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- A HOUSE
- DIVIDED AGAINST ITSELF
-
- BY
- MRS OLIPHANT
-
- IN THREE VOLUMES
- VOL. I.
-
- WILLIAM BLACKWOOD AND SONS
- EDINBURGH AND LONDON
- MDCCCLXXXVI
-
-
-
-
- A HOUSE DIVIDED AGAINST ITSELF.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-
-The day was warm, and there was no shade; out of the olive woods which
-they had left behind, and where all was soft coolness and freshness,
-they had emerged into a piece of road widened and perfected by recent
-improvements till it was as shelterless as a broad street. High walls on
-one side clothed with the green clinging trails of the mesembryanthemum,
-with palm-trees towering above, but throwing no shadow below; on the
-other a low house or two, and more garden walls, leading in a broad
-curve to the little old walled town, its campanile rising up over the
-clustered roofs, in which was their home. They had fifteen minutes or
-more of dazzling sunshine before them ere they could reach any point of
-shelter.
-
-Ten minutes, or even five, would have been enough for Frances. She could
-have run along, had she been alone, as like a bird as any human creature
-could be, being so light and swift and young. But it was very different
-with her father. He walked but slowly at the best of times; and in the
-face of the sun at noon, what was to be expected of him? It was part of
-the strange contrariety of fate, which was against him in whatever he
-attempted, small or great, that it should be just here, in this broad,
-open, unavoidable path, that he encountered one of those parties which
-always made him wroth, and which usually he managed to keep clear of
-with such dexterity--an English family from one of the hotels.
-
-Tourists from the hotels are always objectionable to residents in a
-place. Even when the residents are themselves strangers--perhaps,
-indeed, all the more from that fact--the chance visitors who come to
-stare and gape at those scenes which the others have appropriated and
-taken possession of, are insufferable. Mr Waring had lived in the old
-town of Bordighera for a great number of years. He had seen the Marina
-and the line of hotels on the beach created, and he had watched the
-travellers arriving to take possession of them--the sick people, and the
-people who were not sick. He had denounced the invasion unceasingly, and
-with vehemence; he had never consented to it. The Italians about might
-be complacent, thinking of the enrichment of the neighbourhood, and of
-what was good for trade, as these prosaic people do; but the English
-colonist on the Punto could not put up with it. And to be met here, on
-his return from his walk, by an unblushing band about whom there could
-be no mistake, was very hard to bear. He had to walk along exposed to
-the fire of all their unabashed and curious glances, to walk slowly, to
-miss none, from that of the stout mother to that of the slim governess.
-In the rear of the party came the papa, a portly Saxon, of the class
-which, if comparisons could be thought of in so broad and general a
-sentiment, Mr Waring disliked worst of all--a big man, a rosy man, a
-fat man, in large easy morning clothes, with a big white umbrella over
-his head. This last member of the family came at some distance behind
-the rest. He did not like the sun, though he had been persuaded to leave
-England in search of it. He was very warm, moist, and in a state of
-general relaxation, his tidy necktie coming loose, his gloves only half
-on, his waistcoat partially unbuttoned. It was March, when no doubt a
-good genuine east wind was blowing at home. At that moment this
-traveller almost regretted the east wind.
-
-The Warings were going up-hill towards their abode: the slope was gentle
-enough, yet it added to the slowness of Mr Waring’s pace. All the
-English party had stared at him, as is the habit of English parties; and
-indeed he and his daughter were not unworthy of a stare. But all these
-gazes came with a cumulation of curiosity to widen the stare of the last
-comer, who had, besides, twenty or thirty yards of vacancy in which the
-indignant resident was fully exposed to his view. Little Frances, who
-was English enough to stare too, though in a gentlewomanly way, saw a
-change gradually come, as he gazed, over the face of the stranger. His
-eyebrows rose up bushy and arched with surprise; his eyelids puckered
-with the intentness of his stare; his lips dropped apart. Then he came
-suddenly to a stand-still, and gasped forth the word “WARING!” in tones
-of surprise to which capital letters can give but faint expression.
-
-Mr Waring, struck by this exclamation as by a bullet, paused too, as
-with something of that inclination to turn round which is said to be
-produced by a sudden hit. He put up his hand momentarily, as if to pull
-down his broad-brimmed hat over his brows. But in the end he did
-neither. He stood and faced the stranger with angry energy. “Well?” he
-said.
-
-“Dear me! who could have thought of seeing you here? Let me call my
-wife. She will be delighted. Mary! Why, I thought you had gone to the
-East. I thought you had disappeared altogether. And so did everybody.
-And what a long time it is, to be sure! You look as if you had forgotten
-me.”
-
-“I have,” said the other, with a supercilious gaze, perusing the large
-figure from top to toe.
-
-“Oh come, Waring! Why--Mannering; you can’t have forgotten Mannering, a
-fellow that stuck by you all through. Dear, how it brings up everything,
-seeing you again! Why, it must be a dozen years ago. And what have you
-been doing all this time? Wandering over the face of the earth, I
-suppose, in all sorts of out-of-the-way places, since nobody has ever
-fallen in with you before.”
-
-“I am something of an invalid,” said Waring. “I fear I cannot stand in
-the sun to answer so many questions. And my movements are of no
-importance to any one but myself.”
-
-“Don’t be so misanthropical,” said the stranger in his large round
-voice. “You always had a turn that way. And I don’t wonder if you are
-soured--any fellow would be soured. Won’t you say a word to Mary? She’s
-looking back, wondering with all her might what new acquaintance I’ve
-found out here, never thinking it’s an old friend. Hillo, Mary! What’s
-the matter? Don’t you want to see her? Why, man alive, don’t be so
-bitter! She and I have always stuck up for you; through thick and thin,
-we’ve stuck up for you. Eh! can’t stand any longer? Well, it is hot,
-isn’t it? There’s no variety in this confounded climate. Come to the
-hotel, then--the Victoria, down there.”
-
-Waring had passed his interrogator, and was already at some distance,
-while the other, breathless, called after him. He ended, affronted, by
-another discharge of musketry, which hit the fugitive in the rear. “I
-suppose,” the indiscreet inquirer demanded, breathlessly, “that’s the
-little girl?”
-
-Frances had followed with great but silent curiosity this strange
-conversation. She had not interposed in any way, but she had stood close
-by her father’s side, drinking in every word with keen ears and eyes.
-She had heard and seen many strange things, but never an encounter like
-this; and her eagerness to know what it meant was great; but she dared
-not linger a moment after her father’s rapid movement of the hand, and
-the longer stride than usual, which was all the increase of speed he was
-capable of. As she had stood still by his side without a question, she
-now went on, very much as if she had been a delicate little piece of
-machinery of which he had touched the spring. That was not at all the
-character of Frances Waring; but to judge by her movements while at her
-father’s side, an outside observer might have thought so. She had never
-offered any resistance to any impulse from him in her whole life; indeed
-it would have seemed to her an impossibility to do so. But these
-impulses concerned the outside of her life only. She went along by his
-side with the movement of a swift creature restrained to the pace of a
-very slow one, but making neither protest nor remark. And neither did
-she ask any explanation, though she cast many a stolen glance at him as
-they pursued their way. And for his part, he said nothing. The heat of
-the sun, the annoyance of being thus interrupted, were enough to account
-for that.
-
-This broad bit of sunny road which lay between them and the shelter of
-their home had been made by one of those too progressive municipalities,
-thirsting for English visitors and tourists in general, who fill with
-hatred and horror the old residents in Italy; and after it followed a
-succession of stony stairs more congenial to the locality, by which,
-under old archways and through narrow alleys, you got at last to the
-wider centre of the town, a broad stony piazza, under the shadow of the
-Bell Tower, the characteristic campanile which was the landmark of the
-place. Except on one side of the piazza, all here was in grateful shade.
-Waring’s stern face softened a little when he came into these cool and
-almost deserted streets: here and there was a woman at a doorway, an old
-man in the deep shadow of an open shop or booth unguarded by any window,
-two or three girls filling their pitchers at the well, but no intrusive
-tourists or passengers of any kind to break the noonday stillness. The
-pair went slowly through the little town, and emerged by another old
-gateway, on the farther side, where the blue Mediterranean, with all its
-wonderful shades of colour, and line after line of headland cutting down
-into those ethereal tints, stretched out before them, ending in the haze
-of the Ligurian mountains. The scene was enough to take away the breath
-of one unaccustomed to that blaze of wonderful light, and all the
-delightful accidents of those purple hills. But this pair were too
-familiarly acquainted with every line to make any pause. They turned
-round the sunny height from the gateway, and entered by a deep small
-door sunk in the wall, which stood high like a great rampart rising from
-the Punto. This was the outer wall of the palace of the lord of the
-town, still called _the_ Palazzo at Bordighera. Every large house is a
-palace in Italy; but the pretensions of this were well founded. The
-little door by which they entered had been an opening of modern and
-peaceful times, the state entrance being through a great doorway and
-court on the inner side. The deep outer wall was pierced by windows,
-only at the height of the second storey on the sea side, so that the
-great marble stair up which Waring toiled slowly was very long and
-fatiguing, as if it led to a mountaintop. He reached his rooms
-breathless, and going in through antechamber and corridor, threw himself
-into the depths of a large but upright chair. There were no signs of
-luxury about. It was not one of those hermitages of culture and ease
-which English recluses make for themselves in the most unlikely places.
-It was more like a real hermitage; or, to speak more simply, it was
-like, what it really was, an apartment in an old Italian house, in a
-rustic castle, furnished and provided as such a place, in the possession
-of its natural inhabitants, would be.
-
-The Palazzo was subdivided into a number of habitations, of which the
-apartment of the Englishman was the most important. It was composed of a
-suite of rooms facing to the sea, and commanding the entire circuit of
-the sun; for the windows on one side were to the east, and at the other
-the apartment ended in a large loggia, commanding the west and all the
-glorious sunsets accomplished there. We Northerners, who have but a
-limited enjoyment of the sun, show often a strange indifference to him
-in the sites and situations of our houses; but in Italy it is well known
-that where the sun does not go the doctor goes, and much more regard is
-shown to the aspect of the house.
-
-The Warings at the worst of that genial climate had little occasion for
-fire; they had but to follow the centre of light when he glided out of
-one room to fling himself more abundantly into another. The Punto is
-always full in the cheerful rays. It commands everything--air and sea,
-and the mountains and all their thousand effects of light and shade; and
-the Palazzo stands boldly out upon this the most prominent point in the
-landscape, with the houses of the little town withdrawing on a dozen
-different levels behind. In the warlike days when no point of vantage
-which a pirate could seize upon was left undefended or assailable, it is
-probable that there was no loggia from which to watch the western
-illuminations. But peace has been so long on the Riviera that the loggia
-too was antique, the parapet crumbling and grey. It opened from a large
-room, very lofty, and with much faded decoration on the upper walls and
-roof, which was the salone or drawing-room, beyond which was an
-ante-room, then a sort of library, a dining-room, a succession of
-bed-chambers; much space, little furniture, sunshine and air unlimited,
-and a view from every window which it was worth living to be able to
-look out upon night and day. This, however, at the moment of which we
-write, was shut out all along the line, the green _persiani_ being
-closed, and nothing open but the loggia, which was still cool and in the
-shade. The rooms lay in a soft green twilight, cool and fresh; the doors
-were open from one to another, affording a long vista of picturesque
-glimpses.
-
-From where Waring had thrown himself down to rest, he looked straight
-through the apartment, over the faded formality of the ante-room with
-its large old chairs, which were never moved from their place, across
-his own library, in which there was a glimmer of vellum binding and old
-gilding, to the table with its white tablecloth, laid out for breakfast
-in the eating-room. The quiet soothed him after a while, and perhaps the
-evident preparations for his meal, the large and rotund flask of Chianti
-which Domenico was placing on the table, the vision of another figure
-behind Domenico with a delicate dish of mayonnaise in her hands. He
-could distinguish that it was a mayonnaise, and his angry spirit calmed
-down. Noon began to chime from the campanile, and Frances came in
-without her hat and with the eagerness subdued in her eyes. “Breakfast
-is ready, papa,” she said. She had that look of knowing nothing and
-guessing nothing beyond what lies on the surface, which so many women
-have.
-
-She was scarcely to be called a woman, not only because of being so
-young, but of being so small, so slim, so light, with such a tiny
-figure, that a stronger breeze than usual would, one could not help
-thinking, blow her away. Her father was very tall, which made her tiny
-size the more remarkable. She was not beautiful--few people are to the
-positive degree; but she had the prettiness of youth, of round soft
-contour, and peach-like skin, and clear eyes. Her hair was light brown,
-her eyes dark brown, neither very remarkable; her features small and
-clearly cut, as was her figure, no slovenliness or want of finish about
-any line. All this pleasing exterior was very simple and easily
-comprehended, and had but little to do with her, the real Frances, who
-was not so easy to understand. She had two faces, although there was in
-her no guile. She had the countenance she now wore, as it were for daily
-use--a countenance without expression, like a sunny cheerful morning in
-which there is neither care nor fear--the countenance of a girl calling
-papa to breakfast, very punctual, determined that nobody should reproach
-her as being half of a minute late, or having a hair or a ribbon a
-hair’s-breadth out of place. That such a girl should have ever suspected
-anything, feared anything--except perhaps gently that the mayonnaise was
-not to papa’s taste--was beyond the range of possibilities; or that she
-should be acquainted with anything in life beyond the simple routine of
-regular hours and habits, the sweet and gentle bond of the ordinary,
-which is the best rule of young lives.
-
-Frances Waring had sometimes another face. That profile of hers was not
-so clearly cut for nothing; nor were her eyes so lucid only to perceive
-the outside of existence. In her room, during the few minutes she spent
-there, she had looked at herself in her old-fashioned dim glass, and
-seen a different creature. But what that was, or how it was, must show
-itself farther on. She led the way into the dining-room, the trimmest
-composed little figure, all England embodied--though she scarcely
-remembered England--in the self-restrained and modest toilet of a
-little girl accustomed to be cared for by women well instructed in the
-niceties of feminine costume; and yet she had never had any one to take
-counsel with except an Italian maid-of-all-work, who loved the brightest
-primitive colours, as became her race. Frances knew so few English
-people that she had not even the admiration of surprise at her success.
-Those she did know took it for granted that she got her pretty sober
-suits, her simple unelaborate dresses, from some very excellent
-dressmaker at “home,” not knowing that she did not know what home was.
-
-Her father followed her, as different a figure as imagination could
-suggest. He was very tall, very thin, with long legs and stooping
-shoulders, his hair in limp locks, his shirt-collar open, a velvet
-coat--looking as entirely adapted to the locality, the conventional
-right man in the right place, as she was not the conventional woman. A
-gloomy look, which was habitual to him, a fretful longitudinal pucker in
-his forehead, the hollow lines of ill health in his cheeks, disguised
-the fact that he was, or had been, a handsome man; just as his extreme
-spareness and thinness made it difficult to believe that he had also
-been a very powerful one. Nor was he at all old, save in the very young
-eyes of his daughter, to whom forty-five was venerable. He might have
-been an artist or a poet of a misanthropical turn of mind; though, when
-a man has chronic asthma, misanthropy is unnecessary to explain his look
-of pain, and fatigue, and disgust with the outside world. He walked
-languidly, his shoulders up to his ears, and followed Frances to the
-table, and sat down with that air of dissatisfaction which takes the
-comfort out of everything. Frances either was inaccessible to this kind
-of discomfort, or so accustomed to it that she did not feel it. She sat
-serenely opposite to him, and talked of indifferent things.
-
-“Don’t take the mayonnaise, if you don’t like it, papa; there is
-something else coming that will perhaps be better. Mariuccia does not at
-all pride herself upon her mayonnaise.”
-
-“Mariuccia knows very little about it; she has not even the sense to
-know what she can do best.” He took a little more of the dish, partly
-out of contradiction, which was the result which Frances hoped.
-
-“The lettuce is so crisp and young, that makes it a little better,” she
-said, with the air of a connoisseur.
-
-“A little better is not the word; it is very good,” he said, fretfully;
-then added with a slight sigh, “Everything is better for being young.”
-
-“Except people, I know. Why does young mean good with vegetables and
-everything else, and silly only when it is applied to people?--though it
-can’t be helped, I know.”
-
-“That is one of your metaphysical questions,” he said, with a slight
-softening of his tone. “Perhaps because of human jealousy. We all like
-to discredit what we haven’t got, and most people you see are no longer
-young.”
-
-“Oh, do you think so, papa? I think there are more young people than old
-people.”
-
-“I suppose you are right, Fan; but they don’t count for so much, in the
-way of opinion at least. What has called forth these sage remarks?”
-
-“Only the lettuce,” she said, with a laugh. Then, after a pause, “For
-instance, there were six or seven children in the party we met to-day,
-and only two parents.”
-
-“There are seldom more than two parents, my dear.”
-
-She had not looked up when she made this careless little speech, and yet
-there was a purpose in it, and a good deal of keen observation through
-her drooped eyelashes. She received his reply with a little laugh. “I
-did not mean that, papa; but that six or seven are a great deal more
-than two, which of course you will laugh at me for saying. I suppose
-they were all English?”
-
-“I suppose so. The father--if he was the father--certainly was English.”
-
-“And you knew him, papa?’
-
-“He knew me, which is a different thing.”
-
-Then there was a little pause. The conversation between the father and
-daughter was apt to run in broken periods. He very seldom originated
-anything. When she found a subject upon which she could interest him, he
-would reply, to a certain limit, and then the talk would drop. He was
-himself a very silent man, requiring no outlet of conversation; and
-when he refused to be interested, it was a task too hard for Frances to
-lead him into speech. She on her side was full of a thousand unsatisfied
-curiosities, which for the most part were buried in her own bosom. In
-the meantime Domenico made the circle of the table with the new dish,
-and his step and a question or two from his master were all the remarks
-that accompanied the meal. Mr Waring was something of a _gourmet_, but
-at the same time he was very temperate--a conjunction which is
-favourable to fine eating. His table was delicately furnished with
-dishes almost infinitesimal in quantity, but superlative in quality; and
-he ate his dainty light repast with gravity and slowly, as a man
-performs what he feels to be one of the most important functions of his
-life.
-
-“Tell Mariuccia that a few drops from a fresh lemon would have improved
-this _ragoût_--but a very fresh lemon.”
-
-“Yes, Excellency, _freschissimo_,” said Domenico, with solemnity.
-
-In the household generally, nothing was so important as the second
-breakfast, except, indeed, the dinner, which was the climax of the day.
-The gravity of all concerned, the little solemn movement round the
-white-covered table in the still soft shade of the atmosphere, with
-those green _persiani_ shutting out all the sunshine, and the brown old
-walls, bare of any decoration, throwing up the group, made a curious
-picture. The walls were quite bare, the floor brown and polished, with
-only a square of carpet round the table; but the roof and cornices were
-gilt and painted with tarnished gilding and half-obliterated pictures.
-Opposite to Frances was a blurred figure of a cherub with a finger on
-his lip. She looked up at this faint image as she had done a hundred
-times, and was silent. He seemed to command the group, hovering over it
-like a little tutelary god.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-
-The Warings had been settled at Bordighera almost as long as Frances
-could remember. She had known no other way of living than that which
-could be carried on under the painted roofs in the Palazzo, nor any
-other domestic management than that of Domenico and Mariuccia. She
-herself had been brought up by the latter, who had taught her to knit
-stockings and to make lace of a coarse kind, and also how to spare and
-save, and watch every detail of the spese--the weekly or daily
-accounts--with an anxious eye. Beyond this, Frances had received very
-little education: her father had taught her fitfully to read and write
-after a sort; and he had taught her to draw, for which she had a little
-faculty--that is to say, she had made little sketches of all the points
-of view round about, which, if they were not very great in art, amused
-her, and made her feel that there was something she could do. Indeed, so
-far as doing went, she had a good deal of knowledge. She could mend very
-neatly--so neatly, that her darn or her patch was almost an ornament.
-She was indeed neat in everything, by instinct, without being taught.
-The consequence was, that her life was very full of occupation, and her
-time never hung heavy on her hands. At eighteen, indeed, it may be
-doubted whether time ever does hang heavy on a girl’s hands. It is when
-ten years or so of additional life have passed over her head, bringing
-her no more important occupations than those which are pleasant and
-appropriate to early youth, that she begins to feel her disabilities;
-but fortunately, that is a period of existence with which at the present
-moment we have nothing to do.
-
-Her father, who was not fifty yet, had been a young man when he came to
-this strange seclusion. Why he should have chosen Bordighera, no one had
-taken the trouble to inquire. He came when it was a little town on the
-spur of the hill, without either hotels or tourists, or at least very
-few of these articles--like many other little towns which are perched on
-little platforms among the olive woods all over that lovely country. The
-place had commended itself to him because it was so completely out of
-the way. And then it was very cheap, simple, and primitive. He was not,
-however, by any means a primitive-minded man; and when he took Domenico
-and Mariuccia into his service, it was for a year or two an interest in
-his life to train them to everything that was the reverse of their own
-natural primitive ways. Mariuccia had a little native instinct for
-cookery such as is not unusual among the Latin races, and which her
-master trained into all the sophistications of a cordon bleu. And
-Domenico had that lively desire to serve his padrone “hand and foot,” as
-English servants say, and do everything for him, which comes natural to
-an amiable Italian eager to please. Both of them had been encouraged and
-trained to carry out these inclinations. Mr Waring was difficult to
-please. He wanted attendance continually. He would not tolerate a speck
-of dust anywhere, or any carelessness of service; but otherwise he was
-not a bad master. He left them many independences, which suited them,
-and never objected to that appropriation to themselves of his house as
-theirs, and assertion of themselves as an important part of the family,
-which is the natural result of a long service. Frances grew up
-accordingly in franker intimacy with the honest couple than is usual in
-English households. There was nothing they would not have done for the
-Signorina--starve for her, scrape and pinch for her, die for her if need
-had been; and in the meantime, while there was no need for service more
-heroic, correct her, and improve her mind, and set her faults before her
-with simplicity. Her faults were small, it is true, but zealous Love did
-not omit to find many out.
-
-Mr Waring painted a little, and was disposed to call himself an artist;
-and he read a great deal, or was supposed to do so, in the library,
-which formed one of the set of rooms, among the old books in vellum,
-which took a great deal of reading. A little old public library existing
-in another little town farther up among the hills, gave him an excuse,
-if it was not anything more, for a great deal of what he called work.
-There were some manuscripts and a number of old editions laid up in this
-curious little hermitage of learning, from which the few people who knew
-him believed he was going some day to compile or collect something of
-importance. The people who knew him were very few. An old clergyman, who
-had been a colonial chaplain all his life, and now “took the service” in
-the bare little room which served as an English church, was the chief of
-his acquaintances. This gentleman had an old wife and a middle-aged
-daughter, who furnished something like society for Frances. Another
-associate was an old Indian officer, much battered by wounds, liver, and
-disappointment, who, systematically neglected by the authorities (as he
-thought), and finding himself a nobody in the home to which he had
-looked forward for so many years, had retired in disgust, and built
-himself a little house, surrounded with palms, which reminded him of
-India, and full in the rays of the sun, which kept off his neuralgia.
-He, too, had a wife, whose constant correspondence with her numerous
-children occupied her mind and thoughts, and who liked Frances because
-she never tired of hearing stories of those absent sons and daughters.
-They saw a good deal of each other, these three resident families, and
-reminded each other from time to time that there was such a thing as
-society.
-
-In summer they disappeared--sometimes to places higher up among the
-hills, sometimes to Switzerland or the Tyrol, sometimes “home.” They all
-said home, though neither the Durants nor the Gaunts knew much of
-England, and though they could never say enough in disparagement of its
-grey skies and cold winds. But the Warings never went “home.” Frances,
-who was entirely without knowledge or associations with her native
-country, used the word from time to time because she heard Tasie Durant
-or Mrs Gaunt do so; but her father never spoke of England, nor of any
-possible return, nor of any district in England as that to which he
-belonged. It escaped him at times that he had seen something of society
-a dozen or fifteen years before this date; but otherwise, nothing was
-known about his past life. It was not a thing that was much discussed,
-for the intercourse in which he lived with his neighbours was not
-intimate, nor was there any particular reason why he should enter upon
-his own history; but now and then it would be remarked by one or another
-that nobody knew anything of his antecedents. “What’s your county,
-Waring?” General Gaunt had once asked; and the other had answered with a
-languid smile, “I have no county,” without the least attempt to explain.
-The old general, in spite of himself, had apologised, he did not know
-why; but still no information was given. And Waring did not look like a
-man who had no county. His thin long figure had an aristocratic air. He
-knew about horses, and dogs, and country-gentleman sort of subjects. It
-was impossible that he should turn out to be a shopkeeper’s son, or a
-_bourgeois_ of any kind. However, as has been said, the English
-residents did not give themselves much trouble about the matter. There
-was not enough of them to get up a little parochial society, like that
-which flourishes in so many English colonies, gossiping with the best,
-and forging anew for themselves those chains of a small community which
-everybody pretends to hate.
-
-In the afternoon of the day on which the encounter recorded in the
-previous chapter had taken place, Frances sat in the loggia alone at her
-work. She was busy with her drawing--a very elaborate study of
-palm-trees, which she was making from a cluster of those trees which
-were visible from where she sat. A loggia is something more than a
-balcony; it is like a room with the outer wall or walls taken away. This
-one was as large as the big _salone_ out of which it opened, and had
-therefore room for changes of position as the sun changed. Though it
-faced the west, there was always a shady corner at one end or the other.
-It was the favourite place in which Frances carried on all her
-occupations--where her father came to watch the sunset--where she had
-tea, with that instinct of English habit and tradition which she
-possessed without knowing how. Mr Waring did not much care for her tea,
-except now and then in a fitful way; and Mariuccia thought it medicine.
-But it pleased Frances to have the little table set out with two or
-three old china cups which did not match, and a small silver teapot,
-which was one of the very few articles of value in the house. Very
-rarely, not once in a month, had she any occasion for these cups; but
-yet, such a chance did occur at long intervals; and in the meantime,
-with a pleasure not much less infantine, but much more wistful than that
-with which she had played at having a tea-party seven or eight years
-before, she set out her little table now.
-
-She was seated with her drawing materials on one table and the tea on
-another, in the stillness of the afternoon, looking out upon the
-mountains and the sea. No; she was doing nothing of the sort. She was
-looking with all her might at the clump of palm-trees within the garden
-of the villa, which lay low down at her feet between her and the sunset.
-She was not indifferent to the sunset. She had an admiration, which even
-the humblest art-training quickens, for the long range of coast, with
-its innumerable ridges running down from the sky to the sea, in every
-variety of gnarled edge, and gentle slope, and precipice; and for the
-amazing blue of the water, with its ribbon-edge of paler colours, and
-the deep royal purple of the broad surface, and the white sails thrown
-up against it, and the white foam that turned up the edges of every
-little wave. But in the meantime she was not thinking of them, nor of
-the infinitely varied lines of the mountains, or the specks of towns,
-each with its campanile shining in the sun, which gave character to the
-scene; but of the palms on which her attention was fixed, and which,
-however beautiful they sound, or even look, are apt to get very spiky in
-a drawing, and so often will not “come” at all. She was full of fervour
-in her work, which had got to such a pitch of impossibility that her
-lips were dry and wide apart from the strain of excitement with which
-she struggled with her subject, when the bell tinkled where it hung
-outside upon the stairs, sending a little jar through all the Palazzo,
-where bells were very uncommon; and presently Tasie Durant, pushing open
-the door of the _salone_, with a breathless little “Permesso?” came out
-upon the loggia in her usual state of haste, and with half-a-dozen small
-books tumbling out of her hand.
-
-“Never mind, dear; they are only books for the Sunday-school. Don’t you
-know we had twelve last Sunday? Twelve!--think!--when I have thought it
-quite large and extensive to have five. I never was more pleased. I am
-getting up a little library for them like they have at home. It is so
-nice to have everything like they have at home.”
-
-“Like what?” said Frances, though she had no education.
-
-“Like they have--well, if you are so particular, the same as they have
-at home. There were three of one family--think! Not little nobodies, but
-ladies and gentlemen. It is so nice of people not just poor people,
-people of education, to send their children to the Sunday-school.”
-
-“New people?” said Frances.
-
-“Yes; tourists, I suppose. You all scoff at the tourists; but I think it
-is very good for the place, and so pleasant for us to see a new face
-from time to time. Why should they all go to Mentone? Mentone is so
-towny, quite a big place. And papa says that in his time Nice was
-everything, and that nobody had ever heard of Mentone.”
-
-“Who are the new people, Tasie?” Frances asked.
-
-“They are a large family--that is all I know; not likely to settle,
-more’s the pity. Oh no. Quite _well_ people, not even a delicate child,”
-said Miss Durant, regretfully; “and such a nice domestic family, always
-walking about together. Father and mother, and governess and six
-children. They must be very well off, too, or they could not travel like
-that, such a lot of them, and nurses--and I think I heard, a courier
-too.” This, Miss Durant said in a tone of some emotion; for the place,
-as has been said, was just beginning to be known, and the people who
-came as yet were but pioneers.
-
-“I have seen them. I wonder who they are. My father----” said Frances;
-and then stopped, and held her head on one side, to contemplate the
-effect of the last touches on her drawing; but this was in reality
-because it suddenly occurred to her that to publish her father’s
-acquaintance with the stranger might be unwise.
-
-“Your father?” said Tasie. “Did he take any notice of them? I thought he
-never took any notice of tourists. Haven’t you done those palms yet?
-What a long time you are taking over them! Do you think you have got
-the colour quite right on those stems? Nothing is so difficult to do as
-palms, though they look so easy--except olives: olives are impossible.
-But what were you going to say about your father? Papa says he has not
-seen Mr Waring for ages. When will you come up to see us?”
-
-“It was only last Saturday, Tasie.”
-
-“----Week,” said Tasie. “Oh yes, I assure you; for I put it down in my
-diary: Saturday week. You can’t quite tell how time goes, when you don’t
-come to church. Without Sunday, all the days are alike. I wondered that
-you were not at church last Sunday, Frances, and so did mamma.”
-
-“Why was it? I forget. I had a headache, I think. I never like to stay
-away. But I went to church here in the village instead.”
-
-“O Frances, I wonder your papa lets you do that! It is much better when
-you have a headache to stay at home. I am sure I don’t want to be
-intolerant, but what good can it do you going there? You can’t
-understand a word.”
-
-“Yes, indeed I do--many words. Mariuccia has shown me all the places;
-and it is good to see the people all saying their prayers. They are a
-great deal more in earnest than the people down at the Marina, where it
-would be just as natural to dance as to pray.”
-
-“Ah, dance!” said Tasie, with a little sigh. “You know there is never
-anything of that kind here. I suppose you never was at a dance in your
-life--unless it is in summer, when you go away?”
-
-“I have never been at a dance in my life. I have seen a ballet, that is
-all.”
-
-“O Frances, please don’t talk of anything so wicked! A ballet! that is
-very different from nice people dancing--from dancing one’s own self
-with a nice partner. However, as we never do dance here, I can’t see why
-you should say that about our church. It is a pity, to be sure, that we
-have no right church; but it is a lovely room, and quite suitable. If
-you would only practise the harmonium a little, so as to take the music
-when I am away. I never can afford to have a headache on Sunday,” Miss
-Durant added, in an injured tone.
-
-“But, Tasie, how could I take the harmonium, when I don’t even know how
-to play?”
-
-“I have offered to teach you, till I am tired, Frances. I wonder what
-your papa thinks, if he calls it reasonable to leave you without any
-accomplishments? You can draw a little, it is true; but you can’t bring
-out your sketches in the drawing-room of an evening, to amuse people;
-and you can always play----”
-
-“When you _can_ play.”
-
-“Yes, of course that is what I mean--when you can play. It has quite
-vexed me often to think how little trouble is taken about you; for you
-can’t always be young, so young as you are now. And suppose some time
-you should have to go home--to your friends, you know?”
-
-Frances raised her head from her drawing and looked her companion in the
-face. “I don’t think we have any--friends,” she said.
-
-“Oh, my dear, that must be nonsense!” cried Tasie. “I confess I have
-never heard your papa talk of any. He never says ‘my brother,’ or ‘my
-sister,’ or ‘my brother-in-law,’ as other people do--but then he is such
-a very quiet man; and you must have somebody--cousins at least--you must
-have cousins; nobody is without somebody,” Miss Durant said.
-
-“Well, I suppose we must have cousins,” said Frances. “I had not thought
-of it. But I don’t see that it matters much; for if my cousins are
-surprised that I can’t play, it will not hurt them--they can’t be
-considered responsible for me, you know.”
-
-Tasie looked at her with the look of one who would say much if she
-could--wistfully and kindly, yet with something of the air of mingled
-importance and reluctance with which the bearer of ill news hesitates
-before opening his budget. She had indeed no actual ill news to tell,
-only the burden of that fact of which everybody felt Frances should be
-warned--that her father was looking more delicate than ever, and that
-his “friends” ought to know. She would have liked to speak, and yet she
-had not courage to do so. The girl’s calm consent that probably she must
-have cousins was too much for any one’s patience. She never seemed to
-think that one day she might have to be dependent on these cousins; she
-never seemed to think---- But after all, it was Mr Waring’s fault. It
-was not poor Frances that was to blame.
-
-“You know how often I have said to you that you ought to play, you
-ought to be able to play. Supposing you have not any gift for it, still
-you might be able to do a little. You could so easily get an old piano,
-and I should like to teach you. It would not be a task at all. I should
-like it. I do so wish you would begin. Drawing and languages depend a
-great deal upon your own taste and upon your opportunities; but every
-lady ought to play.”
-
-Tasie (or Anastasia, but that name was too long for anybody’s patience)
-was a great deal older than Frances--so much older as to justify the
-hyperbole that she might be her mother; but of this fact she herself was
-not aware. It may seem absurd to say so, but yet it was true. She knew,
-of course, how old she was, and how young Frances was; but her faculties
-were of the kind which do not perceive differences. Tasie herself was
-just as she had been at Frances’ age--the girl at home, the young lady
-of the house. She had the same sort of occupations: to arrange the
-flowers; to play the harmonium in the little colonial chapel; to look
-after the little exotic Sunday-school; to take care of papa’s surplice;
-to play a little in the evenings when they “had people with them”; to
-do fancy-work, and look out for such amusements as were going. It would
-be cruel to say how long this condition of young-ladyhood had lasted,
-especially as Tasie was a very good girl, kind, and friendly, and
-simple-hearted, and thinking no evil.
-
-Some women chafe at the condition which keeps them still girls when they
-are no longer girls; but Miss Durant had never taken it into her
-consideration. She had a little more of the housekeeping to do, since
-mamma had become so delicate; and she had a great deal to fill up her
-time, and no leisure to think or inquire into her own position. It was
-her position, and therefore the best position which any girl could have.
-She had the satisfaction of being of the greatest use to her parents,
-which is the thing of all others which a good child would naturally
-desire. She talked to Frances without any notion of an immeasurable
-distance between them, from the same level, though with a feeling that
-the girl, by reason of having had no mother, poor thing, was lamentably
-backward in many ways, and sadly blind, though that was natural, to the
-hazard of her own position. What would become of her if Mr Waring died?
-Tasie would sometimes grow quite anxious about this, declaring that she
-could not sleep for thinking of it. If there were relations--as of
-course there must be--she felt that they would think Frances sadly
-deficient. To teach her to play was the only practical way in which she
-could show her desire to benefit the girl, who, she thought, might
-accept the suggestion from a girl like herself, when she might not have
-done so from a more authoritative voice.
-
-Frances on her part accepted the suggestion with placidity, and replied
-that she would think of it, and ask her father; and perhaps if she had
-time---- But she did not really at all intend to learn music of Tasie.
-She had no desire to know just as much as Tasie did, whose
-accomplishments, as well as her age and her condition altogether, were
-quite evident and clear to the young creature, whose eyes possessed the
-unbiassed and distinct vision of youth. She appraised Miss Durant
-exactly at her real value, as the young so constantly do, even when
-they are quite submissive to the little conventional fables of life, and
-never think of asserting their superior knowledge; but the conversation
-was suggestive, and beguiled her mind into many new channels of thought.
-The cousins unknown--should she ever be brought into intercourse with
-them, and enter perhaps a kind of other world through their means--would
-they think it strange that she knew so little, and could not play the
-piano? Who were they? These thoughts circled vaguely in her mind through
-all Tasie’s talk, and kept flitting out and in of her brain, even when
-she removed to the tea-table and poured out some tea. Tasie always
-admired the cups. She cried, “This is a new one, Frances. Oh, how lucky
-you are! What pretty bits you have picked up!” with all the ardour of a
-collector. And then she began to talk of the old Savona pots, which were
-to be had so cheap, quite cheap, but which, she heard at home, were so
-much thought of.
-
-Frances did not pay much attention to the discourse about the Savona
-pots; she went on with her thoughts about the cousins, and when Miss
-Durant went away, gave herself up entirely to those speculations. What
-sort of people would they be? Where would they live? And then there
-recurred to her mind the meeting of the morning, and what the stranger
-said who knew her father. It was almost the first time she had ever seen
-him meet any one whom he knew, except the acquaintances of recent times,
-with whom she had made acquaintance, as he did. But the stranger of the
-morning evidently knew about him in a period unknown to Frances. She had
-made a slight and cautious attempt to find out something about him at
-breakfast, but it had not been successful. She wondered whether she
-would have courage to ask her father now in so many words who he was and
-what he meant.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-
-As it turned out, Frances had not the courage. Mr Waring strolled into
-the loggia shortly after Miss Durant had left her. He smiled when he
-heard of her visit, and asked what news she had brought. Tasie was the
-recognised channel for news, and seldom appeared without leaving some
-little story behind her.
-
-“I don’t think she had any news to-day, except that there had been a
-great many at the Sunday-school last Sunday. Fancy, papa, twelve
-children! She is quite excited about it.”
-
-“That is a triumph,” said Mr Waring, with a laugh. He stretched out his
-long limbs from the low basket-chair in which he had placed himself. He
-had relaxed a little altogether from the tension of the morning, feeling
-himself secure and at his ease in his own house, where no one could
-intrude upon him or call up ghosts of the past. The air was beyond
-expression sweet and tranquillising, the sun going down in a mist of
-glory behind the endless peaks and ridges that stretched away towards
-the west, the sea lapping the shore with a soft cadence that was more
-imagined than heard on the heights of the Punto, but yet added another
-harmony to the scene. Near at hand a faint wind rustled the long leaves
-of the palm-trees, and the pale olive woods lent a softness to the
-landscape, tempering its radiance. Such a scene fills up the weary mind,
-and has the blessed quality of arresting thought. It was good for the
-breathing too--or at least so this invalid thought--and he was more
-amiable than usual, with no harshness in voice or temper to introduce a
-discord. “I am glad she was pleased,” he said. “Tasie is a good girl,
-though not perhaps so much of a girl as she thinks. Why she goes in for
-a Sunday-school where none is wanted, I can’t tell; but anyhow, I am
-glad she is pleased. Where did they come from, the twelve children? Poor
-little beggars, how sick of it they must have been!”
-
-“A number of them belonged to that English family, papa----”
-
-“I suppose they must all belong to English families,” he said, calmly;
-“the natives are not such fools.”
-
-“But, papa, I mean--the people we met--the people you knew.”
-
-He made no reply for a few minutes, and then he said calmly, “What an
-ass the man must be, not only to travel with children, but to send them
-to poor Tasie’s Sunday-school! You must do me the justice, Fan, to
-acknowledge that I never attempted to treat you in that way.”
-
-“No; but, papa--perhaps the gentleman is a very religious man.”
-
-“And you don’t think I am? Well, perhaps I laid myself open to such a
-retort.”
-
-“O papa!” Frances cried, with tears starting to her eyes, “you know I
-could not mean that.”
-
-“If you take religion as meaning a life by rule, which is its true
-meaning, you were right enough, my dear. That is what I never could do.
-It might have been better for me if I had been more capable of it. It is
-always better to put one’s self in harmony with received notions and
-the prejudices of society. Tasie would not have her Sunday-school but
-for that. It is the right thing. I think you have a leaning towards the
-right thing, my little girl, yourself.”
-
-“I don’t like to be particular, papa, if that is what you mean.”
-
-“Always keep to that,” her father said, with a smile. And then he opened
-the book which he had been holding all this time in his hand. Such a
-thing had happened, when Frances was in high spirits and very
-courageous, as that she had pursued him even into his book; but it was a
-very rare exercise of valour, and to-day she shrank from it. If she only
-had the courage! But she had not the courage. She had given up her
-drawing, for the sun no longer shone on the group of palms. She had no
-book, and indeed at any time was not much given to reading, except when
-a happy chance threw a novel into her hands. She watched the sun go down
-by imperceptible degrees, yet not slowly, behind the mountains. When he
-had quite disappeared, the landscape changed too; the air, as the
-Italians say, grew brown; a little momentary chill breathed out of the
-sky. It is always depressing to a solitary watcher when this change
-takes place.
-
-Frances was not apt to be depressed, but for the moment she felt lonely
-and dull, and a great sense of monotony took hold upon her. It was like
-this every night; it would be like this, so far as she knew, every night
-to come, until perhaps she grew old, like Tasie, without becoming aware
-that she had ceased to be a girl. It was not a cheering prospect. And
-when there is any darkness or mystery surrounding one’s life, these are
-just the circumstances to quicken curiosity, and turn it into something
-graver, into an anxious desire to know. Frances did not know positively
-that there was a mystery. She had no reason to think there was, she said
-to herself. Her father preferred to live easily on the Riviera, instead
-of living in a way that would trouble him at home. Perhaps the gentleman
-they had met was a bore, and that was why Mr Waring avoided all mention
-of him. He frequently thought people were bores, with whom Frances was
-very well satisfied. Why should she think any more of it? Oh, how she
-wished she had the courage to ask plainly and boldly, Who are we? Where
-do we come from? Have we any friends? But she had not the courage. She
-looked towards him, and trembled, imagining within herself what would be
-the consequence if she interrupted his reading, plucked him out of the
-quietude of the hour and of his book, and demanded an explanation--when
-very likely there was no explanation! when, in all probability,
-everything was quite simple, if she only knew.
-
-The evening passed as evenings generally did pass in the Palazzo. Mr
-Waring talked a little at dinner quite pleasantly, and smoked a
-cigarette in the loggia afterwards in great good-humour, telling Frances
-various little stories of people he had known. This was a sign of high
-satisfaction on his part, and very agreeable to her, and no doubt he was
-entirely unaware of the perplexity in her mind and the questions she was
-so desirous of asking. The air was peculiarly soft that evening, and he
-sat in the loggia till the young moon set, with an overcoat on his
-shoulders and a rug on his knees, sometimes talking, sometimes
-silent--in either way a very agreeable companion. Frances had never
-been cooped up in streets, or exposed to the chill of an English spring;
-so she had not that keen sense of contrast which doubles the enjoyment
-of a heavenly evening in such a heavenly locality. It was all quite
-natural, common, and everyday to her; but no one could be indifferent to
-the sheen of the young moon, to the soft circling of the darkness, and
-the reflections on the sea. It was all very lovely, and yet there was
-something wanting. What was wanting? She thought it was knowledge,
-acquaintance with her own position, and relief from this strange
-bewildering sensation of being cut off from the race altogether, which
-had risen within her mind so quickly and with so little cause.
-
-But many beside Frances have felt the wistful call for happiness more
-complete, which comes in the soft darkening of a summer night; and
-probably it was not explanation, but something else, more common to
-human nature, that she wanted. The voices of the peaceful people
-outside, the old men and women who came out to sit on the benches upon
-the Punto, or on the stone seat under the wall of the Palazzo, and
-compare their experiences, and enjoy the cool of the evening, sounded
-pleasantly from below. There was a softened din of children playing, and
-now and then a sudden rush of voices, when the young men who were
-strolling about got excited in conversation, and stopped short in their
-walk for the delivery of some sentence more emphatic than the rest; and
-the mothers chattered over their babies, cooing and laughing. The babies
-should have been in bed, Frances said to herself, half laughing, half
-crying, in a sort of tender anger with them all for being so familiar
-and so much at home. They were entirely at home where they were; they
-knew everybody, and were known from father to son, and from mother to
-daughter, all about them. They did not call a distant and unknown
-country by that sweet name, nor was there one among them who had any
-doubt as to where he or she was born. This thought made Frances sigh,
-and then made her smile. After all, if that was all! And then she saw
-that Domenico had brought the lamp into the _salone_, and that it was
-time to go indoors.
-
-Next morning she went out between the early coffee and the mid-day
-breakfast to do some little household business, on which, in
-consideration that she was English and not bound by the laws that are so
-hard and fast with Italian girls, Mariuccia consented to let her go
-alone. It was very seldom that Mr Waring went out or indeed was visible
-at that hour, the expedition of the former day being very exceptional.
-Frances went down to the shops to do her little commissions for
-Mariuccia. She even investigated the Savona pots of which Tasie had
-spoken. In her circumstances, it was scarcely possible not to be more or
-less of a collector. There is nobody in these regions who does not go
-about with eyes open to anything there may be to “pick up.” And after
-this she walked back through the olive woods, by those distracting
-little terraces which lead the stranger so constantly out of his way,
-but are quite simple to those who are to the manner born--until she
-reached once more the broad piece of unshadowed road which leads up to
-the old town. At the spot at which she and her father had met the
-English family yesterday, she made a momentary pause, recalling all the
-circumstances of the meeting, and what the stranger had said--“A fellow
-that stuck by you all through.” All through what? she asked herself. As
-she paused to make this little question, to which there was no response,
-she heard a sound of voices coming from the upper side of the wood,
-where the slopes rose high into more and more olive gardens. “Don’t
-hurry along so; I’m coming,” some one said. Frances looked up, and her
-heart jumped into her mouth as she perceived that it was once more the
-English family whom she was about to meet on the same spot.
-
-The father was in advance this time, and he was hurrying down, she
-thought, with the intention of addressing her. What should she do? She
-knew very well what her father would have wished her to do; but probably
-for that very reason a contradictory impulse arose in her. Without
-doubt, she wanted to know what this man knew and could tell her. Not
-that she would ask him anything; she was too proud for that. To betray
-that she was not acquainted with her father’s affairs, that she had to
-go to a stranger for information, was a thing of which she was
-incapable. But if he wished to speak to her--to send, perhaps, some
-message to her father? Frances quieted her conscience in this way. She
-was very anxious, excited by the sense that there was something to find
-out; and if it was anything her father would not approve, why, then she
-could shut it up in her own breast and never let him know it to trouble
-him. And it was right at her age that she should know. All these
-sophistries hurried through her mind more rapidly than lightning during
-the moment in which she paused hesitating, and gave the large
-Englishman, overwhelmed with the heat, and hurrying down the steep path
-with his white umbrella over his head, time to make up to her. He was
-rather out of breath, for though he had been coming down hill, and not
-going up, the way was steep.
-
-“Miss Waring, Miss Waring!” he cried as he approached, “how is your
-father? I want to ask for your father,” taking off his straw hat and
-exposing his flushed countenance under the shadow of the green-lined
-umbrella, which enhanced all its ruddy tints. Then, as he came within
-reach of her, he added hastily, “I am so glad I have met you. How is he?
-for he did not give me any address.”
-
-“Papa is quite well, thank you,” said Frances, with the habitual
-response of a child.
-
-“Quite well? Oh, that is a great deal more than I expected to hear. He
-was not quite well yesterday, I am sure. He is dreadfully changed. It
-was a sort of guesswork my recognising him at all. He used to be such a
-powerful-made man. Is it pulmonary? I suspect it must be something of
-the kind, he has so wasted away.”
-
-“Pulmonary? Indeed I don’t know. He has a little asthma sometimes. And
-of course he is very thin,” said Frances; “but that does not mean
-anything; he is quite well.”
-
-The stranger shook his head. He had taken the opportunity to wipe it
-with a large white handkerchief, and had made his bald forehead look
-redder than ever. “I shouldn’t like to alarm you,” he said--“I wouldn’t,
-for all the world; but I hope you have trustworthy advice? These Italian
-doctors, they are not much to be trusted. You should get a real good
-English doctor to come and have a look at him.”
-
-“Oh, indeed, it is only asthma; he is well enough, quite well, not
-anything the matter with him,” Frances protested. The large stranger
-stood and smiled compassionately upon her, still shaking his head.
-
-“Mary,” he said--“here, my dear! This is Miss Waring. She says her
-father is quite well, poor thing. I am telling her I am so very glad we
-have met her, for Waring did not leave me any address.”
-
-“How do you do, my dear?” said the stout lady--not much less red than
-her husband--who had also hurried down the steep path to meet Frances.
-“And your father is quite well? I am so glad. We thought him looking
-rather--thin; not so strong as he used to look.”
-
-“But then,” added her husband, “it is such a long time since we have
-seen him, and he never was very stout. I hope, if you will pardon me for
-asking, that things have been smoothed down between him and the rest of
-the family? When I say ‘smoothed down,’ I mean set on a better
-footing--more friendly, more harmonious. I am very glad I have seen you,
-to inquire privately; for one never knows how far to go with a man of
-his--well--peculiar temper.”
-
-“Don’t say that, George. You must not think, my dear, that Mr Mannering
-means anything that is not quite nice, and friendly, and respectful to
-your papa. It is only out of kindness that he asks. Your poor papa has
-been much tried. I am sure he has always had my sympathy, and my
-husband’s too. Mr Mannering only means that he hopes things are more
-comfortable between your father and---- Which is so much to be desired
-for everybody’s sake.”
-
-The poor girl stood and stared at them with large, round, widely opening
-eyes, with the wondering stare of a child. There had been a little
-half-mischievous, half-anxious longing in her mind to find out what
-these strangers knew; but now she came to herself suddenly, and felt as
-a traveller feels who all at once pulls himself up on the edge of a
-precipice. What was this pitfall which she had nearly stumbled into,
-this rent from the past which was so great and so complete that she had
-never heard of it, never guessed it? Fright seized upon her, and dismay,
-and, what probably stood her in more stead for the moment, a stinging
-sensation of wounded pride, which brought the colour burning to her
-cheeks. Must she let these people find out that she knew nothing, at her
-age--that her father had never confided in her at all--that she could
-not even form an idea what they were talking about? She had pleased
-herself with the possibility of some little easy discovery--of finding
-out, perhaps, something about the cousins whom it seemed certain,
-according to Tasie, every one must possess, whether they were aware of
-it or not--some little revelation of origin and connections such as
-could do nobody any harm. But when she woke up suddenly to find herself
-as it were upon the edge of a chasm which had split her father’s life in
-two, the young creature trembled. She was frightened beyond measure by
-this unexpected contingency; she dared not listen to another word.
-
-“Oh,” she said, with a quiver in her voice, “I am afraid I have no time
-to stop and talk. Papa will be waiting for his breakfast. I will tell
-him you--asked for him.”
-
-“Give him our love,” said the lady. “Indeed, George, she is quite right;
-we must hurry too, or we shall be too late for the _table d’hôte_.”
-
-“But I have not got the address,” said the husband. Frances made a
-little curtsey, as she had been taught, and waved her hand as she
-hurried away. He thought that she had not understood him. “Where do you
-live?” he called after her as she hastened along. She pointed towards
-the height of the little town, and alarmed for she knew not what, lest
-he should follow her, lest he should call something after her which she
-ought not to hear, fled along towards the steep ascent. She could hear
-the voices behind her slightly elevated talking to each other, and then
-the sound of the children rattling down the stony course of the higher
-road, and the quick question and answer as they rejoined their parents.
-Then gradually everything relapsed into silence as the party
-disappeared. When she heard the voices no longer, Frances began to
-regret that she had been so hasty. She paused for a moment, and looked
-back; but already the family were almost out of sight, the solid figures
-which led the procession indistinguishable from the little ones who
-straggled behind. Whether it might have been well or ill to take
-advantage of the chance, it was now over. She arrived at the Palazzo out
-of breath, and found Domenico at the door, looking out anxiously for
-her. “The signorina is late,” he said, very gravely; “the padrone has
-almost had to wait for his breakfast.” Domenico was quite original, and
-did not know that such a terrible possibility had threatened any
-illustrious personage before.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-
-It was natural that this occurrence should take a great hold of the
-girl’s mind. It was not the first time that she had speculated
-concerning their life. A life which one has always lived, indeed, the
-conditions of which have been familiar and inevitable since childhood,
-is not a matter which awakens questions in the mind. However
-extraordinary its conditions may be, they are natural--they are life to
-the young soul which has had no choice in the matter. Still there are
-curiosities which will arise. General Gaunt foamed at the mouth when he
-talked of the way in which he had been treated by the people “at home”;
-but still he went “home” in the summer as a matter of course. And as for
-the Durants, it was a subject of the fondest consideration with them
-when they could afford themselves that greatest of delights. They all
-talked about the cold, the fogs, the pleasure of getting back to the
-sunshine when they returned; but this made no difference in the fact
-that to go home was their thought all the year, and the most salient
-point in their lives. “Why do we never go home?” Frances had often asked
-herself. And both these families, and all the people to whom she had
-ever talked, the strangers who went and came, and those whom they met in
-the rambles which the Warings, too, were forced to take in the hot
-weather, when the mistral was blowing--talked continually of their
-county, of their parish, of their village, of where they lived, and
-where they had been born. But on these points Mr Waring never said a
-word. And whereas Mrs Gaunt could talk of nothing but her family, who
-were scattered all over the world, and the Durants met people they knew
-at every turn, the Warings knew nobody, had no relations, no house at
-home, and apparently had been born nowhere in particular, as Frances
-sometimes said to herself with more annoyance than humour. Sometimes
-she wondered whether she had ever had a mother.
-
-These thoughts, indeed, occurred but fitfully now and then, when some
-incident brought more forcibly than usual under her notice the
-difference between herself and others. She did not brood over them, her
-life being quite pleasant and comfortable to herself, and no necessity
-laid upon her to elucidate its dimnesses. But yet they came across her
-mind from time to time. She had not been brought face to face with any
-old friend of her father’s, that she could remember, until now. She had
-never heard any question raised about his past life. And yet no doubt he
-had a past life, like every other man, and there was something in
-it--something, she could not guess what, which had made him unlike other
-men.
-
-Frances had a great deal of self-command. She did not betray her
-agitation to her father; she did not ask him any questions; she told him
-about the greengrocer and the fisherman, these two important agents in
-the life of the Riviera, and of what she had seen in the Marina, even
-the Savona pots; but she did not disturb his meal and his digestion by
-any reference to the English strangers. She postponed until she had time
-to think of it, all reference to this second meeting. She had by
-instinct made no reply to the question about where she lived; but she
-knew that there would be no difficulty in discovering that, and that her
-father might be subject at any moment to invasion by this old
-acquaintance, whom he had evidently no desire to see. What should she
-do? The whole matter wanted thought. Whether she should ask him what to
-do; whether she should take it upon herself; whether she should disclose
-to him her newborn curiosity and anxiety, or conceal them in her own
-bosom; whether she should tell him frankly what she felt--that she was
-worthy to be trusted, and that it was the right of his only child to be
-prepared for all emergencies, and to be acquainted with her family and
-her antecedents, if not with his,--all these were things to be thought
-over. Surely she had a right, if any one had a right. But she would not
-stand upon that.
-
-She sat by herself all day and thought, putting forward all the
-arguments on either side. If there was, as there might be, something
-wrong in that past--something guilty, which might make her look on her
-father with different eyes, he had a right to be silent, and she no
-right, none whatever, to insist upon such a revelation. And what end
-would it serve? If she had relations or a family from whom she had been
-separated, would not the revelation fill her with eager desire to know
-them, and open a fountain of dissatisfaction and discontent in her life
-if she were not permitted to do so? Would she not chafe at the
-banishment if she found out that somewhere there was a home, that she
-had “belongings” like all the rest of the world? These were little
-feeble barriers which she set up against the strong tide of
-consciousness in her that she was to be trusted, that she ought to know.
-Whatever it was, and however she might bear it, was it not true that she
-ought to know? She was not a fool or a child. Frances knew that her
-eighteen years had brought more experience, more sense to her, than
-Tasie’s forty; that she was capable of understanding, capable of
-keeping a secret--and was it not her own secret, the explanation of the
-enigma of her life as well as of his?
-
-This course of reflection went on in her mind until the evening, and it
-was somewhat quickened by a little conversation which she had in the
-afternoon with the servants. Domenico was going out. It was early in the
-afternoon, the moment of leisure, when one meal with all its
-responsibilities was over, and the second great event of the day, the
-dinner, not yet imminent. It was the hour when Mariuccia sat in the
-ante-room and did her sewing, her mending, her knitting--whatever was
-wanted. This was a large and lofty room--not very light, with a great
-window looking out only into the court of the Palazzo--in which stood a
-long table and a few tall chairs. The smaller ante-room, from which the
-long suite of rooms opened on either side, communicated with this, as
-did also the corridor, which ran all the length of the house, and the
-kitchen and its appendages on the other side. There is always abundance
-of space of this kind in every old Italian house. Here Mariuccia
-established herself whenever she was free to leave her cooking and her
-kitchen-work. She was a comely middle-aged woman, with a dark gown, a
-white apron, a little shawl on her shoulders, large earrings, and a gold
-cross at her neck, which was a little more visible than is common with
-Englishwomen of her class. Her hair was crisp and curly, and never had
-been covered with anything, save, when she went to church, a shawl or
-veil; and Mariuccia’s olive complexion and ruddy tint feared no
-encounter of the sun. Domenico was tall, and spare, and brown, a grave
-man with little jest in him; but his wife was always ready to laugh. He
-came out hat in hand while Frances stood by the table inspecting
-Mariuccia’s work. “I am going out,” he said; “and this is the hour when
-the English gentlefolks pay visits. See that thou remember what the
-padrone said.”
-
-“What did the padrone say?” cried Frances, pricking up her ears.
-
-“Signorina, it was to my wife I was speaking,” said Domenico.
-
-“That I understand; but I wish to know as well. Was papa expecting a
-visit? What did he say?”
-
-“The padrone himself will tell the signorina,” said Domenico, “all that
-is intended for her. Some things are for the servants, some for the
-family; Mariuccia knows what I mean.”
-
-“You are an ass, ’Menico,” said his wife, calmly. “Why shouldn’t the
-dear child know? It is nothing to be concerned about, my soul--only that
-the padrone does not receive, and again that he does not receive, and
-that he never receives. I must repeat this till the Ave Maria, if
-necessary, till the strangers accept it and go away.”
-
-“Are these special orders?” said Frances, “or has it always been so? I
-don’t think that it has always been so.”
-
-Domenico had gone out while his wife was speaking, with a
-half-threatening and wholly disapproving look, as if he would not
-involve himself in the responsibility which Mariuccia had taken upon
-her.
-
-“_Carina_, don’t trouble yourself about it. It has always been so in the
-spirit, if not in the letter,” said Mariuccia. “Figure to yourself
-Domenico or me letting in any one, any one that chose to come, to
-disturb the signor padrone! That would be impossible. It appears,
-however, that there is some one down there in the hotels to whom the
-padrone has a great objection, greater than to the others. It is no
-secret, nothing to trouble you. But ’Menico, though he is a good man, is
-not very wise. _Che!_ you know that as well as I.”
-
-“And what will you do if this gentleman will not pay any attention--if
-he comes in all the same? The English don’t understand what it means
-when you say you do not receive. You must say he is not in; he has gone
-out; he is not at home.”
-
-“_Che! che! che!_” cried Mariuccia; “little deceiver! But that would be
-a lie.”
-
-Frances shook her head. “Yes; I suppose so,” she said, with a troubled
-look; “but if you don’t say it, the Englishman will come in all the
-same.”
-
-“He will come in, then, over my body,” cried Mariuccia with a cheerful
-laugh, standing square and solid against the door.
-
-This gave the last impulse to Frances’ thoughts. She could not go on
-with her study of the palms. She sat with her pencil in her hand, and
-the colour growing dry, thinking all the afternoon through. It was very
-certain, then, that her father would not expose himself to another
-meeting with the strangers who called themselves his friends--innocent
-people who would not harm any one, Frances was sure. They were
-tourists--that was evident; and they might be vulgar--that was possible.
-But she was sure that there was no harm in them. It could only be that
-her father was resolute to shut out his past, and let no one know what
-had been. This gave her an additional impulse, instead of
-discouragement. If it was so serious, and he so determined, then surely
-there must be something that she, his only child, ought to know. She
-waited till the evening with a gradually growing excitement; but not
-until after dinner, after the soothing cigarette, which he puffed so
-slowly and luxuriously in the loggia, did she venture to speak. Then the
-day was over. It could not put him out, or spoil his appetite, or risk
-his digestion. To be sure, it might interfere with his sleep; but after
-consideration, Frances did not think that a very serious matter,
-probably because she had never known what it was to pass a wakeful
-night. She began, however, with the greatest caution and care.
-
-“Papa,” she said, “I want to consult you about something Tasie was
-saying.”
-
-“Ah! that must be something very serious, no doubt.”
-
-“Not serious, perhaps; but---- she wants to teach me to play.”
-
-“To play! What? Croquet? or whist, perhaps? I have always heard she was
-excellent at both.”
-
-“These are games, papa,” said Frances, with a touch of severity. “She
-means the piano, which is very different.”
-
-“Ah!” said Mr Waring, taking the cigarette from his lips and sending a
-larger puff of smoke into the dim air; “very different indeed, Frances.
-It is anything but a game to hear Miss Tasie play.”
-
-“She says,” continued Frances, with a certain constriction in her
-throat, “that every lady is expected to play--to play a little at least,
-even if she has not much taste for it. She thinks when we go home--that
-all our relations will be so surprised----”
-
-She stopped, having no breath to go further, and watched as well as she
-could, through the dimness and through the mist of agitation in her own
-eyes, her father’s face. He made no sign; he did not disturb even the
-easy balance of his foot, stretched out along the pavement. After
-another pause, he said in the same indifferent tone, “As we are not
-going home, and as you have no relations in particular, I don’t think
-your friend’s argument is very strong. Do you?”
-
-“O papa, I don’t want indeed to be inquisitive or trouble you, but I
-should like to know!”
-
-“What?” he said, with the same composure. “If I think that a lady,
-whether she has any musical taste or not, ought to play? Well, that is a
-very simple question. I don’t, whatever Miss Tasie may say.”
-
-“It is not that,” Frances said, regaining a little control of herself.
-“I said I did not know of any relations we had. But Tasie said there
-must be cousins; we must have cousins--everybody has cousins. That is
-true, is it not?”
-
-“In most cases, certainly,” Mr Waring said; “and a great nuisance too.”
-
-“I don’t think it would be a nuisance to have people about one’s own
-age, belonging to one--not strangers--people who were interested in you,
-to whom you could say anything. Brothers and sisters, that would be the
-best; but cousins--I think, papa, cousins would be very nice.”
-
-“I will tell you, if you like, of one cousin you have,” her father said.
-
-The heart of Frances swelled as if it would leap out of her breast. She
-put her hands together, turning full round upon him in an attitude of
-supplication and delight. “O papa!” she cried with enthusiasm,
-breathless for his next word.
-
-“Certainly, if you wish it, Frances. He is in reality your first-cousin.
-He is fifty. He is a great sufferer from gout. He has lived so well in
-the early part of his life, that he is condemned to slops now, and
-spends most of his time in an easy-chair. He has the temper of a demon,
-and swears at everybody that comes near him. He is very red in the
-face, very bleared about the eyes, very----”
-
-“O papa!” she cried, in a very different tone. She was so much
-disappointed, that the sudden downfall had almost a physical effect upon
-her, as if she had fallen from a height. Her father laughed softly while
-she gathered all her strength together to regain command of herself, and
-the laugh had a jarring effect upon her nerves, of which she had never
-been conscious till now.
-
-“I don’t suppose that he would care much whether you played the piano or
-not; or that you would care much, my dear, what he thought.”
-
-“For all that, papa,” said Frances, recovering herself, “it is a little
-interesting to know there is somebody, even if he is not at all what one
-thought. Where does he live, and what is his name? That will give me one
-little landmark in England, where there is none now.”
-
-“Not a very reasonable satisfaction,” said her father lazily, but
-without any other reply. “In my life, I have always found relations a
-nuisance. Happy are they who have none; and next best is to cast them
-off and do without them. As a matter of fact, it is every one for
-himself in this world.”
-
-Frances was silenced, though not convinced. She looked with some anxiety
-at the outline of her father’s spare and lengthy figure laid out in the
-basket-chair, one foot moving slightly, which was a habit he had, the
-whole extended in perfect rest and calm. He was not angry, he was not
-disturbed. The questions which she had put with so much mental
-perturbation had not affected him at all. She felt that she might dare
-further without fear.
-
-“When I was out to-day,” she said, faltering a little, “I met--that
-gentleman again.”
-
-“Ah!” said Mr Waring--no more; but he ceased to shake his foot, and
-turned towards her the merest hair’s-breadth, so little that it was
-impossible to say he had moved, and yet there was a change.
-
-“And the lady,” said Frances, breathless. “I am sure they wanted to be
-kind. They asked me a great many questions.”
-
-He gave a faint laugh, but it was not without a little quiver in it.
-“What a good thing that you could not answer them!” he said.
-
-“Do you think so, papa? I was rather unhappy. It looked as if you could
-not trust me. I should have been ashamed to say I did not know; which is
-the truth--for I know nothing, not so much as where I was born!” cried
-the girl. “It is very humiliating, when you are asked about your own
-father, to say you don’t know. So I said it was time for breakfast, and
-you would be waiting; and ran away.”
-
-“The best thing you could have done, my dear. Discretion in a woman, or
-a girl, is always the better part of valour. I think you got out of it
-very cleverly,” Mr Waring said.
-
-And that was all. He did not seem to think another word was needed. He
-did not even rise and go away, as Frances had known him to do when the
-conversation was not to his mind. She could not see his face, but his
-attitude was unchanged. He had recovered his calm, if there had ever
-been any disturbance of it. But as for Frances, her heart was thumping
-against her breast, her pulses beating in her ears, her lips parched and
-dry. “I wish,” she cried, “oh, I wish you would tell me something, papa!
-Do you think I would talk of things you don’t want talked about? I am
-not a child any longer; and I am not silly, as perhaps you think.”
-
-“On the contrary, my dear,” said Mr Waring, “I think you are often very
-sensible.”
-
-“Papa! oh, how can you say that, how can you say such things--and then
-leave me as if I were a baby, knowing nothing!”
-
-“My dear,” he said (with the sound of a smile in his voice, she thought
-to herself), “you are very hard to please. Must not I say that you are
-sensible? I think it is the highest compliment I can pay you.”
-
-“O papa!” Disappointment, and mortification, and the keen sense of being
-fooled, which is so miserable to the young, took her very breath away.
-The exasperation with which we discover that not only is no explanation,
-no confidence to be given us, but the very occasion for it ignored, and
-our anxiety baffled by a smile--a mortification to which women are so
-often subject--flooded her being. She had hard ado not to burst into
-angry tears, not to betray the sense of cruelty and injustice which
-overwhelmed her; but who could have seen any injustice or cruelty in
-the gentleness of his tone, his soft reply? Frances subdued herself as
-best she could in her dark corner of the loggia, glad at least that he
-could not see the spasm that passed over her, the acute misery and
-irritation of her spirit. It would be strange if he did not divine
-something of what was going on within her: but he took no notice. He
-began in the same tone, as if one theme was quite as important as the
-other, to remark upon the unusual heaviness of the clouds which hid the
-moon. “If we were in England, I should say there was a storm brewing,”
-he said. “Even here, I think we shall have some rain. Don’t you feel
-that little creep in the air, something sinister, as if there was a bad
-angel about? And Domenico, I see, has brought the lamp. I vote we go
-in.”
-
-“Are there any bad angels?” she cried, to give her impatience vent.
-
-He had risen up, and stood swaying indolently from one foot to the
-other. “Bad angels? Oh yes,” he said; “abundance; very different from
-devils, who are honest--like the fiends in the pictures, unmistakable.
-The others, you know, deceive. Don’t you remember?--
-
- ‘How there looked him in the face
- An angel beautiful and bright;
- And how he knew it was a fiend,
- That miserable knight.’”
-
-He turned and went into the _salone_, repeating these words in an
-undertone to himself. But there was in his face none of the bitterness
-or horror with which they must have been said by one who had ever in his
-own person made that discovery. He was quite calm, meditative, marking
-with a slight intonation and movement of his head the cadence of the
-poetry.
-
-Frances stayed behind in the darkness. She had not the practice which we
-acquire in later life; she could not hide the excitement which was still
-coursing through her veins. She went to the corner of the loggia which
-was nearest the sea, and caught in her face the rush of the rising
-breeze, which flung at her the first drops of the coming rain. A storm
-on that soft coast is a welcome break in the monotony of the clear skies
-and unchanging calm. After a while her father called to her that the
-rain was coming in, that the windows must be shut; and she hurried in,
-brushing by Domenico, who had come to close everything up, and who
-looked at her reproachfully as she rushed past him. She came behind her
-father’s chair and leaned over to kiss him. “I have got a little wet,
-and I think I had better go to bed,” she said.
