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-THE BIG BLUE SOLDIER
-
-
-
-
-_GRACE LIVINGSTON HILL’S_
-
-_Charming and Wholesome Romances_
-
-
- The City of Fire
- The Tryst
- Cloudy Jewel
- Exit Betty
- The Search
- The Red Signal
- The Enchanted Barn
- The Finding of Jasper Holt
- The Obsession of Victoria Gracen
- Miranda
- The Best Man
- Lo, Michael!
- Marcia Schuyler
- Phoebe Deane
- Dawn of the Morning
- The Mystery of Mary
- The Girl from Montana
-
-
-
-
- THE
- BIG BLUE
- SOLDIER
-
- _BY_
- GRACE LIVINGSTON HILL
-
- AUTHOR OF “THE CITY OF FIRE,” “MARCIA SCHUYLER,” ETC.
-
- [Illustration]
-
- PHILADELPHIA & LONDON
- J. B. LIPPINCOTT COMPANY
- 1923
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1920, 1921, BY THE GOLDEN RULE COMPANY
- COPYRIGHT, 1923, BY J. B. LIPPINCOTT COMPANY
-
- PRINTED BY J. B. LIPPINCOTT COMPANY
- AT THE WASHINGTON SQUARE PRESS
- PHILADELPHIA, U. S. A.
-
-
-
-
-THE BIG BLUE SOLDIER
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-
-“And you don’t think maybe I ought to have had lemon custard to go with
-the pumpkin instead of the mince?”
-
-Miss Marilla Chadwick turned from her anxious watching at the kitchen
-window to search Mary Amber’s clear young eyes for the truth, the whole
-truth, and nothing but the truth.
-
-“Oh, no, I think mince is much better. All men like mince-pie, it’s
-so--sort of comprehensive, you know.”
-
-Miss Marilla turned back to her window, satisfied.
-
-“Well, now, if he came on that train, he ought to be in sight around
-the bend of the road in about three minutes,” she said tensely. “I’ve
-timed it often when folks were coming out from town, and it always
-takes just six minutes to get around the bend of the road.”
-
-All through the months of the Great War Miss Marilla had knit and
-bandaged and emergencied and canteened with an eager, wistful look in
-her dreamy gray eyes, and many a sweater had gone to some needy lad
-with the little thrilling remark as she handed it over to the committee:
-
-“I keep thinking, what if my nephew Dick should be needing one, and
-this just come along in time?”
-
-But when the war was over, and most people had begun to use pink and
-blue wool on their needles, or else cast them aside altogether and
-tried to forget there ever had been such a thing as war, and the price
-of turkeys had gone up so high that people forgot to be thankful the
-war was over, Miss Marilla still held that wistful look in her eyes,
-and still spoke of her nephew Dick with bated breath and a sigh. For
-was not Dick among those favored few who were to remain and do patrol
-work for an indefinite time in the land of the enemy, while others were
-gathered to their waiting homes and eager loved ones? Miss Marilla
-spoke of Dick as of one who still lingered on the border-land of
-terror, and who laid his young life a continuous sacrifice for the good
-of the great world.
-
-A neat paragraph to that effect appeared in _The Springhaven
-Chronicle_, a local sheet that offered scant news items and fat
-platitudes at an ever-increasing rate to a gullible and conceited
-populace, who supported it because it was really the only way to know
-what one’s neighbors were doing. The paragraph was the reluctant work
-of Mary Amber, the young girl who lived next door to Miss Marilla and
-had been her devoted friend since the age of four, when Miss Marilla
-used to bake sugar cookies for her in the form of stogy men with
-currant eyes and outstretched arms.
-
-Mary Amber remembered Nephew Dick as a young imp of nine who made a
-whole long, beautiful summer ugly with his torments. She also knew that
-the neighbors all round about had memories of that summer when Dick’s
-parents went on a Western trip and left him with his Aunt Marilla. Mary
-Amber shrank from exposing her dear friend to the criticisms of such
-of the readers of _The Springhaven Chronicle_ as had memories of their
-cats tortured, their chickens chased, their flower-beds trampled, their
-children bullied, and their windows broken by the youthful Dick.
-
-But time had softened the memories of that fateful summer in Miss
-Marilla’s mind, and, besides, she was sorely in need of a hero. Mary
-Amber had not the heart to refuse to write the paragraph, but she made
-it as conservative as the circumstances allowed.
-
-But now, at last, among the latest to be sent back, Lieutenant Richard
-Chadwick’s division was coming home!
-
-Miss Marilla read in the paper what day they would sail, and that they
-were expected to arrive not later than the twenty-ninth; and, as she
-read, she conceived a wild and daring plan. Why should not she have a
-real, live hero herself? A bit belated, of course, but all the more
-distinguished for that. And why should not Mary Amber have a whole
-devoted soldier boy of her own for the village to see and admire?
-Not that she told Mary Amber that, oh, no! But in her mind’s vision
-she saw herself, Mary Amber, and Dick all going together to church
-on Sunday morning, the bars on his uniform gleaming like the light
-in Mary Amber’s hazel eyes. Miss Marilla had one sudden pang of fear
-when she thought that perhaps he would not wear his uniform home, now
-that everybody else was in citizen’s clothing; then her sweet faith
-in the wholesomeness of all things came to her rescue, and she smiled
-in relief. Of course he would wear it to come home; that would be too
-outrageous not to, when he had been a hero. Of course he would wear it
-the first few days. And that was a good reason why she must invite him
-at once to visit her instead of waiting until he had been to his home
-and been demobilized. She _must_ have him in his uniform. She wanted
-the glory of it for her own brief share in that great time of uplifting
-and sacrifice that was so fast going into history.
-
-So Miss Marilla had hastened into the city to consult a friend who
-worked in the Red Cross and went out often to the wharves to meet
-the incoming boats. This friend promised to find out just when Dick’s
-division was to land, to hunt him up herself, and to see that he had
-the invitation at once. “See that he _came_,” she put it, with a wise
-reservation in her heart that the dear, loving soul should not be
-disappointed.
-
-And now, the very night before, this friend had called Miss Marilla on
-the telephone to say that she had information that Dick’s ship would
-dock at eight in the morning. It would probably be afternoon before he
-could get out to Springhaven; so she had better arrange to have dinner
-about half past five. So Miss Marilla, with shining eyes and heart that
-throbbed like a young girl’s, had thrown her cape over her shoulders
-and hastened in the twilight through the hedge to tell Mary Amber.
-
-Mary Amber, trying to conceal her inward doubts, had congratulated
-Miss Marilla and promised to come over the first thing in the morning
-to help get dinner. Promised also, after much urging, almost with tears
-on the part of Miss Marilla, to stay and help eat the dinner afterward
-in company with Miss Marilla and the young lieutenant. From this part
-of her promise Mary Amber’s soul recoiled, for she had no belief that
-the young leopard with whom she had played at the age of ten could have
-changed his spots in the course of a few years, or even covered them
-with a silver bar. But Mary Amber soon saw that her presence at that
-dinner was an intrinsic part of Miss Marilla’s joy in the anticipation
-of the dinner; and, much as she disliked the position of being flung at
-the young lieutenant in this way, she promised. After all, what did it
-matter what he thought of her anyway, since she had no use for him? And
-then, she could always quietly freeze him whenever Miss Marilla’s back
-was turned. And Mary Amber _could_ freeze with her hazel eyes when she
-tried.
-
-So quite early in the morning Miss Marilla and Mary Amber began a
-cheerful stir in Miss Marilla’s big sunny kitchen, and steadily,
-appetizingly, there grew an array of salads and pies and cakes and
-puddings and cookies and doughnuts and biscuits and pickles and olives
-and jellies; while a great bird stuffed to bursting went through the
-seven stages of its final career to the oven.
-
-But now it was five o’clock. The bird with brown and shining breast was
-waiting in the oven, “done to a turn;” mashed potatoes, sweet potatoes,
-squash, succotash, and onions had received the finishing-touches, and
-had only to be “taken up.” Cranberries and pickles and celery and jelly
-gave the final touches to a perfect table, and the sideboard fairly
-groaned under its load of pies and cake. One might have thought a whole
-regiment were to dine with Miss Marilla Chadwick that day, from the
-sights and smells that filled the house. Up in the spare room the fire
-glowed in a Franklin heater, and a geranium glowed in a west window
-between spotless curtains to welcome the guest; and now there was
-nothing left for the two women to do but the final anxiety.
-
-Mary Amber had her part in that, perhaps even more than her hostess and
-friend; for Mary Amber was jealous for Miss Marilla, and Mary Amber was
-youthfully incredulous. She had no trust in Dick Chadwick, even though
-he was an officer and had patrolled an enemy country for a few months
-after the war was over.
-
-Mary Amber had slipped over to her own house when she finished mashing
-the potatoes, and changed her gown. She was putting little squares of
-butter on the bread-and-butter plates now, and the setting sun cast
-a halo of burnished light over her gold hair, and brightened up the
-silk of her brown gown with its touches of wood-red. Mary Amber was
-beautiful to look upon as she stood with her butterknife deftly cutting
-the squares and dropping them in just the right spot on the plates. But
-there was a troubled look in her eyes as she glanced from time to time
-at the older woman over by the window. Miss Marilla had given over all
-thought of work, and was intent only on the road toward the station. It
-would seem as if not until this moment had her great faith failed her,
-and the thought come to her that perhaps he might not come.
-
-“You know, of course, he might not get that train,” she said
-meditatively. “The other leaves only half an hour later. But she said
-she’d tell him to take this one.”
-
-“That’s true, too,” said Mary Amber cheerily. “And nothing will be hurt
-by waiting. I’ve fixed those mashed potatoes so they won’t get soggy by
-being too hot, and I’m sure they’ll keep hot enough.”
-
-“You’re a good, dear girl, Mary Amber,” said Miss Marilla, giving her
-a sudden impulsive kiss. “I only wish I could do something great and
-beautiful for you.”
-
-Miss Marilla caught up her cape, and hurried toward the door.
-
-“I’m going out to the gate to meet him,” she said with a smile. “It’s
-time he was coming in a minute now, and I want to be out there without
-hurrying.”
-
-She clambered down the steps, her knees trembling with excitement.
-She hoped Mary Amber had not looked out of the window. A boy was
-coming on a bicycle; and, if he should be a boy with a telegram or a
-special-delivery letter, she wanted to read it before Mary Amber saw
-her. Oh, how awful if anything had happened that he couldn’t come
-to-day! Of course, he might come later to-night, or to-morrow; and a
-turkey would keep, though it was never so good as the minute it was
-taken out of the oven.
-
-The boy was almost to the gate now, and--yes, he was going to stop. He
-was swinging one leg out with that long movement that meant slowing up.
-She panted forward with a furtive glance back at the house. She hoped
-Mary Amber was looking at the turkey and not out of the window.
-
-It seemed that her fingers had suddenly gone tired while she was
-writing her name in that boy’s book, and they almost refused to tear
-open the envelope as the boy swung on his wheel again and vanished down
-the road. She had presence of mind enough to keep her back to the house
-and the telegram in front of her as she opened it covertly, trying to
-keep the attitude of still looking eagerly down the road, while the
-typewritten brief message got itself across to her tumultuous mind.
-
- “Impossible to accept invitation. Have other engagements. Thanks just
- the same.
- “(Signed)
- “LIEUTENANT RICHARD H. CHADWICK.”
-
-Miss Marilla tore the yellow paper hastily, and crumpled it into a
-ball in her hands as she stared down the road through brimming tears.
-She managed an upright position; but her knees were shaking under
-her, and a gone feeling came in her stomach. Across the sunset skies
-in letters of accusing size there seemed to blaze the paragraphs
-from _The Springhaven Chronicle_, copied afterwards in the county
-_Gazette_, about Miss Marilla Chadwick’s nephew, Lieutenant Richard H.
-Chadwick, who was expected at his aunt’s home as soon as he landed in
-this country after a long and glorious career in other lands, and who
-would spend the week-end with his aunt, and “doubtless be heard from
-at the Springhaven Club House before he left.” Her throat caught with
-a queer little sound like a groan. Still, with her hand grasping the
-front gate convulsively, Miss Marilla stood and stared down the road,
-trying to think what to do, how to word a paragraph explaining why he
-did not come, how to explain to Mary Amber so that that look of sweet
-incredulousness should not come into her eyes.
-
-Then suddenly, as she stared through her blur of tears, there appeared
-a straggling figure, coming around the bend of the road by the Hazard
-house; and Miss Marilla, with nothing at all in her mind but to escape
-from the watchful, loving eyes of Mary Amber for a moment longer, till
-she could think what to say to her, staggered out the gate and down the
-road toward the person, whoever it was, that was coming slowly up the
-road.
-
-On stumbled Miss Marilla, nearer and nearer to the oncoming man, till
-suddenly through a blur of tears she noticed that he wore a uniform.
-Her heart gave a leap, and for a moment she thought it must be Dick;
-that he had been playing her a joke by the telegram, and was coming on
-immediately to surprise her before she had a chance to be disappointed.
-It was wonderful how the years had done their halo work for Dick with
-Miss Marilla.
-
-She stopped short, trembling, one hand to her throat. Then, as the man
-drew nearer and she saw his halting gait, saw, too, his downcast eyes
-and whole dejected attitude, she somehow knew it was not Dick. Never
-would he have walked to her home in that way. There had been a swagger
-about little Dick that could not be forgotten. The older Dick, crowned
-now with many honors, would not have forgotten to hold his head high.
-
-Unconscious of her attitude of intense interest she stood with hand
-still fluttering at her throat, and eyes brightly on the man as he
-advanced.
-
-When he was almost opposite to her, he looked up. He had fine eyes and
-good features; but his expression was bitter for one so young, and in
-the eyes there was a look of pain.
-
-“Oh! excuse me,” said Miss Marilla, looking around furtively to be sure
-Mary Amber could not see them so far away. “Are you in a very great
-hurry?”
-
-The young man looked surprised, amused, and slightly bored, but paused
-politely.
-
-“Not specially,” he said; and there was a tone of dry sarcasm in his
-voice. “Is there anything I can do for you?”
-
-He lifted the limp little trench-cap, and paused to rest his lame knee.
-
-“Why, I was wondering if you would mind coming in and eating
-dinner with me,” spoke Miss Marilla eagerly from a dry throat of
-embarrassment. “You see my nephew’s a returned soldier, and I’ve just
-got word he can’t come. The dinner’s all ready to be dished up, and it
-needn’t take you long.”
-
-“Dinner sounds good to me,” said the young man with a grim glimmer of a
-smile. “I guess I can accommodate you, madam. I haven’t had anything
-to eat since I left the camp last night.”
-
-“Oh! You poor child!” said Miss Marilla, beaming on him with a
-welcoming smile. “Now isn’t it fortunate I should have asked _you_?”
-as if there had been a throng of passing soldiers from which she might
-have chosen. “But are you sure I’m not keeping you from some one else
-who is waiting for you?”
-
-“If there’s any one else waiting anywhere along this road for me, it’s
-all news to me, madam; and anyhow you got here first, and I guess you
-have first rights.”
-
-He had swung into the easy, familiar vernacular of the soldier now; and
-for the moment his bitterness was held in abeyance, and the really nice
-look in his eyes shone forth.
-
-“Well, then, we’ll just go along in,” said Miss Marilla, casting
-another quick glance toward the house. “And I think I’m most fortunate
-to have found you. It’s so disappointing to get dinner ready for
-company and then not have any.”
-
-“Must be almost as disappointing as to get all ready for dinner and
-then not have any,” said the soldier affably.
-
-Miss Marilla smiled wistfully.
-
-“I suppose your name doesn’t happen to be Richard, does it?” she asked
-with that childish appeal in her eyes that had always kept her a young
-woman and good company for Mary Amber, even though her hair had long
-been gray.
-
-“Might just as well be that as anything else,” he responded, affably,
-willing to drop into whatever rôle was set for him in this most
-unexpected byplay.
-
-“And you wouldn’t mind if I should call you Dick?” she asked with a
-wistful look in her blue eyes.
-
-“Like nothing better,” he assented glibly, and found his own heart
-warming to this confiding stranger lady.
-
-“That’s beautiful of you!” She put out a shy hand, and laid it lightly
-on the edge of his cuff. “You don’t know how much obliged I am. You
-see, Mary Amber hasn’t ever quite believed he was coming--Dick, I
-mean--and she’s been so kind, and helped me get the dinner and all. I
-just couldn’t bear to tell her he wasn’t coming.”
-
-The young soldier stopped short in the middle of the road, and whistled.
-
-“Horrors!” he exclaimed in dismay “Are there other guests? Who is Mary
-Amber?”
-
-“Why, she’s just my neighbor, who played with you--I mean with Dick
-when he was here visiting as a child a good many years ago. I’m afraid
-he wasn’t always as polite to her then as a boy ought to be to a little
-girl; and--well, she’s never liked him very well. I was afraid she
-would say, ‘I told you so’ if she thought he didn’t come. It won’t be
-necessary for me to tell any lies, you know. I’ll just say, ‘Dick, this
-is Mary Amber; I suppose you don’t remember her,’ and that’ll be all.
-You don’t mind, do you? It won’t take long to eat dinner.”
-
-“But I’m a terrible mess to meet a girl!” he exclaimed uneasily,
-looking down deprecatingly at himself. “I thought it was just you. This
-uniform’s three sizes too large, and needs a drink. Besides,” he passed
-a speculative hand over his smoothly shaven chin, “I--don’t _care_ for
-girls!” There was a deep frown between his eyes, and the bitter look
-had come back on his face. Miss Marilla thought he looked as if he
-might be going to run away.
-
-“Oh, that’s all right!” said Miss Marilla anxiously. “Neither does
-Mary Amber like men. She says they’re all a selfish conceited lot.
-You needn’t have much to do with her. Just eat your dinner and tell
-anything you want to about the war. We won’t bother you to talk much.
-Come; this is the house, and the turkey must be on the table getting
-cold by now.”
-
-She swung open the gate, and laid a persuasive hand on the shabby
-sleeve; and the young man reluctantly followed her up the path to the
-front door.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-
-When Lyman Gage set sail for France three years before, he left behind
-him a modest interest in a promising business enterprise, a girl who
-seemed to love him dearly, and a debt of several thousand dollars to
-her father, who had advised him to go into the enterprise and furnished
-the funds for his share in the capital.
-
-When he had returned from France three days before, he had been met
-with news that the business enterprise had gone to smash during the
-war, the girl had become engaged to a dashing young captain with a
-well-feathered nest, and the debt had become a galling yoke.
-
-“Father says, tell you you need not worry about the money you owe him,”
-wrote the girl sweetly, concluding her revelations. “You can pay it at
-your leisure when you get started again.”
-
-Lyman Gage lost no time in gathering together every cent he could
-scrape up. This was more than he had at first hoped, because of the
-fact that he owned two houses in the big city in which he had landed;
-and these houses, though old and small, happened to be located in the
-vicinity of a great industrial plant that had sprung up since the end
-of the war, and houses were going at soaring prices. They were snapped
-up at once at a sum that was fabulous in comparison with their real
-value. This, with what he had brought home and the bonus he received on
-landing, exactly covered his indebtedness to the man who was to have
-been his father-in-law; and, when he turned away from the window where
-he had been telegraphing the money to his lawyer in a far State with
-instructions to pay the loan at once, he had just forty-six cents left
-in his pocket.
-
-Suddenly, as he reflected that he had done the last thing there was
-left that he now cared to do on earth, the noises of the great city got
-hold upon his nerve, and tore and racked it.
-
-He was filled with a great desire to get out and away from it, he cared
-not where, only so that the piercing sounds and rumbling grind of the
-traffic of the city should not press upon the raw nerves and torture
-them.
-
-With no thought of getting anything to eat or providing for a
-shelterless night that was fast coming on, he wandered out into the
-train-area of the great station, and idly read the names up over the
-train-gates. One caught his fancy, “PURLING BROOK.” It seemed as if
-it might be quiet there, and a fellow could think. He followed the
-impulse, and strode through the gates just as they were about to be
-closed. Dropping into the last seat in the car as the train was about
-to start, he flung his head back, and closed his eyes wearily. He did
-not care whether he ever got anywhere or not. He was weary in heart
-and spirit. He wished that he might just sink away into nothingness.
-He was too tired to think, to bemoan his fate, to touch with torturing
-finger of memory all the little beautiful hopes that he had woven about
-the girl he thought he loved better than any one else on earth. Just
-passingly he had a wish that he had a living mother to whom he could
-go with his sick heart for healing. But she had been gone long years,
-and his father even longer. There was really no one to whom he cared
-to show his face, now that all he had counted dear on earth had been
-suddenly taken from him.
-
-The conductor roused him from a profound sleep, demanding a ticket,
-and he had the good fortune to remember the name he had seen over the
-gate: “Purling Brook. How much?”
-
-“Fifty-six cents.”
-
-Gage reached into his pocket, and displayed the coins on his palm with
-a wry smile.
-
-“Guess you better put me off here, and I’ll walk,” he said, stumbling
-wearily to his feet.
-
-“That’s all right, son. Sit down,” said the conductor half roughly.
-“You pay me when you come back sometime. I’ll make it good.” And he
-glanced at the uniform kindly.
-
-Gage looked down at his shabby self helplessly. Yes, he was still a
-soldier, and people had not got over the habit of being kind to the
-uniform. He thanked the conductor, and sank into sleep again, to be
-roused by the same kindly hand a few minutes later at Purling Brook.
-He stumbled off, and stood looking dazedly about him at the trig little
-village. The sleep was not yet gone from his eyes, nor the ache from
-his nerves; but the clear quiet of the little town seemed to wrap him
-about soothingly like salve, and the crisp air entered into his lungs,
-and gave him heart. He realized that he was hungry.
-
-It seemed to have been a popular afternoon train that he had travelled
-upon. He looked beyond the groups of happy home-comers to where it
-hurried away gustily down the track, even then preparing to stop at the
-next near suburban station to deposit a few more home-comers. There on
-that train went the only friend he felt he had in the world at present,
-that grizzly conductor with his kindly eyes looking through great
-bifocals like a pleasant old grasshopper.
-
-Well, he could not remain here any longer. The air was biting, and the
-sun was going down. Across the road the little drug-store even then was
-twinkling out with lights behind its blue and green glass urns. Two
-boys and a girl were drinking something at the soda-fountain through
-straws, and laughing a great deal. It somehow turned him sick, he could
-not tell why. He had done things like that many a time himself.
-
-There was a little stone church down the street, with a spire and
-bells. The sun touched the bells with burnished crimson till they
-looked like Christmas cards. A youthful rural football team went
-noisily across the road, discoursing about how they would come out
-that night if their mothers would let them; and the station cab came
-down the street full of passengers, and waited for a lady at the
-meat-market. He could see the legs of a chicken sticking out of the
-basket as the driver helped her in.
-
-He began to wonder why he hadn’t stayed in the city and spent his
-forty-six cents for something to eat. It would have bought a great
-many crackers, say, or even bananas. He passed the bakery, and a whiff
-of fresh-baked bread greeted his nostrils. He cast a wistful eye at
-the window. Of course he might go in and ask for a job in payment
-for his supper. There were his soldier’s clothes. But no. That was
-equivalent to begging. He could not quite do that. Here in town they
-would have all the help they wanted. Perhaps, farther out in the
-country--perhaps--he didn’t know what; only he couldn’t bring himself
-to ask for food, even with the offer to work. He didn’t care enough for
-that. What was hunger, anyway? A thing to be satisfied and come again.
-What would happen if he didn’t satisfy it? Die, of course, but what
-did it matter? What was there to live for, anyway?
-
-He passed a house all windows, where children were gathered about
-a piano with one clumsily playing an accompaniment. There was an
-open fire, and the long windows came down to the piazza floor. They
-were singing at the top of their lungs, the old, time-worn song made
-familiar to them by community sing-songs, still good to them because
-they all knew it so well,
-
- “There’s a long, long trail a-winding
- Until my dreams all come true;”
-
-and it gripped his heart like a knife. He had sung that song with _her_
-when it was new and tender, just before he sailed away; and the trail
-had seemed so long! And now he had reached the end of it, and she had
-not been there to meet him! It was incredible! She so fair! And false!
-After all those months of waiting! That was the hardest part of it,
-that she could have done it, and then explained so lightly that he had
-been away so long she was sure he would understand, and they both must
-have got over their childish attachment; and so on, through the long,
-nauseating sentences of her repeal. He shuddered as he said them over
-to his tired heart, and then shuddered again with the keen air; for his
-uniform was thin, and he had no overcoat.
-
-What was that she had said about the money? He needn’t worry about it.
-A sort of bone to toss to the lone dog after he was kicked out. Ah,
-well! It was paid. He was glad of that. He was even grimly glad for
-his own destitution. It gave a kind of sense of satisfaction to have
-gone hungry and homeless to pay it all in one grand lump, and to have
-paid it at once, and through his lawyer, without any word to her or
-her father either. They should not be even distant witnesses of his
-humiliation. He would never cross their path again if he had his way.
-They should be as completely wiped out of his existence and he out of
-theirs as if the same universe did not hold them.
-
-He passed down the broad, pleasant street in the crisp air, and every
-home on either hand gave him a thrust of memory that stabbed him to
-the heart. It was such a home as one of these that he had hoped to
-have some day, although it would have been in the city, perhaps, for
-she always liked the city. He had hoped in the depths of his heart to
-persuade her to the country, though. Now he saw as in a revelation how
-futile such hopes had been. She would never have come to love sweet,
-quiet ways such as he loved. She couldn’t ever have really loved him,
-or she would have waited, would not have changed.
-
-Over and over again he turned the bitter story, trying to get it
-settled in his heart so that the sharp edges would not hurt so, trying
-to accustom himself to the thought that she whom he had cherished
-through the blackness of the years that were past was not what he
-had thought her. He stopped in the road beside a tall hedge that hid
-the Hazard house from view, and snatched out her picture that he had
-carried in his breast pocket till now; snatched it out, gazed upon
-it with a look that was not good to see on a young face, and tore it
-across! He took a step forward, and every step he tore a tiny fragment
-from the picture and flung it into the road bit by bit till the lovely
-face was mutilated in the dust where the feet of passers-by would grind
-upon it and where those great blue eyes that had gazed back at him
-from the picture so long would be destroyed forever. It was the last
-thread that bound him to her, that picture; and, when the last scrap of
-picture had fluttered away from him, he put his head down and strode
-forward like one who has cast away from him his last hope.
-
-The voice of Miss Marilla roused him like a homely, pleasant sound
-about the house of a morning when one has had an unhappy dream; and
-he lifted his head, and, soldier-like, dropped into the old habit of
-hiding his emotions.
-
-Her kindly face somehow comforted him, and the thought of dinner was
-a welcome one. The ugly tragedy of his life seemed to melt away for
-the moment, as if it could not stand the light of the setting sun and
-her wholesome presence. There was an appeal in her eyes that reached
-him; and somehow he didn’t feel like turning down her naïve, childlike
-proposition. Besides, he was used to being cared for because he was
-a soldier, and why not once more now when everything else had gone so
-rotten? It was an adventure, anyway, and what was there left for him
-but adventure? he asked himself with a little bitter sneer.
-
-But, when she mentioned a _girl_, that was a different thing! Girls
-were all treacherous. It was a new conviction with him; but it had gone
-deep, so deep that it had extended not only to a certain girl or class
-of girls, but to all girls everywhere. He had become a woman-hater.
-He wanted nothing more to do with any of them. And yet at that moment
-his tired, disappointed, hurt man’s soul was really crying out for the
-woman of the universe to comfort him, to explain to him this awful
-circumstance that had come to all his bright dreams. A mother, that
-was what he thought he wanted; and Miss Marilla looked as if she might
-make a nice mother. So he turned like a tired little hungry boy, and
-followed her, at least until she said “girl.” Then he almost turned and
-fled.
-
-Yet, while Miss Marilla coaxed and explained about Mary Amber, he
-stood facing again the lovely vision of the girl he had left behind at
-the beginning of the long, long trail, and whose picture he had just
-trampled underfoot on this end of the trail, which it now seemed to him
-would wind on forever alone for him. As he paused on Miss Marilla’s
-immaculate front steps, he was preparing himself to face the enemy of
-his life in the form of woman. The one thing really that made him go
-into that house and meekly submit to be Miss Marilla’s guest was that
-his soul had risen to battle. He would fight Girl in the concrete! She
-should be his enemy from henceforth. And this strange, unknown girl,
-who hated men and thought them conceited and selfish, this cold,
-inhuman creature, was likely false-hearted too, like the one he had
-loved and who had not loved him. He would show her what he thought
-of such girls, of all girls; what all men who knew anything about it
-thought of all girls! And, thus reasoning, he followed Miss Marilla
-into the pleasant oilcloth-covered hall, and up the front stairs to
-the spare room, where she smilingly showed him the towels and brushes
-prepared for his comfort, and left him, calling cheerily back that
-dinner would be on the table as soon as he was ready to come down.
-
-All the time he was bathing his tired, dirty face and cold, rough hands
-in the warm, sweet-scented soap-suds, and wiping them on the fragrant
-towel, even while he stood in front of the mirror all polished to
-reflect the visage of Lieutenant Richard H. Chadwick, and brushed his
-close-cropped curls till there was not a hint of wave left in them,
-he was hardening himself to meet Girl in the concrete and get back a
-return for what she had done to his life.
-
-Then, with a last final polish of the brush and a flick of the
-whisk-broom over his discouraged-looking uniform, he set his lips
-grimly, and went down-stairs, taking the precaution to fold his cap and
-put it into his pocket, for he might want to escape at any minute, and
-it was best to be prepared.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-
-Mary Amber was bearing in the great platter of golden-brown turkey when
-he first saw her, and had not heard him come down. She was entirely
-off her guard, with a sweet, serious intentness upon her work and a
-stray wisp of gold hair set afloat across the kitchen-flushed cheek.
-She looked so sweet and serviceable and true, with her lips parted in
-the pleasure of the final completion of her task, that the soldier
-was taken by surprise and thrown entirely off his guard. Was this the
-false-hearted creature he had come to fight?
-
-Then Mary Amber felt his eyes upon her as he stood staring from the
-open hall door, and, lifting her own clear ones, froze into the
-opponent at once. A very polite opponent, it is true, with all the
-grace of a young queen, but nevertheless an opponent, cold as a young
-icicle.
-
-Miss Marilla with bright eyes and preternaturally pink cheeks spoke
-into the vast pause that suddenly surrounded them all, and her voice
-sounded strangely unnatural to herself.
-
-“Dick, this is Mary Amber; I suppose you don’t remember her.”
-
-And the young soldier, not yet quite recovered from that first sweet
-vision of Mary Amber, went forward with his belligerence to woman
-somewhat held in abeyance.
-
-“You--have changed a good deal since then, haven’t you?” he managed to
-ask with his native quickness to say the right thing in an emergency.
-
-“A good many years have passed,” she said, coolly putting out a
-reluctant hand to please Miss Marilla. “You don’t look at all as you
-did. I never should have known you.”
-
-The girl was looking keenly at him, studying his face closely. If a
-soldier just home from an ocean trip could get any redder, his face
-would have grown so under her scrutiny. Also, now he was face to face
-with her, he felt his objection to Girl in general receding before the
-fact of his own position. How had that ridiculous old woman expected
-him to carry off a situation like this without giving it away? How was
-he supposed to converse with a girl he had never seen before, about
-things he had never done,--with a girl with whom he was supposed to
-have played in his youth? Why had he been such a fool as to get into
-this corner just for the sake of one more dinner? Why, to-morrow he
-would need another dinner, and all the to-morrows through which he
-might have to live. What was one dinner more or less? He felt in his
-hip pocket for the comforting assurance of his cap, and gave a furtive
-glance toward the hall door. It wouldn’t be far to bolt back to the
-road, and what would be the difference? He would never see either of
-the two again.
-
-Then the sweet, anxious eyes of his hostess met his with an appealing
-smile and he felt himself powerless to move.
-
-The girl’s eyes had swept over his ill-fitting uniform and he seemed to
-feel every crease and stain.
-
-“I thought they told us you were an officer, but I don’t see your
-bars.” She laughed mockingly, and searched his face again accusingly.
-
-“This is another fellow’s uniform,” he answered lamely. “Mine got
-shrunk so I could hardly get into it, and another fellow who was going
-home changed with me.”
-
-He lifted his eyes frankly, for it was the truth that he told, and he
-looked into her eyes, but saw that she did not believe him. Her dislike
-and distrust of the little boy Dick had come to the front. He saw that
-she believed that Dick had been boasting to his aunt of honors that
-were not his. A wave of anger swept over his face; yet somehow he could
-not summon his defiance. Somehow he wanted her to believe him.
-
-They sat down at the beautiful table, and the turkey got in its work
-on his poor human sensibilities. The delicate perfume of the hot meat
-as it fell in large, flaky slices from Miss Marilla’s sharp knife, the
-whiff of the summer savory and sage and sweet marjoram in the stuffing,
-the smoothness of the mashed potatoes, the brownness of the candied
-sweet potatoes, all cried out to him and held him prisoner. The odor of
-the food brought a giddiness to his head, and the faintness of hunger
-attacked him. A pallor grew under the tan of his face, and there were
-dark shadows under his nice eyes that quite touched Miss Marilla, and
-almost softened the hard look of distrust that had been growing around
-Mary Amber’s gentle lips.
-
-“This certainly is great!” he murmured. “I don’t deserve to get in on
-anything like this, but I’m no end grateful.”
-
-Mary Amber’s questioning eyes recalled him in confusion to his rôle of
-nephew in the house, and he was glad of the chance to bend his head
-while Miss Marilla softly asked a blessing on the meal. He had been
-wont to think he could get away with any situation; but he began to
-feel now as if his recent troubles had unnerved him, and he might make
-a mess of this one. Somehow that girl seemed as if she could see into
-a fellow’s heart. Why couldn’t he show her how he despised the whole
-race of false-hearted womankind?
-
-They heaped his plate with good things, poured him amber coffee rich
-with cream, gave him cranberry sauce and pickles and olives, and passed
-little delicate biscuits, and butter with the fragrance of roses. With
-all this before him he suddenly felt as if he could not swallow a
-mouthful. He lifted his eyes to the opposite wall, and a neatly framed
-sentence in quaint old English lettering met his eye, “Who crowneth
-thee with loving-kindness and tender mercies, so that thy youth is
-renewed like the eagle’s.”
-
-An intense desire to put his head down on the table and cry came over
-him. The warmth of the room, the fragrance of the food, had made him
-conscious of an ache in every part of his body. His head was throbbing
-too, and he wondered what was the matter with him. After all the
-harshness of the world, and the bitterness, to meet a kindness like
-this seemed to unnerve him. But gradually the food got in its work,
-and the hot coffee stimulated him. He rose to the occasion greatly.
-He described France, spoke of the beautiful cathedrals he had seen,
-the works of art, the little children, the work of reconstruction that
-was going on, spoke of Germany too, when he saw they expected him to
-have been there, although this was a shoal on which he almost wrecked
-his rôle before he realized. He told of the voyage over and the people
-he had met, and he kept most distinctly away from anything personal,
-at least as far away as Mary Amber would let him. She with her keen,
-questioning eyes was always bringing up some question that was almost
-impossible for him to answer directly without treading on dangerous
-ground, and it required skill indeed to turn her from it. Mary listened
-and marvelled, trying continually to trace in his face the lines of the
-fat-faced, arrogant child who used to torment her.
-
-Mary rose to take the plates, and the young soldier insisted on
-helping. Miss Marilla, pleased to see them getting on so nicely, sat
-smiling in her place, reaching out to brush away a stray crumb on the
-table-cloth. Mary, lingering in the kitchen for a moment, to be sure
-the fire was not being neglected, lifted the stove-lid, and with the
-draught a little flame leaped up around a crumpled, smoldering yellow
-paper with the familiar “Western Union Telegraph” heading. Three words
-stood out distinctly for a second, “Impossible to accept,” and then
-were enveloped by the flame. Mary stood and stared with the stove-lid
-in her hand, and then, as the flame curled the paper over, she saw
-“Lieutenant Richard--” revealed and immediately licked up by the flame.
-
-It lay, a little crisp, black fabric with its message utterly
-illegible, but still Mary stood and stared and wondered. She had seen
-the boy on the bicycle ride up and go away. She had also seen the
-approaching soldier almost immediately, and the thought of the telegram
-had been at once erased. Now it came back forcefully. Dick, then, had
-sent a telegram, and it looked as if he had declined the invitation.
-Who, then, was this stranger at the table? Some comrade working Miss
-Marilla for a dinner, or Dick himself, having changed his mind or
-playing a practical joke? In any case Mary felt she ought to disapprove
-of him utterly. It was her duty to show him up to Miss Marilla; and yet
-how could she do it when she did not know anything herself?
-
-“Hurry, Mary, and bring the pie,” called Miss Marilla. “We’re waiting.”
-
-Mary put the stove-lid down, and went slowly, thoughtfully back to the
-dining-room bearing a pie. She studied the face of the young soldier
-intently as she passed him his pie, but he seemed so young and pleasant
-and happy she hadn’t the heart to say anything just yet. She would bide
-her time. Perhaps somehow it was all explainable. So she set to asking
-him questions.
-
-“By the way, Dick, what ever became of Barker?” she requested, fixing
-her clear eyes on his face.
-
-“Barker?” said Lyman Gage, puzzled and polite, then, remembering his
-rôle, “Oh, yes, _Barker_!” He laughed. “Great old Barker, wasn’t he?”
-He turned in troubled appeal to Miss Marilla.
-
-“Barker certainly was the cutest little guinea-pig I ever saw,” beamed
-Miss Marilla, “although at the time I really wasn’t as fond of it as
-you were. You would have it around in the kitchen so much.”
-
-There was covert apology in Miss Marilla’s voice for the youthful
-character of the young man he was supposed to be.
-
-“I should judge I must have been a good deal of a nuisance in those
-days,” hazarded the soldier, feeling that he was treading on dangerous
-ground.
-
-“Oh, no!” sighed Miss Marilla, trying to be truthful and at the same
-time polite. “Children will be children, you know.”
-
-“All children are not alike.” It was as near to snapping as sweet Mary
-Amber ever came. She had memories which time had not dimmed.
-
-“Was it as bad as that?” laughed the young man. “I’m sorry!”
-
-Mary had to laugh. His frankness certainly was disarming. But there was
-that telegram! And Mary grew serious again. She did not intend to have
-her gentle old friend deceived.
-
-Mary insisted on clearing off the table and washing the dishes, and
-the soldier insisted on helping her; so Miss Marilla, much disturbed
-that domestic duties should interfere with the evening, put everything
-away, and made the task as brief as possible, looking anxiously at Mary
-Amber every trip back from the refrigerator and pantry to see how she
-was getting on with the strange soldier, and how the strange soldier
-was getting on with her. At first she was a little troubled lest he
-shouldn’t be the kind of man she would want to introduce to Mary Amber;
-but after she had heard him talk and express such thoroughly wholesome
-views on politics and national subjects she almost forgot he was not
-the real Dick, and her doting heart could not help wanting Mary Amber
-to like him. He was, in fact, the personification of the Dick she had
-dreamed out for her own, as different in fact from the real Dick as
-could have been imagined, and a great deal better. His frank eyes, his
-pleasant manner, his cultured voice, all pleased her; and she couldn’t
-help feeling that he was Dick come back as she would have liked him to
-be all the time.
-
-“I’d like to have a little music, just a little before Mary has to go
-home,” Miss Marilla said wistfully as Mary Amber hung up the dish-towel
-with an air that said plainly without words that she felt her duty
-toward the stranger was over and she was going to depart at once.
-
-“Sure!” said the stranger. “You sing, don’t you, Miss Mary?”
-
-There was nothing for it, and Mary resigned herself to another half
-hour. They went into the parlor; and Mary sat down at the old square
-piano, and touched its asthmatic keys that sounded the least bit
-tin-panny even under such skilled fingers as hers.
-
-“What shall I play?” questioned Mary. “‘The long, long trail’?” There
-was a bit of sarcasm in her tone. Mary was a real musician, and hated
-rag-time.
-
-“No! _Never!_” said the soldier quickly. “I mean--not that, _please_;”
-and a look of such bitter pain swept over his face that Mary glanced up
-surprised, and forgot to be disagreeable for several minutes while she
-pondered his expression.
-
-“Excuse me,” he said. “But I loathe it. Give us something else; sing
-something _real_. I’m sure you can.” There was a hidden compliment in
-his tone, and Mary was surprised. The soldier had almost forgotten that
-he did not belong there. He was acting as he might have acted in his
-own social sphere.
-
-Mary struck a few chords tenderly on the piano, and then broke into the
-delicious melody of “The Spirit Flower;” and Lyman Gage forgot that he
-was playing a part in a strange home with a strange girl, forgot that
-he hadn’t a cent in the world, and his girl was gone, and sat watching
-her face as she sang. For Mary had a voice like a thrush in the summer
-evening, that liquid appeal that always reminds one of a silver spoon
-dropped into a glass of water; and Mary had a face like the spirit
-flower itself. As she sang she could not help living, breathing, being
-the words she spoke.
-
-There was nothing, absolutely nothing, about Mary to remind him of
-the girl he had lost; and there was something in her sweet, serious
-demeanor as she sang to call to his better nature; a wholesome, serious
-sweetness that was in itself a kind of antiseptic against bitterness
-and sweeping denunciation. Lyman Gage as he listened was lifted out
-of himself and set in a new world where men and women thought of
-something besides money and position and social prestige. He seemed to
-be standing off apart from himself and seeing himself from a new angle,
-an angle in which he was not the only one that mattered in this world,
-and in which he got a hint that his plans might be only hindrances to a
-larger life for himself and every one else. Not that he exactly thought
-these things in so many words. It was more as if while Mary sang a wind
-blew freshly from a place where such thoughts were crowding, and made
-him seem smaller in his own conceit than he had thought he was.
-
-“And now sing ‘Laddie,’” pleaded Miss Marilla.
-
-A wave of annoyance swept over Mary Amber’s face. It was plain she
-did not wish to sing that song. Nevertheless, she sang it, forgetting
-herself and throwing all the pathos and tenderness into her voice
-that belonged to the beautiful words. Then she turned from the piano
-decidedly, and rose. “I must go home at once,” was written in every
-line of her attitude. Miss Marilla rose nervously, and looked from one
-of her guests to the other.
-
-“Dick, I wonder if you haven’t learned to sing.”
-
-Her eyes were so pathetic that they stirred the young man to her
-service. Besides, there was something so contemptuous in the attitude
-of that human spirit flower standing on the wing as it were in that
-done-with-him-forever attitude that spurred him into a faint desire to
-show her what he could do.
-
-“Why, sure!” he answered lazily, and with a stride transferred himself
-to the piano-stool and struck a deep, strong chord or two. Suddenly
-there poured forth a wondrous barytone such as was seldom heard in
-Purling Brook, and indeed is not common anywhere. He had a feeling that
-he was paying for his wonderful dinner, and must do his best. The first
-song that had come to his mind was a big, blustery French patriotic
-song; and the very spirit of the march was in its cadence. Out of the
-corner of his eye he could see Mary Amber still poised, but waiting in
-her astonishment. He felt that he had already scored a point. When he
-came to the grand climax, she cried out with pleasure and clapped her
-hands. Miss Marilla had sunk into the mahogany rocker, but was sitting
-on the edge, alert to prolong this gala evening; and two bright spots
-of colorful delight shone on her faded cheeks.
-
-He did not wait for them to ask him for another; he dashed into a minor
-key, and began to sing a wild, sweet, sobbing song of love and loss
-till Mary, entranced, softly slipped into a chair, and sat breathless
-with clasped hands and shining eyes. It was such an artistic, perfect
-thing, that song, that she forgot everything else while it was going on.
-
-When the last sob died away, and the little parlor was silent with deep
-feeling, he whirled about on the piano-stool, and rose briskly.
-
-“Now I’ve done my part, am I to be allowed to see the lady home?”
-
-He looked at Miss Marilla instead of Mary for permission, and she
-smiled, half frightened.
-
-“It isn’t necessary at all,” spoke Mary crisply, rising and going for a
-wrap. “It’s only a step.”
-
-“Oh, I think so, surely!” answered Miss Marilla as if a great point of
-etiquette had been decided. She gave him a look of perfect trust.
-
-“It’s only across the garden and through the hedge, you know,” she said
-in a low tone; “but I think she would appreciate it.”
-
-“Certainly,” he said, and turned with perfect courtesy as Mary looked
-in at the door and called, “Good night.”
-
-He did not make a fuss about attending her. He simply was there close
-beside her as she sped through the dark without a word to him.
-
-“It’s been very pleasant to meet you,” he said as she turned with
-a motion of dismissal at her own steps, “again,” he added lamely.
-“I--I’ve enjoyed the evening more than you can understand. I enjoyed
-your singing.”
-
-“Oh! _My_ singing!” flung back Mary. “Why, I was like a sparrow beside
-a nightingale. It wasn’t quite fair of you to let me sing first without
-knowing you had a voice. It’s strange. You know you never used to sing.”
-
-It seemed to him her glance went deep as she looked at him through the
-shadows of the garden. He thought about it as he crept back through
-the hedge, shivering now, for the night was keen and his uniform was
-thin. Well, what did it matter what she thought? He would soon be far
-away from her and never likely to see her again. Yet he was glad he had
-scored a point, one point against Girl in the concrete.
-
-Now he must go in and bid his hostess good-by, and then away to--where?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-
-As Lyman Gage went up the steps to Miss Marilla’s front porch a sick
-thrill of cold and weariness passed over his big frame. Every joint and
-muscle seemed to cry out in protest, and his very vitals seemed sore
-and racked. The bit of bright evening was over, and he was facing his
-own gray life again with a future that was void and empty.
-
-But the door was not shut. Miss Marilla was hovering anxiously inside
-with the air of just having retreated from the porch. She gave a little
-relieved gasp as he entered.
-
-“Oh, I was afraid you wouldn’t come back,” she said eagerly. “And I
-did so want to thank you and tell you how we--how I--yes, I mean _we_,
-for I know she loved that singing--how very much we have enjoyed it. I
-shall always thank God that He sent you along just then.”
-
-“Well, I certainly have cause to thank you for that wonderful dinner,”
-he said earnestly, as he might have spoken to a dear relation, “and
-for all this”--he waved his big hand toward the bright room--“this
-pleasantness. It was like coming home, and I haven’t any home to come
-to now.”
-
-“Oh! Haven’t you?” said Miss Marilla caressingly. “Oh, _haven’t_ you?”
-she said again wistfully. “I wonder why I can’t keep you a little
-while, then. You seem just like my own nephew--as I had hoped he would
-be--I haven’t seen him in a long time. Where were you going when I
-stopped you?”
-
-The young man lifted heavy eyes that were bloodshot and sore to the
-turning, and tried to smile. To save his life he couldn’t lie blithely
-when it seemed so good to be in that warm room.
-
-“Why--I was--I don’t know--I guess I just wasn’t going anywhere. To
-tell you the truth, I was all in, and down on my luck, and as blue as
-indigo when you met me. I was just tramping anywhere to get away from
-it.”
-
-“You poor boy!” said Miss Marilla, putting out her fine little
-blue-veined hands and caressing the old khaki sleeve. “Well, then
-you’re just going to stay with me and get rested. There’s no reason in
-the world why you shouldn’t.”
-
-“No, indeed!” said Lyman Gage, drawing himself up bravely, “I couldn’t
-think of it. It wouldn’t be right. But I certainly thank you with all
-my heart for what you have done for me to-night. I really must go at
-once.”
-
-“But where?” she asked pathetically, as if he belonged to her, sliding
-her hands detainingly down to his big rough ones.
-
-“Oh, anywhere, it doesn’t matter!” he said, holding her delicate little
-old hand in his with a look of sacred respect as if a nice old angel
-had offered to hold hands with him. “I’m a soldier, you know; and a few
-storms more or less won’t matter. I’m used to it. Good night.”
-
-He clasped her hands a moment, and was about to turn away; but she held
-his fingers eagerly.
-
-“You shall not go that way!” she declared. “Out into the cold
-without any overcoat, and no home to go to! Your hands are hot, too.
-I believe you have a fever. You’re going to stay here to-night and
-have a good sleep and a warm breakfast; and then, if you must go, all
-right. My spare bed is all made up, and there’s a fire in the Franklin
-heater. The room’s as warm as toast, and Mary put a big bouquet of
-chrysanthemums up there. If you don’t sleep there, it will all be
-wasted. You _must_ stay.”
-
-“No, it wouldn’t be right.” He shook his head again, and smiled
-wistfully. “What would people say?”
-
-“Say! Why, they’ve got it in the paper that you’re to be here--at
-least, that Dick’s to be here. They’ll think you’re my nephew and think
-nothing else about it. Besides, I guess I have a right to have company
-if I like.”
-
-“If there was any way I could pay you,” said the young man. “But I
-haven’t a cent to my name, and no telling how long before I will have
-anything. I really couldn’t accept any such hospitality.”
-
-“Oh, that’s all right,” said Miss Marilla cheerily. “You can pay me if
-you like, sometime when you get plenty; or perhaps you’ll take me in
-when I’m having a hard time. Anyhow, you’re going to stay. I won’t take
-no for an answer. I’ve been disappointed and disappointed about Dick’s
-coming, and me having no one to show for all the years of the war, just
-making sweaters for the world, it seemed like, with no one belonging to
-me; and now I’ve got a soldier, and I’m going to keep him at least for
-one night. Nobody’s to know but you’re my own nephew, and I haven’t got
-to go around the town, have I, telling that Dick didn’t care enough for
-his old country aunt to come out and take dinner with her? It’s nothing
-to them, is it, if they think he came and stayed overnight too? Or
-even a few days. Nobody’ll be any the wiser, and I’ll take a lot more
-comfort.”
-
-“I’d like to accommodate you,” faltered the soldier; “but you know
-I really ought--” Suddenly the big fellow was seized with a fit of
-sneezing, and the sick sore thrills danced all down his back, and
-slapped him in the face, and pricked him in the throat, and banged
-against his head. He dropped weakly down in a chair, and got out the
-discouragedest-looking handkerchief that ever a soldier carried. It
-looked as if it might have washed the decks on the way over, or wiped
-off shoes, as doubtless it had; and it left a dull streak of olive-drab
-dust on his cheek and chin when he had finished polishing off the last
-sneeze and lifted his suffering eyes to his hostess.
-
-“You’re sick!” declared Miss Marilla with a kind of satisfaction, as if
-now she had got something she could really take hold of. “I’ve thought
-it all the evening. I first laid it to the wind in your face, for I
-knew you weren’t the drinking kind; and then I thought maybe you’d had
-to be up all night last night or something; lack of sleep makes eyes
-look that way; but I believe you’ve got the grippe, and I’m going to
-put you to bed and give you some homeopathic medicine. Come, tell me
-the truth. Aren’t you chilly?”
-
-With a half-sheepish smile the soldier admitted that he was, and a big
-involuntary shudder ran over his tall frame with the admission.
-
-“Well, it’s high time we got to work. There’s plenty of hot water; and
-you go up to the bathroom, and take a hot bath. I’ll put a hot-water
-bag in the bed, and get it good and warm; and I’ve got a long, warm
-flannel nightgown I guess you can get on. It was made for grandmother,
-and she was a big woman. Come, we’ll go right up-stairs. I can come
-down and shut up the house while you’re taking your bath.”
-
-The soldier protested, but Miss Marilla swept all before her. She
-locked the front door resolutely, and put the chain on. She turned out
-the parlor light, and shoved the young man before her to the stairs.
-
-“But I oughtn’t to,” he protested again with one foot on the first
-step. “I’m an utter stranger.”
-
-“Well, what’s that?” said Miss Marilla crisply. “‘I was a stranger, and
-ye took me in.’ When it comes to that, we’re all strangers. Come, hurry
-up; you ought to be in bed. You’ll feel like a new man when I get you
-tucked up.”
-
-“You’re awfully good,” he murmured, stumbling up the stairs, with a
-sick realization that he was giving way to the little imps of chills
-and thrills that were dancing over him, that he was all in, and in a
-few minutes more he would be a contemptible coward, letting a lone, old
-woman fuss over him this way.
-
-Miss Marilla turned up the light, and threw back the covers of the
-spare bed, sending a whiff of lavender through the room. The Franklin
-heater glowed cheerfully, and the place was warm as toast. There was
-something sweet and homelike in the old-fashioned room with its queer,
-ancient framed photographs of people long gone, and its plain but fine
-old mahogany. The soldier raised his bloodshot eyes, and looked about
-with a thankful wish that he felt well enough to appreciate it all.
-
-Miss Marilla had pulled open a drawer, and produced a long, fine
-flannel garment of nondescript fashion; and from a closet she drew
-forth a long pink bathrobe and a pair of felt slippers.
-
-“There! I guess you can get those on.”
-
-She bustled into the bathroom, turned on the hot water, and heaped big
-white bath-towels and sweet-scented soap upon him. In a kind of daze
-of thankfulness he stumbled into the bathroom, and began his bath. He
-hadn’t had a bath like that in--was it two years? Somehow the hot water
-held down the nasty little sick thrills, and cut out the chills for the
-time. It was wonderful to feel clean and warm, and smell the freshness
-of the towels and soap. He climbed into the big nightgown which also
-smelled of lavender, and came forth presently with the felt slippers
-on the front of his feet, and the pink bathrobe trailing around
-his shoulders. There was a meek, conquered expression on his face;
-and he crept gratefully into the warm bed according to directions,
-and snuggled down with that sick, sore thrill of thankfulness that
-everybody who has ever had grippe knows.
-
-Miss Marilla bustled up from down-stairs with a second hot-water bag in
-one hand and a thermometer in the other.
-
-“I’m going to take your temperature,” she said briskly, and stuck the
-thermometer into his unresisting mouth. Somehow it was wonderfully
-sweet to be fussed over this way, almost like having a mother. He
-hadn’t had such care since he was a little fellow in the hospital at
-prep school.
-
-“I thought so!” said Miss Marilla, casting a practised eye at the
-thermometer a moment later. “You’ve got quite a fever; and you’ve got
-to lie right still, and do as I say, or you’ll have a time of it. I
-hate to think what would have happened to you if I’d been weak enough
-to let you go off into the cold without any overcoat to-night.”
-
-“Oh, I’d have walked it off likely,” faintly spoke the old Adam in the
-sleepy, sick soldier; but he knew as he spoke that he was lying, and
-he knew Miss Marilla knew it also. He would have laughed if it hadn’t
-been too much trouble. It was wonderful to be in a bed like this, and
-be warm, and that ache in his back against the hot-water bag! It almost
-made his head stop aching.
-
-In almost no time at all he was asleep. He never realized when Miss
-Marilla brought a glass, and fed him medicine. He opened his mouth
-obediently when she told him, and went right on sleeping.
-
-“Bless his heart!” she said. “He must have been all worn out;” and she
-turned the light low, and gathering up his chairful of clothes, slipped
-away to the bathroom, where presently they were all, except the shoes,
-soaking in strong, hot soap-suds, and Miss Marilla had gone down-stairs
-to stir up the fire and put on irons. But she took the precaution to
-close all the blinds on the Amber side of the house, and pull down the
-shades. Mary had no need ever to find out what she was doing.
-
-The night wore on, and Miss Marilla wrought with happy heart and
-willing hands. She was doing something for somebody who really needed
-it, and who for the time being had no one else to do for him. He was
-hers exclusively to be served this night. It was years since she had
-had anybody of her own to care for, and she luxuriated in the service.
-
-Every hour she slipped up to feel his forehead, listen to his
-breathing, and give him his medicine, and then slipped down to the
-kitchen again to her ironing. Garment by garment the soldier’s meagre
-outfit came from the steaming suds, was conveyed to the kitchen, where
-it hung on an improvised line over the range, and got itself dry
-enough to be ironed and patched. It was a work of love, and therefore
-it was done perfectly. When morning dawned the soldier’s outfit,
-thoroughly renovated and pressed almost beyond recognition, lay on a
-chair by the spare-room window, and Miss Marilla in her dark-blue serge
-morning-dress lay tidily down on the outside of her bed to take “forty
-winks.” But even then she could hardly get to sleep, she was so excited
-thinking about her guest and wondering whether he would feel better
-when he awoke or whether she ought to send for a doctor.
-
-A hoarse cough roused her an hour later, and she went with speed to
-her patient, and found him tossing and battling in his sleep with some
-imaginary foe.
-
-“I don’t owe you a cent any longer!” he declared fiercely. “I’ve paid
-it all, even to the interest while I was in France; and there’s no
-reason why I shouldn’t tell you just what I think of you. You can go to
-thunder with your kind offers. I’m off _you_ for life!” And then the
-big fellow turned with a groan of anguish, and buried his face in his
-pillow.
-
-Miss Marilla paused in horror, thinking she had intruded upon some
-secret meditation; but, as she waited on tiptoe and breathless in the
-hall, she heard the steady hoarse breathing keep on, and knew that
-he was still asleep. He did not rouse, more than to open bloodshot,
-unseeing eyes and close them again when she loudly stirred his medicine
-in the glass and held the spoon to his lips. As before, he obediently
-opened his mouth and swallowed, and went on sleeping.
-
-She stood a moment anxiously watching him. She did not know just what
-she ought to do. Perhaps he was going to have pneumonia! Perhaps
-she ought to send for the doctor, and yet there were complications
-about that. She would be obliged to explain a lot--or else lie to
-the neighborhood! And he might not like it for her to call a doctor
-while he was asleep. If she only had some one with whom to advise! On
-ordinary questions she always consulted Mary Amber, but by the very
-nature of the case Mary Amber was out of this. Besides, in half an hour
-Mary Amber very discreetly put herself beyond a question outside of any
-touch with Miss Marilla’s visitor by taking herself off in her little
-runabout for a short visit to a college friend over in the next county.
-It was plain that Mary Amber did not care to subject herself to further
-contact with the young soldier. He might be Dick or he might not be
-Dick. It was none of her business while she was visiting Jeannette
-Clark; so she went away quite hurriedly. Miss Marilla heard the purr of
-the engine as the little brown car started down the hedged driveway,
-and watched the flight with a sense of satisfaction. She had an
-intuition that Mary Amber was not in favor of her soldier, and she had
-a guilty sense of hiding the truth from her dear young friend that made
-her breathe more freely as she watched Mary Amber’s flight. Moreover,
-it was with a certain self-reproachful relief that she noted the little
-brown suitcase that lay at Mary Amber’s feet as she slid past Miss
-Marilla’s house without looking up. Mary Amber was going away for the
-day at least, probably overnight; and by that time the question of the
-soldier would be settled one way or the other without Mary Amber’s
-having to worry about it.
-
-Miss Marilla ordered a piece of beef, and brewed a cup of the most
-delicious beef-tea, which she took up-stairs. She managed to get her
-soldier awake enough to swallow it; but it was plain that he did not in
-the least realize where he was, and seemed well content to close his
-eyes and drowse away once more. Miss Marilla was deeply troubled. Some
-pricks from the old, time-worn adage beginning, “O what a tangled web
-we weave,” began to stab her conscience. If only she had not allowed
-those paragraphs to go into the county paper! No, that was not the
-real trouble at all. If only she had not dragged in another soldier,
-and made Mary Amber believe he was her nephew! Such an old fool! Just
-because she couldn’t bear the mortification of having people know her
-nephew hadn’t cared enough for her to come and see her when he was
-close at hand! But she was well punished. Here she had a strange sick
-man on her hands, and no end of responsibility! Oh, if only she hadn’t
-asked him in!
-
-Yet, as she stood watching the quick little throb in his neck above the
-old flannel nightgown, and the long, curly sweep of the dark lashes on
-his hot cheek as he slept, her heart cried out against that wish. No,
-a thousand times no. If she had not asked him in, he might have been
-in some hospital by this time, cared for by strangers; and she would
-have been alone, with empty hands, getting her own solitary dinner,
-or sewing on the aprons for the orphanage, with nothing in the world
-to do that really mattered for anybody. Somehow her heart went out to
-this stranger boy with a great yearning, and he had come to mean her
-own--or what her own ought to have been to her. She wouldn’t have him
-otherwhere for anything. She wanted him right where he was for her to
-care for, something at last that needed her, something she could love
-and tend, even if it were only for a few days.
-
-And she was sure she could care for him. She knew a lot about sickness.
-People sent for her to help them out, and her wonderful nursing had
-often saved a life where the doctor’s remedies had failed. She felt
-sure this was only a severe case of grippe that had taken fierce hold
-on the system. Thorough rest, careful nursing, nourishing broth, and
-some of her homeopathic remedies would work the charm. She would try it
-a little longer and see. If his temperature wasn’t higher than the last
-time, it would be perfectly safe to get along without a doctor.
-
-She put the thermometer between his relaxed lips, and held them firmly
-round it until she was sure it had been there long enough. Then she
-carried it softly over to the front window, and studied it. No, it had
-not risen; in fact, it might be a fifth of a degree lower.
-
-Well, she would venture it a little while longer.
-
-For two days Miss Marilla cared for her strange soldier as only a born
-nurse like herself could care, and on the third morning he rewarded her
-by opening his eyes and looking about; then, meeting her own anxious
-gaze, he gave her a weak smile.
-
-“I’ve been sick!” he said as if stating an astonishing fact to himself.
-“I must have given you a lot of trouble.”
-
-“Not a bit of it, you dear child,” said Miss Marilla, and then stooped
-and brushed his forehead with her lips in a motherly kiss. “I’m so glad
-you’re better!”
-
-She passed her hand like soft old fallen rose-leaves over his forehead,
-and it was moist. She felt of his hands, and they were moist too. She
-took his temperature, and it had gone down almost to normal. Her eyes
-were shining with more than professional joy and relief. He had become
-to her in these hours of nursing and anxiety as her own child.
-
-But at the kiss the boy’s eyelashes had swept down upon his cheek; and,
-when she looked up from reading the thermometer, she saw a tear glisten
-unwillingly beneath the lashes.
-
-The next two days were a time of untold joy to Miss Marilla while she
-petted and nursed her soldier boy back to some degree of his normal
-strength. She treated him just as if he were a little child who had
-dropped from the skies to her loving ministrations. She bathed his
-face, and puffed up his pillows, and took his temperature, and dosed
-him, and fed him, and read him to sleep--and Miss Marilla could read
-well, too; she was always asked to read the chapter at the Fortnightly
-Club whenever the regular reader whose turn it was failed. And while
-he was asleep she cooked dainty, appetizing little dishes for him. They
-had a wonderful time together, and he enjoyed it as much as she did.
-The fact was he was too weak to object, for the little red devils that
-get into the blood and kick up the fight commonly entitled grippe had
-done a thorough work with him; and he was, as he put it, “all in and
-_then_ some.”
-
-He seemed to have gone back to the days of his childhood since the
-fever began to abate, and he lay in a sweet daze of comfort and rest.
-His troubles and perplexities and loneliness had dropped away from him,
-and he felt no desire to think of them. He was having the time of his
-life.
-
-Then suddenly, wholly unannounced and not altogether desired at the
-present stage of the game, Mary Amber arrived on the scene.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-
-Mary was radiant as the sunny morning in a little red tam, and her
-cheeks as red as her hat from the drive across country. She appeared at
-the kitchen door quite in her accustomed way just as Miss Marilla was
-lifting the dainty tray to carry her boy’s breakfast up-stairs, and she
-almost dropped it in her dismay.
-
-“I’ve had the grandest time!” breezed Mary gayly. “You don’t know how
-beautiful the country is, all wonderful bronze and brown with a purple
-haze, and a frost like silver lace this morning when I started. You’ve
-simply got to put on your wraps and come with me for a little while. I
-know a place where the shadows melt slowly, and the frost will not be
-gone yet. Come quick! I want you to see it before it’s too late. You’re
-not just eating your breakfast, Auntie Rill! And on a tray, too! Are
-you sick?”
-
-Miss Marilla glanced guiltily down at the tray, too transparent even to
-evade the question.
-
-“No, why--I--he--my neph----” then she stopped in hopeless confusion,
-remembering her resolve not to tell a lie about the matter, whatever
-came.
-
-Mary Amber stood up and looked at her, her keen young eyes searching
-and finding the truth.
-
-“You don’t mean to tell me _that man_ is here yet? And you waiting on
-him!”
-
-There were both sorrow and scorn in the fine young voice.
-
-In the upper hall the sick soldier in a bathrobe was hanging over the
-banisters in a panic, wishing some kind fairy would arrive and waft
-him away on a breath. All his perfidy in getting sick on a strange
-gentlewoman’s hands and lying lazily in bed, letting her wait on him,
-was shown up in Mary Amber’s voice. It found its echo in his own strong
-soul. He had known all along that he had no business there, that he
-ought to have gone out on the road to die rather than betray the sweet
-hospitality of Miss Marilla by allowing himself to be a selfish, lazy
-slob--that was what he called himself as he hung over the banisters.
-
-“Mary! Why, he has been very _sick_!”
-
-“Sick?” There was a covert sneer in Mary Amber’s incredulous young
-voice; and then the conversation was suddenly blanketed by the closing
-of the hall door, and the sick soldier padded disconsolately back to
-bed, weak and dizzy, but determined. This was as good a time as any. He
-ought to have gone before!
-
-He trailed across the room in the big flannel nightgown that hung out
-from him with the outlines of a fat old auntie and dragged down from
-one bronzed shoulder rakishly. His hair was sticking up wildly, and he
-felt of his chin fiercely, and realized that he was wearing a growth of
-several days.
-
-In a neat pile on a chair he found his few clean garments, and
-struggled into them. His carefully ironed uniform hung in the closet;
-and he braced himself, and struggled into the trousers. It seemed a
-tremendous effort. He longed to drop back on the pillows, but wouldn’t.
-He sat with his head in his hands, his elbows on his knees, trying to
-get courage to totter to the bathroom and subdue his hair and beard,
-when he heard Miss Marilla coming hastily up the stairs, the little
-coffee-pot sending on a delicious odor, and the glass of milk tinkling
-against the silver spoons as she came.
-
-He had managed his leggings by this time, and looked up with an attempt
-at a smile, trying to pass it off in a jocular way.
-
-“I thought it was high time I was getting about,” he said, and broke
-down coughing.
-
-Miss Marilla paused in distress, and looked at his hollow eyes.
-Everything seemed to be going wrong this morning. Oh, why hadn’t Mary
-Amber stayed away just one day longer? But of course he had not heard
-her.
-
-“Oh, you’re not fit to be up yet!” she exclaimed. “Do lie down and rest
-till you’ve had your breakfast.”
-
-“I can’t be a baby having you wait on me any longer,” he said. “I’m
-ashamed of myself. I ought not to have stayed here at all!” His tone
-was savage, and he reached for his coat, and jammed it on with a
-determined air in spite of his weakness and the sore shivers that
-crept shakily up his back. “I’m perfectly all right, and you’ve been
-wonderful; but it’s time I was moving on.”
-
-He pushed past her hurriedly to the bathroom, feeling that he must get
-out of her sight before his head began to swim. The water on his face
-would steady him. He dashed it on, and shivered sickly, longing to
-plunge back to bed, yet keeping on with his ablutions.
-
-Miss Marilla put down her tray, and stood with tears in her eyes,
-waiting for him to return, trying to think what she could say to
-persuade him back to bed again.
-
-Her anxious expression softened him when he came back, and he agreed
-to eat his breakfast before he went anywhere, and sank gratefully into
-the big chair in front of the Franklin heater, where she had laid
-out his breakfast on a little table. She had lined the chair with
-a big comfortable, which she drew unobtrusively about his shoulders
-now, slipping a cushion under his feet, and quietly coddling him into
-comfort again. He looked at her gratefully, and, setting down his
-coffee-cup, reached out and patted her hair as she rose from tucking up
-his feet.
-
-“You’re just like a mother to me!” he choked, trying to keep back the
-emotion from his voice. “It’s been great! I can’t tell you!”
-
-“You’ve been just like a dear son,” she beamed, touching the dark hair
-over his forehead shyly. “It’s like getting my own back again to have
-you come for this little while, and to be able to do for you. You see
-it wasn’t as if I really had anybody. Dick never cared for me. I used
-to hope he would when he grew up. I used to think of him over there in
-danger, and pray for him, and love him, and send him sweaters; but now
-I know it was really you I thought of and prayed for. Dick never cared.”
-
-He looked at her tenderly, and pressed her hand gratefully.
-
-“You’re wonderful!” he said. “I shall never forget it.”
-
-That little precious time while he was eating his breakfast made it all
-the harder for what he meant to do. He saw that he could never hope
-to do it openly, either; for she would fling herself in his path to
-prevent him from going out until he was well; so he let her tuck him
-up carefully on the spread-up bed, and pull down the shades for him to
-take a nap after the exertion of getting dressed; and he caught her
-hand, and kissed it fervently as she was leaving him; and cherished her
-murmured “Dear child!” and the pressure of her old-rose-leaf fingers in
-parting. Then he closed his eyes, and let her slip away to the kitchen
-where he knew she would be some time preparing something delicious for
-his dinner.
-
-When she was safely out of hearing, rattling away at the kitchen stove,
-he threw back the covers vigorously, set his grim determination against
-the swimming head, stalked over to the little desk, and wrote a note on
-the fine note-paper he found there.
-
-“Dear, wonderful little mother,” he wrote, “I can’t stay here any
-longer. It isn’t right. But I’ll be back some day to thank you if
-everything goes all right. Sincerely, YOUR BOY.”
-
-He tiptoed over, and laid it on the pillow; then he took his old
-trench-cap, which had been nicely pressed and was hanging on the corner
-of the looking-glass, and stealthily slid out of the pleasant, warm
-room, down the carpeted stairs, and out the front door into the crisp,
-cold morning. The chill air met him with a challenge as he closed the
-front door, and dared him not to cough; but with an effort he held his
-breath, and crept down the front walk to the road, holding in control
-as well the long, violent shivers that seized him in their grasp. The
-sun met him, and blinded his sensitive eyes; and the wind with a tang
-of winter jeered at his thin uniform, and trickled up his sleeves and
-down his collar, penetrating every seam. But he stuffed his hands into
-his pockets, and strode grimly ahead on the way he had been going when
-Miss Marilla met him, passing the tall hedge where Mary Amber lived,
-and trying to hold his head high. He hoped Mary Amber saw him _going
-away_!
-
-For perhaps half a mile past Mary Amber’s house his courage and his
-pride held him, for he was a soldier, who had slept in a muck-pile
-under the rain, and held his nerve under fire, and gone on foot ten
-miles to the hospital after he was wounded. What was a little grippe
-and a walk in the cold to the neighboring village? He wished he knew
-how far it was, but he had to go, for it would never do to send the
-telegram he must send from the town where Miss Marilla lived.
-
-The second half-mile he lagged and shivered, with not energy enough to
-keep up a circulation; the third half mile and the fourth were painful,
-and the fifth was completed in a sick daze of weakness; for the cold,
-though stimulating at first, had been getting in its work through his
-uniform, and he felt chilled to the very soul of him. His teeth were
-chattering, and he was blue around the lips when he staggered into the
-telegraph-office of Little Silverton. His fingers were almost too stiff
-to write, and his thoughts seemed to have congealed also, though he had
-been repeating the message all the way, word for word, with a vague
-feeling that he might forget it forever if he did not keep it going.
-
-“Will you send that collect?” he asked the operator when he had
-finished writing.
-
-The girl took the blank, and read it carefully.
-
- “Arthur J. Watkins, Esq.,
-
- “LaSalle Street, Chicago, Ill.
-
- “Please negotiate a loan of five hundred dollars for me, using
- old house as collateral. Wire money immediately Little Silverton.
- Entirely out of funds. Have been sick.
-
- “LYMAN GAGE.”
-
-The girl read it through again, and then eyed him cautiously.
-
-“What’s your address?” she asked, giving a slow speculative chew to her
-gum.
-
-“I’ll wait here,” said the big blue soldier, sinking into a
-rush-bottomed chair by the desk.
-
-“It might be some wait,” said the girl dryly, giving him another
-curious “once-over.”
-
-“I’ll wait!” he repeated fiercely, and dropped his aching head into his
-hands.
-
-The little instrument clicked away vigorously. In his fevered brain he
-fancied it writing on a typewriter at the other end of the line, and
-felt a curious impatience for his lawyer to read it and reply. How he
-wished it would hurry!
-
-The morning droned on, the telegraph instrument chattered breezily,
-with the monotony of a sunny child that knows no larger world and is
-happy. Sometimes it seemed to Gage as if every click pierced his head
-and he was going crazy. The shivers were keeping in time running up and
-down his back, and chilling his very heart. The room was cold, cold,
-_cold_! How did that fool of a girl stand it in a pink transparent
-blouse, showing her fat arms huskily? He shivered. Oh, for one of Miss
-Marilla’s nice thick blankets, and a hot-water bag! Oh, for the soft,
-warm bed, the quiet room, and Miss Marilla keeping guard! But he was a
-man--and a soldier! And every now and then would come Mary Amber’s keen
-accusing voice: “_Is that man_ here yet? And you _waiting on him_!”
-It was that that kept him up when he might have given way. He _must_
-show her he was a man, after all. “_That man!_” What had she meant?
-Did she, then, suspect him of being a fraud and not the real nephew?
-Well--shiver, shiver--what did he care? Let Mary Amber go to thunder!
-Or, if she didn’t want to go, he would go to thunder himself. He felt
-himself there already.
-
-Two hours went by. Now and then some one came in with a message, and
-went out again. The girl behind the desk got out a pink sweater she was
-knitting, and chewed gum in time to her needles. Sometimes she eyed
-her companion curiously, but he did not stir nor look up. If there
-hadn’t been prohibition, she might have thought him drunk. She began to
-think about his message and weave a crude little romance around him.
-She wondered whether he had been wounded. If he had given her half a
-chance, she would have asked him questions; but he sat there with his
-head in his hands like a stone image, and never seemed to know she was
-in the room. After a while it got on her nerves; and she took up her
-telephone, and carried on a gallery conversation with a fellow laborer
-somewhere up the line, giggling a good deal and telling about a movie
-she went to the night before. She used rare slang, with a furtive
-glance at the soldier for developments; but he did not stir. Finally
-she remarked loudly that it was getting noontime, and “so-longed” her
-friend, clicking the receiver into place.
-
-“I gotta go to lunch now,” she remarked in an impersonal tone. “I have
-a hour off. This office is closed all noontime.”
-
-He did not seem to hear her; so she repeated it, and Gage looked up
-with bloodshot, heavy eyes.
-
-“What becomes of the message if it comes while you’re away?” he asked
-feverishly.
-
-“Oh, it’ll be repeated,” she replied easily. “You c’n cumbback bime-by,
-’bout two o’clock er later,’n’ mebbe it’ll be here. I gotta lock up
-now.”
-
-Lyman Gage dragged himself to his feet, and looked dazedly about him;
-then he staggered out on the street.
-
-The sun hit him a clip in the eyes again that made him sick, and
-the wind caught at his sleeves, and ran down his collar gleefully.
-The girl shut the door with a click, and turned the key, eyeing him
-doubtfully. He seemed to her very stupid for a soldier. If he had given
-her half a chance, she would have been friendly to him. She watched
-him drag down the street with an amused contempt, then turned to her
-belated lunch.
-
-Lyman Gage walked on down the road a little way, and then began to
-feel as if he couldn’t stand the cold a second longer, though he knew
-he must. His heart was behaving queerly, seeming to be absent from his
-body for whole seconds at a time, and then returning with leaps and
-bounds that almost suffocated him. He paused and looked around for a
-place to sit down, and, finding none, dropped down on the frozen ground
-at the roadside. It occurred to him that he ought to go back now while
-he was able, for he was fast getting where from sheer weakness he
-couldn’t walk.
-
-He rested a moment, and then stumbled up and back toward Little
-Silverton. Automobiles passed him, and he remembered thinking that,
-if he weren’t so sick and queer in his head, he would try to stand in
-the road and stop one, and get them to carry him somewhere. He had
-often done that in France, or even in this country during the war. But
-just now it seemed that he couldn’t do that, either. He had set out to
-prove to Mary Amber that he was a man and a soldier, and holding up
-automobiles wouldn’t be compatible with that idea. Then he realized
-that all this was crazy thinking, that Mary Amber had gone to thunder,
-and so had he, and it didn’t matter, anyway. All that mattered was for
-him to get that money and go back and pay Miss Marilla for taking care
-of him; and then for him to take the next train back to the city, and
-get to a hospital. If he could only hold out long enough for that.
-But things were fast getting away from him. His head was hot and in a
-whirl, and his feet were so cold he thought they must be dead.
-
-Without realizing it he walked by the telegraph-office and on down the
-road toward Purling Brook again.
-
-The telegraph-girl watched him from the window of the tiny bakery where
-she ate her lunch.
-
-“There goes that poor boob _now_!” she said with her mouthful of pie a
-la mode. “He gets my goat! I hope he doesn’t come back. He’ll never
-get no answer to that telegram he sent. People ain’t goin’ round
-pickin’ up five hundred dollarses to send to broke soldiers these days.
-They got’um all in Liberty Bonds. Say, Jess, gimme one more o’ them
-chocolate éclairs, won’t you? I gotta get back.”
-
-About that time Lyman Gage had found a log by the wayside, and sunk
-down permanently upon it. He had no more breath to carry him on, and no
-more ambition. If Mary Amber had gone to thunder, why should he care
-whether he got an answer to his telegram or not? She was only another
-girl, anyway, GIRL, his enemy! And he sank into a blue stupor, with his
-elbows on his cold, cold knees and his face hidden in his hands. He had
-forgotten the shivers now. They had taken possession of him, and made
-him one with them. It might be, after all, that he was too hot and not
-too cold; and there was a strange burning pain in his chest when he
-tried to breathe, so he wouldn’t breathe. What was the use?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-
-Miss Marilla tiptoed softly up the hall, and listened at the door of
-the spare bedroom. It was time her soldier-boy woke up and had some
-dinner. She had a beautiful little treat for him to-day, chicken broth
-with rice, and some little bits of tender breast-meat on toast, with a
-quivering spoonful of currant jelly.
-
-It was very still in the spare room, so still that a falling coal from
-the grate of the Franklin heater made a hollow sound when it fell into
-the pan below. If the boy was asleep, she could usually tell by his
-regular breathing; but, though she listened with a keen ear, she could
-not hear it to-day. Perhaps he was awake, sitting up. She pushed the
-door open, and looked in. Why! The bed was empty! She glanced around
-the room, and _it was empty too_!
-
-She passed her hand across her eyes as if they had deceived her, and
-went over to look at the bed. Surely he must be there somewhere! And
-then she saw the note.
-
-“Dear wonderful little mother!”
-
-Her eyes were too blurred with quick tears and apprehension to read any
-further. “Mother!” He had called her that. She could never feel quite
-alone in the world again. But where was he? She took the corner of her
-white apron, and wiped the tears away vigorously to finish the note.
-Then, without pausing to think, and even in the midst of her great gasp
-of apprehension, she turned swiftly, and went down-stairs, out the front
-door, across the frozen lawn, and through the hedge to Mary Amber’s
-house.
-
-“Mary! Mary Amber!” she called as she panted up the steps, the note
-grasped tightly in her trembling hand. She hoped, oh, she hoped Mary
-Amber’s mother would not come to the door and ask questions. Mary’s
-mother was so sensible, and Miss Marilla always felt as if Mrs. Amber
-disapproved of her just a little whenever she was doing anything for
-anybody. Not that Mary Ambers’ mother was not kind herself to people,
-but she was always so very sensible in her kindness, and did things in
-the regular way, and wasn’t impulsive like Miss Marilla.
-
-But Mary Amber herself came to the door, with pleasant forgetfulness of
-her old friend’s recent coolness, and tried to draw her into the hall.
-This Miss Marilla firmly declined, however. She threw her apron over
-her head and shoulders as a concession to Mary’s fears for her health,
-and broke out:
-
-“Oh, don’t talk about me, Mary. Talk about _him_. He’s gone! I thought
-he was asleep; and I went up to see if he was ready for his dinner, and
-he’s _gone_! And he’s sick, Mary. He’s not able to stand up. Why, he’s
-had a fever. It was a hundred and three for two days, and only got down
-to below normal this morning for the first time. He isn’t fit to be
-out, either, and that little thin uniform with no overcoat!”
-
-The tears were streaming down Miss Marilla’s sweet Dresden-china face,
-and Mary Amber’s heart was touched in spite of her.
-
-She came and put her arm around Miss Marilla’s shoulder, and drew her
-down the steps and over to her own home, closing the door carefully
-first so that her mother need not be troubled about it. Mary Amber
-always had tact when she wanted to use it.
-
-“Where was he going, dear?” she asked sympathetically, with a view to
-making out a good case for the soldier without Miss Marilla’s bothering
-further about him.
-
-“I--do-don’t know!” sobbed Miss Manila. “He just thought he ought not
-to stay and bother me. Here! See his note.”
-
-“Well, I’m glad he had some sense,” said Mary Amber with satisfaction.
-“He was perfectly right about not staying to bother you.” She took the
-little crumpled note and smoothed it out.
-
-“O my dear, you don’t understand,” sobbed Miss Marilla. “He’s been
-such a good, dear boy, and so ashamed he had troubled me! And really,
-Mary, he’ll not be able to stand it. Why, you ought to see how little
-clothes he had! So thin, and cotton underwear! I washed them and mended
-them, but he ought to have had an overcoat.”
-
-“Oh, well, he’ll go to the city and get something warm, and go to a
-hospital if he feels sick,” said Mary Amber comfortably. “I wouldn’t
-worry about him. He’s a soldier. He’s stood lots worse things than a
-little cold. He’ll look out for himself.”
-
-“Don’t!” said Miss Marilla fiercely. “Don’t say that, Mary! You don’t
-understand. He is _sick_, and he’s all the soldier-boy I’ve got; and
-I’ve _got_ to go after him. He can’t be gone very far, and he really
-isn’t able to walk. He’s weak. I just can’t stand it to have him go
-this way.”
-
-Mary Amber looked at her with a curious light in her eyes.
-
-“And yet, Auntie Rill, you know it was fine of him to do it,” she
-said with a dancing dimple in the corner of her mouth. “Well, I see
-what you want; and, much as I hate to, I’ll take my car and scour the
-country for him. What time did you say he left?”
-
-“O Mary Amber!” smiled Miss Marilla through her tears. “You’re a good
-girl. I knew you’d help me. I’m sure you can find him if you try. He
-can’t have been gone over an hour, not much; for I’ve only fixed the
-chicken and put my bread in the pans since I left him.”
-
-“I suppose he went back to the village, but there hasn’t been any
-train since ten, and you say he was still there at ten. He’s likely
-waiting at the station for the twelve o’clock. I’ll speed up and get
-there before it comes. I have fifteen minutes. I”--glancing at her
-wrist-watch--“I guess I can make it.”
-
-“I’m not so sure he went that way,” said Miss Marilla, looking up the
-road past Mary Amber’s house. “He was on his way up that way when--”
-and then Miss Marilla suddenly shut her mouth, and did not finish the
-sentence. Mary Amber gave her another curious, discerning look, and
-nodded brightly.
-
-“You go in and get warm, Auntie Rill. Leave that soldier to me; I’ll
-bring him home.” Then she sped back through the hedge to the little
-garage, and in a few minutes was speeding down the road toward the
-station. Miss Marilla watched her in troubled silence, and then,
-putting on her cape that always hung handy by the hall-door, walked
-a little distance up the road, straining her old eyes, but seeing
-nothing. Finally in despair she turned back; and presently, just as she
-reached her own steps again, she saw Mary’s car come flying back with
-only Mary in it. But Mary did not stop nor even look toward the house.
-She sped on up the road this time, and the purring of the engine was
-sweet music to Miss Marilla’s ears. Dear Mary Amber, how she loved her!
-
- * * * * *
-
-The big blue soldier, cold to the soul of him, and full of pain that
-reminded him of the long horror of the war, was still sitting by the
-roadside with his head in his hands when Mary Amber’s car came flying
-down the road. She stopped before him with a little triumphant purr of
-the engine, so close to him that it roused him from his lethargy to
-look up.
-
-“I should think you’d be ashamed of yourself, running away from Miss
-Marilla like this, and making her worry herself sick!” Mary Amber’s
-voice was keen as icicles, and the words went through him like red-hot
-needles. He straightened up, and the light of battle came back to
-his eyes. This was GIRL again, his enemy. His firm upper lip moved
-sensitively, and came down straight and strong against the lower one,
-showing the nice line of character that made his mouth beautiful.
-
-“Thank you,” he said coldly. “I’m only ashamed that I stayed so long.”
-His tone further added that he did not know what business of hers it
-was.
-
-“Well, she sent me for you; and you’ll please to get in quickly, for
-she’s very much worked up about you.”
-
-Mary Amber’s tone stated that she herself was not in the least worked
-up about a great, hulking soldier that would let a woman wait on him
-for several days hand and foot, and then run away when her back was
-turned.
-
-“Kindly tell her that I am sorry I troubled her, but that it is not
-possible for me to return at present,” he answered stiffly. “I came
-down to send a business telegram, and I am waiting for an answer.”
-
-A sudden shiver seized him, and rippled involuntarily over his big
-frame. Mary Amber was eying him contemptuously, but a light of pity
-stole into her eyes as she saw him shiver.
-
-“You are cold!” said Mary Amber as if she were charging him with an
-offence.
-
-“Well, that’s not strange--is it--on a day like this? I haven’t made
-connections yet with an overcoat and gloves; that’s all.”
-
-“Look here; if you are cold, you’ve simply got to get into this car and
-let me take you back to Miss Marilla. You’ll catch your death of cold
-sitting there like that.”
-
-“Well, I may be cold; but I don’t _have_ to let you take me anywhere.
-When I get ready to go, I’ll walk. As for catching my death of cold,
-that’s strictly my own affair. There’s nobody in the world would care
-if I did.”
-
-The soldier had blue lights like steel in his eyes, and his mouth
-looked very soldier-like indeed. His whole manner showed that there
-wasn’t the least use in the world trying to argue with him.
-
-Mary Amber eyed him with increasing interest and thoughtfulness.
-
-“You’re mistaken,” she said grudgingly. “There’s one. There’s Miss
-Marilla. She’d break her heart. She’s like that; and she hasn’t much to
-care for in the world, either. Which makes it all the worse what you’ve
-done. Oh, I don’t see how you _could_ deceive her.”
-
-“Deceive her?” said the astonished soldier. “I never deceived her.”
-
-“Why, you let her think you were Dick Chadwick, her nephew; and you
-_know_ you’re not! _I_ knew you weren’t the minute I saw you, even
-before I found Dick’s telegram in the stove saying he couldn’t come.
-And then I asked you a lot of questions to find out for sure, and you
-couldn’t answer one of them right.” Her eyes were sparkling, and there
-was an eager look in her face, like an appeal, almost as if she wanted
-him to prove what she was saying was not true.
-
-“No, I’m not Dick Chadwick,” said the young man with fine dignity. “But
-I never deceived Miss Marilla.”
-
-“Well, who did then?” There were disappointment and unbelief in Mary
-Amber’s voice.
-
-“Nobody. She isn’t deceived. It was she who tried to deceive you.”
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“I mean she wanted you to think I was her nephew. She was mortified,
-I guess, because he didn’t turn up, and she didn’t want you to know.
-So she asked me to dinner to fill in. I didn’t know anybody was there
-till just as I was going in the door. Then I had to go and get sick in
-the night, and dish the whole thing. I was a fool to give in to her,
-of course, and stay that night, but it did sound good to have a real
-night’s sleep in a bed. I didn’t think I was such a softie as to get
-out of my head and be on her hands like that. But you needn’t worry. I
-intend to make it up to her fully just as soon as I can lay hands on
-some funds--”
-
-He suddenly broke into a fit of coughing so hoarse and croupy as to
-alarm even Mary Amber’s cool contempt. She reached back in the car,
-and, grasping a big fur coat, sprang out on the hard ground, and threw
-the coat about him, tucking it around his neck and trying to fasten a
-button under his chin against his violent protest.
-
-“You’re very kind,” he gasped loftily, as soon as he could recover
-his breath. “But I can’t put that on, and I’m going down to the
-telegraph-office now to see if my wire has come yet.”
-
-“Look here,” said Mary Amber in quite a different tone, “I’m sorry I
-was so suspicious. I see I didn’t understand. I ask your pardon, and
-won’t you please put on this coat, and get into this car, and let me
-take you home quick? I’m really very much troubled about you.”
-
-The soldier looked up in surprise at the gentleness, and almost his
-heart melted. The snarly look around his mouth and eyes disappeared,
-and he seemed a bit confounded.
-
-“Thank you,” he said simply. “I appreciate that. But I can’t let you
-help me, you know.”
-
-“Oh, please!” she said, a kind of little-girl alarm springing into her
-eyes. “I sha’n’t know what to say to Miss Marilla. I promised her to
-bring you back, you know.”
-
-His eyes and lips were hardening again. She saw he did not mean to
-yield, and Mary Amber was not used to being balked in her purposes.
-She glanced down the road; and a sudden light came into her eyes, and
-brought a dimple of mischief into her cheek.
-
-“You’ll have to for my sake,” she said hurriedly in a lower tone.
-“There’s a car coming with some people in it I know; and they will
-think it awfully queer for me to be standing here on a lonely roadside
-talking to a strange soldier sitting on a log on a day like this.
-Hurry!”
-
-Lyman Gage glanced up, saw the car coming swiftly; saw, too, the dimple
-of mischief; but with an answering light of gallantly in his own eyes
-he sprang up and helped her into the car. The effort brought on another
-fit of coughing, but as soon as he could speak he said:
-
-“You can take me down to that little telegraph-office if you please,
-and drop me there. Then nobody will think anything about it.”
-
-“I’ll take you to the telegraph-office if you’ll be good and put that
-coat on right, and button it,” said Mary Amber commandingly. She had
-him in the car now, and she knew that she could go so fast he could not
-get out. “But I shall not stop there until you promise me on your honor
-as a soldier that you will not get out or make any more trouble about
-my taking you back to Miss Marilla.”
-
-The soldier looked very balky indeed, and his firm mouth got itself
-into fine shape again, till he looked into Mary Amber’s eyes and saw
-the saucy, beautiful lights there; and then he broke down laughing.
-
-“Well, you’ve caught me by guile,” he said; “and I guess we’re about
-even. I’ll go back and make my adieus myself to Miss Marilla.”
-
-A little curve of satisfaction settled about Mary Amber’s mouth.
-
-“Put that coat on, please,” she said, and the soldier put it on
-gratefully. He was beginning to feel a reaction from his battle with
-Mary Amber, and now that he was defeated the coat seemed most desirable.
-
-“Don’t you think it would be a good idea if you would tell me who you
-really are?” asked Mary Amber. “It might save some embarrassment.”
-
-“Why, certainly!” said the soldier in surprise. “It hadn’t occurred to
-me; that’s all. I’m Lyman Gage, of Chicago.” He named also his rank
-and regiment in the army. Then, looking at her curiously, he said,
-hesitating:
-
-“I’m--perfectly respectable, you know. I don’t really make a practice
-of going around sponging on unprotected ladies.”
-
-Her cheeks flamed a gorgeous scarlet, and her eyes looked rebuked.
-
-“I suppose I ought to apologize,” she said. “But really, you know, it
-looked rather peculiar to me--” She stopped suddenly, for he was seized
-with another fit of coughing, which had so shrill a sound that she
-involuntarily turned to look at him with anxious eyes.
-
-“I s’pose it did look queer,” he managed to say at last; “but you know
-that day when I came in I didn’t care a hang.” He dropped his head
-wearily against the car, and closed his eyes for just a second, as if
-the keeping of them open was a great effort.
-
-“You’re all in now!” she said sharply. “And you’re shivering! You ought
-to be in bed this minute.” Her voice held deep concern. “Where is that
-telegraph-office? We’ll just leave word for them to forward the message
-if it hasn’t come and then we’ll fly back.”
-
-“Oh, I must wait for that message,” he said, straightening up with a
-hoarse effort and opening his eyes sharply. “It is really imperative.”
-
-She stopped the car in front of the telegraph-office. The little
-operator, scenting a romance, scuttled out of the door with an envelope
-in her hand and a different look on her face from the one she had worn
-when she went to her lunch. To tell the truth, she had not had much
-faith in that soldier nor in the message he had sent “collect.” She
-hadn’t believed any answer would come, or at least any favorable one.
-
-Now she hurried across the pavement to the car, studying Mary Amber’s
-red tam as she talked, and wondering whether she couldn’t make one like
-it out of the red lining of an old army cape she had.
-
-“Yer message’s come,” she announced affably. “Come just after I got
-back. An’ I got yer check all made out fer yah. You sign here. See?
-Got anybody to ’dentify yah? ’Tain’t necessary, see? I c’n waive
-identification.”
-
-“I can identify him,” spoke up Mary Amber with cool dignity; and the
-soldier looked at her wonderingly. That was a very different tone from
-the one she had used when she came after him. After all, what did Mary
-Amber know about him?
-
-He looked at the check half wonderingly as if it were not real. His
-head felt very queer. The words of the message seemed all jumbled. He
-crumpled it in his hand.
-
-“Ain’t yah going to send an answer?” put in the little operator
-aggrievedly, hugging the thin muslin sleeves of her little soiled
-shirt-waist to keep from shivering. “He says to wire him immediately.
-He says it’s important. I guess you didn’t take notice to the message.”
-
-The soldier tried to smooth out the crumpled paper with his numb
-fingers; and Mary Amber, seeing that he was feeling very miserable,
-took it from him, and capably put it before him.
-
- “Am sending you a thousand. Wire me your post-office address
- immediately. Good news. Important.
- “(Signed)
- “ARTHUR J. WATKINS.”
-
-“I guess I can’t answer that now,” said the soldier, trying his best to
-keep his teeth from chattering. “I don’t just know--”
-
-“Here, I’ll write it for you,” said Mary with sudden understanding.
-“You better have it sent in Aunt Rill’s care; and then you can have
-it forwarded anywhere, you know. I’ll write it for you;” and she took
-a silver pencil from the pocket of her coat, and wrote the telegram
-rapidly on a corner she tore from the first message, handing it out
-for his inspection and then passing it on to the operator, who gathered
-it in capably.
-
-“Send this c’lect too, I s’pose,” she called after the car as it
-departed.
-
-“Yes, all right, anything,” answered Lyman Gage, wearily sinking back
-in the seat. “It doesn’t matter, anyway.”
-
-“You are sick!” said Mary Amber anxiously; “and we are going to get
-right home. Miss Marilla will be wild.”
-
-The soldier sat up holding his precious check.
-
-“I’ll have to ask you to let me out,” he said, trying to be dignified
-under the heavy stupor of weariness that was creeping over him. “I’ve
-got to get to a bank.”
-
-“Oh, must you, to-day? Couldn’t we wait till to-morrow or till you feel
-better?” asked Mary anxiously.
-
-“No, I must go now,” he insisted doggedly.
-
-“Well, there’s a bank on the next corner,” she said; “and it must be
-about closing-time.” She shoved her sleeve back, and glanced at her
-watch. “Just five minutes of three. We’ll stop, but you’ll promise to
-hurry, won’t you? I want to get you home. I’m worried about you.”
-
-Lyman Gage cast her another of those wondering looks like a child
-unused to kindness suddenly being petted. It made her feel as if she
-wanted to cry. All the mother in her came to her eyes. She drew up in
-front of the bank, and got out after him.
-
-“I’ll go in with you,” she said. “They know me over here, and it may
-save you trouble.”
-
-“You’re very kind,” he said almost curtly. “I dislike to make you so
-much trouble----”
-
-Perhaps it was owing to Mary’s presence that the transaction went
-through without question, and in a few minutes more they were back in
-the car again, Mary tucking up her big patient fussily.
-
-“You’re going to put this around your neck,” she said, drawing a bright
-woolly scarf from her capacious coat-pocket, “and around your head,”
-she added, drawing a fold comfortingly up around his ears and the back
-of his head. “And keep it over your nose and mouth. Breathe through
-it; don’t let this cold air get into your lungs,” she finished with a
-businesslike air as if she were a nurse.
-
-She drew the ends of the scarf around, completely hiding everything but
-his eyes, and tucked the ends into the neck of the fur coat. Then she
-produced another lap-robe from some region beneath her feet, and tucked
-that carefully around him. It was wonderful being taken care of in this
-way; if he only had not been so cold, so tired, and so sore all over
-he could have enjoyed it. The scarf had a delicate aroma of spring and
-violets, something that reminded him of pleasant things in the past;
-but it all seemed like a dream.
-
-They were skimming along over the road up which he had come at so
-laborious a pace, and the icy wind cut his eyeballs. He closed his
-eyes, and a hot curtain seemed to shut him out from a weary world.
-Almost he seemed to be spinning away into space. He tried to open
-his mouth under the woollen fragrance and speak; but his companion
-ordered him sharply to be still till he got where it was warm, and a
-sharp cough like a knife caught him. So he sank back again into the
-perfumed silence of the fierce heat and cold that seemed to be raging
-through his body, and continued the struggle to keep from drifting into
-space. It did not seem quite gallant or gentlemanly to say nothing,
-nor soldierly to drift away like that when she was being so kind. And
-then a curious memory of the other girl drifted around in the frost of
-his breath mockingly, as if she were laughing at his situation, almost
-as if she had put him there and was glad. He tried to shake this off
-by opening his eyes and concentrating them on Mary Amber as she sat
-sternly at her wheel, driving her little machine for all it was worth,
-her eyes anxious, and the flush on her cheek bright and glowing. The
-fancy came to him that she was in league with him against the other
-girl. He knew it was foolish, and he tried to drive the idea away; but
-it stayed till she passed her own hedge and stopped the car at Miss
-Marilla’s gate.
-
-Then it seemed to clear away, and common sense reigned for a few brief
-moments while he stumbled out of the car and staggered into Miss
-Marilla’s parlor and into the warmth and cheer of that good woman’s
-almost tearful, affectionate welcome.
-
-“I want you to take that,” he said, hoarsely pressing into her hand the
-roll of bills he had got at the bank; and then he slid down into a big
-chair, and everything whirled away again.
-
-Miss Marilla stood aghast, looking at the money and then at the sick
-soldier, till Mary Amber took command. He never remembered just what
-happened, nor knew how he got up-stairs and into the great warm, kind
-bed again, with hot-broth being fed him, and hot-water bags in places
-needing them. He did not hear them call the doctor on the telephone,
-nor know just when Mary Amber slipped away down to her car again and
-rode away.
-
-But Mary Amber knew that this was the afternoon when _The Purling Brook
-Chronicle_ went to press, and she had an item that must get in. Quite
-demurely she handed the envelope to the woman editor just as she was
-preparing to mail the last of her copy to the printer in the city. The
-item read: “Miss Marilla Chadwick, of Shirley Road, is entertaining
-over the week-end Sergeant Lyman Gage, of Chicago, but just returned
-from France. Sergeant Gage is a member of the same division and came
-over in the same ship with Miss Chadwick’s nephew, Lieutenant Richard
-Chadwick, of whom mention has been made in a former number, and has
-seen long and interesting service abroad.”
-
-Mary Amber was back at the house almost before she had been missed and
-just as the doctor arrived, ready to serve in any capacity whatever.
-
-“Do you think I ought to introduce him to the doctor?” asked Miss
-Marilla of Mary in an undertone at the head of the stairs, while the
-doctor was divesting himself of his big fur overcoat. She had a drawn
-anxious look like one about to be found out in a crime.
-
-“He doesn’t look to me as if he were able to acknowledge the
-introduction,” said Mary with a glance in at the spare bed, where the
-young man lay sleeping heavily and breathing noisily.
-
-“But--ought I to tell him his name?”
-
-“That’s all right, Auntie Rill,” said Mary easily; “I told him his name
-was Gage when I phoned, and said he was in the same division with your
-nephew. It isn’t necessary for you to say anything about it.”
-
-Miss Marilla paused, and eyed Mary strangely with a frightened,
-appealing look, and then with growing relief. So Mary knew! She sighed,
-and turned back to the sick-room with a comforted expression growing
-round her mouth.
-
-But the comforted expression changed once more to anxiety, and self
-was forgotten utterly when Miss Marilla began to watch the doctor’s
-face as the examination progressed.
-
-“What has this young man been doing?” he growled, rising from a
-position on his knees where he had been listening to the soldier’s
-breathing with an ever-increasing frown. Miss Marilla looked at Mary
-quite frightened, and Mary stepped into the breach.
-
-“He had a heavy cold when he came here, and Miss Chadwick nursed him,
-and he was doing nicely; but he ran away this morning. He had some
-business to attend to, and slipped away before anybody could stop him.
-He got very much chilled, I think.”
-
-“I should say he did!” ejaculated the doctor. “Young fool! I suppose
-he thought he could stand anything because he went through the war.
-Well, he’ll get his now. He’s in for pneumonia. I’m sorry, Miss
-Chadwick, but I’m afraid you’ve got a bad case on your hands. Would you
-like to have me phone for an ambulance and get him to the hospital? I
-think it can be done at once with a minimum of risk.”
-
-“Oh, no, no!” said Miss Marilla, clasping one white hand and then the
-other nervously. “I couldn’t think of that--at least, not unless you
-think it’s necessary--not unless you think it’s a risk to stay here.
-You see he’s my--that is, he’s almost--like--my own nephew.” She lifted
-appealing eyes.
-
-“Oh, I beg your pardon!” he said with a look of relief. “In that case
-he’s to be congratulated. But, madam, you’ll have your hands full
-before you are through. He’s made a very bad start--a very bad start
-indeed. When these big, husky fellows get sick, they do it thoroughly,
-you know. Now, if you’ll just step over here, Miss Mary, I’ll explain
-to you both about this medicine. Give this every half-hour till I get
-back. I’ll run up here again in about two hours. I’ve got to drive over
-to the Plush Mills now, to an accident case; but I’ll be back as quick
-as I can. I want to watch this fellow pretty closely for the first few
-hours.”
-
-When the doctor was gone, Mary Amber and Miss Marilla stood one on
-each side of the bed, and looked at each other, making silent covenant
-together over the sick soldier.
-
-“Now,” said Mary Amber softly, “I’m going down into the kitchen to look
-after things. You just sit here and watch him. I’ll run over first to
-put the car away and tell mother I’ll stay with you to-night.”
-
-“O Mary Amber, you mustn’t do that,” said Miss Marilla anxiously. “I
-never meant to get you into all this scrape. Your mother won’t like it
-at all. I’ll get along all right; and anyway, if I find I can’t, I’ll
-get Molly Poke to come and help me.”
-
-“Mother will be perfectly satisfied to have me help you in any way
-I can,” said Mary Amber with a light in her eyes; “and as for Molly
-Poke, if I can’t look after you better than she can, I’ll go and hide
-my head. You can get Molly Poke when I fail, but not till then. Now,
-Auntie Rill, go sit down in the rockingchair and rest. Didn’t I tell
-you I’d help get that turkey dinner? Well, the dinner isn’t over yet;
-that’s all; and I owe the guest an apology for misjudging him. He’s all
-right, and we’ve got to pull him through, Auntie Rill; so here goes.”
-
-Mary Amber gave Miss Marilla a loving squeeze, and sped down the
-stairs. Miss Marilla sat down to listen to the heavy breathing of the
-sick soldier, and watch the long, dark lashes on the sunken, tanned
-cheeks.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-
-For three weeks the two women nursed Lyman Gage, with now and then the
-help of Molly Poke in the kitchen. There were days when they came and
-went silently, looking at each other with stricken glances and at the
-sick man with pity; and Mary Amber went and looked at the letter lying
-on the bureau, and wondered whether she ought to telegraph that man who
-had sent the soldier the money that day. Another letter arrived, and
-then a telegram, all from Chicago. Then Mary Amber and Miss Marilla
-talked it over, and decided to make some reply.
-
-By that time the doctor had said that Lyman Gage would pull through;
-and he had opened his eyes once or twice and smiled weakly upon them.
-Mary Amber went to the telegraph-office, and sent a message to the
-person in Chicago whose name was written at the left-hand corner of the
-envelopes, the same that had been signed to that first telegram.
-
- “Lyman Gage very ill at my home, pneumonia, not able to read letters
- or telegram. Slight improvement to-day.
- “(Signed)
- “MARILLA CHADWICK.”
-
-Within three hours an answer arrived.
-
- “Much distressed at news of Gage’s illness. Cannot come on account of
- fractured bone, automobile accident. Please keep me informed, and let
- me know if there is anything I can do.
- “(Signed)
- “ARTHUR J. WATKINS.”
-
-Mary wrote a neat little note that night before she went on duty in the
-sick-room, stating that the invalid had smiled twice that day and asked
-what day of the week it was. The doctor felt that he was on the high
-road to recovery now, and there was nothing to do but be patient. They
-would show him his mail as soon as the doctor was willing, which would
-probably be in a few days now.
-
-The day they gave Lyman Gage his mail to read the sun was shining on a
-new fall of snow, and the air was crisp and clear. There were geraniums
-blossoming in the spare-room windows between the sheer white curtains,
-and the Franklin heater was glowing away and filling the place with the
-warmth of summer.
-
-The patient had been fed what he called “a real breakfast,” milk toast
-and a soft-boiled egg, and the sun was streaming over the foot of the
-bed gayly as if to welcome him back to life. He seemed so much stronger
-that the doctor had given permission for him to be bolstered up with an
-extra pillow while he read his mail.
-
-He had not seemed anxious to read the mail, nor at all curious, even
-when they told him it was postmarked Chicago. Miss Marilla carried it
-to him gayly as if she were bringing him a bouquet, but Mary eyed him
-with a curious misgiving. Perhaps, after all, there would not be good
-news. He seemed so very apathetic. She watched him furtively as she
-tidied the room, putting away the soap and towels, and pulling a dry
-leaf or two from the geraniums. He was so still, and it took him so
-long to make up his mind to tear open the envelopes after he had them
-in his thin white hand. It almost seemed as if he dreaded them like
-a blow, and was trying to summon courage to meet them. Once, as she
-looked at him, his eye met hers with a deprecatory smile, and to cover
-her confusion she spoke impulsively.
-
-“You don’t seem deeply concerned about the news,” she said gayly.
-
-He smiled again almost sadly.
-
-“Well, no!” he said thoughtfully. “I can’t say I am. There really isn’t
-anything much left in which to be interested. You see about the worst
-things that could happen have happened, and there’s no chance for
-anything else.”
-
-“You can’t always tell,” said Mary Amber cheerfully, as she finished
-dusting the bureau and took herself down-stairs for his morning glass of
-milk and egg.
-
-Slowly Lyman Gage tore the envelope of the topmost letter, and took
-out the written sheet. In truth he had little curiosity. It was likely
-an account of how his lawyer friend had paid back the money to Mr.
-Harrower, or else the details of the loan on the old Chicago house.
-Houses and loans and such things seemed far from his world just now.
-He was impatient for Mary Amber to come back with that milk and egg.
-Not so much for the milk and egg as for the comfort it gave, and the
-cheeriness of her presence. Presently Miss Marilla would come up and
-tell over some little incident of Mary’s childhood exactly as if he
-were Dick, the real nephew; and he liked it. Not that he liked Dick,
-the villain! He found himself hopelessly jealous of him sometimes. Yet
-he knew in a feeble far-away sense that this was only a foolish foible
-of an invalid, and he would get over it and laugh at himself when he
-got well.
-
-He smiled at the pleasantness of it all, this getting-well business,
-and then turned his indifferent attention to the letter.
-
-“Dear Gage,” it read, “what in the world did you hide yourself away in
-that remote corner of the world for? I’ve scoured the country to get
-trace of you without a single result till your telegram came. There’s
-good news to tell you. The unexpected has happened, and you are a rich
-man, old fellow. Don’t let it turn your head, for there’s plenty of
-business to occupy you as soon as you are able to return.
-
-“To make a long story short, the old tract of land in which you put all
-you had and a good deal more has come to the front in great shape at
-last. You will remember that the ore was found to be in such shape when
-they came to the mining of it that it would cost fabulous sums for the
-initial operations, and it fell through because your company couldn’t
-afford to get the proper machinery. Well, the Government has taken
-over the whole tract, and is working it. I am enclosing the details on
-another paper, and you will perceive, when you have looked it over, how
-very much you are needed at home just now to decide numerous questions
-which have taxed my ingenuity to the limit to know just what you would
-want done. There is a great deal of timber on those lands also, very
-valuable timber, it seems; and that is another source of wealth for
-you. Oh, this war has been a great thing for you, young man; and you
-certainly ought to give extra thanks that you came out alive to enjoy
-it all. Properly managed, your property ought to keep you on Easy
-Street for the rest of your life, and then some.
-
-“I took pains to let Mr. Harrower know how the wind blew when I paid
-him the money you had borrowed from him. He certainly was one surprised
-man; and of course I don’t speak officially, but from what he said I
-should judge that this might make a big difference with Miss Elinore.
-So you better hurry home, old man, and get busy. The sun is shining,
-and the war is over.
-
- “Yours fraternally as well as officially,
- “ARTHUR J. WATKINS.”
-
-Over the first part of the letter Lyman Gage dallied comfortably as he
-might have done with his grapefruit or the chicken on toast that they
-had promised him for lunch. He had lost his sense of world values for
-the time being, and just now a fortune was no more than a hot-water bag
-when one’s feet were cold. It merely gave him a sense that he needn’t
-be in a hurry getting well, that he could take things easy because he
-could pay for everything and give his friends a good time after he
-was on his feet again. In short, he was no longer a beggar on Miss
-Marilla’s bounty with only a thousand dollars between him and debt or
-even the poorhouse.
-
-But, when he came to that last paragraph, his face suddenly hardened,
-and into his eyes there came a glint of steel as of old, while his jaw
-set sternly, and lines came around his mouth, hard, bitter lines.
-
-So it was that that had been the matter with Elinore, was it? She had
-not grown tired of _him_ so much, but had wanted more money than she
-thought he would be able to furnish for a long time? He stared off into
-the room not seeing its cozy details for the first time since he began
-to get well. He was looking at the vision of the past trying to conjure
-up a face whose loveliness had held for him no imperfections. He was
-looking at it squarely now as it rose dimly in vision against the
-gray of Miss Marilla’s spare-room wall; and for the first time he saw
-the petted under lip with the selfish droop at its corners, the pout
-when she could not have her own way, the frown of the delicate brows,
-the petulant tapping of a dainty foot, the proud lifted shoulder,
-the haughty stare, the cold tones and crushing contempt that were
-hers sometimes. These had seldom been for him; and, when he had seen
-them, he had called them beautiful, had gloried in them, fool that
-he was! Why had he been so blind, when there were girls in the world
-like--well--say like Mary Amber?
-
-Misjudging Elinore? Well, perhaps, but somehow he did not believe he
-was. Something had cleared his vision. He began to remember things in
-Elinore Harrower that he had never called by their true names before.
-It appeared more than likely that Elinore had deliberately left him
-for a richer man, and that it was entirely possible under the changed
-circumstances that she might leave the richer man for him if he could
-prove that he was the richer of the two. Bah! What a thing to get well
-to! Why did there have to be things like that in the world? Well,
-it mattered very little to him what Elinore did. It might make a
-difference with her, but it would make no difference to him. There were
-things in that letter of hers that had cut too deep. He could never
-forget them, no, never, not even if she came crawling to his feet and
-begging him to come back to her. As for going back to Chicago, business
-be hanged! He was going to stay right here and get well. A smile melted
-out on his lips, and comfort settled down about him as he heard Mary
-Amber’s step on the stairs and the soothing clink of the spoon in the
-glass of egg and milk.
-
-“Good news?” asked Mary Amber as she shoved up the little serving-table
-and prepared to administer the egg and milk.
-
-“Oh, so-so!” he answered with a smile, sweeping the letters away from
-him and looking at the foaming glass with eager eyes.
-
-“Why! You haven’t opened them all!” laughed Mary Amber.
-
-“Oh! Haven’t I?” he said impatiently, sweeping them up and tearing them
-open wholesale with only a glance at each, then throwing them back on
-the coverlet again.
-
-“Nothing but the same old thing. Hounding me back to Chicago,” he
-grinned. “I’m having much too good a time to get well too fast, you may
-be sure.”
-
-Somehow the room seemed cozier after that, and his sleep the sweeter
-when he took his nap. He ate his chicken on toast slowly to prolong the
-happy time; and he listened and smiled with deep relish at the little
-stories Miss Marilla told of Mary Amber’s childhood, the gingerbread
-men with currant eyes, and the naughty Dick who stole them. This world
-he was in now was such a happy, clean little world, so simple and so
-good! Oh, if he could have known a world like this earlier in his life!
-If only he could have been the hapless Dick in reality!
-
-Molly Poke was established in the kitchen down-stairs now, and Miss
-Marilla hovered over her anxiously, leaving the entertaining of the
-invalid much to Mary Amber, who wrote neat business letters for him,
-telling his lawyer friend to do just as he pleased with everything till
-he got back; and who read stories and bits of poems, and played chess
-with him as soon as the doctor allowed. Oh, they were having a happy
-time, the three of them! Miss Marilla hovered over the two as if they
-had been her very own children.
-
-And then one lovely winter afternoon, when they were just discussing
-how perhaps they might take the invalid out for a ride in the car some
-day next week, the fly dropped into the ointment!
-
-It was as lovely a fly as ever walked on tiny French heels, and came in
-a limousine lined with gray duvetyn and electrically heated and graced
-with hothouse rosebuds in a slender glass behind the chauffeur’s right
-ear. She picked her way daintily up the snowy walk, surveyed the house
-and grounds critically as far as the Amber hedge, and rang the bell
-peremptorily.
-
-Miss Marilla herself went to the front door, for Molly Poke was busy
-making cream-puffs and couldn’t stop; and, when she saw the little fly
-standing haughtily on the porch, swathed in a gorgeous moleskin cloak
-with a voluminous collar of tailless ermine, and a little toque made of
-coral velvet embroidered in silver, she thought right away of a spider.
-A very beautiful spider, it is true, but all the same a spider.
-
-And, when the beautiful red lips opened and spoke, she thought so all
-the more.
-
-“I have come to see Lyman Gage,” she announced freezingly, looking at
-Miss Marilla with the glance one gives to a servant. Miss Marilla cast
-a frightened glance of discernment over the beautiful little face.
-For it was beautiful, there was no mistaking that, very perfectly
-beautiful, though it might have been only superficially so. Miss
-Marilla was not used to seeing a skin that looked like soft rose-leaves
-in baby perfection on a person of that age. Great baby eyes of blue,
-set wide, with curling dark lashes, eyebrows that seemed drawn by a
-fairy brush, lips of such ruby-red pout, and nose chiselled in warm
-marble. Peaches and cream floated through her startled mind, and it
-never occurred to her it was not natural. Oh, the vision was beautiful;
-there was no doubt about that.
-
-Miss Marilla closed the door, and stood with her back to the stairs and
-a look of defence upon her face. She had a fleeting thought of Mary and
-whether she ought to be protected. She had a spasm of fierce jealousy,
-and a frenzy as to what she should do.
-
-“You can step into the parlor,” she said in a tone that she hoped was
-calm, although she knew it was not cordial. “I’ll go up and see if he’s
-able to see you. He’s been very sick. The doctor hasn’t let him see
-any”--she paused, and eyed the girl defiantly--“any _strangers_.”
-
-“Oh, that’ll be all right,” laughed the girl with a disagreeable
-tinkle. “I’m not a stranger. I’m only his fiancée.” But she pronounced
-“fiancée” in a way that Miss Marilla didn’t recognize at all, and she
-looked at her hard. It wasn’t “wife,” anyway; and it hadn’t sounded
-like “sister” or “cousin.” Miss Marilla looked at the snip--that was
-what she began to call her in her mind--and decided that she didn’t
-want her to see Lyman Gage at all; but of course Lyman Gage must be the
-one to decide that.
-
-“What did you say your name was?” she asked bluntly.
-
-For answer the girl brought out a ridiculous little silk bag with a
-clattering clasp and chain, and took therefrom a tiny gold card-case,
-from which she handed Miss Marilla a card. Miss Marilla adjusted her
-spectacles, and studied it a moment with one foot on the lower stairs.
-
-“Well,” she said reluctantly, “he hasn’t seen any one yet; but I’ll go
-and find out if you can see him. You can sit in the parlor.” She waved
-her hand again toward the open door, and started up-stairs.
-
-The blood was beating excitedly through her ears, and her heart pounded
-in pitiful thuds. If this “snip” belonged to her soldier boy, she was
-sure she could never mother him again. She wouldn’t feel at home. And
-her thoughts were so excited that she did not know that the fur-clad
-snip was following her close behind until she was actually within the
-spare bedroom, and holding out the card to her boy with a trembling
-little withered-rose-leaf hand.
-
-The boy looked up with his wide, pleasant smile like a benediction,
-and reached out for the card interestedly. He caught the look of panic
-on Miss Marilla’s face and the inscrutable one on Mary Amber’s. Mary
-had heard the strange voice below and arisen from her reading aloud to
-glance out of the window. She now beat a precipitate retreat into the
-little sewing-room just off the spare bedroom. Then Lyman Gage realized
-another presence in the room, and looked beyond to the door where stood
-Elinore Harrower, her big eyes watching him jealously from her swathing
-of gorgeous furs, while he slowly took in the situation.
-
-It had been a common saying among his friends that no situation however
-unexpected ever found Lyman Gage off his guard, or ever saw him give
-away his own emotions. Like lightning there flitted over his face now
-a sudden cloud like a curtain, shutting out all that he had been the
-moment before, putting under lock and seal any like or dislike he
-might be feeling, allowing only the most cool courtesy to appear in
-his expression. Miss Marilla, watching him like a cat, could not tell
-whether he was glad or sorry, surprised or indignant or pleased. He
-seemed none of these. He glanced with cool indifference toward the
-lovely vision smiling in the doorway now and ready to gush over him,
-and a stern dignity grew in the set of his jaws; but otherwise he did
-not seem to have changed, and most casually, as if he had seen her but
-the week before, he remarked:
-
-“Oh! Is that you, Elinore? Seems to me you have chosen a cold day to go
-out. Won’t you sit down?” He motioned toward a stiff little chair that
-stood against the wall, though Mary Amber’s rocker was still waving
-back and forth from her hasty retreat.
-
-Miss Marilla simply faded out of the room, although Gage said politely,
-“don’t leave us, please.” But she was gone before the words were out of
-his mouth, and with a sudden feeling of weakness he glanced around the
-room wildly, and realized that Mary Amber was gone too.
-
-Mary Amber stood in the sewing-room, and wondered what she ought to do.
-For the other door of the sewing-room was closed and barred by a heavy
-iron bed that had been put up for convenience during the soldier’s
-illness, and the only spot that was long enough to hold it was straight
-across the hall door. Obviously Mary Amber could not get out of the
-sewing-room without moving that bed, and she knew by experience of
-making it every morning that it squeaked most unmercifully when it was
-moved. Neither could she go out through the spare bedroom, for she felt
-that her appearance would cause no end of explanations; and equally of
-course she dared not shut the door because it would make a noise and
-call attention to her presence.
-
-So Mary Amber tiptoed softly to the farthest end of the little room,
-and stood rigidly silent, trying not to listen, yet all the more
-attuned and sensitive to whatever was going on in the next room. She
-fairly held her breath lest they should hear her, and pressed her
-fingers upon her hot eyeballs as if that would shut out the sound.
-
-“That’s scarcely the way I expected you to meet me, Lyme,” in the sweet
-lilt of Elinore Harrower’s petted voice.
-
-“I was scarcely expecting you, you know, after what has happened,”
-came chillingly in Lyman Gage’s voice, a bit high and hollow from his
-illness, and all the cooler for that.
-
-“I couldn’t stay away when I knew you were ill, Lyme, dear!” The voice
-was honeyed sweet now.
-
-“What had that to do with it?” The tone was almost vicious. “You wrote
-that we had grown apart, and it was true. You are engaged to another
-man.”
-
-“Well, can’t I change my mind?” The tone was playful, kittenish. It
-smote Lyman Gage’s memory that he had been wont to call it teasing and
-enjoy it in her once upon a time.
-
-“You’ve changed your mind once too often!” The sick man’s voice was
-tense in his weakness, and his brow was dark.
-
-“Why, Lyme Gage! I think you are _horrid_!” cried the girl with a hint
-of indignant tears in her voice. “Here I come a long journey to see you
-when you’re sick; and you meet me that way, and _taunt_ me. It’s not
-like you. You don’t seem a bit glad to see me! Perhaps there’s some one
-else.” The voice had a taunt in it now, and an assurance that expected
-to win out in the end, no matter to what she might have to descend to
-gain her point.
-
-But she had reckoned without knowledge, for Lyman Gage remembered
-the picture he had torn to bits in the dying light of the sunset and
-trampled in the road; those same brilliant eyes, that soft tinted
-cheek, those painted lips, had smiled impudently up to him that way as
-he had ground them beneath his heel; and this was GIRL, his natural
-enemy, who would play with him at her pleasure, and toss him away when
-he was no longer profitable to her, expecting to find him ready at a
-word again when circumstances changed. He straightened up with sudden
-strength, and caught her words with a kind of joyful triumph.
-
-“Yes, there is _some one else_! Mary! Mary _Amber_!”
-
-Mary Amber, trying not to hear, had caught her name, heard the sound in
-his voice like to the little chick that calls its mother when the hawk
-appears; and suddenly her fear vanished. She turned, and walked with
-steady step and bright eyes straight into the spare bedroom, a smile
-upon her lips and a rose upon her cheek that needed no cosmetics to
-enhance its beauty.
-
-“Did you call me--Lyman?” she said, looking straight at him with rescue
-in her eyes.
-
-He put out his hand to her, and she went and stood by the bed over
-across from the visitor, who had turned and was staring amazedly,
-insolently at her now.
-
-Lyman Gage put out his big, wasted hand, and gathered Mary Amber’s hand
-in his, and _she let him_!
-
-“Mary,” said Lyman Gage possessively, and there were both boldness and
-appeal in his eyes as he looked at her, “I want Miss Harrower to know
-you; Miss Amber, Miss Harrower.”
-
-Elinore Harrower had risen with one hand on the back of her chair; and
-her crimson lips parted, a startled expression in her eyes. Her rich
-furs had fallen back, and revealed a rich and vampish little frock
-beneath; but she was not thinking of her frock just then. She was
-looking from one to the other of the two before her.
-
-“I don’t understand!” she said haughtily. “Did you know her before?”
-
-Lyman Gage flashed a look at Mary for indulgence, and answered happily.
-
-“Our friendship dates back to when we were children and I spent a
-summer with my Aunt Marilla teasing Mary, and letting the sawdust out
-of her dolls.” He gave a daring glance at Mary, and found the twinkles
-in her eyes playing with the dimples at the corner of her mouth; and
-his fingers clung more warmly around hers.
-
-The two were so absorbedly interested in this little comedy they were
-enacting that they had quite failed to notice its effect upon the
-audience. Elinore Harrower had gathered her fur robes about her, and
-was fastening them proudly at her throat. Her dark eyes were two
-points of steel, and the little white teeth that bit into the pouting
-crimson under lip looked vicious and suggestive.
-
-“I did not understand,” said Elinore haughtily. “I thought you were
-among strangers, and needed some one. I will leave you to your friends.
-You always did like simple country ways, I remember;” and she cast a
-withering glance around.
-
-“Why, where is Aunt Rilla, Mary?” asked Lyman, innocently ignoring the
-sneer of his guest. “Aunt Marilla!” he raised his voice, looking toward
-the door. “Aunt Marilla, won’t you please come here?”
-
-Miss Marilla, her heart a perfect tumult of joy to hear him call her
-that way, straightened up from her ambush outside the door, and entered
-precipitately, just as the haughty guest was about to stalk from the
-room, if one so small and exquisite as Elinore can be said to stalk.
-The result was a collision that quite spoiled the effect of the exit,
-and the two ladies looked at each other for a brief instant much as two
-cats might have done under similar circumstances.
-
-Mary Amber’s eyes were dancing, and Lyman Gage wanted to laugh, but he
-controlled his voice.
-
-“Aunt Marilla, this is Miss Harrower, a girl who used to be an old
-friend of mine, and she thinks she can’t stay any longer. Would you
-mind taking her down to the door? Good-by, Elinore. Congratulations!
-And I hope you’ll be very happy!” He held out his free hand--the
-other still held Mary Amber’s, and the smile upon his lips was
-full of merriment. But Elinore Harrower ignored the hand and the
-congratulations; and, drawing her fur mantle once more about her small
-haughty shoulders, she sailed from the room, her coral and silver toque
-held high, and her little red mouth drooping with scorn and defeat.
-Miss Marilla, all hospitality now that she understood, offered tea
-and cake, but was vouchsafed no answer whatever; and so in joyous,
-wondering silence she attended her soldier’s guest to the door.
-
-Lyman Gage lay back on his pillows, his face turned away from Mary
-Amber, listening; but his hand still held Mary Amber’s. And Mary Amber,
-standing quietly by his side, listening too, seemed to understand that
-the curtain had not fallen yet, not quite, upon the little play; for
-a smile wove in and out among the dimples near her lips, and her eyes
-were dancing little happy lights of mirth. It was not until the front
-door shut upon the guest and they heard the motor’s soft purr as the
-car left the house that they felt the tenseness of the moment relax,
-and consciousness of their position stole upon them.
-
-“Mary, Mary Amber!” whispered Lyman Gage softly, looking up into her
-face, “can you ever forgive me for all this?”
-
-He held her hand, and his eyes pleaded for him.
-
-“But it is all true. There _is_ another one. _I love you!_ And oh, I’m
-so tired. Mary Amber, can you forgive me--and--and love me, just a
-little bit?”
-
-Down upon her knees went Mary Amber beside that bed, and gathered her
-soldier boy within her strong young arms, drawing his tired head upon
-her firm, sweet shoulder.
-
-When Miss Marilla trotted back up-stairs on her weary, glad feet, and
-put her head in at the door fearfully, to see how her boy had stood
-the strain of the visitor--and to berate herself for having allowed a
-stranger to come up without warning, she found them so, with Mary Amber
-soothing her patient to sleep by kisses on his tired eyelids, and the
-soldier’s big white hand enfolding Mary’s little one contentedly, while
-the man’s low voice growled tenderly:
-
-“Mary, you are the only girl I ever really loved. I didn’t know there
-was a girl like you when I knew her.”
-
-So Miss Marilla drew the door to softly lest Molly Poke should come
-snooping round that way, and trotted off to the kitchen to see about
-some charlotte russe for supper, a great thankful gladness growing in
-her heart, for--oh! suppose it had been that other--hussy!
-
-
-THE END
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-<h1>THE BIG BLUE SOLDIER</h1>
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-<hr class="chap" />
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-<p class="ph1"><i>GRACE LIVINGSTON HILL&#8217;S</i></p>
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-<p class="center"><i>Charming and Wholesome Romances</i></p>
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-<div class="poetry-container">
-<div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">The City of Fire</div>
-<div class="verse">The Tryst</div>
-<div class="verse">Cloudy Jewel</div>
-<div class="verse">Exit Betty</div>
-<div class="verse">The Search</div>
-<div class="verse">The Red Signal</div>
-<div class="verse">The Enchanted Barn</div>
-<div class="verse">The Finding of Jasper Holt</div>
-<div class="verse">The Obsession of Victoria Gracen</div>
-<div class="verse">Miranda</div>
-<div class="verse">The Best Man</div>
-<div class="verse">Lo, Michael!</div>
-<div class="verse">Marcia Schuyler</div>
-<div class="verse">Phoebe Deane</div>
-<div class="verse">Dawn of the Morning</div>
-<div class="verse">The Mystery of Mary</div>
-<div class="verse">The Girl from Montana</div>
-</div></div>
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-<hr class="chap" />
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-<div class="figcenter"><img src="images/i_title.jpg" alt="" /></div>
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-<hr class="tb" />
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-<div class="titlepage">
-<p><span class="xxlarge">THE<br />
-BIG BLUE<br />
-SOLDIER</span></p>
-
-<p><i>BY</i><br />
-<span class="large">GRACE LIVINGSTON HILL</span><br />
-
-<small>AUTHOR OF &#8220;THE CITY OF FIRE,&#8221; &#8220;MARCIA SCHUYLER,&#8221; ETC.</small></p>
-
-<div class="figcenter"><img src="images/titlelogo.jpg" alt="" /></div>
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-<p><span class="large">PHILADELPHIA &amp; LONDON<br />
-J. B. LIPPINCOTT COMPANY<br />
-1923</span></p>
-</div>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p class="center">
-COPYRIGHT, 1920, 1921, BY THE GOLDEN RULE COMPANY<br />
-COPYRIGHT, 1923, BY J. B. LIPPINCOTT COMPANY<br />
-<br />
-PRINTED BY J. B. LIPPINCOTT COMPANY<br />
-AT THE WASHINGTON SQUARE PRESS<br />
-PHILADELPHIA, U. S. A.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[5]</a></span>
-
-
-
-<p class="ph2">THE BIG BLUE<br />
-SOLDIER</p>
-
-
-
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER I</h2></div>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">&#8220;And</span> you don&#8217;t think maybe I ought
-to have had lemon custard to go with
-the pumpkin instead of the mince?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla Chadwick turned from
-her anxious watching at the kitchen
-window to search Mary Amber&#8217;s clear
-young eyes for the truth, the whole
-truth, and nothing but the truth.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, no, I think mince is much better.
-All men like mince-pie, it&#8217;s so&mdash;sort
-of comprehensive, you know.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla turned back to her window,
-satisfied.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Well, now, if he came on that train,
-he ought to be in sight around the bend
-of the road in about three minutes,&#8221; she
-said tensely. &#8220;I&#8217;ve timed it often when<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[6]</a></span>
-folks were coming out from town, and
-it always takes just six minutes to get
-around the bend of the road.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>All through the months of the Great
-War Miss Marilla had knit and bandaged
-and emergencied and canteened
-with an eager, wistful look in her
-dreamy gray eyes, and many a sweater
-had gone to some needy lad with the
-little thrilling remark as she handed it
-over to the committee:</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I keep thinking, what if my nephew
-Dick should be needing one, and this
-just come along in time?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>But when the war was over, and most
-people had begun to use pink and blue
-wool on their needles, or else cast them
-aside altogether and tried to forget
-there ever had been such a thing as war,
-and the price of turkeys had gone up so
-high that people forgot to be thankful
-the war was over, Miss Marilla still held
-that wistful look in her eyes, and still<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[7]</a></span>
-spoke of her nephew Dick with bated
-breath and a sigh. For was not Dick
-among those favored few who were to
-remain and do patrol work for an indefinite
-time in the land of the enemy,
-while others were gathered to their waiting
-homes and eager loved ones? Miss
-Marilla spoke of Dick as of one who
-still lingered on the border-land of terror,
-and who laid his young life a continuous
-sacrifice for the good of the
-great world.</p>
-
-<p>A neat paragraph to that effect appeared
-in <i>The Springhaven Chronicle</i>, a
-local sheet that offered scant news items
-and fat platitudes at an ever-increasing
-rate to a gullible and conceited populace,
-who supported it because it was
-really the only way to know what one&#8217;s
-neighbors were doing. The paragraph
-was the reluctant work of Mary Amber,
-the young girl who lived next door to
-Miss Marilla and had been her devoted<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[8]</a></span>
-friend since the age of four, when Miss
-Marilla used to bake sugar cookies for
-her in the form of stogy men with currant
-eyes and outstretched arms.</p>
-
-<p>Mary Amber remembered Nephew
-Dick as a young imp of nine who made
-a whole long, beautiful summer ugly
-with his torments. She also knew that
-the neighbors all round about had memories
-of that summer when Dick&#8217;s
-parents went on a Western trip and left
-him with his Aunt Marilla. Mary
-Amber shrank from exposing her dear
-friend to the criticisms of such of the
-readers of <i>The Springhaven Chronicle</i>
-as had memories of their cats tortured,
-their chickens chased, their flower-beds
-trampled, their children bullied, and
-their windows broken by the youthful
-Dick.</p>
-
-<p>But time had softened the memories
-of that fateful summer in Miss Marilla&#8217;s
-mind, and, besides, she was sorely in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[9]</a></span>
-need of a hero. Mary Amber had not
-the heart to refuse to write the paragraph,
-but she made it as conservative as
-the circumstances allowed.</p>
-
-<p>But now, at last, among the latest to
-be sent back, Lieutenant Richard
-Chadwick&#8217;s division was coming home!</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla read in the paper what
-day they would sail, and that they were
-expected to arrive not later than the
-twenty-ninth; and, as she read, she conceived
-a wild and daring plan. Why
-should not she have a real, live hero herself?
-A bit belated, of course, but all
-the more distinguished for that. And
-why should not Mary Amber have a
-whole devoted soldier boy of her own for
-the village to see and admire? Not that
-she told Mary Amber that, oh, no! But
-in her mind&#8217;s vision she saw herself,
-Mary Amber, and Dick all going together
-to church on Sunday morning,
-the bars on his uniform gleaming like<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[10]</a></span>
-the light in Mary Amber&#8217;s hazel eyes.
-Miss Marilla had one sudden pang of
-fear when she thought that perhaps he
-would not wear his uniform home, now
-that everybody else was in citizen&#8217;s
-clothing; then her sweet faith in the
-wholesomeness of all things came to her
-rescue, and she smiled in relief. Of
-course he would wear it to come home;
-that would be too outrageous not to,
-when he had been a hero. Of course he
-would wear it the first few days. And
-that was a good reason why she must
-invite him at once to visit her instead of
-waiting until he had been to his home
-and been demobilized. She <i>must</i> have
-him in his uniform. She wanted the
-glory of it for her own brief share in that
-great time of uplifting and sacrifice that
-was so fast going into history.</p>
-
-<p>So Miss Marilla had hastened into the
-city to consult a friend who worked in
-the Red Cross and went out often to the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[11]</a></span>
-wharves to meet the incoming boats.
-This friend promised to find out just
-when Dick&#8217;s division was to land, to
-hunt him up herself, and to see that he
-had the invitation at once. &#8220;See that he
-<i>came</i>,&#8221; she put it, with a wise reservation
-in her heart that the dear, loving
-soul should not be disappointed.</p>
-
-<p>And now, the very night before, this
-friend had called Miss Marilla on the
-telephone to say that she had information
-that Dick&#8217;s ship would dock at eight
-in the morning. It would probably be
-afternoon before he could get out to
-Springhaven; so she had better arrange
-to have dinner about half past five. So
-Miss Marilla, with shining eyes and
-heart that throbbed like a young girl&#8217;s,
-had thrown her cape over her shoulders
-and hastened in the twilight through the
-hedge to tell Mary Amber.</p>
-
-<p>Mary Amber, trying to conceal her
-inward doubts, had congratulated Miss<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[12]</a></span>
-Marilla and promised to come over the
-first thing in the morning to help get
-dinner. Promised also, after much
-urging, almost with tears on the part of
-Miss Marilla, to stay and help eat the
-dinner afterward in company with Miss
-Marilla and the young lieutenant.
-From this part of her promise Mary
-Amber&#8217;s soul recoiled, for she had no
-belief that the young leopard with whom
-she had played at the age of ten could
-have changed his spots in the course of
-a few years, or even covered them with
-a silver bar. But Mary Amber soon
-saw that her presence at that dinner was
-an intrinsic part of Miss Marilla&#8217;s joy
-in the anticipation of the dinner; and,
-much as she disliked the position of
-being flung at the young lieutenant in
-this way, she promised. After all, what
-did it matter what he thought of her
-anyway, since she had no use for him?
-And then, she could always quietly<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[13]</a></span>
-freeze him whenever Miss Marilla&#8217;s
-back was turned. And Mary Amber
-<i>could</i> freeze with her hazel eyes when
-she tried.</p>
-
-<p>So quite early in the morning Miss
-Marilla and Mary Amber began a
-cheerful stir in Miss Marilla&#8217;s big sunny
-kitchen, and steadily, appetizingly,
-there grew an array of salads and pies
-and cakes and puddings and cookies and
-doughnuts and biscuits and pickles and
-olives and jellies; while a great bird
-stuffed to bursting went through the
-seven stages of its final career to
-the oven.</p>
-
-<p>But now it was five o&#8217;clock. The
-bird with brown and shining breast was
-waiting in the oven, &#8220;done to a turn;&#8221;
-mashed potatoes, sweet potatoes, squash,
-succotash, and onions had received the
-finishing-touches, and had only to be
-&#8220;taken up.&#8221; Cranberries and pickles
-and celery and jelly gave the final<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[14]</a></span>
-touches to a perfect table, and the sideboard
-fairly groaned under its load of
-pies and cake. One might have thought
-a whole regiment were to dine with
-Miss Marilla Chadwick that day, from
-the sights and smells that filled the
-house. Up in the spare room the fire
-glowed in a Franklin heater, and a geranium
-glowed in a west window between
-spotless curtains to welcome the
-guest; and now there was nothing left
-for the two women to do but the final
-anxiety.</p>
-
-<p>Mary Amber had her part in that,
-perhaps even more than her hostess and
-friend; for Mary Amber was jealous
-for Miss Marilla, and Mary Amber
-was youthfully incredulous. She had
-no trust in Dick Chadwick, even
-though he was an officer and had patrolled
-an enemy country for a few months
-after the war was over.</p>
-
-<p>Mary Amber had slipped over to her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[15]</a></span>
-own house when she finished mashing
-the potatoes, and changed her gown.
-She was putting little squares of butter
-on the bread-and-butter plates now,
-and the setting sun cast a halo of burnished
-light over her gold hair, and
-brightened up the silk of her brown
-gown with its touches of wood-red.
-Mary Amber was beautiful to look
-upon as she stood with her butterknife
-deftly cutting the squares and dropping
-them in just the right spot on the
-plates. But there was a troubled look
-in her eyes as she glanced from time
-to time at the older woman over by the
-window. Miss Marilla had given over
-all thought of work, and was intent
-only on the road toward the station. It
-would seem as if not until this moment
-had her great faith failed her, and the
-thought come to her that perhaps he
-might not come.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You know, of course, he might not<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[16]</a></span>
-get that train,&#8221; she said meditatively.
-&#8220;The other leaves only half an hour
-later. But she said she&#8217;d tell him to
-take this one.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s true, too,&#8221; said Mary Amber
-cheerily. &#8220;And nothing will be hurt by
-waiting. I&#8217;ve fixed those mashed potatoes
-so they won&#8217;t get soggy by being
-too hot, and I&#8217;m sure they&#8217;ll keep hot
-enough.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re a good, dear girl, Mary Amber,&#8221;
-said Miss Marilla, giving her a
-sudden impulsive kiss. &#8220;I only wish I
-could do something great and beautiful
-for you.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla caught up her cape, and
-hurried toward the door.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m going out to the gate to meet
-him,&#8221; she said with a smile. &#8220;It&#8217;s time
-he was coming in a minute now, and I
-want to be out there without hurrying.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>She clambered down the steps, her
-knees trembling with excitement. She<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[17]</a></span>
-hoped Mary Amber had not looked out
-of the window. A boy was coming
-on a bicycle; and, if he should be a boy
-with a telegram or a special-delivery
-letter, she wanted to read it before
-Mary Amber saw her. Oh, how awful
-if anything had happened that he
-couldn&#8217;t come to-day! Of course, he
-might come later to-night, or to-morrow;
-and a turkey would keep, though
-it was never so good as the minute it
-was taken out of the oven.</p>
-
-<p>The boy was almost to the gate now,
-and&mdash;yes, he was going to stop. He
-was swinging one leg out with that
-long movement that meant slowing up.
-She panted forward with a furtive
-glance back at the house. She hoped
-Mary Amber was looking at the turkey
-and not out of the window.</p>
-
-<p>It seemed that her fingers had suddenly
-gone tired while she was writing
-her name in that boy&#8217;s book, and they<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[18]</a></span>
-almost refused to tear open the envelope
-as the boy swung on his wheel
-again and vanished down the road. She
-had presence of mind enough to keep
-her back to the house and the telegram
-in front of her as she opened it covertly,
-trying to keep the attitude of still looking
-eagerly down the road, while the
-typewritten brief message got itself
-across to her tumultuous mind.</p>
-
-<blockquote>
-
-<p>&#8220;Impossible to accept invitation. Have other
-engagements. Thanks just the same.</p>
-
-<p class="right"><span class="gapright">&#8220;(Signed)</span></p>
-
-<p class="right">&#8220;<span class="smcap">Lieutenant Richard H. Chadwick</span>.&#8221;</p></blockquote>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla tore the yellow paper
-hastily, and crumpled it into a ball in
-her hands as she stared down the road
-through brimming tears. She managed
-an upright position; but her
-knees were shaking under her, and a
-gone feeling came in her stomach.
-Across the sunset skies in letters of accusing
-size there seemed to blaze the
-paragraphs from <i>The Springhaven
-Chronicle</i>,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[19]</a></span> copied afterwards in the
-county <i>Gazette</i>, about Miss Marilla
-Chadwick&#8217;s nephew, Lieutenant
-Richard H. Chadwick, who was expected
-at his aunt&#8217;s home as soon as he
-landed in this country after a long
-and glorious career in other lands, and
-who would spend the week-end with
-his aunt, and &#8220;doubtless be heard from
-at the Springhaven Club House before
-he left.&#8221; Her throat caught with a
-queer little sound like a groan. Still,
-with her hand grasping the front gate
-convulsively, Miss Marilla stood and
-stared down the road, trying to think
-what to do, how to word a paragraph
-explaining why he did not come, how
-to explain to Mary Amber so that that
-look of sweet incredulousness should
-not come into her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>Then suddenly, as she stared
-through her blur of tears, there appeared
-a straggling figure, coming<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[20]</a></span>
-around the bend of the road by the
-Hazard house; and Miss Marilla, with
-nothing at all in her mind but to escape
-from the watchful, loving eyes of Mary
-Amber for a moment longer, till she
-could think what to say to her,
-staggered out the gate and down the
-road toward the person, whoever it was,
-that was coming slowly up the road.</p>
-
-<p>On stumbled Miss Marilla, nearer
-and nearer to the oncoming man, till
-suddenly through a blur of tears she
-noticed that he wore a uniform. Her
-heart gave a leap, and for a moment she
-thought it must be Dick; that he had
-been playing her a joke by the telegram,
-and was coming on immediately
-to surprise her before she had a chance
-to be disappointed. It was wonderful
-how the years had done their halo work
-for Dick with Miss Marilla.</p>
-
-<p>She stopped short, trembling, one
-hand to her throat. Then, as the man<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[21]</a></span>
-drew nearer and she saw his halting
-gait, saw, too, his downcast eyes and
-whole dejected attitude, she somehow
-knew it was not Dick. Never would he
-have walked to her home in that way.
-There had been a swagger about little
-Dick that could not be forgotten. The
-older Dick, crowned now with many
-honors, would not have forgotten to
-hold his head high.</p>
-
-<p>Unconscious of her attitude of intense
-interest she stood with hand still
-fluttering at her throat, and eyes
-brightly on the man as he advanced.</p>
-
-<p>When he was almost opposite to her,
-he looked up. He had fine eyes and
-good features; but his expression was
-bitter for one so young, and in the eyes
-there was a look of pain.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh! excuse me,&#8221; said Miss Marilla,
-looking around furtively to be sure
-Mary Amber could not see them so far
-away. &#8220;Are you in a very great hurry?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[22]</a></span>The young man looked surprised,
-amused, and slightly bored, but paused
-politely.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Not specially,&#8221; he said; and there
-was a tone of dry sarcasm in his voice.
-&#8220;Is there anything I can do for you?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>He lifted the limp little trench-cap,
-and paused to rest his lame knee.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Why, I was wondering if you
-would mind coming in and eating dinner
-with me,&#8221; spoke Miss Marilla
-eagerly from a dry throat of embarrassment.
-&#8220;You see my nephew&#8217;s a returned
-soldier, and I&#8217;ve just got word
-he can&#8217;t come. The dinner&#8217;s all ready
-to be dished up, and it needn&#8217;t take you
-long.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Dinner sounds good to me,&#8221; said
-the young man with a grim glimmer of
-a smile. &#8220;I guess I can accommodate
-you, madam. I haven&#8217;t had anything
-to eat since I left the camp last night.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[23]</a></span>&#8220;Oh! You poor child!&#8221; said Miss Marilla,
-beaming on him with a welcoming
-smile. &#8220;Now isn&#8217;t it fortunate I
-should have asked <i>you</i>?&#8221; as if there had
-been a throng of passing soldiers from
-which she might have chosen. &#8220;But
-are you sure I&#8217;m not keeping you from
-some one else who is waiting for you?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;If there&#8217;s any one else waiting anywhere
-along this road for me, it&#8217;s all
-news to me, madam; and anyhow you
-got here first, and I guess you have first
-rights.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>He had swung into the easy, familiar
-vernacular of the soldier now; and for
-the moment his bitterness was held in
-abeyance, and the really nice look in his
-eyes shone forth.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Well, then, we&#8217;ll just go along in,&#8221;
-said Miss Marilla, casting another
-quick glance toward the house. &#8220;And
-I think I&#8217;m most fortunate to have
-found you. It&#8217;s so disappointing to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[24]</a></span>
-get dinner ready for company and then
-not have any.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Must be almost as disappointing as
-to get all ready for dinner and then not
-have any,&#8221; said the soldier affably.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla smiled wistfully.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I suppose your name doesn&#8217;t happen
-to be Richard, does it?&#8221; she asked
-with that childish appeal in her eyes
-that had always kept her a young
-woman and good company for Mary
-Amber, even though her hair had long
-been gray.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Might just as well be that as anything
-else,&#8221; he responded, affably, willing
-to drop into whatever rle was set
-for him in this most unexpected byplay.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;And you wouldn&#8217;t mind if I should
-call you Dick?&#8221; she asked with a wistful
-look in her blue eyes.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Like nothing better,&#8221; he assented
-glibly, and found his own heart warming
-to this confiding stranger lady.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[25]</a></span>&#8220;That&#8217;s beautiful of you!&#8221; She put
-out a shy hand, and laid it lightly on the
-edge of his cuff. &#8220;You don&#8217;t know how
-much obliged I am. You see, Mary
-Amber hasn&#8217;t ever quite believed he was
-coming&mdash;Dick, I mean&mdash;and she&#8217;s
-been so kind, and helped me get the
-dinner and all. I just couldn&#8217;t bear to
-tell her he wasn&#8217;t coming.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>The young soldier stopped short in
-the middle of the road, and whistled.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Horrors!&#8221; he exclaimed in dismay
-&#8220;Are there other guests? Who is Mary
-Amber?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Why, she&#8217;s just my neighbor, who
-played with you&mdash;I mean with Dick
-when he was here visiting as a child a
-good many years ago. I&#8217;m afraid he
-wasn&#8217;t always as polite to her then as a
-boy ought to be to a little girl; and&mdash;well,
-she&#8217;s never liked him very well. I
-was afraid she would say, &#8216;I told you
-so&#8217; if she thought he didn&#8217;t come. It<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[26]</a></span>
-won&#8217;t be necessary for me to tell any
-lies, you know. I&#8217;ll just say, &#8216;Dick,
-this is Mary Amber; I suppose you
-don&#8217;t remember her,&#8217; and that&#8217;ll be all.
-You don&#8217;t mind, do you? It won&#8217;t take
-long to eat dinner.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;But I&#8217;m a terrible mess to meet a
-girl!&#8221; he exclaimed uneasily, looking
-down deprecatingly at himself. &#8220;I
-thought it was just you. This uniform&#8217;s
-three sizes too large, and needs
-a drink. Besides,&#8221; he passed a speculative
-hand over his smoothly shaven
-chin, &#8220;I&mdash;don&#8217;t <i>care</i> for girls!&#8221; There
-was a deep frown between his eyes, and
-the bitter look had come back on his
-face. Miss Marilla thought he looked
-as if he might be going to run away.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, that&#8217;s all right!&#8221; said Miss Marilla
-anxiously. &#8220;Neither does Mary
-Amber like men. She says they&#8217;re all a
-selfish conceited lot. You needn&#8217;t have
-much to do with her. Just eat your<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[27]</a></span>
-dinner and tell anything you want to
-about the war. We won&#8217;t bother you to
-talk much. Come; this is the house, and
-the turkey must be on the table getting
-cold by now.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>She swung open the gate, and laid a
-persuasive hand on the shabby sleeve;
-and the young man reluctantly followed
-her up the path to the front door.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[28]</a></span>
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER II</h2></div>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">When</span> Lyman Gage set sail for
-France three years before, he left behind
-him a modest interest in a promising
-business enterprise, a girl who
-seemed to love him dearly, and a debt
-of several thousand dollars to her
-father, who had advised him to go into
-the enterprise and furnished the funds
-for his share in the capital.</p>
-
-<p>When he had returned from France
-three days before, he had been met with
-news that the business enterprise had
-gone to smash during the war, the girl
-had become engaged to a dashing
-young captain with a well-feathered
-nest, and the debt had become a galling
-yoke.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Father says, tell you you need not
-worry about the money you owe him,&#8221;
-wrote the girl sweetly, concluding her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[29]</a></span>
-revelations. &#8220;You can pay it at your
-leisure when you get started again.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Lyman Gage lost no time in gathering
-together every cent he could scrape
-up. This was more than he had at first
-hoped, because of the fact that he
-owned two houses in the big city in
-which he had landed; and these houses,
-though old and small, happened to be
-located in the vicinity of a great industrial
-plant that had sprung up since the
-end of the war, and houses were going
-at soaring prices. They were snapped
-up at once at a sum that was fabulous
-in comparison with their real value.
-This, with what he had brought home
-and the bonus he received on landing,
-exactly covered his indebtedness to the
-man who was to have been his father-in-law;
-and, when he turned away from
-the window where he had been telegraphing
-the money to his lawyer in a
-far State with instructions to pay the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[30]</a></span>
-loan at once, he had just forty-six cents
-left in his pocket.</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly, as he reflected that he had
-done the last thing there was left that
-he now cared to do on earth, the noises
-of the great city got hold upon his
-nerve, and tore and racked it.</p>
-
-<p>He was filled with a great desire to
-get out and away from it, he cared not
-where, only so that the piercing sounds
-and rumbling grind of the traffic of the
-city should not press upon the raw
-nerves and torture them.</p>
-
-<p>With no thought of getting anything
-to eat or providing for a shelterless
-night that was fast coming on, he wandered
-out into the train-area of the
-great station, and idly read the names
-up over the train-gates. One caught
-his fancy, &#8220;<span class="smcap">Purling Brook</span>.&#8221; It
-seemed as if it might be quiet there,
-and a fellow could think. He followed
-the impulse, and strode through the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[31]</a></span>
-gates just as they were about to be
-closed. Dropping into the last seat in
-the car as the train was about to start,
-he flung his head back, and closed his
-eyes wearily. He did not care whether
-he ever got anywhere or not. He was
-weary in heart and spirit. He wished
-that he might just sink away into nothingness.
-He was too tired to think, to
-bemoan his fate, to touch with torturing
-finger of memory all the little beautiful
-hopes that he had woven about the
-girl he thought he loved better than any
-one else on earth. Just passingly he
-had a wish that he had a living mother
-to whom he could go with his sick heart
-for healing. But she had been gone
-long years, and his father even longer.
-There was really no one to whom he
-cared to show his face, now that all
-he had counted dear on earth had been
-suddenly taken from him.</p>
-
-<p>The conductor roused him from a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[32]</a></span>
-profound sleep, demanding a ticket,
-and he had the good fortune to remember
-the name he had seen over the gate:
-&#8220;Purling Brook. How much?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Fifty-six cents.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Gage reached into his pocket, and
-displayed the coins on his palm with
-a wry smile.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Guess you better put me off here,
-and I&#8217;ll walk,&#8221; he said, stumbling
-wearily to his feet.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s all right, son. Sit down,&#8221;
-said the conductor half roughly. &#8220;You
-pay me when you come back sometime.
-I&#8217;ll make it good.&#8221; And he glanced at
-the uniform kindly.</p>
-
-<p>Gage looked down at his shabby self
-helplessly. Yes, he was still a soldier,
-and people had not got over the habit
-of being kind to the uniform. He
-thanked the conductor, and sank into
-sleep again, to be roused by the same
-kindly hand a few minutes later at Purling<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[33]</a></span>
-Brook. He stumbled off, and
-stood looking dazedly about him at the
-trig little village. The sleep was not
-yet gone from his eyes, nor the ache
-from his nerves; but the clear quiet
-of the little town seemed to wrap
-him about soothingly like salve, and
-the crisp air entered into his lungs, and
-gave him heart. He realized that he
-was hungry.</p>
-
-<p>It seemed to have been a popular
-afternoon train that he had travelled
-upon. He looked beyond the groups
-of happy home-comers to where it hurried
-away gustily down the track, even
-then preparing to stop at the next near
-suburban station to deposit a few more
-home-comers. There on that train
-went the only friend he felt he had in
-the world at present, that grizzly conductor
-with his kindly eyes looking
-through great bifocals like a pleasant
-old grasshopper.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[34]</a></span>Well, he could not remain here any
-longer. The air was biting, and the sun
-was going down. Across the road the
-little drug-store even then was twinkling
-out with lights behind its blue and
-green glass urns. Two boys and a girl
-were drinking something at the soda-fountain
-through straws, and laughing
-a great deal. It somehow turned him
-sick, he could not tell why. He had
-done things like that many a time
-himself.</p>
-
-<p>There was a little stone church down
-the street, with a spire and bells. The
-sun touched the bells with burnished
-crimson till they looked like Christmas
-cards. A youthful rural football team
-went noisily across the road, discoursing
-about how they would come out that
-night if their mothers would let them;
-and the station cab came down the
-street full of passengers, and waited for
-a lady at the meat-market. He could<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[35]</a></span>
-see the legs of a chicken sticking out
-of the basket as the driver helped her in.</p>
-
-<p>He began to wonder why he hadn&#8217;t
-stayed in the city and spent his forty-six
-cents for something to eat. It
-would have bought a great many
-crackers, say, or even bananas. He
-passed the bakery, and a whiff of fresh-baked
-bread greeted his nostrils. He
-cast a wistful eye at the window. Of
-course he might go in and ask for a
-job in payment for his supper. There
-were his soldier&#8217;s clothes. But no.
-That was equivalent to begging. He
-could not quite do that. Here in town
-they would have all the help they
-wanted. Perhaps, farther out in the
-country&mdash;perhaps&mdash;he didn&#8217;t know
-what; only he couldn&#8217;t bring himself to
-ask for food, even with the offer to
-work. He didn&#8217;t care enough for that.
-What was hunger, anyway? A thing
-to be satisfied and come again. What<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[36]</a></span>
-would happen if he didn&#8217;t satisfy it?
-Die, of course, but what did it matter?
-What was there to live for, anyway?</p>
-
-<p>He passed a house all windows,
-where children were gathered about a
-piano with one clumsily playing an accompaniment.
-There was an open fire,
-and the long windows came down to the
-piazza floor. They were singing at the
-top of their lungs, the old, time-worn
-song made familiar to them by community
-sing-songs, still good to them
-because they all knew it so well,</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
-<div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">&#8220;There&#8217;s a long, long trail a-winding</div>
-<div class="indent">Until my dreams all come true;&#8221;</div>
-</div></div>
-
-<p>and it gripped his heart like a knife. He
-had sung that song with <i>her</i> when it was
-new and tender, just before he sailed
-away; and the trail had seemed so long!
-And now he had reached the end of it,
-and she had not been there to meet him!
-It was incredible! She so fair! And
-false! After all those months of waiting!<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[37]</a></span>
-That was the hardest part of it,
-that she could have done it, and then explained
-so lightly that he had been
-away so long she was sure he would
-understand, and they both must have
-got over their childish attachment; and
-so on, through the long, nauseating
-sentences of her repeal. He shuddered
-as he said them over to his tired heart,
-and then shuddered again with the keen
-air; for his uniform was thin, and he
-had no overcoat.</p>
-
-<p>What was that she had said about
-the money? He needn&#8217;t worry about
-it. A sort of bone to toss to the lone
-dog after he was kicked out. Ah, well!
-It was paid. He was glad of that. He
-was even grimly glad for his own destitution.
-It gave a kind of sense of satisfaction
-to have gone hungry and homeless
-to pay it all in one grand lump, and
-to have paid it at once, and through his
-lawyer, without any word to her or her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[38]</a></span>
-father either. They should not be even
-distant witnesses of his humiliation.
-He would never cross their path again
-if he had his way. They should be as
-completely wiped out of his existence
-and he out of theirs as if the same universe
-did not hold them.</p>
-
-<p>He passed down the broad, pleasant
-street in the crisp air, and every home
-on either hand gave him a thrust of
-memory that stabbed him to the heart.
-It was such a home as one of these that
-he had hoped to have some day, although
-it would have been in the city,
-perhaps, for she always liked the city.
-He had hoped in the depths of his heart
-to persuade her to the country, though.
-Now he saw as in a revelation how futile
-such hopes had been. She would never
-have come to love sweet, quiet ways
-such as he loved. She couldn&#8217;t ever
-have really loved him, or she would have
-waited, would not have changed.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[39]</a></span>Over and over again he turned the
-bitter story, trying to get it settled in
-his heart so that the sharp edges would
-not hurt so, trying to accustom himself
-to the thought that she whom he had
-cherished through the blackness of the
-years that were past was not what he
-had thought her. He stopped in the
-road beside a tall hedge that hid the
-Hazard house from view, and snatched
-out her picture that he had carried in
-his breast pocket till now; snatched it
-out, gazed upon it with a look that was
-not good to see on a young face, and
-tore it across! He took a step forward,
-and every step he tore a tiny fragment
-from the picture and flung it into the
-road bit by bit till the lovely face was
-mutilated in the dust where the feet of
-passers-by would grind upon it and
-where those great blue eyes that had
-gazed back at him from the picture so
-long would be destroyed forever. It<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[40]</a></span>
-was the last thread that bound him to
-her, that picture; and, when the last
-scrap of picture had fluttered away
-from him, he put his head down and
-strode forward like one who has cast
-away from him his last hope.</p>
-
-<p>The voice of Miss Marilla roused him
-like a homely, pleasant sound about the
-house of a morning when one has had
-an unhappy dream; and he lifted his
-head, and, soldier-like, dropped into the
-old habit of hiding his emotions.</p>
-
-<p>Her kindly face somehow comforted
-him, and the thought of dinner was a
-welcome one. The ugly tragedy of his
-life seemed to melt away for the moment,
-as if it could not stand the light
-of the setting sun and her wholesome
-presence. There was an appeal in her
-eyes that reached him; and somehow he
-didn&#8217;t feel like turning down her nave,
-childlike proposition. Besides, he was
-used to being cared for because he was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[41]</a></span>
-a soldier, and why not once more now
-when everything else had gone so rotten?
-It was an adventure, anyway,
-and what was there left for him but adventure?
-he asked himself with a little
-bitter sneer.</p>
-
-<p>But, when she mentioned a <i>girl</i>, that
-was a different thing! Girls were all
-treacherous. It was a new conviction
-with him; but it had gone deep, so deep
-that it had extended not only to a certain
-girl or class of girls, but to all girls
-everywhere. He had become a woman-hater.
-He wanted nothing more to do
-with any of them. And yet at that
-moment his tired, disappointed, hurt
-man&#8217;s soul was really crying out for
-the woman of the universe to comfort
-him, to explain to him this awful circumstance
-that had come to all his
-bright dreams. A mother, that was
-what he thought he wanted; and Miss
-Marilla looked as if she might make<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[42]</a></span>
-a nice mother. So he turned like a tired
-little hungry boy, and followed her, at
-least until she said &#8220;girl.&#8221; Then he
-almost turned and fled.</p>
-
-<p>Yet, while Miss Marilla coaxed and
-explained about Mary Amber, he stood
-facing again the lovely vision of the girl
-he had left behind at the beginning of
-the long, long trail, and whose picture
-he had just trampled underfoot on this
-end of the trail, which it now seemed to
-him would wind on forever alone for
-him. As he paused on Miss Marilla&#8217;s
-immaculate front steps, he was preparing
-himself to face the enemy of his life
-in the form of woman. The one thing
-really that made him go into that house
-and meekly submit to be Miss Marilla&#8217;s
-guest was that his soul had risen to battle.
-He would fight Girl in the concrete!
-She should be his enemy from
-henceforth. And this strange, unknown
-girl, who hated men and thought<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[43]</a></span>
-them conceited and selfish, this cold, inhuman
-creature, was likely false-hearted
-too, like the one he had loved
-and who had not loved him. He would
-show her what he thought of such girls,
-of all girls; what all men who knew anything
-about it thought of all girls! And,
-thus reasoning, he followed Miss Marilla
-into the pleasant oilcloth-covered
-hall, and up the front stairs to the spare
-room, where she smilingly showed him
-the towels and brushes prepared for his
-comfort, and left him, calling cheerily
-back that dinner would be on the table
-as soon as he was ready to come down.</p>
-
-<p>All the time he was bathing his tired,
-dirty face and cold, rough hands in the
-warm, sweet-scented soap-suds, and
-wiping them on the fragrant towel,
-even while he stood in front of the mirror
-all polished to reflect the visage of
-Lieutenant Richard H. Chadwick, and
-brushed his close-cropped curls till<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[44]</a></span>
-there was not a hint of wave left in
-them, he was hardening himself to meet
-Girl in the concrete and get back a return
-for what she had done to his life.</p>
-
-<p>Then, with a last final polish of the
-brush and a flick of the whisk-broom
-over his discouraged-looking uniform,
-he set his lips grimly, and went down-stairs,
-taking the precaution to fold his
-cap and put it into his pocket, for he
-might want to escape at any minute,
-and it was best to be prepared.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[45]</a></span>
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER III</h2></div>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Mary Amber</span> was bearing in the
-great platter of golden-brown turkey
-when he first saw her, and had not heard
-him come down. She was entirely off
-her guard, with a sweet, serious intentness
-upon her work and a stray wisp
-of gold hair set afloat across the
-kitchen-flushed cheek. She looked so
-sweet and serviceable and true, with
-her lips parted in the pleasure of the
-final completion of her task, that the
-soldier was taken by surprise and
-thrown entirely off his guard. Was this
-the false-hearted creature he had come
-to fight?</p>
-
-<p>Then Mary Amber felt his eyes upon
-her as he stood staring from the open
-hall door, and, lifting her own clear
-ones, froze into the opponent at once.
-A very polite opponent, it is true, with<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[46]</a></span>
-all the grace of a young queen, but
-nevertheless an opponent, cold as a
-young icicle.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla with bright eyes and
-preternaturally pink cheeks spoke into
-the vast pause that suddenly surrounded
-them all, and her voice sounded
-strangely unnatural to herself.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Dick, this is Mary Amber; I suppose
-you don&#8217;t remember her.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>And the young soldier, not yet quite
-recovered from that first sweet vision of
-Mary Amber, went forward with his
-belligerence to woman somewhat held
-in abeyance.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You&mdash;have changed a good deal
-since then, haven&#8217;t you?&#8221; he managed
-to ask with his native quickness to say
-the right thing in an emergency.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;A good many years have passed,&#8221;
-she said, coolly putting out a reluctant
-hand to please Miss Marilla. &#8220;You<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[47]</a></span>
-don&#8217;t look at all as you did. I never
-should have known you.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>The girl was looking keenly at him,
-studying his face closely. If a soldier
-just home from an ocean trip could get
-any redder, his face would have grown
-so under her scrutiny. Also, now he
-was face to face with her, he felt his
-objection to Girl in general receding
-before the fact of his own position.
-How had that ridiculous old woman expected
-him to carry off a situation like
-this without giving it away? How was
-he supposed to converse with a girl he
-had never seen before, about things he
-had never done,&mdash;with a girl with whom
-he was supposed to have played in his
-youth? Why had he been such a fool
-as to get into this corner just for the
-sake of one more dinner? Why, to-morrow
-he would need another dinner,
-and all the to-morrows through which
-he might have to live. What was one<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[48]</a></span>
-dinner more or less? He felt in his hip
-pocket for the comforting assurance of
-his cap, and gave a furtive glance toward
-the hall door. It wouldn&#8217;t be far
-to bolt back to the road, and what would
-be the difference? He would never see
-either of the two again.</p>
-
-<p>Then the sweet, anxious eyes of his
-hostess met his with an appealing smile
-and he felt himself powerless to move.</p>
-
-<p>The girl&#8217;s eyes had swept over his ill-fitting
-uniform and he seemed to feel
-every crease and stain.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I thought they told us you were an
-officer, but I don&#8217;t see your bars.&#8221; She
-laughed mockingly, and searched his
-face again accusingly.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;This is another fellow&#8217;s uniform,&#8221;
-he answered lamely. &#8220;Mine got shrunk
-so I could hardly get into it, and another
-fellow who was going home
-changed with me.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>He lifted his eyes frankly, for it was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[49]</a></span>
-the truth that he told, and he looked
-into her eyes, but saw that she did not
-believe him. Her dislike and distrust
-of the little boy Dick had come to the
-front. He saw that she believed that
-Dick had been boasting to his aunt of
-honors that were not his. A wave of
-anger swept over his face; yet somehow
-he could not summon his defiance.
-Somehow he wanted her to believe him.</p>
-
-<p>They sat down at the beautiful table,
-and the turkey got in its work on his
-poor human sensibilities. The delicate
-perfume of the hot meat as it fell in
-large, flaky slices from Miss Marilla&#8217;s
-sharp knife, the whiff of the summer
-savory and sage and sweet marjoram in
-the stuffing, the smoothness of the
-mashed potatoes, the brownness of the
-candied sweet potatoes, all cried out to
-him and held him prisoner. The odor of
-the food brought a giddiness to his
-head, and the faintness of hunger attacked<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[50]</a></span>
-him. A pallor grew under the
-tan of his face, and there were dark
-shadows under his nice eyes that quite
-touched Miss Marilla, and almost softened
-the hard look of distrust that had
-been growing around Mary Amber&#8217;s
-gentle lips.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;This certainly is great!&#8221; he murmured.
-&#8220;I don&#8217;t deserve to get in on
-anything like this, but I&#8217;m no end
-grateful.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Mary Amber&#8217;s questioning eyes recalled
-him in confusion to his rle of
-nephew in the house, and he was glad of
-the chance to bend his head while Miss
-Marilla softly asked a blessing on the
-meal. He had been wont to think he
-could get away with any situation; but
-he began to feel now as if his recent
-troubles had unnerved him, and he
-might make a mess of this one. Somehow
-that girl seemed as if she could see
-into a fellow&#8217;s heart. Why couldn&#8217;t he<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[51]</a></span>
-show her how he despised the whole race
-of false-hearted womankind?</p>
-
-<p>They heaped his plate with good
-things, poured him amber coffee rich
-with cream, gave him cranberry sauce
-and pickles and olives, and passed little
-delicate biscuits, and butter with the
-fragrance of roses. With all this before
-him he suddenly felt as if he could
-not swallow a mouthful. He lifted his
-eyes to the opposite wall, and a neatly
-framed sentence in quaint old English
-lettering met his eye, &#8220;Who crowneth
-thee with loving-kindness and tender
-mercies, so that thy youth is renewed
-like the eagle&#8217;s.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>An intense desire to put his head
-down on the table and cry came over
-him. The warmth of the room, the
-fragrance of the food, had made him
-conscious of an ache in every part of
-his body. His head was throbbing too,
-and he wondered what was the matter<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[52]</a></span>
-with him. After all the harshness of
-the world, and the bitterness, to meet
-a kindness like this seemed to unnerve
-him. But gradually the food got in its
-work, and the hot coffee stimulated
-him. He rose to the occasion greatly.
-He described France, spoke of the
-beautiful cathedrals he had seen, the
-works of art, the little children, the
-work of reconstruction that was going
-on, spoke of Germany too, when he saw
-they expected him to have been there,
-although this was a shoal on which he
-almost wrecked his rle before he realized.
-He told of the voyage over and
-the people he had met, and he kept most
-distinctly away from anything personal,
-at least as far away as Mary
-Amber would let him. She with her
-keen, questioning eyes was always
-bringing up some question that was almost
-impossible for him to answer directly
-without treading on dangerous<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[53]</a></span>
-ground, and it required skill indeed to
-turn her from it. Mary listened and
-marvelled, trying continually to trace
-in his face the lines of the fat-faced, arrogant
-child who used to torment her.</p>
-
-<p>Mary rose to take the plates, and the
-young soldier insisted on helping. Miss
-Marilla, pleased to see them getting
-on so nicely, sat smiling in her place,
-reaching out to brush away a stray
-crumb on the table-cloth. Mary, lingering
-in the kitchen for a moment, to
-be sure the fire was not being neglected,
-lifted the stove-lid, and with the
-draught a little flame leaped up around
-a crumpled, smoldering yellow paper
-with the familiar &#8220;Western Union Telegraph&#8221;
-heading. Three words stood
-out distinctly for a second, &#8220;Impossible
-to accept,&#8221; and then were
-enveloped by the flame. Mary stood
-and stared with the stove-lid in her hand,
-and then, as the flame curled the paper<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[54]</a></span>
-over, she saw &#8220;Lieutenant Richard&mdash;&#8221;
-revealed and immediately licked up by
-the flame.</p>
-
-<p>It lay, a little crisp, black fabric
-with its message utterly illegible, but
-still Mary stood and stared and wondered.
-She had seen the boy on the
-bicycle ride up and go away. She had
-also seen the approaching soldier almost
-immediately, and the thought of
-the telegram had been at once erased.
-Now it came back forcefully. Dick,
-then, had sent a telegram, and it looked
-as if he had declined the invitation.
-Who, then, was this stranger at the
-table? Some comrade working Miss
-Marilla for a dinner, or Dick himself,
-having changed his mind or playing a
-practical joke? In any case Mary felt
-she ought to disapprove of him utterly.
-It was her duty to show him up to Miss
-Marilla; and yet how could she do it<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[55]</a></span>
-when she did not know anything
-herself?</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Hurry, Mary, and bring the pie,&#8221;
-called Miss Marilla. &#8220;We&#8217;re waiting.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Mary put the stove-lid down, and
-went slowly, thoughtfully back to the
-dining-room bearing a pie. She studied
-the face of the young soldier intently
-as she passed him his pie, but he seemed
-so young and pleasant and happy she
-hadn&#8217;t the heart to say anything just
-yet. She would bide her time. Perhaps
-somehow it was all explainable.
-So she set to asking him questions.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;By the way, Dick, what ever became
-of Barker?&#8221; she requested, fixing
-her clear eyes on his face.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Barker?&#8221; said Lyman Gage, puzzled
-and polite, then, remembering his
-rle, &#8220;Oh, yes, <i>Barker</i>!&#8221; He laughed.
-&#8220;Great old Barker, wasn&#8217;t he?&#8221; He
-turned in troubled appeal to Miss
-Marilla.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[56]</a></span>&#8220;Barker certainly was the cutest little
-guinea-pig I ever saw,&#8221; beamed
-Miss Marilla, &#8220;although at the time I
-really wasn&#8217;t as fond of it as you were.
-You would have it around in the
-kitchen so much.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>There was covert apology in Miss
-Marilla&#8217;s voice for the youthful character
-of the young man he was supposed
-to be.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I should judge I must have been a
-good deal of a nuisance in those days,&#8221;
-hazarded the soldier, feeling that he
-was treading on dangerous ground.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, no!&#8221; sighed Miss Marilla, trying
-to be truthful and at the same time
-polite. &#8220;Children will be children, you
-know.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;All children are not alike.&#8221; It was
-as near to snapping as sweet Mary Amber
-ever came. She had memories
-which time had not dimmed.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[57]</a></span>&#8220;Was it as bad as that?&#8221; laughed the
-young man. &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry!&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Mary had to laugh. His frankness
-certainly was disarming. But there
-was that telegram! And Mary grew
-serious again. She did not intend to
-have her gentle old friend deceived.</p>
-
-<p>Mary insisted on clearing off the
-table and washing the dishes, and the
-soldier insisted on helping her; so Miss
-Marilla, much disturbed that domestic
-duties should interfere with the evening,
-put everything away, and made the
-task as brief as possible, looking anxiously
-at Mary Amber every trip
-back from the refrigerator and pantry
-to see how she was getting on with the
-strange soldier, and how the strange
-soldier was getting on with her. At
-first she was a little troubled lest he
-shouldn&#8217;t be the kind of man she would
-want to introduce to Mary Amber; but
-after she had heard him talk and express<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[58]</a></span>
-such thoroughly wholesome
-views on politics and national subjects
-she almost forgot he was not the real
-Dick, and her doting heart could not
-help wanting Mary Amber to like him.
-He was, in fact, the personification of
-the Dick she had dreamed out for her
-own, as different in fact from the real
-Dick as could have been imagined, and
-a great deal better. His frank eyes, his
-pleasant manner, his cultured voice, all
-pleased her; and she couldn&#8217;t help feeling
-that he was Dick come back as she
-would have liked him to be all the time.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I&#8217;d like to have a little music, just
-a little before Mary has to go home,&#8221;
-Miss Marilla said wistfully as Mary
-Amber hung up the dish-towel with an
-air that said plainly without words that
-she felt her duty toward the stranger
-was over and she was going to depart
-at once.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[59]</a></span>&#8220;Sure!&#8221; said the stranger. &#8220;You
-sing, don&#8217;t you, Miss Mary?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>There was nothing for it, and Mary
-resigned herself to another half hour.
-They went into the parlor; and Mary
-sat down at the old square piano, and
-touched its asthmatic keys that sounded
-the least bit tin-panny even under such
-skilled fingers as hers.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;What shall I play?&#8221; questioned
-Mary. &#8220;&#8216;The long, long trail&#8217;?&#8221;
-There was a bit of sarcasm in her tone.
-Mary was a real musician, and hated
-rag-time.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;No! <i>Never!</i>&#8221; said the soldier
-quickly. &#8220;I mean&mdash;not that, <i>please</i>;&#8221;
-and a look of such bitter pain swept
-over his face that Mary glanced up surprised,
-and forgot to be disagreeable
-for several minutes while she pondered
-his expression.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Excuse me,&#8221; he said. &#8220;But I loathe
-it. Give us something else; sing something<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[60]</a></span>
-<i>real</i>. I&#8217;m sure you can.&#8221; There
-was a hidden compliment in his tone,
-and Mary was surprised. The soldier
-had almost forgotten that he did not belong
-there. He was acting as he might
-have acted in his own social sphere.</p>
-
-<p>Mary struck a few chords tenderly
-on the piano, and then broke into the
-delicious melody of &#8220;The Spirit
-Flower;&#8221; and Lyman Gage forgot that
-he was playing a part in a strange
-home with a strange girl, forgot that he
-hadn&#8217;t a cent in the world, and his girl
-was gone, and sat watching her face
-as she sang. For Mary had a voice
-like a thrush in the summer evening,
-that liquid appeal that always reminds
-one of a silver spoon dropped into a
-glass of water; and Mary had a face
-like the spirit flower itself. As she
-sang she could not help living, breathing,
-being the words she spoke.</p>
-
-<p>There was nothing, absolutely nothing,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[61]</a></span>
-about Mary to remind him of the
-girl he had lost; and there was something
-in her sweet, serious demeanor as
-she sang to call to his better nature; a
-wholesome, serious sweetness that was
-in itself a kind of antiseptic against bitterness
-and sweeping denunciation.
-Lyman Gage as he listened was lifted
-out of himself and set in a new world
-where men and women thought of
-something besides money and position
-and social prestige. He seemed to be
-standing off apart from himself and
-seeing himself from a new angle, an
-angle in which he was not the only one
-that mattered in this world, and in
-which he got a hint that his plans might
-be only hindrances to a larger life for
-himself and every one else. Not that he
-exactly thought these things in so many
-words. It was more as if while Mary
-sang a wind blew freshly from a place
-where such thoughts were crowding,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[62]</a></span>
-and made him seem smaller in his own
-conceit than he had thought he was.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;And now sing &#8216;Laddie,&#8217;&#8221; pleaded
-Miss Marilla.</p>
-
-<p>A wave of annoyance swept over
-Mary Amber&#8217;s face. It was plain she
-did not wish to sing that song. Nevertheless,
-she sang it, forgetting herself
-and throwing all the pathos and tenderness
-into her voice that belonged to
-the beautiful words. Then she turned
-from the piano decidedly, and rose.
-&#8220;I must go home at once,&#8221; was written
-in every line of her attitude. Miss Marilla
-rose nervously, and looked from
-one of her guests to the other.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Dick, I wonder if you haven&#8217;t
-learned to sing.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Her eyes were so pathetic that they
-stirred the young man to her service.
-Besides, there was something so contemptuous
-in the attitude of that human
-spirit flower standing on the wing<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[63]</a></span>
-as it were in that done-with-him-forever
-attitude that spurred him into a
-faint desire to show her what he
-could do.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Why, sure!&#8221; he answered lazily, and
-with a stride transferred himself to the
-piano-stool and struck a deep, strong
-chord or two. Suddenly there poured
-forth a wondrous barytone such as was
-seldom heard in Purling Brook, and
-indeed is not common anywhere. He
-had a feeling that he was paying for his
-wonderful dinner, and must do his best.
-The first song that had come to his
-mind was a big, blustery French patriotic
-song; and the very spirit of the
-march was in its cadence. Out of the
-corner of his eye he could see Mary
-Amber still poised, but waiting in her
-astonishment. He felt that he had already
-scored a point. When he came
-to the grand climax, she cried out with
-pleasure and clapped her hands. Miss<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[64]</a></span>
-Marilla had sunk into the mahogany
-rocker, but was sitting on the edge,
-alert to prolong this gala evening; and
-two bright spots of colorful delight
-shone on her faded cheeks.</p>
-
-<p>He did not wait for them to ask him
-for another; he dashed into a minor key,
-and began to sing a wild, sweet, sobbing
-song of love and loss till Mary,
-entranced, softly slipped into a chair,
-and sat breathless with clasped hands
-and shining eyes. It was such an artistic,
-perfect thing, that song, that she
-forgot everything else while it was
-going on.</p>
-
-<p>When the last sob died away, and
-the little parlor was silent with deep
-feeling, he whirled about on the piano-stool,
-and rose briskly.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Now I&#8217;ve done my part, am I to
-be allowed to see the lady home?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>He looked at Miss Marilla instead of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[65]</a></span>
-Mary for permission, and she smiled,
-half frightened.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;It isn&#8217;t necessary at all,&#8221; spoke
-Mary crisply, rising and going for a
-wrap. &#8220;It&#8217;s only a step.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, I think so, surely!&#8221; answered
-Miss Marilla as if a great point of etiquette
-had been decided. She gave him
-a look of perfect trust.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s only across the garden and
-through the hedge, you know,&#8221; she said
-in a low tone; &#8220;but I think she would
-appreciate it.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Certainly,&#8221; he said, and turned with
-perfect courtesy as Mary looked in at
-the door and called, &#8220;Good night.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>He did not make a fuss about attending
-her. He simply was there close beside
-her as she sped through the dark
-without a word to him.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s been very pleasant to meet you,&#8221;
-he said as she turned with a motion of
-dismissal at her own steps, &#8220;again,&#8221; he<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[66]</a></span>
-added lamely. &#8220;I&mdash;I&#8217;ve enjoyed the
-evening more than you can understand.
-I enjoyed your singing.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh! <i>My</i> singing!&#8221; flung back Mary.
-&#8220;Why, I was like a sparrow beside a
-nightingale. It wasn&#8217;t quite fair of you
-to let me sing first without knowing
-you had a voice. It&#8217;s strange. You
-know you never used to sing.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>It seemed to him her glance went
-deep as she looked at him through the
-shadows of the garden. He thought
-about it as he crept back through the
-hedge, shivering now, for the night was
-keen and his uniform was thin. Well,
-what did it matter what she thought?
-He would soon be far away from her
-and never likely to see her again. Yet
-he was glad he had scored a point, one
-point against Girl in the concrete.</p>
-
-<p>Now he must go in and bid his hostess
-good-by, and then away to&mdash;where?</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[67]</a></span>
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER IV</h2></div>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">As Lyman Gage</span> went up the steps
-to Miss Marilla&#8217;s front porch a sick
-thrill of cold and weariness passed over
-his big frame. Every joint and muscle
-seemed to cry out in protest, and his
-very vitals seemed sore and racked. The
-bit of bright evening was over, and he
-was facing his own gray life again with
-a future that was void and empty.</p>
-
-<p>But the door was not shut. Miss
-Marilla was hovering anxiously inside
-with the air of just having retreated
-from the porch. She gave a little relieved
-gasp as he entered.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, I was afraid you wouldn&#8217;t
-come back,&#8221; she said eagerly. &#8220;And I
-did so want to thank you and tell you
-how we&mdash;how I&mdash;yes, I mean <i>we</i>, for
-I know she loved that singing&mdash;how
-very much we have enjoyed it. I shall<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[68]</a></span>
-always thank God that He sent you
-along just then.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Well, I certainly have cause to
-thank you for that wonderful dinner,&#8221;
-he said earnestly, as he might have
-spoken to a dear relation, &#8220;and for all
-this&#8221;&mdash;he waved his big hand toward
-the bright room&mdash;&#8220;this pleasantness.
-It was like coming home, and I haven&#8217;t
-any home to come to now.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh! Haven&#8217;t you?&#8221; said Miss Marilla
-caressingly. &#8220;Oh, <i>haven&#8217;t</i> you?&#8221;
-she said again wistfully. &#8220;I wonder
-why I can&#8217;t keep you a little while, then.
-You seem just like my own nephew&mdash;as
-I had hoped he would be&mdash;I haven&#8217;t
-seen him in a long time. Where were
-you going when I stopped you?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>The young man lifted heavy eyes
-that were bloodshot and sore to the
-turning, and tried to smile. To save
-his life he couldn&#8217;t lie blithely when it<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[69]</a></span>
-seemed so good to be in that warm
-room.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Why&mdash;I was&mdash;I don&#8217;t know&mdash;I
-guess I just wasn&#8217;t going anywhere.
-To tell you the truth, I was all in, and
-down on my luck, and as blue as indigo
-when you met me. I was just tramping
-anywhere to get away from it.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You poor boy!&#8221; said Miss Marilla,
-putting out her fine little blue-veined
-hands and caressing the old khaki
-sleeve. &#8220;Well, then you&#8217;re just going
-to stay with me and get rested. There&#8217;s
-no reason in the world why you
-shouldn&#8217;t.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;No, indeed!&#8221; said Lyman Gage,
-drawing himself up bravely, &#8220;I couldn&#8217;t
-think of it. It wouldn&#8217;t be right. But
-I certainly thank you with all my heart
-for what you have done for me to-night.
-I really must go at once.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;But where?&#8221; she asked pathetically,
-as if he belonged to her, sliding her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[70]</a></span>
-hands detainingly down to his big
-rough ones.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, anywhere, it doesn&#8217;t matter!&#8221;
-he said, holding her delicate little old
-hand in his with a look of sacred respect
-as if a nice old angel had offered to hold
-hands with him. &#8220;I&#8217;m a soldier, you
-know; and a few storms more or less
-won&#8217;t matter. I&#8217;m used to it. Good
-night.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>He clasped her hands a moment, and
-was about to turn away; but she held
-his fingers eagerly.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You shall not go that way!&#8221; she
-declared. &#8220;Out into the cold without
-any overcoat, and no home to go to!
-Your hands are hot, too. I believe you
-have a fever. You&#8217;re going to stay
-here to-night and have a good sleep
-and a warm breakfast; and then, if you
-must go, all right. My spare bed is all
-made up, and there&#8217;s a fire in the
-Franklin heater. The room&#8217;s as warm<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[71]</a></span>
-as toast, and Mary put a big bouquet
-of chrysanthemums up there. If you
-don&#8217;t sleep there, it will all be wasted.
-You <i>must</i> stay.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;No, it wouldn&#8217;t be right.&#8221; He
-shook his head again, and smiled wistfully.
-&#8220;What would people say?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Say! Why, they&#8217;ve got it in the
-paper that you&#8217;re to be here&mdash;at least,
-that Dick&#8217;s to be here. They&#8217;ll think
-you&#8217;re my nephew and think nothing
-else about it. Besides, I guess I have
-a right to have company if I like.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;If there was any way I could pay
-you,&#8221; said the young man. &#8220;But I
-haven&#8217;t a cent to my name, and no telling
-how long before I will have anything.
-I really couldn&#8217;t accept any
-such hospitality.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, that&#8217;s all right,&#8221; said Miss Marilla
-cheerily. &#8220;You can pay me if you
-like, sometime when you get plenty; or
-perhaps you&#8217;ll take me in when I&#8217;m<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[72]</a></span>
-having a hard time. Anyhow, you&#8217;re
-going to stay. I won&#8217;t take no for an
-answer. I&#8217;ve been disappointed and
-disappointed about Dick&#8217;s coming, and
-me having no one to show for all the
-years of the war, just making sweaters
-for the world, it seemed like, with no
-one belonging to me; and now I&#8217;ve got
-a soldier, and I&#8217;m going to keep him at
-least for one night. Nobody&#8217;s to know
-but you&#8217;re my own nephew, and I
-haven&#8217;t got to go around the town,
-have I, telling that Dick didn&#8217;t care
-enough for his old country aunt to come
-out and take dinner with her? It&#8217;s nothing
-to them, is it, if they think he
-came and stayed overnight too? Or
-even a few days. Nobody&#8217;ll be any the
-wiser, and I&#8217;ll take a lot more comfort.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I&#8217;d like to accommodate you,&#8221; faltered
-the soldier; &#8220;but you know I
-really ought&mdash;&#8221; Suddenly the big fellow
-was seized with a fit of sneezing,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[73]</a></span>
-and the sick sore thrills danced all
-down his back, and slapped him in the
-face, and pricked him in the throat, and
-banged against his head. He dropped
-weakly down in a chair, and got out the
-discouragedest-looking handkerchief
-that ever a soldier carried. It looked
-as if it might have washed the decks on
-the way over, or wiped off shoes, as
-doubtless it had; and it left a dull streak
-of olive-drab dust on his cheek and
-chin when he had finished polishing off
-the last sneeze and lifted his suffering
-eyes to his hostess.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re sick!&#8221; declared Miss Marilla
-with a kind of satisfaction, as if now
-she had got something she could really
-take hold of. &#8220;I&#8217;ve thought it all the
-evening. I first laid it to the wind in
-your face, for I knew you weren&#8217;t the
-drinking kind; and then I thought
-maybe you&#8217;d had to be up all night last
-night or something; lack of sleep makes<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[74]</a></span>
-eyes look that way; but I believe you&#8217;ve
-got the grippe, and I&#8217;m going to put
-you to bed and give you some homeopathic
-medicine. Come, tell me the
-truth. Aren&#8217;t you chilly?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>With a half-sheepish smile the soldier
-admitted that he was, and a big involuntary
-shudder ran over his tall
-frame with the admission.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Well, it&#8217;s high time we got to work.
-There&#8217;s plenty of hot water; and you
-go up to the bathroom, and take a hot
-bath. I&#8217;ll put a hot-water bag in the
-bed, and get it good and warm; and
-I&#8217;ve got a long, warm flannel nightgown
-I guess you can get on. It was
-made for grandmother, and she was a
-big woman. Come, we&#8217;ll go right up-stairs.
-I can come down and shut up
-the house while you&#8217;re taking your
-bath.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>The soldier protested, but Miss Marilla
-swept all before her. She locked<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[75]</a></span>
-the front door resolutely, and put the
-chain on. She turned out the parlor
-light, and shoved the young man before
-her to the stairs.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;But I oughtn&#8217;t to,&#8221; he protested
-again with one foot on the first step.
-&#8220;I&#8217;m an utter stranger.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Well, what&#8217;s that?&#8221; said Miss Marilla
-crisply. &#8220;&#8216;I was a stranger, and
-ye took me in.&#8217; When it comes to that,
-we&#8217;re all strangers. Come, hurry up;
-you ought to be in bed. You&#8217;ll feel
-like a new man when I get you
-tucked up.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re awfully good,&#8221; he murmured,
-stumbling up the stairs, with a sick
-realization that he was giving way to
-the little imps of chills and thrills that
-were dancing over him, that he was all
-in, and in a few minutes more he would
-be a contemptible coward, letting a
-lone, old woman fuss over him this way.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla turned up the light,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[76]</a></span>
-and threw back the covers of the spare
-bed, sending a whiff of lavender
-through the room. The Franklin
-heater glowed cheerfully, and the place
-was warm as toast. There was something
-sweet and homelike in the old-fashioned
-room with its queer, ancient
-framed photographs of people long
-gone, and its plain but fine old mahogany.
-The soldier raised his bloodshot
-eyes, and looked about with a thankful
-wish that he felt well enough to appreciate
-it all.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla had pulled open a
-drawer, and produced a long, fine flannel
-garment of nondescript fashion;
-and from a closet she drew forth a long
-pink bathrobe and a pair of felt
-slippers.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;There! I guess you can get those
-on.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>She bustled into the bathroom, turned
-on the hot water, and heaped big<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[77]</a></span>
-white bath-towels and sweet-scented
-soap upon him. In a kind of daze of
-thankfulness he stumbled into the bathroom,
-and began his bath. He hadn&#8217;t
-had a bath like that in&mdash;was it two
-years? Somehow the hot water held
-down the nasty little sick thrills, and
-cut out the chills for the time. It was
-wonderful to feel clean and warm, and
-smell the freshness of the towels and
-soap. He climbed into the big nightgown
-which also smelled of lavender,
-and came forth presently with the felt
-slippers on the front of his feet, and the
-pink bathrobe trailing around his
-shoulders. There was a meek, conquered
-expression on his face; and he
-crept gratefully into the warm bed according
-to directions, and snuggled
-down with that sick, sore thrill of
-thankfulness that everybody who has
-ever had grippe knows.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla bustled up from down-stairs<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[78]</a></span>
-with a second hot-water bag in
-one hand and a thermometer in the
-other.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m going to take your temperature,&#8221;
-she said briskly, and stuck the
-thermometer into his unresisting mouth.
-Somehow it was wonderfully sweet to
-be fussed over this way, almost like
-having a mother. He hadn&#8217;t had such
-care since he was a little fellow in the
-hospital at prep school.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I thought so!&#8221; said Miss Marilla,
-casting a practised eye at the thermometer
-a moment later. &#8220;You&#8217;ve got
-quite a fever; and you&#8217;ve got to lie right
-still, and do as I say, or you&#8217;ll have a
-time of it. I hate to think what would
-have happened to you if I&#8217;d been weak
-enough to let you go off into the cold
-without any overcoat to-night.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, I&#8217;d have walked it off likely,&#8221;
-faintly spoke the old Adam in the
-sleepy, sick soldier; but he knew as he<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[79]</a></span>
-spoke that he was lying, and he knew
-Miss Marilla knew it also. He would
-have laughed if it hadn&#8217;t been too much
-trouble. It was wonderful to be in a
-bed like this, and be warm, and that
-ache in his back against the hot-water
-bag! It almost made his head stop
-aching.</p>
-
-<p>In almost no time at all he was asleep.
-He never realized when Miss Marilla
-brought a glass, and fed him medicine.
-He opened his mouth obediently when
-she told him, and went right on sleeping.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Bless his heart!&#8221; she said. &#8220;He
-must have been all worn out;&#8221; and she
-turned the light low, and gathering up
-his chairful of clothes, slipped away to
-the bathroom, where presently they
-were all, except the shoes, soaking in
-strong, hot soap-suds, and Miss Marilla
-had gone down-stairs to stir up the fire
-and put on irons. But she took the precaution
-to close all the blinds on the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[80]</a></span>
-Amber side of the house, and pull down
-the shades. Mary had no need ever to
-find out what she was doing.</p>
-
-<p>The night wore on, and Miss Marilla
-wrought with happy heart and willing
-hands. She was doing something for
-somebody who really needed it, and who
-for the time being had no one else to do
-for him. He was hers exclusively to be
-served this night. It was years since
-she had had anybody of her own to care
-for, and she luxuriated in the service.</p>
-
-<p>Every hour she slipped up to feel
-his forehead, listen to his breathing,
-and give him his medicine, and then
-slipped down to the kitchen again to her
-ironing. Garment by garment the soldier&#8217;s
-meagre outfit came from the
-steaming suds, was conveyed to the
-kitchen, where it hung on an improvised
-line over the range, and got itself dry
-enough to be ironed and patched. It
-was a work of love, and therefore it<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[81]</a></span>
-was done perfectly. When morning
-dawned the soldier&#8217;s outfit, thoroughly
-renovated and pressed almost beyond
-recognition, lay on a chair by the spare-room
-window, and Miss Marilla in her
-dark-blue serge morning-dress lay
-tidily down on the outside of her bed to
-take &#8220;forty winks.&#8221; But even then she
-could hardly get to sleep, she was so excited
-thinking about her guest and wondering
-whether he would feel better
-when he awoke or whether she ought to
-send for a doctor.</p>
-
-<p>A hoarse cough roused her an hour
-later, and she went with speed to her
-patient, and found him tossing and battling
-in his sleep with some imaginary
-foe.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t owe you a cent any longer!&#8221;
-he declared fiercely. &#8220;I&#8217;ve paid it all,
-even to the interest while I was in
-France; and there&#8217;s no reason why I
-shouldn&#8217;t tell you just what I think of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[82]</a></span>
-you. You can go to thunder with your
-kind offers. I&#8217;m off <i>you</i> for life!&#8221; And
-then the big fellow turned with a groan
-of anguish, and buried his face in
-his pillow.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla paused in horror, thinking
-she had intruded upon some secret
-meditation; but, as she waited on tiptoe
-and breathless in the hall, she heard
-the steady hoarse breathing keep on,
-and knew that he was still asleep. He
-did not rouse, more than to open bloodshot,
-unseeing eyes and close them
-again when she loudly stirred his medicine
-in the glass and held the spoon to
-his lips. As before, he obediently
-opened his mouth and swallowed, and
-went on sleeping.</p>
-
-<p>She stood a moment anxiously watching
-him. She did not know just what
-she ought to do. Perhaps he was going
-to have pneumonia! Perhaps she ought
-to send for the doctor, and yet there<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[83]</a></span>
-were complications about that. She
-would be obliged to explain a lot&mdash;or
-else lie to the neighborhood! And he
-might not like it for her to call a doctor
-while he was asleep. If she only had
-some one with whom to advise! On ordinary
-questions she always consulted
-Mary Amber, but by the very nature
-of the case Mary Amber was out of
-this. Besides, in half an hour Mary
-Amber very discreetly put herself beyond
-a question outside of any touch
-with Miss Marilla&#8217;s visitor by taking
-herself off in her little runabout for a
-short visit to a college friend over in the
-next county. It was plain that Mary
-Amber did not care to subject herself
-to further contact with the young soldier.
-He might be Dick or he might
-not be Dick. It was none of her business
-while she was visiting Jeannette
-Clark; so she went away quite hurriedly.
-Miss Marilla heard the purr of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[84]</a></span>
-engine as the little brown car started
-down the hedged driveway, and
-watched the flight with a sense of satisfaction.
-She had an intuition that
-Mary Amber was not in favor of her
-soldier, and she had a guilty sense of
-hiding the truth from her dear young
-friend that made her breathe more
-freely as she watched Mary Amber&#8217;s
-flight. Moreover, it was with a certain
-self-reproachful relief that she noted
-the little brown suitcase that lay at
-Mary Amber&#8217;s feet as she slid past Miss
-Marilla&#8217;s house without looking up.
-Mary Amber was going away for the
-day at least, probably overnight; and
-by that time the question of the soldier
-would be settled one way or the other
-without Mary Amber&#8217;s having to
-worry about it.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla ordered a piece of beef,
-and brewed a cup of the most delicious
-beef-tea, which she took up-stairs. She<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[85]</a></span>
-managed to get her soldier awake
-enough to swallow it; but it was plain
-that he did not in the least realize
-where he was, and seemed well content
-to close his eyes and drowse away once
-more. Miss Marilla was deeply troubled.
-Some pricks from the old, time-worn
-adage beginning, &#8220;O what a tangled
-web we weave,&#8221; began to stab her
-conscience. If only she had not allowed
-those paragraphs to go into the county
-paper! No, that was not the real
-trouble at all. If only she had not
-dragged in another soldier, and made
-Mary Amber believe he was her
-nephew! Such an old fool! Just because
-she couldn&#8217;t bear the mortification
-of having people know her nephew
-hadn&#8217;t cared enough for her to come and
-see her when he was close at hand! But
-she was well punished. Here she had a
-strange sick man on her hands, and no<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[86]</a></span>
-end of responsibility! Oh, if only she
-hadn&#8217;t asked him in!</p>
-
-<p>Yet, as she stood watching the quick
-little throb in his neck above the old
-flannel nightgown, and the long, curly
-sweep of the dark lashes on his hot
-cheek as he slept, her heart cried out
-against that wish. No, a thousand
-times no. If she had not asked him in,
-he might have been in some hospital by
-this time, cared for by strangers; and
-she would have been alone, with empty
-hands, getting her own solitary dinner,
-or sewing on the aprons for the orphanage,
-with nothing in the world to do
-that really mattered for anybody.
-Somehow her heart went out to this
-stranger boy with a great yearning, and
-he had come to mean her own&mdash;or
-what her own ought to have been to her.
-She wouldn&#8217;t have him otherwhere for
-anything. She wanted him right where
-he was for her to care for, something at<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[87]</a></span>
-last that needed her, something she
-could love and tend, even if it were only
-for a few days.</p>
-
-<p>And she was sure she could care for
-him. She knew a lot about sickness.
-People sent for her to help them out,
-and her wonderful nursing had often
-saved a life where the doctor&#8217;s remedies
-had failed. She felt sure this was only
-a severe case of grippe that had taken
-fierce hold on the system. Thorough
-rest, careful nursing, nourishing broth,
-and some of her homeopathic remedies
-would work the charm. She would try
-it a little longer and see. If his temperature
-wasn&#8217;t higher than the last
-time, it would be perfectly safe to get
-along without a doctor.</p>
-
-<p>She put the thermometer between
-his relaxed lips, and held them firmly
-round it until she was sure it had been
-there long enough. Then she carried it
-softly over to the front window, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[88]</a></span>
-studied it. No, it had not risen; in fact,
-it might be a fifth of a degree lower.</p>
-
-<p>Well, she would venture it a little
-while longer.</p>
-
-<p>For two days Miss Marilla cared for
-her strange soldier as only a born nurse
-like herself could care, and on the third
-morning he rewarded her by opening
-his eyes and looking about; then, meeting
-her own anxious gaze, he gave her
-a weak smile.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ve been sick!&#8221; he said as if stating
-an astonishing fact to himself. &#8220;I
-must have given you a lot of trouble.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Not a bit of it, you dear child,&#8221;
-said Miss Marilla, and then stooped and
-brushed his forehead with her lips in a
-motherly kiss. &#8220;I&#8217;m so glad you&#8217;re
-better!&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>She passed her hand like soft old
-fallen rose-leaves over his forehead, and
-it was moist. She felt of his hands, and
-they were moist too. She took his temperature,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[89]</a></span>
-and it had gone down almost
-to normal. Her eyes were shining with
-more than professional joy and relief.
-He had become to her in these hours of
-nursing and anxiety as her own child.</p>
-
-<p>But at the kiss the boy&#8217;s eyelashes
-had swept down upon his cheek; and,
-when she looked up from reading the
-thermometer, she saw a tear glisten unwillingly
-beneath the lashes.</p>
-
-<p>The next two days were a time of
-untold joy to Miss Marilla while she
-petted and nursed her soldier boy back
-to some degree of his normal strength.
-She treated him just as if he were a
-little child who had dropped from the
-skies to her loving ministrations. She
-bathed his face, and puffed up his pillows,
-and took his temperature, and
-dosed him, and fed him, and read him to
-sleep&mdash;and Miss Marilla could read
-well, too; she was always asked to read
-the chapter at the Fortnightly Club<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[90]</a></span>
-whenever the regular reader whose turn
-it was failed. And while he was asleep
-she cooked dainty, appetizing little
-dishes for him. They had a wonderful
-time together, and he enjoyed it as
-much as she did. The fact was he was
-too weak to object, for the little red
-devils that get into the blood and kick
-up the fight commonly entitled grippe
-had done a thorough work with him;
-and he was, as he put it, &#8220;all in and
-<i>then</i> some.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>He seemed to have gone back to the
-days of his childhood since the fever began
-to abate, and he lay in a sweet daze
-of comfort and rest. His troubles and
-perplexities and loneliness had dropped
-away from him, and he felt no desire
-to think of them. He was having the
-time of his life.</p>
-
-<p>Then suddenly, wholly unannounced
-and not altogether desired at the present
-stage of the game, Mary Amber arrived
-on the scene.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[91]</a></span>
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER V</h2></div>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Mary</span> was radiant as the sunny
-morning in a little red tam, and her
-cheeks as red as her hat from the drive
-across country. She appeared at the
-kitchen door quite in her accustomed
-way just as Miss Marilla was lifting
-the dainty tray to carry her boy&#8217;s breakfast
-up-stairs, and she almost dropped
-it in her dismay.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ve had the grandest time!&#8221;
-breezed Mary gayly. &#8220;You don&#8217;t
-know how beautiful the country is, all
-wonderful bronze and brown with a
-purple haze, and a frost like silver lace
-this morning when I started. You&#8217;ve
-simply got to put on your wraps and
-come with me for a little while. I know
-a place where the shadows melt slowly,
-and the frost will not be gone yet.
-Come quick! I want you to see it before<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[92]</a></span>
-it&#8217;s too late. You&#8217;re not just eating
-your breakfast, Auntie Rill! And
-on a tray, too! Are you sick?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla glanced guiltily down
-at the tray, too transparent even to
-evade the question.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;No, why&mdash;I&mdash;he&mdash;my neph&mdash;&mdash;&#8221;
-then she stopped in hopeless confusion,
-remembering her resolve not to tell a
-lie about the matter, whatever came.</p>
-
-<p>Mary Amber stood up and looked at
-her, her keen young eyes searching and
-finding the truth.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You don&#8217;t mean to tell me <i>that man</i>
-is here yet? And you waiting on him!&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>There were both sorrow and scorn in
-the fine young voice.</p>
-
-<p>In the upper hall the sick soldier in a
-bathrobe was hanging over the banisters
-in a panic, wishing some kind fairy
-would arrive and waft him away on a
-breath. All his perfidy in getting sick
-on a strange gentlewoman&#8217;s hands and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[93]</a></span>
-lying lazily in bed, letting her wait on
-him, was shown up in Mary Amber&#8217;s
-voice. It found its echo in his own
-strong soul. He had known all along
-that he had no business there, that he
-ought to have gone out on the road to
-die rather than betray the sweet hospitality
-of Miss Marilla by allowing himself
-to be a selfish, lazy slob&mdash;that was
-what he called himself as he hung over
-the banisters.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Mary! Why, he has been very
-<i>sick</i>!&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Sick?&#8221; There was a covert sneer
-in Mary Amber&#8217;s incredulous young
-voice; and then the conversation was
-suddenly blanketed by the closing of
-the hall door, and the sick soldier padded
-disconsolately back to bed, weak
-and dizzy, but determined. This was
-as good a time as any. He ought to
-have gone before!</p>
-
-<p>He trailed across the room in the big<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[94]</a></span>
-flannel nightgown that hung out from
-him with the outlines of a fat old auntie
-and dragged down from one bronzed
-shoulder rakishly. His hair was sticking
-up wildly, and he felt of his chin
-fiercely, and realized that he was wearing
-a growth of several days.</p>
-
-<p>In a neat pile on a chair he found his
-few clean garments, and struggled into
-them. His carefully ironed uniform
-hung in the closet; and he braced himself,
-and struggled into the trousers. It
-seemed a tremendous effort. He longed
-to drop back on the pillows, but
-wouldn&#8217;t. He sat with his head in his
-hands, his elbows on his knees, trying
-to get courage to totter to the bathroom
-and subdue his hair and beard, when he
-heard Miss Marilla coming hastily up
-the stairs, the little coffee-pot sending
-on a delicious odor, and the glass of milk
-tinkling against the silver spoons as
-she came.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[95]</a></span>He had managed his leggings by this
-time, and looked up with an attempt at
-a smile, trying to pass it off in a jocular
-way.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I thought it was high time I was
-getting about,&#8221; he said, and broke
-down coughing.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla paused in distress, and
-looked at his hollow eyes. Everything
-seemed to be going wrong this morning.
-Oh, why hadn&#8217;t Mary Amber stayed
-away just one day longer? But of
-course he had not heard her.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, you&#8217;re not fit to be up yet!&#8221;
-she exclaimed. &#8220;Do lie down and rest
-till you&#8217;ve had your breakfast.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I can&#8217;t be a baby having you wait
-on me any longer,&#8221; he said. &#8220;I&#8217;m
-ashamed of myself. I ought not to
-have stayed here at all!&#8221; His tone was
-savage, and he reached for his coat, and
-jammed it on with a determined air in
-spite of his weakness and the sore<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[96]</a></span>
-shivers that crept shakily up his back.
-&#8220;I&#8217;m perfectly all right, and you&#8217;ve
-been wonderful; but it&#8217;s time I was
-moving on.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>He pushed past her hurriedly to the
-bathroom, feeling that he must get out
-of her sight before his head began to
-swim. The water on his face would
-steady him. He dashed it on, and shivered
-sickly, longing to plunge back to
-bed, yet keeping on with his ablutions.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla put down her tray, and
-stood with tears in her eyes, waiting for
-him to return, trying to think what she
-could say to persuade him back to
-bed again.</p>
-
-<p>Her anxious expression softened him
-when he came back, and he agreed to
-eat his breakfast before he went anywhere,
-and sank gratefully into the big
-chair in front of the Franklin heater,
-where she had laid out his breakfast on
-a little table. She had lined the chair<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[97]</a></span>
-with a big comfortable, which she drew
-unobtrusively about his shoulders now,
-slipping a cushion under his feet, and
-quietly coddling him into comfort again.
-He looked at her gratefully, and, setting
-down his coffee-cup, reached out
-and patted her hair as she rose from
-tucking up his feet.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re just like a mother to me!&#8221;
-he choked, trying to keep back the
-emotion from his voice. &#8220;It&#8217;s been
-great! I can&#8217;t tell you!&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You&#8217;ve been just like a dear son,&#8221;
-she beamed, touching the dark hair
-over his forehead shyly. &#8220;It&#8217;s like getting
-my own back again to have you
-come for this little while, and to be able
-to do for you. You see it wasn&#8217;t as if I
-really had anybody. Dick never cared
-for me. I used to hope he would when
-he grew up. I used to think of him
-over there in danger, and pray for him,
-and love him, and send him sweaters;<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[98]</a></span>
-but now I know it was really you I
-thought of and prayed for. Dick never
-cared.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>He looked at her tenderly, and
-pressed her hand gratefully.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re wonderful!&#8221; he said. &#8220;I
-shall never forget it.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>That little precious time while he was
-eating his breakfast made it all the
-harder for what he meant to do. He saw
-that he could never hope to do it openly,
-either; for she would fling herself in
-his path to prevent him from going out
-until he was well; so he let her tuck him
-up carefully on the spread-up bed, and
-pull down the shades for him to take a
-nap after the exertion of getting
-dressed; and he caught her hand, and
-kissed it fervently as she was leaving
-him; and cherished her murmured
-&#8220;Dear child!&#8221; and the pressure of her
-old-rose-leaf fingers in parting. Then
-he closed his eyes, and let her slip away<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[99]</a></span>
-to the kitchen where he knew she would
-be some time preparing something
-delicious for his dinner.</p>
-
-<p>When she was safely out of hearing,
-rattling away at the kitchen stove, he
-threw back the covers vigorously, set
-his grim determination against the
-swimming head, stalked over to the
-little desk, and wrote a note on the fine
-note-paper he found there.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Dear, wonderful little mother,&#8221; he
-wrote, &#8220;I can&#8217;t stay here any longer. It
-isn&#8217;t right. But I&#8217;ll be back some day
-to thank you if everything goes all
-right. Sincerely, <span class="smcap">Your Boy</span>.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>He tiptoed over, and laid it on the
-pillow; then he took his old trench-cap,
-which had been nicely pressed and was
-hanging on the corner of the looking-glass,
-and stealthily slid out of the
-pleasant, warm room, down the carpeted
-stairs, and out the front door into
-the crisp, cold morning. The chill air<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[100]</a></span>
-met him with a challenge as he closed
-the front door, and dared him not to
-cough; but with an effort he held his
-breath, and crept down the front walk
-to the road, holding in control as well
-the long, violent shivers that seized him
-in their grasp. The sun met him, and
-blinded his sensitive eyes; and the wind
-with a tang of winter jeered at his thin
-uniform, and trickled up his sleeves
-and down his collar, penetrating every
-seam. But he stuffed his hands into
-his pockets, and strode grimly ahead
-on the way he had been going when
-Miss Marilla met him, passing the tall
-hedge where Mary Amber lived, and
-trying to hold his head high. He hoped
-Mary Amber saw him <i>going away</i>!</p>
-
-<p>For perhaps half a mile past Mary
-Amber&#8217;s house his courage and his
-pride held him, for he was a soldier,
-who had slept in a muck-pile under the
-rain, and held his nerve under fire, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[101]</a></span>
-gone on foot ten miles to the hospital
-after he was wounded. What was a
-little grippe and a walk in the cold to
-the neighboring village? He wished
-he knew how far it was, but he had to
-go, for it would never do to send the
-telegram he must send from the town
-where Miss Marilla lived.</p>
-
-<p>The second half-mile he lagged and
-shivered, with not energy enough to
-keep up a circulation; the third half
-mile and the fourth were painful, and
-the fifth was completed in a sick daze
-of weakness; for the cold, though stimulating
-at first, had been getting in
-its work through his uniform, and he
-felt chilled to the very soul of him. His
-teeth were chattering, and he was blue
-around the lips when he staggered into
-the telegraph-office of Little Silverton.
-His fingers were almost too stiff to
-write, and his thoughts seemed to have
-congealed also, though he had been repeating<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[102]</a></span>
-the message all the way, word
-for word, with a vague feeling that he
-might forget it forever if he did not
-keep it going.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Will you send that collect?&#8221; he
-asked the operator when he had finished
-writing.</p>
-
-<p>The girl took the blank, and read it
-carefully.</p>
-
-<blockquote>
-
-<p>&#8220;Arthur J. Watkins, Esq.,</p>
-
-<p><span class="gap">&#8220;LaSalle Street, Chicago, Ill.</span></p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Please negotiate a loan of five hundred dollars
-for me, using old house as collateral. Wire money
-immediately Little Silverton. Entirely out of funds.
-Have been sick.</p>
-
-<p class="right">&#8220;<span class="smcap">Lyman Gage.</span>&#8221;</p></blockquote>
-
-<p>The girl read it through again, and
-then eyed him cautiously.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;What&#8217;s your address?&#8221; she asked,
-giving a slow speculative chew to her
-gum.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll wait here,&#8221; said the big blue
-soldier, sinking into a rush-bottomed
-chair by the desk.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[103]</a></span>&#8220;It might be some wait,&#8221; said the girl
-dryly, giving him another curious
-&#8220;once-over.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll wait!&#8221; he repeated fiercely, and
-dropped his aching head into his hands.</p>
-
-<p>The little instrument clicked away
-vigorously. In his fevered brain he
-fancied it writing on a typewriter at
-the other end of the line, and felt a
-curious impatience for his lawyer to
-read it and reply. How he wished it
-would hurry!</p>
-
-<p>The morning droned on, the telegraph
-instrument chattered breezily,
-with the monotony of a sunny child that
-knows no larger world and is happy.
-Sometimes it seemed to Gage as if
-every click pierced his head and he was
-going crazy. The shivers were keeping
-in time running up and down his back,
-and chilling his very heart. The room
-was cold, cold, <i>cold</i>! How did that
-fool of a girl stand it in a pink transparent<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[104]</a></span>
-blouse, showing her fat arms
-huskily? He shivered. Oh, for one
-of Miss Marilla&#8217;s nice thick blankets,
-and a hot-water bag! Oh, for the soft,
-warm bed, the quiet room, and Miss
-Marilla keeping guard! But he was a
-man&mdash;and a soldier! And every now
-and then would come Mary Amber&#8217;s
-keen accusing voice: &#8220;<i>Is that man</i> here
-yet? And you <i>waiting on him</i>!&#8221; It
-was that that kept him up when he
-might have given way. He <i>must</i> show
-her he was a man, after all. &#8220;<i>That
-man!</i>&#8221; What had she meant? Did
-she, then, suspect him of being a fraud
-and not the real nephew? Well&mdash;shiver,
-shiver&mdash;what did he care? Let
-Mary Amber go to thunder! Or, if
-she didn&#8217;t want to go, he would go to
-thunder himself. He felt himself there
-already.</p>
-
-<p>Two hours went by. Now and then
-some one came in with a message, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[105]</a></span>
-went out again. The girl behind the
-desk got out a pink sweater she was
-knitting, and chewed gum in time to
-her needles. Sometimes she eyed her
-companion curiously, but he did not
-stir nor look up. If there hadn&#8217;t been
-prohibition, she might have thought him
-drunk. She began to think about his
-message and weave a crude little romance
-around him. She wondered
-whether he had been wounded. If he
-had given her half a chance, she would
-have asked him questions; but he sat
-there with his head in his hands like a
-stone image, and never seemed to know
-she was in the room. After a while it
-got on her nerves; and she took up her
-telephone, and carried on a gallery conversation
-with a fellow laborer somewhere
-up the line, giggling a good deal
-and telling about a movie she went to
-the night before. She used rare slang,
-with a furtive glance at the soldier for<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[106]</a></span>
-developments; but he did not stir. Finally
-she remarked loudly that it was
-getting noontime, and &#8220;so-longed&#8221; her
-friend, clicking the receiver into place.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I gotta go to lunch now,&#8221; she remarked
-in an impersonal tone. &#8220;I have
-a hour off. This office is closed all
-noontime.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>He did not seem to hear her; so she
-repeated it, and Gage looked up with
-bloodshot, heavy eyes.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;What becomes of the message if it
-comes while you&#8217;re away?&#8221; he asked
-feverishly.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, it&#8217;ll be repeated,&#8221; she replied
-easily. &#8220;You c&#8217;n cumbback bime-by,
-&#8217;bout two o&#8217;clock er later,&#8217;n&#8217; mebbe
-it&#8217;ll be here. I gotta lock up now.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Lyman Gage dragged himself to his
-feet, and looked dazedly about him;
-then he staggered out on the street.</p>
-
-<p>The sun hit him a clip in the eyes
-again that made him sick, and the wind<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[107]</a></span>
-caught at his sleeves, and ran down his
-collar gleefully. The girl shut the door
-with a click, and turned the key, eyeing
-him doubtfully. He seemed to her very
-stupid for a soldier. If he had given her
-half a chance, she would have been
-friendly to him. She watched him drag
-down the street with an amused contempt,
-then turned to her belated lunch.</p>
-
-<p>Lyman Gage walked on down the
-road a little way, and then began to feel
-as if he couldn&#8217;t stand the cold a second
-longer, though he knew he must. His
-heart was behaving queerly, seeming to
-be absent from his body for whole seconds
-at a time, and then returning with
-leaps and bounds that almost suffocated
-him. He paused and looked around for
-a place to sit down, and, finding none,
-dropped down on the frozen ground at
-the roadside. It occurred to him that he
-ought to go back now while he was able,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[108]</a></span>
-for he was fast getting where from sheer
-weakness he couldn&#8217;t walk.</p>
-
-<p>He rested a moment, and then
-stumbled up and back toward Little
-Silverton. Automobiles passed him,
-and he remembered thinking that, if he
-weren&#8217;t so sick and queer in his head, he
-would try to stand in the road and stop
-one, and get them to carry him somewhere.
-He had often done that in
-France, or even in this country during
-the war. But just now it seemed that
-he couldn&#8217;t do that, either. He had
-set out to prove to Mary Amber that he
-was a man and a soldier, and holding up
-automobiles wouldn&#8217;t be compatible
-with that idea. Then he realized that
-all this was crazy thinking, that Mary
-Amber had gone to thunder, and so had
-he, and it didn&#8217;t matter, anyway. All
-that mattered was for him to get that
-money and go back and pay Miss Marilla
-for taking care of him; and then<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[109]</a></span>
-for him to take the next train back to
-the city, and get to a hospital. If he
-could only hold out long enough for
-that. But things were fast getting
-away from him. His head was hot and
-in a whirl, and his feet were so cold he
-thought they must be dead.</p>
-
-<p>Without realizing it he walked by the
-telegraph-office and on down the road
-toward Purling Brook again.</p>
-
-<p>The telegraph-girl watched him from
-the window of the tiny bakery where
-she ate her lunch.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;There goes that poor boob <i>now</i>!&#8221;
-she said with her mouthful of pie a la
-mode. &#8220;He gets my goat! I hope he
-doesn&#8217;t come back. He&#8217;ll never get no
-answer to that telegram he sent. People
-ain&#8217;t goin&#8217; round pickin&#8217; up five hundred
-dollarses to send to broke soldiers
-these days. They got&#8217;um all in Liberty
-Bonds. Say, Jess, gimme one more o&#8217;<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[110]</a></span>
-them chocolate clairs, won&#8217;t you? I
-gotta get back.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>About that time Lyman Gage had
-found a log by the wayside, and sunk
-down permanently upon it. He had
-no more breath to carry him on, and no
-more ambition. If Mary Amber had
-gone to thunder, why should he care
-whether he got an answer to his telegram
-or not? She was only another
-girl, anyway, GIRL, his enemy! And
-he sank into a blue stupor, with his
-elbows on his cold, cold knees and his
-face hidden in his hands. He had forgotten
-the shivers now. They had
-taken possession of him, and made him
-one with them. It might be, after all,
-that he was too hot and not too cold;
-and there was a strange burning pain in
-his chest when he tried to breathe, so he
-wouldn&#8217;t breathe. What was the use?</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[111]</a></span>
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER VI</h2></div>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Miss Marilla</span> tiptoed softly up the
-hall, and listened at the door of the
-spare bedroom. It was time her soldier-boy
-woke up and had some dinner. She
-had a beautiful little treat for him to-day,
-chicken broth with rice, and some
-little bits of tender breast-meat on toast,
-with a quivering spoonful of currant
-jelly.</p>
-
-<p>It was very still in the spare room,
-so still that a falling coal from the grate
-of the Franklin heater made a hollow
-sound when it fell into the pan below.
-If the boy was asleep, she could usually
-tell by his regular breathing; but,
-though she listened with a keen ear, she
-could not hear it to-day. Perhaps he
-was awake, sitting up. She pushed the
-door open, and looked in. Why! The<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[112]</a></span>
-bed was empty! She glanced around
-the room, and <i>it was empty too</i>!</p>
-
-<p>She passed her hand across her eyes
-as if they had deceived her, and went
-over to look at the bed. Surely he must
-be there somewhere! And then she saw
-the note.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Dear wonderful little mother!&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Her eyes were too blurred with quick
-tears and apprehension to read any further.
-&#8220;Mother!&#8221; He had called her
-that. She could never feel quite alone
-in the world again. But where was he?
-She took the corner of her white apron,
-and wiped the tears away vigorously to
-finish the note. Then, without pausing
-to think, and even in the midst of her
-great gasp of apprehension, she turned
-swiftly, and went down-stairs, out the
-front door, across the frozen lawn, and
-through the hedge to Mary Amber&#8217;s
-house.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[113]</a></span>&#8220;Mary! Mary Amber!&#8221; she called as
-she panted up the steps, the note
-grasped tightly in her trembling hand.
-She hoped, oh, she hoped Mary Amber&#8217;s
-mother would not come to the door and
-ask questions. Mary&#8217;s mother was so
-sensible, and Miss Marilla always felt
-as if Mrs. Amber disapproved of her
-just a little whenever she was doing
-anything for anybody. Not that Mary
-Ambers&#8217; mother was not kind herself
-to people, but she was always so very
-sensible in her kindness, and did things
-in the regular way, and wasn&#8217;t impulsive
-like Miss Marilla.</p>
-
-<p>But Mary Amber herself came to the
-door, with pleasant forgetfulness of her
-old friend&#8217;s recent coolness, and tried to
-draw her into the hall. This Miss Marilla
-firmly declined, however. She
-threw her apron over her head and
-shoulders as a concession to Mary&#8217;s
-fears for her health, and broke out:</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[114]</a></span>&#8220;Oh, don&#8217;t talk about me, Mary.
-Talk about <i>him</i>. He&#8217;s gone! I thought
-he was asleep; and I went up to see if
-he was ready for his dinner, and he&#8217;s
-<i>gone</i>! And he&#8217;s sick, Mary. He&#8217;s not
-able to stand up. Why, he&#8217;s had a fever.
-It was a hundred and three for two
-days, and only got down to below normal
-this morning for the first time. He
-isn&#8217;t fit to be out, either, and that little
-thin uniform with no overcoat!&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>The tears were streaming down Miss
-Marilla&#8217;s sweet Dresden-china face,
-and Mary Amber&#8217;s heart was touched in
-spite of her.</p>
-
-<p>She came and put her arm around
-Miss Marilla&#8217;s shoulder, and drew her
-down the steps and over to her own
-home, closing the door carefully first
-so that her mother need not be troubled
-about it. Mary Amber always had tact
-when she wanted to use it.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[115]</a></span>&#8220;Where was he going, dear?&#8221; she
-asked sympathetically, with a view to
-making out a good case for the soldier
-without Miss Marilla&#8217;s bothering further
-about him.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I&mdash;do-don&#8217;t know!&#8221; sobbed Miss
-Manila. &#8220;He just thought he ought
-not to stay and bother me. Here! See
-his note.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Well, I&#8217;m glad he had some sense,&#8221;
-said Mary Amber with satisfaction.
-&#8220;He was perfectly right about not staying
-to bother you.&#8221; She took the little
-crumpled note and smoothed it out.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;O my dear, you don&#8217;t understand,&#8221;
-sobbed Miss Marilla. &#8220;He&#8217;s been such
-a good, dear boy, and so ashamed he
-had troubled me! And really, Mary,
-he&#8217;ll not be able to stand it. Why, you
-ought to see how little clothes he had!
-So thin, and cotton underwear! I
-washed them and mended them, but he
-ought to have had an overcoat.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[116]</a></span>&#8220;Oh, well, he&#8217;ll go to the city and get
-something warm, and go to a hospital if
-he feels sick,&#8221; said Mary Amber comfortably.
-&#8220;I wouldn&#8217;t worry about him.
-He&#8217;s a soldier. He&#8217;s stood lots worse
-things than a little cold. He&#8217;ll look out
-for himself.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t!&#8221; said Miss Marilla fiercely.
-&#8220;Don&#8217;t say that, Mary! You don&#8217;t understand.
-He is <i>sick</i>, and he&#8217;s all the
-soldier-boy I&#8217;ve got; and I&#8217;ve <i>got</i> to go
-after him. He can&#8217;t be gone very far,
-and he really isn&#8217;t able to walk. He&#8217;s
-weak. I just can&#8217;t stand it to have
-him go this way.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Mary Amber looked at her with a
-curious light in her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;And yet, Auntie Rill, you know it
-was fine of him to do it,&#8221; she said with a
-dancing dimple in the corner of her
-mouth. &#8220;Well, I see what you want;
-and, much as I hate to, I&#8217;ll take my car<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[117]</a></span>
-and scour the country for him. What
-time did you say he left?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;O Mary Amber!&#8221; smiled Miss Marilla
-through her tears. &#8220;You&#8217;re a good
-girl. I knew you&#8217;d help me. I&#8217;m sure
-you can find him if you try. He can&#8217;t
-have been gone over an hour, not much;
-for I&#8217;ve only fixed the chicken and put
-my bread in the pans since I left him.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I suppose he went back to the village,
-but there hasn&#8217;t been any train
-since ten, and you say he was still there
-at ten. He&#8217;s likely waiting at the station
-for the twelve o&#8217;clock. I&#8217;ll speed
-up and get there before it comes. I
-have fifteen minutes. I&#8221;&mdash;glancing at
-her wrist-watch&mdash;&#8220;I guess I can
-make it.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m not so sure he went that way,&#8221;
-said Miss Marilla, looking up the road
-past Mary Amber&#8217;s house. &#8220;He was
-on his way up that way when&mdash;&#8221; and
-then Miss Marilla suddenly shut her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[118]</a></span>
-mouth, and did not finish the sentence.
-Mary Amber gave her another curious,
-discerning look, and nodded brightly.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You go in and get warm, Auntie
-Rill. Leave that soldier to me; I&#8217;ll
-bring him home.&#8221; Then she sped back
-through the hedge to the little garage,
-and in a few minutes was speeding
-down the road toward the station. Miss
-Marilla watched her in troubled silence,
-and then, putting on her cape that always
-hung handy by the hall-door,
-walked a little distance up the road,
-straining her old eyes, but seeing nothing.
-Finally in despair she turned
-back; and presently, just as she reached
-her own steps again, she saw Mary&#8217;s car
-come flying back with only Mary in it.
-But Mary did not stop nor even look toward
-the house. She sped on up the
-road this time, and the purring of the
-engine was sweet music to Miss Marilla&#8217;s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[119]</a></span>
-ears. Dear Mary Amber, how
-she loved her!</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The big blue soldier, cold to the soul
-of him, and full of pain that reminded
-him of the long horror of the war, was
-still sitting by the roadside with his head
-in his hands when Mary Amber&#8217;s car
-came flying down the road. She stopped
-before him with a little triumphant
-purr of the engine, so close to him that
-it roused him from his lethargy to
-look up.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I should think you&#8217;d be ashamed of
-yourself, running away from Miss Marilla
-like this, and making her worry
-herself sick!&#8221; Mary Amber&#8217;s voice was
-keen as icicles, and the words went
-through him like red-hot needles. He
-straightened up, and the light of battle
-came back to his eyes. This was GIRL
-again, his enemy. His firm upper lip
-moved sensitively, and came down<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[120]</a></span>
-straight and strong against the lower
-one, showing the nice line of character
-that made his mouth beautiful.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Thank you,&#8221; he said coldly. &#8220;I&#8217;m
-only ashamed that I stayed so long.&#8221;
-His tone further added that he did not
-know what business of hers it was.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Well, she sent me for you; and you&#8217;ll
-please to get in quickly, for she&#8217;s very
-much worked up about you.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Mary Amber&#8217;s tone stated that she
-herself was not in the least worked up
-about a great, hulking soldier that
-would let a woman wait on him for several
-days hand and foot, and then run
-away when her back was turned.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Kindly tell her that I am sorry I
-troubled her, but that it is not possible
-for me to return at present,&#8221; he answered
-stiffly. &#8220;I came down to send
-a business telegram, and I am waiting
-for an answer.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[121]</a></span>A sudden shiver seized him, and rippled
-involuntarily over his big frame.
-Mary Amber was eying him contemptuously,
-but a light of pity stole into
-her eyes as she saw him shiver.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You are cold!&#8221; said Mary Amber as
-if she were charging him with an
-offence.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Well, that&#8217;s not strange&mdash;is it&mdash;on
-a day like this? I haven&#8217;t made
-connections yet with an overcoat and
-gloves; that&#8217;s all.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Look here; if you are cold, you&#8217;ve
-simply got to get into this car and let
-me take you back to Miss Marilla.
-You&#8217;ll catch your death of cold sitting
-there like that.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Well, I may be cold; but I don&#8217;t
-<i>have</i> to let you take me anywhere.
-When I get ready to go, I&#8217;ll walk. As
-for catching my death of cold, that&#8217;s
-strictly my own affair. There&#8217;s nobody
-in the world would care if I did.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[122]</a></span>The soldier had blue lights like steel
-in his eyes, and his mouth looked very
-soldier-like indeed. His whole manner
-showed that there wasn&#8217;t the least use
-in the world trying to argue with him.</p>
-
-<p>Mary Amber eyed him with increasing
-interest and thoughtfulness.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re mistaken,&#8221; she said grudgingly.
-&#8220;There&#8217;s one. There&#8217;s Miss
-Marilla. She&#8217;d break her heart. She&#8217;s
-like that; and she hasn&#8217;t much to care
-for in the world, either. Which makes
-it all the worse what you&#8217;ve done. Oh,
-I don&#8217;t see how you <i>could</i> deceive her.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Deceive her?&#8221; said the astonished
-soldier. &#8220;I never deceived her.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Why, you let her think you were
-Dick Chadwick, her nephew; and you
-<i>know</i> you&#8217;re not! <i>I</i> knew you weren&#8217;t
-the minute I saw you, even before I
-found Dick&#8217;s telegram in the stove saying
-he couldn&#8217;t come. And then I
-asked you a lot of questions to find out<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[123]</a></span>
-for sure, and you couldn&#8217;t answer one
-of them right.&#8221; Her eyes were sparkling,
-and there was an eager look in her
-face, like an appeal, almost as if she
-wanted him to prove what she was saying
-was not true.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;No, I&#8217;m not Dick Chadwick,&#8221; said
-the young man with fine dignity. &#8220;But
-I never deceived Miss Marilla.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Well, who did then?&#8221; There were
-disappointment and unbelief in Mary
-Amber&#8217;s voice.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Nobody. She isn&#8217;t deceived. It
-was she who tried to deceive you.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;What do you mean?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I mean she wanted you to think I
-was her nephew. She was mortified, I
-guess, because he didn&#8217;t turn up, and
-she didn&#8217;t want you to know. So she
-asked me to dinner to fill in. I didn&#8217;t
-know anybody was there till just as I
-was going in the door. Then I had to
-go and get sick in the night, and dish<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[124]</a></span>
-the whole thing. I was a fool to give
-in to her, of course, and stay that night,
-but it did sound good to have a real
-night&#8217;s sleep in a bed. I didn&#8217;t think
-I was such a softie as to get out of my
-head and be on her hands like that. But
-you needn&#8217;t worry. I intend to make
-it up to her fully just as soon as I can
-lay hands on some funds&mdash;&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>He suddenly broke into a fit of
-coughing so hoarse and croupy as to
-alarm even Mary Amber&#8217;s cool contempt.
-She reached back in the car,
-and, grasping a big fur coat, sprang out
-on the hard ground, and threw the coat
-about him, tucking it around his neck
-and trying to fasten a button under his
-chin against his violent protest.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re very kind,&#8221; he gasped
-loftily, as soon as he could recover his
-breath. &#8220;But I can&#8217;t put that on, and
-I&#8217;m going down to the telegraph-office
-now to see if my wire has come yet.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[125]</a></span>&#8220;Look here,&#8221; said Mary Amber in
-quite a different tone, &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry I was
-so suspicious. I see I didn&#8217;t understand.
-I ask your pardon, and won&#8217;t
-you please put on this coat, and get
-into this car, and let me take you home
-quick? I&#8217;m really very much troubled
-about you.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>The soldier looked up in surprise at
-the gentleness, and almost his heart
-melted. The snarly look around his
-mouth and eyes disappeared, and he
-seemed a bit confounded.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Thank you,&#8221; he said simply. &#8220;I appreciate
-that. But I can&#8217;t let you help
-me, you know.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, please!&#8221; she said, a kind of
-little-girl alarm springing into her eyes.
-&#8220;I sha&#8217;n&#8217;t know what to say to Miss
-Marilla. I promised her to bring you
-back, you know.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>His eyes and lips were hardening
-again. She saw he did not mean to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[126]</a></span>
-yield, and Mary Amber was not used to
-being balked in her purposes. She
-glanced down the road; and a sudden
-light came into her eyes, and brought
-a dimple of mischief into her cheek.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You&#8217;ll have to for my sake,&#8221; she
-said hurriedly in a lower tone. &#8220;There&#8217;s
-a car coming with some people in it I
-know; and they will think it awfully
-queer for me to be standing here on a
-lonely roadside talking to a strange soldier
-sitting on a log on a day like this.
-Hurry!&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Lyman Gage glanced up, saw the car
-coming swiftly; saw, too, the dimple of
-mischief; but with an answering light of
-gallantly in his own eyes he sprang up
-and helped her into the car. The effort
-brought on another fit of coughing, but
-as soon as he could speak he said:</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You can take me down to that little
-telegraph-office if you please, and drop<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[127]</a></span>
-me there. Then nobody will think anything
-about it.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll take you to the telegraph-office
-if you&#8217;ll be good and put that coat on
-right, and button it,&#8221; said Mary Amber
-commandingly. She had him in the
-car now, and she knew that she could
-go so fast he could not get out. &#8220;But
-I shall not stop there until you promise
-me on your honor as a soldier that you
-will not get out or make any more
-trouble about my taking you back to
-Miss Marilla.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>The soldier looked very balky indeed,
-and his firm mouth got itself into fine
-shape again, till he looked into Mary
-Amber&#8217;s eyes and saw the saucy, beautiful
-lights there; and then he broke
-down laughing.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Well, you&#8217;ve caught me by guile,&#8221;
-he said; &#8220;and I guess we&#8217;re about even.
-I&#8217;ll go back and make my adieus myself
-to Miss Marilla.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[128]</a></span>A little curve of satisfaction settled
-about Mary Amber&#8217;s mouth.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Put that coat on, please,&#8221; she said,
-and the soldier put it on gratefully. He
-was beginning to feel a reaction from
-his battle with Mary Amber, and now
-that he was defeated the coat seemed
-most desirable.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t you think it would be a good
-idea if you would tell me who you really
-are?&#8221; asked Mary Amber. &#8220;It might
-save some embarrassment.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Why, certainly!&#8221; said the soldier in
-surprise. &#8220;It hadn&#8217;t occurred to me;
-that&#8217;s all. I&#8217;m Lyman Gage, of Chicago.&#8221;
-He named also his rank and
-regiment in the army. Then, looking
-at her curiously, he said, hesitating:</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m&mdash;perfectly respectable, you
-know. I don&#8217;t really make a practice of
-going around sponging on unprotected
-ladies.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[129]</a></span>Her cheeks flamed a gorgeous scarlet,
-and her eyes looked rebuked.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I suppose I ought to apologize,&#8221; she
-said. &#8220;But really, you know, it looked
-rather peculiar to me&mdash;&#8221; She stopped
-suddenly, for he was seized with another
-fit of coughing, which had so shrill a
-sound that she involuntarily turned to
-look at him with anxious eyes.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I s&#8217;pose it did look queer,&#8221; he managed
-to say at last; &#8220;but you know that
-day when I came in I didn&#8217;t care a
-hang.&#8221; He dropped his head wearily
-against the car, and closed his eyes for
-just a second, as if the keeping of them
-open was a great effort.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re all in now!&#8221; she said sharply.
-&#8220;And you&#8217;re shivering! You ought to
-be in bed this minute.&#8221; Her voice held
-deep concern. &#8220;Where is that telegraph-office?
-We&#8217;ll just leave word
-for them to forward the message if it
-hasn&#8217;t come and then we&#8217;ll fly back.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[130]</a></span>&#8220;Oh, I must wait for that message,&#8221;
-he said, straightening up with a hoarse
-effort and opening his eyes sharply. &#8220;It
-is really imperative.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>She stopped the car in front of the
-telegraph-office. The little operator,
-scenting a romance, scuttled out of the
-door with an envelope in her hand and
-a different look on her face from the one
-she had worn when she went to her
-lunch. To tell the truth, she had not
-had much faith in that soldier nor in the
-message he had sent &#8220;collect.&#8221; She
-hadn&#8217;t believed any answer would come,
-or at least any favorable one.</p>
-
-<p>Now she hurried across the pavement
-to the car, studying Mary Amber&#8217;s red
-tam as she talked, and wondering
-whether she couldn&#8217;t make one like it
-out of the red lining of an old army cape
-she had.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Yer message&#8217;s come,&#8221; she announced
-affably. &#8220;Come just after I<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[131]</a></span>
-got back. An&#8217; I got yer check all made
-out fer yah. You sign here. See? Got
-anybody to &#8217;dentify yah? &#8217;Tain&#8217;t necessary,
-see? I c&#8217;n waive identification.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I can identify him,&#8221; spoke up Mary
-Amber with cool dignity; and the soldier
-looked at her wonderingly. That
-was a very different tone from the one
-she had used when she came after him.
-After all, what did Mary Amber know
-about him?</p>
-
-<p>He looked at the check half wonderingly
-as if it were not real. His head
-felt very queer. The words of the message
-seemed all jumbled. He crumpled
-it in his hand.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Ain&#8217;t yah going to send an answer?&#8221;
-put in the little operator aggrievedly,
-hugging the thin muslin sleeves of her
-little soiled shirt-waist to keep from
-shivering. &#8220;He says to wire him immediately.
-He says it&#8217;s important. I<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[132]</a></span>
-guess you didn&#8217;t take notice to the
-message.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>The soldier tried to smooth out the
-crumpled paper with his numb fingers;
-and Mary Amber, seeing that he was
-feeling very miserable, took it from
-him, and capably put it before him.</p>
-
-<blockquote>
-
-<p>&#8220;Am sending you a thousand. Wire me your
-post-office address immediately. Good news. Important.</p>
-
-<p class="right"><span class="gapright">&#8220;(Signed)</span></p>
-
-<p class="right">&#8220;<span class="smcap">Arthur J. Watkins.</span>&#8221;</p></blockquote>
-
-<p>&#8220;I guess I can&#8217;t answer that now,&#8221;
-said the soldier, trying his best to keep
-his teeth from chattering. &#8220;I don&#8217;t
-just know&mdash;&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Here, I&#8217;ll write it for you,&#8221; said
-Mary with sudden understanding.
-&#8220;You better have it sent in Aunt Rill&#8217;s
-care; and then you can have it forwarded
-anywhere, you know. I&#8217;ll write
-it for you;&#8221; and she took a silver pencil
-from the pocket of her coat, and wrote
-the telegram rapidly on a corner she<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[133]</a></span>
-tore from the first message, handing it
-out for his inspection and then passing
-it on to the operator, who gathered it
-in capably.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Send this c&#8217;lect too, I s&#8217;pose,&#8221; she
-called after the car as it departed.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Yes, all right, anything,&#8221; answered
-Lyman Gage, wearily sinking back in
-the seat. &#8220;It doesn&#8217;t matter, anyway.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You are sick!&#8221; said Mary Amber
-anxiously; &#8220;and we are going to get
-right home. Miss Marilla will be wild.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>The soldier sat up holding his precious
-check.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll have to ask you to let me out,&#8221;
-he said, trying to be dignified under the
-heavy stupor of weariness that was
-creeping over him. &#8220;I&#8217;ve got to get to
-a bank.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, must you, to-day? Couldn&#8217;t we
-wait till to-morrow or till you feel better?&#8221;
-asked Mary anxiously.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[134]</a></span>&#8220;No, I must go now,&#8221; he insisted
-doggedly.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Well, there&#8217;s a bank on the next
-corner,&#8221; she said; &#8220;and it must be about
-closing-time.&#8221; She shoved her sleeve
-back, and glanced at her watch. &#8220;Just
-five minutes of three. We&#8217;ll stop, but
-you&#8217;ll promise to hurry, won&#8217;t you? I
-want to get you home. I&#8217;m worried
-about you.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Lyman Gage cast her another of
-those wondering looks like a child unused
-to kindness suddenly being petted.
-It made her feel as if she wanted to cry.
-All the mother in her came to her eyes.
-She drew up in front of the bank, and
-got out after him.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll go in with you,&#8221; she said. &#8220;They
-know me over here, and it may save
-you trouble.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re very kind,&#8221; he said almost
-curtly. &#8220;I dislike to make you so much
-trouble&mdash;&mdash;&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps it was owing to Mary&#8217;s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[135]</a></span>
-presence that the transaction went
-through without question, and in a few
-minutes more they were back in the car
-again, Mary tucking up her big patient
-fussily.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re going to put this around
-your neck,&#8221; she said, drawing a bright
-woolly scarf from her capacious coat-pocket,
-&#8220;and around your head,&#8221; she
-added, drawing a fold comfortingly up
-around his ears and the back of his
-head. &#8220;And keep it over your nose
-and mouth. Breathe through it; don&#8217;t
-let this cold air get into your lungs,&#8221;
-she finished with a businesslike air as
-if she were a nurse.</p>
-
-<p>She drew the ends of the scarf
-around, completely hiding everything
-but his eyes, and tucked the ends into
-the neck of the fur coat. Then she produced
-another lap-robe from some region
-beneath her feet, and tucked that
-carefully around him. It was wonderful
-being taken care of in this way; if<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[136]</a></span>
-he only had not been so cold, so tired,
-and so sore all over he could have enjoyed
-it. The scarf had a delicate
-aroma of spring and violets, something
-that reminded him of pleasant things in
-the past; but it all seemed like a dream.</p>
-
-<p>They were skimming along over the
-road up which he had come at so laborious
-a pace, and the icy wind cut his
-eyeballs. He closed his eyes, and a hot
-curtain seemed to shut him out from a
-weary world. Almost he seemed to be
-spinning away into space. He tried to
-open his mouth under the woollen fragrance
-and speak; but his companion
-ordered him sharply to be still till he
-got where it was warm, and a sharp
-cough like a knife caught him. So he
-sank back again into the perfumed
-silence of the fierce heat and cold that
-seemed to be raging through his body,
-and continued the struggle to keep from
-drifting into space. It did not seem
-quite gallant or gentlemanly to say<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[137]</a></span>
-nothing, nor soldierly to drift away like
-that when she was being so kind. And
-then a curious memory of the other girl
-drifted around in the frost of his breath
-mockingly, as if she were laughing at
-his situation, almost as if she had put
-him there and was glad. He tried to
-shake this off by opening his eyes and
-concentrating them on Mary Amber as
-she sat sternly at her wheel, driving her
-little machine for all it was worth, her
-eyes anxious, and the flush on her cheek
-bright and glowing. The fancy came
-to him that she was in league with him
-against the other girl. He knew it was
-foolish, and he tried to drive the idea
-away; but it stayed till she passed her
-own hedge and stopped the car at Miss
-Marilla&#8217;s gate.</p>
-
-<p>Then it seemed to clear away, and
-common sense reigned for a few brief
-moments while he stumbled out of the
-car and staggered into Miss Marilla&#8217;s
-parlor and into the warmth and cheer of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[138]</a></span>
-that good woman&#8217;s almost tearful,
-affectionate welcome.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I want you to take that,&#8221; he said,
-hoarsely pressing into her hand the roll
-of bills he had got at the bank; and then
-he slid down into a big chair, and everything
-whirled away again.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla stood aghast, looking
-at the money and then at the sick soldier,
-till Mary Amber took command.
-He never remembered just what happened,
-nor knew how he got up-stairs
-and into the great warm, kind bed
-again, with hot-broth being fed him, and
-hot-water bags in places needing them.
-He did not hear them call the doctor
-on the telephone, nor know just when
-Mary Amber slipped away down to her
-car again and rode away.</p>
-
-<p>But Mary Amber knew that this was
-the afternoon when <i>The Purling Brook
-Chronicle</i> went to press, and she had
-an item that must get in. Quite demurely<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[139]</a></span>
-she handed the envelope to the
-woman editor just as she was preparing
-to mail the last of her copy to the
-printer in the city. The item read:
-&#8220;Miss Marilla Chadwick, of Shirley
-Road, is entertaining over the week-end
-Sergeant Lyman Gage, of Chicago, but
-just returned from France. Sergeant
-Gage is a member of the same division
-and came over in the same ship with
-Miss Chadwick&#8217;s nephew, Lieutenant
-Richard Chadwick, of whom mention
-has been made in a former number, and
-has seen long and interesting service
-abroad.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Mary Amber was back at the house
-almost before she had been missed and
-just as the doctor arrived, ready to
-serve in any capacity whatever.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Do you think I ought to introduce
-him to the doctor?&#8221; asked Miss Marilla
-of Mary in an undertone at the head of
-the stairs, while the doctor was divesting<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[140]</a></span>
-himself of his big fur overcoat. She
-had a drawn anxious look like one about
-to be found out in a crime.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;He doesn&#8217;t look to me as if he were
-able to acknowledge the introduction,&#8221;
-said Mary with a glance in at the spare
-bed, where the young man lay sleeping
-heavily and breathing noisily.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;But&mdash;ought I to tell him his name?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s all right, Auntie Rill,&#8221; said
-Mary easily; &#8220;I told him his name was
-Gage when I phoned, and said he was
-in the same division with your nephew.
-It isn&#8217;t necessary for you to say anything
-about it.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla paused, and eyed Mary
-strangely with a frightened, appealing
-look, and then with growing relief. So
-Mary knew! She sighed, and turned
-back to the sick-room with a comforted
-expression growing round her mouth.</p>
-
-<p>But the comforted expression
-changed once more to anxiety, and self<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[141]</a></span>
-was forgotten utterly when Miss Marilla
-began to watch the doctor&#8217;s face as
-the examination progressed.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;What has this young man been doing?&#8221;
-he growled, rising from a position
-on his knees where he had been listening
-to the soldier&#8217;s breathing with an
-ever-increasing frown. Miss Marilla
-looked at Mary quite frightened, and
-Mary stepped into the breach.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;He had a heavy cold when he came
-here, and Miss Chadwick nursed him,
-and he was doing nicely; but he ran
-away this morning. He had some business
-to attend to, and slipped away before
-anybody could stop him. He got
-very much chilled, I think.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I should say he did!&#8221; ejaculated the
-doctor. &#8220;Young fool! I suppose he
-thought he could stand anything because
-he went through the war. Well,
-he&#8217;ll get his now. He&#8217;s in for pneumonia.
-I&#8217;m sorry, Miss Chadwick, but<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[142]</a></span>
-I&#8217;m afraid you&#8217;ve got a bad case on your
-hands. Would you like to have me
-phone for an ambulance and get him to
-the hospital? I think it can be done at
-once with a minimum of risk.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, no, no!&#8221; said Miss Marilla,
-clasping one white hand and then the
-other nervously. &#8220;I couldn&#8217;t think of
-that&mdash;at least, not unless you think it&#8217;s
-necessary&mdash;not unless you think it&#8217;s a
-risk to stay here. You see he&#8217;s my&mdash;that
-is, he&#8217;s almost&mdash;like&mdash;my own
-nephew.&#8221; She lifted appealing eyes.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, I beg your pardon!&#8221; he said
-with a look of relief. &#8220;In that case he&#8217;s
-to be congratulated. But, madam, you&#8217;ll
-have your hands full before you are
-through. He&#8217;s made a very bad start&mdash;a
-very bad start indeed. When these
-big, husky fellows get sick, they do it
-thoroughly, you know. Now, if you&#8217;ll
-just step over here, Miss Mary, I&#8217;ll explain
-to you both about this medicine.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[143]</a></span>
-Give this every half-hour till I get
-back. I&#8217;ll run up here again in about
-two hours. I&#8217;ve got to drive over to
-the Plush Mills now, to an accident
-case; but I&#8217;ll be back as quick as I can.
-I want to watch this fellow pretty
-closely for the first few hours.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>When the doctor was gone, Mary
-Amber and Miss Marilla stood one on
-each side of the bed, and looked at each
-other, making silent covenant together
-over the sick soldier.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Now,&#8221; said Mary Amber softly,
-&#8220;I&#8217;m going down into the kitchen to
-look after things. You just sit here
-and watch him. I&#8217;ll run over first to
-put the car away and tell mother I&#8217;ll
-stay with you to-night.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;O Mary Amber, you mustn&#8217;t do
-that,&#8221; said Miss Marilla anxiously. &#8220;I
-never meant to get you into all this
-scrape. Your mother won&#8217;t like it at
-all. I&#8217;ll get along all right; and anyway,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[144]</a></span>
-if I find I can&#8217;t, I&#8217;ll get Molly
-Poke to come and help me.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Mother will be perfectly satisfied to
-have me help you in any way I can,&#8221;
-said Mary Amber with a light in her
-eyes; &#8220;and as for Molly Poke, if I can&#8217;t
-look after you better than she can, I&#8217;ll
-go and hide my head. You can get
-Molly Poke when I fail, but not till
-then. Now, Auntie Rill, go sit down
-in the rockingchair and rest. Didn&#8217;t I
-tell you I&#8217;d help get that turkey dinner?
-Well, the dinner isn&#8217;t over yet; that&#8217;s
-all; and I owe the guest an apology for
-misjudging him. He&#8217;s all right, and
-we&#8217;ve got to pull him through, Auntie
-Rill; so here goes.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Mary Amber gave Miss Marilla a
-loving squeeze, and sped down the
-stairs. Miss Marilla sat down to listen
-to the heavy breathing of the sick soldier,
-and watch the long, dark lashes on
-the sunken, tanned cheeks.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-
-
-
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[145]</a></span>
-<h2 class="nobreak">CHAPTER VII</h2></div>
-
-
-<p><span class="smcap">For</span> three weeks the two women
-nursed Lyman Gage, with now and then
-the help of Molly Poke in the kitchen.
-There were days when they came and
-went silently, looking at each other with
-stricken glances and at the sick man
-with pity; and Mary Amber went and
-looked at the letter lying on the bureau,
-and wondered whether she ought to telegraph
-that man who had sent the soldier
-the money that day. Another letter arrived,
-and then a telegram, all from Chicago.
-Then Mary Amber and Miss Marilla
-talked it over, and decided to make
-some reply.</p>
-
-<p>By that time the doctor had said that
-Lyman Gage would pull through; and
-he had opened his eyes once or twice
-and smiled weakly upon them. Mary
-Amber went to the telegraph-office, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[146]</a></span>
-sent a message to the person in Chicago
-whose name was written at the left-hand
-corner of the envelopes, the same
-that had been signed to that first
-telegram.</p>
-
-<blockquote>
-
-<p>&#8220;Lyman Gage very ill at my home, pneumonia,
-not able to read letters or telegram. Slight improvement
-to-day.</p>
-
-<p class="right"><span class="gapright">&#8220;(Signed)</span></p>
-
-<p class="right">&#8220;<span class="smcap">Marilla Chadwick.</span>&#8221;</p></blockquote>
-
-<p>Within three hours an answer arrived.</p>
-
-<blockquote>
-
-<p>&#8220;Much distressed at news of Gage&#8217;s illness. Cannot
-come on account of fractured bone, automobile
-accident. Please keep me informed, and let me know
-if there is anything I can do.</p>
-
-<p class="right"><span class="gapright">&#8220;(Signed)</span></p>
-
-<p class="right">&#8220;<span class="smcap">Arthur J. Watkins.</span>&#8221;</p></blockquote>
-
-<p>Mary wrote a neat little note that
-night before she went on duty in the
-sick-room, stating that the invalid had
-smiled twice that day and asked what
-day of the week it was. The doctor felt
-that he was on the high road to recovery
-now, and there was nothing to
-do but be patient. They would show<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[147]</a></span>
-him his mail as soon as the doctor was
-willing, which would probably be in a
-few days now.</p>
-
-<p>The day they gave Lyman Gage his
-mail to read the sun was shining on a
-new fall of snow, and the air was crisp
-and clear. There were geraniums blossoming
-in the spare-room windows between
-the sheer white curtains, and the
-Franklin heater was glowing away and
-filling the place with the warmth of
-summer.</p>
-
-<p>The patient had been fed what he
-called &#8220;a real breakfast,&#8221; milk toast and
-a soft-boiled egg, and the sun was
-streaming over the foot of the bed gayly
-as if to welcome him back to life. He
-seemed so much stronger that the doctor
-had given permission for him to be
-bolstered up with an extra pillow while
-he read his mail.</p>
-
-<p>He had not seemed anxious to read
-the mail, nor at all curious, even when<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[148]</a></span>
-they told him it was postmarked Chicago.
-Miss Marilla carried it to him
-gayly as if she were bringing him a
-bouquet, but Mary eyed him with a
-curious misgiving. Perhaps, after all,
-there would not be good news. He
-seemed so very apathetic. She watched
-him furtively as she tidied the room,
-putting away the soap and towels, and
-pulling a dry leaf or two from the geraniums.
-He was so still, and it took
-him so long to make up his mind to tear
-open the envelopes after he had them
-in his thin white hand. It almost
-seemed as if he dreaded them like a
-blow, and was trying to summon courage
-to meet them. Once, as she looked
-at him, his eye met hers with a deprecatory
-smile, and to cover her confusion
-she spoke impulsively.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You don&#8217;t seem deeply concerned
-about the news,&#8221; she said gayly.</p>
-
-<p>He smiled again almost sadly.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[149]</a></span>&#8220;Well, no!&#8221; he said thoughtfully. &#8220;I
-can&#8217;t say I am. There really isn&#8217;t anything
-much left in which to be interested.
-You see about the worst things
-that could happen have happened, and
-there&#8217;s no chance for anything else.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You can&#8217;t always tell,&#8221; said Mary
-Amber cheerfully, as she finished dusting
-the bureau and took herself down-stairs
-for his morning glass of milk
-and egg.</p>
-
-<p>Slowly Lyman Gage tore the envelope
-of the topmost letter, and took
-out the written sheet. In truth he had
-little curiosity. It was likely an account
-of how his lawyer friend had paid
-back the money to Mr. Harrower, or
-else the details of the loan on the old
-Chicago house. Houses and loans and
-such things seemed far from his world
-just now. He was impatient for Mary
-Amber to come back with that milk and
-egg. Not so much for the milk and egg<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[150]</a></span>
-as for the comfort it gave, and the
-cheeriness of her presence. Presently
-Miss Marilla would come up and tell
-over some little incident of Mary&#8217;s
-childhood exactly as if he were Dick,
-the real nephew; and he liked it. Not
-that he liked Dick, the villain! He
-found himself hopelessly jealous of him
-sometimes. Yet he knew in a feeble
-far-away sense that this was only a
-foolish foible of an invalid, and he
-would get over it and laugh at himself
-when he got well.</p>
-
-<p>He smiled at the pleasantness of it
-all, this getting-well business, and then
-turned his indifferent attention to
-the letter.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Dear Gage,&#8221; it read, &#8220;what in the
-world did you hide yourself away in
-that remote corner of the world for?
-I&#8217;ve scoured the country to get trace of
-you without a single result till your telegram
-came. There&#8217;s good news to tell<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[151]</a></span>
-you. The unexpected has happened,
-and you are a rich man, old fellow.
-Don&#8217;t let it turn your head, for there&#8217;s
-plenty of business to occupy you as
-soon as you are able to return.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;To make a long story short, the old
-tract of land in which you put all you
-had and a good deal more has come to
-the front in great shape at last. You
-will remember that the ore was found
-to be in such shape when they came to
-the mining of it that it would cost fabulous
-sums for the initial operations, and
-it fell through because your company
-couldn&#8217;t afford to get the proper machinery.
-Well, the Government has
-taken over the whole tract, and is working
-it. I am enclosing the details on
-another paper, and you will perceive,
-when you have looked it over, how very
-much you are needed at home just now
-to decide numerous questions which have
-taxed my ingenuity to the limit to know<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[152]</a></span>
-just what you would want done. There
-is a great deal of timber on those lands
-also, very valuable timber, it seems; and
-that is another source of wealth for you.
-Oh, this war has been a great thing for
-you, young man; and you certainly
-ought to give extra thanks that you
-came out alive to enjoy it all. Properly
-managed, your property ought to
-keep you on Easy Street for the rest of
-your life, and then some.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I took pains to let Mr. Harrower
-know how the wind blew when I paid
-him the money you had borrowed from
-him. He certainly was one surprised
-man; and of course I don&#8217;t speak officially,
-but from what he said I should
-judge that this might make a big difference
-with Miss Elinore. So you better
-hurry home, old man, and get busy.
-The sun is shining, and the war is over.</p>
-
-<p class="right"><span class="gapright">&#8220;Yours fraternally as well as officially,</span></p>
-
-<p class="right">&#8220;<span class="smcap">Arthur J. Watkins</span>.&#8221;</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[153]</a></span>Over the first part of the letter
-Lyman Gage dallied comfortably as
-he might have done with his grapefruit
-or the chicken on toast that they had
-promised him for lunch. He had lost
-his sense of world values for the time
-being, and just now a fortune was no
-more than a hot-water bag when one&#8217;s
-feet were cold. It merely gave him a
-sense that he needn&#8217;t be in a hurry getting
-well, that he could take things easy
-because he could pay for everything
-and give his friends a good time after
-he was on his feet again. In short, he
-was no longer a beggar on Miss Marilla&#8217;s
-bounty with only a thousand dollars
-between him and debt or even the
-poorhouse.</p>
-
-<p>But, when he came to that last paragraph,
-his face suddenly hardened, and
-into his eyes there came a glint of steel
-as of old, while his jaw set sternly, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[154]</a></span>
-lines came around his mouth, hard, bitter
-lines.</p>
-
-<p>So it was that that had been the matter
-with Elinore, was it? She had not
-grown tired of <i>him</i> so much, but had
-wanted more money than she thought
-he would be able to furnish for a long
-time? He stared off into the room not
-seeing its cozy details for the first time
-since he began to get well. He was
-looking at the vision of the past trying
-to conjure up a face whose loveliness
-had held for him no imperfections. He
-was looking at it squarely now as it
-rose dimly in vision against the gray of
-Miss Marilla&#8217;s spare-room wall; and
-for the first time he saw the petted
-under lip with the selfish droop at its
-corners, the pout when she could not
-have her own way, the frown of the
-delicate brows, the petulant tapping of
-a dainty foot, the proud lifted shoulder,
-the haughty stare, the cold tones and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[155]</a></span>
-crushing contempt that were hers
-sometimes. These had seldom been for
-him; and, when he had seen them, he
-had called them beautiful, had gloried
-in them, fool that he was! Why had
-he been so blind, when there were girls
-in the world like&mdash;well&mdash;say like Mary
-Amber?</p>
-
-<p>Misjudging Elinore? Well, perhaps,
-but somehow he did not believe
-he was. Something had cleared his
-vision. He began to remember things
-in Elinore Harrower that he had never
-called by their true names before. It
-appeared more than likely that Elinore
-had deliberately left him for a richer
-man, and that it was entirely possible
-under the changed circumstances that
-she might leave the richer man for him
-if he could prove that he was the richer
-of the two. Bah! What a thing to
-get well to! Why did there have to be
-things like that in the world? Well, it<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[156]</a></span>
-mattered very little to him what Elinore
-did. It might make a difference with
-her, but it would make no difference to
-him. There were things in that letter of
-hers that had cut too deep. He could
-never forget them, no, never, not even
-if she came crawling to his feet and begging
-him to come back to her. As for
-going back to Chicago, business be
-hanged! He was going to stay right
-here and get well. A smile melted out
-on his lips, and comfort settled down
-about him as he heard Mary Amber&#8217;s
-step on the stairs and the soothing clink
-of the spoon in the glass of egg and milk.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Good news?&#8221; asked Mary Amber as
-she shoved up the little serving-table
-and prepared to administer the egg and
-milk.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, so-so!&#8221; he answered with a
-smile, sweeping the letters away from
-him and looking at the foaming glass
-with eager eyes.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[157]</a></span>&#8220;Why! You haven&#8217;t opened them
-all!&#8221; laughed Mary Amber.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh! Haven&#8217;t I?&#8221; he said impatiently,
-sweeping them up and tearing
-them open wholesale with only a glance
-at each, then throwing them back on
-the coverlet again.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Nothing but the same old thing.
-Hounding me back to Chicago,&#8221; he
-grinned. &#8220;I&#8217;m having much too good a
-time to get well too fast, you may
-be sure.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Somehow the room seemed cozier
-after that, and his sleep the sweeter
-when he took his nap. He ate his
-chicken on toast slowly to prolong the
-happy time; and he listened and smiled
-with deep relish at the little stories Miss
-Marilla told of Mary Amber&#8217;s childhood,
-the gingerbread men with currant
-eyes, and the naughty Dick who
-stole them. This world he was in now
-was such a happy, clean little world,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[158]</a></span>
-so simple and so good! Oh, if he could
-have known a world like this earlier in
-his life! If only he could have been the
-hapless Dick in reality!</p>
-
-<p>Molly Poke was established in the
-kitchen down-stairs now, and Miss Marilla
-hovered over her anxiously, leaving
-the entertaining of the invalid much
-to Mary Amber, who wrote neat business
-letters for him, telling his lawyer
-friend to do just as he pleased with
-everything till he got back; and who
-read stories and bits of poems, and
-played chess with him as soon as the
-doctor allowed. Oh, they were having
-a happy time, the three of them! Miss
-Marilla hovered over the two as if they
-had been her very own children.</p>
-
-<p>And then one lovely winter afternoon,
-when they were just discussing
-how perhaps they might take the invalid
-out for a ride in the car some day<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[159]</a></span>
-next week, the fly dropped into the
-ointment!</p>
-
-<p>It was as lovely a fly as ever walked
-on tiny French heels, and came in a
-limousine lined with gray duvetyn and
-electrically heated and graced with
-hothouse rosebuds in a slender glass behind
-the chauffeur&#8217;s right ear. She
-picked her way daintily up the snowy
-walk, surveyed the house and grounds
-critically as far as the Amber hedge,
-and rang the bell peremptorily.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla herself went to the
-front door, for Molly Poke was busy
-making cream-puffs and couldn&#8217;t stop;
-and, when she saw the little fly standing
-haughtily on the porch, swathed in a
-gorgeous moleskin cloak with a voluminous
-collar of tailless ermine, and a
-little toque made of coral velvet embroidered
-in silver, she thought right
-away of a spider. A very beautiful<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[160]</a></span>
-spider, it is true, but all the same a
-spider.</p>
-
-<p>And, when the beautiful red lips
-opened and spoke, she thought so all
-the more.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I have come to see Lyman Gage,&#8221;
-she announced freezingly, looking at
-Miss Marilla with the glance one gives
-to a servant. Miss Marilla cast a
-frightened glance of discernment over
-the beautiful little face. For it was
-beautiful, there was no mistaking that,
-very perfectly beautiful, though it
-might have been only superficially so.
-Miss Marilla was not used to seeing a
-skin that looked like soft rose-leaves
-in baby perfection on a person of that
-age. Great baby eyes of blue, set wide,
-with curling dark lashes, eyebrows that
-seemed drawn by a fairy brush, lips
-of such ruby-red pout, and nose chiselled
-in warm marble. