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diff --git a/61455-0.txt b/61455-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e514d48 --- /dev/null +++ b/61455-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,3012 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 61455 *** + + + + + + + + + + + +[Illustration: Cover art] + + + + +[Frontispiece: PLAYMATES. Page 38] + + + + +[Illustration: Title page] + + + + + _Alone in London_ + + + _By the Author of + "Jessica's First Prayer," "Little Meg's Children," etc._ + + + LONDON: + THE RELIGIOUS TRACT SOCIETY, + 56, PATERNOSTER Row; 65, ST. PAUL'S CHURCHYARD: + AND 164, PICCADILLY. + + + Right of Translation Reserved. + + + + +CONTENTS. + +CHAPTER + +I. NOT ALONE + +II. WAIFS AND STRAYS + +III. A LITTLE PEACEMAKER + +IV. OLD OLIVER'S MASTER + +V. FORSAKEN AGAIN + +VI. THE GRASSHOPPER A BURDEN + +VII. THE PRINCE OF LIFE + +VIII. NO PIPE FOR OLD OLIVER + +IX. A NEW BROOM AND A CROSSING + +X. HIGHLY RESPECTABLE + +XI. AMONG THIEVES + +XII. TONY'S WELCOME + +XIII. NEW BOOTS + +XIV. IN HOSPITAL + +XV. TONY'S FUTURE PROSPECTS + +XVI. A BUD FADING + +XVII. A VERY DARK SHADOW + +XVIII. NO ROOM FOR DOLLY + +XIX. THE GOLDEN CITY + +XX. A FRESH DAY DAWNS + +XXI. POLLY + + + +[Illustration: Chapter I headpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +NOT ALONE. + +It had been a close and sultry day--one of the hottest of the +dog-days--even out in the open country, where the dusky green leaves +had never stirred upon their stems since the sunrise, and where the +birds had found themselves too languid for any songs beyond a faint +chirp now and then. All day long the sun had shone down steadily +upon the streets of London, with a fierce glare and glowing heat, +until the barefooted children had felt the dusty pavement burn under +their tread almost as painfully as the icy pavement had frozen their +naked feet in the winter. In the parks, and in every open space, +especially about the cool splash of the fountains at Charing Cross, +the people, who had escaped from the crowded and unventilated back +streets, basked in the sunshine, or sought every corner where a +shadow could be found. But in the alleys and slums the air was heavy +with heat and dust, and thick vapours floated up and down, charged +with sickening smells from the refuse of fish and vegetables decaying +in the gutters. Overhead the small, straight strip of sky was almost +white, and the light, as it fell, seemed to quiver with the burden of +its own burning heat. + +Out of one of the smaller thoroughfares lying between Holborn and the +Strand, there opens a narrow alley, not more than six or seven feet +across, with high buildings on each side. In the most part the +ground floors consist of small shops; for the alley is not a blind +one, but leads from the thoroughfare to another street, and forms, +indeed, a short cut to it, pretty often used. These shops are not of +any size or importance--a greengrocer's, with a somewhat scanty +choice of vegetables and fruit, a broker's, displaying queer odds and +ends of household goods, two or three others, and at the end farthest +from the chief thoroughfare, but nearest to the quiet and respectable +street beyond, a very modest-looking little shop-window, containing a +few newspapers, some rather yellow packets of stationery, and two or +three books of ballads. Above the door was painted, in very small, +dingy letters, the words, "James Oliver, News Agent." + +The shop was even smaller, in proportion, than its window. After two +customers had entered--if such an event could ever come to pass--it +would have been almost impossible to find room for a third. Along +the end ran a little counter, with a falling flap by which admission +could be gained to the living-room lying behind the shop. This +evening the flap was down--a certain sign that James Oliver, the news +agent, had some guest within, for otherwise there would have been no +occasion to lessen the scanty size of the counter. The room beyond +was dark, very dark indeed, for the time of day; for, though the +evening was coming on, and the sun was hastening to go down at last, +it had not yet ceased to shine brilliantly upon the great city. But +inside James Oliver's house the gas was already lighted in a little +steady flame, which never flickered in the still, hot air, though +both door and window were wide open. For there was a window, though +it was easy to overlook it, opening into a passage four feet wide, +which led darkly up into a still closer and hotter court, lying in +the very core of the maze of streets. As the houses were four +stories high, it is easy to understand that very little sunlight +could penetrate to Oliver's room behind his shop, and that even at +noon-day it was twilight there. This room was of a better size +altogether than a stranger might have supposed, having two or three +queer little nooks and recesses borrowed from the space belonging to +the adjoining house; for the buildings were old, and had probably +been one large dwelling in former times. It was plainly the only +apartment the owner had; and all its arrangements were those of a man +living alone, for there was something almost desolate about the look +of the scanty furniture, though it was clean and whole. There had +been a fire, but it had died out, and the coals were black in the +grate, while the kettle still sat upon the top bar with a melancholy +expression of neglect about it. + +James Oliver himself had placed his chair near to the open door, +where he could keep his eye upon the shop--a needless precaution, as +at this hour no customers ever turned into it. He was an old man, +and seemed very old and infirm by the dim light. He was thin and +spare, with that peculiar spareness which results from the habit of +always eating less than one can. His teeth, which had never had too +much to do, had gone some years ago, and his cheeks fell in rather +deeply. A fine network of wrinkles puckered about the corners of his +eyes and mouth. He stooped a good deal, and moved about with the +slowness and deliberation of age. Yet his face was very pleasant--a +cheery, gentle, placid face, lighted up with a smile now and then, +but with sufficient rareness to make it the more welcome and the more +noticed when it came. + +Old Oliver had a visitor this hot evening, a neat, small, dapper +woman, with a little likeness to himself, who had been putting his +room to rights, and looking to the repairs needed by his linen. She +was just replacing her needle, cotton, and buttons in an +old-fashioned housewife, which she always carried in her pocket, and +was then going to put on her black silk bonnet and coloured shawl, +before bidding him good-bye. + +"Eh, Charlotte," said Oliver, after drawing a long and toilsome +breath, "what would I give to be a-top of the Wrekin, seeing the sun +set this evening! Many and many's the summer afternoon we've spent +there when we were young, and all of us alive. Dost remember how +many a mile of country we could see all round us, and how fresh the +air blew across the thousands of green fields? Why, I saw Snowdon +once, more than sixty miles off, when my eyes were young and it was a +clear sunset. I always think of the top of the Wrekin when I read of +Moses going up Mount Pisgah and seeing all the land about him, north +and south, east and west. Eh, lass! there's a change in us all now!" + +"Ah! it's like another world!" said the old woman, shaking her head +slowly. "All the folks I used to sew for at Aston, and Uppington, +and Overlehill, they'd mostly be gone or dead by now. It wouldn't +seem like the same place at all. And now there's none but you and me +left, brother James. Well, well! it's lonesome, growing old." + +"Yes, lonesome, yet not exactly lonesome," replied old Oliver, in a +dreamy voice. "I'm growing dark a little, and just a trifle deaf, +and I don't feel quite myself like I used to do; but I've got +something I didn't use to have. Sometimes of an evening, before I've +lit the gas, I've a sort of a feeling as if I could almost see the +Lord Jesus, and hear him talking to me. He looks to me something +like our eldest brother, him that died when we were little. +Charlotte, thee remembers him? A white, quiet, patient face, with a +smile like the sun shining behind clouds. Well, whether it's only a +dream or no I cannot tell, but there's a face looks at me, or seems +to look at me out of the dusk; and I think to myself, maybe the Lord +Jesus says, 'Old Oliver's lonesome down there in the dark, and his +eyes growing dim. I'll make myself half-plain to him.' Then he +comes and sits here with me for a little while." + +"Oh, that's all fancy as comes with you living quite alone," said +Charlotte, sharply. + +"Perhaps so! perhaps so!" answered the old man, with a meek sigh; +"but I should be very lonesome without that." + +They did not speak again until Charlotte had given a final shake to +the bed in the corner, upon which her bonnet and shawl had been +lying. She put them on neatly and primly; and when she was ready to +go she spoke again in a constrained and mysterious manner. + +"Heard nothing of Susan, I suppose?" she said. + +"Not a word," answered old Oliver, sadly. "It's the only trouble +I've got. That were the last passion I ever went into, and I was hot +and hasty, I know." + +"So you always used to be at times," said his sister. + +"Ah! but that passion was the worst of all," he went on, speaking +slowly. "I told her if she married young Raleigh, she should never +darken my doors again--never again. And she took me at my word, +though she might have known it was nothing but father's hot temper. +Darken my doors! Why, the brightest sunshine I could have 'ud be to +see her come smiling into my shop, like she used to do at home." + +"Well, I think Susan ought to have humbled herself," said Charlotte. +"It's going on for six years now, and she's had time enough to see +her folly. Do you know where she is?" + +"I know nothing about her," he answered, shaking his head +sorrowfully. "Young Raleigh was wild, very wild, and that was my +objection to him; but I didn't mean Susan to take me at my word. I +shouldn't speak so hasty and hot now." + +"And to think I'd helped to bring her up so genteel, and with such +pretty manners!" cried the old woman, indignantly. "She might have +done so much better with her cleverness too. Such a milliner as she +might have turned out! Well good-bye, brother James, and don't go +having any more of those visions; they're not wholesome for you." + +"I should be very lonesome without them," answered Oliver. +"Good-bye, Charlotte, good-bye, and God bless you. Come again as +soon as you can." + +He went with her to the door, and stayed to watch her along the quiet +alley, till she turned into the street. Then, with a last nod to the +back of her bonnet, as she passed out of his sight, he returned +slowly into his dark shop, put up the flap of the counter, and +retreated to the darker room within. Hot as it was, he fancied it +was growing a little chilly with the coming of the night, and he drew +on his old coat, and threw a handkerchief over his white head, and +then sat down in the dusk, looking out into his shop and the alley +beyond it. He must have fallen into a doze after a while, being +overcome with the heat, and lulled by the constant hum of the +streets, which reached his dull ear in a softened murmur; for at +length he started up almost in a fright, and found that complete +darkness had fallen upon him suddenly, as it seemed to him. A church +clock was striking nine, and his shop was not closed yet. He went +out hurriedly to put the shutters up. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +WAIFS AND STRAYS. + +In the shop it was not yet so dark but that old Oliver could see his +way out with the shutters, which during the day occupied a place +behind the door. He lifted the flap of the counter, and was about to +go on with his usual business, when a small voice, trembling a +little, and speaking from the floor at his very feet, caused him to +pause suddenly. + +"Please, rere's a little girl here," said the voice. + +Oliver stooped down to bring his eyes nearer to the ground, until he +could make out the indistinct outline of the figure of a child, +seated on his shop floor, and closely hugging a dog in her arms. Her +face looked small to him; it was pale, as if she had been crying +quietly, and though he could not see them, a large tear stood on each +of her cheeks. + +"What little girl are you?" he asked, almost timidly. + +"Rey called me Dolly," answered the child. + +"Haven't you any other name?" inquired old Oliver. + +"Nosing else but Poppet," she said; "rey call me Dolly sometimes, and +Poppet sometimes. Ris is my little dog, Beppo." + +She introduced the dog by pushing its nose into his hand, and Beppo +complacently wagged his tail and licked the old man's withered +fingers. + +"What brings you here in my shop, my little woman?" asked Oliver. + +"Mammy brought me," she said, with a stifled sob; "she told me run in +rere, Dolly, and stay till mammy comes back, and be a good girl +always. Am I a good girl?" + +"Yes, yes," he answered, soothingly; "you're a very good little girl, +I'm sure; and mother 'ill come back soon, very soon. Let us go to +the door, and look for her." + +He took her little hand in his own; such a little hand it felt, that +he could not help tightening his fingers fondly over it; and then +they stood for a few minutes on the door-sill, while old Oliver +looked anxiously up and down the alley. At the green-grocer's next +door there flared a bright jet of gas, and the light shone well into +the deepening darkness. But there was no woman in sight, and the +only person about was a ragged boy, barefoot and bareheaded, with no +clothing but a torn pair of trousers, very jagged about the ankles, +and a jacket through which his thin shoulders displayed themselves. +He was lolling in the lowest window-sill of the house opposite, and +watched Oliver and the little girl looking about them with sundry +signs of interest and amusement. + +"She ain't nowhere in sight," he called across to them after a while, +"nor won't be, neither, I'll bet you. You're looking out for the +little un's mother, ain't you, old master?" + +"Yes," answered Oliver; "do you know anything about her, my boy?" + +"Nothink," he said, with a laugh; "only she looked as if she were up +to some move, and as I'd nothink particular on hand, I just followed +her. She was somethink like my mother, as is dead, not fat or rosy, +you know, with a bit of a bruise about her eye, as if somebody had +been fighting with her. I thought there'd be a lark when she left +the little 'un in your shop, so I just stopped to see. She bolted as +if the bobbies were after her." + +"How long ago?" asked Oliver, anxiously. + +"The clocks had just gone eight," he answered; "I've been watching +for you ever since." + +"Why! that's a full hour ago," said the old man, looking wistfully +down the alley; "it's time she was come back again for her little +girl." + +[Illustration: THE LITTLE STRANGER.] + +But there was no symptom of anybody coming to claim the little girl, +who stood very quietly at his side, one hand holding the dog fast by +his ear, and the other still lying in Oliver's grasp. The boy hopped +on one foot across the narrow alley, and looked up with bright, eager +eyes into the old man's face. + +"I say," he said, earnestly, "don't you go to give her up to the +p'lice. They'd take her to the house, and that's worse than the +jail. Bless yer! they'd never take up a little thing like that to +jail for a wagrant. You just give her to me, and I'll take care of +her. It 'ud be easy enough to find victuals for such a pretty little +thing as her. You give her up to me, I say." + +"What's your name?" asked Oliver, clasping the little hand tighter, +"and where do you come from?" + +"From nowhere particular," answered the boy; "and my name's Antony; +Tony, for short. I used to have another name; mother told it me +afore she died, but it's gone clean out o' my head. Tony I am, +anyhow, and you can call me by it, if you choose." + +"How old are you, Tony?" inquired Oliver, still lingering on the +threshold, and looking up and down with his dim eyes. + +"Bless yer! I don't know," replied Tony; "I weren't much bigger nor +her when mother died, and I've found myself ever since. I never had +any father." + +"Found yourself!" repeated the old man, absently. + +"Ah, it's not bad in the summer," said Tony, more earnestly than +before: "and I could find for the little 'un easy enough. I sleep +anywhere, in Covent Garden sometimes, and the parks--anywhere as the +p'lice 'ill let me alone. You won't go to give her up to them +p'lice, will you now, and she so pretty?" + +He spoke in a beseeching tone, and old Oliver looked down upon him +through his spectacles, with a closer survey than he had given to him +before. The boy's face was pale and meagre, with an unboyish +sharpness about it, though he did not seem more than nine or ten +years old. His glittering eyes were filled with tears, and his +colourless lips quivered. He wiped away the tears roughly upon the +ragged sleeve of his jacket. + +"I never were such a baby before," said Tony, "only she is such a +nice little thing, and such a tiny little 'un. You'll keep her, +master, won't you? or give her up to me?" + +"Ay, ay! I'll take care of her," answered Oliver, "till her mother +comes back for her. She'll come pretty soon, I know. But she wants +her supper now, doesn't she?" + +He stooped down to bring his face nearer to the child's, and she +raised her hand to it, and stroked his cheek with her warm, soft +fingers. + +"Beppo wants his supper, too," she said, in a clear, shrill, little +voice, which penetrated easily through old Oliver's deafened hearing. + +"And Beppo shall have some supper as well as the little woman," he +answered. "I'll put the shutters up now, and leave the door ajar, +and the gas lit for mother to see when she comes back; and if mother +shouldn't come back to night, the little woman will sleep in my bed, +won't she?" + +"Dolly's to be a good girl till mammy comes back," said the child, +plaintively, and holding harder by Beppo's ear. + +"Let me put the shutters up, master," cried Tony, eagerly; "I won't +charge you nothink, and I'll just look round in the morning to see +how you're getting along. She is such a very little thing." + +The shutters were put up briskly, and then Tony took a long, farewell +gaze of the old man and the little child, but he could not offer to +touch either of them. He glanced at his hands, and Oliver did the +same; but they both shook their heads. + +"I'll have a wash in the morning afore I come," he said, nodding +resolutely; "good-bye, guv'ner; good-bye, little 'un." + +Old Oliver went in, leaving his door ajar, and his gas lit, as he had +said. He fed the hungry child with bread and butter, and used up his +half-pennyworth of milk, which he bought for himself every evening. +Then he lifted her on to his knee, with Beppo in her arms, and sat +for a long while waiting. The little head nodded, and Dolly sat up, +unsteadily striving hard to keep awake; but at last she let Beppo +drop to the floor, while she herself fell upon the old man's breast, +and lay there without moving. It chimed eleven o'clock at last, and +Oliver knew it was of no use to watch any longer. + +He managed to undress his little charge with gentle, though trembling +hands, and then he laid her down on his bed, putting his only pillow +against the wall to make a soft nest for the tender and sleepy child. +She roused herself for a minute, and stared about her, gazing +steadily, with large, tearful eyes, into his face. Then as he sat +down on the bedstead beside her, to comfort her as well as he could, +she lifted herself up, and knelt down, with her folded hands laid +against his shoulder. + +"Dolly vewy seepy," she lisped, "but must say her prayers always." + +"What are your prayers, my dear?" he asked. + +"On'y God bless ganpa, and father, and mammy, and poor Beppo, and +make me a good girl," murmured the drowsy voice, as Dolly closed her +eyes again, and fell off into a deep sleep the next moment. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +A LITTLE PEACEMAKER. + +It was a very strange event which had befallen old Oliver. He went +back to his own chair, where he smoked his Broseley pipe every night, +and sank down in it, rubbing his legs softly; for it was a long time +since he had nursed any child, and even Dolly's small weight was a +burden to him. Her tiny clothes were scattered up and down, and +there was no one beside himself to gather them together, and fold +them straight. In shaking out her frock a letter fell from it, and +Oliver picked it up, wondering whoever it could be for. It was +directed to himself, "Mr. James Oliver, News-agent," and he broke the +seal with eager expectation. The contents were these, written in a +handwriting which he knew at first sight to be his daughter's:-- + + +"DEAR FATHER, + +"I am very very sorry I ever did anything to make you angry with me. +This is your poor Susan's little girl, as is come to be a little +peacemaker betwixt you and me. I'm certain sure you'll never turn +her away from your door. I'm going down to Portsmouth for three +days, because he listed five months ago, and his regiment's ordered +out to India, and he sails on Friday. So I thought I wouldn't take +my little girl to be in the way, and I said I'll leave her with +father till I come back, and her pretty little ways will soften him +towards me, and we'll live all together in peace and plenty till his +regiment comes home again, poor fellow. For he's very good to me +when he's not in liquor, which is seldom for a man. Please do +forgive me for pity's sake, and for Christ's sake, if I'm worthy to +use his name, and do take care of my little girl till I come home to +you both on Friday. From your now dutiful daughter, + +"POOR SUSAN." + + +The tears rolled fast down old Oliver's cheeks as he read this letter +through twice, speaking the words half aloud to himself. Why! this +was his own little grandchild, then--his very own! And no doubt +Susan had christened her Dorothy, after her own mother, his dear +wife, who had died so many years ago. Dolly was the short for +Dorothy, and in early times he had often called his wife by that +name. He had turned his gas off and lighted a candle, and now he +took it up and went to the bedside to look at his new treasure. The +tiny face lying upon his pillow was rosy with sleep, and the fair +curly hair was tossed about in pretty disorder. His spectacles grew +very dim indeed, and he was obliged to polish them carefully on his +cotton handkerchief before he could see his grand-daughter plainly +enough. Then he touched her dimpled cheek tremblingly with the end +of his finger, and sobbed out, "Bless her! bless her!" He returned +to his chair, his head shaking a good deal before he could regain his +composure; and it was not until he had kindled his pipe, and was +smoking it, with his face turned towards the sleeping child, that he +felt at all like himself again. + +"Dear Lord!" he said, half aloud, between the whiffs of his pipe, +"dear Lord! how very good thou art to me! Didst thee not say, 'I'll +not leave thee comfortless, I'll come to thee?' I know what that +means, bless thy name; and the good Spirit has many a time brought me +comfort, and cheered my heart. I know thou didst not leave me alone +before. No, no! that was far from thee, Lord. Alone!--why, thou'rt +always here; and now there's the little lass as well. +Lonesome!--they don't know thee, Lord, and they don't know me. +Thou'rt here, with the little lass and me. Yes, yes,--yes." + +He murmured the word "yes" in a tone of contentment over and over +again, until, the pipe being finished, he prepared for sleep also. +But no sleep came to the old man. He was too full of thought, and +too fearful of the child waking in the night and wanting something. +The air was close and hot, and now and then a peal of thunder broke +overhead; but a profound peace and tranquillity, slightly troubled by +his new joy, held possession of him. His grandchild was there, and +his daughter was coming back to him in three days. + +Oh, how he would welcome her! He would not let her speak one word of +her wilfulness and disobedience, and the long, cruel neglect which +had left him in ignorance of where she lived, and what had become of +her. It was partly his fault, for having been too hard upon her, and +too hasty and hot-tempered. He had learnt better since then. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +OLD OLIVER'S MASTER. + +Very early in the morning, before the tardy daylight could creep into +the darkened room, old Oliver was up and busy. He had been in the +habit of doing for himself, as he called it, ever since his daughter +had forsaken him, and he was by nature fastidiously clean and neat. +But now there would be additional duties for him during the next +three days; for there would be Dolly to wash, and dress, and provide +breakfast for. Every few minutes he stole a look at her lying still +asleep; and as soon as he discovered symptoms of awaking, he hastily +lifted Beppo on to the bed, that her opening eyes should be greeted +by some familiar sight. She stretched out her wonderful little +hands, and caught hold of the dog's rough head before venturing to +lift her eyelids, while Oliver looked on in speechless delight. At +length she ventured to peep slyly at him, and then addressed herself +to Beppo. + +"What am I to call ris funny old man, Beppo?" she asked. + +"I am your grandpa, my darling," said Oliver, in his softest voice. + +"Are you God-bless-ganpa?" inquired Dolly, sitting up on her pillow, +and staring very hard with her blue eyes into his wrinkled face. + +"Yes, I am," he answered, looking at her anxiously. + +"Dolly knows," she said, counting upon her little fingers; "rere's +father, and mammy, and Beppo; and now rere's gan-pa. Dolly 'll get +up now." + +She flung her arms suddenly about his neck and kissed him, while old +Oliver trembled with intense joy. It was quite a marvel to him how +she helped him to dress her, laughing merrily at the strange mistakes +he made in putting on her clothes the wrong side before; and when he +assured her that her mother would come back very soon, she seemed +satisfied to put up with any passing inconvenience. The shop, with +its duties, and the necessity of getting in his daily stock of +newspapers, entirely slipped his memory; and he was only recalled to +it by a very loud rapping at the door as he was pouring out Dolly's +breakfast. To his great surprise he discovered that he had forgotten +to take down his shutters, though it was past the hour when his best +customers passed by. + +[Illustration: Tony] + +The person knocking proved to be none other than Tony, who greeted +the old man's appearance with a prolonged whistle, and a grave and +reproachful stare. + +"Come," he said, in a tone of remonstrance, "this'll never do, you +know. Business is business, and must be minded. You pretty nearly +frightened me into fits; anybody could have knocked me down with a +straw when I see the shutters up. How is she?" + +"She's very well, thank you, my boy," answered Oliver, meekly. + +"Mother not turned up, I guess?" said Tony. + +"No; she comes on Friday," he replied. + +Tony winked, and put his tongue into his cheek; but he gave utterance +to no remark until after the shutters were in their place. Then he +surveyed himself as well as he could, with an air of satisfaction. +His face and hands were clean, and his skin looked very white through +the holes in his tattered clothes; even his feet, except for an +unavoidable under surface of dust, were unsoiled. His jacket and +trousers appeared somewhat more torn than the evening before; but +they bore every mark of having been washed also. + +"Washed myself early in the morning, afore the bobbies were much +about," remarked Tony, "in the fountains at Charing Cross; but I +hadn't time to get my rags done, so I did 'em down under the bridge, +when the tide were going down; but I could only give 'em a bit of a +swill and a ring out. Anyhow, I'm a bit cleaner this morning than +last night, master." + +"To be sure, to be sure," answered Oliver. "Come in, my boy, and +I'll give you a bit of breakfast with her and me." + +"You haven't got sich a thing as a daily paper, have you?" asked +Tony, in a patronizing tone. + +"Not to-day's paper, I'm afraid," he said. + +"I'm afraid not," continued Tony; "overslept yourself, eh? Not as I +can read myself; but there are folks going by as can, and might +p'raps buy one here as well as anywhere else. Shall I run and get +'em for you, now I'm on my legs?" + +Oliver looked questioningly at the boy, who returned a frank, honest +gaze, and said, "Honour bright!" as he held out his hand for the +money. There was some doubt in the old man's mind after Tony had +disappeared as to whether he had not done a very foolish thing; but +he soon forgot it when he returned to the breakfast-table; and long +before he himself could have reached the place and returned, Tony was +back again with his right number of papers. + +Before many minutes Tony was sitting upon an old box at a little +distance from the table, where Oliver sat with his grandchild. A +basin of coffee and a large hunch of bread rested upon his knees, and +Beppo was sniffing round him with a doubtful air. Dolly was shy in +this strange company, and ate her breakfast with a sedate gravity +which filled both her companions with astonishment and admiration. +When the meal was finished, old Oliver took his daughter's letter +from his waistcoat pocket and read it aloud to Tony, who listened +with undivided interest. + +"Then she's your own little 'un," he said, with a sigh of +disappointment. "You'll never give her up to me, if you get tired of +her,--nor to the p'lice neither," he added, with a brightening face. + +"No, no, no!" answered Oliver, emphatically. "Besides, her mother's +coming on Friday. I wouldn't give her up for all the world, bless +her!" + +"And he's 'listed!" said Tony, in a tone of envy "They wouldn't take +me yet a while, if I offered to go. But who's that she speaks +of?--'for Christ's sake, if I am worthy to use his name.' Who is he?" + +"Don't you know?" asked Oliver. + +"No, never heard tell of him before," he answered, "Is he any friend +o' yours?"[*] + + +[*] It may be necessary to assure some readers that this ignorance is +not exaggerated. The City Mission Reports, and similar records, show +that such cases are too frequent. + + +"Ay!" said Oliver; "he's my only friend, my best friend. And he's my +master, besides." + +"And she thinks he'd be angry if you turned the little girl away?" +pursued Tony. + +"Yes, yes; he'd be very angry," said old Oliver, thoughtfully; "it +'ud grieve him to his heart. Why, he's always loved little children, +and never had them turned away from himself, whatever he was doing. +If she hadn't been my own little girl, I daren't have turned her out +of my doors. No, no, dear Lord, thee knows as I'd have taken care of +her, for thy sake." + +He spoke absently, in a low voice, as though talking to some person +whom Tony could not see, and the boy was silent a minute or two, +thinking busily. + +"How long have you worked for that master o' yours?" he asked, at +last. + +"Not very long," replied Oliver, regretfully. "I used to fancy I was +working for him years and years ago; but, dear me! it was poor sort +o' work; and now I can't do very much. Only he knows how old I am, +and he doesn't care so that I love him, which I do, Tony." + +"I should think so!" said the boy, falling again into busy thought, +from which he aroused himself by getting up from his box, and rubbing +his fingers through his wet and tangled hair. + +"He takes to children and little 'uns?" he said, in a questioning +tone. + +"Ay, dearly!" answered old Oliver. + +"I reckon he'd scarcely take me for a man yet," said Tony, at the +same time drawing himself up to his full height; "though I don't know +as I should care to work for him. I'd rather have a crossing, and be +my own master. But if I get hard up, do you think he'd take to me, +if you spoke a word for me?" + +"Are you sure you don't know anything about him?" asked Oliver. + +"Not I; how should I?" answered Tony. "Why, you don't s'pose as I +know all the great folks in London, though I've seen sights and +sights of 'em riding about in their carriages. I told you I weren't +much bigger nor her there when mother died, and I've picked up my +living up and down the streets anyhow, and other lads have helped me +on, till I can help 'em on now. It don't cost much to keep a boy on +the streets. There's nothink to pay for coals, or rent, or beds, or +furniture, or anythink; only your victuals, and a rag now and then. +All I want's a broom and a crossing, and then shouldn't I get along +just? But I don't know how to get 'em." + +"Perhaps the Lord Jesus would give them to you, if you'd ask him," +said Oliver, earnestly. + +"Who's he?" inquired Tony, with an eager face. + +"Him--Christ. It's his other name," answered the old man. + +"Ah! I see," he said, nodding. "Well, if I can't get 'em myself, +I'll think about it. He'll want me to work for him, you know. Where +does he live?" + +"I'll tell you all about him, if you'll come to see me," replied +Oliver. + +"Well," said the boy, "I'll just look in after Friday, and see if the +little 'un's mother's come back. Good-bye,--good-bye, little miss." + +He could take Dolly's hand into his own this morning, and he looked +down curiously at it,--a small, rosy, dimpled hand, such as he had +never seen before so closely. A lump rose in his throat, and his +eyelids smarted with tears again. It was such a little thing, such a +pretty little thing, he said to himself, covering it fondly with his +other hand. There was no fear that Tony would forget to come back to +old Oliver's house. + +"Thank you for my breakfast," he said, with a choking voice; "only if +I do come to see you, it'll be to see her again--not for anythink as +I can get." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +FORSAKEN AGAIN. + +The next three days were a season of unmixed happiness to old Oliver. +The little child was so merry, yet withal so gentle and +sweet-tempered, that she kept him in a state of unwearied delight, +without any alloy of anxiety or trouble. She trotted at his side +with short, running footsteps, when he went out early in the morning +to fetch his daily stock of newspapers. She watched him set his room +tidy, and made believe to help him by dusting the lees and seats of +his two chairs. She stood with folded hands and serious face, +looking on as he was busy with his cooking. When she was not thus +engaged she played contentedly with Beppo, prattling to him in such a +manner, that Oliver often forgot what he was about while listening to +her. She played with him, too, frolicsome little games of +hide-and-seek, in which he grew as eager as herself; and sometimes +she stole his spectacles, or handkerchief, or anything she could lay +her mischievous fingers upon to hide away in some unthought-of spot; +while her shrewd, cunning little face put on an expression of +profound gravity as old Oliver sought everywhere for them. + +As Friday evening drew near, the old man's gladness took a shade of +anxiety. His daughter was coming home to him, and his heart was full +of unutterable joy and gratitude; but he did not know exactly how +they should go on in the future. He was averse to change; yet this +little house, with its single room, to which he had moved when she +forsook him, was too scanty in its accommodation. He had made up a +rude sort of bed for himself under the counter in the shop, and was +quite ready to give up his own to Susan and his little love, as he +called Dolly; but would Susan let him have his own way in this, and +many other things? He provided a sumptuous tea, and added a fresh +salad to it from the greengrocer's next door; but though he and Dolly +waited and watched till long after the child's bed-time, taking +occasional snatches of bread and butter, still Susan did not arrive. +At length a postman entered the little shop with a noise which made +Oliver's heart beat violently, and tossed a letter down upon the +counter. He carried it to the door, where there was still light +enough to read it, and saw that it was in Susan's handwriting. + +"MY DEAR AND DEAREST FATHER, + +"My heart is almost broke, betwixt one thing and another. His +regiment is to set sail immediate, and the colonel's lady has offered +me very handsome wages to go out with her as lady's maid, her own +having disappointed her at the last moment; which I could do very +well, knowing the dressmaking. He said, 'Do come, Susan, and I'll +never get drunk again, so help me God; and if you don't, I shall go +to the bad altogether; for I do love you, Susan.' I said, 'Oh my +child!' And the colonel's lady said, 'She's safe with her +grandfather; and if he's a good man, as you say he is, he'll take the +best of care of her. I'll give you three pounds to send him from +here, and we'll send more from Calcutta.' So they overpersuaded me, +and there isn't even time to come back to London, for we are going in +a few hours. You'll take care of my little dear, I know, you and +aunt Charlotte. I've sent a little box of clothes for her by the +railway, and what more she wants aunt Charlotte will see to, I'm +sure, and do her mending, and see to her manners till I come home. +Oh! if I could only hear you say 'Susan, my dear, I forgive you, and +love you almost as much as ever,' I'd go with a lighter heart, and be +almost glad to leave Dolly to be a comfort to you, She will be a +comfort to you, though she is so little, I'm sure. Tell her mammy +says she must be a good girl always till mammy comes back. A hundred +thousand kisses for my dear father and my little girl. We shall come +home as soon as ever we can; but I don't rightly know where India is. +I think it's my bounden duty to go with him, as things have turned +out. Pray God take care of us all. + + "Your loving, sorrowful daughter, + "SUSAN RALEIGH." + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE GRASSHOPPER A BURDEN. + +It was some time before the full meaning of Susan's letter penetrated +to her father's brain; but when it did, he was not at first +altogether pained by it. True, it was both a grief and +disappointment to think that his daughter, instead of returning to +him, was already on her way across the sea to a very distant land. +But as this came slowly to his mind, there came also the thought that +there would now be no one to divide with him the treasure committed +to his charge. The little child would belong to him alone. They +might go on still, living as they had done these last three days, and +being all in all to one another. If he could have chosen, his will +would certainly have been for Susan to return to them; but, since he +could not have his choice, he felt that there were some things which +would be all the happier for him because of her absence. + +He put Dolly to bed, and then went out to shut up the shop for the +night. As he carried in his feeble arms a single shutter at a time, +he heard himself hailed by a boy's voice, which was lowered to a low +and mysterious whisper, and which belonged to Tony, who took the +shutter out of his hands. + +"S'pose the mother turned up all right?" he said pointing with his +thumb through the half open door. + +"No," answered Oliver. "I've had another letter from her, and she's +gone out to India with her husband, and left the little love to live +alone with me." + +"But whatever'll the Master say to that?" inquired Tony. + +"What master?" asked old Oliver. + +"Him--Lord Jesus Christ. What'll he say to her leaving you and the +little 'un again?" said Tony, with an eager face. + +"Oh! he says a woman ought to leave her father, and keep to her +husband," he answered, somewhat sadly. "It's all right, that is." + +"I s'pose he'll help you to take care of the little girl," said Tony. + +"Ay will he; him and me," replied old Oliver; "there's no fear of +that. You never read the Testament, of course, my boy?" + +"Can't read, I told you," he answered. "But what's that?" + +"A book all about him, the Lord Jesus," said Oliver, "what he's done, +and what he's willing to do for people. If you'll come of an +evening, I'll read it aloud to you and my little love. She'll listen +as quiet and good as any angel." + +"I'll come to-morrow," answered Tony, readily; and he lingered about +the doorway until he heard the old man inside fasten the bolts and +locks, and saw the light go out in the pane of glass over the door. +Then he scampered noiselessly with his naked feet along the alley in +the direction of Covent Garden, where he purposed to spend the night, +if left undisturbed. + +Old Oliver went back into his room, where the tea-table was still set +out for his Susan's welcome; but he had no heart to clear the things +away. A chill came over his spirit as his eye fell upon the +preparations he had made to give her such a cordial greeting, that +she would know at once he had forgiven her fully. He lit his pipe, +and sat pondering sorrowfully over all the changes that had happened +to him since those old, far-away days when he was a boy, in the +pleasant, fresh, healthy homestead at the foot of the Wrekin. He +felt all of a sudden how very old he was; a poor, infirm, hoary old +man. His sight was growing dim even, and his hearing duller every +day; he was sure of it. His limbs ached oftener, and he was earlier +wearied in the evening; yet he could not sleep soundly at nights, as +he had been used to do. But, worst of all, his memory was not half +as good as it had been. Sometimes, of late, he had caught himself +reading a newspaper quite a fortnight old, and he had not found it +out till he happened to see the date at the top. He could not +recollect the names of people as he did once; for many of his +customers to whom he supplied the monthly magazines were obliged to +tell him their names and the book they wanted every time, before he +could remember them. And now there was this young child cast upon +him to be thought of, and cared and worked for. It was very +thoughtless and reckless of Susan! Suppose he should forget or +neglect any of her tender wants! Suppose his dull ear should grow +too deaf to catch the pretty words she said when she asked for +something! Suppose he should not see when the tears were rolling +down her cheeks, and nobody would comfort her! It might very easily +be so. He was not the hale man he was when Susan was just such +another little darling, and he could toss her up to the ceiling in +his strong hands. It was as much as he could do to lift Dolly on to +his feeble knee, and nurse her quietly, not even giving her a ride to +market upon it; and how stiff he felt if she sat there long! + +Old Oliver laid aside his pipe, and rested his worn face upon his +hands, while the heavy tears came slowly and painfully to his eyes, +and trickled down his withered cheeks. His joy had fled, and his +unmingled gladness had faded quite away. He was a very poor, very +old man; and the little child was very, very young. What would +become of them both, alone in London? + +He did not know whether it was a voice speaking within himself in his +own heart, or words whispered very softly into his ear; but he heard +a low, quiet, still small voice, which said, "Even to your old age I +am he, and even to hoar hairs I will carry you: I have made, and I +will bear; even I will carry, and will deliver you." And old Oliver +answered, with a sob, "Yes, Lord, yes!" + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE PRINCE OF LIFE. + +In the new life which had now fairly begun for Oliver, it was partly +as he had foreseen; he was apt to forget many things, and he had a +fretting consciousness of this forgetfulness. When he was in the +house playing with Dolly, or reading to her, the shop altogether +slipped away from his memory, and he was only recalled to it by the +loud knocking or shouting of some customer in it. On the other hand, +when he was sitting behind the counter looking for news from India in +the papers, news in which he was already profoundly concerned, though +it was impossible that Susan could yet have reached it, he grew so +absorbed, that he did not know how the time was passing by, and both +he and his little grand-daughter were hungry before he had thought of +getting ready any meal. He tried all kinds of devices for +strengthening his failing memory; but in vain. He even forgot that +he did forget; and when Dolly was laughing and frolicking about him +he grew a child again, and felt himself the happiest man in London. + +The person who took upon himself the heaviest weight of anxiety and +responsibility about Dolly was Tony, who began to make it his daily +custom to pass by the house at the hour when old Oliver ought to be +going for his morning papers; and if he found no symptom of life +about the place, he did not leave off kicking and butting at the +shop-door until the owner appeared. It was very much the same thing +at night, when the time for shutting up came; though it generally +happened now that the boy was paying his friends an evening visit, +and was therefore at hand to put up the shutters for Oliver. Tony +could not keep away from the place. Though he felt a boy's +contemptuous pity for the poor old man's declining faculties as +regarded business, he had a very high veneration for his learning. +Nothing pleased him better than to sit upon the old box near the +door, his elbows on his knees, and his chin upon his hands, while +Oliver read aloud, with Dolly upon his knee, her curly hair and small +pretty features making a strange contrast to his white head and +withered, hollow face. Tony, who had never had anything to love +except a stray cur or two, which he had always lost after a few days' +friendship, felt as if he could have suffered himself to be put to +death for either of these two; while Beppo came in for a large share +of his unclaimed affections. The chief subject of their reading was +the life of the Master, who was so intimately dear to the heart of +old Oliver. Tony was very eager to learn all he could of this great +friend who did so much for the old man, and who might perhaps be +persuaded some day or other to take a little notice of him, if he +should fail to get a crossing for himself. Oliver, in his long, +unbroken solitude of six years, had fallen into a notion, amounting +to a firm belief, that his Lord was not dead and far off, as most of +the world believed, but was a very present, living friend, always +ready to listen to the meanest of his words. He had a vague +suspicion that his faith had got into a different course from that of +most other people; and he bore meekly the rebukes of his sister +Charlotte for the unwholesomeness of his visions. But none the less, +when he was alone, he talked and prayed to, and spoke to Tony of this +Master, as one who was always very near at hand. + +[Illustration: Dolly on Oliver's knee] + +"I s'pose he takes a bit o' notice o' the little un," said Tony, +"when he comes in now and then of an evening." + +"Ay, does he!" answered Oliver, earnestly. "My boy, he loves every +child as if it was his very own, and it is his own in one sense. +Didn't I read you last night how he said, 'Suffer the little children +to come unto me, and forbid them not.' Why, he'd love all the young +children in the world, if they weren't hindered from coming to him." + +"I should very much like to see him some day," pursued Tony, +reflectively, "and the rest of them,--Peter, and John, and them. I +s'pose they are getting pretty old by now, aren't they?" + +"They are dead," said Oliver. + +"All of 'em?" asked Tony. + +"All of them," he repeated. + +"Dear, dear!" cried Tony, his eyes glistening. "Whatever did the +Master do when they all died? I'm very sorry for him now. He's had +a many troubles, hasn't he?" + +"Yes, yes," replied old Oliver, with a faltering voice. "He was +called a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief. Nobody ever bore +so many troubles as him." + +"How long is it ago since they all died?" asked Tony. + +"I can't rightly say," he answered. "I heard once, but it is gone +out of my head. I only know it was the same when I was a boy. It +must have been a long, long time ago." + +"The same when you was a boy!" repeated Tony, in a tone of +disappointment. "It must ha' been a long while ago. I thought all +along as the Master was alive now. + +"So he is, so he is!" exclaimed old Oliver, eagerly. "I'll read to +you all about it. They put him to death on the cross, and buried him +in a rocky grave; but he is the Prince of Life, and he came to life +again three days after, and now he can die no more. His own words to +John were, 'I am he that liveth, and was dead; and behold, I am alive +for evermore.' What else can it mean but that he is living now, and +will never die again?" + +Tony made no answer. He sat with his sharp, unboyish face gazing +intently into the fire; for by this time autumn had set in, and the +old man was chilly of an evening. A very uncertain, dim idea was +dawning upon him that this master and friend of old Oliver's was a +being very different from an ordinary man, however great and rich he +might be. He had grown to love the thought of him, and to listen +attentively to the book which told the manner of life he led; but it +was a chill to find out that he could not look into his face, and +hear his voice, as he could Oliver's. His heart was heavy, and very +sad. + +"I s'pose I can't see him, then," he murmured to himself, at last. + +"Not exactly like other folks," said Oliver. "I think sometimes that +perhaps there's a little darkness of the grave where he was buried +about him still. But he sees us, and hears us. He himself says, +'Behold, I am with you always.' I don't know whatever I should do, +even with my little love here, if I wasn't sure Jesus was with me as +well." + +"I'll tell you what I'll do," said Tony, after another pause. "I'm +going to ask him to give me somethink, and then if he does, I shall +know he hears me.--I should very much like to have a broom and a +crossing, and get my living a bit more easy, if you please." + +He had turned his face away from Oliver, and looked across into the +darkest corner of the room, where he could see nothing but shadow. +The old man felt puzzled, and somewhat troubled, but he only sighed +softly to himself; and opening the Testament, he read aloud in it +till he was calmed again, and Tony was listening in rapt attention. + +"My boy," he said, as the hour came for Tony to go, "where are you +sleeping now?" + +"Anywhere as I can get out o' the wind," he answered. "It's cold +now, nights--wery cold, master. But I must get along a bit farder +on. Lodgings is wery dear." + +"I've been thinking," said Oliver, "that you'd find it better to have +some sort of a shake-down under my counter. I've heard say that +newspapers stitched together make a coverlid pretty near as warm as a +blanket; and we could do no harm by trying them, Tony. Look here, +and see how you'd like it." + +It looked very much like a long box, and was not much larger. Two or +three beetles crawled sluggishly away as the light fell upon them, +and dusty cobwebs festooned all the corners; but to Tony it seemed so +magnificent an accommodation for sleeping, that he could scarcely +believe he heard old Oliver aright. He looked up into his face with +a sharp, incredulous gaze, ready to wink and thrust his tongue into +his cheek, if there was the least sign of making game of him. But +the old man was simply in earnest, and without a word Tony slipped +down upon a heap of paper shavings strewed within, drew his ragged +jacket up about his ears, and turned his face away, lest his tears +should be seen. He felt, a minute or two after, that a piece of an +old rug was laid over him, but he could say nothing; and old Oliver +could not hear the sob which broke from his lips. + + + +[Illustration: Chapter VIII headpiece] + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +NO PIPE FOR OLD OLIVER. + +As some weeks went by, and no crossing and broom had been given to +Tony, he began to suspect that Oliver was imposing upon him. Now +that he slept under the counter, he could often hear the old man +talking aloud to his invisible Friend as he smoked his pipe; and once +or twice Tony crept noiselessly to the door and watched him, after he +had finished smoking, kneel down and hide his face in his hands for +some minutes together. But the boy could see nothing, and his wish +had not been granted; even though, as he grew more instructed, he +followed Oliver's example, and, kneeling down behind the counter, +whispered out a prayer for it. To be sure his life was easier, +especially the nights of it; for he never now went hungry and starved +to bed upon some cold, hard door-step. But it was old Oliver who did +that for him, not old Oliver's Master. So far as he knew, the Lord +Jesus had taken no notice whatever of him; and the feeling, at first +angry, softened down into a kind of patient grief, which was quickly +dying away into indifference. + +Oliver had done himself no bad turn by offering a shelter to the +solitary lad. Tony always woke early in the morning, and if it +rained he would run for the papers, before turning out to "find for +himself" in the streets. He generally took care to be out of the way +at meal-times; for it was as much as the old man could do to provide +for himself and Dolly. Sometimes Tony saw him at the till, counting +over his pence with rather a troubled face. Once, after receiving a +silver four-penny piece, an extraordinary and undreamed of event, +Tony dropped it, almost with a feeling of guilt, through the slit in +the counter which communicated with the till. But Oliver was so +bewildered by its presence among the coppers, that he was compelled +to confess what he had done, saying it would have cost him more than +that for lodgings these cold nights. + +"No, no, Tony," said Oliver; "you're very useful, fetching my papers, +and taking my little love out a-walking when the weather's fine. I +ought to pay you something, instead of taking it of you." + +"Keep it for Dolly," said Tony, bashfully, and pushing the coin into +her little hand. + +"Sank 'oo," answered Dolly, accepting it promptly; "me'll give 'oo +twenty kisses for it." + +It seemed ample payment to Tony, who went down on his knees to have +the kisses pressed upon his face, which had never felt a kiss since +his mother died. But Oliver was not satisfied with the bargain, +though he drew Dolly to him fondly, and left the money in her hand. + +"It 'ud buy you a broom, Tony," he said. + +"Oh, I've give up asking for a crossing," he answered dejectedly; +"for he never heard, or if he heard, he never cared; so it were no +use going on teazing either him or me." + +"But this money 'ud buy the broom," said Oliver; "and if you looked +about you, you'd find the crossing. You never got such a bit of +money before, did you?" + +"No, never," replied Tony. "A tall, thin gentleman, with a dark face +and very sharp eyes, gave it me for holding his horse, near Temple +Bar. He says, 'Mind you spend that well, my lad.' I'd know him +again anywhere." + +"You ought to have bought a broom," said Oliver, looking down at +Dolly's tightly-closed hand. + +"Don't you go to take it of her," cried Tony. "Bless you! I'll get +another some way. I never thought that were the way he'd give me a +broom and a crossing. I thought it 'ud be sure to come direct." + +"Well," said Oliver, after a little pause, "I'll save the fourpence +for you. It'll only be going without my pipe for a few nights, +that's all. That's nothing, Tony." + +It did not seem much to Tony, who had no idea as yet of the pleasures +of smoking; yet he roused up just before falling into his deep sleep +at night to step softly to the door, and look in upon Oliver. He was +sitting in his arm-chair, with his pipe between his lips, but there +was no tobacco in it; and he was holding more eager converse than +ever with his unseen companion. + +"Dear Lord!" he said, "I'd do ten times more than this for thee. +Thou hast said, 'Inasmuch as ye did it to one of the least of these, +ye did it unto me.' Tony's one of thy little ones. Dear Lord, do +thee give him a crossing, if it be thy blessed will. Do thee now, +Lord." + +Tony could hear no more, and he stole back to bed, his mind full of +new and vague hopes. He dreamed of the fourpenny piece, and the +gentleman who had given it, and of Dolly, who bought a wondrous broom +with it, in his dream, which swept a beautiful crossing of itself. +But old Oliver sat still a long time, talking half aloud; for his +usual drowsiness did not come to him. It was nearly five months now +since Dolly was left to him, and he felt his deafness and blindness +growing upon him slowly. His infirmities were not yet so burdensome +as to make him dependent upon others; but he felt himself gradually +drawing near to such a state. Dolly's clothes were getting sadly in +want of mending; there was scarcely a fastening left upon them, and +neither he nor Tony could sew on a button or tape. It was a long +time--a very long time--since his sister had been to see him; and, +with the reluctancy of old age to any active exertion, he had put off +from week to week the task of writing to her, to tell her of Susan's +departure, and the charge he had in his little grandchild. He made +up his mind that he would do it to-morrow. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +A NEW BROOM AND A CROSSING. + +The morning was a fine soft, sunny December day, such as comes +sometimes after a long season of rain and fog, and Tony proposed +taking Dolly out for a walk through the streets, to which Oliver +gladly consented, as it would give to him exactly the undisturbed +leisure he needed for writing his letter to Charlotte. But Dolly was +not in her usual spirits; on the contrary, she was grave and sober, +and at length Tony, thinking she was tired, sat down on a door-step, +and took her upon his knee, to tell her his dream of the wonderful +broom which swept beautifully all by itself. Dolly grew more and +more pensive after hearing this, and sat silent for a long time, with +her small head resting thoughtfully upon her hand, as she looked up +and down the street. + +"Dolly 'ud like to buy a boom," she said, at last, "a great, big +boom; and granpa 'ill smoke his pipe again to-night. Dolly's growing +a big girl; and me must be a good girl till mammy comes back. Let us +go and buy a big boom, Tony." + +For a few minutes Tony tried to shake her resolution, and persuade +her to change her mind. He even tempted her with the sight of a doll +in a shop-window; but she remained stedfast, and he was not sorry to +give in at last. Since the idea had entered his head that the money +had been given to him for the purpose of buying a broom, he had +rather regretted parting with it, and he felt some anxiety lest he +should not be allowed a second chance. Dolly's light-heartedness had +returned, and she trotted cheerfully by his side as they walked on in +search of a shop where they could make their purchase. It was some +time before they found one, and they had already left behind them the +busier thoroughfares, and had reached a knot of quieter streets where +there were more foot-passengers, for the fine morning had tempted +many people out for pleasure as well as business. Tony was +particular in his choice of a broom, but once bought, he carried it +over his shoulder, and went on his way with Dolly in triumph. + +They were passing along chattering busily, when Tony's eyes fell upon +a child about as old as Dolly, standing on the kerb-stone with a +lady, who looked anxiously across to the other side of the broad and +very dirty road, for the day before had been rainy. They were both +finely dressed, and the little girl had on new boots of shining +leather, which it was evident she was very much afraid of soiling. +For a minute Tony only looked on at their perplexity, but then he +went up to them, holding Dolly by the hand. + +[Illustration: A NEW BROOM AND A CROSSING.] + +"If you'll take care of my little girl," he said, "I'll carry your +little girl across the road. I'm wery clean for a street-boy, all +but my feet, 'cos I've got this little girl to take care of; and I'll +do it wery gentle." + +Both the lady and the child looked very searchingly into Tony's face. +It was pale and meagre; but there was a pleasant smile upon it, and +his eyes shone down upon the two children with a very loving light in +them. The lady took Dolly's hand in hers, nodding permission for him +to carry her little child over to the other side, and she waited for +him to come back to his own charge. Then she took out her purse, and +put two-pence into his hand. + +"Thank ye, my lady," said Tony; "but I didn't do it for that. I'm +only looking out for a crossing. Me and Dolly have bought this +broom, and I'm looking out for a place to make a good crossing in." + +"Why not make one here?" asked the lady. + +It seemed a good place to try one in; there were four roads meeting, +and a cab-stand close by. Plenty of people were passing to and fro, +and the middle of the road was very muddy. Tony begged a wisp of +straw from a cabman, to make a seat for Dolly in the sunshine under a +blank bit of wall, while he set to work with a will, feeling rather +pleased than not that the broom would not sweep of itself. A +crossing was speedily made, and for two or three hours Tony kept it +well swept. By that time it was twelve o'clock, and Dolly's dinner +would be ready for her before they could reach home, if old Oliver +had not forgotten it. It seemed a great pity to leave his new post +so early. Most passers-by, certainly, had appeared not to see him at +all; but he had already received fivepence halfpenny, chiefly in +halfpence, from ladies who were out for their morning's walk; and +Dolly was enjoying herself very much in the sunshine, receiving all +the attention which he could spare from his crossing. However a +beginning was made. The broom and the crossing were his property; +and Tony's heart beat fast with pride and gladness as he carried the +weary little Dolly all the way home again. He resolved to put by +half of his morning's earnings towards replacing the fourpenny-piece +she had given back to him; or perhaps he would buy her a beautiful +doll, dressed like a real lady. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +HIGHLY RESPECTABLE. + +As old Oliver was stooping over his desk on the counter, and bringing +his dim eyes as close as he could to the letter he was writing, his +shop-door was darkened by the unexpected entrance of his sister +Charlotte herself. She was dressed with her usual extreme neatness, +bordering upon gentility, and she carried upon her arm a small fancy +reticule, which contained some fresh eggs, and a few russet apples, +brought up expressly from the country. Oliver welcomed her with more +than ordinary pleasure, and led her at once into his room behind. +Charlotte's quick eyes detected in an instant the traces of a child's +dwelling there; and before Oliver could utter a word, she picked up a +little frock, and was holding it out at arm's length, with an air of +utter surprise and misgiving. + +"Brother James!" she exclaimed, and her questioning voice, with its +tone of amazement, rang very clearly into his ears. + +"It's my little Dolly's," he answered, in haste; "poor Susan's little +girl, who's gone out with her husband, young Raleigh, to India, +because he's 'listed, and left her little girl with me, her +grandfather. She came on the very last day you were here." + +"Well, to be sure!" cried his sister, sinking down on a chair, but +still keeping the torn little frock in her hand. + +"I've had two letters from poor Susan," he continued, in a tremulous +voice, "and I'll read them to you. The child's such a precious +treasure to me, Charlotte--such a little love, a hundred times better +than any gold; and now you're come to mend up her clothes a bit, and +see what she wants for me, there's nothing else that I desire. I was +writing about her to you when you came in." + +"I thought you'd gone and picked up a lost child out of the streets," +said Charlotte, with a sigh of relief. + +"No, no; she's my own," he answered. "You hearken while I read poor +Susan's letters, and then you'll understand all about it. I couldn't +give her up for a hundred gold guineas--not for a deal more than +that." + +He knew Susan's letters off by heart, and did not need his +spectacles, nor a good light to read them by. Charlotte listened +with emphatic nods, and many exclamations of astonishment. + +"That's very pretty of Susan," she remarked, "saying as Aunt +Charlotte 'll do her sewing, and see to her manners. Ay, that I +will! for who should know manners better than me, who used to work +for the Staniers, and dine at the housekeeper's table, with the +butler and all the head servants? to be sure I'll take care that she +does not grow up ungenteel. Where is the dear child, brother James?" + +"She's gone out for a walk this fine morning," he answered. + +"Not alone?" cried Charlotte. "Who's gone out with her? A child +under five years old could never go out all alone in London: at least +I should think not. She might get run over and killed a score of +times." + +"Oh! there's a person with her I've every confidence in," replied +Oliver. + +"What sort of person; man or woman; male or female?" inquired +Charlotte. + +"A boy," he answered, in some confusion. + +"A boy!" repeated his sister, as if he had said a monster. "What +boy?" + +"His name's Tony," he replied. + +"But where does he come from? Is he respectable?" she pursued, +fixing him with her glittering eyes in a manner which did not tend to +restore his composure. + +"I don't know, sister," he said in a feeble tone. + +"Don't know, brother James!" she exclaimed. "Don't you know where he +lives?" + +"He lives here," stammered old Oliver; "at least he sleeps here under +the counter; but he finds his own food about the streets." + +Charlotte's consternation was past all powers of speech. Here was +her brother, a respectable man, who had seen better days, and whose +sister had been a dressmaker in good families, harbouring in his own +house a common boy off the streets, who, no doubt, was a thief and +pickpocket, with all sorts of low ways and bad language. At the same +time there was poor Susan's little girl dwelling under the same roof; +the child whose pretty manners she was to attend to, living in +constant companionship with a vulgar and vicious boy! What she might +have said upon recovering her speech, neither she nor Oliver ever +knew; for at this crisis Tony himself appeared, carrying Dolly and +his new broom in his arms, and looking very haggard and tattered +himself, his bare feet black with mud, and his bare head in a +hopeless condition of confusion, and tangle. + +"We've bought a geat big boom, ganpa," shouted Dolly, as she came +through the shop, and before she perceived the presence of a +stranger; "and Tony and Dolly made a great big crossing, and dot ever +so much money----" + +She was suddenly silent as soon as her eye fell upon the stranger; +but Aunt Charlotte had heard enough. She rose with great dignity +from her chair, and was about to address herself vehemently to Tony, +when old Oliver interrupted her. + +[Illustration: Charlotte speaking to Tony and Dolly] + +"Charlotte," he said, "the boy's a good boy, and he's a help to me. +I couldn't send him away. He's one of the Lord's poor little ones as +are scattered up and down in this great city, without father or +mother, and I must do all I can for him. It isn't much; it's only a +bed under the counter, and a crust now and then, and he more than +pays for it. You musn't come betwixt me and Tony." + +Old Oliver spoke so emphatically, that his sister was impressed and +silenced for a minute. She took the little girl away from Tony, and +glared at him with a sternness which made him feel very +uncomfortable; but her eye softened a little, and her face grew less +harsh. + +"You can't read or write?" she said, in a sharp voice. + +"No," he answered. + +"And you've not got any manners, or boots, or a cap on your head. +You are ragged and ignorant, and not fit to live with this little +girl," she continued, with energy. "If this little girl's mother saw +her going about with a boy in bare feet and a bare head, it 'ud break +her heart I know. So if you wish to stay here with my brother, Mr. +Oliver, and this little girl, Miss Dorothy Raleigh, as I suppose her +name is, you must get all these things. You must begin to learn to +read and write, and talk properly. I shall come here again in a +month's time--I shall come every month now--and if you haven't got +some shoes for your feet, and a cap for your head, before I see you +again, I shall just take the little girl away down into the country, +where I live, and you'll never see her again. Do you understand?" + +"Yes," answered Tony, nodding his head. + +"Then you may take yourself away now," said the sharp old woman, "I +don't want to be too hard upon you; but I've got this little girl to +look after for her mother, and you must do as I say, or I shall carry +her right off to be out of your way. Take your broom and go; and +never you think of such a thing as taking this little girl to sweep a +crossing again. I never heard of such a thing. There, go!" + +Tony slunk away sadly, with a sudden downheartedness. He returned so +joyous and triumphant, in spite of his weariness, that this +unexpected and unpleasant greeting had been a very severe shock to +him. With his broom over his shoulder, and with his listless, +slouching steps, he sauntered slowly back to his crossing; but he had +no heart for it now. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +AMONG THIEVES. + +The night fell early, for a thick fog came on in the afternoon. Tony +cowered down upon his broom under the wall where Dolly had sat in the +sunshine all the morning to watch him sweep his crossing. It was all +over now. She was lost to him; for he should never dare to go back +to old Oliver's house, and face that terrible old woman again. There +was nothing for him but to return to his old life and his old haunts; +and a chill ran through him, body and spirit, as he thought of it. +His heap of paper shavings under the counter, where the biting winds +could not reach him, came to his mind, and the tears rushed to his +eyes. But to-night, at least, there would be no need to sleep out of +doors, for he had some money in the safest corner of his ragged +pocket, tied up in it securely with a bit of string. He could afford +to pay for a night's lodging, and he knew very well where he could +get one. + +About nine o'clock Tony turned his weary feet towards a slum he knew +of in Westminster, where there was a cellar open to everybody who +could pay two-pence for a night's shelter. His heart was very full +and heavy with resentment against his enemy; and a great longing to +see Dolly. He loitered about the door of the cellar, reluctant and +almost afraid to venture in; for it was so long since he had been +driven to any of these places that he felt nearly like a stranger +among them. Besides, in former times he had been kicked, and beaten, +and driven from the fire, and fought with by the bigger boys; and he +had become unaccustomed to such treatment of late. How different +this lodging-house was to the quiet peaceful home where Dolly knelt +down every evening at her grandfather's knee, and prayed for him; for +now she always put Tony's name into her childish prayers! He should +never, never hear her again, nor see old Oliver seated in his +arm-chair, smoking his long pipe, while he talked with that strange +friend and master of his. Ah! he would never hear or know any more +of that unseen Christ, who was so willing to be his master and +friend, for the Lord Jesus Christ could never come into such a wicked +place as this, which was the only home he had. He had given him the +crossing and the broom, and that was the end of it. He must take +care of himself now, and keep out of gaol if he could, and if not, +why then he had better make a business of thieving, and become as +good a pickpocket as "Clever Dog Tom," who had once stolen a watch +from a policeman himself. + +Clever Dog Tom was the first to greet Tony when he slipped in at +last, and he seemed inclined to make much of him; but Tony was too +troubled for receiving any consolation from Tom's friendly advances. +He crept away into the darkest corner, and stretched himself on the +thin straw which covered the damp and dirty floor, but he could not +fall asleep. There was a good deal of quarrelling among the boys, +and the men who wished to sleep swore long and loudly at them. Then +there followed a fight, which grew so exciting at last that every +person in the place, except Tony, gathered about the boys in a ring, +encouraging and cheering them. It was long after midnight before +silence and rest came, and then he fell into a broken slumber, +dreaming of Dolly and old Oliver, until he awoke and found his face +wet with tears. He got up before any of his bed-fellows were +aroused, and made his way out into the fresh keen air of a December +morning. + +Day after day went by, and night after night. Tony was growing more +indifferent again to the swearing and fighting of his old comrades. +He began to listen with delight to the tales of Clever Dog Tom, who +told him that hands like his would work well in his line, and his +innocent-looking face would go a long way towards softening any judge +and jury, or would bring him favour with the chaplain, and easy times +in gaol. He kept his crossing still, and did tolerably well, earning +enough to keep himself in food, and to pay for his night's shelter; +but he was beginning to hanker after something more. If he could not +be good, and be on the same side as old Oliver and Dolly, he thought +it would be better to be altogether on the other side, like Tom, who +dressed well, and lived well, and was looked up to by other boys. It +was a week after he had left old Oliver's house, and he was about to +leave his crossing for the night, when a gentleman stopped him +suddenly, and looked keenly into his face. + +"Hollo, my lad!" he said, "you're the boy I gave fourpence to a week +ago for holding my horse, I told you to lay it out well. What did +you do with it?" + +"Me and Dolly bought this broom," he answered, "and I've kept this +crossing ever since." + +"Well done!" said the gentleman. "And who is Dolly?" + +"It's a little girl as I was very fond of," replied Tony, with a deep +sigh. It seemed so long ago that he spoke of his love for her as if +it was a thing altogether passed away and dead, yet his heart still +ached at the memory of it. + +"Well, here's another fourpenny-bit for you," said his friend, "quite +a new one. See how bright it is; no one has ever bought anything +with it yet. Dolly will like to see it." + +Tony held it in the palm of his hand long after the gentleman was out +of sight, gazing at it in the lamplight. It was very beautiful and +shining; and oh! how Dolly's eyes would shine and sparkle if she +could only see it! And she ought to see it. By right it belonged to +her; for had he not given her his first fourpenny-piece freely, and +had twenty kisses for it, and then had she not given it him back to +buy a broom with? she had never had a single farthing of all his +earnings. How he would like to show her this beautiful piece of +silver, and feel her soft little arms round his neck, when he said it +was to be her very own! He felt that he dare not pass the night in +the cellar with such a treasure about him, for Tom, who was so +clever, would be sure to find out that his pocket was worth the +picking, and Tony had not found that there was much honour among +thieves. What was he to do? Where was he to go? + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +TONY'S WELCOME. + +Almost without knowing where his feet were carrying him, Tony +sauntered through the streets until he found himself at the turn into +the alley within a few yards of Oliver's home, and his beloved Dolly. +At any rate he could pass down it, and, if the shop-door was not +shut, he would wrap his beautiful silver coin in a rag, and throw it +into the inside; they would be sure to guess who had done it, and +what it was for. It was dark down the alley, only one lamp and the +greengrocer's gas lighting it up, and Tony stole along quietly in the +shadow. It was nearly time for Dolly to be going to bed, he thought, +and old Oliver was sure to be with her in the inner room; but just as +he came into the revealing glare of the greengrocer's stall, his ears +rang and his heart throbbed violently at the sound of a shrill little +scream of gladness, and the next moment he felt himself caught by +Dolly's arms, and dragged into the house by them. + +"Tony's come home, Tony's come home, gan-pa!" she shouted with all +her might. "Dolly's found Tony at last!" + +Dolly's voice quivered, and broke down into quick, childish sobs, +while she held Tony very fast, lest he should escape from her once +again; and old Oliver came quickly from the room beyond, and laid his +hand fondly upon the boy's shoulder. + +"Why have you kept away from us so long, Tony?" he asked. + +"Oh, master!" he cried, "I've been a wicked boy, and a miserable boy. +Do forgive me, and I'll never do so no more. I s'pose you'll never +let me sleep under the counter again?" + +"Come in, come in!" answered Oliver, pushing him gently before him +into the house. "We've been waiting and watching for you every +night, me and my little love. You ought not to have served us so, my +lad; but we're too glad to be angry with you. Charlotte's sharp, and +she's very much afraid of low ways and manners; but she isn't a hard +woman, and she didn't know anything about you. When I told her as +you'd been left no bigger than my little love here to take care of +yourself, alone, in London,--mother dead, and no father,--she shed +tears about you, she did. And she left you the biggest of her eggs +to be kept for your supper, with her kind love; and we've put it by +for you. You shall have it this very night. Dolly, my love, bring +me the little saucepan." + +"I'm not so clean as I could wish," said Tony, mournfully; for he had +neglected himself during the last week, and looked very much like +what he had done when he had first seen old Oliver and his little +grand-daughter. + +"Take a bowl full of water into the shop, then," answered Oliver, +"and wash yourself, while I boil the egg. Dolly'll find you a bit of +soap and a towel; she's learning to be grand-pa's little housekeeper, +she is." + +When Tony returned to the kitchen he looked a different being; the +gloom was gone as well as the grime. He felt as if he had come to +himself after a long and very miserable dream. Here was old Oliver +again, looking at him with a kindly light in his dim eyes, and Dolly +dancing about, with her pretty, merry little ways; and Beppo wagging +his tail in joyous welcome, as he sniffed round and round him. Even +the egg was a token of forgiveness and friendliness. That terrible +old woman was not his enemy, after all. He recollected what she had +said he must do, and he resolved to do it for Dolly's sake, and old +Oliver's. He would learn to read and write, and he would pinch +himself hard to buy some better clothing, lest he should continue to +be a disgrace to them; shoes he must have first of all, as those were +what the sharp but friendly old woman had particularly mentioned. At +any rate, he could never run away again from this home, where he was +so loved and cared for. + +Oliver told him how sadly Dolly had fretted after him, and watched +for him at the door, hour after hour, to see him come home again. He +said that in the same way, only with a far greater longing and love, +his Master, the Lord Jesus Christ, was waiting for Tony to go to him. +He could not half understand it, but a vague feeling of a love +passing all understanding sank deeply into his heart. He fell asleep +that night under the counter with the tranquil peacefulness of one +who has been tossed about in a great storm and tempest, and has been +brought safely to the desired haven. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +NEW BOOTS. + +It was several weeks before Tony could scrape together enough money +for his new boots, though he pinched and starved himself with heroic +courage and endurance. He did not mean to buy them at a shop; for he +knew a place in Whitechapel where boots quite good enough for him +were to be had for two or three shillings. He was neither ambitious +nor fastidious; old boots patched up would do very well to start +with, if he could only manage to get them before aunt Charlotte came +up to town again. She had sent word she was coming the last Saturday +in January; and early in the afternoon of that day, before the train +could come in from Stratford, Tony started off to the place where he +intended to make his purchase. + +It was a small open space in one of the streets of Whitechapel, where +there was an area of flags, lying off the pavement. Several traders +held possession of this square, sitting on low stools, or +cross-legged on the ground, with their stock in trade around them. +One dealer bought and sold all kinds of old and rusty pieces of iron; +another, a woman, ill clad and with red eyes, displayed before her a +dingy assortment of ragged clothes, which were cheapened by other +spare and red-eyed women, who held almost naked children by the hand. +It was cold, and a bitter, keen east wind was searching every corner +of London streets. The salesman Tony was come to deal with had a +tolerable selection of old boots, very few of them pairs, some with +pretty good upper-leathers, but with no soles worth speaking of; and +others thickly cobbled and patched, but good enough to keep the feet +dry, without presenting a very creditable appearance. For the first +time in his life Tony found out the perplexity of having a choice to +make. There were none which exactly fitted him; but a good fit is a +luxury for richer folks than Tony, and he was not troubled about it. +His chief anxiety was to look well in the eyes of Dolly's aunt, who +might possibly let him see her on her way back to the station, if she +approved of him; and who would not now be obliged to carry Dolly off +with her, to be out of the way of his naked feet. + +He fixed upon a pair at last, urged and coaxed to them by the dealer. +They were a good deal too large, and his feet slipped about in them +uncomfortably; but the man assured him that was how everybody, even +gentlefolks, bought them, to leave room for growing. There was an +awkward, uneven patch under one of the soles, and the other heel was +worn down at the side; but at least they covered his feet well. He +shambled away in them slowly and toilsomely, hardly knowing how to +lift one foot after another, yet full of pride in his new +possessions. It was a long way home to old Oliver's alley, between +Holborn and the Strand; but he was in no hurry to arrive there before +they had finished and cleared away their tea; so he travelled +painfully in that direction, stopping now and then to regale himself +at the attractive windows of tripe and cow-heel shops. He watched +the lamplighters kindling the lamps, and the shopkeepers lighting up +their gas; and then he heard the great solemn clock of St. Paul's +strike six. Tea would be quite over now, and Tony turned down a +narrow back street, which would prove a nearer way home than the +thronged thoroughfares, and set off to run as fast as he could in his +awkward and unaccustomed boots. + +It was not long before he came to a sudden and sharp fall off the +kerb-stone, as he trod upon a bit of orange-peel, and slipped upon +it. He felt stunned for a few seconds, and sat still rubbing his +forehead. These back streets were very quiet, for the buildings were +mostly offices and warehouses, and most of them were already closed +for the night. He lifted himself up at length, and set his foot upon +the flags; but a shrill cry of pain broke from his lips, and rang +loudly through the quiet street. He fell back upon the pavement, +quivering and trembling, with a chilly moisture breaking out upon his +skin. What hurt had been done to him? How was it that he could not +bear to walk? He took off his new boots, and tried once more, but +with no better success. He could not endure the agony of standing or +moving. + +Yet he must move; he must get up and walk. If he did not go home, +they would think he had run away again, for fear of meeting Dolly's +aunt. At that thought he set off to crawl homewards upon his hands +and knees, with suppressed groans, as his foot trailed uselessly +along the ground. Yet he knew he could not advance very far in this +manner. What if he should have to lie all night upon the hard +paving-stones! for he could not remember ever having seen a policeman +in these back streets: and there did not seem to be anybody else +likely to pass that way. It was freezing fast, now the sun was gone +down, and his hands scraped up the frosty mud as he dragged himself +along. If he stayed out all night, he must die of cold and pain +before morning. + +But if that was true which old Oliver said so often, that the Lord +Jesus Christ loved him, and that he was always with those whom he +loved, then he was not alone and helpless even here, in the deserted +street, with the ice and darkness of a winter's night about him. Oh! +if he could but feel the hand of Christ touching him, or hear the +lowest whisper of his voice, or catch the dimmest sight of his face! +Perhaps it was he who was helping him to crawl towards the stir and +light of a more frequented street, which he could see afar off, +though the pain he felt made him giddy and sick. It became too much +for him at last, however, and he drew himself into the shelter of a +warehouse door, and crouched down in a corner, crying, with clasped +hands, and sobbing voice, "Oh! Lord Jesus Christ! Lord Jesus +Christ!" + +After uttering this cry Tony lay there for some minutes, his eyes +growing glazed and his ears dull, when a footstep came briskly up the +street, and some one, whom he could not now see for the strange +dimness of his sight, stopped opposite to him, and then stooped to +touch him on the arm. + +"Why," said a voice he seemed to know, "you're my young friend of the +crossing,--my little fourpenny-bit, I call you. What brings you +sitting here this cold night?" + +"I've fell down and hurt myself," answered Tony, faintly. + +"Where?" asked the stranger. + +"My leg," he answered. + +The gentleman stooped down yet lower, and passed his hand gently +along Tony's leg till he came to the place where his touch gave him +the most acute pain. + +"Broken!" he said to himself. "My boy, where's your home?" + +"I haven't got any right home," answered Tony, more faintly than +before. He felt a strange numbness creeping over him, and his lips +were too parched and his tongue too heavy for speaking. The +gentleman took off his own great-coat and wrapped it well about him, +placing him at the same time in a more comfortable position. Then he +ran quickly to the nearest street, hailed the first cab, and drove +back to where Tony was lying. + +[Illustration: TONY'S ACCIDENT.] + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +IN HOSPITAL. + +The pain Tony was suffering kept him partially conscious of what was +happening to him. He knew that he was carried gently into a large +hall, and that two or three persons came to look at him, to whom his +new friend spoke in eager and rapid tones. + +"I know you do not take in accidents," he said; "but what could I do +with the little fellow? He told me he had no home, and that was all +he could say. You have two or three cots empty; and I'll double my +subscription if it's necessary, rather than take him away. Come, +doctor, you'll admit my patient?" + +"I don't think I could send him away, Mr. Ross," answered another +hearty voice. "We must get him into bed as soon as possible." + +Tony felt himself carried up stairs into a large room, where there +were a number of small beds, with a pale little face lying on every +pillow. There was a vacant cot at the end, and he was laid upon it, +after having his tattered clothes taken off him. His new boots were +gone altogether, having been left behind on the steps of the +warehouse. His hands and knees, bruised with crawling along the +frosty stones, were gently bathed with a soft sponge and warm water. +He was surrounded by kind faces, looking pitifully down upon him, and +the gentleman who had brought him there spoke to him in a very +pleasant and cheering voice. + +"My boy," he said, "you have broken your leg in your fall; but the +doctor here, who is a great friend of mine, is going to mend it for +you. It will give you a good deal of pain for a few minutes; but +you'll bear it like a man, I know." + +"Yes," murmured Tony; "but will you let me go as soon as it's done?" + +"You could not do that," answered Mr. Ross, smiling. "It will be +some weeks before you will be well enough to go; but you will be very +happy here, I promise you." + +"Oh! but I must go!" cried Tony, starting up, but falling back again +with a groan. "There's Dolly and Mr. Oliver,--they'll think I've run +away again, and I were trying all I could to get back to 'em. She'll +be watching for me, and she'll fret ever so. Oh! Dolly, Dolly!" + +He spoke in a tone of so much grief, that the smile quite passed away +from the face of Mr. Ross, and he laid his hand upon his, and +answered him very earnestly: + +"If you will tell me where they live," he said, "I will go at once +and let them know all about your accident; and they shall come to see +you to-morrow, if you are well enough to see them." + +Tony gave him very minute and urgent directions where to find old +Oliver's shop; and then he resigned himself, with the patience and +fortitude of most of the little sufferers in that hospital, to the +necessary pain he had to bear. + +It was Sunday afternoon when old Oliver and Dolly entered the hall of +the Children's Hospital and inquired for Tony. There was something +about the old man's look of age and the little child's sweet face +which found them favour, even in a place where everybody was received +with kindness. A nurse, who met them slowly climbing the broad +staircase, turned back with them, taking Dolly's hand in hers, and +led them up to the room where they would find Tony. There were many +windows in it, and the sunshine, which never shone into their own +home, was lighting it up gaily. The cots were all covered with white +counterpanes, and most of the little patients, who had been asleep +the night before, were now awake, and sitting up in bed, with little +tables before them, which they could slide up and down as they wished +along the sides of their cots. There was no sign of medicine, and +nothing painful to see, except the wan faces of the children +themselves. But Oliver and Dolly had no eyes but for Tony, and they +hurried on to the corner where he was lying. His face was very +white, and his eyelids were closed, and his lips drawn in as if he +were still in pain. But at the very gentle and almost frightened +touch of Dolly's fingers his eyes opened quickly, and then how his +face changed! It looked as if all the sunshine in the room had +centred upon it, and his voice shook with gladness. + +"Dolly hasn't had to fret for Tony this time," he said. + +"But Dolly will fret till Tony gets well again," she answered, +clasping both her small hands round his. + +"No, no!" said old Oliver; "Dolly's going to be a very good girl, and +help grand-pa to mind shop till Tony comes home again." + +This promise of promotion partly satisfied Dolly, and she sat still +upon Oliver's knee beside Tony's cot, where his eyes could rest with +contentment and pleasure upon them both, though the nurse would not +let them talk much. When they went away she took them through the +girls' wards in the story below; for the girls were more sumptuously +lodged than the boys. These rooms were very lofty, with windows +reaching to the cornice of the ceiling, and with grand marble +chimney-pieces about the fireplaces; for in former times, the nurse +told them, this had been a gentleman's mansion, where gay parties and +assemblies had been held; but never had there been such a party and +assembly as the one now in it. + +Old Oliver walked down between the rows of cots, with his little love +clinging shyly to his hand, smiling tenderly upon each poor little +face turned to look at them. Some of the children smiled back to +him, and nodded cheerfully to Dolly, lifting up their dolls for her +to see, and calling to her to listen to the pretty tunes their +musical boxes were playing. But others lay quietly upon their +pillows half asleep, with beautiful pictures hanging over their +feeble heads,--pictures of Christ tarrying a lamb in his arms; and +again, of Christ with a little child upon his knee; and again, of +Christ holding the hand of the young girl who seemed dead, but whose +ear heard his voice saying "Arise!" and she came to life again in her +father's and mother's house. The tears stood in old Oliver's eyes, +and his white head trembled a great deal before he had seen all, and +given one of his tender glances to each child. + +"I wonder whatever the Lord 'ud have said," he exclaimed, "if there'd +been such a place as this in his days! He'd have come here very +often. He does come, I know, and walks to and fro here of nights +when the little ones are asleep, or may be awake through pain, and he +blesses every one of them. Ah, bless them! Bless the little +children, and the good folks who keep a place like this. Bless them +everyone!" + +He felt reluctant to go away; but his time was gone, and the nurse +was needed elsewhere. She kissed Dolly before she went, putting a +biscuit in her hand, and told Oliver the house was open every Sunday +afternoon for the friends of the children, if he chose to come again; +and then they walked home with slow, short footsteps, and all the +Sunday evening they talked together of the beautiful place they had +seen, and how happy Tony would be in the Children's Hospital. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +TONY'S FUTURE PROSPECTS. + +Old Oliver and Dolly made several visits to Tony while he was in the +hospital. Every Sunday afternoon they went back to it, until its +great door, and wide staircase, and sunny ward, became almost as +familiar to them as their own dull little house. Tony recovered +quickly, yet he was there some weeks before the doctor pronounced him +strong enough to turn out again to rough it in the world. As he grew +better he learned a number of things which were making him a wiser, +as well as a stronger boy, before the time came for him to leave. + +The day before he was to go out of hospital, his friend, Mr. Ross, +who had been often to see him, called for the last time, and found +him in the room where the little patients who were nearly well were +at play together. Some of them were making believe to have a feast, +with a small dinner-service of wooden plates and dishes, and a few +bits of orange-peel, and biscuits; but Tony was sitting quietly and +gravely on one side, looking on from a distance. He had never +learned to play. + +"Antony," said Mr. Ross--he was the only person who ever called him +Antony, and it seemed to make more of a man of him--"what are you +thinking to do when you leave here to-morrow?" + +"I s'pose I must go back to my crossing," answered Tony, looking very +grave. + +"No, I think I can do better for you than that," said his friend, "I +have a sister living out in the country, about fifty miles from +London; and she wants a boy to help the gardener, and run on errands +for the house. She has promised to provide you with a home, and +clothing, and to send you to school for two years, till you are about +twelve, for we think you must be about ten years old now; and after +that you shall have settled wages." + +Tony listened with a quick throbbing of his heart and a contraction +in his throat, which hindered him from speaking all at once when Mr. +Ross had finished. What a grand thing it would be for himself! But +then there were old Oliver and Dolly to be remembered. + +"It 'ud do first-rate for me," he said at last, "and I'd try my best +to help in the garden: but I couldn't never leave Mr. Oliver and the +little girl. She'd fret ever so; and he's gone so forgetful he'd +lose his own head, if he could anyhow. Why! of a morning they sell +him any papers as they've too many of. Sometimes it's all the +'Star,' and sometimes it's all the 'Standard;' and them as buys one +won't have the other. I don't know why, I'm sure. But you see when +I go for 'em I say twenty-five this, and thirteen that, and I count +'em over pretty sharp, I can tell you; though I couldn't read at all +afore I came here, but I could tell which was which easy enough. +Then he'd never think to open his shop some mornings; and other +mornings he'd open at four or five o'clock, just when he woke of +hisself. No. I must stay and take care of 'em a bit; but thank you, +sir, all the same." + +He had spoken so gravely and thoughtfully that his reasons went +directly to the heart of Mr. Ross; but he asked him one more +question, before he could let his good plan for the boy drop. + +"What has he done for you, Antony? Is he any relation of yours?" + +"No, no!" cried Tony, his eyes growing bright, "I haven't got any +relation in all the world; but he took me in out of love, and let me +sleep comfortable under the counter, instead of in the streets. I +love him, and Dolly, I do. I'll stay by 'em as long as ever I live, +if I have to sweep a crossing till I'm an old man like him. Besides, +I hear him speak a good word for me often and often to his Master; +and I s'pose nobody else 'ud do that." + +"What master?" inquired Mr. Ross.. + +"Him," answered Tony, pointing to a picture of the Saviour blessing +young children, "he's always talking to him as if he could see him, +and he tells him everythink. No, it 'ud be better for me to stay +with him and Dolly, and keep hard by my crossing, than go away from +'em, and have clothes, and lodging, and schooling for nothink." + +"I think it would," said Mr. Ross, "so you must go on as you are, +Antony, till I can find you something better than a crossing. You +are looking very well, my boy; that's a nice, warm suit of clothes +you have on, better than the rags you came in by a long way." + +It was a sailor's suit, sent to the hospital by some mother, whose +boy had perhaps outgrown it; or, it may be, whose boy had been taken +away from all her tender care for him. It was of good, rough, thick +blue cloth, and fitted Tony well. He had grown a good deal during +his illness, and his face had become whiter and more refined; his +hair, too, was cut to a proper length, and parted down the side, no +longer lying about his head in a tangled mass. He coloured up with +pleasure as Mr. Ross looked approvingly at him. + +"They've lent it me till I go out," he said, with a tone slightly +regretful in his voice, "I only wish Dolly could have seen me in it, +and her aunt Charlotte. My own things were too ragged for me to wear +'em in a place like this." + +"They've given it to you, Antony," replied Mr. Ross, "those are the +clothes you will go home in to-morrow." + +It seemed too much for Tony to believe, though a nurse who was +sitting by and sewing away busily, told him it was quite true. He +was intensely happy all the rest of the day, often standing up, and +almost straining his neck to get a satisfactory view of his own back, +and stroking the nap of his blue trousers with a fondling touch. +They would all see him in it; old Oliver, Dolly, and aunt Charlotte. +There would be no question now as to his fitness for taking Dolly out +for a walk; he would be dressed well enough to attend upon a +princess. This made famous amends for the pair of old boots he had +lost the night he broke his leg; a loss he had often silently +lamented over in his own mind. The nurse told him she was patching +up his old clothes, and making him a cap, to wear when he was at work +on his crossing, for the new ones were much too good for that; and +Tony felt as rich as if a large fortune had been left to him. + +It was a very joyful thing to go home again. Dolly was a little shy +at first of this new Tony, so different from the poor, ragged, +wild-looking old Tony; but a very short time was enough to make her +familiar with his nice blue suit, and the anchor-buttons upon it. He +found his place under the counter all nicely papered to keep the +draughts out; and a little chaff mattress, made by aunt Charlotte, +laid down instead of the shavings upon the floor. It was even +pleasanter to be here than in the hospital. + +But Tony found it hard work to go back to his crossing in the +morning; and he could not make out what was the matter with himself, +he felt so cross and idle. His old clothes seemed really such horrid +rags that he could scarcely bear to feel them about him; and if any +passer-by looked closely at him, he went red and hot all over. He +was not so successful as he thought he had been before his accident, +or as he thought he ought to be; for the roads were getting cleaner +with the drier weather, and few persons considered it necessary to +give him a copper for his almost needless labour. Worst of +all,--Clever Dog Tom found him out, and would come often to see him; +sometimes jeering him for his poor spirit in being content with such +low work, and sometimes boasting of the fine things he could do, and +displaying the fine clothes he could wear. It was truly very hard +work for Tony, after his long holiday at the hospital, where he had +had as much luxury and attention as a rich man's son. + +But at home in the evening Tony felt all right again. Old Oliver set +him to learn to read and write, and he was making rapid progress, +more rapid than Dolly, who began at the same time, but who was apt to +look upon it all as only another kind of game, of which she grew more +quickly tired than of hide-and-seek. There was no one to check her, +or to make her understand it was real, serious work: neither old +Oliver nor Tony could find any fault with their darling. Now and +then there came letters from her mother, full of anxious questions +about her, and loving messages to her, telling her to be a good girl +till she came back, but never saying a word as to when there was any +chance of her returning to England. In one of these letters she sent +word that a little sister was come for her out in India, who was just +like what Dolly herself had been when she was a baby; but neither +Oliver nor Tony could quite believe that. There never had been such +a child as Dolly; there never would be again. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +A BUD FADING. + +A second summer went by with its long, hot days, when the sun seemed +to stand still in the sky, and to dart down its most sultry beams +into the dustiest and closest streets. Out in the parks, and in the +broad thoroughfares where the fresh breeze could sweep along early in +the morning, and in the evening as soon as the air grew cooler, it +was very pleasant weather; and the people who could put on light +summer dresses enjoyed it very much. But away among the +thickly-built and crowded houses, where there were thousands of +persons breathing over and over again the same hot and stagnant +atmosphere, it seemed as if the most delicate and weakly among them +must be suffocated by the breathless heat. Old Oliver suffered very +greatly, but he said nothing about it; indeed he generally forgot the +cause of his languor and feebleness. He never knew now the day of +the week, nor the month of the year. If any one had told him in the +dog-days of July that it was still April, he would only have answered +gently that it was bright, warm weather for the time of year. + +But about old times his memory was good enough; he could tell long +stories of his boyhood, and describe the hills of his native place in +such a manner as to set Tony full of longings after the country, with +its corn-fields, and meadows, and hedge-rows, which he had never +seen. He remembered his Bible, too, and could repeat chapter after +chapter describing his Master's life, as they sat together in the +perpetual twilight of their room; for now that it was summer-time it +did not seem right to keep the gas burning. + +Tony's crossing had failed him altogether, for in dry weather nobody +wanted it; but in this extremity Mr. Ross came to his aid, and +procured him a place as errand-boy, where he was wanted from eight +o'clock in the morning till seven at night; so that he could still +open old Oliver's shop, and fetch him his right papers before he went +out, and put the shutters up when he came back. To become an +errand-boy was a good step forwards, and Tony was more than content. +He never ran about bare-headed and bare-footed now as he had done +twelve months before; and he had made such good progress in reading +and writing that he could already make out the directions upon the +parcels he had to deliver, after they had been once read over to him. +He did not object to the dry weather and clean streets as he had done +when his living depended upon his crossing; on the contrary, he +enjoyed the sunshine, and the crowds of gaily-dressed people, for he +could hold up his head amongst them, and no longer went prowling +about in the gutters searching after bits of orange-peel. He kicked +them into the gutters instead, mindful of that accident which had +befallen him, but which turned out so full of good for him. + +[Illustration: DOLLY'S MONTHLY REGISTER.] + +But, if there had been any eye to see it, a very slow, and very sad +change was creeping over Dolly; so slowly indeed, that perhaps none +but her mother's eye could have seen it at first. On the first of +every month, which old Oliver knew by the magazines coming in, he +marked how much his little love had grown by placing her against the +side-post of the door, and making a thick pencil line where her curly +head reached to. He looked at this record often, smiling at the rate +his little woman was growing taller; but it was really no wonder that +his dim eyes, loving as they were, never saw how the rosy colour was +dying away out of her cheeks, as gradually as the red glow fades away +in the west after the sun has set, nor how the light grew fainter and +fainter in her blue eyes, until they looked at him very heavily from +under her drooping eyelids. The house was too dark for any sight to +see very clearly; the full, strong, healthy light of the sun, could +not find its way into it, and day after day Dolly became more like +one of those plants growing in shady places, which live and shoot up, +but only put out pale and sickly leaves, and feeble buds. One by +one, and by little and little, with degrees as small as her own tiny +footsteps, she lost all her merry ways, dropping them, here one and +there another, upon the path she was silently treading; as little +children let fall the flowers they have gathered in the meadows, +along their road homewards. Yet all the time old Oliver was loving +and cherishing her as the dearest of all treasures, second only to +the Master whom he loved so fully; but he never discovered that there +was any change in her. Dolly fell into very quiet ways, and would +sit still for hours together, her arm around Beppo, and her sweet, +patient little face, which was growing thin and hollow, turned +towards the flickering light of the fire, while Oliver pottered +toilsomely about his house, forgetting many things, but always ready +with a smile and a fond word for his grand-daughter. + +Just as Oliver was too old to feel any anxiety about Dolly, so Tony +was too young, and knew too little of sickness and death. Moreover, +when he came home in the evening, full of the business of the day, +with a number of stories to tell of what had happened to him, and +what he had seen, Dolly was always more lively, and had a feverish +colour on her face, and a brilliant light in her eyes. He seemed to +bring life and strength with him, and she liked him to nurse her on +his knee, which did not grow tired and stiff like her grandfather's. +How should Tony detect anything amiss with her? She never complained +of feeling any pain, and he was glad for her to be very quiet and +still while he was busy with his lessons. + +But when the summer was ended, and after the damp warm fogs of +November were over, and a keen, black frost set in sharply before +Christmas--a frost which had none of the beauty of white rime and +clear blue skies, but which hung over the city like a pall, and +penetrated to every fireside with an icy breath; when only the strong +and the healthy, who were well clothed and well fed, could meet it +bravely, while the delicate, and sickly, and poverty-stricken, shrank +before it, and were chilled through and through, then Dolly drooped +and failed altogether. Even old Oliver's dull ears began to hear a +little cough, which seemed to echo from some grave not very far away; +and when he drew his little love between his knees, and put on his +spectacles to gaze into her face, the dearest face in all the world +to him, even his eyes saw something of its wanness, and the hollow +lines which had come upon it since the summer had passed away. The +old man felt troubled about her, yet he scarcely knew what to do. He +bought sweetmeats to soothe her cough, and thought sometimes that he +must ask somebody or other about a doctor for her; but his +treacherous memory always let the thought slip out of his mind. He +intended to take counsel with his sister when she came to see him; +but aunt Charlotte was herself very ill with an attack of rheumatism, +and could not get up to old Oliver's house. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +A VERY DARK SHADOW. + +The Christmas week passed by, and the new year came in, cold and +bleak, but Tony was well secured against the weather, and liked the +frosty air, which made it pleasant to run as fast as he could from +place to place as he delivered his parcels. When boxing day came, +which was half-holiday for him, he returned to the house at mid-day, +carrying with him three mince-pies, which he had felt himself rich +enough to buy in honour of the holiday. He had for a long time been +reckoning upon shutting up shop for the whole afternoon, and upon +going out for a long stroll through the streets with old Oliver and +Dolly; and now that the hour was positively come he felt very +light-hearted and full of spirits, defying the wind which wrestled +with him at every turn. Dolly must be wrapped up well, he said to +himself, and old Oliver must put on his drab great coat, with mother +o' pearl buttons, which he had brought up from the country forty +years ago, and which was still good for keeping out the cold. He ran +down the alley, and passed through the shop whistling cheerily, and +disdaining to lift the flap of the counter, he took a running vault +over it, and landed at once inside the open kitchen-door. + +But there was old Oliver sitting close to the fire, with Dolly on his +knee, and her little head lying upon his breast, while the tears +trickled slowly down his furrowed cheeks on to her pretty curls. +Beppo was standing between his legs, licking Dolly's small hand, +which hung languidly by her side. Her eyelids were closed, and her +face was deadly white; but when Tony uttered a great cry of trouble, +and fell on his knees before her, she opened her heavy eyes, and +stretched out her cold thin hand to stroke his cheeks. "Dolly's so +very ill, Tony," she murmured, "poor Dolly's very ill indeed." + +"I don't know whatever is the matter with my little love," said the +old man, in a low and trembling voice; "she fell down all of a +sudden, and I thought she was dead, Tony; but she's coming round +again now. Isn't my little love better now?" + +"Yes, gan-pa, yes; Dolly's better," she answered faintly. + +"Let me hold her, master," said Tony, his heart beating fast; "I can +hold her stronger and more comfortable, maybe, than you. You're +tired ever so, and you'd better get yourself a bit of dinner. Shall +Tony nurse you now, Dolly?" + +The little girl raised her arms to him, and Tony took her gently into +his own, sitting down upon the old box in the chimney-corner, and +putting her to nestle comfortably against him. Dolly closed her eyes +again, and by-and-bye he knew that she had fallen into a light sleep, +while old Oliver moved noiselessly to and fro, only now and then +saying half aloud, in a tone of strange earnestness and entreaty, +"Lord! dear Lord!" + +After awhile the old man came and bent over them both, taking Dolly's +arm softly between his withered fingers, and looking down at it with +a shaking head. + +"She's very thin, Tony; look at this little arm," he said, "wasting +away! wasting away! I've watched all my little ones waste away +except my poor Susan. Couldn't there anything be done to save her?" + +"Ay!" answered Tony, in an energetic whisper, while he clasped Dolly +a little tighter in his arms; "ay! they could cure her easily at the +hospital. Bless yer! there were little 'uns ten times worse than her +as they sent home cured. Let us take her there as soon as ever she +wakes up, and she'll be quite well directly, I promise you. The +doctor knows me, and I'll speak to Mr. Ross for her. Do you get a +bit of dinner, and hearten yourself up for it; and we'll set off as +soon as she's awake." + +Old Oliver turned away comforted, and prepared his own and Tony's +dinner, and put a mince-pie into the oven to be ready to tempt +Dolly's appetite when she awoke. But she slept heavily all the +afternoon till it was almost dark outside, and the lamps were being +lit, when she awoke, restless and feverish. + +"Would Dolly like to go to that nice place, where the little girls +had the dolls and the music?" asked Tony, in a quavering voice which +he could scarcely keep from sobs; "the good place where Tony got well +again, and they gave him his new clothes? Everybody 'ud be so wery +kind to poor little Dolly, and she'd come home again, quite cured and +strong, like Tony was." + +"Yes, yes!" cried, Dolly, eagerly, raising herself up in his arms; +"it's a nice place, and the sun shines, and Dolly 'ud like to go. +Only she'll be sure to come back to gan-pa." + +It was some time yet before they were quite ready to start, though +Dolly could not be coaxed to eat the hot mince-pie, or anything else. +Old Oliver had to get himself into his drab overcoat, and the ailing +child had to be protected in the best way they could against the +searching wind. After they had put on all her own warmest clothing, +Tony wrapped his own thick blue jacket about her, and lifting her +very tenderly in his arms, they turned out into the streets, closely +followed by Beppo. + +It was now quite night, but the streets were well lighted from the +shop windows, and throngs of people were hurrying hither and thither; +for it was boxing-night, and all the lower classes of the inhabitants +were taking holiday. But old Oliver saw and heard nothing of the +crowd. He walked on by Tony's side; with feeble and tottering steps, +deaf and blind, but whispering all the while, with trembling lips, to +One whom no one else could see or hear. Once or twice Tony saw a +solemn smile flit across his face, and he nodded his head and raised +his hand, as one who gives his assent to what is said to him. So +they passed on through the noisy streets till they reached quieter +ones, were there were neither shops nor many passers-by, and there +they found the home where they were going to leave their treasure for +a time. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +NO ROOM FOR DOLLY. + +Old Oliver rang the house-bell very quietly, for Dolly seemed to be +asleep again, and lay quite still in Tony's arms, which were growing +stiff, and benumbed by the cold. The door was opened by a porter, +whose face was strange to them both, for he had only come in for the +day while the usual one took holiday. Old Oliver presented himself +in front, and pointed at his little grandchild as Tony held her in +his arms while he spoke to the porter in a voice which trembled +greatly. + +"We've brought you our little girl, who is very ill," he said, "but +she'll soon get well in here, I know. I'd like to see the doctor, +and tell him all about her." + +"We're quite full," answered the porter, filling up the doorway. + +"Full?" repeated old Oliver, in a tone of questioning. + +"Ay! all our cots are full," he replied, "chockfull. There ain't no +more room. We've turned two or three away this morning, when they +came at the right time. This isn't the right time to bring any child +here." + +"But my little love is very ill," continued old Oliver; "this is the +right place, isn't it? The place where they nurse little children +who are ill?" + +"It's all right," said the porter, "it's the right place enough, only +it's brimful, and running over, as you may say. We couldn't take in +one more, if it was ever so. But you may come in and sit down in the +hall for a minute or two, while I fetch one of the ladies." + +Old Oliver and Tony entered, and sat down upon a bench inside. There +was the broad staircase, with its shallow steps, which Dolly's tiny +feet had climbed so easily, and it led up to the warm, pleasant +nurseries, where little children were already falling asleep, almost +painlessly, in their cosy cots. Tony could not believe that there +was not room for their darling, who had been so willing to come to +the place she knew so well, yet a sob broke from his lips, which +disturbed Dolly in her sleep, for she moaned once or twice, and +stirred uneasily in his arms. The old man leaned his hands upon the +top of his stick, and rested his white head upon them, until they +heard light footsteps, and the rustling of a dress, and they saw a +lady coming down stairs to them. + +"I think there's some mistake here, ma'am," said Oliver, his eye +wandering absently about the large entrance-hall; "this is the +Hospital for Sick Children, I think, and I've brought my little +grandchild here, who is very ill indeed, yet the man at the door says +there's no room for her. I think it must be a mistake." + +"No," said the lady; "I am sorry to say it is no mistake. We are +quite full; there is not room for even one more. Indeed, we have +been obliged to send cases away before to-day. Who is your +recommendation from?" + +"I didn't know you'd want any recommendation," answered old Oliver, +very mournfully; "she's very ill, and you could cure her here, and +take better care of her than Tony and me, and I thought that was +enough. I never thought of getting any recommendation, and I don't +know where I could get one." + +"Mr. Ross 'ud give us one," said Tony, eagerly. + +"Yet even then," answered the lady, "we could not take her in until +some of the cots are empty." + +"You don't know me," interrupted Tony, eagerly; "but Mr. Ross brought +me here, a year ago now, and they cured me, and set me up stronger +than ever. They was so wery kind to me, that I couldn't think of +anythink else save bringing our little girl to 'em. I'm sure they'd +take her in, if they only knew it was her. You jest say as it's Tony +and Dolly, as everybody took such notice of, and they'll never turn +her away, I'm sure." + +"I wish we could take her," said the lady, with tears in her eyes; +"but it is impossible. We should be obliged to turn some other child +out, and that could not be done to-night. You had better bring her +again in the morning, and we'll see if there is any one well enough +to make room for her. Let me look at the poor child for a minute." + +She lifted up the collar of Tony's bluejacket, which covered Dolly's +face, and looked down at it pitifully. It was quite white now, and +was pinched and hollow, with large blue eyes shining too brightly. +She stretched out her arms to the lady, and made a great effort to +smile. + +"Put Dolly into a pretty bed," she murmured, "where the sun shines, +and she'll soon get well and go home again to gan-pa." + +"What can I do?" cried the lady, the tears now running down her face. +"The place is quite full; we cannot take in one more, not one. Bring +her here again in the morning, and we will see what can be done." + +"How many children have you got here?" asked old Oliver. + +"We have only seventy-five cots," she answered, sobbing; "and in a +winter like this they're always full." + +"Only seventy-five!" repeated the old man, very sorrowfully. "Only +seventy-five, and there are hundreds and hundreds of little children +ill in London! They are ill in houses like mine, where the sun never +shines. Is there no other place like this we could take our little +love to?" + +"There are two or three other Hospitals," she answered, "but they are +a long way off, and none of them as large as ours. They are sure to +be full just now. I think there are not more than a hundred and +fifty cots in all London for sick children." + +"Then there's no room for my Dolly?" he said. + +The lady shook her head without speaking, for she had her +handkerchief up to her face. + +"Eh!" cried old Oliver in a wailing voice, "I don't know whatever the +dear Lord 'ill say to that." + +He made a sign to Tony that they must be going home again; and the +boy raised himself up with a strange weight and burden upon his +heart. Old Oliver put his stick down, and took Dolly into his own +arms, and laid her head down on his breast. + +[Illustration: NO ROOM FOR DOLLY.] + +"Let me carry her a little way, Tony," he said. "She's as light as a +feather, even to poor old grandpa. I'd like to carry my little love +a bit of the way home." + +"I'll tell you what I can do," said the lady, wrapping Dolly up and +kissing her before she covered her pale face, "if you will tell me +where you live I will speak to the doctor as soon as he comes in--for +he is out just now--and perhaps he will come to see her. He knows a +great deal about children, and is fond of them." + +"Thank you, thank you kindly, ma'am," answered old Oliver, feeling a +little comforted. But when they stood outside, and the bleak wind +blew about them, and he could see the soft glimmer of the light in +the windows, within which other children were safely sheltered and +carefully tended, his spirit sank again. He tottered now and then +under his light burden; but he could not be persuaded to give up his +little child to Tony again. These streets were quiet, with handsome +houses on each side, and from one and another there came bursts of +music and laughter as they passed by; yet Tony could catch most of +the words which the old man was speaking. + +"Dear Lord," he said, "there's only room for seventy-five of thy +little lambs that are pining and wasting away in every dark street +and alley like mine. Whatever can thy people be thinking about? +They've got their own dear little children, who are ill sometimes, +spite of all their care; and they can send for the doctor, and do all +that's possible, never looking at the money it costs; but when they +are well again they never think of the poor little ones who are sick +and dying, with nobody to help them or care for them as I care for +this little one. Oh, Lord, Lord! let my little love live! Yet thou +knows what is best, and thou'lt do what is best. Thou loves her more +than I do; and see, Lord, she is very ill indeed." + +They reached home at last, after a weary and heartbroken journey, and +carried Dolly in and laid her upon old Oliver's bed. She was wide +awake now, and looked very peaceful, smiling quietly into both their +faces as they bent over her. Tony gazed deep down into her eyes, and +met a glance from them which sent a strange tremor through him. He +crept silently away, and stole into his dark bed under the counter, +where he stretched himself upon his face, and buried his mouth in the +chaff pillow to choke his sobs. What was going to happen to Dolly? +What could it be that made him afraid of looking again into her +patient and tranquil little face? + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE GOLDEN CITY. + +Tony lay there in the dark, overwhelmed by his unusual terror and +sorrow, until he heard the voice of old Oliver calling his name +feebly. He hurried to him, and found him still beside the bed where +Dolly was lying. He had taken off most of her clothes, and put her +white nightgown over the rest, that she might sleep warmly in them +all the night, for her little hands and feet felt very chilly to his +touch. The fire had gone out while they were away, and the grate +looked very black and cheerless, The room was in great disorder, just +as they had left it, and the gas, which was burning high, cast a +cruel glare upon it all. But Tony saw nothing except the clear face +of Dolly, resting on one cheek upon the pillow, with her curly hair +tossed about it in confusion, and her open eyes gathering a strange +film. Beppo had made his way to her side, and pushed his head under +her lifeless little hand, which tried to pat it now and then. Old +Oliver was sitting on the bedstead, his eyes fastened upon her, and +his whole body trembled violently. Tony sank down upon his knees, +and flung his arm over Dolly, as if to save he? from the unseen +power which threatened to take her away from them. + +"Don't ky, gan-pa," she said, softly; "don't ky more than a minute. +Nor Tony. Are I going to die, gan-pa?" + +"Yes, my little love," cried old Oliver, moaning as he said it. + +"Where are I going to?" asked Dolly, very faintly. + +"You're going to see my Lord and Master," he said; "him as loves +little children so, and carries them in his arms, and never lets them +be sorrowful or ill or die again." + +"Does he live in a bootiful place?" she asked, again. + +"It's a more beautiful place than I can tell," answered old Oliver. +"The Lord Jesus gives them light brighter than the sun; and the +streets are all of gold, and there are many little children there, +who always see the face of their Father." + +"Dolly's going rere," said the little child, solemnly. + +She smiled for a minute or two, holding Beppo's ear between her +failing fingers, and playing with it. Tony's eyes were dim with +tears, yet he could see her dear face clearly through them. What +could he do? Was there no one to help? + +"Master, master!" he cried. "If the Lord Jesus is here he can save +her. Ask him, master." + +But old Oliver paid no heed to him. For the child who was passing +away from him he was all eye and ear, watching and listening as +keenly as in his best and strongest days; but he was blind and deaf +to everything else around him. Tony's voice could not reach his +brain. + +"Will gan-pa come rere?" whispered the failing and faltering voice of +Dolly. + +"Very soon," he answered; a radiant smile coming to his face, which +made her smile as her eyes caught the glory of it. "Very, very soon, +my little love. You'll be there to meet me when I come." + +"Dolly 'll watch for gan-pa," she murmured, with long pauses between +the words, which seemed to drop one by one upon Tony's ear; "and +Dolly 'll watch at the door for Tony to come home; and she'll fret +ever so if he never comes." + +Tony felt her stir restlessly under his arm, and stretch her tiny +limbs upon the bed as if she were very tired, and the languid eyelids +drooped slowly till they quite hid her blue eyes, and she sighed +softly as children sigh when they fall asleep, weary of their play. +Old Oliver laid his shaking hand tenderly upon her head. + +"Dear Lord!" he said, "take my little love to thyself. I give her up +to thee." + +It seemed to Tony as if a thick mist of darkness fell all about him, +and as if he were sinking down, down, very low into some horrible pit +where he would never see the light of day again. But by-and-bye he +came to himself, and found old Oliver sobbing in short, heavy sobs, +and swaying himself to and fro, while Beppo was licking Dolly's hand, +and barking with a sharp, quiet bark, as he had been wont to do when +he wanted her to play with him. The child's small features were +quite still, but there was an awful smile upon them such as there had +never been before, and Tony could not bear to look upon it. He +crossed her tiny hands lightly over one another upon her breast, and +then he lifted Beppo away gently, and drew the bed-clothes about her, +so as to hide her smiling face. + +"Master," he cried, "master, is she gone?" + +Old Oliver only answered by a deep moan; and Tony put his arm about +him, and raised him up. + +"Come to your own chair, master," he said. + +He yielded to Tony like a child, and seated himself in the chair, +where he had so often sat and watched Dolly while he smoked his pipe. +The boy put his pipe between his fingers; but he only let it fall to +the ground, where it broke into many pieces. Tony did not know what +to do, nor where to go for any help. + +"Lord," he said, "if you really love the old master, do something for +him; for I don't know whatever to do, now little Dolly's gone." + +He sat down on his old box, staring at Oliver and the motionless form +on the bed, with a feeling of despair tugging at his heart. He could +scarcely believe it was all true; for it was not very long +since--only it seemed like long years--since he had leaped over the +counter in his light-heartedness. But he had not sat there many +minutes before he heard a distinct, rather loud knock at the +shop-door, and he ran hastily to ask who was there. + +"Antony," said a voice he knew very well, "I have come with the +doctor, to see what we can do for your little girl." + +In an instant Tony opened the door, and as Mr. Ross entered the boy +flung his arms round him, and hid his face against him, sobbing +bitterly. + +"Oh! you've come too late," he cried, "you've come too late! Dolly's +dead, and I'm afraid the master's going away from me as well. They +couldn't take her in, and she died after we had brought her home." + +The doctor and Mr. Ross went on into the inner room, and Tony pointed +silently to the bed where Dolly lay. Old Oliver roused himself at +the sound of strange voices, and, leaning upon Tony's shoulder, he +staggered to the bedside, and drew the clothes away from her dear, +smiling face. + +"I don't murmur," he said. "My dear Lord can't do anything unkind. +He'll come and speak to me presently, and comfort me; but just now +I'm deaf and blind, even to him. I've not forgot him, and he hasn't +forgot me; but there's a many things ought to be done, and I cannot +think what." + +"Leave it all to us," said Mr. Ross, leading him back to his chair. +"But have you no neighbour you can go and stay with for to-night? +You are an old man, and you must not lose your night's sleep." + +"No," he answered, shaking his head; "I'd rather stay here in my own +place, if I'd a hundred other places to go to. I'm not afraid of my +little love,--no, no! When everything is done as ought to be done, +I'll lie in my own bed and watch her. It won't be lonesome, as long +as she's here." + +In an hour's time all was settled for that night. A little +resting-place had been made for the dead child in a corner of the +room, where she lay covered with a coarse white sheet, which was the +last one left of those which old Oliver's wife had spun in her +girlhood. The old man had given his promise to go to bed when Mr. +Ross and the doctor were gone; and he slept lightly, his face turned +towards the place where his little love was sleeping. A faint light +burnt all night in the room, and Tony, who could not fall asleep, sat +in the chimney-corner, with Beppo upon his knees. There was an +unutterable, quiet sorrow within him, mingled with a strange awe. +That little child, who had played with him, and kissed him only a day +since, was already gone into the unseen world, which was so very near +to him now, though it had seemed so very far away and so empty +before. It must be very near, since she had gone to it so quickly; +and it was no longer empty, for Dolly was there; and she had said she +would watch at the door till he came home. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +A FRESH DAY DAWNS. + +Old Oliver and Tony saw their darling buried in a little grave in a +cemetery miles away from their own home, and then they returned, +desolate and bereaved, to the deserted city, which seemed empty +indeed to them. The house had never looked so very dark and dreary +before. Yet from time to time old Oliver forgot that Dolly was gone +altogether, and could never come back; for he would call her in his +eager, quavering tones, or search for her in some of the +hiding-places, where she had often played at hide-and-seek with him. +When meal-times came round he would put out Dolly's plate and cup, +which had been bought on purpose for her, with gay flowers painted +upon them; and in the evening, over his pipe, when he had been used +to talk to his Lord, he now very often said nothing but repeat again +and again Dolly's little prayer, which he had himself taught her, +"Gentle Jesus, meek and mild." It was quite plain to Tony that it +would never do to leave him alone in his house and shop. + +"I've give up my place as errand-boy," he said to Mr. Ross, "'cause +the old master grows worse and worse for forgetting, and I must mind +shop for him now as well as I can. He's not off his head, as you may +say; he's sharp enough sometimes; but there's no trusting to him +being sharp always. He talks to Dolly as if she was here, and could +hear him, till I can't hardly bear it. But I'm very fond of +him,--fonder of him than anythink else, 'cept my little Dolly; and +I've made up my mind as his Master shall be my master, and he's +always ready to tell me all he knows about him. I'm no ways afeared +of not getting along." + +Tony found that they got along very well. Mr. Ross made a point of +going in to visit them every week, and of seeing how the business +prospered in the boy's hands; and he put as much as he could in his +way. Sad and sorrowful as the days were, they passed over, one after +another, bringing with them at least the habit of living without +Dolly. Every Sunday afternoon, however, old Oliver and Tony walked +slowly through the streets, for the old man could only creep along +with Tony's help, till they reached the Children's Hospital; but they +never passed the door, nor entered in through it. Old Oliver would +stand for a few minutes leaning heavily on Tony's shoulder, and +trembling from head to foot, as his eyes wandered over all the front +of the building; and then a low, wailing cry would break from his +lips, "Dear Lord! there was no room for my little love, but thou hast +found room for her!" + +It was a reopening of Tony's sorrow when aunt Charlotte came up from +the country to find that the little child had gone away altogether, +leaving only her tiny frocks and clothes, which were neatly folded up +in a drawer, where old Oliver treasured up a keepsake or two of his +wife's. She discovered, too, that old Oliver had forgotten to write +to Susan,--indeed, his hand had become too trembling to hold a +pen,--and she wrote herself; but her letter did not reach Calcutta +before Susan and her husband had left it, being homeward bound. + +It was as nearly two years as it could well be since the summer +evening when Susan Raleigh had sent her little girl into old Oliver's +shop, bidding her be a good girl till she came home, and thinking it +would be only three days before she saw her again. It was nearly two +years, and an evening something like it, when the door was darkened +by the entrance of a tall, fine-looking man, dressed as a soldier, +but with one empty sleeve looped up across his chest. Tony was busy +behind the counter wrapping up magazines, which he was going to take +out the next morning, and the soldier looked very inquisitively at +him. + +"Hallo! my lad, who are you?" he asked, in a tone of surprise. + +"I'm Antony Oliver," he said; for of late he had taken to call +himself by his old master's name. + +"Antony Oliver!" repeated the stranger; "I never heard of you before." + +"Well, I'm only Tony," he answered; "but I live with old Mr. Oliver +now, and call him grandfather. He likes it, and it does me good. +It's like somebody belonging to me." + +"Why! how long have you called him grandfather?" asked the soldier +again. + +"Ever since our little Dolly died," said Tony, in a faltering voice. + +"Dolly dead!" exclaimed the man, looking ready to fall down; for his +face went very white, and he leaned upon the counter with his one +hand. "Oh! my poor Susan!--my poor, dear girl!--however can I tell +her this bad news?" + +"Who are you?" cried Tony. "Are you Dolly's father? Oh, she's dead! +She died last January, and we are more lonesome without her than you +can think." + +"Let me see poor Susan's father," he said, after a minute or two, and +with a very troubled face. + +"Ay, come in," said Tony, lifting up the flap of the counter, under +which Dolly had so often played at hide-and-seek. "He's more hisself +again; but his memory's bad yet. I know everythink about her, +though; because she was so fond of me, and me of her. Come in." + +Raleigh entered the room, and saw old Oliver sitting in his +arm-chair, with a pipe in his hand, and a very tranquil look upon his +wrinkled face. The gas-light shone upon the glittering epaulettes +and white sash of the soldier, and the old man fastened upon him a +very keen, yet doubtful gaze of inquiry. + +"Don't you know me, father?" cried Raleigh, almost unable to utter a +word. "It's your poor Susan's husband, and Dolly's father." + +"Dolly's father!" repeated old Oliver, rising from his chair, and +resting his hand upon Raleigh's shoulder. "Do you know that the dear +Lord has taken her to be where he is in glory?" + +"Yes, I know it," he said, with a sob. + +He put the old man back in his seat, and drew a chair close up to +him. They sat thus together in sorrowful silence for some minutes, +until old Oliver laid his hand upon the empty sleeve on Raleigh's +breast. + +"You've lost your arm," he said, pityingly. + +"Ay!" answered Raleigh; "our colonel was set upon by a tiger in the +jungle, and I saved him; but the brute tore my arm, and craunched the +bone between his teeth till it had to come off. It's spoiled me for +a soldier." + +"Yes, yes, poor fellow," answered old Oliver, "but the Lord knew all +about it." + +"That he did," answered Raleigh; "and he's taught me a bit more about +himself than I used to know. I'm not spoiled to be His soldier. But +I don't know much about the service yet, and I shall want you to +teach me, father. You'll let me call you father, for poor Susan's +sake, won't you?" + +"To be sure--to be sure," said old Oliver, keeping his hand still +upon the empty sleeve on Raleigh's breast. + +"Well, father," he continued, "as I am not fit for a soldier, and as +the colonel was hurt too, we're all come home together. Only Susan's +gone straight on with her lady and our little girl, and sent me +through London to see after you and Dolly." + +"Your little girl?" said Oliver questioningly. + +"Yes, the one born in India. Her name's Mary, but we call her Polly. +Susan said it made her think of our little Dolly at home. Dear! +dear! I don't know however I shall let her know." + +Another fit of silence fell upon them, and Tony left them together, +for it was time to put up the shop shutters. It seemed just like the +night when he had followed Susan and the little girl, and loitered +outside in the doorway opposite, to see what would happen after she +had left her in the shop. He fancied he was a ragged, shoeless boy +again, nobody loving him, or caring for him, and that he saw old +Oliver and Dolly standing on the step, looking out for the mother, +who had gone away, never, never to see her darling again. Tony's +heart was very full; and when he tried to whistle, he was obliged to +give it up, lest he should break out into sobs and crying. When he +went back into the house Raleigh was talking again. + +"So Susan and me are to have one of the lodges of the colonel's +park," he said, "and I'm to be a sort of bailiff to look after the +other outdoor servants about the garden and premises. It's a house +with three bedrooms, and a very pleasant sort of little parlour, as +well as a kitchen and scullery place downstairs. You can see the +Wrekin from the parlour window, and the moon over it; and it's not so +far away but what we could get a spring-cart sometimes, and drive +over to your old home under the Wrekin. As soon as ever the +colonel's lady told Susan where it was, she cried out, 'That's the +very place for father!' You'd like to come and live with your own +Susan again, in your own country; wouldn't you now?" + +"Yes, yes; for a little while," answered old Oliver, with a smile +upon his face. + +Tony felt a strange and very painful shrinking at his heart. If the +old man went away to live with his daughter in the country, his home +would be lost to him, and he would have to go out into the great city +again alone, with nobody to love. He could get his living now in a +respectable manner, and there was no fear of his being driven to +sleep in Covent Garden, or under the bridges. But he would be alone, +and all the links which bound him to Dolly and old Oliver would be +snapped asunder. He wondered if the Lord Jesus would let such a +thing be. + +"But I couldn't leave Tony," cried old Oliver, suddenly; and putting +on his spectacles to look for him. + +"Come here, Tony. He's like my own son to me, bless him! He calls +me grandfather, and kept my heart up when I should have sunk very low +without him. My Master gave him to me the very same night he gave me +my little love. No, no; Dolly loved Tony, and Susan must come here +to see me, but I could never leave my boy." + +Old Oliver had put his arm round Tony, drawing him closer and closer +to him as he spoke, until his withered cheek pressed fondly against +his face. Since Dolly died neither of them had felt such a thrill of +happiness as now. + +"The colonel and his lady must be told about this," said Raleigh, +after he had heard all that Tony had been and done for old Oliver; +and when he was obliged to go away for the night, the soldier gave +him such a cordial grasp of the hand, as set all his fingers +tingling, and his heart throbbing with exultation. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +POLLY. + +The lodge stood in a very lovely place, upon a slope of ground, which +rose still higher to where the colonel's grand house was situated. +There was a porch before the door, built of rough logs of pines, +covered with ivy and honeysuckle, and with seats in it, where you +could sit and look out over a wide, rich plain, with little hills and +dales in it, stretching far away towards the sky-line, where some +distant mountains lay, so like to clouds, that you could scarcely +tell which were soft and misty vapours, and which were solid and +everlasting hills. The Severn ran through the beautiful plain with +so many windings, sometimes lying in shadow under deep banks, and +sometimes glistening and sparkling in the sunlight, that it looked +more like many little pools scattered about the meadows than one +long, continuous river. Not very far away, as Raleigh had said, +stood the Wrekin, purple in the evening haze, but by day so plain, +that one could see the great rock on its summit, which in olden times +served as an altar to the god of fire. + +Susan was very busy, and had been very busy all day over two +things--preparing the house for the reception of her father, whom she +had not seen for so many years, and in teaching her little girl, who +was now eighteen months old, to say grand-pa. The one work was quite +finished; everything was ready for old Oliver, and now she was +waiting and watching to see the colonel's spring cart arrive from the +station with her husband, who was gone to meet old Oliver and Tony. +For Tony was not on any account to be parted from the old man--so +said the colonel and his lady--but was to be employed about the +garden, and as general errand boy for the house, and to live at the +lodge with old Oliver. Susan's eyes were red, for as she had been +busy about her work, she had several times cried bitterly over her +lost little girl; but she had resolved within herself not to shed a +single tear after her father was come, lest she should spoil the +gladness of his coming home to her. At last the cart came in sight, +and stopped, and Raleigh and Tony sprang out to help Oliver to get +down, while Susan put down Polly in the porch, and ran to throw her +arms round her dear old father's neck. + +He was very quiet, poor old Oliver. He had not spoken a word since +he left the station, but had gazed about him as they drove along the +pleasant lane with almost a troubled look upon his tranquil face. +When his dim eyes caught the first glimpse of the Wrekin he lifted +his hat from his white and trembling head, as if to greet it like +some great and dear friend, after so many years of absence. Now he +stood still at the wicket, leaning upon Susan's arm, and looking +round him again with a gentle yet sad smile. The air was so fresh, +after the close streets of London, that to him it seemed even full of +scents of numberless flowers; and the sun was shining everywhere, +upon the blossoms in the garden, and the fine old elm-trees in the +park. and the far-off hills. He grasped Tony's hand in his, and +bade him look well about him. + +[Illustration: Oliver, leaning on Susan's arm] + +"If only my little love had had a bit of sunshine!" he said, with a +mournful and tender patience in his feeble voice. + +But just then--scarcely had he finished speaking--there came a +shrill, merry little scream behind them, so like Dolly's, that both +old Oliver and Tony turned round quickly. It could not be the same, +for this little child was even smaller than Dolly; but as she came +pattering and tottering down the garden-walk towards them, they saw +that she had the same fair curly hair, and blue eyes, and rosy cheeks +that Dolly had had two years before. She ran and hid her face in her +mother's gown; but Susan lifted her into her arms, and held her +towards old Oliver. + +"Say grand-pa, and kiss him, Polly," she said, coaxingly. + +The little child held back shyly for a minute, for old Oliver's head +was shaking much more than usual now; but at length she put her two +soft little hands to his face, and held it between them, while she +kissed him. + +"Gan-pa!" she cried, crowing and chuckling with delight. + +They went indoors to the pleasant parlour, where old Oliver's +arm-chair was set ready for him by the side of the fire, for Susan +had kindled a fire, saying that he would feel the fresh air blowing +from the Wrekin; and Polly sat first on his knee, and then upon +Tony's, who could not keep his eyes from following all her movements. +But still it was not their own Dolly who had made the old house in +the close alley in London so happy and so merry for them. She was +gone home to the Father's house, and was watching for them there. +Tony might be a long time before he joined her, but for old Oliver +the parting would be but short. As he sat in the evening dusk, very +peacefully and contentedly, while Susan sang Polly to sleep in the +kitchen, Tony heard him say half aloud, as his custom was, "Yet a +little, and I will come again, and receive you unto myself, that +where I am ye may be also. Even so, come, Lord Jesus!" + + + + PRINTED BY W. CLOWES AND SONS, STAMFORD STREET + AND CHARING CROSS. + + + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Alone in London, by Sarah Smith + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 61455 *** |