-
-“Yes, surely, if you wish it, my dear,” said Mr Waring. Something moist
-had touched his forehead, which was too warm to be rain. He waited
-politely till she had gone before he wiped it off. It was the edge of a
-tear, hot, miserable, full of anger as well as pain, which had made that
-mark upon his high white forehead. It made him pause for a minute or two
-in his reading. “Poor little girl!” he said, with a sigh. Perhaps he was
-not so insensible as he seemed.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-
-It is a common impression that happiness and unhappiness are permanent
-states of mind, and that for long tracts of our lives we are under the
-continuous sway of one or other of these conditions. But this is almost
-always a mistake, save in the case of grief, which is perhaps the only
-emotion which is beyond the reach of the momentary lightenings and
-alleviations and perpetual vicissitudes of life. Death, and the pangs of
-separation from those we love, are permanent, at least for their time;
-but in everything else there is an ebb and flow which keeps the heart
-alive. When Frances Waring told the story of this period of her life,
-she represented herself unconsciously as having been oppressed by the
-mystery that over-shadowed her, and as having lost all the ease of her
-young life prematurely in a sudden encounter with shadows unsuspected
-before. But as a matter of fact, this was not the case. She had a bad
-night--that is, she cried herself asleep; but once over the boundary
-which divides our waking thoughts from the visions of the night, she
-knew no more till the sun came in and woke her to a very cheerful
-morning. It is true that care made several partially successful assaults
-upon her that day and for several days after. But as everything went on
-quite calmly and peacefully, the impression wore off. The English family
-found out, as was inevitable, where Mr Waring lived, without any
-difficulty; and first the father came, then the mother, and finally the
-pair together, to call. Frances, to whom a breach of decorum or civility
-was pain unspeakable, sat trembling and ashamed in the deepest corner of
-the loggia, while these kind strangers encountered Mariuccia at the
-door. The scene, as a matter of fact, was rather comic than tragic, for
-neither the visitors nor the guardian of the house possessed any
-language but their own; and Mr and Mrs Mannering had as little
-understanding of the statement that Mr Waring did not “receive” as
-Frances had expected.
-
-“But he is in--_è in casa_--_è_ IN?” said the worthy Englishman. “Then,
-my dear, of course it is only a mistake. When he knows who we are--when
-he has our names----”
-
-“_Non riceve oggi_,” said Mariuccia, setting her sturdy breadth in the
-doorway; “_oggi non riceve il signore_” (The master does not receive
-to-day).
-
-“But he is in?” repeated the bewildered good people. They could have
-understood “Not at home,” which to Mariuccia would have been simply a
-lie--with which indeed, had need been, or could it have done the padrone
-any good, she would have burdened her conscience as lightly as any one.
-But why, when it was not in the least necessary?
-
-Thus they played their little game at cross-purposes, while Frances sat,
-hot and red with shame, in her corner, sensible to the bottom of her
-heart of the discourtesy, the unkindness, of turning them from the door.
-They were her father’s friends; they claimed to have “stuck by him
-through thick and thin;” they were people who knew about him, and all
-that he belonged to, and the conditions of his former life; and yet they
-were turned from his door!
-
-She did not venture to go out again for some days, except in the
-evening, when she knew that all the strangers were at the inevitable
-_table d’hôte_; and it was with a sigh of relief, yet disappointment,
-that she heard they had gone away. Yes, at last they did go away, angry,
-no doubt, thinking her father a churl, and she herself an ignorant
-rustic, who knew nothing about good manners. Of course this was what
-they must think. Frances heard those words, “_Non riceve oggi_,” even in
-her dreams. She saw in imagination the astonished faces of the visitors.
-“But he will receive us, if you will only take in our names;” and then
-Mariuccia’s steady voice repeating the well-known phrase. What must they
-have thought? That it was an insult--that their old friend scorned and
-defied them. What else could they suppose?
-
-They departed, however, and Frances got over it: and everything went on
-as before; her father was just as usual--a sphinx indeed, more and more
-hopelessly wrapped up in silence and mystery, but so natural and easy
-and kind in his uncommunicativeness, with so little appearance of
-repression or concealment about him, that it was almost impossible to
-retain any feeling of injury or displeasure. Love is cheated every day
-in this way by offenders much more serious, who can make their
-dependants happy even while they are ruining them, and beguile the
-bitterest anxiety into forgetfulness and smiles. It was easy to make
-Frances forget the sudden access of wonderment and wounded feeling which
-had seized her, even without any special exertion; time alone and the
-calm succession of the days were enough for that. She resumed her little
-picture of the palms, and was very successful--more than usually so. Mr
-Waring, who had hitherto praised her little works as he might have
-praised the sampler of a child, was silenced by this, and took it away
-with him into his room, and when he brought it back, looked at her with
-more attention than he had been used to show. “I think,” he said,
-“little Fan, that you must be growing up,” laying his hand upon her
-head with a smile.
-
-“I am grown up, papa; I am eighteen,” she said.
-
-At which he laughed softly. “I don’t think much of your eighteen; but
-this shows. I should not wonder, with time and work, if--you mightn’t be
-good enough to exhibit at Mentone--after a while.”
-
-Frances had been looking at him with an expression of almost rapturous
-expectation. The poor little countenance fell at this, and a quick sting
-of mortification brought tears to her eyes. The exhibition at Mentone
-was an exhibition of amateurs. Tasie was in it, and even Mrs Gaunt, and
-all the people about who ever spoilt a piece of harmless paper. “O
-papa!” she said. Since the failure of her late appeal to him, this was
-the only formula of reproach which she used.
-
-“Well,” he said, “are you more ambitious than that, you little thing?
-Perhaps, by-and-by, you may be fit even for better things.”
-
-“It is beautiful,” said Mariuccia. “You see where the light goes, and
-where it is in the shade. But, _carina_, if you were to copy the face
-of Domenico, or even mine, that would be more interesting. The palms we
-can see if we look out of the window; but imagine to yourself that
-’Menico might go away, or even might die; and we should not miss him so
-much if we had his face hung up upon the wall.”
-
-“It is easier to do the trees than to do Domenico,” said Frances; “they
-stand still.”
-
-“And so would ’Menico stand still, if it was to please the signorina--he
-is not very well educated, but he knows enough for that; or I myself,
-though you will think, perhaps, I am too old to make a pretty picture.
-But if I had my veil on, and my best earrings, and the coral my mother
-left me----”
-
-“You look very nice, Mariuccia--I like you as you are; but I am not
-clever enough to make a portrait.”
-
-Mariuccia cried out with scorn. “You are clever enough to do whatever
-you wish to do,” she said. “The padrone thinks so too, though he will
-not say it. Not clever enough! _Magari!_ too clever is what you mean.”
-
-Frances set up her palms on a little stand of carved wood, and was very
-well pleased with herself; but that sentiment palls perhaps sooner than
-any other. It was very agreeable to be praised, and also it was pleasant
-to feel that she had finished her work successfully. But after a short
-time it began to be a great subject of regret that the work was done.
-She did not know what to do next. To make a portrait of Domenico was
-above her powers. She idled about for the day, and found it
-uncomfortable. That is the moment in which it is most desirable to have
-a friend on whom to bestow one’s tediousness. She bethought herself that
-she had not seen Tasie for a week. It was now more than a fortnight
-since the events detailed in the beginning of this history. Her father,
-when asked if he would not like a walk, declined. It was too warm, or
-too cold, or perhaps too dusty, which was very true; and accordingly she
-set out alone.
-
-Walking down through the Marina, the little tourist town which was
-rising upon the shore, she saw some parties of travellers arriving,
-which always had been a little pleasure to her. It was mingled now with
-a certain excitement. Perhaps some of them, like those who had just
-gone away, might know all about her, more than she knew herself--what a
-strange thought it was!--some of those unknown people in their
-travelling cloaks, which looked so much too warm--people whom she had
-never seen before, who had not a notion that she was Frances Waring! One
-of the parties was composed of ladies, surrounded and enveloped, so to
-speak, by a venerable courier, who swept them and their possessions
-before him into the hotel. Another was led by a father and mother, not
-at all unlike the pair who had “stuck by” Mr Waring. How strange to
-imagine that they might not be strangers at all, but people who knew all
-about her!
-
-In the first group was a girl, who hung back a little from the rest, and
-looked curiously up at all the houses, as if looking for some one--a
-tall, fair-haired girl, with a blue veil tied over her hat. She looked
-tired, but eager, with more interest in her face than any of the others
-showed. Frances smiled to herself with the half-superiority which a
-resident is apt to feel: a girl must be very simple indeed, if she
-thought the houses on the Marina worth looking at, Frances thought. But
-she did not pause in her quick walk. The Durants lived at the other end
-of the Marina, in a little villa built upon a terrace over an olive
-garden--a low house with no particular beauty, but possessing also a
-loggia turned to the west, the luxury of building on the Riviera. Here
-the whole family were seated, the old clergyman with a large English
-newspaper, which he was reading deliberately from end to end; his wife
-with a work-basket full of articles to mend; and Tasie at the little
-tea-table, pouring out the tea. Frances was received with a little
-clamour of satisfaction, for she was a favourite.
-
-“Sit here, my dear.” “Come this way, close to me, for you know I am
-getting a little hard of hearing.”
-
-They had always been kind to her, but never, she thought, had she been
-received with so much cordiality as now.
-
-“Have you come by yourself, Frances? and along the Marina? I think you
-should make Domenico or his wife walk with you, when you go through the
-Marina, my dear.”
-
-“Why, Mrs Durant? I have always done it. Even Mariuccia says it does
-not matter, as I am an English girl.”
-
-“Ah, that may be true; but English girls are not like American girls. I
-assure you they are taken a great deal more care of. If you ever go
-home----”
-
-“And how is your poor father to-day, Frances?” said Mrs Durant.
-
-“Oh, papa is very well. He is not such a poor father. There is nothing
-the matter with him. At least, there is nothing _new_ the matter with
-him,” said Frances, with a little impatience.
-
-“No,” said the clergyman, looking up over the top of his spectacles and
-shaking his head. “Nothing _new_ the matter with him. I believe that.”
-
-“----If you ever go home,” resumed Mrs Durant; “and of course some time
-you will go home----”
-
-“I think very likely I never shall,” said the girl. “Papa never talks of
-going home. He says home is here.”
-
-“That is all very well for the present moment, my dear; but I feel sure,
-for my part, that one time or other it will happen as I say; and then
-you must not let them suppose you have been a little savage, going about
-as you liked here.”
-
-“I don’t think any one would care much, Mrs Durant; and I am not going;
-so you need not be afraid.”
-
-“Your poor father,” Mr Durant went on in his turn, “has a great deal of
-self-command, Frances; he has a great deal of self-control. In some
-ways, that is an excellent quality, but it may be carried too far. I
-wish very much he would allow me to come and have a talk with him--not
-as a clergyman, but just in a friendly way.”
-
-“I am quite sure you may come and talk with him as much as you like,”
-said Frances, astonished; “or if you want very much to see him, he will
-come to you.”
-
-“Oh, I should not take it upon me to ask that--in the meantime,” Mr
-Durant said.
-
-The girl stared a little, but asked no further questions. There was
-something among them which she did not understand--a look of curiosity,
-an air of meaning more than their words said. The Durants were always a
-little apt to be didactic, as became a clergyman’s family; but Tasie
-was generally a safe refuge. Frances turned to her with a little sigh of
-perplexity, hoping to escape further question. “Was the Sunday-school as
-large last Sunday, Tasie?” she said.
-
-“Oh, Frances, no! Such a disappointment! There were only four! Isn’t it
-a pity? But you see the little Mannerings have all gone away. Such sweet
-children! and the little one of all has such a voice. They are perhaps
-coming back for Easter, if they don’t stay at Rome; and if so, I think
-we must put little Herbert in a white surplice--he will look like an
-angel--and have a real anthem with a soprano solo, for once.”
-
-“I doubt if they will all come back,” said Mr Durant. “Mr Mannering
-himself indeed, I don’t doubt, _on business_; but as for the family, you
-must not flatter yourself, Tasie.”
-
-“_She_ liked the place,” said his wife; “and very likely she would think
-it her duty, if anything is to come of it, you know.”
-
-“Be careful,” said the clergyman, with a glance aside, which Frances
-would have been dull indeed not to have perceived was directed at
-herself. “Don’t say anything that may be premature.”
-
-Frances was brave in her way. She felt, with a little rising excitement,
-that her friends were bursting with some piece of knowledge which they
-were longing to communicate. It roused in her an impatience and
-reluctance mingled with keen curiosity. She would not hear it, and yet
-was breathless with impatience to know what it was.
-
-“Mr Mannering?” she said, deliberately--“that was the gentleman that
-knew papa.”
-
-“You saw him, then?” cried Mrs Durant. There was something like a faint
-disappointment in her tone.
-
-“He was one of papa’s early friends,” said Frances, with a little
-emphasis. “I saw him twice. He and his wife both; they seemed kind
-people.”
-
-Mr Durant and his wife looked at each other, and even Tasie stared over
-her teacups. “Oh, very kind people, my dear; I don’t think you could do
-better than have full confidence in them,” Mrs Durant said.
-
-“And your poor father could not have a truer friend,” said the old
-clergyman. “You must tell him I am coming to have a talk with him about
-it. It was a great revelation, but I hope that everything will turn out
-for the best.”
-
-Frances grew redder and redder as she sat a mark for all their arrows.
-What was it that was a “revelation”? But she would not ask. She began to
-be angry, and to say to herself that she would put her hands to her
-ears, that she would listen to nothing.
-
-“Henry!” said Mrs Durant, “who is it that is premature now?”
-
-“I am afraid I can’t stay,” said Frances, rising quickly from her chair.
-“I have something to do for Mariuccia. I only came in because--because I
-was passing. Never mind, Tasie; I know my way so well; and Mr Durant
-wants some more tea.”
-
-“Oh but, Frances, my dear, you really must let me send some one with
-you. You must not move about in that independent way.”
-
-“And we had a great many things to say to you,” said the old clergyman,
-keeping her hand in his. “Are you really in such a hurry? It will be
-better for yourself to wait a little, and hear something that will be
-for your good.”
-
-“It cannot be any worse for me to run about to-day than any other day,”
-said Frances, almost sternly; “and whatever there is to hear, won’t
-to-morrow do just as well? I think it is a little funny of you all to
-speak to me so; but now I must go.”
-
-She was so rapid in her movements that she was gone before Tasie could
-extricate herself from the somewhat crazy little table. And then they
-all three looked at each other and shook their heads. “Do you think she
-can know?” “Can she have known it all the time?” “Has Waring told her,
-or was it Mannering?” they said to each other.
-
-Frances could not hear their mutual questions, but something very like
-the purport of them got into her agitated brain. She felt sure they were
-wondering whether she knew--what? this revelation, this something which
-they had found out. Nothing would make her submit to hear it from them,
-she said to herself. But the moment was come when she could not be put
-off any longer. She would go to her father, and she would not rest
-until she was informed what it was.
-
-She hastened along, avoiding the Marina, which had amused her on her
-way, hurrying from terrace to terrace of the olive groves. Her heart was
-beating fast, and her rapid pace made it faster. But as she thought of
-her father’s unperturbed looks, the calm with which he had received her
-eager questions, and the very small likelihood that anything she could
-say about the hints of the Durants would move him, her pace and her
-excitement both decreased. She went more slowly, less hopefully, back to
-the Palazzo. It was all very well to say that she must know. But what if
-he would not tell her? What if he received her questions as he had
-received them before? The circumstances were not changed, nor was he
-changed because the Durants knew something, she did not know what. Oh,
-what a poor piece of friendship was that, that betrayed a friend’s
-secret to his neighbours! She did not know, she could not so much as
-form a guess, what the secret was. But little or great, his friend
-should have kept it. She said this to herself bitterly, when the chill
-probabilities of the case began to make themselves felt. It was harder
-to think that the Durants knew, than to be kept in darkness herself.
-
-She went in at last very soberly, with the intention of telling her
-father all that had passed, if perhaps that of itself might be an
-inducement to him to have confidence in her. It was not a pleasant
-mission. Her steps had become very sober as she went up the long marble
-stair. Mariuccia met her with a little cry. Had she not met the padrone?
-He had gone out down through the olive woods to meet her and fetch her
-home. It was a brief reprieve. In the evening after dinner was the time
-when he was most accessible. Frances, with a thrill of mingled relief
-and disappointment, retired to her room to make her little toilet. She
-had an hour or two at least before her ere it would be necessary to
-speak.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-
-When one has made up one’s mind to reopen a painful subject after
-dinner, the preliminary meal is not usually a very pleasant one; nor,
-with the tremor of preparation in one’s mind, is one likely to make a
-satisfactory dinner. Frances could not talk about anything. She could
-not eat; her mind was absorbed in what was coming. It seemed to her that
-she must speak: and yet how gladly would she have escaped from or
-postponed the explanation! Explanation! Possibly he would only smile,
-and baffle her as he had done before; or perhaps be angry, which would
-be better. Anything would be better than that indifference.
-
-She went out to the loggia when dinner was over, trembling with the
-sensation of suspense. It was still not dark, and the night was clear
-with the young moon already shining, so that between the retiring day
-and the light of the night it was almost as clear as it had been two
-hours before. Frances sat down, shivering a little, though not with
-cold. Usually her father accompanied or immediately followed her, but by
-some perversity he did not do so to-night. She seated herself in her
-usual place, and waited, listening for every sound--that is, for sounds
-of one kind--his slow step coming along the polished floor, here soft
-and muffled over a piece of carpet, there loud upon the _parquet_. But
-for some time, during which she rose into a state of feverish
-expectation, there was no such sound.
-
-It was nearly half an hour, according to her calculation, probably not
-half so much by common computation of time, when one or two doors were
-opened and shut quickly and a sound of voices met her ear--not sounds,
-however, which had any but a partial interest for her, for they did not
-indicate his approach. After a while there followed the sound of a
-footstep but it was not Mr Waring’s; it was not Domenico’s subdued
-tread, nor the measured march of Mariuccia. It was light, quick, and
-somewhat uncertain. Frances was half disappointed, half relieved. Some
-one was coming, but not her father. It would be impossible to speak to
-him to-night. The relief was uppermost; she felt it through her whole
-being. Not to-night; and no one can ever tell what to-morrow may bring
-forth. She looked up no longer with anxiety, but curiosity, as the door
-opened. It opened quickly; some one looked out, as if to see what was
-beyond, then, with a slight exclamation of satisfaction, stepped out
-upon the loggia into the partial light.
-
-Frances rose up quickly, with the curious sensation of acting over
-something which she had rehearsed before, she did not know where or how.
-It was the girl whom she had remarked on the Marina as having just
-arrived who now stood looking about her curiously, with her
-travelling-cloak fastened only at the throat, her gauze veil thrown up
-about her hat. This new-comer came in quickly, not with the timidity of
-a stranger. She came out into the centre of the loggia, where the light
-fell fully around her, and showed her tall slight figure, the fair hair
-clustering in her neck, a certain languid grace of movement, which her
-energetic entrance curiously belied. Frances waited for some form of
-apology or self-introduction, prepared to be very civil, and feeling in
-reality pleased and almost grateful for the interruption.
-
-But the young lady made no explanation. She put her hands up to her
-throat and loosed her cloak with a little sigh of relief. She undid the
-veil from her hat. “Thank heaven, I have got here at last, free of those
-people!” she said, putting herself _sans façon_ into Mr Waring’s chair,
-and laying her hat upon the little table. Then she looked up at the
-astonished girl, who stood looking on.
-
-“Are you Frances?” she said; but the question was put in an almost
-indifferent tone.
-
-“Yes; I am Frances. But I don’t know----” Frances was civil to the
-bottom of her soul, polite, incapable of hurting any one’s feelings. She
-could not say anything disagreeable; she could not demand brutally, Who
-are you? and what do you want here?
-
-“I thought so,” said the stranger; “and, oddly enough, I saw you this
-afternoon, and wondered if it could be you. You are a little like
-mamma.--I am Constance, of course,” she added, looking up with a
-half-smile. “We ought to kiss each other, I suppose, though we can’t
-care much about each other, can we?--Where is papa?”
-
-Frances had no breath to speak; she could not say a word. She looked at
-the new-comer with a gasp. Who was she? And who was papa? Was it some
-strange mistake which had brought her here? But then the question, “Are
-you Frances?” showed that it could not be a mistake.
-
-“I beg your pardon,” she said; “I don’t understand. This is--Mr
-Waring’s. You are looking for--your father?”
-
-“Yes, yes,” cried the other impatiently; “I know. You can’t imagine I
-should have come here and taken possession if I had not made sure first!
-You are well enough known in this little place. There was no trouble
-about it.--And the house looks nice, and this must be a fine view when
-there is light to see it by.--But where is papa? They told me he was
-always to be found at this hour.”
-
-Frances felt the blood ebb to her very finger-points, and then rush back
-like a great flood upon her heart. She scarcely knew where she was
-standing or what she was saying in her great bewilderment. “Do you
-mean--_my_ father?” she said.
-
-The other girl answered with a laugh: “You are very particular. I mean
-our father, if you prefer it. Your father--my father. What does it
-matter?--Where is he? Why isn’t he here? It seems he must introduce us
-to each other. I did not think of any such formality. I thought you
-would have taken me for granted,” she said.
-
-Frances stood thunderstruck, gazing, listening, as if eyes and ears
-alike fooled her. She did not seem to know the meaning of the words.
-They could not, she said to herself, mean what they seemed to mean--it
-was impossible. There must be some wonderful, altogether unspeakable
-blunder. “I don’t understand,” she said again, in a piteous tone. “It
-must be some mistake.”
-
-The other girl fixed her eyes upon her in the waning light. She had not
-paid so much attention to Frances at first as to the new place and
-scene. She looked at her now with the air of weighing her in some unseen
-balance and finding her wanting, with impatience and half contempt. “I
-thought you would have been glad to see me,” she said; “but the world
-seems just the same in one place as another. Because I am in distress at
-home you don’t want me here.”
-
-Then Frances felt herself goaded, galled into the matter-of-fact
-question, “Who are you?” though she felt that she would not believe the
-answer she received.
-
-“Who am I? Don’t you know who I am? Who should I be but Con? Constance
-Waring, your sister?--Where,” she cried, springing to her feet and
-stamping one of them upon the ground--“where, _where_ is papa?”
-
-The door opened again behind her softly, and Mr Waring with his slow
-step came out. “Did I hear some one calling for me?” he said.--“Frances,
-it is not you, surely, that are quarrelling with your visitor?--I beg
-the lady’s pardon; I cannot see who it is.”
-
-The stranger turned upon him with impatience in her tone. “It was I who
-called,” she said. “I thought you were sure to be here. Papa, I have
-always heard that you were kind--a kind man, they all said; that was why
-I came, thinking---- I am Constance!” she added after a pause, drawing
-herself up and facing him with something of his own gesture and
-attitude. She was tall, not much less than he was; very unlike little
-Frances. Her slight figure seemed to draw out as she raised her head and
-looked at him. She was not a suppliant. Her whole air was one of
-indignation that she should be subjected to a moment’s doubt.
-
-“Constance!” said Mr Waring. The daylight was gone outside; the moon had
-got behind a fleecy white cloud; behind those two figures there was a
-gleam of light from within, Domenico having brought in the lamp into the
-drawing-room. He stepped backward, opening the glass door. “Come in,” he
-said, “to the light.”
-
-Frances came last, with a great commotion in her heart, but very still
-externally. She felt herself to have sunk into quite a subordinate
-place. The other two, they were the chief figures. She had now no
-explanation to ask, no questions to put, though she had a thousand; but
-everything else was thrown into the background, everything was inferior
-to this. The chief interest was with the others now.
-
-Constance stepped in after him with a proud freedom of step, the air of
-one who was mistress of herself and her fate. She went up to the table
-on which the tall lamp stood, her face on a level with it, fully lighted
-up by it. She held her hat in her hand, and played with it with a
-careless yet half-nervous gesture. Her fair hair was short, and
-clustered in her neck and about her forehead almost like a child’s,
-though she was not like a child. Mr Waring, looking at her, was more
-agitated than she. He trembled a little; his eyelids were lifted high
-over his eyes. Her air was a little defiant; but there was no suspicion,
-only a little uncertainty in his. He put out his hand to her after a
-minute’s inspection. “If you are Constance, you are welcome,” he said.
-
-“I don’t suppose that you have any doubt I am Constance,” said the girl,
-flinging her hat on the table and herself into a chair. “It is a very
-curious way to receive one, though, after such a long journey--such a
-tiresome long journey,” she repeated, with a voice into which a
-querulous tone of exhaustion had come.
-
-Mr Waring sat down too in the immediate centre of the light. He had not
-kissed her nor approached her, save by the momentary touch of their
-hands. It was a curious way to receive a stranger, a daughter. She lay
-back in her chair as if wearied out, and tears came to her eyes. “I
-should not have come, if I had known,” she said, with her lip quivering.
-“I am very tired. I put up with everything on the journey, thinking,
-when I came here---- And I am more a stranger here than anywhere!” She
-paused, choking with the half-hysterical fit of crying which she would
-not allow to overcome her. “She--knows nothing about me!” she cried,
-with a sharp accent of pain, as if this was the last blow.
-
-Frances, in her bewilderment, did not know what to do or say. She looked
-at her father, but his face was dumb, and gave her no suggestion; and
-then she looked at the new-comer, who lay back with her head against the
-back of the chair, her eyes closed, tears forcing their way through her
-eyelashes, her slender white throat convulsively struggling with a sob.
-The mind of Frances had been shaken by a sudden storm of feelings
-unaccustomed; a throb of something which she did not understand, which
-was jealousy, though she neither knew nor intended it, had gone through
-her being. She seemed to see herself cast forth from her easy supremacy,
-her sway over her father’s house, deposed from her principal place. And
-she was only human. Already she was conscious of a downfall. Constance
-had drawn the interest towards herself--it was she to whom every eye
-would turn. The girl stood apart for a moment, with that inevitable
-movement which has been in the bosom of so many since the well-behaved
-brother of the Prodigal put it in words, “Now that this thy son has
-come.” Constance, so far as Frances knew, was no prodigal; but she was
-what was almost worse--a stranger, and yet the honours of the house were
-to be hers. She stood thus, looking on, until the sight of the
-suppressed sob, of the closed eyes, of the weary, hopeless attitude,
-were too much for her. Then it came suddenly into her mind, if she is
-Constance! Frances had not known half an hour before that there was any
-Constance who had a right to her sympathy in the world. She gave her
-father another questioning look, but got no reply from his eyes.
-Whatever had to be done must be done by herself. She went up to the
-chair in which her sister lay and touched her on the shoulder. “If we
-had known you were coming,” she said, “it would have been different. It
-is a little your fault not to let us know. I should have gone to meet
-you; I should have made your room ready. We have nothing ready, because
-we did not know.”
-
-Constance sat suddenly up in her chair and shook her head, as if to
-shake off the emotion that had been too much for her. “How sensible you
-are!” she said. “Is that your character?--She is quite right, isn’t she?
-But I did not think of that. I suppose I am impetuous, as people say. I
-was unhappy, and I thought you would--receive me with open arms. It is
-evident _I_ am not the sensible one.” She said this with still a quiver
-in her lip, but also a smile, pushing back her chair, and resuming the
-unconcerned air which she had worn at first.
-
-“Frances is quite right. You ought to have written and warned us,” said
-Mr Waring.
-
-“Oh yes; there are so many things that one ought to do.”
-
-“But we will do the best we can for you, now you are here. Mariuccia
-will easily make a room ready. Where is your baggage? Domenico can go to
-the railway, to the hotel, wherever you have come from.”
-
-“My box is outside the door. I made them bring it. The woman--is that
-Mariuccia?--would not take it in. But she let me come in. She was not
-suspicious. She did not say, ‘If you are Constance.’” And here she
-laughed, with a sound that grated upon Mr Waring’s nerves. He jumped up
-suddenly from his chair.
-
-“I had no proof that you were Constance,” he said, “though I believed
-it. But only your mother’s daughter could reproduce that laugh.”
-
-“Has Frances got it?” the girl cried, with an instant lighting up of
-opposition in her eyes; “for I am like you, but she is the image of
-mamma.”
-
-He turned round and looked at Frances, who, feeling that an entire
-circle of new emotions, unknown to her, had come into being at a bound,
-stood with a passive, frightened look, spectator of everything, not
-knowing how to adapt herself to the new turn of affairs.
-
-“By Jove!” her father said, with an air of exasperation she had never
-seen in him before, “that is true! But I had never noticed it. Even
-Frances. You’ve come to set us all by the ears.”
-
-“Oh no! I’ll tell you, if you like, why I came. Mamma--has been more
-aggravating than usual. I said to myself you would be sure to understand
-what that meant. And something arose--I will tell you about it after--a
-complication, something that mamma insisted I should do, though I had
-made up my mind not to do it.”
-
-“You had better,” said her father, with a smile, “take care what ideas
-on that subject you put into your sister’s head.”
-
-Constance paused, and looked at Frances with a look which was half
-scrutinising, half contemptuous. “Oh, she is not like me,” she said.
-“Mamma was very aggravating, as you know she can be. She wanted me----
-But I’ll tell you after.” And then she began: “I hope, because you live
-in Italy, papa, you don’t think you ought to be a medieval parent; but
-that sort of thing in Belgravia, you know, is too ridiculous. It was so
-out of the question that it was some time before I understood. It was
-not exactly a case of being locked up in my room and kept on bread and
-water; but something of the sort. I was so much astonished at first, I
-did not know what to do; and then it became intolerable. I had nobody I
-could appeal to, for everybody agreed with her. Markham is generally a
-safe person; but even Markham took her side. So I immediately thought of
-you. I said to myself, One’s father is the right person to protect one.
-And I knew, of course, that if anybody in the world could understand how
-impossible it is to live with mamma when she has taken a thing into her
-head, it would be you.”
-
-Waring kept his eye upon Frances while this was being said, with an
-almost comic embarrassment. It was half laughable; but it was painful,
-as so many laughable things are; and there was something like alarm, or
-rather timidity, in the look. The man looked afraid of the little
-girl--whom all her life he had treated as a child--and her clear
-sensible eyes.
-
-“One thinks these things, perhaps, but one does not put them into
-words,” he said.
-
-“Oh, it is no worse to say them than to think them,” said Constance. “I
-always say what I mean. And you must know that things went very far--so
-far that I couldn’t put up with it any longer; so I made up my mind all
-at once that I would come off to you.”
-
-“And I tell you, you are welcome, my dear. It is so long since I saw you
-that I could not have recognised you. That is natural enough. But now
-that you are here--I cannot decide upon the wisdom of the step till I
-know all the circumstances----”
-
-“Oh, wisdom! I don’t suppose there is any wisdom about it. No one
-expects wisdom from me. But what could I do? There was nothing else that
-I could do.”
-
-“At all events,” said Waring, with a little inclination of his head and
-a smile, as if he were talking to a visitor, Frances said to
-herself--“Frances and I will forgive any lack of wisdom which has given
-us--this pleasure.” He laughed at himself as he spoke. “You must expect
-for a time to feel like a fine lady paying a visit to her poor
-relations,” he said.
-
-“Oh, I know you will approve of me when you hear everything. Mamma says
-I am a Waring all over, your own child.”
-
-The sensations with which Frances stood and listened, it would be
-impossible to describe. Mamma! who was this, of whom the other girl
-spoke so lightly, whom she had never heard of before? Was it possible
-that a mother as well as a sister existed for her, as for others, in the
-unknown world out of which Constance had come? A hundred questions were
-on her lips, but she controlled herself, and asked none of them.
-Reflection, which comes so often slowly, almost painfully, to her came
-now like the flash of lightning. She would not betray to any one, not
-even to Constance, that she had never known she had a mother. Papa
-might be wrong--oh, how wrong he had been!--but she would not betray
-him. She checked the exclamation on her lips; she subdued her soul
-altogether, forcing it into silence. This was the secret she had been so
-anxious to penetrate, which he had kept so closely from her. Why should
-he have kept it from her? It was evident it had not been kept on the
-other side. Whatever had happened, had Frances been in trouble, she knew
-of no one with whom she could have taken refuge; but her sister had
-known. Her brain was made dizzy by these thoughts. It was open to her
-now to ask whatever she pleased. The mystery had been made plain; but at
-the same time her mouth was stopped. She would not confuse her father,
-nor betray him. It was chiefly from this bewildering sensation, and not,
-as her father, suddenly grown acute in respect to Frances, thought, from
-a mortifying consciousness that Constance would speak with more freedom
-if she were not there, that Frances now spoke. “I think,” she said,
-“that I had better go and see about the rooms. Mariuccia will not know
-what to do till I come; and you will take care of Constance, papa.”
-
-He looked at her, hearing in her tone a wounded feeling, a touch of
-forlorn pride, which perhaps was there, but not so much as he thought;
-but it was Constance who replied: “Oh yes, we will take care of each
-other. I have so much to tell him,” with a laugh. Frances was aware that
-there was relief in it, in the prospect of her own absence, but she did
-not feel it so strongly as her father did. She gave them both a smile,
-and went away.
-
-“So that is Frances,” said the new-found sister, looking after her. “I
-find her very like mamma. But everybody says I am your child,
-disposition and all.” She rose, and came up to Waring, who had never
-lessened the distance between himself and her. She put her hand within
-his arm and held up her face to him. “I am like you. I shall be much
-happier with you. Do you think you will like having me instead of
-Frances, father?” She clasped his arm against her in a caressing way,
-and leant her cheek upon the sleeve of his velvet coat. “Don’t you
-think you would like to have _me_, father, instead of her?” she said.
-
-A whole panorama of the situation, like a landscape, suddenly flashed
-before Waring’s mind. The spell of this caress, and the confidence she
-showed of being loved, which is so great a charm, and the impulse of
-nature, so much as that is worth, drew him towards this handsome
-stranger, who took possession of him and his affections without a doubt,
-and pushed away the other from his heart and his side with an impulse
-which his philosophy said was common to all men--or at least, if that
-was too sweeping, to all women. But in the same moment came that sense
-of championship and proprietorship, the one inextricably mingled with
-the other, which makes us all defend our own whenever assailed. Frances
-was his own; she was his creation; he had taught her almost everything.
-Poor little Frances! Not like this girl, who could speak for herself,
-who could go everywhere, half commanding, half taking with guile every
-heart that she encountered. Frances would never do that. But she would
-be true, true as the heavens themselves, and never falter. By a sudden
-gleam of perception he saw that, though he had never told her anything
-of this, though it must have been a revelation of wonder to her, yet
-that she had not burst forth into any outcries of astonishment, or asked
-any compromising questions, or done anything to betray him.
-
-His heart went forth to Frances with an infinite tenderness. He had not
-been a doting father to her; he had even--being himself what the world
-calls a clever man, much above her mental level--felt himself to
-condescend a little, and almost upbraided Heaven for giving him so
-ordinary a little girl. And Constance, it was easy to see, was a
-brilliant creature, accustomed to take her place in the world, fit to be
-any man’s companion. But the first result of this revelation was to
-reveal to him, as he had never seen it before, the modest and true
-little soul which had developed by his side without much notice from
-him, whom he had treated with such cruel want of confidence, to whom the
-shock of this evening’s disclosures must have been so great, but who,
-even in the moment of discovery, shielded him. All this went through
-his mind with the utmost rapidity. He did not put his new-found child
-away from him; but there was less enthusiasm than Constance expected in
-the kiss he gave her. “I am very glad to have you here, my dear,” he
-said more coldly than pleased her. “But why instead of Frances? You will
-be happier both of you for being together.”
-
-Constance did not disengage herself with any appearance of
-disappointment. She perceived, perhaps, that she was not to be so
-triumphant here as was usually her privilege. She relinquished her
-father’s arm after a minute, not too precipitately, and returned to her
-chair. “I shall like it, as long as it is possible,” she said. “It will
-be very nice for me having a father and sister instead of a mother and
-brother. But you will find that mamma will not let you off. She likes to
-have a girl in the house. She will have her pound of flesh.” She threw
-herself back into her chair with a laugh. “How quaint it all is; and how
-beautiful the view must be, and the mountains and the sea! I shall be
-very happy here--the world forgetting, by the world forgot--and with
-you, papa.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-
-“She has come to stay,” Frances said.
-
-“What?” cried Mariuccia, making the small monosyllable sound as if it
-were the biggest word in her vocabulary.
-
-“She has come to stay. She is my sister; papa’s daughter as much as I
-am. She has come--home.” Frances was a little uncertain about the word,
-and it was only “_a casa_” that she said--“to the house,” which means
-the same.
-
-Mariuccia threw up her arms in astonishment. “Then there has been
-another signorina all the time!” she cried. “Figure to yourself that I
-have been with the padrone a dozen years, and I never heard of her
-before.”
-
-“Papa does not talk very much about his concerns,” said Frances in her
-faithfulness. “And what we have got to do is to make her very
-comfortable. She is very pretty, don’t you think? Such beautiful blond
-hair--and tall. I never shall be tall, I fear. They say she is like
-papa; but, as is natural, she is much more beautiful than papa.”
-
-“Beauty is as you find it,” said Mariuccia. “_Carina_, no one will ever
-be so pretty as our own signorina to Domenico and me.--What is the child
-doing? She is pulling the things off her own bed.--My angel, you have
-lost your good sense. You are fluttered and upset by this new arrival.
-The blue room will be very good for the new young lady. Perhaps she will
-not stay very long?”
-
-The wish was father to the thought. But Frances took no notice of the
-suggestion. She said briskly, going on with what she was doing, “She
-must have my room, Mariuccia. The blue room is _quite_ nice; it will do
-very well for me; but I should like her to feel at home, not to think
-our house was bare and cold. The blue room would be rather naked, if we
-were to put her there to-night. It will not be naked for me, for, of
-course, I am used to it all, and know everything. But when Constance
-wakes to-morrow morning and looks round her, and wonders where she
-is--oh, how strange it all seems!--I wish her to open her eyes upon
-things that are pretty, and to say to herself, ‘What a delightful house
-papa has! What a nice room! I feel as if I had been here all my life.’”
-
-“Constanza--is that her name? It is rather a common name--not
-distinguished, like our signorina’s. But it is very good for her, I have
-no doubt. And so you will give her your own room, that she may be fond
-of the house, and stay and supplant you? That is what will happen. The
-good one, the one of gold, gets pushed out of the way. I would not give
-her my room to make her love the house.”
-
-“I think you would, Mariuccia.”
-
-“No; I do not think so,” said Mariuccia, squaring herself with one arm
-akimbo. “No; I do not deny that I would probably take some new things
-into the blue room, and put up curtains. But I am older than you are,
-and I have more sense. I would not do it. If she gets your room, she
-will get your place; and she will please everybody, and be admired, and
-my angel will be put out of the way.”
-
-“I am such a horrid little wretch,” said Frances, “that I thought of
-that too. It was mean, oh, so mean of me. She is prettier than I am, and
-taller; and--yes, of course, she must be older too, so you see it is her
-right.”
-
-“Is she the eldest?” asked Mariuccia.
-
-Frances made a puzzled pause; but she would not let the woman divine
-that she did not know. “Oh yes; she must be the eldest.--Come quick,
-Mariuccia; take all these things to the blue room; and now for your
-clean linen and everything that is nice and sweet.”
-
-Mariuccia did what she was told, but with many objections. She carried
-on a running murmur of protest all the time. “When there are changes in
-a family; when it is by the visitation of God, that is another matter. A
-son or a daughter who is in trouble, who has no other refuge; that is
-natural; there is nothing to say. But to remain away during a dozen
-years, and then to come back at a moment’s notice--nay, without even a
-moment’s notice--in the evening, when all the beds are made up, and
-demand everything that is comfortable.--I have always thought that there
-was a great deal to be said for the poor young signorino of whom the
-priest speaks, he who had always stayed at home when his brother was
-amusing himself. _Carina_, you know what I mean.”
-
-“I have thought of that too,” said Frances. “But my sister is not a
-prodigal; and papa has never done anything for her. It is all quite
-different. When we know each other better, it will be delightful always
-to have a companion, Mariuccia--think how pleasant it will be always to
-have a companion. I wonder if she will like my pictures?--Now, don’t you
-think the room looks very pretty? I always thought it was a pretty room.
-Leave the _persiani_ open that she may see the sea; and in the morning
-don’t forget to come in and close them before the sun gets hot.--I think
-that will do now.”
-
-“Indeed I hope it will do--after all the trouble you have taken. And I
-hope the young lady is worthy of it.--But, my angel, what shall I do
-when I come in to wake her? Does she expect that I can talk her language
-to her? No, no. And she will know nothing; she will not even be able to
-say ‘Good morning.’”
-
-“I hope so. But if not, you must call me first, that is all,” said
-Frances cheerfully.--“Now, don’t go to bed just yet; perhaps she will
-like something--some tea; or perhaps a little supper; or---- I never
-asked if she had dined.”
-
-Mariuccia regarded this possibility with equanimity. She was not afraid
-of a girl’s appetite. But she made a grimace at the mention of the tea.
-“It is good when one has a cold; oh yes,” she said; “but to drink it at
-all times, as you do! If she wants anything it will be a great deal
-better to give her a sirop, or a little red wine.”
-
-Frances detained Mariuccia as long as she could, and lingered herself
-still longer after all was ready in the room. She did not know how to go
-back to the drawing-room, where she had left these two together, to say
-to each other, no doubt, many things that could be better said in her
-absence. There was no jealousy, only delicacy, in this; and she had
-given up her pretty room to her sister, and carried her indispensable
-belongings to the bare one, with the purest pleasure in making Constance
-comfortable. Constance! whom an hour ago she had never heard of, and
-who now was one of them, nearer to her than anybody, except her father.
-But all this being done, she had the strangest difficulty in going back,
-in thrusting herself, as imagination said, between them, and
-interrupting their talk. To think that it should be such a tremendous
-matter to return to that familiar room in which the greater part of her
-life had been passed! It felt like another world into which she was
-about to enter, full of unknown elements and conditions which she did
-not understand. She had not known what it was to be shy in the very
-limited society she had ever known; but she was shy now, feeling as if
-she had not courage to put her hand upon the handle of the door. The
-familiar creak and jar of it as it opened seemed to her like noisy
-instruments announcing her approach, which stopped the conversation, as
-she had divined, and made her father and her sister look up with a
-little start. Frances could have wished to sink through the floor, to
-get rid of her own being altogether, as she saw them both give this
-slight start. Constance was leaning upon the table, the light of the
-lamp shining full upon her face, with the air of being in the midst of
-an animated narrative, which she stopped when Frances entered; and Mr
-Waring had been listening with a smile. He turned half round and held
-out his hand to the timid girl behind him. “Come, Frances,” he said,
-“you have been a long time making your preparations. Have you been
-bringing out the fairest robe for your sister?” It was odd how the
-parable--which had no signification in their circumstances--haunted them
-all.
-
-“Your room is quite ready whenever you please. And would you like tea or
-anything? I ought to have asked if you had dined,” Frances said.
-
-“Is she the housekeeper?--How odd!--Do you look after everything?--Dear
-me! I am afraid, in that case, I shall make a very poor substitute for
-Frances, papa.”
-
-“It is not necessary to think of that,” he said hastily, giving her a
-quick glance.
-
-Frances saw it, with another involuntary, quickly suppressed pang. Of
-course there would be things that Constance must be warned not to say.
-And yet it felt as if papa had deserted her and gone over to the other
-side. She had not the remotest conception what the warning referred to,
-or what Constance meant.
-
-“I dined at the hotel,” Constance went on, “with those people whom I
-travelled with. I suppose you will have to call and be civil. They were
-quite delighted to think that they would know somebody at
-Bordighera--some of the inhabitants.--Yes, tea, if you please. And then
-I think I shall go to bed; for twenty-four hours in the train is very
-fatiguing, besides the excitement. Don’t you think Frances is very much
-like mamma? There is a little way she has of setting her chin.--Look
-there! That is mamma all over. I think they would get on together very
-well: indeed I feel sure of it.” And again there was a significant look
-exchanged, which once more went like a sting to Frances’ heart.
-
-“Your sister has been telling me,” said Mr Waring, with a little
-hesitation, “of a great many people I used to know. You must be very
-much surprised, my dear; but I will take an opportunity----” He was
-confused before her, as if he had been before a judge. He gave her a
-look which was half shame and half gratitude, sentiments both entirely
-out of place between him and Frances. She could not bear that he should
-look at her so.
-
-“Yes, papa,” she said as easily as she could; “I know you must have a
-great deal to talk of. If Constance will give me her keys I will unpack
-her things for her.” Both the girls instinctively, oddly, addressed each
-other through their father, the only link between them, hesitating a
-little at the familiarity which nature made necessary, but which had no
-other warrant.
-
-“Oh, isn’t there a maid who can do it?” Constance cried, opening her
-eyes.
-
-The evening seemed long to Frances, though it was not long. Constance
-trifled over the tea--which Mariuccia made with much reluctance--for
-half an hour. But she talked all the time; and as her talk was of people
-Frances had never heard of, and was mingled with little allusions to
-what had passed before,--“I told you about him;” “You remember, we were
-talking of them;” with a constant recurrence of names which to Frances
-meant nothing at all,--it seemed long to her.
-
-She sat down at the table, and took her knitting, and listened, and
-tried to look as if she took an interest. She did indeed take a great
-interest; no one could have been more eager to enter without
-_arrière-pensée_ into the new life thus unfolded before her; and
-sometimes she was amused and could laugh at the stories Constance was
-telling; but her chief feeling was that sense of being entirely “out of
-it”--having nothing to do with it--which makes people who do not
-understand society feel like so many ghosts standing on the margin,
-knowing nothing. The feeling was strange and very forlorn. It is an
-unpleasant experience even for those who are strangers, to whom it is a
-passing incident; but as the speaker was her sister and the listener her
-father, Frances felt this more deeply still. Generally in the evening
-conversation flagged between them. He would have his book, and Frances
-sometimes had a book too, or a drawing upon which she could work, or at
-least her knitting. She had felt that the silence which reigned in the
-room on such occasions was not what ought to be. It was not like the
-talk which was supposed to go on in all the novels she had ever read
-where the people were _nice_. And sometimes she attempted to entertain
-her father with little incidents in the life of their poor neighbours,
-or things which Mariuccia had told her; but he listened benevolently,
-with his finger between the leaves of his book, or even without closing
-his book, looking up at her over the leaves--only out of kindness to
-her, not because he was interested; and then silence would fall on them,
-a silence which was very sweet to Frances, in the midst of which her own
-little stream of thoughts flowed on continuously, but which now and then
-she was struck to the heart to think must be very dull for papa.
-
-But to-night it was not dull for him. She listened, and said to herself
-this was the way to make conversation; and laughed whenever she could,
-and followed every little gesture of her sister’s with admiring eyes.
-But at the end, Frances, though she would not acknowledge it to herself,
-felt that she had not been amused. She thought the people in the village
-were just as interesting. But then she was not so clever as Constance,
-and could not do them justice in the same way.
-
-“And now I am going to bed,” Constance said. She rose up in an instant
-with a rapid movement, as if the thought had only just struck her and
-she obeyed the impulse at once. There was a freedom about all her
-movements which troubled and captivated Frances. She had been leaning
-half over the table, her sleeves, which were a little wide, falling back
-from her arms, now leaning her chin in the hollow of one hand, now
-supporting it with both, putting her elbows wherever she pleased.
-Frances herself had been trained by Mariuccia to very great decorum in
-respect to attitudes. If she did furtively now and then lean an elbow
-upon the table, she was aware that it was wrong all the time; and as for
-legs, she knew it was only men who were permitted to cross them, or to
-do anything save sit with two feet equal to each other upon the floor.
-But Constance cared for none of these rules. She rose up abruptly
-(Mariuccia would have said, as if something had stung her), almost
-before she had finished what she was saying. “Show me my room, please,”
-she said, and yawned. She yawned quite freely, naturally, without any
-attempt to conceal or to apologise for it as if it had been an accident.
-Frances could not help being shocked, yet neither could she help
-laughing with a sort of pleasure in this breach of all rules. But
-Constance only stared, and did not in the least understand why she
-should laugh.
-
-“Where have you put your sister?” Mr Waring asked.
-
-“I have put her--in the room next to yours, papa; between your room and
-mine, you know: for I am in the blue room now. There she will not feel
-strange; she will have people on each side.”
-
-“That is to say, you have given her----”
-
-It was Frances’ turn now to give a warning glance. “The room I thought
-she would like best,” she said, with a soft but decisive tone. She too
-had a little imperious way of her own. It was so soft, that a stranger
-would not have found it out; but in the Palazzo they were all acquainted
-with it, and no one--not even Mariuccia--found it possible to say a
-word after this small trumpet had sounded. Mr Waring accordingly was
-silenced, and made no further remark. He went with his daughters to the
-door, and kissed the cheek which Constance held lightly to him. “I shall
-see you again, papa,” Frances said, in that same little determined
-voice.
-
-Mr Waring did not make any reply, but shrank a little aside, to let her
-pass. He looked like a man who was afraid. She had spared him; she had
-not betrayed the ignorance in which he had brought her up; but now the
-moment of reckoning was near, and he was afraid of Frances. He went back
-into the _salone_, and walked up and down with a restlessness which was
-natural enough, considering how all the embers of his life had been
-raked up by this unexpected event. He had lived in absolute quiet for
-fourteen long years: a strange life--a life which might have been
-supposed to be impossible for a man still in the heyday of his strength;
-but yet, as it appeared, a life which suited him, which he preferred to
-others more natural. To settle down in an Italian village with a little
-girl of six for his sole companion--when he came to think of it, nothing
-could be more unnatural, more extraordinary; and yet he had liked it
-well enough, as well as he could have liked anything at that crisis of
-his fate. He was the kind of man who, in other circumstances, in another
-age, would have made himself a monk, and spent his existence very
-placidly in illuminating manuscripts. He had done something as near this
-as is possible to an Englishman not a Roman Catholic, of the nineteenth
-century. Unfortunately, Waring had no ecclesiastical tendencies, or even
-in the nineteenth century he might have found out for himself some
-pseudo-monkery in which he could have been happy. As it was, he had
-retired with his little girl, and on the whole had been comfortable
-enough. But now the little girl had grown up, and required to have
-various things accounted for; and the other individuals who had claims
-upon him, whom he thought he had shaken off altogether, had turned up
-again, and had to be dealt with. The monk had an easy time of it in
-comparison. He who has but himself to think of may manage himself, if
-he has good luck; but the responsibility of others on your shoulders is
-a terrible drawback to tranquillity. A little girl! That seemed the
-simplest of all things. It had never occurred to him that she would form
-a link by which all his former burdens might be drawn back; or that she,
-more wonderful still, should ever arise and demand to know why. But both
-of these impossible things had happened.
-
-Waring walked about the _salone_. He opened the glass door and stepped
-out into the loggia, into the tranquil shining of the moon, which lit up
-all the blues of the sea, and kindled little silver lamps all over the
-quivering palms. How quiet it was! and yet that tranquil nature lying
-unmoved, taking whatever came of good or evil, did harm in a far more
-colossal way than any man could do. The sea, then looking so mild, would
-suddenly rise up and bring havoc and destruction worse than an army; yet
-next day smile again, and throw its spray into the faces of the
-children, and lie like a harmless thing under the light. But a man
-could not do this. A man had to give an account of all that he had done,
-whether it was good or whether it was evil,--if not to God--which on the
-whole was the easiest, for God knew all about it, how little harm had
-been intended, how little anything had been intended, how one mistake
-involved another,--if not to God--why, to some one harder to face;
-perhaps to one’s little girl.
-
-He came back from the loggia and the moonlight and nature, which, all of
-them, were so indifferent to what was happening to him, with a feeling
-that the imperfect human lamp which so easily got out of gear--as easily
-as a man--was a more appropriate light for his disturbed soul; and met
-Frances with her brown eyes waiting for him at the door.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-
-“It is not because of this only, papa--I wanted before to speak to you.
-I was waiting in the loggia for you, when Constance came.”
-
-“What did you want, Frances? Oh, I quite acknowledge that you have a
-right to inquire. I hoped, perhaps, I might be spared to-night; I am
-rather exhausted--to-night.”
-
-Frances dropped the hand which she had laid upon his arm. “It shall be
-exactly as you please, papa. I seem to know a great deal--oh, a great
-deal more than I knew at dinner. I don’t think I am the same person; and
-I thought it might save us all trouble if you would tell me--as much as
-you think I ought to know.”
-
-She had sat down in her usual place, in her careful little modest pose,
-a little stiff, a little prim--the training of Mariuccia. After
-Constance, there was something in the attitude of Frances which made her
-father smile, though he was in no mood for smiling; and it was clear
-that he could not, that he ought not to escape. He would not sit down,
-however, and meet her eye. He stood by the table for a few minutes, with
-his eyes upon the books, turning them over, as if he were looking for
-something. At last he said, but without looking up, “There is nothing
-very dreadful to tell; no guilty secret, though you may suppose so. Your
-mother and I----”
-
-“Then I have really a mother, and she is living?” the girl cried.
-
-He looked at her for a moment. “I forgot that for a girl of your age
-that means a great deal--I hadn’t thought of it. Perhaps if you knew----
-Yes; you have got a mother, and she is living. I suppose that seems a
-very wonderful piece of news?”
-
-Frances did not say anything. The water came into her eyes. Her heart
-beat loudly, yet softly, against her young bosom. She had known it, so
-that she was not surprised. The surprise had been broken by Constance’s
-careless talk, by the wonder, the doubt, the sense of impossibility,
-which had gradually yielded to a conviction that it must be so. Her
-feeling was that she would like to go now, without delay, without asking
-any more questions, to her mother. Her mother! and he hadn’t thought
-before how much that meant to a girl--of her age!
-
-Mr Waring was a little disconcerted by having no answer. Of course it
-meant a great deal to a girl; but still, not so much as to make her
-incapable of reply. He felt a little annoyed, disturbed, perhaps
-jealous, as Frances herself had been. It was with difficulty that he
-resumed again; but it had to be done.
-
-“Your mother and I,” he said, taking up the books again, opening and
-shutting them, looking at the title-page now of one, now of another,
-“did not get on very well. I don’t know who was in fault--probably both.
-She had been married before. She had a son whom you hear Constance speak
-of as Markham. Markham has been at the bottom of all the trouble. He
-drove me out of my senses when he was a boy. Now he is a man: so far as
-I can make out it is he that has disturbed our peace again--hunted us
-up, and sent Constance here. If you ever meet Markham--and of course now
-you are sure to meet him--beware of him.” Here he made a pause again,
-and looked with great seriousness at the book in his hand, turning the
-leaf to finish a sentence which was continued on the next page.
-
-“I beg your pardon, papa,” said Frances; “I am afraid I am very stupid.
-What relation is Markham to me?”
-
-He looked at her for a moment, then threw down the book with some
-violence on the table, as if it were the offender. “He is your
-step-brother,” he said.
-
-“My--brother? Then I have a brother too?” After a little pause she
-added, “It is very wonderful, papa, to come into a new world like this
-all at once. I want--to draw my breath.”
-
-“It is my fault that it comes upon you all at once. I never thought----
-You were a very small child when I brought you away. You forgot them
-all, as was natural. I did not at first know how entirely a child
-forgets; and then--then it seemed a pity to disturb your mind, and
-perhaps set you longing for--what it was impossible for you to obtain.”
-
-It surprised him a little that Frances did not breathe a syllable of
-reproach. She said nothing. In her imagination she was looking back over
-these years, wondering how it would have been had she known. Would life
-ever be the same, now that she did know? The world seemed to open up
-round her, so much greater, wider, more full than she had thought. She
-had not thought much on the subject. Life in Bordighera was more limited
-even than life in an English village. The fact that she did not belong
-to the people among whom she had spent all these years, made a
-difference; and her father’s recluse habits, the few people he cared to
-know, the stagnation of his life, made a greater difference still.
-Frances had scarcely felt it until that meeting with the Mannerings,
-which put so many vague ideas into her mind. A child does not naturally
-inquire into the circumstances which have surrounded it all its life. It
-was natural to her to live in this retired place, to see nobody, to
-make amusements and occupations for herself--to know no one more like
-herself than Tasie Durant. Had she even possessed any girl-friends
-living the natural life of youth, that might have inspired a question or
-two. But she knew no girls--except Tasie, whose girlhood was a sort of
-fossil, and who might almost have been the mother of Frances. She saw
-indeed the village girls, but it did not occur to her to compare herself
-with them. Familiar as she was with all their ways, she was still a
-_forestière_--one of the barbarous people, English, a word which
-explains every difference. Frances did not quite know in what the
-peculiarity and eccentricity of the English consisted; but she, too,
-recognised with all simplicity that, being English, she was different.
-Now it came suddenly to her mind that the difference was not anything
-generic and general, but that it was her own special circumstances that
-had been unlike all the rest. There had been a mother all the time;
-another girl, a sister, like herself. It made her brain whirl.
-
-She sat quite silent, thinking it all over, not perceiving her father’s
-embarrassment--thinking less of him, indeed, than of all the wonderful
-new things that seemed to crowd about her. She did not blame him. She
-was not thinking enough of him to blame him; her mind was quite
-sufficiently occupied by her discoveries. As she had taken him all her
-life without examination, she continued to take him. He was her father;
-that was enough. It did not occur to her to ask herself whether what he
-had done was right or wrong. Only, it was all very strange. The old
-solid earth had gone from under her feet, and the old order of things
-had been overthrown. She was looking out upon a world not realised--a
-spectator of something like the throes of creation, seeing the new
-landscape tremble and roll into place, the heights and hollows all
-changing; there was a great deal of excitement in it, both pain and
-pleasure. It occupied her so fully, that he fell back into a secondary
-place.
-
-But this did not occur to Waring. He had not realised that it could be
-possible. He felt himself the centre of the system in which his little
-daughter lived, and did not understand how she could ignore him. He
-thought her silence--the silence of amazement, and excitement, and of
-that curious spectatorship--was the silence of reproach, and that her
-mind was full of a sense of wrong, which only duty kept in check. He
-felt himself on his trial before her. Having said all that he had to
-say, he remained silent, expecting her response. If she had given vent
-to an indignant exclamation, he would have been relieved; he would have
-allowed that she had a right to be indignant. But her silence was more
-than he could bear. He searched through the recesses of his own
-thoughts; but for the moment he could not find any further excuse for
-himself. He had done it for the best. Probably she would not see that.
-Waring was well enough acquainted with the human mind to know that every
-individual sees such a question from his or her own point of view: and
-he was prepared to find that his daughter would be unable to perceive
-what was so plain to him. But still he was aware that he had done it for
-the best. After a while the silence became so irksome to him that he
-felt compelled to break it and resume his explanations. If she would
-not say anything, there were a number of things which he might say.
-
-“It is a pity,” he said, “that it has all broken upon you so suddenly.
-If I could have divined that Constance would have taken such a step----
-To tell you the truth, I have never realised Constance at all,” he
-added, with an impulse towards the daughter he knew. “She was of course
-a mere child: to see her so independent, and with so distinct a will of
-her own, is very bewildering. I assure you, Frances, if it is wonderful
-to you, it is scarcely less wonderful to me.”
-
-There was something in his tone that made her lift her eyes to him; and
-to see him stand there so embarrassed, so subdued, so much unlike the
-father who, though very kind and tender, had always been perhaps a
-little condescending, patronising, towards the girl, whom he scarcely
-recognised as an independent entity, went to her heart. She could not
-tell him not to be frightened--not to look at her with that guilty,
-apologetic look, which altogether reversed their ordinary relationship;
-but it added a pang to her bewilderment. She asked hastily, by way of
-concealing this uncomfortable change, a question which she thought he
-would have no difficulty in answering--“Is Constance much older than I
-am, papa?”
-
-He gave a sort of furtive smile, as if he had no right to smile in the
-circumstances. “I don’t wonder at your question. She has seen a great
-deal more of the world. But if there is a minute or two between you, I
-don’t know which has it. There is no elder or younger in the case. You
-are twins, though no one would think so.”
-
-This gave Frances a further shock--though why, it would be impossible to
-say. The blood rushed to her face. “She must think me--a very poor
-little thing,” she said, in a hurried tone. “I never knew--I have no
-friend except Tasie--to show me what girls might be.” The thought
-mortified her in an extraordinary way; it brought a sudden gush of salt
-tears--tears quite different from those which had welled to her eyes
-when he told her of her mother. Constance, who was so different, would
-despise her--Constance, who knew exactly all about it, and that Frances
-was as old, perhaps a few minutes older than she. It is always
-difficult to divine what form pride will take. This was the manner in
-which it affected Frances. The same age! and yet the one an accomplished
-woman, judging for herself--and the other not much more than a child.
-
-“You do yourself injustice,” said Mr Waring, somewhat rehabilitated by
-the mortification of Frances. “Nobody could think you a poor little
-thing. You have not the same knowledge of the world. Constance has been
-very differently brought up. I think my training a great deal better
-than what she has had,” he added quickly, with a mingled desire to cheer
-and restore self-confidence to Frances, and to reassert himself after
-his humiliation. He felt what he said; and yet, as was natural, he said
-a little more than he felt. “I must tell you,” he said, in this new
-impulse, “that your mother is--a much more important person than I am.
-She is a great deal richer. The marriage was supposed to be much to my
-advantage.”
-
-There was a smile on his face which Frances, looking up suddenly, warned
-by a certain change of tone, did not like to see. She kept her eyes
-upon him instinctively, she could not tell why, with a look which had a
-certain influence upon him, though he did not well understand it either.
-It meant that the unknown woman of whom he spoke was the girl’s
-mother--her mother--one of whom no unbefitting word was to be said. It
-checked him in a quite curious unexpected way. When he had spoken of
-her, which he had done very rarely since they parted, it had been with a
-sense that he was free to characterise her as he thought she deserved.
-But here he was stopped short. That very evening he had said things to
-Constance of her mother which in a moment he felt that he dared not say
-to Frances. The sensation was a very strange one. He made a distinct
-pause, and then he said hurriedly, “You must not for a moment suppose
-that there was anything wrong; there is no story that you need be afraid
-of hearing--nothing, neither on her side nor mine--nothing to be ashamed
-of.”
-
-All at once Frances grew very pale; her eyes opened wide; she gazed at
-him with speechless horror. The idea was altogether new to her artless
-mind. It flashed through his that Constance would not have been at all
-surprised--that probably she would have thought it “nice of him” to
-exonerate his wife from all moral shortcoming. The holy ignorance of the
-other brought a sensation of shame to Waring, and at the same time a
-sensation of pride. Nothing could more clearly have proved the
-superiority of his training. She would have felt no consternation, only
-relief at this assurance, if she had been all her life in her mother’s
-hands.
-
-“It is a great deal to say, however, though you are too inexperienced to
-know. The whole thing was incompatibility--incompatibility of temper,
-and of ideas, and of tastes, and of fortune even. I could not, you may
-suppose, accept advantages purchased with my predecessor’s money, or
-take the good of his rank through my wife; and she would not come down
-in the world to my means and to my name. It was an utter mistake
-altogether. We should have understood each other beforehand. It was
-impossible that we could get on. But that was all. There was probably
-more talk about it than if there had been really more to talk about.”
-
-Frances rose up with a little start. “I think, perhaps,” she said, “I
-don’t want you to tell me any more.”
-
-“Well--perhaps you are right.” But he was startled by her quick
-movement. “I did not mean to say anything that could shock you. If you
-are to hear anything at all, the truth is what you must hear. But you
-must not blame me over-much, Frances. Your very impatience of what I
-have been saying will explain to you why I thought that to say
-nothing--as long as I could help it--was the best.”
-
-Her hand trembled a little as she lighted her candle, but she made no
-comment. “Good night, papa. To-morrow it will all seem different.
-Everything is strange to-night.”
-
-He put his hands upon her shoulders and looked down into the little
-serious face, the face that had never been so serious before. “Don’t
-think any worse of me, Frances, than you can help.”
-
-Her eyes opened wider with astonishment.
-
-“Think of you, worse---- But, papa, I am not thinking of you at all,”
-she said, simply; “I am thinking of _it_.”
-
-Waring had gone through a number of depressing and humbling experiences
-during the course of the evening, but this was the unkindest of all--and
-it was so natural. Frances was no critic. She was not thinking of his
-conduct, which was the first thing in his mind, but of IT, the
-revelation which had been made to her. He might have perceived that, or
-divined it, if he had not been occupied by this idea, which did not
-occupy her at all--the thought of how he personally had come through the
-business. He gave a little faltering laugh at himself as he stooped and
-kissed her. “That’s all right,” he said. “Good night; but don’t let IT
-interfere with your sleep. To-morrow everything will look different, as
-you say.”
-
-Frances turned away with her light in her hand; but before she had
-reached the door, returned again. “I think I ought to tell you, papa,
-that I am sure the Durants know. They said a number of strange things to
-me yesterday, which I think I understand now. If you don’t mind, I would
-rather let them suppose that I knew all the time; otherwise, it looks
-as if you thought you could not trust me.”
-
-“I could trust you,” he said, with a little fervour,--“my dear child, my
-dear little girl--I would trust you with my life.”
-
-Was there a faint smile in the little girl’s limpid simple eyes? He
-thought so, and it disconcerted him strangely. She made no response to
-that protestation, but with a little nod of her head went away. Waring
-sat down at the table again, and began to think it all over from the
-beginning. He was sore and aching, like a man who has fallen from a
-height. He had fallen from the pedestal on which, to Frances, he had
-stood all these years. She might not be aware of it even--but he was.
-And he had fallen from those Elysian fields of peace in which he had
-been dwelling for so long. They had not, perhaps, seemed very Elysian
-while he was secure of their possession. They had been monotonous in
-their stillness, and wearied his soul. But now that he looked back upon
-them, a new cycle having begun, they seemed to him like the very home
-of peace. He had not done anything to forfeit this tranquillity; and yet
-it was over, and he stood once more on the edge of an agitated and
-disturbed life. He was a man who could bear monotony, who liked his own
-way, yet liked that bondage of habit which is as hard as iron to some
-souls. He liked to do the same things at the same time day after day,
-and to be undisturbed in doing them. But now all his quiet was over.
-Constance would have a thousand requirements such as Frances had never
-dreamed of; and her brother no doubt would soon turn up--that
-step-brother whom Waring had never been able to tolerate even when he
-was a child. She might even come Herself--who could tell?
-
-When this thought crossed his mind, he got up hastily and left the
-_salone_, leaving the lamp burning, as Domenico found it next morning,
-to his consternation--a symbol of Chaos come again--burning in the
-daylight. Mr Waring almost fled to his room and locked his door in the
-horror of that suggestion. And this was not only because the prospect
-of such a visit disturbed him beyond measure, but because he had not yet
-made a clean breast of it. Frances did not yet know all.
-
-Frances for her part went to the blue room, and opened the _persiani_,
-and sat looking out upon the moonlight for some time before she went to
-bed. The room was bare; she missed her pictures, which Constance had
-taken no notice of--the Madonna that had been above her head for so many
-years, and which had vaguely appeared to her as a symbol of the mother
-who had never existed in her life. Now there seemed less need for the
-Madonna. The bare walls had pictures all over them--pictures of a new
-life. In imagination, no one is shy, or nervous, or strange. She let the
-new figures move about her freely, and delighted herself with familiar
-pictures of them and the changes that must accompany them. She was not
-like her father, afraid of changes. She thought of the new people, the
-new combinations, the quickened life: and the thought made her smile.
-They would come, and she would make the house gay and bright to receive
-them. Perhaps some time, surrounded by this new family that belonged to
-her, she might even be taken “home.” The thought was delightful
-notwithstanding the thrill of excitement in it. But still there was
-something which Frances did not know.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-
-“What is this I hear about Waring?” said General Gaunt, walking out upon
-the loggia, where the Durants were sitting, on the same memorable
-afternoon on which all that has been above related occurred. The General
-was dressed in loosely fitting light-coloured clothes. It was one of the
-recommendations of the Riviera to him that he could wear out there all
-his old Indian clothes, which would have been useless to him at home. He
-was a very tall old man, very yellow, nay, almost greenish in the
-complexion, extremely spare, with a fine old white moustache, which had
-an immense effect upon his brown face. The well-worn epigram might be
-adapted in his case to say that nobody ever was so fierce as the General
-looked; and yet he was at bottom rather a mild old man, and had never
-hurt anybody, except the sepoys in the Mutiny, all his life. His head
-was covered with a broad light felt hat, which, soft as it was, took an
-aggressive cock when he put it on. He held his gloves dangling from his
-hand with the air of having been in too much haste to put them to their
-proper use. And his step, as he stepped off the carpet upon the marble
-of the loggia, sounded like that of an alert officer who has just heard
-that the enemy has made a reconnaissance in force two miles off, and
-that there is no time to lose. “What is this I hear about Waring?” he
-said.
-
-“Yes, indeed!” cried Mrs Durant.
-
-“It is a most remarkable story,” said his Reverence, shaking his head.
-
-“But what is it?” asked the General. “I found Mrs Gaunt almost crying
-when I went in. What she said was, ‘Charles, we have been nourishing a
-viper in our bosoms.’ I am not addicted to metaphor, and I insisted upon
-plain English; and then it all came out. She told me Waring was an
-impostor, and had been taking us all in; that some old friend of his had
-been here, and had told you. Is that true?”
-
-“My dear!” said Mr Durant in a tone of remonstrance.
-
-“Well, Henry! you never said it was to be kept a secret. It could not
-possibly be kept a secret--so few of us here, and all so intimate.”
-
-“Then he is an impostor?” said General Gaunt.
-
-“Oh, my dear General, that’s too strong a word. Henry, you had better
-tell the General, your own way.”
-
-The old clergyman had been shaking his head all the time. He was dying
-to tell all that he knew, yet he could not but improve the occasion.
-“Oh, ladies, ladies!” he said, “when there is anything to be told, the
-best of women is not to be trusted. But, General, our poor friend is no
-impostor. He never said he was a widower.”
-
-“It’s fortunate we’ve none of us girls----” the General began; then with
-a start, “I forgot Miss Tasie; but she’s a girl--a girl in ten
-thousand,” he added, with a happy inspiration. Tasie, who was still
-seated behind the teacups, give him a smile in reply.
-
-“Poor dear Mr Waring,” she said, “whether he is a widower or has a
-wife, it does not matter much. Nobody can call Mr Waring a flirt. He
-might be any one’s grandfather from his manner. I cannot see that it
-matters a bit.”
-
-“Not so far as we are concerned, thank heaven!” said her mother, with
-the air of one whose dear child has escaped a danger. “But I don’t think
-it is quite respectable for one of our small community to have a wife
-alive and never to let any one know.”
-
-“I understand, a most excellent woman; besides being a person of rank,”
-said Mr Durant. “It has disturbed me very much--though, happily, as my
-wife says, from no private motive.” Here the good man paused, and gave
-vent to a sigh of thankfulness, establishing the impression that his
-ingenuous Tasie had escaped as by a miracle from Waring’s wiles; and
-then he continued, “I think some one should speak to him on the subject.
