleet; but took passage two days after in a vessel leaving for +Quebec, where he safely arrived to tender his services to the +immortal Wolfe, who gladly availed himself of them. According to the +Memoirs, Stobo used daily to set out to reconnoitre with Wolfe on +the deck of a frigate, opposite the Falls of Montmorency, some French +shots were nigh carrying away his "decorated" and gartered legs. + +We next find the Major, on the 21st July, 1759, piloting the +expedition sent to Deschambault to seize, as prisoners, the Quebec +ladies who had taken refuge there during the bombardment--"Mesdames +Duchesnay and Decharnay; Mlle. Couillard; the Joly, Malhiot and +Magnan families." "Next day, in the afternoon, les belles captives, +who had been treated with every species of respect, were put on +shore and released at Diamond Harbour. The English admiral, full of +gallantry, ordered the bombardment of the city to be suspended, in +order to afford the Quebec ladies time to seek places of safety." +The incident is thus referred to in a letter communicated to the +Literary and Historical Society by Capt. Colin McKenzie. + +Stobo next points out the spot, at Sillery, where Wolfe landed, +and soon after was sent with despatches, via the St. Lawrence, to +General Amherst; but, during the trip, the vessel was overhauled and +taken by a French privateer, the despatches having been previously +consigned to the deep. Stobo might have swung at the yard-arm in +this new predicament, had his French valet divulged his identity +with the spy of Fort du Quesne; but fortune again stepped in to +preserve the adventurous Scot. There were already too many prisoners +on board of the French privateer. A day's provision is allowed the +English vessel, which soon landed Stobo at Halifax, from whence +he joined General Amherst, "many a league across the country." He +served under Amherst on his Lake Champlain expedition, and there he +finished the campaign; which ended, he begs to go to Williamsburg, +the then capital of Virginia. + +It seems singular that no command of any importance appears to have +been given to the brave Scot; but, possibly, the part played by +the Major when under parole at Fort du Quesne, was weighed by the +Imperial authorities. There certainly seems to be a dash of the +Benedict Arnold in this transaction. However, Stobo was publicly +thanked by a committee of the Assembly of Virginia, and was allowed +his arrears of pay for the time of his captivity. On the 30th April, +1756, he had also been presented by the Assembly of Virginia with +300 pounds, in consideration of his services to the country and his +sufferings in his confinement as a hostage in Quebec. On the 19th +November, 1759, he was presented with 1,000 pounds as "a reward for +his zeal to his country and the recompense for the great hardships +he has suffered during his confinement in the enemy's country." +On the 18th February, 1760, Major Stobo embarked from New York for +England, on board the packet with Colonel West and several other +gentlemen. One would imagine that he had exhausted the vicissitudes +of fortune. But no. A French privateer boards them in the midst of +the English channel. The Major again consigns to the deep all his +letters, all except one which he forgot, in the pocket of his coat, +under the arm pit. This escaped the general catastrophe; and will +again restore him to notoriety; it is from General A. Monckton to +Mr. Pitt. The passengers of the packet were assessed 2,500 pounds to +be allowed their liberty, and Stobo had to pay 125 pounds towards +the relief fund. The despatch forgotten in his coat on delivery to +the great Pitt brought back a letter from Pitt to Amherst. With this +testimonial, Stobo sailed for New York, 24th April, 1760, to rejoin +the army engaged in the invasion of Canada; here end the Memoirs. + +Though Stobo's conduct at Fort du Quesne and at Quebec can never be +defended or palliated, all will agree that he exhibited, during his +eventful career, most indomitable fortitude, a boundless ingenuity, +and great devotion to his country--the whole crowned with final +success. + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SEATS OF THE MIGHTY, PARKER *** + +******** This file should be named gp56w10.txt or gp56w10.zip ******** + +Corrected EDITIONS of our eBooks get a new NUMBER, gp56w11.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, gp56w10a.txt + +This eBook was produced by Andrew Sly. + +Send corrections to David Widger <widger@cecomet.net> + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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