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+The Project Gutenberg EBook of Mrs. Falchion, Complete, by Gilbert Parker
+
+This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with
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+re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included
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+Title: Mrs. Falchion, Complete
+
+Author: Gilbert Parker
+
+Release Date: October 17, 2006 [EBook #6194]
+Last Updated: August 26, 2016
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+Language: English
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+*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MRS. FALCHION, COMPLETE ***
+
+
+
+Produced by David Widger and Andrew Sly
+
+
+
+
+
+MRS. FALCHION
+
+By Gilbert Parker
+
+
+
+
+INTRODUCTION
+
+This novel was written in the days of the three-decker, and it went out
+to sea as such. Every novel of mine written until 1893 was published in
+two or three volumes, and the sale to the libraries was greater than the
+sale to the general public. This book was begun in 1892 at the time when
+the Pierre stories were being written, and it was finished in the summer
+of 1893. It did not appear serially; indeed, I made no attempt at serial
+publication. I had a feeling that as it was to be my first novel, it
+should be judged as a whole and taken at a gasp, as it were. I believe
+that the reader of Messrs. Methuen & Company was not disposed to publish
+the book, but Mr. Methuen himself (or Mr. Stedman as he was then called)
+was impressed by it and gave it his friendly confidence. He was certain
+that it would arrest the attention of the critics and of the public,
+whether it became popular or not. I have not a set of those original
+three volumes. I wish I had, because they won for me an almost
+unhoped-for pleasure. The ‘Daily Chronicle’ gave the volumes over
+a column of review, and headed the notice, “A Coming Novelist.” The
+‘Athenaeum’ said that ‘Mrs. Falchion’ was a splendid study of character;
+‘The Pall Mall Gazette’ said that the writing was as good as anything
+that had been done in our time, while at the same time it took rather a
+dark view of my future as a novelist, because it said I had not probed
+deep enough into the wounds of character which I had inflicted. The
+article was written by Mr. George W. Stevens, and he was right in saying
+that I had not probed deep enough. Few very young men--and I was very
+young then--do probe very deeply. At the appearance of ‘When Valmond
+Came to Pontiac’, however, Mr. Stevens came to the conclusion that my
+future was assured.
+
+I mention these things because they were burnt into my mind at the time.
+‘Mrs. Falchion’ was my first real novel, as I have said, though it had
+been preceded by a short novel called ‘The Chief Factor’, since rescued
+from publication and never published in book form in England. I realised
+when I had written ‘Mrs. Falchion’ that I had not found my metier, and I
+was fearful of complete failure. I had come but a few years before from
+the South Seas; I was full of what I had seen and felt; I was eager to
+write of it all, and I did write of it; but the thing which was deeper
+still in me was the life which ‘Pierre and His People’, ‘The Seats of
+the Mighty’, ‘The Trail of the Sword’, ‘The Lane That Had no Turning’,
+and ‘The Right of Way’ portrayed. That life was destined to give me
+an assured place and public, while ‘Mrs. Falchion’, and the South Sea
+stories published in various journals before the time of its production,
+and indeed anterior to the writing of the Pierre series, only assured me
+attention.
+
+Happily for the book, which has faults of construction, superficialities
+as to incident, and with some crudity of plot, it was, in the main, a
+study of character. There was focus, there was illumination in the book,
+to what degree I will not try to say; and the attempt to fasten the
+mind of the reader upon the central figure, and to present that central
+figure in many aspects, safeguarded the narrative from the charge
+of being a mere novel of adventure, or, as one writer called it, “an
+impudent melodrama, which has its own fascinations.”
+
+Reading Mrs. Falchion again after all these years, I seem to realise
+in it an attempt to combine the objective and subjective methods of
+treatment--to combine analysis of character and motive with arresting
+episode. It is a difficult thing to do, as I have found. It was not done
+on my part wholly by design, but rather by instinct, and I imagine that
+this tendency has run through all my works. It represents the elements
+of romanticism and of realism in one, and that kind of representation
+has its dangers, to say nothing of its difficulties. It sometimes
+alienates the reader, who by instinct and preference is a realist, and
+it troubles the reader who wants to read for a story alone, who cares
+for what a character does, and not for what a character is or says,
+except in so far as it emphasises what it does. One has to work,
+however, in one’s own way, after one’s own idiosyncrasies, and here
+is the book that represents one of my own idiosyncrasies in its most
+primitive form.
+
+
+CONTENTS:
+
+ BOOK I
+
+ BELOW THE SUN LINE
+
+ I. THE GATES OF THE SEA
+ II. “MOTLEY IS YOUR ONLY WEAR”
+ III. A TALE OF NO MAN’S SEA
+ IV. THE TRAIL OF THE ISHMAELITE
+ V. ACCUSING FACES
+ VI. MUMMERS ALL
+ VII. THE WHEEL COMES FULL CIRCLE
+ VIII. A BRIDGE OF PERIL
+ IX. “THE PROGRESS OF THE SUNS”
+ X. BETWEEN DAY AND DARK
+
+
+ BOOK II
+
+ THE SLOPE OF THE PACIFIC
+
+ XI. AMONG THE HILLS OF GOD
+ XII. THE WHIRLIGIG OF TIME
+ XIII. THE SONG OF THE SAW
+ XIV. THE PATH OF THE EAGLE
+ XV. IN THE TROUGH OF THE WINDS
+ XVI. A DUEL IN ARCADY
+ XVII. RIDING THE REEFS
+ XVIII. THE STRINGS OF DESTINY
+ XIX. THE SENTENCE
+ XX. AFTER THE STORM
+ XXI. IN PORT
+
+
+
+
+
+BOOK I. BELOW THE SUN LINE
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I. THE GATES OF THE SEA
+
+The part I played in Mrs. Falchion’s career was not very noble, but I
+shall set it forth plainly here, else I could not have the boldness to
+write of her faults or those of others. Of my own history little need
+be said in preface. Soon after graduating with honours as a physician,
+I was offered a professional post in a college of medicine in Canada. It
+was difficult to establish a practice in medicine without some capital,
+else I had remained in London; and, being in need of instant means, I
+gladly accepted the offer. But six months were to intervene before
+the beginning of my duties--how to fill that time profitably was the
+question. I longed to travel, having scarcely been out of England during
+my life. Some one suggested the position of surgeon on one of the great
+steamers running between England and Australia. The idea of a long
+sea-voyage was seductive, for I had been suffering from over-study,
+though the position itself was not very distinguished. But in those days
+I cared more for pleasing myself than for what might become a newly-made
+professor, and I was prepared to say with a renowned Irish dean:
+“Dignity and I might be married, for all the relations we are.”
+
+I secured the position with humiliating ease and humiliating smallness
+of pay. The steamer’s name was the ‘Fulvia’. It was one of the largest
+belonging to the Occidental Company. It carried no emigrants and had a
+passenger list of fashionable folk. On the voyage out to Australia the
+weather was pleasant, save in the Bay of Biscay; there was no sickness
+on board, and there were many opportunities for social gaiety, the
+cultivation of pleasant acquaintances, and the encouragement of that
+brisk idleness which aids to health. This was really the first holiday
+in my life, and I enjoyed it thoroughly. Nothing of unusual interest
+occurred on the outward voyage; for one thing, because there were no
+unusual people among the passengers; for another, because the vessel
+behaved admirably. The same cannot be said of the return voyage: and
+with it my story really begins. Misfortune followed us out of Sydney
+harbour. We broke a crank-shaft between there and Port Phillip,
+Melbourne; a fire in the hold occurred at Adelaide; and at Albany we
+buried a passenger who had died of consumption one day out from King
+George’s Sound. At Colombo, also, we had a misfortune, but it was of a
+peculiar kind, and did not obtrude itself at once; it was found in
+an addition to our passenger list. I had spent a day in exploring
+Colombo--visiting Arabi Pasha, inspecting Hindu temples, watching the
+jugglers and snake-charmers, evading guides and the sellers of brummagem
+jewellery, and idling in the Cinnamon Gardens. I returned to the ship
+tired out. After I had done some official duties, I sauntered to the
+gangway, and, leaning against the bulwarks, idly watched the passengers
+come on board from the tender. Two of these made an impression on me.
+One was a handsome and fashionably-dressed woman, who was followed by
+a maid or companion (as I fancied), carrying parcels; the other, a
+shabbily-dressed man, who was the last to come up from the tender. The
+woman was going down the companion-way when he stepped on deck with a
+single bag in his hand, and I noticed that he watched her with a strange
+look in his eyes. He stood still as he gazed, and remained so for
+a moment after she had gone; then he seemed to recover himself, and
+started, as I thought, almost guiltily, when he saw that my attention
+was attracted. He nervously shifted his bag from one hand to the other,
+and looked round as though not certain of where he should go. A steward
+came to him officiously, and patronisingly too,--which is the bearing of
+servants to shabbily-dressed people,--but he shook his head, caught his
+bag smartly away from the steward’s fingers, and moved towards the after
+part of the ship, reserved for intermediate passengers. As he went he
+hesitated, came to the side of the vessel, looked down at the tender for
+a moment, cast his eyes to where the anchor was being weighed, made as
+if he would go back to the tender, then, seeing that the ladder was
+now drawn up, sighed, and passed on to the second-class companion-way,
+through which he disappeared.
+
+I stood commenting idly to myself upon this incident, which, slight
+though it was, appeared to have significance of a kind, when Hungerford,
+the fifth officer, caught me slyly by the arm and said, “Lucky fellow!
+Nothing to do but watch the world go by. I wish I had you in the North
+Atlantic on a whaler, or in the No Man’s Sea on a pearl-smack for a
+matter of thirty days.”
+
+“What would come of that, Hungerford?” said I.
+
+“An exchange of matter for mind, Marmion; muscle for meditation, physics
+for philosophy.”
+
+“You do me too much honour; at present I’ve neither mind, meditation,
+nor philosophy; I am simply vegetating.”
+
+“Which proves you to be demoralised. I never saw a surgeon on a ship
+who wasn’t. They began with mind--more or less--they ate the fruits of
+indolence, got precious near being sinful as well as indolent, and
+ended with cheap cynicism, with the old ‘quid refert’--the thing Hamlet
+plagiarised in his, ‘But it is no matter.’”
+
+“Isn’t this an unusual occupation for you, Hungerford--this Swift-like
+criticism?”
+
+“Swift-like, is it? You see, I’ve practised on many of your race,
+Marmion, and I have it pat now. You are all of two classes--those who
+sicken in soul and leave after one trip, and those who make another trip
+and are lost.”
+
+“Lost? How?”
+
+Hungerford pressed his fingers hard on my breastbone, looked at me
+enigmatically from under his well-hung brows, and replied: “Brains put
+out to seed, morals put out to vegetate--that’s ‘lost.’”
+
+“What about fifth officers?”
+
+“Fifth officers work like navvies, and haven’t time for foolishness.
+They’ve got to walk the bridge, and practise the boats, and be
+responsible for luggage--and here I am talking to you like an infallible
+undergraduate, while the lascars are in endless confusion with a
+half-dozen pieces of baggage, and the first officer foams because I’m
+not there to set them right. I leave you to your dreams. Good-bye.”
+
+Hungerford was younger than myself, but he knew the world, and I was
+flattered by these uncommon remarks, because he talked to no one else
+on the ship in the same way. He never sought to make friends, had a
+thorough contempt for social trifling, and shrugged his shoulders at
+the “swagger” of some of the other officers. I think he longed for a
+different kind of sea-life, so accustomed had he been to adventurous and
+hardy ways. He had entered the Occidental service because he had
+fallen in love with a pretty girl, and thought it his duty to become a
+“regular,” and thus have the chance of seeing her every three months in
+London. He had conceived a liking for me, reciprocated on my part; the
+more so, because I knew that behind his blunt exterior there was a warm
+and manly heart. When he left me I went to my cabin and prepared for
+dinner, laughing as I did so at his keen, uncompromising criticism,
+which I knew was correct enough; for of all official posts that of
+a ship-surgeon is least calculated to make a man take a pride in
+existence. At its best, it is assisting in the movement of a panorama;
+at its worst, worse than a vegetation. Hungerford’s solicitude for
+myself, however, was misplaced, because this one voyage would end my
+career as ship-surgeon, and, besides, I had not vegetated, but had been
+interested in everything that had occurred, humdrum as it was. With
+these thoughts, I looked out of the port-hole, to see the shores of
+Colombo, Galle Face, and Mount Lavinia fading in the distance, and heard
+seven bells--the time for dinner. When I took my seat at the table of
+which I was the head, my steward handed to me a slip of paper, saying
+that the chief steward had given a new passenger, a lady, the seat at my
+right hand, which had been vacated at Colombo. The name on the paper was
+“Mrs. Falchion.” The seat was still empty, and I wondered if this
+was the beautiful passenger who had attracted me and interested the
+Intermediate Passenger. I was selfish enough to wish so: and it was so.
+
+We had finished the soup before she entered. The chief steward, with
+that anxious civility which beauty can inspire in even so great a
+personage, conducted her to her seat beside me. I confess that though I
+was at once absorbed in this occurrence, I noticed also that some of the
+ladies present smiled significantly when they saw at whose table Mrs.
+Falchion was placed, and looked not a little ironically at the purser,
+who, as it was known, always tried to get for his table the newest
+addition to the passenger list--when it was a pretty woman. I believe
+that one or two rude people chaffed the chief steward about “favouring
+the doctor”; but he had a habit of saying uncomfortable things in
+a deferential way, and they did not pursue the subject. Then they
+commiserated the purser, who was an unpleasant little Jew of an envious
+turn of mind; and he, as I was told, likened me to Sir John Falstaff.
+I was sensitive in those days, and this annoyed me, particularly that
+I had had nothing to do with placing Mrs. Falchion at my table. We are
+always most sensitive when guilty concerning the spirit and not the
+letter.
+
+One who has lived the cosmopolitan life of London should be quick at
+detecting nationalities, but I found it difficult, even after I heard
+her speak, to guess at Mrs. Falchion’s native land. There were good
+reasons for this, as may be duly seen. Her appearance in the saloon
+caused an instant buzz of admiration and interest, of which she seemed
+oblivious. If it was acting, it was good acting; if it was lack of
+self-consciousness, it was remarkable. As I soon came to know, it was
+the latter--which, in such a woman, increased the remarkableness. I was
+inclined at first to venture the opinion that she was an actress; but I
+discovered that she possessed the attracting power of an actress without
+the calculated manner of one; her very lack of self-consciousness was
+proof of this emancipation.
+
+When she sat down, I immediately welcomed her by name to my table.
+The only surprise she showed at my knowledge of her name and my
+self-introduction was to lift her head slightly and look at me, as if
+wondering whether I was likely to be an inquisitive and troublesome
+host; and also, as I thought, to measure me according to her measure. It
+was a quick look, and the interest she showed was of a passive kind. She
+asked me as she might an old acquaintance--or a waiter--if the soup was
+good, and what the fish was like; decided on my recommendation to wait
+for the entrees; requested her next neighbour to pass the olives; in
+an impersonal way began to talk about the disadvantages of life at sea;
+regretted that all ship food tasted alike; wondered if the cook knew
+how to make a Russian salad; and added that the menu was a national
+compromise.
+
+Now that she was close to me, I could see that her beauty was real and
+notable. Her features were regular, her eyes of a greyish violet, her
+chin strong, yet not too strong--the chin of a singer; her hands had
+that charming quiet certainty of movement possessed by so few; and her
+colour was of the most delightful health. In this delightful health, in
+her bountiful yet perfect physical eloquence, her attractiveness, as
+it seemed to me, chiefly lay. For no one would ever have guessed her to
+possess an emotional temperament. All that was outer was fascinating,
+all that was inner suggested coldness. After experience assured me that
+all who came to know her shared this estimate, even in those days when
+every man on the ship was willing to be her slave. She had a compelling
+atmosphere, a possessive presence; and yet her mind at this time
+was unemotional--like Octavia, the wife of Mark Antony, “of a cold
+conversation.” She was striking and unusual in appearance, and yet well
+within convention and “good form.” Her dress was simply and modestly
+worn, and had little touches of grace and taste which, I understand,
+many ladies on board sought to imitate, when they recovered from the
+first feeling of envy.
+
+She was an example of splendid life. I cared to look at her as one would
+dwell on the sleek beauty of a deer--as, indeed, I have many a time
+since then, in India, watched a tigress asleep on her chain, claws
+hidden, wild life latent but slumbering. I could have staked my life
+that Mrs. Falchion was insensible to love or passion, and unimpeachable
+in the broad scheme of right and wrong; imperious in requiring homage,
+incapable of giving it. I noticed when she laughed, as she did once at
+table, that her teeth were very white and small and square; and, like a
+schoolgirl, she had a habit of clicking them together very lightly, but
+not conspicuously, as if trying their quality. This suggested, however,
+something a little cruel. Her appetite was very good. She was coolly
+anxious about the amusements; she asked me if I could get her a list
+of the passengers, said that she was never sea-sick, and took a languid
+interest in the ladies present. Her glance at the men was keen at first,
+then neutral.
+
+Once again, during the meal, she slowly turned and flashed an
+inquiring glance at me. I caught her eyes. She did not show the least
+embarrassment, and asked me if the band insisted on playing every day.
+Before she left the saloon, one could see that many present were talking
+about her. Even the grim old captain followed her with his eyes as she
+went. When she rose, I asked her if she was going on deck. I did it
+casually, as though it was her usual custom to appear there after
+dinner. In like fashion she replied that her maid had some unpacking
+to do, she had some things to superintend, and, when this was done,
+she intended to spend a time on deck. Then, with a peculiar smile, she
+passed out.
+
+ [Note by Dr. Marmion appended to his MSS.:--“Many of the
+ conversations and monologues in this history, not heard by myself
+ when they occurred, were told to me afterwards, or got from the
+ diaries and notes of the persons concerned. Only a few are purely
+ imaginary.”]
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II. “MOTLEY IS YOUR ONLY WEAR”
+
+I went to my cabin, took a book, sat down, and began to smoke. My
+thoughts drifted from the book, and then occurred a strange, incongruous
+thing. It was a remembered incident. It came like a vision as I was
+lighting a fresh cigar:
+
+A boy and a girl in a village chemist’s shop; he with a boy’s love
+for her, she responding in terms, but not in fact. He passed near her
+carrying a measure of sulphuric acid. She put out her hand suddenly and
+playfully, as though to bar his way. His foot slipped on the oily floor,
+and the acid spilled on his hands and the skirt of her dress. He turned
+instantly and plunged his hands into a measure of alcohol standing near
+before the acid had more than slightly scalded them. She glanced at
+his startled face; hers was without emotion. She looked down, and said
+petulantly: “You have spoiled my dress; I cannot go into the street.”
+
+The boy’s clothes were burnt also. He was poor, and to replace them must
+be a trial to him; her father owned the shop, and was well-to-do. Still,
+he grieved most that she should be annoyed, though he saw her injustice.
+But she turned away and left him.
+
+Another scene then crossed the disc of smoke:
+
+The boy and girl, now man and woman, standing alone in the chemist’s
+shop. He had come out of the big working world, after travel in many
+countries. His fame had come with him. She was to be married the next
+day to a seller of purple and fine linen. He was smiling a good-bye, and
+there was nothing of the old past in the smile. The flame now was in her
+eyes, and she put out both her hands to stop him as he turned to go;
+but his face was passionless. “You have spoiled my heart,” she said; “I
+cannot go into the world so.”
+
+“It is too late; the measures are empty,” he replied.
+
+“I love you to-day, I will loathe you to-morrow,” was the answer.
+
+But he turned and left her, and she blindly stretched out her hands and
+followed him into the darkness, weeping.
+
+Was it the scent of the chemicals in my cabin, coupled with some
+subterranean association of things, which brought these scenes vividly
+before me at this moment? What had they to do with Mrs. Falchion?
+
+A time came when the occurrence appeared to me in the light of
+prescience, but that was when I began to understand that all ideas, all
+reason and philosophy, are the result of outer impression. The primal
+language of our minds is in the concrete. Afterwards it becomes the
+cypher, and even at its highest it is expressed by angles, lines, and
+geometrical forms--substances and allusive shapes. But now, as the scene
+shifted by, I had involuntarily thrust forward my hands as did the
+girl when she passed out into the night, and, in doing so, touched the
+curtain of my cabin door swinging in towards me. I recovered myself,
+and a man timidly stepped inside, knocking as he did so. It was the
+Intermediate Passenger. His face was pale; he looked ill.
+
+Poor as his dress was, I saw that he had known the influences and
+practised the graces of good society, though his manner was hesitating
+and anxious now. I knew at a glance that he was suffering from both
+physical pain and mental worry. Without a word, I took his wrist and
+felt his pulse, and he said: “I thought I might venture to come--”
+
+I motioned him not to speak. I counted the irregular pulse-beats, then
+listened to the action of his heart, with my ear to his breast. There
+lay his physical trouble. I poured out a dose of digitalis, and, handing
+it to him, asked him to sit down. As he sat and drank the medicine,
+I rapidly studied him. The chin was firm, and the eyes had a dogged,
+persistent look that, when turned on you, saw not you, but something
+beyond you. The head was thrown slightly forward, the eyes looking up at
+an angle. This last action was habitual with him. It gave him a peculiar
+earnestness. As I noted these peculiarities, my mind was also with his
+case; I saw that his life was threatened. Perhaps he guessed what was
+going on in me, for he said in a low, cultured voice: “The wheels will
+stop too long some time, and there will be no rebound;”--referring to
+the irregular action of his heart.
+
+“Perhaps that is true,” I said; “yet it depends a good deal upon
+yourself when it will be. Men can die if they wish without committing
+suicide. Look at the Maori, the Tongan, the Malay. They can also prolong
+life (not indefinitely, but in a case like yours considerably), if
+they choose. You can lengthen your days if you do not brood on fatal
+things--fatal to you; if you do not worry yourself into the grave.”
+
+I knew that something of this was platitude, and that counsel to such
+a man must be of a more possible cast, if it is to be followed. I was
+aware also that, in nine cases out of ten, worry is not a voluntary or
+constitutional thing, but springs from some extraneous cause.
+
+He smiled faintly, raised his head a little higher, and said:
+“Yes, that’s just it, I suppose; but then we do not order our own
+constitutions; and I believe, Doctor, that you must kill a nerve before
+it ceases to hurt. One doesn’t choose to worry, I think, any more than
+one chooses to lay bare a nerve.” And then his eyes dropped, as if he
+thought he had already said too much.
+
+Again I studied him, repeating my definitions in my mind. He was not a
+drunkard; he might have had no vice, so free was his face from any sign
+of dissipation or indulgence; but there was suffering, possibly the
+marks of some endured shame. The suffering and shadows showed the more
+because his features were refined enough for a woman. And altogether it
+struck me that he was possessed by some one idea, which gave his looks a
+kind of sorrowful eloquence, such as one sees on occasion in the face of
+a great actor like Salvini, on the forehead of a devout Buddhist, or in
+the eyes of a Jesuit missionary who martyrs himself in the wilds.
+
+I felt at once for the man a sympathy, a brotherliness, the causes of
+which I should be at a loss to trace. Most people have this experience
+at one time or another in their lives. It is not a matter of sex; it may
+be between an old man and a little child, a great man and a labourer, a
+schoolgirl and an old native woman. There is in such companionships less
+self-interest than in any other. As I have said, I thought that this man
+had a trouble, and I wished to know it; not from curiosity,--though my
+mind had a selfish, inquiring strain,--but because I hoped I might
+be able to help him in some way. I put my hand on his shoulder, and
+replied: “You will never be better unless you get rid of your worry.”
+
+He drew in a sharp breath, and said: “I know that. I am afraid I shall
+never be better.”
+
+There was a silence in which we looked at each other steadily, and then
+he added, with an intense but quiet misery: “Never--never!”
+
+At that he moved his hand across his forehead wearily, rose, and turned
+toward the door. He swayed as he did so, and would have fallen, but I
+caught him as he lost consciousness, and laid him on the cabin sofa.
+I chafed his hands, unloosed his collar, and opened the bosom of his
+shirt. As the linen dropped away from his throat, a small portrait on
+ivory was exposed on his breast. I did not look closely at it then, but
+it struck me that the woman’s head in the portrait was familiar, though
+the artistic work was not recent, and the fashion of the hair was
+of years before. When his eyes opened, and he felt his neck bare, he
+hurriedly put up his hand and drew the collar close, and at the same
+time sent a startled and inquiring look at me. After a few moments I
+helped him to his feet, and, thanking me more with a look than with
+words, he turned towards the door again.
+
+“Wait,” I said, “until I give you some medicine, and then you shall
+take my arm to your cabin.” With a motion of the hand, signifying the
+uselessness of remedies, he sat down again. As I handed him the phial,
+I continued: “I know that it is none of my business, but you are
+suffering. To help your body, your mind should be helped also. Can’t you
+tell me your trouble? Perhaps I should be able to serve you. I would if
+I could.”
+
+It may be that I spoke with a little feeling and an apparent honesty;
+for his eyes searched mine in a kind of earnest bewilderment, as if this
+could not be true--as if, indeed, life had gone so hard with him that
+he had forgotten the way of kindness. Then he stretched out his hand and
+said brokenly: “I am grateful, believe me. I cannot tell you just now,
+but I will soon, perhaps.” His hand was upon the curtain of the door,
+when my steward’s voice was heard outside, calling my name. The man
+himself entered immediately, and said that Mrs. Falchion sent her
+compliments, and would I come at once to see her companion, Miss Caron,
+who had injured herself.
+
+The Intermediate Passenger turned towards me a strange look; his lips
+opened as if about to speak, but he said nothing. At the instant there
+came to my mind whom the picture on his breast resembled: it was Mrs.
+Falchion.
+
+I think he saw this new intelligence in my face, and a meaning smile
+took the place of words, as he slowly left the cabin, mutely refusing
+assistance.
+
+I went to Mrs. Falchion’s cabin, and met her outside the door. She
+looked displeased. “Justine has hurt herself,” she said. “Please attend
+to her; I am going on deck.”
+
+The unfeeling nature of this remark held me to the spot for a moment;
+then I entered the cabin. Justine Caron, a delicate but warm-faced girl
+of little more than twenty, was sitting on the cabin sofa, her head
+supported against the wall, and her hand wound in a handkerchief
+soaked in blood. Her dress and the floor were also stained. I undid the
+handkerchief and found an ugly wound in the palm of the hand. I called
+the steward, and sent him to my dispensary for some necessaries; then
+I asked her how it happened. At the moment I saw the cause--a broken
+bottle lying on the floor. “The ship rolled,” she said. “The bottle fell
+from the shelf upon the marble washstand, and, breaking, from there to
+the floor. Madame caught at my arm to save herself from falling; but I
+slipped, and was cut on the bottle--so.”
+
+As she ended there was a knock, but the curtain was not drawn, and Mrs.
+Falchion’s voice was heard. “My dress is stained, Justine.”
+
+The half-fainting girl weakly replied: “I am very sorry, madame,
+indeed.”
+
+To this Mrs. Falchion rejoined: “When you have been attended to, you
+may go to bed, Justine. I shall not want you again to-night. But I shall
+change my dress. It is so unpleasant; I hate blood. I hope you will be
+well in the morning.”
+
+To this Justine replied: “Ah, madame, I am sorry. I could not help it;
+but I shall be quite well in the morning, I am sure.” Then she added
+quietly to me: “The poor madame! She will not see suffering. She hates
+pain. Sickness troubles her. Shall I be able to use my hand very soon,
+monsieur?”
+
+There was a wistful look in her eyes, and guessing why it was there, I
+said: “Yes, soon, I hope--in a few days, no doubt.”
+
+Her face lighted up, and she said: “Madame likes about her people who
+are happy and well.” Then, as if she might have said too much, she
+hurriedly added: “But she is very kind;” and, stooping down quickly, her
+face whitening with the effort, she caught up the broken glass and threw
+it through the port-hole into the sea.
+
+A half-hour later I went on deck, and found Mrs. Falchion comfortably
+seated in her deck-chair. I brought a stool over, and sat down beside
+her. To this hour the quickness with which I got upon friendly terms
+with her astonishes me.
+
+“Justine is better?” she said, and her hand made a slight motion of
+disgust.
+
+“Yes. She was not dangerously hurt, of course.”
+
+“Let us change the subject, please. They are going to have a fancy-dress
+ball on board, I believe, before we get to Aden. How tiresome! Isn’t it
+a little affectation on the part of the stage-struck committee? Isn’t
+it--inconsequent?”
+
+“That depends,” I said vaguely, inviting a question. She idled with a
+book in her lap.
+
+“On what?”
+
+“On those who go, what costumes are worn, and how much beauty and art
+appear.”
+
+“But the trouble! Does it pay? What return does one get?”
+
+“If all admire, half are envious, some are jealous, and one is
+devoted--isn’t that enough?” I think I was a fool that night.
+
+“You seem to understand women,” she said, with a puzzling and not quite
+satisfactory smile. “Yes, all that is something.”
+
+Though I was looking at the sea rather than at her, I saw again that
+inquiring look in her eyes--such a measuring look as a recruiting
+sergeant might give a victim of the Queen’s shilling.
+
+After a moment’s pause she continued, I thought, abstractedly: “As what
+should you go?”
+
+I answered lightly and without premeditation, “As Caius Cassius. Why
+should you not appear as Portia?”
+
+She lifted her eyebrows at me.
+
+“As Portia?”
+
+“As Portia, the wife of Brutus,” I blundered on, at the same time
+receiving her permission, by a nod, to light my cigar.
+
+“The pious, love-sick wife of Brutus!” This in a disdainful tone, and
+the white teeth clicked softly together.
+
+“Yes, a good disguise,” I said banteringly, though I fancy somewhat
+tentatively also, and certainly with a touch of rudeness. I was thinking
+at that moment of the Intermediate Passenger, and I was curious.
+
+“And you think of going in the disguise of a gentleman? Caius Cassius
+was that, wasn’t he?” she retorted in an ironical tone.
+
+“I suppose he was, though he was punished once for rudeness,” I replied
+apologetically.
+
+“Quite so,” was the decisive reply.
+
+I felt that she was perfectly cool, while I was a little confused, and
+ashamed too, that I had attempted to be playfully satirical. And so,
+wondering what I should say next, I remarked in desperation: “Do you
+like the sea?”
+
+“I am never ill at sea,” was her reply. “But I do not really like it; it
+is treacherous. The land would satisfy me if--” She paused.
+
+“Yes, Mrs. Falchion--‘if’?”
+
+“If I did not wish to travel,” she vaguely added, looking blandly at me.
+
+“You have travelled much?” I ventured.
+
+“A great deal;” and again I saw that scrutiny in her eyes. It occurred
+to me at the moment that she might think I possessed some previous
+knowledge of her.
+
+My mind became occupied again with the Intermediate Passenger and the
+portrait that he wore at his neck. I almost laughed to think of the
+melodramatic turn which my first conversation with this woman might
+chance to take. I felt that I was dealing with one who was able to meet
+cleverly any advance of mine, but I determined to lead the talk into as
+deep waters as possible.
+
+“I suppose, too, you are a good practical sailor--that is, you
+understand seamanship, if you have travelled much?” I do not know why I
+said that, for it sounded foolish to me afterwards.
+
+“Pretty well,” she replied. “I can manage a sail; I know the argot, I
+could tell the shrouds from the bulwarks, and I’ve rowed a boat in a
+choppy sea.”
+
+“It is not an accomplishment usual to your sex.”
+
+“It was ordinary enough where I spent the early part of my life,” was
+the idle reply; and she settled herself more comfortably in her chair.
+
+“Yes? May I ask where that was?” and as I said this, it occurred to
+me that she was, perhaps, leading me on, instead of my leading her; to
+betray me as to anything I knew about her.
+
+“In the South Seas,” she replied. “My father was a British consul in the
+Islands.”
+
+“You have not come from the Islands now, I suppose?”
+
+“No,” she said a little more softly; “it is years since I was in Samoa.
+... My father is buried there.”
+
+“You must have found it a romantic life in those half-barbaric places?”
+
+She shifted in her chair. “Romantic!” Her tone conveyed a very slight
+uneasiness and vagueness. “I am afraid you must ask some one else about
+that sort of thing. I did not see much romance, but I saw plenty that
+was half-barbaric.” Here she laughed slightly.
+
+Just then I saw the lights of a vessel far off. “See--a vessel!” I said;
+and I watched the lights in silence, but thinking. I saw that she too
+was watching idly.
+
+At length, as if continuing the conversation, I said: “Yes, I suppose
+life must be somewhat adventurous and dangerous among savage people like
+the Samoans, Tongans, and Fijians?”
+
+“Indeed, then,” she replied decisively, “you are not to suppose anything
+of the kind. The danger is not alone for the white people.”
+
+At this I appeared, as I really was, interested, and begged her to
+explain what she meant. She thought a moment, and then briefly, but
+clearly, sketched the life of those islands, showing how, in spite of
+missionary labour selfish and unselfish, the native became the victim
+of civilisation, the prey of the white trader and beachcomber, who were
+protected by men-of-war with convincing Nordenfeldt and Hotchkiss guns;
+how the stalwart force of barbaric existence declined, and with it the
+crude sense of justice, the practice of communism at its simplest
+and purest, the valour of nationality. These phrases are my own--the
+substance, not the fashion, of her speech.
+
+“You do not, then,” I said, “believe wholly in the unselfishness of
+missionaries, the fair dealing of traders, the perfect impartiality of
+justice, as shown through steel-clad cruisers?”
+
+“I have seen too much to be quite fair in judgment, I fear, even to
+men-of-war’s men;” and she paused, listening to a song which came from
+the after-part of the ship. The air was very still, and a few of the
+words of the droll, plaintive ditty came to us.
+
+Quartermaster Stone, as he passed us, hummed it, and some voices of the
+first-class passengers near joined in the refrain:
+
+ “Sing, hey, for a rover on the sea,
+ And the old world!”
+
+Some days later I got all of the song from one of the intermediate
+passengers, and the last verse of it I give here:
+
+ “I’m a-sailing, I’m a-sailing on the sea,
+ To a harbour where the wind is still;
+ Oh, my dearie, do you wait for me?
+ Oh, my dearie, do you love me still?
+ Sing, hey, for a rover on the sea,
+ And the old world!”
+
+I noticed that Mrs. Falchion’s brow contracted as the song proceeded,
+making a deep vertical line between the eyes, and that the fingers of
+the hand nearest me closed on the chair-arm firmly. The hand attracted
+me. It was long, the fingers were shapely, but not markedly tapering,
+and suggested firmness. I remarked afterward, when I chanced to shake
+hands with her, that her fingers enclosed one’s hand; it was not a mere
+touch or pressure, but an unemotional and possessive clasp. I felt sure
+that she had heard the song before, else it had not produced even this
+so slight effect on her nerves. I said: “It is a quaint song. I suppose
+you are familiar with it and all of its kind?”
+
+“I fancy I have heard it somewhere,” she answered in a cold voice.
+
+I am aware that my next question was not justified by our very
+short acquaintance; but this acquaintance had been singular from its
+beginning, and it did not seem at that moment as it looks on paper;
+besides, I had the Intermediate Passenger in my mind. “Perhaps your
+husband is a naval man?” I asked.
+
+A faint flush passed over her face, and then, looking at me with a
+neutral expression and some reserve of manner, she replied: “My husband
+was not a naval man.”
+
+She said “was not.” That implied his death.
+
+There was no trouble in her manner; I could detect no sign of
+excitement. I turned to look at the lights of the approaching vessel,
+and there, leaning against the railing that divided the two decks, was
+the Intermediate Passenger. He was looking at us intently. A moment
+after he disappeared. Beyond doubt there was some intimate association
+between these two.
+
+My thoughts were, however, distracted by our vessel signalling the
+other. Hungerford was passing just then, and I said: “Have you any idea
+what vessel it is, Hungerford?”
+
+“Yes, man-of-war ‘Porcupine’, bound for Aden, I think.”
+
+Mrs. Falchion at this laughed strangely, as she leaned forward looking,
+and then, rising quickly, said: “I prefer to walk.”
+
+“May I accompany you?” I asked.
+
+She inclined her head, and we joined the promenaders. The band was
+playing, and, for a ship-band, playing very well, the ballet music
+of Delibes’ ‘Sylvia’. The musicians had caught that unaccentuated
+and sensuous swing of the melody which the soft, tropical atmosphere
+rendered still more languorous. With Mrs. Falchion’s hand upon my arm,
+I felt a sense of capitulation to the music and to her, uncanny in its
+suddenness. At this distance of time it seems to me absurd. I had once
+experienced something of the same feeling with the hand of a young
+medical student, who, skilled in thought-reading, discovered the number
+of a bank-note that was in my mind.
+
+This woman had an attractiveness compelling and delightful, at least in
+its earlier application to me. Both professionally and socially I have
+been brought into contact with women of beauty and grace, but never one
+who, like Mrs. Falchion, being beautiful, seemed so unconscious of
+the fact, so indifferent to those about her, so untouched by another’s
+emotion, so lacking in sensitiveness of heart; and who still drew people
+to her. I am speaking now of the earlier portion of our acquaintance; of
+her as she was up to this period in her life.
+
+I was not alone in this opinion of her, for, as time went on, every
+presentable man and woman on the boat was introduced to her; and if some
+women criticised and some disliked her, all acknowledged her talent and
+her imperial attraction. Among the men her name was never spoken but
+with reserve and respect, and her afternoon teas were like a little
+court. She had no compromising tenderness of manner for man or woman;
+she ruled, yet was unapproachable through any avenues of sentiment. She
+had a quiet aplomb, which would be called ‘sang-froid’ in a man.
+
+“Did you ever see a Spanish-Mexican woman dance?” she asked in one of
+the pauses of the music.
+
+“Never: never any good dancing, save what one gets at a London theatre.”
+
+“That is graceful,” she said, “but not dancing. You have heard of music
+stirring the blood; of savage races--and others--working themselves up
+to ecstatic fury? Maybe you have seen the Dervishes, or the Fijians, or
+the Australian aboriginals? No? Well, I have, and I have seen--which
+is so much more--those Spanish-Mexican women dance. Did you ever see
+anything so thrilling, so splendid, that you felt you must possess
+it?”--She asked me that with her hand upon my arm!--“Well, that is it. I
+have felt that way towards a horse which has won a great race, and to
+a woman who has carried me with her through the fantastic drama of her
+dance, until she stood at the climax, head thrown back, face glowing--a
+statue. It is grand to be eloquent like that, not in words, but in
+person.”
+
+In this was the key to her own nature. Body and mind she was free from
+ordinary morbidness, unless her dislike of all suffering was morbid.
+With her this was a dislike of any shock to the senses. She was selfish
+at all points.
+
+These conclusions were pursued at the expense of speech on my part.
+At first she did not appear to regard my silence. She seemed to have
+thoughts of her own; but she shook them off with a little firm motion of
+the shoulders, and, with the assumption of a demureness of manner and an
+airy petulance, said: “Well, amuse me.”
+
+“Amuse you?” was my reply. “Delighted to do so if I can. How?”
+
+“Talk to me,” was the quick response.
+
+“Would that accomplish the purpose?” This in a tone of mock protest.
+
+“Please don’t be foolish, Dr. Marmion. I dislike having to explain. Tell
+me things.”
+
+“About what?”
+
+“Oh, about yourself--about people you have met, and all that; for I
+suppose you have seen a good deal and lived a good deal.”
+
+“About hospital cases?” I said a little maliciously.
+
+“No, please, no! I abhor everything that is sick and poor and
+miserable.”
+
+“Well,” said I, at idle venture, “if not a hospital, what about a gaol?”
+
+I felt the hand on my arm twitch slightly, and then her reply came.
+
+“I said I hated everything that was wretched and wicked. You are either
+dense, or purposely irritating.”
+
+“Well, then, a college?”
+
+“A college? Yes, that sounds better. But I do not wish descriptions
+of being ‘gated,’ or ‘sent down,’ or ‘ploughed,’ and that kind of
+commonplace. I should prefer, unless your vanity leads you irresistibly
+in that direction, something with mature life and amusement; or, at
+least, life and incident, and good sport--if you do not dwell on the
+horrors of killing.”
+
+On the instant there came to me the remembrance of Professor Valiant’s
+wife. I think it was not what she wanted; but I had a purpose, and I
+began:
+
+“Every one at St. Luke’s admired and respected Professor Valiant’s wife,
+she was so frank and cordial and prettily downright. In our rooms we all
+called her a good chap, and a dashed good chap when her husband happened
+to be rustier than usual. He was our professor in science. It was the
+general belief that he chose science for his life-work because it gave
+unusual opportunities for torture. He was believed to be a devoted
+vivisectionist; he certainly had methods of cruelty, masterly in their
+ingenuity. He could make a whole class raw with punishment in a few
+words; and many a scorching bit of Latin verse was written about his
+hooked nose and fishy eye.
+
+“But his highest talents in this direction were reserved for his wife.
+His distorted idea of his own importance made him view her as a chattel,
+an inferior being; the more so, I believe, because she brought him
+little money when he married her. She was too much the woman to pretend
+to kneel to him, and because she would not be his slave, she had a hard
+time of it. He began by insisting that she should learn science, that
+she might assist him in his experiments. She knew that she had no taste
+for it, that it was no part of her wifely duty, and she did what suited
+her better--followed the hounds. It was a picture to see her riding
+across country. She could take a fence with a sound hunter like a bird.
+And so it happened that, after a time, they went their own ways pretty
+well; he ignoring her, neglecting her, deprecating her by manner, if not
+by speech, and making her life more than uncomfortable.
+
+“She was always kind to me. I was the youngest chap in the college, and
+was known as ‘Marmy’ by every one; and because I was fonder of science
+than most other men in the different years, Valiant was more gracious to
+me than the rest, though I did not like him. One day, when I called, I
+heard her say to him, not knowing that I was near: ‘Whatever you feel,
+or however you act towards me in private, I will have respect when
+others are present.’
+
+“It was the custom for the professors to invite each student to luncheon
+or dinner once during term-time. Being somewhat of a favourite of both
+Professor and Mrs. Valiant however, I lunched with them often. I need
+hardly say that I should not have exceeded the regulation once had it
+not been for Mrs. Valiant. The last time I went is as clear in my memory
+as if it were yesterday. Valiant was more satirical and cold-blooded
+than usual. I noticed a kind of shining hardness in his wife’s eyes,
+which gave me a strange feeling; yet she was talkative and even gay,
+I thought, while I more than once clinched my fist under the table,
+so much did I want to pummel him; for I was a lover of hers, in a
+deferential, boyish way.
+
+“At last, knowing that she liked the hunt, I asked her if she was going
+to the meet on the following Saturday, saying that I intended to follow,
+having been offered a horse. With a steely ring to her voice, and a
+further brightening of the eyes, she said: ‘You are a stout little
+sportsman, Marmy. Yes, I am going on Major Karney’s big horse, Carbine.’
+
+“Valiant looked up, half sneering, half doubtful, I thought, and
+rejoined: ‘Carbine is a valuable horse, and the fences are stiff in the
+Garston country.’
+
+“She smiled gravely, then, with her eyes fixed on her husband, said:
+‘Carbine is a perfect gentleman. He will do what I ask him. I have
+ridden him.’
+
+“‘The devil you have!’ he replied.
+
+“‘I am sure,’ said I, as I hoped, bravely, and not a little
+enthusiastically, ‘that Carbine would take any fence you asked him.’
+
+“‘Or not, as the case might be. Thank you, Marmy, for the compliment,’
+she said.
+
+“‘A Triton among minnows,’ remarked Valiant, not entirely under his
+breath; ‘horses obey, and students admire, and there is no end to her
+greatness.’
+
+“‘There is an end to everything, Edward,’ she remarked a shade sadly and
+quietly.
+
+“He turned to me and said: ‘Science is a great study, Marmion, but it is
+sardonic too; for you shall find that when you reduce even a Triton to
+its original elements--’
+
+“‘Oh, please let me finish,’ she interrupted softly. ‘I know the lecture
+so well. It reads this way: “The place of generation must break to
+give place to the generated; but the influence spreads out beyond the
+fragments, and is greater thus than in the mass--neither matter nor mind
+can be destroyed. The earth was molten before it became cold rock and
+quiet world.” There, you see, Marmy, that I am a fellow-student of
+yours.’
+
+“Valiant’s eyes were ugly to watch; for she had quoted from a lecture
+of his, delivered to us that week. After an instant he said, with slow
+maliciousness: ‘Oh, ye gods, render me worthy of this Portia, and teach
+her to do as Brutus’s Portia did, ad eternum!’
+
+“She shuddered a little, then said very graciously, and as if he
+had meant nothing but kindness: ‘Beggar that I am, I am even poor in
+thanks.’ I will leave you now to your cigarettes; and because I must go
+out soon, and shall not, I fear, see you again this afternoon, good-bye,
+Marmy, till Saturday--till Saturday.’ And she left us.
+
+“I was white and trembling with anger. He smiled coolly, and was
+careful to choose me one of his best cigars, saying as he handed
+it: ‘Conversation is a science, Marmion. Study it; there is solid
+satisfaction in it; it is the only art that brings instant pleasure.
+Like the stage, it gets its immediate applause.’
+
+“Well, Mrs. Valiant did ride Carbine on that Saturday. Such a scene
+it was! I see it now--the mottled plump of hounds upon the scent, the
+bright sun showing up the scarlet coats of the whips gloriously, the
+long stride of the hunters, ears back and quarters down! She rode
+Carbine, and the fences WERE stiff--so stiff that I couldn’t have taken
+half of them. Afterward I was not sorry that I couldn’t; for she rode
+for a fall that day on Carbine, her own horse, she had bought him of
+Major Karney a few days before,--and I heard her last words as she
+lay beside him, smiling through the dreadful whiteness of her lips.
+‘Goodbye, Marmy,’ she whispered. ‘Carbine and I go together. It is
+better so, in the full cry and a big field. Tell the men at Luke’s that
+I hope they will pass at the coming exams.... I am going up--for my
+final--Marmy.--I wonder--if I’ll--pass.’ And then the words froze on her
+lips.
+
+“It was persecution that did it--diabolical persecution and selfishness.
+That was the worst day the college ever knew. At the funeral, when the
+provost read, ‘For that it hath pleased Thee to deliver this our sister
+out of the miseries of this sinful world,’ Big Wallington, the wildest
+chap among the grads, led off with a gulp in his throat, and we all
+followed. And that gold-spectacled sneak stood there, with a lying white
+handkerchief at his eyes.
+
+“I laid myself out to make the college too hot for him. In a week I had
+every man in the place with me, and things came to such a pass that
+all of us must be sent down, or Valiant resign. He resigned. He found
+another professorship; but the thing followed him, and he was obliged to
+leave the country.”
+
+When I finished the story, Mrs. Falchion was silent for a time, then,
+with a slight air of surprise, and in a quite critical way, she said:
+“I should think you would act very well, if you used less emotion. Mrs.
+Valiant had a kind of courage, but she was foolish to die. She should
+have stayed and fought him--fought him every way, until she was his
+master. She could have done it; she was clever, I should think. Still,
+if she had to die, it was better to go with a good horse that way. I
+think I should prefer to go swiftly, suddenly, but without the horror
+of blood and bruises, and that sort of thing.... I should like to meet
+Professor Valiant. He was hard, but he was able too.... But haven’t
+we had enough of horror? I asked you to amuse me, and you have merely
+interested me instead. Oh!--”
+
+This exclamation, I thought, was caused by the voice of the
+quartermaster humming:
+
+ “I’m a-sailing, I’m a-sailing on the sea,
+ To a harbour where the wind is still”--
+
+Almost immediately she said: “I think I will go below.” Then, after a
+slight pause: “This is a liberal acquaintance for one day, Dr. Marmion;
+and, you know, we were not introduced.”
+
+“No, Mrs. Falchion, we were not introduced; but I am in some regards
+your host, and I fear we should all be very silent if we waited for
+regular introductions here. The acquaintance gives me pleasure, but it
+is not nearly so liberal as I hope it may become.”
+
+She did not answer, but smiled at me over her shoulder as she passed
+down the staircase, and the next instant I could have bitten my tongue
+for playing the cavalier as I had done; for showing, as I think I did,
+that she had an influence over me--an influence peculiar to herself, and
+difficult to account for when not in her presence.
+
+I sat down, lit a cigar, and went over in my mind all that had been said
+between us; all that had occurred in my cabin after dinner; every minute
+since we left Colombo was laid bare to its minutest detail. Lascars
+slipped by me in the half-darkness, the voices of two lovers near
+alternated with their expressive silences, and from the music saloon
+there came the pretty strains of a minuet, played very deftly. Under the
+influence of this music my thoughts became less exact; they drifted. My
+eyes shifted to the lights of the ‘Porcupine’ in the distance, and from
+them again to the figures passing and repassing me on the deck. The
+“All’s well” of the look-out seemed to come from an endless distance;
+the swish of water against the dividing hull of the ‘Fulvia’ sounded
+like a call to silence from another world; the phosphorescence swimming
+through the jarred waters added to the sensation of unreality and
+dreams. These dreams grew, till they were broken by a hand placed on
+my shoulder, and I saw that one of the passengers, Clovelly, an English
+novelist, had dropped out from the promenade to talk with me. He saw
+my mood, however, and said quietly: “Give me a light for my cigar, will
+you? Then, astride this stool, I’ll help you to make inventory of the
+rest of them. A pretty study; for, at our best, ‘What fools we mortals
+be!’”
+
+“‘Motley is your only wear,’” was my reply; and for a full half-hour,
+which, even for a man, is considerable, we spoke no word, but only
+nodded when some one of the promenaders noticed us. There was a
+bookmaker fresh from the Melbourne races; an American, Colonel Ryder,
+whose eloquence had carried him round the world; a stalwart squatter
+from Queensland; a pretty widow, who had left her husband under the sods
+of Tasmania; a brace of girls going to join their lovers and be married
+in England; a few officers fleeing from India with their livers and
+their lives; a family of four lanky lasses travelling “home” to school;
+a row of affable ladies, who alternated between envy and gaiety and
+delight in, and criticism of, their husbands; a couple of missionaries,
+preparing to give us lectures on the infamous gods of the heathen,--gods
+which, poor harmless little creatures! might be bought at a few annas a
+pint at Aden or Colombo,--and on the Exodus and the Pharaohs--pleasures
+reserved for the Red Sea; a commercial traveller, who arranged
+theatricals, and cast himself for all the principal parts; a humorous
+and naive person who industriously hinted at the opulence of his estates
+in Ireland; two stately English ladies of title; a cheerful array
+of colonial knights and judges off to Europe for a holiday; and many
+others, who made little worlds unto themselves, called cliques by blunt
+people.
+
+“To my mind, the most interesting persons on the ship,” said Clovelly at
+last, “are the bookmaker, Miss Treherne, and the lady with whom you have
+just been talking--an exceptional type.”
+
+“An unusual woman, I fancy,” was my reply. “But which is Miss Treherne?
+I am afraid I am not quite sure.”
+
+He described her and her father, with whom I had talked--a London Q.C.,
+travelling for his health, a notable man with a taste for science, who
+spent his idle hours in reading astronomy and the plays of Euripides.
+
+“Why not include the father in the list of the most interesting
+persons?” I questioned.
+
+“Because I have met many men like him, but no one quite like his
+daughter, or Mrs.--what is her name?”
+
+“Mrs. Falchion.”
+
+“Or Mrs. Falchion or the bookmaker.”
+
+“What is there so uncommon about Miss Treherne? She had not struck me as
+being remarkable.”
+
+“No? Well, of course, she is not striking after the fashion of Mrs.
+Falchion. But watch her, study her, and you will find her to be the
+perfection of a type--the finest expression of a decorous convention, a
+perfect product of social conservatism; unaffected, cheerful, sensitive,
+composed, very talented, altogether companionable.”
+
+“Excuse me,” I said, laughing, though I was impressed; “that sounds as
+if you had been writing about her, and applying to her the novelist’s
+system of analysis, which makes an imperfect individual a perfect type.
+Now, frankly, are you speaking of Miss Treherne, or of some one of whom
+she is the outline, as it were?”
+
+Clovelly turned and looked at me steadily. “When you consider a
+patient,” he said, “do you arrange a diagnosis of a type or of a
+person?--And, by the way, ‘type’ is a priggish word.”
+
+“I consider the type in connection with the person.”
+
+“Exactly. The person is the thing. That clears up the matter of business
+and art. But now, as to Miss Treherne: I want to say that, having been
+admitted to her acquaintance and that of her father, I have thought of
+them only as friends, and not as ‘characters’ or ‘copy.’”
+
+“I beg your pardon, Clovelly,” said I. “I might have known.”
+
+“Now, to prove how magnanimous I am, I shall introduce you to Miss
+Treherne, if you will let me. You’ve met her father, I suppose?” he
+added, and tossed his cigar overboard.
+
+“Yes, I have talked with him. He is a courteous and able man, I should
+think.”
+
+We rose. Presently he continued: “See, Miss Treherne is sitting there
+with the Tasmanian widow--what is HER name?”
+
+“Mrs. Callendar,” I replied. “Blackburn, the Queenslander, is joining
+them.”
+
+“So much the better,” he said. “Come on.”
+
+As we passed the music saloon, we paused for an instant to look through
+the port-hole at a pale-faced girl with big eyes and a wonderful
+bright red dress, singing “The Angels’ Serenade,” while an excitable
+bear-leader turned her music for her. Near her stood a lanky girl who
+adored actors and tenors, and lived in the hope of meeting some of those
+gentlemen of the footlights, who plough their way so calmly through the
+hearts of maidens fresh from school.
+
+We drew back to go on towards Miss Treherne, when Hungerford touched me
+on the arm, and said: “I want to see you for a little while, Marmion, if
+Mr. Clovelly will excuse you.”
+
+I saw by Hungerford’s face that he had something of importance to say,
+and, linking my arm in his, I went with him to his cabin, which was near
+those of the intermediate passengers.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III. A TALE OF NO MAN’S SEA
+
+Inside the cabin Hungerford closed the door, gripped me by the arm, and
+then handed me a cheroot, with the remark: “My pater gave them to me
+last voyage home. Have kept ‘em in tea.” And then he added, with no
+appearance of consecutiveness: “Hang the bally ship, anyhow!”
+
+I shall not attempt to tone down the crudeness of Hungerford’s language.
+It contents me to think that the solidity of his character and his worth
+will appear even through the crust of free-and-easy idioms, as they will
+certainly be seen in his acts;--he was sound at heart and true as steel.
+
+“What is the matter, Hungerford?” I asked lighting the cheroot.
+
+“Everything’s the matter. Captain, with his nose in the air, and
+trusting all round to his officers. First officer, no good--never any
+use since they poured the coal on him. Purser, ought to be on a Chinese
+junk. Second, third, fourth officers, first-rate chaps, but so-so
+sailors. Doctor, frivolling with a lovely filly, pedigree not known.
+Why, confound it! nobody takes this business seriously except the
+captain, and he sits on a golden throne. He doesn’t know that in any
+real danger this swagger craft would be filled with foolishness.
+There isn’t more than one good boat’s crew on board--sailors, lascars,
+stewards, and all. As for the officers, if the surgeon would leave the
+lovely ladies to themselves, he’d find cases worth treating, and duties
+worth doing. He should keep himself fit for shocks. And he can take my
+word for it--for I’ve been at sea since I was a kid, worse luck!--that a
+man with anything to do on a ship ought to travel every day nose out for
+shipwreck next day, and so on, port to port. Ship-surgeons, as well as
+all other officers, weren’t ordained to follow after cambric skirts and
+lace handkerchiefs at sea. Believe me or not as you like, but, for a man
+having work to do, woman, lovely woman, is rocks. Now, I suppose you’ll
+think I’m insolent, for I’m younger than you are, Marmion, but you know
+what a rough-and-tumble fellow I am, and you’ll not mind.”
+
+“Well, Hungerford,” I said, “to what does this lead?”
+
+“To Number 116 Intermediate, for one thing. It’s letting off steam for
+another. I tell you, Marmion, these big ships are too big. There are
+those canvas boats. They won’t work; you can’t get them together. You
+couldn’t launch one in an hour. And as for the use of the others, the
+lascars would melt like snow in any real danger. There’s about one
+decent boat’s crew on the ship, that’s all. There! I’ve unburdened
+myself; I feel better.”
+
+Presently he added, with a shake of the head: “See here: now-a-days we
+trust too much to machinery and chance, and not enough to skill of hand
+and brain stuff. I’d like to show you some of the crews I’ve had in the
+Pacific and the China Sea--but I’m at it again! I’ll now come, Marmion,
+to the real reason why I brought you here.... Number 116 Intermediate
+is under the weather; I found him fainting in the passage. I helped
+him into his cabin. He said he’d been to you to get medicine, and you’d
+given him some. Now, the strange part of the business is, I know him. He
+didn’t remember me, however--perhaps because he didn’t get a good look
+at me. Coincidence is a strange thing. I can point to a dozen in my
+short life, every one as remarkable, if not as startling, as this. Here,
+I’ll spin you a yarn:
+
+“It happened four years ago. I had no moustache then, was fat like a
+whale, and first mate on the ‘Dancing Kate’, a pearler in the Indian
+Ocean, between Java and Australia. That was sailing, mind you--real
+seamanship, no bally nonsense; a fight every weather, interesting
+all round. If it wasn’t a deadly calm, it was a typhoon; if it wasn’t
+either, it was want of food and water. I’ve seen us with pearls on board
+worth a thousand quid, and not a drop of water nor three square meals
+in the caboose. But that was life for men and not Miss Nancys. If
+they weren’t saints, they were sailors, afraid of nothing but God
+Almighty--and they do respect Him, even when they curse the winds and
+the sea. Well, one day we were lying in the open sea, about two hundred
+and fifty miles from Port Darwin. There wasn’t a breath of air. The sea
+was like glass; the sun was drawing turpentine out of every inch of
+the ‘Dancing Kate’. The world was one wild blister. There wasn’t a
+comfortable spot in the craft, and all round us was that staring,
+oily sea. It was too hot to smoke, and I used to make a Sede boy do my
+smoking for me. I got the benefit of the smell without any work. I was
+lying under the droop of a dingey, making the Sede boy call on all his
+gods for wind, with interludes of smoke, when he chucked his deities and
+tobacco, and, pointing, shouted, ‘Man! man!’
+
+“I snatched a spy-glass. Sure enough, there was a boat on the water.
+It was moving ever so slowly. It seemed to stop, and we saw something
+lifted and waved, and then all was still again. I got a boat’s crew
+together, and away we went in that deadly smother. An hour’s row and we
+got within hail of the derelict--as one of the crew said, ‘feelin’ as
+if the immortal life was jerked out of us.’ The dingey lay there on the
+glassy surface, not a sign of life about her. Yet I had, as I said, seen
+something waved. The water didn’t even lap its sides. It was ghostly, I
+can tell you. Our oars licked the water; they didn’t attack it. Now, I’m
+going to tell you something, Marmion, that’ll make you laugh. I don’t
+think I’ve got any poetry in me, but just then I thought of some verses
+I learned when I was a little cove at Wellington--a devilishly weird
+thing. It came to me at that moment like a word in my ear. It made me
+feel awkward for a second. All sailors are superstitious, you know. I’m
+superstitious about this ship. Never mind; I’ll tell you the verses, to
+show you what a queer thing memory is. The thing was called ‘No Man’s
+Sea’:
+
+ “‘The days are dead in the No Man’s Sea,
+ And God has left it alone;
+ The angels cover their heads and flee,
+ And the wild four winds have flown.
+
+ “‘There’s never a ripple upon the tide,
+ There’s never a word or sound;
+ But over the waste the white wraiths glide,
+ To look for the souls of the drowned.
+
+ “‘The No Man’s Sea is a gaol of souls,
+ And its gate is a burning sun,
+ And deep beneath it a great bell tolls
+ For a death that never is done.
+
+ “‘Alas! for any that comes anear,
+ That lies on its moveless breast;
+ The grumbling water shall be his bier,
+ And never a place of rest.”’
+
+“There are four of the verses. Well, I made a motion to stop the rowing,
+and was mum for a minute. The men got nervous. They looked at the boat
+in front of us, and then turned round, as though to see if the ‘Dancing
+Kate’ was still in sight. I spoke, and they got more courage. I stood
+up in the boat, but could see nothing in the dingey. I gave a sign to go
+on, and soon we were alongside. In the bottom of the dingey lay a man,
+apparently dead, wearing the clothes of a convict. One of the crew gave
+a grunt of disgust, the others said nothing. I don’t take to men often,
+and to convicts precious seldom; but there was a look in this man’s face
+which the prison clothes couldn’t demoralise--a damned pathetic look,
+which seemed to say, ‘Not guilty.’
+
+“In a minute I was beside him, and found he wasn’t dead. Brandy brought
+him round a little; but he was a bit gone in the head, and muttered all
+the way back to the ship. I had unbuttoned his shirt, and I saw on his
+breast a little ivory portrait of a woman. I didn’t let the crew see it;
+for the fellow, even in his delirium, appeared to know I had exposed the
+thing, and drew the linen close in his fingers, and for a long time held
+it at his throat.”
+
+“What was the woman’s face like, Hungerford?” I asked.
+
+He parried, remarking only that she had the face of a lady, and was
+handsome.
+
+I pressed him. “But did it resemble any one you had ever seen?”
+
+With a slight droop of his eyelids, he said: “Don’t ask foolish
+questions, Marmion. Well, the castaway had a hard pull for life. He
+wouldn’t have lived at all, if a breeze hadn’t come up and let us get
+away to the coast. It was the beginning of the monsoon, and we went
+bowling down towards Port Darwin, a crowd of Malay proas in our wake.
+However, the poor beggar thought he was going to die, and one night he
+told me his story. He was an escaped convict from Freemantle, Western
+Australia. He had, with others, been taken up to the northern coast to
+do some Government work, and had escaped in the dingey. His crime was
+stealing funds belonging to a Squatting and Mining Company. There was
+this extenuating circumstance: he could have replaced the money, which,
+as he said, he’d only intended to use for a few weeks. But a personal
+enemy threw suspicion on him, accounts were examined, and though he
+showed he’d only used the money while more of his own was on the way to
+him, the Company insisted on prosecuting him. For two reasons: because
+it was itself in bad odour, and hoped by this trial to divert public
+attention from its own dirty position; and because he had against him
+not only his personal enemy, but those who wanted to hit the Company
+through him. He’d filched to be able to meet the large expenses of his
+wife’s establishment. Into this he didn’t enter minutely, and he didn’t
+blame her for having so big a menage; he only said he was sorry that he
+hadn’t been able to support it without having to come, even for a day,
+to the stupidity of stealing. After two years he escaped. He asked me
+to write a letter to his wife, which he’d dictate. Marmion, you or I
+couldn’t have dictated that letter if we’d taken a year to do it. There
+was no religion in it, no poppy-cock, but straightforward talk, full of
+sorrow for what he’d done, and for the disgrace he’d brought on her.
+I remember the last few sentences as if I’d seen them yesterday. ‘I am
+dying on the open sea, disgraced, but free,’ he said. ‘I am not innocent
+in act, but I was not guilty of intentional wrong. I did what I did
+that you should have all you wished, all you ought to have. I ask
+but this--and I shall soon ask for nothing--that you will have a kind
+thought, now and then, for the man who always loved you, and loves
+you yet. I have never blamed you that you did not come near me in my
+trouble; but I wish you were here for a moment before I go away for
+ever. You must forgive me now, for you will be free. If I were a better
+man I would say, God bless you. In my last conscious moments I will
+think of you, and speak your name. And now good-bye--an everlasting
+good-bye. I was your loving husband, and am your lover until death.’ And
+it was signed, ‘Boyd Madras.’
+
+“However, he didn’t die. Between the captain and myself, we kept life
+in him, and at last landed him at Port Darwin; all of us, officers and
+crew, swearing to let no one know he was a convict. And I’ll say this
+for the crew of the ‘Dancing Kate’ that, so far as I know, they kept
+their word. That letter, addressed in care of a firm of Melbourne
+bankers, I gave back to him before we landed. We made him up a purse
+of fifty pounds,--for the crew got to like him,--and left him at Port
+Darwin, sailing away again in a few days to another pearl-field farther
+east. What happened to him at Port Darwin and elsewhere, I don’t know;
+but one day I found him on a fashionable steamer in the Indian Ocean,
+looking almost as near to Kingdom Come as when he starved in the dingey
+on No Man’s Sea. As I said before, I think he didn’t recognise me; and
+he’s lying now in 116 Intermediate, with a look on him that I’ve seen
+in the face of a man condemned to death by the devils of cholera or
+equatorial fever. And that’s the story, Marmion, which I brought you to
+hear--told, as you notice, in fine classical style.”
+
+“And why do you tell ME this, Hungerford--a secret you’ve kept all these
+years? Knowledge of that man’s crime wasn’t necessary before giving him
+belladonna or a hot bath.”
+
+Hungerford kept back the whole truth for reasons of his own. He said:
+“Chiefly because I want you to take a decent interest in the chap. He
+looks as if he might go off on the long voyage any tick o’ the clock.
+You are doctor, parson, and everything else of the kind on board. I like
+the poor devil, but anyhow I’m not in a position to be going around with
+ginger-tea in a spoon, or Ecclesiastes under my arm,--very good things.
+Your profession has more or less to do with the mind as well as the
+body, and you may take my word for it that Boyd Madras’s mind is as sick
+as his torso. By the way, he calls himself ‘Charles Boyd,’ so I suppose
+we needn’t recall to him his former experiences by adding the ‘Madras.’”
+
+Hungerford squeezed my arm again violently, and added: “Look here,
+Marmion, we understand each other in this, don’t we? To do what we can
+for the fellow, and be mum.”
+
+Some of this looks rough and blunt, but as it was spoken there was that
+in it which softened it to my ear. I knew he had told all he thought
+I ought to know, and that he wished me to question him no more, nor to
+refer to Mrs. Falchion, whose relationship to Boyd Madras--or Charles
+Boyd--both of us suspected.
+
+“It was funny about those verses coming to my mind, wasn’t it, Marmion?”
+ he continued. And he began to repeat one of them, keeping time to the
+wave-like metre with his cheroot, winding up with a quick, circular
+movement, and putting it again between his lips:
+
+ “‘There’s never a ripple upon the tide,
+ There’s never a breath or sound;
+ But over the waste the white wraiths glide,
+ To look for the souls of the drowned.”’
+
+Then he jumped off the berth where he had been sitting, put on his
+jacket, said it was time to take his turn on the bridge, and prepared
+to go out, having apparently dismissed Number 116 Intermediate from his
+mind.
+
+I went to Charles Boyd’s cabin, and knocked gently. There was no
+response. I entered. He lay sleeping soundly--the sleep that comes after
+nervous exhaustion. I had a good chance to study him as he lay there.
+The face was sensitive and well fashioned, but not strong; the hands
+were delicate, yet firmly made. One hand was clinched upon that portion
+of his breast where the portrait hung.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV. THE TRAIL OF THE ISHMAELITE
+
+I went on deck again, and found Clovelly in the smoking-room. The
+bookmaker was engaged in telling tales of the turf, alternated with
+comic songs by Blackburn--an occupation which lasted throughout the
+voyage, and was associated with electric appeals to the steward to fill
+the flowing bowl. Clovelly came with me, and we joined Miss Treherne
+and her father. Mr. Treherne introduced me to his daughter, and Clovelly
+amiably drew the father into a discussion of communism as found in the
+South Sea Islands.
+
+I do not think my conversation with Miss Treherne was brilliant. She has
+since told me that I appeared self-conscious and preoccupied. This being
+no compliment to her, I was treated accordingly. I could have endorsed
+Clovelly’s estimate of her so far as her reserve and sedateness were
+concerned. It seemed impossible to talk naturally. The events of the day
+were interrupting the ordinary run of thought, and I felt at a miserable
+disadvantage. I saw, however, that the girl was gifted and clear of
+mind, and possessed of great physical charm, but of that fine sort which
+must be seen in suitable surroundings to be properly appreciated.
+Here on board ship a sweet gravity and a proud decorum--not altogether
+unnecessary--prevented her from being seen at once to the best
+advantage. Even at this moment I respected her the more for it, and was
+not surprised, nor exactly displeased, that she adroitly drew her father
+and Clovelly into the conversation. With Clovelly she seemed to find
+immediate ground for naive and pleasant talk; on his part, deferential,
+original, and attentive; on hers, easy, allusive, and warmed with
+piquant humour. I admired her; saw how cleverly Clovelly was making the
+most of her; guessed at the solicitude, studious care, and affection of
+her bringing-up; watched the fond pleasure of the father as he listened;
+and was angry with myself that Mrs. Falchion’s voice rang in my ears at
+the same moment as hers. But it did ring there, and the real value of
+that smart tournament of ideas was partially lost to me.
+
+The next morning I went to Boyd Madras’s cabin. He welcomed me
+gratefully, and said that he was much better; as he seemed; but he
+carried a hectic flush, such as comes to a consumptive person. I said
+little to him beyond what was necessary for the discussion of his case.
+I cautioned him about any unusual exertion, and was about to leave, when
+an impulse came to me, and I returned and said: “You will not let me
+help you in any other way?”
+
+“Yes,” he answered; “I shall be very glad of your help, but not just
+yet. And, Doctor, believe me, I think medicines can do very little.
+Though I am thankful to you for visiting me, you need not take the
+trouble, unless I am worse, and then I will send a steward to you, or go
+to you myself.”
+
+What lay behind this request, unless it was sensitiveness, I could not
+tell; but I determined to take my own course, and to visit him when I
+thought fit.
+
+Still, I saw him but once or twice on the after-deck in the succeeding
+days. He evidently wished to keep out of sight as much as possible. I am
+ashamed to say there was a kind of satisfaction in this to me; for, when
+a man’s wife--and I believed she was Boyd Madras’s wife--hangs on your
+arm, and he himself is denied that privilege, and fares poorly beside
+her sumptuousness, and lives as a stranger to her, you can scarcely
+regard his presence with pleasure. And from the sheer force of
+circumstances, as it seemed to me then, Mrs. Falchion’s hand was often
+on my arm; and her voice was always in my ear at meal-times and when
+I visited Justine Caron to attend to her wound, or joined in the
+chattering recreations of the music saloon. It was impossible not to
+feel her influence; and if I did not yield entirely to it, I was more
+possessed by it than I was aware. I was inquisitive to know beyond doubt
+that she was the wife of this man. I think it was in my mind at the
+time that, perhaps, by being with her much, I should be able to do him
+a service. But there came a time when I was sufficiently undeceived. It
+was all a game of misery in which some one stood to lose all round.
+Who was it: she, or I, or the refugee of misfortune, Number 116
+Intermediate? She seemed safe enough. He or I would suffer in the crash
+of penalties.
+
+It was a strange situation. I, the acquaintance of a day, was welcome
+within the circle of this woman’s favour--though it was an unemotional
+favour on her side; he, the husband, as I believed, though only half the
+length of the ship away, was as distant from her as the north star. When
+I sat with her on deck at night, I seemed to feel Boyd Madras’s face
+looking at me from the half-darkness of the after-deck; and Mrs.
+Falchion, whose keen eyes missed little, remarked once on my gaze in
+that direction. Thereafter I was more careful, but the idea haunted
+me. Yet, I was not the only person who sat with her. Other men paid her
+attentive court. The difference was, however, that with me she assumed
+ever so delicate, yet palpable an air of proprietorship, none the
+less alluring because there was no heart in it. So far as the other
+passengers were concerned, there was nothing jarring to propriety in
+our companionship. They did not know of Number 116 Intermediate. She
+had been announced as a widow; and she had told Mrs. Callendar that her
+father’s brother, who, years before, had gone to California, had died
+within the past two years and left her his property; and, because all
+Californians are supposed to be millionaires, her wealth was counted
+fabulous. She was going now to England, and from there to California in
+the following year. People said that Dr. Marmion knew on which side his
+bread was buttered. They may have said more unpleasant things, but I did
+not hear them, or of them.
+
+All the time I was conscious of a kind of dishonour, and perhaps it was
+that which prompted me (I had fallen away from my intention of visiting
+him freely) to send my steward to see how Boyd Madras came on, rather
+than go myself. I was, however, conscious that the position could
+not--should not--be maintained long. The practical outcome of this
+knowledge was not tardy. A new influence came into my life which was to
+affect it permanently: but not without a struggle.
+
+A series of concerts and lectures had been arranged for the voyage, and
+the fancy-dress ball was to close the first part of the journey--that
+is, at Aden. One night a concert was on in the music saloon. I had just
+come from seeing a couple of passengers who had been suffering from the
+heat, and was debating whether to find Mrs. Falchion, who, I knew, was
+on the other side of the deck, go in to the concert, or join Colonel
+Ryder and Clovelly, who had asked me to come to the smoking-room when I
+could. I am afraid I was balancing heavily in favour of Mrs. Falchion,
+when I heard a voice that was new to me, singing a song I had known
+years before, when life was ardent, and love first came--halcyon days in
+country lanes, in lilac thickets, of pleasant Hertfordshire, where our
+footsteps met a small bombardment of bursting seed-pods of the furze,
+along the green common that sloped to the village. I thought of all
+this, and of HER everlasting quiet.
+
+With a different voice the words of the song would have sent me out of
+hearing; now I stood rooted to the spot, as the notes floated out
+past me to the nervelessness of the Indian Ocean, every one of them a
+commandment from behind the curtain of a sanctuary.
+
+The voice was a warm, full contralto of exquisite culture. It suggested
+depths of rich sound behind, from which the singer, if she chose, might
+draw, until the room and the deck and the sea ached with sweetness. I
+scarcely dared to look in to see who it was, lest I should find it a
+dream. I stood with my head turned away towards the dusky ocean. When,
+at last, with the closing notes of the song, I went to the port-hole
+and looked in, I saw that the singer was Miss Treherne. There was
+an abstracted look in her eyes as she raised them, and she seemed
+unconscious of the applause following the last chords of the
+accompaniment. She stood up, folding the music as she did so, and
+unconsciously raised her eyes toward the port-hole where I was. Her
+glance caught mine, and instantly a change passed over her face. The
+effect of the song upon her was broken; she flushed slightly, and, as I
+thought, with faint annoyance. I know of nothing so little complimentary
+to a singer as the audience that patronisingly listens outside a room
+or window,--not bound by any sense of duty as an audience,--between whom
+and the artists an unnatural barrier is raised. But I have reason to
+think now that Belle Treherne was not wholly moved by annoyance--that
+she had seen something unusual, maybe oppressive, in my look. She turned
+to her father. He adjusted his glasses as if, in his pride, to see her
+better. Then he fondly took her arm, and they left the room.
+
+Then I saw Mrs. Falchion’s face at the port-hole opposite. Her eyes were
+on me. An instant before, I had intended following Miss Treherne and her
+father; now some spirit of defiance, some unaccountable revolution, took
+possession of me, so that I flashed back to her a warm recognition. I
+could not have believed it possible, if it had been told of me, that,
+one minute affected by beautiful and sacred remembrances, the next I
+should be yielding to the unimpassioned tyranny of a woman who could
+never be anything but a stumbling-block and an evil influence. I had yet
+to learn that in times of mental and moral struggle the mixed fighting
+forces in us resolve themselves into two cohesive powers, and strive for
+mastery; that no past thought or act goes for nothing at such a time,
+but creeps out from the darkness where we thought it had gone for ever,
+and does battle with its kind against the common foe. There moved before
+my sight three women: one, sweet and unsubstantial, wistful and mute and
+very young, not of the earth earthy; one, lissom, grave, with gracious
+body and warm abstracted eyes, all delicacy, strength, reserve; the
+other and last, daring, cold, beautiful, with irresistible charm, silent
+and compelling. And these are the three women who have influenced my
+life, who fought in me then for mastery; one from out the unchangeable
+past, the others in the tangible and delible present. Most of us have to
+pass through such ordeals before character and conviction receive their
+final bias; before human nature has its wild trouble, and then settles
+into “cold rock and quiet world;” which any lesser after-shocks may
+modify, but cannot radically change.
+
+I tried to think. I felt that to be wholly a man I should turn from
+those eyes drawing me on. I recalled the words of Clovelly, who had said
+to me that afternoon, half laughingly: “Dr. Marmion, I wonder how many
+of us wish ourselves transported permanently to that time when we
+didn’t know champagne from ‘alter feiner madeira’ or dry hock from sweet
+sauterne; when a pretty face made us feel ready to abjure all the sinful
+lusts of the flesh and become inheritors of the kingdom of heaven? Egad!
+I should like to feel it once again. But how can we, when we have
+been intoxicated with many things; when we are drunk with success and
+experience; have hung on the fringe of unrighteousness; and know the
+world backward, and ourselves mercilessly?”
+
+Was I, like the drunkard, coming surely to the time when I could no
+longer say yes to my wisdom, or no to my weakness? I knew that, an
+hour before, in filling a phial with medicine, I found I was doing it
+mechanically, and had to begin over again, making an effort to keep my
+mind to my task. I think it is an axiom that no man can properly perform
+the business of life who indulges in emotional preoccupation.
+
+These thoughts, which take so long to write, passed then through my
+mind swiftly; but her eyes were on me with a peculiar and confident
+insistence--and I yielded. On my way to her I met Clovelly and Colonel
+Ryder. Hungerford was walking between them. Colonel Ryder said: “I’ve
+been saving that story for you, Doctor; better come and get it while
+it’s hot.”
+
+This was a promised tale of the taking of Mobile in the American Civil
+War.
+
+At any other time the invitation would have pleased me mightily; for,
+apart from the other two, Hungerford’s brusque and original conversation
+was always a pleasure--so were his cheroots; but now I was under an
+influence selfish in its source. At the same time I felt that Hungerford
+was storing up some acute criticism of me, and that he might let me hear
+it any moment. I knew, numbering the order of his duties, that he could
+have but a very short time to spare for gossip at this juncture, yet I
+said that I could not join them for half an hour or so. Hungerford had
+a fashion of looking at me searchingly from under his heavy brows, and I
+saw that he did so now with impatience, perhaps contempt. I was certain
+that he longed to thrash me. That was his idea of punishment and
+penalty. He linked his arm in those of the other two men, and they moved
+on, Colonel Ryder saying that he would keep the story till I came and
+would wait in the smoking-room for me.
+
+The concert was still on when I sat down beside Mrs. Falchion. “You
+seemed to enjoy Miss Treherne’s singing?” she said cordially enough as
+she folded her hands in her lap.
+
+“Yes, I thought it beautiful. Didn’t you?”
+
+“Pretty, most pretty; and admirable in technique and tone; but she has
+too much feeling to be really artistic. She felt the thing, instead of
+pretending to feel it--which makes all the difference. She belongs to
+a race of delightful women, who never do any harm, whom everybody calls
+good, and who are very severe on those who do not pretend to be good.
+Still, all of that pleasant race will read their husband’s letters and
+smuggle. They have no civic virtues. Yet they would be shocked to bathe
+on the beach without a machine, as American women do,--and they look for
+a new fall of Jerusalem when one of their sex smokes a cigarette after
+dinner. Now, I do not smoke cigarettes after dinner, so I can speak
+freely. But, at the same time, I do not smuggle, and I do bathe on the
+beach without a machine--when I am in a land where there are no sharks
+and no taboo. If morally consumptive people were given a few years in
+the South Seas, where they could not get away from nature, there would
+be more strength and less scandal in society.”
+
+I laughed. “There is a frank note for Mr. Clovelly, who thinks he knows
+the world and my sex thoroughly. He says as much in his books.--Have you
+read his ‘A Sweet Apocalypse’? He said more than as much to me. But he
+knows a mere nothing about women--their amusing inconsistencies;
+their infidelity in little things and fidelity in big things; their
+self-torturings; their inability to comprehend themselves; their periods
+of religious insanity; their occasional revolts against the restraints
+of a woman’s position, known only to themselves in their dark hours; ah,
+really, Dr. Marmion, he is ignorant, I assure you. He has only got two
+or three kinds of women in his mind, and the representatives of these
+fooled him, as far as he went with them, to their hearts’ content.
+Believe me, there is no one quite so foolish as the professional student
+of character. He sees things with a glamour; he is impressionable; he
+immediately begins to make a woman what he wishes her to be for his
+book, not what she is; and women laugh at him when they read his books,
+or pity him if they know him personally. I venture to say that I could
+make Mr. Clovelly use me in a novel--not ‘A Sweet Apocalypse’--as a
+placid lover of fancy bazaars and Dorcas societies, instead of a very
+practical person, who has seen life without the romantic eye, and knows
+as well the working of a buccaneering craft--through consular papers and
+magisterial trials, of course--as of a colonial Government House. But it
+is not worth while trying to make him falsify my character. Besides, you
+are here to amuse me.”
+
+This speech, as she made it, was pleasantly audacious and clever. I
+laughed, and made a gesture of mock dissent, and she added: “Now I have
+finished my lecture. Please tie my shoe-lace there, and then, as I said,
+amuse me. Oh, you can, if you choose! You are clever when you like to
+be. Only, this time, do not let it be a professor’s wife who foolishly
+destroys herself, and cuts short what might have been a brilliant
+career.”
+
+On the instant I determined to probe deeper into her life, and try her
+nerve, by telling a story with enough likeness to her own (if she was
+the wife of Boyd Madras) to affect her acutely; though I was not sure I
+could succeed. A woman who triumphs over sea-sickness, whom steam from
+the boilers never affects, nor the propeller-screw disturbs, has little
+to fear from the words of a man who is neither adroit, eloquent, nor
+dramatic. However, I determined to try what I could do. I said: “I fancy
+you would like something in the line of adventure; but my career has not
+run in that direction, so I shall resort to less exciting fields, and, I
+fear, also, a not very cheerful subject.”
+
+“Oh, never mind!” said she. “What you wish, so long as it is not
+conventional and hackneyed. But I know you will not be prosy, so go on,
+please.”
+
+“Well,” I began, “once, in the hospital, I attended a man--Anson was
+his name--who, when he thought he was going to die, confided to me
+his life’s secret. I liked the man; he was good-looking, amiable, but
+hopelessly melancholy. He was dying as much from trouble as disease. No
+counsel or encouragement had any effect upon him; he did, as I have seen
+so many do--he resigned himself to the out-going tide. Well, for the
+secret. He had been a felon. His crime had been committed through
+ministering to his wife’s vanity.”
+
+Here I paused. I felt Mrs. Falchion’s eyes searching me. I raised mine
+steadily to hers with an impersonal glance, and saw that she had not
+changed colour in the least. But her eyes were busy.
+
+I proceeded: “When he was disgraced she did not come near him. When he
+went to her, after he was released” (here I thought it best to depart
+from any close resemblance to Mrs. Falchion’s own story), “and was
+admitted to her, she treated him as an absolute stranger--as one who
+had intruded, and might be violent. She said that she and her maid were
+alone in the house, and hinted that he had come to disturb them. She
+bade him go, or she must herself go. He called her by his own name, and
+begged her, by the memory of their dead child, to speak kindly to him.
+She said he was quite mistaken in her name, that she was Mrs. Glave, not
+Mrs. Anson, and again insisted that he should go. He left her, and
+at last, broken-hearted, found his way, in illness and poverty to the
+hospital, where, toward the last, he was cared for by a noble girl,
+a companion of his boyhood and his better days, who urged his wife to
+visit him. She left him alone, said unpleasant things to the girl, did
+not come to see her husband when he was dead, and provided nothing for
+his burial. You see that, like you, she hated suffering and misery--and
+criminals. The girl and her mother paid the expenses of the funeral,
+and, with myself, were the only mourners. I am doubtful if the wife
+knows even where he lies. I admit that the story sounds melodramatic;
+but truth is more drama than comedy, I fancy. Now, what do you think of
+it all, Mrs. Falchion?”
+
+I had felt her shrink a little at the earlier part of my story, as if
+she feared that her own tale was to be brutally bared before her;
+but that soon passed, and she languidly tapped the chair-arm as the
+narrative continued. When it was finished, she leaned over slightly, and
+with these same fingers tapped my arm. I thrilled involuntarily.
+
+“He died, did he?” she said. “That was the most graceful thing he could
+do. So far as my knowledge of the world is concerned, men of his class
+do NOT die. They live, and they never rise above their degradation. They
+had not brains or courage enough to keep them out of gaol, and they have
+not pluck or brains enough to succeed--afterwards. Your friend Anson was
+quite gentlemanly in his action at the last. He had some sense of the
+fitness of things. He could not find a place in the world without making
+other people uncomfortable, and causing trouble. If he had lived, he
+would always have added to the blight on his wife’s career, and have
+been an arrow--not a thorn--in her side. Very likely he would have
+created a scandal for the good young girl who nursed him. He made the
+false step, and compelled society to reject him. It did not want to
+do so; it never does. It is long-suffering; it tries not to see and
+acknowledge things until the culprit himself forces it to take action.
+Then it says: ‘Now you have openly and inconsiderately broken our bond
+of mutual forbearance. You make me send you away. Go, then, behind stone
+walls, and please do not come to me again. If you do, you will only be
+a troublesome ghost. You will cause awkwardness and distress.’ So,
+Mr. Anson--I must be polite to him--did the most reasonable and proper
+thing. He disappeared from the play before it actually became tragedy.
+There was no tragedy in his death--death is a magnificent ally; it
+untangles knots. The tragedy was in his living--in the perpetual ruin
+of his wife’s life, renewed every morning. He disappeared. Then the
+play became drama, with only a little shadow of tragedy behind it. Now,
+frankly, am I not right?”
+
+“Mrs. Falchion,” I said, “your argument is clever, but it is only
+incidentally true. You draw life, society and men no more correctly than
+the author of ‘A Sweet Apocalypse’ would draw you. The social law you
+sketch when reduced to its bare elements, is remorseless. It does not
+provide for repentance, for restitution, for recovering a lost paradise.
+It makes an act final, a sin irrevocable.”
+
+“Well, since we are beginning to talk like a couple of books by a pair
+of priggish philosophers, I might as well say that I think sin is final
+so far as the domestic and social machinery of the world is concerned.
+What his religious belief requires of a man is one thing, what his
+fellow-men require of him is another. The world says, You shall have
+latitude enough to swing in freely, but you must keep within the code.
+As soon as you break the law openly, and set the machinery of public
+penalty in motion, there is an end of you, so far as this world is
+concerned. You may live on, but you have been broken on the wheel, and
+broken you always will be. It is not a question of right or wrong, of
+kindness or cruelty, but of general expediency and inevitableness. To
+all effect, Mr. Anson was dead before he breathed his last. He died when
+he passed within the walls of a gaol--condemned for theft.”
+
+There was singular scorn in her last few words, and, dissent as I did
+from her merciless theories, I was astonished at her adroitness and
+downrightness--enchanted by the glow of her face. To this hour, knowing
+all her life as I do, I can only regard her as a splendid achievement
+of nature, convincing even when at the most awkward tangents with the
+general sense and the straitest interpretation of life; convincing even
+in those other and later incidents, which showed her to be acting not
+so much by impulse as by the law of her nature. Her emotions were
+apparently rationalised at birth--to be derationalised and broken up by
+a power greater than herself before her life had worked itself out. I
+had counted her clever; I had not reckoned with her powers of reasoning.
+Influenced as I was by emotion when in her presence, I resorted to a
+personal application of my opinions--the last and most unfair resort of
+a disputant. I said I would rather be Anson dead than Mrs. Anson living;
+I would rather be the active than the passive sinner; the victim, than a
+part of that great and cruel machine of penalty.
+
+“The passive sinner!” she replied. “Why, what wrong did she do?”
+
+The highest moral conceptions worked dully in her. Yet she seemed then,
+as she always appeared to be, free from any action that should set the
+machine of penalty going against herself. She was inexorable, but she
+had never, knowingly, so much as slashed the hem of the moral code.
+
+“It was to give his wife pleasure that Anson made the false step,” I
+urged.
+
+“Do you think she would have had the pleasure at the price? The man was
+vain and selfish to run any risk, to do anything that might endanger her
+safety--that is, her happiness and comfort.”
+
+“But suppose he knew that she loved ease and pleasure?--that he feared
+her anger or disdain if he did not minister to her luxuries?”
+
+“Then he ought not to have married that kind of a woman.” The hardness
+in her voice was matched at that moment by the coldness of her face.
+
+“That is begging the question,” I replied. “What would such a selfish
+woman do in such a case, if her pleasure could not be gratified?”
+
+“You must ask that kind of woman,” was her ironical answer.
+
+I rashly felt that her castle of strength was crumbling. I ventured
+farther.
+
+“I have done so.”
+
+She turned slightly toward me, yet not nervously, as I had expected.
+
+“What did she say?”
+
+“She declined to answer directly.”
+
+There was a pause, in which I felt her eyes searching my face. I fear I
+must have learned dissimulation well; for, after a minute, I looked
+at her, and saw, from the absence of any curious anxiety, that I had
+betrayed nothing. She looked me straight in the eyes and said: “Dr.
+Marmion, a man must not expect to be forgiven, who has brought shame on
+a woman.”
+
+“Not even when he has repented and atoned?”
+
+“Atoned! How mad you are! How can there be atonement? You cannot wipe
+things out--on earth. We are of the earth. Records remain. If a man
+plays the fool, the coward, and the criminal, he must expect to wear the
+fool’s cap, the white feather, and the leg-chain until his life’s end.
+And now, please, let us change the subject. We have been bookish long
+enough.” She rose with a gesture of impatience.
+
+I did not rise. “Pardon me, Mrs. Falchion,” I urged, “but this interests
+me so. I have thought much of Anson lately. Please, let us talk a little
+longer. Do sit down.”
+
+She sat down again with an air of concession rather than of pleasure.
+
+“I am interested,” I said, “in looking at this question from a woman’s
+standpoint. You see, I am apt to side with the miserable fellow who
+made a false step--foolish, if you like--all for love of a selfish and
+beautiful woman.”
+
+“She was beautiful?”
+
+“Yes, as you are.” She did not blush at that rank compliment, any more
+than a lioness would, if you praised the astonishing sleekness and
+beauty of its skin.
+
+“And she had been a true wife to him before that?”
+
+“Yes, in all that concerned the code.”
+
+“Well?--Well, was not that enough? She did what she could, as long as
+she could.” She leaned far back in the chair, her eyes half shut.
+
+“Don’t you think--as a woman, not as a theorist--that Mrs. Anson might
+at least have come to him when he was dying?”
+
+“It would only have been uncomfortable for her. She had no part in his
+life; she could not feel with him. She could do nothing.”
+
+“But suppose she had loved him? By that memory, then, of the time when
+they took each other for better or for worse, until death should part
+them?”
+
+“Death did part them when the code banished him; when he passed from a
+free world into a cage. Besides, we are talking about people marrying,
+not about their loving.”
+
+“I will admit,” I said, with a little raw irony, “that I was not exact
+in definition.”
+
+Here I got a glimpse into her nature which rendered after events not
+so marvellous to me as they might seem to others. She thought a moment
+quite indolently, and then continued: “You make one moralise like George
+Eliot. Marriage is a condition, but love must be an action. The one is a
+contract, the other is complete possession, a principle--that is, if it
+exists at all. I do not know.”
+
+She turned the rings round mechanically on her finger; and among them
+was a wedding-ring! Her voice had become low and abstracted, and now
+she seemed to have forgotten my presence, and was looking out upon the
+humming darkness round us, through which now and again there rang a
+boatswain’s whistle, or the loud laugh of Blackburn, telling of a joyous
+hour in the smoking-room.
+
+I am now about to record an act of madness, of folly, on my part. I
+suppose most men have such moments of temptation, but I suppose, also,
+that they act more sensibly and honourably than I did then. Her hand had
+dropped gently on the chair-arm, near to my own, and though our fingers
+did not touch, I felt mine thrilled and impelled toward hers. I do not
+seek to palliate my action. Though the man I believed to be her husband
+was below, I yielded myself to an imagined passion for her. In that
+moment I was a captive. I caught her hand and kissed it hotly.
+
+“But you might know what love is,” I said. “You might learn--learn of
+me. You--”
+
+Abruptly and with surprise she withdrew her hand, and, without any
+visible emotion save a quicker pulsation of her breast, which might have
+been indignation, spoke. “But even if I might learn, Dr. Marmion, be
+sure that neither your college nor Heaven gave you the knowledge to
+instruct me.... There: pardon me, if I speak harshly; but this is most
+inconsiderate of you, most impulsive--and compromising. You are capable
+of singular contrasts. Please let us be friends, friends simply. You are
+too interesting for a lover, really you are.”
+
+Her words were a cold shock to my emotion--my superficial emotion;
+though, indeed, for that moment she seemed adorable to me. Without any
+apparent relevancy, but certainly because my thoughts in self-reproach
+were hovering about cabin 116 Intermediate, I said, with a biting shame,
+“I do not wonder now!”
+
+“You do not wonder at what?” she questioned; and she laid her hand
+kindly on my arm.
+
+I put the hand away a little childishly, and replied, “At men going to
+the devil.” But this was not what I thought.
+
+“That does not sound complimentary to somebody. May I ask you what you
+mean?” she said calmly. “I mean that Anson loved his wife, and she did
+not love him; yet she held him like a slave, torturing him at the same
+time.”
+
+“Does it not strike you that this is irrelevant? You are not my
+husband--not my slave. But, to be less personal, Mr. Anson’s wife was
+not responsible for his loving her. Love, as I take it, is a voluntary
+thing. It pleased him to love her--he would not have done it if it
+did not please him; probably his love was an inconvenient thing
+domestically--if he had no tact.”
+
+“Of that,” I said, “neither you nor I can know with any certainty. But,
+to be scriptural, she reaped where she had not sowed, and gathered where
+she had not strawed. If she did not make the man love her,--I believe
+she did, as I believe you would, perhaps unconsciously, do,--she used
+his love, and was therefore better able to make all other men admire
+her. She was richer in personal power for that experience; but she was
+not grateful for it nor for his devotion.”
+
+“You mean, in fact, that I--for you make the personal application--shall
+be better able henceforth to win men’s love, because--ah, surely, Dr.
+Marmion, you do not dignify this impulse, this foolishness of yours, by
+the name of love!” She smiled a little satirically at the fingers I had
+kissed.
+
+I was humiliated, and annoyed with her and with myself, though, down
+in my mind, I knew that she was right. “I mean,” said I, “that I can
+understand how men have committed suicide because of just such things.
+My wonder is that Anson, poor devil! did not do it.” I knew I was
+talking foolishly.
+
+“He hadn’t the courage, my dear sir. He was gentlemanly enough to die,
+but not to be heroic to that extent. For it does need a strong dash of
+heroism to take one’s own life. As I conceive it, suicide would have
+been the best thing for him when he sinned against the code. The world
+would have pitied him then, would have said, He spared us the trial of
+punishing him. But to pay the vulgar penalty of prison--ah!”
+
+She shuddered and then almost coldly continued: “Suicide is an act of
+importance; it shows that a man recognises, at least, the worthlessness
+of his life. He does one dramatic and powerful thing; he has an instant
+of great courage, and all is over. If it had been a duel in which, of
+intention, he would fire wide, and his assailant would fire to kill, so
+much the better; so much the more would the world pity. But either
+is superior, as a final situation, than death with a broken heart--I
+suppose that is possible?--and disgrace, in a hospital.”
+
+“You seem to think only of the present, only of the code and the world;
+and as if there were no heroism in a man living down his shame, righting
+himself heroically at all points possible, bearing his penalty, and
+showing the courage of daily wearing the sackcloth of remorse and
+restitution.”
+
+“Oh,” she persisted, “you make me angry. I know what you wish to
+express; I know that you consider it a sin to take one’s life, even in
+‘the high Roman fashion.’ But, frankly, I do not, and I fear--or rather,
+I fancy--that I never shall. After all, your belief is a pitiless one;
+for, as I have tried to say, the man has not himself alone to consider,
+but those to whom his living is a perpetual shame and menace and cruelty
+insupportable--insupportable! Now, please, let us change the subject
+finally; and”--here she softly laughed--“forgive me if I have treated
+your fancied infatuation lightly or indifferently. I want you for a
+friend--at least, for a friendly acquaintance. I do not want you for a
+lover.”
+
+We both rose. I was not quite content with her nor with myself yet. I
+felt sure that while she did not wish me for a lover, she was not averse
+to my playing the devoted cavalier, who should give all, while she
+should give nothing. I knew that my punishment had already begun.
+We paced the deck in silence; and once, as we walked far aft, I saw,
+leaning upon the railing of the intermediate deck, and looking towards
+us--Boyd Madras; and the words of that letter which he wrote on the No
+Man’s Sea came to me.
+
+At length she said: “You have made no reply to my last remark. Are we to
+be friends, and not lovers? Or shall you cherish enmity against me?
+Or, worse still,”--and here she laughed, I thought, a little
+ironically,--“avoid me, and be as icy as you have been--fervid?”
+
+“Mrs. Falchion,” I said, “your enemy I do not wish to be--I could not
+be if I wished; but, for the rest, you must please let me see what I may
+think of myself to-morrow. There is much virtue in to-morrow,” I added.
+“It enables one to get perspective.”
+
+“I understand,” she said; and then was silent. We walked the deck slowly
+for several minutes. Then we were accosted by two ladies of a committee
+that had the fancy-dress ball in hand. They wished to consult Mrs.
+Falchion in certain matters of costume and decoration, for which, it
+had been discovered, she had a peculiar faculty. She turned to me half
+inquiringly, and I bade her good-night, inwardly determined (how easy
+it is after having failed to gratify ourselves!) that the touch of her
+fingers should never again make my heart beat faster.
+
+I joined Colonel Ryder and Clovelly in the smoking-room. Hungerford, as
+I guessed gladly, was gone. I was too much the coward to meet his eye
+just then. Colonel Ryder was estimating the amount he would wager--if he
+were in the habit of betting--that the ‘Fulvia’ could not turn round
+in her tracks in twenty minutes, while he parenthetically endorsed
+Hungerford’s remarks to me--though he was ignorant of them--that lascars
+should not be permitted on English passenger ships. He was supported by
+Sir Hayes Craven, a shipowner, who further said that not one out of ten
+British sailors could swim, while not five out of ten could row a boat
+properly. Ryder’s anger was great, because Clovelly remarked with mock
+seriousness that the lascars were picturesque, and asked the American
+if he had watched them listlessly eating rice and curry as they squatted
+between decks; whether he had observed the Serang, with his silver
+whistle, who ruled them, and despised us “poor white trash;” and if
+he did not think it was a good thing to have fatalists like them as
+sailors--they would be cool in time of danger.
+
+Colonel Ryder’s indignation was curbed, however, by the bookmaker,
+who, having no views, but seeing an opportunity for fun, brought up
+reinforcements of chaff and slang, easily construable into profanity,
+and impregnated with terse humour. Many of the ladies had spoken of the
+bookmaker as one of the best-mannered men on board. So he was to all
+appearance. None dressed with better taste, nor carried himself with
+such an air. There was even a deferential tone in his strong language, a
+hesitating quaintness, which made it irresistible. He was at the service
+of any person on board needing championship. His talents were varied.
+He could suggest harmonies in colour to the ladies at one moment, and at
+the next, in the seclusion of the bar counter, arrange deadly harmonies
+in liquor. He was an authority on acting; he knew how to edit a
+newspaper; he picked out the really nice points in the sermons delivered
+by the missionaries in the saloon; he had some marvellous theories about
+navigation; and his trick with a salad was superb. He now convulsed the
+idlers in the smoking-room with laughter, and soon deftly drew off
+the discussion to the speed of the vessel, arranging a sweep-stake
+immediately, upon the possibilities of the run. He instantly proposed to
+sell the numbers by auction. He was the auctioneer. With his eye-glass
+at his eye, and Bohemian pleasantry falling from his lips, he ran the
+prices up. He was selling Clovelly’s number, and had advanced it beyond
+the novelist’s own bidding, when suddenly the screw stopped, the engines
+ceased working, and the ‘Fulvia’ slowed down.
+
+The numbers remained unsold. Word came to us that an accident had
+happened to the machinery, and that we should be hove-to for a day, or
+longer, to accomplish necessary repairs. How serious the accident to the
+machinery was no one knew.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V. ACCUSING FACES
+
+While we were hove-to, the ‘Porcupine’ passed us. In all probability it
+would now get to Aden ahead of us; and herein lay a development of the
+history of Mrs. Falchion. I was standing beside Belle Treherne as the
+ship came within hail of us and signalled to see what was the matter.
+Mrs. Falchion was not far from us. She was looking intently at the
+vessel through marine-glasses, and she did not put them down until it
+had passed. Then she turned away with an abstracted light in her eyes
+and a wintry smile; and the look and the smile continued when she
+sat down in her deck-chair and leaned her cheek meditatively on the
+marine-glass. But I saw now that something was added to the expression
+of her face--a suggestion of brooding or wonder. Belle Treherne,
+noticing the direction of my glances, said: “Have you known Mrs.
+Falchion long?”
+
+“No, not long,” I replied. “Only since she came on board.”
+
+“She is very clever, I believe.”
+
+I felt my face flushing, though, reasonably, there was no occasion for
+it, and I said: “Yes, she is one of the ablest women I have ever met.”
+
+“She is beautiful, too--very beautiful.” This very frankly.
+
+“Have you talked with her?” asked I.
+
+“Yes, a little this morning, for the first time. She did not speak much,
+however.” Here Miss Treherne paused, and then added meditatively: “Do
+you know, she impressed me as having singular frankness and singular
+reserve as well? I think I admired it. There is no feeling in her
+speech, and yet it has great candour. I never before met any one like
+her. She does not wear her heart upon her sleeve, I imagine.”
+
+A moment of irony came over me; that desire to say what one really does
+not believe (a feminine trait), and I replied: “Are both those articles
+necessary to any one? A sleeve?--well, one must be clothed. But a
+heart?--a cumbrous thing, as I take it.”
+
+Belle Treherne turned, and looked me steadily in the eyes for an
+instant, as if she had suddenly awakened from abstraction, and slowly
+said, while she drew back slightly: “Dr. Marmion, I am only a girl,
+I know, and inexperienced, but I hoped most people of education and
+knowledge of life were free from that kind of cynicism to be read of
+in books.” Then something in her thoughts seemed to chill her words and
+manner, and her father coming up a moment after, she took his arm, and
+walked away with a not very cordial bow to me.
+
+The fact is, with a woman’s quick intuition, she had read in my tone
+something suggestive of my recent experience with Mrs. Falchion. Her
+fine womanliness awoke; the purity of her thoughts, rose in opposition
+to my flippancy and to me; and I knew that I had raised a prejudice not
+easy to destroy.
+
+This was on a Friday afternoon.
+
+On the Saturday evening following, the fancy-dress ball was to occur.
+The accident to the machinery and our delay were almost forgotten in the
+preparations therefor. I had little to do; there was only one sick man
+on board, and my hand could not cure his sickness. How he fared, my
+uncomfortable mind, now bitterly alive to a sense of duty, almost
+hesitated to inquire. Yet a change had come. A reaction had set in for
+me. Would it be permanent? I dared scarcely answer that question, with
+Mrs. Falchion at my right hand at table, with her voice at my ear. I was
+not quite myself yet; I was struggling, as it were, with the effects of
+a fantastic dream.
+
+Still, I had determined upon my course. I had made resolutions. I had
+ended the chapter of dalliance. I had wished to go to 116 Intermediate
+and let its occupant demand what satisfaction he would. I wanted to say
+to Hungerford that I was an ass; but that was even harder still. He was
+so thorough and uncompromising in nature, so strong in moral fibre, that
+I felt his sarcasm would be too outspoken for me just at present.
+In this, however, I did not give him credit for a fine sense of
+consideration, as after events showed. Although there had been no spoken
+understanding between us that Mrs. Falchion was the wife of Boyd Madras,
+the mind of one was the other’s also. I understood exactly why he told
+me Boyd Madras’s story: it was a warning. He was not the man to harp on
+things. He gave the hint, and there the matter ended, so far as he was
+concerned, until a time might come when he should think it his duty
+to refer to the subject again. Some time before, he had shown me the
+portrait of the girl who had promised to be his wife. She, of course,
+could trust HIM anywhere, everywhere.
+
+Mrs. Falchion had seen the change in me, and, I am sure, guessed the new
+direction of my thoughts, and knew that I wished to take refuge in a
+new companionship--a thing, indeed, not easily to be achieved, as I felt
+now; for no girl of delicate and proud temper would complacently regard
+a hasty transference of attention from another to herself. Besides, it
+would be neither courteous nor reasonable to break with Mrs. Falchion
+abruptly. The error was mine, not hers. She had not my knowledge of the
+immediate circumstances, which made my position morally untenable. She
+showed unembarrassed ignorance of the change. At the same time I
+caught a tone of voice and a manner which showed she was not actually
+oblivious, but was touched in that nerve called vanity; and from this
+much feminine hatred springs.
+
+I made up my mind to begin a course of scientific reading, and was
+seated in my cabin, vainly trying to digest a treatise on the pathology
+of the nervous system, when Hungerford appeared at the door. With a nod,
+he entered, threw himself down on the cabin sofa, and asked for a match.
+After a pause, he said: “Marmion, Boyd Madras, alias Charles Boyd, has
+recognised me.”
+
+I rose to get a cigar, thus turning my face from him, and said: “Well?”
+
+“Well, there isn’t anything very startling. I suppose he wishes I had
+left him in the dingey on No Man’s Sea. He’s a fool.”
+
+“Indeed, why?”
+
+“Marmion, are your brains softening? Why does he shadow a woman who
+wouldn’t lift her finger to save him from battle, murder, or sudden
+death?”
+
+“From the code,” I said, in half soliloquy.
+
+“From the what?”
+
+“Oh, never mind, Hungerford. I suppose he is shadowing--Mrs. Falchion?”
+
+He eyed me closely.
+
+“I mean the woman that chucked his name; that turned her back on him
+when he was in trouble; that hopes he is dead, if she doesn’t believe
+that he is actually; that would, no doubt, treat him as a burglar if he
+went to her, got down on his knees, and said: ‘Mercy, my girl, I’ve come
+back to you a penitent prodigal. Henceforth I shall be as straight as
+the sun, so help me Heaven and your love and forgiveness!’”
+
+Hungerford paused, as if expecting me to reply; but, leaning forward on
+my knees and smoking hard, I remained silent. This seemed to anger him,
+for he said a little roughly: “Why doesn’t he come out and give you
+blazes on the promenade deck, and corner her down with a mighty cheek,
+and levy on her for a thousand pounds? Both you and she would think more
+of him. Women don’t dislike being bullied, if it is done in the right
+way--haven’t I seen it the world over, from lubra to dowager? I tell
+you, man--sinning or not--was meant to be woman’s master and lover, and
+just as much one as the other.”
+
+At this point Hungerford’s manner underwent a slight change, and he
+continued: “Marmion, I wouldn’t have come near you, only I noticed you
+have altered your course, and are likely to go on a fresh tack. It isn’t
+my habit to worry a man. I gave you a signal, and you didn’t respond at
+first. Well, we have come within hail again; and now, don’t you think
+that you might help to straighten this tangle, and try to arrange a
+reconciliation between those two?
+
+“The scheme is worth trying. Nobody need know but you and me. It
+wouldn’t be much of a sacrifice to her to give him a taste of the thing
+she swore to do--how does it run?--‘to have and to hold from this day
+forward’?--I can’t recall it; but it’s whether the wind blows fair or
+foul, or the keel scrapes the land or gives to the rock, till the sea
+gulps one of ‘em down for ever. That’s the sense of the thing, Marmion,
+and the contract holds between the two, straight on into the eternal
+belly. Whatever happens, a husband is a husband, and a wife a wife. It
+seems to me that, in the sight of Heaven, it’s he that’s running fair
+in the teeth of the wind, every timber straining, and she that’s riding
+with it, well coaled, flags flying, in an open channel, and passing the
+derelict without so much as, ‘Ahoy there!’”
+
+Now, at this distance of time, I look back, and see Hungerford, “the
+rowdy sailor,” as he called himself, lying there, his dark grey
+eyes turned full on me; and I am convinced that no honester, more
+sturdy-minded man ever reefed a sail, took his turn upon the bridge, or
+walked the dry land in the business of life. It did not surprise me,
+a year after, when I saw in public prints that he was the hero of--but
+that must be told elsewhere. I was about to answer him then as I knew
+he would wish, when a steward appeared and said: “Mr. Boyd, 116
+Intermediate, wishes you would come to him, sir, if you would be so
+kind.”
+
+Hungerford rose, and, as I made ready to go, urged quietly: “You’ve got
+the charts and soundings, Marmion, steam ahead!” and, with a swift but
+kindly clench of my shoulder, he left me. In that moment there came a
+cowardly feeling, a sense of shamefacedness, and then, hard upon it, and
+overwhelming it, a determination to serve Boyd Madras so far as lay in
+my power, and to be a man, and not a coward or an idler.
+
+When I found him he was prostrate. In his eyes there was no anger, no
+indignation, nor sullenness--all of which he might reasonably have felt;
+and instantly I was ashamed of the thought which, as I came to him,
+flashed through my mind, that he might do some violent thing. Not that
+I had any fear of violence; but I had an active dislike of awkward
+circumstances. I felt his fluttering pulse, and noted the blue line on
+his warped lips. I gave him some medicine, and then sat down. There was
+a silence. What could I say? A dozen thoughts came to my mind, but I
+rejected them. It was difficult to open up the subject. At last he put
+his hand upon my arm and spoke:
+
+“You told me one night that you would help me if you could. I ought
+to have accepted your offer at first; it would have been better.--No,
+please don’t speak just yet. I think I know what you would say. I knew
+that you meant all you urged upon me; that you liked me. I was once
+worthy of men’s liking, perhaps, and I had good comrades; but that is
+all over. You have not come near me lately, but it wasn’t because you
+felt any neglect, or wished to take back your words; but--because of
+something else.... I understand it all. She has great power. She always
+had. She is very beautiful. I remember when--but I will not call it
+back before you, though, God knows, I go over it all every day and every
+night, until it seems that only the memory of her is real, and that she
+herself is a ghost. I ought not to have crossed her path again, even
+unknown to her. But I have done it, and now I cannot go out of that path
+without kneeling before her once again, as I did long ago. Having seen
+her, breathed the same air, I must speak or die; perhaps it will be
+both. That is a power she has: she can bend one to her will, although
+she often, involuntarily, wills things that are death to others. One
+MUST care for her, you understand; it is natural, even when it is
+torture to do so.”
+
+He put his hand on his side and moved as if in pain. I reached over and
+felt his pulse, then took his hand and pressed it, saying: “I will be
+your friend now, Madras, in so far as I can.”
+
+He looked up at me gratefully, and replied: “I know that--I know that.
+It is more than I deserve.”
+
+Then he began to speak of his past. He told me of Hungerford’s kindness
+to him on the ‘Dancing Kate’, of his luckless days at Port Darwin, of
+his search for his wife, his writing to her, and her refusal to see
+him. He did not rail against her. He apologised for her, and reproached
+himself. “She is most singular,” he continued, “and different from
+most women. She never said she loved me, and she never did, I know. Her
+father urged her to marry me; he thought I was a good man.”
+
+Here he laughed a little bitterly. “But it was a bad day for her. She
+never loved any one, I think, and she cannot understand what love
+is, though many have cared for her. She is silent where herself is
+concerned. I think there was some trouble--not love, I am sure of
+that--which vexed her, and made her a little severe at times; something
+connected with her life, or her father’s life, in Samoa. One can only
+guess, but white men take what are called native wives there very
+often--and who can tell? Her father--but that is her secret!... While I
+was right before the world, she was a good wife to me in her way. When I
+went wrong, she treated me as if I were dead, and took her old name. But
+if I could speak to her quietly once more, perhaps she would listen.
+It would be no good at all to write. Perhaps she would never begin the
+world with me again, but I should like to hear her say, ‘I forgive you.
+Good-bye.’ There would be some comfort in a kind farewell from her. You
+can see that, Dr. Marmion?”
+
+He paused, waiting for me to speak. “Yes, I can see that,” I said; and
+then I added: “Why did you not speak to her before you both came on
+board at Colombo?”
+
+“I had no chance. I only saw her in the street, an hour before the ship
+sailed. I had scarcely time to take my passage.”
+
+Pain here checked his utterance, and when he recovered, he turned again
+to me, and continued: “To-morrow night there is to be a fancy-dress ball
+on board. I have been thinking. I could go in a good disguise. I could
+speak to her, and attract no notice; and if she will not listen to me,
+why, then, that ends it. I shall know the worst, and to know the worst
+is good.”
+
+“Yes,” said I; “and what do you wish me to do?”
+
+“I wish to go in a disguise, of course; to dress in your cabin, if you
+will let me. I cannot dress here, it would attract attention; and I am
+not a first-class passenger.”
+
+“I fear,” I replied, “that it is impossible for me to assist you to the
+privileges of a first-class passenger. You see, I am an officer of the
+ship. But still I can help you. You shall leave this cabin to-night. I
+will arrange so that you may transfer yourself to one in the first-class
+section.... No, not a word; it must be as I wish in this. You are ill;
+I can do you that kindness at least, and then, by right, you can attend
+the ball, and, after it, your being among the first-class passengers can
+make little difference; for you will have met and spoken then, either to
+peace or otherwise.”
+
+I had very grave doubts of any reconciliation; the substance of my
+notable conversation with Mrs. Falchion was so prominent in my mind. I
+feared she would only reproduce the case of Anson and his wife. I was
+also afraid of a possible scene--which showed that I was not yet able to
+judge of her resources. After a time, in which we sat silent, I said to
+Madras: “But suppose she should be frightened?--should--should make a
+scene?”
+
+He raised himself to a sitting posture. “I feel better,” he said. Then,
+answering my question: “You do not know her quite. She will not stir a
+muscle. She has nerve. I have seen her in positions of great peril and
+trial. She is not emotional, though I truly think she will wake one day
+and find her heart all fire but not for me. Still, I say that all
+will be quite comfortable, so far as any demonstration on her part is
+concerned. She will not be melodramatic, I do assure you.”
+
+“And the disguise--your dress?” inquired I.
+
+He rose from the berth slowly, and, opening a portmanteau, drew from
+it a cloth of white and red, fringed with gold. It was of beautiful
+texture, and made into the form of a toga or mantle. He said: “I was a
+seller of such stuffs in Colombo, and these I brought with me, because
+I could not dispose of them without sacrifice when I left hurriedly. I
+have made them into a mantle. I could go as--a noble Roman, perhaps!”
+ Then a slight, ironical smile crossed his lips, and he stretched out his
+thin but shapely arms, as if in derision of himself.
+
+“You will go as Menelaus the Greek,” said I.
+
+“I as Menelaus the Greek?” The smile became a little grim.
+
+“Yes, as Menelaus; and I will go as Paris.” I doubt not that my voice
+showed a good deal of self-scorn at the moment; but there was a kind of
+luxury in self-abasement before him. “Your wife, I know, intends to go
+as Helen of Troy. It is all mumming. Let it stand so, as Menelaus and
+Helen and Paris before there was any Trojan war, and as if there never
+could be any--as if Paris went back discomfited, and the other two were
+reconciled.”
+
+His voice was low and broken. “I know you exaggerate matters, and
+condemn yourself beyond reason,” he replied. “I will do as you say. But,
+Dr. Marmion, it will not be all mumming, as you shall see.”
+
+A strange look came upon his face at this. I could not construe it;
+and, after a few words of explanation regarding his transference to
+the forward part of the ship, I left him. I found the purser, made the
+necessary arrangements for him, and then sought my cabin, humbled in
+many ways. I went troubled to bed. After a long wakefulness, I dozed
+away into that disturbed vestibule of sleep where the world’s happenings
+mingle with the visions of unconsciousness. I seemed to see a man’s
+heart beating in his bosom in growing agonies, until, with one last
+immense palpitation, it burst, and life was gone. Then the dream
+changed, and I saw a man in the sea, drowning, who seemed never to
+drown entirely, his hands ever beating the air and the mocking water.
+I thought that I tried many times to throw him a lighted buoy in the
+half-shadow, but some one held me back, and I knew that a woman’s arms
+were round me.
+
+But at last the drowning man looked up and saw the woman so, and, with
+a last quiver of the arms, he sank from sight. When he was gone, the
+woman’s arms dropped away from me; but when I turned to speak to her,
+she, too, had gone.
+
+I awoke.
+
+Two stewards were talking in the passage, and one was saying, “She’ll
+get under way by daybreak, and it will be a race with the ‘Porcupine’ to
+Aden. How the engines are kicking below!”
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI. MUMMERS ALL
+
+The next day was beautiful, if not enjoyable. Stirring preparations
+were being made for the ball. Boyd Madras was transferred to a cabin far
+forward, but he did not appear at any meal in the saloon, or on deck.
+In the morning I was busy in the dispensary. While I was there, Justine
+Caron came to get some medicine that I had before given her. Her hand
+was now nearly well. Justine had nerves, and it appeared to me that
+her efforts to please her mistress, and her occasional failures, were
+wearing her unduly. I said to her: “You have been worried, Miss Caron?”
+
+“Oh, no, Doctor,” she quickly replied.
+
+I looked at her a little sceptically, and she said at last: “Well,
+perhaps a little. You see, madame did not sleep well last night, and I
+read to her. It was a little difficult, and there was not much choice of
+books.”
+
+“What did you read?” I asked mechanically, as I prepared her medicine.
+
+“Oh, some French novel first--De Maupassant’s; but madame said he was
+impertinent--that he made women fools and men devils. Then I tried some
+modern English tales, but she said they were silly. I knew not what to
+do. But there was Shakespeare. I read Antony and Cleopatra, and she said
+that the play was grand, but the people were foolish except when they
+died--their deaths were magnificent. Madame is a great critic; she is
+very clever.”
+
+“Yes, yes, I know that; but when did she fall asleep?”
+
+“About four o’clock in the morning. I was glad, because she is very
+beautiful when she has much sleep.”
+
+“And you--does not sleep concern you in this matter of madame?”
+
+“For me,” she said, looking away, “it is no matter. I have no beauty.
+Besides, I am madame’s servant,”--she blushed slightly at this,”--and
+she is generous with money.”
+
+“Yes, and you like money so much?”
+
+Her eyes flashed a little defiantly as she looked me in the face. “It is
+everything to me.”
+
+She paused as if to see the effect upon me, or to get an artificial
+(I knew it was artificial) strength to go on, then she added: “I love
+money. I work for it; I would bear all for it--all that a woman could
+bear. I--” But here she paused again, and, though the eyes still
+flashed, the lips quivered. Hers was not the face of cupidity. It was
+sensitive, yet firm, as with some purpose deep as her nature was by
+creation and experience, and always deepening that nature. I suddenly
+got the conviction that this girl had a sorrow of some kind in her life,
+and that this unreal affection for money was connected with it. Perhaps
+she saw my look of interest, for she hurriedly continued: “But, pardon
+me, I am foolish. I shall be better when the pain is gone. Madame is
+kind; she will let me sleep this afternoon, perhaps.”
+
+I handed her the medicine, and then asked: “How long have you known Mrs.
+Falchion, Miss Caron?”
+
+“Only one year.”
+
+“Where did you join her?”
+
+“In Australia.”
+
+“In Australia? You lived there?”
+
+“No, monsieur, I did not live there.”
+
+A thought came to my mind--the nearness of New Caledonia to Australia,
+and New Caledonia was a French colony--a French penal colony! I smiled
+as I said the word penal to myself. Of course the word could have no
+connection with a girl like her, but still she might have lived in the
+colony. So I added quietly: “You perhaps had come from New Caledonia?”
+
+Her look was candid, if sorrowful. “Yes, from New Caledonia.”
+
+Was she, thought I, the good wife of some convict--some political
+prisoner?--the relative of some refugee of misfortune? Whatever she was,
+I was sure that she was free from any fault. She evidently thought that
+I might suspect something uncomplimentary of her, for she said: “My
+brother was an officer at Noumea. He is dead. I am going to France, when
+I can.”
+
+I tried to speak gently to her. I saw that her present position must
+be a trial. I advised her to take more rest, or she would break down
+altogether, for she was weak and nervous; I hinted that she might have
+to give up entirely, if she continued to tax herself heedlessly; and,
+finally, that I would speak to Mrs. Falchion about her. I was scarcely
+prepared for her action then. Tears came to her eyes, and she said to
+me, her hand involuntarily clasping my arm: “Oh no, no! I ask you not to
+speak to madame. I will sleep--I will rest. Indeed, I will. This service
+is so much to me. She is most generous. It is because I am so altogether
+hers, night and day, that she pays me well. And the money is so much. It
+is my honour--my dead brother’s honour. You are kind at heart; you will
+make me strong with medicine, and I will ask God to bless you. I could
+not suffer such poverty again. And then, it is my honour!”
+
+I felt that she would not have given way thus had not her nerves been
+shaken, had she not lived so much alone, and irregularly, so far as her
+own rest and comfort were concerned, and at such perpetual cost to her
+energy. Mrs. Falchion, I knew, was selfish, and would not, or could
+not, see that she was hard upon the girl, by such exactions as midnight
+reading and loss of sleep. She demanded not merely physical but mental
+energy--a complete submission of both; and when this occurred with a
+sensitive, high-strung girl, she was literally feeding on another’s
+life-blood. If she had been told this, she, no doubt, would have been
+very much surprised.
+
+I reassured Justine. I told her that I should say nothing directly
+to Mrs. Falchion, for I saw she was afraid of unpleasantness; but I
+impressed upon her that she must spare herself, or she would break
+down, and extorted a promise that she would object to sitting up after
+midnight to read to Mrs. Falchion.
+
+When this was done, she said: “But, you see, it is not madame’s fault
+that I am troubled.”
+
+“I do not wish,” I said, “to know any secret,--I am a doctor, not a
+priest,--but if there is anything you can tell me, in which I might
+be able to help you, you may command me in so far as is possible.”
+ Candidly, I think I was too inquiring in those days.
+
+She smiled wistfully, and replied: “I will think of what you say so
+kindly, and perhaps, some day soon, I will tell you of such trouble as
+I have. But, believe me, it is no question of wrong at all, by any
+one--now. The wrong is over. It is simply that a debt of honour must be
+satisfied; it concerns my poor dead brother.”
+
+“Are you going to relatives in France?” I asked.
+
+“No; I have no relatives, no near friends. I am alone in the world. My
+mother I cannot remember; she died when I was very young. My father had
+riches, but they went before he died. Still, France is home, and I must
+go there.” She turned her head away to the long wastes of sea.
+
+Little more passed between us. I advised her to come often on deck,
+and mingle with the passengers; and told her that, when she pleased, I
+should be glad to do any service that lay in my power. Her last words
+were that, after we put into Aden, she would possibly take me at my
+word.
+
+After she had gone, I found myself wondering at my presentiment that
+Aden was to be associated with critical points in the history of some of
+us; and from that moment I began to connect Justine Caron with certain
+events which, I felt sure, were marshalling to an unhappy conclusion. I
+wondered, too, what part I should play in the development of the comedy,
+tragedy, or whatever it was to be. In this connection I thought of Belle
+Treherne, and of how I should appear in her eyes if that little scene
+with Mrs. Falchion, now always staring me in the face, were rehearsed
+before her. I came quickly to my feet, with a half-imprecation at
+myself; and a verse of a crude sea-song was in my ears:
+
+ “You can batten down cargo, live and dead,
+ But you can’t put memory out of sight;
+ You can paint the full sails overhead,
+ But you can’t make a black deed white....”
+
+Angry, I said to myself: “It wasn’t a black deed; it was foolish, it was
+infatuation, it was not right, but it is common to shipboard; and I lost
+my head, that was all.”
+
+Some time later I was still at work in the dispensary, when I heard Mr.
+Treherne’s voice calling to me from outside. I drew back the curtain. He
+was leaning on his daughter’s arm, while in one hand he carried a stick.
+“Ah, Doctor, Doctor,” cried he, “my old enemy, sciatica, has me in its
+grip, and why, in this warm climate, I can’t understand. I’m afraid I
+shall have to heave-to, like the ‘Fulvia’, and lay up for repairs. And,
+by the way, I’m glad we are on our course again.” He entered, and sat
+down. Belle Treherne bowed to me gravely, and smiled slightly. The smile
+was not peculiarly hospitable. I knew perfectly well that to convince
+her of the reality of my growing admiration for her would be no easy
+task; but I was determined to base my new religion of the affections
+upon unassailable canons, and I felt that now I could do best by waiting
+and proving myself.
+
+While I was arranging some medicine for Mr. Treherne, and advising him
+on care against chills in a hot climate, he suddenly broke in with: “Dr.
+Marmion, Captain Ascott tells me that we shall get to Aden by Tuesday
+morning next. Now, I was asked by a friend of mine in London to visit
+the grave of a son of his--a newspaper correspondent--who was killed in
+one of the expeditions against the native tribes, and was buried in the
+general cemetery at Aden. On the way out I was not able to fulfil the
+commission, because we passed Aden in the night. But there will be
+plenty of time to do so on Tuesday, I am told. This, however, is my
+difficulty: I cannot go unless I am better, and I’m afraid there is no
+such luck as that in store for me. These attacks last a week, at least.
+I wish my daughter, however, to go. One of the ladies on board will go
+with her--Mrs. Callendar, I believe; and I am going to be so bold as
+to ask you to accompany them, if you will. I know you better than any
+officer on board; and, besides, I should feel safer and better satisfied
+if she went under the protection of an officer,--these barbarous places,
+you know!--though, of course, it may be asking too much of you, or what
+is impossible.”
+
+I assented with pleasure. Belle Treherne was looking at the Latin names
+on the bottles at the time, and her face showed no expression either of
+pleasure or displeasure. Mr. Treherne said bluffly: “Dr. Marmion, you
+are kind--very kind, and, upon my word, I’m much obliged.” He then
+looked at his daughter as if expecting her to speak.
+
+She looked up and said conventionally: “You are very kind, Dr. Marmion,
+and I am much obliged.” Then I thought her eyes twinkled with amusement
+at her own paraphrase of her father’s speech, and she added: “Mrs.
+Callendar and myself will be much honoured indeed, and feel very
+important in having an officer to attend us. Of course everybody else
+will be envious, and, again of course, that will add to our vanity.”
+
+At this she would have gone; but her father, who was suffering just
+enough pain to enjoy anything that would divert his attention from it,
+fell into conversation upon a subject of mutual interest, in which his
+daughter joined on occasion, but not with enthusiasm. Yet, when they
+came to go, she turned and said kindly, almost softly, as her fingers
+touched mine: “I almost envy you your profession, Dr. Marmion. It opens
+doors to so much of humanity and life.”
+
+“There is no sin,” I laughingly said, “in such a covetousness, and,
+believe me, it can do no harm to me, at least.” Then I added gravely: “I
+should like my profession, in so far as I am concerned, to be worth your
+envy.” She had passed through the door before the last words were said,
+but I saw that her look was not forbidding.
+
+ .........................
+
+Is there unhappiness anywhere? There is not a vexing toss of the sea,
+not a cloud in the sky. Is not catastrophe dead, and the arrows of
+tragedy spilled? Peace broadens into deep, perfumed dusk towards Arabia;
+languor spreads towards the unknown lands of the farthest south. No
+anxious soul leans out from the casement of life; the time is heavy with
+delightful ease. There is no sound that troubles; the world goes by and
+no one heeds; for it is all beyond this musky twilight and this pleasant
+hour. In this palace on the sea Mirth trails in and out with airy and
+harmonious footsteps. Even the clang-clang of eight bells has music--not
+boisterous nor disturbing, but muffled in the velvety air. Then, through
+this hemisphere of jocund quiet, there sounds the “All’s well” of the
+watch.
+
+But, look! Did you see a star fall just then, and the long avenue of
+expiring flame behind it?--Do not shudder; it is nothing. No cry of pain
+came through that brightness. There was only the “All’s well” from the
+watchers.
+
+The thud of the engines falls on a padded atmosphere, and the lascars
+move like ghosts along the decks. The long, smooth promenade is canopied
+and curtained, and hung with banners, and gay devices of the gorgeous
+East are contributing to the federation of pleasure.
+
+And now, through a festooned doorway, there come the people of many
+lands to inhabit the gay court. Music follows their footsteps: Hamlet
+and Esther; Caractacus and Iphigenia; Napoleon and Hermione; The Man
+in the Iron Mask and Sappho; Garibaldi and Boadicea; an Arab sheikh
+and Joan of Arc; Mahomet and Casablanca; Cleopatra and Hannibal--a
+resurrected world. But the illusion is short and slight. This world
+is very sordid--of shreds and patches, after all. It is but a
+pretty masquerade, in which feminine vanity beats hard against
+strangely-clothed bosoms; and masculine conceit is shown in the work of
+the barber’s curling-irons and the ship-carpenter’s wooden swords
+and paper helmets. The pride of these folk is not diminished because
+Hamlet’s wig gets awry, or a Roman has trouble with his foolish garters.
+Few men or women can resist mumming; they fancy themselves as somebody
+else, dead or living. Yet these seem happy in this nonsense. The
+indolent days appear to have deadened hatred, malice, and all
+uncharitableness. They shall strut and fret their hour upon this little
+stage. Let that sprightly girl forget the sudden death which made her an
+orphan; the nervous broker his faithless wife; the grey-haired soldier
+his silly and haunting sins; the bankrupt his creditors.
+
+“On with the dance, let joy be unconfined!” For the captain is on the
+bridge, the engineer is beneath; we have stout walls, and a ceaseless
+sentry-go. In the intervals of the dance wine passes, and idle things
+are said beside the draped and cushioned capstan or in the friendly
+gloom of a boat, which, in the name of safety, hangs taut between its
+davits. Let this imitation Cleopatra use the Cleopatra’s arts; this
+mellow Romeo (sometime an Irish landlord) vow to this coy Juliet; this
+Helen of Troy--Of all who walked these decks, mantled and wigged
+in characters not their own, Mrs. Falchion was the handsomest, most
+convincing. With a graceful swaying movement she passed along the
+promenade, and even envy praised her. Her hand lay lightly on the arm
+of a brown stalwart native of the Indian hills, fierce and savage
+in attire. Against his wild picturesqueness and brawny strength, her
+perfectness of animal beauty, curbed and rendered delicate by her inner
+coldness, showed in fine contrast; and yet both were matched in the fine
+natural prowess of form.
+
+With a singular affirmation of what had been, after all, but
+a sadly-humourous proposal, I had attired myself in a Greek
+costume--quickly made by my steward, who had been a tailor--and was
+about to leave my cabin, when Hungerford entered, and exclaimed, as he
+took his pipe from his mouth in surprise: “Marmion, what does this
+mean? Don’t you know your duties better? No officer may appear at these
+flare-ups in costume other than his uniform. You’re the finest example
+of suburban innocence and original sin I’ve seen this last quarter of
+a century, wherein I’ve kept the world--and you--from tottering to
+destruction.” He reached for one of my cigars.
+
+Without a word, and annoyed at my own stupidity, I slowly divested
+myself of the clothes of Greece; while Hungerford smoked on, humming to
+himself occasionally a few bars of The Buccaneer’s Bride, but evidently
+occupied with something in his mind. At length he said: “Marmion, I said
+suburban innocence and original sin, but you’ve a grip on the law of
+square and compass too. I’ll say that for you, old chap--and I hope you
+don’t think I’m a miserable prig.”
+
+Still I replied nothing, but offered him one of my best cigars, taking
+the other one from him, and held the match while he lighted it--which,
+between men, is sufficient evidence of good-feeling. He understood, and
+continued: “Of course you’ll keep your eye on Mrs. Falchion and Madras
+to-night: if he is determined that they shall meet, and you have
+arranged it. I’d like to know how it goes before you turn in, if you
+don’t mind. And, I say, Marmion, ask Miss Treherne to keep a dance for
+me--a waltz--towards the close of the evening, will you? Excuse me, but
+she is the thorough-bred of the ship. And if I have only one hop down
+the promenade, I want it to be with a girl who’ll remind me of some one
+that is making West Kensington worth inhabiting. Only think, Marmion, of
+a girl like her--a graduate in arts, whose name and picture have been in
+all the papers--being willing to make up with me, Dick Hungerford! She
+is as natural and simple as a girl can be, and doesn’t throw Greek roots
+at you, nor try to convince you of the difference between the songs
+of the troubadours and the sonnets of Petrarch. She doesn’t care a rap
+whether Dante’s Beatrice was a real woman or a principle; whether James
+the First poisoned his son; or what’s the margin between a sine and a
+cosine. She can take a fence in the hunting-field like a bird--! Oh, all
+right, just hold still, and I’ll unfasten it.” And he struggled with a
+recalcitrant buckle. “Well, you’ll not forget about Miss Treherne, will
+you? She ought to go just as she is. Fancy-dress on her would be gilding
+the gold; for, though she isn’t surpassingly beautiful, she is very
+fine, very fine indeed. There, now, you’re yourself again, and look all
+the better for it.”
+
+By this time I was again in my uniform, and I sat down, and smoked, and
+looked at Hungerford. His long gossip had been more or less detached,
+and I had said nothing. I understood that he was trying, in his blunt,
+honest way, to turn my thoughts definitely from Mrs. Falchion to Belle
+Treherne; and he never seemed to me such a good fellow as at that
+moment. I replied at last: “All right, Hungerford; I’ll be your
+deputation, your ambassador, to Miss Treherne. What time shall we see
+you on deck?”
+
+“About 11.40--just in time to trip a waltz on the edge of eight bells.”
+
+“On the edge of Sunday, my boy.”
+
+“Yes. Do you know, it is just four years ago tomorrow since I found Boyd
+Madras on the No Man’s Sea?”
+
+“Let us not talk of it,” said I.
+
+“All right. I merely stated the fact because it came to me. I’m
+mum henceforth. And I want to talk about something else. The first
+officer,--I don’t know whether you have noticed him lately, but I tell
+you this: if we ever get into any trouble with this ship he’ll go to
+pieces. Why, the other night, when the engine got tangled, he was as
+timid as a woman. That shock he had with the coal, as I said before, has
+broken his nerve, big man as he is.”
+
+“Hungerford,” I said, “you do not generally croak, but you are earning
+the character of the raven for yourself to-night. The thing is growing
+on you. What IS the use of bringing up unpleasant subjects? You are an
+old woman.” I fear there was the slightest irritation in my voice; but,
+truth is, the last few days’ experiences had left their mark on me, and
+Hungerford’s speech and manner had suddenly grown trying.
+
+He stood for a moment looking at me with direct earnestness from under
+his strong brows, and then he stepped forward, and, laying his hand
+upon my arm, rejoined: “Do not be raw, Marmion. I’m only a blunt, stupid
+sailor; and, to tell you God’s truth, as I have told you before, every
+sailor is superstitious--every real sailor. He can’t help it--I can’t. I
+have a special fit on me now. Why don’t I keep it to myself? Because
+I’m selfish, and it does me good to talk. You and I are in one secret
+together, and it has made me feel like sharing this thing with a pal, I
+suppose.”
+
+I seized his hand and begged his pardon, and called myself unpleasant
+names, which he on the instant stopped, and said: “That’s all right,
+Marmy; shake till the knuckles crack! I’m off. Don’t forget the dance.”
+ He disappeared down the passage.
+
+Then I went on deck, and the scene which I have so imperfectly described
+passed before me. Mrs. Falchion was surrounded with admirers all the
+evening, both men and women; and two of the very stately English ladies
+of title, to whom I before referred, were particularly gracious to her;
+while she, in turn, bore herself with becoming dignity. I danced with
+her once, and was down on her programme for another dance. I had also
+danced with Belle Treherne, who appeared as Miriam, and was chaperoned
+by one of the ladies of title; and I had also “sat out” one dance
+with her. Chancing to pass her as the evening wore on, I saw her
+in conversation with Mrs. Falchion, who had dismissed her cavalier,
+preferring to talk, she said, for dancing was tiresome work on the
+Indian Ocean. Belle Treherne, who up to that moment had never quite
+liked her, yielded to the agreeable charm of her conversation and her
+frank applausive remarks upon the costumes of the dancers. She had a
+good word for every one, and she drew her companion out to make the most
+of herself, as women less often do before women than in the presence
+of men. I am certain that her interest in Belle Treherne was real, and
+likewise certain that she cherished no pique against her because I
+had transferred my allegiance. Indeed, I am sure that she had no deep
+feeling of injured pride where I was concerned. Such after acidity as
+she sometimes showed was directed against the foolish part I had played
+with her and my action in subsequent events; it did not proceed from
+personal feeling or self-value.
+
+Some time after this meeting I saw Boyd Madras issue from the
+companion-way dressed as a Greek. He wore a false beard, and carried
+off well his garments of white and scarlet and gold--a very striking
+and presentable man. He came slowly forward, looking about him steadily,
+and, seeing me, moved towards me. But for his manner I should scarcely
+have recognised him. A dance was beginning; but many eyes were turned
+curiously, and even admiringly, to him; for he looked singular and
+impressive and his face was given fulness by a beard and flesh paints.
+I motioned him aside where there was shadow, and said: “Well, you have
+determined to see her?”
+
+“Yes,” he said; “and I wish you, if you will, to introduce me to her as
+Mr. Charles Boyd.
+
+“You still think this wise?” I asked.
+
+“It is my earnest wish. I must have an understanding to-night.” He
+spoke very firmly, and showed no excitement. His manner was calm and
+gentlemanly.
+
+He had a surprising air of decision. Supporting an antique character, he
+seemed for the moment to have put on also something of antique strength
+of mind, and to be no longer the timid invalid. “Then, come with me,” I
+answered.
+
+We walked in silence for a few minutes, and then, seeing where Mrs.
+Falchion was, we advanced to her. The next dance on her programme was
+mine. In my previous dance with her we had talked as we now did at
+table--as we did the first hour I met her--impersonally, sometimes (I
+am bold to say) amusingly. Now I approached her with apologies for being
+late. The man beside her took his leave. She had only just glanced at
+me at first, but now she looked at my companion, and the look stayed,
+curious, bewildered.
+
+“It is fitting,” I said, “that Greek meet Greek--that Menelaus should be
+introduced to Helen. May I say that when Helen is not Helen she is Mrs.
+Falchion, and when Menelaus is not Menelaus he is--Mr. Charles Boyd.”
+
+I am afraid my voice faltered slightly, because there came over me
+suddenly a nervousness as unexpected as it was inconvenient, and my
+words, which began lightly, ended huskily. Had Madras miscalculated this
+woman?
+
+Her eyes were afire, and her face was as pale as marble; all its slight
+but healthy glow had fled. A very faint gasp came from her lips. I saw
+that she recognised him, as he bowed and mentioned her name, following
+my introduction. I knew not what might occur, for I saw danger in her
+eyes in reply to the beseeching look in his. Would melodrama supervene
+after all? She merely bowed towards me, as if to dismiss me, and then
+she rose, took his arm, and moved away. The interview that follows came
+to me from Boyd Madras afterwards.
+
+When they had reached the semi-darkness of the forward part of the ship,
+she drew her hand quickly away, and, turning to him, said: “What is the
+name by which you are called? One does not always hear distinctly when
+being introduced.”
+
+He did not understand what she was about to do, but he felt the deadly
+coldness in her voice. “My name is known to you,” he replied. He
+steadied himself.
+
+“No, pardon me, I do not know it, for I do not know you.... I never saw
+you before.” She leaned her hand carelessly on the bulwarks.
+
+He was shocked, but he drew himself together. Their eyes were intent
+on each other. “You do know me! Need I tell you that I am Boyd Madras?”
+ “Boyd Madras,” she said, musing coldly. “A peculiar name.”
+
+“Mercy Madras was your name until you called yourself Mrs. Falchion,” he
+urged indignantly, yet anxiously too.
+
+“It suits you to be mysterious, Mr.--ah yes, Mr. Boyd Madras;
+but, really, you might be less exacting in your demands upon one’s
+imagination.” Her look was again on him casually.
+
+He spoke breathlessly. “Mercy--Mercy--for God’s sake, don’t treat me
+like this! Oh, my wife, I have wronged you every way, but I loved you
+always--love you now. I have only followed you to ask you to forgive
+me, after all these years. I saw you in Colombo just before you came
+on board, and I felt that I must come also. You never loved me. Perhaps
+that is better for you, but you do not know what I suffer. If you could
+give me a chance, and come with me to America--anywhere, and let me
+start the world again? I can--travel straight now, and I will work hard,
+and be honest. I will--” But here sudden pain brought back the doubt
+concerning his life and its possibilities.
+
+He leaned against the bulwarks, and made a helpless, despairing motion
+with his hand. “No, no!” he said; and added with a bitter laugh: “Not
+to begin the world again, but to end it as profitably and silently as I
+can. ... But you will listen to me, my wife? You will say at least that
+you forgive me the blight and ill I brought upon you?”
+
+She had listened to him unmoved outwardly. Her reply was instant. “You
+are more melodramatic than I thought you capable of being--from your
+appearance,” she said in a hard tone. “Your acting is very good, but not
+convincing. I cannot respond as would become the unity and sequence of
+the play.... I have no husband. My husband is dead--I buried him years
+ago. I have forgotten his name--I buried that too.”
+
+All the suffering and endured scorn of years came to revolt in him. He
+leaned forward now, and caught her wrist. “Have you no human feeling?”
+ he said “no heart in you at all? Look. I have it in me here suddenly to
+kill you as you stand. You have turned my love to hate. From your smooth
+skin there I could strip those rags, and call upon them all to look at
+you--my wife--a felon’s wife; mine to have and to hold--to hold, you
+hear!--as it was sworn at the altar. I bare my heart to you, repenting,
+and you mock it, torture it, with your undying hate and cruelty. You
+have no heart, no life. This white bosom is all of you--all of your
+power to make men love you--this, and your beauty. All else, by God, is
+cruel as the grave!”
+
+His voice had sunk to a hoarse whisper. She had not sought to remove
+his hand, nor struggled in the least; and once it seemed as if this new
+development of his character, this animal fierceness, would conquer her:
+she admired courage. It was not so. He trembled with weakness before he
+had finished. He stopped too soon; he lost.
+
+“You will find such parts exhausting to play,” she murmured, as he let
+her arm fall. “It needs a strong physique to endure exaggerated, nervous
+sentiment. And now, please, let us perform less trying scenes.” Then,
+with a low, cold anger, she continued: “It is only a coward that will
+dog a woman who finds his presence insupportable to her. This woman
+cannot, if she would, endure this man’s presence; it is her nature.
+Well, why rush blindly at the impossible? She wishes to live her spoiled
+life alone. The man can have no part in it--never, never! But she has
+money. If in that way--”
+
+He stretched out his hand protestingly, the fingers spread in
+excitement. “No more--not another word!” he said. “I ask for
+forgiveness, for one word of kindness--and I am offered money! the fire
+that burned me to eat, instead of bread! I had a wife once,” he added in
+a kind of troubled dream, looking at her as if she were very far away,
+“and her name was Mercy--her name was Mercy--Mercy Madras. I loved her.
+I sinned for her sake. A message came that she was dead to me; but I
+could not believe that it was so altogether, for I had knelt at her feet
+and worshipped her. I went to her, but she sent me away angrily. Years
+passed. ‘She will have relented now,’ I said, and I followed her, and
+found her as I thought. But it was not she; it was a wicked ghost in
+her beautiful body--nothing more. And then I turned away and cursed
+all things, because I knew that I should never see my wife again. Mercy
+Madras was dead. ... Can you not hear the curses?”
+
+Still she was unmoved. She said with a cruel impatience in her voice:
+“Yes, Mercy Madras is dead. How then can she forgive? What could her
+ghost--as you call her--do, but offer the thing which her husband--when
+he was living--loved so well that he sold himself into bondage,
+and wrecked his world and hers for it--Money? Well, money is at his
+disposal, as she said before--”
+
+But she spoke no more. The man in him straight way shamed her into
+silence with a look. She bowed her head, yet not quite in shame, for
+there was that in her eyes which made her appear as if his suffering was
+a gratuitous infliction. But at this moment he was stronger, and he drew
+her eyes up by the sheer force of his will. “I need no money now,” he
+coldly declared. “I need nothing--not even you; and can you fancy that,
+after waiting all these years for this hour, money would satisfy me?
+Do you know,” he continued slowly and musingly, “I can look upon you
+now--yes, at this moment--with more indifference than you ever showed to
+me? A moment ago I loved you: now I think you horrible; because you are
+no woman; you have a savage heart. And some day you will suffer as I do,
+so terribly that even the brazen serpent could not cure you. Then you
+will remember me.”
+
+He was about to leave her, but he had not taken two steps before he
+turned, with all the anger and the passion softened in his eyes, and
+said, putting his hand out towards yet not to touch her, “Good-bye--for
+the last time.” And then the look was such as might be turned upon a
+forgiven executioner.
+
+“Good-night,” she replied, and she did not look into his eyes, but out
+to sea. Her eyes remained fixed upon its furtive gloom. She too was
+furtive and gloomy at this moment. They were both sleek, silent, and
+remorseless. There was a slight rustle to her dress as she changed her
+position. It was in grim keeping with the pitiless rustle of the sea.
+
+And so they parted. I saw him move on towards the companion-way, and
+though I felt instinctively that all had gone ill with him, I was
+surprised to see how erect he walked. After a minute I approached her.
+She heard me coming, and presently turned to me with a curious smile.
+“Who is Mr. Charles Boyd?” she asked. “I did not pierce his disguise.
+I could not tell whether I had met him on board before. Have I? But my
+impression is that I had not seen him on the ship.”
+
+“No, you had not seen him,” I replied. “He had a fancy to travel, until
+yesterday, with the second-class passengers. Now he has a first-class
+cabin--in his proper place, in fact.”
+
+“You think so--in his proper place?” The suggestion was not pleasant.
+
+“Assuredly. Why do you speak in that way?” was my indignant reply.
+
+She took my arm as we moved on. “Because he was slightly rude to me.”
+
+I grew bold, and determined to bring her to some sort of reckoning.
+
+“How rude were you to him?”
+
+“Not rude at all. It is not worth while being so--to anybody,” was her
+chilly answer.
+
+“I was under the impression you had met him before,” I said gravely.
+
+“Indeed? And why?” She raised her eyebrows at me. I pushed the matter
+to a conclusion. “He was ill the other day--he has heart trouble. It was
+necessary for me to open the clothes about his neck. On his breast I saw
+a little ivory portrait of a woman’s head.”
+
+“A woman’s head,” she repeated absently, and her fingers idly toyed with
+a jingling ornament in her belt. In an idle moment I had sketched the
+head, as I remembered it, on a sheet of paper, and now I took it from
+my pocket and handed it to her. We were standing near a port-hole of the
+music saloon, from which light streamed.
+
+“That is the head,” said I.
+
+She deliberately placed the paper in the belt of light, and, looking
+at it, remarked mechanically: “This is the head, is it?” She showed no
+change of countenance, and handed it back to me as if she had seen no
+likeness. “It is very interesting,” she said, “but one would think you
+might make better use of your time than by surreptitiously sketching
+portraits from sick men’s breasts. One must have plenty of leisure to do
+that sort of thing, I should think. Be careful that you do not get into
+mischief, Dr. Marmion.” She laughed. “Besides, where was the special
+peculiarity in that portrait that you should treasure it in pencil
+so conventionally?--Your drawing is not good.--Where was the point or
+need?”
+
+“I have no right to reply to that directly,” I responded. “But this
+man’s life is not for always, and if anything happened to him it would
+seem curious to strangers to find that on his breast--because, of
+course, more than I would see it there.”
+
+“If anything happened? What should happen? You mean, on board ship?”
+ There was a little nervousness in her tone now.
+
+“I am only hinting at an awkward possibility,” I replied.
+
+She looked at me scornfully. “When did you see that picture on his
+breast?” I told her. “Ah! before THAT day?” she rejoined. I knew
+that she referred to the evening when I had yielded foolishly to the
+fascination of her presence. The blood swam hotly in my face. “Men are
+not noble creatures,” she continued.
+
+“I am afraid you would not give many their patents of nobility if you
+had power to bestow them,” I answered.
+
+“Most men at the beginning, and very often ever after, are ignoble
+creatures. Yet I should confer the patents of nobility, if it were my
+prerogative; for some would succeed in living up to them. Vanity would
+accomplish that much. Vanity is the secret of noblesse oblige; not
+radical virtue--since we are beginning to be bookish again.”
+
+“To what do you reduce honour and right?” returned I.
+
+“As I said to you on a memorable occasion,” she answered very drily, “to
+a code.”
+
+“That is,” rejoined I, “a man does a good action, lives an honourable
+life, to satisfy a social canon--to gratify, say, a wife or mother, who
+believes in him, and loves him?”
+
+“Yes.” She was watching Belle Treherne promenading with her father. She
+drew my attention to it by a slight motion of the hand, but why I could
+not tell.
+
+“But might not a man fall by the same rule of vanity?” I urged. “That
+he shall appear well in their eyes, that their vanity in turn should be
+fed, might he not commit a crime, and so bring misery?”
+
+“Yes, it is true either way--pleasure or misery. Please come to the
+saloon and get me an ice before the next dance.”
+
+I was perplexed. Was she altogether soulless? Even now, as we passed
+among the dancers, she replied to congratulations on her make-up and
+appearance with evident pleasure.
+
+An hour later, I was taking Belle Treherne from the arm of Hungerford
+for the last waltz, and, in reply to an inquiring glance from him, I
+shook my head mournfully. His face showed solicitude as he walked away.
+Perhaps it did not gratify my vanity that Belle Treherne, as her father
+limped forward at the stroke of eight bells to take her below, said
+to me: “How downright and thorough Mr. Hungerford is!” But I frankly
+admitted that he was all she might say good of him, and more.
+
+The deck was quickly dismantled, the lights went out, and all the
+dancers disappeared. The masquerade was over; and again, through the
+darkness, rose the plaintive “All’s well!” And it kept ringing in my
+ears until it became a mocking sound, from which I longed to be free.
+It was like the voice of Lear crying over the body of Cordelia: “Never,
+never, never, never, never!”
+
+Something of Hungerford’s superstitious feeling possessed me. I went
+below, and involuntarily made my way to Boyd Madras’s cabin.
+
+Though the night was not hot, the door was drawn to. I tapped. His voice
+at once asked who was there, and when I told him, and inquired how he
+was, he said he was not ill, and asked me to come to his cabin in the
+morning, if I would. I promised, and bade him good-night. He responded,
+and then, as I turned away from the door, I heard him repeat the
+good-night cordially and calmly.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VII. THE WHEEL COMES FULL CIRCLE
+
+The next morning I was up early, and went on deck. The sun had risen,
+and in the moist atmosphere the tints of sky and sea were beautiful.
+Everywhere was the warm ocean undulating lazily to the vague horizon. A
+few lascars were still cleansing the decks; others were seated on
+their haunches between decks, eating curry from a calabash; a couple of
+passengers were indolently munching oranges; and Stone the quartermaster
+was inspecting the work lately done by the lascars. Stone gave me a
+pleasant good-morning, and we walked together the length of the deck
+forward. I had got about three-fourths of the length back again, when I
+heard a cry from aft--a sharp call of “Man overboard!” In a moment I had
+travelled the intermediate deck, and was at the stern, looking below,
+where, in the swirling waters, was the head of a man. With cries of
+“Man overboard!” I threw two or three buoys after the disappearing head,
+above which a bare arm thrust itself. I heard the rush of feet behind
+me, and in a moment Hungerford and Stone were beside me. The signal was
+given for the engines to stop; stewards and lascars came running on deck
+in response to Hungerford’s call, and the first officer now appeared.
+Very soon a crew was gathered on the after-deck, about a boat on the
+port side.
+
+Passengers by this time showed in various stages of dressing--women
+wringing their hands, men gesticulating. If there is anything calculated
+to send a thrill of awe through a crowd, it is the cry of “Man
+overboard!” And when one looked below, and saw above the drowning head
+two white arms thrust from the sea, a horrible thing was brought home to
+each of us. Besides, the scene before us on the deck was not reassuring.
+There was trouble in getting the boat lowered. The first officer was
+excited, the lascars were dazed, the stewards were hurried without being
+confident; only Hungerford, Stone, and the gunner were collected. The
+boat should have been launched in a minute, but still it hung between
+its davits; its course downward was interrupted; something was wrong
+with the ropes, “A false start, by---!” said the bookmaker, looking
+through his eye-glass. Colonel Ryder’s face was stern, Clovelly was pale
+and anxious, as moment after moment went, and the boat was not yet free.
+Ages seemed to pass before the boat was let down even with the bulwarks,
+and a crew of ten, with Hungerford in command, were in it, ready to
+be lowered. Whether the word was given to lower, or whether it was any
+one’s fault, may never perhaps be known; but, as the boat hung there,
+suddenly it shot down at the stern, some one having let go the ropes at
+that end; and the bow being still fast, it had fallen like a trap-door.
+It seemed, on the instant, as if the whole crew were tossed into
+the water; but some had successfully clutched the boat’s side, and
+Hungerford hung by a rope with one hand. In the eddying water, however,
+about the reversing screw, were two heads, and farther off was a man
+struggling. The face of one of the men near the screw was upturned for a
+moment; it was that of Stone the quartermaster.
+
+A cry went up from the passengers, and they swayed forward to the
+suspended boat; but Colonel Ryder turned almost savagely upon them.
+“Keep quiet!” he said. “Stand back! What can you do? Give the officers a
+chance.” He knew that there had been a false start, and bad work indeed;
+but he also saw that the task of the officers must not be made harder.
+His sternness had effect. The excited passengers drew back, and I took
+his place in front of them. When the first effort had been made to lower
+the boat, I asked the first officer if I could accompany the crew, but
+he said no. I could, therefore, do nothing but wait. A change came on
+the crowd. It became painfully silent, none speaking save in whispers,
+and all watching with anxious faces either the receding heads in the
+water or the unfortunate boat’s crew. Hungerford showed himself a
+thorough sailor. Hanging to the davit, he quietly, reassuringly, gave
+the order for righting the boat, virtually taking the command out of
+the hands of the first officer, who was trembling with nervousness.
+Hungerford was right; this man’s days as a sailor were over. The
+accident from which he had suffered had broken his nerve, stalwart as he
+was. But Hungerford was as cool as if this were ordinary boat-practice.
+Soon the boat was drawn up again, and others took the place of those who
+had disappeared. Then it was lowered safely, and, with Hungerford erect
+in the bows, it was pulled swiftly along the path we had come.
+
+At length, too, the great ship turned round, but not in her tracks. It
+is a pleasant fiction that these great steamers are easily managed. They
+can go straight ahead, but their huge proportions are not adapted for
+rapid movement. However, the work of rescue was begun. Sailors were
+aloft on watch, Captain Ascott was on the bridge, sweeping the sea with
+his glass; order was restored. But the ship had the feeling of a home
+from which some familiar inmate had been taken, to return no more.
+Children clasped their mothers’ hands and said, “Mother, was it the poor
+quartermaster?” and men who the day before had got help from the petty
+officers in the preparation of costumes, said mournfully: “Fife the
+gunner was one of them.”
+
+But who was the man first to go overboard--and who was it first gave the
+alarm? There were rumours, but no one was sure. All at once I remembered
+something peculiar in that cry of “Man overboard!” and it shocked me. I
+hurried below, and went to the cabin of Boyd Madras. It was empty; but
+on a shelf lay a large envelope, addressed to Hungerford and myself.
+I tore it open. There was a small packet, which I knew contained the
+portrait he had worn on his bosom, addressed to Mrs. Falchion; and the
+other was a single sheet directed to me, fully written upon, and marked
+in the corner: “To be made public.”
+
+So, he had disappeared from the play? He had made his exit? He had
+satisfied the code at last? Before opening the letter addressed to me,
+I looked round. His clothes were folded upon one of the berths; but the
+garments of masquerade were not in the cabin. Had he then gone out of
+the world in the garb of a mummer? Not altogether, for the false beard
+he had worn the night before lay beside the clothes. But this terrible
+earnestness of his would look strange in last night’s disguise.
+
+I opened the packet addressed to Hungerford and myself, and saw that it
+contained a full and detailed account of his last meeting with his
+wife. The personal letter was short. He said that his gratitude was
+unspeakable, and now must be so for ever. He begged us not to let the
+world know who he was, nor his relationship to Mrs. Falchion, unless she
+wished it; he asked me to hand privately to her the packet bearing her
+name. Lastly, he requested that the paper for the public be given to the
+captain of the ‘Fulvia’.
+
+Going out into the passage, I found a steward, who hurriedly told me
+that just before the alarm was given he had seen Boyd Madras going aft
+in that strange costume, which he mistook for a dressing-gown, and he
+had come to see if, by any chance, it was he who had gone overboard. I
+told him that it was. He disappeared, and soon the whole ship knew it.
+I went to the captain, gave him the letter, and told him only what was
+necessary to tell. He was on the bridge, and was occupied with giving
+directions, so he asked me the substance of the letter, and handed it
+back to me, requesting me to make a copy of it soon and leave it in his
+cabin. I then took all the papers to my cabin, and locked them up. I
+give here the substance of the letter which was to be made public:
+
+ Because you know how much I have suffered physically while on board
+ this ship, and because you have been kind to me, I wish, through
+ you, to say my last word to the world: though, indeed, this may seem
+ a strange form for gratitude to take. Dying men, however, make few
+ apologies, and I shall make none. My existence, as you know, is an
+ uncertain quantity, and may be cut short at any moment in the
+ ordinary course of things. But I have no future in the active
+ concerns of life; no past on which to dwell with satisfaction; no
+ friends to mourn for my misfortunes in life, nor for my death,
+ whether it be peaceful or violent; therefore, I have fewer
+ compunctions in ending a mistaken career and a worthless life.
+
+ Some one will profit by my death: who it is matters not, for it is
+ no friend of mine. My death adjusts a balance, perhaps not nicely,
+ yet it does it. And this is all I have to say.... I am
+ going. Farewell....
+
+After a brief farewell to me added, there came the subscription “Charles
+Boyd;” and that was all. Why he cried out “Man overboard” (for now I
+recognised that it was his voice which gave the alarm), I do not know,
+except that he wished his body to be recovered, and to receive burial.
+
+Just here, some one came fumbling at the curtain of my cabin. I heard a
+gasp--“Doctor--my head! quick!”
+
+I looked out. As I drew the curtain a worthless lascar sailor fell
+fainting into my cabin. He had been drinking a good deal, and the horror
+and excitement of the accident had brought on an apoplectic fit. This in
+a very hot climate is suddenly fatal. In three minutes, in spite of me,
+he was dead. Postponing report of the matter, I went on deck again among
+the passengers.
+
+I expected that Mrs. Falchion would be among them, for the news must
+have gone to every part of the ship; but she was not there. On the
+outskirts of one of the groups, however, I saw Justine Caron. I went
+to her, and asked her if Mrs. Falchion had risen. She said that she had
+not: that she had been told of the disaster, and had appeared shocked;
+but had complained of a headache, and had not risen. I then asked
+Justine if Mrs. Falchion had been told who the suicide was, and was
+answered in the negative. At that moment a lady came to me and said in
+an awed whisper: “Dr. Marmion, is it true that the man who committed
+suicide was a second-class passenger, and that he appeared at the ball
+last night, and danced with Mrs. Falchion?”
+
+I knew that my reply would soon become common property, so I said:
+
+“He was a first-class passenger, though until yesterday he travelled
+second-class. I knew him. His name was Charles Boyd. I introduced him to
+Mrs. Falchion last night, but he did not stay long on deck, because
+he felt ill. He had heart trouble. You may guess that he was tired of
+life.” Then I told her of the paper which was for the public, and she
+left me.
+
+The search for the unfortunate men went on. No one could be seen near
+the floating buoys which were here and there picked up by Hungerford’s
+boat. The long undulations of the water had been broken up in a large
+area about the ship, but the sea was still comparatively smooth. We were
+steaming back along the track we had come. There was less excitement
+on board than might be expected. The tropical stillness of the air,
+the quiet suddenness of the tragedy itself, the grim decisiveness of
+Hungerford, the watchful silence of a few men like Colonel Ryder and
+Clovelly, had effect upon even the emotion of those women, everywhere
+found, who get a morbid enjoyment out of misery.
+
+Nearly all were watching the rescue boat, though a few looked over the
+sides of the ship as if they expected to find bodies floating about.
+They saw sharks, instead, and a trail of blood, and this sent them away
+sickened from the bulwarks. Then they turned their attention again
+upon the rescue party. It was impossible not to note what a fine figure
+Hungerford made, as he stood erect in the bow, his hand over his eyes,
+searching the water. Presently we saw him stop the boat, and something
+was drawn in. He signalled the ship. He had found one man--but dead or
+alive? The boat was rapidly rowed back to the ship, Hungerford making
+efforts for resuscitation. Arrived at the vessel, the body was passed up
+to me.
+
+It was that of Stone the quartermaster. I worked to bring back life, but
+it was of no avail. A minute after, a man in the yards signalled that he
+saw another. It was not a hundred yards away, and was floating near the
+surface. It was a strange sight, for the water was a vivid green, and
+the man wore garments of white and scarlet, and looked a part of some
+strange mosaic: as one has seen astonishing figures set in balls of
+solid glass. This figure framed in the sea was Boyd Madras. The boat
+was signalled, it drew near, and two men dragged the body in, as a shark
+darted forward, just too late, to seize it. The boat drew alongside the
+‘Fulvia’. I stood at the gangway to receive this castaway. I felt his
+wrist and heart. As I did so I chanced to glance up at the passengers,
+who were looking at this painful scene from the upper deck. There,
+leaning over the railing, stood Mrs. Falchion, her eyes fixed with a
+shocking wonder at the drooping, weird figure. Her lips parted, but
+at first they made no sound. Then, she suddenly drew herself up with a
+shudder. “Horrible! horrible!” she said, and turned away.
+
+I had Boyd Madras taken to an empty cabin next to mine, which I used for
+operations, and there Hungerford and myself worked to resuscitate him.
+We allowed no one to come near. I had not much hope of bringing life
+back, but still we worked with a kind of desperation, for it seemed to
+Hungerford and myself that somehow we were responsible to humanity for
+him. His heart had been weak, but there had been no organic trouble:
+only some functional disorder, which open-air life and freedom from
+anxiety might have overcome. Hungerford worked with an almost fierce
+persistence. Once he said: “By God, I will bring him back, Marmion, to
+face that woman down when she thinks she has got the world on the hip!”
+
+I cannot tell what delight we felt when, after a little time, I saw
+a quiver of the eyelids and a slight motion of the chest. Presently a
+longer breath came, and the eyes opened; at first without recognition.
+Then, in a few moments, I knew that he was safe--desperately against his
+will, but safe.
+
+His first sentient words startled me. He gasped, “Does she think I am
+drowned?”
+
+“Yes.”
+
+“Then she must continue to do so!”
+
+“Why?”
+
+“Because”--here he spoke faintly, as if sudden fear had produced
+additional weakness--“because I had rather die a thousand deaths than
+meet her now; because she hates me. I must begin the world again. You
+have saved my life against my will: I demand that you give that life its
+only chance of happiness.”
+
+As his words came to me, I remembered with a start the dead lascar, and,
+leading Hungerford to my cabin, I pointed to the body, and whispered
+that the sailor’s death was only known to me. “Then this is the
+corpse of Boyd Madras, and we’ll bury it for him,” he said with quick
+bluntness. “Do not report this death to Captain Ascott--he would only
+raise objections to the idea. This lascar was in my watch. It will be
+supposed he fell overboard during the accident to the boat. Perhaps some
+day the funeral of this nigger will be a sensation and surprise to her
+blessed ladyship on deck.”
+
+I suggested that it seemed underhand and unprofessional, but the
+entreating words of the resuscitated man in the next room conquered my
+objections.
+
+It was arranged that Madras should remain in the present cabin, of which
+I had a key, until we reached Aden; then he should, by Hungerford’s aid,
+disappear.
+
+We were conspirators, but we meant harm to nobody. I covered up the face
+of the dead lascar and wrapped round him the scarlet and gold cloth
+that Madras had worn. Then I got a sailor, who supposed Boyd Madras
+was before him, and the body was soon sewed in its shotted shroud and
+carried to where Stone the quartermaster lay.
+
+At this day I cannot suppose I would do these things, but then it seemed
+right to do as Madras wished: he was, under a new name, to begin life
+afresh.
+
+After giving directions for the disposition of the bodies, I went on
+deck. Mrs. Falchion was still there. Some one said to her: “Did you know
+the man who committed suicide?”
+
+“He was introduced to me last night by Dr. Marmion,” she replied, and
+she shuddered again, though her face showed no remarkable emotion. She
+had had a shock to the senses, not to the heart.
+
+When I came to her on the deck, Justine was saying to her: “Madame, you
+should not have come. You should not see such painful things when you
+are not well.”
+
+She did not reply to this. She looked up at me and said: “A strange
+whim, to die in those fanciful rags. It is dreadful to see; but he had
+the courage.”
+
+I replied: “They have as much courage who make men do such things and
+then live on.”
+
+Then I told her briefly that I held the packet for her, that I guessed
+what was in it, and that I would hand it to her later. I also said that
+he had written to me the record of last night’s meeting with her, and
+that he had left a letter which was to be made public. As I said these
+things we were walking the decks, and, because eyes were on both of us,
+I tried to show nothing more unusual in manner than the bare tragedy
+might account for.
+
+“Well,” she said, with a curious coldness, “what use shall you make of
+your special knowledge?”
+
+“I intend,” I said, “to respect his wish, that your relationship to him
+be kept unknown, unless you declare otherwise.”
+
+“That is reasonable. If he had always been as reasonable! And,” she
+continued, “I do not wish the relationship to be known: practically
+there is none.... Oh! oh!” she added, with a sudden change in her
+voice, “why did he do as he did, and make everything else
+impossible--impossible!... Send me, or give me the packet, when you
+wish: and now please leave me, Dr. Marmion.”
+
+The last few words were spoken with some apparent feeling, but I knew
+she was thinking of herself most, and I went from her angry.
+
+I did not see her again before the hour that afternoon when we should
+give the bodies of the two men to the ocean. No shroud could be prepared
+for gunner Fife and able-seaman Winter, whose bodies had no Christian
+burial, but were swallowed by the eager sea, not to be yielded up even
+for a few hours. We were now steaming far beyond the place where they
+were lost.
+
+The burial was an impressive sight, as burials at sea mostly are. The
+lonely waters stretching to the horizon helped to make it so. There was
+a melancholy majesty in the ceremony.
+
+The clanging bell had stopped. Captain Ascott was in his place at the
+head of the rude draped bier. In the silence one only heard the swish of
+water against the ‘Fulvia’s’ side, as we sped on towards Aden. People do
+not know how beautiful, how powerful, is the burial service in the Book
+of Common Prayer, who have only heard it recited by a clergyman. To hear
+it read by a hardy man, whose life is among stern duties, is to receive
+a new impression. He knows nothing of lethargic monotone; he interprets
+as he reads. And when the man is the home-spun captain of a ship, who
+sees before him the poor shell of one that served him for ten years,
+“The Lord gave and the Lord hath taken away; Blessed be the name of the
+Lord,” has a strange significance. It is only men who have borne
+the shock of toil and danger, and have beaten up against the world’s
+buffetings, that are fit to say last words over those gone down in the
+storm or translated in the fiery chariot of duty.
+
+The engines suddenly stopped. The effect was weird. Captain Ascott’s
+fingers trembled, and he paused for an instant and looked down upon
+the dead, then out sorrowfully to the waiting sea, before he spoke the
+words, “We therefore commit their bodies to the deep.” But, the moment
+they were uttered, the bier was lifted, there was a swift plunge, and
+only the flag and the empty boards were left. The sobbing of women now
+seemed almost unnatural; for around us was the bright sunlight, the gay
+dresses of the lascars, the sound of the bell striking the hours, and
+children playing on the deck. The ship moved on.
+
+And Mrs. Falchion? As the burial service was read, she had stood, and
+looked, not at the bier, but straight out to sea, calm and apparently
+unsympathetic, though, as she thought, her husband was being buried.
+When, however, the weighted body divided the water with a swingeing
+sound, her face suddenly suffused, as though shame had touched her
+or some humiliating idea had come. But she turned to Justine almost
+immediately, and soon after said calmly: “Bring a play of Moliere, and
+read to me, Justine.”
+
+I had the packet her supposed dead husband had left for her in my
+pocket. I joined her, and we paced the deck, at first scarcely speaking,
+while the passengers dispersed, some below, some to the smoking-rooms,
+some upon deck-chairs to doze through the rest of the lazy afternoon.
+The world had taken up its orderly course again. At last, in an
+unfrequented corner of the deck, I took the packet from my pocket and
+handed it to her. “You understand?” I asked.
+
+“Yes, I understand. And now, may I beg that for the rest of your natural
+life”--here she paused, and bit her lip in vexation that the unlucky
+phrase had escaped her--“you will speak of this no more?”
+
+“Mrs. Boyd Madras,” I said (here she coloured indignantly),--“pardon me
+for using the name, but it is only this once,--I shall never speak of
+the matter to you again, nor to any one else, unless there is grave
+reason.”
+
+We walked again in silence. Passing the captain’s cabin, we saw a number
+of gentlemen gathered about the door, while others were inside. We
+paused, to find what the incident was. Captain Ascott was reading the
+letter which Boyd Madras had wished to be made public. (I had given it
+to him just before the burial, and he was acting as though Boyd Madras
+was really dead--he was quite ignorant of our conspiracy.) I was about
+to move on, but Mrs. Falchion touched my arm. “Wait,” she said. She
+stood and heard the letter through. Then we walked on, she musing.
+Presently she said: “It is a pity--a pity.”
+
+I looked at her inquiringly, but she offered no explanation of the
+enigmatical words. But, at this moment, seeing Justine waiting, she
+excused herself, and soon I saw her listening to Moliere. Later in the
+day I saw her talking with Miss Treherne, and it struck me that she
+had never looked so beautiful as then, and that Miss Treherne had never
+seemed so perfect a product of a fine convention. But, watching them
+together, one who had had any standard of good life could never have
+hesitated between the two. It was plain to me that Mrs. Falchion was
+bent upon making a conquest of this girl who so delicately withstood
+her; and Belle Treherne has told me since, that, when in her presence,
+and listening to her, she was irresistibly drawn to her; though at the
+same time she saw there was some significant lack in her nature; some
+hardness impossible to any one who had ever known love. She also told me
+that on this occasion Mrs. Falchion did not mention my name, nor did
+she ever in their acquaintance, save in the most casual fashion. Her
+conversation with Miss Treherne was always far from petty gossip or that
+smart comedy in which some women tell much personal history, with the
+guise of badinage and bright cynicism. I confess, though, it struck me
+unpleasantly at the time, that this fresh, high-hearted creature should
+be in familiar conversation with a woman who, it seemed to me, was the
+incarnation of cruelty.
+
+Mrs. Falchion subscribed most liberally to the fund raised for the
+children of the quartermaster and munificently to that for the crew
+which had, under Hungerford, performed the rescue work. The only effect
+of this was to deepen the belief that she was very wealthy, and could
+spend her money without affectation; for it was noticeable that she,
+of all on board, showed the least outward excitement at the time of the
+disaster. It occurred to me that once or twice I had seen her eyes
+fixed on Hungerford inquisitively, and not free from antipathy. It was
+something behind her usual equanimity. Her intuitive observation had led
+her to trace his hand in recent events. Yet I know she admired him too
+for his brave conduct. The day following the tragedy we were seated
+at dinner. The captain and most of the officers had risen, but Mrs.
+Falchion, having come in late, was still eating, and I remained seated
+also. Hungerford approached me, apologising for the interruption. He
+remarked that he was going on the bridge, and wished to say something
+to me before he went. It was an official matter, to which Mrs. Falchion
+apparently did not listen. When he was about to turn away, he bowed
+to her rather distantly; but she looked up at him and said, with an
+equivocal smile:
+
+“Mr. Hungerford, we often respect brave men whom we do not like.”
+
+Then he, understanding her, but refusing to recognise the compliment,
+not altogether churlishly replied: “And I might say the same of women,
+Mrs. Falchion; but there are many women we dislike who are not brave.”
+
+“I think I could recognise a brave man without seeing his bravery,” she
+urged.
+
+“But I am a blundering sailor,” he rejoined, “who only believes his
+eyes.”
+
+“You are young yet,” she replied.
+
+“I shall be older to-morrow,” was his retort.
+
+“Well, perhaps you will see better to-morrow,” she rejoined, with
+indolent irony.
+
+“If I do, I’ll acknowledge it,” he added. Then Hungerford smiled at me
+inscrutably. We two held a strange secret.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VIII. A BRIDGE OF PERIL
+
+No more delightful experience may be had than to wake up in the harbour
+of Aden some fine morning--it is always fine there--and get the first
+impression of that mighty fortress, with its thousand iron eyes, in
+strong repose by the Arabian Sea. Overhead was the cloudless sun, and
+everywhere the tremulous glare of a sandy shore and the creamy wash of
+the sea, like fusing opals. A tiny Mohammedan mosque stood gracefully
+where the ocean almost washed its steps, and the Resident’s house,
+far up the hard hillside, looked down upon the harbour from a green
+coolness. The place had a massive, war-like character. Here was
+a battery with earthworks; there, a fort; beyond, a signal-staff.
+Hospitals, hotels, and stores were incidents in the picture. Beyond the
+mountain-wall and lofty Jebel Shamsan, rising in fine pink and bronze,
+and at the end of a high-walled path between the great hills, lay the
+town of Aden proper. Above the town again were the mighty Tanks,
+formed out of clefts in the mountains, and built in the times when the
+Phoenicians made Aden a great mart, the richest spot in all Arabia.
+
+Over to the left, on the opposite side of the harbour, were wide
+bungalows shining in the sun, and flanking the side of the ancient
+aqueduct, the gigantic tomb of an Arab sheikh. In the harbour were the
+men-of-war of all nations, and Arab dhows sailed slowly in, laden with
+pilgrims for Mecca--masses of picturesque sloth and dirt--and disease
+also; for more than one vessel flew the yellow flag. As we looked, a
+British man-of-war entered the gates of the harbour in the rosy light.
+It was bringing back the disabled and wounded from a battle, in which a
+handful of British soldiers were set to punish thirty times their number
+in an unknown country. But there was another man-of-war in port with
+which we were familiar. We passed it far out on the Indian Ocean. It
+again passed us, and reached Aden before we did. The ‘Porcupine’ lay not
+far from the ‘Fulvia’, and as I leaned over the bulwarks, idly looking
+at her, a boat shot away from her side, and came towards us. As it drew
+near, I saw that it was filled with luggage--a naval officer’s, I knew
+it to be. As the sailors hauled it up, I noticed that the initials upon
+the portmanteaus were G. R. The owner was evidently an officer going
+home on leave, or invalided. It did not, however, concern me, as I
+thought, and I turned away to look for Mr. Treherne, that I might fulfil
+my promise to escort his daughter and Mrs. Callendar to the general
+cemetery at Aden; for I knew he was not fit to do the journey, and there
+was nothing to prevent my going.
+
+A few hours later I stood with Miss Treherne and Mrs. Callendar in
+the graveyard beside the fortress-wall, placing wreaths of artificial
+flowers and one or two natural roses--a chance purchase from a shop
+at the port--on the grave of the young journalist. Miss Treherne had
+brought some sketching materials, and both of us (for, as has been
+suggested, I had a slight gift for drawing) made sketches of the
+burial-place. Having done this, we moved away to other parts of the
+cemetery, looking at the tombstones, many of which told sad tales enough
+of those who died far away from home and friends. As we wandered on, I
+noticed a woman kneeling beside a grave. It grew upon me that the figure
+was familiar. Presently I saw who it was, for the face lifted. I excused
+myself, went over to her, and said:--“Miss Caron, you are in trouble?”
+
+She looked up, her eyes swimming with tears and pointed to the
+tombstone. On it I read:
+
+ Sacred to the Memory of
+ HECTOR CARON,
+ Ensign in the French Navy.
+
+ Erected by his friend, Galt Roscoe,
+ H.B.M.N.
+
+Beneath this was the simple line:
+
+ “Why, what evil hath he done?”
+
+“He was your brother?” I asked.
+
+“Yes, monsieur, my one brother.” Her tears dropped slowly.
+
+“And Galt Roscoe, who was he?” asked I.
+
+Through her grief her face was eloquent. “I never saw him--never knew
+him,” she said. “He saved my poor Hector from much suffering; he nursed
+him, and buried him here when he died, and then--that!” pointing to the
+tombstone. “He made me love the English,” she said. “Some day I shall
+find him, and I shall have money to pay him back all he spent--all.” Now
+I guessed the meaning of the scene on board the ‘Fulvia’, when she had
+been so anxious to preserve her present relations with Mrs. Falchion.
+This was the secret--a beautiful one. She rose. “They disgraced Hector
+in New Caledonia,” she said, “because he refused to punish a convict
+at Ile Nou who did not deserve it. He determined to go to France to
+represent his case. He left me behind, because we were poor. He went to
+Sydney. There he came to know this good man,”--her finger gently felt
+his name upon the stone,--“who made him a guest upon his ship; and so he
+came on towards England. In the Indian Ocean he was taken ill: and this
+was the end.”
+
+She mournfully sank again beside the grave, but she was no longer
+weeping.
+
+“What was this officer’s vessel?” I said presently. She drew from her
+dress a letter. “It is here. Please read it all. He wrote that to me
+when Hector died.”
+
+The superscription to the letter was--H.B.M.S. Porcupine.
+
+I might have told her then that the ‘Porcupine’ was in the harbour
+at Aden, but I felt that things would work out to due ends without my
+help--which, indeed, they began to do immediately. As we stood there
+in silence, I reading over and over again the line upon the pedestal, I
+heard footsteps behind, and, turning, I saw a man approaching us, who,
+from his manner, though he was dressed in civilian’s clothes, I guessed
+to be an officer of the navy. He was of more than middle height, had
+black hair, dark blue eyes, straight, strongly-marked brows, and was
+clean-shaven. He was a little ascetic-looking, and rather interesting
+and uncommon, and yet he was unmistakably a sea-going man. It was a face
+that one would turn to look at again and again--a singular personality.
+And yet my first glance told me that he was not one who had seen much
+happiness. Perhaps that was not unattractive in itself, since people who
+are very happy, and show it, are often most selfish too, and repel where
+they should attract. He was now standing near the grave, and his eyes
+were turned from one to the other of us, at last resting on Justine.
+
+Presently I saw a look of recognition. He stepped quickly forward.
+“Mademoiselle, will you pardon me?” he said very gently, “but you remind
+me of one whose grave I came to see.” His hand made a slight motion
+toward Hector Caron’s resting-place. Her eyes were on him with an
+inquiring earnestness. “Oh, monsieur, is it possible that you are my
+brother’s friend and rescuer?”
+
+“I am Roscoe. He was my good friend,” he said to her, and he held out
+his hand. She took it, and kissed it impulsively. He flushed, and drew
+it back quickly and shyly.
+
+“Some day I shall be able to repay you for all your goodness,” she said.
+“I am only grateful now--grateful altogether. And you will tell me all
+you knew of him--all that he said and did before he died?”
+
+“I will gladly tell you all I know,” he answered, and he looked at her
+compassionately, and yet with a little scrutiny, as though to know more
+of her and how she came to be in Aden. He turned to me inquiringly.
+
+I interpreted his thought by saying: “I am the surgeon of the ‘Fulvia’.
+I chanced upon Miss Caron here. She is travelling by the ‘Fulvia’.”
+
+With a faint voice, Justine here said: “Travelling--with my mistress.”
+
+“As companion to a lady,” I preferred to add in explanation, for I
+wished not to see her humble herself so. A look of understanding came
+into Roscoe’s face. Then he said: “I am glad that I shall see more of
+you; I am to travel by the ‘Fulvia’ also to London.”
+
+“Yet I am afraid I shall see very little of you,” she quietly replied.
+
+He was about to say something to her, but she suddenly swayed and would
+have fallen, but that he caught her and supported her. The weakness
+lasted only for a moment, and then, steadying herself, she said to both
+of us: “I hope you will say nothing of this to madame? She is kind, most
+kind, but she hates illness--and such things.”
+
+Galt Roscoe looked at me to reply, his face showing clearly that he
+thought “madame” an extraordinary woman. I assured Justine that we would
+say nothing. Then Roscoe cordially parted from us, saying that he would
+look forward to seeing us both on the ship; but before he finally went,
+he put on the grave a small bouquet from his buttonhole. Then I excused
+myself from Justine, and, going over to Miss Treherne, explained to
+her the circumstances, and asked her if she would go and speak to the
+afflicted girl. She and Mrs. Callendar had been watching the incident,
+and they eagerly listened to me. I think this was the moment that
+I first stood really well with Belle Treherne. Her sympathy for the
+bereaved girl flooded many barriers between herself and me.
+
+“Oh,” she said quickly, “indeed I will go to her, poor girl! Will you
+come also, Mrs. Callendar?”
+
+But Mrs. Callendar timidly said she would rather Miss Treherne went
+without her; and so it was. While Miss Treherne was comforting the
+bereaved girl, I talked to Mrs. Callendar. I fear that Mrs. Callendar
+was but a shallow woman; for, after a moment of excitable interest in
+Justine, she rather naively turned the talk upon the charms of Europe.
+And, I fear, not without some slight cynicism, I followed her where she
+led; for, as I said to myself, it did not matter what direction our idle
+tongues took, so long as I kept my mind upon the two beside that grave:
+but it gave my speech a spice of malice. I dwelt upon Mrs. Callendar’s
+return to her native heath--that is, the pavements of Bond Street and
+Piccadilly, although I knew that she was a native of Tasmania. At this
+she smiled egregiously.
+
+At length Miss Treherne came to us and said that Justine insisted she
+was well enough to go back to the vessel alone, and wished not to be
+accompanied. So we left her there.
+
+A score of times I have stopped when preparing my notes for this tale
+from my diary and those of Mrs. Falchion and Galt Roscoe, to think how,
+all through the events recorded here, and many others omitted, Justine
+Caron was like those devoted and, often, beautiful attendants of the
+heroes and heroines of tragedy, who, when all is over, close the eyes,
+compose the bodies, and cover the faces of the dead, pronouncing with
+just lips the benediction, fittest in their mouths. Their loves, their
+deeds, their lives, however good and worthy, were clothed in modesty and
+kept far up the stage, to be, even when everything was over, not always
+given the privilege to die as did their masters, but, like Horatio, bade
+to live and be still the loyal servant:
+
+ “But in this harsh world draw thy breath in pain,
+ To tell my story.”
+
+There was no reason why we should go to the ship immediately, and I
+proposed that we should first explore the port-town, and then visit the
+city of Aden--five miles away beyond the hills--and the Tanks. To this
+the ladies consented.
+
+Somauli policemen patrolled the streets; Somauli, Arab, and Turkish
+guides impeded the way; Arabs in plain white, Arab sheikhs in blue and
+white, and gold, lounged languidly about, or drank their coffee in the
+shade of the bazaars. Children of the desert, nearly naked, sprinkled
+water before the doors of the bazaars and stores and upon the hot
+thoroughfare, from long leather bottles; caravans of camels, with dusty
+stride, swung up the hillside and beyond into the desert; the Jewish
+water-carrier with his donkey trudged down the pass from the cool
+fountains in the volcanic hills; a guard of eunuchs marched by with the
+harem of a Mohammedan; in the doorways of the houses goats and donkeys
+fed. Jews, with greasy faces, red-hemmed skirt, and hungry look, moved
+about, offering ostrich feathers for sale, everywhere treated worse than
+the Chinaman in Oregon or at Port Darwin. We saw English and Australian
+passengers of the ‘Fulvia’ pelting the miserable members of a despised
+race with green fruit about the streets, and afterwards from the deck of
+the ship. A number of these raised their hats to us as they passed; but
+Belle Treherne’s acknowledgment was chilly.
+
+“It is hard to be polite to cowards,” she said.
+
+After having made some ruinous bargains in fezes, Turkish cloths and
+perfume, I engaged a trap, and we started for Aden. The journey was not
+one of beauty, but it had singular interest. Every turn of the wheels
+carried us farther and farther away from a familiar world to one of
+yesterday. White-robed warriors of the desert, with lances, bent their
+brows upon us as they rode away towards the endless sands, and vagabonds
+of Egypt begged for alms. In about three-quarters of an hour we had
+passed the lofty barriers of Jebel Shamsan and its comrades, and
+were making clouds of dust in the streets of Aden. In spite of the
+cantonments, the British Government House, and the European Church,
+it was an Oriental town pure and simple, where the slow-footed hours
+wandered by, leaving apathy in their train; where sloth and surfeit sat
+in the market-places; idle women gossiped in their doorways; and naked
+children rolled in the sun. Yet how, in the most unfamiliar places, does
+one wake suddenly to hear or see some most familiar thing, and learn
+again that the ways of all people and nations are not, after all, so far
+apart! Here three naked youths, with trays upon their heads, cried aloud
+at each doorway what, interpreted, was: “Pies! Hot pies! Pies all hot!”
+ or, “Crum-pet! Crumpet! Won’t you buy-uy a crum-pet!”
+
+One sees the same thing in Kandy, in Calcutta, in Tokio, in Istamboul,
+in Teheran, in Queensland, in London.
+
+To us the great Tanks overlooking the place were more interesting than
+the town itself, and we drove thither. At Government House and here were
+the only bits of green that we had seen; they were, in fact, the only
+spots of verdure on the peninsula of Aden. It was a very sickly green,
+from which wan and dusty fig trees rose. In their scant shadow, or in
+the shelter of an overhanging ledge of rock, Arabs offered us draughts
+of cool water, and oranges. There were people in the sickly gardens, and
+others were inspecting the Tanks. Passengers from the ship had brought
+luncheon-baskets to this sad oasis.
+
+As we stood at the edge of one of the Tanks, Miss Treherne remarked with
+astonishment that they were empty. I explained to her that Aden did not
+have the benefits conferred even on the land of the seven fat and seven
+lean kine--that there had not been rain there for years, and that when
+it did come it was neither prolonged nor plentiful. Then came questions
+as to how long ago the Tanks were built.
+
+“Thirteen hundred years!” she exclaimed. “How strange to feel it so! It
+is like looking at old graves. And how high the walls are, closing up
+the gorge between the hills.”
+
+At that moment Mrs. Callendar drew our attention to Mrs. Falchion and a
+party from the ship. Mrs. Falchion was but a few paces from us, smiling
+agreeably as she acknowledged our greetings. Presently two of her party
+came to us and asked us to share their lunch. I would have objected,
+and I am certain Belle Treherne would gladly have done so, but Mrs.
+Callendar was anxious to accept, therefore we expressed our gratitude
+and joined the group. On second thoughts I was glad that we did so,
+because, otherwise, my party must have been without refreshments
+until they returned to the ship--the restaurants at Aden are not to be
+trusted. To me Mrs. Falchion was pleasantly impersonal, to Miss Treherne
+delicately and actively personal. At the time I had a kind of fear of
+her interest in the girl, but I know now that it was quite sincere,
+though it began with a motive not very lofty--to make Belle Treherne her
+friend, and so annoy me, and also to study, as would an anatomist, the
+girl’s life.
+
+We all moved into the illusive shade of the fig and magnolia trees, and
+lunch was soon spread. As we ate, conversation turned upon the annoying
+persistency of Eastern guides, and reference was made to the exciting
+circumstances attending the engagement of Amshar, the guide of Mrs.
+Falchion’s party. Among a score of claimants, Amshar had had one
+particular opponent--a personal enemy--who would not desist even when
+the choice had been made. He, indeed, had been the first to solicit the
+party, and was rejected because of his disagreeable looks. He had even
+followed the trap from the Port of Aden. As one of the gentlemen was
+remarking on the muttered anger of the disappointed Arab, Mrs. Falchion.
+said: “There he is now at the gate of the garden.”
+
+His look was sullenly turned upon our party. Blackburn, the Queenslander
+said, “Amshar, the other fellow is following up the game,” and pointed
+to the gate.
+
+Amshar understood the gesture at least, and though he gave a toss of the
+head, I noticed that his hand trembled as he handed me a cup of water,
+and that he kept his eyes turned on his opponent.
+
+“One always feels unsafe with these cut-throat races,” said Colonel
+Ryder, “as some of us know, who have had to deal with the nigger of
+South America. They think no more of killing a man--”
+
+“Than an Australian squatter does of dispersing a mob of aboriginals or
+kangaroos,” said Clovelly.
+
+Here Mrs. Callendar spoke up briskly. “I don’t know what you mean by
+‘dispersing.’”
+
+“You know what a kangaroo battue is, don’t you?”
+
+“But that is killing, slaughtering kangaroos by the hundred.”
+
+“Well, and that is aboriginal dispersion,” said the novelist. “That is
+the aristocratic method of legislating the native out of existence.”
+
+Blackburn here vigorously protested. “Yes, it’s very like a novelist,
+on the hunt for picturesque events, to spend his forensic soul upon ‘the
+poor native,’--upon the dirty nigger, I choose to call him: the
+meanest, cruellest, most cowardly, and murderous--by Jove, what a lot of
+adjectives!--of native races. But we fellows, who have lost some of
+the best friends we ever had--chums with whom we’ve shared blanket and
+tucker--by the crack of a nulla-nulla in the dark, or a spear from the
+scrub, can’t find a place for Exeter Hall and its ‘poor native’ in our
+hard hearts. We stand in such a case for justice. It is a new country.
+Not once in fifty times would law reach them. Reprisal and dispersion
+were the only things possible to men whose friends had been massacred,
+and--well, they punished tribes for the acts of individuals.”
+
+Mrs. Falchion here interposed. “That is just what England does. A
+British trader is killed. She sweeps a native town out of existence with
+Hotchkiss guns--leaves it naked and dead. That is dispersion too; I have
+seen it, and I know how far niggers as a race can be trusted, and how
+much they deserve sympathy. I agree with Mr. Blackburn.”
+
+Blackburn raised his glass. “Mrs. Falchion,” he said, “I need no further
+evidence to prove my case. Experience is the best teacher.”
+
+“As I wish to join the chorus to so notable a compliment, will somebody
+pass the claret?” said Colonel Ryder, shaking the crumbs of a pate
+from his coat-collar. When his glass was filled, he turned towards Mrs.
+Falchion, and continued: “I drink to the health of the best teacher.”
+ And every one laughingly responded. This impromptu toast would have been
+drunk with more warmth, if we could have foreseen an immediate event.
+Not less peculiar were Mrs. Falchion’s words to Hungerford the evening
+before, recorded in the last sentence of the preceding chapter.
+
+Cigars were passed, and the men rose and strolled away. We wandered
+outside the gardens, passing the rejected guide as we did so. “I don’t
+like the look in his eye,” said Clovelly.
+
+Colonel Ryder laughed. “You’ve always got a fine vision for the
+dramatic.”
+
+We passed on. I suppose about twenty minutes had gone when, as we were
+entering the garden again, we heard loud cries. Hurrying forward towards
+the Tanks, we saw a strange sight.
+
+There, on a narrow wall dividing two great tanks, were three
+people--Mrs. Falchion, Amshar, and the rejected Arab guide. Amshar was
+crouching behind Mrs. Falchion, and clinging to her skirts in abject
+fear. The Arab threatened with a knife. He could not get at Amshar
+without thrusting Mrs. Falchion aside, and, as I said, the wall was
+narrow. He was bent like a tiger about to spring.
+
+Seeing Mrs. Falchion and Amshar apart from the others,--Mrs. Falchion
+having insisted on crossing this narrow and precipitous wall,--he had
+suddenly rushed after them. As he did so, Miss Treherne saw him, and
+cried out. Mrs. Falchion faced round swiftly, and then came this tragic
+situation.
+
+Some one must die.
+
+Seeing that Mrs. Falchion made no effort to dislodge Amshar from her
+skirts, the Arab presently leaped forward. Mrs. Falchion’s arms went out
+suddenly, and she caught the wrist that held the dagger. Then there
+was an instant’s struggle. It was Mrs. Falchion’s life now, as well as
+Amshar’s. They swayed. They hung on the edge of the rocky chasm. Then
+we lost the gleam of the knife, and the Arab shivered, and toppled over.
+Mrs. Falchion would have gone with him, but Amshar caught her about
+the waist, and saved her from the fall which would have killed her as
+certainly as it killed the Arab lying at the bottom of the tank. She had
+managed to turn the knife in the Arab’s hand against his own breast, and
+then suddenly pressed her body against it; but the impulse of the act
+came near carrying her over also.
+
+Amshar was kneeling at her feet, and kissing her gown gratefully. She
+pushed him away with her foot, and, coolly turning aside, began to
+arrange her hair. As I approached her, she glanced down at the Arab.
+“Horrible! horrible!” she said. I remembered that these were her words
+when her husband was lifted from the sea to the ‘Fulvia’.
+
+Not ungently, she refused my hand or any assistance, and came down among
+the rest of the party. I could not but feel a strange wonder at the
+powerful side of her character just shown--her courage, her cool daring.
+In her face now there was a look of annoyance, and possibly disgust, as
+well as of triumph--so natural in cases of physical prowess. Everybody
+offered congratulations, but she only showed real pleasure, and that
+mutely, at those of Miss Treherne. To the rest of us she said: “One had
+to save one’s self, and Amshar was a coward.”
+
+And so this woman, whose hardness of heart and excessive cruelty
+Hungerford and I were keeping from the world, was now made into a
+heroine, around whom a halo of romance would settle whenever her name
+should be mentioned. Now, men, eligible and ineligible, would increase
+their homage. It seemed as if the stars had stopped in their courses to
+give her special fortune.
+
+That morning I had thought her appearance at this luncheon-party was
+little less than scandalous, for she knew, if others did not, who Boyd
+Madras was. After the occurrence with the Arab, the other event was
+certainly much less prominent, and here, after many years, I can see
+that the act was less in her than it would have been in others. For,
+behind her outward hardness, there was a sort of justice working, an
+iron thing, but still not unnatural in her.
+
+Belle Treherne awakened also to a new perception of her character, and
+a kind of awe possessed her, so masculine seemed her courage, yet
+so womanly and feminine her manner. Mrs. Callendar was loud in her
+exclamations of delight and wonder at Mrs. Falchion’s coolness; and the
+bookmaker, with his usual impetuosity, offered to take bets at four to
+one that we should all be detained to give evidence in the matter.
+
+Clovelly was silent. He occasionally adjusted his glasses, and looked at
+Mrs. Falchion as if he had suddenly come to a full stop in his opinions
+regarding her. This, I think, was noticed by her, and enjoyed too, for
+she doubtless remembered her conversation with me, in which she had said
+that Clovelly thought he understood her perfectly. Colonel Ryder, who
+was loyal at all times, said she had the nerve of a woman from Kentucky.
+Moreover, he had presence of mind, for he had immediately sent off a
+native to inform the authorities of what had occurred; so that before
+we had got half-way to the town we were met by policemen running towards
+us, followed by a small detachment of Indian soldiers. The officer in
+command of the detachment stopped us, and said that the governor would
+be glad if we would come to Government House for an hour, while an
+inquiry was being held.
+
+To this we cheerfully consented, of course; and, in a room where punkahs
+waved and cool claret-cup awaited us, we were received by the governor,
+who was full of admiration of Mrs. Falchion. It was plain, however, that
+he was surprised at her present equanimity. Had she no nerves at all?
+
+“I can only regret exceedingly,” said the governor, “that your visit to
+Aden has had such a tragical interruption; but since it has occurred,
+I am glad to have the privilege of meeting a lady so brave as Mrs.
+Falchion.”--The bookmaker had introduced us all with a naivete that, I
+am sure, amused the governor, as it certainly did his aide-de-camp. “We
+should not need to fear the natives if we had soldiers as fearless,” his
+excellency continued.
+
+At this point the inquiry began, and, after it was over, the governor
+said that there the matter ended so far as we were concerned, and then
+he remarked gallantly that the Government of Aden would always remain
+Mrs. Falchion’s debtor. She replied that it was a debt she would be
+glad to preserve unsettled for ever. After this pretty exchange of
+compliments, the governor smiled, and offered her his arm to the door,
+where our ‘char a bans’ awaited us.
+
+So impressed was the bookmaker with the hospitable reception the
+governor had given us, that he offered him his cigar-case with its
+contents, said he hoped they would meet again, and asked his excellency
+if he thought of coming to Australia. The governor declined the cigars
+graciously, ignored the hoped-for pleasure of another meeting, and
+trusted that it might fall to his lot to visit Australia some day.
+Thereupon the bookmaker insisted on the aide-de-camp accepting the
+cigar-case, and gave him his visiting-card. The aide-de-camp lost
+nothing by his good-humoured acceptance, if he smoked, because, as I
+knew, the cigars were very good indeed. Bookmakers, gamblers and Jews
+are good judges of tobacco. And the governor’s party lost nothing in
+dignity because, as the traps wheeled away, they gave a polite little
+cheer for Mrs. Falchion. I, at first, was fearful how Belle Treherne
+would regard the gaucheries of the bookmaker, but I saw that he was
+rather an object of interest to her than otherwise; for he was certainly
+amusing.
+
+As we drove through Aden, a Somauli lad ran from the door of a house,
+and handed up a letter to the driver of my trap. It bore my name, and
+was handed over to me. I recognised the handwriting. It was that of Boyd
+Madras. He had come ashore by Hungerford’s aid in the night. The letter
+simply gave an address in England that would always find him, and stated
+that he intended to take another name.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IX. “THE PROGRESS OF THE SUNS”
+
+News of the event had preceded us to the ‘Fulvia’, and, as we scrambled
+out on the ship’s stairs, cheers greeted us. Glancing up, I saw
+Hungerford, among others, leaning over the side, and looking at Mrs.
+Falchion in a curious cogitating fashion, not unusual to him. The look
+was non-committal, yet earnest. If it was not approval, it was not
+condemnation; but it might have been slightly ironical, and that annoyed
+me. It seemed impossible for him--and it was so always, I believe--to
+get out of his mind the thought of the man he had rescued on No Man’s
+Sea. I am sure it jarred upon him that the band foolishly played a
+welcome when Mrs. Falchion stepped on the deck. As I delivered Miss
+Treherne into the hands of her father, who was anxiously awaiting us,
+Hungerford said in my ear: “A tragedy queen, Marmion.” He said it so
+distinctly that Mrs. Falchion heard it, and she gave him a searching
+look. Their eyes met and warred for a moment, and then he added: “I
+remember! Yes, I can respect the bravery of a woman whom I do not like.”
+
+“And this is to-morrow,” she said, “and a man may change his mind, and
+that may be fate--or a woman’s whim.” She bowed, turned away, and went
+below, evidently disliking the reception she had had, and anxious to
+escape inquiries and congratulations. Nor did she appear again until the
+‘Fulvia’ got under way about six o’clock in the evening. As we moved out
+of the harbour we passed close to the ‘Porcupine’ and saw its officers
+grouped on the deck, waving adieus to some one on our deck, whom I
+guessed, of course, to be Galt Roscoe.
+
+At this time Mrs. Falchion was standing near me. “For whom is that
+demonstration?” she said.
+
+“For one of her officers, who is a passenger by the ‘Fulvia’,” I
+replied. “You remember we passed the ‘Porcupine’ in the Indian Ocean?”
+
+“Yes, I know that very well,” she said, with a shade of meaning.
+“But”--here I thought her voice had a touch of breathlessness--“but who
+is the officer? I mean, what is his name?”
+
+“He stands in the group near the door of the captain’s cabin, there. His
+name is Galt Roscoe, I think.”
+
+A slight exclamation escaped her. There was a chilly smile on her lips,
+and her eyes sought the group until it rested on Galt Roscoe. In a
+moment she said “You have met him?”
+
+“In the cemetery this morning, for the first time.”
+
+“Everybody seems to have had business this morning at the cemetery.
+Justine Caron spent hours there. To me it is so foolish, heaping up a
+mound, and erecting a tombstone over--what?--a dead thing, which, if one
+could see it, would be dreadful.”
+
+“You would prefer complete absorption--as of the ocean?” I brutally
+retorted.
+
+She appeared not to notice the innuendo. “Yes, what is gone is gone.
+Graves are idolatry. Gravestones are ghostly. It is people without
+imagination who need these things, together with crape and black-edged
+paper. It is all barbaric ritual. I know you think I am callous, but I
+cannot help that. For myself, I wish the earth close about me, and level
+green grass above me, and no one knowing of the place; or else, fire or
+the sea.”
+
+“Mrs. Falchion,” said I, “between us there need be no delicate words.
+You appear to have neither imagination, nor idolatry, nor remembrances,
+nor common womanly kindness.”
+
+“Indeed!” she said. “Yet you might know me better.” Here she touched
+my arm with the tips of her fingers, and, in spite of myself, I felt
+my pulse beat faster. It seemed to me that in her presence, even now, I
+could not quite trust myself. “Indeed!” she repeated. “And who made
+you omniscient, Dr. Marmion? You hardly do yourself justice. You hold
+a secret. You insist on reminding me of the fact. Is that in perfect
+gallantry? Do you know me altogether, from your knowledge of that
+one thing? You are vain. Or does the secret wear on you, and--Mr.
+Hungerford? Was it necessary to seek HIS help in keeping it?”
+
+I told her then the true history of Hungerford’s connection with Boyd
+Madras, and also begged her pardon for showing just now my knowledge of
+her secret. At this she said, “I suppose I should be grateful,” and was
+there a slightly softer cadence to her voice?
+
+“No, you need not be grateful,” I said. “We are silent, first, because
+he wished it; then because you are a woman.”
+
+“You define your reasons with astonishing care and taste,” she replied.
+
+“Oh, as to taste!--” said I; but then I bit my tongue.
+
+At that she said, her lips very firm and pale, “I could not pretend to
+a grief I did not feel. I acted no lie. He died as we had
+lived--estranged. I put up no memorials.”
+
+But I, thinking of my mother lying in her grave, a woman after God’s own
+heart, who loved me more than I deserved, repeated almost unconsciously
+these lines (clipped from a magazine):
+
+ “Sacred the ring, the faded glove,
+ Once worn by one we used to love;
+ Dead warriors in their armour live,
+ And in their relics saints survive.
+
+ “Oh, Mother Earth, henceforth defend
+ All thou hast garnered of my friend,
+ From winter’s wind and driving sleet,
+ From summer’s sun and scorching heat.
+
+ “Within thine all-embracing breast
+ Is hid one more forsaken nest;
+ While, in the sky, with folded wings,
+ The bird that left it sits and sings.”
+
+I paused; the occasion seemed so little suited to the sentiment, for
+around us was the idle excitement of leaving port. I was annoyed with
+myself for my share in the conversation so far. Mrs. Falchion’s eyes
+had scarcely left that group around the captain’s door, although she had
+appeared acutely interested in what I was saying. Now she said:
+
+“You recite very well. I feel impressed, but I fancy it is more your
+voice than those fine sentiments; for, after all, you cannot glorify
+the dead body. Look at the mummy of Thothmes at Boulak, and think what
+Cleopatra must look like now. And please let us talk about something
+else. Let us--” She paused.
+
+I followed the keen, shaded glance of her eyes, and saw, coming from
+the group by the captain’s door, Galt Roscoe. He moved in our direction.
+Suddenly he paused. His look was fixed upon Mrs. Falchion. A flush
+passed over his face, not exactly confusing, but painful, and again
+it left him pale, and for a moment he stood motionless. Then he came
+forward to us. He bowed to me, then looked hard at her. She held out her
+hand.
+
+“Mr. Roscoe, I think?” she said. “An old friend,” she added, turning to
+me. He gravely took her extended hand and said:
+
+“I did not think to see you here, Miss--”
+
+“MRS. Falchion,” she interrupted clearly.
+
+“MRS. Falchion!” he said, with surprise. “It is so many years since we
+had met, and--”
+
+“And it is so easy to forget things? But it isn’t so many, really--only
+seven, the cycle for constitutional renewal. Dear me, how erudite that
+sounds!... So, I suppose, we meet the same, yet not the same.”
+
+“The same, yet not the same,” he repeated after her, with an attempt at
+lightness, yet abstractedly.
+
+“I think you gentlemen know each other?” she said.
+
+“Yes; we met in the cemetery this morning. I was visiting the grave of a
+young French officer.”
+
+“I know,” she said--“Justine Caron’s brother. She has told me; but she
+did not tell me your name.”
+
+“She has told you?” he said.
+
+“Yes. She is--my companion.” I saw that she did not use the word that
+first came to her.
+
+“How strangely things occur! And yet,” he added musingly, “I suppose,
+after all, coincidence is not so strange in these days of much travel,
+particularly with people whose lives are connected--more or less.”
+
+“Whose lives are connected--more or less,” she repeated after him, in a
+steely tone.
+
+It seemed to me that I had received my cue to leave. I bowed myself
+away, and went about my duties. As we steamed bravely through the
+Straits of Babelmandeb, with Perim on our left, rising lovely through
+the milky haze, I came on deck again, and they were still near where I
+had left them an hour before. I passed, glancing at them as I did so.
+They did not look towards me. His eyes were turned to the shore, and
+hers were fixed on him. I saw an expression on her lips that gave
+her face new character. She was speaking, as I thought, clearly and
+mercilessly. I could not help hearing her words as I passed them.
+
+“You are going to be that--you!” There was a ring of irony in her
+tone. I heard nothing more in words, but I saw him turn to her somewhat
+sharply, and I caught the deep notes of his voice as he answered her.
+When, a moment after, I looked back, she had gone below.
+
+Galt Roscoe had a seat at Captain Ascott’s table, and I did not see
+anything of him at meal-times, but elsewhere I soon saw him a great
+deal. He appeared to seek my company. I was glad of this, for I found
+that he was an agreeable man, and had distinct originality of ideas,
+besides being possessed of very considerable culture. He also had that
+social aplomb so much a characteristic of the naval officer. Yet, man of
+the world as he was, he had a strain of asceticism which puzzled me. It
+did not make him eccentric, but it was not a thing usual with the naval
+man. Again, he wished to be known simply as Mr. Roscoe, not as Captain
+Roscoe, which was his rank. He said nothing about having retired, yet
+I guessed he had done so. One evening, however, soon after we had left
+Aden, we were sitting in my cabin, and the conversation turned upon a
+recent novel dealing with the defection of a clergyman of the Church of
+England through agnosticism. The keenness with which he threw himself
+into the discussion and the knowledge he showed, surprised me. I knew
+(as most medical students get to know, until they know better) some
+scientific objections to Christianity, and I put them forward. He
+clearly and powerfully met them. I said at last, laughingly: “Why, you
+ought to take holy orders.”
+
+“That is what I am going to do,” he said very seriously, “when I get to
+England. I am resigning the navy.” At that instant there flashed through
+my mind Mrs. Falchion’s words: “You are going to be that--you!”
+
+Then he explained to me that he had been studying for two years, and
+expected to go up for deacon’s orders soon after his return to England.
+I cannot say that I was greatly surprised, for I had known a few, and
+had heard of many, men who had exchanged the navy for the Church. It
+struck me, however, that Galt Roscoe appeared to view the matter from
+a stand-point not professional; the more so, that he expressed his
+determination to go to the newest part of a new country, to do the
+pioneer work of the Church. I asked him where he was going, and he said
+to the Rocky Mountains of Canada. I told him that my destination was
+Canada also. He warmly expressed the hope that we should see something
+of each other there. This friendship of ours may seem to have been
+hastily hatched, but it must be remembered that the sea is a great
+breeder of friendship. Two men who have known each other for twenty
+years find that twenty days at sea bring them nearer than ever they were
+before, or else estrange them.
+
+It was on this evening that, in a lull of the conversation, I casually
+asked him when he had known Mrs. Falchion. His face was inscrutable, but
+he said somewhat hurriedly, “In the South Sea Islands,” and then changed
+the subject. So, there was some mystery again? Was this woman never to
+be dissociated from enigma? In those days I never could think of her
+save in connection with some fatal incident in which she was scathless,
+and some one else suffered.
+
+It may have been fancy, but I thought that, during the first day or
+two after leaving Aden, Galt Roscoe and Mrs. Falchion were very little
+together. Then the impression grew that this was his doing, and again
+that she waited with confident patience for the time when he would seek
+her--because he could not help himself. Often when other men were paying
+her devoted court I caught her eyes turned in his direction, and I
+thought I read in her smile a consciousness of power. And it so was.
+Very soon he was at her side. But I also noticed that he began to look
+worn, that his conversation with me lagged. I think that at this time
+I was so much occupied with tracing personal appearances to personal
+influences that I lost to some degree the physician’s practical
+keenness. My eyes were to be opened. He appeared to be suffering, and
+she seemed to unbend to him more than she ever unbent to me, or any one
+else on board. Hungerford, seeing this, said to me one day in his blunt
+way: “Marmion, old Ulysses knew what he was about when he tied himself
+to the mast.”
+
+But the routine of the ship went on as before. Fortunately, Mrs.
+Falchion’s heroism at Aden had taken the place of the sensation
+attending Boyd Madras’s suicide. Those who tired of thinking of both
+became mildly interested in Red Sea history. Chief among these was the
+bookmaker. As an historian the bookmaker was original. He cavalierly
+waved aside all such confusing things as dates: made Moses and Mahomet
+contemporaneous, incidentally referred to King Solomon’s visits
+to Cleopatra, and with sad irreverence spoke of the Exodus and the
+destruction of Pharaoh’s horses and chariots as “the big handicap.”
+ He did not mean to be irreverent or unhistorical. He merely wished
+to enlighten Mrs. Callendar, who said he was very original, and quite
+clever at history. His really startling points, however, were his
+remarks upon the colours of the mountains of Egypt and the sunset tints
+to be seen on the Red Sea and the Suez Canal. To him the grey, and
+pink, and melancholy gold only brought up visions of a race at Epsom or
+Flemington--generally Flemington, where the staring Australian sun
+pours down on an emerald course, on a score of horses straining upon
+the start, the colours of the jockeys’ coats and caps changing in the
+struggle like a kaleidoscope, and making strange harmonies of colour.
+The comparison between the mountains of Egypt and a race-course might
+seem most absurd, if one did not remember that the bookmaker had his own
+standards, and that he thought he was paying unusual honour to the
+land of the Fellah. Clovelly plaintively said, as he drank his hock
+and seltzer, that the bookmaker was hourly saving his life; and Colonel
+Ryder admitted at last that Kentucky never produced anything quite like
+him.
+
+The evening before we came to the Suez Canal I was walking with Miss
+Treherne and her father. I had seen Galt Roscoe in conversation with
+Mrs. Falchion. Presently I saw him rise to go away. A moment after,
+in passing, I was near her. She sprang up, caught my arm, and pointed
+anxiously. I looked, and saw Galt Roscoe swaying as he walked.
+
+“He is ill--ill,” she said.
+
+I ran forward and caught him as he was falling. Ill?
+
+Of course he was ill. What a fool I had been! Five minutes with him
+assured me that he had fever. I had set his haggard appearance down
+to some mental trouble--and I was going to be a professor in a medical
+college!
+
+Yet I know now that a troubled mind hastened the fever.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER X. BETWEEN DAY AND DARK
+
+From the beginning Galt Roscoe’s fever was violent. It had been hanging
+about him for a long time, and was the result of malarial poisoning.
+I devoutly wished that we were in the Mediterranean instead of the Red
+Sea, where the heat was so great; but fortunately we should soon be
+there. There was no other case of sickness on board, and I could devote
+plenty of time to him. Offers of assistance in nursing were numerous,
+but I only encouraged those of the bookmaker, strange as this may seem;
+yet he was as gentle and considerate as a woman in the sick-room. This
+was on the first evening of his attack. After that I had reasons for
+dispensing with his generous services. The night after Roscoe was taken
+ill we were passing through the canal, the search-light of the ‘Fulvia’
+sweeping the path ahead of it and glorifying everything it touched. Mud
+barges were fairy palaces; Arab punts beautiful gondolas; the ragged
+Egyptians on the banks became picturesque; and the desolate country
+behind them had a wide vestibule of splendour. I stood for half an hour
+watching this scene, then I went below to Roscoe’s cabin and relieved
+the bookmaker. The sick man was sleeping from the effects of a sedative
+draught. The bookmaker had scarcely gone when I heard a step behind me,
+and I turned and saw Justine Caron standing timidly at the door, her
+eyes upon the sleeper. She spoke quietly. “Is he very ill?”
+
+I answered that he was, but also that for some days I could not tell how
+dangerous his illness might be. She went to the berth where he lay, the
+reflected light from without playing weirdly on his face, and smoothed
+the pillow gently.
+
+“If you are willing, I will watch for a time,” she said. “Everybody is
+on deck. Madame said she would not need me for a couple of hours. I will
+send a steward for you if he wakes; you need rest yourself.”
+
+That I needed rest was quite true, for I had been up all the night
+before; still I hesitated. She saw my hesitation, and added:
+
+“It is not much that I can do, still I should like to do it. I can at
+least watch.” Then, very earnestly: “He watched beside Hector.”
+
+I left her with him, her fingers moving the small bag of ice about his
+forehead to allay the fever and her eyes patiently regarding him. I went
+on deck again. I met Miss Treherne and her father. They both inquired
+for the sick man, and I told Belle--for she seemed much interested--the
+nature of such malarial fevers, the acute forms they sometimes take, and
+the kind of treatment required. She asked several questions, showing
+a keen understanding of my explanations, and then, after a moment’s
+silence, said meditatively: “I think I like men better when they are
+doing responsible work; it is difficult to be idle--and important too.”
+
+I saw very well that, with her, I should have to contend for a long time
+against those first few weeks of dalliance on the ‘Fulvia’.
+
+Clovelly joined us, and for the first time--if I had not been so
+egotistical it had appeared to me before--I guessed that his somewhat
+professional interest in Belle Treherne had developed into a very
+personal thing. And with that thought came also the conception of what
+a powerful antagonist he would be. For it improves some men to wear
+glasses; and Clovelly had a delightful, wheedling tongue. It was
+allusive, contradictory (a thing pleasing to women), respectful yet
+playful, bold yet reverential. Many a time I have longed for Clovelly’s
+tongue. Unfortunately for me, I learned some of his methods without
+his art; and of this I am occasionally reminded at this day. A man like
+Clovelly is dangerous as a rival when he is not in earnest; when he IS
+in earnest, it becomes a lonely time for the other man--unless the girl
+is perverse.
+
+I left the two together, and moved about the deck, trying to think
+closely about Roscoe’s case, and to drive Clovelly’s invasion from my
+mind. I succeeded, and was only roused by Mrs. Falchion’s voice beside
+me.
+
+“Does he suffer much?” she murmured.
+
+When answered, she asked nervously how he looked--it was impossible that
+she should consider misery without shrinking. I told her that he was
+only flushed and haggard as yet and that he was little wasted. A thought
+flashed to her face. She was about to speak, but paused. After a moment,
+however, she remarked evenly: “He is likely to be delirious?”
+
+“It is probable,” I replied.
+
+Her eyes were fixed on the search-light. The look in them was
+inscrutable. She continued quietly: “I will go and see him, if you will
+let me. Justine will go with me.”
+
+“Not now,” I replied. “He is sleeping. To-morrow, if you will.”
+
+I did not think it necessary to tell her that Justine was at that moment
+watching beside him. We walked the deck together in silence.
+
+“I wonder,” she said, “that you care to walk with me. Please do not make
+the matter a burden.”
+
+She did not say this with any invitation to courteous protest on my
+part, but rather with a cold frankness--for which, I confess, I always
+admired her. I said now: “Mrs. Falchion, you have suggested what might
+easily be possible in the circumstances, but I candidly admit that I
+have never yet found your presence disagreeable; and I suppose that is a
+comment upon my weakness. Though, to speak again with absolute truth, I
+think I do not like you at this present.”
+
+“Yes, I fancy I can understand that,” she said. “I can understand how,
+for instance, one might feel a just and great resentment, and have in
+one’s hand the instrument of punishment, and yet withhold one’s hand and
+protect where one should injure.”
+
+At this moment these words had no particular significance to me, but
+there chanced a time when they came home with great force. I think,
+indeed, that she was speaking more to herself than to me. Suddenly she
+turned to me.
+
+“I wonder,” she said, “if I am as cruel as you think me--for, indeed, I
+do not know. But I have been through many things.”
+
+Here her eyes grew cold and hard. The words that followed seemed in
+no sequence. “Yet,” she said, “I will go and see him to-morrow....
+Good-night.” After about an hour I went below to Galt Roscoe’s cabin.
+I drew aside the curtain quietly. Justine Caron evidently had not heard
+me. She was sitting beside the sick man, her fingers still smoothing
+away the pillow from his fevered face and her eyes fixed on him. I spoke
+to her. She rose. “He has slept well,” she said. And she moved to the
+door.
+
+“Miss Caron,” I said, “if Mrs. Falchion is willing, you could help me to
+nurse Mr. Roscoe?”
+
+A light sprang to her eyes. “Indeed, yes,” she said.
+
+“I will speak to her about it, if you will let me?” She bowed her head,
+and her look was eloquent of thanks. After a word of good-night we
+parted.
+
+I knew that nothing better could occur to my patient than that Justine
+Caron should help to nurse him. This would do far more for him than
+medicine--the tender care of a woman--than many pharmacopoeias.
+
+Hungerford had insisted on relieving me for a couple of hours at
+midnight. He said it would be a good preparation for going on the bridge
+at three o’clock in the morning. About half-past two he came to my cabin
+and waked me, saying: “He is worse--delirious; you had better come.”
+
+He was indeed delirious. Hungerford laid his hand on my shoulder.
+“Marmion,” he said, “that woman is in it. Like the devil, she is
+ubiquitous. Mr. Roscoe’s past is mixed up with hers somehow. I don’t
+suppose men talk absolute history in delirium, but there is no reason,
+I fancy, why they shouldn’t paraphrase. I should reduce the number of
+nurses to a minimum if I were you.”
+
+A determined fierceness possessed me at the moment. I said to him: “She
+shall nurse him, Hungerford--she, and Justine Caron, and myself.”
+
+“Plus Dick Hungerford,” he added. “I don’t know quite how you intend to
+work this thing, but you have the case in your hands, and what you’ve
+told me about the French girl shows that she is to be trusted. But as
+for myself, Marmion M.D., I’m sick--sick--sick of this woman, and all
+her words and works. I believe that she has brought bad luck to this
+ship; and it’s my last voyage on it; and--and I begin to think you’re a
+damned good fellow--excuse the insolence of it; and--good-night.”
+
+For the rest of the night I listened to Galt Roscoe’s wild words. He
+tossed from side to side, and murmured brokenly. Taken separately, and
+as they were spoken, his words might not be very significant, but pieced
+together, arranged, and interpreted through even scant knowledge of
+circumstances, they were sufficient to give me a key to difficulties
+which, afterwards, were to cause much distress. I arrange some of
+the sentences here to show how startling were the fancies--or
+remembrances--that vexed him.
+
+“But I was coming back--I was coming back--I tell you I should have
+stayed with her for ever.... See how she trembles!--Now her breath
+is gone--There is no pulse--Her heart is still--My God, her heart
+is still!--Hush! cover her face.... Row hard, you devils!--A hundred
+dollars if you make the point in time.... Whereaway?--Whereaway?--Steady
+now!--Let them have it across the bows!--Low! low!--fire low!... She is
+dead--she is dead!”
+
+These things he would say over and over again breathlessly, then he
+would rest a while, and the trouble would begin again. “It was not I
+that did it--no, it was not I. She did it herself!--She plunged it in,
+deep, deep, deep! You made me a devil!... Hush! I WILL tell!--I know
+you--yet--Mercy--Mercy--Falchion--”
+
+Yes, it was best that few should enter his cabin. The ravings of a sick
+man are not always counted ravings, no more than the words of a well man
+are always reckoned sane. At last I got him into a sound sleep, and by
+that time I was thoroughly tired out. I called my own steward, and asked
+him to watch for a couple of hours while I rested. I threw myself down
+and slept soundly for an hour beyond that time, the steward having
+hesitated to wake me.
+
+By that time we had passed into the fresher air of the Mediterranean,
+and the sea was delightfully smooth. Galt Roscoe still slept, though his
+temperature was high.
+
+My conference with Mrs. Falchion after breakfast was brief, but
+satisfactory. I told her frankly that Roscoe had been delirious, that he
+had mentioned her name, and that I thought it best to reduce the number
+of nurses and watchers. I made my proposition about Justine Caron. She
+shook her head a little impatiently, and said that Justine had told her,
+and that she was quite willing. Then I asked her if she would not also
+assist. She answered immediately that she wished to do so. As if to make
+me understand why she did it, she added: “If I did not hear the wild
+things he says, some one else would; and the difference is that I
+understand them, and the some one else would interpret them with the
+genius of the writer of a fairy book.”
+
+And so it happened that Mrs. Falchion came to sit many hours a day
+beside the sick couch of Galt Roscoe, moistening his lips, cooling his
+brow, giving him his medicine. After the first day, when she was,
+I thought, alternating between innate disgust of misery and her
+womanliness and humanity,--in these days more a reality to me,--she
+grew watchful and silently solicitous at every turn of the malady. What
+impressed me most was that she was interested and engrossed more, it
+seemed, in the malady than in the man himself.
+
+And yet she baffled me even when I had come to this conclusion.
+
+During most of his delirium she remained almost impassive, as if she had
+schooled herself to be calm and strong in nerve; but one afternoon she
+did a thing that upset all my opinions of her for a moment. Looking
+straight at her with staring, unconscious eyes, he half rose in his bed,
+and said in a low, bitter tone: “I hate you. I once loved you--but I
+hate you now!” Then he laughed scornfully, and fell back on the
+pillow. She had been sitting very quietly, musing. His action had been
+unexpected, and had broken upon a silence. She rose to her feet quickly,
+gave a sharp indrawn breath, and pressed her hand against her side, as
+though a sudden pain had seized her. The next moment, however, she was
+composed again, and said in explanation that she had been half asleep,
+and he had startled her. But I had seen her under what seemed to me more
+trying conditions, and she had not shown any nervousness such as this.
+
+The passengers, of course, talked. Many “true histories” of Mrs.
+Falchion’s devotion to the sick man were abroad; but it must be said,
+however, that all of them were romantically creditable to her. She
+had become a rare product even in the eyes of Miss Treherne, and more
+particularly her father, since the matter at the Tanks. Justine Caron
+was slyly besieged by the curious, but they went away empty; for
+Justine, if very simple and single-minded, was yet too much concerned
+for both Galt Roscoe and Mrs. Falchion to give the inquiring the
+slightest clue. She knew, indeed, little herself, whatever she may have
+guessed. As for Hungerford, he was dumb. He refused to consider the
+matter. But he roundly maintained once or twice, without any apparent
+relevance, that a woman was like a repeating decimal--you could follow
+her, but you never could reach her. He usually added to this: “Minus
+one, Marmion,” meaning thus to exclude the girl who preferred him to any
+one else. When I ventured to suggest that Miss Treherne might also be
+excepted, he said, with maddening suggestion: “She lets Mrs. Falchion
+fool her, doesn’t she? And she isn’t quite sure the splendour of a
+medical professor’s position is superior to that of an author.”
+
+In these moments, although I tried to smile on him, I hated him a
+little. I sought to revenge myself on him by telling him to help
+himself to a cigar, having first placed the box of Mexicans near him. He
+invariably declined them, and said he would take one of the others
+from the tea-box--my very best, kept in tea for sake of dryness. If
+I reversed the process he reversed his action. His instinct regarding
+cigars was supernatural, and I almost believe that he had--like the
+Black Dwarf’s cat--the “poo’er” of reading character and interpreting
+events--an uncanny divination.
+
+I knew by the time we reached Valetta that Roscoe would get well; but he
+recognised none of us until we arrived at Gibraltar. Justine Caron and
+myself had been watching beside him. As the bells clanged to “slow
+down” on entering the harbour, his eyes opened with a gaze of sanity and
+consciousness. He looked at me, then at Justine.
+
+“I have been ill?” he said.
+
+Justine’s eyes were not entirely to be trusted. She turned her head
+away.
+
+“Yes, you have been very ill,” I replied, “but you are better.”
+
+He smiled feebly, adding: “At least, I am grateful that I did not die at
+sea.” Then he closed his eyes. After a moment he opened them, and said,
+looking at Justine: “You have helped to nurse me, have you not?” His
+wasted fingers moved over the counterpane towards her.
+
+“I could do so little,” she murmured.
+
+“You have more than paid your debt to me,” he gently replied. “For I
+live, you see, and poor Hector died.”
+
+She shook her head gravely, and rejoined: “Ah no, I can never pay the
+debt I owe to you and to God--now.” He did not understand this, I know.
+But I did. “You must not talk any more,” I said to him.
+
+But Justine interposed. “He must be told that the nurse who has done
+most for him is Mrs. Falchion.” His brows contracted as if he were
+trying to remember something. He moved his head wearily.
+
+“Yes, I think I remember,” he said, “about her being with me, but
+nothing clearly--nothing clearly. She is very kind.”
+
+Justine here murmured: “Shall I tell her?”
+
+I was about to say no; but Roscoe nodded, and said quietly, “Yes, yes.”
+
+Then I made no objection, but urged that the meeting should only be for
+a moment. I determined not to leave them alone even for that moment.
+I did not know what things connected with their past--whatever it
+was--might be brought up, and I knew that entire freedom from excitement
+was necessary. I might have spared myself any anxiety on the point. When
+she came she was perfectly self-composed, and more as she seemed when
+I first knew her, though I will admit that I thought her face more
+possible to emotion than in the past.
+
+It seems strange to write of a few weeks before as the past; but so much
+had occurred that the days might easily have been months and the weeks
+years.
+
+She sat down beside him and held out her hand. And as she did so, I
+thought of Boyd Madras and of that long last night of his life, and of
+her refusal to say to him one comforting word, or to touch his hand in
+forgiveness and friendship. And was this man so much better than Boyd
+Madras? His wild words in delirium might mean nothing, but if they meant
+anything, and she knew of that anything, she was still a heartless,
+unnatural woman, as I had once called her.
+
+Roscoe took her hand and held it briefly. “Dr. Marmion says that you
+have helped to nurse me through my illness,” he whispered. “I am most
+grateful.”
+
+I thought she replied with the slightest constraint in her voice. “One
+could not let an old acquaintance die without making an effort to save
+him.”
+
+At that instant I grew scornful, and longed to tell him of her husband.
+But then a husband was not an acquaintance. I ventured instead: “I am
+sorry, but I must cut short all conversation for the present. When he
+is a little better, he will be benefited by your brightest gossip, Mrs.
+Falchion.”
+
+She rose smiling, but she did not again take his hand, though I thought
+he made a motion to that end. But she looked down at him steadily for
+a moment. Beneath her look his face flushed, and his eyes grew hot with
+light; then they dropped, and the eyelids closed on them. At that she
+said, with an incomprehensible airiness: “Good-night. I am going now to
+play the music of ‘La Grande Duchesse’ as a farewell to Gibraltar. They
+have a concert on to-night.”
+
+And she was gone.
+
+At the mention of La Grande Duchesse he sighed, and turned his head away
+from her. What it all meant I did not know, and she had annoyed me
+as much as she had perplexed me; her moods were like the chameleon’s
+colours. He lay silent for a long time, then he turned to me and said:
+“Do you remember that tale in the Bible about David and the well of
+Bethlehem?” I had to confess my ignorance.
+
+“I think I can remember it,” he continued. And though I urged him not to
+tax himself, he spoke slowly thus:
+
+ “And David was in an hold, and the garrison of the Philistines was
+ then in Bethlehem.
+
+ “And David longed, and said, Oh that one would give me to drink of
+ the water of the well of Bethlehem that is at the gate!
+
+ “And the three brake through the host of the Philistines, and drew
+ water out of the well of Bethlehem that was by the gate, and took
+ and brought it to David; nevertheless, he would not drink thereof,
+ but poured it out unto the Lord.
+
+ “And he said, My God forbid it me that I should do this; is not this
+ the blood of the men that went in jeopardy of their lives?
+ Therefore he would not drink it.”
+
+He paused a moment, and then added: “One always buys back the past at a
+tremendous price. Resurrections give ghosts only.”
+
+“But you must sleep now,” I urged. And then, because I knew not what
+else more fitting, I added: “Sleep, and
+
+ “‘Let the dead past bury its dead.’”
+
+“Yes, I will sleep,” he answered.
+
+
+
+
+BOOK II. THE SLOPE OF THE PACIFIC
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XI. AMONG THE HILLS OF GOD
+
+“Your letters, sir,” said my servant, on the last evening of the college
+year. Examinations were over at last, and I was wondering where I should
+spend my holidays. The choice was very wide; ranging from the Muskoka
+lakes to the Yosemite Valley. Because it was my first year in Canada, I
+really preferred not to go beyond the Dominion. With these thoughts
+in my mind I opened my letters. The first two did not interest me;
+tradesmen’s bills seldom do. The third brought a thumping sensation of
+pleasure--though it was not from Miss Treherne. I had had one from her
+that morning, and this was a pleasure which never came twice in one day,
+for Prince’s College, Toronto, was a long week’s journey from London,
+S.W. Considering, however, that I did receive letters from her once a
+week, it may be concluded that Clovelly did not; and that, if he had, it
+would have been by a serious infringement of my rights. But, indeed, as
+I have learned since, Clovelly took his defeat in a very characteristic
+fashion, and said on an important occasion some generous things about
+me.
+
+The letter that pleased me so much was from Galt Roscoe, who, as he
+had intended, was settled in a new but thriving district of British
+Columbia, near the Cascade Mountains. Soon after his complete recovery
+he had been ordained in England, had straightway sailed for Canada,
+and had gone to work at once. This note was an invitation to spend the
+holiday months with him, where, as he said, a man “summering high among
+the hills of God” could see visions and dream dreams, and hunt and fish
+too--especially fish. He urged that he would not talk parish concerns
+at me; that I should not be asked to be godfather to any young
+mountaineers; and that the only drawback, so far as my own predilections
+were concerned, was the monotonous health of the people. He described
+his summer cottage of red pine as being built on the edge of a lovely
+ravine; he said that he had the Cascades on one hand with their big
+glacier fields, and mighty pine forests on the other; while the
+balmiest breezes of June awaited “the professor of pathology and
+genial saw-bones.” At the end of the letter he hinted something about a
+pleasant little secret for my ear when I came; and remarked immediately
+afterwards that there were one or two delightful families at Sunburst
+and Viking, villages in his parish. One naturally associated the little
+secret with some member of one of these delightful families. Finally, he
+said he would like to show me how it was possible to transform a naval
+man into a parson.
+
+My mind was made up. I wrote to him that I would start at once. Then I
+began to make preparations, and meanwhile fell to thinking again about
+him who was now the Reverend Galt Roscoe. After the ‘Fulvia’ reached
+London I had only seen him a few times, he having gone at once into the
+country to prepare for ordination. Mrs. Falchion and Justine Caron I had
+met several times, but Mrs. Falchion forbore inquiring for Galt Roscoe:
+from which, and from other slight but significant matters, I gathered
+that she knew of his doings and whereabouts. Before I started for
+Toronto she said that she might see me there some day, for she was going
+to San Francisco to inspect the property her uncle had left her, and in
+all probability would make a sojourn in Canada. I gave her my address,
+and she then said she understood that Mr. Roscoe intended taking a
+missionary parish in the wilds. In his occasional letters to me while we
+all were in England Roscoe seldom spoke of her, but, when he did, showed
+that he knew of her movements. This did not strike me at the time as
+anything more than natural. It did later.
+
+Within a couple of weeks I reached Viking, a lumbering town with great
+saw-mills, by way of San Francisco and Vancouver. Roscoe met me at the
+coach, and I was taken at once to the house among the hills. It stood on
+the edge of a ravine, and the end of the verandah looked over a verdant
+precipice, beautiful but terrible too. It was uniquely situated; a nest
+among the hills, suitable either for work or play. In one’s ears was
+the low, continuous din of the rapids, with the music of a neighbouring
+waterfall.
+
+On the way up the hills I had a chance to observe Roscoe closely. His
+face had not that sturdy buoyancy which his letter suggested. Still, if
+it was pale, it had a glow which it did not possess before, and even
+a stronger humanity than of old. A new look had come into his eyes,
+a certain absorbing earnestness, refining the past asceticism. A more
+amiable and unselfish comrade man never had.
+
+The second day I was there he took me to call upon a family at Viking,
+the town with a great saw-mill and two smaller ones, owned by James
+Devlin, an enterprising man who had grown rich at lumbering, and who
+lived here in the mountains many months in each year.
+
+Mr. James Devlin had a daughter who had had some advantages in the East
+after her father had become rich, though her earlier life was spent
+altogether in the mountains. I soon saw where Roscoe’s secret was to
+be found. Ruth Devlin was a tall girl of sensitive features, beautiful
+eyes, and rare personality. Her life, as I came to know, had been one of
+great devotion and self-denial. Before her father had made his fortune,
+she had nursed a frail-bodied, faint-hearted mother, and had cared for,
+and been a mother to, her younger sisters. With wealth and ease came
+a brighter bloom to her cheek, but it had a touch of care which would
+never quite disappear, though it became in time a beautiful wistfulness
+rather than anxiety. Had this responsibility come to her in a city, it
+might have spoiled her beauty and robbed her of her youth altogether;
+but in the sustaining virtue of a life in the mountains, warm hues
+remained on her cheek and a wonderful freshness in her nature. Her
+family worshipped her--as she deserved.
+
+That evening Roscoe confided to me that he had not asked Ruth Devlin to
+be his wife, nor had he, indeed, given her definite tokens of his love.
+But the thing was in his mind as a happy possibility of the future. We
+talked till midnight, sitting at the end of the verandah overlooking the
+ravine. This corner, called the coping, became consecrated to our many
+conversations. We painted and sketched there in the morning (when we
+were not fishing or he was not at his duties), received visitors, and
+smoked in the evening, inhaling the balsam from the pines. An old man
+and his wife kept the house for us, and gave us to eat of simple but
+comfortable fare. The trout-fishing was good, and many a fine trout was
+broiled for our evening meal; and many a fine string of trout found its
+way to the tables of Roscoe’s poorest parishioners, or else to furnish
+the more fashionable table at which Ruth Devlin presided. There were
+excursions up the valley, and picnics on the hill-sides, and occasional
+lunches and evening parties at the summer hotel, a mile from us farther
+down the valley, at which tourists were beginning to assemble.
+
+Yet, all the time, Roscoe was abundantly faithful to his duties at
+Viking and in the settlement called Sunburst, which was devoted to
+salmon-fishing. Between Viking and Sunburst there was a great jealousy
+and rivalry; for the salmon-fishers thought that the mills, though on a
+tributary stream, interfered, by the sawdust spilled in the river, with
+the travel and spawning of the salmon. It needed all the tact of both
+Mr. Devlin and Roscoe to keep the places from open fighting. As it was,
+the fire smouldered. When Sunday came, however, there seemed to be truce
+between the villages. It appeared to me that one touched the primitive
+and idyllic side of life: lively, sturdy, and simple, with nature about
+us at once benignant and austere. It is impossible to tell how fresh,
+bracing, and inspiring was the climate of this new land. It seemed
+to glorify humanity, to make all who breathed it stalwart, and almost
+pardonable even in wrong-doing. Roscoe was always received respectfully,
+and even cordially, among the salmon-fishers of Sunburst, as among the
+mill-men and river-drivers of Viking: not the less so, because he had an
+excellent faculty for machinery, and could talk to the people in their
+own colloquialisms. He had, besides, though there was little exuberance
+in his nature, a gift of dry humour, which did more than anything else,
+perhaps, to make his presence among them unrestrained.
+
+His little churches at Viking and Sunburst were always well
+attended--often filled to overflowing--and the people gave liberally to
+the offertory: and I never knew any clergyman, however holy, who did
+not view such a proceeding with a degree of complacency. In the pulpit
+Roscoe was almost powerful. His knowledge of the world, his habits of
+directness, his eager but not hurried speech, his unconventional but
+original statements of things, his occasional literary felicity and
+unusual tact, might have made him distinguished in a more cultured
+community. Yet there was something to modify all this: an occasional
+indefinable sadness, a constant note of pathetic warning. It struck
+me that I never had met a man whose words and manner were at times so
+charged with pathos; it was artistic in its searching simplicity. There
+was some unfathomable fount in his nature which was even beyond any
+occurrence of his past; some radical, constitutional sorrow, coupled
+with a very strong, practical, and even vigorous nature.
+
+One of his most ardent admirers was a gambler, horse-trader, and
+watch-dealer, who sold him a horse, and afterwards came and offered
+him thirty dollars, saying that the horse was worth that much less than
+Roscoe had paid for it, and protesting that he never could resist the
+opportunity of getting the best of a game. He said he did not doubt but
+that he would do the same with one of the archangels. He afterwards sold
+Roscoe a watch at cost, but confessed to me that the works of the watch
+had been smuggled. He said he was so fond of the parson that he felt he
+had to give him a chance of good things. It was not uncommon for him to
+discourse of Roscoe’s quality in the bar-rooms of Sunburst and
+Viking, in which he was ably seconded by Phil Boldrick, an eccentric,
+warm-hearted fellow, who was so occupied in the affairs of the villages
+generally, and so much an advisory board to the authorities, that he had
+little time left to progress industrially himself.
+
+Once when a noted bully came to Viking, and, out of sheer bravado and
+meanness, insulted Roscoe in the streets, two or three river-drivers
+came forward to avenge the insult. It was quite needless, for the
+clergyman had promptly taken the case in his own hands. Waving them
+back, he said to the bully: “I have no weapon, and if I had, I could not
+take your life, nor try to take it; and you know that very well. But I
+propose to meet your insolence--the first shown me in this town.”
+
+Here murmurs of approbation went round.
+
+“You will, of course, take the revolver from your pocket, and throw it
+on the ground.”
+
+A couple of other revolvers were looking the bully in the face, and he
+sullenly did as he was asked.
+
+“You have a knife: throw that down.”
+
+This also was done under the most earnest emphasis of the revolvers.
+Roscoe calmly took off his coat. “I have met such scoundrels as you on
+the quarter-deck,” he said, “and I know what stuff is in you. They call
+you beachcombers in the South Seas. You never fight fair. You bully
+women, knife natives, and never meet any one in fair fight. You have
+mistaken your man this time.”
+
+He walked close up to the bully, his face like steel, his thumbs caught
+lightly in his waistcoat pockets; but it was noticeable that his hands
+were shut.
+
+“Now,” he said, “we are even as to opportunity. Repeat, if you please,
+what you said a moment ago.”
+
+The bully’s eye quailed, and he answered nothing. “Then, as I said, you
+are a coward and a cur, who insults peaceable men and weak women. If I
+know Viking right, it has no room for you.” Then he picked up his coat,
+and put it on.
+
+“Now,” he added, “I think you had better go; but I leave that to the
+citizens of Viking.”
+
+What they thought is easily explained. Phil Boldrick, speaking for all,
+said: “Yes, you had better go--quick; but on the hop like a cur, mind
+you: on your hands and knees, jumping all the way.”
+
+And, with weapons menacing him, this visitor to Viking departed,
+swallowing as he went the red dust disturbed by his hands and feet.
+
+This established Roscoe’s position finally. Yet, with all his popularity
+and the solid success of his work, he showed no vanity or egotism, nor
+ever traded on the position he held in Viking and Sunburst. He seemed
+to have no ambition further than to do good work; no desire to be known
+beyond his own district; no fancy, indeed, for the communications of his
+labours to mission papers and benevolent ladies in England--so much the
+habit of his order. He was free from professional mannerisms.
+
+One evening we were sitting in the accustomed spot--that is, the coping.
+We had been silent for a long time. At last Roscoe rose, and walked up
+and down the verandah nervously.
+
+“Marmion,” said he, “I am disturbed to-day, I cannot tell you how: a
+sense of impending evil, an anxiety.”
+
+I looked up at him inquiringly, and, of purpose, a little sceptically.
+
+He smiled something sadly and continued: “Oh, I know you think
+it foolishness. But remember that all sailors are more or less
+superstitious: it is bred in them; it is constitutional, and I am afraid
+there’s a good deal of the sailor in me yet.”
+
+Remembering Hungerford, I said: “I know that sailors are superstitious,
+the most seasoned of them are that. But it means nothing. I may think
+or feel that there is going to be a plague, but I should not enlarge the
+insurance on my life because of it.”
+
+He put his hand on my shoulder and looked down at me earnestly. “But,
+Marmion, these things, I assure you, are not matters of will, nor yet
+morbidness. They occur at the most unexpected times. I have had such
+sensations before, and they were followed by strange matters.”
+
+I nodded, but said nothing. I was still thinking of Hungerford. After a
+slight pause he continued somewhat hesitatingly:
+
+“I dreamed last night, three times, of events that occurred in my
+past; events which I hoped would never disturb me in the life I am now
+leading.”
+
+“A life of self-denial,” ventured I. I waited a minute, and then added:
+“Roscoe, I think it only fair to tell you--I don’t know why I haven’t
+done so before--that when you were ill you were delirious, and talked of
+things that may or may not have had to do with your past.”
+
+He started, and looked at me earnestly. “They were unpleasant things?”
+
+“Trying things; though all was vague and disconnected,” I replied.
+
+“I am glad you tell me this,” he remarked quietly. “And Mrs. Falchion
+and Justine Caron--did they hear?” He looked off to the hills.
+
+“To a certain extent, I am sure. Mrs. Falchion’s name was generally
+connected with--your fancies.... But really no one could place any
+weight on what a man said in delirium, and I only mention the fact to
+let you see exactly on what ground I stand with you.”
+
+“Can you give me an idea--of the thing I raved about?”
+
+“Chiefly about a girl called Alo, not your wife, I should judge--who was
+killed.”
+
+At that he spoke in a cheerless voice: “Marmion, I will tell you all the
+story some day; but not now. I hoped that I had been able to bury it,
+even in memory, but I was wrong. Some things--such things--never die.
+They stay; and in our cheerfulest, most peaceful moments confront us,
+and mock the new life we are leading. There is no refuge from memory and
+remorse in this world. The spirits of our foolish deeds haunt us, with
+or without repentance.” He turned again from me and set a sombre face
+towards the ravine. “Roscoe,” I said, taking his arm, “I cannot believe
+that you have any sin on your conscience so dark that it is not wiped
+out now.”
+
+“God bless you for your confidence. But there is one woman who, I fear,
+could, if she would, disgrace me before the world. You understand,” he
+added, “that there are things we repent of which cannot be repaired. One
+thinks a sin is dead, and starts upon a new life, locking up the past,
+not deceitfully, but believing that the book is closed, and that no
+good can come of publishing it; when suddenly it all flames out like the
+letters in Faust’s book of conjurations.”
+
+“Wait,” I said. “You need not tell me more, you must not--now; not until
+there is any danger. Keep your secret. If the woman--if THAT woman--ever
+places you in danger, then tell me all. But keep it to yourself now. And
+don’t fret because you have had dreams.”
+
+“Well, as you wish,” he replied after a long time. As he sat in silence,
+I smoking hard, and he buried in thought, I heard the laughter of people
+some distance below us in the hills. I guessed it to be some tourists
+from the summer hotel. The voices came nearer.
+
+A singular thought occurred to me. I looked at Roscoe. I saw that he was
+brooding, and was not noticing the voices, which presently died away.
+This was a relief to me. We were then silent again.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XII. THE WHIRLIGIG OF TIME
+
+Next day we had a picnic on the Whi-Whi River, which, rising in the far
+north, comes in varied moods to join the Long Cloud River at Viking.
+
+ [Dr. Marmion, in a note of his MSS., says that he has purposely
+ changed the names of the rivers and towns mentioned in the second
+ part of the book, because he does not wish the locale to be too
+ definite.]
+
+Ruth Devlin, her young sister, and her aunt Mrs. Revel, with Galt Roscoe
+and myself, constituted the party. The first part of the excursion
+had many delights. The morning was fresh and sweet, and we were all in
+excellent spirits. Roscoe’s depression had vanished; but there was an
+amiable seriousness in his manner which, to me, portended that the faint
+roses in Ruth Devlin’s cheeks would deepen before the day was done,
+unless something inopportune happened.
+
+As we trudged gaily up the canon to the spot where we were to take a big
+skiff, and cross the Whi-Whi to our camping-ground, Ruth Devlin, who
+was walking with me, said: “A large party of tourists arrived at Viking
+yesterday, and have gone to the summer hotel; so I expect you will be
+gay up here for some time to come. Prepare, then, to rejoice.”
+
+“Don’t you think it is gay enough as it is?” I answered. “Behold this
+festive throng.”
+
+“Oh, it is nothing to what there might be. This could never make Viking
+and ‘surrounding country’ notorious as a pleasure resort. To
+attract tourists you must have enough people to make romances and
+tragedies,--without loss of life, of course,--merely catastrophes
+of broken hearts, and hair-breadth escapes, and mammoth fishing
+and shooting achievements, such as men know how to invent,”--it was
+delightful to hear her voice soften to an amusing suggestiveness, “and
+broken bridges and land-slides, with many other things which you can
+supply, Dr. Marmion. No, I am afraid that Viking is too humdrum to be
+notable.”
+
+She laughed then very lightly and quaintly. She had a sense of humour.
+
+“Well, but, Miss Devlin,” said I, “you cannot have all things at once.
+Climaxes like these take time. We have a few joyful things. We have
+splendid fishing achievements,--please do not forget that basket
+of trout I sent you the other morning,--and broken hearts and such
+tragedies are not impossible; as, for instance, if I do not send you as
+good a basket of trout to-morrow evening; or if you should remark that
+there was nothing in a basket of trout to--”
+
+“Now,” she said, “you are becoming involved and--inconsiderate.
+Remember, I am only a mountain girl.”
+
+“Then let us only talk of the other tragedies. But are you not a
+little callous to speak of such things as if you thirsted for their
+occurrence?”
+
+“I am afraid you are rather silly,” she replied. “You see, some of the
+land up here belongs to me. I am anxious that it should ‘boom’--that
+is the correct term, is it not?--and a sensation is good for ‘booming.’
+What an advertisement would ensue if the lovely daughter of an American
+millionaire should be in danger of drowning in the Long Cloud, and a
+rough but honest fellow--a foreman on the river, maybe a young member
+of the English aristocracy in disguise--perilled his life for her! The
+place of peril would, of course, be named Lover’s Eddy, or the Maiden’s
+Gate--very much prettier, I assure you, than such cold-blooded things as
+the Devil’s Slide, where we are going now, and much more attractive to
+tourists.”
+
+“Miss Devlin,” laughed I, “you have all the eagerness of the incipient
+millionaire. May I hope to see you in Lombard Street some day, a very
+Katherine among capitalists?--for, from your remarks, I judge that you
+would--I say it pensively--‘wade through slaughter to a throne.’”
+
+Galt Roscoe, who was just ahead with Mrs. Revel and Amy Devlin, turned
+and said: “Who is that quoting so dramatically? Now, this is a picnic
+party, and any one who introduces elegies, epics, sonnets, ‘and such,’
+is guilty of breaking the peace at Viking and its environs. Besides,
+such things should always be left to the parson. He must not be
+outflanked, his thunder must not be stolen. The scientist has unlimited
+resources; all he has to do is to be vague, and look prodigious; but the
+parson must have his poetry as a monopoly, or he is lost to sight, and
+memory.”
+
+“Then,” said I, “I shall leave you to deal with Miss Devlin yourself,
+because she is the direct cause of my wrong-doing. She has expressed the
+most sinister sentiments about Viking and your very extensive parish.
+Miss Devlin,” I added, turning to her, “I leave you to your fate, and I
+cannot recommend you to mercy, for what Heaven made fair should remain
+tender and merciful, and--”
+
+“‘So young and so untender!’” she interjected, with a rippling
+laugh. “Yet Cordelia was misjudged very wickedly, and traduced very
+ungallantly, and so am I. And I bid you good-day, sir.”
+
+Her delicate laugh rings in my ears as I write. I think that sun
+and clear skies and hills go far to make us cheerful and harmonious.
+Somehow, I always remember her as she was that morning.
+
+She was standing then on the brink of a new and beautiful experience, at
+the threshold of an acknowledged love. And that is a remarkable time to
+the young.
+
+There was something thrilling about the experiences of that morning,
+and I think we all felt it. Even the great frowning precipices seemed
+to have lost their ordinary gloom, and when some young white eagles rose
+from a crag and flew away, growing smaller as they passed, until they
+were one with the snow of the glacier on Mount Trinity, or a wapiti
+peeped out from the underwood and stole away with glancing feet down the
+valley; we could scarcely refrain from doing some foolish thing out of
+sheer delight. At length we emerged from a thicket of Douglas pine upon
+the shore of the Whi-Whi, and, loosening our boat, were soon moving
+slowly on the cool current. For an hour or more we rowed down the river
+towards the Long Cloud, and then drew into the shade of a little
+island for lunch. When we came to the rendezvous, where picnic parties
+generally feasted, we found a fire still smoking and the remnants of a
+lunch scattered about. A party of picnickers had evidently been there
+just before us. Ruth suggested that it might be some of the tourists
+from the hotel. This seemed very probable.
+
+There were scraps of newspaper on the ground, and among them was
+an empty envelope. Mechanically I picked it up, and read the
+superscription. What I saw there I did not think necessary to disclose
+to the other members of the party; but, as unconcernedly as
+possible, for Ruth Devlin’s eyes were on me, I used it to light a
+cigar--inappropriately, for lunch would soon be ready.
+
+“What was the name on the envelope?” she said. “Was there one?”
+
+I guessed she had seen my slight start. I said evasively: “I fancy there
+was, but a man who is immensely interested in a new brand of cigar--”
+
+“You are a most deceitful man,” she said. “And, at the least, you are
+selfish in holding your cigar more important than a woman’s curiosity.
+Who can tell what romance was in the address on that envelope--”
+
+“What elements of noble tragedy, what advertisement for a certain
+property in the Whi-Whi Valley,” interrupted Roscoe, breaking off the
+thread of a sailor’s song he was humming, as he tended the water-kettle
+on the fire.
+
+This said, he went on with the song again. I was struck by the wonderful
+change in him now. Presentiments were far from him, yet I, having read
+that envelope, knew that they were not without cause. Indeed, I had an
+inkling of that the night before, when I heard the voices on the hill.
+Ruth Devlin stopped for a moment in the preparations to ask Roscoe
+what he was humming. I, answering for him, told her that it was an old
+sentimental sea-song of common sailors, often sung by officers at
+their jovial gatherings. At this she pretended to look shocked, and
+straightway demanded to hear the words, so that she could pronounce
+judgment on her spiritual pastor and master.
+
+He good-naturedly said that many of these old sailor songs were amusing,
+and that he often found himself humming them. To this I could testify,
+and he sang them very well indeed--quietly, but with the rolling tone of
+the sailor, jovial yet fascinating. At our united request, his humming
+became distinct. Three of the verses I give here:
+
+ “The ‘Lovely Jane’ went sailing down
+ To anchor at the Spicy Isles;
+ And the wind was fair as ever was blown,
+ For the matter of a thousand miles.
+
+ “Then a storm arose as she crossed the line,
+ Which it caused her masts to crack;
+ And she gulped her fill of the whooping brine,
+ And she likewise sprained her back.
+
+ “And the capting cried, ‘If it’s Davy Jones,
+ Then it’s Davy Jones,’ says he,
+ ‘Though I don’t aspire to leave my bones
+ In the equatorial sea.’”
+
+What the further history of the ‘Lovely Jane’ was we were not informed,
+for Ruth Devlin announced that the song must wait, though it appeared to
+be innocuous and child-like in its sentiments, and that lunch would be
+served between the acts of the touching tragedy. When lunch was over,
+and we had again set forth upon the Whi-Whi, I asked Ruth to sing an old
+French-Canadian song which she had once before sung to us. Many a time
+the woods of the West had resounded to the notes of ‘En Roulant ma
+Boule’, as the ‘voyageurs’ traversed the long paths of the Ottawa, St.
+Lawrence, and Mississippi; brave light-hearted fellows, whose singing
+days were over.
+
+By the light of coming events there was something weird and pathetic in
+this Arcadian air, sung as it was by her. Her voice was a mezzo-soprano
+of rare bracing quality, and she had enough natural sensibility to
+give the antique refinement of the words a wistful charm, particularly
+apparent in these verses:
+
+ “Ah, cruel Prince, my heart you break,
+ In killing thus my snow-white drake.
+
+ “My snow-white drake, my love, my King,
+ The crimson life-blood stains his wing.
+
+ “His golden bill sinks on his breast,
+ His plumes go floating east and west--
+
+ “En roulant ma boule:
+ Rouli, roulant, ma boule roulant,
+ En roulant ma boule roulant,
+ En roulant ma boule!”
+
+As she finished the song we rounded an angle in the Whi-Whi. Ahead of
+us lay the Snow Rapids and the swift channel at one side of the rapids
+which, hurrying through a rocky archway, was known as the Devil’s Slide.
+There was one channel through the rapids by which it was perfectly safe
+to pass, but that sweep of water through the Devil’s Slide was sometimes
+a trap of death to even the most expert river-men. A half-mile below the
+rapids was the confluence of the two rivers. The sight of the tumbling
+mass of white water, and the gloomy and colossal grandeur of the Devil’s
+Slide, a buttress of the hills, was very fine.
+
+But there was more than scenery to interest us here, for, moving
+quickly towards the Slide, was a boat with three people in it. They
+were evidently intending to attempt that treacherous passage, which
+culminated in a series of eddies, a menace to even the best oarsman
+ship. They certainly were not aware of their danger, for there came over
+the water the sound of a man’s laughing voice, and the two women in the
+boat were in unconcerned attitudes. Roscoe shouted to them, and motioned
+them back, but they did not appear to understand.
+
+The man waved his hat to us, and rowed on. There was but one thing for
+us to do: to make the passage quickly through the safe channel of the
+rapids, and to be of what service we could on the other side of the
+Slide, if necessary. We bent to the oars, and the boat shot through the
+water. Ruth held the rudder firmly, and her young sister and Mrs. Revel
+sat perfectly still. But the man in the other boat, thinking, doubtless,
+that we were attempting a race, added his efforts to the current of the
+channel. I am afraid that I said some words below my breath scarcely
+proper to be spoken in the presence of maidens and a clerk in holy
+orders. Roscoe was here, however, a hundred times more sailor than
+parson. He spoke in low, firm tones, as he now and then suggested a
+direction to Ruth Devlin or myself. Our boat tossed and plunged in the
+rapids, and the water washed over us lightly once or twice, but we went
+through the passage safely, and had turned towards the Slide before the
+other boat got to the rocky archway.
+
+We rowed hard. The next minute was one of suspense, for we saw the boat
+shoot beneath the archway. Presently it emerged, a whirling plaything in
+treacherous eddies. The man wildly waved his arm, and shouted to us.
+The women were grasping the sides of the boat, but making no outcry. We
+could not see the faces of the women plainly yet. The boat ran forward
+like a race-horse; it plunged hither and thither. An oar snapped in the
+rocks, and the other one shot from the man’s hand. Now the boat swung
+round and round, and dipped towards the hollow of a whirlpool. When we
+were within a few rods of them, it appeared to rise from the water,
+was hurled on a rock, and overturned. Mrs. Revel buried her face in her
+hands, and Ruth gave a little groan, but she held the rudder firmly,
+as we swiftly approached the forms struggling in the water. All,
+fortunately, had grasped the swamped boat, and were being carried down
+the stream towards us. The man was caring resolutely for himself,
+but one, of the women had her arm round the other, supporting her. We
+brought our skiff close to the swirling current. I called out words of
+encouragement, and was preparing to jump into the water, when Roscoe
+exclaimed in a husky voice: “Marmion, it is Mrs. Falchion.”
+
+Yes, it was Mrs. Falchion; but I had known that before. We heard her
+words to her companion: “Justine, do not look so. Your face is like
+death. It is hateful.”
+
+Then the craft veered towards the smoother water where we were. This
+was my opportunity. Roscoe threw me a rope, and I plunged in and swam
+towards the boat. I saw that Mrs. Falchion recognised me; but she made
+no exclamation, nor did Justine Caron. Their companion, however, on the
+other side of the boat, was eloquent in prayers to be rescued. I caught
+the bow of the boat as it raced past me, and with all my strength swung
+it towards the smoother water. I ran the rope I had brought, through
+the iron ring at the bow, and was glad enough of that; for their lives
+perhaps depended on being able to do it. It had been a nice calculation
+of chances, but it was done. Roscoe immediately bent to the oars, I
+threw an arm around Justine, and in a moment Roscoe had towed us into
+safer quarters. Then he drew in the rope. As he did so, Mrs. Falchion
+said: “Justine would drown so easily if one would let her.”
+
+These were her first words to me. I am sure I never can sufficiently
+admire the mere courage of the woman and her presence of mind in danger.
+Immediately afterwards she said--and subsequently it seemed to me
+marvellous: “You are something more than the chorus to the play this
+time, Dr. Marmion.”
+
+A minute after, and Justine was dragged into our boat, and was followed
+by Mrs. Falchion, whose first words to Roscoe were: “It is not such a
+meeting as one would plan.”
+
+And he replied: “I am glad no harm has come to you.”
+
+The man was duly helped in. A poor creature he was, to pass from this
+tale as he entered it, ignominiously and finally here. I even hide
+his nationality, for his race are generally more gallant. But he was
+wealthy, had an intense admiration for Mrs. Falchion, and had managed
+to secure her in his boat, to separate from the rest of the picnic
+party--chiefly through his inefficient rowing.
+
+Dripping with water as Mrs. Falchion was, she did not, strange to say,
+appear at serious disadvantage. Almost any other woman would have
+done so. She was a little pale, she must have felt miserable, but she
+accepted Ruth Devlin’s good offices--as did Justine Caron those of Mrs.
+Revel--with much self-possession, scanning her face and form critically
+the while, and occasionally turning a glance on Roscoe, who was now cold
+and impassive. I never knew a man who could so banish expression
+from his countenance when necessary. Speaking to Belle Treherne long
+afterwards of Mrs. Falchion’s self-possessed manner on this occasion,
+and of how she rose superior to the situation, I was told that I must
+have regarded the thing poetically and dramatically, for no woman could
+possibly look self-possessed in draggled skirts. She said that I always
+magnified certain of Mrs. Falchion’s qualities.
+
+That may be so, and yet it must be remembered that I was not predisposed
+towards her, and that I wished her well away from where Roscoe was.
+
+As for Justine Caron, she lay with her head on Mrs. Revel’s lap,
+and looked from beneath heavy eyelids at Roscoe with such gratitude
+and--but, no, she is only a subordinate in the story, and not a chief
+factor, and what she said or did here is of no vital consequence at this
+moment! We rowed to a point near the confluence of the two rivers, where
+we could leave our boats to be poled back through the rapids or portaged
+past them.
+
+On the way Mrs. Falchion said to Roscoe: “I knew you were somewhere in
+the Rockies; and at Vancouver, when I came from San Francisco, I heard
+of your being here. I had intended spending a month somewhere in the
+mountains, so I came to Viking, and on to the summer hotel: but really
+this is too exciting for recreation.”
+
+This was spoken with almost gay outward manner, but there was a note in
+her words which I did not like, nor did I think that her eye was very
+kind, especially when she looked at Ruth Devlin and afterwards at
+Roscoe.
+
+We had several miles to go, and it was nightfall--for which Mrs.
+Falchion expressed herself as profoundly grateful--when we arrived at
+the hotel. Our parting words were as brief as, of necessity, they had
+been on our journey through the mountains, for the ladies had ridden
+the horses which we had sent over for ourselves from Viking, and we men
+walked in front. Besides, the thoughts of some of us were not at all
+free from misgiving. The spirit possessing Roscoe the night before
+seemed to enter into all of us, even into Mrs. Falchion, who had lost,
+somewhat, the aplomb with which she had held the situation in the
+boat. But at the door of the hotel she said cheerfully: “Of course, Dr.
+Marmion will find it necessary to call on his patients to-morrow--and
+the clergyman also on his new parishoners.”
+
+The reply was left to me. I said gravely: “Let us be thankful that both
+doctor and clergyman are called upon to use their functions; it might
+easily have been only the latter.”
+
+“Oh, do not be funereal!” she replied. “I knew that we were not to drown
+at the Devil’s Slide. The drama is not ended yet, and the chief actors
+cannot go until ‘the curtain.’--Though I am afraid that is not quite
+orthodox, is it, Mr. Roscoe?”
+
+Roscoe looked at her gravely. “It may not be orthodox as it is said, but
+it is orthodox, I fancy, if we exchange God for fate, and Providence for
+chance.... Good-night.”
+
+He said this wearily. She looked up at him with an ironical look, then
+held out her hand, and quickly bade him good-night. Partings all round
+were made, and, after some injunctions to Mrs. Falchion and Justine
+Caron from myself as to preventives against illness, the rest of us
+started for Sunburst.
+
+As we went, I could not help but contrast Ruth and Amy Devlin, these
+two gentle yet strong mountain girls, with the woman we had left. Their
+lives were far from that dolorous tide which, sweeping through a selfish
+world, leaves behind it the stain of corroding passions; of cruelties,
+ingratitude, hate, and catastrophe. We are all ambitious, in one way or
+another. We climb mountains over scoria that frays and lava that burns.
+We try to call down the stars, and when, now and then, our conjuring
+succeeds, we find that our stars are only blasting meteors. One moral
+mishap lames character for ever. A false start robs us of our natural
+strength, and a misplaced or unrighteous love deadens the soul and
+shipwrecks just conceptions of life.
+
+A man may be forgiven for a sin, but the effect remains; it has found
+its place in his constitution, and it cannot be displaced by mere
+penitence, nor yet forgiveness. A man errs, and he must suffer; his
+father erred, and he must endure; or some one sinned against the man,
+and he hid the sin--But here a hand touched my shoulder! I was startled,
+for my thoughts had been far away. Roscoe’s voice spoke in my ear: “It
+is as she said; the actors come together for ‘the curtain.’”
+
+Then his eyes met those of Ruth Devlin turned to him earnestly and
+inquiringly. And I felt for a moment hard against Roscoe, that he should
+even indirectly and involuntarily, bring suffering into her life. In
+youth, in early manhood, we do wrong. At the time we seem to be injuring
+no one but ourselves; but, as we live on, we find that we were wronging
+whomsoever should come into our lives in the future. At the instant I
+said angrily to myself: “What right has he to love a girl like that,
+when he has anything in his life that might make her unhappy, or
+endanger her in ever so little!”
+
+But I bit my tongue, for it seemed to me that I was pharisaical; and I
+wondered rather scornfully if I should have been so indignant were
+the girl not so beautiful, young, and ingenuous. I tried not to think
+further of the matter, and talked much to Ruth,--Gait Roscoe walked with
+Mrs. Revel and Amy Devlin,--but I found I could not drive it from my
+mind. This was not unnatural, for was not I the “chorus to the play”?
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIII. THE SONG OF THE SAW
+
+There was still a subdued note to Roscoe’s manner the next morning.
+He was pale. He talked freely however of the affairs of Viking and
+Sunburst, and spoke of business which called him to Mr. Devlin’s great
+saw mill that day. A few moments after breakfast we were standing in the
+doorway. “Well,” he said, “shall we go?”
+
+I was not quite sure where he meant to go, but I took my hat and joined
+him. I wondered if it would be to the summer hotel or the great mill. My
+duty lay in the direction of the hotel. When we stepped out, he added:
+“Let us take the bridle-path along the edge of the ravine to the hotel.”
+
+The morning was beautiful. The atmosphere of the woods was of soft,
+diffusive green--the sunlight filtering through the transparent leaves.
+Bowers of delicate ferns and vines flanked the path, and an occasional
+clump of giant cedars invited us: the world was eloquent.
+
+Several tourists upon the verandah of the hotel remarked us with
+curiosity as we entered. A servant said that Mrs. Falchion would be glad
+to see us; and we were ushered into her sitting-room. She carried no
+trace of yesterday’s misadventure. She appeared superbly well. And yet,
+when I looked again, when I had time to think upon and observe detail,
+I saw signs of change. There was excitement in the eyes, and a slight
+nervous darkness beneath them, which added to their charm. She rose,
+smiling, and said: “I fear I am hardly entitled to this visit, for I am
+beyond convalescence, and Justine is not in need of shrift or diagnosis,
+as you see.”
+
+I was not so sure of Justine Caron as she was, and when I had paid my
+respects to her, I said a little priggishly (for I was young), still not
+too solemnly: “I cannot allow you to pronounce for me upon my patients,
+Mrs. Falchion; I must make my own inquiries.”
+
+But Mrs. Falchion was right. Justine Caron was not suffering much from
+her immersion; though, speaking professionally, her temperature was
+higher than the normal. But that might be from some impulse of the
+moment, for Justine was naturally a little excitable.
+
+We walked aside, and, looking at me with a flush of happiness in her
+face, she said: “You remember one day on the ‘Fulvia’ when I told you
+that money was everything to me; that I would do all I honourably could
+to get it?”
+
+I nodded. She continued: “It was that I might pay a debt--you know it.
+Well, money is my god no longer, for I can pay all I owe. That is, I
+can pay the money, but not the goodness, the noble kindness. He is
+most good, is he not? The world is better that such men as Captain Galt
+Roscoe live--ah, you see I cannot quite think of him as a clergyman. I
+wonder if I ever shall!” She grew suddenly silent and abstracted, and,
+in the moment’s pause, some ironical words in Mrs. Falchion’s voice
+floated across the room to me: “It is so strange to see you so. And you
+preach, and baptise; and marry, and bury, and care for the poor and--ah,
+what is it?--‘all those who, in this transitory life, are in sorrow,
+need, sickness, or any other adversity’?... And do you never long for
+the flesh-pots of Egypt? Never long for”--here her voice was not quite
+so clear--“for the past?”
+
+I was sure that, whatever she was doing, he had been trying to keep the
+talk, as it were, on the surface. I was equally sure that, to her last
+question, he would make no reply. Though I was now speaking to Justine
+Caron, I heard him say quite calmly and firmly: “Yes, I preach, baptise,
+marry, and bury, and do all I can for those who need help.”
+
+“The people about here say that you are good and charitable. You have
+won the hearts of the mountaineers. But you always had a gift that
+way.”--I did not like her tone.--“One would almost think you had
+founded a new dispensation. And if I had drowned yesterday, you would,
+I suppose, have buried me, and have preached a little sermon about
+me.--You could have done that better than any one else!... What would
+you have said in such a case?”
+
+There was an earnest, almost a bitter, protest in the reply.
+
+“Pardon me, if I cannot answer your question. Your life was saved, and
+that is all we have to consider, except to be grateful to Providence.
+The duties of my office have nothing to do with possibilities.”
+
+She was evidently torturing him, and I longed to say a word that would
+torture her. She continued: “And the flesh-pots--you have not answered
+about them: do you not long for them--occasionally?”
+
+“They are of a period,” he answered, “too distant for regret.”
+
+“And yet,” she replied softly, “I fancied sometimes in London last year,
+that you had not outgrown that antique time--those lotos-days.”
+
+He made no reply at once, and in the pause Justine and I passed out to
+the verandah.
+
+“How long does Mrs. Falchion intend remaining here, Miss Caron?” I said.
+
+Her reply was hesitating: “I do not quite know; but I think some time.
+She likes the place; it seems to amuse her.”
+
+“And you--does it amuse you?”
+
+“It does not matter about me. I am madame’s servant; but, indeed, it
+does not amuse me particularly.”
+
+“Do you like the place?”
+
+The reply was somewhat hurried, and she glanced at me a little
+nervously. “Oh yes,” she said, “I like the place, but--”
+
+Here Roscoe appeared at the door and said, “Mrs. Falchion wishes to see
+Viking and Mr. Devlin’s mills, Marmion. She will go with us.”
+
+In a little time we were on our way to Viking. I walked with Mrs.
+Falchion, and Roscoe with Justine. I was aware of a new element in Mrs.
+Falchion’s manner. She seemed less powerfully attractive to me than in
+the old days, yet she certainly was more beautiful. It was hard to trace
+the new characteristic. But at last I thought I saw it in a decrease of
+that cold composure, that impassiveness, so fascinating in the past. In
+its place had come an allusive, restless something, to be found in
+words of troublesome vagueness, in variable moods, in an increased
+sensitiveness of mind and an undercurrent of emotional bitterness--she
+was emotional at last! She puzzled me greatly, for I saw two spirits in
+her: one pitiless as of old; the other human, anxious, not unlovely.
+
+At length we became silent, and walked so side by side for a time. Then,
+with that old delightful egotism and selfishness--delightful in its very
+daring--she said: “Well, amuse me!”
+
+“And is it still the end of your existence,” I rejoined--“to be amused?”
+
+“What is there else to do?” she replied with raillery.
+
+“Much. To amuse others, for instance; to regard human beings as
+something more than automata.”
+
+“Has Mr. Roscoe made you a preaching curate? I helped Amshar at the
+Tanks.”
+
+“One does not forget that. Yet you pushed Amshar with your foot.”
+
+“Did you expect me to kiss the black coward? Then, I nursed Mr. Roscoe
+in his illness.”
+
+“And before that?”
+
+“And before that I was born into the world, and grew to years of
+knowledge, and learned what fools we mortals be, and--and there--is that
+Mr. Devlin’s big sawmill?”
+
+We had suddenly emerged on a shelf of the mountainside, and were looking
+down into the Long Cloud Valley. It was a noble sight. Far to the north
+were foothills covered with the glorious Norfolk pine, rising in steppes
+till they seemed to touch white plateaus of snow, which again billowed
+to glacier fields whose austere bosoms man’s hand had never touched; and
+these suddenly lifted up huge, unapproachable shoulders, crowned with
+majestic peaks that took in their teeth the sun, the storm, and the
+whirlwinds of the north, never changing countenance from day to year and
+from year to age.
+
+Facing this long line of glory, running irregularly on towards that
+sea where Franklin and M’Clintock led their gay adventurers,--the bold
+ships,--was another shore, not so high or superior, but tall and sombre
+and warm, through whose endless coverts of pine there crept and idled
+the generous Chinook winds--the soothing breath of the friendly Pacific.
+Between these shores the Long Cloud River ran; now boisterous, now soft,
+now wallowing away through long channels, washing gorges always dark as
+though shaded by winter, and valleys always green as favoured by summer.
+Creeping along a lofty narrow path upon that farther shore was a mule
+train, bearing packs which would not be opened till, through the great
+passes of the mountain, they were spilled upon the floors of fort and
+post on the east side of the Rockies.
+
+Not far from where the mule train crept along was a great hole in the
+mountain-side, as though antique giants of the hills had tunnelled
+through to make themselves a home or to find the eternal secret of the
+mountains. Near to this vast dark cavity was a hut--a mere playhouse, it
+seemed, so small was it, viewed from where we stood. From the edge of a
+cliff just in front of this hut, there swung a long cable, which reached
+almost to the base of the shore beneath us; and, even as we looked,
+we saw what seemed a tiny bucket go swinging slowly down that strange
+hypotenuse. We watched it till we saw it get to the end of its journey
+in the valley beneath, not far from the great mill to which we were
+bound.
+
+“How mysterious!” said Mrs. Falchion. “What does it mean? I never saw
+anything like that before. What a wonderful thing!”
+
+Roscoe explained. “Up there in that hut,” he said, “there lives a man
+called Phil Boldrick. He is a unique fellow, with a strange history.
+He has been miner, sailor, woodsman, river-driver, trapper,
+salmon-fisher;--expert at the duties of each of these, persistent at
+none. He has a taste for the ingenious and the unusual. For a time he
+worked in Mr. Devlin’s mill. It was too tame for him. He conceived the
+idea of supplying the valley with certain necessaries, by intercepting
+the mule trains as they passed across the hills, and getting them down
+to Viking by means of that cable. The valley laughed at him; men said
+it was impossible. He went to Mr. Devlin, and Mr. Devlin came to me.
+I have, as you know, some knowledge of machinery and engineering.
+I thought the thing feasible but expensive, and told Mr. Devlin so.
+However, the ingenuity of the thing pleased Mr. Devlin, and, with that
+singular enterprise which in other directions has made him a rich man,
+he determined on its completion. Between us we managed it. Boldrick
+carries on his aerial railway with considerable success, as you see.”
+
+“A singular man,” said Mrs. Falchion. “I should like to see him. Come,
+sit down here and tell me all you know about him, will you not?”
+
+Roscoe assented. I arranged a seat for us, and we all sat.
+
+Roscoe was about to begin, when Mrs. Falchion said, “Wait a minute. Let
+us take in this scene first.”
+
+We were silent. After a moment I turned to Mrs. Falchion, and said: “It
+is beautiful, is it not?”
+
+She drew in a long breath, her eyes lighted up, and she said, with a
+strange abandon of gaiety: “Yes, it is delightful to live.”
+
+It seemed so, in spite of the forebodings of my friend and my own
+uneasiness concerning him, Ruth Devlin, and Mrs. Falchion. The place
+was all peace: a very monotony of toil and pleasure. The heat drained
+through the valley back and forth in visible palpitations upon the roofs
+of the houses, the mills, and the vast piles of lumber: all these seemed
+breathing. It looked a busy Arcady. From beneath us life vibrated with
+the regularity of a pulse: distance gave a kind of delighted ease to
+toil. Event appeared asleep.
+
+But when I look back now, after some years, at the experiences of
+that day, I am astonished by the running fire of events, which,
+unfortunately, were not all joy.
+
+As I write I can hear that keen wild singing of the saw come to us
+distantly, with a pleasant, weird elation. The big mill hung above the
+river, its sides all open, humming with labour, as I had seen it many a
+time during my visit to Roscoe. The sun beat in upon it, making a
+broad piazza of light about its sides. Beyond it were pleasant shadows,
+through which men passed and repassed at their work. Life was busy all
+about it. Yet the picture was bold, open, and strong. Great iron hands
+reached down into the water, clamped a massive log or huge timber,
+lightly drew it up the slide from the water, where, guided by the
+hand-spikes of the men, it was laid upon its cradle and carried slowly
+to the devouring teeth of the saws: there to be sliced through rib and
+bone in moist sandwiched layers, oozing the sweet sap of its fibre; and
+carried out again into the open to be drained to dry bones under the
+exhaust-pipes of the sun: piles upon piles; houses with wide chinks
+through which the winds wandered, looking for tenants and finding none.
+
+To the north were booms of logs, swilling in the current, waiting for
+their devourer. Here and there were groups of river-drivers and their
+foremen, prying twisted heaps of logs from the rocks or the shore into
+the water. Other groups of river-drivers were scattered upon the banks,
+lifting their huge red canoes high up on the platforms, the spring’s
+and summer’s work of river-driving done; while others lounged upon
+the grass, or wandered lazily through the village, sporting with the
+Chinamen, or chaffing the Indian idling in the sun--a garish figure
+stoically watching the inroads of civilisation. The town itself was
+squat but amiable: small houses and large huts; the only place of note
+and dignity, the new town hall, which was greatly overshadowed by the
+big mill, and even by the two smaller ones flanking it north and south.
+
+But Viking was full of men who had breathed the strong life of the
+hills, had stolen from Nature some of her brawny strength, and set
+themselves up before her as though a man were as great as a mountain
+and as good a thing to see. It was of such a man that Galt Roscoe was to
+tell us. His own words I will not give, but will speak of Phil Boldrick
+as I remember him and as Roscoe described him to us.
+
+Of all the men in the valley, none was so striking as Phil Boldrick.
+Of all faces his was the most singular; of all characters his the most
+unique; of all men he was the most unlucky, save in one thing--the
+regard of his fellows. Others might lay up treasures, not he; others
+lose money at gambling, not he--he never had much to lose. But yet he
+did all things magniloquently. The wave of his hand was expansive, his
+stride was swaying and decisive, his over-ruling, fraternal faculty was
+always in full swing. Viking was his adopted child; so much so that a
+gentleman river-driver called it Philippi; and by that name it sometimes
+went, and continues still so among those who knew it in the old days.
+
+Others might have doubts as to the proper course to pursue under certain
+circumstances; it was not so with Phil. They might argue a thing out
+orally, he did so mentally, and gave judgment on it orally. He was
+final, not oracular. One of his eyes was of glass, and blue; the other
+had an eccentricity, and was of a deep and meditative grey. It was a
+wise and knowing eye. It was trained to many things--like one servant in
+a large family. One side of his face was solemn, because of the gay but
+unchanging blue eye, the other was gravely humourous, shrewdly playful.
+His fellow citizens respected him; so much so, that they intended to
+give him an office in the new-formed corporation; which means that
+he had courage and downrightness, and that the rough, straightforward
+gospel of the West was properly interpreted by him.
+
+If a stranger came to the place, Phil was sent first to reconnoitre; if
+any function was desirable, Phil was requested to arrange it; if justice
+was to be meted out, Phil’s opinion had considerable weight--for he had
+much greater leisure than other more prosperous men; if a man was taken
+ill (this was in the days before a doctor came), Phil was asked to
+declare if he would “shy from the finish.”
+
+I heard Roscoe more than once declare that Phil was as good as two
+curates to him. Not that Phil was at all pious, nor yet possessed of
+those abstemious qualities in language and appetite by which good men
+are known; but he had a gift of civic virtue--important in a
+wicked world, and of unusual importance in Viking. He had neither
+self-consciousness nor fear; and while not possessed of absolute tact
+in a social way, he had a knack of doing the right thing bluntly, or
+the wrong thing with an air of rightness. He envied no man, he coveted
+nothing; had once or twice made other men’s fortunes by prospecting, but
+was poor himself. And in all he was content, and loved life and Viking.
+
+Immediately after Roscoe had reached the mountains Phil had become his
+champion, declaring that there was not any reason why a man should
+not be treated sociably because he was a parson. Phil had been a great
+traveller, as had many who settled at last in these valleys to the
+exciting life of the river: salmon-catching or driving logs. He had
+lived for a time in Lower California and Mexico, and had given Roscoe
+the name of The Padre: which suited the genius and temper of the rude
+population. And so it was that Roscoe was called The Padre by every one,
+though he did not look the character.
+
+As he told his story of Phil’s life I could not help but contrast him
+with most of the clergymen I knew or had seen. He had the admirable ease
+and tact of a cultured man of the world, and the frankness and warmth of
+a hearty nature, which had, however, some inherent strain of melancholy.
+Wherever I had gone with him I had noticed that he was received with
+good-humoured deference by his rough parishioners and others who were
+such only in the broadest sense. Perhaps he would not have succeeded so
+well if he had worn clerical clothes. As it was, of a week day, he could
+not be distinguished from any respectable layman. The clerical uniform
+attracts women more than men, who, if they spoke truly, would resent it.
+Roscoe did not wear it, because he thought more of men than of function,
+of manliness than clothes; and though this sometimes got him into
+trouble with his clerical brethren who dearly love Roman collar, and
+coloured stole, and the range of ritual from a lofty intoning to the
+eastward position, he managed to live and himself be none the worse,
+while those who knew him were certainly the better.
+
+When Roscoe had finished his tale, Mrs. Falchion said: “Mr. Boldrick
+must be a very interesting man;” and her eyes wandered up to the great
+hole in the mountain-side, and lingered there. “As I said, I must meet
+him,” she added; “men of individuality are rare.” Then: “That great
+‘hole in the wall’ is, of course, a natural formation.”
+
+“Yes,” said Roscoe. “Nature seems to have made it for Boldrick. He uses
+it as a storehouse.”
+
+“Who watches it while he is away?” she said. “There is no door to the
+place, of course.”
+
+Roscoe smiled enigmatically. “Men do not steal up here: that is the
+unpardonable crime; any other may occur and go unpunished; not it.”
+
+The thought seemed to strike Mrs. Falchion. “I might have known!” she
+said. “It is the same in the South Seas among the natives--Samoans,
+Tongans, Fijians, and others. You can--as you know, Mr. Roscoe,”--her
+voice had a subterranean meaning,--“travel from end to end of those
+places, and, until the white man corrupts them, never meet with a case
+of stealing; you will find them moral too in other ways until the white
+man corrupts them. But sometimes the white man pays for it in the end.”
+
+Her last words were said with a kind of dreaminess, as though they had
+no purpose; but though she sat now idly looking into the valley beneath,
+I could see that her eyes had a peculiar glance, which was presently
+turned on Roscoe, then withdrawn again. On him the effect was so far
+disturbing that he became a little pale, but I noticed that he met her
+glance unflinchingly and then looked at me, as if to see in how far I
+had been affected by her speech. I think I confessed to nothing in my
+face.
+
+Justine Caron was lost in the scene before us. She had, I fancy,
+scarcely heard half that had been said. Roscoe said to her presently:
+“You like it, do you not?”
+
+“Like it?” she said. “I never saw anything so wonderful.”
+
+“And yet it would not be so wonderful without humanity there,” rejoined
+Mrs. Falchion. “Nature is never complete without man. All that would be
+splendid without the mills and the machinery and Boldrick’s cable, but
+it would not be perfect: it needs man--Phil Boldrick and Company in
+the foreground. Nature is not happy by itself: it is only brooding and
+sorrowful. You remember the mountain of Talili in Samoa, Mr. Roscoe, and
+the valley about it: how entrancing yet how melancholy it is. It always
+seems to be haunted, for the natives never live in the valley. There is
+a tradition that once one of the white gods came down from heaven, and
+built an altar, and sacrificed a Samoan girl--though no one ever knew
+quite why: for there the tradition ends.”
+
+I felt again that there was a hidden meaning in her words; but Roscoe
+remained perfectly still. It seemed to me that I was little by little
+getting the threads of his story. That there was a native girl; that the
+girl had died or been killed; that Roscoe was in some way--innocently
+I dared hope--connected with it; and that Mrs. Falchion held the key to
+the mystery, I was certain. That it was in her mind to use the mystery,
+I was also certain. But for what end I could not tell. What had passed
+between them in London the previous winter I did not know: but it seemed
+evident that she had influenced him there as she did on the ‘Fulvia’,
+had again lost her influence, and was now resenting the loss, out of
+pique or anger, or because she really cared for him. It might be that
+she cared.
+
+She added after a moment: “Add man to nature, and it stops sulking:
+which goes to show that fallen humanity is better than no company at
+all.”
+
+She had an inherent strain of mockery, of playful satire, and she told
+me once, when I knew her better, that her own suffering always set
+her laughing at herself, even when it was greatest. It was this
+characteristic which made her conversation very striking, it was so
+sharply contrasted in its parts; a heartless kind of satire set against
+the most serious and acute statements. One never knew when she would
+turn her own or her interlocutor’s gravity into mirth.
+
+Now no one replied immediately to her remarks, and she continued: “If I
+were an artist I should wish to paint that scene, given that the lights
+were not so bright and that mill machinery not so sharply defined. There
+is almost too much limelight, as it were; too much earnestness in the
+thing. Either there should be some side-action of mirth to make it less
+intense, or of tragedy to render it less photographic; and unless, Dr.
+Marmion, you would consent to be solemn, which would indeed be droll;
+or that The Padre there--how amusing they should call him that!--should
+cease to be serious, which, being so very unusual, would be tragic, I
+do not know how we are to tell the artist that he has missed a chance of
+immortalising himself.”
+
+Roscoe said nothing, but smiled at her vivacity, while he deprecated her
+words by a wave of his hand. I also was silent for a moment; for there
+had come to my mind, while she was speaking and I was watching the
+scene, something that Hungerford had said to me once on board the
+‘Fulvia’. “Marmion,” said he, “when everything at sea appears so
+absolutely beautiful and honest that it thrills you, and you’re itching
+to write poetry, look out. There’s trouble ahead. It’s only the pretty
+pause in the happy scene of the play before the villain comes in and
+tumbles things about. When I’ve been on the bridge,” he continued, “of
+a night that set my heart thumping, I knew, by Jingo! it was the devil
+playing his silent overture. Don’t you take in the twaddle about God
+sending thunderbolts; it’s that old war-horse down below.--And then
+I’ve kept a sharp lookout, for I knew as right as rain that a company of
+waterspouts would be walking down on us, or a hurricane racing to catch
+us broadsides. And what’s gospel for sea is good for land, and you’ll
+find it so, my son.”
+
+I was possessed of the same feeling now as I looked at the scene before
+us, and I suppose I seemed moody, for immediately Mrs. Falchion said:
+“Why, now my words have come true; the scene can be made perfect. Pray
+step down to the valley, Dr. Marmion, and complete the situation, for
+you are trying to seem serious, and it is irresistibly amusing--and
+professional, I suppose; one must not forget that you teach the young
+‘sawbones’ how to saw.”
+
+I was piqued, annoyed. I said, though I admit it was not cleverly said:
+“Mrs. Falchion, I am willing to go and complete that situation, if you
+will go with me; for you would provide the tragedy--plenty of it; there
+would be the full perihelion of elements; your smile is the incarnation
+of the serious.”
+
+She looked at me full in the eyes. “Now that,” she said, “is a very good
+‘quid pro quo’--is that right?--and I have no doubt that it is more or
+less true; and for a doctor to speak truth and a professor to be under
+stood is a matter for angels. And I actually believe that, in time,
+you will be free from priggishness, and become a brilliant
+conversationalist; and--suppose we wander on to our proper places in the
+scene.... Besides, I want to see that strange man, Mr. Boldrick.”
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIV. THE PATH OF THE EAGLE
+
+We travelled slowly down the hillside into the village, and were about
+to turn towards the big mill when we saw Mr. Devlin and Ruth riding
+towards us. We halted and waited for them. Mr. Devlin was introduced
+to Mrs. Falchion by his daughter, who was sweetly solicitous concerning
+Mrs. Falchion and Justine Caron, and seemed surprised at finding them
+abroad after the accident of the day before. Ruth said that her father
+and herself had just come from the summer hotel, where they had gone
+to call upon Mrs. Falchion. Mrs. Falchion heartily acknowledged the
+courtesy. She seemed to be playing no part, but was apparently grateful
+all round; yet I believe that even already Ruth had caught at something
+in her presence threatening Roscoe’s peace; whilst she, from the
+beginning, had, with her more trained instincts, seen the relations
+between the clergyman and his young parishioner.--But what had that to
+do with her?
+
+Between Roscoe and Ruth there was the slightest constraint, and
+I thought that it gave a troubled look to the face of the girl.
+Involuntarily, the eyes of both were attracted to Mrs. Falchion. I
+believe in that moment there was a kind of revelation among the three.
+While I talked to Mr. Devlin I watched them, standing a little apart,
+Justine Caron with us. It must have been a painful situation for them;
+to the young girl because a shadow was trailing across the light of her
+first love; to Roscoe because the shadow came out of his past; to Mrs.
+Falchion because she was the shadow. I felt that trouble was at hand.
+In this trouble I knew that I was to play a part; for, if Roscoe had his
+secret and Mrs. Falchion had the key to it, I also held a secret which,
+in case of desperate need, I should use. I did not wish to use it, for
+though it was mine it was also another’s. I did not like the look in
+Mrs. Falchion’s eyes as she glanced at Ruth: I was certain that she
+resented Roscoe’s regard for Ruth and Ruth’s regard for Roscoe; but,
+up to that moment, I had not thought it possible that she cared for him
+deeply. Once she had influenced me, but she had never cared for me.
+
+I could see a change in her. Out of it came that glance at Ruth, which
+seemed to me the talon-like hatred that shot from the eyes of Goneril
+and Regan: and I was sure that if she loved Roscoe there would be mad
+trouble for him and for the girl. Heretofore she had been passionless,
+but there was a dormant power in her which had only to be wickedly
+aroused to wreck her own and others’ happiness. Hers was one of those
+volcanic natures, defying calculation and ordinary conceptions of life;
+having the fullest capacity for all the elementary passions--hatred,
+love, cruelty, delight, loyalty, revolt, jealousy. She had never from
+her birth until now felt love for any one. She had never been awakened.
+Even her affection for her father had been dutiful rather than
+instinctive. She had provoked love, but had never given it. She had been
+self-centred, compulsive, unrelenting. She had unmoved seen and let her
+husband go to his doom--it was his doom and death so far as she knew.
+
+Yet, as I thought of this, I found myself again admiring her. She was
+handsome, independent, distinctly original, and possessing capacity
+for great things. Besides, so far, she had not been actively
+vindictive--simply passively indifferent to the sufferings of others.
+She seemed to regard results more than means. All she did not like she
+could empty into the mill of the destroying gods: just as General Grant
+poured hundreds of thousands of men into the valley of the James, not
+thinking of lives but victory, not of blood but triumph. She too, even
+in her cruelty, seemed to have a sense of wild justice which disregarded
+any incidental suffering.
+
+I could see that Mr. Devlin was attracted by her, as every man had
+been who had ever met her; for, after all, man is but a common slave
+to beauty: virtue he respects, but beauty is man’s valley of suicide.
+Presently she turned to Mr. Devlin, having, as it seemed to me,
+made Roscoe and Ruth sufficiently uncomfortable. With that cheerful
+insouciance which was always possible to her on the most trying
+occasions, she immediately said, as she had often said to me, that she
+had come to Mr. Devlin to be amused for the morning, perhaps the whole
+day. It was her way, her selfish way, to make men her slaves.
+
+Mr. Devlin gallantly said that he was at her disposal, and with a kind
+of pride added that there was plenty in the valley which would interest
+her; for he was a frank, bluff man, who would as quickly have spoken
+disparagingly of what belonged to himself, if it was not worthy, as have
+praised it.
+
+“Where shall we go first?” he said. “To the mill?”
+
+“To the mill, by all means,” Mrs. Falchion replied; “I have never been
+in a great saw-mill, and I believe this is very fine. Then,” she added,
+with a little wave of the hand towards the cable running down from Phil
+Boldrick’s eyrie in the mountains, “then I want to see all that cable
+can do--all, remember.”
+
+Mr. Devlin laughed. “Well, it hasn’t many tricks, but what it does it
+does cleverly, thanks to The Padre.”
+
+“Oh yes,” responded Mrs. Falchion, still looking at the cable; “The
+Padre, I know, is very clever.”
+
+“He is more than clever,” bluffly replied Mr. Devlin, who was not keen
+enough to see the faint irony in her tones.
+
+“Yes,” responded Mrs. Falchion in the same tone of voice, “he is more
+than clever. I have been told that he was once very brave. I have been
+told that once in the South Seas he did his country a great service.”
+
+She paused. I could see Ruth’s eyes glisten and her face suffuse, for
+though she read the faint irony in the tone, still she saw that the
+tale which Mrs. Falchion was evidently about to tell, must be to Galt
+Roscoe’s credit. Mrs. Falchion turned idly upon Ruth and saw the look in
+her face. An almost imperceptible smile came upon her lips. She looked
+again at the cable and Phil Boldrick’s eyrie, which seemed to have a
+wonderful attraction for her. Not turning away from it, save now and
+then to glance indolently at Mr. Devlin or Ruth, and once enigmatically
+at myself, she said:
+
+“Once upon a time--that is the way, I believe, to begin a pretty
+story--there were four men-of-war idling about a certain harbour of
+Samoa. One of the vessels was the flag-ship, with its admiral on board.
+On one of the other vessels was an officer who had years before explored
+this harbour. It was the hurricane season. He advised the admiral not to
+enter the harbour, for the indications foretold a gale, and himself was
+not sure that his chart was in all respects correct, for the harbour had
+been hurriedly explored and sounded. But the admiral gave orders, and
+they sailed in.
+
+“That day a tremendous hurricane came crying down upon Samoa. It swept
+across the island, levelled forests of cocoa palms, battered villages to
+pieces, caught that little fleet in the harbour, and played with it in
+a horrible madness. To right and left were reefs, behind was the shore,
+with a monstrous surf rolling in; before was a narrow passage. One
+vessel made its way out--on it was the officer who had surveyed the
+harbour. In the open sea there was safety. He brought his vessel down
+the coast a little distance, put a rope about him and in the wild surf
+made for the shore. I believe he could have been court-martialled for
+leaving his ship, but he was a man who had taken a great many risks of
+one kind and another in his time. It was one chance out of a hundred;
+but he made it--he got to the shore, travelled down to the harbour where
+the men-of-war were careening towards the reefs, unable to make the
+passage out, and once again he tied a rope about him and plunged into
+the surf to try for the admiral’s ship. He got there terribly battered.
+They tell how a big wave lifted him and landed him upon the quarter-deck
+just as big waves are not expected to do. Well, like the hero in any
+melodrama of the kind, he very prettily piloted monsieur the admiral and
+his fleet out to the open sea.”
+
+She paused, smiling in an inscrutable sort of way, then turned and said
+with a sudden softness in her voice, though still with the air of one
+who wished not to be taken with too great a seriousness: “And,
+ladies and gentlemen, the name of the ship that led the way was the
+‘Porcupine’; and the name of the hero was Commander Galt Roscoe, R.N.;
+and ‘of such is the kingdom of heaven!’”
+
+There was silence for a moment. The tale had been told adroitly, and
+with such tact as to words that Roscoe could not take offence--need
+not, indeed, as he did not, I believe, feel any particular
+self-consciousness. I am not sure but he was a little glad that such
+evidence should have been given at the moment, when a kind of restraint
+had come between him and Ruth, by one who he had reason to think was
+not wholly his friend might be his enemy. It was a kind of offset to his
+premonitions and to the peril over which he might stumble at any moment.
+
+To me the situation was almost inexplicable; but the woman herself was
+inexplicable: at this moment the evil genius of us all, at that doing us
+all a kind of crude, superior justice. I was the first to speak.
+
+“Roscoe,” I said, “I never had heard of this, although I remember the
+circumstance as told in the newspapers. But I am glad and proud that I
+have a friend with such a record.”
+
+“And, only think,” said Mrs. Falchion, “he actually was not
+court-martialled for abandoning his ship to save an admiral and a fleet.
+But the ways of the English Admiralty are wonderful. They go out of
+their way to avoid a court-martial sometimes, and they go out of their
+way to establish it sometimes.”
+
+By this time we had started towards the mill. Roscoe walked ahead with
+Ruth Devlin. Mr. Devlin, Mrs. Falchion, Justine Caron and myself walked
+together.
+
+Mrs. Falchion presently continued, talking, as it seemed to me, at the
+back of Roscoe’s head:
+
+“I have known the Admiralty to force an officer to resign the navy
+because he had married a native wife. But I never knew the Admiralty to
+court-martial an officer because he did not marry a native wife whom
+he OUGHT to have married: but, as I said, the ways of the Admiralty are
+past admiration.”
+
+I could see Roscoe’s hand clinch at his side, and presently he said over
+his shoulder at her: “Your memory and your philosophy are as wonderful
+as the Admiralty are inscrutable.”
+
+She laughed. “You have not lost your old gift of retort,” she said. “You
+are still amusing.”
+
+“Well, come,” said Mr. Devlin cheerfully, “let’s see if there isn’t
+something even more amusing than Mr. Roscoe in Viking. I will show you,
+Mrs. Falchion, the biggest saw that ever ate the heart out of a Norfolk
+pine.”
+
+At the mill Mrs. Falchion was interested. She asked questions concerning
+the machinery which mightily pleased Mr. Devlin, they were so apt and
+intelligent; and herself assisted in giving an immense log to the teeth
+of the largest saw, which, with its six upright blades, ate, and was
+never satisfied. She stooped and ran her ungloved hand into the sawdust,
+as sweet before the sun has dried it as the scent of a rose. The rich
+smell of the fresh-cut lumber filled the air, and suggested all kinds of
+remote and pleasant things. The industry itself is one of the first that
+comes with the invasion of new territory, and makes one think of man’s
+first work in the world: to fell the tree and till the soil. It is
+impossible to describe that fierce, jubilant song of the saw, which
+even when we were near was never shrill or shrieking: never drowning our
+voices, but vibrant and delightful. To Mrs. Falchion it was new; she was
+impressed.
+
+“I have seen,” she said to Mr. Devlin, “all sorts of enterprises,
+but never anything like this. It all has a kind of rough music. It is
+enjoyable.”
+
+Mr. Devlin beamed. “I have just added something to the mill that will
+please you,” he said.
+
+She looked interested. We all gathered round. I stood between Mrs.
+Falchion and Ruth Devlin, and Roscoe beside Justine Caron.
+
+“It is the greatest mill-whistle in the country,” he continued. “It will
+be heard from twelve to twenty-five miles, according to the condition of
+the atmosphere. I want big things all round, and this is a masterpiece,
+I guess. Now, I’ll let you hear it if you like. I didn’t expect to use
+it until to-night at nine o’clock, when, also for the first time, I am
+to light the mills by electricity; a thing that’s not been attempted yet
+in any saw-mill on the Continent. We’re going to work night and day for
+a couple of months.”
+
+“This is all very wonderful. And are you indebted to Mr. Roscoe in these
+things too?--Everybody seems to need him here.”
+
+“Well,” said the mill-owner, laughing, “the whistle is my own. It’s the
+sort of thing I would propose--to blow my trumpet, as it were; but the
+electricity and the first experiments in it I owe to The Padre.”
+
+“As I thought,” she said, and turned to Roscoe. “I remember,” she added,
+“that you had an electrical search-light on the ‘Porcupine’, and that
+you were fond of electricity. Do you ever use search-lights here? I
+should think they might be of use in your parish. Then, for a change,
+you could let the parish turn it upon you, for the sake of contrast and
+edification.”
+
+For the moment I was exceedingly angry. Her sarcasm was well veiled,
+but I could feel the sardonic touch beneath the smiling surface. This
+innuendo seemed so gratuitous. I said to her, almost beneath my breath,
+that none of the others could hear: “How womanly!”
+
+She did no more than lift her eyebrows in acknowledgment, and went on
+talking lightly to Mr. Devlin. Roscoe was cool, but I could see now
+in his eyes a kind of smouldering anger; which was quite to my wish. I
+hoped he would be meek no longer.
+
+Presently Ruth Devlin said: “Would it not be better to wait till
+to-night, when the place is lighted, before the whistle is blown? Then
+you can get a better first impression. And if Mrs. Falchion will come
+over to our home at Sunburst, we will try and amuse her for the rest of
+the day--that is, after she has seen all here.”
+
+Mrs. Falchion seemed struck by the frankness of the girl, and for an
+instant debated, but presently said: “No, thank you. When all is seen
+now, I will go to the hotel, and then will join you all here in the
+evening, if that seems feasible. Perhaps Dr. Marmion will escort me
+here. Mr. Roscoe, of course, has other duties.”
+
+“I shall be happy,” I said, maliciously smiling, “to guide you to the
+sacrifice of the saw.”
+
+She was not disturbed. She touched Mr. Devlin’s arm, and, looking archly
+at him, nodded backwards towards me. “‘Beware the anaconda!’” she said.
+
+It was impossible not to be amused; her repartee was always so
+unrestrained. She disarmed one by what would have been, in a man,
+insolent sang-froid: in her it was piquancy, daring.
+
+Presently she added: “But if we are to have no colossal whistle and no
+electric light till evening, there is one thing I must have: and that is
+your remarkable Phil Boldrick, who seems to hold you all in the palm of
+his hand, and lives up there like a god on his Olympus.”
+
+“Well, suppose you go and call on him,” said Roscoe, with a touch of dry
+humour, his eye on the cable that reached to Boldrick’s perch.
+
+She saw her opportunity, and answered promptly: “Yes, I will call on
+him immediately,”--here she turned towards Ruth,--“if Miss Devlin and
+yourself will go with me.”
+
+“Nonsense,” interposed Mr. Devlin. “Besides, the cage will only hold two
+easily. Anyhow, it’s absurd.”
+
+“Why is it absurd? Is there any danger?” queried Mrs. Falchion.
+
+“Not unless there’s an idiot at the machinery.”
+
+“I should expect you to manage it,” she persisted.
+
+“But no woman has ever done it.”
+
+“I will make the record.” And, turning to Ruth: “You are not afraid?”
+
+“No, I am not afraid,” said the girl bravely, though she acknowledged
+to me afterwards that while she was not afraid of anything where her
+own skill was called in question, such as mountain-climbing, or even
+puma-hunting, she did not joyfully anticipate swinging between heaven
+and earth on that incline. “I will go,” she added, “if my father will
+let me. ... May I?” she continued, turning to him.
+
+Perhaps something of the father’s pride came up in him, perhaps he had
+just got some suspicion that between his daughter and Mrs. Falchion
+there was a subterranean rivalry. However it was, he gave a quick,
+quizzical look at both of them, then glanced at Roscoe, and said: “I’ll
+make no objections, if Ruth would like to introduce you to Phil. And, as
+Mrs. Falchion suggested, I’ll ‘turn the crank.’”
+
+I could see that Roscoe had a bad moment. But presently he appeared to
+me perfectly willing that Ruth should go. Maybe he was as keen that
+she should not appear at a disadvantage beside Mrs. Falchion as was her
+father.
+
+A signal was given, and the cage came slowly down the cable to the mill.
+We could see Boldrick, looking little bigger than a child at the other
+end, watching our movements. At the last moment Mr. Devlin and Roscoe
+seemed apprehensive, but the women were cool and determined. I noticed
+Mrs. Falchion look at Ruth curiously once or twice after they entered
+the cage, and before they started, and what she saw evidently gave her
+a higher opinion of the girl, for she laid her hand on Ruth’s arm
+suddenly, and said: “We will show these mere men what nerve is.”
+
+Ruth nodded, then ‘bon voyage’ was said, and the signal was given. The
+cage ascended at first quickly, then more slowly, swaying up and down a
+little on the cable, and climbing higher and higher through the air to
+the mountain-side. What Boldrick thought when he saw the two ascending
+towards him, he expressed to Mr. Devlin later in the day in vigorous
+language: what occurred at his but Ruth Devlin told me afterwards. When
+the cage reached him, he helped the two passengers out, and took them to
+his hut. With Ruth he had always been a favourite, and he welcomed her
+with admiring and affectionate respect.
+
+“Never b’lieved you could have done it, Miss Devlin--never! Not but what
+I knew you weren’t afraid of anything on the earth below, or the waters
+under the earth; but when you get swinging there over the world, and not
+high enough to get a hold on heaven, it makes you feel as if things
+was droppin’ away from you like. But, by gracious! you did it like an
+eagle--you and your friend.”
+
+By this time he was introduced, and at the name of Mrs. Falchion,
+he cocked his head, and looked quizzically, as if trying to remember
+something, then drew his hand once or twice across his forehead. After a
+moment he said: “Strange, now, ma’am, how your name strikes me. It isn’t
+a common name, and I’ve heerd it before somewhere--somewhere. It isn’t
+your face that I’ve seen before--for I’d have remembered it if it was a
+thousand years ago,” he added admiringly. “But I’ve heard some one use
+it; and I can’t tell where.”
+
+She looked curiously at him, and said: “Don’t try to remember, and it
+will come to you in good time. But show us everything about your place
+before we go back, won’t you, please?”
+
+He showed them his hut, where he lived, quite alone. It was supplied
+with bare necessaries, and with a counter, behind which were cups and a
+few bottles. In reference to this, Boldrick said: “Temperance drinks for
+the muleteers, tobacco and tea and sugar and postage stamps and things.
+They don’t gargle their throats with anything stronger than coffee at
+this tavern.”
+
+Then he took them to the cave in which puma, bear, and wapiti skins were
+piled, together with a few stores and the kits of travellers who had
+left their belongings in Boldrick’s keeping till they should come
+again. After Mrs. Falchion and Ruth had seen all, they came out upon
+the mountain-side and waved their handkerchiefs to us, who were still
+watching from below. Then Boldrick hoisted a flag on his hut, which he
+used on gala occasions, to celebrate the event, and, not content with
+this, fired a ‘feu de joie’, managed in this way: He took two anvils
+used by the muleteers and expressmen to shoe their animals, and placed
+one on the other, putting powder between. Then Mrs. Falchion thrust
+a red-hot iron into the powder, and an explosion ensued. I was for
+a moment uneasy, but Mr. Devlin reassured me, and instantly a shrill
+whistle from the little mills answered the salute.
+
+Just before they got into the cage, Mrs. Falchion turned to Boldrick,
+and said: “You have not been trying to remember where you heard my name
+before? Well, can you not recall it now?”
+
+Boldrick shook his head. “Perhaps you will recall it before I see you
+again,” she said.
+
+They started. As they did so, Mrs. Falchion said suddenly, looking at
+Boldrick keenly: “Were you ever in the South Seas?”
+
+Boldrick stood for an instant open-mouthed, and then exclaimed loudly,
+as the cage swung down the incline: “By Jingo! No, ma’am, I was never
+there, but I had a pal who come from Samoa.”
+
+She called back at him: “Tell me of him when we meet again. What was his
+name?”
+
+They were too far down the cable now for Boldrick’s reply to reach them
+distinctly. The descent seemed even more adventurous than the ascent,
+and, in spite of myself, I could not help a thrill of keen excitement.
+But they were both smiling when the cage reached us, and both had a very
+fine colour.
+
+“A delightful journey, a remarkable reception, and a very singular man
+is your Mr. Boldrick,” said Mrs. Falchion.
+
+“Yes,” replied Mr. Devlin, “you’ll know Boldrick a long time before you
+find his limits. He is about the most curious character I ever knew,
+and does the most curious things. But straight--straight as a die, Mrs.
+Falchion!”
+
+“I fancy that Mr. Boldrick and I would be very good friends indeed,”
+ said Mrs. Falchion; “and I purpose visiting him again. It is quite
+probable that we shall find we have had mutual acquaintances.” She
+looked at Roscoe meaningly as she said this, but he was occupied with
+Ruth.
+
+“You were not afraid?” Roscoe said to Ruth. “Was it not a strange
+sensation?”
+
+“Frankly, at first I was a little afraid, because the cage swings on the
+cable, and it makes you uncomfortable. But I enjoyed it before we got to
+the end.”
+
+Mrs. Falchion turned to Mr. Devlin. “I find plenty here to amuse me,”
+ she said, “and I am glad I came. To-night I want to go up that cable and
+call on Mr. Boldrick again, and see the mills and the electric light,
+and hear your whistle, from up there. Then, of course, you must show us
+the mill working at night, and afterwards--may I ask it?--you must all
+come and have supper with me at the summer hotel.”
+
+Ruth dropped her eyes. I saw she did not wish to go. Fortunately
+Mr. Devlin extricated her. “I’m afraid that will be impossible, Mrs.
+Falchion,” he said: “much obliged to you all the same. But I am going to
+be at the mill pretty near all night, and shouldn’t be able to go, and I
+don’t want Ruth to go without me.”
+
+“Then it must be another time,” said Mrs. Falchion.
+
+“Oh, whenever it’s convenient for Ruth, after a day or two, I’ll be
+ready and glad. But I tell you what: if you want to see something fine,
+you must go down as soon as possible to Sunburst. We live there, you
+know, not here at Viking. It’s funny, too, because, you see, there’s a
+feud between Viking and Sunburst--we are all river-men and mill-hands at
+Viking, and they’re all salmon-fishers and fruit-growers at Sunburst. By
+rights I ought to live here, but when I started I thought I’d build
+my mills at Sunburst, so I pitched my tent down there. My wife and the
+girls got attached to the place, and though the mills were built at
+Viking, and I made all my money up here, I live at Sunburst and spend
+my shekels there. I guess if I didn’t happen to live at Sunburst, people
+would be trailing their coats and making Donnybrook fairs every other
+day between these two towns. But that’s neither here nor there. Take my
+advice, Mrs. Falchion, and come to Sunburst and see the salmon-fishers
+at work, both day and night. It is about the biggest thing in the way
+of natural picturesqueness that you’ll see--outside my mills. Indians,
+half-breeds, white men, Chinamen--they are all at it in weirs and cages,
+or in the nets, and spearing by torch-light!--Don’t you think I would do
+to run a circus, Mrs. Falchion?--Stand at the door, and shout: ‘Here’s
+where you get the worth of your money’?”
+
+Mrs. Falchion laughed. “I am sure you and I will be good friends; you
+are amusing. And, to be perfectly frank with you, I am very weary of
+trying to live in the intellectual altitudes of Dr. Marmion--and The
+Padre.”
+
+I had never seen her in a greater strain of gaiety. It had almost a kind
+of feverishness--as if she relished fully the position she held towards
+Roscoe and Ruth, her power over their future, and her belief (as I think
+was in her mind then) that she could bring back to her self Roscoe’s
+old allegiance. That she believed this, I was convinced; that she would
+never carry it out, was just as strong: for I, though only the chorus
+in the drama, might one day find it in my power to become, for a moment,
+one of the principal actors--from which position I had declined one day
+when humiliated before Mrs. Falchion on the ‘Fulvia’. Boyd Madras was in
+my mind.
+
+After a few minutes we parted, agreeing to meet again in the valley in
+the evening. I had promised, as Mrs. Falchion had suggested, to escort
+her and Justine Caron from the summer hotel to the mill. Roscoe had
+duties at both Viking and Sunburst and would not join us until we all
+met in the evening. Mr. Devlin and Ruth rode away towards Sunburst. Mrs.
+Falchion, Justine, and myself travelled slowly up the hillside, talking
+chiefly upon the events of the morning. Mrs. Falchion appeared to
+admire greatly the stalwart character of Mr. Devlin; in a few swift,
+complimentary words disposed of Ruth; and then made many inquiries
+concerning Roscoe’s work, my own position, and the length of my stay
+in the mountains; and talked upon many trivial matters, never once
+referring--as it seemed to me, purposely--to our past experiences on
+the ‘Fulvia’, nor making any inquiry concerning any one except Belle
+Treherne.
+
+She showed no surprise when I told her that I expected to marry Miss
+Treherne. She congratulated me with apparent frankness, and asked for
+Miss Treherne’s address, saying she would write to her. As soon as she
+had left Roscoe’s presence she had dropped all enigmatical words
+and phrases, and, during this hour I was with her, was the tactful,
+accomplished woman of the world, with the one present object: to make
+her conversation agreeable, and to keep things on the surface. Justine
+Caron scarcely spoke during the whole of our walk, although I addressed
+myself to her frequently. But I could see that she watched Mrs.
+Falchion’s face curiously; and I believe that at this time her instinct
+was keener by far to read what was in Mrs. Falchion’s mind than my own,
+though I knew much more of the hidden chain of events connecting Mrs.
+Falchion’s life and Galt Roscoe’s.
+
+I parted from them at the door of the hotel, made my way down to
+Roscoe’s house at the ravine, and busied myself for the greater part of
+the day in writing letters, and reading on the coping. About sunset
+I called for Mrs. Falchion, and found her and Justine Caron ready and
+waiting. There was nothing eventful in our talk as we came down the
+mountain-side towards Viking--Justine Caron’s presence prevented that.
+It was dusk when we reached the valley. As yet the mills were all dark.
+The only lights visible were in the low houses lining the banks of the
+river. Against the mountainside there seemed to hang one bunch of flame
+like a star, large, red, and weird. It was a torch burning in front of
+Phil Boldrick’s hut. We made our way slowly to the mill, and found
+Mr. Devlin, Ruth, and Roscoe, with Ruth’s sister, and one or two other
+friends, expecting us.
+
+“Well,” said Mr. Devlin heartily, “I have kept the show waiting for you.
+The house is all dark, but I guess you’ll see a transformation scene
+pretty quick. Come out,” he continued, “and let us get the front seats.
+They are all stalls here; nobody has a box except Boldrick, and it is up
+in the flies.”
+
+“Mr. Devlin,” said Mrs. Falchion, “I purpose to see this show not only
+from the stalls, but from the box in the flies. Therefore, during the
+first act, I shall be here in front of the foot-lights. During the
+second act I shall be aloft like Tom Bowling--”
+
+“In other words--” began Mr. Devlin.
+
+“In other words,” added Mrs. Falchion, “I am going to see the valley and
+hear your great horn blow from up there!” She pointed towards the star
+in front of Phil’s hut.
+
+“All right,” said Mr. Devlin; “but you will excuse me if I say that I
+don’t particularly want anybody to see this performance from where Tom
+Bowling bides.”
+
+We left the office and went out upon the platform, a little distance
+from the mill. Mr. Devlin gave a signal, touched a wire, and immediately
+it seemed as if the whole valley was alight. The mill itself was in a
+blaze of white. It was transfigured--a fairy palace, just as the mud
+barges in the Suez Canal had been transformed by the search-light of
+the ‘Fulvia’. For the moment, in the wonder of change from darkness to
+light, the valley became the picture of a dream. Every man was at his
+post in the mill, and in an instant work was going on as we had seen it
+in the morning. Then, all at once, there came a great roar, as it were,
+from the very heart of the mill--a deep diapason, dug out of the throat
+of the hills: the big whistle.
+
+“It sounds mournful--like a great animal in pain,” said Mrs. Falchion.
+“You might have got one more cheerful.”
+
+“Wait till it gets tuned up,” said Mr. Devlin. “It hasn’t had a chance
+to get the burs out of its throat. It will be very fine as soon as the
+engine-man knows how to manage it.”
+
+“Yes,” said Ruth, interposing, “a little toning down would do it
+good--it is shaking the windows in your office; feel this platform
+tremble!”
+
+“Well, I bargained for a big whistle and I’ve got it: and I guess
+they’ll know if ever there’s a fire in the town!” Just as he said this,
+Roscoe gave a cry and pointed.
+
+We all turned, and saw a sight that made Ruth Devlin cover her face with
+her hands and Mrs. Falchion stand horror-stricken. There, coming
+down the cable with the speed of lightning, was the cage. In it was a
+man--Phil Boldrick. With a cry and a smothered oath, Mr. Devlin sprang
+towards the machinery, Roscoe with him. There was nobody near it, but
+they saw a boy whose duty it was that night to manage the cable, running
+towards it. Roscoe was the first to reach the lever; but it was too
+late. He partially stopped the cage, but only partially. It came with a
+dull, sickening thud to the ground, and Phil Boldrick--Phil Boldrick’s
+broken, battered body--was thrown out.
+
+A few minutes later Boldrick was lying in Mr. Devlin’s office.
+
+Ill luck for Viking in the hour of her success. Phil’s shattered hulk is
+drifting. The masts have gone by the board, the pilot from the captain’s
+side. Only the man’s “unconquerable soul” is on the bridge, watching
+the craft dip at the bow till the waters, their sport out, should hugely
+swallow it.
+
+We were all gathered round. Phil had asked to see the lad who, by
+neglecting the machinery for a moment, had wrecked his life. “My boy,”
+ he said, “you played an ugly game. It was a big mistake. I haven’t
+any grudge agen you, but be glad I’m not one that’d haunt you for your
+cussed foolishness.... There, now, I feel better; that’s off my mind!”
+
+“If you’re wanting to show remorse or anything,” he continued, “there’s
+my friend, Mr. Roscoe, The Padre--he’s all right, you understand!--Are
+you there?... Why don’t you speak?” He stretched out his hand. The lad
+took it, but he could not speak: he held it and sobbed.
+
+Then Phil understood. His brow wrinkled with a sudden trouble. He said:
+“There, never mind. I’m dying, but it isn’t what I expected. It doesn’t
+smart nor tear much; not more than river-rheumatism. P’r’aps I wouldn’t
+mind it at all if I could see.”
+
+For Phil was entirely blind now. The accident had destroyed his
+remaining eye. Being blind, he had already passed that first corridor
+of death--darkness. Roscoe stooped over him, took his hand, and spoke
+quietly to him. Phil knew the voice, and said with a faint smile: “Do
+you think they’d plant me with municipal honours--honours to pardners?”
+
+“We’ll see to that, Phil,” said Mr. Devlin from behind the clergyman.
+
+Phil recognised the voice. “You think that nobody’ll kick at making it
+official?”
+
+“Not one, Phil.”
+
+“And maybe they wouldn’t mind firin’ a volley--Lights out, as it were:
+and blow the big whistle? It’d look sociable, wouldn’t it?”
+
+“There’ll be a volley and the whistle, Phil--if you have to go,” said
+Mr. Devlin.
+
+There was a silence, then the reply came musingly: “I guess I hev to go.
+... I’d hev liked to see the corporation runnin’ longer, but maybe I can
+trust the boys.”
+
+A river-driver at the door said in a deep voice: “By the holy! yes, you
+can trust us.”
+
+“Thank you kindly.... If it doesn’t make any difference to the rest,
+I’d like to be alone with The Padre for a little--not for religion, you
+understand, for I go as I stayed, and I hev my views,--but for private
+business.”
+
+Slowly, awkwardly, the few river-drivers passed out--Devlin and Mrs.
+Falchion and Ruth and I with them--for I could do nothing now for
+him--he was broken all to pieces. Roscoe told me afterwards what
+happened then.
+
+“Padre,” he said to Roscoe, “are we alone?”
+
+“Quite alone, Phil.”
+
+“Well, I hevn’t any crime to tell, and the business isn’t weighty; but I
+hev a pal at Danger Mountain--” He paused.
+
+“Yes, Phil?”
+
+“He’s low down in s’ciety; but he’s square, and we’ve had the same
+blanket for many a day together. I crossed him first on the Panama
+level. I was broke--stony broke. He’d been shipwrecked, and was ditto.
+He’d been in the South Seas; I in Nicaragua. We travelled up through
+Mexico and Arizona, and then through California to the Canadian Rockies.
+At last we camped at Danger Mountain, a Hudson’s Bay fort, and stayed
+there. It was a roughish spot, but we didn’t mind that. Every place
+isn’t Viking. One night we had a difference--not a quarrel, mind you,
+but a difference. He was for lynchin’ a fellow called Piccadilly, a
+swell that’d come down in the world, bringin’ the worst tricks of
+his tribe with him. He’d never been a bony fidy gentleman--just an
+imitation. He played sneak with the daughter of Five Fingers, an Injin
+chief. We’d set store by that girl. There wasn’t one of us rough nuts
+but respected her. She was one of the few beautiful Injin women I’ve
+seen. Well, it come out that Piccadilly had ruined her, and one morning
+she was found dead. It drove my pal well-nigh crazy. Not that she was
+anything partik’ler to him; but the thing took hold of him unusual.”
+
+Now that I know all concerning Roscoe’s past life, I can imagine that
+this recital must have been swords at his heart. The whole occurrence is
+put down minutely in his diary, but there is no word of comment upon it.
+
+Phil had been obliged to stop for pain, and, after Roscoe had adjusted
+the bandages, he continued:
+
+“My pal and the others made up their minds they’d lynch Piccadilly; they
+wouldn’t give him the benefit of the doubt--for it wasn’t certain that
+the girl hadn’t killed herself.... Well, I went to Piccadilly, and give
+him the benefit. He left, and skipped the rope. Not, p’r’aps, that
+he ought to hev got away, but once he’d showed me a letter from his
+mother,--he was drunk too, at the time,--and I remembered when my
+brother Rodney was killed in the Black Hills, and how my mother took it;
+so I give him the tip to travel quick.”
+
+He paused and rested. Then presently continued: “Now, Padre, I’ve got
+four hundred dollars--the most I ever had at one time in my life. And
+I’d like it to go to my old pal--though we had that difference, and
+parted. I guess we respect each other about the same as we ever did. And
+I wish you’d write it down so that the thing would be municipal.”
+
+Roscoe took pencil and paper and said: “What’s his name, Phil?”
+
+“Sam--Tonga Sam.”
+
+“But that isn’t all his name?”
+
+“No, I s’pose not, but it’s all he ever had in general use. He’d got it
+because he’d been to the Tonga Islands and used to yarn about them. Put
+‘Tonga Sam, Phil Boldrick’s Pal at Danger Mountain, ult’--add the ‘ult,’
+it’s c’rrect.--That’ll find him. And write him these words, and if
+you ever see him say them to him--‘Phil Boldrick never had a pal that
+crowded Tonga Sam.’”
+
+When the document was written, Roscoe read it aloud, then both signed
+it, Roscoe guiding the battered hand over the paper.
+
+This done, there was a moment’s pause, and then Phil said: “I’d like to
+be in the open. I was born in the open--on the Madawaska. Take me out,
+Padre.”
+
+Roscoe stepped to the door, and silently beckoned to Devlin and myself.
+We carried him out, and put him beside a pine tree.
+
+“Where am I now?” he said. “Under the white pine, Phil.” “That’s right.
+Face me to the north.”
+
+We did so. Minutes passed in silence. Only the song of the saw was
+heard, and the welting of the river. “Padre,” he said at last hurriedly,
+“lift me up, so’s I can breathe.”
+
+This was done.
+
+“Am I facin’ the big mill?”
+
+“Yes.”
+
+“That’s c’rrect. And the ‘lectric light is burnin’ in the mill and in
+the town, an’ the saws are all goin’?”
+
+“Yes.”
+
+“By gracious, yes--you can hear ‘em! Don’t they scrunch the stuff,
+though!” He laughed a little. “Mr. Devlin an’ you and me hev been pretty
+smart, hevn’t we?”
+
+Then a spasm caught him, and after a painful pause he called: “It’s
+the biggest thing in cables.... Stand close in the cage.... Feel her
+swing!--Safe, you bet, if he stands by the lever....”
+
+His face lighted with the last gleam of living, and he said slowly: “I
+hev a pal--at Danger Mountain.”
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XV. IN THE TROUGH OF THE WINDS
+
+The three days following the events recorded in the preceding chapter
+were notable to us all. Because my own affairs and experiences are of
+the least account, I shall record them first: they will at least throw
+a little light on the history of people who appeared previously in this
+tale, and disappeared suddenly when the ‘Fulvia’ reached London, to make
+room for others.
+
+The day after Phil Boldrick’s death I received a letter from Hungerford,
+and also one from Belle Treherne. Hungerford had left the Occidental
+Company’s service, and had been fortunate enough to get the position of
+first officer on a line of steamers running between England and the West
+Indies. The letter was brusque, incisive, and forceful, and declared
+that, once he got his foot firmly planted in his new position, he would
+get married and be done with it. He said that Clovelly the novelist had
+given a little dinner at his chambers in Piccadilly, and that the guests
+were all our fellow-passengers by the ‘Fulvia’; among them Colonel
+Ryder, the bookmaker, Blackburn the Queenslander, and himself.
+
+This is extracted from the letter:
+
+ ... Clovelly was in rare form.--Don’t run away with the idea
+ that he’s eating his heart out because you came in just ahead in the
+ race for Miss Treherne. For my part--but, never mind!--You had
+ phenomenal luck, and you will be a phenomenal fool if you don’t
+ arrange for an early marriage. You are a perfect baby in some
+ things. Don’t you know that the time a woman most yearns for a man
+ is when she has refused him? And Clovelly is here on the ground,
+ and they are in the same set, and though I’d take my oath she would
+ be loyal to you if you were ten thousand miles from here for ten
+ years, so far as a promise is concerned, yet remember that a promise
+ and a fancy are two different things. We may do what’s right for
+ the fear o’ God, and not love Him either. Marmion, let the marriage
+ bells be rung early--a maiden’s heart is a ticklish thing....
+
+ But Clovelly was in rare form, as I said; and the bookmaker, who
+ had for the first time read a novel of his, amiably quoted from it,
+ and criticised it during the dinner, till the place reeked with
+ laughter. At first every one stared aghast (“stared aghast!”--how
+ is that for literary form?); but when Clovelly gurgled, and then
+ haw-hawed till he couldn’t lift his champagne, the rest of us
+ followed in a double-quick. And the bookmaker simply sat calm and
+ earnest with his eye-glass in his eye, and never did more than
+ gently smile. “See here,” he said ever so candidly of Clovelly’s
+ best character, a serious, inscrutable kind of a man, the dignified
+ figure in the book--“I liked the way you drew that muff. He was
+ such an awful outsider, wasn’t he? All talk, and hypocrite down to
+ his heels. And when you married him to that lady who nibbled her
+ food in public and gorged in the back pantry, and went ‘slumming’
+ and made shoulder-strings for the parson--oh, I know the kind!”--
+ [This was Clovelly’s heroine, whom he had tried to draw, as he said
+ himself, “with a perfect sincerity and a lovely worldly-mindedness,
+ and a sweet creation altogether.”] “I said, that’s poetic justice,
+ that’s the refinement of retribution. Any other yarn-spinner would
+ have killed the male idiot by murder, or a drop from a precipice, or
+ a lingering fever; but Clovelly did the thing with delicate torture.
+ He said, ‘Go to blazes,’ and he fixed up that marriage--and there
+ you are! Clovelly, I drink to you; you are a master!”
+
+ Clovelly acknowledged beautifully, and brought off a fine thing
+ about the bookmaker having pocketed L5000 at the Derby, then
+ complimented Colonel Ryder on his success as a lecturer in London
+ (pretty true, by the way), and congratulated Blackburn on his coming
+ marriage with Mrs. Callendar, the Tasmanian widow. What he said of
+ myself I am not going to repeat; but it was salaaming all round,
+ with the liquor good, and fun bang over the bulwarks.
+
+ How is Roscoe? I didn’t see as much of him as you did, but I liked
+ him. Take my tip for it, that woman will make trouble for him some
+ day. She is the biggest puzzle I ever met. I never could tell
+ whether she liked him or hated him; but it seems to me that either
+ would be the ruin of any “Christom man.” I know she saw something
+ of him while she was in London, because her quarters were next to
+ those of my aunt the dowager (whose heart the gods soften at my
+ wedding!) in Queen Anne’s Mansions, S.W., and who actually liked
+ Mrs. F., called on her, and asked her to dinner, and Roscoe too,
+ whom she met at her place. I believe my aunt would have used her
+ influence to get him a good living, if he had played his cards
+ properly; but I expect he wouldn’t be patronised, and he went for a
+ “mickonaree,” as they say in the South Seas.... Well, I’m off
+ to the Spicy Isles, then back again to marry a wife. “Go thou and
+ do likewise.”
+
+ By the way, have you ever heard of or seen Boyd Madras since he
+ slipped our cable at Aden and gave the world another chance?
+ I trust he will spoil her wedding--if she ever tries to have one.
+ May I be there to see!
+
+Because we shall see nothing more of Hungerford till we finally dismiss
+the drama, I should like to say that this voyage of his to the West
+Indies made his fortune--that is, it gave him command of one of the
+finest ships in the English merchant service. In a storm a disaster
+occurred to his vessel, his captain was washed overboard, and he was
+obliged to take command. His skill, fortitude, and great manliness,
+under tragical circumstances, sent his name booming round the world;
+and, coupled, as it was, with a singular act of personal valour, he
+had his pick of all vacancies and possible vacancies in the merchant
+service, boy (or little more) as he was. I am glad to say that he is now
+a happy husband and father too.
+
+The letter from Belle Treherne mentioned having met Clovelly several
+times of late, and, with Hungerford’s words hot in my mind, I
+determined, though I had perfect confidence in her, as in myself, to be
+married at Christmas-time. Her account of the courtship of Blackburn and
+Mrs. Callendar was as amusing as her description of an evening which the
+bookmaker had spent with her father, when he said he was going to marry
+an actress whom he had seen at Drury Lane Theatre in a racing drama.
+This he subsequently did, and she ran him a break-neck race for many a
+day, but never making him unhappy or less resourceful. His verdict, and
+his only verdict, upon Mrs. Falchion had been confided to Blackburn, who
+in turn confided it to Clovelly, who passed it on to me.
+
+He said: “A woman is like a horse. Make her beautiful, give her a high
+temper and a bit of bad luck in her youth, and she’ll take her revenge
+out of life; even though she runs straight, and wins straight every
+time; till she breaks her heart one day over a lost race. After that
+she is good to live with for ever. A heart-break for that kind is their
+salvation: without it they go on breaking the hearts of others.”
+
+As I read Belle’s and Hungerford’s letters my thoughts went back
+again--as they did so often indeed--to the voyage of the ‘Fulvia’, and
+then to Mrs. Falchion’s presence in the Rocky Mountains. There was a
+strange destiny in it all, and I had no pleasant anticipations about
+the end; for, even if she could or did do Roscoe no harm, so far as his
+position was concerned, I saw that she had already begun to make trouble
+between him and Ruth.
+
+That day which saw poor Boldrick’s death put her in a conflicting light
+to me. Now I thought I saw in her unusual gentleness, again an unusual
+irony, an almost flippant and cruel worldliness; and though at the time
+she was most touched by the accident, I think her feeling of horror at
+it made her appear to speak in a way which showed her unpleasantly to
+Mr. Devlin and his daughter. It may be, however, that Ruth Devlin saw
+further into her character than I guessed, and understood the strange
+contradictions of her nature. But I shall, I suppose, never know
+absolutely about that; nor does it matter much now.
+
+The day succeeding Phil’s death was Sunday, and the little church
+at Viking was full. Many fishers had come over from Sunburst. It was
+evident that people expected Roscoe to make some reference to
+Phil’s death in his sermon, or, at least, have a part of the service
+appropriate. By a singular chance the first morning lesson was David’s
+lamentation for Saul and Jonathan. Roscoe had a fine voice. He read
+easily, naturally--like a cultivated layman, not like a clergyman;
+like a man who wished to convey the simple meaning of what he read,
+reverently, honestly. On the many occasions when I heard him read the
+service, I noticed that he never changed the opening sentence, though
+there were, of course, others from which to choose. He drew the people
+to their feet always with these words, spoken as it were directly to
+them:
+
+ “When the wicked man turneth away from the wickedness that he hath
+ committed, and doeth that which is lawful and right, he shall save
+ his soul alive.”
+
+I noticed this morning that he instantly attracted the attention of
+every one, and held it, with the first words of the lesson:
+
+ “The beauty of Israel is slain upon thy high places: how are the
+ mighty fallen!”
+
+It seemed to me as if the people at first almost tried to stop
+breathing, so intense was the feeling. Mrs. Falchion was sitting very
+near me, and though she had worn her veil up at first, as I uncharitably
+put it then, to disconcert him, she drew it rather quickly down as his
+reading proceeded; but, so far as I could see, she never took her
+eyes off his face through the whole service; and, impelled in spite of
+myself, I watched her closely. Though Ruth Devlin was sitting not far
+from her, she scarcely looked that way.
+
+Evidently the text of the sermon was not chosen that it might have some
+association with Phil’s death, but there was a kind of simple grandeur,
+and certainly cheerful stalwartness, in his interpretation and practical
+rendering of the text:
+
+ “Who is this that cometh from Edom, with dyed garments from Bozrah?
+ ... travelling in the greatness of his strength? I that speak
+ in righteousness, mighty to save.”
+
+A man was talking to men sensibly, directly, quietly. It was impossible
+to resist the wholesome eloquence of his temperament; he was a
+revelation of humanity: what he said had life.
+
+I said to myself, as I had before, Is it possible that this man ever did
+anything unmanly?
+
+After the service, James Devlin--with Ruth--came to Roscoe and myself,
+and asked us to lunch at his house. Roscoe hesitated, but I knew it was
+better for him not to walk up the hills and back again immediately after
+luncheon; so I accepted for us both; and Ruth gave me a grateful look.
+Roscoe seemed almost anxious not to be alone with Ruth--not from any
+cowardly feeling, but because he was perplexed by the old sense of
+coming catastrophe, which, indeed, poor fellow, he had some cause to
+feel. He and Mr. Devlin talked of Phil’s funeral and the arrangements
+that had been made, and during the general conversation Ruth and I
+dropped behind.
+
+Quite abruptly she said to me: “Who is Mrs. Falchion?”
+
+“A widow--it is said--rich, unencumbered,” I as abruptly answered.
+
+“But I suppose even widows may have pedigrees, and be conjugated in the
+past tense,” was the cool reply. She drew herself up a little proudly.
+
+I was greatly astonished. Here was a girl living most of her life in
+these mountains, having only had a few years of social life in the East,
+practising with considerable skill those arts of conversation so much
+cultivated in metropolitan drawing-rooms. But I was a very dull fellow
+then, and had yet to learn that women may develop in a day to wonderful
+things.
+
+“Well,” I said in reply, “I suppose not. But I fear I cannot answer
+regarding the pedigree, nor a great deal about the past, for I only met
+her under two years ago.”
+
+“And yet I have imagined that you knew her pretty well, and that Mr.
+Roscoe knew her even better--perhaps,” she said suggestively.
+
+“That is so,” I tried to say with apparent frankness, “for she lived in
+the South Seas with her father, and Roscoe knew her there.”
+
+“She is a strange woman, and quite heartless in some ways; and yet, do
+you know, I like her while I dislike her; and I cannot tell why.”
+
+“Do not try to tell,” I answered, “for she has the gift of making people
+do both.--I think she likes and dislikes herself--as well as others.”
+
+“As well--as others,” she replied slowly. “Yes, I think I have noticed
+that. You see,” she added, “I do not look at people as most girls of
+my age: and perhaps I am no better for that. But Mrs. Falchion’s
+introduction to me occurred in such peculiar circumstances, and the
+coincidence of your knowing her was so strange, that my interest is not
+unnatural, I suppose.”
+
+“On the contrary,” I said, “I am only surprised that you have restrained
+your curiosity so much and so long. It was all very strange; though the
+meeting was quite to be expected, as Mrs. Falchion herself explained
+that day. She had determined on coming over to the Pacific Coast; this
+place was in her way; it is a fashionable resort; and she stood a good
+chance of finding old friends.”
+
+“Yes--of finding--old friends,” was the abstracted reply. “I like Miss
+Caron, her companion, very much better than--most women I have met.”
+
+This was not what she was going to say, but she checked herself, lest
+she might be suspected of thinking uncharitably of Mrs. Falchion. I,
+of course, agreed with her, and told her the story of Galt Roscoe and
+Hector Caron, and of Justine’s earnestness regarding her fancied debt to
+Roscoe.
+
+I saw that the poison of anxiety had entered the girl’s mind; and it
+might, perhaps, bear fruit of no engaging quality. In her own home,
+however, it was a picture to see her with her younger sisters and
+brothers, and invalid mother. She went about very brightly and sweetly
+among them, speaking to them as if she was mother to them all, angel
+of them all, domestic court for them all; as indeed she was. Here there
+seemed no disturbing element in her; a close observer might even have
+said (and in this case I fancy I was that) that she had no mind or heart
+for anything or anybody but these few of her blood and race. Hers was a
+fine nature--high, wholesome, unselfish. Yet it struck me sadly also, to
+see how the child-like in her, and her young spirit, had been so early
+set to the task of defence and protection: a mother at whose breasts
+a child had never hung; maternal, but without the relieving joys of
+maternity.
+
+I knew that she would carry through her life that too watchful, too
+anxious tenderness; that to her last day she would look back and not
+remember that she had a childhood once; because while yet a child she
+had been made into a woman.
+
+Such of the daughters of men make life beautiful; but themselves are
+selfish who do not see the almost intolerable pathos of unselfishness
+and sacrifice. At the moment I was bitter with the thought that, if Mrs.
+Falchion intended anything which could steal away this girl’s happiness
+from her, even for a time, I should myself seek to retaliate--which was,
+as may appear, in my power. But I could not go to Mrs. Falchion now
+and say: “You intend some harm to these two: for God’s sake go away
+and leave them alone!” I had no real ground for making such a request.
+Besides, if there was any catastrophe, any trouble, coming, or possible,
+that might hasten it, or, at least, give it point.
+
+I could only wait. I had laid another plan, and from a telegram I had
+received in answer to one I had sent, I believed it was working. I did
+not despair. I had, indeed, sent a cable to my agent in England, which
+was to be forwarded to the address given me by Boyd Madras at Aden. I
+had got a reply saying that Boyd Madras had sailed for Canada by the
+Allan Line of steamers. I had then telegraphed to a lawyer I knew in
+Montreal, and he had replied that he was on the track of the wanderer.
+
+All Viking and Sunburst turned out to Phil Boldrick’s funeral.
+Everything was done that he had requested. The great whistle roared
+painfully, revolvers and guns were fired over his grave, and the
+new-formed corporation appeared. He was buried on the top of a
+foot-hill, which, to this day, is known as Boldricks’ Own. The grave was
+covered by an immense flat stone bearing his name. But a flagstaff was
+erected near, no stouter one stands on Beachy Head or elsewhere,--and on
+it was engraved:
+
+ PHIL BOLDRICK,
+
+ Buried with Municipal Honours on
+ the Thirtieth day of June 1883.
+
+ This to his Memory, and for the honour of
+ Viking and Sunburst.
+
+“Padre,” said a river-driver to Galt Roscoe after the rites were
+finished, “that was a man you could trust.”
+
+“Padre,” added another, “that was a man you could bank on, and draw your
+interest reg’lar. He never done a mean thing, and he never pal’d with
+a mean man. He wasn’t for getting his teeth on edge like some in the
+valley. He didn’t always side with the majority, and he had a gift of
+doin’ things on the square.”
+
+Others spoke in similar fashion, and then Viking went back to work, and
+we to our mountain cottage.
+
+Many days passed quietly. I saw that Galt Roscoe wished to speak to me
+on the subject perplexing him, but I did not help him. I knew that
+it would come in good time, and the farther off it was the better. I
+dreaded to hear what he had to tell, lest, in spite of my confidence in
+him, it should really be a thing which, if made public, must bring ruin.
+During the evenings of these days he wrote much in his diary--the very
+book that lies by me now. Writing seemed a relief to him, for he was
+more cheerful afterwards. I know that he had received letters from the
+summer hotel, but whether they were from Mrs. Falchion or Justine Caron
+I was not then aware, though I afterwards came to know that one of them
+was from Justine, asking him if she might call on him. He guessed that
+the request was connected with Hector Caron’s death; and, of course,
+gave his consent. During this time he did not visit Ruth Devlin, nor did
+he mention her name. As for myself, I was sick of the whole business,
+and wished it well over, whatever the result.
+
+I make here a few extracts from Roscoe’s diary, to show the state of his
+mind at this period:
+
+ Can a man never get away from the consequences of his wickedness,
+ even though he repents?... Restitution is necessary as well
+ as repentance; but when one cannot make restitution, when it is
+ impossible--what then? I suppose one has to reply, Well, you have
+ to suffer, that is all.... Poor Alo! To think that after all
+ these years, you can strike me!
+
+ There is something malicious in the way Mercy Falchion crosses my
+ path. What she knows, she knows; and what she can do if she
+ chooses, I must endure. I cannot love Mercy Falchion again, and
+ that, I suppose, is the last thing she would wish now. I cannot
+ bring Alo back. But how does that concern her! Why does she hate
+ me so? For, underneath her kindest words,--and they are kind
+ sometimes,--I can detect the note of enmity, of calculating scorn.
+ ... I wish I could go to Ruth and tell her all, and ask her to
+ decide if she can take a man with such a past.... What a
+ thing it is to have had a clean record of unflinching manliness at
+ one’s back!
+
+I add another extract:
+
+ Phil’s story of Danger Mountain struck like ice at my heart. There
+ was a horrible irony in the thing: that it should be told to me, of
+ all the world, and at such a time. Some would say, I suppose, that
+ it was the arrangement of Providence. Not to speak it profanely, it
+ seems to be the achievement of the devil. The torture was too
+ malicious for God....
+
+ Phil’s letter has gone to his pal at Danger Mountain....
+
+The fourth day after the funeral Justine Caron came to see Galt Roscoe.
+This was the substance of their conversation, as I came to know long
+afterwards.
+
+“Monsieur,” she said, “I have come to pay something of a debt which I
+owe to you. It is a long time since you gave my poor Hector burial, but
+I have never forgotten, and I have brought you at last--you must not
+shake your head so--the money you spent.... But you MUST take it. I
+should be miserable if you did not. The money is all that I can repay;
+the kindness is for memory and gratitude always.”
+
+He looked at her wonderingly, earnestly, she seemed so unworldly,
+standing there, her life’s ambition not stirring beyond duty to her
+dead. If goodness makes beauty, she was beautiful; and yet, besides
+all that, she had a warm, absorbing eye, a soft, rounded cheek, and she
+carried in her face the light of a cheerful, engaging spirit.
+
+“Will it make you happier if I take the money?” he said at last, and his
+voice showed how she had moved him.
+
+“So much happier!” she answered, and she put a roll of notes into his
+hand.
+
+“Then I will take it,” he replied, with a manner not too serious, and
+he looked at the notes carefully; “but only what I actually spent,
+remember; what I told you when you wrote me at Hector’s death; not
+this ample interest. You forget, Miss Caron, that your brother was my
+friend.”
+
+“No I cannot forget that. It lives with me,” she rejoined softly. But
+she took back the surplus notes. “And I have my gratitude left still,”
+ she added, smiling.
+
+“Believe me, there is no occasion for gratitude. Why, what less could
+one do?”
+
+“One could pass by on the other side.”
+
+“He was not fallen among thieves,” was his reply; “he was among
+Englishmen, the old allies of the French.”
+
+“But the Priests and the Levites, people of his own
+country--Frenchmen--passed him by. They were infamous in falsehood,
+cruel to him and to me.--You are an Englishman; you have heart and
+kindness.”
+
+He hesitated, then he gravely said: “Do not trust Englishmen more than
+you trust your own countrymen. We are selfish even in our friendships
+often. We stick to one person, and to benefit that one we sacrifice
+others. Have you found all Englishmen--and WOMEN unselfish?” He
+looked at her steadily; but immediately repented that he had asked the
+question, for he had in his mind one whom they both knew, too well,
+perhaps; and he added quickly: “You see, I am not kind.”
+
+They were standing now in the sunlight just outside the house. His hands
+were thrust down in the pockets of his linen coat; her hands opening and
+shutting her parasol slightly. They might, from their appearance, have
+been talking of very inconsequent things.
+
+Her eyes lifted sorrowfully to his. “Ah, monsieur,” she rejoined, “there
+are two times when one must fear a woman.” She answered his question
+more directly than he could have conjectured. But she felt that she must
+warn him.
+
+“I do not understand,” he said.
+
+“Of course you do not. Only women themselves understand that the two
+times when one must fear a woman are when she hates, and when she
+loves--after a kind. When she gets wicked or mad enough to hate, either
+through jealousy or because she cannot love where she would, she is
+merciless. She does not know the honour of the game. She has no pity.
+Then, sometimes when she loves in a way, she is, as you say, most
+selfish. I mean a love which--is not possible. Then she does some mad
+act--all women are a little mad sometimes. Most of us wish to be good,
+but we are quicksilver....”
+
+Roscoe’s mind had been working fast. He saw she meant to warn him
+against Mrs. Falchion. His face flushed slightly. He knew that Justine
+had thought well of him, and now he knew also that she suspected
+something not creditable or, at least, hazardous in his life.
+
+“And the man--the man whom the woman hates?”
+
+“When the woman hates--and loves too, the man is in danger.”
+
+“Do you know of such a man?” he almost shrinkingly said.
+
+“If I did I would say to him, The world is wide. There is no glory in
+fighting a woman who will not be fair in battle. She will say what
+may appear to be true, but what she knows in her own heart to be
+false--false and bad.”
+
+Roscoe now saw that Justine had more than an inkling of his story.
+
+He said calmly: “You would advise that man to flee from danger?”
+
+“Yes, to flee,” she replied hurriedly, with a strange anxiety in her
+eyes; “for sometimes a woman is not satisfied with words that kill. She
+becomes less than human, and is like Jael.”
+
+Justine knew that Mrs. Falchion held a sword over Roscoe’s career; she
+guessed that Mrs. Falchion both cared for him and hated him too; but
+she did not know the true reason of the hatred--that only came out
+afterwards. Woman-like, she exaggerated in order that she might move
+him; but her motive was good, and what she said was not out of keeping
+with the facts of life.
+
+“The man’s life even might be in danger?” he asked.
+
+“It might.”
+
+“But surely that is not so dreadful,” he still said calmly.
+
+“Death is not the worst of evils.”
+
+“No, not the worst; one has to think of the evil word as well. The evil
+word can be outlived; but the man must think of those who really love
+him--who would die to save him--and whose hearts would break if he
+were killed. Love can outlive slander, but it is bitter when it has to
+outlive both slander and death. It is easy to love with joy so long as
+both live, though there are worlds between. Thoughts fly and meet; but
+Death makes the great division.... Love can only live in the pleasant
+world.”
+
+Very abstractedly he said: “Is it a pleasant world to you?”
+
+She did not reply directly to that, but answered: “Monsieur, if you know
+of such a man as I speak of, warn him to fly.” And she raised her eyes
+from the ground and looked earnestly at him. Now her face was slightly
+flushed, she looked almost beautiful.
+
+“I know of such a man,” he replied, “but he will not go. He has to
+answer to his own soul and his conscience. He is not without fear, but
+it is only fear for those who care for him, be they ever so few. And
+he hopes that they will be brave enough to face his misery, if it must
+come. For we know that courage has its hour of comfort.... When such a
+man as you speak of has his dark hour he will stand firm.”
+
+Then with a great impulse he added: “This man whom I know did wrong, but
+he was falsely accused of doing a still greater. The consequence of the
+first thing followed him. He could never make restitution. Years went
+by. Some one knew that dark spot in his life--his Nemesis.”
+
+“The worst Nemesis in this life, monsieur, is always a woman,” she
+interrupted.
+
+“Perhaps she is the surest,” he continued. “The woman faced him in the
+hour of his peace and--” he paused. His voice was husky.
+
+“Yes, ‘and,’ monsieur?”
+
+“And he knows that she would ruin him, and kill his heart and destroy
+his life.”
+
+“The waters of Marah are bitter,” she murmured, and she turned her face
+away from him to the woods. There was no trouble there. The birds were
+singing, black squirrels were jumping from bough to bough, and they
+could hear the tapping of the woodpecker. She slowly drew on her gloves,
+as if for occupation.
+
+He spoke at length as though thinking aloud: “But he knows that,
+whatever comes, life has had for him more compensations than he
+deserves. For, in his trouble, a woman came, and said kind words, and
+would have helped him if she could.”
+
+“There were TWO women,” she said solemnly.
+
+“Two women?” he repeated slowly.
+
+“The one stayed in her home and prayed, and the other came.”
+
+“I do not understand,” he said: and he spoke truly.
+
+“Love is always praying for its own, therefore one woman prayed at home.
+The other woman who came was full of gratitude, for the man was noble,
+she owed him a great debt, and she believed in him always. She knew that
+if at any time in his life he had done wrong, the sin was without malice
+or evil.”
+
+“The woman is gentle and pitiful with him, God knows.”
+
+She spoke quietly now, and her gravity looked strange in one so young.
+
+“God knows she is just, and would see him fairly treated. She is so far
+beneath him! and yet one can serve a friend though one is humble and
+poor.”
+
+“How strange,” he rejoined, “that the man should think himself miserable
+who is befriended in such a way! Mademoiselle, he will carry to his
+grave the kindness of this woman.”
+
+“Monsieur,” she added humbly, yet with a brave light in her eyes, “it is
+good to care whether the wind blows bitter or kind. Every true woman is
+a mother, though she have no child. She longs to protect the suffering,
+because to protect is in her so far as God is.... Well, this woman
+cares that way....” She held out her hand to say good-bye. Her look was
+simple, direct, and kind. Their parting words were few and unremarkable.
+
+Roscoe watched Justine Caron as she passed out into the shade of the
+woods, and he said to himself: “Gratitude like that is a wonderful
+thing.” He should have said something else, but he did not know, and she
+did not wish him to know: and he never knew.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVI. A DUEL IN ARCADY
+
+The more I thought of Mrs. Falchion’s attitude towards Roscoe, the more
+I was puzzled. But I had at last reduced the position to this: Years
+ago Roscoe had cared for her and she had not cared for him. Angered
+or indignant at her treatment of him, Roscoe’s affections declined
+unworthily elsewhere. Then came a catastrophe of some kind, in which
+Alo (whoever she was) suffered. The secret of this catastrophe Mrs.
+Falchion, as I believe, held. There was a parting, a lapse of years, and
+then the meeting on the ‘Fulvia’: with it, partial restoration of Mrs.
+Falchion’s influence, then its decline, and then a complete change of
+position. It was now Mrs. Falchion that cared, and Roscoe that shunned.
+It perplexed me that there seemed to be behind Mrs. Falchion’s present
+regard for Roscoe some weird expression of vengeance, as though somehow
+she had been wronged, and it was her duty to punish. In no other way was
+the position definable. That Roscoe would never marry her was certain to
+my mind. That he could not marry her now was also certain--to me; I had
+the means to prevent it. That she wished to marry him I was not
+sure, though she undoubtedly cared for him. Remained, therefore, the
+supposition that if he cared for her she would do him no harm, as to his
+position. But if he married Ruth, disaster would come--Roscoe himself
+acknowledged that she held the key of his fortunes.
+
+Upon an impulse, and as a last resort, I had taken action whereby
+in some critical moment I might be able to wield a power over Mrs.
+Falchion. I was playing a blind game, but it was the only card I held.
+I had heard from the lawyer in Montreal that Madras, under another name,
+had gone to the prairie country to enter the mounted police. I had then
+telegraphed to Winnipeg, but had got no answer.
+
+I had seen her many times, but we had never, except very remotely,
+touched upon the matter which was uppermost in both our minds. It was
+not my wish to force the situation. I knew that my opportunity would
+come wherein to spy upon the mind of the enemy. It came. On the evening
+that Justine Caron called upon Roscoe, I accidentally met Mrs. Falchion
+in the grounds of the hotel. She was with several people, and as I
+spoke to her she made a little gesture of invitation. I went over, was
+introduced to her companions, and then she said:
+
+“Dr. Marmion, I have not yet made that visit to the salmon-fishers at
+Sunburst. Unfortunately, on the days when I called on Miss Devlin, my
+time was limited. But now I have a thirst for adventure, and time hangs
+heavy. Will you perform your old office of escort, and join a party,
+which we can make up here, to go there to-morrow?”
+
+I had little love for Mrs. Falchion, but I consented, because it
+seemed to me the chance had come for an effective talk with her; and I
+suggested that we should go late in the afternoon of the next day,
+and remain till night and see the Indians, the half-breeds, and white
+fishermen working by torch-light on the river. The proposition was
+accepted with delight.
+
+Then the conversation turned upon the feud that existed between Viking
+and Sunburst, the river-drivers and the fishers. During the last few
+days, owing to the fact that there were a great many idle river-men
+about, the river-driving for the season being done, there had been more
+than one quarrel of a serious nature at Sunburst. It had needed a great
+deal of watchfulness on the part of Mr. Devlin and his supporters to
+prevent fighting. In Sunburst itself, Mr. Devlin had much personal
+influence. He was a man of exceedingly strong character, bold, powerful,
+persuasive. But this year there had been a large number of rough,
+adventurous characters among the river-men, and they seemed to
+take delight in making sport of, and even interfering with, the
+salmon-fishers. We talked of these things for some time, and then I took
+my leave. As I went, Mrs. Falchion stepped after me, tapped me on the
+arm, and said in a slow, indolent tone:
+
+“Whenever you and I meet, Dr. Marmion, something happens--something
+strange. What particular catastrophe have you arranged for to-morrow?
+For you are, you know, the chorus to the drama.”
+
+“Do not spoil the play by anticipation,” I said.
+
+“One gets very weary of tragedy,” she retorted. “Comedy would be a
+relief. Could you not manage it?”
+
+“I do not know about to-morrow,” I said, “as to a comedy. But I promise
+you that one of these days I will present to you the very finest comedy
+imaginable.”
+
+“You speak oracularly,” she said; “still you are a professor, and
+professors always pose. But now, to be perfectly frank with you, I do
+not believe that any comedy you could arrange would be as effective as
+your own.”
+
+“You have read ‘Much Ado about Nothing’,” I said.
+
+“Oh, it is as good as that, is it?” she asked.
+
+“Well, it has just as good a final situation,” I answered. She seemed
+puzzled, for she saw I spoke with some undercurrent of meaning. “Mrs.
+Falchion,” I said to her suddenly and earnestly, “I wish you to think
+between now and to-morrow of what I am just going to say to you.”
+
+“It sounds like the task set an undergraduate, but go on,” she said.
+
+“I wish you to think,” said I, “of the fact that I helped to save your
+life.”
+
+She flushed; an indignant look shot into her face, and her voice
+vibrating, she said:
+
+“What man would have done less?” Then, almost immediately after, as
+though repenting of what she had said, she continued in a lower tone and
+with a kind of impulsiveness uncommon to her: “But you had courage, and
+I appreciate that; still, do not ask too much. Good-night.”
+
+We parted at that, and did not meet again until the next afternoon, when
+I joined her and her party at the summer hotel. Together we journeyed
+down to Sunburst.
+
+It was the height of the salmon-fishing season. Sunburst lay cloyed
+among the products of field and forest and stream. At Viking one got the
+impression of a strong pioneer life, vibrant, eager, and with a touch of
+Arcady. But viewed from a distance Sunburst seemed Arcady itself. It was
+built in green pastures, which stretched back on one side of the river,
+smooth, luscious, undulating to the foot-hills. This was on one side
+of the Whi-Whi River. On the other side was a narrow margin, and then a
+sheer wall of hills in exquisite verdure. The houses were of wood, and
+chiefly painted white, sweet and cool in the vast greenness. Cattle
+wandered shoulders deep in the rich grass, and fruit of all kinds was
+to be had for the picking. The population was strangely mixed. Men had
+drifted here from all parts of the world, sometimes with their families,
+sometimes without them. Many of them had settled here after mining
+at the Caribou field and other places on the Frazer River. Mexican,
+Portuguese, Canadian, Californian, Australian, Chinaman, and coolie
+lived here, side by side, at ease in the quiet land, following a
+primitive occupation with primitive methods.
+
+One could pick out the Indian section of the village, because not far
+from it was the Indian graveyard, with its scaffolding of poles and
+brush and its offerings for the dead. There were almost interminable
+rows of scaffolding on the river’s edge and upon the high bank where
+hung the salmon drying in the sun. The river, as it ambled along, here
+over shallows, there over rapids and tiny waterfalls, was the pathway
+for millions and millions of salmon upon a pilgrimage to the West and
+North--to the happy hunting grounds of spawn. They came in droves so
+thick at times that, crowding up the little creeks which ran into the
+river, they filled them so completely as to dam up the water and make
+the courses a solid mass of living and dead fish. In the river itself
+they climbed the rapids and leaped the little waterfalls with incredible
+certainty; except where man had prepared his traps for them. Sometimes
+these traps were weirs or by-washes, made of long lateral tanks of
+wicker-work. Down among the boulders near the shore, scaffoldings were
+raised, and from these the fishermen with nets and wicker-work baskets
+caught the fish as they came up.
+
+We wandered about during the afternoon immensely interested in all
+that we saw. During that time the party was much together, and my
+conversation with Mrs. Falchion was general. We had supper at a quiet
+little tavern, idled away an hour in drinking in the pleasant scene; and
+when dusk came went out again to the banks of the river.
+
+From the time we left the tavern to wander by the river I managed to be
+a good deal alone with Mrs. Falchion. I do not know whether she saw that
+I was anxious to speak with her privately, but I fancy she did. Whatever
+we had to say must, in the circumstances, however serious, be kept
+superficially unimportant. And, as it happened, our serious conference
+was carried on with an air of easy gossip, combined with a not
+artificial interest in all we saw. And there was much to see. Far up and
+down the river the fragrant dusk was spotted with the smoky red light
+of torches, and the atmosphere shook with shadows, through which ran the
+song of the river, more amiable than the song of the saw, and the low,
+weird cry of the Indians and white men as they toiled for salmon in the
+glare of the torches. Here upon a scaffolding a half-dozen swung their
+nets and baskets in the swift river, hauling up with their very long
+poles thirty or forty splendid fish in an hour; there at a small
+cascade, in great baskets sunk into the water, a couple of Indians
+caught and killed the salmon that, in trying to leap the fall, plumped
+into the wicker cage; beyond, others, more idle and less enterprising,
+speared the finny travellers, thus five hundred miles from home--the
+brave Pacific.
+
+Upon the banks the cleaning and curing went on, the women and children
+assisting, and as the Indians and half-breeds worked they sang either
+the wild Indian melodies, snatches of brave old songs of the ‘voyageurs’
+of a past century, or hymns taught by the Jesuit missionaries in the
+persons of such noble men as Pere Lacombe and Pere Durieu, who have
+wandered up and down the vast plains of both sides of the Rockies
+telling an old story in a picturesque, heroic way. These old hymns were
+written in Chinook, that strange language,--French, English, Spanish,
+Indian, arranged by the Hudson’s Bay Company, which is, like the
+wampum-belt, a common tongue for tribes and peoples not speaking any
+language but their own. They were set to old airs--lullabies, chansons,
+barcarolles, serenades, taken out of the folk-lore of many lands. Time
+and again had these simple arcadian airs been sung as a prelude to some
+tribal act that would not bear the search-light of civilisation--little
+by the Indians east of the Rockies, for they have hard hearts and fierce
+tongues, but much by the Shuswaps, Siwashes, and other tribes of the
+Pacific slope, whose natures are for peace more than for war; who, one
+antique day, drifted across from Japan or the Corea, and never, even in
+their wild, nomadic state, forgot their skill and craft in wood and gold
+and silver.
+
+We sat on the shore and watched the scene for a time, saying nothing.
+Now and again, as from scaffolding to scaffolding, from boat to boat,
+and from house to house, the Chinook song rang and was caught up in a
+slow monotone, so not interfering with the toil, there came the sound
+of an Indian drum beaten indolently, or the rattle of dry hard sticks--a
+fantastic accompaniment.
+
+“Does it remind you of the South Seas?” I asked Mrs. Falchion, as, with
+her chin on her hand, she watched the scene.
+
+She drew herself up, almost with an effort, as though she had been lost
+in thought, and looked at me curiously for a moment. She seemed trying
+to call back her mind to consider my question. Presently she answered
+me: “Very little. There is something finer, stronger here. The
+atmosphere has more nerve, the life more life. This is not a land for
+the idle or vicious, pleasant as it is.”
+
+“What a thinker you are, Mrs. Falchion!”
+
+She seemed to recollect herself suddenly. Her voice took on an
+inflection of satire. “You say it with the air of a discoverer. With
+Columbus and Hervey and you, the world--” She stopped, laughing softly
+at the thrust, and moved the dust about with her foot.
+
+“In spite of the sarcasm, I am going to add that I feel a personal
+satisfaction in your being a woman who does think, and acts more on
+thought than impulse.”
+
+“‘Personal satisfaction’ sounds very royal and august. It is long, I
+imagine, since you took a--personal satisfaction--in me.”
+
+I was not to be daunted. “People who think a good deal and live a fresh,
+outdoor life--you do that--naturally act most fairly and wisely in time
+of difficulty--and contretemps.”
+
+“But I had the impression that you thought I acted unfairly and
+unwisely--at such times.”
+
+We had come exactly where I wanted. In our minds we were both looking at
+those miserable scenes on the ‘Fulvia’, when Madras sought to adjust the
+accounts of life and sorely muddled them.
+
+“But,” said I, “you are not the same woman that you were.”
+
+“Indeed, Sir Oracle,” she answered: “and by what necromancy do you
+know?”
+
+“By none. I think you are sorry now--I hope you are--for what--”
+
+She interrupted me indignantly. “You go too far. You are
+almost--unbearable. You said once that the matter should be buried, and
+yet here you work for an opportunity, Heaven knows why, to place me at a
+disadvantage!”
+
+“Pardon me,” I answered; “I said that I would never bring up those
+wretched scenes unless there was cause. There is cause.”
+
+She got to her feet. “What cause--what possible cause can there be?”
+
+I met her eye firmly. “I am bound to stand by my friend,” I said. “I can
+and I will stand by him.”
+
+“If it is a game of drawn swords, beware!” she retorted. “You speak to
+me as if I were a common adventuress. You mistake me, and forget
+that you--of all men--have little margin of high morality on which to
+speculate.”
+
+“No, I do not forget that,” I said, “nor do I think of you as an
+adventuress. But I am sure you hold a power over my friend, and--”
+
+She stopped me. “Not one word more on the subject. You are not to
+suppose this or that. Be wise do not irritate and annoy a woman like me.
+It were better to please me than to preach to me.”
+
+“Mrs. Falchion,” I said firmly, “I wish to please you--so well that some
+day you will feel that I have been a good friend to you as well as to
+him--”
+
+Again she interrupted me. “You talk in foolish riddles. No good can come
+of this.”
+
+“I cannot believe that,” I urged; “for when once your heart is moved by
+the love of a man, you will be just, and then the memory of another man
+who loved you and sinned for you--”
+
+“Oh, you coward!” she broke out scornfully--“you coward to persist in
+this!”
+
+I made a little motion of apology with my hand, and was silent. I was
+satisfied. I felt that I had touched her as no words of mine had ever
+touched her before. If she became emotional, was vulnerable in her
+feelings, I knew that Roscoe’s peace might be assured. That she loved
+Roscoe now I was quite certain. Through the mists I could see a
+way, even if I failed to find Madras and arrange another surprising
+situation. She was breathing hard with excitement.
+
+Presently she said with incredible quietness, “Do not force me to do
+hard things. I have a secret.”
+
+“I have a secret too,” I answered. “Let us compromise.”
+
+“I do not fear your secret,” she answered. She thought I was referring
+to her husband’s death. “Well,” I replied, “I honestly hope you never
+will. That would be a good day for you.”
+
+“Let us go,” she said; then, presently: “No, let us sit here and forget
+that we have been talking.”
+
+I was satisfied. We sat down. She watched the scene silently, and I
+watched her. I felt that it would be my lot to see stranger things
+happen to her than I had seen before; but all in a different fashion. I
+had more hope for my friend, for Ruth Devlin, for--!
+
+I then became silent even to myself. The weltering river, the fishers
+and their labour and their songs, the tall dark hills, the deep gloomy
+pastures, the flaring lights, were then in a dream before me; but I was
+thinking, planning.
+
+As we sat there, we heard noises, not very harmonious, interrupting the
+song of the salmon-fishers. We got up to see. A score of river-drivers
+were marching down through the village, mocking the fishers and making
+wild mirth. The Indians took little notice, but the half-breeds and
+white fishers were restless.
+
+“There will be trouble here one day,” said Mrs. Falchion.
+
+“A free fight which will clear the air,” I said.
+
+“I should like to see it--it would be picturesque, at least,” she added
+cheerfully; “for I suppose no lives would be lost.”
+
+“One cannot tell,” I answered; “lives do not count so much in new
+lands.”
+
+“Killing is hateful, but I like to see courage.”
+
+And she did see it.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVII. RIDING THE REEFS
+
+The next afternoon Roscoe was sitting on the coping deep in thought,
+when Ruth rode up with her father, dismounted, and came upon him so
+quietly that he did not hear her. I was standing in the trees a little
+distance away.
+
+She spoke to him once, but he did not seem to hear. She touched his arm.
+He got to his feet.
+
+“You were so engaged that you did not hear me,” she said.
+
+“The noise of the rapids!” he answered, after a strange pause, “and your
+footstep is very light.”
+
+She leaned her chin on her hand, rested against the rail of the coping,
+looked meditatively into the torrent below, and replied: “Is it so
+light?” Then after a pause: “You have not asked me how I came, who came
+with me, or why I am here.”
+
+“It was first necessary for me to conceive the delightful fact that you
+are here,” he said in a dazed, and, therefore, not convincing tone.
+
+She looked him full in the eyes. “Please do not pay me the ill
+compliment of a compliment,” she said. “Was it the sailor who spoke then
+or the--or yourself? It is not like you.”
+
+“I did not mean it as a compliment,” he replied. “I was thinking about
+critical and important things.”
+
+“‘Critical and important’ sounds large,” she returned.
+
+“And the awakening was sudden,” he continued. “You must make allowance,
+please, for--”
+
+“For the brusque appearance of a very unimaginative, substantial, and
+undreamlike person? I do. And now, since you will not put me quite at my
+ease by assuming, in words, that I have been properly ‘chaperoned’ here,
+I must inform you that my father waits hard by--is, as my riotous young
+brother says, ‘without on the mat.’”
+
+“I am very glad,” he replied with more politeness than exactness.
+
+“That I was duly escorted, or that my father is ‘without on the mat’?
+... However, you do not appear glad one way or the other. And now I must
+explain our business. It is to ask your company at dinner (do consider
+yourself honoured--actually a formal dinner party in the Rockies!) to
+meet the lieutenant-governor, who is coming to see our famous Viking
+and Sunburst.... But you are expected to go out where my father feeds
+his--there, see--his horse on your ‘trim parterre.’ And now that I have
+done my duty as page and messenger without a word of assistance, Mr.
+Roscoe, will you go and encourage my father to hope that you will be
+vis-a-vis to his excellency?” She lightly beat the air with her whip,
+while I took a good look at the charming scene.
+
+Roscoe looked seriously at the girl for an instant. He understood too
+well the source of such gay social banter. He knew it covered a hurt. He
+said to her: “Is this Ruth Devlin or another?”
+
+And she replied very gravely: “It is Ruth Devlin and another too,” and
+she looked down to the chasm beneath with a peculiar smile; and her eyes
+were troubled.
+
+He left her and went and spoke to her father whom I had joined, but,
+after a moment, returned to Ruth. Ruth turned slightly to meet him as he
+came. “And is the prestige of the house of Devlin to be supported?”
+ she said; “and the governor to be entertained with tales of flood and
+field?”
+
+His face had now settled into a peculiar calmness. He said with a touch
+of mock irony: “The sailor shall play his part--the obedient retainer of
+the house of Devlin.”
+
+“Oh,” she said, “you are malicious now! You turn your long accomplished
+satire on a woman.” And she nodded to the hills opposite, as if to tell
+them that it was as they had said to her: those grand old hills with
+which she had lived since childhood, to whom she had told all that had
+ever happened to her.
+
+“No, indeed no,” he replied, “though I am properly rebuked. I fear I am
+malicious--just a little, but it is all inner-self-malice: ‘Rome turned
+upon itself.’”
+
+“But one cannot always tell when irony is intended for the speaker of
+it. Yours did not seem applied to yourself,” was her slow answer, and
+she seemed more interested in Mount Trinity than in him.
+
+“No?” Then he said with a playful sadness: “A moment ago you were not
+completely innocent of irony, were you?”
+
+“But a man is big and broad, and should not--he should be magnanimous,
+leaving it to woman, whose life is spent among little things, to be
+guilty of littlenesses. But see how daring I am--speaking like this
+to you who know so much more than I do.... Surely, you are still only
+humorous, when you speak of irony turned upon yourself--the irony so icy
+to your friends?”
+
+She had developed greatly. Her mind had been sharpened by pain. The
+edge of her wit had become poignant, her speech rendered logical and
+allusive. Roscoe was wise enough to understand that the change in her
+had been achieved by the change in himself; that since Mrs. Falchion
+came, Ruth had awakened sharply to a distress not exactly definable. She
+felt that though he had never spoken of love to her, she had a right to
+share his troubles. The infrequency of his visits to her of late, and
+something in his manner, made her uneasy and a little bitter. For there
+was an understanding between them, though it had been unspoken and
+unwritten. They had vowed without priest or witness. The heart speaks
+eloquently in symbols first, and afterwards in stumbling words.
+
+It seemed to Roscoe at this moment, as it had seemed for some time,
+that the words would never be spoken. And was this all that had troubled
+her--the belief that Mrs. Falchion had some claim upon his life? Or had
+she knowledge, got in some strange way, of that wretched shadow in his
+past?
+
+This possibility filled him with bitterness. The old Adam in him awoke,
+and he said within himself “God in heaven, must one folly, one sin,
+kill me and her too? Why me more than another!... And I love her, I love
+her!”
+
+His eyes flamed until their blue looked all black, and his brows grew
+straight over them sharply, making his face almost stern.... There
+came swift visions of renouncing his present life; of going with
+her--anywhere: to tell her all, beg her forgiveness, and begin life over
+again, admitting that this attempt at expiation was a mistake; to have
+his conscience clear of secret, and trust her kindness. For now he
+was sure that Mrs. Falchion meant to make his position as a clergyman
+impossible; to revenge herself on him for no wrong that, as far as he
+knew, he ever did directly to her. But to tell this girl, or even
+her father or mother, that he had been married, after a shameful,
+unsanctified fashion, to a savage, with what came after, and the awful
+thing that happened--he who ministered at the altar! Now that he looked
+the thing in the face it shocked him. No, he could not do it.
+
+She said to him, while he looked at her as though he would read her
+through and through, though his mind was occupied with a dreadful
+possibility beyond her:
+
+“Why do you look so? You are stern. You are critical. Have
+I--disimproved so?”
+
+The words were full of a sudden and natural womanly fear, that something
+in herself had fallen in value. They had a pathos so much the more
+moving because she sought to hide it.
+
+There swam before his eyes the picture of happiness from which she
+herself had roused him when she came. He involuntarily, passionately,
+caught her hand and pressed it to his lips twice; but spoke nothing.
+
+“Oh! oh!--please!” she said. Her voice was low and broken, and she spoke
+appealingly. Could he not see that he was breaking her heart, while
+filling it also with unbearable joy? Why did he not speak and make this
+possible, and not leave it a thing to flush her cheeks, and cause her to
+feel he had acted on a knowledge he had no right to possess till he had
+declared himself in speech? Could he not have spared her that?--This
+Christian gentleman, whose worth had compassed these mountains and won
+the dwellers among them--it was bitter. Her pride and injured heart rose
+up and choked her.
+
+He let go her hand. Now his face was partly turned from her, and she saw
+how thin and pale it was. She saw, too, what I had seen during the past
+week, that his hair had become almost white about the temples; and the
+moveless sadness of his position struck her with unnatural force, so
+that, in spite of herself, tears came suddenly to her eyes, and a slight
+moan broke from her. She would have run away; but it was too late.
+
+He saw the tears, the look of pity, indignation, pride, and love in her
+face.
+
+“My love!” he cried passionately. He opened his arms to her.
+
+But she stood still. He came very close to her, spoke quickly, and
+almost despairingly: “Ruth, I love you, and I have wronged you; but here
+is your place, if you will come.”
+
+At first she seemed stunned, and her face was turned to her mountains,
+as though the echo of his words were coming back to her from them, but
+the thing crept into her heart and flooded it. She seemed to wake, and
+then all her affection carried her into his arms, and she dried her eyes
+upon his breast.
+
+After a time he whispered, “My dear, I have wronged you. I should not
+have made you care for me.”
+
+She did not seem to notice that he spoke of wrong. She said: “I was
+yours, Galt, even from the beginning, I think, though I did not quite
+know it. I remember what you read in church the first Sunday you came,
+and it has always helped me; for I wanted to be good.”
+
+She paused and raised her eyes to his, and then with sweet solemnity she
+said: “The words were:
+
+ “‘The Lord God is my strength, and He will make my feet like hinds’
+ feet, and He will make me to walk upon mine high places.’”
+
+“Ruth,” he answered, “you have always walked on the high places. You
+have never failed. And you are as safe as the nest of the eagle, a noble
+work of God.”
+
+“No, I am not noble; but I should like to be so. Most women like
+goodness. It is instinct with us, I suppose. We had rather be good than
+evil, and when we love we can do good things; but we quiver like the
+compass-needle between two poles. Oh, believe me! we are weak; but we
+are loving.”
+
+“Your worst, Ruth, is as much higher than my best as the heaven is--”
+
+“Galt, you hurt my fingers!” she interrupted.
+
+He had not noticed the almost fierce strength of his clasp. But his life
+was desperately hungry for her. “Forgive me, dearest.--As I said, better
+than my best; for, Ruth, my life was--wicked, long ago. You cannot
+understand how wicked!”
+
+“You are a clergyman and a good man,” she said, with pathetic negation.
+
+“You give me a heart unsoiled, unspotted of the world. I have been in
+some ways worse than the worst men in the valley there below.”
+
+“Galt, Galt, you shock me!” she said.
+
+“Why did I speak? Why did I kiss your hand as I did? Because at the
+moment it was the only honest thing to do; because it was due you that
+I should say: ‘Ruth, I love you, love you so much’”--here she nestled
+close to him--“‘so well, that everything else in life is as nothing
+beside it--nothing! so well that I could not let you share my
+wretchedness.’”
+
+She ran her hand along his breast and looked up at him with swimming
+eyes.
+
+“And you think that this is fair to me? that a woman gives the heart for
+pleasant weather only? I do not know what your sorrow may be, but it is
+my right to share it. I am only a woman; but a woman can be strong
+for those she loves. Remember that I have always had to care for
+others--always; and I can bear much. I will not ask what your trouble
+is, I only ask you”--here she spoke slowly and earnestly, and rested her
+hand on his shoulder--“to say to me that you love no other woman; and
+that--that no other woman has a claim upon you. Then I shall be content
+to pity you, to help you, to love you. God gives women many pains, but
+none so great as the love that will not trust utterly; for trust is our
+bread of life. Yes, indeed, indeed!”
+
+“I dare not say,” he said, “that it is your misfortune to love me, for
+in this you show how noble a woman can be. But I will say that the cup
+is bitter-sweet for you.... I cannot tell you now what my trouble is;
+but I can say that no other living woman has a claim upon me.... My
+reckoning is with the dead.”
+
+“That is with God,” she whispered, “and He is just and merciful too....
+Can it not be repaired here?” She smoothed back his hair, then let her
+fingers stray lightly on his cheek.
+
+It hurt him like death to reply. “No, but there can be punishment here.”
+
+She shuddered slightly. “Punishment, punishment,” she repeated
+fearfully--“what punishment?”
+
+“I do not quite know.” Lines of pain grew deeper in his face.... “Ruth,
+how much can a woman forgive?”
+
+“A mother, everything.” But she would say no more. He looked at her long
+and earnestly, and said at last: “Will you believe in me no matter what
+happens?”
+
+“Always, always.” Her smile was most winning.
+
+“If things should appear dark against me?”
+
+“Yes, if you give me your word.”
+
+“If I said to you that I did a wrong; that I broke the law of God,
+though not the laws of man?”
+
+There was a pause in which she drew back, trembling slightly, and looked
+at him timidly and then steadily, but immediately put her hands bravely
+in his, and said: “Yes.”
+
+“I did not break the laws of man.”
+
+“It was when you were in the navy?” she inquired, in an awe-stricken
+tone.
+
+“Yes, years ago.”
+
+“I know. I feel it. You must not tell me. It was a woman, and this
+other woman, this Mrs. Falchion knows, and she would try to ruin you,
+or”--here she seemed to be moved suddenly by a new thought--“or have
+you love her. But she shall not, she shall not--neither! For I will love
+you, and God will listen to me, and answer me.”
+
+“Would to Heaven I were worthy of you! I dare not think of where you
+might be called to follow me, Ruth.”
+
+“‘Whither thou goest, I will go; and where thou lodgest, I will lodge:
+thy people shall be my people, and thy God my God,’” she rejoined in a
+low voice.
+
+“‘Thy God my God!’” he repeated after her slowly. He suddenly wondered
+if his God was her God; whether now, in his trouble, he had that comfort
+which his creed and profession should give him. For the first time he
+felt acutely that his choice of this new life might have been more a
+reaction from the past, a desire for expiation, than radical belief that
+this was the right and only thing for him to do. And when, some time
+after, he bade Ruth good-bye, as she went with her father, it came to
+him with appalling conviction that his life had been a mistake. The
+twist of a great wrong in a man’s character distorts his vision; and if
+he has a tender conscience he magnifies his misdeeds.
+
+In silence Roscoe and I watched the two ride down the slope. I guessed
+what had happened: afterwards I was told all. I was glad of it, though
+the end was not yet promising. When we turned to go towards the house
+again, a man lounged out of the trees towards us. He looked at me, then
+at Roscoe, and said:
+
+“I’m Phil Boldrick’s pal from Danger Mountain.” Roscoe held out his
+hand, and the man took it, saying: “You’re The Padre, I suppose, and
+Phil was soft on you. Didn’t turn religious, did he? He always had a
+streak of God A’mighty in him; a kind of give-away-the-top-of-your-head
+chap; friend o’ the widow and the orphan, and divvy to his last crust
+with a pal. I got your letter, and come over here straight to see that
+he’s been tombed accordin’ to his virtues; to lay out the dollars
+he left me on the people he had on his visitin’ list; no loafers, no
+gophers, not one; but to them that stayed by him I stay, while prog and
+liquor last.”
+
+I saw Roscoe looking at him in an abstracted way, and, as he did not
+reply, I said: “Phil had many friends and no enemies.” Then I told him
+the tale of his death and funeral, and how the valley mourned for him.
+
+While I spoke he stood leaning against a tree, shaking his head and
+listening, his eyes occasionally resting on Roscoe with a look as
+abstracted and puzzled as that on Roscoe’s face. When I had finished he
+drew his hand slowly down his beard and a thick sound came from behind
+his fingers. But he did not speak.
+
+Then I suggested quietly that Phil’s dollars could be put to a better
+use than for prog and liquor.
+
+He did not reply to this at all; but after a moment’s pause, in which
+he seemed to be studying the gambols of a squirrel in a pine tree, he
+rubbed his chin nervously, and more in soliloquy than conversation said:
+“I never had but two pals that was pals through and through. And one was
+Phil and the other was Jo--Jo Brackenbury.”
+
+Here Roscoe’s hand, which had been picking at the bark of a poplar,
+twitched suddenly.
+
+The man continued: “Poor Jo went down in the ‘Fly Away’ when she swung
+with her bare ribs flat before the wind, and swamped and tore upon
+the bloody reefs at Apia.... God, how they gnawed her! And never a rag
+holdin’ nor a stick standin’, and her pretty figger broke like a tin
+whistle in a Corliss engine. And Jo Brackenbury, the dandiest rip,
+the noisiest pal that ever said ‘Here’s how!’ went out to heaven on a
+tearing sea.”
+
+“Jo Brackenbury--” Roscoe repeated musingly. His head was turned away
+from us.
+
+“Yes, Jo Brackenbury; and Captain Falchion said to me” (I wonder that
+I did not start then) “when I told him how the ‘Fly Away’ went down to
+Davy, and her lovers went aloft, reefed close afore the wind--‘Then,’
+says he, ‘they’ve got a damned sound seaman on the Jordan, and so help
+me! him that’s good enough to row my girl from open sea, gales poundin’
+and breakers showin’ teeth across the bar to Maita Point, is good enough
+for use where seas is still and reefs ain’t fashionable.’”
+
+Roscoe’s face looked haggard as it now turned towards us. “If you will
+meet me,” he said to the stranger, “to-morrow morning, in Mr. Devlin’s
+office at Viking, I will hand you over Phil Boldrick’s legacy.”
+
+The man made as if he would shake hands with Roscoe, who appeared not to
+notice the motion, and then said: “I’ll be there. You can bank on that;
+and, as we used to say down in the Spicy Isles, where neither of you
+have been, I s’pose, Talofa!”
+
+He swung away down the hillside.
+
+Roscoe turned to me. “You see, Marmion, all things circle to a centre.
+The trail seems long, but the fox gets killed an arm’s length from his
+hole.”
+
+“Not always. You take it too seriously,” I said. “You are no fox.”
+
+“That man will be in at the death,” he persisted.
+
+“Nonsense, Roscoe. He does not know you. What has he to do with you?
+This is overwrought nerves. You are killing yourself with worry.”
+
+He was motionless and silent for a minute. Then he said very quietly:
+“No, I do not think that I really worry now. I have known”--here he laid
+his hand upon my shoulder and his eyes had a shining look--“what it is
+to be happy, unspeakably happy, for a moment; and that stays with me. I
+am a coward no longer.”
+
+He drew his finger tips slowly across his forehead. Then he continued:
+“To-morrow I shall be angry with myself, no doubt, for having that
+moment’s joy, but I cannot feel so now. I shall probably condemn myself
+for cruel selfishness; but I have touched life’s highest point this
+afternoon, Marmion.”
+
+I drew his hand down from my shoulder and pressed it. It was cold.
+He withdrew his eyes from the mountain, and said: “I have had dreams,
+Marmion, and they are over. I lived in one: to expiate--to wipe out--a
+past, by spending my life for others. The expiation is not enough. I
+lived in another: to win a woman’s love; and I have, and was caught
+up by it for a moment, and it was wonderful. But it is over now, quite
+over. ... And now for her sake renunciation must be made, before I have
+another dream--a long one, Marmion.”
+
+I had forebodings, but I pulled myself together and said firmly:
+“Roscoe, these are fancies. Stop it, man. You are moody. Come, let us
+walk, and talk of other things.”
+
+“No, we will not walk,” he said, “but let us sit there on the coping
+and be quiet--quiet in that roar between the hills.” Suddenly he swung
+round, caught me by the shoulders and held me gently so.
+
+“I have a pain at my heart, Marmion, as if I’d heard my death sentence;
+such as a soldier feels who knows that Death looks out at him from iron
+eyes. You smile: I suppose you think I am mad.”
+
+I saw that it was best to let him speak his mind. So I answered: “Not
+mad, my friend. Say on what you like. Tell me all you feel. Only, for
+God’s sake be brave, and don’t give up until there’s occasion. I am sure
+you exaggerate your danger, whatever it is.”
+
+“Listen for a minute,” said he: “I had a brother Edward, as good a lad
+as ever was; a boisterous, healthy fellow. We had an old nurse in our
+family who came from Irish hills, faithful and kind to us both. There
+came a change over Edward. He appeared not to take the same interest in
+his sports. One day he came to me, looking a bit pale, and said: ‘Galt,
+I think I should like to study for the Church.’ I laughed at it, yet
+it troubled me in a way, for I saw he was not well. I told Martha,
+the nurse. She shook her head sadly, and said: ‘Edward is not for the
+Church, but you, my lad. He is for heaven.’
+
+“‘For heaven, Martha?’ laughed I.
+
+“‘In truth for heaven,’ she replied, ‘and that soon. The look of his eye
+is doom. I’ve seen it since I swaddled him, and he will go suddenly.’
+
+“I was angry, and I said to her,--though she thought she spoke the
+truth,--‘This is only Irish croaking. We’ll have the banshee next.’
+
+“She got up from her chair and answered me solemnly: ‘Galt Roscoe, I
+HAVE heard the banshee wail, and sorrow falls upon your home. And don’t
+you be so hard with me that have loved you, and who suffers for the lad
+that often and often lay upon my breast. Don’t be so hard; for your day
+of trouble comes too. You, not he, will be priest at the altar. Death
+will come to him like a swift and easy sleep; but you will feel its
+hand upon your heart and know its hate for many a day, and bear the slow
+pangs of it until your life is all crushed, and you go from the world
+alone, Love crying after you and not able to save you, not even the love
+of woman--weaker than death.... And, in my grave, when that day comes
+beside a great mountain in a strange land, I will weep and pray for you;
+for I was mother to you too, when yours left you alone bewhiles, never,
+in this world, to come back.’
+
+“And, Marmion, that night towards morning, as I lay in the same room
+with Edward, I heard his breath stop sharply. I jumped up and drew aside
+the curtains to let in the light, and then I knew that the old woman
+spoke true.... And now!... Well, I am like Hamlet--and I can say with
+him: ‘But thou wouldst not think how ill all’s here about my heart--but
+it is no matter!”’....
+
+I tried to laugh and talk away his brooding, but there was little
+use, his convictions were so strong. Besides, what can you do with a
+morbidness which has its origin in fateful circumstances?
+
+I devoutly wished that a telegram would come from Winnipeg to let me
+know if Boyd Madras, under his new name, could be found. I was a hunter
+on a faint trail.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVIII. THE STRINGS OF DESTINY
+
+When Phil’s pal left us he went wandering down the hillside, talking
+to himself. Long afterwards he told me how he felt, and I reproduce his
+phrases as nearly as I can.
+
+“Knocked ‘em, I guess,” he said, “with that about Jo Brackenbury....
+Poor Jo! Stuck together, him and me did, after she got the steel in her
+heart.”... He pulled himself together, shuddering.... “Went back on me,
+she did, and took up with a cursed swell, and got it cold--cold. And I?
+By Judas! I never was shut of that. I’ve known women, many of ‘em, all
+countries, but she was different. I expect now, after all these years,
+that if I got my hand on the devil that done for her, I’d rattle
+his breath in his throat. There’s things that clings. She clings, Jo
+Brackenbury clings, and Phil Boldrick clings; and they’re gone, and I’m
+left to go it alone. To play the single hand--what!--by Jiminy!”
+
+He exclaimed thus on seeing two women approach from the direction of
+the valley. He stood still, mouth open, staring. They drew near, almost
+passed him. But one of them, struck by his intense gaze, suddenly turned
+and came towards him.
+
+“Miss Falchion! Miss Falchion!” he cried. Then, when she hesitated as if
+with an effort of memory, he added: “Don’t you know me?”
+
+“Ah,” she replied abruptly, “Sam Kilby! Are you Sam Kilby, Jo
+Brackenbury’s friend, from Samoa?”
+
+“Yes, miss, I’m Jo Brackenbury’s friend; and I’ve rowed you across the
+reefs with him more than once I guess so! But it’s a long way from Apia
+to the Rockies, and it’s funny to meet here.”
+
+“When did you come here--and from where?”
+
+“I come to-day from the Hudson’s Bay post at Danger Mountain. I’m Phil
+Boldrick’s pal.”
+
+“Ah,” she said again, with a look in her eyes not pleasant to see, “and
+what brings you up here in the hills?” Hers was more than an ordinary
+curiosity.
+
+“I come to see the Padre who was with Phil--when he left. And the
+Padre’s a fair square sort, as I reckon him, but melancholy, almighty
+melancholy.”
+
+“Yes, melancholy, I suppose,” she said, “and fair square, as you say.
+And what did you say and do?”
+
+“Why, we yarned about Phil, and where I’d get the legacy to-morrow; and
+I s’pose I had a strong breeze on the quarter, for I talked as free as
+if we’d grubbed out of the same dough-pan since we was kiddies.”
+
+“Yes?”
+
+“Yes siree; I don’t know how it was, but I got to reelin’ off about
+Jo--queer, wasn’t it? And I told ‘em how he went down in the ‘Fly
+Away’, and how the lovely ladies--you remember how we used to call the
+whitecaps lovely ladies--fondled him out to sea and on to heaven.”
+
+“And what did--the Padre--think of that?”
+
+“Well, he’s got a heart, I should say, and that’s why Phil cottoned to
+him, maybe,--for he looked as if he’d seen ghosts. I guess he’d never
+had a craft runnin’ ‘tween a sand-bar and a ragged coral bank; nor seen
+a girl like the ‘Fly Away’ take a buster in her teeth; nor a man-of-war
+come bundlin’ down upon a nasty glacis, the captain on the bridge,
+engines goin’ for all they’re worth, every man below battened in,
+and every Jack above watchin’ the fight between the engines and the
+hurricane.... Here she rolls six fathoms from the glacis that’ll rip her
+copper garments off, and the quiverin’ engines pull her back; and she
+swings and struggles and trembles between hell in the hurricane and God
+A’mighty in the engines; till at last she gets her nose at the neck of
+the open sea and crawls out safe and sound.... I guess he’d have more
+marble in his cheeks, if he saw likes o’ that, Miss Falchion?”
+
+Kilby paused and wiped his forehead.
+
+She had listened calmly. She did not answer his question. She said:
+“Kilby, I am staying at the summer hotel up there. Will you call on
+me--let me see.... say, to-morrow afternoon?--Some one will tell you the
+way, if you do not know it.... Ask for MRS. Falchion, Kilby, not Miss
+Falchion.... You will come?”
+
+“Why, yes,” he replied, “you can count on me; for I’d like to hear of
+things that happened after I left Apia--and how it is that you are Mrs.
+Falchion, for that’s mighty queer.”
+
+“You shall hear all that and more.” She held out her hand to him and
+smiled. He took it, and she knew that now she was gathering up the
+strings of destiny.
+
+They parted.
+
+The two passed on, looking, in their cool elegance, as if life were the
+most pleasant thing; as though the very perfume of their garments would
+preserve them from that plague called trouble.
+
+“Justine,” said Mrs. Falchion, “there is one law stranger than all; the
+law of coincidence. Perhaps the convenience of modern travel assists
+it, but fate is in it also. Events run in circles. People connected with
+them travel that way also. We pass and re-pass each other many times,
+but on different paths, until we come close and see each other face to
+face.”
+
+She was speaking almost the very words which Roscoe had spoken to me.
+But perhaps there was nothing strange in that.
+
+“Yes, madame,” replied Justine; “it is so, but there is a law greater
+than coincidence.”
+
+“What, Justine?”
+
+“The law of love, which is just and merciful, and would give peace
+instead of trouble.”
+
+Mrs. Falchion looked closely at Justine, and, after a moment, evidently
+satisfied, said: “What do you know of love?”
+
+Justine tried hard for composure, and answered gently: “I loved my
+brother Hector.”
+
+“And did it make you just and merciful and--an angel?”
+
+“Madame, you could answer that better. But it has not made me be at war;
+it has made me patient.”
+
+“Your love--for your brother--has made you that?” Again she looked
+keenly, but Justine now showed nothing but earnestness.
+
+“Yes, madame.”
+
+Mrs. Falchion paused for a moment, and seemed intent on the beauty of
+the pine-belted hills, capped by snowy peaks, and wrapped in a most
+hearty yet delicate colour. The red of her parasol threw a warm soft
+ness upon her face. She spoke now without looking at Justine.
+
+“Justine, did you ever love any one besides your brother?--I mean
+another man.”
+
+Justine was silent for a moment, and then she said: “Yes, once.” She was
+looking at the hills now, and Mrs. Falchion at her.
+
+“And you were happy?” Here Mrs. Falchion abstractedly toyed with a piece
+of lace on Justine’s arm. Such acts were unusual with her.
+
+“I was happy--in loving.”
+
+“Why did you not marry?”
+
+“Madame--it was impossible--quite.” This, with hesitation and the
+slightest accent of pain.
+
+“Why impossible? You have good looks, you were born a lady; you have a
+foolish heart--the fond are foolish.” She watched the girl keenly,
+the hand ceased to toy with the lace, and caught the arm itself--“Why
+impossible?”
+
+“Madame, he did not love me, he never could.”
+
+“Did he know of your love?”
+
+“Oh no, no!” This with trouble in her voice.
+
+“And you have never forgotten?”
+
+The catechism was merciless; but Mrs. Falchion was not merely malicious.
+She was inquiring of a thing infinitely important to her. She was
+searching the heart of another, not only because she was suspicious, but
+because she wanted to know herself better.
+
+“It is easy to remember.”
+
+“Is it long since you saw him?”
+
+The question almost carried terror with it, for she was not quite sure
+why Mrs. Falchion questioned her. She lifted her eyes slowly, and there
+was in them anxiety and joy. “It seems,” she said, “like years.”
+
+“He loves some one else, perhaps?”
+
+“Yes, I think so, madame.”
+
+“Did you hate her?”
+
+“Oh no; I am glad for him.”
+
+Here Mrs. Falchion spoke sharply, almost bitterly. Even through her soft
+colour a hardness appeared. “You are glad for him? You would see another
+woman in his arms and not be full of anger?”
+
+“Quite.”
+
+“Justine, you are a fool.”
+
+“Madame, there is no commandment against being a fool.”
+
+“Oh, you make me angry with your meekness!” Here Mrs. Falchion caught a
+twig from a tree by her, snapped it in her fingers, and petulantly threw
+its pieces to the ground. “Suppose that the man had once loved you, and
+afterwards loved another--then again another?”
+
+“Madame, that would be my great misfortune, but it might be no wrong in
+him.”
+
+“How not a wrong in him?”
+
+“It may have been my fault. There must be love in both--great love, for
+it to last.”
+
+“And if the woman loved him not at all?”
+
+“Where, then, could be the wrong in him?”
+
+“And if he went from you,”--here her voice grew dry and her words were
+sharp,--“and took a woman from the depths of--oh, no matter what! and
+made her commit--crime--and was himself a criminal?”
+
+“It is horrible to think of; but I should ask myself how much I was to
+blame.... What would you ask yourself, madame?”
+
+“You have a strain of the angel in you, Justine. You would forgive Judas
+if he said, ‘Peccavi.’ I have a strain of Satan--it was born in me--I
+would say, You have sinned, now suffer.”
+
+“God give you a softer heart,” said Justine, with tender boldness and
+sincerity.
+
+At this Mrs. Falchion started slightly, and trouble covered her face.
+She assumed, however, a tone almost brusque, artificially airy and
+unimportant.
+
+“There, that will do, thank you.... We have become serious and
+incomprehensible. Let us talk of other things. I want to be gay....
+Amuse me.”
+
+Arrived at the hotel, she told Justine that she must not be disturbed
+till near dinner-time, and withdrew to her sitting-room. There she sat
+and thought, as she had never done in her life before. She thought upon
+everything that had happened since the day when she met Galt Roscoe on
+the ‘Fulvia’; of a certain evening in England, before he took orders,
+when he told her, in retort to some peculiarly cutting remark of hers,
+that she was the evil genius of his life: that evening when her heart
+grew hard, as she had once said it should always be to him, and she
+determined again, after faltering many times, that just such a genius
+she would be; of the strange meeting in the rapids at the Devil’s Slide,
+and the irony of it; and the fact that he had saved her life--on
+that she paused a while; of Ruth Devlin--and here she was swayed by
+conflicting emotions; of the scene at the mill, and Phil Boldrick’s
+death and funeral; of the service in the church where she meant to mock
+him, and, instead, mocked herself; of the meeting with Tonga Sam; of all
+that Justine had said to her: then again of the far past in Samoa, with
+which Galt Roscoe was associated, and of that first vow of vengeance for
+a thing he had done; and how she had hesitated to fulfil it year after
+year till now.
+
+Passing herself slowly back and forth before her eyes, she saw that she
+had lived her life almost wholly alone; that no woman had ever cherished
+her as a friend, and that on no man’s breast had she ever laid her head
+in trust and love. She had been loved, but it had never brought her
+satisfaction. From Justine there was devotion; but it had, as she
+thought, been purchased, paid for, like the labour of a ploughboy.
+And if she saw now in Justine’s eyes a look of friendship, a note of
+personal allegiance, she knew it was because she herself had grown more
+human.
+
+Her nature had been stirred. Her natural heart was struggling against
+her old bitterness towards Galt Roscoe and her partial hate of Ruth
+Devlin. Once Roscoe had loved her, and she had not loved him. Then, on a
+bitter day for him, he did a mad thing. The thing became--though neither
+of them knew it at the time, and he not yet--a great injury to her, and
+this had called for the sharp retaliation which she had the power to
+use. But all had not happened as she expected; for something called Love
+had been conceived in her very slowly, and was now being born, and sent,
+trembling for its timid life, into the world.
+
+She closed her eyes with weariness, and pressed her hands to her
+temples.
+
+She wondered why she could not be all evil or all good. She spoke and
+acted against Ruth Devlin, and yet she pitied her. She had the nettle to
+sting Roscoe to death, and yet she hesitated to use it. She had said to
+herself that she would wait till the happiest moment of his life, and
+then do so. Well, his happiest moment had come. Ruth Devlin’s heart was
+all out, all blossomed--beside Mrs. Falchion’s like some wild flower
+to the aloe.... Only now she had come to know that she had a heart.
+Something had chilled her at her birth, and when her mother died, a
+stranger’s kiss closed up all the ways to love, and left her an icicle.
+She was twenty-eight years old, and yet she had never kissed a face
+in joy or to give joy. And now, when she had come to know herself, and
+understand what others understand when they are little children in
+their mother’s arms, she had to bow to the spirit that denies. She drew
+herself up with a quiver of the body.
+
+“O God!” she said, “do I hate him or love him!” Her head dropped in her
+hands. She sat regardless of time, now scarcely stirring, desperately
+quiet. The door opened softly and Justine entered. “Madame,” she said,
+“pardon me; I am so sorry, but Miss Devlin has come to see you, and I
+thought--”
+
+“You thought, Justine, that I would see her.” There was unmistakable
+irony in her voice. “Very well.... Show her in.”
+
+She rose, stretched out her arms as if to free herself of a burden,
+smoothed her hair, composed herself, and waited, the afternoon sun just
+falling across her burnished shoes, giving her feet of gold. She chanced
+to look down at them. A strange memory came to her: words that she
+had heard Roscoe read in church. The thing was almost grotesque in its
+association. “How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him who
+bringeth glad tidings, who publisheth peace!”
+
+Ruth Devlin entered, saying, “I have come, to ask you if you will dine
+with us next Monday evening?”
+
+Then she explained the occasion of the dinner party, and said: “You see,
+though it is formal, I am asking our guests informally;” and she added
+as neutrally and as lightly as she could--“Mr. Roscoe and Dr. Marmion
+have been good enough to say that they will come. Of course, a dinner
+party as it should be is quite impossible to us simple folk, but when a
+lieutenant-governor commands, we must do the best we can--with the help
+of our friends.”
+
+Mrs. Falchion was delighted, she said, and then they talked of trivial
+matters, Ruth smoothing out the folds of her riding-dress with her whip
+more earnestly, in preoccupation, than the act called for. At last she
+said, in the course of the formal talk: “You have travelled much?”
+
+“Yes, that has been my lot,” was the reply; and she leaned back in the
+gold-trimmed cane chair, her feet still in the belt of sunlight.
+
+“I have often wished that I might travel over the ocean,” said Ruth,
+“but here I remain--what shall I say?--a rustic in a bandbox, seeing the
+world through a pin-hole. That is the way my father puts it. Except, of
+course, that I think it very inspiring to live out here among wonderful
+mountains, which, as Mr. Roscoe says, are the most aristocratic of
+companions.”
+
+Some one in the next room was playing the piano idly yet expressively.
+The notes of Il Trovatore kept up a continuous accompaniment to their
+talk, varying, as if by design, with its meaning and importance, and yet
+in singular contrast at times to their thoughts and words. It was almost
+sardonic in its monotonous persistence.
+
+“Travel is not all, believe me, Miss Devlin,” was the indolent reply.
+“Perhaps the simpler life is the happier. The bandbox is not the worst
+that may come to one--when one is born to it. I am not sure but it is
+the best. I doubt that when one has had the fever of travel and the
+world, the bandbox is permanently habitable again.”
+
+Mrs. Falchion was keen; she had found her opportunity.
+
+On the result of this duel, if Ruth Devlin but knew it, depends her own
+and another’s happiness. It is not improbable, however, that something
+of this was in her mind. She shifted her chair so that her face was not
+so much in the light. But the belt of sunlight was broadening from Mrs.
+Falchion’s feet to her dress.
+
+“You think not?” Ruth asked slowly.
+
+The reply was not important in tone. Mrs. Falchion had picked up a paper
+knife and was bending it to and fro between her fingers.
+
+“I think not. Particularly with a man, who is, we will say, by
+nature, adventurous and explorative. I think if, in some mad moment, I
+determined to write a novel, it should be of such a man. He flies wide
+and far; he sees all; he feeds on novelty; he passes from experience to
+experience--liberal pleasures of mind and sense all the way. Well, he
+tires of Egypt and its flesh-pots. He has seen as he hurried on--I hope
+I am not growing too picturesque--too much of women, too many men. He
+has been unwise--most men are. Perhaps he has been more than unwise; he
+has made a great mistake, a social mistake--or crime--less or more.
+If it is a small one, the remedy is not so difficult. Money, friends,
+adroitness, absence, long retirement, are enough. If a great one, and he
+is sensitive--and sated--he flies, he seeks seclusion. He is afflicted
+with remorse. He is open to the convincing pleasures of the simple and
+unadorned life; he is satisfied with simple people. The snuff of the
+burnt candle of enjoyment he calls regret, repentance. He gives himself
+the delights of introspection, and wishes he were a child again--yes,
+indeed it is so, dear Miss Devlin.”
+
+Ruth sat regarding her, her deep eyes glowing. Mrs. Falchion continued:
+“In short, he finds the bandbox, as you call it, suited to his
+renunciations. Its simplicities, which he thinks is regeneration, are
+only new sensations. But--you have often noticed the signification of
+a ‘but,’” she added, smiling, tapping her cheek lightly with the ivory
+knife--“but the hour arrives when the bandbox becomes a prison, when
+the simple hours cloy. Then the ordinary incident is merely gauche, and
+expiation a bore.
+
+“I see by your face that you understand quite what I mean.... Well,
+these things occasionally happen. The great mistake follows the man,
+and, by a greater misery, breaks the misery of the bandbox; or the man
+himself, hating his captivity, becomes reckless, does some mad thing,
+and has a miserable end. Or again, some one who holds the key to his
+mistake comes in from the world he has left, and considers--considers,
+you understand!--whether to leave him to work out his servitude, or,
+mercifully--if he is not altogether blind--permit him the means of
+escape to his old world, to the life to which he was born--away from
+the bandbox and all therein.... I hope I have not tired you--I am sure I
+have.”
+
+Ruth saw the full meaning of Mrs. Falchion’s words. She realised
+that her happiness, his happiness--everything--was at stake. All Mrs.
+Falchion’s old self was battling with her new self. She had determined
+to abide by the result of this meeting. She had spoken in a half gay
+tone, but her words were not everything; the woman herself was there,
+speaking in every feature and glance. Ruth had listened with an
+occasional change of colour, but also with an outward pride to which she
+seemed suddenly to have grown. But her heart was sick and miserable. How
+could it be otherwise, reading, as she did, the tale just told her in a
+kind, of allegory, in all its warning, nakedness, and vengeance? But she
+detected, too, an occasional painful movement of Mrs. Falchion’s lips,
+a kind of trouble in the face. She noticed it at first vaguely as she
+listened to the music in the other room; but at length she interpreted
+it aright, and she did not despair. She did not then follow her first
+impulse to show that she saw the real meaning of that speech, and rise
+and say, “You are insulting,” and bid her good-day.
+
+After all, where was the ground for the charge of insult? The words had
+been spoken impersonally. So, after a moment, she said, as she drew a
+glove from a hand slightly trembling: “And you honestly think it is the
+case: that one having lived such a life as you describe so unusually,
+would never be satisfied with a simple life?”
+
+“My dear, never--not such a man as I describe. I know the world.”
+
+“But suppose not quite such an one; suppose one that had not been
+so--intense; so much the social gladiator; who had business of life as
+well,”--here the girl grew pale, for this was a kind of talk unfamiliar
+and painful to her, but to be endured for her cause,--“as well as
+‘the flesh-pots of Egypt;’ who had made no wicked mistakes--would he
+necessarily end as you say?”
+
+“I am speaking of the kind of man who had made such mistakes, and he
+would end as I say. Few men, if any, would leave the world for--the
+bandbox, shall I still say? without having a Nemesis.”
+
+“But the Nemesis need not, as you say yourself, be inevitable.
+The person who holds the key of his life, the impersonation of his
+mistake--”
+
+“His CRIMINAL mistake,” Mrs. Falchion interrupted, her hand with the
+ivory knife now moveless in that belt of sunlight across her knees.
+
+“His criminal mistake,” Ruth repeated, wincing--“might not it become
+changed into mercy, and the man be safe?”
+
+“Safe? Perhaps. But he would tire of the pin-hole just the same.... My
+dear, you do not know life.”
+
+“But, Mrs. Falchion,” said the girl, now very bravely, “I know the
+crude elements of justice. That is one plain thing taught here in the
+mountains. We have swift reward and punishment--no hateful things called
+Nemesis. The meanest wretch here in the West, if he has a quarrel,
+avenges himself openly and at once. Actions are rough and ready,
+perhaps, but that is our simple way. Hate is manly--and womanly
+too--when it is open and brave. But when it haunts and shadows, it is
+not understood here.”
+
+Mrs. Falchion sat during this speech, the fingers of one hand idly
+drumming the arm of her chair, as idly as when on board the ‘Fulvia’ she
+listened to me telling that story of Anson and his wife. Outwardly her
+coolness was remarkable. But she was really admiring, and amazed at
+Ruth’s adroitness and courage. She appreciated fully the skilful duel
+that had kept things on the surface, and had committed neither of
+them to anything personal. It was a battle--the tragical battle of a
+drawing-room.
+
+When Ruth had ended, she said slowly: “You speak very earnestly. You do
+your mountains justice; but each world has its code. It is good for some
+men to be followed by a slow hatred--it all depends on themselves. There
+are some who wish to meet their fate and its worst, and others who would
+forget it. The latter are in the most danger always.”
+
+Ruth rose.
+
+She stepped forward slightly, so that her feet also were within
+the sunlight. The other saw this; it appeared to interest her. Ruth
+looked--as such a girl can look--with incredible sincerity into Mrs.
+Falchion’s eyes, and said: “Oh, if I knew such a man, I would be
+sorry--sorry for him; and if I also knew that his was only a mistake and
+not a crime, or, if the crime itself had been repented of, and atonement
+made, I would beg some one--some one better than I--to pray for him. And
+I would go to the person who had his life and career at disposal, and
+would say to her, if it were a woman, oh, remember that it is not he
+alone who would suffer! I would beg that woman--if it were a woman--to
+be merciful, as she one day must ask for mercy.”
+
+The girl as she stood there, all pale, yet glowing with the white light
+of her pain, was beautiful, noble, compelling. Mrs. Falchion now rose
+also. She was altogether in the sunlight now. From the piano in the
+next room came a quick change of accompaniment, and a voice was heard
+singing, as if to the singer’s self, ‘Il balen del suo sorris’. It is
+hard to tell how far such little incidents affected her in what she
+did that afternoon; but they had their influence. She said: “You are
+altruistic--or are you selfish, or both?... And should the woman--if it
+were a woman--yield, and spare the man, what would you do?”
+
+“I would say that she had been merciful and kind, and that one in this
+world would pray for her when she needed prayers most.”
+
+“You mean when she was old,”--Mrs. Falchion shrank a little at the sound
+of her own words. Now her careless abandon was gone; she seemed to be
+following her emotions. “When she was old,” she continued, “and came
+to die? It is horrible to grow old, except one has been a saint--and
+a mother.... And even then--have you ever seen them, the women of
+that Egypt of which we spoke--powdered, smirking over their champagne,
+because they feel for an instant a false pulse of their past?--See how
+eloquent your mountains make me!--I think that would make one hard and
+cruel; and one would need the prayers of a churchful of good women, even
+as good--as you.”
+
+She could not resist a touch of irony in the last words, and Ruth, who
+had been ready to take her hand impulsively, was stung. But she
+replied nothing; and the other, after waiting, added, with a sudden
+and wonderful kindness: “I say what is quite true. Women might dislike
+you--many of them would--though you could not understand why; but you
+are good, and that, I suppose, is the best thing in the world. Yes, you
+are good,” she said musingly, and then she leaned forward and quickly
+kissed the girl’s cheek. “Good-bye,” she said, and then she turned her
+head resolutely away.
+
+They stood there both in the sunlight, both very quiet, but their hearts
+were throbbing with new sensations. Ruth knew that she had conquered,
+and, with her eyes all tearful, she looked steadily, yearningly at the
+woman before her; but she knew it was better she should say little now,
+and, with a motion of the hand in good-bye,--she could do no more,--she
+slowly went to the door. There she paused and looked back, but the other
+was still turned away.
+
+For a minute Mrs. Falchion stood looking at the door through which the
+girl had passed, then she caught close the curtains of the window, and
+threw herself upon the sofa with a sobbing laugh.
+
+“To her--I played the game of mercy to her!” she cried. “And she has his
+love, the love which I rejected once, and which I want now--to my shame!
+A hateful and terrible love. I, who ought to say to him, as I so long
+determined: ‘You shall be destroyed. You killed my sister, poor Alo;
+if not with a knife yourself you killed her heart, and that is just the
+same.’ I never knew until now what a heart is when killed.”
+
+She caught her breast as though it hurt her, and, after a moment,
+continued: “Do hearts always ache so when they love? I was the wife of a
+good man oh! he WAS a good man, who sinned for me. I see it now!--and I
+let him die--die alone!” She shuddered. “Oh, now I see, and I know
+what love such as his can be! I am punished--punished! for my love is
+impossible, horrible.”
+
+There was a long silence, in which she sat looking at the floor, her
+face all grey with pain. At last the door of the room softly opened, and
+Justine entered.
+
+“May I come in, madame?” she said.
+
+“Yes, come, Justine.” The voice was subdued, and there was in it what
+drew the girl swiftly to the side of Mrs. Falchion. She spoke no word,
+but gently undid the other’s hair, and smoothed and brushed it softly.
+
+At last Mrs. Falchion said: “Justine, on Monday we will leave here.”
+
+The girl was surprised, but she replied without comment: “Yes, madame;
+where do we go?”
+
+There was a pause; then: “I do not know. I want to go where I shall get
+rested. A village in Italy or--” she paused.
+
+“Or France, madame?” Justine was eager.
+
+Mrs. Falchion made a gesture of helplessness. “Yes, France will do....
+The way around the world is long, and I am tired.” Minutes passed, and
+then she slowly said: “Justine, we will go to-morrow night.”
+
+“Yes, madame, to-morrow night--and not next Monday.”
+
+There was a strange only half-veiled melancholy in Mrs. Falchion’s next
+words: “Do you think, Justine, that I could be happy anywhere?”
+
+“I think anywhere but here, madame.”
+
+Mrs. Falchion rose to a sitting posture, and looked at the girl fixedly,
+almost fiercely. A crisis was at hand. The pity, gentleness, and honest
+solicitude of Justine’s face conquered her, and her look changed to one
+of understanding and longing for companionship: sorrow swiftly welded
+their friendship.
+
+Before Mrs. Falchion slept that night, she said again: “We will leave
+here to-morrow, Justine, for ever.”
+
+And Justine replied: “Yes, madame, for ever.”
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIX. THE SENTENCE
+
+The next morning Roscoe was quiet and calm, but he looked ten years
+older than when I had first seen him. After breakfast he said to me: “I
+have to go to the valley to pay Phil Boldrick’s friend the money, and to
+see Mr. Devlin. I shall be back, perhaps, by lunchtime. Will you go with
+me, or stay here?”
+
+“I shall try to get some fishing this morning, I fancy,” I said.
+“And possibly I shall idle a good deal, for my time with you here is
+shortening, and I want to have a great store of laziness behind me for
+memory, when I’ve got my nose to the grindstone.”
+
+He turned to the door, and said: “Marmion, I wish you weren’t going. I
+wish that we might be comrades under the same roof till--” He paused and
+smiled strangely.
+
+“Till the finish,” I added, “when we should amble grey-headed, sans
+everything, out of the mad old world? I imagine Miss Belle Treherne
+would scarcely fancy that.... Still, we can be friends just the same.
+Our wives won’t object to an occasional bout of loafing together, will
+they?”
+
+I was determined not to take him too seriously. He said nothing, and in
+a moment he was gone.
+
+I passed the morning idly enough, yet thinking, too, very much about
+my friend. I was anxiously hoping that the telegram from Winnipeg would
+come. About noon it came. It was not known quite in what part of the
+North-west, Madras (under his new name) was, for the corps of mounted
+police had been changed about recently. My letter had, however, been
+forwarded into the wilds.
+
+I saw no immediate way but to go to Mrs. Falchion and make a bold bid
+for his peace. I had promised Madras never to let her know that he was
+alive, but I would break the promise if Madras himself did not come.
+After considerable hesitation I started. It must be remembered that the
+events of the preceding chapter were only known to me afterwards.
+
+Justine Caron was passing through the hall of the hotel when I arrived.
+After greetings, she said that Mrs. Falchion might see me, but that they
+were very busy; they were leaving in the evening for the coast. Here
+was a pleasant revelation! I was so confused with delight at the
+information, that I could think of nothing more sensible to say than
+that the unexpected always happens. By this time we were within Mrs.
+Falchion’s sitting-room. And to my remark, Justine replied “Yes, it is
+so. One has to reckon most with the accidents of life. The expected is
+either pleasant or unpleasant; there is no middle place.”
+
+“You are growing philosophic,” said I playfully. “Monsieur,” she said
+gravely, “I hope as I live and travel, I grow a little wiser.” Still she
+lingered, her hand upon the door.
+
+“I had thought that you were always wise.”
+
+“Oh no, no! How can you say so? I have been very foolish sometimes.”...
+She came back towards me. “If I am wiser I am also happier,” she added.
+
+In that moment we understood each other; that is, I read how unselfish
+this girl could be, and she knew thoroughly the source of my anxiety,
+and was glad that she could remove it.
+
+“I would not speak to any one save you,” she said, “but do you not also
+think that it is good we go?”
+
+“I have been thinking so, but I hesitated to say so,” was my reply.
+
+“You need not hesitate,” she said earnestly. “We have both understood,
+and I know that you are to be trusted.”
+
+“Not always,” I said, remembering that one experience of mine with
+Mrs. Falchion on the ‘Fulvia’. Holding the back of a chair, and looking
+earnestly at me, she continued: “Once, on the vessel, you remember, in
+a hint so very little, I made it appear that madame was selfish.... I
+am sorry. Her heart was asleep. Now, it is awake. She is unselfish. The
+accident of our going away is hers. She goes to leave peace behind.” “I
+am most glad,” said I. “And you think there will be peace?”
+
+“Surely, since this has come, that will come also.”
+
+“And you--Mademoiselle?” I should not have asked that question had I
+known more of the world. It was tactless and unkind.
+
+“For me it is no matter at all. I do not come in anywhere. As I said, I
+am happy.”
+
+And turning quickly, yet not so quickly but that I saw her cheeks were
+flushed, she passed out of the room. In a moment Mrs. Falchion entered.
+There was something new in her carriage, in her person. She came towards
+me, held out her hand, and said, with the same old half-quizzical tone:
+“Have you, with your unerring instinct, guessed that I was leaving, and
+so come to say good-bye?”
+
+“You credit me too highly. No, I came to see you because I had an
+inclination. I did not guess that you were going until Miss Caron told
+me.”
+
+“An inclination to see me is not your usual instinct, is it? Was it some
+special impulse, based on a scientific calculation--at which, I suppose,
+you are an adeptor curiosity? Or had it a purpose? Or were you bored,
+and therefore sought the most startling experience you could conceive?”
+ She deftly rearranged some flowers in a jar.
+
+“I can plead innocence of all directly; I am guilty of all indirectly:
+I was impelled to come. I reasoned--if that is scientific--on what I
+should say if I did come, knowing how inclined I was to--”
+
+“To get beyond my depth,” she interrupted, and she motioned me to a
+chair.
+
+“Well, let it be so,” said I. “I was curious to know what kept you in
+this sylvan, and I fear, to you, half-barbaric spot. I was bored with
+myself; and I had some purpose in coming, or I should not have had the
+impulse.”
+
+She was leaning back in her chair easily, not languidly. She seemed
+reposeful, yet alert.
+
+“How wonderfully you talk!” she said, with good-natured mockery. “You
+are scientifically frank. You were bored with yourself.--Then there
+is some hope for your future wife.... We have had many talks in our
+acquaintance, Dr. Marmion, but none so interesting as this promises to
+be. But now tell me what your purpose was in coming. ‘Purpose’ seems
+portentous, but quite in keeping.”
+
+I noticed here the familiar, almost imperceptible click of the small
+white teeth.
+
+Was I so glad she was going that I was playful, elated? “My purpose,”
+ said I, “has no point now; for even if I were to propose to amuse
+you--I believe that was the old formula--by an idle day somewhere, by an
+excursion, an--”
+
+“An autobiography,” she broke in soothingly.
+
+“Or an autobiography,” I repeated stolidly, “you would not, I fancy, be
+prepared to accept my services. There would be no chance--now that you
+are going away--for me to play the harlequin--”
+
+“Whose office you could do pleasantly if it suited you--these adaptable
+natures!”
+
+“Quite so. But it is all futile now, as I say.”
+
+“Yes, you mentioned that before.--Well?”
+
+“It is well,” I replied, dropping into a more meaning tone.
+
+“You say it patriarchally, but yet flatteringly.” Here she casually
+offered me a flower. I mechanically placed it in my buttonhole. She
+seemed delighted at confusing me. But I kept on firmly.
+
+“I do not think,” I rejoined gravely now, “that there need be any
+flattery between us.”
+
+“Why?--We are not married.”
+
+“That is as radically true as it is epigrammatic,” blurted I.
+
+“And truth is more than epigram?”
+
+“One should delight in truth; I do delight in epigram; there seems
+little chance for choice here.”
+
+It seemed to me that I had said quite what I wished there, but she only
+looked at me enigmatically.
+
+She arranged a flower in her dress as she almost idly replied, though
+she did not look me full in the face as she had done before: “Well,
+then, let me add to your present delight by saying that you may go play
+till doomsday, Dr. Marmion. Your work is done.”
+
+“I do not understand.”
+
+Her eyes were on me now with the directness she could so well use at
+need.
+
+“I did not suppose you would, despite your many lessons at my hands. You
+have been altruistic, Dr. Marmion; I fear critical people would say that
+you meddled. I shall only say that you are inquiring--scientific,
+or feminine--what you please!... You can now yield up your portfolio
+of--foreign affairs--of war--shall I say? and retire into sedative
+habitations, which, believe me, you become best.... What concerns
+me need concern you no longer. The enemy retreats. She offers
+truce--without conditions. She retires.... Is that enough for even you,
+Professor Marmion?”
+
+“Mrs. Falchion,” I said, finding it impossible to understand why she
+had so suddenly determined to go away (for I did not know all the truth
+until afterwards--some of it long afterwards), “it is more than I dared
+to hope for, though less, I know, than you have heart to do if you
+willed so. I know that you hold some power over my friend.”
+
+“Do not think,” she said, “that you have had the least influence. What
+you might think, or may have intended to do, has not moved me in the
+least. I have had wrongs that you do not know. I have changed--that is
+all. I admit I intended to do Galt Roscoe harm.
+
+“I thought he deserved it. That is over. After to-night, it is not
+probable that we shall meet again. I hope that we shall not; as,
+doubtless, is your own mind.”
+
+She kept looking at me with that new deep look which I had seen when she
+first entered the room.
+
+I was moved, and I saw that just at the last she had spoken under
+considerable strain. “Mrs. Falchion,” said I, “I have THOUGHT harder
+things of you than I ever SAID to any one. Pray believe that, and
+believe, also, that I never tried to injure you. For the rest, I can
+make no complaint. You do not like me. I liked you once, and do now,
+when you do not depreciate yourself of purpose.... Pardon me, but I say
+this very humbly too.... I suppose I always shall like you, in spite of
+myself. You are one of the most gifted and fascinating women that I ever
+met. I have been anxious for my friend. I was concerned to make peace
+between you and your husband--”
+
+“The man who WAS my husband,” she interrupted musingly.
+
+“Your husband--whom you so cruelly treated. But I confess I have found
+it impossible to withhold admiration of you.”
+
+For a long time she did not reply, but she never took her eyes off my
+face, as she leaned slightly forward. Then at last she spoke more gently
+than I had ever heard her, and a glow came upon her face.
+
+“I am only human. You have me at advantage. What woman could reply
+unkindly to a speech like that? I admit I thought you held me utterly
+bad and heartless, and it made me bitter.... I had no heart--once. I had
+only a wrong, an injury, which was in my mind; not mine, but another’s,
+and yet mine. Then strange things occurred.... At last I relented. I
+saw that I had better go. Yesterday I saw that; and I am going--that is
+all.... I wished to keep the edge of my intercourse with you sharp
+and uncompanionable to the end; but you have forced me at my weakest
+point....” Here she smiled somewhat painfully.... “Believe me, that is
+the way to turn a woman’s weapon upon herself. You have learned much
+since we first met.... Here is my hand in friendliness, if you care to
+take it; and in good-bye, should we not meet again more formally before
+I go.”
+
+“I wish now that your husband, Boyd Madras, were here,” I said.
+
+She answered nothing, but she did not resent it, only shuddered a
+little.
+
+Our hands grasped silently. I was too choked to speak, and I left her.
+At that moment she blinded me to all her faults. She was a wonderful
+woman.
+
+ .....................
+
+Galt Roscoe had walked slowly along the forest-road towards the valley,
+his mind in that state of calm which, in some, might be thought numbness
+of sensation, in others fortitude--the prerogative of despair. He came
+to the point of land jutting out over the valley, where he had stood
+with Mrs. Falchion, Justine, and myself, on the morning of Phil
+Boldrick’s death.
+
+He looked for a long time, and then, slowly descending the hillside,
+made his way to Mr. Devlin’s office. He found Phil’s pal awaiting him
+there. After a few preliminaries, the money was paid over, and Kilby
+said:
+
+“I’ve been to see his camping-ground. It’s right enough. Viking has done
+it noble.... Now, here’s what I’m goin’ to do: I’m goin’ to open bottles
+for all that’ll drink success to Viking. A place that’s stood by my
+pal, I stand by--but not with his money, mind you! No, that goes to you,
+Padre, for hospital purposes. My gift an’ his.... So, sit down and write
+a receipt, or whatever it’s called, accordin’ to Hoyle, and you’ll do me
+proud.”
+
+Roscoe did as he requested, and handed the money over to Mr. Devlin for
+safe keeping, remarking, at the same time, that the matter should be
+announced on a bulletin outside the office at once.
+
+As Kilby stood chewing the end of a cigar and listening to the brief
+conversation between Roscoe and Mr. Devlin, perplexity crossed his face.
+He said, as Roscoe turned round: “There’s something catchy about your
+voice, Padre. I don’t know what; but it’s familiar like. You never was
+on the Panama level, of course?”
+
+“Never.”
+
+“Nor in Australia?”
+
+“Yes, in 1876.”
+
+“I wasn’t there then.”
+
+Roscoe grew a shade paler, but he was firm and composed. He was
+determined to answer truthfully any question that was asked him,
+wherever it might lead.
+
+“Nor in Samoa?”
+
+There was the slightest pause, and then the reply came:
+
+“Yes, in Samoa.”
+
+“Not a missionary, by gracious! Not a mickonaree in Samoa?”
+
+“No.” He said nothing further. He did not feel bound to incriminate
+himself.
+
+“No? Well, you wasn’t a beachcomber, nor trader, I’ll swear. Was you
+there in the last half of the Seventies? That’s when I was there.”
+
+“Yes.” The reply was quiet.
+
+“By Jingo!” The man’s face was puzzled. He was about to speak again; but
+at that moment two river-drivers--boon companions, who had been hanging
+about the door--urged him to come to the tavern. This distracted him. He
+laughed, and said that he was coming, and then again, though with less
+persistency, questioned Roscoe.. “You don’t remember me, I suppose?”
+
+“No, I never saw you, so far as I know, until yesterday.”
+
+“No? Still, I’ve heard your voice. It keeps swingin’ in my ears; and I
+can’t remember.... I can’t remember!... But we’ll have a spin about it
+again, Padre.” He turned to the impatient men. “All right, bully-boys,
+I’m comin’.”
+
+At the door he turned and looked again at Roscoe with a sharp,
+half-amused scrutiny, then the two parted. Kilby kept his word. He was
+liberal to Viking; and Phil’s memory was drunk, not in silence, many
+times that day. So that when, in the afternoon, he made up his mind
+to keep his engagement with Mrs. Falchion, and left the valley for the
+hills, he was not entirely sober. But he was apparently good-natured. As
+he idled along he talked to himself, and finally broke out into singing:
+
+ “‘Then swing the long boat down the drink,
+ For the lads as pipe to go;
+ But I sink when the ‘Lovely Jane’ does sink,
+ To the mermaids down below.’
+
+ “‘The long boat bides on its strings,’ says we,
+ ‘An’ we bides where the long boat bides;
+ An’ we’ll bluff this equatorial sea,
+ Or swallow its hurricane tides.’
+
+ “But the ‘Lovely Jane’ she didn’t go down,
+ An’ she anchored at the Spicy Isles;
+ An’ she sailed again to Wellington Town--
+ A matter of a thousand miles.”
+
+It will be remembered that this was part of the song sung by Galt Roscoe
+on the Whi-Whi River, the day we rescued Mrs. Falchion and Justine
+Caron. Kilby sang the whole song over to himself until he reached a
+point overlooking the valley. Then he stood silent for a time, his
+glance upon the town. The walk had sobered him a little. “Phil, old
+pal,” he said at last, “you ain’t got the taste of raw whiskey with you
+now. When a man loses a pal he loses a grip on the world equal to all
+that pal’s grip was worth.... I’m drunk, and Phil’s down there among the
+worms--among the worms!... Ah!” he added in disgust, and, dashing his
+hand across his eyes, struck off into the woods again, making his way
+to the summer hotel, where he had promised to meet Mrs. Falchion. He
+inquired for her, creating some astonishment by his uncouth appearance
+and unsteady manner.
+
+He learned from Justine that Mrs. Falchion had gone to see Roscoe, and
+that he would probably meet her if he went that way. This he did. He was
+just about to issue into a partly open space by a ravine near the
+house, when he heard voices, and his own name mentioned. He stilled and
+listened.
+
+“Yes, Galt Roscoe,” said a voice, “Sam Kilby is the man that loved
+Alo--loved her not as you did. He would have given her a home, have made
+her happy, perhaps. You, when Kilby was away, married her--in native
+fashion--which is no marriage--and KILLED her.”
+
+“No, no, I did not kill her--that is not so. As God is my Judge, that is
+not so.”
+
+“You did not kill her with the knife?... Well, I will be honest now, and
+say that I believe that, whatever I may have hinted or said before. But
+you killed her just the same when you left her.”
+
+“Mercy Falchion,” he said desperately, “I will not try to palliate my
+sin. But still I must set myself right with you in so far as I can. The
+very night Alo killed herself I had made up my mind to leave the navy. I
+was going to send in my papers, and come back to Apia, and marry her as
+Englishmen are married. While I remained in the navy I could not, as
+you know, marry her. It would be impossible to an English officer. I
+intended to come back and be regularly married to her.”
+
+“You say that now,” was the cold reply.
+
+“But it is the truth, the truth indeed. Nothing that you might say could
+make me despise myself more than I do; but I have told you all, as I
+shall have to tell it one day before a just God. You have spared me: He
+will not.”
+
+“Gait Roscoe,” she replied, “I am not merciful, nor am I just. I
+intended to injure you, though you will remember I saved your life that
+night by giving you a boat for escape across the bay to the ‘Porcupine’,
+which was then under way. The band on board, you also remember, was
+playing the music of La Grande Duchesse. You fired on the natives who
+followed. Well, Sam Kilby was with them. Your brother officers did
+not know the cause of the trouble. It was not known to any one in Apia
+exactly who it was that Kilby and the natives had tracked from Alo’s
+hut.”
+
+He drew his hand across his forehead dazedly.
+
+“Oh, yes I remember!” he said. “I wish I had faced the matter there and
+then. It would have been better.”
+
+“I doubt that,” she replied. “The natives who saw you coming from
+Alo’s hut did not know you. You wisely came straight to the Consul’s
+office--my father’s house. And I helped you, though Alo, half-caste Alo,
+was--my sister!”
+
+Roscoe started back. “Alo--your--sister!” he exclaimed in horror.
+
+“Yes, though I did not know it till afterwards, not till just before
+my father died. Alo’s father was my father; and her mother had been
+honestly married to my father by a missionary; though for my sake it
+had never been made known. You remember, also, that you carried on your
+relations with Alo secretly, and my father never suspected it was you.”
+
+“Your sister!” Roscoe was white and sick.
+
+“Yes. And now you understand my reason for wishing you ill, and for
+hating you to the end.”
+
+“Yes,” he said despairingly, “I see.”
+
+She was determined to preserve before him the outer coldness of her
+nature to the last.
+
+“Let us reckon together,” she said. “I helped to--in fact, I saved your
+life at Apia. You helped to save my life at the Devil’s Slide. That is
+balanced. You did me--the honour to say that you loved me once. Well,
+one of my race loved you. That is balanced also. My sister’s death
+came through you. There is no balance to that. What shall balance Alo’s
+death? ... I leave you to think that over. It is worth thinking about.
+I shall keep your secret, too. Kilby does not know you. I doubt that he
+ever saw you, though, as I said, he followed you with the natives that
+night in Apia. He was to come to see me to-day. I think I intended to
+tell him all, and shift--the duty--of punishment on his shoulders, which
+I do not doubt he would fulfil. But he shall not know. Do not ask why. I
+have changed my mind, that is all. But still the account remains a
+long one. You will have your lifetime to reckon with it, free from any
+interference on my part; for, if I can help it, we shall never meet
+again in this world--never.... And now, good-bye.”
+
+Without a gesture of farewell she turned and left him standing there, in
+misery and bitterness, but in a thankfulness too, more for Ruth’s sake
+than his own. He raised his arms with a despairing motion, then let them
+drop heavily to his side....
+
+And then two strong hands caught his throat, a body pressed hard against
+him, and he was borne backward--backward--to the cliff!
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XX. AFTER THE STORM
+
+I was sitting on the verandah, writing a letter to Belle Treherne. The
+substantial peace of a mountain evening was on me. The air was clear,
+and full of the scent of the pines and cedars, and the rumble of the
+rapids came musically down the canon. I lifted my head and saw an eagle
+sailing away to the snow-topped peak of Trinity, and then turned to
+watch the orioles in the trees. The hour was delightful. It made me
+feel how grave mere living is, how noble even the meanest of us becomes
+sometimes--in those big moments when we think the world was built for
+us. It is half egotism, half divinity; but why quarrel with it?
+
+I was young, ambitious; and Love and I were at that moment the only
+figures in the universe really deserving attention! I looked on down
+a lane of cedars before me, seeing in imagination a long procession of
+pleasant things; of--As I looked, another procession moved through the
+creatures of my dreams, so that they shrank away timidly, then utterly,
+and this new procession came on and on, until--I suddenly rose, and
+started forward fearfully, to see--unhappy reality!--the body of Galt
+Roscoe carried towards me.
+
+Then a cold wind seemed to blow from the glacier above and killed all
+the summer. A man whispered to me: “We found him at the bottom of the
+ravine yonder. He’d fallen over, I suppose.”
+
+I felt his heart. “He is not dead, thank God!” I said.
+
+“No, sir,” said the other, “but he’s all smashed.” They brought him
+in and laid him on his bed. I sent one of the party for the doctor at
+Viking, and myself set to work, with what appliances I had, to deal with
+the dreadful injuries. When the doctor came, together we made him into
+the semblance of a man again. His face was but slightly injured, though
+his head had received severe hurts. I think that I alone saw the marks
+on his throat; and I hid them. I guessed the cause, but held my peace.
+
+I had sent round at once to James Devlin (but asked him not to come till
+morning), and also to Mrs. Falchion; but I begged her not to come at
+all. I might have spared her that; for, as I afterwards knew, she had
+no intention of coming. She had learned of the accident on her way to
+Viking, and had turned back; but only to wait and know the worst or the
+best.
+
+About midnight I was left alone with Roscoe. Once, earlier in the
+evening, he had recognised me and smiled faintly, but I had shaken
+my head, and he had said nothing. Now, however, he was looking at me
+earnestly. I did not speak. What he had to tell me was best told in his
+own time.
+
+At last he said faintly: “Marmion, shall I die soon?”
+
+I knew that frankness was best, and I replied: “I cannot tell, Roscoe.
+There is a chance of your living.”
+
+He moved his head sadly. “A very faint chance?”
+
+“Yes, a faint one, but--”
+
+“Yes? ‘But’?” He looked at me as though he wished it over.
+
+“But it rests with you whether the chance is worth anything. If you are
+content to die, it is gone.”
+
+“I am content to die,” he replied.
+
+“And there,” said I, “you are wrong and selfish. You have Ruth to live
+for. Besides, if you are given the chance, you commit suicide if you do
+not take it.”
+
+There was a long pause, and then he said: “You are right; I will live if
+I can, Marmion.”
+
+“And now YOU are right.” I nodded soothingly to him, and then asked him
+to talk no more; for I knew that fever would soon come on.
+
+He lay for a moment silent, but at length whispered: “Did you know
+it was not a fall I had?” He raised his chin and stretched his throat
+slightly, with a kind of trembling.
+
+“I thought it was not a fall,” I replied.
+
+“It was Phil’s pal--Kilby.”
+
+“I thought that.”
+
+“How could you--think it? Did--others--think so?” he asked anxiously.
+
+“No, not others; I alone. They thought it accident; they could have no
+ground for suspicion. But I had; and, besides, there were marks on your
+throat.”
+
+“Nothing must happen to him, you understand. He had been drinking,
+and--and he was justified. I wronged him in Samoa, him and Mrs.
+Falchion.”
+
+I nodded and put my fingers on my lips.
+
+Again there was silence. I sat and watched him, his eyes closed, his
+body was motionless. He slept for hours so, and then he waked rather
+sharply, and said half deliriously: “I could have dragged him with me,
+Marmion.”
+
+“But you did not. Yes, I understand. Go to sleep again, Roscoe.”
+
+Later on the fever came, and he moaned and moved his head about his
+pillow. He could not move his body--it was too much injured.
+
+There was a source of fear in Kilby. Would he recklessly announce what
+he had done, and the cause of it? After thinking it over and over, I
+concluded that he would not disclose his crimes. My conclusions were
+right, as after events showed.
+
+As for Roscoe, I feared that if he lived he must go through life maimed.
+He had a private income; therefore if he determined to work no more in
+the ministry, he would, at least, have the comforts of life.
+
+Ruth Devlin came. I went to Roscoe and told him that she wished to
+see him. He smiled sorrowfully and said: “To what end, Marmion? I am a
+drifting wreck. It will only shock her.” I think he thought she would
+not love him now if he lived--a crippled man.
+
+“But is this noble? Is it just to her?” said I.
+
+After a long time he answered: “You are right again, quite right. I am
+selfish. When one is shaking between life and death, one thinks most of
+one’s self.”
+
+“She will help to bring you back from those places, Roscoe.”
+
+“If I am delirious ever, do not let her come, will you, Marmion? Promise
+me that.” I promised.
+
+I went to her. She was very calm and womanly. She entered the room, went
+quietly to his bedside, and, sitting down, took his hand. Her smile was
+pitiful and anxious, but her words were brave.
+
+“My dearest,” she said, “I am so sorry. But you will soon be well, so we
+must be as patient and cheerful as we can.”
+
+His eyes answered, but he did not speak. She leaned over and kissed his
+cheek. Then he said: “I hope I may get well.”
+
+“This was the shadow over you,” she ventured. “This was your
+presentiment of trouble--this accident.”
+
+“Yes, this was the shadow.”
+
+Some sharp thought seemed to move her, for her eyes grew suddenly hard,
+and she stooped and whispered: “Was SHE there--when--it happened, Galt?”
+
+He shrank from the question, but he said immediately: “No, she was not
+there.”
+
+“I am glad,” she added, “that it was only an accident.”
+
+Her eyes grew clear of their momentary hardness. There is nothing in
+life like the anger of one woman against another concerning a man.
+
+Justine Caron came to the house, pale and anxious, to inquire. Mrs.
+Falchion, she said, was not going away until she knew how Mr. Roscoe’s
+illness would turn.
+
+“Miss Caron,” I said to her, “do you not think it better that she should
+go?”
+
+“Yes, for him; but she grieves now.”
+
+“For him?”
+
+“Not alone for him,” was the reply. There was a pause, and then she
+continued: “Madame told me to say to you that she did not wish Mr.
+Roscoe to know that she was still here.”
+
+I assured her that I understood, and then she added mournfully: “I
+cannot help you now, monsieur, as I did on board the ‘Fulvia’. But he
+will be better cared for in Miss Devlin’s hands, the poor lady!... Do
+you think that he will live?”
+
+“I hope so. I am not sure.”
+
+Her eyes went to tears; and then I tried to speak more encouragingly.
+
+All day people came to inquire, chief among them Mr. Devlin, whose big
+heart split itself in humanity and compassion. “The price of the big
+mill for the guarantee of his life!” he said over and over again. “We
+can’t afford to let him go.”
+
+Although I should have been on my way back to Toronto, I determined to
+stay until Roscoe was entirely out of danger. It was singular, but in
+this illness, though the fever was high, he never was delirious. It
+would almost seem as if, having paid his penalty, the brain was at rest.
+
+While Roscoe hovered between life and death, Mr. Devlin, who persisted
+that he would not die, was planning for a new hospital and a new church,
+of which Roscoe should be president and padre respectively. But the
+suspense to us all, for many days, was very great; until, one morning
+when the birds were waking the cedars, and the snow on Mount Trinity
+was flashing coolness down the hot valley, he waked and said to me:
+“Marmion, old friend; it is morning at last.”
+
+“Yes, it is morning,” said I. “And you are going to live now? You are
+going to be reasonable and give the earth another chance?”
+
+“Yes, I believe I shall live now.”
+
+To cheer him, I told him what Mr. Devlin intended and had planned;
+how river-drivers and salmon-fishers came every day from the valley to
+inquire after him. I did not tell him that there had been one or two
+disturbances between the river-drivers and the salmon-fishers. I tried
+to let him see that there need be no fresh change in his life. At length
+he interrupted me.
+
+“Marmion,” he said, “I understand what you mean. It would be cowardly of
+me to leave here now if I were a whole man. I am true in intention, God
+knows, but I must carry a crippled arm for the rest of my life, must
+I not?.... and a crippled Padre is not the kind of man for this place.
+They want men straight on their feet.”
+
+“Do you think,” I answered, “that they will not be able to stand the
+test? You gave them--shall I say it?--a crippled mind before; you give
+them a crippled body now. Well, where do you think the odds lie? I
+should fancy with you as you are.”
+
+There was a long silence in which neither of us moved. At last he turned
+his face towards the window, and, not looking at me, said lingeringly:
+“This is a pleasant place.”
+
+I knew that he would remain.
+
+I had not seen Mrs. Falchion during Roscoe’s illness; but every day
+Justine came and inquired, or a messenger was sent. And when, this
+fortunate day, Justine herself came, and I told her that the crisis was
+past, she seemed infinitely relieved and happy. Then she said:
+
+“Madame has been ill these three days also; but now I think she will be
+better; and we shall go soon.”
+
+“Ask her,” said I, “not to go yet for a few days. Press it as a favour
+to me.” Then, on second thought, I sat down and wrote Mrs. Falchion a
+note, hinting that there were grave reasons why she should stay a
+little longer: things connected with her own happiness. Truth is, I had
+received a note that morning which had excited me. It referred to Mrs.
+Falchion. For I was an arch-plotter--or had been.
+
+I received a note in reply which said that she would do as I wished.
+Meanwhile I was anxiously awaiting the arrival of some one.
+
+That night a letter came to Roscoe. After reading it shrinkingly he
+handed it to me. It said briefly:
+
+ I’m not sorry I did it, but I’m glad I hevn’t killed you. I was
+ drunk and mad. If I hadn’t hurt you, I’d never hev forgive myself.
+ I reckon now, there’s no need to do any forgivin’ either side.
+ We’re square--though maybe you didn’t kill her after all. Mrs.
+ Falchion says you didn’t. But you hurt her. Well, I’ve hurt you.
+ And you will never hear no more of Phil’s pal from Danger Mountain.
+
+Immediately after sunset of this night, a storm swept suddenly down the
+mountains, and prevented Ruth and her father from going to Viking. I
+left them talking to Roscoe, he wearing such a look on his face as I
+like to remember now, free from distress of mind--so much more painful
+than distress of body. As I was leaving the room, I looked back and saw
+Ruth sitting on a stool beside Roscoe’s chair, holding the unmaimed hand
+in hers; the father’s face shining with pleasure and pride. Before I
+went out, I turned again to look at them, and, as I did so, my eye fell
+on the window against which the wind and rain were beating. And through
+the wet there appeared a face, shocking in its paleness and misery--the
+face of Mrs. Falchion. Only for an instant, and then it was gone.
+
+I opened the door and went out upon the verandah. As I did so, there
+was a flash of lightning, and in that flash a figure hurried by me. One
+moment, and there was another flash; and I saw the figure in the beating
+rain, making toward the precipice.
+
+Then I heard a cry, not loud, but full of entreaty and sorrow. I moved
+quickly toward it. In another white gleam I saw Justine with her
+arms about the figure, holding it back from the abyss. She said with
+incredible pleading:
+
+“No, no, madame, not that! It is wicked--wicked.”
+
+I came and stood beside them.
+
+The figure sank upon the ground and buried a pitiful face in the wet
+grass.
+
+Justine leaned over her.
+
+She sobbed as one whose harvest of the past is all tears. Nothing human
+could comfort her yet.
+
+I think she did not know that I was there. Justine lifted her face to
+me, appealing.
+
+I turned and stole silently away.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXI. IN PORT
+
+That night I could not rest. It was impossible to rid myself of the
+picture of Mrs. Falchion as I had seen her by the precipice in the
+storm. What I had dared to hope for had come. She had been awakened; and
+with the awakening had risen a new understanding of her own life and
+the lives of others. The storm of wind and rain that had swept down the
+ravine was not wilder than her passions when I left her with Justine in
+the dark night.
+
+All had gone well where the worst might have been. Roscoe’s happiness
+was saved to him. He felt that the accident to him was the penalty
+he paid for the error of his past; but in the crash of penalties Mrs.
+Falchion, too, was suffering; and, so far as she knew, must carry with
+her the remorse of having seen, without mercy, her husband sink to a
+suicide’s grave. I knew that she was paying a great price now for a
+mistaken past. I wished that I might make her remorse and sorrow less.
+There was a way, but I was not sure that all would be as I wished. Since
+a certain dreadful day on the ‘Fulvia’, Hungerford and I had held a
+secret in our hands. When it seemed that Mrs. Falchion would bring a
+great trouble and shame into Roscoe’s life, I determined to use the
+secret. It must be used now only for Mrs. Falchion’s good. As I said
+in the last chapter, I had received word that somebody was coming whose
+presence must take a large place in the drama of these events: and I
+hoped the best.
+
+Until morning I lay and planned the best way to bring things to a
+successful issue. The morning came--beautiful after a mad night. Soon
+after I got up I received a note, brought by a boy from Viking, which
+gave me a thrill of excitement. The note requested me to go to Sunburst.
+But first I sent a note to Mrs. Falchion, begging her in the name of our
+new friendship not to leave the mountains that day. I also asked that
+she would meet me in Sunburst that evening at eight o’clock, at a place
+indicated by me. I asked for a reply by the messenger I sent, and urged
+her to ask no questions, but to trust me as one who only wished to do
+her a great service, as I hoped her compliance would make possible. I
+waited for the reply, and it bore but the one word--“Yes.”
+
+Greatly pleased, I started down the valley. It was still early when I
+reached Sunburst. I went directly to the little tavern from whence the
+note had come, and remained an hour or more. The result of that hour’s
+conversation with the writer of the note was memorable, as was the hour
+itself. I began to hope fondly for the success of my scheme.
+
+From the tavern I went to the village, with an elation hardly disturbed
+by the fact that many of the salmon-fishers were sullen, because of
+foolish depredations committed the evening before by idle river-men and
+mill-hands of Viking. Had I not been so occupied with Mrs. Falchion and
+an event wherein she must figure, I should have taken more seriously the
+mutterings of the half-breeds, the moroseness of the Indians, and the
+nervous threatenings of the white fishers: the more so because I knew
+that Mr. Devlin had started early that morning for the Pacific Coast,
+and would not be back for some days.
+
+No two classes of people could be more unlike than the salmon-fishers of
+Sunburst and the mill-hands and river-drivers of Viking. The life of the
+river-men was exciting, hardy, and perilous; tending to boisterousness,
+recklessness, daring, and wild humour: that of the salmon-fishers was
+cheerful, picturesque, infrequently dangerous, mostly simple and
+quiet. The river-driver chose to spend his idle hours in crude, rough
+sprightliness; the salmon-fisher loved to lie upon the shore and listen
+to the village story-teller,--almost official when successful,--who
+played upon the credulity and imagination of his listeners. The
+river-driver loved excitement for its own sake, and behind his
+boisterousness there was little evil. When the salmon-fisher was roused,
+his anger became desperately serious. It was not his practice to be
+boisterous for the sake of boisterousness.
+
+All this worked for a crisis.
+
+From Sunburst I went over to Viking, and for a time watched a handful of
+river-drivers upon a little island in the centre of the river, working
+to loosen some logs and timber and foist them into the water, to be
+driven down to the mill. I stood interested, because I had nothing to
+do of any moment for a couple of hours. I asked an Indian on the bank
+to take his canoe and paddle me over to the island. He did so. I do not
+know why I did not go alone; but the Indian was near me, his canoe was
+at his hand, and I did the thing almost mechanically. I landed on the
+island and watched with great interest the men as they pried, twisted
+and tumbled the pile to get at the key-log which, found and loosened,
+would send the heap into the water.
+
+I was sorry I brought the Indian with me, for though the river-drivers
+stopped their wild sing-song cry for a moment to call a “How!” at me,
+they presently began to toss jeering words at the Indian. They had
+recognised him--I had not--as a salmon-fisher and one of the Siwash
+tribe from Sunburst. He remained perfectly silent, but I could see
+sullenness growing on his face. He appeared to take no notice of his
+scornful entertainers, but, instead of edging away, came nearer and
+nearer to the tangle of logs--came, indeed, very close to me, as I stood
+watching four or five men, with the foreman close by, working at a huge
+timber. At a certain moment the foreman was in a kind of hollow. Just
+behind him, near to the Indian, was a great log, which, if loosened by
+a slight impulse, must fall into the hollow where the foreman stood.
+The foreman had his face to us; the backs of the other men were on
+us. Suddenly the foreman gave a frightened cry, and I saw at the same
+instant the Indian’s foot thrust out upon the big log. Before the
+foreman had time to get out of the hollow, it slid down, caught him just
+above the ankle and broke the leg.
+
+I wheeled, to see the Indian in his canoe making for the shore. He was
+followed by the curses of the foreman and the gang. The foreman was
+very quiet, but I could see that there was danger in his eye, and
+the exclamations of the men satisfied me that they were planning an
+inter-municipal difficulty.
+
+I improvised bandages, set the leg directly, and in a little while we
+got to the shore on a hastily constructed raft. After seeing the foreman
+safely cared for, and giving Mr. Devlin’s manager the facts of the
+occurrence, more than sated with my morning’s experience, I climbed the
+mountain side, and took refuge from the heat in the coolness of Roscoe’s
+rooms.
+
+In the afternoon I received a note from Mrs. Falchion, saying that on
+the following day she would start for the coast; that her luggage
+would be taken to Sunburst at once; and that, her engagement with me
+fulfilled, she would spend a night there, not returning again to the
+hills. I was preparing for my own departure, and was kept very busy
+until evening. Then I went quickly down into the valley,--for I was
+late,--and trudged eagerly on to Sunburst. As I neared the village I
+saw that there were fewer lights--torches and fires--than usual on the
+river. I noticed also that there were very few fishers on the banks or
+in the river. But still the village seemed noisy, and, although it
+was dusk, I could make out much stir in the one street along which the
+cottages and huts ambled for nearly a mile.
+
+All at once it came to me strongly that the friction between the two
+villages had consummated in the foreman’s injury, and was here coming to
+a painful crisis. My suspicions had good grounds. As I hurried on I saw
+that the lights usually set on the banks of the river were scattered
+through the town. Bonfires were being lighted, and torches were flaring
+in front of the Indian huts. Coming closer, I saw excited groups of
+Indians, half-breeds, and white men moving here and there; and then, all
+at once, there came a cry--a kind of roar--from farther up the village,
+and the men gathered themselves together, seizing guns, sticks, irons,
+and other weapons, and ran up the street. I understood. I was moderately
+swift of foot those days. I came quickly after them, and passed them. As
+I did so I inquired of one or two fishers what was the trouble.
+
+They told me, as I had guessed, that they expected an attack on the
+village by the mill-hands and river-drivers of Viking.
+
+The situation was critical. I could foresee a catastrophe which would
+for ever unsettle the two towns, and give the valley an unenviable
+reputation. I was certain that, if Roscoe or Mr. Devlin were present, a
+prohibitive influence could be brought to bear; that some one of strong
+will could stand, as it were, in the gap between them, and prevent a
+pitched battle, and, possibly, bloodshed. I was sure that at Viking the
+river-drivers had laid their plans so secretly that the news of them
+would scarcely reach the ears of the manager of the mill, and that,
+therefore, his influence, as Mr. Devlin’s, would not be available.
+
+Remained only myself--as I first thought. I was unknown to a great
+number of the men of both villages, and familiar with but very
+few--chiefly those with whom I had a gossiping acquaintance. Yet,
+somehow, I felt that if I could but get a half-dozen men to take a firm
+stand with me, I might hold the rioters in check.
+
+As I ran by the side of the excitable fishers, I urged upon one or
+two of them the wisdom and duty of preventing a conflict. Their reply
+was--and it was very convincing--that they were not forcing a struggle,
+but were being attacked, and in the case would fight. My hasty
+persuasion produced but little result. But I kept thinking hard.
+Suddenly it came to me that I could place my hand upon a man whose
+instincts in the matter would be the same as mine; who had authority;
+knew the world; had been in dangerous positions in his lifetime; and
+owed me something. I was sure that I could depend upon him: the more so
+that once frail of body he had developed into a strong, well-controlled
+man.
+
+Even as I thought of him, I was within a few rods of the house where he
+was. I looked, and saw him standing in the doorway. I ran and called
+to him. He instantly joined me, and we ran on together: the fishermen
+shouting loudly as they watched the river-drivers come armed down the
+hill-slope into the village.
+
+I hastily explained the situation to my friend, and told him what we
+must do. A word or two assured me of all I wished to know. We reached
+the scene of the disorder. The fishermen were bunched together,
+the river on the one side, the houses and hills on the other. The
+river-drivers had halted not many yards away, cool, determined and
+quiet, save for a little muttering. In their red shirts, top boots,
+many of them with long black hair and brass earrings, they looked a most
+formidable crowd. They had evidently taken the matter seriously, and
+were come with the intention of carrying their point, whatever it might
+be. Just as we reached the space between the two parties, the massive
+leader of the river-drivers stepped forward, and in a rough but
+collected voice said that they had come determined to fight, if fighting
+were necessary, but that they knew what the end of the conflict would
+be, and they did not wish to obliterate Sunburst entirely if Sunburst
+accepted the conditions of peace.
+
+There seemed no leader to the fishermen.
+
+My friend said to me quickly: “You speak first.” Instantly I stepped
+forward and demanded to know what the terms of peace were. As soon as I
+did so, there were harsh mutterings among the river-drivers. I explained
+at once, waving back some of the fisher-men who were clamouring about
+me, that I had nothing whatever to do with the quarrel; that I happened
+to be where I was by accident, as I had happened by accident to see the
+difficulty of the morning. But I said that it was the duty of every man
+who was a good citizen and respected the laws of his country, to see, in
+so far as it was possible, that there should be no breach of those laws.
+I spoke in a clear strong voice, and I think I produced some effect
+upon both parties to the quarrel. The reply of the leader was almost
+immediate. He said that all they demanded was the Indian who had so
+treacherously injured the foreman of their gangs. I saw the position at
+once, and was dumfounded. For a moment I did not speak.
+
+I was not prepared for the scene that immediately followed. Some one
+broke through the crowd at my back, rushed past me, and stood between
+the two forces. It was the Indian who had injured the foreman. He was
+naked to the waist, and painted and feathered after the manner of his
+tribe going to battle. There was a wild light in his eye, but he had no
+weapon. He folded his arms across his breast, and said:
+
+“Well, you want me. Here I am. I will fight with any man all alone,
+without a gun or arrow or anything. I will fight with my arms--to kill.”
+
+I saw revolvers raised at him instantly, but at that the man, my friend,
+who stood beside me, sprang in front of the Indian.
+
+“Stop--stop!” he cried. “In the name of the law! I am a sergeant of
+the mounted police of Canada. My jurisdiction extends from Winnipeg to
+Vancouver. You cannot have this man except over my body: and for my body
+every one of you will pay with your lives; for every blow struck this
+night, there will be a hundred blows struck upon the river-drivers
+and mill-hands of this valley. Take care! Behind me is the law of the
+land--her police and her soldiery.”
+
+He paused. There was almost complete silence. He continued:
+
+“This man is my prisoner; I arrest him.”--He put his hand upon the
+Indian’s shoulder.--“For the crime he committed this morning he shall
+pay: but to the law, not to you. Put up your revolvers, men. Go back to
+Viking. Don’t risk your lives; don’t break the law and make yourselves
+criminals and outlaws. Is it worth it? Be men. You have been the
+aggressors. There isn’t one of you but feels that justice which is the
+boast of every man of the West. You wanted to avenge the crime of this
+morning. But the vengeance is the law’s.--Stand back--Stand back!” he
+said, and drew his revolver, as the leader of the river-drivers stepped
+forward. “I will kill the first man that tries to lay his hand upon my
+prisoner. Don’t be mad. I am not one man, I am a whole country.”
+
+I shall never forget the thrill that passed through me as I saw a man
+who, but a handful of months before, was neck deep in his grave, now
+blossomed out into a strong, defiant soldier.
+
+There was a pause. At last the leader of the river-drivers spoke. “See,”
+ he said, “Sergeant, I guess you’re right. You’re a man, so help me! Say,
+boys,” he continued, turning to his followers, “let him have the Injin.
+I guess he’s earned him.”
+
+So saying he wheeled, the men with him, and they tramped up the slope
+again on their way back to Viking. The man who had achieved this turned
+upon the fishers.
+
+“Back to your homes!” he said. “Be thankful that blood was not shed here
+to-night, and let this be a lesson to you. Now, go.”
+
+The crowd turned, slowly shambled down the riverside, and left us three
+standing there.
+
+But not alone. Out of the shadow of one of the houses came two women.
+They stepped forward into the light of the bonfire burning near us. One
+of the women was very pale.
+
+It was Mrs. Falchion.
+
+I touched the arm of the man standing beside me. He wheeled and saw her
+also. A cry broke from his lips, but he stood still. A whole life-time
+of sorrow, trouble, and love looked out of his eyes. Mrs. Falchion came
+nearer. Clasping her hands upon her breast, she peered up into his face,
+and gasped:
+
+“Oh--oh--I thought that you were drowned--and dead! I saw you buried
+in the sea. No--no--it cannot be you! I have heard and seen all within
+these past few minutes. YOU are so strong and brave, so great a man!...
+Oh, tell me, tell me, are you in truth my husband?”
+
+He spoke.
+
+“I was your husband, Mercy Falchion. I was drowned, but this man”--he
+turned and touched my shoulder--“this man brought me back to life.
+I wanted to be dead to the world. I begged him to keep my secret. A
+sailor’s corpse was buried in my shroud, and I lived. At Aden I stole
+from the boat in the night. I came to America--to Canada--to begin a new
+life under a new name, never to see you again.... Do not, do not speak
+to me--unless I am not to lose you again; unless I am to know that now
+you forgive me--that you forgive me--and wish me to live--my wife!”
+
+She put both her hands out, a strange, sorrowful look in her eyes, and
+said: “I have sinned--I have sinned.”
+
+He took her hands in his.
+
+“I know,” he said, “that you do not love me yet; but you may some day.”
+
+“No,” she said, “I do not love you; but.... I am glad you live. Let
+us--go home.”
+
+
+THE END.
+
+
+
+ ETEXT EDITOR’S BOOKMARKS:
+
+ A heart-break for that kind is their salvation
+ A man may be forgiven for a sin, but the effect remains
+ A man you could bank on, and draw your interest reg’lar
+ Aboriginal dispersion
+ All he has to do is to be vague, and look prodigious (Scientist)
+ And even envy praised her
+ Audience that patronisingly listens outside a room or window
+ But to pay the vulgar penalty of prison--ah!
+ Death is a magnificent ally; it untangles knots
+ Death is not the worst of evils
+ Engrossed more, it seemed, in the malady than in the man
+ Every true woman is a mother, though she have no child
+ Fear a woman are when she hates, and when she loves
+ For a man having work to do, woman, lovely woman, is rocks
+ He didn’t always side with the majority
+ He had neither self-consciousness nor fear
+ Her own suffering always set her laughing at herself
+ It is difficult to be idle--and important too
+ It is hard to be polite to cowards
+ Jews everywhere treated worse than the Chinaman
+ Learned what fools we mortals be
+ Love can outlive slander
+ Men do not steal up here: that is the unpardonable crime
+ One always buys back the past at a tremendous price
+ One doesn’t choose to worry
+ Saying uncomfortable things in a deferential way
+ She had provoked love, but had never given it
+ Slow-footed hours wandered by, leaving apathy in their train
+ “Still the end of your existence,” I rejoined--“to be amused?”
+ That anxious civility which beauty can inspire
+ The happy scene of the play before the villain comes in
+ The ravings of a sick man are not always counted ravings
+ The sea is a great breeder of friendship
+ The tender care of a woman--than many pharmacopoeias
+ The threshold of an acknowledged love
+ There are things we repent of which cannot be repaired
+ There is no refuge from memory and remorse in this world
+ Think that a woman gives the heart for pleasant weather only?
+ Thou wouldst not think how ill all’s here about my heart
+ Time a woman most yearns for a man is when she has refused him
+ Vanity; and from this much feminine hatred springs
+ Very severe on those who do not pretend to be good
+ What is gone is gone Graves are idolatry
+ Who get a morbid enjoyment out of misery
+ Would look back and not remember that she had a childhood
+
+
+
+
+
+
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+Title: Mrs. Falchion, Complete
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+Author: Gilbert Parker
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+
+ <h1>
+ MRS. FALCHION
+ </h1>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <h2>
+ By Gilbert Parker
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br /> <a name="link2H_INTR" id="link2H_INTR">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ INTRODUCTION
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ This novel was written in the days of the three-decker, and it went out to
+ sea as such. Every novel of mine written until 1893 was published in two
+ or three volumes, and the sale to the libraries was greater than the sale
+ to the general public. This book was begun in 1892 at the time when the
+ Pierre stories were being written, and it was finished in the summer of
+ 1893. It did not appear serially; indeed, I made no attempt at serial
+ publication. I had a feeling that as it was to be my first novel, it
+ should be judged as a whole and taken at a gasp, as it were. I believe
+ that the reader of Messrs. Methuen &amp; Company was not disposed to
+ publish the book, but Mr. Methuen himself (or Mr. Stedman as he was then
+ called) was impressed by it and gave it his friendly confidence. He was
+ certain that it would arrest the attention of the critics and of the
+ public, whether it became popular or not. I have not a set of those
+ original three volumes. I wish I had, because they won for me an almost
+ unhoped-for pleasure. The &lsquo;Daily Chronicle&rsquo; gave the volumes over a column
+ of review, and headed the notice, &ldquo;A Coming Novelist.&rdquo; The &lsquo;Athenaeum&rsquo;
+ said that &lsquo;Mrs. Falchion&rsquo; was a splendid study of character; &lsquo;The Pall
+ Mall Gazette&rsquo; said that the writing was as good as anything that had been
+ done in our time, while at the same time it took rather a dark view of my
+ future as a novelist, because it said I had not probed deep enough into
+ the wounds of character which I had inflicted. The article was written by
+ Mr. George W. Stevens, and he was right in saying that I had not probed
+ deep enough. Few very young men&mdash;and I was very young then&mdash;do
+ probe very deeply. At the appearance of &lsquo;When Valmond Came to Pontiac&rsquo;,
+ however, Mr. Stevens came to the conclusion that my future was assured.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I mention these things because they were burnt into my mind at the time.
+ &lsquo;Mrs. Falchion&rsquo; was my first real novel, as I have said, though it had
+ been preceded by a short novel called &lsquo;The Chief Factor&rsquo;, since rescued
+ from publication and never published in book form in England. I realised
+ when I had written &lsquo;Mrs. Falchion&rsquo; that I had not found my metier, and I
+ was fearful of complete failure. I had come but a few years before from
+ the South Seas; I was full of what I had seen and felt; I was eager to
+ write of it all, and I did write of it; but the thing which was deeper
+ still in me was the life which &lsquo;Pierre and His People&rsquo;, &lsquo;The Seats of the
+ Mighty&rsquo;, &lsquo;The Trail of the Sword&rsquo;, &lsquo;The Lane That Had no Turning&rsquo;, and
+ &lsquo;The Right of Way&rsquo; portrayed. That life was destined to give me an assured
+ place and public, while &lsquo;Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;, and the South Sea stories
+ published in various journals before the time of its production, and
+ indeed anterior to the writing of the Pierre series, only assured me
+ attention.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Happily for the book, which has faults of construction, superficialities
+ as to incident, and with some crudity of plot, it was, in the main, a
+ study of character. There was focus, there was illumination in the book,
+ to what degree I will not try to say; and the attempt to fasten the mind
+ of the reader upon the central figure, and to present that central figure
+ in many aspects, safeguarded the narrative from the charge of being a mere
+ novel of adventure, or, as one writer called it, &ldquo;an impudent melodrama,
+ which has its own fascinations.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Reading Mrs. Falchion again after all these years, I seem to realise in it
+ an attempt to combine the objective and subjective methods of treatment&mdash;to
+ combine analysis of character and motive with arresting episode. It is a
+ difficult thing to do, as I have found. It was not done on my part wholly
+ by design, but rather by instinct, and I imagine that this tendency has
+ run through all my works. It represents the elements of romanticism and of
+ realism in one, and that kind of representation has its dangers, to say
+ nothing of its difficulties. It sometimes alienates the reader, who by
+ instinct and preference is a realist, and it troubles the reader who wants
+ to read for a story alone, who cares for what a character does, and not
+ for what a character is or says, except in so far as it emphasises what it
+ does. One has to work, however, in one&rsquo;s own way, after one&rsquo;s own
+ idiosyncrasies, and here is the book that represents one of my own
+ idiosyncrasies in its most primitive form.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <blockquote>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <big><b>CONTENTS</b></big>
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <a href="#link2H_INTR"> INTRODUCTION </a><br /><br /> <a
+ href="#link2H_4_0002"> <b>BOOK I.</b> </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;<b>BELOW THE SUN
+ LINE</b> <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0001"> CHAPTER I. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ GATES OF THE SEA <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0002"> CHAPTER II. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;"MOTLEY
+ IS YOUR ONLY WEAR&rdquo; <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0003"> CHAPTER III. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;A
+ TALE OF NO MAN&rsquo;S SEA <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0004"> CHAPTER IV.
+ </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE TRAIL OF THE ISHMAELITE <br /><br /> <a
+ href="#link2HCH0005"> CHAPTER V. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;ACCUSING FACES <br /><br />
+ <a href="#link2HCH0006"> CHAPTER VI. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;MUMMERS ALL <br /><br />
+ <a href="#link2HCH0007"> CHAPTER VII. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE WHEEL COMES
+ FULL CIRCLE <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0008"> CHAPTER VIII. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;A
+ BRIDGE OF PERIL <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0009"> CHAPTER IX. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;"THE
+ PROGRESS OF THE SUNS&rdquo; <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0010"> CHAPTER X.
+ </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;BETWEEN DAY AND DARK <br /><br /><br /> <a
+ href="#link2H_4_0013"> <b>BOOK II.</b> </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;<b>THE SLOPE OF
+ THE PACIFIC</b> <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0011"> CHAPTER XI. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;AMONG
+ THE HILLS OF GOD <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0012"> CHAPTER XII. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ WHIRLIGIG OF TIME <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0013"> CHAPTER XIII. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ SONG OF THE SAW <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0014"> CHAPTER XIV. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ PATH OF THE EAGLE <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0015"> CHAPTER XV. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;IN
+ THE TROUGH OF THE WINDS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0016"> CHAPTER XVI.
+ </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;A DUEL IN ARCADY <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0017">
+ CHAPTER XVII. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;RIDING THE REEFS <br /><br /> <a
+ href="#link2HCH0018"> CHAPTER XVIII. &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ STRINGS OF DESTINY <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0019"> CHAPTER XIX. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ SENTENCE <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0020"> CHAPTER XX. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;AFTER
+ THE STORM <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0021"> CHAPTER XXI. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;IN
+ PORT <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ </blockquote>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br /> <a name="link2H_4_0002" id="link2H_4_0002">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <h1>
+ BOOK I. BELOW THE SUN LINE
+ </h1>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0001" id="link2HCH0001">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER I. THE GATES OF THE SEA
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ The part I played in Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s career was not very noble, but I
+ shall set it forth plainly here, else I could not have the boldness to
+ write of her faults or those of others. Of my own history little need be
+ said in preface. Soon after graduating with honours as a physician, I was
+ offered a professional post in a college of medicine in Canada. It was
+ difficult to establish a practice in medicine without some capital, else I
+ had remained in London; and, being in need of instant means, I gladly
+ accepted the offer. But six months were to intervene before the beginning
+ of my duties&mdash;how to fill that time profitably was the question. I
+ longed to travel, having scarcely been out of England during my life. Some
+ one suggested the position of surgeon on one of the great steamers running
+ between England and Australia. The idea of a long sea-voyage was
+ seductive, for I had been suffering from over-study, though the position
+ itself was not very distinguished. But in those days I cared more for
+ pleasing myself than for what might become a newly-made professor, and I
+ was prepared to say with a renowned Irish dean: &ldquo;Dignity and I might be
+ married, for all the relations we are.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I secured the position with humiliating ease and humiliating smallness of
+ pay. The steamer&rsquo;s name was the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;. It was one of the largest
+ belonging to the Occidental Company. It carried no emigrants and had a
+ passenger list of fashionable folk. On the voyage out to Australia the
+ weather was pleasant, save in the Bay of Biscay; there was no sickness on
+ board, and there were many opportunities for social gaiety, the
+ cultivation of pleasant acquaintances, and the encouragement of that brisk
+ idleness which aids to health. This was really the first holiday in my
+ life, and I enjoyed it thoroughly. Nothing of unusual interest occurred on
+ the outward voyage; for one thing, because there were no unusual people
+ among the passengers; for another, because the vessel behaved admirably.
+ The same cannot be said of the return voyage: and with it my story really
+ begins. Misfortune followed us out of Sydney harbour. We broke a
+ crank-shaft between there and Port Phillip, Melbourne; a fire in the hold
+ occurred at Adelaide; and at Albany we buried a passenger who had died of
+ consumption one day out from King George&rsquo;s Sound. At Colombo, also, we had
+ a misfortune, but it was of a peculiar kind, and did not obtrude itself at
+ once; it was found in an addition to our passenger list. I had spent a day
+ in exploring Colombo&mdash;visiting Arabi Pasha, inspecting Hindu temples,
+ watching the jugglers and snake-charmers, evading guides and the sellers
+ of brummagem jewellery, and idling in the Cinnamon Gardens. I returned to
+ the ship tired out. After I had done some official duties, I sauntered to
+ the gangway, and, leaning against the bulwarks, idly watched the
+ passengers come on board from the tender. Two of these made an impression
+ on me. One was a handsome and fashionably-dressed woman, who was followed
+ by a maid or companion (as I fancied), carrying parcels; the other, a
+ shabbily-dressed man, who was the last to come up from the tender. The
+ woman was going down the companion-way when he stepped on deck with a
+ single bag in his hand, and I noticed that he watched her with a strange
+ look in his eyes. He stood still as he gazed, and remained so for a moment
+ after she had gone; then he seemed to recover himself, and started, as I
+ thought, almost guiltily, when he saw that my attention was attracted. He
+ nervously shifted his bag from one hand to the other, and looked round as
+ though not certain of where he should go. A steward came to him
+ officiously, and patronisingly too,&mdash;which is the bearing of servants
+ to shabbily-dressed people,&mdash;but he shook his head, caught his bag
+ smartly away from the steward&rsquo;s fingers, and moved towards the after part
+ of the ship, reserved for intermediate passengers. As he went he
+ hesitated, came to the side of the vessel, looked down at the tender for a
+ moment, cast his eyes to where the anchor was being weighed, made as if he
+ would go back to the tender, then, seeing that the ladder was now drawn
+ up, sighed, and passed on to the second-class companion-way, through which
+ he disappeared.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stood commenting idly to myself upon this incident, which, slight though
+ it was, appeared to have significance of a kind, when Hungerford, the
+ fifth officer, caught me slyly by the arm and said, &ldquo;Lucky fellow! Nothing
+ to do but watch the world go by. I wish I had you in the North Atlantic on
+ a whaler, or in the No Man&rsquo;s Sea on a pearl-smack for a matter of thirty
+ days.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What would come of that, Hungerford?&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;An exchange of matter for mind, Marmion; muscle for meditation, physics
+ for philosophy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You do me too much honour; at present I&rsquo;ve neither mind, meditation, nor
+ philosophy; I am simply vegetating.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Which proves you to be demoralised. I never saw a surgeon on a ship who
+ wasn&rsquo;t. They began with mind&mdash;more or less&mdash;they ate the fruits
+ of indolence, got precious near being sinful as well as indolent, and
+ ended with cheap cynicism, with the old &lsquo;quid refert&rsquo;&mdash;the thing
+ Hamlet plagiarised in his, &lsquo;But it is no matter.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Isn&rsquo;t this an unusual occupation for you, Hungerford&mdash;this
+ Swift-like criticism?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Swift-like, is it? You see, I&rsquo;ve practised on many of your race, Marmion,
+ and I have it pat now. You are all of two classes&mdash;those who sicken
+ in soul and leave after one trip, and those who make another trip and are
+ lost.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Lost? How?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Hungerford pressed his fingers hard on my breastbone, looked at me
+ enigmatically from under his well-hung brows, and replied: &ldquo;Brains put out
+ to seed, morals put out to vegetate&mdash;that&rsquo;s &lsquo;lost.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What about fifth officers?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Fifth officers work like navvies, and haven&rsquo;t time for foolishness.
+ They&rsquo;ve got to walk the bridge, and practise the boats, and be responsible
+ for luggage&mdash;and here I am talking to you like an infallible
+ undergraduate, while the lascars are in endless confusion with a
+ half-dozen pieces of baggage, and the first officer foams because I&rsquo;m not
+ there to set them right. I leave you to your dreams. Good-bye.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Hungerford was younger than myself, but he knew the world, and I was
+ flattered by these uncommon remarks, because he talked to no one else on
+ the ship in the same way. He never sought to make friends, had a thorough
+ contempt for social trifling, and shrugged his shoulders at the &ldquo;swagger&rdquo;
+ of some of the other officers. I think he longed for a different kind of
+ sea-life, so accustomed had he been to adventurous and hardy ways. He had
+ entered the Occidental service because he had fallen in love with a pretty
+ girl, and thought it his duty to become a &ldquo;regular,&rdquo; and thus have the
+ chance of seeing her every three months in London. He had conceived a
+ liking for me, reciprocated on my part; the more so, because I knew that
+ behind his blunt exterior there was a warm and manly heart. When he left
+ me I went to my cabin and prepared for dinner, laughing as I did so at his
+ keen, uncompromising criticism, which I knew was correct enough; for of
+ all official posts that of a ship-surgeon is least calculated to make a
+ man take a pride in existence. At its best, it is assisting in the
+ movement of a panorama; at its worst, worse than a vegetation.
+ Hungerford&rsquo;s solicitude for myself, however, was misplaced, because this
+ one voyage would end my career as ship-surgeon, and, besides, I had not
+ vegetated, but had been interested in everything that had occurred,
+ humdrum as it was. With these thoughts, I looked out of the port-hole, to
+ see the shores of Colombo, Galle Face, and Mount Lavinia fading in the
+ distance, and heard seven bells&mdash;the time for dinner. When I took my
+ seat at the table of which I was the head, my steward handed to me a slip
+ of paper, saying that the chief steward had given a new passenger, a lady,
+ the seat at my right hand, which had been vacated at Colombo. The name on
+ the paper was &ldquo;Mrs. Falchion.&rdquo; The seat was still empty, and I wondered if
+ this was the beautiful passenger who had attracted me and interested the
+ Intermediate Passenger. I was selfish enough to wish so: and it was so.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We had finished the soup before she entered. The chief steward, with that
+ anxious civility which beauty can inspire in even so great a personage,
+ conducted her to her seat beside me. I confess that though I was at once
+ absorbed in this occurrence, I noticed also that some of the ladies
+ present smiled significantly when they saw at whose table Mrs. Falchion
+ was placed, and looked not a little ironically at the purser, who, as it
+ was known, always tried to get for his table the newest addition to the
+ passenger list&mdash;when it was a pretty woman. I believe that one or two
+ rude people chaffed the chief steward about &ldquo;favouring the doctor&rdquo;; but he
+ had a habit of saying uncomfortable things in a deferential way, and they
+ did not pursue the subject. Then they commiserated the purser, who was an
+ unpleasant little Jew of an envious turn of mind; and he, as I was told,
+ likened me to Sir John Falstaff. I was sensitive in those days, and this
+ annoyed me, particularly that I had had nothing to do with placing Mrs.
+ Falchion at my table. We are always most sensitive when guilty concerning
+ the spirit and not the letter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One who has lived the cosmopolitan life of London should be quick at
+ detecting nationalities, but I found it difficult, even after I heard her
+ speak, to guess at Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s native land. There were good reasons
+ for this, as may be duly seen. Her appearance in the saloon caused an
+ instant buzz of admiration and interest, of which she seemed oblivious. If
+ it was acting, it was good acting; if it was lack of self-consciousness,
+ it was remarkable. As I soon came to know, it was the latter&mdash;which,
+ in such a woman, increased the remarkableness. I was inclined at first to
+ venture the opinion that she was an actress; but I discovered that she
+ possessed the attracting power of an actress without the calculated manner
+ of one; her very lack of self-consciousness was proof of this
+ emancipation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When she sat down, I immediately welcomed her by name to my table. The
+ only surprise she showed at my knowledge of her name and my
+ self-introduction was to lift her head slightly and look at me, as if
+ wondering whether I was likely to be an inquisitive and troublesome host;
+ and also, as I thought, to measure me according to her measure. It was a
+ quick look, and the interest she showed was of a passive kind. She asked
+ me as she might an old acquaintance&mdash;or a waiter&mdash;if the soup
+ was good, and what the fish was like; decided on my recommendation to wait
+ for the entrees; requested her next neighbour to pass the olives; in an
+ impersonal way began to talk about the disadvantages of life at sea;
+ regretted that all ship food tasted alike; wondered if the cook knew how
+ to make a Russian salad; and added that the menu was a national
+ compromise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now that she was close to me, I could see that her beauty was real and
+ notable. Her features were regular, her eyes of a greyish violet, her chin
+ strong, yet not too strong&mdash;the chin of a singer; her hands had that
+ charming quiet certainty of movement possessed by so few; and her colour
+ was of the most delightful health. In this delightful health, in her
+ bountiful yet perfect physical eloquence, her attractiveness, as it seemed
+ to me, chiefly lay. For no one would ever have guessed her to possess an
+ emotional temperament. All that was outer was fascinating, all that was
+ inner suggested coldness. After experience assured me that all who came to
+ know her shared this estimate, even in those days when every man on the
+ ship was willing to be her slave. She had a compelling atmosphere, a
+ possessive presence; and yet her mind at this time was unemotional&mdash;like
+ Octavia, the wife of Mark Antony, &ldquo;of a cold conversation.&rdquo; She was
+ striking and unusual in appearance, and yet well within convention and
+ &ldquo;good form.&rdquo; Her dress was simply and modestly worn, and had little
+ touches of grace and taste which, I understand, many ladies on board
+ sought to imitate, when they recovered from the first feeling of envy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was an example of splendid life. I cared to look at her as one would
+ dwell on the sleek beauty of a deer&mdash;as, indeed, I have many a time
+ since then, in India, watched a tigress asleep on her chain, claws hidden,
+ wild life latent but slumbering. I could have staked my life that Mrs.
+ Falchion was insensible to love or passion, and unimpeachable in the broad
+ scheme of right and wrong; imperious in requiring homage, incapable of
+ giving it. I noticed when she laughed, as she did once at table, that her
+ teeth were very white and small and square; and, like a schoolgirl, she
+ had a habit of clicking them together very lightly, but not conspicuously,
+ as if trying their quality. This suggested, however, something a little
+ cruel. Her appetite was very good. She was coolly anxious about the
+ amusements; she asked me if I could get her a list of the passengers, said
+ that she was never sea-sick, and took a languid interest in the ladies
+ present. Her glance at the men was keen at first, then neutral.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Once again, during the meal, she slowly turned and flashed an inquiring
+ glance at me. I caught her eyes. She did not show the least embarrassment,
+ and asked me if the band insisted on playing every day. Before she left
+ the saloon, one could see that many present were talking about her. Even
+ the grim old captain followed her with his eyes as she went. When she
+ rose, I asked her if she was going on deck. I did it casually, as though
+ it was her usual custom to appear there after dinner. In like fashion she
+ replied that her maid had some unpacking to do, she had some things to
+ superintend, and, when this was done, she intended to spend a time on
+ deck. Then, with a peculiar smile, she passed out.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ [Note by Dr. Marmion appended to his MSS.:&mdash;&ldquo;Many of the
+ conversations and monologues in this history, not heard by myself
+ when they occurred, were told to me afterwards, or got from the
+ diaries and notes of the persons concerned. Only a few are purely
+ imaginary.&rdquo;]
+</pre>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER II. &ldquo;MOTLEY IS YOUR ONLY WEAR&rdquo;
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ I went to my cabin, took a book, sat down, and began to smoke. My thoughts
+ drifted from the book, and then occurred a strange, incongruous thing. It
+ was a remembered incident. It came like a vision as I was lighting a fresh
+ cigar:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A boy and a girl in a village chemist&rsquo;s shop; he with a boy&rsquo;s love for
+ her, she responding in terms, but not in fact. He passed near her carrying
+ a measure of sulphuric acid. She put out her hand suddenly and playfully,
+ as though to bar his way. His foot slipped on the oily floor, and the acid
+ spilled on his hands and the skirt of her dress. He turned instantly and
+ plunged his hands into a measure of alcohol standing near before the acid
+ had more than slightly scalded them. She glanced at his startled face;
+ hers was without emotion. She looked down, and said petulantly: &ldquo;You have
+ spoiled my dress; I cannot go into the street.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The boy&rsquo;s clothes were burnt also. He was poor, and to replace them must
+ be a trial to him; her father owned the shop, and was well-to-do. Still,
+ he grieved most that she should be annoyed, though he saw her injustice.
+ But she turned away and left him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Another scene then crossed the disc of smoke:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The boy and girl, now man and woman, standing alone in the chemist&rsquo;s shop.
+ He had come out of the big working world, after travel in many countries.
+ His fame had come with him. She was to be married the next day to a seller
+ of purple and fine linen. He was smiling a good-bye, and there was nothing
+ of the old past in the smile. The flame now was in her eyes, and she put
+ out both her hands to stop him as he turned to go; but his face was
+ passionless. &ldquo;You have spoiled my heart,&rdquo; she said; &ldquo;I cannot go into the
+ world so.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is too late; the measures are empty,&rdquo; he replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I love you to-day, I will loathe you to-morrow,&rdquo; was the answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But he turned and left her, and she blindly stretched out her hands and
+ followed him into the darkness, weeping.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Was it the scent of the chemicals in my cabin, coupled with some
+ subterranean association of things, which brought these scenes vividly
+ before me at this moment? What had they to do with Mrs. Falchion?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A time came when the occurrence appeared to me in the light of prescience,
+ but that was when I began to understand that all ideas, all reason and
+ philosophy, are the result of outer impression. The primal language of our
+ minds is in the concrete. Afterwards it becomes the cypher, and even at
+ its highest it is expressed by angles, lines, and geometrical forms&mdash;substances
+ and allusive shapes. But now, as the scene shifted by, I had involuntarily
+ thrust forward my hands as did the girl when she passed out into the
+ night, and, in doing so, touched the curtain of my cabin door swinging in
+ towards me. I recovered myself, and a man timidly stepped inside, knocking
+ as he did so. It was the Intermediate Passenger. His face was pale; he
+ looked ill.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Poor as his dress was, I saw that he had known the influences and
+ practised the graces of good society, though his manner was hesitating and
+ anxious now. I knew at a glance that he was suffering from both physical
+ pain and mental worry. Without a word, I took his wrist and felt his
+ pulse, and he said: &ldquo;I thought I might venture to come&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I motioned him not to speak. I counted the irregular pulse-beats, then
+ listened to the action of his heart, with my ear to his breast. There lay
+ his physical trouble. I poured out a dose of digitalis, and, handing it to
+ him, asked him to sit down. As he sat and drank the medicine, I rapidly
+ studied him. The chin was firm, and the eyes had a dogged, persistent look
+ that, when turned on you, saw not you, but something beyond you. The head
+ was thrown slightly forward, the eyes looking up at an angle. This last
+ action was habitual with him. It gave him a peculiar earnestness. As I
+ noted these peculiarities, my mind was also with his case; I saw that his
+ life was threatened. Perhaps he guessed what was going on in me, for he
+ said in a low, cultured voice: &ldquo;The wheels will stop too long some time,
+ and there will be no rebound;&rdquo;&mdash;referring to the irregular action of
+ his heart.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Perhaps that is true,&rdquo; I said; &ldquo;yet it depends a good deal upon yourself
+ when it will be. Men can die if they wish without committing suicide. Look
+ at the Maori, the Tongan, the Malay. They can also prolong life (not
+ indefinitely, but in a case like yours considerably), if they choose. You
+ can lengthen your days if you do not brood on fatal things&mdash;fatal to
+ you; if you do not worry yourself into the grave.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I knew that something of this was platitude, and that counsel to such a
+ man must be of a more possible cast, if it is to be followed. I was aware
+ also that, in nine cases out of ten, worry is not a voluntary or
+ constitutional thing, but springs from some extraneous cause.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He smiled faintly, raised his head a little higher, and said: &ldquo;Yes, that&rsquo;s
+ just it, I suppose; but then we do not order our own constitutions; and I
+ believe, Doctor, that you must kill a nerve before it ceases to hurt. One
+ doesn&rsquo;t choose to worry, I think, any more than one chooses to lay bare a
+ nerve.&rdquo; And then his eyes dropped, as if he thought he had already said
+ too much.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again I studied him, repeating my definitions in my mind. He was not a
+ drunkard; he might have had no vice, so free was his face from any sign of
+ dissipation or indulgence; but there was suffering, possibly the marks of
+ some endured shame. The suffering and shadows showed the more because his
+ features were refined enough for a woman. And altogether it struck me that
+ he was possessed by some one idea, which gave his looks a kind of
+ sorrowful eloquence, such as one sees on occasion in the face of a great
+ actor like Salvini, on the forehead of a devout Buddhist, or in the eyes
+ of a Jesuit missionary who martyrs himself in the wilds.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I felt at once for the man a sympathy, a brotherliness, the causes of
+ which I should be at a loss to trace. Most people have this experience at
+ one time or another in their lives. It is not a matter of sex; it may be
+ between an old man and a little child, a great man and a labourer, a
+ schoolgirl and an old native woman. There is in such companionships less
+ self-interest than in any other. As I have said, I thought that this man
+ had a trouble, and I wished to know it; not from curiosity,&mdash;though
+ my mind had a selfish, inquiring strain,&mdash;but because I hoped I might
+ be able to help him in some way. I put my hand on his shoulder, and
+ replied: &ldquo;You will never be better unless you get rid of your worry.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He drew in a sharp breath, and said: &ldquo;I know that. I am afraid I shall
+ never be better.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a silence in which we looked at each other steadily, and then he
+ added, with an intense but quiet misery: &ldquo;Never&mdash;never!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At that he moved his hand across his forehead wearily, rose, and turned
+ toward the door. He swayed as he did so, and would have fallen, but I
+ caught him as he lost consciousness, and laid him on the cabin sofa. I
+ chafed his hands, unloosed his collar, and opened the bosom of his shirt.
+ As the linen dropped away from his throat, a small portrait on ivory was
+ exposed on his breast. I did not look closely at it then, but it struck me
+ that the woman&rsquo;s head in the portrait was familiar, though the artistic
+ work was not recent, and the fashion of the hair was of years before. When
+ his eyes opened, and he felt his neck bare, he hurriedly put up his hand
+ and drew the collar close, and at the same time sent a startled and
+ inquiring look at me. After a few moments I helped him to his feet, and,
+ thanking me more with a look than with words, he turned towards the door
+ again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Wait,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;until I give you some medicine, and then you shall take
+ my arm to your cabin.&rdquo; With a motion of the hand, signifying the
+ uselessness of remedies, he sat down again. As I handed him the phial, I
+ continued: &ldquo;I know that it is none of my business, but you are suffering.
+ To help your body, your mind should be helped also. Can&rsquo;t you tell me your
+ trouble? Perhaps I should be able to serve you. I would if I could.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It may be that I spoke with a little feeling and an apparent honesty; for
+ his eyes searched mine in a kind of earnest bewilderment, as if this could
+ not be true&mdash;as if, indeed, life had gone so hard with him that he
+ had forgotten the way of kindness. Then he stretched out his hand and said
+ brokenly: &ldquo;I am grateful, believe me. I cannot tell you just now, but I
+ will soon, perhaps.&rdquo; His hand was upon the curtain of the door, when my
+ steward&rsquo;s voice was heard outside, calling my name. The man himself
+ entered immediately, and said that Mrs. Falchion sent her compliments, and
+ would I come at once to see her companion, Miss Caron, who had injured
+ herself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Intermediate Passenger turned towards me a strange look; his lips
+ opened as if about to speak, but he said nothing. At the instant there
+ came to my mind whom the picture on his breast resembled: it was Mrs.
+ Falchion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I think he saw this new intelligence in my face, and a meaning smile took
+ the place of words, as he slowly left the cabin, mutely refusing
+ assistance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I went to Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s cabin, and met her outside the door. She looked
+ displeased. &ldquo;Justine has hurt herself,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Please attend to her; I
+ am going on deck.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The unfeeling nature of this remark held me to the spot for a moment; then
+ I entered the cabin. Justine Caron, a delicate but warm-faced girl of
+ little more than twenty, was sitting on the cabin sofa, her head supported
+ against the wall, and her hand wound in a handkerchief soaked in blood.
+ Her dress and the floor were also stained. I undid the handkerchief and
+ found an ugly wound in the palm of the hand. I called the steward, and
+ sent him to my dispensary for some necessaries; then I asked her how it
+ happened. At the moment I saw the cause&mdash;a broken bottle lying on the
+ floor. &ldquo;The ship rolled,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;The bottle fell from the shelf upon
+ the marble washstand, and, breaking, from there to the floor. Madame
+ caught at my arm to save herself from falling; but I slipped, and was cut
+ on the bottle&mdash;so.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As she ended there was a knock, but the curtain was not drawn, and Mrs.
+ Falchion&rsquo;s voice was heard. &ldquo;My dress is stained, Justine.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The half-fainting girl weakly replied: &ldquo;I am very sorry, madame, indeed.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To this Mrs. Falchion rejoined: &ldquo;When you have been attended to, you may
+ go to bed, Justine. I shall not want you again to-night. But I shall
+ change my dress. It is so unpleasant; I hate blood. I hope you will be
+ well in the morning.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To this Justine replied: &ldquo;Ah, madame, I am sorry. I could not help it; but
+ I shall be quite well in the morning, I am sure.&rdquo; Then she added quietly
+ to me: &ldquo;The poor madame! She will not see suffering. She hates pain.
+ Sickness troubles her. Shall I be able to use my hand very soon,
+ monsieur?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a wistful look in her eyes, and guessing why it was there, I
+ said: &ldquo;Yes, soon, I hope&mdash;in a few days, no doubt.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her face lighted up, and she said: &ldquo;Madame likes about her people who are
+ happy and well.&rdquo; Then, as if she might have said too much, she hurriedly
+ added: &ldquo;But she is very kind;&rdquo; and, stooping down quickly, her face
+ whitening with the effort, she caught up the broken glass and threw it
+ through the port-hole into the sea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A half-hour later I went on deck, and found Mrs. Falchion comfortably
+ seated in her deck-chair. I brought a stool over, and sat down beside her.
+ To this hour the quickness with which I got upon friendly terms with her
+ astonishes me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Justine is better?&rdquo; she said, and her hand made a slight motion of
+ disgust.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes. She was not dangerously hurt, of course.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Let us change the subject, please. They are going to have a fancy-dress
+ ball on board, I believe, before we get to Aden. How tiresome! Isn&rsquo;t it a
+ little affectation on the part of the stage-struck committee? Isn&rsquo;t it&mdash;inconsequent?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That depends,&rdquo; I said vaguely, inviting a question. She idled with a book
+ in her lap.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;On what?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;On those who go, what costumes are worn, and how much beauty and art
+ appear.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But the trouble! Does it pay? What return does one get?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If all admire, half are envious, some are jealous, and one is devoted&mdash;isn&rsquo;t
+ that enough?&rdquo; I think I was a fool that night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You seem to understand women,&rdquo; she said, with a puzzling and not quite
+ satisfactory smile. &ldquo;Yes, all that is something.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Though I was looking at the sea rather than at her, I saw again that
+ inquiring look in her eyes&mdash;such a measuring look as a recruiting
+ sergeant might give a victim of the Queen&rsquo;s shilling.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After a moment&rsquo;s pause she continued, I thought, abstractedly: &ldquo;As what
+ should you go?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I answered lightly and without premeditation, &ldquo;As Caius Cassius. Why
+ should you not appear as Portia?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She lifted her eyebrows at me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As Portia?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As Portia, the wife of Brutus,&rdquo; I blundered on, at the same time
+ receiving her permission, by a nod, to light my cigar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The pious, love-sick wife of Brutus!&rdquo; This in a disdainful tone, and the
+ white teeth clicked softly together.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, a good disguise,&rdquo; I said banteringly, though I fancy somewhat
+ tentatively also, and certainly with a touch of rudeness. I was thinking
+ at that moment of the Intermediate Passenger, and I was curious.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you think of going in the disguise of a gentleman? Caius Cassius was
+ that, wasn&rsquo;t he?&rdquo; she retorted in an ironical tone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I suppose he was, though he was punished once for rudeness,&rdquo; I replied
+ apologetically.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Quite so,&rdquo; was the decisive reply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I felt that she was perfectly cool, while I was a little confused, and
+ ashamed too, that I had attempted to be playfully satirical. And so,
+ wondering what I should say next, I remarked in desperation: &ldquo;Do you like
+ the sea?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am never ill at sea,&rdquo; was her reply. &ldquo;But I do not really like it; it
+ is treacherous. The land would satisfy me if&mdash;&rdquo; She paused.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, Mrs. Falchion&mdash;&lsquo;if&rsquo;?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If I did not wish to travel,&rdquo; she vaguely added, looking blandly at me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have travelled much?&rdquo; I ventured.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A great deal;&rdquo; and again I saw that scrutiny in her eyes. It occurred to
+ me at the moment that she might think I possessed some previous knowledge
+ of her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My mind became occupied again with the Intermediate Passenger and the
+ portrait that he wore at his neck. I almost laughed to think of the
+ melodramatic turn which my first conversation with this woman might chance
+ to take. I felt that I was dealing with one who was able to meet cleverly
+ any advance of mine, but I determined to lead the talk into as deep waters
+ as possible.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I suppose, too, you are a good practical sailor&mdash;that is, you
+ understand seamanship, if you have travelled much?&rdquo; I do not know why I
+ said that, for it sounded foolish to me afterwards.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Pretty well,&rdquo; she replied. &ldquo;I can manage a sail; I know the argot, I
+ could tell the shrouds from the bulwarks, and I&rsquo;ve rowed a boat in a
+ choppy sea.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is not an accomplishment usual to your sex.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It was ordinary enough where I spent the early part of my life,&rdquo; was the
+ idle reply; and she settled herself more comfortably in her chair.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes? May I ask where that was?&rdquo; and as I said this, it occurred to me
+ that she was, perhaps, leading me on, instead of my leading her; to betray
+ me as to anything I knew about her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In the South Seas,&rdquo; she replied. &ldquo;My father was a British consul in the
+ Islands.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have not come from the Islands now, I suppose?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No,&rdquo; she said a little more softly; &ldquo;it is years since I was in Samoa.
+ ... My father is buried there.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You must have found it a romantic life in those half-barbaric places?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She shifted in her chair. &ldquo;Romantic!&rdquo; Her tone conveyed a very slight
+ uneasiness and vagueness. &ldquo;I am afraid you must ask some one else about
+ that sort of thing. I did not see much romance, but I saw plenty that was
+ half-barbaric.&rdquo; Here she laughed slightly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Just then I saw the lights of a vessel far off. &ldquo;See&mdash;a vessel!&rdquo; I
+ said; and I watched the lights in silence, but thinking. I saw that she
+ too was watching idly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At length, as if continuing the conversation, I said: &ldquo;Yes, I suppose life
+ must be somewhat adventurous and dangerous among savage people like the
+ Samoans, Tongans, and Fijians?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Indeed, then,&rdquo; she replied decisively, &ldquo;you are not to suppose anything
+ of the kind. The danger is not alone for the white people.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At this I appeared, as I really was, interested, and begged her to explain
+ what she meant. She thought a moment, and then briefly, but clearly,
+ sketched the life of those islands, showing how, in spite of missionary
+ labour selfish and unselfish, the native became the victim of
+ civilisation, the prey of the white trader and beachcomber, who were
+ protected by men-of-war with convincing Nordenfeldt and Hotchkiss guns;
+ how the stalwart force of barbaric existence declined, and with it the
+ crude sense of justice, the practice of communism at its simplest and
+ purest, the valour of nationality. These phrases are my own&mdash;the
+ substance, not the fashion, of her speech.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You do not, then,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;believe wholly in the unselfishness of
+ missionaries, the fair dealing of traders, the perfect impartiality of
+ justice, as shown through steel-clad cruisers?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have seen too much to be quite fair in judgment, I fear, even to
+ men-of-war&rsquo;s men;&rdquo; and she paused, listening to a song which came from the
+ after-part of the ship. The air was very still, and a few of the words of
+ the droll, plaintive ditty came to us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Quartermaster Stone, as he passed us, hummed it, and some voices of the
+ first-class passengers near joined in the refrain:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;Sing, hey, for a rover on the sea,
+ And the old world!&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ Some days later I got all of the song from one of the intermediate
+ passengers, and the last verse of it I give here:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;I&rsquo;m a-sailing, I&rsquo;m a-sailing on the sea,
+ To a harbour where the wind is still;
+ Oh, my dearie, do you wait for me?
+ Oh, my dearie, do you love me still?
+ Sing, hey, for a rover on the sea,
+ And the old world!&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ I noticed that Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s brow contracted as the song proceeded,
+ making a deep vertical line between the eyes, and that the fingers of the
+ hand nearest me closed on the chair-arm firmly. The hand attracted me. It
+ was long, the fingers were shapely, but not markedly tapering, and
+ suggested firmness. I remarked afterward, when I chanced to shake hands
+ with her, that her fingers enclosed one&rsquo;s hand; it was not a mere touch or
+ pressure, but an unemotional and possessive clasp. I felt sure that she
+ had heard the song before, else it had not produced even this so slight
+ effect on her nerves. I said: &ldquo;It is a quaint song. I suppose you are
+ familiar with it and all of its kind?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I fancy I have heard it somewhere,&rdquo; she answered in a cold voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I am aware that my next question was not justified by our very short
+ acquaintance; but this acquaintance had been singular from its beginning,
+ and it did not seem at that moment as it looks on paper; besides, I had
+ the Intermediate Passenger in my mind. &ldquo;Perhaps your husband is a naval
+ man?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A faint flush passed over her face, and then, looking at me with a neutral
+ expression and some reserve of manner, she replied: &ldquo;My husband was not a
+ naval man.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She said &ldquo;was not.&rdquo; That implied his death.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was no trouble in her manner; I could detect no sign of excitement.
+ I turned to look at the lights of the approaching vessel, and there,
+ leaning against the railing that divided the two decks, was the
+ Intermediate Passenger. He was looking at us intently. A moment after he
+ disappeared. Beyond doubt there was some intimate association between
+ these two.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My thoughts were, however, distracted by our vessel signalling the other.
+ Hungerford was passing just then, and I said: &ldquo;Have you any idea what
+ vessel it is, Hungerford?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, man-of-war &lsquo;Porcupine&rsquo;, bound for Aden, I think.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Falchion at this laughed strangely, as she leaned forward looking,
+ and then, rising quickly, said: &ldquo;I prefer to walk.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;May I accompany you?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She inclined her head, and we joined the promenaders. The band was
+ playing, and, for a ship-band, playing very well, the ballet music of
+ Delibes&rsquo; &lsquo;Sylvia&rsquo;. The musicians had caught that unaccentuated and
+ sensuous swing of the melody which the soft, tropical atmosphere rendered
+ still more languorous. With Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s hand upon my arm, I felt a
+ sense of capitulation to the music and to her, uncanny in its suddenness.
+ At this distance of time it seems to me absurd. I had once experienced
+ something of the same feeling with the hand of a young medical student,
+ who, skilled in thought-reading, discovered the number of a bank-note that
+ was in my mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This woman had an attractiveness compelling and delightful, at least in
+ its earlier application to me. Both professionally and socially I have
+ been brought into contact with women of beauty and grace, but never one
+ who, like Mrs. Falchion, being beautiful, seemed so unconscious of the
+ fact, so indifferent to those about her, so untouched by another&rsquo;s
+ emotion, so lacking in sensitiveness of heart; and who still drew people
+ to her. I am speaking now of the earlier portion of our acquaintance; of
+ her as she was up to this period in her life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was not alone in this opinion of her, for, as time went on, every
+ presentable man and woman on the boat was introduced to her; and if some
+ women criticised and some disliked her, all acknowledged her talent and
+ her imperial attraction. Among the men her name was never spoken but with
+ reserve and respect, and her afternoon teas were like a little court. She
+ had no compromising tenderness of manner for man or woman; she ruled, yet
+ was unapproachable through any avenues of sentiment. She had a quiet
+ aplomb, which would be called &lsquo;sang-froid&rsquo; in a man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Did you ever see a Spanish-Mexican woman dance?&rdquo; she asked in one of the
+ pauses of the music.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Never: never any good dancing, save what one gets at a London theatre.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is graceful,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;but not dancing. You have heard of music
+ stirring the blood; of savage races&mdash;and others&mdash;working
+ themselves up to ecstatic fury? Maybe you have seen the Dervishes, or the
+ Fijians, or the Australian aboriginals? No? Well, I have, and I have seen&mdash;which
+ is so much more&mdash;those Spanish-Mexican women dance. Did you ever see
+ anything so thrilling, so splendid, that you felt you must possess it?&rdquo;&mdash;She
+ asked me that with her hand upon my arm!&mdash;&ldquo;Well, that is it. I have
+ felt that way towards a horse which has won a great race, and to a woman
+ who has carried me with her through the fantastic drama of her dance,
+ until she stood at the climax, head thrown back, face glowing&mdash;a
+ statue. It is grand to be eloquent like that, not in words, but in
+ person.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In this was the key to her own nature. Body and mind she was free from
+ ordinary morbidness, unless her dislike of all suffering was morbid. With
+ her this was a dislike of any shock to the senses. She was selfish at all
+ points.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ These conclusions were pursued at the expense of speech on my part. At
+ first she did not appear to regard my silence. She seemed to have thoughts
+ of her own; but she shook them off with a little firm motion of the
+ shoulders, and, with the assumption of a demureness of manner and an airy
+ petulance, said: &ldquo;Well, amuse me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Amuse you?&rdquo; was my reply. &ldquo;Delighted to do so if I can. How?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Talk to me,&rdquo; was the quick response.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Would that accomplish the purpose?&rdquo; This in a tone of mock protest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Please don&rsquo;t be foolish, Dr. Marmion. I dislike having to explain. Tell
+ me things.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;About what?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, about yourself&mdash;about people you have met, and all that; for I
+ suppose you have seen a good deal and lived a good deal.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;About hospital cases?&rdquo; I said a little maliciously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, please, no! I abhor everything that is sick and poor and miserable.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; said I, at idle venture, &ldquo;if not a hospital, what about a gaol?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I felt the hand on my arm twitch slightly, and then her reply came.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I said I hated everything that was wretched and wicked. You are either
+ dense, or purposely irritating.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, then, a college?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A college? Yes, that sounds better. But I do not wish descriptions of
+ being &lsquo;gated,&rsquo; or &lsquo;sent down,&rsquo; or &lsquo;ploughed,&rsquo; and that kind of
+ commonplace. I should prefer, unless your vanity leads you irresistibly in
+ that direction, something with mature life and amusement; or, at least,
+ life and incident, and good sport&mdash;if you do not dwell on the horrors
+ of killing.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the instant there came to me the remembrance of Professor Valiant&rsquo;s
+ wife. I think it was not what she wanted; but I had a purpose, and I
+ began:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Every one at St. Luke&rsquo;s admired and respected Professor Valiant&rsquo;s wife,
+ she was so frank and cordial and prettily downright. In our rooms we all
+ called her a good chap, and a dashed good chap when her husband happened
+ to be rustier than usual. He was our professor in science. It was the
+ general belief that he chose science for his life-work because it gave
+ unusual opportunities for torture. He was believed to be a devoted
+ vivisectionist; he certainly had methods of cruelty, masterly in their
+ ingenuity. He could make a whole class raw with punishment in a few words;
+ and many a scorching bit of Latin verse was written about his hooked nose
+ and fishy eye.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But his highest talents in this direction were reserved for his wife. His
+ distorted idea of his own importance made him view her as a chattel, an
+ inferior being; the more so, I believe, because she brought him little
+ money when he married her. She was too much the woman to pretend to kneel
+ to him, and because she would not be his slave, she had a hard time of it.
+ He began by insisting that she should learn science, that she might assist
+ him in his experiments. She knew that she had no taste for it, that it was
+ no part of her wifely duty, and she did what suited her better&mdash;followed
+ the hounds. It was a picture to see her riding across country. She could
+ take a fence with a sound hunter like a bird. And so it happened that,
+ after a time, they went their own ways pretty well; he ignoring her,
+ neglecting her, deprecating her by manner, if not by speech, and making
+ her life more than uncomfortable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She was always kind to me. I was the youngest chap in the college, and
+ was known as &lsquo;Marmy&rsquo; by every one; and because I was fonder of science
+ than most other men in the different years, Valiant was more gracious to
+ me than the rest, though I did not like him. One day, when I called, I
+ heard her say to him, not knowing that I was near: &lsquo;Whatever you feel, or
+ however you act towards me in private, I will have respect when others are
+ present.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It was the custom for the professors to invite each student to luncheon
+ or dinner once during term-time. Being somewhat of a favourite of both
+ Professor and Mrs. Valiant however, I lunched with them often. I need
+ hardly say that I should not have exceeded the regulation once had it not
+ been for Mrs. Valiant. The last time I went is as clear in my memory as if
+ it were yesterday. Valiant was more satirical and cold-blooded than usual.
+ I noticed a kind of shining hardness in his wife&rsquo;s eyes, which gave me a
+ strange feeling; yet she was talkative and even gay, I thought, while I
+ more than once clinched my fist under the table, so much did I want to
+ pummel him; for I was a lover of hers, in a deferential, boyish way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;At last, knowing that she liked the hunt, I asked her if she was going to
+ the meet on the following Saturday, saying that I intended to follow,
+ having been offered a horse. With a steely ring to her voice, and a
+ further brightening of the eyes, she said: &lsquo;You are a stout little
+ sportsman, Marmy. Yes, I am going on Major Karney&rsquo;s big horse, Carbine.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Valiant looked up, half sneering, half doubtful, I thought, and rejoined:
+ &lsquo;Carbine is a valuable horse, and the fences are stiff in the Garston
+ country.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She smiled gravely, then, with her eyes fixed on her husband, said:
+ &lsquo;Carbine is a perfect gentleman. He will do what I ask him. I have ridden
+ him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;The devil you have!&rsquo; he replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;I am sure,&rsquo; said I, as I hoped, bravely, and not a little
+ enthusiastically, &lsquo;that Carbine would take any fence you asked him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;Or not, as the case might be. Thank you, Marmy, for the compliment,&rsquo; she
+ said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;A Triton among minnows,&rsquo; remarked Valiant, not entirely under his
+ breath; &lsquo;horses obey, and students admire, and there is no end to her
+ greatness.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;There is an end to everything, Edward,&rsquo; she remarked a shade sadly and
+ quietly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He turned to me and said: &lsquo;Science is a great study, Marmion, but it is
+ sardonic too; for you shall find that when you reduce even a Triton to its
+ original elements&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;Oh, please let me finish,&rsquo; she interrupted softly. &lsquo;I know the lecture
+ so well. It reads this way: &ldquo;The place of generation must break to give
+ place to the generated; but the influence spreads out beyond the
+ fragments, and is greater thus than in the mass&mdash;neither matter nor
+ mind can be destroyed. The earth was molten before it became cold rock and
+ quiet world.&rdquo; There, you see, Marmy, that I am a fellow-student of yours.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Valiant&rsquo;s eyes were ugly to watch; for she had quoted from a lecture of
+ his, delivered to us that week. After an instant he said, with slow
+ maliciousness: &lsquo;Oh, ye gods, render me worthy of this Portia, and teach
+ her to do as Brutus&rsquo;s Portia did, ad eternum!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She shuddered a little, then said very graciously, and as if he had meant
+ nothing but kindness: &lsquo;Beggar that I am, I am even poor in thanks.&rsquo; I will
+ leave you now to your cigarettes; and because I must go out soon, and
+ shall not, I fear, see you again this afternoon, good-bye, Marmy, till
+ Saturday&mdash;till Saturday.&rsquo; And she left us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was white and trembling with anger. He smiled coolly, and was careful
+ to choose me one of his best cigars, saying as he handed it: &lsquo;Conversation
+ is a science, Marmion. Study it; there is solid satisfaction in it; it is
+ the only art that brings instant pleasure. Like the stage, it gets its
+ immediate applause.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, Mrs. Valiant did ride Carbine on that Saturday. Such a scene it
+ was! I see it now&mdash;the mottled plump of hounds upon the scent, the
+ bright sun showing up the scarlet coats of the whips gloriously, the long
+ stride of the hunters, ears back and quarters down! She rode Carbine, and
+ the fences WERE stiff&mdash;so stiff that I couldn&rsquo;t have taken half of
+ them. Afterward I was not sorry that I couldn&rsquo;t; for she rode for a fall
+ that day on Carbine, her own horse, she had bought him of Major Karney a
+ few days before,&mdash;and I heard her last words as she lay beside him,
+ smiling through the dreadful whiteness of her lips. &lsquo;Goodbye, Marmy,&rsquo; she
+ whispered. &lsquo;Carbine and I go together. It is better so, in the full cry
+ and a big field. Tell the men at Luke&rsquo;s that I hope they will pass at the
+ coming exams.... I am going up&mdash;for my final&mdash;Marmy.&mdash;I
+ wonder&mdash;if I&rsquo;ll&mdash;pass.&rsquo; And then the words froze on her lips.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It was persecution that did it&mdash;diabolical persecution and
+ selfishness. That was the worst day the college ever knew. At the funeral,
+ when the provost read, &lsquo;For that it hath pleased Thee to deliver this our
+ sister out of the miseries of this sinful world,&rsquo; Big Wallington, the
+ wildest chap among the grads, led off with a gulp in his throat, and we
+ all followed. And that gold-spectacled sneak stood there, with a lying
+ white handkerchief at his eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I laid myself out to make the college too hot for him. In a week I had
+ every man in the place with me, and things came to such a pass that all of
+ us must be sent down, or Valiant resign. He resigned. He found another
+ professorship; but the thing followed him, and he was obliged to leave the
+ country.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When I finished the story, Mrs. Falchion was silent for a time, then, with
+ a slight air of surprise, and in a quite critical way, she said: &ldquo;I should
+ think you would act very well, if you used less emotion. Mrs. Valiant had
+ a kind of courage, but she was foolish to die. She should have stayed and
+ fought him&mdash;fought him every way, until she was his master. She could
+ have done it; she was clever, I should think. Still, if she had to die, it
+ was better to go with a good horse that way. I think I should prefer to go
+ swiftly, suddenly, but without the horror of blood and bruises, and that
+ sort of thing.... I should like to meet Professor Valiant. He was hard,
+ but he was able too.... But haven&rsquo;t we had enough of horror? I asked you
+ to amuse me, and you have merely interested me instead. Oh!&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This exclamation, I thought, was caused by the voice of the quartermaster
+ humming:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;I&rsquo;m a-sailing, I&rsquo;m a-sailing on the sea,
+ To a harbour where the wind is still&rdquo;&mdash;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Almost immediately she said: &ldquo;I think I will go below.&rdquo; Then, after a
+ slight pause: &ldquo;This is a liberal acquaintance for one day, Dr. Marmion;
+ and, you know, we were not introduced.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, Mrs. Falchion, we were not introduced; but I am in some regards your
+ host, and I fear we should all be very silent if we waited for regular
+ introductions here. The acquaintance gives me pleasure, but it is not
+ nearly so liberal as I hope it may become.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She did not answer, but smiled at me over her shoulder as she passed down
+ the staircase, and the next instant I could have bitten my tongue for
+ playing the cavalier as I had done; for showing, as I think I did, that
+ she had an influence over me&mdash;an influence peculiar to herself, and
+ difficult to account for when not in her presence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I sat down, lit a cigar, and went over in my mind all that had been said
+ between us; all that had occurred in my cabin after dinner; every minute
+ since we left Colombo was laid bare to its minutest detail. Lascars
+ slipped by me in the half-darkness, the voices of two lovers near
+ alternated with their expressive silences, and from the music saloon there
+ came the pretty strains of a minuet, played very deftly. Under the
+ influence of this music my thoughts became less exact; they drifted. My
+ eyes shifted to the lights of the &lsquo;Porcupine&rsquo; in the distance, and from
+ them again to the figures passing and repassing me on the deck. The &ldquo;All&rsquo;s
+ well&rdquo; of the look-out seemed to come from an endless distance; the swish
+ of water against the dividing hull of the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo; sounded like a call to
+ silence from another world; the phosphorescence swimming through the
+ jarred waters added to the sensation of unreality and dreams. These dreams
+ grew, till they were broken by a hand placed on my shoulder, and I saw
+ that one of the passengers, Clovelly, an English novelist, had dropped out
+ from the promenade to talk with me. He saw my mood, however, and said
+ quietly: &ldquo;Give me a light for my cigar, will you? Then, astride this
+ stool, I&rsquo;ll help you to make inventory of the rest of them. A pretty
+ study; for, at our best, &lsquo;What fools we mortals be!&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;Motley is your only wear,&rsquo;&rdquo; was my reply; and for a full half-hour,
+ which, even for a man, is considerable, we spoke no word, but only nodded
+ when some one of the promenaders noticed us. There was a bookmaker fresh
+ from the Melbourne races; an American, Colonel Ryder, whose eloquence had
+ carried him round the world; a stalwart squatter from Queensland; a pretty
+ widow, who had left her husband under the sods of Tasmania; a brace of
+ girls going to join their lovers and be married in England; a few officers
+ fleeing from India with their livers and their lives; a family of four
+ lanky lasses travelling &ldquo;home&rdquo; to school; a row of affable ladies, who
+ alternated between envy and gaiety and delight in, and criticism of, their
+ husbands; a couple of missionaries, preparing to give us lectures on the
+ infamous gods of the heathen,&mdash;gods which, poor harmless little
+ creatures! might be bought at a few annas a pint at Aden or Colombo,&mdash;and
+ on the Exodus and the Pharaohs&mdash;pleasures reserved for the Red Sea; a
+ commercial traveller, who arranged theatricals, and cast himself for all
+ the principal parts; a humorous and naive person who industriously hinted
+ at the opulence of his estates in Ireland; two stately English ladies of
+ title; a cheerful array of colonial knights and judges off to Europe for a
+ holiday; and many others, who made little worlds unto themselves, called
+ cliques by blunt people.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To my mind, the most interesting persons on the ship,&rdquo; said Clovelly at
+ last, &ldquo;are the bookmaker, Miss Treherne, and the lady with whom you have
+ just been talking&mdash;an exceptional type.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;An unusual woman, I fancy,&rdquo; was my reply. &ldquo;But which is Miss Treherne? I
+ am afraid I am not quite sure.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He described her and her father, with whom I had talked&mdash;a London
+ Q.C., travelling for his health, a notable man with a taste for science,
+ who spent his idle hours in reading astronomy and the plays of Euripides.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why not include the father in the list of the most interesting persons?&rdquo;
+ I questioned.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Because I have met many men like him, but no one quite like his daughter,
+ or Mrs.&mdash;what is her name?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mrs. Falchion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Or Mrs. Falchion or the bookmaker.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is there so uncommon about Miss Treherne? She had not struck me as
+ being remarkable.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No? Well, of course, she is not striking after the fashion of Mrs.
+ Falchion. But watch her, study her, and you will find her to be the
+ perfection of a type&mdash;the finest expression of a decorous convention,
+ a perfect product of social conservatism; unaffected, cheerful, sensitive,
+ composed, very talented, altogether companionable.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Excuse me,&rdquo; I said, laughing, though I was impressed; &ldquo;that sounds as if
+ you had been writing about her, and applying to her the novelist&rsquo;s system
+ of analysis, which makes an imperfect individual a perfect type. Now,
+ frankly, are you speaking of Miss Treherne, or of some one of whom she is
+ the outline, as it were?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Clovelly turned and looked at me steadily. &ldquo;When you consider a patient,&rdquo;
+ he said, &ldquo;do you arrange a diagnosis of a type or of a person?&mdash;And,
+ by the way, &lsquo;type&rsquo; is a priggish word.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I consider the type in connection with the person.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Exactly. The person is the thing. That clears up the matter of business
+ and art. But now, as to Miss Treherne: I want to say that, having been
+ admitted to her acquaintance and that of her father, I have thought of
+ them only as friends, and not as &lsquo;characters&rsquo; or &lsquo;copy.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I beg your pardon, Clovelly,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;I might have known.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Now, to prove how magnanimous I am, I shall introduce you to Miss
+ Treherne, if you will let me. You&rsquo;ve met her father, I suppose?&rdquo; he added,
+ and tossed his cigar overboard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, I have talked with him. He is a courteous and able man, I should
+ think.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We rose. Presently he continued: &ldquo;See, Miss Treherne is sitting there with
+ the Tasmanian widow&mdash;what is HER name?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mrs. Callendar,&rdquo; I replied. &ldquo;Blackburn, the Queenslander, is joining
+ them.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;So much the better,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Come on.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As we passed the music saloon, we paused for an instant to look through
+ the port-hole at a pale-faced girl with big eyes and a wonderful bright
+ red dress, singing &ldquo;The Angels&rsquo; Serenade,&rdquo; while an excitable bear-leader
+ turned her music for her. Near her stood a lanky girl who adored actors
+ and tenors, and lived in the hope of meeting some of those gentlemen of
+ the footlights, who plough their way so calmly through the hearts of
+ maidens fresh from school.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We drew back to go on towards Miss Treherne, when Hungerford touched me on
+ the arm, and said: &ldquo;I want to see you for a little while, Marmion, if Mr.
+ Clovelly will excuse you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw by Hungerford&rsquo;s face that he had something of importance to say,
+ and, linking my arm in his, I went with him to his cabin, which was near
+ those of the intermediate passengers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0003" id="link2HCH0003">
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+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER III. A TALE OF NO MAN&rsquo;S SEA
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ Inside the cabin Hungerford closed the door, gripped me by the arm, and
+ then handed me a cheroot, with the remark: &ldquo;My pater gave them to me last
+ voyage home. Have kept &lsquo;em in tea.&rdquo; And then he added, with no appearance
+ of consecutiveness: &ldquo;Hang the bally ship, anyhow!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I shall not attempt to tone down the crudeness of Hungerford&rsquo;s language.
+ It contents me to think that the solidity of his character and his worth
+ will appear even through the crust of free-and-easy idioms, as they will
+ certainly be seen in his acts;&mdash;he was sound at heart and true as
+ steel.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is the matter, Hungerford?&rdquo; I asked lighting the cheroot.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Everything&rsquo;s the matter. Captain, with his nose in the air, and trusting
+ all round to his officers. First officer, no good&mdash;never any use
+ since they poured the coal on him. Purser, ought to be on a Chinese junk.
+ Second, third, fourth officers, first-rate chaps, but so-so sailors.
+ Doctor, frivolling with a lovely filly, pedigree not known. Why, confound
+ it! nobody takes this business seriously except the captain, and he sits
+ on a golden throne. He doesn&rsquo;t know that in any real danger this swagger
+ craft would be filled with foolishness. There isn&rsquo;t more than one good
+ boat&rsquo;s crew on board&mdash;sailors, lascars, stewards, and all. As for the
+ officers, if the surgeon would leave the lovely ladies to themselves, he&rsquo;d
+ find cases worth treating, and duties worth doing. He should keep himself
+ fit for shocks. And he can take my word for it&mdash;for I&rsquo;ve been at sea
+ since I was a kid, worse luck!&mdash;that a man with anything to do on a
+ ship ought to travel every day nose out for shipwreck next day, and so on,
+ port to port. Ship-surgeons, as well as all other officers, weren&rsquo;t
+ ordained to follow after cambric skirts and lace handkerchiefs at sea.
+ Believe me or not as you like, but, for a man having work to do, woman,
+ lovely woman, is rocks. Now, I suppose you&rsquo;ll think I&rsquo;m insolent, for I&rsquo;m
+ younger than you are, Marmion, but you know what a rough-and-tumble fellow
+ I am, and you&rsquo;ll not mind.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, Hungerford,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;to what does this lead?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To Number 116 Intermediate, for one thing. It&rsquo;s letting off steam for
+ another. I tell you, Marmion, these big ships are too big. There are those
+ canvas boats. They won&rsquo;t work; you can&rsquo;t get them together. You couldn&rsquo;t
+ launch one in an hour. And as for the use of the others, the lascars would
+ melt like snow in any real danger. There&rsquo;s about one decent boat&rsquo;s crew on
+ the ship, that&rsquo;s all. There! I&rsquo;ve unburdened myself; I feel better.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently he added, with a shake of the head: &ldquo;See here: now-a-days we
+ trust too much to machinery and chance, and not enough to skill of hand
+ and brain stuff. I&rsquo;d like to show you some of the crews I&rsquo;ve had in the
+ Pacific and the China Sea&mdash;but I&rsquo;m at it again! I&rsquo;ll now come,
+ Marmion, to the real reason why I brought you here.... Number 116
+ Intermediate is under the weather; I found him fainting in the passage. I
+ helped him into his cabin. He said he&rsquo;d been to you to get medicine, and
+ you&rsquo;d given him some. Now, the strange part of the business is, I know
+ him. He didn&rsquo;t remember me, however&mdash;perhaps because he didn&rsquo;t get a
+ good look at me. Coincidence is a strange thing. I can point to a dozen in
+ my short life, every one as remarkable, if not as startling, as this.
+ Here, I&rsquo;ll spin you a yarn:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It happened four years ago. I had no moustache then, was fat like a
+ whale, and first mate on the &lsquo;Dancing Kate&rsquo;, a pearler in the Indian
+ Ocean, between Java and Australia. That was sailing, mind you&mdash;real
+ seamanship, no bally nonsense; a fight every weather, interesting all
+ round. If it wasn&rsquo;t a deadly calm, it was a typhoon; if it wasn&rsquo;t either,
+ it was want of food and water. I&rsquo;ve seen us with pearls on board worth a
+ thousand quid, and not a drop of water nor three square meals in the
+ caboose. But that was life for men and not Miss Nancys. If they weren&rsquo;t
+ saints, they were sailors, afraid of nothing but God Almighty&mdash;and
+ they do respect Him, even when they curse the winds and the sea. Well, one
+ day we were lying in the open sea, about two hundred and fifty miles from
+ Port Darwin. There wasn&rsquo;t a breath of air. The sea was like glass; the sun
+ was drawing turpentine out of every inch of the &lsquo;Dancing Kate&rsquo;. The world
+ was one wild blister. There wasn&rsquo;t a comfortable spot in the craft, and
+ all round us was that staring, oily sea. It was too hot to smoke, and I
+ used to make a Sede boy do my smoking for me. I got the benefit of the
+ smell without any work. I was lying under the droop of a dingey, making
+ the Sede boy call on all his gods for wind, with interludes of smoke, when
+ he chucked his deities and tobacco, and, pointing, shouted, &lsquo;Man! man!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I snatched a spy-glass. Sure enough, there was a boat on the water. It
+ was moving ever so slowly. It seemed to stop, and we saw something lifted
+ and waved, and then all was still again. I got a boat&rsquo;s crew together, and
+ away we went in that deadly smother. An hour&rsquo;s row and we got within hail
+ of the derelict&mdash;as one of the crew said, &lsquo;feelin&rsquo; as if the immortal
+ life was jerked out of us.&rsquo; The dingey lay there on the glassy surface,
+ not a sign of life about her. Yet I had, as I said, seen something waved.
+ The water didn&rsquo;t even lap its sides. It was ghostly, I can tell you. Our
+ oars licked the water; they didn&rsquo;t attack it. Now, I&rsquo;m going to tell you
+ something, Marmion, that&rsquo;ll make you laugh. I don&rsquo;t think I&rsquo;ve got any
+ poetry in me, but just then I thought of some verses I learned when I was
+ a little cove at Wellington&mdash;a devilishly weird thing. It came to me
+ at that moment like a word in my ear. It made me feel awkward for a
+ second. All sailors are superstitious, you know. I&rsquo;m superstitious about
+ this ship. Never mind; I&rsquo;ll tell you the verses, to show you what a queer
+ thing memory is. The thing was called &lsquo;No Man&rsquo;s Sea&rsquo;:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;The days are dead in the No Man&rsquo;s Sea,
+ And God has left it alone;
+ The angels cover their heads and flee,
+ And the wild four winds have flown.
+
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;There&rsquo;s never a ripple upon the tide,
+ There&rsquo;s never a word or sound;
+ But over the waste the white wraiths glide,
+ To look for the souls of the drowned.
+
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;The No Man&rsquo;s Sea is a gaol of souls,
+ And its gate is a burning sun,
+ And deep beneath it a great bell tolls
+ For a death that never is done.
+
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;Alas! for any that comes anear,
+ That lies on its moveless breast;
+ The grumbling water shall be his bier,
+ And never a place of rest.&rdquo;&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There are four of the verses. Well, I made a motion to stop the rowing,
+ and was mum for a minute. The men got nervous. They looked at the boat in
+ front of us, and then turned round, as though to see if the &lsquo;Dancing Kate&rsquo;
+ was still in sight. I spoke, and they got more courage. I stood up in the
+ boat, but could see nothing in the dingey. I gave a sign to go on, and
+ soon we were alongside. In the bottom of the dingey lay a man, apparently
+ dead, wearing the clothes of a convict. One of the crew gave a grunt of
+ disgust, the others said nothing. I don&rsquo;t take to men often, and to
+ convicts precious seldom; but there was a look in this man&rsquo;s face which
+ the prison clothes couldn&rsquo;t demoralise&mdash;a damned pathetic look, which
+ seemed to say, &lsquo;Not guilty.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In a minute I was beside him, and found he wasn&rsquo;t dead. Brandy brought
+ him round a little; but he was a bit gone in the head, and muttered all
+ the way back to the ship. I had unbuttoned his shirt, and I saw on his
+ breast a little ivory portrait of a woman. I didn&rsquo;t let the crew see it;
+ for the fellow, even in his delirium, appeared to know I had exposed the
+ thing, and drew the linen close in his fingers, and for a long time held
+ it at his throat.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What was the woman&rsquo;s face like, Hungerford?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He parried, remarking only that she had the face of a lady, and was
+ handsome.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I pressed him. &ldquo;But did it resemble any one you had ever seen?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With a slight droop of his eyelids, he said: &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t ask foolish questions,
+ Marmion. Well, the castaway had a hard pull for life. He wouldn&rsquo;t have
+ lived at all, if a breeze hadn&rsquo;t come up and let us get away to the coast.
+ It was the beginning of the monsoon, and we went bowling down towards Port
+ Darwin, a crowd of Malay proas in our wake. However, the poor beggar
+ thought he was going to die, and one night he told me his story. He was an
+ escaped convict from Freemantle, Western Australia. He had, with others,
+ been taken up to the northern coast to do some Government work, and had
+ escaped in the dingey. His crime was stealing funds belonging to a
+ Squatting and Mining Company. There was this extenuating circumstance: he
+ could have replaced the money, which, as he said, he&rsquo;d only intended to
+ use for a few weeks. But a personal enemy threw suspicion on him, accounts
+ were examined, and though he showed he&rsquo;d only used the money while more of
+ his own was on the way to him, the Company insisted on prosecuting him.
+ For two reasons: because it was itself in bad odour, and hoped by this
+ trial to divert public attention from its own dirty position; and because
+ he had against him not only his personal enemy, but those who wanted to
+ hit the Company through him. He&rsquo;d filched to be able to meet the large
+ expenses of his wife&rsquo;s establishment. Into this he didn&rsquo;t enter minutely,
+ and he didn&rsquo;t blame her for having so big a menage; he only said he was
+ sorry that he hadn&rsquo;t been able to support it without having to come, even
+ for a day, to the stupidity of stealing. After two years he escaped. He
+ asked me to write a letter to his wife, which he&rsquo;d dictate. Marmion, you
+ or I couldn&rsquo;t have dictated that letter if we&rsquo;d taken a year to do it.
+ There was no religion in it, no poppy-cock, but straightforward talk, full
+ of sorrow for what he&rsquo;d done, and for the disgrace he&rsquo;d brought on her. I
+ remember the last few sentences as if I&rsquo;d seen them yesterday. &lsquo;I am dying
+ on the open sea, disgraced, but free,&rsquo; he said. &lsquo;I am not innocent in act,
+ but I was not guilty of intentional wrong. I did what I did that you
+ should have all you wished, all you ought to have. I ask but this&mdash;and
+ I shall soon ask for nothing&mdash;that you will have a kind thought, now
+ and then, for the man who always loved you, and loves you yet. I have
+ never blamed you that you did not come near me in my trouble; but I wish
+ you were here for a moment before I go away for ever. You must forgive me
+ now, for you will be free. If I were a better man I would say, God bless
+ you. In my last conscious moments I will think of you, and speak your
+ name. And now good-bye&mdash;an everlasting good-bye. I was your loving
+ husband, and am your lover until death.&rsquo; And it was signed, &lsquo;Boyd Madras.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;However, he didn&rsquo;t die. Between the captain and myself, we kept life in
+ him, and at last landed him at Port Darwin; all of us, officers and crew,
+ swearing to let no one know he was a convict. And I&rsquo;ll say this for the
+ crew of the &lsquo;Dancing Kate&rsquo; that, so far as I know, they kept their word.
+ That letter, addressed in care of a firm of Melbourne bankers, I gave back
+ to him before we landed. We made him up a purse of fifty pounds,&mdash;for
+ the crew got to like him,&mdash;and left him at Port Darwin, sailing away
+ again in a few days to another pearl-field farther east. What happened to
+ him at Port Darwin and elsewhere, I don&rsquo;t know; but one day I found him on
+ a fashionable steamer in the Indian Ocean, looking almost as near to
+ Kingdom Come as when he starved in the dingey on No Man&rsquo;s Sea. As I said
+ before, I think he didn&rsquo;t recognise me; and he&rsquo;s lying now in 116
+ Intermediate, with a look on him that I&rsquo;ve seen in the face of a man
+ condemned to death by the devils of cholera or equatorial fever. And
+ that&rsquo;s the story, Marmion, which I brought you to hear&mdash;told, as you
+ notice, in fine classical style.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And why do you tell ME this, Hungerford&mdash;a secret you&rsquo;ve kept all
+ these years? Knowledge of that man&rsquo;s crime wasn&rsquo;t necessary before giving
+ him belladonna or a hot bath.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Hungerford kept back the whole truth for reasons of his own. He said:
+ &ldquo;Chiefly because I want you to take a decent interest in the chap. He
+ looks as if he might go off on the long voyage any tick o&rsquo; the clock. You
+ are doctor, parson, and everything else of the kind on board. I like the
+ poor devil, but anyhow I&rsquo;m not in a position to be going around with
+ ginger-tea in a spoon, or Ecclesiastes under my arm,&mdash;very good
+ things. Your profession has more or less to do with the mind as well as
+ the body, and you may take my word for it that Boyd Madras&rsquo;s mind is as
+ sick as his torso. By the way, he calls himself &lsquo;Charles Boyd,&rsquo; so I
+ suppose we needn&rsquo;t recall to him his former experiences by adding the
+ &lsquo;Madras.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Hungerford squeezed my arm again violently, and added: &ldquo;Look here,
+ Marmion, we understand each other in this, don&rsquo;t we? To do what we can for
+ the fellow, and be mum.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Some of this looks rough and blunt, but as it was spoken there was that in
+ it which softened it to my ear. I knew he had told all he thought I ought
+ to know, and that he wished me to question him no more, nor to refer to
+ Mrs. Falchion, whose relationship to Boyd Madras&mdash;or Charles Boyd&mdash;both
+ of us suspected.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It was funny about those verses coming to my mind, wasn&rsquo;t it, Marmion?&rdquo;
+ he continued. And he began to repeat one of them, keeping time to the
+ wave-like metre with his cheroot, winding up with a quick, circular
+ movement, and putting it again between his lips:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;There&rsquo;s never a ripple upon the tide,
+ There&rsquo;s never a breath or sound;
+ But over the waste the white wraiths glide,
+ To look for the souls of the drowned.&rdquo;&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Then he jumped off the berth where he had been sitting, put on his jacket,
+ said it was time to take his turn on the bridge, and prepared to go out,
+ having apparently dismissed Number 116 Intermediate from his mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I went to Charles Boyd&rsquo;s cabin, and knocked gently. There was no response.
+ I entered. He lay sleeping soundly&mdash;the sleep that comes after
+ nervous exhaustion. I had a good chance to study him as he lay there. The
+ face was sensitive and well fashioned, but not strong; the hands were
+ delicate, yet firmly made. One hand was clinched upon that portion of his
+ breast where the portrait hung.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0004" id="link2HCH0004">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER IV. THE TRAIL OF THE ISHMAELITE
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ I went on deck again, and found Clovelly in the smoking-room. The
+ bookmaker was engaged in telling tales of the turf, alternated with comic
+ songs by Blackburn&mdash;an occupation which lasted throughout the voyage,
+ and was associated with electric appeals to the steward to fill the
+ flowing bowl. Clovelly came with me, and we joined Miss Treherne and her
+ father. Mr. Treherne introduced me to his daughter, and Clovelly amiably
+ drew the father into a discussion of communism as found in the South Sea
+ Islands.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I do not think my conversation with Miss Treherne was brilliant. She has
+ since told me that I appeared self-conscious and preoccupied. This being
+ no compliment to her, I was treated accordingly. I could have endorsed
+ Clovelly&rsquo;s estimate of her so far as her reserve and sedateness were
+ concerned. It seemed impossible to talk naturally. The events of the day
+ were interrupting the ordinary run of thought, and I felt at a miserable
+ disadvantage. I saw, however, that the girl was gifted and clear of mind,
+ and possessed of great physical charm, but of that fine sort which must be
+ seen in suitable surroundings to be properly appreciated. Here on board
+ ship a sweet gravity and a proud decorum&mdash;not altogether unnecessary&mdash;prevented
+ her from being seen at once to the best advantage. Even at this moment I
+ respected her the more for it, and was not surprised, nor exactly
+ displeased, that she adroitly drew her father and Clovelly into the
+ conversation. With Clovelly she seemed to find immediate ground for naive
+ and pleasant talk; on his part, deferential, original, and attentive; on
+ hers, easy, allusive, and warmed with piquant humour. I admired her; saw
+ how cleverly Clovelly was making the most of her; guessed at the
+ solicitude, studious care, and affection of her bringing-up; watched the
+ fond pleasure of the father as he listened; and was angry with myself that
+ Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s voice rang in my ears at the same moment as hers. But it
+ did ring there, and the real value of that smart tournament of ideas was
+ partially lost to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next morning I went to Boyd Madras&rsquo;s cabin. He welcomed me gratefully,
+ and said that he was much better; as he seemed; but he carried a hectic
+ flush, such as comes to a consumptive person. I said little to him beyond
+ what was necessary for the discussion of his case. I cautioned him about
+ any unusual exertion, and was about to leave, when an impulse came to me,
+ and I returned and said: &ldquo;You will not let me help you in any other way?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; he answered; &ldquo;I shall be very glad of your help, but not just yet.
+ And, Doctor, believe me, I think medicines can do very little. Though I am
+ thankful to you for visiting me, you need not take the trouble, unless I
+ am worse, and then I will send a steward to you, or go to you myself.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ What lay behind this request, unless it was sensitiveness, I could not
+ tell; but I determined to take my own course, and to visit him when I
+ thought fit.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Still, I saw him but once or twice on the after-deck in the succeeding
+ days. He evidently wished to keep out of sight as much as possible. I am
+ ashamed to say there was a kind of satisfaction in this to me; for, when a
+ man&rsquo;s wife&mdash;and I believed she was Boyd Madras&rsquo;s wife&mdash;hangs on
+ your arm, and he himself is denied that privilege, and fares poorly beside
+ her sumptuousness, and lives as a stranger to her, you can scarcely regard
+ his presence with pleasure. And from the sheer force of circumstances, as
+ it seemed to me then, Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s hand was often on my arm; and her
+ voice was always in my ear at meal-times and when I visited Justine Caron
+ to attend to her wound, or joined in the chattering recreations of the
+ music saloon. It was impossible not to feel her influence; and if I did
+ not yield entirely to it, I was more possessed by it than I was aware. I
+ was inquisitive to know beyond doubt that she was the wife of this man. I
+ think it was in my mind at the time that, perhaps, by being with her much,
+ I should be able to do him a service. But there came a time when I was
+ sufficiently undeceived. It was all a game of misery in which some one
+ stood to lose all round. Who was it: she, or I, or the refugee of
+ misfortune, Number 116 Intermediate? She seemed safe enough. He or I would
+ suffer in the crash of penalties.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a strange situation. I, the acquaintance of a day, was welcome
+ within the circle of this woman&rsquo;s favour&mdash;though it was an
+ unemotional favour on her side; he, the husband, as I believed, though
+ only half the length of the ship away, was as distant from her as the
+ north star. When I sat with her on deck at night, I seemed to feel Boyd
+ Madras&rsquo;s face looking at me from the half-darkness of the after-deck; and
+ Mrs. Falchion, whose keen eyes missed little, remarked once on my gaze in
+ that direction. Thereafter I was more careful, but the idea haunted me.
+ Yet, I was not the only person who sat with her. Other men paid her
+ attentive court. The difference was, however, that with me she assumed
+ ever so delicate, yet palpable an air of proprietorship, none the less
+ alluring because there was no heart in it. So far as the other passengers
+ were concerned, there was nothing jarring to propriety in our
+ companionship. They did not know of Number 116 Intermediate. She had been
+ announced as a widow; and she had told Mrs. Callendar that her father&rsquo;s
+ brother, who, years before, had gone to California, had died within the
+ past two years and left her his property; and, because all Californians
+ are supposed to be millionaires, her wealth was counted fabulous. She was
+ going now to England, and from there to California in the following year.
+ People said that Dr. Marmion knew on which side his bread was buttered.
+ They may have said more unpleasant things, but I did not hear them, or of
+ them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All the time I was conscious of a kind of dishonour, and perhaps it was
+ that which prompted me (I had fallen away from my intention of visiting
+ him freely) to send my steward to see how Boyd Madras came on, rather than
+ go myself. I was, however, conscious that the position could not&mdash;should
+ not&mdash;be maintained long. The practical outcome of this knowledge was
+ not tardy. A new influence came into my life which was to affect it
+ permanently: but not without a struggle.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A series of concerts and lectures had been arranged for the voyage, and
+ the fancy-dress ball was to close the first part of the journey&mdash;that
+ is, at Aden. One night a concert was on in the music saloon. I had just
+ come from seeing a couple of passengers who had been suffering from the
+ heat, and was debating whether to find Mrs. Falchion, who, I knew, was on
+ the other side of the deck, go in to the concert, or join Colonel Ryder
+ and Clovelly, who had asked me to come to the smoking-room when I could. I
+ am afraid I was balancing heavily in favour of Mrs. Falchion, when I heard
+ a voice that was new to me, singing a song I had known years before, when
+ life was ardent, and love first came&mdash;halcyon days in country lanes,
+ in lilac thickets, of pleasant Hertfordshire, where our footsteps met a
+ small bombardment of bursting seed-pods of the furze, along the green
+ common that sloped to the village. I thought of all this, and of HER
+ everlasting quiet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With a different voice the words of the song would have sent me out of
+ hearing; now I stood rooted to the spot, as the notes floated out past me
+ to the nervelessness of the Indian Ocean, every one of them a commandment
+ from behind the curtain of a sanctuary.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The voice was a warm, full contralto of exquisite culture. It suggested
+ depths of rich sound behind, from which the singer, if she chose, might
+ draw, until the room and the deck and the sea ached with sweetness. I
+ scarcely dared to look in to see who it was, lest I should find it a
+ dream. I stood with my head turned away towards the dusky ocean. When, at
+ last, with the closing notes of the song, I went to the port-hole and
+ looked in, I saw that the singer was Miss Treherne. There was an
+ abstracted look in her eyes as she raised them, and she seemed unconscious
+ of the applause following the last chords of the accompaniment. She stood
+ up, folding the music as she did so, and unconsciously raised her eyes
+ toward the port-hole where I was. Her glance caught mine, and instantly a
+ change passed over her face. The effect of the song upon her was broken;
+ she flushed slightly, and, as I thought, with faint annoyance. I know of
+ nothing so little complimentary to a singer as the audience that
+ patronisingly listens outside a room or window,&mdash;not bound by any
+ sense of duty as an audience,&mdash;between whom and the artists an
+ unnatural barrier is raised. But I have reason to think now that Belle
+ Treherne was not wholly moved by annoyance&mdash;that she had seen
+ something unusual, maybe oppressive, in my look. She turned to her father.
+ He adjusted his glasses as if, in his pride, to see her better. Then he
+ fondly took her arm, and they left the room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then I saw Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s face at the port-hole opposite. Her eyes were
+ on me. An instant before, I had intended following Miss Treherne and her
+ father; now some spirit of defiance, some unaccountable revolution, took
+ possession of me, so that I flashed back to her a warm recognition. I
+ could not have believed it possible, if it had been told of me, that, one
+ minute affected by beautiful and sacred remembrances, the next I should be
+ yielding to the unimpassioned tyranny of a woman who could never be
+ anything but a stumbling-block and an evil influence. I had yet to learn
+ that in times of mental and moral struggle the mixed fighting forces in us
+ resolve themselves into two cohesive powers, and strive for mastery; that
+ no past thought or act goes for nothing at such a time, but creeps out
+ from the darkness where we thought it had gone for ever, and does battle
+ with its kind against the common foe. There moved before my sight three
+ women: one, sweet and unsubstantial, wistful and mute and very young, not
+ of the earth earthy; one, lissom, grave, with gracious body and warm
+ abstracted eyes, all delicacy, strength, reserve; the other and last,
+ daring, cold, beautiful, with irresistible charm, silent and compelling.
+ And these are the three women who have influenced my life, who fought in
+ me then for mastery; one from out the unchangeable past, the others in the
+ tangible and delible present. Most of us have to pass through such ordeals
+ before character and conviction receive their final bias; before human
+ nature has its wild trouble, and then settles into &ldquo;cold rock and quiet
+ world;&rdquo; which any lesser after-shocks may modify, but cannot radically
+ change.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I tried to think. I felt that to be wholly a man I should turn from those
+ eyes drawing me on. I recalled the words of Clovelly, who had said to me
+ that afternoon, half laughingly: &ldquo;Dr. Marmion, I wonder how many of us
+ wish ourselves transported permanently to that time when we didn&rsquo;t know
+ champagne from &lsquo;alter feiner madeira&rsquo; or dry hock from sweet sauterne;
+ when a pretty face made us feel ready to abjure all the sinful lusts of
+ the flesh and become inheritors of the kingdom of heaven? Egad! I should
+ like to feel it once again. But how can we, when we have been intoxicated
+ with many things; when we are drunk with success and experience; have hung
+ on the fringe of unrighteousness; and know the world backward, and
+ ourselves mercilessly?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Was I, like the drunkard, coming surely to the time when I could no longer
+ say yes to my wisdom, or no to my weakness? I knew that, an hour before,
+ in filling a phial with medicine, I found I was doing it mechanically, and
+ had to begin over again, making an effort to keep my mind to my task. I
+ think it is an axiom that no man can properly perform the business of life
+ who indulges in emotional preoccupation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ These thoughts, which take so long to write, passed then through my mind
+ swiftly; but her eyes were on me with a peculiar and confident insistence&mdash;and
+ I yielded. On my way to her I met Clovelly and Colonel Ryder. Hungerford
+ was walking between them. Colonel Ryder said: &ldquo;I&rsquo;ve been saving that story
+ for you, Doctor; better come and get it while it&rsquo;s hot.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was a promised tale of the taking of Mobile in the American Civil
+ War.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At any other time the invitation would have pleased me mightily; for,
+ apart from the other two, Hungerford&rsquo;s brusque and original conversation
+ was always a pleasure&mdash;so were his cheroots; but now I was under an
+ influence selfish in its source. At the same time I felt that Hungerford
+ was storing up some acute criticism of me, and that he might let me hear
+ it any moment. I knew, numbering the order of his duties, that he could
+ have but a very short time to spare for gossip at this juncture, yet I
+ said that I could not join them for half an hour or so. Hungerford had a
+ fashion of looking at me searchingly from under his heavy brows, and I saw
+ that he did so now with impatience, perhaps contempt. I was certain that
+ he longed to thrash me. That was his idea of punishment and penalty. He
+ linked his arm in those of the other two men, and they moved on, Colonel
+ Ryder saying that he would keep the story till I came and would wait in
+ the smoking-room for me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The concert was still on when I sat down beside Mrs. Falchion. &ldquo;You seemed
+ to enjoy Miss Treherne&rsquo;s singing?&rdquo; she said cordially enough as she folded
+ her hands in her lap.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, I thought it beautiful. Didn&rsquo;t you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Pretty, most pretty; and admirable in technique and tone; but she has too
+ much feeling to be really artistic. She felt the thing, instead of
+ pretending to feel it&mdash;which makes all the difference. She belongs to
+ a race of delightful women, who never do any harm, whom everybody calls
+ good, and who are very severe on those who do not pretend to be good.
+ Still, all of that pleasant race will read their husband&rsquo;s letters and
+ smuggle. They have no civic virtues. Yet they would be shocked to bathe on
+ the beach without a machine, as American women do,&mdash;and they look for
+ a new fall of Jerusalem when one of their sex smokes a cigarette after
+ dinner. Now, I do not smoke cigarettes after dinner, so I can speak
+ freely. But, at the same time, I do not smuggle, and I do bathe on the
+ beach without a machine&mdash;when I am in a land where there are no
+ sharks and no taboo. If morally consumptive people were given a few years
+ in the South Seas, where they could not get away from nature, there would
+ be more strength and less scandal in society.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I laughed. &ldquo;There is a frank note for Mr. Clovelly, who thinks he knows
+ the world and my sex thoroughly. He says as much in his books.&mdash;Have
+ you read his &lsquo;A Sweet Apocalypse&rsquo;? He said more than as much to me. But he
+ knows a mere nothing about women&mdash;their amusing inconsistencies;
+ their infidelity in little things and fidelity in big things; their
+ self-torturings; their inability to comprehend themselves; their periods
+ of religious insanity; their occasional revolts against the restraints of
+ a woman&rsquo;s position, known only to themselves in their dark hours; ah,
+ really, Dr. Marmion, he is ignorant, I assure you. He has only got two or
+ three kinds of women in his mind, and the representatives of these fooled
+ him, as far as he went with them, to their hearts&rsquo; content. Believe me,
+ there is no one quite so foolish as the professional student of character.
+ He sees things with a glamour; he is impressionable; he immediately begins
+ to make a woman what he wishes her to be for his book, not what she is;
+ and women laugh at him when they read his books, or pity him if they know
+ him personally. I venture to say that I could make Mr. Clovelly use me in
+ a novel&mdash;not &lsquo;A Sweet Apocalypse&rsquo;&mdash;as a placid lover of fancy
+ bazaars and Dorcas societies, instead of a very practical person, who has
+ seen life without the romantic eye, and knows as well the working of a
+ buccaneering craft&mdash;through consular papers and magisterial trials,
+ of course&mdash;as of a colonial Government House. But it is not worth
+ while trying to make him falsify my character. Besides, you are here to
+ amuse me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This speech, as she made it, was pleasantly audacious and clever. I
+ laughed, and made a gesture of mock dissent, and she added: &ldquo;Now I have
+ finished my lecture. Please tie my shoe-lace there, and then, as I said,
+ amuse me. Oh, you can, if you choose! You are clever when you like to be.
+ Only, this time, do not let it be a professor&rsquo;s wife who foolishly
+ destroys herself, and cuts short what might have been a brilliant career.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the instant I determined to probe deeper into her life, and try her
+ nerve, by telling a story with enough likeness to her own (if she was the
+ wife of Boyd Madras) to affect her acutely; though I was not sure I could
+ succeed. A woman who triumphs over sea-sickness, whom steam from the
+ boilers never affects, nor the propeller-screw disturbs, has little to
+ fear from the words of a man who is neither adroit, eloquent, nor
+ dramatic. However, I determined to try what I could do. I said: &ldquo;I fancy
+ you would like something in the line of adventure; but my career has not
+ run in that direction, so I shall resort to less exciting fields, and, I
+ fear, also, a not very cheerful subject.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, never mind!&rdquo; said she. &ldquo;What you wish, so long as it is not
+ conventional and hackneyed. But I know you will not be prosy, so go on,
+ please.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; I began, &ldquo;once, in the hospital, I attended a man&mdash;Anson was
+ his name&mdash;who, when he thought he was going to die, confided to me
+ his life&rsquo;s secret. I liked the man; he was good-looking, amiable, but
+ hopelessly melancholy. He was dying as much from trouble as disease. No
+ counsel or encouragement had any effect upon him; he did, as I have seen
+ so many do&mdash;he resigned himself to the out-going tide. Well, for the
+ secret. He had been a felon. His crime had been committed through
+ ministering to his wife&rsquo;s vanity.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here I paused. I felt Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s eyes searching me. I raised mine
+ steadily to hers with an impersonal glance, and saw that she had not
+ changed colour in the least. But her eyes were busy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I proceeded: &ldquo;When he was disgraced she did not come near him. When he
+ went to her, after he was released&rdquo; (here I thought it best to depart from
+ any close resemblance to Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s own story), &ldquo;and was admitted to
+ her, she treated him as an absolute stranger&mdash;as one who had
+ intruded, and might be violent. She said that she and her maid were alone
+ in the house, and hinted that he had come to disturb them. She bade him
+ go, or she must herself go. He called her by his own name, and begged her,
+ by the memory of their dead child, to speak kindly to him. She said he was
+ quite mistaken in her name, that she was Mrs. Glave, not Mrs. Anson, and
+ again insisted that he should go. He left her, and at last,
+ broken-hearted, found his way, in illness and poverty to the hospital,
+ where, toward the last, he was cared for by a noble girl, a companion of
+ his boyhood and his better days, who urged his wife to visit him. She left
+ him alone, said unpleasant things to the girl, did not come to see her
+ husband when he was dead, and provided nothing for his burial. You see
+ that, like you, she hated suffering and misery&mdash;and criminals. The
+ girl and her mother paid the expenses of the funeral, and, with myself,
+ were the only mourners. I am doubtful if the wife knows even where he
+ lies. I admit that the story sounds melodramatic; but truth is more drama
+ than comedy, I fancy. Now, what do you think of it all, Mrs. Falchion?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had felt her shrink a little at the earlier part of my story, as if she
+ feared that her own tale was to be brutally bared before her; but that
+ soon passed, and she languidly tapped the chair-arm as the narrative
+ continued. When it was finished, she leaned over slightly, and with these
+ same fingers tapped my arm. I thrilled involuntarily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He died, did he?&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;That was the most graceful thing he could
+ do. So far as my knowledge of the world is concerned, men of his class do
+ NOT die. They live, and they never rise above their degradation. They had
+ not brains or courage enough to keep them out of gaol, and they have not
+ pluck or brains enough to succeed&mdash;afterwards. Your friend Anson was
+ quite gentlemanly in his action at the last. He had some sense of the
+ fitness of things. He could not find a place in the world without making
+ other people uncomfortable, and causing trouble. If he had lived, he would
+ always have added to the blight on his wife&rsquo;s career, and have been an
+ arrow&mdash;not a thorn&mdash;in her side. Very likely he would have
+ created a scandal for the good young girl who nursed him. He made the
+ false step, and compelled society to reject him. It did not want to do so;
+ it never does. It is long-suffering; it tries not to see and acknowledge
+ things until the culprit himself forces it to take action. Then it says:
+ &lsquo;Now you have openly and inconsiderately broken our bond of mutual
+ forbearance. You make me send you away. Go, then, behind stone walls, and
+ please do not come to me again. If you do, you will only be a troublesome
+ ghost. You will cause awkwardness and distress.&rsquo; So, Mr. Anson&mdash;I
+ must be polite to him&mdash;did the most reasonable and proper thing. He
+ disappeared from the play before it actually became tragedy. There was no
+ tragedy in his death&mdash;death is a magnificent ally; it untangles
+ knots. The tragedy was in his living&mdash;in the perpetual ruin of his
+ wife&rsquo;s life, renewed every morning. He disappeared. Then the play became
+ drama, with only a little shadow of tragedy behind it. Now, frankly, am I
+ not right?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mrs. Falchion,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;your argument is clever, but it is only
+ incidentally true. You draw life, society and men no more correctly than
+ the author of &lsquo;A Sweet Apocalypse&rsquo; would draw you. The social law you
+ sketch when reduced to its bare elements, is remorseless. It does not
+ provide for repentance, for restitution, for recovering a lost paradise.
+ It makes an act final, a sin irrevocable.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, since we are beginning to talk like a couple of books by a pair of
+ priggish philosophers, I might as well say that I think sin is final so
+ far as the domestic and social machinery of the world is concerned. What
+ his religious belief requires of a man is one thing, what his fellow-men
+ require of him is another. The world says, You shall have latitude enough
+ to swing in freely, but you must keep within the code. As soon as you
+ break the law openly, and set the machinery of public penalty in motion,
+ there is an end of you, so far as this world is concerned. You may live
+ on, but you have been broken on the wheel, and broken you always will be.
+ It is not a question of right or wrong, of kindness or cruelty, but of
+ general expediency and inevitableness. To all effect, Mr. Anson was dead
+ before he breathed his last. He died when he passed within the walls of a
+ gaol&mdash;condemned for theft.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was singular scorn in her last few words, and, dissent as I did from
+ her merciless theories, I was astonished at her adroitness and
+ downrightness&mdash;enchanted by the glow of her face. To this hour,
+ knowing all her life as I do, I can only regard her as a splendid
+ achievement of nature, convincing even when at the most awkward tangents
+ with the general sense and the straitest interpretation of life;
+ convincing even in those other and later incidents, which showed her to be
+ acting not so much by impulse as by the law of her nature. Her emotions
+ were apparently rationalised at birth&mdash;to be derationalised and
+ broken up by a power greater than herself before her life had worked
+ itself out. I had counted her clever; I had not reckoned with her powers
+ of reasoning. Influenced as I was by emotion when in her presence, I
+ resorted to a personal application of my opinions&mdash;the last and most
+ unfair resort of a disputant. I said I would rather be Anson dead than
+ Mrs. Anson living; I would rather be the active than the passive sinner;
+ the victim, than a part of that great and cruel machine of penalty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The passive sinner!&rdquo; she replied. &ldquo;Why, what wrong did she do?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The highest moral conceptions worked dully in her. Yet she seemed then, as
+ she always appeared to be, free from any action that should set the
+ machine of penalty going against herself. She was inexorable, but she had
+ never, knowingly, so much as slashed the hem of the moral code.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It was to give his wife pleasure that Anson made the false step,&rdquo; I
+ urged.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you think she would have had the pleasure at the price? The man was
+ vain and selfish to run any risk, to do anything that might endanger her
+ safety&mdash;that is, her happiness and comfort.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But suppose he knew that she loved ease and pleasure?&mdash;that he
+ feared her anger or disdain if he did not minister to her luxuries?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then he ought not to have married that kind of a woman.&rdquo; The hardness in
+ her voice was matched at that moment by the coldness of her face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is begging the question,&rdquo; I replied. &ldquo;What would such a selfish
+ woman do in such a case, if her pleasure could not be gratified?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You must ask that kind of woman,&rdquo; was her ironical answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I rashly felt that her castle of strength was crumbling. I ventured
+ farther.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have done so.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She turned slightly toward me, yet not nervously, as I had expected.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What did she say?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She declined to answer directly.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a pause, in which I felt her eyes searching my face. I fear I
+ must have learned dissimulation well; for, after a minute, I looked at
+ her, and saw, from the absence of any curious anxiety, that I had betrayed
+ nothing. She looked me straight in the eyes and said: &ldquo;Dr. Marmion, a man
+ must not expect to be forgiven, who has brought shame on a woman.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not even when he has repented and atoned?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Atoned! How mad you are! How can there be atonement? You cannot wipe
+ things out&mdash;on earth. We are of the earth. Records remain. If a man
+ plays the fool, the coward, and the criminal, he must expect to wear the
+ fool&rsquo;s cap, the white feather, and the leg-chain until his life&rsquo;s end. And
+ now, please, let us change the subject. We have been bookish long enough.&rdquo;
+ She rose with a gesture of impatience.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I did not rise. &ldquo;Pardon me, Mrs. Falchion,&rdquo; I urged, &ldquo;but this interests
+ me so. I have thought much of Anson lately. Please, let us talk a little
+ longer. Do sit down.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She sat down again with an air of concession rather than of pleasure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am interested,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;in looking at this question from a woman&rsquo;s
+ standpoint. You see, I am apt to side with the miserable fellow who made a
+ false step&mdash;foolish, if you like&mdash;all for love of a selfish and
+ beautiful woman.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She was beautiful?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, as you are.&rdquo; She did not blush at that rank compliment, any more
+ than a lioness would, if you praised the astonishing sleekness and beauty
+ of its skin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And she had been a true wife to him before that?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, in all that concerned the code.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well?&mdash;Well, was not that enough? She did what she could, as long as
+ she could.&rdquo; She leaned far back in the chair, her eyes half shut.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t you think&mdash;as a woman, not as a theorist&mdash;that Mrs. Anson
+ might at least have come to him when he was dying?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It would only have been uncomfortable for her. She had no part in his
+ life; she could not feel with him. She could do nothing.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But suppose she had loved him? By that memory, then, of the time when
+ they took each other for better or for worse, until death should part
+ them?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Death did part them when the code banished him; when he passed from a
+ free world into a cage. Besides, we are talking about people marrying, not
+ about their loving.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I will admit,&rdquo; I said, with a little raw irony, &ldquo;that I was not exact in
+ definition.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here I got a glimpse into her nature which rendered after events not so
+ marvellous to me as they might seem to others. She thought a moment quite
+ indolently, and then continued: &ldquo;You make one moralise like George Eliot.
+ Marriage is a condition, but love must be an action. The one is a
+ contract, the other is complete possession, a principle&mdash;that is, if
+ it exists at all. I do not know.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She turned the rings round mechanically on her finger; and among them was
+ a wedding-ring! Her voice had become low and abstracted, and now she
+ seemed to have forgotten my presence, and was looking out upon the humming
+ darkness round us, through which now and again there rang a boatswain&rsquo;s
+ whistle, or the loud laugh of Blackburn, telling of a joyous hour in the
+ smoking-room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I am now about to record an act of madness, of folly, on my part. I
+ suppose most men have such moments of temptation, but I suppose, also,
+ that they act more sensibly and honourably than I did then. Her hand had
+ dropped gently on the chair-arm, near to my own, and though our fingers
+ did not touch, I felt mine thrilled and impelled toward hers. I do not
+ seek to palliate my action. Though the man I believed to be her husband
+ was below, I yielded myself to an imagined passion for her. In that moment
+ I was a captive. I caught her hand and kissed it hotly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But you might know what love is,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;You might learn&mdash;learn of
+ me. You&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Abruptly and with surprise she withdrew her hand, and, without any visible
+ emotion save a quicker pulsation of her breast, which might have been
+ indignation, spoke. &ldquo;But even if I might learn, Dr. Marmion, be sure that
+ neither your college nor Heaven gave you the knowledge to instruct me....
+ There: pardon me, if I speak harshly; but this is most inconsiderate of
+ you, most impulsive&mdash;and compromising. You are capable of singular
+ contrasts. Please let us be friends, friends simply. You are too
+ interesting for a lover, really you are.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her words were a cold shock to my emotion&mdash;my superficial emotion;
+ though, indeed, for that moment she seemed adorable to me. Without any
+ apparent relevancy, but certainly because my thoughts in self-reproach
+ were hovering about cabin 116 Intermediate, I said, with a biting shame,
+ &ldquo;I do not wonder now!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You do not wonder at what?&rdquo; she questioned; and she laid her hand kindly
+ on my arm.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I put the hand away a little childishly, and replied, &ldquo;At men going to the
+ devil.&rdquo; But this was not what I thought.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That does not sound complimentary to somebody. May I ask you what you
+ mean?&rdquo; she said calmly. &ldquo;I mean that Anson loved his wife, and she did not
+ love him; yet she held him like a slave, torturing him at the same time.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Does it not strike you that this is irrelevant? You are not my husband&mdash;not
+ my slave. But, to be less personal, Mr. Anson&rsquo;s wife was not responsible
+ for his loving her. Love, as I take it, is a voluntary thing. It pleased
+ him to love her&mdash;he would not have done it if it did not please him;
+ probably his love was an inconvenient thing domestically&mdash;if he had
+ no tact.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Of that,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;neither you nor I can know with any certainty. But, to
+ be scriptural, she reaped where she had not sowed, and gathered where she
+ had not strawed. If she did not make the man love her,&mdash;I believe she
+ did, as I believe you would, perhaps unconsciously, do,&mdash;she used his
+ love, and was therefore better able to make all other men admire her. She
+ was richer in personal power for that experience; but she was not grateful
+ for it nor for his devotion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You mean, in fact, that I&mdash;for you make the personal application&mdash;shall
+ be better able henceforth to win men&rsquo;s love, because&mdash;ah, surely, Dr.
+ Marmion, you do not dignify this impulse, this foolishness of yours, by
+ the name of love!&rdquo; She smiled a little satirically at the fingers I had
+ kissed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was humiliated, and annoyed with her and with myself, though, down in my
+ mind, I knew that she was right. &ldquo;I mean,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;that I can understand
+ how men have committed suicide because of just such things. My wonder is
+ that Anson, poor devil! did not do it.&rdquo; I knew I was talking foolishly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He hadn&rsquo;t the courage, my dear sir. He was gentlemanly enough to die, but
+ not to be heroic to that extent. For it does need a strong dash of heroism
+ to take one&rsquo;s own life. As I conceive it, suicide would have been the best
+ thing for him when he sinned against the code. The world would have pitied
+ him then, would have said, He spared us the trial of punishing him. But to
+ pay the vulgar penalty of prison&mdash;ah!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She shuddered and then almost coldly continued: &ldquo;Suicide is an act of
+ importance; it shows that a man recognises, at least, the worthlessness of
+ his life. He does one dramatic and powerful thing; he has an instant of
+ great courage, and all is over. If it had been a duel in which, of
+ intention, he would fire wide, and his assailant would fire to kill, so
+ much the better; so much the more would the world pity. But either is
+ superior, as a final situation, than death with a broken heart&mdash;I
+ suppose that is possible?&mdash;and disgrace, in a hospital.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You seem to think only of the present, only of the code and the world;
+ and as if there were no heroism in a man living down his shame, righting
+ himself heroically at all points possible, bearing his penalty, and
+ showing the courage of daily wearing the sackcloth of remorse and
+ restitution.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh,&rdquo; she persisted, &ldquo;you make me angry. I know what you wish to express;
+ I know that you consider it a sin to take one&rsquo;s life, even in &lsquo;the high
+ Roman fashion.&rsquo; But, frankly, I do not, and I fear&mdash;or rather, I
+ fancy&mdash;that I never shall. After all, your belief is a pitiless one;
+ for, as I have tried to say, the man has not himself alone to consider,
+ but those to whom his living is a perpetual shame and menace and cruelty
+ insupportable&mdash;insupportable! Now, please, let us change the subject
+ finally; and&rdquo;&mdash;here she softly laughed&mdash;&ldquo;forgive me if I have
+ treated your fancied infatuation lightly or indifferently. I want you for
+ a friend&mdash;at least, for a friendly acquaintance. I do not want you
+ for a lover.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We both rose. I was not quite content with her nor with myself yet. I felt
+ sure that while she did not wish me for a lover, she was not averse to my
+ playing the devoted cavalier, who should give all, while she should give
+ nothing. I knew that my punishment had already begun. We paced the deck in
+ silence; and once, as we walked far aft, I saw, leaning upon the railing
+ of the intermediate deck, and looking towards us&mdash;Boyd Madras; and
+ the words of that letter which he wrote on the No Man&rsquo;s Sea came to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At length she said: &ldquo;You have made no reply to my last remark. Are we to
+ be friends, and not lovers? Or shall you cherish enmity against me? Or,
+ worse still,&rdquo;&mdash;and here she laughed, I thought, a little ironically,&mdash;&ldquo;avoid
+ me, and be as icy as you have been&mdash;fervid?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mrs. Falchion,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;your enemy I do not wish to be&mdash;I could not
+ be if I wished; but, for the rest, you must please let me see what I may
+ think of myself to-morrow. There is much virtue in to-morrow,&rdquo; I added.
+ &ldquo;It enables one to get perspective.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I understand,&rdquo; she said; and then was silent. We walked the deck slowly
+ for several minutes. Then we were accosted by two ladies of a committee
+ that had the fancy-dress ball in hand. They wished to consult Mrs.
+ Falchion in certain matters of costume and decoration, for which, it had
+ been discovered, she had a peculiar faculty. She turned to me half
+ inquiringly, and I bade her good-night, inwardly determined (how easy it
+ is after having failed to gratify ourselves!) that the touch of her
+ fingers should never again make my heart beat faster.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I joined Colonel Ryder and Clovelly in the smoking-room. Hungerford, as I
+ guessed gladly, was gone. I was too much the coward to meet his eye just
+ then. Colonel Ryder was estimating the amount he would wager&mdash;if he
+ were in the habit of betting&mdash;that the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo; could not turn round
+ in her tracks in twenty minutes, while he parenthetically endorsed
+ Hungerford&rsquo;s remarks to me&mdash;though he was ignorant of them&mdash;that
+ lascars should not be permitted on English passenger ships. He was
+ supported by Sir Hayes Craven, a shipowner, who further said that not one
+ out of ten British sailors could swim, while not five out of ten could row
+ a boat properly. Ryder&rsquo;s anger was great, because Clovelly remarked with
+ mock seriousness that the lascars were picturesque, and asked the American
+ if he had watched them listlessly eating rice and curry as they squatted
+ between decks; whether he had observed the Serang, with his silver
+ whistle, who ruled them, and despised us &ldquo;poor white trash;&rdquo; and if he did
+ not think it was a good thing to have fatalists like them as sailors&mdash;they
+ would be cool in time of danger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Colonel Ryder&rsquo;s indignation was curbed, however, by the bookmaker, who,
+ having no views, but seeing an opportunity for fun, brought up
+ reinforcements of chaff and slang, easily construable into profanity, and
+ impregnated with terse humour. Many of the ladies had spoken of the
+ bookmaker as one of the best-mannered men on board. So he was to all
+ appearance. None dressed with better taste, nor carried himself with such
+ an air. There was even a deferential tone in his strong language, a
+ hesitating quaintness, which made it irresistible. He was at the service
+ of any person on board needing championship. His talents were varied. He
+ could suggest harmonies in colour to the ladies at one moment, and at the
+ next, in the seclusion of the bar counter, arrange deadly harmonies in
+ liquor. He was an authority on acting; he knew how to edit a newspaper; he
+ picked out the really nice points in the sermons delivered by the
+ missionaries in the saloon; he had some marvellous theories about
+ navigation; and his trick with a salad was superb. He now convulsed the
+ idlers in the smoking-room with laughter, and soon deftly drew off the
+ discussion to the speed of the vessel, arranging a sweep-stake
+ immediately, upon the possibilities of the run. He instantly proposed to
+ sell the numbers by auction. He was the auctioneer. With his eye-glass at
+ his eye, and Bohemian pleasantry falling from his lips, he ran the prices
+ up. He was selling Clovelly&rsquo;s number, and had advanced it beyond the
+ novelist&rsquo;s own bidding, when suddenly the screw stopped, the engines
+ ceased working, and the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo; slowed down.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The numbers remained unsold. Word came to us that an accident had happened
+ to the machinery, and that we should be hove-to for a day, or longer, to
+ accomplish necessary repairs. How serious the accident to the machinery
+ was no one knew.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER V. ACCUSING FACES
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ While we were hove-to, the &lsquo;Porcupine&rsquo; passed us. In all probability it
+ would now get to Aden ahead of us; and herein lay a development of the
+ history of Mrs. Falchion. I was standing beside Belle Treherne as the ship
+ came within hail of us and signalled to see what was the matter. Mrs.
+ Falchion was not far from us. She was looking intently at the vessel
+ through marine-glasses, and she did not put them down until it had passed.
+ Then she turned away with an abstracted light in her eyes and a wintry
+ smile; and the look and the smile continued when she sat down in her
+ deck-chair and leaned her cheek meditatively on the marine-glass. But I
+ saw now that something was added to the expression of her face&mdash;a
+ suggestion of brooding or wonder. Belle Treherne, noticing the direction
+ of my glances, said: &ldquo;Have you known Mrs. Falchion long?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, not long,&rdquo; I replied. &ldquo;Only since she came on board.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She is very clever, I believe.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I felt my face flushing, though, reasonably, there was no occasion for it,
+ and I said: &ldquo;Yes, she is one of the ablest women I have ever met.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She is beautiful, too&mdash;very beautiful.&rdquo; This very frankly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Have you talked with her?&rdquo; asked I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, a little this morning, for the first time. She did not speak much,
+ however.&rdquo; Here Miss Treherne paused, and then added meditatively: &ldquo;Do you
+ know, she impressed me as having singular frankness and singular reserve
+ as well? I think I admired it. There is no feeling in her speech, and yet
+ it has great candour. I never before met any one like her. She does not
+ wear her heart upon her sleeve, I imagine.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A moment of irony came over me; that desire to say what one really does
+ not believe (a feminine trait), and I replied: &ldquo;Are both those articles
+ necessary to any one? A sleeve?&mdash;well, one must be clothed. But a
+ heart?&mdash;a cumbrous thing, as I take it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Belle Treherne turned, and looked me steadily in the eyes for an instant,
+ as if she had suddenly awakened from abstraction, and slowly said, while
+ she drew back slightly: &ldquo;Dr. Marmion, I am only a girl, I know, and
+ inexperienced, but I hoped most people of education and knowledge of life
+ were free from that kind of cynicism to be read of in books.&rdquo; Then
+ something in her thoughts seemed to chill her words and manner, and her
+ father coming up a moment after, she took his arm, and walked away with a
+ not very cordial bow to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The fact is, with a woman&rsquo;s quick intuition, she had read in my tone
+ something suggestive of my recent experience with Mrs. Falchion. Her fine
+ womanliness awoke; the purity of her thoughts, rose in opposition to my
+ flippancy and to me; and I knew that I had raised a prejudice not easy to
+ destroy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was on a Friday afternoon.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the Saturday evening following, the fancy-dress ball was to occur. The
+ accident to the machinery and our delay were almost forgotten in the
+ preparations therefor. I had little to do; there was only one sick man on
+ board, and my hand could not cure his sickness. How he fared, my
+ uncomfortable mind, now bitterly alive to a sense of duty, almost
+ hesitated to inquire. Yet a change had come. A reaction had set in for me.
+ Would it be permanent? I dared scarcely answer that question, with Mrs.
+ Falchion at my right hand at table, with her voice at my ear. I was not
+ quite myself yet; I was struggling, as it were, with the effects of a
+ fantastic dream.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Still, I had determined upon my course. I had made resolutions. I had
+ ended the chapter of dalliance. I had wished to go to 116 Intermediate and
+ let its occupant demand what satisfaction he would. I wanted to say to
+ Hungerford that I was an ass; but that was even harder still. He was so
+ thorough and uncompromising in nature, so strong in moral fibre, that I
+ felt his sarcasm would be too outspoken for me just at present. In this,
+ however, I did not give him credit for a fine sense of consideration, as
+ after events showed. Although there had been no spoken understanding
+ between us that Mrs. Falchion was the wife of Boyd Madras, the mind of one
+ was the other&rsquo;s also. I understood exactly why he told me Boyd Madras&rsquo;s
+ story: it was a warning. He was not the man to harp on things. He gave the
+ hint, and there the matter ended, so far as he was concerned, until a time
+ might come when he should think it his duty to refer to the subject again.
+ Some time before, he had shown me the portrait of the girl who had
+ promised to be his wife. She, of course, could trust HIM anywhere,
+ everywhere.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Falchion had seen the change in me, and, I am sure, guessed the new
+ direction of my thoughts, and knew that I wished to take refuge in a new
+ companionship&mdash;a thing, indeed, not easily to be achieved, as I felt
+ now; for no girl of delicate and proud temper would complacently regard a
+ hasty transference of attention from another to herself. Besides, it would
+ be neither courteous nor reasonable to break with Mrs. Falchion abruptly.
+ The error was mine, not hers. She had not my knowledge of the immediate
+ circumstances, which made my position morally untenable. She showed
+ unembarrassed ignorance of the change. At the same time I caught a tone of
+ voice and a manner which showed she was not actually oblivious, but was
+ touched in that nerve called vanity; and from this much feminine hatred
+ springs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I made up my mind to begin a course of scientific reading, and was seated
+ in my cabin, vainly trying to digest a treatise on the pathology of the
+ nervous system, when Hungerford appeared at the door. With a nod, he
+ entered, threw himself down on the cabin sofa, and asked for a match.
+ After a pause, he said: &ldquo;Marmion, Boyd Madras, alias Charles Boyd, has
+ recognised me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I rose to get a cigar, thus turning my face from him, and said: &ldquo;Well?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, there isn&rsquo;t anything very startling. I suppose he wishes I had left
+ him in the dingey on No Man&rsquo;s Sea. He&rsquo;s a fool.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Indeed, why?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Marmion, are your brains softening? Why does he shadow a woman who
+ wouldn&rsquo;t lift her finger to save him from battle, murder, or sudden
+ death?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;From the code,&rdquo; I said, in half soliloquy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;From the what?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, never mind, Hungerford. I suppose he is shadowing&mdash;Mrs.
+ Falchion?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He eyed me closely.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I mean the woman that chucked his name; that turned her back on him when
+ he was in trouble; that hopes he is dead, if she doesn&rsquo;t believe that he
+ is actually; that would, no doubt, treat him as a burglar if he went to
+ her, got down on his knees, and said: &lsquo;Mercy, my girl, I&rsquo;ve come back to
+ you a penitent prodigal. Henceforth I shall be as straight as the sun, so
+ help me Heaven and your love and forgiveness!&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Hungerford paused, as if expecting me to reply; but, leaning forward on my
+ knees and smoking hard, I remained silent. This seemed to anger him, for
+ he said a little roughly: &ldquo;Why doesn&rsquo;t he come out and give you blazes on
+ the promenade deck, and corner her down with a mighty cheek, and levy on
+ her for a thousand pounds? Both you and she would think more of him. Women
+ don&rsquo;t dislike being bullied, if it is done in the right way&mdash;haven&rsquo;t
+ I seen it the world over, from lubra to dowager? I tell you, man&mdash;sinning
+ or not&mdash;was meant to be woman&rsquo;s master and lover, and just as much
+ one as the other.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At this point Hungerford&rsquo;s manner underwent a slight change, and he
+ continued: &ldquo;Marmion, I wouldn&rsquo;t have come near you, only I noticed you
+ have altered your course, and are likely to go on a fresh tack. It isn&rsquo;t
+ my habit to worry a man. I gave you a signal, and you didn&rsquo;t respond at
+ first. Well, we have come within hail again; and now, don&rsquo;t you think that
+ you might help to straighten this tangle, and try to arrange a
+ reconciliation between those two?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The scheme is worth trying. Nobody need know but you and me. It wouldn&rsquo;t
+ be much of a sacrifice to her to give him a taste of the thing she swore
+ to do&mdash;how does it run?&mdash;&lsquo;to have and to hold from this day
+ forward&rsquo;?&mdash;I can&rsquo;t recall it; but it&rsquo;s whether the wind blows fair or
+ foul, or the keel scrapes the land or gives to the rock, till the sea
+ gulps one of &lsquo;em down for ever. That&rsquo;s the sense of the thing, Marmion,
+ and the contract holds between the two, straight on into the eternal
+ belly. Whatever happens, a husband is a husband, and a wife a wife. It
+ seems to me that, in the sight of Heaven, it&rsquo;s he that&rsquo;s running fair in
+ the teeth of the wind, every timber straining, and she that&rsquo;s riding with
+ it, well coaled, flags flying, in an open channel, and passing the
+ derelict without so much as, &lsquo;Ahoy there!&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now, at this distance of time, I look back, and see Hungerford, &ldquo;the rowdy
+ sailor,&rdquo; as he called himself, lying there, his dark grey eyes turned full
+ on me; and I am convinced that no honester, more sturdy-minded man ever
+ reefed a sail, took his turn upon the bridge, or walked the dry land in
+ the business of life. It did not surprise me, a year after, when I saw in
+ public prints that he was the hero of&mdash;but that must be told
+ elsewhere. I was about to answer him then as I knew he would wish, when a
+ steward appeared and said: &ldquo;Mr. Boyd, 116 Intermediate, wishes you would
+ come to him, sir, if you would be so kind.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Hungerford rose, and, as I made ready to go, urged quietly: &ldquo;You&rsquo;ve got
+ the charts and soundings, Marmion, steam ahead!&rdquo; and, with a swift but
+ kindly clench of my shoulder, he left me. In that moment there came a
+ cowardly feeling, a sense of shamefacedness, and then, hard upon it, and
+ overwhelming it, a determination to serve Boyd Madras so far as lay in my
+ power, and to be a man, and not a coward or an idler.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When I found him he was prostrate. In his eyes there was no anger, no
+ indignation, nor sullenness&mdash;all of which he might reasonably have
+ felt; and instantly I was ashamed of the thought which, as I came to him,
+ flashed through my mind, that he might do some violent thing. Not that I
+ had any fear of violence; but I had an active dislike of awkward
+ circumstances. I felt his fluttering pulse, and noted the blue line on his
+ warped lips. I gave him some medicine, and then sat down. There was a
+ silence. What could I say? A dozen thoughts came to my mind, but I
+ rejected them. It was difficult to open up the subject. At last he put his
+ hand upon my arm and spoke:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You told me one night that you would help me if you could. I ought to
+ have accepted your offer at first; it would have been better.&mdash;No,
+ please don&rsquo;t speak just yet. I think I know what you would say. I knew
+ that you meant all you urged upon me; that you liked me. I was once worthy
+ of men&rsquo;s liking, perhaps, and I had good comrades; but that is all over.
+ You have not come near me lately, but it wasn&rsquo;t because you felt any
+ neglect, or wished to take back your words; but&mdash;because of something
+ else.... I understand it all. She has great power. She always had. She is
+ very beautiful. I remember when&mdash;but I will not call it back before
+ you, though, God knows, I go over it all every day and every night, until
+ it seems that only the memory of her is real, and that she herself is a
+ ghost. I ought not to have crossed her path again, even unknown to her.
+ But I have done it, and now I cannot go out of that path without kneeling
+ before her once again, as I did long ago. Having seen her, breathed the
+ same air, I must speak or die; perhaps it will be both. That is a power
+ she has: she can bend one to her will, although she often, involuntarily,
+ wills things that are death to others. One MUST care for her, you
+ understand; it is natural, even when it is torture to do so.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He put his hand on his side and moved as if in pain. I reached over and
+ felt his pulse, then took his hand and pressed it, saying: &ldquo;I will be your
+ friend now, Madras, in so far as I can.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked up at me gratefully, and replied: &ldquo;I know that&mdash;I know
+ that. It is more than I deserve.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then he began to speak of his past. He told me of Hungerford&rsquo;s kindness to
+ him on the &lsquo;Dancing Kate&rsquo;, of his luckless days at Port Darwin, of his
+ search for his wife, his writing to her, and her refusal to see him. He
+ did not rail against her. He apologised for her, and reproached himself.
+ &ldquo;She is most singular,&rdquo; he continued, &ldquo;and different from most women. She
+ never said she loved me, and she never did, I know. Her father urged her
+ to marry me; he thought I was a good man.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here he laughed a little bitterly. &ldquo;But it was a bad day for her. She
+ never loved any one, I think, and she cannot understand what love is,
+ though many have cared for her. She is silent where herself is concerned.
+ I think there was some trouble&mdash;not love, I am sure of that&mdash;which
+ vexed her, and made her a little severe at times; something connected with
+ her life, or her father&rsquo;s life, in Samoa. One can only guess, but white
+ men take what are called native wives there very often&mdash;and who can
+ tell? Her father&mdash;but that is her secret!... While I was right before
+ the world, she was a good wife to me in her way. When I went wrong, she
+ treated me as if I were dead, and took her old name. But if I could speak
+ to her quietly once more, perhaps she would listen. It would be no good at
+ all to write. Perhaps she would never begin the world with me again, but I
+ should like to hear her say, &lsquo;I forgive you. Good-bye.&rsquo; There would be
+ some comfort in a kind farewell from her. You can see that, Dr. Marmion?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He paused, waiting for me to speak. &ldquo;Yes, I can see that,&rdquo; I said; and
+ then I added: &ldquo;Why did you not speak to her before you both came on board
+ at Colombo?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I had no chance. I only saw her in the street, an hour before the ship
+ sailed. I had scarcely time to take my passage.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Pain here checked his utterance, and when he recovered, he turned again to
+ me, and continued: &ldquo;To-morrow night there is to be a fancy-dress ball on
+ board. I have been thinking. I could go in a good disguise. I could speak
+ to her, and attract no notice; and if she will not listen to me, why,
+ then, that ends it. I shall know the worst, and to know the worst is
+ good.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; said I; &ldquo;and what do you wish me to do?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I wish to go in a disguise, of course; to dress in your cabin, if you
+ will let me. I cannot dress here, it would attract attention; and I am not
+ a first-class passenger.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I fear,&rdquo; I replied, &ldquo;that it is impossible for me to assist you to the
+ privileges of a first-class passenger. You see, I am an officer of the
+ ship. But still I can help you. You shall leave this cabin to-night. I
+ will arrange so that you may transfer yourself to one in the first-class
+ section.... No, not a word; it must be as I wish in this. You are ill; I
+ can do you that kindness at least, and then, by right, you can attend the
+ ball, and, after it, your being among the first-class passengers can make
+ little difference; for you will have met and spoken then, either to peace
+ or otherwise.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had very grave doubts of any reconciliation; the substance of my notable
+ conversation with Mrs. Falchion was so prominent in my mind. I feared she
+ would only reproduce the case of Anson and his wife. I was also afraid of
+ a possible scene&mdash;which showed that I was not yet able to judge of
+ her resources. After a time, in which we sat silent, I said to Madras:
+ &ldquo;But suppose she should be frightened?&mdash;should&mdash;should make a
+ scene?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He raised himself to a sitting posture. &ldquo;I feel better,&rdquo; he said. Then,
+ answering my question: &ldquo;You do not know her quite. She will not stir a
+ muscle. She has nerve. I have seen her in positions of great peril and
+ trial. She is not emotional, though I truly think she will wake one day
+ and find her heart all fire but not for me. Still, I say that all will be
+ quite comfortable, so far as any demonstration on her part is concerned.
+ She will not be melodramatic, I do assure you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And the disguise&mdash;your dress?&rdquo; inquired I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He rose from the berth slowly, and, opening a portmanteau, drew from it a
+ cloth of white and red, fringed with gold. It was of beautiful texture,
+ and made into the form of a toga or mantle. He said: &ldquo;I was a seller of
+ such stuffs in Colombo, and these I brought with me, because I could not
+ dispose of them without sacrifice when I left hurriedly. I have made them
+ into a mantle. I could go as&mdash;a noble Roman, perhaps!&rdquo; Then a slight,
+ ironical smile crossed his lips, and he stretched out his thin but shapely
+ arms, as if in derision of himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will go as Menelaus the Greek,&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I as Menelaus the Greek?&rdquo; The smile became a little grim.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, as Menelaus; and I will go as Paris.&rdquo; I doubt not that my voice
+ showed a good deal of self-scorn at the moment; but there was a kind of
+ luxury in self-abasement before him. &ldquo;Your wife, I know, intends to go as
+ Helen of Troy. It is all mumming. Let it stand so, as Menelaus and Helen
+ and Paris before there was any Trojan war, and as if there never could be
+ any&mdash;as if Paris went back discomfited, and the other two were
+ reconciled.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His voice was low and broken. &ldquo;I know you exaggerate matters, and condemn
+ yourself beyond reason,&rdquo; he replied. &ldquo;I will do as you say. But, Dr.
+ Marmion, it will not be all mumming, as you shall see.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A strange look came upon his face at this. I could not construe it; and,
+ after a few words of explanation regarding his transference to the forward
+ part of the ship, I left him. I found the purser, made the necessary
+ arrangements for him, and then sought my cabin, humbled in many ways. I
+ went troubled to bed. After a long wakefulness, I dozed away into that
+ disturbed vestibule of sleep where the world&rsquo;s happenings mingle with the
+ visions of unconsciousness. I seemed to see a man&rsquo;s heart beating in his
+ bosom in growing agonies, until, with one last immense palpitation, it
+ burst, and life was gone. Then the dream changed, and I saw a man in the
+ sea, drowning, who seemed never to drown entirely, his hands ever beating
+ the air and the mocking water. I thought that I tried many times to throw
+ him a lighted buoy in the half-shadow, but some one held me back, and I
+ knew that a woman&rsquo;s arms were round me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But at last the drowning man looked up and saw the woman so, and, with a
+ last quiver of the arms, he sank from sight. When he was gone, the woman&rsquo;s
+ arms dropped away from me; but when I turned to speak to her, she, too,
+ had gone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I awoke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Two stewards were talking in the passage, and one was saying, &ldquo;She&rsquo;ll get
+ under way by daybreak, and it will be a race with the &lsquo;Porcupine&rsquo; to Aden.
+ How the engines are kicking below!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER VI. MUMMERS ALL
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ The next day was beautiful, if not enjoyable. Stirring preparations were
+ being made for the ball. Boyd Madras was transferred to a cabin far
+ forward, but he did not appear at any meal in the saloon, or on deck. In
+ the morning I was busy in the dispensary. While I was there, Justine Caron
+ came to get some medicine that I had before given her. Her hand was now
+ nearly well. Justine had nerves, and it appeared to me that her efforts to
+ please her mistress, and her occasional failures, were wearing her unduly.
+ I said to her: &ldquo;You have been worried, Miss Caron?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, no, Doctor,&rdquo; she quickly replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked at her a little sceptically, and she said at last: &ldquo;Well, perhaps
+ a little. You see, madame did not sleep well last night, and I read to
+ her. It was a little difficult, and there was not much choice of books.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What did you read?&rdquo; I asked mechanically, as I prepared her medicine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, some French novel first&mdash;De Maupassant&rsquo;s; but madame said he was
+ impertinent&mdash;that he made women fools and men devils. Then I tried
+ some modern English tales, but she said they were silly. I knew not what
+ to do. But there was Shakespeare. I read Antony and Cleopatra, and she
+ said that the play was grand, but the people were foolish except when they
+ died&mdash;their deaths were magnificent. Madame is a great critic; she is
+ very clever.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, yes, I know that; but when did she fall asleep?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;About four o&rsquo;clock in the morning. I was glad, because she is very
+ beautiful when she has much sleep.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you&mdash;does not sleep concern you in this matter of madame?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For me,&rdquo; she said, looking away, &ldquo;it is no matter. I have no beauty.
+ Besides, I am madame&rsquo;s servant,&rdquo;&mdash;she blushed slightly at this,&rdquo;&mdash;and
+ she is generous with money.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, and you like money so much?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her eyes flashed a little defiantly as she looked me in the face. &ldquo;It is
+ everything to me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She paused as if to see the effect upon me, or to get an artificial (I
+ knew it was artificial) strength to go on, then she added: &ldquo;I love money.
+ I work for it; I would bear all for it&mdash;all that a woman could bear.
+ I&mdash;&rdquo; But here she paused again, and, though the eyes still flashed,
+ the lips quivered. Hers was not the face of cupidity. It was sensitive,
+ yet firm, as with some purpose deep as her nature was by creation and
+ experience, and always deepening that nature. I suddenly got the
+ conviction that this girl had a sorrow of some kind in her life, and that
+ this unreal affection for money was connected with it. Perhaps she saw my
+ look of interest, for she hurriedly continued: &ldquo;But, pardon me, I am
+ foolish. I shall be better when the pain is gone. Madame is kind; she will
+ let me sleep this afternoon, perhaps.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I handed her the medicine, and then asked: &ldquo;How long have you known Mrs.
+ Falchion, Miss Caron?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Only one year.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where did you join her?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In Australia.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In Australia? You lived there?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, monsieur, I did not live there.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A thought came to my mind&mdash;the nearness of New Caledonia to
+ Australia, and New Caledonia was a French colony&mdash;a French penal
+ colony! I smiled as I said the word penal to myself. Of course the word
+ could have no connection with a girl like her, but still she might have
+ lived in the colony. So I added quietly: &ldquo;You perhaps had come from New
+ Caledonia?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her look was candid, if sorrowful. &ldquo;Yes, from New Caledonia.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Was she, thought I, the good wife of some convict&mdash;some political
+ prisoner?&mdash;the relative of some refugee of misfortune? Whatever she
+ was, I was sure that she was free from any fault. She evidently thought
+ that I might suspect something uncomplimentary of her, for she said: &ldquo;My
+ brother was an officer at Noumea. He is dead. I am going to France, when I
+ can.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I tried to speak gently to her. I saw that her present position must be a
+ trial. I advised her to take more rest, or she would break down
+ altogether, for she was weak and nervous; I hinted that she might have to
+ give up entirely, if she continued to tax herself heedlessly; and,
+ finally, that I would speak to Mrs. Falchion about her. I was scarcely
+ prepared for her action then. Tears came to her eyes, and she said to me,
+ her hand involuntarily clasping my arm: &ldquo;Oh no, no! I ask you not to speak
+ to madame. I will sleep&mdash;I will rest. Indeed, I will. This service is
+ so much to me. She is most generous. It is because I am so altogether
+ hers, night and day, that she pays me well. And the money is so much. It
+ is my honour&mdash;my dead brother&rsquo;s honour. You are kind at heart; you
+ will make me strong with medicine, and I will ask God to bless you. I
+ could not suffer such poverty again. And then, it is my honour!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I felt that she would not have given way thus had not her nerves been
+ shaken, had she not lived so much alone, and irregularly, so far as her
+ own rest and comfort were concerned, and at such perpetual cost to her
+ energy. Mrs. Falchion, I knew, was selfish, and would not, or could not,
+ see that she was hard upon the girl, by such exactions as midnight reading
+ and loss of sleep. She demanded not merely physical but mental energy&mdash;a
+ complete submission of both; and when this occurred with a sensitive,
+ high-strung girl, she was literally feeding on another&rsquo;s life-blood. If
+ she had been told this, she, no doubt, would have been very much
+ surprised.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I reassured Justine. I told her that I should say nothing directly to Mrs.
+ Falchion, for I saw she was afraid of unpleasantness; but I impressed upon
+ her that she must spare herself, or she would break down, and extorted a
+ promise that she would object to sitting up after midnight to read to Mrs.
+ Falchion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When this was done, she said: &ldquo;But, you see, it is not madame&rsquo;s fault that
+ I am troubled.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do not wish,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;to know any secret,&mdash;I am a doctor, not a
+ priest,&mdash;but if there is anything you can tell me, in which I might
+ be able to help you, you may command me in so far as is possible.&rdquo;
+ Candidly, I think I was too inquiring in those days.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She smiled wistfully, and replied: &ldquo;I will think of what you say so
+ kindly, and perhaps, some day soon, I will tell you of such trouble as I
+ have. But, believe me, it is no question of wrong at all, by any one&mdash;now.
+ The wrong is over. It is simply that a debt of honour must be satisfied;
+ it concerns my poor dead brother.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Are you going to relatives in France?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No; I have no relatives, no near friends. I am alone in the world. My
+ mother I cannot remember; she died when I was very young. My father had
+ riches, but they went before he died. Still, France is home, and I must go
+ there.&rdquo; She turned her head away to the long wastes of sea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Little more passed between us. I advised her to come often on deck, and
+ mingle with the passengers; and told her that, when she pleased, I should
+ be glad to do any service that lay in my power. Her last words were that,
+ after we put into Aden, she would possibly take me at my word.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After she had gone, I found myself wondering at my presentiment that Aden
+ was to be associated with critical points in the history of some of us;
+ and from that moment I began to connect Justine Caron with certain events
+ which, I felt sure, were marshalling to an unhappy conclusion. I wondered,
+ too, what part I should play in the development of the comedy, tragedy, or
+ whatever it was to be. In this connection I thought of Belle Treherne, and
+ of how I should appear in her eyes if that little scene with Mrs.
+ Falchion, now always staring me in the face, were rehearsed before her. I
+ came quickly to my feet, with a half-imprecation at myself; and a verse of
+ a crude sea-song was in my ears:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;You can batten down cargo, live and dead,
+ But you can&rsquo;t put memory out of sight;
+ You can paint the full sails overhead,
+ But you can&rsquo;t make a black deed white....&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ Angry, I said to myself: &ldquo;It wasn&rsquo;t a black deed; it was foolish, it was
+ infatuation, it was not right, but it is common to shipboard; and I lost
+ my head, that was all.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Some time later I was still at work in the dispensary, when I heard Mr.
+ Treherne&rsquo;s voice calling to me from outside. I drew back the curtain. He
+ was leaning on his daughter&rsquo;s arm, while in one hand he carried a stick.
+ &ldquo;Ah, Doctor, Doctor,&rdquo; cried he, &ldquo;my old enemy, sciatica, has me in its
+ grip, and why, in this warm climate, I can&rsquo;t understand. I&rsquo;m afraid I
+ shall have to heave-to, like the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;, and lay up for repairs. And, by
+ the way, I&rsquo;m glad we are on our course again.&rdquo; He entered, and sat down.
+ Belle Treherne bowed to me gravely, and smiled slightly. The smile was not
+ peculiarly hospitable. I knew perfectly well that to convince her of the
+ reality of my growing admiration for her would be no easy task; but I was
+ determined to base my new religion of the affections upon unassailable
+ canons, and I felt that now I could do best by waiting and proving myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ While I was arranging some medicine for Mr. Treherne, and advising him on
+ care against chills in a hot climate, he suddenly broke in with: &ldquo;Dr.
+ Marmion, Captain Ascott tells me that we shall get to Aden by Tuesday
+ morning next. Now, I was asked by a friend of mine in London to visit the
+ grave of a son of his&mdash;a newspaper correspondent&mdash;who was killed
+ in one of the expeditions against the native tribes, and was buried in the
+ general cemetery at Aden. On the way out I was not able to fulfil the
+ commission, because we passed Aden in the night. But there will be plenty
+ of time to do so on Tuesday, I am told. This, however, is my difficulty: I
+ cannot go unless I am better, and I&rsquo;m afraid there is no such luck as that
+ in store for me. These attacks last a week, at least. I wish my daughter,
+ however, to go. One of the ladies on board will go with her&mdash;Mrs.
+ Callendar, I believe; and I am going to be so bold as to ask you to
+ accompany them, if you will. I know you better than any officer on board;
+ and, besides, I should feel safer and better satisfied if she went under
+ the protection of an officer,&mdash;these barbarous places, you know!&mdash;though,
+ of course, it may be asking too much of you, or what is impossible.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I assented with pleasure. Belle Treherne was looking at the Latin names on
+ the bottles at the time, and her face showed no expression either of
+ pleasure or displeasure. Mr. Treherne said bluffly: &ldquo;Dr. Marmion, you are
+ kind&mdash;very kind, and, upon my word, I&rsquo;m much obliged.&rdquo; He then looked
+ at his daughter as if expecting her to speak.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked up and said conventionally: &ldquo;You are very kind, Dr. Marmion,
+ and I am much obliged.&rdquo; Then I thought her eyes twinkled with amusement at
+ her own paraphrase of her father&rsquo;s speech, and she added: &ldquo;Mrs. Callendar
+ and myself will be much honoured indeed, and feel very important in having
+ an officer to attend us. Of course everybody else will be envious, and,
+ again of course, that will add to our vanity.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At this she would have gone; but her father, who was suffering just enough
+ pain to enjoy anything that would divert his attention from it, fell into
+ conversation upon a subject of mutual interest, in which his daughter
+ joined on occasion, but not with enthusiasm. Yet, when they came to go,
+ she turned and said kindly, almost softly, as her fingers touched mine: &ldquo;I
+ almost envy you your profession, Dr. Marmion. It opens doors to so much of
+ humanity and life.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There is no sin,&rdquo; I laughingly said, &ldquo;in such a covetousness, and,
+ believe me, it can do no harm to me, at least.&rdquo; Then I added gravely: &ldquo;I
+ should like my profession, in so far as I am concerned, to be worth your
+ envy.&rdquo; She had passed through the door before the last words were said,
+ but I saw that her look was not forbidding.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ .........................
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Is there unhappiness anywhere? There is not a vexing toss of the sea, not
+ a cloud in the sky. Is not catastrophe dead, and the arrows of tragedy
+ spilled? Peace broadens into deep, perfumed dusk towards Arabia; languor
+ spreads towards the unknown lands of the farthest south. No anxious soul
+ leans out from the casement of life; the time is heavy with delightful
+ ease. There is no sound that troubles; the world goes by and no one heeds;
+ for it is all beyond this musky twilight and this pleasant hour. In this
+ palace on the sea Mirth trails in and out with airy and harmonious
+ footsteps. Even the clang-clang of eight bells has music&mdash;not
+ boisterous nor disturbing, but muffled in the velvety air. Then, through
+ this hemisphere of jocund quiet, there sounds the &ldquo;All&rsquo;s well&rdquo; of the
+ watch.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But, look! Did you see a star fall just then, and the long avenue of
+ expiring flame behind it?&mdash;Do not shudder; it is nothing. No cry of
+ pain came through that brightness. There was only the &ldquo;All&rsquo;s well&rdquo; from
+ the watchers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The thud of the engines falls on a padded atmosphere, and the lascars move
+ like ghosts along the decks. The long, smooth promenade is canopied and
+ curtained, and hung with banners, and gay devices of the gorgeous East are
+ contributing to the federation of pleasure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And now, through a festooned doorway, there come the people of many lands
+ to inhabit the gay court. Music follows their footsteps: Hamlet and
+ Esther; Caractacus and Iphigenia; Napoleon and Hermione; The Man in the
+ Iron Mask and Sappho; Garibaldi and Boadicea; an Arab sheikh and Joan of
+ Arc; Mahomet and Casablanca; Cleopatra and Hannibal&mdash;a resurrected
+ world. But the illusion is short and slight. This world is very sordid&mdash;of
+ shreds and patches, after all. It is but a pretty masquerade, in which
+ feminine vanity beats hard against strangely-clothed bosoms; and masculine
+ conceit is shown in the work of the barber&rsquo;s curling-irons and the
+ ship-carpenter&rsquo;s wooden swords and paper helmets. The pride of these folk
+ is not diminished because Hamlet&rsquo;s wig gets awry, or a Roman has trouble
+ with his foolish garters. Few men or women can resist mumming; they fancy
+ themselves as somebody else, dead or living. Yet these seem happy in this
+ nonsense. The indolent days appear to have deadened hatred, malice, and
+ all uncharitableness. They shall strut and fret their hour upon this
+ little stage. Let that sprightly girl forget the sudden death which made
+ her an orphan; the nervous broker his faithless wife; the grey-haired
+ soldier his silly and haunting sins; the bankrupt his creditors.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;On with the dance, let joy be unconfined!&rdquo; For the captain is on the
+ bridge, the engineer is beneath; we have stout walls, and a ceaseless
+ sentry-go. In the intervals of the dance wine passes, and idle things are
+ said beside the draped and cushioned capstan or in the friendly gloom of a
+ boat, which, in the name of safety, hangs taut between its davits. Let
+ this imitation Cleopatra use the Cleopatra&rsquo;s arts; this mellow Romeo
+ (sometime an Irish landlord) vow to this coy Juliet; this Helen of Troy&mdash;Of
+ all who walked these decks, mantled and wigged in characters not their
+ own, Mrs. Falchion was the handsomest, most convincing. With a graceful
+ swaying movement she passed along the promenade, and even envy praised
+ her. Her hand lay lightly on the arm of a brown stalwart native of the
+ Indian hills, fierce and savage in attire. Against his wild
+ picturesqueness and brawny strength, her perfectness of animal beauty,
+ curbed and rendered delicate by her inner coldness, showed in fine
+ contrast; and yet both were matched in the fine natural prowess of form.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With a singular affirmation of what had been, after all, but a
+ sadly-humourous proposal, I had attired myself in a Greek costume&mdash;quickly
+ made by my steward, who had been a tailor&mdash;and was about to leave my
+ cabin, when Hungerford entered, and exclaimed, as he took his pipe from
+ his mouth in surprise: &ldquo;Marmion, what does this mean? Don&rsquo;t you know your
+ duties better? No officer may appear at these flare-ups in costume other
+ than his uniform. You&rsquo;re the finest example of suburban innocence and
+ original sin I&rsquo;ve seen this last quarter of a century, wherein I&rsquo;ve kept
+ the world&mdash;and you&mdash;from tottering to destruction.&rdquo; He reached
+ for one of my cigars.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Without a word, and annoyed at my own stupidity, I slowly divested myself
+ of the clothes of Greece; while Hungerford smoked on, humming to himself
+ occasionally a few bars of The Buccaneer&rsquo;s Bride, but evidently occupied
+ with something in his mind. At length he said: &ldquo;Marmion, I said suburban
+ innocence and original sin, but you&rsquo;ve a grip on the law of square and
+ compass too. I&rsquo;ll say that for you, old chap&mdash;and I hope you don&rsquo;t
+ think I&rsquo;m a miserable prig.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Still I replied nothing, but offered him one of my best cigars, taking the
+ other one from him, and held the match while he lighted it&mdash;which,
+ between men, is sufficient evidence of good-feeling. He understood, and
+ continued: &ldquo;Of course you&rsquo;ll keep your eye on Mrs. Falchion and Madras
+ to-night: if he is determined that they shall meet, and you have arranged
+ it. I&rsquo;d like to know how it goes before you turn in, if you don&rsquo;t mind.
+ And, I say, Marmion, ask Miss Treherne to keep a dance for me&mdash;a
+ waltz&mdash;towards the close of the evening, will you? Excuse me, but she
+ is the thorough-bred of the ship. And if I have only one hop down the
+ promenade, I want it to be with a girl who&rsquo;ll remind me of some one that
+ is making West Kensington worth inhabiting. Only think, Marmion, of a girl
+ like her&mdash;a graduate in arts, whose name and picture have been in all
+ the papers&mdash;being willing to make up with me, Dick Hungerford! She is
+ as natural and simple as a girl can be, and doesn&rsquo;t throw Greek roots at
+ you, nor try to convince you of the difference between the songs of the
+ troubadours and the sonnets of Petrarch. She doesn&rsquo;t care a rap whether
+ Dante&rsquo;s Beatrice was a real woman or a principle; whether James the First
+ poisoned his son; or what&rsquo;s the margin between a sine and a cosine. She
+ can take a fence in the hunting-field like a bird&mdash;! Oh, all right,
+ just hold still, and I&rsquo;ll unfasten it.&rdquo; And he struggled with a
+ recalcitrant buckle. &ldquo;Well, you&rsquo;ll not forget about Miss Treherne, will
+ you? She ought to go just as she is. Fancy-dress on her would be gilding
+ the gold; for, though she isn&rsquo;t surpassingly beautiful, she is very fine,
+ very fine indeed. There, now, you&rsquo;re yourself again, and look all the
+ better for it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ By this time I was again in my uniform, and I sat down, and smoked, and
+ looked at Hungerford. His long gossip had been more or less detached, and
+ I had said nothing. I understood that he was trying, in his blunt, honest
+ way, to turn my thoughts definitely from Mrs. Falchion to Belle Treherne;
+ and he never seemed to me such a good fellow as at that moment. I replied
+ at last: &ldquo;All right, Hungerford; I&rsquo;ll be your deputation, your ambassador,
+ to Miss Treherne. What time shall we see you on deck?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;About 11.40&mdash;just in time to trip a waltz on the edge of eight
+ bells.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;On the edge of Sunday, my boy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes. Do you know, it is just four years ago tomorrow since I found Boyd
+ Madras on the No Man&rsquo;s Sea?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Let us not talk of it,&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;All right. I merely stated the fact because it came to me. I&rsquo;m mum
+ henceforth. And I want to talk about something else. The first officer,&mdash;I
+ don&rsquo;t know whether you have noticed him lately, but I tell you this: if we
+ ever get into any trouble with this ship he&rsquo;ll go to pieces. Why, the
+ other night, when the engine got tangled, he was as timid as a woman. That
+ shock he had with the coal, as I said before, has broken his nerve, big
+ man as he is.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Hungerford,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;you do not generally croak, but you are earning the
+ character of the raven for yourself to-night. The thing is growing on you.
+ What IS the use of bringing up unpleasant subjects? You are an old woman.&rdquo;
+ I fear there was the slightest irritation in my voice; but, truth is, the
+ last few days&rsquo; experiences had left their mark on me, and Hungerford&rsquo;s
+ speech and manner had suddenly grown trying.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He stood for a moment looking at me with direct earnestness from under his
+ strong brows, and then he stepped forward, and, laying his hand upon my
+ arm, rejoined: &ldquo;Do not be raw, Marmion. I&rsquo;m only a blunt, stupid sailor;
+ and, to tell you God&rsquo;s truth, as I have told you before, every sailor is
+ superstitious&mdash;every real sailor. He can&rsquo;t help it&mdash;I can&rsquo;t. I
+ have a special fit on me now. Why don&rsquo;t I keep it to myself? Because I&rsquo;m
+ selfish, and it does me good to talk. You and I are in one secret
+ together, and it has made me feel like sharing this thing with a pal, I
+ suppose.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I seized his hand and begged his pardon, and called myself unpleasant
+ names, which he on the instant stopped, and said: &ldquo;That&rsquo;s all right,
+ Marmy; shake till the knuckles crack! I&rsquo;m off. Don&rsquo;t forget the dance.&rdquo; He
+ disappeared down the passage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then I went on deck, and the scene which I have so imperfectly described
+ passed before me. Mrs. Falchion was surrounded with admirers all the
+ evening, both men and women; and two of the very stately English ladies of
+ title, to whom I before referred, were particularly gracious to her; while
+ she, in turn, bore herself with becoming dignity. I danced with her once,
+ and was down on her programme for another dance. I had also danced with
+ Belle Treherne, who appeared as Miriam, and was chaperoned by one of the
+ ladies of title; and I had also &ldquo;sat out&rdquo; one dance with her. Chancing to
+ pass her as the evening wore on, I saw her in conversation with Mrs.
+ Falchion, who had dismissed her cavalier, preferring to talk, she said,
+ for dancing was tiresome work on the Indian Ocean. Belle Treherne, who up
+ to that moment had never quite liked her, yielded to the agreeable charm
+ of her conversation and her frank applausive remarks upon the costumes of
+ the dancers. She had a good word for every one, and she drew her companion
+ out to make the most of herself, as women less often do before women than
+ in the presence of men. I am certain that her interest in Belle Treherne
+ was real, and likewise certain that she cherished no pique against her
+ because I had transferred my allegiance. Indeed, I am sure that she had no
+ deep feeling of injured pride where I was concerned. Such after acidity as
+ she sometimes showed was directed against the foolish part I had played
+ with her and my action in subsequent events; it did not proceed from
+ personal feeling or self-value.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Some time after this meeting I saw Boyd Madras issue from the
+ companion-way dressed as a Greek. He wore a false beard, and carried off
+ well his garments of white and scarlet and gold&mdash;a very striking and
+ presentable man. He came slowly forward, looking about him steadily, and,
+ seeing me, moved towards me. But for his manner I should scarcely have
+ recognised him. A dance was beginning; but many eyes were turned
+ curiously, and even admiringly, to him; for he looked singular and
+ impressive and his face was given fulness by a beard and flesh paints. I
+ motioned him aside where there was shadow, and said: &ldquo;Well, you have
+ determined to see her?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; he said; &ldquo;and I wish you, if you will, to introduce me to her as
+ Mr. Charles Boyd.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You still think this wise?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is my earnest wish. I must have an understanding to-night.&rdquo; He spoke
+ very firmly, and showed no excitement. His manner was calm and
+ gentlemanly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had a surprising air of decision. Supporting an antique character, he
+ seemed for the moment to have put on also something of antique strength of
+ mind, and to be no longer the timid invalid. &ldquo;Then, come with me,&rdquo; I
+ answered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We walked in silence for a few minutes, and then, seeing where Mrs.
+ Falchion was, we advanced to her. The next dance on her programme was
+ mine. In my previous dance with her we had talked as we now did at table&mdash;as
+ we did the first hour I met her&mdash;impersonally, sometimes (I am bold
+ to say) amusingly. Now I approached her with apologies for being late. The
+ man beside her took his leave. She had only just glanced at me at first,
+ but now she looked at my companion, and the look stayed, curious,
+ bewildered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is fitting,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;that Greek meet Greek&mdash;that Menelaus should
+ be introduced to Helen. May I say that when Helen is not Helen she is Mrs.
+ Falchion, and when Menelaus is not Menelaus he is&mdash;Mr. Charles Boyd.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I am afraid my voice faltered slightly, because there came over me
+ suddenly a nervousness as unexpected as it was inconvenient, and my words,
+ which began lightly, ended huskily. Had Madras miscalculated this woman?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her eyes were afire, and her face was as pale as marble; all its slight
+ but healthy glow had fled. A very faint gasp came from her lips. I saw
+ that she recognised him, as he bowed and mentioned her name, following my
+ introduction. I knew not what might occur, for I saw danger in her eyes in
+ reply to the beseeching look in his. Would melodrama supervene after all?
+ She merely bowed towards me, as if to dismiss me, and then she rose, took
+ his arm, and moved away. The interview that follows came to me from Boyd
+ Madras afterwards.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When they had reached the semi-darkness of the forward part of the ship,
+ she drew her hand quickly away, and, turning to him, said: &ldquo;What is the
+ name by which you are called? One does not always hear distinctly when
+ being introduced.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He did not understand what she was about to do, but he felt the deadly
+ coldness in her voice. &ldquo;My name is known to you,&rdquo; he replied. He steadied
+ himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, pardon me, I do not know it, for I do not know you.... I never saw
+ you before.&rdquo; She leaned her hand carelessly on the bulwarks.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was shocked, but he drew himself together. Their eyes were intent on
+ each other. &ldquo;You do know me! Need I tell you that I am Boyd Madras?&rdquo; &ldquo;Boyd
+ Madras,&rdquo; she said, musing coldly. &ldquo;A peculiar name.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mercy Madras was your name until you called yourself Mrs. Falchion,&rdquo; he
+ urged indignantly, yet anxiously too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It suits you to be mysterious, Mr.&mdash;ah yes, Mr. Boyd Madras; but,
+ really, you might be less exacting in your demands upon one&rsquo;s
+ imagination.&rdquo; Her look was again on him casually.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He spoke breathlessly. &ldquo;Mercy&mdash;Mercy&mdash;for God&rsquo;s sake, don&rsquo;t
+ treat me like this! Oh, my wife, I have wronged you every way, but I loved
+ you always&mdash;love you now. I have only followed you to ask you to
+ forgive me, after all these years. I saw you in Colombo just before you
+ came on board, and I felt that I must come also. You never loved me.
+ Perhaps that is better for you, but you do not know what I suffer. If you
+ could give me a chance, and come with me to America&mdash;anywhere, and
+ let me start the world again? I can&mdash;travel straight now, and I will
+ work hard, and be honest. I will&mdash;&rdquo; But here sudden pain brought back
+ the doubt concerning his life and its possibilities.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He leaned against the bulwarks, and made a helpless, despairing motion
+ with his hand. &ldquo;No, no!&rdquo; he said; and added with a bitter laugh: &ldquo;Not to
+ begin the world again, but to end it as profitably and silently as I can.
+ ... But you will listen to me, my wife? You will say at least that you
+ forgive me the blight and ill I brought upon you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She had listened to him unmoved outwardly. Her reply was instant. &ldquo;You are
+ more melodramatic than I thought you capable of being&mdash;from your
+ appearance,&rdquo; she said in a hard tone. &ldquo;Your acting is very good, but not
+ convincing. I cannot respond as would become the unity and sequence of the
+ play.... I have no husband. My husband is dead&mdash;I buried him years
+ ago. I have forgotten his name&mdash;I buried that too.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All the suffering and endured scorn of years came to revolt in him. He
+ leaned forward now, and caught her wrist. &ldquo;Have you no human feeling?&rdquo; he
+ said &ldquo;no heart in you at all? Look. I have it in me here suddenly to kill
+ you as you stand. You have turned my love to hate. From your smooth skin
+ there I could strip those rags, and call upon them all to look at you&mdash;my
+ wife&mdash;a felon&rsquo;s wife; mine to have and to hold&mdash;to hold, you
+ hear!&mdash;as it was sworn at the altar. I bare my heart to you,
+ repenting, and you mock it, torture it, with your undying hate and
+ cruelty. You have no heart, no life. This white bosom is all of you&mdash;all
+ of your power to make men love you&mdash;this, and your beauty. All else,
+ by God, is cruel as the grave!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His voice had sunk to a hoarse whisper. She had not sought to remove his
+ hand, nor struggled in the least; and once it seemed as if this new
+ development of his character, this animal fierceness, would conquer her:
+ she admired courage. It was not so. He trembled with weakness before he
+ had finished. He stopped too soon; he lost.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will find such parts exhausting to play,&rdquo; she murmured, as he let her
+ arm fall. &ldquo;It needs a strong physique to endure exaggerated, nervous
+ sentiment. And now, please, let us perform less trying scenes.&rdquo; Then, with
+ a low, cold anger, she continued: &ldquo;It is only a coward that will dog a
+ woman who finds his presence insupportable to her. This woman cannot, if
+ she would, endure this man&rsquo;s presence; it is her nature. Well, why rush
+ blindly at the impossible? She wishes to live her spoiled life alone. The
+ man can have no part in it&mdash;never, never! But she has money. If in
+ that way&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He stretched out his hand protestingly, the fingers spread in excitement.
+ &ldquo;No more&mdash;not another word!&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;I ask for forgiveness, for one
+ word of kindness&mdash;and I am offered money! the fire that burned me to
+ eat, instead of bread! I had a wife once,&rdquo; he added in a kind of troubled
+ dream, looking at her as if she were very far away, &ldquo;and her name was
+ Mercy&mdash;her name was Mercy&mdash;Mercy Madras. I loved her. I sinned
+ for her sake. A message came that she was dead to me; but I could not
+ believe that it was so altogether, for I had knelt at her feet and
+ worshipped her. I went to her, but she sent me away angrily. Years passed.
+ &lsquo;She will have relented now,&rsquo; I said, and I followed her, and found her as
+ I thought. But it was not she; it was a wicked ghost in her beautiful body&mdash;nothing
+ more. And then I turned away and cursed all things, because I knew that I
+ should never see my wife again. Mercy Madras was dead. ... Can you not
+ hear the curses?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Still she was unmoved. She said with a cruel impatience in her voice:
+ &ldquo;Yes, Mercy Madras is dead. How then can she forgive? What could her ghost&mdash;as
+ you call her&mdash;do, but offer the thing which her husband&mdash;when he
+ was living&mdash;loved so well that he sold himself into bondage, and
+ wrecked his world and hers for it&mdash;Money? Well, money is at his
+ disposal, as she said before&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But she spoke no more. The man in him straight way shamed her into silence
+ with a look. She bowed her head, yet not quite in shame, for there was
+ that in her eyes which made her appear as if his suffering was a
+ gratuitous infliction. But at this moment he was stronger, and he drew her
+ eyes up by the sheer force of his will. &ldquo;I need no money now,&rdquo; he coldly
+ declared. &ldquo;I need nothing&mdash;not even you; and can you fancy that,
+ after waiting all these years for this hour, money would satisfy me? Do
+ you know,&rdquo; he continued slowly and musingly, &ldquo;I can look upon you now&mdash;yes,
+ at this moment&mdash;with more indifference than you ever showed to me? A
+ moment ago I loved you: now I think you horrible; because you are no
+ woman; you have a savage heart. And some day you will suffer as I do, so
+ terribly that even the brazen serpent could not cure you. Then you will
+ remember me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was about to leave her, but he had not taken two steps before he
+ turned, with all the anger and the passion softened in his eyes, and said,
+ putting his hand out towards yet not to touch her, &ldquo;Good-bye&mdash;for the
+ last time.&rdquo; And then the look was such as might be turned upon a forgiven
+ executioner.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Good-night,&rdquo; she replied, and she did not look into his eyes, but out to
+ sea. Her eyes remained fixed upon its furtive gloom. She too was furtive
+ and gloomy at this moment. They were both sleek, silent, and remorseless.
+ There was a slight rustle to her dress as she changed her position. It was
+ in grim keeping with the pitiless rustle of the sea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And so they parted. I saw him move on towards the companion-way, and
+ though I felt instinctively that all had gone ill with him, I was
+ surprised to see how erect he walked. After a minute I approached her. She
+ heard me coming, and presently turned to me with a curious smile. &ldquo;Who is
+ Mr. Charles Boyd?&rdquo; she asked. &ldquo;I did not pierce his disguise. I could not
+ tell whether I had met him on board before. Have I? But my impression is
+ that I had not seen him on the ship.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, you had not seen him,&rdquo; I replied. &ldquo;He had a fancy to travel, until
+ yesterday, with the second-class passengers. Now he has a first-class
+ cabin&mdash;in his proper place, in fact.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You think so&mdash;in his proper place?&rdquo; The suggestion was not pleasant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Assuredly. Why do you speak in that way?&rdquo; was my indignant reply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She took my arm as we moved on. &ldquo;Because he was slightly rude to me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I grew bold, and determined to bring her to some sort of reckoning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How rude were you to him?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not rude at all. It is not worth while being so&mdash;to anybody,&rdquo; was
+ her chilly answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was under the impression you had met him before,&rdquo; I said gravely.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Indeed? And why?&rdquo; She raised her eyebrows at me. I pushed the matter to a
+ conclusion. &ldquo;He was ill the other day&mdash;he has heart trouble. It was
+ necessary for me to open the clothes about his neck. On his breast I saw a
+ little ivory portrait of a woman&rsquo;s head.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A woman&rsquo;s head,&rdquo; she repeated absently, and her fingers idly toyed with a
+ jingling ornament in her belt. In an idle moment I had sketched the head,
+ as I remembered it, on a sheet of paper, and now I took it from my pocket
+ and handed it to her. We were standing near a port-hole of the music
+ saloon, from which light streamed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is the head,&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She deliberately placed the paper in the belt of light, and, looking at
+ it, remarked mechanically: &ldquo;This is the head, is it?&rdquo; She showed no change
+ of countenance, and handed it back to me as if she had seen no likeness.
+ &ldquo;It is very interesting,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;but one would think you might make
+ better use of your time than by surreptitiously sketching portraits from
+ sick men&rsquo;s breasts. One must have plenty of leisure to do that sort of
+ thing, I should think. Be careful that you do not get into mischief, Dr.
+ Marmion.&rdquo; She laughed. &ldquo;Besides, where was the special peculiarity in that
+ portrait that you should treasure it in pencil so conventionally?&mdash;Your
+ drawing is not good.&mdash;Where was the point or need?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have no right to reply to that directly,&rdquo; I responded. &ldquo;But this man&rsquo;s
+ life is not for always, and if anything happened to him it would seem
+ curious to strangers to find that on his breast&mdash;because, of course,
+ more than I would see it there.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If anything happened? What should happen? You mean, on board ship?&rdquo; There
+ was a little nervousness in her tone now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am only hinting at an awkward possibility,&rdquo; I replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked at me scornfully. &ldquo;When did you see that picture on his
+ breast?&rdquo; I told her. &ldquo;Ah! before THAT day?&rdquo; she rejoined. I knew that she
+ referred to the evening when I had yielded foolishly to the fascination of
+ her presence. The blood swam hotly in my face. &ldquo;Men are not noble
+ creatures,&rdquo; she continued.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am afraid you would not give many their patents of nobility if you had
+ power to bestow them,&rdquo; I answered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Most men at the beginning, and very often ever after, are ignoble
+ creatures. Yet I should confer the patents of nobility, if it were my
+ prerogative; for some would succeed in living up to them. Vanity would
+ accomplish that much. Vanity is the secret of noblesse oblige; not radical
+ virtue&mdash;since we are beginning to be bookish again.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To what do you reduce honour and right?&rdquo; returned I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As I said to you on a memorable occasion,&rdquo; she answered very drily, &ldquo;to a
+ code.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is,&rdquo; rejoined I, &ldquo;a man does a good action, lives an honourable
+ life, to satisfy a social canon&mdash;to gratify, say, a wife or mother,
+ who believes in him, and loves him?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes.&rdquo; She was watching Belle Treherne promenading with her father. She
+ drew my attention to it by a slight motion of the hand, but why I could
+ not tell.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But might not a man fall by the same rule of vanity?&rdquo; I urged. &ldquo;That he
+ shall appear well in their eyes, that their vanity in turn should be fed,
+ might he not commit a crime, and so bring misery?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, it is true either way&mdash;pleasure or misery. Please come to the
+ saloon and get me an ice before the next dance.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was perplexed. Was she altogether soulless? Even now, as we passed among
+ the dancers, she replied to congratulations on her make-up and appearance
+ with evident pleasure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An hour later, I was taking Belle Treherne from the arm of Hungerford for
+ the last waltz, and, in reply to an inquiring glance from him, I shook my
+ head mournfully. His face showed solicitude as he walked away. Perhaps it
+ did not gratify my vanity that Belle Treherne, as her father limped
+ forward at the stroke of eight bells to take her below, said to me: &ldquo;How
+ downright and thorough Mr. Hungerford is!&rdquo; But I frankly admitted that he
+ was all she might say good of him, and more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The deck was quickly dismantled, the lights went out, and all the dancers
+ disappeared. The masquerade was over; and again, through the darkness,
+ rose the plaintive &ldquo;All&rsquo;s well!&rdquo; And it kept ringing in my ears until it
+ became a mocking sound, from which I longed to be free. It was like the
+ voice of Lear crying over the body of Cordelia: &ldquo;Never, never, never,
+ never, never!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Something of Hungerford&rsquo;s superstitious feeling possessed me. I went
+ below, and involuntarily made my way to Boyd Madras&rsquo;s cabin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Though the night was not hot, the door was drawn to. I tapped. His voice
+ at once asked who was there, and when I told him, and inquired how he was,
+ he said he was not ill, and asked me to come to his cabin in the morning,
+ if I would. I promised, and bade him good-night. He responded, and then,
+ as I turned away from the door, I heard him repeat the good-night
+ cordially and calmly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER VII. THE WHEEL COMES FULL CIRCLE
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ The next morning I was up early, and went on deck. The sun had risen, and
+ in the moist atmosphere the tints of sky and sea were beautiful.
+ Everywhere was the warm ocean undulating lazily to the vague horizon. A
+ few lascars were still cleansing the decks; others were seated on their
+ haunches between decks, eating curry from a calabash; a couple of
+ passengers were indolently munching oranges; and Stone the quartermaster
+ was inspecting the work lately done by the lascars. Stone gave me a
+ pleasant good-morning, and we walked together the length of the deck
+ forward. I had got about three-fourths of the length back again, when I
+ heard a cry from aft&mdash;a sharp call of &ldquo;Man overboard!&rdquo; In a moment I
+ had travelled the intermediate deck, and was at the stern, looking below,
+ where, in the swirling waters, was the head of a man. With cries of &ldquo;Man
+ overboard!&rdquo; I threw two or three buoys after the disappearing head, above
+ which a bare arm thrust itself. I heard the rush of feet behind me, and in
+ a moment Hungerford and Stone were beside me. The signal was given for the
+ engines to stop; stewards and lascars came running on deck in response to
+ Hungerford&rsquo;s call, and the first officer now appeared. Very soon a crew
+ was gathered on the after-deck, about a boat on the port side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Passengers by this time showed in various stages of dressing&mdash;women
+ wringing their hands, men gesticulating. If there is anything calculated
+ to send a thrill of awe through a crowd, it is the cry of &ldquo;Man overboard!&rdquo;
+ And when one looked below, and saw above the drowning head two white arms
+ thrust from the sea, a horrible thing was brought home to each of us.
+ Besides, the scene before us on the deck was not reassuring. There was
+ trouble in getting the boat lowered. The first officer was excited, the
+ lascars were dazed, the stewards were hurried without being confident;
+ only Hungerford, Stone, and the gunner were collected. The boat should
+ have been launched in a minute, but still it hung between its davits; its
+ course downward was interrupted; something was wrong with the ropes, &ldquo;A
+ false start, by&mdash;-!&rdquo; said the bookmaker, looking through his
+ eye-glass. Colonel Ryder&rsquo;s face was stern, Clovelly was pale and anxious,
+ as moment after moment went, and the boat was not yet free. Ages seemed to
+ pass before the boat was let down even with the bulwarks, and a crew of
+ ten, with Hungerford in command, were in it, ready to be lowered. Whether
+ the word was given to lower, or whether it was any one&rsquo;s fault, may never
+ perhaps be known; but, as the boat hung there, suddenly it shot down at
+ the stern, some one having let go the ropes at that end; and the bow being
+ still fast, it had fallen like a trap-door. It seemed, on the instant, as
+ if the whole crew were tossed into the water; but some had successfully
+ clutched the boat&rsquo;s side, and Hungerford hung by a rope with one hand. In
+ the eddying water, however, about the reversing screw, were two heads, and
+ farther off was a man struggling. The face of one of the men near the
+ screw was upturned for a moment; it was that of Stone the quartermaster.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A cry went up from the passengers, and they swayed forward to the
+ suspended boat; but Colonel Ryder turned almost savagely upon them. &ldquo;Keep
+ quiet!&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Stand back! What can you do? Give the officers a
+ chance.&rdquo; He knew that there had been a false start, and bad work indeed;
+ but he also saw that the task of the officers must not be made harder. His
+ sternness had effect. The excited passengers drew back, and I took his
+ place in front of them. When the first effort had been made to lower the
+ boat, I asked the first officer if I could accompany the crew, but he said
+ no. I could, therefore, do nothing but wait. A change came on the crowd.
+ It became painfully silent, none speaking save in whispers, and all
+ watching with anxious faces either the receding heads in the water or the
+ unfortunate boat&rsquo;s crew. Hungerford showed himself a thorough sailor.
+ Hanging to the davit, he quietly, reassuringly, gave the order for
+ righting the boat, virtually taking the command out of the hands of the
+ first officer, who was trembling with nervousness. Hungerford was right;
+ this man&rsquo;s days as a sailor were over. The accident from which he had
+ suffered had broken his nerve, stalwart as he was. But Hungerford was as
+ cool as if this were ordinary boat-practice. Soon the boat was drawn up
+ again, and others took the place of those who had disappeared. Then it was
+ lowered safely, and, with Hungerford erect in the bows, it was pulled
+ swiftly along the path we had come.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At length, too, the great ship turned round, but not in her tracks. It is
+ a pleasant fiction that these great steamers are easily managed. They can
+ go straight ahead, but their huge proportions are not adapted for rapid
+ movement. However, the work of rescue was begun. Sailors were aloft on
+ watch, Captain Ascott was on the bridge, sweeping the sea with his glass;
+ order was restored. But the ship had the feeling of a home from which some
+ familiar inmate had been taken, to return no more. Children clasped their
+ mothers&rsquo; hands and said, &ldquo;Mother, was it the poor quartermaster?&rdquo; and men
+ who the day before had got help from the petty officers in the preparation
+ of costumes, said mournfully: &ldquo;Fife the gunner was one of them.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But who was the man first to go overboard&mdash;and who was it first gave
+ the alarm? There were rumours, but no one was sure. All at once I
+ remembered something peculiar in that cry of &ldquo;Man overboard!&rdquo; and it
+ shocked me. I hurried below, and went to the cabin of Boyd Madras. It was
+ empty; but on a shelf lay a large envelope, addressed to Hungerford and
+ myself. I tore it open. There was a small packet, which I knew contained
+ the portrait he had worn on his bosom, addressed to Mrs. Falchion; and the
+ other was a single sheet directed to me, fully written upon, and marked in
+ the corner: &ldquo;To be made public.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So, he had disappeared from the play? He had made his exit? He had
+ satisfied the code at last? Before opening the letter addressed to me, I
+ looked round. His clothes were folded upon one of the berths; but the
+ garments of masquerade were not in the cabin. Had he then gone out of the
+ world in the garb of a mummer? Not altogether, for the false beard he had
+ worn the night before lay beside the clothes. But this terrible
+ earnestness of his would look strange in last night&rsquo;s disguise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I opened the packet addressed to Hungerford and myself, and saw that it
+ contained a full and detailed account of his last meeting with his wife.
+ The personal letter was short. He said that his gratitude was unspeakable,
+ and now must be so for ever. He begged us not to let the world know who he
+ was, nor his relationship to Mrs. Falchion, unless she wished it; he asked
+ me to hand privately to her the packet bearing her name. Lastly, he
+ requested that the paper for the public be given to the captain of the
+ &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Going out into the passage, I found a steward, who hurriedly told me that
+ just before the alarm was given he had seen Boyd Madras going aft in that
+ strange costume, which he mistook for a dressing-gown, and he had come to
+ see if, by any chance, it was he who had gone overboard. I told him that
+ it was. He disappeared, and soon the whole ship knew it. I went to the
+ captain, gave him the letter, and told him only what was necessary to
+ tell. He was on the bridge, and was occupied with giving directions, so he
+ asked me the substance of the letter, and handed it back to me, requesting
+ me to make a copy of it soon and leave it in his cabin. I then took all
+ the papers to my cabin, and locked them up. I give here the substance of
+ the letter which was to be made public:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ Because you know how much I have suffered physically while on board
+ this ship, and because you have been kind to me, I wish, through
+ you, to say my last word to the world: though, indeed, this may seem
+ a strange form for gratitude to take. Dying men, however, make few
+ apologies, and I shall make none. My existence, as you know, is an
+ uncertain quantity, and may be cut short at any moment in the
+ ordinary course of things. But I have no future in the active
+ concerns of life; no past on which to dwell with satisfaction; no
+ friends to mourn for my misfortunes in life, nor for my death,
+ whether it be peaceful or violent; therefore, I have fewer
+ compunctions in ending a mistaken career and a worthless life.
+
+ Some one will profit by my death: who it is matters not, for it is
+ no friend of mine. My death adjusts a balance, perhaps not nicely,
+ yet it does it. And this is all I have to say.... I am
+ going. Farewell....
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ After a brief farewell to me added, there came the subscription &ldquo;Charles
+ Boyd;&rdquo; and that was all. Why he cried out &ldquo;Man overboard&rdquo; (for now I
+ recognised that it was his voice which gave the alarm), I do not know,
+ except that he wished his body to be recovered, and to receive burial.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Just here, some one came fumbling at the curtain of my cabin. I heard a
+ gasp&mdash;&ldquo;Doctor&mdash;my head! quick!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked out. As I drew the curtain a worthless lascar sailor fell
+ fainting into my cabin. He had been drinking a good deal, and the horror
+ and excitement of the accident had brought on an apoplectic fit. This in a
+ very hot climate is suddenly fatal. In three minutes, in spite of me, he
+ was dead. Postponing report of the matter, I went on deck again among the
+ passengers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I expected that Mrs. Falchion would be among them, for the news must have
+ gone to every part of the ship; but she was not there. On the outskirts of
+ one of the groups, however, I saw Justine Caron. I went to her, and asked
+ her if Mrs. Falchion had risen. She said that she had not: that she had
+ been told of the disaster, and had appeared shocked; but had complained of
+ a headache, and had not risen. I then asked Justine if Mrs. Falchion had
+ been told who the suicide was, and was answered in the negative. At that
+ moment a lady came to me and said in an awed whisper: &ldquo;Dr. Marmion, is it
+ true that the man who committed suicide was a second-class passenger, and
+ that he appeared at the ball last night, and danced with Mrs. Falchion?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I knew that my reply would soon become common property, so I said:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He was a first-class passenger, though until yesterday he travelled
+ second-class. I knew him. His name was Charles Boyd. I introduced him to
+ Mrs. Falchion last night, but he did not stay long on deck, because he
+ felt ill. He had heart trouble. You may guess that he was tired of life.&rdquo;
+ Then I told her of the paper which was for the public, and she left me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The search for the unfortunate men went on. No one could be seen near the
+ floating buoys which were here and there picked up by Hungerford&rsquo;s boat.
+ The long undulations of the water had been broken up in a large area about
+ the ship, but the sea was still comparatively smooth. We were steaming
+ back along the track we had come. There was less excitement on board than
+ might be expected. The tropical stillness of the air, the quiet suddenness
+ of the tragedy itself, the grim decisiveness of Hungerford, the watchful
+ silence of a few men like Colonel Ryder and Clovelly, had effect upon even
+ the emotion of those women, everywhere found, who get a morbid enjoyment
+ out of misery.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Nearly all were watching the rescue boat, though a few looked over the
+ sides of the ship as if they expected to find bodies floating about. They
+ saw sharks, instead, and a trail of blood, and this sent them away
+ sickened from the bulwarks. Then they turned their attention again upon
+ the rescue party. It was impossible not to note what a fine figure
+ Hungerford made, as he stood erect in the bow, his hand over his eyes,
+ searching the water. Presently we saw him stop the boat, and something was
+ drawn in. He signalled the ship. He had found one man&mdash;but dead or
+ alive? The boat was rapidly rowed back to the ship, Hungerford making
+ efforts for resuscitation. Arrived at the vessel, the body was passed up
+ to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was that of Stone the quartermaster. I worked to bring back life, but
+ it was of no avail. A minute after, a man in the yards signalled that he
+ saw another. It was not a hundred yards away, and was floating near the
+ surface. It was a strange sight, for the water was a vivid green, and the
+ man wore garments of white and scarlet, and looked a part of some strange
+ mosaic: as one has seen astonishing figures set in balls of solid glass.
+ This figure framed in the sea was Boyd Madras. The boat was signalled, it
+ drew near, and two men dragged the body in, as a shark darted forward,
+ just too late, to seize it. The boat drew alongside the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;. I stood
+ at the gangway to receive this castaway. I felt his wrist and heart. As I
+ did so I chanced to glance up at the passengers, who were looking at this
+ painful scene from the upper deck. There, leaning over the railing, stood
+ Mrs. Falchion, her eyes fixed with a shocking wonder at the drooping,
+ weird figure. Her lips parted, but at first they made no sound. Then, she
+ suddenly drew herself up with a shudder. &ldquo;Horrible! horrible!&rdquo; she said,
+ and turned away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had Boyd Madras taken to an empty cabin next to mine, which I used for
+ operations, and there Hungerford and myself worked to resuscitate him. We
+ allowed no one to come near. I had not much hope of bringing life back,
+ but still we worked with a kind of desperation, for it seemed to
+ Hungerford and myself that somehow we were responsible to humanity for
+ him. His heart had been weak, but there had been no organic trouble: only
+ some functional disorder, which open-air life and freedom from anxiety
+ might have overcome. Hungerford worked with an almost fierce persistence.
+ Once he said: &ldquo;By God, I will bring him back, Marmion, to face that woman
+ down when she thinks she has got the world on the hip!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I cannot tell what delight we felt when, after a little time, I saw a
+ quiver of the eyelids and a slight motion of the chest. Presently a longer
+ breath came, and the eyes opened; at first without recognition. Then, in a
+ few moments, I knew that he was safe&mdash;desperately against his will,
+ but safe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His first sentient words startled me. He gasped, &ldquo;Does she think I am
+ drowned?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then she must continue to do so!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Because&rdquo;&mdash;here he spoke faintly, as if sudden fear had produced
+ additional weakness&mdash;&ldquo;because I had rather die a thousand deaths than
+ meet her now; because she hates me. I must begin the world again. You have
+ saved my life against my will: I demand that you give that life its only
+ chance of happiness.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As his words came to me, I remembered with a start the dead lascar, and,
+ leading Hungerford to my cabin, I pointed to the body, and whispered that
+ the sailor&rsquo;s death was only known to me. &ldquo;Then this is the corpse of Boyd
+ Madras, and we&rsquo;ll bury it for him,&rdquo; he said with quick bluntness. &ldquo;Do not
+ report this death to Captain Ascott&mdash;he would only raise objections
+ to the idea. This lascar was in my watch. It will be supposed he fell
+ overboard during the accident to the boat. Perhaps some day the funeral of
+ this nigger will be a sensation and surprise to her blessed ladyship on
+ deck.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I suggested that it seemed underhand and unprofessional, but the
+ entreating words of the resuscitated man in the next room conquered my
+ objections.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was arranged that Madras should remain in the present cabin, of which I
+ had a key, until we reached Aden; then he should, by Hungerford&rsquo;s aid,
+ disappear.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We were conspirators, but we meant harm to nobody. I covered up the face
+ of the dead lascar and wrapped round him the scarlet and gold cloth that
+ Madras had worn. Then I got a sailor, who supposed Boyd Madras was before
+ him, and the body was soon sewed in its shotted shroud and carried to
+ where Stone the quartermaster lay.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At this day I cannot suppose I would do these things, but then it seemed
+ right to do as Madras wished: he was, under a new name, to begin life
+ afresh.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After giving directions for the disposition of the bodies, I went on deck.
+ Mrs. Falchion was still there. Some one said to her: &ldquo;Did you know the man
+ who committed suicide?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He was introduced to me last night by Dr. Marmion,&rdquo; she replied, and she
+ shuddered again, though her face showed no remarkable emotion. She had had
+ a shock to the senses, not to the heart.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When I came to her on the deck, Justine was saying to her: &ldquo;Madame, you
+ should not have come. You should not see such painful things when you are
+ not well.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She did not reply to this. She looked up at me and said: &ldquo;A strange whim,
+ to die in those fanciful rags. It is dreadful to see; but he had the
+ courage.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I replied: &ldquo;They have as much courage who make men do such things and then
+ live on.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then I told her briefly that I held the packet for her, that I guessed
+ what was in it, and that I would hand it to her later. I also said that he
+ had written to me the record of last night&rsquo;s meeting with her, and that he
+ had left a letter which was to be made public. As I said these things we
+ were walking the decks, and, because eyes were on both of us, I tried to
+ show nothing more unusual in manner than the bare tragedy might account
+ for.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; she said, with a curious coldness, &ldquo;what use shall you make of
+ your special knowledge?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I intend,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;to respect his wish, that your relationship to him be
+ kept unknown, unless you declare otherwise.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is reasonable. If he had always been as reasonable! And,&rdquo; she
+ continued, &ldquo;I do not wish the relationship to be known: practically there
+ is none.... Oh! oh!&rdquo; she added, with a sudden change in her voice, &ldquo;why
+ did he do as he did, and make everything else impossible&mdash;impossible!...
+ Send me, or give me the packet, when you wish: and now please leave me,
+ Dr. Marmion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The last few words were spoken with some apparent feeling, but I knew she
+ was thinking of herself most, and I went from her angry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I did not see her again before the hour that afternoon when we should give
+ the bodies of the two men to the ocean. No shroud could be prepared for
+ gunner Fife and able-seaman Winter, whose bodies had no Christian burial,
+ but were swallowed by the eager sea, not to be yielded up even for a few
+ hours. We were now steaming far beyond the place where they were lost.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The burial was an impressive sight, as burials at sea mostly are. The
+ lonely waters stretching to the horizon helped to make it so. There was a
+ melancholy majesty in the ceremony.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The clanging bell had stopped. Captain Ascott was in his place at the head
+ of the rude draped bier. In the silence one only heard the swish of water
+ against the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;s&rsquo; side, as we sped on towards Aden. People do not
+ know how beautiful, how powerful, is the burial service in the Book of
+ Common Prayer, who have only heard it recited by a clergyman. To hear it
+ read by a hardy man, whose life is among stern duties, is to receive a new
+ impression. He knows nothing of lethargic monotone; he interprets as he
+ reads. And when the man is the home-spun captain of a ship, who sees
+ before him the poor shell of one that served him for ten years, &ldquo;The Lord
+ gave and the Lord hath taken away; Blessed be the name of the Lord,&rdquo; has a
+ strange significance. It is only men who have borne the shock of toil and
+ danger, and have beaten up against the world&rsquo;s buffetings, that are fit to
+ say last words over those gone down in the storm or translated in the
+ fiery chariot of duty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The engines suddenly stopped. The effect was weird. Captain Ascott&rsquo;s
+ fingers trembled, and he paused for an instant and looked down upon the
+ dead, then out sorrowfully to the waiting sea, before he spoke the words,
+ &ldquo;We therefore commit their bodies to the deep.&rdquo; But, the moment they were
+ uttered, the bier was lifted, there was a swift plunge, and only the flag
+ and the empty boards were left. The sobbing of women now seemed almost
+ unnatural; for around us was the bright sunlight, the gay dresses of the
+ lascars, the sound of the bell striking the hours, and children playing on
+ the deck. The ship moved on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And Mrs. Falchion? As the burial service was read, she had stood, and
+ looked, not at the bier, but straight out to sea, calm and apparently
+ unsympathetic, though, as she thought, her husband was being buried. When,
+ however, the weighted body divided the water with a swingeing sound, her
+ face suddenly suffused, as though shame had touched her or some
+ humiliating idea had come. But she turned to Justine almost immediately,
+ and soon after said calmly: &ldquo;Bring a play of Moliere, and read to me,
+ Justine.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had the packet her supposed dead husband had left for her in my pocket.
+ I joined her, and we paced the deck, at first scarcely speaking, while the
+ passengers dispersed, some below, some to the smoking-rooms, some upon
+ deck-chairs to doze through the rest of the lazy afternoon. The world had
+ taken up its orderly course again. At last, in an unfrequented corner of
+ the deck, I took the packet from my pocket and handed it to her. &ldquo;You
+ understand?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, I understand. And now, may I beg that for the rest of your natural
+ life&rdquo;&mdash;here she paused, and bit her lip in vexation that the unlucky
+ phrase had escaped her&mdash;&ldquo;you will speak of this no more?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mrs. Boyd Madras,&rdquo; I said (here she coloured indignantly),&mdash;&ldquo;pardon
+ me for using the name, but it is only this once,&mdash;I shall never speak
+ of the matter to you again, nor to any one else, unless there is grave
+ reason.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We walked again in silence. Passing the captain&rsquo;s cabin, we saw a number
+ of gentlemen gathered about the door, while others were inside. We paused,
+ to find what the incident was. Captain Ascott was reading the letter which
+ Boyd Madras had wished to be made public. (I had given it to him just
+ before the burial, and he was acting as though Boyd Madras was really dead&mdash;he
+ was quite ignorant of our conspiracy.) I was about to move on, but Mrs.
+ Falchion touched my arm. &ldquo;Wait,&rdquo; she said. She stood and heard the letter
+ through. Then we walked on, she musing. Presently she said: &ldquo;It is a pity&mdash;a
+ pity.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked at her inquiringly, but she offered no explanation of the
+ enigmatical words. But, at this moment, seeing Justine waiting, she
+ excused herself, and soon I saw her listening to Moliere. Later in the day
+ I saw her talking with Miss Treherne, and it struck me that she had never
+ looked so beautiful as then, and that Miss Treherne had never seemed so
+ perfect a product of a fine convention. But, watching them together, one
+ who had had any standard of good life could never have hesitated between
+ the two. It was plain to me that Mrs. Falchion was bent upon making a
+ conquest of this girl who so delicately withstood her; and Belle Treherne
+ has told me since, that, when in her presence, and listening to her, she
+ was irresistibly drawn to her; though at the same time she saw there was
+ some significant lack in her nature; some hardness impossible to any one
+ who had ever known love. She also told me that on this occasion Mrs.
+ Falchion did not mention my name, nor did she ever in their acquaintance,
+ save in the most casual fashion. Her conversation with Miss Treherne was
+ always far from petty gossip or that smart comedy in which some women tell
+ much personal history, with the guise of badinage and bright cynicism. I
+ confess, though, it struck me unpleasantly at the time, that this fresh,
+ high-hearted creature should be in familiar conversation with a woman who,
+ it seemed to me, was the incarnation of cruelty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Falchion subscribed most liberally to the fund raised for the
+ children of the quartermaster and munificently to that for the crew which
+ had, under Hungerford, performed the rescue work. The only effect of this
+ was to deepen the belief that she was very wealthy, and could spend her
+ money without affectation; for it was noticeable that she, of all on
+ board, showed the least outward excitement at the time of the disaster. It
+ occurred to me that once or twice I had seen her eyes fixed on Hungerford
+ inquisitively, and not free from antipathy. It was something behind her
+ usual equanimity. Her intuitive observation had led her to trace his hand
+ in recent events. Yet I know she admired him too for his brave conduct.
+ The day following the tragedy we were seated at dinner. The captain and
+ most of the officers had risen, but Mrs. Falchion, having come in late,
+ was still eating, and I remained seated also. Hungerford approached me,
+ apologising for the interruption. He remarked that he was going on the
+ bridge, and wished to say something to me before he went. It was an
+ official matter, to which Mrs. Falchion apparently did not listen. When he
+ was about to turn away, he bowed to her rather distantly; but she looked
+ up at him and said, with an equivocal smile:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mr. Hungerford, we often respect brave men whom we do not like.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then he, understanding her, but refusing to recognise the compliment, not
+ altogether churlishly replied: &ldquo;And I might say the same of women, Mrs.
+ Falchion; but there are many women we dislike who are not brave.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think I could recognise a brave man without seeing his bravery,&rdquo; she
+ urged.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But I am a blundering sailor,&rdquo; he rejoined, &ldquo;who only believes his eyes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are young yet,&rdquo; she replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I shall be older to-morrow,&rdquo; was his retort.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, perhaps you will see better to-morrow,&rdquo; she rejoined, with indolent
+ irony.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If I do, I&rsquo;ll acknowledge it,&rdquo; he added. Then Hungerford smiled at me
+ inscrutably. We two held a strange secret.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER VIII. A BRIDGE OF PERIL
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ No more delightful experience may be had than to wake up in the harbour of
+ Aden some fine morning&mdash;it is always fine there&mdash;and get the
+ first impression of that mighty fortress, with its thousand iron eyes, in
+ strong repose by the Arabian Sea. Overhead was the cloudless sun, and
+ everywhere the tremulous glare of a sandy shore and the creamy wash of the
+ sea, like fusing opals. A tiny Mohammedan mosque stood gracefully where
+ the ocean almost washed its steps, and the Resident&rsquo;s house, far up the
+ hard hillside, looked down upon the harbour from a green coolness. The
+ place had a massive, war-like character. Here was a battery with
+ earthworks; there, a fort; beyond, a signal-staff. Hospitals, hotels, and
+ stores were incidents in the picture. Beyond the mountain-wall and lofty
+ Jebel Shamsan, rising in fine pink and bronze, and at the end of a
+ high-walled path between the great hills, lay the town of Aden proper.
+ Above the town again were the mighty Tanks, formed out of clefts in the
+ mountains, and built in the times when the Phoenicians made Aden a great
+ mart, the richest spot in all Arabia.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Over to the left, on the opposite side of the harbour, were wide bungalows
+ shining in the sun, and flanking the side of the ancient aqueduct, the
+ gigantic tomb of an Arab sheikh. In the harbour were the men-of-war of all
+ nations, and Arab dhows sailed slowly in, laden with pilgrims for Mecca&mdash;masses
+ of picturesque sloth and dirt&mdash;and disease also; for more than one
+ vessel flew the yellow flag. As we looked, a British man-of-war entered
+ the gates of the harbour in the rosy light. It was bringing back the
+ disabled and wounded from a battle, in which a handful of British soldiers
+ were set to punish thirty times their number in an unknown country. But
+ there was another man-of-war in port with which we were familiar. We
+ passed it far out on the Indian Ocean. It again passed us, and reached
+ Aden before we did. The &lsquo;Porcupine&rsquo; lay not far from the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;, and as
+ I leaned over the bulwarks, idly looking at her, a boat shot away from her
+ side, and came towards us. As it drew near, I saw that it was filled with
+ luggage&mdash;a naval officer&rsquo;s, I knew it to be. As the sailors hauled it
+ up, I noticed that the initials upon the portmanteaus were G. R. The owner
+ was evidently an officer going home on leave, or invalided. It did not,
+ however, concern me, as I thought, and I turned away to look for Mr.
+ Treherne, that I might fulfil my promise to escort his daughter and Mrs.
+ Callendar to the general cemetery at Aden; for I knew he was not fit to do
+ the journey, and there was nothing to prevent my going.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A few hours later I stood with Miss Treherne and Mrs. Callendar in the
+ graveyard beside the fortress-wall, placing wreaths of artificial flowers
+ and one or two natural roses&mdash;a chance purchase from a shop at the
+ port&mdash;on the grave of the young journalist. Miss Treherne had brought
+ some sketching materials, and both of us (for, as has been suggested, I
+ had a slight gift for drawing) made sketches of the burial-place. Having
+ done this, we moved away to other parts of the cemetery, looking at the
+ tombstones, many of which told sad tales enough of those who died far away
+ from home and friends. As we wandered on, I noticed a woman kneeling
+ beside a grave. It grew upon me that the figure was familiar. Presently I
+ saw who it was, for the face lifted. I excused myself, went over to her,
+ and said:&mdash;&ldquo;Miss Caron, you are in trouble?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked up, her eyes swimming with tears and pointed to the tombstone.
+ On it I read:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ Sacred to the Memory of
+ HECTOR CARON,
+ Ensign in the French Navy.
+
+ Erected by his friend, Galt Roscoe,
+ H.B.M.N.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Beneath this was the simple line:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;Why, what evil hath he done?&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He was your brother?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, monsieur, my one brother.&rdquo; Her tears dropped slowly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And Galt Roscoe, who was he?&rdquo; asked I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Through her grief her face was eloquent. &ldquo;I never saw him&mdash;never knew
+ him,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;He saved my poor Hector from much suffering; he nursed
+ him, and buried him here when he died, and then&mdash;that!&rdquo; pointing to
+ the tombstone. &ldquo;He made me love the English,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Some day I shall
+ find him, and I shall have money to pay him back all he spent&mdash;all.&rdquo;
+ Now I guessed the meaning of the scene on board the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;, when she had
+ been so anxious to preserve her present relations with Mrs. Falchion. This
+ was the secret&mdash;a beautiful one. She rose. &ldquo;They disgraced Hector in
+ New Caledonia,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;because he refused to punish a convict at Ile
+ Nou who did not deserve it. He determined to go to France to represent his
+ case. He left me behind, because we were poor. He went to Sydney. There he
+ came to know this good man,&rdquo;&mdash;her finger gently felt his name upon
+ the stone,&mdash;&ldquo;who made him a guest upon his ship; and so he came on
+ towards England. In the Indian Ocean he was taken ill: and this was the
+ end.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She mournfully sank again beside the grave, but she was no longer weeping.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What was this officer&rsquo;s vessel?&rdquo; I said presently. She drew from her
+ dress a letter. &ldquo;It is here. Please read it all. He wrote that to me when
+ Hector died.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The superscription to the letter was&mdash;H.B.M.S. Porcupine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I might have told her then that the &lsquo;Porcupine&rsquo; was in the harbour at
+ Aden, but I felt that things would work out to due ends without my help&mdash;which,
+ indeed, they began to do immediately. As we stood there in silence, I
+ reading over and over again the line upon the pedestal, I heard footsteps
+ behind, and, turning, I saw a man approaching us, who, from his manner,
+ though he was dressed in civilian&rsquo;s clothes, I guessed to be an officer of
+ the navy. He was of more than middle height, had black hair, dark blue
+ eyes, straight, strongly-marked brows, and was clean-shaven. He was a
+ little ascetic-looking, and rather interesting and uncommon, and yet he
+ was unmistakably a sea-going man. It was a face that one would turn to
+ look at again and again&mdash;a singular personality. And yet my first
+ glance told me that he was not one who had seen much happiness. Perhaps
+ that was not unattractive in itself, since people who are very happy, and
+ show it, are often most selfish too, and repel where they should attract.
+ He was now standing near the grave, and his eyes were turned from one to
+ the other of us, at last resting on Justine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently I saw a look of recognition. He stepped quickly forward.
+ &ldquo;Mademoiselle, will you pardon me?&rdquo; he said very gently, &ldquo;but you remind
+ me of one whose grave I came to see.&rdquo; His hand made a slight motion toward
+ Hector Caron&rsquo;s resting-place. Her eyes were on him with an inquiring
+ earnestness. &ldquo;Oh, monsieur, is it possible that you are my brother&rsquo;s
+ friend and rescuer?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am Roscoe. He was my good friend,&rdquo; he said to her, and he held out his
+ hand. She took it, and kissed it impulsively. He flushed, and drew it back
+ quickly and shyly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Some day I shall be able to repay you for all your goodness,&rdquo; she said.
+ &ldquo;I am only grateful now&mdash;grateful altogether. And you will tell me
+ all you knew of him&mdash;all that he said and did before he died?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I will gladly tell you all I know,&rdquo; he answered, and he looked at her
+ compassionately, and yet with a little scrutiny, as though to know more of
+ her and how she came to be in Aden. He turned to me inquiringly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I interpreted his thought by saying: &ldquo;I am the surgeon of the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;. I
+ chanced upon Miss Caron here. She is travelling by the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With a faint voice, Justine here said: &ldquo;Travelling&mdash;with my
+ mistress.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As companion to a lady,&rdquo; I preferred to add in explanation, for I wished
+ not to see her humble herself so. A look of understanding came into
+ Roscoe&rsquo;s face. Then he said: &ldquo;I am glad that I shall see more of you; I am
+ to travel by the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo; also to London.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yet I am afraid I shall see very little of you,&rdquo; she quietly replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was about to say something to her, but she suddenly swayed and would
+ have fallen, but that he caught her and supported her. The weakness lasted
+ only for a moment, and then, steadying herself, she said to both of us: &ldquo;I
+ hope you will say nothing of this to madame? She is kind, most kind, but
+ she hates illness&mdash;and such things.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galt Roscoe looked at me to reply, his face showing clearly that he
+ thought &ldquo;madame&rdquo; an extraordinary woman. I assured Justine that we would
+ say nothing. Then Roscoe cordially parted from us, saying that he would
+ look forward to seeing us both on the ship; but before he finally went, he
+ put on the grave a small bouquet from his buttonhole. Then I excused
+ myself from Justine, and, going over to Miss Treherne, explained to her
+ the circumstances, and asked her if she would go and speak to the
+ afflicted girl. She and Mrs. Callendar had been watching the incident, and
+ they eagerly listened to me. I think this was the moment that I first
+ stood really well with Belle Treherne. Her sympathy for the bereaved girl
+ flooded many barriers between herself and me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh,&rdquo; she said quickly, &ldquo;indeed I will go to her, poor girl! Will you come
+ also, Mrs. Callendar?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Mrs. Callendar timidly said she would rather Miss Treherne went
+ without her; and so it was. While Miss Treherne was comforting the
+ bereaved girl, I talked to Mrs. Callendar. I fear that Mrs. Callendar was
+ but a shallow woman; for, after a moment of excitable interest in Justine,
+ she rather naively turned the talk upon the charms of Europe. And, I fear,
+ not without some slight cynicism, I followed her where she led; for, as I
+ said to myself, it did not matter what direction our idle tongues took, so
+ long as I kept my mind upon the two beside that grave: but it gave my
+ speech a spice of malice. I dwelt upon Mrs. Callendar&rsquo;s return to her
+ native heath&mdash;that is, the pavements of Bond Street and Piccadilly,
+ although I knew that she was a native of Tasmania. At this she smiled
+ egregiously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At length Miss Treherne came to us and said that Justine insisted she was
+ well enough to go back to the vessel alone, and wished not to be
+ accompanied. So we left her there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A score of times I have stopped when preparing my notes for this tale from
+ my diary and those of Mrs. Falchion and Galt Roscoe, to think how, all
+ through the events recorded here, and many others omitted, Justine Caron
+ was like those devoted and, often, beautiful attendants of the heroes and
+ heroines of tragedy, who, when all is over, close the eyes, compose the
+ bodies, and cover the faces of the dead, pronouncing with just lips the
+ benediction, fittest in their mouths. Their loves, their deeds, their
+ lives, however good and worthy, were clothed in modesty and kept far up
+ the stage, to be, even when everything was over, not always given the
+ privilege to die as did their masters, but, like Horatio, bade to live and
+ be still the loyal servant:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;But in this harsh world draw thy breath in pain,
+ To tell my story.&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ There was no reason why we should go to the ship immediately, and I
+ proposed that we should first explore the port-town, and then visit the
+ city of Aden&mdash;five miles away beyond the hills&mdash;and the Tanks.
+ To this the ladies consented.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Somauli policemen patrolled the streets; Somauli, Arab, and Turkish guides
+ impeded the way; Arabs in plain white, Arab sheikhs in blue and white, and
+ gold, lounged languidly about, or drank their coffee in the shade of the
+ bazaars. Children of the desert, nearly naked, sprinkled water before the
+ doors of the bazaars and stores and upon the hot thoroughfare, from long
+ leather bottles; caravans of camels, with dusty stride, swung up the
+ hillside and beyond into the desert; the Jewish water-carrier with his
+ donkey trudged down the pass from the cool fountains in the volcanic
+ hills; a guard of eunuchs marched by with the harem of a Mohammedan; in
+ the doorways of the houses goats and donkeys fed. Jews, with greasy faces,
+ red-hemmed skirt, and hungry look, moved about, offering ostrich feathers
+ for sale, everywhere treated worse than the Chinaman in Oregon or at Port
+ Darwin. We saw English and Australian passengers of the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo; pelting
+ the miserable members of a despised race with green fruit about the
+ streets, and afterwards from the deck of the ship. A number of these
+ raised their hats to us as they passed; but Belle Treherne&rsquo;s
+ acknowledgment was chilly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is hard to be polite to cowards,&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After having made some ruinous bargains in fezes, Turkish cloths and
+ perfume, I engaged a trap, and we started for Aden. The journey was not
+ one of beauty, but it had singular interest. Every turn of the wheels
+ carried us farther and farther away from a familiar world to one of
+ yesterday. White-robed warriors of the desert, with lances, bent their
+ brows upon us as they rode away towards the endless sands, and vagabonds
+ of Egypt begged for alms. In about three-quarters of an hour we had passed
+ the lofty barriers of Jebel Shamsan and its comrades, and were making
+ clouds of dust in the streets of Aden. In spite of the cantonments, the
+ British Government House, and the European Church, it was an Oriental town
+ pure and simple, where the slow-footed hours wandered by, leaving apathy
+ in their train; where sloth and surfeit sat in the market-places; idle
+ women gossiped in their doorways; and naked children rolled in the sun.
+ Yet how, in the most unfamiliar places, does one wake suddenly to hear or
+ see some most familiar thing, and learn again that the ways of all people
+ and nations are not, after all, so far apart! Here three naked youths,
+ with trays upon their heads, cried aloud at each doorway what,
+ interpreted, was: &ldquo;Pies! Hot pies! Pies all hot!&rdquo; or, &ldquo;Crum-pet! Crumpet!
+ Won&rsquo;t you buy-uy a crum-pet!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One sees the same thing in Kandy, in Calcutta, in Tokio, in Istamboul, in
+ Teheran, in Queensland, in London.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To us the great Tanks overlooking the place were more interesting than the
+ town itself, and we drove thither. At Government House and here were the
+ only bits of green that we had seen; they were, in fact, the only spots of
+ verdure on the peninsula of Aden. It was a very sickly green, from which
+ wan and dusty fig trees rose. In their scant shadow, or in the shelter of
+ an overhanging ledge of rock, Arabs offered us draughts of cool water, and
+ oranges. There were people in the sickly gardens, and others were
+ inspecting the Tanks. Passengers from the ship had brought
+ luncheon-baskets to this sad oasis.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As we stood at the edge of one of the Tanks, Miss Treherne remarked with
+ astonishment that they were empty. I explained to her that Aden did not
+ have the benefits conferred even on the land of the seven fat and seven
+ lean kine&mdash;that there had not been rain there for years, and that
+ when it did come it was neither prolonged nor plentiful. Then came
+ questions as to how long ago the Tanks were built.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Thirteen hundred years!&rdquo; she exclaimed. &ldquo;How strange to feel it so! It is
+ like looking at old graves. And how high the walls are, closing up the
+ gorge between the hills.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At that moment Mrs. Callendar drew our attention to Mrs. Falchion and a
+ party from the ship. Mrs. Falchion was but a few paces from us, smiling
+ agreeably as she acknowledged our greetings. Presently two of her party
+ came to us and asked us to share their lunch. I would have objected, and I
+ am certain Belle Treherne would gladly have done so, but Mrs. Callendar
+ was anxious to accept, therefore we expressed our gratitude and joined the
+ group. On second thoughts I was glad that we did so, because, otherwise,
+ my party must have been without refreshments until they returned to the
+ ship&mdash;the restaurants at Aden are not to be trusted. To me Mrs.
+ Falchion was pleasantly impersonal, to Miss Treherne delicately and
+ actively personal. At the time I had a kind of fear of her interest in the
+ girl, but I know now that it was quite sincere, though it began with a
+ motive not very lofty&mdash;to make Belle Treherne her friend, and so
+ annoy me, and also to study, as would an anatomist, the girl&rsquo;s life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We all moved into the illusive shade of the fig and magnolia trees, and
+ lunch was soon spread. As we ate, conversation turned upon the annoying
+ persistency of Eastern guides, and reference was made to the exciting
+ circumstances attending the engagement of Amshar, the guide of Mrs.
+ Falchion&rsquo;s party. Among a score of claimants, Amshar had had one
+ particular opponent&mdash;a personal enemy&mdash;who would not desist even
+ when the choice had been made. He, indeed, had been the first to solicit
+ the party, and was rejected because of his disagreeable looks. He had even
+ followed the trap from the Port of Aden. As one of the gentlemen was
+ remarking on the muttered anger of the disappointed Arab, Mrs. Falchion.
+ said: &ldquo;There he is now at the gate of the garden.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His look was sullenly turned upon our party. Blackburn, the Queenslander
+ said, &ldquo;Amshar, the other fellow is following up the game,&rdquo; and pointed to
+ the gate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Amshar understood the gesture at least, and though he gave a toss of the
+ head, I noticed that his hand trembled as he handed me a cup of water, and
+ that he kept his eyes turned on his opponent.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;One always feels unsafe with these cut-throat races,&rdquo; said Colonel Ryder,
+ &ldquo;as some of us know, who have had to deal with the nigger of South
+ America. They think no more of killing a man&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Than an Australian squatter does of dispersing a mob of aboriginals or
+ kangaroos,&rdquo; said Clovelly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here Mrs. Callendar spoke up briskly. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know what you mean by
+ &lsquo;dispersing.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You know what a kangaroo battue is, don&rsquo;t you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But that is killing, slaughtering kangaroos by the hundred.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, and that is aboriginal dispersion,&rdquo; said the novelist. &ldquo;That is the
+ aristocratic method of legislating the native out of existence.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Blackburn here vigorously protested. &ldquo;Yes, it&rsquo;s very like a novelist, on
+ the hunt for picturesque events, to spend his forensic soul upon &lsquo;the poor
+ native,&rsquo;&mdash;upon the dirty nigger, I choose to call him: the meanest,
+ cruellest, most cowardly, and murderous&mdash;by Jove, what a lot of
+ adjectives!&mdash;of native races. But we fellows, who have lost some of
+ the best friends we ever had&mdash;chums with whom we&rsquo;ve shared blanket
+ and tucker&mdash;by the crack of a nulla-nulla in the dark, or a spear
+ from the scrub, can&rsquo;t find a place for Exeter Hall and its &lsquo;poor native&rsquo;
+ in our hard hearts. We stand in such a case for justice. It is a new
+ country. Not once in fifty times would law reach them. Reprisal and
+ dispersion were the only things possible to men whose friends had been
+ massacred, and&mdash;well, they punished tribes for the acts of
+ individuals.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Falchion here interposed. &ldquo;That is just what England does. A British
+ trader is killed. She sweeps a native town out of existence with Hotchkiss
+ guns&mdash;leaves it naked and dead. That is dispersion too; I have seen
+ it, and I know how far niggers as a race can be trusted, and how much they
+ deserve sympathy. I agree with Mr. Blackburn.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Blackburn raised his glass. &ldquo;Mrs. Falchion,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;I need no further
+ evidence to prove my case. Experience is the best teacher.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As I wish to join the chorus to so notable a compliment, will somebody
+ pass the claret?&rdquo; said Colonel Ryder, shaking the crumbs of a pate from
+ his coat-collar. When his glass was filled, he turned towards Mrs.
+ Falchion, and continued: &ldquo;I drink to the health of the best teacher.&rdquo; And
+ every one laughingly responded. This impromptu toast would have been drunk
+ with more warmth, if we could have foreseen an immediate event. Not less
+ peculiar were Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s words to Hungerford the evening before,
+ recorded in the last sentence of the preceding chapter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cigars were passed, and the men rose and strolled away. We wandered
+ outside the gardens, passing the rejected guide as we did so. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t
+ like the look in his eye,&rdquo; said Clovelly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Colonel Ryder laughed. &ldquo;You&rsquo;ve always got a fine vision for the dramatic.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We passed on. I suppose about twenty minutes had gone when, as we were
+ entering the garden again, we heard loud cries. Hurrying forward towards
+ the Tanks, we saw a strange sight.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There, on a narrow wall dividing two great tanks, were three people&mdash;Mrs.
+ Falchion, Amshar, and the rejected Arab guide. Amshar was crouching behind
+ Mrs. Falchion, and clinging to her skirts in abject fear. The Arab
+ threatened with a knife. He could not get at Amshar without thrusting Mrs.
+ Falchion aside, and, as I said, the wall was narrow. He was bent like a
+ tiger about to spring.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Seeing Mrs. Falchion and Amshar apart from the others,&mdash;Mrs. Falchion
+ having insisted on crossing this narrow and precipitous wall,&mdash;he had
+ suddenly rushed after them. As he did so, Miss Treherne saw him, and cried
+ out. Mrs. Falchion faced round swiftly, and then came this tragic
+ situation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Some one must die.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Seeing that Mrs. Falchion made no effort to dislodge Amshar from her
+ skirts, the Arab presently leaped forward. Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s arms went out
+ suddenly, and she caught the wrist that held the dagger. Then there was an
+ instant&rsquo;s struggle. It was Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s life now, as well as Amshar&rsquo;s.
+ They swayed. They hung on the edge of the rocky chasm. Then we lost the
+ gleam of the knife, and the Arab shivered, and toppled over. Mrs. Falchion
+ would have gone with him, but Amshar caught her about the waist, and saved
+ her from the fall which would have killed her as certainly as it killed
+ the Arab lying at the bottom of the tank. She had managed to turn the
+ knife in the Arab&rsquo;s hand against his own breast, and then suddenly pressed
+ her body against it; but the impulse of the act came near carrying her
+ over also.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Amshar was kneeling at her feet, and kissing her gown gratefully. She
+ pushed him away with her foot, and, coolly turning aside, began to arrange
+ her hair. As I approached her, she glanced down at the Arab. &ldquo;Horrible!
+ horrible!&rdquo; she said. I remembered that these were her words when her
+ husband was lifted from the sea to the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Not ungently, she refused my hand or any assistance, and came down among
+ the rest of the party. I could not but feel a strange wonder at the
+ powerful side of her character just shown&mdash;her courage, her cool
+ daring. In her face now there was a look of annoyance, and possibly
+ disgust, as well as of triumph&mdash;so natural in cases of physical
+ prowess. Everybody offered congratulations, but she only showed real
+ pleasure, and that mutely, at those of Miss Treherne. To the rest of us
+ she said: &ldquo;One had to save one&rsquo;s self, and Amshar was a coward.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And so this woman, whose hardness of heart and excessive cruelty
+ Hungerford and I were keeping from the world, was now made into a heroine,
+ around whom a halo of romance would settle whenever her name should be
+ mentioned. Now, men, eligible and ineligible, would increase their homage.
+ It seemed as if the stars had stopped in their courses to give her special
+ fortune.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That morning I had thought her appearance at this luncheon-party was
+ little less than scandalous, for she knew, if others did not, who Boyd
+ Madras was. After the occurrence with the Arab, the other event was
+ certainly much less prominent, and here, after many years, I can see that
+ the act was less in her than it would have been in others. For, behind her
+ outward hardness, there was a sort of justice working, an iron thing, but
+ still not unnatural in her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Belle Treherne awakened also to a new perception of her character, and a
+ kind of awe possessed her, so masculine seemed her courage, yet so womanly
+ and feminine her manner. Mrs. Callendar was loud in her exclamations of
+ delight and wonder at Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s coolness; and the bookmaker, with
+ his usual impetuosity, offered to take bets at four to one that we should
+ all be detained to give evidence in the matter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Clovelly was silent. He occasionally adjusted his glasses, and looked at
+ Mrs. Falchion as if he had suddenly come to a full stop in his opinions
+ regarding her. This, I think, was noticed by her, and enjoyed too, for she
+ doubtless remembered her conversation with me, in which she had said that
+ Clovelly thought he understood her perfectly. Colonel Ryder, who was loyal
+ at all times, said she had the nerve of a woman from Kentucky. Moreover,
+ he had presence of mind, for he had immediately sent off a native to
+ inform the authorities of what had occurred; so that before we had got
+ half-way to the town we were met by policemen running towards us, followed
+ by a small detachment of Indian soldiers. The officer in command of the
+ detachment stopped us, and said that the governor would be glad if we
+ would come to Government House for an hour, while an inquiry was being
+ held.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To this we cheerfully consented, of course; and, in a room where punkahs
+ waved and cool claret-cup awaited us, we were received by the governor,
+ who was full of admiration of Mrs. Falchion. It was plain, however, that
+ he was surprised at her present equanimity. Had she no nerves at all?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I can only regret exceedingly,&rdquo; said the governor, &ldquo;that your visit to
+ Aden has had such a tragical interruption; but since it has occurred, I am
+ glad to have the privilege of meeting a lady so brave as Mrs. Falchion.&rdquo;&mdash;The
+ bookmaker had introduced us all with a naivete that, I am sure, amused the
+ governor, as it certainly did his aide-de-camp. &ldquo;We should not need to
+ fear the natives if we had soldiers as fearless,&rdquo; his excellency
+ continued.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At this point the inquiry began, and, after it was over, the governor said
+ that there the matter ended so far as we were concerned, and then he
+ remarked gallantly that the Government of Aden would always remain Mrs.
+ Falchion&rsquo;s debtor. She replied that it was a debt she would be glad to
+ preserve unsettled for ever. After this pretty exchange of compliments,
+ the governor smiled, and offered her his arm to the door, where our &lsquo;char
+ a bans&rsquo; awaited us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So impressed was the bookmaker with the hospitable reception the governor
+ had given us, that he offered him his cigar-case with its contents, said
+ he hoped they would meet again, and asked his excellency if he thought of
+ coming to Australia. The governor declined the cigars graciously, ignored
+ the hoped-for pleasure of another meeting, and trusted that it might fall
+ to his lot to visit Australia some day. Thereupon the bookmaker insisted
+ on the aide-de-camp accepting the cigar-case, and gave him his
+ visiting-card. The aide-de-camp lost nothing by his good-humoured
+ acceptance, if he smoked, because, as I knew, the cigars were very good
+ indeed. Bookmakers, gamblers and Jews are good judges of tobacco. And the
+ governor&rsquo;s party lost nothing in dignity because, as the traps wheeled
+ away, they gave a polite little cheer for Mrs. Falchion. I, at first, was
+ fearful how Belle Treherne would regard the gaucheries of the bookmaker,
+ but I saw that he was rather an object of interest to her than otherwise;
+ for he was certainly amusing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As we drove through Aden, a Somauli lad ran from the door of a house, and
+ handed up a letter to the driver of my trap. It bore my name, and was
+ handed over to me. I recognised the handwriting. It was that of Boyd
+ Madras. He had come ashore by Hungerford&rsquo;s aid in the night. The letter
+ simply gave an address in England that would always find him, and stated
+ that he intended to take another name.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER IX. &ldquo;THE PROGRESS OF THE SUNS&rdquo;
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ News of the event had preceded us to the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;, and, as we scrambled
+ out on the ship&rsquo;s stairs, cheers greeted us. Glancing up, I saw
+ Hungerford, among others, leaning over the side, and looking at Mrs.
+ Falchion in a curious cogitating fashion, not unusual to him. The look was
+ non-committal, yet earnest. If it was not approval, it was not
+ condemnation; but it might have been slightly ironical, and that annoyed
+ me. It seemed impossible for him&mdash;and it was so always, I believe&mdash;to
+ get out of his mind the thought of the man he had rescued on No Man&rsquo;s Sea.
+ I am sure it jarred upon him that the band foolishly played a welcome when
+ Mrs. Falchion stepped on the deck. As I delivered Miss Treherne into the
+ hands of her father, who was anxiously awaiting us, Hungerford said in my
+ ear: &ldquo;A tragedy queen, Marmion.&rdquo; He said it so distinctly that Mrs.
+ Falchion heard it, and she gave him a searching look. Their eyes met and
+ warred for a moment, and then he added: &ldquo;I remember! Yes, I can respect
+ the bravery of a woman whom I do not like.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And this is to-morrow,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;and a man may change his mind, and
+ that may be fate&mdash;or a woman&rsquo;s whim.&rdquo; She bowed, turned away, and
+ went below, evidently disliking the reception she had had, and anxious to
+ escape inquiries and congratulations. Nor did she appear again until the
+ &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo; got under way about six o&rsquo;clock in the evening. As we moved out
+ of the harbour we passed close to the &lsquo;Porcupine&rsquo; and saw its officers
+ grouped on the deck, waving adieus to some one on our deck, whom I
+ guessed, of course, to be Galt Roscoe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At this time Mrs. Falchion was standing near me. &ldquo;For whom is that
+ demonstration?&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For one of her officers, who is a passenger by the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;,&rdquo; I replied.
+ &ldquo;You remember we passed the &lsquo;Porcupine&rsquo; in the Indian Ocean?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, I know that very well,&rdquo; she said, with a shade of meaning. &ldquo;But&rdquo;&mdash;here
+ I thought her voice had a touch of breathlessness&mdash;&ldquo;but who is the
+ officer? I mean, what is his name?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He stands in the group near the door of the captain&rsquo;s cabin, there. His
+ name is Galt Roscoe, I think.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A slight exclamation escaped her. There was a chilly smile on her lips,
+ and her eyes sought the group until it rested on Galt Roscoe. In a moment
+ she said &ldquo;You have met him?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In the cemetery this morning, for the first time.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Everybody seems to have had business this morning at the cemetery.
+ Justine Caron spent hours there. To me it is so foolish, heaping up a
+ mound, and erecting a tombstone over&mdash;what?&mdash;a dead thing,
+ which, if one could see it, would be dreadful.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You would prefer complete absorption&mdash;as of the ocean?&rdquo; I brutally
+ retorted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She appeared not to notice the innuendo. &ldquo;Yes, what is gone is gone.
+ Graves are idolatry. Gravestones are ghostly. It is people without
+ imagination who need these things, together with crape and black-edged
+ paper. It is all barbaric ritual. I know you think I am callous, but I
+ cannot help that. For myself, I wish the earth close about me, and level
+ green grass above me, and no one knowing of the place; or else, fire or
+ the sea.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mrs. Falchion,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;between us there need be no delicate words. You
+ appear to have neither imagination, nor idolatry, nor remembrances, nor
+ common womanly kindness.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Indeed!&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Yet you might know me better.&rdquo; Here she touched my
+ arm with the tips of her fingers, and, in spite of myself, I felt my pulse
+ beat faster. It seemed to me that in her presence, even now, I could not
+ quite trust myself. &ldquo;Indeed!&rdquo; she repeated. &ldquo;And who made you omniscient,
+ Dr. Marmion? You hardly do yourself justice. You hold a secret. You insist
+ on reminding me of the fact. Is that in perfect gallantry? Do you know me
+ altogether, from your knowledge of that one thing? You are vain. Or does
+ the secret wear on you, and&mdash;Mr. Hungerford? Was it necessary to seek
+ HIS help in keeping it?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I told her then the true history of Hungerford&rsquo;s connection with Boyd
+ Madras, and also begged her pardon for showing just now my knowledge of
+ her secret. At this she said, &ldquo;I suppose I should be grateful,&rdquo; and was
+ there a slightly softer cadence to her voice?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, you need not be grateful,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;We are silent, first, because he
+ wished it; then because you are a woman.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You define your reasons with astonishing care and taste,&rdquo; she replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, as to taste!&mdash;&rdquo; said I; but then I bit my tongue.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At that she said, her lips very firm and pale, &ldquo;I could not pretend to a
+ grief I did not feel. I acted no lie. He died as we had lived&mdash;estranged.
+ I put up no memorials.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But I, thinking of my mother lying in her grave, a woman after God&rsquo;s own
+ heart, who loved me more than I deserved, repeated almost unconsciously
+ these lines (clipped from a magazine):
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;Sacred the ring, the faded glove,
+ Once worn by one we used to love;
+ Dead warriors in their armour live,
+ And in their relics saints survive.
+
+ &ldquo;Oh, Mother Earth, henceforth defend
+ All thou hast garnered of my friend,
+ From winter&rsquo;s wind and driving sleet,
+ From summer&rsquo;s sun and scorching heat.
+
+ &ldquo;Within thine all-embracing breast
+ Is hid one more forsaken nest;
+ While, in the sky, with folded wings,
+ The bird that left it sits and sings.&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ I paused; the occasion seemed so little suited to the sentiment, for
+ around us was the idle excitement of leaving port. I was annoyed with
+ myself for my share in the conversation so far. Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s eyes had
+ scarcely left that group around the captain&rsquo;s door, although she had
+ appeared acutely interested in what I was saying. Now she said:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You recite very well. I feel impressed, but I fancy it is more your voice
+ than those fine sentiments; for, after all, you cannot glorify the dead
+ body. Look at the mummy of Thothmes at Boulak, and think what Cleopatra
+ must look like now. And please let us talk about something else. Let us&mdash;&rdquo;
+ She paused.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I followed the keen, shaded glance of her eyes, and saw, coming from the
+ group by the captain&rsquo;s door, Galt Roscoe. He moved in our direction.
+ Suddenly he paused. His look was fixed upon Mrs. Falchion. A flush passed
+ over his face, not exactly confusing, but painful, and again it left him
+ pale, and for a moment he stood motionless. Then he came forward to us. He
+ bowed to me, then looked hard at her. She held out her hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mr. Roscoe, I think?&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;An old friend,&rdquo; she added, turning to
+ me. He gravely took her extended hand and said:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I did not think to see you here, Miss&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;MRS. Falchion,&rdquo; she interrupted clearly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;MRS. Falchion!&rdquo; he said, with surprise. &ldquo;It is so many years since we had
+ met, and&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And it is so easy to forget things? But it isn&rsquo;t so many, really&mdash;only
+ seven, the cycle for constitutional renewal. Dear me, how erudite that
+ sounds!... So, I suppose, we meet the same, yet not the same.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The same, yet not the same,&rdquo; he repeated after her, with an attempt at
+ lightness, yet abstractedly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think you gentlemen know each other?&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes; we met in the cemetery this morning. I was visiting the grave of a
+ young French officer.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I know,&rdquo; she said&mdash;&ldquo;Justine Caron&rsquo;s brother. She has told me; but
+ she did not tell me your name.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She has told you?&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes. She is&mdash;my companion.&rdquo; I saw that she did not use the word that
+ first came to her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How strangely things occur! And yet,&rdquo; he added musingly, &ldquo;I suppose,
+ after all, coincidence is not so strange in these days of much travel,
+ particularly with people whose lives are connected&mdash;more or less.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Whose lives are connected&mdash;more or less,&rdquo; she repeated after him, in
+ a steely tone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It seemed to me that I had received my cue to leave. I bowed myself away,
+ and went about my duties. As we steamed bravely through the Straits of
+ Babelmandeb, with Perim on our left, rising lovely through the milky haze,
+ I came on deck again, and they were still near where I had left them an
+ hour before. I passed, glancing at them as I did so. They did not look
+ towards me. His eyes were turned to the shore, and hers were fixed on him.
+ I saw an expression on her lips that gave her face new character. She was
+ speaking, as I thought, clearly and mercilessly. I could not help hearing
+ her words as I passed them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are going to be that&mdash;you!&rdquo; There was a ring of irony in her
+ tone. I heard nothing more in words, but I saw him turn to her somewhat
+ sharply, and I caught the deep notes of his voice as he answered her.
+ When, a moment after, I looked back, she had gone below.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galt Roscoe had a seat at Captain Ascott&rsquo;s table, and I did not see
+ anything of him at meal-times, but elsewhere I soon saw him a great deal.
+ He appeared to seek my company. I was glad of this, for I found that he
+ was an agreeable man, and had distinct originality of ideas, besides being
+ possessed of very considerable culture. He also had that social aplomb so
+ much a characteristic of the naval officer. Yet, man of the world as he
+ was, he had a strain of asceticism which puzzled me. It did not make him
+ eccentric, but it was not a thing usual with the naval man. Again, he
+ wished to be known simply as Mr. Roscoe, not as Captain Roscoe, which was
+ his rank. He said nothing about having retired, yet I guessed he had done
+ so. One evening, however, soon after we had left Aden, we were sitting in
+ my cabin, and the conversation turned upon a recent novel dealing with the
+ defection of a clergyman of the Church of England through agnosticism. The
+ keenness with which he threw himself into the discussion and the knowledge
+ he showed, surprised me. I knew (as most medical students get to know,
+ until they know better) some scientific objections to Christianity, and I
+ put them forward. He clearly and powerfully met them. I said at last,
+ laughingly: &ldquo;Why, you ought to take holy orders.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is what I am going to do,&rdquo; he said very seriously, &ldquo;when I get to
+ England. I am resigning the navy.&rdquo; At that instant there flashed through
+ my mind Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s words: &ldquo;You are going to be that&mdash;you!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then he explained to me that he had been studying for two years, and
+ expected to go up for deacon&rsquo;s orders soon after his return to England. I
+ cannot say that I was greatly surprised, for I had known a few, and had
+ heard of many, men who had exchanged the navy for the Church. It struck
+ me, however, that Galt Roscoe appeared to view the matter from a
+ stand-point not professional; the more so, that he expressed his
+ determination to go to the newest part of a new country, to do the pioneer
+ work of the Church. I asked him where he was going, and he said to the
+ Rocky Mountains of Canada. I told him that my destination was Canada also.
+ He warmly expressed the hope that we should see something of each other
+ there. This friendship of ours may seem to have been hastily hatched, but
+ it must be remembered that the sea is a great breeder of friendship. Two
+ men who have known each other for twenty years find that twenty days at
+ sea bring them nearer than ever they were before, or else estrange them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was on this evening that, in a lull of the conversation, I casually
+ asked him when he had known Mrs. Falchion. His face was inscrutable, but
+ he said somewhat hurriedly, &ldquo;In the South Sea Islands,&rdquo; and then changed
+ the subject. So, there was some mystery again? Was this woman never to be
+ dissociated from enigma? In those days I never could think of her save in
+ connection with some fatal incident in which she was scathless, and some
+ one else suffered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It may have been fancy, but I thought that, during the first day or two
+ after leaving Aden, Galt Roscoe and Mrs. Falchion were very little
+ together. Then the impression grew that this was his doing, and again that
+ she waited with confident patience for the time when he would seek her&mdash;because
+ he could not help himself. Often when other men were paying her devoted
+ court I caught her eyes turned in his direction, and I thought I read in
+ her smile a consciousness of power. And it so was. Very soon he was at her
+ side. But I also noticed that he began to look worn, that his conversation
+ with me lagged. I think that at this time I was so much occupied with
+ tracing personal appearances to personal influences that I lost to some
+ degree the physician&rsquo;s practical keenness. My eyes were to be opened. He
+ appeared to be suffering, and she seemed to unbend to him more than she
+ ever unbent to me, or any one else on board. Hungerford, seeing this, said
+ to me one day in his blunt way: &ldquo;Marmion, old Ulysses knew what he was
+ about when he tied himself to the mast.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the routine of the ship went on as before. Fortunately, Mrs.
+ Falchion&rsquo;s heroism at Aden had taken the place of the sensation attending
+ Boyd Madras&rsquo;s suicide. Those who tired of thinking of both became mildly
+ interested in Red Sea history. Chief among these was the bookmaker. As an
+ historian the bookmaker was original. He cavalierly waved aside all such
+ confusing things as dates: made Moses and Mahomet contemporaneous,
+ incidentally referred to King Solomon&rsquo;s visits to Cleopatra, and with sad
+ irreverence spoke of the Exodus and the destruction of Pharaoh&rsquo;s horses
+ and chariots as &ldquo;the big handicap.&rdquo; He did not mean to be irreverent or
+ unhistorical. He merely wished to enlighten Mrs. Callendar, who said he
+ was very original, and quite clever at history. His really startling
+ points, however, were his remarks upon the colours of the mountains of
+ Egypt and the sunset tints to be seen on the Red Sea and the Suez Canal.
+ To him the grey, and pink, and melancholy gold only brought up visions of
+ a race at Epsom or Flemington&mdash;generally Flemington, where the
+ staring Australian sun pours down on an emerald course, on a score of
+ horses straining upon the start, the colours of the jockeys&rsquo; coats and
+ caps changing in the struggle like a kaleidoscope, and making strange
+ harmonies of colour. The comparison between the mountains of Egypt and a
+ race-course might seem most absurd, if one did not remember that the
+ bookmaker had his own standards, and that he thought he was paying unusual
+ honour to the land of the Fellah. Clovelly plaintively said, as he drank
+ his hock and seltzer, that the bookmaker was hourly saving his life; and
+ Colonel Ryder admitted at last that Kentucky never produced anything quite
+ like him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The evening before we came to the Suez Canal I was walking with Miss
+ Treherne and her father. I had seen Galt Roscoe in conversation with Mrs.
+ Falchion. Presently I saw him rise to go away. A moment after, in passing,
+ I was near her. She sprang up, caught my arm, and pointed anxiously. I
+ looked, and saw Galt Roscoe swaying as he walked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He is ill&mdash;ill,&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I ran forward and caught him as he was falling. Ill?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Of course he was ill. What a fool I had been! Five minutes with him
+ assured me that he had fever. I had set his haggard appearance down to
+ some mental trouble&mdash;and I was going to be a professor in a medical
+ college!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet I know now that a troubled mind hastened the fever.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER X. BETWEEN DAY AND DARK
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ From the beginning Galt Roscoe&rsquo;s fever was violent. It had been hanging
+ about him for a long time, and was the result of malarial poisoning. I
+ devoutly wished that we were in the Mediterranean instead of the Red Sea,
+ where the heat was so great; but fortunately we should soon be there.
+ There was no other case of sickness on board, and I could devote plenty of
+ time to him. Offers of assistance in nursing were numerous, but I only
+ encouraged those of the bookmaker, strange as this may seem; yet he was as
+ gentle and considerate as a woman in the sick-room. This was on the first
+ evening of his attack. After that I had reasons for dispensing with his
+ generous services. The night after Roscoe was taken ill we were passing
+ through the canal, the search-light of the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo; sweeping the path
+ ahead of it and glorifying everything it touched. Mud barges were fairy
+ palaces; Arab punts beautiful gondolas; the ragged Egyptians on the banks
+ became picturesque; and the desolate country behind them had a wide
+ vestibule of splendour. I stood for half an hour watching this scene, then
+ I went below to Roscoe&rsquo;s cabin and relieved the bookmaker. The sick man
+ was sleeping from the effects of a sedative draught. The bookmaker had
+ scarcely gone when I heard a step behind me, and I turned and saw Justine
+ Caron standing timidly at the door, her eyes upon the sleeper. She spoke
+ quietly. &ldquo;Is he very ill?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I answered that he was, but also that for some days I could not tell how
+ dangerous his illness might be. She went to the berth where he lay, the
+ reflected light from without playing weirdly on his face, and smoothed the
+ pillow gently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If you are willing, I will watch for a time,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Everybody is on
+ deck. Madame said she would not need me for a couple of hours. I will send
+ a steward for you if he wakes; you need rest yourself.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That I needed rest was quite true, for I had been up all the night before;
+ still I hesitated. She saw my hesitation, and added:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is not much that I can do, still I should like to do it. I can at
+ least watch.&rdquo; Then, very earnestly: &ldquo;He watched beside Hector.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I left her with him, her fingers moving the small bag of ice about his
+ forehead to allay the fever and her eyes patiently regarding him. I went
+ on deck again. I met Miss Treherne and her father. They both inquired for
+ the sick man, and I told Belle&mdash;for she seemed much interested&mdash;the
+ nature of such malarial fevers, the acute forms they sometimes take, and
+ the kind of treatment required. She asked several questions, showing a
+ keen understanding of my explanations, and then, after a moment&rsquo;s silence,
+ said meditatively: &ldquo;I think I like men better when they are doing
+ responsible work; it is difficult to be idle&mdash;and important too.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw very well that, with her, I should have to contend for a long time
+ against those first few weeks of dalliance on the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Clovelly joined us, and for the first time&mdash;if I had not been so
+ egotistical it had appeared to me before&mdash;I guessed that his somewhat
+ professional interest in Belle Treherne had developed into a very personal
+ thing. And with that thought came also the conception of what a powerful
+ antagonist he would be. For it improves some men to wear glasses; and
+ Clovelly had a delightful, wheedling tongue. It was allusive,
+ contradictory (a thing pleasing to women), respectful yet playful, bold
+ yet reverential. Many a time I have longed for Clovelly&rsquo;s tongue.
+ Unfortunately for me, I learned some of his methods without his art; and
+ of this I am occasionally reminded at this day. A man like Clovelly is
+ dangerous as a rival when he is not in earnest; when he IS in earnest, it
+ becomes a lonely time for the other man&mdash;unless the girl is perverse.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I left the two together, and moved about the deck, trying to think closely
+ about Roscoe&rsquo;s case, and to drive Clovelly&rsquo;s invasion from my mind. I
+ succeeded, and was only roused by Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s voice beside me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Does he suffer much?&rdquo; she murmured.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When answered, she asked nervously how he looked&mdash;it was impossible
+ that she should consider misery without shrinking. I told her that he was
+ only flushed and haggard as yet and that he was little wasted. A thought
+ flashed to her face. She was about to speak, but paused. After a moment,
+ however, she remarked evenly: &ldquo;He is likely to be delirious?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is probable,&rdquo; I replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her eyes were fixed on the search-light. The look in them was inscrutable.
+ She continued quietly: &ldquo;I will go and see him, if you will let me. Justine
+ will go with me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not now,&rdquo; I replied. &ldquo;He is sleeping. To-morrow, if you will.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I did not think it necessary to tell her that Justine was at that moment
+ watching beside him. We walked the deck together in silence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I wonder,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;that you care to walk with me. Please do not make
+ the matter a burden.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She did not say this with any invitation to courteous protest on my part,
+ but rather with a cold frankness&mdash;for which, I confess, I always
+ admired her. I said now: &ldquo;Mrs. Falchion, you have suggested what might
+ easily be possible in the circumstances, but I candidly admit that I have
+ never yet found your presence disagreeable; and I suppose that is a
+ comment upon my weakness. Though, to speak again with absolute truth, I
+ think I do not like you at this present.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, I fancy I can understand that,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;I can understand how, for
+ instance, one might feel a just and great resentment, and have in one&rsquo;s
+ hand the instrument of punishment, and yet withhold one&rsquo;s hand and protect
+ where one should injure.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At this moment these words had no particular significance to me, but there
+ chanced a time when they came home with great force. I think, indeed, that
+ she was speaking more to herself than to me. Suddenly she turned to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I wonder,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;if I am as cruel as you think me&mdash;for, indeed,
+ I do not know. But I have been through many things.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here her eyes grew cold and hard. The words that followed seemed in no
+ sequence. &ldquo;Yet,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;I will go and see him to-morrow....
+ Good-night.&rdquo; After about an hour I went below to Galt Roscoe&rsquo;s cabin. I
+ drew aside the curtain quietly. Justine Caron evidently had not heard me.
+ She was sitting beside the sick man, her fingers still smoothing away the
+ pillow from his fevered face and her eyes fixed on him. I spoke to her.
+ She rose. &ldquo;He has slept well,&rdquo; she said. And she moved to the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Miss Caron,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;if Mrs. Falchion is willing, you could help me to
+ nurse Mr. Roscoe?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A light sprang to her eyes. &ldquo;Indeed, yes,&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I will speak to her about it, if you will let me?&rdquo; She bowed her head,
+ and her look was eloquent of thanks. After a word of good-night we parted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I knew that nothing better could occur to my patient than that Justine
+ Caron should help to nurse him. This would do far more for him than
+ medicine&mdash;the tender care of a woman&mdash;than many pharmacopoeias.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Hungerford had insisted on relieving me for a couple of hours at midnight.
+ He said it would be a good preparation for going on the bridge at three
+ o&rsquo;clock in the morning. About half-past two he came to my cabin and waked
+ me, saying: &ldquo;He is worse&mdash;delirious; you had better come.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was indeed delirious. Hungerford laid his hand on my shoulder.
+ &ldquo;Marmion,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;that woman is in it. Like the devil, she is
+ ubiquitous. Mr. Roscoe&rsquo;s past is mixed up with hers somehow. I don&rsquo;t
+ suppose men talk absolute history in delirium, but there is no reason, I
+ fancy, why they shouldn&rsquo;t paraphrase. I should reduce the number of nurses
+ to a minimum if I were you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A determined fierceness possessed me at the moment. I said to him: &ldquo;She
+ shall nurse him, Hungerford&mdash;she, and Justine Caron, and myself.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Plus Dick Hungerford,&rdquo; he added. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know quite how you intend to
+ work this thing, but you have the case in your hands, and what you&rsquo;ve told
+ me about the French girl shows that she is to be trusted. But as for
+ myself, Marmion M.D., I&rsquo;m sick&mdash;sick&mdash;sick of this woman, and
+ all her words and works. I believe that she has brought bad luck to this
+ ship; and it&rsquo;s my last voyage on it; and&mdash;and I begin to think you&rsquo;re
+ a damned good fellow&mdash;excuse the insolence of it; and&mdash;good-night.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For the rest of the night I listened to Galt Roscoe&rsquo;s wild words. He
+ tossed from side to side, and murmured brokenly. Taken separately, and as
+ they were spoken, his words might not be very significant, but pieced
+ together, arranged, and interpreted through even scant knowledge of
+ circumstances, they were sufficient to give me a key to difficulties
+ which, afterwards, were to cause much distress. I arrange some of the
+ sentences here to show how startling were the fancies&mdash;or
+ remembrances&mdash;that vexed him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But I was coming back&mdash;I was coming back&mdash;I tell you I should
+ have stayed with her for ever.... See how she trembles!&mdash;Now her
+ breath is gone&mdash;There is no pulse&mdash;Her heart is still&mdash;My
+ God, her heart is still!&mdash;Hush! cover her face.... Row hard, you
+ devils!&mdash;A hundred dollars if you make the point in time....
+ Whereaway?&mdash;Whereaway?&mdash;Steady now!&mdash;Let them have it
+ across the bows!&mdash;Low! low!&mdash;fire low!... She is dead&mdash;she
+ is dead!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ These things he would say over and over again breathlessly, then he would
+ rest a while, and the trouble would begin again. &ldquo;It was not I that did it&mdash;no,
+ it was not I. She did it herself!&mdash;She plunged it in, deep, deep,
+ deep! You made me a devil!... Hush! I WILL tell!&mdash;I know you&mdash;yet&mdash;Mercy&mdash;Mercy&mdash;Falchion&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yes, it was best that few should enter his cabin. The ravings of a sick
+ man are not always counted ravings, no more than the words of a well man
+ are always reckoned sane. At last I got him into a sound sleep, and by
+ that time I was thoroughly tired out. I called my own steward, and asked
+ him to watch for a couple of hours while I rested. I threw myself down and
+ slept soundly for an hour beyond that time, the steward having hesitated
+ to wake me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ By that time we had passed into the fresher air of the Mediterranean, and
+ the sea was delightfully smooth. Galt Roscoe still slept, though his
+ temperature was high.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My conference with Mrs. Falchion after breakfast was brief, but
+ satisfactory. I told her frankly that Roscoe had been delirious, that he
+ had mentioned her name, and that I thought it best to reduce the number of
+ nurses and watchers. I made my proposition about Justine Caron. She shook
+ her head a little impatiently, and said that Justine had told her, and
+ that she was quite willing. Then I asked her if she would not also assist.
+ She answered immediately that she wished to do so. As if to make me
+ understand why she did it, she added: &ldquo;If I did not hear the wild things
+ he says, some one else would; and the difference is that I understand
+ them, and the some one else would interpret them with the genius of the
+ writer of a fairy book.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And so it happened that Mrs. Falchion came to sit many hours a day beside
+ the sick couch of Galt Roscoe, moistening his lips, cooling his brow,
+ giving him his medicine. After the first day, when she was, I thought,
+ alternating between innate disgust of misery and her womanliness and
+ humanity,&mdash;in these days more a reality to me,&mdash;she grew
+ watchful and silently solicitous at every turn of the malady. What
+ impressed me most was that she was interested and engrossed more, it
+ seemed, in the malady than in the man himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And yet she baffled me even when I had come to this conclusion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ During most of his delirium she remained almost impassive, as if she had
+ schooled herself to be calm and strong in nerve; but one afternoon she did
+ a thing that upset all my opinions of her for a moment. Looking straight
+ at her with staring, unconscious eyes, he half rose in his bed, and said
+ in a low, bitter tone: &ldquo;I hate you. I once loved you&mdash;but I hate you
+ now!&rdquo; Then he laughed scornfully, and fell back on the pillow. She had
+ been sitting very quietly, musing. His action had been unexpected, and had
+ broken upon a silence. She rose to her feet quickly, gave a sharp indrawn
+ breath, and pressed her hand against her side, as though a sudden pain had
+ seized her. The next moment, however, she was composed again, and said in
+ explanation that she had been half asleep, and he had startled her. But I
+ had seen her under what seemed to me more trying conditions, and she had
+ not shown any nervousness such as this.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The passengers, of course, talked. Many &ldquo;true histories&rdquo; of Mrs.
+ Falchion&rsquo;s devotion to the sick man were abroad; but it must be said,
+ however, that all of them were romantically creditable to her. She had
+ become a rare product even in the eyes of Miss Treherne, and more
+ particularly her father, since the matter at the Tanks. Justine Caron was
+ slyly besieged by the curious, but they went away empty; for Justine, if
+ very simple and single-minded, was yet too much concerned for both Galt
+ Roscoe and Mrs. Falchion to give the inquiring the slightest clue. She
+ knew, indeed, little herself, whatever she may have guessed. As for
+ Hungerford, he was dumb. He refused to consider the matter. But he roundly
+ maintained once or twice, without any apparent relevance, that a woman was
+ like a repeating decimal&mdash;you could follow her, but you never could
+ reach her. He usually added to this: &ldquo;Minus one, Marmion,&rdquo; meaning thus to
+ exclude the girl who preferred him to any one else. When I ventured to
+ suggest that Miss Treherne might also be excepted, he said, with maddening
+ suggestion: &ldquo;She lets Mrs. Falchion fool her, doesn&rsquo;t she? And she isn&rsquo;t
+ quite sure the splendour of a medical professor&rsquo;s position is superior to
+ that of an author.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In these moments, although I tried to smile on him, I hated him a little.
+ I sought to revenge myself on him by telling him to help himself to a
+ cigar, having first placed the box of Mexicans near him. He invariably
+ declined them, and said he would take one of the others from the tea-box&mdash;my
+ very best, kept in tea for sake of dryness. If I reversed the process he
+ reversed his action. His instinct regarding cigars was supernatural, and I
+ almost believe that he had&mdash;like the Black Dwarf&rsquo;s cat&mdash;the
+ &ldquo;poo&rsquo;er&rdquo; of reading character and interpreting events&mdash;an uncanny
+ divination.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I knew by the time we reached Valetta that Roscoe would get well; but he
+ recognised none of us until we arrived at Gibraltar. Justine Caron and
+ myself had been watching beside him. As the bells clanged to &ldquo;slow down&rdquo;
+ on entering the harbour, his eyes opened with a gaze of sanity and
+ consciousness. He looked at me, then at Justine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have been ill?&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Justine&rsquo;s eyes were not entirely to be trusted. She turned her head away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, you have been very ill,&rdquo; I replied, &ldquo;but you are better.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He smiled feebly, adding: &ldquo;At least, I am grateful that I did not die at
+ sea.&rdquo; Then he closed his eyes. After a moment he opened them, and said,
+ looking at Justine: &ldquo;You have helped to nurse me, have you not?&rdquo; His
+ wasted fingers moved over the counterpane towards her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I could do so little,&rdquo; she murmured.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have more than paid your debt to me,&rdquo; he gently replied. &ldquo;For I live,
+ you see, and poor Hector died.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She shook her head gravely, and rejoined: &ldquo;Ah no, I can never pay the debt
+ I owe to you and to God&mdash;now.&rdquo; He did not understand this, I know.
+ But I did. &ldquo;You must not talk any more,&rdquo; I said to him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Justine interposed. &ldquo;He must be told that the nurse who has done most
+ for him is Mrs. Falchion.&rdquo; His brows contracted as if he were trying to
+ remember something. He moved his head wearily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, I think I remember,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;about her being with me, but nothing
+ clearly&mdash;nothing clearly. She is very kind.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Justine here murmured: &ldquo;Shall I tell her?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was about to say no; but Roscoe nodded, and said quietly, &ldquo;Yes, yes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then I made no objection, but urged that the meeting should only be for a
+ moment. I determined not to leave them alone even for that moment. I did
+ not know what things connected with their past&mdash;whatever it was&mdash;might
+ be brought up, and I knew that entire freedom from excitement was
+ necessary. I might have spared myself any anxiety on the point. When she
+ came she was perfectly self-composed, and more as she seemed when I first
+ knew her, though I will admit that I thought her face more possible to
+ emotion than in the past.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It seems strange to write of a few weeks before as the past; but so much
+ had occurred that the days might easily have been months and the weeks
+ years.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She sat down beside him and held out her hand. And as she did so, I
+ thought of Boyd Madras and of that long last night of his life, and of her
+ refusal to say to him one comforting word, or to touch his hand in
+ forgiveness and friendship. And was this man so much better than Boyd
+ Madras? His wild words in delirium might mean nothing, but if they meant
+ anything, and she knew of that anything, she was still a heartless,
+ unnatural woman, as I had once called her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe took her hand and held it briefly. &ldquo;Dr. Marmion says that you have
+ helped to nurse me through my illness,&rdquo; he whispered. &ldquo;I am most
+ grateful.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I thought she replied with the slightest constraint in her voice. &ldquo;One
+ could not let an old acquaintance die without making an effort to save
+ him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At that instant I grew scornful, and longed to tell him of her husband.
+ But then a husband was not an acquaintance. I ventured instead: &ldquo;I am
+ sorry, but I must cut short all conversation for the present. When he is a
+ little better, he will be benefited by your brightest gossip, Mrs.
+ Falchion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She rose smiling, but she did not again take his hand, though I thought he
+ made a motion to that end. But she looked down at him steadily for a
+ moment. Beneath her look his face flushed, and his eyes grew hot with
+ light; then they dropped, and the eyelids closed on them. At that she
+ said, with an incomprehensible airiness: &ldquo;Good-night. I am going now to
+ play the music of &lsquo;La Grande Duchesse&rsquo; as a farewell to Gibraltar. They
+ have a concert on to-night.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And she was gone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the mention of La Grande Duchesse he sighed, and turned his head away
+ from her. What it all meant I did not know, and she had annoyed me as much
+ as she had perplexed me; her moods were like the chameleon&rsquo;s colours. He
+ lay silent for a long time, then he turned to me and said: &ldquo;Do you
+ remember that tale in the Bible about David and the well of Bethlehem?&rdquo; I
+ had to confess my ignorance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think I can remember it,&rdquo; he continued. And though I urged him not to
+ tax himself, he spoke slowly thus:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;And David was in an hold, and the garrison of the Philistines was
+ then in Bethlehem.
+
+ &ldquo;And David longed, and said, Oh that one would give me to drink of
+ the water of the well of Bethlehem that is at the gate!
+
+ &ldquo;And the three brake through the host of the Philistines, and drew
+ water out of the well of Bethlehem that was by the gate, and took
+ and brought it to David; nevertheless, he would not drink thereof,
+ but poured it out unto the Lord.
+
+ &ldquo;And he said, My God forbid it me that I should do this; is not this
+ the blood of the men that went in jeopardy of their lives?
+ Therefore he would not drink it.&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ He paused a moment, and then added: &ldquo;One always buys back the past at a
+ tremendous price. Resurrections give ghosts only.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But you must sleep now,&rdquo; I urged. And then, because I knew not what else
+ more fitting, I added: &ldquo;Sleep, and
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;Let the dead past bury its dead.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, I will sleep,&rdquo; he answered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
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+ <h1>
+ BOOK II. THE SLOPE OF THE PACIFIC
+ </h1>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XI. AMONG THE HILLS OF GOD
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Your letters, sir,&rdquo; said my servant, on the last evening of the college
+ year. Examinations were over at last, and I was wondering where I should
+ spend my holidays. The choice was very wide; ranging from the Muskoka
+ lakes to the Yosemite Valley. Because it was my first year in Canada, I
+ really preferred not to go beyond the Dominion. With these thoughts in my
+ mind I opened my letters. The first two did not interest me; tradesmen&rsquo;s
+ bills seldom do. The third brought a thumping sensation of pleasure&mdash;though
+ it was not from Miss Treherne. I had had one from her that morning, and
+ this was a pleasure which never came twice in one day, for Prince&rsquo;s
+ College, Toronto, was a long week&rsquo;s journey from London, S.W. Considering,
+ however, that I did receive letters from her once a week, it may be
+ concluded that Clovelly did not; and that, if he had, it would have been
+ by a serious infringement of my rights. But, indeed, as I have learned
+ since, Clovelly took his defeat in a very characteristic fashion, and said
+ on an important occasion some generous things about me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The letter that pleased me so much was from Galt Roscoe, who, as he had
+ intended, was settled in a new but thriving district of British Columbia,
+ near the Cascade Mountains. Soon after his complete recovery he had been
+ ordained in England, had straightway sailed for Canada, and had gone to
+ work at once. This note was an invitation to spend the holiday months with
+ him, where, as he said, a man &ldquo;summering high among the hills of God&rdquo;
+ could see visions and dream dreams, and hunt and fish too&mdash;especially
+ fish. He urged that he would not talk parish concerns at me; that I should
+ not be asked to be godfather to any young mountaineers; and that the only
+ drawback, so far as my own predilections were concerned, was the
+ monotonous health of the people. He described his summer cottage of red
+ pine as being built on the edge of a lovely ravine; he said that he had
+ the Cascades on one hand with their big glacier fields, and mighty pine
+ forests on the other; while the balmiest breezes of June awaited &ldquo;the
+ professor of pathology and genial saw-bones.&rdquo; At the end of the letter he
+ hinted something about a pleasant little secret for my ear when I came;
+ and remarked immediately afterwards that there were one or two delightful
+ families at Sunburst and Viking, villages in his parish. One naturally
+ associated the little secret with some member of one of these delightful
+ families. Finally, he said he would like to show me how it was possible to
+ transform a naval man into a parson.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My mind was made up. I wrote to him that I would start at once. Then I
+ began to make preparations, and meanwhile fell to thinking again about him
+ who was now the Reverend Galt Roscoe. After the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo; reached London I
+ had only seen him a few times, he having gone at once into the country to
+ prepare for ordination. Mrs. Falchion and Justine Caron I had met several
+ times, but Mrs. Falchion forbore inquiring for Galt Roscoe: from which,
+ and from other slight but significant matters, I gathered that she knew of
+ his doings and whereabouts. Before I started for Toronto she said that she
+ might see me there some day, for she was going to San Francisco to inspect
+ the property her uncle had left her, and in all probability would make a
+ sojourn in Canada. I gave her my address, and she then said she understood
+ that Mr. Roscoe intended taking a missionary parish in the wilds. In his
+ occasional letters to me while we all were in England Roscoe seldom spoke
+ of her, but, when he did, showed that he knew of her movements. This did
+ not strike me at the time as anything more than natural. It did later.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Within a couple of weeks I reached Viking, a lumbering town with great
+ saw-mills, by way of San Francisco and Vancouver. Roscoe met me at the
+ coach, and I was taken at once to the house among the hills. It stood on
+ the edge of a ravine, and the end of the verandah looked over a verdant
+ precipice, beautiful but terrible too. It was uniquely situated; a nest
+ among the hills, suitable either for work or play. In one&rsquo;s ears was the
+ low, continuous din of the rapids, with the music of a neighbouring
+ waterfall.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the way up the hills I had a chance to observe Roscoe closely. His face
+ had not that sturdy buoyancy which his letter suggested. Still, if it was
+ pale, it had a glow which it did not possess before, and even a stronger
+ humanity than of old. A new look had come into his eyes, a certain
+ absorbing earnestness, refining the past asceticism. A more amiable and
+ unselfish comrade man never had.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The second day I was there he took me to call upon a family at Viking, the
+ town with a great saw-mill and two smaller ones, owned by James Devlin, an
+ enterprising man who had grown rich at lumbering, and who lived here in
+ the mountains many months in each year.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. James Devlin had a daughter who had had some advantages in the East
+ after her father had become rich, though her earlier life was spent
+ altogether in the mountains. I soon saw where Roscoe&rsquo;s secret was to be
+ found. Ruth Devlin was a tall girl of sensitive features, beautiful eyes,
+ and rare personality. Her life, as I came to know, had been one of great
+ devotion and self-denial. Before her father had made his fortune, she had
+ nursed a frail-bodied, faint-hearted mother, and had cared for, and been a
+ mother to, her younger sisters. With wealth and ease came a brighter bloom
+ to her cheek, but it had a touch of care which would never quite
+ disappear, though it became in time a beautiful wistfulness rather than
+ anxiety. Had this responsibility come to her in a city, it might have
+ spoiled her beauty and robbed her of her youth altogether; but in the
+ sustaining virtue of a life in the mountains, warm hues remained on her
+ cheek and a wonderful freshness in her nature. Her family worshipped her&mdash;as
+ she deserved.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That evening Roscoe confided to me that he had not asked Ruth Devlin to be
+ his wife, nor had he, indeed, given her definite tokens of his love. But
+ the thing was in his mind as a happy possibility of the future. We talked
+ till midnight, sitting at the end of the verandah overlooking the ravine.
+ This corner, called the coping, became consecrated to our many
+ conversations. We painted and sketched there in the morning (when we were
+ not fishing or he was not at his duties), received visitors, and smoked in
+ the evening, inhaling the balsam from the pines. An old man and his wife
+ kept the house for us, and gave us to eat of simple but comfortable fare.
+ The trout-fishing was good, and many a fine trout was broiled for our
+ evening meal; and many a fine string of trout found its way to the tables
+ of Roscoe&rsquo;s poorest parishioners, or else to furnish the more fashionable
+ table at which Ruth Devlin presided. There were excursions up the valley,
+ and picnics on the hill-sides, and occasional lunches and evening parties
+ at the summer hotel, a mile from us farther down the valley, at which
+ tourists were beginning to assemble.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet, all the time, Roscoe was abundantly faithful to his duties at Viking
+ and in the settlement called Sunburst, which was devoted to
+ salmon-fishing. Between Viking and Sunburst there was a great jealousy and
+ rivalry; for the salmon-fishers thought that the mills, though on a
+ tributary stream, interfered, by the sawdust spilled in the river, with
+ the travel and spawning of the salmon. It needed all the tact of both Mr.
+ Devlin and Roscoe to keep the places from open fighting. As it was, the
+ fire smouldered. When Sunday came, however, there seemed to be truce
+ between the villages. It appeared to me that one touched the primitive and
+ idyllic side of life: lively, sturdy, and simple, with nature about us at
+ once benignant and austere. It is impossible to tell how fresh, bracing,
+ and inspiring was the climate of this new land. It seemed to glorify
+ humanity, to make all who breathed it stalwart, and almost pardonable even
+ in wrong-doing. Roscoe was always received respectfully, and even
+ cordially, among the salmon-fishers of Sunburst, as among the mill-men and
+ river-drivers of Viking: not the less so, because he had an excellent
+ faculty for machinery, and could talk to the people in their own
+ colloquialisms. He had, besides, though there was little exuberance in his
+ nature, a gift of dry humour, which did more than anything else, perhaps,
+ to make his presence among them unrestrained.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His little churches at Viking and Sunburst were always well attended&mdash;often
+ filled to overflowing&mdash;and the people gave liberally to the
+ offertory: and I never knew any clergyman, however holy, who did not view
+ such a proceeding with a degree of complacency. In the pulpit Roscoe was
+ almost powerful. His knowledge of the world, his habits of directness, his
+ eager but not hurried speech, his unconventional but original statements
+ of things, his occasional literary felicity and unusual tact, might have
+ made him distinguished in a more cultured community. Yet there was
+ something to modify all this: an occasional indefinable sadness, a
+ constant note of pathetic warning. It struck me that I never had met a man
+ whose words and manner were at times so charged with pathos; it was
+ artistic in its searching simplicity. There was some unfathomable fount in
+ his nature which was even beyond any occurrence of his past; some radical,
+ constitutional sorrow, coupled with a very strong, practical, and even
+ vigorous nature.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One of his most ardent admirers was a gambler, horse-trader, and
+ watch-dealer, who sold him a horse, and afterwards came and offered him
+ thirty dollars, saying that the horse was worth that much less than Roscoe
+ had paid for it, and protesting that he never could resist the opportunity
+ of getting the best of a game. He said he did not doubt but that he would
+ do the same with one of the archangels. He afterwards sold Roscoe a watch
+ at cost, but confessed to me that the works of the watch had been
+ smuggled. He said he was so fond of the parson that he felt he had to give
+ him a chance of good things. It was not uncommon for him to discourse of
+ Roscoe&rsquo;s quality in the bar-rooms of Sunburst and Viking, in which he was
+ ably seconded by Phil Boldrick, an eccentric, warm-hearted fellow, who was
+ so occupied in the affairs of the villages generally, and so much an
+ advisory board to the authorities, that he had little time left to
+ progress industrially himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Once when a noted bully came to Viking, and, out of sheer bravado and
+ meanness, insulted Roscoe in the streets, two or three river-drivers came
+ forward to avenge the insult. It was quite needless, for the clergyman had
+ promptly taken the case in his own hands. Waving them back, he said to the
+ bully: &ldquo;I have no weapon, and if I had, I could not take your life, nor
+ try to take it; and you know that very well. But I propose to meet your
+ insolence&mdash;the first shown me in this town.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here murmurs of approbation went round.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will, of course, take the revolver from your pocket, and throw it on
+ the ground.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A couple of other revolvers were looking the bully in the face, and he
+ sullenly did as he was asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have a knife: throw that down.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This also was done under the most earnest emphasis of the revolvers.
+ Roscoe calmly took off his coat. &ldquo;I have met such scoundrels as you on the
+ quarter-deck,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;and I know what stuff is in you. They call you
+ beachcombers in the South Seas. You never fight fair. You bully women,
+ knife natives, and never meet any one in fair fight. You have mistaken
+ your man this time.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He walked close up to the bully, his face like steel, his thumbs caught
+ lightly in his waistcoat pockets; but it was noticeable that his hands
+ were shut.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Now,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;we are even as to opportunity. Repeat, if you please,
+ what you said a moment ago.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The bully&rsquo;s eye quailed, and he answered nothing. &ldquo;Then, as I said, you
+ are a coward and a cur, who insults peaceable men and weak women. If I
+ know Viking right, it has no room for you.&rdquo; Then he picked up his coat,
+ and put it on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Now,&rdquo; he added, &ldquo;I think you had better go; but I leave that to the
+ citizens of Viking.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ What they thought is easily explained. Phil Boldrick, speaking for all,
+ said: &ldquo;Yes, you had better go&mdash;quick; but on the hop like a cur, mind
+ you: on your hands and knees, jumping all the way.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And, with weapons menacing him, this visitor to Viking departed,
+ swallowing as he went the red dust disturbed by his hands and feet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This established Roscoe&rsquo;s position finally. Yet, with all his popularity
+ and the solid success of his work, he showed no vanity or egotism, nor
+ ever traded on the position he held in Viking and Sunburst. He seemed to
+ have no ambition further than to do good work; no desire to be known
+ beyond his own district; no fancy, indeed, for the communications of his
+ labours to mission papers and benevolent ladies in England&mdash;so much
+ the habit of his order. He was free from professional mannerisms.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One evening we were sitting in the accustomed spot&mdash;that is, the
+ coping. We had been silent for a long time. At last Roscoe rose, and
+ walked up and down the verandah nervously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Marmion,&rdquo; said he, &ldquo;I am disturbed to-day, I cannot tell you how: a sense
+ of impending evil, an anxiety.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked up at him inquiringly, and, of purpose, a little sceptically.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He smiled something sadly and continued: &ldquo;Oh, I know you think it
+ foolishness. But remember that all sailors are more or less superstitious:
+ it is bred in them; it is constitutional, and I am afraid there&rsquo;s a good
+ deal of the sailor in me yet.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Remembering Hungerford, I said: &ldquo;I know that sailors are superstitious,
+ the most seasoned of them are that. But it means nothing. I may think or
+ feel that there is going to be a plague, but I should not enlarge the
+ insurance on my life because of it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He put his hand on my shoulder and looked down at me earnestly. &ldquo;But,
+ Marmion, these things, I assure you, are not matters of will, nor yet
+ morbidness. They occur at the most unexpected times. I have had such
+ sensations before, and they were followed by strange matters.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I nodded, but said nothing. I was still thinking of Hungerford. After a
+ slight pause he continued somewhat hesitatingly:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I dreamed last night, three times, of events that occurred in my past;
+ events which I hoped would never disturb me in the life I am now leading.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A life of self-denial,&rdquo; ventured I. I waited a minute, and then added:
+ &ldquo;Roscoe, I think it only fair to tell you&mdash;I don&rsquo;t know why I haven&rsquo;t
+ done so before&mdash;that when you were ill you were delirious, and talked
+ of things that may or may not have had to do with your past.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He started, and looked at me earnestly. &ldquo;They were unpleasant things?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Trying things; though all was vague and disconnected,&rdquo; I replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am glad you tell me this,&rdquo; he remarked quietly. &ldquo;And Mrs. Falchion and
+ Justine Caron&mdash;did they hear?&rdquo; He looked off to the hills.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To a certain extent, I am sure. Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s name was generally
+ connected with&mdash;your fancies.... But really no one could place any
+ weight on what a man said in delirium, and I only mention the fact to let
+ you see exactly on what ground I stand with you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Can you give me an idea&mdash;of the thing I raved about?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Chiefly about a girl called Alo, not your wife, I should judge&mdash;who
+ was killed.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At that he spoke in a cheerless voice: &ldquo;Marmion, I will tell you all the
+ story some day; but not now. I hoped that I had been able to bury it, even
+ in memory, but I was wrong. Some things&mdash;such things&mdash;never die.
+ They stay; and in our cheerfulest, most peaceful moments confront us, and
+ mock the new life we are leading. There is no refuge from memory and
+ remorse in this world. The spirits of our foolish deeds haunt us, with or
+ without repentance.&rdquo; He turned again from me and set a sombre face towards
+ the ravine. &ldquo;Roscoe,&rdquo; I said, taking his arm, &ldquo;I cannot believe that you
+ have any sin on your conscience so dark that it is not wiped out now.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;God bless you for your confidence. But there is one woman who, I fear,
+ could, if she would, disgrace me before the world. You understand,&rdquo; he
+ added, &ldquo;that there are things we repent of which cannot be repaired. One
+ thinks a sin is dead, and starts upon a new life, locking up the past, not
+ deceitfully, but believing that the book is closed, and that no good can
+ come of publishing it; when suddenly it all flames out like the letters in
+ Faust&rsquo;s book of conjurations.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Wait,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;You need not tell me more, you must not&mdash;now; not
+ until there is any danger. Keep your secret. If the woman&mdash;if THAT
+ woman&mdash;ever places you in danger, then tell me all. But keep it to
+ yourself now. And don&rsquo;t fret because you have had dreams.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, as you wish,&rdquo; he replied after a long time. As he sat in silence, I
+ smoking hard, and he buried in thought, I heard the laughter of people
+ some distance below us in the hills. I guessed it to be some tourists from
+ the summer hotel. The voices came nearer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A singular thought occurred to me. I looked at Roscoe. I saw that he was
+ brooding, and was not noticing the voices, which presently died away. This
+ was a relief to me. We were then silent again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XII. THE WHIRLIGIG OF TIME
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ Next day we had a picnic on the Whi-Whi River, which, rising in the far
+ north, comes in varied moods to join the Long Cloud River at Viking.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ [Dr. Marmion, in a note of his MSS., says that he has purposely
+ changed the names of the rivers and towns mentioned in the second
+ part of the book, because he does not wish the locale to be too
+ definite.]
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Ruth Devlin, her young sister, and her aunt Mrs. Revel, with Galt Roscoe
+ and myself, constituted the party. The first part of the excursion had
+ many delights. The morning was fresh and sweet, and we were all in
+ excellent spirits. Roscoe&rsquo;s depression had vanished; but there was an
+ amiable seriousness in his manner which, to me, portended that the faint
+ roses in Ruth Devlin&rsquo;s cheeks would deepen before the day was done, unless
+ something inopportune happened.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As we trudged gaily up the canon to the spot where we were to take a big
+ skiff, and cross the Whi-Whi to our camping-ground, Ruth Devlin, who was
+ walking with me, said: &ldquo;A large party of tourists arrived at Viking
+ yesterday, and have gone to the summer hotel; so I expect you will be gay
+ up here for some time to come. Prepare, then, to rejoice.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t you think it is gay enough as it is?&rdquo; I answered. &ldquo;Behold this
+ festive throng.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, it is nothing to what there might be. This could never make Viking
+ and &lsquo;surrounding country&rsquo; notorious as a pleasure resort. To attract
+ tourists you must have enough people to make romances and tragedies,&mdash;without
+ loss of life, of course,&mdash;merely catastrophes of broken hearts, and
+ hair-breadth escapes, and mammoth fishing and shooting achievements, such
+ as men know how to invent,&rdquo;&mdash;it was delightful to hear her voice
+ soften to an amusing suggestiveness, &ldquo;and broken bridges and land-slides,
+ with many other things which you can supply, Dr. Marmion. No, I am afraid
+ that Viking is too humdrum to be notable.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She laughed then very lightly and quaintly. She had a sense of humour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, but, Miss Devlin,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;you cannot have all things at once.
+ Climaxes like these take time. We have a few joyful things. We have
+ splendid fishing achievements,&mdash;please do not forget that basket of
+ trout I sent you the other morning,&mdash;and broken hearts and such
+ tragedies are not impossible; as, for instance, if I do not send you as
+ good a basket of trout to-morrow evening; or if you should remark that
+ there was nothing in a basket of trout to&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Now,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;you are becoming involved and&mdash;inconsiderate.
+ Remember, I am only a mountain girl.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then let us only talk of the other tragedies. But are you not a little
+ callous to speak of such things as if you thirsted for their occurrence?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am afraid you are rather silly,&rdquo; she replied. &ldquo;You see, some of the
+ land up here belongs to me. I am anxious that it should &lsquo;boom&rsquo;&mdash;that
+ is the correct term, is it not?&mdash;and a sensation is good for
+ &lsquo;booming.&rsquo; What an advertisement would ensue if the lovely daughter of an
+ American millionaire should be in danger of drowning in the Long Cloud,
+ and a rough but honest fellow&mdash;a foreman on the river, maybe a young
+ member of the English aristocracy in disguise&mdash;perilled his life for
+ her! The place of peril would, of course, be named Lover&rsquo;s Eddy, or the
+ Maiden&rsquo;s Gate&mdash;very much prettier, I assure you, than such
+ cold-blooded things as the Devil&rsquo;s Slide, where we are going now, and much
+ more attractive to tourists.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Miss Devlin,&rdquo; laughed I, &ldquo;you have all the eagerness of the incipient
+ millionaire. May I hope to see you in Lombard Street some day, a very
+ Katherine among capitalists?&mdash;for, from your remarks, I judge that
+ you would&mdash;I say it pensively&mdash;&lsquo;wade through slaughter to a
+ throne.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galt Roscoe, who was just ahead with Mrs. Revel and Amy Devlin, turned and
+ said: &ldquo;Who is that quoting so dramatically? Now, this is a picnic party,
+ and any one who introduces elegies, epics, sonnets, &lsquo;and such,&rsquo; is guilty
+ of breaking the peace at Viking and its environs. Besides, such things
+ should always be left to the parson. He must not be outflanked, his
+ thunder must not be stolen. The scientist has unlimited resources; all he
+ has to do is to be vague, and look prodigious; but the parson must have
+ his poetry as a monopoly, or he is lost to sight, and memory.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;I shall leave you to deal with Miss Devlin yourself,
+ because she is the direct cause of my wrong-doing. She has expressed the
+ most sinister sentiments about Viking and your very extensive parish. Miss
+ Devlin,&rdquo; I added, turning to her, &ldquo;I leave you to your fate, and I cannot
+ recommend you to mercy, for what Heaven made fair should remain tender and
+ merciful, and&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;So young and so untender!&rsquo;&rdquo; she interjected, with a rippling laugh. &ldquo;Yet
+ Cordelia was misjudged very wickedly, and traduced very ungallantly, and
+ so am I. And I bid you good-day, sir.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her delicate laugh rings in my ears as I write. I think that sun and clear
+ skies and hills go far to make us cheerful and harmonious. Somehow, I
+ always remember her as she was that morning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was standing then on the brink of a new and beautiful experience, at
+ the threshold of an acknowledged love. And that is a remarkable time to
+ the young.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was something thrilling about the experiences of that morning, and I
+ think we all felt it. Even the great frowning precipices seemed to have
+ lost their ordinary gloom, and when some young white eagles rose from a
+ crag and flew away, growing smaller as they passed, until they were one
+ with the snow of the glacier on Mount Trinity, or a wapiti peeped out from
+ the underwood and stole away with glancing feet down the valley; we could
+ scarcely refrain from doing some foolish thing out of sheer delight. At
+ length we emerged from a thicket of Douglas pine upon the shore of the
+ Whi-Whi, and, loosening our boat, were soon moving slowly on the cool
+ current. For an hour or more we rowed down the river towards the Long
+ Cloud, and then drew into the shade of a little island for lunch. When we
+ came to the rendezvous, where picnic parties generally feasted, we found a
+ fire still smoking and the remnants of a lunch scattered about. A party of
+ picnickers had evidently been there just before us. Ruth suggested that it
+ might be some of the tourists from the hotel. This seemed very probable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There were scraps of newspaper on the ground, and among them was an empty
+ envelope. Mechanically I picked it up, and read the superscription. What I
+ saw there I did not think necessary to disclose to the other members of
+ the party; but, as unconcernedly as possible, for Ruth Devlin&rsquo;s eyes were
+ on me, I used it to light a cigar&mdash;inappropriately, for lunch would
+ soon be ready.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What was the name on the envelope?&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Was there one?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I guessed she had seen my slight start. I said evasively: &ldquo;I fancy there
+ was, but a man who is immensely interested in a new brand of cigar&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are a most deceitful man,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;And, at the least, you are
+ selfish in holding your cigar more important than a woman&rsquo;s curiosity. Who
+ can tell what romance was in the address on that envelope&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What elements of noble tragedy, what advertisement for a certain property
+ in the Whi-Whi Valley,&rdquo; interrupted Roscoe, breaking off the thread of a
+ sailor&rsquo;s song he was humming, as he tended the water-kettle on the fire.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This said, he went on with the song again. I was struck by the wonderful
+ change in him now. Presentiments were far from him, yet I, having read
+ that envelope, knew that they were not without cause. Indeed, I had an
+ inkling of that the night before, when I heard the voices on the hill.
+ Ruth Devlin stopped for a moment in the preparations to ask Roscoe what he
+ was humming. I, answering for him, told her that it was an old sentimental
+ sea-song of common sailors, often sung by officers at their jovial
+ gatherings. At this she pretended to look shocked, and straightway
+ demanded to hear the words, so that she could pronounce judgment on her
+ spiritual pastor and master.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He good-naturedly said that many of these old sailor songs were amusing,
+ and that he often found himself humming them. To this I could testify, and
+ he sang them very well indeed&mdash;quietly, but with the rolling tone of
+ the sailor, jovial yet fascinating. At our united request, his humming
+ became distinct. Three of the verses I give here:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;The &lsquo;Lovely Jane&rsquo; went sailing down
+ To anchor at the Spicy Isles;
+ And the wind was fair as ever was blown,
+ For the matter of a thousand miles.
+
+ &ldquo;Then a storm arose as she crossed the line,
+ Which it caused her masts to crack;
+ And she gulped her fill of the whooping brine,
+ And she likewise sprained her back.
+
+ &ldquo;And the capting cried, &lsquo;If it&rsquo;s Davy Jones,
+ Then it&rsquo;s Davy Jones,&rsquo; says he,
+ &lsquo;Though I don&rsquo;t aspire to leave my bones
+ In the equatorial sea.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ What the further history of the &lsquo;Lovely Jane&rsquo; was we were not informed,
+ for Ruth Devlin announced that the song must wait, though it appeared to
+ be innocuous and child-like in its sentiments, and that lunch would be
+ served between the acts of the touching tragedy. When lunch was over, and
+ we had again set forth upon the Whi-Whi, I asked Ruth to sing an old
+ French-Canadian song which she had once before sung to us. Many a time the
+ woods of the West had resounded to the notes of &lsquo;En Roulant ma Boule&rsquo;, as
+ the &lsquo;voyageurs&rsquo; traversed the long paths of the Ottawa, St. Lawrence, and
+ Mississippi; brave light-hearted fellows, whose singing days were over.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ By the light of coming events there was something weird and pathetic in
+ this Arcadian air, sung as it was by her. Her voice was a mezzo-soprano of
+ rare bracing quality, and she had enough natural sensibility to give the
+ antique refinement of the words a wistful charm, particularly apparent in
+ these verses:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;Ah, cruel Prince, my heart you break,
+ In killing thus my snow-white drake.
+
+ &ldquo;My snow-white drake, my love, my King,
+ The crimson life-blood stains his wing.
+
+ &ldquo;His golden bill sinks on his breast,
+ His plumes go floating east and west&mdash;
+
+ &ldquo;En roulant ma boule:
+ Rouli, roulant, ma boule roulant,
+ En roulant ma boule roulant,
+ En roulant ma boule!&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ As she finished the song we rounded an angle in the Whi-Whi. Ahead of us
+ lay the Snow Rapids and the swift channel at one side of the rapids which,
+ hurrying through a rocky archway, was known as the Devil&rsquo;s Slide. There
+ was one channel through the rapids by which it was perfectly safe to pass,
+ but that sweep of water through the Devil&rsquo;s Slide was sometimes a trap of
+ death to even the most expert river-men. A half-mile below the rapids was
+ the confluence of the two rivers. The sight of the tumbling mass of white
+ water, and the gloomy and colossal grandeur of the Devil&rsquo;s Slide, a
+ buttress of the hills, was very fine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But there was more than scenery to interest us here, for, moving quickly
+ towards the Slide, was a boat with three people in it. They were evidently
+ intending to attempt that treacherous passage, which culminated in a
+ series of eddies, a menace to even the best oarsman ship. They certainly
+ were not aware of their danger, for there came over the water the sound of
+ a man&rsquo;s laughing voice, and the two women in the boat were in unconcerned
+ attitudes. Roscoe shouted to them, and motioned them back, but they did
+ not appear to understand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The man waved his hat to us, and rowed on. There was but one thing for us
+ to do: to make the passage quickly through the safe channel of the rapids,
+ and to be of what service we could on the other side of the Slide, if
+ necessary. We bent to the oars, and the boat shot through the water. Ruth
+ held the rudder firmly, and her young sister and Mrs. Revel sat perfectly
+ still. But the man in the other boat, thinking, doubtless, that we were
+ attempting a race, added his efforts to the current of the channel. I am
+ afraid that I said some words below my breath scarcely proper to be spoken
+ in the presence of maidens and a clerk in holy orders. Roscoe was here,
+ however, a hundred times more sailor than parson. He spoke in low, firm
+ tones, as he now and then suggested a direction to Ruth Devlin or myself.
+ Our boat tossed and plunged in the rapids, and the water washed over us
+ lightly once or twice, but we went through the passage safely, and had
+ turned towards the Slide before the other boat got to the rocky archway.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We rowed hard. The next minute was one of suspense, for we saw the boat
+ shoot beneath the archway. Presently it emerged, a whirling plaything in
+ treacherous eddies. The man wildly waved his arm, and shouted to us. The
+ women were grasping the sides of the boat, but making no outcry. We could
+ not see the faces of the women plainly yet. The boat ran forward like a
+ race-horse; it plunged hither and thither. An oar snapped in the rocks,
+ and the other one shot from the man&rsquo;s hand. Now the boat swung round and
+ round, and dipped towards the hollow of a whirlpool. When we were within a
+ few rods of them, it appeared to rise from the water, was hurled on a
+ rock, and overturned. Mrs. Revel buried her face in her hands, and Ruth
+ gave a little groan, but she held the rudder firmly, as we swiftly
+ approached the forms struggling in the water. All, fortunately, had
+ grasped the swamped boat, and were being carried down the stream towards
+ us. The man was caring resolutely for himself, but one, of the women had
+ her arm round the other, supporting her. We brought our skiff close to the
+ swirling current. I called out words of encouragement, and was preparing
+ to jump into the water, when Roscoe exclaimed in a husky voice: &ldquo;Marmion,
+ it is Mrs. Falchion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yes, it was Mrs. Falchion; but I had known that before. We heard her words
+ to her companion: &ldquo;Justine, do not look so. Your face is like death. It is
+ hateful.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then the craft veered towards the smoother water where we were. This was
+ my opportunity. Roscoe threw me a rope, and I plunged in and swam towards
+ the boat. I saw that Mrs. Falchion recognised me; but she made no
+ exclamation, nor did Justine Caron. Their companion, however, on the other
+ side of the boat, was eloquent in prayers to be rescued. I caught the bow
+ of the boat as it raced past me, and with all my strength swung it towards
+ the smoother water. I ran the rope I had brought, through the iron ring at
+ the bow, and was glad enough of that; for their lives perhaps depended on
+ being able to do it. It had been a nice calculation of chances, but it was
+ done. Roscoe immediately bent to the oars, I threw an arm around Justine,
+ and in a moment Roscoe had towed us into safer quarters. Then he drew in
+ the rope. As he did so, Mrs. Falchion said: &ldquo;Justine would drown so easily
+ if one would let her.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ These were her first words to me. I am sure I never can sufficiently
+ admire the mere courage of the woman and her presence of mind in danger.
+ Immediately afterwards she said&mdash;and subsequently it seemed to me
+ marvellous: &ldquo;You are something more than the chorus to the play this time,
+ Dr. Marmion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A minute after, and Justine was dragged into our boat, and was followed by
+ Mrs. Falchion, whose first words to Roscoe were: &ldquo;It is not such a meeting
+ as one would plan.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And he replied: &ldquo;I am glad no harm has come to you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The man was duly helped in. A poor creature he was, to pass from this tale
+ as he entered it, ignominiously and finally here. I even hide his
+ nationality, for his race are generally more gallant. But he was wealthy,
+ had an intense admiration for Mrs. Falchion, and had managed to secure her
+ in his boat, to separate from the rest of the picnic party&mdash;chiefly
+ through his inefficient rowing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Dripping with water as Mrs. Falchion was, she did not, strange to say,
+ appear at serious disadvantage. Almost any other woman would have done so.
+ She was a little pale, she must have felt miserable, but she accepted Ruth
+ Devlin&rsquo;s good offices&mdash;as did Justine Caron those of Mrs. Revel&mdash;with
+ much self-possession, scanning her face and form critically the while, and
+ occasionally turning a glance on Roscoe, who was now cold and impassive. I
+ never knew a man who could so banish expression from his countenance when
+ necessary. Speaking to Belle Treherne long afterwards of Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s
+ self-possessed manner on this occasion, and of how she rose superior to
+ the situation, I was told that I must have regarded the thing poetically
+ and dramatically, for no woman could possibly look self-possessed in
+ draggled skirts. She said that I always magnified certain of Mrs.
+ Falchion&rsquo;s qualities.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That may be so, and yet it must be remembered that I was not predisposed
+ towards her, and that I wished her well away from where Roscoe was.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As for Justine Caron, she lay with her head on Mrs. Revel&rsquo;s lap, and
+ looked from beneath heavy eyelids at Roscoe with such gratitude and&mdash;but,
+ no, she is only a subordinate in the story, and not a chief factor, and
+ what she said or did here is of no vital consequence at this moment! We
+ rowed to a point near the confluence of the two rivers, where we could
+ leave our boats to be poled back through the rapids or portaged past them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the way Mrs. Falchion said to Roscoe: &ldquo;I knew you were somewhere in the
+ Rockies; and at Vancouver, when I came from San Francisco, I heard of your
+ being here. I had intended spending a month somewhere in the mountains, so
+ I came to Viking, and on to the summer hotel: but really this is too
+ exciting for recreation.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was spoken with almost gay outward manner, but there was a note in
+ her words which I did not like, nor did I think that her eye was very
+ kind, especially when she looked at Ruth Devlin and afterwards at Roscoe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We had several miles to go, and it was nightfall&mdash;for which Mrs.
+ Falchion expressed herself as profoundly grateful&mdash;when we arrived at
+ the hotel. Our parting words were as brief as, of necessity, they had been
+ on our journey through the mountains, for the ladies had ridden the horses
+ which we had sent over for ourselves from Viking, and we men walked in
+ front. Besides, the thoughts of some of us were not at all free from
+ misgiving. The spirit possessing Roscoe the night before seemed to enter
+ into all of us, even into Mrs. Falchion, who had lost, somewhat, the
+ aplomb with which she had held the situation in the boat. But at the door
+ of the hotel she said cheerfully: &ldquo;Of course, Dr. Marmion will find it
+ necessary to call on his patients to-morrow&mdash;and the clergyman also
+ on his new parishoners.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The reply was left to me. I said gravely: &ldquo;Let us be thankful that both
+ doctor and clergyman are called upon to use their functions; it might
+ easily have been only the latter.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, do not be funereal!&rdquo; she replied. &ldquo;I knew that we were not to drown
+ at the Devil&rsquo;s Slide. The drama is not ended yet, and the chief actors
+ cannot go until &lsquo;the curtain.&rsquo;&mdash;Though I am afraid that is not quite
+ orthodox, is it, Mr. Roscoe?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe looked at her gravely. &ldquo;It may not be orthodox as it is said, but
+ it is orthodox, I fancy, if we exchange God for fate, and Providence for
+ chance.... Good-night.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He said this wearily. She looked up at him with an ironical look, then
+ held out her hand, and quickly bade him good-night. Partings all round
+ were made, and, after some injunctions to Mrs. Falchion and Justine Caron
+ from myself as to preventives against illness, the rest of us started for
+ Sunburst.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As we went, I could not help but contrast Ruth and Amy Devlin, these two
+ gentle yet strong mountain girls, with the woman we had left. Their lives
+ were far from that dolorous tide which, sweeping through a selfish world,
+ leaves behind it the stain of corroding passions; of cruelties,
+ ingratitude, hate, and catastrophe. We are all ambitious, in one way or
+ another. We climb mountains over scoria that frays and lava that burns. We
+ try to call down the stars, and when, now and then, our conjuring
+ succeeds, we find that our stars are only blasting meteors. One moral
+ mishap lames character for ever. A false start robs us of our natural
+ strength, and a misplaced or unrighteous love deadens the soul and
+ shipwrecks just conceptions of life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A man may be forgiven for a sin, but the effect remains; it has found its
+ place in his constitution, and it cannot be displaced by mere penitence,
+ nor yet forgiveness. A man errs, and he must suffer; his father erred, and
+ he must endure; or some one sinned against the man, and he hid the sin&mdash;But
+ here a hand touched my shoulder! I was startled, for my thoughts had been
+ far away. Roscoe&rsquo;s voice spoke in my ear: &ldquo;It is as she said; the actors
+ come together for &lsquo;the curtain.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then his eyes met those of Ruth Devlin turned to him earnestly and
+ inquiringly. And I felt for a moment hard against Roscoe, that he should
+ even indirectly and involuntarily, bring suffering into her life. In
+ youth, in early manhood, we do wrong. At the time we seem to be injuring
+ no one but ourselves; but, as we live on, we find that we were wronging
+ whomsoever should come into our lives in the future. At the instant I said
+ angrily to myself: &ldquo;What right has he to love a girl like that, when he
+ has anything in his life that might make her unhappy, or endanger her in
+ ever so little!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But I bit my tongue, for it seemed to me that I was pharisaical; and I
+ wondered rather scornfully if I should have been so indignant were the
+ girl not so beautiful, young, and ingenuous. I tried not to think further
+ of the matter, and talked much to Ruth,&mdash;Gait Roscoe walked with Mrs.
+ Revel and Amy Devlin,&mdash;but I found I could not drive it from my mind.
+ This was not unnatural, for was not I the &ldquo;chorus to the play&rdquo;?
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XIII. THE SONG OF THE SAW
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ There was still a subdued note to Roscoe&rsquo;s manner the next morning. He was
+ pale. He talked freely however of the affairs of Viking and Sunburst, and
+ spoke of business which called him to Mr. Devlin&rsquo;s great saw mill that
+ day. A few moments after breakfast we were standing in the doorway.
+ &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;shall we go?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was not quite sure where he meant to go, but I took my hat and joined
+ him. I wondered if it would be to the summer hotel or the great mill. My
+ duty lay in the direction of the hotel. When we stepped out, he added:
+ &ldquo;Let us take the bridle-path along the edge of the ravine to the hotel.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The morning was beautiful. The atmosphere of the woods was of soft,
+ diffusive green&mdash;the sunlight filtering through the transparent
+ leaves. Bowers of delicate ferns and vines flanked the path, and an
+ occasional clump of giant cedars invited us: the world was eloquent.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Several tourists upon the verandah of the hotel remarked us with curiosity
+ as we entered. A servant said that Mrs. Falchion would be glad to see us;
+ and we were ushered into her sitting-room. She carried no trace of
+ yesterday&rsquo;s misadventure. She appeared superbly well. And yet, when I
+ looked again, when I had time to think upon and observe detail, I saw
+ signs of change. There was excitement in the eyes, and a slight nervous
+ darkness beneath them, which added to their charm. She rose, smiling, and
+ said: &ldquo;I fear I am hardly entitled to this visit, for I am beyond
+ convalescence, and Justine is not in need of shrift or diagnosis, as you
+ see.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was not so sure of Justine Caron as she was, and when I had paid my
+ respects to her, I said a little priggishly (for I was young), still not
+ too solemnly: &ldquo;I cannot allow you to pronounce for me upon my patients,
+ Mrs. Falchion; I must make my own inquiries.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Mrs. Falchion was right. Justine Caron was not suffering much from her
+ immersion; though, speaking professionally, her temperature was higher
+ than the normal. But that might be from some impulse of the moment, for
+ Justine was naturally a little excitable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We walked aside, and, looking at me with a flush of happiness in her face,
+ she said: &ldquo;You remember one day on the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo; when I told you that money
+ was everything to me; that I would do all I honourably could to get it?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I nodded. She continued: &ldquo;It was that I might pay a debt&mdash;you know
+ it. Well, money is my god no longer, for I can pay all I owe. That is, I
+ can pay the money, but not the goodness, the noble kindness. He is most
+ good, is he not? The world is better that such men as Captain Galt Roscoe
+ live&mdash;ah, you see I cannot quite think of him as a clergyman. I
+ wonder if I ever shall!&rdquo; She grew suddenly silent and abstracted, and, in
+ the moment&rsquo;s pause, some ironical words in Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s voice floated
+ across the room to me: &ldquo;It is so strange to see you so. And you preach,
+ and baptise; and marry, and bury, and care for the poor and&mdash;ah, what
+ is it?&mdash;&lsquo;all those who, in this transitory life, are in sorrow, need,
+ sickness, or any other adversity&rsquo;?... And do you never long for the
+ flesh-pots of Egypt? Never long for&rdquo;&mdash;here her voice was not quite so
+ clear&mdash;&ldquo;for the past?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was sure that, whatever she was doing, he had been trying to keep the
+ talk, as it were, on the surface. I was equally sure that, to her last
+ question, he would make no reply. Though I was now speaking to Justine
+ Caron, I heard him say quite calmly and firmly: &ldquo;Yes, I preach, baptise,
+ marry, and bury, and do all I can for those who need help.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The people about here say that you are good and charitable. You have won
+ the hearts of the mountaineers. But you always had a gift that way.&rdquo;&mdash;I
+ did not like her tone.&mdash;&ldquo;One would almost think you had founded a new
+ dispensation. And if I had drowned yesterday, you would, I suppose, have
+ buried me, and have preached a little sermon about me.&mdash;You could
+ have done that better than any one else!... What would you have said in
+ such a case?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was an earnest, almost a bitter, protest in the reply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Pardon me, if I cannot answer your question. Your life was saved, and
+ that is all we have to consider, except to be grateful to Providence. The
+ duties of my office have nothing to do with possibilities.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was evidently torturing him, and I longed to say a word that would
+ torture her. She continued: &ldquo;And the flesh-pots&mdash;you have not
+ answered about them: do you not long for them&mdash;occasionally?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;They are of a period,&rdquo; he answered, &ldquo;too distant for regret.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And yet,&rdquo; she replied softly, &ldquo;I fancied sometimes in London last year,
+ that you had not outgrown that antique time&mdash;those lotos-days.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He made no reply at once, and in the pause Justine and I passed out to the
+ verandah.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How long does Mrs. Falchion intend remaining here, Miss Caron?&rdquo; I said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her reply was hesitating: &ldquo;I do not quite know; but I think some time. She
+ likes the place; it seems to amuse her.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you&mdash;does it amuse you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It does not matter about me. I am madame&rsquo;s servant; but, indeed, it does
+ not amuse me particularly.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you like the place?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The reply was somewhat hurried, and she glanced at me a little nervously.
+ &ldquo;Oh yes,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;I like the place, but&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here Roscoe appeared at the door and said, &ldquo;Mrs. Falchion wishes to see
+ Viking and Mr. Devlin&rsquo;s mills, Marmion. She will go with us.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In a little time we were on our way to Viking. I walked with Mrs.
+ Falchion, and Roscoe with Justine. I was aware of a new element in Mrs.
+ Falchion&rsquo;s manner. She seemed less powerfully attractive to me than in the
+ old days, yet she certainly was more beautiful. It was hard to trace the
+ new characteristic. But at last I thought I saw it in a decrease of that
+ cold composure, that impassiveness, so fascinating in the past. In its
+ place had come an allusive, restless something, to be found in words of
+ troublesome vagueness, in variable moods, in an increased sensitiveness of
+ mind and an undercurrent of emotional bitterness&mdash;she was emotional
+ at last! She puzzled me greatly, for I saw two spirits in her: one
+ pitiless as of old; the other human, anxious, not unlovely.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At length we became silent, and walked so side by side for a time. Then,
+ with that old delightful egotism and selfishness&mdash;delightful in its
+ very daring&mdash;she said: &ldquo;Well, amuse me!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And is it still the end of your existence,&rdquo; I rejoined&mdash;&ldquo;to be
+ amused?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is there else to do?&rdquo; she replied with raillery.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Much. To amuse others, for instance; to regard human beings as something
+ more than automata.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Has Mr. Roscoe made you a preaching curate? I helped Amshar at the
+ Tanks.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;One does not forget that. Yet you pushed Amshar with your foot.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Did you expect me to kiss the black coward? Then, I nursed Mr. Roscoe in
+ his illness.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And before that?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And before that I was born into the world, and grew to years of
+ knowledge, and learned what fools we mortals be, and&mdash;and there&mdash;is
+ that Mr. Devlin&rsquo;s big sawmill?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We had suddenly emerged on a shelf of the mountainside, and were looking
+ down into the Long Cloud Valley. It was a noble sight. Far to the north
+ were foothills covered with the glorious Norfolk pine, rising in steppes
+ till they seemed to touch white plateaus of snow, which again billowed to
+ glacier fields whose austere bosoms man&rsquo;s hand had never touched; and
+ these suddenly lifted up huge, unapproachable shoulders, crowned with
+ majestic peaks that took in their teeth the sun, the storm, and the
+ whirlwinds of the north, never changing countenance from day to year and
+ from year to age.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Facing this long line of glory, running irregularly on towards that sea
+ where Franklin and M&rsquo;Clintock led their gay adventurers,&mdash;the bold
+ ships,&mdash;was another shore, not so high or superior, but tall and
+ sombre and warm, through whose endless coverts of pine there crept and
+ idled the generous Chinook winds&mdash;the soothing breath of the friendly
+ Pacific. Between these shores the Long Cloud River ran; now boisterous,
+ now soft, now wallowing away through long channels, washing gorges always
+ dark as though shaded by winter, and valleys always green as favoured by
+ summer. Creeping along a lofty narrow path upon that farther shore was a
+ mule train, bearing packs which would not be opened till, through the
+ great passes of the mountain, they were spilled upon the floors of fort
+ and post on the east side of the Rockies.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Not far from where the mule train crept along was a great hole in the
+ mountain-side, as though antique giants of the hills had tunnelled through
+ to make themselves a home or to find the eternal secret of the mountains.
+ Near to this vast dark cavity was a hut&mdash;a mere playhouse, it seemed,
+ so small was it, viewed from where we stood. From the edge of a cliff just
+ in front of this hut, there swung a long cable, which reached almost to
+ the base of the shore beneath us; and, even as we looked, we saw what
+ seemed a tiny bucket go swinging slowly down that strange hypotenuse. We
+ watched it till we saw it get to the end of its journey in the valley
+ beneath, not far from the great mill to which we were bound.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How mysterious!&rdquo; said Mrs. Falchion. &ldquo;What does it mean? I never saw
+ anything like that before. What a wonderful thing!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe explained. &ldquo;Up there in that hut,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;there lives a man
+ called Phil Boldrick. He is a unique fellow, with a strange history. He
+ has been miner, sailor, woodsman, river-driver, trapper, salmon-fisher;&mdash;expert
+ at the duties of each of these, persistent at none. He has a taste for the
+ ingenious and the unusual. For a time he worked in Mr. Devlin&rsquo;s mill. It
+ was too tame for him. He conceived the idea of supplying the valley with
+ certain necessaries, by intercepting the mule trains as they passed across
+ the hills, and getting them down to Viking by means of that cable. The
+ valley laughed at him; men said it was impossible. He went to Mr. Devlin,
+ and Mr. Devlin came to me. I have, as you know, some knowledge of
+ machinery and engineering. I thought the thing feasible but expensive, and
+ told Mr. Devlin so. However, the ingenuity of the thing pleased Mr.
+ Devlin, and, with that singular enterprise which in other directions has
+ made him a rich man, he determined on its completion. Between us we
+ managed it. Boldrick carries on his aerial railway with considerable
+ success, as you see.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A singular man,&rdquo; said Mrs. Falchion. &ldquo;I should like to see him. Come, sit
+ down here and tell me all you know about him, will you not?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe assented. I arranged a seat for us, and we all sat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe was about to begin, when Mrs. Falchion said, &ldquo;Wait a minute. Let us
+ take in this scene first.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We were silent. After a moment I turned to Mrs. Falchion, and said: &ldquo;It is
+ beautiful, is it not?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She drew in a long breath, her eyes lighted up, and she said, with a
+ strange abandon of gaiety: &ldquo;Yes, it is delightful to live.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It seemed so, in spite of the forebodings of my friend and my own
+ uneasiness concerning him, Ruth Devlin, and Mrs. Falchion. The place was
+ all peace: a very monotony of toil and pleasure. The heat drained through
+ the valley back and forth in visible palpitations upon the roofs of the
+ houses, the mills, and the vast piles of lumber: all these seemed
+ breathing. It looked a busy Arcady. From beneath us life vibrated with the
+ regularity of a pulse: distance gave a kind of delighted ease to toil.
+ Event appeared asleep.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But when I look back now, after some years, at the experiences of that
+ day, I am astonished by the running fire of events, which, unfortunately,
+ were not all joy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As I write I can hear that keen wild singing of the saw come to us
+ distantly, with a pleasant, weird elation. The big mill hung above the
+ river, its sides all open, humming with labour, as I had seen it many a
+ time during my visit to Roscoe. The sun beat in upon it, making a broad
+ piazza of light about its sides. Beyond it were pleasant shadows, through
+ which men passed and repassed at their work. Life was busy all about it.
+ Yet the picture was bold, open, and strong. Great iron hands reached down
+ into the water, clamped a massive log or huge timber, lightly drew it up
+ the slide from the water, where, guided by the hand-spikes of the men, it
+ was laid upon its cradle and carried slowly to the devouring teeth of the
+ saws: there to be sliced through rib and bone in moist sandwiched layers,
+ oozing the sweet sap of its fibre; and carried out again into the open to
+ be drained to dry bones under the exhaust-pipes of the sun: piles upon
+ piles; houses with wide chinks through which the winds wandered, looking
+ for tenants and finding none.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To the north were booms of logs, swilling in the current, waiting for
+ their devourer. Here and there were groups of river-drivers and their
+ foremen, prying twisted heaps of logs from the rocks or the shore into the
+ water. Other groups of river-drivers were scattered upon the banks,
+ lifting their huge red canoes high up on the platforms, the spring&rsquo;s and
+ summer&rsquo;s work of river-driving done; while others lounged upon the grass,
+ or wandered lazily through the village, sporting with the Chinamen, or
+ chaffing the Indian idling in the sun&mdash;a garish figure stoically
+ watching the inroads of civilisation. The town itself was squat but
+ amiable: small houses and large huts; the only place of note and dignity,
+ the new town hall, which was greatly overshadowed by the big mill, and
+ even by the two smaller ones flanking it north and south.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Viking was full of men who had breathed the strong life of the hills,
+ had stolen from Nature some of her brawny strength, and set themselves up
+ before her as though a man were as great as a mountain and as good a thing
+ to see. It was of such a man that Galt Roscoe was to tell us. His own
+ words I will not give, but will speak of Phil Boldrick as I remember him
+ and as Roscoe described him to us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Of all the men in the valley, none was so striking as Phil Boldrick. Of
+ all faces his was the most singular; of all characters his the most
+ unique; of all men he was the most unlucky, save in one thing&mdash;the
+ regard of his fellows. Others might lay up treasures, not he; others lose
+ money at gambling, not he&mdash;he never had much to lose. But yet he did
+ all things magniloquently. The wave of his hand was expansive, his stride
+ was swaying and decisive, his over-ruling, fraternal faculty was always in
+ full swing. Viking was his adopted child; so much so that a gentleman
+ river-driver called it Philippi; and by that name it sometimes went, and
+ continues still so among those who knew it in the old days.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Others might have doubts as to the proper course to pursue under certain
+ circumstances; it was not so with Phil. They might argue a thing out
+ orally, he did so mentally, and gave judgment on it orally. He was final,
+ not oracular. One of his eyes was of glass, and blue; the other had an
+ eccentricity, and was of a deep and meditative grey. It was a wise and
+ knowing eye. It was trained to many things&mdash;like one servant in a
+ large family. One side of his face was solemn, because of the gay but
+ unchanging blue eye, the other was gravely humourous, shrewdly playful.
+ His fellow citizens respected him; so much so, that they intended to give
+ him an office in the new-formed corporation; which means that he had
+ courage and downrightness, and that the rough, straightforward gospel of
+ the West was properly interpreted by him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ If a stranger came to the place, Phil was sent first to reconnoitre; if
+ any function was desirable, Phil was requested to arrange it; if justice
+ was to be meted out, Phil&rsquo;s opinion had considerable weight&mdash;for he
+ had much greater leisure than other more prosperous men; if a man was
+ taken ill (this was in the days before a doctor came), Phil was asked to
+ declare if he would &ldquo;shy from the finish.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I heard Roscoe more than once declare that Phil was as good as two curates
+ to him. Not that Phil was at all pious, nor yet possessed of those
+ abstemious qualities in language and appetite by which good men are known;
+ but he had a gift of civic virtue&mdash;important in a wicked world, and
+ of unusual importance in Viking. He had neither self-consciousness nor
+ fear; and while not possessed of absolute tact in a social way, he had a
+ knack of doing the right thing bluntly, or the wrong thing with an air of
+ rightness. He envied no man, he coveted nothing; had once or twice made
+ other men&rsquo;s fortunes by prospecting, but was poor himself. And in all he
+ was content, and loved life and Viking.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Immediately after Roscoe had reached the mountains Phil had become his
+ champion, declaring that there was not any reason why a man should not be
+ treated sociably because he was a parson. Phil had been a great traveller,
+ as had many who settled at last in these valleys to the exciting life of
+ the river: salmon-catching or driving logs. He had lived for a time in
+ Lower California and Mexico, and had given Roscoe the name of The Padre:
+ which suited the genius and temper of the rude population. And so it was
+ that Roscoe was called The Padre by every one, though he did not look the
+ character.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As he told his story of Phil&rsquo;s life I could not help but contrast him with
+ most of the clergymen I knew or had seen. He had the admirable ease and
+ tact of a cultured man of the world, and the frankness and warmth of a
+ hearty nature, which had, however, some inherent strain of melancholy.
+ Wherever I had gone with him I had noticed that he was received with
+ good-humoured deference by his rough parishioners and others who were such
+ only in the broadest sense. Perhaps he would not have succeeded so well if
+ he had worn clerical clothes. As it was, of a week day, he could not be
+ distinguished from any respectable layman. The clerical uniform attracts
+ women more than men, who, if they spoke truly, would resent it. Roscoe did
+ not wear it, because he thought more of men than of function, of manliness
+ than clothes; and though this sometimes got him into trouble with his
+ clerical brethren who dearly love Roman collar, and coloured stole, and
+ the range of ritual from a lofty intoning to the eastward position, he
+ managed to live and himself be none the worse, while those who knew him
+ were certainly the better.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When Roscoe had finished his tale, Mrs. Falchion said: &ldquo;Mr. Boldrick must
+ be a very interesting man;&rdquo; and her eyes wandered up to the great hole in
+ the mountain-side, and lingered there. &ldquo;As I said, I must meet him,&rdquo; she
+ added; &ldquo;men of individuality are rare.&rdquo; Then: &ldquo;That great &lsquo;hole in the
+ wall&rsquo; is, of course, a natural formation.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; said Roscoe. &ldquo;Nature seems to have made it for Boldrick. He uses it
+ as a storehouse.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Who watches it while he is away?&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;There is no door to the
+ place, of course.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe smiled enigmatically. &ldquo;Men do not steal up here: that is the
+ unpardonable crime; any other may occur and go unpunished; not it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The thought seemed to strike Mrs. Falchion. &ldquo;I might have known!&rdquo; she
+ said. &ldquo;It is the same in the South Seas among the natives&mdash;Samoans,
+ Tongans, Fijians, and others. You can&mdash;as you know, Mr. Roscoe,&rdquo;&mdash;her
+ voice had a subterranean meaning,&mdash;&ldquo;travel from end to end of those
+ places, and, until the white man corrupts them, never meet with a case of
+ stealing; you will find them moral too in other ways until the white man
+ corrupts them. But sometimes the white man pays for it in the end.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her last words were said with a kind of dreaminess, as though they had no
+ purpose; but though she sat now idly looking into the valley beneath, I
+ could see that her eyes had a peculiar glance, which was presently turned
+ on Roscoe, then withdrawn again. On him the effect was so far disturbing
+ that he became a little pale, but I noticed that he met her glance
+ unflinchingly and then looked at me, as if to see in how far I had been
+ affected by her speech. I think I confessed to nothing in my face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Justine Caron was lost in the scene before us. She had, I fancy, scarcely
+ heard half that had been said. Roscoe said to her presently: &ldquo;You like it,
+ do you not?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Like it?&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;I never saw anything so wonderful.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And yet it would not be so wonderful without humanity there,&rdquo; rejoined
+ Mrs. Falchion. &ldquo;Nature is never complete without man. All that would be
+ splendid without the mills and the machinery and Boldrick&rsquo;s cable, but it
+ would not be perfect: it needs man&mdash;Phil Boldrick and Company in the
+ foreground. Nature is not happy by itself: it is only brooding and
+ sorrowful. You remember the mountain of Talili in Samoa, Mr. Roscoe, and
+ the valley about it: how entrancing yet how melancholy it is. It always
+ seems to be haunted, for the natives never live in the valley. There is a
+ tradition that once one of the white gods came down from heaven, and built
+ an altar, and sacrificed a Samoan girl&mdash;though no one ever knew quite
+ why: for there the tradition ends.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I felt again that there was a hidden meaning in her words; but Roscoe
+ remained perfectly still. It seemed to me that I was little by little
+ getting the threads of his story. That there was a native girl; that the
+ girl had died or been killed; that Roscoe was in some way&mdash;innocently
+ I dared hope&mdash;connected with it; and that Mrs. Falchion held the key
+ to the mystery, I was certain. That it was in her mind to use the mystery,
+ I was also certain. But for what end I could not tell. What had passed
+ between them in London the previous winter I did not know: but it seemed
+ evident that she had influenced him there as she did on the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;, had
+ again lost her influence, and was now resenting the loss, out of pique or
+ anger, or because she really cared for him. It might be that she cared.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She added after a moment: &ldquo;Add man to nature, and it stops sulking: which
+ goes to show that fallen humanity is better than no company at all.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She had an inherent strain of mockery, of playful satire, and she told me
+ once, when I knew her better, that her own suffering always set her
+ laughing at herself, even when it was greatest. It was this characteristic
+ which made her conversation very striking, it was so sharply contrasted in
+ its parts; a heartless kind of satire set against the most serious and
+ acute statements. One never knew when she would turn her own or her
+ interlocutor&rsquo;s gravity into mirth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now no one replied immediately to her remarks, and she continued: &ldquo;If I
+ were an artist I should wish to paint that scene, given that the lights
+ were not so bright and that mill machinery not so sharply defined. There
+ is almost too much limelight, as it were; too much earnestness in the
+ thing. Either there should be some side-action of mirth to make it less
+ intense, or of tragedy to render it less photographic; and unless, Dr.
+ Marmion, you would consent to be solemn, which would indeed be droll; or
+ that The Padre there&mdash;how amusing they should call him that!&mdash;should
+ cease to be serious, which, being so very unusual, would be tragic, I do
+ not know how we are to tell the artist that he has missed a chance of
+ immortalising himself.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe said nothing, but smiled at her vivacity, while he deprecated her
+ words by a wave of his hand. I also was silent for a moment; for there had
+ come to my mind, while she was speaking and I was watching the scene,
+ something that Hungerford had said to me once on board the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;.
+ &ldquo;Marmion,&rdquo; said he, &ldquo;when everything at sea appears so absolutely
+ beautiful and honest that it thrills you, and you&rsquo;re itching to write
+ poetry, look out. There&rsquo;s trouble ahead. It&rsquo;s only the pretty pause in the
+ happy scene of the play before the villain comes in and tumbles things
+ about. When I&rsquo;ve been on the bridge,&rdquo; he continued, &ldquo;of a night that set
+ my heart thumping, I knew, by Jingo! it was the devil playing his silent
+ overture. Don&rsquo;t you take in the twaddle about God sending thunderbolts;
+ it&rsquo;s that old war-horse down below.&mdash;And then I&rsquo;ve kept a sharp
+ lookout, for I knew as right as rain that a company of waterspouts would
+ be walking down on us, or a hurricane racing to catch us broadsides. And
+ what&rsquo;s gospel for sea is good for land, and you&rsquo;ll find it so, my son.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was possessed of the same feeling now as I looked at the scene before
+ us, and I suppose I seemed moody, for immediately Mrs. Falchion said:
+ &ldquo;Why, now my words have come true; the scene can be made perfect. Pray
+ step down to the valley, Dr. Marmion, and complete the situation, for you
+ are trying to seem serious, and it is irresistibly amusing&mdash;and
+ professional, I suppose; one must not forget that you teach the young
+ &lsquo;sawbones&rsquo; how to saw.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was piqued, annoyed. I said, though I admit it was not cleverly said:
+ &ldquo;Mrs. Falchion, I am willing to go and complete that situation, if you
+ will go with me; for you would provide the tragedy&mdash;plenty of it;
+ there would be the full perihelion of elements; your smile is the
+ incarnation of the serious.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked at me full in the eyes. &ldquo;Now that,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;is a very good
+ &lsquo;quid pro quo&rsquo;&mdash;is that right?&mdash;and I have no doubt that it is
+ more or less true; and for a doctor to speak truth and a professor to be
+ under stood is a matter for angels. And I actually believe that, in time,
+ you will be free from priggishness, and become a brilliant
+ conversationalist; and&mdash;suppose we wander on to our proper places in
+ the scene.... Besides, I want to see that strange man, Mr. Boldrick.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XIV. THE PATH OF THE EAGLE
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ We travelled slowly down the hillside into the village, and were about to
+ turn towards the big mill when we saw Mr. Devlin and Ruth riding towards
+ us. We halted and waited for them. Mr. Devlin was introduced to Mrs.
+ Falchion by his daughter, who was sweetly solicitous concerning Mrs.
+ Falchion and Justine Caron, and seemed surprised at finding them abroad
+ after the accident of the day before. Ruth said that her father and
+ herself had just come from the summer hotel, where they had gone to call
+ upon Mrs. Falchion. Mrs. Falchion heartily acknowledged the courtesy. She
+ seemed to be playing no part, but was apparently grateful all round; yet I
+ believe that even already Ruth had caught at something in her presence
+ threatening Roscoe&rsquo;s peace; whilst she, from the beginning, had, with her
+ more trained instincts, seen the relations between the clergyman and his
+ young parishioner.&mdash;But what had that to do with her?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Between Roscoe and Ruth there was the slightest constraint, and I thought
+ that it gave a troubled look to the face of the girl. Involuntarily, the
+ eyes of both were attracted to Mrs. Falchion. I believe in that moment
+ there was a kind of revelation among the three. While I talked to Mr.
+ Devlin I watched them, standing a little apart, Justine Caron with us. It
+ must have been a painful situation for them; to the young girl because a
+ shadow was trailing across the light of her first love; to Roscoe because
+ the shadow came out of his past; to Mrs. Falchion because she was the
+ shadow. I felt that trouble was at hand. In this trouble I knew that I was
+ to play a part; for, if Roscoe had his secret and Mrs. Falchion had the
+ key to it, I also held a secret which, in case of desperate need, I should
+ use. I did not wish to use it, for though it was mine it was also
+ another&rsquo;s. I did not like the look in Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s eyes as she glanced
+ at Ruth: I was certain that she resented Roscoe&rsquo;s regard for Ruth and
+ Ruth&rsquo;s regard for Roscoe; but, up to that moment, I had not thought it
+ possible that she cared for him deeply. Once she had influenced me, but
+ she had never cared for me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I could see a change in her. Out of it came that glance at Ruth, which
+ seemed to me the talon-like hatred that shot from the eyes of Goneril and
+ Regan: and I was sure that if she loved Roscoe there would be mad trouble
+ for him and for the girl. Heretofore she had been passionless, but there
+ was a dormant power in her which had only to be wickedly aroused to wreck
+ her own and others&rsquo; happiness. Hers was one of those volcanic natures,
+ defying calculation and ordinary conceptions of life; having the fullest
+ capacity for all the elementary passions&mdash;hatred, love, cruelty,
+ delight, loyalty, revolt, jealousy. She had never from her birth until now
+ felt love for any one. She had never been awakened. Even her affection for
+ her father had been dutiful rather than instinctive. She had provoked
+ love, but had never given it. She had been self-centred, compulsive,
+ unrelenting. She had unmoved seen and let her husband go to his doom&mdash;it
+ was his doom and death so far as she knew.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet, as I thought of this, I found myself again admiring her. She was
+ handsome, independent, distinctly original, and possessing capacity for
+ great things. Besides, so far, she had not been actively vindictive&mdash;simply
+ passively indifferent to the sufferings of others. She seemed to regard
+ results more than means. All she did not like she could empty into the
+ mill of the destroying gods: just as General Grant poured hundreds of
+ thousands of men into the valley of the James, not thinking of lives but
+ victory, not of blood but triumph. She too, even in her cruelty, seemed to
+ have a sense of wild justice which disregarded any incidental suffering.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I could see that Mr. Devlin was attracted by her, as every man had been
+ who had ever met her; for, after all, man is but a common slave to beauty:
+ virtue he respects, but beauty is man&rsquo;s valley of suicide. Presently she
+ turned to Mr. Devlin, having, as it seemed to me, made Roscoe and Ruth
+ sufficiently uncomfortable. With that cheerful insouciance which was
+ always possible to her on the most trying occasions, she immediately said,
+ as she had often said to me, that she had come to Mr. Devlin to be amused
+ for the morning, perhaps the whole day. It was her way, her selfish way,
+ to make men her slaves.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Devlin gallantly said that he was at her disposal, and with a kind of
+ pride added that there was plenty in the valley which would interest her;
+ for he was a frank, bluff man, who would as quickly have spoken
+ disparagingly of what belonged to himself, if it was not worthy, as have
+ praised it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where shall we go first?&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;To the mill?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To the mill, by all means,&rdquo; Mrs. Falchion replied; &ldquo;I have never been in
+ a great saw-mill, and I believe this is very fine. Then,&rdquo; she added, with
+ a little wave of the hand towards the cable running down from Phil
+ Boldrick&rsquo;s eyrie in the mountains, &ldquo;then I want to see all that cable can
+ do&mdash;all, remember.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Devlin laughed. &ldquo;Well, it hasn&rsquo;t many tricks, but what it does it does
+ cleverly, thanks to The Padre.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh yes,&rdquo; responded Mrs. Falchion, still looking at the cable; &ldquo;The Padre,
+ I know, is very clever.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He is more than clever,&rdquo; bluffly replied Mr. Devlin, who was not keen
+ enough to see the faint irony in her tones.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; responded Mrs. Falchion in the same tone of voice, &ldquo;he is more than
+ clever. I have been told that he was once very brave. I have been told
+ that once in the South Seas he did his country a great service.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She paused. I could see Ruth&rsquo;s eyes glisten and her face suffuse, for
+ though she read the faint irony in the tone, still she saw that the tale
+ which Mrs. Falchion was evidently about to tell, must be to Galt Roscoe&rsquo;s
+ credit. Mrs. Falchion turned idly upon Ruth and saw the look in her face.
+ An almost imperceptible smile came upon her lips. She looked again at the
+ cable and Phil Boldrick&rsquo;s eyrie, which seemed to have a wonderful
+ attraction for her. Not turning away from it, save now and then to glance
+ indolently at Mr. Devlin or Ruth, and once enigmatically at myself, she
+ said:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Once upon a time&mdash;that is the way, I believe, to begin a pretty
+ story&mdash;there were four men-of-war idling about a certain harbour of
+ Samoa. One of the vessels was the flag-ship, with its admiral on board. On
+ one of the other vessels was an officer who had years before explored this
+ harbour. It was the hurricane season. He advised the admiral not to enter
+ the harbour, for the indications foretold a gale, and himself was not sure
+ that his chart was in all respects correct, for the harbour had been
+ hurriedly explored and sounded. But the admiral gave orders, and they
+ sailed in.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That day a tremendous hurricane came crying down upon Samoa. It swept
+ across the island, levelled forests of cocoa palms, battered villages to
+ pieces, caught that little fleet in the harbour, and played with it in a
+ horrible madness. To right and left were reefs, behind was the shore, with
+ a monstrous surf rolling in; before was a narrow passage. One vessel made
+ its way out&mdash;on it was the officer who had surveyed the harbour. In
+ the open sea there was safety. He brought his vessel down the coast a
+ little distance, put a rope about him and in the wild surf made for the
+ shore. I believe he could have been court-martialled for leaving his ship,
+ but he was a man who had taken a great many risks of one kind and another
+ in his time. It was one chance out of a hundred; but he made it&mdash;he
+ got to the shore, travelled down to the harbour where the men-of-war were
+ careening towards the reefs, unable to make the passage out, and once
+ again he tied a rope about him and plunged into the surf to try for the
+ admiral&rsquo;s ship. He got there terribly battered. They tell how a big wave
+ lifted him and landed him upon the quarter-deck just as big waves are not
+ expected to do. Well, like the hero in any melodrama of the kind, he very
+ prettily piloted monsieur the admiral and his fleet out to the open sea.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She paused, smiling in an inscrutable sort of way, then turned and said
+ with a sudden softness in her voice, though still with the air of one who
+ wished not to be taken with too great a seriousness: &ldquo;And, ladies and
+ gentlemen, the name of the ship that led the way was the &lsquo;Porcupine&rsquo;; and
+ the name of the hero was Commander Galt Roscoe, R.N.; and &lsquo;of such is the
+ kingdom of heaven!&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was silence for a moment. The tale had been told adroitly, and with
+ such tact as to words that Roscoe could not take offence&mdash;need not,
+ indeed, as he did not, I believe, feel any particular self-consciousness.
+ I am not sure but he was a little glad that such evidence should have been
+ given at the moment, when a kind of restraint had come between him and
+ Ruth, by one who he had reason to think was not wholly his friend might be
+ his enemy. It was a kind of offset to his premonitions and to the peril
+ over which he might stumble at any moment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To me the situation was almost inexplicable; but the woman herself was
+ inexplicable: at this moment the evil genius of us all, at that doing us
+ all a kind of crude, superior justice. I was the first to speak.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Roscoe,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;I never had heard of this, although I remember the
+ circumstance as told in the newspapers. But I am glad and proud that I
+ have a friend with such a record.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And, only think,&rdquo; said Mrs. Falchion, &ldquo;he actually was not
+ court-martialled for abandoning his ship to save an admiral and a fleet.
+ But the ways of the English Admiralty are wonderful. They go out of their
+ way to avoid a court-martial sometimes, and they go out of their way to
+ establish it sometimes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ By this time we had started towards the mill. Roscoe walked ahead with
+ Ruth Devlin. Mr. Devlin, Mrs. Falchion, Justine Caron and myself walked
+ together.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Falchion presently continued, talking, as it seemed to me, at the
+ back of Roscoe&rsquo;s head:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have known the Admiralty to force an officer to resign the navy because
+ he had married a native wife. But I never knew the Admiralty to
+ court-martial an officer because he did not marry a native wife whom he
+ OUGHT to have married: but, as I said, the ways of the Admiralty are past
+ admiration.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I could see Roscoe&rsquo;s hand clinch at his side, and presently he said over
+ his shoulder at her: &ldquo;Your memory and your philosophy are as wonderful as
+ the Admiralty are inscrutable.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She laughed. &ldquo;You have not lost your old gift of retort,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;You
+ are still amusing.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, come,&rdquo; said Mr. Devlin cheerfully, &ldquo;let&rsquo;s see if there isn&rsquo;t
+ something even more amusing than Mr. Roscoe in Viking. I will show you,
+ Mrs. Falchion, the biggest saw that ever ate the heart out of a Norfolk
+ pine.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the mill Mrs. Falchion was interested. She asked questions concerning
+ the machinery which mightily pleased Mr. Devlin, they were so apt and
+ intelligent; and herself assisted in giving an immense log to the teeth of
+ the largest saw, which, with its six upright blades, ate, and was never
+ satisfied. She stooped and ran her ungloved hand into the sawdust, as
+ sweet before the sun has dried it as the scent of a rose. The rich smell
+ of the fresh-cut lumber filled the air, and suggested all kinds of remote
+ and pleasant things. The industry itself is one of the first that comes
+ with the invasion of new territory, and makes one think of man&rsquo;s first
+ work in the world: to fell the tree and till the soil. It is impossible to
+ describe that fierce, jubilant song of the saw, which even when we were
+ near was never shrill or shrieking: never drowning our voices, but vibrant
+ and delightful. To Mrs. Falchion it was new; she was impressed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have seen,&rdquo; she said to Mr. Devlin, &ldquo;all sorts of enterprises, but
+ never anything like this. It all has a kind of rough music. It is
+ enjoyable.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Devlin beamed. &ldquo;I have just added something to the mill that will
+ please you,&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked interested. We all gathered round. I stood between Mrs.
+ Falchion and Ruth Devlin, and Roscoe beside Justine Caron.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is the greatest mill-whistle in the country,&rdquo; he continued. &ldquo;It will
+ be heard from twelve to twenty-five miles, according to the condition of
+ the atmosphere. I want big things all round, and this is a masterpiece, I
+ guess. Now, I&rsquo;ll let you hear it if you like. I didn&rsquo;t expect to use it
+ until to-night at nine o&rsquo;clock, when, also for the first time, I am to
+ light the mills by electricity; a thing that&rsquo;s not been attempted yet in
+ any saw-mill on the Continent. We&rsquo;re going to work night and day for a
+ couple of months.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;This is all very wonderful. And are you indebted to Mr. Roscoe in these
+ things too?&mdash;Everybody seems to need him here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; said the mill-owner, laughing, &ldquo;the whistle is my own. It&rsquo;s the
+ sort of thing I would propose&mdash;to blow my trumpet, as it were; but
+ the electricity and the first experiments in it I owe to The Padre.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As I thought,&rdquo; she said, and turned to Roscoe. &ldquo;I remember,&rdquo; she added,
+ &ldquo;that you had an electrical search-light on the &lsquo;Porcupine&rsquo;, and that you
+ were fond of electricity. Do you ever use search-lights here? I should
+ think they might be of use in your parish. Then, for a change, you could
+ let the parish turn it upon you, for the sake of contrast and
+ edification.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For the moment I was exceedingly angry. Her sarcasm was well veiled, but I
+ could feel the sardonic touch beneath the smiling surface. This innuendo
+ seemed so gratuitous. I said to her, almost beneath my breath, that none
+ of the others could hear: &ldquo;How womanly!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She did no more than lift her eyebrows in acknowledgment, and went on
+ talking lightly to Mr. Devlin. Roscoe was cool, but I could see now in his
+ eyes a kind of smouldering anger; which was quite to my wish. I hoped he
+ would be meek no longer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently Ruth Devlin said: &ldquo;Would it not be better to wait till to-night,
+ when the place is lighted, before the whistle is blown? Then you can get a
+ better first impression. And if Mrs. Falchion will come over to our home
+ at Sunburst, we will try and amuse her for the rest of the day&mdash;that
+ is, after she has seen all here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Falchion seemed struck by the frankness of the girl, and for an
+ instant debated, but presently said: &ldquo;No, thank you. When all is seen now,
+ I will go to the hotel, and then will join you all here in the evening, if
+ that seems feasible. Perhaps Dr. Marmion will escort me here. Mr. Roscoe,
+ of course, has other duties.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I shall be happy,&rdquo; I said, maliciously smiling, &ldquo;to guide you to the
+ sacrifice of the saw.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was not disturbed. She touched Mr. Devlin&rsquo;s arm, and, looking archly
+ at him, nodded backwards towards me. &ldquo;&lsquo;Beware the anaconda!&rsquo;&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was impossible not to be amused; her repartee was always so
+ unrestrained. She disarmed one by what would have been, in a man, insolent
+ sang-froid: in her it was piquancy, daring.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently she added: &ldquo;But if we are to have no colossal whistle and no
+ electric light till evening, there is one thing I must have: and that is
+ your remarkable Phil Boldrick, who seems to hold you all in the palm of
+ his hand, and lives up there like a god on his Olympus.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, suppose you go and call on him,&rdquo; said Roscoe, with a touch of dry
+ humour, his eye on the cable that reached to Boldrick&rsquo;s perch.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She saw her opportunity, and answered promptly: &ldquo;Yes, I will call on him
+ immediately,&rdquo;&mdash;here she turned towards Ruth,&mdash;&ldquo;if Miss Devlin
+ and yourself will go with me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nonsense,&rdquo; interposed Mr. Devlin. &ldquo;Besides, the cage will only hold two
+ easily. Anyhow, it&rsquo;s absurd.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why is it absurd? Is there any danger?&rdquo; queried Mrs. Falchion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not unless there&rsquo;s an idiot at the machinery.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I should expect you to manage it,&rdquo; she persisted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But no woman has ever done it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I will make the record.&rdquo; And, turning to Ruth: &ldquo;You are not afraid?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, I am not afraid,&rdquo; said the girl bravely, though she acknowledged to
+ me afterwards that while she was not afraid of anything where her own
+ skill was called in question, such as mountain-climbing, or even
+ puma-hunting, she did not joyfully anticipate swinging between heaven and
+ earth on that incline. &ldquo;I will go,&rdquo; she added, &ldquo;if my father will let me.
+ ... May I?&rdquo; she continued, turning to him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Perhaps something of the father&rsquo;s pride came up in him, perhaps he had
+ just got some suspicion that between his daughter and Mrs. Falchion there
+ was a subterranean rivalry. However it was, he gave a quick, quizzical
+ look at both of them, then glanced at Roscoe, and said: &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll make no
+ objections, if Ruth would like to introduce you to Phil. And, as Mrs.
+ Falchion suggested, I&rsquo;ll &lsquo;turn the crank.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I could see that Roscoe had a bad moment. But presently he appeared to me
+ perfectly willing that Ruth should go. Maybe he was as keen that she
+ should not appear at a disadvantage beside Mrs. Falchion as was her
+ father.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A signal was given, and the cage came slowly down the cable to the mill.
+ We could see Boldrick, looking little bigger than a child at the other
+ end, watching our movements. At the last moment Mr. Devlin and Roscoe
+ seemed apprehensive, but the women were cool and determined. I noticed
+ Mrs. Falchion look at Ruth curiously once or twice after they entered the
+ cage, and before they started, and what she saw evidently gave her a
+ higher opinion of the girl, for she laid her hand on Ruth&rsquo;s arm suddenly,
+ and said: &ldquo;We will show these mere men what nerve is.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ruth nodded, then &lsquo;bon voyage&rsquo; was said, and the signal was given. The
+ cage ascended at first quickly, then more slowly, swaying up and down a
+ little on the cable, and climbing higher and higher through the air to the
+ mountain-side. What Boldrick thought when he saw the two ascending towards
+ him, he expressed to Mr. Devlin later in the day in vigorous language:
+ what occurred at his but Ruth Devlin told me afterwards. When the cage
+ reached him, he helped the two passengers out, and took them to his hut.
+ With Ruth he had always been a favourite, and he welcomed her with
+ admiring and affectionate respect.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Never b&rsquo;lieved you could have done it, Miss Devlin&mdash;never! Not but
+ what I knew you weren&rsquo;t afraid of anything on the earth below, or the
+ waters under the earth; but when you get swinging there over the world,
+ and not high enough to get a hold on heaven, it makes you feel as if
+ things was droppin&rsquo; away from you like. But, by gracious! you did it like
+ an eagle&mdash;you and your friend.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ By this time he was introduced, and at the name of Mrs. Falchion, he
+ cocked his head, and looked quizzically, as if trying to remember
+ something, then drew his hand once or twice across his forehead. After a
+ moment he said: &ldquo;Strange, now, ma&rsquo;am, how your name strikes me. It isn&rsquo;t a
+ common name, and I&rsquo;ve heerd it before somewhere&mdash;somewhere. It isn&rsquo;t
+ your face that I&rsquo;ve seen before&mdash;for I&rsquo;d have remembered it if it was
+ a thousand years ago,&rdquo; he added admiringly. &ldquo;But I&rsquo;ve heard some one use
+ it; and I can&rsquo;t tell where.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked curiously at him, and said: &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t try to remember, and it will
+ come to you in good time. But show us everything about your place before
+ we go back, won&rsquo;t you, please?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He showed them his hut, where he lived, quite alone. It was supplied with
+ bare necessaries, and with a counter, behind which were cups and a few
+ bottles. In reference to this, Boldrick said: &ldquo;Temperance drinks for the
+ muleteers, tobacco and tea and sugar and postage stamps and things. They
+ don&rsquo;t gargle their throats with anything stronger than coffee at this
+ tavern.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then he took them to the cave in which puma, bear, and wapiti skins were
+ piled, together with a few stores and the kits of travellers who had left
+ their belongings in Boldrick&rsquo;s keeping till they should come again. After
+ Mrs. Falchion and Ruth had seen all, they came out upon the mountain-side
+ and waved their handkerchiefs to us, who were still watching from below.
+ Then Boldrick hoisted a flag on his hut, which he used on gala occasions,
+ to celebrate the event, and, not content with this, fired a &lsquo;feu de joie&rsquo;,
+ managed in this way: He took two anvils used by the muleteers and
+ expressmen to shoe their animals, and placed one on the other, putting
+ powder between. Then Mrs. Falchion thrust a red-hot iron into the powder,
+ and an explosion ensued. I was for a moment uneasy, but Mr. Devlin
+ reassured me, and instantly a shrill whistle from the little mills
+ answered the salute.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Just before they got into the cage, Mrs. Falchion turned to Boldrick, and
+ said: &ldquo;You have not been trying to remember where you heard my name
+ before? Well, can you not recall it now?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Boldrick shook his head. &ldquo;Perhaps you will recall it before I see you
+ again,&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They started. As they did so, Mrs. Falchion said suddenly, looking at
+ Boldrick keenly: &ldquo;Were you ever in the South Seas?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Boldrick stood for an instant open-mouthed, and then exclaimed loudly, as
+ the cage swung down the incline: &ldquo;By Jingo! No, ma&rsquo;am, I was never there,
+ but I had a pal who come from Samoa.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She called back at him: &ldquo;Tell me of him when we meet again. What was his
+ name?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They were too far down the cable now for Boldrick&rsquo;s reply to reach them
+ distinctly. The descent seemed even more adventurous than the ascent, and,
+ in spite of myself, I could not help a thrill of keen excitement. But they
+ were both smiling when the cage reached us, and both had a very fine
+ colour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A delightful journey, a remarkable reception, and a very singular man is
+ your Mr. Boldrick,&rdquo; said Mrs. Falchion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; replied Mr. Devlin, &ldquo;you&rsquo;ll know Boldrick a long time before you
+ find his limits. He is about the most curious character I ever knew, and
+ does the most curious things. But straight&mdash;straight as a die, Mrs.
+ Falchion!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I fancy that Mr. Boldrick and I would be very good friends indeed,&rdquo; said
+ Mrs. Falchion; &ldquo;and I purpose visiting him again. It is quite probable
+ that we shall find we have had mutual acquaintances.&rdquo; She looked at Roscoe
+ meaningly as she said this, but he was occupied with Ruth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You were not afraid?&rdquo; Roscoe said to Ruth. &ldquo;Was it not a strange
+ sensation?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Frankly, at first I was a little afraid, because the cage swings on the
+ cable, and it makes you uncomfortable. But I enjoyed it before we got to
+ the end.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Falchion turned to Mr. Devlin. &ldquo;I find plenty here to amuse me,&rdquo; she
+ said, &ldquo;and I am glad I came. To-night I want to go up that cable and call
+ on Mr. Boldrick again, and see the mills and the electric light, and hear
+ your whistle, from up there. Then, of course, you must show us the mill
+ working at night, and afterwards&mdash;may I ask it?&mdash;you must all
+ come and have supper with me at the summer hotel.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ruth dropped her eyes. I saw she did not wish to go. Fortunately Mr.
+ Devlin extricated her. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m afraid that will be impossible, Mrs.
+ Falchion,&rdquo; he said: &ldquo;much obliged to you all the same. But I am going to
+ be at the mill pretty near all night, and shouldn&rsquo;t be able to go, and I
+ don&rsquo;t want Ruth to go without me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then it must be another time,&rdquo; said Mrs. Falchion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, whenever it&rsquo;s convenient for Ruth, after a day or two, I&rsquo;ll be ready
+ and glad. But I tell you what: if you want to see something fine, you must
+ go down as soon as possible to Sunburst. We live there, you know, not here
+ at Viking. It&rsquo;s funny, too, because, you see, there&rsquo;s a feud between
+ Viking and Sunburst&mdash;we are all river-men and mill-hands at Viking,
+ and they&rsquo;re all salmon-fishers and fruit-growers at Sunburst. By rights I
+ ought to live here, but when I started I thought I&rsquo;d build my mills at
+ Sunburst, so I pitched my tent down there. My wife and the girls got
+ attached to the place, and though the mills were built at Viking, and I
+ made all my money up here, I live at Sunburst and spend my shekels there.
+ I guess if I didn&rsquo;t happen to live at Sunburst, people would be trailing
+ their coats and making Donnybrook fairs every other day between these two
+ towns. But that&rsquo;s neither here nor there. Take my advice, Mrs. Falchion,
+ and come to Sunburst and see the salmon-fishers at work, both day and
+ night. It is about the biggest thing in the way of natural picturesqueness
+ that you&rsquo;ll see&mdash;outside my mills. Indians, half-breeds, white men,
+ Chinamen&mdash;they are all at it in weirs and cages, or in the nets, and
+ spearing by torch-light!&mdash;Don&rsquo;t you think I would do to run a circus,
+ Mrs. Falchion?&mdash;Stand at the door, and shout: &lsquo;Here&rsquo;s where you get
+ the worth of your money&rsquo;?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Falchion laughed. &ldquo;I am sure you and I will be good friends; you are
+ amusing. And, to be perfectly frank with you, I am very weary of trying to
+ live in the intellectual altitudes of Dr. Marmion&mdash;and The Padre.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had never seen her in a greater strain of gaiety. It had almost a kind
+ of feverishness&mdash;as if she relished fully the position she held
+ towards Roscoe and Ruth, her power over their future, and her belief (as I
+ think was in her mind then) that she could bring back to her self Roscoe&rsquo;s
+ old allegiance. That she believed this, I was convinced; that she would
+ never carry it out, was just as strong: for I, though only the chorus in
+ the drama, might one day find it in my power to become, for a moment, one
+ of the principal actors&mdash;from which position I had declined one day
+ when humiliated before Mrs. Falchion on the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;. Boyd Madras was in
+ my mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After a few minutes we parted, agreeing to meet again in the valley in the
+ evening. I had promised, as Mrs. Falchion had suggested, to escort her and
+ Justine Caron from the summer hotel to the mill. Roscoe had duties at both
+ Viking and Sunburst and would not join us until we all met in the evening.
+ Mr. Devlin and Ruth rode away towards Sunburst. Mrs. Falchion, Justine,
+ and myself travelled slowly up the hillside, talking chiefly upon the
+ events of the morning. Mrs. Falchion appeared to admire greatly the
+ stalwart character of Mr. Devlin; in a few swift, complimentary words
+ disposed of Ruth; and then made many inquiries concerning Roscoe&rsquo;s work,
+ my own position, and the length of my stay in the mountains; and talked
+ upon many trivial matters, never once referring&mdash;as it seemed to me,
+ purposely&mdash;to our past experiences on the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;, nor making any
+ inquiry concerning any one except Belle Treherne.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She showed no surprise when I told her that I expected to marry Miss
+ Treherne. She congratulated me with apparent frankness, and asked for Miss
+ Treherne&rsquo;s address, saying she would write to her. As soon as she had left
+ Roscoe&rsquo;s presence she had dropped all enigmatical words and phrases, and,
+ during this hour I was with her, was the tactful, accomplished woman of
+ the world, with the one present object: to make her conversation
+ agreeable, and to keep things on the surface. Justine Caron scarcely spoke
+ during the whole of our walk, although I addressed myself to her
+ frequently. But I could see that she watched Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s face
+ curiously; and I believe that at this time her instinct was keener by far
+ to read what was in Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s mind than my own, though I knew much
+ more of the hidden chain of events connecting Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s life and
+ Galt Roscoe&rsquo;s.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I parted from them at the door of the hotel, made my way down to Roscoe&rsquo;s
+ house at the ravine, and busied myself for the greater part of the day in
+ writing letters, and reading on the coping. About sunset I called for Mrs.
+ Falchion, and found her and Justine Caron ready and waiting. There was
+ nothing eventful in our talk as we came down the mountain-side towards
+ Viking&mdash;Justine Caron&rsquo;s presence prevented that. It was dusk when we
+ reached the valley. As yet the mills were all dark. The only lights
+ visible were in the low houses lining the banks of the river. Against the
+ mountainside there seemed to hang one bunch of flame like a star, large,
+ red, and weird. It was a torch burning in front of Phil Boldrick&rsquo;s hut. We
+ made our way slowly to the mill, and found Mr. Devlin, Ruth, and Roscoe,
+ with Ruth&rsquo;s sister, and one or two other friends, expecting us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; said Mr. Devlin heartily, &ldquo;I have kept the show waiting for you.
+ The house is all dark, but I guess you&rsquo;ll see a transformation scene
+ pretty quick. Come out,&rdquo; he continued, &ldquo;and let us get the front seats.
+ They are all stalls here; nobody has a box except Boldrick, and it is up
+ in the flies.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mr. Devlin,&rdquo; said Mrs. Falchion, &ldquo;I purpose to see this show not only
+ from the stalls, but from the box in the flies. Therefore, during the
+ first act, I shall be here in front of the foot-lights. During the second
+ act I shall be aloft like Tom Bowling&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In other words&mdash;&rdquo; began Mr. Devlin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In other words,&rdquo; added Mrs. Falchion, &ldquo;I am going to see the valley and
+ hear your great horn blow from up there!&rdquo; She pointed towards the star in
+ front of Phil&rsquo;s hut.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;All right,&rdquo; said Mr. Devlin; &ldquo;but you will excuse me if I say that I
+ don&rsquo;t particularly want anybody to see this performance from where Tom
+ Bowling bides.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We left the office and went out upon the platform, a little distance from
+ the mill. Mr. Devlin gave a signal, touched a wire, and immediately it
+ seemed as if the whole valley was alight. The mill itself was in a blaze
+ of white. It was transfigured&mdash;a fairy palace, just as the mud barges
+ in the Suez Canal had been transformed by the search-light of the
+ &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;. For the moment, in the wonder of change from darkness to light,
+ the valley became the picture of a dream. Every man was at his post in the
+ mill, and in an instant work was going on as we had seen it in the
+ morning. Then, all at once, there came a great roar, as it were, from the
+ very heart of the mill&mdash;a deep diapason, dug out of the throat of the
+ hills: the big whistle.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It sounds mournful&mdash;like a great animal in pain,&rdquo; said Mrs.
+ Falchion. &ldquo;You might have got one more cheerful.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Wait till it gets tuned up,&rdquo; said Mr. Devlin. &ldquo;It hasn&rsquo;t had a chance to
+ get the burs out of its throat. It will be very fine as soon as the
+ engine-man knows how to manage it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; said Ruth, interposing, &ldquo;a little toning down would do it good&mdash;it
+ is shaking the windows in your office; feel this platform tremble!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, I bargained for a big whistle and I&rsquo;ve got it: and I guess they&rsquo;ll
+ know if ever there&rsquo;s a fire in the town!&rdquo; Just as he said this, Roscoe
+ gave a cry and pointed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We all turned, and saw a sight that made Ruth Devlin cover her face with
+ her hands and Mrs. Falchion stand horror-stricken. There, coming down the
+ cable with the speed of lightning, was the cage. In it was a man&mdash;Phil
+ Boldrick. With a cry and a smothered oath, Mr. Devlin sprang towards the
+ machinery, Roscoe with him. There was nobody near it, but they saw a boy
+ whose duty it was that night to manage the cable, running towards it.
+ Roscoe was the first to reach the lever; but it was too late. He partially
+ stopped the cage, but only partially. It came with a dull, sickening thud
+ to the ground, and Phil Boldrick&mdash;Phil Boldrick&rsquo;s broken, battered
+ body&mdash;was thrown out.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A few minutes later Boldrick was lying in Mr. Devlin&rsquo;s office.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ill luck for Viking in the hour of her success. Phil&rsquo;s shattered hulk is
+ drifting. The masts have gone by the board, the pilot from the captain&rsquo;s
+ side. Only the man&rsquo;s &ldquo;unconquerable soul&rdquo; is on the bridge, watching the
+ craft dip at the bow till the waters, their sport out, should hugely
+ swallow it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We were all gathered round. Phil had asked to see the lad who, by
+ neglecting the machinery for a moment, had wrecked his life. &ldquo;My boy,&rdquo; he
+ said, &ldquo;you played an ugly game. It was a big mistake. I haven&rsquo;t any grudge
+ agen you, but be glad I&rsquo;m not one that&rsquo;d haunt you for your cussed
+ foolishness.... There, now, I feel better; that&rsquo;s off my mind!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If you&rsquo;re wanting to show remorse or anything,&rdquo; he continued, &ldquo;there&rsquo;s my
+ friend, Mr. Roscoe, The Padre&mdash;he&rsquo;s all right, you understand!&mdash;Are
+ you there?... Why don&rsquo;t you speak?&rdquo; He stretched out his hand. The lad
+ took it, but he could not speak: he held it and sobbed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then Phil understood. His brow wrinkled with a sudden trouble. He said:
+ &ldquo;There, never mind. I&rsquo;m dying, but it isn&rsquo;t what I expected. It doesn&rsquo;t
+ smart nor tear much; not more than river-rheumatism. P&rsquo;r&rsquo;aps I wouldn&rsquo;t
+ mind it at all if I could see.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For Phil was entirely blind now. The accident had destroyed his remaining
+ eye. Being blind, he had already passed that first corridor of death&mdash;darkness.
+ Roscoe stooped over him, took his hand, and spoke quietly to him. Phil
+ knew the voice, and said with a faint smile: &ldquo;Do you think they&rsquo;d plant me
+ with municipal honours&mdash;honours to pardners?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;We&rsquo;ll see to that, Phil,&rdquo; said Mr. Devlin from behind the clergyman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Phil recognised the voice. &ldquo;You think that nobody&rsquo;ll kick at making it
+ official?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not one, Phil.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And maybe they wouldn&rsquo;t mind firin&rsquo; a volley&mdash;Lights out, as it
+ were: and blow the big whistle? It&rsquo;d look sociable, wouldn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There&rsquo;ll be a volley and the whistle, Phil&mdash;if you have to go,&rdquo; said
+ Mr. Devlin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a silence, then the reply came musingly: &ldquo;I guess I hev to go.
+ ... I&rsquo;d hev liked to see the corporation runnin&rsquo; longer, but maybe I can
+ trust the boys.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A river-driver at the door said in a deep voice: &ldquo;By the holy! yes, you
+ can trust us.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Thank you kindly.... If it doesn&rsquo;t make any difference to the rest, I&rsquo;d
+ like to be alone with The Padre for a little&mdash;not for religion, you
+ understand, for I go as I stayed, and I hev my views,&mdash;but for
+ private business.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Slowly, awkwardly, the few river-drivers passed out&mdash;Devlin and Mrs.
+ Falchion and Ruth and I with them&mdash;for I could do nothing now for him&mdash;he
+ was broken all to pieces. Roscoe told me afterwards what happened then.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Padre,&rdquo; he said to Roscoe, &ldquo;are we alone?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Quite alone, Phil.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, I hevn&rsquo;t any crime to tell, and the business isn&rsquo;t weighty; but I
+ hev a pal at Danger Mountain&mdash;&rdquo; He paused.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, Phil?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He&rsquo;s low down in s&rsquo;ciety; but he&rsquo;s square, and we&rsquo;ve had the same blanket
+ for many a day together. I crossed him first on the Panama level. I was
+ broke&mdash;stony broke. He&rsquo;d been shipwrecked, and was ditto. He&rsquo;d been
+ in the South Seas; I in Nicaragua. We travelled up through Mexico and
+ Arizona, and then through California to the Canadian Rockies. At last we
+ camped at Danger Mountain, a Hudson&rsquo;s Bay fort, and stayed there. It was a
+ roughish spot, but we didn&rsquo;t mind that. Every place isn&rsquo;t Viking. One
+ night we had a difference&mdash;not a quarrel, mind you, but a difference.
+ He was for lynchin&rsquo; a fellow called Piccadilly, a swell that&rsquo;d come down
+ in the world, bringin&rsquo; the worst tricks of his tribe with him. He&rsquo;d never
+ been a bony fidy gentleman&mdash;just an imitation. He played sneak with
+ the daughter of Five Fingers, an Injin chief. We&rsquo;d set store by that girl.
+ There wasn&rsquo;t one of us rough nuts but respected her. She was one of the
+ few beautiful Injin women I&rsquo;ve seen. Well, it come out that Piccadilly had
+ ruined her, and one morning she was found dead. It drove my pal well-nigh
+ crazy. Not that she was anything partik&rsquo;ler to him; but the thing took
+ hold of him unusual.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now that I know all concerning Roscoe&rsquo;s past life, I can imagine that this
+ recital must have been swords at his heart. The whole occurrence is put
+ down minutely in his diary, but there is no word of comment upon it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Phil had been obliged to stop for pain, and, after Roscoe had adjusted the
+ bandages, he continued:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My pal and the others made up their minds they&rsquo;d lynch Piccadilly; they
+ wouldn&rsquo;t give him the benefit of the doubt&mdash;for it wasn&rsquo;t certain
+ that the girl hadn&rsquo;t killed herself.... Well, I went to Piccadilly, and
+ give him the benefit. He left, and skipped the rope. Not, p&rsquo;r&rsquo;aps, that he
+ ought to hev got away, but once he&rsquo;d showed me a letter from his mother,&mdash;he
+ was drunk too, at the time,&mdash;and I remembered when my brother Rodney
+ was killed in the Black Hills, and how my mother took it; so I give him
+ the tip to travel quick.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He paused and rested. Then presently continued: &ldquo;Now, Padre, I&rsquo;ve got four
+ hundred dollars&mdash;the most I ever had at one time in my life. And I&rsquo;d
+ like it to go to my old pal&mdash;though we had that difference, and
+ parted. I guess we respect each other about the same as we ever did. And I
+ wish you&rsquo;d write it down so that the thing would be municipal.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe took pencil and paper and said: &ldquo;What&rsquo;s his name, Phil?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sam&mdash;Tonga Sam.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But that isn&rsquo;t all his name?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, I s&rsquo;pose not, but it&rsquo;s all he ever had in general use. He&rsquo;d got it
+ because he&rsquo;d been to the Tonga Islands and used to yarn about them. Put
+ &lsquo;Tonga Sam, Phil Boldrick&rsquo;s Pal at Danger Mountain, ult&rsquo;&mdash;add the
+ &lsquo;ult,&rsquo; it&rsquo;s c&rsquo;rrect.&mdash;That&rsquo;ll find him. And write him these words,
+ and if you ever see him say them to him&mdash;&lsquo;Phil Boldrick never had a
+ pal that crowded Tonga Sam.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When the document was written, Roscoe read it aloud, then both signed it,
+ Roscoe guiding the battered hand over the paper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This done, there was a moment&rsquo;s pause, and then Phil said: &ldquo;I&rsquo;d like to be
+ in the open. I was born in the open&mdash;on the Madawaska. Take me out,
+ Padre.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe stepped to the door, and silently beckoned to Devlin and myself. We
+ carried him out, and put him beside a pine tree.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where am I now?&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Under the white pine, Phil.&rdquo; &ldquo;That&rsquo;s right.
+ Face me to the north.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We did so. Minutes passed in silence. Only the song of the saw was heard,
+ and the welting of the river. &ldquo;Padre,&rdquo; he said at last hurriedly, &ldquo;lift me
+ up, so&rsquo;s I can breathe.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was done.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Am I facin&rsquo; the big mill?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That&rsquo;s c&rsquo;rrect. And the &lsquo;lectric light is burnin&rsquo; in the mill and in the
+ town, an&rsquo; the saws are all goin&rsquo;?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;By gracious, yes&mdash;you can hear &lsquo;em! Don&rsquo;t they scrunch the stuff,
+ though!&rdquo; He laughed a little. &ldquo;Mr. Devlin an&rsquo; you and me hev been pretty
+ smart, hevn&rsquo;t we?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then a spasm caught him, and after a painful pause he called: &ldquo;It&rsquo;s the
+ biggest thing in cables.... Stand close in the cage.... Feel her swing!&mdash;Safe,
+ you bet, if he stands by the lever....&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His face lighted with the last gleam of living, and he said slowly: &ldquo;I hev
+ a pal&mdash;at Danger Mountain.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0015" id="link2HCH0015">
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+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XV. IN THE TROUGH OF THE WINDS
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ The three days following the events recorded in the preceding chapter were
+ notable to us all. Because my own affairs and experiences are of the least
+ account, I shall record them first: they will at least throw a little
+ light on the history of people who appeared previously in this tale, and
+ disappeared suddenly when the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo; reached London, to make room for
+ others.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The day after Phil Boldrick&rsquo;s death I received a letter from Hungerford,
+ and also one from Belle Treherne. Hungerford had left the Occidental
+ Company&rsquo;s service, and had been fortunate enough to get the position of
+ first officer on a line of steamers running between England and the West
+ Indies. The letter was brusque, incisive, and forceful, and declared that,
+ once he got his foot firmly planted in his new position, he would get
+ married and be done with it. He said that Clovelly the novelist had given
+ a little dinner at his chambers in Piccadilly, and that the guests were
+ all our fellow-passengers by the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;; among them Colonel Ryder, the
+ bookmaker, Blackburn the Queenslander, and himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This is extracted from the letter:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ ... Clovelly was in rare form.&mdash;Don&rsquo;t run away with the idea
+ that he&rsquo;s eating his heart out because you came in just ahead in the
+ race for Miss Treherne. For my part&mdash;but, never mind!&mdash;You had
+ phenomenal luck, and you will be a phenomenal fool if you don&rsquo;t
+ arrange for an early marriage. You are a perfect baby in some
+ things. Don&rsquo;t you know that the time a woman most yearns for a man
+ is when she has refused him? And Clovelly is here on the ground,
+ and they are in the same set, and though I&rsquo;d take my oath she would
+ be loyal to you if you were ten thousand miles from here for ten
+ years, so far as a promise is concerned, yet remember that a promise
+ and a fancy are two different things. We may do what&rsquo;s right for
+ the fear o&rsquo; God, and not love Him either. Marmion, let the marriage
+ bells be rung early&mdash;a maiden&rsquo;s heart is a ticklish thing....
+
+ But Clovelly was in rare form, as I said; and the bookmaker, who
+ had for the first time read a novel of his, amiably quoted from it,
+ and criticised it during the dinner, till the place reeked with
+ laughter. At first every one stared aghast (&ldquo;stared aghast!&rdquo;&mdash;how
+ is that for literary form?); but when Clovelly gurgled, and then
+ haw-hawed till he couldn&rsquo;t lift his champagne, the rest of us
+ followed in a double-quick. And the bookmaker simply sat calm and
+ earnest with his eye-glass in his eye, and never did more than
+ gently smile. &ldquo;See here,&rdquo; he said ever so candidly of Clovelly&rsquo;s
+ best character, a serious, inscrutable kind of a man, the dignified
+ figure in the book&mdash;&ldquo;I liked the way you drew that muff. He was
+ such an awful outsider, wasn&rsquo;t he? All talk, and hypocrite down to
+ his heels. And when you married him to that lady who nibbled her
+ food in public and gorged in the back pantry, and went &lsquo;slumming&rsquo;
+ and made shoulder-strings for the parson&mdash;oh, I know the kind!&rdquo;&mdash;
+ [This was Clovelly&rsquo;s heroine, whom he had tried to draw, as he said
+ himself, &ldquo;with a perfect sincerity and a lovely worldly-mindedness,
+ and a sweet creation altogether.&rdquo;] &ldquo;I said, that&rsquo;s poetic justice,
+ that&rsquo;s the refinement of retribution. Any other yarn-spinner would
+ have killed the male idiot by murder, or a drop from a precipice, or
+ a lingering fever; but Clovelly did the thing with delicate torture.
+ He said, &lsquo;Go to blazes,&rsquo; and he fixed up that marriage&mdash;and there
+ you are! Clovelly, I drink to you; you are a master!&rdquo;
+
+ Clovelly acknowledged beautifully, and brought off a fine thing
+ about the bookmaker having pocketed L5000 at the Derby, then
+ complimented Colonel Ryder on his success as a lecturer in London
+ (pretty true, by the way), and congratulated Blackburn on his coming
+ marriage with Mrs. Callendar, the Tasmanian widow. What he said of
+ myself I am not going to repeat; but it was salaaming all round,
+ with the liquor good, and fun bang over the bulwarks.
+
+ How is Roscoe? I didn&rsquo;t see as much of him as you did, but I liked
+ him. Take my tip for it, that woman will make trouble for him some
+ day. She is the biggest puzzle I ever met. I never could tell
+ whether she liked him or hated him; but it seems to me that either
+ would be the ruin of any &ldquo;Christom man.&rdquo; I know she saw something
+ of him while she was in London, because her quarters were next to
+ those of my aunt the dowager (whose heart the gods soften at my
+ wedding!) in Queen Anne&rsquo;s Mansions, S.W., and who actually liked
+ Mrs. F., called on her, and asked her to dinner, and Roscoe too,
+ whom she met at her place. I believe my aunt would have used her
+ influence to get him a good living, if he had played his cards
+ properly; but I expect he wouldn&rsquo;t be patronised, and he went for a
+ &ldquo;mickonaree,&rdquo; as they say in the South Seas.... Well, I&rsquo;m off
+ to the Spicy Isles, then back again to marry a wife. &ldquo;Go thou and
+ do likewise.&rdquo;
+
+ By the way, have you ever heard of or seen Boyd Madras since he
+ slipped our cable at Aden and gave the world another chance?
+ I trust he will spoil her wedding&mdash;if she ever tries to have one.
+ May I be there to see!
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Because we shall see nothing more of Hungerford till we finally dismiss
+ the drama, I should like to say that this voyage of his to the West Indies
+ made his fortune&mdash;that is, it gave him command of one of the finest
+ ships in the English merchant service. In a storm a disaster occurred to
+ his vessel, his captain was washed overboard, and he was obliged to take
+ command. His skill, fortitude, and great manliness, under tragical
+ circumstances, sent his name booming round the world; and, coupled, as it
+ was, with a singular act of personal valour, he had his pick of all
+ vacancies and possible vacancies in the merchant service, boy (or little
+ more) as he was. I am glad to say that he is now a happy husband and
+ father too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The letter from Belle Treherne mentioned having met Clovelly several times
+ of late, and, with Hungerford&rsquo;s words hot in my mind, I determined, though
+ I had perfect confidence in her, as in myself, to be married at
+ Christmas-time. Her account of the courtship of Blackburn and Mrs.
+ Callendar was as amusing as her description of an evening which the
+ bookmaker had spent with her father, when he said he was going to marry an
+ actress whom he had seen at Drury Lane Theatre in a racing drama. This he
+ subsequently did, and she ran him a break-neck race for many a day, but
+ never making him unhappy or less resourceful. His verdict, and his only
+ verdict, upon Mrs. Falchion had been confided to Blackburn, who in turn
+ confided it to Clovelly, who passed it on to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He said: &ldquo;A woman is like a horse. Make her beautiful, give her a high
+ temper and a bit of bad luck in her youth, and she&rsquo;ll take her revenge out
+ of life; even though she runs straight, and wins straight every time; till
+ she breaks her heart one day over a lost race. After that she is good to
+ live with for ever. A heart-break for that kind is their salvation:
+ without it they go on breaking the hearts of others.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As I read Belle&rsquo;s and Hungerford&rsquo;s letters my thoughts went back again&mdash;as
+ they did so often indeed&mdash;to the voyage of the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;, and then to
+ Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s presence in the Rocky Mountains. There was a strange
+ destiny in it all, and I had no pleasant anticipations about the end; for,
+ even if she could or did do Roscoe no harm, so far as his position was
+ concerned, I saw that she had already begun to make trouble between him
+ and Ruth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That day which saw poor Boldrick&rsquo;s death put her in a conflicting light to
+ me. Now I thought I saw in her unusual gentleness, again an unusual irony,
+ an almost flippant and cruel worldliness; and though at the time she was
+ most touched by the accident, I think her feeling of horror at it made her
+ appear to speak in a way which showed her unpleasantly to Mr. Devlin and
+ his daughter. It may be, however, that Ruth Devlin saw further into her
+ character than I guessed, and understood the strange contradictions of her
+ nature. But I shall, I suppose, never know absolutely about that; nor does
+ it matter much now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The day succeeding Phil&rsquo;s death was Sunday, and the little church at
+ Viking was full. Many fishers had come over from Sunburst. It was evident
+ that people expected Roscoe to make some reference to Phil&rsquo;s death in his
+ sermon, or, at least, have a part of the service appropriate. By a
+ singular chance the first morning lesson was David&rsquo;s lamentation for Saul
+ and Jonathan. Roscoe had a fine voice. He read easily, naturally&mdash;like
+ a cultivated layman, not like a clergyman; like a man who wished to convey
+ the simple meaning of what he read, reverently, honestly. On the many
+ occasions when I heard him read the service, I noticed that he never
+ changed the opening sentence, though there were, of course, others from
+ which to choose. He drew the people to their feet always with these words,
+ spoken as it were directly to them:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;When the wicked man turneth away from the wickedness that he hath
+ committed, and doeth that which is lawful and right, he shall save
+ his soul alive.&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ I noticed this morning that he instantly attracted the attention of every
+ one, and held it, with the first words of the lesson:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;The beauty of Israel is slain upon thy high places: how are the
+ mighty fallen!&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ It seemed to me as if the people at first almost tried to stop breathing,
+ so intense was the feeling. Mrs. Falchion was sitting very near me, and
+ though she had worn her veil up at first, as I uncharitably put it then,
+ to disconcert him, she drew it rather quickly down as his reading
+ proceeded; but, so far as I could see, she never took her eyes off his
+ face through the whole service; and, impelled in spite of myself, I
+ watched her closely. Though Ruth Devlin was sitting not far from her, she
+ scarcely looked that way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Evidently the text of the sermon was not chosen that it might have some
+ association with Phil&rsquo;s death, but there was a kind of simple grandeur,
+ and certainly cheerful stalwartness, in his interpretation and practical
+ rendering of the text:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;Who is this that cometh from Edom, with dyed garments from Bozrah?
+ ... travelling in the greatness of his strength? I that speak
+ in righteousness, mighty to save.&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ A man was talking to men sensibly, directly, quietly. It was impossible to
+ resist the wholesome eloquence of his temperament; he was a revelation of
+ humanity: what he said had life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I said to myself, as I had before, Is it possible that this man ever did
+ anything unmanly?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After the service, James Devlin&mdash;with Ruth&mdash;came to Roscoe and
+ myself, and asked us to lunch at his house. Roscoe hesitated, but I knew
+ it was better for him not to walk up the hills and back again immediately
+ after luncheon; so I accepted for us both; and Ruth gave me a grateful
+ look. Roscoe seemed almost anxious not to be alone with Ruth&mdash;not
+ from any cowardly feeling, but because he was perplexed by the old sense
+ of coming catastrophe, which, indeed, poor fellow, he had some cause to
+ feel. He and Mr. Devlin talked of Phil&rsquo;s funeral and the arrangements that
+ had been made, and during the general conversation Ruth and I dropped
+ behind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Quite abruptly she said to me: &ldquo;Who is Mrs. Falchion?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A widow&mdash;it is said&mdash;rich, unencumbered,&rdquo; I as abruptly
+ answered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But I suppose even widows may have pedigrees, and be conjugated in the
+ past tense,&rdquo; was the cool reply. She drew herself up a little proudly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was greatly astonished. Here was a girl living most of her life in these
+ mountains, having only had a few years of social life in the East,
+ practising with considerable skill those arts of conversation so much
+ cultivated in metropolitan drawing-rooms. But I was a very dull fellow
+ then, and had yet to learn that women may develop in a day to wonderful
+ things.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; I said in reply, &ldquo;I suppose not. But I fear I cannot answer
+ regarding the pedigree, nor a great deal about the past, for I only met
+ her under two years ago.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And yet I have imagined that you knew her pretty well, and that Mr.
+ Roscoe knew her even better&mdash;perhaps,&rdquo; she said suggestively.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is so,&rdquo; I tried to say with apparent frankness, &ldquo;for she lived in
+ the South Seas with her father, and Roscoe knew her there.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She is a strange woman, and quite heartless in some ways; and yet, do you
+ know, I like her while I dislike her; and I cannot tell why.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do not try to tell,&rdquo; I answered, &ldquo;for she has the gift of making people
+ do both.&mdash;I think she likes and dislikes herself&mdash;as well as
+ others.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As well&mdash;as others,&rdquo; she replied slowly. &ldquo;Yes, I think I have
+ noticed that. You see,&rdquo; she added, &ldquo;I do not look at people as most girls
+ of my age: and perhaps I am no better for that. But Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s
+ introduction to me occurred in such peculiar circumstances, and the
+ coincidence of your knowing her was so strange, that my interest is not
+ unnatural, I suppose.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;On the contrary,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;I am only surprised that you have restrained
+ your curiosity so much and so long. It was all very strange; though the
+ meeting was quite to be expected, as Mrs. Falchion herself explained that
+ day. She had determined on coming over to the Pacific Coast; this place
+ was in her way; it is a fashionable resort; and she stood a good chance of
+ finding old friends.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes&mdash;of finding&mdash;old friends,&rdquo; was the abstracted reply. &ldquo;I
+ like Miss Caron, her companion, very much better than&mdash;most women I
+ have met.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was not what she was going to say, but she checked herself, lest she
+ might be suspected of thinking uncharitably of Mrs. Falchion. I, of
+ course, agreed with her, and told her the story of Galt Roscoe and Hector
+ Caron, and of Justine&rsquo;s earnestness regarding her fancied debt to Roscoe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw that the poison of anxiety had entered the girl&rsquo;s mind; and it
+ might, perhaps, bear fruit of no engaging quality. In her own home,
+ however, it was a picture to see her with her younger sisters and
+ brothers, and invalid mother. She went about very brightly and sweetly
+ among them, speaking to them as if she was mother to them all, angel of
+ them all, domestic court for them all; as indeed she was. Here there
+ seemed no disturbing element in her; a close observer might even have said
+ (and in this case I fancy I was that) that she had no mind or heart for
+ anything or anybody but these few of her blood and race. Hers was a fine
+ nature&mdash;high, wholesome, unselfish. Yet it struck me sadly also, to
+ see how the child-like in her, and her young spirit, had been so early set
+ to the task of defence and protection: a mother at whose breasts a child
+ had never hung; maternal, but without the relieving joys of maternity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I knew that she would carry through her life that too watchful, too
+ anxious tenderness; that to her last day she would look back and not
+ remember that she had a childhood once; because while yet a child she had
+ been made into a woman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Such of the daughters of men make life beautiful; but themselves are
+ selfish who do not see the almost intolerable pathos of unselfishness and
+ sacrifice. At the moment I was bitter with the thought that, if Mrs.
+ Falchion intended anything which could steal away this girl&rsquo;s happiness
+ from her, even for a time, I should myself seek to retaliate&mdash;which
+ was, as may appear, in my power. But I could not go to Mrs. Falchion now
+ and say: &ldquo;You intend some harm to these two: for God&rsquo;s sake go away and
+ leave them alone!&rdquo; I had no real ground for making such a request.
+ Besides, if there was any catastrophe, any trouble, coming, or possible,
+ that might hasten it, or, at least, give it point.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I could only wait. I had laid another plan, and from a telegram I had
+ received in answer to one I had sent, I believed it was working. I did not
+ despair. I had, indeed, sent a cable to my agent in England, which was to
+ be forwarded to the address given me by Boyd Madras at Aden. I had got a
+ reply saying that Boyd Madras had sailed for Canada by the Allan Line of
+ steamers. I had then telegraphed to a lawyer I knew in Montreal, and he
+ had replied that he was on the track of the wanderer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All Viking and Sunburst turned out to Phil Boldrick&rsquo;s funeral. Everything
+ was done that he had requested. The great whistle roared painfully,
+ revolvers and guns were fired over his grave, and the new-formed
+ corporation appeared. He was buried on the top of a foot-hill, which, to
+ this day, is known as Boldricks&rsquo; Own. The grave was covered by an immense
+ flat stone bearing his name. But a flagstaff was erected near, no stouter
+ one stands on Beachy Head or elsewhere,&mdash;and on it was engraved:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ PHIL BOLDRICK,
+
+ Buried with Municipal Honours on
+ the Thirtieth day of June 1883.
+
+ This to his Memory, and for the honour of
+ Viking and Sunburst.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Padre,&rdquo; said a river-driver to Galt Roscoe after the rites were finished,
+ &ldquo;that was a man you could trust.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Padre,&rdquo; added another, &ldquo;that was a man you could bank on, and draw your
+ interest reg&rsquo;lar. He never done a mean thing, and he never pal&rsquo;d with a
+ mean man. He wasn&rsquo;t for getting his teeth on edge like some in the valley.
+ He didn&rsquo;t always side with the majority, and he had a gift of doin&rsquo; things
+ on the square.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Others spoke in similar fashion, and then Viking went back to work, and we
+ to our mountain cottage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Many days passed quietly. I saw that Galt Roscoe wished to speak to me on
+ the subject perplexing him, but I did not help him. I knew that it would
+ come in good time, and the farther off it was the better. I dreaded to
+ hear what he had to tell, lest, in spite of my confidence in him, it
+ should really be a thing which, if made public, must bring ruin. During
+ the evenings of these days he wrote much in his diary&mdash;the very book
+ that lies by me now. Writing seemed a relief to him, for he was more
+ cheerful afterwards. I know that he had received letters from the summer
+ hotel, but whether they were from Mrs. Falchion or Justine Caron I was not
+ then aware, though I afterwards came to know that one of them was from
+ Justine, asking him if she might call on him. He guessed that the request
+ was connected with Hector Caron&rsquo;s death; and, of course, gave his consent.
+ During this time he did not visit Ruth Devlin, nor did he mention her
+ name. As for myself, I was sick of the whole business, and wished it well
+ over, whatever the result.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I make here a few extracts from Roscoe&rsquo;s diary, to show the state of his
+ mind at this period:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ Can a man never get away from the consequences of his wickedness,
+ even though he repents?... Restitution is necessary as well
+ as repentance; but when one cannot make restitution, when it is
+ impossible&mdash;what then? I suppose one has to reply, Well, you have
+ to suffer, that is all.... Poor Alo! To think that after all
+ these years, you can strike me!
+
+ There is something malicious in the way Mercy Falchion crosses my
+ path. What she knows, she knows; and what she can do if she
+ chooses, I must endure. I cannot love Mercy Falchion again, and
+ that, I suppose, is the last thing she would wish now. I cannot
+ bring Alo back. But how does that concern her! Why does she hate
+ me so? For, underneath her kindest words,&mdash;and they are kind
+ sometimes,&mdash;I can detect the note of enmity, of calculating scorn.
+ ... I wish I could go to Ruth and tell her all, and ask her to
+ decide if she can take a man with such a past.... What a
+ thing it is to have had a clean record of unflinching manliness at
+ one&rsquo;s back!
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ I add another extract:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ Phil&rsquo;s story of Danger Mountain struck like ice at my heart. There
+ was a horrible irony in the thing: that it should be told to me, of
+ all the world, and at such a time. Some would say, I suppose, that
+ it was the arrangement of Providence. Not to speak it profanely, it
+ seems to be the achievement of the devil. The torture was too
+ malicious for God....
+
+ Phil&rsquo;s letter has gone to his pal at Danger Mountain....
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ The fourth day after the funeral Justine Caron came to see Galt Roscoe.
+ This was the substance of their conversation, as I came to know long
+ afterwards.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Monsieur,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;I have come to pay something of a debt which I owe
+ to you. It is a long time since you gave my poor Hector burial, but I have
+ never forgotten, and I have brought you at last&mdash;you must not shake
+ your head so&mdash;the money you spent.... But you MUST take it. I should
+ be miserable if you did not. The money is all that I can repay; the
+ kindness is for memory and gratitude always.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked at her wonderingly, earnestly, she seemed so unworldly, standing
+ there, her life&rsquo;s ambition not stirring beyond duty to her dead. If
+ goodness makes beauty, she was beautiful; and yet, besides all that, she
+ had a warm, absorbing eye, a soft, rounded cheek, and she carried in her
+ face the light of a cheerful, engaging spirit.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Will it make you happier if I take the money?&rdquo; he said at last, and his
+ voice showed how she had moved him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;So much happier!&rdquo; she answered, and she put a roll of notes into his
+ hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then I will take it,&rdquo; he replied, with a manner not too serious, and he
+ looked at the notes carefully; &ldquo;but only what I actually spent, remember;
+ what I told you when you wrote me at Hector&rsquo;s death; not this ample
+ interest. You forget, Miss Caron, that your brother was my friend.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No I cannot forget that. It lives with me,&rdquo; she rejoined softly. But she
+ took back the surplus notes. &ldquo;And I have my gratitude left still,&rdquo; she
+ added, smiling.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Believe me, there is no occasion for gratitude. Why, what less could one
+ do?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;One could pass by on the other side.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He was not fallen among thieves,&rdquo; was his reply; &ldquo;he was among
+ Englishmen, the old allies of the French.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But the Priests and the Levites, people of his own country&mdash;Frenchmen&mdash;passed
+ him by. They were infamous in falsehood, cruel to him and to me.&mdash;You
+ are an Englishman; you have heart and kindness.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He hesitated, then he gravely said: &ldquo;Do not trust Englishmen more than you
+ trust your own countrymen. We are selfish even in our friendships often.
+ We stick to one person, and to benefit that one we sacrifice others. Have
+ you found all Englishmen&mdash;and WOMEN unselfish?&rdquo; He looked at her
+ steadily; but immediately repented that he had asked the question, for he
+ had in his mind one whom they both knew, too well, perhaps; and he added
+ quickly: &ldquo;You see, I am not kind.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They were standing now in the sunlight just outside the house. His hands
+ were thrust down in the pockets of his linen coat; her hands opening and
+ shutting her parasol slightly. They might, from their appearance, have
+ been talking of very inconsequent things.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her eyes lifted sorrowfully to his. &ldquo;Ah, monsieur,&rdquo; she rejoined, &ldquo;there
+ are two times when one must fear a woman.&rdquo; She answered his question more
+ directly than he could have conjectured. But she felt that she must warn
+ him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do not understand,&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Of course you do not. Only women themselves understand that the two times
+ when one must fear a woman are when she hates, and when she loves&mdash;after
+ a kind. When she gets wicked or mad enough to hate, either through
+ jealousy or because she cannot love where she would, she is merciless. She
+ does not know the honour of the game. She has no pity. Then, sometimes
+ when she loves in a way, she is, as you say, most selfish. I mean a love
+ which&mdash;is not possible. Then she does some mad act&mdash;all women
+ are a little mad sometimes. Most of us wish to be good, but we are
+ quicksilver....&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe&rsquo;s mind had been working fast. He saw she meant to warn him against
+ Mrs. Falchion. His face flushed slightly. He knew that Justine had thought
+ well of him, and now he knew also that she suspected something not
+ creditable or, at least, hazardous in his life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And the man&mdash;the man whom the woman hates?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;When the woman hates&mdash;and loves too, the man is in danger.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you know of such a man?&rdquo; he almost shrinkingly said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If I did I would say to him, The world is wide. There is no glory in
+ fighting a woman who will not be fair in battle. She will say what may
+ appear to be true, but what she knows in her own heart to be false&mdash;false
+ and bad.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe now saw that Justine had more than an inkling of his story.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He said calmly: &ldquo;You would advise that man to flee from danger?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, to flee,&rdquo; she replied hurriedly, with a strange anxiety in her eyes;
+ &ldquo;for sometimes a woman is not satisfied with words that kill. She becomes
+ less than human, and is like Jael.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Justine knew that Mrs. Falchion held a sword over Roscoe&rsquo;s career; she
+ guessed that Mrs. Falchion both cared for him and hated him too; but she
+ did not know the true reason of the hatred&mdash;that only came out
+ afterwards. Woman-like, she exaggerated in order that she might move him;
+ but her motive was good, and what she said was not out of keeping with the
+ facts of life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The man&rsquo;s life even might be in danger?&rdquo; he asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It might.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But surely that is not so dreadful,&rdquo; he still said calmly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Death is not the worst of evils.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, not the worst; one has to think of the evil word as well. The evil
+ word can be outlived; but the man must think of those who really love him&mdash;who
+ would die to save him&mdash;and whose hearts would break if he were
+ killed. Love can outlive slander, but it is bitter when it has to outlive
+ both slander and death. It is easy to love with joy so long as both live,
+ though there are worlds between. Thoughts fly and meet; but Death makes
+ the great division.... Love can only live in the pleasant world.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Very abstractedly he said: &ldquo;Is it a pleasant world to you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She did not reply directly to that, but answered: &ldquo;Monsieur, if you know
+ of such a man as I speak of, warn him to fly.&rdquo; And she raised her eyes
+ from the ground and looked earnestly at him. Now her face was slightly
+ flushed, she looked almost beautiful.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I know of such a man,&rdquo; he replied, &ldquo;but he will not go. He has to answer
+ to his own soul and his conscience. He is not without fear, but it is only
+ fear for those who care for him, be they ever so few. And he hopes that
+ they will be brave enough to face his misery, if it must come. For we know
+ that courage has its hour of comfort.... When such a man as you speak of
+ has his dark hour he will stand firm.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then with a great impulse he added: &ldquo;This man whom I know did wrong, but
+ he was falsely accused of doing a still greater. The consequence of the
+ first thing followed him. He could never make restitution. Years went by.
+ Some one knew that dark spot in his life&mdash;his Nemesis.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The worst Nemesis in this life, monsieur, is always a woman,&rdquo; she
+ interrupted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Perhaps she is the surest,&rdquo; he continued. &ldquo;The woman faced him in the
+ hour of his peace and&mdash;&rdquo; he paused. His voice was husky.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, &lsquo;and,&rsquo; monsieur?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And he knows that she would ruin him, and kill his heart and destroy his
+ life.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The waters of Marah are bitter,&rdquo; she murmured, and she turned her face
+ away from him to the woods. There was no trouble there. The birds were
+ singing, black squirrels were jumping from bough to bough, and they could
+ hear the tapping of the woodpecker. She slowly drew on her gloves, as if
+ for occupation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He spoke at length as though thinking aloud: &ldquo;But he knows that, whatever
+ comes, life has had for him more compensations than he deserves. For, in
+ his trouble, a woman came, and said kind words, and would have helped him
+ if she could.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There were TWO women,&rdquo; she said solemnly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Two women?&rdquo; he repeated slowly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The one stayed in her home and prayed, and the other came.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do not understand,&rdquo; he said: and he spoke truly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Love is always praying for its own, therefore one woman prayed at home.
+ The other woman who came was full of gratitude, for the man was noble, she
+ owed him a great debt, and she believed in him always. She knew that if at
+ any time in his life he had done wrong, the sin was without malice or
+ evil.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The woman is gentle and pitiful with him, God knows.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She spoke quietly now, and her gravity looked strange in one so young.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;God knows she is just, and would see him fairly treated. She is so far
+ beneath him! and yet one can serve a friend though one is humble and
+ poor.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How strange,&rdquo; he rejoined, &ldquo;that the man should think himself miserable
+ who is befriended in such a way! Mademoiselle, he will carry to his grave
+ the kindness of this woman.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Monsieur,&rdquo; she added humbly, yet with a brave light in her eyes, &ldquo;it is
+ good to care whether the wind blows bitter or kind. Every true woman is a
+ mother, though she have no child. She longs to protect the suffering,
+ because to protect is in her so far as God is.... Well, this woman cares
+ that way....&rdquo; She held out her hand to say good-bye. Her look was simple,
+ direct, and kind. Their parting words were few and unremarkable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe watched Justine Caron as she passed out into the shade of the
+ woods, and he said to himself: &ldquo;Gratitude like that is a wonderful thing.&rdquo;
+ He should have said something else, but he did not know, and she did not
+ wish him to know: and he never knew.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XVI. A DUEL IN ARCADY
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ The more I thought of Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s attitude towards Roscoe, the more I
+ was puzzled. But I had at last reduced the position to this: Years ago
+ Roscoe had cared for her and she had not cared for him. Angered or
+ indignant at her treatment of him, Roscoe&rsquo;s affections declined unworthily
+ elsewhere. Then came a catastrophe of some kind, in which Alo (whoever she
+ was) suffered. The secret of this catastrophe Mrs. Falchion, as I believe,
+ held. There was a parting, a lapse of years, and then the meeting on the
+ &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;: with it, partial restoration of Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s influence, then
+ its decline, and then a complete change of position. It was now Mrs.
+ Falchion that cared, and Roscoe that shunned. It perplexed me that there
+ seemed to be behind Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s present regard for Roscoe some weird
+ expression of vengeance, as though somehow she had been wronged, and it
+ was her duty to punish. In no other way was the position definable. That
+ Roscoe would never marry her was certain to my mind. That he could not
+ marry her now was also certain&mdash;to me; I had the means to prevent it.
+ That she wished to marry him I was not sure, though she undoubtedly cared
+ for him. Remained, therefore, the supposition that if he cared for her she
+ would do him no harm, as to his position. But if he married Ruth, disaster
+ would come&mdash;Roscoe himself acknowledged that she held the key of his
+ fortunes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Upon an impulse, and as a last resort, I had taken action whereby in some
+ critical moment I might be able to wield a power over Mrs. Falchion. I was
+ playing a blind game, but it was the only card I held. I had heard from
+ the lawyer in Montreal that Madras, under another name, had gone to the
+ prairie country to enter the mounted police. I had then telegraphed to
+ Winnipeg, but had got no answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had seen her many times, but we had never, except very remotely, touched
+ upon the matter which was uppermost in both our minds. It was not my wish
+ to force the situation. I knew that my opportunity would come wherein to
+ spy upon the mind of the enemy. It came. On the evening that Justine Caron
+ called upon Roscoe, I accidentally met Mrs. Falchion in the grounds of the
+ hotel. She was with several people, and as I spoke to her she made a
+ little gesture of invitation. I went over, was introduced to her
+ companions, and then she said:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Dr. Marmion, I have not yet made that visit to the salmon-fishers at
+ Sunburst. Unfortunately, on the days when I called on Miss Devlin, my time
+ was limited. But now I have a thirst for adventure, and time hangs heavy.
+ Will you perform your old office of escort, and join a party, which we can
+ make up here, to go there to-morrow?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had little love for Mrs. Falchion, but I consented, because it seemed to
+ me the chance had come for an effective talk with her; and I suggested
+ that we should go late in the afternoon of the next day, and remain till
+ night and see the Indians, the half-breeds, and white fishermen working by
+ torch-light on the river. The proposition was accepted with delight.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then the conversation turned upon the feud that existed between Viking and
+ Sunburst, the river-drivers and the fishers. During the last few days,
+ owing to the fact that there were a great many idle river-men about, the
+ river-driving for the season being done, there had been more than one
+ quarrel of a serious nature at Sunburst. It had needed a great deal of
+ watchfulness on the part of Mr. Devlin and his supporters to prevent
+ fighting. In Sunburst itself, Mr. Devlin had much personal influence. He
+ was a man of exceedingly strong character, bold, powerful, persuasive. But
+ this year there had been a large number of rough, adventurous characters
+ among the river-men, and they seemed to take delight in making sport of,
+ and even interfering with, the salmon-fishers. We talked of these things
+ for some time, and then I took my leave. As I went, Mrs. Falchion stepped
+ after me, tapped me on the arm, and said in a slow, indolent tone:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Whenever you and I meet, Dr. Marmion, something happens&mdash;something
+ strange. What particular catastrophe have you arranged for to-morrow? For
+ you are, you know, the chorus to the drama.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do not spoil the play by anticipation,&rdquo; I said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;One gets very weary of tragedy,&rdquo; she retorted. &ldquo;Comedy would be a relief.
+ Could you not manage it?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do not know about to-morrow,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;as to a comedy. But I promise
+ you that one of these days I will present to you the very finest comedy
+ imaginable.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You speak oracularly,&rdquo; she said; &ldquo;still you are a professor, and
+ professors always pose. But now, to be perfectly frank with you, I do not
+ believe that any comedy you could arrange would be as effective as your
+ own.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have read &lsquo;Much Ado about Nothing&rsquo;,&rdquo; I said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, it is as good as that, is it?&rdquo; she asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, it has just as good a final situation,&rdquo; I answered. She seemed
+ puzzled, for she saw I spoke with some undercurrent of meaning. &ldquo;Mrs.
+ Falchion,&rdquo; I said to her suddenly and earnestly, &ldquo;I wish you to think
+ between now and to-morrow of what I am just going to say to you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It sounds like the task set an undergraduate, but go on,&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I wish you to think,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;of the fact that I helped to save your
+ life.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She flushed; an indignant look shot into her face, and her voice
+ vibrating, she said:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What man would have done less?&rdquo; Then, almost immediately after, as though
+ repenting of what she had said, she continued in a lower tone and with a
+ kind of impulsiveness uncommon to her: &ldquo;But you had courage, and I
+ appreciate that; still, do not ask too much. Good-night.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We parted at that, and did not meet again until the next afternoon, when I
+ joined her and her party at the summer hotel. Together we journeyed down
+ to Sunburst.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was the height of the salmon-fishing season. Sunburst lay cloyed among
+ the products of field and forest and stream. At Viking one got the
+ impression of a strong pioneer life, vibrant, eager, and with a touch of
+ Arcady. But viewed from a distance Sunburst seemed Arcady itself. It was
+ built in green pastures, which stretched back on one side of the river,
+ smooth, luscious, undulating to the foot-hills. This was on one side of
+ the Whi-Whi River. On the other side was a narrow margin, and then a sheer
+ wall of hills in exquisite verdure. The houses were of wood, and chiefly
+ painted white, sweet and cool in the vast greenness. Cattle wandered
+ shoulders deep in the rich grass, and fruit of all kinds was to be had for
+ the picking. The population was strangely mixed. Men had drifted here from
+ all parts of the world, sometimes with their families, sometimes without
+ them. Many of them had settled here after mining at the Caribou field and
+ other places on the Frazer River. Mexican, Portuguese, Canadian,
+ Californian, Australian, Chinaman, and coolie lived here, side by side, at
+ ease in the quiet land, following a primitive occupation with primitive
+ methods.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One could pick out the Indian section of the village, because not far from
+ it was the Indian graveyard, with its scaffolding of poles and brush and
+ its offerings for the dead. There were almost interminable rows of
+ scaffolding on the river&rsquo;s edge and upon the high bank where hung the
+ salmon drying in the sun. The river, as it ambled along, here over
+ shallows, there over rapids and tiny waterfalls, was the pathway for
+ millions and millions of salmon upon a pilgrimage to the West and North&mdash;to
+ the happy hunting grounds of spawn. They came in droves so thick at times
+ that, crowding up the little creeks which ran into the river, they filled
+ them so completely as to dam up the water and make the courses a solid
+ mass of living and dead fish. In the river itself they climbed the rapids
+ and leaped the little waterfalls with incredible certainty; except where
+ man had prepared his traps for them. Sometimes these traps were weirs or
+ by-washes, made of long lateral tanks of wicker-work. Down among the
+ boulders near the shore, scaffoldings were raised, and from these the
+ fishermen with nets and wicker-work baskets caught the fish as they came
+ up.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We wandered about during the afternoon immensely interested in all that we
+ saw. During that time the party was much together, and my conversation
+ with Mrs. Falchion was general. We had supper at a quiet little tavern,
+ idled away an hour in drinking in the pleasant scene; and when dusk came
+ went out again to the banks of the river.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From the time we left the tavern to wander by the river I managed to be a
+ good deal alone with Mrs. Falchion. I do not know whether she saw that I
+ was anxious to speak with her privately, but I fancy she did. Whatever we
+ had to say must, in the circumstances, however serious, be kept
+ superficially unimportant. And, as it happened, our serious conference was
+ carried on with an air of easy gossip, combined with a not artificial
+ interest in all we saw. And there was much to see. Far up and down the
+ river the fragrant dusk was spotted with the smoky red light of torches,
+ and the atmosphere shook with shadows, through which ran the song of the
+ river, more amiable than the song of the saw, and the low, weird cry of
+ the Indians and white men as they toiled for salmon in the glare of the
+ torches. Here upon a scaffolding a half-dozen swung their nets and baskets
+ in the swift river, hauling up with their very long poles thirty or forty
+ splendid fish in an hour; there at a small cascade, in great baskets sunk
+ into the water, a couple of Indians caught and killed the salmon that, in
+ trying to leap the fall, plumped into the wicker cage; beyond, others,
+ more idle and less enterprising, speared the finny travellers, thus five
+ hundred miles from home&mdash;the brave Pacific.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Upon the banks the cleaning and curing went on, the women and children
+ assisting, and as the Indians and half-breeds worked they sang either the
+ wild Indian melodies, snatches of brave old songs of the &lsquo;voyageurs&rsquo; of a
+ past century, or hymns taught by the Jesuit missionaries in the persons of
+ such noble men as Pere Lacombe and Pere Durieu, who have wandered up and
+ down the vast plains of both sides of the Rockies telling an old story in
+ a picturesque, heroic way. These old hymns were written in Chinook, that
+ strange language,&mdash;French, English, Spanish, Indian, arranged by the
+ Hudson&rsquo;s Bay Company, which is, like the wampum-belt, a common tongue for
+ tribes and peoples not speaking any language but their own. They were set
+ to old airs&mdash;lullabies, chansons, barcarolles, serenades, taken out
+ of the folk-lore of many lands. Time and again had these simple arcadian
+ airs been sung as a prelude to some tribal act that would not bear the
+ search-light of civilisation&mdash;little by the Indians east of the
+ Rockies, for they have hard hearts and fierce tongues, but much by the
+ Shuswaps, Siwashes, and other tribes of the Pacific slope, whose natures
+ are for peace more than for war; who, one antique day, drifted across from
+ Japan or the Corea, and never, even in their wild, nomadic state, forgot
+ their skill and craft in wood and gold and silver.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We sat on the shore and watched the scene for a time, saying nothing. Now
+ and again, as from scaffolding to scaffolding, from boat to boat, and from
+ house to house, the Chinook song rang and was caught up in a slow
+ monotone, so not interfering with the toil, there came the sound of an
+ Indian drum beaten indolently, or the rattle of dry hard sticks&mdash;a
+ fantastic accompaniment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Does it remind you of the South Seas?&rdquo; I asked Mrs. Falchion, as, with
+ her chin on her hand, she watched the scene.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She drew herself up, almost with an effort, as though she had been lost in
+ thought, and looked at me curiously for a moment. She seemed trying to
+ call back her mind to consider my question. Presently she answered me:
+ &ldquo;Very little. There is something finer, stronger here. The atmosphere has
+ more nerve, the life more life. This is not a land for the idle or
+ vicious, pleasant as it is.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What a thinker you are, Mrs. Falchion!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She seemed to recollect herself suddenly. Her voice took on an inflection
+ of satire. &ldquo;You say it with the air of a discoverer. With Columbus and Hervey
+ and you, the world&mdash;&rdquo; She stopped, laughing softly at the thrust, and
+ moved the dust about with her foot.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In spite of the sarcasm, I am going to add that I feel a personal
+ satisfaction in your being a woman who does think, and acts more on
+ thought than impulse.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;Personal satisfaction&rsquo; sounds very royal and august. It is long, I
+ imagine, since you took a&mdash;personal satisfaction&mdash;in me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was not to be daunted. &ldquo;People who think a good deal and live a fresh,
+ outdoor life&mdash;you do that&mdash;naturally act most fairly and wisely
+ in time of difficulty&mdash;and contretemps.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But I had the impression that you thought I acted unfairly and unwisely&mdash;at
+ such times.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We had come exactly where I wanted. In our minds we were both looking at
+ those miserable scenes on the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;, when Madras sought to adjust the
+ accounts of life and sorely muddled them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;you are not the same woman that you were.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Indeed, Sir Oracle,&rdquo; she answered: &ldquo;and by what necromancy do you know?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;By none. I think you are sorry now&mdash;I hope you are&mdash;for what&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She interrupted me indignantly. &ldquo;You go too far. You are almost&mdash;unbearable.
+ You said once that the matter should be buried, and yet here you work for
+ an opportunity, Heaven knows why, to place me at a disadvantage!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Pardon me,&rdquo; I answered; &ldquo;I said that I would never bring up those
+ wretched scenes unless there was cause. There is cause.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She got to her feet. &ldquo;What cause&mdash;what possible cause can there be?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I met her eye firmly. &ldquo;I am bound to stand by my friend,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;I can
+ and I will stand by him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If it is a game of drawn swords, beware!&rdquo; she retorted. &ldquo;You speak to me
+ as if I were a common adventuress. You mistake me, and forget that you&mdash;of
+ all men&mdash;have little margin of high morality on which to speculate.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, I do not forget that,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;nor do I think of you as an
+ adventuress. But I am sure you hold a power over my friend, and&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She stopped me. &ldquo;Not one word more on the subject. You are not to suppose
+ this or that. Be wise do not irritate and annoy a woman like me. It were
+ better to please me than to preach to me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mrs. Falchion,&rdquo; I said firmly, &ldquo;I wish to please you&mdash;so well that
+ some day you will feel that I have been a good friend to you as well as to
+ him&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again she interrupted me. &ldquo;You talk in foolish riddles. No good can come
+ of this.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I cannot believe that,&rdquo; I urged; &ldquo;for when once your heart is moved by
+ the love of a man, you will be just, and then the memory of another man
+ who loved you and sinned for you&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, you coward!&rdquo; she broke out scornfully&mdash;&ldquo;you coward to persist in
+ this!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I made a little motion of apology with my hand, and was silent. I was
+ satisfied. I felt that I had touched her as no words of mine had ever
+ touched her before. If she became emotional, was vulnerable in her
+ feelings, I knew that Roscoe&rsquo;s peace might be assured. That she loved
+ Roscoe now I was quite certain. Through the mists I could see a way, even
+ if I failed to find Madras and arrange another surprising situation. She
+ was breathing hard with excitement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently she said with incredible quietness, &ldquo;Do not force me to do hard
+ things. I have a secret.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have a secret too,&rdquo; I answered. &ldquo;Let us compromise.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do not fear your secret,&rdquo; she answered. She thought I was referring to
+ her husband&rsquo;s death. &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; I replied, &ldquo;I honestly hope you never will.
+ That would be a good day for you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Let us go,&rdquo; she said; then, presently: &ldquo;No, let us sit here and forget
+ that we have been talking.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was satisfied. We sat down. She watched the scene silently, and I
+ watched her. I felt that it would be my lot to see stranger things happen
+ to her than I had seen before; but all in a different fashion. I had more
+ hope for my friend, for Ruth Devlin, for&mdash;!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I then became silent even to myself. The weltering river, the fishers and
+ their labour and their songs, the tall dark hills, the deep gloomy
+ pastures, the flaring lights, were then in a dream before me; but I was
+ thinking, planning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As we sat there, we heard noises, not very harmonious, interrupting the
+ song of the salmon-fishers. We got up to see. A score of river-drivers
+ were marching down through the village, mocking the fishers and making
+ wild mirth. The Indians took little notice, but the half-breeds and white
+ fishers were restless.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There will be trouble here one day,&rdquo; said Mrs. Falchion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A free fight which will clear the air,&rdquo; I said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I should like to see it&mdash;it would be picturesque, at least,&rdquo; she
+ added cheerfully; &ldquo;for I suppose no lives would be lost.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;One cannot tell,&rdquo; I answered; &ldquo;lives do not count so much in new lands.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Killing is hateful, but I like to see courage.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And she did see it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XVII. RIDING THE REEFS
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ The next afternoon Roscoe was sitting on the coping deep in thought, when
+ Ruth rode up with her father, dismounted, and came upon him so quietly
+ that he did not hear her. I was standing in the trees a little distance
+ away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She spoke to him once, but he did not seem to hear. She touched his arm.
+ He got to his feet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You were so engaged that you did not hear me,&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The noise of the rapids!&rdquo; he answered, after a strange pause, &ldquo;and your
+ footstep is very light.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She leaned her chin on her hand, rested against the rail of the coping,
+ looked meditatively into the torrent below, and replied: &ldquo;Is it so light?&rdquo;
+ Then after a pause: &ldquo;You have not asked me how I came, who came with me,
+ or why I am here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It was first necessary for me to conceive the delightful fact that you
+ are here,&rdquo; he said in a dazed, and, therefore, not convincing tone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked him full in the eyes. &ldquo;Please do not pay me the ill compliment
+ of a compliment,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Was it the sailor who spoke then or the&mdash;or
+ yourself? It is not like you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I did not mean it as a compliment,&rdquo; he replied. &ldquo;I was thinking about
+ critical and important things.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;Critical and important&rsquo; sounds large,&rdquo; she returned.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And the awakening was sudden,&rdquo; he continued. &ldquo;You must make allowance,
+ please, for&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For the brusque appearance of a very unimaginative, substantial, and
+ undreamlike person? I do. And now, since you will not put me quite at my
+ ease by assuming, in words, that I have been properly &lsquo;chaperoned&rsquo; here, I
+ must inform you that my father waits hard by&mdash;is, as my riotous young
+ brother says, &lsquo;without on the mat.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am very glad,&rdquo; he replied with more politeness than exactness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That I was duly escorted, or that my father is &lsquo;without on the mat&rsquo;? ...
+ However, you do not appear glad one way or the other. And now I must
+ explain our business. It is to ask your company at dinner (do consider
+ yourself honoured&mdash;actually a formal dinner party in the Rockies!) to
+ meet the lieutenant-governor, who is coming to see our famous Viking and
+ Sunburst.... But you are expected to go out where my father feeds his&mdash;there,
+ see&mdash;his horse on your &lsquo;trim parterre.&rsquo; And now that I have done my
+ duty as page and messenger without a word of assistance, Mr. Roscoe, will
+ you go and encourage my father to hope that you will be vis-a-vis to his
+ excellency?&rdquo; She lightly beat the air with her whip, while I took a good
+ look at the charming scene.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe looked seriously at the girl for an instant. He understood too well
+ the source of such gay social banter. He knew it covered a hurt. He said
+ to her: &ldquo;Is this Ruth Devlin or another?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And she replied very gravely: &ldquo;It is Ruth Devlin and another too,&rdquo; and she
+ looked down to the chasm beneath with a peculiar smile; and her eyes were
+ troubled.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He left her and went and spoke to her father whom I had joined, but, after
+ a moment, returned to Ruth. Ruth turned slightly to meet him as he came.
+ &ldquo;And is the prestige of the house of Devlin to be supported?&rdquo; she said;
+ &ldquo;and the governor to be entertained with tales of flood and field?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His face had now settled into a peculiar calmness. He said with a touch of
+ mock irony: &ldquo;The sailor shall play his part&mdash;the obedient retainer of
+ the house of Devlin.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;you are malicious now! You turn your long accomplished
+ satire on a woman.&rdquo; And she nodded to the hills opposite, as if to tell
+ them that it was as they had said to her: those grand old hills with which
+ she had lived since childhood, to whom she had told all that had ever
+ happened to her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, indeed no,&rdquo; he replied, &ldquo;though I am properly rebuked. I fear I am
+ malicious&mdash;just a little, but it is all inner-self-malice: &lsquo;Rome
+ turned upon itself.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But one cannot always tell when irony is intended for the speaker of it.
+ Yours did not seem applied to yourself,&rdquo; was her slow answer, and she
+ seemed more interested in Mount Trinity than in him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No?&rdquo; Then he said with a playful sadness: &ldquo;A moment ago you were not
+ completely innocent of irony, were you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But a man is big and broad, and should not&mdash;he should be
+ magnanimous, leaving it to woman, whose life is spent among little things,
+ to be guilty of littlenesses. But see how daring I am&mdash;speaking like
+ this to you who know so much more than I do.... Surely, you are still only
+ humorous, when you speak of irony turned upon yourself&mdash;the irony so
+ icy to your friends?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She had developed greatly. Her mind had been sharpened by pain. The edge
+ of her wit had become poignant, her speech rendered logical and allusive.
+ Roscoe was wise enough to understand that the change in her had been
+ achieved by the change in himself; that since Mrs. Falchion came, Ruth had
+ awakened sharply to a distress not exactly definable. She felt that though
+ he had never spoken of love to her, she had a right to share his troubles.
+ The infrequency of his visits to her of late, and something in his manner,
+ made her uneasy and a little bitter. For there was an understanding
+ between them, though it had been unspoken and unwritten. They had vowed
+ without priest or witness. The heart speaks eloquently in symbols first,
+ and afterwards in stumbling words.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It seemed to Roscoe at this moment, as it had seemed for some time, that
+ the words would never be spoken. And was this all that had troubled her&mdash;the
+ belief that Mrs. Falchion had some claim upon his life? Or had she
+ knowledge, got in some strange way, of that wretched shadow in his past?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This possibility filled him with bitterness. The old Adam in him awoke,
+ and he said within himself &ldquo;God in heaven, must one folly, one sin, kill
+ me and her too? Why me more than another!... And I love her, I love her!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His eyes flamed until their blue looked all black, and his brows grew
+ straight over them sharply, making his face almost stern.... There came
+ swift visions of renouncing his present life; of going with her&mdash;anywhere:
+ to tell her all, beg her forgiveness, and begin life over again, admitting
+ that this attempt at expiation was a mistake; to have his conscience clear
+ of secret, and trust her kindness. For now he was sure that Mrs. Falchion
+ meant to make his position as a clergyman impossible; to revenge herself
+ on him for no wrong that, as far as he knew, he ever did directly to her.
+ But to tell this girl, or even her father or mother, that he had been
+ married, after a shameful, unsanctified fashion, to a savage, with what
+ came after, and the awful thing that happened&mdash;he who ministered at
+ the altar! Now that he looked the thing in the face it shocked him. No, he
+ could not do it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She said to him, while he looked at her as though he would read her
+ through and through, though his mind was occupied with a dreadful
+ possibility beyond her:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why do you look so? You are stern. You are critical. Have I&mdash;disimproved
+ so?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The words were full of a sudden and natural womanly fear, that something
+ in herself had fallen in value. They had a pathos so much the more moving
+ because she sought to hide it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There swam before his eyes the picture of happiness from which she herself
+ had roused him when she came. He involuntarily, passionately, caught her
+ hand and pressed it to his lips twice; but spoke nothing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh! oh!&mdash;please!&rdquo; she said. Her voice was low and broken, and she
+ spoke appealingly. Could he not see that he was breaking her heart, while
+ filling it also with unbearable joy? Why did he not speak and make this
+ possible, and not leave it a thing to flush her cheeks, and cause her to
+ feel he had acted on a knowledge he had no right to possess till he had
+ declared himself in speech? Could he not have spared her that?&mdash;This
+ Christian gentleman, whose worth had compassed these mountains and won the
+ dwellers among them&mdash;it was bitter. Her pride and injured heart rose
+ up and choked her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He let go her hand. Now his face was partly turned from her, and she saw
+ how thin and pale it was. She saw, too, what I had seen during the past
+ week, that his hair had become almost white about the temples; and the
+ moveless sadness of his position struck her with unnatural force, so that,
+ in spite of herself, tears came suddenly to her eyes, and a slight moan
+ broke from her. She would have run away; but it was too late.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He saw the tears, the look of pity, indignation, pride, and love in her
+ face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My love!&rdquo; he cried passionately. He opened his arms to her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But she stood still. He came very close to her, spoke quickly, and almost
+ despairingly: &ldquo;Ruth, I love you, and I have wronged you; but here is your
+ place, if you will come.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At first she seemed stunned, and her face was turned to her mountains, as
+ though the echo of his words were coming back to her from them, but the
+ thing crept into her heart and flooded it. She seemed to wake, and then
+ all her affection carried her into his arms, and she dried her eyes upon
+ his breast.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After a time he whispered, &ldquo;My dear, I have wronged you. I should not have
+ made you care for me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She did not seem to notice that he spoke of wrong. She said: &ldquo;I was yours,
+ Galt, even from the beginning, I think, though I did not quite know it. I
+ remember what you read in church the first Sunday you came, and it has
+ always helped me; for I wanted to be good.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She paused and raised her eyes to his, and then with sweet solemnity she
+ said: &ldquo;The words were:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;The Lord God is my strength, and He will make my feet like hinds&rsquo;
+ feet, and He will make me to walk upon mine high places.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ruth,&rdquo; he answered, &ldquo;you have always walked on the high places. You have
+ never failed. And you are as safe as the nest of the eagle, a noble work
+ of God.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, I am not noble; but I should like to be so. Most women like goodness.
+ It is instinct with us, I suppose. We had rather be good than evil, and
+ when we love we can do good things; but we quiver like the compass-needle
+ between two poles. Oh, believe me! we are weak; but we are loving.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Your worst, Ruth, is as much higher than my best as the heaven is&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Galt, you hurt my fingers!&rdquo; she interrupted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had not noticed the almost fierce strength of his clasp. But his life
+ was desperately hungry for her. &ldquo;Forgive me, dearest.&mdash;As I said,
+ better than my best; for, Ruth, my life was&mdash;wicked, long ago. You
+ cannot understand how wicked!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are a clergyman and a good man,&rdquo; she said, with pathetic negation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You give me a heart unsoiled, unspotted of the world. I have been in some
+ ways worse than the worst men in the valley there below.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Galt, Galt, you shock me!&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why did I speak? Why did I kiss your hand as I did? Because at the moment
+ it was the only honest thing to do; because it was due you that I should
+ say: &lsquo;Ruth, I love you, love you so much&rsquo;&rdquo;&mdash;here she nestled close to
+ him&mdash;&ldquo;&lsquo;so well, that everything else in life is as nothing beside it&mdash;nothing!
+ so well that I could not let you share my wretchedness.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She ran her hand along his breast and looked up at him with swimming eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you think that this is fair to me? that a woman gives the heart for
+ pleasant weather only? I do not know what your sorrow may be, but it is my
+ right to share it. I am only a woman; but a woman can be strong for those
+ she loves. Remember that I have always had to care for others&mdash;always;
+ and I can bear much. I will not ask what your trouble is, I only ask you&rdquo;&mdash;here
+ she spoke slowly and earnestly, and rested her hand on his shoulder&mdash;&ldquo;to
+ say to me that you love no other woman; and that&mdash;that no other woman
+ has a claim upon you. Then I shall be content to pity you, to help you, to
+ love you. God gives women many pains, but none so great as the love that
+ will not trust utterly; for trust is our bread of life. Yes, indeed,
+ indeed!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I dare not say,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;that it is your misfortune to love me, for in
+ this you show how noble a woman can be. But I will say that the cup is
+ bitter-sweet for you.... I cannot tell you now what my trouble is; but I
+ can say that no other living woman has a claim upon me.... My reckoning is
+ with the dead.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is with God,&rdquo; she whispered, &ldquo;and He is just and merciful too....
+ Can it not be repaired here?&rdquo; She smoothed back his hair, then let her
+ fingers stray lightly on his cheek.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It hurt him like death to reply. &ldquo;No, but there can be punishment here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She shuddered slightly. &ldquo;Punishment, punishment,&rdquo; she repeated fearfully&mdash;&ldquo;what
+ punishment?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do not quite know.&rdquo; Lines of pain grew deeper in his face.... &ldquo;Ruth,
+ how much can a woman forgive?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A mother, everything.&rdquo; But she would say no more. He looked at her long
+ and earnestly, and said at last: &ldquo;Will you believe in me no matter what
+ happens?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Always, always.&rdquo; Her smile was most winning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If things should appear dark against me?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, if you give me your word.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If I said to you that I did a wrong; that I broke the law of God, though
+ not the laws of man?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a pause in which she drew back, trembling slightly, and looked
+ at him timidly and then steadily, but immediately put her hands bravely in
+ his, and said: &ldquo;Yes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I did not break the laws of man.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It was when you were in the navy?&rdquo; she inquired, in an awe-stricken tone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, years ago.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I know. I feel it. You must not tell me. It was a woman, and this other
+ woman, this Mrs. Falchion knows, and she would try to ruin you, or&rdquo;&mdash;here
+ she seemed to be moved suddenly by a new thought&mdash;&ldquo;or have you love
+ her. But she shall not, she shall not&mdash;neither! For I will love you,
+ and God will listen to me, and answer me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Would to Heaven I were worthy of you! I dare not think of where you might
+ be called to follow me, Ruth.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;Whither thou goest, I will go; and where thou lodgest, I will lodge: thy
+ people shall be my people, and thy God my God,&rsquo;&rdquo; she rejoined in a low
+ voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;Thy God my God!&rsquo;&rdquo; he repeated after her slowly. He suddenly wondered if
+ his God was her God; whether now, in his trouble, he had that comfort
+ which his creed and profession should give him. For the first time he felt
+ acutely that his choice of this new life might have been more a reaction
+ from the past, a desire for expiation, than radical belief that this was
+ the right and only thing for him to do. And when, some time after, he bade
+ Ruth good-bye, as she went with her father, it came to him with appalling
+ conviction that his life had been a mistake. The twist of a great wrong in
+ a man&rsquo;s character distorts his vision; and if he has a tender conscience
+ he magnifies his misdeeds.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In silence Roscoe and I watched the two ride down the slope. I guessed
+ what had happened: afterwards I was told all. I was glad of it, though the
+ end was not yet promising. When we turned to go towards the house again, a
+ man lounged out of the trees towards us. He looked at me, then at Roscoe,
+ and said:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I&rsquo;m Phil Boldrick&rsquo;s pal from Danger Mountain.&rdquo; Roscoe held out his hand,
+ and the man took it, saying: &ldquo;You&rsquo;re The Padre, I suppose, and Phil was
+ soft on you. Didn&rsquo;t turn religious, did he? He always had a streak of God
+ A&rsquo;mighty in him; a kind of give-away-the-top-of-your-head chap; friend o&rsquo;
+ the widow and the orphan, and divvy to his last crust with a pal. I got
+ your letter, and come over here straight to see that he&rsquo;s been tombed
+ accordin&rsquo; to his virtues; to lay out the dollars he left me on the people
+ he had on his visitin&rsquo; list; no loafers, no gophers, not one; but to them
+ that stayed by him I stay, while prog and liquor last.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw Roscoe looking at him in an abstracted way, and, as he did not
+ reply, I said: &ldquo;Phil had many friends and no enemies.&rdquo; Then I told him the
+ tale of his death and funeral, and how the valley mourned for him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ While I spoke he stood leaning against a tree, shaking his head and
+ listening, his eyes occasionally resting on Roscoe with a look as
+ abstracted and puzzled as that on Roscoe&rsquo;s face. When I had finished he
+ drew his hand slowly down his beard and a thick sound came from behind his
+ fingers. But he did not speak.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then I suggested quietly that Phil&rsquo;s dollars could be put to a better use
+ than for prog and liquor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He did not reply to this at all; but after a moment&rsquo;s pause, in which he
+ seemed to be studying the gambols of a squirrel in a pine tree, he rubbed
+ his chin nervously, and more in soliloquy than conversation said: &ldquo;I never
+ had but two pals that was pals through and through. And one was Phil and
+ the other was Jo&mdash;Jo Brackenbury.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here Roscoe&rsquo;s hand, which had been picking at the bark of a poplar,
+ twitched suddenly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The man continued: &ldquo;Poor Jo went down in the &lsquo;Fly Away&rsquo; when she swung
+ with her bare ribs flat before the wind, and swamped and tore upon the
+ bloody reefs at Apia.... God, how they gnawed her! And never a rag holdin&rsquo;
+ nor a stick standin&rsquo;, and her pretty figger broke like a tin whistle in a
+ Corliss engine. And Jo Brackenbury, the dandiest rip, the noisiest pal
+ that ever said &lsquo;Here&rsquo;s how!&rsquo; went out to heaven on a tearing sea.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Jo Brackenbury&mdash;&rdquo; Roscoe repeated musingly. His head was turned away
+ from us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, Jo Brackenbury; and Captain Falchion said to me&rdquo; (I wonder that I
+ did not start then) &ldquo;when I told him how the &lsquo;Fly Away&rsquo; went down to Davy,
+ and her lovers went aloft, reefed close afore the wind&mdash;&lsquo;Then,&rsquo; says
+ he, &lsquo;they&rsquo;ve got a damned sound seaman on the Jordan, and so help me! him
+ that&rsquo;s good enough to row my girl from open sea, gales poundin&rsquo; and
+ breakers showin&rsquo; teeth across the bar to Maita Point, is good enough for
+ use where seas is still and reefs ain&rsquo;t fashionable.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe&rsquo;s face looked haggard as it now turned towards us. &ldquo;If you will
+ meet me,&rdquo; he said to the stranger, &ldquo;to-morrow morning, in Mr. Devlin&rsquo;s
+ office at Viking, I will hand you over Phil Boldrick&rsquo;s legacy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The man made as if he would shake hands with Roscoe, who appeared not to
+ notice the motion, and then said: &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll be there. You can bank on that;
+ and, as we used to say down in the Spicy Isles, where neither of you have
+ been, I s&rsquo;pose, Talofa!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He swung away down the hillside.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe turned to me. &ldquo;You see, Marmion, all things circle to a centre. The
+ trail seems long, but the fox gets killed an arm&rsquo;s length from his hole.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not always. You take it too seriously,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;You are no fox.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That man will be in at the death,&rdquo; he persisted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nonsense, Roscoe. He does not know you. What has he to do with you? This
+ is overwrought nerves. You are killing yourself with worry.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was motionless and silent for a minute. Then he said very quietly: &ldquo;No,
+ I do not think that I really worry now. I have known&rdquo;&mdash;here he laid
+ his hand upon my shoulder and his eyes had a shining look&mdash;&ldquo;what it
+ is to be happy, unspeakably happy, for a moment; and that stays with me. I
+ am a coward no longer.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He drew his finger tips slowly across his forehead. Then he continued:
+ &ldquo;To-morrow I shall be angry with myself, no doubt, for having that
+ moment&rsquo;s joy, but I cannot feel so now. I shall probably condemn myself
+ for cruel selfishness; but I have touched life&rsquo;s highest point this
+ afternoon, Marmion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I drew his hand down from my shoulder and pressed it. It was cold. He
+ withdrew his eyes from the mountain, and said: &ldquo;I have had dreams,
+ Marmion, and they are over. I lived in one: to expiate&mdash;to wipe out&mdash;a
+ past, by spending my life for others. The expiation is not enough. I lived
+ in another: to win a woman&rsquo;s love; and I have, and was caught up by it for
+ a moment, and it was wonderful. But it is over now, quite over. ... And
+ now for her sake renunciation must be made, before I have another dream&mdash;a
+ long one, Marmion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had forebodings, but I pulled myself together and said firmly: &ldquo;Roscoe,
+ these are fancies. Stop it, man. You are moody. Come, let us walk, and
+ talk of other things.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, we will not walk,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;but let us sit there on the coping and
+ be quiet&mdash;quiet in that roar between the hills.&rdquo; Suddenly he swung
+ round, caught me by the shoulders and held me gently so.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have a pain at my heart, Marmion, as if I&rsquo;d heard my death sentence;
+ such as a soldier feels who knows that Death looks out at him from iron
+ eyes. You smile: I suppose you think I am mad.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw that it was best to let him speak his mind. So I answered: &ldquo;Not mad,
+ my friend. Say on what you like. Tell me all you feel. Only, for God&rsquo;s
+ sake be brave, and don&rsquo;t give up until there&rsquo;s occasion. I am sure you
+ exaggerate your danger, whatever it is.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Listen for a minute,&rdquo; said he: &ldquo;I had a brother Edward, as good a lad as
+ ever was; a boisterous, healthy fellow. We had an old nurse in our family
+ who came from Irish hills, faithful and kind to us both. There came a
+ change over Edward. He appeared not to take the same interest in his
+ sports. One day he came to me, looking a bit pale, and said: &lsquo;Galt, I
+ think I should like to study for the Church.&rsquo; I laughed at it, yet it
+ troubled me in a way, for I saw he was not well. I told Martha, the nurse.
+ She shook her head sadly, and said: &lsquo;Edward is not for the Church, but
+ you, my lad. He is for heaven.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;For heaven, Martha?&rsquo; laughed I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;In truth for heaven,&rsquo; she replied, &lsquo;and that soon. The look of his eye
+ is doom. I&rsquo;ve seen it since I swaddled him, and he will go suddenly.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was angry, and I said to her,&mdash;though she thought she spoke the
+ truth,&mdash;&lsquo;This is only Irish croaking. We&rsquo;ll have the banshee next.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She got up from her chair and answered me solemnly: &lsquo;Galt Roscoe, I HAVE
+ heard the banshee wail, and sorrow falls upon your home. And don&rsquo;t you be
+ so hard with me that have loved you, and who suffers for the lad that
+ often and often lay upon my breast. Don&rsquo;t be so hard; for your day of
+ trouble comes too. You, not he, will be priest at the altar. Death will
+ come to him like a swift and easy sleep; but you will feel its hand upon
+ your heart and know its hate for many a day, and bear the slow pangs of it
+ until your life is all crushed, and you go from the world alone, Love
+ crying after you and not able to save you, not even the love of woman&mdash;weaker
+ than death.... And, in my grave, when that day comes beside a great
+ mountain in a strange land, I will weep and pray for you; for I was mother
+ to you too, when yours left you alone bewhiles, never, in this world, to
+ come back.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And, Marmion, that night towards morning, as I lay in the same room with
+ Edward, I heard his breath stop sharply. I jumped up and drew aside the
+ curtains to let in the light, and then I knew that the old woman spoke
+ true.... And now!... Well, I am like Hamlet&mdash;and I can say with him:
+ &lsquo;But thou wouldst not think how ill all&rsquo;s here about my heart&mdash;but it
+ is no matter!&rdquo;&rsquo;....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I tried to laugh and talk away his brooding, but there was little use, his
+ convictions were so strong. Besides, what can you do with a morbidness
+ which has its origin in fateful circumstances?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I devoutly wished that a telegram would come from Winnipeg to let me know
+ if Boyd Madras, under his new name, could be found. I was a hunter on a
+ faint trail.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0018" id="link2HCH0018">
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+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XVIII. THE STRINGS OF DESTINY
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ When Phil&rsquo;s pal left us he went wandering down the hillside, talking to
+ himself. Long afterwards he told me how he felt, and I reproduce his
+ phrases as nearly as I can.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Knocked &lsquo;em, I guess,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;with that about Jo Brackenbury.... Poor
+ Jo! Stuck together, him and me did, after she got the steel in her
+ heart.&rdquo;... He pulled himself together, shuddering.... &ldquo;Went back on me,
+ she did, and took up with a cursed swell, and got it cold&mdash;cold. And
+ I? By Judas! I never was shut of that. I&rsquo;ve known women, many of &lsquo;em, all
+ countries, but she was different. I expect now, after all these years,
+ that if I got my hand on the devil that done for her, I&rsquo;d rattle his
+ breath in his throat. There&rsquo;s things that clings. She clings, Jo
+ Brackenbury clings, and Phil Boldrick clings; and they&rsquo;re gone, and I&rsquo;m
+ left to go it alone. To play the single hand&mdash;what!&mdash;by Jiminy!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He exclaimed thus on seeing two women approach from the direction of the
+ valley. He stood still, mouth open, staring. They drew near, almost passed
+ him. But one of them, struck by his intense gaze, suddenly turned and came
+ towards him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Miss Falchion! Miss Falchion!&rdquo; he cried. Then, when she hesitated as if
+ with an effort of memory, he added: &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t you know me?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah,&rdquo; she replied abruptly, &ldquo;Sam Kilby! Are you Sam Kilby, Jo
+ Brackenbury&rsquo;s friend, from Samoa?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, miss, I&rsquo;m Jo Brackenbury&rsquo;s friend; and I&rsquo;ve rowed you across the
+ reefs with him more than once I guess so! But it&rsquo;s a long way from Apia to
+ the Rockies, and it&rsquo;s funny to meet here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;When did you come here&mdash;and from where?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I come to-day from the Hudson&rsquo;s Bay post at Danger Mountain. I&rsquo;m Phil
+ Boldrick&rsquo;s pal.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah,&rdquo; she said again, with a look in her eyes not pleasant to see, &ldquo;and
+ what brings you up here in the hills?&rdquo; Hers was more than an ordinary
+ curiosity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I come to see the Padre who was with Phil&mdash;when he left. And the
+ Padre&rsquo;s a fair square sort, as I reckon him, but melancholy, almighty
+ melancholy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, melancholy, I suppose,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;and fair square, as you say. And
+ what did you say and do?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, we yarned about Phil, and where I&rsquo;d get the legacy to-morrow; and I
+ s&rsquo;pose I had a strong breeze on the quarter, for I talked as free as if
+ we&rsquo;d grubbed out of the same dough-pan since we was kiddies.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes siree; I don&rsquo;t know how it was, but I got to reelin&rsquo; off about Jo&mdash;queer,
+ wasn&rsquo;t it? And I told &lsquo;em how he went down in the &lsquo;Fly Away&rsquo;, and how the
+ lovely ladies&mdash;you remember how we used to call the whitecaps lovely
+ ladies&mdash;fondled him out to sea and on to heaven.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And what did&mdash;the Padre&mdash;think of that?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, he&rsquo;s got a heart, I should say, and that&rsquo;s why Phil cottoned to
+ him, maybe,&mdash;for he looked as if he&rsquo;d seen ghosts. I guess he&rsquo;d never
+ had a craft runnin&rsquo; &lsquo;tween a sand-bar and a ragged coral bank; nor seen a
+ girl like the &lsquo;Fly Away&rsquo; take a buster in her teeth; nor a man-of-war come
+ bundlin&rsquo; down upon a nasty glacis, the captain on the bridge, engines
+ goin&rsquo; for all they&rsquo;re worth, every man below battened in, and every Jack
+ above watchin&rsquo; the fight between the engines and the hurricane.... Here
+ she rolls six fathoms from the glacis that&rsquo;ll rip her copper garments off,
+ and the quiverin&rsquo; engines pull her back; and she swings and struggles and
+ trembles between hell in the hurricane and God A&rsquo;mighty in the engines;
+ till at last she gets her nose at the neck of the open sea and crawls out
+ safe and sound.... I guess he&rsquo;d have more marble in his cheeks, if he saw
+ likes o&rsquo; that, Miss Falchion?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Kilby paused and wiped his forehead.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She had listened calmly. She did not answer his question. She said:
+ &ldquo;Kilby, I am staying at the summer hotel up there. Will you call on me&mdash;let
+ me see.... say, to-morrow afternoon?&mdash;Some one will tell you the way,
+ if you do not know it.... Ask for MRS. Falchion, Kilby, not Miss
+ Falchion.... You will come?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, yes,&rdquo; he replied, &ldquo;you can count on me; for I&rsquo;d like to hear of
+ things that happened after I left Apia&mdash;and how it is that you are
+ Mrs. Falchion, for that&rsquo;s mighty queer.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You shall hear all that and more.&rdquo; She held out her hand to him and
+ smiled. He took it, and she knew that now she was gathering up the strings
+ of destiny.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They parted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The two passed on, looking, in their cool elegance, as if life were the
+ most pleasant thing; as though the very perfume of their garments would
+ preserve them from that plague called trouble.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Justine,&rdquo; said Mrs. Falchion, &ldquo;there is one law stranger than all; the
+ law of coincidence. Perhaps the convenience of modern travel assists it,
+ but fate is in it also. Events run in circles. People connected with them
+ travel that way also. We pass and re-pass each other many times, but on
+ different paths, until we come close and see each other face to face.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was speaking almost the very words which Roscoe had spoken to me. But
+ perhaps there was nothing strange in that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, madame,&rdquo; replied Justine; &ldquo;it is so, but there is a law greater than
+ coincidence.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What, Justine?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The law of love, which is just and merciful, and would give peace instead
+ of trouble.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Falchion looked closely at Justine, and, after a moment, evidently
+ satisfied, said: &ldquo;What do you know of love?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Justine tried hard for composure, and answered gently: &ldquo;I loved my brother
+ Hector.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And did it make you just and merciful and&mdash;an angel?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madame, you could answer that better. But it has not made me be at war;
+ it has made me patient.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Your love&mdash;for your brother&mdash;has made you that?&rdquo; Again she
+ looked keenly, but Justine now showed nothing but earnestness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, madame.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Falchion paused for a moment, and seemed intent on the beauty of the
+ pine-belted hills, capped by snowy peaks, and wrapped in a most hearty yet
+ delicate colour. The red of her parasol threw a warm soft ness upon her
+ face. She spoke now without looking at Justine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Justine, did you ever love any one besides your brother?&mdash;I mean
+ another man.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Justine was silent for a moment, and then she said: &ldquo;Yes, once.&rdquo; She was
+ looking at the hills now, and Mrs. Falchion at her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you were happy?&rdquo; Here Mrs. Falchion abstractedly toyed with a piece
+ of lace on Justine&rsquo;s arm. Such acts were unusual with her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was happy&mdash;in loving.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why did you not marry?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madame&mdash;it was impossible&mdash;quite.&rdquo; This, with hesitation and
+ the slightest accent of pain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why impossible? You have good looks, you were born a lady; you have a
+ foolish heart&mdash;the fond are foolish.&rdquo; She watched the girl keenly,
+ the hand ceased to toy with the lace, and caught the arm itself&mdash;&ldquo;Why
+ impossible?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madame, he did not love me, he never could.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Did he know of your love?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh no, no!&rdquo; This with trouble in her voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you have never forgotten?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The catechism was merciless; but Mrs. Falchion was not merely malicious.
+ She was inquiring of a thing infinitely important to her. She was
+ searching the heart of another, not only because she was suspicious, but
+ because she wanted to know herself better.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is easy to remember.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Is it long since you saw him?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The question almost carried terror with it, for she was not quite sure why
+ Mrs. Falchion questioned her. She lifted her eyes slowly, and there was in
+ them anxiety and joy. &ldquo;It seems,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;like years.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He loves some one else, perhaps?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, I think so, madame.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Did you hate her?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh no; I am glad for him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here Mrs. Falchion spoke sharply, almost bitterly. Even through her soft
+ colour a hardness appeared. &ldquo;You are glad for him? You would see another
+ woman in his arms and not be full of anger?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Quite.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Justine, you are a fool.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madame, there is no commandment against being a fool.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, you make me angry with your meekness!&rdquo; Here Mrs. Falchion caught a
+ twig from a tree by her, snapped it in her fingers, and petulantly threw
+ its pieces to the ground. &ldquo;Suppose that the man had once loved you, and
+ afterwards loved another&mdash;then again another?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madame, that would be my great misfortune, but it might be no wrong in
+ him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How not a wrong in him?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It may have been my fault. There must be love in both&mdash;great love,
+ for it to last.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And if the woman loved him not at all?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where, then, could be the wrong in him?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And if he went from you,&rdquo;&mdash;here her voice grew dry and her words
+ were sharp,&mdash;&ldquo;and took a woman from the depths of&mdash;oh, no matter
+ what! and made her commit&mdash;crime&mdash;and was himself a criminal?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is horrible to think of; but I should ask myself how much I was to
+ blame.... What would you ask yourself, madame?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have a strain of the angel in you, Justine. You would forgive Judas
+ if he said, &lsquo;Peccavi.&rsquo; I have a strain of Satan&mdash;it was born in me&mdash;I
+ would say, You have sinned, now suffer.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;God give you a softer heart,&rdquo; said Justine, with tender boldness and
+ sincerity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At this Mrs. Falchion started slightly, and trouble covered her face. She
+ assumed, however, a tone almost brusque, artificially airy and
+ unimportant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There, that will do, thank you.... We have become serious and
+ incomprehensible. Let us talk of other things. I want to be gay.... Amuse
+ me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Arrived at the hotel, she told Justine that she must not be disturbed till
+ near dinner-time, and withdrew to her sitting-room. There she sat and
+ thought, as she had never done in her life before. She thought upon
+ everything that had happened since the day when she met Galt Roscoe on the
+ &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;; of a certain evening in England, before he took orders, when he
+ told her, in retort to some peculiarly cutting remark of hers, that she
+ was the evil genius of his life: that evening when her heart grew hard, as
+ she had once said it should always be to him, and she determined again,
+ after faltering many times, that just such a genius she would be; of the
+ strange meeting in the rapids at the Devil&rsquo;s Slide, and the irony of it;
+ and the fact that he had saved her life&mdash;on that she paused a while;
+ of Ruth Devlin&mdash;and here she was swayed by conflicting emotions; of
+ the scene at the mill, and Phil Boldrick&rsquo;s death and funeral; of the
+ service in the church where she meant to mock him, and, instead, mocked
+ herself; of the meeting with Tonga Sam; of all that Justine had said to
+ her: then again of the far past in Samoa, with which Galt Roscoe was
+ associated, and of that first vow of vengeance for a thing he had done;
+ and how she had hesitated to fulfil it year after year till now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Passing herself slowly back and forth before her eyes, she saw that she
+ had lived her life almost wholly alone; that no woman had ever cherished
+ her as a friend, and that on no man&rsquo;s breast had she ever laid her head in
+ trust and love. She had been loved, but it had never brought her
+ satisfaction. From Justine there was devotion; but it had, as she thought,
+ been purchased, paid for, like the labour of a ploughboy. And if she saw
+ now in Justine&rsquo;s eyes a look of friendship, a note of personal allegiance,
+ she knew it was because she herself had grown more human.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her nature had been stirred. Her natural heart was struggling against her
+ old bitterness towards Galt Roscoe and her partial hate of Ruth Devlin.
+ Once Roscoe had loved her, and she had not loved him. Then, on a bitter
+ day for him, he did a mad thing. The thing became&mdash;though neither of
+ them knew it at the time, and he not yet&mdash;a great injury to her, and
+ this had called for the sharp retaliation which she had the power to use.
+ But all had not happened as she expected; for something called Love had
+ been conceived in her very slowly, and was now being born, and sent,
+ trembling for its timid life, into the world.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She closed her eyes with weariness, and pressed her hands to her temples.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She wondered why she could not be all evil or all good. She spoke and
+ acted against Ruth Devlin, and yet she pitied her. She had the nettle to
+ sting Roscoe to death, and yet she hesitated to use it. She had said to
+ herself that she would wait till the happiest moment of his life, and then
+ do so. Well, his happiest moment had come. Ruth Devlin&rsquo;s heart was all
+ out, all blossomed&mdash;beside Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s like some wild flower to
+ the aloe.... Only now she had come to know that she had a heart. Something
+ had chilled her at her birth, and when her mother died, a stranger&rsquo;s kiss
+ closed up all the ways to love, and left her an icicle. She was
+ twenty-eight years old, and yet she had never kissed a face in joy or to
+ give joy. And now, when she had come to know herself, and understand what
+ others understand when they are little children in their mother&rsquo;s arms,
+ she had to bow to the spirit that denies. She drew herself up with a
+ quiver of the body.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O God!&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;do I hate him or love him!&rdquo; Her head dropped in her
+ hands. She sat regardless of time, now scarcely stirring, desperately
+ quiet. The door opened softly and Justine entered. &ldquo;Madame,&rdquo; she said,
+ &ldquo;pardon me; I am so sorry, but Miss Devlin has come to see you, and I
+ thought&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You thought, Justine, that I would see her.&rdquo; There was unmistakable irony
+ in her voice. &ldquo;Very well.... Show her in.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She rose, stretched out her arms as if to free herself of a burden,
+ smoothed her hair, composed herself, and waited, the afternoon sun just
+ falling across her burnished shoes, giving her feet of gold. She chanced
+ to look down at them. A strange memory came to her: words that she had
+ heard Roscoe read in church. The thing was almost grotesque in its
+ association. &ldquo;How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him who
+ bringeth glad tidings, who publisheth peace!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ruth Devlin entered, saying, &ldquo;I have come, to ask you if you will dine
+ with us next Monday evening?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then she explained the occasion of the dinner party, and said: &ldquo;You see,
+ though it is formal, I am asking our guests informally;&rdquo; and she added as
+ neutrally and as lightly as she could&mdash;&ldquo;Mr. Roscoe and Dr. Marmion
+ have been good enough to say that they will come. Of course, a dinner
+ party as it should be is quite impossible to us simple folk, but when a
+ lieutenant-governor commands, we must do the best we can&mdash;with the
+ help of our friends.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Falchion was delighted, she said, and then they talked of trivial
+ matters, Ruth smoothing out the folds of her riding-dress with her whip
+ more earnestly, in preoccupation, than the act called for. At last she
+ said, in the course of the formal talk: &ldquo;You have travelled much?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, that has been my lot,&rdquo; was the reply; and she leaned back in the
+ gold-trimmed cane chair, her feet still in the belt of sunlight.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have often wished that I might travel over the ocean,&rdquo; said Ruth, &ldquo;but
+ here I remain&mdash;what shall I say?&mdash;a rustic in a bandbox, seeing
+ the world through a pin-hole. That is the way my father puts it. Except,
+ of course, that I think it very inspiring to live out here among wonderful
+ mountains, which, as Mr. Roscoe says, are the most aristocratic of
+ companions.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Some one in the next room was playing the piano idly yet expressively. The
+ notes of Il Trovatore kept up a continuous accompaniment to their talk,
+ varying, as if by design, with its meaning and importance, and yet in
+ singular contrast at times to their thoughts and words. It was almost
+ sardonic in its monotonous persistence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Travel is not all, believe me, Miss Devlin,&rdquo; was the indolent reply.
+ &ldquo;Perhaps the simpler life is the happier. The bandbox is not the worst
+ that may come to one&mdash;when one is born to it. I am not sure but it is
+ the best. I doubt that when one has had the fever of travel and the world,
+ the bandbox is permanently habitable again.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Falchion was keen; she had found her opportunity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the result of this duel, if Ruth Devlin but knew it, depends her own
+ and another&rsquo;s happiness. It is not improbable, however, that something of
+ this was in her mind. She shifted her chair so that her face was not so
+ much in the light. But the belt of sunlight was broadening from Mrs.
+ Falchion&rsquo;s feet to her dress.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You think not?&rdquo; Ruth asked slowly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The reply was not important in tone. Mrs. Falchion had picked up a paper
+ knife and was bending it to and fro between her fingers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think not. Particularly with a man, who is, we will say, by nature,
+ adventurous and explorative. I think if, in some mad moment, I determined
+ to write a novel, it should be of such a man. He flies wide and far; he
+ sees all; he feeds on novelty; he passes from experience to experience&mdash;liberal
+ pleasures of mind and sense all the way. Well, he tires of Egypt and its
+ flesh-pots. He has seen as he hurried on&mdash;I hope I am not growing too
+ picturesque&mdash;too much of women, too many men. He has been unwise&mdash;most
+ men are. Perhaps he has been more than unwise; he has made a great
+ mistake, a social mistake&mdash;or crime&mdash;less or more. If it is a
+ small one, the remedy is not so difficult. Money, friends, adroitness,
+ absence, long retirement, are enough. If a great one, and he is sensitive&mdash;and
+ sated&mdash;he flies, he seeks seclusion. He is afflicted with remorse. He
+ is open to the convincing pleasures of the simple and unadorned life; he
+ is satisfied with simple people. The snuff of the burnt candle of
+ enjoyment he calls regret, repentance. He gives himself the delights of
+ introspection, and wishes he were a child again&mdash;yes, indeed it is
+ so, dear Miss Devlin.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ruth sat regarding her, her deep eyes glowing. Mrs. Falchion continued:
+ &ldquo;In short, he finds the bandbox, as you call it, suited to his
+ renunciations. Its simplicities, which he thinks is regeneration, are only
+ new sensations. But&mdash;you have often noticed the signification of a
+ &lsquo;but,&rsquo;&rdquo; she added, smiling, tapping her cheek lightly with the ivory knife&mdash;&ldquo;but
+ the hour arrives when the bandbox becomes a prison, when the simple hours
+ cloy. Then the ordinary incident is merely gauche, and expiation a bore.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I see by your face that you understand quite what I mean.... Well, these
+ things occasionally happen. The great mistake follows the man, and, by a
+ greater misery, breaks the misery of the bandbox; or the man himself,
+ hating his captivity, becomes reckless, does some mad thing, and has a
+ miserable end. Or again, some one who holds the key to his mistake comes
+ in from the world he has left, and considers&mdash;considers, you
+ understand!&mdash;whether to leave him to work out his servitude, or,
+ mercifully&mdash;if he is not altogether blind&mdash;permit him the means
+ of escape to his old world, to the life to which he was born&mdash;away
+ from the bandbox and all therein.... I hope I have not tired you&mdash;I
+ am sure I have.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ruth saw the full meaning of Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s words. She realised that her
+ happiness, his happiness&mdash;everything&mdash;was at stake. All Mrs.
+ Falchion&rsquo;s old self was battling with her new self. She had determined to
+ abide by the result of this meeting. She had spoken in a half gay tone,
+ but her words were not everything; the woman herself was there, speaking
+ in every feature and glance. Ruth had listened with an occasional change
+ of colour, but also with an outward pride to which she seemed suddenly to
+ have grown. But her heart was sick and miserable. How could it be
+ otherwise, reading, as she did, the tale just told her in a kind, of
+ allegory, in all its warning, nakedness, and vengeance? But she detected,
+ too, an occasional painful movement of Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s lips, a kind of
+ trouble in the face. She noticed it at first vaguely as she listened to
+ the music in the other room; but at length she interpreted it aright, and
+ she did not despair. She did not then follow her first impulse to show
+ that she saw the real meaning of that speech, and rise and say, &ldquo;You are
+ insulting,&rdquo; and bid her good-day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After all, where was the ground for the charge of insult? The words had
+ been spoken impersonally. So, after a moment, she said, as she drew a
+ glove from a hand slightly trembling: &ldquo;And you honestly think it is the
+ case: that one having lived such a life as you describe so unusually,
+ would never be satisfied with a simple life?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My dear, never&mdash;not such a man as I describe. I know the world.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But suppose not quite such an one; suppose one that had not been so&mdash;intense;
+ so much the social gladiator; who had business of life as well,&rdquo;&mdash;here
+ the girl grew pale, for this was a kind of talk unfamiliar and painful to
+ her, but to be endured for her cause,&mdash;&ldquo;as well as &lsquo;the flesh-pots of
+ Egypt;&rsquo; who had made no wicked mistakes&mdash;would he necessarily end as
+ you say?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am speaking of the kind of man who had made such mistakes, and he would
+ end as I say. Few men, if any, would leave the world for&mdash;the
+ bandbox, shall I still say? without having a Nemesis.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But the Nemesis need not, as you say yourself, be inevitable. The person
+ who holds the key of his life, the impersonation of his mistake&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;His CRIMINAL mistake,&rdquo; Mrs. Falchion interrupted, her hand with the ivory
+ knife now moveless in that belt of sunlight across her knees.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;His criminal mistake,&rdquo; Ruth repeated, wincing&mdash;&ldquo;might not it become
+ changed into mercy, and the man be safe?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Safe? Perhaps. But he would tire of the pin-hole just the same.... My
+ dear, you do not know life.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But, Mrs. Falchion,&rdquo; said the girl, now very bravely, &ldquo;I know the crude
+ elements of justice. That is one plain thing taught here in the mountains.
+ We have swift reward and punishment&mdash;no hateful things called
+ Nemesis. The meanest wretch here in the West, if he has a quarrel, avenges
+ himself openly and at once. Actions are rough and ready, perhaps, but that
+ is our simple way. Hate is manly&mdash;and womanly too&mdash;when it is
+ open and brave. But when it haunts and shadows, it is not understood
+ here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Falchion sat during this speech, the fingers of one hand idly
+ drumming the arm of her chair, as idly as when on board the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo; she
+ listened to me telling that story of Anson and his wife. Outwardly her
+ coolness was remarkable. But she was really admiring, and amazed at Ruth&rsquo;s
+ adroitness and courage. She appreciated fully the skilful duel that had
+ kept things on the surface, and had committed neither of them to anything
+ personal. It was a battle&mdash;the tragical battle of a drawing-room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When Ruth had ended, she said slowly: &ldquo;You speak very earnestly. You do
+ your mountains justice; but each world has its code. It is good for some
+ men to be followed by a slow hatred&mdash;it all depends on themselves.
+ There are some who wish to meet their fate and its worst, and others who
+ would forget it. The latter are in the most danger always.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ruth rose.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She stepped forward slightly, so that her feet also were within the
+ sunlight. The other saw this; it appeared to interest her. Ruth looked&mdash;as
+ such a girl can look&mdash;with incredible sincerity into Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s
+ eyes, and said: &ldquo;Oh, if I knew such a man, I would be sorry&mdash;sorry
+ for him; and if I also knew that his was only a mistake and not a crime,
+ or, if the crime itself had been repented of, and atonement made, I would
+ beg some one&mdash;some one better than I&mdash;to pray for him. And I
+ would go to the person who had his life and career at disposal, and would
+ say to her, if it were a woman, oh, remember that it is not he alone who
+ would suffer! I would beg that woman&mdash;if it were a woman&mdash;to be
+ merciful, as she one day must ask for mercy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The girl as she stood there, all pale, yet glowing with the white light of
+ her pain, was beautiful, noble, compelling. Mrs. Falchion now rose also.
+ She was altogether in the sunlight now. From the piano in the next room
+ came a quick change of accompaniment, and a voice was heard singing, as if
+ to the singer&rsquo;s self, &lsquo;Il balen del suo sorris&rsquo;. It is hard to tell how
+ far such little incidents affected her in what she did that afternoon; but
+ they had their influence. She said: &ldquo;You are altruistic&mdash;or are you
+ selfish, or both?... And should the woman&mdash;if it were a woman&mdash;yield,
+ and spare the man, what would you do?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I would say that she had been merciful and kind, and that one in this
+ world would pray for her when she needed prayers most.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You mean when she was old,&rdquo;&mdash;Mrs. Falchion shrank a little at the
+ sound of her own words. Now her careless abandon was gone; she seemed to
+ be following her emotions. &ldquo;When she was old,&rdquo; she continued, &ldquo;and came to
+ die? It is horrible to grow old, except one has been a saint&mdash;and a
+ mother.... And even then&mdash;have you ever seen them, the women of that
+ Egypt of which we spoke&mdash;powdered, smirking over their champagne,
+ because they feel for an instant a false pulse of their past?&mdash;See
+ how eloquent your mountains make me!&mdash;I think that would make one
+ hard and cruel; and one would need the prayers of a churchful of good
+ women, even as good&mdash;as you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She could not resist a touch of irony in the last words, and Ruth, who had
+ been ready to take her hand impulsively, was stung. But she replied
+ nothing; and the other, after waiting, added, with a sudden and wonderful
+ kindness: &ldquo;I say what is quite true. Women might dislike you&mdash;many of
+ them would&mdash;though you could not understand why; but you are good,
+ and that, I suppose, is the best thing in the world. Yes, you are good,&rdquo;
+ she said musingly, and then she leaned forward and quickly kissed the
+ girl&rsquo;s cheek. &ldquo;Good-bye,&rdquo; she said, and then she turned her head
+ resolutely away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They stood there both in the sunlight, both very quiet, but their hearts
+ were throbbing with new sensations. Ruth knew that she had conquered, and,
+ with her eyes all tearful, she looked steadily, yearningly at the woman
+ before her; but she knew it was better she should say little now, and,
+ with a motion of the hand in good-bye,&mdash;she could do no more,&mdash;she
+ slowly went to the door. There she paused and looked back, but the other
+ was still turned away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For a minute Mrs. Falchion stood looking at the door through which the
+ girl had passed, then she caught close the curtains of the window, and
+ threw herself upon the sofa with a sobbing laugh.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To her&mdash;I played the game of mercy to her!&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;And she has
+ his love, the love which I rejected once, and which I want now&mdash;to my
+ shame! A hateful and terrible love. I, who ought to say to him, as I so
+ long determined: &lsquo;You shall be destroyed. You killed my sister, poor Alo;
+ if not with a knife yourself you killed her heart, and that is just the
+ same.&rsquo; I never knew until now what a heart is when killed.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She caught her breast as though it hurt her, and, after a moment,
+ continued: &ldquo;Do hearts always ache so when they love? I was the wife of a
+ good man oh! he WAS a good man, who sinned for me. I see it now!&mdash;and
+ I let him die&mdash;die alone!&rdquo; She shuddered. &ldquo;Oh, now I see, and I know
+ what love such as his can be! I am punished&mdash;punished! for my love is
+ impossible, horrible.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a long silence, in which she sat looking at the floor, her face
+ all grey with pain. At last the door of the room softly opened, and
+ Justine entered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;May I come in, madame?&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, come, Justine.&rdquo; The voice was subdued, and there was in it what drew
+ the girl swiftly to the side of Mrs. Falchion. She spoke no word, but
+ gently undid the other&rsquo;s hair, and smoothed and brushed it softly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last Mrs. Falchion said: &ldquo;Justine, on Monday we will leave here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The girl was surprised, but she replied without comment: &ldquo;Yes, madame;
+ where do we go?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a pause; then: &ldquo;I do not know. I want to go where I shall get
+ rested. A village in Italy or&mdash;&rdquo; she paused.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Or France, madame?&rdquo; Justine was eager.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Falchion made a gesture of helplessness. &ldquo;Yes, France will do.... The
+ way around the world is long, and I am tired.&rdquo; Minutes passed, and then
+ she slowly said: &ldquo;Justine, we will go to-morrow night.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, madame, to-morrow night&mdash;and not next Monday.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a strange only half-veiled melancholy in Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s next
+ words: &ldquo;Do you think, Justine, that I could be happy anywhere?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think anywhere but here, madame.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Falchion rose to a sitting posture, and looked at the girl fixedly,
+ almost fiercely. A crisis was at hand. The pity, gentleness, and honest
+ solicitude of Justine&rsquo;s face conquered her, and her look changed to one of
+ understanding and longing for companionship: sorrow swiftly welded their
+ friendship.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Before Mrs. Falchion slept that night, she said again: &ldquo;We will leave here
+ to-morrow, Justine, for ever.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And Justine replied: &ldquo;Yes, madame, for ever.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XIX. THE SENTENCE
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ The next morning Roscoe was quiet and calm, but he looked ten years older
+ than when I had first seen him. After breakfast he said to me: &ldquo;I have to
+ go to the valley to pay Phil Boldrick&rsquo;s friend the money, and to see Mr.
+ Devlin. I shall be back, perhaps, by lunchtime. Will you go with me, or
+ stay here?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I shall try to get some fishing this morning, I fancy,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;And
+ possibly I shall idle a good deal, for my time with you here is
+ shortening, and I want to have a great store of laziness behind me for
+ memory, when I&rsquo;ve got my nose to the grindstone.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He turned to the door, and said: &ldquo;Marmion, I wish you weren&rsquo;t going. I
+ wish that we might be comrades under the same roof till&mdash;&rdquo; He paused
+ and smiled strangely.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Till the finish,&rdquo; I added, &ldquo;when we should amble grey-headed, sans
+ everything, out of the mad old world? I imagine Miss Belle Treherne would
+ scarcely fancy that.... Still, we can be friends just the same. Our wives
+ won&rsquo;t object to an occasional bout of loafing together, will they?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was determined not to take him too seriously. He said nothing, and in a
+ moment he was gone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I passed the morning idly enough, yet thinking, too, very much about my
+ friend. I was anxiously hoping that the telegram from Winnipeg would come.
+ About noon it came. It was not known quite in what part of the North-west,
+ Madras (under his new name) was, for the corps of mounted police had been
+ changed about recently. My letter had, however, been forwarded into the
+ wilds.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw no immediate way but to go to Mrs. Falchion and make a bold bid for
+ his peace. I had promised Madras never to let her know that he was alive,
+ but I would break the promise if Madras himself did not come. After
+ considerable hesitation I started. It must be remembered that the events
+ of the preceding chapter were only known to me afterwards.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Justine Caron was passing through the hall of the hotel when I arrived.
+ After greetings, she said that Mrs. Falchion might see me, but that they
+ were very busy; they were leaving in the evening for the coast. Here was a
+ pleasant revelation! I was so confused with delight at the information,
+ that I could think of nothing more sensible to say than that the
+ unexpected always happens. By this time we were within Mrs. Falchion&rsquo;s
+ sitting-room. And to my remark, Justine replied &ldquo;Yes, it is so. One has to
+ reckon most with the accidents of life. The expected is either pleasant or
+ unpleasant; there is no middle place.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are growing philosophic,&rdquo; said I playfully. &ldquo;Monsieur,&rdquo; she said
+ gravely, &ldquo;I hope as I live and travel, I grow a little wiser.&rdquo; Still she
+ lingered, her hand upon the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I had thought that you were always wise.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh no, no! How can you say so? I have been very foolish sometimes.&rdquo;...
+ She came back towards me. &ldquo;If I am wiser I am also happier,&rdquo; she added.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In that moment we understood each other; that is, I read how unselfish
+ this girl could be, and she knew thoroughly the source of my anxiety, and
+ was glad that she could remove it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I would not speak to any one save you,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;but do you not also
+ think that it is good we go?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have been thinking so, but I hesitated to say so,&rdquo; was my reply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You need not hesitate,&rdquo; she said earnestly. &ldquo;We have both understood, and
+ I know that you are to be trusted.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not always,&rdquo; I said, remembering that one experience of mine with Mrs.
+ Falchion on the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;. Holding the back of a chair, and looking
+ earnestly at me, she continued: &ldquo;Once, on the vessel, you remember, in a
+ hint so very little, I made it appear that madame was selfish.... I am
+ sorry. Her heart was asleep. Now, it is awake. She is unselfish. The
+ accident of our going away is hers. She goes to leave peace behind.&rdquo; &ldquo;I am
+ most glad,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;And you think there will be peace?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Surely, since this has come, that will come also.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you&mdash;Mademoiselle?&rdquo; I should not have asked that question had I
+ known more of the world. It was tactless and unkind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For me it is no matter at all. I do not come in anywhere. As I said, I am
+ happy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And turning quickly, yet not so quickly but that I saw her cheeks were
+ flushed, she passed out of the room. In a moment Mrs. Falchion entered.
+ There was something new in her carriage, in her person. She came towards
+ me, held out her hand, and said, with the same old half-quizzical tone:
+ &ldquo;Have you, with your unerring instinct, guessed that I was leaving, and so
+ come to say good-bye?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You credit me too highly. No, I came to see you because I had an
+ inclination. I did not guess that you were going until Miss Caron told
+ me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;An inclination to see me is not your usual instinct, is it? Was it some
+ special impulse, based on a scientific calculation&mdash;at which, I
+ suppose, you are an adeptor curiosity? Or had it a purpose? Or were you
+ bored, and therefore sought the most startling experience you could
+ conceive?&rdquo; She deftly rearranged some flowers in a jar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I can plead innocence of all directly; I am guilty of all indirectly: I
+ was impelled to come. I reasoned&mdash;if that is scientific&mdash;on what
+ I should say if I did come, knowing how inclined I was to&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To get beyond my depth,&rdquo; she interrupted, and she motioned me to a chair.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, let it be so,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;I was curious to know what kept you in this
+ sylvan, and I fear, to you, half-barbaric spot. I was bored with myself;
+ and I had some purpose in coming, or I should not have had the impulse.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was leaning back in her chair easily, not languidly. She seemed
+ reposeful, yet alert.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How wonderfully you talk!&rdquo; she said, with good-natured mockery. &ldquo;You are
+ scientifically frank. You were bored with yourself.&mdash;Then there is
+ some hope for your future wife.... We have had many talks in our
+ acquaintance, Dr. Marmion, but none so interesting as this promises to be.
+ But now tell me what your purpose was in coming. &lsquo;Purpose&rsquo; seems
+ portentous, but quite in keeping.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I noticed here the familiar, almost imperceptible click of the small white
+ teeth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Was I so glad she was going that I was playful, elated? &ldquo;My purpose,&rdquo; said
+ I, &ldquo;has no point now; for even if I were to propose to amuse you&mdash;I
+ believe that was the old formula&mdash;by an idle day somewhere, by an
+ excursion, an&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;An autobiography,&rdquo; she broke in soothingly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Or an autobiography,&rdquo; I repeated stolidly, &ldquo;you would not, I fancy, be
+ prepared to accept my services. There would be no chance&mdash;now that
+ you are going away&mdash;for me to play the harlequin&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Whose office you could do pleasantly if it suited you&mdash;these
+ adaptable natures!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Quite so. But it is all futile now, as I say.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, you mentioned that before.&mdash;Well?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is well,&rdquo; I replied, dropping into a more meaning tone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You say it patriarchally, but yet flatteringly.&rdquo; Here she casually
+ offered me a flower. I mechanically placed it in my buttonhole. She seemed
+ delighted at confusing me. But I kept on firmly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do not think,&rdquo; I rejoined gravely now, &ldquo;that there need be any flattery
+ between us.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why?&mdash;We are not married.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is as radically true as it is epigrammatic,&rdquo; blurted I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And truth is more than epigram?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;One should delight in truth; I do delight in epigram; there seems little
+ chance for choice here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It seemed to me that I had said quite what I wished there, but she only
+ looked at me enigmatically.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She arranged a flower in her dress as she almost idly replied, though she
+ did not look me full in the face as she had done before: &ldquo;Well, then, let
+ me add to your present delight by saying that you may go play till
+ doomsday, Dr. Marmion. Your work is done.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do not understand.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her eyes were on me now with the directness she could so well use at need.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I did not suppose you would, despite your many lessons at my hands. You
+ have been altruistic, Dr. Marmion; I fear critical people would say that
+ you meddled. I shall only say that you are inquiring&mdash;scientific, or
+ feminine&mdash;what you please!... You can now yield up your portfolio of&mdash;foreign
+ affairs&mdash;of war&mdash;shall I say? and retire into sedative
+ habitations, which, believe me, you become best.... What concerns me need
+ concern you no longer. The enemy retreats. She offers truce&mdash;without
+ conditions. She retires.... Is that enough for even you, Professor
+ Marmion?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mrs. Falchion,&rdquo; I said, finding it impossible to understand why she had
+ so suddenly determined to go away (for I did not know all the truth until
+ afterwards&mdash;some of it long afterwards), &ldquo;it is more than I dared to
+ hope for, though less, I know, than you have heart to do if you willed so.
+ I know that you hold some power over my friend.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do not think,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;that you have had the least influence. What you
+ might think, or may have intended to do, has not moved me in the least. I
+ have had wrongs that you do not know. I have changed&mdash;that is all. I
+ admit I intended to do Galt Roscoe harm.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I thought he deserved it. That is over. After to-night, it is not
+ probable that we shall meet again. I hope that we shall not; as,
+ doubtless, is your own mind.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She kept looking at me with that new deep look which I had seen when she
+ first entered the room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was moved, and I saw that just at the last she had spoken under
+ considerable strain. &ldquo;Mrs. Falchion,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;I have THOUGHT harder
+ things of you than I ever SAID to any one. Pray believe that, and believe,
+ also, that I never tried to injure you. For the rest, I can make no
+ complaint. You do not like me. I liked you once, and do now, when you do
+ not depreciate yourself of purpose.... Pardon me, but I say this very
+ humbly too.... I suppose I always shall like you, in spite of myself. You
+ are one of the most gifted and fascinating women that I ever met. I have
+ been anxious for my friend. I was concerned to make peace between you and
+ your husband&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The man who WAS my husband,&rdquo; she interrupted musingly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Your husband&mdash;whom you so cruelly treated. But I confess I have
+ found it impossible to withhold admiration of you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For a long time she did not reply, but she never took her eyes off my
+ face, as she leaned slightly forward. Then at last she spoke more gently
+ than I had ever heard her, and a glow came upon her face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am only human. You have me at advantage. What woman could reply
+ unkindly to a speech like that? I admit I thought you held me utterly bad
+ and heartless, and it made me bitter.... I had no heart&mdash;once. I had
+ only a wrong, an injury, which was in my mind; not mine, but another&rsquo;s,
+ and yet mine. Then strange things occurred.... At last I relented. I saw
+ that I had better go. Yesterday I saw that; and I am going&mdash;that is
+ all.... I wished to keep the edge of my intercourse with you sharp and
+ uncompanionable to the end; but you have forced me at my weakest
+ point....&rdquo; Here she smiled somewhat painfully.... &ldquo;Believe me, that is the
+ way to turn a woman&rsquo;s weapon upon herself. You have learned much since we
+ first met.... Here is my hand in friendliness, if you care to take it; and
+ in good-bye, should we not meet again more formally before I go.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I wish now that your husband, Boyd Madras, were here,&rdquo; I said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She answered nothing, but she did not resent it, only shuddered a little.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Our hands grasped silently. I was too choked to speak, and I left her. At
+ that moment she blinded me to all her faults. She was a wonderful woman.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ .....................
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Galt Roscoe had walked slowly along the forest-road towards the valley,
+ his mind in that state of calm which, in some, might be thought numbness
+ of sensation, in others fortitude&mdash;the prerogative of despair. He
+ came to the point of land jutting out over the valley, where he had stood
+ with Mrs. Falchion, Justine, and myself, on the morning of Phil Boldrick&rsquo;s
+ death.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked for a long time, and then, slowly descending the hillside, made
+ his way to Mr. Devlin&rsquo;s office. He found Phil&rsquo;s pal awaiting him there.
+ After a few preliminaries, the money was paid over, and Kilby said:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I&rsquo;ve been to see his camping-ground. It&rsquo;s right enough. Viking has done
+ it noble.... Now, here&rsquo;s what I&rsquo;m goin&rsquo; to do: I&rsquo;m goin&rsquo; to open bottles
+ for all that&rsquo;ll drink success to Viking. A place that&rsquo;s stood by my pal, I
+ stand by&mdash;but not with his money, mind you! No, that goes to you,
+ Padre, for hospital purposes. My gift an&rsquo; his.... So, sit down and write a
+ receipt, or whatever it&rsquo;s called, accordin&rsquo; to Hoyle, and you&rsquo;ll do me
+ proud.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe did as he requested, and handed the money over to Mr. Devlin for
+ safe keeping, remarking, at the same time, that the matter should be
+ announced on a bulletin outside the office at once.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As Kilby stood chewing the end of a cigar and listening to the brief
+ conversation between Roscoe and Mr. Devlin, perplexity crossed his face.
+ He said, as Roscoe turned round: &ldquo;There&rsquo;s something catchy about your
+ voice, Padre. I don&rsquo;t know what; but it&rsquo;s familiar like. You never was on
+ the Panama level, of course?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Never.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nor in Australia?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, in 1876.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I wasn&rsquo;t there then.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe grew a shade paler, but he was firm and composed. He was determined
+ to answer truthfully any question that was asked him, wherever it might
+ lead.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nor in Samoa?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was the slightest pause, and then the reply came:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, in Samoa.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not a missionary, by gracious! Not a mickonaree in Samoa?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No.&rdquo; He said nothing further. He did not feel bound to incriminate
+ himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No? Well, you wasn&rsquo;t a beachcomber, nor trader, I&rsquo;ll swear. Was you there
+ in the last half of the Seventies? That&rsquo;s when I was there.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes.&rdquo; The reply was quiet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;By Jingo!&rdquo; The man&rsquo;s face was puzzled. He was about to speak again; but
+ at that moment two river-drivers&mdash;boon companions, who had been
+ hanging about the door&mdash;urged him to come to the tavern. This
+ distracted him. He laughed, and said that he was coming, and then again,
+ though with less persistency, questioned Roscoe.. &ldquo;You don&rsquo;t remember me,
+ I suppose?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, I never saw you, so far as I know, until yesterday.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No? Still, I&rsquo;ve heard your voice. It keeps swingin&rsquo; in my ears; and I
+ can&rsquo;t remember.... I can&rsquo;t remember!... But we&rsquo;ll have a spin about it
+ again, Padre.&rdquo; He turned to the impatient men. &ldquo;All right, bully-boys, I&rsquo;m
+ comin&rsquo;.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the door he turned and looked again at Roscoe with a sharp, half-amused
+ scrutiny, then the two parted. Kilby kept his word. He was liberal to
+ Viking; and Phil&rsquo;s memory was drunk, not in silence, many times that day.
+ So that when, in the afternoon, he made up his mind to keep his engagement
+ with Mrs. Falchion, and left the valley for the hills, he was not entirely
+ sober. But he was apparently good-natured. As he idled along he talked to
+ himself, and finally broke out into singing:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;Then swing the long boat down the drink,
+ For the lads as pipe to go;
+ But I sink when the &lsquo;Lovely Jane&rsquo; does sink,
+ To the mermaids down below.&rsquo;
+
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;The long boat bides on its strings,&rsquo; says we,
+ &lsquo;An&rsquo; we bides where the long boat bides;
+ An&rsquo; we&rsquo;ll bluff this equatorial sea,
+ Or swallow its hurricane tides.&rsquo;
+
+ &ldquo;But the &lsquo;Lovely Jane&rsquo; she didn&rsquo;t go down,
+ An&rsquo; she anchored at the Spicy Isles;
+ An&rsquo; she sailed again to Wellington Town&mdash;
+ A matter of a thousand miles.&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ It will be remembered that this was part of the song sung by Galt Roscoe
+ on the Whi-Whi River, the day we rescued Mrs. Falchion and Justine Caron.
+ Kilby sang the whole song over to himself until he reached a point
+ overlooking the valley. Then he stood silent for a time, his glance upon
+ the town. The walk had sobered him a little. &ldquo;Phil, old pal,&rdquo; he said at
+ last, &ldquo;you ain&rsquo;t got the taste of raw whiskey with you now. When a man
+ loses a pal he loses a grip on the world equal to all that pal&rsquo;s grip was
+ worth.... I&rsquo;m drunk, and Phil&rsquo;s down there among the worms&mdash;among the
+ worms!... Ah!&rdquo; he added in disgust, and, dashing his hand across his eyes,
+ struck off into the woods again, making his way to the summer hotel, where
+ he had promised to meet Mrs. Falchion. He inquired for her, creating some
+ astonishment by his uncouth appearance and unsteady manner.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He learned from Justine that Mrs. Falchion had gone to see Roscoe, and
+ that he would probably meet her if he went that way. This he did. He was
+ just about to issue into a partly open space by a ravine near the house,
+ when he heard voices, and his own name mentioned. He stilled and listened.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, Galt Roscoe,&rdquo; said a voice, &ldquo;Sam Kilby is the man that loved Alo&mdash;loved
+ her not as you did. He would have given her a home, have made her happy,
+ perhaps. You, when Kilby was away, married her&mdash;in native fashion&mdash;which
+ is no marriage&mdash;and KILLED her.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, no, I did not kill her&mdash;that is not so. As God is my Judge, that
+ is not so.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You did not kill her with the knife?... Well, I will be honest now, and
+ say that I believe that, whatever I may have hinted or said before. But
+ you killed her just the same when you left her.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mercy Falchion,&rdquo; he said desperately, &ldquo;I will not try to palliate my sin.
+ But still I must set myself right with you in so far as I can. The very
+ night Alo killed herself I had made up my mind to leave the navy. I was
+ going to send in my papers, and come back to Apia, and marry her as
+ Englishmen are married. While I remained in the navy I could not, as you
+ know, marry her. It would be impossible to an English officer. I intended
+ to come back and be regularly married to her.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You say that now,&rdquo; was the cold reply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But it is the truth, the truth indeed. Nothing that you might say could
+ make me despise myself more than I do; but I have told you all, as I shall
+ have to tell it one day before a just God. You have spared me: He will
+ not.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Gait Roscoe,&rdquo; she replied, &ldquo;I am not merciful, nor am I just. I intended
+ to injure you, though you will remember I saved your life that night by
+ giving you a boat for escape across the bay to the &lsquo;Porcupine&rsquo;, which was
+ then under way. The band on board, you also remember, was playing the
+ music of La Grande Duchesse. You fired on the natives who followed. Well,
+ Sam Kilby was with them. Your brother officers did not know the cause of
+ the trouble. It was not known to any one in Apia exactly who it was that
+ Kilby and the natives had tracked from Alo&rsquo;s hut.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He drew his hand across his forehead dazedly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh, yes I remember!&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;I wish I had faced the matter there and
+ then. It would have been better.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I doubt that,&rdquo; she replied. &ldquo;The natives who saw you coming from Alo&rsquo;s
+ hut did not know you. You wisely came straight to the Consul&rsquo;s office&mdash;my
+ father&rsquo;s house. And I helped you, though Alo, half-caste Alo, was&mdash;my
+ sister!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Roscoe started back. &ldquo;Alo&mdash;your&mdash;sister!&rdquo; he exclaimed in
+ horror.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, though I did not know it till afterwards, not till just before my
+ father died. Alo&rsquo;s father was my father; and her mother had been honestly
+ married to my father by a missionary; though for my sake it had never been
+ made known. You remember, also, that you carried on your relations with
+ Alo secretly, and my father never suspected it was you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Your sister!&rdquo; Roscoe was white and sick.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes. And now you understand my reason for wishing you ill, and for hating
+ you to the end.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; he said despairingly, &ldquo;I see.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was determined to preserve before him the outer coldness of her nature
+ to the last.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Let us reckon together,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;I helped to&mdash;in fact, I saved
+ your life at Apia. You helped to save my life at the Devil&rsquo;s Slide. That
+ is balanced. You did me&mdash;the honour to say that you loved me once.
+ Well, one of my race loved you. That is balanced also. My sister&rsquo;s death
+ came through you. There is no balance to that. What shall balance Alo&rsquo;s
+ death? ... I leave you to think that over. It is worth thinking about. I
+ shall keep your secret, too. Kilby does not know you. I doubt that he ever
+ saw you, though, as I said, he followed you with the natives that night in
+ Apia. He was to come to see me to-day. I think I intended to tell him all,
+ and shift&mdash;the duty&mdash;of punishment on his shoulders, which I do
+ not doubt he would fulfil. But he shall not know. Do not ask why. I have
+ changed my mind, that is all. But still the account remains a long one.
+ You will have your lifetime to reckon with it, free from any interference
+ on my part; for, if I can help it, we shall never meet again in this world&mdash;never....
+ And now, good-bye.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Without a gesture of farewell she turned and left him standing there, in
+ misery and bitterness, but in a thankfulness too, more for Ruth&rsquo;s sake
+ than his own. He raised his arms with a despairing motion, then let them
+ drop heavily to his side....
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then two strong hands caught his throat, a body pressed hard against
+ him, and he was borne backward&mdash;backward&mdash;to the cliff!
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XX. AFTER THE STORM
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ I was sitting on the verandah, writing a letter to Belle Treherne. The
+ substantial peace of a mountain evening was on me. The air was clear, and
+ full of the scent of the pines and cedars, and the rumble of the rapids
+ came musically down the canon. I lifted my head and saw an eagle sailing
+ away to the snow-topped peak of Trinity, and then turned to watch the
+ orioles in the trees. The hour was delightful. It made me feel how grave
+ mere living is, how noble even the meanest of us becomes sometimes&mdash;in
+ those big moments when we think the world was built for us. It is half
+ egotism, half divinity; but why quarrel with it?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was young, ambitious; and Love and I were at that moment the only
+ figures in the universe really deserving attention! I looked on down a
+ lane of cedars before me, seeing in imagination a long procession of
+ pleasant things; of&mdash;As I looked, another procession moved through
+ the creatures of my dreams, so that they shrank away timidly, then
+ utterly, and this new procession came on and on, until&mdash;I suddenly
+ rose, and started forward fearfully, to see&mdash;unhappy reality!&mdash;the
+ body of Galt Roscoe carried towards me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then a cold wind seemed to blow from the glacier above and killed all the
+ summer. A man whispered to me: &ldquo;We found him at the bottom of the ravine
+ yonder. He&rsquo;d fallen over, I suppose.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I felt his heart. &ldquo;He is not dead, thank God!&rdquo; I said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, sir,&rdquo; said the other, &ldquo;but he&rsquo;s all smashed.&rdquo; They brought him in and
+ laid him on his bed. I sent one of the party for the doctor at Viking, and
+ myself set to work, with what appliances I had, to deal with the dreadful
+ injuries. When the doctor came, together we made him into the semblance of
+ a man again. His face was but slightly injured, though his head had
+ received severe hurts. I think that I alone saw the marks on his throat;
+ and I hid them. I guessed the cause, but held my peace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had sent round at once to James Devlin (but asked him not to come till
+ morning), and also to Mrs. Falchion; but I begged her not to come at all.
+ I might have spared her that; for, as I afterwards knew, she had no
+ intention of coming. She had learned of the accident on her way to Viking,
+ and had turned back; but only to wait and know the worst or the best.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ About midnight I was left alone with Roscoe. Once, earlier in the evening,
+ he had recognised me and smiled faintly, but I had shaken my head, and he
+ had said nothing. Now, however, he was looking at me earnestly. I did not
+ speak. What he had to tell me was best told in his own time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last he said faintly: &ldquo;Marmion, shall I die soon?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I knew that frankness was best, and I replied: &ldquo;I cannot tell, Roscoe.
+ There is a chance of your living.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He moved his head sadly. &ldquo;A very faint chance?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, a faint one, but&mdash;&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes? &lsquo;But&rsquo;?&rdquo; He looked at me as though he wished it over.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But it rests with you whether the chance is worth anything. If you are
+ content to die, it is gone.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am content to die,&rdquo; he replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And there,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;you are wrong and selfish. You have Ruth to live
+ for. Besides, if you are given the chance, you commit suicide if you do
+ not take it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a long pause, and then he said: &ldquo;You are right; I will live if I
+ can, Marmion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And now YOU are right.&rdquo; I nodded soothingly to him, and then asked him to
+ talk no more; for I knew that fever would soon come on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He lay for a moment silent, but at length whispered: &ldquo;Did you know it was
+ not a fall I had?&rdquo; He raised his chin and stretched his throat slightly,
+ with a kind of trembling.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I thought it was not a fall,&rdquo; I replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It was Phil&rsquo;s pal&mdash;Kilby.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I thought that.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How could you&mdash;think it? Did&mdash;others&mdash;think so?&rdquo; he asked
+ anxiously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, not others; I alone. They thought it accident; they could have no
+ ground for suspicion. But I had; and, besides, there were marks on your
+ throat.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nothing must happen to him, you understand. He had been drinking, and&mdash;and
+ he was justified. I wronged him in Samoa, him and Mrs. Falchion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I nodded and put my fingers on my lips.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again there was silence. I sat and watched him, his eyes closed, his body
+ was motionless. He slept for hours so, and then he waked rather sharply,
+ and said half deliriously: &ldquo;I could have dragged him with me, Marmion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But you did not. Yes, I understand. Go to sleep again, Roscoe.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Later on the fever came, and he moaned and moved his head about his
+ pillow. He could not move his body&mdash;it was too much injured.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a source of fear in Kilby. Would he recklessly announce what he
+ had done, and the cause of it? After thinking it over and over, I
+ concluded that he would not disclose his crimes. My conclusions were
+ right, as after events showed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As for Roscoe, I feared that if he lived he must go through life maimed.
+ He had a private income; therefore if he determined to work no more in the
+ ministry, he would, at least, have the comforts of life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ruth Devlin came. I went to Roscoe and told him that she wished to see
+ him. He smiled sorrowfully and said: &ldquo;To what end, Marmion? I am a
+ drifting wreck. It will only shock her.&rdquo; I think he thought she would not
+ love him now if he lived&mdash;a crippled man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But is this noble? Is it just to her?&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After a long time he answered: &ldquo;You are right again, quite right. I am
+ selfish. When one is shaking between life and death, one thinks most of
+ one&rsquo;s self.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She will help to bring you back from those places, Roscoe.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If I am delirious ever, do not let her come, will you, Marmion? Promise
+ me that.&rdquo; I promised.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I went to her. She was very calm and womanly. She entered the room, went
+ quietly to his bedside, and, sitting down, took his hand. Her smile was
+ pitiful and anxious, but her words were brave.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My dearest,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;I am so sorry. But you will soon be well, so we
+ must be as patient and cheerful as we can.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His eyes answered, but he did not speak. She leaned over and kissed his
+ cheek. Then he said: &ldquo;I hope I may get well.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;This was the shadow over you,&rdquo; she ventured. &ldquo;This was your presentiment
+ of trouble&mdash;this accident.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, this was the shadow.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Some sharp thought seemed to move her, for her eyes grew suddenly hard,
+ and she stooped and whispered: &ldquo;Was SHE there&mdash;when&mdash;it
+ happened, Galt?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He shrank from the question, but he said immediately: &ldquo;No, she was not
+ there.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am glad,&rdquo; she added, &ldquo;that it was only an accident.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her eyes grew clear of their momentary hardness. There is nothing in life
+ like the anger of one woman against another concerning a man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Justine Caron came to the house, pale and anxious, to inquire. Mrs.
+ Falchion, she said, was not going away until she knew how Mr. Roscoe&rsquo;s
+ illness would turn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Miss Caron,&rdquo; I said to her, &ldquo;do you not think it better that she should
+ go?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, for him; but she grieves now.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For him?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not alone for him,&rdquo; was the reply. There was a pause, and then she
+ continued: &ldquo;Madame told me to say to you that she did not wish Mr. Roscoe
+ to know that she was still here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I assured her that I understood, and then she added mournfully: &ldquo;I cannot
+ help you now, monsieur, as I did on board the &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;. But he will be
+ better cared for in Miss Devlin&rsquo;s hands, the poor lady!... Do you think
+ that he will live?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I hope so. I am not sure.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her eyes went to tears; and then I tried to speak more encouragingly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All day people came to inquire, chief among them Mr. Devlin, whose big
+ heart split itself in humanity and compassion. &ldquo;The price of the big mill
+ for the guarantee of his life!&rdquo; he said over and over again. &ldquo;We can&rsquo;t
+ afford to let him go.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Although I should have been on my way back to Toronto, I determined to
+ stay until Roscoe was entirely out of danger. It was singular, but in this
+ illness, though the fever was high, he never was delirious. It would
+ almost seem as if, having paid his penalty, the brain was at rest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ While Roscoe hovered between life and death, Mr. Devlin, who persisted
+ that he would not die, was planning for a new hospital and a new church,
+ of which Roscoe should be president and padre respectively. But the
+ suspense to us all, for many days, was very great; until, one morning when
+ the birds were waking the cedars, and the snow on Mount Trinity was
+ flashing coolness down the hot valley, he waked and said to me: &ldquo;Marmion,
+ old friend; it is morning at last.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, it is morning,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;And you are going to live now? You are
+ going to be reasonable and give the earth another chance?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, I believe I shall live now.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To cheer him, I told him what Mr. Devlin intended and had planned; how
+ river-drivers and salmon-fishers came every day from the valley to inquire
+ after him. I did not tell him that there had been one or two disturbances
+ between the river-drivers and the salmon-fishers. I tried to let him see
+ that there need be no fresh change in his life. At length he interrupted
+ me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Marmion,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;I understand what you mean. It would be cowardly of
+ me to leave here now if I were a whole man. I am true in intention, God
+ knows, but I must carry a crippled arm for the rest of my life, must I
+ not?.... and a crippled Padre is not the kind of man for this place. They
+ want men straight on their feet.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you think,&rdquo; I answered, &ldquo;that they will not be able to stand the test?
+ You gave them&mdash;shall I say it?&mdash;a crippled mind before; you give
+ them a crippled body now. Well, where do you think the odds lie? I should
+ fancy with you as you are.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a long silence in which neither of us moved. At last he turned
+ his face towards the window, and, not looking at me, said lingeringly:
+ &ldquo;This is a pleasant place.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I knew that he would remain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had not seen Mrs. Falchion during Roscoe&rsquo;s illness; but every day
+ Justine came and inquired, or a messenger was sent. And when, this
+ fortunate day, Justine herself came, and I told her that the crisis was
+ past, she seemed infinitely relieved and happy. Then she said:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madame has been ill these three days also; but now I think she will be
+ better; and we shall go soon.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ask her,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;not to go yet for a few days. Press it as a favour to
+ me.&rdquo; Then, on second thought, I sat down and wrote Mrs. Falchion a note,
+ hinting that there were grave reasons why she should stay a little longer:
+ things connected with her own happiness. Truth is, I had received a note
+ that morning which had excited me. It referred to Mrs. Falchion. For I was
+ an arch-plotter&mdash;or had been.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I received a note in reply which said that she would do as I wished.
+ Meanwhile I was anxiously awaiting the arrival of some one.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That night a letter came to Roscoe. After reading it shrinkingly he handed
+ it to me. It said briefly:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ I&rsquo;m not sorry I did it, but I&rsquo;m glad I hevn&rsquo;t killed you. I was
+ drunk and mad. If I hadn&rsquo;t hurt you, I&rsquo;d never hev forgive myself.
+ I reckon now, there&rsquo;s no need to do any forgivin&rsquo; either side.
+ We&rsquo;re square&mdash;though maybe you didn&rsquo;t kill her after all. Mrs.
+ Falchion says you didn&rsquo;t. But you hurt her. Well, I&rsquo;ve hurt you.
+ And you will never hear no more of Phil&rsquo;s pal from Danger Mountain.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Immediately after sunset of this night, a storm swept suddenly down the
+ mountains, and prevented Ruth and her father from going to Viking. I left
+ them talking to Roscoe, he wearing such a look on his face as I like to
+ remember now, free from distress of mind&mdash;so much more painful than
+ distress of body. As I was leaving the room, I looked back and saw Ruth
+ sitting on a stool beside Roscoe&rsquo;s chair, holding the unmaimed hand in
+ hers; the father&rsquo;s face shining with pleasure and pride. Before I went
+ out, I turned again to look at them, and, as I did so, my eye fell on the
+ window against which the wind and rain were beating. And through the wet
+ there appeared a face, shocking in its paleness and misery&mdash;the face
+ of Mrs. Falchion. Only for an instant, and then it was gone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I opened the door and went out upon the verandah. As I did so, there was a
+ flash of lightning, and in that flash a figure hurried by me. One moment,
+ and there was another flash; and I saw the figure in the beating rain,
+ making toward the precipice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then I heard a cry, not loud, but full of entreaty and sorrow. I moved
+ quickly toward it. In another white gleam I saw Justine with her arms
+ about the figure, holding it back from the abyss. She said with incredible
+ pleading:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, no, madame, not that! It is wicked&mdash;wicked.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I came and stood beside them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The figure sank upon the ground and buried a pitiful face in the wet
+ grass.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Justine leaned over her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She sobbed as one whose harvest of the past is all tears. Nothing human
+ could comfort her yet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I think she did not know that I was there. Justine lifted her face to me,
+ appealing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I turned and stole silently away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XXI. IN PORT
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ That night I could not rest. It was impossible to rid myself of the
+ picture of Mrs. Falchion as I had seen her by the precipice in the storm.
+ What I had dared to hope for had come. She had been awakened; and with the
+ awakening had risen a new understanding of her own life and the lives of
+ others. The storm of wind and rain that had swept down the ravine was not
+ wilder than her passions when I left her with Justine in the dark night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All had gone well where the worst might have been. Roscoe&rsquo;s happiness was
+ saved to him. He felt that the accident to him was the penalty he paid for
+ the error of his past; but in the crash of penalties Mrs. Falchion, too,
+ was suffering; and, so far as she knew, must carry with her the remorse of
+ having seen, without mercy, her husband sink to a suicide&rsquo;s grave. I knew
+ that she was paying a great price now for a mistaken past. I wished that I
+ might make her remorse and sorrow less. There was a way, but I was not
+ sure that all would be as I wished. Since a certain dreadful day on the
+ &lsquo;Fulvia&rsquo;, Hungerford and I had held a secret in our hands. When it seemed
+ that Mrs. Falchion would bring a great trouble and shame into Roscoe&rsquo;s
+ life, I determined to use the secret. It must be used now only for Mrs.
+ Falchion&rsquo;s good. As I said in the last chapter, I had received word that
+ somebody was coming whose presence must take a large place in the drama of
+ these events: and I hoped the best.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Until morning I lay and planned the best way to bring things to a
+ successful issue. The morning came&mdash;beautiful after a mad night. Soon
+ after I got up I received a note, brought by a boy from Viking, which gave
+ me a thrill of excitement. The note requested me to go to Sunburst. But
+ first I sent a note to Mrs. Falchion, begging her in the name of our new
+ friendship not to leave the mountains that day. I also asked that she
+ would meet me in Sunburst that evening at eight o&rsquo;clock, at a place
+ indicated by me. I asked for a reply by the messenger I sent, and urged
+ her to ask no questions, but to trust me as one who only wished to do her
+ a great service, as I hoped her compliance would make possible. I waited
+ for the reply, and it bore but the one word&mdash;&ldquo;Yes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Greatly pleased, I started down the valley. It was still early when I
+ reached Sunburst. I went directly to the little tavern from whence the
+ note had come, and remained an hour or more. The result of that hour&rsquo;s
+ conversation with the writer of the note was memorable, as was the hour
+ itself. I began to hope fondly for the success of my scheme.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From the tavern I went to the village, with an elation hardly disturbed by
+ the fact that many of the salmon-fishers were sullen, because of foolish
+ depredations committed the evening before by idle river-men and mill-hands
+ of Viking. Had I not been so occupied with Mrs. Falchion and an event
+ wherein she must figure, I should have taken more seriously the mutterings
+ of the half-breeds, the moroseness of the Indians, and the nervous
+ threatenings of the white fishers: the more so because I knew that Mr.
+ Devlin had started early that morning for the Pacific Coast, and would not
+ be back for some days.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ No two classes of people could be more unlike than the salmon-fishers of
+ Sunburst and the mill-hands and river-drivers of Viking. The life of the
+ river-men was exciting, hardy, and perilous; tending to boisterousness,
+ recklessness, daring, and wild humour: that of the salmon-fishers was
+ cheerful, picturesque, infrequently dangerous, mostly simple and quiet.
+ The river-driver chose to spend his idle hours in crude, rough
+ sprightliness; the salmon-fisher loved to lie upon the shore and listen to
+ the village story-teller,&mdash;almost official when successful,&mdash;who
+ played upon the credulity and imagination of his listeners. The
+ river-driver loved excitement for its own sake, and behind his
+ boisterousness there was little evil. When the salmon-fisher was roused,
+ his anger became desperately serious. It was not his practice to be
+ boisterous for the sake of boisterousness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All this worked for a crisis.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From Sunburst I went over to Viking, and for a time watched a handful of
+ river-drivers upon a little island in the centre of the river, working to
+ loosen some logs and timber and foist them into the water, to be driven
+ down to the mill. I stood interested, because I had nothing to do of any
+ moment for a couple of hours. I asked an Indian on the bank to take his
+ canoe and paddle me over to the island. He did so. I do not know why I did
+ not go alone; but the Indian was near me, his canoe was at his hand, and I
+ did the thing almost mechanically. I landed on the island and watched with
+ great interest the men as they pried, twisted and tumbled the pile to get
+ at the key-log which, found and loosened, would send the heap into the
+ water.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was sorry I brought the Indian with me, for though the river-drivers
+ stopped their wild sing-song cry for a moment to call a &ldquo;How!&rdquo; at me, they
+ presently began to toss jeering words at the Indian. They had recognised
+ him&mdash;I had not&mdash;as a salmon-fisher and one of the Siwash tribe
+ from Sunburst. He remained perfectly silent, but I could see sullenness
+ growing on his face. He appeared to take no notice of his scornful
+ entertainers, but, instead of edging away, came nearer and nearer to the
+ tangle of logs&mdash;came, indeed, very close to me, as I stood watching
+ four or five men, with the foreman close by, working at a huge timber. At
+ a certain moment the foreman was in a kind of hollow. Just behind him,
+ near to the Indian, was a great log, which, if loosened by a slight
+ impulse, must fall into the hollow where the foreman stood. The foreman
+ had his face to us; the backs of the other men were on us. Suddenly the
+ foreman gave a frightened cry, and I saw at the same instant the Indian&rsquo;s
+ foot thrust out upon the big log. Before the foreman had time to get out
+ of the hollow, it slid down, caught him just above the ankle and broke the
+ leg.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I wheeled, to see the Indian in his canoe making for the shore. He was
+ followed by the curses of the foreman and the gang. The foreman was very
+ quiet, but I could see that there was danger in his eye, and the
+ exclamations of the men satisfied me that they were planning an
+ inter-municipal difficulty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I improvised bandages, set the leg directly, and in a little while we got
+ to the shore on a hastily constructed raft. After seeing the foreman
+ safely cared for, and giving Mr. Devlin&rsquo;s manager the facts of the
+ occurrence, more than sated with my morning&rsquo;s experience, I climbed the
+ mountain side, and took refuge from the heat in the coolness of Roscoe&rsquo;s
+ rooms.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the afternoon I received a note from Mrs. Falchion, saying that on the
+ following day she would start for the coast; that her luggage would be
+ taken to Sunburst at once; and that, her engagement with me fulfilled, she
+ would spend a night there, not returning again to the hills. I was
+ preparing for my own departure, and was kept very busy until evening. Then
+ I went quickly down into the valley,&mdash;for I was late,&mdash;and
+ trudged eagerly on to Sunburst. As I neared the village I saw that there
+ were fewer lights&mdash;torches and fires&mdash;than usual on the river. I
+ noticed also that there were very few fishers on the banks or in the
+ river. But still the village seemed noisy, and, although it was dusk, I
+ could make out much stir in the one street along which the cottages and
+ huts ambled for nearly a mile.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All at once it came to me strongly that the friction between the two
+ villages had consummated in the foreman&rsquo;s injury, and was here coming to a
+ painful crisis. My suspicions had good grounds. As I hurried on I saw that
+ the lights usually set on the banks of the river were scattered through
+ the town. Bonfires were being lighted, and torches were flaring in front
+ of the Indian huts. Coming closer, I saw excited groups of Indians,
+ half-breeds, and white men moving here and there; and then, all at once,
+ there came a cry&mdash;a kind of roar&mdash;from farther up the village,
+ and the men gathered themselves together, seizing guns, sticks, irons, and
+ other weapons, and ran up the street. I understood. I was moderately swift
+ of foot those days. I came quickly after them, and passed them. As I did
+ so I inquired of one or two fishers what was the trouble.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They told me, as I had guessed, that they expected an attack on the
+ village by the mill-hands and river-drivers of Viking.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The situation was critical. I could foresee a catastrophe which would for
+ ever unsettle the two towns, and give the valley an unenviable reputation.
+ I was certain that, if Roscoe or Mr. Devlin were present, a prohibitive
+ influence could be brought to bear; that some one of strong will could
+ stand, as it were, in the gap between them, and prevent a pitched battle,
+ and, possibly, bloodshed. I was sure that at Viking the river-drivers had
+ laid their plans so secretly that the news of them would scarcely reach
+ the ears of the manager of the mill, and that, therefore, his influence,
+ as Mr. Devlin&rsquo;s, would not be available.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Remained only myself&mdash;as I first thought. I was unknown to a great
+ number of the men of both villages, and familiar with but very few&mdash;chiefly
+ those with whom I had a gossiping acquaintance. Yet, somehow, I felt that
+ if I could but get a half-dozen men to take a firm stand with me, I might
+ hold the rioters in check.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As I ran by the side of the excitable fishers, I urged upon one or two of
+ them the wisdom and duty of preventing a conflict. Their reply was&mdash;and
+ it was very convincing&mdash;that they were not forcing a struggle, but
+ were being attacked, and in the case would fight. My hasty persuasion
+ produced but little result. But I kept thinking hard. Suddenly it came to
+ me that I could place my hand upon a man whose instincts in the matter
+ would be the same as mine; who had authority; knew the world; had been in
+ dangerous positions in his lifetime; and owed me something. I was sure
+ that I could depend upon him: the more so that once frail of body he had
+ developed into a strong, well-controlled man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Even as I thought of him, I was within a few rods of the house where he
+ was. I looked, and saw him standing in the doorway. I ran and called to
+ him. He instantly joined me, and we ran on together: the fishermen
+ shouting loudly as they watched the river-drivers come armed down the
+ hill-slope into the village.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I hastily explained the situation to my friend, and told him what we must
+ do. A word or two assured me of all I wished to know. We reached the scene
+ of the disorder. The fishermen were bunched together, the river on the one
+ side, the houses and hills on the other. The river-drivers had halted not
+ many yards away, cool, determined and quiet, save for a little muttering.
+ In their red shirts, top boots, many of them with long black hair and
+ brass earrings, they looked a most formidable crowd. They had evidently
+ taken the matter seriously, and were come with the intention of carrying
+ their point, whatever it might be. Just as we reached the space between
+ the two parties, the massive leader of the river-drivers stepped forward,
+ and in a rough but collected voice said that they had come determined to
+ fight, if fighting were necessary, but that they knew what the end of the
+ conflict would be, and they did not wish to obliterate Sunburst entirely
+ if Sunburst accepted the conditions of peace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There seemed no leader to the fishermen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My friend said to me quickly: &ldquo;You speak first.&rdquo; Instantly I stepped
+ forward and demanded to know what the terms of peace were. As soon as I
+ did so, there were harsh mutterings among the river-drivers. I explained
+ at once, waving back some of the fisher-men who were clamouring about me,
+ that I had nothing whatever to do with the quarrel; that I happened to be
+ where I was by accident, as I had happened by accident to see the
+ difficulty of the morning. But I said that it was the duty of every man
+ who was a good citizen and respected the laws of his country, to see, in
+ so far as it was possible, that there should be no breach of those laws. I
+ spoke in a clear strong voice, and I think I produced some effect upon
+ both parties to the quarrel. The reply of the leader was almost immediate.
+ He said that all they demanded was the Indian who had so treacherously
+ injured the foreman of their gangs. I saw the position at once, and was
+ dumfounded. For a moment I did not speak.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was not prepared for the scene that immediately followed. Some one broke
+ through the crowd at my back, rushed past me, and stood between the two
+ forces. It was the Indian who had injured the foreman. He was naked to the
+ waist, and painted and feathered after the manner of his tribe going to
+ battle. There was a wild light in his eye, but he had no weapon. He folded
+ his arms across his breast, and said:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, you want me. Here I am. I will fight with any man all alone,
+ without a gun or arrow or anything. I will fight with my arms&mdash;to
+ kill.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw revolvers raised at him instantly, but at that the man, my friend,
+ who stood beside me, sprang in front of the Indian.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Stop&mdash;stop!&rdquo; he cried. &ldquo;In the name of the law! I am a sergeant of
+ the mounted police of Canada. My jurisdiction extends from Winnipeg to
+ Vancouver. You cannot have this man except over my body: and for my body
+ every one of you will pay with your lives; for every blow struck this
+ night, there will be a hundred blows struck upon the river-drivers and
+ mill-hands of this valley. Take care! Behind me is the law of the land&mdash;her
+ police and her soldiery.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He paused. There was almost complete silence. He continued:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;This man is my prisoner; I arrest him.&rdquo;&mdash;He put his hand upon the
+ Indian&rsquo;s shoulder.&mdash;&ldquo;For the crime he committed this morning he shall
+ pay: but to the law, not to you. Put up your revolvers, men. Go back to
+ Viking. Don&rsquo;t risk your lives; don&rsquo;t break the law and make yourselves
+ criminals and outlaws. Is it worth it? Be men. You have been the
+ aggressors. There isn&rsquo;t one of you but feels that justice which is the
+ boast of every man of the West. You wanted to avenge the crime of this
+ morning. But the vengeance is the law&rsquo;s.&mdash;Stand back&mdash;Stand
+ back!&rdquo; he said, and drew his revolver, as the leader of the river-drivers
+ stepped forward. &ldquo;I will kill the first man that tries to lay his hand
+ upon my prisoner. Don&rsquo;t be mad. I am not one man, I am a whole country.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I shall never forget the thrill that passed through me as I saw a man who,
+ but a handful of months before, was neck deep in his grave, now blossomed
+ out into a strong, defiant soldier.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a pause. At last the leader of the river-drivers spoke. &ldquo;See,&rdquo;
+ he said, &ldquo;Sergeant, I guess you&rsquo;re right. You&rsquo;re a man, so help me! Say,
+ boys,&rdquo; he continued, turning to his followers, &ldquo;let him have the Injin. I
+ guess he&rsquo;s earned him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So saying he wheeled, the men with him, and they tramped up the slope
+ again on their way back to Viking. The man who had achieved this turned
+ upon the fishers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Back to your homes!&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Be thankful that blood was not shed here
+ to-night, and let this be a lesson to you. Now, go.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The crowd turned, slowly shambled down the riverside, and left us three
+ standing there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But not alone. Out of the shadow of one of the houses came two women. They
+ stepped forward into the light of the bonfire burning near us. One of the
+ women was very pale.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was Mrs. Falchion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I touched the arm of the man standing beside me. He wheeled and saw her
+ also. A cry broke from his lips, but he stood still. A whole life-time of
+ sorrow, trouble, and love looked out of his eyes. Mrs. Falchion came
+ nearer. Clasping her hands upon her breast, she peered up into his face,
+ and gasped:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Oh&mdash;oh&mdash;I thought that you were drowned&mdash;and dead! I saw
+ you buried in the sea. No&mdash;no&mdash;it cannot be you! I have heard
+ and seen all within these past few minutes. YOU are so strong and brave,
+ so great a man!... Oh, tell me, tell me, are you in truth my husband?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He spoke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was your husband, Mercy Falchion. I was drowned, but this man&rdquo;&mdash;he
+ turned and touched my shoulder&mdash;&ldquo;this man brought me back to life. I
+ wanted to be dead to the world. I begged him to keep my secret. A sailor&rsquo;s
+ corpse was buried in my shroud, and I lived. At Aden I stole from the boat
+ in the night. I came to America&mdash;to Canada&mdash;to begin a new life
+ under a new name, never to see you again.... Do not, do not speak to me&mdash;unless
+ I am not to lose you again; unless I am to know that now you forgive me&mdash;that
+ you forgive me&mdash;and wish me to live&mdash;my wife!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She put both her hands out, a strange, sorrowful look in her eyes, and
+ said: &ldquo;I have sinned&mdash;I have sinned.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He took her hands in his.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I know,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;that you do not love me yet; but you may some day.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;I do not love you; but.... I am glad you live. Let us&mdash;go
+ home.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ THE END. <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ ETEXT EDITOR&rsquo;S BOOKMARKS:
+
+ A heart-break for that kind is their salvation
+ A man may be forgiven for a sin, but the effect remains
+ A man you could bank on, and draw your interest reg&rsquo;lar
+ Aboriginal dispersion
+ All he has to do is to be vague, and look prodigious (Scientist)
+ And even envy praised her
+ Audience that patronisingly listens outside a room or window
+ But to pay the vulgar penalty of prison&mdash;ah!
+ Death is a magnificent ally; it untangles knots
+ Death is not the worst of evils
+ Engrossed more, it seemed, in the malady than in the man
+ Every true woman is a mother, though she have no child
+ Fear a woman are when she hates, and when she loves
+ For a man having work to do, woman, lovely woman, is rocks
+ He didn&rsquo;t always side with the majority
+ He had neither self-consciousness nor fear
+ Her own suffering always set her laughing at herself
+ It is difficult to be idle&mdash;and important too
+ It is hard to be polite to cowards
+ Jews everywhere treated worse than the Chinaman
+ Learned what fools we mortals be
+ Love can outlive slander
+ Men do not steal up here: that is the unpardonable crime
+ One always buys back the past at a tremendous price
+ One doesn&rsquo;t choose to worry
+ Saying uncomfortable things in a deferential way
+ She had provoked love, but had never given it
+ Slow-footed hours wandered by, leaving apathy in their train
+ &ldquo;Still the end of your existence,&rdquo; I rejoined&mdash;&ldquo;to be amused?&rdquo;
+ That anxious civility which beauty can inspire
+ The happy scene of the play before the villain comes in
+ The ravings of a sick man are not always counted ravings
+ The sea is a great breeder of friendship
+ The tender care of a woman&mdash;than many pharmacopoeias
+ The threshold of an acknowledged love
+ There are things we repent of which cannot be repaired
+ There is no refuge from memory and remorse in this world
+ Think that a woman gives the heart for pleasant weather only?
+ Thou wouldst not think how ill all&rsquo;s here about my heart
+ Time a woman most yearns for a man is when she has refused him
+ Vanity; and from this much feminine hatred springs
+ Very severe on those who do not pretend to be good
+ What is gone is gone Graves are idolatry
+ Who get a morbid enjoyment out of misery
+ Would look back and not remember that she had a childhood
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+
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+The Project Gutenberg EBook of Mrs. Falchion, Complete, by Gilbert Parker
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+Title: Mrs. Falchion, Complete
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+Author: Gilbert Parker
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+*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MRS. FALCHION, COMPLETE ***
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+Produced by David Widger and Andrew Sly
+
+
+
+
+
+MRS. FALCHION
+
+By Gilbert Parker
+
+
+
+
+INTRODUCTION
+
+This novel was written in the days of the three-decker, and it went out
+to sea as such. Every novel of mine written until 1893 was published in
+two or three volumes, and the sale to the libraries was greater than the
+sale to the general public. This book was begun in 1892 at the time when
+the Pierre stories were being written, and it was finished in the summer
+of 1893. It did not appear serially; indeed, I made no attempt at serial
+publication. I had a feeling that as it was to be my first novel, it
+should be judged as a whole and taken at a gasp, as it were. I believe
+that the reader of Messrs. Methuen & Company was not disposed to publish
+the book, but Mr. Methuen himself (or Mr. Stedman as he was then called)
+was impressed by it and gave it his friendly confidence. He was certain
+that it would arrest the attention of the critics and of the public,
+whether it became popular or not. I have not a set of those original
+three volumes. I wish I had, because they won for me an almost
+unhoped-for pleasure. The 'Daily Chronicle' gave the volumes over
+a column of review, and headed the notice, "A Coming Novelist." The
+'Athenaeum' said that 'Mrs. Falchion' was a splendid study of character;
+'The Pall Mall Gazette' said that the writing was as good as anything
+that had been done in our time, while at the same time it took rather a
+dark view of my future as a novelist, because it said I had not probed
+deep enough into the wounds of character which I had inflicted. The
+article was written by Mr. George W. Stevens, and he was right in saying
+that I had not probed deep enough. Few very young men--and I was very
+young then--do probe very deeply. At the appearance of 'When Valmond
+Came to Pontiac', however, Mr. Stevens came to the conclusion that my
+future was assured.
+
+I mention these things because they were burnt into my mind at the time.
+'Mrs. Falchion' was my first real novel, as I have said, though it had
+been preceded by a short novel called 'The Chief Factor', since rescued
+from publication and never published in book form in England. I realised
+when I had written 'Mrs. Falchion' that I had not found my metier, and I
+was fearful of complete failure. I had come but a few years before from
+the South Seas; I was full of what I had seen and felt; I was eager to
+write of it all, and I did write of it; but the thing which was deeper
+still in me was the life which 'Pierre and His People', 'The Seats of
+the Mighty', 'The Trail of the Sword', 'The Lane That Had no Turning',
+and 'The Right of Way' portrayed. That life was destined to give me
+an assured place and public, while 'Mrs. Falchion', and the South Sea
+stories published in various journals before the time of its production,
+and indeed anterior to the writing of the Pierre series, only assured me
+attention.
+
+Happily for the book, which has faults of construction, superficialities
+as to incident, and with some crudity of plot, it was, in the main, a
+study of character. There was focus, there was illumination in the book,
+to what degree I will not try to say; and the attempt to fasten the
+mind of the reader upon the central figure, and to present that central
+figure in many aspects, safeguarded the narrative from the charge
+of being a mere novel of adventure, or, as one writer called it, "an
+impudent melodrama, which has its own fascinations."
+
+Reading Mrs. Falchion again after all these years, I seem to realise
+in it an attempt to combine the objective and subjective methods of
+treatment--to combine analysis of character and motive with arresting
+episode. It is a difficult thing to do, as I have found. It was not done
+on my part wholly by design, but rather by instinct, and I imagine that
+this tendency has run through all my works. It represents the elements
+of romanticism and of realism in one, and that kind of representation
+has its dangers, to say nothing of its difficulties. It sometimes
+alienates the reader, who by instinct and preference is a realist, and
+it troubles the reader who wants to read for a story alone, who cares
+for what a character does, and not for what a character is or says,
+except in so far as it emphasises what it does. One has to work,
+however, in one's own way, after one's own idiosyncrasies, and here
+is the book that represents one of my own idiosyncrasies in its most
+primitive form.
+
+
+CONTENTS:
+
+ BOOK I
+
+ BELOW THE SUN LINE
+
+ I. THE GATES OF THE SEA
+ II. "MOTLEY IS YOUR ONLY WEAR"
+ III. A TALE OF NO MAN'S SEA
+ IV. THE TRAIL OF THE ISHMAELITE
+ V. ACCUSING FACES
+ VI. MUMMERS ALL
+ VII. THE WHEEL COMES FULL CIRCLE
+ VIII. A BRIDGE OF PERIL
+ IX. "THE PROGRESS OF THE SUNS"
+ X. BETWEEN DAY AND DARK
+
+
+ BOOK II
+
+ THE SLOPE OF THE PACIFIC
+
+ XI. AMONG THE HILLS OF GOD
+ XII. THE WHIRLIGIG OF TIME
+ XIII. THE SONG OF THE SAW
+ XIV. THE PATH OF THE EAGLE
+ XV. IN THE TROUGH OF THE WINDS
+ XVI. A DUEL IN ARCADY
+ XVII. RIDING THE REEFS
+ XVIII. THE STRINGS OF DESTINY
+ XIX. THE SENTENCE
+ XX. AFTER THE STORM
+ XXI. IN PORT
+
+
+
+
+
+BOOK I. BELOW THE SUN LINE
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I. THE GATES OF THE SEA
+
+The part I played in Mrs. Falchion's career was not very noble, but I
+shall set it forth plainly here, else I could not have the boldness to
+write of her faults or those of others. Of my own history little need
+be said in preface. Soon after graduating with honours as a physician,
+I was offered a professional post in a college of medicine in Canada. It
+was difficult to establish a practice in medicine without some capital,
+else I had remained in London; and, being in need of instant means, I
+gladly accepted the offer. But six months were to intervene before
+the beginning of my duties--how to fill that time profitably was the
+question. I longed to travel, having scarcely been out of England during
+my life. Some one suggested the position of surgeon on one of the great
+steamers running between England and Australia. The idea of a long
+sea-voyage was seductive, for I had been suffering from over-study,
+though the position itself was not very distinguished. But in those days
+I cared more for pleasing myself than for what might become a newly-made
+professor, and I was prepared to say with a renowned Irish dean:
+"Dignity and I might be married, for all the relations we are."
+
+I secured the position with humiliating ease and humiliating smallness
+of pay. The steamer's name was the 'Fulvia'. It was one of the largest
+belonging to the Occidental Company. It carried no emigrants and had a
+passenger list of fashionable folk. On the voyage out to Australia the
+weather was pleasant, save in the Bay of Biscay; there was no sickness
+on board, and there were many opportunities for social gaiety, the
+cultivation of pleasant acquaintances, and the encouragement of that
+brisk idleness which aids to health. This was really the first holiday
+in my life, and I enjoyed it thoroughly. Nothing of unusual interest
+occurred on the outward voyage; for one thing, because there were no
+unusual people among the passengers; for another, because the vessel
+behaved admirably. The same cannot be said of the return voyage: and
+with it my story really begins. Misfortune followed us out of Sydney
+harbour. We broke a crank-shaft between there and Port Phillip,
+Melbourne; a fire in the hold occurred at Adelaide; and at Albany we
+buried a passenger who had died of consumption one day out from King
+George's Sound. At Colombo, also, we had a misfortune, but it was of a
+peculiar kind, and did not obtrude itself at once; it was found in
+an addition to our passenger list. I had spent a day in exploring
+Colombo--visiting Arabi Pasha, inspecting Hindu temples, watching the
+jugglers and snake-charmers, evading guides and the sellers of brummagem
+jewellery, and idling in the Cinnamon Gardens. I returned to the ship
+tired out. After I had done some official duties, I sauntered to the
+gangway, and, leaning against the bulwarks, idly watched the passengers
+come on board from the tender. Two of these made an impression on me.
+One was a handsome and fashionably-dressed woman, who was followed by
+a maid or companion (as I fancied), carrying parcels; the other, a
+shabbily-dressed man, who was the last to come up from the tender. The
+woman was going down the companion-way when he stepped on deck with a
+single bag in his hand, and I noticed that he watched her with a strange
+look in his eyes. He stood still as he gazed, and remained so for
+a moment after she had gone; then he seemed to recover himself, and
+started, as I thought, almost guiltily, when he saw that my attention
+was attracted. He nervously shifted his bag from one hand to the other,
+and looked round as though not certain of where he should go. A steward
+came to him officiously, and patronisingly too,--which is the bearing of
+servants to shabbily-dressed people,--but he shook his head, caught his
+bag smartly away from the steward's fingers, and moved towards the after
+part of the ship, reserved for intermediate passengers. As he went he
+hesitated, came to the side of the vessel, looked down at the tender for
+a moment, cast his eyes to where the anchor was being weighed, made as
+if he would go back to the tender, then, seeing that the ladder was
+now drawn up, sighed, and passed on to the second-class companion-way,
+through which he disappeared.
+
+I stood commenting idly to myself upon this incident, which, slight
+though it was, appeared to have significance of a kind, when Hungerford,
+the fifth officer, caught me slyly by the arm and said, "Lucky fellow!
+Nothing to do but watch the world go by. I wish I had you in the North
+Atlantic on a whaler, or in the No Man's Sea on a pearl-smack for a
+matter of thirty days."
+
+"What would come of that, Hungerford?" said I.
+
+"An exchange of matter for mind, Marmion; muscle for meditation, physics
+for philosophy."
+
+"You do me too much honour; at present I've neither mind, meditation,
+nor philosophy; I am simply vegetating."
+
+"Which proves you to be demoralised. I never saw a surgeon on a ship
+who wasn't. They began with mind--more or less--they ate the fruits of
+indolence, got precious near being sinful as well as indolent, and
+ended with cheap cynicism, with the old 'quid refert'--the thing Hamlet
+plagiarised in his, 'But it is no matter.'"
+
+"Isn't this an unusual occupation for you, Hungerford--this Swift-like
+criticism?"
+
+"Swift-like, is it? You see, I've practised on many of your race,
+Marmion, and I have it pat now. You are all of two classes--those who
+sicken in soul and leave after one trip, and those who make another trip
+and are lost."
+
+"Lost? How?"
+
+Hungerford pressed his fingers hard on my breastbone, looked at me
+enigmatically from under his well-hung brows, and replied: "Brains put
+out to seed, morals put out to vegetate--that's 'lost.'"
+
+"What about fifth officers?"
+
+"Fifth officers work like navvies, and haven't time for foolishness.
+They've got to walk the bridge, and practise the boats, and be
+responsible for luggage--and here I am talking to you like an infallible
+undergraduate, while the lascars are in endless confusion with a
+half-dozen pieces of baggage, and the first officer foams because I'm
+not there to set them right. I leave you to your dreams. Good-bye."
+
+Hungerford was younger than myself, but he knew the world, and I was
+flattered by these uncommon remarks, because he talked to no one else
+on the ship in the same way. He never sought to make friends, had a
+thorough contempt for social trifling, and shrugged his shoulders at
+the "swagger" of some of the other officers. I think he longed for a
+different kind of sea-life, so accustomed had he been to adventurous and
+hardy ways. He had entered the Occidental service because he had
+fallen in love with a pretty girl, and thought it his duty to become a
+"regular," and thus have the chance of seeing her every three months in
+London. He had conceived a liking for me, reciprocated on my part; the
+more so, because I knew that behind his blunt exterior there was a warm
+and manly heart. When he left me I went to my cabin and prepared for
+dinner, laughing as I did so at his keen, uncompromising criticism,
+which I knew was correct enough; for of all official posts that of
+a ship-surgeon is least calculated to make a man take a pride in
+existence. At its best, it is assisting in the movement of a panorama;
+at its worst, worse than a vegetation. Hungerford's solicitude for
+myself, however, was misplaced, because this one voyage would end my
+career as ship-surgeon, and, besides, I had not vegetated, but had been
+interested in everything that had occurred, humdrum as it was. With
+these thoughts, I looked out of the port-hole, to see the shores of
+Colombo, Galle Face, and Mount Lavinia fading in the distance, and heard
+seven bells--the time for dinner. When I took my seat at the table of
+which I was the head, my steward handed to me a slip of paper, saying
+that the chief steward had given a new passenger, a lady, the seat at my
+right hand, which had been vacated at Colombo. The name on the paper was
+"Mrs. Falchion." The seat was still empty, and I wondered if this
+was the beautiful passenger who had attracted me and interested the
+Intermediate Passenger. I was selfish enough to wish so: and it was so.
+
+We had finished the soup before she entered. The chief steward, with
+that anxious civility which beauty can inspire in even so great a
+personage, conducted her to her seat beside me. I confess that though I
+was at once absorbed in this occurrence, I noticed also that some of the
+ladies present smiled significantly when they saw at whose table Mrs.
+Falchion was placed, and looked not a little ironically at the purser,
+who, as it was known, always tried to get for his table the newest
+addition to the passenger list--when it was a pretty woman. I believe
+that one or two rude people chaffed the chief steward about "favouring
+the doctor"; but he had a habit of saying uncomfortable things in
+a deferential way, and they did not pursue the subject. Then they
+commiserated the purser, who was an unpleasant little Jew of an envious
+turn of mind; and he, as I was told, likened me to Sir John Falstaff.
+I was sensitive in those days, and this annoyed me, particularly that
+I had had nothing to do with placing Mrs. Falchion at my table. We are
+always most sensitive when guilty concerning the spirit and not the
+letter.
+
+One who has lived the cosmopolitan life of London should be quick at
+detecting nationalities, but I found it difficult, even after I heard
+her speak, to guess at Mrs. Falchion's native land. There were good
+reasons for this, as may be duly seen. Her appearance in the saloon
+caused an instant buzz of admiration and interest, of which she seemed
+oblivious. If it was acting, it was good acting; if it was lack of
+self-consciousness, it was remarkable. As I soon came to know, it was
+the latter--which, in such a woman, increased the remarkableness. I was
+inclined at first to venture the opinion that she was an actress; but I
+discovered that she possessed the attracting power of an actress without
+the calculated manner of one; her very lack of self-consciousness was
+proof of this emancipation.
+
+When she sat down, I immediately welcomed her by name to my table.
+The only surprise she showed at my knowledge of her name and my
+self-introduction was to lift her head slightly and look at me, as if
+wondering whether I was likely to be an inquisitive and troublesome
+host; and also, as I thought, to measure me according to her measure. It
+was a quick look, and the interest she showed was of a passive kind. She
+asked me as she might an old acquaintance--or a waiter--if the soup was
+good, and what the fish was like; decided on my recommendation to wait
+for the entrees; requested her next neighbour to pass the olives; in
+an impersonal way began to talk about the disadvantages of life at sea;
+regretted that all ship food tasted alike; wondered if the cook knew
+how to make a Russian salad; and added that the menu was a national
+compromise.
+
+Now that she was close to me, I could see that her beauty was real and
+notable. Her features were regular, her eyes of a greyish violet, her
+chin strong, yet not too strong--the chin of a singer; her hands had
+that charming quiet certainty of movement possessed by so few; and her
+colour was of the most delightful health. In this delightful health, in
+her bountiful yet perfect physical eloquence, her attractiveness, as
+it seemed to me, chiefly lay. For no one would ever have guessed her to
+possess an emotional temperament. All that was outer was fascinating,
+all that was inner suggested coldness. After experience assured me that
+all who came to know her shared this estimate, even in those days when
+every man on the ship was willing to be her slave. She had a compelling
+atmosphere, a possessive presence; and yet her mind at this time
+was unemotional--like Octavia, the wife of Mark Antony, "of a cold
+conversation." She was striking and unusual in appearance, and yet well
+within convention and "good form." Her dress was simply and modestly
+worn, and had little touches of grace and taste which, I understand,
+many ladies on board sought to imitate, when they recovered from the
+first feeling of envy.
+
+She was an example of splendid life. I cared to look at her as one would
+dwell on the sleek beauty of a deer--as, indeed, I have many a time
+since then, in India, watched a tigress asleep on her chain, claws
+hidden, wild life latent but slumbering. I could have staked my life
+that Mrs. Falchion was insensible to love or passion, and unimpeachable
+in the broad scheme of right and wrong; imperious in requiring homage,
+incapable of giving it. I noticed when she laughed, as she did once at
+table, that her teeth were very white and small and square; and, like a
+schoolgirl, she had a habit of clicking them together very lightly, but
+not conspicuously, as if trying their quality. This suggested, however,
+something a little cruel. Her appetite was very good. She was coolly
+anxious about the amusements; she asked me if I could get her a list
+of the passengers, said that she was never sea-sick, and took a languid
+interest in the ladies present. Her glance at the men was keen at first,
+then neutral.
+
+Once again, during the meal, she slowly turned and flashed an
+inquiring glance at me. I caught her eyes. She did not show the least
+embarrassment, and asked me if the band insisted on playing every day.
+Before she left the saloon, one could see that many present were talking
+about her. Even the grim old captain followed her with his eyes as she
+went. When she rose, I asked her if she was going on deck. I did it
+casually, as though it was her usual custom to appear there after
+dinner. In like fashion she replied that her maid had some unpacking
+to do, she had some things to superintend, and, when this was done,
+she intended to spend a time on deck. Then, with a peculiar smile, she
+passed out.
+
+ [Note by Dr. Marmion appended to his MSS.:--"Many of the
+ conversations and monologues in this history, not heard by myself
+ when they occurred, were told to me afterwards, or got from the
+ diaries and notes of the persons concerned. Only a few are purely
+ imaginary."]
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II. "MOTLEY IS YOUR ONLY WEAR"
+
+I went to my cabin, took a book, sat down, and began to smoke. My
+thoughts drifted from the book, and then occurred a strange, incongruous
+thing. It was a remembered incident. It came like a vision as I was
+lighting a fresh cigar:
+
+A boy and a girl in a village chemist's shop; he with a boy's love
+for her, she responding in terms, but not in fact. He passed near her
+carrying a measure of sulphuric acid. She put out her hand suddenly and
+playfully, as though to bar his way. His foot slipped on the oily floor,
+and the acid spilled on his hands and the skirt of her dress. He turned
+instantly and plunged his hands into a measure of alcohol standing near
+before the acid had more than slightly scalded them. She glanced at
+his startled face; hers was without emotion. She looked down, and said
+petulantly: "You have spoiled my dress; I cannot go into the street."
+
+The boy's clothes were burnt also. He was poor, and to replace them must
+be a trial to him; her father owned the shop, and was well-to-do. Still,
+he grieved most that she should be annoyed, though he saw her injustice.
+But she turned away and left him.
+
+Another scene then crossed the disc of smoke:
+
+The boy and girl, now man and woman, standing alone in the chemist's
+shop. He had come out of the big working world, after travel in many
+countries. His fame had come with him. She was to be married the next
+day to a seller of purple and fine linen. He was smiling a good-bye, and
+there was nothing of the old past in the smile. The flame now was in her
+eyes, and she put out both her hands to stop him as he turned to go;
+but his face was passionless. "You have spoiled my heart," she said; "I
+cannot go into the world so."
+
+"It is too late; the measures are empty," he replied.
+
+"I love you to-day, I will loathe you to-morrow," was the answer.
+
+But he turned and left her, and she blindly stretched out her hands and
+followed him into the darkness, weeping.
+
+Was it the scent of the chemicals in my cabin, coupled with some
+subterranean association of things, which brought these scenes vividly
+before me at this moment? What had they to do with Mrs. Falchion?
+
+A time came when the occurrence appeared to me in the light of
+prescience, but that was when I began to understand that all ideas, all
+reason and philosophy, are the result of outer impression. The primal
+language of our minds is in the concrete. Afterwards it becomes the
+cypher, and even at its highest it is expressed by angles, lines, and
+geometrical forms--substances and allusive shapes. But now, as the scene
+shifted by, I had involuntarily thrust forward my hands as did the
+girl when she passed out into the night, and, in doing so, touched the
+curtain of my cabin door swinging in towards me. I recovered myself,
+and a man timidly stepped inside, knocking as he did so. It was the
+Intermediate Passenger. His face was pale; he looked ill.
+
+Poor as his dress was, I saw that he had known the influences and
+practised the graces of good society, though his manner was hesitating
+and anxious now. I knew at a glance that he was suffering from both
+physical pain and mental worry. Without a word, I took his wrist and
+felt his pulse, and he said: "I thought I might venture to come--"
+
+I motioned him not to speak. I counted the irregular pulse-beats, then
+listened to the action of his heart, with my ear to his breast. There
+lay his physical trouble. I poured out a dose of digitalis, and, handing
+it to him, asked him to sit down. As he sat and drank the medicine,
+I rapidly studied him. The chin was firm, and the eyes had a dogged,
+persistent look that, when turned on you, saw not you, but something
+beyond you. The head was thrown slightly forward, the eyes looking up at
+an angle. This last action was habitual with him. It gave him a peculiar
+earnestness. As I noted these peculiarities, my mind was also with his
+case; I saw that his life was threatened. Perhaps he guessed what was
+going on in me, for he said in a low, cultured voice: "The wheels will
+stop too long some time, and there will be no rebound;"--referring to
+the irregular action of his heart.
+
+"Perhaps that is true," I said; "yet it depends a good deal upon
+yourself when it will be. Men can die if they wish without committing
+suicide. Look at the Maori, the Tongan, the Malay. They can also prolong
+life (not indefinitely, but in a case like yours considerably), if
+they choose. You can lengthen your days if you do not brood on fatal
+things--fatal to you; if you do not worry yourself into the grave."
+
+I knew that something of this was platitude, and that counsel to such
+a man must be of a more possible cast, if it is to be followed. I was
+aware also that, in nine cases out of ten, worry is not a voluntary or
+constitutional thing, but springs from some extraneous cause.
+
+He smiled faintly, raised his head a little higher, and said:
+"Yes, that's just it, I suppose; but then we do not order our own
+constitutions; and I believe, Doctor, that you must kill a nerve before
+it ceases to hurt. One doesn't choose to worry, I think, any more than
+one chooses to lay bare a nerve." And then his eyes dropped, as if he
+thought he had already said too much.
+
+Again I studied him, repeating my definitions in my mind. He was not a
+drunkard; he might have had no vice, so free was his face from any sign
+of dissipation or indulgence; but there was suffering, possibly the
+marks of some endured shame. The suffering and shadows showed the more
+because his features were refined enough for a woman. And altogether it
+struck me that he was possessed by some one idea, which gave his looks a
+kind of sorrowful eloquence, such as one sees on occasion in the face of
+a great actor like Salvini, on the forehead of a devout Buddhist, or in
+the eyes of a Jesuit missionary who martyrs himself in the wilds.
+
+I felt at once for the man a sympathy, a brotherliness, the causes of
+which I should be at a loss to trace. Most people have this experience
+at one time or another in their lives. It is not a matter of sex; it may
+be between an old man and a little child, a great man and a labourer, a
+schoolgirl and an old native woman. There is in such companionships less
+self-interest than in any other. As I have said, I thought that this man
+had a trouble, and I wished to know it; not from curiosity,--though my
+mind had a selfish, inquiring strain,--but because I hoped I might
+be able to help him in some way. I put my hand on his shoulder, and
+replied: "You will never be better unless you get rid of your worry."
+
+He drew in a sharp breath, and said: "I know that. I am afraid I shall
+never be better."
+
+There was a silence in which we looked at each other steadily, and then
+he added, with an intense but quiet misery: "Never--never!"
+
+At that he moved his hand across his forehead wearily, rose, and turned
+toward the door. He swayed as he did so, and would have fallen, but I
+caught him as he lost consciousness, and laid him on the cabin sofa.
+I chafed his hands, unloosed his collar, and opened the bosom of his
+shirt. As the linen dropped away from his throat, a small portrait on
+ivory was exposed on his breast. I did not look closely at it then, but
+it struck me that the woman's head in the portrait was familiar, though
+the artistic work was not recent, and the fashion of the hair was
+of years before. When his eyes opened, and he felt his neck bare, he
+hurriedly put up his hand and drew the collar close, and at the same
+time sent a startled and inquiring look at me. After a few moments I
+helped him to his feet, and, thanking me more with a look than with
+words, he turned towards the door again.
+
+"Wait," I said, "until I give you some medicine, and then you shall
+take my arm to your cabin." With a motion of the hand, signifying the
+uselessness of remedies, he sat down again. As I handed him the phial,
+I continued: "I know that it is none of my business, but you are
+suffering. To help your body, your mind should be helped also. Can't you
+tell me your trouble? Perhaps I should be able to serve you. I would if
+I could."
+
+It may be that I spoke with a little feeling and an apparent honesty;
+for his eyes searched mine in a kind of earnest bewilderment, as if this
+could not be true--as if, indeed, life had gone so hard with him that
+he had forgotten the way of kindness. Then he stretched out his hand and
+said brokenly: "I am grateful, believe me. I cannot tell you just now,
+but I will soon, perhaps." His hand was upon the curtain of the door,
+when my steward's voice was heard outside, calling my name. The man
+himself entered immediately, and said that Mrs. Falchion sent her
+compliments, and would I come at once to see her companion, Miss Caron,
+who had injured herself.
+
+The Intermediate Passenger turned towards me a strange look; his lips
+opened as if about to speak, but he said nothing. At the instant there
+came to my mind whom the picture on his breast resembled: it was Mrs.
+Falchion.
+
+I think he saw this new intelligence in my face, and a meaning smile
+took the place of words, as he slowly left the cabin, mutely refusing
+assistance.
+
+I went to Mrs. Falchion's cabin, and met her outside the door. She
+looked displeased. "Justine has hurt herself," she said. "Please attend
+to her; I am going on deck."
+
+The unfeeling nature of this remark held me to the spot for a moment;
+then I entered the cabin. Justine Caron, a delicate but warm-faced girl
+of little more than twenty, was sitting on the cabin sofa, her head
+supported against the wall, and her hand wound in a handkerchief
+soaked in blood. Her dress and the floor were also stained. I undid the
+handkerchief and found an ugly wound in the palm of the hand. I called
+the steward, and sent him to my dispensary for some necessaries; then
+I asked her how it happened. At the moment I saw the cause--a broken
+bottle lying on the floor. "The ship rolled," she said. "The bottle fell
+from the shelf upon the marble washstand, and, breaking, from there to
+the floor. Madame caught at my arm to save herself from falling; but I
+slipped, and was cut on the bottle--so."
+
+As she ended there was a knock, but the curtain was not drawn, and Mrs.
+Falchion's voice was heard. "My dress is stained, Justine."
+
+The half-fainting girl weakly replied: "I am very sorry, madame,
+indeed."
+
+To this Mrs. Falchion rejoined: "When you have been attended to, you
+may go to bed, Justine. I shall not want you again to-night. But I shall
+change my dress. It is so unpleasant; I hate blood. I hope you will be
+well in the morning."
+
+To this Justine replied: "Ah, madame, I am sorry. I could not help it;
+but I shall be quite well in the morning, I am sure." Then she added
+quietly to me: "The poor madame! She will not see suffering. She hates
+pain. Sickness troubles her. Shall I be able to use my hand very soon,
+monsieur?"
+
+There was a wistful look in her eyes, and guessing why it was there, I
+said: "Yes, soon, I hope--in a few days, no doubt."
+
+Her face lighted up, and she said: "Madame likes about her people who
+are happy and well." Then, as if she might have said too much, she
+hurriedly added: "But she is very kind;" and, stooping down quickly, her
+face whitening with the effort, she caught up the broken glass and threw
+it through the port-hole into the sea.
+
+A half-hour later I went on deck, and found Mrs. Falchion comfortably
+seated in her deck-chair. I brought a stool over, and sat down beside
+her. To this hour the quickness with which I got upon friendly terms
+with her astonishes me.
+
+"Justine is better?" she said, and her hand made a slight motion of
+disgust.
+
+"Yes. She was not dangerously hurt, of course."
+
+"Let us change the subject, please. They are going to have a fancy-dress
+ball on board, I believe, before we get to Aden. How tiresome! Isn't it
+a little affectation on the part of the stage-struck committee? Isn't
+it--inconsequent?"
+
+"That depends," I said vaguely, inviting a question. She idled with a
+book in her lap.
+
+"On what?"
+
+"On those who go, what costumes are worn, and how much beauty and art
+appear."
+
+"But the trouble! Does it pay? What return does one get?"
+
+"If all admire, half are envious, some are jealous, and one is
+devoted--isn't that enough?" I think I was a fool that night.
+
+"You seem to understand women," she said, with a puzzling and not quite
+satisfactory smile. "Yes, all that is something."
+
+Though I was looking at the sea rather than at her, I saw again that
+inquiring look in her eyes--such a measuring look as a recruiting
+sergeant might give a victim of the Queen's shilling.
+
+After a moment's pause she continued, I thought, abstractedly: "As what
+should you go?"
+
+I answered lightly and without premeditation, "As Caius Cassius. Why
+should you not appear as Portia?"
+
+She lifted her eyebrows at me.
+
+"As Portia?"
+
+"As Portia, the wife of Brutus," I blundered on, at the same time
+receiving her permission, by a nod, to light my cigar.
+
+"The pious, love-sick wife of Brutus!" This in a disdainful tone, and
+the white teeth clicked softly together.
+
+"Yes, a good disguise," I said banteringly, though I fancy somewhat
+tentatively also, and certainly with a touch of rudeness. I was thinking
+at that moment of the Intermediate Passenger, and I was curious.
+
+"And you think of going in the disguise of a gentleman? Caius Cassius
+was that, wasn't he?" she retorted in an ironical tone.
+
+"I suppose he was, though he was punished once for rudeness," I replied
+apologetically.
+
+"Quite so," was the decisive reply.
+
+I felt that she was perfectly cool, while I was a little confused, and
+ashamed too, that I had attempted to be playfully satirical. And so,
+wondering what I should say next, I remarked in desperation: "Do you
+like the sea?"
+
+"I am never ill at sea," was her reply. "But I do not really like it; it
+is treacherous. The land would satisfy me if--" She paused.
+
+"Yes, Mrs. Falchion--'if'?"
+
+"If I did not wish to travel," she vaguely added, looking blandly at me.
+
+"You have travelled much?" I ventured.
+
+"A great deal;" and again I saw that scrutiny in her eyes. It occurred
+to me at the moment that she might think I possessed some previous
+knowledge of her.
+
+My mind became occupied again with the Intermediate Passenger and the
+portrait that he wore at his neck. I almost laughed to think of the
+melodramatic turn which my first conversation with this woman might
+chance to take. I felt that I was dealing with one who was able to meet
+cleverly any advance of mine, but I determined to lead the talk into as
+deep waters as possible.
+
+"I suppose, too, you are a good practical sailor--that is, you
+understand seamanship, if you have travelled much?" I do not know why I
+said that, for it sounded foolish to me afterwards.
+
+"Pretty well," she replied. "I can manage a sail; I know the argot, I
+could tell the shrouds from the bulwarks, and I've rowed a boat in a
+choppy sea."
+
+"It is not an accomplishment usual to your sex."
+
+"It was ordinary enough where I spent the early part of my life," was
+the idle reply; and she settled herself more comfortably in her chair.
+
+"Yes? May I ask where that was?" and as I said this, it occurred to
+me that she was, perhaps, leading me on, instead of my leading her; to
+betray me as to anything I knew about her.
+
+"In the South Seas," she replied. "My father was a British consul in the
+Islands."
+
+"You have not come from the Islands now, I suppose?"
+
+"No," she said a little more softly; "it is years since I was in Samoa.
+... My father is buried there."
+
+"You must have found it a romantic life in those half-barbaric places?"
+
+She shifted in her chair. "Romantic!" Her tone conveyed a very slight
+uneasiness and vagueness. "I am afraid you must ask some one else about
+that sort of thing. I did not see much romance, but I saw plenty that
+was half-barbaric." Here she laughed slightly.
+
+Just then I saw the lights of a vessel far off. "See--a vessel!" I said;
+and I watched the lights in silence, but thinking. I saw that she too
+was watching idly.
+
+At length, as if continuing the conversation, I said: "Yes, I suppose
+life must be somewhat adventurous and dangerous among savage people like
+the Samoans, Tongans, and Fijians?"
+
+"Indeed, then," she replied decisively, "you are not to suppose anything
+of the kind. The danger is not alone for the white people."
+
+At this I appeared, as I really was, interested, and begged her to
+explain what she meant. She thought a moment, and then briefly, but
+clearly, sketched the life of those islands, showing how, in spite of
+missionary labour selfish and unselfish, the native became the victim
+of civilisation, the prey of the white trader and beachcomber, who were
+protected by men-of-war with convincing Nordenfeldt and Hotchkiss guns;
+how the stalwart force of barbaric existence declined, and with it the
+crude sense of justice, the practice of communism at its simplest
+and purest, the valour of nationality. These phrases are my own--the
+substance, not the fashion, of her speech.
+
+"You do not, then," I said, "believe wholly in the unselfishness of
+missionaries, the fair dealing of traders, the perfect impartiality of
+justice, as shown through steel-clad cruisers?"
+
+"I have seen too much to be quite fair in judgment, I fear, even to
+men-of-war's men;" and she paused, listening to a song which came from
+the after-part of the ship. The air was very still, and a few of the
+words of the droll, plaintive ditty came to us.
+
+Quartermaster Stone, as he passed us, hummed it, and some voices of the
+first-class passengers near joined in the refrain:
+
+ "Sing, hey, for a rover on the sea,
+ And the old world!"
+
+Some days later I got all of the song from one of the intermediate
+passengers, and the last verse of it I give here:
+
+ "I'm a-sailing, I'm a-sailing on the sea,
+ To a harbour where the wind is still;
+ Oh, my dearie, do you wait for me?
+ Oh, my dearie, do you love me still?
+ Sing, hey, for a rover on the sea,
+ And the old world!"
+
+I noticed that Mrs. Falchion's brow contracted as the song proceeded,
+making a deep vertical line between the eyes, and that the fingers of
+the hand nearest me closed on the chair-arm firmly. The hand attracted
+me. It was long, the fingers were shapely, but not markedly tapering,
+and suggested firmness. I remarked afterward, when I chanced to shake
+hands with her, that her fingers enclosed one's hand; it was not a mere
+touch or pressure, but an unemotional and possessive clasp. I felt sure
+that she had heard the song before, else it had not produced even this
+so slight effect on her nerves. I said: "It is a quaint song. I suppose
+you are familiar with it and all of its kind?"
+
+"I fancy I have heard it somewhere," she answered in a cold voice.
+
+I am aware that my next question was not justified by our very
+short acquaintance; but this acquaintance had been singular from its
+beginning, and it did not seem at that moment as it looks on paper;
+besides, I had the Intermediate Passenger in my mind. "Perhaps your
+husband is a naval man?" I asked.
+
+A faint flush passed over her face, and then, looking at me with a
+neutral expression and some reserve of manner, she replied: "My husband
+was not a naval man."
+
+She said "was not." That implied his death.
+
+There was no trouble in her manner; I could detect no sign of
+excitement. I turned to look at the lights of the approaching vessel,
+and there, leaning against the railing that divided the two decks, was
+the Intermediate Passenger. He was looking at us intently. A moment
+after he disappeared. Beyond doubt there was some intimate association
+between these two.
+
+My thoughts were, however, distracted by our vessel signalling the
+other. Hungerford was passing just then, and I said: "Have you any idea
+what vessel it is, Hungerford?"
+
+"Yes, man-of-war 'Porcupine', bound for Aden, I think."
+
+Mrs. Falchion at this laughed strangely, as she leaned forward looking,
+and then, rising quickly, said: "I prefer to walk."
+
+"May I accompany you?" I asked.
+
+She inclined her head, and we joined the promenaders. The band was
+playing, and, for a ship-band, playing very well, the ballet music
+of Delibes' 'Sylvia'. The musicians had caught that unaccentuated
+and sensuous swing of the melody which the soft, tropical atmosphere
+rendered still more languorous. With Mrs. Falchion's hand upon my arm,
+I felt a sense of capitulation to the music and to her, uncanny in its
+suddenness. At this distance of time it seems to me absurd. I had once
+experienced something of the same feeling with the hand of a young
+medical student, who, skilled in thought-reading, discovered the number
+of a bank-note that was in my mind.
+
+This woman had an attractiveness compelling and delightful, at least in
+its earlier application to me. Both professionally and socially I have
+been brought into contact with women of beauty and grace, but never one
+who, like Mrs. Falchion, being beautiful, seemed so unconscious of
+the fact, so indifferent to those about her, so untouched by another's
+emotion, so lacking in sensitiveness of heart; and who still drew people
+to her. I am speaking now of the earlier portion of our acquaintance; of
+her as she was up to this period in her life.
+
+I was not alone in this opinion of her, for, as time went on, every
+presentable man and woman on the boat was introduced to her; and if some
+women criticised and some disliked her, all acknowledged her talent and
+her imperial attraction. Among the men her name was never spoken but
+with reserve and respect, and her afternoon teas were like a little
+court. She had no compromising tenderness of manner for man or woman;
+she ruled, yet was unapproachable through any avenues of sentiment. She
+had a quiet aplomb, which would be called 'sang-froid' in a man.
+
+"Did you ever see a Spanish-Mexican woman dance?" she asked in one of
+the pauses of the music.
+
+"Never: never any good dancing, save what one gets at a London theatre."
+
+"That is graceful," she said, "but not dancing. You have heard of music
+stirring the blood; of savage races--and others--working themselves up
+to ecstatic fury? Maybe you have seen the Dervishes, or the Fijians, or
+the Australian aboriginals? No? Well, I have, and I have seen--which
+is so much more--those Spanish-Mexican women dance. Did you ever see
+anything so thrilling, so splendid, that you felt you must possess
+it?"--She asked me that with her hand upon my arm!--"Well, that is it. I
+have felt that way towards a horse which has won a great race, and to
+a woman who has carried me with her through the fantastic drama of her
+dance, until she stood at the climax, head thrown back, face glowing--a
+statue. It is grand to be eloquent like that, not in words, but in
+person."
+
+In this was the key to her own nature. Body and mind she was free from
+ordinary morbidness, unless her dislike of all suffering was morbid.
+With her this was a dislike of any shock to the senses. She was selfish
+at all points.
+
+These conclusions were pursued at the expense of speech on my part.
+At first she did not appear to regard my silence. She seemed to have
+thoughts of her own; but she shook them off with a little firm motion of
+the shoulders, and, with the assumption of a demureness of manner and an
+airy petulance, said: "Well, amuse me."
+
+"Amuse you?" was my reply. "Delighted to do so if I can. How?"
+
+"Talk to me," was the quick response.
+
+"Would that accomplish the purpose?" This in a tone of mock protest.
+
+"Please don't be foolish, Dr. Marmion. I dislike having to explain. Tell
+me things."
+
+"About what?"
+
+"Oh, about yourself--about people you have met, and all that; for I
+suppose you have seen a good deal and lived a good deal."
+
+"About hospital cases?" I said a little maliciously.
+
+"No, please, no! I abhor everything that is sick and poor and
+miserable."
+
+"Well," said I, at idle venture, "if not a hospital, what about a gaol?"
+
+I felt the hand on my arm twitch slightly, and then her reply came.
+
+"I said I hated everything that was wretched and wicked. You are either
+dense, or purposely irritating."
+
+"Well, then, a college?"
+
+"A college? Yes, that sounds better. But I do not wish descriptions
+of being 'gated,' or 'sent down,' or 'ploughed,' and that kind of
+commonplace. I should prefer, unless your vanity leads you irresistibly
+in that direction, something with mature life and amusement; or, at
+least, life and incident, and good sport--if you do not dwell on the
+horrors of killing."
+
+On the instant there came to me the remembrance of Professor Valiant's
+wife. I think it was not what she wanted; but I had a purpose, and I
+began:
+
+"Every one at St. Luke's admired and respected Professor Valiant's wife,
+she was so frank and cordial and prettily downright. In our rooms we all
+called her a good chap, and a dashed good chap when her husband happened
+to be rustier than usual. He was our professor in science. It was the
+general belief that he chose science for his life-work because it gave
+unusual opportunities for torture. He was believed to be a devoted
+vivisectionist; he certainly had methods of cruelty, masterly in their
+ingenuity. He could make a whole class raw with punishment in a few
+words; and many a scorching bit of Latin verse was written about his
+hooked nose and fishy eye.
+
+"But his highest talents in this direction were reserved for his wife.
+His distorted idea of his own importance made him view her as a chattel,
+an inferior being; the more so, I believe, because she brought him
+little money when he married her. She was too much the woman to pretend
+to kneel to him, and because she would not be his slave, she had a hard
+time of it. He began by insisting that she should learn science, that
+she might assist him in his experiments. She knew that she had no taste
+for it, that it was no part of her wifely duty, and she did what suited
+her better--followed the hounds. It was a picture to see her riding
+across country. She could take a fence with a sound hunter like a bird.
+And so it happened that, after a time, they went their own ways pretty
+well; he ignoring her, neglecting her, deprecating her by manner, if not
+by speech, and making her life more than uncomfortable.
+
+"She was always kind to me. I was the youngest chap in the college, and
+was known as 'Marmy' by every one; and because I was fonder of science
+than most other men in the different years, Valiant was more gracious to
+me than the rest, though I did not like him. One day, when I called, I
+heard her say to him, not knowing that I was near: 'Whatever you feel,
+or however you act towards me in private, I will have respect when
+others are present.'
+
+"It was the custom for the professors to invite each student to luncheon
+or dinner once during term-time. Being somewhat of a favourite of both
+Professor and Mrs. Valiant however, I lunched with them often. I need
+hardly say that I should not have exceeded the regulation once had it
+not been for Mrs. Valiant. The last time I went is as clear in my memory
+as if it were yesterday. Valiant was more satirical and cold-blooded
+than usual. I noticed a kind of shining hardness in his wife's eyes,
+which gave me a strange feeling; yet she was talkative and even gay,
+I thought, while I more than once clinched my fist under the table,
+so much did I want to pummel him; for I was a lover of hers, in a
+deferential, boyish way.
+
+"At last, knowing that she liked the hunt, I asked her if she was going
+to the meet on the following Saturday, saying that I intended to follow,
+having been offered a horse. With a steely ring to her voice, and a
+further brightening of the eyes, she said: 'You are a stout little
+sportsman, Marmy. Yes, I am going on Major Karney's big horse, Carbine.'
+
+"Valiant looked up, half sneering, half doubtful, I thought, and
+rejoined: 'Carbine is a valuable horse, and the fences are stiff in the
+Garston country.'
+
+"She smiled gravely, then, with her eyes fixed on her husband, said:
+'Carbine is a perfect gentleman. He will do what I ask him. I have
+ridden him.'
+
+"'The devil you have!' he replied.
+
+"'I am sure,' said I, as I hoped, bravely, and not a little
+enthusiastically, 'that Carbine would take any fence you asked him.'
+
+"'Or not, as the case might be. Thank you, Marmy, for the compliment,'
+she said.
+
+"'A Triton among minnows,' remarked Valiant, not entirely under his
+breath; 'horses obey, and students admire, and there is no end to her
+greatness.'
+
+"'There is an end to everything, Edward,' she remarked a shade sadly and
+quietly.
+
+"He turned to me and said: 'Science is a great study, Marmion, but it is
+sardonic too; for you shall find that when you reduce even a Triton to
+its original elements--'
+
+"'Oh, please let me finish,' she interrupted softly. 'I know the lecture
+so well. It reads this way: "The place of generation must break to
+give place to the generated; but the influence spreads out beyond the
+fragments, and is greater thus than in the mass--neither matter nor mind
+can be destroyed. The earth was molten before it became cold rock and
+quiet world." There, you see, Marmy, that I am a fellow-student of
+yours.'
+
+"Valiant's eyes were ugly to watch; for she had quoted from a lecture
+of his, delivered to us that week. After an instant he said, with slow
+maliciousness: 'Oh, ye gods, render me worthy of this Portia, and teach
+her to do as Brutus's Portia did, ad eternum!'
+
+"She shuddered a little, then said very graciously, and as if he
+had meant nothing but kindness: 'Beggar that I am, I am even poor in
+thanks.' I will leave you now to your cigarettes; and because I must go
+out soon, and shall not, I fear, see you again this afternoon, good-bye,
+Marmy, till Saturday--till Saturday.' And she left us.
+
+"I was white and trembling with anger. He smiled coolly, and was
+careful to choose me one of his best cigars, saying as he handed
+it: 'Conversation is a science, Marmion. Study it; there is solid
+satisfaction in it; it is the only art that brings instant pleasure.
+Like the stage, it gets its immediate applause.'
+
+"Well, Mrs. Valiant did ride Carbine on that Saturday. Such a scene
+it was! I see it now--the mottled plump of hounds upon the scent, the
+bright sun showing up the scarlet coats of the whips gloriously, the
+long stride of the hunters, ears back and quarters down! She rode
+Carbine, and the fences WERE stiff--so stiff that I couldn't have taken
+half of them. Afterward I was not sorry that I couldn't; for she rode
+for a fall that day on Carbine, her own horse, she had bought him of
+Major Karney a few days before,--and I heard her last words as she
+lay beside him, smiling through the dreadful whiteness of her lips.
+'Goodbye, Marmy,' she whispered. 'Carbine and I go together. It is
+better so, in the full cry and a big field. Tell the men at Luke's that
+I hope they will pass at the coming exams.... I am going up--for my
+final--Marmy.--I wonder--if I'll--pass.' And then the words froze on her
+lips.
+
+"It was persecution that did it--diabolical persecution and selfishness.
+That was the worst day the college ever knew. At the funeral, when the
+provost read, 'For that it hath pleased Thee to deliver this our sister
+out of the miseries of this sinful world,' Big Wallington, the wildest
+chap among the grads, led off with a gulp in his throat, and we all
+followed. And that gold-spectacled sneak stood there, with a lying white
+handkerchief at his eyes.
+
+"I laid myself out to make the college too hot for him. In a week I had
+every man in the place with me, and things came to such a pass that
+all of us must be sent down, or Valiant resign. He resigned. He found
+another professorship; but the thing followed him, and he was obliged to
+leave the country."
+
+When I finished the story, Mrs. Falchion was silent for a time, then,
+with a slight air of surprise, and in a quite critical way, she said:
+"I should think you would act very well, if you used less emotion. Mrs.
+Valiant had a kind of courage, but she was foolish to die. She should
+have stayed and fought him--fought him every way, until she was his
+master. She could have done it; she was clever, I should think. Still,
+if she had to die, it was better to go with a good horse that way. I
+think I should prefer to go swiftly, suddenly, but without the horror
+of blood and bruises, and that sort of thing.... I should like to meet
+Professor Valiant. He was hard, but he was able too.... But haven't
+we had enough of horror? I asked you to amuse me, and you have merely
+interested me instead. Oh!--"
+
+This exclamation, I thought, was caused by the voice of the
+quartermaster humming:
+
+ "I'm a-sailing, I'm a-sailing on the sea,
+ To a harbour where the wind is still"--
+
+Almost immediately she said: "I think I will go below." Then, after a
+slight pause: "This is a liberal acquaintance for one day, Dr. Marmion;
+and, you know, we were not introduced."
+
+"No, Mrs. Falchion, we were not introduced; but I am in some regards
+your host, and I fear we should all be very silent if we waited for
+regular introductions here. The acquaintance gives me pleasure, but it
+is not nearly so liberal as I hope it may become."
+
+She did not answer, but smiled at me over her shoulder as she passed
+down the staircase, and the next instant I could have bitten my tongue
+for playing the cavalier as I had done; for showing, as I think I did,
+that she had an influence over me--an influence peculiar to herself, and
+difficult to account for when not in her presence.
+
+I sat down, lit a cigar, and went over in my mind all that had been said
+between us; all that had occurred in my cabin after dinner; every minute
+since we left Colombo was laid bare to its minutest detail. Lascars
+slipped by me in the half-darkness, the voices of two lovers near
+alternated with their expressive silences, and from the music saloon
+there came the pretty strains of a minuet, played very deftly. Under the
+influence of this music my thoughts became less exact; they drifted. My
+eyes shifted to the lights of the 'Porcupine' in the distance, and from
+them again to the figures passing and repassing me on the deck. The
+"All's well" of the look-out seemed to come from an endless distance;
+the swish of water against the dividing hull of the 'Fulvia' sounded
+like a call to silence from another world; the phosphorescence swimming
+through the jarred waters added to the sensation of unreality and
+dreams. These dreams grew, till they were broken by a hand placed on
+my shoulder, and I saw that one of the passengers, Clovelly, an English
+novelist, had dropped out from the promenade to talk with me. He saw
+my mood, however, and said quietly: "Give me a light for my cigar, will
+you? Then, astride this stool, I'll help you to make inventory of the
+rest of them. A pretty study; for, at our best, 'What fools we mortals
+be!'"
+
+"'Motley is your only wear,'" was my reply; and for a full half-hour,
+which, even for a man, is considerable, we spoke no word, but only
+nodded when some one of the promenaders noticed us. There was a
+bookmaker fresh from the Melbourne races; an American, Colonel Ryder,
+whose eloquence had carried him round the world; a stalwart squatter
+from Queensland; a pretty widow, who had left her husband under the sods
+of Tasmania; a brace of girls going to join their lovers and be married
+in England; a few officers fleeing from India with their livers and
+their lives; a family of four lanky lasses travelling "home" to school;
+a row of affable ladies, who alternated between envy and gaiety and
+delight in, and criticism of, their husbands; a couple of missionaries,
+preparing to give us lectures on the infamous gods of the heathen,--gods
+which, poor harmless little creatures! might be bought at a few annas a
+pint at Aden or Colombo,--and on the Exodus and the Pharaohs--pleasures
+reserved for the Red Sea; a commercial traveller, who arranged
+theatricals, and cast himself for all the principal parts; a humorous
+and naive person who industriously hinted at the opulence of his estates
+in Ireland; two stately English ladies of title; a cheerful array
+of colonial knights and judges off to Europe for a holiday; and many
+others, who made little worlds unto themselves, called cliques by blunt
+people.
+
+"To my mind, the most interesting persons on the ship," said Clovelly at
+last, "are the bookmaker, Miss Treherne, and the lady with whom you have
+just been talking--an exceptional type."
+
+"An unusual woman, I fancy," was my reply. "But which is Miss Treherne?
+I am afraid I am not quite sure."
+
+He described her and her father, with whom I had talked--a London Q.C.,
+travelling for his health, a notable man with a taste for science, who
+spent his idle hours in reading astronomy and the plays of Euripides.
+
+"Why not include the father in the list of the most interesting
+persons?" I questioned.
+
+"Because I have met many men like him, but no one quite like his
+daughter, or Mrs.--what is her name?"
+
+"Mrs. Falchion."
+
+"Or Mrs. Falchion or the bookmaker."
+
+"What is there so uncommon about Miss Treherne? She had not struck me as
+being remarkable."
+
+"No? Well, of course, she is not striking after the fashion of Mrs.
+Falchion. But watch her, study her, and you will find her to be the
+perfection of a type--the finest expression of a decorous convention, a
+perfect product of social conservatism; unaffected, cheerful, sensitive,
+composed, very talented, altogether companionable."
+
+"Excuse me," I said, laughing, though I was impressed; "that sounds as
+if you had been writing about her, and applying to her the novelist's
+system of analysis, which makes an imperfect individual a perfect type.
+Now, frankly, are you speaking of Miss Treherne, or of some one of whom
+she is the outline, as it were?"
+
+Clovelly turned and looked at me steadily. "When you consider a
+patient," he said, "do you arrange a diagnosis of a type or of a
+person?--And, by the way, 'type' is a priggish word."
+
+"I consider the type in connection with the person."
+
+"Exactly. The person is the thing. That clears up the matter of business
+and art. But now, as to Miss Treherne: I want to say that, having been
+admitted to her acquaintance and that of her father, I have thought of
+them only as friends, and not as 'characters' or 'copy.'"
+
+"I beg your pardon, Clovelly," said I. "I might have known."
+
+"Now, to prove how magnanimous I am, I shall introduce you to Miss
+Treherne, if you will let me. You've met her father, I suppose?" he
+added, and tossed his cigar overboard.
+
+"Yes, I have talked with him. He is a courteous and able man, I should
+think."
+
+We rose. Presently he continued: "See, Miss Treherne is sitting there
+with the Tasmanian widow--what is HER name?"
+
+"Mrs. Callendar," I replied. "Blackburn, the Queenslander, is joining
+them."
+
+"So much the better," he said. "Come on."
+
+As we passed the music saloon, we paused for an instant to look through
+the port-hole at a pale-faced girl with big eyes and a wonderful
+bright red dress, singing "The Angels' Serenade," while an excitable
+bear-leader turned her music for her. Near her stood a lanky girl who
+adored actors and tenors, and lived in the hope of meeting some of those
+gentlemen of the footlights, who plough their way so calmly through the
+hearts of maidens fresh from school.
+
+We drew back to go on towards Miss Treherne, when Hungerford touched me
+on the arm, and said: "I want to see you for a little while, Marmion, if
+Mr. Clovelly will excuse you."
+
+I saw by Hungerford's face that he had something of importance to say,
+and, linking my arm in his, I went with him to his cabin, which was near
+those of the intermediate passengers.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III. A TALE OF NO MAN'S SEA
+
+Inside the cabin Hungerford closed the door, gripped me by the arm, and
+then handed me a cheroot, with the remark: "My pater gave them to me
+last voyage home. Have kept 'em in tea." And then he added, with no
+appearance of consecutiveness: "Hang the bally ship, anyhow!"
+
+I shall not attempt to tone down the crudeness of Hungerford's language.
+It contents me to think that the solidity of his character and his worth
+will appear even through the crust of free-and-easy idioms, as they will
+certainly be seen in his acts;--he was sound at heart and true as steel.
+
+"What is the matter, Hungerford?" I asked lighting the cheroot.
+
+"Everything's the matter. Captain, with his nose in the air, and
+trusting all round to his officers. First officer, no good--never any
+use since they poured the coal on him. Purser, ought to be on a Chinese
+junk. Second, third, fourth officers, first-rate chaps, but so-so
+sailors. Doctor, frivolling with a lovely filly, pedigree not known.
+Why, confound it! nobody takes this business seriously except the
+captain, and he sits on a golden throne. He doesn't know that in any
+real danger this swagger craft would be filled with foolishness.
+There isn't more than one good boat's crew on board--sailors, lascars,
+stewards, and all. As for the officers, if the surgeon would leave the
+lovely ladies to themselves, he'd find cases worth treating, and duties
+worth doing. He should keep himself fit for shocks. And he can take my
+word for it--for I've been at sea since I was a kid, worse luck!--that a
+man with anything to do on a ship ought to travel every day nose out for
+shipwreck next day, and so on, port to port. Ship-surgeons, as well as
+all other officers, weren't ordained to follow after cambric skirts and
+lace handkerchiefs at sea. Believe me or not as you like, but, for a man
+having work to do, woman, lovely woman, is rocks. Now, I suppose you'll
+think I'm insolent, for I'm younger than you are, Marmion, but you know
+what a rough-and-tumble fellow I am, and you'll not mind."
+
+"Well, Hungerford," I said, "to what does this lead?"
+
+"To Number 116 Intermediate, for one thing. It's letting off steam for
+another. I tell you, Marmion, these big ships are too big. There are
+those canvas boats. They won't work; you can't get them together. You
+couldn't launch one in an hour. And as for the use of the others, the
+lascars would melt like snow in any real danger. There's about one
+decent boat's crew on the ship, that's all. There! I've unburdened
+myself; I feel better."
+
+Presently he added, with a shake of the head: "See here: now-a-days we
+trust too much to machinery and chance, and not enough to skill of hand
+and brain stuff. I'd like to show you some of the crews I've had in the
+Pacific and the China Sea--but I'm at it again! I'll now come, Marmion,
+to the real reason why I brought you here.... Number 116 Intermediate
+is under the weather; I found him fainting in the passage. I helped
+him into his cabin. He said he'd been to you to get medicine, and you'd
+given him some. Now, the strange part of the business is, I know him. He
+didn't remember me, however--perhaps because he didn't get a good look
+at me. Coincidence is a strange thing. I can point to a dozen in my
+short life, every one as remarkable, if not as startling, as this. Here,
+I'll spin you a yarn:
+
+"It happened four years ago. I had no moustache then, was fat like a
+whale, and first mate on the 'Dancing Kate', a pearler in the Indian
+Ocean, between Java and Australia. That was sailing, mind you--real
+seamanship, no bally nonsense; a fight every weather, interesting
+all round. If it wasn't a deadly calm, it was a typhoon; if it wasn't
+either, it was want of food and water. I've seen us with pearls on board
+worth a thousand quid, and not a drop of water nor three square meals
+in the caboose. But that was life for men and not Miss Nancys. If
+they weren't saints, they were sailors, afraid of nothing but God
+Almighty--and they do respect Him, even when they curse the winds and
+the sea. Well, one day we were lying in the open sea, about two hundred
+and fifty miles from Port Darwin. There wasn't a breath of air. The sea
+was like glass; the sun was drawing turpentine out of every inch of
+the 'Dancing Kate'. The world was one wild blister. There wasn't a
+comfortable spot in the craft, and all round us was that staring,
+oily sea. It was too hot to smoke, and I used to make a Sede boy do my
+smoking for me. I got the benefit of the smell without any work. I was
+lying under the droop of a dingey, making the Sede boy call on all his
+gods for wind, with interludes of smoke, when he chucked his deities and
+tobacco, and, pointing, shouted, 'Man! man!'
+
+"I snatched a spy-glass. Sure enough, there was a boat on the water.
+It was moving ever so slowly. It seemed to stop, and we saw something
+lifted and waved, and then all was still again. I got a boat's crew
+together, and away we went in that deadly smother. An hour's row and we
+got within hail of the derelict--as one of the crew said, 'feelin' as
+if the immortal life was jerked out of us.' The dingey lay there on the
+glassy surface, not a sign of life about her. Yet I had, as I said, seen
+something waved. The water didn't even lap its sides. It was ghostly, I
+can tell you. Our oars licked the water; they didn't attack it. Now, I'm
+going to tell you something, Marmion, that'll make you laugh. I don't
+think I've got any poetry in me, but just then I thought of some verses
+I learned when I was a little cove at Wellington--a devilishly weird
+thing. It came to me at that moment like a word in my ear. It made me
+feel awkward for a second. All sailors are superstitious, you know. I'm
+superstitious about this ship. Never mind; I'll tell you the verses, to
+show you what a queer thing memory is. The thing was called 'No Man's
+Sea':
+
+ "'The days are dead in the No Man's Sea,
+ And God has left it alone;
+ The angels cover their heads and flee,
+ And the wild four winds have flown.
+
+ "'There's never a ripple upon the tide,
+ There's never a word or sound;
+ But over the waste the white wraiths glide,
+ To look for the souls of the drowned.
+
+ "'The No Man's Sea is a gaol of souls,
+ And its gate is a burning sun,
+ And deep beneath it a great bell tolls
+ For a death that never is done.
+
+ "'Alas! for any that comes anear,
+ That lies on its moveless breast;
+ The grumbling water shall be his bier,
+ And never a place of rest."'
+
+"There are four of the verses. Well, I made a motion to stop the rowing,
+and was mum for a minute. The men got nervous. They looked at the boat
+in front of us, and then turned round, as though to see if the 'Dancing
+Kate' was still in sight. I spoke, and they got more courage. I stood
+up in the boat, but could see nothing in the dingey. I gave a sign to go
+on, and soon we were alongside. In the bottom of the dingey lay a man,
+apparently dead, wearing the clothes of a convict. One of the crew gave
+a grunt of disgust, the others said nothing. I don't take to men often,
+and to convicts precious seldom; but there was a look in this man's face
+which the prison clothes couldn't demoralise--a damned pathetic look,
+which seemed to say, 'Not guilty.'
+
+"In a minute I was beside him, and found he wasn't dead. Brandy brought
+him round a little; but he was a bit gone in the head, and muttered all
+the way back to the ship. I had unbuttoned his shirt, and I saw on his
+breast a little ivory portrait of a woman. I didn't let the crew see it;
+for the fellow, even in his delirium, appeared to know I had exposed the
+thing, and drew the linen close in his fingers, and for a long time held
+it at his throat."
+
+"What was the woman's face like, Hungerford?" I asked.
+
+He parried, remarking only that she had the face of a lady, and was
+handsome.
+
+I pressed him. "But did it resemble any one you had ever seen?"
+
+With a slight droop of his eyelids, he said: "Don't ask foolish
+questions, Marmion. Well, the castaway had a hard pull for life. He
+wouldn't have lived at all, if a breeze hadn't come up and let us get
+away to the coast. It was the beginning of the monsoon, and we went
+bowling down towards Port Darwin, a crowd of Malay proas in our wake.
+However, the poor beggar thought he was going to die, and one night he
+told me his story. He was an escaped convict from Freemantle, Western
+Australia. He had, with others, been taken up to the northern coast to
+do some Government work, and had escaped in the dingey. His crime was
+stealing funds belonging to a Squatting and Mining Company. There was
+this extenuating circumstance: he could have replaced the money, which,
+as he said, he'd only intended to use for a few weeks. But a personal
+enemy threw suspicion on him, accounts were examined, and though he
+showed he'd only used the money while more of his own was on the way to
+him, the Company insisted on prosecuting him. For two reasons: because
+it was itself in bad odour, and hoped by this trial to divert public
+attention from its own dirty position; and because he had against him
+not only his personal enemy, but those who wanted to hit the Company
+through him. He'd filched to be able to meet the large expenses of his
+wife's establishment. Into this he didn't enter minutely, and he didn't
+blame her for having so big a menage; he only said he was sorry that he
+hadn't been able to support it without having to come, even for a day,
+to the stupidity of stealing. After two years he escaped. He asked me
+to write a letter to his wife, which he'd dictate. Marmion, you or I
+couldn't have dictated that letter if we'd taken a year to do it. There
+was no religion in it, no poppy-cock, but straightforward talk, full of
+sorrow for what he'd done, and for the disgrace he'd brought on her.
+I remember the last few sentences as if I'd seen them yesterday. 'I am
+dying on the open sea, disgraced, but free,' he said. 'I am not innocent
+in act, but I was not guilty of intentional wrong. I did what I did
+that you should have all you wished, all you ought to have. I ask
+but this--and I shall soon ask for nothing--that you will have a kind
+thought, now and then, for the man who always loved you, and loves
+you yet. I have never blamed you that you did not come near me in my
+trouble; but I wish you were here for a moment before I go away for
+ever. You must forgive me now, for you will be free. If I were a better
+man I would say, God bless you. In my last conscious moments I will
+think of you, and speak your name. And now good-bye--an everlasting
+good-bye. I was your loving husband, and am your lover until death.' And
+it was signed, 'Boyd Madras.'
+
+"However, he didn't die. Between the captain and myself, we kept life
+in him, and at last landed him at Port Darwin; all of us, officers and
+crew, swearing to let no one know he was a convict. And I'll say this
+for the crew of the 'Dancing Kate' that, so far as I know, they kept
+their word. That letter, addressed in care of a firm of Melbourne
+bankers, I gave back to him before we landed. We made him up a purse
+of fifty pounds,--for the crew got to like him,--and left him at Port
+Darwin, sailing away again in a few days to another pearl-field farther
+east. What happened to him at Port Darwin and elsewhere, I don't know;
+but one day I found him on a fashionable steamer in the Indian Ocean,
+looking almost as near to Kingdom Come as when he starved in the dingey
+on No Man's Sea. As I said before, I think he didn't recognise me; and
+he's lying now in 116 Intermediate, with a look on him that I've seen
+in the face of a man condemned to death by the devils of cholera or
+equatorial fever. And that's the story, Marmion, which I brought you to
+hear--told, as you notice, in fine classical style."
+
+"And why do you tell ME this, Hungerford--a secret you've kept all these
+years? Knowledge of that man's crime wasn't necessary before giving him
+belladonna or a hot bath."
+
+Hungerford kept back the whole truth for reasons of his own. He said:
+"Chiefly because I want you to take a decent interest in the chap. He
+looks as if he might go off on the long voyage any tick o' the clock.
+You are doctor, parson, and everything else of the kind on board. I like
+the poor devil, but anyhow I'm not in a position to be going around with
+ginger-tea in a spoon, or Ecclesiastes under my arm,--very good things.
+Your profession has more or less to do with the mind as well as the
+body, and you may take my word for it that Boyd Madras's mind is as sick
+as his torso. By the way, he calls himself 'Charles Boyd,' so I suppose
+we needn't recall to him his former experiences by adding the 'Madras.'"
+
+Hungerford squeezed my arm again violently, and added: "Look here,
+Marmion, we understand each other in this, don't we? To do what we can
+for the fellow, and be mum."
+
+Some of this looks rough and blunt, but as it was spoken there was that
+in it which softened it to my ear. I knew he had told all he thought
+I ought to know, and that he wished me to question him no more, nor to
+refer to Mrs. Falchion, whose relationship to Boyd Madras--or Charles
+Boyd--both of us suspected.
+
+"It was funny about those verses coming to my mind, wasn't it, Marmion?"
+he continued. And he began to repeat one of them, keeping time to the
+wave-like metre with his cheroot, winding up with a quick, circular
+movement, and putting it again between his lips:
+
+ "'There's never a ripple upon the tide,
+ There's never a breath or sound;
+ But over the waste the white wraiths glide,
+ To look for the souls of the drowned."'
+
+Then he jumped off the berth where he had been sitting, put on his
+jacket, said it was time to take his turn on the bridge, and prepared
+to go out, having apparently dismissed Number 116 Intermediate from his
+mind.
+
+I went to Charles Boyd's cabin, and knocked gently. There was no
+response. I entered. He lay sleeping soundly--the sleep that comes after
+nervous exhaustion. I had a good chance to study him as he lay there.
+The face was sensitive and well fashioned, but not strong; the hands
+were delicate, yet firmly made. One hand was clinched upon that portion
+of his breast where the portrait hung.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV. THE TRAIL OF THE ISHMAELITE
+
+I went on deck again, and found Clovelly in the smoking-room. The
+bookmaker was engaged in telling tales of the turf, alternated with
+comic songs by Blackburn--an occupation which lasted throughout the
+voyage, and was associated with electric appeals to the steward to fill
+the flowing bowl. Clovelly came with me, and we joined Miss Treherne
+and her father. Mr. Treherne introduced me to his daughter, and Clovelly
+amiably drew the father into a discussion of communism as found in the
+South Sea Islands.
+
+I do not think my conversation with Miss Treherne was brilliant. She has
+since told me that I appeared self-conscious and preoccupied. This being
+no compliment to her, I was treated accordingly. I could have endorsed
+Clovelly's estimate of her so far as her reserve and sedateness were
+concerned. It seemed impossible to talk naturally. The events of the day
+were interrupting the ordinary run of thought, and I felt at a miserable
+disadvantage. I saw, however, that the girl was gifted and clear of
+mind, and possessed of great physical charm, but of that fine sort which
+must be seen in suitable surroundings to be properly appreciated.
+Here on board ship a sweet gravity and a proud decorum--not altogether
+unnecessary--prevented her from being seen at once to the best
+advantage. Even at this moment I respected her the more for it, and was
+not surprised, nor exactly displeased, that she adroitly drew her father
+and Clovelly into the conversation. With Clovelly she seemed to find
+immediate ground for naive and pleasant talk; on his part, deferential,
+original, and attentive; on hers, easy, allusive, and warmed with
+piquant humour. I admired her; saw how cleverly Clovelly was making the
+most of her; guessed at the solicitude, studious care, and affection of
+her bringing-up; watched the fond pleasure of the father as he listened;
+and was angry with myself that Mrs. Falchion's voice rang in my ears at
+the same moment as hers. But it did ring there, and the real value of
+that smart tournament of ideas was partially lost to me.
+
+The next morning I went to Boyd Madras's cabin. He welcomed me
+gratefully, and said that he was much better; as he seemed; but he
+carried a hectic flush, such as comes to a consumptive person. I said
+little to him beyond what was necessary for the discussion of his case.
+I cautioned him about any unusual exertion, and was about to leave, when
+an impulse came to me, and I returned and said: "You will not let me
+help you in any other way?"
+
+"Yes," he answered; "I shall be very glad of your help, but not just
+yet. And, Doctor, believe me, I think medicines can do very little.
+Though I am thankful to you for visiting me, you need not take the
+trouble, unless I am worse, and then I will send a steward to you, or go
+to you myself."
+
+What lay behind this request, unless it was sensitiveness, I could not
+tell; but I determined to take my own course, and to visit him when I
+thought fit.
+
+Still, I saw him but once or twice on the after-deck in the succeeding
+days. He evidently wished to keep out of sight as much as possible. I am
+ashamed to say there was a kind of satisfaction in this to me; for, when
+a man's wife--and I believed she was Boyd Madras's wife--hangs on your
+arm, and he himself is denied that privilege, and fares poorly beside
+her sumptuousness, and lives as a stranger to her, you can scarcely
+regard his presence with pleasure. And from the sheer force of
+circumstances, as it seemed to me then, Mrs. Falchion's hand was often
+on my arm; and her voice was always in my ear at meal-times and when
+I visited Justine Caron to attend to her wound, or joined in the
+chattering recreations of the music saloon. It was impossible not to
+feel her influence; and if I did not yield entirely to it, I was more
+possessed by it than I was aware. I was inquisitive to know beyond doubt
+that she was the wife of this man. I think it was in my mind at the
+time that, perhaps, by being with her much, I should be able to do him
+a service. But there came a time when I was sufficiently undeceived. It
+was all a game of misery in which some one stood to lose all round.
+Who was it: she, or I, or the refugee of misfortune, Number 116
+Intermediate? She seemed safe enough. He or I would suffer in the crash
+of penalties.
+
+It was a strange situation. I, the acquaintance of a day, was welcome
+within the circle of this woman's favour--though it was an unemotional
+favour on her side; he, the husband, as I believed, though only half the
+length of the ship away, was as distant from her as the north star. When
+I sat with her on deck at night, I seemed to feel Boyd Madras's face
+looking at me from the half-darkness of the after-deck; and Mrs.
+Falchion, whose keen eyes missed little, remarked once on my gaze in
+that direction. Thereafter I was more careful, but the idea haunted
+me. Yet, I was not the only person who sat with her. Other men paid her
+attentive court. The difference was, however, that with me she assumed
+ever so delicate, yet palpable an air of proprietorship, none the
+less alluring because there was no heart in it. So far as the other
+passengers were concerned, there was nothing jarring to propriety in
+our companionship. They did not know of Number 116 Intermediate. She
+had been announced as a widow; and she had told Mrs. Callendar that her
+father's brother, who, years before, had gone to California, had died
+within the past two years and left her his property; and, because all
+Californians are supposed to be millionaires, her wealth was counted
+fabulous. She was going now to England, and from there to California in
+the following year. People said that Dr. Marmion knew on which side his
+bread was buttered. They may have said more unpleasant things, but I did
+not hear them, or of them.
+
+All the time I was conscious of a kind of dishonour, and perhaps it was
+that which prompted me (I had fallen away from my intention of visiting
+him freely) to send my steward to see how Boyd Madras came on, rather
+than go myself. I was, however, conscious that the position could
+not--should not--be maintained long. The practical outcome of this
+knowledge was not tardy. A new influence came into my life which was to
+affect it permanently: but not without a struggle.
+
+A series of concerts and lectures had been arranged for the voyage, and
+the fancy-dress ball was to close the first part of the journey--that
+is, at Aden. One night a concert was on in the music saloon. I had just
+come from seeing a couple of passengers who had been suffering from the
+heat, and was debating whether to find Mrs. Falchion, who, I knew, was
+on the other side of the deck, go in to the concert, or join Colonel
+Ryder and Clovelly, who had asked me to come to the smoking-room when I
+could. I am afraid I was balancing heavily in favour of Mrs. Falchion,
+when I heard a voice that was new to me, singing a song I had known
+years before, when life was ardent, and love first came--halcyon days in
+country lanes, in lilac thickets, of pleasant Hertfordshire, where our
+footsteps met a small bombardment of bursting seed-pods of the furze,
+along the green common that sloped to the village. I thought of all
+this, and of HER everlasting quiet.
+
+With a different voice the words of the song would have sent me out of
+hearing; now I stood rooted to the spot, as the notes floated out
+past me to the nervelessness of the Indian Ocean, every one of them a
+commandment from behind the curtain of a sanctuary.
+
+The voice was a warm, full contralto of exquisite culture. It suggested
+depths of rich sound behind, from which the singer, if she chose, might
+draw, until the room and the deck and the sea ached with sweetness. I
+scarcely dared to look in to see who it was, lest I should find it a
+dream. I stood with my head turned away towards the dusky ocean. When,
+at last, with the closing notes of the song, I went to the port-hole
+and looked in, I saw that the singer was Miss Treherne. There was
+an abstracted look in her eyes as she raised them, and she seemed
+unconscious of the applause following the last chords of the
+accompaniment. She stood up, folding the music as she did so, and
+unconsciously raised her eyes toward the port-hole where I was. Her
+glance caught mine, and instantly a change passed over her face. The
+effect of the song upon her was broken; she flushed slightly, and, as I
+thought, with faint annoyance. I know of nothing so little complimentary
+to a singer as the audience that patronisingly listens outside a room
+or window,--not bound by any sense of duty as an audience,--between whom
+and the artists an unnatural barrier is raised. But I have reason to
+think now that Belle Treherne was not wholly moved by annoyance--that
+she had seen something unusual, maybe oppressive, in my look. She turned
+to her father. He adjusted his glasses as if, in his pride, to see her
+better. Then he fondly took her arm, and they left the room.
+
+Then I saw Mrs. Falchion's face at the port-hole opposite. Her eyes were
+on me. An instant before, I had intended following Miss Treherne and her
+father; now some spirit of defiance, some unaccountable revolution, took
+possession of me, so that I flashed back to her a warm recognition. I
+could not have believed it possible, if it had been told of me, that,
+one minute affected by beautiful and sacred remembrances, the next I
+should be yielding to the unimpassioned tyranny of a woman who could
+never be anything but a stumbling-block and an evil influence. I had yet
+to learn that in times of mental and moral struggle the mixed fighting
+forces in us resolve themselves into two cohesive powers, and strive for
+mastery; that no past thought or act goes for nothing at such a time,
+but creeps out from the darkness where we thought it had gone for ever,
+and does battle with its kind against the common foe. There moved before
+my sight three women: one, sweet and unsubstantial, wistful and mute and
+very young, not of the earth earthy; one, lissom, grave, with gracious
+body and warm abstracted eyes, all delicacy, strength, reserve; the
+other and last, daring, cold, beautiful, with irresistible charm, silent
+and compelling. And these are the three women who have influenced my
+life, who fought in me then for mastery; one from out the unchangeable
+past, the others in the tangible and delible present. Most of us have to
+pass through such ordeals before character and conviction receive their
+final bias; before human nature has its wild trouble, and then settles
+into "cold rock and quiet world;" which any lesser after-shocks may
+modify, but cannot radically change.
+
+I tried to think. I felt that to be wholly a man I should turn from
+those eyes drawing me on. I recalled the words of Clovelly, who had said
+to me that afternoon, half laughingly: "Dr. Marmion, I wonder how many
+of us wish ourselves transported permanently to that time when we
+didn't know champagne from 'alter feiner madeira' or dry hock from sweet
+sauterne; when a pretty face made us feel ready to abjure all the sinful
+lusts of the flesh and become inheritors of the kingdom of heaven? Egad!
+I should like to feel it once again. But how can we, when we have
+been intoxicated with many things; when we are drunk with success and
+experience; have hung on the fringe of unrighteousness; and know the
+world backward, and ourselves mercilessly?"
+
+Was I, like the drunkard, coming surely to the time when I could no
+longer say yes to my wisdom, or no to my weakness? I knew that, an
+hour before, in filling a phial with medicine, I found I was doing it
+mechanically, and had to begin over again, making an effort to keep my
+mind to my task. I think it is an axiom that no man can properly perform
+the business of life who indulges in emotional preoccupation.
+
+These thoughts, which take so long to write, passed then through my
+mind swiftly; but her eyes were on me with a peculiar and confident
+insistence--and I yielded. On my way to her I met Clovelly and Colonel
+Ryder. Hungerford was walking between them. Colonel Ryder said: "I've
+been saving that story for you, Doctor; better come and get it while
+it's hot."
+
+This was a promised tale of the taking of Mobile in the American Civil
+War.
+
+At any other time the invitation would have pleased me mightily; for,
+apart from the other two, Hungerford's brusque and original conversation
+was always a pleasure--so were his cheroots; but now I was under an
+influence selfish in its source. At the same time I felt that Hungerford
+was storing up some acute criticism of me, and that he might let me hear
+it any moment. I knew, numbering the order of his duties, that he could
+have but a very short time to spare for gossip at this juncture, yet I
+said that I could not join them for half an hour or so. Hungerford had
+a fashion of looking at me searchingly from under his heavy brows, and I
+saw that he did so now with impatience, perhaps contempt. I was certain
+that he longed to thrash me. That was his idea of punishment and
+penalty. He linked his arm in those of the other two men, and they moved
+on, Colonel Ryder saying that he would keep the story till I came and
+would wait in the smoking-room for me.
+
+The concert was still on when I sat down beside Mrs. Falchion. "You
+seemed to enjoy Miss Treherne's singing?" she said cordially enough as
+she folded her hands in her lap.
+
+"Yes, I thought it beautiful. Didn't you?"
+
+"Pretty, most pretty; and admirable in technique and tone; but she has
+too much feeling to be really artistic. She felt the thing, instead of
+pretending to feel it--which makes all the difference. She belongs to
+a race of delightful women, who never do any harm, whom everybody calls
+good, and who are very severe on those who do not pretend to be good.
+Still, all of that pleasant race will read their husband's letters and
+smuggle. They have no civic virtues. Yet they would be shocked to bathe
+on the beach without a machine, as American women do,--and they look for
+a new fall of Jerusalem when one of their sex smokes a cigarette after
+dinner. Now, I do not smoke cigarettes after dinner, so I can speak
+freely. But, at the same time, I do not smuggle, and I do bathe on the
+beach without a machine--when I am in a land where there are no sharks
+and no taboo. If morally consumptive people were given a few years in
+the South Seas, where they could not get away from nature, there would
+be more strength and less scandal in society."
+
+I laughed. "There is a frank note for Mr. Clovelly, who thinks he knows
+the world and my sex thoroughly. He says as much in his books.--Have you
+read his 'A Sweet Apocalypse'? He said more than as much to me. But he
+knows a mere nothing about women--their amusing inconsistencies;
+their infidelity in little things and fidelity in big things; their
+self-torturings; their inability to comprehend themselves; their periods
+of religious insanity; their occasional revolts against the restraints
+of a woman's position, known only to themselves in their dark hours; ah,
+really, Dr. Marmion, he is ignorant, I assure you. He has only got two
+or three kinds of women in his mind, and the representatives of these
+fooled him, as far as he went with them, to their hearts' content.
+Believe me, there is no one quite so foolish as the professional student
+of character. He sees things with a glamour; he is impressionable; he
+immediately begins to make a woman what he wishes her to be for his
+book, not what she is; and women laugh at him when they read his books,
+or pity him if they know him personally. I venture to say that I could
+make Mr. Clovelly use me in a novel--not 'A Sweet Apocalypse'--as a
+placid lover of fancy bazaars and Dorcas societies, instead of a very
+practical person, who has seen life without the romantic eye, and knows
+as well the working of a buccaneering craft--through consular papers and
+magisterial trials, of course--as of a colonial Government House. But it
+is not worth while trying to make him falsify my character. Besides, you
+are here to amuse me."
+
+This speech, as she made it, was pleasantly audacious and clever. I
+laughed, and made a gesture of mock dissent, and she added: "Now I have
+finished my lecture. Please tie my shoe-lace there, and then, as I said,
+amuse me. Oh, you can, if you choose! You are clever when you like to
+be. Only, this time, do not let it be a professor's wife who foolishly
+destroys herself, and cuts short what might have been a brilliant
+career."
+
+On the instant I determined to probe deeper into her life, and try her
+nerve, by telling a story with enough likeness to her own (if she was
+the wife of Boyd Madras) to affect her acutely; though I was not sure I
+could succeed. A woman who triumphs over sea-sickness, whom steam from
+the boilers never affects, nor the propeller-screw disturbs, has little
+to fear from the words of a man who is neither adroit, eloquent, nor
+dramatic. However, I determined to try what I could do. I said: "I fancy
+you would like something in the line of adventure; but my career has not
+run in that direction, so I shall resort to less exciting fields, and, I
+fear, also, a not very cheerful subject."
+
+"Oh, never mind!" said she. "What you wish, so long as it is not
+conventional and hackneyed. But I know you will not be prosy, so go on,
+please."
+
+"Well," I began, "once, in the hospital, I attended a man--Anson was
+his name--who, when he thought he was going to die, confided to me
+his life's secret. I liked the man; he was good-looking, amiable, but
+hopelessly melancholy. He was dying as much from trouble as disease. No
+counsel or encouragement had any effect upon him; he did, as I have seen
+so many do--he resigned himself to the out-going tide. Well, for the
+secret. He had been a felon. His crime had been committed through
+ministering to his wife's vanity."
+
+Here I paused. I felt Mrs. Falchion's eyes searching me. I raised mine
+steadily to hers with an impersonal glance, and saw that she had not
+changed colour in the least. But her eyes were busy.
+
+I proceeded: "When he was disgraced she did not come near him. When he
+went to her, after he was released" (here I thought it best to depart
+from any close resemblance to Mrs. Falchion's own story), "and was
+admitted to her, she treated him as an absolute stranger--as one who
+had intruded, and might be violent. She said that she and her maid were
+alone in the house, and hinted that he had come to disturb them. She
+bade him go, or she must herself go. He called her by his own name, and
+begged her, by the memory of their dead child, to speak kindly to him.
+She said he was quite mistaken in her name, that she was Mrs. Glave, not
+Mrs. Anson, and again insisted that he should go. He left her, and
+at last, broken-hearted, found his way, in illness and poverty to the
+hospital, where, toward the last, he was cared for by a noble girl,
+a companion of his boyhood and his better days, who urged his wife to
+visit him. She left him alone, said unpleasant things to the girl, did
+not come to see her husband when he was dead, and provided nothing for
+his burial. You see that, like you, she hated suffering and misery--and
+criminals. The girl and her mother paid the expenses of the funeral,
+and, with myself, were the only mourners. I am doubtful if the wife
+knows even where he lies. I admit that the story sounds melodramatic;
+but truth is more drama than comedy, I fancy. Now, what do you think of
+it all, Mrs. Falchion?"
+
+I had felt her shrink a little at the earlier part of my story, as if
+she feared that her own tale was to be brutally bared before her;
+but that soon passed, and she languidly tapped the chair-arm as the
+narrative continued. When it was finished, she leaned over slightly, and
+with these same fingers tapped my arm. I thrilled involuntarily.
+
+"He died, did he?" she said. "That was the most graceful thing he could
+do. So far as my knowledge of the world is concerned, men of his class
+do NOT die. They live, and they never rise above their degradation. They
+had not brains or courage enough to keep them out of gaol, and they have
+not pluck or brains enough to succeed--afterwards. Your friend Anson was
+quite gentlemanly in his action at the last. He had some sense of the
+fitness of things. He could not find a place in the world without making
+other people uncomfortable, and causing trouble. If he had lived, he
+would always have added to the blight on his wife's career, and have
+been an arrow--not a thorn--in her side. Very likely he would have
+created a scandal for the good young girl who nursed him. He made the
+false step, and compelled society to reject him. It did not want to
+do so; it never does. It is long-suffering; it tries not to see and
+acknowledge things until the culprit himself forces it to take action.
+Then it says: 'Now you have openly and inconsiderately broken our bond
+of mutual forbearance. You make me send you away. Go, then, behind stone
+walls, and please do not come to me again. If you do, you will only be
+a troublesome ghost. You will cause awkwardness and distress.' So,
+Mr. Anson--I must be polite to him--did the most reasonable and proper
+thing. He disappeared from the play before it actually became tragedy.
+There was no tragedy in his death--death is a magnificent ally; it
+untangles knots. The tragedy was in his living--in the perpetual ruin
+of his wife's life, renewed every morning. He disappeared. Then the
+play became drama, with only a little shadow of tragedy behind it. Now,
+frankly, am I not right?"
+
+"Mrs. Falchion," I said, "your argument is clever, but it is only
+incidentally true. You draw life, society and men no more correctly than
+the author of 'A Sweet Apocalypse' would draw you. The social law you
+sketch when reduced to its bare elements, is remorseless. It does not
+provide for repentance, for restitution, for recovering a lost paradise.
+It makes an act final, a sin irrevocable."
+
+"Well, since we are beginning to talk like a couple of books by a pair
+of priggish philosophers, I might as well say that I think sin is final
+so far as the domestic and social machinery of the world is concerned.
+What his religious belief requires of a man is one thing, what his
+fellow-men require of him is another. The world says, You shall have
+latitude enough to swing in freely, but you must keep within the code.
+As soon as you break the law openly, and set the machinery of public
+penalty in motion, there is an end of you, so far as this world is
+concerned. You may live on, but you have been broken on the wheel, and
+broken you always will be. It is not a question of right or wrong, of
+kindness or cruelty, but of general expediency and inevitableness. To
+all effect, Mr. Anson was dead before he breathed his last. He died when
+he passed within the walls of a gaol--condemned for theft."
+
+There was singular scorn in her last few words, and, dissent as I did
+from her merciless theories, I was astonished at her adroitness and
+downrightness--enchanted by the glow of her face. To this hour, knowing
+all her life as I do, I can only regard her as a splendid achievement
+of nature, convincing even when at the most awkward tangents with the
+general sense and the straitest interpretation of life; convincing even
+in those other and later incidents, which showed her to be acting not
+so much by impulse as by the law of her nature. Her emotions were
+apparently rationalised at birth--to be derationalised and broken up by
+a power greater than herself before her life had worked itself out. I
+had counted her clever; I had not reckoned with her powers of reasoning.
+Influenced as I was by emotion when in her presence, I resorted to a
+personal application of my opinions--the last and most unfair resort of
+a disputant. I said I would rather be Anson dead than Mrs. Anson living;
+I would rather be the active than the passive sinner; the victim, than a
+part of that great and cruel machine of penalty.
+
+"The passive sinner!" she replied. "Why, what wrong did she do?"
+
+The highest moral conceptions worked dully in her. Yet she seemed then,
+as she always appeared to be, free from any action that should set the
+machine of penalty going against herself. She was inexorable, but she
+had never, knowingly, so much as slashed the hem of the moral code.
+
+"It was to give his wife pleasure that Anson made the false step," I
+urged.
+
+"Do you think she would have had the pleasure at the price? The man was
+vain and selfish to run any risk, to do anything that might endanger her
+safety--that is, her happiness and comfort."
+
+"But suppose he knew that she loved ease and pleasure?--that he feared
+her anger or disdain if he did not minister to her luxuries?"
+
+"Then he ought not to have married that kind of a woman." The hardness
+in her voice was matched at that moment by the coldness of her face.
+
+"That is begging the question," I replied. "What would such a selfish
+woman do in such a case, if her pleasure could not be gratified?"
+
+"You must ask that kind of woman," was her ironical answer.
+
+I rashly felt that her castle of strength was crumbling. I ventured
+farther.
+
+"I have done so."
+
+She turned slightly toward me, yet not nervously, as I had expected.
+
+"What did she say?"
+
+"She declined to answer directly."
+
+There was a pause, in which I felt her eyes searching my face. I fear I
+must have learned dissimulation well; for, after a minute, I looked
+at her, and saw, from the absence of any curious anxiety, that I had
+betrayed nothing. She looked me straight in the eyes and said: "Dr.
+Marmion, a man must not expect to be forgiven, who has brought shame on
+a woman."
+
+"Not even when he has repented and atoned?"
+
+"Atoned! How mad you are! How can there be atonement? You cannot wipe
+things out--on earth. We are of the earth. Records remain. If a man
+plays the fool, the coward, and the criminal, he must expect to wear the
+fool's cap, the white feather, and the leg-chain until his life's end.
+And now, please, let us change the subject. We have been bookish long
+enough." She rose with a gesture of impatience.
+
+I did not rise. "Pardon me, Mrs. Falchion," I urged, "but this interests
+me so. I have thought much of Anson lately. Please, let us talk a little
+longer. Do sit down."
+
+She sat down again with an air of concession rather than of pleasure.
+
+"I am interested," I said, "in looking at this question from a woman's
+standpoint. You see, I am apt to side with the miserable fellow who
+made a false step--foolish, if you like--all for love of a selfish and
+beautiful woman."
+
+"She was beautiful?"
+
+"Yes, as you are." She did not blush at that rank compliment, any more
+than a lioness would, if you praised the astonishing sleekness and
+beauty of its skin.
+
+"And she had been a true wife to him before that?"
+
+"Yes, in all that concerned the code."
+
+"Well?--Well, was not that enough? She did what she could, as long as
+she could." She leaned far back in the chair, her eyes half shut.
+
+"Don't you think--as a woman, not as a theorist--that Mrs. Anson might
+at least have come to him when he was dying?"
+
+"It would only have been uncomfortable for her. She had no part in his
+life; she could not feel with him. She could do nothing."
+
+"But suppose she had loved him? By that memory, then, of the time when
+they took each other for better or for worse, until death should part
+them?"
+
+"Death did part them when the code banished him; when he passed from a
+free world into a cage. Besides, we are talking about people marrying,
+not about their loving."
+
+"I will admit," I said, with a little raw irony, "that I was not exact
+in definition."
+
+Here I got a glimpse into her nature which rendered after events not
+so marvellous to me as they might seem to others. She thought a moment
+quite indolently, and then continued: "You make one moralise like George
+Eliot. Marriage is a condition, but love must be an action. The one is a
+contract, the other is complete possession, a principle--that is, if it
+exists at all. I do not know."
+
+She turned the rings round mechanically on her finger; and among them
+was a wedding-ring! Her voice had become low and abstracted, and now
+she seemed to have forgotten my presence, and was looking out upon the
+humming darkness round us, through which now and again there rang a
+boatswain's whistle, or the loud laugh of Blackburn, telling of a joyous
+hour in the smoking-room.
+
+I am now about to record an act of madness, of folly, on my part. I
+suppose most men have such moments of temptation, but I suppose, also,
+that they act more sensibly and honourably than I did then. Her hand had
+dropped gently on the chair-arm, near to my own, and though our fingers
+did not touch, I felt mine thrilled and impelled toward hers. I do not
+seek to palliate my action. Though the man I believed to be her husband
+was below, I yielded myself to an imagined passion for her. In that
+moment I was a captive. I caught her hand and kissed it hotly.
+
+"But you might know what love is," I said. "You might learn--learn of
+me. You--"
+
+Abruptly and with surprise she withdrew her hand, and, without any
+visible emotion save a quicker pulsation of her breast, which might have
+been indignation, spoke. "But even if I might learn, Dr. Marmion, be
+sure that neither your college nor Heaven gave you the knowledge to
+instruct me.... There: pardon me, if I speak harshly; but this is most
+inconsiderate of you, most impulsive--and compromising. You are capable
+of singular contrasts. Please let us be friends, friends simply. You are
+too interesting for a lover, really you are."
+
+Her words were a cold shock to my emotion--my superficial emotion;
+though, indeed, for that moment she seemed adorable to me. Without any
+apparent relevancy, but certainly because my thoughts in self-reproach
+were hovering about cabin 116 Intermediate, I said, with a biting shame,
+"I do not wonder now!"
+
+"You do not wonder at what?" she questioned; and she laid her hand
+kindly on my arm.
+
+I put the hand away a little childishly, and replied, "At men going to
+the devil." But this was not what I thought.
+
+"That does not sound complimentary to somebody. May I ask you what you
+mean?" she said calmly. "I mean that Anson loved his wife, and she did
+not love him; yet she held him like a slave, torturing him at the same
+time."
+
+"Does it not strike you that this is irrelevant? You are not my
+husband--not my slave. But, to be less personal, Mr. Anson's wife was
+not responsible for his loving her. Love, as I take it, is a voluntary
+thing. It pleased him to love her--he would not have done it if it
+did not please him; probably his love was an inconvenient thing
+domestically--if he had no tact."
+
+"Of that," I said, "neither you nor I can know with any certainty. But,
+to be scriptural, she reaped where she had not sowed, and gathered where
+she had not strawed. If she did not make the man love her,--I believe
+she did, as I believe you would, perhaps unconsciously, do,--she used
+his love, and was therefore better able to make all other men admire
+her. She was richer in personal power for that experience; but she was
+not grateful for it nor for his devotion."
+
+"You mean, in fact, that I--for you make the personal application--shall
+be better able henceforth to win men's love, because--ah, surely, Dr.
+Marmion, you do not dignify this impulse, this foolishness of yours, by
+the name of love!" She smiled a little satirically at the fingers I had
+kissed.
+
+I was humiliated, and annoyed with her and with myself, though, down
+in my mind, I knew that she was right. "I mean," said I, "that I can
+understand how men have committed suicide because of just such things.
+My wonder is that Anson, poor devil! did not do it." I knew I was
+talking foolishly.
+
+"He hadn't the courage, my dear sir. He was gentlemanly enough to die,
+but not to be heroic to that extent. For it does need a strong dash of
+heroism to take one's own life. As I conceive it, suicide would have
+been the best thing for him when he sinned against the code. The world
+would have pitied him then, would have said, He spared us the trial of
+punishing him. But to pay the vulgar penalty of prison--ah!"
+
+She shuddered and then almost coldly continued: "Suicide is an act of
+importance; it shows that a man recognises, at least, the worthlessness
+of his life. He does one dramatic and powerful thing; he has an instant
+of great courage, and all is over. If it had been a duel in which, of
+intention, he would fire wide, and his assailant would fire to kill, so
+much the better; so much the more would the world pity. But either
+is superior, as a final situation, than death with a broken heart--I
+suppose that is possible?--and disgrace, in a hospital."
+
+"You seem to think only of the present, only of the code and the world;
+and as if there were no heroism in a man living down his shame, righting
+himself heroically at all points possible, bearing his penalty, and
+showing the courage of daily wearing the sackcloth of remorse and
+restitution."
+
+"Oh," she persisted, "you make me angry. I know what you wish to
+express; I know that you consider it a sin to take one's life, even in
+'the high Roman fashion.' But, frankly, I do not, and I fear--or rather,
+I fancy--that I never shall. After all, your belief is a pitiless one;
+for, as I have tried to say, the man has not himself alone to consider,
+but those to whom his living is a perpetual shame and menace and cruelty
+insupportable--insupportable! Now, please, let us change the subject
+finally; and"--here she softly laughed--"forgive me if I have treated
+your fancied infatuation lightly or indifferently. I want you for a
+friend--at least, for a friendly acquaintance. I do not want you for a
+lover."
+
+We both rose. I was not quite content with her nor with myself yet. I
+felt sure that while she did not wish me for a lover, she was not averse
+to my playing the devoted cavalier, who should give all, while she
+should give nothing. I knew that my punishment had already begun.
+We paced the deck in silence; and once, as we walked far aft, I saw,
+leaning upon the railing of the intermediate deck, and looking towards
+us--Boyd Madras; and the words of that letter which he wrote on the No
+Man's Sea came to me.
+
+At length she said: "You have made no reply to my last remark. Are we to
+be friends, and not lovers? Or shall you cherish enmity against me?
+Or, worse still,"--and here she laughed, I thought, a little
+ironically,--"avoid me, and be as icy as you have been--fervid?"
+
+"Mrs. Falchion," I said, "your enemy I do not wish to be--I could not
+be if I wished; but, for the rest, you must please let me see what I may
+think of myself to-morrow. There is much virtue in to-morrow," I added.
+"It enables one to get perspective."
+
+"I understand," she said; and then was silent. We walked the deck slowly
+for several minutes. Then we were accosted by two ladies of a committee
+that had the fancy-dress ball in hand. They wished to consult Mrs.
+Falchion in certain matters of costume and decoration, for which, it
+had been discovered, she had a peculiar faculty. She turned to me half
+inquiringly, and I bade her good-night, inwardly determined (how easy
+it is after having failed to gratify ourselves!) that the touch of her
+fingers should never again make my heart beat faster.
+
+I joined Colonel Ryder and Clovelly in the smoking-room. Hungerford, as
+I guessed gladly, was gone. I was too much the coward to meet his eye
+just then. Colonel Ryder was estimating the amount he would wager--if he
+were in the habit of betting--that the 'Fulvia' could not turn round
+in her tracks in twenty minutes, while he parenthetically endorsed
+Hungerford's remarks to me--though he was ignorant of them--that lascars
+should not be permitted on English passenger ships. He was supported by
+Sir Hayes Craven, a shipowner, who further said that not one out of ten
+British sailors could swim, while not five out of ten could row a boat
+properly. Ryder's anger was great, because Clovelly remarked with mock
+seriousness that the lascars were picturesque, and asked the American
+if he had watched them listlessly eating rice and curry as they squatted
+between decks; whether he had observed the Serang, with his silver
+whistle, who ruled them, and despised us "poor white trash;" and if
+he did not think it was a good thing to have fatalists like them as
+sailors--they would be cool in time of danger.
+
+Colonel Ryder's indignation was curbed, however, by the bookmaker,
+who, having no views, but seeing an opportunity for fun, brought up
+reinforcements of chaff and slang, easily construable into profanity,
+and impregnated with terse humour. Many of the ladies had spoken of the
+bookmaker as one of the best-mannered men on board. So he was to all
+appearance. None dressed with better taste, nor carried himself with
+such an air. There was even a deferential tone in his strong language, a
+hesitating quaintness, which made it irresistible. He was at the service
+of any person on board needing championship. His talents were varied.
+He could suggest harmonies in colour to the ladies at one moment, and at
+the next, in the seclusion of the bar counter, arrange deadly harmonies
+in liquor. He was an authority on acting; he knew how to edit a
+newspaper; he picked out the really nice points in the sermons delivered
+by the missionaries in the saloon; he had some marvellous theories about
+navigation; and his trick with a salad was superb. He now convulsed the
+idlers in the smoking-room with laughter, and soon deftly drew off
+the discussion to the speed of the vessel, arranging a sweep-stake
+immediately, upon the possibilities of the run. He instantly proposed to
+sell the numbers by auction. He was the auctioneer. With his eye-glass
+at his eye, and Bohemian pleasantry falling from his lips, he ran the
+prices up. He was selling Clovelly's number, and had advanced it beyond
+the novelist's own bidding, when suddenly the screw stopped, the engines
+ceased working, and the 'Fulvia' slowed down.
+
+The numbers remained unsold. Word came to us that an accident had
+happened to the machinery, and that we should be hove-to for a day, or
+longer, to accomplish necessary repairs. How serious the accident to the
+machinery was no one knew.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V. ACCUSING FACES
+
+While we were hove-to, the 'Porcupine' passed us. In all probability it
+would now get to Aden ahead of us; and herein lay a development of the
+history of Mrs. Falchion. I was standing beside Belle Treherne as the
+ship came within hail of us and signalled to see what was the matter.
+Mrs. Falchion was not far from us. She was looking intently at the
+vessel through marine-glasses, and she did not put them down until it
+had passed. Then she turned away with an abstracted light in her eyes
+and a wintry smile; and the look and the smile continued when she
+sat down in her deck-chair and leaned her cheek meditatively on the
+marine-glass. But I saw now that something was added to the expression
+of her face--a suggestion of brooding or wonder. Belle Treherne,
+noticing the direction of my glances, said: "Have you known Mrs.
+Falchion long?"
+
+"No, not long," I replied. "Only since she came on board."
+
+"She is very clever, I believe."
+
+I felt my face flushing, though, reasonably, there was no occasion for
+it, and I said: "Yes, she is one of the ablest women I have ever met."
+
+"She is beautiful, too--very beautiful." This very frankly.
+
+"Have you talked with her?" asked I.
+
+"Yes, a little this morning, for the first time. She did not speak much,
+however." Here Miss Treherne paused, and then added meditatively: "Do
+you know, she impressed me as having singular frankness and singular
+reserve as well? I think I admired it. There is no feeling in her
+speech, and yet it has great candour. I never before met any one like
+her. She does not wear her heart upon her sleeve, I imagine."
+
+A moment of irony came over me; that desire to say what one really does
+not believe (a feminine trait), and I replied: "Are both those articles
+necessary to any one? A sleeve?--well, one must be clothed. But a
+heart?--a cumbrous thing, as I take it."
+
+Belle Treherne turned, and looked me steadily in the eyes for an
+instant, as if she had suddenly awakened from abstraction, and slowly
+said, while she drew back slightly: "Dr. Marmion, I am only a girl,
+I know, and inexperienced, but I hoped most people of education and
+knowledge of life were free from that kind of cynicism to be read of
+in books." Then something in her thoughts seemed to chill her words and
+manner, and her father coming up a moment after, she took his arm, and
+walked away with a not very cordial bow to me.
+
+The fact is, with a woman's quick intuition, she had read in my tone
+something suggestive of my recent experience with Mrs. Falchion. Her
+fine womanliness awoke; the purity of her thoughts, rose in opposition
+to my flippancy and to me; and I knew that I had raised a prejudice not
+easy to destroy.
+
+This was on a Friday afternoon.
+
+On the Saturday evening following, the fancy-dress ball was to occur.
+The accident to the machinery and our delay were almost forgotten in the
+preparations therefor. I had little to do; there was only one sick man
+on board, and my hand could not cure his sickness. How he fared, my
+uncomfortable mind, now bitterly alive to a sense of duty, almost
+hesitated to inquire. Yet a change had come. A reaction had set in for
+me. Would it be permanent? I dared scarcely answer that question, with
+Mrs. Falchion at my right hand at table, with her voice at my ear. I was
+not quite myself yet; I was struggling, as it were, with the effects of
+a fantastic dream.
+
+Still, I had determined upon my course. I had made resolutions. I had
+ended the chapter of dalliance. I had wished to go to 116 Intermediate
+and let its occupant demand what satisfaction he would. I wanted to say
+to Hungerford that I was an ass; but that was even harder still. He was
+so thorough and uncompromising in nature, so strong in moral fibre, that
+I felt his sarcasm would be too outspoken for me just at present.
+In this, however, I did not give him credit for a fine sense of
+consideration, as after events showed. Although there had been no spoken
+understanding between us that Mrs. Falchion was the wife of Boyd Madras,
+the mind of one was the other's also. I understood exactly why he told
+me Boyd Madras's story: it was a warning. He was not the man to harp on
+things. He gave the hint, and there the matter ended, so far as he was
+concerned, until a time might come when he should think it his duty
+to refer to the subject again. Some time before, he had shown me the
+portrait of the girl who had promised to be his wife. She, of course,
+could trust HIM anywhere, everywhere.
+
+Mrs. Falchion had seen the change in me, and, I am sure, guessed the new
+direction of my thoughts, and knew that I wished to take refuge in a
+new companionship--a thing, indeed, not easily to be achieved, as I felt
+now; for no girl of delicate and proud temper would complacently regard
+a hasty transference of attention from another to herself. Besides, it
+would be neither courteous nor reasonable to break with Mrs. Falchion
+abruptly. The error was mine, not hers. She had not my knowledge of the
+immediate circumstances, which made my position morally untenable. She
+showed unembarrassed ignorance of the change. At the same time I
+caught a tone of voice and a manner which showed she was not actually
+oblivious, but was touched in that nerve called vanity; and from this
+much feminine hatred springs.
+
+I made up my mind to begin a course of scientific reading, and was
+seated in my cabin, vainly trying to digest a treatise on the pathology
+of the nervous system, when Hungerford appeared at the door. With a nod,
+he entered, threw himself down on the cabin sofa, and asked for a match.
+After a pause, he said: "Marmion, Boyd Madras, alias Charles Boyd, has
+recognised me."
+
+I rose to get a cigar, thus turning my face from him, and said: "Well?"
+
+"Well, there isn't anything very startling. I suppose he wishes I had
+left him in the dingey on No Man's Sea. He's a fool."
+
+"Indeed, why?"
+
+"Marmion, are your brains softening? Why does he shadow a woman who
+wouldn't lift her finger to save him from battle, murder, or sudden
+death?"
+
+"From the code," I said, in half soliloquy.
+
+"From the what?"
+
+"Oh, never mind, Hungerford. I suppose he is shadowing--Mrs. Falchion?"
+
+He eyed me closely.
+
+"I mean the woman that chucked his name; that turned her back on him
+when he was in trouble; that hopes he is dead, if she doesn't believe
+that he is actually; that would, no doubt, treat him as a burglar if he
+went to her, got down on his knees, and said: 'Mercy, my girl, I've come
+back to you a penitent prodigal. Henceforth I shall be as straight as
+the sun, so help me Heaven and your love and forgiveness!'"
+
+Hungerford paused, as if expecting me to reply; but, leaning forward on
+my knees and smoking hard, I remained silent. This seemed to anger him,
+for he said a little roughly: "Why doesn't he come out and give you
+blazes on the promenade deck, and corner her down with a mighty cheek,
+and levy on her for a thousand pounds? Both you and she would think more
+of him. Women don't dislike being bullied, if it is done in the right
+way--haven't I seen it the world over, from lubra to dowager? I tell
+you, man--sinning or not--was meant to be woman's master and lover, and
+just as much one as the other."
+
+At this point Hungerford's manner underwent a slight change, and he
+continued: "Marmion, I wouldn't have come near you, only I noticed you
+have altered your course, and are likely to go on a fresh tack. It isn't
+my habit to worry a man. I gave you a signal, and you didn't respond at
+first. Well, we have come within hail again; and now, don't you think
+that you might help to straighten this tangle, and try to arrange a
+reconciliation between those two?
+
+"The scheme is worth trying. Nobody need know but you and me. It
+wouldn't be much of a sacrifice to her to give him a taste of the thing
+she swore to do--how does it run?--'to have and to hold from this day
+forward'?--I can't recall it; but it's whether the wind blows fair or
+foul, or the keel scrapes the land or gives to the rock, till the sea
+gulps one of 'em down for ever. That's the sense of the thing, Marmion,
+and the contract holds between the two, straight on into the eternal
+belly. Whatever happens, a husband is a husband, and a wife a wife. It
+seems to me that, in the sight of Heaven, it's he that's running fair
+in the teeth of the wind, every timber straining, and she that's riding
+with it, well coaled, flags flying, in an open channel, and passing the
+derelict without so much as, 'Ahoy there!'"
+
+Now, at this distance of time, I look back, and see Hungerford, "the
+rowdy sailor," as he called himself, lying there, his dark grey
+eyes turned full on me; and I am convinced that no honester, more
+sturdy-minded man ever reefed a sail, took his turn upon the bridge, or
+walked the dry land in the business of life. It did not surprise me,
+a year after, when I saw in public prints that he was the hero of--but
+that must be told elsewhere. I was about to answer him then as I knew
+he would wish, when a steward appeared and said: "Mr. Boyd, 116
+Intermediate, wishes you would come to him, sir, if you would be so
+kind."
+
+Hungerford rose, and, as I made ready to go, urged quietly: "You've got
+the charts and soundings, Marmion, steam ahead!" and, with a swift but
+kindly clench of my shoulder, he left me. In that moment there came a
+cowardly feeling, a sense of shamefacedness, and then, hard upon it, and
+overwhelming it, a determination to serve Boyd Madras so far as lay in
+my power, and to be a man, and not a coward or an idler.
+
+When I found him he was prostrate. In his eyes there was no anger, no
+indignation, nor sullenness--all of which he might reasonably have felt;
+and instantly I was ashamed of the thought which, as I came to him,
+flashed through my mind, that he might do some violent thing. Not that
+I had any fear of violence; but I had an active dislike of awkward
+circumstances. I felt his fluttering pulse, and noted the blue line on
+his warped lips. I gave him some medicine, and then sat down. There was
+a silence. What could I say? A dozen thoughts came to my mind, but I
+rejected them. It was difficult to open up the subject. At last he put
+his hand upon my arm and spoke:
+
+"You told me one night that you would help me if you could. I ought
+to have accepted your offer at first; it would have been better.--No,
+please don't speak just yet. I think I know what you would say. I knew
+that you meant all you urged upon me; that you liked me. I was once
+worthy of men's liking, perhaps, and I had good comrades; but that is
+all over. You have not come near me lately, but it wasn't because you
+felt any neglect, or wished to take back your words; but--because of
+something else.... I understand it all. She has great power. She always
+had. She is very beautiful. I remember when--but I will not call it
+back before you, though, God knows, I go over it all every day and every
+night, until it seems that only the memory of her is real, and that she
+herself is a ghost. I ought not to have crossed her path again, even
+unknown to her. But I have done it, and now I cannot go out of that path
+without kneeling before her once again, as I did long ago. Having seen
+her, breathed the same air, I must speak or die; perhaps it will be
+both. That is a power she has: she can bend one to her will, although
+she often, involuntarily, wills things that are death to others. One
+MUST care for her, you understand; it is natural, even when it is
+torture to do so."
+
+He put his hand on his side and moved as if in pain. I reached over and
+felt his pulse, then took his hand and pressed it, saying: "I will be
+your friend now, Madras, in so far as I can."
+
+He looked up at me gratefully, and replied: "I know that--I know that.
+It is more than I deserve."
+
+Then he began to speak of his past. He told me of Hungerford's kindness
+to him on the 'Dancing Kate', of his luckless days at Port Darwin, of
+his search for his wife, his writing to her, and her refusal to see
+him. He did not rail against her. He apologised for her, and reproached
+himself. "She is most singular," he continued, "and different from
+most women. She never said she loved me, and she never did, I know. Her
+father urged her to marry me; he thought I was a good man."
+
+Here he laughed a little bitterly. "But it was a bad day for her. She
+never loved any one, I think, and she cannot understand what love
+is, though many have cared for her. She is silent where herself is
+concerned. I think there was some trouble--not love, I am sure of
+that--which vexed her, and made her a little severe at times; something
+connected with her life, or her father's life, in Samoa. One can only
+guess, but white men take what are called native wives there very
+often--and who can tell? Her father--but that is her secret!... While I
+was right before the world, she was a good wife to me in her way. When I
+went wrong, she treated me as if I were dead, and took her old name. But
+if I could speak to her quietly once more, perhaps she would listen.
+It would be no good at all to write. Perhaps she would never begin the
+world with me again, but I should like to hear her say, 'I forgive you.
+Good-bye.' There would be some comfort in a kind farewell from her. You
+can see that, Dr. Marmion?"
+
+He paused, waiting for me to speak. "Yes, I can see that," I said; and
+then I added: "Why did you not speak to her before you both came on
+board at Colombo?"
+
+"I had no chance. I only saw her in the street, an hour before the ship
+sailed. I had scarcely time to take my passage."
+
+Pain here checked his utterance, and when he recovered, he turned again
+to me, and continued: "To-morrow night there is to be a fancy-dress ball
+on board. I have been thinking. I could go in a good disguise. I could
+speak to her, and attract no notice; and if she will not listen to me,
+why, then, that ends it. I shall know the worst, and to know the worst
+is good."
+
+"Yes," said I; "and what do you wish me to do?"
+
+"I wish to go in a disguise, of course; to dress in your cabin, if you
+will let me. I cannot dress here, it would attract attention; and I am
+not a first-class passenger."
+
+"I fear," I replied, "that it is impossible for me to assist you to the
+privileges of a first-class passenger. You see, I am an officer of the
+ship. But still I can help you. You shall leave this cabin to-night. I
+will arrange so that you may transfer yourself to one in the first-class
+section.... No, not a word; it must be as I wish in this. You are ill;
+I can do you that kindness at least, and then, by right, you can attend
+the ball, and, after it, your being among the first-class passengers can
+make little difference; for you will have met and spoken then, either to
+peace or otherwise."
+
+I had very grave doubts of any reconciliation; the substance of my
+notable conversation with Mrs. Falchion was so prominent in my mind. I
+feared she would only reproduce the case of Anson and his wife. I was
+also afraid of a possible scene--which showed that I was not yet able to
+judge of her resources. After a time, in which we sat silent, I said to
+Madras: "But suppose she should be frightened?--should--should make a
+scene?"
+
+He raised himself to a sitting posture. "I feel better," he said. Then,
+answering my question: "You do not know her quite. She will not stir a
+muscle. She has nerve. I have seen her in positions of great peril and
+trial. She is not emotional, though I truly think she will wake one day
+and find her heart all fire but not for me. Still, I say that all
+will be quite comfortable, so far as any demonstration on her part is
+concerned. She will not be melodramatic, I do assure you."
+
+"And the disguise--your dress?" inquired I.
+
+He rose from the berth slowly, and, opening a portmanteau, drew from
+it a cloth of white and red, fringed with gold. It was of beautiful
+texture, and made into the form of a toga or mantle. He said: "I was a
+seller of such stuffs in Colombo, and these I brought with me, because
+I could not dispose of them without sacrifice when I left hurriedly. I
+have made them into a mantle. I could go as--a noble Roman, perhaps!"
+Then a slight, ironical smile crossed his lips, and he stretched out his
+thin but shapely arms, as if in derision of himself.
+
+"You will go as Menelaus the Greek," said I.
+
+"I as Menelaus the Greek?" The smile became a little grim.
+
+"Yes, as Menelaus; and I will go as Paris." I doubt not that my voice
+showed a good deal of self-scorn at the moment; but there was a kind of
+luxury in self-abasement before him. "Your wife, I know, intends to go
+as Helen of Troy. It is all mumming. Let it stand so, as Menelaus and
+Helen and Paris before there was any Trojan war, and as if there never
+could be any--as if Paris went back discomfited, and the other two were
+reconciled."
+
+His voice was low and broken. "I know you exaggerate matters, and
+condemn yourself beyond reason," he replied. "I will do as you say. But,
+Dr. Marmion, it will not be all mumming, as you shall see."
+
+A strange look came upon his face at this. I could not construe it;
+and, after a few words of explanation regarding his transference to
+the forward part of the ship, I left him. I found the purser, made the
+necessary arrangements for him, and then sought my cabin, humbled in
+many ways. I went troubled to bed. After a long wakefulness, I dozed
+away into that disturbed vestibule of sleep where the world's happenings
+mingle with the visions of unconsciousness. I seemed to see a man's
+heart beating in his bosom in growing agonies, until, with one last
+immense palpitation, it burst, and life was gone. Then the dream
+changed, and I saw a man in the sea, drowning, who seemed never to
+drown entirely, his hands ever beating the air and the mocking water.
+I thought that I tried many times to throw him a lighted buoy in the
+half-shadow, but some one held me back, and I knew that a woman's arms
+were round me.
+
+But at last the drowning man looked up and saw the woman so, and, with
+a last quiver of the arms, he sank from sight. When he was gone, the
+woman's arms dropped away from me; but when I turned to speak to her,
+she, too, had gone.
+
+I awoke.
+
+Two stewards were talking in the passage, and one was saying, "She'll
+get under way by daybreak, and it will be a race with the 'Porcupine' to
+Aden. How the engines are kicking below!"
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI. MUMMERS ALL
+
+The next day was beautiful, if not enjoyable. Stirring preparations
+were being made for the ball. Boyd Madras was transferred to a cabin far
+forward, but he did not appear at any meal in the saloon, or on deck.
+In the morning I was busy in the dispensary. While I was there, Justine
+Caron came to get some medicine that I had before given her. Her hand
+was now nearly well. Justine had nerves, and it appeared to me that
+her efforts to please her mistress, and her occasional failures, were
+wearing her unduly. I said to her: "You have been worried, Miss Caron?"
+
+"Oh, no, Doctor," she quickly replied.
+
+I looked at her a little sceptically, and she said at last: "Well,
+perhaps a little. You see, madame did not sleep well last night, and I
+read to her. It was a little difficult, and there was not much choice of
+books."
+
+"What did you read?" I asked mechanically, as I prepared her medicine.
+
+"Oh, some French novel first--De Maupassant's; but madame said he was
+impertinent--that he made women fools and men devils. Then I tried some
+modern English tales, but she said they were silly. I knew not what to
+do. But there was Shakespeare. I read Antony and Cleopatra, and she said
+that the play was grand, but the people were foolish except when they
+died--their deaths were magnificent. Madame is a great critic; she is
+very clever."
+
+"Yes, yes, I know that; but when did she fall asleep?"
+
+"About four o'clock in the morning. I was glad, because she is very
+beautiful when she has much sleep."
+
+"And you--does not sleep concern you in this matter of madame?"
+
+"For me," she said, looking away, "it is no matter. I have no beauty.
+Besides, I am madame's servant,"--she blushed slightly at this,"--and
+she is generous with money."
+
+"Yes, and you like money so much?"
+
+Her eyes flashed a little defiantly as she looked me in the face. "It is
+everything to me."
+
+She paused as if to see the effect upon me, or to get an artificial
+(I knew it was artificial) strength to go on, then she added: "I love
+money. I work for it; I would bear all for it--all that a woman could
+bear. I--" But here she paused again, and, though the eyes still
+flashed, the lips quivered. Hers was not the face of cupidity. It was
+sensitive, yet firm, as with some purpose deep as her nature was by
+creation and experience, and always deepening that nature. I suddenly
+got the conviction that this girl had a sorrow of some kind in her life,
+and that this unreal affection for money was connected with it. Perhaps
+she saw my look of interest, for she hurriedly continued: "But, pardon
+me, I am foolish. I shall be better when the pain is gone. Madame is
+kind; she will let me sleep this afternoon, perhaps."
+
+I handed her the medicine, and then asked: "How long have you known Mrs.
+Falchion, Miss Caron?"
+
+"Only one year."
+
+"Where did you join her?"
+
+"In Australia."
+
+"In Australia? You lived there?"
+
+"No, monsieur, I did not live there."
+
+A thought came to my mind--the nearness of New Caledonia to Australia,
+and New Caledonia was a French colony--a French penal colony! I smiled
+as I said the word penal to myself. Of course the word could have no
+connection with a girl like her, but still she might have lived in the
+colony. So I added quietly: "You perhaps had come from New Caledonia?"
+
+Her look was candid, if sorrowful. "Yes, from New Caledonia."
+
+Was she, thought I, the good wife of some convict--some political
+prisoner?--the relative of some refugee of misfortune? Whatever she was,
+I was sure that she was free from any fault. She evidently thought that
+I might suspect something uncomplimentary of her, for she said: "My
+brother was an officer at Noumea. He is dead. I am going to France, when
+I can."
+
+I tried to speak gently to her. I saw that her present position must
+be a trial. I advised her to take more rest, or she would break down
+altogether, for she was weak and nervous; I hinted that she might have
+to give up entirely, if she continued to tax herself heedlessly; and,
+finally, that I would speak to Mrs. Falchion about her. I was scarcely
+prepared for her action then. Tears came to her eyes, and she said to
+me, her hand involuntarily clasping my arm: "Oh no, no! I ask you not to
+speak to madame. I will sleep--I will rest. Indeed, I will. This service
+is so much to me. She is most generous. It is because I am so altogether
+hers, night and day, that she pays me well. And the money is so much. It
+is my honour--my dead brother's honour. You are kind at heart; you will
+make me strong with medicine, and I will ask God to bless you. I could
+not suffer such poverty again. And then, it is my honour!"
+
+I felt that she would not have given way thus had not her nerves been
+shaken, had she not lived so much alone, and irregularly, so far as her
+own rest and comfort were concerned, and at such perpetual cost to her
+energy. Mrs. Falchion, I knew, was selfish, and would not, or could
+not, see that she was hard upon the girl, by such exactions as midnight
+reading and loss of sleep. She demanded not merely physical but mental
+energy--a complete submission of both; and when this occurred with a
+sensitive, high-strung girl, she was literally feeding on another's
+life-blood. If she had been told this, she, no doubt, would have been
+very much surprised.
+
+I reassured Justine. I told her that I should say nothing directly
+to Mrs. Falchion, for I saw she was afraid of unpleasantness; but I
+impressed upon her that she must spare herself, or she would break
+down, and extorted a promise that she would object to sitting up after
+midnight to read to Mrs. Falchion.
+
+When this was done, she said: "But, you see, it is not madame's fault
+that I am troubled."
+
+"I do not wish," I said, "to know any secret,--I am a doctor, not a
+priest,--but if there is anything you can tell me, in which I might
+be able to help you, you may command me in so far as is possible."
+Candidly, I think I was too inquiring in those days.
+
+She smiled wistfully, and replied: "I will think of what you say so
+kindly, and perhaps, some day soon, I will tell you of such trouble as
+I have. But, believe me, it is no question of wrong at all, by any
+one--now. The wrong is over. It is simply that a debt of honour must be
+satisfied; it concerns my poor dead brother."
+
+"Are you going to relatives in France?" I asked.
+
+"No; I have no relatives, no near friends. I am alone in the world. My
+mother I cannot remember; she died when I was very young. My father had
+riches, but they went before he died. Still, France is home, and I must
+go there." She turned her head away to the long wastes of sea.
+
+Little more passed between us. I advised her to come often on deck,
+and mingle with the passengers; and told her that, when she pleased, I
+should be glad to do any service that lay in my power. Her last words
+were that, after we put into Aden, she would possibly take me at my
+word.
+
+After she had gone, I found myself wondering at my presentiment that
+Aden was to be associated with critical points in the history of some of
+us; and from that moment I began to connect Justine Caron with certain
+events which, I felt sure, were marshalling to an unhappy conclusion. I
+wondered, too, what part I should play in the development of the comedy,
+tragedy, or whatever it was to be. In this connection I thought of Belle
+Treherne, and of how I should appear in her eyes if that little scene
+with Mrs. Falchion, now always staring me in the face, were rehearsed
+before her. I came quickly to my feet, with a half-imprecation at
+myself; and a verse of a crude sea-song was in my ears:
+
+ "You can batten down cargo, live and dead,
+ But you can't put memory out of sight;
+ You can paint the full sails overhead,
+ But you can't make a black deed white...."
+
+Angry, I said to myself: "It wasn't a black deed; it was foolish, it was
+infatuation, it was not right, but it is common to shipboard; and I lost
+my head, that was all."
+
+Some time later I was still at work in the dispensary, when I heard Mr.
+Treherne's voice calling to me from outside. I drew back the curtain. He
+was leaning on his daughter's arm, while in one hand he carried a stick.
+"Ah, Doctor, Doctor," cried he, "my old enemy, sciatica, has me in its
+grip, and why, in this warm climate, I can't understand. I'm afraid I
+shall have to heave-to, like the 'Fulvia', and lay up for repairs. And,
+by the way, I'm glad we are on our course again." He entered, and sat
+down. Belle Treherne bowed to me gravely, and smiled slightly. The smile
+was not peculiarly hospitable. I knew perfectly well that to convince
+her of the reality of my growing admiration for her would be no easy
+task; but I was determined to base my new religion of the affections
+upon unassailable canons, and I felt that now I could do best by waiting
+and proving myself.
+
+While I was arranging some medicine for Mr. Treherne, and advising him
+on care against chills in a hot climate, he suddenly broke in with: "Dr.
+Marmion, Captain Ascott tells me that we shall get to Aden by Tuesday
+morning next. Now, I was asked by a friend of mine in London to visit
+the grave of a son of his--a newspaper correspondent--who was killed in
+one of the expeditions against the native tribes, and was buried in the
+general cemetery at Aden. On the way out I was not able to fulfil the
+commission, because we passed Aden in the night. But there will be
+plenty of time to do so on Tuesday, I am told. This, however, is my
+difficulty: I cannot go unless I am better, and I'm afraid there is no
+such luck as that in store for me. These attacks last a week, at least.
+I wish my daughter, however, to go. One of the ladies on board will go
+with her--Mrs. Callendar, I believe; and I am going to be so bold as
+to ask you to accompany them, if you will. I know you better than any
+officer on board; and, besides, I should feel safer and better satisfied
+if she went under the protection of an officer,--these barbarous places,
+you know!--though, of course, it may be asking too much of you, or what
+is impossible."
+
+I assented with pleasure. Belle Treherne was looking at the Latin names
+on the bottles at the time, and her face showed no expression either of
+pleasure or displeasure. Mr. Treherne said bluffly: "Dr. Marmion, you
+are kind--very kind, and, upon my word, I'm much obliged." He then
+looked at his daughter as if expecting her to speak.
+
+She looked up and said conventionally: "You are very kind, Dr. Marmion,
+and I am much obliged." Then I thought her eyes twinkled with amusement
+at her own paraphrase of her father's speech, and she added: "Mrs.
+Callendar and myself will be much honoured indeed, and feel very
+important in having an officer to attend us. Of course everybody else
+will be envious, and, again of course, that will add to our vanity."
+
+At this she would have gone; but her father, who was suffering just
+enough pain to enjoy anything that would divert his attention from it,
+fell into conversation upon a subject of mutual interest, in which his
+daughter joined on occasion, but not with enthusiasm. Yet, when they
+came to go, she turned and said kindly, almost softly, as her fingers
+touched mine: "I almost envy you your profession, Dr. Marmion. It opens
+doors to so much of humanity and life."
+
+"There is no sin," I laughingly said, "in such a covetousness, and,
+believe me, it can do no harm to me, at least." Then I added gravely: "I
+should like my profession, in so far as I am concerned, to be worth your
+envy." She had passed through the door before the last words were said,
+but I saw that her look was not forbidding.
+
+ .........................
+
+Is there unhappiness anywhere? There is not a vexing toss of the sea,
+not a cloud in the sky. Is not catastrophe dead, and the arrows of
+tragedy spilled? Peace broadens into deep, perfumed dusk towards Arabia;
+languor spreads towards the unknown lands of the farthest south. No
+anxious soul leans out from the casement of life; the time is heavy with
+delightful ease. There is no sound that troubles; the world goes by and
+no one heeds; for it is all beyond this musky twilight and this pleasant
+hour. In this palace on the sea Mirth trails in and out with airy and
+harmonious footsteps. Even the clang-clang of eight bells has music--not
+boisterous nor disturbing, but muffled in the velvety air. Then, through
+this hemisphere of jocund quiet, there sounds the "All's well" of the
+watch.
+
+But, look! Did you see a star fall just then, and the long avenue of
+expiring flame behind it?--Do not shudder; it is nothing. No cry of pain
+came through that brightness. There was only the "All's well" from the
+watchers.
+
+The thud of the engines falls on a padded atmosphere, and the lascars
+move like ghosts along the decks. The long, smooth promenade is canopied
+and curtained, and hung with banners, and gay devices of the gorgeous
+East are contributing to the federation of pleasure.
+
+And now, through a festooned doorway, there come the people of many
+lands to inhabit the gay court. Music follows their footsteps: Hamlet
+and Esther; Caractacus and Iphigenia; Napoleon and Hermione; The Man
+in the Iron Mask and Sappho; Garibaldi and Boadicea; an Arab sheikh
+and Joan of Arc; Mahomet and Casablanca; Cleopatra and Hannibal--a
+resurrected world. But the illusion is short and slight. This world
+is very sordid--of shreds and patches, after all. It is but a
+pretty masquerade, in which feminine vanity beats hard against
+strangely-clothed bosoms; and masculine conceit is shown in the work of
+the barber's curling-irons and the ship-carpenter's wooden swords
+and paper helmets. The pride of these folk is not diminished because
+Hamlet's wig gets awry, or a Roman has trouble with his foolish garters.
+Few men or women can resist mumming; they fancy themselves as somebody
+else, dead or living. Yet these seem happy in this nonsense. The
+indolent days appear to have deadened hatred, malice, and all
+uncharitableness. They shall strut and fret their hour upon this little
+stage. Let that sprightly girl forget the sudden death which made her an
+orphan; the nervous broker his faithless wife; the grey-haired soldier
+his silly and haunting sins; the bankrupt his creditors.
+
+"On with the dance, let joy be unconfined!" For the captain is on the
+bridge, the engineer is beneath; we have stout walls, and a ceaseless
+sentry-go. In the intervals of the dance wine passes, and idle things
+are said beside the draped and cushioned capstan or in the friendly
+gloom of a boat, which, in the name of safety, hangs taut between its
+davits. Let this imitation Cleopatra use the Cleopatra's arts; this
+mellow Romeo (sometime an Irish landlord) vow to this coy Juliet; this
+Helen of Troy--Of all who walked these decks, mantled and wigged
+in characters not their own, Mrs. Falchion was the handsomest, most
+convincing. With a graceful swaying movement she passed along the
+promenade, and even envy praised her. Her hand lay lightly on the arm
+of a brown stalwart native of the Indian hills, fierce and savage
+in attire. Against his wild picturesqueness and brawny strength, her
+perfectness of animal beauty, curbed and rendered delicate by her inner
+coldness, showed in fine contrast; and yet both were matched in the fine
+natural prowess of form.
+
+With a singular affirmation of what had been, after all, but
+a sadly-humourous proposal, I had attired myself in a Greek
+costume--quickly made by my steward, who had been a tailor--and was
+about to leave my cabin, when Hungerford entered, and exclaimed, as he
+took his pipe from his mouth in surprise: "Marmion, what does this
+mean? Don't you know your duties better? No officer may appear at these
+flare-ups in costume other than his uniform. You're the finest example
+of suburban innocence and original sin I've seen this last quarter of
+a century, wherein I've kept the world--and you--from tottering to
+destruction." He reached for one of my cigars.
+
+Without a word, and annoyed at my own stupidity, I slowly divested
+myself of the clothes of Greece; while Hungerford smoked on, humming to
+himself occasionally a few bars of The Buccaneer's Bride, but evidently
+occupied with something in his mind. At length he said: "Marmion, I said
+suburban innocence and original sin, but you've a grip on the law of
+square and compass too. I'll say that for you, old chap--and I hope you
+don't think I'm a miserable prig."
+
+Still I replied nothing, but offered him one of my best cigars, taking
+the other one from him, and held the match while he lighted it--which,
+between men, is sufficient evidence of good-feeling. He understood, and
+continued: "Of course you'll keep your eye on Mrs. Falchion and Madras
+to-night: if he is determined that they shall meet, and you have
+arranged it. I'd like to know how it goes before you turn in, if you
+don't mind. And, I say, Marmion, ask Miss Treherne to keep a dance for
+me--a waltz--towards the close of the evening, will you? Excuse me, but
+she is the thorough-bred of the ship. And if I have only one hop down
+the promenade, I want it to be with a girl who'll remind me of some one
+that is making West Kensington worth inhabiting. Only think, Marmion, of
+a girl like her--a graduate in arts, whose name and picture have been in
+all the papers--being willing to make up with me, Dick Hungerford! She
+is as natural and simple as a girl can be, and doesn't throw Greek roots
+at you, nor try to convince you of the difference between the songs
+of the troubadours and the sonnets of Petrarch. She doesn't care a rap
+whether Dante's Beatrice was a real woman or a principle; whether James
+the First poisoned his son; or what's the margin between a sine and a
+cosine. She can take a fence in the hunting-field like a bird--! Oh, all
+right, just hold still, and I'll unfasten it." And he struggled with a
+recalcitrant buckle. "Well, you'll not forget about Miss Treherne, will
+you? She ought to go just as she is. Fancy-dress on her would be gilding
+the gold; for, though she isn't surpassingly beautiful, she is very
+fine, very fine indeed. There, now, you're yourself again, and look all
+the better for it."
+
+By this time I was again in my uniform, and I sat down, and smoked, and
+looked at Hungerford. His long gossip had been more or less detached,
+and I had said nothing. I understood that he was trying, in his blunt,
+honest way, to turn my thoughts definitely from Mrs. Falchion to Belle
+Treherne; and he never seemed to me such a good fellow as at that
+moment. I replied at last: "All right, Hungerford; I'll be your
+deputation, your ambassador, to Miss Treherne. What time shall we see
+you on deck?"
+
+"About 11.40--just in time to trip a waltz on the edge of eight bells."
+
+"On the edge of Sunday, my boy."
+
+"Yes. Do you know, it is just four years ago tomorrow since I found Boyd
+Madras on the No Man's Sea?"
+
+"Let us not talk of it," said I.
+
+"All right. I merely stated the fact because it came to me. I'm
+mum henceforth. And I want to talk about something else. The first
+officer,--I don't know whether you have noticed him lately, but I tell
+you this: if we ever get into any trouble with this ship he'll go to
+pieces. Why, the other night, when the engine got tangled, he was as
+timid as a woman. That shock he had with the coal, as I said before, has
+broken his nerve, big man as he is."
+
+"Hungerford," I said, "you do not generally croak, but you are earning
+the character of the raven for yourself to-night. The thing is growing
+on you. What IS the use of bringing up unpleasant subjects? You are an
+old woman." I fear there was the slightest irritation in my voice; but,
+truth is, the last few days' experiences had left their mark on me, and
+Hungerford's speech and manner had suddenly grown trying.
+
+He stood for a moment looking at me with direct earnestness from under
+his strong brows, and then he stepped forward, and, laying his hand
+upon my arm, rejoined: "Do not be raw, Marmion. I'm only a blunt, stupid
+sailor; and, to tell you God's truth, as I have told you before, every
+sailor is superstitious--every real sailor. He can't help it--I can't. I
+have a special fit on me now. Why don't I keep it to myself? Because
+I'm selfish, and it does me good to talk. You and I are in one secret
+together, and it has made me feel like sharing this thing with a pal, I
+suppose."
+
+I seized his hand and begged his pardon, and called myself unpleasant
+names, which he on the instant stopped, and said: "That's all right,
+Marmy; shake till the knuckles crack! I'm off. Don't forget the dance."
+He disappeared down the passage.
+
+Then I went on deck, and the scene which I have so imperfectly described
+passed before me. Mrs. Falchion was surrounded with admirers all the
+evening, both men and women; and two of the very stately English ladies
+of title, to whom I before referred, were particularly gracious to her;
+while she, in turn, bore herself with becoming dignity. I danced with
+her once, and was down on her programme for another dance. I had also
+danced with Belle Treherne, who appeared as Miriam, and was chaperoned
+by one of the ladies of title; and I had also "sat out" one dance
+with her. Chancing to pass her as the evening wore on, I saw her
+in conversation with Mrs. Falchion, who had dismissed her cavalier,
+preferring to talk, she said, for dancing was tiresome work on the
+Indian Ocean. Belle Treherne, who up to that moment had never quite
+liked her, yielded to the agreeable charm of her conversation and her
+frank applausive remarks upon the costumes of the dancers. She had a
+good word for every one, and she drew her companion out to make the most
+of herself, as women less often do before women than in the presence
+of men. I am certain that her interest in Belle Treherne was real, and
+likewise certain that she cherished no pique against her because I
+had transferred my allegiance. Indeed, I am sure that she had no deep
+feeling of injured pride where I was concerned. Such after acidity as
+she sometimes showed was directed against the foolish part I had played
+with her and my action in subsequent events; it did not proceed from
+personal feeling or self-value.
+
+Some time after this meeting I saw Boyd Madras issue from the
+companion-way dressed as a Greek. He wore a false beard, and carried
+off well his garments of white and scarlet and gold--a very striking
+and presentable man. He came slowly forward, looking about him steadily,
+and, seeing me, moved towards me. But for his manner I should scarcely
+have recognised him. A dance was beginning; but many eyes were turned
+curiously, and even admiringly, to him; for he looked singular and
+impressive and his face was given fulness by a beard and flesh paints.
+I motioned him aside where there was shadow, and said: "Well, you have
+determined to see her?"
+
+"Yes," he said; "and I wish you, if you will, to introduce me to her as
+Mr. Charles Boyd.
+
+"You still think this wise?" I asked.
+
+"It is my earnest wish. I must have an understanding to-night." He
+spoke very firmly, and showed no excitement. His manner was calm and
+gentlemanly.
+
+He had a surprising air of decision. Supporting an antique character, he
+seemed for the moment to have put on also something of antique strength
+of mind, and to be no longer the timid invalid. "Then, come with me," I
+answered.
+
+We walked in silence for a few minutes, and then, seeing where Mrs.
+Falchion was, we advanced to her. The next dance on her programme was
+mine. In my previous dance with her we had talked as we now did at
+table--as we did the first hour I met her--impersonally, sometimes (I
+am bold to say) amusingly. Now I approached her with apologies for being
+late. The man beside her took his leave. She had only just glanced at
+me at first, but now she looked at my companion, and the look stayed,
+curious, bewildered.
+
+"It is fitting," I said, "that Greek meet Greek--that Menelaus should be
+introduced to Helen. May I say that when Helen is not Helen she is Mrs.
+Falchion, and when Menelaus is not Menelaus he is--Mr. Charles Boyd."
+
+I am afraid my voice faltered slightly, because there came over me
+suddenly a nervousness as unexpected as it was inconvenient, and my
+words, which began lightly, ended huskily. Had Madras miscalculated this
+woman?
+
+Her eyes were afire, and her face was as pale as marble; all its slight
+but healthy glow had fled. A very faint gasp came from her lips. I saw
+that she recognised him, as he bowed and mentioned her name, following
+my introduction. I knew not what might occur, for I saw danger in her
+eyes in reply to the beseeching look in his. Would melodrama supervene
+after all? She merely bowed towards me, as if to dismiss me, and then
+she rose, took his arm, and moved away. The interview that follows came
+to me from Boyd Madras afterwards.
+
+When they had reached the semi-darkness of the forward part of the ship,
+she drew her hand quickly away, and, turning to him, said: "What is the
+name by which you are called? One does not always hear distinctly when
+being introduced."
+
+He did not understand what she was about to do, but he felt the deadly
+coldness in her voice. "My name is known to you," he replied. He
+steadied himself.
+
+"No, pardon me, I do not know it, for I do not know you.... I never saw
+you before." She leaned her hand carelessly on the bulwarks.
+
+He was shocked, but he drew himself together. Their eyes were intent
+on each other. "You do know me! Need I tell you that I am Boyd Madras?"
+"Boyd Madras," she said, musing coldly. "A peculiar name."
+
+"Mercy Madras was your name until you called yourself Mrs. Falchion," he
+urged indignantly, yet anxiously too.
+
+"It suits you to be mysterious, Mr.--ah yes, Mr. Boyd Madras;
+but, really, you might be less exacting in your demands upon one's
+imagination." Her look was again on him casually.
+
+He spoke breathlessly. "Mercy--Mercy--for God's sake, don't treat me
+like this! Oh, my wife, I have wronged you every way, but I loved you
+always--love you now. I have only followed you to ask you to forgive
+me, after all these years. I saw you in Colombo just before you came
+on board, and I felt that I must come also. You never loved me. Perhaps
+that is better for you, but you do not know what I suffer. If you could
+give me a chance, and come with me to America--anywhere, and let me
+start the world again? I can--travel straight now, and I will work hard,
+and be honest. I will--" But here sudden pain brought back the doubt
+concerning his life and its possibilities.
+
+He leaned against the bulwarks, and made a helpless, despairing motion
+with his hand. "No, no!" he said; and added with a bitter laugh: "Not
+to begin the world again, but to end it as profitably and silently as I
+can. ... But you will listen to me, my wife? You will say at least that
+you forgive me the blight and ill I brought upon you?"
+
+She had listened to him unmoved outwardly. Her reply was instant. "You
+are more melodramatic than I thought you capable of being--from your
+appearance," she said in a hard tone. "Your acting is very good, but not
+convincing. I cannot respond as would become the unity and sequence of
+the play.... I have no husband. My husband is dead--I buried him years
+ago. I have forgotten his name--I buried that too."
+
+All the suffering and endured scorn of years came to revolt in him. He
+leaned forward now, and caught her wrist. "Have you no human feeling?"
+he said "no heart in you at all? Look. I have it in me here suddenly to
+kill you as you stand. You have turned my love to hate. From your smooth
+skin there I could strip those rags, and call upon them all to look at
+you--my wife--a felon's wife; mine to have and to hold--to hold, you
+hear!--as it was sworn at the altar. I bare my heart to you, repenting,
+and you mock it, torture it, with your undying hate and cruelty. You
+have no heart, no life. This white bosom is all of you--all of your
+power to make men love you--this, and your beauty. All else, by God, is
+cruel as the grave!"
+
+His voice had sunk to a hoarse whisper. She had not sought to remove
+his hand, nor struggled in the least; and once it seemed as if this new
+development of his character, this animal fierceness, would conquer her:
+she admired courage. It was not so. He trembled with weakness before he
+had finished. He stopped too soon; he lost.
+
+"You will find such parts exhausting to play," she murmured, as he let
+her arm fall. "It needs a strong physique to endure exaggerated, nervous
+sentiment. And now, please, let us perform less trying scenes." Then,
+with a low, cold anger, she continued: "It is only a coward that will
+dog a woman who finds his presence insupportable to her. This woman
+cannot, if she would, endure this man's presence; it is her nature.
+Well, why rush blindly at the impossible? She wishes to live her spoiled
+life alone. The man can have no part in it--never, never! But she has
+money. If in that way--"
+
+He stretched out his hand protestingly, the fingers spread in
+excitement. "No more--not another word!" he said. "I ask for
+forgiveness, for one word of kindness--and I am offered money! the fire
+that burned me to eat, instead of bread! I had a wife once," he added in
+a kind of troubled dream, looking at her as if she were very far away,
+"and her name was Mercy--her name was Mercy--Mercy Madras. I loved her.
+I sinned for her sake. A message came that she was dead to me; but I
+could not believe that it was so altogether, for I had knelt at her feet
+and worshipped her. I went to her, but she sent me away angrily. Years
+passed. 'She will have relented now,' I said, and I followed her, and
+found her as I thought. But it was not she; it was a wicked ghost in
+her beautiful body--nothing more. And then I turned away and cursed
+all things, because I knew that I should never see my wife again. Mercy
+Madras was dead. ... Can you not hear the curses?"
+
+Still she was unmoved. She said with a cruel impatience in her voice:
+"Yes, Mercy Madras is dead. How then can she forgive? What could her
+ghost--as you call her--do, but offer the thing which her husband--when
+he was living--loved so well that he sold himself into bondage,
+and wrecked his world and hers for it--Money? Well, money is at his
+disposal, as she said before--"
+
+But she spoke no more. The man in him straight way shamed her into
+silence with a look. She bowed her head, yet not quite in shame, for
+there was that in her eyes which made her appear as if his suffering was
+a gratuitous infliction. But at this moment he was stronger, and he drew
+her eyes up by the sheer force of his will. "I need no money now," he
+coldly declared. "I need nothing--not even you; and can you fancy that,
+after waiting all these years for this hour, money would satisfy me?
+Do you know," he continued slowly and musingly, "I can look upon you
+now--yes, at this moment--with more indifference than you ever showed to
+me? A moment ago I loved you: now I think you horrible; because you are
+no woman; you have a savage heart. And some day you will suffer as I do,
+so terribly that even the brazen serpent could not cure you. Then you
+will remember me."
+
+He was about to leave her, but he had not taken two steps before he
+turned, with all the anger and the passion softened in his eyes, and
+said, putting his hand out towards yet not to touch her, "Good-bye--for
+the last time." And then the look was such as might be turned upon a
+forgiven executioner.
+
+"Good-night," she replied, and she did not look into his eyes, but out
+to sea. Her eyes remained fixed upon its furtive gloom. She too was
+furtive and gloomy at this moment. They were both sleek, silent, and
+remorseless. There was a slight rustle to her dress as she changed her
+position. It was in grim keeping with the pitiless rustle of the sea.
+
+And so they parted. I saw him move on towards the companion-way, and
+though I felt instinctively that all had gone ill with him, I was
+surprised to see how erect he walked. After a minute I approached her.
+She heard me coming, and presently turned to me with a curious smile.
+"Who is Mr. Charles Boyd?" she asked. "I did not pierce his disguise.
+I could not tell whether I had met him on board before. Have I? But my
+impression is that I had not seen him on the ship."
+
+"No, you had not seen him," I replied. "He had a fancy to travel, until
+yesterday, with the second-class passengers. Now he has a first-class
+cabin--in his proper place, in fact."
+
+"You think so--in his proper place?" The suggestion was not pleasant.
+
+"Assuredly. Why do you speak in that way?" was my indignant reply.
+
+She took my arm as we moved on. "Because he was slightly rude to me."
+
+I grew bold, and determined to bring her to some sort of reckoning.
+
+"How rude were you to him?"
+
+"Not rude at all. It is not worth while being so--to anybody," was her
+chilly answer.
+
+"I was under the impression you had met him before," I said gravely.
+
+"Indeed? And why?" She raised her eyebrows at me. I pushed the matter
+to a conclusion. "He was ill the other day--he has heart trouble. It was
+necessary for me to open the clothes about his neck. On his breast I saw
+a little ivory portrait of a woman's head."
+
+"A woman's head," she repeated absently, and her fingers idly toyed with
+a jingling ornament in her belt. In an idle moment I had sketched the
+head, as I remembered it, on a sheet of paper, and now I took it from
+my pocket and handed it to her. We were standing near a port-hole of the
+music saloon, from which light streamed.
+
+"That is the head," said I.
+
+She deliberately placed the paper in the belt of light, and, looking
+at it, remarked mechanically: "This is the head, is it?" She showed no
+change of countenance, and handed it back to me as if she had seen no
+likeness. "It is very interesting," she said, "but one would think you
+might make better use of your time than by surreptitiously sketching
+portraits from sick men's breasts. One must have plenty of leisure to do
+that sort of thing, I should think. Be careful that you do not get into
+mischief, Dr. Marmion." She laughed. "Besides, where was the special
+peculiarity in that portrait that you should treasure it in pencil
+so conventionally?--Your drawing is not good.--Where was the point or
+need?"
+
+"I have no right to reply to that directly," I responded. "But this
+man's life is not for always, and if anything happened to him it would
+seem curious to strangers to find that on his breast--because, of
+course, more than I would see it there."
+
+"If anything happened? What should happen? You mean, on board ship?"
+There was a little nervousness in her tone now.
+
+"I am only hinting at an awkward possibility," I replied.
+
+She looked at me scornfully. "When did you see that picture on his
+breast?" I told her. "Ah! before THAT day?" she rejoined. I knew
+that she referred to the evening when I had yielded foolishly to the
+fascination of her presence. The blood swam hotly in my face. "Men are
+not noble creatures," she continued.
+
+"I am afraid you would not give many their patents of nobility if you
+had power to bestow them," I answered.
+
+"Most men at the beginning, and very often ever after, are ignoble
+creatures. Yet I should confer the patents of nobility, if it were my
+prerogative; for some would succeed in living up to them. Vanity would
+accomplish that much. Vanity is the secret of noblesse oblige; not
+radical virtue--since we are beginning to be bookish again."
+
+"To what do you reduce honour and right?" returned I.
+
+"As I said to you on a memorable occasion," she answered very drily, "to
+a code."
+
+"That is," rejoined I, "a man does a good action, lives an honourable
+life, to satisfy a social canon--to gratify, say, a wife or mother, who
+believes in him, and loves him?"
+
+"Yes." She was watching Belle Treherne promenading with her father. She
+drew my attention to it by a slight motion of the hand, but why I could
+not tell.
+
+"But might not a man fall by the same rule of vanity?" I urged. "That
+he shall appear well in their eyes, that their vanity in turn should be
+fed, might he not commit a crime, and so bring misery?"
+
+"Yes, it is true either way--pleasure or misery. Please come to the
+saloon and get me an ice before the next dance."
+
+I was perplexed. Was she altogether soulless? Even now, as we passed
+among the dancers, she replied to congratulations on her make-up and
+appearance with evident pleasure.
+
+An hour later, I was taking Belle Treherne from the arm of Hungerford
+for the last waltz, and, in reply to an inquiring glance from him, I
+shook my head mournfully. His face showed solicitude as he walked away.
+Perhaps it did not gratify my vanity that Belle Treherne, as her father
+limped forward at the stroke of eight bells to take her below, said
+to me: "How downright and thorough Mr. Hungerford is!" But I frankly
+admitted that he was all she might say good of him, and more.
+
+The deck was quickly dismantled, the lights went out, and all the
+dancers disappeared. The masquerade was over; and again, through the
+darkness, rose the plaintive "All's well!" And it kept ringing in my
+ears until it became a mocking sound, from which I longed to be free.
+It was like the voice of Lear crying over the body of Cordelia: "Never,
+never, never, never, never!"
+
+Something of Hungerford's superstitious feeling possessed me. I went
+below, and involuntarily made my way to Boyd Madras's cabin.
+
+Though the night was not hot, the door was drawn to. I tapped. His voice
+at once asked who was there, and when I told him, and inquired how he
+was, he said he was not ill, and asked me to come to his cabin in the
+morning, if I would. I promised, and bade him good-night. He responded,
+and then, as I turned away from the door, I heard him repeat the
+good-night cordially and calmly.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VII. THE WHEEL COMES FULL CIRCLE
+
+The next morning I was up early, and went on deck. The sun had risen,
+and in the moist atmosphere the tints of sky and sea were beautiful.
+Everywhere was the warm ocean undulating lazily to the vague horizon. A
+few lascars were still cleansing the decks; others were seated on
+their haunches between decks, eating curry from a calabash; a couple of
+passengers were indolently munching oranges; and Stone the quartermaster
+was inspecting the work lately done by the lascars. Stone gave me a
+pleasant good-morning, and we walked together the length of the deck
+forward. I had got about three-fourths of the length back again, when I
+heard a cry from aft--a sharp call of "Man overboard!" In a moment I had
+travelled the intermediate deck, and was at the stern, looking below,
+where, in the swirling waters, was the head of a man. With cries of
+"Man overboard!" I threw two or three buoys after the disappearing head,
+above which a bare arm thrust itself. I heard the rush of feet behind
+me, and in a moment Hungerford and Stone were beside me. The signal was
+given for the engines to stop; stewards and lascars came running on deck
+in response to Hungerford's call, and the first officer now appeared.
+Very soon a crew was gathered on the after-deck, about a boat on the
+port side.
+
+Passengers by this time showed in various stages of dressing--women
+wringing their hands, men gesticulating. If there is anything calculated
+to send a thrill of awe through a crowd, it is the cry of "Man
+overboard!" And when one looked below, and saw above the drowning head
+two white arms thrust from the sea, a horrible thing was brought home to
+each of us. Besides, the scene before us on the deck was not reassuring.
+There was trouble in getting the boat lowered. The first officer was
+excited, the lascars were dazed, the stewards were hurried without being
+confident; only Hungerford, Stone, and the gunner were collected. The
+boat should have been launched in a minute, but still it hung between
+its davits; its course downward was interrupted; something was wrong
+with the ropes, "A false start, by---!" said the bookmaker, looking
+through his eye-glass. Colonel Ryder's face was stern, Clovelly was pale
+and anxious, as moment after moment went, and the boat was not yet free.
+Ages seemed to pass before the boat was let down even with the bulwarks,
+and a crew of ten, with Hungerford in command, were in it, ready to
+be lowered. Whether the word was given to lower, or whether it was any
+one's fault, may never perhaps be known; but, as the boat hung there,
+suddenly it shot down at the stern, some one having let go the ropes at
+that end; and the bow being still fast, it had fallen like a trap-door.
+It seemed, on the instant, as if the whole crew were tossed into
+the water; but some had successfully clutched the boat's side, and
+Hungerford hung by a rope with one hand. In the eddying water, however,
+about the reversing screw, were two heads, and farther off was a man
+struggling. The face of one of the men near the screw was upturned for a
+moment; it was that of Stone the quartermaster.
+
+A cry went up from the passengers, and they swayed forward to the
+suspended boat; but Colonel Ryder turned almost savagely upon them.
+"Keep quiet!" he said. "Stand back! What can you do? Give the officers a
+chance." He knew that there had been a false start, and bad work indeed;
+but he also saw that the task of the officers must not be made harder.
+His sternness had effect. The excited passengers drew back, and I took
+his place in front of them. When the first effort had been made to lower
+the boat, I asked the first officer if I could accompany the crew, but
+he said no. I could, therefore, do nothing but wait. A change came on
+the crowd. It became painfully silent, none speaking save in whispers,
+and all watching with anxious faces either the receding heads in the
+water or the unfortunate boat's crew. Hungerford showed himself a
+thorough sailor. Hanging to the davit, he quietly, reassuringly, gave
+the order for righting the boat, virtually taking the command out of
+the hands of the first officer, who was trembling with nervousness.
+Hungerford was right; this man's days as a sailor were over. The
+accident from which he had suffered had broken his nerve, stalwart as he
+was. But Hungerford was as cool as if this were ordinary boat-practice.
+Soon the boat was drawn up again, and others took the place of those who
+had disappeared. Then it was lowered safely, and, with Hungerford erect
+in the bows, it was pulled swiftly along the path we had come.
+
+At length, too, the great ship turned round, but not in her tracks. It
+is a pleasant fiction that these great steamers are easily managed. They
+can go straight ahead, but their huge proportions are not adapted for
+rapid movement. However, the work of rescue was begun. Sailors were
+aloft on watch, Captain Ascott was on the bridge, sweeping the sea with
+his glass; order was restored. But the ship had the feeling of a home
+from which some familiar inmate had been taken, to return no more.
+Children clasped their mothers' hands and said, "Mother, was it the poor
+quartermaster?" and men who the day before had got help from the petty
+officers in the preparation of costumes, said mournfully: "Fife the
+gunner was one of them."
+
+But who was the man first to go overboard--and who was it first gave the
+alarm? There were rumours, but no one was sure. All at once I remembered
+something peculiar in that cry of "Man overboard!" and it shocked me. I
+hurried below, and went to the cabin of Boyd Madras. It was empty; but
+on a shelf lay a large envelope, addressed to Hungerford and myself.
+I tore it open. There was a small packet, which I knew contained the
+portrait he had worn on his bosom, addressed to Mrs. Falchion; and the
+other was a single sheet directed to me, fully written upon, and marked
+in the corner: "To be made public."
+
+So, he had disappeared from the play? He had made his exit? He had
+satisfied the code at last? Before opening the letter addressed to me,
+I looked round. His clothes were folded upon one of the berths; but the
+garments of masquerade were not in the cabin. Had he then gone out of
+the world in the garb of a mummer? Not altogether, for the false beard
+he had worn the night before lay beside the clothes. But this terrible
+earnestness of his would look strange in last night's disguise.
+
+I opened the packet addressed to Hungerford and myself, and saw that it
+contained a full and detailed account of his last meeting with his
+wife. The personal letter was short. He said that his gratitude was
+unspeakable, and now must be so for ever. He begged us not to let the
+world know who he was, nor his relationship to Mrs. Falchion, unless she
+wished it; he asked me to hand privately to her the packet bearing her
+name. Lastly, he requested that the paper for the public be given to the
+captain of the 'Fulvia'.
+
+Going out into the passage, I found a steward, who hurriedly told me
+that just before the alarm was given he had seen Boyd Madras going aft
+in that strange costume, which he mistook for a dressing-gown, and he
+had come to see if, by any chance, it was he who had gone overboard. I
+told him that it was. He disappeared, and soon the whole ship knew it.
+I went to the captain, gave him the letter, and told him only what was
+necessary to tell. He was on the bridge, and was occupied with giving
+directions, so he asked me the substance of the letter, and handed it
+back to me, requesting me to make a copy of it soon and leave it in his
+cabin. I then took all the papers to my cabin, and locked them up. I
+give here the substance of the letter which was to be made public:
+
+ Because you know how much I have suffered physically while on board
+ this ship, and because you have been kind to me, I wish, through
+ you, to say my last word to the world: though, indeed, this may seem
+ a strange form for gratitude to take. Dying men, however, make few
+ apologies, and I shall make none. My existence, as you know, is an
+ uncertain quantity, and may be cut short at any moment in the
+ ordinary course of things. But I have no future in the active
+ concerns of life; no past on which to dwell with satisfaction; no
+ friends to mourn for my misfortunes in life, nor for my death,
+ whether it be peaceful or violent; therefore, I have fewer
+ compunctions in ending a mistaken career and a worthless life.
+
+ Some one will profit by my death: who it is matters not, for it is
+ no friend of mine. My death adjusts a balance, perhaps not nicely,
+ yet it does it. And this is all I have to say.... I am
+ going. Farewell....
+
+After a brief farewell to me added, there came the subscription "Charles
+Boyd;" and that was all. Why he cried out "Man overboard" (for now I
+recognised that it was his voice which gave the alarm), I do not know,
+except that he wished his body to be recovered, and to receive burial.
+
+Just here, some one came fumbling at the curtain of my cabin. I heard a
+gasp--"Doctor--my head! quick!"
+
+I looked out. As I drew the curtain a worthless lascar sailor fell
+fainting into my cabin. He had been drinking a good deal, and the horror
+and excitement of the accident had brought on an apoplectic fit. This in
+a very hot climate is suddenly fatal. In three minutes, in spite of me,
+he was dead. Postponing report of the matter, I went on deck again among
+the passengers.
+
+I expected that Mrs. Falchion would be among them, for the news must
+have gone to every part of the ship; but she was not there. On the
+outskirts of one of the groups, however, I saw Justine Caron. I went
+to her, and asked her if Mrs. Falchion had risen. She said that she had
+not: that she had been told of the disaster, and had appeared shocked;
+but had complained of a headache, and had not risen. I then asked
+Justine if Mrs. Falchion had been told who the suicide was, and was
+answered in the negative. At that moment a lady came to me and said in
+an awed whisper: "Dr. Marmion, is it true that the man who committed
+suicide was a second-class passenger, and that he appeared at the ball
+last night, and danced with Mrs. Falchion?"
+
+I knew that my reply would soon become common property, so I said:
+
+"He was a first-class passenger, though until yesterday he travelled
+second-class. I knew him. His name was Charles Boyd. I introduced him to
+Mrs. Falchion last night, but he did not stay long on deck, because
+he felt ill. He had heart trouble. You may guess that he was tired of
+life." Then I told her of the paper which was for the public, and she
+left me.
+
+The search for the unfortunate men went on. No one could be seen near
+the floating buoys which were here and there picked up by Hungerford's
+boat. The long undulations of the water had been broken up in a large
+area about the ship, but the sea was still comparatively smooth. We were
+steaming back along the track we had come. There was less excitement
+on board than might be expected. The tropical stillness of the air,
+the quiet suddenness of the tragedy itself, the grim decisiveness of
+Hungerford, the watchful silence of a few men like Colonel Ryder and
+Clovelly, had effect upon even the emotion of those women, everywhere
+found, who get a morbid enjoyment out of misery.
+
+Nearly all were watching the rescue boat, though a few looked over the
+sides of the ship as if they expected to find bodies floating about.
+They saw sharks, instead, and a trail of blood, and this sent them away
+sickened from the bulwarks. Then they turned their attention again
+upon the rescue party. It was impossible not to note what a fine figure
+Hungerford made, as he stood erect in the bow, his hand over his eyes,
+searching the water. Presently we saw him stop the boat, and something
+was drawn in. He signalled the ship. He had found one man--but dead or
+alive? The boat was rapidly rowed back to the ship, Hungerford making
+efforts for resuscitation. Arrived at the vessel, the body was passed up
+to me.
+
+It was that of Stone the quartermaster. I worked to bring back life, but
+it was of no avail. A minute after, a man in the yards signalled that he
+saw another. It was not a hundred yards away, and was floating near the
+surface. It was a strange sight, for the water was a vivid green, and
+the man wore garments of white and scarlet, and looked a part of some
+strange mosaic: as one has seen astonishing figures set in balls of
+solid glass. This figure framed in the sea was Boyd Madras. The boat
+was signalled, it drew near, and two men dragged the body in, as a shark
+darted forward, just too late, to seize it. The boat drew alongside the
+'Fulvia'. I stood at the gangway to receive this castaway. I felt his
+wrist and heart. As I did so I chanced to glance up at the passengers,
+who were looking at this painful scene from the upper deck. There,
+leaning over the railing, stood Mrs. Falchion, her eyes fixed with a
+shocking wonder at the drooping, weird figure. Her lips parted, but
+at first they made no sound. Then, she suddenly drew herself up with a
+shudder. "Horrible! horrible!" she said, and turned away.
+
+I had Boyd Madras taken to an empty cabin next to mine, which I used for
+operations, and there Hungerford and myself worked to resuscitate him.
+We allowed no one to come near. I had not much hope of bringing life
+back, but still we worked with a kind of desperation, for it seemed to
+Hungerford and myself that somehow we were responsible to humanity for
+him. His heart had been weak, but there had been no organic trouble:
+only some functional disorder, which open-air life and freedom from
+anxiety might have overcome. Hungerford worked with an almost fierce
+persistence. Once he said: "By God, I will bring him back, Marmion, to
+face that woman down when she thinks she has got the world on the hip!"
+
+I cannot tell what delight we felt when, after a little time, I saw
+a quiver of the eyelids and a slight motion of the chest. Presently a
+longer breath came, and the eyes opened; at first without recognition.
+Then, in a few moments, I knew that he was safe--desperately against his
+will, but safe.
+
+His first sentient words startled me. He gasped, "Does she think I am
+drowned?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"Then she must continue to do so!"
+
+"Why?"
+
+"Because"--here he spoke faintly, as if sudden fear had produced
+additional weakness--"because I had rather die a thousand deaths than
+meet her now; because she hates me. I must begin the world again. You
+have saved my life against my will: I demand that you give that life its
+only chance of happiness."
+
+As his words came to me, I remembered with a start the dead lascar, and,
+leading Hungerford to my cabin, I pointed to the body, and whispered
+that the sailor's death was only known to me. "Then this is the
+corpse of Boyd Madras, and we'll bury it for him," he said with quick
+bluntness. "Do not report this death to Captain Ascott--he would only
+raise objections to the idea. This lascar was in my watch. It will be
+supposed he fell overboard during the accident to the boat. Perhaps some
+day the funeral of this nigger will be a sensation and surprise to her
+blessed ladyship on deck."
+
+I suggested that it seemed underhand and unprofessional, but the
+entreating words of the resuscitated man in the next room conquered my
+objections.
+
+It was arranged that Madras should remain in the present cabin, of which
+I had a key, until we reached Aden; then he should, by Hungerford's aid,
+disappear.
+
+We were conspirators, but we meant harm to nobody. I covered up the face
+of the dead lascar and wrapped round him the scarlet and gold cloth
+that Madras had worn. Then I got a sailor, who supposed Boyd Madras
+was before him, and the body was soon sewed in its shotted shroud and
+carried to where Stone the quartermaster lay.
+
+At this day I cannot suppose I would do these things, but then it seemed
+right to do as Madras wished: he was, under a new name, to begin life
+afresh.
+
+After giving directions for the disposition of the bodies, I went on
+deck. Mrs. Falchion was still there. Some one said to her: "Did you know
+the man who committed suicide?"
+
+"He was introduced to me last night by Dr. Marmion," she replied, and
+she shuddered again, though her face showed no remarkable emotion. She
+had had a shock to the senses, not to the heart.
+
+When I came to her on the deck, Justine was saying to her: "Madame, you
+should not have come. You should not see such painful things when you
+are not well."
+
+She did not reply to this. She looked up at me and said: "A strange
+whim, to die in those fanciful rags. It is dreadful to see; but he had
+the courage."
+
+I replied: "They have as much courage who make men do such things and
+then live on."
+
+Then I told her briefly that I held the packet for her, that I guessed
+what was in it, and that I would hand it to her later. I also said that
+he had written to me the record of last night's meeting with her, and
+that he had left a letter which was to be made public. As I said these
+things we were walking the decks, and, because eyes were on both of us,
+I tried to show nothing more unusual in manner than the bare tragedy
+might account for.
+
+"Well," she said, with a curious coldness, "what use shall you make of
+your special knowledge?"
+
+"I intend," I said, "to respect his wish, that your relationship to him
+be kept unknown, unless you declare otherwise."
+
+"That is reasonable. If he had always been as reasonable! And," she
+continued, "I do not wish the relationship to be known: practically
+there is none.... Oh! oh!" she added, with a sudden change in her
+voice, "why did he do as he did, and make everything else
+impossible--impossible!... Send me, or give me the packet, when you
+wish: and now please leave me, Dr. Marmion."
+
+The last few words were spoken with some apparent feeling, but I knew
+she was thinking of herself most, and I went from her angry.
+
+I did not see her again before the hour that afternoon when we should
+give the bodies of the two men to the ocean. No shroud could be prepared
+for gunner Fife and able-seaman Winter, whose bodies had no Christian
+burial, but were swallowed by the eager sea, not to be yielded up even
+for a few hours. We were now steaming far beyond the place where they
+were lost.
+
+The burial was an impressive sight, as burials at sea mostly are. The
+lonely waters stretching to the horizon helped to make it so. There was
+a melancholy majesty in the ceremony.
+
+The clanging bell had stopped. Captain Ascott was in his place at the
+head of the rude draped bier. In the silence one only heard the swish of
+water against the 'Fulvia's' side, as we sped on towards Aden. People do
+not know how beautiful, how powerful, is the burial service in the Book
+of Common Prayer, who have only heard it recited by a clergyman. To hear
+it read by a hardy man, whose life is among stern duties, is to receive
+a new impression. He knows nothing of lethargic monotone; he interprets
+as he reads. And when the man is the home-spun captain of a ship, who
+sees before him the poor shell of one that served him for ten years,
+"The Lord gave and the Lord hath taken away; Blessed be the name of the
+Lord," has a strange significance. It is only men who have borne
+the shock of toil and danger, and have beaten up against the world's
+buffetings, that are fit to say last words over those gone down in the
+storm or translated in the fiery chariot of duty.
+
+The engines suddenly stopped. The effect was weird. Captain Ascott's
+fingers trembled, and he paused for an instant and looked down upon
+the dead, then out sorrowfully to the waiting sea, before he spoke the
+words, "We therefore commit their bodies to the deep." But, the moment
+they were uttered, the bier was lifted, there was a swift plunge, and
+only the flag and the empty boards were left. The sobbing of women now
+seemed almost unnatural; for around us was the bright sunlight, the gay
+dresses of the lascars, the sound of the bell striking the hours, and
+children playing on the deck. The ship moved on.
+
+And Mrs. Falchion? As the burial service was read, she had stood, and
+looked, not at the bier, but straight out to sea, calm and apparently
+unsympathetic, though, as she thought, her husband was being buried.
+When, however, the weighted body divided the water with a swingeing
+sound, her face suddenly suffused, as though shame had touched her
+or some humiliating idea had come. But she turned to Justine almost
+immediately, and soon after said calmly: "Bring a play of Moliere, and
+read to me, Justine."
+
+I had the packet her supposed dead husband had left for her in my
+pocket. I joined her, and we paced the deck, at first scarcely speaking,
+while the passengers dispersed, some below, some to the smoking-rooms,
+some upon deck-chairs to doze through the rest of the lazy afternoon.
+The world had taken up its orderly course again. At last, in an
+unfrequented corner of the deck, I took the packet from my pocket and
+handed it to her. "You understand?" I asked.
+
+"Yes, I understand. And now, may I beg that for the rest of your natural
+life"--here she paused, and bit her lip in vexation that the unlucky
+phrase had escaped her--"you will speak of this no more?"
+
+"Mrs. Boyd Madras," I said (here she coloured indignantly),--"pardon me
+for using the name, but it is only this once,--I shall never speak of
+the matter to you again, nor to any one else, unless there is grave
+reason."
+
+We walked again in silence. Passing the captain's cabin, we saw a number
+of gentlemen gathered about the door, while others were inside. We
+paused, to find what the incident was. Captain Ascott was reading the
+letter which Boyd Madras had wished to be made public. (I had given it
+to him just before the burial, and he was acting as though Boyd Madras
+was really dead--he was quite ignorant of our conspiracy.) I was about
+to move on, but Mrs. Falchion touched my arm. "Wait," she said. She
+stood and heard the letter through. Then we walked on, she musing.
+Presently she said: "It is a pity--a pity."
+
+I looked at her inquiringly, but she offered no explanation of the
+enigmatical words. But, at this moment, seeing Justine waiting, she
+excused herself, and soon I saw her listening to Moliere. Later in the
+day I saw her talking with Miss Treherne, and it struck me that she
+had never looked so beautiful as then, and that Miss Treherne had never
+seemed so perfect a product of a fine convention. But, watching them
+together, one who had had any standard of good life could never have
+hesitated between the two. It was plain to me that Mrs. Falchion was
+bent upon making a conquest of this girl who so delicately withstood
+her; and Belle Treherne has told me since, that, when in her presence,
+and listening to her, she was irresistibly drawn to her; though at the
+same time she saw there was some significant lack in her nature; some
+hardness impossible to any one who had ever known love. She also told me
+that on this occasion Mrs. Falchion did not mention my name, nor did
+she ever in their acquaintance, save in the most casual fashion. Her
+conversation with Miss Treherne was always far from petty gossip or that
+smart comedy in which some women tell much personal history, with the
+guise of badinage and bright cynicism. I confess, though, it struck me
+unpleasantly at the time, that this fresh, high-hearted creature should
+be in familiar conversation with a woman who, it seemed to me, was the
+incarnation of cruelty.
+
+Mrs. Falchion subscribed most liberally to the fund raised for the
+children of the quartermaster and munificently to that for the crew
+which had, under Hungerford, performed the rescue work. The only effect
+of this was to deepen the belief that she was very wealthy, and could
+spend her money without affectation; for it was noticeable that she,
+of all on board, showed the least outward excitement at the time of the
+disaster. It occurred to me that once or twice I had seen her eyes
+fixed on Hungerford inquisitively, and not free from antipathy. It was
+something behind her usual equanimity. Her intuitive observation had led
+her to trace his hand in recent events. Yet I know she admired him too
+for his brave conduct. The day following the tragedy we were seated
+at dinner. The captain and most of the officers had risen, but Mrs.
+Falchion, having come in late, was still eating, and I remained seated
+also. Hungerford approached me, apologising for the interruption. He
+remarked that he was going on the bridge, and wished to say something
+to me before he went. It was an official matter, to which Mrs. Falchion
+apparently did not listen. When he was about to turn away, he bowed
+to her rather distantly; but she looked up at him and said, with an
+equivocal smile:
+
+"Mr. Hungerford, we often respect brave men whom we do not like."
+
+Then he, understanding her, but refusing to recognise the compliment,
+not altogether churlishly replied: "And I might say the same of women,
+Mrs. Falchion; but there are many women we dislike who are not brave."
+
+"I think I could recognise a brave man without seeing his bravery," she
+urged.
+
+"But I am a blundering sailor," he rejoined, "who only believes his
+eyes."
+
+"You are young yet," she replied.
+
+"I shall be older to-morrow," was his retort.
+
+"Well, perhaps you will see better to-morrow," she rejoined, with
+indolent irony.
+
+"If I do, I'll acknowledge it," he added. Then Hungerford smiled at me
+inscrutably. We two held a strange secret.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VIII. A BRIDGE OF PERIL
+
+No more delightful experience may be had than to wake up in the harbour
+of Aden some fine morning--it is always fine there--and get the first
+impression of that mighty fortress, with its thousand iron eyes, in
+strong repose by the Arabian Sea. Overhead was the cloudless sun, and
+everywhere the tremulous glare of a sandy shore and the creamy wash of
+the sea, like fusing opals. A tiny Mohammedan mosque stood gracefully
+where the ocean almost washed its steps, and the Resident's house,
+far up the hard hillside, looked down upon the harbour from a green
+coolness. The place had a massive, war-like character. Here was
+a battery with earthworks; there, a fort; beyond, a signal-staff.
+Hospitals, hotels, and stores were incidents in the picture. Beyond the
+mountain-wall and lofty Jebel Shamsan, rising in fine pink and bronze,
+and at the end of a high-walled path between the great hills, lay the
+town of Aden proper. Above the town again were the mighty Tanks,
+formed out of clefts in the mountains, and built in the times when the
+Phoenicians made Aden a great mart, the richest spot in all Arabia.
+
+Over to the left, on the opposite side of the harbour, were wide
+bungalows shining in the sun, and flanking the side of the ancient
+aqueduct, the gigantic tomb of an Arab sheikh. In the harbour were the
+men-of-war of all nations, and Arab dhows sailed slowly in, laden with
+pilgrims for Mecca--masses of picturesque sloth and dirt--and disease
+also; for more than one vessel flew the yellow flag. As we looked, a
+British man-of-war entered the gates of the harbour in the rosy light.
+It was bringing back the disabled and wounded from a battle, in which a
+handful of British soldiers were set to punish thirty times their number
+in an unknown country. But there was another man-of-war in port with
+which we were familiar. We passed it far out on the Indian Ocean. It
+again passed us, and reached Aden before we did. The 'Porcupine' lay not
+far from the 'Fulvia', and as I leaned over the bulwarks, idly looking
+at her, a boat shot away from her side, and came towards us. As it drew
+near, I saw that it was filled with luggage--a naval officer's, I knew
+it to be. As the sailors hauled it up, I noticed that the initials upon
+the portmanteaus were G. R. The owner was evidently an officer going
+home on leave, or invalided. It did not, however, concern me, as I
+thought, and I turned away to look for Mr. Treherne, that I might fulfil
+my promise to escort his daughter and Mrs. Callendar to the general
+cemetery at Aden; for I knew he was not fit to do the journey, and there
+was nothing to prevent my going.
+
+A few hours later I stood with Miss Treherne and Mrs. Callendar in
+the graveyard beside the fortress-wall, placing wreaths of artificial
+flowers and one or two natural roses--a chance purchase from a shop
+at the port--on the grave of the young journalist. Miss Treherne had
+brought some sketching materials, and both of us (for, as has been
+suggested, I had a slight gift for drawing) made sketches of the
+burial-place. Having done this, we moved away to other parts of the
+cemetery, looking at the tombstones, many of which told sad tales enough
+of those who died far away from home and friends. As we wandered on, I
+noticed a woman kneeling beside a grave. It grew upon me that the figure
+was familiar. Presently I saw who it was, for the face lifted. I excused
+myself, went over to her, and said:--"Miss Caron, you are in trouble?"
+
+She looked up, her eyes swimming with tears and pointed to the
+tombstone. On it I read:
+
+ Sacred to the Memory of
+ HECTOR CARON,
+ Ensign in the French Navy.
+
+ Erected by his friend, Galt Roscoe,
+ H.B.M.N.
+
+Beneath this was the simple line:
+
+ "Why, what evil hath he done?"
+
+"He was your brother?" I asked.
+
+"Yes, monsieur, my one brother." Her tears dropped slowly.
+
+"And Galt Roscoe, who was he?" asked I.
+
+Through her grief her face was eloquent. "I never saw him--never knew
+him," she said. "He saved my poor Hector from much suffering; he nursed
+him, and buried him here when he died, and then--that!" pointing to the
+tombstone. "He made me love the English," she said. "Some day I shall
+find him, and I shall have money to pay him back all he spent--all." Now
+I guessed the meaning of the scene on board the 'Fulvia', when she had
+been so anxious to preserve her present relations with Mrs. Falchion.
+This was the secret--a beautiful one. She rose. "They disgraced Hector
+in New Caledonia," she said, "because he refused to punish a convict
+at Ile Nou who did not deserve it. He determined to go to France to
+represent his case. He left me behind, because we were poor. He went to
+Sydney. There he came to know this good man,"--her finger gently felt
+his name upon the stone,--"who made him a guest upon his ship; and so he
+came on towards England. In the Indian Ocean he was taken ill: and this
+was the end."
+
+She mournfully sank again beside the grave, but she was no longer
+weeping.
+
+"What was this officer's vessel?" I said presently. She drew from her
+dress a letter. "It is here. Please read it all. He wrote that to me
+when Hector died."
+
+The superscription to the letter was--H.B.M.S. Porcupine.
+
+I might have told her then that the 'Porcupine' was in the harbour
+at Aden, but I felt that things would work out to due ends without my
+help--which, indeed, they began to do immediately. As we stood there
+in silence, I reading over and over again the line upon the pedestal, I
+heard footsteps behind, and, turning, I saw a man approaching us, who,
+from his manner, though he was dressed in civilian's clothes, I guessed
+to be an officer of the navy. He was of more than middle height, had
+black hair, dark blue eyes, straight, strongly-marked brows, and was
+clean-shaven. He was a little ascetic-looking, and rather interesting
+and uncommon, and yet he was unmistakably a sea-going man. It was a face
+that one would turn to look at again and again--a singular personality.
+And yet my first glance told me that he was not one who had seen much
+happiness. Perhaps that was not unattractive in itself, since people who
+are very happy, and show it, are often most selfish too, and repel where
+they should attract. He was now standing near the grave, and his eyes
+were turned from one to the other of us, at last resting on Justine.
+
+Presently I saw a look of recognition. He stepped quickly forward.
+"Mademoiselle, will you pardon me?" he said very gently, "but you remind
+me of one whose grave I came to see." His hand made a slight motion
+toward Hector Caron's resting-place. Her eyes were on him with an
+inquiring earnestness. "Oh, monsieur, is it possible that you are my
+brother's friend and rescuer?"
+
+"I am Roscoe. He was my good friend," he said to her, and he held out
+his hand. She took it, and kissed it impulsively. He flushed, and drew
+it back quickly and shyly.
+
+"Some day I shall be able to repay you for all your goodness," she said.
+"I am only grateful now--grateful altogether. And you will tell me all
+you knew of him--all that he said and did before he died?"
+
+"I will gladly tell you all I know," he answered, and he looked at her
+compassionately, and yet with a little scrutiny, as though to know more
+of her and how she came to be in Aden. He turned to me inquiringly.
+
+I interpreted his thought by saying: "I am the surgeon of the 'Fulvia'.
+I chanced upon Miss Caron here. She is travelling by the 'Fulvia'."
+
+With a faint voice, Justine here said: "Travelling--with my mistress."
+
+"As companion to a lady," I preferred to add in explanation, for I
+wished not to see her humble herself so. A look of understanding came
+into Roscoe's face. Then he said: "I am glad that I shall see more of
+you; I am to travel by the 'Fulvia' also to London."
+
+"Yet I am afraid I shall see very little of you," she quietly replied.
+
+He was about to say something to her, but she suddenly swayed and would
+have fallen, but that he caught her and supported her. The weakness
+lasted only for a moment, and then, steadying herself, she said to both
+of us: "I hope you will say nothing of this to madame? She is kind, most
+kind, but she hates illness--and such things."
+
+Galt Roscoe looked at me to reply, his face showing clearly that he
+thought "madame" an extraordinary woman. I assured Justine that we would
+say nothing. Then Roscoe cordially parted from us, saying that he would
+look forward to seeing us both on the ship; but before he finally went,
+he put on the grave a small bouquet from his buttonhole. Then I excused
+myself from Justine, and, going over to Miss Treherne, explained to
+her the circumstances, and asked her if she would go and speak to the
+afflicted girl. She and Mrs. Callendar had been watching the incident,
+and they eagerly listened to me. I think this was the moment that
+I first stood really well with Belle Treherne. Her sympathy for the
+bereaved girl flooded many barriers between herself and me.
+
+"Oh," she said quickly, "indeed I will go to her, poor girl! Will you
+come also, Mrs. Callendar?"
+
+But Mrs. Callendar timidly said she would rather Miss Treherne went
+without her; and so it was. While Miss Treherne was comforting the
+bereaved girl, I talked to Mrs. Callendar. I fear that Mrs. Callendar
+was but a shallow woman; for, after a moment of excitable interest in
+Justine, she rather naively turned the talk upon the charms of Europe.
+And, I fear, not without some slight cynicism, I followed her where she
+led; for, as I said to myself, it did not matter what direction our idle
+tongues took, so long as I kept my mind upon the two beside that grave:
+but it gave my speech a spice of malice. I dwelt upon Mrs. Callendar's
+return to her native heath--that is, the pavements of Bond Street and
+Piccadilly, although I knew that she was a native of Tasmania. At this
+she smiled egregiously.
+
+At length Miss Treherne came to us and said that Justine insisted she
+was well enough to go back to the vessel alone, and wished not to be
+accompanied. So we left her there.
+
+A score of times I have stopped when preparing my notes for this tale
+from my diary and those of Mrs. Falchion and Galt Roscoe, to think how,
+all through the events recorded here, and many others omitted, Justine
+Caron was like those devoted and, often, beautiful attendants of the
+heroes and heroines of tragedy, who, when all is over, close the eyes,
+compose the bodies, and cover the faces of the dead, pronouncing with
+just lips the benediction, fittest in their mouths. Their loves, their
+deeds, their lives, however good and worthy, were clothed in modesty and
+kept far up the stage, to be, even when everything was over, not always
+given the privilege to die as did their masters, but, like Horatio, bade
+to live and be still the loyal servant:
+
+ "But in this harsh world draw thy breath in pain,
+ To tell my story."
+
+There was no reason why we should go to the ship immediately, and I
+proposed that we should first explore the port-town, and then visit the
+city of Aden--five miles away beyond the hills--and the Tanks. To this
+the ladies consented.
+
+Somauli policemen patrolled the streets; Somauli, Arab, and Turkish
+guides impeded the way; Arabs in plain white, Arab sheikhs in blue and
+white, and gold, lounged languidly about, or drank their coffee in the
+shade of the bazaars. Children of the desert, nearly naked, sprinkled
+water before the doors of the bazaars and stores and upon the hot
+thoroughfare, from long leather bottles; caravans of camels, with dusty
+stride, swung up the hillside and beyond into the desert; the Jewish
+water-carrier with his donkey trudged down the pass from the cool
+fountains in the volcanic hills; a guard of eunuchs marched by with the
+harem of a Mohammedan; in the doorways of the houses goats and donkeys
+fed. Jews, with greasy faces, red-hemmed skirt, and hungry look, moved
+about, offering ostrich feathers for sale, everywhere treated worse than
+the Chinaman in Oregon or at Port Darwin. We saw English and Australian
+passengers of the 'Fulvia' pelting the miserable members of a despised
+race with green fruit about the streets, and afterwards from the deck of
+the ship. A number of these raised their hats to us as they passed; but
+Belle Treherne's acknowledgment was chilly.
+
+"It is hard to be polite to cowards," she said.
+
+After having made some ruinous bargains in fezes, Turkish cloths and
+perfume, I engaged a trap, and we started for Aden. The journey was not
+one of beauty, but it had singular interest. Every turn of the wheels
+carried us farther and farther away from a familiar world to one of
+yesterday. White-robed warriors of the desert, with lances, bent their
+brows upon us as they rode away towards the endless sands, and vagabonds
+of Egypt begged for alms. In about three-quarters of an hour we had
+passed the lofty barriers of Jebel Shamsan and its comrades, and
+were making clouds of dust in the streets of Aden. In spite of the
+cantonments, the British Government House, and the European Church,
+it was an Oriental town pure and simple, where the slow-footed hours
+wandered by, leaving apathy in their train; where sloth and surfeit sat
+in the market-places; idle women gossiped in their doorways; and naked
+children rolled in the sun. Yet how, in the most unfamiliar places, does
+one wake suddenly to hear or see some most familiar thing, and learn
+again that the ways of all people and nations are not, after all, so far
+apart! Here three naked youths, with trays upon their heads, cried aloud
+at each doorway what, interpreted, was: "Pies! Hot pies! Pies all hot!"
+or, "Crum-pet! Crumpet! Won't you buy-uy a crum-pet!"
+
+One sees the same thing in Kandy, in Calcutta, in Tokio, in Istamboul,
+in Teheran, in Queensland, in London.
+
+To us the great Tanks overlooking the place were more interesting than
+the town itself, and we drove thither. At Government House and here were
+the only bits of green that we had seen; they were, in fact, the only
+spots of verdure on the peninsula of Aden. It was a very sickly green,
+from which wan and dusty fig trees rose. In their scant shadow, or in
+the shelter of an overhanging ledge of rock, Arabs offered us draughts
+of cool water, and oranges. There were people in the sickly gardens, and
+others were inspecting the Tanks. Passengers from the ship had brought
+luncheon-baskets to this sad oasis.
+
+As we stood at the edge of one of the Tanks, Miss Treherne remarked with
+astonishment that they were empty. I explained to her that Aden did not
+have the benefits conferred even on the land of the seven fat and seven
+lean kine--that there had not been rain there for years, and that when
+it did come it was neither prolonged nor plentiful. Then came questions
+as to how long ago the Tanks were built.
+
+"Thirteen hundred years!" she exclaimed. "How strange to feel it so! It
+is like looking at old graves. And how high the walls are, closing up
+the gorge between the hills."
+
+At that moment Mrs. Callendar drew our attention to Mrs. Falchion and a
+party from the ship. Mrs. Falchion was but a few paces from us, smiling
+agreeably as she acknowledged our greetings. Presently two of her party
+came to us and asked us to share their lunch. I would have objected,
+and I am certain Belle Treherne would gladly have done so, but Mrs.
+Callendar was anxious to accept, therefore we expressed our gratitude
+and joined the group. On second thoughts I was glad that we did so,
+because, otherwise, my party must have been without refreshments
+until they returned to the ship--the restaurants at Aden are not to be
+trusted. To me Mrs. Falchion was pleasantly impersonal, to Miss Treherne
+delicately and actively personal. At the time I had a kind of fear of
+her interest in the girl, but I know now that it was quite sincere,
+though it began with a motive not very lofty--to make Belle Treherne her
+friend, and so annoy me, and also to study, as would an anatomist, the
+girl's life.
+
+We all moved into the illusive shade of the fig and magnolia trees, and
+lunch was soon spread. As we ate, conversation turned upon the annoying
+persistency of Eastern guides, and reference was made to the exciting
+circumstances attending the engagement of Amshar, the guide of Mrs.
+Falchion's party. Among a score of claimants, Amshar had had one
+particular opponent--a personal enemy--who would not desist even when
+the choice had been made. He, indeed, had been the first to solicit the
+party, and was rejected because of his disagreeable looks. He had even
+followed the trap from the Port of Aden. As one of the gentlemen was
+remarking on the muttered anger of the disappointed Arab, Mrs. Falchion.
+said: "There he is now at the gate of the garden."
+
+His look was sullenly turned upon our party. Blackburn, the Queenslander
+said, "Amshar, the other fellow is following up the game," and pointed
+to the gate.
+
+Amshar understood the gesture at least, and though he gave a toss of the
+head, I noticed that his hand trembled as he handed me a cup of water,
+and that he kept his eyes turned on his opponent.
+
+"One always feels unsafe with these cut-throat races," said Colonel
+Ryder, "as some of us know, who have had to deal with the nigger of
+South America. They think no more of killing a man--"
+
+"Than an Australian squatter does of dispersing a mob of aboriginals or
+kangaroos," said Clovelly.
+
+Here Mrs. Callendar spoke up briskly. "I don't know what you mean by
+'dispersing.'"
+
+"You know what a kangaroo battue is, don't you?"
+
+"But that is killing, slaughtering kangaroos by the hundred."
+
+"Well, and that is aboriginal dispersion," said the novelist. "That is
+the aristocratic method of legislating the native out of existence."
+
+Blackburn here vigorously protested. "Yes, it's very like a novelist,
+on the hunt for picturesque events, to spend his forensic soul upon 'the
+poor native,'--upon the dirty nigger, I choose to call him: the
+meanest, cruellest, most cowardly, and murderous--by Jove, what a lot of
+adjectives!--of native races. But we fellows, who have lost some of
+the best friends we ever had--chums with whom we've shared blanket and
+tucker--by the crack of a nulla-nulla in the dark, or a spear from the
+scrub, can't find a place for Exeter Hall and its 'poor native' in our
+hard hearts. We stand in such a case for justice. It is a new country.
+Not once in fifty times would law reach them. Reprisal and dispersion
+were the only things possible to men whose friends had been massacred,
+and--well, they punished tribes for the acts of individuals."
+
+Mrs. Falchion here interposed. "That is just what England does. A
+British trader is killed. She sweeps a native town out of existence with
+Hotchkiss guns--leaves it naked and dead. That is dispersion too; I have
+seen it, and I know how far niggers as a race can be trusted, and how
+much they deserve sympathy. I agree with Mr. Blackburn."
+
+Blackburn raised his glass. "Mrs. Falchion," he said, "I need no further
+evidence to prove my case. Experience is the best teacher."
+
+"As I wish to join the chorus to so notable a compliment, will somebody
+pass the claret?" said Colonel Ryder, shaking the crumbs of a pate
+from his coat-collar. When his glass was filled, he turned towards Mrs.
+Falchion, and continued: "I drink to the health of the best teacher."
+And every one laughingly responded. This impromptu toast would have been
+drunk with more warmth, if we could have foreseen an immediate event.
+Not less peculiar were Mrs. Falchion's words to Hungerford the evening
+before, recorded in the last sentence of the preceding chapter.
+
+Cigars were passed, and the men rose and strolled away. We wandered
+outside the gardens, passing the rejected guide as we did so. "I don't
+like the look in his eye," said Clovelly.
+
+Colonel Ryder laughed. "You've always got a fine vision for the
+dramatic."
+
+We passed on. I suppose about twenty minutes had gone when, as we were
+entering the garden again, we heard loud cries. Hurrying forward towards
+the Tanks, we saw a strange sight.
+
+There, on a narrow wall dividing two great tanks, were three
+people--Mrs. Falchion, Amshar, and the rejected Arab guide. Amshar was
+crouching behind Mrs. Falchion, and clinging to her skirts in abject
+fear. The Arab threatened with a knife. He could not get at Amshar
+without thrusting Mrs. Falchion aside, and, as I said, the wall was
+narrow. He was bent like a tiger about to spring.
+
+Seeing Mrs. Falchion and Amshar apart from the others,--Mrs. Falchion
+having insisted on crossing this narrow and precipitous wall,--he had
+suddenly rushed after them. As he did so, Miss Treherne saw him, and
+cried out. Mrs. Falchion faced round swiftly, and then came this tragic
+situation.
+
+Some one must die.
+
+Seeing that Mrs. Falchion made no effort to dislodge Amshar from her
+skirts, the Arab presently leaped forward. Mrs. Falchion's arms went out
+suddenly, and she caught the wrist that held the dagger. Then there
+was an instant's struggle. It was Mrs. Falchion's life now, as well as
+Amshar's. They swayed. They hung on the edge of the rocky chasm. Then
+we lost the gleam of the knife, and the Arab shivered, and toppled over.
+Mrs. Falchion would have gone with him, but Amshar caught her about
+the waist, and saved her from the fall which would have killed her as
+certainly as it killed the Arab lying at the bottom of the tank. She had
+managed to turn the knife in the Arab's hand against his own breast, and
+then suddenly pressed her body against it; but the impulse of the act
+came near carrying her over also.
+
+Amshar was kneeling at her feet, and kissing her gown gratefully. She
+pushed him away with her foot, and, coolly turning aside, began to
+arrange her hair. As I approached her, she glanced down at the Arab.
+"Horrible! horrible!" she said. I remembered that these were her words
+when her husband was lifted from the sea to the 'Fulvia'.
+
+Not ungently, she refused my hand or any assistance, and came down among
+the rest of the party. I could not but feel a strange wonder at the
+powerful side of her character just shown--her courage, her cool daring.
+In her face now there was a look of annoyance, and possibly disgust, as
+well as of triumph--so natural in cases of physical prowess. Everybody
+offered congratulations, but she only showed real pleasure, and that
+mutely, at those of Miss Treherne. To the rest of us she said: "One had
+to save one's self, and Amshar was a coward."
+
+And so this woman, whose hardness of heart and excessive cruelty
+Hungerford and I were keeping from the world, was now made into a
+heroine, around whom a halo of romance would settle whenever her name
+should be mentioned. Now, men, eligible and ineligible, would increase
+their homage. It seemed as if the stars had stopped in their courses to
+give her special fortune.
+
+That morning I had thought her appearance at this luncheon-party was
+little less than scandalous, for she knew, if others did not, who Boyd
+Madras was. After the occurrence with the Arab, the other event was
+certainly much less prominent, and here, after many years, I can see
+that the act was less in her than it would have been in others. For,
+behind her outward hardness, there was a sort of justice working, an
+iron thing, but still not unnatural in her.
+
+Belle Treherne awakened also to a new perception of her character, and
+a kind of awe possessed her, so masculine seemed her courage, yet
+so womanly and feminine her manner. Mrs. Callendar was loud in her
+exclamations of delight and wonder at Mrs. Falchion's coolness; and the
+bookmaker, with his usual impetuosity, offered to take bets at four to
+one that we should all be detained to give evidence in the matter.
+
+Clovelly was silent. He occasionally adjusted his glasses, and looked at
+Mrs. Falchion as if he had suddenly come to a full stop in his opinions
+regarding her. This, I think, was noticed by her, and enjoyed too, for
+she doubtless remembered her conversation with me, in which she had said
+that Clovelly thought he understood her perfectly. Colonel Ryder, who
+was loyal at all times, said she had the nerve of a woman from Kentucky.
+Moreover, he had presence of mind, for he had immediately sent off a
+native to inform the authorities of what had occurred; so that before
+we had got half-way to the town we were met by policemen running towards
+us, followed by a small detachment of Indian soldiers. The officer in
+command of the detachment stopped us, and said that the governor would
+be glad if we would come to Government House for an hour, while an
+inquiry was being held.
+
+To this we cheerfully consented, of course; and, in a room where punkahs
+waved and cool claret-cup awaited us, we were received by the governor,
+who was full of admiration of Mrs. Falchion. It was plain, however, that
+he was surprised at her present equanimity. Had she no nerves at all?
+
+"I can only regret exceedingly," said the governor, "that your visit to
+Aden has had such a tragical interruption; but since it has occurred,
+I am glad to have the privilege of meeting a lady so brave as Mrs.
+Falchion."--The bookmaker had introduced us all with a naivete that, I
+am sure, amused the governor, as it certainly did his aide-de-camp. "We
+should not need to fear the natives if we had soldiers as fearless," his
+excellency continued.
+
+At this point the inquiry began, and, after it was over, the governor
+said that there the matter ended so far as we were concerned, and then
+he remarked gallantly that the Government of Aden would always remain
+Mrs. Falchion's debtor. She replied that it was a debt she would be
+glad to preserve unsettled for ever. After this pretty exchange of
+compliments, the governor smiled, and offered her his arm to the door,
+where our 'char a bans' awaited us.
+
+So impressed was the bookmaker with the hospitable reception the
+governor had given us, that he offered him his cigar-case with its
+contents, said he hoped they would meet again, and asked his excellency
+if he thought of coming to Australia. The governor declined the cigars
+graciously, ignored the hoped-for pleasure of another meeting, and
+trusted that it might fall to his lot to visit Australia some day.
+Thereupon the bookmaker insisted on the aide-de-camp accepting the
+cigar-case, and gave him his visiting-card. The aide-de-camp lost
+nothing by his good-humoured acceptance, if he smoked, because, as I
+knew, the cigars were very good indeed. Bookmakers, gamblers and Jews
+are good judges of tobacco. And the governor's party lost nothing in
+dignity because, as the traps wheeled away, they gave a polite little
+cheer for Mrs. Falchion. I, at first, was fearful how Belle Treherne
+would regard the gaucheries of the bookmaker, but I saw that he was
+rather an object of interest to her than otherwise; for he was certainly
+amusing.
+
+As we drove through Aden, a Somauli lad ran from the door of a house,
+and handed up a letter to the driver of my trap. It bore my name, and
+was handed over to me. I recognised the handwriting. It was that of Boyd
+Madras. He had come ashore by Hungerford's aid in the night. The letter
+simply gave an address in England that would always find him, and stated
+that he intended to take another name.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IX. "THE PROGRESS OF THE SUNS"
+
+News of the event had preceded us to the 'Fulvia', and, as we scrambled
+out on the ship's stairs, cheers greeted us. Glancing up, I saw
+Hungerford, among others, leaning over the side, and looking at Mrs.
+Falchion in a curious cogitating fashion, not unusual to him. The look
+was non-committal, yet earnest. If it was not approval, it was not
+condemnation; but it might have been slightly ironical, and that annoyed
+me. It seemed impossible for him--and it was so always, I believe--to
+get out of his mind the thought of the man he had rescued on No Man's
+Sea. I am sure it jarred upon him that the band foolishly played a
+welcome when Mrs. Falchion stepped on the deck. As I delivered Miss
+Treherne into the hands of her father, who was anxiously awaiting us,
+Hungerford said in my ear: "A tragedy queen, Marmion." He said it so
+distinctly that Mrs. Falchion heard it, and she gave him a searching
+look. Their eyes met and warred for a moment, and then he added: "I
+remember! Yes, I can respect the bravery of a woman whom I do not like."
+
+"And this is to-morrow," she said, "and a man may change his mind, and
+that may be fate--or a woman's whim." She bowed, turned away, and went
+below, evidently disliking the reception she had had, and anxious to
+escape inquiries and congratulations. Nor did she appear again until the
+'Fulvia' got under way about six o'clock in the evening. As we moved out
+of the harbour we passed close to the 'Porcupine' and saw its officers
+grouped on the deck, waving adieus to some one on our deck, whom I
+guessed, of course, to be Galt Roscoe.
+
+At this time Mrs. Falchion was standing near me. "For whom is that
+demonstration?" she said.
+
+"For one of her officers, who is a passenger by the 'Fulvia'," I
+replied. "You remember we passed the 'Porcupine' in the Indian Ocean?"
+
+"Yes, I know that very well," she said, with a shade of meaning.
+"But"--here I thought her voice had a touch of breathlessness--"but who
+is the officer? I mean, what is his name?"
+
+"He stands in the group near the door of the captain's cabin, there. His
+name is Galt Roscoe, I think."
+
+A slight exclamation escaped her. There was a chilly smile on her lips,
+and her eyes sought the group until it rested on Galt Roscoe. In a
+moment she said "You have met him?"
+
+"In the cemetery this morning, for the first time."
+
+"Everybody seems to have had business this morning at the cemetery.
+Justine Caron spent hours there. To me it is so foolish, heaping up a
+mound, and erecting a tombstone over--what?--a dead thing, which, if one
+could see it, would be dreadful."
+
+"You would prefer complete absorption--as of the ocean?" I brutally
+retorted.
+
+She appeared not to notice the innuendo. "Yes, what is gone is gone.
+Graves are idolatry. Gravestones are ghostly. It is people without
+imagination who need these things, together with crape and black-edged
+paper. It is all barbaric ritual. I know you think I am callous, but I
+cannot help that. For myself, I wish the earth close about me, and level
+green grass above me, and no one knowing of the place; or else, fire or
+the sea."
+
+"Mrs. Falchion," said I, "between us there need be no delicate words.
+You appear to have neither imagination, nor idolatry, nor remembrances,
+nor common womanly kindness."
+
+"Indeed!" she said. "Yet you might know me better." Here she touched
+my arm with the tips of her fingers, and, in spite of myself, I felt
+my pulse beat faster. It seemed to me that in her presence, even now, I
+could not quite trust myself. "Indeed!" she repeated. "And who made
+you omniscient, Dr. Marmion? You hardly do yourself justice. You hold
+a secret. You insist on reminding me of the fact. Is that in perfect
+gallantry? Do you know me altogether, from your knowledge of that
+one thing? You are vain. Or does the secret wear on you, and--Mr.
+Hungerford? Was it necessary to seek HIS help in keeping it?"
+
+I told her then the true history of Hungerford's connection with Boyd
+Madras, and also begged her pardon for showing just now my knowledge of
+her secret. At this she said, "I suppose I should be grateful," and was
+there a slightly softer cadence to her voice?
+
+"No, you need not be grateful," I said. "We are silent, first, because
+he wished it; then because you are a woman."
+
+"You define your reasons with astonishing care and taste," she replied.
+
+"Oh, as to taste!--" said I; but then I bit my tongue.
+
+At that she said, her lips very firm and pale, "I could not pretend to
+a grief I did not feel. I acted no lie. He died as we had
+lived--estranged. I put up no memorials."
+
+But I, thinking of my mother lying in her grave, a woman after God's own
+heart, who loved me more than I deserved, repeated almost unconsciously
+these lines (clipped from a magazine):
+
+ "Sacred the ring, the faded glove,
+ Once worn by one we used to love;
+ Dead warriors in their armour live,
+ And in their relics saints survive.
+
+ "Oh, Mother Earth, henceforth defend
+ All thou hast garnered of my friend,
+ From winter's wind and driving sleet,
+ From summer's sun and scorching heat.
+
+ "Within thine all-embracing breast
+ Is hid one more forsaken nest;
+ While, in the sky, with folded wings,
+ The bird that left it sits and sings."
+
+I paused; the occasion seemed so little suited to the sentiment, for
+around us was the idle excitement of leaving port. I was annoyed with
+myself for my share in the conversation so far. Mrs. Falchion's eyes
+had scarcely left that group around the captain's door, although she had
+appeared acutely interested in what I was saying. Now she said:
+
+"You recite very well. I feel impressed, but I fancy it is more your
+voice than those fine sentiments; for, after all, you cannot glorify
+the dead body. Look at the mummy of Thothmes at Boulak, and think what
+Cleopatra must look like now. And please let us talk about something
+else. Let us--" She paused.
+
+I followed the keen, shaded glance of her eyes, and saw, coming from
+the group by the captain's door, Galt Roscoe. He moved in our direction.
+Suddenly he paused. His look was fixed upon Mrs. Falchion. A flush
+passed over his face, not exactly confusing, but painful, and again
+it left him pale, and for a moment he stood motionless. Then he came
+forward to us. He bowed to me, then looked hard at her. She held out her
+hand.
+
+"Mr. Roscoe, I think?" she said. "An old friend," she added, turning to
+me. He gravely took her extended hand and said:
+
+"I did not think to see you here, Miss--"
+
+"MRS. Falchion," she interrupted clearly.
+
+"MRS. Falchion!" he said, with surprise. "It is so many years since we
+had met, and--"
+
+"And it is so easy to forget things? But it isn't so many, really--only
+seven, the cycle for constitutional renewal. Dear me, how erudite that
+sounds!... So, I suppose, we meet the same, yet not the same."
+
+"The same, yet not the same," he repeated after her, with an attempt at
+lightness, yet abstractedly.
+
+"I think you gentlemen know each other?" she said.
+
+"Yes; we met in the cemetery this morning. I was visiting the grave of a
+young French officer."
+
+"I know," she said--"Justine Caron's brother. She has told me; but she
+did not tell me your name."
+
+"She has told you?" he said.
+
+"Yes. She is--my companion." I saw that she did not use the word that
+first came to her.
+
+"How strangely things occur! And yet," he added musingly, "I suppose,
+after all, coincidence is not so strange in these days of much travel,
+particularly with people whose lives are connected--more or less."
+
+"Whose lives are connected--more or less," she repeated after him, in a
+steely tone.
+
+It seemed to me that I had received my cue to leave. I bowed myself
+away, and went about my duties. As we steamed bravely through the
+Straits of Babelmandeb, with Perim on our left, rising lovely through
+the milky haze, I came on deck again, and they were still near where I
+had left them an hour before. I passed, glancing at them as I did so.
+They did not look towards me. His eyes were turned to the shore, and
+hers were fixed on him. I saw an expression on her lips that gave
+her face new character. She was speaking, as I thought, clearly and
+mercilessly. I could not help hearing her words as I passed them.
+
+"You are going to be that--you!" There was a ring of irony in her
+tone. I heard nothing more in words, but I saw him turn to her somewhat
+sharply, and I caught the deep notes of his voice as he answered her.
+When, a moment after, I looked back, she had gone below.
+
+Galt Roscoe had a seat at Captain Ascott's table, and I did not see
+anything of him at meal-times, but elsewhere I soon saw him a great
+deal. He appeared to seek my company. I was glad of this, for I found
+that he was an agreeable man, and had distinct originality of ideas,
+besides being possessed of very considerable culture. He also had that
+social aplomb so much a characteristic of the naval officer. Yet, man of
+the world as he was, he had a strain of asceticism which puzzled me. It
+did not make him eccentric, but it was not a thing usual with the naval
+man. Again, he wished to be known simply as Mr. Roscoe, not as Captain
+Roscoe, which was his rank. He said nothing about having retired, yet
+I guessed he had done so. One evening, however, soon after we had left
+Aden, we were sitting in my cabin, and the conversation turned upon a
+recent novel dealing with the defection of a clergyman of the Church of
+England through agnosticism. The keenness with which he threw himself
+into the discussion and the knowledge he showed, surprised me. I knew
+(as most medical students get to know, until they know better) some
+scientific objections to Christianity, and I put them forward. He
+clearly and powerfully met them. I said at last, laughingly: "Why, you
+ought to take holy orders."
+
+"That is what I am going to do," he said very seriously, "when I get to
+England. I am resigning the navy." At that instant there flashed through
+my mind Mrs. Falchion's words: "You are going to be that--you!"
+
+Then he explained to me that he had been studying for two years, and
+expected to go up for deacon's orders soon after his return to England.
+I cannot say that I was greatly surprised, for I had known a few, and
+had heard of many, men who had exchanged the navy for the Church. It
+struck me, however, that Galt Roscoe appeared to view the matter from
+a stand-point not professional; the more so, that he expressed his
+determination to go to the newest part of a new country, to do the
+pioneer work of the Church. I asked him where he was going, and he said
+to the Rocky Mountains of Canada. I told him that my destination was
+Canada also. He warmly expressed the hope that we should see something
+of each other there. This friendship of ours may seem to have been
+hastily hatched, but it must be remembered that the sea is a great
+breeder of friendship. Two men who have known each other for twenty
+years find that twenty days at sea bring them nearer than ever they were
+before, or else estrange them.
+
+It was on this evening that, in a lull of the conversation, I casually
+asked him when he had known Mrs. Falchion. His face was inscrutable, but
+he said somewhat hurriedly, "In the South Sea Islands," and then changed
+the subject. So, there was some mystery again? Was this woman never to
+be dissociated from enigma? In those days I never could think of her
+save in connection with some fatal incident in which she was scathless,
+and some one else suffered.
+
+It may have been fancy, but I thought that, during the first day or
+two after leaving Aden, Galt Roscoe and Mrs. Falchion were very little
+together. Then the impression grew that this was his doing, and again
+that she waited with confident patience for the time when he would seek
+her--because he could not help himself. Often when other men were paying
+her devoted court I caught her eyes turned in his direction, and I
+thought I read in her smile a consciousness of power. And it so was.
+Very soon he was at her side. But I also noticed that he began to look
+worn, that his conversation with me lagged. I think that at this time
+I was so much occupied with tracing personal appearances to personal
+influences that I lost to some degree the physician's practical
+keenness. My eyes were to be opened. He appeared to be suffering, and
+she seemed to unbend to him more than she ever unbent to me, or any one
+else on board. Hungerford, seeing this, said to me one day in his blunt
+way: "Marmion, old Ulysses knew what he was about when he tied himself
+to the mast."
+
+But the routine of the ship went on as before. Fortunately, Mrs.
+Falchion's heroism at Aden had taken the place of the sensation
+attending Boyd Madras's suicide. Those who tired of thinking of both
+became mildly interested in Red Sea history. Chief among these was the
+bookmaker. As an historian the bookmaker was original. He cavalierly
+waved aside all such confusing things as dates: made Moses and Mahomet
+contemporaneous, incidentally referred to King Solomon's visits
+to Cleopatra, and with sad irreverence spoke of the Exodus and the
+destruction of Pharaoh's horses and chariots as "the big handicap."
+He did not mean to be irreverent or unhistorical. He merely wished
+to enlighten Mrs. Callendar, who said he was very original, and quite
+clever at history. His really startling points, however, were his
+remarks upon the colours of the mountains of Egypt and the sunset tints
+to be seen on the Red Sea and the Suez Canal. To him the grey, and
+pink, and melancholy gold only brought up visions of a race at Epsom or
+Flemington--generally Flemington, where the staring Australian sun
+pours down on an emerald course, on a score of horses straining upon
+the start, the colours of the jockeys' coats and caps changing in the
+struggle like a kaleidoscope, and making strange harmonies of colour.
+The comparison between the mountains of Egypt and a race-course might
+seem most absurd, if one did not remember that the bookmaker had his own
+standards, and that he thought he was paying unusual honour to the
+land of the Fellah. Clovelly plaintively said, as he drank his hock
+and seltzer, that the bookmaker was hourly saving his life; and Colonel
+Ryder admitted at last that Kentucky never produced anything quite like
+him.
+
+The evening before we came to the Suez Canal I was walking with Miss
+Treherne and her father. I had seen Galt Roscoe in conversation with
+Mrs. Falchion. Presently I saw him rise to go away. A moment after,
+in passing, I was near her. She sprang up, caught my arm, and pointed
+anxiously. I looked, and saw Galt Roscoe swaying as he walked.
+
+"He is ill--ill," she said.
+
+I ran forward and caught him as he was falling. Ill?
+
+Of course he was ill. What a fool I had been! Five minutes with him
+assured me that he had fever. I had set his haggard appearance down
+to some mental trouble--and I was going to be a professor in a medical
+college!
+
+Yet I know now that a troubled mind hastened the fever.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER X. BETWEEN DAY AND DARK
+
+From the beginning Galt Roscoe's fever was violent. It had been hanging
+about him for a long time, and was the result of malarial poisoning.
+I devoutly wished that we were in the Mediterranean instead of the Red
+Sea, where the heat was so great; but fortunately we should soon be
+there. There was no other case of sickness on board, and I could devote
+plenty of time to him. Offers of assistance in nursing were numerous,
+but I only encouraged those of the bookmaker, strange as this may seem;
+yet he was as gentle and considerate as a woman in the sick-room. This
+was on the first evening of his attack. After that I had reasons for
+dispensing with his generous services. The night after Roscoe was taken
+ill we were passing through the canal, the search-light of the 'Fulvia'
+sweeping the path ahead of it and glorifying everything it touched. Mud
+barges were fairy palaces; Arab punts beautiful gondolas; the ragged
+Egyptians on the banks became picturesque; and the desolate country
+behind them had a wide vestibule of splendour. I stood for half an hour
+watching this scene, then I went below to Roscoe's cabin and relieved
+the bookmaker. The sick man was sleeping from the effects of a sedative
+draught. The bookmaker had scarcely gone when I heard a step behind me,
+and I turned and saw Justine Caron standing timidly at the door, her
+eyes upon the sleeper. She spoke quietly. "Is he very ill?"
+
+I answered that he was, but also that for some days I could not tell how
+dangerous his illness might be. She went to the berth where he lay, the
+reflected light from without playing weirdly on his face, and smoothed
+the pillow gently.
+
+"If you are willing, I will watch for a time," she said. "Everybody is
+on deck. Madame said she would not need me for a couple of hours. I will
+send a steward for you if he wakes; you need rest yourself."
+
+That I needed rest was quite true, for I had been up all the night
+before; still I hesitated. She saw my hesitation, and added:
+
+"It is not much that I can do, still I should like to do it. I can at
+least watch." Then, very earnestly: "He watched beside Hector."
+
+I left her with him, her fingers moving the small bag of ice about his
+forehead to allay the fever and her eyes patiently regarding him. I went
+on deck again. I met Miss Treherne and her father. They both inquired
+for the sick man, and I told Belle--for she seemed much interested--the
+nature of such malarial fevers, the acute forms they sometimes take, and
+the kind of treatment required. She asked several questions, showing
+a keen understanding of my explanations, and then, after a moment's
+silence, said meditatively: "I think I like men better when they are
+doing responsible work; it is difficult to be idle--and important too."
+
+I saw very well that, with her, I should have to contend for a long time
+against those first few weeks of dalliance on the 'Fulvia'.
+
+Clovelly joined us, and for the first time--if I had not been so
+egotistical it had appeared to me before--I guessed that his somewhat
+professional interest in Belle Treherne had developed into a very
+personal thing. And with that thought came also the conception of what
+a powerful antagonist he would be. For it improves some men to wear
+glasses; and Clovelly had a delightful, wheedling tongue. It was
+allusive, contradictory (a thing pleasing to women), respectful yet
+playful, bold yet reverential. Many a time I have longed for Clovelly's
+tongue. Unfortunately for me, I learned some of his methods without
+his art; and of this I am occasionally reminded at this day. A man like
+Clovelly is dangerous as a rival when he is not in earnest; when he IS
+in earnest, it becomes a lonely time for the other man--unless the girl
+is perverse.
+
+I left the two together, and moved about the deck, trying to think
+closely about Roscoe's case, and to drive Clovelly's invasion from my
+mind. I succeeded, and was only roused by Mrs. Falchion's voice beside
+me.
+
+"Does he suffer much?" she murmured.
+
+When answered, she asked nervously how he looked--it was impossible that
+she should consider misery without shrinking. I told her that he was
+only flushed and haggard as yet and that he was little wasted. A thought
+flashed to her face. She was about to speak, but paused. After a moment,
+however, she remarked evenly: "He is likely to be delirious?"
+
+"It is probable," I replied.
+
+Her eyes were fixed on the search-light. The look in them was
+inscrutable. She continued quietly: "I will go and see him, if you will
+let me. Justine will go with me."
+
+"Not now," I replied. "He is sleeping. To-morrow, if you will."
+
+I did not think it necessary to tell her that Justine was at that moment
+watching beside him. We walked the deck together in silence.
+
+"I wonder," she said, "that you care to walk with me. Please do not make
+the matter a burden."
+
+She did not say this with any invitation to courteous protest on my
+part, but rather with a cold frankness--for which, I confess, I always
+admired her. I said now: "Mrs. Falchion, you have suggested what might
+easily be possible in the circumstances, but I candidly admit that I
+have never yet found your presence disagreeable; and I suppose that is a
+comment upon my weakness. Though, to speak again with absolute truth, I
+think I do not like you at this present."
+
+"Yes, I fancy I can understand that," she said. "I can understand how,
+for instance, one might feel a just and great resentment, and have in
+one's hand the instrument of punishment, and yet withhold one's hand and
+protect where one should injure."
+
+At this moment these words had no particular significance to me, but
+there chanced a time when they came home with great force. I think,
+indeed, that she was speaking more to herself than to me. Suddenly she
+turned to me.
+
+"I wonder," she said, "if I am as cruel as you think me--for, indeed, I
+do not know. But I have been through many things."
+
+Here her eyes grew cold and hard. The words that followed seemed in
+no sequence. "Yet," she said, "I will go and see him to-morrow....
+Good-night." After about an hour I went below to Galt Roscoe's cabin.
+I drew aside the curtain quietly. Justine Caron evidently had not heard
+me. She was sitting beside the sick man, her fingers still smoothing
+away the pillow from his fevered face and her eyes fixed on him. I spoke
+to her. She rose. "He has slept well," she said. And she moved to the
+door.
+
+"Miss Caron," I said, "if Mrs. Falchion is willing, you could help me to
+nurse Mr. Roscoe?"
+
+A light sprang to her eyes. "Indeed, yes," she said.
+
+"I will speak to her about it, if you will let me?" She bowed her head,
+and her look was eloquent of thanks. After a word of good-night we
+parted.
+
+I knew that nothing better could occur to my patient than that Justine
+Caron should help to nurse him. This would do far more for him than
+medicine--the tender care of a woman--than many pharmacopoeias.
+
+Hungerford had insisted on relieving me for a couple of hours at
+midnight. He said it would be a good preparation for going on the bridge
+at three o'clock in the morning. About half-past two he came to my cabin
+and waked me, saying: "He is worse--delirious; you had better come."
+
+He was indeed delirious. Hungerford laid his hand on my shoulder.
+"Marmion," he said, "that woman is in it. Like the devil, she is
+ubiquitous. Mr. Roscoe's past is mixed up with hers somehow. I don't
+suppose men talk absolute history in delirium, but there is no reason,
+I fancy, why they shouldn't paraphrase. I should reduce the number of
+nurses to a minimum if I were you."
+
+A determined fierceness possessed me at the moment. I said to him: "She
+shall nurse him, Hungerford--she, and Justine Caron, and myself."
+
+"Plus Dick Hungerford," he added. "I don't know quite how you intend to
+work this thing, but you have the case in your hands, and what you've
+told me about the French girl shows that she is to be trusted. But as
+for myself, Marmion M.D., I'm sick--sick--sick of this woman, and all
+her words and works. I believe that she has brought bad luck to this
+ship; and it's my last voyage on it; and--and I begin to think you're a
+damned good fellow--excuse the insolence of it; and--good-night."
+
+For the rest of the night I listened to Galt Roscoe's wild words. He
+tossed from side to side, and murmured brokenly. Taken separately, and
+as they were spoken, his words might not be very significant, but pieced
+together, arranged, and interpreted through even scant knowledge of
+circumstances, they were sufficient to give me a key to difficulties
+which, afterwards, were to cause much distress. I arrange some of
+the sentences here to show how startling were the fancies--or
+remembrances--that vexed him.
+
+"But I was coming back--I was coming back--I tell you I should have
+stayed with her for ever.... See how she trembles!--Now her breath
+is gone--There is no pulse--Her heart is still--My God, her heart
+is still!--Hush! cover her face.... Row hard, you devils!--A hundred
+dollars if you make the point in time.... Whereaway?--Whereaway?--Steady
+now!--Let them have it across the bows!--Low! low!--fire low!... She is
+dead--she is dead!"
+
+These things he would say over and over again breathlessly, then he
+would rest a while, and the trouble would begin again. "It was not I
+that did it--no, it was not I. She did it herself!--She plunged it in,
+deep, deep, deep! You made me a devil!... Hush! I WILL tell!--I know
+you--yet--Mercy--Mercy--Falchion--"
+
+Yes, it was best that few should enter his cabin. The ravings of a sick
+man are not always counted ravings, no more than the words of a well man
+are always reckoned sane. At last I got him into a sound sleep, and by
+that time I was thoroughly tired out. I called my own steward, and asked
+him to watch for a couple of hours while I rested. I threw myself down
+and slept soundly for an hour beyond that time, the steward having
+hesitated to wake me.
+
+By that time we had passed into the fresher air of the Mediterranean,
+and the sea was delightfully smooth. Galt Roscoe still slept, though his
+temperature was high.
+
+My conference with Mrs. Falchion after breakfast was brief, but
+satisfactory. I told her frankly that Roscoe had been delirious, that he
+had mentioned her name, and that I thought it best to reduce the number
+of nurses and watchers. I made my proposition about Justine Caron. She
+shook her head a little impatiently, and said that Justine had told her,
+and that she was quite willing. Then I asked her if she would not also
+assist. She answered immediately that she wished to do so. As if to make
+me understand why she did it, she added: "If I did not hear the wild
+things he says, some one else would; and the difference is that I
+understand them, and the some one else would interpret them with the
+genius of the writer of a fairy book."
+
+And so it happened that Mrs. Falchion came to sit many hours a day
+beside the sick couch of Galt Roscoe, moistening his lips, cooling his
+brow, giving him his medicine. After the first day, when she was,
+I thought, alternating between innate disgust of misery and her
+womanliness and humanity,--in these days more a reality to me,--she
+grew watchful and silently solicitous at every turn of the malady. What
+impressed me most was that she was interested and engrossed more, it
+seemed, in the malady than in the man himself.
+
+And yet she baffled me even when I had come to this conclusion.
+
+During most of his delirium she remained almost impassive, as if she had
+schooled herself to be calm and strong in nerve; but one afternoon she
+did a thing that upset all my opinions of her for a moment. Looking
+straight at her with staring, unconscious eyes, he half rose in his bed,
+and said in a low, bitter tone: "I hate you. I once loved you--but I
+hate you now!" Then he laughed scornfully, and fell back on the
+pillow. She had been sitting very quietly, musing. His action had been
+unexpected, and had broken upon a silence. She rose to her feet quickly,
+gave a sharp indrawn breath, and pressed her hand against her side, as
+though a sudden pain had seized her. The next moment, however, she was
+composed again, and said in explanation that she had been half asleep,
+and he had startled her. But I had seen her under what seemed to me more
+trying conditions, and she had not shown any nervousness such as this.
+
+The passengers, of course, talked. Many "true histories" of Mrs.
+Falchion's devotion to the sick man were abroad; but it must be said,
+however, that all of them were romantically creditable to her. She
+had become a rare product even in the eyes of Miss Treherne, and more
+particularly her father, since the matter at the Tanks. Justine Caron
+was slyly besieged by the curious, but they went away empty; for
+Justine, if very simple and single-minded, was yet too much concerned
+for both Galt Roscoe and Mrs. Falchion to give the inquiring the
+slightest clue. She knew, indeed, little herself, whatever she may have
+guessed. As for Hungerford, he was dumb. He refused to consider the
+matter. But he roundly maintained once or twice, without any apparent
+relevance, that a woman was like a repeating decimal--you could follow
+her, but you never could reach her. He usually added to this: "Minus
+one, Marmion," meaning thus to exclude the girl who preferred him to any
+one else. When I ventured to suggest that Miss Treherne might also be
+excepted, he said, with maddening suggestion: "She lets Mrs. Falchion
+fool her, doesn't she? And she isn't quite sure the splendour of a
+medical professor's position is superior to that of an author."
+
+In these moments, although I tried to smile on him, I hated him a
+little. I sought to revenge myself on him by telling him to help
+himself to a cigar, having first placed the box of Mexicans near him. He
+invariably declined them, and said he would take one of the others
+from the tea-box--my very best, kept in tea for sake of dryness. If
+I reversed the process he reversed his action. His instinct regarding
+cigars was supernatural, and I almost believe that he had--like the
+Black Dwarf's cat--the "poo'er" of reading character and interpreting
+events--an uncanny divination.
+
+I knew by the time we reached Valetta that Roscoe would get well; but he
+recognised none of us until we arrived at Gibraltar. Justine Caron and
+myself had been watching beside him. As the bells clanged to "slow
+down" on entering the harbour, his eyes opened with a gaze of sanity and
+consciousness. He looked at me, then at Justine.
+
+"I have been ill?" he said.
+
+Justine's eyes were not entirely to be trusted. She turned her head
+away.
+
+"Yes, you have been very ill," I replied, "but you are better."
+
+He smiled feebly, adding: "At least, I am grateful that I did not die at
+sea." Then he closed his eyes. After a moment he opened them, and said,
+looking at Justine: "You have helped to nurse me, have you not?" His
+wasted fingers moved over the counterpane towards her.
+
+"I could do so little," she murmured.
+
+"You have more than paid your debt to me," he gently replied. "For I
+live, you see, and poor Hector died."
+
+She shook her head gravely, and rejoined: "Ah no, I can never pay the
+debt I owe to you and to God--now." He did not understand this, I know.
+But I did. "You must not talk any more," I said to him.
+
+But Justine interposed. "He must be told that the nurse who has done
+most for him is Mrs. Falchion." His brows contracted as if he were
+trying to remember something. He moved his head wearily.
+
+"Yes, I think I remember," he said, "about her being with me, but
+nothing clearly--nothing clearly. She is very kind."
+
+Justine here murmured: "Shall I tell her?"
+
+I was about to say no; but Roscoe nodded, and said quietly, "Yes, yes."
+
+Then I made no objection, but urged that the meeting should only be for
+a moment. I determined not to leave them alone even for that moment.
+I did not know what things connected with their past--whatever it
+was--might be brought up, and I knew that entire freedom from excitement
+was necessary. I might have spared myself any anxiety on the point. When
+she came she was perfectly self-composed, and more as she seemed when
+I first knew her, though I will admit that I thought her face more
+possible to emotion than in the past.
+
+It seems strange to write of a few weeks before as the past; but so much
+had occurred that the days might easily have been months and the weeks
+years.
+
+She sat down beside him and held out her hand. And as she did so, I
+thought of Boyd Madras and of that long last night of his life, and of
+her refusal to say to him one comforting word, or to touch his hand in
+forgiveness and friendship. And was this man so much better than Boyd
+Madras? His wild words in delirium might mean nothing, but if they meant
+anything, and she knew of that anything, she was still a heartless,
+unnatural woman, as I had once called her.
+
+Roscoe took her hand and held it briefly. "Dr. Marmion says that you
+have helped to nurse me through my illness," he whispered. "I am most
+grateful."
+
+I thought she replied with the slightest constraint in her voice. "One
+could not let an old acquaintance die without making an effort to save
+him."
+
+At that instant I grew scornful, and longed to tell him of her husband.
+But then a husband was not an acquaintance. I ventured instead: "I am
+sorry, but I must cut short all conversation for the present. When he
+is a little better, he will be benefited by your brightest gossip, Mrs.
+Falchion."
+
+She rose smiling, but she did not again take his hand, though I thought
+he made a motion to that end. But she looked down at him steadily for
+a moment. Beneath her look his face flushed, and his eyes grew hot with
+light; then they dropped, and the eyelids closed on them. At that she
+said, with an incomprehensible airiness: "Good-night. I am going now to
+play the music of 'La Grande Duchesse' as a farewell to Gibraltar. They
+have a concert on to-night."
+
+And she was gone.
+
+At the mention of La Grande Duchesse he sighed, and turned his head away
+from her. What it all meant I did not know, and she had annoyed me
+as much as she had perplexed me; her moods were like the chameleon's
+colours. He lay silent for a long time, then he turned to me and said:
+"Do you remember that tale in the Bible about David and the well of
+Bethlehem?" I had to confess my ignorance.
+
+"I think I can remember it," he continued. And though I urged him not to
+tax himself, he spoke slowly thus:
+
+ "And David was in an hold, and the garrison of the Philistines was
+ then in Bethlehem.
+
+ "And David longed, and said, Oh that one would give me to drink of
+ the water of the well of Bethlehem that is at the gate!
+
+ "And the three brake through the host of the Philistines, and drew
+ water out of the well of Bethlehem that was by the gate, and took
+ and brought it to David; nevertheless, he would not drink thereof,
+ but poured it out unto the Lord.
+
+ "And he said, My God forbid it me that I should do this; is not this
+ the blood of the men that went in jeopardy of their lives?
+ Therefore he would not drink it."
+
+He paused a moment, and then added: "One always buys back the past at a
+tremendous price. Resurrections give ghosts only."
+
+"But you must sleep now," I urged. And then, because I knew not what
+else more fitting, I added: "Sleep, and
+
+ "'Let the dead past bury its dead.'"
+
+"Yes, I will sleep," he answered.
+
+
+
+
+BOOK II. THE SLOPE OF THE PACIFIC
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XI. AMONG THE HILLS OF GOD
+
+"Your letters, sir," said my servant, on the last evening of the college
+year. Examinations were over at last, and I was wondering where I should
+spend my holidays. The choice was very wide; ranging from the Muskoka
+lakes to the Yosemite Valley. Because it was my first year in Canada, I
+really preferred not to go beyond the Dominion. With these thoughts
+in my mind I opened my letters. The first two did not interest me;
+tradesmen's bills seldom do. The third brought a thumping sensation of
+pleasure--though it was not from Miss Treherne. I had had one from her
+that morning, and this was a pleasure which never came twice in one day,
+for Prince's College, Toronto, was a long week's journey from London,
+S.W. Considering, however, that I did receive letters from her once a
+week, it may be concluded that Clovelly did not; and that, if he had, it
+would have been by a serious infringement of my rights. But, indeed, as
+I have learned since, Clovelly took his defeat in a very characteristic
+fashion, and said on an important occasion some generous things about
+me.
+
+The letter that pleased me so much was from Galt Roscoe, who, as he
+had intended, was settled in a new but thriving district of British
+Columbia, near the Cascade Mountains. Soon after his complete recovery
+he had been ordained in England, had straightway sailed for Canada,
+and had gone to work at once. This note was an invitation to spend the
+holiday months with him, where, as he said, a man "summering high among
+the hills of God" could see visions and dream dreams, and hunt and fish
+too--especially fish. He urged that he would not talk parish concerns
+at me; that I should not be asked to be godfather to any young
+mountaineers; and that the only drawback, so far as my own predilections
+were concerned, was the monotonous health of the people. He described
+his summer cottage of red pine as being built on the edge of a lovely
+ravine; he said that he had the Cascades on one hand with their big
+glacier fields, and mighty pine forests on the other; while the
+balmiest breezes of June awaited "the professor of pathology and
+genial saw-bones." At the end of the letter he hinted something about a
+pleasant little secret for my ear when I came; and remarked immediately
+afterwards that there were one or two delightful families at Sunburst
+and Viking, villages in his parish. One naturally associated the little
+secret with some member of one of these delightful families. Finally, he
+said he would like to show me how it was possible to transform a naval
+man into a parson.
+
+My mind was made up. I wrote to him that I would start at once. Then I
+began to make preparations, and meanwhile fell to thinking again about
+him who was now the Reverend Galt Roscoe. After the 'Fulvia' reached
+London I had only seen him a few times, he having gone at once into the
+country to prepare for ordination. Mrs. Falchion and Justine Caron I had
+met several times, but Mrs. Falchion forbore inquiring for Galt Roscoe:
+from which, and from other slight but significant matters, I gathered
+that she knew of his doings and whereabouts. Before I started for
+Toronto she said that she might see me there some day, for she was going
+to San Francisco to inspect the property her uncle had left her, and in
+all probability would make a sojourn in Canada. I gave her my address,
+and she then said she understood that Mr. Roscoe intended taking a
+missionary parish in the wilds. In his occasional letters to me while we
+all were in England Roscoe seldom spoke of her, but, when he did, showed
+that he knew of her movements. This did not strike me at the time as
+anything more than natural. It did later.
+
+Within a couple of weeks I reached Viking, a lumbering town with great
+saw-mills, by way of San Francisco and Vancouver. Roscoe met me at the
+coach, and I was taken at once to the house among the hills. It stood on
+the edge of a ravine, and the end of the verandah looked over a verdant
+precipice, beautiful but terrible too. It was uniquely situated; a nest
+among the hills, suitable either for work or play. In one's ears was
+the low, continuous din of the rapids, with the music of a neighbouring
+waterfall.
+
+On the way up the hills I had a chance to observe Roscoe closely. His
+face had not that sturdy buoyancy which his letter suggested. Still, if
+it was pale, it had a glow which it did not possess before, and even
+a stronger humanity than of old. A new look had come into his eyes,
+a certain absorbing earnestness, refining the past asceticism. A more
+amiable and unselfish comrade man never had.
+
+The second day I was there he took me to call upon a family at Viking,
+the town with a great saw-mill and two smaller ones, owned by James
+Devlin, an enterprising man who had grown rich at lumbering, and who
+lived here in the mountains many months in each year.
+
+Mr. James Devlin had a daughter who had had some advantages in the East
+after her father had become rich, though her earlier life was spent
+altogether in the mountains. I soon saw where Roscoe's secret was to
+be found. Ruth Devlin was a tall girl of sensitive features, beautiful
+eyes, and rare personality. Her life, as I came to know, had been one of
+great devotion and self-denial. Before her father had made his fortune,
+she had nursed a frail-bodied, faint-hearted mother, and had cared for,
+and been a mother to, her younger sisters. With wealth and ease came
+a brighter bloom to her cheek, but it had a touch of care which would
+never quite disappear, though it became in time a beautiful wistfulness
+rather than anxiety. Had this responsibility come to her in a city, it
+might have spoiled her beauty and robbed her of her youth altogether;
+but in the sustaining virtue of a life in the mountains, warm hues
+remained on her cheek and a wonderful freshness in her nature. Her
+family worshipped her--as she deserved.
+
+That evening Roscoe confided to me that he had not asked Ruth Devlin to
+be his wife, nor had he, indeed, given her definite tokens of his love.
+But the thing was in his mind as a happy possibility of the future. We
+talked till midnight, sitting at the end of the verandah overlooking the
+ravine. This corner, called the coping, became consecrated to our many
+conversations. We painted and sketched there in the morning (when we
+were not fishing or he was not at his duties), received visitors, and
+smoked in the evening, inhaling the balsam from the pines. An old man
+and his wife kept the house for us, and gave us to eat of simple but
+comfortable fare. The trout-fishing was good, and many a fine trout was
+broiled for our evening meal; and many a fine string of trout found its
+way to the tables of Roscoe's poorest parishioners, or else to furnish
+the more fashionable table at which Ruth Devlin presided. There were
+excursions up the valley, and picnics on the hill-sides, and occasional
+lunches and evening parties at the summer hotel, a mile from us farther
+down the valley, at which tourists were beginning to assemble.
+
+Yet, all the time, Roscoe was abundantly faithful to his duties at
+Viking and in the settlement called Sunburst, which was devoted to
+salmon-fishing. Between Viking and Sunburst there was a great jealousy
+and rivalry; for the salmon-fishers thought that the mills, though on a
+tributary stream, interfered, by the sawdust spilled in the river, with
+the travel and spawning of the salmon. It needed all the tact of both
+Mr. Devlin and Roscoe to keep the places from open fighting. As it was,
+the fire smouldered. When Sunday came, however, there seemed to be truce
+between the villages. It appeared to me that one touched the primitive
+and idyllic side of life: lively, sturdy, and simple, with nature about
+us at once benignant and austere. It is impossible to tell how fresh,
+bracing, and inspiring was the climate of this new land. It seemed
+to glorify humanity, to make all who breathed it stalwart, and almost
+pardonable even in wrong-doing. Roscoe was always received respectfully,
+and even cordially, among the salmon-fishers of Sunburst, as among the
+mill-men and river-drivers of Viking: not the less so, because he had an
+excellent faculty for machinery, and could talk to the people in their
+own colloquialisms. He had, besides, though there was little exuberance
+in his nature, a gift of dry humour, which did more than anything else,
+perhaps, to make his presence among them unrestrained.
+
+His little churches at Viking and Sunburst were always well
+attended--often filled to overflowing--and the people gave liberally to
+the offertory: and I never knew any clergyman, however holy, who did
+not view such a proceeding with a degree of complacency. In the pulpit
+Roscoe was almost powerful. His knowledge of the world, his habits of
+directness, his eager but not hurried speech, his unconventional but
+original statements of things, his occasional literary felicity and
+unusual tact, might have made him distinguished in a more cultured
+community. Yet there was something to modify all this: an occasional
+indefinable sadness, a constant note of pathetic warning. It struck
+me that I never had met a man whose words and manner were at times so
+charged with pathos; it was artistic in its searching simplicity. There
+was some unfathomable fount in his nature which was even beyond any
+occurrence of his past; some radical, constitutional sorrow, coupled
+with a very strong, practical, and even vigorous nature.
+
+One of his most ardent admirers was a gambler, horse-trader, and
+watch-dealer, who sold him a horse, and afterwards came and offered
+him thirty dollars, saying that the horse was worth that much less than
+Roscoe had paid for it, and protesting that he never could resist the
+opportunity of getting the best of a game. He said he did not doubt but
+that he would do the same with one of the archangels. He afterwards sold
+Roscoe a watch at cost, but confessed to me that the works of the watch
+had been smuggled. He said he was so fond of the parson that he felt he
+had to give him a chance of good things. It was not uncommon for him to
+discourse of Roscoe's quality in the bar-rooms of Sunburst and
+Viking, in which he was ably seconded by Phil Boldrick, an eccentric,
+warm-hearted fellow, who was so occupied in the affairs of the villages
+generally, and so much an advisory board to the authorities, that he had
+little time left to progress industrially himself.
+
+Once when a noted bully came to Viking, and, out of sheer bravado and
+meanness, insulted Roscoe in the streets, two or three river-drivers
+came forward to avenge the insult. It was quite needless, for the
+clergyman had promptly taken the case in his own hands. Waving them
+back, he said to the bully: "I have no weapon, and if I had, I could not
+take your life, nor try to take it; and you know that very well. But I
+propose to meet your insolence--the first shown me in this town."
+
+Here murmurs of approbation went round.
+
+"You will, of course, take the revolver from your pocket, and throw it
+on the ground."
+
+A couple of other revolvers were looking the bully in the face, and he
+sullenly did as he was asked.
+
+"You have a knife: throw that down."
+
+This also was done under the most earnest emphasis of the revolvers.
+Roscoe calmly took off his coat. "I have met such scoundrels as you on
+the quarter-deck," he said, "and I know what stuff is in you. They call
+you beachcombers in the South Seas. You never fight fair. You bully
+women, knife natives, and never meet any one in fair fight. You have
+mistaken your man this time."
+
+He walked close up to the bully, his face like steel, his thumbs caught
+lightly in his waistcoat pockets; but it was noticeable that his hands
+were shut.
+
+"Now," he said, "we are even as to opportunity. Repeat, if you please,
+what you said a moment ago."
+
+The bully's eye quailed, and he answered nothing. "Then, as I said, you
+are a coward and a cur, who insults peaceable men and weak women. If I
+know Viking right, it has no room for you." Then he picked up his coat,
+and put it on.
+
+"Now," he added, "I think you had better go; but I leave that to the
+citizens of Viking."
+
+What they thought is easily explained. Phil Boldrick, speaking for all,
+said: "Yes, you had better go--quick; but on the hop like a cur, mind
+you: on your hands and knees, jumping all the way."
+
+And, with weapons menacing him, this visitor to Viking departed,
+swallowing as he went the red dust disturbed by his hands and feet.
+
+This established Roscoe's position finally. Yet, with all his popularity
+and the solid success of his work, he showed no vanity or egotism, nor
+ever traded on the position he held in Viking and Sunburst. He seemed
+to have no ambition further than to do good work; no desire to be known
+beyond his own district; no fancy, indeed, for the communications of his
+labours to mission papers and benevolent ladies in England--so much the
+habit of his order. He was free from professional mannerisms.
+
+One evening we were sitting in the accustomed spot--that is, the coping.
+We had been silent for a long time. At last Roscoe rose, and walked up
+and down the verandah nervously.
+
+"Marmion," said he, "I am disturbed to-day, I cannot tell you how: a
+sense of impending evil, an anxiety."
+
+I looked up at him inquiringly, and, of purpose, a little sceptically.
+
+He smiled something sadly and continued: "Oh, I know you think
+it foolishness. But remember that all sailors are more or less
+superstitious: it is bred in them; it is constitutional, and I am afraid
+there's a good deal of the sailor in me yet."
+
+Remembering Hungerford, I said: "I know that sailors are superstitious,
+the most seasoned of them are that. But it means nothing. I may think
+or feel that there is going to be a plague, but I should not enlarge the
+insurance on my life because of it."
+
+He put his hand on my shoulder and looked down at me earnestly. "But,
+Marmion, these things, I assure you, are not matters of will, nor yet
+morbidness. They occur at the most unexpected times. I have had such
+sensations before, and they were followed by strange matters."
+
+I nodded, but said nothing. I was still thinking of Hungerford. After a
+slight pause he continued somewhat hesitatingly:
+
+"I dreamed last night, three times, of events that occurred in my
+past; events which I hoped would never disturb me in the life I am now
+leading."
+
+"A life of self-denial," ventured I. I waited a minute, and then added:
+"Roscoe, I think it only fair to tell you--I don't know why I haven't
+done so before--that when you were ill you were delirious, and talked of
+things that may or may not have had to do with your past."
+
+He started, and looked at me earnestly. "They were unpleasant things?"
+
+"Trying things; though all was vague and disconnected," I replied.
+
+"I am glad you tell me this," he remarked quietly. "And Mrs. Falchion
+and Justine Caron--did they hear?" He looked off to the hills.
+
+"To a certain extent, I am sure. Mrs. Falchion's name was generally
+connected with--your fancies.... But really no one could place any
+weight on what a man said in delirium, and I only mention the fact to
+let you see exactly on what ground I stand with you."
+
+"Can you give me an idea--of the thing I raved about?"
+
+"Chiefly about a girl called Alo, not your wife, I should judge--who was
+killed."
+
+At that he spoke in a cheerless voice: "Marmion, I will tell you all the
+story some day; but not now. I hoped that I had been able to bury it,
+even in memory, but I was wrong. Some things--such things--never die.
+They stay; and in our cheerfulest, most peaceful moments confront us,
+and mock the new life we are leading. There is no refuge from memory and
+remorse in this world. The spirits of our foolish deeds haunt us, with
+or without repentance." He turned again from me and set a sombre face
+towards the ravine. "Roscoe," I said, taking his arm, "I cannot believe
+that you have any sin on your conscience so dark that it is not wiped
+out now."
+
+"God bless you for your confidence. But there is one woman who, I fear,
+could, if she would, disgrace me before the world. You understand," he
+added, "that there are things we repent of which cannot be repaired. One
+thinks a sin is dead, and starts upon a new life, locking up the past,
+not deceitfully, but believing that the book is closed, and that no
+good can come of publishing it; when suddenly it all flames out like the
+letters in Faust's book of conjurations."
+
+"Wait," I said. "You need not tell me more, you must not--now; not until
+there is any danger. Keep your secret. If the woman--if THAT woman--ever
+places you in danger, then tell me all. But keep it to yourself now. And
+don't fret because you have had dreams."
+
+"Well, as you wish," he replied after a long time. As he sat in silence,
+I smoking hard, and he buried in thought, I heard the laughter of people
+some distance below us in the hills. I guessed it to be some tourists
+from the summer hotel. The voices came nearer.
+
+A singular thought occurred to me. I looked at Roscoe. I saw that he was
+brooding, and was not noticing the voices, which presently died away.
+This was a relief to me. We were then silent again.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XII. THE WHIRLIGIG OF TIME
+
+Next day we had a picnic on the Whi-Whi River, which, rising in the far
+north, comes in varied moods to join the Long Cloud River at Viking.
+
+ [Dr. Marmion, in a note of his MSS., says that he has purposely
+ changed the names of the rivers and towns mentioned in the second
+ part of the book, because he does not wish the locale to be too
+ definite.]
+
+Ruth Devlin, her young sister, and her aunt Mrs. Revel, with Galt Roscoe
+and myself, constituted the party. The first part of the excursion
+had many delights. The morning was fresh and sweet, and we were all in
+excellent spirits. Roscoe's depression had vanished; but there was an
+amiable seriousness in his manner which, to me, portended that the faint
+roses in Ruth Devlin's cheeks would deepen before the day was done,
+unless something inopportune happened.
+
+As we trudged gaily up the canon to the spot where we were to take a big
+skiff, and cross the Whi-Whi to our camping-ground, Ruth Devlin, who
+was walking with me, said: "A large party of tourists arrived at Viking
+yesterday, and have gone to the summer hotel; so I expect you will be
+gay up here for some time to come. Prepare, then, to rejoice."
+
+"Don't you think it is gay enough as it is?" I answered. "Behold this
+festive throng."
+
+"Oh, it is nothing to what there might be. This could never make Viking
+and 'surrounding country' notorious as a pleasure resort. To
+attract tourists you must have enough people to make romances and
+tragedies,--without loss of life, of course,--merely catastrophes
+of broken hearts, and hair-breadth escapes, and mammoth fishing
+and shooting achievements, such as men know how to invent,"--it was
+delightful to hear her voice soften to an amusing suggestiveness, "and
+broken bridges and land-slides, with many other things which you can
+supply, Dr. Marmion. No, I am afraid that Viking is too humdrum to be
+notable."
+
+She laughed then very lightly and quaintly. She had a sense of humour.
+
+"Well, but, Miss Devlin," said I, "you cannot have all things at once.
+Climaxes like these take time. We have a few joyful things. We have
+splendid fishing achievements,--please do not forget that basket
+of trout I sent you the other morning,--and broken hearts and such
+tragedies are not impossible; as, for instance, if I do not send you as
+good a basket of trout to-morrow evening; or if you should remark that
+there was nothing in a basket of trout to--"
+
+"Now," she said, "you are becoming involved and--inconsiderate.
+Remember, I am only a mountain girl."
+
+"Then let us only talk of the other tragedies. But are you not a
+little callous to speak of such things as if you thirsted for their
+occurrence?"
+
+"I am afraid you are rather silly," she replied. "You see, some of the
+land up here belongs to me. I am anxious that it should 'boom'--that
+is the correct term, is it not?--and a sensation is good for 'booming.'
+What an advertisement would ensue if the lovely daughter of an American
+millionaire should be in danger of drowning in the Long Cloud, and a
+rough but honest fellow--a foreman on the river, maybe a young member
+of the English aristocracy in disguise--perilled his life for her! The
+place of peril would, of course, be named Lover's Eddy, or the Maiden's
+Gate--very much prettier, I assure you, than such cold-blooded things as
+the Devil's Slide, where we are going now, and much more attractive to
+tourists."
+
+"Miss Devlin," laughed I, "you have all the eagerness of the incipient
+millionaire. May I hope to see you in Lombard Street some day, a very
+Katherine among capitalists?--for, from your remarks, I judge that you
+would--I say it pensively--'wade through slaughter to a throne.'"
+
+Galt Roscoe, who was just ahead with Mrs. Revel and Amy Devlin, turned
+and said: "Who is that quoting so dramatically? Now, this is a picnic
+party, and any one who introduces elegies, epics, sonnets, 'and such,'
+is guilty of breaking the peace at Viking and its environs. Besides,
+such things should always be left to the parson. He must not be
+outflanked, his thunder must not be stolen. The scientist has unlimited
+resources; all he has to do is to be vague, and look prodigious; but the
+parson must have his poetry as a monopoly, or he is lost to sight, and
+memory."
+
+"Then," said I, "I shall leave you to deal with Miss Devlin yourself,
+because she is the direct cause of my wrong-doing. She has expressed the
+most sinister sentiments about Viking and your very extensive parish.
+Miss Devlin," I added, turning to her, "I leave you to your fate, and I
+cannot recommend you to mercy, for what Heaven made fair should remain
+tender and merciful, and--"
+
+"'So young and so untender!'" she interjected, with a rippling
+laugh. "Yet Cordelia was misjudged very wickedly, and traduced very
+ungallantly, and so am I. And I bid you good-day, sir."
+
+Her delicate laugh rings in my ears as I write. I think that sun
+and clear skies and hills go far to make us cheerful and harmonious.
+Somehow, I always remember her as she was that morning.
+
+She was standing then on the brink of a new and beautiful experience, at
+the threshold of an acknowledged love. And that is a remarkable time to
+the young.
+
+There was something thrilling about the experiences of that morning,
+and I think we all felt it. Even the great frowning precipices seemed
+to have lost their ordinary gloom, and when some young white eagles rose
+from a crag and flew away, growing smaller as they passed, until they
+were one with the snow of the glacier on Mount Trinity, or a wapiti
+peeped out from the underwood and stole away with glancing feet down the
+valley; we could scarcely refrain from doing some foolish thing out of
+sheer delight. At length we emerged from a thicket of Douglas pine upon
+the shore of the Whi-Whi, and, loosening our boat, were soon moving
+slowly on the cool current. For an hour or more we rowed down the river
+towards the Long Cloud, and then drew into the shade of a little
+island for lunch. When we came to the rendezvous, where picnic parties
+generally feasted, we found a fire still smoking and the remnants of a
+lunch scattered about. A party of picnickers had evidently been there
+just before us. Ruth suggested that it might be some of the tourists
+from the hotel. This seemed very probable.
+
+There were scraps of newspaper on the ground, and among them was
+an empty envelope. Mechanically I picked it up, and read the
+superscription. What I saw there I did not think necessary to disclose
+to the other members of the party; but, as unconcernedly as
+possible, for Ruth Devlin's eyes were on me, I used it to light a
+cigar--inappropriately, for lunch would soon be ready.
+
+"What was the name on the envelope?" she said. "Was there one?"
+
+I guessed she had seen my slight start. I said evasively: "I fancy there
+was, but a man who is immensely interested in a new brand of cigar--"
+
+"You are a most deceitful man," she said. "And, at the least, you are
+selfish in holding your cigar more important than a woman's curiosity.
+Who can tell what romance was in the address on that envelope--"
+
+"What elements of noble tragedy, what advertisement for a certain
+property in the Whi-Whi Valley," interrupted Roscoe, breaking off the
+thread of a sailor's song he was humming, as he tended the water-kettle
+on the fire.
+
+This said, he went on with the song again. I was struck by the wonderful
+change in him now. Presentiments were far from him, yet I, having read
+that envelope, knew that they were not without cause. Indeed, I had an
+inkling of that the night before, when I heard the voices on the hill.
+Ruth Devlin stopped for a moment in the preparations to ask Roscoe
+what he was humming. I, answering for him, told her that it was an old
+sentimental sea-song of common sailors, often sung by officers at
+their jovial gatherings. At this she pretended to look shocked, and
+straightway demanded to hear the words, so that she could pronounce
+judgment on her spiritual pastor and master.
+
+He good-naturedly said that many of these old sailor songs were amusing,
+and that he often found himself humming them. To this I could testify,
+and he sang them very well indeed--quietly, but with the rolling tone of
+the sailor, jovial yet fascinating. At our united request, his humming
+became distinct. Three of the verses I give here:
+
+ "The 'Lovely Jane' went sailing down
+ To anchor at the Spicy Isles;
+ And the wind was fair as ever was blown,
+ For the matter of a thousand miles.
+
+ "Then a storm arose as she crossed the line,
+ Which it caused her masts to crack;
+ And she gulped her fill of the whooping brine,
+ And she likewise sprained her back.
+
+ "And the capting cried, 'If it's Davy Jones,
+ Then it's Davy Jones,' says he,
+ 'Though I don't aspire to leave my bones
+ In the equatorial sea.'"
+
+What the further history of the 'Lovely Jane' was we were not informed,
+for Ruth Devlin announced that the song must wait, though it appeared to
+be innocuous and child-like in its sentiments, and that lunch would be
+served between the acts of the touching tragedy. When lunch was over,
+and we had again set forth upon the Whi-Whi, I asked Ruth to sing an old
+French-Canadian song which she had once before sung to us. Many a time
+the woods of the West had resounded to the notes of 'En Roulant ma
+Boule', as the 'voyageurs' traversed the long paths of the Ottawa, St.
+Lawrence, and Mississippi; brave light-hearted fellows, whose singing
+days were over.
+
+By the light of coming events there was something weird and pathetic in
+this Arcadian air, sung as it was by her. Her voice was a mezzo-soprano
+of rare bracing quality, and she had enough natural sensibility to
+give the antique refinement of the words a wistful charm, particularly
+apparent in these verses:
+
+ "Ah, cruel Prince, my heart you break,
+ In killing thus my snow-white drake.
+
+ "My snow-white drake, my love, my King,
+ The crimson life-blood stains his wing.
+
+ "His golden bill sinks on his breast,
+ His plumes go floating east and west--
+
+ "En roulant ma boule:
+ Rouli, roulant, ma boule roulant,
+ En roulant ma boule roulant,
+ En roulant ma boule!"
+
+As she finished the song we rounded an angle in the Whi-Whi. Ahead of
+us lay the Snow Rapids and the swift channel at one side of the rapids
+which, hurrying through a rocky archway, was known as the Devil's Slide.
+There was one channel through the rapids by which it was perfectly safe
+to pass, but that sweep of water through the Devil's Slide was sometimes
+a trap of death to even the most expert river-men. A half-mile below the
+rapids was the confluence of the two rivers. The sight of the tumbling
+mass of white water, and the gloomy and colossal grandeur of the Devil's
+Slide, a buttress of the hills, was very fine.
+
+But there was more than scenery to interest us here, for, moving
+quickly towards the Slide, was a boat with three people in it. They
+were evidently intending to attempt that treacherous passage, which
+culminated in a series of eddies, a menace to even the best oarsman
+ship. They certainly were not aware of their danger, for there came over
+the water the sound of a man's laughing voice, and the two women in the
+boat were in unconcerned attitudes. Roscoe shouted to them, and motioned
+them back, but they did not appear to understand.
+
+The man waved his hat to us, and rowed on. There was but one thing for
+us to do: to make the passage quickly through the safe channel of the
+rapids, and to be of what service we could on the other side of the
+Slide, if necessary. We bent to the oars, and the boat shot through the
+water. Ruth held the rudder firmly, and her young sister and Mrs. Revel
+sat perfectly still. But the man in the other boat, thinking, doubtless,
+that we were attempting a race, added his efforts to the current of the
+channel. I am afraid that I said some words below my breath scarcely
+proper to be spoken in the presence of maidens and a clerk in holy
+orders. Roscoe was here, however, a hundred times more sailor than
+parson. He spoke in low, firm tones, as he now and then suggested a
+direction to Ruth Devlin or myself. Our boat tossed and plunged in the
+rapids, and the water washed over us lightly once or twice, but we went
+through the passage safely, and had turned towards the Slide before the
+other boat got to the rocky archway.
+
+We rowed hard. The next minute was one of suspense, for we saw the boat
+shoot beneath the archway. Presently it emerged, a whirling plaything in
+treacherous eddies. The man wildly waved his arm, and shouted to us.
+The women were grasping the sides of the boat, but making no outcry. We
+could not see the faces of the women plainly yet. The boat ran forward
+like a race-horse; it plunged hither and thither. An oar snapped in the
+rocks, and the other one shot from the man's hand. Now the boat swung
+round and round, and dipped towards the hollow of a whirlpool. When we
+were within a few rods of them, it appeared to rise from the water,
+was hurled on a rock, and overturned. Mrs. Revel buried her face in her
+hands, and Ruth gave a little groan, but she held the rudder firmly,
+as we swiftly approached the forms struggling in the water. All,
+fortunately, had grasped the swamped boat, and were being carried down
+the stream towards us. The man was caring resolutely for himself,
+but one, of the women had her arm round the other, supporting her. We
+brought our skiff close to the swirling current. I called out words of
+encouragement, and was preparing to jump into the water, when Roscoe
+exclaimed in a husky voice: "Marmion, it is Mrs. Falchion."
+
+Yes, it was Mrs. Falchion; but I had known that before. We heard her
+words to her companion: "Justine, do not look so. Your face is like
+death. It is hateful."
+
+Then the craft veered towards the smoother water where we were. This
+was my opportunity. Roscoe threw me a rope, and I plunged in and swam
+towards the boat. I saw that Mrs. Falchion recognised me; but she made
+no exclamation, nor did Justine Caron. Their companion, however, on the
+other side of the boat, was eloquent in prayers to be rescued. I caught
+the bow of the boat as it raced past me, and with all my strength swung
+it towards the smoother water. I ran the rope I had brought, through
+the iron ring at the bow, and was glad enough of that; for their lives
+perhaps depended on being able to do it. It had been a nice calculation
+of chances, but it was done. Roscoe immediately bent to the oars, I
+threw an arm around Justine, and in a moment Roscoe had towed us into
+safer quarters. Then he drew in the rope. As he did so, Mrs. Falchion
+said: "Justine would drown so easily if one would let her."
+
+These were her first words to me. I am sure I never can sufficiently
+admire the mere courage of the woman and her presence of mind in danger.
+Immediately afterwards she said--and subsequently it seemed to me
+marvellous: "You are something more than the chorus to the play this
+time, Dr. Marmion."
+
+A minute after, and Justine was dragged into our boat, and was followed
+by Mrs. Falchion, whose first words to Roscoe were: "It is not such a
+meeting as one would plan."
+
+And he replied: "I am glad no harm has come to you."
+
+The man was duly helped in. A poor creature he was, to pass from this
+tale as he entered it, ignominiously and finally here. I even hide
+his nationality, for his race are generally more gallant. But he was
+wealthy, had an intense admiration for Mrs. Falchion, and had managed
+to secure her in his boat, to separate from the rest of the picnic
+party--chiefly through his inefficient rowing.
+
+Dripping with water as Mrs. Falchion was, she did not, strange to say,
+appear at serious disadvantage. Almost any other woman would have
+done so. She was a little pale, she must have felt miserable, but she
+accepted Ruth Devlin's good offices--as did Justine Caron those of Mrs.
+Revel--with much self-possession, scanning her face and form critically
+the while, and occasionally turning a glance on Roscoe, who was now cold
+and impassive. I never knew a man who could so banish expression
+from his countenance when necessary. Speaking to Belle Treherne long
+afterwards of Mrs. Falchion's self-possessed manner on this occasion,
+and of how she rose superior to the situation, I was told that I must
+have regarded the thing poetically and dramatically, for no woman could
+possibly look self-possessed in draggled skirts. She said that I always
+magnified certain of Mrs. Falchion's qualities.
+
+That may be so, and yet it must be remembered that I was not predisposed
+towards her, and that I wished her well away from where Roscoe was.
+
+As for Justine Caron, she lay with her head on Mrs. Revel's lap,
+and looked from beneath heavy eyelids at Roscoe with such gratitude
+and--but, no, she is only a subordinate in the story, and not a chief
+factor, and what she said or did here is of no vital consequence at this
+moment! We rowed to a point near the confluence of the two rivers, where
+we could leave our boats to be poled back through the rapids or portaged
+past them.
+
+On the way Mrs. Falchion said to Roscoe: "I knew you were somewhere in
+the Rockies; and at Vancouver, when I came from San Francisco, I heard
+of your being here. I had intended spending a month somewhere in the
+mountains, so I came to Viking, and on to the summer hotel: but really
+this is too exciting for recreation."
+
+This was spoken with almost gay outward manner, but there was a note in
+her words which I did not like, nor did I think that her eye was very
+kind, especially when she looked at Ruth Devlin and afterwards at
+Roscoe.
+
+We had several miles to go, and it was nightfall--for which Mrs.
+Falchion expressed herself as profoundly grateful--when we arrived at
+the hotel. Our parting words were as brief as, of necessity, they had
+been on our journey through the mountains, for the ladies had ridden
+the horses which we had sent over for ourselves from Viking, and we men
+walked in front. Besides, the thoughts of some of us were not at all
+free from misgiving. The spirit possessing Roscoe the night before
+seemed to enter into all of us, even into Mrs. Falchion, who had lost,
+somewhat, the aplomb with which she had held the situation in the
+boat. But at the door of the hotel she said cheerfully: "Of course, Dr.
+Marmion will find it necessary to call on his patients to-morrow--and
+the clergyman also on his new parishoners."
+
+The reply was left to me. I said gravely: "Let us be thankful that both
+doctor and clergyman are called upon to use their functions; it might
+easily have been only the latter."
+
+"Oh, do not be funereal!" she replied. "I knew that we were not to drown
+at the Devil's Slide. The drama is not ended yet, and the chief actors
+cannot go until 'the curtain.'--Though I am afraid that is not quite
+orthodox, is it, Mr. Roscoe?"
+
+Roscoe looked at her gravely. "It may not be orthodox as it is said, but
+it is orthodox, I fancy, if we exchange God for fate, and Providence for
+chance.... Good-night."
+
+He said this wearily. She looked up at him with an ironical look, then
+held out her hand, and quickly bade him good-night. Partings all round
+were made, and, after some injunctions to Mrs. Falchion and Justine
+Caron from myself as to preventives against illness, the rest of us
+started for Sunburst.
+
+As we went, I could not help but contrast Ruth and Amy Devlin, these
+two gentle yet strong mountain girls, with the woman we had left. Their
+lives were far from that dolorous tide which, sweeping through a selfish
+world, leaves behind it the stain of corroding passions; of cruelties,
+ingratitude, hate, and catastrophe. We are all ambitious, in one way or
+another. We climb mountains over scoria that frays and lava that burns.
+We try to call down the stars, and when, now and then, our conjuring
+succeeds, we find that our stars are only blasting meteors. One moral
+mishap lames character for ever. A false start robs us of our natural
+strength, and a misplaced or unrighteous love deadens the soul and
+shipwrecks just conceptions of life.
+
+A man may be forgiven for a sin, but the effect remains; it has found
+its place in his constitution, and it cannot be displaced by mere
+penitence, nor yet forgiveness. A man errs, and he must suffer; his
+father erred, and he must endure; or some one sinned against the man,
+and he hid the sin--But here a hand touched my shoulder! I was startled,
+for my thoughts had been far away. Roscoe's voice spoke in my ear: "It
+is as she said; the actors come together for 'the curtain.'"
+
+Then his eyes met those of Ruth Devlin turned to him earnestly and
+inquiringly. And I felt for a moment hard against Roscoe, that he should
+even indirectly and involuntarily, bring suffering into her life. In
+youth, in early manhood, we do wrong. At the time we seem to be injuring
+no one but ourselves; but, as we live on, we find that we were wronging
+whomsoever should come into our lives in the future. At the instant I
+said angrily to myself: "What right has he to love a girl like that,
+when he has anything in his life that might make her unhappy, or
+endanger her in ever so little!"
+
+But I bit my tongue, for it seemed to me that I was pharisaical; and I
+wondered rather scornfully if I should have been so indignant were
+the girl not so beautiful, young, and ingenuous. I tried not to think
+further of the matter, and talked much to Ruth,--Gait Roscoe walked with
+Mrs. Revel and Amy Devlin,--but I found I could not drive it from my
+mind. This was not unnatural, for was not I the "chorus to the play"?
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIII. THE SONG OF THE SAW
+
+There was still a subdued note to Roscoe's manner the next morning.
+He was pale. He talked freely however of the affairs of Viking and
+Sunburst, and spoke of business which called him to Mr. Devlin's great
+saw mill that day. A few moments after breakfast we were standing in the
+doorway. "Well," he said, "shall we go?"
+
+I was not quite sure where he meant to go, but I took my hat and joined
+him. I wondered if it would be to the summer hotel or the great mill. My
+duty lay in the direction of the hotel. When we stepped out, he added:
+"Let us take the bridle-path along the edge of the ravine to the hotel."
+
+The morning was beautiful. The atmosphere of the woods was of soft,
+diffusive green--the sunlight filtering through the transparent leaves.
+Bowers of delicate ferns and vines flanked the path, and an occasional
+clump of giant cedars invited us: the world was eloquent.
+
+Several tourists upon the verandah of the hotel remarked us with
+curiosity as we entered. A servant said that Mrs. Falchion would be glad
+to see us; and we were ushered into her sitting-room. She carried no
+trace of yesterday's misadventure. She appeared superbly well. And yet,
+when I looked again, when I had time to think upon and observe detail,
+I saw signs of change. There was excitement in the eyes, and a slight
+nervous darkness beneath them, which added to their charm. She rose,
+smiling, and said: "I fear I am hardly entitled to this visit, for I am
+beyond convalescence, and Justine is not in need of shrift or diagnosis,
+as you see."
+
+I was not so sure of Justine Caron as she was, and when I had paid my
+respects to her, I said a little priggishly (for I was young), still not
+too solemnly: "I cannot allow you to pronounce for me upon my patients,
+Mrs. Falchion; I must make my own inquiries."
+
+But Mrs. Falchion was right. Justine Caron was not suffering much from
+her immersion; though, speaking professionally, her temperature was
+higher than the normal. But that might be from some impulse of the
+moment, for Justine was naturally a little excitable.
+
+We walked aside, and, looking at me with a flush of happiness in her
+face, she said: "You remember one day on the 'Fulvia' when I told you
+that money was everything to me; that I would do all I honourably could
+to get it?"
+
+I nodded. She continued: "It was that I might pay a debt--you know it.
+Well, money is my god no longer, for I can pay all I owe. That is, I
+can pay the money, but not the goodness, the noble kindness. He is
+most good, is he not? The world is better that such men as Captain Galt
+Roscoe live--ah, you see I cannot quite think of him as a clergyman. I
+wonder if I ever shall!" She grew suddenly silent and abstracted, and,
+in the moment's pause, some ironical words in Mrs. Falchion's voice
+floated across the room to me: "It is so strange to see you so. And you
+preach, and baptise; and marry, and bury, and care for the poor and--ah,
+what is it?--'all those who, in this transitory life, are in sorrow,
+need, sickness, or any other adversity'?... And do you never long for
+the flesh-pots of Egypt? Never long for"--here her voice was not quite
+so clear--"for the past?"
+
+I was sure that, whatever she was doing, he had been trying to keep the
+talk, as it were, on the surface. I was equally sure that, to her last
+question, he would make no reply. Though I was now speaking to Justine
+Caron, I heard him say quite calmly and firmly: "Yes, I preach, baptise,
+marry, and bury, and do all I can for those who need help."
+
+"The people about here say that you are good and charitable. You have
+won the hearts of the mountaineers. But you always had a gift that
+way."--I did not like her tone.--"One would almost think you had
+founded a new dispensation. And if I had drowned yesterday, you would,
+I suppose, have buried me, and have preached a little sermon about
+me.--You could have done that better than any one else!... What would
+you have said in such a case?"
+
+There was an earnest, almost a bitter, protest in the reply.
+
+"Pardon me, if I cannot answer your question. Your life was saved, and
+that is all we have to consider, except to be grateful to Providence.
+The duties of my office have nothing to do with possibilities."
+
+She was evidently torturing him, and I longed to say a word that would
+torture her. She continued: "And the flesh-pots--you have not answered
+about them: do you not long for them--occasionally?"
+
+"They are of a period," he answered, "too distant for regret."
+
+"And yet," she replied softly, "I fancied sometimes in London last year,
+that you had not outgrown that antique time--those lotos-days."
+
+He made no reply at once, and in the pause Justine and I passed out to
+the verandah.
+
+"How long does Mrs. Falchion intend remaining here, Miss Caron?" I said.
+
+Her reply was hesitating: "I do not quite know; but I think some time.
+She likes the place; it seems to amuse her."
+
+"And you--does it amuse you?"
+
+"It does not matter about me. I am madame's servant; but, indeed, it
+does not amuse me particularly."
+
+"Do you like the place?"
+
+The reply was somewhat hurried, and she glanced at me a little
+nervously. "Oh yes," she said, "I like the place, but--"
+
+Here Roscoe appeared at the door and said, "Mrs. Falchion wishes to see
+Viking and Mr. Devlin's mills, Marmion. She will go with us."
+
+In a little time we were on our way to Viking. I walked with Mrs.
+Falchion, and Roscoe with Justine. I was aware of a new element in Mrs.
+Falchion's manner. She seemed less powerfully attractive to me than in
+the old days, yet she certainly was more beautiful. It was hard to trace
+the new characteristic. But at last I thought I saw it in a decrease of
+that cold composure, that impassiveness, so fascinating in the past. In
+its place had come an allusive, restless something, to be found in
+words of troublesome vagueness, in variable moods, in an increased
+sensitiveness of mind and an undercurrent of emotional bitterness--she
+was emotional at last! She puzzled me greatly, for I saw two spirits in
+her: one pitiless as of old; the other human, anxious, not unlovely.
+
+At length we became silent, and walked so side by side for a time. Then,
+with that old delightful egotism and selfishness--delightful in its very
+daring--she said: "Well, amuse me!"
+
+"And is it still the end of your existence," I rejoined--"to be amused?"
+
+"What is there else to do?" she replied with raillery.
+
+"Much. To amuse others, for instance; to regard human beings as
+something more than automata."
+
+"Has Mr. Roscoe made you a preaching curate? I helped Amshar at the
+Tanks."
+
+"One does not forget that. Yet you pushed Amshar with your foot."
+
+"Did you expect me to kiss the black coward? Then, I nursed Mr. Roscoe
+in his illness."
+
+"And before that?"
+
+"And before that I was born into the world, and grew to years of
+knowledge, and learned what fools we mortals be, and--and there--is that
+Mr. Devlin's big sawmill?"
+
+We had suddenly emerged on a shelf of the mountainside, and were looking
+down into the Long Cloud Valley. It was a noble sight. Far to the north
+were foothills covered with the glorious Norfolk pine, rising in steppes
+till they seemed to touch white plateaus of snow, which again billowed
+to glacier fields whose austere bosoms man's hand had never touched; and
+these suddenly lifted up huge, unapproachable shoulders, crowned with
+majestic peaks that took in their teeth the sun, the storm, and the
+whirlwinds of the north, never changing countenance from day to year and
+from year to age.
+
+Facing this long line of glory, running irregularly on towards that
+sea where Franklin and M'Clintock led their gay adventurers,--the bold
+ships,--was another shore, not so high or superior, but tall and sombre
+and warm, through whose endless coverts of pine there crept and idled
+the generous Chinook winds--the soothing breath of the friendly Pacific.
+Between these shores the Long Cloud River ran; now boisterous, now soft,
+now wallowing away through long channels, washing gorges always dark as
+though shaded by winter, and valleys always green as favoured by summer.
+Creeping along a lofty narrow path upon that farther shore was a mule
+train, bearing packs which would not be opened till, through the great
+passes of the mountain, they were spilled upon the floors of fort and
+post on the east side of the Rockies.
+
+Not far from where the mule train crept along was a great hole in the
+mountain-side, as though antique giants of the hills had tunnelled
+through to make themselves a home or to find the eternal secret of the
+mountains. Near to this vast dark cavity was a hut--a mere playhouse, it
+seemed, so small was it, viewed from where we stood. From the edge of a
+cliff just in front of this hut, there swung a long cable, which reached
+almost to the base of the shore beneath us; and, even as we looked,
+we saw what seemed a tiny bucket go swinging slowly down that strange
+hypotenuse. We watched it till we saw it get to the end of its journey
+in the valley beneath, not far from the great mill to which we were
+bound.
+
+"How mysterious!" said Mrs. Falchion. "What does it mean? I never saw
+anything like that before. What a wonderful thing!"
+
+Roscoe explained. "Up there in that hut," he said, "there lives a man
+called Phil Boldrick. He is a unique fellow, with a strange history.
+He has been miner, sailor, woodsman, river-driver, trapper,
+salmon-fisher;--expert at the duties of each of these, persistent at
+none. He has a taste for the ingenious and the unusual. For a time he
+worked in Mr. Devlin's mill. It was too tame for him. He conceived the
+idea of supplying the valley with certain necessaries, by intercepting
+the mule trains as they passed across the hills, and getting them down
+to Viking by means of that cable. The valley laughed at him; men said
+it was impossible. He went to Mr. Devlin, and Mr. Devlin came to me.
+I have, as you know, some knowledge of machinery and engineering.
+I thought the thing feasible but expensive, and told Mr. Devlin so.
+However, the ingenuity of the thing pleased Mr. Devlin, and, with that
+singular enterprise which in other directions has made him a rich man,
+he determined on its completion. Between us we managed it. Boldrick
+carries on his aerial railway with considerable success, as you see."
+
+"A singular man," said Mrs. Falchion. "I should like to see him. Come,
+sit down here and tell me all you know about him, will you not?"
+
+Roscoe assented. I arranged a seat for us, and we all sat.
+
+Roscoe was about to begin, when Mrs. Falchion said, "Wait a minute. Let
+us take in this scene first."
+
+We were silent. After a moment I turned to Mrs. Falchion, and said: "It
+is beautiful, is it not?"
+
+She drew in a long breath, her eyes lighted up, and she said, with a
+strange abandon of gaiety: "Yes, it is delightful to live."
+
+It seemed so, in spite of the forebodings of my friend and my own
+uneasiness concerning him, Ruth Devlin, and Mrs. Falchion. The place
+was all peace: a very monotony of toil and pleasure. The heat drained
+through the valley back and forth in visible palpitations upon the roofs
+of the houses, the mills, and the vast piles of lumber: all these seemed
+breathing. It looked a busy Arcady. From beneath us life vibrated with
+the regularity of a pulse: distance gave a kind of delighted ease to
+toil. Event appeared asleep.
+
+But when I look back now, after some years, at the experiences of
+that day, I am astonished by the running fire of events, which,
+unfortunately, were not all joy.
+
+As I write I can hear that keen wild singing of the saw come to us
+distantly, with a pleasant, weird elation. The big mill hung above the
+river, its sides all open, humming with labour, as I had seen it many a
+time during my visit to Roscoe. The sun beat in upon it, making a
+broad piazza of light about its sides. Beyond it were pleasant shadows,
+through which men passed and repassed at their work. Life was busy all
+about it. Yet the picture was bold, open, and strong. Great iron hands
+reached down into the water, clamped a massive log or huge timber,
+lightly drew it up the slide from the water, where, guided by the
+hand-spikes of the men, it was laid upon its cradle and carried slowly
+to the devouring teeth of the saws: there to be sliced through rib and
+bone in moist sandwiched layers, oozing the sweet sap of its fibre; and
+carried out again into the open to be drained to dry bones under the
+exhaust-pipes of the sun: piles upon piles; houses with wide chinks
+through which the winds wandered, looking for tenants and finding none.
+
+To the north were booms of logs, swilling in the current, waiting for
+their devourer. Here and there were groups of river-drivers and their
+foremen, prying twisted heaps of logs from the rocks or the shore into
+the water. Other groups of river-drivers were scattered upon the banks,
+lifting their huge red canoes high up on the platforms, the spring's
+and summer's work of river-driving done; while others lounged upon
+the grass, or wandered lazily through the village, sporting with the
+Chinamen, or chaffing the Indian idling in the sun--a garish figure
+stoically watching the inroads of civilisation. The town itself was
+squat but amiable: small houses and large huts; the only place of note
+and dignity, the new town hall, which was greatly overshadowed by the
+big mill, and even by the two smaller ones flanking it north and south.
+
+But Viking was full of men who had breathed the strong life of the
+hills, had stolen from Nature some of her brawny strength, and set
+themselves up before her as though a man were as great as a mountain
+and as good a thing to see. It was of such a man that Galt Roscoe was to
+tell us. His own words I will not give, but will speak of Phil Boldrick
+as I remember him and as Roscoe described him to us.
+
+Of all the men in the valley, none was so striking as Phil Boldrick.
+Of all faces his was the most singular; of all characters his the most
+unique; of all men he was the most unlucky, save in one thing--the
+regard of his fellows. Others might lay up treasures, not he; others
+lose money at gambling, not he--he never had much to lose. But yet he
+did all things magniloquently. The wave of his hand was expansive, his
+stride was swaying and decisive, his over-ruling, fraternal faculty was
+always in full swing. Viking was his adopted child; so much so that a
+gentleman river-driver called it Philippi; and by that name it sometimes
+went, and continues still so among those who knew it in the old days.
+
+Others might have doubts as to the proper course to pursue under certain
+circumstances; it was not so with Phil. They might argue a thing out
+orally, he did so mentally, and gave judgment on it orally. He was
+final, not oracular. One of his eyes was of glass, and blue; the other
+had an eccentricity, and was of a deep and meditative grey. It was a
+wise and knowing eye. It was trained to many things--like one servant in
+a large family. One side of his face was solemn, because of the gay but
+unchanging blue eye, the other was gravely humourous, shrewdly playful.
+His fellow citizens respected him; so much so, that they intended to
+give him an office in the new-formed corporation; which means that
+he had courage and downrightness, and that the rough, straightforward
+gospel of the West was properly interpreted by him.
+
+If a stranger came to the place, Phil was sent first to reconnoitre; if
+any function was desirable, Phil was requested to arrange it; if justice
+was to be meted out, Phil's opinion had considerable weight--for he had
+much greater leisure than other more prosperous men; if a man was taken
+ill (this was in the days before a doctor came), Phil was asked to
+declare if he would "shy from the finish."
+
+I heard Roscoe more than once declare that Phil was as good as two
+curates to him. Not that Phil was at all pious, nor yet possessed of
+those abstemious qualities in language and appetite by which good men
+are known; but he had a gift of civic virtue--important in a
+wicked world, and of unusual importance in Viking. He had neither
+self-consciousness nor fear; and while not possessed of absolute tact
+in a social way, he had a knack of doing the right thing bluntly, or
+the wrong thing with an air of rightness. He envied no man, he coveted
+nothing; had once or twice made other men's fortunes by prospecting, but
+was poor himself. And in all he was content, and loved life and Viking.
+
+Immediately after Roscoe had reached the mountains Phil had become his
+champion, declaring that there was not any reason why a man should
+not be treated sociably because he was a parson. Phil had been a great
+traveller, as had many who settled at last in these valleys to the
+exciting life of the river: salmon-catching or driving logs. He had
+lived for a time in Lower California and Mexico, and had given Roscoe
+the name of The Padre: which suited the genius and temper of the rude
+population. And so it was that Roscoe was called The Padre by every one,
+though he did not look the character.
+
+As he told his story of Phil's life I could not help but contrast him
+with most of the clergymen I knew or had seen. He had the admirable ease
+and tact of a cultured man of the world, and the frankness and warmth of
+a hearty nature, which had, however, some inherent strain of melancholy.
+Wherever I had gone with him I had noticed that he was received with
+good-humoured deference by his rough parishioners and others who were
+such only in the broadest sense. Perhaps he would not have succeeded so
+well if he had worn clerical clothes. As it was, of a week day, he could
+not be distinguished from any respectable layman. The clerical uniform
+attracts women more than men, who, if they spoke truly, would resent it.
+Roscoe did not wear it, because he thought more of men than of function,
+of manliness than clothes; and though this sometimes got him into
+trouble with his clerical brethren who dearly love Roman collar, and
+coloured stole, and the range of ritual from a lofty intoning to the
+eastward position, he managed to live and himself be none the worse,
+while those who knew him were certainly the better.
+
+When Roscoe had finished his tale, Mrs. Falchion said: "Mr. Boldrick
+must be a very interesting man;" and her eyes wandered up to the great
+hole in the mountain-side, and lingered there. "As I said, I must meet
+him," she added; "men of individuality are rare." Then: "That great
+'hole in the wall' is, of course, a natural formation."
+
+"Yes," said Roscoe. "Nature seems to have made it for Boldrick. He uses
+it as a storehouse."
+
+"Who watches it while he is away?" she said. "There is no door to the
+place, of course."
+
+Roscoe smiled enigmatically. "Men do not steal up here: that is the
+unpardonable crime; any other may occur and go unpunished; not it."
+
+The thought seemed to strike Mrs. Falchion. "I might have known!" she
+said. "It is the same in the South Seas among the natives--Samoans,
+Tongans, Fijians, and others. You can--as you know, Mr. Roscoe,"--her
+voice had a subterranean meaning,--"travel from end to end of those
+places, and, until the white man corrupts them, never meet with a case
+of stealing; you will find them moral too in other ways until the white
+man corrupts them. But sometimes the white man pays for it in the end."
+
+Her last words were said with a kind of dreaminess, as though they had
+no purpose; but though she sat now idly looking into the valley beneath,
+I could see that her eyes had a peculiar glance, which was presently
+turned on Roscoe, then withdrawn again. On him the effect was so far
+disturbing that he became a little pale, but I noticed that he met her
+glance unflinchingly and then looked at me, as if to see in how far I
+had been affected by her speech. I think I confessed to nothing in my
+face.
+
+Justine Caron was lost in the scene before us. She had, I fancy,
+scarcely heard half that had been said. Roscoe said to her presently:
+"You like it, do you not?"
+
+"Like it?" she said. "I never saw anything so wonderful."
+
+"And yet it would not be so wonderful without humanity there," rejoined
+Mrs. Falchion. "Nature is never complete without man. All that would be
+splendid without the mills and the machinery and Boldrick's cable, but
+it would not be perfect: it needs man--Phil Boldrick and Company in
+the foreground. Nature is not happy by itself: it is only brooding and
+sorrowful. You remember the mountain of Talili in Samoa, Mr. Roscoe, and
+the valley about it: how entrancing yet how melancholy it is. It always
+seems to be haunted, for the natives never live in the valley. There is
+a tradition that once one of the white gods came down from heaven, and
+built an altar, and sacrificed a Samoan girl--though no one ever knew
+quite why: for there the tradition ends."
+
+I felt again that there was a hidden meaning in her words; but Roscoe
+remained perfectly still. It seemed to me that I was little by little
+getting the threads of his story. That there was a native girl; that the
+girl had died or been killed; that Roscoe was in some way--innocently
+I dared hope--connected with it; and that Mrs. Falchion held the key to
+the mystery, I was certain. That it was in her mind to use the mystery,
+I was also certain. But for what end I could not tell. What had passed
+between them in London the previous winter I did not know: but it seemed
+evident that she had influenced him there as she did on the 'Fulvia',
+had again lost her influence, and was now resenting the loss, out of
+pique or anger, or because she really cared for him. It might be that
+she cared.
+
+She added after a moment: "Add man to nature, and it stops sulking:
+which goes to show that fallen humanity is better than no company at
+all."
+
+She had an inherent strain of mockery, of playful satire, and she told
+me once, when I knew her better, that her own suffering always set
+her laughing at herself, even when it was greatest. It was this
+characteristic which made her conversation very striking, it was so
+sharply contrasted in its parts; a heartless kind of satire set against
+the most serious and acute statements. One never knew when she would
+turn her own or her interlocutor's gravity into mirth.
+
+Now no one replied immediately to her remarks, and she continued: "If I
+were an artist I should wish to paint that scene, given that the lights
+were not so bright and that mill machinery not so sharply defined. There
+is almost too much limelight, as it were; too much earnestness in the
+thing. Either there should be some side-action of mirth to make it less
+intense, or of tragedy to render it less photographic; and unless, Dr.
+Marmion, you would consent to be solemn, which would indeed be droll;
+or that The Padre there--how amusing they should call him that!--should
+cease to be serious, which, being so very unusual, would be tragic, I
+do not know how we are to tell the artist that he has missed a chance of
+immortalising himself."
+
+Roscoe said nothing, but smiled at her vivacity, while he deprecated her
+words by a wave of his hand. I also was silent for a moment; for there
+had come to my mind, while she was speaking and I was watching the
+scene, something that Hungerford had said to me once on board the
+'Fulvia'. "Marmion," said he, "when everything at sea appears so
+absolutely beautiful and honest that it thrills you, and you're itching
+to write poetry, look out. There's trouble ahead. It's only the pretty
+pause in the happy scene of the play before the villain comes in and
+tumbles things about. When I've been on the bridge," he continued, "of
+a night that set my heart thumping, I knew, by Jingo! it was the devil
+playing his silent overture. Don't you take in the twaddle about God
+sending thunderbolts; it's that old war-horse down below.--And then
+I've kept a sharp lookout, for I knew as right as rain that a company of
+waterspouts would be walking down on us, or a hurricane racing to catch
+us broadsides. And what's gospel for sea is good for land, and you'll
+find it so, my son."
+
+I was possessed of the same feeling now as I looked at the scene before
+us, and I suppose I seemed moody, for immediately Mrs. Falchion said:
+"Why, now my words have come true; the scene can be made perfect. Pray
+step down to the valley, Dr. Marmion, and complete the situation, for
+you are trying to seem serious, and it is irresistibly amusing--and
+professional, I suppose; one must not forget that you teach the young
+'sawbones' how to saw."
+
+I was piqued, annoyed. I said, though I admit it was not cleverly said:
+"Mrs. Falchion, I am willing to go and complete that situation, if you
+will go with me; for you would provide the tragedy--plenty of it; there
+would be the full perihelion of elements; your smile is the incarnation
+of the serious."
+
+She looked at me full in the eyes. "Now that," she said, "is a very good
+'quid pro quo'--is that right?--and I have no doubt that it is more or
+less true; and for a doctor to speak truth and a professor to be under
+stood is a matter for angels. And I actually believe that, in time,
+you will be free from priggishness, and become a brilliant
+conversationalist; and--suppose we wander on to our proper places in the
+scene.... Besides, I want to see that strange man, Mr. Boldrick."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIV. THE PATH OF THE EAGLE
+
+We travelled slowly down the hillside into the village, and were about
+to turn towards the big mill when we saw Mr. Devlin and Ruth riding
+towards us. We halted and waited for them. Mr. Devlin was introduced
+to Mrs. Falchion by his daughter, who was sweetly solicitous concerning
+Mrs. Falchion and Justine Caron, and seemed surprised at finding them
+abroad after the accident of the day before. Ruth said that her father
+and herself had just come from the summer hotel, where they had gone
+to call upon Mrs. Falchion. Mrs. Falchion heartily acknowledged the
+courtesy. She seemed to be playing no part, but was apparently grateful
+all round; yet I believe that even already Ruth had caught at something
+in her presence threatening Roscoe's peace; whilst she, from the
+beginning, had, with her more trained instincts, seen the relations
+between the clergyman and his young parishioner.--But what had that to
+do with her?
+
+Between Roscoe and Ruth there was the slightest constraint, and
+I thought that it gave a troubled look to the face of the girl.
+Involuntarily, the eyes of both were attracted to Mrs. Falchion. I
+believe in that moment there was a kind of revelation among the three.
+While I talked to Mr. Devlin I watched them, standing a little apart,
+Justine Caron with us. It must have been a painful situation for them;
+to the young girl because a shadow was trailing across the light of her
+first love; to Roscoe because the shadow came out of his past; to Mrs.
+Falchion because she was the shadow. I felt that trouble was at hand.
+In this trouble I knew that I was to play a part; for, if Roscoe had his
+secret and Mrs. Falchion had the key to it, I also held a secret which,
+in case of desperate need, I should use. I did not wish to use it, for
+though it was mine it was also another's. I did not like the look in
+Mrs. Falchion's eyes as she glanced at Ruth: I was certain that she
+resented Roscoe's regard for Ruth and Ruth's regard for Roscoe; but,
+up to that moment, I had not thought it possible that she cared for him
+deeply. Once she had influenced me, but she had never cared for me.
+
+I could see a change in her. Out of it came that glance at Ruth, which
+seemed to me the talon-like hatred that shot from the eyes of Goneril
+and Regan: and I was sure that if she loved Roscoe there would be mad
+trouble for him and for the girl. Heretofore she had been passionless,
+but there was a dormant power in her which had only to be wickedly
+aroused to wreck her own and others' happiness. Hers was one of those
+volcanic natures, defying calculation and ordinary conceptions of life;
+having the fullest capacity for all the elementary passions--hatred,
+love, cruelty, delight, loyalty, revolt, jealousy. She had never from
+her birth until now felt love for any one. She had never been awakened.
+Even her affection for her father had been dutiful rather than
+instinctive. She had provoked love, but had never given it. She had been
+self-centred, compulsive, unrelenting. She had unmoved seen and let her
+husband go to his doom--it was his doom and death so far as she knew.
+
+Yet, as I thought of this, I found myself again admiring her. She was
+handsome, independent, distinctly original, and possessing capacity
+for great things. Besides, so far, she had not been actively
+vindictive--simply passively indifferent to the sufferings of others.
+She seemed to regard results more than means. All she did not like she
+could empty into the mill of the destroying gods: just as General Grant
+poured hundreds of thousands of men into the valley of the James, not
+thinking of lives but victory, not of blood but triumph. She too, even
+in her cruelty, seemed to have a sense of wild justice which disregarded
+any incidental suffering.
+
+I could see that Mr. Devlin was attracted by her, as every man had
+been who had ever met her; for, after all, man is but a common slave
+to beauty: virtue he respects, but beauty is man's valley of suicide.
+Presently she turned to Mr. Devlin, having, as it seemed to me,
+made Roscoe and Ruth sufficiently uncomfortable. With that cheerful
+insouciance which was always possible to her on the most trying
+occasions, she immediately said, as she had often said to me, that she
+had come to Mr. Devlin to be amused for the morning, perhaps the whole
+day. It was her way, her selfish way, to make men her slaves.
+
+Mr. Devlin gallantly said that he was at her disposal, and with a kind
+of pride added that there was plenty in the valley which would interest
+her; for he was a frank, bluff man, who would as quickly have spoken
+disparagingly of what belonged to himself, if it was not worthy, as have
+praised it.
+
+"Where shall we go first?" he said. "To the mill?"
+
+"To the mill, by all means," Mrs. Falchion replied; "I have never been
+in a great saw-mill, and I believe this is very fine. Then," she added,
+with a little wave of the hand towards the cable running down from Phil
+Boldrick's eyrie in the mountains, "then I want to see all that cable
+can do--all, remember."
+
+Mr. Devlin laughed. "Well, it hasn't many tricks, but what it does it
+does cleverly, thanks to The Padre."
+
+"Oh yes," responded Mrs. Falchion, still looking at the cable; "The
+Padre, I know, is very clever."
+
+"He is more than clever," bluffly replied Mr. Devlin, who was not keen
+enough to see the faint irony in her tones.
+
+"Yes," responded Mrs. Falchion in the same tone of voice, "he is more
+than clever. I have been told that he was once very brave. I have been
+told that once in the South Seas he did his country a great service."
+
+She paused. I could see Ruth's eyes glisten and her face suffuse, for
+though she read the faint irony in the tone, still she saw that the
+tale which Mrs. Falchion was evidently about to tell, must be to Galt
+Roscoe's credit. Mrs. Falchion turned idly upon Ruth and saw the look in
+her face. An almost imperceptible smile came upon her lips. She looked
+again at the cable and Phil Boldrick's eyrie, which seemed to have a
+wonderful attraction for her. Not turning away from it, save now and
+then to glance indolently at Mr. Devlin or Ruth, and once enigmatically
+at myself, she said:
+
+"Once upon a time--that is the way, I believe, to begin a pretty
+story--there were four men-of-war idling about a certain harbour of
+Samoa. One of the vessels was the flag-ship, with its admiral on board.
+On one of the other vessels was an officer who had years before explored
+this harbour. It was the hurricane season. He advised the admiral not to
+enter the harbour, for the indications foretold a gale, and himself was
+not sure that his chart was in all respects correct, for the harbour had
+been hurriedly explored and sounded. But the admiral gave orders, and
+they sailed in.
+
+"That day a tremendous hurricane came crying down upon Samoa. It swept
+across the island, levelled forests of cocoa palms, battered villages to
+pieces, caught that little fleet in the harbour, and played with it in
+a horrible madness. To right and left were reefs, behind was the shore,
+with a monstrous surf rolling in; before was a narrow passage. One
+vessel made its way out--on it was the officer who had surveyed the
+harbour. In the open sea there was safety. He brought his vessel down
+the coast a little distance, put a rope about him and in the wild surf
+made for the shore. I believe he could have been court-martialled for
+leaving his ship, but he was a man who had taken a great many risks of
+one kind and another in his time. It was one chance out of a hundred;
+but he made it--he got to the shore, travelled down to the harbour where
+the men-of-war were careening towards the reefs, unable to make the
+passage out, and once again he tied a rope about him and plunged into
+the surf to try for the admiral's ship. He got there terribly battered.
+They tell how a big wave lifted him and landed him upon the quarter-deck
+just as big waves are not expected to do. Well, like the hero in any
+melodrama of the kind, he very prettily piloted monsieur the admiral and
+his fleet out to the open sea."
+
+She paused, smiling in an inscrutable sort of way, then turned and said
+with a sudden softness in her voice, though still with the air of one
+who wished not to be taken with too great a seriousness: "And,
+ladies and gentlemen, the name of the ship that led the way was the
+'Porcupine'; and the name of the hero was Commander Galt Roscoe, R.N.;
+and 'of such is the kingdom of heaven!'"
+
+There was silence for a moment. The tale had been told adroitly, and
+with such tact as to words that Roscoe could not take offence--need
+not, indeed, as he did not, I believe, feel any particular
+self-consciousness. I am not sure but he was a little glad that such
+evidence should have been given at the moment, when a kind of restraint
+had come between him and Ruth, by one who he had reason to think was
+not wholly his friend might be his enemy. It was a kind of offset to his
+premonitions and to the peril over which he might stumble at any moment.
+
+To me the situation was almost inexplicable; but the woman herself was
+inexplicable: at this moment the evil genius of us all, at that doing us
+all a kind of crude, superior justice. I was the first to speak.
+
+"Roscoe," I said, "I never had heard of this, although I remember the
+circumstance as told in the newspapers. But I am glad and proud that I
+have a friend with such a record."
+
+"And, only think," said Mrs. Falchion, "he actually was not
+court-martialled for abandoning his ship to save an admiral and a fleet.
+But the ways of the English Admiralty are wonderful. They go out of
+their way to avoid a court-martial sometimes, and they go out of their
+way to establish it sometimes."
+
+By this time we had started towards the mill. Roscoe walked ahead with
+Ruth Devlin. Mr. Devlin, Mrs. Falchion, Justine Caron and myself walked
+together.
+
+Mrs. Falchion presently continued, talking, as it seemed to me, at the
+back of Roscoe's head:
+
+"I have known the Admiralty to force an officer to resign the navy
+because he had married a native wife. But I never knew the Admiralty to
+court-martial an officer because he did not marry a native wife whom
+he OUGHT to have married: but, as I said, the ways of the Admiralty are
+past admiration."
+
+I could see Roscoe's hand clinch at his side, and presently he said over
+his shoulder at her: "Your memory and your philosophy are as wonderful
+as the Admiralty are inscrutable."
+
+She laughed. "You have not lost your old gift of retort," she said. "You
+are still amusing."
+
+"Well, come," said Mr. Devlin cheerfully, "let's see if there isn't
+something even more amusing than Mr. Roscoe in Viking. I will show you,
+Mrs. Falchion, the biggest saw that ever ate the heart out of a Norfolk
+pine."
+
+At the mill Mrs. Falchion was interested. She asked questions concerning
+the machinery which mightily pleased Mr. Devlin, they were so apt and
+intelligent; and herself assisted in giving an immense log to the teeth
+of the largest saw, which, with its six upright blades, ate, and was
+never satisfied. She stooped and ran her ungloved hand into the sawdust,
+as sweet before the sun has dried it as the scent of a rose. The rich
+smell of the fresh-cut lumber filled the air, and suggested all kinds of
+remote and pleasant things. The industry itself is one of the first that
+comes with the invasion of new territory, and makes one think of man's
+first work in the world: to fell the tree and till the soil. It is
+impossible to describe that fierce, jubilant song of the saw, which
+even when we were near was never shrill or shrieking: never drowning our
+voices, but vibrant and delightful. To Mrs. Falchion it was new; she was
+impressed.
+
+"I have seen," she said to Mr. Devlin, "all sorts of enterprises,
+but never anything like this. It all has a kind of rough music. It is
+enjoyable."
+
+Mr. Devlin beamed. "I have just added something to the mill that will
+please you," he said.
+
+She looked interested. We all gathered round. I stood between Mrs.
+Falchion and Ruth Devlin, and Roscoe beside Justine Caron.
+
+"It is the greatest mill-whistle in the country," he continued. "It will
+be heard from twelve to twenty-five miles, according to the condition of
+the atmosphere. I want big things all round, and this is a masterpiece,
+I guess. Now, I'll let you hear it if you like. I didn't expect to use
+it until to-night at nine o'clock, when, also for the first time, I am
+to light the mills by electricity; a thing that's not been attempted yet
+in any saw-mill on the Continent. We're going to work night and day for
+a couple of months."
+
+"This is all very wonderful. And are you indebted to Mr. Roscoe in these
+things too?--Everybody seems to need him here."
+
+"Well," said the mill-owner, laughing, "the whistle is my own. It's the
+sort of thing I would propose--to blow my trumpet, as it were; but the
+electricity and the first experiments in it I owe to The Padre."
+
+"As I thought," she said, and turned to Roscoe. "I remember," she added,
+"that you had an electrical search-light on the 'Porcupine', and that
+you were fond of electricity. Do you ever use search-lights here? I
+should think they might be of use in your parish. Then, for a change,
+you could let the parish turn it upon you, for the sake of contrast and
+edification."
+
+For the moment I was exceedingly angry. Her sarcasm was well veiled,
+but I could feel the sardonic touch beneath the smiling surface. This
+innuendo seemed so gratuitous. I said to her, almost beneath my breath,
+that none of the others could hear: "How womanly!"
+
+She did no more than lift her eyebrows in acknowledgment, and went on
+talking lightly to Mr. Devlin. Roscoe was cool, but I could see now
+in his eyes a kind of smouldering anger; which was quite to my wish. I
+hoped he would be meek no longer.
+
+Presently Ruth Devlin said: "Would it not be better to wait till
+to-night, when the place is lighted, before the whistle is blown? Then
+you can get a better first impression. And if Mrs. Falchion will come
+over to our home at Sunburst, we will try and amuse her for the rest of
+the day--that is, after she has seen all here."
+
+Mrs. Falchion seemed struck by the frankness of the girl, and for an
+instant debated, but presently said: "No, thank you. When all is seen
+now, I will go to the hotel, and then will join you all here in the
+evening, if that seems feasible. Perhaps Dr. Marmion will escort me
+here. Mr. Roscoe, of course, has other duties."
+
+"I shall be happy," I said, maliciously smiling, "to guide you to the
+sacrifice of the saw."
+
+She was not disturbed. She touched Mr. Devlin's arm, and, looking archly
+at him, nodded backwards towards me. "'Beware the anaconda!'" she said.
+
+It was impossible not to be amused; her repartee was always so
+unrestrained. She disarmed one by what would have been, in a man,
+insolent sang-froid: in her it was piquancy, daring.
+
+Presently she added: "But if we are to have no colossal whistle and no
+electric light till evening, there is one thing I must have: and that is
+your remarkable Phil Boldrick, who seems to hold you all in the palm of
+his hand, and lives up there like a god on his Olympus."
+
+"Well, suppose you go and call on him," said Roscoe, with a touch of dry
+humour, his eye on the cable that reached to Boldrick's perch.
+
+She saw her opportunity, and answered promptly: "Yes, I will call on
+him immediately,"--here she turned towards Ruth,--"if Miss Devlin and
+yourself will go with me."
+
+"Nonsense," interposed Mr. Devlin. "Besides, the cage will only hold two
+easily. Anyhow, it's absurd."
+
+"Why is it absurd? Is there any danger?" queried Mrs. Falchion.
+
+"Not unless there's an idiot at the machinery."
+
+"I should expect you to manage it," she persisted.
+
+"But no woman has ever done it."
+
+"I will make the record." And, turning to Ruth: "You are not afraid?"
+
+"No, I am not afraid," said the girl bravely, though she acknowledged
+to me afterwards that while she was not afraid of anything where her
+own skill was called in question, such as mountain-climbing, or even
+puma-hunting, she did not joyfully anticipate swinging between heaven
+and earth on that incline. "I will go," she added, "if my father will
+let me. ... May I?" she continued, turning to him.
+
+Perhaps something of the father's pride came up in him, perhaps he had
+just got some suspicion that between his daughter and Mrs. Falchion
+there was a subterranean rivalry. However it was, he gave a quick,
+quizzical look at both of them, then glanced at Roscoe, and said: "I'll
+make no objections, if Ruth would like to introduce you to Phil. And, as
+Mrs. Falchion suggested, I'll 'turn the crank.'"
+
+I could see that Roscoe had a bad moment. But presently he appeared to
+me perfectly willing that Ruth should go. Maybe he was as keen that
+she should not appear at a disadvantage beside Mrs. Falchion as was her
+father.
+
+A signal was given, and the cage came slowly down the cable to the mill.
+We could see Boldrick, looking little bigger than a child at the other
+end, watching our movements. At the last moment Mr. Devlin and Roscoe
+seemed apprehensive, but the women were cool and determined. I noticed
+Mrs. Falchion look at Ruth curiously once or twice after they entered
+the cage, and before they started, and what she saw evidently gave her
+a higher opinion of the girl, for she laid her hand on Ruth's arm
+suddenly, and said: "We will show these mere men what nerve is."
+
+Ruth nodded, then 'bon voyage' was said, and the signal was given. The
+cage ascended at first quickly, then more slowly, swaying up and down a
+little on the cable, and climbing higher and higher through the air to
+the mountain-side. What Boldrick thought when he saw the two ascending
+towards him, he expressed to Mr. Devlin later in the day in vigorous
+language: what occurred at his but Ruth Devlin told me afterwards. When
+the cage reached him, he helped the two passengers out, and took them to
+his hut. With Ruth he had always been a favourite, and he welcomed her
+with admiring and affectionate respect.
+
+"Never b'lieved you could have done it, Miss Devlin--never! Not but what
+I knew you weren't afraid of anything on the earth below, or the waters
+under the earth; but when you get swinging there over the world, and not
+high enough to get a hold on heaven, it makes you feel as if things
+was droppin' away from you like. But, by gracious! you did it like an
+eagle--you and your friend."
+
+By this time he was introduced, and at the name of Mrs. Falchion,
+he cocked his head, and looked quizzically, as if trying to remember
+something, then drew his hand once or twice across his forehead. After a
+moment he said: "Strange, now, ma'am, how your name strikes me. It isn't
+a common name, and I've heerd it before somewhere--somewhere. It isn't
+your face that I've seen before--for I'd have remembered it if it was a
+thousand years ago," he added admiringly. "But I've heard some one use
+it; and I can't tell where."
+
+She looked curiously at him, and said: "Don't try to remember, and it
+will come to you in good time. But show us everything about your place
+before we go back, won't you, please?"
+
+He showed them his hut, where he lived, quite alone. It was supplied
+with bare necessaries, and with a counter, behind which were cups and a
+few bottles. In reference to this, Boldrick said: "Temperance drinks for
+the muleteers, tobacco and tea and sugar and postage stamps and things.
+They don't gargle their throats with anything stronger than coffee at
+this tavern."
+
+Then he took them to the cave in which puma, bear, and wapiti skins were
+piled, together with a few stores and the kits of travellers who had
+left their belongings in Boldrick's keeping till they should come
+again. After Mrs. Falchion and Ruth had seen all, they came out upon
+the mountain-side and waved their handkerchiefs to us, who were still
+watching from below. Then Boldrick hoisted a flag on his hut, which he
+used on gala occasions, to celebrate the event, and, not content with
+this, fired a 'feu de joie', managed in this way: He took two anvils
+used by the muleteers and expressmen to shoe their animals, and placed
+one on the other, putting powder between. Then Mrs. Falchion thrust
+a red-hot iron into the powder, and an explosion ensued. I was for
+a moment uneasy, but Mr. Devlin reassured me, and instantly a shrill
+whistle from the little mills answered the salute.
+
+Just before they got into the cage, Mrs. Falchion turned to Boldrick,
+and said: "You have not been trying to remember where you heard my name
+before? Well, can you not recall it now?"
+
+Boldrick shook his head. "Perhaps you will recall it before I see you
+again," she said.
+
+They started. As they did so, Mrs. Falchion said suddenly, looking at
+Boldrick keenly: "Were you ever in the South Seas?"
+
+Boldrick stood for an instant open-mouthed, and then exclaimed loudly,
+as the cage swung down the incline: "By Jingo! No, ma'am, I was never
+there, but I had a pal who come from Samoa."
+
+She called back at him: "Tell me of him when we meet again. What was his
+name?"
+
+They were too far down the cable now for Boldrick's reply to reach them
+distinctly. The descent seemed even more adventurous than the ascent,
+and, in spite of myself, I could not help a thrill of keen excitement.
+But they were both smiling when the cage reached us, and both had a very
+fine colour.
+
+"A delightful journey, a remarkable reception, and a very singular man
+is your Mr. Boldrick," said Mrs. Falchion.
+
+"Yes," replied Mr. Devlin, "you'll know Boldrick a long time before you
+find his limits. He is about the most curious character I ever knew,
+and does the most curious things. But straight--straight as a die, Mrs.
+Falchion!"
+
+"I fancy that Mr. Boldrick and I would be very good friends indeed,"
+said Mrs. Falchion; "and I purpose visiting him again. It is quite
+probable that we shall find we have had mutual acquaintances." She
+looked at Roscoe meaningly as she said this, but he was occupied with
+Ruth.
+
+"You were not afraid?" Roscoe said to Ruth. "Was it not a strange
+sensation?"
+
+"Frankly, at first I was a little afraid, because the cage swings on the
+cable, and it makes you uncomfortable. But I enjoyed it before we got to
+the end."
+
+Mrs. Falchion turned to Mr. Devlin. "I find plenty here to amuse me,"
+she said, "and I am glad I came. To-night I want to go up that cable and
+call on Mr. Boldrick again, and see the mills and the electric light,
+and hear your whistle, from up there. Then, of course, you must show us
+the mill working at night, and afterwards--may I ask it?--you must all
+come and have supper with me at the summer hotel."
+
+Ruth dropped her eyes. I saw she did not wish to go. Fortunately
+Mr. Devlin extricated her. "I'm afraid that will be impossible, Mrs.
+Falchion," he said: "much obliged to you all the same. But I am going to
+be at the mill pretty near all night, and shouldn't be able to go, and I
+don't want Ruth to go without me."
+
+"Then it must be another time," said Mrs. Falchion.
+
+"Oh, whenever it's convenient for Ruth, after a day or two, I'll be
+ready and glad. But I tell you what: if you want to see something fine,
+you must go down as soon as possible to Sunburst. We live there, you
+know, not here at Viking. It's funny, too, because, you see, there's a
+feud between Viking and Sunburst--we are all river-men and mill-hands at
+Viking, and they're all salmon-fishers and fruit-growers at Sunburst. By
+rights I ought to live here, but when I started I thought I'd build
+my mills at Sunburst, so I pitched my tent down there. My wife and the
+girls got attached to the place, and though the mills were built at
+Viking, and I made all my money up here, I live at Sunburst and spend
+my shekels there. I guess if I didn't happen to live at Sunburst, people
+would be trailing their coats and making Donnybrook fairs every other
+day between these two towns. But that's neither here nor there. Take my
+advice, Mrs. Falchion, and come to Sunburst and see the salmon-fishers
+at work, both day and night. It is about the biggest thing in the way
+of natural picturesqueness that you'll see--outside my mills. Indians,
+half-breeds, white men, Chinamen--they are all at it in weirs and cages,
+or in the nets, and spearing by torch-light!--Don't you think I would do
+to run a circus, Mrs. Falchion?--Stand at the door, and shout: 'Here's
+where you get the worth of your money'?"
+
+Mrs. Falchion laughed. "I am sure you and I will be good friends; you
+are amusing. And, to be perfectly frank with you, I am very weary of
+trying to live in the intellectual altitudes of Dr. Marmion--and The
+Padre."
+
+I had never seen her in a greater strain of gaiety. It had almost a kind
+of feverishness--as if she relished fully the position she held towards
+Roscoe and Ruth, her power over their future, and her belief (as I think
+was in her mind then) that she could bring back to her self Roscoe's
+old allegiance. That she believed this, I was convinced; that she would
+never carry it out, was just as strong: for I, though only the chorus
+in the drama, might one day find it in my power to become, for a moment,
+one of the principal actors--from which position I had declined one day
+when humiliated before Mrs. Falchion on the 'Fulvia'. Boyd Madras was in
+my mind.
+
+After a few minutes we parted, agreeing to meet again in the valley in
+the evening. I had promised, as Mrs. Falchion had suggested, to escort
+her and Justine Caron from the summer hotel to the mill. Roscoe had
+duties at both Viking and Sunburst and would not join us until we all
+met in the evening. Mr. Devlin and Ruth rode away towards Sunburst. Mrs.
+Falchion, Justine, and myself travelled slowly up the hillside, talking
+chiefly upon the events of the morning. Mrs. Falchion appeared to
+admire greatly the stalwart character of Mr. Devlin; in a few swift,
+complimentary words disposed of Ruth; and then made many inquiries
+concerning Roscoe's work, my own position, and the length of my stay
+in the mountains; and talked upon many trivial matters, never once
+referring--as it seemed to me, purposely--to our past experiences on
+the 'Fulvia', nor making any inquiry concerning any one except Belle
+Treherne.
+
+She showed no surprise when I told her that I expected to marry Miss
+Treherne. She congratulated me with apparent frankness, and asked for
+Miss Treherne's address, saying she would write to her. As soon as she
+had left Roscoe's presence she had dropped all enigmatical words
+and phrases, and, during this hour I was with her, was the tactful,
+accomplished woman of the world, with the one present object: to make
+her conversation agreeable, and to keep things on the surface. Justine
+Caron scarcely spoke during the whole of our walk, although I addressed
+myself to her frequently. But I could see that she watched Mrs.
+Falchion's face curiously; and I believe that at this time her instinct
+was keener by far to read what was in Mrs. Falchion's mind than my own,
+though I knew much more of the hidden chain of events connecting Mrs.
+Falchion's life and Galt Roscoe's.
+
+I parted from them at the door of the hotel, made my way down to
+Roscoe's house at the ravine, and busied myself for the greater part of
+the day in writing letters, and reading on the coping. About sunset
+I called for Mrs. Falchion, and found her and Justine Caron ready and
+waiting. There was nothing eventful in our talk as we came down the
+mountain-side towards Viking--Justine Caron's presence prevented that.
+It was dusk when we reached the valley. As yet the mills were all dark.
+The only lights visible were in the low houses lining the banks of the
+river. Against the mountainside there seemed to hang one bunch of flame
+like a star, large, red, and weird. It was a torch burning in front of
+Phil Boldrick's hut. We made our way slowly to the mill, and found
+Mr. Devlin, Ruth, and Roscoe, with Ruth's sister, and one or two other
+friends, expecting us.
+
+"Well," said Mr. Devlin heartily, "I have kept the show waiting for you.
+The house is all dark, but I guess you'll see a transformation scene
+pretty quick. Come out," he continued, "and let us get the front seats.
+They are all stalls here; nobody has a box except Boldrick, and it is up
+in the flies."
+
+"Mr. Devlin," said Mrs. Falchion, "I purpose to see this show not only
+from the stalls, but from the box in the flies. Therefore, during the
+first act, I shall be here in front of the foot-lights. During the
+second act I shall be aloft like Tom Bowling--"
+
+"In other words--" began Mr. Devlin.
+
+"In other words," added Mrs. Falchion, "I am going to see the valley and
+hear your great horn blow from up there!" She pointed towards the star
+in front of Phil's hut.
+
+"All right," said Mr. Devlin; "but you will excuse me if I say that I
+don't particularly want anybody to see this performance from where Tom
+Bowling bides."
+
+We left the office and went out upon the platform, a little distance
+from the mill. Mr. Devlin gave a signal, touched a wire, and immediately
+it seemed as if the whole valley was alight. The mill itself was in a
+blaze of white. It was transfigured--a fairy palace, just as the mud
+barges in the Suez Canal had been transformed by the search-light of
+the 'Fulvia'. For the moment, in the wonder of change from darkness to
+light, the valley became the picture of a dream. Every man was at his
+post in the mill, and in an instant work was going on as we had seen it
+in the morning. Then, all at once, there came a great roar, as it were,
+from the very heart of the mill--a deep diapason, dug out of the throat
+of the hills: the big whistle.
+
+"It sounds mournful--like a great animal in pain," said Mrs. Falchion.
+"You might have got one more cheerful."
+
+"Wait till it gets tuned up," said Mr. Devlin. "It hasn't had a chance
+to get the burs out of its throat. It will be very fine as soon as the
+engine-man knows how to manage it."
+
+"Yes," said Ruth, interposing, "a little toning down would do it
+good--it is shaking the windows in your office; feel this platform
+tremble!"
+
+"Well, I bargained for a big whistle and I've got it: and I guess
+they'll know if ever there's a fire in the town!" Just as he said this,
+Roscoe gave a cry and pointed.
+
+We all turned, and saw a sight that made Ruth Devlin cover her face with
+her hands and Mrs. Falchion stand horror-stricken. There, coming
+down the cable with the speed of lightning, was the cage. In it was a
+man--Phil Boldrick. With a cry and a smothered oath, Mr. Devlin sprang
+towards the machinery, Roscoe with him. There was nobody near it, but
+they saw a boy whose duty it was that night to manage the cable, running
+towards it. Roscoe was the first to reach the lever; but it was too
+late. He partially stopped the cage, but only partially. It came with a
+dull, sickening thud to the ground, and Phil Boldrick--Phil Boldrick's
+broken, battered body--was thrown out.
+
+A few minutes later Boldrick was lying in Mr. Devlin's office.
+
+Ill luck for Viking in the hour of her success. Phil's shattered hulk is
+drifting. The masts have gone by the board, the pilot from the captain's
+side. Only the man's "unconquerable soul" is on the bridge, watching
+the craft dip at the bow till the waters, their sport out, should hugely
+swallow it.
+
+We were all gathered round. Phil had asked to see the lad who, by
+neglecting the machinery for a moment, had wrecked his life. "My boy,"
+he said, "you played an ugly game. It was a big mistake. I haven't
+any grudge agen you, but be glad I'm not one that'd haunt you for your
+cussed foolishness.... There, now, I feel better; that's off my mind!"
+
+"If you're wanting to show remorse or anything," he continued, "there's
+my friend, Mr. Roscoe, The Padre--he's all right, you understand!--Are
+you there?... Why don't you speak?" He stretched out his hand. The lad
+took it, but he could not speak: he held it and sobbed.
+
+Then Phil understood. His brow wrinkled with a sudden trouble. He said:
+"There, never mind. I'm dying, but it isn't what I expected. It doesn't
+smart nor tear much; not more than river-rheumatism. P'r'aps I wouldn't
+mind it at all if I could see."
+
+For Phil was entirely blind now. The accident had destroyed his
+remaining eye. Being blind, he had already passed that first corridor
+of death--darkness. Roscoe stooped over him, took his hand, and spoke
+quietly to him. Phil knew the voice, and said with a faint smile: "Do
+you think they'd plant me with municipal honours--honours to pardners?"
+
+"We'll see to that, Phil," said Mr. Devlin from behind the clergyman.
+
+Phil recognised the voice. "You think that nobody'll kick at making it
+official?"
+
+"Not one, Phil."
+
+"And maybe they wouldn't mind firin' a volley--Lights out, as it were:
+and blow the big whistle? It'd look sociable, wouldn't it?"
+
+"There'll be a volley and the whistle, Phil--if you have to go," said
+Mr. Devlin.
+
+There was a silence, then the reply came musingly: "I guess I hev to go.
+... I'd hev liked to see the corporation runnin' longer, but maybe I can
+trust the boys."
+
+A river-driver at the door said in a deep voice: "By the holy! yes, you
+can trust us."
+
+"Thank you kindly.... If it doesn't make any difference to the rest,
+I'd like to be alone with The Padre for a little--not for religion, you
+understand, for I go as I stayed, and I hev my views,--but for private
+business."
+
+Slowly, awkwardly, the few river-drivers passed out--Devlin and Mrs.
+Falchion and Ruth and I with them--for I could do nothing now for
+him--he was broken all to pieces. Roscoe told me afterwards what
+happened then.
+
+"Padre," he said to Roscoe, "are we alone?"
+
+"Quite alone, Phil."
+
+"Well, I hevn't any crime to tell, and the business isn't weighty; but I
+hev a pal at Danger Mountain--" He paused.
+
+"Yes, Phil?"
+
+"He's low down in s'ciety; but he's square, and we've had the same
+blanket for many a day together. I crossed him first on the Panama
+level. I was broke--stony broke. He'd been shipwrecked, and was ditto.
+He'd been in the South Seas; I in Nicaragua. We travelled up through
+Mexico and Arizona, and then through California to the Canadian Rockies.
+At last we camped at Danger Mountain, a Hudson's Bay fort, and stayed
+there. It was a roughish spot, but we didn't mind that. Every place
+isn't Viking. One night we had a difference--not a quarrel, mind you,
+but a difference. He was for lynchin' a fellow called Piccadilly, a
+swell that'd come down in the world, bringin' the worst tricks of
+his tribe with him. He'd never been a bony fidy gentleman--just an
+imitation. He played sneak with the daughter of Five Fingers, an Injin
+chief. We'd set store by that girl. There wasn't one of us rough nuts
+but respected her. She was one of the few beautiful Injin women I've
+seen. Well, it come out that Piccadilly had ruined her, and one morning
+she was found dead. It drove my pal well-nigh crazy. Not that she was
+anything partik'ler to him; but the thing took hold of him unusual."
+
+Now that I know all concerning Roscoe's past life, I can imagine that
+this recital must have been swords at his heart. The whole occurrence is
+put down minutely in his diary, but there is no word of comment upon it.
+
+Phil had been obliged to stop for pain, and, after Roscoe had adjusted
+the bandages, he continued:
+
+"My pal and the others made up their minds they'd lynch Piccadilly; they
+wouldn't give him the benefit of the doubt--for it wasn't certain that
+the girl hadn't killed herself.... Well, I went to Piccadilly, and give
+him the benefit. He left, and skipped the rope. Not, p'r'aps, that
+he ought to hev got away, but once he'd showed me a letter from his
+mother,--he was drunk too, at the time,--and I remembered when my
+brother Rodney was killed in the Black Hills, and how my mother took it;
+so I give him the tip to travel quick."
+
+He paused and rested. Then presently continued: "Now, Padre, I've got
+four hundred dollars--the most I ever had at one time in my life. And
+I'd like it to go to my old pal--though we had that difference, and
+parted. I guess we respect each other about the same as we ever did. And
+I wish you'd write it down so that the thing would be municipal."
+
+Roscoe took pencil and paper and said: "What's his name, Phil?"
+
+"Sam--Tonga Sam."
+
+"But that isn't all his name?"
+
+"No, I s'pose not, but it's all he ever had in general use. He'd got it
+because he'd been to the Tonga Islands and used to yarn about them. Put
+'Tonga Sam, Phil Boldrick's Pal at Danger Mountain, ult'--add the 'ult,'
+it's c'rrect.--That'll find him. And write him these words, and if
+you ever see him say them to him--'Phil Boldrick never had a pal that
+crowded Tonga Sam.'"
+
+When the document was written, Roscoe read it aloud, then both signed
+it, Roscoe guiding the battered hand over the paper.
+
+This done, there was a moment's pause, and then Phil said: "I'd like to
+be in the open. I was born in the open--on the Madawaska. Take me out,
+Padre."
+
+Roscoe stepped to the door, and silently beckoned to Devlin and myself.
+We carried him out, and put him beside a pine tree.
+
+"Where am I now?" he said. "Under the white pine, Phil." "That's right.
+Face me to the north."
+
+We did so. Minutes passed in silence. Only the song of the saw was
+heard, and the welting of the river. "Padre," he said at last hurriedly,
+"lift me up, so's I can breathe."
+
+This was done.
+
+"Am I facin' the big mill?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"That's c'rrect. And the 'lectric light is burnin' in the mill and in
+the town, an' the saws are all goin'?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"By gracious, yes--you can hear 'em! Don't they scrunch the stuff,
+though!" He laughed a little. "Mr. Devlin an' you and me hev been pretty
+smart, hevn't we?"
+
+Then a spasm caught him, and after a painful pause he called: "It's
+the biggest thing in cables.... Stand close in the cage.... Feel her
+swing!--Safe, you bet, if he stands by the lever...."
+
+His face lighted with the last gleam of living, and he said slowly: "I
+hev a pal--at Danger Mountain."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XV. IN THE TROUGH OF THE WINDS
+
+The three days following the events recorded in the preceding chapter
+were notable to us all. Because my own affairs and experiences are of
+the least account, I shall record them first: they will at least throw
+a little light on the history of people who appeared previously in this
+tale, and disappeared suddenly when the 'Fulvia' reached London, to make
+room for others.
+
+The day after Phil Boldrick's death I received a letter from Hungerford,
+and also one from Belle Treherne. Hungerford had left the Occidental
+Company's service, and had been fortunate enough to get the position of
+first officer on a line of steamers running between England and the West
+Indies. The letter was brusque, incisive, and forceful, and declared
+that, once he got his foot firmly planted in his new position, he would
+get married and be done with it. He said that Clovelly the novelist had
+given a little dinner at his chambers in Piccadilly, and that the guests
+were all our fellow-passengers by the 'Fulvia'; among them Colonel
+Ryder, the bookmaker, Blackburn the Queenslander, and himself.
+
+This is extracted from the letter:
+
+ ... Clovelly was in rare form.--Don't run away with the idea
+ that he's eating his heart out because you came in just ahead in the
+ race for Miss Treherne. For my part--but, never mind!--You had
+ phenomenal luck, and you will be a phenomenal fool if you don't
+ arrange for an early marriage. You are a perfect baby in some
+ things. Don't you know that the time a woman most yearns for a man
+ is when she has refused him? And Clovelly is here on the ground,
+ and they are in the same set, and though I'd take my oath she would
+ be loyal to you if you were ten thousand miles from here for ten
+ years, so far as a promise is concerned, yet remember that a promise
+ and a fancy are two different things. We may do what's right for
+ the fear o' God, and not love Him either. Marmion, let the marriage
+ bells be rung early--a maiden's heart is a ticklish thing....
+
+ But Clovelly was in rare form, as I said; and the bookmaker, who
+ had for the first time read a novel of his, amiably quoted from it,
+ and criticised it during the dinner, till the place reeked with
+ laughter. At first every one stared aghast ("stared aghast!"--how
+ is that for literary form?); but when Clovelly gurgled, and then
+ haw-hawed till he couldn't lift his champagne, the rest of us
+ followed in a double-quick. And the bookmaker simply sat calm and
+ earnest with his eye-glass in his eye, and never did more than
+ gently smile. "See here," he said ever so candidly of Clovelly's
+ best character, a serious, inscrutable kind of a man, the dignified
+ figure in the book--"I liked the way you drew that muff. He was
+ such an awful outsider, wasn't he? All talk, and hypocrite down to
+ his heels. And when you married him to that lady who nibbled her
+ food in public and gorged in the back pantry, and went 'slumming'
+ and made shoulder-strings for the parson--oh, I know the kind!"--
+ [This was Clovelly's heroine, whom he had tried to draw, as he said
+ himself, "with a perfect sincerity and a lovely worldly-mindedness,
+ and a sweet creation altogether."] "I said, that's poetic justice,
+ that's the refinement of retribution. Any other yarn-spinner would
+ have killed the male idiot by murder, or a drop from a precipice, or
+ a lingering fever; but Clovelly did the thing with delicate torture.
+ He said, 'Go to blazes,' and he fixed up that marriage--and there
+ you are! Clovelly, I drink to you; you are a master!"
+
+ Clovelly acknowledged beautifully, and brought off a fine thing
+ about the bookmaker having pocketed L5000 at the Derby, then
+ complimented Colonel Ryder on his success as a lecturer in London
+ (pretty true, by the way), and congratulated Blackburn on his coming
+ marriage with Mrs. Callendar, the Tasmanian widow. What he said of
+ myself I am not going to repeat; but it was salaaming all round,
+ with the liquor good, and fun bang over the bulwarks.
+
+ How is Roscoe? I didn't see as much of him as you did, but I liked
+ him. Take my tip for it, that woman will make trouble for him some
+ day. She is the biggest puzzle I ever met. I never could tell
+ whether she liked him or hated him; but it seems to me that either
+ would be the ruin of any "Christom man." I know she saw something
+ of him while she was in London, because her quarters were next to
+ those of my aunt the dowager (whose heart the gods soften at my
+ wedding!) in Queen Anne's Mansions, S.W., and who actually liked
+ Mrs. F., called on her, and asked her to dinner, and Roscoe too,
+ whom she met at her place. I believe my aunt would have used her
+ influence to get him a good living, if he had played his cards
+ properly; but I expect he wouldn't be patronised, and he went for a
+ "mickonaree," as they say in the South Seas.... Well, I'm off
+ to the Spicy Isles, then back again to marry a wife. "Go thou and
+ do likewise."
+
+ By the way, have you ever heard of or seen Boyd Madras since he
+ slipped our cable at Aden and gave the world another chance?
+ I trust he will spoil her wedding--if she ever tries to have one.
+ May I be there to see!
+
+Because we shall see nothing more of Hungerford till we finally dismiss
+the drama, I should like to say that this voyage of his to the West
+Indies made his fortune--that is, it gave him command of one of the
+finest ships in the English merchant service. In a storm a disaster
+occurred to his vessel, his captain was washed overboard, and he was
+obliged to take command. His skill, fortitude, and great manliness,
+under tragical circumstances, sent his name booming round the world;
+and, coupled, as it was, with a singular act of personal valour, he
+had his pick of all vacancies and possible vacancies in the merchant
+service, boy (or little more) as he was. I am glad to say that he is now
+a happy husband and father too.
+
+The letter from Belle Treherne mentioned having met Clovelly several
+times of late, and, with Hungerford's words hot in my mind, I
+determined, though I had perfect confidence in her, as in myself, to be
+married at Christmas-time. Her account of the courtship of Blackburn and
+Mrs. Callendar was as amusing as her description of an evening which the
+bookmaker had spent with her father, when he said he was going to marry
+an actress whom he had seen at Drury Lane Theatre in a racing drama.
+This he subsequently did, and she ran him a break-neck race for many a
+day, but never making him unhappy or less resourceful. His verdict, and
+his only verdict, upon Mrs. Falchion had been confided to Blackburn, who
+in turn confided it to Clovelly, who passed it on to me.
+
+He said: "A woman is like a horse. Make her beautiful, give her a high
+temper and a bit of bad luck in her youth, and she'll take her revenge
+out of life; even though she runs straight, and wins straight every
+time; till she breaks her heart one day over a lost race. After that
+she is good to live with for ever. A heart-break for that kind is their
+salvation: without it they go on breaking the hearts of others."
+
+As I read Belle's and Hungerford's letters my thoughts went back
+again--as they did so often indeed--to the voyage of the 'Fulvia', and
+then to Mrs. Falchion's presence in the Rocky Mountains. There was a
+strange destiny in it all, and I had no pleasant anticipations about
+the end; for, even if she could or did do Roscoe no harm, so far as his
+position was concerned, I saw that she had already begun to make trouble
+between him and Ruth.
+
+That day which saw poor Boldrick's death put her in a conflicting light
+to me. Now I thought I saw in her unusual gentleness, again an unusual
+irony, an almost flippant and cruel worldliness; and though at the time
+she was most touched by the accident, I think her feeling of horror at
+it made her appear to speak in a way which showed her unpleasantly to
+Mr. Devlin and his daughter. It may be, however, that Ruth Devlin saw
+further into her character than I guessed, and understood the strange
+contradictions of her nature. But I shall, I suppose, never know
+absolutely about that; nor does it matter much now.
+
+The day succeeding Phil's death was Sunday, and the little church
+at Viking was full. Many fishers had come over from Sunburst. It was
+evident that people expected Roscoe to make some reference to
+Phil's death in his sermon, or, at least, have a part of the service
+appropriate. By a singular chance the first morning lesson was David's
+lamentation for Saul and Jonathan. Roscoe had a fine voice. He read
+easily, naturally--like a cultivated layman, not like a clergyman;
+like a man who wished to convey the simple meaning of what he read,
+reverently, honestly. On the many occasions when I heard him read the
+service, I noticed that he never changed the opening sentence, though
+there were, of course, others from which to choose. He drew the people
+to their feet always with these words, spoken as it were directly to
+them:
+
+ "When the wicked man turneth away from the wickedness that he hath
+ committed, and doeth that which is lawful and right, he shall save
+ his soul alive."
+
+I noticed this morning that he instantly attracted the attention of
+every one, and held it, with the first words of the lesson:
+
+ "The beauty of Israel is slain upon thy high places: how are the
+ mighty fallen!"
+
+It seemed to me as if the people at first almost tried to stop
+breathing, so intense was the feeling. Mrs. Falchion was sitting very
+near me, and though she had worn her veil up at first, as I uncharitably
+put it then, to disconcert him, she drew it rather quickly down as his
+reading proceeded; but, so far as I could see, she never took her
+eyes off his face through the whole service; and, impelled in spite of
+myself, I watched her closely. Though Ruth Devlin was sitting not far
+from her, she scarcely looked that way.
+
+Evidently the text of the sermon was not chosen that it might have some
+association with Phil's death, but there was a kind of simple grandeur,
+and certainly cheerful stalwartness, in his interpretation and practical
+rendering of the text:
+
+ "Who is this that cometh from Edom, with dyed garments from Bozrah?
+ ... travelling in the greatness of his strength? I that speak
+ in righteousness, mighty to save."
+
+A man was talking to men sensibly, directly, quietly. It was impossible
+to resist the wholesome eloquence of his temperament; he was a
+revelation of humanity: what he said had life.
+
+I said to myself, as I had before, Is it possible that this man ever did
+anything unmanly?
+
+After the service, James Devlin--with Ruth--came to Roscoe and myself,
+and asked us to lunch at his house. Roscoe hesitated, but I knew it was
+better for him not to walk up the hills and back again immediately after
+luncheon; so I accepted for us both; and Ruth gave me a grateful look.
+Roscoe seemed almost anxious not to be alone with Ruth--not from any
+cowardly feeling, but because he was perplexed by the old sense of
+coming catastrophe, which, indeed, poor fellow, he had some cause to
+feel. He and Mr. Devlin talked of Phil's funeral and the arrangements
+that had been made, and during the general conversation Ruth and I
+dropped behind.
+
+Quite abruptly she said to me: "Who is Mrs. Falchion?"
+
+"A widow--it is said--rich, unencumbered," I as abruptly answered.
+
+"But I suppose even widows may have pedigrees, and be conjugated in the
+past tense," was the cool reply. She drew herself up a little proudly.
+
+I was greatly astonished. Here was a girl living most of her life in
+these mountains, having only had a few years of social life in the East,
+practising with considerable skill those arts of conversation so much
+cultivated in metropolitan drawing-rooms. But I was a very dull fellow
+then, and had yet to learn that women may develop in a day to wonderful
+things.
+
+"Well," I said in reply, "I suppose not. But I fear I cannot answer
+regarding the pedigree, nor a great deal about the past, for I only met
+her under two years ago."
+
+"And yet I have imagined that you knew her pretty well, and that Mr.
+Roscoe knew her even better--perhaps," she said suggestively.
+
+"That is so," I tried to say with apparent frankness, "for she lived in
+the South Seas with her father, and Roscoe knew her there."
+
+"She is a strange woman, and quite heartless in some ways; and yet, do
+you know, I like her while I dislike her; and I cannot tell why."
+
+"Do not try to tell," I answered, "for she has the gift of making people
+do both.--I think she likes and dislikes herself--as well as others."
+
+"As well--as others," she replied slowly. "Yes, I think I have noticed
+that. You see," she added, "I do not look at people as most girls of
+my age: and perhaps I am no better for that. But Mrs. Falchion's
+introduction to me occurred in such peculiar circumstances, and the
+coincidence of your knowing her was so strange, that my interest is not
+unnatural, I suppose."
+
+"On the contrary," I said, "I am only surprised that you have restrained
+your curiosity so much and so long. It was all very strange; though the
+meeting was quite to be expected, as Mrs. Falchion herself explained
+that day. She had determined on coming over to the Pacific Coast; this
+place was in her way; it is a fashionable resort; and she stood a good
+chance of finding old friends."
+
+"Yes--of finding--old friends," was the abstracted reply. "I like Miss
+Caron, her companion, very much better than--most women I have met."
+
+This was not what she was going to say, but she checked herself, lest
+she might be suspected of thinking uncharitably of Mrs. Falchion. I,
+of course, agreed with her, and told her the story of Galt Roscoe and
+Hector Caron, and of Justine's earnestness regarding her fancied debt to
+Roscoe.
+
+I saw that the poison of anxiety had entered the girl's mind; and it
+might, perhaps, bear fruit of no engaging quality. In her own home,
+however, it was a picture to see her with her younger sisters and
+brothers, and invalid mother. She went about very brightly and sweetly
+among them, speaking to them as if she was mother to them all, angel
+of them all, domestic court for them all; as indeed she was. Here there
+seemed no disturbing element in her; a close observer might even have
+said (and in this case I fancy I was that) that she had no mind or heart
+for anything or anybody but these few of her blood and race. Hers was a
+fine nature--high, wholesome, unselfish. Yet it struck me sadly also, to
+see how the child-like in her, and her young spirit, had been so early
+set to the task of defence and protection: a mother at whose breasts
+a child had never hung; maternal, but without the relieving joys of
+maternity.
+
+I knew that she would carry through her life that too watchful, too
+anxious tenderness; that to her last day she would look back and not
+remember that she had a childhood once; because while yet a child she
+had been made into a woman.
+
+Such of the daughters of men make life beautiful; but themselves are
+selfish who do not see the almost intolerable pathos of unselfishness
+and sacrifice. At the moment I was bitter with the thought that, if Mrs.
+Falchion intended anything which could steal away this girl's happiness
+from her, even for a time, I should myself seek to retaliate--which was,
+as may appear, in my power. But I could not go to Mrs. Falchion now
+and say: "You intend some harm to these two: for God's sake go away
+and leave them alone!" I had no real ground for making such a request.
+Besides, if there was any catastrophe, any trouble, coming, or possible,
+that might hasten it, or, at least, give it point.
+
+I could only wait. I had laid another plan, and from a telegram I had
+received in answer to one I had sent, I believed it was working. I did
+not despair. I had, indeed, sent a cable to my agent in England, which
+was to be forwarded to the address given me by Boyd Madras at Aden. I
+had got a reply saying that Boyd Madras had sailed for Canada by the
+Allan Line of steamers. I had then telegraphed to a lawyer I knew in
+Montreal, and he had replied that he was on the track of the wanderer.
+
+All Viking and Sunburst turned out to Phil Boldrick's funeral.
+Everything was done that he had requested. The great whistle roared
+painfully, revolvers and guns were fired over his grave, and the
+new-formed corporation appeared. He was buried on the top of a
+foot-hill, which, to this day, is known as Boldricks' Own. The grave was
+covered by an immense flat stone bearing his name. But a flagstaff was
+erected near, no stouter one stands on Beachy Head or elsewhere,--and on
+it was engraved:
+
+ PHIL BOLDRICK,
+
+ Buried with Municipal Honours on
+ the Thirtieth day of June 1883.
+
+ This to his Memory, and for the honour of
+ Viking and Sunburst.
+
+"Padre," said a river-driver to Galt Roscoe after the rites were
+finished, "that was a man you could trust."
+
+"Padre," added another, "that was a man you could bank on, and draw your
+interest reg'lar. He never done a mean thing, and he never pal'd with
+a mean man. He wasn't for getting his teeth on edge like some in the
+valley. He didn't always side with the majority, and he had a gift of
+doin' things on the square."
+
+Others spoke in similar fashion, and then Viking went back to work, and
+we to our mountain cottage.
+
+Many days passed quietly. I saw that Galt Roscoe wished to speak to me
+on the subject perplexing him, but I did not help him. I knew that
+it would come in good time, and the farther off it was the better. I
+dreaded to hear what he had to tell, lest, in spite of my confidence in
+him, it should really be a thing which, if made public, must bring ruin.
+During the evenings of these days he wrote much in his diary--the very
+book that lies by me now. Writing seemed a relief to him, for he was
+more cheerful afterwards. I know that he had received letters from the
+summer hotel, but whether they were from Mrs. Falchion or Justine Caron
+I was not then aware, though I afterwards came to know that one of them
+was from Justine, asking him if she might call on him. He guessed that
+the request was connected with Hector Caron's death; and, of course,
+gave his consent. During this time he did not visit Ruth Devlin, nor did
+he mention her name. As for myself, I was sick of the whole business,
+and wished it well over, whatever the result.
+
+I make here a few extracts from Roscoe's diary, to show the state of his
+mind at this period:
+
+ Can a man never get away from the consequences of his wickedness,
+ even though he repents?... Restitution is necessary as well
+ as repentance; but when one cannot make restitution, when it is
+ impossible--what then? I suppose one has to reply, Well, you have
+ to suffer, that is all.... Poor Alo! To think that after all
+ these years, you can strike me!
+
+ There is something malicious in the way Mercy Falchion crosses my
+ path. What she knows, she knows; and what she can do if she
+ chooses, I must endure. I cannot love Mercy Falchion again, and
+ that, I suppose, is the last thing she would wish now. I cannot
+ bring Alo back. But how does that concern her! Why does she hate
+ me so? For, underneath her kindest words,--and they are kind
+ sometimes,--I can detect the note of enmity, of calculating scorn.
+ ... I wish I could go to Ruth and tell her all, and ask her to
+ decide if she can take a man with such a past.... What a
+ thing it is to have had a clean record of unflinching manliness at
+ one's back!
+
+I add another extract:
+
+ Phil's story of Danger Mountain struck like ice at my heart. There
+ was a horrible irony in the thing: that it should be told to me, of
+ all the world, and at such a time. Some would say, I suppose, that
+ it was the arrangement of Providence. Not to speak it profanely, it
+ seems to be the achievement of the devil. The torture was too
+ malicious for God....
+
+ Phil's letter has gone to his pal at Danger Mountain....
+
+The fourth day after the funeral Justine Caron came to see Galt Roscoe.
+This was the substance of their conversation, as I came to know long
+afterwards.
+
+"Monsieur," she said, "I have come to pay something of a debt which I
+owe to you. It is a long time since you gave my poor Hector burial, but
+I have never forgotten, and I have brought you at last--you must not
+shake your head so--the money you spent.... But you MUST take it. I
+should be miserable if you did not. The money is all that I can repay;
+the kindness is for memory and gratitude always."
+
+He looked at her wonderingly, earnestly, she seemed so unworldly,
+standing there, her life's ambition not stirring beyond duty to her
+dead. If goodness makes beauty, she was beautiful; and yet, besides
+all that, she had a warm, absorbing eye, a soft, rounded cheek, and she
+carried in her face the light of a cheerful, engaging spirit.
+
+"Will it make you happier if I take the money?" he said at last, and his
+voice showed how she had moved him.
+
+"So much happier!" she answered, and she put a roll of notes into his
+hand.
+
+"Then I will take it," he replied, with a manner not too serious, and
+he looked at the notes carefully; "but only what I actually spent,
+remember; what I told you when you wrote me at Hector's death; not
+this ample interest. You forget, Miss Caron, that your brother was my
+friend."
+
+"No I cannot forget that. It lives with me," she rejoined softly. But
+she took back the surplus notes. "And I have my gratitude left still,"
+she added, smiling.
+
+"Believe me, there is no occasion for gratitude. Why, what less could
+one do?"
+
+"One could pass by on the other side."
+
+"He was not fallen among thieves," was his reply; "he was among
+Englishmen, the old allies of the French."
+
+"But the Priests and the Levites, people of his own
+country--Frenchmen--passed him by. They were infamous in falsehood,
+cruel to him and to me.--You are an Englishman; you have heart and
+kindness."
+
+He hesitated, then he gravely said: "Do not trust Englishmen more than
+you trust your own countrymen. We are selfish even in our friendships
+often. We stick to one person, and to benefit that one we sacrifice
+others. Have you found all Englishmen--and WOMEN unselfish?" He
+looked at her steadily; but immediately repented that he had asked the
+question, for he had in his mind one whom they both knew, too well,
+perhaps; and he added quickly: "You see, I am not kind."
+
+They were standing now in the sunlight just outside the house. His hands
+were thrust down in the pockets of his linen coat; her hands opening and
+shutting her parasol slightly. They might, from their appearance, have
+been talking of very inconsequent things.
+
+Her eyes lifted sorrowfully to his. "Ah, monsieur," she rejoined, "there
+are two times when one must fear a woman." She answered his question
+more directly than he could have conjectured. But she felt that she must
+warn him.
+
+"I do not understand," he said.
+
+"Of course you do not. Only women themselves understand that the two
+times when one must fear a woman are when she hates, and when she
+loves--after a kind. When she gets wicked or mad enough to hate, either
+through jealousy or because she cannot love where she would, she is
+merciless. She does not know the honour of the game. She has no pity.
+Then, sometimes when she loves in a way, she is, as you say, most
+selfish. I mean a love which--is not possible. Then she does some mad
+act--all women are a little mad sometimes. Most of us wish to be good,
+but we are quicksilver...."
+
+Roscoe's mind had been working fast. He saw she meant to warn him
+against Mrs. Falchion. His face flushed slightly. He knew that Justine
+had thought well of him, and now he knew also that she suspected
+something not creditable or, at least, hazardous in his life.
+
+"And the man--the man whom the woman hates?"
+
+"When the woman hates--and loves too, the man is in danger."
+
+"Do you know of such a man?" he almost shrinkingly said.
+
+"If I did I would say to him, The world is wide. There is no glory in
+fighting a woman who will not be fair in battle. She will say what
+may appear to be true, but what she knows in her own heart to be
+false--false and bad."
+
+Roscoe now saw that Justine had more than an inkling of his story.
+
+He said calmly: "You would advise that man to flee from danger?"
+
+"Yes, to flee," she replied hurriedly, with a strange anxiety in her
+eyes; "for sometimes a woman is not satisfied with words that kill. She
+becomes less than human, and is like Jael."
+
+Justine knew that Mrs. Falchion held a sword over Roscoe's career; she
+guessed that Mrs. Falchion both cared for him and hated him too; but
+she did not know the true reason of the hatred--that only came out
+afterwards. Woman-like, she exaggerated in order that she might move
+him; but her motive was good, and what she said was not out of keeping
+with the facts of life.
+
+"The man's life even might be in danger?" he asked.
+
+"It might."
+
+"But surely that is not so dreadful," he still said calmly.
+
+"Death is not the worst of evils."
+
+"No, not the worst; one has to think of the evil word as well. The evil
+word can be outlived; but the man must think of those who really love
+him--who would die to save him--and whose hearts would break if he
+were killed. Love can outlive slander, but it is bitter when it has to
+outlive both slander and death. It is easy to love with joy so long as
+both live, though there are worlds between. Thoughts fly and meet; but
+Death makes the great division.... Love can only live in the pleasant
+world."
+
+Very abstractedly he said: "Is it a pleasant world to you?"
+
+She did not reply directly to that, but answered: "Monsieur, if you know
+of such a man as I speak of, warn him to fly." And she raised her eyes
+from the ground and looked earnestly at him. Now her face was slightly
+flushed, she looked almost beautiful.
+
+"I know of such a man," he replied, "but he will not go. He has to
+answer to his own soul and his conscience. He is not without fear, but
+it is only fear for those who care for him, be they ever so few. And
+he hopes that they will be brave enough to face his misery, if it must
+come. For we know that courage has its hour of comfort.... When such a
+man as you speak of has his dark hour he will stand firm."
+
+Then with a great impulse he added: "This man whom I know did wrong, but
+he was falsely accused of doing a still greater. The consequence of the
+first thing followed him. He could never make restitution. Years went
+by. Some one knew that dark spot in his life--his Nemesis."
+
+"The worst Nemesis in this life, monsieur, is always a woman," she
+interrupted.
+
+"Perhaps she is the surest," he continued. "The woman faced him in the
+hour of his peace and--" he paused. His voice was husky.
+
+"Yes, 'and,' monsieur?"
+
+"And he knows that she would ruin him, and kill his heart and destroy
+his life."
+
+"The waters of Marah are bitter," she murmured, and she turned her face
+away from him to the woods. There was no trouble there. The birds were
+singing, black squirrels were jumping from bough to bough, and they
+could hear the tapping of the woodpecker. She slowly drew on her gloves,
+as if for occupation.
+
+He spoke at length as though thinking aloud: "But he knows that,
+whatever comes, life has had for him more compensations than he
+deserves. For, in his trouble, a woman came, and said kind words, and
+would have helped him if she could."
+
+"There were TWO women," she said solemnly.
+
+"Two women?" he repeated slowly.
+
+"The one stayed in her home and prayed, and the other came."
+
+"I do not understand," he said: and he spoke truly.
+
+"Love is always praying for its own, therefore one woman prayed at home.
+The other woman who came was full of gratitude, for the man was noble,
+she owed him a great debt, and she believed in him always. She knew that
+if at any time in his life he had done wrong, the sin was without malice
+or evil."
+
+"The woman is gentle and pitiful with him, God knows."
+
+She spoke quietly now, and her gravity looked strange in one so young.
+
+"God knows she is just, and would see him fairly treated. She is so far
+beneath him! and yet one can serve a friend though one is humble and
+poor."
+
+"How strange," he rejoined, "that the man should think himself miserable
+who is befriended in such a way! Mademoiselle, he will carry to his
+grave the kindness of this woman."
+
+"Monsieur," she added humbly, yet with a brave light in her eyes, "it is
+good to care whether the wind blows bitter or kind. Every true woman is
+a mother, though she have no child. She longs to protect the suffering,
+because to protect is in her so far as God is.... Well, this woman
+cares that way...." She held out her hand to say good-bye. Her look was
+simple, direct, and kind. Their parting words were few and unremarkable.
+
+Roscoe watched Justine Caron as she passed out into the shade of the
+woods, and he said to himself: "Gratitude like that is a wonderful
+thing." He should have said something else, but he did not know, and she
+did not wish him to know: and he never knew.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVI. A DUEL IN ARCADY
+
+The more I thought of Mrs. Falchion's attitude towards Roscoe, the more
+I was puzzled. But I had at last reduced the position to this: Years
+ago Roscoe had cared for her and she had not cared for him. Angered
+or indignant at her treatment of him, Roscoe's affections declined
+unworthily elsewhere. Then came a catastrophe of some kind, in which
+Alo (whoever she was) suffered. The secret of this catastrophe Mrs.
+Falchion, as I believe, held. There was a parting, a lapse of years, and
+then the meeting on the 'Fulvia': with it, partial restoration of Mrs.
+Falchion's influence, then its decline, and then a complete change of
+position. It was now Mrs. Falchion that cared, and Roscoe that shunned.
+It perplexed me that there seemed to be behind Mrs. Falchion's present
+regard for Roscoe some weird expression of vengeance, as though somehow
+she had been wronged, and it was her duty to punish. In no other way was
+the position definable. That Roscoe would never marry her was certain to
+my mind. That he could not marry her now was also certain--to me; I had
+the means to prevent it. That she wished to marry him I was not
+sure, though she undoubtedly cared for him. Remained, therefore, the
+supposition that if he cared for her she would do him no harm, as to his
+position. But if he married Ruth, disaster would come--Roscoe himself
+acknowledged that she held the key of his fortunes.
+
+Upon an impulse, and as a last resort, I had taken action whereby
+in some critical moment I might be able to wield a power over Mrs.
+Falchion. I was playing a blind game, but it was the only card I held.
+I had heard from the lawyer in Montreal that Madras, under another name,
+had gone to the prairie country to enter the mounted police. I had then
+telegraphed to Winnipeg, but had got no answer.
+
+I had seen her many times, but we had never, except very remotely,
+touched upon the matter which was uppermost in both our minds. It was
+not my wish to force the situation. I knew that my opportunity would
+come wherein to spy upon the mind of the enemy. It came. On the evening
+that Justine Caron called upon Roscoe, I accidentally met Mrs. Falchion
+in the grounds of the hotel. She was with several people, and as I
+spoke to her she made a little gesture of invitation. I went over, was
+introduced to her companions, and then she said:
+
+"Dr. Marmion, I have not yet made that visit to the salmon-fishers at
+Sunburst. Unfortunately, on the days when I called on Miss Devlin, my
+time was limited. But now I have a thirst for adventure, and time hangs
+heavy. Will you perform your old office of escort, and join a party,
+which we can make up here, to go there to-morrow?"
+
+I had little love for Mrs. Falchion, but I consented, because it
+seemed to me the chance had come for an effective talk with her; and I
+suggested that we should go late in the afternoon of the next day,
+and remain till night and see the Indians, the half-breeds, and white
+fishermen working by torch-light on the river. The proposition was
+accepted with delight.
+
+Then the conversation turned upon the feud that existed between Viking
+and Sunburst, the river-drivers and the fishers. During the last few
+days, owing to the fact that there were a great many idle river-men
+about, the river-driving for the season being done, there had been more
+than one quarrel of a serious nature at Sunburst. It had needed a great
+deal of watchfulness on the part of Mr. Devlin and his supporters to
+prevent fighting. In Sunburst itself, Mr. Devlin had much personal
+influence. He was a man of exceedingly strong character, bold, powerful,
+persuasive. But this year there had been a large number of rough,
+adventurous characters among the river-men, and they seemed to
+take delight in making sport of, and even interfering with, the
+salmon-fishers. We talked of these things for some time, and then I took
+my leave. As I went, Mrs. Falchion stepped after me, tapped me on the
+arm, and said in a slow, indolent tone:
+
+"Whenever you and I meet, Dr. Marmion, something happens--something
+strange. What particular catastrophe have you arranged for to-morrow?
+For you are, you know, the chorus to the drama."
+
+"Do not spoil the play by anticipation," I said.
+
+"One gets very weary of tragedy," she retorted. "Comedy would be a
+relief. Could you not manage it?"
+
+"I do not know about to-morrow," I said, "as to a comedy. But I promise
+you that one of these days I will present to you the very finest comedy
+imaginable."
+
+"You speak oracularly," she said; "still you are a professor, and
+professors always pose. But now, to be perfectly frank with you, I do
+not believe that any comedy you could arrange would be as effective as
+your own."
+
+"You have read 'Much Ado about Nothing'," I said.
+
+"Oh, it is as good as that, is it?" she asked.
+
+"Well, it has just as good a final situation," I answered. She seemed
+puzzled, for she saw I spoke with some undercurrent of meaning. "Mrs.
+Falchion," I said to her suddenly and earnestly, "I wish you to think
+between now and to-morrow of what I am just going to say to you."
+
+"It sounds like the task set an undergraduate, but go on," she said.
+
+"I wish you to think," said I, "of the fact that I helped to save your
+life."
+
+She flushed; an indignant look shot into her face, and her voice
+vibrating, she said:
+
+"What man would have done less?" Then, almost immediately after, as
+though repenting of what she had said, she continued in a lower tone and
+with a kind of impulsiveness uncommon to her: "But you had courage, and
+I appreciate that; still, do not ask too much. Good-night."
+
+We parted at that, and did not meet again until the next afternoon, when
+I joined her and her party at the summer hotel. Together we journeyed
+down to Sunburst.
+
+It was the height of the salmon-fishing season. Sunburst lay cloyed
+among the products of field and forest and stream. At Viking one got the
+impression of a strong pioneer life, vibrant, eager, and with a touch of
+Arcady. But viewed from a distance Sunburst seemed Arcady itself. It was
+built in green pastures, which stretched back on one side of the river,
+smooth, luscious, undulating to the foot-hills. This was on one side
+of the Whi-Whi River. On the other side was a narrow margin, and then a
+sheer wall of hills in exquisite verdure. The houses were of wood, and
+chiefly painted white, sweet and cool in the vast greenness. Cattle
+wandered shoulders deep in the rich grass, and fruit of all kinds was
+to be had for the picking. The population was strangely mixed. Men had
+drifted here from all parts of the world, sometimes with their families,
+sometimes without them. Many of them had settled here after mining
+at the Caribou field and other places on the Frazer River. Mexican,
+Portuguese, Canadian, Californian, Australian, Chinaman, and coolie
+lived here, side by side, at ease in the quiet land, following a
+primitive occupation with primitive methods.
+
+One could pick out the Indian section of the village, because not far
+from it was the Indian graveyard, with its scaffolding of poles and
+brush and its offerings for the dead. There were almost interminable
+rows of scaffolding on the river's edge and upon the high bank where
+hung the salmon drying in the sun. The river, as it ambled along, here
+over shallows, there over rapids and tiny waterfalls, was the pathway
+for millions and millions of salmon upon a pilgrimage to the West and
+North--to the happy hunting grounds of spawn. They came in droves so
+thick at times that, crowding up the little creeks which ran into the
+river, they filled them so completely as to dam up the water and make
+the courses a solid mass of living and dead fish. In the river itself
+they climbed the rapids and leaped the little waterfalls with incredible
+certainty; except where man had prepared his traps for them. Sometimes
+these traps were weirs or by-washes, made of long lateral tanks of
+wicker-work. Down among the boulders near the shore, scaffoldings were
+raised, and from these the fishermen with nets and wicker-work baskets
+caught the fish as they came up.
+
+We wandered about during the afternoon immensely interested in all
+that we saw. During that time the party was much together, and my
+conversation with Mrs. Falchion was general. We had supper at a quiet
+little tavern, idled away an hour in drinking in the pleasant scene; and
+when dusk came went out again to the banks of the river.
+
+From the time we left the tavern to wander by the river I managed to be
+a good deal alone with Mrs. Falchion. I do not know whether she saw that
+I was anxious to speak with her privately, but I fancy she did. Whatever
+we had to say must, in the circumstances, however serious, be kept
+superficially unimportant. And, as it happened, our serious conference
+was carried on with an air of easy gossip, combined with a not
+artificial interest in all we saw. And there was much to see. Far up and
+down the river the fragrant dusk was spotted with the smoky red light
+of torches, and the atmosphere shook with shadows, through which ran the
+song of the river, more amiable than the song of the saw, and the low,
+weird cry of the Indians and white men as they toiled for salmon in the
+glare of the torches. Here upon a scaffolding a half-dozen swung their
+nets and baskets in the swift river, hauling up with their very long
+poles thirty or forty splendid fish in an hour; there at a small
+cascade, in great baskets sunk into the water, a couple of Indians
+caught and killed the salmon that, in trying to leap the fall, plumped
+into the wicker cage; beyond, others, more idle and less enterprising,
+speared the finny travellers, thus five hundred miles from home--the
+brave Pacific.
+
+Upon the banks the cleaning and curing went on, the women and children
+assisting, and as the Indians and half-breeds worked they sang either
+the wild Indian melodies, snatches of brave old songs of the 'voyageurs'
+of a past century, or hymns taught by the Jesuit missionaries in the
+persons of such noble men as Pere Lacombe and Pere Durieu, who have
+wandered up and down the vast plains of both sides of the Rockies
+telling an old story in a picturesque, heroic way. These old hymns were
+written in Chinook, that strange language,--French, English, Spanish,
+Indian, arranged by the Hudson's Bay Company, which is, like the
+wampum-belt, a common tongue for tribes and peoples not speaking any
+language but their own. They were set to old airs--lullabies, chansons,
+barcarolles, serenades, taken out of the folk-lore of many lands. Time
+and again had these simple arcadian airs been sung as a prelude to some
+tribal act that would not bear the search-light of civilisation--little
+by the Indians east of the Rockies, for they have hard hearts and fierce
+tongues, but much by the Shuswaps, Siwashes, and other tribes of the
+Pacific slope, whose natures are for peace more than for war; who, one
+antique day, drifted across from Japan or the Corea, and never, even in
+their wild, nomadic state, forgot their skill and craft in wood and gold
+and silver.
+
+We sat on the shore and watched the scene for a time, saying nothing.
+Now and again, as from scaffolding to scaffolding, from boat to boat,
+and from house to house, the Chinook song rang and was caught up in a
+slow monotone, so not interfering with the toil, there came the sound
+of an Indian drum beaten indolently, or the rattle of dry hard sticks--a
+fantastic accompaniment.
+
+"Does it remind you of the South Seas?" I asked Mrs. Falchion, as, with
+her chin on her hand, she watched the scene.
+
+She drew herself up, almost with an effort, as though she had been lost
+in thought, and looked at me curiously for a moment. She seemed trying
+to call back her mind to consider my question. Presently she answered
+me: "Very little. There is something finer, stronger here. The
+atmosphere has more nerve, the life more life. This is not a land for
+the idle or vicious, pleasant as it is."
+
+"What a thinker you are, Mrs. Falchion!"
+
+She seemed to recollect herself suddenly. Her voice took on an
+inflection of satire. "You say it with the air of a discoverer. With
+Columbus and Hervey and you, the world--" She stopped, laughing softly
+at the thrust, and moved the dust about with her foot.
+
+"In spite of the sarcasm, I am going to add that I feel a personal
+satisfaction in your being a woman who does think, and acts more on
+thought than impulse."
+
+"'Personal satisfaction' sounds very royal and august. It is long, I
+imagine, since you took a--personal satisfaction--in me."
+
+I was not to be daunted. "People who think a good deal and live a fresh,
+outdoor life--you do that--naturally act most fairly and wisely in time
+of difficulty--and contretemps."
+
+"But I had the impression that you thought I acted unfairly and
+unwisely--at such times."
+
+We had come exactly where I wanted. In our minds we were both looking at
+those miserable scenes on the 'Fulvia', when Madras sought to adjust the
+accounts of life and sorely muddled them.
+
+"But," said I, "you are not the same woman that you were."
+
+"Indeed, Sir Oracle," she answered: "and by what necromancy do you
+know?"
+
+"By none. I think you are sorry now--I hope you are--for what--"
+
+She interrupted me indignantly. "You go too far. You are
+almost--unbearable. You said once that the matter should be buried, and
+yet here you work for an opportunity, Heaven knows why, to place me at a
+disadvantage!"
+
+"Pardon me," I answered; "I said that I would never bring up those
+wretched scenes unless there was cause. There is cause."
+
+She got to her feet. "What cause--what possible cause can there be?"
+
+I met her eye firmly. "I am bound to stand by my friend," I said. "I can
+and I will stand by him."
+
+"If it is a game of drawn swords, beware!" she retorted. "You speak to
+me as if I were a common adventuress. You mistake me, and forget
+that you--of all men--have little margin of high morality on which to
+speculate."
+
+"No, I do not forget that," I said, "nor do I think of you as an
+adventuress. But I am sure you hold a power over my friend, and--"
+
+She stopped me. "Not one word more on the subject. You are not to
+suppose this or that. Be wise do not irritate and annoy a woman like me.
+It were better to please me than to preach to me."
+
+"Mrs. Falchion," I said firmly, "I wish to please you--so well that some
+day you will feel that I have been a good friend to you as well as to
+him--"
+
+Again she interrupted me. "You talk in foolish riddles. No good can come
+of this."
+
+"I cannot believe that," I urged; "for when once your heart is moved by
+the love of a man, you will be just, and then the memory of another man
+who loved you and sinned for you--"
+
+"Oh, you coward!" she broke out scornfully--"you coward to persist in
+this!"
+
+I made a little motion of apology with my hand, and was silent. I was
+satisfied. I felt that I had touched her as no words of mine had ever
+touched her before. If she became emotional, was vulnerable in her
+feelings, I knew that Roscoe's peace might be assured. That she loved
+Roscoe now I was quite certain. Through the mists I could see a
+way, even if I failed to find Madras and arrange another surprising
+situation. She was breathing hard with excitement.
+
+Presently she said with incredible quietness, "Do not force me to do
+hard things. I have a secret."
+
+"I have a secret too," I answered. "Let us compromise."
+
+"I do not fear your secret," she answered. She thought I was referring
+to her husband's death. "Well," I replied, "I honestly hope you never
+will. That would be a good day for you."
+
+"Let us go," she said; then, presently: "No, let us sit here and forget
+that we have been talking."
+
+I was satisfied. We sat down. She watched the scene silently, and I
+watched her. I felt that it would be my lot to see stranger things
+happen to her than I had seen before; but all in a different fashion. I
+had more hope for my friend, for Ruth Devlin, for--!
+
+I then became silent even to myself. The weltering river, the fishers
+and their labour and their songs, the tall dark hills, the deep gloomy
+pastures, the flaring lights, were then in a dream before me; but I was
+thinking, planning.
+
+As we sat there, we heard noises, not very harmonious, interrupting the
+song of the salmon-fishers. We got up to see. A score of river-drivers
+were marching down through the village, mocking the fishers and making
+wild mirth. The Indians took little notice, but the half-breeds and
+white fishers were restless.
+
+"There will be trouble here one day," said Mrs. Falchion.
+
+"A free fight which will clear the air," I said.
+
+"I should like to see it--it would be picturesque, at least," she added
+cheerfully; "for I suppose no lives would be lost."
+
+"One cannot tell," I answered; "lives do not count so much in new
+lands."
+
+"Killing is hateful, but I like to see courage."
+
+And she did see it.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVII. RIDING THE REEFS
+
+The next afternoon Roscoe was sitting on the coping deep in thought,
+when Ruth rode up with her father, dismounted, and came upon him so
+quietly that he did not hear her. I was standing in the trees a little
+distance away.
+
+She spoke to him once, but he did not seem to hear. She touched his arm.
+He got to his feet.
+
+"You were so engaged that you did not hear me," she said.
+
+"The noise of the rapids!" he answered, after a strange pause, "and your
+footstep is very light."
+
+She leaned her chin on her hand, rested against the rail of the coping,
+looked meditatively into the torrent below, and replied: "Is it so
+light?" Then after a pause: "You have not asked me how I came, who came
+with me, or why I am here."
+
+"It was first necessary for me to conceive the delightful fact that you
+are here," he said in a dazed, and, therefore, not convincing tone.
+
+She looked him full in the eyes. "Please do not pay me the ill
+compliment of a compliment," she said. "Was it the sailor who spoke then
+or the--or yourself? It is not like you."
+
+"I did not mean it as a compliment," he replied. "I was thinking about
+critical and important things."
+
+"'Critical and important' sounds large," she returned.
+
+"And the awakening was sudden," he continued. "You must make allowance,
+please, for--"
+
+"For the brusque appearance of a very unimaginative, substantial, and
+undreamlike person? I do. And now, since you will not put me quite at my
+ease by assuming, in words, that I have been properly 'chaperoned' here,
+I must inform you that my father waits hard by--is, as my riotous young
+brother says, 'without on the mat.'"
+
+"I am very glad," he replied with more politeness than exactness.
+
+"That I was duly escorted, or that my father is 'without on the mat'?
+... However, you do not appear glad one way or the other. And now I must
+explain our business. It is to ask your company at dinner (do consider
+yourself honoured--actually a formal dinner party in the Rockies!) to
+meet the lieutenant-governor, who is coming to see our famous Viking
+and Sunburst.... But you are expected to go out where my father feeds
+his--there, see--his horse on your 'trim parterre.' And now that I have
+done my duty as page and messenger without a word of assistance, Mr.
+Roscoe, will you go and encourage my father to hope that you will be
+vis-a-vis to his excellency?" She lightly beat the air with her whip,
+while I took a good look at the charming scene.
+
+Roscoe looked seriously at the girl for an instant. He understood too
+well the source of such gay social banter. He knew it covered a hurt. He
+said to her: "Is this Ruth Devlin or another?"
+
+And she replied very gravely: "It is Ruth Devlin and another too," and
+she looked down to the chasm beneath with a peculiar smile; and her eyes
+were troubled.
+
+He left her and went and spoke to her father whom I had joined, but,
+after a moment, returned to Ruth. Ruth turned slightly to meet him as he
+came. "And is the prestige of the house of Devlin to be supported?"
+she said; "and the governor to be entertained with tales of flood and
+field?"
+
+His face had now settled into a peculiar calmness. He said with a touch
+of mock irony: "The sailor shall play his part--the obedient retainer of
+the house of Devlin."
+
+"Oh," she said, "you are malicious now! You turn your long accomplished
+satire on a woman." And she nodded to the hills opposite, as if to tell
+them that it was as they had said to her: those grand old hills with
+which she had lived since childhood, to whom she had told all that had
+ever happened to her.
+
+"No, indeed no," he replied, "though I am properly rebuked. I fear I am
+malicious--just a little, but it is all inner-self-malice: 'Rome turned
+upon itself.'"
+
+"But one cannot always tell when irony is intended for the speaker of
+it. Yours did not seem applied to yourself," was her slow answer, and
+she seemed more interested in Mount Trinity than in him.
+
+"No?" Then he said with a playful sadness: "A moment ago you were not
+completely innocent of irony, were you?"
+
+"But a man is big and broad, and should not--he should be magnanimous,
+leaving it to woman, whose life is spent among little things, to be
+guilty of littlenesses. But see how daring I am--speaking like this
+to you who know so much more than I do.... Surely, you are still only
+humorous, when you speak of irony turned upon yourself--the irony so icy
+to your friends?"
+
+She had developed greatly. Her mind had been sharpened by pain. The
+edge of her wit had become poignant, her speech rendered logical and
+allusive. Roscoe was wise enough to understand that the change in her
+had been achieved by the change in himself; that since Mrs. Falchion
+came, Ruth had awakened sharply to a distress not exactly definable. She
+felt that though he had never spoken of love to her, she had a right to
+share his troubles. The infrequency of his visits to her of late, and
+something in his manner, made her uneasy and a little bitter. For there
+was an understanding between them, though it had been unspoken and
+unwritten. They had vowed without priest or witness. The heart speaks
+eloquently in symbols first, and afterwards in stumbling words.
+
+It seemed to Roscoe at this moment, as it had seemed for some time,
+that the words would never be spoken. And was this all that had troubled
+her--the belief that Mrs. Falchion had some claim upon his life? Or had
+she knowledge, got in some strange way, of that wretched shadow in his
+past?
+
+This possibility filled him with bitterness. The old Adam in him awoke,
+and he said within himself "God in heaven, must one folly, one sin,
+kill me and her too? Why me more than another!... And I love her, I love
+her!"
+
+His eyes flamed until their blue looked all black, and his brows grew
+straight over them sharply, making his face almost stern.... There
+came swift visions of renouncing his present life; of going with
+her--anywhere: to tell her all, beg her forgiveness, and begin life over
+again, admitting that this attempt at expiation was a mistake; to have
+his conscience clear of secret, and trust her kindness. For now he
+was sure that Mrs. Falchion meant to make his position as a clergyman
+impossible; to revenge herself on him for no wrong that, as far as he
+knew, he ever did directly to her. But to tell this girl, or even
+her father or mother, that he had been married, after a shameful,
+unsanctified fashion, to a savage, with what came after, and the awful
+thing that happened--he who ministered at the altar! Now that he looked
+the thing in the face it shocked him. No, he could not do it.
+
+She said to him, while he looked at her as though he would read her
+through and through, though his mind was occupied with a dreadful
+possibility beyond her:
+
+"Why do you look so? You are stern. You are critical. Have
+I--disimproved so?"
+
+The words were full of a sudden and natural womanly fear, that something
+in herself had fallen in value. They had a pathos so much the more
+moving because she sought to hide it.
+
+There swam before his eyes the picture of happiness from which she
+herself had roused him when she came. He involuntarily, passionately,
+caught her hand and pressed it to his lips twice; but spoke nothing.
+
+"Oh! oh!--please!" she said. Her voice was low and broken, and she spoke
+appealingly. Could he not see that he was breaking her heart, while
+filling it also with unbearable joy? Why did he not speak and make this
+possible, and not leave it a thing to flush her cheeks, and cause her to
+feel he had acted on a knowledge he had no right to possess till he had
+declared himself in speech? Could he not have spared her that?--This
+Christian gentleman, whose worth had compassed these mountains and won
+the dwellers among them--it was bitter. Her pride and injured heart rose
+up and choked her.
+
+He let go her hand. Now his face was partly turned from her, and she saw
+how thin and pale it was. She saw, too, what I had seen during the past
+week, that his hair had become almost white about the temples; and the
+moveless sadness of his position struck her with unnatural force, so
+that, in spite of herself, tears came suddenly to her eyes, and a slight
+moan broke from her. She would have run away; but it was too late.
+
+He saw the tears, the look of pity, indignation, pride, and love in her
+face.
+
+"My love!" he cried passionately. He opened his arms to her.
+
+But she stood still. He came very close to her, spoke quickly, and
+almost despairingly: "Ruth, I love you, and I have wronged you; but here
+is your place, if you will come."
+
+At first she seemed stunned, and her face was turned to her mountains,
+as though the echo of his words were coming back to her from them, but
+the thing crept into her heart and flooded it. She seemed to wake, and
+then all her affection carried her into his arms, and she dried her eyes
+upon his breast.
+
+After a time he whispered, "My dear, I have wronged you. I should not
+have made you care for me."
+
+She did not seem to notice that he spoke of wrong. She said: "I was
+yours, Galt, even from the beginning, I think, though I did not quite
+know it. I remember what you read in church the first Sunday you came,
+and it has always helped me; for I wanted to be good."
+
+She paused and raised her eyes to his, and then with sweet solemnity she
+said: "The words were:
+
+ "'The Lord God is my strength, and He will make my feet like hinds'
+ feet, and He will make me to walk upon mine high places.'"
+
+"Ruth," he answered, "you have always walked on the high places. You
+have never failed. And you are as safe as the nest of the eagle, a noble
+work of God."
+
+"No, I am not noble; but I should like to be so. Most women like
+goodness. It is instinct with us, I suppose. We had rather be good than
+evil, and when we love we can do good things; but we quiver like the
+compass-needle between two poles. Oh, believe me! we are weak; but we
+are loving."
+
+"Your worst, Ruth, is as much higher than my best as the heaven is--"
+
+"Galt, you hurt my fingers!" she interrupted.
+
+He had not noticed the almost fierce strength of his clasp. But his life
+was desperately hungry for her. "Forgive me, dearest.--As I said, better
+than my best; for, Ruth, my life was--wicked, long ago. You cannot
+understand how wicked!"
+
+"You are a clergyman and a good man," she said, with pathetic negation.
+
+"You give me a heart unsoiled, unspotted of the world. I have been in
+some ways worse than the worst men in the valley there below."
+
+"Galt, Galt, you shock me!" she said.
+
+"Why did I speak? Why did I kiss your hand as I did? Because at the
+moment it was the only honest thing to do; because it was due you that
+I should say: 'Ruth, I love you, love you so much'"--here she nestled
+close to him--"'so well, that everything else in life is as nothing
+beside it--nothing! so well that I could not let you share my
+wretchedness.'"
+
+She ran her hand along his breast and looked up at him with swimming
+eyes.
+
+"And you think that this is fair to me? that a woman gives the heart for
+pleasant weather only? I do not know what your sorrow may be, but it is
+my right to share it. I am only a woman; but a woman can be strong
+for those she loves. Remember that I have always had to care for
+others--always; and I can bear much. I will not ask what your trouble
+is, I only ask you"--here she spoke slowly and earnestly, and rested her
+hand on his shoulder--"to say to me that you love no other woman; and
+that--that no other woman has a claim upon you. Then I shall be content
+to pity you, to help you, to love you. God gives women many pains, but
+none so great as the love that will not trust utterly; for trust is our
+bread of life. Yes, indeed, indeed!"
+
+"I dare not say," he said, "that it is your misfortune to love me, for
+in this you show how noble a woman can be. But I will say that the cup
+is bitter-sweet for you.... I cannot tell you now what my trouble is;
+but I can say that no other living woman has a claim upon me.... My
+reckoning is with the dead."
+
+"That is with God," she whispered, "and He is just and merciful too....
+Can it not be repaired here?" She smoothed back his hair, then let her
+fingers stray lightly on his cheek.
+
+It hurt him like death to reply. "No, but there can be punishment here."
+
+She shuddered slightly. "Punishment, punishment," she repeated
+fearfully--"what punishment?"
+
+"I do not quite know." Lines of pain grew deeper in his face.... "Ruth,
+how much can a woman forgive?"
+
+"A mother, everything." But she would say no more. He looked at her long
+and earnestly, and said at last: "Will you believe in me no matter what
+happens?"
+
+"Always, always." Her smile was most winning.
+
+"If things should appear dark against me?"
+
+"Yes, if you give me your word."
+
+"If I said to you that I did a wrong; that I broke the law of God,
+though not the laws of man?"
+
+There was a pause in which she drew back, trembling slightly, and looked
+at him timidly and then steadily, but immediately put her hands bravely
+in his, and said: "Yes."
+
+"I did not break the laws of man."
+
+"It was when you were in the navy?" she inquired, in an awe-stricken
+tone.
+
+"Yes, years ago."
+
+"I know. I feel it. You must not tell me. It was a woman, and this
+other woman, this Mrs. Falchion knows, and she would try to ruin you,
+or"--here she seemed to be moved suddenly by a new thought--"or have
+you love her. But she shall not, she shall not--neither! For I will love
+you, and God will listen to me, and answer me."
+
+"Would to Heaven I were worthy of you! I dare not think of where you
+might be called to follow me, Ruth."
+
+"'Whither thou goest, I will go; and where thou lodgest, I will lodge:
+thy people shall be my people, and thy God my God,'" she rejoined in a
+low voice.
+
+"'Thy God my God!'" he repeated after her slowly. He suddenly wondered
+if his God was her God; whether now, in his trouble, he had that comfort
+which his creed and profession should give him. For the first time he
+felt acutely that his choice of this new life might have been more a
+reaction from the past, a desire for expiation, than radical belief that
+this was the right and only thing for him to do. And when, some time
+after, he bade Ruth good-bye, as she went with her father, it came to
+him with appalling conviction that his life had been a mistake. The
+twist of a great wrong in a man's character distorts his vision; and if
+he has a tender conscience he magnifies his misdeeds.
+
+In silence Roscoe and I watched the two ride down the slope. I guessed
+what had happened: afterwards I was told all. I was glad of it, though
+the end was not yet promising. When we turned to go towards the house
+again, a man lounged out of the trees towards us. He looked at me, then
+at Roscoe, and said:
+
+"I'm Phil Boldrick's pal from Danger Mountain." Roscoe held out his
+hand, and the man took it, saying: "You're The Padre, I suppose, and
+Phil was soft on you. Didn't turn religious, did he? He always had a
+streak of God A'mighty in him; a kind of give-away-the-top-of-your-head
+chap; friend o' the widow and the orphan, and divvy to his last crust
+with a pal. I got your letter, and come over here straight to see that
+he's been tombed accordin' to his virtues; to lay out the dollars
+he left me on the people he had on his visitin' list; no loafers, no
+gophers, not one; but to them that stayed by him I stay, while prog and
+liquor last."
+
+I saw Roscoe looking at him in an abstracted way, and, as he did not
+reply, I said: "Phil had many friends and no enemies." Then I told him
+the tale of his death and funeral, and how the valley mourned for him.
+
+While I spoke he stood leaning against a tree, shaking his head and
+listening, his eyes occasionally resting on Roscoe with a look as
+abstracted and puzzled as that on Roscoe's face. When I had finished he
+drew his hand slowly down his beard and a thick sound came from behind
+his fingers. But he did not speak.
+
+Then I suggested quietly that Phil's dollars could be put to a better
+use than for prog and liquor.
+
+He did not reply to this at all; but after a moment's pause, in which
+he seemed to be studying the gambols of a squirrel in a pine tree, he
+rubbed his chin nervously, and more in soliloquy than conversation said:
+"I never had but two pals that was pals through and through. And one was
+Phil and the other was Jo--Jo Brackenbury."
+
+Here Roscoe's hand, which had been picking at the bark of a poplar,
+twitched suddenly.
+
+The man continued: "Poor Jo went down in the 'Fly Away' when she swung
+with her bare ribs flat before the wind, and swamped and tore upon
+the bloody reefs at Apia.... God, how they gnawed her! And never a rag
+holdin' nor a stick standin', and her pretty figger broke like a tin
+whistle in a Corliss engine. And Jo Brackenbury, the dandiest rip,
+the noisiest pal that ever said 'Here's how!' went out to heaven on a
+tearing sea."
+
+"Jo Brackenbury--" Roscoe repeated musingly. His head was turned away
+from us.
+
+"Yes, Jo Brackenbury; and Captain Falchion said to me" (I wonder that
+I did not start then) "when I told him how the 'Fly Away' went down to
+Davy, and her lovers went aloft, reefed close afore the wind--'Then,'
+says he, 'they've got a damned sound seaman on the Jordan, and so help
+me! him that's good enough to row my girl from open sea, gales poundin'
+and breakers showin' teeth across the bar to Maita Point, is good enough
+for use where seas is still and reefs ain't fashionable.'"
+
+Roscoe's face looked haggard as it now turned towards us. "If you will
+meet me," he said to the stranger, "to-morrow morning, in Mr. Devlin's
+office at Viking, I will hand you over Phil Boldrick's legacy."
+
+The man made as if he would shake hands with Roscoe, who appeared not to
+notice the motion, and then said: "I'll be there. You can bank on that;
+and, as we used to say down in the Spicy Isles, where neither of you
+have been, I s'pose, Talofa!"
+
+He swung away down the hillside.
+
+Roscoe turned to me. "You see, Marmion, all things circle to a centre.
+The trail seems long, but the fox gets killed an arm's length from his
+hole."
+
+"Not always. You take it too seriously," I said. "You are no fox."
+
+"That man will be in at the death," he persisted.
+
+"Nonsense, Roscoe. He does not know you. What has he to do with you?
+This is overwrought nerves. You are killing yourself with worry."
+
+He was motionless and silent for a minute. Then he said very quietly:
+"No, I do not think that I really worry now. I have known"--here he laid
+his hand upon my shoulder and his eyes had a shining look--"what it is
+to be happy, unspeakably happy, for a moment; and that stays with me. I
+am a coward no longer."
+
+He drew his finger tips slowly across his forehead. Then he continued:
+"To-morrow I shall be angry with myself, no doubt, for having that
+moment's joy, but I cannot feel so now. I shall probably condemn myself
+for cruel selfishness; but I have touched life's highest point this
+afternoon, Marmion."
+
+I drew his hand down from my shoulder and pressed it. It was cold.
+He withdrew his eyes from the mountain, and said: "I have had dreams,
+Marmion, and they are over. I lived in one: to expiate--to wipe out--a
+past, by spending my life for others. The expiation is not enough. I
+lived in another: to win a woman's love; and I have, and was caught
+up by it for a moment, and it was wonderful. But it is over now, quite
+over. ... And now for her sake renunciation must be made, before I have
+another dream--a long one, Marmion."
+
+I had forebodings, but I pulled myself together and said firmly:
+"Roscoe, these are fancies. Stop it, man. You are moody. Come, let us
+walk, and talk of other things."
+
+"No, we will not walk," he said, "but let us sit there on the coping
+and be quiet--quiet in that roar between the hills." Suddenly he swung
+round, caught me by the shoulders and held me gently so.
+
+"I have a pain at my heart, Marmion, as if I'd heard my death sentence;
+such as a soldier feels who knows that Death looks out at him from iron
+eyes. You smile: I suppose you think I am mad."
+
+I saw that it was best to let him speak his mind. So I answered: "Not
+mad, my friend. Say on what you like. Tell me all you feel. Only, for
+God's sake be brave, and don't give up until there's occasion. I am sure
+you exaggerate your danger, whatever it is."
+
+"Listen for a minute," said he: "I had a brother Edward, as good a lad
+as ever was; a boisterous, healthy fellow. We had an old nurse in our
+family who came from Irish hills, faithful and kind to us both. There
+came a change over Edward. He appeared not to take the same interest in
+his sports. One day he came to me, looking a bit pale, and said: 'Galt,
+I think I should like to study for the Church.' I laughed at it, yet
+it troubled me in a way, for I saw he was not well. I told Martha,
+the nurse. She shook her head sadly, and said: 'Edward is not for the
+Church, but you, my lad. He is for heaven.'
+
+"'For heaven, Martha?' laughed I.
+
+"'In truth for heaven,' she replied, 'and that soon. The look of his eye
+is doom. I've seen it since I swaddled him, and he will go suddenly.'
+
+"I was angry, and I said to her,--though she thought she spoke the
+truth,--'This is only Irish croaking. We'll have the banshee next.'
+
+"She got up from her chair and answered me solemnly: 'Galt Roscoe, I
+HAVE heard the banshee wail, and sorrow falls upon your home. And don't
+you be so hard with me that have loved you, and who suffers for the lad
+that often and often lay upon my breast. Don't be so hard; for your day
+of trouble comes too. You, not he, will be priest at the altar. Death
+will come to him like a swift and easy sleep; but you will feel its
+hand upon your heart and know its hate for many a day, and bear the slow
+pangs of it until your life is all crushed, and you go from the world
+alone, Love crying after you and not able to save you, not even the love
+of woman--weaker than death.... And, in my grave, when that day comes
+beside a great mountain in a strange land, I will weep and pray for you;
+for I was mother to you too, when yours left you alone bewhiles, never,
+in this world, to come back.'
+
+"And, Marmion, that night towards morning, as I lay in the same room
+with Edward, I heard his breath stop sharply. I jumped up and drew aside
+the curtains to let in the light, and then I knew that the old woman
+spoke true.... And now!... Well, I am like Hamlet--and I can say with
+him: 'But thou wouldst not think how ill all's here about my heart--but
+it is no matter!"'....
+
+I tried to laugh and talk away his brooding, but there was little
+use, his convictions were so strong. Besides, what can you do with a
+morbidness which has its origin in fateful circumstances?
+
+I devoutly wished that a telegram would come from Winnipeg to let me
+know if Boyd Madras, under his new name, could be found. I was a hunter
+on a faint trail.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVIII. THE STRINGS OF DESTINY
+
+When Phil's pal left us he went wandering down the hillside, talking
+to himself. Long afterwards he told me how he felt, and I reproduce his
+phrases as nearly as I can.
+
+"Knocked 'em, I guess," he said, "with that about Jo Brackenbury....
+Poor Jo! Stuck together, him and me did, after she got the steel in her
+heart."... He pulled himself together, shuddering.... "Went back on me,
+she did, and took up with a cursed swell, and got it cold--cold. And I?
+By Judas! I never was shut of that. I've known women, many of 'em, all
+countries, but she was different. I expect now, after all these years,
+that if I got my hand on the devil that done for her, I'd rattle
+his breath in his throat. There's things that clings. She clings, Jo
+Brackenbury clings, and Phil Boldrick clings; and they're gone, and I'm
+left to go it alone. To play the single hand--what!--by Jiminy!"
+
+He exclaimed thus on seeing two women approach from the direction of
+the valley. He stood still, mouth open, staring. They drew near, almost
+passed him. But one of them, struck by his intense gaze, suddenly turned
+and came towards him.
+
+"Miss Falchion! Miss Falchion!" he cried. Then, when she hesitated as if
+with an effort of memory, he added: "Don't you know me?"
+
+"Ah," she replied abruptly, "Sam Kilby! Are you Sam Kilby, Jo
+Brackenbury's friend, from Samoa?"
+
+"Yes, miss, I'm Jo Brackenbury's friend; and I've rowed you across the
+reefs with him more than once I guess so! But it's a long way from Apia
+to the Rockies, and it's funny to meet here."
+
+"When did you come here--and from where?"
+
+"I come to-day from the Hudson's Bay post at Danger Mountain. I'm Phil
+Boldrick's pal."
+
+"Ah," she said again, with a look in her eyes not pleasant to see, "and
+what brings you up here in the hills?" Hers was more than an ordinary
+curiosity.
+
+"I come to see the Padre who was with Phil--when he left. And the
+Padre's a fair square sort, as I reckon him, but melancholy, almighty
+melancholy."
+
+"Yes, melancholy, I suppose," she said, "and fair square, as you say.
+And what did you say and do?"
+
+"Why, we yarned about Phil, and where I'd get the legacy to-morrow; and
+I s'pose I had a strong breeze on the quarter, for I talked as free as
+if we'd grubbed out of the same dough-pan since we was kiddies."
+
+"Yes?"
+
+"Yes siree; I don't know how it was, but I got to reelin' off about
+Jo--queer, wasn't it? And I told 'em how he went down in the 'Fly
+Away', and how the lovely ladies--you remember how we used to call the
+whitecaps lovely ladies--fondled him out to sea and on to heaven."
+
+"And what did--the Padre--think of that?"
+
+"Well, he's got a heart, I should say, and that's why Phil cottoned to
+him, maybe,--for he looked as if he'd seen ghosts. I guess he'd never
+had a craft runnin' 'tween a sand-bar and a ragged coral bank; nor seen
+a girl like the 'Fly Away' take a buster in her teeth; nor a man-of-war
+come bundlin' down upon a nasty glacis, the captain on the bridge,
+engines goin' for all they're worth, every man below battened in,
+and every Jack above watchin' the fight between the engines and the
+hurricane.... Here she rolls six fathoms from the glacis that'll rip her
+copper garments off, and the quiverin' engines pull her back; and she
+swings and struggles and trembles between hell in the hurricane and God
+A'mighty in the engines; till at last she gets her nose at the neck of
+the open sea and crawls out safe and sound.... I guess he'd have more
+marble in his cheeks, if he saw likes o' that, Miss Falchion?"
+
+Kilby paused and wiped his forehead.
+
+She had listened calmly. She did not answer his question. She said:
+"Kilby, I am staying at the summer hotel up there. Will you call on
+me--let me see.... say, to-morrow afternoon?--Some one will tell you the
+way, if you do not know it.... Ask for MRS. Falchion, Kilby, not Miss
+Falchion.... You will come?"
+
+"Why, yes," he replied, "you can count on me; for I'd like to hear of
+things that happened after I left Apia--and how it is that you are Mrs.
+Falchion, for that's mighty queer."
+
+"You shall hear all that and more." She held out her hand to him and
+smiled. He took it, and she knew that now she was gathering up the
+strings of destiny.
+
+They parted.
+
+The two passed on, looking, in their cool elegance, as if life were the
+most pleasant thing; as though the very perfume of their garments would
+preserve them from that plague called trouble.
+
+"Justine," said Mrs. Falchion, "there is one law stranger than all; the
+law of coincidence. Perhaps the convenience of modern travel assists
+it, but fate is in it also. Events run in circles. People connected with
+them travel that way also. We pass and re-pass each other many times,
+but on different paths, until we come close and see each other face to
+face."
+
+She was speaking almost the very words which Roscoe had spoken to me.
+But perhaps there was nothing strange in that.
+
+"Yes, madame," replied Justine; "it is so, but there is a law greater
+than coincidence."
+
+"What, Justine?"
+
+"The law of love, which is just and merciful, and would give peace
+instead of trouble."
+
+Mrs. Falchion looked closely at Justine, and, after a moment, evidently
+satisfied, said: "What do you know of love?"
+
+Justine tried hard for composure, and answered gently: "I loved my
+brother Hector."
+
+"And did it make you just and merciful and--an angel?"
+
+"Madame, you could answer that better. But it has not made me be at war;
+it has made me patient."
+
+"Your love--for your brother--has made you that?" Again she looked
+keenly, but Justine now showed nothing but earnestness.
+
+"Yes, madame."
+
+Mrs. Falchion paused for a moment, and seemed intent on the beauty of
+the pine-belted hills, capped by snowy peaks, and wrapped in a most
+hearty yet delicate colour. The red of her parasol threw a warm soft
+ness upon her face. She spoke now without looking at Justine.
+
+"Justine, did you ever love any one besides your brother?--I mean
+another man."
+
+Justine was silent for a moment, and then she said: "Yes, once." She was
+looking at the hills now, and Mrs. Falchion at her.
+
+"And you were happy?" Here Mrs. Falchion abstractedly toyed with a piece
+of lace on Justine's arm. Such acts were unusual with her.
+
+"I was happy--in loving."
+
+"Why did you not marry?"
+
+"Madame--it was impossible--quite." This, with hesitation and the
+slightest accent of pain.
+
+"Why impossible? You have good looks, you were born a lady; you have a
+foolish heart--the fond are foolish." She watched the girl keenly,
+the hand ceased to toy with the lace, and caught the arm itself--"Why
+impossible?"
+
+"Madame, he did not love me, he never could."
+
+"Did he know of your love?"
+
+"Oh no, no!" This with trouble in her voice.
+
+"And you have never forgotten?"
+
+The catechism was merciless; but Mrs. Falchion was not merely malicious.
+She was inquiring of a thing infinitely important to her. She was
+searching the heart of another, not only because she was suspicious, but
+because she wanted to know herself better.
+
+"It is easy to remember."
+
+"Is it long since you saw him?"
+
+The question almost carried terror with it, for she was not quite sure
+why Mrs. Falchion questioned her. She lifted her eyes slowly, and there
+was in them anxiety and joy. "It seems," she said, "like years."
+
+"He loves some one else, perhaps?"
+
+"Yes, I think so, madame."
+
+"Did you hate her?"
+
+"Oh no; I am glad for him."
+
+Here Mrs. Falchion spoke sharply, almost bitterly. Even through her soft
+colour a hardness appeared. "You are glad for him? You would see another
+woman in his arms and not be full of anger?"
+
+"Quite."
+
+"Justine, you are a fool."
+
+"Madame, there is no commandment against being a fool."
+
+"Oh, you make me angry with your meekness!" Here Mrs. Falchion caught a
+twig from a tree by her, snapped it in her fingers, and petulantly threw
+its pieces to the ground. "Suppose that the man had once loved you, and
+afterwards loved another--then again another?"
+
+"Madame, that would be my great misfortune, but it might be no wrong in
+him."
+
+"How not a wrong in him?"
+
+"It may have been my fault. There must be love in both--great love, for
+it to last."
+
+"And if the woman loved him not at all?"
+
+"Where, then, could be the wrong in him?"
+
+"And if he went from you,"--here her voice grew dry and her words were
+sharp,--"and took a woman from the depths of--oh, no matter what! and
+made her commit--crime--and was himself a criminal?"
+
+"It is horrible to think of; but I should ask myself how much I was to
+blame.... What would you ask yourself, madame?"
+
+"You have a strain of the angel in you, Justine. You would forgive Judas
+if he said, 'Peccavi.' I have a strain of Satan--it was born in me--I
+would say, You have sinned, now suffer."
+
+"God give you a softer heart," said Justine, with tender boldness and
+sincerity.
+
+At this Mrs. Falchion started slightly, and trouble covered her face.
+She assumed, however, a tone almost brusque, artificially airy and
+unimportant.
+
+"There, that will do, thank you.... We have become serious and
+incomprehensible. Let us talk of other things. I want to be gay....
+Amuse me."
+
+Arrived at the hotel, she told Justine that she must not be disturbed
+till near dinner-time, and withdrew to her sitting-room. There she sat
+and thought, as she had never done in her life before. She thought upon
+everything that had happened since the day when she met Galt Roscoe on
+the 'Fulvia'; of a certain evening in England, before he took orders,
+when he told her, in retort to some peculiarly cutting remark of hers,
+that she was the evil genius of his life: that evening when her heart
+grew hard, as she had once said it should always be to him, and she
+determined again, after faltering many times, that just such a genius
+she would be; of the strange meeting in the rapids at the Devil's Slide,
+and the irony of it; and the fact that he had saved her life--on
+that she paused a while; of Ruth Devlin--and here she was swayed by
+conflicting emotions; of the scene at the mill, and Phil Boldrick's
+death and funeral; of the service in the church where she meant to mock
+him, and, instead, mocked herself; of the meeting with Tonga Sam; of all
+that Justine had said to her: then again of the far past in Samoa, with
+which Galt Roscoe was associated, and of that first vow of vengeance for
+a thing he had done; and how she had hesitated to fulfil it year after
+year till now.
+
+Passing herself slowly back and forth before her eyes, she saw that she
+had lived her life almost wholly alone; that no woman had ever cherished
+her as a friend, and that on no man's breast had she ever laid her head
+in trust and love. She had been loved, but it had never brought her
+satisfaction. From Justine there was devotion; but it had, as she
+thought, been purchased, paid for, like the labour of a ploughboy.
+And if she saw now in Justine's eyes a look of friendship, a note of
+personal allegiance, she knew it was because she herself had grown more
+human.
+
+Her nature had been stirred. Her natural heart was struggling against
+her old bitterness towards Galt Roscoe and her partial hate of Ruth
+Devlin. Once Roscoe had loved her, and she had not loved him. Then, on a
+bitter day for him, he did a mad thing. The thing became--though neither
+of them knew it at the time, and he not yet--a great injury to her, and
+this had called for the sharp retaliation which she had the power to
+use. But all had not happened as she expected; for something called Love
+had been conceived in her very slowly, and was now being born, and sent,
+trembling for its timid life, into the world.
+
+She closed her eyes with weariness, and pressed her hands to her
+temples.
+
+She wondered why she could not be all evil or all good. She spoke and
+acted against Ruth Devlin, and yet she pitied her. She had the nettle to
+sting Roscoe to death, and yet she hesitated to use it. She had said to
+herself that she would wait till the happiest moment of his life, and
+then do so. Well, his happiest moment had come. Ruth Devlin's heart was
+all out, all blossomed--beside Mrs. Falchion's like some wild flower
+to the aloe.... Only now she had come to know that she had a heart.
+Something had chilled her at her birth, and when her mother died, a
+stranger's kiss closed up all the ways to love, and left her an icicle.
+She was twenty-eight years old, and yet she had never kissed a face
+in joy or to give joy. And now, when she had come to know herself, and
+understand what others understand when they are little children in
+their mother's arms, she had to bow to the spirit that denies. She drew
+herself up with a quiver of the body.
+
+"O God!" she said, "do I hate him or love him!" Her head dropped in her
+hands. She sat regardless of time, now scarcely stirring, desperately
+quiet. The door opened softly and Justine entered. "Madame," she said,
+"pardon me; I am so sorry, but Miss Devlin has come to see you, and I
+thought--"
+
+"You thought, Justine, that I would see her." There was unmistakable
+irony in her voice. "Very well.... Show her in."
+
+She rose, stretched out her arms as if to free herself of a burden,
+smoothed her hair, composed herself, and waited, the afternoon sun just
+falling across her burnished shoes, giving her feet of gold. She chanced
+to look down at them. A strange memory came to her: words that she
+had heard Roscoe read in church. The thing was almost grotesque in its
+association. "How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him who
+bringeth glad tidings, who publisheth peace!"
+
+Ruth Devlin entered, saying, "I have come, to ask you if you will dine
+with us next Monday evening?"
+
+Then she explained the occasion of the dinner party, and said: "You see,
+though it is formal, I am asking our guests informally;" and she added
+as neutrally and as lightly as she could--"Mr. Roscoe and Dr. Marmion
+have been good enough to say that they will come. Of course, a dinner
+party as it should be is quite impossible to us simple folk, but when a
+lieutenant-governor commands, we must do the best we can--with the help
+of our friends."
+
+Mrs. Falchion was delighted, she said, and then they talked of trivial
+matters, Ruth smoothing out the folds of her riding-dress with her whip
+more earnestly, in preoccupation, than the act called for. At last she
+said, in the course of the formal talk: "You have travelled much?"
+
+"Yes, that has been my lot," was the reply; and she leaned back in the
+gold-trimmed cane chair, her feet still in the belt of sunlight.
+
+"I have often wished that I might travel over the ocean," said Ruth,
+"but here I remain--what shall I say?--a rustic in a bandbox, seeing the
+world through a pin-hole. That is the way my father puts it. Except, of
+course, that I think it very inspiring to live out here among wonderful
+mountains, which, as Mr. Roscoe says, are the most aristocratic of
+companions."
+
+Some one in the next room was playing the piano idly yet expressively.
+The notes of Il Trovatore kept up a continuous accompaniment to their
+talk, varying, as if by design, with its meaning and importance, and yet
+in singular contrast at times to their thoughts and words. It was almost
+sardonic in its monotonous persistence.
+
+"Travel is not all, believe me, Miss Devlin," was the indolent reply.
+"Perhaps the simpler life is the happier. The bandbox is not the worst
+that may come to one--when one is born to it. I am not sure but it is
+the best. I doubt that when one has had the fever of travel and the
+world, the bandbox is permanently habitable again."
+
+Mrs. Falchion was keen; she had found her opportunity.
+
+On the result of this duel, if Ruth Devlin but knew it, depends her own
+and another's happiness. It is not improbable, however, that something
+of this was in her mind. She shifted her chair so that her face was not
+so much in the light. But the belt of sunlight was broadening from Mrs.
+Falchion's feet to her dress.
+
+"You think not?" Ruth asked slowly.
+
+The reply was not important in tone. Mrs. Falchion had picked up a paper
+knife and was bending it to and fro between her fingers.
+
+"I think not. Particularly with a man, who is, we will say, by
+nature, adventurous and explorative. I think if, in some mad moment, I
+determined to write a novel, it should be of such a man. He flies wide
+and far; he sees all; he feeds on novelty; he passes from experience to
+experience--liberal pleasures of mind and sense all the way. Well, he
+tires of Egypt and its flesh-pots. He has seen as he hurried on--I hope
+I am not growing too picturesque--too much of women, too many men. He
+has been unwise--most men are. Perhaps he has been more than unwise; he
+has made a great mistake, a social mistake--or crime--less or more.
+If it is a small one, the remedy is not so difficult. Money, friends,
+adroitness, absence, long retirement, are enough. If a great one, and he
+is sensitive--and sated--he flies, he seeks seclusion. He is afflicted
+with remorse. He is open to the convincing pleasures of the simple and
+unadorned life; he is satisfied with simple people. The snuff of the
+burnt candle of enjoyment he calls regret, repentance. He gives himself
+the delights of introspection, and wishes he were a child again--yes,
+indeed it is so, dear Miss Devlin."
+
+Ruth sat regarding her, her deep eyes glowing. Mrs. Falchion continued:
+"In short, he finds the bandbox, as you call it, suited to his
+renunciations. Its simplicities, which he thinks is regeneration, are
+only new sensations. But--you have often noticed the signification of
+a 'but,'" she added, smiling, tapping her cheek lightly with the ivory
+knife--"but the hour arrives when the bandbox becomes a prison, when
+the simple hours cloy. Then the ordinary incident is merely gauche, and
+expiation a bore.
+
+"I see by your face that you understand quite what I mean.... Well,
+these things occasionally happen. The great mistake follows the man,
+and, by a greater misery, breaks the misery of the bandbox; or the man
+himself, hating his captivity, becomes reckless, does some mad thing,
+and has a miserable end. Or again, some one who holds the key to his
+mistake comes in from the world he has left, and considers--considers,
+you understand!--whether to leave him to work out his servitude, or,
+mercifully--if he is not altogether blind--permit him the means of
+escape to his old world, to the life to which he was born--away from
+the bandbox and all therein.... I hope I have not tired you--I am sure I
+have."
+
+Ruth saw the full meaning of Mrs. Falchion's words. She realised
+that her happiness, his happiness--everything--was at stake. All Mrs.
+Falchion's old self was battling with her new self. She had determined
+to abide by the result of this meeting. She had spoken in a half gay
+tone, but her words were not everything; the woman herself was there,
+speaking in every feature and glance. Ruth had listened with an
+occasional change of colour, but also with an outward pride to which she
+seemed suddenly to have grown. But her heart was sick and miserable. How
+could it be otherwise, reading, as she did, the tale just told her in a
+kind, of allegory, in all its warning, nakedness, and vengeance? But she
+detected, too, an occasional painful movement of Mrs. Falchion's lips,
+a kind of trouble in the face. She noticed it at first vaguely as she
+listened to the music in the other room; but at length she interpreted
+it aright, and she did not despair. She did not then follow her first
+impulse to show that she saw the real meaning of that speech, and rise
+and say, "You are insulting," and bid her good-day.
+
+After all, where was the ground for the charge of insult? The words had
+been spoken impersonally. So, after a moment, she said, as she drew a
+glove from a hand slightly trembling: "And you honestly think it is the
+case: that one having lived such a life as you describe so unusually,
+would never be satisfied with a simple life?"
+
+"My dear, never--not such a man as I describe. I know the world."
+
+"But suppose not quite such an one; suppose one that had not been
+so--intense; so much the social gladiator; who had business of life as
+well,"--here the girl grew pale, for this was a kind of talk unfamiliar
+and painful to her, but to be endured for her cause,--"as well as
+'the flesh-pots of Egypt;' who had made no wicked mistakes--would he
+necessarily end as you say?"
+
+"I am speaking of the kind of man who had made such mistakes, and he
+would end as I say. Few men, if any, would leave the world for--the
+bandbox, shall I still say? without having a Nemesis."
+
+"But the Nemesis need not, as you say yourself, be inevitable.
+The person who holds the key of his life, the impersonation of his
+mistake--"
+
+"His CRIMINAL mistake," Mrs. Falchion interrupted, her hand with the
+ivory knife now moveless in that belt of sunlight across her knees.
+
+"His criminal mistake," Ruth repeated, wincing--"might not it become
+changed into mercy, and the man be safe?"
+
+"Safe? Perhaps. But he would tire of the pin-hole just the same.... My
+dear, you do not know life."
+
+"But, Mrs. Falchion," said the girl, now very bravely, "I know the
+crude elements of justice. That is one plain thing taught here in the
+mountains. We have swift reward and punishment--no hateful things called
+Nemesis. The meanest wretch here in the West, if he has a quarrel,
+avenges himself openly and at once. Actions are rough and ready,
+perhaps, but that is our simple way. Hate is manly--and womanly
+too--when it is open and brave. But when it haunts and shadows, it is
+not understood here."
+
+Mrs. Falchion sat during this speech, the fingers of one hand idly
+drumming the arm of her chair, as idly as when on board the 'Fulvia' she
+listened to me telling that story of Anson and his wife. Outwardly her
+coolness was remarkable. But she was really admiring, and amazed at
+Ruth's adroitness and courage. She appreciated fully the skilful duel
+that had kept things on the surface, and had committed neither of
+them to anything personal. It was a battle--the tragical battle of a
+drawing-room.
+
+When Ruth had ended, she said slowly: "You speak very earnestly. You do
+your mountains justice; but each world has its code. It is good for some
+men to be followed by a slow hatred--it all depends on themselves. There
+are some who wish to meet their fate and its worst, and others who would
+forget it. The latter are in the most danger always."
+
+Ruth rose.
+
+She stepped forward slightly, so that her feet also were within
+the sunlight. The other saw this; it appeared to interest her. Ruth
+looked--as such a girl can look--with incredible sincerity into Mrs.
+Falchion's eyes, and said: "Oh, if I knew such a man, I would be
+sorry--sorry for him; and if I also knew that his was only a mistake and
+not a crime, or, if the crime itself had been repented of, and atonement
+made, I would beg some one--some one better than I--to pray for him. And
+I would go to the person who had his life and career at disposal, and
+would say to her, if it were a woman, oh, remember that it is not he
+alone who would suffer! I would beg that woman--if it were a woman--to
+be merciful, as she one day must ask for mercy."
+
+The girl as she stood there, all pale, yet glowing with the white light
+of her pain, was beautiful, noble, compelling. Mrs. Falchion now rose
+also. She was altogether in the sunlight now. From the piano in the
+next room came a quick change of accompaniment, and a voice was heard
+singing, as if to the singer's self, 'Il balen del suo sorris'. It is
+hard to tell how far such little incidents affected her in what she
+did that afternoon; but they had their influence. She said: "You are
+altruistic--or are you selfish, or both?... And should the woman--if it
+were a woman--yield, and spare the man, what would you do?"
+
+"I would say that she had been merciful and kind, and that one in this
+world would pray for her when she needed prayers most."
+
+"You mean when she was old,"--Mrs. Falchion shrank a little at the sound
+of her own words. Now her careless abandon was gone; she seemed to be
+following her emotions. "When she was old," she continued, "and came
+to die? It is horrible to grow old, except one has been a saint--and
+a mother.... And even then--have you ever seen them, the women of
+that Egypt of which we spoke--powdered, smirking over their champagne,
+because they feel for an instant a false pulse of their past?--See how
+eloquent your mountains make me!--I think that would make one hard and
+cruel; and one would need the prayers of a churchful of good women, even
+as good--as you."
+
+She could not resist a touch of irony in the last words, and Ruth, who
+had been ready to take her hand impulsively, was stung. But she
+replied nothing; and the other, after waiting, added, with a sudden
+and wonderful kindness: "I say what is quite true. Women might dislike
+you--many of them would--though you could not understand why; but you
+are good, and that, I suppose, is the best thing in the world. Yes, you
+are good," she said musingly, and then she leaned forward and quickly
+kissed the girl's cheek. "Good-bye," she said, and then she turned her
+head resolutely away.
+
+They stood there both in the sunlight, both very quiet, but their hearts
+were throbbing with new sensations. Ruth knew that she had conquered,
+and, with her eyes all tearful, she looked steadily, yearningly at the
+woman before her; but she knew it was better she should say little now,
+and, with a motion of the hand in good-bye,--she could do no more,--she
+slowly went to the door. There she paused and looked back, but the other
+was still turned away.
+
+For a minute Mrs. Falchion stood looking at the door through which the
+girl had passed, then she caught close the curtains of the window, and
+threw herself upon the sofa with a sobbing laugh.
+
+"To her--I played the game of mercy to her!" she cried. "And she has his
+love, the love which I rejected once, and which I want now--to my shame!
+A hateful and terrible love. I, who ought to say to him, as I so long
+determined: 'You shall be destroyed. You killed my sister, poor Alo;
+if not with a knife yourself you killed her heart, and that is just the
+same.' I never knew until now what a heart is when killed."
+
+She caught her breast as though it hurt her, and, after a moment,
+continued: "Do hearts always ache so when they love? I was the wife of a
+good man oh! he WAS a good man, who sinned for me. I see it now!--and I
+let him die--die alone!" She shuddered. "Oh, now I see, and I know
+what love such as his can be! I am punished--punished! for my love is
+impossible, horrible."
+
+There was a long silence, in which she sat looking at the floor, her
+face all grey with pain. At last the door of the room softly opened, and
+Justine entered.
+
+"May I come in, madame?" she said.
+
+"Yes, come, Justine." The voice was subdued, and there was in it what
+drew the girl swiftly to the side of Mrs. Falchion. She spoke no word,
+but gently undid the other's hair, and smoothed and brushed it softly.
+
+At last Mrs. Falchion said: "Justine, on Monday we will leave here."
+
+The girl was surprised, but she replied without comment: "Yes, madame;
+where do we go?"
+
+There was a pause; then: "I do not know. I want to go where I shall get
+rested. A village in Italy or--" she paused.
+
+"Or France, madame?" Justine was eager.
+
+Mrs. Falchion made a gesture of helplessness. "Yes, France will do....
+The way around the world is long, and I am tired." Minutes passed, and
+then she slowly said: "Justine, we will go to-morrow night."
+
+"Yes, madame, to-morrow night--and not next Monday."
+
+There was a strange only half-veiled melancholy in Mrs. Falchion's next
+words: "Do you think, Justine, that I could be happy anywhere?"
+
+"I think anywhere but here, madame."
+
+Mrs. Falchion rose to a sitting posture, and looked at the girl fixedly,
+almost fiercely. A crisis was at hand. The pity, gentleness, and honest
+solicitude of Justine's face conquered her, and her look changed to one
+of understanding and longing for companionship: sorrow swiftly welded
+their friendship.
+
+Before Mrs. Falchion slept that night, she said again: "We will leave
+here to-morrow, Justine, for ever."
+
+And Justine replied: "Yes, madame, for ever."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIX. THE SENTENCE
+
+The next morning Roscoe was quiet and calm, but he looked ten years
+older than when I had first seen him. After breakfast he said to me: "I
+have to go to the valley to pay Phil Boldrick's friend the money, and to
+see Mr. Devlin. I shall be back, perhaps, by lunchtime. Will you go with
+me, or stay here?"
+
+"I shall try to get some fishing this morning, I fancy," I said.
+"And possibly I shall idle a good deal, for my time with you here is
+shortening, and I want to have a great store of laziness behind me for
+memory, when I've got my nose to the grindstone."
+
+He turned to the door, and said: "Marmion, I wish you weren't going. I
+wish that we might be comrades under the same roof till--" He paused and
+smiled strangely.
+
+"Till the finish," I added, "when we should amble grey-headed, sans
+everything, out of the mad old world? I imagine Miss Belle Treherne
+would scarcely fancy that.... Still, we can be friends just the same.
+Our wives won't object to an occasional bout of loafing together, will
+they?"
+
+I was determined not to take him too seriously. He said nothing, and in
+a moment he was gone.
+
+I passed the morning idly enough, yet thinking, too, very much about
+my friend. I was anxiously hoping that the telegram from Winnipeg would
+come. About noon it came. It was not known quite in what part of the
+North-west, Madras (under his new name) was, for the corps of mounted
+police had been changed about recently. My letter had, however, been
+forwarded into the wilds.
+
+I saw no immediate way but to go to Mrs. Falchion and make a bold bid
+for his peace. I had promised Madras never to let her know that he was
+alive, but I would break the promise if Madras himself did not come.
+After considerable hesitation I started. It must be remembered that the
+events of the preceding chapter were only known to me afterwards.
+
+Justine Caron was passing through the hall of the hotel when I arrived.
+After greetings, she said that Mrs. Falchion might see me, but that they
+were very busy; they were leaving in the evening for the coast. Here
+was a pleasant revelation! I was so confused with delight at the
+information, that I could think of nothing more sensible to say than
+that the unexpected always happens. By this time we were within Mrs.
+Falchion's sitting-room. And to my remark, Justine replied "Yes, it is
+so. One has to reckon most with the accidents of life. The expected is
+either pleasant or unpleasant; there is no middle place."
+
+"You are growing philosophic," said I playfully. "Monsieur," she said
+gravely, "I hope as I live and travel, I grow a little wiser." Still she
+lingered, her hand upon the door.
+
+"I had thought that you were always wise."
+
+"Oh no, no! How can you say so? I have been very foolish sometimes."...
+She came back towards me. "If I am wiser I am also happier," she added.
+
+In that moment we understood each other; that is, I read how unselfish
+this girl could be, and she knew thoroughly the source of my anxiety,
+and was glad that she could remove it.
+
+"I would not speak to any one save you," she said, "but do you not also
+think that it is good we go?"
+
+"I have been thinking so, but I hesitated to say so," was my reply.
+
+"You need not hesitate," she said earnestly. "We have both understood,
+and I know that you are to be trusted."
+
+"Not always," I said, remembering that one experience of mine with
+Mrs. Falchion on the 'Fulvia'. Holding the back of a chair, and looking
+earnestly at me, she continued: "Once, on the vessel, you remember, in
+a hint so very little, I made it appear that madame was selfish.... I
+am sorry. Her heart was asleep. Now, it is awake. She is unselfish. The
+accident of our going away is hers. She goes to leave peace behind." "I
+am most glad," said I. "And you think there will be peace?"
+
+"Surely, since this has come, that will come also."
+
+"And you--Mademoiselle?" I should not have asked that question had I
+known more of the world. It was tactless and unkind.
+
+"For me it is no matter at all. I do not come in anywhere. As I said, I
+am happy."
+
+And turning quickly, yet not so quickly but that I saw her cheeks were
+flushed, she passed out of the room. In a moment Mrs. Falchion entered.
+There was something new in her carriage, in her person. She came towards
+me, held out her hand, and said, with the same old half-quizzical tone:
+"Have you, with your unerring instinct, guessed that I was leaving, and
+so come to say good-bye?"
+
+"You credit me too highly. No, I came to see you because I had an
+inclination. I did not guess that you were going until Miss Caron told
+me."
+
+"An inclination to see me is not your usual instinct, is it? Was it some
+special impulse, based on a scientific calculation--at which, I suppose,
+you are an adeptor curiosity? Or had it a purpose? Or were you bored,
+and therefore sought the most startling experience you could conceive?"
+She deftly rearranged some flowers in a jar.
+
+"I can plead innocence of all directly; I am guilty of all indirectly:
+I was impelled to come. I reasoned--if that is scientific--on what I
+should say if I did come, knowing how inclined I was to--"
+
+"To get beyond my depth," she interrupted, and she motioned me to a
+chair.
+
+"Well, let it be so," said I. "I was curious to know what kept you in
+this sylvan, and I fear, to you, half-barbaric spot. I was bored with
+myself; and I had some purpose in coming, or I should not have had the
+impulse."
+
+She was leaning back in her chair easily, not languidly. She seemed
+reposeful, yet alert.
+
+"How wonderfully you talk!" she said, with good-natured mockery. "You
+are scientifically frank. You were bored with yourself.--Then there
+is some hope for your future wife.... We have had many talks in our
+acquaintance, Dr. Marmion, but none so interesting as this promises to
+be. But now tell me what your purpose was in coming. 'Purpose' seems
+portentous, but quite in keeping."
+
+I noticed here the familiar, almost imperceptible click of the small
+white teeth.
+
+Was I so glad she was going that I was playful, elated? "My purpose,"
+said I, "has no point now; for even if I were to propose to amuse
+you--I believe that was the old formula--by an idle day somewhere, by an
+excursion, an--"
+
+"An autobiography," she broke in soothingly.
+
+"Or an autobiography," I repeated stolidly, "you would not, I fancy, be
+prepared to accept my services. There would be no chance--now that you
+are going away--for me to play the harlequin--"
+
+"Whose office you could do pleasantly if it suited you--these adaptable
+natures!"
+
+"Quite so. But it is all futile now, as I say."
+
+"Yes, you mentioned that before.--Well?"
+
+"It is well," I replied, dropping into a more meaning tone.
+
+"You say it patriarchally, but yet flatteringly." Here she casually
+offered me a flower. I mechanically placed it in my buttonhole. She
+seemed delighted at confusing me. But I kept on firmly.
+
+"I do not think," I rejoined gravely now, "that there need be any
+flattery between us."
+
+"Why?--We are not married."
+
+"That is as radically true as it is epigrammatic," blurted I.
+
+"And truth is more than epigram?"
+
+"One should delight in truth; I do delight in epigram; there seems
+little chance for choice here."
+
+It seemed to me that I had said quite what I wished there, but she only
+looked at me enigmatically.
+
+She arranged a flower in her dress as she almost idly replied, though
+she did not look me full in the face as she had done before: "Well,
+then, let me add to your present delight by saying that you may go play
+till doomsday, Dr. Marmion. Your work is done."
+
+"I do not understand."
+
+Her eyes were on me now with the directness she could so well use at
+need.
+
+"I did not suppose you would, despite your many lessons at my hands. You
+have been altruistic, Dr. Marmion; I fear critical people would say that
+you meddled. I shall only say that you are inquiring--scientific,
+or feminine--what you please!... You can now yield up your portfolio
+of--foreign affairs--of war--shall I say? and retire into sedative
+habitations, which, believe me, you become best.... What concerns
+me need concern you no longer. The enemy retreats. She offers
+truce--without conditions. She retires.... Is that enough for even you,
+Professor Marmion?"
+
+"Mrs. Falchion," I said, finding it impossible to understand why she
+had so suddenly determined to go away (for I did not know all the truth
+until afterwards--some of it long afterwards), "it is more than I dared
+to hope for, though less, I know, than you have heart to do if you
+willed so. I know that you hold some power over my friend."
+
+"Do not think," she said, "that you have had the least influence. What
+you might think, or may have intended to do, has not moved me in the
+least. I have had wrongs that you do not know. I have changed--that is
+all. I admit I intended to do Galt Roscoe harm.
+
+"I thought he deserved it. That is over. After to-night, it is not
+probable that we shall meet again. I hope that we shall not; as,
+doubtless, is your own mind."
+
+She kept looking at me with that new deep look which I had seen when she
+first entered the room.
+
+I was moved, and I saw that just at the last she had spoken under
+considerable strain. "Mrs. Falchion," said I, "I have THOUGHT harder
+things of you than I ever SAID to any one. Pray believe that, and
+believe, also, that I never tried to injure you. For the rest, I can
+make no complaint. You do not like me. I liked you once, and do now,
+when you do not depreciate yourself of purpose.... Pardon me, but I say
+this very humbly too.... I suppose I always shall like you, in spite of
+myself. You are one of the most gifted and fascinating women that I ever
+met. I have been anxious for my friend. I was concerned to make peace
+between you and your husband--"
+
+"The man who WAS my husband," she interrupted musingly.
+
+"Your husband--whom you so cruelly treated. But I confess I have found
+it impossible to withhold admiration of you."
+
+For a long time she did not reply, but she never took her eyes off my
+face, as she leaned slightly forward. Then at last she spoke more gently
+than I had ever heard her, and a glow came upon her face.
+
+"I am only human. You have me at advantage. What woman could reply
+unkindly to a speech like that? I admit I thought you held me utterly
+bad and heartless, and it made me bitter.... I had no heart--once. I had
+only a wrong, an injury, which was in my mind; not mine, but another's,
+and yet mine. Then strange things occurred.... At last I relented. I
+saw that I had better go. Yesterday I saw that; and I am going--that is
+all.... I wished to keep the edge of my intercourse with you sharp
+and uncompanionable to the end; but you have forced me at my weakest
+point...." Here she smiled somewhat painfully.... "Believe me, that is
+the way to turn a woman's weapon upon herself. You have learned much
+since we first met.... Here is my hand in friendliness, if you care to
+take it; and in good-bye, should we not meet again more formally before
+I go."
+
+"I wish now that your husband, Boyd Madras, were here," I said.
+
+She answered nothing, but she did not resent it, only shuddered a
+little.
+
+Our hands grasped silently. I was too choked to speak, and I left her.
+At that moment she blinded me to all her faults. She was a wonderful
+woman.
+
+ .....................
+
+Galt Roscoe had walked slowly along the forest-road towards the valley,
+his mind in that state of calm which, in some, might be thought numbness
+of sensation, in others fortitude--the prerogative of despair. He came
+to the point of land jutting out over the valley, where he had stood
+with Mrs. Falchion, Justine, and myself, on the morning of Phil
+Boldrick's death.
+
+He looked for a long time, and then, slowly descending the hillside,
+made his way to Mr. Devlin's office. He found Phil's pal awaiting him
+there. After a few preliminaries, the money was paid over, and Kilby
+said:
+
+"I've been to see his camping-ground. It's right enough. Viking has done
+it noble.... Now, here's what I'm goin' to do: I'm goin' to open bottles
+for all that'll drink success to Viking. A place that's stood by my
+pal, I stand by--but not with his money, mind you! No, that goes to you,
+Padre, for hospital purposes. My gift an' his.... So, sit down and write
+a receipt, or whatever it's called, accordin' to Hoyle, and you'll do me
+proud."
+
+Roscoe did as he requested, and handed the money over to Mr. Devlin for
+safe keeping, remarking, at the same time, that the matter should be
+announced on a bulletin outside the office at once.
+
+As Kilby stood chewing the end of a cigar and listening to the brief
+conversation between Roscoe and Mr. Devlin, perplexity crossed his face.
+He said, as Roscoe turned round: "There's something catchy about your
+voice, Padre. I don't know what; but it's familiar like. You never was
+on the Panama level, of course?"
+
+"Never."
+
+"Nor in Australia?"
+
+"Yes, in 1876."
+
+"I wasn't there then."
+
+Roscoe grew a shade paler, but he was firm and composed. He was
+determined to answer truthfully any question that was asked him,
+wherever it might lead.
+
+"Nor in Samoa?"
+
+There was the slightest pause, and then the reply came:
+
+"Yes, in Samoa."
+
+"Not a missionary, by gracious! Not a mickonaree in Samoa?"
+
+"No." He said nothing further. He did not feel bound to incriminate
+himself.
+
+"No? Well, you wasn't a beachcomber, nor trader, I'll swear. Was you
+there in the last half of the Seventies? That's when I was there."
+
+"Yes." The reply was quiet.
+
+"By Jingo!" The man's face was puzzled. He was about to speak again; but
+at that moment two river-drivers--boon companions, who had been hanging
+about the door--urged him to come to the tavern. This distracted him. He
+laughed, and said that he was coming, and then again, though with less
+persistency, questioned Roscoe.. "You don't remember me, I suppose?"
+
+"No, I never saw you, so far as I know, until yesterday."
+
+"No? Still, I've heard your voice. It keeps swingin' in my ears; and I
+can't remember.... I can't remember!... But we'll have a spin about it
+again, Padre." He turned to the impatient men. "All right, bully-boys,
+I'm comin'."
+
+At the door he turned and looked again at Roscoe with a sharp,
+half-amused scrutiny, then the two parted. Kilby kept his word. He was
+liberal to Viking; and Phil's memory was drunk, not in silence, many
+times that day. So that when, in the afternoon, he made up his mind
+to keep his engagement with Mrs. Falchion, and left the valley for the
+hills, he was not entirely sober. But he was apparently good-natured. As
+he idled along he talked to himself, and finally broke out into singing:
+
+ "'Then swing the long boat down the drink,
+ For the lads as pipe to go;
+ But I sink when the 'Lovely Jane' does sink,
+ To the mermaids down below.'
+
+ "'The long boat bides on its strings,' says we,
+ 'An' we bides where the long boat bides;
+ An' we'll bluff this equatorial sea,
+ Or swallow its hurricane tides.'
+
+ "But the 'Lovely Jane' she didn't go down,
+ An' she anchored at the Spicy Isles;
+ An' she sailed again to Wellington Town--
+ A matter of a thousand miles."
+
+It will be remembered that this was part of the song sung by Galt Roscoe
+on the Whi-Whi River, the day we rescued Mrs. Falchion and Justine
+Caron. Kilby sang the whole song over to himself until he reached a
+point overlooking the valley. Then he stood silent for a time, his
+glance upon the town. The walk had sobered him a little. "Phil, old
+pal," he said at last, "you ain't got the taste of raw whiskey with you
+now. When a man loses a pal he loses a grip on the world equal to all
+that pal's grip was worth.... I'm drunk, and Phil's down there among the
+worms--among the worms!... Ah!" he added in disgust, and, dashing his
+hand across his eyes, struck off into the woods again, making his way
+to the summer hotel, where he had promised to meet Mrs. Falchion. He
+inquired for her, creating some astonishment by his uncouth appearance
+and unsteady manner.
+
+He learned from Justine that Mrs. Falchion had gone to see Roscoe, and
+that he would probably meet her if he went that way. This he did. He was
+just about to issue into a partly open space by a ravine near the
+house, when he heard voices, and his own name mentioned. He stilled and
+listened.
+
+"Yes, Galt Roscoe," said a voice, "Sam Kilby is the man that loved
+Alo--loved her not as you did. He would have given her a home, have made
+her happy, perhaps. You, when Kilby was away, married her--in native
+fashion--which is no marriage--and KILLED her."
+
+"No, no, I did not kill her--that is not so. As God is my Judge, that is
+not so."
+
+"You did not kill her with the knife?... Well, I will be honest now, and
+say that I believe that, whatever I may have hinted or said before. But
+you killed her just the same when you left her."
+
+"Mercy Falchion," he said desperately, "I will not try to palliate my
+sin. But still I must set myself right with you in so far as I can. The
+very night Alo killed herself I had made up my mind to leave the navy. I
+was going to send in my papers, and come back to Apia, and marry her as
+Englishmen are married. While I remained in the navy I could not, as
+you know, marry her. It would be impossible to an English officer. I
+intended to come back and be regularly married to her."
+
+"You say that now," was the cold reply.
+
+"But it is the truth, the truth indeed. Nothing that you might say could
+make me despise myself more than I do; but I have told you all, as I
+shall have to tell it one day before a just God. You have spared me: He
+will not."
+
+"Gait Roscoe," she replied, "I am not merciful, nor am I just. I
+intended to injure you, though you will remember I saved your life that
+night by giving you a boat for escape across the bay to the 'Porcupine',
+which was then under way. The band on board, you also remember, was
+playing the music of La Grande Duchesse. You fired on the natives who
+followed. Well, Sam Kilby was with them. Your brother officers did
+not know the cause of the trouble. It was not known to any one in Apia
+exactly who it was that Kilby and the natives had tracked from Alo's
+hut."
+
+He drew his hand across his forehead dazedly.
+
+"Oh, yes I remember!" he said. "I wish I had faced the matter there and
+then. It would have been better."
+
+"I doubt that," she replied. "The natives who saw you coming from
+Alo's hut did not know you. You wisely came straight to the Consul's
+office--my father's house. And I helped you, though Alo, half-caste Alo,
+was--my sister!"
+
+Roscoe started back. "Alo--your--sister!" he exclaimed in horror.
+
+"Yes, though I did not know it till afterwards, not till just before
+my father died. Alo's father was my father; and her mother had been
+honestly married to my father by a missionary; though for my sake it
+had never been made known. You remember, also, that you carried on your
+relations with Alo secretly, and my father never suspected it was you."
+
+"Your sister!" Roscoe was white and sick.
+
+"Yes. And now you understand my reason for wishing you ill, and for
+hating you to the end."
+
+"Yes," he said despairingly, "I see."
+
+She was determined to preserve before him the outer coldness of her
+nature to the last.
+
+"Let us reckon together," she said. "I helped to--in fact, I saved your
+life at Apia. You helped to save my life at the Devil's Slide. That is
+balanced. You did me--the honour to say that you loved me once. Well,
+one of my race loved you. That is balanced also. My sister's death
+came through you. There is no balance to that. What shall balance Alo's
+death? ... I leave you to think that over. It is worth thinking about.
+I shall keep your secret, too. Kilby does not know you. I doubt that he
+ever saw you, though, as I said, he followed you with the natives that
+night in Apia. He was to come to see me to-day. I think I intended to
+tell him all, and shift--the duty--of punishment on his shoulders, which
+I do not doubt he would fulfil. But he shall not know. Do not ask why. I
+have changed my mind, that is all. But still the account remains a
+long one. You will have your lifetime to reckon with it, free from any
+interference on my part; for, if I can help it, we shall never meet
+again in this world--never.... And now, good-bye."
+
+Without a gesture of farewell she turned and left him standing there, in
+misery and bitterness, but in a thankfulness too, more for Ruth's sake
+than his own. He raised his arms with a despairing motion, then let them
+drop heavily to his side....
+
+And then two strong hands caught his throat, a body pressed hard against
+him, and he was borne backward--backward--to the cliff!
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XX. AFTER THE STORM
+
+I was sitting on the verandah, writing a letter to Belle Treherne. The
+substantial peace of a mountain evening was on me. The air was clear,
+and full of the scent of the pines and cedars, and the rumble of the
+rapids came musically down the canon. I lifted my head and saw an eagle
+sailing away to the snow-topped peak of Trinity, and then turned to
+watch the orioles in the trees. The hour was delightful. It made me
+feel how grave mere living is, how noble even the meanest of us becomes
+sometimes--in those big moments when we think the world was built for
+us. It is half egotism, half divinity; but why quarrel with it?
+
+I was young, ambitious; and Love and I were at that moment the only
+figures in the universe really deserving attention! I looked on down
+a lane of cedars before me, seeing in imagination a long procession of
+pleasant things; of--As I looked, another procession moved through the
+creatures of my dreams, so that they shrank away timidly, then utterly,
+and this new procession came on and on, until--I suddenly rose, and
+started forward fearfully, to see--unhappy reality!--the body of Galt
+Roscoe carried towards me.
+
+Then a cold wind seemed to blow from the glacier above and killed all
+the summer. A man whispered to me: "We found him at the bottom of the
+ravine yonder. He'd fallen over, I suppose."
+
+I felt his heart. "He is not dead, thank God!" I said.
+
+"No, sir," said the other, "but he's all smashed." They brought him
+in and laid him on his bed. I sent one of the party for the doctor at
+Viking, and myself set to work, with what appliances I had, to deal with
+the dreadful injuries. When the doctor came, together we made him into
+the semblance of a man again. His face was but slightly injured, though
+his head had received severe hurts. I think that I alone saw the marks
+on his throat; and I hid them. I guessed the cause, but held my peace.
+
+I had sent round at once to James Devlin (but asked him not to come till
+morning), and also to Mrs. Falchion; but I begged her not to come at
+all. I might have spared her that; for, as I afterwards knew, she had
+no intention of coming. She had learned of the accident on her way to
+Viking, and had turned back; but only to wait and know the worst or the
+best.
+
+About midnight I was left alone with Roscoe. Once, earlier in the
+evening, he had recognised me and smiled faintly, but I had shaken
+my head, and he had said nothing. Now, however, he was looking at me
+earnestly. I did not speak. What he had to tell me was best told in his
+own time.
+
+At last he said faintly: "Marmion, shall I die soon?"
+
+I knew that frankness was best, and I replied: "I cannot tell, Roscoe.
+There is a chance of your living."
+
+He moved his head sadly. "A very faint chance?"
+
+"Yes, a faint one, but--"
+
+"Yes? 'But'?" He looked at me as though he wished it over.
+
+"But it rests with you whether the chance is worth anything. If you are
+content to die, it is gone."
+
+"I am content to die," he replied.
+
+"And there," said I, "you are wrong and selfish. You have Ruth to live
+for. Besides, if you are given the chance, you commit suicide if you do
+not take it."
+
+There was a long pause, and then he said: "You are right; I will live if
+I can, Marmion."
+
+"And now YOU are right." I nodded soothingly to him, and then asked him
+to talk no more; for I knew that fever would soon come on.
+
+He lay for a moment silent, but at length whispered: "Did you know
+it was not a fall I had?" He raised his chin and stretched his throat
+slightly, with a kind of trembling.
+
+"I thought it was not a fall," I replied.
+
+"It was Phil's pal--Kilby."
+
+"I thought that."
+
+"How could you--think it? Did--others--think so?" he asked anxiously.
+
+"No, not others; I alone. They thought it accident; they could have no
+ground for suspicion. But I had; and, besides, there were marks on your
+throat."
+
+"Nothing must happen to him, you understand. He had been drinking,
+and--and he was justified. I wronged him in Samoa, him and Mrs.
+Falchion."
+
+I nodded and put my fingers on my lips.
+
+Again there was silence. I sat and watched him, his eyes closed, his
+body was motionless. He slept for hours so, and then he waked rather
+sharply, and said half deliriously: "I could have dragged him with me,
+Marmion."
+
+"But you did not. Yes, I understand. Go to sleep again, Roscoe."
+
+Later on the fever came, and he moaned and moved his head about his
+pillow. He could not move his body--it was too much injured.
+
+There was a source of fear in Kilby. Would he recklessly announce what
+he had done, and the cause of it? After thinking it over and over, I
+concluded that he would not disclose his crimes. My conclusions were
+right, as after events showed.
+
+As for Roscoe, I feared that if he lived he must go through life maimed.
+He had a private income; therefore if he determined to work no more in
+the ministry, he would, at least, have the comforts of life.
+
+Ruth Devlin came. I went to Roscoe and told him that she wished to
+see him. He smiled sorrowfully and said: "To what end, Marmion? I am a
+drifting wreck. It will only shock her." I think he thought she would
+not love him now if he lived--a crippled man.
+
+"But is this noble? Is it just to her?" said I.
+
+After a long time he answered: "You are right again, quite right. I am
+selfish. When one is shaking between life and death, one thinks most of
+one's self."
+
+"She will help to bring you back from those places, Roscoe."
+
+"If I am delirious ever, do not let her come, will you, Marmion? Promise
+me that." I promised.
+
+I went to her. She was very calm and womanly. She entered the room, went
+quietly to his bedside, and, sitting down, took his hand. Her smile was
+pitiful and anxious, but her words were brave.
+
+"My dearest," she said, "I am so sorry. But you will soon be well, so we
+must be as patient and cheerful as we can."
+
+His eyes answered, but he did not speak. She leaned over and kissed his
+cheek. Then he said: "I hope I may get well."
+
+"This was the shadow over you," she ventured. "This was your
+presentiment of trouble--this accident."
+
+"Yes, this was the shadow."
+
+Some sharp thought seemed to move her, for her eyes grew suddenly hard,
+and she stooped and whispered: "Was SHE there--when--it happened, Galt?"
+
+He shrank from the question, but he said immediately: "No, she was not
+there."
+
+"I am glad," she added, "that it was only an accident."
+
+Her eyes grew clear of their momentary hardness. There is nothing in
+life like the anger of one woman against another concerning a man.
+
+Justine Caron came to the house, pale and anxious, to inquire. Mrs.
+Falchion, she said, was not going away until she knew how Mr. Roscoe's
+illness would turn.
+
+"Miss Caron," I said to her, "do you not think it better that she should
+go?"
+
+"Yes, for him; but she grieves now."
+
+"For him?"
+
+"Not alone for him," was the reply. There was a pause, and then she
+continued: "Madame told me to say to you that she did not wish Mr.
+Roscoe to know that she was still here."
+
+I assured her that I understood, and then she added mournfully: "I
+cannot help you now, monsieur, as I did on board the 'Fulvia'. But he
+will be better cared for in Miss Devlin's hands, the poor lady!... Do
+you think that he will live?"
+
+"I hope so. I am not sure."
+
+Her eyes went to tears; and then I tried to speak more encouragingly.
+
+All day people came to inquire, chief among them Mr. Devlin, whose big
+heart split itself in humanity and compassion. "The price of the big
+mill for the guarantee of his life!" he said over and over again. "We
+can't afford to let him go."
+
+Although I should have been on my way back to Toronto, I determined to
+stay until Roscoe was entirely out of danger. It was singular, but in
+this illness, though the fever was high, he never was delirious. It
+would almost seem as if, having paid his penalty, the brain was at rest.
+
+While Roscoe hovered between life and death, Mr. Devlin, who persisted
+that he would not die, was planning for a new hospital and a new church,
+of which Roscoe should be president and padre respectively. But the
+suspense to us all, for many days, was very great; until, one morning
+when the birds were waking the cedars, and the snow on Mount Trinity
+was flashing coolness down the hot valley, he waked and said to me:
+"Marmion, old friend; it is morning at last."
+
+"Yes, it is morning," said I. "And you are going to live now? You are
+going to be reasonable and give the earth another chance?"
+
+"Yes, I believe I shall live now."
+
+To cheer him, I told him what Mr. Devlin intended and had planned;
+how river-drivers and salmon-fishers came every day from the valley to
+inquire after him. I did not tell him that there had been one or two
+disturbances between the river-drivers and the salmon-fishers. I tried
+to let him see that there need be no fresh change in his life. At length
+he interrupted me.
+
+"Marmion," he said, "I understand what you mean. It would be cowardly of
+me to leave here now if I were a whole man. I am true in intention, God
+knows, but I must carry a crippled arm for the rest of my life, must
+I not?.... and a crippled Padre is not the kind of man for this place.
+They want men straight on their feet."
+
+"Do you think," I answered, "that they will not be able to stand the
+test? You gave them--shall I say it?--a crippled mind before; you give
+them a crippled body now. Well, where do you think the odds lie? I
+should fancy with you as you are."
+
+There was a long silence in which neither of us moved. At last he turned
+his face towards the window, and, not looking at me, said lingeringly:
+"This is a pleasant place."
+
+I knew that he would remain.
+
+I had not seen Mrs. Falchion during Roscoe's illness; but every day
+Justine came and inquired, or a messenger was sent. And when, this
+fortunate day, Justine herself came, and I told her that the crisis was
+past, she seemed infinitely relieved and happy. Then she said:
+
+"Madame has been ill these three days also; but now I think she will be
+better; and we shall go soon."
+
+"Ask her," said I, "not to go yet for a few days. Press it as a favour
+to me." Then, on second thought, I sat down and wrote Mrs. Falchion a
+note, hinting that there were grave reasons why she should stay a
+little longer: things connected with her own happiness. Truth is, I had
+received a note that morning which had excited me. It referred to Mrs.
+Falchion. For I was an arch-plotter--or had been.
+
+I received a note in reply which said that she would do as I wished.
+Meanwhile I was anxiously awaiting the arrival of some one.
+
+That night a letter came to Roscoe. After reading it shrinkingly he
+handed it to me. It said briefly:
+
+ I'm not sorry I did it, but I'm glad I hevn't killed you. I was
+ drunk and mad. If I hadn't hurt you, I'd never hev forgive myself.
+ I reckon now, there's no need to do any forgivin' either side.
+ We're square--though maybe you didn't kill her after all. Mrs.
+ Falchion says you didn't. But you hurt her. Well, I've hurt you.
+ And you will never hear no more of Phil's pal from Danger Mountain.
+
+Immediately after sunset of this night, a storm swept suddenly down the
+mountains, and prevented Ruth and her father from going to Viking. I
+left them talking to Roscoe, he wearing such a look on his face as I
+like to remember now, free from distress of mind--so much more painful
+than distress of body. As I was leaving the room, I looked back and saw
+Ruth sitting on a stool beside Roscoe's chair, holding the unmaimed hand
+in hers; the father's face shining with pleasure and pride. Before I
+went out, I turned again to look at them, and, as I did so, my eye fell
+on the window against which the wind and rain were beating. And through
+the wet there appeared a face, shocking in its paleness and misery--the
+face of Mrs. Falchion. Only for an instant, and then it was gone.
+
+I opened the door and went out upon the verandah. As I did so, there
+was a flash of lightning, and in that flash a figure hurried by me. One
+moment, and there was another flash; and I saw the figure in the beating
+rain, making toward the precipice.
+
+Then I heard a cry, not loud, but full of entreaty and sorrow. I moved
+quickly toward it. In another white gleam I saw Justine with her
+arms about the figure, holding it back from the abyss. She said with
+incredible pleading:
+
+"No, no, madame, not that! It is wicked--wicked."
+
+I came and stood beside them.
+
+The figure sank upon the ground and buried a pitiful face in the wet
+grass.
+
+Justine leaned over her.
+
+She sobbed as one whose harvest of the past is all tears. Nothing human
+could comfort her yet.
+
+I think she did not know that I was there. Justine lifted her face to
+me, appealing.
+
+I turned and stole silently away.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXI. IN PORT
+
+That night I could not rest. It was impossible to rid myself of the
+picture of Mrs. Falchion as I had seen her by the precipice in the
+storm. What I had dared to hope for had come. She had been awakened; and
+with the awakening had risen a new understanding of her own life and
+the lives of others. The storm of wind and rain that had swept down the
+ravine was not wilder than her passions when I left her with Justine in
+the dark night.
+
+All had gone well where the worst might have been. Roscoe's happiness
+was saved to him. He felt that the accident to him was the penalty
+he paid for the error of his past; but in the crash of penalties Mrs.
+Falchion, too, was suffering; and, so far as she knew, must carry with
+her the remorse of having seen, without mercy, her husband sink to a
+suicide's grave. I knew that she was paying a great price now for a
+mistaken past. I wished that I might make her remorse and sorrow less.
+There was a way, but I was not sure that all would be as I wished. Since
+a certain dreadful day on the 'Fulvia', Hungerford and I had held a
+secret in our hands. When it seemed that Mrs. Falchion would bring a
+great trouble and shame into Roscoe's life, I determined to use the
+secret. It must be used now only for Mrs. Falchion's good. As I said
+in the last chapter, I had received word that somebody was coming whose
+presence must take a large place in the drama of these events: and I
+hoped the best.
+
+Until morning I lay and planned the best way to bring things to a
+successful issue. The morning came--beautiful after a mad night. Soon
+after I got up I received a note, brought by a boy from Viking, which
+gave me a thrill of excitement. The note requested me to go to Sunburst.
+But first I sent a note to Mrs. Falchion, begging her in the name of our
+new friendship not to leave the mountains that day. I also asked that
+she would meet me in Sunburst that evening at eight o'clock, at a place
+indicated by me. I asked for a reply by the messenger I sent, and urged
+her to ask no questions, but to trust me as one who only wished to do
+her a great service, as I hoped her compliance would make possible. I
+waited for the reply, and it bore but the one word--"Yes."
+
+Greatly pleased, I started down the valley. It was still early when I
+reached Sunburst. I went directly to the little tavern from whence the
+note had come, and remained an hour or more. The result of that hour's
+conversation with the writer of the note was memorable, as was the hour
+itself. I began to hope fondly for the success of my scheme.
+
+From the tavern I went to the village, with an elation hardly disturbed
+by the fact that many of the salmon-fishers were sullen, because of
+foolish depredations committed the evening before by idle river-men and
+mill-hands of Viking. Had I not been so occupied with Mrs. Falchion and
+an event wherein she must figure, I should have taken more seriously the
+mutterings of the half-breeds, the moroseness of the Indians, and the
+nervous threatenings of the white fishers: the more so because I knew
+that Mr. Devlin had started early that morning for the Pacific Coast,
+and would not be back for some days.
+
+No two classes of people could be more unlike than the salmon-fishers of
+Sunburst and the mill-hands and river-drivers of Viking. The life of the
+river-men was exciting, hardy, and perilous; tending to boisterousness,
+recklessness, daring, and wild humour: that of the salmon-fishers was
+cheerful, picturesque, infrequently dangerous, mostly simple and
+quiet. The river-driver chose to spend his idle hours in crude, rough
+sprightliness; the salmon-fisher loved to lie upon the shore and listen
+to the village story-teller,--almost official when successful,--who
+played upon the credulity and imagination of his listeners. The
+river-driver loved excitement for its own sake, and behind his
+boisterousness there was little evil. When the salmon-fisher was roused,
+his anger became desperately serious. It was not his practice to be
+boisterous for the sake of boisterousness.
+
+All this worked for a crisis.
+
+From Sunburst I went over to Viking, and for a time watched a handful of
+river-drivers upon a little island in the centre of the river, working
+to loosen some logs and timber and foist them into the water, to be
+driven down to the mill. I stood interested, because I had nothing to
+do of any moment for a couple of hours. I asked an Indian on the bank
+to take his canoe and paddle me over to the island. He did so. I do not
+know why I did not go alone; but the Indian was near me, his canoe was
+at his hand, and I did the thing almost mechanically. I landed on the
+island and watched with great interest the men as they pried, twisted
+and tumbled the pile to get at the key-log which, found and loosened,
+would send the heap into the water.
+
+I was sorry I brought the Indian with me, for though the river-drivers
+stopped their wild sing-song cry for a moment to call a "How!" at me,
+they presently began to toss jeering words at the Indian. They had
+recognised him--I had not--as a salmon-fisher and one of the Siwash
+tribe from Sunburst. He remained perfectly silent, but I could see
+sullenness growing on his face. He appeared to take no notice of his
+scornful entertainers, but, instead of edging away, came nearer and
+nearer to the tangle of logs--came, indeed, very close to me, as I stood
+watching four or five men, with the foreman close by, working at a huge
+timber. At a certain moment the foreman was in a kind of hollow. Just
+behind him, near to the Indian, was a great log, which, if loosened by
+a slight impulse, must fall into the hollow where the foreman stood.
+The foreman had his face to us; the backs of the other men were on
+us. Suddenly the foreman gave a frightened cry, and I saw at the same
+instant the Indian's foot thrust out upon the big log. Before the
+foreman had time to get out of the hollow, it slid down, caught him just
+above the ankle and broke the leg.
+
+I wheeled, to see the Indian in his canoe making for the shore. He was
+followed by the curses of the foreman and the gang. The foreman was
+very quiet, but I could see that there was danger in his eye, and
+the exclamations of the men satisfied me that they were planning an
+inter-municipal difficulty.
+
+I improvised bandages, set the leg directly, and in a little while we
+got to the shore on a hastily constructed raft. After seeing the foreman
+safely cared for, and giving Mr. Devlin's manager the facts of the
+occurrence, more than sated with my morning's experience, I climbed the
+mountain side, and took refuge from the heat in the coolness of Roscoe's
+rooms.
+
+In the afternoon I received a note from Mrs. Falchion, saying that on
+the following day she would start for the coast; that her luggage
+would be taken to Sunburst at once; and that, her engagement with me
+fulfilled, she would spend a night there, not returning again to the
+hills. I was preparing for my own departure, and was kept very busy
+until evening. Then I went quickly down into the valley,--for I was
+late,--and trudged eagerly on to Sunburst. As I neared the village I
+saw that there were fewer lights--torches and fires--than usual on the
+river. I noticed also that there were very few fishers on the banks or
+in the river. But still the village seemed noisy, and, although it
+was dusk, I could make out much stir in the one street along which the
+cottages and huts ambled for nearly a mile.
+
+All at once it came to me strongly that the friction between the two
+villages had consummated in the foreman's injury, and was here coming to
+a painful crisis. My suspicions had good grounds. As I hurried on I saw
+that the lights usually set on the banks of the river were scattered
+through the town. Bonfires were being lighted, and torches were flaring
+in front of the Indian huts. Coming closer, I saw excited groups of
+Indians, half-breeds, and white men moving here and there; and then, all
+at once, there came a cry--a kind of roar--from farther up the village,
+and the men gathered themselves together, seizing guns, sticks, irons,
+and other weapons, and ran up the street. I understood. I was moderately
+swift of foot those days. I came quickly after them, and passed them. As
+I did so I inquired of one or two fishers what was the trouble.
+
+They told me, as I had guessed, that they expected an attack on the
+village by the mill-hands and river-drivers of Viking.
+
+The situation was critical. I could foresee a catastrophe which would
+for ever unsettle the two towns, and give the valley an unenviable
+reputation. I was certain that, if Roscoe or Mr. Devlin were present, a
+prohibitive influence could be brought to bear; that some one of strong
+will could stand, as it were, in the gap between them, and prevent a
+pitched battle, and, possibly, bloodshed. I was sure that at Viking the
+river-drivers had laid their plans so secretly that the news of them
+would scarcely reach the ears of the manager of the mill, and that,
+therefore, his influence, as Mr. Devlin's, would not be available.
+
+Remained only myself--as I first thought. I was unknown to a great
+number of the men of both villages, and familiar with but very
+few--chiefly those with whom I had a gossiping acquaintance. Yet,
+somehow, I felt that if I could but get a half-dozen men to take a firm
+stand with me, I might hold the rioters in check.
+
+As I ran by the side of the excitable fishers, I urged upon one or
+two of them the wisdom and duty of preventing a conflict. Their reply
+was--and it was very convincing--that they were not forcing a struggle,
+but were being attacked, and in the case would fight. My hasty
+persuasion produced but little result. But I kept thinking hard.
+Suddenly it came to me that I could place my hand upon a man whose
+instincts in the matter would be the same as mine; who had authority;
+knew the world; had been in dangerous positions in his lifetime; and
+owed me something. I was sure that I could depend upon him: the more so
+that once frail of body he had developed into a strong, well-controlled
+man.
+
+Even as I thought of him, I was within a few rods of the house where he
+was. I looked, and saw him standing in the doorway. I ran and called
+to him. He instantly joined me, and we ran on together: the fishermen
+shouting loudly as they watched the river-drivers come armed down the
+hill-slope into the village.
+
+I hastily explained the situation to my friend, and told him what we
+must do. A word or two assured me of all I wished to know. We reached
+the scene of the disorder. The fishermen were bunched together,
+the river on the one side, the houses and hills on the other. The
+river-drivers had halted not many yards away, cool, determined and
+quiet, save for a little muttering. In their red shirts, top boots,
+many of them with long black hair and brass earrings, they looked a most
+formidable crowd. They had evidently taken the matter seriously, and
+were come with the intention of carrying their point, whatever it might
+be. Just as we reached the space between the two parties, the massive
+leader of the river-drivers stepped forward, and in a rough but
+collected voice said that they had come determined to fight, if fighting
+were necessary, but that they knew what the end of the conflict would
+be, and they did not wish to obliterate Sunburst entirely if Sunburst
+accepted the conditions of peace.
+
+There seemed no leader to the fishermen.
+
+My friend said to me quickly: "You speak first." Instantly I stepped
+forward and demanded to know what the terms of peace were. As soon as I
+did so, there were harsh mutterings among the river-drivers. I explained
+at once, waving back some of the fisher-men who were clamouring about
+me, that I had nothing whatever to do with the quarrel; that I happened
+to be where I was by accident, as I had happened by accident to see the
+difficulty of the morning. But I said that it was the duty of every man
+who was a good citizen and respected the laws of his country, to see, in
+so far as it was possible, that there should be no breach of those laws.
+I spoke in a clear strong voice, and I think I produced some effect
+upon both parties to the quarrel. The reply of the leader was almost
+immediate. He said that all they demanded was the Indian who had so
+treacherously injured the foreman of their gangs. I saw the position at
+once, and was dumfounded. For a moment I did not speak.
+
+I was not prepared for the scene that immediately followed. Some one
+broke through the crowd at my back, rushed past me, and stood between
+the two forces. It was the Indian who had injured the foreman. He was
+naked to the waist, and painted and feathered after the manner of his
+tribe going to battle. There was a wild light in his eye, but he had no
+weapon. He folded his arms across his breast, and said:
+
+"Well, you want me. Here I am. I will fight with any man all alone,
+without a gun or arrow or anything. I will fight with my arms--to kill."
+
+I saw revolvers raised at him instantly, but at that the man, my friend,
+who stood beside me, sprang in front of the Indian.
+
+"Stop--stop!" he cried. "In the name of the law! I am a sergeant of
+the mounted police of Canada. My jurisdiction extends from Winnipeg to
+Vancouver. You cannot have this man except over my body: and for my body
+every one of you will pay with your lives; for every blow struck this
+night, there will be a hundred blows struck upon the river-drivers
+and mill-hands of this valley. Take care! Behind me is the law of the
+land--her police and her soldiery."
+
+He paused. There was almost complete silence. He continued:
+
+"This man is my prisoner; I arrest him."--He put his hand upon the
+Indian's shoulder.--"For the crime he committed this morning he shall
+pay: but to the law, not to you. Put up your revolvers, men. Go back to
+Viking. Don't risk your lives; don't break the law and make yourselves
+criminals and outlaws. Is it worth it? Be men. You have been the
+aggressors. There isn't one of you but feels that justice which is the
+boast of every man of the West. You wanted to avenge the crime of this
+morning. But the vengeance is the law's.--Stand back--Stand back!" he
+said, and drew his revolver, as the leader of the river-drivers stepped
+forward. "I will kill the first man that tries to lay his hand upon my
+prisoner. Don't be mad. I am not one man, I am a whole country."
+
+I shall never forget the thrill that passed through me as I saw a man
+who, but a handful of months before, was neck deep in his grave, now
+blossomed out into a strong, defiant soldier.
+
+There was a pause. At last the leader of the river-drivers spoke. "See,"
+he said, "Sergeant, I guess you're right. You're a man, so help me! Say,
+boys," he continued, turning to his followers, "let him have the Injin.
+I guess he's earned him."
+
+So saying he wheeled, the men with him, and they tramped up the slope
+again on their way back to Viking. The man who had achieved this turned
+upon the fishers.
+
+"Back to your homes!" he said. "Be thankful that blood was not shed here
+to-night, and let this be a lesson to you. Now, go."
+
+The crowd turned, slowly shambled down the riverside, and left us three
+standing there.
+
+But not alone. Out of the shadow of one of the houses came two women.
+They stepped forward into the light of the bonfire burning near us. One
+of the women was very pale.
+
+It was Mrs. Falchion.
+
+I touched the arm of the man standing beside me. He wheeled and saw her
+also. A cry broke from his lips, but he stood still. A whole life-time
+of sorrow, trouble, and love looked out of his eyes. Mrs. Falchion came
+nearer. Clasping her hands upon her breast, she peered up into his face,
+and gasped:
+
+"Oh--oh--I thought that you were drowned--and dead! I saw you buried
+in the sea. No--no--it cannot be you! I have heard and seen all within
+these past few minutes. YOU are so strong and brave, so great a man!...
+Oh, tell me, tell me, are you in truth my husband?"
+
+He spoke.
+
+"I was your husband, Mercy Falchion. I was drowned, but this man"--he
+turned and touched my shoulder--"this man brought me back to life.
+I wanted to be dead to the world. I begged him to keep my secret. A
+sailor's corpse was buried in my shroud, and I lived. At Aden I stole
+from the boat in the night. I came to America--to Canada--to begin a new
+life under a new name, never to see you again.... Do not, do not speak
+to me--unless I am not to lose you again; unless I am to know that now
+you forgive me--that you forgive me--and wish me to live--my wife!"
+
+She put both her hands out, a strange, sorrowful look in her eyes, and
+said: "I have sinned--I have sinned."
+
+He took her hands in his.
+
+"I know," he said, "that you do not love me yet; but you may some day."
+
+"No," she said, "I do not love you; but.... I am glad you live. Let
+us--go home."
+
+
+THE END.
+
+
+
+ ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS:
+
+ A heart-break for that kind is their salvation
+ A man may be forgiven for a sin, but the effect remains
+ A man you could bank on, and draw your interest reg'lar
+ Aboriginal dispersion
+ All he has to do is to be vague, and look prodigious (Scientist)
+ And even envy praised her
+ Audience that patronisingly listens outside a room or window
+ But to pay the vulgar penalty of prison--ah!
+ Death is a magnificent ally; it untangles knots
+ Death is not the worst of evils
+ Engrossed more, it seemed, in the malady than in the man
+ Every true woman is a mother, though she have no child
+ Fear a woman are when she hates, and when she loves
+ For a man having work to do, woman, lovely woman, is rocks
+ He didn't always side with the majority
+ He had neither self-consciousness nor fear
+ Her own suffering always set her laughing at herself
+ It is difficult to be idle--and important too
+ It is hard to be polite to cowards
+ Jews everywhere treated worse than the Chinaman
+ Learned what fools we mortals be
+ Love can outlive slander
+ Men do not steal up here: that is the unpardonable crime
+ One always buys back the past at a tremendous price
+ One doesn't choose to worry
+ Saying uncomfortable things in a deferential way
+ She had provoked love, but had never given it
+ Slow-footed hours wandered by, leaving apathy in their train
+ "Still the end of your existence," I rejoined--"to be amused?"
+ That anxious civility which beauty can inspire
+ The happy scene of the play before the villain comes in
+ The ravings of a sick man are not always counted ravings
+ The sea is a great breeder of friendship
+ The tender care of a woman--than many pharmacopoeias
+ The threshold of an acknowledged love
+ There are things we repent of which cannot be repaired
+ There is no refuge from memory and remorse in this world
+ Think that a woman gives the heart for pleasant weather only?
+ Thou wouldst not think how ill all's here about my heart
+ Time a woman most yearns for a man is when she has refused him
+ Vanity; and from this much feminine hatred springs
+ Very severe on those who do not pretend to be good
+ What is gone is gone Graves are idolatry
+ Who get a morbid enjoyment out of misery
+ Would look back and not remember that she had a childhood
+
+
+
+
+
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+MRS. FALCHION
+
+By Gilbert Parker
+
+
+
+INTRODUCTION
+
+This novel was written in the days of the three-decker, and it went out
+to sea as such. Every novel of mine written until 1893 was published in
+two or three volumes, and the sale to the libraries was greater than the
+sale to the general public. This book was begun in 1892 at the time when
+the Pierre stories were being written, and it was finished in the summer
+of 1893. It did not appear serially; indeed, I made no attempt at serial
+publication. I had a feeling that as it was to be my first novel, it
+should be judged as a whole and taken at a gasp, as it were. I believe
+that the reader of Messrs. Methuen & Company was not disposed to publish
+the book, but Mr. Methuen himself (or Mr. Stedman as he was then called)
+was impressed by it and gave it his friendly confidence. He was certain
+that it would arrest the attention of the critics and of the public,
+whether it became popular or not. I have not a set of those original
+three volumes. I wish I had, because they won for me an almost unhoped-
+for pleasure. The 'Daily Chronicle' gave the volumes over a column of
+review, and headed the notice, "A Coming Novelist." The 'Athenaeum' said
+that 'Mrs. Falchion' was a splendid study of character; 'The Pall Mall
+Gazette' said that the writing was as good as anything that had been done
+in our time, while at the same time it took rather a dark view of my
+future as a novelist, because it said I had not probed deep enough into
+the wounds of character which I had inflicted. The article was written
+by Mr. George W. Stevens, and he was right in saying that I had not
+probed deep enough. Few very young men--and I was very young then--do
+probe very deeply. At the appearance of 'When Valmond Came to Pontiac',
+however, Mr. Stevens came to the conclusion that my future was assured.
+
+I mention these things because they were burnt into my mind at the time.
+'Mrs. Falchion' was my first real novel, as I have said, though it had
+been preceded by a short novel called 'The Chief Factor', since rescued
+from publication and never published in book form in England. I realised
+when I had written 'Mrs. Falchion' that I had not found my metier, and I
+was fearful of complete failure. I had come but a few years before from
+the South Seas; I was full of what I had seen and felt; I was eager to
+write of it all, and I did write of it; but the thing which was deeper
+still in me was the life which 'Pierre and His People', 'The Seats of the
+Mighty', 'The Trail of the Sword', 'The Lane That Had no Turning', and
+'The Right of Way' portrayed. That life was destined to give me an
+assured place and public, while 'Mrs. Falchion', and the South Sea
+stories published in various journals before the time of its production,
+and indeed anterior to the writing of the Pierre series, only assured me
+attention.
+
+Happily for the book, which has faults of construction, superficialities
+as to incident, and with some crudity of plot, it was, in the main, a
+study of character. There was focus, there was illumination in the book,
+to what degree I will not try to say; and the attempt to fasten the mind
+of the reader upon the central figure, and to present that central figure
+in many aspects, safeguarded the narrative from the charge of being a
+mere novel of adventure, or, as one writer called it, "an impudent
+melodrama, which has its own fascinations."
+
+Reading Mrs. Falchion again after all these years, I seem to realise in
+it an attempt to combine the objective and subjective methods of
+treatment--to combine analysis of character and motive with arresting
+episode. It is a difficult thing to do, as I have found. It was not
+done on my part wholly by design, but rather by instinct, and I imagine
+that this tendency has run through all my works. It represents the
+elements of romanticism and of realism in one, and that kind of
+representation has its dangers, to say nothing of its difficulties.
+It sometimes alienates the reader, who by instinct and preference is a
+realist, and it troubles the reader who wants to read for a story alone,
+who cares for what a character does, and not for what a character is or
+says, except in so far as it emphasises what it does. One has to work,
+however, in one's own way, after one's own idiosyncrasies, and here is
+the book that represents one of my own idiosyncrasies in its most
+primitive form.
+
+
+
+CONTENTS:
+
+BOOK I
+
+BELOW THE SUN LINE
+
+I. THE GATES OF THE SEA
+
+II. "MOTLEY IS YOUR ONLY WEAR"
+
+III. A TALE OF NO MAN'S SEA
+
+IV. THE TRAIL OF THE ISHMAELITE
+
+V. ACCUSING FACES
+
+VI. MUMMERS ALL
+
+VII. THE WHEEL COMES FULL CIRCLE
+
+VIII. A BRIDGE OF PERIL
+
+IX. "THE PROGRESS OF THE SUNS"
+
+X. BETWEEN DAY AND DARK
+
+
+
+
+BOOK II
+
+THE SLOPE OF THE PACIFIC
+
+XI. AMONG THE HILLS OF GOD
+
+XII. THE WHIRLIGIG OF TIME
+
+XIII. THE SONG OF THE SAW
+
+XIV. THE PATH OF THE EAGLE
+
+XV. IN THE TROUGH OF THE WINDS
+
+XVI. A DUEL IN ARCADY
+
+XVII. RIDING THE REEFS
+
+XVIII. THE STRINGS OF DESTINY
+
+XIX. THE SENTENCE
+
+XX. AFTER THE STORM
+
+XXI. IN PORT
+
+
+
+
+BOOK I
+
+BELOW THE SUN LINE
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I
+
+THE GATES OF THE SEA
+
+The part I played in Mrs. Falchion's career was not very noble, but I
+shall set it forth plainly here, else I could not have the boldness to
+write of her faults or those of others. Of my own history little need be
+said in preface. Soon after graduating with honours as a physician, I
+was offered a professional post in a college of medicine in Canada. It
+was difficult to establish a practice in medicine without some capital,
+else I had remained in London; and, being in need of instant means, I
+gladly accepted the offer. But six months were to intervene before the
+beginning of my duties--how to fill that time profitably was the
+question. I longed to travel, having scarcely been out of England during
+my life. Some one suggested the position of surgeon on one of the great
+steamers running between England and Australia. The idea of a long sea-
+voyage was seductive, for I had been suffering from over-study, though
+the position itself was not very distinguished. But in those days I
+cared more for pleasing myself than for what might become a newly-made
+professor, and I was prepared to say with a renowned Irish dean: "Dignity
+and I might be married, for all the relations we are."
+
+I secured the position with humiliating ease and humiliating smallness
+of pay. The steamer's name was the 'Fulvia'. It was one of the largest
+belonging to the Occidental Company. It carried no emigrants and had a
+passenger list of fashionable folk. On the voyage out to Australia the
+weather was pleasant, save in the Bay of Biscay; there was no sickness
+on board, and there were many opportunities for social gaiety, the
+cultivation of pleasant acquaintances, and the encouragement of that
+brisk idleness which aids to health. This was really the first holiday
+in my life, and I enjoyed it thoroughly. Nothing of unusual interest
+occurred on the outward voyage; for one thing, because there were no
+unusual people among the passengers; for another, because the vessel
+behaved admirably. The same cannot be said of the return voyage: and
+with it my story really begins. Misfortune followed us out of Sydney
+harbour. We broke a crank-shaft between there and Port Phillip,
+Melbourne; a fire in the hold occurred at Adelaide; and at Albany we
+buried a passenger who had died of consumption one day out from King
+George's Sound. At Colombo, also, we had a misfortune, but it was of a
+peculiar kind, and did not obtrude itself at once; it was found in an
+addition to our passenger list. I had spent a day in exploring Colombo--
+visiting Arabi Pasha, inspecting Hindu temples, watching the jugglers and
+snake-charmers, evading guides and the sellers of brummagem jewellery,
+and idling in the Cinnamon Gardens. I returned to the ship tired out.
+After I had done some official duties, I sauntered to the gangway, and,
+leaning against the bulwarks, idly watched the passengers come on board
+from the tender. Two of these made an impression on me. One was a
+handsome and fashionably-dressed woman, who was followed by a maid or
+companion (as I fancied), carrying parcels; the other, a shabbily-dressed
+man, who was the last to come up from the tender. The woman was going
+down the companion-way when he stepped on deck with a single bag in his
+hand, and I noticed that he watched her with a strange look in his eyes.
+He stood still as he gazed, and remained so for a moment after she had
+gone; then he seemed to recover himself, and started, as I thought,
+almost guiltily, when he saw that my attention was attracted. He
+nervously shifted his bag from one hand to the other, and looked round
+as though not certain of where he should go. A steward came to him
+officiously, and patronisingly too,--which is the bearing of servants to
+shabbily-dressed people,--but he shook his head, caught his bag smartly
+away from the steward's fingers, and moved towards the after part of the
+ship, reserved for intermediate passengers. As he went he hesitated,
+came to the side of the vessel, looked down at the tender for a moment,
+cast his eyes to where the anchor was being weighed, made as if he would
+go back to the tender, then, seeing that the ladder was now drawn up,
+sighed, and passed on to the second-class companion-way, through which he
+disappeared.
+
+I stood commenting idly to myself upon this incident, which, slight
+though it was, appeared to have significance of a kind, when Hungerford,
+the fifth officer, caught me slyly by the arm and said, "Lucky fellow!
+Nothing to do but watch the world go by. I wish I had you in the North
+Atlantic on a whaler, or in the No Man's Sea on a pearl-smack for a
+matter of thirty days."
+
+"What would come of that, Hungerford?" said I.
+
+"An exchange of matter for mind, Marmion; muscle for meditation, physics
+for philosophy."
+
+"You do me too much honour; at present I've neither mind, meditation,
+nor philosophy; I am simply vegetating."
+
+"Which proves you to be demoralised. I never saw a surgeon on a ship
+who wasn't. They began with mind--more or less--they ate the fruits of
+indolence, got precious near being sinful as well as indolent, and ended
+with cheap cynicism, with the old 'quid refert'--the thing Hamlet
+plagiarised in his, 'But it is no matter.'"
+
+"Isn't this an unusual occupation for you, Hungerford--this Swift-like
+criticism?"
+
+"Swift-like, is it? You see, I've practised on many of your race,
+Marmion, and I have it pat now. You are all of two classes--those who
+sicken in soul and leave after one trip, and those who make another trip
+and are lost."
+
+"Lost? How?"
+
+Hungerford pressed his fingers hard on my breastbone, looked at me
+enigmatically from under his well-hung brows, and replied: "Brains put
+out to seed, morals put out to vegetate--that's 'lost.'"
+
+"What about fifth officers?"
+
+"Fifth officers work like navvies, and haven't time for foolishness.
+They've got to walk the bridge, and practise the boats, and be
+responsible for luggage--and here I am talking to you like an infallible
+undergraduate, while the lascars are in endless confusion with a half-
+dozen pieces of baggage, and the first officer foams because I'm not
+there to set them right. I leave you to your dreams. Good-bye."
+
+Hungerford was younger than myself, but he knew the world, and I was
+flattered by these uncommon remarks, because he talked to no one else
+on the ship in the same way. He never sought to make friends, had a
+thorough contempt for social trifling, and shrugged his shoulders at the
+"swagger" of some of the other officers. I think he longed for a
+different kind of sea-life, so accustomed had he been to adventurous and
+hardy ways. He had entered the Occidental service because he had fallen
+in love with a pretty girl, and thought it his duty to become a
+"regular," and thus have the chance of seeing her every three months in
+London. He had conceived a liking for me, reciprocated on my part; the
+more so, because I knew that behind his blunt exterior there was a warm
+and manly heart. When he left me I went to my cabin and prepared for
+dinner, laughing as I did so at his keen, uncompromising criticism, which
+I knew was correct enough; for of all official posts that of a ship-
+surgeon is least calculated to make a man take a pride in existence.
+At its best, it is assisting in the movement of a panorama; at its worst,
+worse than a vegetation. Hungerford's solicitude for myself, however,
+was misplaced, because this one voyage would end my career as ship-
+surgeon, and, besides, I had not vegetated, but had been interested in
+everything that had occurred, humdrum as it was. With these thoughts,
+I looked out of the port-hole, to see the shores of Colombo, Galle Face,
+and Mount Lavinia fading in the distance, and heard seven bells--the time
+for dinner. When I took my seat at the table of which I was the head, my
+steward handed to me a slip of paper, saying that the chief steward had
+given a new passenger, a lady, the seat at my right hand, which had been
+vacated at Colombo. The name on the paper was "Mrs. Falchion." The seat
+was still empty, and I wondered if this was the beautiful passenger who
+had attracted me and interested the Intermediate Passenger. I was
+selfish enough to wish so: and it was so.
+
+We had finished the soup before she entered. The chief steward, with
+that anxious civility which beauty can inspire in even so great a
+personage, conducted her to her seat beside me. I confess that though I
+was at once absorbed in this occurrence, I noticed also that some of the
+ladies present smiled significantly when they saw at whose table Mrs.
+Falchion was placed, and looked not a little ironically at the purser,
+who, as it was known, always tried to get for his table the newest
+addition to the passenger list--when it was a pretty woman. I believe
+that one or two rude people chaffed the chief steward about "favouring
+the doctor"; but he had a habit of saying uncomfortable things in a
+deferential way, and they did not pursue the subject. Then they
+commiserated the purser, who was an unpleasant little Jew of an envious
+turn of mind; and he, as I was told, likened me to Sir John Falstaff. I
+was sensitive in those days, and this annoyed me, particularly that I had
+had nothing to do with placing Mrs. Falchion at my table. We are always
+most sensitive when guilty concerning the spirit and not the letter.
+
+One who has lived the cosmopolitan life of London should be quick at
+detecting nationalities, but I found it difficult, even after I heard her
+speak, to guess at Mrs. Falchion's native land. There were good reasons
+for this, as may be duly seen. Her appearance in the saloon caused an
+instant buzz of admiration and interest, of which she seemed oblivious.
+If it was acting, it was good acting; if it was lack of self-
+consciousness, it was remarkable. As I soon came to know, it was the
+latter--which, in such a woman, increased the remarkableness. I was
+inclined at first to venture the opinion that she was an actress; but I
+discovered that she possessed the attracting power of an actress without
+the calculated manner of one; her very lack of self-consciousness was
+proof of this emancipation.
+
+When she sat down, I immediately welcomed her by name to my table.
+The only surprise she showed at my knowledge of her name and my self-
+introduction was to lift her head slightly and look at me, as if
+wondering whether I was likely to be an inquisitive and troublesome host;
+and also, as I thought, to measure me according to her measure. It was a
+quick look, and the interest she showed was of a passive kind. She asked
+me as she might an old acquaintance--or a waiter--if the soup was good,
+and what the fish was like; decided on my recommendation to wait for the
+entrees; requested her next neighbour to pass the olives; in an
+impersonal way began to talk about the disadvantages of life at sea;
+regretted that all ship food tasted alike; wondered if the cook knew how
+to make a Russian salad; and added that the menu was a national
+compromise.
+
+Now that she was close to me, I could see that her beauty was real and
+notable. Her features were regular, her eyes of a greyish violet, her
+chin strong, yet not too strong--the chin of a singer; her hands had that
+charming quiet certainty of movement possessed by so few; and her colour
+was of the most delightful health. In this delightful health, in her
+bountiful yet perfect physical eloquence, her attractiveness, as it
+seemed to me, chiefly lay. For no one would ever have guessed her to
+possess an emotional temperament. All that was outer was fascinating,
+all that was inner suggested coldness. After experience assured me that
+all who came to know her shared this estimate, even in those days when
+every man on the ship was willing to be her slave. She had a compelling
+atmosphere, a possessive presence; and yet her mind at this time was
+unemotional--like Octavia, the wife of Mark Antony, "of a cold
+conversation." She was striking and unusual in appearance, and yet well
+within convention and "good form." Her dress was simply and modestly
+worn, and had little touches of grace and taste which, I understand, many
+ladies on board sought to imitate, when they recovered from the first
+feeling of envy.
+
+She was an example of splendid life. I cared to look at her as one would
+dwell on the sleek beauty of a deer--as, indeed, I have many a time since
+then, in India, watched a tigress asleep on her chain, claws hidden, wild
+life latent but slumbering. I could have staked my life that Mrs.
+Falchion was insensible to love or passion, and unimpeachable in the
+broad scheme of right and wrong; imperious in requiring homage, incapable
+of giving it. I noticed when she laughed, as she did once at table, that
+her teeth were very white and small and square; and, like a schoolgirl,
+she had a habit of clicking them together very lightly, but not
+conspicuously, as if trying their quality. This suggested, however,
+something a little cruel. Her appetite was very good. She was coolly
+anxious about the amusements; she asked me if I could get her a list of
+the passengers, said that she was never sea-sick, and took a languid
+interest in the ladies present. Her glance at the men was keen at first,
+then neutral.
+
+Once again, during the meal, she slowly turned and flashed an inquiring
+glance at me. I caught her eyes. She did not show the least
+embarrassment, and asked me if the band insisted on playing every day.
+Before she left the saloon, one could see that many present were talking
+about her. Even the grim old captain followed her with his eyes as she
+went. When she rose, I asked her if she was going on deck. I did it
+casually, as though it was her usual custom to appear there after dinner.
+In like fashion she replied that her maid had some unpacking to do, she
+had some things to superintend, and, when this was done, she intended to
+spend a time on deck. Then, with a peculiar smile, she passed out.
+
+ [Note by Dr. Marmion appended to his MSS.:--"Many of the
+ conversations and monologues in this history, not heard by myself
+ when they occurred, were told to me afterwards, or got from the
+ diaries and notes of the persons concerned. Only a few are purely
+ imaginary."]
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II
+
+"MOTLEY IS YOUR ONLY WEAR"
+
+I went to my cabin, took a book, sat down, and began to smoke. My
+thoughts drifted from the book, and then occurred a strange, incongruous
+thing. It was a remembered incident. It came like a vision as I was
+lighting a fresh cigar:
+
+A boy and a girl in a village chemist's shop; he with a boy's love for
+her, she responding in terms, but not in fact. He passed near her
+carrying a measure of sulphuric acid. She put out her hand suddenly and
+playfully, as though to bar his way. His foot slipped on the oily floor,
+and the acid spilled on his hands and the skirt of her dress. He turned
+instantly and plunged his hands into a measure of alcohol standing near
+before the acid had more than slightly scalded them. She glanced at his
+startled face; hers was without emotion. She looked down, and said
+petulantly: "You have spoiled my dress; I cannot go into the street."
+
+The boy's clothes were burnt also. He was poor, and to replace them must
+be a trial to him; her father owned the shop, and was well-to-do. Still,
+he grieved most that she should be annoyed, though he saw her injustice.
+But she turned away and left him.
+
+Another scene then crossed the disc of smoke:
+
+The boy and girl, now man and woman, standing alone in the chemist's
+shop. He had come out of the big working world, after travel in many
+countries. His fame had come with him. She was to be married the next
+day to a seller of purple and fine linen. He was smiling a good-bye, and
+there was nothing of the old past in the smile. The flame now was in her
+eyes, and she put out both her hands to stop him as he turned to go;
+but his face was passionless. "You have spoiled my heart," she said;
+"I cannot go into the world so."
+
+"It is too late; the measures are empty," he replied.
+
+"I love you to-day, I will loathe you to-morrow," was the answer.
+
+But he turned and left her, and she blindly stretched out her hands and
+followed him into the darkness, weeping.
+
+Was it the scent of the chemicals in my cabin, coupled with some
+subterranean association of things, which brought these scenes vividly
+before me at this moment? What had they to do with Mrs. Falchion?
+
+A time came when the occurrence appeared to me in the light of
+prescience, but that was when I began to understand that all ideas, all
+reason and philosophy, are the result of outer impression. The primal
+language of our minds is in the concrete. Afterwards it becomes the
+cypher, and even at its highest it is expressed by angles, lines, and
+geometrical forms--substances and allusive shapes. But now, as the scene
+shifted by, I had involuntarily thrust forward my hands as did the girl
+when she passed out into the night, and, in doing so, touched the curtain
+of my cabin door swinging in towards me. I recovered myself, and a man
+timidly stepped inside, knocking as he did so. It was the Intermediate
+Passenger. His face was pale; he looked ill.
+
+Poor as his dress was, I saw that he had known the influences and
+practised the graces of good society, though his manner was hesitating
+and anxious now. I knew at a glance that he was suffering from both
+physical pain and mental worry. Without a word, I took his wrist and
+felt his pulse, and he said: "I thought I might venture to come--"
+
+I motioned him not to speak. I counted the irregular pulse-beats,
+then listened to the action of his heart, with my ear to his breast.
+There lay his physical trouble. I poured out a dose of digitalis, and,
+handing it to him, asked him to sit down. As he sat and drank the
+medicine, I rapidly studied him. The chin was firm, and the eyes had a
+dogged, persistent look that, when turned on you, saw not you, but
+something beyond you. The head was thrown slightly forward, the eyes
+looking up at an angle. This last action was habitual with him. It gave
+him a peculiar earnestness. As I noted these peculiarities, my mind was
+also with his case; I saw that his life was threatened. Perhaps he
+guessed what was going on in me, for he said in a low, cultured voice:
+"The wheels will stop too long some time, and there will be no rebound;"
+--referring to the irregular action of his heart.
+
+"Perhaps that is true," I said; "yet it depends a good deal upon yourself
+when it will be. Men can die if they wish without committing suicide.
+Look at the Maori, the Tongan, the Malay. They can also prolong life
+(not indefinitely, but in a case like yours considerably), if they
+choose. You can lengthen your days if you do not brood on fatal things
+--fatal to you; if you do not worry yourself into the grave."
+
+I knew that something of this was platitude, and that counsel to such a
+man must be of a more possible cast, if it is to be followed. I was
+aware also that, in nine cases out of ten, worry is not a voluntary or
+constitutional thing, but springs from some extraneous cause.
+
+He smiled faintly, raised his head a little higher, and said:
+"Yes, that's just it, I suppose; but then we do not order our own
+constitutions; and I believe, Doctor, that you must kill a nerve before
+it ceases to hurt. One doesn't choose to worry, I think, any more than
+one chooses to lay bare a nerve." And then his eyes dropped, as if he
+thought he had already said too much.
+
+Again I studied him, repeating my definitions in my mind. He was not a
+drunkard; he might have had no vice, so free was his face from any sign
+of dissipation or indulgence; but there was suffering, possibly the marks
+of some endured shame. The suffering and shadows showed the more because
+his features were refined enough for a woman. And altogether it struck
+me that he was possessed by some one idea, which gave his looks a kind of
+sorrowful eloquence, such as one sees on occasion in the face of a great
+actor like Salvini, on the forehead of a devout Buddhist, or in the eyes
+of a Jesuit missionary who martyrs himself in the wilds.
+
+I felt at once for the man a sympathy, a brotherliness, the causes of
+which I should be at a loss to trace. Most people have this experience
+at one time or another in their lives. It is not a matter of sex; it may
+be between an old man and a little child, a great man and a labourer, a
+schoolgirl and an old native woman. There is in such companionships less
+self-interest than in any other. As I have said, I thought that this man
+had a trouble, and I wished to know it; not from curiosity,--though my
+mind had a selfish, inquiring strain,--but because I hoped I might be
+able to help him in some way. I put my hand on his shoulder, and
+replied: "You will never be better unless you get rid of your worry."
+
+He drew in a sharp breath, and said: "I know that. I am afraid I shall
+never be better."
+
+There was a silence in which we looked at each other steadily, and then
+he added, with an intense but quiet misery: "Never--never!"
+
+At that he moved his hand across his forehead wearily, rose, and turned
+toward the door. He swayed as he did so, and would have fallen, but I
+caught him as he lost consciousness, and laid him on the cabin sofa. I
+chafed his hands, unloosed his collar, and opened the bosom of his shirt.
+As the linen dropped away from his throat, a small portrait on ivory was
+exposed on his breast. I did not look closely at it then, but it struck
+me that the woman's head in the portrait was familiar, though the
+artistic work was not recent, and the fashion of the hair was of years
+before. When his eyes opened, and he felt his neck bare, he hurriedly
+put up his hand and drew the collar close, and at the same time sent a
+startled and inquiring look at me. After a few moments I helped him to
+his feet, and, thanking me more with a look than with words, he turned
+towards the door again.
+
+"Wait," I said, "until I give you some medicine, and then you shall take
+my arm to your cabin." With a motion of the hand, signifying the
+uselessness of remedies, he sat down again. As I handed him the phial, I
+continued: "I know that it is none of my business, but you are suffering.
+To help your body, your mind should be helped also. Can't you tell me
+your trouble? Perhaps I should be able to serve you. I would if I
+could."
+
+It may be that I spoke with a little feeling and an apparent honesty;
+for his eyes searched mine in a kind of earnest bewilderment, as if this
+could not be true--as if, indeed, life had gone so hard with him that he
+had forgotten the way of kindness. Then he stretched out his hand and
+said brokenly: "I am grateful, believe me. I cannot tell you just now,
+but I will soon, perhaps." His hand was upon the curtain of the door,
+when my steward's voice was heard outside, calling my name. The man
+himself entered immediately, and said that Mrs. Falchion sent her
+compliments, and would I come at once to see her companion, Miss Caron,
+who had injured herself.
+
+The Intermediate Passenger turned towards me a strange look; his lips
+opened as if about to speak, but he said nothing. At the instant there
+came to my mind whom the picture on his breast resembled: it was Mrs.
+Falchion.
+
+I think he saw this new intelligence in my face, and a meaning smile took
+the place of words, as he slowly left the cabin, mutely refusing
+assistance.
+
+I went to Mrs. Falchion's cabin, and met her outside the door. She
+looked displeased. "Justine has hurt herself," she said. "Please attend
+to her; I am going on deck."
+
+The unfeeling nature of this remark held me to the spot for a moment;
+then I entered the cabin. Justine Caron, a delicate but warm-faced girl
+of little more than twenty, was sitting on the cabin sofa, her head
+supported against the wall, and her hand wound in a handkerchief soaked
+in blood. Her dress and the floor were also stained. I undid the
+handkerchief and found an ugly wound in the palm of the hand. I called
+the steward, and sent him to my dispensary for some necessaries; then I
+asked her how it happened. At the moment I saw the cause--a broken
+bottle lying on the floor. "The ship rolled," she said. "The bottle
+fell from the shelf upon the marble washstand, and, breaking, from there
+to the floor. Madame caught at my arm to save herself from falling; but
+I slipped, and was cut on the bottle--so."
+
+As she ended there was a knock, but the curtain was not drawn, and Mrs.
+Falchion's voice was heard. "My dress is stained, Justine."
+
+The half-fainting girl weakly replied: "I am very sorry, madame, indeed."
+
+To this Mrs. Falchion rejoined: "When you have been attended to, you may
+go to bed, Justine. I shall not want you again to-night. But I shall
+change my dress. It is so unpleasant; I hate blood. I hope you will be
+well in the morning."
+
+To this Justine replied: "Ah, madame, I am sorry. I could not help it;
+but I shall be quite well in the morning, I am sure." Then she added
+quietly to me: "The poor madame! She will not see suffering. She hates
+pain. Sickness troubles her. Shall I be able to use my hand very soon,
+monsieur?"
+
+There was a wistful look in her eyes, and guessing why it was there, I
+said: "Yes, soon, I hope--in a few days, no doubt."
+
+Her face lighted up, and she said: "Madame likes about her people who are
+happy and well." Then, as if she might have said too much, she hurriedly
+added: "But she is very kind;" and, stooping down quickly, her face
+whitening with the effort, she caught up the broken glass and threw it
+through the port-hole into the sea.
+
+A half-hour later I went on deck, and found Mrs. Falchion comfortably
+seated in her deck-chair. I brought a stool over, and sat down beside
+her. To this hour the quickness with which I got upon friendly terms
+with her astonishes me.
+
+"Justine is better?" she said, and her hand made a slight motion of
+disgust.
+
+"Yes. She was not dangerously hurt, of course."
+
+"Let us change the subject, please. They are going to have a fancy-dress
+ball on board, I believe, before we get to Aden. How tiresome! Isn't it
+a little affectation on the part of the stage-struck committee? Isn't
+it--inconsequent?"
+
+"That depends," I said vaguely, inviting a question. She idled with a
+book in her lap.
+
+"On what?"
+
+"On those who go, what costumes are worn, and how much beauty and art
+appear."
+
+"But the trouble! Does it pay? What return does one get?"
+
+"If all admire, half are envious, some are jealous, and one is devoted--
+isn't that enough?" I think I was a fool that night.
+
+"You seem to understand women," she said, with a puzzling and not quite
+satisfactory smile. "Yes, all that is something."
+
+Though I was looking at the sea rather than at her, I saw again that
+inquiring look in her eyes--such a measuring look as a recruiting
+sergeant might give a victim of the Queen's shilling.
+
+After a moment's pause she continued, I thought, abstractedly: "As what
+should you go?"
+
+I answered lightly and without premeditation, "As Caius Cassius. Why
+should you not appear as Portia?"
+
+She lifted her eyebrows at me.
+
+"As Portia?"
+
+"As Portia, the wife of Brutus," I blundered on, at the same time
+receiving her permission, by a nod, to light my cigar.
+
+"The pious, love-sick wife of Brutus!" This in a disdainful tone, and
+the white teeth clicked softly together.
+
+"Yes, a good disguise," I said banteringly, though I fancy somewhat
+tentatively also, and certainly with a touch of rudeness. I was thinking
+at that moment of the Intermediate Passenger, and I was curious.
+
+"And you think of going in the disguise of a gentleman? Caius Cassius
+was that, wasn't he?" she retorted in an ironical tone.
+
+"I suppose he was, though he was punished once for rudeness," I replied
+apologetically.
+
+"Quite so," was the decisive reply.
+
+I felt that she was perfectly cool, while I was a little confused, and
+ashamed too, that I had attempted to be playfully satirical. And so,
+wondering what I should say next, I remarked in desperation: "Do you like
+the sea?"
+
+"I am never ill at sea," was her reply. "But I do not really like it;
+it is treacherous. The land would satisfy me if--" She paused.
+
+"Yes, Mrs. Falchion--'if'?"
+
+"If I did not wish to travel," she vaguely added, looking blandly at me.
+
+"You have travelled much?" I ventured.
+
+"A great deal;" and again I saw that scrutiny in her eyes. It occurred
+to me at the moment that she might think I possessed some previous
+knowledge of her.
+
+My mind became occupied again with the Intermediate Passenger and the
+portrait that he wore at his neck. I almost laughed to think of the
+melodramatic turn which my first conversation with this woman might
+chance to take. I felt that I was dealing with one who was able to meet
+cleverly any advance of mine, but I determined to lead the talk into as
+deep waters as possible.
+
+"I suppose, too, you are a good practical sailor--that is, you understand
+seamanship, if you have travelled much?" I do not know why I said that,
+for it sounded foolish to me afterwards.
+
+"Pretty well," she replied. "I can manage a sail; I know the argot,
+I could tell the shrouds from the bulwarks, and I've rowed a boat in
+a choppy sea."
+
+"It is not an accomplishment usual to your sex."
+
+"It was ordinary enough where I spent the early part of my life," was the
+idle reply; and she settled herself more comfortably in her chair.
+
+"Yes? May I ask where that was?" and as I said this, it occurred to me
+that she was, perhaps, leading me on, instead of my leading her; to
+betray me as to anything I knew about her.
+
+"In the South Seas," she replied. "My father was a British consul in the
+Islands."
+
+"You have not come from the Islands now, I suppose?"
+
+"No," she said a little more softly; "it is years since I was in Samoa.
+. . . My father is buried there."
+
+"You must have found it a romantic life in those half-barbaric places?"
+
+She shifted in her chair. "Romantic!" Her tone conveyed a very slight
+uneasiness and vagueness. "I am afraid you must ask some one else about
+that sort of thing. I did not see much romance, but I saw plenty that
+was half-barbaric." Here she laughed slightly.
+
+Just then I saw the lights of a vessel far off. "See--a vessel!" I said;
+and I watched the lights in silence, but thinking. I saw that she too
+was watching idly.
+
+At length, as if continuing the conversation, I said: "Yes, I suppose
+life must be somewhat adventurous and dangerous among savage people like
+the Samoans, Tongans, and Fijians?"
+
+"Indeed, then," she replied decisively, "you are not to suppose anything
+of the kind. The danger is not alone for the white people."
+
+At this I appeared, as I really was, interested, and begged her to
+explain what she meant. She thought a moment, and then briefly, but
+clearly, sketched the life of those islands, showing how, in spite of
+missionary labour selfish and unselfish, the native became the victim of
+civilisation, the prey of the white trader and beachcomber, who were
+protected by men-of-war with convincing Nordenfeldt and Hotchkiss guns;
+how the stalwart force of barbaric existence declined, and with it the
+crude sense of justice, the practice of communism at its simplest and
+purest, the valour of nationality. These phrases are my own--the
+substance, not the fashion, of her speech.
+
+"You do not, then," I said, "believe wholly in the unselfishness of
+missionaries, the fair dealing of traders, the perfect impartiality of
+justice, as shown through steel-clad cruisers?"
+
+"I have seen too much to be quite fair in judgment, I fear, even to men-
+of-war's men;" and she paused, listening to a song which came from the
+after-part of the ship. The air was very still, and a few of the words
+of the droll, plaintive ditty came to us.
+
+Quartermaster Stone, as he passed us, hummed it, and some voices of the
+first-class passengers near joined in the refrain:
+
+ "Sing, hey, for a rover on the sea,
+ And the old world!"
+
+Some days later I got all of the song from one of the intermediate
+passengers, and the last verse of it I give here:
+
+ "I'm a-sailing, I'm a-sailing on the sea,
+ To a harbour where the wind is still;
+ Oh, my dearie, do you wait for me?
+ Oh, my dearie, do you love me still?
+ Sing, hey, for a rover on the sea,
+ And the old world!"
+
+I noticed that Mrs. Falchion's brow contracted as the song proceeded,
+making a deep vertical line between the eyes, and that the fingers of the
+hand nearest me closed on the chair-arm firmly. The hand attracted me.
+It was long, the fingers were shapely, but not markedly tapering, and
+suggested firmness. I remarked afterward, when I chanced to shake hands
+with her, that her fingers enclosed one's hand; it was not a mere touch
+or pressure, but an unemotional and possessive clasp. I felt sure that
+she had heard the song before, else it had not produced even this so
+slight effect on her nerves. I said: "It is a quaint song. I suppose
+you are familiar with it and all of its kind?"
+
+"I fancy I have heard it somewhere," she answered in a cold voice.
+
+I am aware that my next question was not justified by our very short
+acquaintance; but this acquaintance had been singular from its beginning,
+and it did not seem at that moment as it looks on paper; besides, I had
+the Intermediate Passenger in my mind. "Perhaps your husband is a naval
+man?" I asked.
+
+A faint flush passed over her face, and then, looking at me with a
+neutral expression and some reserve of manner, she replied: "My husband
+was not a naval man."
+
+She said "was not." That implied his death.
+
+There was no trouble in her manner; I could detect no sign of excitement.
+I turned to look at the lights of the approaching vessel, and there,
+leaning against the railing that divided the two decks, was the
+Intermediate Passenger. He was looking at us intently. A moment after
+he disappeared. Beyond doubt there was some intimate association between
+these two.
+
+My thoughts were, however, distracted by our vessel signalling the other.
+Hungerford was passing just then, and I said: "Have you any idea what
+vessel it is, Hungerford?"
+
+"Yes, man-of-war 'Porcupine', bound for Aden, I think."
+
+Mrs. Falchion at this laughed strangely, as she leaned forward looking,
+and then, rising quickly, said: "I prefer to walk."
+
+"May I accompany you?" I asked.
+
+She inclined her head, and we joined the promenaders. The band was
+playing, and, for a ship-band, playing very well, the ballet music of
+Delibes' 'Sylvia'. The musicians had caught that unaccentuated and
+sensuous swing of the melody which the soft, tropical atmosphere rendered
+still more languorous. With Mrs. Falchion's hand upon my arm, I felt a
+sense of capitulation to the music and to her, uncanny in its suddenness.
+At this distance of time it seems to me absurd. I had once experienced
+something of the same feeling with the hand of a young medical student,
+who, skilled in thought-reading, discovered the number of a bank-note
+that was in my mind.
+
+This woman had an attractiveness compelling and delightful, at least in
+its earlier application to me. Both professionally and socially I have
+been brought into contact with women of beauty and grace, but never one
+who, like Mrs. Falchion, being beautiful, seemed so unconscious of the
+fact, so indifferent to those about her, so untouched by another's
+emotion, so lacking in sensitiveness of heart; and who still drew people
+to her. I am speaking now of the earlier portion of our acquaintance;
+of her as she was up to this period in her life.
+
+I was not alone in this opinion of her, for, as time went on, every
+presentable man and woman on the boat was introduced to her; and if some
+women criticised and some disliked her, all acknowledged her talent and
+her imperial attraction. Among the men her name was never spoken but
+with reserve and respect, and her afternoon teas were like a little
+court. She had no compromising tenderness of manner for man or woman;
+she ruled, yet was unapproachable through any avenues of sentiment. She
+had a quiet aplomb, which would be called 'sang-froid' in a man.
+
+"Did you ever see a Spanish-Mexican woman dance?" she asked in one of
+the pauses of the music.
+
+"Never: never any good dancing, save what one gets at a London theatre."
+
+"That is graceful," she said, "but not dancing. You have heard of music
+stirring the blood; of savage races--and others--working themselves up to
+ecstatic fury? Maybe you have seen the Dervishes, or the Fijians, or the
+Australian aboriginals? No? Well, I have, and I have seen--which is so
+much more--those Spanish-Mexican women dance. Did you ever see anything
+so thrilling, so splendid, that you felt you must possess it?"--She asked
+me that with her hand upon my arm!--"Well, that is it. I have felt that
+way towards a horse which has won a great race, and to a woman who has
+carried me with her through the fantastic drama of her dance, until she
+stood at the climax, head thrown back, face glowing--a statue. It is
+grand to be eloquent like that, not in words, but in person."
+
+In this was the key to her own nature. Body and mind she was free
+from ordinary morbidness, unless her dislike of all suffering was morbid.
+With her this was a dislike of any shock to the senses. She was selfish
+at all points.
+
+These conclusions were pursued at the expense of speech on my part. At
+first she did not appear to regard my silence. She seemed to have
+thoughts of her own; but she shook them off with a little firm motion of
+the shoulders, and, with the assumption of a demureness of manner and an
+airy petulance, said: "Well, amuse me."
+
+"Amuse you?" was my reply. "Delighted to do so if I can. How?"
+
+"Talk to me," was the quick response.
+
+"Would that accomplish the purpose?" This in a tone of mock protest.
+
+"Please don't be foolish, Dr. Marmion. I dislike having to explain.
+Tell me things."
+
+"About what?"
+
+"Oh, about yourself--about people you have met, and all that; for I
+suppose you have seen a good deal and lived a good deal."
+
+"About hospital cases?" I said a little maliciously.
+
+"No, please, no! I abhor everything that is sick and poor and miserable."
+
+"Well," said I, at idle venture, "if not a hospital, what about a gaol?"
+
+I felt the hand on my arm twitch slightly, and then her reply came.
+
+"I said I hated everything that was wretched and wicked. You are either
+dense, or purposely irritating."
+
+"Well, then, a college?"
+
+"A college? Yes, that sounds better. But I do not wish descriptions
+of being 'gated,' or 'sent down,' or 'ploughed,' and that kind of
+commonplace. I should prefer, unless your vanity leads you irresistibly
+in that direction, something with mature life and amusement; or, at
+least, life and incident, and good sport--if you do not dwell on the
+horrors of killing."
+
+On the instant there came to me the remembrance of Professor Valiant's
+wife. I think it was not what she wanted; but I had a purpose, and I
+began:
+
+"Every one at St. Luke's admired and respected Professor Valiant's wife,
+she was so frank and cordial and prettily downright. In our rooms we all
+called her a good chap, and a dashed good chap when her husband happened
+to be rustier than usual. He was our professor in science. It was the
+general belief that he chose science for his life-work because it gave
+unusual opportunities for torture. He was believed to be a devoted
+vivisectionist; he certainly had methods of cruelty, masterly in their
+ingenuity. He could make a whole class raw with punishment in a few
+words; and many a scorching bit of Latin verse was written about his
+hooked nose and fishy eye.
+
+"But his highest talents in this direction were reserved for his wife.
+His distorted idea of his own importance made him view her as a chattel,
+an inferior being; the more so, I believe, because she brought him little
+money when he married her. She was too much the woman to pretend to
+kneel to him, and because she would not be his slave, she had a hard time
+of it. He began by insisting that she should learn science, that she
+might assist him in his experiments. She knew that she had no taste for
+it, that it was no part of her wifely duty, and she did what suited her
+better--followed the hounds. It was a picture to see her riding across
+country. She could take a fence with a sound hunter like a bird. And so
+it happened that, after a time, they went their own ways pretty well; he
+ignoring her, neglecting her, deprecating her by manner, if not by
+speech, and making her life more than uncomfortable.
+
+"She was always kind to me. I was the youngest chap in the college, and
+was known as 'Marmy' by every one; and because I was fonder of science
+than most other men in the different years, Valiant was more gracious to
+me than the rest, though I did not like him. One day, when I called,
+I heard her say to him, not knowing that I was near: 'Whatever you feel,
+or however you act towards me in private, I will have respect when others
+are present.'
+
+"It was the custom for the professors to invite each student to luncheon
+or dinner once during term-time. Being somewhat of a favourite of both
+Professor and Mrs. Valiant however, I lunched with them often. I need
+hardly say that I should not have exceeded the regulation once had it not
+been for Mrs. Valiant. The last time I went is as clear in my memory as
+if it were yesterday. Valiant was more satirical and cold-blooded than
+usual. I noticed a kind of shining hardness in his wife's eyes, which
+gave me a strange feeling; yet she was talkative and even gay, I thought,
+while I more than once clinched my fist under the table, so much did I
+want to pummel him; for I was a lover of hers, in a deferential, boyish
+way.
+
+"At last, knowing that she liked the hunt, I asked her if she was going
+to the meet on the following Saturday, saying that I intended to follow,
+having been offered a horse. With a steely ring to her voice, and a
+further brightening of the eyes, she said: 'You are a stout little
+sportsman, Marmy. Yes, I am going on Major Karney's big horse, Carbine.'
+
+"Valiant looked up, half sneering, half doubtful, I thought, and
+rejoined: 'Carbine is a valuable horse, and the fences are stiff in the
+Garston country.'
+
+"She smiled gravely, then, with her eyes fixed on her husband, said:
+'Carbine is a perfect gentleman. He will do what I ask him. I have
+ridden him.'
+
+"'The devil you have!' he replied.
+
+"'I am sure,' said I, as I hoped, bravely, and not a little
+enthusiastically, 'that Carbine would take any fence you asked him.'
+
+"'Or not, as the case might be. Thank you, Marmy, for the compliment,'
+she said.
+
+"'A Triton among minnows,' remarked Valiant, not entirely under his
+breath; 'horses obey, and students admire, and there is no end to her
+greatness.'
+
+"'There is an end to everything, Edward,' she remarked a shade sadly and
+quietly.
+
+"He turned to me and said: 'Science is a great study, Marmion, but it is
+sardonic too; for you shall find that when you reduce even a Triton to
+its original elements--'
+
+"'Oh, please let me finish,' she interrupted softly. 'I know the lecture
+so well. It reads this way: "The place of generation must break to give
+place to the generated; but the influence spreads out beyond the
+fragments, and is greater thus than in the mass--neither matter nor mind
+can be destroyed. The earth was molten before it became cold rock and
+quiet world." There, you see, Marmy, that I am a fellow-student of
+yours.'
+
+"Valiant's eyes were ugly to watch; for she had quoted from a lecture of
+his, delivered to us that week. After an instant he said, with slow
+maliciousness: 'Oh, ye gods, render me worthy of this Portia, and teach
+her to do as Brutus's Portia did, ad eternum!'
+
+"She shuddered a little, then said very graciously, and as if he had
+meant nothing but kindness: 'Beggar that I am, I am even poor in thanks.'
+I will leave you now to your cigarettes; and because I must go out soon,
+and shall not, I fear, see you again this afternoon, good-bye, Marmy,
+till Saturday--till Saturday.' And she left us.
+
+"I was white and trembling with anger. He smiled coolly, and was
+careful to choose me one of his best cigars, saying as he handed it:
+'Conversation is a science, Marmion. Study it; there is solid
+satisfaction in it; it is the only art that brings instant pleasure.
+Like the stage, it gets its immediate applause.'
+
+"Well, Mrs. Valiant did ride Carbine on that Saturday. Such a scene it
+was! I see it now--the mottled plump of hounds upon the scent, the
+bright sun showing up the scarlet coats of the whips gloriously, the long
+stride of the hunters, ears back and quarters down! She rode Carbine,
+and the fences WERE stiff--so stiff that I couldn't have taken half of
+them. Afterward I was not sorry that I couldn't; for she rode for a fall
+that day on Carbine, her own horse, she had bought him of Major Karney a
+few days before,--and I heard her last words as she lay beside him,
+smiling through the dreadful whiteness of her lips. 'Goodbye, Marmy,'
+she whispered. 'Carbine and I go together. It is better so, in the full
+cry and a big field. Tell the men at Luke's that I hope they will pass
+at the coming exams. . . . I am going up--for my final--Marmy.--
+I wonder--if I'll--pass.' And then the words froze on her lips.
+
+"It was persecution that did it--diabolical persecution and selfishness.
+That was the worst day the college ever knew. At the funeral, when the
+provost read, 'For that it hath pleased Thee to deliver this our sister
+out of the miseries of this sinful world,' Big Wallington, the wildest
+chap among the grads, led off with a gulp in his throat, and we all
+followed. And that gold-spectacled sneak stood there, with a lying
+white handkerchief at his eyes.
+
+"I laid myself out to make the college too hot for him. In a week I had
+every man in the place with me, and things came to such a pass that all
+of us must be sent down, or Valiant resign. He resigned. He found
+another professorship; but the thing followed him, and he was obliged to
+leave the country."
+
+When I finished the story, Mrs. Falchion was silent for a time, then,
+with a slight air of surprise, and in a quite critical way, she said:
+"I should think you would act very well, if you used less emotion. Mrs.
+Valiant had a kind of courage, but she was foolish to die. She should
+have stayed and fought him--fought him every way, until she was his
+master. She could have done it; she was clever, I should think.
+Still, if she had to die, it was better to go with a good horse that way.
+I think I should prefer to go swiftly, suddenly, but without the horror
+of blood and bruises, and that sort of thing. . . . I should like to
+meet Professor Valiant. He was hard, but he was able too. . . . But
+haven't we had enough of horror? I asked you to amuse me, and you have
+merely interested me instead. Oh!--"
+
+This exclamation, I thought, was caused by the voice of the quartermaster
+humming:
+
+ "I'm a-sailing, I'm a-sailing on the sea,
+ To a harbour where the wind is still"--
+
+Almost immediately she said: "I think I will go below." Then, after a
+slight pause: "This is a liberal acquaintance for one day, Dr. Marmion;
+and, you know, we were not introduced."
+
+"No, Mrs. Falchion, we were not introduced; but I am in some regards
+your host, and I fear we should all be very silent if we waited for
+regular introductions here. The acquaintance gives me pleasure, but it
+is not nearly so liberal as I hope it may become."
+
+She did not answer, but smiled at me over her shoulder as she passed down
+the staircase, and the next instant I could have bitten my tongue for
+playing the cavalier as I had done; for showing, as I think I did, that
+she had an influence over me--an influence peculiar to herself, and
+difficult to account for when not in her presence.
+
+I sat down, lit a cigar, and went over in my mind all that had been said
+between us; all that had occurred in my cabin after dinner; every minute
+since we left Colombo was laid bare to its minutest detail. Lascars
+slipped by me in the half-darkness, the voices of two lovers near
+alternated with their expressive silences, and from the music saloon
+there came the pretty strains of a minuet, played very deftly. Under the
+influence of this music my thoughts became less exact; they drifted. My
+eyes shifted to the lights of the 'Porcupine' in the distance, and from
+them again to the figures passing and repassing me on the deck. The
+"All's well" of the look-out seemed to come from an endless distance; the
+swish of water against the dividing hull of the 'Fulvia' sounded like a
+call to silence from another world; the phosphorescence swimming through
+the jarred waters added to the sensation of unreality and dreams. These
+dreams grew, till they were broken by a hand placed on my shoulder, and
+I saw that one of the passengers, Clovelly, an English novelist, had
+dropped out from the promenade to talk with me. He saw my mood, however,
+and said quietly: "Give me a light for my cigar, will you? Then, astride
+this stool, I'll help you to make inventory of the rest of them.
+A pretty study; for, at our best, 'What fools we mortals be!'"
+
+"'Motley is your only wear,'" was my reply; and for a full half-hour,
+which, even for a man, is considerable, we spoke no word, but only nodded
+when some one of the promenaders noticed us. There was a bookmaker fresh
+from the Melbourne races; an American, Colonel Ryder, whose eloquence had
+carried him round the world; a stalwart squatter from Queensland;
+a pretty widow, who had left her husband under the sods of Tasmania;
+a brace of girls going to join their lovers and be married in England;
+a few officers fleeing from India with their livers and their lives;
+a family of four lanky lasses travelling "home" to school; a row of
+affable ladies, who alternated between envy and gaiety and delight in,
+and criticism of, their husbands; a couple of missionaries, preparing
+to give us lectures on the infamous gods of the heathen,--gods which,
+poor harmless little creatures! might be bought at a few annas a pint at
+Aden or Colombo,--and on the Exodus and the Pharaohs--pleasures reserved
+for the Red Sea; a commercial traveller, who arranged theatricals, and
+cast himself for all the principal parts; a humorous and naive person who
+industriously hinted at the opulence of his estates in Ireland; two
+stately English ladies of title; a cheerful array of colonial knights and
+judges off to Europe for a holiday; and many others, who made little
+worlds unto themselves, called cliques by blunt people.
+
+"To my mind, the most interesting persons on the ship," said Clovelly at
+last, "are the bookmaker, Miss Treherne, and the lady with whom you have
+just been talking--an exceptional type."
+
+"An unusual woman, I fancy," was my reply. "But which is Miss Treherne?
+I am afraid I am not quite sure."
+
+He described her and her father, with whom I had talked--a London Q.C.,
+travelling for his health, a notable man with a taste for science, who
+spent his idle hours in reading astronomy and the plays of Euripides.
+
+"Why not include the father in the list of the most interesting persons?"
+I questioned.
+
+"Because I have met many men like him, but no one quite like his
+daughter, or Mrs.--what is her name?"
+
+"Mrs. Falchion."
+
+"Or Mrs. Falchion or the bookmaker."
+
+"What is there so uncommon about Miss Treherne? She had not struck me as
+being remarkable."
+
+"No? Well, of course, she is not striking after the fashion of Mrs.
+Falchion. But watch her, study her, and you will find her to be the
+perfection of a type--the finest expression of a decorous convention, a
+perfect product of social conservatism; unaffected, cheerful, sensitive,
+composed, very talented, altogether companionable."
+
+"Excuse me," I said, laughing, though I was impressed; "that sounds as if
+you had been writing about her, and applying to her the novelist's system
+of analysis, which makes an imperfect individual a perfect type. Now,
+frankly, are you speaking of Miss Treherne, or of some one of whom she is
+the outline, as it were?"
+
+Clovelly turned and looked at me steadily. "When you consider a
+patient," he said, "do you arrange a diagnosis of a type or of a person?
+--And, by the way, 'type' is a priggish word."
+
+"I consider the type in connection with the person."
+
+"Exactly. The person is the thing. That clears up the matter of
+business and art. But now, as to Miss Treherne: I want to say that,
+having been admitted to her acquaintance and that of her father, I have
+thought of them only as friends, and not as 'characters' or 'copy.'"
+
+"I beg your pardon, Clovelly," said I. "I might have known."
+
+"Now, to prove how magnanimous I am, I shall introduce you to Miss
+Treherne, if you will let me. You've met her father, I suppose?"
+he added, and tossed his cigar overboard.
+
+"Yes, I have talked with him. He is a courteous and able man, I should
+think."
+
+We rose. Presently he continued: "See, Miss Treherne is sitting there
+with the Tasmanian widow--what is HER name?"
+
+"Mrs. Callendar," I replied. "Blackburn, the Queenslander, is joining
+them."
+
+"So much the better," he said. "Come on."
+
+As we passed the music saloon, we paused for an instant to look through
+the port-hole at a pale-faced girl with big eyes and a wonderful bright
+red dress, singing "The Angels' Serenade," while an excitable bear-leader
+turned her music for her. Near her stood a lanky girl who adored actors
+and tenors, and lived in the hope of meeting some of those gentlemen of
+the footlights, who plough their way so calmly through the hearts of
+maidens fresh from school.
+
+We drew back to go on towards Miss Treherne, when Hungerford touched me
+on the arm, and said: "I want to see you for a little while, Marmion, if
+Mr. Clovelly will excuse you."
+
+I saw by Hungerford's face that he had something of importance to say,
+and, linking my arm in his, I went with him to his cabin, which was near
+those of the intermediate passengers.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III
+
+A TALE OF NO MAN'S SEA
+
+Inside the cabin Hungerford closed the door, gripped me by the arm, and
+then handed me a cheroot, with the remark: "My pater gave them to me last
+voyage home. Have kept 'em in tea." And then he added, with no
+appearance of consecutiveness: "Hang the bally ship, anyhow!"
+
+I shall not attempt to tone down the crudeness of Hungerford's language.
+It contents me to think that the solidity of his character and his worth
+will appear even through the crust of free-and-easy idioms, as they will
+certainly be seen in his acts;--he was sound at heart and true as steel.
+
+"What is the matter, Hungerford?" I asked lighting the cheroot.
+
+"Everything's the matter. Captain, with his nose in the air, and
+trusting all round to his officers. First officer, no good--never any
+use since they poured the coal on him. Purser, ought to be on a Chinese
+junk. Second, third, fourth officers, first-rate chaps, but so-so
+sailors. Doctor, frivolling with a lovely filly, pedigree not known.
+Why, confound it! nobody takes this business seriously except the
+captain, and he sits on a golden throne. He doesn't know that in any
+real danger this swagger craft would be filled with foolishness.
+There isn't more than one good boat's crew on board--sailors, lascars,
+stewards, and all. As for the officers, if the surgeon would leave the
+lovely ladies to themselves, he'd find cases worth treating, and duties
+worth doing. He should keep himself fit for shocks. And he can take my
+word for it--for I've been at sea since I was a kid, worse luck!--that a
+man with anything to do on a ship ought to travel every day nose out for
+shipwreck next day, and so on, port to port. Ship-surgeons, as well as
+all other officers, weren't ordained to follow after cambric skirts and
+lace handkerchiefs at sea. Believe me or not as you like, but, for a man
+having work to do, woman, lovely woman, is rocks. Now, I suppose you'll
+think I'm insolent, for I'm younger than you are, Marmion, but you know
+what a rough-and-tumble fellow I am, and you'll not mind."
+
+"Well, Hungerford," I said, "to what does this lead?"
+
+"To Number 116 Intermediate, for one thing. It's letting off steam for
+another. I tell you, Marmion, these big ships are too big. There are
+those canvas boats. They won't work; you can't get them together.
+You couldn't launch one in an hour. And as for the use of the others,
+the lascars would melt like snow in any real danger. There's about one
+decent boat's crew on the ship, that's all. There! I've unburdened
+myself; I feel better."
+
+Presently he added, with a shake of the head: "See here: now-a-days we
+trust too much to machinery and chance, and not enough to skill of hand
+and brain stuff. I'd like to show you some of the crews I've had in the
+Pacific and the China Sea--but I'm at it again! I'll now come, Marmion,
+to the real reason why I brought you here. . . . Number 116
+Intermediate is under the weather; I found him fainting in the passage.
+I helped him into his cabin. He said he'd been to you to get medicine,
+and you'd given him some. Now, the strange part of the business is, I
+know him. He didn't remember me, however--perhaps because he didn't get
+a good look at me. Coincidence is a strange thing. I can point to a
+dozen in my short life, every one as remarkable, if not as startling, as
+this. Here, I'll spin you a yarn:
+
+"It happened four years ago. I had no moustache then, was fat like a
+whale, and first mate on the 'Dancing Kate', a pearler in the Indian Ocean,
+between Java and Australia. That was sailing, mind you--real seamanship,
+no bally nonsense; a fight every weather, interesting all round. If it
+wasn't a deadly calm, it was a typhoon; if it wasn't either, it was want
+of food and water. I've seen us with pearls on board worth a thousand
+quid, and not a drop of water nor three square meals in the caboose. But
+that was life for men and not Miss Nancys. If they weren't saints, they
+were sailors, afraid of nothing but God Almighty--and they do respect
+Him, even when they curse the winds and the sea. Well, one day we were
+lying in the open sea, about two hundred and fifty miles from Port
+Darwin. There wasn't a breath of air. The sea was like glass; the sun
+was drawing turpentine out of every inch of the 'Dancing Kate'. The world
+was one wild blister. There wasn't a comfortable spot in the craft, and
+all round us was that staring, oily sea. It was too hot to smoke, and I
+used to make a Sede boy do my smoking for me. I got the benefit of the
+smell without any work. I was lying under the droop of a dingey, making
+the Sede boy call on all his gods for wind, with interludes of smoke,
+when he chucked his deities and tobacco, and, pointing, shouted, 'Man!
+man!'
+
+"I snatched a spy-glass. Sure enough, there was a boat on the water.
+It was moving ever so slowly. It seemed to stop, and we saw something
+lifted and waved, and then all was still again. I got a boat's crew
+together, and away we went in that deadly smother. An hour's row and we
+got within hail of the derelict--as one of the crew said, 'feelin' as if
+the immortal life was jerked out of us.' The dingey lay there on the
+glassy surface, not a sign of life about her. Yet I had, as I said, seen
+something waved. The water didn't even lap its sides. It was ghostly,
+I can tell you. Our oars licked the water; they didn't attack it. Now,
+I'm going to tell you something, Marmion, that'll make you laugh. I
+don't think I've got any poetry in me, but just then I thought of some
+verses I learned when I was a little cove at Wellington--a devilishly
+weird thing. It came to me at that moment like a word in my ear. It
+made me feel awkward for a second. All sailors are superstitious, you
+know. I'm superstitious about this ship. Never mind; I'll tell you the
+verses, to show you what a queer thing memory is. The thing was called
+'No Man's Sea':
+
+ "'The days are dead in the No Man's Sea,
+ And God has left it alone;
+ The angels cover their heads and flee,
+ And the wild four winds have flown.
+
+ "'There's never a ripple upon the tide,
+ There's never a word or sound;
+ But over the waste the white wraiths glide,
+ To look for the souls of the drowned.
+
+ "'The No Man's Sea is a gaol of souls,
+ And its gate is a burning sun,
+ And deep beneath it a great bell tolls
+ For a death that never is done.
+
+ "'Alas! for any that comes anear,
+ That lies on its moveless breast;
+ The grumbling water shall be his bier,
+ And never a place of rest."'
+
+"There are four of the verses. Well, I made a motion to stop the rowing,
+and was mum for a minute. The men got nervous. They looked at the boat
+in front of us, and then turned round, as though to see if the 'Dancing
+Kate' was still in sight. I spoke, and they got more courage. I stood up
+in the boat, but could see nothing in the dingey. I gave a sign to go
+on, and soon we were alongside. In the bottom of the dingey lay a man,
+apparently dead, wearing the clothes of a convict. One of the crew gave
+a grunt of disgust, the others said nothing. I don't take to men often,
+and to convicts precious seldom; but there was a look in this man's face
+which the prison clothes couldn't demoralise--a damned pathetic look,
+which seemed to say, 'Not guilty.'
+
+"In a minute I was beside him, and found he wasn't dead. Brandy brought
+him round a little; but he was a bit gone in the head, and muttered all
+the way back to the ship. I had unbuttoned his shirt, and I saw on his
+breast a little ivory portrait of a woman. I didn't let the crew see it;
+for the fellow, even in his delirium, appeared to know I had exposed the
+thing, and drew the linen close in his fingers, and for a long time held
+it at his throat."
+
+"What was the woman's face like, Hungerford?" I asked.
+
+He parried, remarking only that she had the face of a lady, and was
+handsome.
+
+I pressed him. "But did it resemble any one you had ever seen?"
+
+With a slight droop of his eyelids, he said: "Don't ask foolish
+questions, Marmion. Well, the castaway had a hard pull for life. He
+wouldn't have lived at all, if a breeze hadn't come up and let us get
+away to the coast. It was the beginning of the monsoon, and we went
+bowling down towards Port Darwin, a crowd of Malay proas in our wake.
+However, the poor beggar thought he was going to die, and one night he
+told me his story. He was an escaped convict from Freemantle, Western
+Australia. He had, with others, been taken up to the northern coast to
+do some Government work, and had escaped in the dingey. His crime was
+stealing funds belonging to a Squatting and Mining Company. There was
+this extenuating circumstance: he could have replaced the money, which,
+as he said, he'd only intended to use for a few weeks. But a personal
+enemy threw suspicion on him, accounts were examined, and though he
+showed he'd only used the money while more of his own was on the way to
+him, the Company insisted on prosecuting him. For two reasons: because
+it was itself in bad odour, and hoped by this trial to divert public
+attention from its own dirty position; and because he had against him not
+only his personal enemy, but those who wanted to hit the Company through
+him. He'd filched to be able to meet the large expenses of his wife's
+establishment. Into this he didn't enter minutely, and he didn't blame
+her for having so big a menage; he only said he was sorry that he hadn't
+been able to support it without having to come, even for a day, to the
+stupidity of stealing. After two years he escaped. He asked me to write
+a letter to his wife, which he'd dictate. Marmion, you or I couldn't
+have dictated that letter if we'd taken a year to do it. There was no
+religion in it, no poppy-cock, but straightforward talk, full of sorrow
+for what he'd done, and for the disgrace he'd brought on her. I remember
+the last few sentences as if I'd seen them yesterday. 'I am dying on the
+open sea, disgraced, but free,' he said. 'I am not innocent in act, but
+I was not guilty of intentional wrong. I did what I did that you should
+have all you wished, all you ought to have. I ask but this--and I shall
+soon ask for nothing--that you will have a kind thought, now and then,
+for the man who always loved you, and loves you yet. I have never blamed
+you that you did not come near me in my trouble; but I wish you were here
+for a moment before I go away for ever. You must forgive me now, for you
+will be free. If I were a better man I would say, God bless you. In my
+last conscious moments I will think of you, and speak your name. And now
+good-bye--an everlasting good-bye. I was your loving husband, and am your
+lover until death.' And it was signed, 'Boyd Madras.'
+
+"However, he didn't die. Between the captain and myself, we kept life in
+him, and at last landed him at Port Darwin; all of us, officers and crew,
+swearing to let no one know he was a convict. And I'll say this for the
+crew of the 'Dancing Kate' that, so far as I know, they kept their word.
+That letter, addressed in care of a firm of Melbourne bankers, I gave
+back to him before we landed. We made him up a purse of fifty pounds,--
+for the crew got to like him,--and left him at Port Darwin, sailing away
+again in a few days to another pearl-field farther east. What happened
+to him at Port Darwin and elsewhere, I don't know; but one day I found
+him on a fashionable steamer in the Indian Ocean, looking almost as
+near to Kingdom Come as when he starved in the dingey on No Man's Sea.
+As I said before, I think he didn't recognise me; and he's lying now in
+116 Intermediate, with a look on him that I've seen in the face of a man
+condemned to death by the devils of cholera or equatorial fever. And
+that's the story, Marmion, which I brought you to hear--told, as you
+notice, in fine classical style."
+
+"And why do you tell ME this, Hungerford--a secret you've kept all these
+years? Knowledge of that man's crime wasn't necessary before giving him
+belladonna or a hot bath."
+
+Hungerford kept back the whole truth for reasons of his own. He said:
+"Chiefly because I want you to take a decent interest in the chap. He
+looks as if he might go off on the long voyage any tick o' the clock.
+You are doctor, parson, and everything else of the kind on board. I like
+the poor devil, but anyhow I'm not in a position to be going around with
+ginger-tea in a spoon, or Ecclesiastes under my arm,--very good things.
+Your profession has more or less to do with the mind as well as the body,
+and you may take my word for it that Boyd Madras's mind is as sick as his
+torso. By the way, he calls himself 'Charles Boyd,' so I suppose we
+needn't recall to him his former experiences by adding the 'Madras.'"
+
+Hungerford squeezed my arm again violently, and added: "Look here,
+Marmion, we understand each other in this, don't we? To do what we can
+for the fellow, and be mum."
+
+Some of this looks rough and blunt, but as it was spoken there was that
+in it which softened it to my ear. I knew he had told all he thought I
+ought to know, and that he wished me to question him no more, nor to
+refer to Mrs. Falchion, whose relationship to Boyd Madras--or Charles
+Boyd--both of us suspected.
+
+"It was funny about those verses coming to my mind, wasn't it, Marmion?"
+he continued. And he began to repeat one of them, keeping time to the
+wave-like metre with his cheroot, winding up with a quick, circular
+movement, and putting it again between his lips:
+
+ "'There's never a ripple upon the tide,
+ There's never a breath or sound;
+ But over the waste the white wraiths glide,
+ To look for the souls of the drowned."'
+
+Then he jumped off the berth where he had been sitting, put on his
+jacket, said it was time to take his turn on the bridge, and prepared to
+go out, having apparently dismissed Number 116 Intermediate from his
+mind.
+
+I went to Charles Boyd's cabin, and knocked gently. There was no
+response. I entered. He lay sleeping soundly--the sleep that comes
+after nervous exhaustion. I had a good chance to study him as he lay
+there. The face was sensitive and well fashioned, but not strong; the
+hands were delicate, yet firmly made. One hand was clinched upon that
+portion of his breast where the portrait hung.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV
+
+THE TRAIL OF THE ISHMAELITE
+
+I went on deck again, and found Clovelly in the smoking-room. The
+bookmaker was engaged in telling tales of the turf, alternated with comic
+songs by Blackburn--an occupation which lasted throughout the voyage, and
+was associated with electric appeals to the steward to fill the flowing
+bowl. Clovelly came with me, and we joined Miss Treherne and her father.
+Mr. Treherne introduced me to his daughter, and Clovelly amiably drew the
+father into a discussion of communism as found in the South Sea Islands.
+
+I do not think my conversation with Miss Treherne was brilliant. She has
+since told me that I appeared self-conscious and preoccupied. This being
+no compliment to her, I was treated accordingly. I could have endorsed
+Clovelly's estimate of her so far as her reserve and sedateness were
+concerned. It seemed impossible to talk naturally. The events of the
+day were interrupting the ordinary run of thought, and I felt at a
+miserable disadvantage. I saw, however, that the girl was gifted and
+clear of mind, and possessed of great physical charm, but of that fine
+sort which must be seen in suitable surroundings to be properly
+appreciated. Here on board ship a sweet gravity and a proud decorum--not
+altogether unnecessary--prevented her from being seen at once to the best
+advantage. Even at this moment I respected her the more for it, and was
+not surprised, nor exactly displeased, that she adroitly drew her father
+and Clovelly into the conversation. With Clovelly she seemed to find
+immediate ground for naive and pleasant talk; on his part, deferential,
+original, and attentive; on hers, easy, allusive, and warmed with piquant
+humour. I admired her; saw how cleverly Clovelly was making the most of
+her; guessed at the solicitude, studious care, and affection of her
+bringing-up; watched the fond pleasure of the father as he listened; and
+was angry with myself that Mrs. Falchion's voice rang in my ears at the
+same moment as hers. But it did ring there, and the real value of that
+smart tournament of ideas was partially lost to me.
+
+The next morning I went to Boyd Madras's cabin. He welcomed me
+gratefully, and said that he was much better; as he seemed; but he
+carried a hectic flush, such as comes to a consumptive person. I said
+little to him beyond what was necessary for the discussion of his case.
+I cautioned him about any unusual exertion, and was about to leave, when
+an impulse came to me, and I returned and said: "You will not let me help
+you in any other way?"
+
+"Yes," he answered; "I shall be very glad of your help, but not just yet.
+And, Doctor, believe me, I think medicines can do very little. Though I
+am thankful to you for visiting me, you need not take the trouble, unless
+I am worse, and then I will send a steward to you, or go to you myself."
+
+What lay behind this request, unless it was sensitiveness, I could not
+tell; but I determined to take my own course, and to visit him when I
+thought fit.
+
+Still, I saw him but once or twice on the after-deck in the succeeding
+days. He evidently wished to keep out of sight as much as possible. I
+am ashamed to say there was a kind of satisfaction in this to me; for,
+when a man's wife--and I believed she was Boyd Madras's wife--hangs on
+your arm, and he himself is denied that privilege, and fares poorly
+beside her sumptuousness, and lives as a stranger to her, you can
+scarcely regard his presence with pleasure. And from the sheer force of
+circumstances, as it seemed to me then, Mrs. Falchion's hand was often on
+my arm; and her voice was always in my ear at meal-times and when I
+visited Justine Caron to attend to her wound, or joined in the chattering
+recreations of the music saloon. It was impossible not to feel her
+influence; and if I did not yield entirely to it, I was more possessed by
+it than I was aware. I was inquisitive to know beyond doubt that she was
+the wife of this man. I think it was in my mind at the time that,
+perhaps, by being with her much, I should be able to do him a service.
+But there came a time when I was sufficiently undeceived. It was all a
+game of misery in which some one stood to lose all round. Who was it:
+she, or I, or the refugee of misfortune, Number 116 Intermediate? She
+seemed safe enough. He or I would suffer in the crash of penalties.
+
+It was a strange situation. I, the acquaintance of a day, was welcome
+within the circle of this woman's favour--though it was an unemotional
+favour on her side; he, the husband, as I believed, though only half
+the length of the ship away, was as distant from her as the north star.
+When I sat with her on deck at night, I seemed to feel Boyd Madras's
+face looking at me from the half-darkness of the after-deck; and Mrs.
+Falchion, whose keen eyes missed little, remarked once on my gaze in that
+direction. Thereafter I was more careful, but the idea haunted me. Yet,
+I was not the only person who sat with her. Other men paid her attentive
+court. The difference was, however, that with me she assumed ever so
+delicate, yet palpable an air of proprietorship, none the less alluring
+because there was no heart in it. So far as the other passengers were
+concerned, there was nothing jarring to propriety in our companionship.
+They did not know of Number 116 Intermediate. She had been announced as
+a widow; and she had told Mrs. Callendar that her father's brother, who,
+years before, had gone to California, had died within the past two years
+and left her his property; and, because all Californians are supposed to
+be millionaires, her wealth was counted fabulous. She was going now to
+England, and from there to California in the following year. People said
+that Dr. Marmion knew on which side his bread was buttered. They may
+have said more unpleasant things, but I did not hear them, or of them.
+
+All the time I was conscious of a kind of dishonour, and perhaps it was
+that which prompted me (I had fallen away from my intention of visiting
+him freely) to send my steward to see how Boyd Madras came on, rather
+than go myself. I was, however, conscious that the position could not--
+should not--be maintained long. The practical outcome of this knowledge
+was not tardy. A new influence came into my life which was to affect it
+permanently: but not without a struggle.
+
+A series of concerts and lectures had been arranged for the voyage, and
+the fancy-dress ball was to close the first part of the journey--that is,
+at Aden. One night a concert was on in the music saloon. I had just
+come from seeing a couple of passengers who had been suffering from the
+heat, and was debating whether to find Mrs. Falchion, who, I knew, was on
+the other side of the deck, go in to the concert, or join Colonel Ryder
+and Clovelly, who had asked me to come to the smoking-room when I could.
+I am afraid I was balancing heavily in favour of Mrs. Falchion, when I
+heard a voice that was new to me, singing a song I had known years
+before, when life was ardent, and love first came--halcyon days in
+country lanes, in lilac thickets, of pleasant Hertfordshire, where our
+footsteps met a small bombardment of bursting seed-pods of the furze,
+along the green common that sloped to the village. I thought of all
+this, and of HER everlasting quiet.
+
+With a different voice the words of the song would have sent me out of
+hearing; now I stood rooted to the spot, as the notes floated out past
+me to the nervelessness of the Indian Ocean, every one of them a
+commandment from behind the curtain of a sanctuary.
+
+The voice was a warm, full contralto of exquisite culture.
+It suggested depths of rich sound behind, from which the singer, if she
+chose, might draw, until the room and the deck and the sea ached with
+sweetness. I scarcely dared to look in to see who it was, lest I should
+find it a dream. I stood with my head turned away towards the dusky
+ocean. When, at last, with the closing notes of the song, I went to
+the port-hole and looked in, I saw that the singer was Miss Treherne.
+There was an abstracted look in her eyes as she raised them, and she
+seemed unconscious of the applause following the last chords of the
+accompaniment. She stood up, folding the music as she did so, and
+unconsciously raised her eyes toward the port-hole where I was. Her
+glance caught mine, and instantly a change passed over her face. The
+effect of the song upon her was broken; she flushed slightly, and, as I
+thought, with faint annoyance. I know of nothing so little complimentary
+to a singer as the audience that patronisingly listens outside a room or
+window,--not bound by any sense of duty as an audience,--between whom and
+the artists an unnatural barrier is raised. But I have reason to think
+now that Belle Treherne was not wholly moved by annoyance--that she had
+seen something unusual, maybe oppressive, in my look. She turned to her
+father. He adjusted his glasses as if, in his pride, to see her better.
+Then he fondly took her arm, and they left the room.
+
+Then I saw Mrs. Falchion's face at the port-hole opposite. Her eyes were
+on me. An instant before, I had intended following Miss Treherne and her
+father; now some spirit of defiance, some unaccountable revolution,
+took possession of me, so that I flashed back to her a warm recognition.
+I could not have believed it possible, if it had been told of me, that,
+one minute affected by beautiful and sacred remembrances, the next I
+should be yielding to the unimpassioned tyranny of a woman who could
+never be anything but a stumbling-block and an evil influence. I had yet
+to learn that in times of mental and moral struggle the mixed fighting
+forces in us resolve themselves into two cohesive powers, and strive for
+mastery; that no past thought or act goes for nothing at such a time, but
+creeps out from the darkness where we thought it had gone for ever, and
+does battle with its kind against the common foe. There moved before my
+sight three women: one, sweet and unsubstantial, wistful and mute and
+very young, not of the earth earthy; one, lissom, grave, with gracious
+body and warm abstracted eyes, all delicacy, strength, reserve; the other
+and last, daring, cold, beautiful, with irresistible charm, silent and
+compelling. And these are the three women who have influenced my life,
+who fought in me then for mastery; one from out the unchangeable past,
+the others in the tangible and delible present. Most of us have to pass
+through such ordeals before character and conviction receive their final
+bias; before human nature has its wild trouble, and then settles into
+"cold rock and quiet world;" which any lesser after-shocks may modify,
+but cannot radically change.
+
+I tried to think. I felt that to be wholly a man I should turn from
+those eyes drawing me on. I recalled the words of Clovelly, who had said
+to me that afternoon, half laughingly: "Dr. Marmion, I wonder how many
+of us wish ourselves transported permanently to that time when we didn't
+know champagne from 'alter feiner madeira' or dry hock from sweet
+sauterne; when a pretty face made us feel ready to abjure all the sinful
+lusts of the flesh and become inheritors of the kingdom of heaven? Egad!
+I should like to feel it once again. But how can we, when we have been
+intoxicated with many things; when we are drunk with success and
+experience; have hung on the fringe of unrighteousness; and know the
+world backward, and ourselves mercilessly?"
+
+Was I, like the drunkard, coming surely to the time when I could
+no longer say yes to my wisdom, or no to my weakness? I knew that,
+an hour before, in filling a phial with medicine, I found I was doing
+it mechanically, and had to begin over again, making an effort to keep my
+mind to my task. I think it is an axiom that no man can properly perform
+the business of life who indulges in emotional preoccupation.
+
+These thoughts, which take so long to write, passed then through my mind
+swiftly; but her eyes were on me with a peculiar and confident
+insistence--and I yielded. On my way to her I met Clovelly and Colonel
+Ryder. Hungerford was walking between them. Colonel Ryder said: "I've
+been saving that story for you, Doctor; better come and get it while it's
+hot."
+
+This was a promised tale of the taking of Mobile in the American Civil
+War.
+
+At any other time the invitation would have pleased me mightily; for,
+apart from the other two, Hungerford's brusque and original conversation
+was always a pleasure--so were his cheroots; but now I was under an
+influence selfish in its source. At the same time I felt that Hungerford
+was storing up some acute criticism of me, and that he might let me hear
+it any moment. I knew, numbering the order of his duties, that he could
+have but a very short time to spare for gossip at this juncture, yet I
+said that I could not join them for half an hour or so. Hungerford had a
+fashion of looking at me searchingly from under his heavy brows, and I
+saw that he did so now with impatience, perhaps contempt. I was certain
+that he longed to thrash me. That was his idea of punishment and
+penalty. He linked his arm in those of the other two men, and they moved
+on, Colonel Ryder saying that he would keep the story till I came and
+would wait in the smoking-room for me.
+
+The concert was still on when I sat down beside Mrs. Falchion. "You
+seemed to enjoy Miss Treherne's singing?" she said cordially enough as
+she folded her hands in her lap.
+
+"Yes, I thought it beautiful. Didn't you?"
+
+"Pretty, most pretty; and admirable in technique and tone; but she has
+too much feeling to be really artistic. She felt the thing, instead of
+pretending to feel it--which makes all the difference. She belongs to
+a race of delightful women, who never do any harm, whom everybody calls
+good, and who are very severe on those who do not pretend to be good.
+Still, all of that pleasant race will read their husband's letters and
+smuggle. They have no civic virtues. Yet they would be shocked to bathe
+on the beach without a machine, as American women do,--and they look for
+a new fall of Jerusalem when one of their sex smokes a cigarette after
+dinner. Now, I do not smoke cigarettes after dinner, so I can speak
+freely. But, at the same time, I do not smuggle, and I do bathe on the
+beach without a machine--when I am in a land where there are no sharks
+and no taboo. If morally consumptive people were given a few years in
+the South Seas, where they could not get away from nature, there would
+be more strength and less scandal in society."
+
+I laughed. "There is a frank note for Mr. Clovelly, who thinks he knows
+the world and my sex thoroughly. He says as much in his books.--Have you
+read his 'A Sweet Apocalypse'? He said more than as much to me. But he
+knows a mere nothing about women--their amusing inconsistencies; their
+infidelity in little things and fidelity in big things; their self-
+torturings; their inability to comprehend themselves; their periods of
+religious insanity; their occasional revolts against the restraints of
+a woman's position, known only to themselves in their dark hours; ah,
+really, Dr. Marmion, he is ignorant, I assure you. He has only got two
+or three kinds of women in his mind, and the representatives of these
+fooled him, as far as he went with them, to their hearts' content.
+Believe me, there is no one quite so foolish as the professional student
+of character. He sees things with a glamour; he is impressionable; he
+immediately begins to make a woman what he wishes her to be for his book,
+not what she is; and women laugh at him when they read his books, or pity
+him if they know him personally. I venture to say that I could make Mr.
+Clovelly use me in a novel--not 'A Sweet Apocalypse'--as a placid lover
+of fancy bazaars and Dorcas societies, instead of a very practical
+person, who has seen life without the romantic eye, and knows as well the
+working of a buccaneering craft--through consular papers and magisterial
+trials, of course--as of a colonial Government House. But it is not
+worth while trying to make him falsify my character. Besides, you are
+here to amuse me."
+
+This speech, as she made it, was pleasantly audacious and clever. I
+laughed, and made a gesture of mock dissent, and she added: "Now I have
+finished my lecture. Please tie my shoe-lace there, and then, as I said,
+amuse me. Oh, you can, if you choose! You are clever when you like to
+be. Only, this time, do not let it be a professor's wife who foolishly
+destroys herself, and cuts short what might have been a brilliant
+career."
+
+On the instant I determined to probe deeper into her life, and try her
+nerve, by telling a story with enough likeness to her own (if she was the
+wife of Boyd Madras) to affect her acutely; though I was not sure I could
+succeed. A woman who triumphs over sea-sickness, whom steam from the
+boilers never affects, nor the propeller-screw disturbs, has little to
+fear from the words of a man who is neither adroit, eloquent, nor
+dramatic. However, I determined to try what I could do. I said: "I
+fancy you would like something in the line of adventure; but my career
+has not run in that direction, so I shall resort to less exciting fields,
+and, I fear, also, a not very cheerful subject."
+
+"Oh, never mind!" said she. "What you wish, so long as it is not
+conventional and hackneyed. But I know you will not be prosy, so go on,
+please."
+
+"Well," I began, "once, in the hospital, I attended a man--Anson was his
+name--who, when he thought he was going to die, confided to me his life's
+secret. I liked the man; he was good-looking, amiable, but hopelessly
+melancholy. He was dying as much from trouble as disease. No counsel
+or encouragement had any effect upon him; he did, as I have seen so many
+do--he resigned himself to the out-going tide. Well, for the secret.
+He had been a felon. His crime had been committed through ministering to
+his wife's vanity."
+
+Here I paused. I felt Mrs. Falchion's eyes searching me.
+I raised mine steadily to hers with an impersonal glance, and saw
+that she had not changed colour in the least. But her eyes were busy.
+
+I proceeded: "When he was disgraced she did not come near him.
+When he went to her, after he was released" (here I thought it best to
+depart from any close resemblance to Mrs. Falchion's own story), "and was
+admitted to her, she treated him as an absolute stranger--as one who had
+intruded, and might be violent. She said that she and her maid were
+alone in the house, and hinted that he had come to disturb them. She
+bade him go, or she must herself go. He called her by his own name, and
+begged her, by the memory of their dead child, to speak kindly to him.
+She said he was quite mistaken in her name, that she was Mrs. Glave, not
+Mrs. Anson, and again insisted that he should go. He left her, and at
+last, broken-hearted, found his way, in illness and poverty to the
+hospital, where, toward the last, he was cared for by a noble girl,
+a companion of his boyhood and his better days, who urged his wife to
+visit him. She left him alone, said unpleasant things to the girl, did
+not come to see her husband when he was dead, and provided nothing for
+his burial. You see that, like you, she hated suffering and misery--and
+criminals. The girl and her mother paid the expenses of the funeral,
+and, with myself, were the only mourners. I am doubtful if the wife
+knows even where he lies. I admit that the story sounds melodramatic;
+but truth is more drama than comedy, I fancy. Now, what do you think of
+it all, Mrs. Falchion?"
+
+I had felt her shrink a little at the earlier part of my story, as if
+she feared that her own tale was to be brutally bared before her; but
+that soon passed, and she languidly tapped the chair-arm as the narrative
+continued. When it was finished, she leaned over slightly, and with
+these same fingers tapped my arm. I thrilled involuntarily.
+
+"He died, did he?" she said. "That was the most graceful thing he could
+do. So far as my knowledge of the world is concerned, men of his class
+do NOT die. They live, and they never rise above their degradation.
+They had not brains or courage enough to keep them out of gaol, and they
+have not pluck or brains enough to succeed--afterwards. Your friend
+Anson was quite gentlemanly in his action at the last. He had some sense
+of the fitness of things. He could not find a place in the world without
+making other people uncomfortable, and causing trouble. If he had lived,
+he would always have added to the blight on his wife's career, and have
+been an arrow--not a thorn--in her side. Very likely he would have
+created a scandal for the good young girl who nursed him. He made the
+false step, and compelled society to reject him. It did not want to do
+so; it never does. It is long-suffering; it tries not to see and
+acknowledge things until the culprit himself forces it to take action.
+Then it says: 'Now you have openly and inconsiderately broken our bond of
+mutual forbearance. You make me send you away. Go, then, behind stone
+walls, and please do not come to me again. If you do, you will only be a
+troublesome ghost. You will cause awkwardness and distress.' So, Mr.
+Anson--I must be polite to him--did the most reasonable and proper thing.
+He disappeared from the play before it actually became tragedy. There
+was no tragedy in his death--death is a magnificent ally; it untangles
+knots. The tragedy was in his living--in the perpetual ruin of his
+wife's life, renewed every morning. He disappeared. Then the play
+became drama, with only a little shadow of tragedy behind it. Now,
+frankly, am I not right?"
+
+"Mrs. Falchion," I said, "your argument is clever, but it is only
+incidentally true. You draw life, society and men no more correctly than
+the author of 'A Sweet Apocalypse' would draw you. The social law you
+sketch when reduced to its bare elements, is remorseless. It does not
+provide for repentance, for restitution, for recovering a lost paradise.
+It makes an act final, a sin irrevocable."
+
+"Well, since we are beginning to talk like a couple of books by a pair of
+priggish philosophers, I might as well say that I think sin is final so
+far as the domestic and social machinery of the world is concerned. What
+his religious belief requires of a man is one thing, what his fellow-men
+require of him is another. The world says, You shall have latitude
+enough to swing in freely, but you must keep within the code. As soon
+as you break the law openly, and set the machinery of public penalty in
+motion, there is an end of you, so far as this world is concerned. You
+may live on, but you have been broken on the wheel, and broken you always
+will be. It is not a question of right or wrong, of kindness or cruelty,
+but of general expediency and inevitableness. To all effect, Mr. Anson
+was dead before he breathed his last. He died when he passed within the
+walls of a gaol--condemned for theft."
+
+There was singular scorn in her last few words, and, dissent as I did
+from her merciless theories, I was astonished at her adroitness and
+downrightness--enchanted by the glow of her face. To this hour, knowing
+all her life as I do, I can only regard her as a splendid achievement of
+nature, convincing even when at the most awkward tangents with the
+general sense and the straitest interpretation of life; convincing even
+in those other and later incidents, which showed her to be acting not
+so much by impulse as by the law of her nature. Her emotions were
+apparently rationalised at birth--to be derationalised and broken up by a
+power greater than herself before her life had worked itself out. I had
+counted her clever; I had not reckoned with her powers of reasoning.
+Influenced as I was by emotion when in her presence, I resorted to a
+personal application of my opinions--the last and most unfair resort of
+a disputant. I said I would rather be Anson dead than Mrs. Anson living;
+I would rather be the active than the passive sinner; the victim, than a
+part of that great and cruel machine of penalty.
+
+"The passive sinner!" she replied. "Why, what wrong did she do?"
+
+The highest moral conceptions worked dully in her. Yet she seemed then,
+as she always appeared to be, free from any action that should set the
+machine of penalty going against herself. She was inexorable, but she
+had never, knowingly, so much as slashed the hem of the moral code.
+
+"It was to give his wife pleasure that Anson made the false step," I
+urged.
+
+"Do you think she would have had the pleasure at the price? The man was
+vain and selfish to run any risk, to do anything that might endanger her
+safety--that is, her happiness and comfort."
+
+"But suppose he knew that she loved ease and pleasure?--that he feared
+her anger or disdain if he did not minister to her luxuries?"
+
+"Then he ought not to have married that kind of a woman." The hardness
+in her voice was matched at that moment by the coldness of her face.
+
+"That is begging the question," I replied. "What would such a selfish
+woman do in such a case, if her pleasure could not be gratified?"
+
+"You must ask that kind of woman," was her ironical answer.
+
+I rashly felt that her castle of strength was crumbling. I ventured
+farther.
+
+"I have done so."
+
+She turned slightly toward me, yet not nervously, as I had expected.
+
+"What did she say?"
+
+"She declined to answer directly."
+
+There was a pause, in which I felt her eyes searching my face. I fear
+I must have learned dissimulation well; for, after a minute, I looked
+at her, and saw, from the absence of any curious anxiety, that I had
+betrayed nothing. She looked me straight in the eyes and said: "Dr.
+Marmion, a man must not expect to be forgiven, who has brought shame on a
+woman."
+
+"Not even when he has repented and atoned?"
+
+"Atoned! How mad you are! How can there be atonement? You cannot wipe
+things out--on earth. We are of the earth. Records remain. If a man
+plays the fool, the coward, and the criminal, he must expect to wear the
+fool's cap, the white feather, and the leg-chain until his life's end.
+And now, please, let us change the subject. We have been bookish long
+enough." She rose with a gesture of impatience.
+
+I did not rise. "Pardon me, Mrs. Falchion," I urged, "but this interests
+me so. I have thought much of Anson lately. Please, let us talk a
+little longer. Do sit down."
+
+She sat down again with an air of concession rather than of pleasure.
+
+"I am interested," I said, "in looking at this question from a woman's
+standpoint. You see, I am apt to side with the miserable fellow who made
+a false step--foolish, if you like--all for love of a selfish and
+beautiful woman."
+
+"She was beautiful?"
+
+"Yes, as you are." She did not blush at that rank compliment, any more
+than a lioness would, if you praised the astonishing sleekness and beauty
+of its skin.
+
+"And she had been a true wife to him before that?"
+
+"Yes, in all that concerned the code."
+
+"Well?--Well, was not that enough? She did what she could, as long as
+she could." She leaned far back in the chair, her eyes half shut.
+
+"Don't you think--as a woman, not as a theorist--that Mrs. Anson might
+at least have come to him when he was dying?"
+
+"It would only have been uncomfortable for her. She had no part in his
+life; she could not feel with him. She could do nothing."
+
+"But suppose she had loved him? By that memory, then, of the time when
+they took each other for better or for worse, until death should part
+them?"
+
+"Death did part them when the code banished him; when he passed from a
+free world into a cage. Besides, we are talking about people marrying,
+not about their loving."
+
+"I will admit," I said, with a little raw irony, "that I was not exact in
+definition."
+
+Here I got a glimpse into her nature which rendered after events not so
+marvellous to me as they might seem to others. She thought a moment
+quite indolently, and then continued: "You make one moralise like George
+Eliot. Marriage is a condition, but love must be an action. The one is
+a contract, the other is complete possession, a principle--that is, if it
+exists at all. I do not know."
+
+She turned the rings round mechanically on her finger; and among them was
+a wedding-ring! Her voice had become low and abstracted, and now she
+seemed to have forgotten my presence, and was looking out upon the
+humming darkness round us, through which now and again there rang a
+boatswain's whistle, or the loud laugh of Blackburn, telling of a joyous
+hour in the smoking-room.
+
+I am now about to record an act of madness, of folly, on my part. I
+suppose most men have such moments of temptation, but I suppose, also,
+that they act more sensibly and honourably than I did then. Her hand had
+dropped gently on the chair-arm, near to my own, and though our fingers
+did not touch, I felt mine thrilled and impelled toward hers. I do not
+seek to palliate my action. Though the man I believed to be her husband
+was below, I yielded myself to an imagined passion for her. In that
+moment I was a captive. I caught her hand and kissed it hotly.
+
+"But you might know what love is," I said. "You might learn--learn of
+me. You--"
+
+Abruptly and with surprise she withdrew her hand, and, without any
+visible emotion save a quicker pulsation of her breast, which might have
+been indignation, spoke. "But even if I might learn, Dr. Marmion, be
+sure that neither your college nor Heaven gave you the knowledge to
+instruct me. . . . There: pardon me, if I speak harshly; but this is
+most inconsiderate of you, most impulsive--and compromising. You are
+capable of singular contrasts. Please let us be friends, friends simply.
+You are too interesting for a lover, really you are."
+
+Her words were a cold shock to my emotion--my superficial emotion;
+though, indeed, for that moment she seemed adorable to me. Without any
+apparent relevancy, but certainly because my thoughts in self-reproach
+were hovering about cabin 116 Intermediate, I said, with a biting shame,
+"I do not wonder now!"
+
+"You do not wonder at what?" she questioned; and she laid her hand
+kindly on my arm.
+
+I put the hand away a little childishly, and replied, "At men going to
+the devil." But this was not what I thought.
+
+"That does not sound complimentary to somebody. May I ask you what you
+mean?" she said calmly. "I mean that Anson loved his wife, and she did
+not love him; yet she held him like a slave, torturing him at the same
+time."
+
+"Does it not strike you that this is irrelevant? You are not my husband
+--not my slave. But, to be less personal, Mr. Anson's wife was not
+responsible for his loving her. Love, as I take it, is a voluntary
+thing. It pleased him to love her--he would not have done it if it did
+not please him; probably his love was an inconvenient thing domestically
+--if he had no tact."
+
+"Of that," I said, "neither you nor I can know with any certainty. But,
+to be scriptural, she reaped where she had not sowed, and gathered where
+she had not strawed. If she did not make the man love her,--I believe
+she did, as I believe you would, perhaps unconsciously, do,--she used his
+love, and was therefore better able to make all other men admire her.
+She was richer in personal power for that experience; but she was not
+grateful for it nor for his devotion."
+
+"You mean, in fact, that I--for you make the personal application--shall
+be better able henceforth to win men's love, because--ah, surely, Dr.
+Marmion, you do not dignify this impulse, this foolishness of yours, by
+the name of love!" She smiled a little satirically at the fingers I had
+kissed.
+
+I was humiliated, and annoyed with her and with myself, though, down
+in my mind, I knew that she was right. "I mean," said I, "that I can
+understand how men have committed suicide because of just such things.
+My wonder is that Anson, poor devil! did not do it." I knew I was
+talking foolishly.
+
+"He hadn't the courage, my dear sir. He was gentlemanly enough to die,
+but not to be heroic to that extent. For it does need a strong dash of
+heroism to take one's own life. As I conceive it, suicide would have
+been the best thing for him when he sinned against the code. The world
+would have pitied him then, would have said, He spared us the trial of
+punishing him. But to pay the vulgar penalty of prison--ah!"
+
+She shuddered and then almost coldly continued: "Suicide is an act of
+importance; it shows that a man recognises, at least, the worthlessness
+of his life. He does one dramatic and powerful thing; he has an instant
+of great courage, and all is over. If it had been a duel in which, of
+intention, he would fire wide, and his assailant would fire to kill, so
+much the better; so much the more would the world pity. But either is
+superior, as a final situation, than death with a broken heart--I suppose
+that is possible?--and disgrace, in a hospital."
+
+"You seem to think only of the present, only of the code and the world;
+and as if there were no heroism in a man living down his shame, righting
+himself heroically at all points possible, bearing his penalty, and
+showing the courage of daily wearing the sackcloth of remorse and
+restitution."
+
+"Oh," she persisted, "you make me angry. I know what you wish to
+express; I know that you consider it a sin to take one's life, even in
+'the high Roman fashion.' But, frankly, I do not, and I fear--or rather,
+I fancy--that I never shall. After all, your belief is a pitiless one;
+for, as I have tried to say, the man has not himself alone to consider,
+but those to whom his living is a perpetual shame and menace and cruelty
+insupportable--insupportable! Now, please, let us change the subject
+finally; and"--here she softly laughed--"forgive me if I have treated
+your fancied infatuation lightly or indifferently. I want you for a
+friend--at least, for a friendly acquaintance. I do not want you for
+a lover."
+
+We both rose. I was not quite content with her nor with myself yet. I
+felt sure that while she did not wish me for a lover, she was not averse
+to my playing the devoted cavalier, who should give all, while she should
+give nothing. I knew that my punishment had already begun. We paced the
+deck in silence; and once, as we walked far aft, I saw, leaning upon the
+railing of the intermediate deck, and looking towards us--Boyd Madras;
+and the words of that letter which he wrote on the No Man's Sea came to
+me.
+
+At length she said: "You have made no reply to my last remark. Are we
+to be friends, and not lovers? Or shall you cherish enmity against me?
+Or, worse still,"--and here she laughed, I thought, a little ironically,
+--"avoid me, and be as icy as you have been--fervid?"
+
+"Mrs. Falchion," I said, "your enemy I do not wish to be--I could not be
+if I wished; but, for the rest, you must please let me see what I may
+think of myself to-morrow. There is much virtue in to-morrow," I added.
+"It enables one to get perspective."
+
+"I understand," she said; and then was silent. We walked the deck slowly
+for several minutes. Then we were accosted by two ladies of a committee
+that had the fancy-dress ball in hand. They wished to consult Mrs.
+Falchion in certain matters of costume and decoration, for which, it had
+been discovered, she had a peculiar faculty. She turned to me half
+inquiringly, and I bade her good-night, inwardly determined (how easy it
+is after having failed to gratify ourselves!) that the touch of her
+fingers should never again make my heart beat faster.
+
+I joined Colonel Ryder and Clovelly in the smoking-room. Hungerford,
+as I guessed gladly, was gone. I was too much the coward to meet his eye
+just then. Colonel Ryder was estimating the amount he would wager--if he
+were in the habit of betting--that the 'Fulvia' could not turn round in
+her tracks in twenty minutes, while he parenthetically endorsed
+Hungerford's remarks to me--though he was ignorant of them--that lascars
+should not be permitted on English passenger ships. He was supported by
+Sir Hayes Craven, a shipowner, who further said that not one out of ten
+British sailors could swim, while not five out of ten could row a boat
+properly. Ryder's anger was great, because Clovelly remarked with mock
+seriousness that the lascars were picturesque, and asked the American if
+he had watched them listlessly eating rice and curry as they squatted
+between decks; whether he had observed the Serang, with his silver
+whistle, who ruled them, and despised us "poor white trash;" and if he
+did not think it was a good thing to have fatalists like them as sailors
+--they would be cool in time of danger.
+
+Colonel Ryder's indignation was curbed, however, by the bookmaker,
+who, having no views, but seeing an opportunity for fun, brought up
+reinforcements of chaff and slang, easily construable into profanity,
+and impregnated with terse humour. Many of the ladies had spoken of the
+bookmaker as one of the best-mannered men on board. So he was to all
+appearance. None dressed with better taste, nor carried himself with
+such an air. There was even a deferential tone in his strong language, a
+hesitating quaintness, which made it irresistible. He was at the service
+of any person on board needing championship. His talents were varied.
+He could suggest harmonies in colour to the ladies at one moment, and at
+the next, in the seclusion of the bar counter, arrange deadly harmonies
+in liquor. He was an authority on acting; he knew how to edit a
+newspaper; he picked out the really nice points in the sermons delivered
+by the missionaries in the saloon; he had some marvellous theories about
+navigation; and his trick with a salad was superb. He now convulsed the
+idlers in the smoking-room with laughter, and soon deftly drew off the
+discussion to the speed of the vessel, arranging a sweep-stake
+immediately, upon the possibilities of the run. He instantly proposed to
+sell the numbers by auction. He was the auctioneer. With his eye-glass
+at his eye, and Bohemian pleasantry falling from his lips, he ran the
+prices up. He was selling Clovelly's number, and had advanced it beyond
+the novelist's own bidding, when suddenly the screw stopped, the engines
+ceased working, and the 'Fulvia' slowed down.
+
+The numbers remained unsold. Word came to us that an accident had
+happened to the machinery, and that we should be hove-to for a day,
+or longer, to accomplish necessary repairs. How serious the accident
+to the machinery was no one knew.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V
+
+ACCUSING FACES
+
+While we were hove-to, the 'Porcupine' passed us. In all probability it
+would now get to Aden ahead of us; and herein lay a development of the
+history of Mrs. Falchion. I was standing beside Belle Treherne as the
+ship came within hail of us and signalled to see what was the matter.
+Mrs. Falchion was not far from us. She was looking intently at the
+vessel through marine-glasses, and she did not put them down until it had
+passed. Then she turned away with an abstracted light in her eyes and a
+wintry smile; and the look and the smile continued when she sat down in
+her deck-chair and leaned her cheek meditatively on the marine-glass.
+But I saw now that something was added to the expression of her face--a
+suggestion of brooding or wonder. Belle Treherne, noticing the direction
+of my glances, said: "Have you known Mrs. Falchion long?"
+
+"No, not long," I replied. "Only since she came on board."
+
+"She is very clever, I believe."
+
+I felt my face flushing, though, reasonably, there was no occasion for
+it, and I said: "Yes, she is one of the ablest women I have ever met."
+
+"She is beautiful, too--very beautiful." This very frankly.
+
+"Have you talked with her?" asked I.
+
+"Yes, a little this morning, for the first time. She did not speak much,
+however." Here Miss Treherne paused, and then added meditatively: "Do
+you know, she impressed me as having singular frankness and singular
+reserve as well? I think I admired it. There is no feeling in her
+speech, and yet it has great candour. I never before met any one like
+her. She does not wear her heart upon her sleeve, I imagine."
+
+A moment of irony came over me; that desire to say what one really does
+not believe (a feminine trait), and I replied: "Are both those articles
+necessary to any one? A sleeve?--well, one must be clothed. But a
+heart?--a cumbrous thing, as I take it."
+
+Belle Treherne turned, and looked me steadily in the eyes for an instant,
+as if she had suddenly awakened from abstraction, and slowly said, while
+she drew back slightly: "Dr. Marmion, I am only a girl, I know, and
+inexperienced, but I hoped most people of education and knowledge of
+life were free from that kind of cynicism to be read of in books." Then
+something in her thoughts seemed to chill her words and manner, and her
+father coming up a moment after, she took his arm, and walked away with a
+not very cordial bow to me.
+
+The fact is, with a woman's quick intuition, she had read in my tone
+something suggestive of my recent experience with Mrs. Falchion. Her
+fine womanliness awoke; the purity of her thoughts, rose in opposition to
+my flippancy and to me; and I knew that I had raised a prejudice not easy
+to destroy.
+
+This was on a Friday afternoon.
+
+On the Saturday evening following, the fancy-dress ball was to occur.
+The accident to the machinery and our delay were almost forgotten in the
+preparations therefor. I had little to do; there was only one sick man
+on board, and my hand could not cure his sickness. How he fared, my
+uncomfortable mind, now bitterly alive to a sense of duty, almost
+hesitated to inquire. Yet a change had come. A reaction had set in for
+me. Would it be permanent? I dared scarcely answer that question, with
+Mrs. Falchion at my right hand at table, with her voice at my ear. I was
+not quite myself yet; I was struggling, as it were, with the effects of a
+fantastic dream.
+
+Still, I had determined upon my course. I had made resolutions. I had
+ended the chapter of dalliance. I had wished to go to 116 Intermediate
+and let its occupant demand what satisfaction he would. I wanted to say
+to Hungerford that I was an ass; but that was even harder still. He was
+so thorough and uncompromising in nature, so strong in moral fibre, that
+I felt his sarcasm would be too outspoken for me just at present.
+In this, however, I did not give him credit for a fine sense of
+consideration, as after events showed. Although there had been no spoken
+understanding between us that Mrs. Falchion was the wife of Boyd Madras,
+the mind of one was the other's also. I understood exactly why he told
+me Boyd Madras's story: it was a warning. He was not the man to harp on
+things. He gave the hint, and there the matter ended, so far as he was
+concerned, until a time might come when he should think it his duty to
+refer to the subject again. Some time before, he had shown me the
+portrait of the girl who had promised to be his wife. She, of course,
+could trust HIM anywhere, everywhere.
+
+Mrs. Falchion had seen the change in me, and, I am sure, guessed the new
+direction of my thoughts, and knew that I wished to take refuge in a new
+companionship--a thing, indeed, not easily to be achieved, as I felt now;
+for no girl of delicate and proud temper would complacently regard a
+hasty transference of attention from another to herself. Besides, it
+would be neither courteous nor reasonable to break with Mrs. Falchion
+abruptly. The error was mine, not hers. She had not my knowledge of the
+immediate circumstances, which made my position morally untenable. She
+showed unembarrassed ignorance of the change. At the same time I caught
+a tone of voice and a manner which showed she was not actually oblivious,
+but was touched in that nerve called vanity; and from this much feminine
+hatred springs.
+
+I made up my mind to begin a course of scientific reading, and was seated
+in my cabin, vainly trying to digest a treatise on the pathology of the
+nervous system, when Hungerford appeared at the door. With a nod, he
+entered, threw himself down on the cabin sofa, and asked for a match.
+After a pause, he said: "Marmion, Boyd Madras, alias Charles Boyd, has
+recognised me."
+
+I rose to get a cigar, thus turning my face from him, and said: "Well?"
+
+"Well, there isn't anything very startling. I suppose he wishes I had
+left him in the dingey on No Man's Sea. He's a fool."
+
+"Indeed, why?"
+
+"Marmion, are your brains softening? Why does he shadow a woman who
+wouldn't lift her finger to save him from battle, murder, or sudden
+death?"
+
+"From the code," I said, in half soliloquy.
+
+"From the what?"
+
+"Oh, never mind, Hungerford. I suppose he is shadowing--Mrs. Falchion?"
+
+He eyed me closely.
+
+"I mean the woman that chucked his name; that turned her back on him when
+he was in trouble; that hopes he is dead, if she doesn't believe that he
+is actually; that would, no doubt, treat him as a burglar if he went to
+her, got down on his knees, and said: 'Mercy, my girl, I've come back to
+you a penitent prodigal. Henceforth I shall be as straight as the sun,
+so help me Heaven and your love and forgiveness!'"
+
+Hungerford paused, as if expecting me to reply; but, leaning forward on
+my knees and smoking hard, I remained silent. This seemed to anger him,
+for he said a little roughly: "Why doesn't he come out and give you
+blazes on the promenade deck, and corner her down with a mighty cheek,
+and levy on her for a thousand pounds? Both you and she would think more
+of him. Women don't dislike being bullied, if it is done in the right
+way--haven't I seen it the world over, from lubra to dowager? I tell
+you, man--sinning or not--was meant to be woman's master and lover, and
+just as much one as the other."
+
+At this point Hungerford's manner underwent a slight change, and he
+continued: "Marmion, I wouldn't have come near you, only I noticed you
+have altered your course, and are likely to go on a fresh tack. It isn't
+my habit to worry a man. I gave you a signal, and you didn't respond at
+first. Well, we have come within hail again; and now, don't you think
+that you might help to straighten this tangle, and try to arrange a
+reconciliation between those two?
+
+"The scheme is worth trying. Nobody need know but you and me. It
+wouldn't be much of a sacrifice to her to give him a taste of the thing
+she swore to do--how does it run?--'to have and to hold from this day
+forward'?--I can't recall it; but it's whether the wind blows fair or
+foul, or the keel scrapes the land or gives to the rock, till the sea
+gulps one of 'em down for ever. That's the sense of the thing, Marmion,
+and the contract holds between the two, straight on into the eternal
+belly. Whatever happens, a husband is a husband, and a wife a wife. It
+seems to me that, in the sight of Heaven, it's he that's running fair in
+the teeth of the wind, every timber straining, and she that's riding with
+it, well coaled, flags flying, in an open channel, and passing the
+derelict without so much as, 'Ahoy there!'"
+
+Now, at this distance of time, I look back, and see Hungerford, "the
+rowdy sailor," as he called himself, lying there, his dark grey eyes
+turned full on me; and I am convinced that no honester, more sturdy-
+minded man ever reefed a sail, took his turn upon the bridge, or walked
+the dry land in the business of life. It did not surprise me, a year
+after, when I saw in public prints that he was the hero of--but that must
+be told elsewhere. I was about to answer him then as I knew he would
+wish, when a steward appeared and said: "Mr. Boyd, 116 Intermediate,
+wishes you would come to him, sir, if you would be so kind."
+
+Hungerford rose, and, as I made ready to go, urged quietly: "You've got
+the charts and soundings, Marmion, steam ahead!" and, with a swift but
+kindly clench of my shoulder, he left me. In that moment there came a
+cowardly feeling, a sense of shamefacedness, and then, hard upon it, and
+overwhelming it, a determination to serve Boyd Madras so far as lay in my
+power, and to be a man, and not a coward or an idler.
+
+When I found him he was prostrate. In his eyes there was no anger, no
+indignation, nor sullenness--all of which he might reasonably have felt;
+and instantly I was ashamed of the thought which, as I came to him,
+flashed through my mind, that he might do some violent thing. Not that
+I had any fear of violence; but I had an active dislike of awkward
+circumstances. I felt his fluttering pulse, and noted the blue line on
+his warped lips. I gave him some medicine, and then sat down. There was
+a silence. What could I say? A dozen thoughts came to my mind, but I
+rejected them. It was difficult to open up the subject. At last he put
+his hand upon my arm and spoke:
+
+"You told me one night that you would help me if you could. I ought to
+have accepted your offer at first; it would have been better.--No, please
+don't speak just yet. I think I know what you would say. I knew that
+you meant all you urged upon me; that you liked me. I was once worthy
+of men's liking, perhaps, and I had good comrades; but that is all over.
+You have not come near me lately, but it wasn't because you felt any
+neglect, or wished to take back your words; but--because of something
+else. . . . I understand it all. She has great power. She always
+had. She is very beautiful. I remember when--but I will not call it
+back before you, though, God knows, I go over it all every day and every
+night, until it seems that only the memory of her is real, and that she
+herself is a ghost. I ought not to have crossed her path again, even
+unknown to her. But I have done it, and now I cannot go out of that path
+without kneeling before her once again, as I did long ago. Having seen
+her, breathed the same air, I must speak or die; perhaps it will be both.
+That is a power she has: she can bend one to her will, although she
+often, involuntarily, wills things that are death to others. One MUST
+care for her, you understand; it is natural, even when it is torture to
+do so."
+
+He put his hand on his side and moved as if in pain. I reached over and
+felt his pulse, then took his hand and pressed it, saying: "I will be
+your friend now, Madras, in so far as I can."
+
+He looked up at me gratefully, and replied: "I know that--I know that.
+It is more than I deserve."
+
+Then he began to speak of his past. He told me of Hungerford's kindness
+to him on the 'Dancing Kate', of his luckless days at Port Darwin, of his
+search for his wife, his writing to her, and her refusal to see him. He
+did not rail against her. He apologised for her, and reproached himself.
+"She is most singular," he continued, "and different from most women.
+She never said she loved me, and she never did, I know. Her father urged
+her to marry me; he thought I was a good man."
+
+Here he laughed a little bitterly. "But it was a bad day for her.
+She never loved any one, I think, and she cannot understand what love
+is, though many have cared for her. She is silent where herself is
+concerned. I think there was some trouble--not love, I am sure of that
+--which vexed her, and made her a little severe at times; something
+connected with her life, or her father's life, in Samoa. One can only
+guess, but white men take what are called native wives there very often
+--and who can tell? Her father--but that is her secret! . . . While
+I was right before the world, she was a good wife to me in her way. When
+I went wrong, she treated me as if I were dead, and took her old name.
+But if I could speak to her quietly once more, perhaps she would listen.
+It would be no good at all to write. Perhaps she would never begin the
+world with me again, but I should like to hear her say, 'I forgive you.
+Good-bye.' There would be some comfort in a kind farewell from her.
+You can see that, Dr. Marmion?"
+
+He paused, waiting for me to speak. "Yes, I can see that," I said; and
+then I added: "Why did you not speak to her before you both came on board
+at Colombo?"
+
+"I had no chance. I only saw her in the street, an hour before the ship
+sailed. I had scarcely time to take my passage."
+
+Pain here checked his utterance, and when he recovered, he turned again
+to me, and continued: "To-morrow night there is to be a fancy-dress ball
+on board. I have been thinking. I could go in a good disguise. I could
+speak to her, and attract no notice; and if she will not listen to me,
+why, then, that ends it. I shall know the worst, and to know the worst
+is good."
+
+"Yes," said I; "and what do you wish me to do?"
+
+"I wish to go in a disguise, of course; to dress in your cabin, if you
+will let me. I cannot dress here, it would attract attention; and I am
+not a first-class passenger."
+
+"I fear," I replied, "that it is impossible for me to assist you to the
+privileges of a first-class passenger. You see, I am an officer of the
+ship. But still I can help you. You shall leave this cabin to-night.
+I will arrange so that you may transfer yourself to one in the first-
+class section. . . . No, not a word; it must be as I wish in this.
+You are ill; I can do you that kindness at least, and then, by right, you
+can attend the ball, and, after it, your being among the first-class
+passengers can make little difference; for you will have met and spoken
+then, either to peace or otherwise."
+
+I had very grave doubts of any reconciliation; the substance of my
+notable conversation with Mrs. Falchion was so prominent in my mind.
+I feared she would only reproduce the case of Anson and his wife. I was
+also afraid of a possible scene--which showed that I was not yet able to
+judge of her resources. After a time, in which we sat silent, I said to
+Madras: "But suppose she should be frightened?--should--should make a
+scene?"
+
+He raised himself to a sitting posture. "I feel better," he said. Then,
+answering my question: "You do not know her quite. She will not stir a
+muscle. She has nerve. I have seen her in positions of great peril and
+trial. She is not emotional, though I truly think she will wake one day
+and find her heart all fire but not for me. Still, I say that all will
+be quite comfortable, so far as any demonstration on her part is
+concerned. She will not be melodramatic, I do assure you."
+
+"And the disguise--your dress?" inquired I.
+
+He rose from the berth slowly, and, opening a portmanteau, drew from it a
+cloth of white and red, fringed with gold. It was of beautiful texture,
+and made into the form of a toga or mantle. He said: "I was a seller of
+such stuffs in Colombo, and these I brought with me, because I could not
+dispose of them without sacrifice when I left hurriedly. I have made
+them into a mantle. I could go as--a noble Roman, perhaps!" Then a
+slight, ironical smile crossed his lips, and he stretched out his thin
+but shapely arms, as if in derision of himself.
+
+"You will go as Menelaus the Greek," said I.
+
+"I as Menelaus the Greek?" The smile became a little grim.
+
+"Yes, as Menelaus; and I will go as Paris." I doubt not that my voice
+showed a good deal of self-scorn at the moment; but there was a kind of
+luxury in self-abasement before him. "Your wife, I know, intends to go
+as Helen of Troy. It is all mumming. Let it stand so, as Menelaus and
+Helen and Paris before there was any Trojan war, and as if there never
+could be any--as if Paris went back discomfited, and the other two were
+reconciled."
+
+His voice was low and broken. "I know you exaggerate matters, and
+condemn yourself beyond reason," he replied. "I will do as you say.
+But, Dr. Marmion, it will not be all mumming, as you shall see."
+
+A strange look came upon his face at this. I could not construe it;
+and, after a few words of explanation regarding his transference to the
+forward part of the ship, I left him. I found the purser, made the
+necessary arrangements for him, and then sought my cabin, humbled in many
+ways. I went troubled to bed. After a long wakefulness, I dozed away
+into that disturbed vestibule of sleep where the world's happenings
+mingle with the visions of unconsciousness. I seemed to see a man's
+heart beating in his bosom in growing agonies, until, with one last
+immense palpitation, it burst, and life was gone. Then the dream
+changed, and I saw a man in the sea, drowning, who seemed never to drown
+entirely, his hands ever beating the air and the mocking water. I
+thought that I tried many times to throw him a lighted buoy in the half-
+shadow, but some one held me back, and I knew that a woman's arms were
+round me.
+
+But at last the drowning man looked up and saw the woman so, and, with a
+last quiver of the arms, he sank from sight. When he was gone, the
+woman's arms dropped away from me; but when I turned to speak to her,
+she, too, had gone.
+
+I awoke.
+
+Two stewards were talking in the passage, and one was saying, "She'll get
+under way by daybreak, and it will be a race with the 'Porcupine' to Aden.
+How the engines are kicking below!"
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI
+
+MUMMERS ALL
+
+The next day was beautiful, if not enjoyable. Stirring preparations
+were being made for the ball. Boyd Madras was transferred to a cabin far
+forward, but he did not appear at any meal in the saloon, or on deck. In
+the morning I was busy in the dispensary. While I was there, Justine
+Caron came to get some medicine that I had before given her. Her hand
+was now nearly well. Justine had nerves, and it appeared to me that her
+efforts to please her mistress, and her occasional failures, were wearing
+her unduly. I said to her: "You have been worried, Miss Caron?"
+
+"Oh, no, Doctor," she quickly replied.
+
+I looked at her a little sceptically, and she said at last: "Well,
+perhaps a little. You see, madame did not sleep well last night, and I
+read to her. It was a little difficult, and there was not much choice of
+books."
+
+"What did you read?" I asked mechanically, as I prepared her medicine.
+
+"Oh, some French novel first--De Maupassant's; but madame said he was
+impertinent--that he made women fools and men devils. Then I tried some
+modern English tales, but she said they were silly. I knew not what to
+do. But there was Shakespeare. I read Antony and Cleopatra, and she
+said that the play was grand, but the people were foolish except when
+they died--their deaths were magnificent. Madame is a great critic; she
+is very clever."
+
+"Yes, yes, I know that; but when did she fall asleep?"
+
+"About four o'clock in the morning. I was glad, because she is very
+beautiful when she has much sleep."
+
+"And you--does not sleep concern you in this matter of madame?"
+
+"For me," she said, looking away, "it is no matter. I have no beauty.
+Besides, I am madame's servant,"--she blushed slightly at this,"--and she
+is generous with money."
+
+"Yes, and you like money so much?"
+
+Her eyes flashed a little defiantly as she looked me in the face. "It is
+everything to me."
+
+She paused as if to see the effect upon me, or to get an artificial
+(I knew it was artificial) strength to go on, then she added: "I love
+money. I work for it; I would bear all for it--all that a woman could
+bear. I--" But here she paused again, and, though the eyes still
+flashed, the lips quivered. Hers was not the face of cupidity. It was
+sensitive, yet firm, as with some purpose deep as her nature was by
+creation and experience, and always deepening that nature. I suddenly
+got the conviction that this girl had a sorrow of some kind in her life,
+and that this unreal affection for money was connected with it. Perhaps
+she saw my look of interest, for she hurriedly continued: "But, pardon
+me, I am foolish. I shall be better when the pain is gone. Madame is
+kind; she will let me sleep this afternoon, perhaps."
+
+I handed her the medicine, and then asked: "How long have you known Mrs.
+Falchion, Miss Caron?"
+
+"Only one year."
+
+"Where did you join her?"
+
+"In Australia."
+
+"In Australia? You lived there?"
+
+"No, monsieur, I did not live there."
+
+A thought came to my mind--the nearness of New Caledonia to Australia,
+and New Caledonia was a French colony--a French penal colony! I smiled
+as I said the word penal to myself. Of course the word could have no
+connection with a girl like her, but still she might have lived in the
+colony. So I added quietly: "You perhaps had come from New Caledonia?"
+
+Her look was candid, if sorrowful. "Yes, from New Caledonia."
+
+Was she, thought I, the good wife of some convict--some political
+prisoner?--the relative of some refugee of misfortune? Whatever she was,
+I was sure that she was free from any fault. She evidently thought that
+I might suspect something uncomplimentary of her, for she said: "My
+brother was an officer at Noumea. He is dead. I am going to France,
+when I can."
+
+I tried to speak gently to her. I saw that her present position must
+be a trial. I advised her to take more rest, or she would break down
+altogether, for she was weak and nervous; I hinted that she might have
+to give up entirely, if she continued to tax herself heedlessly; and,
+finally, that I would speak to Mrs. Falchion about her. I was scarcely
+prepared for her action then. Tears came to her eyes, and she said to
+me, her hand involuntarily clasping my arm: "Oh no, no! I ask you not to
+speak to madame. I will sleep--I will rest. Indeed, I will. This
+service is so much to me. She is most generous. It is because I am so
+altogether hers, night and day, that she pays me well. And the money is
+so much. It is my honour--my dead brother's honour. You are kind at
+heart; you will make me strong with medicine, and I will ask God to bless
+you. I could not suffer such poverty again. And then, it is my honour!"
+
+I felt that she would not have given way thus had not her nerves been
+shaken, had she not lived so much alone, and irregularly, so far as her
+own rest and comfort were concerned, and at such perpetual cost to her
+energy. Mrs. Falchion, I knew, was selfish, and would not, or could not,
+see that she was hard upon the girl, by such exactions as midnight
+reading and loss of sleep. She demanded not merely physical but mental
+energy--a complete submission of both; and when this occurred with a
+sensitive, high-strung girl, she was literally feeding on another's life-
+blood. If she had been told this, she, no doubt, would have been very
+much surprised.
+
+I reassured Justine. I told her that I should say nothing directly
+to Mrs. Falchion, for I saw she was afraid of unpleasantness; but I
+impressed upon her that she must spare herself, or she would break down,
+and extorted a promise that she would object to sitting up after midnight
+to read to Mrs. Falchion.
+
+When this was done, she said: "But, you see, it is not madame's fault
+that I am troubled."
+
+"I do not wish," I said, "to know any secret,--I am a doctor, not a
+priest,--but if there is anything you can tell me, in which I might be
+able to help you, you may command me in so far as is possible."
+Candidly, I think I was too inquiring in those days.
+
+She smiled wistfully, and replied: "I will think of what you say so
+kindly, and perhaps, some day soon, I will tell you of such trouble as
+I have. But, believe me, it is no question of wrong at all, by any one
+--now. The wrong is over. It is simply that a debt of honour must be
+satisfied; it concerns my poor dead brother."
+
+"Are you going to relatives in France?" I asked.
+
+"No; I have no relatives, no near friends. I am alone in the world. My
+mother I cannot remember; she died when I was very young. My father had
+riches, but they went before he died. Still, France is home, and I must
+go there." She turned her head away to the long wastes of sea.
+
+Little more passed between us. I advised her to come often on deck, and
+mingle with the passengers; and told her that, when she pleased, I should
+be glad to do any service that lay in my power. Her last words were
+that, after we put into Aden, she would possibly take me at my word.
+
+After she had gone, I found myself wondering at my presentiment that Aden
+was to be associated with critical points in the history of some of us;
+and from that moment I began to connect Justine Caron with certain events
+which, I felt sure, were marshalling to an unhappy conclusion. I
+wondered, too, what part I should play in the development of the comedy,
+tragedy, or whatever it was to be. In this connection I thought of Belle
+Treherne, and of how I should appear in her eyes if that little scene
+with Mrs. Falchion, now always staring me in the face, were rehearsed
+before her. I came quickly to my feet, with a half-imprecation at
+myself; and a verse of a crude sea-song was in my ears:
+
+ "You can batten down cargo, live and dead,
+ But you can't put memory out of sight;
+ You can paint the full sails overhead,
+ But you can't make a black deed white. . . ."
+
+Angry, I said to myself: "It wasn't a black deed; it was foolish, it was
+infatuation, it was not right, but it is common to shipboard; and I lost
+my head, that was all."
+
+Some time later I was still at work in the dispensary, when I heard Mr.
+Treherne's voice calling to me from outside. I drew back the curtain.
+He was leaning on his daughter's arm, while in one hand he carried a
+stick. "Ah, Doctor, Doctor," cried he, "my old enemy, sciatica, has me
+in its grip, and why, in this warm climate, I can't understand. I'm
+afraid I shall have to heave-to, like the 'Fulvia', and lay up for repairs.
+And, by the way, I'm glad we are on our course again." He entered, and
+sat down. Belle Treherne bowed to me gravely, and smiled slightly. The
+smile was not peculiarly hospitable. I knew perfectly well that to
+convince her of the reality of my growing admiration for her would be no
+easy task; but I was determined to base my new religion of the affections
+upon unassailable canons, and I felt that now I could do best by waiting
+and proving myself.
+
+While I was arranging some medicine for Mr. Treherne, and advising him
+on care against chills in a hot climate, he suddenly broke in with: "Dr.
+Marmion, Captain Ascott tells me that we shall get to Aden by Tuesday
+morning next. Now, I was asked by a friend of mine in London to visit
+the grave of a son of his--a newspaper correspondent--who was killed in
+one of the expeditions against the native tribes, and was buried in the
+general cemetery at Aden. On the way out I was not able to fulfil the
+commission, because we passed Aden in the night. But there will be
+plenty of time to do so on Tuesday, I am told. This, however, is my
+difficulty: I cannot go unless I am better, and I'm afraid there is no
+such luck as that in store for me. These attacks last a week, at least.
+I wish my daughter, however, to go. One of the ladies on board will go
+with her--Mrs. Callendar, I believe; and I am going to be so bold as to
+ask you to accompany them, if you will. I know you better than any
+officer on board; and, besides, I should feel safer and better satisfied
+if she went under the protection of an officer,--these barbarous places,
+you know!--though, of course, it may be asking too much of you, or what
+is impossible."
+
+I assented with pleasure. Belle Treherne was looking at the Latin names
+on the bottles at the time, and her face showed no expression either of
+pleasure or displeasure. Mr. Treherne said bluffly: "Dr. Marmion, you
+are kind--very kind, and, upon my word, I'm much obliged." He then
+looked at his daughter as if expecting her to speak.
+
+She looked up and said conventionally: "You are very kind, Dr. Marmion,
+and I am much obliged." Then I thought her eyes twinkled with amusement
+at her own paraphrase of her father's speech, and she added: "Mrs.
+Callendar and myself will be much honoured indeed, and feel very
+important in having an officer to attend us. Of course everybody else
+will be envious, and, again of course, that will add to our vanity."
+
+At this she would have gone; but her father, who was suffering just
+enough pain to enjoy anything that would divert his attention from it,
+fell into conversation upon a subject of mutual interest, in which his
+daughter joined on occasion, but not with enthusiasm. Yet, when they
+came to go, she turned and said kindly, almost softly, as her fingers
+touched mine: "I almost envy you your profession, Dr. Marmion. It opens
+doors to so much of humanity and life."
+
+"There is no sin," I laughingly said, "in such a covetousness, and,
+believe me, it can do no harm to me, at least." Then I added gravely:
+"I should like my profession, in so far as I am concerned, to be worth
+your envy." She had passed through the door before the last words were
+said, but I saw that her look was not forbidding.
+
+ .........................
+
+Is there unhappiness anywhere? There is not a vexing toss of the sea,
+not a cloud in the sky. Is not catastrophe dead, and the arrows of
+tragedy spilled? Peace broadens into deep, perfumed dusk towards Arabia;
+languor spreads towards the unknown lands of the farthest south. No
+anxious soul leans out from the casement of life; the time is heavy with
+delightful ease. There is no sound that troubles; the world goes by and
+no one heeds; for it is all beyond this musky twilight and this pleasant
+hour. In this palace on the sea Mirth trails in and out with airy and
+harmonious footsteps. Even the clang-clang of eight bells has music--not
+boisterous nor disturbing, but muffled in the velvety air. Then, through
+this hemisphere of jocund quiet, there sounds the "All's well" of the
+watch.
+
+But, look! Did you see a star fall just then, and the long avenue of
+expiring flame behind it?--Do not shudder; it is nothing. No cry of pain
+came through that brightness. There was only the "All's well" from the
+watchers.
+
+The thud of the engines falls on a padded atmosphere, and the lascars
+move like ghosts along the decks. The long, smooth promenade is canopied
+and curtained, and hung with banners, and gay devices of the gorgeous
+East are contributing to the federation of pleasure.
+
+And now, through a festooned doorway, there come the people of many lands
+to inhabit the gay court. Music follows their footsteps: Hamlet and
+Esther; Caractacus and Iphigenia; Napoleon and Hermione; The Man in the
+Iron Mask and Sappho; Garibaldi and Boadicea; an Arab sheikh and Joan of
+Arc; Mahomet and Casablanca; Cleopatra and Hannibal--a resurrected world.
+But the illusion is short and slight. This world is very sordid--of
+shreds and patches, after all. It is but a pretty masquerade, in which
+feminine vanity beats hard against strangely-clothed bosoms; and
+masculine conceit is shown in the work of the barber's curling-irons and
+the ship-carpenter's wooden swords and paper helmets. The pride of these
+folk is not diminished because Hamlet's wig gets awry, or a Roman has
+trouble with his foolish garters. Few men or women can resist mumming;
+they fancy themselves as somebody else, dead or living. Yet these seem
+happy in this nonsense. The indolent days appear to have deadened
+hatred, malice, and all uncharitableness. They shall strut and fret
+their hour upon this little stage. Let that sprightly girl forget the
+sudden death which made her an orphan; the nervous broker his faithless
+wife; the grey-haired soldier his silly and haunting sins; the bankrupt
+his creditors.
+
+"On with the dance, let joy be unconfined!" For the captain is on the
+bridge, the engineer is beneath; we have stout walls, and a ceaseless
+sentry-go. In the intervals of the dance wine passes, and idle things
+are said beside the draped and cushioned capstan or in the friendly gloom
+of a boat, which, in the name of safety, hangs taut between its davits.
+Let this imitation Cleopatra use the Cleopatra's arts; this mellow Romeo
+(sometime an Irish landlord) vow to this coy Juliet; this Helen of Troy--
+Of all who walked these decks, mantled and wigged in characters not their
+own, Mrs. Falchion was the handsomest, most convincing. With a graceful
+swaying movement she passed along the promenade, and even envy praised
+her. Her hand lay lightly on the arm of a brown stalwart native of the
+Indian hills, fierce and savage in attire. Against his wild
+picturesqueness and brawny strength, her perfectness of animal beauty,
+curbed and rendered delicate by her inner coldness, showed in fine
+contrast; and yet both were matched in the fine natural prowess of form.
+
+With a singular affirmation of what had been, after all, but a sadly-
+humourous proposal, I had attired myself in a Greek costume--quickly made
+by my steward, who had been a tailor--and was about to leave my cabin,
+when Hungerford entered, and exclaimed, as he took his pipe from his
+mouth in surprise: "Marmion, what does this mean? Don't you know your
+duties better? No officer may appear at these flare-ups in costume other
+than his uniform. You're the finest example of suburban innocence and
+original sin I've seen this last quarter of a century, wherein I've kept
+the world--and you--from tottering to destruction." He reached for one
+of my cigars.
+
+Without a word, and annoyed at my own stupidity, I slowly divested myself
+of the clothes of Greece; while Hungerford smoked on, humming to himself
+occasionally a few bars of The Buccaneer's Bride, but evidently occupied
+with something in his mind. At length he said: "Marmion, I said suburban
+innocence and original sin, but you've a grip on the law of square and
+compass too. I'll say that for you, old chap--and I hope you don't think
+I'm a miserable prig."
+
+Still I replied nothing, but offered him one of my best cigars, taking
+the other one from him, and held the match while he lighted it--which,
+between men, is sufficient evidence of good-feeling. He understood, and
+continued: "Of course you'll keep your eye on Mrs. Falchion and Madras
+to-night: if he is determined that they shall meet, and you have arranged
+it. I'd like to know how it goes before you turn in, if you don't mind.
+And, I say, Marmion, ask Miss Treherne to keep a dance for me--a waltz--
+towards the close of the evening, will you? Excuse me, but she is the
+thorough-bred of the ship. And if I have only one hop down the
+promenade, I want it to be with a girl who'll remind me of some one that
+is making West Kensington worth inhabiting. Only think, Marmion, of a
+girl like her--a graduate in arts, whose name and picture have been in
+all the papers--being willing to make up with me, Dick Hungerford! She
+is as natural and simple as a girl can be, and doesn't throw Greek roots
+at you, nor try to convince you of the difference between the songs of
+the troubadours and the sonnets of Petrarch. She doesn't care a rap
+whether Dante's Beatrice was a real woman or a principle; whether James
+the First poisoned his son; or what's the margin between a sine and a
+cosine. She can take a fence in the hunting-field like a bird--! Oh,
+all right, just hold still, and I'll unfasten it." And he struggled with
+a recalcitrant buckle. "Well, you'll not forget about Miss Treherne,
+will you? She ought to go just as she is. Fancy-dress on her would be
+gilding the gold; for, though she isn't surpassingly beautiful, she is
+very fine, very fine indeed. There, now, you're yourself again, and look
+all the better for it."
+
+By this time I was again in my uniform, and I sat down, and smoked, and
+looked at Hungerford. His long gossip had been more or less detached,
+and I had said nothing. I understood that he was trying, in his blunt,
+honest way, to turn my thoughts definitely from Mrs. Falchion to Belle
+Treherne; and he never seemed to me such a good fellow as at that moment.
+I replied at last: "All right, Hungerford; I'll be your deputation, your
+ambassador, to Miss Treherne. What time shall we see you on deck?"
+
+"About 11.40--just in time to trip a waltz on the edge of eight bells."
+
+"On the edge of Sunday, my boy."
+
+"Yes. Do you know, it is just four years ago tomorrow since I found Boyd
+Madras on the No Man's Sea?"
+
+"Let us not talk of it," said I.
+
+"All right. I merely stated the fact because it came to me. I'm mum
+henceforth. And I want to talk about something else. The first
+officer,--I don't know whether you have noticed him lately, but I tell
+you this: if we ever get into any trouble with this ship he'll go to
+pieces. Why, the other night, when the engine got tangled, he was as
+timid as a woman. That shock he had with the coal, as I said before,
+has broken his nerve, big man as he is."
+
+"Hungerford," I said, "you do not generally croak, but you are earning
+the character of the raven for yourself to-night. The thing is growing
+on you. What IS the use of bringing up unpleasant subjects? You are an
+old woman." I fear there was the slightest irritation in my voice; but,
+truth is, the last few days' experiences had left their mark on me, and
+Hungerford's speech and manner had suddenly grown trying.
+
+He stood for a moment looking at me with direct earnestness from under
+his strong brows, and then he stepped forward, and, laying his hand upon
+my arm, rejoined: "Do not be raw, Marmion. I'm only a blunt, stupid
+sailor; and, to tell you God's truth, as I have told you before, every
+sailor is superstitious--every real sailor. He can't help it--I can't.
+I have a special fit on me now. Why don't I keep it to myself? Because
+I'm selfish, and it does me good to talk. You and I are in one secret
+together, and it has made me feel like sharing this thing with a pal, I
+suppose."
+
+I seized his hand and begged his pardon, and called myself unpleasant
+names, which he on the instant stopped, and said: "That's all right,
+Marmy; shake till the knuckles crack! I'm off. Don't forget the dance."
+He disappeared down the passage.
+
+Then I went on deck, and the scene which I have so imperfectly described
+passed before me. Mrs. Falchion was surrounded with admirers all the
+evening, both men and women; and two of the very stately English ladies
+of title, to whom I before referred, were particularly gracious to her;
+while she, in turn, bore herself with becoming dignity. I danced with
+her once, and was down on her programme for another dance. I had also
+danced with Belle Treherne, who appeared as Miriam, and was chaperoned by
+one of the ladies of title; and I had also "sat out" one dance with her.
+Chancing to pass her as the evening wore on, I saw her in conversation
+with Mrs. Falchion, who had dismissed her cavalier, preferring to talk,
+she said, for dancing was tiresome work on the Indian Ocean. Belle
+Treherne, who up to that moment had never quite liked her, yielded to the
+agreeable charm of her conversation and her frank applausive remarks upon
+the costumes of the dancers. She had a good word for every one, and she
+drew her companion out to make the most of herself, as women less often
+do before women than in the presence of men. I am certain that her
+interest in Belle Treherne was real, and likewise certain that she
+cherished no pique against her because I had transferred my allegiance.
+Indeed, I am sure that she had no deep feeling of injured pride where I
+was concerned. Such after acidity as she sometimes showed was directed
+against the foolish part I had played with her and my action in
+subsequent events; it did not proceed from personal feeling or self-
+value.
+
+Some time after this meeting I saw Boyd Madras issue from the companion-
+way dressed as a Greek. He wore a false beard, and carried off well his
+garments of white and scarlet and gold--a very striking and presentable
+man. He came slowly forward, looking about him steadily, and, seeing me,
+moved towards me. But for his manner I should scarcely have recognised
+him. A dance was beginning; but many eyes were turned curiously, and
+even admiringly, to him; for he looked singular and impressive and his
+face was given fulness by a beard and flesh paints. I motioned him aside
+where there was shadow, and said: "Well, you have determined to see her?"
+
+"Yes," he said; "and I wish you, if you will, to introduce me to her as
+Mr. Charles Boyd.
+
+"You still think this wise?" I asked.
+
+"It is my earnest wish. I must have an understanding to-night."
+He spoke very firmly, and showed no excitement. His manner was calm
+and gentlemanly.
+
+He had a surprising air of decision. Supporting an antique character, he
+seemed for the moment to have put on also something of antique strength
+of mind, and to be no longer the timid invalid. "Then, come with me," I
+answered.
+
+We walked in silence for a few minutes, and then, seeing where Mrs.
+Falchion was, we advanced to her. The next dance on her programme was
+mine. In my previous dance with her we had talked as we now did at
+table--as we did the first hour I met her--impersonally, sometimes (I am
+bold to say) amusingly. Now I approached her with apologies for being
+late. The man beside her took his leave. She had only just glanced at
+me at first, but now she looked at my companion, and the look stayed,
+curious, bewildered.
+
+"It is fitting," I said, "that Greek meet Greek--that Menelaus should be
+introduced to Helen. May I say that when Helen is not Helen she is Mrs.
+Falchion, and when Menelaus is not Menelaus he is--Mr. Charles Boyd."
+
+I am afraid my voice faltered slightly, because there came over me
+suddenly a nervousness as unexpected as it was inconvenient, and my
+words, which began lightly, ended huskily. Had Madras miscalculated this
+woman?
+
+Her eyes were afire, and her face was as pale as marble; all its slight
+but healthy glow had fled. A very faint gasp came from her lips. I saw
+that she recognised him, as he bowed and mentioned her name, following my
+introduction. I knew not what might occur, for I saw danger in her eyes
+in reply to the beseeching look in his. Would melodrama supervene after
+all? She merely bowed towards me, as if to dismiss me, and then she
+rose, took his arm, and moved away. The interview that follows came to
+me from Boyd Madras afterwards.
+
+When they had reached the semi-darkness of the forward part of the ship,
+she drew her hand quickly away, and, turning to him, said: "What is the
+name by which you are called? One does not always hear distinctly when
+being introduced."
+
+He did not understand what she was about to do, but he felt the deadly
+coldness in her voice. "My name is known to you," he replied. He
+steadied himself.
+
+"No, pardon me, I do not know it, for I do not know you. . . . I
+never saw you before." She leaned her hand carelessly on the bulwarks.
+
+He was shocked, but he drew himself together. Their eyes were intent on
+each other. "You do know me! Need I tell you that I am Boyd Madras?"
+"Boyd Madras," she said, musing coldly. "A peculiar name."
+
+"Mercy Madras was your name until you called yourself Mrs. Falchion," he
+urged indignantly, yet anxiously too.
+
+"It suits you to be mysterious, Mr.--ah yes, Mr. Boyd Madras; but,
+really, you might be less exacting in your demands upon one's
+imagination." Her look was again on him casually.
+
+He spoke breathlessly. "Mercy--Mercy--for God's sake, don't treat me
+like this! Oh, my wife, I have wronged you every way, but I loved you
+always--love you now. I have only followed you to ask you to forgive me,
+after all these years. I saw you in Colombo just before you came on
+board, and I felt that I must come also. You never loved me. Perhaps
+that is better for you, but you do not know what I suffer. If you could
+give me a chance, and come with me to America--anywhere, and let me start
+the world again? I can--travel straight now, and I will work hard, and be
+honest. I will--" But here sudden pain brought back the doubt concerning
+his life and its possibilities.
+
+He leaned against the bulwarks, and made a helpless, despairing motion
+with his hand. "No, no!" he said; and added with a bitter laugh: "Not
+to begin the world again, but to end it as profitably and silently as I
+can. . . . But you will listen to me, my wife? You will say at least
+that you forgive me the blight and ill I brought upon you?"
+
+She had listened to him unmoved outwardly. Her reply was instant. "You
+are more melodramatic than I thought you capable of being--from your
+appearance," she said in a hard tone. "Your acting is very good, but not
+convincing. I cannot respond as would become the unity and sequence of
+the play. . . . I have no husband. My husband is dead--I buried him
+years ago. I have forgotten his name--I buried that too."
+
+All the suffering and endured scorn of years came to revolt in him. He
+leaned forward now, and caught her wrist. "Have you no human feeling?"
+he said "no heart in you at all? Look. I have it in me here suddenly to
+kill you as you stand. You have turned my love to hate. From your
+smooth skin there I could strip those rags, and call upon them all to
+look at you--my wife--a felon's wife; mine to have and to hold--to hold,
+you hear!--as it was sworn at the altar. I bare my heart to you,
+repenting, and you mock it, torture it, with your undying hate and
+cruelty. You have no heart, no life. This white bosom is all of you
+--all of your power to make men love you--this, and your beauty. All
+else, by God, is cruel as the grave!"
+
+His voice had sunk to a hoarse whisper. She had not sought to remove his
+hand, nor struggled in the least; and once it seemed as if this new
+development of his character, this animal fierceness, would conquer her:
+she admired courage. It was not so. He trembled with weakness before he
+had finished. He stopped too soon; he lost.
+
+"You will find such parts exhausting to play," she murmured, as he let
+her arm fall. "It needs a strong physique to endure exaggerated, nervous
+sentiment. And now, please, let us perform less trying scenes." Then,
+with a low, cold anger, she continued: "It is only a coward that will dog
+a woman who finds his presence insupportable to her. This woman cannot,
+if she would, endure this man's presence; it is her nature. Well, why
+rush blindly at the impossible? She wishes to live her spoiled life
+alone. The man can have no part in it--never, never! But she has money.
+If in that way--"
+
+He stretched out his hand protestingly, the fingers spread in excitement.
+"No more--not another word!" he said. "I ask for forgiveness, for one
+word of kindness--and I am offered money! the fire that burned me to eat,
+instead of bread! I had a wife once," he added in a kind of troubled
+dream, looking at her as if she were very far away, "and her name was
+Mercy--her name was Mercy--Mercy Madras. I loved her. I sinned for her
+sake. A message came that she was dead to me; but I could not believe
+that it was so altogether, for I had knelt at her feet and worshipped
+her. I went to her, but she sent me away angrily. Years passed. 'She
+will have relented now,' I said, and I followed her, and found her as I
+thought. But it was not she; it was a wicked ghost in her beautiful
+body--nothing more. And then I turned away and cursed all things,
+because I knew that I should never see my wife again. Mercy Madras
+was dead. . . . Can you not hear the curses?"
+
+Still she was unmoved. She said with a cruel impatience in her voice:
+"Yes, Mercy Madras is dead. How then can she forgive? What could her
+ghost--as you call her--do, but offer the thing which her husband--when
+he was living--loved so well that he sold himself into bondage, and
+wrecked his world and hers for it--Money? Well, money is at his
+disposal, as she said before--"
+
+But she spoke no more. The man in him straight way shamed her into
+silence with a look. She bowed her head, yet not quite in shame, for
+there was that in her eyes which made her appear as if his suffering was
+a gratuitous infliction. But at this moment he was stronger, and he drew
+her eyes up by the sheer force of his will. "I need no money now," he
+coldly declared. "I need nothing--not even you; and can you fancy that,
+after waiting all these years for this hour, money would satisfy me?
+Do you know," he continued slowly and musingly, "I can look upon you now
+--yes, at this moment--with more indifference than you ever showed to me?
+A moment ago I loved you: now I think you horrible; because you are no
+woman; you have a savage heart. And some day you will suffer as I do, so
+terribly that even the brazen serpent could not cure you. Then you will
+remember me."
+
+He was about to leave her, but he had not taken two steps before he
+turned, with all the anger and the passion softened in his eyes, and
+said, putting his hand out towards yet not to touch her, "Good-bye--for
+the last time." And then the look was such as might be turned upon a
+forgiven executioner.
+
+"Good-night," she replied, and she did not look into his eyes, but out to
+sea. Her eyes remained fixed upon its furtive gloom. She too was
+furtive and gloomy at this moment. They were both sleek, silent, and
+remorseless. There was a slight rustle to her dress as she changed her
+position. It was in grim keeping with the pitiless rustle of the sea.
+
+And so they parted. I saw him move on towards the companion-way, and
+though I felt instinctively that all had gone ill with him, I was
+surprised to see how erect he walked. After a minute I approached her.
+She heard me coming, and presently turned to me with a curious smile.
+"Who is Mr. Charles Boyd?" she asked. "I did not pierce his disguise.
+I could not tell whether I had met him on board before. Have I? But my
+impression is that I had not seen him on the ship."
+
+"No, you had not seen him," I replied. "He had a fancy to travel, until
+yesterday, with the second-class passengers. Now he has a first-class
+cabin--in his proper place, in fact."
+
+"You think so--in his proper place?" The suggestion was not pleasant.
+
+"Assuredly. Why do you speak in that way?" was my indignant reply.
+
+She took my arm as we moved on. "Because he was slightly rude to me."
+
+I grew bold, and determined to bring her to some sort of reckoning.
+
+"How rude were you to him?"
+
+"Not rude at all. It is not worth while being so--to anybody," was her
+chilly answer.
+
+"I was under the impression you had met him before," I said gravely.
+
+"Indeed? And why?" She raised her eyebrows at me. I pushed the matter
+to a conclusion. "He was ill the other day--he has heart trouble. It
+was necessary for me to open the clothes about his neck. On his breast
+I saw a little ivory portrait of a woman's head."
+
+"A woman's head," she repeated absently, and her fingers idly toyed with
+a jingling ornament in her belt. In an idle moment I had sketched the
+head, as I remembered it, on a sheet of paper, and now I took it from my
+pocket and handed it to her. We were standing near a port-hole of the
+music saloon, from which light streamed.
+
+"That is the head," said I.
+
+She deliberately placed the paper in the belt of light, and, looking at
+it, remarked mechanically: "This is the head, is it?" She showed no
+change of countenance, and handed it back to me as if she had seen no
+likeness. "It is very interesting," she said, "but one would think you
+might make better use of your time than by surreptitiously sketching
+portraits from sick men's breasts. One must have plenty of leisure to do
+that sort of thing, I should think. Be careful that you do not get into
+mischief, Dr. Marmion." She laughed. "Besides, where was the special
+peculiarity in that portrait that you should treasure it in pencil so
+conventionally?--Your drawing is not good.--Where was the point or need?"
+
+"I have no right to reply to that directly," I responded. "But this
+man's life is not for always, and if anything happened to him it would
+seem curious to strangers to find that on his breast--because, of course,
+more than I would see it there."
+
+"If anything happened? What should happen? You mean, on board ship?"
+There was a little nervousness in her tone now.
+
+"I am only hinting at an awkward possibility," I replied.
+
+She looked at me scornfully. "When did you see that picture on his
+breast?" I told her. "Ah! before THAT day?" she rejoined. I knew
+that she referred to the evening when I had yielded foolishly to the
+fascination of her presence. The blood swam hotly in my face. "Men are
+not noble creatures," she continued.
+
+"I am afraid you would not give many their patents of nobility if you had
+power to bestow them," I answered.
+
+"Most men at the beginning, and very often ever after, are ignoble
+creatures. Yet I should confer the patents of nobility, if it were my
+prerogative; for some would succeed in living up to them. Vanity would
+accomplish that much. Vanity is the secret of noblesse oblige; not
+radical virtue--since we are beginning to be bookish again."
+
+"To what do you reduce honour and right?" returned I.
+
+"As I said to you on a memorable occasion," she answered very drily, "to
+a code."
+
+"That is," rejoined I, "a man does a good action, lives an honourable
+life, to satisfy a social canon--to gratify, say, a wife or mother, who
+believes in him, and loves him?"
+
+"Yes." She was watching Belle Treherne promenading with her father. She
+drew my attention to it by a slight motion of the hand, but why I could
+not tell.
+
+"But might not a man fall by the same rule of vanity?" I urged. "That
+he shall appear well in their eyes, that their vanity in turn should be
+fed, might he not commit a crime, and so bring misery?"
+
+"Yes, it is true either way--pleasure or misery. Please come to the
+saloon and get me an ice before the next dance."
+
+I was perplexed. Was she altogether soulless? Even now, as we passed
+among the dancers, she replied to congratulations on her make-up and
+appearance with evident pleasure.
+
+An hour later, I was taking Belle Treherne from the arm of Hungerford for
+the last waltz, and, in reply to an inquiring glance from him, I shook my
+head mournfully. His face showed solicitude as he walked away. Perhaps
+it did not gratify my vanity that Belle Treherne, as her father limped
+forward at the stroke of eight bells to take her below, said to me: "How
+downright and thorough Mr. Hungerford is!" But I frankly admitted that
+he was all she might say good of him, and more.
+
+The deck was quickly dismantled, the lights went out, and all the dancers
+disappeared. The masquerade was over; and again, through the darkness,
+rose the plaintive "All's well!" And it kept ringing in my ears until it
+became a mocking sound, from which I longed to be free. It was like the
+voice of Lear crying over the body of Cordelia: "Never, never, never,
+never, never!"
+
+Something of Hungerford's superstitious feeling possessed me. I went
+below, and involuntarily made my way to Boyd Madras's cabin.
+
+Though the night was not hot, the door was drawn to. I tapped. His
+voice at once asked who was there, and when I told him, and inquired how
+he was, he said he was not ill, and asked me to come to his cabin in the
+morning, if I would. I promised, and bade him good-night. He responded,
+and then, as I turned away from the door, I heard him repeat the good-
+night cordially and calmly.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VII
+
+THE WHEEL COMES FULL CIRCLE
+
+The next morning I was up early, and went on deck. The sun had risen,
+and in the moist atmosphere the tints of sky and sea were beautiful.
+Everywhere was the warm ocean undulating lazily to the vague horizon.
+A few lascars were still cleansing the decks; others were seated on their
+haunches between decks, eating curry from a calabash; a couple of
+passengers were indolently munching oranges; and Stone the quartermaster
+was inspecting the work lately done by the lascars. Stone gave me a
+pleasant good-morning, and we walked together the length of the deck
+forward. I had got about three-fourths of the length back again, when I
+heard a cry from aft--a sharp call of "Man overboard!" In a moment I had
+travelled the intermediate deck, and was at the stern, looking below,
+where, in the swirling waters, was the head of a man. With cries of "Man
+overboard!" I threw two or three buoys after the disappearing head,
+above which a bare arm thrust itself. I heard the rush of feet behind
+me, and in a moment Hungerford and Stone were beside me. The signal was
+given for the engines to stop; stewards and lascars came running on deck
+in response to Hungerford's call, and the first officer now appeared.
+Very soon a crew was gathered on the after-deck, about a boat on the port
+side.
+
+Passengers by this time showed in various stages of dressing--
+women wringing their hands, men gesticulating. If there is anything
+calculated to send a thrill of awe through a crowd, it is the cry of "Man
+overboard!" And when one looked below, and saw above the drowning head
+two white arms thrust from the sea, a horrible thing was brought home to
+each of us. Besides, the scene before us on the deck was not reassuring.
+There was trouble in getting the boat lowered. The first officer was
+excited, the lascars were dazed, the stewards were hurried without being
+confident; only Hungerford, Stone, and the gunner were collected. The
+boat should have been launched in a minute, but still it hung between its
+davits; its course downward was interrupted; something was wrong with the
+ropes, "A false start, by --- !" said the bookmaker, looking through his
+eye-glass. Colonel Ryder's face was stern, Clovelly was pale and
+anxious, as moment after moment went, and the boat was not yet free.
+Ages seemed to pass before the boat was let down even with the bulwarks,
+and a crew of ten, with Hungerford in command, were in it, ready to be
+lowered. Whether the word was given to lower, or whether it was any
+one's fault, may never perhaps be known; but, as the boat hung there,
+suddenly it shot down at the stern, some one having let go the ropes at
+that end; and the bow being still fast, it had fallen like a trap-door.
+It seemed, on the instant, as if the whole crew were tossed into the
+water; but some had successfully clutched the boat's side, and Hungerford
+hung by a rope with one hand. In the eddying water, however, about the
+reversing screw, were two heads, and farther off was a man struggling.
+The face of one of the men near the screw was upturned for a moment; it
+was that of Stone the quartermaster.
+
+A cry went up from the passengers, and they swayed forward to the
+suspended boat; but Colonel Ryder turned almost savagely upon them.
+"Keep quiet!" he said. "Stand back! What can you do? Give the
+officers a chance." He knew that there had been a false start, and bad
+work indeed; but he also saw that the task of the officers must not be
+made harder. His sternness had effect. The excited passengers drew
+back, and I took his place in front of them. When the first effort had
+been made to lower the boat, I asked the first officer if I could
+accompany the crew, but he said no. I could, therefore, do nothing but
+wait. A change came on the crowd. It became painfully silent, none
+speaking save in whispers, and all watching with anxious faces either the
+receding heads in the water or the unfortunate boat's crew. Hungerford
+showed himself a thorough sailor. Hanging to the davit, he quietly,
+reassuringly, gave the order for righting the boat, virtually taking the
+command out of the hands of the first officer, who was trembling with
+nervousness. Hungerford was right; this man's days as a sailor were
+over. The accident from which he had suffered had broken his nerve,
+stalwart as he was. But Hungerford was as cool as if this were ordinary
+boat-practice. Soon the boat was drawn up again, and others took the
+place of those who had disappeared. Then it was lowered safely, and,
+with Hungerford erect in the bows, it was pulled swiftly along the path
+we had come.
+
+At length, too, the great ship turned round, but not in her tracks. It
+is a pleasant fiction that these great steamers are easily managed. They
+can go straight ahead, but their huge proportions are not adapted for
+rapid movement. However, the work of rescue was begun. Sailors were
+aloft on watch, Captain Ascott was on the bridge, sweeping the sea with
+his glass; order was restored. But the ship had the feeling of a home
+from which some familiar inmate had been taken, to return no more.
+Children clasped their mothers' hands and said, "Mother, was it the poor
+quartermaster?" and men who the day before had got help from the petty
+officers in the preparation of costumes, said mournfully: "Fife the
+gunner was one of them."
+
+But who was the man first to go overboard--and who was it first gave
+the alarm? There were rumours, but no one was sure. All at once I
+remembered something peculiar in that cry of "Man overboard!" and it
+shocked me. I hurried below, and went to the cabin of Boyd Madras. It
+was empty; but on a shelf lay a large envelope, addressed to Hungerford
+and myself. I tore it open. There was a small packet, which I knew
+contained the portrait he had worn on his bosom, addressed to Mrs.
+Falchion; and the other was a single sheet directed to me, fully written
+upon, and marked in the corner: "To be made public."
+
+So, he had disappeared from the play? He had made his exit? He had
+satisfied the code at last? Before opening the letter addressed to me,
+I looked round. His clothes were folded upon one of the berths; but the
+garments of masquerade were not in the cabin. Had he then gone out of
+the world in the garb of a mummer? Not altogether, for the false beard
+he had worn the night before lay beside the clothes. But this terrible
+earnestness of his would look strange in last night's disguise.
+
+I opened the packet addressed to Hungerford and myself, and saw that it
+contained a full and detailed account of his last meeting with his wife.
+The personal letter was short. He said that his gratitude was
+unspeakable, and now must be so for ever. He begged us not to let the
+world know who he was, nor his relationship to Mrs. Falchion, unless she
+wished it; he asked me to hand privately to her the packet bearing her
+name. Lastly, he requested that the paper for the public be given to the
+captain of the 'Fulvia'.
+
+Going out into the passage, I found a steward, who hurriedly told me that
+just before the alarm was given he had seen Boyd Madras going aft in that
+strange costume, which he mistook for a dressing-gown, and he had come to
+see if, by any chance, it was he who had gone overboard. I told him that
+it was. He disappeared, and soon the whole ship knew it. I went to the
+captain, gave him the letter, and told him only what was necessary to
+tell. He was on the bridge, and was occupied with giving directions, so
+he asked me the substance of the letter, and handed it back to me,
+requesting me to make a copy of it soon and leave it in his cabin. I
+then took all the papers to my cabin, and locked them up. I give here
+the substance of the letter which was to be made public:
+
+ Because you know how much I have suffered physically while on board
+ this ship, and because you have been kind to me, I wish, through
+ you, to say my last word to the world: though, indeed, this may seem
+ a strange form for gratitude to take. Dying men, however, make few
+ apologies, and I shall make none. My existence, as you know, is an
+ uncertain quantity, and may be cut short at any moment in the
+ ordinary course of things. But I have no future in the active
+ concerns of life; no past on which to dwell with satisfaction; no
+ friends to mourn for my misfortunes in life, nor for my death,
+ whether it be peaceful or violent; therefore, I have fewer
+ compunctions in ending a mistaken career and a worthless life.
+
+ Some one will profit by my death: who it is matters not, for it is
+ no friend of mine. My death adjusts a balance, perhaps not nicely,
+ yet it does it. And this is all I have to say. . . . I am
+ going. Farewell. . . .
+
+After a brief farewell to me added, there came the subscription "Charles
+Boyd;" and that was all. Why he cried out "Man overboard" (for now I
+recognised that it was his voice which gave the alarm), I do not know,
+except that he wished his body to be recovered, and to receive burial.
+
+Just here, some one came fumbling at the curtain of my cabin. I heard a
+gasp--"Doctor--my head! quick!"
+
+I looked out. As I drew the curtain a worthless lascar sailor fell
+fainting into my cabin. He had been drinking a good deal, and the horror
+and excitement of the accident had brought on an apoplectic fit. This in
+a very hot climate is suddenly fatal. In three minutes, in spite of me,
+he was dead. Postponing report of the matter, I went on deck again among
+the passengers.
+
+I expected that Mrs. Falchion would be among them, for the news must have
+gone to every part of the ship; but she was not there. On the outskirts
+of one of the groups, however, I saw Justine Caron. I went to her, and
+asked her if Mrs. Falchion had risen. She said that she had not: that
+she had been told of the disaster, and had appeared shocked; but had
+complained of a headache, and had not risen. I then asked Justine if
+Mrs. Falchion had been told who the suicide was, and was answered in the
+negative. At that moment a lady came to me and said in an awed whisper:
+"Dr. Marmion, is it true that the man who committed suicide was a second-
+class passenger, and that he appeared at the ball last night, and danced
+with Mrs. Falchion?"
+
+I knew that my reply would soon become common property, so I said:
+
+"He was a first-class passenger, though until yesterday he travelled
+second-class. I knew him. His name was Charles Boyd. I introduced him
+to Mrs. Falchion last night, but he did not stay long on deck, because he
+felt ill. He had heart trouble. You may guess that he was tired of
+life." Then I told her of the paper which was for the public, and she
+left me.
+
+The search for the unfortunate men went on. No one could be seen near
+the floating buoys which were here and there picked up by Hungerford's
+boat. The long undulations of the water had been broken up in a large
+area about the ship, but the sea was still comparatively smooth. We were
+steaming back along the track we had come. There was less excitement on
+board than might be expected. The tropical stillness of the air, the
+quiet suddenness of the tragedy itself, the grim decisiveness of
+Hungerford, the watchful silence of a few men like Colonel Ryder and
+Clovelly, had effect upon even the emotion of those women, everywhere
+found, who get a morbid enjoyment out of misery.
+
+Nearly all were watching the rescue boat, though a few looked over the
+sides of the ship as if they expected to find bodies floating about.
+They saw sharks, instead, and a trail of blood, and this sent them away
+sickened from the bulwarks. Then they turned their attention again upon
+the rescue party. It was impossible not to note what a fine figure
+Hungerford made, as he stood erect in the bow, his hand over his eyes,
+searching the water. Presently we saw him stop the boat, and something
+was drawn in. He signalled the ship. He had found one man--but dead or
+alive? The boat was rapidly rowed back to the ship, Hungerford making
+efforts for resuscitation. Arrived at the vessel, the body was passed up
+to me.
+
+It was that of Stone the quartermaster. I worked to bring back life, but
+it was of no avail. A minute after, a man in the yards signalled that he
+saw another. It was not a hundred yards away, and was floating near the
+surface. It was a strange sight, for the water was a vivid green, and
+the man wore garments of white and scarlet, and looked a part of some
+strange mosaic: as one has seen astonishing figures set in balls of solid
+glass. This figure framed in the sea was Boyd Madras. The boat was
+signalled, it drew near, and two men dragged the body in, as a shark
+darted forward, just too late, to seize it. The boat drew alongside the
+'Fulvia'. I stood at the gangway to receive this castaway. I felt his
+wrist and heart. As I did so I chanced to glance up at the passengers,
+who were looking at this painful scene from the upper deck. There,
+leaning over the railing, stood Mrs. Falchion, her eyes fixed with a
+shocking wonder at the drooping, weird figure. Her lips parted, but at
+first they made no sound. Then, she suddenly drew herself up with a
+shudder. "Horrible! horrible!" she said, and turned away.
+
+I had Boyd Madras taken to an empty cabin next to mine, which I used for
+operations, and there Hungerford and myself worked to resuscitate him.
+We allowed no one to come near. I had not much hope of bringing life
+back, but still we worked with a kind of desperation, for it seemed to
+Hungerford and myself that somehow we were responsible to humanity for
+him. His heart had been weak, but there had been no organic trouble:
+only some functional disorder, which open-air life and freedom from
+anxiety might have overcome. Hungerford worked with an almost fierce
+persistence. Once he said: "By God, I will bring him back, Marmion, to
+face that woman down when she thinks she has got the world on the hip!"
+
+I cannot tell what delight we felt when, after a little time, I saw a
+quiver of the eyelids and a slight motion of the chest. Presently a
+longer breath came, and the eyes opened; at first without recognition.
+Then, in a few moments, I knew that he was safe--desperately against his
+will, but safe.
+
+His first sentient words startled me. He gasped, "Does she think I am
+drowned?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"Then she must continue to do so!"
+
+"Why?"
+
+"Because"--here he spoke faintly, as if sudden fear had produced
+additional weakness--"because I had rather die a thousand deaths than
+meet her now; because she hates me. I must begin the world again. You
+have saved my life against my will: I demand that you give that life its
+only chance of happiness."
+
+As his words came to me, I remembered with a start the dead lascar, and,
+leading Hungerford to my cabin, I pointed to the body, and whispered that
+the sailor's death was only known to me. "Then this is the corpse of
+Boyd Madras, and we'll bury it for him," he said with quick bluntness.
+"Do not report this death to Captain Ascott--he would only raise
+objections to the idea. This lascar was in my watch. It will be
+supposed he fell overboard during the accident to the boat. Perhaps some
+day the funeral of this nigger will be a sensation and surprise to her
+blessed ladyship on deck."
+
+I suggested that it seemed underhand and unprofessional, but the
+entreating words of the resuscitated man in the next room conquered my
+objections.
+
+It was arranged that Madras should remain in the present cabin, of which
+I had a key, until we reached Aden; then he should, by Hungerford's aid,
+disappear.
+
+We were conspirators, but we meant harm to nobody. I covered up the face
+of the dead lascar and wrapped round him the scarlet and gold cloth that
+Madras had worn. Then I got a sailor, who supposed Boyd Madras was
+before him, and the body was soon sewed in its shotted shroud and carried
+to where Stone the quartermaster lay.
+
+At this day I cannot suppose I would do these things, but then it seemed
+right to do as Madras wished: he was, under a new name, to begin life
+afresh.
+
+After giving directions for the disposition of the bodies, I went on
+deck. Mrs. Falchion was still there. Some one said to her: "Did you
+know the man who committed suicide?"
+
+"He was introduced to me last night by Dr. Marmion," she replied, and she
+shuddered again, though her face showed no remarkable emotion. She had
+had a shock to the senses, not to the heart.
+
+When I came to her on the deck, Justine was saying to her: "Madame, you
+should not have come. You should not see such painful things when you
+are not well."
+
+She did not reply to this. She looked up at me and said: "A strange
+whim, to die in those fanciful rags. It is dreadful to see; but he had
+the courage."
+
+I replied: "They have as much courage who make men do such things and
+then live on."
+
+Then I told her briefly that I held the packet for her, that I guessed
+what was in it, and that I would hand it to her later. I also said that
+he had written to me the record of last night's meeting with her, and
+that he had left a letter which was to be made public. As I said these
+things we were walking the decks, and, because eyes were on both of us,
+I tried to show nothing more unusual in manner than the bare tragedy
+might account for.
+
+"Well," she said, with a curious coldness, "what use shall you make of
+your special knowledge?"
+
+"I intend," I said, "to respect his wish, that your relationship to him
+be kept unknown, unless you declare otherwise."
+
+"That is reasonable. If he had always been as reasonable! And," she
+continued, "I do not wish the relationship to be known: practically there
+is none. . . . Oh! oh!" she added, with a sudden change in her
+voice, "why did he do as he did, and make everything else impossible--
+impossible! . . . Send me, or give me the packet, when you wish: and
+now please leave me, Dr. Marmion."
+
+The last few words were spoken with some apparent feeling, but I knew she
+was thinking of herself most, and I went from her angry.
+
+I did not see her again before the hour that afternoon when we should
+give the bodies of the two men to the ocean. No shroud could be prepared
+for gunner Fife and able-seaman Winter, whose bodies had no Christian
+burial, but were swallowed by the eager sea, not to be yielded up even
+for a few hours. We were now steaming far beyond the place where they
+were lost.
+
+The burial was an impressive sight, as burials at sea mostly are. The
+lonely waters stretching to the horizon helped to make it so. There was
+a melancholy majesty in the ceremony.
+
+The clanging bell had stopped. Captain Ascott was in his place at the
+head of the rude draped bier. In the silence one only heard the swish of
+water against the 'Fulvia's' side, as we sped on towards Aden. People do
+not know how beautiful, how powerful, is the burial service in the Book
+of Common Prayer, who have only heard it recited by a clergyman. To hear
+it read by a hardy man, whose life is among stern duties, is to receive a
+new impression. He knows nothing of lethargic monotone; he interprets as
+he reads. And when the man is the home-spun captain of a ship, who sees
+before him the poor shell of one that served him for ten years, "The Lord
+gave and the Lord hath taken away; Blessed be the name of the Lord," has
+a strange significance. It is only men who have borne the shock of toil
+and danger, and have beaten up against the world's buffetings, that are
+fit to say last words over those gone down in the storm or translated in
+the fiery chariot of duty.
+
+The engines suddenly stopped. The effect was weird. Captain Ascott's
+fingers trembled, and he paused for an instant and looked down upon the
+dead, then out sorrowfully to the waiting sea, before he spoke the words,
+"We therefore commit their bodies to the deep." But, the moment they
+were uttered, the bier was lifted, there was a swift plunge, and only the
+flag and the empty boards were left. The sobbing of women now seemed
+almost unnatural; for around us was the bright sunlight, the gay dresses
+of the lascars, the sound of the bell striking the hours, and children
+playing on the deck. The ship moved on.
+
+And Mrs. Falchion? As the burial service was read, she had stood, and
+looked, not at the bier, but straight out to sea, calm and apparently
+unsympathetic, though, as she thought, her husband was being buried.
+When, however, the weighted body divided the water with a swingeing
+sound, her face suddenly suffused, as though shame had touched her or
+some humiliating idea had come. But she turned to Justine almost
+immediately, and soon after said calmly: "Bring a play of Moliere, and
+read to me, Justine."
+
+I had the packet her supposed dead husband had left for her in my pocket.
+I joined her, and we paced the deck, at first scarcely speaking, while
+the passengers dispersed, some below, some to the smoking-rooms, some
+upon deck-chairs to doze through the rest of the lazy afternoon. The
+world had taken up its orderly course again. At last, in an unfrequented
+corner of the deck, I took the packet from my pocket and handed it to
+her. "You understand?" I asked.
+
+"Yes, I understand. And now, may I beg that for the rest of your natural
+life"--here she paused, and bit her lip in vexation that the unlucky
+phrase had escaped her--"you will speak of this no more?"
+
+"Mrs. Boyd Madras," I said (here she coloured indignantly),--"pardon me
+for using the name, but it is only this once,--I shall never speak of the
+matter to you again, nor to any one else, unless there is grave reason."
+
+We walked again in silence. Passing the captain's cabin, we saw a number
+of gentlemen gathered about the door, while others were inside. We
+paused, to find what the incident was. Captain Ascott was reading the
+letter which Boyd Madras had wished to be made public. (I had given it
+to him just before the burial, and he was acting as though Boyd Madras
+was really dead--he was quite ignorant of our conspiracy.) I was about to
+move on, but Mrs. Falchion touched my arm. "Wait," she said. She stood
+and heard the letter through. Then we walked on, she musing. Presently
+she said: "It is a pity--a pity."
+
+I looked at her inquiringly, but she offered no explanation of the
+enigmatical words. But, at this moment, seeing Justine waiting, she
+excused herself, and soon I saw her listening to Moliere. Later in the
+day I saw her talking with Miss Treherne, and it struck me that she had
+never looked so beautiful as then, and that Miss Treherne had never
+seemed so perfect a product of a fine convention. But, watching them
+together, one who had had any standard of good life could never have
+hesitated between the two. It was plain to me that Mrs. Falchion was
+bent upon making a conquest of this girl who so delicately withstood her;
+and Belle Treherne has told me since, that, when in her presence, and
+listening to her, she was irresistibly drawn to her; though at the same
+time she saw there was some significant lack in her nature; some hardness
+impossible to any one who had ever known love. She also told me that on
+this occasion Mrs. Falchion did not mention my name, nor did she ever in
+their acquaintance, save in the most casual fashion. Her conversation
+with Miss Treherne was always far from petty gossip or that smart comedy
+in which some women tell much personal history, with the guise of
+badinage and bright cynicism. I confess, though, it struck me
+unpleasantly at the time, that this fresh, high-hearted creature should
+be in familiar conversation with a woman who, it seemed to me, was the
+incarnation of cruelty.
+
+Mrs. Falchion subscribed most liberally to the fund raised for the
+children of the quartermaster and munificently to that for the crew which
+had, under Hungerford, performed the rescue work. The only effect of
+this was to deepen the belief that she was very wealthy, and could spend
+her money without affectation; for it was noticeable that she, of all on
+board, showed the least outward excitement at the time of the disaster.
+It occurred to me that once or twice I had seen her eyes fixed on
+Hungerford inquisitively, and not free from antipathy. It was something
+behind her usual equanimity. Her intuitive observation had led her to
+trace his hand in recent events. Yet I know she admired him too for his
+brave conduct. The day following the tragedy we were seated at dinner.
+The captain and most of the officers had risen, but Mrs. Falchion, having
+come in late, was still eating, and I remained seated also. Hungerford
+approached me, apologising for the interruption. He remarked that he was
+going on the bridge, and wished to say something to me before he went.
+It was an official matter, to which Mrs. Falchion apparently did not
+listen. When he was about to turn away, he bowed to her rather
+distantly; but she looked up at him and said, with an equivocal smile:
+
+"Mr. Hungerford, we often respect brave men whom we do not like."
+
+Then he, understanding her, but refusing to recognise the compliment, not
+altogether churlishly replied: "And I might say the same of women, Mrs.
+Falchion; but there are many women we dislike who are not brave."
+
+"I think I could recognise a brave man without seeing his bravery," she
+urged.
+
+"But I am a blundering sailor," he rejoined, "who only believes his
+eyes."
+
+"You are young yet," she replied.
+
+"I shall be older to-morrow," was his retort.
+
+"Well, perhaps you will see better to-morrow," she rejoined, with
+indolent irony.
+
+"If I do, I'll acknowledge it," he added. Then Hungerford smiled at me
+inscrutably. We two held a strange secret.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VIII
+
+A BRIDGE OF PERIL
+
+No more delightful experience may be had than to wake up in the harbour
+of Aden some fine morning--it is always fine there--and get the first
+impression of that mighty fortress, with its thousand iron eyes, in
+strong repose by the Arabian Sea. Overhead was the cloudless sun, and
+everywhere the tremulous glare of a sandy shore and the creamy wash of
+the sea, like fusing opals. A tiny Mohammedan mosque stood gracefully
+where the ocean almost washed its steps, and the Resident's house, far up
+the hard hillside, looked down upon the harbour from a green coolness.
+The place had a massive, war-like character. Here was a battery with
+earthworks; there, a fort; beyond, a signal-staff. Hospitals, hotels,
+and stores were incidents in the picture. Beyond the mountain-wall and
+lofty Jebel Shamsan, rising in fine pink and bronze, and at the end of a
+high-walled path between the great hills, lay the town of Aden proper.
+Above the town again were the mighty Tanks, formed out of clefts in the
+mountains, and built in the times when the Phoenicians made Aden a great
+mart, the richest spot in all Arabia.
+
+Over to the left, on the opposite side of the harbour, were wide
+bungalows shining in the sun, and flanking the side of the ancient
+aqueduct, the gigantic tomb of an Arab sheikh. In the harbour were the
+men-of-war of all nations, and Arab dhows sailed slowly in, laden with
+pilgrims for Mecca--masses of picturesque sloth and dirt--and disease
+also; for more than one vessel flew the yellow flag. As we looked, a
+British man-of-war entered the gates of the harbour in the rosy light.
+It was bringing back the disabled and wounded from a battle, in which a
+handful of British soldiers were set to punish thirty times their number
+in an unknown country. But there was another man-of-war in port with
+which we were familiar. We passed it far out on the Indian Ocean. It
+again passed us, and reached Aden before we did. The 'Porcupine' lay not
+far from the 'Fulvia', and as I leaned over the bulwarks, idly looking at
+her, a boat shot away from her side, and came towards us. As it drew
+near, I saw that it was filled with luggage--a naval officer's, I knew it
+to be. As the sailors hauled it up, I noticed that the initials upon the
+portmanteaus were G. R. The owner was evidently an officer going home on
+leave, or invalided. It did not, however, concern me, as I thought, and
+I turned away to look for Mr. Treherne, that I might fulfil my promise to
+escort his daughter and Mrs. Callendar to the general cemetery at Aden;
+for I knew he was not fit to do the journey, and there was nothing to
+prevent my going.
+
+A few hours later I stood with Miss Treherne and Mrs. Callendar in the
+graveyard beside the fortress-wall, placing wreaths of artificial flowers
+and one or two natural roses--a chance purchase from a shop at the port--
+on the grave of the young journalist. Miss Treherne had brought some
+sketching materials, and both of us (for, as has been suggested, I had a
+slight gift for drawing) made sketches of the burial-place. Having done
+this, we moved away to other parts of the cemetery, looking at the
+tombstones, many of which told sad tales enough of those who died far
+away from home and friends. As we wandered on, I noticed a woman
+kneeling beside a grave. It grew upon me that the figure was familiar.
+Presently I saw who it was, for the face lifted. I excused myself, went
+over to her, and said:--"Miss Caron, you are in trouble?"
+
+She looked up, her eyes swimming with tears and pointed to the tombstone.
+On it I read:
+
+ Sacred to the Memory of
+ HECTOR CARON,
+ Ensign in the French Navy.
+
+ Erected by his friend, Galt Roscoe,
+ H.B.M.N.
+
+Beneath this was the simple line:
+
+ "Why, what evil hath he done?"
+
+"He was your brother?" I asked.
+
+"Yes, monsieur, my one brother." Her tears dropped slowly.
+
+"And Galt Roscoe, who was he?" asked I.
+
+Through her grief her face was eloquent. "I never saw him--never knew
+him," she said. "He saved my poor Hector from much suffering; he nursed
+him, and buried him here when he died, and then--that!" pointing to the
+tombstone. "He made me love the English," she said. "Some day I shall
+find him, and I shall have money to pay him back all he spent--all." Now
+I guessed the meaning of the scene on board the 'Fulvia', when she had been
+so anxious to preserve her present relations with Mrs. Falchion. This
+was the secret--a beautiful one. She rose. "They disgraced Hector in
+New Caledonia," she said, "because he refused to punish a convict at Ile
+Nou who did not deserve it. He determined to go to France to represent
+his case. He left me behind, because we were poor. He went to Sydney.
+There he came to know this good man,"--her finger gently felt his name
+upon the stone,--"who made him a guest upon his ship; and so he came on
+towards England. In the Indian Ocean he was taken ill: and this was the
+end."
+
+She mournfully sank again beside the grave, but she was no longer
+weeping.
+
+"What was this officer's vessel?" I said presently. She drew from her
+dress a letter. "It is here. Please read it all. He wrote that to me
+when Hector died."
+
+The superscription to the letter was--H.B.M.S. Porcupine.
+
+I might have told her then that the 'Porcupine' was in the
+harbour at Aden, but I felt that things would work out to due ends
+without my help--which, indeed, they began to do immediately. As we
+stood there in silence, I reading over and over again the line upon the
+pedestal, I heard footsteps behind, and, turning, I saw a man approaching
+us, who, from his manner, though he was dressed in civilian's clothes, I
+guessed to be an officer of the navy. He was of more than middle height,
+had black hair, dark blue eyes, straight, strongly-marked brows, and was
+clean-shaven. He was a little ascetic-looking, and rather interesting
+and uncommon, and yet he was unmistakably a sea-going man. It was a face
+that one would turn to look at again and again--a singular personality.
+And yet my first glance told me that he was not one who had seen much
+happiness. Perhaps that was not unattractive in itself, since people who
+are very happy, and show it, are often most selfish too, and repel where
+they should attract. He was now standing near the grave, and his eyes
+were turned from one to the other of us, at last resting on Justine.
+
+Presently I saw a look of recognition. He stepped quickly forward.
+"Mademoiselle, will you pardon me?" he said very gently, "but you remind
+me of one whose grave I came to see." His hand made a slight motion
+toward Hector Caron's resting-place. Her eyes were on him with an
+inquiring earnestness. "Oh, monsieur, is it possible that you are my
+brother's friend and rescuer?"
+
+"I am Roscoe. He was my good friend," he said to her, and he held out
+his hand. She took it, and kissed it impulsively. He flushed, and drew
+it back quickly and shyly.
+
+"Some day I shall be able to repay you for all your goodness," she said.
+"I am only grateful now--grateful altogether. And you will tell me all
+you knew of him--all that he said and did before he died?"
+
+"I will gladly tell you all I know," he answered, and he looked at her
+compassionately, and yet with a little scrutiny, as though to know more
+of her and how she came to be in Aden. He turned to me inquiringly.
+
+I interpreted his thought by saying: "I am the surgeon of the 'Fulvia'.
+I chanced upon Miss Caron here. She is travelling by the 'Fulvia'."
+
+With a faint voice, Justine here said: "Travelling--with my mistress."
+
+"As companion to a lady," I preferred to add in explanation, for I wished
+not to see her humble herself so. A look of understanding came into
+Roscoe's face. Then he said: "I am glad that I shall see more of you; I
+am to travel by the 'Fulvia' also to London."
+
+"Yet I am afraid I shall see very little of you," she quietly replied.
+
+He was about to say something to her, but she suddenly swayed and would
+have fallen, but that he caught her and supported her. The weakness
+lasted only for a moment, and then, steadying herself, she said to both
+of us: "I hope you will say nothing of this to madame? She is kind, most
+kind, but she hates illness--and such things."
+
+Galt Roscoe looked at me to reply, his face showing clearly that he
+thought "madame" an extraordinary woman. I assured Justine that we would
+say nothing. Then Roscoe cordially parted from us, saying that he would
+look forward to seeing us both on the ship; but before he finally went,
+he put on the grave a small bouquet from his buttonhole. Then I excused
+myself from Justine, and, going over to Miss Treherne, explained to her
+the circumstances, and asked her if she would go and speak to the
+afflicted girl. She and Mrs. Callendar had been watching the incident,
+and they eagerly listened to me. I think this was the moment that I
+first stood really well with Belle Treherne. Her sympathy for the
+bereaved girl flooded many barriers between herself and me.
+
+"Oh," she said quickly, "indeed I will go to her, poor girl! Will you
+come also, Mrs. Callendar?"
+
+But Mrs. Callendar timidly said she would rather Miss Treherne went
+without her; and so it was. While Miss Treherne was comforting the
+bereaved girl, I talked to Mrs. Callendar. I fear that Mrs. Callendar
+was but a shallow woman; for, after a moment of excitable interest in
+Justine, she rather naively turned the talk upon the charms of Europe.
+And, I fear, not without some slight cynicism, I followed her where she
+led; for, as I said to myself, it did not matter what direction our idle
+tongues took, so long as I kept my mind upon the two beside that grave:
+but it gave my speech a spice of malice. I dwelt upon Mrs. Callendar's
+return to her native heath--that is, the pavements of Bond Street and
+Piccadilly, although I knew that she was a native of Tasmania. At this
+she smiled egregiously.
+
+At length Miss Treherne came to us and said that Justine insisted she
+was well enough to go back to the vessel alone, and wished not to be
+accompanied. So we left her there.
+
+A score of times I have stopped when preparing my notes for this tale
+from my diary and those of Mrs. Falchion and Galt Roscoe, to think how,
+all through the events recorded here, and many others omitted, Justine
+Caron was like those devoted and, often, beautiful attendants of the
+heroes and heroines of tragedy, who, when all is over, close the eyes,
+compose the bodies, and cover the faces of the dead, pronouncing with
+just lips the benediction, fittest in their mouths. Their loves, their
+deeds, their lives, however good and worthy, were clothed in modesty and
+kept far up the stage, to be, even when everything was over, not always
+given the privilege to die as did their masters, but, like Horatio, bade
+to live and be still the loyal servant:
+
+ "But in this harsh world draw thy breath in pain,
+ To tell my story."
+
+There was no reason why we should go to the ship immediately, and I
+proposed that we should first explore the port-town, and then visit the
+city of Aden--five miles away beyond the hills--and the Tanks. To this
+the ladies consented.
+
+Somauli policemen patrolled the streets; Somauli, Arab, and Turkish
+guides impeded the way; Arabs in plain white, Arab sheikhs in blue and
+white, and gold, lounged languidly about, or drank their coffee in the
+shade of the bazaars. Children of the desert, nearly naked, sprinkled
+water before the doors of the bazaars and stores and upon the hot
+thoroughfare, from long leather bottles; caravans of camels, with dusty
+stride, swung up the hillside and beyond into the desert; the Jewish
+water-carrier with his donkey trudged down the pass from the cool
+fountains in the volcanic hills; a guard of eunuchs marched by with the
+harem of a Mohammedan; in the doorways of the houses goats and donkeys
+fed. Jews, with greasy faces, red-hemmed skirt, and hungry look, moved
+about, offering ostrich feathers for sale, everywhere treated worse than
+the Chinaman in Oregon or at Port Darwin. We saw English and Australian
+passengers of the 'Fulvia' pelting the miserable members of a despised race
+with green fruit about the streets, and afterwards from the deck of the
+ship. A number of these raised their hats to us as they passed; but
+Belle Treherne's acknowledgment was chilly.
+
+"It is hard to be polite to cowards," she said.
+
+After having made some ruinous bargains in fezes, Turkish cloths and
+perfume, I engaged a trap, and we started for Aden. The journey was not
+one of beauty, but it had singular interest. Every turn of the wheels
+carried us farther and farther away from a familiar world to one of
+yesterday. White-robed warriors of the desert, with lances, bent their
+brows upon us as they rode away towards the endless sands, and vagabonds
+of Egypt begged for alms. In about three-quarters of an hour we had
+passed the lofty barriers of Jebel Shamsan and its comrades, and were
+making clouds of dust in the streets of Aden. In spite of the
+cantonments, the British Government House, and the European Church, it
+was an Oriental town pure and simple, where the slow-footed hours
+wandered by, leaving apathy in their train; where sloth and surfeit sat
+in the market-places; idle women gossiped in their doorways; and naked
+children rolled in the sun. Yet how, in the most unfamiliar places, does
+one wake suddenly to hear or see some most familiar thing, and learn
+again that the ways of all people and nations are not, after all, so far
+apart! Here three naked youths, with trays upon their heads, cried aloud
+at each doorway what, interpreted, was: "Pies! Hot pies! Pies all hot!"
+or, "Crum-pet! Crumpet! Won't you buy-uy a crum-pet!"
+
+One sees the same thing in Kandy, in Calcutta, in Tokio, in Istamboul, in
+Teheran, in Queensland, in London.
+
+To us the great Tanks overlooking the place were more interesting than
+the town itself, and we drove thither. At Government House and here were
+the only bits of green that we had seen; they were, in fact, the only
+spots of verdure on the peninsula of Aden. It was a very sickly green,
+from which wan and dusty fig trees rose. In their scant shadow, or in
+the shelter of an overhanging ledge of rock, Arabs offered us draughts
+of cool water, and oranges. There were people in the sickly gardens, and
+others were inspecting the Tanks. Passengers from the ship had brought
+luncheon-baskets to this sad oasis.
+
+As we stood at the edge of one of the Tanks, Miss Treherne remarked with
+astonishment that they were empty. I explained to her that Aden did not
+have the benefits conferred even on the land of the seven fat and seven
+lean kine--that there had not been rain there for years, and that when it
+did come it was neither prolonged nor plentiful. Then came questions as
+to how long ago the Tanks were built.
+
+"Thirteen hundred years!" she exclaimed. "How strange to feel it so!
+It is like looking at old graves. And how high the walls are, closing up
+the gorge between the hills."
+
+At that moment Mrs. Callendar drew our attention to Mrs. Falchion and a
+party from the ship. Mrs. Falchion was but a few paces from us, smiling
+agreeably as she acknowledged our greetings. Presently two of her party
+came to us and asked us to share their lunch. I would have objected, and
+I am certain Belle Treherne would gladly have done so, but Mrs. Callendar
+was anxious to accept, therefore we expressed our gratitude and joined
+the group. On second thoughts I was glad that we did so, because,
+otherwise, my party must have been without refreshments until they
+returned to the ship--the restaurants at Aden are not to be trusted. To
+me Mrs. Falchion was pleasantly impersonal, to Miss Treherne delicately
+and actively personal. At the time I had a kind of fear of her interest
+in the girl, but I know now that it was quite sincere, though it began
+with a motive not very lofty--to make Belle Treherne her friend, and so
+annoy me, and also to study, as would an anatomist, the girl's life.
+
+We all moved into the illusive shade of the fig and magnolia trees, and
+lunch was soon spread. As we ate, conversation turned upon the annoying
+persistency of Eastern guides, and reference was made to the exciting
+circumstances attending the engagement of Amshar, the guide of Mrs.
+Falchion's party. Among a score of claimants, Amshar had had one
+particular opponent--a personal enemy--who would not desist even when
+the choice had been made. He, indeed, had been the first to solicit the
+party, and was rejected because of his disagreeable looks. He had even
+followed the trap from the Port of Aden. As one of the gentlemen was
+remarking on the muttered anger of the disappointed Arab, Mrs. Falchion.
+said: "There he is now at the gate of the garden."
+
+His look was sullenly turned upon our party. Blackburn, the Queenslander
+said, "Amshar, the other fellow is following up the game," and pointed to
+the gate.
+
+Amshar understood the gesture at least, and though he gave a toss of the
+head, I noticed that his hand trembled as he handed me a cup of water,
+and that he kept his eyes turned on his opponent.
+
+"One always feels unsafe with these cut-throat races," said Colonel
+Ryder, "as some of us know, who have had to deal with the nigger of South
+America. They think no more of killing a man--"
+
+"Than an Australian squatter does of dispersing a mob of aboriginals or
+kangaroos," said Clovelly.
+
+Here Mrs. Callendar spoke up briskly. "I don't know what you mean by
+'dispersing.'"
+
+"You know what a kangaroo battue is, don't you?"
+
+"But that is killing, slaughtering kangaroos by the hundred."
+
+"Well, and that is aboriginal dispersion," said the novelist. "That is
+the aristocratic method of legislating the native out of existence."
+
+Blackburn here vigorously protested. "Yes, it's very like a novelist, on
+the hunt for picturesque events, to spend his forensic soul upon 'the
+poor native,'--upon the dirty nigger, I choose to call him: the meanest,
+cruellest, most cowardly, and murderous--by Jove, what a lot of
+adjectives!--of native races. But we fellows, who have lost some of the
+best friends we ever had--chums with whom we've shared blanket and
+tucker--by the crack of a nulla-nulla in the dark, or a spear from the
+scrub, can't find a place for Exeter Hall and its 'poor native' in our
+hard hearts. We stand in such a case for justice. It is a new country.
+Not once in fifty times would law reach them. Reprisal and dispersion
+were the only things possible to men whose friends had been massacred,
+and--well, they punished tribes for the acts of individuals."
+
+Mrs. Falchion here interposed. "That is just what England does. A
+British trader is killed. She sweeps a native town out of existence with
+Hotchkiss guns--leaves it naked and dead. That is dispersion too; I have
+seen it, and I know how far niggers as a race can be trusted, and how
+much they deserve sympathy. I agree with Mr. Blackburn."
+
+Blackburn raised his glass. "Mrs. Falchion," he said, "I need no further
+evidence to prove my case. Experience is the best teacher."
+
+"As I wish to join the chorus to so notable a compliment, will somebody
+pass the claret?" said Colonel Ryder, shaking the crumbs of a pate from
+his coat-collar. When his glass was filled, he turned towards Mrs.
+Falchion, and continued: "I drink to the health of the best teacher."
+And every one laughingly responded. This impromptu toast would have been
+drunk with more warmth, if we could have foreseen an immediate event.
+Not less peculiar were Mrs. Falchion's words to Hungerford the evening
+before, recorded in the last sentence of the preceding chapter.
+
+Cigars were passed, and the men rose and strolled away. We wandered
+outside the gardens, passing the rejected guide as we did so. "I don't
+like the look in his eye," said Clovelly.
+
+Colonel Ryder laughed. "You've always got a fine vision for the
+dramatic."
+
+We passed on. I suppose about twenty minutes had gone when, as we were
+entering the garden again, we heard loud cries. Hurrying forward towards
+the Tanks, we saw a strange sight.
+
+There, on a narrow wall dividing two great tanks, were three people--
+Mrs. Falchion, Amshar, and the rejected Arab guide. Amshar was crouching
+behind Mrs. Falchion, and clinging to her skirts in abject fear. The
+Arab threatened with a knife. He could not get at Amshar without
+thrusting Mrs. Falchion aside, and, as I said, the wall was narrow. He
+was bent like a tiger about to spring.
+
+Seeing Mrs. Falchion and Amshar apart from the others,--Mrs. Falchion
+having insisted on crossing this narrow and precipitous wall,--he had
+suddenly rushed after them. As he did so, Miss Treherne saw him, and
+cried out. Mrs. Falchion faced round swiftly, and then came this tragic
+situation.
+
+Some one must die.
+
+Seeing that Mrs. Falchion made no effort to dislodge Amshar from her
+skirts, the Arab presently leaped forward. Mrs. Falchion's arms went out
+suddenly, and she caught the wrist that held the dagger. Then there was
+an instant's struggle. It was Mrs. Falchion's life now, as well as
+Amshar's. They swayed. They hung on the edge of the rocky chasm. Then
+we lost the gleam of the knife, and the Arab shivered, and toppled over.
+Mrs. Falchion would have gone with him, but Amshar caught her about the
+waist, and saved her from the fall which would have killed her as
+certainly as it killed the Arab lying at the bottom of the tank. She had
+managed to turn the knife in the Arab's hand against his own breast, and
+then suddenly pressed her body against it; but the impulse of the act
+came near carrying her over also.
+
+Amshar was kneeling at her feet, and kissing her gown gratefully. She
+pushed him away with her foot, and, coolly turning aside, began to
+arrange her hair. As I approached her, she glanced down at the Arab.
+"Horrible! horrible!" she said. I remembered that these were her words
+when her husband was lifted from the sea to the 'Fulvia'.
+
+Not ungently, she refused my hand or any assistance, and came down among
+the rest of the party. I could not but feel a strange wonder at the
+powerful side of her character just shown--her courage, her cool daring.
+In her face now there was a look of annoyance, and possibly disgust, as
+well as of triumph--so natural in cases of physical prowess. Everybody
+offered congratulations, but she only showed real pleasure, and that
+mutely, at those of Miss Treherne. To the rest of us she said: "One had
+to save one's self, and Amshar was a coward."
+
+And so this woman, whose hardness of heart and excessive cruelty
+Hungerford and I were keeping from the world, was now made into a
+heroine, around whom a halo of romance would settle whenever her name
+should be mentioned. Now, men, eligible and ineligible, would increase
+their homage. It seemed as if the stars had stopped in their courses to
+give her special fortune.
+
+That morning I had thought her appearance at this luncheon-party was
+little less than scandalous, for she knew, if others did not, who Boyd
+Madras was. After the occurrence with the Arab, the other event was
+certainly much less prominent, and here, after many years, I can see that
+the act was less in her than it would have been in others. For, behind
+her outward hardness, there was a sort of justice working, an iron thing,
+but still not unnatural in her.
+
+Belle Treherne awakened also to a new perception of her character, and a
+kind of awe possessed her, so masculine seemed her courage, yet so
+womanly and feminine her manner. Mrs. Callendar was loud in her
+exclamations of delight and wonder at Mrs. Falchion's coolness; and the
+bookmaker, with his usual impetuosity, offered to take bets at four to
+one that we should all be detained to give evidence in the matter.
+
+Clovelly was silent. He occasionally adjusted his glasses, and looked at
+Mrs. Falchion as if he had suddenly come to a full stop in his opinions
+regarding her. This, I think, was noticed by her, and enjoyed too, for
+she doubtless remembered her conversation with me, in which she had said
+that Clovelly thought he understood her perfectly. Colonel Ryder, who
+was loyal at all times, said she had the nerve of a woman from Kentucky.
+Moreover, he had presence of mind, for he had immediately sent off a
+native to inform the authorities of what had occurred; so that before we
+had got half-way to the town we were met by policemen running towards us,
+followed by a small detachment of Indian soldiers. The officer in
+command of the detachment stopped us, and said that the governor would be
+glad if we would come to Government House for an hour, while an inquiry
+was being held.
+
+To this we cheerfully consented, of course; and, in a room where punkahs
+waved and cool claret-cup awaited us, we were received by the governor,
+who was full of admiration of Mrs. Falchion. It was plain, however, that
+he was surprised at her present equanimity. Had she no nerves at all?
+
+"I can only regret exceedingly," said the governor, "that your visit to
+Aden has had such a tragical interruption; but since it has occurred,
+I am glad to have the privilege of meeting a lady so brave as Mrs.
+Falchion."--The bookmaker had introduced us all with a naivete that,
+I am sure, amused the governor, as it certainly did his aide-de-camp.
+"We should not need to fear the natives if we had soldiers as fearless,"
+his excellency continued.
+
+At this point the inquiry began, and, after it was over, the governor
+said that there the matter ended so far as we were concerned, and then he
+remarked gallantly that the Government of Aden would always remain Mrs.
+Falchion's debtor. She replied that it was a debt she would be glad to
+preserve unsettled for ever. After this pretty exchange of compliments,
+the governor smiled, and offered her his arm to the door, where our 'char
+a bans' awaited us.
+
+So impressed was the bookmaker with the hospitable reception the governor
+had given us, that he offered him his cigar-case with its contents, said
+he hoped they would meet again, and asked his excellency if he thought of
+coming to Australia. The governor declined the cigars graciously,
+ignored the hoped-for pleasure of another meeting, and trusted that it
+might fall to his lot to visit Australia some day. Thereupon the
+bookmaker insisted on the aide-de-camp accepting the cigar-case, and gave
+him his visiting-card. The aide-de-camp lost nothing by his good-humoured
+acceptance, if he smoked, because, as I knew, the cigars were very good
+indeed. Bookmakers, gamblers and Jews are good judges of tobacco. And
+the governor's party lost nothing in dignity because, as the traps
+wheeled away, they gave a polite little cheer for Mrs. Falchion. I, at
+first, was fearful how Belle Treherne would regard the gaucheries of the
+bookmaker, but I saw that he was rather an object of interest to her than
+otherwise; for he was certainly amusing.
+
+As we drove through Aden, a Somauli lad ran from the door of a house, and
+handed up a letter to the driver of my trap. It bore my name, and was
+handed over to me. I recognised the handwriting. It was that of Boyd
+Madras. He had come ashore by Hungerford's aid in the night. The letter
+simply gave an address in England that would always find him, and stated
+that he intended to take another name.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IX
+
+"THE PROGRESS OF THE SUNS"
+
+News of the event had preceded us to the 'Fulvia', and, as we scrambled out
+on the ship's stairs, cheers greeted us. Glancing up, I saw Hungerford,
+among others, leaning over the side, and looking at Mrs. Falchion in a
+curious cogitating fashion, not unusual to him. The look was non-
+committal, yet earnest. If it was not approval, it was not condemnation;
+but it might have been slightly ironical, and that annoyed me. It seemed
+impossible for him--and it was so always, I believe--to get out of his
+mind the thought of the man he had rescued on No Man's Sea. I am sure
+it jarred upon him that the band foolishly played a welcome when Mrs.
+Falchion stepped on the deck. As I delivered Miss Treherne into the
+hands of her father, who was anxiously awaiting us, Hungerford said in my
+ear: "A tragedy queen, Marmion." He said it so distinctly that Mrs.
+Falchion heard it, and she gave him a searching look. Their eyes met and
+warred for a moment, and then he added: "I remember! Yes, I can respect
+the bravery of a woman whom I do not like."
+
+"And this is to-morrow," she said, "and a man may change his mind, and
+that may be fate--or a woman's whim." She bowed, turned away, and went
+below, evidently disliking the reception she had had, and anxious to
+escape inquiries and congratulations. Nor did she appear again until the
+'Fulvia' got under way about six o'clock in the evening. As we moved out
+of the harbour we passed close to the 'Porcupine' and saw its officers
+grouped on the deck, waving adieus to some one on our deck, whom I
+guessed, of course, to be Galt Roscoe.
+
+At this time Mrs. Falchion was standing near me. "For whom is that
+demonstration?" she said.
+
+"For one of her officers, who is a passenger by the 'Fulvia'," I replied.
+"You remember we passed the 'Porcupine' in the Indian Ocean?"
+
+"Yes, I know that very well," she said, with a shade of meaning. "But"--
+here I thought her voice had a touch of breathlessness--"but who is the
+officer? I mean, what is his name?"
+
+"He stands in the group near the door of the captain's cabin, there. His
+name is Galt Roscoe, I think."
+
+A slight exclamation escaped her. There was a chilly smile on her lips,
+and her eyes sought the group until it rested on Galt Roscoe. In a
+moment she said "You have met him?"
+
+"In the cemetery this morning, for the first time."
+
+"Everybody seems to have had business this morning at the cemetery.
+Justine Caron spent hours there. To me it is so foolish, heaping up a
+mound, and erecting a tombstone over--what?--a dead thing, which, if one
+could see it, would be dreadful."
+
+"You would prefer complete absorption--as of the ocean?" I brutally
+retorted.
+
+She appeared not to notice the innuendo. "Yes, what is gone is gone.
+Graves are idolatry. Gravestones are ghostly. It is people without
+imagination who need these things, together with crape and black-edged
+paper. It is all barbaric ritual. I know you think I am callous, but I
+cannot help that. For myself, I wish the earth close about me, and level
+green grass above me, and no one knowing of the place; or else, fire or
+the sea."
+
+"Mrs. Falchion," said I, "between us there need be no delicate words.
+You appear to have neither imagination, nor idolatry, nor remembrances,
+nor common womanly kindness."
+
+"Indeed!" she said. "Yet you might know me better." Here she touched
+my arm with the tips of her fingers, and, in spite of myself, I felt my
+pulse beat faster. It seemed to me that in her presence, even now,
+I could not quite trust myself. "Indeed!" she repeated. "And who made
+you omniscient, Dr. Marmion? You hardly do yourself justice. You hold a
+secret. You insist on reminding me of the fact. Is that in perfect
+gallantry? Do you know me altogether, from your knowledge of that one
+thing? You are vain. Or does the secret wear on you, and--Mr.
+Hungerford? Was it necessary to seek HIS help in keeping it?"
+
+I told her then the true history of Hungerford's connection with Boyd
+Madras, and also begged her pardon for showing just now my knowledge of
+her secret. At this she said, "I suppose I should be grateful," and was
+there a slightly softer cadence to her voice?
+
+"No, you need not be grateful," I said. "We are silent, first, because
+he wished it; then because you are a woman."
+
+"You define your reasons with astonishing care and taste," she replied.
+
+"Oh, as to taste!--" said I; but then I bit my tongue.
+
+At that she said, her lips very firm and pale, "I could not pretend
+to a grief I did not feel. I acted no lie. He died as we had lived--
+estranged. I put up no memorials."
+
+But I, thinking of my mother lying in her grave, a woman after God's own
+heart, who loved me more than I deserved, repeated almost unconsciously
+these lines (clipped from a magazine):
+
+ "Sacred the ring, the faded glove,
+ Once worn by one we used to love;
+ Dead warriors in their armour live,
+ And in their relics saints survive.
+
+ "Oh, Mother Earth, henceforth defend
+ All thou hast garnered of my friend,
+ From winter's wind and driving sleet,
+ From summer's sun and scorching heat.
+
+ "Within thine all-embracing breast
+ Is hid one more forsaken nest;
+ While, in the sky, with folded wings,
+ The bird that left it sits and sings."
+
+I paused; the occasion seemed so little suited to the sentiment, for
+around us was the idle excitement of leaving port. I was annoyed with
+myself for my share in the conversation so far. Mrs. Falchion's eyes had
+scarcely left that group around the captain's door, although she had
+appeared acutely interested in what I was saying. Now she said:
+
+"You recite very well. I feel impressed, but I fancy it is more your
+voice than those fine sentiments; for, after all, you cannot glorify the
+dead body. Look at the mummy of Thothmes at Boulak, and think what
+Cleopatra must look like now. And please let us talk about something
+else. Let us--" She paused.
+
+I followed the keen, shaded glance of her eyes, and saw, coming from the
+group by the captain's door, Galt Roscoe. He moved in our direction.
+Suddenly he paused. His look was fixed upon Mrs. Falchion. A flush
+passed over his face, not exactly confusing, but painful, and again it
+left him pale, and for a moment he stood motionless. Then he came
+forward to us. He bowed to me, then looked hard at her. She held out
+her hand.
+
+"Mr. Roscoe, I think?" she said. "An old friend," she added, turning to
+me. He gravely took her extended hand and said:
+
+"I did not think to see you here, Miss--"
+
+"MRS. Falchion," she interrupted clearly.
+
+"MRS. Falchion!" he said, with surprise. "It is so many years since we
+had met, and--"
+
+"And it is so easy to forget things? But it isn't so many, really--only
+seven, the cycle for constitutional renewal. Dear me, how erudite that
+sounds! . . . So, I suppose, we meet the same, yet not the same."
+
+"The same, yet not the same," he repeated after her, with an attempt at
+lightness, yet abstractedly.
+
+"I think you gentlemen know each other?" she said.
+
+"Yes; we met in the cemetery this morning. I was visiting the grave of a
+young French officer."
+
+"I know," she said--"Justine Caron's brother. She has told me; but she
+did not tell me your name."
+
+"She has told you?" he said.
+
+"Yes. She is--my companion." I saw that she did not use the word that
+first came to her.
+
+"How strangely things occur! And yet," he added musingly, "I suppose,
+after all, coincidence is not so strange in these days of much travel,
+particularly with people whose lives are connected--more or less."
+
+"Whose lives are connected--more or less," she repeated after him, in a
+steely tone.
+
+It seemed to me that I had received my cue to leave. I bowed myself
+away, and went about my duties. As we steamed bravely through the
+Straits of Babelmandeb, with Perim on our left, rising lovely through the
+milky haze, I came on deck again, and they were still near where I had
+left them an hour before. I passed, glancing at them as I did so. They
+did not look towards me. His eyes were turned to the shore, and hers
+were fixed on him. I saw an expression on her lips that gave her face
+new character. She was speaking, as I thought, clearly and mercilessly.
+I could not help hearing her words as I passed them.
+
+"You are going to be that--you!" There was a ring of irony in her tone.
+I heard nothing more in words, but I saw him turn to her somewhat
+sharply, and I caught the deep notes of his voice as he answered her.
+When, a moment after, I looked back, she had gone below.
+
+Galt Roscoe had a seat at Captain Ascott's table, and I did not see
+anything of him at meal-times, but elsewhere I soon saw him a great deal.
+He appeared to seek my company. I was glad of this, for I found that he
+was an agreeable man, and had distinct originality of ideas, besides
+being possessed of very considerable culture. He also had that social
+aplomb so much a characteristic of the naval officer. Yet, man of the
+world as he was, he had a strain of asceticism which puzzled me. It did
+not make him eccentric, but it was not a thing usual with the naval man.
+Again, he wished to be known simply as Mr. Roscoe, not as Captain Roscoe,
+which was his rank. He said nothing about having retired, yet I guessed
+he had done so. One evening, however, soon after we had left Aden, we
+were sitting in my cabin, and the conversation turned upon a recent novel
+dealing with the defection of a clergyman of the Church of England
+through agnosticism. The keenness with which he threw himself into the
+discussion and the knowledge he showed, surprised me. I knew (as most
+medical students get to know, until they know better) some scientific
+objections to Christianity, and I put them forward. He clearly and
+powerfully met them. I said at last, laughingly: "Why, you ought to take
+holy orders."
+
+"That is what I am going to do," he said very seriously, "when I get to
+England. I am resigning the navy." At that instant there flashed
+through my mind Mrs. Falchion's words: "You are going to be that--you!"
+
+Then he explained to me that he had been studying for two years, and
+expected to go up for deacon's orders soon after his return to England.
+I cannot say that I was greatly surprised, for I had known a few, and had
+heard of many, men who had exchanged the navy for the Church. It struck
+me, however, that Galt Roscoe appeared to view the matter from a stand-
+point not professional; the more so, that he expressed his determination
+to go to the newest part of a new country, to do the pioneer work of the
+Church. I asked him where he was going, and he said to the Rocky
+Mountains of Canada. I told him that my destination was Canada also. He
+warmly expressed the hope that we should see something of each other
+there. This friendship of ours may seem to have been hastily hatched,
+but it must be remembered that the sea is a great breeder of friendship.
+Two men who have known each other for twenty years find that twenty days
+at sea bring them nearer than ever they were before, or else estrange
+them.
+
+It was on this evening that, in a lull of the conversation, I casually
+asked him when he had known Mrs. Falchion. His face was inscrutable, but
+he said somewhat hurriedly, "In the South Sea Islands," and then changed
+the subject. So, there was some mystery again? Was this woman never to
+be dissociated from enigma? In those days I never could think of her
+save in connection with some fatal incident in which she was scathless,
+and some one else suffered.
+
+It may have been fancy, but I thought that, during the first day or two
+after leaving Aden, Galt Roscoe and Mrs. Falchion were very little
+together. Then the impression grew that this was his doing, and again
+that she waited with confident patience for the time when he would seek
+her--because he could not help himself. Often when other men were paying
+her devoted court I caught her eyes turned in his direction, and I
+thought I read in her smile a consciousness of power. And it so was.
+Very soon he was at her side. But I also noticed that he began to look
+worn, that his conversation with me lagged. I think that at this time
+I was so much occupied with tracing personal appearances to personal
+influences that I lost to some degree the physician's practical keenness.
+My eyes were to be opened. He appeared to be suffering, and she seemed
+to unbend to him more than she ever unbent to me, or any one else on
+board. Hungerford, seeing this, said to me one day in his blunt way:
+"Marmion, old Ulysses knew what he was about when he tied himself to the
+mast."
+
+But the routine of the ship went on as before. Fortunately, Mrs.
+Falchion's heroism at Aden had taken the place of the sensation attending
+Boyd Madras's suicide. Those who tired of thinking of both became mildly
+interested in Red Sea history. Chief among these was the bookmaker. As
+an historian the bookmaker was original. He cavalierly waved aside all
+such confusing things as dates: made Moses and Mahomet contemporaneous,
+incidentally referred to King Solomon's visits to Cleopatra, and with sad
+irreverence spoke of the Exodus and the destruction of Pharaoh's horses
+and chariots as "the big handicap." He did not mean to be irreverent or
+unhistorical. He merely wished to enlighten Mrs. Callendar, who said he
+was very original, and quite clever at history. His really startling
+points, however, were his remarks upon the colours of the mountains of
+Egypt and the sunset tints to be seen on the Red Sea and the Suez Canal.
+To him the grey, and pink, and melancholy gold only brought up visions
+of a race at Epsom or Flemington--generally Flemington, where the staring
+Australian sun pours down on an emerald course, on a score of horses
+straining upon the start, the colours of the jockeys' coats and caps
+changing in the struggle like a kaleidoscope, and making strange
+harmonies of colour. The comparison between the mountains of Egypt and
+a race-course might seem most absurd, if one did not remember that the
+bookmaker had his own standards, and that he thought he was paying
+unusual honour to the land of the Fellah. Clovelly plaintively said,
+as he drank his hock and seltzer, that the bookmaker was hourly saving
+his life; and Colonel Ryder admitted at last that Kentucky never produced
+anything quite like him.
+
+The evening before we came to the Suez Canal I was walking with Miss
+Treherne and her father. I had seen Galt Roscoe in conversation with
+Mrs. Falchion. Presently I saw him rise to go away. A moment after,
+in passing, I was near her. She sprang up, caught my arm, and pointed
+anxiously. I looked, and saw Galt Roscoe swaying as he walked.
+
+"He is ill--ill," she said.
+
+I ran forward and caught him as he was falling. Ill?
+
+Of course he was ill. What a fool I had been! Five minutes with him
+assured me that he had fever. I had set his haggard appearance down to
+some mental trouble--and I was going to be a professor in a medical
+college!
+
+Yet I know now that a troubled mind hastened the fever.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER X
+
+BETWEEN DAY AND DARK
+
+From the beginning Galt Roscoe's fever was violent. It had been hanging
+about him for a long time, and was the result of malarial poisoning. I
+devoutly wished that we were in the Mediterranean instead of the Red Sea,
+where the heat was so great; but fortunately we should soon be there.
+There was no other case of sickness on board, and I could devote plenty
+of time to him. Offers of assistance in nursing were numerous, but I
+only encouraged those of the bookmaker, strange as this may seem; yet he
+was as gentle and considerate as a woman in the sick-room. This was on
+the first evening of his attack. After that I had reasons for dispensing
+with his generous services. The night after Roscoe was taken ill we were
+passing through the canal, the search-light of the 'Fulvia' sweeping the
+path ahead of it and glorifying everything it touched. Mud barges were
+fairy palaces; Arab punts beautiful gondolas; the ragged Egyptians on the
+banks became picturesque; and the desolate country behind them had a wide
+vestibule of splendour. I stood for half an hour watching this scene,
+then I went below to Roscoe's cabin and relieved the bookmaker. The sick
+man was sleeping from the effects of a sedative draught. The bookmaker
+had scarcely gone when I heard a step behind me, and I turned and saw
+Justine Caron standing timidly at the door, her eyes upon the sleeper.
+She spoke quietly. "Is he very ill?"
+
+I answered that he was, but also that for some days I could not tell how
+dangerous his illness might be. She went to the berth where he lay, the
+reflected light from without playing weirdly on his face, and smoothed
+the pillow gently.
+
+"If you are willing, I will watch for a time," she said. "Everybody is
+on deck. Madame said she would not need me for a couple of hours. I
+will send a steward for you if he wakes; you need rest yourself."
+
+That I needed rest was quite true, for I had been up all the night
+before; still I hesitated. She saw my hesitation, and added:
+
+"It is not much that I can do, still I should like to do it. I can at
+least watch." Then, very earnestly: "He watched beside Hector."
+
+I left her with him, her fingers moving the small bag of ice about his
+forehead to allay the fever and her eyes patiently regarding him. I went
+on deck again. I met Miss Treherne and her father. They both inquired
+for the sick man, and I told Belle--for she seemed much interested--the
+nature of such malarial fevers, the acute forms they sometimes take, and
+the kind of treatment required. She asked several questions, showing a
+keen understanding of my explanations, and then, after a moment's
+silence, said meditatively: "I think I like men better when they are
+doing responsible work; it is difficult to be idle--and important too."
+
+I saw very well that, with her, I should have to contend for a long time
+against those first few weeks of dalliance on the 'Fulvia'.
+
+Clovelly joined us, and for the first time--if I had not been so
+egotistical it had appeared to me before--I guessed that his somewhat
+professional interest in Belle Treherne had developed into a very
+personal thing. And with that thought came also the conception of what
+a powerful antagonist he would be. For it improves some men to wear
+glasses; and Clovelly had a delightful, wheedling tongue. It was
+allusive, contradictory (a thing pleasing to women), respectful yet
+playful, bold yet reverential. Many a time I have longed for Clovelly's
+tongue. Unfortunately for me, I learned some of his methods without his
+art; and of this I am occasionally reminded at this day. A man like
+Clovelly is dangerous as a rival when he is not in earnest; when he IS in
+earnest, it becomes a lonely time for the other man--unless the girl is
+perverse.
+
+I left the two together, and moved about the deck, trying to think
+closely about Roscoe's case, and to drive Clovelly's invasion from my
+mind. I succeeded, and was only roused by Mrs. Falchion's voice beside
+me.
+
+"Does he suffer much?" she murmured.
+
+When answered, she asked nervously how he looked--it was impossible that
+she should consider misery without shrinking. I told her that he was
+only flushed and haggard as yet and that he was little wasted. A thought
+flashed to her face. She was about to speak, but paused. After a
+moment, however, she remarked evenly: "He is likely to be delirious?"
+
+"It is probable," I replied.
+
+Her eyes were fixed on the search-light. The look in them was
+inscrutable. She continued quietly: "I will go and see him, if you will
+let me. Justine will go with me."
+
+"Not now," I replied. "He is sleeping. To-morrow, if you will."
+
+I did not think it necessary to tell her that Justine was at that moment
+watching beside him. We walked the deck together in silence.
+
+"I wonder," she said, "that you care to walk with me. Please do not make
+the matter a burden."
+
+She did not say this with any invitation to courteous protest on my part,
+but rather with a cold frankness--for which, I confess, I always admired
+her. I said now: "Mrs. Falchion, you have suggested what might easily be
+possible in the circumstances, but I candidly admit that I have never yet
+found your presence disagreeable; and I suppose that is a comment upon my
+weakness. Though, to speak again with absolute truth, I think I do not
+like you at this present."
+
+"Yes, I fancy I can understand that," she said. "I can understand how,
+for instance, one might feel a just and great resentment, and have in
+one's hand the instrument of punishment, and yet withhold one's hand
+and protect where one should injure."
+
+At this moment these words had no particular significance to me, but
+there chanced a time when they came home with great force. I think,
+indeed, that she was speaking more to herself than to me. Suddenly she
+turned to me.
+
+"I wonder," she said, "if I am as cruel as you think me--for, indeed,
+I do not know. But I have been through many things."
+
+Here her eyes grew cold and hard. The words that followed seemed in no
+sequence. "Yet," she said, "I will go and see him to-morrow. . . .
+Good-night." After about an hour I went below to Galt Roscoe's cabin.
+I drew aside the curtain quietly. Justine Caron evidently had not heard
+me. She was sitting beside the sick man, her fingers still smoothing
+away the pillow from his fevered face and her eyes fixed on him. I spoke
+to her. She rose. "He has slept well," she said. And she moved to the
+door.
+
+"Miss Caron," I said, "if Mrs. Falchion is willing, you could help me to
+nurse Mr. Roscoe?"
+
+A light sprang to her eyes. "Indeed, yes," she said.
+
+"I will speak to her about it, if you will let me?" She bowed her head,
+and her look was eloquent of thanks. After a word of good-night we
+parted.
+
+I knew that nothing better could occur to my patient than that Justine
+Caron should help to nurse him. This would do far more for him than
+medicine--the tender care of a woman--than many pharmacopoeias.
+
+Hungerford had insisted on relieving me for a couple of hours at
+midnight. He said it would be a good preparation for going on the bridge
+at three o'clock in the morning. About half-past two he came to my cabin
+and waked me, saying: "He is worse--delirious; you had better come."
+
+He was indeed delirious. Hungerford laid his hand on my shoulder.
+"Marmion," he said, "that woman is in it. Like the devil, she is
+ubiquitous. Mr. Roscoe's past is mixed up with hers somehow. I don't
+suppose men talk absolute history in delirium, but there is no reason,
+I fancy, why they shouldn't paraphrase. I should reduce the number of
+nurses to a minimum if I were you."
+
+A determined fierceness possessed me at the moment. I said to him: "She
+shall nurse him, Hungerford--she, and Justine Caron, and myself."
+
+"Plus Dick Hungerford," he added. "I don't know quite how you intend to
+work this thing, but you have the case in your hands, and what you've
+told me about the French girl shows that she is to be trusted. But as
+for myself, Marmion M.D., I'm sick--sick--sick of this woman, and all her
+words and works. I believe that she has brought bad luck to this ship;
+and it's my last voyage on it; and--and I begin to think you're a damned
+good fellow--excuse the insolence of it; and--good-night."
+
+For the rest of the night I listened to Galt Roscoe's wild words. He
+tossed from side to side, and murmured brokenly. Taken separately, and
+as they were spoken, his words might not be very significant, but pieced
+together, arranged, and interpreted through even scant knowledge of
+circumstances, they were sufficient to give me a key to difficulties
+which, afterwards, were to cause much distress. I arrange some of the
+sentences here to show how startling were the fancies--or remembrances
+--that vexed him.
+
+"But I was coming back--I was coming back--I tell you I should have
+stayed with her for ever. . . . See how she trembles!--Now her breath
+is gone--There is no pulse--Her heart is still--My God, her heart is
+still!--Hush! cover her face. . . . Row hard, you devils!--A hundred
+dollars if you make the point in time. . . . Whereaway?--Whereaway?--
+Steady now!--Let them have it across the bows!--Low! low!--fire low! . . .
+She is dead--she is dead!"
+
+These things he would say over and over again breathlessly, then he would
+rest a while, and the trouble would begin again. "It was not I that did
+it--no, it was not I. She did it herself!--She plunged it in, deep,
+deep, deep! You made me a devil! . . . Hush! I WILL tell!--I know
+you--yet--Mercy--Mercy--Falchion--"
+
+Yes, it was best that few should enter his cabin. The ravings of a sick
+man are not always counted ravings, no more than the words of a well man
+are always reckoned sane. At last I got him into a sound sleep, and
+by that time I was thoroughly tired out. I called my own steward, and
+asked him to watch for a couple of hours while I rested. I threw myself
+down and slept soundly for an hour beyond that time, the steward having
+hesitated to wake me.
+
+By that time we had passed into the fresher air of the Mediterranean, and
+the sea was delightfully smooth. Galt Roscoe still slept, though his
+temperature was high.
+
+My conference with Mrs. Falchion after breakfast was brief, but
+satisfactory. I told her frankly that Roscoe had been delirious, that he
+had mentioned her name, and that I thought it best to reduce the number
+of nurses and watchers. I made my proposition about Justine Caron. She
+shook her head a little impatiently, and said that Justine had told her,
+and that she was quite willing. Then I asked her if she would not also
+assist. She answered immediately that she wished to do so. As if to
+make me understand why she did it, she added: "If I did not hear the
+wild things he says, some one else would; and the difference is that
+I understand them, and the some one else would interpret them with
+the genius of the writer of a fairy book."
+
+And so it happened that Mrs. Falchion came to sit many hours a day beside
+the sick couch of Galt Roscoe, moistening his lips, cooling his brow,
+giving him his medicine. After the first day, when she was, I thought,
+alternating between innate disgust of misery and her womanliness and
+humanity,--in these days more a reality to me,--she grew watchful and
+silently solicitous at every turn of the malady. What impressed me most
+was that she was interested and engrossed more, it seemed, in the malady
+than in the man himself.
+
+And yet she baffled me even when I had come to this conclusion.
+
+During most of his delirium she remained almost impassive, as if she had
+schooled herself to be calm and strong in nerve; but one afternoon she
+did a thing that upset all my opinions of her for a moment. Looking
+straight at her with staring, unconscious eyes, he half rose in his bed,
+and said in a low, bitter tone: "I hate you. I once loved you--but I
+hate you now!" Then he laughed scornfully, and fell back on the pillow.
+She had been sitting very quietly, musing. His action had been
+unexpected, and had broken upon a silence. She rose to her feet quickly,
+gave a sharp indrawn breath, and pressed her hand against her side, as
+though a sudden pain had seized her. The next moment, however, she was
+composed again, and said in explanation that she had been half asleep,
+and he had startled her. But I had seen her under what seemed to me more
+trying conditions, and she had not shown any nervousness such as this.
+
+The passengers, of course, talked. Many "true histories" of Mrs.
+Falchion's devotion to the sick man were abroad; but it must be said,
+however, that all of them were romantically creditable to her. She had
+become a rare product even in the eyes of Miss Treherne, and more
+particularly her father, since the matter at the Tanks. Justine Caron
+was slyly besieged by the curious, but they went away empty; for Justine,
+if very simple and single-minded, was yet too much concerned for both
+Galt Roscoe and Mrs. Falchion to give the inquiring the slightest clue.
+She knew, indeed, little herself, whatever she may have guessed. As for
+Hungerford, he was dumb. He refused to consider the matter. But he
+roundly maintained once or twice, without any apparent relevance, that
+a woman was like a repeating decimal--you could follow her, but you never
+could reach her. He usually added to this: "Minus one, Marmion," meaning
+thus to exclude the girl who preferred him to any one else. When I
+ventured to suggest that Miss Treherne might also be excepted, he said,
+with maddening suggestion: "She lets Mrs. Falchion fool her, doesn't she?
+And she isn't quite sure the splendour of a medical professor's position
+is superior to that of an author."
+
+In these moments, although I tried to smile on him, I hated him a little.
+I sought to revenge myself on him by telling him to help himself to a
+cigar, having first placed the box of Mexicans near him. He invariably
+declined them, and said he would take one of the others from the tea-box
+--my very best, kept in tea for sake of dryness. If I reversed the
+process he reversed his action. His instinct regarding cigars was
+supernatural, and I almost believe that he had--like the Black Dwarf's
+cat--the "poo'er" of reading character and interpreting events--an uncanny
+divination.
+
+I knew by the time we reached Valetta that Roscoe would get well; but he
+recognised none of us until we arrived at Gibraltar. Justine Caron and
+myself had been watching beside him. As the bells clanged to "slow down"
+on entering the harbour, his eyes opened with a gaze of sanity and
+consciousness. He looked at me, then at Justine.
+
+"I have been ill?" he said.
+
+Justine's eyes were not entirely to be trusted. She turned her head
+away.
+
+"Yes, you have been very ill," I replied, "but you are better."
+
+He smiled feebly, adding: "At least, I am grateful that I did not die at
+sea." Then he closed his eyes. After a moment he opened them, and said,
+looking at Justine: "You have helped to nurse me, have you not?" His
+wasted fingers moved over the counterpane towards her.
+
+"I could do so little," she murmured.
+
+"You have more than paid your debt to me," he gently replied. "For I
+live, you see, and poor Hector died."
+
+She shook her head gravely, and rejoined: "Ah no, I can never pay the
+debt I owe to you and to God--now." He did not understand this, I know.
+But I did. "You must not talk any more," I said to him.
+
+But Justine interposed. "He must be told that the nurse who has done
+most for him is Mrs. Falchion." His brows contracted as if he were
+trying to remember something. He moved his head wearily.
+
+"Yes, I think I remember," he said, "about her being with me, but nothing
+clearly--nothing clearly. She is very kind."
+
+Justine here murmured: "Shall I tell her?"
+
+I was about to say no; but Roscoe nodded, and said quietly, "Yes, yes."
+
+Then I made no objection, but urged that the meeting should only be for
+a moment. I determined not to leave them alone even for that moment.
+I did not know what things connected with their past--whatever it was--
+might be brought up, and I knew that entire freedom from excitement was
+necessary. I might have spared myself any anxiety on the point. When
+she came she was perfectly self-composed, and more as she seemed when I
+first knew her, though I will admit that I thought her face more possible
+to emotion than in the past.
+
+It seems strange to write of a few weeks before as the past; but so much
+had occurred that the days might easily have been months and the weeks
+years.
+
+She sat down beside him and held out her hand. And as she did so,
+I thought of Boyd Madras and of that long last night of his life, and
+of her refusal to say to him one comforting word, or to touch his hand
+in forgiveness and friendship. And was this man so much better than Boyd
+Madras? His wild words in delirium might mean nothing, but if they meant
+anything, and she knew of that anything, she was still a heartless,
+unnatural woman, as I had once called her.
+
+Roscoe took her hand and held it briefly. "Dr. Marmion says that you
+have helped to nurse me through my illness," he whispered. "I am most
+grateful."
+
+I thought she replied with the slightest constraint in her voice. "One
+could not let an old acquaintance die without making an effort to save
+him."
+
+At that instant I grew scornful, and longed to tell him of her husband.
+But then a husband was not an acquaintance. I ventured instead: "I am
+sorry, but I must cut short all conversation for the present. When he
+is a little better, he will be benefited by your brightest gossip,
+Mrs. Falchion."
+
+She rose smiling, but she did not again take his hand, though I thought
+he made a motion to that end. But she looked down at him steadily for
+a moment. Beneath her look his face flushed, and his eyes grew hot with
+light; then they dropped, and the eyelids closed on them. At that she
+said, with an incomprehensible airiness: "Good-night. I am going now to
+play the music of 'La Grande Duchesse' as a farewell to Gibraltar. They
+have a concert on to-night."
+
+And she was gone.
+
+At the mention of La Grande Duchesse he sighed, and turned his head away
+from her. What it all meant I did not know, and she had annoyed me as
+much as she had perplexed me; her moods were like the chameleon's
+colours. He lay silent for a long time, then he turned to me and said:
+"Do you remember that tale in the Bible about David and the well of
+Bethlehem?" I had to confess my ignorance.
+
+"I think I can remember it," he continued. And though I urged him not to
+tax himself, he spoke slowly thus:
+
+ "And David was in an hold, and the garrison of the Philistines was
+ then in Bethlehem.
+
+ "And David longed, and said, Oh that one would give me to drink of
+ the water of the well of Bethlehem that is at the gate!
+
+ "And the three brake through the host of the Philistines, and drew
+ water out of the well of Bethlehem that was by the gate, and took
+ and brought it to David; nevertheless, he would not drink thereof,
+ but poured it out unto the Lord.
+
+ "And he said, My God forbid it me that I should do this; is not this
+ the blood of the men that went in jeopardy of their lives?
+ Therefore he would not drink it."
+
+He paused a moment, and then added: "One always buys back the past at a
+tremendous price. Resurrections give ghosts only."
+
+"But you must sleep now," I urged. And then, because I knew not what
+else more fitting, I added: "Sleep, and
+
+ "'Let the dead past bury its dead.'"
+
+"Yes, I will sleep," he answered.
+
+
+
+
+
+
+MRS. FALCHION
+
+By Gilbert Parker
+
+
+BOOK II.
+
+THE SLOPE OF THE PACIFIC
+
+
+CHAPTER XI
+
+AMONG THE HILLS OF GOD
+
+"Your letters, sir," said my servant, on the last evening of the college
+year. Examinations were over at last, and I was wondering where I should
+spend my holidays. The choice was very wide; ranging from the Muskoka
+lakes to the Yosemite Valley. Because it was my first year in Canada, I
+really preferred not to go beyond the Dominion. With these thoughts in
+my mind I opened my letters. The first two did not interest me;
+tradesmen's bills seldom do. The third brought a thumping sensation of
+pleasure--though it was not from Miss Treherne. I had had one from her
+that morning, and this was a pleasure which never came twice in one day,
+for Prince's College, Toronto, was a long week's journey from London,
+S.W. Considering, however, that I did receive letters from her once a
+week, it may be concluded that Clovelly did not; and that, if he had, it
+would have been by a serious infringement of my rights. But, indeed, as
+I have learned since, Clovelly took his defeat in a very characteristic
+fashion, and said on an important occasion some generous things about me.
+
+The letter that pleased me so much was from Galt Roscoe, who, as he had
+intended, was settled in a new but thriving district of British Columbia,
+near the Cascade Mountains. Soon after his complete recovery he had been
+ordained in England, had straightway sailed for Canada, and had gone to
+work at once. This note was an invitation to spend the holiday months
+with him, where, as he said, a man "summering high among the hills of
+God" could see visions and dream dreams, and hunt and fish too--
+especially fish. He urged that he would not talk parish concerns at me;
+that I should not be asked to be godfather to any young mountaineers; and
+that the only drawback, so far as my own predilections were concerned,
+was the monotonous health of the people. He described his summer cottage
+of red pine as being built on the edge of a lovely ravine; he said that
+he had the Cascades on one hand with their big glacier fields, and mighty
+pine forests on the other; while the balmiest breezes of June awaited
+"the professor of pathology and genial saw-bones." At the end of the
+letter he hinted something about a pleasant little secret for my ear when
+I came; and remarked immediately afterwards that there were one or two
+delightful families at Sunburst and Viking, villages in his parish. One
+naturally associated the little secret with some member of one of these
+delightful families. Finally, he said he would like to show me how it
+was possible to transform a naval man into a parson.
+
+My mind was made up. I wrote to him that I would start at once. Then
+I began to make preparations, and meanwhile fell to thinking again about
+him who was now the Reverend Galt Roscoe. After the 'Fulvia' reached
+London I had only seen him a few times, he having gone at once into the
+country to prepare for ordination. Mrs. Falchion and Justine Caron I had
+met several times, but Mrs. Falchion forbore inquiring for Galt Roscoe:
+from which, and from other slight but significant matters, I gathered
+that she knew of his doings and whereabouts. Before I started for
+Toronto she said that she might see me there some day, for she was going
+to San Francisco to inspect the property her uncle had left her, and in
+all probability would make a sojourn in Canada. I gave her my address,
+and she then said she understood that Mr. Roscoe intended taking a
+missionary parish in the wilds. In his occasional letters to me while we
+all were in England Roscoe seldom spoke of her, but, when he did, showed
+that he knew of her movements. This did not strike me at the time as
+anything more than natural. It did later.
+
+Within a couple of weeks I reached Viking, a lumbering town with great
+saw-mills, by way of San Francisco and Vancouver. Roscoe met me at the
+coach, and I was taken at once to the house among the hills. It stood on
+the edge of a ravine, and the end of the verandah looked over a verdant
+precipice, beautiful but terrible too. It was uniquely situated; a nest
+among the hills, suitable either for work or play. In one's ears was the
+low, continuous din of the rapids, with the music of a neighbouring
+waterfall.
+
+On the way up the hills I had a chance to observe Roscoe closely.
+His face had not that sturdy buoyancy which his letter suggested. Still,
+if it was pale, it had a glow which it did not possess before, and even a
+stronger humanity than of old. A new look had come into his eyes,
+a certain absorbing earnestness, refining the past asceticism.
+A more amiable and unselfish comrade man never had.
+
+The second day I was there he took me to call upon a family at Viking,
+the town with a great saw-mill and two smaller ones, owned by James
+Devlin, an enterprising man who had grown rich at lumbering, and who
+lived here in the mountains many months in each year.
+
+Mr. James Devlin had a daughter who had had some advantages in the East
+after her father had become rich, though her earlier life was spent
+altogether in the mountains. I soon saw where Roscoe's secret was to
+be found. Ruth Devlin was a tall girl of sensitive features, beautiful
+eyes, and rare personality. Her life, as I came to know, had been one of
+great devotion and self-denial. Before her father had made his fortune,
+she had nursed a frail-bodied, faint-hearted mother, and had cared for,
+and been a mother to, her younger sisters. With wealth and ease came a
+brighter bloom to her cheek, but it had a touch of care which would never
+quite disappear, though it became in time a beautiful wistfulness rather
+than anxiety. Had this responsibility come to her in a city, it might
+have spoiled her beauty and robbed her of her youth altogether; but in
+the sustaining virtue of a life in the mountains, warm hues remained on
+her cheek and a wonderful freshness in her nature. Her family worshipped
+her--as she deserved.
+
+That evening Roscoe confided to me that he had not asked Ruth Devlin to
+be his wife, nor had he, indeed, given her definite tokens of his love.
+But the thing was in his mind as a happy possibility of the future. We
+talked till midnight, sitting at the end of the verandah overlooking the
+ravine. This corner, called the coping, became consecrated to our many
+conversations. We painted and sketched there in the morning (when we
+were not fishing or he was not at his duties), received visitors, and
+smoked in the evening, inhaling the balsam from the pines. An old man
+and his wife kept the house for us, and gave us to eat of simple but
+comfortable fare. The trout-fishing was good, and many a fine trout was
+broiled for our evening meal; and many a fine string of trout found its
+way to the tables of Roscoe's poorest parishioners, or else to furnish
+the more fashionable table at which Ruth Devlin presided. There were
+excursions up the valley, and picnics on the hill-sides, and occasional
+lunches and evening parties at the summer hotel, a mile from us farther
+down the valley, at which tourists were beginning to assemble.
+
+Yet, all the time, Roscoe was abundantly faithful to his duties at Viking
+and in the settlement called Sunburst, which was devoted to salmon-
+fishing. Between Viking and Sunburst there was a great jealousy and
+rivalry; for the salmon-fishers thought that the mills, though on a
+tributary stream, interfered, by the sawdust spilled in the river, with
+the travel and spawning of the salmon. It needed all the tact of both
+Mr. Devlin and Roscoe to keep the places from open fighting. As it was,
+the fire smouldered. When Sunday came, however, there seemed to be truce
+between the villages. It appeared to me that one touched the primitive
+and idyllic side of life: lively, sturdy, and simple, with nature about
+us at once benignant and austere. It is impossible to tell how fresh,
+bracing, and inspiring was the climate of this new land. It seemed to
+glorify humanity, to make all who breathed it stalwart, and almost
+pardonable even in wrong-doing. Roscoe was always received respectfully,
+and even cordially, among the salmon-fishers of Sunburst, as among the
+mill-men and river-drivers of Viking: not the less so, because he had an
+excellent faculty for machinery, and could talk to the people in their
+own colloquialisms. He had, besides, though there was little exuberance
+in his nature, a gift of dry humour, which did more than anything else,
+perhaps, to make his presence among them unrestrained.
+
+His little churches at Viking and Sunburst were always well attended--
+often filled to overflowing--and the people gave liberally to the
+offertory: and I never knew any clergyman, however holy, who did not view
+such a proceeding with a degree of complacency. In the pulpit Roscoe was
+almost powerful. His knowledge of the world, his habits of directness,
+his eager but not hurried speech, his unconventional but original
+statements of things, his occasional literary felicity and unusual tact,
+might have made him distinguished in a more cultured community. Yet
+there was something to modify all this: an occasional indefinable
+sadness, a constant note of pathetic warning. It struck me that I never
+had met a man whose words and manner were at times so charged with
+pathos; it was artistic in its searching simplicity. There was some
+unfathomable fount in his nature which was even beyond any occurrence of
+his past; some radical, constitutional sorrow, coupled with a very
+strong, practical, and even vigorous nature.
+
+One of his most ardent admirers was a gambler, horse-trader, and watch-
+dealer, who sold him a horse, and afterwards came and offered him thirty
+dollars, saying that the horse was worth that much less than Roscoe had
+paid for it, and protesting that he never could resist the opportunity of
+getting the best of a game. He said he did not doubt but that he would
+do the same with one of the archangels. He afterwards sold Roscoe a
+watch at cost, but confessed to me that the works of the watch had been
+smuggled. He said he was so fond of the parson that he felt he had to
+give him a chance of good things. It was not uncommon for him to
+discourse of Roscoe's quality in the bar-rooms of Sunburst and Viking,
+in which he was ably seconded by Phil Boldrick, an eccentric, warm-
+hearted fellow, who was so occupied in the affairs of the villages
+generally, and so much an advisory board to the authorities, that he
+had little time left to progress industrially himself.
+
+Once when a noted bully came to Viking, and, out of sheer bravado and
+meanness, insulted Roscoe in the streets, two or three river-drivers came
+forward to avenge the insult. It was quite needless, for the clergyman
+had promptly taken the case in his own hands. Waving them back, he said
+to the bully: "I have no weapon, and if I had, I could not take your
+life, nor try to take it; and you know that very well. But I propose to
+meet your insolence--the first shown me in this town."
+
+Here murmurs of approbation went round.
+
+"You will, of course, take the revolver from your pocket, and throw it on
+the ground."
+
+A couple of other revolvers were looking the bully in the face, and he
+sullenly did as he was asked.
+
+"You have a knife: throw that down."
+
+This also was done under the most earnest emphasis of the revolvers.
+Roscoe calmly took off his coat. "I have met such scoundrels as you on
+the quarter-deck," he said, "and I know what stuff is in you. They call
+you beachcombers in the South Seas. You never fight fair. You bully
+women, knife natives, and never meet any one in fair fight. You have
+mistaken your man this time."
+
+He walked close up to the bully, his face like steel, his thumbs caught
+lightly in his waistcoat pockets; but it was noticeable that his hands
+were shut.
+
+"Now," he said, "we are even as to opportunity. Repeat, if you please,
+what you said a moment ago."
+
+The bully's eye quailed, and he answered nothing. "Then, as I said, you
+are a coward and a cur, who insults peaceable men and weak women. If I
+know Viking right, it has no room for you." Then he picked up his coat,
+and put it on.
+
+"Now," he added, "I think you had better go; but I leave that to the
+citizens of Viking."
+
+What they thought is easily explained. Phil Boldrick, speaking for all,
+said: "Yes, you had better go--quick; but on the hop like a cur, mind
+you: on your hands and knees, jumping all the way."
+
+And, with weapons menacing him, this visitor to Viking departed,
+swallowing as he went the red dust disturbed by his hands and feet.
+
+This established Roscoe's position finally. Yet, with all his popularity
+and the solid success of his work, he showed no vanity or egotism, nor
+ever traded on the position he held in Viking and Sunburst. He seemed to
+have no ambition further than to do good work; no desire to be known
+beyond his own district; no fancy, indeed, for the communications of his
+labours to mission papers and benevolent ladies in England--so much the
+habit of his order. He was free from professional mannerisms.
+
+One evening we were sitting in the accustomed spot--that is, the coping.
+We had been silent for a long time. At last Roscoe rose, and walked up
+and down the verandah nervously.
+
+"Marmion," said he, "I am disturbed to-day, I cannot tell you how:
+a sense of impending evil, an anxiety."
+
+I looked up at him inquiringly, and, of purpose, a little sceptically.
+
+He smiled something sadly and continued: "Oh, I know you think it
+foolishness. But remember that all sailors are more or less
+superstitious: it is bred in them; it is constitutional, and
+I am afraid there's a good deal of the sailor in me yet."
+
+Remembering Hungerford, I said: "I know that sailors are superstitious,
+the most seasoned of them are that. But it means nothing. I may think
+or feel that there is going to be a plague, but I should not enlarge the
+insurance on my life because of it."
+
+He put his hand on my shoulder and looked down at me earnestly. "But,
+Marmion, these things, I assure you, are not matters of will, nor yet
+morbidness. They occur at the most unexpected times. I have had such
+sensations before, and they were followed by strange matters."
+
+I nodded, but said nothing. I was still thinking of Hungerford. After a
+slight pause he continued somewhat hesitatingly:
+
+"I dreamed last night, three times, of events that occurred in my past;
+events which I hoped would never disturb me in the life I am now
+leading."
+
+"A life of self-denial," ventured I. I waited a minute, and then added:
+"Roscoe, I think it only fair to tell you--I don't know why I haven't
+done so before--that when you were ill you were delirious, and talked of
+things that may or may not have had to do with your past."
+
+He started, and looked at me earnestly. "They were unpleasant things?"
+
+"Trying things; though all was vague and disconnected," I replied.
+
+"I am glad you tell me this," he remarked quietly. "And Mrs. Falchion and
+Justine Caron--did they hear?" He looked off to the hills.
+
+"To a certain extent, I am sure. Mrs. Falchion's name was generally
+connected with--your fancies.... But really no one could place any
+weight on what a man said in delirium, and I only mention the fact
+to let you see exactly on what ground I stand with you."
+
+"Can you give me an idea--of the thing I raved about?"
+
+"Chiefly about a girl called Alo, not your wife, I should judge--who was
+killed."
+
+At that he spoke in a cheerless voice: "Marmion, I will tell you all the
+story some day; but not now. I hoped that I had been able to bury it,
+even in memory, but I was wrong. Some things--such things--never die.
+They stay; and in our cheerfulest, most peaceful moments confront us,
+and mock the new life we are leading. There is no refuge from memory and
+remorse in this world. The spirits of our foolish deeds haunt us, with
+or without repentance." He turned again from me and set a sombre face
+towards the ravine. "Roscoe," I said, taking his arm, "I cannot believe
+that you have any sin on your conscience so dark that it is not wiped out
+now."
+
+"God bless you for your confidence. But there is one woman who, I fear,
+could, if she would, disgrace me before the world. You understand," he
+added, "that there are things we repent of which cannot be repaired. One
+thinks a sin is dead, and starts upon a new life, locking up the past,
+not deceitfully, but believing that the book is closed, and that no good
+can come of publishing it; when suddenly it all flames out like the
+letters in Faust's book of conjurations."
+
+"Wait," I said. "You need not tell me more, you must not--now; not until
+there is any danger. Keep your secret. If the woman--if THAT woman--
+ever places you in danger, then tell me all. But keep it to yourself
+now. And don't fret because you have had dreams."
+
+"Well, as you wish," he replied after a long time. As he sat in silence,
+I smoking hard, and he buried in thought, I heard the laughter of people
+some distance below us in the hills. I guessed it to be some tourists
+from the summer hotel. The voices came nearer.
+
+A singular thought occurred to me. I looked at Roscoe. I saw that he
+was brooding, and was not noticing the voices, which presently died away.
+This was a relief to me. We were then silent again.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XII
+
+THE WHIRLIGIG OF TIME
+
+Next day we had a picnic on the Whi-Whi River, which, rising in the far
+north, comes in varied moods to join the Long Cloud River at Viking.
+
+ [Dr. Marmion, in a note of his MSS., says that he has purposely
+ changed the names of the rivers and towns mentioned in the second
+ part of the book, because he does not wish the locale to be too
+ definite.]
+
+Ruth Devlin, her young sister, and her aunt Mrs. Revel, with Galt Roscoe
+and myself, constituted the party. The first part of the excursion had
+many delights. The morning was fresh and sweet, and we were all in
+excellent spirits. Roscoe's depression had vanished; but there was an
+amiable seriousness in his manner which, to me, portended that the faint
+roses in Ruth Devlin's cheeks would deepen before the day was done,
+unless something inopportune happened.
+
+As we trudged gaily up the canon to the spot where we were to take a big
+skiff, and cross the Whi-Whi to our camping-ground, Ruth Devlin, who was
+walking with me, said: "A large party of tourists arrived at Viking
+yesterday, and have gone to the summer hotel; so I expect you will be gay
+up here for some time to come. Prepare, then, to rejoice."
+
+"Don't you think it is gay enough as it is?" I answered. "Behold this
+festive throng."
+
+"Oh, it is nothing to what there might be. This could never make Viking
+and 'surrounding country' notorious as a pleasure resort. To attract
+tourists you must have enough people to make romances and tragedies,--
+without loss of life, of course,--merely catastrophes of broken hearts,
+and hair-breadth escapes, and mammoth fishing and shooting achievements,
+such as men know how to invent,"--it was delightful to hear her voice
+soften to an amusing suggestiveness, "and broken bridges and land-slides,
+with many other things which you can supply, Dr. Marmion. No, I am
+afraid that Viking is too humdrum to be notable."
+
+She laughed then very lightly and quaintly. She had a sense of humour.
+
+"Well, but, Miss Devlin," said I, "you cannot have all things at once.
+Climaxes like these take time. We have a few joyful things. We have
+splendid fishing achievements,--please do not forget that basket of trout
+I sent you the other morning,--and broken hearts and such tragedies are
+not impossible; as, for instance, if I do not send you as good a basket
+of trout to-morrow evening; or if you should remark that there was
+nothing in a basket of trout to--"
+
+"Now," she said, "you are becoming involved and--inconsiderate.
+Remember, I am only a mountain girl."
+
+"Then let us only talk of the other tragedies. But are you not a little
+callous to speak of such things as if you thirsted for their occurrence?"
+
+"I am afraid you are rather silly," she replied. "You see, some of the
+land up here belongs to me. I am anxious that it should 'boom'--that is
+the correct term, is it not?--and a sensation is good for 'booming.'
+What an advertisement would ensue if the lovely daughter of an American
+millionaire should be in danger of drowning in the Long Cloud, and a
+rough but honest fellow--a foreman on the river, maybe a young member of
+the English aristocracy in disguise--perilled his life for her! The
+place of peril would, of course, be named Lover's Eddy, or the Maiden's
+Gate--very much prettier, I assure you, than such cold-blooded things as
+the Devil's Slide, where we are going now, and much more attractive to
+tourists."
+
+"Miss Devlin," laughed I, "you have all the eagerness of the incipient
+millionaire. May I hope to see you in Lombard Street some day, a very
+Katherine among capitalists?--for, from your remarks, I judge that you
+would--I say it pensively--'wade through slaughter to a throne.'"
+
+Galt Roscoe, who was just ahead with Mrs. Revel and Amy Devlin, turned
+and said: "Who is that quoting so dramatically? Now, this is a picnic
+party, and any one who introduces elegies, epics, sonnets, 'and such,'
+is guilty of breaking the peace at Viking and its environs. Besides,
+such things should always be left to the parson. He must not be
+outflanked, his thunder must not be stolen. The scientist has unlimited
+resources; all he has to do is to be vague, and look prodigious; but the
+parson must have his poetry as a monopoly, or he is lost to sight, and
+memory."
+
+"Then," said I, "I shall leave you to deal with Miss Devlin yourself,
+because she is the direct cause of my wrong-doing. She has expressed the
+most sinister sentiments about Viking and your very extensive parish.
+Miss Devlin," I added, turning to her, "I leave you to your fate, and I
+cannot recommend you to mercy, for what Heaven made fair should remain
+tender and merciful, and--"
+
+"'So young and so untender!'" she interjected, with a rippling laugh.
+"Yet Cordelia was misjudged very wickedly, and traduced very ungallantly,
+and so am I. And I bid you good-day, sir."
+
+Her delicate laugh rings in my ears as I write. I think that sun and
+clear skies and hills go far to make us cheerful and harmonious.
+Somehow, I always remember her as she was that morning.
+
+She was standing then on the brink of a new and beautiful experience, at
+the threshold of an acknowledged love. And that is a remarkable time to
+the young.
+
+There was something thrilling about the experiences of that morning,
+and I think we all felt it. Even the great frowning precipices seemed
+to have lost their ordinary gloom, and when some young white eagles rose
+from a crag and flew away, growing smaller as they passed, until they
+were one with the snow of the glacier on Mount Trinity, or a wapiti
+peeped out from the underwood and stole away with glancing feet down the
+valley; we could scarcely refrain from doing some foolish thing out of
+sheer delight. At length we emerged from a thicket of Douglas pine upon
+the shore of the Whi-Whi, and, loosening our boat, were soon moving
+slowly on the cool current. For an hour or more we rowed down the river
+towards the Long Cloud, and then drew into the shade of a little island
+for lunch. When we came to the rendezvous, where picnic parties
+generally feasted, we found a fire still smoking and the remnants of a
+lunch scattered about. A party of picnickers had evidently been there
+just before us. Ruth suggested that it might be some of the tourists
+from the hotel. This seemed very probable.
+
+There were scraps of newspaper on the ground, and among them was an empty
+envelope. Mechanically I picked it up, and read the superscription.
+What I saw there I did not think necessary to disclose to the other
+members of the party; but, as unconcernedly as possible, for Ruth
+Devlin's eyes were on me, I used it to light a cigar--inappropriately,
+for lunch would soon be ready.
+
+"What was the name on the envelope?" she said. "Was there one?"
+
+I guessed she had seen my slight start. I said evasively: "I fancy there
+was, but a man who is immensely interested in a new brand of cigar--"
+
+"You are a most deceitful man," she said. "And, at the least, you are
+selfish in holding your cigar more important than a woman's curiosity.
+Who can tell what romance was in the address on that envelope--"
+
+"What elements of noble tragedy, what advertisement for a certain
+property in the Whi-Whi Valley," interrupted Roscoe, breaking off the
+thread of a sailor's song he was humming, as he tended the water-kettle
+on the fire.
+
+This said, he went on with the song again. I was struck by the wonderful
+change in him now. Presentiments were far from him, yet I, having read
+that envelope, knew that they were not without cause. Indeed, I had an
+inkling of that the night before, when I heard the voices on the hill.
+Ruth Devlin stopped for a moment in the preparations to ask Roscoe what
+he was humming. I, answering for him, told her that it was an old
+sentimental sea-song of common sailors, often sung by officers at
+their jovial gatherings. At this she pretended to look shocked, and
+straightway demanded to hear the words, so that she could pronounce
+judgment on her spiritual pastor and master.
+
+He good-naturedly said that many of these old sailor songs were amusing,
+and that he often found himself humming them. To this I could testify,
+and he sang them very well indeed--quietly, but with the rolling tone of
+the sailor, jovial yet fascinating. At our united request, his humming
+became distinct. Three of the verses I give here:
+
+ "The 'Lovely Jane' went sailing down
+ To anchor at the Spicy Isles;
+ And the wind was fair as ever was blown,
+ For the matter of a thousand miles.
+
+ "Then a storm arose as she crossed the line,
+ Which it caused her masts to crack;
+ And she gulped her fill of the whooping brine,
+ And she likewise sprained her back.
+
+ "And the capting cried, 'If it's Davy Jones,
+ Then it's Davy Jones,' says he,
+ 'Though I don't aspire to leave my bones
+ In the equatorial sea.'"
+
+What the further history of the 'Lovely Jane' was we were not informed,
+for Ruth Devlin announced that the song must wait, though it appeared to
+be innocuous and child-like in its sentiments, and that lunch would be
+served between the acts of the touching tragedy. When lunch was over,
+and we had again set forth upon the Whi-Whi, I asked Ruth to sing an old
+French-Canadian song which she had once before sung to us. Many a time
+the woods of the West had resounded to the notes of 'En Roulant ma
+Boule', as the 'voyageurs' traversed the long paths of the Ottawa, St.
+Lawrence, and Mississippi; brave light-hearted fellows, whose singing
+days were over.
+
+By the light of coming events there was something weird and pathetic in
+this Arcadian air, sung as it was by her. Her voice was a mezzo-soprano
+of rare bracing quality, and she had enough natural sensibility to give
+the antique refinement of the words a wistful charm, particularly
+apparent in these verses:
+
+ "Ah, cruel Prince, my heart you break,
+ In killing thus my snow-white drake.
+
+ "My snow-white drake, my love, my King,
+ The crimson life-blood stains his wing.
+
+ "His golden bill sinks on his breast,
+ His plumes go floating east and west--
+
+ "En roulant ma boule:
+ Rouli, roulant, ma boule roulant,
+ En roulant ma boule roulant,
+ En roulant ma boule!"
+
+As she finished the song we rounded an angle in the Whi-Whi. Ahead of
+us lay the Snow Rapids and the swift channel at one side of the rapids
+which, hurrying through a rocky archway, was known as the Devil's Slide.
+There was one channel through the rapids by which it was perfectly safe
+to pass, but that sweep of water through the Devil's Slide was sometimes
+a trap of death to even the most expert river-men. A half-mile below the
+rapids was the confluence of the two rivers. The sight of the tumbling
+mass of white water, and the gloomy and colossal grandeur of the Devil's
+Slide, a buttress of the hills, was very fine.
+
+But there was more than scenery to interest us here, for, moving quickly
+towards the Slide, was a boat with three people in it. They were
+evidently intending to attempt that treacherous passage, which culminated
+in a series of eddies, a menace to even the best oarsman ship. They
+certainly were not aware of their danger, for there came over the water
+the sound of a man's laughing voice, and the two women in the boat were
+in unconcerned attitudes. Roscoe shouted to them, and motioned them
+back, but they did not appear to understand.
+
+The man waved his hat to us, and rowed on. There was but one thing for
+us to do: to make the passage quickly through the safe channel of the
+rapids, and to be of what service we could on the other side of the
+Slide, if necessary. We bent to the oars, and the boat shot through the
+water. Ruth held the rudder firmly, and her young sister and Mrs. Revel
+sat perfectly still. But the man in the other boat, thinking, doubtless,
+that we were attempting a race, added his efforts to the current of the
+channel. I am afraid that I said some words below my breath scarcely
+proper to be spoken in the presence of maidens and a clerk in holy
+orders. Roscoe was here, however, a hundred times more sailor than
+parson. He spoke in low, firm tones, as he now and then suggested a
+direction to Ruth Devlin or myself. Our boat tossed and plunged in the
+rapids, and the water washed over us lightly once or twice, but we went
+through the passage safely, and had turned towards the Slide before the
+other boat got to the rocky archway.
+
+We rowed hard. The next minute was one of suspense, for we saw the boat
+shoot beneath the archway. Presently it emerged, a whirling plaything in
+treacherous eddies. The man wildly waved his arm, and shouted to us.
+The women were grasping the sides of the boat, but making no outcry. We
+could not see the faces of the women plainly yet. The boat ran forward
+like a race-horse; it plunged hither and thither. An oar snapped in the
+rocks, and the other one shot from the man's hand. Now the boat swung
+round and round, and dipped towards the hollow of a whirlpool. When we
+were within a few rods of them, it appeared to rise from the water, was
+hurled on a rock, and overturned. Mrs. Revel buried her face in her
+hands, and Ruth gave a little groan, but she held the rudder firmly, as
+we swiftly approached the forms struggling in the water. All,
+fortunately, had grasped the swamped boat, and were being carried down
+the stream towards us. The man was caring resolutely for himself, but
+one, of the women had her arm round the other, supporting her. We
+brought our skiff close to the swirling current. I called out words of
+encouragement, and was preparing to jump into the water, when Roscoe
+exclaimed in a husky voice: "Marmion, it is Mrs. Falchion."
+
+Yes, it was Mrs. Falchion; but I had known that before. We heard her
+words to her companion: "Justine, do not look so. Your face is like
+death. It is hateful."
+
+Then the craft veered towards the smoother water where we were. This was
+my opportunity. Roscoe threw me a rope, and I plunged in and swam
+towards the boat. I saw that Mrs. Falchion recognised me; but she made
+no exclamation, nor did Justine Caron. Their companion, however, on the
+other side of the boat, was eloquent in prayers to be rescued. I caught
+the bow of the boat as it raced past me, and with all my strength swung
+it towards the smoother water. I ran the rope I had brought, through the
+iron ring at the bow, and was glad enough of that; for their lives
+perhaps depended on being able to do it. It had been a nice calculation
+of chances, but it was done. Roscoe immediately bent to the oars, I
+threw an arm around Justine, and in a moment Roscoe had towed us into
+safer quarters. Then he drew in the rope. As he did so, Mrs. Falchion
+said: "Justine would drown so easily if one would let her."
+
+These were her first words to me. I am sure I never can sufficiently
+admire the mere courage of the woman and her presence of mind in danger.
+Immediately afterwards she said--and subsequently it seemed to me
+marvellous: "You are something more than the chorus to the play this
+time, Dr. Marmion."
+
+A minute after, and Justine was dragged into our boat, and was followed
+by Mrs. Falchion, whose first words to Roscoe were: "It is not such a
+meeting as one would plan."
+
+And he replied: "I am glad no harm has come to you."
+
+The man was duly helped in. A poor creature he was, to pass from this
+tale as he entered it, ignominiously and finally here. I even hide his
+nationality, for his race are generally more gallant. But he was
+wealthy, had an intense admiration for Mrs. Falchion, and had managed to
+secure her in his boat, to separate from the rest of the picnic party--
+chiefly through his inefficient rowing.
+
+Dripping with water as Mrs. Falchion was, she did not, strange to say,
+appear at serious disadvantage. Almost any other woman would have done
+so. She was a little pale, she must have felt miserable, but she
+accepted Ruth Devlin's good offices--as did Justine Caron those of Mrs.
+Revel--with much self-possession, scanning her face and form critically
+the while, and occasionally turning a glance on Roscoe, who was now cold
+and impassive. I never knew a man who could so banish expression from
+his countenance when necessary. Speaking to Belle Treherne long
+afterwards of Mrs. Falchion's self-possessed manner on this occasion,
+and of how she rose superior to the situation, I was told that I must
+have regarded the thing poetically and dramatically, for no woman could
+possibly look self-possessed in draggled skirts. She said that I always
+magnified certain of Mrs. Falchion's qualities.
+
+That may be so, and yet it must be remembered that I was not predisposed
+towards her, and that I wished her well away from where Roscoe was.
+
+As for Justine Caron, she lay with her head on Mrs. Revel's lap, and
+looked from beneath heavy eyelids at Roscoe with such gratitude and--but,
+no, she is only a subordinate in the story, and not a chief factor, and
+what she said or did here is of no vital consequence at this moment! We
+rowed to a point near the confluence of the two rivers, where we could
+leave our boats to be poled back through the rapids or portaged past
+them.
+
+On the way Mrs. Falchion said to Roscoe: "I knew you were somewhere in
+the Rockies; and at Vancouver, when I came from San Francisco, I heard
+of your being here. I had intended spending a month somewhere in the
+mountains, so I came to Viking, and on to the summer hotel: but really
+this is too exciting for recreation."
+
+This was spoken with almost gay outward manner, but there was a note in
+her words which I did not like, nor did I think that her eye was very
+kind, especially when she looked at Ruth Devlin and afterwards at Roscoe.
+
+We had several miles to go, and it was nightfall--for which Mrs. Falchion
+expressed herself as profoundly grateful--when we arrived at the hotel.
+Our parting words were as brief as, of necessity, they had been on our
+journey through the mountains, for the ladies had ridden the horses which
+we had sent over for ourselves from Viking, and we men walked in front.
+Besides, the thoughts of some of us were not at all free from misgiving.
+The spirit possessing Roscoe the night before seemed to enter into all
+of us, even into Mrs. Falchion, who had lost, somewhat, the aplomb with
+which she had held the situation in the boat. But at the door of the
+hotel she said cheerfully: "Of course, Dr. Marmion will find it necessary
+to call on his patients to-morrow--and the clergyman also on his new
+parishoners."
+
+The reply was left to me. I said gravely: "Let us be thankful that both
+doctor and clergyman are called upon to use their functions; it might
+easily have been only the latter."
+
+"Oh, do not be funereal!" she replied. "I knew that we were not to
+drown at the Devil's Slide. The drama is not ended yet, and the chief
+actors cannot go until 'the curtain.'--Though I am afraid that is not
+quite orthodox, is it, Mr. Roscoe?"
+
+Roscoe looked at her gravely. "It may not be orthodox as it is said, but
+it is orthodox, I fancy, if we exchange God for fate, and Providence for
+chance. . . . Good-night."
+
+He said this wearily. She looked up at him with an ironical look, then
+held out her hand, and quickly bade him good-night. Partings all round
+were made, and, after some injunctions to Mrs. Falchion and Justine Caron
+from myself as to preventives against illness, the rest of us started for
+Sunburst.
+
+As we went, I could not help but contrast Ruth and Amy Devlin, these two
+gentle yet strong mountain girls, with the woman we had left. Their
+lives were far from that dolorous tide which, sweeping through a selfish
+world, leaves behind it the stain of corroding passions; of cruelties,
+ingratitude, hate, and catastrophe. We are all ambitious, in one way or
+another. We climb mountains over scoria that frays and lava that burns.
+We try to call down the stars, and when, now and then, our conjuring
+succeeds, we find that our stars are only blasting meteors. One moral
+mishap lames character for ever. A false start robs us of our natural
+strength, and a misplaced or unrighteous love deadens the soul and
+shipwrecks just conceptions of life.
+
+A man may be forgiven for a sin, but the effect remains; it has found its
+place in his constitution, and it cannot be displaced by mere penitence,
+nor yet forgiveness. A man errs, and he must suffer; his father erred,
+and he must endure; or some one sinned against the man, and he hid the
+sin--But here a hand touched my shoulder! I was startled, for my
+thoughts had been far away. Roscoe's voice spoke in my ear: "It is as
+she said; the actors come together for 'the curtain.'"
+
+Then his eyes met those of Ruth Devlin turned to him earnestly and
+inquiringly. And I felt for a moment hard against Roscoe, that he should
+even indirectly and involuntarily, bring suffering into her life. In
+youth, in early manhood, we do wrong. At the time we seem to be injuring
+no one but ourselves; but, as we live on, we find that we were wronging
+whomsoever should come into our lives in the future. At the instant I
+said angrily to myself: "What right has he to love a girl like that, when
+he has anything in his life that might make her unhappy, or endanger her
+in ever so little!"
+
+But I bit my tongue, for it seemed to me that I was pharisaical; and I
+wondered rather scornfully if I should have been so indignant were the
+girl not so beautiful, young, and ingenuous. I tried not to think
+further of the matter, and talked much to Ruth,--Gait Roscoe walked with
+Mrs. Revel and Amy Devlin,--but I found I could not drive it from my mind.
+This was not unnatural, for was not I the "chorus to the play"?
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIII
+
+THE SONG OF THE SAW
+
+There was still a subdued note to Roscoe's manner the next morning.
+He was pale. He talked freely however of the affairs of Viking and
+Sunburst, and spoke of business which called him to Mr. Devlin's great
+saw mill that day. A few moments after breakfast we were standing in the
+doorway. "Well," he said, "shall we go?"
+
+I was not quite sure where he meant to go, but I took my hat and joined
+him. I wondered if it would be to the summer hotel or the great mill.
+My duty lay in the direction of the hotel. When we stepped out, he
+added: "Let us take the bridle-path along the edge of the ravine to the
+hotel."
+
+The morning was beautiful. The atmosphere of the woods was of soft,
+diffusive green--the sunlight filtering through the transparent leaves.
+Bowers of delicate ferns and vines flanked the path, and an occasional
+clump of giant cedars invited us: the world was eloquent.
+
+Several tourists upon the verandah of the hotel remarked us with
+curiosity as we entered. A servant said that Mrs. Falchion would be glad
+to see us; and we were ushered into her sitting-room. She carried no
+trace of yesterday's misadventure. She appeared superbly well. And yet,
+when I looked again, when I had time to think upon and observe detail,
+I saw signs of change. There was excitement in the eyes, and a slight
+nervous darkness beneath them, which added to their charm. She rose,
+smiling, and said: "I fear I am hardly entitled to this visit, for I am
+beyond convalescence, and Justine is not in need of shrift or diagnosis,
+as you see."
+
+I was not so sure of Justine Caron as she was, and when I had paid my
+respects to her, I said a little priggishly (for I was young), still not
+too solemnly: "I cannot allow you to pronounce for me upon my patients,
+Mrs. Falchion; I must make my own inquiries."
+
+But Mrs. Falchion was right. Justine Caron was not suffering much from
+her immersion; though, speaking professionally, her temperature was
+higher than the normal. But that might be from some impulse of the
+moment, for Justine was naturally a little excitable.
+
+We walked aside, and, looking at me with a flush of happiness in her
+face, she said: "You remember one day on the 'Fulvia' when I told you
+that money was everything to me; that I would do all I honourably could
+to get it?"
+
+I nodded. She continued: "It was that I might pay a debt--you know it.
+Well, money is my god no longer, for I can pay all I owe. That is, I can
+pay the money, but not the goodness, the noble kindness. He is most
+good, is he not? The world is better that such men as Captain Galt
+Roscoe live--ah, you see I cannot quite think of him as a clergyman.
+I wonder if I ever shall!" She grew suddenly silent and abstracted, and,
+in the moment's pause, some ironical words in Mrs. Falchion's voice
+floated across the room to me: "It is so strange to see you so. And you
+preach, and baptise; and marry, and bury, and care for the poor and--ah,
+what is it?--'all those who, in this transitory life, are in sorrow,
+need, sickness, or any other adversity'? . . . And do you never long for
+the flesh-pots of Egypt? Never long for"--here her voice was not quite
+so clear--"for the past?"
+
+I was sure that, whatever she was doing, he had been trying to keep the
+talk, as it were, on the surface. I was equally sure that, to her last
+question, he would make no reply. Though I was now speaking to Justine
+Caron, I heard him say quite calmly and firmly: "Yes, I preach, baptise,
+marry, and bury, and do all I can for those who need help."
+
+"The people about here say that you are good and charitable. You have
+won the hearts of the mountaineers. But you always had a gift that
+way."--I did not like her tone.--"One would almost think you had founded
+a new dispensation. And if I had drowned yesterday, you would,
+I suppose, have buried me, and have preached a little sermon about me.
+--You could have done that better than any one else! . . . What
+would you have said in such a case?"
+
+There was an earnest, almost a bitter, protest in the reply.
+
+"Pardon me, if I cannot answer your question. Your life was saved, and
+that is all we have to consider, except to be grateful to Providence.
+The duties of my office have nothing to do with possibilities."
+
+She was evidently torturing him, and I longed to say a word that would
+torture her. She continued: "And the flesh-pots--you have not answered
+about them: do you not long for them--occasionally?"
+
+"They are of a period," he answered, "too distant for regret."
+
+"And yet," she replied softly, "I fancied sometimes in London last year,
+that you had not outgrown that antique time--those lotos-days."
+
+He made no reply at once, and in the pause Justine and I passed out to
+the verandah.
+
+"How long does Mrs. Falchion intend remaining here, Miss Caron?" I said.
+
+Her reply was hesitating: "I do not quite know; but I think some time.
+She likes the place; it seems to amuse her."
+
+"And you--does it amuse you?"
+
+"It does not matter about me. I am madame's servant; but, indeed, it
+does not amuse me particularly."
+
+"Do you like the place?"
+
+The reply was somewhat hurried, and she glanced at me a little nervously.
+"Oh yes," she said, "I like the place, but--"
+
+Here Roscoe appeared at the door and said, "Mrs. Falchion wishes to see
+Viking and Mr. Devlin's mills, Marmion. She will go with us."
+
+In a little time we were on our way to Viking. I walked with Mrs.
+Falchion, and Roscoe with Justine. I was aware of a new element in Mrs.
+Falchion's manner. She seemed less powerfully attractive to me than in
+the old days, yet she certainly was more beautiful. It was hard to trace
+the new characteristic. But at last I thought I saw it in a decrease of
+that cold composure, that impassiveness, so fascinating in the past.
+In its place had come an allusive, restless something, to be found in
+words of troublesome vagueness, in variable moods, in an increased
+sensitiveness of mind and an undercurrent of emotional bitterness--she
+was emotional at last! She puzzled me greatly, for I saw two spirits
+in her: one pitiless as of old; the other human, anxious, not unlovely.
+
+At length we became silent, and walked so side by side for a time. Then,
+with that old delightful egotism and selfishness--delightful in its very
+daring--she said: "Well, amuse me!"
+
+"And is it still the end of your existence," I rejoined--"to be amused?"
+
+"What is there else to do?" she replied with raillery.
+
+"Much. To amuse others, for instance; to regard human beings as
+something more than automata."
+
+"Has Mr. Roscoe made you a preaching curate? I helped Amshar at the
+Tanks."
+
+"One does not forget that. Yet you pushed Amshar with your foot."
+
+"Did you expect me to kiss the black coward? Then, I nursed Mr. Roscoe
+in his illness."
+
+"And before that?"
+
+"And before that I was born into the world, and grew to years of
+knowledge, and learned what fools we mortals be, and--and there--is that
+Mr. Devlin's big sawmill?"
+
+We had suddenly emerged on a shelf of the mountainside, and were looking
+down into the Long Cloud Valley. It was a noble sight. Far to the north
+were foothills covered with the glorious Norfolk pine, rising in steppes
+till they seemed to touch white plateaus of snow, which again billowed to
+glacier fields whose austere bosoms man's hand had never touched; and
+these suddenly lifted up huge, unapproachable shoulders, crowned with
+majestic peaks that took in their teeth the sun, the storm, and the
+whirlwinds of the north, never changing countenance from day to year and
+from year to age.
+
+Facing this long line of glory, running irregularly on towards that sea
+where Franklin and M'Clintock led their gay adventurers,--the bold
+ships,--was another shore, not so high or superior, but tall and sombre
+and warm, through whose endless coverts of pine there crept and idled the
+generous Chinook winds--the soothing breath of the friendly Pacific.
+Between these shores the Long Cloud River ran; now boisterous, now soft,
+now wallowing away through long channels, washing gorges always dark as
+though shaded by winter, and valleys always green as favoured by summer.
+Creeping along a lofty narrow path upon that farther shore was a mule
+train, bearing packs which would not be opened till, through the great
+passes of the mountain, they were spilled upon the floors of fort and
+post on the east side of the Rockies.
+
+Not far from where the mule train crept along was a great hole in the
+mountain-side, as though antique giants of the hills had tunnelled
+through to make themselves a home or to find the eternal secret of the
+mountains. Near to this vast dark cavity was a hut--a mere playhouse,
+it seemed, so small was it, viewed from where we stood. From the edge
+of a cliff just in front of this hut, there swung a long cable, which
+reached almost to the base of the shore beneath us; and, even as we
+looked, we saw what seemed a tiny bucket go swinging slowly down that
+strange hypotenuse. We watched it till we saw it get to the end of its
+journey in the valley beneath, not far from the great mill to which we
+were bound.
+
+"How mysterious!" said Mrs. Falchion. "What does it mean? I never saw
+anything like that before. What a wonderful thing!"
+
+Roscoe explained. "Up there in that hut," he said, "there lives a man
+called Phil Boldrick. He is a unique fellow, with a strange history. He
+has been miner, sailor, woodsman, river-driver, trapper, salmon-fisher;
+--expert at the duties of each of these, persistent at none. He has a
+taste for the ingenious and the unusual. For a time he worked in Mr.
+Devlin's mill. It was too tame for him. He conceived the idea of
+supplying the valley with certain necessaries, by intercepting the mule
+trains as they passed across the hills, and getting them down to Viking
+by means of that cable. The valley laughed at him; men said it was
+impossible. He went to Mr. Devlin, and Mr. Devlin came to me. I have,
+as you know, some knowledge of machinery and engineering. I thought the
+thing feasible but expensive, and told Mr. Devlin so. However, the
+ingenuity of the thing pleased Mr. Devlin, and, with that singular
+enterprise which in other directions has made him a rich man, he
+determined on its completion. Between us we managed it. Boldrick
+carries on his aerial railway with considerable success, as you see."
+
+"A singular man," said Mrs. Falchion. "I should like to see him. Come,
+sit down here and tell me all you know about him, will you not?"
+
+Roscoe assented. I arranged a seat for us, and we all sat.
+
+Roscoe was about to begin, when Mrs. Falchion said, "Wait a minute. Let
+us take in this scene first."
+
+We were silent. After a moment I turned to Mrs. Falchion, and said: "It
+is beautiful, is it not?"
+
+She drew in a long breath, her eyes lighted up, and she said, with a
+strange abandon of gaiety: "Yes, it is delightful to live."
+
+It seemed so, in spite of the forebodings of my friend and my own
+uneasiness concerning him, Ruth Devlin, and Mrs. Falchion. The place was
+all peace: a very monotony of toil and pleasure. The heat drained
+through the valley back and forth in visible palpitations upon the roofs
+of the houses, the mills, and the vast piles of lumber: all these seemed
+breathing. It looked a busy Arcady. From beneath us life vibrated with
+the regularity of a pulse: distance gave a kind of delighted ease to
+toil. Event appeared asleep.
+
+But when I look back now, after some years, at the experiences of that
+day, I am astonished by the running fire of events, which, unfortunately,
+were not all joy.
+
+As I write I can hear that keen wild singing of the saw come to us
+distantly, with a pleasant, weird elation. The big mill hung above the
+river, its sides all open, humming with labour, as I had seen it many a
+time during my visit to Roscoe. The sun beat in upon it, making a broad
+piazza of light about its sides. Beyond it were pleasant shadows,
+through which men passed and repassed at their work. Life was busy all
+about it. Yet the picture was bold, open, and strong. Great iron hands
+reached down into the water, clamped a massive log or huge timber,
+lightly drew it up the slide from the water, where, guided by the hand-
+spikes of the men, it was laid upon its cradle and carried slowly to the
+devouring teeth of the saws: there to be sliced through rib and bone in
+moist sandwiched layers, oozing the sweet sap of its fibre; and carried
+out again into the open to be drained to dry bones under the exhaust-
+pipes of the sun: piles upon piles; houses with wide chinks through which
+the winds wandered, looking for tenants and finding none.
+
+To the north were booms of logs, swilling in the current, waiting for
+their devourer. Here and there were groups of river-drivers and their
+foremen, prying twisted heaps of logs from the rocks or the shore into
+the water. Other groups of river-drivers were scattered upon the banks,
+lifting their huge red canoes high up on the platforms, the spring's and
+summer's work of river-driving done; while others lounged upon the grass,
+or wandered lazily through the village, sporting with the Chinamen, or
+chaffing the Indian idling in the sun--a garish figure stoically watching
+the inroads of civilisation. The town itself was squat but amiable:
+small houses and large huts; the only place of note and dignity, the new
+town hall, which was greatly overshadowed by the big mill, and even by
+the two smaller ones flanking it north and south.
+
+But Viking was full of men who had breathed the strong life of the hills,
+had stolen from Nature some of her brawny strength, and set themselves up
+before her as though a man were as great as a mountain and as good a
+thing to see. It was of such a man that Galt Roscoe was to tell us. His
+own words I will not give, but will speak of Phil Boldrick as I remember
+him and as Roscoe described him to us.
+
+Of all the men in the valley, none was so striking as Phil Boldrick.
+Of all faces his was the most singular; of all characters his the most
+unique; of all men he was the most unlucky, save in one thing--the regard
+of his fellows. Others might lay up treasures, not he; others lose money
+at gambling, not he--he never had much to lose. But yet he did all
+things magniloquently. The wave of his hand was expansive, his stride
+was swaying and decisive, his over-ruling, fraternal faculty was always
+in full swing. Viking was his adopted child; so much so that a gentleman
+river-driver called it Philippi; and by that name it sometimes went, and
+continues still so among those who knew it in the old days.
+
+Others might have doubts as to the proper course to pursue under certain
+circumstances; it was not so with Phil. They might argue a thing out
+orally, he did so mentally, and gave judgment on it orally. He was
+final, not oracular. One of his eyes was of glass, and blue; the other
+had an eccentricity, and was of a deep and meditative grey. It was a
+wise and knowing eye. It was trained to many things--like one servant in
+a large family. One side of his face was solemn, because of the gay but
+unchanging blue eye, the other was gravely humourous, shrewdly playful.
+His fellow citizens respected him; so much so, that they intended to give
+him an office in the new-formed corporation; which means that he had
+courage and downrightness, and that the rough, straightforward gospel
+of the West was properly interpreted by him.
+
+If a stranger came to the place, Phil was sent first to reconnoitre; if
+any function was desirable, Phil was requested to arrange it; if justice
+was to be meted out, Phil's opinion had considerable weight--for he had
+much greater leisure than other more prosperous men; if a man was taken
+ill (this was in the days before a doctor came), Phil was asked to
+declare if he would "shy from the finish."
+
+I heard Roscoe more than once declare that Phil was as good as two
+curates to him. Not that Phil was at all pious, nor yet possessed of
+those abstemious qualities in language and appetite by which good men are
+known; but he had a gift of civic virtue--important in a wicked world,
+and of unusual importance in Viking. He had neither self-consciousness
+nor fear; and while not possessed of absolute tact in a social way, he
+had a knack of doing the right thing bluntly, or the wrong thing with an
+air of rightness. He envied no man, he coveted nothing; had once or
+twice made other men's fortunes by prospecting, but was poor himself.
+And in all he was content, and loved life and Viking.
+
+Immediately after Roscoe had reached the mountains Phil had become his
+champion, declaring that there was not any reason why a man should not
+be treated sociably because he was a parson. Phil had been a great
+traveller, as had many who settled at last in these valleys to the
+exciting life of the river: salmon-catching or driving logs. He had
+lived for a time in Lower California and Mexico, and had given Roscoe the
+name of The Padre: which suited the genius and temper of the rude
+population. And so it was that Roscoe was called The Padre by every one,
+though he did not look the character.
+
+As he told his story of Phil's life I could not help but contrast him
+with most of the clergymen I knew or had seen. He had the admirable ease
+and tact of a cultured man of the world, and the frankness and warmth of
+a hearty nature, which had, however, some inherent strain of melancholy.
+Wherever I had gone with him I had noticed that he was received with
+good-humoured deference by his rough parishioners and others who were
+such only in the broadest sense. Perhaps he would not have succeeded so
+well if he had worn clerical clothes. As it was, of a week day, he could
+not be distinguished from any respectable layman. The clerical uniform
+attracts women more than men, who, if they spoke truly, would resent it.
+Roscoe did not wear it, because he thought more of men than of function,
+of manliness than clothes; and though this sometimes got him into trouble
+with his clerical brethren who dearly love Roman collar, and coloured
+stole, and the range of ritual from a lofty intoning to the eastward
+position, he managed to live and himself be none the worse, while those
+who knew him were certainly the better.
+
+When Roscoe had finished his tale, Mrs. Falchion said: "Mr. Boldrick must
+be a very interesting man;" and her eyes wandered up to the great hole in
+the mountain-side, and lingered there. "As I said, I must meet him," she
+added; "men of individuality are rare." Then: "That great 'hole in the
+wall' is, of course, a natural formation."
+
+"Yes," said Roscoe. "Nature seems to have made it for Boldrick. He uses
+it as a storehouse."
+
+"Who watches it while he is away?" she said. "There is no door to the
+place, of course."
+
+Roscoe smiled enigmatically. "Men do not steal up here: that is the
+unpardonable crime; any other may occur and go unpunished; not it."
+
+The thought seemed to strike Mrs. Falchion. "I might have known!" she
+said. "It is the same in the South Seas among the natives--Samoans,
+Tongans, Fijians, and others. You can--as you know, Mr. Roscoe,"--her
+voice had a subterranean meaning,--" travel from end to end of those
+places, and, until the white man corrupts them, never meet with a case of
+stealing; you will find them moral too in other ways until the white man
+corrupts them. But sometimes the white man pays for it in the end."
+
+Her last words were said with a kind of dreaminess, as though they had no
+purpose; but though she sat now idly looking into the valley beneath, I
+could see that her eyes had a peculiar glance, which was presently turned
+on Roscoe, then withdrawn again. On him the effect was so far disturbing
+that he became a little pale, but I noticed that he met her glance
+unflinchingly and then looked at me, as if to see in how far I had been
+affected by her speech. I think I confessed to nothing in my face.
+
+Justine Caron was lost in the scene before us. She had, I fancy,
+scarcely heard half that had been said. Roscoe said to her presently:
+"You like it, do you not?"
+
+"Like it?" she said. "I never saw anything so wonderful."
+
+"And yet it would not be so wonderful without humanity there," rejoined
+Mrs. Falchion. "Nature is never complete without man. All that would
+be splendid without the mills and the machinery and Boldrick's cable,
+but it would not be perfect: it needs man--Phil Boldrick and Company in
+the foreground. Nature is not happy by itself: it is only brooding and
+sorrowful. You remember the mountain of Talili in Samoa, Mr. Roscoe, and
+the valley about it: how entrancing yet how melancholy it is. It always
+seems to be haunted, for the natives never live in the valley. There is
+a tradition that once one of the white gods came down from heaven, and
+built an altar, and sacrificed a Samoan girl--though no one ever knew
+quite why: for there the tradition ends."
+
+I felt again that there was a hidden meaning in her words; but Roscoe
+remained perfectly still. It seemed to me that I was little by little
+getting the threads of his story. That there was a native girl; that the
+girl had died or been killed; that Roscoe was in some way--innocently I
+dared hope--connected with it; and that Mrs. Falchion held the key to the
+mystery, I was certain. That it was in her mind to use the mystery,
+I was also certain. But for what end I could not tell. What had passed
+between them in London the previous winter I did not know: but it seemed
+evident that she had influenced him there as she did on the 'Fulvia', had
+again lost her influence, and was now resenting the loss, out of pique or
+anger, or because she really cared for him. It might be that she cared.
+
+She added after a moment: "Add man to nature, and it stops sulking: which
+goes to show that fallen humanity is better than no company at all."
+
+She had an inherent strain of mockery, of playful satire, and she told
+me once, when I knew her better, that her own suffering always set her
+laughing at herself, even when it was greatest. It was this
+characteristic which made her conversation very striking, it was so
+sharply contrasted in its parts; a heartless kind of satire set against
+the most serious and acute statements. One never knew when she would
+turn her own or her interlocutor's gravity into mirth.
+
+Now no one replied immediately to her remarks, and she continued: "If I
+were an artist I should wish to paint that scene, given that the lights
+were not so bright and that mill machinery not so sharply defined. There
+is almost too much limelight, as it were; too much earnestness in the
+thing. Either there should be some side-action of mirth to make it less
+intense, or of tragedy to render it less photographic; and unless, Dr.
+Marmion, you would consent to be solemn, which would indeed be droll;
+or that The Padre there--how amusing they should call him that!--should
+cease to be serious, which, being so very unusual, would be tragic, I do
+not know how we are to tell the artist that he has missed a chance of
+immortalising himself."
+
+Roscoe said nothing, but smiled at her vivacity, while he deprecated her
+words by a wave of his hand. I also was silent for a moment; for there
+had come to my mind, while she was speaking and I was watching the scene,
+something that Hungerford had said to me once on board the 'Fulvia'.
+"Marmion," said he, "when everything at sea appears so absolutely
+beautiful and honest that it thrills you, and you're itching to write
+poetry, look out. There's trouble ahead. It's only the pretty pause in
+the happy scene of the play before the villain comes in and tumbles
+things about. When I've been on the bridge," he continued, "of a night
+that set my heart thumping, I knew, by Jingo! it was the devil playing
+his silent overture. Don't you take in the twaddle about God sending
+thunderbolts; it's that old war-horse down below.--And then I've kept a
+sharp lookout, for I knew as right as rain that a company of waterspouts
+would be walking down on us, or a hurricane racing to catch us
+broadsides. And what's gospel for sea is good for land, and you'll find
+it so, my son."
+
+I was possessed of the same feeling now as I looked at the scene before
+us, and I suppose I seemed moody, for immediately Mrs. Falchion said:
+"Why, now my words have come true; the scene can be made perfect. Pray
+step down to the valley, Dr. Marmion, and complete the situation, for you
+are trying to seem serious, and it is irresistibly amusing--and
+professional, I suppose; one must not forget that you teach the young
+'sawbones' how to saw."
+
+I was piqued, annoyed. I said, though I admit it was not cleverly said:
+"Mrs. Falchion, I am willing to go and complete that situation, if you
+will go with me; for you would provide the tragedy--plenty of it; there
+would be the full perihelion of elements; your smile is the incarnation
+of the serious."
+
+She looked at me full in the eyes. "Now that," she said, "is a very good
+'quid pro quo'--is that right?--and I have no doubt that it is more or
+less true; and for a doctor to speak truth and a professor to be under
+stood is a matter for angels. And I actually believe that, in time, you
+will be free from priggishness, and become a brilliant conversationalist;
+and--suppose we wander on to our proper places in the scene. . . .
+Besides, I want to see that strange man, Mr. Boldrick."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIV
+
+THE PATH OF THE EAGLE
+
+We travelled slowly down the hillside into the village, and were about to
+turn towards the big mill when we saw Mr. Devlin and Ruth riding towards
+us. We halted and waited for them. Mr. Devlin was introduced to Mrs.
+Falchion by his daughter, who was sweetly solicitous concerning Mrs.
+Falchion and Justine Caron, and seemed surprised at finding them abroad
+after the accident of the day before. Ruth said that her father and
+herself had just come from the summer hotel, where they had gone to call
+upon Mrs. Falchion. Mrs. Falchion heartily acknowledged the courtesy.
+She seemed to be playing no part, but was apparently grateful all round;
+yet I believe that even already Ruth had caught at something in her
+presence threatening Roscoe's peace; whilst she, from the beginning, had,
+with her more trained instincts, seen the relations between the clergyman
+and his young parishioner.--But what had that to do with her?
+
+Between Roscoe and Ruth there was the slightest constraint, and I thought
+that it gave a troubled look to the face of the girl. Involuntarily, the
+eyes of both were attracted to Mrs. Falchion. I believe in that moment
+there was a kind of revelation among the three. While I talked to Mr.
+Devlin I watched them, standing a little apart, Justine Caron with us.
+It must have been a painful situation for them; to the young girl because
+a shadow was trailing across the light of her first love; to Roscoe
+because the shadow came out of his past; to Mrs. Falchion because she was
+the shadow. I felt that trouble was at hand. In this trouble I knew
+that I was to play a part; for, if Roscoe had his secret and Mrs.
+Falchion had the key to it, I also held a secret which, in case of
+desperate need, I should use. I did not wish to use it, for though
+it was mine it was also another's. I did not like the look in Mrs.
+Falchion's eyes as she glanced at Ruth: I was certain that she resented
+Roscoe's regard for Ruth and Ruth's regard for Roscoe; but, up to that
+moment, I had not thought it possible that she cared for him deeply.
+Once she had influenced me, but she had never cared for me.
+
+I could see a change in her. Out of it came that glance at Ruth, which
+seemed to me the talon-like hatred that shot from the eyes of Goneril and
+Regan: and I was sure that if she loved Roscoe there would be mad trouble
+for him and for the girl. Heretofore she had been passionless, but there
+was a dormant power in her which had only to be wickedly aroused to wreck
+her own and others' happiness. Hers was one of those volcanic natures,
+defying calculation and ordinary conceptions of life; having the fullest
+capacity for all the elementary passions--hatred, love, cruelty, delight,
+loyalty, revolt, jealousy. She had never from her birth until now felt
+love for any one. She had never been awakened. Even her affection for
+her father had been dutiful rather than instinctive. She had provoked
+love, but had never given it. She had been self-centred, compulsive,
+unrelenting. She had unmoved seen and let her husband go to his doom--
+it was his doom and death so far as she knew.
+
+Yet, as I thought of this, I found myself again admiring her. She was
+handsome, independent, distinctly original, and possessing capacity for
+great things. Besides, so far, she had not been actively vindictive--
+simply passively indifferent to the sufferings of others. She seemed to
+regard results more than means. All she did not like she could empty
+into the mill of the destroying gods: just as General Grant poured
+hundreds of thousands of men into the valley of the James, not thinking
+of lives but victory, not of blood but triumph. She too, even in her
+cruelty, seemed to have a sense of wild justice which disregarded any
+incidental suffering.
+
+I could see that Mr. Devlin was attracted by her, as every man had been
+who had ever met her; for, after all, man is but a common slave to
+beauty: virtue he respects, but beauty is man's valley of suicide.
+Presently she turned to Mr. Devlin, having, as it seemed to me, made
+Roscoe and Ruth sufficiently uncomfortable. With that cheerful
+insouciance which was always possible to her on the most trying
+occasions, she immediately said, as she had often said to me, that she
+had come to Mr. Devlin to be amused for the morning, perhaps the whole
+day. It was her way, her selfish way, to make men her slaves.
+
+Mr. Devlin gallantly said that he was at her disposal, and with a kind of
+pride added that there was plenty in the valley which would interest her;
+for he was a frank, bluff man, who would as quickly have spoken
+disparagingly of what belonged to himself, if it was not worthy,
+as have praised it.
+
+"Where shall we go first?" he said. "To the mill?"
+
+"To the mill, by all means," Mrs. Falchion replied; "I have never been in
+a great saw-mill, and I believe this is very fine. Then," she added,
+with a little wave of the hand towards the cable running down from Phil
+Boldrick's eyrie in the mountains, "then I want to see all that cable can
+do--all, remember."
+
+Mr. Devlin laughed. "Well, it hasn't many tricks, but what it does it
+does cleverly, thanks to The Padre."
+
+"Oh yes," responded Mrs. Falchion, still looking at the cable; "The
+Padre, I know, is very clever."
+
+"He is more than clever," bluffly replied Mr. Devlin, who was not keen
+enough to see the faint irony in her tones.
+
+"Yes," responded Mrs. Falchion in the same tone of voice, "he is more
+than clever. I have been told that he was once very brave. I have been
+told that once in the South Seas he did his country a great service."
+
+She paused. I could see Ruth's eyes glisten and her face suffuse, for
+though she read the faint irony in the tone, still she saw that the tale
+which Mrs. Falchion was evidently about to tell, must be to Galt Roscoe's
+credit. Mrs. Falchion turned idly upon Ruth and saw the look in her
+face. An almost imperceptible smile came upon her lips. She looked
+again at the cable and Phil Boldrick's eyrie, which seemed to have a
+wonderful attraction for her. Not turning away from it, save now and
+then to glance indolently at Mr. Devlin or Ruth, and once enigmatically
+at myself, she said:
+
+"Once upon a time--that is the way, I believe, to begin a pretty story--
+there were four men-of-war idling about a certain harbour of Samoa. One
+of the vessels was the flag-ship, with its admiral on board. On one of
+the other vessels was an officer who had years before explored this
+harbour. It was the hurricane season. He advised the admiral not to
+enter the harbour, for the indications foretold a gale, and himself was
+not sure that his chart was in all respects correct, for the harbour had
+been hurriedly explored and sounded. But the admiral gave orders, and
+they sailed in.
+
+"That day a tremendous hurricane came crying down upon Samoa. It swept
+across the island, levelled forests of cocoa palms, battered villages to
+pieces, caught that little fleet in the harbour, and played with it in a
+horrible madness. To right and left were reefs, behind was the shore,
+with a monstrous surf rolling in; before was a narrow passage. One
+vessel made its way out--on it was the officer who had surveyed the
+harbour. In the open sea there was safety. He brought his vessel down
+the coast a little distance, put a rope about him and in the wild surf
+made for the shore. I believe he could have been court-martialled for
+leaving his ship, but he was a man who had taken a great many risks of
+one kind and another in his time. It was one chance out of a hundred;
+but he made it--he got to the shore, travelled down to the harbour where
+the men-of-war were careening towards the reefs, unable to make the
+passage out, and once again he tied a rope about him and plunged into the
+surf to try for the admiral's ship. He got there terribly battered.
+They tell how a big wave lifted him and landed him upon the quarter-deck
+just as big waves are not expected to do. Well, like the hero in any
+melodrama of the kind, he very prettily piloted monsieur the admiral and
+his fleet out to the open sea."
+
+She paused, smiling in an inscrutable sort of way, then turned and said
+with a sudden softness in her voice, though still with the air of one who
+wished not to be taken with too great a seriousness: "And, ladies and
+gentlemen, the name of the ship that led the way was the 'Porcupine'; and
+the name of the hero was Commander Galt Roscoe, R.N.; and 'of such is the
+kingdom of heaven!'"
+
+There was silence for a moment. The tale had been told adroitly, and
+with such tact as to words that Roscoe could not take offence--need not,
+indeed, as he did not, I believe, feel any particular self-consciousness.
+I am not sure but he was a little glad that such evidence should have
+been given at the moment, when a kind of restraint had come between him
+and Ruth, by one who he had reason to think was not wholly his friend
+might be his enemy. It was a kind of offset to his premonitions and to
+the peril over which he might stumble at any moment.
+
+To me the situation was almost inexplicable; but the woman herself was
+inexplicable: at this moment the evil genius of us all, at that doing
+us all a kind of crude, superior justice. I was the first to speak.
+
+"Roscoe," I said, "I never had heard of this, although I remember the
+circumstance as told in the newspapers. But I am glad and proud that I
+have a friend with such a record."
+
+"And, only think," said Mrs. Falchion, "he actually was not court-
+martialled for abandoning his ship to save an admiral and a fleet. But
+the ways of the English Admiralty are wonderful. They go out of their
+way to avoid a court-martial sometimes, and they go out of their way to
+establish it sometimes."
+
+By this time we had started towards the mill. Roscoe walked ahead with
+Ruth Devlin. Mr. Devlin, Mrs. Falchion, Justine Caron and myself walked
+together.
+
+Mrs. Falchion presently continued, talking, as it seemed to me, at the
+back of Roscoe's head:
+
+"I have known the Admiralty to force an officer to resign the navy
+because he had married a native wife. But I never knew the Admiralty to
+court-martial an officer because he did not marry a native wife whom he
+OUGHT to have married: but, as I said, the ways of the Admiralty are past
+admiration."
+
+I could see Roscoe's hand clinch at his side, and presently he said over
+his shoulder at her: "Your memory and your philosophy are as wonderful
+as the Admiralty are inscrutable."
+
+She laughed. "You have not lost your old gift of retort," she said.
+"You are still amusing."
+
+"Well, come," said Mr. Devlin cheerfully, "let's see if there isn't
+something even more amusing than Mr. Roscoe in Viking. I will show you,
+Mrs. Falchion, the biggest saw that ever ate the heart out of a Norfolk
+pine."
+
+At the mill Mrs. Falchion was interested. She asked questions concerning
+the machinery which mightily pleased Mr. Devlin, they were so apt and
+intelligent; and herself assisted in giving an immense log to the teeth
+of the largest saw, which, with its six upright blades, ate, and was
+never satisfied. She stooped and ran her ungloved hand into the sawdust,
+as sweet before the sun has dried it as the scent of a rose. The rich
+smell of the fresh-cut lumber filled the air, and suggested all kinds of
+remote and pleasant things. The industry itself is one of the first that
+comes with the invasion of new territory, and makes one think of man's
+first work in the world: to fell the tree and till the soil. It is
+impossible to describe that fierce, jubilant song of the saw, which even
+when we were near was never shrill or shrieking: never drowning our
+voices, but vibrant and delightful. To Mrs. Falchion it was new; she was
+impressed.
+
+"I have seen," she said to Mr. Devlin, "all sorts of enterprises, but
+never anything like this. It all has a kind of rough music. It is
+enjoyable."
+
+Mr. Devlin beamed. "I have just added something to the mill that will
+please you," he said.
+
+She looked interested. We all gathered round. I stood between Mrs.
+Falchion and Ruth Devlin, and Roscoe beside Justine Caron.
+
+"It is the greatest mill-whistle in the country," he continued. "It will
+be heard from twelve to twenty-five miles, according to the condition of
+the atmosphere. I want big things all round, and this is a masterpiece,
+I guess. Now, I'll let you hear it if you like. I didn't expect to use
+it until to-night at nine o'clock, when, also for the first time, I am to
+light the mills by electricity; a thing that's not been attempted yet in
+any saw-mill on the Continent. We're going to work night and day for a
+couple of months."
+
+"This is all very wonderful. And are you indebted to Mr. Roscoe in these
+things too?--Everybody seems to need him here."
+
+"Well," said the mill-owner, laughing, "the whistle is my own. It's the
+sort of thing I would propose--to blow my trumpet, as it were; but the
+electricity and the first experiments in it I owe to The Padre."
+
+"As I thought," she said, and turned to Roscoe. "I remember," she added,
+"that you had an electrical search-light on the 'Porcupine', and that you
+were fond of electricity. Do you ever use search-lights here? I should
+think they might be of use in your parish. Then, for a change, you could
+let the parish turn it upon you, for the sake of contrast and
+edification."
+
+For the moment I was exceedingly angry. Her sarcasm was well veiled,
+but I could feel the sardonic touch beneath the smiling surface. This
+innuendo seemed so gratuitous. I said to her, almost beneath my breath,
+that none of the others could hear: "How womanly!"
+
+She did no more than lift her eyebrows in acknowledgment, and went on
+talking lightly to Mr. Devlin. Roscoe was cool, but I could see now in
+his eyes a kind of smouldering anger; which was quite to my wish.
+I hoped he would be meek no longer.
+
+Presently Ruth Devlin said: "Would it not be better to wait till to-
+night, when the place is lighted, before the whistle is blown? Then you
+can get a better first impression. And if Mrs. Falchion will come over
+to our home at Sunburst, we will try and amuse her for the rest of the
+day--that is, after she has seen all here."
+
+Mrs. Falchion seemed struck by the frankness of the girl, and for an
+instant debated, but presently said: "No, thank you. When all is seen
+now, I will go to the hotel, and then will join you all here in the
+evening, if that seems feasible. Perhaps Dr. Marmion will escort me
+here. Mr. Roscoe, of course, has other duties."
+
+"I shall be happy," I said, maliciously smiling, "to guide you to the
+sacrifice of the saw."
+
+She was not disturbed. She touched Mr. Devlin's arm, and, looking archly
+at him, nodded backwards towards me. "'Beware the anaconda!'" she said.
+
+It was impossible not to be amused; her repartee was always so
+unrestrained. She disarmed one by what would have been, in a man,
+insolent sang-froid: in her it was piquancy, daring.
+
+Presently she added: "But if we are to have no colossal whistle and no
+electric light till evening, there is one thing I must have: and that is
+your remarkable Phil Boldrick, who seems to hold you all in the palm of
+his hand, and lives up there like a god on his Olympus."
+
+"Well, suppose you go and call on him," said Roscoe, with a touch of dry
+humour, his eye on the cable that reached to Boldrick's perch.
+
+She saw her opportunity, and answered promptly: "Yes, I will call on him
+immediately,"--here she turned towards Ruth,--"if Miss Devlin and
+yourself will go with me."
+
+"Nonsense," interposed Mr. Devlin. "Besides, the cage will only hold two
+easily. Anyhow, it's absurd."
+
+"Why is it absurd? Is there any danger?" queried Mrs. Falchion.
+
+"Not unless there's an idiot at the machinery."
+
+"I should expect you to manage it," she persisted.
+
+"But no woman has ever done it."
+
+"I will make the record." And, turning to Ruth: "You are not afraid?"
+
+"No, I am not afraid," said the girl bravely, though she acknowledged to
+me afterwards that while she was not afraid of anything where her own
+skill was called in question, such as mountain-climbing, or even puma-
+hunting, she did not joyfully anticipate swinging between heaven and
+earth on that incline. "I will go," she added, "if my father will let
+me. . . . May I?" she continued, turning to him.
+
+Perhaps something of the father's pride came up in him, perhaps he had
+just got some suspicion that between his daughter and Mrs. Falchion there
+was a subterranean rivalry. However it was, he gave a quick, quizzical
+look at both of them, then glanced at Roscoe, and said: "I'll make no
+objections, if Ruth would like to introduce you to Phil. And, as Mrs.
+Falchion suggested, I'll 'turn the crank.'"
+
+I could see that Roscoe had a bad moment. But presently he appeared to
+me perfectly willing that Ruth should go. Maybe he was as keen that she
+should not appear at a disadvantage beside Mrs. Falchion as was her
+father.
+
+A signal was given, and the cage came slowly down the cable to the mill.
+We could see Boldrick, looking little bigger than a child at the other
+end, watching our movements. At the last moment Mr. Devlin and Roscoe
+seemed apprehensive, but the women were cool and determined. I noticed
+Mrs. Falchion look at Ruth curiously once or twice after they entered the
+cage, and before they started, and what she saw evidently gave her a
+higher opinion of the girl, for she laid her hand on Ruth's arm suddenly,
+and said: "We will show these mere men what nerve is."
+
+Ruth nodded, then 'bon voyage' was said, and the signal was given. The
+cage ascended at first quickly, then more slowly, swaying up and down a
+little on the cable, and climbing higher and higher through the air to
+the mountain-side. What Boldrick thought when he saw the two ascending
+towards him, he expressed to Mr. Devlin later in the day in vigorous
+language: what occurred at his but Ruth Devlin told me afterwards. When
+the cage reached him, he helped the two passengers out, and took them to
+his hut. With Ruth he had always been a favourite, and he welcomed her
+with admiring and affectionate respect.
+
+"Never b'lieved you could have done it, Miss Devlin--never! Not but what
+I knew you weren't afraid of anything on the earth below, or the waters
+under the earth; but when you get swinging there over the world, and not
+high enough to get a hold on heaven, it makes you feel as if things was
+droppin' away from you like. But, by gracious! you did it like an eagle--
+you and your friend."
+
+By this time he was introduced, and at the name of Mrs. Falchion,
+he cocked his head, and looked quizzically, as if trying to remember
+something, then drew his hand once or twice across his forehead.
+After a moment he said: "Strange, now, ma'am, how your name strikes me.
+It isn't a common name, and I've heerd it before somewhere--somewhere.
+It isn't your face that I've seen before--for I'd have remembered it if
+it was a thousand years ago," he added admiringly. "But I've heard some
+one use it; and I can't tell where."
+
+She looked curiously at him, and said: "Don't try to remember, and it
+will come to you in good time. But show us everything about your place
+before we go back, won't you, please?"
+
+He showed them his hut, where he lived, quite alone. It was supplied
+with bare necessaries, and with a counter, behind which were cups and a
+few bottles. In reference to this, Boldrick said: "Temperance drinks for
+the muleteers, tobacco and tea and sugar and postage stamps and things.
+They don't gargle their throats with anything stronger than coffee at
+this tavern."
+
+Then he took them to the cave in which puma, bear, and wapiti skins were
+piled, together with a few stores and the kits of travellers who had left
+their belongings in Boldrick's keeping till they should come again.
+After Mrs. Falchion and Ruth had seen all, they came out upon the
+mountain-side and waved their handkerchiefs to us, who were still
+watching from below. Then Boldrick hoisted a flag on his hut, which he
+used on gala occasions, to celebrate the event, and, not content with
+this, fired a 'feu de joie', managed in this way: He took two anvils
+used by the muleteers and expressmen to shoe their animals, and placed
+one on the other, putting powder between. Then Mrs. Falchion thrust a
+red-hot iron into the powder, and an explosion ensued. I was for a
+moment uneasy, but Mr. Devlin reassured me, and instantly a shrill
+whistle from the little mills answered the salute.
+
+Just before they got into the cage, Mrs. Falchion turned to Boldrick,
+and said: "You have not been trying to remember where you heard my name
+before? Well, can you not recall it now?"
+
+Boldrick shook his head. "Perhaps you will recall it before I see you
+again," she said.
+
+They started. As they did so, Mrs. Falchion said suddenly, looking at
+Boldrick keenly: "Were you ever in the South Seas?"
+
+Boldrick stood for an instant open-mouthed, and then exclaimed loudly,
+as the cage swung down the incline: "By Jingo! No, ma'am, I was never
+there, but I had a pal who come from Samoa."
+
+She called back at him: "Tell me of him when we meet again. What was his
+name?"
+
+They were too far down the cable now for Boldrick's reply to reach them
+distinctly. The descent seemed even more adventurous than the ascent,
+and, in spite of myself, I could not help a thrill of keen excitement.
+But they were both smiling when the cage reached us, and both had a very
+fine colour.
+
+"A delightful journey, a remarkable reception, and a very singular man
+is your Mr. Boldrick," said Mrs. Falchion.
+
+"Yes," replied Mr. Devlin, "you'll know Boldrick a long time before you
+find his limits. He is about the most curious character I ever knew, and
+does the most curious things. But straight--straight as a die, Mrs.
+Falchion!"
+
+"I fancy that Mr. Boldrick and I would be very good friends indeed," said
+Mrs. Falchion; "and I purpose visiting him again. It is quite probable
+that we shall find we have had mutual acquaintances." She looked at
+Roscoe meaningly as she said this, but he was occupied with Ruth.
+
+"You were not afraid?" Roscoe said to Ruth. "Was it not a strange
+sensation?"
+
+"Frankly, at first I was a little afraid, because the cage swings on the
+cable, and it makes you uncomfortable. But I enjoyed it before we got to
+the end."
+
+Mrs. Falchion turned to Mr. Devlin. "I find plenty here to amuse me,"
+she said, "and I am glad I came. To-night I want to go up that cable and
+call on Mr. Boldrick again, and see the mills and the electric light, and
+hear your whistle, from up there. Then, of course, you must show us the
+mill working at night, and afterwards--may I ask it?--you must all come
+and have supper with me at the summer hotel."
+
+Ruth dropped her eyes. I saw she did not wish to go. Fortunately
+Mr. Devlin extricated her. "I'm afraid that will be impossible,
+Mrs. Falchion," he said: "much obliged to you all the same. But I am
+going to be at the mill pretty near all night, and shouldn't be able
+to go, and I don't want Ruth to go without me."
+
+"Then it must be another time," said Mrs. Falchion.
+
+"Oh, whenever it's convenient for Ruth, after a day or two, I'll be ready
+and glad. But I tell you what: if you want to see something fine, you
+must go down as soon as possible to Sunburst. We live there, you know,
+not here at Viking. It's funny, too, because, you see, there's a feud
+between Viking and Sunburst--we are all river-men and mill-hands at
+Viking, and they're all salmon-fishers and fruit-growers at Sunburst.
+By rights I ought to live here, but when I started I thought I'd build my
+mills at Sunburst, so I pitched my tent down there. My wife and the
+girls got attached to the place, and though the mills were built at
+Viking, and I made all my money up here, I live at Sunburst and spend my
+shekels there. I guess if I didn't happen to live at Sunburst, people
+would be trailing their coats and making Donnybrook fairs every other day
+between these two towns. But that's neither here nor there. Take my
+advice, Mrs. Falchion, and come to Sunburst and see the salmon-fishers
+at work, both day and night. It is about the biggest thing in the way
+of natural picturesqueness that you'll see--outside my mills. Indians,
+half-breeds, white men, Chinamen--they are all at it in weirs and cages,
+or in the nets, and spearing by torch-light!--Don't you think I would do
+to run a circus, Mrs. Falchion?--Stand at the door, and shout: 'Here's
+where you get the worth of your money'?"
+
+Mrs. Falchion laughed. "I am sure you and I will be good friends; you
+are amusing. And, to be perfectly frank with you, I am very weary of
+trying to live in the intellectual altitudes of Dr. Marmion--and The
+Padre."
+
+I had never seen her in a greater strain of gaiety. It had almost a kind
+of feverishness--as if she relished fully the position she held towards
+Roscoe and Ruth, her power over their future, and her belief (as I think
+was in her mind then) that she could bring back to her self Roscoe's old
+allegiance. That she believed this, I was convinced; that she would
+never carry it out, was just as strong: for I, though only the chorus in
+the drama, might one day find it in my power to become, for a moment, one
+of the principal actors--from which position I had declined one day when
+humiliated before Mrs. Falchion on the 'Fulvia'. Boyd Madras was in my
+mind.
+
+After a few minutes we parted, agreeing to meet again in the valley in
+the evening. I had promised, as Mrs. Falchion had suggested, to escort
+her and Justine Caron from the summer hotel to the mill. Roscoe had
+duties at both Viking and Sunburst and would not join us until we all met
+in the evening. Mr. Devlin and Ruth rode away towards Sunburst. Mrs.
+Falchion, Justine, and myself travelled slowly up the hillside, talking
+chiefly upon the events of the morning. Mrs. Falchion appeared to
+admire greatly the stalwart character of Mr. Devlin; in a few swift,
+complimentary words disposed of Ruth; and then made many inquiries
+concerning Roscoe's work, my own position, and the length of my stay
+in the mountains; and talked upon many trivial matters, never once
+referring--as it seemed to me, purposely--to our past experiences on
+the 'Fulvia', nor making any inquiry concerning any one except Belle
+Treherne.
+
+She showed no surprise when I told her that I expected to marry Miss
+Treherne. She congratulated me with apparent frankness, and asked for
+Miss Treherne's address, saying she would write to her. As soon as she
+had left Roscoe's presence she had dropped all enigmatical words and
+phrases, and, during this hour I was with her, was the tactful,
+accomplished woman of the world, with the one present object: to make her
+conversation agreeable, and to keep things on the surface. Justine Caron
+scarcely spoke during the whole of our walk, although I addressed myself
+to her frequently. But I could see that she watched Mrs. Falchion's face
+curiously; and I believe that at this time her instinct was keener by far
+to read what was in Mrs. Falchion's mind than my own, though I knew much
+more of the hidden chain of events connecting Mrs. Falchion's life and
+Galt Roscoe's.
+
+I parted from them at the door of the hotel, made my way down to Roscoe's
+house at the ravine, and busied myself for the greater part of the day in
+writing letters, and reading on the coping. About sunset I called for
+Mrs. Falchion, and found her and Justine Caron ready and waiting. There
+was nothing eventful in our talk as we came down the mountain-side
+towards Viking--Justine Caron's presence prevented that. It was dusk
+when we reached the valley. As yet the mills were all dark. The only
+lights visible were in the low houses lining the banks of the river.
+Against the mountainside there seemed to hang one bunch of flame like a
+star, large, red, and weird. It was a torch burning in front of Phil
+Boldrick's hut. We made our way slowly to the mill, and found Mr.
+Devlin, Ruth, and Roscoe, with Ruth's sister, and one or two other
+friends, expecting us.
+
+"Well," said Mr. Devlin heartily, "I have kept the show waiting for you.
+The house is all dark, but I guess you'll see a transformation scene
+pretty quick. Come out," he continued, "and let us get the front seats.
+They are all stalls here; nobody has a box except Boldrick, and it is up
+in the flies."
+
+"Mr. Devlin," said Mrs. Falchion, "I purpose to see this show not only
+from the stalls, but from the box in the flies. Therefore, during the
+first act, I shall be here in front of the foot-lights. During the
+second act I shall be aloft like Tom Bowling--"
+
+"In other words--" began Mr. Devlin.
+
+"In other words," added Mrs. Falchion, "I am going to see the valley and
+hear your great horn blow from up there!" She pointed towards the star
+in front of Phil's hut.
+
+"All right," said Mr. Devlin; "but you will excuse me if I say that I
+don't particularly want anybody to see this performance from where Tom
+Bowling bides."
+
+We left the office and went out upon the platform, a little distance from
+the mill. Mr. Devlin gave a signal, touched a wire, and immediately it
+seemed as if the whole valley was alight. The mill itself was in a blaze
+of white. It was transfigured--a fairy palace, just as the mud barges in
+the Suez Canal had been transformed by the search-light of the 'Fulvia'.
+For the moment, in the wonder of change from darkness to light, the
+valley became the picture of a dream. Every man was at his post in the
+mill, and in an instant work was going on as we had seen it in the
+morning. Then, all at once, there came a great roar, as it were, from
+the very heart of the mill--a deep diapason, dug out of the throat of the
+hills: the big whistle.
+
+"It sounds mournful--like a great animal in pain," said Mrs. Falchion.
+"You might have got one more cheerful."
+
+"Wait till it gets tuned up," said Mr. Devlin. "It hasn't had a chance
+to get the burs out of its throat. It will be very fine as soon as the
+engine-man knows how to manage it."
+
+"Yes," said Ruth, interposing, "a little toning down would do it good--
+it is shaking the windows in your office; feel this platform tremble!"
+
+"Well, I bargained for a big whistle and I've got it: and I guess they'll
+know if ever there's a fire in the town!" Just as he said this, Roscoe
+gave a cry and pointed.
+
+We all turned, and saw a sight that made Ruth Devlin cover her face with
+her hands and Mrs. Falchion stand horror-stricken. There, coming down
+the cable with the speed of lightning, was the cage. In it was a man--
+Phil Boldrick. With a cry and a smothered oath, Mr. Devlin sprang
+towards the machinery, Roscoe with him. There was nobody near it, but
+they saw a boy whose duty it was that night to manage the cable, running
+towards it. Roscoe was the first to reach the lever; but it was too
+late. He partially stopped the cage, but only partially. It came with
+a dull, sickening thud to the ground, and Phil Boldrick--Phil Boldrick's
+broken, battered body--was thrown out.
+
+A few minutes later Boldrick was lying in Mr. Devlin's office.
+
+Ill luck for Viking in the hour of her success. Phil's shattered hulk is
+drifting. The masts have gone by the board, the pilot from the captain's
+side. Only the man's "unconquerable soul" is on the bridge, watching the
+craft dip at the bow till the waters, their sport out, should hugely
+swallow it.
+
+We were all gathered round. Phil had asked to see the lad who, by
+neglecting the machinery for a moment, had wrecked his life. "My boy,"
+he said, "you played an ugly game. It was a big mistake. I haven't any
+grudge agen you, but be glad I'm not one that'd haunt you for your cussed
+foolishness. . . . There, now, I feel better; that's off my mind!"
+
+"If you're wanting to show remorse or anything," he continued, "there's
+my friend, Mr. Roscoe, The Padre--he's all right, you understand!--Are
+you there? . . . Why don't you speak?" He stretched out his hand.
+The lad took it, but he could not speak: he held it and sobbed.
+
+Then Phil understood. His brow wrinkled with a sudden trouble. He said:
+"There, never mind. I'm dying, but it isn't what I expected. It doesn't
+smart nor tear much; not more than river-rheumatism. P'r'aps I wouldn't
+mind it at all if I could see."
+
+For Phil was entirely blind now. The accident had destroyed his
+remaining eye. Being blind, he had already passed that first corridor
+of death--darkness. Roscoe stooped over him, took his hand, and spoke
+quietly to him. Phil knew the voice, and said with a faint smile: "Do
+you think they'd plant me with municipal honours--honours to pardners?"
+
+"We'll see to that, Phil," said Mr. Devlin from behind the clergyman.
+
+Phil recognised the voice. "You think that nobody'll kick at making it
+official?"
+
+"Not one, Phil."
+
+"And maybe they wouldn't mind firin' a volley--Lights out, as it were:
+and blow the big whistle? It'd look sociable, wouldn't it?"
+
+"There'll be a volley and the whistle, Phil--if you have to go," said Mr.
+Devlin.
+
+There was a silence, then the reply came musingly: "I guess I hev to go.
+. . . I'd hev liked to see the corporation runnin' longer, but maybe
+I can trust the boys."
+
+A river-driver at the door said in a deep voice: "By the holy! yes, you
+can trust us."
+
+"Thank you kindly. . . . If it doesn't make any difference to the
+rest, I'd like to be alone with The Padre for a little--not for religion,
+you understand, for I go as I stayed, and I hev my views,--but for
+private business."
+
+Slowly, awkwardly, the few river-drivers passed out--Devlin and Mrs.
+Falchion and Ruth and I with them--for I could do nothing now for him--he
+was broken all to pieces. Roscoe told me afterwards what happened then.
+
+"Padre," he said to Roscoe, "are we alone?"
+
+"Quite alone, Phil."
+
+"Well, I hevn't any crime to tell, and the business isn't weighty; but I
+hev a pal at Danger Mountain--" He paused.
+
+"Yes, Phil?"
+
+"He's low down in s'ciety; but he's square, and we've had the same
+blanket for many a day together. I crossed him first on the Panama
+level. I was broke--stony broke. He'd been shipwrecked, and was ditto.
+He'd been in the South Seas; I in Nicaragua. We travelled up through
+Mexico and Arizona, and then through California to the Canadian Rockies.
+At last we camped at Danger Mountain, a Hudson's Bay fort, and stayed
+there. It was a roughish spot, but we didn't mind that. Every place
+isn't Viking. One night we had a difference--not a quarrel, mind you,
+but a difference. He was for lynchin' a fellow called Piccadilly,
+a swell that'd come down in the world, bringin' the worst tricks of
+his tribe with him. He'd never been a bony fidy gentleman--just an
+imitation. He played sneak with the daughter of Five Fingers, an Injin
+chief. We'd set store by that girl. There wasn't one of us rough nuts
+but respected her. She was one of the few beautiful Injin women I've
+seen. Well, it come out that Piccadilly had ruined her, and one morning
+she was found dead. It drove my pal well-nigh crazy. Not that she was
+anything partik'ler to him; but the thing took hold of him unusual."
+
+Now that I know all concerning Roscoe's past life, I can imagine that
+this recital must have been swords at his heart. The whole occurrence is
+put down minutely in his diary, but there is no word of comment upon it.
+
+Phil had been obliged to stop for pain, and, after Roscoe had adjusted
+the bandages, he continued:
+
+"My pal and the others made up their minds they'd lynch Piccadilly; they
+wouldn't give him the benefit of the doubt--for it wasn't certain that
+the girl hadn't killed herself. . . . Well, I went to Piccadilly, and
+give him the benefit. He left, and skipped the rope. Not, p'r'aps, that
+he ought to hev got away, but once he'd showed me a letter from his
+mother,--he was drunk too, at the time,--and I remembered when my brother
+Rodney was killed in the Black Hills, and how my mother took it; so I
+give him the tip to travel quick."
+
+He paused and rested. Then presently continued: "Now, Padre, I've got
+four hundred dollars--the most I ever had at one time in my life. And
+I'd like it to go to my old pal--though we had that difference, and
+parted. I guess we respect each other about the same as we ever did.
+And I wish you'd write it down so that the thing would be municipal."
+
+Roscoe took pencil and paper and said: "What's his name, Phil?"
+
+"Sam--Tonga Sam."
+
+"But that isn't all his name?"
+
+"No, I s'pose not, but it's all he ever had in general use. He'd got it
+because he'd been to the Tonga Islands and used to yarn about them. Put
+'Tonga Sam, Phil Boldrick's Pal at Danger Mountain, ult'--add the 'ult,'
+it's c'rrect.--That'll find him. And write him these words, and if you
+ever see him say them to him--'Phil Boldrick never had a pal that crowded
+Tonga Sam.'"
+
+When the document was written, Roscoe read it aloud, then both signed it,
+Roscoe guiding the battered hand over the paper.
+
+This done, there was a moment's pause, and then Phil said: "I'd like to
+be in the open. I was born in the open--on the Madawaska. Take me out,
+Padre."
+
+Roscoe stepped to the door, and silently beckoned to Devlin and myself.
+We carried him out, and put him beside a pine tree.
+
+"Where am I now?" he said. "Under the white pine, Phil." "That's
+right. Face me to the north."
+
+We did so. Minutes passed in silence. Only the song of the saw was
+heard, and the welting of the river. "Padre," he said at last hurriedly,
+"lift me up, so's I can breathe."
+
+This was done.
+
+"Am I facin' the big mill?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"That's c'rrect. And the 'lectric light is burnin' in the mill and in
+the town, an' the saws are all goin'?"
+
+"Yes."
+
+"By gracious, yes--you can hear 'em! Don't they scrunch the stuff,
+though!" He laughed a little. "Mr. Devlin an' you and me hev been
+pretty smart, hevn't we?"
+
+Then a spasm caught him, and after a painful pause he called: "It's the
+biggest thing in cables. . . . Stand close in the cage. . . . Feel
+her swing!--Safe, you bet, if he stands by the lever. . . ."
+
+His face lighted with the last gleam of living, and he said slowly: "I
+hev a pal--at Danger Mountain."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XV
+
+IN THE TROUGH OF THE WINDS
+
+The three days following the events recorded in the preceding chapter
+were notable to us all. Because my own affairs and experiences are of
+the least account, I shall record them first: they will at least throw
+a little light on the history of people who appeared previously in this
+tale, and disappeared suddenly when the 'Fulvia' reached London, to make
+room for others.
+
+The day after Phil Boldrick's death I received a letter from Hungerford,
+and also one from Belle Treherne. Hungerford had left the Occidental
+Company's service, and had been fortunate enough to get the position of
+first officer on a line of steamers running between England and the West
+Indies. The letter was brusque, incisive, and forceful, and declared
+that, once he got his foot firmly planted in his new position, he would
+get married and be done with it. He said that Clovelly the novelist had
+given a little dinner at his chambers in Piccadilly, and that the guests
+were all our fellow-passengers by the 'Fulvia'; among them Colonel Ryder,
+the bookmaker, Blackburn the Queenslander, and himself.
+
+This is extracted from the letter:
+
+ . . . Clovelly was in rare form.--Don't run away with the idea
+ that he's eating his heart out because you came in just ahead in the
+ race for Miss Treherne. For my part--but, never mind!--You had
+ phenomenal luck, and you will be a phenomenal fool if you don't
+ arrange for an early marriage. You are a perfect baby in some
+ things. Don't you know that the time a woman most yearns for a man
+ is when she has refused him? And Clovelly is here on the ground,
+ and they are in the same set, and though I'd take my oath she would
+ be loyal to you if you were ten thousand miles from here for ten
+ years, so far as a promise is concerned, yet remember that a promise
+ and a fancy are two different things. We may do what's right for
+ the fear o' God, and not love Him either. Marmion, let the marriage
+ bells be rung early--a maiden's heart is a ticklish thing. . . .
+
+ But Clovelly was in rare form, as I said; and the bookmaker, who
+ had for the first time read a novel of his, amiably quoted from it,
+ and criticised it during the dinner, till the place reeked with
+ laughter. At first every one stared aghast ("stared aghast!"--how
+ is that for literary form?); but when Clovelly gurgled, and then
+ haw-hawed till he couldn't lift his champagne, the rest of us
+ followed in a double-quick. And the bookmaker simply sat calm and
+ earnest with his eye-glass in his eye, and never did more than
+ gently smile. "See here," he said ever so candidly of Clovelly's
+ best character, a serious, inscrutable kind of a man, the dignified
+ figure in the book--"I liked the way you drew that muff. He was
+ such an awful outsider, wasn't he? All talk, and hypocrite down to
+ his heels. And when you married him to that lady who nibbled her
+ food in public and gorged in the back pantry, and went 'slumming'
+ and made shoulder-strings for the parson--oh, I know the kind!"--
+ [This was Clovelly's heroine, whom he had tried to draw, as he said
+ himself, "with a perfect sincerity and a lovely worldly-mindedness,
+ and a sweet creation altogether."] "I said, that's poetic justice,
+ that's the refinement of retribution. Any other yarn-spinner would
+ have killed the male idiot by murder, or a drop from a precipice, or
+ a lingering fever; but Clovelly did the thing with delicate torture.
+ He said, 'Go to blazes,' and he fixed up that marriage--and there
+ you are! Clovelly, I drink to you; you are a master!"
+
+ Clovelly acknowledged beautifully, and brought off a fine thing
+ about the bookmaker having pocketed L5000 at the Derby, then
+ complimented Colonel Ryder on his success as a lecturer in London
+ (pretty true, by the way), and congratulated Blackburn on his coming
+ marriage with Mrs. Callendar, the Tasmanian widow. What he said of
+ myself I am not going to repeat; but it was salaaming all round,
+ with the liquor good, and fun bang over the bulwarks.
+
+ How is Roscoe? I didn't see as much of him as you did, but I liked
+ him. Take my tip for it, that woman will make trouble for him some
+ day. She is the biggest puzzle I ever met. I never could tell
+ whether she liked him or hated him; but it seems to me that either
+ would be the ruin of any "Christom man." I know she saw something
+ of him while she was in London, because her quarters were next to
+ those of my aunt the dowager (whose heart the gods soften at my
+ wedding!) in Queen Anne's Mansions, S.W., and who actually liked
+ Mrs. F., called on her, and asked her to dinner, and Roscoe too,
+ whom she met at her place. I believe my aunt would have used her
+ influence to get him a good living, if he had played his cards
+ properly; but I expect he wouldn't be patronised, and he went for a
+ "mickonaree," as they say in the South Seas. . . . Well, I'm off
+ to the Spicy Isles, then back again to marry a wife. "Go thou and
+ do likewise."
+
+ By the way, have you ever heard of or seen Boyd Madras since he
+ slipped our cable at Aden and gave the world another chance?
+ I trust he will spoil her wedding--if she ever tries to have one.
+ May I be there to see!
+
+Because we shall see nothing more of Hungerford till we finally dismiss
+the drama, I should like to say that this voyage of his to the West
+Indies made his fortune--that is, it gave him command of one of the
+finest ships in the English merchant service. In a storm a disaster
+occurred to his vessel, his captain was washed overboard, and he was
+obliged to take command. His skill, fortitude, and great manliness,
+under tragical circumstances, sent his name booming round the world; and,
+coupled, as it was, with a singular act of personal valour, he had his
+pick of all vacancies and possible vacancies in the merchant service, boy
+(or little more) as he was. I am glad to say that he is now a happy
+husband and father too.
+
+The letter from Belle Treherne mentioned having met Clovelly several
+times of late, and, with Hungerford's words hot in my mind, I determined,
+though I had perfect confidence in her, as in myself, to be married at
+Christmas-time. Her account of the courtship of Blackburn and Mrs.
+Callendar was as amusing as her description of an evening which the
+bookmaker had spent with her father, when he said he was going to marry
+an actress whom he had seen at Drury Lane Theatre in a racing drama.
+This he subsequently did, and she ran him a break-neck race for many a
+day, but never making him unhappy or less resourceful. His verdict, and
+his only verdict, upon Mrs. Falchion had been confided to Blackburn, who
+in turn confided it to Clovelly, who passed it on to me.
+
+He said: "A woman is like a horse. Make her beautiful, give her a high
+temper and a bit of bad luck in her youth, and she'll take her revenge
+out of life; even though she runs straight, and wins straight every time;
+till she breaks her heart one day over a lost race. After that she is
+good to live with for ever. A heart-break for that kind is their
+salvation: without it they go on breaking the hearts of others."
+
+As I read Belle's and Hungerford's letters my thoughts went back again
+--as they did so often indeed--to the voyage of the 'Fulvia', and then to
+Mrs. Falchion's presence in the Rocky Mountains. There was a strange
+destiny in it all, and I had no pleasant anticipations about the end;
+for, even if she could or did do Roscoe no harm, so far as his position
+was concerned, I saw that she had already begun to make trouble between
+him and Ruth.
+
+That day which saw poor Boldrick's death put her in a conflicting light
+to me. Now I thought I saw in her unusual gentleness, again an unusual
+irony, an almost flippant and cruel worldliness; and though at the time
+she was most touched by the accident, I think her feeling of horror at it
+made her appear to speak in a way which showed her unpleasantly to Mr.
+Devlin and his daughter. It may be, however, that Ruth Devlin saw
+further into her character than I guessed, and understood the strange
+contradictions of her nature. But I shall, I suppose, never know
+absolutely about that; nor does it matter much now.
+
+The day succeeding Phil's death was Sunday, and the little church at
+Viking was full. Many fishers had come over from Sunburst. It was
+evident that people expected Roscoe to make some reference to Phil's
+death in his sermon, or, at least, have a part of the service
+appropriate. By a singular chance the first morning lesson was David's
+lamentation for Saul and Jonathan. Roscoe had a fine voice. He read
+easily, naturally--like a cultivated layman, not like a clergyman; like a
+man who wished to convey the simple meaning of what he read, reverently,
+honestly. On the many occasions when I heard him read the service,
+I noticed that he never changed the opening sentence, though there were,
+of course, others from which to choose. He drew the people to their feet
+always with these words, spoken as it were directly to them:
+
+ "When the wicked man turneth away from the wickedness that he hath
+ committed, and doeth that which is lawful and right, he shall save
+ his soul alive."
+
+I noticed this morning that he instantly attracted the attention of every
+one, and held it, with the first words of the lesson:
+
+ "The beauty of Israel is slain upon thy high places: how are the
+ mighty fallen!"
+
+It seemed to me as if the people at first almost tried to stop breathing,
+so intense was the feeling. Mrs. Falchion was sitting very near me, and
+though she had worn her veil up at first, as I uncharitably put it then,
+to disconcert him, she drew it rather quickly down as his reading
+proceeded; but, so far as I could see, she never took her eyes off
+his face through the whole service; and, impelled in spite of myself,
+I watched her closely. Though Ruth Devlin was sitting not far from her,
+she scarcely looked that way.
+
+Evidently the text of the sermon was not chosen that it might have some
+association with Phil's death, but there was a kind of simple grandeur,
+and certainly cheerful stalwartness, in his interpretation and practical
+rendering of the text:
+
+ "Who is this that cometh from Edom, with dyed garments from Bozrah?
+ . . . travelling in the greatness of his strength? I that speak
+ in righteousness, mighty to save."
+
+A man was talking to men sensibly, directly, quietly. It was impossible
+to resist the wholesome eloquence of his temperament; he was a revelation
+of humanity: what he said had life.
+
+I said to myself, as I had before, Is it possible that this man ever did
+anything unmanly?
+
+After the service, James Devlin--with Ruth--came to Roscoe and myself,
+and asked us to lunch at his house. Roscoe hesitated, but I knew it was
+better for him not to walk up the hills and back again immediately after
+luncheon; so I accepted for us both; and Ruth gave me a grateful look.
+Roscoe seemed almost anxious not to be alone with Ruth--not from any
+cowardly feeling, but because he was perplexed by the old sense of coming
+catastrophe, which, indeed, poor fellow, he had some cause to feel. He
+and Mr. Devlin talked of Phil's funeral and the arrangements that had
+been made, and during the general conversation Ruth and I dropped behind.
+
+Quite abruptly she said to me: "Who is Mrs. Falchion?"
+
+"A widow--it is said--rich, unencumbered," I as abruptly answered.
+
+"But I suppose even widows may have pedigrees, and be conjugated in the
+past tense," was the cool reply. She drew herself up a little proudly.
+
+I was greatly astonished. Here was a girl living most of her life in
+these mountains, having only had a few years of social life in the East,
+practising with considerable skill those arts of conversation so much
+cultivated in metropolitan drawing-rooms. But I was a very dull fellow
+then, and had yet to learn that women may develop in a day to wonderful
+things.
+
+"Well," I said in reply, "I suppose not. But I fear I cannot answer
+regarding the pedigree, nor a great deal about the past, for I only met
+her under two years ago."
+
+"And yet I have imagined that you knew her pretty well, and that Mr.
+Roscoe knew her even better--perhaps," she said suggestively.
+
+"That is so," I tried to say with apparent frankness, "for she lived in
+the South Seas with her father, and Roscoe knew her there."
+
+"She is a strange woman, and quite heartless in some ways; and yet, do
+you know, I like her while I dislike her; and I cannot tell why."
+
+"Do not try to tell," I answered, "for she has the gift of making people
+do both.--I think she likes and dislikes herself--as well as others."
+
+"As well--as others," she replied slowly. "Yes, I think I have noticed
+that. You see," she added, "I do not look at people as most girls of my
+age: and perhaps I am no better for that. But Mrs. Falchion's
+introduction to me occurred in such peculiar circumstances, and the
+coincidence of your knowing her was so strange, that my interest is
+not unnatural, I suppose."
+
+"On the contrary," I said, "I am only surprised that you have restrained
+your curiosity so much and so long. It was all very strange; though the
+meeting was quite to be expected, as Mrs. Falchion herself explained that
+day. She had determined on coming over to the Pacific Coast; this place
+was in her way; it is a fashionable resort; and she stood a good chance
+of finding old friends."
+
+"Yes--of finding--old friends," was the abstracted reply. "I like Miss
+Caron, her companion, very much better than--most women I have met."
+
+This was not what she was going to say, but she checked herself, lest
+she might be suspected of thinking uncharitably of Mrs. Falchion. I,
+of course, agreed with her, and told her the story of Galt Roscoe and
+Hector Caron, and of Justine's earnestness regarding her fancied debt
+to Roscoe.
+
+I saw that the poison of anxiety had entered the girl's mind; and it
+might, perhaps, bear fruit of no engaging quality. In her own home,
+however, it was a picture to see her with her younger sisters and
+brothers, and invalid mother. She went about very brightly and sweetly
+among them, speaking to them as if she was mother to them all, angel of
+them all, domestic court for them all; as indeed she was. Here there
+seemed no disturbing element in her; a close observer might even have
+said (and in this case I fancy I was that) that she had no mind or heart
+for anything or anybody but these few of her blood and race. Hers was a
+fine nature--high, wholesome, unselfish. Yet it struck me sadly also,
+to see how the child-like in her, and her young spirit, had been so early
+set to the task of defence and protection: a mother at whose breasts
+a child had never hung; maternal, but without the relieving joys of
+maternity.
+
+I knew that she would carry through her life that too watchful, too
+anxious tenderness; that to her last day she would look back and not
+remember that she had a childhood once; because while yet a child she had
+been made into a woman.
+
+Such of the daughters of men make life beautiful; but themselves are
+selfish who do not see the almost intolerable pathos of unselfishness
+and sacrifice. At the moment I was bitter with the thought that, if Mrs.
+Falchion intended anything which could steal away this girl's happiness
+from her, even for a time, I should myself seek to retaliate--which was,
+as may appear, in my power. But I could not go to Mrs. Falchion now and
+say: "You intend some harm to these two: for God's sake go away and leave
+them alone!" I had no real ground for making such a request. Besides,
+if there was any catastrophe, any trouble, coming, or possible, that
+might hasten it, or, at least, give it point.
+
+I could only wait. I had laid another plan, and from a telegram I had
+received in answer to one I had sent, I believed it was working. I did
+not despair. I had, indeed, sent a cable to my agent in England, which
+was to be forwarded to the address given me by Boyd Madras at Aden.
+I had got a reply saying that Boyd Madras had sailed for Canada by the
+Allan Line of steamers. I had then telegraphed to a lawyer I knew in
+Montreal, and he had replied that he was on the track of the wanderer.
+
+All Viking and Sunburst turned out to Phil Boldrick's funeral.
+Everything was done that he had requested. The great whistle roared
+painfully, revolvers and guns were fired over his grave, and the new-
+formed corporation appeared. He was buried on the top of a foot-hill,
+which, to this day, is known as Boldricks' Own. The grave was covered by
+an immense flat stone bearing his name. But a flagstaff was erected
+near, no stouter one stands on Beachy Head or elsewhere,--and on it was
+engraved:
+
+ PHIL BOLDRICK,
+
+ Buried with Municipal Honours on
+ the Thirtieth day of June 1883.
+
+ This to his Memory, and for the honour of
+ Viking and Sunburst.
+
+"Padre," said a river-driver to Galt Roscoe after the rites were
+finished, "that was a man you could trust."
+
+"Padre," added another, "that was a man you could bank on, and draw your
+interest reg'lar. He never done a mean thing, and he never pal'd with a
+mean man. He wasn't for getting his teeth on edge like some in the valley.
+He didn't always side with the majority, and he had a gift of doin' things
+on the square."
+
+Others spoke in similar fashion, and then Viking went back to work, and
+we to our mountain cottage.
+
+Many days passed quietly. I saw that Galt Roscoe wished to speak
+to me on the subject perplexing him, but I did not help him. I knew
+that it would come in good time, and the farther off it was the better.
+I dreaded to hear what he had to tell, lest, in spite of my confidence in
+him, it should really be a thing which, if made public, must bring ruin.
+During the evenings of these days he wrote much in his diary--the very
+book that lies by me now. Writing seemed a relief to him, for he was
+more cheerful afterwards. I know that he had received letters from the
+summer hotel, but whether they were from Mrs. Falchion or Justine Caron I
+was not then aware, though I afterwards came to know that one of them was
+from Justine, asking him if she might call on him. He guessed that the
+request was connected with Hector Caron's death; and, of course, gave his
+consent. During this time he did not visit Ruth Devlin, nor did he
+mention her name. As for myself, I was sick of the whole business,
+and wished it well over, whatever the result.
+
+I make here a few extracts from Roscoe's diary, to show the state of his
+mind at this period:
+
+ Can a man never get away from the consequences of his wickedness,
+ even though he repents? . . . Restitution is necessary as well
+ as repentance; but when one cannot make restitution, when it is
+ impossible--what then? I suppose one has to reply, Well, you have
+ to suffer, that is all. . . . Poor Alo! To think that after all
+ these years, you can strike me!
+
+ There is something malicious in the way Mercy Falchion crosses my
+ path. What she knows, she knows; and what she can do if she
+ chooses, I must endure. I cannot love Mercy Falchion again, and
+ that, I suppose, is the last thing she would wish now. I cannot
+ bring Alo back. But how does that concern her! Why does she hate
+ me so? For, underneath her kindest words,--and they are kind
+ sometimes,--I can detect the note of enmity, of calculating scorn.
+ . . . I wish I could go to Ruth and tell her all, and ask her to
+ decide if she can take a man with such a past. . . . What a
+ thing it is to have had a clean record of unflinching manliness at
+ one's back!
+
+I add another extract:
+
+ Phil's story of Danger Mountain struck like ice at my heart. There
+ was a horrible irony in the thing: that it should be told to me, of
+ all the world, and at such a time. Some would say, I suppose, that
+ it was the arrangement of Providence. Not to speak it profanely, it
+ seems to be the achievement of the devil. The torture was too
+ malicious for God. . . .
+
+ Phil's letter has gone to his pal at Danger Mountain. . . .
+
+The fourth day after the funeral Justine Caron came to see Galt Roscoe.
+This was the substance of their conversation, as I came to know long
+afterwards.
+
+"Monsieur," she said, "I have come to pay something of a debt which I owe
+to you. It is a long time since you gave my poor Hector burial, but I
+have never forgotten, and I have brought you at last--you must not shake
+your head so--the money you spent. . . . But you MUST take it. I
+should be miserable if you did not. The money is all that I can repay;
+the kindness is for memory and gratitude always."
+
+He looked at her wonderingly, earnestly, she seemed so unworldly,
+standing there, her life's ambition not stirring beyond duty to her dead.
+If goodness makes beauty, she was beautiful; and yet, besides all that,
+she had a warm, absorbing eye, a soft, rounded cheek, and she carried in
+her face the light of a cheerful, engaging spirit.
+
+"Will it make you happier if I take the money?" he said at last, and his
+voice showed how she had moved him.
+
+"So much happier!" she answered, and she put a roll of notes into his
+hand.
+
+"Then I will take it," he replied, with a manner not too serious, and he
+looked at the notes carefully; "but only what I actually spent, remember;
+what I told you when you wrote me at Hector's death; not this ample
+interest. You forget, Miss Caron, that your brother was my friend."
+
+"No I cannot forget that. It lives with me," she rejoined softly. But
+she took back the surplus notes. "And I have my gratitude left still,"
+she added, smiling.
+
+"Believe me, there is no occasion for gratitude. Why, what less could
+one do?"
+
+"One could pass by on the other side."
+
+"He was not fallen among thieves," was his reply; "he was among
+Englishmen, the old allies of the French."
+
+"But the Priests and the Levites, people of his own country--Frenchmen--
+passed him by. They were infamous in falsehood, cruel to him and to me.
+--You are an Englishman; you have heart and kindness."
+
+He hesitated, then he gravely said: "Do not trust Englishmen more than
+you trust your own countrymen. We are selfish even in our friendships
+often. We stick to one person, and to benefit that one we sacrifice
+others. Have you found all Englishmen--and WOMEN unselfish?" He looked
+at her steadily; but immediately repented that he had asked the question,
+for he had in his mind one whom they both knew, too well, perhaps; and he
+added quickly: "You see, I am not kind."
+
+They were standing now in the sunlight just outside the house. His hands
+were thrust down in the pockets of his linen coat; her hands opening and
+shutting her parasol slightly. They might, from their appearance, have
+been talking of very inconsequent things.
+
+Her eyes lifted sorrowfully to his. "Ah, monsieur," she rejoined, "there
+are two times when one must fear a woman." She answered his question
+more directly than he could have conjectured. But she felt that she must
+warn him.
+
+"I do not understand," he said.
+
+"Of course you do not. Only women themselves understand that the two
+times when one must fear a woman are when she hates, and when she loves--
+after a kind. When she gets wicked or mad enough to hate, either through
+jealousy or because she cannot love where she would, she is merciless.
+She does not know the honour of the game. She has no pity. Then,
+sometimes when she loves in a way, she is, as you say, most selfish.
+I mean a love which--is not possible. Then she does some mad act--all
+women are a little mad sometimes. Most of us wish to be good, but we are
+quicksilver. . . ."
+
+Roscoe's mind had been working fast. He saw she meant to warn him
+against Mrs. Falchion. His face flushed slightly. He knew that Justine
+had thought well of him, and now he knew also that she suspected
+something not creditable or, at least, hazardous in his life.
+
+"And the man--the man whom the woman hates?"
+
+"When the woman hates--and loves too, the man is in danger."
+
+"Do you know of such a man?" he almost shrinkingly said.
+
+"If I did I would say to him, The world is wide. There is no glory in
+fighting a woman who will not be fair in battle. She will say what may
+appear to be true, but what she knows in her own heart to be false--false
+and bad."
+
+Roscoe now saw that Justine had more than an inkling of his story.
+
+He said calmly: "You would advise that man to flee from danger?"
+
+"Yes, to flee," she replied hurriedly, with a strange anxiety in her
+eyes; "for sometimes a woman is not satisfied with words that kill. She
+becomes less than human, and is like Jael."
+
+Justine knew that Mrs. Falchion held a sword over Roscoe's career;
+she guessed that Mrs. Falchion both cared for him and hated him too;
+but she did not know the true reason of the hatred--that only came out
+afterwards. Woman-like, she exaggerated in order that she might move
+him; but her motive was good, and what she said was not out of keeping
+with the facts of life.
+
+"The man's life even might be in danger?" he asked.
+
+"It might."
+
+"But surely that is not so dreadful," he still said calmly.
+
+"Death is not the worst of evils."
+
+"No, not the worst; one has to think of the evil word as well. The evil
+word can be outlived; but the man must think of those who really love
+him--who would die to save him--and whose hearts would break if he
+were killed. Love can outlive slander, but it is bitter when it has to
+outlive both slander and death. It is easy to love with joy so long as
+both live, though there are worlds between. Thoughts fly and meet; but
+Death makes the great division. . . . Love can only live in the
+pleasant world."
+
+Very abstractedly he said: "Is it a pleasant world to you?"
+
+She did not reply directly to that, but answered: "Monsieur, if you know
+of such a man as I speak of, warn him to fly." And she raised her eyes
+from the ground and looked earnestly at him. Now her face was slightly
+flushed, she looked almost beautiful.
+
+"I know of such a man," he replied, "but he will not go. He has to
+answer to his own soul and his conscience. He is not without fear, but
+it is only fear for those who care for him, be they ever so few. And he
+hopes that they will be brave enough to face his misery, if it must come.
+For we know that courage has its hour of comfort. . . . When such a
+man as you speak of has his dark hour he will stand firm."
+
+Then with a great impulse he added: "This man whom I know did wrong, but
+he was falsely accused of doing a still greater. The consequence of the
+first thing followed him. He could never make restitution. Years went
+by. Some one knew that dark spot in his life--his Nemesis."
+
+"The worst Nemesis in this life, monsieur, is always a woman," she
+interrupted.
+
+"Perhaps she is the surest," he continued. "The woman faced him in the
+hour of his peace and--" he paused. His voice was husky.
+
+"Yes, 'and,' monsieur?"
+
+"And he knows that she would ruin him, and kill his heart and destroy his
+life."
+
+"The waters of Marah are bitter," she murmured, and she turned her face
+away from him to the woods. There was no trouble there. The birds were
+singing, black squirrels were jumping from bough to bough, and they could
+hear the tapping of the woodpecker. She slowly drew on her gloves, as if
+for occupation.
+
+He spoke at length as though thinking aloud: "But he knows that, whatever
+comes, life has had for him more compensations than he deserves. For, in
+his trouble, a woman came, and said kind words, and would have helped him
+if she could."
+
+"There were TWO women," she said solemnly.
+
+"Two women?" he repeated slowly.
+
+"The one stayed in her home and prayed, and the other came."
+
+"I do not understand," he said: and he spoke truly.
+
+"Love is always praying for its own, therefore one woman prayed at home.
+The other woman who came was full of gratitude, for the man was noble,
+she owed him a great debt, and she believed in him always. She knew that
+if at any time in his life he had done wrong, the sin was without malice
+or evil."
+
+"The woman is gentle and pitiful with him, God knows."
+
+She spoke quietly now, and her gravity looked strange in one so young.
+
+"God knows she is just, and would see him fairly treated. She is so far
+beneath him! and yet one can serve a friend though one is humble and
+poor."
+
+"How strange," he rejoined, "that the man should think himself miserable
+who is befriended in such a way! Mademoiselle, he will carry to his
+grave the kindness of this woman."
+
+"Monsieur," she added humbly, yet with a brave light in her eyes, "it is
+good to care whether the wind blows bitter or kind. Every true woman is
+a mother, though she have no child. She longs to protect the suffering,
+because to protect is in her so far as God is. . . . Well, this woman
+cares that way. . . ." She held out her hand to say good-bye. Her
+look was simple, direct, and kind. Their parting words were few and
+unremarkable.
+
+Roscoe watched Justine Caron as she passed out into the shade of the
+woods, and he said to himself: "Gratitude like that is a wonderful
+thing." He should have said something else, but he did not know,
+and she did not wish him to know: and he never knew.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVI
+
+A DUEL IN ARCADY
+
+The more I thought of Mrs. Falchion's attitude towards Roscoe, the more
+I was puzzled. But I had at last reduced the position to this: Years
+ago Roscoe had cared for her and she had not cared for him. Angered
+or indignant at her treatment of him, Roscoe's affections declined
+unworthily elsewhere. Then came a catastrophe of some kind, in which
+Alo (whoever she was) suffered. The secret of this catastrophe Mrs.
+Falchion, as I believe, held. There was a parting, a lapse of years,
+and then the meeting on the 'Fulvia': with it, partial restoration of Mrs.
+Falchion's influence, then its decline, and then a complete change of
+position. It was now Mrs. Falchion that cared, and Roscoe that shunned.
+It perplexed me that there seemed to be behind Mrs. Falchion's present
+regard for Roscoe some weird expression of vengeance, as though somehow
+she had been wronged, and it was her duty to punish. In no other way was
+the position definable. That Roscoe would never marry her was certain to
+my mind. That he could not marry her now was also certain--to me; I had
+the means to prevent it. That she wished to marry him I was not sure,
+though she undoubtedly cared for him. Remained, therefore,
+the supposition that if he cared for her she would do him no harm,
+as to his position. But if he married Ruth, disaster would come--
+Roscoe himself acknowledged that she held the key of his fortunes.
+
+Upon an impulse, and as a last resort, I had taken action whereby in
+some critical moment I might be able to wield a power over Mrs. Falchion.
+I was playing a blind game, but it was the only card I held. I had heard
+from the lawyer in Montreal that Madras, under another name, had gone to
+the prairie country to enter the mounted police. I had then telegraphed
+to Winnipeg, but had got no answer.
+
+I had seen her many times, but we had never, except very remotely,
+touched upon the matter which was uppermost in both our minds. It was
+not my wish to force the situation. I knew that my opportunity would
+come wherein to spy upon the mind of the enemy. It came. On the evening
+that Justine Caron called upon Roscoe, I accidentally met Mrs. Falchion
+in the grounds of the hotel. She was with several people, and as I spoke
+to her she made a little gesture of invitation. I went over, was
+introduced to her companions, and then she said:
+
+"Dr. Marmion, I have not yet made that visit to the salmon-fishers at
+Sunburst. Unfortunately, on the days when I called on Miss Devlin, my
+time was limited. But now I have a thirst for adventure, and time hangs
+heavy. Will you perform your old office of escort, and join a party,
+which we can make up here, to go there to-morrow?"
+
+I had little love for Mrs. Falchion, but I consented, because it seemed
+to me the chance had come for an effective talk with her; and I suggested
+that we should go late in the afternoon of the next day, and remain till
+night and see the Indians, the half-breeds, and white fishermen working
+by torch-light on the river. The proposition was accepted with delight.
+
+Then the conversation turned upon the feud that existed between Viking
+and Sunburst, the river-drivers and the fishers. During the last few
+days, owing to the fact that there were a great many idle river-men
+about, the river-driving for the season being done, there had been more
+than one quarrel of a serious nature at Sunburst. It had needed a great
+deal of watchfulness on the part of Mr. Devlin and his supporters to
+prevent fighting. In Sunburst itself, Mr. Devlin had much personal
+influence. He was a man of exceedingly strong character, bold, powerful,
+persuasive. But this year there had been a large number of rough,
+adventurous characters among the river-men, and they seemed to take
+delight in making sport of, and even interfering with, the salmon-
+fishers. We talked of these things for some time, and then I took my
+leave. As I went, Mrs. Falchion stepped after me, tapped me on the arm,
+and said in a slow, indolent tone:
+
+"Whenever you and I meet, Dr. Marmion, something happens--something
+strange. What particular catastrophe have you arranged for to-morrow?
+For you are, you know, the chorus to the drama."
+
+"Do not spoil the play by anticipation," I said.
+
+"One gets very weary of tragedy," she retorted. "Comedy would be a
+relief. Could you not manage it?"
+
+"I do not know about to-morrow," I said, "as to a comedy. But I promise
+you that one of these days I will present to you the very finest comedy
+imaginable."
+
+"You speak oracularly," she said; "still you are a professor, and
+professors always pose. But now, to be perfectly frank with you, I do
+not believe that any comedy you could arrange would be as effective as
+your own."
+
+"You have read 'Much Ado about Nothing'," I said.
+
+"Oh, it is as good as that, is it?" she asked.
+
+"Well, it has just as good a final situation," I answered. She seemed
+puzzled, for she saw I spoke with some undercurrent of meaning. "Mrs.
+Falchion," I said to her suddenly and earnestly, "I wish you to think
+between now and to-morrow of what I am just going to say to you."
+
+"It sounds like the task set an undergraduate, but go on," she said.
+
+"I wish you to think," said I, "of the fact that I helped to save your
+life."
+
+She flushed; an indignant look shot into her face, and her voice
+vibrating, she said:
+
+"What man would have done less?" Then, almost immediately after, as
+though repenting of what she had said, she continued in a lower tone
+and with a kind of impulsiveness uncommon to her: "But you had courage,
+and I appreciate that; still, do not ask too much. Good-night."
+
+We parted at that, and did not meet again until the next afternoon, when
+I joined her and her party at the summer hotel. Together we journeyed
+down to Sunburst.
+
+It was the height of the salmon-fishing season. Sunburst lay cloyed
+among the products of field and forest and stream. At Viking one got the
+impression of a strong pioneer life, vibrant, eager, and with a touch of
+Arcady. But viewed from a distance Sunburst seemed Arcady itself. It
+was built in green pastures, which stretched back on one side of the
+river, smooth, luscious, undulating to the foot-hills. This was on one
+side of the Whi-Whi River. On the other side was a narrow margin, and
+then a sheer wall of hills in exquisite verdure. The houses were of
+wood, and chiefly painted white, sweet and cool in the vast greenness.
+Cattle wandered shoulders deep in the rich grass, and fruit of all kinds
+was to be had for the picking. The population was strangely mixed.
+Men had drifted here from all parts of the world, sometimes with their
+families, sometimes without them. Many of them had settled here after
+mining at the Caribou field and other places on the Frazer River.
+Mexican, Portuguese, Canadian, Californian, Australian, Chinaman, and
+coolie lived here, side by side, at ease in the quiet land, following a
+primitive occupation with primitive methods.
+
+One could pick out the Indian section of the village, because not far
+from it was the Indian graveyard, with its scaffolding of poles and brush
+and its offerings for the dead. There were almost interminable rows of
+scaffolding on the river's edge and upon the high bank where hung the
+salmon drying in the sun. The river, as it ambled along, here over
+shallows, there over rapids and tiny waterfalls, was the pathway for
+millions and millions of salmon upon a pilgrimage to the West and North--
+to the happy hunting grounds of spawn. They came in droves so thick at
+times that, crowding up the little creeks which ran into the river, they
+filled them so completely as to dam up the water and make the courses a
+solid mass of living and dead fish. In the river itself they climbed the
+rapids and leaped the little waterfalls with incredible certainty; except
+where man had prepared his traps for them. Sometimes these traps were
+weirs or by-washes, made of long lateral tanks of wicker-work. Down
+among the boulders near the shore, scaffoldings were raised, and from
+these the fishermen with nets and wicker-work baskets caught the fish as
+they came up.
+
+We wandered about during the afternoon immensely interested in all
+that we saw. During that time the party was much together, and my
+conversation with Mrs. Falchion was general. We had supper at a quiet
+little tavern, idled away an hour in drinking in the pleasant scene; and
+when dusk came went out again to the banks of the river.
+
+From the time we left the tavern to wander by the river I managed to be a
+good deal alone with Mrs. Falchion. I do not know whether she saw that I
+was anxious to speak with her privately, but I fancy she did. Whatever
+we had to say must, in the circumstances, however serious, be kept
+superficially unimportant. And, as it happened, our serious conference
+was carried on with an air of easy gossip, combined with a not artificial
+interest in all we saw. And there was much to see. Far up and down the
+river the fragrant dusk was spotted with the smoky red light of torches,
+and the atmosphere shook with shadows, through which ran the song of the
+river, more amiable than the song of the saw, and the low, weird cry of
+the Indians and white men as they toiled for salmon in the glare of the
+torches. Here upon a scaffolding a half-dozen swung their nets and
+baskets in the swift river, hauling up with their very long poles thirty
+or forty splendid fish in an hour; there at a small cascade, in great
+baskets sunk into the water, a couple of Indians caught and killed the
+salmon that, in trying to leap the fall, plumped into the wicker cage;
+beyond, others, more idle and less enterprising, speared the finny
+travellers, thus five hundred miles from home--the brave Pacific.
+
+Upon the banks the cleaning and curing went on, the women and children
+assisting, and as the Indians and half-breeds worked they sang either the
+wild Indian melodies, snatches of brave old songs of the 'voyageurs' of a
+past century, or hymns taught by the Jesuit missionaries in the persons
+of such noble men as Pere Lacombe and Pere Durieu, who have wandered up
+and down the vast plains of both sides of the Rockies telling an old
+story in a picturesque, heroic way. These old hymns were written in
+Chinook, that strange language,--French, English, Spanish, Indian,
+arranged by the Hudson's Bay Company, which is, like the wampum-belt,
+a common tongue for tribes and peoples not speaking any language but
+their own. They were set to old airs--lullabies, chansons, barcarolles,
+serenades, taken out of the folk-lore of many lands. Time and again had
+these simple arcadian airs been sung as a prelude to some tribal act that
+would not bear the search-light of civilisation--little by the Indians
+east of the Rockies, for they have hard hearts and fierce tongues, but
+much by the Shuswaps, Siwashes, and other tribes of the Pacific slope,
+whose natures are for peace more than for war; who, one antique day,
+drifted across from Japan or the Corea, and never, even in their wild,
+nomadic state, forgot their skill and craft in wood and gold and silver.
+
+We sat on the shore and watched the scene for a time, saying nothing.
+Now and again, as from scaffolding to scaffolding, from boat to boat, and
+from house to house, the Chinook song rang and was caught up in a slow
+monotone, so not interfering with the toil, there came the sound of an
+Indian drum beaten indolently, or the rattle of dry hard sticks--a
+fantastic accompaniment.
+
+"Does it remind you of the South Seas?" I asked Mrs. Falchion, as, with
+her chin on her hand, she watched the scene.
+
+She drew herself up, almost with an effort, as though she had been lost
+in thought, and looked at me curiously for a moment. She seemed trying
+to call back her mind to consider my question. Presently she answered
+me: "Very little. There is something finer, stronger here. The
+atmosphere has more nerve, the life more life. This is not a land for
+the idle or vicious, pleasant as it is."
+
+"What a thinker you are, Mrs. Falchion!"
+
+She seemed to recollect herself suddenly. Her voice took on an
+inflection of satire. "You say it with the air of a discoverer. With
+Columbus and Hervey and you, the world--" She stopped, laughing softly
+at the thrust, and moved the dust about with her foot.
+
+"In spite of the sarcasm, I am going to add that I feel a personal
+satisfaction in your being a woman who does think, and acts more on
+thought than impulse."
+
+"'Personal satisfaction' sounds very royal and august. It is long,
+I imagine, since you took a--personal satisfaction--in me."
+
+I was not to be daunted. "People who think a good deal and live a fresh,
+outdoor life--you do that--naturally act most fairly and wisely in time
+of difficulty--and contretemps."
+
+"But I had the impression that you thought I acted unfairly and unwisely
+--at such times."
+
+We had come exactly where I wanted. In our minds we were both looking at
+those miserable scenes on the 'Fulvia', when Madras sought to adjust the
+accounts of life and sorely muddled them.
+
+"But," said I, "you are not the same woman that you were."
+
+"Indeed, Sir Oracle," she answered: "and by what necromancy do you know?"
+
+"By none. I think you are sorry now--I hope you are--for what--"
+
+She interrupted me indignantly. "You go too far. You are almost--
+unbearable. You said once that the matter should be buried, and yet here
+you work for an opportunity, Heaven knows why, to place me at a
+disadvantage!"
+
+"Pardon me," I answered; "I said that I would never bring up those
+wretched scenes unless there was cause. There is cause."
+
+She got to her feet. "What cause--what possible cause can there be?"
+
+I met her eye firmly. "I am bound to stand by my friend," I said.
+"I can and I will stand by him."
+
+"If it is a game of drawn swords, beware!" she retorted. "You speak to
+me as if I were a common adventuress. You mistake me, and forget that
+you--of all men--have little margin of high morality on which to
+speculate."
+
+"No, I do not forget that," I said, "nor do I think of you as an
+adventuress. But I am sure you hold a power over my friend, and--"
+
+She stopped me. "Not one word more on the subject. You are not to
+suppose this or that. Be wise do not irritate and annoy a woman like me.
+It were better to please me than to preach to me."
+
+"Mrs. Falchion," I said firmly, "I wish to please you--so well that some
+day you will feel that I have been a good friend to you as well as to
+him--"
+
+Again she interrupted me. "You talk in foolish riddles. No good can
+come of this."
+
+"I cannot believe that," I urged; "for when once your heart is moved by
+the love of a man, you will be just, and then the memory of another man
+who loved you and sinned for you--"
+
+"Oh, you coward!" she broke out scornfully--"you coward to persist in
+this!"
+
+I made a little motion of apology with my hand, and was silent. I was
+satisfied. I felt that I had touched her as no words of mine had ever
+touched her before. If she became emotional, was vulnerable in her
+feelings, I knew that Roscoe's peace might be assured. That she loved
+Roscoe now I was quite certain. Through the mists I could see a way,
+even if I failed to find Madras and arrange another surprising situation.
+She was breathing hard with excitement.
+
+Presently she said with incredible quietness, "Do not force me to do hard
+things. I have a secret."
+
+"I have a secret too," I answered. "Let us compromise."
+
+"I do not fear your secret," she answered. She thought I was referring
+to her husband's death. "Well," I replied, "I honestly hope you never
+will. That would be a good day for you."
+
+"Let us go," she said; then, presently: "No, let us sit here and forget
+that we have been talking."
+
+I was satisfied. We sat down. She watched the scene silently, and
+I watched her. I felt that it would be my lot to see stranger things
+happen to her than I had seen before; but all in a different fashion.
+I had more hope for my friend, for Ruth Devlin, for--!
+
+I then became silent even to myself. The weltering river, the fishers
+and their labour and their songs, the tall dark hills, the deep gloomy
+pastures, the flaring lights, were then in a dream before me; but I was
+thinking, planning.
+
+As we sat there, we heard noises, not very harmonious, interrupting the
+song of the salmon-fishers. We got up to see. A score of river-drivers
+were marching down through the village, mocking the fishers and making
+wild mirth. The Indians took little notice, but the half-breeds and
+white fishers were restless.
+
+"There will be trouble here one day," said Mrs. Falchion.
+
+"A free fight which will clear the air," I said.
+
+"I should like to see it--it would be picturesque, at least," she added
+cheerfully; "for I suppose no lives would be lost."
+
+"One cannot tell," I answered; "lives do not count so much in new lands."
+
+"Killing is hateful, but I like to see courage."
+
+And she did see it.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVII
+
+RIDING THE REEFS
+
+The next afternoon Roscoe was sitting on the coping deep in thought, when
+Ruth rode up with her father, dismounted, and came upon him so quietly
+that he did not hear her. I was standing in the trees a little distance
+away.
+
+She spoke to him once, but he did not seem to hear. She touched his arm.
+He got to his feet.
+
+"You were so engaged that you did not hear me," she said.
+
+"The noise of the rapids!" he answered, after a strange pause, "and your
+footstep is very light."
+
+She leaned her chin on her hand, rested against the rail of the coping,
+looked meditatively into the torrent below, and replied: "Is it so
+light?" Then after a pause: "You have not asked me how I came,
+who came with me, or why I am here."
+
+"It was first necessary for me to conceive the delightful fact that you
+are here," he said in a dazed, and, therefore, not convincing tone.
+
+She looked him full in the eyes. "Please do not pay me the ill
+compliment of a compliment," she said. "Was it the sailor who spoke then
+or the--or yourself? It is not like you."
+
+"I did not mean it as a compliment," he replied. "I was thinking about
+critical and important things."
+
+"'Critical and important' sounds large," she returned.
+
+"And the awakening was sudden," he continued. "You must make allowance,
+please, for--"
+
+"For the brusque appearance of a very unimaginative, substantial, and
+undreamlike person? I do. And now, since you will not put me quite at
+my ease by assuming, in words, that I have been properly 'chaperoned'
+here, I must inform you that my father waits hard by--is, as my riotous
+young brother says, 'without on the mat.'"
+
+"I am very glad," he replied with more politeness than exactness.
+
+"That I was duly escorted, or that my father is 'without on the mat'?
+. . . However, you do not appear glad one way or the other. And now
+I must explain our business. It is to ask your company at dinner (do
+consider yourself honoured--actually a formal dinner party in the
+Rockies!) to meet the lieutenant-governor, who is coming to see our
+famous Viking and Sunburst. . . . But you are expected to go out
+where my father feeds his--there, see--his horse on your 'trim parterre.'
+And now that I have done my duty as page and messenger without a word of
+assistance, Mr. Roscoe, will you go and encourage my father to hope that
+you will be vis-a-vis to his excellency?" She lightly beat the air with
+her whip, while I took a good look at the charming scene.
+
+Roscoe looked seriously at the girl for an instant. He understood too
+well the source of such gay social banter. He knew it covered a hurt.
+He said to her: "Is this Ruth Devlin or another?"
+
+And she replied very gravely: "It is Ruth Devlin and another too," and
+she looked down to the chasm beneath with a peculiar smile; and her eyes
+were troubled.
+
+He left her and went and spoke to her father whom I had joined, but,
+after a moment, returned to Ruth. Ruth turned slightly to meet him as he
+came. "And is the prestige of the house of Devlin to be supported?" she
+said; "and the governor to be entertained with tales of flood and field?"
+
+His face had now settled into a peculiar calmness. He said with a touch
+of mock irony: "The sailor shall play his part--the obedient retainer of
+the house of Devlin."
+
+"Oh," she said, "you are malicious now! You turn your long accomplished
+satire on a woman." And she nodded to the hills opposite, as if to tell
+them that it was as they had said to her: those grand old hills with
+which she had lived since childhood, to whom she had told all that had
+ever happened to her.
+
+"No, indeed no," he replied, "though I am properly rebuked. I fear I am
+malicious--just a little, but it is all inner-self-malice: 'Rome turned
+upon itself.'"
+
+"But one cannot always tell when irony is intended for the speaker of it.
+Yours did not seem applied to yourself," was her slow answer, and she
+seemed more interested in Mount Trinity than in him.
+
+"No?" Then he said with a playful sadness: "A moment ago you were not
+completely innocent of irony, were you?"
+
+"But a man is big and broad, and should not--he should be magnanimous,
+leaving it to woman, whose life is spent among little things, to be
+guilty of littlenesses. But see how daring I am--speaking like this to
+you who know so much more than I do. . . . Surely, you are still only
+humorous, when you speak of irony turned upon yourself--the irony so icy
+to your friends?"
+
+She had developed greatly. Her mind had been sharpened by pain. The
+edge of her wit had become poignant, her speech rendered logical and
+allusive. Roscoe was wise enough to understand that the change in her
+had been achieved by the change in himself; that since Mrs. Falchion
+came, Ruth had awakened sharply to a distress not exactly definable.
+She felt that though he had never spoken of love to her, she had a right
+to share his troubles. The infrequency of his visits to her of late, and
+something in his manner, made her uneasy and a little bitter. For there
+was an understanding between them, though it had been unspoken and
+unwritten. They had vowed without priest or witness. The heart speaks
+eloquently in symbols first, and afterwards in stumbling words.
+
+It seemed to Roscoe at this moment, as it had seemed for some time, that
+the words would never be spoken. And was this all that had troubled her
+--the belief that Mrs. Falchion had some claim upon his life? Or had she
+knowledge, got in some strange way, of that wretched shadow in his past?
+
+This possibility filled him with bitterness. The old Adam in him awoke,
+and he said within himself "God in heaven, must one folly, one sin, kill
+me and her too? Why me more than another! . . . And I love her, I
+love her!"
+
+His eyes flamed until their blue looked all black, and his brows grew
+straight over them sharply, making his face almost stern. . . . There
+came swift visions of renouncing his present life; of going with her--
+anywhere: to tell her all, beg her forgiveness, and begin life over
+again, admitting that this attempt at expiation was a mistake; to have
+his conscience clear of secret, and trust her kindness. For now he was
+sure that Mrs. Falchion meant to make his position as a clergyman
+impossible; to revenge herself on him for no wrong that, as far as he
+knew, he ever did directly to her. But to tell this girl, or even
+her father or mother, that he had been married, after a shameful,
+unsanctified fashion, to a savage, with what came after, and the awful
+thing that happened--he who ministered at the altar! Now that he looked
+the thing in the face it shocked him. No, he could not do it.
+
+She said to him, while he looked at her as though he would read her
+through and through, though his mind was occupied with a dreadful
+possibility beyond her:
+
+"Why do you look so? You are stern. You are critical. Have I--
+disimproved so?"
+
+The words were full of a sudden and natural womanly fear, that something
+in herself had fallen in value. They had a pathos so much the more
+moving because she sought to hide it.
+
+There swam before his eyes the picture of happiness from which she
+herself had roused him when she came. He involuntarily, passionately,
+caught her hand and pressed it to his lips twice; but spoke nothing.
+
+"Oh! oh!--please!" she said. Her voice was low and broken, and she
+spoke appealingly. Could he not see that he was breaking her heart,
+while filling it also with unbearable joy? Why did he not speak and make
+this possible, and not leave it a thing to flush her cheeks, and cause
+her to feel he had acted on a knowledge he had no right to possess till
+he had declared himself in speech? Could he not have spared her that?--
+This Christian gentleman, whose worth had compassed these mountains and
+won the dwellers among them--it was bitter. Her pride and injured heart
+rose up and choked her.
+
+He let go her hand. Now his face was partly turned from her, and she saw
+how thin and pale it was. She saw, too, what I had seen during the past
+week, that his hair had become almost white about the temples; and the
+moveless sadness of his position struck her with unnatural force, so
+that, in spite of herself, tears came suddenly to her eyes, and a slight
+moan broke from her. She would have run away; but it was too late.
+
+He saw the tears, the look of pity, indignation, pride, and love in her
+face.
+
+"My love!" he cried passionately. He opened his arms to her.
+
+But she stood still. He came very close to her, spoke quickly, and
+almost despairingly: "Ruth, I love you, and I have wronged you; but here
+is your place, if you will come."
+
+At first she seemed stunned, and her face was turned to her mountains,
+as though the echo of his words were coming back to her from them, but
+the thing crept into her heart and flooded it. She seemed to wake, and
+then all her affection carried her into his arms, and she dried her eyes
+upon his breast.
+
+After a time he whispered, "My dear, I have wronged you. I should not
+have made you care for me."
+
+She did not seem to notice that he spoke of wrong. She said: "I was
+yours, Galt, even from the beginning, I think, though I did not quite
+know it. I remember what you read in church the first Sunday you came,
+and it has always helped me; for I wanted to be good."
+
+She paused and raised her eyes to his, and then with sweet solemnity she
+said: "The words were:
+
+ "'The Lord God is my strength, and He will make my feet like hinds'
+ feet, and He will make me to walk upon mine high places.'"
+
+"Ruth," he answered, "you have always walked on the high places. You
+have never failed. And you are as safe as the nest of the eagle, a noble
+work of God."
+
+"No, I am not noble; but I should like to be so. Most women like
+goodness. It is instinct with us, I suppose. We had rather be good than
+evil, and when we love we can do good things; but we quiver like the
+compass-needle between two poles. Oh, believe me! we are weak; but we
+are loving."
+
+"Your worst, Ruth, is as much higher than my best as the heaven is--"
+
+"Galt, you hurt my fingers!" she interrupted.
+
+He had not noticed the almost fierce strength of his clasp. But his life
+was desperately hungry for her. "Forgive me, dearest.--As I said, better
+than my best; for, Ruth, my life was--wicked, long ago. You cannot
+understand how wicked!"
+
+"You are a clergyman and a good man," she said, with pathetic negation.
+
+"You give me a heart unsoiled, unspotted of the world. I have been in
+some ways worse than the worst men in the valley there below."
+
+"Galt, Galt, you shock me!" she said.
+
+"Why did I speak? Why did I kiss your hand as I did? Because at the
+moment it was the only honest thing to do; because it was due you that I
+should say: 'Ruth, I love you, love you so much'"--here she nestled close
+to him--"'so well, that everything else in life is as nothing beside it
+--nothing! so well that I could not let you share my wretchedness.'"
+
+She ran her hand along his breast and looked up at him with swimming
+eyes.
+
+"And you think that this is fair to me? that a woman gives the heart for
+pleasant weather only? I do not know what your sorrow may be, but it is
+my right to share it. I am only a woman; but a woman can be strong for
+those she loves. Remember that I have always had to care for others--
+always; and I can bear much. I will not ask what your trouble is, I only
+ask you"--here she spoke slowly and earnestly, and rested her hand on his
+shoulder--"to say to me that you love no other woman; and that--that no
+other woman has a claim upon you. Then I shall be content to pity you,
+to help you, to love you. God gives women many pains, but none so great
+as the love that will not trust utterly; for trust is our bread of life.
+Yes, indeed, indeed!"
+
+"I dare not say," he said, "that it is your misfortune to love me, for in
+this you show how noble a woman can be. But I will say that the cup is
+bitter-sweet for you. . . . I cannot tell you now what my trouble is;
+but I can say that no other living woman has a claim upon me. . . .
+My reckoning is with the dead."
+
+"That is with God," she whispered, "and He is just and merciful too. . . .
+Can it not be repaired here?" She smoothed back his hair, then let her
+fingers stray lightly on his cheek.
+
+It hurt him like death to reply. "No, but there can be punishment here."
+
+She shuddered slightly. "Punishment, punishment," she repeated
+fearfully--"what punishment?"
+
+"I do not quite know." Lines of pain grew deeper in his face. . . .
+"Ruth, how much can a woman forgive?"
+
+"A mother, everything." But she would say no more. He looked at her
+long and earnestly, and said at last: "Will you believe in me no matter
+what happens?"
+
+"Always, always." Her smile was most winning.
+
+"If things should appear dark against me?"
+
+"Yes, if you give me your word."
+
+"If I said to you that I did a wrong; that I broke the law of God, though
+not the laws of man?"
+
+There was a pause in which she drew back, trembling slightly, and looked
+at him timidly and then steadily, but immediately put her hands bravely
+in his, and said: "Yes."
+
+"I did not break the laws of man."
+
+"It was when you were in the navy?" she inquired, in an awe-stricken
+tone.
+
+"Yes, years ago."
+
+"I know. I feel it. You must not tell me. It was a woman, and this
+other woman, this Mrs. Falchion knows, and she would try to ruin you,
+or"--here she seemed to be moved suddenly by a new thought--"or have you
+love her. But she shall not, she shall not--neither! For I will love
+you, and God will listen to me, and answer me."
+
+"Would to Heaven I were worthy of you! I dare not think of where you
+might be called to follow me, Ruth."
+
+"'Whither thou goest, I will go; and where thou lodgest, I will lodge:
+thy people shall be my people, and thy God my God,'" she rejoined in a
+low voice.
+
+"'Thy God my God!'" he repeated after her slowly. He suddenly wondered
+if his God was her God; whether now, in his trouble, he had that comfort
+which his creed and profession should give him. For the first time he
+felt acutely that his choice of this new life might have been more a
+reaction from the past, a desire for expiation, than radical belief that
+this was the right and only thing for him to do. And when, some time
+after, he bade Ruth good-bye, as she went with her father, it came to him
+with appalling conviction that his life had been a mistake. The twist of
+a great wrong in a man's character distorts his vision; and if he has a
+tender conscience he magnifies his misdeeds.
+
+In silence Roscoe and I watched the two ride down the slope. I guessed
+what had happened: afterwards I was told all. I was glad of it, though
+the end was not yet promising. When we turned to go towards the house
+again, a man lounged out of the trees towards us. He looked at me, then
+at Roscoe, and said:
+
+"I'm Phil Boldrick's pal from Danger Mountain." Roscoe held out his
+hand, and the man took it, saying: "You're The Padre, I suppose, and Phil
+was soft on you. Didn't turn religious, did he? He always had a streak
+of God A'mighty in him; a kind of give-away-the-top-of-your-head chap;
+friend o' the widow and the orphan, and divvy to his last crust with a
+pal. I got your letter, and come over here straight to see that he's
+been tombed accordin' to his virtues; to lay out the dollars he left me
+on the people he had on his visitin' list; no loafers, no gophers, not
+one; but to them that stayed by him I stay, while prog and liquor last."
+
+I saw Roscoe looking at him in an abstracted way, and, as he did not
+reply, I said: "Phil had many friends and no enemies." Then I told him
+the tale of his death and funeral, and how the valley mourned for him.
+
+While I spoke he stood leaning against a tree, shaking his head and
+listening, his eyes occasionally resting on Roscoe with a look as
+abstracted and puzzled as that on Roscoe's face. When I had finished he
+drew his hand slowly down his beard and a thick sound came from behind
+his fingers. But he did not speak.
+
+Then I suggested quietly that Phil's dollars could be put to a better use
+than for prog and liquor.
+
+He did not reply to this at all; but after a moment's pause, in which he
+seemed to be studying the gambols of a squirrel in a pine tree, he rubbed
+his chin nervously, and more in soliloquy than conversation said: "I
+never had but two pals that was pals through and through. And one was
+Phil and the other was Jo--Jo Brackenbury."
+
+Here Roscoe's hand, which had been picking at the bark of a poplar,
+twitched suddenly.
+
+The man continued: "Poor Jo went down in the 'Fly Away' when she swung
+with her bare ribs flat before the wind, and swamped and tore upon the
+bloody reefs at Apia. . . . God, how they gnawed her! And never a
+rag holdin' nor a stick standin', and her pretty figger broke like a tin
+whistle in a Corliss engine. And Jo Brackenbury, the dandiest rip, the
+noisiest pal that ever said 'Here's how!' went out to heaven on a tearing
+sea."
+
+"Jo Brackenbury--" Roscoe repeated musingly. His head was turned away
+from us.
+
+"Yes, Jo Brackenbury; and Captain Falchion said to me" (I wonder that I
+did not start then) "when I told him how the 'Fly Away' went down to Davy,
+and her lovers went aloft, reefed close afore the wind--'Then,' says he,
+'they've got a damned sound seaman on the Jordan, and so help me! him
+that's good enough to row my girl from open sea, gales poundin' and
+breakers showin' teeth across the bar to Maita Point, is good enough for
+use where seas is still and reefs ain't fashionable.'"
+
+Roscoe's face looked haggard as it now turned towards us. "If you will
+meet me," he said to the stranger, "to-morrow morning, in Mr. Devlin's
+office at Viking, I will hand you over Phil Boldrick's legacy."
+
+The man made as if he would shake hands with Roscoe, who appeared not to
+notice the motion, and then said: "I'll be there. You can bank on that;
+and, as we used to say down in the Spicy Isles, where neither of you have
+been, I s'pose, Talofa!"
+
+He swung away down the hillside.
+
+Roscoe turned to me. "You see, Marmion, all things circle to a centre.
+The trail seems long, but the fox gets killed an arm's length from his
+hole."
+
+"Not always. You take it too seriously," I said. "You are no fox."
+
+"That man will be in at the death," he persisted.
+
+"Nonsense, Roscoe. He does not know you. What has he to do with you?
+This is overwrought nerves. You are killing yourself with worry."
+
+He was motionless and silent for a minute. Then he said very quietly:
+"No, I do not think that I really worry now. I have known"--here he laid
+his hand upon my shoulder and his eyes had a shining look--"what it is to
+be happy, unspeakably happy, for a moment; and that stays with me. I am
+a coward no longer."
+
+He drew his finger tips slowly across his forehead. Then he continued:
+"To-morrow I shall be angry with myself, no doubt, for having that
+moment's joy, but I cannot feel so now. I shall probably condemn myself
+for cruel selfishness; but I have touched life's highest point this
+afternoon, Marmion."
+
+I drew his hand down from my shoulder and pressed it. It was cold.
+He withdrew his eyes from the mountain, and said: "I have had dreams,
+Marmion, and they are over. I lived in one: to expiate--to wipe out--
+a past, by spending my life for others. The expiation is not enough.
+I lived in another: to win a woman's love; and I have, and was caught up
+by it for a moment, and it was wonderful. But it is over now, quite
+over. . . . And now for her sake renunciation must be made, before
+I have another dream--a long one, Marmion."
+
+I had forebodings, but I pulled myself together and said firmly: "Roscoe,
+these are fancies. Stop it, man. You are moody. Come, let us walk, and
+talk of other things."
+
+"No, we will not walk," he said, "but let us sit there on the coping and
+be quiet--quiet in that roar between the hills." Suddenly he swung
+round, caught me by the shoulders and held me gently so.
+
+"I have a pain at my heart, Marmion, as if I'd heard my death sentence;
+such as a soldier feels who knows that Death looks out at him from iron
+eyes. You smile: I suppose you think I am mad."
+
+I saw that it was best to let him speak his mind. So I answered: "Not
+mad, my friend. Say on what you like. Tell me all you feel. Only, for
+God's sake be brave, and don't give up until there's occasion. I am sure
+you exaggerate your danger, whatever it is."
+
+"Listen for a minute," said he: "I had a brother Edward, as good a lad
+as ever was; a boisterous, healthy fellow. We had an old nurse in our
+family who came from Irish hills, faithful and kind to us both. There
+came a change over Edward. He appeared not to take the same interest in
+his sports. One day he came to me, looking a bit pale, and said: 'Galt,
+I think I should like to study for the Church.' I laughed at it, yet it
+troubled me in a way, for I saw he was not well. I told Martha, the
+nurse. She shook her head sadly, and said: 'Edward is not for the
+Church, but you, my lad. He is for heaven.'
+
+"'For heaven, Martha?' laughed I.
+
+"'In truth for heaven,' she replied, 'and that soon. The look of his eye
+is doom. I've seen it since I swaddled him, and he will go suddenly.'
+
+"I was angry, and I said to her,--though she thought she spoke the
+truth,--'This is only Irish croaking. We'll have the banshee next.'
+
+"She got up from her chair and answered me solemnly: 'Galt Roscoe, I HAVE
+heard the banshee wail, and sorrow falls upon your home. And don't you
+be so hard with me that have loved you, and who suffers for the lad that
+often and often lay upon my breast. Don't be so hard; for your day of
+trouble comes too. You, not he, will be priest at the altar. Death will
+come to him like a swift and easy sleep; but you will feel its hand upon
+your heart and know its hate for many a day, and bear the slow pangs of
+it until your life is all crushed, and you go from the world alone, Love
+crying after you and not able to save you, not even the love of woman--
+weaker than death. . . . And, in my grave, when that day comes beside
+a great mountain in a strange land, I will weep and pray for you; for I
+was mother to you too, when yours left you alone bewhiles, never, in this
+world, to come back.'
+
+"And, Marmion, that night towards morning, as I lay in the same room with
+Edward, I heard his breath stop sharply. I jumped up and drew aside the
+curtains to let in the light, and then I knew that the old woman spoke
+true. . . . And now! . . . Well, I am like Hamlet--and I can say
+with him: 'But thou wouldst not think how ill all's here about my heart
+--but it is no matter!"' . . . .
+
+I tried to laugh and talk away his brooding, but there was little use,
+his convictions were so strong. Besides, what can you do with a
+morbidness which has its origin in fateful circumstances?
+
+I devoutly wished that a telegram would come from Winnipeg to let me know
+if Boyd Madras, under his new name, could be found. I was a hunter on a
+faint trail.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XVIII
+
+THE STRINGS OF DESTINY
+
+When Phil's pal left us he went wandering down the hillside, talking to
+himself. Long afterwards he told me how he felt, and I reproduce his
+phrases as nearly as I can.
+
+"Knocked 'em, I guess," he said, "with that about Jo Brackenbury. . . .
+Poor Jo! Stuck together, him and me did, after she got the steel in her
+heart." . . . He pulled himself together, shuddering. . . . "Went
+back on me, she did, and took up with a cursed swell, and got it cold--
+cold. And I? By Judas! I never was shut of that. I've known women,
+many of 'em, all countries, but she was different. I expect now, after
+all these years, that if I got my hand on the devil that done for her,
+I'd rattle his breath in his throat. There's things that clings. She
+clings, Jo Brackenbury clings, and Phil Boldrick clings; and they're
+gone, and I'm left to go it alone. To play the single hand--what!--by
+Jiminy!"
+
+He exclaimed thus on seeing two women approach from the direction of the
+valley. He stood still, mouth open, staring. They drew near, almost
+passed him. But one of them, struck by his intense gaze, suddenly turned
+and came towards him.
+
+"Miss Falchion! Miss Falchion!" he cried. Then, when she hesitated as
+if with an effort of memory, he added: "Don't you know me?"
+
+"Ah," she replied abruptly, "Sam Kilby! Are you Sam Kilby, Jo
+Brackenbury's friend, from Samoa?"
+
+"Yes, miss, I'm Jo Brackenbury's friend; and I've rowed you across the
+reefs with him more than once I guess so! But it's a long way from Apia
+to the Rockies, and it's funny to meet here."
+
+"When did you come here--and from where?"
+
+"I come to-day from the Hudson's Bay post at Danger Mountain. I'm Phil
+Boldrick's pal."
+
+"Ah," she said again, with a look in her eyes not pleasant to see, "and
+what brings you up here in the hills?" Hers was more than an ordinary
+curiosity.
+
+"I come to see the Padre who was with Phil--when he left. And the
+Padre's a fair square sort, as I reckon him, but melancholy, almighty
+melancholy."
+
+"Yes, melancholy, I suppose," she said, "and fair square, as you say.
+And what did you say and do?"
+
+"Why, we yarned about Phil, and where I'd get the legacy to-morrow; and
+I s'pose I had a strong breeze on the quarter, for I talked as free as if
+we'd grubbed out of the same dough-pan since we was kiddies."
+
+"Yes?"
+
+"Yes siree; I don't know how it was, but I got to reelin' off about Jo--
+queer, wasn't it? And I told 'em how he went down in the 'Fly Away', and
+how the lovely ladies--you remember how we used to call the whitecaps
+lovely ladies--fondled him out to sea and on to heaven."
+
+"And what did--the Padre--think of that?"
+
+"Well, he's got a heart, I should say, and that's why Phil cottoned to
+him, maybe,--for he looked as if he'd seen ghosts. I guess he'd never
+had a craft runnin' 'tween a sand-bar and a ragged coral bank; nor seen a
+girl like the 'Fly Away' take a buster in her teeth; nor a man-of-war
+come bundlin' down upon a nasty glacis, the captain on the bridge,
+engines goin' for all they're worth, every man below battened in, and
+every Jack above watchin' the fight between the engines and the
+hurricane. . . . Here she rolls six fathoms from the glacis that'll
+rip her copper garments off, and the quiverin' engines pull her back; and
+she swings and struggles and trembles between hell in the hurricane and
+God A'mighty in the engines; till at last she gets her nose at the neck
+of the open sea and crawls out safe and sound. . . . I guess he'd
+have more marble in his cheeks, if he saw likes o' that, Miss Falchion?"
+
+Kilby paused and wiped his forehead.
+
+She had listened calmly. She did not answer his question. She said:
+"Kilby, I am staying at the summer hotel up there. Will you call on me--
+let me see . . . . say, to-morrow afternoon?--Some one will tell you the
+way, if you do not know it. . . . Ask for MRS. Falchion, Kilby, not
+Miss Falchion. . . . You will come?"
+
+"Why, yes," he replied, "you can count on me; for I'd like to hear of
+things that happened after I left Apia--and how it is that you are Mrs.
+Falchion, for that's mighty queer."
+
+"You shall hear all that and more." She held out her hand to him and
+smiled. He took it, and she knew that now she was gathering up the
+strings of destiny.
+
+They parted.
+
+The two passed on, looking, in their cool elegance, as if life were the
+most pleasant thing; as though the very perfume of their garments would
+preserve them from that plague called trouble.
+
+"Justine," said Mrs. Falchion, "there is one law stranger than all; the
+law of coincidence. Perhaps the convenience of modern travel assists it,
+but fate is in it also. Events run in circles. People connected with
+them travel that way also. We pass and re-pass each other many times,
+but on different paths, until we come close and see each other face to
+face."
+
+She was speaking almost the very words which Roscoe had spoken to me.
+But perhaps there was nothing strange in that.
+
+"Yes, madame," replied Justine; "it is so, but there is a law greater
+than coincidence."
+
+"What, Justine?"
+
+"The law of love, which is just and merciful, and would give peace
+instead of trouble."
+
+Mrs. Falchion looked closely at Justine, and, after a moment, evidently
+satisfied, said: "What do you know of love?"
+
+Justine tried hard for composure, and answered gently: "I loved my
+brother Hector."
+
+"And did it make you just and merciful and--an angel?"
+
+"Madame, you could answer that better. But it has not made me be at war;
+it has made me patient."
+
+"Your love--for your brother--has made you that?" Again she looked
+keenly, but Justine now showed nothing but earnestness.
+
+"Yes, madame."
+
+Mrs. Falchion paused for a moment, and seemed intent on the beauty of the
+pine-belted hills, capped by snowy peaks, and wrapped in a most hearty
+yet delicate colour. The red of her parasol threw a warm soft ness upon
+her face. She spoke now without looking at Justine.
+
+"Justine, did you ever love any one besides your brother?--I mean another
+man."
+
+Justine was silent for a moment, and then she said: "Yes, once." She was
+looking at the hills now, and Mrs. Falchion at her.
+
+"And you were happy?" Here Mrs. Falchion abstractedly toyed with a piece
+of lace on Justine's arm. Such acts were unusual with her.
+
+"I was happy--in loving."
+
+"Why did you not marry?"
+
+"Madame--it was impossible--quite." This, with hesitation and the
+slightest accent of pain.
+
+"Why impossible? You have good looks, you were born a lady; you have a
+foolish heart--the fond are foolish." She watched the girl keenly, the
+hand ceased to toy with the lace, and caught the arm itself--"Why
+impossible?"
+
+"Madame, he did not love me, he never could."
+
+"Did he know of your love?"
+
+"Oh no, no!" This with trouble in her voice.
+
+"And you have never forgotten?"
+
+The catechism was merciless; but Mrs. Falchion was not merely malicious.
+She was inquiring of a thing infinitely important to her. She was
+searching the heart of another, not only because she was suspicious, but
+because she wanted to know herself better.
+
+"It is easy to remember."
+
+"Is it long since you saw him?"
+
+The question almost carried terror with it, for she was not quite sure
+why Mrs. Falchion questioned her. She lifted her eyes slowly, and there
+was in them anxiety and joy. "It seems," she said, "like years."
+
+"He loves some one else, perhaps?"
+
+"Yes, I think so, madame."
+
+"Did you hate her?"
+
+"Oh no; I am glad for him."
+
+Here Mrs. Falchion spoke sharply, almost bitterly. Even through her soft
+colour a hardness appeared. "You are glad for him? You would see
+another woman in his arms and not be full of anger?"
+
+"Quite."
+
+"Justine, you are a fool."
+
+"Madame, there is no commandment against being a fool."
+
+"Oh, you make me angry with your meekness!" Here Mrs. Falchion caught a
+twig from a tree by her, snapped it in her fingers, and petulantly threw
+its pieces to the ground. "Suppose that the man had once loved you, and
+afterwards loved another--then again another?"
+
+"Madame, that would be my great misfortune, but it might be no wrong in
+him."
+
+"How not a wrong in him?"
+
+"It may have been my fault. There must be love in both--great love, for
+it to last."
+
+"And if the woman loved him not at all?"
+
+"Where, then, could be the wrong in him?"
+
+"And if he went from you,"--here her voice grew dry and her words were
+sharp,--"and took a woman from the depths of--oh, no matter what! and
+made her commit--crime--and was himself a criminal?"
+
+"It is horrible to think of; but I should ask myself how much I was to
+blame. . . . What would you ask yourself, madame?"
+
+"You have a strain of the angel in you, Justine. You would forgive Judas
+if he said, 'Peccavi.' I have a strain of Satan--it was born in me--
+I would say, You have sinned, now suffer."
+
+"God give you a softer heart," said Justine, with tender boldness and
+sincerity.
+
+At this Mrs. Falchion started slightly, and trouble covered her face.
+She assumed, however, a tone almost brusque, artificially airy and
+unimportant.
+
+"There, that will do, thank you. . . . We have become serious and
+incomprehensible. Let us talk of other things. I want to be gay. . . .
+Amuse me."
+
+Arrived at the hotel, she told Justine that she must not be disturbed
+till near dinner-time, and withdrew to her sitting-room. There she sat
+and thought, as she had never done in her life before. She thought upon
+everything that had happened since the day when she met Galt Roscoe on
+the 'Fulvia'; of a certain evening in England, before he took orders,
+when he told her, in retort to some peculiarly cutting remark of hers,
+that she was the evil genius of his life: that evening when her heart
+grew hard, as she had once said it should always be to him, and she
+determined again, after faltering many times, that just such a genius she
+would be; of the strange meeting in the rapids at the Devil's Slide, and
+the irony of it; and the fact that he had saved her life--on that she
+paused a while; of Ruth Devlin--and here she was swayed by conflicting
+emotions; of the scene at the mill, and Phil Boldrick's death and
+funeral; of the service in the church where she meant to mock him, and,
+instead, mocked herself; of the meeting with Tonga Sam; of all that
+Justine had said to her: then again of the far past in Samoa, with which
+Galt Roscoe was associated, and of that first vow of vengeance for a
+thing he had done; and how she had hesitated to fulfil it year after year
+till now.
+
+Passing herself slowly back and forth before her eyes, she saw that she
+had lived her life almost wholly alone; that no woman had ever cherished
+her as a friend, and that on no man's breast had she ever laid her head
+in trust and love. She had been loved, but it had never brought her
+satisfaction. From Justine there was devotion; but it had, as she
+thought, been purchased, paid for, like the labour of a ploughboy. And
+if she saw now in Justine's eyes a look of friendship, a note of personal
+allegiance, she knew it was because she herself had grown more human.
+
+Her nature had been stirred. Her natural heart was struggling against
+her old bitterness towards Galt Roscoe and her partial hate of Ruth
+Devlin. Once Roscoe had loved her, and she had not loved him. Then, on
+a bitter day for him, he did a mad thing. The thing became--though
+neither of them knew it at the time, and he not yet--a great injury to
+her, and this had called for the sharp retaliation which she had the
+power to use. But all had not happened as she expected; for something
+called Love had been conceived in her very slowly, and was now being
+born, and sent, trembling for its timid life, into the world.
+
+She closed her eyes with weariness, and pressed her hands to her temples.
+
+She wondered why she could not be all evil or all good. She spoke and
+acted against Ruth Devlin, and yet she pitied her. She had the nettle to
+sting Roscoe to death, and yet she hesitated to use it. She had said to
+herself that she would wait till the happiest moment of his life, and
+then do so. Well, his happiest moment had come. Ruth Devlin's heart was
+all out, all blossomed--beside Mrs. Falchion's like some wild flower to
+the aloe. . . . Only now she had come to know that she had a heart.
+Something had chilled her at her birth, and when her mother died, a
+stranger's kiss closed up all the ways to love, and left her an icicle.
+She was twenty-eight years old, and yet she had never kissed a face in
+joy or to give joy. And now, when she had come to know herself, and
+understand what others understand when they are little children in their
+mother's arms, she had to bow to the spirit that denies. She drew
+herself up with a quiver of the body.
+
+"O God!" she said, "do I hate him or love him!" Her head dropped in her
+hands. She sat regardless of time, now scarcely stirring, desperately
+quiet. The door opened softly and Justine entered. "Madame," she said,
+"pardon me; I am so sorry, but Miss Devlin has come to see you, and I
+thought--"
+
+"You thought, Justine, that I would see her." There was unmistakable
+irony in her voice. "Very well. . . . Show her in."
+
+She rose, stretched out her arms as if to free herself of a burden,
+smoothed her hair, composed herself, and waited, the afternoon sun just
+falling across her burnished shoes, giving her feet of gold. She chanced
+to look down at them. A strange memory came to her: words that she had
+heard Roscoe read in church. The thing was almost grotesque in its
+association. "How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him who
+bringeth glad tidings, who publisheth peace!"
+
+Ruth Devlin entered, saying, "I have come, to ask you if you will dine
+with us next Monday evening?"
+
+Then she explained the occasion of the dinner party, and said: "You see,
+though it is formal, I am asking our guests informally;" and she added as
+neutrally and as lightly as she could--"Mr. Roscoe and Dr. Marmion have
+been good enough to say that they will come. Of course, a dinner party
+as it should be is quite impossible to us simple folk, but when a
+lieutenant-governor commands, we must do the best we can--with the
+help of our friends."
+
+Mrs. Falchion was delighted, she said, and then they talked of trivial
+matters, Ruth smoothing out the folds of her riding-dress with her whip
+more earnestly, in preoccupation, than the act called for. At last she
+said, in the course of the formal talk: "You have travelled much?"
+
+"Yes, that has been my lot," was the reply; and she leaned back in the
+gold-trimmed cane chair, her feet still in the belt of sunlight.
+
+"I have often wished that I might travel over the ocean," said Ruth, "but
+here I remain--what shall I say?--a rustic in a bandbox, seeing the world
+through a pin-hole. That is the way my father puts it. Except, of
+course, that I think it very inspiring to live out here among wonderful
+mountains, which, as Mr. Roscoe says, are the most aristocratic of
+companions."
+
+Some one in the next room was playing the piano idly yet expressively.
+The notes of Il Trovatore kept up a continuous accompaniment to their
+talk, varying, as if by design, with its meaning and importance, and yet
+in singular contrast at times to their thoughts and words. It was almost
+sardonic in its monotonous persistence.
+
+"Travel is not all, believe me, Miss Devlin," was the indolent reply.
+"Perhaps the simpler life is the happier. The bandbox is not the worst
+that may come to one--when one is born to it. I am not sure but it is
+the best. I doubt that when one has had the fever of travel and the
+world, the bandbox is permanently habitable again."
+
+Mrs. Falchion was keen; she had found her opportunity.
+
+On the result of this duel, if Ruth Devlin but knew it, depends her own
+and another's happiness. It is not improbable, however, that something
+of this was in her mind. She shifted her chair so that her face was not
+so much in the light. But the belt of sunlight was broadening from Mrs.
+Falchion's feet to her dress.
+
+"You think not?" Ruth asked slowly.
+
+The reply was not important in tone. Mrs. Falchion had picked up a paper
+knife and was bending it to and fro between her fingers.
+
+"I think not. Particularly with a man, who is, we will say, by nature,
+adventurous and explorative. I think if, in some mad moment, I
+determined to write a novel, it should be of such a man. He flies wide
+and far; he sees all; he feeds on novelty; he passes from experience to
+experience--liberal pleasures of mind and sense all the way. Well, he
+tires of Egypt and its flesh-pots. He has seen as he hurried on--I hope
+I am not growing too picturesque--too much of women, too many men. He
+has been unwise--most men are. Perhaps he has been more than unwise;
+he has made a great mistake, a social mistake--or crime--less or more.
+If it is a small one, the remedy is not so difficult. Money, friends,
+adroitness, absence, long retirement, are enough. If a great one, and he
+is sensitive--and sated--he flies, he seeks seclusion. He is afflicted
+with remorse. He is open to the convincing pleasures of the simple and
+unadorned life; he is satisfied with simple people. The snuff of the
+burnt candle of enjoyment he calls regret, repentance. He gives himself
+the delights of introspection, and wishes he were a child again--yes,
+indeed it is so, dear Miss Devlin."
+
+Ruth sat regarding her, her deep eyes glowing. Mrs. Falchion
+continued: "In short, he finds the bandbox, as you call it, suited to his
+renunciations. Its simplicities, which he thinks is regeneration, are
+only new sensations. But--you have often noticed the signification of
+a 'but,'" she added, smiling, tapping her cheek lightly with the ivory
+knife--"but the hour arrives when the bandbox becomes a prison, when the
+simple hours cloy. Then the ordinary incident is merely gauche, and
+expiation a bore.
+
+"I see by your face that you understand quite what I mean. . . .
+Well, these things occasionally happen. The great mistake follows the
+man, and, by a greater misery, breaks the misery of the bandbox; or the
+man himself, hating his captivity, becomes reckless, does some mad thing,
+and has a miserable end. Or again, some one who holds the key to his
+mistake comes in from the world he has left, and considers--considers,
+you understand!--whether to leave him to work out his servitude, or,
+mercifully--if he is not altogether blind--permit him the means of escape
+to his old world, to the life to which he was born--away from the bandbox
+and all therein. . . . I hope I have not tired you--I am sure I have."
+
+Ruth saw the full meaning of Mrs. Falchion's words. She realised that
+her happiness, his happiness--everything--was at stake. All Mrs.
+Falchion's old self was battling with her new self. She had determined
+to abide by the result of this meeting. She had spoken in a half gay
+tone, but her words were not everything; the woman herself was there,
+speaking in every feature and glance. Ruth had listened with an
+occasional change of colour, but also with an outward pride to which she
+seemed suddenly to have grown. But her heart was sick and miserable.
+How could it be otherwise, reading, as she did, the tale just told her in
+a kind, of allegory, in all its warning, nakedness, and vengeance? But
+she detected, too, an occasional painful movement of Mrs. Falchion's
+lips, a kind of trouble in the face. She noticed it at first vaguely
+as she listened to the music in the other room; but at length she
+interpreted it aright, and she did not despair. She did not then follow
+her first impulse to show that she saw the real meaning of that speech,
+and rise and say, "You are insulting," and bid her good-day.
+
+After all, where was the ground for the charge of insult? The words had
+been spoken impersonally. So, after a moment, she said, as she drew a
+glove from a hand slightly trembling: "And you honestly think it is the
+case: that one having lived such a life as you describe so unusually,
+would never be satisfied with a simple life?"
+
+"My dear, never--not such a man as I describe. I know the world."
+
+"But suppose not quite such an one; suppose one that had not been so--
+intense; so much the social gladiator; who had business of life as well,"
+--here the girl grew pale, for this was a kind of talk unfamiliar and
+painful to her, but to be endured for her cause,--"as well as 'the flesh-
+pots of Egypt;' who had made no wicked mistakes--would he necessarily end
+as you say?"
+
+"I am speaking of the kind of man who had made such mistakes, and he
+would end as I say. Few men, if any, would leave the world for--the
+bandbox, shall I still say? without having a Nemesis."
+
+"But the Nemesis need not, as you say yourself, be inevitable. The
+person who holds the key of his life, the impersonation of his mistake--"
+
+"His CRIMINAL mistake," Mrs. Falchion interrupted, her hand with the
+ivory knife now moveless in that belt of sunlight across her knees.
+
+"His criminal mistake," Ruth repeated, wincing--"might not it become
+changed into mercy, and the man be safe?"
+
+"Safe? Perhaps. But he would tire of the pin-hole just the same. . . .
+My dear, you do not know life."
+
+"But, Mrs. Falchion," said the girl, now very bravely, "I know the
+crude elements of justice. That is one plain thing taught here in the
+mountains. We have swift reward and punishment--no hateful things called
+Nemesis. The meanest wretch here in the West, if he has a quarrel,
+avenges himself openly and at once. Actions are rough and ready,
+perhaps, but that is our simple way. Hate is manly--and womanly too--
+when it is open and brave. But when it haunts and shadows, it is not
+understood here."
+
+Mrs. Falchion sat during this speech, the fingers of one hand idly
+drumming the arm of her chair, as idly as when on board the 'Fulvia' she
+listened to me telling that story of Anson and his wife. Outwardly her
+coolness was remarkable. But she was really admiring, and amazed at
+Ruth's adroitness and courage. She appreciated fully the skilful duel
+that had kept things on the surface, and had committed neither of them
+to anything personal. It was a battle--the tragical battle of a drawing-
+room.
+
+When Ruth had ended, she said slowly: "You speak very earnestly. You do
+your mountains justice; but each world has its code. It is good for some
+men to be followed by a slow hatred--it all depends on themselves. There
+are some who wish to meet their fate and its worst, and others who would
+forget it. The latter are in the most danger always."
+
+Ruth rose.
+
+She stepped forward slightly, so that her feet also were within the
+sunlight. The other saw this; it appeared to interest her. Ruth looked
+--as such a girl can look--with incredible sincerity into Mrs. Falchion's
+eyes, and said: "Oh, if I knew such a man, I would be sorry--sorry for
+him; and if I also knew that his was only a mistake and not a crime, or,
+if the crime itself had been repented of, and atonement made, I would beg
+some one--some one better than I--to pray for him. And I would go to the
+person who had his life and career at disposal, and would say to her, if
+it were a woman, oh, remember that it is not he alone who would suffer!
+I would beg that woman--if it were a woman--to be merciful, as she one
+day must ask for mercy."
+
+The girl as she stood there, all pale, yet glowing with the white light
+of her pain, was beautiful, noble, compelling. Mrs. Falchion now rose
+also. She was altogether in the sunlight now. From the piano in the
+next room came a quick change of accompaniment, and a voice was heard
+singing, as if to the singer's self, 'Il balen del suo sorris'. It is
+hard to tell how far such little incidents affected her in what she did
+that afternoon; but they had their influence. She said: "You are
+altruistic--or are you selfish, or both? . . . And should the woman
+--if it were a woman--yield, and spare the man, what would you do?"
+
+"I would say that she had been merciful and kind, and that one in this
+world would pray for her when she needed prayers most."
+
+"You mean when she was old,"--Mrs. Falchion shrank a little at the sound
+of her own words. Now her careless abandon was gone; she seemed to be
+following her emotions. "When she was old," she continued, "and came to
+die? It is horrible to grow old, except one has been a saint--and a
+mother. . . . And even then--have you ever seen them, the women of
+that Egypt of which we spoke--powdered, smirking over their champagne,
+because they feel for an instant a false pulse of their past?--See how
+eloquent your mountains make me!--I think that would make one hard and
+cruel; and one would need the prayers of a churchful of good women, even
+as good--as you."
+
+She could not resist a touch of irony in the last words, and Ruth, who
+had been ready to take her hand impulsively, was stung. But she replied
+nothing; and the other, after waiting, added, with a sudden and wonderful
+kindness: "I say what is quite true. Women might dislike you--many of
+them would--though you could not understand why; but you are good, and
+that, I suppose, is the best thing in the world. Yes, you are good," she
+said musingly, and then she leaned forward and quickly kissed the girl's
+cheek. "Good-bye," she said, and then she turned her head resolutely
+away.
+
+They stood there both in the sunlight, both very quiet, but their
+hearts were throbbing with new sensations. Ruth knew that she had
+conquered, and, with her eyes all tearful, she looked steadily,
+yearningly at the woman before her; but she knew it was better she should
+say little now, and, with a motion of the hand in good-bye,--she could do
+no more,--she slowly went to the door. There she paused and looked back,
+but the other was still turned away.
+
+For a minute Mrs. Falchion stood looking at the door through which the
+girl had passed, then she caught close the curtains of the window, and
+threw herself upon the sofa with a sobbing laugh.
+
+"To her--I played the game of mercy to her!" she cried. "And she has his
+love, the love which I rejected once, and which I want now--to my shame!
+A hateful and terrible love. I, who ought to say to him, as I so long
+determined: 'You shall be destroyed. You killed my sister, poor Alo; if
+not with a knife yourself you killed her heart, and that is just the
+same.' I never knew until now what a heart is when killed."
+
+She caught her breast as though it hurt her, and, after a moment,
+continued: "Do hearts always ache so when they love? I was the wife of a
+good man oh! he WAS a good man, who sinned for me. I see it now!--and I
+let him die--die alone!" She shuddered. "Oh, now I see, and I know what
+love such as his can be! I am punished--punished! for my love is
+impossible, horrible."
+
+There was a long silence, in which she sat looking at the floor, her face
+all grey with pain. At last the door of the room softly opened, and
+Justine entered.
+
+"May I come in, madame?" she said.
+
+"Yes, come, Justine." The voice was subdued, and there was in it what
+drew the girl swiftly to the side of Mrs. Falchion. She spoke no word,
+but gently undid the other's hair, and smoothed and brushed it softly.
+
+At last Mrs. Falchion said: "Justine, on Monday we will leave here."
+
+The girl was surprised, but she replied without comment: "Yes, madame;
+where do we go?"
+
+There was a pause; then: "I do not know. I want to go where I shall get
+rested. A village in Italy or--" she paused.
+
+"Or France, madame?" Justine was eager.
+
+Mrs. Falchion made a gesture of helplessness. "Yes, France will do. . . .
+The way around the world is long, and I am tired." Minutes passed, and
+then she slowly said: "Justine, we will go to-morrow night."
+
+"Yes, madame, to-morrow night--and not next Monday."
+
+There was a strange only half-veiled melancholy in Mrs. Falchion's next
+words: "Do you think, Justine, that I could be happy anywhere?"
+
+"I think anywhere but here, madame."
+
+Mrs. Falchion rose to a sitting posture, and looked at the girl fixedly,
+almost fiercely. A crisis was at hand. The pity, gentleness, and honest
+solicitude of Justine's face conquered her, and her look changed to one
+of understanding and longing for companionship: sorrow swiftly welded
+their friendship.
+
+Before Mrs. Falchion slept that night, she said again: "We will leave
+here to-morrow, Justine, for ever."
+
+And Justine replied: "Yes, madame, for ever."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIX
+
+THE SENTENCE
+
+The next morning Roscoe was quiet and calm, but he looked ten years older
+than when I had first seen him. After breakfast he said to me: "I have
+to go to the valley to pay Phil Boldrick's friend the money, and to see
+Mr. Devlin. I shall be back, perhaps, by lunchtime. Will you go with
+me, or stay here?"
+
+"I shall try to get some fishing this morning, I fancy," I said.
+"And possibly I shall idle a good deal, for my time with you here is
+shortening, and I want to have a great store of laziness behind me for
+memory, when I've got my nose to the grindstone."
+
+He turned to the door, and said: "Marmion, I wish you weren't going. I
+wish that we might be comrades under the same roof till--" He paused and
+smiled strangely.
+
+"Till the finish," I added, "when we should amble grey-headed, sans
+everything, out of the mad old world? I imagine Miss Belle Treherne
+would scarcely fancy that. . . . Still, we can be friends just the
+same. Our wives won't object to an occasional bout of loafing together,
+will they?"
+
+I was determined not to take him too seriously. He said nothing, and in
+a moment he was gone.
+
+I passed the morning idly enough, yet thinking, too, very much about my
+friend. I was anxiously hoping that the telegram from Winnipeg would
+come. About noon it came. It was not known quite in what part of the
+North-west, Madras (under his new name) was, for the corps of mounted
+police had been changed about recently. My letter had, however, been
+forwarded into the wilds.
+
+I saw no immediate way but to go to Mrs. Falchion and make a bold bid
+for his peace. I had promised Madras never to let her know that he was
+alive, but I would break the promise if Madras himself did not come.
+After considerable hesitation I started. It must be remembered that the
+events of the preceding chapter were only known to me afterwards.
+
+Justine Caron was passing through the hall of the hotel when I arrived.
+After greetings, she said that Mrs. Falchion might see me, but that they
+were very busy; they were leaving in the evening for the coast. Here
+was a pleasant revelation! I was so confused with delight at the
+information, that I could think of nothing more sensible to say than
+that the unexpected always happens. By this time we were within Mrs.
+Falchion's sitting-room. And to my remark, Justine replied "Yes, it is
+so. One has to reckon most with the accidents of life. The expected is
+either pleasant or unpleasant; there is no middle place."
+
+"You are growing philosophic," said I playfully. "Monsieur," she said
+gravely, "I hope as I live and travel, I grow a little wiser." Still she
+lingered, her hand upon the door.
+
+"I had thought that you were always wise."
+
+"Oh no, no! How can you say so? I have been very foolish sometimes."
+. . . She came back towards me. "If I am wiser I am also happier,"
+she added.
+
+In that moment we understood each other; that is, I read how unselfish
+this girl could be, and she knew thoroughly the source of my anxiety,
+and was glad that she could remove it.
+
+"I would not speak to any one save you," she said, "but do you not also
+think that it is good we go?"
+
+"I have been thinking so, but I hesitated to say so," was my reply.
+
+"You need not hesitate," she said earnestly. "We have both understood,
+and I know that you are to be trusted."
+
+"Not always," I said, remembering that one experience of mine with Mrs.
+Falchion on the 'Fulvia'. Holding the back of a chair, and looking
+earnestly at me, she continued: "Once, on the vessel, you remember, in a
+hint so very little, I made it appear that madame was selfish. . . .
+I am sorry. Her heart was asleep. Now, it is awake. She is unselfish.
+The accident of our going away is hers. She goes to leave peace behind."
+"I am most glad," said I. "And you think there will be peace?"
+
+"Surely, since this has come, that will come also."
+
+"And you--Mademoiselle?" I should not have asked that question had I
+known more of the world. It was tactless and unkind.
+
+"For me it is no matter at all. I do not come in anywhere. As I said,
+I am happy."
+
+And turning quickly, yet not so quickly but that I saw her cheeks were
+flushed, she passed out of the room. In a moment Mrs. Falchion entered.
+There was something new in her carriage, in her person. She came towards
+me, held out her hand, and said, with the same old half-quizzical tone:
+"Have you, with your unerring instinct, guessed that I was leaving, and
+so come to say good-bye?"
+
+"You credit me too highly. No, I came to see you because I had an
+inclination. I did not guess that you were going until Miss Caron told
+me."
+
+"An inclination to see me is not your usual instinct, is it? Was it some
+special impulse, based on a scientific calculation--at which, I suppose,
+you are an adeptor curiosity? Or had it a purpose? Or were you bored,
+and therefore sought the most startling experience you could conceive?"
+She deftly rearranged some flowers in a jar.
+
+"I can plead innocence of all directly; I am guilty of all indirectly: I
+was impelled to come. I reasoned--if that is scientific--on what I
+should say if I did come, knowing how inclined I was to--"
+
+"To get beyond my depth," she interrupted, and she motioned me to a
+chair.
+
+"Well, let it be so," said I. "I was curious to know what kept you in
+this sylvan, and I fear, to you, half-barbaric spot. I was bored with
+myself; and I had some purpose in coming, or I should not have had the
+impulse."
+
+She was leaning back in her chair easily, not languidly. She seemed
+reposeful, yet alert.
+
+"How wonderfully you talk!" she said, with good-natured mockery. "You
+are scientifically frank. You were bored with yourself.--Then there is
+some hope for your future wife. . . . We have had many talks in our
+acquaintance, Dr. Marmion, but none so interesting as this promises to
+be. But now tell me what your purpose was in coming. 'Purpose' seems
+portentous, but quite in keeping."
+
+I noticed here the familiar, almost imperceptible click of the small
+white teeth.
+
+Was I so glad she was going that I was playful, elated? "My purpose,"
+said I, "has no point now; for even if I were to propose to amuse you--I
+believe that was the old formula--by an idle day somewhere, by an
+excursion, an--"
+
+"An autobiography," she broke in soothingly.
+
+"Or an autobiography," I repeated stolidly, "you would not, I fancy, be
+prepared to accept my services. There would be no chance--now that you
+are going away--for me to play the harlequin--"
+
+"Whose office you could do pleasantly if it suited you--these adaptable
+natures!"
+
+"Quite so. But it is all futile now, as I say."
+
+"Yes, you mentioned that before.--Well?"
+
+"It is well," I replied, dropping into a more meaning tone.
+
+"You say it patriarchally, but yet flatteringly." Here she casually
+offered me a flower. I mechanically placed it in my buttonhole. She
+seemed delighted at confusing me. But I kept on firmly.
+
+"I do not think," I rejoined gravely now, "that there need be any
+flattery between us."
+
+"Why?--We are not married."
+
+"That is as radically true as it is epigrammatic," blurted I.
+
+"And truth is more than epigram?"
+
+"One should delight in truth; I do delight in epigram; there seems little
+chance for choice here."
+
+It seemed to me that I had said quite what I wished there, but she only
+looked at me enigmatically.
+
+She arranged a flower in her dress as she almost idly replied, though she
+did not look me full in the face as she had done before: "Well, then, let
+me add to your present delight by saying that you may go play till
+doomsday, Dr. Marmion. Your work is done."
+
+"I do not understand."
+
+Her eyes were on me now with the directness she could so well use at
+need.
+
+"I did not suppose you would, despite your many lessons at my hands. You
+have been altruistic, Dr. Marmion; I fear critical people would say that
+you meddled. I shall only say that you are inquiring--scientific, or
+feminine--what you please! . . . You can now yield up your portfolio
+of--foreign affairs--of war--shall I say? and retire into sedative
+habitations, which, believe me, you become best. . . . What concerns
+me need concern you no longer. The enemy retreats. She offers truce--
+without conditions. She retires. . . . Is that enough for even you,
+Professor Marmion?"
+
+"Mrs. Falchion," I said, finding it impossible to understand why she had
+so suddenly determined to go away (for I did not know all the truth until
+afterwards--some of it long afterwards), "it is more than I dared to hope
+for, though less, I know, than you have heart to do if you willed so. I
+know that you hold some power over my friend."
+
+"Do not think," she said, "that you have had the least influence. What
+you might think, or may have intended to do, has not moved me in the
+least. I have had wrongs that you do not know. I have changed--that is
+all. I admit I intended to do Galt Roscoe harm.
+
+"I thought he deserved it. That is over. After to-night, it is not
+probable that we shall meet again. I hope that we shall not; as,
+doubtless, is your own mind."
+
+She kept looking at me with that new deep look which I had seen when she
+first entered the room.
+
+I was moved, and I saw that just at the last she had spoken under
+considerable strain. "Mrs. Falchion," said I, "I have THOUGHT harder
+things of you than I ever SAID to any one. Pray believe that, and
+believe, also, that I never tried to injure you. For the rest, I can
+make no complaint. You do not like me. I liked you once, and do now,
+when you do not depreciate yourself of purpose. . . . Pardon me, but
+I say this very humbly too. . . . I suppose I always shall like you,
+in spite of myself. You are one of the most gifted and fascinating women
+that I ever met. I have been anxious for my friend. I was concerned to
+make peace between you and your husband--"
+
+"The man who WAS my husband," she interrupted musingly.
+
+"Your husband--whom you so cruelly treated. But I confess I have found
+it impossible to withhold admiration of you."
+
+For a long time she did not reply, but she never took her eyes off my
+face, as she leaned slightly forward. Then at last she spoke more gently
+than I had ever heard her, and a glow came upon her face.
+
+"I am only human. You have me at advantage. What woman could reply
+unkindly to a speech like that? I admit I thought you held me utterly
+bad and heartless, and it made me bitter. . . . I had no heart--once.
+I had only a wrong, an injury, which was in my mind; not mine, but
+another's, and yet mine. Then strange things occurred. . . . At last
+I relented. I saw that I had better go. Yesterday I saw that; and I am
+going--that is all. . . . I wished to keep the edge of my intercourse
+with you sharp and uncompanionable to the end; but you have forced me at
+my weakest point. . . ." Here she smiled somewhat painfully. . . .
+"Believe me, that is the way to turn a woman's weapon upon herself. You
+have learned much since we first met. . . . Here is my hand in
+friendliness, if you care to take it; and in good-bye, should we not meet
+again more formally before I go."
+
+"I wish now that your husband, Boyd Madras, were here," I said.
+
+She answered nothing, but she did not resent it, only shuddered a little.
+
+Our hands grasped silently. I was too choked to speak, and I left her.
+At that moment she blinded me to all her faults. She was a wonderful
+woman.
+
+ .....................
+
+Galt Roscoe had walked slowly along the forest-road towards the valley,
+his mind in that state of calm which, in some, might be thought numbness
+of sensation, in others fortitude--the prerogative of despair. He came
+to the point of land jutting out over the valley, where he had stood with
+Mrs. Falchion, Justine, and myself, on the morning of Phil Boldrick's
+death.
+
+He looked for a long time, and then, slowly descending the hillside, made
+his way to Mr. Devlin's office. He found Phil's pal awaiting him there.
+After a few preliminaries, the money was paid over, and Kilby said:
+
+"I've been to see his camping-ground. It's right enough. Viking has
+done it noble. . . . Now, here's what I'm goin' to do: I'm goin' to
+open bottles for all that'll drink success to Viking. A place that's
+stood by my pal, I stand by--but not with his money, mind you! No, that
+goes to you, Padre, for hospital purposes. My gift an' his. . . .
+So, sit down and write a receipt, or whatever it's called, accordin' to
+Hoyle, and you'll do me proud."
+
+Roscoe did as he requested, and handed the money over to Mr. Devlin for
+safe keeping, remarking, at the same time, that the matter should be
+announced on a bulletin outside the office at once.
+
+As Kilby stood chewing the end of a cigar and listening to the brief
+conversation between Roscoe and Mr. Devlin, perplexity crossed his face.
+He said, as Roscoe turned round: "There's something catchy about your
+voice, Padre. I don't know what; but it's familiar like. You never was
+on the Panama level, of course?"
+
+"Never."
+
+"Nor in Australia?"
+
+"Yes, in 1876."
+
+"I wasn't there then."
+
+Roscoe grew a shade paler, but he was firm and composed. He was
+determined to answer truthfully any question that was asked him, wherever
+it might lead.
+
+"Nor in Samoa?"
+
+There was the slightest pause, and then the reply came:
+
+"Yes, in Samoa."
+
+"Not a missionary, by gracious! Not a mickonaree in Samoa?"
+
+"No." He said nothing further. He did not feel bound to incriminate
+himself.
+
+"No? Well, you wasn't a beachcomber, nor trader, I'll swear. Was you
+there in the last half of the Seventies? That's when I was there."
+
+"Yes." The reply was quiet.
+
+"By Jingo!" The man's face was puzzled. He was about to speak again;
+but at that moment two river-drivers--boon companions, who had been
+hanging about the door--urged him to come to the tavern. This distracted
+him. He laughed, and said that he was coming, and then again, though
+with less persistency, questioned Roscoe. . "You don't remember me, I
+suppose?"
+
+"No, I never saw you, so far as I know, until yesterday."
+
+"No? Still, I've heard your voice. It keeps swingin' in my ears; and I
+can't remember. . . . I can't remember! . . . But we'll have a
+spin about it again, Padre." He turned to the impatient men. "All
+right, bully-boys, I'm comin'."
+
+At the door he turned and looked again at Roscoe with a sharp, half-
+amused scrutiny, then the two parted. Kilby kept his word. He was
+liberal to Viking; and Phil's memory was drunk, not in silence, many
+times that day. So that when, in the afternoon, he made up his mind to
+keep his engagement with Mrs. Falchion, and left the valley for the
+hills, he was not entirely sober. But he was apparently good-natured.
+As he idled along he talked to himself, and finally broke out into
+singing:
+
+ "'Then swing the long boat down the drink,
+ For the lads as pipe to go;
+ But I sink when the 'Lovely Jane' does sink,
+ To the mermaids down below.'
+
+ "'The long boat bides on its strings,' says we,
+ 'An' we bides where the long boat bides;
+ An' we'll bluff this equatorial sea,
+ Or swallow its hurricane tides.'
+
+ "But the 'Lovely Jane' she didn't go down,
+ An' she anchored at the Spicy Isles;
+ An' she sailed again to Wellington Town--
+ A matter of a thousand miles."
+
+It will be remembered that this was part of the song sung by Galt Roscoe
+on the Whi-Whi River, the day we rescued Mrs. Falchion and Justine Caron.
+Kilby sang the whole song over to himself until he reached a point
+overlooking the valley. Then he stood silent for a time, his glance upon
+the town. The walk had sobered him a little. "Phil, old pal," he said
+at last, "you ain't got the taste of raw whiskey with you now. When a
+man loses a pal he loses a grip on the world equal to all that pal's grip
+was worth. . . . I'm drunk, and Phil's down there among the worms--
+among the worms! . . . Ah!" he added in disgust, and, dashing his
+hand across his eyes, struck off into the woods again, making his way to
+the summer hotel, where he had promised to meet Mrs. Falchion. He
+inquired for her, creating some astonishment by his uncouth appearance
+and unsteady manner.
+
+He learned from Justine that Mrs. Falchion had gone to see Roscoe, and
+that he would probably meet her if he went that way. This he did. He
+was just about to issue into a partly open space by a ravine near the
+house, when he heard voices, and his own name mentioned. He stilled and
+listened.
+
+"Yes, Galt Roscoe," said a voice, "Sam Kilby is the man that loved Alo--
+loved her not as you did. He would have given her a home, have made her
+happy, perhaps. You, when Kilby was away, married her--in native
+fashion--which is no marriage--and KILLED her."
+
+"No, no, I did not kill her--that is not so. As God is my Judge, that is
+not so."
+
+"You did not kill her with the knife? . . . Well, I will be honest
+now, and say that I believe that, whatever I may have hinted or said
+before. But you killed her just the same when you left her."
+
+"Mercy Falchion," he said desperately, "I will not try to palliate my
+sin. But still I must set myself right with you in so far as I can. The
+very night Alo killed herself I had made up my mind to leave the navy.
+I was going to send in my papers, and come back to Apia, and marry her as
+Englishmen are married. While I remained in the navy I could not, as you
+know, marry her. It would be impossible to an English officer. I
+intended to come back and be regularly married to her."
+
+"You say that now," was the cold reply.
+
+"But it is the truth, the truth indeed. Nothing that you might say could
+make me despise myself more than I do; but I have told you all, as I
+shall have to tell it one day before a just God. You have spared me: He
+will not."
+
+"Gait Roscoe," she replied, "I am not merciful, nor am I just. I
+intended to injure you, though you will remember I saved your life that
+night by giving you a boat for escape across the bay to the 'Porcupine',
+which was then under way. The band on board, you also remember, was
+playing the music of La Grande Duchesse. You fired on the natives who
+followed. Well, Sam Kilby was with them. Your brother officers did not
+know the cause of the trouble. It was not known to any one in Apia
+exactly who it was that Kilby and the natives had tracked from Alo's
+hut."
+
+He drew his hand across his forehead dazedly.
+
+"Oh, yes I remember!" he said. "I wish I had faced the matter there and
+then. It would have been better."
+
+"I doubt that," she replied. "The natives who saw you coming from Alo's
+hut did not know you. You wisely came straight to the Consul's office--
+my father's house. And I helped you, though Alo, half-caste Alo, was--
+my sister!"
+
+Roscoe started back. "Alo--your--sister!" he exclaimed in horror.
+
+"Yes, though I did not know it till afterwards, not till just before my
+father died. Alo's father was my father; and her mother had been
+honestly married to my father by a missionary; though for my sake it had
+never been made known. You remember, also, that you carried on your
+relations with Alo secretly, and my father never suspected it was you."
+
+"Your sister!" Roscoe was white and sick.
+
+"Yes. And now you understand my reason for wishing you ill, and for
+hating you to the end."
+
+"Yes," he said despairingly, "I see."
+
+She was determined to preserve before him the outer coldness of her
+nature to the last.
+
+"Let us reckon together," she said. "I helped to--in fact, I saved your
+life at Apia. You helped to save my life at the Devil's Slide. That is
+balanced. You did me--the honour to say that you loved me once. Well,
+one of my race loved you. That is balanced also. My sister's death came
+through you. There is no balance to that. What shall balance Alo's
+death? . . . I leave you to think that over. It is worth thinking
+about. I shall keep your secret, too. Kilby does not know you. I doubt
+that he ever saw you, though, as I said, he followed you with the natives
+that night in Apia. He was to come to see me to-day. I think I intended
+to tell him all, and shift--the duty--of punishment on his shoulders,
+which I do not doubt he would fulfil. But he shall not know. Do not ask
+why. I have changed my mind, that is all. But still the account remains
+a long one. You will have your lifetime to reckon with it, free from any
+interference on my part; for, if I can help it, we shall never meet again
+in this world--never. . . . And now, good-bye."
+
+Without a gesture of farewell she turned and left him standing there, in
+misery and bitterness, but in a thankfulness too, more for Ruth's sake
+than his own. He raised his arms with a despairing motion, then let them
+drop heavily to his side. . . .
+
+And then two strong hands caught his throat, a body pressed hard against
+him, and he was borne backward--backward--to the cliff!
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XX
+
+AFTER THE STORM
+
+I was sitting on the verandah, writing a letter to Belle Treherne. The
+substantial peace of a mountain evening was on me. The air was clear,
+and full of the scent of the pines and cedars, and the rumble of the
+rapids came musically down the canon. I lifted my head and saw an eagle
+sailing away to the snow-topped peak of Trinity, and then turned to watch
+the orioles in the trees. The hour was delightful. It made me feel how
+grave mere living is, how noble even the meanest of us becomes sometimes
+--in those big moments when we think the world was built for us. It is
+half egotism, half divinity; but why quarrel with it?
+
+I was young, ambitious; and Love and I were at that moment the only
+figures in the universe really deserving attention! I looked on down a
+lane of cedars before me, seeing in imagination a long procession of
+pleasant things; of-- As I looked, another procession moved through the
+creatures of my dreams, so that they shrank away timidly, then utterly,
+and this new procession came on and on, until--I suddenly rose, and
+started forward fearfully, to see--unhappy reality!--the body of Galt
+Roscoe carried towards me.
+
+Then a cold wind seemed to blow from the glacier above and killed all the
+summer. A man whispered to me: "We found him at the bottom of the ravine
+yonder. He'd fallen over, I suppose."
+
+I felt his heart. "He is not dead, thank God!" I said.
+
+"No, sir," said the other, "but he's all smashed." They brought him in
+and laid him on his bed. I sent one of the party for the doctor at
+Viking, and myself set to work, with what appliances I had, to deal with
+the dreadful injuries. When the doctor came, together we made him into
+the semblance of a man again. His face was but slightly injured, though
+his head had received severe hurts. I think that I alone saw the marks
+on his throat; and I hid them. I guessed the cause, but held my peace.
+
+I had sent round at once to James Devlin (but asked him not to come till
+morning), and also to Mrs. Falchion; but I begged her not to come at all.
+I might have spared her that; for, as I afterwards knew, she had no
+intention of coming. She had learned of the accident on her way to
+Viking, and had turned back; but only to wait and know the worst or the
+best.
+
+About midnight I was left alone with Roscoe. Once, earlier in the
+evening, he had recognised me and smiled faintly, but I had shaken my
+head, and he had said nothing. Now, however, he was looking at me
+earnestly. I did not speak. What he had to tell me was best told in his
+own time.
+
+At last he said faintly: "Marmion, shall I die soon?"
+
+I knew that frankness was best, and I replied: "I cannot tell, Roscoe.
+There is a chance of your living."
+
+He moved his head sadly. "A very faint chance?"
+
+"Yes, a faint one, but--"
+
+"Yes? 'But'?" He looked at me as though he wished it over.
+
+"But it rests with you whether the chance is worth anything. If you are
+content to die, it is gone."
+
+"I am content to die," he replied.
+
+"And there," said I, "you are wrong and selfish. You have Ruth to live
+for. Besides, if you are given the chance, you commit suicide if you do
+not take it."
+
+There was a long pause, and then he said: "You are right; I will live if
+I can, Marmion."
+
+"And now YOU are right." I nodded soothingly to him, and then asked him
+to talk no more; for I knew that fever would soon come on.
+
+He lay for a moment silent, but at length whispered: "Did you know it was
+not a fall I had?" He raised his chin and stretched his throat slightly,
+with a kind of trembling.
+
+"I thought it was not a fall," I replied.
+
+"It was Phil's pal--Kilby."
+
+"I thought that."
+
+"How could you--think it? Did--others--think so?" he asked anxiously.
+
+"No, not others; I alone. They thought it accident; they could have no
+ground for suspicion. But I had; and, besides, there were marks on your
+throat."
+
+"Nothing must happen to him, you understand. He had been drinking, and
+--and he was justified. I wronged him in Samoa, him and Mrs. Falchion."
+
+I nodded and put my fingers on my lips.
+
+Again there was silence. I sat and watched him, his eyes closed, his
+body was motionless. He slept for hours so, and then he waked rather
+sharply, and said half deliriously: "I could have dragged him with me,
+Marmion."
+
+"But you did not. Yes, I understand. Go to sleep again, Roscoe."
+
+Later on the fever came, and he moaned and moved his head about his
+pillow. He could not move his body--it was too much injured.
+
+There was a source of fear in Kilby. Would he recklessly announce what
+he had done, and the cause of it? After thinking it over and over, I
+concluded that he would not disclose his crimes. My conclusions were
+right, as after events showed.
+
+As for Roscoe, I feared that if he lived he must go through life maimed.
+He had a private income; therefore if he determined to work no more in
+the ministry, he would, at least, have the comforts of life.
+
+Ruth Devlin came. I went to Roscoe and told him that she wished to see
+him. He smiled sorrowfully and said: "To what end, Marmion? I am a
+drifting wreck. It will only shock her." I think he thought she would
+not love him now if he lived--a crippled man.
+
+"But is this noble? Is it just to her?" said I.
+
+After a long time he answered: "You are right again, quite right. I am
+selfish. When one is shaking between life and death, one thinks most of
+one's self."
+
+"She will help to bring you back from those places, Roscoe."
+
+"If I am delirious ever, do not let her come, will you, Marmion? Promise
+me that." I promised.
+
+I went to her. She was very calm and womanly. She entered the room,
+went quietly to his bedside, and, sitting down, took his hand. Her smile
+was pitiful and anxious, but her words were brave.
+
+"My dearest," she said, "I am so sorry. But you will soon be well, so we
+must be as patient and cheerful as we can."
+
+His eyes answered, but he did not speak. She leaned over and kissed his
+cheek. Then he said: "I hope I may get well."
+
+"This was the shadow over you," she ventured. "This was your
+presentiment of trouble--this accident."
+
+"Yes, this was the shadow."
+
+Some sharp thought seemed to move her, for her eyes grew suddenly hard,
+and she stooped and whispered: "Was SHE there--when--it happened, Galt?"
+
+He shrank from the question, but he said immediately: "No, she was not
+there."
+
+"I am glad," she added, "that it was only an accident."
+
+Her eyes grew clear of their momentary hardness. There is nothing in
+life like the anger of one woman against another concerning a man.
+
+Justine Caron came to the house, pale and anxious, to inquire. Mrs.
+Falchion, she said, was not going away until she knew how Mr. Roscoe's
+illness would turn.
+
+"Miss Caron," I said to her, "do you not think it better that she should
+go?"
+
+"Yes, for him; but she grieves now."
+
+"For him?"
+
+"Not alone for him," was the reply. There was a pause, and then she
+continued: "Madame told me to say to you that she did not wish Mr. Roscoe
+to know that she was still here."
+
+I assured her that I understood, and then she added mournfully: "I cannot
+help you now, monsieur, as I did on board the 'Fulvia'. But he will be
+better cared for in Miss Devlin's hands, the poor lady! . . . Do you
+think that he will live?"
+
+"I hope so. I am not sure."
+
+Her eyes went to tears; and then I tried to speak more encouragingly.
+
+All day people came to inquire, chief among them Mr. Devlin, whose big
+heart split itself in humanity and compassion. "The price of the big
+mill for the guarantee of his life!" he said over and over again. "We
+can't afford to let him go."
+
+Although I should have been on my way back to Toronto, I determined to
+stay until Roscoe was entirely out of danger. It was singular, but in
+this illness, though the fever was high, he never was delirious. It
+would almost seem as if, having paid his penalty, the brain was at rest.
+
+While Roscoe hovered between life and death, Mr. Devlin, who persisted
+that he would not die, was planning for a new hospital and a new church,
+of which Roscoe should be president and padre respectively. But the
+suspense to us all, for many days, was very great; until, one morning
+when the birds were waking the cedars, and the snow on Mount Trinity was
+flashing coolness down the hot valley, he waked and said to me: "Marmion,
+old friend; it is morning at last."
+
+"Yes, it is morning," said I. "And you are going to live now? You are
+going to be reasonable and give the earth another chance?"
+
+"Yes, I believe I shall live now."
+
+To cheer him, I told him what Mr. Devlin intended and had planned; how
+river-drivers and salmon-fishers came every day from the valley to
+inquire after him. I did not tell him that there had been one or two
+disturbances between the river-drivers and the salmon-fishers. I tried
+to let him see that there need be no fresh change in his life. At length
+he interrupted me.
+
+"Marmion," he said, "I understand what you mean. It would be cowardly of
+me to leave here now if I were a whole man. I am true in intention, God
+knows, but I must carry a crippled arm for the rest of my life, must I
+not? . . . . and a crippled Padre is not the kind of man for this
+place. They want men straight on their feet."
+
+"Do you think," I answered, "that they will not be able to stand the
+test? You gave them--shall I say it?--a crippled mind before; you give
+them a crippled body now. Well, where do you think the odds lie? I
+should fancy with you as you are."
+
+There was a long silence in which neither of us moved. At last he turned
+his face towards the window, and, not looking at me, said lingeringly:
+"This is a pleasant place."
+
+I knew that he would remain.
+
+I had not seen Mrs. Falchion during Roscoe's illness; but every day
+Justine came and inquired, or a messenger was sent. And when, this
+fortunate day, Justine herself came, and I told her that the crisis was
+past, she seemed infinitely relieved and happy. Then she said:
+
+"Madame has been ill these three days also; but now I think she will be
+better; and we shall go soon."
+
+"Ask her," said I, "not to go yet for a few days. Press it as a favour
+to me." Then, on second thought, I sat down and wrote Mrs. Falchion a
+note, hinting that there were grave reasons why she should stay a little
+longer: things connected with her own happiness. Truth is, I had
+received a note that morning which had excited me. It referred to Mrs.
+Falchion. For I was an arch-plotter--or had been.
+
+I received a note in reply which said that she would do as I wished.
+Meanwhile I was anxiously awaiting the arrival of some one.
+
+That night a letter came to Roscoe. After reading it shrinkingly he
+handed it to me. It said briefly:
+
+ I'm not sorry I did it, but I'm glad I hevn't killed you. I was
+ drunk and mad. If I hadn't hurt you, I'd never hev forgive myself.
+ I reckon now, there's no need to do any forgivin' either side.
+ We're square--though maybe you didn't kill her after all. Mrs.
+ Falchion says you didn't. But you hurt her. Well, I've hurt you.
+ And you will never hear no more of Phil's pal from Danger Mountain.
+
+Immediately after sunset of this night, a storm swept suddenly down the
+mountains, and prevented Ruth and her father from going to Viking. I
+left them talking to Roscoe, he wearing such a look on his face as I like
+to remember now, free from distress of mind--so much more painful than
+distress of body. As I was leaving the room, I looked back and saw Ruth
+sitting on a stool beside Roscoe's chair, holding the unmaimed hand in
+hers; the father's face shining with pleasure and pride. Before I went
+out, I turned again to look at them, and, as I did so, my eye fell on the
+window against which the wind and rain were beating. And through the wet
+there appeared a face, shocking in its paleness and misery--the face of
+Mrs. Falchion. Only for an instant, and then it was gone.
+
+I opened the door and went out upon the verandah. As I did so, there was
+a flash of lightning, and in that flash a figure hurried by me. One
+moment, and there was another flash; and I saw the figure in the beating
+rain, making toward the precipice.
+
+Then I heard a cry, not loud, but full of entreaty and sorrow. I moved
+quickly toward it. In another white gleam I saw Justine with her arms
+about the figure, holding it back from the abyss. She said with
+incredible pleading:
+
+"No, no, madame, not that! It is wicked--wicked."
+
+I came and stood beside them.
+
+The figure sank upon the ground and buried a pitiful face in the wet
+grass.
+
+Justine leaned over her.
+
+She sobbed as one whose harvest of the past is all tears. Nothing human
+could comfort her yet.
+
+I think she did not know that I was there. Justine lifted her face to
+me, appealing.
+
+I turned and stole silently away.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XXI
+
+IN PORT
+
+That night I could not rest. It was impossible to rid myself of the
+picture of Mrs. Falchion as I had seen her by the precipice in the storm.
+What I had dared to hope for had come. She had been awakened; and with
+the awakening had risen a new understanding of her own life and the lives
+of others. The storm of wind and rain that had swept down the ravine was
+not wilder than her passions when I left her with Justine in the dark
+night.
+
+All had gone well where the worst might have been. Roscoe's happiness
+was saved to him. He felt that the accident to him was the penalty he
+paid for the error of his past; but in the crash of penalties Mrs.
+Falchion, too, was suffering; and, so far as she knew, must carry with
+her the remorse of having seen, without mercy, her husband sink to a
+suicide's grave. I knew that she was paying a great price now for a
+mistaken past. I wished that I might make her remorse and sorrow less.
+There was a way, but I was not sure that all would be as I wished. Since
+a certain dreadful day on the 'Fulvia', Hungerford and I had held a secret
+in our hands. When it seemed that Mrs. Falchion would bring a great
+trouble and shame into Roscoe's life, I determined to use the secret. It
+must be used now only for Mrs. Falchion's good. As I said in the last
+chapter, I had received word that somebody was coming whose presence must
+take a large place in the drama of these events: and I hoped the best.
+
+Until morning I lay and planned the best way to bring things to a
+successful issue. The morning came--beautiful after a mad night. Soon
+after I got up I received a note, brought by a boy from Viking, which
+gave me a thrill of excitement. The note requested me to go to Sunburst.
+But first I sent a note to Mrs. Falchion, begging her in the name of our
+new friendship not to leave the mountains that day. I also asked that
+she would meet me in Sunburst that evening at eight o'clock, at a place
+indicated by me. I asked for a reply by the messenger I sent, and urged
+her to ask no questions, but to trust me as one who only wished to do her
+a great service, as I hoped her compliance would make possible. I waited
+for the reply, and it bore but the one word--"Yes."
+
+Greatly pleased, I started down the valley. It was still early when I
+reached Sunburst. I went directly to the little tavern from whence the
+note had come, and remained an hour or more. The result of that hour's
+conversation with the writer of the note was memorable, as was the hour
+itself. I began to hope fondly for the success of my scheme.
+
+From the tavern I went to the village, with an elation hardly disturbed
+by the fact that many of the salmon-fishers were sullen, because of
+foolish depredations committed the evening before by idle river-men and
+mill-hands of Viking. Had I not been so occupied with Mrs. Falchion and
+an event wherein she must figure, I should have taken more seriously the
+mutterings of the half-breeds, the moroseness of the Indians, and the
+nervous threatenings of the white fishers: the more so because I knew
+that Mr. Devlin had started early that morning for the Pacific Coast, and
+would not be back for some days.
+
+No two classes of people could be more unlike than the salmon-fishers of
+Sunburst and the mill-hands and river-drivers of Viking. The life of the
+river-men was exciting, hardy, and perilous; tending to boisterousness,
+recklessness, daring, and wild humour: that of the salmon-fishers was
+cheerful, picturesque, infrequently dangerous, mostly simple and quiet.
+The river-driver chose to spend his idle hours in crude, rough
+sprightliness; the salmon-fisher loved to lie upon the shore and listen
+to the village story-teller,--almost official when successful,--who
+played upon the credulity and imagination of his listeners. The river-
+driver loved excitement for its own sake, and behind his boisterousness
+there was little evil. When the salmon-fisher was roused, his anger
+became desperately serious. It was not his practice to be boisterous for
+the sake of boisterousness.
+
+All this worked for a crisis.
+
+From Sunburst I went over to Viking, and for a time watched a handful of
+river-drivers upon a little island in the centre of the river, working to
+loosen some logs and timber and foist them into the water, to be driven
+down to the mill. I stood interested, because I had nothing to do of any
+moment for a couple of hours. I asked an Indian on the bank to take his
+canoe and paddle me over to the island. He did so. I do not know why I
+did not go alone; but the Indian was near me, his canoe was at his hand,
+and I did the thing almost mechanically. I landed on the island and
+watched with great interest the men as they pried, twisted and tumbled
+the pile to get at the key-log which, found and loosened, would send the
+heap into the water.
+
+I was sorry I brought the Indian with me, for though the river-drivers
+stopped their wild sing-song cry for a moment to call a "How!" at me,
+they presently began to toss jeering words at the Indian. They had
+recognised him--I had not--as a salmon-fisher and one of the Siwash tribe
+from Sunburst. He remained perfectly silent, but I could see sullenness
+growing on his face. He appeared to take no notice of his scornful
+entertainers, but, instead of edging away, came nearer and nearer to the
+tangle of logs--came, indeed, very close to me, as I stood watching four
+or five men, with the foreman close by, working at a huge timber. At a
+certain moment the foreman was in a kind of hollow. Just behind him,
+near to the Indian, was a great log, which, if loosened by a slight
+impulse, must fall into the hollow where the foreman stood. The foreman
+had his face to us; the backs of the other men were on us. Suddenly the
+foreman gave a frightened cry, and I saw at the same instant the Indian's
+foot thrust out upon the big log. Before the foreman had time to get out
+of the hollow, it slid down, caught him just above the ankle and broke
+the leg.
+
+I wheeled, to see the Indian in his canoe making for the shore. He was
+followed by the curses of the foreman and the gang. The foreman was very
+quiet, but I could see that there was danger in his eye, and the
+exclamations of the men satisfied me that they were planning an inter-
+municipal difficulty.
+
+I improvised bandages, set the leg directly, and in a little while we got
+to the shore on a hastily constructed raft. After seeing the foreman
+safely cared for, and giving Mr. Devlin's manager the facts of the
+occurrence, more than sated with my morning's experience, I climbed the
+mountain side, and took refuge from the heat in the coolness of Roscoe's
+rooms.
+
+In the afternoon I received a note from Mrs. Falchion, saying that on the
+following day she would start for the coast; that her luggage would be
+taken to Sunburst at once; and that, her engagement with me fulfilled,
+she would spend a night there, not returning again to the hills. I was
+preparing for my own departure, and was kept very busy until evening.
+Then I went quickly down into the valley,--for I was late,--and trudged
+eagerly on to Sunburst. As I neared the village I saw that there were
+fewer lights--torches and fires--than usual on the river. I noticed also
+that there were very few fishers on the banks or in the river. But still
+the village seemed noisy, and, although it was dusk, I could make out
+much stir in the one street along which the cottages and huts ambled for
+nearly a mile.
+
+All at once it came to me strongly that the friction between the two
+villages had consummated in the foreman's injury, and was here coming to
+a painful crisis. My suspicions had good grounds. As I hurried on I saw
+that the lights usually set on the banks of the river were scattered
+through the town. Bonfires were being lighted, and torches were flaring
+in front of the Indian huts. Coming closer, I saw excited groups of
+Indians, half-breeds, and white men moving here and there; and then, all
+at once, there came a cry--a kind of roar--from farther up the village,
+and the men gathered themselves together, seizing guns, sticks, irons,
+and other weapons, and ran up the street. I understood. I was
+moderately swift of foot those days. I came quickly after them, and
+passed them. As I did so I inquired of one or two fishers what was the
+trouble.
+
+They told me, as I had guessed, that they expected an attack on the
+village by the mill-hands and river-drivers of Viking.
+
+The situation was critical. I could foresee a catastrophe which would
+for ever unsettle the two towns, and give the valley an unenviable
+reputation. I was certain that, if Roscoe or Mr. Devlin were present,
+a prohibitive influence could be brought to bear; that some one of strong
+will could stand, as it were, in the gap between them, and prevent a
+pitched battle, and, possibly, bloodshed. I was sure that at Viking the
+river-drivers had laid their plans so secretly that the news of them
+would scarcely reach the ears of the manager of the mill, and that,
+therefore, his influence, as Mr. Devlin's, would not be available.
+
+Remained only myself--as I first thought. I was unknown to a great
+number of the men of both villages, and familiar with but very few--
+chiefly those with whom I had a gossiping acquaintance. Yet, somehow,
+I felt that if I could but get a half-dozen men to take a firm stand with
+me, I might hold the rioters in check.
+
+As I ran by the side of the excitable fishers, I urged upon one or two of
+them the wisdom and duty of preventing a conflict. Their reply was--and
+it was very convincing--that they were not forcing a struggle, but were
+being attacked, and in the case would fight. My hasty persuasion
+produced but little result. But I kept thinking hard. Suddenly it came
+to me that I could place my hand upon a man whose instincts in the matter
+would be the same as mine; who had authority; knew the world; had been in
+dangerous positions in his lifetime; and owed me something. I was sure
+that I could depend upon him: the more so that once frail of body he had
+developed into a strong, well-controlled man.
+
+Even as I thought of him, I was within a few rods of the house where he
+was. I looked, and saw him standing in the doorway. I ran and called to
+him. He instantly joined me, and we ran on together: the fishermen
+shouting loudly as they watched the river-drivers come armed down the
+hill-slope into the village.
+
+I hastily explained the situation to my friend, and told him what we must
+do. A word or two assured me of all I wished to know. We reached the
+scene of the disorder. The fishermen were bunched together, the river on
+the one side, the houses and hills on the other. The river-drivers had
+halted not many yards away, cool, determined and quiet, save for a little
+muttering. In their red shirts, top boots, many of them with long black
+hair and brass earrings, they looked a most formidable crowd. They had
+evidently taken the matter seriously, and were come with the intention of
+carrying their point, whatever it might be. Just as we reached the space
+between the two parties, the massive leader of the river-drivers stepped
+forward, and in a rough but collected voice said that they had come
+determined to fight, if fighting were necessary, but that they knew what
+the end of the conflict would be, and they did not wish to obliterate
+Sunburst entirely if Sunburst accepted the conditions of peace.
+
+There seemed no leader to the fishermen.
+
+My friend said to me quickly: "You speak first." Instantly I stepped
+forward and demanded to know what the terms of peace were. As soon as I
+did so, there were harsh mutterings among the river-drivers. I explained
+at once, waving back some of the fisher-men who were clamouring about me,
+that I had nothing whatever to do with the quarrel; that I happened to be
+where I was by accident, as I had happened by accident to see the
+difficulty of the morning. But I said that it was the duty of every man
+who was a good citizen and respected the laws of his country, to see, in
+so far as it was possible, that there should be no breach of those laws.
+I spoke in a clear strong voice, and I think I produced some effect upon
+both parties to the quarrel. The reply of the leader was almost
+immediate. He said that all they demanded was the Indian who had so
+treacherously injured the foreman of their gangs. I saw the position at
+once, and was dumfounded. For a moment I did not speak.
+
+I was not prepared for the scene that immediately followed. Some one
+broke through the crowd at my back, rushed past me, and stood between the
+two forces. It was the Indian who had injured the foreman. He was naked
+to the waist, and painted and feathered after the manner of his tribe
+going to battle. There was a wild light in his eye, but he had no
+weapon. He folded his arms across his breast, and said:
+
+"Well, you want me. Here I am. I will fight with any man all alone,
+without a gun or arrow or anything. I will fight with my arms--to kill."
+
+I saw revolvers raised at him instantly, but at that the man, my friend,
+who stood beside me, sprang in front of the Indian.
+
+"Stop--stop!" he cried. "In the name of the law! I am a sergeant of
+the mounted police of Canada. My jurisdiction extends from Winnipeg to
+Vancouver. You cannot have this man except over my body: and for my body
+every one of you will pay with your lives; for every blow struck this
+night, there will be a hundred blows struck upon the river-drivers and
+mill-hands of this valley. Take care! Behind me is the law of the land
+--her police and her soldiery."
+
+He paused. There was almost complete silence. He continued:
+
+"This man is my prisoner; I arrest him."--He put his hand upon the
+Indian's shoulder.--"For the crime he committed this morning he shall
+pay: but to the law, not to you. Put up your revolvers, men. Go back to
+Viking. Don't risk your lives; don't break the law and make yourselves
+criminals and outlaws. Is it worth it? Be men. You have been the
+aggressors. There isn't one of you but feels that justice which is the
+boast of every man of the West. You wanted to avenge the crime of this
+morning. But the vengeance is the law's.--Stand back--Stand back!" he
+said, and drew his revolver, as the leader of the river-drivers stepped
+forward. "I will kill the first man that tries to lay his hand upon my
+prisoner. Don't be mad. I am not one man, I am a whole country."
+
+I shall never forget the thrill that passed through me as I saw a man
+who, but a handful of months before, was neck deep in his grave, now
+blossomed out into a strong, defiant soldier.
+
+There was a pause. At last the leader of the river-drivers spoke.
+"See," he said, "Sergeant, I guess you're right. You're a man, so help
+me! Say, boys," he continued, turning to his followers, "let him have
+the Injin. I guess he's earned him."
+
+So saying he wheeled, the men with him, and they tramped up the slope
+again on their way back to Viking. The man who had achieved this turned
+upon the fishers.
+
+"Back to your homes!" he said. "Be thankful that blood was not shed
+here to-night, and let this be a lesson to you. Now, go."
+
+The crowd turned, slowly shambled down the riverside, and left us three
+standing there.
+
+But not alone. Out of the shadow of one of the houses came two women.
+They stepped forward into the light of the bonfire burning near us. One
+of the women was very pale.
+
+It was Mrs. Falchion.
+
+I touched the arm of the man standing beside me. He wheeled and saw her
+also. A cry broke from his lips, but he stood still. A whole life-time
+of sorrow, trouble, and love looked out of his eyes. Mrs. Falchion came
+nearer. Clasping her hands upon her breast, she peered up into his face,
+and gasped:
+
+"Oh--oh--I thought that you were drowned--and dead! I saw you buried in
+the sea. No--no--it cannot be you! I have heard and seen all within
+these past few minutes. YOU are so strong and brave, so great a man!...
+Oh, tell me, tell me, are you in truth my husband?"
+
+He spoke.
+
+"I was your husband, Mercy Falchion. I was drowned, but this man"--he
+turned and touched my shoulder--"this man brought me back to life. I
+wanted to be dead to the world. I begged him to keep my secret. A
+sailor's corpse was buried in my shroud, and I lived. At Aden I stole
+from the boat in the night. I came to America--to Canada--to begin a new
+life under a new name, never to see you again. . . . Do not, do not
+speak to me--unless I am not to lose you again; unless I am to know that
+now you forgive me--that you forgive me--and wish me to live--my wife!"
+
+She put both her hands out, a strange, sorrowful look in her eyes, and
+said: "I have sinned--I have sinned."
+
+He took her hands in his.
+
+"I know," he said, "that you do not love me yet; but you may some day."
+
+"No," she said, "I do not love you; but . . . . I am glad you live. Let
+us--go home."
+
+
+THE END.
+
+
+
+
+ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS:
+
+A heart-break for that kind is their salvation
+A man may be forgiven for a sin, but the effect remains
+A man you could bank on, and draw your interest reg'lar
+Aboriginal dispersion
+All he has to do is to be vague, and look prodigious (Scientist)
+And even envy praised her
+Audience that patronisingly listens outside a room or window
+But to pay the vulgar penalty of prison--ah!
+Death is a magnificent ally; it untangles knots
+Death is not the worst of evils
+Engrossed more, it seemed, in the malady than in the man
+Every true woman is a mother, though she have no child
+Fear a woman are when she hates, and when she loves
+For a man having work to do, woman, lovely woman, is rocks
+He didn't always side with the majority
+He had neither self-consciousness nor fear
+Her own suffering always set her laughing at herself
+It is difficult to be idle--and important too
+It is hard to be polite to cowards
+Jews everywhere treated worse than the Chinaman
+Learned what fools we mortals be
+Love can outlive slander
+Men do not steal up here: that is the unpardonable crime
+One always buys back the past at a tremendous price
+One doesn't choose to worry
+Saying uncomfortable things in a deferential way
+She had provoked love, but had never given it
+Slow-footed hours wandered by, leaving apathy in their train
+"Still the end of your existence," I rejoined--"to be amused?"
+That anxious civility which beauty can inspire
+The happy scene of the play before the villain comes in
+The ravings of a sick man are not always counted ravings
+The sea is a great breeder of friendship
+The tender care of a woman--than many pharmacopoeias
+The threshold of an acknowledged love
+There are things we repent of which cannot be repaired
+There is no refuge from memory and remorse in this world
+Think that a woman gives the heart for pleasant weather only?
+Thou wouldst not think how ill all's here about my heart
+Time a woman most yearns for a man is when she has refused him
+Vanity; and from this much feminine hatred springs
+Very severe on those who do not pretend to be good
+What is gone is gone Graves are idolatry
+Who get a morbid enjoyment out of misery
+Would look back and not remember that she had a childhood
+
+
+
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