-He ought to understand that now it is known, public opinion requires----
-Some one should tell him----”
-
-“There is no one so fit as a clergyman,” the General said.
-
-“That is true, perhaps, in the abstract; but with our poor friend----
-There are some men who will not take advice from a clergyman.”
-
-“O Henry! do him justice. He has never shown anything but respect to
-you.”
-
-“I should say that a man of the world, like the General----”
-
-“Oh, not I,” cried the General, getting up hurriedly. “No, thank you; I
-never interfere with any man’s affairs. That’s your business, Padre.
-Besides, I have no daughter: whether he is married or not is nothing to
-me.”
-
-“Nor to us, heaven be praised!” said Mrs Durant; and then she added, “It
-is not for ourselves; it is for poor little Frances, a girl that has
-never known a mother’s care! How much better for her to be with her
-mother, and properly introduced into society, than living in that
-hugger-mugger way, without education, without companions! If it were not
-for Tasie, the child would never see a creature near her own age.”
-
-“And I am much older than Frances,” said Tasie, rather to heighten the
-hardship of the situation than from any sense that this was true.
-
-“Decidedly the Padre ought to talk to him,” said the Anglo-Indian. “He
-ought to be made to feel that everybody at the station---- Wife all
-right, do you know? Bless me! if the wife is all right, what does the
-man mean? Why can’t they quarrel peaceably, and keep up appearances, as
-we all do?”
-
-“Oh no--not all; _we_ never quarrel.”
-
-“Not for a long time, my love.”
-
-“Henry, you may trust to my memory. Not for about thirty years. We had a
-little disagreement then about where we were to go for the summer. Oh, I
-remember it well--the agony it cost me! Don’t say ‘as we _all_ do,’
-General, for it would not be true.”
-
-“You are a pair of old turtle-doves,” quoth the General. “All the more
-reason why you should talk to him, Padre. Tell him he’s come among us on
-false pretences, not knowing the damage he might have done. I always
-thought he was a queer hand to have the education of a little girl.”
-
-“He taught her Latin; and that woman of theirs, Mariuccia, taught her to
-knit. That’s all she knows. And her mother all the time in such a fine
-position, able to do anything for her! Oh, it is of Frances I think
-most!”
-
-“It is quite evident,” said the General, “that Mr Durant must
-interfere.”
-
-“I think it very likely I shall do no good. A man of the world, a man
-like that----”
-
-“There is no such great harm about the man.”
-
-“And he is very good to Frances,” said Tasie, almost under her breath.
-
-“I daresay he meant no harm,” said the General, “if that is all. Only,
-he should be warned; and if anything can be done for Frances---- It is a
-pity she should see nobody, and never have a chance of establishing
-herself in life.”
-
-“She ought to be introduced into society,” said Mrs Durant. “As for
-establishing herself in life, that is in the hands of Providence,
-General. It is not to be supposed that such an idea ever enters into a
-girl’s mind--unless it is put there, which is so often the case.”
-
-“The General means,” said Tasie, “that seeing people would make her more
-fit to be a companion for her papa. Frances is a dear girl; but it is
-quite true--she is wanting in conversation. They often sit a whole
-evening together and scarcely speak.”
-
-“She is a nice little thing,” said the General, energetically--“I always
-thought so; and never was at a dance, I suppose, or a junketing of any
-description, in her life. To be sure, we are all old duffers in this
-place. The Padre should interfere.”
-
-“If I could see it was my duty,” said Mr Durant.
-
-“I know what you mean,” said General Gaunt. “I’m not too fond of
-interference myself. But when a man has concealed his antecedents, and
-they have been found out. And then the little girl----”
-
-“Yes: it is Frances I think of most,” said Mr Durant.
-
-It was at last settled among them that it was clearly the clergyman’s
-business to interfere. He had been tolerably certain to begin with, but
-he liked the moral support of what he called a consensus of opinion. Mr
-Durant was not so reluctant as he professed to be. He had not much scope
-for those social duties which, he was of opinion, were not the least
-important of a clergyman’s functions; and though there was a little
-excitement in the uncertainty from Sunday to Sunday how many people
-would be at church, what the collection would be, and other varying
-circumstances, yet the life of the clergyman at Bordighera was
-monotonous, and a little variety was welcome. In other chaplaincies
-which Mr Durant had held, he had come in contact with various romances
-of real life. These were still the days of gaming, when every German
-bath had its _tapis vert_ and its little troup of tragedies. But the
-Riviera was very tranquil, and Bordighera had just been found out by the
-invalid and the pleasure-seeker. It was monotonous: there had been few
-deaths, even among the visitors, which are always varieties in their way
-for the clergyman, and often are the means of making acquaintances both
-useful and agreeable to himself and his family. But as yet there had not
-even been many deaths. This gave great additional excitement to what is
-always exciting, for a small community--the cropping up under their very
-noses, in their own immediate circle, of a mystery, of a discovery
-which afforded boundless opportunity for talk. The first thing naturally
-that had affected Mr and Mrs Durant was the miraculous escape of Tasie,
-to whom Mr Waring _might_ have made himself agreeable, and whose peace
-of mind might have been affected, for anything that could be said to the
-contrary. They said to each other that it was a hair-breadth escape;
-although it had not occurred previously to any one that any sort of
-mutual attraction between Mr Waring and Tasie was possible.
-
-And then the other aspects of the case became apparent. Mr Durant felt
-now that to pass it over, to say nothing about the matter, to allow
-Waring to suppose that everything was as it had always been, was
-impossible. He and his wife had decided this without the intervention of
-General Gaunt; but when the General appeared--the only other permanent
-pillar of society in Bordighera--then there arose that consensus which
-made further steps inevitable. Mrs Gaunt looked in later, after dinner,
-in the darkening; and she, too, was of opinion that something must be
-done. She was affected to tears by the thought of that mystery in their
-very midst, and of what the poor (unknown) lady must have suffered,
-deserted by her husband, and bereft of her child. “He might at least
-have left her her child,” she said, with a sob; and she was fully of
-opinion that he should be spoken to without delay, and that they should
-not rest till Frances had been restored to her mother. She thought it
-was “a duty” on the part of Mr Durant to interfere. The consensus was
-thus unanimous; there was not a dissentient voice in the entire
-community. “We will sleep upon it,” Mr Durant said. But the morning
-brought no further light. They were all agreed more strongly than ever
-that Waring ought to be spoken to, and that it was undeniably a duty for
-the clergyman to interfere.
-
-Mr Durant accordingly set out before it was too late, before the mid-day
-breakfast, which is the coolest and calmest moment of the day, the time
-for business, before social intercourse is supposed to begin. He was
-very carefully brushed from his hat to his shoes, and was indeed a very
-agreeable example of a neat old clerical gentleman. Ecclesiastical
-costume was much more easy in those days. It was before the era of long
-coats and soft hats, when a white tie was the one incontrovertible sign
-of the clergyman who did not think of calling himself a priest. He was
-indeed, having been for a number of years located in Catholic countries,
-very particular not to call himself a priest, or to condescend to any
-garb which could recall the _soutane_ and three-cornered hat of the
-indigenous clergy. His black clothes were spotless, but of the ordinary
-cut, perhaps a trifle old-fashioned. But yet neither _soutane_ nor
-_berretta_ could have made it more evident that Mr Durant, setting out
-with an ebony stick and black gloves, was an English clergyman going
-mildly but firmly to interfere. Had he been met with in the wilds of
-Africa, even there mistake would have been impossible. In his serious
-eye, in the aspect of the corners of his mouth, in a certain air of
-gentle determination diffused over his whole person, this was apparent.
-It made a great impression upon Domenico when he opened the door. After
-what had happened yesterday, Domenico felt that anything might happen.
-“Lo, this man’s brow, like to a title leaf, foretells the nature of the
-tragic volume,” he said to Mariuccia--at least if he did not use these
-words, his meaning was the same. He ushered the English pastor into the
-room which Mr Waring occupied as a library, with bated breath. “Master
-is going to catch it,” was what, perhaps, a light-minded Cockney might
-have said. But Domenico was a serious man, and did not trifle.
-
-Waring’s library was, like all the rooms of his suite, an oblong room,
-with three windows and as many doors, opening into the dining-room on
-one hand, and the ante-room on the other. It had the usual
-indecipherable fresco on the roof, and the walls on one side were half
-clothed with bookcases. Not a very large collection of books, and yet
-enough to make a pretty show, with their old gilding, and the dull white
-of the vellum in which so many were bound. It was a room in which he
-spent the most of his time, and it had been made comfortable according
-to the notions of comfort prevailing in these regions. There was a
-square of carpet under his writing-table. His chair was a large old
-_fauteuil_, covered with faded damask; and curtains, also faded, were
-festooned over all the windows and doors. The _persiani_ were shut to
-keep out the sun, and the cool atmosphere had a greenish tint. Waring,
-however, did not look so peaceful as his room. He sat with his chair
-pushed away from the table, reading what seemed to be a novel. He had
-the air of a man who had taken refuge there from some embarrassment or
-annoyance; not the tranquil look of a man occupied in so-called studies
-needing leisure, with his note-books at hand, and pen and ink within
-reach. Such a man is usually very glad to be interrupted in the midst of
-his self-imposed labours, and Waring’s first movement was one of
-satisfaction. He threw down the book, with an apology for having ever
-taken it up in the half-ashamed, half-violent way in which he got rid of
-it. Don’t suppose I care for such rubbish, his gesture seemed to say.
-But the aspect of Mr Durant changed his look of welcome. He rose
-hurriedly, and gave his visitor a chair. “You are early out,” he said.
-
-“Yes; the morning, I find, is the best time. Even after the sun is down,
-it is never so fresh in the evening. Especially for business, I find it
-the best time.”
-
-“That means, I suppose,” said Waring, “that your visit this morning
-means business, and not mere friendship, as I had supposed?”
-
-“Friendship always, I hope,” said the tidy old clergyman, smoothing his
-hat with his hand; “but I don’t deny it is something more serious:
-a--a--question I want to ask you, if you don’t mind----”
-
-Just at this moment, in the next room there rose a little momentary and
-pleasant clamour of voices and youthful laughter; two voices
-certainly--Frances and another. This made Mr Durant prick up his ears.
-“You have--visitors?” he said.
-
-“Yes. I will answer to the best of my ability,” said Waring, with a
-smile.
-
-Now was the time when Mr Durant realised the difficult nature of his
-mission. At home in his own house, especially in the midst of the
-consensus of opinion, with everybody encouraging him and pressing upon
-him the fact that it was “a duty,” the matter seemed easy enough. But
-when he found himself in Waring’s house, looking a man in the face with
-whose concerns he had really no right to interfere, and who had not at
-all the air of a man ready to be brought to the confessional, Mr
-Durant’s confidence failed him. He faltered a little; he looked at his
-very unlikely penitent, and then he looked at the hat which he was
-turning round in his hands, but which gave him no courage. Then he
-cleared his throat. “The question is--quite a simple one,” he said.
-“There can be no doubt of your ability--to answer. I am sure you will
-forgive me if I say, to begin with----”
-
-“One moment. Is this question--which seems to trouble you--about my
-affairs or yours?”
-
-Mr Durant’s clear complexion betrayed something like a flush. “That is
-just what I want to explain. You will acknowledge, my dear Waring, that
-you have been received here--well, there is not very much in our
-power--but with every friendly feeling, every desire to make you one of
-us.”
-
-“All this preface shows me that it is I who have been found wanting.
-You are quite right; you have been most hospitable and kind--to myself,
-almost too much so; to my daughter, you have given all the society she
-has ever known.”
-
-“I am glad, truly glad, that you think we have done our part. My dear
-friend, was it right, then, when we opened our arms to you so
-unsuspectingly, to come among us in a false character--under false
-colours?”
-
-“Stop!” said Waring, growing pale. “This is going a little too far. I
-suppose I understand what you mean. Mannering, who calls himself my old
-friend, has been here; and as he could not hold his tongue if his life
-depended upon it, he has told you---- But why you should accuse me of
-holding a false position, of coming under false colours--which was what
-you said----”
-
-“Waring!” said the clergyman, in a voice of mild thunder, “did you never
-think, when you came here, comparatively a young, and--well, still a
-good-looking man--did you never think that there might be some
-susceptible heart--some woman’s heart----”
-
-“Good heavens!” cried Waring, starting to his feet, “I never supposed
-for a moment----”
-
-“----Some young creature,” Mr Durant continued, solemnly, “whom it
-might be my duty and your duty to guard from deception; but who
-naturally, taking you for a widower----”
-
-Waring’s countenance of horror was unspeakable. He stood up before his
-table like a little boy who was about to be caned. Exclamations of
-dismay fell unconsciously from his lips. “Sir! I never thought----”
-
-Mr Durant paused to contemplate with pleasure the panic he had caused.
-He put down his hat and rubbed together his little fat white hands. “By
-the blessing of Providence,” he said, drawing a long breath, “that
-danger has been averted. I say it with thankfulness. We have been
-preserved from any such terrible result. But had things been differently
-ordered--think, only think! and be grateful to Providence.”
-
-The answer which Waring made to this speech was to burst into a fit of
-uncontrollable laughter. He seemed incapable of recovering his gravity.
-As soon as he paused, exhausted, to draw breath, he was off again. The
-suggestion, when it ceased to be horrible, became ludicrous beyond
-description. He quavered forth “I beg your pardon” between the fits,
-which Mr Durant did not at all like. He sat looking on at the hilarity
-very gravely without a smile.
-
-“I did not expect so much levity,” he said.
-
-“I beg your pardon,” cried the culprit, with tears running down his
-cheeks. “Forgive me. If you will recollect that the character of a gay
-Lothario is the last one in the world----”
-
-“It is not necessary to be a gay Lothario,” returned the clergyman.
-“Really, if this is to continue, it will be better that I should
-withdraw. Laughter was the last thing I intended to produce.”
-
-“It is not a bad thing, and it is not an indulgence I am given to. But I
-think, considering what a very terrible alternative you set before me,
-we may be very glad it has ended in laughter. Mr Durant,” continued
-Waring, “you have only anticipated an explanation I intended to make.
-Mannering is an ass.”
-
-“I am sure he is a most respectable member of society,” said Mr Durant,
-with much gravity.
-
-“So are many asses. I have some one else to present to you, who is very
-unlike Mannering, but who betrays me still more distinctly. Constance, I
-want you here.”
-
-The old clergyman gazed, not believing his eyes, as there suddenly
-appeared in the doorway the tall figure of a girl who had never been
-seen as yet in Bordighera--a girl who was very simply dressed, yet who
-had an air which the old gentleman, acquainted, as he flattered himself,
-with the air of fine people, could not ignore. She stood with a careless
-grace, returning slightly, not without a little of that impertinence of
-a fine lady which is so impressive to the crowd, his salutation. “Did
-you want me, papa?” she quietly asked.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-
-The revelation which thus burst upon Mr Durant was known throughout the
-length and breadth of Bordighera, as that good man said, before the day
-was out. The expression was not so inappropriate as might be at first
-supposed, considering the limited society to which the fact that Mr
-Waring had a second daughter was of any particular interest; for the
-good chaplain’s own residence was almost at the extremity of the Marina,
-and General Gaunt’s on the highest point of elevation among the olive
-gardens; while the only other English inhabitants were in the hotels
-near the beach, and consisted of a landlady, a housekeeper, and the
-highly respectable person who had charge of the stables at the Bellevue.
-This little inferior world was respectfully interested but not excited
-by the new arrival.
-
-But to Mrs Durant and Tasie it was an event of the first importance; and
-Mrs Gaunt was at first disposed to believe that it was a revelation of
-further wickedness, and that there was no telling where these
-discoveries might end. “We shall be hearing that he has a son next,” she
-said. They had a meeting in the afternoon to talk it over; and it really
-did appear at first that the new disclosure enhanced the enormity of the
-first--for, naturally, the difference between a widower and a married
-man is aggravated by the discovery that the deceiver pretending to have
-only one child has really “a family.” At the first glance the ladies
-were all impressed by this; though afterwards, when they began to think
-of it, they were obliged to admit that the conclusion perhaps was not
-very well founded. And when it turned out that Frances and the new-comer
-were twins, that altogether altered the question, and left them, though
-they were by no means satisfied, without anything further to say.
-
-While all this went on outside the Palazzo, there was much going on
-within it that was calculated to produce difficulty and embarrassment.
-Mr Waring, with a consciousness that he was acting a somewhat cowardly
-part, ran away from it altogether, and shut himself up in his library,
-and left his daughters to make acquaintance with each other as they best
-could. He was, as has been said, by no means sufficiently at his ease to
-return to what he called his studies, the ordinary occupations of his
-life. He had run away, and he knew it. He went so far as to turn the key
-in one door, so that, whatever happened, he could only be invaded from
-one side, and sat down uneasily in the full conviction that from moment
-to moment he might be called upon to act as interpreter or peacemaker,
-or to explain away difficulties. He did not understand women, but only
-his wife, from whom he had taken various prejudices on the subject;
-neither did he understand girls, but only Frances, whom, indeed, he
-ought to have known better than to suppose, either that she was likely
-to squabble with her sister, or call him in to mediate or explain.
-Frances was not at all likely to do either of these things; and he knew
-that, yet lived in a vague dread, and did not even sit comfortably on
-his chair, and tried to distract his mind with a novel--which was the
-condition in which he was found by Mr Durant. The clergyman’s visit did
-him a little good, giving him at once a grievance and an object of
-ridicule. During the rest of the day he was so far distracted from his
-real difficulties as to fall from time to time into fits of secret
-laughter over the idea of having been in all unconsciousness a source of
-danger for Tasie. He had never been a gay Lothario, as he said; but to
-have run the risk of destroying Tasie’s peace of mind was beyond his
-wildest imagination. He longed to confide it to somebody, but there was
-no one with whom he could share the fun. Constance perhaps might have
-understood; but Frances! He relapsed into gravity when he thought of
-Frances. It was not the kind of ludicrous suggestion which would amuse
-her.
-
-Meanwhile the girls, who were such strangers to each other, yet so
-closely bound by nature, were endeavouring to come to a knowledge of
-each other by means which were much more subtle than any explanation
-their father could have supplied; so that he might, if he had understood
-them better, have been entirely at his ease on this point. As a matter
-of fact, though Constance was the cleverer of the two, it was Frances
-who advanced most quickly in her investigations, for the excellent
-reason that it was Constance who talked, while Frances, for the most
-part having nothing at all interesting to say of herself, held her
-peace. Frances had been awakened at an unusually late hour in the
-morning--for the agitation of the night had abridged her sleep at the
-other end--by the sounds of mirth which accompanied the first dialogue
-between her new sister and Mariuccia. The Italian which Constance knew
-was limited, but it was of a finer quality than any with which Mariuccia
-was acquainted; yet still they came to some sort of understanding, and
-both repudiated the efforts of Frances to explain. And from that moment
-Constance had kept the conversation in her hands. She did not chatter,
-nor was there any appearance of loquacity in her; but Frances had lived
-much alone, and had been taught not to disturb her father when she was
-with him, so that it was more her habit to be talked to than to talk.
-She did not even ask many questions--they were scarcely necessary; for
-Constance, as was natural, was full of herself and of her motives for
-the step she had taken. These revelations gave Frances new lights almost
-at every word.
-
-“You always knew, then, about--us?” Frances said. She had intended to
-say “about me,” but refrained, with mingled modesty and pride.
-
-“Oh, certainly. Mamma always writes, you know, at Christmas, if not
-oftener. We did not know you were here. It was Markham who found out
-that. Markham is the most active-minded fellow in the world. Papa does
-not much like him. I daresay you have never heard anything very
-favourable of him; but that is a mistake. We knew pretty well about you.
-Mamma used to ask that you should write, since there was no reason why,
-at your age, you should not speak for yourself; but you never did. I
-suppose he thought it better not.”
-
-“I suppose so.”
-
-“I should not myself have been restrained by that,” said Constance. “I
-think very well on the whole of papa; but obedience of that sort at our
-age is too much. I should not have obeyed him. I should have told him
-that in such a matter I must judge for myself. However, if one learns
-anything as one grows up,” said this young philosopher, “it is that no
-two people are alike. I suppose that was not how the subject presented
-itself to you?”
-
-Frances made no reply. She wondered what she would have said had she
-been told to write to an unknown mother. Ought she to do so now? The
-idea was a very strange one to her mind, and yet what could be more
-natural? It was with a sense of precipitate avoidance of a subject which
-must be contemplated fully at an after-period, that she said hurriedly,
-“I have never written letters. It did not come into my head.”
-
-“Ah!” said Constance, looking at her with a sort of impartial scrutiny.
-Then she added, with a sequence of thoughts which it was not difficult
-to follow, “Don’t you think it is very odd that you and I should be the
-same age?”
-
-Frances felt herself grow red, and the water came to her eyes. She
-looked wistfully at the other, who was so much more advanced than she
-felt herself to be. “I suppose--we ought to have been like each other,”
-she said.
-
-“We are not, however, a bit. You are like mamma. I don’t know whether
-you are like her in mind--but on the outside. And I am like _him_. It is
-very funny. It shows that one has these peculiarities from one’s birth;
-it couldn’t be habit or association, as people say, for I have never
-been with him--neither have you with mamma. I suppose he is very
-independent-minded, and does what he likes without thinking? So do I.
-And you consider what other people will say, and how it will look, and a
-thousand things.”
-
-It did not seem to Frances that this was the case; but she was not at
-all in the habit of studying herself, and made no protest. Did she
-consider very much what other people would say? Perhaps it was true. She
-had been obliged, she reflected, to consider what Mariuccia would say;
-so that probably Constance was right.
-
-“It was Markham that discovered you, after all, as I told you. He is
-invaluable; he never forgets; and if you want to find anything out, he
-will take any amount of trouble. I may as well tell you why I left home.
-If we are going to live together as sisters, we ought to make confidants
-of each other; and if you have to go, you can take my part. Well, then!
-You must know there is a man in it. They say you should always ask, ‘Who
-is She?’ when there is a row between men; and I am sure it is just as
-natural to ask, ‘Who is He?’ when a girl gets into a scrape.”
-
-The language, the tone, the meaning, were all new to Frances. She did
-not know anything about it. When there is a row between men; when a girl
-gets into a scrape: the one and the other were equally far from her
-experience. She felt herself blush, though she scarcely knew why. She
-shook her head when Constance added, though rather as a remark than as
-a question, “Don’t you know? Oh, well; I did not mean, have you any
-personal experience, but as a general principle? The man in this case
-was well enough. Papa said, when I told him, that it was quite right;
-that I had better have made up my mind without making a fuss; that he
-would have advised me so, if he had known. But I will never allow that
-this is a point upon which any one can judge for you. Mamma pressed me
-more than a mother has any right to do--to a person of my age.”
-
-“But, Constance, eighteen is not so very old.”
-
-“Eighteen is the age of reason,” said the girl, somewhat imperiously;
-then she paused and added--“in most cases, when one has been much in the
-world, like me. Besides, it is like the middle ages when your mother
-thinks she can make you do what she pleases and marry as she likes. That
-must be one’s own affair. I must say that I thought papa would take my
-part more strongly, for they have always been so much opposed. But after
-all, though he is not in harmony with her, still the parents’ side is
-his side.”
-
-“Did you not like--the gentleman?” said Frances. Nothing could be more
-modest than this question, and yet it brought the blood to her face. She
-had never heard the ordinary _badinage_ on this subject, or thought of
-love with anything but awe and reverence, as a mystery altogether beyond
-her and out of discussion. She did not look at her sister as she put the
-question. Constance lay back in the long wicker-work chair, well lined
-with cushions, which was her father’s favourite seat, with her hands
-clasped behind her head, in one of those attitudes of complete _abandon_
-which Frances had been trained to think impossible to a girl.
-
-“Did I like--the gentleman? I did not think that question could ever
-again be put to me in an original way. I see now what is the good of a
-sister. Mamma and Markham and all my people had such a different way of
-looking at it. You must know that _that_ is not the first question,
-whether you like the man. As for that, I liked him--well enough. There
-was nothing to--dislike in him.”
-
-Frances turned her eyes to her sister’s face with something like
-reproach. “I may not have used the right word. I have never spoken on
-such subjects before.”
-
-“I have always been told that men are dreadful prudes,” said Constance.
-“I suppose papa has brought you up to think that such things must never
-be spoken of. I’ll tell you what is original about it. I have been asked
-if he was not rich enough, if he was not handsome enough, if it was
-because he had no title: and I have been asked if I loved him, which was
-nonsense. I could answer all that; but you I can’t answer. Don’t I like
-him? I was not going to be persecuted about him. It was Markham who put
-this into my head. ‘Why don’t you go to your father,’ he said, ‘if you
-won’t hear reason? He is just the sort of person to understand you, if
-we don’t.’ So, then, I took them at their word. I came off--to papa.”
-
-“Does Markham dislike papa? I mean, doesn’t he think----”
-
-“I know what you mean. They don’t think that papa has good sense. They
-think him romantic, and all that. I have always been accustomed to
-think so too. But the curious thing is that he isn’t,” said Constance,
-with an injured air. “I suppose, however foolish one’s father may be for
-himself, he still feels that he must stand on the parents’ side.”
-
-“You speak,” said Frances, with a little indignation, “as if papa was
-likely to be against--his children; as if he were an enemy.”
-
-“Taking sides is not exactly being enemies,” said Constance. “We are
-each of our own faction, you know. It is like Whigs and Tories. The
-fathers and mothers side with each other, even though they may be quite
-different and not get on together. There is a kind of reason in it.
-Only, I have always heard so much of papa as unreasonable and unlike
-other people, that I never thought of him in that light. He would be
-just the same, though, except that for the present I am a stranger, and
-he feels bound to be civil to me. If it were not for his politeness, he
-is capable of being medieval too.”
-
-“I don’t know what medieval means,” said Frances, with much heat,
-indignant to hear her father thus spoken of as a subject for criticism.
-Perhaps she had criticised him in her time, as children use--but
-silently, not putting it into words, which makes a great difference. And
-besides, what one does one’s self in this way is quite another matter.
-As she looked at this girl, who was a stranger, though in some
-extraordinary way not a stranger, a momentary pang and impotent sudden
-rage against the web of strange circumstances in which she felt herself
-caught and bewildered, flamed up in her mild eyes and mind, unaccustomed
-to complications. Constance took no notice of this sudden passion.
-
-“It means bread and water,” she said, with a laugh, “and shutting up in
-one’s own room, and cutting off of all communication from without.
-Mamma, if she were driven to it, is quite capable of that. They all
-are--rather than give in; but as we are not living in the middle ages,
-they have to give in at last. Perhaps, if I had thought that what you
-may call his official character would be too strong for papa, I should
-have fought it out at home. But I thought he at least would be himself,
-and not a conventional parent. I am sure he has been a very queer sort
-of parent hitherto; but the moment a fight comes, he puts himself on his
-own side.”
-
-She gave forth these opinions very calmly, lying back in the long chair,
-with her hands clasped behind her head, and her eyes following
-abstractedly the lines of the French coast. The voice which uttered
-sentiments so strange to Frances was of the most refined and harmonious
-tones, low, soft, and clear. And the lines of her slim elastic figure,
-and of her perfectly appropriate dress, which combined simplicity and
-costliness, carelessness and consummate care, as only high art can,
-added to the effect of a beauty which was not beauty in any
-demonstrative sense, but rather harmony, ease, grace, fine health, fine
-training, and what, for want of a better word, we call blood. Not that
-the bluest blood in the world inevitably carries with it this perfection
-of tone; but Constance had the effect which a thoroughbred horse has
-upon the connoisseur. It would have detracted from the impression she
-made had there been any special point upon which the attention
-lingered--had her eyes, or her complexion, her hands, or her hair, or
-any individual trait, called for particular notice. But hers was not
-beauty of that description.
-
-Her sister, who was, so to speak, only a little rustic, sat and gazed at
-her in a kind of rapture. Her heart did not, as yet at least, go out
-towards this intruder into her life; her affections were as yet
-untouched; and her temper was a little excited, disturbed by the
-critical tone which her sister assumed, and the calm frankness with
-which she spoke. But though all these dissatisfied, almost hostile
-sentiments were in Frances’ mind, her eyes and attention were
-fascinated. She could not resist the influence which this external
-perfection of being produced upon her. It was only perhaps now in the
-full morning light, in the _abandon_ of this confidence and candour,
-which had none of the usual tenderness of confidential revelations, but
-rather a certain half-disdainful self-discovery which necessity
-demanded, that Frances fully perceived her sister’s gifts. Her own
-impatience, her little impulses of irritation and contradiction, died
-away in the wondering admiration with which she gazed. Constance showed
-no sign even of remarking the effect she produced. She said
-meditatively, dropping the words into the calm air without any apparent
-conception of novelty or wonder in them, “I wonder how you will like it
-when you have to go.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-
-Within the first few days, a great many of these conversations took
-place, and Frances gradually formed an idea to herself--not, perhaps,
-very like reality, but yet an idea--of the other life from which her
-sister had come. The chief figure in it was “mamma,” the mother with
-whom Constance was so carelessly familiar, and of whom she herself knew
-nothing at all. Frances did not learn from her sister’s revelations to
-love her mother. The effect was very different from that which, in such
-circumstances, might have been looked for. She came to look upon this
-unknown representative of “the parents’ side,” as Constance said, as
-upon a sort of natural opponent, one who understood but little and
-sympathised not at all with the younger, the other faction, the
-generation which was to succeed and replace her. Of this fact the other
-girl never concealed her easy conviction. The elders for the moment had
-the power in their hands, but by-and-by their day would be over. There
-was nothing unkind or cruel in this certainty; it was simply the course
-of nature: by-and-by their sway would be upset by the natural progress
-of events, and in the meantime it was modified by the other certainty,
-that if the young stood firm, the elders had no alternative but to give
-in. Altogether, it was evident the parents’ side was not the winning
-side; but all the same it had the power of annoying the other to a very
-great extent, and exercised this power with a selfishness which was
-sometimes brutal. Mamma, it was evident, had not considered Constance at
-all. She had taken her about into society for her own ends, not for her
-daughter’s pleasure: and, finally, she had formed a plan by which
-Constance was to be handed over to another proprietor without any
-consultation of her own wishes.
-
-The heart of Frances sank as she slowly identified this maternal image,
-so different from that which fancy and nature suggest. She tried to
-compare it with the image which she herself might in her turn have
-communicated of her father, had it been she who was the expositor. It
-frightened her to find, as she tried this experiment in her own mind,
-that the representation of papa would not have been much more
-satisfactory. She would have shown him as passing his time chiefly in
-his library, taking very little notice of her tastes and wishes,
-settling what was to be done, where to go, everything that was of any
-importance in their life, without at all taking into account what she
-wished. This she had always felt to be perfectly natural, and she had no
-feeling of a grievance in the matter; but supposing it to be necessary
-to tell the story to an ignorant person, what would that ignorant
-person’s opinion be? It gave her a great shock to perceive that the
-impression produced would also be one of harsh authority, indifferent,
-taking no note of the inclinations of those who were subject to it. That
-was how Constance would understand papa. It was not the case, and yet it
-would look so to one who did not know. Perceiving this, Frances came to
-feel that it might be natural to represent the world as consisting of
-two factions, parents and children. There was a certain truth in it. If
-there should happen to occur any question--which was impossible--between
-papa and herself, she felt sure that it would be very difficult for him
-to realise that she had a will of her own; and yet Frances was very
-conscious of having a will of her own.
-
-In this way she learned a great many things vaguely through the talk of
-her sister. She learned that balls and other entertainments, such as, to
-her inexperienced fancy, had seemed nothing but pleasure, were not in
-reality intended, at least as their first object, for pleasure at all.
-Constance spoke of them as things to which one must go. “We looked in
-for an hour,” she would say. “Mamma thinks she ought to have
-half-a-dozen places to go to every evening,” with a tone in which there
-was more sense of injury than pleasure. Then there was the mysterious
-question of love, which was at once so simple and so awful a matter, on
-which there could be no doubt or question: that, it appeared, was quite
-a complicated affair, in which the lover, the hero, was transferred into
-“the man,” whose qualities had to be discovered and considered, as if he
-were a candidate for a public office. All this bewildered Frances more
-than can be imagined or described. Her sister’s arrival, and the
-disclosures involved in it, had broken up to her all the known lines of
-heaven and earth; and now that everything had settled down again, and
-these lines were beginning once more to be apparent, Frances felt that
-though they were wider, they were narrower too. She knew a great deal
-more; but knowledge only made that appear hard and unyielding which had
-been elastic and infinite. The vague and imaginary were a great deal
-more lovely than this, which, according to her sister’s revelation, was
-the real and true.
-
-Another very curious experience for Frances occurred when Mrs Durant and
-Mrs Gaunt, as in duty bound, and moved with lively curiosity, came to
-call and make acquaintance with Mr Waring’s new daughter. Constance
-regarded these visitors with languid curiosity, only half rising from
-her chair to acknowledge her introduction to them, and leaving Frances
-to answer the questions which they thought it only civil to put. Did she
-like Bordighera?
-
-“Oh yes; well enough,” Constance replied.
-
-“My sister thinks the people not so picturesque as she expected,” said
-Frances.
-
-“But of course she felt the delightful difference in the climate?”
-People, Mrs Durant understood, were suffering dreadfully from east wind
-in London.
-
-“Ah! one doesn’t notice in town,” said Constance.
-
-“My sister is not accustomed to living without comforts and with so
-little furniture. You know that makes a great difference,” said her
-anxious expositor and apologist.
-
-And then there would ensue a long pause, which the new-comer did nothing
-at all to break: and then the conversation fell into the ordinary
-discussion of who was at church on Sunday, how many new people from the
-hotels, and how disgraceful it was that some who were evidently English
-should either poke into the Roman Catholic places or never go to church
-at all.
-
-“It comes to the same thing, indeed,” Mrs Durant said, indignantly; “for
-when they go to the native place of worship, they don’t understand. Even
-I, that have been so long on the Continent, I can’t follow the
-service.”
-
-“But papa can,” said Tasie.
-
-“Ah, papa--papa is much more highly educated than I could ever pretend
-to be; and besides, he is a theologian, and knows. There were quite
-half-a-dozen people, evidently English, whom I saw with my own eyes
-coming out of the chapel on the Marina. Oh, don’t say anything, Tasie! I
-think, in a foreign place, where the English have a character to keep
-up, it is quite a sin.”
-
-“You know, mamma, they think nobody knows them,” Tasie said.
-
-Mrs Gaunt did not care so much who attended church; but when she found
-that Constance had, as she told the General, “really nothing to say for
-herself,” she too dropped into her habitual mode of talk. She did her
-best in the first place to elicit the opinions of Constance about
-Bordighera and the climate, about how she thought Mr Waring looking, and
-if dear Frances was not far stronger than she used to be. But when these
-judicious inquiries failed of a response, Mrs Gaunt almost turned her
-back upon Constance. “I have had a letter from Katie, my dear,” she
-said.
-
-“Have you indeed? I hope she is quite well--and the babies?”
-
-“Oh, the babies; they are always well. But poor Katie, she has been a
-great sufferer. I told you she had a touch of fever, by last mail. Now
-it is her liver. You are never safe from your liver in India. She had
-been up to the hills, and there she met Douglas, who had gone to settle
-his wife and children. His wife is a poor little creature, always
-ailing; and their second boy---- But, dear me, I have not told you my
-great news! Frances--George is coming home! He is coming by Brindisi and
-Venice, and will be here directly. I told him I was sure all my kind
-neighbours would be so glad to see him; and it will be so nice for
-him--don’t you think?--to see Italy on his way.”
-
-“Oh, very nice,” said Frances. “And you must be very happy, both the
-General and you.”
-
-“The General does not say much, but he is just as happy as I am. Fancy!
-by next mail! in another week!” The poor lady dried her eyes, and added,
-laughing, sobbing, “Only think--in a week--my youngest boy!”
-
-“Do you mean to say,” said Constance, when Mrs Gaunt was gone, “that
-you have made them believe you care? Oh, that is exactly like mamma. She
-makes people think she is quite happy and quite miserable about their
-affairs, when she does not care one little bit! What is this woman’s
-youngest son to you?”
-
-“But she is---- I have been here all my life. I am glad that she should
-be happy,” cried Frances, suddenly placed upon her defence.
-
-When she thought of it, Mrs Gaunt’s youngest boy was nothing at all to
-her; nor did she care very much whether all the English in the hotels on
-the Marina went to church. But Mrs Gaunt was interested in the one, and
-the Durants in the other. And was it true what Constance said, that she
-was a humbug, that she was a deceiver, because she pretended to care?
-Frances was much confused by this question. There was something in it:
-perhaps it was true. She faltered as she replied, “Do you think it is
-wrong to sympathise? It is true that I don’t feel all that for myself.
-But still it is not false, for I do feel it for them--in a sort of a
-way.”
-
-“And that is all the society you have here? the clergywoman and the old
-soldier. And will they expect me, too, to feel for them--in a sort of a
-way?”
-
-“Dear Constance,” said Frances, in a pleading tone, “it could never be
-quite the same, you know; because you are a stranger, and I have known
-them ever since I was quite a little thing. They have all been very kind
-to me. They used to have me to tea; and Tasie would play with me; and
-Mrs Gaunt brought down all her Indian curiosities to amuse me. Oh, you
-don’t know how kind they are! I wonder, sometimes, when I see all the
-carved ivory things, and remember how they were taken out from under the
-glass shades for me, a little thing, how I didn’t break them, and how
-dear Mrs Gaunt could trust me with them! And then Tasie----”
-
-“Tasie! What a ridiculous name! But it suits her well enough. She must
-be forty, I should think.”
-
-“Her right name is Anastasia. She is called after the Countess of
-Denrara, who is her godmother,” said Frances, with great gravity. She
-had heard this explanation a great many times from Mrs Durant, and
-unconsciously repeated it in something of the same tone. Constance
-received this with a sudden laugh, and clapped her hands.
-
-“I didn’t know you were a mimic. That is capital. Do Tasie now. I am
-sure you can; and then we shall have got a laugh out of them at least.”
-
-“What do you mean?” asked Frances, growing pale. “Do you think I would
-laugh at them? When you know how really good they are----”
-
-“Oh yes; I suppose I shall soon know,” said Constance, opening her mouth
-in a yawn, which Frances thought would have been dreadful in any one
-else, but which, somehow, was rather pretty in her. Everything was
-rather pretty in her, even her little rudenesses and impertinences. “If
-I stay here, of course I shall have to be intimate with them, as you
-have been. And must I take a tender interest in the youngest boy? Let us
-see! He will be a young soldier probably, as his mother is an old one,
-and as he is coming from India. He will never have seen any one. He is
-bound to take one of us for a goddess, either you or me.”
-
-“Constance!” cried Frances, in her consternation raising her voice.
-
-“Well,” said her sister, “is there anything wonderful in that? We are
-very different types, and till we see the hero, we shall not be able to
-tell which he is likely to prefer. I see my way to a little diversion,
-if you will not be too puritanical, Fan. That never does a man any harm.
-It will rouse him up; it will give him something to think of. A place
-like this can’t have much amusement, even for a youngest boy. We shall
-make him enjoy himself. His mother will bless us. You know, everybody
-says it is part of education for a man.”
-
-Frances looked at her sister with eyes bewildered, somewhat horrified,
-full of disapproval; while Constance, roused still more by her sister’s
-horror than by the first mischievous suggestion which had awakened her
-from her indifference, laughed, and woke up into full animation. “We
-will go and return their visits,” she said, “and I will be sympathetic
-too. But you shall see, when I take up a part, I make much more of it
-than you do. I know who these people were who did not go to church.
-They were my people--the people I travelled with; and they shall go next
-Sunday, and Tasie’s heart shall rejoice. When we call, I will let them
-know that England, even at Bordighera, expects every man--and every
-woman, which is more to the purpose--and that their absence was
-remarked. They will never be absent again, Fan. And as for the other
-interest, I shall inquire all about Katie’s illnesses, and secure the
-very last intelligence about the youngest boy. She will show me his
-photograph. She will tell me stories of how he cut his first tooth. I
-wonder,” said Constance, suddenly pausing and falling back into the old
-languid tone, “whether you will take up my old ways, when you are with
-mamma.”
-
-“I shall never have it in my power to try,” said Frances. “Mamma will
-never want me.” She was a little shy of using that name.
-
-“Don’t you know the condition, then? I think you don’t half know our
-story. Papa behaved rather absurdly, but honestly too. When they
-separated, he settled that one of us should always be with her, and one
-of us with him. He had the right to have taken us both. Men have more
-rights than women. We belong to him, but we don’t belong to her. I don’t
-see the reason of it, but still that is law. He allowed her to have one
-of us always. I daresay he thought two little things like what we were
-then would have been a bore to him. At all events, that is how it was
-settled. Now it does not need much cleverness to see, that as I have
-left her, she will probably claim you. She will not let papa off
-anything he has promised. She likes a girl in the house. She will say,
-‘Send me Frances.’ I should like to hide behind a door or under a table,
-and see how you get on.”
-
-“I am sure you must be mistaken,” said Frances, much disturbed; “there
-was never any question about me.”
-
-“No; because I was there. Oh yes; there was often question of you. Mamma
-has a little picture of you as you were when you were taken away. It
-always hangs in her room; and when I had to be scolded, she used to
-apostrophise you. She used to say, ‘That little angel would never have
-done so-and-so.’ I did, for I was a little demon; so I rather hated
-you. She will send for you now; and I wonder if you will be a little
-angel still. I should like to see how you get on. But I shall be fully
-occupied here driving people to church, and making things pleasant for
-the old soldier’s youngest son.”
-
-“I wish you would not talk so wildly,” said Frances. “You are laughing
-at me all the time. You think I am such a simpleton, I will believe all
-you say. And indeed I am not clever enough to understand when you are
-laughing at me. All this is impossible. That I should take your place,
-and that you should take mine--oh, impossible!” cried Frances, with a
-sharper certainty than ever, as that last astounding idea made itself
-apparent: that Constance should order papa’s dinners and see after the
-mayonnaise, and guide Mariuccia--“oh, impossible!” she cried.
-
-“Nothing is impossible. You think I am not good enough to do the
-housekeeping for papa. I only hope you will _s’en tirer_ of the
-difficulties of my place, as I shall of yours. Be a kind girl, and write
-to me, and tell me how things go. I know what will happen. You will
-think everything charming at first; and then---- But don’t let Markham
-get hold of you. Markham is very nice. He is capital for getting you out
-of a scrape; but still, I should not advise you to be guided by him,
-especially as you are papa’s child, and he is not fond of papa.”
-
-“Please don’t say any more,” cried Frances. “I am not going--anywhere. I
-shall live as I have always done; but only more pleasantly from
-having--you.”
-
-“That is very pretty of you,” said Constance, turning round to look at
-her; “if you are sure you mean it, and that it is not only true--in a
-sort of a way. I am afraid I have been nothing but a bore, breaking in
-upon you like this. It would be nice if we could be together,” she
-added, very calmly, as if, however, no great amount of philosophy would
-be necessary to reconcile her to the absence of her sister. “It would be
-nice; but it will not be allowed. You needn’t be afraid, though, for I
-can give you a number of hints which will make it much easier. Mamma is
-a little--she is just a little--but I should think you would get on
-with her. You look so young, for one thing. She will begin your
-education over again, and she likes that; and then you are like her,
-which will give you a great pull. It is very funny to think of it; it is
-like a transformation scene; but I daresay we shall both get on a great
-deal better than you think. For my part, I never was the least afraid.”
-
-With this, Constance sank into her chair again, and resumed the book she
-had been reading, with that perfect composure and indifference which
-filled Frances with admiration and dismay.
-
-It was with difficulty that Frances herself kept her seat or her
-self-command at all. She had been drawing, making one of those
-innumerable sketches which could be made from the loggia: now of a peak
-among the mountains; now of the edge of foam on the blue, blue margin of
-the sea; now of an olive, now of a palm. Frances had a consistent
-conscientious way of besieging Nature, forcing her day by day to render
-up the secret of another tint, another shadow. It was thus she had come
-to the insight which had made her father acknowledge that she was
-“growing up.” But to-day her hand had no cunning. Her pulses beat so
-tumultuously that her pencil shared the agitation, and fluttered too.
-She kept still as long as she could, and spoiled a piece of paper, which
-to Frances, with very little money to lose, was something to be thought
-of. And when she had accomplished this, and added to her excitement the
-disagreeable and confusing effect of failure in what she was doing,
-Frances got up abruptly and took refuge in the household concerns, in
-directions about the dinner, and consultations with Mariuccia, who was
-beginning to be a little jealous of the signorina’s absorption in her
-new companion. “If the young lady is indeed your sister, it is natural
-she should have a great deal of your attention; but not even for that
-does one desert one’s old friends,” Mariuccia said, with a little
-offended dignity.
-
-Frances felt, with a sinking of the heart, that her sister’s arrival had
-been to her perhaps less an unmixed pleasure than to any of the
-household. But she did not say so. She made no exhibition of the
-trouble in her bosom, which even the consultations over the mayonnaise
-did not allay. That familiar duty indeed soothed her for the moment. The
-question was whether it should be made with chicken or fish--a very
-important matter. But though this did something to relieve her, the
-culinary effort did not last. To think of being sent away into that new
-world in which Constance had been brought up--to leave everything she
-knew--to meet “mamma,” whose name she whispered to herself almost
-trembling, feeling as if she took a liberty with a stranger,--all this
-was bewildering, wonderful, and made her heart beat and her head ache.
-It was not altogether that the anticipation was painful. There was a
-flutter of excitement in it which was almost delight; but it was an
-alarmed delight, which shook her nerves as much as if it had been
-unmixed terror. She could not compose herself into indifference as
-Constance did, or sit quietly down to think, or resume her usual
-occupation, in the face of this sudden opening out before her of the
-unforeseen and unknown.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
-
-The days ran on for about a week with a suppressed and agitating
-expectation in them, which seemed to Frances to blur and muddle all the
-outlines, so that she could not recollect which was Wednesday or which
-was Friday, but felt it all one uncomfortable long feverish sort of day.
-She could not take the advantage of any pleasure there might be in
-them--and it was a pleasure to watch Constance, to hear her talk, to
-catch the many glimpses of so different a life, which came from the
-careless, easy monologue which was her style of conversation--for the
-exciting sense that she did not know what might happen at any moment, or
-what was going to become of her. Even the change from her familiar place
-at table, which Constance took without any thought, just as she took
-her father’s favourite chair on the loggia, and the difference in her
-room, helped to confuse her mind, and add to the feverish sensation of a
-life altogether out of joint.
-
-Constance had not observed any of those signs of individual habitation
-about the room which Frances had fancied would lead to a discovery of
-the transfer she had made. She took it quite calmly, not perceiving
-anything beyond the ordinary in the chamber which Frances had adorned
-with her sketches, with the little curiosities she had picked up, with
-all the little collections of her short life. It was wanting still in
-many things which to Constance seemed simple necessities. How was she to
-know how many were in it which were luxuries to that primitive locality?
-She remained altogether unconscious, accordingly, of the sacrifice her
-sister had made for her, and spoke lightly of poor Frances’ pet
-decorations, and of the sketches, the authorship of which she did not
-take the trouble to suspect. “What funny little pictures!” she had said.
-“Where did you get so many odd little things? They look as if the
-frames were homemade, as well as the drawings.”
-
-Fortunately she was not in the habit of waiting for an answer to such a
-question, and she did not remark the colour that rose to her sister’s
-cheeks. But all this added to the disturbing influence, and made these
-long days look unlike any other days in Frances’ life. She took the
-other side of the table meekly with a half-smile at her father, warning
-him not to say anything; and she lived in the blue room without thinking
-of adding to its comforts--for what was the use, so long as this
-possible banishment hung over her head? Life seemed to be arrested
-during these half-dozen days. They had the mingled colours and huddled
-outlines of a spoiled drawing; they were not like anything else in her
-life, neither the established calm and certainty that went before, nor
-the strange novelty that followed after.
-
-There were no confidences between her father and herself during this
-period. Since their conversation on the night of Constance’s arrival,
-not a word had been said between them on the subject. They mutually
-avoided all occasion for further talk. At least Mr Waring avoided it,
-not knowing how to meet his child, or to explain to her the hazard to
-which her life was exposed. He did not take into consideration the
-attraction of the novelty, the charm of the unknown mother and the
-unknown life, at which Frances permitted herself to take tremulous and
-stealthy glimpses as the days went on. He contemplated her fate from his
-own point of view as something like that of the princess who was doomed
-to the dragon’s maw but for the never-to-be-forgotten interposition of
-St George, that emblem of chivalry. There was no St George visible on
-the horizon, and Waring thought the dragon no bad emblem of his wife.
-And he was ashamed to think that he was helpless to deliver her; and
-that, by his fault, this poor little Una, this hapless Andromeda, was to
-be delivered over to the waiting monster.
-
-He avoided Frances, because he did not know how to break to her this
-possibility, or how, since Constance probably had made her aware of it,
-to console her in the terrible crisis at which she had arrived. It was
-a painful crisis for himself as well as for her. The first evening on
-which, coming into the loggia to smoke his cigarette after dinner, he
-had found Constance extended in his favourite chair, had brought this
-fully home to him. He strolled out upon the open-air room with all the
-ease of custom, and for the first moment he did not quite understand
-what it was that was changed in it, that put him out, and made him feel
-as if he had come, not into his own familiar domestic centre, but
-somebody else’s place. He hung about for a minute or two, confused,
-before he saw what it was; and then, with a half-laugh in his throat,
-and a mingled sense that he was annoyed, and that it was ridiculous to
-be annoyed, strolled across the loggia, and half seated himself on the
-outer wall, leaning against a pillar. He was astonished to think how
-much disconcerted he was, and with what a comical sense of injury he saw
-his daughter lying back so entirely at her ease in his chair. She was
-his daughter, but she was a stranger, and it was impossible to tell her
-that her place was not there. Next evening he was almost angry, for he
-thought that Frances might have told her though he could not. And indeed
-Frances had done what she could to warn her sister of the usurpation.
-But Constance had no idea of vested rights of this description, and had
-paid no attention. She took very little notice, indeed, of what was said
-to her, unless it arrested her attention in some special way; and she
-had never been trained to understand that the master of a house has
-sacred privileges. She had not so much as known what it is to have a
-master to a house.
-
-This and other trifles of the same kind gave to Waring something of the
-same confused and feverish feeling which was in the mind of Frances. And
-there hung over him a cloud as of something further to come, which was
-not so clear as her anticipations, yet was full of discomfort and
-apprehension. He thought of many things, not of one thing, as she did.
-It seemed to him not impossible that his wife herself might arrive some
-day as suddenly as Constance had done, to reclaim her child, or to take
-away his, for that was how they were distinguished in his mind. The
-idea of seeing again the woman from whom he had been separated so long,
-filled him with dread; and that she should come here and see the limited
-and recluse life he led, and his bare rooms, and his homely servants,
-filled him with a kind of horror. Rather anything than that. He did not
-like to contemplate even the idea that it might be necessary to give up
-the girl, who had flattered him by taking refuge with him and seeking
-his protection; but neither was the thought of being left with her and
-having Frances taken from him endurable. In short, his mind was in a
-state of mortal confusion and tumult. He was like the commander of a
-besieged city, not knowing on what day he might be summoned to
-surrender; not able to come to any conclusion whether it would be most
-wise to yield, or if the state of his resources afforded any feasible
-hopes of holding out.
-
-Constance had been a week at the Palazzo before the trumpets sounded:
-The letters were delivered just before the twelve-o’clock breakfast; and
-Frances had received so much warning as this, that Mariuccia informed
-her there had been a large delivery that morning. The signor padrone had
-a great packet; and there were also some letters for the other young
-lady, Signorina Constanza. “But never any for thee, _carina_,” Mariuccia
-had said. The poor girl thus addressed had a momentary sense that she
-was indeed to be pitied on this account, before the excitement of the
-certainty that now something definite must be known as to what was to
-become of her, swelled her veins to bursting; and she felt herself grow
-giddy with the thought that what had been so vague and visionary, might
-now be coming near, and that in an hour or less she would know! Waring
-was as usual shut up in his bookroom; but she could see Constance on the
-loggia with her lap full of letters, lying back in the long chair as
-usual, reading them as if they were the most ordinary things in the
-world. Frances, for her part, had to wait in silence until she should
-learn from others what her fate was to be. It seemed very strange that
-one girl should be free to do so much, while another of the same age
-could do nothing at all.
-
-Waring came into breakfast with the letters in his hand. “I have heard
-from your mother,” he said, looking straight before him, without turning
-to the right or the left. Frances tried to appropriate this to herself,
-to make some reply, but her voice died in her throat; and Constance,
-with the easiest certainty that it was she who was addressed, answered
-before she could recover herself.
-
-“Yes--so have I. Mamma is rather fond of writing letters. She says she
-has told you what she wishes, and then she tells me to tell you. I don’t
-suppose that is of much use?”
-
-“Of no use at all,” said he. “She is pretty explicit. She says----”
-
-Constance leant over the table a little, holding up her finger. “Don’t
-you think, papa,” she said, “as it is business, that it would be better
-not to enter upon it just now? Wait till we have had our breakfast.”
-
-He looked at her with an air of surprise. “I don’t see----” he said;
-then, after a moment’s reflection, “Perhaps you are right, after all. It
-may be better not to say anything just now.”
-
-Frances had recovered her voice. She looked from one to another as they
-spoke, with a cruel consciousness that it was she, not they, who was
-most concerned. At this point she burst forth with feelings not to be
-controlled. “If it is on my account, I would rather know at once what it
-is,” she cried.
-
-And then she had to bear the looks of both--her father’s astonished
-half-remorseful gaze, and the eyes of Constance, which conveyed a
-warning. Why should Constance, who had told her of the danger, warn her
-now not to betray her knowledge of it? Frances had got beyond her own
-control. She was vexed by the looks which were fixed upon her, and by
-the supposed consideration for her comfort which lay in their delay. “I
-know,” she said quickly, “that it is something about me. If you think I
-care for breakfast, you are mistaken; but I think I have a right to know
-what it is, if it is about me. O papa, I don’t mean to
-be--disagreeable,” she cried suddenly, sinking into her own natural tone
-as she caught his eye.
-
-“That is not very much like you, certainly,” he said, in a confused
-voice.
-
-“Evil communications,” said Constance, with a laugh. “I have done her
-harm already.”
-
-Frances felt that her sister’s voice threw a new irritation into her
-mood. “I am not like myself,” she said, “because I know something is
-going to happen to me, and I don’t know what it is. Papa, I don’t want
-to be selfish, but let me know, please, only let me know what it is.”
-
-“It is only that mamma has sent for you,” said Constance, lightly; “that
-is all. It is nothing so very dreadful. Now do let us have our breakfast
-in peace.”
-
-“Is that true, papa?” Frances said.
-
-“My dear little girl--I had meant to explain it all--to tell you--and I
-have been so silly as to put off. Your sister does not understand how we
-have lived together, Frances, you and I.”
-
-“Am I to go, papa?”
-
-He made a gesture of despair. “I don’t know what to do. I have given my
-promise. It is as bad for me as for you, Frances. But what am I to do?”
-
-“I suppose,” said Constance, who had helped herself very tranquilly from
-the dish which Domenico had been holding unobserved at his master’s
-elbow, “that there is no law that could make you part with her, if you
-don’t wish to. Promises are all very well with strangers; but they are
-never kept--are they?--between husband and wife. The father has all the
-right on his side, and you are not obliged to give either of us up. What
-a blessing,” she cried suddenly, “to have servants who don’t understand!
-That was why I said, don’t talk of it till after breakfast. But it does
-not at all matter. It is as good as if he were deaf and dumb. Papa, you
-need not give her up unless you like.”
-
-Waring looked at his daughter with mingled attention and anger. The
-suggestion was detestable, but yet----
-
-“And then,” she went on, “there is another thing. It might have been all
-very well when we were children; but now we are of an age to judge for
-ourselves. At eighteen, you can choose which you will stay with. Oh,
-younger than that. There have been several trials in the papers--no one
-can force Frances to go anywhere she does not like, at her age.”
-
-“I wish,” he said, with a little irritation, restrained by politeness,
-for Constance was still a young-lady visitor to her father, “that you
-would leave this question to be discussed afterwards. Your sister was
-right, Frances--after breakfast--after I have had a little time to think
-of it. I cannot come to any decision all at once.”
-
-“That is a great deal better,” said Constance, approvingly. “One can’t
-tell all in a moment. Frances is like mamma in that too. She requires
-you to know your own mind--to say Yes or No at once. You and I are very
-like each other, papa. I shall never hurry your decision, or ask you to
-settle a thing in a moment. But these cutlets are getting quite cold. Do
-have some before they are spoiled.”
-
-Waring had no mind for the cutlets, to which he helped himself
-mechanically. He did not like to look at Frances, who sat silent, with
-her hands clasped on the table, pale but with a light in her eyes. The
-voice of Constance running on, forming a kind of veil for the trouble
-and confusion in his own mind, and doubtless in that of her sister, was
-half a relief and half an aggravation; he was grateful for it, yet
-irritated by it. He felt himself to play a very poor figure in the
-transaction altogether, as he had felt ever since she arrived. Frances,
-whom he had regarded as a child, had sprung up into a judge, into all
-the dignity of an injured person, whose right to complain of the usage
-to which she had been subjected no one could deny. And when he stole a
-furtive glance at her pale face, her head held high, the new light that
-burned in her eyes, he felt that she was fully aware of the wrong he had
-done her, and that it would not be so easy to dictate what she was to
-do, as everybody up to this moment had supposed. He saw, or thought he
-saw, resistance, indignation, in the gleam that had been awakened in
-Frances’ dove’s eyes. And his heart fell--yet rose also; for how could
-he constrain her, if she refused to go? He had no right to constrain
-her. Her mother might complain, but it would not be his doing. On the
-other side, it would be shameful, pitiful on his part to go back from
-his word--to acknowledge to his wife that he could not do what he had
-pledged himself to do.
-
-In every way it was an uncomfortable breakfast, all the forms of which
-he followed, partly for the sake of Constance, partly for that of
-Domenico. But Frances ate nothing, he could see. He prolonged the meal,
-through a sort of fear of the interview afterwards, of what he must say
-to her, and of what she should reply. He felt ashamed of his reluctance
-to encounter this young creature, whom a few days ago he had smiled at
-as a child; and ashamed to look her in the face, to explain and argue
-with, and entreat, where he had been always used to tell her to do this
-and that, without the faintest fear that she would disobey him. If even
-he had been left to tell her himself of all the circumstances, to make
-her aware gradually of all that he had kept from her (for her good), to
-show her now how his word was pledged! But even this had been taken out
-of his hands.
-
-All this time no one talked but Constance, who went on with an
-occasional remark and with her meal, for which she had a good appetite.
-“I wish you would eat something, Frances,” she said. “You need not begin
-to punish yourself at once. I feel it dreadfully, for it is all my
-fault. It is I who ought to lose my breakfast, not you. If you will
-take a few hints from me, I don’t think you will find it so bad. Or
-perhaps, if we all lay our heads together, we may see some way out of
-it. Papa knows the law, and I know the English side, and you know what
-you think yourself. Let us talk it all over, and perhaps we may see our
-way.”
-
-To this Frances made no reply save a little inclination of her head, and
-sat with her eyes shining, with a certain proud air of self-control and
-self-support, which was something quite new to her. When the
-uncomfortable repast could be prolonged no longer, she was the first to
-get up. “If you do not mind,” she said, “I want to speak to papa by
-himself.”
-
-Constance had risen too. She looked with an air of surprise at her
-little sister. “Oh, if you like,” she said; “but I think you will find
-that I can be of use.”
-
-“If you are going to the bookroom, I will come with you, papa,” said
-Frances, but she did not wait for any reply; she opened the door and
-walked before him into that place of refuge, where he had been
-sheltering himself all these days. Constance gave him an inquiring
-look, with a slight shrug of her shoulders.
-
-“She is on her high horse, and she is more like mamma than ever; but I
-suppose I may come all the same.”
-
-He wavered a moment: he would have been glad of her interposition, even
-though it irritated him; but he had a whimsical sense of alarm in his
-mind, which he could not get over. He was afraid of Frances--which was
-one of the most comical things in the world. He shook his head, and
-followed humbly into the bookroom, and himself closed the door upon the
-intruder. Frances had seated herself already at his table, in the seat
-which she always occupied when she came to consult him about the dinner,
-or about something out of the usual round which Mariuccia had asked for.
-To see her seated there, and to feel that the door was closed against
-all intrusion, made Waring feel as if all this disturbance was a dream.
-How good the quiet had been; the calm days, which nothing interfered
-with; the little housekeeper, whose childlike prudence and wisdom were
-so quaint, whose simple obedience was so ready, who never, save in
-respect to the _spese_, set up her own will or way! His heart grew very
-soft as he sat down and looked at her. No, he said to himself, he would
-not break that old bond; he would not compel his little girl to leave
-him, send her out as a sacrifice. He would rather stand against all the
-wives in the world.
-
-“Papa,” said Frances, “a great deal of harm has been done by keeping me
-ignorant. I want you to show me mamma’s letter. Unless I see it, how can
-I know?”
-
-This pulled him up abruptly and checked the softening mood. “Your
-mother’s letter,” he said, “goes over a great deal of old ground. I
-don’t see that it could do you any good. It appears I promised--what
-Constance told you, with her usual coolness--that one of you should be
-always left with her. Perhaps that was foolish.”
-
-“Surely, papa, it was just.”
-
-“Well, I thought so at the time. I wanted to do what was right. But
-there was no right in the matter. I had a perfect right to take you both
-away, to bring you up as I pleased. It would have been better, perhaps,
-had I done what the law authorised me to do. However, that need not be
-gone into now. What your sister said was quite true. You are at an age
-when you are supposed to be able to judge for yourself, and nobody in
-the world can force you to go where you don’t want to go.”
-
-“But if you promised, and if--my mother trusted to your promise?” There
-was something more solemn in that title than to say “mamma.” It seemed
-easier to apply it to the unknown.
-
-“I won’t have you made a sacrifice of on my account,” he said, hastily.
-
-He was surprised by her composure, by that unwonted light in her eyes.
-She answered him with great gravity, slowly, as if conscious of the
-importance of her conclusion. “It would be no sacrifice,” she said.
-
-Waring, there could be no doubt, was very much startled. He could not
-believe his ears. “No sacrifice? Do you mean to say that you want to
-leave me?” he cried.
-
-“No, papa: that is, I did not. I knew nothing. But now that I know, if
-my mother wants me, I will go to her. It is my duty. And I should like
-it,” she added, after a pause.
-
-Waring was dumb with surprise and dismay. He stared at her, scarcely
-able to believe that she could understand what she was saying--he, who
-had been afraid to suggest anything of the kind, who had thought of
-Andromeda and the virgins who were sacrificed to the dragon. He gazed
-aghast at this new aspect of the face with which he was so familiar, the
-uplifted head and shining eyes. He could not believe that this was
-Frances, his always docile, submissive, unemancipated girl.
-
-“Papa,” she said, “everything seems changed, and I too. I want to know
-my mother; I want to see--how other people live.”
-
-“Other people!” He was glad of an outlet for his irritation. “What have
-we to do with other people? If it had not been for this unlucky arrival,
-you would never have known.”
-
-“I must have known some time,” she said. “And do you think it right that
-a girl should not know her mother--when she has a mother? I want to go
-to her, papa.”
-
-He flung out of his chair with an angry movement, and took up the keys
-which lay on his table and opened a small cabinet which stood in the
-corner of the room, Frances watching him all the time with the greatest
-attention. Out of this he brought a small packet of letters, and threw
-them to her with a movement which, for so gentle a man, was almost
-violent. “I kept these back for your good, not to disturb your mind. You
-may as well have them, since they belong to you--now,” he said.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-
-
-“Come out for a walk, papa,” said Constance.
-
-“What! in the heat of the day? You think you are in England.”
-
-“No, indeed. I wish I did--at least, that is not what I mean. But I wish
-you did not think it necessary to stay in a place like this. Why should
-you shut yourself out from the world? You are very clever, papa.”
-
-“Who told you so? You cannot have found that out by your own unassisted
-judgment.”
-
-“A great many people have told me. I have always known. You seem to have
-made a mystery about us, but we never made any mystery about you: for
-one thing, of course we couldn’t, for everybody knew. But if you chose
-to go back to England----”
-
-“I shall never go back to England.”
-
-“Oh,” said Constance, with a laugh, “never is a long day.”
-
-“So long a day, that it is a pity you should link your fortunes to mine,
-my dear. Frances has been brought up to it; but your case is quite
-different: and you see even she catches at the first opportunity of
-getting away.”
-
-“You are scarcely just to Frances,” said Constance, with her usual calm.
-“You might have said the same thing of me. I took the first opportunity
-also. To know that one has a father, whom one never remembers to have
-seen, is very exciting to the imagination; and just in so much as one
-has been disappointed in the parent one knows, one expects to find
-perfection in the parent one has never seen. Anything that you don’t
-know is better than everything you do know,” she added, with the air of
-a philosopher.
-
-“I am afraid, in that case, acquaintance has been fatal to your ideal.”
-
-“Not exactly,” she said. “Of course you are quite different from what I
-supposed. But I think we might get on well enough, if you please. Do
-come out. If we keep in the shade, it is not really very hot. It is
-often hotter in London, where nobody thinks of staying indoors. If we
-are to live together, don’t you think you must begin by giving in to me
-a little, papa?”
-
-“Not to the extent of getting a sunstroke.”
-
-“In March!” she cried, with a tone of mild derision. “Let me come into
-the bookroom, then. You think if Frances goes that you will never be
-able to get on with me.”
-
-“My thoughts have not gone so far as that. I may have believed that a
-young lady fresh from all the gaieties of London----”
-
-“But so tired of them, and very glad of a little novelty, however it
-presents itself.”
-
-“Yes, so long as it continues novel. But the novelty of making the
-_spese_ in a village, and looking sharply after every centesimo that is
-asked for an artichoke----”
-
-“The _spese_ means the daily expenses? I should not mind that. And
-Mariuccia is far more entertaining than an ordinary English cook. And
-the neighbours--well, the neighbours afford some opportunities for fun.
-Mrs Gaunt--is it?--expects her youngest boy. And then there is Tasie.”
-
-The name of Tasie brought a certain relaxation to the muscles of
-Waring’s face. He gave a glance round him, to see that all the doors
-were closed. “I must confide in you, Constance; though, mind, Frances
-must not share it. I sitting here, simple as you see me, have been
-supposed dangerous to Tasie’s peace of mind. Is not that an excellent
-joke?”
-
-“I don’t see that it is a joke at all,” said Constance, without even a
-smile. “Why, Tasie is antediluvian. She must be nearly as old as you
-are. Any old gentleman might be dangerous to Tasie. Tell me something
-more wonderful than that.”
-
-“Oh, that is how it appears to you!” said Waring. His laugh came to a
-sudden end, broken off, so to speak, in half, and an air of portentous
-gravity came over his face. He turned over the papers on the table
-before him, as with a sudden thought. “By the way, I forgot I had
-something to do this afternoon,” he said. “Before dinner, perhaps, we
-may take a stroll, if the sun is not so hot. But this is my
-working-time,” he added, with a stiff smile.
-
-Constance could not disregard so plain a hint. She rose up quickly. She
-had taken Frances’ chair, which he had forgiven her at first; but it
-made another note against her now.
-
-“What have I done?” she said to herself, raising her eyebrows, angry and
-yet half amused by her dismissal. Frances had gone to her room too, and
-was not to be disturbed, as her sister had seen by the look of her face.
-She felt herself, as she would have said, very much “out of it,” as she
-wandered round the deserted _salone_, looking at everything in it with a
-care suggested by her solitude rather than any real interest. She looked
-at the big high-coloured water-pots, turned into decorations, one could
-imagine against their will, which stood in the corners of the room, and
-which were Mrs Durant’s present to Frances; and at the blue Savona
-vases, with the names of medicines, real or imaginary, betraying their
-original intention; and all the other decorative scraps--the little old
-pictures, the pieces of needlework and brocade. They were pretty when
-she looked at them, though she had not perceived their beauty at the
-first glance. There were more decorations of the same description in
-the ante-room, which gave her a little additional occupation; and then
-she strolled into the loggia and threw herself into the long chair. She
-had a book, one of the novels she had bought on the journey. But
-Constance was not accustomed to much reading. She got through a chapter
-or two; and then she looked round upon the view and mused a little, and
-then returned to her novel. The second time she threw it down and went
-back to the drawing-room, and had another look at the Savona pots. She
-had thought how well they would look on a certain shelf at “home.” And
-then she stopped and took herself to task. What did she mean by home?
-This was home. She was going to live here; it was to be her place in the
-world. What she had to do was to think of the decorations here, and
-whether she could add to them, not of vacant corners in another place.
-Finally, she returned again to the loggia, and sat down once more rather
-drearily.
-
-There had never occurred a day in her experience in which she had been
-so long without “something to do.” Something to do meant something that
-was amusing, something to pass the time, somebody to entertain, or
-perhaps, if nothing else was possible, to quarrel with. To sit alone and
-look round her at “the view,” to have not a creature to say a word to,
-and nothing to engage herself with but a book--and nothing to look
-forward to but this same thing repeated three hundred and sixty-five
-days in the year! The prospect, the thought, made Constance shiver. It
-could not be. She must do something to break the spell. But what was
-there to do? The _spese_ were all made for to-day, the dinner was
-ordered; and she knew very little either about the _spese_ or the
-dinner. She would have to learn, to think of new dishes, and write them
-down in a little book, as Frances did. Her dinners, she said to herself,
-must be better than those of Frances. But when was she to begin, and how
-was she to do it? In the meantime she went and fetched a shawl, and
-while the sun blazed straight on the loggia from the south, to which it
-was open in front, and left only one scrap of shade in a corner scarcely
-enough to shelter the long chair, fell asleep there, finding that she
-had nothing else to do.
-
-Frances had gone to her room with her packet of letters. She had not
-thought what they were, nor what had been the meaning of what her father
-said when he gave them to her. She took them--no, not to her own room,
-but to the blue room, in which there was so little comfort. Her little
-easy-chair, her writing-table, all the things with which she was at
-home, belonged to Constance now. She sat down, or rather up, in a stiff
-upright chair, and opened her little packet upon her bed. To her
-astonishment, she found that it contained letters addressed to herself,
-unopened. The first of them was printed in large letters, as for the
-eyes of a child. They were very simple, not very long, concluding
-invariably with one phrase: “Dear, write to me”--“Write to me, my
-darling.” Frances read them with her eyes full of tears, with a rising
-wave of passion and resentment which seemed to suffocate her. He had
-kept them all back. What harm could they have done? Why should she have
-been kept in ignorance, and made to appear like a heartless child, like
-a creature without sense or feeling? Half for her mother, half for
-herself, the girl’s heart swelled with a kind of fury. She had not been
-ready to judge her father even after she had been aware of his sin
-against her. She had still accepted what he did as part of him, bidding
-her own mind be silent, hushing all criticism. But when she read these
-little letters, her passion overflowed. How dared he to ignore all her
-rights, to allow herself to be misrepresented, to give a false idea of
-her? This was the most poignant pang of all. Without being selfish, it
-is still impossible to feel a wrong of this kind to another so acutely
-as to yourself. He had deprived her of the comfort of knowing that she
-had a mother, of communicating with her, of retaining some hold upon
-that closest of natural friends. That injury she had condoned and
-forgiven; but when Frances saw how her father’s action must have shaped
-the idea of herself in the mind of her mother, there was a moment in
-which she felt that she could not forgive him. If she had received year
-by year these tender letters, yet never had been moved to answer one of
-them, what a creature must she have been, devoid of heart or common
-feeling, or even good taste, that superficial grace by which the want
-of better things is concealed! She was more horrified by this thought
-than by any other discovery she could have made. She seemed to see the
-Frances whom her mother knew--a little ill-conditioned child; a small,
-petty, ungracious, unloving girl. Was this what had been thought of her?
-And it was all his fault--all her father’s fault!
-
-At first she could see no excuse for him. She would not allow to herself
-that any love for her, or desire to retain her affection, was at the
-bottom of the concealment. She got a sheet of paper, and began to write
-with passionate vehemence, pouring forth all her heart. “Imagine that I
-have never seen your dear letters till to-day--never till to-day! and
-what must you think of me?” she wrote. But when she had put her whole
-heart into it, working a miracle, and making the dull paper to glow and
-weep, there came a change over her thoughts. She had kept his secret
-till now. She had not betrayed even to Constance the ignorance in which
-she had been kept; and should she change her course, and betray him
-now?
-
-As she came to think it over, she felt that she herself blamed her
-father bitterly, that he had fallen from the pedestal on which to her he
-had stood all her life. Yet the thought that others should be conscious
-of this degradation was terrible to her. When Constance spoke lightly of
-him, it was intolerable to Frances; and the mother of whom she knew
-nothing, of whom she knew only that she was her mother, a woman who had
-grievances of her own against him, who would be perhaps pleased, almost
-pleased, to have proof that he had done this wrong! Frances paused, with
-the fervour of indignation still in her heart, to consider how she
-should bear it if this were so. It was all selfish, she said to herself,
-growing more miserable as she fought with the conviction that whether in
-condemning him or covering what he had done, herself was her first
-thought. She had to choose now between vindicating herself at his cost,
-or suffering continued misconception to screen him. Which should she do?
-Slowly she folded up the letter she had written and put it away, not
-destroying but saving it, as leaving it still possible to carry out her
-first intention. Then she wrote another shorter, half-fictitious letter,
-in which the bitterness in her heart seemed to take the form of
-reproach, and her consent to obey her mother’s call was forced and
-sullen. But this letter was no sooner written than it was torn to
-pieces. What was she to do? She ended, after much thought, by destroying
-also her first letter, and writing as follows:--
-
-
- “DEAR MOTHER,--To see my sister and to hear that you want me, is
- very bewildering and astonishing to me. I am very ready to come,
- if, indeed, you will forgive me all that you must think so bad in
- me, and let me try as well as I can to please you. Indeed I desire
- to do so with all my heart. I have understood very little, and I
- have been thoughtless, and, you will think, without any natural
- affection; but this is because I was so ignorant, and had nobody to
- tell me. Forgive me, dear mamma. I do not feel as if I dare write
- to you now and call you by that name. As soon as we can consider
- and see how it is best for me to travel, I will come. I am not
- clever and beautiful, like Constance; but indeed I do wish to
- please you with all my heart.
- “FRANCES.”
-
-
-This was all she could say. She put it up in an envelope, feeling
-confused with her long thinking, and with all the elements of change
-that were about her, and took it back to the bookroom to ask for the
-address. She had felt that she could not approach her father with
-composure or speak to him of ordinary matters; but it made a little
-formal bridge, as it were, from one kind of intercourse to another, to
-ask him for that address.
-
-“Will you please tell me where mamma lives?” she said.
-
-Waring turned round quickly to look at her. “So you have written
-already?”
-
-“O papa, can you say ‘already’? What kind of creature must she think I
-am, never to have sent a word all these years?”
-
-He paused a moment and then said, “You have told her, I suppose?”
-
-“I have told her nothing except that I am ready to come whenever we can
-arrange how I am to travel. Papa,” she said, with one of those sudden
-relentings which come in the way of our sternest displeasure with those
-we love--“O papa,” laying her hand on his arm, “why did you do it? I am
-obliged to let her think that I have been without a heart all my
-life--for I cannot bear it when any one blames you.”
-
-“Frances,” he said, with a response equally sudden, putting his arm
-round her, “what will my life be without you? I have always trusted in
-you, depended on you without knowing it. Let Constance go back to her,
-and stay you with me.”
-
-Frances had not been accustomed to many demonstrations of affection, and
-this moved her almost beyond her power of self-control. She put down her
-head upon her father’s shoulder and cried, “Oh, if we could only go back
-a week! but we can’t; no, nor even half a day. Things that might have
-been this morning, can’t be now, papa! I was very, very angry--oh, in a
-rage--when I read these letters. Why did you keep them from me? Why did
-you keep my mother from me? I wrote and told her everything, and then I
-tore up my letter and told her nothing. But I can never be the same
-again,” said the girl, shaking her head with that conviction of the
-unchangeableness of a first trouble which is so strong in youth. “Now I
-know what it is to be one thing and appear another, and to bear blame
-and suffer for what you have not deserved.”
-
-Waring repented his appeal to his child. He repented even the sudden
-impulse which had induced him to make it. He withdrew his arm from her
-with a sudden revulsion of feeling, and a recollection that Constance
-was not emotional, but a young woman of the world, who would understand
-many things which Frances did not understand. He withdrew his arm, and
-said somewhat coldly, “Show me what address you have put upon your
-mother’s letter. You must not make any mistake in that.”
-
-Frances dried her eyes hastily, and felt the check. She put her letter
-before him without a word. It was addressed to Mrs Waring, no more.
-
-“I thought so,” he said, with a laugh which sounded harsh to the
-excited girl; “and, to be sure, you had no means of knowing. I told you
-your mother was a much more important person than I. You will see the
-difference between wealth and poverty, as well as between a father’s
-sway and a mother’s, when you go to Eaton Square. This is your mother’s
-address.” He wrote it hastily on a piece of paper and pushed it towards
-her. Frances had received many shocks and surprises in the course of
-these days, but scarcely one which was more startling to her simple mind
-than this. The paper which her father gave her did not bear his name. It
-was addressed to Lady Markham, Eaton Square, London. Frances turned to
-him an astonished gaze. “That is where--mamma is living?” she said.
-
-“That is--your mother’s name and address,” he answered, coldly. “I told
-you she was a greater personage than I.”
-
-“But, papa----”
-
-“You are not aware,” he said, “that, according to the beautiful
-arrangements of society, a woman who makes a second marriage below her
-is allowed to keep her first husband’s name. It is so, however. Lady
-Markham chose to avail herself of that privilege. That is all, I
-suppose? You can send your letter without any further reference to me.”
-
-Frances went away without a word, treading softly, with a sort of
-suspense of life and thought. She could not tell how she felt or what it
-meant. She knew nothing about the arrangements of society. Did it mean
-something wrong, something that was impossible? Frances could not tell
-how that could be--that your father and mother should not only live
-apart, but have different names. A vague horror took possession of her
-mind. She went back to her room again, and stared at that strange piece
-of paper without knowing what to make of it. Lady Markham! It was not to
-that personage she had written her poor little simple letter. How could
-she say mother to a great lady, one who was not even of the same name?
-She was far too ignorant to know how little importance was to be
-attached to this. To Frances, a name was so much. She had never been
-taught anything but the primitive symbols, the innocently conventional
-alphabet of life. This new discovery filled her with a chill horror. She
-took her letter out of its envelope with the intention of destroying
-that too, and letting silence--that silence which had reigned over her
-life so long--fall again and for ever between her and the mother whose
-very name was not hers. But as this impulse swept over her, her eye
-caught one of the first of the little letters which had revealed this
-unknown woman to her. It was written in very large letters, such as a
-child might read, and in little words. “My darling, write to me; I long
-so for you.--Your loving Mother.” Her simple mind was swept by
-contending impulses, like strong winds carrying her now one way, now
-another. And unless it should be that unknown mother herself, there was
-nobody in the world to whom she could turn for counsel. Her heart
-revolted against Constance, and her father had been vexed, she could not
-tell how. She was incapable of betraying the secrets of the family to
-any one beyond its range. What was she to do?
-
-And all this because the mother, the source of so much disturbance in
-her little life, was Lady Markham and not Mrs Waring! But this, to the
-ignorance and simplicity of Frances, was the most incomprehensible
-mystery of all.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-
-
-Waring went out with Constance when the sun got low in the skies. He
-took a much longer walk than was at all usual to him, and pointed out to
-her many points of view. The paths that ran among the olive woods, the
-little terraces which cut up the sides of the hills, the cool grey
-foliage and gnarled trunks, the clumps of flowers--garden flowers in
-England, but here as wild, and rather more common than blades of
-grass--delighted her; and her talk delighted him. He had not gone so far
-for months; nor had he, he thought, for years found the time go so fast.
-It was very different from Frances’ mild attempts at conversation. “Do
-you think, papa?” “Do you remember, papa?”--so many references to events
-so trifling, and her little talk about Tasie’s plans and Mrs Gaunt’s
-news. Constance took him boldly into her life and told him what was
-going on in _the world_. Ah, the world! That was the only world. He had
-said in his bitterness, again and again, that Society was as limited as
-any village, and duchesses curiously like washerwomen; but when he found
-himself once more on the edge of that great tumult of existence, he was
-like the old war-horse that neighs at the sound of the battle. He began
-to ask her questions about the people he had known. He had always been a
-shy, proud man, and had never thrown himself into the stream; but still
-there had been people who had known him and liked him, or whom he had
-liked: and gradually he awakened into animation and pleasure.
-
-When they met the old General taking his stroll too, before dinner, that
-leathern old Indian was dazzled by the bright creature, who walked along
-between them, almost as tall as the two men, with her graceful careless
-step and independent ways, not deferring to them as the other ladies
-did, but leading the conversation. Even General Gaunt began to think
-whether there was any one whom he could speak of, any one he had known,
-whom perhaps this young exponent of Society might know. She knew
-everybody. Even princes and princesses had no mystery for her. She told
-them what everybody said, with an air of knowing better, which in her
-meant no conceit or presumption, as in other young persons. Constance
-was quite unconscious of the possibility of being thus judged. She was
-not self-conscious at all. She was pleased to bring out her news for the
-advantage of the seniors. Frances was none the wiser when her sister
-told her the change that had come over the Grandmaisons, or how Lord
-Sunbury’s marriage had been brought about, and why people now had
-altered their hours for the Row. Frances listened; but she had never
-heard about Lord Sunbury’s marriage, nor why it should shock the elegant
-public. But the gentleman remembered his father, or they knew how young
-men commit themselves without intending it. It is not to be supposed
-that there was anything at all _risqué_ in Constance’s talk. She
-touched, indeed, upon the edge of scandals which had been in the
-newspapers, and therefore were known even to people in the Riviera; but
-she did it with the most absolute innocence, either not knowing or not
-understanding the evil. “I believe there was something wrong, but I
-don’t know what--mamma would never tell me,” she said. Her conversation
-was like a very light graceful edition of a Society paper--not then
-begun to be--with all the nastiness and almost all the malice left out.
-But not quite all; there was enough to be piquant. “I am afraid I am a
-little ill-natured; but I don’t like that man,” she would say now and
-then. When she said, “I don’t like that woman,” the gentlemen laughed.
-She was conscious of having a little success, and she was pleased too.
-Frances perhaps might be a better housekeeper, but Constance could not
-but think that in the equally important work of amusing papa she would
-be more successful than Frances. It was not much of a triumph, perhaps,
-for a girl who had known so many; but yet it was the only one as yet
-possible in the position in which she now was.
-
-“I suppose it is settled that Frances is to go?” she said, as General
-Gaunt took the way to his bungalow, and she and her father turned
-towards home.
-
-“She seems to have settled it for herself,” he said.
-
-“I am always repeating she is so like mamma--that is exactly what mamma
-would have done. They are very positive. You and I, papa, are not
-positive at all.”
-
-“I think, my dear, that coming off as you did by yourself, was very
-positive indeed--and the first step in the universal turning upside-down
-which has ensued.”
-
-“I hope you are not sorry I came?”
-
-“No, Constance; I am very glad to have you;” and this was quite true,
-although he had said to Frances something that sounded very different.
-Both things were true--both that he wished she had never left her
-mother; that he wished she might return to her mother, and leave Frances
-with him as of old; and that he was very glad to have her here.
-
-“If I were to go back, would not everything settle down just as it was
-before?”
-
-Then he thought of what Frances, taught by the keenness of a personal
-experience, had said to him a few hours ago. “No,” he said; “nothing can
-ever be as it was before. We never can go back to what has been, whether
-the event that has changed it has been happy or sad.”
-
-“Oh, surely sometimes,” said Constance. “That is a dreadful way to talk
-of anything so trifling as my visit. It could not make any real
-difference, because all the facts are just the same as they were
-before.”
-
-To this he made no reply. She had no way, thanks to Frances, of finding
-out how different the position was. And she went on, after a
-pause--“Have you settled how she is to go?”
-
-“I have not even thought of that.”
-
-“But, papa, you must think of it. She cannot go unless you manage it for
-her. Markham heard of those people coming, and that made it quite easy
-for me. If Markham were here----”
-
-“Heaven forbid!”
-
-“I have always heard you were prejudiced about Markham. I don’t think he
-is very safe myself. I have warned Frances, whatever she does, not to
-let herself get into his hands.”
-
-“Frances in Markham’s hands! That is a thing I could not permit for a
-moment. Your mother may have a right to Frances’ society, but none to
-throw her into the companionship of----”
-
-“Her brother, papa.”
-
-“Her brother! Her step-brother, if you please--which I think scarcely a
-relationship at all.”
-
-Waring’s prejudices, when they were roused, were strong. His daughter
-looked up in amazement at his sudden passion, the frown on his face, and
-the fire in his eye.
-
-“You forget that I have been brought up with Markham,” she said. “He is
-_my_ brother; and he is a very good brother. There is nothing he will
-not do for me. I only warned Frances because--because she is different;
-because----”
-
-“Because--she is a girl who ought not to breathe the same air with a
-young reprobate--a young----”
-
-“Papa! you are mistaken. I don’t know what Markham may have been; but he
-is not a reprobate. It was because Frances does not understand chaff,
-you know. She would think he was in earnest, and he is never in earnest.
-She would take him seriously, and nobody takes him seriously. But if you
-think he is bad, there is nobody who thinks that. He is not bad; he only
-has ways of thinking----”
-
-“Which I hope my daughters will never share,” said Waring, with a little
-formality.
-
-Constance raised her head as if to speak, but then stopped, giving him a
-look which said more than words, and added no more.
-
-In the meantime, Frances had been left alone. She had directed her
-letter, and left it to be posted. That step was taken, and could no more
-be thought over. She was glad to have a little of her time to herself,
-which once had been all to herself. She did not like as yet to broach
-the subject of her departure to Mariuccia; but she thought it all over
-very anxiously, trying to find some way which would take the burden of
-the household off the shoulders of Constance, who was not used to it.
-She thought the best thing to do would be to write out a series of
-_menus_, which Mariuccia might suggest to Constance, or carry out upon
-her own responsibility, whichever was most practicable; and she resolved
-that various little offices, which she had herself fulfilled, might be
-transferred to Domenico without interfering with her father’s comfort.
-All these arrangements, though she turned them over very soberly in her
-mind, had a bewildering, dizzying effect upon her. She thought that it
-was as if she were going to die. When she went away out of the narrow
-enclosure of this world, which she knew, it would be to something so
-entirely strange to her that it would feel like another life. It would
-be as if she had died. She would not know anything; the surroundings,
-the companions, the habits, all would be strange. She would have to
-leave utterly behind her everything she had ever known. The thought was
-not melancholy, as is in almost all cases the thought of leaving “the
-warm precincts of the cheerful day”; it made her heart swell and rise
-with an anticipation which was full of excitement and pleasure, but
-which at the same time had the effect of making her brain swim.
-
-She could not make to herself any picture of the world to which she was
-going. It would be softer, finer, more luxurious than anything she knew;
-but that was all. Of her mother, she did try to form some idea. She was
-acquainted only with mothers who were old. Mrs Durant, who wore a cap,
-encircling her face, and tied under her chin; and Mrs Gaunt, who had
-grandchildren who were as old as Frances. Her own mother could not be
-like either of these; but still she would be old, more or less--would
-wrap herself up when she went out, would have grey, or even perhaps
-white hair (which Frances liked in an old lady: Mrs Durant wore a front,
-and Mrs Gaunt was suspected of dyeing her hair), and would not care to
-move about more than she could help. She would go out “into Society”
-beautifully dressed with lace and jewels; and Frances grew more dizzy
-than ever, trying to imagine herself standing behind this magnificent
-old figure, like a maid of honour behind a queen. But it was difficult
-to imagine the details of a picture so completely vague. There was a
-general sense of splendour and novelty, a vague expectation of something
-delightful, which it was beyond her power to realise, but no more.
-
-She had roused herself from the vague excitement of these dreams, which
-were very absorbing, though there was so little solidity in them, with a
-sudden fear that she was losing all the afternoon, and that it was time
-to prepare for dinner. She went to the corner of the loggia which
-commanded the road, to look out for Constance and her father. The road
-swept along below the Punto, leading to the town; and a smaller path
-traversing the little height, climbed upward to the platform on which
-the Palazzo stood. Frances did not at first remark, as in general every
-villager does, an unfamiliar figure making its way up this path. Her
-father and sister were not visible, and it was for them she was looking.
-Presently, however, her eye was caught by the stranger, no doubt an
-English tourist, with a glass in his eye--a little man, with a soft grey
-felt hat, which, when he lifted his head to inspect the irregular
-structure of the old town, gave him something the air of a moving
-mushroom. His movements were somewhat irregular, as his eyes were fixed
-upon the walls, and did not serve to guide his feet, which stumbled
-continually on the inequalities of the path. His progress began to amuse
-her, as he came nearer, his head raised, his eyes fixed upon the
-buildings before him, his person executing a series of undulations like
-a ship in a storm. He climbed up at last to the height, and coming up to
-some women who were seated on the stone bench opposite to Frances on the
-loggia, began to ask them for instructions as to how he was to go.
-
-The little scene amused Frances. The women were knitting, with a little
-cluster of children about them, scrambling upon the bench or on the
-dusty pathway at their feet. The stranger took off his big hat and
-addressed them with few words and many gestures. She heard _casa_ and
-_Inglese_, but nothing else that was comprehensible. The women did their
-best to understand, and replied volubly. But here the little tourist
-evidently could not follow. He was like so many tourist visitors,
-capable of asking his question, but incapable of understanding the
-answer given him. Then there arose a shrill little tempest of laughter,
-in which he joined, and of which Frances herself could not resist the
-contagion. Perhaps a faint echo from the loggia caught the ear of one of
-the women, who knew her well, and who immediately pointed her out to the
-stranger. The little man turned round and made a few steps towards the
-Palazzo. He took off the mushroom-top of grey felt, and presented to her
-an ugly, little, vivacious countenance. “I beg you ten thousand
-pardons,” he said; “but if you speak English, as I understand them to
-say, will you be so very kind as to direct me to the house of Mr Waring?
-Ah, I am sure you are both English and kind! They tell me he lives near
-here.”
-
-Frances looked down from her height demurely, suppressing the too ready
-laugh, to listen to this queer little man; but his question took her
-very much by surprise. Another stranger asking for Mr Waring! But oh, so
-very different a one from Constance--an odd, little, ugly man, looking
-up at her in a curious one-sided attitude, with his glass in his eye.
-“He lives here,” she said.
-
-“What? Where?” He had replaced his mushroom on his head, and he cocked
-up towards her one ear, the ear upon the opposite side to the eye which
-wore the glass.
-
-“Here!” cried Frances, pointing to the house, with a laugh which she
-could not restrain.
-
-The stranger raised his eyebrows so much and so suddenly that his glass
-fell. “Oh!” he cried--but the biggest O, round as the O of Giotto, as
-the Italians say. He paused there some time, looking at her, his mouth
-retaining the shape of that exclamation; and then he cast an
-investigating glance along the wall, and asked, “How am I to get in?”
-
-“Nunziata, show the gentleman the door,” cried Frances to one of the
-women on the bench. She lingered a moment, to look again down the road
-for her father. It was true that nothing could be so wonderful as what
-had already happened; but it seemed that surprises were not yet over.
-Would this be some one else who had known him, who was arriving full of
-the tale that had been told, and was a mystery no longer--some “old
-friend” like Mr Mannering, who would not be satisfied without betraying
-the harmless hermit, whom some chance had led him to discover? There was
-some bitterness in Frances’ thoughts. She had not remembered the
-Mannerings before, in the rush of other things to think of. The fat
-ruddy couple, so commonplace and so comfortable! Was it all their doing?
-Were they to blame for everything? for the conclusion of one existence,
-and the beginning of another? She went in to the drawing-room and sat
-down there, to be ready to receive the visitor. He could not be so
-important--that was impossible; there could be no new mystery to record.
-
-When the door opened and Domenico solemnly ushered in the stranger,
-Frances, although her thoughts were not gay, could scarcely help
-laughing again. He carried his big grey mushroom-top now in his hand;
-and the little round head which had been covered with it seemed
-incomplete without that thatch. Frances felt herself looking from the
-head to the hat with a ludicrous sense of this incompleteness. He had a
-small head, thinly covered with light hair, which seemed to grow in
-tufts like grass. His eyes twinkled keen, two very bright grey eyes,
-from the puckers of eyelids which looked old, as if he had got them
-second-hand. There was a worn and wrinkled look about him altogether,
-carried out in his dress, and even in his boots, which suggested the
-same idea. An old man who looked young, or a young man who looked old.
-She could not make out which he was. He did not bow and hesitate, and
-announce himself as a friend of her father’s, as she expected him to do,
-but came up to her briskly with a quick step, but a shuffle in his gait.
-
-“I suppose I must introduce myself,” he said; “though it is odd that we
-should need an introduction to each other, you and I. After the first
-moment, I should have known you anywhere. You are quite like my mother.
-Frances, isn’t it? And I’m Markham, of course, you know.”
-
-“Markham!” cried Frances. She had thought she could never be surprised
-again, after all that had happened. But she felt herself more
-astonished than ever now.
-
-“Yes, Markham. You think I am not much to look at, I can see. I am not
-generally admired at the first glance. Shake hands, Frances. You don’t
-quite feel like giving me a kiss, I suppose, at the first offset? Never
-mind. We shall be very good friends, after a while.”
-
-He sat down, drawing a chair close to her. “I am very glad to find you
-by yourself. I like the looks of you. Where is Con? Taken possession of
-the governor, and left you alone to keep house, I should suppose?”
-
-“Constance has gone out to walk with papa. I had several things to do.”
-
-“I have not the least doubt of it. That would be the usual distribution
-of labour, if you remained together. Fan, my mother has sent me to fetch
-you home.”
-
-Frances drew a little farther away. She gave him a look of vague alarm.
-The familiarity of the address troubled her. But when she looked at him
-again, her gravity gave way. He was such a queer, such a very queer
-little man.
-
-“You may laugh if you like, my dear,” he said. “I am used to it.
-Providence--always the best judge, no doubt--has not given me an
-awe-inspiring countenance. It is hard upon my mother, who is a pretty
-woman. But I accept the position, for my part. This is a charming place.
-You have got a number of nice things. And those little sketches are very
-tolerable. Who did them? You? Waring, so far as I remember, used to draw
-very well himself. I am glad you draw; it will give you a little
-occupation. I like the looks of you, though I don’t think you admire
-me.”
-
-“Indeed,” said Frances, troubled, “it is because I am so much surprised.
-Are you really--are you sure you are----”
-
-He gave a little chuckle, which made her start--an odd, comical, single
-note of laughter, very cordial and very droll, like the little man
-himself.
-
-“I’ve got a servant with me,” he said, “down at the hotel, who knows
-that I go by the name of Markham when I’m at home. I don’t know if that
-will satisfy you. But Con, to be sure, knows me, which will be better.
-You don’t hear any voice of nature saying within your breast, ‘This is
-my long-lost brother?’ That’s a pity. But by-and-by, you’ll see, we’ll
-be very good friends.”
-
-“Oh, I didn’t mean that I had any doubt. It is so great a surprise--one
-thing after another.”
-
-“Now, answer me one question: Did you know anything about your family
-before Con came? Ah,” he said, catching her alarmed and wondering
-glance, “I thought not. I have always said so:--he never told you. And
-it has all burst upon you in a moment, you poor little thing. But you
-needn’t be afraid of us. My mother has her faults; but she is a nice
-woman. You will like her. And I am very queer to look at, and many
-people think I have a screw loose. But I’m not bad to live with. Have
-you settled it with the governor? Has he made many objections? He and I
-never drew well together. Perhaps you know?”
-
-“He does not speak as if--he liked you. But I don’t know anything. I
-have not been told--much. Please don’t ask me things,” Frances cried.
-
-“No, I will not. On the contrary, I’ll tell you everything. Con
-probably would put a spoke in my wheel too. My dear little Fan, don’t
-mind any of them. Give me your little hand. I am neither bad nor good. I
-am very much what people make me. I am nasty with the nasty
-sometimes--more shame to me: and disagreeable with the disagreeable. But
-I am innocent with the innocent,” he said with some earnestness; “and
-that is what you are, unless my eyes deceive me. You need not be afraid
-of me.”
-
-“I am not afraid,” said Frances, looking at him. Then she added, after a
-pause, “Not of you, nor of any one. I have never met any bad people. I
-don’t believe any one would do me harm.”
-
-“Nor I,” he said with a little fervour, patting her hand with his own.
-“All the same,” he added, after a moment, “it is perhaps wise not to
-give them the chance. So I’ve come to fetch you home.”
-
-Frances, as she became accustomed to this remarkable new member of her
-family, began immediately, after her fashion, to think of the material
-necessities of the case. She could not start with him at once on the
-journey; and in the meantime where should she put him? The most natural
-thing seemed to be to withdraw again from the blue room, and take the
-little one behind, which looked out on the court. That would do, and no
-one need be any the wiser. She said, with a little hesitation, “I must
-go now and see about your room.”
-
-“Room!” he cried. “Oh no; there’s no occasion for a room. I wouldn’t
-trouble you for the world. I have got rooms at the hotel. I’ll not stay
-even, since daddy’s out, to meet him. You can tell him I’m here, and
-what I came for. If he wants to see me, he can look me up. I am very
-glad I have seen _you_. I’ll write to the mother to-night to say you’re
-quite satisfactory, and a credit to all your belongings; and I’ll come
-to-morrow to see Con; and in the meantime, Fan, you must settle when you
-are to come; for it is an awkward time for a man to be loafing about
-here.”
-
-He got up as he spoke, and stooping, gave her a serious brotherly kiss
-upon her forehead. “I hope you and I will be very great friends,” he
-said.
-
-And then he was gone! Was he a dream only, an imagination? But he was
-not the sort of figure that imagination produces. No dream-man could
-ever be so comical to behold, could ever wear a coat so curiously
-wrinkled, or those boots, in the curves of which the dust lay as in the
-inequalities of the dry and much-frequented road.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-
-
-The walk with Constance, though he had set out upon it reluctantly, had
-done Waring great good. He was comparatively rehabilitated in his own
-eyes. Between her and him there was no embarrassment, no uneasy
-consciousness. She had paid him the highest compliment by taking refuge
-with him, flying to his protection from the tyranny of her mother, and
-giving him thus a victory as sweet as unexpected over that nearest yet
-furthest of all connections, that inalienable antagonist in life. He had
-been painfully put out of _son assiette_, as the French say. Instead of
-the easy superiority which he had held not only in his own house, but in
-the limited society about, he had been made to stand at the bar, first
-by his own child, afterwards by the old clergyman, for whom he
-entertained a kindly contempt. Both of these simple wits had called upon
-him to account for his conduct. It was the most extraordinary turning of
-the tables that ever had occurred to a man like himself. And though he
-had spoken the truth when in that moment of melting he had taken his
-little girl into his arms and bidden her stay with him, he was yet glad
-now to get away from Frances, to feel himself occupying his proper place
-with her sister, and to return thus to a more natural state of affairs.
-The intercourse between him and his child-companion had been closer than
-ever could, he believed, exist between him and any other human being
-whatsoever; but it had been rent in twain by all the concealments which
-he was conscious of, by all the discoveries which circumstances had
-forced upon her. He could no longer be at his ease with her, or she
-regard him as of old. The attachment was too deep, the interruption too
-hard, to be reconcilable with that calm which is necessary to ordinary
-existence. Constance had restored him to herself by her pleasant
-indifference, her easy talk, her unconsciousness of everything that was
-not usual and natural. He began to think that if Frances were but
-away--since she wished to go--a new life might begin--a life in which
-there would be nothing below the surface, no mystery, which is a mistake
-in ordinary life. It would be difficult, no doubt, for a brilliant
-creature like Constance to content herself with the humdrum life which
-suited Frances; and whether she would condescend to look after his
-comforts, he did not know. But so long as Mariuccia was there, he could
-not suffer much materially; and she was a very amusing companion, far
-more so than her sister. As he came back to the Palazzo, he was
-reconciled to himself.
-
-This comfortable state of mind, however, did not last long. Frances met
-them at the door with her face full of excitement. “Did you meet him?”
-she said. “You must have met him. He has not been gone ten minutes.”
-
-“Meet whom? We met no one but the General.”
-
-“I think I know,” cried Constance. “I have been expecting him every
-day--Markham.”
-
-“He says he has come to fetch me, papa.”
-
-“Markham!” cried Waring. His face clouded over in a moment. It is not
-easy to get rid of the past. He had accomplished it for a dozen years;
-and after a very bad moment, he thought he was about to shuffle it off
-again; but it was evident that in this he was premature. “I will not
-allow you to go with Markham,” he said. “Don’t say anything more. Your
-mother ought to have known better. He is not an escort I choose for my
-daughter.”
-
-“Poor old Markham! he is a very nice escort,” said Constance, in her
-easy way. “There is no harm in him, papa. But never mind till after
-dinner, and then we can talk it over. You are ready, Fan? Oh, then I
-must fly. We have had a delightful walk. I never knew anything about
-fathers before; they are the most charming companions,” she said,
-kissing her hand to him as she went away. But this did not mollify the
-angry man. There rose up before him the recollection of a hundred
-contests in which Markham’s voice had come in to make everything worse,
-or of which Markham’s escapades had been the cause.
-
-“I will not see him,” he said; “I will not sanction his presence here.
-You must give up the idea of going altogether, till he is out of the
-way.”
-
-“I think, papa, you must see him.”
-
-“Must--there is no _must_. I have not been in the habit of acknowledging
-compulsion, and be assured that I shall not begin now. You seem to
-expect that your small affairs are to upset my whole life!”
-
-“I suppose,” said Frances, “my affairs are small; but then they are my
-life too.”
-
-She ought to have been subdued into silence by his first objection; but,
-on the contrary, she met his angry eyes with a look which was
-deprecating, but not abject, holding her little own. It was a long time
-since Waring had encountered anything which he could not subdue and put
-aside out of his path. But, he said to himself--all that long restrained
-and silent temper which had once reigned and raged within him, springing
-up again unsubdued--he might have known! The moment long deferred, yet
-inevitable, which brought him in contact once more with his wife, could
-bring nothing with it but pain. Strife breathed from her wherever she
-appeared. He had never been a match for her and her boy, even at his
-best; and now that he had forgotten the ways of battle--now that his
-strength was broken with long quiet, and the sword had fallen from his
-hand--she had a pull over him now which she had not possessed before. He
-could have done without both the children a dozen years ago. He was
-conscious that it was more from self-assertion than from love that he
-had carried off the little one, who was rather an embarrassment than a
-pleasure in those days--because he would not let her have everything her
-own way. But now, Frances was no longer a creature without identity, not
-a thing to be handed from one to another. He could not free himself of
-interest in her, of responsibility for her, of feeling his honour and
-credit implicated in all that concerned her. Ah! that woman knew. She
-had a hold upon him that she never had before; and the first use she
-made of it was to insult him--to send her son, whom he hated, for his
-daughter, to force him into unwilling intercourse with her family once
-more.
-
-Frances took the opportunity to steal away while her father gloomily
-pursued these thoughts. What a change from the tranquillity which
-nothing disturbed! now one day after another, there was some new thing
-that stirred up once more the original pain. There was no end to it. The
-mother’s letters at one moment, the brother’s arrival at another, and no
-more quiet whatever could be done, no more peace.
-
-Nevertheless, dinner and the compulsory decorum which surrounds that
-great daily event, had its usual tranquillising effect. Waring could not
-shut out from his mind the consciousness that to refuse to see his
-wife’s son, the brother of his own children, was against all the
-decencies of life. It is easy to say that you will not acknowledge
-social compulsion, but it is not so easy to carry out that
-determination. By the time that dinner was over, he had begun to
-perceive that it was impossible. He took no part, indeed, in the
-conversation, lightly maintained, by Constance, about her brother, made
-short replies even when he was directly addressed, and kept up more or
-less the lowering aspect with which he had meant to crush Frances. But
-Frances was not crushed, and Constance was excited and gay. “Let us send
-for him after dinner,” she said. “He is always amusing. There is nothing
-Markham does not know. I have seen nobody for a fortnight, and no doubt
-a hundred things have happened. Do send for Markham, Frances. Oh, you
-must not look at papa. I know papa is not fond of him. Dear! if you
-think one can be fond of everybody one meets--especially one’s
-connections. Everybody knows that you hate half of them. That makes it
-piquant. There is nobody you can say such spiteful things to as people
-whom you belong to, whom you call by their Christian names.”
-
-“That is a charming Christian sentiment--entirely suited to the
-surroundings you have been used to, Con; but not to your sister’s.”
-
-“Oh, my sister! She has heard plenty of hard things said of that good
-little Tasie, who is her chief friend. Frances would not say them
-herself. She doesn’t know how. But her surroundings are not so ignorant.
-You are not called upon to assume so much virtue, papa.”
-
-“I think you forget a little to whom you are speaking,” said Waring,
-with quick anger.
-
-“Papa!” cried Constance, with an astonished look, “I think it is you who
-forget. We are not in the middle ages. Mamma failed to remember that. I
-hope you have not forgotten too, or I shall be sorry I came here.”
-
-He looked at her with a sudden gleam of rage in his eyes. That temper
-which had fallen into disuse was no more overcome than when all this
-trouble began; but he remained silent, putting force upon himself,
-though he could not quite conceal the struggle. At last he burst into an
-angry laugh: “You will train me, perhaps, in time to the subjection
-which is required from the nineteenth-century parent,” he said.
-
-“You are charming,” said his daughter, with a bow and smile across the
-table. “There is only this lingering trace of medievalism in respect to
-Markham. But you know, papa, really a feud can’t exist in these days.
-Now, answer me yourself; can it? It would subject us all to ridicule. My
-experience is that people as a rule are _not_ fond of each other; but to
-show it is quite a different thing. Oh no, papa; no one can do that.”
-
-She was so certain of what she said, so calm in the enunciation of her
-dogmas, that he only looked at her and made no other reply. And when
-Constance appealed to Frances whether Domenico should not be sent to the
-hotel to call Markham, he avoided the inquiring look which Frances cast
-at him. “If papa has no objection,” she said with hesitation and alarm.
-“Oh, papa can have no objection,” Constance cried; and the message was
-sent; and Markham came. Frances, frightened, made many attempts to
-excuse herself; but her father would neither see nor hear the efforts
-she made. He retired to the bookroom, while the girls entertained their
-visitor on the loggia; or rather, while he entertained them. Waring
-heard the voices mingled with laughter, as we all hear the happier
-intercourse of others when we are ourselves in gloomy opposition,
-nursing our wrath. He thought they were all the more lively, all the
-more gay, because he was displeased. Even Frances. He forgot that he had
-made up his mind that Frances had better go (as she wished to go), and
-felt that she was a little monster to take so cordially to the stranger
-whom she knew he disliked and disapproved. Nevertheless, in spite of
-this irritation and misery, the little lecture of Constance on what was
-conventionally necessary had so much effect upon him, that he appeared
-on the loggia before Markham went away, and conquered himself
-sufficiently to receive, if not to make much response to the salutations
-which his wife’s son offered. Markham jumped up from his seat with the
-greatest cordiality, when this tall shadow appeared in the soft
-darkness. “I can’t tell you how glad I am to see you, sir, after all
-these years. I hope I am not such a nuisance as I was when you knew me
-before--at the age when all males should be kept out of sight of their
-seniors, as the sage says.”
-
-“What sage was that? Ah! his experience was all at second-hand.”
-
-“Not like yours, sir,” said Markham. And then there was a slight pause,
-and Constance struck in.
-
-“Markham is a great institution to people who don’t get the ‘Morning
-Post.’ He has told me a heap of things. In a fortnight, when one is not
-on the spot, it is astonishing what quantities of things happen. In town
-one gets used to having one’s gossip hot and hot every day.”
-
-“The advantage of abstinence is that you get up such an appetite for
-your next meal. I had only a few items of news. My mother gave me many
-messages for you, sir. She hopes you will not object to trust little
-Frances to my care.”
-
-“I object--to trust my child to any one’s care,” said Waring, quickly.
-
-“I beg your pardon. You intend, then, to take my sister to England
-yourself,” the stranger said.
-
-It was dark, and their faces were invisible to each other; but the girls
-looking on saw a momentary swaying of the tall figure towards the
-smaller one, which suggested something like a blow. Frances had nearly
-sprung from her seat; but Constance put out her hand and restrained
-her. She judged rightly. Passion was strong in Waring’s mind. He could,
-had inclination prevailed, have seized the little man by the coat, and
-pitched him out into the road below. But bonds were upon him more potent
-than if they had been made of iron.
-
-“I have no such intention,” he said. “I should not have sent her at all.
-But it seems she wishes to go. I will not interfere with her
-arrangements. But she must have some time to prepare.”
-
-“As long as she likes, sir,” said Markham, cheerfully. “A few days more
-out of the east wind will be delightful to me.”
-
-And no more passed between them. Waring strolled about the loggia with
-his cigarette. Though Frances had made haste to provide a new chair as
-easy as the other, he had felt himself dislodged, and had not yet
-settled into a new place; and when he joined them in the evening, he
-walked about or sat upon the wall, instead of lounging in indolent
-comfort, as in the old quiet days. On this evening he stood at the
-corner, looking down upon the lights of the Marina in the distance, and
-the grey twinkle of the olives in the clear air of the night. The poor
-neighbours of the little town were still on the Punto, enjoying the
-coolness of the evening hours; and the murmur of their talk rose on one
-side, a little softened by distance; while the group on the loggia
-renewed its conversation close at hand. Waring stood and listened with a
-contempt which he partially knew to be unjust. But he was sore and
-bitter, and the ease and gaiety seemed a kind of insult to him, one of
-many insults which he was of opinion he had received from his wife’s
-son. “Confounded little fool,” he said to himself.
-
-But Constance was right in her worldly wisdom. It would make them all
-ridiculous if he made objections to Markham, if he showed openly his
-distaste to him. The world was but a small world at Bordighera; but yet
-it was not without its power. The interrupted conversation went on with
-great vigour. He remarked with a certain satisfaction that Frances
-talked very little; but Constance and her brother--as he called himself,
-the puppy!--never paused. There is no such position for seeing the worst
-of ordinary conversation. Waring stood looking out blankly upon the
-bewildering lines of the hills towards the west, with the fresh breeze
-in his face, and his cigarette only kept alight by a violent puff now
-and then, listening to the lively chatter. How vacant it was--about this
-one and that one; about So-and-so’s peculiarities; about things not even
-made clear, which each understood at half a word, which made them laugh.
-Good heavens! at what? Not at the wit of it, for there was no wit--at
-some ludicrous image involved, which to the listener was dull, dull as
-the village chatter on the other side; but more dull, more vapid in its
-artificial ring. How they echoed each other, chiming in; how they
-remembered anecdotes to the discredit of their friends; how they ran on
-in the same circle endlessly, with jests that were without point even to
-Frances, who sat listening in an eager tension of interest, but could
-not keep up to the height of the talk, which was all about people she
-did not know--and still more without point to Waring, who had known, but
-knew no longer, and who was angry and mortified and bitter, feeling his
-supremacy taken from him in his own house, and all his habits shattered:
-yet knew very well that he could not resist, that to show his dislike
-would only make him ridiculous; that he was once more subject to
-Society, and dare not show his contempt for its bonds.
-
-After a while, he flung his half-finished cigarette over the wall, and
-stalked away, with a brief, “Excuse me, but I must say good-night.”
-Markham sprang up from his chair; but his step-father only waved his
-hand to the little party sitting in the evening darkness, and went away,
-his footsteps sounding upon the marble floor through the _salone_ and
-the ante-room, closing the doors behind him. There was a little silence
-as he disappeared.
-
-“Well,” said Markham, with a long-drawn breath, “that’s over, Con; and
-better than might have been expected.”
-
-“Better! Do you call that better? I should say almost as bad as could
-be. Why didn’t you stand up to him and have it out?”
-
-“My dear, he always cows me a little,” said Markham. “I remember times
-when I stood up to him, as you say, with that idiotcy of youth in which
-you are so strong, Con; but I think I generally came off second-best.
-Our respected papa has a great gift of language when he likes.”
-
-“He does not like now, he is too old; he has given up that sort of
-thing. Ask Frances. She thinks him the mildest of pious fathers.”
-
-“If you please,” said the little voice of Frances out of the gloom, with
-a little quiver in it, “I wish you would not speak about papa so, before
-me. It is perhaps quite right of you, who have no feeling for him, or
-don’t know him very well; but with me it is quite different. Whether you
-are right or wrong, I cannot have it, please.”
-
-“The little thing is quite right, Con,” said Markham. “I beg your
-pardon, little Fan. I have a great respect for papa, though he has none
-for me. Too old! He is not so old as I am, and a much more estimable
-member of society. He is not old enough--that is the worst of it--for
-you and me.”
-
-“I am not going to encourage her in her nonsense,” said Constance, “as
-if one’s father or mother was something sacred, as if they were not just
-human beings like ourselves. But apart from that, as I have told
-Frances, I think very well of papa.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI.
-
-
-There was no more said for a day or two about the journey. But that it
-was to take place, that Markham was waiting till his step-sister was
-ready, and that Frances was making her preparations to go, nobody any
-longer attempted to ignore. Waring himself had gone so far in his
-recognition of the inevitable as to give Frances money to provide for
-the necessities of the journey. “You will want things,” he said. “I
-don’t wish it to be thought that I kept you like a little beggar.”
-
-“I am not like a little beggar, papa,” cried Frances, with an
-indignation which scarcely any of the more serious grievances of her
-life had called forth. She had always supposed him to be pleased with
-the British neatness, the modest, girlish costumes which she had
-procured for herself by instinct, and which made this girl, who knew
-nothing of England, so characteristically an English girl. This proof of
-the man’s ignorance--which Frances ignorantly supposed to mean entire
-indifference to her appearance--went to her heart. “And it is impossible
-to get things here,” she added, with her usual anxious penitence for her
-impatience.
-
-“You can do it in Paris, then,” he said. “I suppose you have enough of
-the instincts of your sex to buy clothes in Paris.”
-
-Girls are not fond of hearing of the instincts of their sex. She turned
-away with a speechless vexation and distress which it pleased him to
-think rudeness.
-
-“But she keeps the money all the same,” he said to himself.
-
-Thus it became very apparent that the departure of Frances was
-desirable, and that she could not go too soon. But there were still
-inevitable delays. Strange! that when love embittered made her stay
-intolerable, the washerwoman should have compelled it. But to Frances,
-for the moment, everything in life was strange.
-
-And not the least strange was the way in which Markham, whom she liked,
-but did not understand--the odd, little, shabby, unlovely personage, who
-looked like anything in the world but an individual of importance--was
-received by the little world of Bordighera. At the little church on
-Sunday, there was a faint stir when he came in, and one lady pointed him
-out to another as the small audience filed out. The English landlady at
-the hotel spoke of him continually. Lord Markham was now the authority
-whom she quoted on all subjects. Even Domenico said “meelord” with a
-relish. And as for the Durants, their enthusiasm was boundless. Tasie,
-not yet quite recovered from the excitement of Constance’s arrival, lost
-her self-control altogether when Markham appeared. It was so good of him
-to come to church, she said; such an example for the people at the
-hotels! And so nice to lose so little time in coming to call upon papa.
-Of course, papa, as the clergyman, would have called upon him as soon as
-it was known where he was staying. But it was so pretty of Lord Markham
-to conform to foreign ways and make the first visit. “We knew it must
-be your doing, Frances,” she said, with grateful delight.
-
-“But, indeed, it was not my doing. It is Constance who makes him come,”
-Frances cried.
-
-Constance, indeed, insisted upon his company everywhere. She took him
-not only to the Durants, but to the bungalow up among the olive woods,
-which they found in great excitement, and where the appearance of Lord
-Markham partially failed of its effect, a greater hero and stranger
-being there. George Gaunt, the General’s youngest son, the chief subject
-of his mother’s talk, the one of her children about whom she always had
-something to say, had arrived the day before, and in his presence even a
-living lord sank into a secondary place. Mrs Gaunt had been the first to
-see the little party coming along by the terraces of the olive woods.
-She had, long, long ago, formed plans in her imagination of what might
-ensue when George came home. She ran out to meet them with her hands
-extended. “Oh Frances, I am so glad to see you! Only fancy what has
-happened. George has come!”
-
-“I am so glad,” said Frances, who was the first. She was more used to
-the winding of those terraces, and then she had not so much to talk of
-as Constance and Markham. Her face lighted up with pleasure. “How happy
-you must be!” she said, kissing the old lady affectionately. “Is he
-well?”
-
-“Oh, wonderfully well; so much better than I could have hoped. George,
-George, where are you? Oh, my dear, I am so anxious that you should
-meet! I want you to like him,” Mrs Gaunt said.
-
-Almost for the first time there came a sting of pain to Frances’ heart.
-She had heard a great deal of George Gaunt. She had thought of him more
-than of any other stranger. She had wondered what he would be like, and
-smiled to herself at his mother’s too evident anxiety to bring them
-together, with a slight, not disagreeable flutter of interest in her own
-consciousness. And now here he was, and she was going away! It seemed a
-sort of spite of fortune, a tantalising of circumstances; though, to be
-sure, she did not know whether she should like him, or if Mrs Gaunt’s
-hopes might bear any fruit. Still, it was the only outlet her
-imagination had ever had, and it had amused and given her a pleasant
-fantastic glimpse now and then into something that might be more
-exciting than the calm round of every day.
-
-She stood on the little grassy terrace which surrounded the house,
-looking towards the open door, but not taking any step towards it,
-waiting for the hero to appear. The house was low and broad, with a
-veranda round it, planted in the midst of the olive groves, where there
-was a little clearing, and looking down upon the sea. Frances paused
-there, with her face towards the house, and saw coming out from under
-the shadow of the veranda, with a certain awkward celerity, the straight
-slim figure of the young Indian officer, his mother’s hero, and, in a
-visionary sense, her own. She did not advance--she could not tell
-why--but waited till he should come up, while his mother turned round,
-beckoning to him. This was how it was that Constance and Markham arrived
-upon the scene before the introduction was fully accomplished. Frances
-held out her hand, and he took it, coming forward; but already his eyes
-had travelled over her head to the other pair arriving, with a look of
-inquiry and surprise. He let Frances’ hand drop as soon as he had
-touched it, and turned towards the other, who was much more attractive
-than Frances. Constance, who missed nothing, gave him a glance, and then
-turned to his mother. “We brought our brother to see you,” she said (as
-Frances had not had presence of mind to do). “Lord Markham, Mrs Gaunt.
-But we have come at an inappropriate moment, when you are occupied.”
-
-“Oh no! It is so kind of you to come. This is my son George, Miss
-Waring. He arrived last night. I have so wanted him to meet----” She did
-not say Frances; but she looked at the little girl, who was quite
-eclipsed and in the background, and then hurriedly added, “your--family:
-whose name he knows, as such friends! And how kind of Lord Markham to
-come all this way!”
-
-She was not accustomed to lords, and the mother’s mind jumped at once to
-the vain, but so usual idea, that this lord, who had himself sought the
-acquaintance, might be of use to her son. She brought forward George,
-who was a little dazzled too; and it was not till the party had been
-swept into the veranda, where the family sat in the evening, that Mrs
-Gaunt became aware that Frances had followed, the last of the train, and
-had seated herself on the outskirts of the group, no one paying any heed
-to her. Even then, she was too much under the influence of the less
-known visitors to do anything to put this right.
-
-“I am delighted that you think me kind,” said Markham, in answer to the
-assurances which Mrs Gaunt kept repeating, not knowing what to say. “My
-step-father is not of that opinion at all. Neither will you be, I fear,
-when you know my mission. I have come for Frances.”
-
-“For Frances!” she cried, with a little suppressed scream of dismay.
-
-“Ah, I said you would not be of that opinion long,” Markham said.
-
-“Is Frances going away?” said the old General. “I don’t think we can
-stand that. Eh, George? that is not what your mother promised you.
-Frances is all we have got to remind us that we were young once. Waring
-must hear reason. He must not let her go away.”
-
-“Frances is going; but Constance stays,” interposed that young lady.
-“General, I hope you will adopt me in her stead.”
-
-“That I will,” said the old soldier; “that is, I will adopt you in
-addition, for we cannot give up Frances. Though, if it is only for a
-short visit, if you pledge yourself to bring her back again, I suppose
-we will have to give our consent.”
-
-“Not I,” said Mrs Gaunt under her breath. She whispered to her son, “Go
-and talk to her. This is not Frances; _that_ is Frances,” leaning over
-his shoulder.
-
-George did not mean to shake off her hand; but he made a little
-impatient movement, and turned the other way to Constance, to whom he
-made some confused remark.
-
-All the conversation was about Frances; but she took no part in it, nor
-did any one turn to her to ask her own opinion. She sat on the edge of
-the veranda, half hidden by the luxuriant growth of a rose which
-covered one of the pillars, and looked out rather wistfully, it must be
-allowed, over the grey clouds of olives in the foreground, to the blue
-of the sea beyond. It was twilight under the shade of the veranda; but
-outside, a subdued daylight, on the turn towards night. The little talk
-about her was very flattering, but somehow it did not have the effect it
-might have had; for though they all spoke of her as of so much
-importance, they left her out with one consent. Not exactly with one
-consent. Mrs Gaunt, standing up, looking from one to another,
-hurt--though causelessly--beyond expression by the careless movement of
-her newly returned boy, would have gone to Frances, had she not been
-held by some magnetic attraction which emanated from the others--the
-lord who might be of use--the young lady, whose careless ease and
-self-confidence were dazzling to simple people.
-
-Neither the General nor his wife could realise that she was merely
-Frances’ sister, Waring’s daughter. She was the sister of Lord Markham.
-She was on another level altogether from the little girl who had been so
-pleasant to them all, and so sweet. They were very sorry that Frances
-was going away; but the other one required attention, had to be thought
-of, and put in the chief place. As for Frances, who knew them all so
-well, she would not mind. And thus even Mrs Gaunt directed her attention
-to the new-comer.
-
-Frances thought it was all very natural, and exactly what she wished.
-She was glad, very glad that they should take to Constance; that she
-should make friends with all the old friends who to herself had been so
-tender and kind. But there was one thing in which she could not help but
-feel a little disappointed, disconcerted, cast down. She had looked
-forward to George. She had thought of this new element in the quiet
-village life with a pleasant flutter of her heart. It had been natural
-to think of him as falling more or less to her own share, partly because
-it would be so in the fitness of things, she being the youngest of all
-the society--the girl, as he would be the boy; and partly because of his
-mother’s fond talk, which was full of innocent hints of her hopes. That
-George should come when she was just going away, was bad enough; but
-that they should have met like this, that he should have touched her
-hand almost without looking at her, that he should not have had the most
-momentary desire to make acquaintance with Frances, whose name he must
-have heard so often, that gave her a real pang. To be sure, it was only
-a pang of the imagination. She had not fallen in love with his
-photograph, which did not represent an Adonis; and it was something,
-half a brother, half a comrade, not (consciously) a lover, for which
-Frances had looked in him. But yet it gave her a very strange, painful,
-deserted sensation when she saw him look over her head at Constance, and
-felt her hand dropped as soon as taken. She smiled a little at herself,
-when she came to think of it, saying to herself that she knew very well
-Constance was far more charming, far more pretty than she, and that it
-was only natural she should take the first place. Frances was ever
-anxious to yield to her the first place. But she could not help that
-quiver of involuntary feeling. She was hurt, though it was all so
-natural. It was natural, too, that she should be hurt, and that nobody
-should take any notice--all the most everyday things in the world.
-
-George Gaunt came to the Palazzo next day. He came in the afternoon with
-his father, to be introduced to Waring; and he came again after
-dinner--for these neighbours did not entertain each other at the
-working-day meals, so to speak, but only in light ornamental ways, with
-cups of tea or black coffee--with both his parents to spend the evening.
-He was thin and of a slightly greenish tinge in his brownness, by reason
-of India and the illnesses he had gone through; but his slim figure had
-a look of power; and he had kind eyes, like his mother’s, under the
-hollows of his brows: not a handsome young man, yet not at all common or
-ordinary, with a soldier’s neatness and upright bearing. To see Markham
-beside him with his insignificant figure, his little round head tufted
-with sandy hair, his one-sided look with his glass in his eye, or his
-ear tilted up on the opposite side, was as good as a sermon upon race
-and its advantages. For Markham was the fifteenth lord; and the Gaunts
-were, it was understood, of as good as no family at all. Captain George
-from that first evening had neither ear nor eye for any one but
-Constance. He followed her about shyly wherever she moved; he stood over
-her when she sat down. He said little, for he was shy, poor fellow; yet
-he did sometimes hazard a remark, which was always subsidiary or
-responsive to something she had said.
-
-Mrs Gaunt’s distress at this subversion of all she had intended was
-great. She got Frances into a corner of the loggia while the others
-talked, and thrust upon her a pretty sandalwood box inlaid with ivory,
-one of those that George had brought from India. “It was always intended
-for you, dear,” she said. “Of course he could not venture to offer it
-himself.”
-
-“But, dear Mrs Gaunt,” said Frances, with a low laugh, in which all her
-little bitterness evaporated, “I don’t think he has so much as seen my
-face. I am sure he would not know me if we met in the road.”
-
-“Oh, my dear child,” cried poor Mrs Gaunt, “it has been such a
-disappointment to me. I have just cried my eyes out over it. To think
-you should not have taken to each other after all my dreams and hopes.”
-
-Frances laughed again; but she did not say that there had been no
-failure of interest on her side. She said, “I hope he will soon be quite
-strong and well. You will write and tell me about everybody.”
-
-“Indeed I will. Oh Frances, is it possible that you are going so soon?
-It does not seem natural that you should be going, and that your sister
-should stay.”
-
-“Not very natural,” said Frances, with a composure which was less
-natural still. “But since it is to be, I hope you will see as much of
-her as you can, dear Mrs Gaunt, and be as kind to her as you have been
-to me.”
-
-“Oh, my dear, there is little doubt that I shall see a great deal of
-her,” said the mother, with a glance towards the other group, of which
-Constance was the central figure. She was lying back in the big
-wicker-work chair; with the white hands and arms, which showed out of
-sleeves shorter than were usual in Bordighera, very visible in the dusk,
-accompanying her talk by lively gestures. The young captain stood like
-a sentinel a little behind her. His mother’s glance was half vexation
-and half pleasure. She thought it was a great thing for a girl to have
-secured the attentions of her boy, and a very sad thing for the girl who
-had not secured them. Any doubt that Constance might not be grateful,
-had not yet entered her thoughts. Frances, though she was so much less
-experienced, saw the matter in another light.
-
-“You must remember,” she said, “that she has been brought up very
-differently. She has been used to a great deal of admiration, Markham
-says.”
-
-“And now you will come in for that, and she must take what she can get
-here.” Mrs Gaunt’s tone when she said this showed that she felt, whoever
-was the loser, it would not be Constance. Frances shook her head.
-
-“It will be very different with me. And dear Mrs Gaunt, if Constance
-should not--do as you wish----”
-
-“My dear, I will not interfere. It never does any good when a mother
-interferes,” Mrs Gaunt said hurriedly. Her mind was incapable of
-pursuing the idea which Frances so timidly had endeavoured to suggest.
-And what could the girl do more?
-
-Next day she went away. Her father, pale and stern, took leave of her in
-the bookroom with an air of offence and displeasure which went to
-Frances’ heart. “I will not come to the station. You will have, no
-doubt, everybody at the station. I don’t like greetings in the
-market-places,” he said.
-
-“Papa,” said Frances, “Mariuccia knows everything. I am sure she will be
-careful. She says she will not trouble Constance more than is necessary.
-And I hope----”
-
-“Oh, we shall do very well, I don’t doubt.”
-
-“I hope you will forgive me, papa, for all I may have done wrong. I hope
-you will not miss me; that is, I hope--oh, I hope you will miss me a
-little, for it breaks my heart when you look at me like that.”
-
-“We shall do very well,” said Waring, not looking at her at all, “both
-you and I.”
-
-“And you have nothing to say to me, papa?”
-
-“Nothing--except that I hope you will like your new life and find
-everything pleasant. Good-bye, my dear; it is time you were going.”
-
-And that was all. Everybody was at the station, it was true, which made
-it no place for leave-takings; and Frances did not know that he watched
-the train from the loggia till the white plume of steam disappeared with
-a roar in the next of those many tunnels that spoil the beautiful
-Cornice road. Constance walked back in the midst of the Gaunts and
-Durants, looking, as she always did, the mistress of the situation. But
-neither did Frances, blotted out in the corner of the carriage, crying
-behind her veil and her handkerchief, leaving all she knew behind her,
-understand with what a tug at her heart Constance saw the familiar
-little ugly face of her brother for the last time at the
-carriage-window, and turned back to the deadly monotony of the shelter
-she had sought for herself, with a sense that everything was over, and
-she herself completely deserted, like a wreck upon a desolate shore.
-
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-<h1>A HOUSE<br />
-DIVIDED AGAINST ITSELF</h1>
-
-<p class="c">BY
-MRS OLIPHANT<br /><br /><br />
-IN THREE VOLUMES<br /><br />
-VOL. I.<br /><br /><br />
-WILLIAM BLACKWOOD AND SONS<br />
-EDINBURGH AND LONDON<br />
-MDCCCLXXXVI</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_1" id="page_1">{1}</a></span>&nbsp; </p>
-
-<h1>A HOUSE DIVIDED AGAINST ITSELF.</h1>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> day was warm, and there was no shade; out of the olive woods which
-they had left behind, and where all was soft coolness and freshness,
-they had emerged into a piece of road widened and perfected by recent
-improvements till it was as shelterless as a broad street. High walls on
-one side clothed with the green clinging trails of the mesembryanthemum,
-with palm-trees towering above, but throwing no shadow below; on the
-other a low house or two, and more garden walls, leading in a broad
-curve to the little old walled town, its campanile rising up over the
-clustered roofs, in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_2" id="page_2">{2}</a></span> which was their home. They had fifteen minutes or
-more of dazzling sunshine before them ere they could reach any point of
-shelter.</p>
-
-<p>Ten minutes, or even five, would have been enough for Frances. She could
-have run along, had she been alone, as like a bird as any human creature
-could be, being so light and swift and young. But it was very different
-with her father. He walked but slowly at the best of times; and in the
-face of the sun at noon, what was to be expected of him? It was part of
-the strange contrariety of fate, which was against him in whatever he
-attempted, small or great, that it should be just here, in this broad,
-open, unavoidable path, that he encountered one of those parties which
-always made him wroth, and which usually he managed to keep clear of
-with such dexterity&mdash;an English family from one of the hotels.</p>
-
-<p>Tourists from the hotels are always objectionable to residents in a
-place. Even when the residents are themselves strangers&mdash;perhaps,
-indeed, all the more from that fact&mdash;the chance visitors who come to
-stare and gape at those scenes which the others have appropriated and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_3" id="page_3">{3}</a></span>
-taken possession of, are insufferable. Mr Waring had lived in the old
-town of Bordighera for a great number of years. He had seen the Marina
-and the line of hotels on the beach created, and he had watched the
-travellers arriving to take possession of them&mdash;the sick people, and the
-people who were not sick. He had denounced the invasion unceasingly, and
-with vehemence; he had never consented to it. The Italians about might
-be complacent, thinking of the enrichment of the neighbourhood, and of
-what was good for trade, as these prosaic people do; but the English
-colonist on the Punto could not put up with it. And to be met here, on
-his return from his walk, by an unblushing band about whom there could
-be no mistake, was very hard to bear. He had to walk along exposed to
-the fire of all their unabashed and curious glances, to walk slowly, to
-miss none, from that of the stout mother to that of the slim governess.
-In the rear of the party came the papa, a portly Saxon, of the class
-which, if comparisons could be thought of in so broad and general a
-sentiment, Mr Waring disliked worst of all&mdash;a big<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_4" id="page_4">{4}</a></span> man, a rosy man, a
-fat man, in large easy morning clothes, with a big white umbrella over
-his head. This last member of the family came at some distance behind
-the rest. He did not like the sun, though he had been persuaded to leave
-England in search of it. He was very warm, moist, and in a state of
-general relaxation, his tidy necktie coming loose, his gloves only half
-on, his waistcoat partially unbuttoned. It was March, when no doubt a
-good genuine east wind was blowing at home. At that moment this
-traveller almost regretted the east wind.</p>
-
-<p>The Warings were going up-hill towards their abode: the slope was gentle
-enough, yet it added to the slowness of Mr Waring’s pace. All the
-English party had stared at him, as is the habit of English parties; and
-indeed he and his daughter were not unworthy of a stare. But all these
-gazes came with a cumulation of curiosity to widen the stare of the last
-comer, who had, besides, twenty or thirty yards of vacancy in which the
-indignant resident was fully exposed to his view. Little Frances, who
-was English enough to stare too, though in a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_5" id="page_5">{5}</a></span> gentlewomanly way, saw a
-change gradually come, as he gazed, over the face of the stranger. His
-eyebrows rose up bushy and arched with surprise; his eyelids puckered
-with the intentness of his stare; his lips dropped apart. Then he came
-suddenly to a stand-still, and gasped forth the word “<span class="smcap">Waring!</span>” in tones
-of surprise to which capital letters can give but faint expression.</p>
-
-<p>Mr Waring, struck by this exclamation as by a bullet, paused too, as
-with something of that inclination to turn round which is said to be
-produced by a sudden hit. He put up his hand momentarily, as if to pull
-down his broad-brimmed hat over his brows. But in the end he did
-neither. He stood and faced the stranger with angry energy. “Well?” he
-said.</p>
-
-<p>“Dear me! who could have thought of seeing you here? Let me call my
-wife. She will be delighted. Mary! Why, I thought you had gone to the
-East. I thought you had disappeared altogether. And so did everybody.
-And what a long time it is, to be sure! You look as if you had forgotten
-me.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_6" id="page_6">{6}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I have,” said the other, with a supercilious gaze, perusing the large
-figure from top to toe.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh come, Waring! Why&mdash;Mannering; you can’t have forgotten Mannering, a
-fellow that stuck by you all through. Dear, how it brings up everything,
-seeing you again! Why, it must be a dozen years ago. And what have you
-been doing all this time? Wandering over the face of the earth, I
-suppose, in all sorts of out-of-the-way places, since nobody has ever
-fallen in with you before.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am something of an invalid,” said Waring. “I fear I cannot stand in
-the sun to answer so many questions. And my movements are of no
-importance to any one but myself.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be so misanthropical,” said the stranger in his large round
-voice. “You always had a turn that way. And I don’t wonder if you are
-soured&mdash;any fellow would be soured. Won’t you say a word to Mary? She’s
-looking back, wondering with all her might what new acquaintance I’ve
-found out here, never thinking it’s an old friend. Hillo, Mary! What’s
-the matter? Don’t you want to see her? Why, man alive, don’t be so
-bitter! She and I have<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_7" id="page_7">{7}</a></span> always stuck up for you; through thick and thin,
-we’ve stuck up for you. Eh! can’t stand any longer? Well, it is hot,
-isn’t it? There’s no variety in this confounded climate. Come to the
-hotel, then&mdash;the Victoria, down there.”</p>
-
-<p>Waring had passed his interrogator, and was already at some distance,
-while the other, breathless, called after him. He ended, affronted, by
-another discharge of musketry, which hit the fugitive in the rear. “I
-suppose,” the indiscreet inquirer demanded, breathlessly, “that’s the
-little girl?”</p>
-
-<p>Frances had followed with great but silent curiosity this strange
-conversation. She had not interposed in any way, but she had stood close
-by her father’s side, drinking in every word with keen ears and eyes.
-She had heard and seen many strange things, but never an encounter like
-this; and her eagerness to know what it meant was great; but she dared
-not linger a moment after her father’s rapid movement of the hand, and
-the longer stride than usual, which was all the increase of speed he was
-capable of. As she had stood still by his side without a question, she
-now went on, very<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_8" id="page_8">{8}</a></span> much as if she had been a delicate little piece of
-machinery of which he had touched the spring. That was not at all the
-character of Frances Waring; but to judge by her movements while at her
-father’s side, an outside observer might have thought so. She had never
-offered any resistance to any impulse from him in her whole life; indeed
-it would have seemed to her an impossibility to do so. But these
-impulses concerned the outside of her life only. She went along by his
-side with the movement of a swift creature restrained to the pace of a
-very slow one, but making neither protest nor remark. And neither did
-she ask any explanation, though she cast many a stolen glance at him as
-they pursued their way. And for his part, he said nothing. The heat of
-the sun, the annoyance of being thus interrupted, were enough to account
-for that.</p>
-
-<p>This broad bit of sunny road which lay between them and the shelter of
-their home had been made by one of those too progressive municipalities,
-thirsting for English visitors and tourists in general, who fill with
-hatred and horror the old residents in Italy; and after it<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_9" id="page_9">{9}</a></span> followed a
-succession of stony stairs more congenial to the locality, by which,
-under old archways and through narrow alleys, you got at last to the
-wider centre of the town, a broad stony piazza, under the shadow of the
-Bell Tower, the characteristic campanile which was the landmark of the
-place. Except on one side of the piazza, all here was in grateful shade.
-Waring’s stern face softened a little when he came into these cool and
-almost deserted streets: here and there was a woman at a doorway, an old
-man in the deep shadow of an open shop or booth unguarded by any window,
-two or three girls filling their pitchers at the well, but no intrusive
-tourists or passengers of any kind to break the noonday stillness. The
-pair went slowly through the little town, and emerged by another old
-gateway, on the farther side, where the blue Mediterranean, with all its
-wonderful shades of colour, and line after line of headland cutting down
-into those ethereal tints, stretched out before them, ending in the haze
-of the Ligurian mountains. The scene was enough to take away the breath
-of one unaccustomed to that blaze of wonderful light, and all the
-de<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_10" id="page_10">{10}</a></span>lightful accidents of those purple hills. But this pair were too
-familiarly acquainted with every line to make any pause. They turned
-round the sunny height from the gateway, and entered by a deep small
-door sunk in the wall, which stood high like a great rampart rising from
-the Punto. This was the outer wall of the palace of the lord of the
-town, still called <i>the</i> Palazzo at Bordighera. Every large house is a
-palace in Italy; but the pretensions of this were well founded. The
-little door by which they entered had been an opening of modern and
-peaceful times, the state entrance being through a great doorway and
-court on the inner side. The deep outer wall was pierced by windows,
-only at the height of the second storey on the sea side, so that the
-great marble stair up which Waring toiled slowly was very long and
-fatiguing, as if it led to a mountaintop. He reached his rooms
-breathless, and going in through antechamber and corridor, threw himself
-into the depths of a large but upright chair. There were no signs of
-luxury about. It was not one of those hermitages of culture and ease
-which English recluses make for themselves in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_11" id="page_11">{11}</a></span> the most unlikely places.
-It was more like a real hermitage; or, to speak more simply, it was
-like, what it really was, an apartment in an old Italian house, in a
-rustic castle, furnished and provided as such a place, in the possession
-of its natural inhabitants, would be.</p>
-
-<p>The Palazzo was subdivided into a number of habitations, of which the
-apartment of the Englishman was the most important. It was composed of a
-suite of rooms facing to the sea, and commanding the entire circuit of
-the sun; for the windows on one side were to the east, and at the other
-the apartment ended in a large loggia, commanding the west and all the
-glorious sunsets accomplished there. We Northerners, who have but a
-limited enjoyment of the sun, show often a strange indifference to him
-in the sites and situations of our houses; but in Italy it is well known
-that where the sun does not go the doctor goes, and much more regard is
-shown to the aspect of the house.</p>
-
-<p>The Warings at the worst of that genial climate had little occasion for
-fire; they had but to follow the centre of light when he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_12" id="page_12">{12}</a></span> glided out of
-one room to fling himself more abundantly into another. The Punto is
-always full in the cheerful rays. It commands everything&mdash;air and sea,
-and the mountains and all their thousand effects of light and shade; and
-the Palazzo stands boldly out upon this the most prominent point in the
-landscape, with the houses of the little town withdrawing on a dozen
-different levels behind. In the warlike days when no point of vantage
-which a pirate could seize upon was left undefended or assailable, it is
-probable that there was no loggia from which to watch the western
-illuminations. But peace has been so long on the Riviera that the loggia
-too was antique, the parapet crumbling and grey. It opened from a large
-room, very lofty, and with much faded decoration on the upper walls and
-roof, which was the salone or drawing-room, beyond which was an
-ante-room, then a sort of library, a dining-room, a succession of
-bed-chambers; much space, little furniture, sunshine and air unlimited,
-and a view from every window which it was worth living to be able to
-look out upon night and day. This, however, at the moment of which<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_13" id="page_13">{13}</a></span> we
-write, was shut out all along the line, the green <i>persiani</i> being
-closed, and nothing open but the loggia, which was still cool and in the
-shade. The rooms lay in a soft green twilight, cool and fresh; the doors
-were open from one to another, affording a long vista of picturesque
-glimpses.</p>
-
-<p>From where Waring had thrown himself down to rest, he looked straight
-through the apartment, over the faded formality of the ante-room with
-its large old chairs, which were never moved from their place, across
-his own library, in which there was a glimmer of vellum binding and old
-gilding, to the table with its white tablecloth, laid out for breakfast
-in the eating-room. The quiet soothed him after a while, and perhaps the
-evident preparations for his meal, the large and rotund flask of Chianti
-which Domenico was placing on the table, the vision of another figure
-behind Domenico with a delicate dish of mayonnaise in her hands. He
-could distinguish that it was a mayonnaise, and his angry spirit calmed
-down. Noon began to chime from the campanile, and Frances came in
-without her hat and with the eagerness subdued in her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_14" id="page_14">{14}</a></span> eyes. “Breakfast
-is ready, papa,” she said. She had that look of knowing nothing and
-guessing nothing beyond what lies on the surface, which so many women
-have.</p>
-
-<p>She was scarcely to be called a woman, not only because of being so
-young, but of being so small, so slim, so light, with such a tiny
-figure, that a stronger breeze than usual would, one could not help
-thinking, blow her away. Her father was very tall, which made her tiny
-size the more remarkable. She was not beautiful&mdash;few people are to the
-positive degree; but she had the prettiness of youth, of round soft
-contour, and peach-like skin, and clear eyes. Her hair was light brown,
-her eyes dark brown, neither very remarkable; her features small and
-clearly cut, as was her figure, no slovenliness or want of finish about
-any line. All this pleasing exterior was very simple and easily
-comprehended, and had but little to do with her, the real Frances, who
-was not so easy to understand. She had two faces, although there was in
-her no guile. She had the countenance she now wore, as it were for daily
-use&mdash;a countenance without expression, like a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_15" id="page_15">{15}</a></span> sunny cheerful morning in
-which there is neither care nor fear&mdash;the countenance of a girl calling
-papa to breakfast, very punctual, determined that nobody should reproach
-her as being half of a minute late, or having a hair or a ribbon a
-hair’s-breadth out of place. That such a girl should have ever suspected
-anything, feared anything&mdash;except perhaps gently that the mayonnaise was
-not to papa’s taste&mdash;was beyond the range of possibilities; or that she
-should be acquainted with anything in life beyond the simple routine of
-regular hours and habits, the sweet and gentle bond of the ordinary,
-which is the best rule of young lives.</p>
-
-<p>Frances Waring had sometimes another face. That profile of hers was not
-so clearly cut for nothing; nor were her eyes so lucid only to perceive
-the outside of existence. In her room, during the few minutes she spent
-there, she had looked at herself in her old-fashioned dim glass, and
-seen a different creature. But what that was, or how it was, must show
-itself farther on. She led the way into the dining-room, the trimmest
-composed little figure, all England embodied&mdash;though she scarcely
-remembered<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_16" id="page_16">{16}</a></span> England&mdash;in the self-restrained and modest toilet of a
-little girl accustomed to be cared for by women well instructed in the
-niceties of feminine costume; and yet she had never had any one to take
-counsel with except an Italian maid-of-all-work, who loved the brightest
-primitive colours, as became her race. Frances knew so few English
-people that she had not even the admiration of surprise at her success.
-Those she did know took it for granted that she got her pretty sober
-suits, her simple unelaborate dresses, from some very excellent
-dressmaker at “home,” not knowing that she did not know what home was.</p>
-
-<p>Her father followed her, as different a figure as imagination could
-suggest. He was very tall, very thin, with long legs and stooping
-shoulders, his hair in limp locks, his shirt-collar open, a velvet
-coat&mdash;looking as entirely adapted to the locality, the conventional
-right man in the right place, as she was not the conventional woman. A
-gloomy look, which was habitual to him, a fretful longitudinal pucker in
-his forehead, the hollow lines of ill health in his cheeks, disguised
-the fact that he was, or had been, a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_17" id="page_17">{17}</a></span> handsome man; just as his extreme
-spareness and thinness made it difficult to believe that he had also
-been a very powerful one. Nor was he at all old, save in the very young
-eyes of his daughter, to whom forty-five was venerable. He might have
-been an artist or a poet of a misanthropical turn of mind; though, when
-a man has chronic asthma, misanthropy is unnecessary to explain his look
-of pain, and fatigue, and disgust with the outside world. He walked
-languidly, his shoulders up to his ears, and followed Frances to the
-table, and sat down with that air of dissatisfaction which takes the
-comfort out of everything. Frances either was inaccessible to this kind
-of discomfort, or so accustomed to it that she did not feel it. She sat
-serenely opposite to him, and talked of indifferent things.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t take the mayonnaise, if you don’t like it, papa; there is
-something else coming that will perhaps be better. Mariuccia does not at
-all pride herself upon her mayonnaise.”</p>
-
-<p>“Mariuccia knows very little about it; she has not even the sense to
-know what she can do best.” He took a little more of the dish,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_18" id="page_18">{18}</a></span> partly
-out of contradiction, which was the result which Frances hoped.</p>
-
-<p>“The lettuce is so crisp and young, that makes it a little better,” she
-said, with the air of a connoisseur.</p>
-
-<p>“A little better is not the word; it is very good,” he said, fretfully;
-then added with a slight sigh, “Everything is better for being young.”</p>
-
-<p>“Except people, I know. Why does young mean good with vegetables and
-everything else, and silly only when it is applied to people?&mdash;though it
-can’t be helped, I know.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is one of your metaphysical questions,” he said, with a slight
-softening of his tone. “Perhaps because of human jealousy. We all like
-to discredit what we haven’t got, and most people you see are no longer
-young.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, do you think so, papa? I think there are more young people than old
-people.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose you are right, Fan; but they don’t count for so much, in the
-way of opinion at least. What has called forth these sage remarks?”</p>
-
-<p>“Only the lettuce,” she said, with a laugh.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_19" id="page_19">{19}</a></span> Then, after a pause, “For
-instance, there were six or seven children in the party we met to-day,
-and only two parents.”</p>
-
-<p>“There are seldom more than two parents, my dear.”</p>
-
-<p>She had not looked up when she made this careless little speech, and yet
-there was a purpose in it, and a good deal of keen observation through
-her drooped eyelashes. She received his reply with a little laugh. “I
-did not mean that, papa; but that six or seven are a great deal more
-than two, which of course you will laugh at me for saying. I suppose
-they were all English?”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose so. The father&mdash;if he was the father&mdash;certainly was English.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you knew him, papa?’</p>
-
-<p>“He knew me, which is a different thing.”</p>
-
-<p>Then there was a little pause. The conversation between the father and
-daughter was apt to run in broken periods. He very seldom originated
-anything. When she found a subject upon which she could interest him, he
-would reply, to a certain limit, and then the talk would drop. He was
-himself a very silent man,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_20" id="page_20">{20}</a></span> requiring no outlet of conversation; and
-when he refused to be interested, it was a task too hard for Frances to
-lead him into speech. She on her side was full of a thousand unsatisfied
-curiosities, which for the most part were buried in her own bosom. In
-the meantime Domenico made the circle of the table with the new dish,
-and his step and a question or two from his master were all the remarks
-that accompanied the meal. Mr Waring was something of a <i>gourmet</i>, but
-at the same time he was very temperate&mdash;a conjunction which is
-favourable to fine eating. His table was delicately furnished with
-dishes almost infinitesimal in quantity, but superlative in quality; and
-he ate his dainty light repast with gravity and slowly, as a man
-performs what he feels to be one of the most important functions of his
-life.</p>
-
-<p>“Tell Mariuccia that a few drops from a fresh lemon would have improved
-this <i>ragoût</i>&mdash;but a very fresh lemon.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Excellency, <i>freschissimo</i>,” said Domenico, with solemnity.</p>
-
-<p>In the household generally, nothing was so important as the second
-breakfast, except, in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_21" id="page_21">{21}</a></span>deed, the dinner, which was the climax of the day.
-The gravity of all concerned, the little solemn movement round the
-white-covered table in the still soft shade of the atmosphere, with
-those green <i>persiani</i> shutting out all the sunshine, and the brown old
-walls, bare of any decoration, throwing up the group, made a curious
-picture. The walls were quite bare, the floor brown and polished, with
-only a square of carpet round the table; but the roof and cornices were
-gilt and painted with tarnished gilding and half-obliterated pictures.
-Opposite to Frances was a blurred figure of a cherub with a finger on
-his lip. She looked up at this faint image as she had done a hundred
-times, and was silent. He seemed to command the group, hovering over it
-like a little tutelary god.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_22" id="page_22">{22}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> Warings had been settled at Bordighera almost as long as Frances
-could remember. She had known no other way of living than that which
-could be carried on under the painted roofs in the Palazzo, nor any
-other domestic management than that of Domenico and Mariuccia. She
-herself had been brought up by the latter, who had taught her to knit
-stockings and to make lace of a coarse kind, and also how to spare and
-save, and watch every detail of the spese&mdash;the weekly or daily
-accounts&mdash;with an anxious eye. Beyond this, Frances had received very
-little education: her father had taught her fitfully to read and write
-after a sort; and he had taught her to draw, for which she had a little
-faculty&mdash;that is to say, she had made little sketches of all the points
-of view round about,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_23" id="page_23">{23}</a></span> which, if they were not very great in art, amused
-her, and made her feel that there was something she could do. Indeed, so
-far as doing went, she had a good deal of knowledge. She could mend very
-neatly&mdash;so neatly, that her darn or her patch was almost an ornament.
-She was indeed neat in everything, by instinct, without being taught.
-The consequence was, that her life was very full of occupation, and her
-time never hung heavy on her hands. At eighteen, indeed, it may be
-doubted whether time ever does hang heavy on a girl’s hands. It is when
-ten years or so of additional life have passed over her head, bringing
-her no more important occupations than those which are pleasant and
-appropriate to early youth, that she begins to feel her disabilities;
-but fortunately, that is a period of existence with which at the present
-moment we have nothing to do.</p>
-
-<p>Her father, who was not fifty yet, had been a young man when he came to
-this strange seclusion. Why he should have chosen Bordighera, no one had
-taken the trouble to inquire. He came when it was a little town on the
-spur of the hill, without either hotels or tourists, or<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_24" id="page_24">{24}</a></span> at least very
-few of these articles&mdash;like many other little towns which are perched on
-little platforms among the olive woods all over that lovely country. The
-place had commended itself to him because it was so completely out of
-the way. And then it was very cheap, simple, and primitive. He was not,
-however, by any means a primitive-minded man; and when he took Domenico
-and Mariuccia into his service, it was for a year or two an interest in
-his life to train them to everything that was the reverse of their own
-natural primitive ways. Mariuccia had a little native instinct for
-cookery such as is not unusual among the Latin races, and which her
-master trained into all the sophistications of a cordon bleu. And
-Domenico had that lively desire to serve his padrone “hand and foot,” as
-English servants say, and do everything for him, which comes natural to
-an amiable Italian eager to please. Both of them had been encouraged and
-trained to carry out these inclinations. Mr Waring was difficult to
-please. He wanted attendance continually. He would not tolerate a speck
-of dust anywhere, or any carelessness of service; but otherwise he was
-not a bad master.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_25" id="page_25">{25}</a></span> He left them many independences, which suited them,
-and never objected to that appropriation to themselves of his house as
-theirs, and assertion of themselves as an important part of the family,
-which is the natural result of a long service. Frances grew up
-accordingly in franker intimacy with the honest couple than is usual in
-English households. There was nothing they would not have done for the
-Signorina&mdash;starve for her, scrape and pinch for her, die for her if need
-had been; and in the meantime, while there was no need for service more
-heroic, correct her, and improve her mind, and set her faults before her
-with simplicity. Her faults were small, it is true, but zealous Love did
-not omit to find many out.</p>
-
-<p>Mr Waring painted a little, and was disposed to call himself an artist;
-and he read a great deal, or was supposed to do so, in the library,
-which formed one of the set of rooms, among the old books in vellum,
-which took a great deal of reading. A little old public library existing
-in another little town farther up among the hills, gave him an excuse,
-if it was not anything more, for a great deal of what he called work.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_26" id="page_26">{26}</a></span>
-There were some manuscripts and a number of old editions laid up in this
-curious little hermitage of learning, from which the few people who knew
-him believed he was going some day to compile or collect something of
-importance. The people who knew him were very few. An old clergyman, who
-had been a colonial chaplain all his life, and now “took the service” in
-the bare little room which served as an English church, was the chief of
-his acquaintances. This gentleman had an old wife and a middle-aged
-daughter, who furnished something like society for Frances. Another
-associate was an old Indian officer, much battered by wounds, liver, and
-disappointment, who, systematically neglected by the authorities (as he
-thought), and finding himself a nobody in the home to which he had
-looked forward for so many years, had retired in disgust, and built
-himself a little house, surrounded with palms, which reminded him of
-India, and full in the rays of the sun, which kept off his neuralgia.
-He, too, had a wife, whose constant correspondence with her numerous
-children occupied her mind and thoughts, and who liked Frances because
-she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_27" id="page_27">{27}</a></span> never tired of hearing stories of those absent sons and daughters.
-They saw a good deal of each other, these three resident families, and
-reminded each other from time to time that there was such a thing as
-society.</p>
-
-<p>In summer they disappeared&mdash;sometimes to places higher up among the
-hills, sometimes to Switzerland or the Tyrol, sometimes “home.” They all
-said home, though neither the Durants nor the Gaunts knew much of
-England, and though they could never say enough in disparagement of its
-grey skies and cold winds. But the Warings never went “home.” Frances,
-who was entirely without knowledge or associations with her native
-country, used the word from time to time because she heard Tasie Durant
-or Mrs Gaunt do so; but her father never spoke of England, nor of any
-possible return, nor of any district in England as that to which he
-belonged. It escaped him at times that he had seen something of society
-a dozen or fifteen years before this date; but otherwise, nothing was
-known about his past life. It was not a thing that was much discussed,
-for the intercourse in which he lived with his neigh<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_28" id="page_28">{28}</a></span>bours was not
-intimate, nor was there any particular reason why he should enter upon
-his own history; but now and then it would be remarked by one or another
-that nobody knew anything of his antecedents. “What’s your county,
-Waring?” General Gaunt had once asked; and the other had answered with a
-languid smile, “I have no county,” without the least attempt to explain.
-The old general, in spite of himself, had apologised, he did not know
-why; but still no information was given. And Waring did not look like a
-man who had no county. His thin long figure had an aristocratic air. He
-knew about horses, and dogs, and country-gentleman sort of subjects. It
-was impossible that he should turn out to be a shopkeeper’s son, or a
-<i>bourgeois</i> of any kind. However, as has been said, the English
-residents did not give themselves much trouble about the matter. There
-was not enough of them to get up a little parochial society, like that
-which flourishes in so many English colonies, gossiping with the best,
-and forging anew for themselves those chains of a small community which
-everybody pretends to hate.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_29" id="page_29">{29}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>In the afternoon of the day on which the encounter recorded in the
-previous chapter had taken place, Frances sat in the loggia alone at her
-work. She was busy with her drawing&mdash;a very elaborate study of
-palm-trees, which she was making from a cluster of those trees which
-were visible from where she sat. A loggia is something more than a
-balcony; it is like a room with the outer wall or walls taken away. This
-one was as large as the big <i>salone</i> out of which it opened, and had
-therefore room for changes of position as the sun changed. Though it
-faced the west, there was always a shady corner at one end or the other.
-It was the favourite place in which Frances carried on all her
-occupations&mdash;where her father came to watch the sunset&mdash;where she had
-tea, with that instinct of English habit and tradition which she
-possessed without knowing how. Mr Waring did not much care for her tea,
-except now and then in a fitful way; and Mariuccia thought it medicine.
-But it pleased Frances to have the little table set out with two or
-three old china cups which did not match, and a small silver teapot,
-which was one of the very<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_30" id="page_30">{30}</a></span> few articles of value in the house. Very
-rarely, not once in a month, had she any occasion for these cups; but
-yet, such a chance did occur at long intervals; and in the meantime,
-with a pleasure not much less infantine, but much more wistful than that
-with which she had played at having a tea-party seven or eight years
-before, she set out her little table now.</p>
-
-<p>She was seated with her drawing materials on one table and the tea on
-another, in the stillness of the afternoon, looking out upon the
-mountains and the sea. No; she was doing nothing of the sort. She was
-looking with all her might at the clump of palm-trees within the garden
-of the villa, which lay low down at her feet between her and the sunset.
-She was not indifferent to the sunset. She had an admiration, which even
-the humblest art-training quickens, for the long range of coast, with
-its innumerable ridges running down from the sky to the sea, in every
-variety of gnarled edge, and gentle slope, and precipice; and for the
-amazing blue of the water, with its ribbon-edge of paler colours, and
-the deep royal purple of the broad surface, and the white sails thrown<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_31" id="page_31">{31}</a></span>
-up against it, and the white foam that turned up the edges of every
-little wave. But in the meantime she was not thinking of them, nor of
-the infinitely varied lines of the mountains, or the specks of towns,
-each with its campanile shining in the sun, which gave character to the
-scene; but of the palms on which her attention was fixed, and which,
-however beautiful they sound, or even look, are apt to get very spiky in
-a drawing, and so often will not “come” at all. She was full of fervour
-in her work, which had got to such a pitch of impossibility that her
-lips were dry and wide apart from the strain of excitement with which
-she struggled with her subject, when the bell tinkled where it hung
-outside upon the stairs, sending a little jar through all the Palazzo,
-where bells were very uncommon; and presently Tasie Durant, pushing open
-the door of the <i>salone</i>, with a breathless little “Permesso?” came out
-upon the loggia in her usual state of haste, and with half-a-dozen small
-books tumbling out of her hand.</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind, dear; they are only books for the Sunday-school. Don’t you
-know we had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_32" id="page_32">{32}</a></span> twelve last Sunday? Twelve!&mdash;think!&mdash;when I have thought it
-quite large and extensive to have five. I never was more pleased. I am
-getting up a little library for them like they have at home. It is so
-nice to have everything like they have at home.”</p>
-
-<p>“Like what?” said Frances, though she had no education.</p>
-
-<p>“Like they have&mdash;well, if you are so particular, the same as they have
-at home. There were three of one family&mdash;think! Not little nobodies, but
-ladies and gentlemen. It is so nice of people not just poor people,
-people of education, to send their children to the Sunday-school.”</p>
-
-<p>“New people?” said Frances.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; tourists, I suppose. You all scoff at the tourists; but I think it
-is very good for the place, and so pleasant for us to see a new face
-from time to time. Why should they all go to Mentone? Mentone is so
-towny, quite a big place. And papa says that in his time Nice was
-everything, and that nobody had ever heard of Mentone.”</p>
-
-<p>“Who are the new people, Tasie?” Frances asked.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_33" id="page_33">{33}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“They are a large family&mdash;that is all I know; not likely to settle,
-more’s the pity. Oh no. Quite <i>well</i> people, not even a delicate child,”
-said Miss Durant, regretfully; “and such a nice domestic family, always
-walking about together. Father and mother, and governess and six
-children. They must be very well off, too, or they could not travel like
-that, such a lot of them, and nurses&mdash;and I think I heard, a courier
-too.” This, Miss Durant said in a tone of some emotion; for the place,
-as has been said, was just beginning to be known, and the people who
-came as yet were but pioneers.</p>
-
-<p>“I have seen them. I wonder who they are. My father&mdash;&mdash;” said Frances;
-and then stopped, and held her head on one side, to contemplate the
-effect of the last touches on her drawing; but this was in reality
-because it suddenly occurred to her that to publish her father’s
-acquaintance with the stranger might be unwise.</p>
-
-<p>“Your father?” said Tasie. “Did he take any notice of them? I thought he
-never took any notice of tourists. Haven’t you done those palms yet?
-What a long time you are taking<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_34" id="page_34">{34}</a></span> over them! Do you think you have got
-the colour quite right on those stems? Nothing is so difficult to do as
-palms, though they look so easy&mdash;except olives: olives are impossible.
-But what were you going to say about your father? Papa says he has not
-seen Mr Waring for ages. When will you come up to see us?”</p>
-
-<p>“It was only last Saturday, Tasie.”</p>
-
-<p>“&mdash;&mdash;Week,” said Tasie. “Oh yes, I assure you; for I put it down in my
-diary: Saturday week. You can’t quite tell how time goes, when you don’t
-come to church. Without Sunday, all the days are alike. I wondered that
-you were not at church last Sunday, Frances, and so did mamma.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why was it? I forget. I had a headache, I think. I never like to stay
-away. But I went to church here in the village instead.”</p>
-
-<p>“O Frances, I wonder your papa lets you do that! It is much better when
-you have a headache to stay at home. I am sure I don’t want to be
-intolerant, but what good can it do you going there? You can’t
-understand a word.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, indeed I do&mdash;many words. Mariuccia has shown me all the places;
-and it is good to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_35" id="page_35">{35}</a></span> see the people all saying their prayers. They are a
-great deal more in earnest than the people down at the Marina, where it
-would be just as natural to dance as to pray.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, dance!” said Tasie, with a little sigh. “You know there is never
-anything of that kind here. I suppose you never was at a dance in your
-life&mdash;unless it is in summer, when you go away?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have never been at a dance in my life. I have seen a ballet, that is
-all.”</p>
-
-<p>“O Frances, please don’t talk of anything so wicked! A ballet! that is
-very different from nice people dancing&mdash;from dancing one’s own self
-with a nice partner. However, as we never do dance here, I can’t see why
-you should say that about our church. It is a pity, to be sure, that we
-have no right church; but it is a lovely room, and quite suitable. If
-you would only practise the harmonium a little, so as to take the music
-when I am away. I never can afford to have a headache on Sunday,” Miss
-Durant added, in an injured tone.</p>
-
-<p>“But, Tasie, how could I take the harmonium, when I don’t even know how
-to play?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_36" id="page_36">{36}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I have offered to teach you, till I am tired, Frances. I wonder what
-your papa thinks, if he calls it reasonable to leave you without any
-accomplishments? You can draw a little, it is true; but you can’t bring
-out your sketches in the drawing-room of an evening, to amuse people;
-and you can always play&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“When you <i>can</i> play.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, of course that is what I mean&mdash;when you can play. It has quite
-vexed me often to think how little trouble is taken about you; for you
-can’t always be young, so young as you are now. And suppose some time
-you should have to go home&mdash;to your friends, you know?”</p>
-
-<p>Frances raised her head from her drawing and looked her companion in the
-face. “I don’t think we have any&mdash;friends,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, my dear, that must be nonsense!” cried Tasie. “I confess I have
-never heard your papa talk of any. He never says ‘my brother,’ or ‘my
-sister,’ or ‘my brother-in-law,’ as other people do&mdash;but then he is such
-a very quiet man; and you must have somebody&mdash;cousins at least&mdash;you must
-have cousins; nobody is without somebody,” Miss Durant said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_37" id="page_37">{37}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Well, I suppose we must have cousins,” said Frances. “I had not thought
-of it. But I don’t see that it matters much; for if my cousins are
-surprised that I can’t play, it will not hurt them&mdash;they can’t be
-considered responsible for me, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>Tasie looked at her with the look of one who would say much if she
-could&mdash;wistfully and kindly, yet with something of the air of mingled
-importance and reluctance with which the bearer of ill news hesitates
-before opening his budget. She had indeed no actual ill news to tell,
-only the burden of that fact of which everybody felt Frances should be
-warned&mdash;that her father was looking more delicate than ever, and that
-his “friends” ought to know. She would have liked to speak, and yet she
-had not courage to do so. The girl’s calm consent that probably she must
-have cousins was too much for any one’s patience. She never seemed to
-think that one day she might have to be dependent on these cousins; she
-never seemed to think&mdash;&mdash; But after all, it was Mr Waring’s fault. It
-was not poor Frances that was to blame.</p>
-
-<p>“You know how often I have said to you<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_38" id="page_38">{38}</a></span> that you ought to play, you
-ought to be able to play. Supposing you have not any gift for it, still
-you might be able to do a little. You could so easily get an old piano,
-and I should like to teach you. It would not be a task at all. I should
-like it. I do so wish you would begin. Drawing and languages depend a
-great deal upon your own taste and upon your opportunities; but every
-lady ought to play.”</p>
-
-<p>Tasie (or Anastasia, but that name was too long for anybody’s patience)
-was a great deal older than Frances&mdash;so much older as to justify the
-hyperbole that she might be her mother; but of this fact she herself was
-not aware. It may seem absurd to say so, but yet it was true. She knew,
-of course, how old she was, and how young Frances was; but her faculties
-were of the kind which do not perceive differences. Tasie herself was
-just as she had been at Frances’ age&mdash;the girl at home, the young lady
-of the house. She had the same sort of occupations: to arrange the
-flowers; to play the harmonium in the little colonial chapel; to look
-after the little exotic Sunday-school; to take care of papa’s surplice;
-to play a little<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_39" id="page_39">{39}</a></span> in the evenings when they “had people with them”; to
-do fancy-work, and look out for such amusements as were going. It would
-be cruel to say how long this condition of young-ladyhood had lasted,
-especially as Tasie was a very good girl, kind, and friendly, and
-simple-hearted, and thinking no evil.</p>
-
-<p>Some women chafe at the condition which keeps them still girls when they
-are no longer girls; but Miss Durant had never taken it into her
-consideration. She had a little more of the housekeeping to do, since
-mamma had become so delicate; and she had a great deal to fill up her
-time, and no leisure to think or inquire into her own position. It was
-her position, and therefore the best position which any girl could have.
-She had the satisfaction of being of the greatest use to her parents,
-which is the thing of all others which a good child would naturally
-desire. She talked to Frances without any notion of an immeasurable
-distance between them, from the same level, though with a feeling that
-the girl, by reason of having had no mother, poor thing, was lamentably
-backward in many ways, and sadly blind,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_40" id="page_40">{40}</a></span> though that was natural, to the
-hazard of her own position. What would become of her if Mr Waring died?
-Tasie would sometimes grow quite anxious about this, declaring that she
-could not sleep for thinking of it. If there were relations&mdash;as of
-course there must be&mdash;she felt that they would think Frances sadly
-deficient. To teach her to play was the only practical way in which she
-could show her desire to benefit the girl, who, she thought, might
-accept the suggestion from a girl like herself, when she might not have
-done so from a more authoritative voice.</p>
-
-<p>Frances on her part accepted the suggestion with placidity, and replied
-that she would think of it, and ask her father; and perhaps if she had
-time&mdash;&mdash; But she did not really at all intend to learn music of Tasie.
-She had no desire to know just as much as Tasie did, whose
-accomplishments, as well as her age and her condition altogether, were
-quite evident and clear to the young creature, whose eyes possessed the
-unbiassed and distinct vision of youth. She appraised Miss Durant
-exactly at her real value, as the young so<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_41" id="page_41">{41}</a></span> constantly do, even when
-they are quite submissive to the little conventional fables of life, and
-never think of asserting their superior knowledge; but the conversation
-was suggestive, and beguiled her mind into many new channels of thought.
-The cousins unknown&mdash;should she ever be brought into intercourse with
-them, and enter perhaps a kind of other world through their means&mdash;would
-they think it strange that she knew so little, and could not play the
-piano? Who were they? These thoughts circled vaguely in her mind through
-all Tasie’s talk, and kept flitting out and in of her brain, even when
-she removed to the tea-table and poured out some tea. Tasie always
-admired the cups. She cried, “This is a new one, Frances. Oh, how lucky
-you are! What pretty bits you have picked up!” with all the ardour of a
-collector. And then she began to talk of the old Savona pots, which were
-to be had so cheap, quite cheap, but which, she heard at home, were so
-much thought of.</p>
-
-<p>Frances did not pay much attention to the discourse about the Savona
-pots; she went<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_42" id="page_42">{42}</a></span> on with her thoughts about the cousins, and when Miss
-Durant went away, gave herself up entirely to those speculations. What
-sort of people would they be? Where would they live? And then there
-recurred to her mind the meeting of the morning, and what the stranger
-said who knew her father. It was almost the first time she had ever seen
-him meet any one whom he knew, except the acquaintances of recent times,
-with whom she had made acquaintance, as he did. But the stranger of the
-morning evidently knew about him in a period unknown to Frances. She had
-made a slight and cautious attempt to find out something about him at
-breakfast, but it had not been successful. She wondered whether she
-would have courage to ask her father now in so many words who he was and
-what he meant.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_43" id="page_43">{43}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">As</span> it turned out, Frances had not the courage. Mr Waring strolled into
-the loggia shortly after Miss Durant had left her. He smiled when he
-heard of her visit, and asked what news she had brought. Tasie was the
-recognised channel for news, and seldom appeared without leaving some
-little story behind her.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think she had any news to-day, except that there had been a
-great many at the Sunday-school last Sunday. Fancy, papa, twelve
-children! She is quite excited about it.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is a triumph,” said Mr Waring, with a laugh. He stretched out his
-long limbs from the low basket-chair in which he had placed himself. He
-had relaxed a little altogether from the tension of the morning, feeling
-himself secure and at his ease in his own house, where<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_44" id="page_44">{44}</a></span> no one could
-intrude upon him or call up ghosts of the past. The air was beyond
-expression sweet and tranquillising, the sun going down in a mist of
-glory behind the endless peaks and ridges that stretched away towards
-the west, the sea lapping the shore with a soft cadence that was more
-imagined than heard on the heights of the Punto, but yet added another
-harmony to the scene. Near at hand a faint wind rustled the long leaves
-of the palm-trees, and the pale olive woods lent a softness to the
-landscape, tempering its radiance. Such a scene fills up the weary mind,
-and has the blessed quality of arresting thought. It was good for the
-breathing too&mdash;or at least so this invalid thought&mdash;and he was more
-amiable than usual, with no harshness in voice or temper to introduce a
-discord. “I am glad she was pleased,” he said. “Tasie is a good girl,
-though not perhaps so much of a girl as she thinks. Why she goes in for
-a Sunday-school where none is wanted, I can’t tell; but anyhow, I am
-glad she is pleased. Where did they come from, the twelve children? Poor
-little beggars, how sick of it they must have been!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_45" id="page_45">{45}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“A number of them belonged to that English family, papa&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose they must all belong to English families,” he said, calmly;
-“the natives are not such fools.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, papa, I mean&mdash;the people we met&mdash;the people you knew.”</p>
-
-<p>He made no reply for a few minutes, and then he said calmly, “What an
-ass the man must be, not only to travel with children, but to send them
-to poor Tasie’s Sunday-school! You must do me the justice, Fan, to
-acknowledge that I never attempted to treat you in that way.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; but, papa&mdash;perhaps the gentleman is a very religious man.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you don’t think I am? Well, perhaps I laid myself open to such a
-retort.”</p>
-
-<p>“O papa!” Frances cried, with tears starting to her eyes, “you know I
-could not mean that.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you take religion as meaning a life by rule, which is its true
-meaning, you were right enough, my dear. That is what I never could do.
-It might have been better for me if I had been more capable of it. It is
-always better to put one’s self in harmony with received notions<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_46" id="page_46">{46}</a></span> and
-the prejudices of society. Tasie would not have her Sunday-school but
-for that. It is the right thing. I think you have a leaning towards the
-right thing, my little girl, yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t like to be particular, papa, if that is what you mean.”</p>
-
-<p>“Always keep to that,” her father said, with a smile. And then he opened
-the book which he had been holding all this time in his hand. Such a
-thing had happened, when Frances was in high spirits and very
-courageous, as that she had pursued him even into his book; but it was a
-very rare exercise of valour, and to-day she shrank from it. If she only
-had the courage! But she had not the courage. She had given up her
-drawing, for the sun no longer shone on the group of palms. She had no
-book, and indeed at any time was not much given to reading, except when
-a happy chance threw a novel into her hands. She watched the sun go down
-by imperceptible degrees, yet not slowly, behind the mountains. When he
-had quite disappeared, the landscape changed too; the air, as the
-Italians say, grew brown; a little momentary chill breathed out of the
-sky. It<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_47" id="page_47">{47}</a></span> is always depressing to a solitary watcher when this change
-takes place.</p>
-
-<p>Frances was not apt to be depressed, but for the moment she felt lonely
-and dull, and a great sense of monotony took hold upon her. It was like
-this every night; it would be like this, so far as she knew, every night
-to come, until perhaps she grew old, like Tasie, without becoming aware
-that she had ceased to be a girl. It was not a cheering prospect. And
-when there is any darkness or mystery surrounding one’s life, these are
-just the circumstances to quicken curiosity, and turn it into something
-graver, into an anxious desire to know. Frances did not know positively
-that there was a mystery. She had no reason to think there was, she said
-to herself. Her father preferred to live easily on the Riviera, instead
-of living in a way that would trouble him at home. Perhaps the gentleman
-they had met was a bore, and that was why Mr Waring avoided all mention
-of him. He frequently thought people were bores, with whom Frances was
-very well satisfied. Why should she think any more of it? Oh, how she
-wished she had the courage<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_48" id="page_48">{48}</a></span> to ask plainly and boldly, Who are we? Where
-do we come from? Have we any friends? But she had not the courage. She
-looked towards him, and trembled, imagining within herself what would be
-the consequence if she interrupted his reading, plucked him out of the
-quietude of the hour and of his book, and demanded an explanation&mdash;when
-very likely there was no explanation! when, in all probability,
-everything was quite simple, if she only knew.</p>
-
-<p>The evening passed as evenings generally did pass in the Palazzo. Mr
-Waring talked a little at dinner quite pleasantly, and smoked a
-cigarette in the loggia afterwards in great good-humour, telling Frances
-various little stories of people he had known. This was a sign of high
-satisfaction on his part, and very agreeable to her, and no doubt he was
-entirely unaware of the perplexity in her mind and the questions she was
-so desirous of asking. The air was peculiarly soft that evening, and he
-sat in the loggia till the young moon set, with an overcoat on his
-shoulders and a rug on his knees, sometimes talking, sometimes
-silent&mdash;in either way<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_49" id="page_49">{49}</a></span> a very agreeable companion. Frances had never
-been cooped up in streets, or exposed to the chill of an English spring;
-so she had not that keen sense of contrast which doubles the enjoyment
-of a heavenly evening in such a heavenly locality. It was all quite
-natural, common, and everyday to her; but no one could be indifferent to
-the sheen of the young moon, to the soft circling of the darkness, and
-the reflections on the sea. It was all very lovely, and yet there was
-something wanting. What was wanting? She thought it was knowledge,
-acquaintance with her own position, and relief from this strange
-bewildering sensation of being cut off from the race altogether, which
-had risen within her mind so quickly and with so little cause.</p>
-
-<p>But many beside Frances have felt the wistful call for happiness more
-complete, which comes in the soft darkening of a summer night; and
-probably it was not explanation, but something else, more common to
-human nature, that she wanted. The voices of the peaceful people
-outside, the old men and women who came out to sit on the benches upon
-the Punto, or on the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_50" id="page_50">{50}</a></span> stone seat under the wall of the Palazzo, and
-compare their experiences, and enjoy the cool of the evening, sounded
-pleasantly from below. There was a softened din of children playing, and
-now and then a sudden rush of voices, when the young men who were
-strolling about got excited in conversation, and stopped short in their
-walk for the delivery of some sentence more emphatic than the rest; and
-the mothers chattered over their babies, cooing and laughing. The babies
-should have been in bed, Frances said to herself, half laughing, half
-crying, in a sort of tender anger with them all for being so familiar
-and so much at home. They were entirely at home where they were; they
-knew everybody, and were known from father to son, and from mother to
-daughter, all about them. They did not call a distant and unknown
-country by that sweet name, nor was there one among them who had any
-doubt as to where he or she was born. This thought made Frances sigh,
-and then made her smile. After all, if that was all! And then she saw
-that Domenico had brought the lamp into the <i>salone</i>, and that it was
-time to go indoors.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_51" id="page_51">{51}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Next morning she went out between the early coffee and the mid-day
-breakfast to do some little household business, on which, in
-consideration that she was English and not bound by the laws that are so
-hard and fast with Italian girls, Mariuccia consented to let her go
-alone. It was very seldom that Mr Waring went out or indeed was visible
-at that hour, the expedition of the former day being very exceptional.
-Frances went down to the shops to do her little commissions for
-Mariuccia. She even investigated the Savona pots of which Tasie had
-spoken. In her circumstances, it was scarcely possible not to be more or
-less of a collector. There is nobody in these regions who does not go
-about with eyes open to anything there may be to “pick up.” And after
-this she walked back through the olive woods, by those distracting
-little terraces which lead the stranger so constantly out of his way,
-but are quite simple to those who are to the manner born&mdash;until she
-reached once more the broad piece of unshadowed road which leads up to
-the old town. At the spot at which she and her father had met the
-English family yesterday,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_52" id="page_52">{52}</a></span> she made a momentary pause, recalling all the
-circumstances of the meeting, and what the stranger had said&mdash;“A fellow
-that stuck by you all through.” All through what? she asked herself. As
-she paused to make this little question, to which there was no response,
-she heard a sound of voices coming from the upper side of the wood,
-where the slopes rose high into more and more olive gardens. “Don’t
-hurry along so; I’m coming,” some one said. Frances looked up, and her
-heart jumped into her mouth as she perceived that it was once more the
-English family whom she was about to meet on the same spot.</p>
-
-<p>The father was in advance this time, and he was hurrying down, she
-thought, with the intention of addressing her. What should she do? She
-knew very well what her father would have wished her to do; but probably
-for that very reason a contradictory impulse arose in her. Without
-doubt, she wanted to know what this man knew and could tell her. Not
-that she would ask him anything; she was too proud for that. To betray
-that she was not acquainted with her father’s affairs, that she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_53" id="page_53">{53}</a></span> had to
-go to a stranger for information, was a thing of which she was
-incapable. But if he wished to speak to her&mdash;to send, perhaps, some
-message to her father? Frances quieted her conscience in this way. She
-was very anxious, excited by the sense that there was something to find
-out; and if it was anything her father would not approve, why, then she
-could shut it up in her own breast and never let him know it to trouble
-him. And it was right at her age that she should know. All these
-sophistries hurried through her mind more rapidly than lightning during
-the moment in which she paused hesitating, and gave the large
-Englishman, overwhelmed with the heat, and hurrying down the steep path
-with his white umbrella over his head, time to make up to her. He was
-rather out of breath, for though he had been coming down hill, and not
-going up, the way was steep.</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Waring, Miss Waring!” he cried as he approached, “how is your
-father? I want to ask for your father,” taking off his straw hat and
-exposing his flushed countenance under the shadow of the green-lined
-umbrella, which en<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_54" id="page_54">{54}</a></span>hanced all its ruddy tints. Then, as he came within
-reach of her, he added hastily, “I am so glad I have met you. How is he?
-for he did not give me any address.”</p>
-
-<p>“Papa is quite well, thank you,” said Frances, with the habitual
-response of a child.</p>
-
-<p>“Quite well? Oh, that is a great deal more than I expected to hear. He
-was not quite well yesterday, I am sure. He is dreadfully changed. It
-was a sort of guesswork my recognising him at all. He used to be such a
-powerful-made man. Is it pulmonary? I suspect it must be something of
-the kind, he has so wasted away.”</p>
-
-<p>“Pulmonary? Indeed I don’t know. He has a little asthma sometimes. And
-of course he is very thin,” said Frances; “but that does not mean
-anything; he is quite well.”</p>
-
-<p>The stranger shook his head. He had taken the opportunity to wipe it
-with a large white handkerchief, and had made his bald forehead look
-redder than ever. “I shouldn’t like to alarm you,” he said&mdash;“I wouldn’t,
-for all the world; but I hope you have trustworthy advice? These Italian
-doctors, they are not much<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_55" id="page_55">{55}</a></span> to be trusted. You should get a real good
-English doctor to come and have a look at him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, indeed, it is only asthma; he is well enough, quite well, not
-anything the matter with him,” Frances protested. The large stranger
-stood and smiled compassionately upon her, still shaking his head.</p>
-
-<p>“Mary,” he said&mdash;“here, my dear! This is Miss Waring. She says her
-father is quite well, poor thing. I am telling her I am so very glad we
-have met her, for Waring did not leave me any address.”</p>
-
-<p>“How do you do, my dear?” said the stout lady&mdash;not much less red than
-her husband&mdash;who had also hurried down the steep path to meet Frances.
-“And your father is quite well? I am so glad. We thought him looking
-rather&mdash;thin; not so strong as he used to look.”</p>
-
-<p>“But then,” added her husband, “it is such a long time since we have
-seen him, and he never was very stout. I hope, if you will pardon me for
-asking, that things have been smoothed down between him and the rest of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_56" id="page_56">{56}</a></span>
-the family? When I say ‘smoothed down,’ I mean set on a better
-footing&mdash;more friendly, more harmonious. I am very glad I have seen you,
-to inquire privately; for one never knows how far to go with a man of
-his&mdash;well&mdash;peculiar temper.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t say that, George. You must not think, my dear, that Mr Mannering
-means anything that is not quite nice, and friendly, and respectful to
-your papa. It is only out of kindness that he asks. Your poor papa has
-been much tried. I am sure he has always had my sympathy, and my
-husband’s too. Mr Mannering only means that he hopes things are more
-comfortable between your father and&mdash;&mdash; Which is so much to be desired
-for everybody’s sake.”</p>
-
-<p>The poor girl stood and stared at them with large, round, widely opening
-eyes, with the wondering stare of a child. There had been a little
-half-mischievous, half-anxious longing in her mind to find out what
-these strangers knew; but now she came to herself suddenly, and felt as
-a traveller feels who all at once pulls himself up on the edge of a
-precipice. What<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_57" id="page_57">{57}</a></span> was this pitfall which she had nearly stumbled into,
-this rent from the past which was so great and so complete that she had
-never heard of it, never guessed it? Fright seized upon her, and dismay,
-and, what probably stood her in more stead for the moment, a stinging
-sensation of wounded pride, which brought the colour burning to her
-cheeks. Must she let these people find out that she knew nothing, at her
-age&mdash;that her father had never confided in her at all&mdash;that she could
-not even form an idea what they were talking about? She had pleased
-herself with the possibility of some little easy discovery&mdash;of finding
-out, perhaps, something about the cousins whom it seemed certain,
-according to Tasie, every one must possess, whether they were aware of
-it or not&mdash;some little revelation of origin and connections such as
-could do nobody any harm. But when she woke up suddenly to find herself
-as it were upon the edge of a chasm which had split her father’s life in
-two, the young creature trembled. She was frightened beyond measure by
-this unexpected contingency; she dared not listen to another word.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_58" id="page_58">{58}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh,” she said, with a quiver in her voice, “I am afraid I have no time
-to stop and talk. Papa will be waiting for his breakfast. I will tell
-him you&mdash;asked for him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Give him our love,” said the lady. “Indeed, George, she is quite right;
-we must hurry too, or we shall be too late for the <i>table d’hôte</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I have not got the address,” said the husband. Frances made a
-little curtsey, as she had been taught, and waved her hand as she
-hurried away. He thought that she had not understood him. “Where do you
-live?” he called after her as she hastened along. She pointed towards
-the height of the little town, and alarmed for she knew not what, lest
-he should follow her, lest he should call something after her which she
-ought not to hear, fled along towards the steep ascent. She could hear
-the voices behind her slightly elevated talking to each other, and then
-the sound of the children rattling down the stony course of the higher
-road, and the quick question and answer as they rejoined their parents.
-Then gradually everything relapsed into silence as the party
-disappeared. When she heard the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_59" id="page_59">{59}</a></span> voices no longer, Frances began to
-regret that she had been so hasty. She paused for a moment, and looked
-back; but already the family were almost out of sight, the solid figures
-which led the procession indistinguishable from the little ones who
-straggled behind. Whether it might have been well or ill to take
-advantage of the chance, it was now over. She arrived at the Palazzo out
-of breath, and found Domenico at the door, looking out anxiously for
-her. “The signorina is late,” he said, very gravely; “the padrone has
-almost had to wait for his breakfast.” Domenico was quite original, and
-did not know that such a terrible possibility had threatened any
-illustrious personage before.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_60" id="page_60">{60}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">It</span> was natural that this occurrence should take a great hold of the
-girl’s mind. It was not the first time that she had speculated
-concerning their life. A life which one has always lived, indeed, the
-conditions of which have been familiar and inevitable since childhood,
-is not a matter which awakens questions in the mind. However
-extraordinary its conditions may be, they are natural&mdash;they are life to
-the young soul which has had no choice in the matter. Still there are
-curiosities which will arise. General Gaunt foamed at the mouth when he
-talked of the way in which he had been treated by the people “at home”;
-but still he went “home” in the summer as a matter of course. And as for
-the Durants, it was a subject of the fondest consideration with them
-when they<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_61" id="page_61">{61}</a></span> could afford themselves that greatest of delights. They all
-talked about the cold, the fogs, the pleasure of getting back to the
-sunshine when they returned; but this made no difference in the fact
-that to go home was their thought all the year, and the most salient
-point in their lives. “Why do we never go home?” Frances had often asked
-herself. And both these families, and all the people to whom she had
-ever talked, the strangers who went and came, and those whom they met in
-the rambles which the Warings, too, were forced to take in the hot
-weather, when the mistral was blowing&mdash;talked continually of their
-county, of their parish, of their village, of where they lived, and
-where they had been born. But on these points Mr Waring never said a
-word. And whereas Mrs Gaunt could talk of nothing but her family, who
-were scattered all over the world, and the Durants met people they knew
-at every turn, the Warings knew nobody, had no relations, no house at
-home, and apparently had been born nowhere in particular, as Frances
-sometimes said to herself with more annoyance than humour. Some<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_62" id="page_62">{62}</a></span>times
-she wondered whether she had ever had a mother.</p>
-
-<p>These thoughts, indeed, occurred but fitfully now and then, when some
-incident brought more forcibly than usual under her notice the
-difference between herself and others. She did not brood over them, her
-life being quite pleasant and comfortable to herself, and no necessity
-laid upon her to elucidate its dimnesses. But yet they came across her
-mind from time to time. She had not been brought face to face with any
-old friend of her father’s, that she could remember, until now. She had
-never heard any question raised about his past life. And yet no doubt he
-had a past life, like every other man, and there was something in
-it&mdash;something, she could not guess what, which had made him unlike other
-men.</p>
-
-<p>Frances had a great deal of self-command. She did not betray her
-agitation to her father; she did not ask him any questions; she told him
-about the greengrocer and the fisherman, these two important agents in
-the life of the Riviera, and of what she had seen in the Marina, even
-the Savona pots; but she did<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_63" id="page_63">{63}</a></span> not disturb his meal and his digestion by
-any reference to the English strangers. She postponed until she had time
-to think of it, all reference to this second meeting. She had by
-instinct made no reply to the question about where she lived; but she
-knew that there would be no difficulty in discovering that, and that her
-father might be subject at any moment to invasion by this old
-acquaintance, whom he had evidently no desire to see. What should she
-do? The whole matter wanted thought. Whether she should ask him what to
-do; whether she should take it upon herself; whether she should disclose
-to him her newborn curiosity and anxiety, or conceal them in her own
-bosom; whether she should tell him frankly what she felt&mdash;that she was
-worthy to be trusted, and that it was the right of his only child to be
-prepared for all emergencies, and to be acquainted with her family and
-her antecedents, if not with his,&mdash;all these were things to be thought
-over. Surely she had a right, if any one had a right. But she would not
-stand upon that.</p>
-
-<p>She sat by herself all day and thought, put<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_64" id="page_64">{64}</a></span>ting forward all the
-arguments on either side. If there was, as there might be, something
-wrong in that past&mdash;something guilty, which might make her look on her
-father with different eyes, he had a right to be silent, and she no
-right, none whatever, to insist upon such a revelation. And what end
-would it serve? If she had relations or a family from whom she had been
-separated, would not the revelation fill her with eager desire to know
-them, and open a fountain of dissatisfaction and discontent in her life
-if she were not permitted to do so? Would she not chafe at the
-banishment if she found out that somewhere there was a home, that she
-had “belongings” like all the rest of the world? These were little
-feeble barriers which she set up against the strong tide of
-consciousness in her that she was to be trusted, that she ought to know.
-Whatever it was, and however she might bear it, was it not true that she
-ought to know? She was not a fool or a child. Frances knew that her
-eighteen years had brought more experience, more sense to her, than
-Tasie’s forty; that she was capable of understanding, capable<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_65" id="page_65">{65}</a></span> of
-keeping a secret&mdash;and was it not her own secret, the explanation of the
-enigma of her life as well as of his?</p>
-
-<p>This course of reflection went on in her mind until the evening, and it
-was somewhat quickened by a little conversation which she had in the
-afternoon with the servants. Domenico was going out. It was early in the
-afternoon, the moment of leisure, when one meal with all its
-responsibilities was over, and the second great event of the day, the
-dinner, not yet imminent. It was the hour when Mariuccia sat in the
-ante-room and did her sewing, her mending, her knitting&mdash;whatever was
-wanted. This was a large and lofty room&mdash;not very light, with a great
-window looking out only into the court of the Palazzo&mdash;in which stood a
-long table and a few tall chairs. The smaller ante-room, from which the
-long suite of rooms opened on either side, communicated with this, as
-did also the corridor, which ran all the length of the house, and the
-kitchen and its appendages on the other side. There is always abundance
-of space of this kind in every old Italian house. Here Mariuccia
-established her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_66" id="page_66">{66}</a></span>self whenever she was free to leave her cooking and her
-kitchen-work. She was a comely middle-aged woman, with a dark gown, a
-white apron, a little shawl on her shoulders, large earrings, and a gold
-cross at her neck, which was a little more visible than is common with
-Englishwomen of her class. Her hair was crisp and curly, and never had
-been covered with anything, save, when she went to church, a shawl or
-veil; and Mariuccia’s olive complexion and ruddy tint feared no
-encounter of the sun. Domenico was tall, and spare, and brown, a grave
-man with little jest in him; but his wife was always ready to laugh. He
-came out hat in hand while Frances stood by the table inspecting
-Mariuccia’s work. “I am going out,” he said; “and this is the hour when
-the English gentlefolks pay visits. See that thou remember what the
-padrone said.”</p>
-
-<p>“What did the padrone say?” cried Frances, pricking up her ears.</p>
-
-<p>“Signorina, it was to my wife I was speaking,” said Domenico.</p>
-
-<p>“That I understand; but I wish to know as well. Was papa expecting a
-visit? What did he say?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_67" id="page_67">{67}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“The padrone himself will tell the signorina,” said Domenico, “all that
-is intended for her. Some things are for the servants, some for the
-family; Mariuccia knows what I mean.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are an ass, ’Menico,” said his wife, calmly. “Why shouldn’t the
-dear child know? It is nothing to be concerned about, my soul&mdash;only that
-the padrone does not receive, and again that he does not receive, and
-that he never receives. I must repeat this till the Ave Maria, if
-necessary, till the strangers accept it and go away.”</p>
-
-<p>“Are these special orders?” said Frances, “or has it always been so? I
-don’t think that it has always been so.”</p>
-
-<p>Domenico had gone out while his wife was speaking, with a
-half-threatening and wholly disapproving look, as if he would not
-involve himself in the responsibility which Mariuccia had taken upon
-her.</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Carina</i>, don’t trouble yourself about it. It has always been so in the
-spirit, if not in the letter,” said Mariuccia. “Figure to yourself
-Domenico or me letting in any one, any one that chose to come, to
-disturb the signor pa<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_68" id="page_68">{68}</a></span>drone! That would be impossible. It appears,
-however, that there is some one down there in the hotels to whom the
-padrone has a great objection, greater than to the others. It is no
-secret, nothing to trouble you. But ’Menico, though he is a good man, is
-not very wise. <i>Che!</i> you know that as well as I.”</p>
-
-<p>“And what will you do if this gentleman will not pay any attention&mdash;if
-he comes in all the same? The English don’t understand what it means
-when you say you do not receive. You must say he is not in; he has gone
-out; he is not at home.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Che! che! che!</i>” cried Mariuccia; “little deceiver! But that would be
-a lie.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances shook her head. “Yes; I suppose so,” she said, with a troubled
-look; “but if you don’t say it, the Englishman will come in all the
-same.”</p>
-
-<p>“He will come in, then, over my body,” cried Mariuccia with a cheerful
-laugh, standing square and solid against the door.</p>
-
-<p>This gave the last impulse to Frances’ thoughts. She could not go on
-with her study of the palms. She sat with her pencil<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_69" id="page_69">{69}</a></span> in her hand, and
-the colour growing dry, thinking all the afternoon through. It was very
-certain, then, that her father would not expose himself to another
-meeting with the strangers who called themselves his friends&mdash;innocent
-people who would not harm any one, Frances was sure. They were
-tourists&mdash;that was evident; and they might be vulgar&mdash;that was possible.
-But she was sure that there was no harm in them. It could only be that
-her father was resolute to shut out his past, and let no one know what
-had been. This gave her an additional impulse, instead of
-discouragement. If it was so serious, and he so determined, then surely
-there must be something that she, his only child, ought to know. She
-waited till the evening with a gradually growing excitement; but not
-until after dinner, after the soothing cigarette, which he puffed so
-slowly and luxuriously in the loggia, did she venture to speak. Then the
-day was over. It could not put him out, or spoil his appetite, or risk
-his digestion. To be sure, it might interfere with his sleep; but after
-consideration, Frances did not think that a very<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_70" id="page_70">{70}</a></span> serious matter,
-probably because she had never known what it was to pass a wakeful
-night. She began, however, with the greatest caution and care.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa,” she said, “I want to consult you about something Tasie was
-saying.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! that must be something very serious, no doubt.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not serious, perhaps; but&mdash;&mdash; she wants to teach me to play.”</p>
-
-<p>“To play! What? Croquet? or whist, perhaps? I have always heard she was
-excellent at both.”</p>
-
-<p>“These are games, papa,” said Frances, with a touch of severity. “She
-means the piano, which is very different.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah!” said Mr Waring, taking the cigarette from his lips and sending a
-larger puff of smoke into the dim air; “very different indeed, Frances.
-It is anything but a game to hear Miss Tasie play.”</p>
-
-<p>“She says,” continued Frances, with a certain constriction in her
-throat, “that every lady is expected to play&mdash;to play a little at least,
-even if she has not much taste for it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_71" id="page_71">{71}</a></span> She thinks when we go home&mdash;that
-all our relations will be so surprised&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>She stopped, having no breath to go further, and watched as well as she
-could, through the dimness and through the mist of agitation in her own
-eyes, her father’s face. He made no sign; he did not disturb even the
-easy balance of his foot, stretched out along the pavement. After
-another pause, he said in the same indifferent tone, “As we are not
-going home, and as you have no relations in particular, I don’t think
-your friend’s argument is very strong. Do you?”</p>
-
-<p>“O papa, I don’t want indeed to be inquisitive or trouble you, but I
-should like to know!”</p>
-
-<p>“What?” he said, with the same composure. “If I think that a lady,
-whether she has any musical taste or not, ought to play? Well, that is a
-very simple question. I don’t, whatever Miss Tasie may say.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is not that,” Frances said, regaining a little control of herself.
-“I said I did not know of any relations we had. But Tasie said there
-must be cousins; we must have<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_72" id="page_72">{72}</a></span> cousins&mdash;everybody has cousins. That is
-true, is it not?”</p>
-
-<p>“In most cases, certainly,” Mr Waring said; “and a great nuisance too.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think it would be a nuisance to have people about one’s own
-age, belonging to one&mdash;not strangers&mdash;people who were interested in you,
-to whom you could say anything. Brothers and sisters, that would be the
-best; but cousins&mdash;I think, papa, cousins would be very nice.”</p>
-
-<p>“I will tell you, if you like, of one cousin you have,” her father said.</p>
-
-<p>The heart of Frances swelled as if it would leap out of her breast. She
-put her hands together, turning full round upon him in an attitude of
-supplication and delight. “O papa!” she cried with enthusiasm,
-breathless for his next word.</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly, if you wish it, Frances. He is in reality your first-cousin.
-He is fifty. He is a great sufferer from gout. He has lived so well in
-the early part of his life, that he is condemned to slops now, and
-spends most of his time in an easy-chair. He has the temper of a demon,
-and swears at everybody that comes near him. He<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_73" id="page_73">{73}</a></span> is very red in the
-face, very bleared about the eyes, very&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“O papa!” she cried, in a very different tone. She was so much
-disappointed, that the sudden downfall had almost a physical effect upon
-her, as if she had fallen from a height. Her father laughed softly while
-she gathered all her strength together to regain command of herself, and
-the laugh had a jarring effect upon her nerves, of which she had never
-been conscious till now.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t suppose that he would care much whether you played the piano or
-not; or that you would care much, my dear, what he thought.”</p>
-
-<p>“For all that, papa,” said Frances, recovering herself, “it is a little
-interesting to know there is somebody, even if he is not at all what one
-thought. Where does he live, and what is his name? That will give me one
-little landmark in England, where there is none now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not a very reasonable satisfaction,” said her father lazily, but
-without any other reply. “In my life, I have always found relations a
-nuisance. Happy are they who have none; and next best is to cast them
-off and do without them. As<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_74" id="page_74">{74}</a></span> a matter of fact, it is every one for
-himself in this world.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances was silenced, though not convinced. She looked with some anxiety
-at the outline of her father’s spare and lengthy figure laid out in the
-basket-chair, one foot moving slightly, which was a habit he had, the
-whole extended in perfect rest and calm. He was not angry, he was not
-disturbed. The questions which she had put with so much mental
-perturbation had not affected him at all. She felt that she might dare
-further without fear.</p>
-
-<p>“When I was out to-day,” she said, faltering a little, “I met&mdash;that
-gentleman again.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah!” said Mr Waring&mdash;no more; but he ceased to shake his foot, and
-turned towards her the merest hair’s-breadth, so little that it was
-impossible to say he had moved, and yet there was a change.</p>
-
-<p>“And the lady,” said Frances, breathless. “I am sure they wanted to be
-kind. They asked me a great many questions.”</p>
-
-<p>He gave a faint laugh, but it was not without a little quiver in it.
-“What a good thing that you could not answer them!” he said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_75" id="page_75">{75}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Do you think so, papa? I was rather unhappy. It looked as if you could
-not trust me. I should have been ashamed to say I did not know; which is
-the truth&mdash;for I know nothing, not so much as where I was born!” cried
-the girl. “It is very humiliating, when you are asked about your own
-father, to say you don’t know. So I said it was time for breakfast, and
-you would be waiting; and ran away.”</p>
-
-<p>“The best thing you could have done, my dear. Discretion in a woman, or
-a girl, is always the better part of valour. I think you got out of it
-very cleverly,” Mr Waring said.</p>
-
-<p>And that was all. He did not seem to think another word was needed. He
-did not even rise and go away, as Frances had known him to do when the
-conversation was not to his mind. She could not see his face, but his
-attitude was unchanged. He had recovered his calm, if there had ever
-been any disturbance of it. But as for Frances, her heart was thumping
-against her breast, her pulses beating in her ears, her lips parched and
-dry. “I wish,” she cried, “oh, I wish you would tell me something, papa!
-Do you think I would<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_76" id="page_76">{76}</a></span> talk of things you don’t want talked about? I am
-not a child any longer; and I am not silly, as perhaps you think.”</p>
-
-<p>“On the contrary, my dear,” said Mr Waring, “I think you are often very
-sensible.”</p>
-
-<p>“Papa! oh, how can you say that, how can you say such things&mdash;and then
-leave me as if I were a baby, knowing nothing!”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear,” he said (with the sound of a smile in his voice, she thought
-to herself), “you are very hard to please. Must not I say that you are
-sensible? I think it is the highest compliment I can pay you.”</p>
-
-<p>“O papa!” Disappointment, and mortification, and the keen sense of being
-fooled, which is so miserable to the young, took her very breath away.
-The exasperation with which we discover that not only is no explanation,
-no confidence to be given us, but the very occasion for it ignored, and
-our anxiety baffled by a smile&mdash;a mortification to which women are so
-often subject&mdash;flooded her being. She had hard ado not to burst into
-angry tears, not to betray the sense of cruelty and injustice which
-overwhelmed her; but who could have seen any<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_77" id="page_77">{77}</a></span> injustice or cruelty in
-the gentleness of his tone, his soft reply? Frances subdued herself as
-best she could in her dark corner of the loggia, glad at least that he
-could not see the spasm that passed over her, the acute misery and
-irritation of her spirit. It would be strange if he did not divine
-something of what was going on within her: but he took no notice. He
-began in the same tone, as if one theme was quite as important as the
-other, to remark upon the unusual heaviness of the clouds which hid the
-moon. “If we were in England, I should say there was a storm brewing,”
-he said. “Even here, I think we shall have some rain. Don’t you feel
-that little creep in the air, something sinister, as if there was a bad
-angel about? And Domenico, I see, has brought the lamp. I vote we go
-in.”</p>
-
-<p>“Are there any bad angels?” she cried, to give her impatience vent.</p>
-
-<p>He had risen up, and stood swaying indolently from one foot to the
-other. “Bad angels? Oh yes,” he said; “abundance; very different from
-devils, who are honest&mdash;like the fiends in the pictures, unmistakable.
-The others, you know, deceive. Don’t you remember?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_78" id="page_78">{78}</a></span>&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="poetry">
-<div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
-<span class="i0">‘How there looked him in the face<br /></span>
-<span class="i3">An angel beautiful and bright;<br /></span>
-<span class="i1">And how he knew it was a fiend,<br /></span>
-<span class="i3">That miserable knight.’<span class="lftspc">”</span><br /></span>
-</div></div></div>
-
-<p class="nind">He turned and went into the <i>salone</i>, repeating these words in an
-undertone to himself. But there was in his face none of the bitterness
-or horror with which they must have been said by one who had ever in his
-own person made that discovery. He was quite calm, meditative, marking
-with a slight intonation and movement of his head the cadence of the
-poetry.</p>
-
-<p>Frances stayed behind in the darkness. She had not the practice which we
-acquire in later life; she could not hide the excitement which was still
-coursing through her veins. She went to the corner of the loggia which
-was nearest the sea, and caught in her face the rush of the rising
-breeze, which flung at her the first drops of the coming rain. A storm
-on that soft coast is a welcome break in the monotony of the clear skies
-and unchanging calm. After a while her father called to her that the
-rain was coming in, that the windows must be shut; and she hurried in,
-brushing by Domenico, who had come to close everything up, and who
-looked<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_79" id="page_79">{79}</a></span> at her reproachfully as she rushed past him. She came behind her
-father’s chair and leaned over to kiss him. “I have got a little wet,
-and I think I had better go to bed,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, surely, if you wish it, my dear,” said Mr Waring. Something moist
-had touched his forehead, which was too warm to be rain. He waited
-politely till she had gone before he wiped it off. It was the edge of a
-tear, hot, miserable, full of anger as well as pain, which had made that
-mark upon his high white forehead. It made him pause for a minute or two
-in his reading. “Poor little girl!” he said, with a sigh. Perhaps he was
-not so insensible as he seemed.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_80" id="page_80">{80}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">It</span> is a common impression that happiness and unhappiness are permanent
-states of mind, and that for long tracts of our lives we are under the
-continuous sway of one or other of these conditions. But this is almost
-always a mistake, save in the case of grief, which is perhaps the only
-emotion which is beyond the reach of the momentary lightenings and
-alleviations and perpetual vicissitudes of life. Death, and the pangs of
-separation from those we love, are permanent, at least for their time;
-but in everything else there is an ebb and flow which keeps the heart
-alive. When Frances Waring told the story of this period of her life,
-she represented herself unconsciously as having been oppressed by the
-mystery that over-shadowed her, and as having lost all the ease<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_81" id="page_81">{81}</a></span> of her
-young life prematurely in a sudden encounter with shadows unsuspected
-before. But as a matter of fact, this was not the case. She had a bad
-night&mdash;that is, she cried herself asleep; but once over the boundary
-which divides our waking thoughts from the visions of the night, she
-knew no more till the sun came in and woke her to a very cheerful
-morning. It is true that care made several partially successful assaults
-upon her that day and for several days after. But as everything went on
-quite calmly and peacefully, the impression wore off. The English family
-found out, as was inevitable, where Mr Waring lived, without any
-difficulty; and first the father came, then the mother, and finally the
-pair together, to call. Frances, to whom a breach of decorum or civility
-was pain unspeakable, sat trembling and ashamed in the deepest corner of
-the loggia, while these kind strangers encountered Mariuccia at the
-door. The scene, as a matter of fact, was rather comic than tragic, for
-neither the visitors nor the guardian of the house possessed any
-language but their own; and Mr and Mrs Mannering had as little<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_82" id="page_82">{82}</a></span>
-understanding of the statement that Mr Waring did not “receive” as
-Frances had expected.</p>
-
-<p>“But he is in&mdash;<i>è in casa</i>&mdash;<i>è</i> <small>IN</small>?” said the worthy Englishman. “Then,
-my dear, of course it is only a mistake. When he knows who we are&mdash;when
-he has our names&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>Non riceve oggi</i>,” said Mariuccia, setting her sturdy breadth in the
-doorway; “<i>oggi non riceve il signore</i>” (The master does not receive
-to-day).</p>
-
-<p>“But he is in?” repeated the bewildered good people. They could have
-understood “Not at home,” which to Mariuccia would have been simply a
-lie&mdash;with which indeed, had need been, or could it have done the padrone
-any good, she would have burdened her conscience as lightly as any one.
-But why, when it was not in the least necessary?</p>
-
-<p>Thus they played their little game at cross-purposes, while Frances sat,
-hot and red with shame, in her corner, sensible to the bottom of her
-heart of the discourtesy, the unkindness, of turning them from the door.
-They were her father’s friends; they claimed to have “stuck by him
-through thick and thin;” they<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_83" id="page_83">{83}</a></span> were people who knew about him, and all
-that he belonged to, and the conditions of his former life; and yet they
-were turned from his door!</p>
-
-<p>She did not venture to go out again for some days, except in the
-evening, when she knew that all the strangers were at the inevitable
-<i>table d’hôte</i>; and it was with a sigh of relief, yet disappointment,
-that she heard they had gone away. Yes, at last they did go away, angry,
-no doubt, thinking her father a churl, and she herself an ignorant
-rustic, who knew nothing about good manners. Of course this was what
-they must think. Frances heard those words, “<i>Non riceve oggi</i>,” even in
-her dreams. She saw in imagination the astonished faces of the visitors.
-“But he will receive us, if you will only take in our names;” and then
-Mariuccia’s steady voice repeating the well-known phrase. What must they
-have thought? That it was an insult&mdash;that their old friend scorned and
-defied them. What else could they suppose?</p>
-
-<p>They departed, however, and Frances got over it: and everything went on
-as before;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_84" id="page_84">{84}</a></span> her father was just as usual&mdash;a sphinx indeed, more and more
-hopelessly wrapped up in silence and mystery, but so natural and easy
-and kind in his uncommunicativeness, with so little appearance of
-repression or concealment about him, that it was almost impossible to
-retain any feeling of injury or displeasure. Love is cheated every day
-in this way by offenders much more serious, who can make their
-dependants happy even while they are ruining them, and beguile the
-bitterest anxiety into forgetfulness and smiles. It was easy to make
-Frances forget the sudden access of wonderment and wounded feeling which
-had seized her, even without any special exertion; time alone and the
-calm succession of the days were enough for that. She resumed her little
-picture of the palms, and was very successful&mdash;more than usually so. Mr
-Waring, who had hitherto praised her little works as he might have
-praised the sampler of a child, was silenced by this, and took it away
-with him into his room, and when he brought it back, looked at her with
-more attention than he had been used to show. “I think,” he said,
-“little<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_85" id="page_85">{85}</a></span> Fan, that you must be growing up,” laying his hand upon her
-head with a smile.</p>
-
-<p>“I am grown up, papa; I am eighteen,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>At which he laughed softly. “I don’t think much of your eighteen; but
-this shows. I should not wonder, with time and work, if&mdash;you mightn’t be
-good enough to exhibit at Mentone&mdash;after a while.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances had been looking at him with an expression of almost rapturous
-expectation. The poor little countenance fell at this, and a quick sting
-of mortification brought tears to her eyes. The exhibition at Mentone
-was an exhibition of amateurs. Tasie was in it, and even Mrs Gaunt, and
-all the people about who ever spoilt a piece of harmless paper. “O
-papa!” she said. Since the failure of her late appeal to him, this was
-the only formula of reproach which she used.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” he said, “are you more ambitious than that, you little thing?
-Perhaps, by-and-by, you may be fit even for better things.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is beautiful,” said Mariuccia. “You see where the light goes, and
-where it is in the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_86" id="page_86">{86}</a></span> shade. But, <i>carina</i>, if you were to copy the face
-of Domenico, or even mine, that would be more interesting. The palms we
-can see if we look out of the window; but imagine to yourself that
-’Menico might go away, or even might die; and we should not miss him so
-much if we had his face hung up upon the wall.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is easier to do the trees than to do Domenico,” said Frances; “they
-stand still.”</p>
-
-<p>“And so would ’Menico stand still, if it was to please the signorina&mdash;he
-is not very well educated, but he knows enough for that; or I myself,
-though you will think, perhaps, I am too old to make a pretty picture.
-But if I had my veil on, and my best earrings, and the coral my mother
-left me&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“You look very nice, Mariuccia&mdash;I like you as you are; but I am not
-clever enough to make a portrait.”</p>
-
-<p>Mariuccia cried out with scorn. “You are clever enough to do whatever
-you wish to do,” she said. “The padrone thinks so too, though he will
-not say it. Not clever enough! <i>Magari!</i> too clever is what you mean.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances set up her palms on a little stand of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_87" id="page_87">{87}</a></span> carved wood, and was very
-well pleased with herself; but that sentiment palls perhaps sooner than
-any other. It was very agreeable to be praised, and also it was pleasant
-to feel that she had finished her work successfully. But after a short
-time it began to be a great subject of regret that the work was done.
-She did not know what to do next. To make a portrait of Domenico was
-above her powers. She idled about for the day, and found it
-uncomfortable. That is the moment in which it is most desirable to have
-a friend on whom to bestow one’s tediousness. She bethought herself that
-she had not seen Tasie for a week. It was now more than a fortnight
-since the events detailed in the beginning of this history. Her father,
-when asked if he would not like a walk, declined. It was too warm, or
-too cold, or perhaps too dusty, which was very true; and accordingly she
-set out alone.</p>
-
-<p>Walking down through the Marina, the little tourist town which was
-rising upon the shore, she saw some parties of travellers arriving,
-which always had been a little pleasure to her. It was mingled now with
-a certain excitement.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_88" id="page_88">{88}</a></span> Perhaps some of them, like those who had just
-gone away, might know all about her, more than she knew herself&mdash;what a
-strange thought it was!&mdash;some of those unknown people in their
-travelling cloaks, which looked so much too warm&mdash;people whom she had
-never seen before, who had not a notion that she was Frances Waring! One
-of the parties was composed of ladies, surrounded and enveloped, so to
-speak, by a venerable courier, who swept them and their possessions
-before him into the hotel. Another was led by a father and mother, not
-at all unlike the pair who had “stuck by” Mr Waring. How strange to
-imagine that they might not be strangers at all, but people who knew all
-about her!</p>
-
-<p>In the first group was a girl, who hung back a little from the rest, and
-looked curiously up at all the houses, as if looking for some one&mdash;a
-tall, fair-haired girl, with a blue veil tied over her hat. She looked
-tired, but eager, with more interest in her face than any of the others
-showed. Frances smiled to herself with the half-superiority which a
-resident is apt to feel: a girl must be very simple indeed, if she
-thought the houses<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_89" id="page_89">{89}</a></span> on the Marina worth looking at, Frances thought. But
-she did not pause in her quick walk. The Durants lived at the other end
-of the Marina, in a little villa built upon a terrace over an olive
-garden&mdash;a low house with no particular beauty, but possessing also a
-loggia turned to the west, the luxury of building on the Riviera. Here
-the whole family were seated, the old clergyman with a large English
-newspaper, which he was reading deliberately from end to end; his wife
-with a work-basket full of articles to mend; and Tasie at the little
-tea-table, pouring out the tea. Frances was received with a little
-clamour of satisfaction, for she was a favourite.</p>
-
-<p>“Sit here, my dear.” “Come this way, close to me, for you know I am
-getting a little hard of hearing.”</p>
-
-<p>They had always been kind to her, but never, she thought, had she been
-received with so much cordiality as now.</p>
-
-<p>“Have you come by yourself, Frances? and along the Marina? I think you
-should make Domenico or his wife walk with you, when you go through the
-Marina, my dear.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_90" id="page_90">{90}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Why, Mrs Durant? I have always done it. Even Mariuccia says it does
-not matter, as I am an English girl.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, that may be true; but English girls are not like American girls. I
-assure you they are taken a great deal more care of. If you ever go
-home&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“And how is your poor father to-day, Frances?” said Mrs Durant.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, papa is very well. He is not such a poor father. There is nothing
-the matter with him. At least, there is nothing <i>new</i> the matter with
-him,” said Frances, with a little impatience.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said the clergyman, looking up over the top of his spectacles and
-shaking his head. “Nothing <i>new</i> the matter with him. I believe that.”</p>
-
-<p>“&mdash;&mdash;If you ever go home,” resumed Mrs Durant; “and of course some time
-you will go home&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I think very likely I never shall,” said the girl. “Papa never talks of
-going home. He says home is here.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is all very well for the present moment, my dear; but I feel sure,
-for my part, that one time or other it will happen as I say;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_91" id="page_91">{91}</a></span> and then
-you must not let them suppose you have been a little savage, going about
-as you liked here.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think any one would care much, Mrs Durant; and I am not going;
-so you need not be afraid.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your poor father,” Mr Durant went on in his turn, “has a great deal of
-self-command, Frances; he has a great deal of self-control. In some
-ways, that is an excellent quality, but it may be carried too far. I
-wish very much he would allow me to come and have a talk with him&mdash;not
-as a clergyman, but just in a friendly way.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am quite sure you may come and talk with him as much as you like,”
-said Frances, astonished; “or if you want very much to see him, he will
-come to you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I should not take it upon me to ask that&mdash;in the meantime,” Mr
-Durant said.</p>
-
-<p>The girl stared a little, but asked no further questions. There was
-something among them which she did not understand&mdash;a look of curiosity,
-an air of meaning more than their words said. The Durants were always a
-little apt to be<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_92" id="page_92">{92}</a></span> didactic, as became a clergyman’s family; but Tasie
-was generally a safe refuge. Frances turned to her with a little sigh of
-perplexity, hoping to escape further question. “Was the Sunday-school as
-large last Sunday, Tasie?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Frances, no! Such a disappointment! There were only four! Isn’t it
-a pity? But you see the little Mannerings have all gone away. Such sweet
-children! and the little one of all has such a voice. They are perhaps
-coming back for Easter, if they don’t stay at Rome; and if so, I think
-we must put little Herbert in a white surplice&mdash;he will look like an
-angel&mdash;and have a real anthem with a soprano solo, for once.”</p>
-
-<p>“I doubt if they will all come back,” said Mr Durant. “Mr Mannering
-himself indeed, I don’t doubt, <i>on business</i>; but as for the family, you
-must not flatter yourself, Tasie.”</p>
-
-<p>“<i>She</i> liked the place,” said his wife; “and very likely she would think
-it her duty, if anything is to come of it, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Be careful,” said the clergyman, with a glance aside, which Frances
-would have been dull indeed not to have perceived was directed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_93" id="page_93">{93}</a></span> at
-herself. “Don’t say anything that may be premature.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances was brave in her way. She felt, with a little rising excitement,
-that her friends were bursting with some piece of knowledge which they
-were longing to communicate. It roused in her an impatience and
-reluctance mingled with keen curiosity. She would not hear it, and yet
-was breathless with impatience to know what it was.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr Mannering?” she said, deliberately&mdash;“that was the gentleman that
-knew papa.”</p>
-
-<p>“You saw him, then?” cried Mrs Durant. There was something like a faint
-disappointment in her tone.</p>
-
-<p>“He was one of papa’s early friends,” said Frances, with a little
-emphasis. “I saw him twice. He and his wife both; they seemed kind
-people.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr Durant and his wife looked at each other, and even Tasie stared over
-her teacups. “Oh, very kind people, my dear; I don’t think you could do
-better than have full confidence in them,” Mrs Durant said.</p>
-
-<p>“And your poor father could not have a truer<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_94" id="page_94">{94}</a></span> friend,” said the old
-clergyman. “You must tell him I am coming to have a talk with him about
-it. It was a great revelation, but I hope that everything will turn out
-for the best.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances grew redder and redder as she sat a mark for all their arrows.
-What was it that was a “revelation”? But she would not ask. She began to
-be angry, and to say to herself that she would put her hands to her
-ears, that she would listen to nothing.</p>
-
-<p>“Henry!” said Mrs Durant, “who is it that is premature now?”</p>
-
-<p>“I am afraid I can’t stay,” said Frances, rising quickly from her chair.
-“I have something to do for Mariuccia. I only came in because&mdash;because I
-was passing. Never mind, Tasie; I know my way so well; and Mr Durant
-wants some more tea.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh but, Frances, my dear, you really must let me send some one with
-you. You must not move about in that independent way.”</p>
-
-<p>“And we had a great many things to say to you,” said the old clergyman,
-keeping her hand in his. “Are you really in such a hurry? It will be
-better for yourself to wait a little,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_95" id="page_95">{95}</a></span> and hear something that will be
-for your good.”</p>
-
-<p>“It cannot be any worse for me to run about to-day than any other day,”
-said Frances, almost sternly; “and whatever there is to hear, won’t
-to-morrow do just as well? I think it is a little funny of you all to
-speak to me so; but now I must go.”</p>
-
-<p>She was so rapid in her movements that she was gone before Tasie could
-extricate herself from the somewhat crazy little table. And then they
-all three looked at each other and shook their heads. “Do you think she
-can know?” “Can she have known it all the time?” “Has Waring told her,
-or was it Mannering?” they said to each other.</p>
-
-<p>Frances could not hear their mutual questions, but something very like
-the purport of them got into her agitated brain. She felt sure they were
-wondering whether she knew&mdash;what? this revelation, this something which
-they had found out. Nothing would make her submit to hear it from them,
-she said to herself. But the moment was come when she could not be put
-off any longer. She would go to her father,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_96" id="page_96">{96}</a></span> and she would not rest
-until she was informed what it was.</p>
-
-<p>She hastened along, avoiding the Marina, which had amused her on her
-way, hurrying from terrace to terrace of the olive groves. Her heart was
-beating fast, and her rapid pace made it faster. But as she thought of
-her father’s unperturbed looks, the calm with which he had received her
-eager questions, and the very small likelihood that anything she could
-say about the hints of the Durants would move him, her pace and her
-excitement both decreased. She went more slowly, less hopefully, back to
-the Palazzo. It was all very well to say that she must know. But what if
-he would not tell her? What if he received her questions as he had
-received them before? The circumstances were not changed, nor was he
-changed because the Durants knew something, she did not know what. Oh,
-what a poor piece of friendship was that, that betrayed a friend’s
-secret to his neighbours! She did not know, she could not so much as
-form a guess, what the secret was. But little or great, his friend
-should have kept it. She said this to herself<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_97" id="page_97">{97}</a></span> bitterly, when the chill
-probabilities of the case began to make themselves felt. It was harder
-to think that the Durants knew, than to be kept in darkness herself.</p>
-
-<p>She went in at last very soberly, with the intention of telling her
-father all that had passed, if perhaps that of itself might be an
-inducement to him to have confidence in her. It was not a pleasant
-mission. Her steps had become very sober as she went up the long marble
-stair. Mariuccia met her with a little cry. Had she not met the padrone?
-He had gone out down through the olive woods to meet her and fetch her
-home. It was a brief reprieve. In the evening after dinner was the time
-when he was most accessible. Frances, with a thrill of mingled relief
-and disappointment, retired to her room to make her little toilet. She
-had an hour or two at least before her ere it would be necessary to
-speak.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_98" id="page_98">{98}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">When</span> one has made up one’s mind to reopen a painful subject after
-dinner, the preliminary meal is not usually a very pleasant one; nor,
-with the tremor of preparation in one’s mind, is one likely to make a
-satisfactory dinner. Frances could not talk about anything. She could
-not eat; her mind was absorbed in what was coming. It seemed to her that
-she must speak: and yet how gladly would she have escaped from or
-postponed the explanation! Explanation! Possibly he would only smile,
-and baffle her as he had done before; or perhaps be angry, which would
-be better. Anything would be better than that indifference.</p>
-
-<p>She went out to the loggia when dinner was over, trembling with the
-sensation of suspense. It was still not dark, and the night was clear<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_99" id="page_99">{99}</a></span>
-with the young moon already shining, so that between the retiring day
-and the light of the night it was almost as clear as it had been two
-hours before. Frances sat down, shivering a little, though not with
-cold. Usually her father accompanied or immediately followed her, but by
-some perversity he did not do so to-night. She seated herself in her
-usual place, and waited, listening for every sound&mdash;that is, for sounds
-of one kind&mdash;his slow step coming along the polished floor, here soft
-and muffled over a piece of carpet, there loud upon the <i>parquet</i>. But
-for some time, during which she rose into a state of feverish
-expectation, there was no such sound.</p>
-
-<p>It was nearly half an hour, according to her calculation, probably not
-half so much by common computation of time, when one or two doors were
-opened and shut quickly and a sound of voices met her ear&mdash;not sounds,
-however, which had any but a partial interest for her, for they did not
-indicate his approach. After a while there followed the sound of a
-footstep but it was not Mr Waring’s; it was not Domenico’s subdued
-tread, nor the measured<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_100" id="page_100">{100}</a></span> march of Mariuccia. It was light, quick, and
-somewhat uncertain. Frances was half disappointed, half relieved. Some
-one was coming, but not her father. It would be impossible to speak to
-him to-night. The relief was uppermost; she felt it through her whole
-being. Not to-night; and no one can ever tell what to-morrow may bring
-forth. She looked up no longer with anxiety, but curiosity, as the door
-opened. It opened quickly; some one looked out, as if to see what was
-beyond, then, with a slight exclamation of satisfaction, stepped out
-upon the loggia into the partial light.</p>
-
-<p>Frances rose up quickly, with the curious sensation of acting over
-something which she had rehearsed before, she did not know where or how.
-It was the girl whom she had remarked on the Marina as having just
-arrived who now stood looking about her curiously, with her
-travelling-cloak fastened only at the throat, her gauze veil thrown up
-about her hat. This new-comer came in quickly, not with the timidity of
-a stranger. She came out into the centre of the loggia, where the light
-fell fully around her, and showed her tall slight<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_101" id="page_101">{101}</a></span> figure, the fair hair
-clustering in her neck, a certain languid grace of movement, which her
-energetic entrance curiously belied. Frances waited for some form of
-apology or self-introduction, prepared to be very civil, and feeling in
-reality pleased and almost grateful for the interruption.</p>
-
-<p>But the young lady made no explanation. She put her hands up to her
-throat and loosed her cloak with a little sigh of relief. She undid the
-veil from her hat. “Thank heaven, I have got here at last, free of those
-people!” she said, putting herself <i>sans façon</i> into Mr Waring’s chair,
-and laying her hat upon the little table. Then she looked up at the
-astonished girl, who stood looking on.</p>
-
-<p>“Are you Frances?” she said; but the question was put in an almost
-indifferent tone.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes; I am Frances. But I don’t know&mdash;&mdash;” Frances was civil to the
-bottom of her soul, polite, incapable of hurting any one’s feelings. She
-could not say anything disagreeable; she could not demand brutally, Who
-are you? and what do you want here?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_102" id="page_102">{102}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I thought so,” said the stranger; “and, oddly enough, I saw you this
-afternoon, and wondered if it could be you. You are a little like
-mamma.&mdash;I am Constance, of course,” she added, looking up with a
-half-smile. “We ought to kiss each other, I suppose, though we can’t
-care much about each other, can we?&mdash;Where is papa?”</p>
-
-<p>Frances had no breath to speak; she could not say a word. She looked at
-the new-comer with a gasp. Who was she? And who was papa? Was it some
-strange mistake which had brought her here? But then the question, “Are
-you Frances?” showed that it could not be a mistake.</p>
-
-<p>“I beg your pardon,” she said; “I don’t understand. This is&mdash;Mr
-Waring’s. You are looking for&mdash;your father?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yes,” cried the other impatiently; “I know. You can’t imagine I
-should have come here and taken possession if I had not made sure first!
-You are well enough known in this little place. There was no trouble
-about it.&mdash;And the house looks nice, and this must be a fine view when
-there is light to see it by.&mdash;But<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_103" id="page_103">{103}</a></span> where is papa? They told me he was
-always to be found at this hour.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances felt the blood ebb to her very finger-points, and then rush back
-like a great flood upon her heart. She scarcely knew where she was
-standing or what she was saying in her great bewilderment. “Do you
-mean&mdash;<i>my</i> father?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>The other girl answered with a laugh: “You are very particular. I mean
-our father, if you prefer it. Your father&mdash;my father. What does it
-matter?&mdash;Where is he? Why isn’t he here? It seems he must introduce us
-to each other. I did not think of any such formality. I thought you
-would have taken me for granted,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>Frances stood thunderstruck, gazing, listening, as if eyes and ears
-alike fooled her. She did not seem to know the meaning of the words.
-They could not, she said to herself, mean what they seemed to mean&mdash;it
-was impossible. There must be some wonderful, altogether unspeakable
-blunder. “I don’t understand,” she said again, in a piteous tone. “It
-must be some mistake.”</p>
-
-<p>The other girl fixed her eyes upon her in the waning light. She had not
-paid so much atten<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_104" id="page_104">{104}</a></span>tion to Frances at first as to the new place and
-scene. She looked at her now with the air of weighing her in some unseen
-balance and finding her wanting, with impatience and half contempt. “I
-thought you would have been glad to see me,” she said; “but the world
-seems just the same in one place as another. Because I am in distress at
-home you don’t want me here.”</p>
-
-<p>Then Frances felt herself goaded, galled into the matter-of-fact
-question, “Who are you?” though she felt that she would not believe the
-answer she received.</p>
-
-<p>“Who am I? Don’t you know who I am? Who should I be but Con? Constance
-Waring, your sister?&mdash;Where,” she cried, springing to her feet and
-stamping one of them upon the ground&mdash;“where, <i>where</i> is papa?”</p>
-
-<p>The door opened again behind her softly, and Mr Waring with his slow
-step came out. “Did I hear some one calling for me?” he said.&mdash;“Frances,
-it is not you, surely, that are quarrelling with your visitor?&mdash;I beg
-the lady’s pardon; I cannot see who it is.”</p>
-
-<p>The stranger turned upon him with impa<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_105" id="page_105">{105}</a></span>tience in her tone. “It was I who
-called,” she said. “I thought you were sure to be here. Papa, I have
-always heard that you were kind&mdash;a kind man, they all said; that was why
-I came, thinking&mdash;&mdash; I am Constance!” she added after a pause, drawing
-herself up and facing him with something of his own gesture and
-attitude. She was tall, not much less than he was; very unlike little
-Frances. Her slight figure seemed to draw out as she raised her head and
-looked at him. She was not a suppliant. Her whole air was one of
-indignation that she should be subjected to a moment’s doubt.</p>
-
-<p>“Constance!” said Mr Waring. The daylight was gone outside; the moon had
-got behind a fleecy white cloud; behind those two figures there was a
-gleam of light from within, Domenico having brought in the lamp into the
-drawing-room. He stepped backward, opening the glass door. “Come in,” he
-said, “to the light.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances came last, with a great commotion in her heart, but very still
-externally. She felt herself to have sunk into quite a subordinate
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_106" id="page_106">{106}</a></span>place. The other two, they were the chief figures. She had now no
-explanation to ask, no questions to put, though she had a thousand; but
-everything else was thrown into the background, everything was inferior
-to this. The chief interest was with the others now.</p>
-
-<p>Constance stepped in after him with a proud freedom of step, the air of
-one who was mistress of herself and her fate. She went up to the table
-on which the tall lamp stood, her face on a level with it, fully lighted
-up by it. She held her hat in her hand, and played with it with a
-careless yet half-nervous gesture. Her fair hair was short, and
-clustered in her neck and about her forehead almost like a child’s,
-though she was not like a child. Mr Waring, looking at her, was more
-agitated than she. He trembled a little; his eyelids were lifted high
-over his eyes. Her air was a little defiant; but there was no suspicion,
-only a little uncertainty in his. He put out his hand to her after a
-minute’s inspection. “If you are Constance, you are welcome,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t suppose that you have any doubt I am Constance,” said the girl,
-flinging her hat on the table and herself into a chair. “It is<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_107" id="page_107">{107}</a></span> a very
-curious way to receive one, though, after such a long journey&mdash;such a
-tiresome long journey,” she repeated, with a voice into which a
-querulous tone of exhaustion had come.</p>
-
-<p>Mr Waring sat down too in the immediate centre of the light. He had not
-kissed her nor approached her, save by the momentary touch of their
-hands. It was a curious way to receive a stranger, a daughter. She lay
-back in her chair as if wearied out, and tears came to her eyes. “I
-should not have come, if I had known,” she said, with her lip quivering.
-“I am very tired. I put up with everything on the journey, thinking,
-when I came here&mdash;&mdash; And I am more a stranger here than anywhere!” She
-paused, choking with the half-hysterical fit of crying which she would
-not allow to overcome her. “She&mdash;knows nothing about me!” she cried,
-with a sharp accent of pain, as if this was the last blow.</p>
-
-<p>Frances, in her bewilderment, did not know what to do or say. She looked
-at her father, but his face was dumb, and gave her no suggestion; and
-then she looked at the new-comer, who lay back with her head against the
-back<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_108" id="page_108">{108}</a></span> of the chair, her eyes closed, tears forcing their way through her
-eyelashes, her slender white throat convulsively struggling with a sob.
-The mind of Frances had been shaken by a sudden storm of feelings
-unaccustomed; a throb of something which she did not understand, which
-was jealousy, though she neither knew nor intended it, had gone through
-her being. She seemed to see herself cast forth from her easy supremacy,
-her sway over her father’s house, deposed from her principal place. And
-she was only human. Already she was conscious of a downfall. Constance
-had drawn the interest towards herself&mdash;it was she to whom every eye
-would turn. The girl stood apart for a moment, with that inevitable
-movement which has been in the bosom of so many since the well-behaved
-brother of the Prodigal put it in words, “Now that this thy son has
-come.” Constance, so far as Frances knew, was no prodigal; but she was
-what was almost worse&mdash;a stranger, and yet the honours of the house were
-to be hers. She stood thus, looking on, until the sight of the
-suppressed sob, of the closed eyes, of the weary, hopeless atti<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_109" id="page_109">{109}</a></span>tude,
-were too much for her. Then it came suddenly into her mind, if she is
-Constance! Frances had not known half an hour before that there was any
-Constance who had a right to her sympathy in the world. She gave her
-father another questioning look, but got no reply from his eyes.
-Whatever had to be done must be done by herself. She went up to the
-chair in which her sister lay and touched her on the shoulder. “If we
-had known you were coming,” she said, “it would have been different. It
-is a little your fault not to let us know. I should have gone to meet
-you; I should have made your room ready. We have nothing ready, because
-we did not know.”</p>
-
-<p>Constance sat suddenly up in her chair and shook her head, as if to
-shake off the emotion that had been too much for her. “How sensible you
-are!” she said. “Is that your character?&mdash;She is quite right, isn’t she?
-But I did not think of that. I suppose I am impetuous, as people say. I
-was unhappy, and I thought you would&mdash;receive me with open arms. It is
-evident <i>I</i> am not the sensible one.” She said this with still a quiver
-in her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_110" id="page_110">{110}</a></span> lip, but also a smile, pushing back her chair, and resuming the
-unconcerned air which she had worn at first.</p>
-
-<p>“Frances is quite right. You ought to have written and warned us,” said
-Mr Waring.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh yes; there are so many things that one ought to do.”</p>
-
-<p>“But we will do the best we can for you, now you are here. Mariuccia
-will easily make a room ready. Where is your baggage? Domenico can go to
-the railway, to the hotel, wherever you have come from.”</p>
-
-<p>“My box is outside the door. I made them bring it. The woman&mdash;is that
-Mariuccia?&mdash;would not take it in. But she let me come in. She was not
-suspicious. She did not say, ‘If you are Constance.’<span class="lftspc">”</span> And here she
-laughed, with a sound that grated upon Mr Waring’s nerves. He jumped up
-suddenly from his chair.</p>
-
-<p>“I had no proof that you were Constance,” he said, “though I believed
-it. But only your mother’s daughter could reproduce that laugh.”</p>
-
-<p>“Has Frances got it?” the girl cried, with an instant lighting up of
-opposition in her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_111" id="page_111">{111}</a></span> eyes; “for I am like you, but she is the image of
-mamma.”</p>
-
-<p>He turned round and looked at Frances, who, feeling that an entire
-circle of new emotions, unknown to her, had come into being at a bound,
-stood with a passive, frightened look, spectator of everything, not
-knowing how to adapt herself to the new turn of affairs.</p>
-
-<p>“By Jove!” her father said, with an air of exasperation she had never
-seen in him before, “that is true! But I had never noticed it. Even
-Frances. You’ve come to set us all by the ears.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh no! I’ll tell you, if you like, why I came. Mamma&mdash;has been more
-aggravating than usual. I said to myself you would be sure to understand
-what that meant. And something arose&mdash;I will tell you about it after&mdash;a
-complication, something that mamma insisted I should do, though I had
-made up my mind not to do it.”</p>
-
-<p>“You had better,” said her father, with a smile, “take care what ideas
-on that subject you put into your sister’s head.”</p>
-
-<p>Constance paused, and looked at Frances with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_112" id="page_112">{112}</a></span> a look which was half
-scrutinising, half contemptuous. “Oh, she is not like me,” she said.
-“Mamma was very aggravating, as you know she can be. She wanted me&mdash;&mdash;
-But I’ll tell you after.” And then she began: “I hope, because you live
-in Italy, papa, you don’t think you ought to be a medieval parent; but
-that sort of thing in Belgravia, you know, is too ridiculous. It was so
-out of the question that it was some time before I understood. It was
-not exactly a case of being locked up in my room and kept on bread and
-water; but something of the sort. I was so much astonished at first, I
-did not know what to do; and then it became intolerable. I had nobody I
-could appeal to, for everybody agreed with her. Markham is generally a
-safe person; but even Markham took her side. So I immediately thought of
-you. I said to myself, One’s father is the right person to protect one.
-And I knew, of course, that if anybody in the world could understand how
-impossible it is to live with mamma when she has taken a thing into her
-head, it would be you.”</p>
-
-<p>Waring kept his eye upon Frances while this<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_113" id="page_113">{113}</a></span> was being said, with an
-almost comic embarrassment. It was half laughable; but it was painful,
-as so many laughable things are; and there was something like alarm, or
-rather timidity, in the look. The man looked afraid of the little
-girl&mdash;whom all her life he had treated as a child&mdash;and her clear
-sensible eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“One thinks these things, perhaps, but one does not put them into
-words,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, it is no worse to say them than to think them,” said Constance. “I
-always say what I mean. And you must know that things went very far&mdash;so
-far that I couldn’t put up with it any longer; so I made up my mind all
-at once that I would come off to you.”</p>
-
-<p>“And I tell you, you are welcome, my dear. It is so long since I saw you
-that I could not have recognised you. That is natural enough. But now
-that you are here&mdash;I cannot decide upon the wisdom of the step till I
-know all the circumstances&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, wisdom! I don’t suppose there is any wisdom about it. No one
-expects wisdom from me. But what could I do? There was nothing else that
-I could do.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_114" id="page_114">{114}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“At all events,” said Waring, with a little inclination of his head and
-a smile, as if he were talking to a visitor, Frances said to
-herself&mdash;“Frances and I will forgive any lack of wisdom which has given
-us&mdash;this pleasure.” He laughed at himself as he spoke. “You must expect
-for a time to feel like a fine lady paying a visit to her poor
-relations,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I know you will approve of me when you hear everything. Mamma says
-I am a Waring all over, your own child.”</p>
-
-<p>The sensations with which Frances stood and listened, it would be
-impossible to describe. Mamma! who was this, of whom the other girl
-spoke so lightly, whom she had never heard of before? Was it possible
-that a mother as well as a sister existed for her, as for others, in the
-unknown world out of which Constance had come? A hundred questions were
-on her lips, but she controlled herself, and asked none of them.
-Reflection, which comes so often slowly, almost painfully, to her came
-now like the flash of lightning. She would not betray to any one, not
-even to Constance, that she had never known she had a mother. Papa<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_115" id="page_115">{115}</a></span>
-might be wrong&mdash;oh, how wrong he had been!&mdash;but she would not betray
-him. She checked the exclamation on her lips; she subdued her soul
-altogether, forcing it into silence. This was the secret she had been so
-anxious to penetrate, which he had kept so closely from her. Why should
-he have kept it from her? It was evident it had not been kept on the
-other side. Whatever had happened, had Frances been in trouble, she knew
-of no one with whom she could have taken refuge; but her sister had
-known. Her brain was made dizzy by these thoughts. It was open to her
-now to ask whatever she pleased. The mystery had been made plain; but at
-the same time her mouth was stopped. She would not confuse her father,
-nor betray him. It was chiefly from this bewildering sensation, and not,
-as her father, suddenly grown acute in respect to Frances, thought, from
-a mortifying consciousness that Constance would speak with more freedom
-if she were not there, that Frances now spoke. “I think,” she said,
-“that I had better go and see about the rooms. Mariuccia will not know
-what to do till I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_116" id="page_116">{116}</a></span> come; and you will take care of Constance, papa.”</p>
-
-<p>He looked at her, hearing in her tone a wounded feeling, a touch of
-forlorn pride, which perhaps was there, but not so much as he thought;
-but it was Constance who replied: “Oh yes, we will take care of each
-other. I have so much to tell him,” with a laugh. Frances was aware that
-there was relief in it, in the prospect of her own absence, but she did
-not feel it so strongly as her father did. She gave them both a smile,
-and went away.</p>
-
-<p>“So that is Frances,” said the new-found sister, looking after her. “I
-find her very like mamma. But everybody says I am your child,
-disposition and all.” She rose, and came up to Waring, who had never
-lessened the distance between himself and her. She put her hand within
-his arm and held up her face to him. “I am like you. I shall be much
-happier with you. Do you think you will like having me instead of
-Frances, father?” She clasped his arm against her in a caressing way,
-and leant her cheek upon the sleeve of his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_117" id="page_117">{117}</a></span> velvet coat. “Don’t you
-think you would like to have <i>me</i>, father, instead of her?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>A whole panorama of the situation, like a landscape, suddenly flashed
-before Waring’s mind. The spell of this caress, and the confidence she
-showed of being loved, which is so great a charm, and the impulse of
-nature, so much as that is worth, drew him towards this handsome
-stranger, who took possession of him and his affections without a doubt,
-and pushed away the other from his heart and his side with an impulse
-which his philosophy said was common to all men&mdash;or at least, if that
-was too sweeping, to all women. But in the same moment came that sense
-of championship and proprietorship, the one inextricably mingled with
-the other, which makes us all defend our own whenever assailed. Frances
-was his own; she was his creation; he had taught her almost everything.
-Poor little Frances! Not like this girl, who could speak for herself,
-who could go everywhere, half commanding, half taking with guile every
-heart that she encountered. Frances would never do that. But she would
-be true, true as the heavens themselves, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_118" id="page_118">{118}</a></span> never falter. By a sudden
-gleam of perception he saw that, though he had never told her anything
-of this, though it must have been a revelation of wonder to her, yet
-that she had not burst forth into any outcries of astonishment, or asked
-any compromising questions, or done anything to betray him.</p>
-
-<p>His heart went forth to Frances with an infinite tenderness. He had not
-been a doting father to her; he had even&mdash;being himself what the world
-calls a clever man, much above her mental level&mdash;felt himself to
-condescend a little, and almost upbraided Heaven for giving him so
-ordinary a little girl. And Constance, it was easy to see, was a
-brilliant creature, accustomed to take her place in the world, fit to be
-any man’s companion. But the first result of this revelation was to
-reveal to him, as he had never seen it before, the modest and true
-little soul which had developed by his side without much notice from
-him, whom he had treated with such cruel want of confidence, to whom the
-shock of this evening’s disclosures must have been so great, but who,
-even in the moment of discovery, shielded him. All this<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_119" id="page_119">{119}</a></span> went through
-his mind with the utmost rapidity. He did not put his new-found child
-away from him; but there was less enthusiasm than Constance expected in
-the kiss he gave her. “I am very glad to have you here, my dear,” he
-said more coldly than pleased her. “But why instead of Frances? You will
-be happier both of you for being together.”</p>
-
-<p>Constance did not disengage herself with any appearance of
-disappointment. She perceived, perhaps, that she was not to be so
-triumphant here as was usually her privilege. She relinquished her
-father’s arm after a minute, not too precipitately, and returned to her
-chair. “I shall like it, as long as it is possible,” she said. “It will
-be very nice for me having a father and sister instead of a mother and
-brother. But you will find that mamma will not let you off. She likes to
-have a girl in the house. She will have her pound of flesh.” She threw
-herself back into her chair with a laugh. “How quaint it all is; and how
-beautiful the view must be, and the mountains and the sea! I shall be
-very happy here&mdash;the world forgetting, by the world forgot&mdash;and with
-you, papa.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_120" id="page_120">{120}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind">“<span class="smcap">She</span> has come to stay,” Frances said.</p>
-
-<p>“What?” cried Mariuccia, making the small monosyllable sound as if it
-were the biggest word in her vocabulary.</p>
-
-<p>“She has come to stay. She is my sister; papa’s daughter as much as I
-am. She has come&mdash;home.” Frances was a little uncertain about the word,
-and it was only “<i>a casa</i>” that she said&mdash;“to the house,” which means
-the same.</p>
-
-<p>Mariuccia threw up her arms in astonishment. “Then there has been
-another signorina all the time!” she cried. “Figure to yourself that I
-have been with the padrone a dozen years, and I never heard of her
-before.”</p>
-
-<p>“Papa does not talk very much about his concerns,” said Frances in her
-faithfulness. “And what we have got to do is to make her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_121" id="page_121">{121}</a></span> very
-comfortable. She is very pretty, don’t you think? Such beautiful blond
-hair&mdash;and tall. I never shall be tall, I fear. They say she is like
-papa; but, as is natural, she is much more beautiful than papa.”</p>
-
-<p>“Beauty is as you find it,” said Mariuccia. “<i>Carina</i>, no one will ever
-be so pretty as our own signorina to Domenico and me.&mdash;What is the child
-doing? She is pulling the things off her own bed.&mdash;My angel, you have
-lost your good sense. You are fluttered and upset by this new arrival.
-The blue room will be very good for the new young lady. Perhaps she will
-not stay very long?”</p>
-
-<p>The wish was father to the thought. But Frances took no notice of the
-suggestion. She said briskly, going on with what she was doing, “She
-must have my room, Mariuccia. The blue room is <i>quite</i> nice; it will do
-very well for me; but I should like her to feel at home, not to think
-our house was bare and cold. The blue room would be rather naked, if we
-were to put her there to-night. It will not be naked for me, for, of
-course, I am used to it all, and know everything. But when Constance<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_122" id="page_122">{122}</a></span>
-wakes to-morrow morning and looks round her, and wonders where she
-is&mdash;oh, how strange it all seems!&mdash;I wish her to open her eyes upon
-things that are pretty, and to say to herself, ‘What a delightful house
-papa has! What a nice room! I feel as if I had been here all my life.’<span class="lftspc">”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Constanza&mdash;is that her name? It is rather a common name&mdash;not
-distinguished, like our signorina’s. But it is very good for her, I have
-no doubt. And so you will give her your own room, that she may be fond
-of the house, and stay and supplant you? That is what will happen. The
-good one, the one of gold, gets pushed out of the way. I would not give
-her my room to make her love the house.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think you would, Mariuccia.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; I do not think so,” said Mariuccia, squaring herself with one arm
-akimbo. “No; I do not deny that I would probably take some new things
-into the blue room, and put up curtains. But I am older than you are,
-and I have more sense. I would not do it. If she gets your room, she
-will get your place; and she will please everybody, and be admired, and
-my angel will be put out of the way.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_123" id="page_123">{123}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I am such a horrid little wretch,” said Frances, “that I thought of
-that too. It was mean, oh, so mean of me. She is prettier than I am, and
-taller; and&mdash;yes, of course, she must be older too, so you see it is her
-right.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is she the eldest?” asked Mariuccia.</p>
-
-<p>Frances made a puzzled pause; but she would not let the woman divine
-that she did not know. “Oh yes; she must be the eldest.&mdash;Come quick,
-Mariuccia; take all these things to the blue room; and now for your
-clean linen and everything that is nice and sweet.”</p>
-
-<p>Mariuccia did what she was told, but with many objections. She carried
-on a running murmur of protest all the time. “When there are changes in
-a family; when it is by the visitation of God, that is another matter. A
-son or a daughter who is in trouble, who has no other refuge; that is
-natural; there is nothing to say. But to remain away during a dozen
-years, and then to come back at a moment’s notice&mdash;nay, without even a
-moment’s notice&mdash;in the evening, when all the beds are made up, and
-demand everything that is comfortable.&mdash;I have always thought that there
-was a great deal<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_124" id="page_124">{124}</a></span> to be said for the poor young signorino of whom the
-priest speaks, he who had always stayed at home when his brother was
-amusing himself. <i>Carina</i>, you know what I mean.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have thought of that too,” said Frances. “But my sister is not a
-prodigal; and papa has never done anything for her. It is all quite
-different. When we know each other better, it will be delightful always
-to have a companion, Mariuccia&mdash;think how pleasant it will be always to
-have a companion. I wonder if she will like my pictures?&mdash;Now, don’t you
-think the room looks very pretty? I always thought it was a pretty room.
-Leave the <i>persiani</i> open that she may see the sea; and in the morning
-don’t forget to come in and close them before the sun gets hot.&mdash;I think
-that will do now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed I hope it will do&mdash;after all the trouble you have taken. And I
-hope the young lady is worthy of it.&mdash;But, my angel, what shall I do
-when I come in to wake her? Does she expect that I can talk her language
-to her? No, no. And she will know nothing; she will not even be able to
-say ‘Good morning.’<span class="lftspc">”</span></p>
-
-<p>“I hope so. But if not, you must call me<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_125" id="page_125">{125}</a></span> first, that is all,” said
-Frances cheerfully.&mdash;“Now, don’t go to bed just yet; perhaps she will
-like something&mdash;some tea; or perhaps a little supper; or&mdash;&mdash; I never
-asked if she had dined.”</p>
-
-<p>Mariuccia regarded this possibility with equanimity. She was not afraid
-of a girl’s appetite. But she made a grimace at the mention of the tea.
-“It is good when one has a cold; oh yes,” she said; “but to drink it at
-all times, as you do! If she wants anything it will be a great deal
-better to give her a sirop, or a little red wine.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances detained Mariuccia as long as she could, and lingered herself
-still longer after all was ready in the room. She did not know how to go
-back to the drawing-room, where she had left these two together, to say
-to each other, no doubt, many things that could be better said in her
-absence. There was no jealousy, only delicacy, in this; and she had
-given up her pretty room to her sister, and carried her indispensable
-belongings to the bare one, with the purest pleasure in making Constance
-comfortable. Constance! whom an hour ago she had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_126" id="page_126">{126}</a></span> never heard of, and
-who now was one of them, nearer to her than anybody, except her father.
-But all this being done, she had the strangest difficulty in going back,
-in thrusting herself, as imagination said, between them, and
-interrupting their talk. To think that it should be such a tremendous
-matter to return to that familiar room in which the greater part of her
-life had been passed! It felt like another world into which she was
-about to enter, full of unknown elements and conditions which she did
-not understand. She had not known what it was to be shy in the very
-limited society she had ever known; but she was shy now, feeling as if
-she had not courage to put her hand upon the handle of the door. The
-familiar creak and jar of it as it opened seemed to her like noisy
-instruments announcing her approach, which stopped the conversation, as
-she had divined, and made her father and her sister look up with a
-little start. Frances could have wished to sink through the floor, to
-get rid of her own being altogether, as she saw them both give this
-slight start. Constance was leaning upon the table, the light of the
-lamp shining full<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_127" id="page_127">{127}</a></span> upon her face, with the air of being in the midst of
-an animated narrative, which she stopped when Frances entered; and Mr
-Waring had been listening with a smile. He turned half round and held
-out his hand to the timid girl behind him. “Come, Frances,” he said,
-“you have been a long time making your preparations. Have you been
-bringing out the fairest robe for your sister?” It was odd how the
-parable&mdash;which had no signification in their circumstances&mdash;haunted them
-all.</p>
-
-<p>“Your room is quite ready whenever you please. And would you like tea or
-anything? I ought to have asked if you had dined,” Frances said.</p>
-
-<p>“Is she the housekeeper?&mdash;How odd!&mdash;Do you look after everything?&mdash;Dear
-me! I am afraid, in that case, I shall make a very poor substitute for
-Frances, papa.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is not necessary to think of that,” he said hastily, giving her a
-quick glance.</p>
-
-<p>Frances saw it, with another involuntary, quickly suppressed pang. Of
-course there would be things that Constance must be warned not to say.
-And yet it felt as if papa had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_128" id="page_128">{128}</a></span> deserted her and gone over to the other
-side. She had not the remotest conception what the warning referred to,
-or what Constance meant.</p>
-
-<p>“I dined at the hotel,” Constance went on, “with those people whom I
-travelled with. I suppose you will have to call and be civil. They were
-quite delighted to think that they would know somebody at
-Bordighera&mdash;some of the inhabitants.&mdash; Yes, tea, if you please. And then
-I think I shall go to bed; for twenty-four hours in the train is very
-fatiguing, besides the excitement. Don’t you think Frances is very much
-like mamma? There is a little way she has of setting her chin.&mdash;Look
-there! That is mamma all over. I think they would get on together very
-well: indeed I feel sure of it.” And again there was a significant look
-exchanged, which once more went like a sting to Frances’ heart.</p>
-
-<p>“Your sister has been telling me,” said Mr Waring, with a little
-hesitation, “of a great many people I used to know. You must be very
-much surprised, my dear; but I will take an opportunity&mdash;&mdash;” He was
-confused before her, as if he had been before a judge. He gave<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_129" id="page_129">{129}</a></span> her a
-look which was half shame and half gratitude, sentiments both entirely
-out of place between him and Frances. She could not bear that he should
-look at her so.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, papa,” she said as easily as she could; “I know you must have a
-great deal to talk of. If Constance will give me her keys I will unpack
-her things for her.” Both the girls instinctively, oddly, addressed each
-other through their father, the only link between them, hesitating a
-little at the familiarity which nature made necessary, but which had no
-other warrant.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, isn’t there a maid who can do it?” Constance cried, opening her
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p>The evening seemed long to Frances, though it was not long. Constance
-trifled over the tea&mdash;which Mariuccia made with much reluctance&mdash;for
-half an hour. But she talked all the time; and as her talk was of people
-Frances had never heard of, and was mingled with little allusions to
-what had passed before,&mdash;“I told you about him;” “You remember, we were
-talking of them;” with a constant recurrence of names which to Frances
-meant nothing at all,&mdash;it seemed long to her.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_130" id="page_130">{130}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>She sat down at the table, and took her knitting, and listened, and
-tried to look as if she took an interest. She did indeed take a great
-interest; no one could have been more eager to enter without
-<i>arrière-pensée</i> into the new life thus unfolded before her; and
-sometimes she was amused and could laugh at the stories Constance was
-telling; but her chief feeling was that sense of being entirely “out of
-it”&mdash;having nothing to do with it&mdash;which makes people who do not
-understand society feel like so many ghosts standing on the margin,
-knowing nothing. The feeling was strange and very forlorn. It is an
-unpleasant experience even for those who are strangers, to whom it is a
-passing incident; but as the speaker was her sister and the listener her
-father, Frances felt this more deeply still. Generally in the evening
-conversation flagged between them. He would have his book, and Frances
-sometimes had a book too, or a drawing upon which she could work, or at
-least her knitting. She had felt that the silence which reigned in the
-room on such occasions was not what ought to be.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_131" id="page_131">{131}</a></span> It was not like the
-talk which was supposed to go on in all the novels she had ever read
-where the people were <i>nice</i>. And sometimes she attempted to entertain
-her father with little incidents in the life of their poor neighbours,
-or things which Mariuccia had told her; but he listened benevolently,
-with his finger between the leaves of his book, or even without closing
-his book, looking up at her over the leaves&mdash;only out of kindness to
-her, not because he was interested; and then silence would fall on them,
-a silence which was very sweet to Frances, in the midst of which her own
-little stream of thoughts flowed on continuously, but which now and then
-she was struck to the heart to think must be very dull for papa.</p>
-
-<p>But to-night it was not dull for him. She listened, and said to herself
-this was the way to make conversation; and laughed whenever she could,
-and followed every little gesture of her sister’s with admiring eyes.
-But at the end, Frances, though she would not acknowledge it to herself,
-felt that she had not been amused. She thought the people in the village
-were just<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_132" id="page_132">{132}</a></span> as interesting. But then she was not so clever as Constance,
-and could not do them justice in the same way.</p>
-
-<p>“And now I am going to bed,” Constance said. She rose up in an instant
-with a rapid movement, as if the thought had only just struck her and
-she obeyed the impulse at once. There was a freedom about all her
-movements which troubled and captivated Frances. She had been leaning
-half over the table, her sleeves, which were a little wide, falling back
-from her arms, now leaning her chin in the hollow of one hand, now
-supporting it with both, putting her elbows wherever she pleased.
-Frances herself had been trained by Mariuccia to very great decorum in
-respect to attitudes. If she did furtively now and then lean an elbow
-upon the table, she was aware that it was wrong all the time; and as for
-legs, she knew it was only men who were permitted to cross them, or to
-do anything save sit with two feet equal to each other upon the floor.
-But Constance cared for none of these rules. She rose up abruptly
-(Mariuccia would have said, as if something had stung her),<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_133" id="page_133">{133}</a></span> almost
-before she had finished what she was saying. “Show me my room, please,”
-she said, and yawned. She yawned quite freely, naturally, without any
-attempt to conceal or to apologise for it as if it had been an accident.
-Frances could not help being shocked, yet neither could she help
-laughing with a sort of pleasure in this breach of all rules. But
-Constance only stared, and did not in the least understand why she
-should laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“Where have you put your sister?” Mr Waring asked.</p>
-
-<p>“I have put her&mdash;in the room next to yours, papa; between your room and
-mine, you know: for I am in the blue room now. There she will not feel
-strange; she will have people on each side.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is to say, you have given her&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>It was Frances’ turn now to give a warning glance. “The room I thought
-she would like best,” she said, with a soft but decisive tone. She too
-had a little imperious way of her own. It was so soft, that a stranger
-would not have found it out; but in the Palazzo they were all acquainted
-with it, and no one&mdash;not even<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_134" id="page_134">{134}</a></span> Mariuccia&mdash;found it possible to say a
-word after this small trumpet had sounded. Mr Waring accordingly was
-silenced, and made no further remark. He went with his daughters to the
-door, and kissed the cheek which Constance held lightly to him. “I shall
-see you again, papa,” Frances said, in that same little determined
-voice.</p>
-
-<p>Mr Waring did not make any reply, but shrank a little aside, to let her
-pass. He looked like a man who was afraid. She had spared him; she had
-not betrayed the ignorance in which he had brought her up; but now the
-moment of reckoning was near, and he was afraid of Frances. He went back
-into the <i>salone</i>, and walked up and down with a restlessness which was
-natural enough, considering how all the embers of his life had been
-raked up by this unexpected event. He had lived in absolute quiet for
-fourteen long years: a strange life&mdash;a life which might have been
-supposed to be impossible for a man still in the heyday of his strength;
-but yet, as it appeared, a life which suited him, which he preferred to
-others more natural. To settle<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_135" id="page_135">{135}</a></span> down in an Italian village with a little
-girl of six for his sole companion&mdash;when he came to think of it, nothing
-could be more unnatural, more extraordinary; and yet he had liked it
-well enough, as well as he could have liked anything at that crisis of
-his fate. He was the kind of man who, in other circumstances, in another
-age, would have made himself a monk, and spent his existence very
-placidly in illuminating manuscripts. He had done something as near this
-as is possible to an Englishman not a Roman Catholic, of the nineteenth
-century. Unfortunately, Waring had no ecclesiastical tendencies, or even
-in the nineteenth century he might have found out for himself some
-pseudo-monkery in which he could have been happy. As it was, he had
-retired with his little girl, and on the whole had been comfortable
-enough. But now the little girl had grown up, and required to have
-various things accounted for; and the other individuals who had claims
-upon him, whom he thought he had shaken off altogether, had turned up
-again, and had to be dealt with. The monk had an easy time of it in
-com<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_136" id="page_136">{136}</a></span>parison. He who has but himself to think of may manage himself, if
-he has good luck; but the responsibility of others on your shoulders is
-a terrible drawback to tranquillity. A little girl! That seemed the
-simplest of all things. It had never occurred to him that she would form
-a link by which all his former burdens might be drawn back; or that she,
-more wonderful still, should ever arise and demand to know why. But both
-of these impossible things had happened.</p>
-
-<p>Waring walked about the <i>salone</i>. He opened the glass door and stepped
-out into the loggia, into the tranquil shining of the moon, which lit up
-all the blues of the sea, and kindled little silver lamps all over the
-quivering palms. How quiet it was! and yet that tranquil nature lying
-unmoved, taking whatever came of good or evil, did harm in a far more
-colossal way than any man could do. The sea, then looking so mild, would
-suddenly rise up and bring havoc and destruction worse than an army; yet
-next day smile again, and throw its spray into the faces of the
-children, and lie like a harmless thing under the light. But a man<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_137" id="page_137">{137}</a></span>
-could not do this. A man had to give an account of all that he had done,
-whether it was good or whether it was evil,&mdash;if not to God&mdash;which on the
-whole was the easiest, for God knew all about it, how little harm had
-been intended, how little anything had been intended, how one mistake
-involved another,&mdash;if not to God&mdash;why, to some one harder to face;
-perhaps to one’s little girl.</p>
-
-<p>He came back from the loggia and the moonlight and nature, which, all of
-them, were so indifferent to what was happening to him, with a feeling
-that the imperfect human lamp which so easily got out of gear&mdash;as easily
-as a man&mdash;was a more appropriate light for his disturbed soul; and met
-Frances with her brown eyes waiting for him at the door.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_138" id="page_138">{138}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind">“<span class="smcap">It</span> is not because of this only, papa&mdash;I wanted before to speak to you.
-I was waiting in the loggia for you, when Constance came.”</p>
-
-<p>“What did you want, Frances? Oh, I quite acknowledge that you have a
-right to inquire. I hoped, perhaps, I might be spared to-night; I am
-rather exhausted&mdash;to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances dropped the hand which she had laid upon his arm. “It shall be
-exactly as you please, papa. I seem to know a great deal&mdash;oh, a great
-deal more than I knew at dinner. I don’t think I am the same person; and
-I thought it might save us all trouble if you would tell me&mdash;as much as
-you think I ought to know.”</p>
-
-<p>She had sat down in her usual place, in her careful little modest pose,
-a little stiff, a little<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_139" id="page_139">{139}</a></span> prim&mdash;the training of Mariuccia. After
-Constance, there was something in the attitude of Frances which made her
-father smile, though he was in no mood for smiling; and it was clear
-that he could not, that he ought not to escape. He would not sit down,
-however, and meet her eye. He stood by the table for a few minutes, with
-his eyes upon the books, turning them over, as if he were looking for
-something. At last he said, but without looking up, “There is nothing
-very dreadful to tell; no guilty secret, though you may suppose so. Your
-mother and I&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Then I have really a mother, and she is living?” the girl cried.</p>
-
-<p>He looked at her for a moment. “I forgot that for a girl of your age
-that means a great deal&mdash;I hadn’t thought of it. Perhaps if you knew&mdash;&mdash;
-Yes; you have got a mother, and she is living. I suppose that seems a
-very wonderful piece of news?”</p>
-
-<p>Frances did not say anything. The water came into her eyes. Her heart
-beat loudly, yet softly, against her young bosom. She had <span class="pagenum"><a name="page_140" id="page_140">{140}</a></span>known it, so
-that she was not surprised. The surprise had been broken by Constance’s
-careless talk, by the wonder, the doubt, the sense of impossibility,
-which had gradually yielded to a conviction that it must be so. Her
-feeling was that she would like to go now, without delay, without asking
-any more questions, to her mother. Her mother! and he hadn’t thought
-before how much that meant to a girl&mdash;of her age!</p>
-
-<p>Mr Waring was a little disconcerted by having no answer. Of course it
-meant a great deal to a girl; but still, not so much as to make her
-incapable of reply. He felt a little annoyed, disturbed, perhaps
-jealous, as Frances herself had been. It was with difficulty that he
-resumed again; but it had to be done.</p>
-
-<p>“Your mother and I,” he said, taking up the books again, opening and
-shutting them, looking at the title-page now of one, now of another,
-“did not get on very well. I don’t know who was in fault&mdash;probably both.
-She had been married before. She had a son whom you hear Constance speak
-of as Markham. Markham has been at the bottom of all the trouble. He
-drove me out of my senses when he was a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_141" id="page_141">{141}</a></span> boy. Now he is a man: so far as
-I can make out it is he that has disturbed our peace again&mdash;hunted us
-up, and sent Constance here. If you ever meet Markham&mdash;and of course now
-you are sure to meet him&mdash;beware of him.” Here he made a pause again,
-and looked with great seriousness at the book in his hand, turning the
-leaf to finish a sentence which was continued on the next page.</p>
-
-<p>“I beg your pardon, papa,” said Frances; “I am afraid I am very stupid.
-What relation is Markham to me?”</p>
-
-<p>He looked at her for a moment, then threw down the book with some
-violence on the table, as if it were the offender. “He is your
-step-brother,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“My&mdash;brother? Then I have a brother too?” After a little pause she
-added, “It is very wonderful, papa, to come into a new world like this
-all at once. I want&mdash;to draw my breath.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is my fault that it comes upon you all at once. I never thought&mdash;&mdash;
-You were a very small child when I brought you away. <span class="pagenum"><a name="page_142" id="page_142">{142}</a></span>You forgot them
-all, as was natural. I did not at first know how entirely a child
-forgets; and then&mdash;then it seemed a pity to disturb your mind, and
-perhaps set you longing for&mdash;what it was impossible for you to obtain.”</p>
-
-<p>It surprised him a little that Frances did not breathe a syllable of
-reproach. She said nothing. In her imagination she was looking back over
-these years, wondering how it would have been had she known. Would life
-ever be the same, now that she did know? The world seemed to open up
-round her, so much greater, wider, more full than she had thought. She
-had not thought much on the subject. Life in Bordighera was more limited
-even than life in an English village. The fact that she did not belong
-to the people among whom she had spent all these years, made a
-difference; and her father’s recluse habits, the few people he cared to
-know, the stagnation of his life, made a greater difference still.
-Frances had scarcely felt it until that meeting with the Mannerings,
-which put so many vague ideas into her mind. A child does not naturally
-inquire into the circumstances which have surrounded it all its life. It
-was natural to her to live in this<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_143" id="page_143">{143}</a></span> retired place, to see nobody, to
-make amusements and occupations for herself&mdash;to know no one more like
-herself than Tasie Durant. Had she even possessed any girl-friends
-living the natural life of youth, that might have inspired a question or
-two. But she knew no girls&mdash;except Tasie, whose girlhood was a sort of
-fossil, and who might almost have been the mother of Frances. She saw
-indeed the village girls, but it did not occur to her to compare herself
-with them. Familiar as she was with all their ways, she was still a
-<i>forestière</i>&mdash;one of the barbarous people, English, a word which
-explains every difference. Frances did not quite know in what the
-peculiarity and eccentricity of the English consisted; but she, too,
-recognised with all simplicity that, being English, she was different.
-Now it came suddenly to her mind that the difference was not anything
-generic and general, but that it was her own special circumstances that
-had been unlike all the rest. There had been a mother all the time;
-another girl, a sister, like herself. It made her brain whirl.</p>
-
-<p>She sat quite silent, thinking it all over, not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_144" id="page_144">{144}</a></span> perceiving her father’s
-embarrassment&mdash;thinking less of him, indeed, than of all the wonderful
-new things that seemed to crowd about her. She did not blame him. She
-was not thinking enough of him to blame him; her mind was quite
-sufficiently occupied by her discoveries. As she had taken him all her
-life without examination, she continued to take him. He was her father;
-that was enough. It did not occur to her to ask herself whether what he
-had done was right or wrong. Only, it was all very strange. The old
-solid earth had gone from under her feet, and the old order of things
-had been overthrown. She was looking out upon a world not realised&mdash;a
-spectator of something like the throes of creation, seeing the new
-landscape tremble and roll into place, the heights and hollows all
-changing; there was a great deal of excitement in it, both pain and
-pleasure. It occupied her so fully, that he fell back into a secondary
-place.</p>
-
-<p>But this did not occur to Waring. He had not realised that it could be
-possible. He felt himself the centre of the system in which his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_145" id="page_145">{145}</a></span> little
-daughter lived, and did not understand how she could ignore him. He
-thought her silence&mdash;the silence of amazement, and excitement, and of
-that curious spectatorship&mdash;was the silence of reproach, and that her
-mind was full of a sense of wrong, which only duty kept in check. He
-felt himself on his trial before her. Having said all that he had to
-say, he remained silent, expecting her response. If she had given vent
-to an indignant exclamation, he would have been relieved; he would have
-allowed that she had a right to be indignant. But her silence was more
-than he could bear. He searched through the recesses of his own
-thoughts; but for the moment he could not find any further excuse for
-himself. He had done it for the best. Probably she would not see that.
-Waring was well enough acquainted with the human mind to know that every
-individual sees such a question from his or her own point of view: and
-he was prepared to find that his daughter would be unable to perceive
-what was so plain to him. But still he was aware that he had done it for
-the best. After a while the silence became so irksome to him that he
-felt compelled to break it<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_146" id="page_146">{146}</a></span> and resume his explanations. If she would
-not say anything, there were a number of things which he might say.</p>
-
-<p>“It is a pity,” he said, “that it has all broken upon you so suddenly.
-If I could have divined that Constance would have taken such a step&mdash;&mdash;
-To tell you the truth, I have never realised Constance at all,” he
-added, with an impulse towards the daughter he knew. “She was of course
-a mere child: to see her so independent, and with so distinct a will of
-her own, is very bewildering. I assure you, Frances, if it is wonderful
-to you, it is scarcely less wonderful to me.”</p>
-
-<p>There was something in his tone that made her lift her eyes to him; and
-to see him stand there so embarrassed, so subdued, so much unlike the
-father who, though very kind and tender, had always been perhaps a
-little condescending, patronising, towards the girl, whom he scarcely
-recognised as an independent entity, went to her heart. She could not
-tell him not to be frightened&mdash;not to look at her with that guilty,
-apologetic look, which altogether reversed their ordinary relationship;
-but it added a pang<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_147" id="page_147">{147}</a></span> to her bewilderment. She asked hastily, by way of
-concealing this uncomfortable change, a question which she thought he
-would have no difficulty in answering&mdash;“Is Constance much older than I
-am, papa?”</p>
-
-<p>He gave a sort of furtive smile, as if he had no right to smile in the
-circumstances. “I don’t wonder at your question. She has seen a great
-deal more of the world. But if there is a minute or two between you, I
-don’t know which has it. There is no elder or younger in the case. You
-are twins, though no one would think so.”</p>
-
-<p>This gave Frances a further shock&mdash;though why, it would be impossible to
-say. The blood rushed to her face. “She must think me&mdash;a very poor
-little thing,” she said, in a hurried tone. “I never knew&mdash;I have no
-friend except Tasie&mdash;to show me what girls might be.” The thought
-mortified her in an extraordinary way; it brought a sudden gush of salt
-tears&mdash;tears quite different from those which had welled to her eyes
-when he told her of her mother. Constance, who was so different, would
-despise her&mdash;Constance, who knew exactly all about it, and that Frances
-was as old, perhaps a few<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_148" id="page_148">{148}</a></span> minutes older than she. It is always
-difficult to divine what form pride will take. This was the manner in
-which it affected Frances. The same age! and yet the one an accomplished
-woman, judging for herself&mdash;and the other not much more than a child.</p>
-
-<p>“You do yourself injustice,” said Mr Waring, somewhat rehabilitated by
-the mortification of Frances. “Nobody could think you a poor little
-thing. You have not the same knowledge of the world. Constance has been
-very differently brought up. I think my training a great deal better
-than what she has had,” he added quickly, with a mingled desire to cheer
-and restore self-confidence to Frances, and to reassert himself after
-his humiliation. He felt what he said; and yet, as was natural, he said
-a little more than he felt. “I must tell you,” he said, in this new
-impulse, “that your mother is&mdash;a much more important person than I am.
-She is a great deal richer. The marriage was supposed to be much to my
-advantage.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a smile on his face which Frances, looking up suddenly, warned
-by a certain change of tone, did not like to see. She kept her eyes<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_149" id="page_149">{149}</a></span>
-upon him instinctively, she could not tell why, with a look which had a
-certain influence upon him, though he did not well understand it either.
-It meant that the unknown woman of whom he spoke was the girl’s
-mother&mdash;her mother&mdash;one of whom no unbefitting word was to be said. It
-checked him in a quite curious unexpected way. When he had spoken of
-her, which he had done very rarely since they parted, it had been with a
-sense that he was free to characterise her as he thought she deserved.
-But here he was stopped short. That very evening he had said things to
-Constance of her mother which in a moment he felt that he dared not say
-to Frances. The sensation was a very strange one. He made a distinct
-pause, and then he said hurriedly, “You must not for a moment suppose
-that there was anything wrong; there is no story that you need be afraid
-of hearing&mdash;nothing, neither on her side nor mine&mdash;nothing to be ashamed
-of.”</p>
-
-<p>All at once Frances grew very pale; her eyes opened wide; she gazed at
-him with speechless horror. The idea was altogether new to her artless
-mind. It flashed through his that Constance<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_150" id="page_150">{150}</a></span> would not have been at all
-surprised&mdash;that probably she would have thought it “nice of him” to
-exonerate his wife from all moral shortcoming. The holy ignorance of the
-other brought a sensation of shame to Waring, and at the same time a
-sensation of pride. Nothing could more clearly have proved the
-superiority of his training. She would have felt no consternation, only
-relief at this assurance, if she had been all her life in her mother’s
-hands.</p>
-
-<p>“It is a great deal to say, however, though you are too inexperienced to
-know. The whole thing was incompatibility&mdash;incompatibility of temper,
-and of ideas, and of tastes, and of fortune even. I could not, you may
-suppose, accept advantages purchased with my predecessor’s money, or
-take the good of his rank through my wife; and she would not come down
-in the world to my means and to my name. It was an utter mistake
-altogether. We should have understood each other beforehand. It was
-impossible that we could get on. But that was all. There was probably
-more talk about it than if there had been really more to talk about.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_151" id="page_151">{151}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Frances rose up with a little start. “I think, perhaps,” she said, “I
-don’t want you to tell me any more.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well&mdash;perhaps you are right.” But he was startled by her quick
-movement. “I did not mean to say anything that could shock you. If you
-are to hear anything at all, the truth is what you must hear. But you
-must not blame me over-much, Frances. Your very impatience of what I
-have been saying will explain to you why I thought that to say
-nothing&mdash;as long as I could help it&mdash;was the best.”</p>
-
-<p>Her hand trembled a little as she lighted her candle, but she made no
-comment. “Good night, papa. To-morrow it will all seem different.
-Everything is strange to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>He put his hands upon her shoulders and looked down into the little
-serious face, the face that had never been so serious before. “Don’t
-think any worse of me, Frances, than you can help.”</p>
-
-<p>Her eyes opened wider with astonishment.</p>
-
-<p>“Think of you, worse&mdash;&mdash; But, papa, I am not thinking of you at all,”
-she said, simply; “I am thinking of <i>it</i>.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_152" id="page_152">{152}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Waring had gone through a number of depressing and humbling experiences
-during the course of the evening, but this was the unkindest of all&mdash;and
-it was so natural. Frances was no critic. She was not thinking of his
-conduct, which was the first thing in his mind, but of <span class="smcap">It</span>, the
-revelation which had been made to her. He might have perceived that, or
-divined it, if he had not been occupied by this idea, which did not
-occupy her at all&mdash;the thought of how he personally had come through the
-business. He gave a little faltering laugh at himself as he stooped and
-kissed her. “That’s all right,” he said. “Good night; but don’t let <span class="smcap">It</span>
-interfere with your sleep. To-morrow everything will look different, as
-you say.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances turned away with her light in her hand; but before she had
-reached the door, returned again. “I think I ought to tell you, papa,
-that I am sure the Durants know. They said a number of strange things to
-me yesterday, which I think I understand now. If you don’t mind, I would
-rather let them suppose that I knew all the time; otherwise,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_153" id="page_153">{153}</a></span> it looks
-as if you thought you could not trust me.”</p>
-
-<p>“I could trust you,” he said, with a little fervour,&mdash;“my dear child, my
-dear little girl&mdash;I would trust you with my life.”</p>
-
-<p>Was there a faint smile in the little girl’s limpid simple eyes? He
-thought so, and it disconcerted him strangely. She made no response to
-that protestation, but with a little nod of her head went away. Waring
-sat down at the table again, and began to think it all over from the
-beginning. He was sore and aching, like a man who has fallen from a
-height. He had fallen from the pedestal on which, to Frances, he had
-stood all these years. She might not be aware of it even&mdash;but he was.
-And he had fallen from those Elysian fields of peace in which he had
-been dwelling for so long. They had not, perhaps, seemed very Elysian
-while he was secure of their possession. They had been monotonous in
-their stillness, and wearied his soul. But now that he looked back upon
-them, a new cycle having begun,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_154" id="page_154">{154}</a></span> they seemed to him like the very home
-of peace. He had not done anything to forfeit this tranquillity; and yet
-it was over, and he stood once more on the edge of an agitated and
-disturbed life. He was a man who could bear monotony, who liked his own
-way, yet liked that bondage of habit which is as hard as iron to some
-souls. He liked to do the same things at the same time day after day,
-and to be undisturbed in doing them. But now all his quiet was over.
-Constance would have a thousand requirements such as Frances had never
-dreamed of; and her brother no doubt would soon turn up&mdash;that
-step-brother whom Waring had never been able to tolerate even when he
-was a child. She might even come Herself&mdash;who could tell?</p>
-
-<p>When this thought crossed his mind, he got up hastily and left the
-<i>salone</i>, leaving the lamp burning, as Domenico found it next morning,
-to his consternation&mdash;a symbol of Chaos come again&mdash;burning in the
-daylight. Mr Waring almost fled to his room and locked his door in the
-horror of that suggestion.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_155" id="page_155">{155}</a></span> And this was not only because the prospect
-of such a visit disturbed him beyond measure, but because he had not yet
-made a clean breast of it. Frances did not yet know all.</p>
-
-<p>Frances for her part went to the blue room, and opened the <i>persiani</i>,
-and sat looking out upon the moonlight for some time before she went to
-bed. The room was bare; she missed her pictures, which Constance had
-taken no notice of&mdash;the Madonna that had been above her head for so many
-years, and which had vaguely appeared to her as a symbol of the mother
-who had never existed in her life. Now there seemed less need for the
-Madonna. The bare walls had pictures all over them&mdash;pictures of a new
-life. In imagination, no one is shy, or nervous, or strange. She let the
-new figures move about her freely, and delighted herself with familiar
-pictures of them and the changes that must accompany them. She was not
-like her father, afraid of changes. She thought of the new people, the
-new combinations, the quickened life: and the thought made her smile.
-They<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_156" id="page_156">{156}</a></span> would come, and she would make the house gay and bright to receive
-them. Perhaps some time, surrounded by this new family that belonged to
-her, she might even be taken “home.” The thought was delightful
-notwithstanding the thrill of excitement in it. But still there was
-something which Frances did not know.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_157" id="page_157">{157}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind">“<span class="smcap">What</span> is this I hear about Waring?” said General Gaunt, walking out upon
-the loggia, where the Durants were sitting, on the same memorable
-afternoon on which all that has been above related occurred. The General
-was dressed in loosely fitting light-coloured clothes. It was one of the
-recommendations of the Riviera to him that he could wear out there all
-his old Indian clothes, which would have been useless to him at home. He
-was a very tall old man, very yellow, nay, almost greenish in the
-complexion, extremely spare, with a fine old white moustache, which had
-an immense effect upon his brown face. The well-worn epigram might be
-adapted in his case to say that nobody ever was so fierce as the General
-looked; and yet he was at bottom rather a mild<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_158" id="page_158">{158}</a></span> old man, and had never
-hurt anybody, except the sepoys in the Mutiny, all his life. His head
-was covered with a broad light felt hat, which, soft as it was, took an
-aggressive cock when he put it on. He held his gloves dangling from his
-hand with the air of having been in too much haste to put them to their
-proper use. And his step, as he stepped off the carpet upon the marble
-of the loggia, sounded like that of an alert officer who has just heard
-that the enemy has made a reconnaissance in force two miles off, and
-that there is no time to lose. “What is this I hear about Waring?” he
-said.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, indeed!” cried Mrs Durant.</p>
-
-<p>“It is a most remarkable story,” said his Reverence, shaking his head.</p>
-
-<p>“But what is it?” asked the General. “I found Mrs Gaunt almost crying
-when I went in. What she said was, ‘Charles, we have been nourishing a
-viper in our bosoms.’ I am not addicted to metaphor, and I insisted upon
-plain English; and then it all came out. She told me Waring was an
-impostor, and had been taking us all in; that some old friend of his had
-been here, and had told you. Is that true?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_159" id="page_159">{159}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear!” said Mr Durant in a tone of remonstrance.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Henry! you never said it was to be kept a secret. It could not
-possibly be kept a secret&mdash;so few of us here, and all so intimate.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then he is an impostor?” said General Gaunt.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, my dear General, that’s too strong a word. Henry, you had better
-tell the General, your own way.”</p>
-
-<p>The old clergyman had been shaking his head all the time. He was dying
-to tell all that he knew, yet he could not but improve the occasion.
-“Oh, ladies, ladies!” he said, “when there is anything to be told, the
-best of women is not to be trusted. But, General, our poor friend is no
-impostor. He never said he was a widower.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s fortunate we’ve none of us girls&mdash;&mdash;” the General began; then with
-a start, “I forgot Miss Tasie; but she’s a girl&mdash;a girl in ten
-thousand,” he added, with a happy inspiration. Tasie, who was still
-seated behind the teacups, give him a smile in reply.</p>
-
-<p>“Poor dear Mr Waring,” she said, “whether<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_160" id="page_160">{160}</a></span> he is a widower or has a
-wife, it does not matter much. Nobody can call Mr Waring a flirt. He
-might be any one’s grandfather from his manner. I cannot see that it
-matters a bit.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not so far as we are concerned, thank heaven!” said her mother, with
-the air of one whose dear child has escaped a danger. “But I don’t think
-it is quite respectable for one of our small community to have a wife
-alive and never to let any one know.”</p>
-
-<p>“I understand, a most excellent woman; besides being a person of rank,”
-said Mr Durant. “It has disturbed me very much&mdash;though, happily, as my
-wife says, from no private motive.” Here the good man paused, and gave
-vent to a sigh of thankfulness, establishing the impression that his
-ingenuous Tasie had escaped as by a miracle from Waring’s wiles; and
-then he continued, “I think some one should speak to him on the subject.
-He ought to understand that now it is known, public opinion requires&mdash;&mdash;
-Some one should tell him&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“There is no one so fit as a clergyman,” the General said.</p>
-
-<p>“That is true, perhaps, in the abstract; but<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_161" id="page_161">{161}</a></span> with our poor friend&mdash;&mdash;
-There are some men who will not take advice from a clergyman.”</p>
-
-<p>“O Henry! do him justice. He has never shown anything but respect to
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should say that a man of the world, like the General&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, not I,” cried the General, getting up hurriedly. “No, thank you; I
-never interfere with any man’s affairs. That’s your business, Padre.
-Besides, I have no daughter: whether he is married or not is nothing to
-me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nor to us, heaven be praised!” said Mrs Durant; and then she added, “It
-is not for ourselves; it is for poor little Frances, a girl that has
-never known a mother’s care! How much better for her to be with her
-mother, and properly introduced into society, than living in that
-hugger-mugger way, without education, without companions! If it were not
-for Tasie, the child would never see a creature near her own age.”</p>
-
-<p>“And I am much older than Frances,” said Tasie, rather to heighten the
-hardship of the situation than from any sense that this was true.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_162" id="page_162">{162}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Decidedly the Padre ought to talk to him,” said the Anglo-Indian. “He
-ought to be made to feel that everybody at the station&mdash;&mdash; Wife all
-right, do you know? Bless me! if the wife is all right, what does the
-man mean? Why can’t they quarrel peaceably, and keep up appearances, as
-we all do?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh no&mdash;not all; <i>we</i> never quarrel.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not for a long time, my love.”</p>
-
-<p>“Henry, you may trust to my memory. Not for about thirty years. We had a
-little disagreement then about where we were to go for the summer. Oh, I
-remember it well&mdash;the agony it cost me! Don’t say ‘as we <i>all</i> do,’
-General, for it would not be true.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are a pair of old turtle-doves,” quoth the General. “All the more
-reason why you should talk to him, Padre. Tell him he’s come among us on
-false pretences, not knowing the damage he might have done. I always
-thought he was a queer hand to have the education of a little girl.”</p>
-
-<p>“He taught her Latin; and that woman of theirs, Mariuccia, taught her to
-knit. That’s all she knows. And her mother all the time in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_163" id="page_163">{163}</a></span> such a fine
-position, able to do anything for her! Oh, it is of Frances I think
-most!”</p>
-
-<p>“It is quite evident,” said the General, “that Mr Durant must
-interfere.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think it very likely I shall do no good. A man of the world, a man
-like that&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“There is no such great harm about the man.”</p>
-
-<p>“And he is very good to Frances,” said Tasie, almost under her breath.</p>
-
-<p>“I daresay he meant no harm,” said the General, “if that is all. Only,
-he should be warned; and if anything can be done for Frances&mdash;&mdash; It is a
-pity she should see nobody, and never have a chance of establishing
-herself in life.”</p>
-
-<p>“She ought to be introduced into society,” said Mrs Durant. “As for
-establishing herself in life, that is in the hands of Providence,
-General. It is not to be supposed that such an idea ever enters into a
-girl’s mind&mdash;unless it is put there, which is so often the case.”</p>
-
-<p>“The General means,” said Tasie, “that seeing people would make her more
-fit to be a companion for her papa. Frances is a dear girl; but it is
-quite true&mdash;she is wanting in conversation.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_164" id="page_164">{164}</a></span> They often sit a whole
-evening together and scarcely speak.”</p>
-
-<p>“She is a nice little thing,” said the General, energetically&mdash;“I always
-thought so; and never was at a dance, I suppose, or a junketing of any
-description, in her life. To be sure, we are all old duffers in this
-place. The Padre should interfere.”</p>
-
-<p>“If I could see it was my duty,” said Mr Durant.</p>
-
-<p>“I know what you mean,” said General Gaunt. “I’m not too fond of
-interference myself. But when a man has concealed his antecedents, and
-they have been found out. And then the little girl&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes: it is Frances I think of most,” said Mr Durant.</p>
-
-<p>It was at last settled among them that it was clearly the clergyman’s
-business to interfere. He had been tolerably certain to begin with, but
-he liked the moral support of what he called a consensus of opinion. Mr
-Durant was not so reluctant as he professed to be. He had not much scope
-for those social duties which, he was of opinion,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_165" id="page_165">{165}</a></span> were not the least
-important of a clergyman’s functions; and though there was a little
-excitement in the uncertainty from Sunday to Sunday how many people
-would be at church, what the collection would be, and other varying
-circumstances, yet the life of the clergyman at Bordighera was
-monotonous, and a little variety was welcome. In other chaplaincies
-which Mr Durant had held, he had come in contact with various romances
-of real life. These were still the days of gaming, when every German
-bath had its <i>tapis vert</i> and its little troup of tragedies. But the
-Riviera was very tranquil, and Bordighera had just been found out by the
-invalid and the pleasure-seeker. It was monotonous: there had been few
-deaths, even among the visitors, which are always varieties in their way
-for the clergyman, and often are the means of making acquaintances both
-useful and agreeable to himself and his family. But as yet there had not
-even been many deaths. This gave great additional excitement to what is
-always exciting, for a small community&mdash;the cropping up under their very
-noses, in their own immediate circle, of a mystery, of a dis<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_166" id="page_166">{166}</a></span>covery
-which afforded boundless opportunity for talk. The first thing naturally
-that had affected Mr and Mrs Durant was the miraculous escape of Tasie,
-to whom Mr Waring <i>might</i> have made himself agreeable, and whose peace
-of mind might have been affected, for anything that could be said to the
-contrary. They said to each other that it was a hair-breadth escape;
-although it had not occurred previously to any one that any sort of
-mutual attraction between Mr Waring and Tasie was possible.</p>
-
-<p>And then the other aspects of the case became apparent. Mr Durant felt
-now that to pass it over, to say nothing about the matter, to allow
-Waring to suppose that everything was as it had always been, was
-impossible. He and his wife had decided this without the intervention of
-General Gaunt; but when the General appeared&mdash;the only other permanent
-pillar of society in Bordighera&mdash;then there arose that consensus which
-made further steps inevitable. Mrs Gaunt looked in later, after dinner,
-in the darkening; and she, too, was of opinion that some<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_167" id="page_167">{167}</a></span>thing must be
-done. She was affected to tears by the thought of that mystery in their
-very midst, and of what the poor (unknown) lady must have suffered,
-deserted by her husband, and bereft of her child. “He might at least
-have left her her child,” she said, with a sob; and she was fully of
-opinion that he should be spoken to without delay, and that they should
-not rest till Frances had been restored to her mother. She thought it
-was “a duty” on the part of Mr Durant to interfere. The consensus was
-thus unanimous; there was not a dissentient voice in the entire
-community. “We will sleep upon it,” Mr Durant said. But the morning
-brought no further light. They were all agreed more strongly than ever
-that Waring ought to be spoken to, and that it was undeniably a duty for
-the clergyman to interfere.</p>
-
-<p>Mr Durant accordingly set out before it was too late, before the mid-day
-breakfast, which is the coolest and calmest moment of the day, the time
-for business, before social intercourse is supposed to begin. He was
-very carefully brushed from his hat to his shoes, and was indeed a very<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_168" id="page_168">{168}</a></span>
-agreeable example of a neat old clerical gentleman. Ecclesiastical
-costume was much more easy in those days. It was before the era of long
-coats and soft hats, when a white tie was the one incontrovertible sign
-of the clergyman who did not think of calling himself a priest. He was
-indeed, having been for a number of years located in Catholic countries,
-very particular not to call himself a priest, or to condescend to any
-garb which could recall the <i>soutane</i> and three-cornered hat of the
-indigenous clergy. His black clothes were spotless, but of the ordinary
-cut, perhaps a trifle old-fashioned. But yet neither <i>soutane</i> nor
-<i>berretta</i> could have made it more evident that Mr Durant, setting out
-with an ebony stick and black gloves, was an English clergyman going
-mildly but firmly to interfere. Had he been met with in the wilds of
-Africa, even there mistake would have been impossible. In his serious
-eye, in the aspect of the corners of his mouth, in a certain air of
-gentle determination diffused over his whole person, this was apparent.
-It made a great impression upon Domenico when he opened the door. After
-what had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_169" id="page_169">{169}</a></span> happened yesterday, Domenico felt that anything might happen.
-“Lo, this man’s brow, like to a title leaf, foretells the nature of the
-tragic volume,” he said to Mariuccia&mdash;at least if he did not use these
-words, his meaning was the same. He ushered the English pastor into the
-room which Mr Waring occupied as a library, with bated breath. “Master
-is going to catch it,” was what, perhaps, a light-minded Cockney might
-have said. But Domenico was a serious man, and did not trifle.</p>
-
-<p>Waring’s library was, like all the rooms of his suite, an oblong room,
-with three windows and as many doors, opening into the dining-room on
-one hand, and the ante-room on the other. It had the usual
-indecipherable fresco on the roof, and the walls on one side were half
-clothed with bookcases. Not a very large collection of books, and yet
-enough to make a pretty show, with their old gilding, and the dull white
-of the vellum in which so many were bound. It was a room in which he
-spent the most of his time, and it had been made comfortable according
-to the notions of comfort prevailing in these regions. There was a
-square of carpet under his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_170" id="page_170">{170}</a></span> writing-table. His chair was a large old
-<i>fauteuil</i>, covered with faded damask; and curtains, also faded, were
-festooned over all the windows and doors. The <i>persiani</i> were shut to
-keep out the sun, and the cool atmosphere had a greenish tint. Waring,
-however, did not look so peaceful as his room. He sat with his chair
-pushed away from the table, reading what seemed to be a novel. He had
-the air of a man who had taken refuge there from some embarrassment or
-annoyance; not the tranquil look of a man occupied in so-called studies
-needing leisure, with his note-books at hand, and pen and ink within
-reach. Such a man is usually very glad to be interrupted in the midst of
-his self-imposed labours, and Waring’s first movement was one of
-satisfaction. He threw down the book, with an apology for having ever
-taken it up in the half-ashamed, half-violent way in which he got rid of
-it. Don’t suppose I care for such rubbish, his gesture seemed to say.
-But the aspect of Mr Durant changed his look of welcome. He rose
-hurriedly, and gave his visitor a chair. “You are early out,” he said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_171" id="page_171">{171}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Yes; the morning, I find, is the best time. Even after the sun is down,
-it is never so fresh in the evening. Especially for business, I find it
-the best time.”</p>
-
-<p>“That means, I suppose,” said Waring, “that your visit this morning
-means business, and not mere friendship, as I had supposed?”</p>
-
-<p>“Friendship always, I hope,” said the tidy old clergyman, smoothing his
-hat with his hand; “but I don’t deny it is something more serious:
-a&mdash;a&mdash;question I want to ask you, if you don’t mind&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Just at this moment, in the next room there rose a little momentary and
-pleasant clamour of voices and youthful laughter; two voices
-certainly&mdash;Frances and another. This made Mr Durant prick up his ears.
-“You have&mdash;visitors?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. I will answer to the best of my ability,” said Waring, with a
-smile.</p>
-
-<p>Now was the time when Mr Durant realised the difficult nature of his
-mission. At home in his own house, especially in the midst of the
-consensus of opinion, with everybody encouraging him and pressing upon
-him the fact that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_172" id="page_172">{172}</a></span> it was “a duty,” the matter seemed easy enough. But
-when he found himself in Waring’s house, looking a man in the face with
-whose concerns he had really no right to interfere, and who had not at
-all the air of a man ready to be brought to the confessional, Mr
-Durant’s confidence failed him. He faltered a little; he looked at his
-very unlikely penitent, and then he looked at the hat which he was
-turning round in his hands, but which gave him no courage. Then he
-cleared his throat. “The question is&mdash;quite a simple one,” he said.
-“There can be no doubt of your ability&mdash;to answer. I am sure you will
-forgive me if I say, to begin with&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“One moment. Is this question&mdash;which seems to trouble you&mdash;about my
-affairs or yours?”</p>
-
-<p>Mr Durant’s clear complexion betrayed something like a flush. “That is
-just what I want to explain. You will acknowledge, my dear Waring, that
-you have been received here&mdash;well, there is not very much in our
-power&mdash;but with every friendly feeling, every desire to make you one of
-us.”</p>
-
-<p>“All this preface shows me that it is I who<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_173" id="page_173">{173}</a></span> have been found wanting.
-You are quite right; you have been most hospitable and kind&mdash;to myself,
-almost too much so; to my daughter, you have given all the society she
-has ever known.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am glad, truly glad, that you think we have done our part. My dear
-friend, was it right, then, when we opened our arms to you so
-unsuspectingly, to come among us in a false character&mdash;under false
-colours?”</p>
-
-<p>“Stop!” said Waring, growing pale. “This is going a little too far. I
-suppose I understand what you mean. Mannering, who calls himself my old
-friend, has been here; and as he could not hold his tongue if his life
-depended upon it, he has told you&mdash;&mdash; But why you should accuse me of
-holding a false position, of coming under false colours&mdash;which was what
-you said&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Waring!” said the clergyman, in a voice of mild thunder, “did you never
-think, when you came here, comparatively a young, and&mdash;well, still a
-good-looking man&mdash;did you never think that there might be some
-susceptible heart&mdash;some woman’s heart<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_174" id="page_174">{174}</a></span>&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Good heavens!” cried Waring, starting to his feet, “I never supposed
-for a moment&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“&mdash;&mdash;Some young creature,” Mr Durant continued, solemnly, “whom it
-might be my duty and your duty to guard from deception; but who
-naturally, taking you for a widower&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Waring’s countenance of horror was unspeakable. He stood up before his
-table like a little boy who was about to be caned. Exclamations of
-dismay fell unconsciously from his lips. “Sir! I never thought&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Mr Durant paused to contemplate with pleasure the panic he had caused.
-He put down his hat and rubbed together his little fat white hands. “By
-the blessing of Providence,” he said, drawing a long breath, “that
-danger has been averted. I say it with thankfulness. We have been
-preserved from any such terrible result. But had things been differently
-ordered&mdash;think, only think! and be grateful to Providence.”</p>
-
-<p>The answer which Waring made to this speech was to burst into a fit of
-uncontrollable laughter. He seemed incapable of recovering his gravity.
-As soon as he paused, exhausted,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_175" id="page_175">{175}</a></span> to draw breath, he was off again. The
-suggestion, when it ceased to be horrible, became ludicrous beyond
-description. He quavered forth “I beg your pardon” between the fits,
-which Mr Durant did not at all like. He sat looking on at the hilarity
-very gravely without a smile.</p>
-
-<p>“I did not expect so much levity,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“I beg your pardon,” cried the culprit, with tears running down his
-cheeks. “Forgive me. If you will recollect that the character of a gay
-Lothario is the last one in the world&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“It is not necessary to be a gay Lothario,” returned the clergyman.
-“Really, if this is to continue, it will be better that I should
-withdraw. Laughter was the last thing I intended to produce.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is not a bad thing, and it is not an indulgence I am given to. But I
-think, considering what a very terrible alternative you set before me,
-we may be very glad it has ended in laughter. Mr Durant,” continued
-Waring, “you have only anticipated an explanation I intended to make.
-Mannering is an ass.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_176" id="page_176">{176}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure he is a most respectable member of society,” said Mr Durant,
-with much gravity.</p>
-
-<p>“So are many asses. I have some one else to present to you, who is very
-unlike Mannering, but who betrays me still more distinctly. Constance, I
-want you here.”</p>
-
-<p>The old clergyman gazed, not believing his eyes, as there suddenly
-appeared in the doorway the tall figure of a girl who had never been
-seen as yet in Bordighera&mdash;a girl who was very simply dressed, yet who
-had an air which the old gentleman, acquainted, as he flattered himself,
-with the air of fine people, could not ignore. She stood with a careless
-grace, returning slightly, not without a little of that impertinence of
-a fine lady which is so impressive to the crowd, his salutation. “Did
-you want me, papa?” she quietly asked.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_177" id="page_177">{177}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> revelation which thus burst upon Mr Durant was known throughout the
-length and breadth of Bordighera, as that good man said, before the day
-was out. The expression was not so inappropriate as might be at first
-supposed, considering the limited society to which the fact that Mr
-Waring had a second daughter was of any particular interest; for the
-good chaplain’s own residence was almost at the extremity of the Marina,
-and General Gaunt’s on the highest point of elevation among the olive
-gardens; while the only other English inhabitants were in the hotels
-near the beach, and consisted of a landlady, a housekeeper, and the
-highly respectable person who had charge of the stables at the Bellevue.
-This little inferior world<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_178" id="page_178">{178}</a></span> was respectfully interested but not excited
-by the new arrival.</p>
-
-<p>But to Mrs Durant and Tasie it was an event of the first importance; and
-Mrs Gaunt was at first disposed to believe that it was a revelation of
-further wickedness, and that there was no telling where these
-discoveries might end. “We shall be hearing that he has a son next,” she
-said. They had a meeting in the afternoon to talk it over; and it really
-did appear at first that the new disclosure enhanced the enormity of the
-first&mdash;for, naturally, the difference between a widower and a married
-man is aggravated by the discovery that the deceiver pretending to have
-only one child has really “a family.” At the first glance the ladies
-were all impressed by this; though afterwards, when they began to think
-of it, they were obliged to admit that the conclusion perhaps was not
-very well founded. And when it turned out that Frances and the new-comer
-were twins, that altogether altered the question, and left them, though
-they were by no means satisfied, without anything further to say.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_179" id="page_179">{179}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>While all this went on outside the Palazzo, there was much going on
-within it that was calculated to produce difficulty and embarrassment.
-Mr Waring, with a consciousness that he was acting a somewhat cowardly
-part, ran away from it altogether, and shut himself up in his library,
-and left his daughters to make acquaintance with each other as they best
-could. He was, as has been said, by no means sufficiently at his ease to
-return to what he called his studies, the ordinary occupations of his
-life. He had run away, and he knew it. He went so far as to turn the key
-in one door, so that, whatever happened, he could only be invaded from
-one side, and sat down uneasily in the full conviction that from moment
-to moment he might be called upon to act as interpreter or peacemaker,
-or to explain away difficulties. He did not understand women, but only
-his wife, from whom he had taken various prejudices on the subject;
-neither did he understand girls, but only Frances, whom, indeed, he
-ought to have known better than to suppose, either that she was likely
-to squabble with her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_180" id="page_180">{180}</a></span> sister, or call him in to mediate or explain.
-Frances was not at all likely to do either of these things; and he knew
-that, yet lived in a vague dread, and did not even sit comfortably on
-his chair, and tried to distract his mind with a novel&mdash;which was the
-condition in which he was found by Mr Durant. The clergyman’s visit did
-him a little good, giving him at once a grievance and an object of
-ridicule. During the rest of the day he was so far distracted from his
-real difficulties as to fall from time to time into fits of secret
-laughter over the idea of having been in all unconsciousness a source of
-danger for Tasie. He had never been a gay Lothario, as he said; but to
-have run the risk of destroying Tasie’s peace of mind was beyond his
-wildest imagination. He longed to confide it to somebody, but there was
-no one with whom he could share the fun. Constance perhaps might have
-understood; but Frances! He relapsed into gravity when he thought of
-Frances. It was not the kind of ludicrous suggestion which would amuse
-her.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile the girls, who were such strangers<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_181" id="page_181">{181}</a></span> to each other, yet so
-closely bound by nature, were endeavouring to come to a knowledge of
-each other by means which were much more subtle than any explanation
-their father could have supplied; so that he might, if he had understood
-them better, have been entirely at his ease on this point. As a matter
-of fact, though Constance was the cleverer of the two, it was Frances
-who advanced most quickly in her investigations, for the excellent
-reason that it was Constance who talked, while Frances, for the most
-part having nothing at all interesting to say of herself, held her
-peace. Frances had been awakened at an unusually late hour in the
-morning&mdash;for the agitation of the night had abridged her sleep at the
-other end&mdash;by the sounds of mirth which accompanied the first dialogue
-between her new sister and Mariuccia. The Italian which Constance knew
-was limited, but it was of a finer quality than any with which Mariuccia
-was acquainted; yet still they came to some sort of understanding, and
-both repudiated the efforts of Frances to explain. And from that moment
-Constance had kept<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_182" id="page_182">{182}</a></span> the conversation in her hands. She did not chatter,
-nor was there any appearance of loquacity in her; but Frances had lived
-much alone, and had been taught not to disturb her father when she was
-with him, so that it was more her habit to be talked to than to talk.
-She did not even ask many questions&mdash;they were scarcely necessary; for
-Constance, as was natural, was full of herself and of her motives for
-the step she had taken. These revelations gave Frances new lights almost
-at every word.</p>
-
-<p>“You always knew, then, about&mdash;us?” Frances said. She had intended to
-say “about me,” but refrained, with mingled modesty and pride.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, certainly. Mamma always writes, you know, at Christmas, if not
-oftener. We did not know you were here. It was Markham who found out
-that. Markham is the most active-minded fellow in the world. Papa does
-not much like him. I daresay you have never heard anything very
-favourable of him; but that is a mistake. We knew pretty well about you.
-Mamma used to ask that you should write, since there was no reason why,
-at your<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_183" id="page_183">{183}</a></span> age, you should not speak for yourself; but you never did. I
-suppose he thought it better not.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose so.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should not myself have been restrained by that,” said Constance. “I
-think very well on the whole of papa; but obedience of that sort at our
-age is too much. I should not have obeyed him. I should have told him
-that in such a matter I must judge for myself. However, if one learns
-anything as one grows up,” said this young philosopher, “it is that no
-two people are alike. I suppose that was not how the subject presented
-itself to you?”</p>
-
-<p>Frances made no reply. She wondered what she would have said had she
-been told to write to an unknown mother. Ought she to do so now? The
-idea was a very strange one to her mind, and yet what could be more
-natural? It was with a sense of precipitate avoidance of a subject which
-must be contemplated fully at an after-period, that she said hurriedly,
-“I have never written letters. It did not come into my head.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_184" id="page_184">{184}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah!” said Constance, looking at her with a sort of impartial scrutiny.
-Then she added, with a sequence of thoughts which it was not difficult
-to follow, “Don’t you think it is very odd that you and I should be the
-same age?”</p>
-
-<p>Frances felt herself grow red, and the water came to her eyes. She
-looked wistfully at the other, who was so much more advanced than she
-felt herself to be. “I suppose&mdash;we ought to have been like each other,”
-she said.</p>
-
-<p>“We are not, however, a bit. You are like mamma. I don’t know whether
-you are like her in mind&mdash;but on the outside. And I am like <i>him</i>. It is
-very funny. It shows that one has these peculiarities from one’s birth;
-it couldn’t be habit or association, as people say, for I have never
-been with him&mdash;neither have you with mamma. I suppose he is very
-independent-minded, and does what he likes without thinking? So do I.
-And you consider what other people will say, and how it will look, and a
-thousand things.”</p>
-
-<p>It did not seem to Frances that this was the case; but she was not at
-all in the habit of studying herself, and made no protest. Did<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_185" id="page_185">{185}</a></span> she
-consider very much what other people would say? Perhaps it was true. She
-had been obliged, she reflected, to consider what Mariuccia would say;
-so that probably Constance was right.</p>
-
-<p>“It was Markham that discovered you, after all, as I told you. He is
-invaluable; he never forgets; and if you want to find anything out, he
-will take any amount of trouble. I may as well tell you why I left home.
-If we are going to live together as sisters, we ought to make confidants
-of each other; and if you have to go, you can take my part. Well, then!
-You must know there is a man in it. They say you should always ask, ‘Who
-is She?’ when there is a row between men; and I am sure it is just as
-natural to ask, ‘Who is He?’ when a girl gets into a scrape.”</p>
-
-<p>The language, the tone, the meaning, were all new to Frances. She did
-not know anything about it. When there is a row between men; when a girl
-gets into a scrape: the one and the other were equally far from her
-experience. She felt herself blush, though she scarcely knew why. She
-shook her head when Constance<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_186" id="page_186">{186}</a></span> added, though rather as a remark than as
-a question, “Don’t you know? Oh, well; I did not mean, have you any
-personal experience, but as a general principle? The man in this case
-was well enough. Papa said, when I told him, that it was quite right;
-that I had better have made up my mind without making a fuss; that he
-would have advised me so, if he had known. But I will never allow that
-this is a point upon which any one can judge for you. Mamma pressed me
-more than a mother has any right to do&mdash;to a person of my age.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, Constance, eighteen is not so very old.”</p>
-
-<p>“Eighteen is the age of reason,” said the girl, somewhat imperiously;
-then she paused and added&mdash;“in most cases, when one has been much in the
-world, like me. Besides, it is like the middle ages when your mother
-thinks she can make you do what she pleases and marry as she likes. That
-must be one’s own affair. I must say that I thought papa would take my
-part more strongly, for they have always been so much opposed. But after
-all, though he is not in harmony with her, still the parents’ side is
-his side.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_187" id="page_187">{187}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Did you not like&mdash;the gentleman?” said Frances. Nothing could be more
-modest than this question, and yet it brought the blood to her face. She
-had never heard the ordinary <i>badinage</i> on this subject, or thought of
-love with anything but awe and reverence, as a mystery altogether beyond
-her and out of discussion. She did not look at her sister as she put the
-question. Constance lay back in the long wicker-work chair, well lined
-with cushions, which was her father’s favourite seat, with her hands
-clasped behind her head, in one of those attitudes of complete <i>abandon</i>
-which Frances had been trained to think impossible to a girl.</p>
-
-<p>“Did I like&mdash;the gentleman? I did not think that question could ever
-again be put to me in an original way. I see now what is the good of a
-sister. Mamma and Markham and all my people had such a different way of
-looking at it. You must know that <i>that</i> is not the first question,
-whether you like the man. As for that, I liked him&mdash;well enough. There
-was nothing to&mdash;dislike in him.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances turned her eyes to her sister’s face with something like
-reproach. “I may not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_188" id="page_188">{188}</a></span> have used the right word. I have never spoken on
-such subjects before.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have always been told that men are dreadful prudes,” said Constance.
-“I suppose papa has brought you up to think that such things must never
-be spoken of. I’ll tell you what is original about it. I have been asked
-if he was not rich enough, if he was not handsome enough, if it was
-because he had no title: and I have been asked if I loved him, which was
-nonsense. I could answer all that; but you I can’t answer. Don’t I like
-him? I was not going to be persecuted about him. It was Markham who put
-this into my head. ‘Why don’t you go to your father,’ he said, ‘if you
-won’t hear reason? He is just the sort of person to understand you, if
-we don’t.’ So, then, I took them at their word. I came off&mdash;to papa.”</p>
-
-<p>“Does Markham dislike papa? I mean, doesn’t he think&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I know what you mean. They don’t think that papa has good sense. They
-think him romantic, and all that. I have always been<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_189" id="page_189">{189}</a></span> accustomed to
-think so too. But the curious thing is that he isn’t,” said Constance,
-with an injured air. “I suppose, however foolish one’s father may be for
-himself, he still feels that he must stand on the parents’ side.”</p>
-
-<p>“You speak,” said Frances, with a little indignation, “as if papa was
-likely to be against&mdash;his children; as if he were an enemy.”</p>
-
-<p>“Taking sides is not exactly being enemies,” said Constance. “We are
-each of our own faction, you know. It is like Whigs and Tories. The
-fathers and mothers side with each other, even though they may be quite
-different and not get on together. There is a kind of reason in it.
-Only, I have always heard so much of papa as unreasonable and unlike
-other people, that I never thought of him in that light. He would be
-just the same, though, except that for the present I am a stranger, and
-he feels bound to be civil to me. If it were not for his politeness, he
-is capable of being medieval too.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know what medieval means,” said Frances, with much heat,
-indignant to hear her father thus spoken of as a subject for criticism.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_190" id="page_190">{190}</a></span>
-Perhaps she had criticised him in her time, as children use&mdash;but
-silently, not putting it into words, which makes a great difference. And
-besides, what one does one’s self in this way is quite another matter.
-As she looked at this girl, who was a stranger, though in some
-extraordinary way not a stranger, a momentary pang and impotent sudden
-rage against the web of strange circumstances in which she felt herself
-caught and bewildered, flamed up in her mild eyes and mind, unaccustomed
-to complications. Constance took no notice of this sudden passion.</p>
-
-<p>“It means bread and water,” she said, with a laugh, “and shutting up in
-one’s own room, and cutting off of all communication from without.
-Mamma, if she were driven to it, is quite capable of that. They all
-are&mdash;rather than give in; but as we are not living in the middle ages,
-they have to give in at last. Perhaps, if I had thought that what you
-may call his official character would be too strong for papa, I should
-have fought it out at home. But I thought he at least would be himself,
-and not a conventional parent. I am sure he has been a very<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_191" id="page_191">{191}</a></span> queer sort
-of parent hitherto; but the moment a fight comes, he puts himself on his
-own side.”</p>
-
-<p>She gave forth these opinions very calmly, lying back in the long chair,
-with her hands clasped behind her head, and her eyes following
-abstractedly the lines of the French coast. The voice which uttered
-sentiments so strange to Frances was of the most refined and harmonious
-tones, low, soft, and clear. And the lines of her slim elastic figure,
-and of her perfectly appropriate dress, which combined simplicity and
-costliness, carelessness and consummate care, as only high art can,
-added to the effect of a beauty which was not beauty in any
-demonstrative sense, but rather harmony, ease, grace, fine health, fine
-training, and what, for want of a better word, we call blood. Not that
-the bluest blood in the world inevitably carries with it this perfection
-of tone; but Constance had the effect which a thoroughbred horse has
-upon the connoisseur. It would have detracted from the impression she
-made had there been any special point upon which the attention
-lingered&mdash;had her eyes, or her complexion, her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_192" id="page_192">{192}</a></span> hands, or her hair, or
-any individual trait, called for particular notice. But hers was not
-beauty of that description.</p>
-
-<p>Her sister, who was, so to speak, only a little rustic, sat and gazed at
-her in a kind of rapture. Her heart did not, as yet at least, go out
-towards this intruder into her life; her affections were as yet
-untouched; and her temper was a little excited, disturbed by the
-critical tone which her sister assumed, and the calm frankness with
-which she spoke. But though all these dissatisfied, almost hostile
-sentiments were in Frances’ mind, her eyes and attention were
-fascinated. She could not resist the influence which this external
-perfection of being produced upon her. It was only perhaps now in the
-full morning light, in the <i>abandon</i> of this confidence and candour,
-which had none of the usual tenderness of confidential revelations, but
-rather a certain half-disdainful self-discovery which necessity
-demanded, that Frances fully perceived her sister’s gifts. Her own
-impatience, her little impulses of irritation and contradiction, died
-away in the wondering<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_193" id="page_193">{193}</a></span> admiration with which she gazed. Constance showed
-no sign even of remarking the effect she produced. She said
-meditatively, dropping the words into the calm air without any apparent
-conception of novelty or wonder in them, “I wonder how you will like it
-when you have to go.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_194" id="page_194">{194}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Within</span> the first few days, a great many of these conversations took
-place, and Frances gradually formed an idea to herself&mdash;not, perhaps,
-very like reality, but yet an idea&mdash;of the other life from which her
-sister had come. The chief figure in it was “mamma,” the mother with
-whom Constance was so carelessly familiar, and of whom she herself knew
-nothing at all. Frances did not learn from her sister’s revelations to
-love her mother. The effect was very different from that which, in such
-circumstances, might have been looked for. She came to look upon this
-unknown representative of “the parents’ side,” as Constance said, as
-upon a sort of natural opponent, one who understood but little and
-sympathised not at all with the younger, the other faction, the
-generation which was to succeed and replace her. Of this fact the other
-girl never concealed her easy con<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_195" id="page_195">{195}</a></span>viction. The elders for the moment had
-the power in their hands, but by-and-by their day would be over. There
-was nothing unkind or cruel in this certainty; it was simply the course
-of nature: by-and-by their sway would be upset by the natural progress
-of events, and in the meantime it was modified by the other certainty,
-that if the young stood firm, the elders had no alternative but to give
-in. Altogether, it was evident the parents’ side was not the winning
-side; but all the same it had the power of annoying the other to a very
-great extent, and exercised this power with a selfishness which was
-sometimes brutal. Mamma, it was evident, had not considered Constance at
-all. She had taken her about into society for her own ends, not for her
-daughter’s pleasure: and, finally, she had formed a plan by which
-Constance was to be handed over to another proprietor without any
-consultation of her own wishes.</p>
-
-<p>The heart of Frances sank as she slowly identified this maternal image,
-so different from that which fancy and nature suggest. She tried to
-compare it with the image which she herself might in her turn have
-communicated of her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_196" id="page_196">{196}</a></span> father, had it been she who was the expositor. It
-frightened her to find, as she tried this experiment in her own mind,
-that the representation of papa would not have been much more
-satisfactory. She would have shown him as passing his time chiefly in
-his library, taking very little notice of her tastes and wishes,
-settling what was to be done, where to go, everything that was of any
-importance in their life, without at all taking into account what she
-wished. This she had always felt to be perfectly natural, and she had no
-feeling of a grievance in the matter; but supposing it to be necessary
-to tell the story to an ignorant person, what would that ignorant
-person’s opinion be? It gave her a great shock to perceive that the
-impression produced would also be one of harsh authority, indifferent,
-taking no note of the inclinations of those who were subject to it. That
-was how Constance would understand papa. It was not the case, and yet it
-would look so to one who did not know. Perceiving this, Frances came to
-feel that it might be natural to represent the world as consisting of
-two factions, parents and children. There was a certain truth in it. If<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_197" id="page_197">{197}</a></span>
-there should happen to occur any question&mdash;which was impossible&mdash;between
-papa and herself, she felt sure that it would be very difficult for him
-to realise that she had a will of her own; and yet Frances was very
-conscious of having a will of her own.</p>
-
-<p>In this way she learned a great many things vaguely through the talk of
-her sister. She learned that balls and other entertainments, such as, to
-her inexperienced fancy, had seemed nothing but pleasure, were not in
-reality intended, at least as their first object, for pleasure at all.
-Constance spoke of them as things to which one must go. “We looked in
-for an hour,” she would say. “Mamma thinks she ought to have
-half-a-dozen places to go to every evening,” with a tone in which there
-was more sense of injury than pleasure. Then there was the mysterious
-question of love, which was at once so simple and so awful a matter, on
-which there could be no doubt or question: that, it appeared, was quite
-a complicated affair, in which the lover, the hero, was transferred into
-“the man,” whose qualities had to be discovered and considered, as if he
-were a candidate for a pub<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_198" id="page_198">{198}</a></span>lic office. All this bewildered Frances more
-than can be imagined or described. Her sister’s arrival, and the
-disclosures involved in it, had broken up to her all the known lines of
-heaven and earth; and now that everything had settled down again, and
-these lines were beginning once more to be apparent, Frances felt that
-though they were wider, they were narrower too. She knew a great deal
-more; but knowledge only made that appear hard and unyielding which had
-been elastic and infinite. The vague and imaginary were a great deal
-more lovely than this, which, according to her sister’s revelation, was
-the real and true.</p>
-
-<p>Another very curious experience for Frances occurred when Mrs Durant and
-Mrs Gaunt, as in duty bound, and moved with lively curiosity, came to
-call and make acquaintance with Mr Waring’s new daughter. Constance
-regarded these visitors with languid curiosity, only half rising from
-her chair to acknowledge her introduction to them, and leaving Frances
-to answer the questions which they thought it only civil to put. Did she
-like Bordighera?</p>
-
-<p>“Oh yes; well enough,” Constance replied.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_199" id="page_199">{199}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“My sister thinks the people not so picturesque as she expected,” said
-Frances.</p>
-
-<p>“But of course she felt the delightful difference in the climate?”
-People, Mrs Durant understood, were suffering dreadfully from east wind
-in London.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! one doesn’t notice in town,” said Constance.</p>
-
-<p>“My sister is not accustomed to living without comforts and with so
-little furniture. You know that makes a great difference,” said her
-anxious expositor and apologist.</p>
-
-<p>And then there would ensue a long pause, which the new-comer did nothing
-at all to break: and then the conversation fell into the ordinary
-discussion of who was at church on Sunday, how many new people from the
-hotels, and how disgraceful it was that some who were evidently English
-should either poke into the Roman Catholic places or never go to church
-at all.</p>
-
-<p>“It comes to the same thing, indeed,” Mrs Durant said, indignantly; “for
-when they go to the native place of worship, they don’t understand. Even
-I, that have been so long on the Continent, I can’t follow the
-service.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_200" id="page_200">{200}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“But papa can,” said Tasie.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, papa&mdash;papa is much more highly educated than I could ever pretend
-to be; and besides, he is a theologian, and knows. There were quite
-half-a-dozen people, evidently English, whom I saw with my own eyes
-coming out of the chapel on the Marina. Oh, don’t say anything, Tasie! I
-think, in a foreign place, where the English have a character to keep
-up, it is quite a sin.”</p>
-
-<p>“You know, mamma, they think nobody knows them,” Tasie said.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs Gaunt did not care so much who attended church; but when she found
-that Constance had, as she told the General, “really nothing to say for
-herself,” she too dropped into her habitual mode of talk. She did her
-best in the first place to elicit the opinions of Constance about
-Bordighera and the climate, about how she thought Mr Waring looking, and
-if dear Frances was not far stronger than she used to be. But when these
-judicious inquiries failed of a response, Mrs Gaunt almost turned her
-back upon Constance. “I have had a letter from Katie, my dear,” she
-said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_201" id="page_201">{201}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Have you indeed? I hope she is quite well&mdash;and the babies?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, the babies; they are always well. But poor Katie, she has been a
-great sufferer. I told you she had a touch of fever, by last mail. Now
-it is her liver. You are never safe from your liver in India. She had
-been up to the hills, and there she met Douglas, who had gone to settle
-his wife and children. His wife is a poor little creature, always
-ailing; and their second boy&mdash;&mdash; But, dear me, I have not told you my
-great news! Frances&mdash;George is coming home! He is coming by Brindisi and
-Venice, and will be here directly. I told him I was sure all my kind
-neighbours would be so glad to see him; and it will be so nice for
-him&mdash;don’t you think?&mdash;to see Italy on his way.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, very nice,” said Frances. “And you must be very happy, both the
-General and you.”</p>
-
-<p>“The General does not say much, but he is just as happy as I am. Fancy!
-by next mail! in another week!” The poor lady dried her eyes, and added,
-laughing, sobbing, “Only think&mdash;in a week&mdash;my youngest boy!”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you mean to say,” said Constance, when<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_202" id="page_202">{202}</a></span> Mrs Gaunt was gone, “that
-you have made them believe you care? Oh, that is exactly like mamma. She
-makes people think she is quite happy and quite miserable about their
-affairs, when she does not care one little bit! What is this woman’s
-youngest son to you?”</p>
-
-<p>“But she is&mdash;&mdash; I have been here all my life. I am glad that she should
-be happy,” cried Frances, suddenly placed upon her defence.</p>
-
-<p>When she thought of it, Mrs Gaunt’s youngest boy was nothing at all to
-her; nor did she care very much whether all the English in the hotels on
-the Marina went to church. But Mrs Gaunt was interested in the one, and
-the Durants in the other. And was it true what Constance said, that she
-was a humbug, that she was a deceiver, because she pretended to care?
-Frances was much confused by this question. There was something in it:
-perhaps it was true. She faltered as she replied, “Do you think it is
-wrong to sympathise? It is true that I don’t feel all that for myself.
-But still it is not false, for I do feel it for them&mdash;in a sort of a
-way.”</p>
-
-<p>“And that is all the society you have here? the clergywoman and the old
-soldier. And<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_203" id="page_203">{203}</a></span> will they expect me, too, to feel for them&mdash;in a sort of a
-way?”</p>
-
-<p>“Dear Constance,” said Frances, in a pleading tone, “it could never be
-quite the same, you know; because you are a stranger, and I have known
-them ever since I was quite a little thing. They have all been very kind
-to me. They used to have me to tea; and Tasie would play with me; and
-Mrs Gaunt brought down all her Indian curiosities to amuse me. Oh, you
-don’t know how kind they are! I wonder, sometimes, when I see all the
-carved ivory things, and remember how they were taken out from under the
-glass shades for me, a little thing, how I didn’t break them, and how
-dear Mrs Gaunt could trust me with them! And then Tasie&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Tasie! What a ridiculous name! But it suits her well enough. She must
-be forty, I should think.”</p>
-
-<p>“Her right name is Anastasia. She is called after the Countess of
-Denrara, who is her godmother,” said Frances, with great gravity. She
-had heard this explanation a great many times from Mrs Durant, and
-unconsciously repeated it in something of the same tone. Constance<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_204" id="page_204">{204}</a></span>
-received this with a sudden laugh, and clapped her hands.</p>
-
-<p>“I didn’t know you were a mimic. That is capital. Do Tasie now. I am
-sure you can; and then we shall have got a laugh out of them at least.”</p>
-
-<p>“What do you mean?” asked Frances, growing pale. “Do you think I would
-laugh at them? When you know how really good they are&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh yes; I suppose I shall soon know,” said Constance, opening her mouth
-in a yawn, which Frances thought would have been dreadful in any one
-else, but which, somehow, was rather pretty in her. Everything was
-rather pretty in her, even her little rudenesses and impertinences. “If
-I stay here, of course I shall have to be intimate with them, as you
-have been. And must I take a tender interest in the youngest boy? Let us
-see! He will be a young soldier probably, as his mother is an old one,
-and as he is coming from India. He will never have seen any one. He is
-bound to take one of us for a goddess, either you or me.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_205" id="page_205">{205}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Constance!” cried Frances, in her consternation raising her voice.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said her sister, “is there anything wonderful in that? We are
-very different types, and till we see the hero, we shall not be able to
-tell which he is likely to prefer. I see my way to a little diversion,
-if you will not be too puritanical, Fan. That never does a man any harm.
-It will rouse him up; it will give him something to think of. A place
-like this can’t have much amusement, even for a youngest boy. We shall
-make him enjoy himself. His mother will bless us. You know, everybody
-says it is part of education for a man.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances looked at her sister with eyes bewildered, somewhat horrified,
-full of disapproval; while Constance, roused still more by her sister’s
-horror than by the first mischievous suggestion which had awakened her
-from her indifference, laughed, and woke up into full animation. “We
-will go and return their visits,” she said, “and I will be sympathetic
-too. But you shall see, when I take up a part, I make much more of it
-than you do. I know who these people<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_206" id="page_206">{206}</a></span> were who did not go to church.
-They were my people&mdash;the people I travelled with; and they shall go next
-Sunday, and Tasie’s heart shall rejoice. When we call, I will let them
-know that England, even at Bordighera, expects every man&mdash;and every
-woman, which is more to the purpose&mdash;and that their absence was
-remarked. They will never be absent again, Fan. And as for the other
-interest, I shall inquire all about Katie’s illnesses, and secure the
-very last intelligence about the youngest boy. She will show me his
-photograph. She will tell me stories of how he cut his first tooth. I
-wonder,” said Constance, suddenly pausing and falling back into the old
-languid tone, “whether you will take up my old ways, when you are with
-mamma.”</p>
-
-<p>“I shall never have it in my power to try,” said Frances. “Mamma will
-never want me.” She was a little shy of using that name.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you know the condition, then? I think you don’t half know our
-story. Papa behaved rather absurdly, but honestly too. When they
-separated, he settled that one of us should always be with her, and one
-of us<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_207" id="page_207">{207}</a></span> with him. He had the right to have taken us both. Men have more
-rights than women. We belong to him, but we don’t belong to her. I don’t
-see the reason of it, but still that is law. He allowed her to have one
-of us always. I daresay he thought two little things like what we were
-then would have been a bore to him. At all events, that is how it was
-settled. Now it does not need much cleverness to see, that as I have
-left her, she will probably claim you. She will not let papa off
-anything he has promised. She likes a girl in the house. She will say,
-‘Send me Frances.’ I should like to hide behind a door or under a table,
-and see how you get on.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure you must be mistaken,” said Frances, much disturbed; “there
-was never any question about me.”</p>
-
-<p>“No; because I was there. Oh yes; there was often question of you. Mamma
-has a little picture of you as you were when you were taken away. It
-always hangs in her room; and when I had to be scolded, she used to
-apostrophise you. She used to say, ‘That little angel would never have
-done so-and-so.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_208" id="page_208">{208}</a></span>’ I did, for I was a little demon; so I rather hated
-you. She will send for you now; and I wonder if you will be a little
-angel still. I should like to see how you get on. But I shall be fully
-occupied here driving people to church, and making things pleasant for
-the old soldier’s youngest son.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you would not talk so wildly,” said Frances. “You are laughing
-at me all the time. You think I am such a simpleton, I will believe all
-you say. And indeed I am not clever enough to understand when you are
-laughing at me. All this is impossible. That I should take your place,
-and that you should take mine&mdash;oh, impossible!” cried Frances, with a
-sharper certainty than ever, as that last astounding idea made itself
-apparent: that Constance should order papa’s dinners and see after the
-mayonnaise, and guide Mariuccia&mdash;“oh, impossible!” she cried.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing is impossible. You think I am not good enough to do the
-housekeeping for papa. I only hope you will <i>s’en tirer</i> of the
-difficulties of my place, as I shall of yours. Be a kind girl, and write
-to me, and tell me<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_209" id="page_209">{209}</a></span> how things go. I know what will happen. You will
-think everything charming at first; and then&mdash;&mdash; But don’t let Markham
-get hold of you. Markham is very nice. He is capital for getting you out
-of a scrape; but still, I should not advise you to be guided by him,
-especially as you are papa’s child, and he is not fond of papa.”</p>
-
-<p>“Please don’t say any more,” cried Frances. “I am not going&mdash;anywhere. I
-shall live as I have always done; but only more pleasantly from
-having&mdash;you.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is very pretty of you,” said Constance, turning round to look at
-her; “if you are sure you mean it, and that it is not only true&mdash;in a
-sort of a way. I am afraid I have been nothing but a bore, breaking in
-upon you like this. It would be nice if we could be together,” she
-added, very calmly, as if, however, no great amount of philosophy would
-be necessary to reconcile her to the absence of her sister. “It would be
-nice; but it will not be allowed. You needn’t be afraid, though, for I
-can give you a number of hints which will make it much easier. Mamma is
-a little&mdash;she is just a little<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_210" id="page_210">{210}</a></span>&mdash;but I should think you would get on
-with her. You look so young, for one thing. She will begin your
-education over again, and she likes that; and then you are like her,
-which will give you a great pull. It is very funny to think of it; it is
-like a transformation scene; but I daresay we shall both get on a great
-deal better than you think. For my part, I never was the least afraid.”</p>
-
-<p>With this, Constance sank into her chair again, and resumed the book she
-had been reading, with that perfect composure and indifference which
-filled Frances with admiration and dismay.</p>
-
-<p>It was with difficulty that Frances herself kept her seat or her
-self-command at all. She had been drawing, making one of those
-innumerable sketches which could be made from the loggia: now of a peak
-among the mountains; now of the edge of foam on the blue, blue margin of
-the sea; now of an olive, now of a palm. Frances had a consistent
-conscientious way of besieging Nature, forcing her day by day to render
-up the secret of another tint, another shadow. It was thus she had come<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_211" id="page_211">{211}</a></span>
-to the insight which had made her father acknowledge that she was
-“growing up.” But to-day her hand had no cunning. Her pulses beat so
-tumultuously that her pencil shared the agitation, and fluttered too.
-She kept still as long as she could, and spoiled a piece of paper, which
-to Frances, with very little money to lose, was something to be thought
-of. And when she had accomplished this, and added to her excitement the
-disagreeable and confusing effect of failure in what she was doing,
-Frances got up abruptly and took refuge in the household concerns, in
-directions about the dinner, and consultations with Mariuccia, who was
-beginning to be a little jealous of the signorina’s absorption in her
-new companion. “If the young lady is indeed your sister, it is natural
-she should have a great deal of your attention; but not even for that
-does one desert one’s old friends,” Mariuccia said, with a little
-offended dignity.</p>
-
-<p>Frances felt, with a sinking of the heart, that her sister’s arrival had
-been to her perhaps less an unmixed pleasure than to any of the
-household. But she did not say so. She<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_212" id="page_212">{212}</a></span> made no exhibition of the
-trouble in her bosom, which even the consultations over the mayonnaise
-did not allay. That familiar duty indeed soothed her for the moment. The
-question was whether it should be made with chicken or fish&mdash;a very
-important matter. But though this did something to relieve her, the
-culinary effort did not last. To think of being sent away into that new
-world in which Constance had been brought up&mdash;to leave everything she
-knew&mdash;to meet “mamma,” whose name she whispered to herself almost
-trembling, feeling as if she took a liberty with a stranger,&mdash;all this
-was bewildering, wonderful, and made her heart beat and her head ache.
-It was not altogether that the anticipation was painful. There was a
-flutter of excitement in it which was almost delight; but it was an
-alarmed delight, which shook her nerves as much as if it had been
-unmixed terror. She could not compose herself into indifference as
-Constance did, or sit quietly down to think, or resume her usual
-occupation, in the face of this sudden opening out before her of the
-unforeseen and unknown.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_213" id="page_213">{213}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> days ran on for about a week with a suppressed and agitating
-expectation in them, which seemed to Frances to blur and muddle all the
-outlines, so that she could not recollect which was Wednesday or which
-was Friday, but felt it all one uncomfortable long feverish sort of day.
-She could not take the advantage of any pleasure there might be in
-them&mdash;and it was a pleasure to watch Constance, to hear her talk, to
-catch the many glimpses of so different a life, which came from the
-careless, easy monologue which was her style of conversation&mdash;for the
-exciting sense that she did not know what might happen at any moment, or
-what was going to become of her. Even the change from her familiar place
-at table, which Constance took without any thought, just as<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_214" id="page_214">{214}</a></span> she took
-her father’s favourite chair on the loggia, and the difference in her
-room, helped to confuse her mind, and add to the feverish sensation of a
-life altogether out of joint.</p>
-
-<p>Constance had not observed any of those signs of individual habitation
-about the room which Frances had fancied would lead to a discovery of
-the transfer she had made. She took it quite calmly, not perceiving
-anything beyond the ordinary in the chamber which Frances had adorned
-with her sketches, with the little curiosities she had picked up, with
-all the little collections of her short life. It was wanting still in
-many things which to Constance seemed simple necessities. How was she to
-know how many were in it which were luxuries to that primitive locality?
-She remained altogether unconscious, accordingly, of the sacrifice her
-sister had made for her, and spoke lightly of poor Frances’ pet
-decorations, and of the sketches, the authorship of which she did not
-take the trouble to suspect. “What funny little pictures!” she had said.
-“Where did you get so many odd little<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_215" id="page_215">{215}</a></span> things? They look as if the
-frames were homemade, as well as the drawings.”</p>
-
-<p>Fortunately she was not in the habit of waiting for an answer to such a
-question, and she did not remark the colour that rose to her sister’s
-cheeks. But all this added to the disturbing influence, and made these
-long days look unlike any other days in Frances’ life. She took the
-other side of the table meekly with a half-smile at her father, warning
-him not to say anything; and she lived in the blue room without thinking
-of adding to its comforts&mdash;for what was the use, so long as this
-possible banishment hung over her head? Life seemed to be arrested
-during these half-dozen days. They had the mingled colours and huddled
-outlines of a spoiled drawing; they were not like anything else in her
-life, neither the established calm and certainty that went before, nor
-the strange novelty that followed after.</p>
-
-<p>There were no confidences between her father and herself during this
-period. Since their conversation on the night of Constance’s arrival,
-not a word had been said between them on the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_216" id="page_216">{216}</a></span> subject. They mutually
-avoided all occasion for further talk. At least Mr Waring avoided it,
-not knowing how to meet his child, or to explain to her the hazard to
-which her life was exposed. He did not take into consideration the
-attraction of the novelty, the charm of the unknown mother and the
-unknown life, at which Frances permitted herself to take tremulous and
-stealthy glimpses as the days went on. He contemplated her fate from his
-own point of view as something like that of the princess who was doomed
-to the dragon’s maw but for the never-to-be-forgotten interposition of
-St George, that emblem of chivalry. There was no St George visible on
-the horizon, and Waring thought the dragon no bad emblem of his wife.
-And he was ashamed to think that he was helpless to deliver her; and
-that, by his fault, this poor little Una, this hapless Andromeda, was to
-be delivered over to the waiting monster.</p>
-
-<p>He avoided Frances, because he did not know how to break to her this
-possibility, or how, since Constance probably had made her aware of it,
-to console her in the terrible crisis<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_217" id="page_217">{217}</a></span> at which she had arrived. It was
-a painful crisis for himself as well as for her. The first evening on
-which, coming into the loggia to smoke his cigarette after dinner, he
-had found Constance extended in his favourite chair, had brought this
-fully home to him. He strolled out upon the open-air room with all the
-ease of custom, and for the first moment he did not quite understand
-what it was that was changed in it, that put him out, and made him feel
-as if he had come, not into his own familiar domestic centre, but
-somebody else’s place. He hung about for a minute or two, confused,
-before he saw what it was; and then, with a half-laugh in his throat,
-and a mingled sense that he was annoyed, and that it was ridiculous to
-be annoyed, strolled across the loggia, and half seated himself on the
-outer wall, leaning against a pillar. He was astonished to think how
-much disconcerted he was, and with what a comical sense of injury he saw
-his daughter lying back so entirely at her ease in his chair. She was
-his daughter, but she was a stranger, and it was impossible to tell her
-that her place was not there. Next evening<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_218" id="page_218">{218}</a></span> he was almost angry, for he
-thought that Frances might have told her though he could not. And indeed
-Frances had done what she could to warn her sister of the usurpation.
-But Constance had no idea of vested rights of this description, and had
-paid no attention. She took very little notice, indeed, of what was said
-to her, unless it arrested her attention in some special way; and she
-had never been trained to understand that the master of a house has
-sacred privileges. She had not so much as known what it is to have a
-master to a house.</p>
-
-<p>This and other trifles of the same kind gave to Waring something of the
-same confused and feverish feeling which was in the mind of Frances. And
-there hung over him a cloud as of something further to come, which was
-not so clear as her anticipations, yet was full of discomfort and
-apprehension. He thought of many things, not of one thing, as she did.
-It seemed to him not impossible that his wife herself might arrive some
-day as suddenly as Constance had done, to reclaim her child, or to take
-away his, for that was how they were<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_219" id="page_219">{219}</a></span> distinguished in his mind. The
-idea of seeing again the woman from whom he had been separated so long,
-filled him with dread; and that she should come here and see the limited
-and recluse life he led, and his bare rooms, and his homely servants,
-filled him with a kind of horror. Rather anything than that. He did not
-like to contemplate even the idea that it might be necessary to give up
-the girl, who had flattered him by taking refuge with him and seeking
-his protection; but neither was the thought of being left with her and
-having Frances taken from him endurable. In short, his mind was in a
-state of mortal confusion and tumult. He was like the commander of a
-besieged city, not knowing on what day he might be summoned to
-surrender; not able to come to any conclusion whether it would be most
-wise to yield, or if the state of his resources afforded any feasible
-hopes of holding out.</p>
-
-<p>Constance had been a week at the Palazzo before the trumpets sounded:
-The letters were delivered just before the twelve-o’clock breakfast; and
-Frances had received so much warning<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_220" id="page_220">{220}</a></span> as this, that Mariuccia informed
-her there had been a large delivery that morning. The signor padrone had
-a great packet; and there were also some letters for the other young
-lady, Signorina Constanza. “But never any for thee, <i>carina</i>,” Mariuccia
-had said. The poor girl thus addressed had a momentary sense that she
-was indeed to be pitied on this account, before the excitement of the
-certainty that now something definite must be known as to what was to
-become of her, swelled her veins to bursting; and she felt herself grow
-giddy with the thought that what had been so vague and visionary, might
-now be coming near, and that in an hour or less she would know! Waring
-was as usual shut up in his bookroom; but she could see Constance on the
-loggia with her lap full of letters, lying back in the long chair as
-usual, reading them as if they were the most ordinary things in the
-world. Frances, for her part, had to wait in silence until she should
-learn from others what her fate was to be. It seemed very strange that
-one girl should be free to do so much, while another of the same age
-could do nothing at all.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_221" id="page_221">{221}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Waring came into breakfast with the letters in his hand. “I have heard
-from your mother,” he said, looking straight before him, without turning
-to the right or the left. Frances tried to appropriate this to herself,
-to make some reply, but her voice died in her throat; and Constance,
-with the easiest certainty that it was she who was addressed, answered
-before she could recover herself.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes&mdash;so have I. Mamma is rather fond of writing letters. She says she
-has told you what she wishes, and then she tells me to tell you. I don’t
-suppose that is of much use?”</p>
-
-<p>“Of no use at all,” said he. “She is pretty explicit. She says&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Constance leant over the table a little, holding up her finger. “Don’t
-you think, papa,” she said, “as it is business, that it would be better
-not to enter upon it just now? Wait till we have had our breakfast.”</p>
-
-<p>He looked at her with an air of surprise. “I don’t see&mdash;&mdash;” he said;
-then, after a moment’s reflection, “Perhaps you are right, after all. It
-may be better not to say anything just now.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_222" id="page_222">{222}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Frances had recovered her voice. She looked from one to another as they
-spoke, with a cruel consciousness that it was she, not they, who was
-most concerned. At this point she burst forth with feelings not to be
-controlled. “If it is on my account, I would rather know at once what it
-is,” she cried.</p>
-
-<p>And then she had to bear the looks of both&mdash;her father’s astonished
-half-remorseful gaze, and the eyes of Constance, which conveyed a
-warning. Why should Constance, who had told her of the danger, warn her
-now not to betray her knowledge of it? Frances had got beyond her own
-control. She was vexed by the looks which were fixed upon her, and by
-the supposed consideration for her comfort which lay in their delay. “I
-know,” she said quickly, “that it is something about me. If you think I
-care for breakfast, you are mistaken; but I think I have a right to know
-what it is, if it is about me. O papa, I don’t mean to
-be&mdash;disagreeable,” she cried suddenly, sinking into her own natural tone
-as she caught his eye.</p>
-
-<p>“That is not very much like you, certainly,” he said, in a confused
-voice.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_223" id="page_223">{223}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Evil communications,” said Constance, with a laugh. “I have done her
-harm already.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances felt that her sister’s voice threw a new irritation into her
-mood. “I am not like myself,” she said, “because I know something is
-going to happen to me, and I don’t know what it is. Papa, I don’t want
-to be selfish, but let me know, please, only let me know what it is.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is only that mamma has sent for you,” said Constance, lightly; “that
-is all. It is nothing so very dreadful. Now do let us have our breakfast
-in peace.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is that true, papa?” Frances said.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear little girl&mdash;I had meant to explain it all&mdash;to tell you&mdash;and I
-have been so silly as to put off. Your sister does not understand how we
-have lived together, Frances, you and I.”</p>
-
-<p>“Am I to go, papa?”</p>
-
-<p>He made a gesture of despair. “I don’t know what to do. I have given my
-promise. It is as bad for me as for you, Frances. But what am I to do?”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose,” said Constance, who had helped herself very tranquilly from
-the dish which<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_224" id="page_224">{224}</a></span> Domenico had been holding unobserved at his master’s
-elbow, “that there is no law that could make you part with her, if you
-don’t wish to. Promises are all very well with strangers; but they are
-never kept&mdash;are they?&mdash;between husband and wife. The father has all the
-right on his side, and you are not obliged to give either of us up. What
-a blessing,” she cried suddenly, “to have servants who don’t understand!
-That was why I said, don’t talk of it till after breakfast. But it does
-not at all matter. It is as good as if he were deaf and dumb. Papa, you
-need not give her up unless you like.”</p>
-
-<p>Waring looked at his daughter with mingled attention and anger. The
-suggestion was detestable, but yet&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“And then,” she went on, “there is another thing. It might have been all
-very well when we were children; but now we are of an age to judge for
-ourselves. At eighteen, you can choose which you will stay with. Oh,
-younger than that. There have been several trials in the papers&mdash;no one
-can force Frances to go anywhere she does not like, at her age.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish,” he said, with a little irritation,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_225" id="page_225">{225}</a></span> restrained by politeness,
-for Constance was still a young-lady visitor to her father, “that you
-would leave this question to be discussed afterwards. Your sister was
-right, Frances&mdash;after breakfast&mdash;after I have had a little time to think
-of it. I cannot come to any decision all at once.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is a great deal better,” said Constance, approvingly. “One can’t
-tell all in a moment. Frances is like mamma in that too. She requires
-you to know your own mind&mdash;to say Yes or No at once. You and I are very
-like each other, papa. I shall never hurry your decision, or ask you to
-settle a thing in a moment. But these cutlets are getting quite cold. Do
-have some before they are spoiled.”</p>
-
-<p>Waring had no mind for the cutlets, to which he helped himself
-mechanically. He did not like to look at Frances, who sat silent, with
-her hands clasped on the table, pale but with a light in her eyes. The
-voice of Constance running on, forming a kind of veil for the trouble
-and confusion in his own mind, and doubtless in that of her sister, was
-half a relief and half an aggravation; he was grateful for it,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_226" id="page_226">{226}</a></span> yet
-irritated by it. He felt himself to play a very poor figure in the
-transaction altogether, as he had felt ever since she arrived. Frances,
-whom he had regarded as a child, had sprung up into a judge, into all
-the dignity of an injured person, whose right to complain of the usage
-to which she had been subjected no one could deny. And when he stole a
-furtive glance at her pale face, her head held high, the new light that
-burned in her eyes, he felt that she was fully aware of the wrong he had
-done her, and that it would not be so easy to dictate what she was to
-do, as everybody up to this moment had supposed. He saw, or thought he
-saw, resistance, indignation, in the gleam that had been awakened in
-Frances’ dove’s eyes. And his heart fell&mdash;yet rose also; for how could
-he constrain her, if she refused to go? He had no right to constrain
-her. Her mother might complain, but it would not be his doing. On the
-other side, it would be shameful, pitiful on his part to go back from
-his word&mdash;to acknowledge to his wife that he could not do what he had
-pledged himself to do.</p>
-
-<p>In every way it was an uncomfortable break<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_227" id="page_227">{227}</a></span>fast, all the forms of which
-he followed, partly for the sake of Constance, partly for that of
-Domenico. But Frances ate nothing, he could see. He prolonged the meal,
-through a sort of fear of the interview afterwards, of what he must say
-to her, and of what she should reply. He felt ashamed of his reluctance
-to encounter this young creature, whom a few days ago he had smiled at
-as a child; and ashamed to look her in the face, to explain and argue
-with, and entreat, where he had been always used to tell her to do this
-and that, without the faintest fear that she would disobey him. If even
-he had been left to tell her himself of all the circumstances, to make
-her aware gradually of all that he had kept from her (for her good), to
-show her now how his word was pledged! But even this had been taken out
-of his hands.</p>
-
-<p>All this time no one talked but Constance, who went on with an
-occasional remark and with her meal, for which she had a good appetite.
-“I wish you would eat something, Frances,” she said. “You need not begin
-to punish yourself at once. I feel it dreadfully, for it is all my
-fault. It is I who ought to lose<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_228" id="page_228">{228}</a></span> my breakfast, not you. If you will
-take a few hints from me, I don’t think you will find it so bad. Or
-perhaps, if we all lay our heads together, we may see some way out of
-it. Papa knows the law, and I know the English side, and you know what
-you think yourself. Let us talk it all over, and perhaps we may see our
-way.”</p>
-
-<p>To this Frances made no reply save a little inclination of her head, and
-sat with her eyes shining, with a certain proud air of self-control and
-self-support, which was something quite new to her. When the
-uncomfortable repast could be prolonged no longer, she was the first to
-get up. “If you do not mind,” she said, “I want to speak to papa by
-himself.”</p>
-
-<p>Constance had risen too. She looked with an air of surprise at her
-little sister. “Oh, if you like,” she said; “but I think you will find
-that I can be of use.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you are going to the bookroom, I will come with you, papa,” said
-Frances, but she did not wait for any reply; she opened the door and
-walked before him into that place of refuge, where he had been
-sheltering himself all<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_229" id="page_229">{229}</a></span> these days. Constance gave him an inquiring
-look, with a slight shrug of her shoulders.</p>
-
-<p>“She is on her high horse, and she is more like mamma than ever; but I
-suppose I may come all the same.”</p>
-
-<p>He wavered a moment: he would have been glad of her interposition, even
-though it irritated him; but he had a whimsical sense of alarm in his
-mind, which he could not get over. He was afraid of Frances&mdash;which was
-one of the most comical things in the world. He shook his head, and
-followed humbly into the bookroom, and himself closed the door upon the
-intruder. Frances had seated herself already at his table, in the seat
-which she always occupied when she came to consult him about the dinner,
-or about something out of the usual round which Mariuccia had asked for.
-To see her seated there, and to feel that the door was closed against
-all intrusion, made Waring feel as if all this disturbance was a dream.
-How good the quiet had been; the calm days, which nothing interfered
-with; the little housekeeper, whose childlike prudence and wisdom were
-so quaint, whose simple obedience was so ready, who never, save<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_230" id="page_230">{230}</a></span> in
-respect to the <i>spese</i>, set up her own will or way! His heart grew very
-soft as he sat down and looked at her. No, he said to himself, he would
-not break that old bond; he would not compel his little girl to leave
-him, send her out as a sacrifice. He would rather stand against all the
-wives in the world.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa,” said Frances, “a great deal of harm has been done by keeping me
-ignorant. I want you to show me mamma’s letter. Unless I see it, how can
-I know?”</p>
-
-<p>This pulled him up abruptly and checked the softening mood. “Your
-mother’s letter,” he said, “goes over a great deal of old ground. I
-don’t see that it could do you any good. It appears I promised&mdash;what
-Constance told you, with her usual coolness&mdash;that one of you should be
-always left with her. Perhaps that was foolish.”</p>
-
-<p>“Surely, papa, it was just.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I thought so at the time. I wanted to do what was right. But
-there was no right in the matter. I had a perfect right to take you both
-away, to bring you up as I pleased. It would have been better, perhaps,
-had I done what the law authorised me to do. However,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_231" id="page_231">{231}</a></span> that need not be
-gone into now. What your sister said was quite true. You are at an age
-when you are supposed to be able to judge for yourself, and nobody in
-the world can force you to go where you don’t want to go.”</p>
-
-<p>“But if you promised, and if&mdash;my mother trusted to your promise?” There
-was something more solemn in that title than to say “mamma.” It seemed
-easier to apply it to the unknown.</p>
-
-<p>“I won’t have you made a sacrifice of on my account,” he said, hastily.</p>
-
-<p>He was surprised by her composure, by that unwonted light in her eyes.
-She answered him with great gravity, slowly, as if conscious of the
-importance of her conclusion. “It would be no sacrifice,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>Waring, there could be no doubt, was very much startled. He could not
-believe his ears. “No sacrifice? Do you mean to say that you want to
-leave me?” he cried.</p>
-
-<p>“No, papa: that is, I did not. I knew nothing. But now that I know, if
-my mother wants me, I will go to her. It is my duty. And I should like
-it,” she added, after a pause.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_232" id="page_232">{232}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Waring was dumb with surprise and dismay. He stared at her, scarcely
-able to believe that she could understand what she was saying&mdash;he, who
-had been afraid to suggest anything of the kind, who had thought of
-Andromeda and the virgins who were sacrificed to the dragon. He gazed
-aghast at this new aspect of the face with which he was so familiar, the
-uplifted head and shining eyes. He could not believe that this was
-Frances, his always docile, submissive, unemancipated girl.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa,” she said, “everything seems changed, and I too. I want to know
-my mother; I want to see&mdash;how other people live.”</p>
-
-<p>“Other people!” He was glad of an outlet for his irritation. “What have
-we to do with other people? If it had not been for this unlucky arrival,
-you would never have known.”</p>
-
-<p>“I must have known some time,” she said. “And do you think it right that
-a girl should not know her mother&mdash;when she has a mother? I want to go
-to her, papa.”</p>
-
-<p>He flung out of his chair with an angry movement, and took up the keys
-which lay on his table and opened a small cabinet which stood<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_233" id="page_233">{233}</a></span> in the
-corner of the room, Frances watching him all the time with the greatest
-attention. Out of this he brought a small packet of letters, and threw
-them to her with a movement which, for so gentle a man, was almost
-violent. “I kept these back for your good, not to disturb your mind. You
-may as well have them, since they belong to you&mdash;now,” he said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_234" id="page_234">{234}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind">“<span class="smcap">Come</span> out for a walk, papa,” said Constance.</p>
-
-<p>“What! in the heat of the day? You think you are in England.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, indeed. I wish I did&mdash;at least, that is not what I mean. But I wish
-you did not think it necessary to stay in a place like this. Why should
-you shut yourself out from the world? You are very clever, papa.”</p>
-
-<p>“Who told you so? You cannot have found that out by your own unassisted
-judgment.”</p>
-
-<p>“A great many people have told me. I have always known. You seem to have
-made a mystery about us, but we never made any mystery about you: for
-one thing, of course we couldn’t, for everybody knew. But if you chose
-to go back to England&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I shall never go back to England.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_235" id="page_235">{235}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh,” said Constance, with a laugh, “never is a long day.”</p>
-
-<p>“So long a day, that it is a pity you should link your fortunes to mine,
-my dear. Frances has been brought up to it; but your case is quite
-different: and you see even she catches at the first opportunity of
-getting away.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are scarcely just to Frances,” said Constance, with her usual calm.
-“You might have said the same thing of me. I took the first opportunity
-also. To know that one has a father, whom one never remembers to have
-seen, is very exciting to the imagination; and just in so much as one
-has been disappointed in the parent one knows, one expects to find
-perfection in the parent one has never seen. Anything that you don’t
-know is better than everything you do know,” she added, with the air of
-a philosopher.</p>
-
-<p>“I am afraid, in that case, acquaintance has been fatal to your ideal.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not exactly,” she said. “Of course you are quite different from what I
-supposed. But I think we might get on well enough, if you please. Do
-come out. If we keep in the shade,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_236" id="page_236">{236}</a></span> it is not really very hot. It is
-often hotter in London, where nobody thinks of staying indoors. If we
-are to live together, don’t you think you must begin by giving in to me
-a little, papa?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not to the extent of getting a sunstroke.”</p>
-
-<p>“In March!” she cried, with a tone of mild derision. “Let me come into
-the bookroom, then. You think if Frances goes that you will never be
-able to get on with me.”</p>
-
-<p>“My thoughts have not gone so far as that. I may have believed that a
-young lady fresh from all the gaieties of London&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“But so tired of them, and very glad of a little novelty, however it
-presents itself.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, so long as it continues novel. But the novelty of making the
-<i>spese</i> in a village, and looking sharply after every centesimo that is
-asked for an artichoke&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“The <i>spese</i> means the daily expenses? I should not mind that. And
-Mariuccia is far more entertaining than an ordinary English cook. And
-the neighbours&mdash;well, the neighbours afford some opportunities for fun.
-Mrs Gaunt&mdash;is it?&mdash;expects her youngest boy. And then there is Tasie.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_237" id="page_237">{237}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>The name of Tasie brought a certain relaxation to the muscles of
-Waring’s face. He gave a glance round him, to see that all the doors
-were closed. “I must confide in you, Constance; though, mind, Frances
-must not share it. I sitting here, simple as you see me, have been
-supposed dangerous to Tasie’s peace of mind. Is not that an excellent
-joke?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see that it is a joke at all,” said Constance, without even a
-smile. “Why, Tasie is antediluvian. She must be nearly as old as you
-are. Any old gentleman might be dangerous to Tasie. Tell me something
-more wonderful than that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, that is how it appears to you!” said Waring. His laugh came to a
-sudden end, broken off, so to speak, in half, and an air of portentous
-gravity came over his face. He turned over the papers on the table
-before him, as with a sudden thought. “By the way, I forgot I had
-something to do this afternoon,” he said. “Before dinner, perhaps, we
-may take a stroll, if the sun is not so hot. But this is my
-working-time,” he added, with a stiff smile.</p>
-
-<p>Constance could not disregard so plain a hint.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_238" id="page_238">{238}</a></span> She rose up quickly. She
-had taken Frances’ chair, which he had forgiven her at first; but it
-made another note against her now.</p>
-
-<p>“What have I done?” she said to herself, raising her eyebrows, angry and
-yet half amused by her dismissal. Frances had gone to her room too, and
-was not to be disturbed, as her sister had seen by the look of her face.
-She felt herself, as she would have said, very much “out of it,” as she
-wandered round the deserted <i>salone</i>, looking at everything in it with a
-care suggested by her solitude rather than any real interest. She looked
-at the big high-coloured water-pots, turned into decorations, one could
-imagine against their will, which stood in the corners of the room, and
-which were Mrs Durant’s present to Frances; and at the blue Savona
-vases, with the names of medicines, real or imaginary, betraying their
-original intention; and all the other decorative scraps&mdash;the little old
-pictures, the pieces of needlework and brocade. They were pretty when
-she looked at them, though she had not perceived their beauty at the
-first glance. There were more decorations of the same de<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_239" id="page_239">{239}</a></span>scription in
-the ante-room, which gave her a little additional occupation; and then
-she strolled into the loggia and threw herself into the long chair. She
-had a book, one of the novels she had bought on the journey. But
-Constance was not accustomed to much reading. She got through a chapter
-or two; and then she looked round upon the view and mused a little, and
-then returned to her novel. The second time she threw it down and went
-back to the drawing-room, and had another look at the Savona pots. She
-had thought how well they would look on a certain shelf at “home.” And
-then she stopped and took herself to task. What did she mean by home?
-This was home. She was going to live here; it was to be her place in the
-world. What she had to do was to think of the decorations here, and
-whether she could add to them, not of vacant corners in another place.
-Finally, she returned again to the loggia, and sat down once more rather
-drearily.</p>
-
-<p>There had never occurred a day in her experience in which she had been
-so long without “something to do.” Something to do meant<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_240" id="page_240">{240}</a></span> something that
-was amusing, something to pass the time, somebody to entertain, or
-perhaps, if nothing else was possible, to quarrel with. To sit alone and
-look round her at “the view,” to have not a creature to say a word to,
-and nothing to engage herself with but a book&mdash;and nothing to look
-forward to but this same thing repeated three hundred and sixty-five
-days in the year! The prospect, the thought, made Constance shiver. It
-could not be. She must do something to break the spell. But what was
-there to do? The <i>spese</i> were all made for to-day, the dinner was
-ordered; and she knew very little either about the <i>spese</i> or the
-dinner. She would have to learn, to think of new dishes, and write them
-down in a little book, as Frances did. Her dinners, she said to herself,
-must be better than those of Frances. But when was she to begin, and how
-was she to do it? In the meantime she went and fetched a shawl, and
-while the sun blazed straight on the loggia from the south, to which it
-was open in front, and left only one scrap of shade in a corner scarcely
-enough to shelter the long chair, fell asleep there, finding that she
-had nothing else to do.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_241" id="page_241">{241}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Frances had gone to her room with her packet of letters. She had not
-thought what they were, nor what had been the meaning of what her father
-said when he gave them to her. She took them&mdash;no, not to her own room,
-but to the blue room, in which there was so little comfort. Her little
-easy-chair, her writing-table, all the things with which she was at
-home, belonged to Constance now. She sat down, or rather up, in a stiff
-upright chair, and opened her little packet upon her bed. To her
-astonishment, she found that it contained letters addressed to herself,
-unopened. The first of them was printed in large letters, as for the
-eyes of a child. They were very simple, not very long, concluding
-invariably with one phrase: “Dear, write to me”&mdash;“Write to me, my
-darling.” Frances read them with her eyes full of tears, with a rising
-wave of passion and resentment which seemed to suffocate her. He had
-kept them all back. What harm could they have done? Why should she have
-been kept in ignorance, and made to appear like a heartless child, like
-a creature <span class="pagenum"><a name="page_242" id="page_242">{242}</a></span>without sense or feeling? Half for her mother, half for
-herself, the girl’s heart swelled with a kind of fury. She had not been
-ready to judge her father even after she had been aware of his sin
-against her. She had still accepted what he did as part of him, bidding
-her own mind be silent, hushing all criticism. But when she read these
-little letters, her passion overflowed. How dared he to ignore all her
-rights, to allow herself to be misrepresented, to give a false idea of
-her? This was the most poignant pang of all. Without being selfish, it
-is still impossible to feel a wrong of this kind to another so acutely
-as to yourself. He had deprived her of the comfort of knowing that she
-had a mother, of communicating with her, of retaining some hold upon
-that closest of natural friends. That injury she had condoned and
-forgiven; but when Frances saw how her father’s action must have shaped
-the idea of herself in the mind of her mother, there was a moment in
-which she felt that she could not forgive him. If she had received year
-by year these tender letters, yet never had been moved to answer one of
-them, what a creature must she have been, devoid of heart or common
-feeling, or even good taste,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_243" id="page_243">{243}</a></span> that superficial grace by which the want
-of better things is concealed! She was more horrified by this thought
-than by any other discovery she could have made. She seemed to see the
-Frances whom her mother knew&mdash;a little ill-conditioned child; a small,
-petty, ungracious, unloving girl. Was this what had been thought of her?
-And it was all his fault&mdash;all her father’s fault!</p>
-
-<p>At first she could see no excuse for him. She would not allow to herself
-that any love for her, or desire to retain her affection, was at the
-bottom of the concealment. She got a sheet of paper, and began to write
-with passionate vehemence, pouring forth all her heart. “Imagine that I
-have never seen your dear letters till to-day&mdash;never till to-day! and
-what must you think of me?” she wrote. But when she had put her whole
-heart into it, working a miracle, and making the dull paper to glow and
-weep, there came a change over her thoughts. She had kept his secret
-till now. She had not betrayed even to Constance the ignorance in which
-she had been kept; and should she change her course, and betray him
-now?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_244" id="page_244">{244}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>As she came to think it over, she felt that she herself blamed her
-father bitterly, that he had fallen from the pedestal on which to her he
-had stood all her life. Yet the thought that others should be conscious
-of this degradation was terrible to her. When Constance spoke lightly of
-him, it was intolerable to Frances; and the mother of whom she knew
-nothing, of whom she knew only that she was her mother, a woman who had
-grievances of her own against him, who would be perhaps pleased, almost
-pleased, to have proof that he had done this wrong! Frances paused, with
-the fervour of indignation still in her heart, to consider how she
-should bear it if this were so. It was all selfish, she said to herself,
-growing more miserable as she fought with the conviction that whether in
-condemning him or covering what he had done, herself was her first
-thought. She had to choose now between vindicating herself at his cost,
-or suffering continued misconception to screen him. Which should she do?
-Slowly she folded up the letter she had written and put it away, not
-destroying but saving it, as leaving it still possible to carry<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_245" id="page_245">{245}</a></span> out her
-first intention. Then she wrote another shorter, half-fictitious letter,
-in which the bitterness in her heart seemed to take the form of
-reproach, and her consent to obey her mother’s call was forced and
-sullen. But this letter was no sooner written than it was torn to
-pieces. What was she to do? She ended, after much thought, by destroying
-also her first letter, and writing as follows:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p>“<span class="smcap">Dear Mother</span>,&mdash;To see my sister and to hear that you want me, is
-very bewildering and astonishing to me. I am very ready to come,
-if, indeed, you will forgive me all that you must think so bad in
-me, and let me try as well as I can to please you. Indeed I desire
-to do so with all my heart. I have understood very little, and I
-have been thoughtless, and, you will think, without any natural
-affection; but this is because I was so ignorant, and had nobody to
-tell me. Forgive me, dear mamma. I do not feel as if I dare write
-to you now and call you by that name. As soon as we can consider
-and see how it is best for me to travel, I will come. I am not
-clever<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_246" id="page_246">{246}</a></span> and beautiful, like Constance; but indeed I do wish to
-please you with all my heart.</p>
-
-<p class="r">
-“<span class="smcap">Frances.</span>”<br />
-</p></div>
-
-<p>This was all she could say. She put it up in an envelope, feeling
-confused with her long thinking, and with all the elements of change
-that were about her, and took it back to the bookroom to ask for the
-address. She had felt that she could not approach her father with
-composure or speak to him of ordinary matters; but it made a little
-formal bridge, as it were, from one kind of intercourse to another, to
-ask him for that address.</p>
-
-<p>“Will you please tell me where mamma lives?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>Waring turned round quickly to look at her. “So you have written
-already?”</p>
-
-<p>“O papa, can you say ‘already’? What kind of creature must she think I
-am, never to have sent a word all these years?”</p>
-
-<p>He paused a moment and then said, “You have told her, I suppose?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have told her nothing except that I am ready to come whenever we can
-arrange how<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_247" id="page_247">{247}</a></span> I am to travel. Papa,” she said, with one of those sudden
-relentings which come in the way of our sternest displeasure with those
-we love&mdash;“O papa,” laying her hand on his arm, “why did you do it? I am
-obliged to let her think that I have been without a heart all my
-life&mdash;for I cannot bear it when any one blames you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Frances,” he said, with a response equally sudden, putting his arm
-round her, “what will my life be without you? I have always trusted in
-you, depended on you without knowing it. Let Constance go back to her,
-and stay you with me.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances had not been accustomed to many demonstrations of affection, and
-this moved her almost beyond her power of self-control. She put down her
-head upon her father’s shoulder and cried, “Oh, if we could only go back
-a week! but we can’t; no, nor even half a day. Things that might have
-been this morning, can’t be now, papa! I was very, very angry&mdash;oh, in a
-rage&mdash;when I read these letters. Why did you keep them from me? Why did
-you keep my mother from me? I wrote and told her everything, and then I
-tore up<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_248" id="page_248">{248}</a></span> my letter and told her nothing. But I can never be the same
-again,” said the girl, shaking her head with that conviction of the
-unchangeableness of a first trouble which is so strong in youth. “Now I
-know what it is to be one thing and appear another, and to bear blame
-and suffer for what you have not deserved.”</p>
-
-<p>Waring repented his appeal to his child. He repented even the sudden
-impulse which had induced him to make it. He withdrew his arm from her
-with a sudden revulsion of feeling, and a recollection that Constance
-was not emotional, but a young woman of the world, who would understand
-many things which Frances did not understand. He withdrew his arm, and
-said somewhat coldly, “Show me what address you have put upon your
-mother’s letter. You must not make any mistake in that.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances dried her eyes hastily, and felt the check. She put her letter
-before him without a word. It was addressed to Mrs Waring, no more.</p>
-
-<p>“I thought so,” he said, with a laugh which<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_249" id="page_249">{249}</a></span> sounded harsh to the
-excited girl; “and, to be sure, you had no means of knowing. I told you
-your mother was a much more important person than I. You will see the
-difference between wealth and poverty, as well as between a father’s
-sway and a mother’s, when you go to Eaton Square. This is your mother’s
-address.” He wrote it hastily on a piece of paper and pushed it towards
-her. Frances had received many shocks and surprises in the course of
-these days, but scarcely one which was more startling to her simple mind
-than this. The paper which her father gave her did not bear his name. It
-was addressed to Lady Markham, Eaton Square, London. Frances turned to
-him an astonished gaze. “That is where&mdash;mamma is living?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“That is&mdash;your mother’s name and address,” he answered, coldly. “I told
-you she was a greater personage than I.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, papa&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“You are not aware,” he said, “that, according to the beautiful
-arrangements of society, a woman who makes a second marriage below<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_250" id="page_250">{250}</a></span> her
-is allowed to keep her first husband’s name. It is so, however. Lady
-Markham chose to avail herself of that privilege. That is all, I
-suppose? You can send your letter without any further reference to me.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances went away without a word, treading softly, with a sort of
-suspense of life and thought. She could not tell how she felt or what it
-meant. She knew nothing about the arrangements of society. Did it mean
-something wrong, something that was impossible? Frances could not tell
-how that could be&mdash;that your father and mother should not only live
-apart, but have different names. A vague horror took possession of her
-mind. She went back to her room again, and stared at that strange piece
-of paper without knowing what to make of it. Lady Markham! It was not to
-that personage she had written her poor little simple letter. How could
-she say mother to a great lady, one who was not even of the same name?
-She was far too ignorant to know how little importance was to be
-attached to this. To Frances, a name was so much. She<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_251" id="page_251">{251}</a></span> had never been
-taught anything but the primitive symbols, the innocently conventional
-alphabet of life. This new discovery filled her with a chill horror. She
-took her letter out of its envelope with the intention of destroying
-that too, and letting silence&mdash;that silence which had reigned over her
-life so long&mdash;fall again and for ever between her and the mother whose
-very name was not hers. But as this impulse swept over her, her eye
-caught one of the first of the little letters which had revealed this
-unknown woman to her. It was written in very large letters, such as a
-child might read, and in little words. “My darling, write to me; I long
-so for you.&mdash;Your loving Mother.” Her simple mind was swept by
-contending impulses, like strong winds carrying her now one way, now
-another. And unless it should be that unknown mother herself, there was
-nobody in the world to whom she could turn for counsel. Her heart
-revolted against Constance, and her father had been vexed, she could not
-tell how. She was incapable of betraying the secrets of the family<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_252" id="page_252">{252}</a></span> to
-any one beyond its range. What was she to do?</p>
-
-<p>And all this because the mother, the source of so much disturbance in
-her little life, was Lady Markham and not Mrs Waring! But this, to the
-ignorance and simplicity of Frances, was the most incomprehensible
-mystery of all.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_253" id="page_253">{253}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Waring</span> went out with Constance when the sun got low in the skies. He
-took a much longer walk than was at all usual to him, and pointed out to
-her many points of view. The paths that ran among the olive woods, the
-little terraces which cut up the sides of the hills, the cool grey
-foliage and gnarled trunks, the clumps of flowers&mdash;garden flowers in
-England, but here as wild, and rather more common than blades of
-grass&mdash;delighted her; and her talk delighted him. He had not gone so far
-for months; nor had he, he thought, for years found the time go so fast.
-It was very different from Frances’ mild attempts at conversation. “Do
-you think, papa?” “Do you remember, papa?”&mdash;so many references to events
-so trifling, and her little talk about Tasi<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_254" id="page_254">{254}</a></span>e’s plans and Mrs Gaunt’s
-news. Constance took him boldly into her life and told him what was
-going on in <i>the world</i>. Ah, the world! That was the only world. He had
-said in his bitterness, again and again, that Society was as limited as
-any village, and duchesses curiously like washerwomen; but when he found
-himself once more on the edge of that great tumult of existence, he was
-like the old war-horse that neighs at the sound of the battle. He began
-to ask her questions about the people he had known. He had always been a
-shy, proud man, and had never thrown himself into the stream; but still
-there had been people who had known him and liked him, or whom he had
-liked: and gradually he awakened into animation and pleasure.</p>
-
-<p>When they met the old General taking his stroll too, before dinner, that
-leathern old Indian was dazzled by the bright creature, who walked along
-between them, almost as tall as the two men, with her graceful careless
-step and independent ways, not deferring to them as the other ladies
-did, but leading the conversation. Even General Gaunt began<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_255" id="page_255">{255}</a></span> to think
-whether there was any one whom he could speak of, any one he had known,
-whom perhaps this young exponent of Society might know. She knew
-everybody. Even princes and princesses had no mystery for her. She told
-them what everybody said, with an air of knowing better, which in her
-meant no conceit or presumption, as in other young persons. Constance
-was quite unconscious of the possibility of being thus judged. She was
-not self-conscious at all. She was pleased to bring out her news for the
-advantage of the seniors. Frances was none the wiser when her sister
-told her the change that had come over the Grandmaisons, or how Lord
-Sunbury’s marriage had been brought about, and why people now had
-altered their hours for the Row. Frances listened; but she had never
-heard about Lord Sunbury’s marriage, nor why it should shock the elegant
-public. But the gentleman remembered his father, or they knew how young
-men commit themselves without intending it. It is not to be supposed
-that there was anything at all <i>risqué</i> in Constanc<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_256" id="page_256">{256}</a></span>e’s talk. She
-touched, indeed, upon the edge of scandals which had been in the
-newspapers, and therefore were known even to people in the Riviera; but
-she did it with the most absolute innocence, either not knowing or not
-understanding the evil. “I believe there was something wrong, but I
-don’t know what&mdash;mamma would never tell me,” she said. Her conversation
-was like a very light graceful edition of a Society paper&mdash;not then
-begun to be&mdash;with all the nastiness and almost all the malice left out.
-But not quite all; there was enough to be piquant. “I am afraid I am a
-little ill-natured; but I don’t like that man,” she would say now and
-then. When she said, “I don’t like that woman,” the gentlemen laughed.
-She was conscious of having a little success, and she was pleased too.
-Frances perhaps might be a better housekeeper, but Constance could not
-but think that in the equally important work of amusing papa she would
-be more successful than Frances. It was not much of a triumph, perhaps,
-for a girl who had known so many; but yet it was the only one as<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_257" id="page_257">{257}</a></span> yet
-possible in the position in which she now was.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose it is settled that Frances is to go?” she said, as General
-Gaunt took the way to his bungalow, and she and her father turned
-towards home.</p>
-
-<p>“She seems to have settled it for herself,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“I am always repeating she is so like mamma&mdash;that is exactly what mamma
-would have done. They are very positive. You and I, papa, are not
-positive at all.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think, my dear, that coming off as you did by yourself, was very
-positive indeed&mdash;and the first step in the universal turning upside-down
-which has ensued.”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you are not sorry I came?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, Constance; I am very glad to have you;” and this was quite true,
-although he had said to Frances something that sounded very different.
-Both things were true&mdash;both that he wished she had never left her
-mother; that he wished she might return to her mother, and leave Frances
-with him as of old; and that he was very glad to have her here.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_258" id="page_258">{258}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“If I were to go back, would not everything settle down just as it was
-before?”</p>
-
-<p>Then he thought of what Frances, taught by the keenness of a personal
-experience, had said to him a few hours ago. “No,” he said; “nothing can
-ever be as it was before. We never can go back to what has been, whether
-the event that has changed it has been happy or sad.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, surely sometimes,” said Constance. “That is a dreadful way to talk
-of anything so trifling as my visit. It could not make any real
-difference, because all the facts are just the same as they were
-before.”</p>
-
-<p>To this he made no reply. She had no way, thanks to Frances, of finding
-out how different the position was. And she went on, after a
-pause&mdash;“Have you settled how she is to go?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have not even thought of that.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, papa, you must think of it. She cannot go unless you manage it for
-her. Markham heard of those people coming, and that made it quite easy
-for me. If Markham were here<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_259" id="page_259">{259}</a></span>&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Heaven forbid!”</p>
-
-<p>“I have always heard you were prejudiced about Markham. I don’t think he
-is very safe myself. I have warned Frances, whatever she does, not to
-let herself get into his hands.”</p>
-
-<p>“Frances in Markham’s hands! That is a thing I could not permit for a
-moment. Your mother may have a right to Frances’ society, but none to
-throw her into the companionship of&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Her brother, papa.”</p>
-
-<p>“Her brother! Her step-brother, if you please&mdash;which I think scarcely a
-relationship at all.”</p>
-
-<p>Waring’s prejudices, when they were roused, were strong. His daughter
-looked up in amazement at his sudden passion, the frown on his face, and
-the fire in his eye.</p>
-
-<p>“You forget that I have been brought up with Markham,” she said. “He is
-<i>my</i> brother; and he is a very good brother. There is nothing he will
-not do for me. I only warned Frances because&mdash;because she is different;
-because&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Because&mdash;she is a girl who ought not to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_260" id="page_260">{260}</a></span> breathe the same air with a
-young reprobate&mdash;a young&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Papa! you are mistaken. I don’t know what Markham may have been; but he
-is not a reprobate. It was because Frances does not understand chaff,
-you know. She would think he was in earnest, and he is never in earnest.
-She would take him seriously, and nobody takes him seriously. But if you
-think he is bad, there is nobody who thinks that. He is not bad; he only
-has ways of thinking&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Which I hope my daughters will never share,” said Waring, with a little
-formality.</p>
-
-<p>Constance raised her head as if to speak, but then stopped, giving him a
-look which said more than words, and added no more.</p>
-
-<p>In the meantime, Frances had been left alone. She had directed her
-letter, and left it to be posted. That step was taken, and could no more
-be thought over. She was glad to have a little of her time to herself,
-which once had been all to herself. She did not like as yet to broach
-the subject of her departure to Mariuccia; but she thought it all over
-very anxiously, trying to find some way which<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_261" id="page_261">{261}</a></span> would take the burden of
-the household off the shoulders of Constance, who was not used to it.
-She thought the best thing to do would be to write out a series of
-<i>menus</i>, which Mariuccia might suggest to Constance, or carry out upon
-her own responsibility, whichever was most practicable; and she resolved
-that various little offices, which she had herself fulfilled, might be
-transferred to Domenico without interfering with her father’s comfort.
-All these arrangements, though she turned them over very soberly in her
-mind, had a bewildering, dizzying effect upon her. She thought that it
-was as if she were going to die. When she went away out of the narrow
-enclosure of this world, which she knew, it would be to something so
-entirely strange to her that it would feel like another life. It would
-be as if she had died. She would not know anything; the surroundings,
-the companions, the habits, all would be strange. She would have to
-leave utterly behind her everything she had ever known. The thought was
-not melancholy, as is in almost all cases the thought of leaving “the
-warm precincts of the cheerful day”; it made her heart<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_262" id="page_262">{262}</a></span> swell and rise
-with an anticipation which was full of excitement and pleasure, but
-which at the same time had the effect of making her brain swim.</p>
-
-<p>She could not make to herself any picture of the world to which she was
-going. It would be softer, finer, more luxurious than anything she knew;
-but that was all. Of her mother, she did try to form some idea. She was
-acquainted only with mothers who were old. Mrs Durant, who wore a cap,
-encircling her face, and tied under her chin; and Mrs Gaunt, who had
-grandchildren who were as old as Frances. Her own mother could not be
-like either of these; but still she would be old, more or less&mdash;would
-wrap herself up when she went out, would have grey, or even perhaps
-white hair (which Frances liked in an old lady: Mrs Durant wore a front,
-and Mrs Gaunt was suspected of dyeing her hair), and would not care to
-move about more than she could help. She would go out “into Society”
-beautifully dressed with lace and jewels; and Frances grew more dizzy
-than ever, trying to imagine herself standing behind this magnificent
-old figure, like a maid of hon<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_263" id="page_263">{263}</a></span>our behind a queen. But it was difficult
-to imagine the details of a picture so completely vague. There was a
-general sense of splendour and novelty, a vague expectation of something
-delightful, which it was beyond her power to realise, but no more.</p>
-
-<p>She had roused herself from the vague excitement of these dreams, which
-were very absorbing, though there was so little solidity in them, with a
-sudden fear that she was losing all the afternoon, and that it was time
-to prepare for dinner. She went to the corner of the loggia which
-commanded the road, to look out for Constance and her father. The road
-swept along below the Punto, leading to the town; and a smaller path
-traversing the little height, climbed upward to the platform on which
-the Palazzo stood. Frances did not at first remark, as in general every
-villager does, an unfamiliar figure making its way up this path. Her
-father and sister were not visible, and it was for them she was looking.
-Presently, however, her eye was caught by the stranger, no doubt an
-English tourist, with a glass in his eye&mdash;a little man, with a soft grey
-felt hat, which, when he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_264" id="page_264">{264}</a></span> lifted his head to inspect the irregular
-structure of the old town, gave him something the air of a moving
-mushroom. His movements were somewhat irregular, as his eyes were fixed
-upon the walls, and did not serve to guide his feet, which stumbled
-continually on the inequalities of the path. His progress began to amuse
-her, as he came nearer, his head raised, his eyes fixed upon the
-buildings before him, his person executing a series of undulations like
-a ship in a storm. He climbed up at last to the height, and coming up to
-some women who were seated on the stone bench opposite to Frances on the
-loggia, began to ask them for instructions as to how he was to go.</p>
-
-<p>The little scene amused Frances. The women were knitting, with a little
-cluster of children about them, scrambling upon the bench or on the
-dusty pathway at their feet. The stranger took off his big hat and
-addressed them with few words and many gestures. She heard <i>casa</i> and
-<i>Inglese</i>, but nothing else that was comprehensible. The women did their
-best to understand, and replied volubly. But here the little tourist
-evidently could not follow. He was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_265" id="page_265">{265}</a></span> like so many tourist visitors,
-capable of asking his question, but incapable of understanding the
-answer given him. Then there arose a shrill little tempest of laughter,
-in which he joined, and of which Frances herself could not resist the
-contagion. Perhaps a faint echo from the loggia caught the ear of one of
-the women, who knew her well, and who immediately pointed her out to the
-stranger. The little man turned round and made a few steps towards the
-Palazzo. He took off the mushroom-top of grey felt, and presented to her
-an ugly, little, vivacious countenance. “I beg you ten thousand
-pardons,” he said; “but if you speak English, as I understand them to
-say, will you be so very kind as to direct me to the house of Mr Waring?
-Ah, I am sure you are both English and kind! They tell me he lives near
-here.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances looked down from her height demurely, suppressing the too ready
-laugh, to listen to this queer little man; but his question took her
-very much by surprise. Another stranger asking for Mr Waring! But oh, so
-very different a one from Constance&mdash;an odd,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_266" id="page_266">{266}</a></span> little, ugly man, looking
-up at her in a curious one-sided attitude, with his glass in his eye.
-“He lives here,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“What? Where?” He had replaced his mushroom on his head, and he cocked
-up towards her one ear, the ear upon the opposite side to the eye which
-wore the glass.</p>
-
-<p>“Here!” cried Frances, pointing to the house, with a laugh which she
-could not restrain.</p>
-
-<p>The stranger raised his eyebrows so much and so suddenly that his glass
-fell. “Oh!” he cried&mdash;but the biggest O, round as the O of Giotto, as
-the Italians say. He paused there some time, looking at her, his mouth
-retaining the shape of that exclamation; and then he cast an
-investigating glance along the wall, and asked, “How am I to get in?”</p>
-
-<p>“Nunziata, show the gentleman the door,” cried Frances to one of the
-women on the bench. She lingered a moment, to look again down the road
-for her father. It was true that nothing could be so wonderful as what
-had already happened; but it seemed that surprises were not yet over.
-Would this be some<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_267" id="page_267">{267}</a></span> one else who had known him, who was arriving full of
-the tale that had been told, and was a mystery no longer&mdash;some “old
-friend” like Mr Mannering, who would not be satisfied without betraying
-the harmless hermit, whom some chance had led him to discover? There was
-some bitterness in Frances’ thoughts. She had not remembered the
-Mannerings before, in the rush of other things to think of. The fat
-ruddy couple, so commonplace and so comfortable! Was it all their doing?
-Were they to blame for everything? for the conclusion of one existence,
-and the beginning of another? She went in to the drawing-room and sat
-down there, to be ready to receive the visitor. He could not be so
-important&mdash;that was impossible; there could be no new mystery to record.</p>
-
-<p>When the door opened and Domenico solemnly ushered in the stranger,
-Frances, although her thoughts were not gay, could scarcely help
-laughing again. He carried his big grey mushroom-top now in his hand;
-and the little round head which had been covered with it seemed
-incomplete without that thatch. Frances felt herself looking from the
-head to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_268" id="page_268">{268}</a></span> the hat with a ludicrous sense of this incompleteness. He had a
-small head, thinly covered with light hair, which seemed to grow in
-tufts like grass. His eyes twinkled keen, two very bright grey eyes,
-from the puckers of eyelids which looked old, as if he had got them
-second-hand. There was a worn and wrinkled look about him altogether,
-carried out in his dress, and even in his boots, which suggested the
-same idea. An old man who looked young, or a young man who looked old.
-She could not make out which he was. He did not bow and hesitate, and
-announce himself as a friend of her father’s, as she expected him to do,
-but came up to her briskly with a quick step, but a shuffle in his gait.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose I must introduce myself,” he said; “though it is odd that we
-should need an introduction to each other, you and I. After the first
-moment, I should have known you anywhere. You are quite like my mother.
-Frances, isn’t it? And I’m Markham, of course, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Markham!” cried Frances. She had thought she could never be surprised
-again, after all<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_269" id="page_269">{269}</a></span> that had happened. But she felt herself more
-astonished than ever now.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Markham. You think I am not much to look at, I can see. I am not
-generally admired at the first glance. Shake hands, Frances. You don’t
-quite feel like giving me a kiss, I suppose, at the first offset? Never
-mind. We shall be very good friends, after a while.”</p>
-
-<p>He sat down, drawing a chair close to her. “I am very glad to find you
-by yourself. I like the looks of you. Where is Con? Taken possession of
-the governor, and left you alone to keep house, I should suppose?”</p>
-
-<p>“Constance has gone out to walk with papa. I had several things to do.”</p>
-
-<p>“I have not the least doubt of it. That would be the usual distribution
-of labour, if you remained together. Fan, my mother has sent me to fetch
-you home.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances drew a little farther away. She gave him a look of vague alarm.
-The familiarity of the address troubled her. But when she looked at him
-again, her gravity gave way. He was such a queer, such a very queer
-little man.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_270" id="page_270">{270}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“You may laugh if you like, my dear,” he said. “I am used to it.
-Providence&mdash;always the best judge, no doubt&mdash;has not given me an
-awe-inspiring countenance. It is hard upon my mother, who is a pretty
-woman. But I accept the position, for my part. This is a charming place.
-You have got a number of nice things. And those little sketches are very
-tolerable. Who did them? You? Waring, so far as I remember, used to draw
-very well himself. I am glad you draw; it will give you a little
-occupation. I like the looks of you, though I don’t think you admire
-me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed,” said Frances, troubled, “it is because I am so much surprised.
-Are you really&mdash;are you sure you are&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>He gave a little chuckle, which made her start&mdash;an odd, comical, single
-note of laughter, very cordial and very droll, like the little man
-himself.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve got a servant with me,” he said, “down at the hotel, who knows
-that I go by the name of Markham when I’m at home. I don’t know if that
-will satisfy you. But Con, to be sure, knows me, which will be better.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_271" id="page_271">{271}</a></span>
-You don’t hear any voice of nature saying within your breast, ‘This is
-my long-lost brother?’ That’s a pity. But by-and-by, you’ll see, we’ll
-be very good friends.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I didn’t mean that I had any doubt. It is so great a surprise&mdash;one
-thing after another.”</p>
-
-<p>“Now, answer me one question: Did you know anything about your family
-before Con came? Ah,” he said, catching her alarmed and wondering
-glance, “I thought not. I have always said so:&mdash;he never told you. And
-it has all burst upon you in a moment, you poor little thing. But you
-needn’t be afraid of us. My mother has her faults; but she is a nice
-woman. You will like her. And I am very queer to look at, and many
-people think I have a screw loose. But I’m not bad to live with. Have
-you settled it with the governor? Has he made many objections? He and I
-never drew well together. Perhaps you know?”</p>
-
-<p>“He does not speak as if&mdash;he liked you. But I don’t know anything. I
-have not been told&mdash;much. Please don’t ask me things,” Frances cried.</p>
-
-<p>“No, I will not. On the contrary, I’ll tell<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_272" id="page_272">{272}</a></span> you everything. Con
-probably would put a spoke in my wheel too. My dear little Fan, don’t
-mind any of them. Give me your little hand. I am neither bad nor good. I
-am very much what people make me. I am nasty with the nasty
-sometimes&mdash;more shame to me: and disagreeable with the disagreeable. But
-I am innocent with the innocent,” he said with some earnestness; “and
-that is what you are, unless my eyes deceive me. You need not be afraid
-of me.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am not afraid,” said Frances, looking at him. Then she added, after a
-pause, “Not of you, nor of any one. I have never met any bad people. I
-don’t believe any one would do me harm.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nor I,” he said with a little fervour, patting her hand with his own.
-“All the same,” he added, after a moment, “it is perhaps wise not to
-give them the chance. So I’ve come to fetch you home.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances, as she became accustomed to this remarkable new member of her
-family, began immediately, after her fashion, to think of the material
-necessities of the case. She could not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_273" id="page_273">{273}</a></span> start with him at once on the
-journey; and in the meantime where should she put him? The most natural
-thing seemed to be to withdraw again from the blue room, and take the
-little one behind, which looked out on the court. That would do, and no
-one need be any the wiser. She said, with a little hesitation, “I must
-go now and see about your room.”</p>
-
-<p>“Room!” he cried. “Oh no; there’s no occasion for a room. I wouldn’t
-trouble you for the world. I have got rooms at the hotel. I’ll not stay
-even, since daddy’s out, to meet him. You can tell him I’m here, and
-what I came for. If he wants to see me, he can look me up. I am very
-glad I have seen <i>you</i>. I’ll write to the mother to-night to say you’re
-quite satisfactory, and a credit to all your belongings; and I’ll come
-to-morrow to see Con; and in the meantime, Fan, you must settle when you
-are to come; for it is an awkward time for a man to be loafing about
-here.”</p>
-
-<p>He got up as he spoke, and stooping, gave her a serious brotherly kiss
-upon her forehead. “I hope you and I will be very great friends,” he
-said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_274" id="page_274">{274}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>And then he was gone! Was he a dream only, an imagination? But he was
-not the sort of figure that imagination produces. No dream-man could
-ever be so comical to behold, could ever wear a coat so curiously
-wrinkled, or those boots, in the curves of which the dust lay as in the
-inequalities of the dry and much-frequented road.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_275" id="page_275">{275}</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> walk with Constance, though he had set out upon it reluctantly, had
-done Waring great good. He was comparatively rehabilitated in his own
-eyes. Between her and him there was no embarrassment, no uneasy
-consciousness. She had paid him the highest compliment by taking refuge
-with him, flying to his protection from the tyranny of her mother, and
-giving him thus a victory as sweet as unexpected over that nearest yet
-furthest of all connections, that inalienable antagonist in life. He had
-been painfully put out of <i>son assiette</i>, as the French say. Instead of
-the easy superiority which he had held not only in his own house, but in
-the limited society about, he had been made to stand at the bar, first
-by his own child, after<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_276" id="page_276">{276}</a></span>wards by the old clergyman, for whom he
-entertained a kindly contempt. Both of these simple wits had called upon
-him to account for his conduct. It was the most extraordinary turning of
-the tables that ever had occurred to a man like himself. And though he
-had spoken the truth when in that moment of melting he had taken his
-little girl into his arms and bidden her stay with him, he was yet glad
-now to get away from Frances, to feel himself occupying his proper place
-with her sister, and to return thus to a more natural state of affairs.
-The intercourse between him and his child-companion had been closer than
-ever could, he believed, exist between him and any other human being
-whatsoever; but it had been rent in twain by all the concealments which
-he was conscious of, by all the discoveries which circumstances had
-forced upon her. He could no longer be at his ease with her, or she
-regard him as of old. The attachment was too deep, the interruption too
-hard, to be reconcilable with that calm which is necessary to ordinary
-existence. Constance had restored him to herself by her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_277" id="page_277">{277}</a></span> pleasant
-indifference, her easy talk, her unconsciousness of everything that was
-not usual and natural. He began to think that if Frances were but
-away&mdash;since she wished to go&mdash;a new life might begin&mdash;a life in which
-there would be nothing below the surface, no mystery, which is a mistake
-in ordinary life. It would be difficult, no doubt, for a brilliant
-creature like Constance to content herself with the humdrum life which
-suited Frances; and whether she would condescend to look after his
-comforts, he did not know. But so long as Mariuccia was there, he could
-not suffer much materially; and she was a very amusing companion, far
-more so than her sister. As he came back to the Palazzo, he was
-reconciled to himself.</p>
-
-<p>This comfortable state of mind, however, did not last long. Frances met
-them at the door with her face full of excitement. “Did you meet him?”
-she said. “You must have met him. He has not been gone ten minutes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Meet whom? We met no one but the General.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think I know,” cried Constance. “I have been expecting him every
-day&mdash;Markham.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_278" id="page_278">{278}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“He says he has come to fetch me, papa.”</p>
-
-<p>“Markham!” cried Waring. His face clouded over in a moment. It is not
-easy to get rid of the past. He had accomplished it for a dozen years;
-and after a very bad moment, he thought he was about to shuffle it off
-again; but it was evident that in this he was premature. “I will not
-allow you to go with Markham,” he said. “Don’t say anything more. Your
-mother ought to have known better. He is not an escort I choose for my
-daughter.”</p>
-
-<p>“Poor old Markham! he is a very nice escort,” said Constance, in her
-easy way. “There is no harm in him, papa. But never mind till after
-dinner, and then we can talk it over. You are ready, Fan? Oh, then I
-must fly. We have had a delightful walk. I never knew anything about
-fathers before; they are the most charming companions,” she said,
-kissing her hand to him as she went away. But this did not mollify the
-angry man. There rose up before him the recollection of a hundred
-contests in which Markham’s voice had come in to make everything<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_279" id="page_279">{279}</a></span> worse,
-or of which Markham’s escapades had been the cause.</p>
-
-<p>“I will not see him,” he said; “I will not sanction his presence here.
-You must give up the idea of going altogether, till he is out of the
-way.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think, papa, you must see him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Must&mdash;there is no <i>must</i>. I have not been in the habit of acknowledging
-compulsion, and be assured that I shall not begin now. You seem to
-expect that your small affairs are to upset my whole life!”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose,” said Frances, “my affairs are small; but then they are my
-life too.”</p>
-
-<p>She ought to have been subdued into silence by his first objection; but,
-on the contrary, she met his angry eyes with a look which was
-deprecating, but not abject, holding her little own. It was a long time
-since Waring had encountered anything which he could not subdue and put
-aside out of his path. But, he said to himself&mdash;all that long restrained
-and silent temper which had once reigned and raged within him, springing
-up again unsubdued&mdash;he might have<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_280" id="page_280">{280}</a></span> known! The moment long deferred, yet
-inevitable, which brought him in contact once more with his wife, could
-bring nothing with it but pain. Strife breathed from her wherever she
-appeared. He had never been a match for her and her boy, even at his
-best; and now that he had forgotten the ways of battle&mdash;now that his
-strength was broken with long quiet, and the sword had fallen from his
-hand&mdash;she had a pull over him now which she had not possessed before. He
-could have done without both the children a dozen years ago. He was
-conscious that it was more from self-assertion than from love that he
-had carried off the little one, who was rather an embarrassment than a
-pleasure in those days&mdash;because he would not let her have everything her
-own way. But now, Frances was no longer a creature without identity, not
-a thing to be handed from one to another. He could not free himself of
-interest in her, of responsibility for her, of feeling his honour and
-credit implicated in all that concerned her. Ah! that woman knew. She
-had a hold upon him that she never had before; and the first use she
-made of it was to insult<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_281" id="page_281">{281}</a></span> him&mdash;to send her son, whom he hated, for his
-daughter, to force him into unwilling intercourse with her family once
-more.</p>
-
-<p>Frances took the opportunity to steal away while her father gloomily
-pursued these thoughts. What a change from the tranquillity which
-nothing disturbed! now one day after another, there was some new thing
-that stirred up once more the original pain. There was no end to it. The
-mother’s letters at one moment, the brother’s arrival at another, and no
-more quiet whatever could be done, no more peace.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, dinner and the compulsory decorum which surrounds that
-great daily event, had its usual tranquillising effect. Waring could not
-shut out from his mind the consciousness that to refuse to see his
-wife’s son, the brother of his own children, was against all the
-decencies of life. It is easy to say that you will not acknowledge
-social compulsion, but it is not so easy to carry out that
-determination. By the time that dinner was over, he had begun to
-perceive that it was impossible. He took no part, indeed, in the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_282" id="page_282">{282}</a></span>
-conversation, lightly maintained, by Constance, about her brother, made
-short replies even when he was directly addressed, and kept up more or
-less the lowering aspect with which he had meant to crush Frances. But
-Frances was not crushed, and Constance was excited and gay. “Let us send
-for him after dinner,” she said. “He is always amusing. There is nothing
-Markham does not know. I have seen nobody for a fortnight, and no doubt
-a hundred things have happened. Do send for Markham, Frances. Oh, you
-must not look at papa. I know papa is not fond of him. Dear! if you
-think one can be fond of everybody one meets&mdash;especially one’s
-connections. Everybody knows that you hate half of them. That makes it
-piquant. There is nobody you can say such spiteful things to as people
-whom you belong to, whom you call by their Christian names.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is a charming Christian sentiment&mdash;entirely suited to the
-surroundings you have been used to, Con; but not to your sister’s.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, my sister! She has heard plenty of hard things said of that good
-little Tasie, who<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_283" id="page_283">{283}</a></span> is her chief friend. Frances would not say them
-herself. She doesn’t know how. But her surroundings are not so ignorant.
-You are not called upon to assume so much virtue, papa.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think you forget a little to whom you are speaking,” said Waring,
-with quick anger.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa!” cried Constance, with an astonished look, “I think it is you who
-forget. We are not in the middle ages. Mamma failed to remember that. I
-hope you have not forgotten too, or I shall be sorry I came here.”</p>
-
-<p>He looked at her with a sudden gleam of rage in his eyes. That temper
-which had fallen into disuse was no more overcome than when all this
-trouble began; but he remained silent, putting force upon himself,
-though he could not quite conceal the struggle. At last he burst into an
-angry laugh: “You will train me, perhaps, in time to the subjection
-which is required from the nineteenth-century parent,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“You are charming,” said his daughter, with a bow and smile across the
-table. “There is only this lingering trace of medievalism in respect to
-Markham. But you know, papa, really a feud<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_284" id="page_284">{284}</a></span> can’t exist in these days.
-Now, answer me yourself; can it? It would subject us all to ridicule. My
-experience is that people as a rule are <i>not</i> fond of each other; but to
-show it is quite a different thing. Oh no, papa; no one can do that.”</p>
-
-<p>She was so certain of what she said, so calm in the enunciation of her
-dogmas, that he only looked at her and made no other reply. And when
-Constance appealed to Frances whether Domenico should not be sent to the
-hotel to call Markham, he avoided the inquiring look which Frances cast
-at him. “If papa has no objection,” she said with hesitation and alarm.
-“Oh, papa can have no objection,” Constance cried; and the message was
-sent; and Markham came. Frances, frightened, made many attempts to
-excuse herself; but her father would neither see nor hear the efforts
-she made. He retired to the bookroom, while the girls entertained their
-visitor on the loggia; or rather, while he entertained them. Waring
-heard the voices mingled with laughter, as we all hear the happier
-intercourse of others when we are ourselves in gloomy opposition,
-nursing our wrath.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_285" id="page_285">{285}</a></span> He thought they were all the more lively, all the
-more gay, because he was displeased. Even Frances. He forgot that he had
-made up his mind that Frances had better go (as she wished to go), and
-felt that she was a little monster to take so cordially to the stranger
-whom she knew he disliked and disapproved. Nevertheless, in spite of
-this irritation and misery, the little lecture of Constance on what was
-conventionally necessary had so much effect upon him, that he appeared
-on the loggia before Markham went away, and conquered himself
-sufficiently to receive, if not to make much response to the salutations
-which his wife’s son offered. Markham jumped up from his seat with the
-greatest cordiality, when this tall shadow appeared in the soft
-darkness. “I can’t tell you how glad I am to see you, sir, after all
-these years. I hope I am not such a nuisance as I was when you knew me
-before&mdash;at the age when all males should be kept out of sight of their
-seniors, as the sage says.”</p>
-
-<p>“What sage was that? Ah! his experience was all at second-hand.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not like yours, sir,” said Markham. And<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_286" id="page_286">{286}</a></span> then there was a slight pause,
-and Constance struck in.</p>
-
-<p>“Markham is a great institution to people who don’t get the ‘Morning
-Post.’ He has told me a heap of things. In a fortnight, when one is not
-on the spot, it is astonishing what quantities of things happen. In town
-one gets used to having one’s gossip hot and hot every day.”</p>
-
-<p>“The advantage of abstinence is that you get up such an appetite for
-your next meal. I had only a few items of news. My mother gave me many
-messages for you, sir. She hopes you will not object to trust little
-Frances to my care.”</p>
-
-<p>“I object&mdash;to trust my child to any one’s care,” said Waring, quickly.</p>
-
-<p>“I beg your pardon. You intend, then, to take my sister to England
-yourself,” the stranger said.</p>
-
-<p>It was dark, and their faces were invisible to each other; but the girls
-looking on saw a momentary swaying of the tall figure towards the
-smaller one, which suggested something like a blow. Frances had nearly
-sprung from her seat; but Constance put out her hand and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_287" id="page_287">{287}</a></span> restrained
-her. She judged rightly. Passion was strong in Waring’s mind. He could,
-had inclination prevailed, have seized the little man by the coat, and
-pitched him out into the road below. But bonds were upon him more potent
-than if they had been made of iron.</p>
-
-<p>“I have no such intention,” he said. “I should not have sent her at all.
-But it seems she wishes to go. I will not interfere with her
-arrangements. But she must have some time to prepare.”</p>
-
-<p>“As long as she likes, sir,” said Markham, cheerfully. “A few days more
-out of the east wind will be delightful to me.”</p>
-
-<p>And no more passed between them. Waring strolled about the loggia with
-his cigarette. Though Frances had made haste to provide a new chair as
-easy as the other, he had felt himself dislodged, and had not yet
-settled into a new place; and when he joined them in the evening, he
-walked about or sat upon the wall, instead of lounging in indolent
-comfort, as in the old quiet days. On this evening he stood at the
-corner, looking down upon the lights of the Marina in the distance, and
-the grey<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_288" id="page_288">{288}</a></span> twinkle of the olives in the clear air of the night. The poor
-neighbours of the little town were still on the Punto, enjoying the
-coolness of the evening hours; and the murmur of their talk rose on one
-side, a little softened by distance; while the group on the loggia
-renewed its conversation close at hand. Waring stood and listened with a
-contempt which he partially knew to be unjust. But he was sore and
-bitter, and the ease and gaiety seemed a kind of insult to him, one of
-many insults which he was of opinion he had received from his wife’s
-son. “Confounded little fool,” he said to himself.</p>
-
-<p>But Constance was right in her worldly wisdom. It would make them all
-ridiculous if he made objections to Markham, if he showed openly his
-distaste to him. The world was but a small world at Bordighera; but yet
-it was not without its power. The interrupted conversation went on with
-great vigour. He remarked with a certain satisfaction that Frances
-talked very little; but Constance and her brother&mdash;as he called himself,
-the puppy!&mdash;never paused. There is no such position for seeing the worst
-of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_289" id="page_289">{289}</a></span> ordinary conversation. Waring stood looking out blankly upon the
-bewildering lines of the hills towards the west, with the fresh breeze
-in his face, and his cigarette only kept alight by a violent puff now
-and then, listening to the lively chatter. How vacant it was&mdash;about this
-one and that one; about So-and-so’s peculiarities; about things not even
-made clear, which each understood at half a word, which made them laugh.
-Good heavens! at what? Not at the wit of it, for there was no wit&mdash;at
-some ludicrous image involved, which to the listener was dull, dull as
-the village chatter on the other side; but more dull, more vapid in its
-artificial ring. How they echoed each other, chiming in; how they
-remembered anecdotes to the discredit of their friends; how they ran on
-in the same circle endlessly, with jests that were without point even to
-Frances, who sat listening in an eager tension of interest, but could
-not keep up to the height of the talk, which was all about people she
-did not know&mdash;and still more without point to Waring, who had known, but
-knew no longer, and who was angry and mortified and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_290" id="page_290">{290}</a></span> bitter, feeling his
-supremacy taken from him in his own house, and all his habits shattered:
-yet knew very well that he could not resist, that to show his dislike
-would only make him ridiculous; that he was once more subject to
-Society, and dare not show his contempt for its bonds.</p>
-
-<p>After a while, he flung his half-finished cigarette over the wall, and
-stalked away, with a brief, “Excuse me, but I must say good-night.”
-Markham sprang up from his chair; but his step-father only waved his
-hand to the little party sitting in the evening darkness, and went away,
-his footsteps sounding upon the marble floor through the <i>salone</i> and
-the ante-room, closing the doors behind him. There was a little silence
-as he disappeared.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said Markham, with a long-drawn breath, “that’s over, Con; and
-better than might have been expected.”</p>
-
-<p>“Better! Do you call that better? I should say almost as bad as could
-be. Why didn’t you stand up to him and have it out?”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear, he always cows me a little,” said Markham. “I remember times
-when I stood<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_291" id="page_291">{291}</a></span> up to him, as you say, with that idiotcy of youth in which
-you are so strong, Con; but I think I generally came off second-best.
-Our respected papa has a great gift of language when he likes.”</p>
-
-<p>“He does not like now, he is too old; he has given up that sort of
-thing. Ask Frances. She thinks him the mildest of pious fathers.”</p>
-
-<p>“If you please,” said the little voice of Frances out of the gloom, with
-a little quiver in it, “I wish you would not speak about papa so, before
-me. It is perhaps quite right of you, who have no feeling for him, or
-don’t know him very well; but with me it is quite different. Whether you
-are right or wrong, I cannot have it, please.”</p>
-
-<p>“The little thing is quite right, Con,” said Markham. “I beg your
-pardon, little Fan. I have a great respect for papa, though he has none
-for me. Too old! He is not so old as I am, and a much more estimable
-member of society. He is not old enough&mdash;that is the worst of it&mdash;for
-you and me.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_292" id="page_292">{292}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I am not going to encourage her in her nonsense,” said Constance, “as
-if one’s father or mother was something sacred, as if they were not just
-human beings like ourselves. But apart from that, as I have told
-Frances, I think very well of papa.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_293" id="page_293">{293}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI.</h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">There</span> was no more said for a day or two about the journey. But that it
-was to take place, that Markham was waiting till his step-sister was
-ready, and that Frances was making her preparations to go, nobody any
-longer attempted to ignore. Waring himself had gone so far in his
-recognition of the inevitable as to give Frances money to provide for
-the necessities of the journey. “You will want things,” he said. “I
-don’t wish it to be thought that I kept you like a little beggar.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am not like a little beggar, papa,” cried Frances, with an
-indignation which scarcely any of the more serious grievances of her
-life had called forth. She had always supposed him to be pleased with
-the British neatness, the modest, girlish costumes which she had
-pro<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_294" id="page_294">{294}</a></span>cured for herself by instinct, and which made this girl, who knew
-nothing of England, so characteristically an English girl. This proof of
-the man’s ignorance&mdash;which Frances ignorantly supposed to mean entire
-indifference to her appearance&mdash;went to her heart. “And it is impossible
-to get things here,” she added, with her usual anxious penitence for her
-impatience.</p>
-
-<p>“You can do it in Paris, then,” he said. “I suppose you have enough of
-the instincts of your sex to buy clothes in Paris.”</p>
-
-<p>Girls are not fond of hearing of the instincts of their sex. She turned
-away with a speechless vexation and distress which it pleased him to
-think rudeness.</p>
-
-<p>“But she keeps the money all the same,” he said to himself.</p>
-
-<p>Thus it became very apparent that the departure of Frances was
-desirable, and that she could not go too soon. But there were still
-inevitable delays. Strange! that when love embittered made her stay
-intolerable, the washerwoman should have compelled it. But to Frances,
-for the moment, everything in life was strange.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_295" id="page_295">{295}</a></span></p>
-
-<p>And not the least strange was the way in which Markham, whom she liked,
-but did not understand&mdash;the odd, little, shabby, unlovely personage, who
-looked like anything in the world but an individual of importance&mdash;was
-received by the little world of Bordighera. At the little church on
-Sunday, there was a faint stir when he came in, and one lady pointed him
-out to another as the small audience filed out. The English landlady at
-the hotel spoke of him continually. Lord Markham was now the authority
-whom she quoted on all subjects. Even Domenico said “meelord” with a
-relish. And as for the Durants, their enthusiasm was boundless. Tasie,
-not yet quite recovered from the excitement of Constance’s arrival, lost
-her self-control altogether when Markham appeared. It was so good of him
-to come to church, she said; such an example for the people at the
-hotels! And so nice to lose so little time in coming to call upon papa.
-Of course, papa, as the clergyman, would have called upon him as soon as
-it was known where he was staying. But it was so pretty of Lord Markham
-to conform to foreign ways and make the first visit.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_296" id="page_296">{296}</a></span> “We knew it must
-be your doing, Frances,” she said, with grateful delight.</p>
-
-<p>“But, indeed, it was not my doing. It is Constance who makes him come,”
-Frances cried.</p>
-
-<p>Constance, indeed, insisted upon his company everywhere. She took him
-not only to the Durants, but to the bungalow up among the olive woods,
-which they found in great excitement, and where the appearance of Lord
-Markham partially failed of its effect, a greater hero and stranger
-being there. George Gaunt, the General’s youngest son, the chief subject
-of his mother’s talk, the one of her children about whom she always had
-something to say, had arrived the day before, and in his presence even a
-living lord sank into a secondary place. Mrs Gaunt had been the first to
-see the little party coming along by the terraces of the olive woods.
-She had, long, long ago, formed plans in her imagination of what might
-ensue when George came home. She ran out to meet them with her hands
-extended. “Oh Frances, I am so glad to see you! Only fancy what has
-happened. George has come!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_297" id="page_297">{297}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I am so glad,” said Frances, who was the first. She was more used to
-the winding of those terraces, and then she had not so much to talk of
-as Constance and Markham. Her face lighted up with pleasure. “How happy
-you must be!” she said, kissing the old lady affectionately. “Is he
-well?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, wonderfully well; so much better than I could have hoped. George,
-George, where are you? Oh, my dear, I am so anxious that you should
-meet! I want you to like him,” Mrs Gaunt said.</p>
-
-<p>Almost for the first time there came a sting of pain to Frances’ heart.
-She had heard a great deal of George Gaunt. She had thought of him more
-than of any other stranger. She had wondered what he would be like, and
-smiled to herself at his mother’s too evident anxiety to bring them
-together, with a slight, not disagreeable flutter of interest in her own
-consciousness. And now here he was, and she was going away! It seemed a
-sort of spite of fortune, a tantalising of circumstances; though, to be
-sure, she did not know whether she should like him, or if Mrs Gaunt’s
-hopes might<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_298" id="page_298">{298}</a></span> bear any fruit. Still, it was the only outlet her
-imagination had ever had, and it had amused and given her a pleasant
-fantastic glimpse now and then into something that might be more
-exciting than the calm round of every day.</p>
-
-<p>She stood on the little grassy terrace which surrounded the house,
-looking towards the open door, but not taking any step towards it,
-waiting for the hero to appear. The house was low and broad, with a
-veranda round it, planted in the midst of the olive groves, where there
-was a little clearing, and looking down upon the sea. Frances paused
-there, with her face towards the house, and saw coming out from under
-the shadow of the veranda, with a certain awkward celerity, the straight
-slim figure of the young Indian officer, his mother’s hero, and, in a
-visionary sense, her own. She did not advance&mdash;she could not tell
-why&mdash;but waited till he should come up, while his mother turned round,
-beckoning to him. This was how it was that Constance and Markham arrived
-upon the scene before the introduction was fully accomplished. Frances
-held out her hand, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_299" id="page_299">{299}</a></span> he took it, coming forward; but already his eyes
-had travelled over her head to the other pair arriving, with a look of
-inquiry and surprise. He let Frances’ hand drop as soon as he had
-touched it, and turned towards the other, who was much more attractive
-than Frances. Constance, who missed nothing, gave him a glance, and then
-turned to his mother. “We brought our brother to see you,” she said (as
-Frances had not had presence of mind to do). “Lord Markham, Mrs Gaunt.
-But we have come at an inappropriate moment, when you are occupied.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh no! It is so kind of you to come. This is my son George, Miss
-Waring. He arrived last night. I have so wanted him to meet&mdash;&mdash;” She did
-not say Frances; but she looked at the little girl, who was quite
-eclipsed and in the background, and then hurriedly added, “your&mdash;family:
-whose name he knows, as such friends! And how kind of Lord Markham to
-come all this way!”</p>
-
-<p>She was not accustomed to lords, and the mother’s mind jumped at once to
-the vain, but so usual idea, that this lord, who had himself<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_300" id="page_300">{300}</a></span> sought the
-acquaintance, might be of use to her son. She brought forward George,
-who was a little dazzled too; and it was not till the party had been
-swept into the veranda, where the family sat in the evening, that Mrs
-Gaunt became aware that Frances had followed, the last of the train, and
-had seated herself on the outskirts of the group, no one paying any heed
-to her. Even then, she was too much under the influence of the less
-known visitors to do anything to put this right.</p>
-
-<p>“I am delighted that you think me kind,” said Markham, in answer to the
-assurances which Mrs Gaunt kept repeating, not knowing what to say. “My
-step-father is not of that opinion at all. Neither will you be, I fear,
-when you know my mission. I have come for Frances.”</p>
-
-<p>“For Frances!” she cried, with a little suppressed scream of dismay.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, I said you would not be of that opinion long,” Markham said.</p>
-
-<p>“Is Frances going away?” said the old General. “I don’t think we can
-stand that. Eh, George? that is not what your mother<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_301" id="page_301">{301}</a></span> promised you.
-Frances is all we have got to remind us that we were young once. Waring
-must hear reason. He must not let her go away.”</p>
-
-<p>“Frances is going; but Constance stays,” interposed that young lady.
-“General, I hope you will adopt me in her stead.”</p>
-
-<p>“That I will,” said the old soldier; “that is, I will adopt you in
-addition, for we cannot give up Frances. Though, if it is only for a
-short visit, if you pledge yourself to bring her back again, I suppose
-we will have to give our consent.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not I,” said Mrs Gaunt under her breath. She whispered to her son, “Go
-and talk to her. This is not Frances; <i>that</i> is Frances,” leaning over
-his shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>George did not mean to shake off her hand; but he made a little
-impatient movement, and turned the other way to Constance, to whom he
-made some confused remark.</p>
-
-<p>All the conversation was about Frances; but she took no part in it, nor
-did any one turn to her to ask her own opinion. She sat on the edge of
-the veranda, half hidden by the luxuri<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_302" id="page_302">{302}</a></span>ant growth of a rose which
-covered one of the pillars, and looked out rather wistfully, it must be
-allowed, over the grey clouds of olives in the foreground, to the blue
-of the sea beyond. It was twilight under the shade of the veranda; but
-outside, a subdued daylight, on the turn towards night. The little talk
-about her was very flattering, but somehow it did not have the effect it
-might have had; for though they all spoke of her as of so much
-importance, they left her out with one consent. Not exactly with one
-consent. Mrs Gaunt, standing up, looking from one to another,
-hurt&mdash;though causelessly&mdash;beyond expression by the careless movement of
-her newly returned boy, would have gone to Frances, had she not been
-held by some magnetic attraction which emanated from the others&mdash;the
-lord who might be of use&mdash;the young lady, whose careless ease and
-self-confidence were dazzling to simple people.</p>
-
-<p>Neither the General nor his wife could realise that she was merely
-Frances’ sister, Waring’s daughter. She was the sister of Lord Markham.
-She was on another level altogether from the little girl who had been so
-pleasant to them<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_303" id="page_303">{303}</a></span> all, and so sweet. They were very sorry that Frances
-was going away; but the other one required attention, had to be thought
-of, and put in the chief place. As for Frances, who knew them all so
-well, she would not mind. And thus even Mrs Gaunt directed her attention
-to the new-comer.</p>
-
-<p>Frances thought it was all very natural, and exactly what she wished.
-She was glad, very glad that they should take to Constance; that she
-should make friends with all the old friends who to herself had been so
-tender and kind. But there was one thing in which she could not help but
-feel a little disappointed, disconcerted, cast down. She had looked
-forward to George. She had thought of this new element in the quiet
-village life with a pleasant flutter of her heart. It had been natural
-to think of him as falling more or less to her own share, partly because
-it would be so in the fitness of things, she being the youngest of all
-the society&mdash;the girl, as he would be the boy; and partly because of his
-mother’s fond talk, which was full of innocent hints of her hopes. That
-George should come when she was just going away,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_304" id="page_304">{304}</a></span> was bad enough; but
-that they should have met like this, that he should have touched her
-hand almost without looking at her, that he should not have had the most
-momentary desire to make acquaintance with Frances, whose name he must
-have heard so often, that gave her a real pang. To be sure, it was only
-a pang of the imagination. She had not fallen in love with his
-photograph, which did not represent an Adonis; and it was something,
-half a brother, half a comrade, not (consciously) a lover, for which
-Frances had looked in him. But yet it gave her a very strange, painful,
-deserted sensation when she saw him look over her head at Constance, and
-felt her hand dropped as soon as taken. She smiled a little at herself,
-when she came to think of it, saying to herself that she knew very well
-Constance was far more charming, far more pretty than she, and that it
-was only natural she should take the first place. Frances was ever
-anxious to yield to her the first place. But she could not help that
-quiver of involuntary feeling. She was hurt, though it was all so
-natural. It was natural, too, that she should be hurt, and that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_305" id="page_305">{305}</a></span> nobody
-should take any notice&mdash;all the most everyday things in the world.</p>
-
-<p>George Gaunt came to the Palazzo next day. He came in the afternoon with
-his father, to be introduced to Waring; and he came again after
-dinner&mdash;for these neighbours did not entertain each other at the
-working-day meals, so to speak, but only in light ornamental ways, with
-cups of tea or black coffee&mdash;with both his parents to spend the evening.
-He was thin and of a slightly greenish tinge in his brownness, by reason
-of India and the illnesses he had gone through; but his slim figure had
-a look of power; and he had kind eyes, like his mother’s, under the
-hollows of his brows: not a handsome young man, yet not at all common or
-ordinary, with a soldier’s neatness and upright bearing. To see Markham
-beside him with his insignificant figure, his little round head tufted
-with sandy hair, his one-sided look with his glass in his eye, or his
-ear tilted up on the opposite side, was as good as a sermon upon race
-and its advantages. For Markham was the fifteenth lord; and the Gaunts
-were, it was understood, of as good as no family<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_306" id="page_306">{306}</a></span> at all. Captain George
-from that first evening had neither ear nor eye for any one but
-Constance. He followed her about shyly wherever she moved; he stood over
-her when she sat down. He said little, for he was shy, poor fellow; yet
-he did sometimes hazard a remark, which was always subsidiary or
-responsive to something she had said.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs Gaunt’s distress at this subversion of all she had intended was
-great. She got Frances into a corner of the loggia while the others
-talked, and thrust upon her a pretty sandalwood box inlaid with ivory,
-one of those that George had brought from India. “It was always intended
-for you, dear,” she said. “Of course he could not venture to offer it
-himself.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, dear Mrs Gaunt,” said Frances, with a low laugh, in which all her
-little bitterness evaporated, “I don’t think he has so much as seen my
-face. I am sure he would not know me if we met in the road.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, my dear child,” cried poor Mrs Gaunt, “it has been such a
-disappointment to me. I have just cried my eyes out over it. To think<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_307" id="page_307">{307}</a></span>
-you should not have taken to each other after all my dreams and hopes.”</p>
-
-<p>Frances laughed again; but she did not say that there had been no
-failure of interest on her side. She said, “I hope he will soon be quite
-strong and well. You will write and tell me about everybody.”</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed I will. Oh Frances, is it possible that you are going so soon?
-It does not seem natural that you should be going, and that your sister
-should stay.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not very natural,” said Frances, with a composure which was less
-natural still. “But since it is to be, I hope you will see as much of
-her as you can, dear Mrs Gaunt, and be as kind to her as you have been
-to me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, my dear, there is little doubt that I shall see a great deal of
-her,” said the mother, with a glance towards the other group, of which
-Constance was the central figure. She was lying back in the big
-wicker-work chair; with the white hands and arms, which showed out of
-sleeves shorter than were usual in Bordighera, very visible in the dusk,
-accompanying her talk by lively gestures. The young captain<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_308" id="page_308">{308}</a></span> stood like
-a sentinel a little behind her. His mother’s glance was half vexation
-and half pleasure. She thought it was a great thing for a girl to have
-secured the attentions of her boy, and a very sad thing for the girl who
-had not secured them. Any doubt that Constance might not be grateful,
-had not yet entered her thoughts. Frances, though she was so much less
-experienced, saw the matter in another light.</p>
-
-<p>“You must remember,” she said, “that she has been brought up very
-differently. She has been used to a great deal of admiration, Markham
-says.”</p>
-
-<p>“And now you will come in for that, and she must take what she can get
-here.” Mrs Gaunt’s tone when she said this showed that she felt, whoever
-was the loser, it would not be Constance. Frances shook her head.</p>
-
-<p>“It will be very different with me. And dear Mrs Gaunt, if Constance
-should not&mdash;do as you wish&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“My dear, I will not interfere. It never does any good when a mother
-interferes,” Mrs Gaunt said hurriedly. Her mind was incapable of
-pursuing the idea which Frances so timidly<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_309" id="page_309">{309}</a></span> had endeavoured to suggest.
-And what could the girl do more?</p>
-
-<p>Next day she went away. Her father, pale and stern, took leave of her in
-the bookroom with an air of offence and displeasure which went to
-Frances’ heart. “I will not come to the station. You will have, no
-doubt, everybody at the station. I don’t like greetings in the
-market-places,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa,” said Frances, “Mariuccia knows everything. I am sure she will be
-careful. She says she will not trouble Constance more than is necessary.
-And I hope&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, we shall do very well, I don’t doubt.”</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you will forgive me, papa, for all I may have done wrong. I hope
-you will not miss me; that is, I hope&mdash;oh, I hope you will miss me a
-little, for it breaks my heart when you look at me like that.”</p>
-
-<p>“We shall do very well,” said Waring, not looking at her at all, “both
-you and I.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you have nothing to say to me, papa?”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing&mdash;except that I hope you will like your new life and find
-everything pleasant. Good-bye, my dear; it is time you were going.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_310" id="page_310">{310}</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>And that was all. Everybody was at the station, it was true, which made
-it no place for leave-takings; and Frances did not know that he watched
-the train from the loggia till the white plume of steam disappeared with
-a roar in the next of those many tunnels that spoil the beautiful
-Cornice road. Constance walked back in the midst of the Gaunts and
-Durants, looking, as she always did, the mistress of the situation. But
-neither did Frances, blotted out in the corner of the carriage, crying
-behind her veil and her handkerchief, leaving all she knew behind her,
-understand with what a tug at her heart Constance saw the familiar
-little ugly face of her brother for the last time at the
-carriage-window, and turned back to the deadly monotony of the shelter
-she had sought for herself, with a sense that everything was over, and
-she herself completely deserted, like a wreck upon a desolate shore.</p>
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-<small>PRINTED BY WILLIAM BLACKWOOD AND SONS.</small></p>
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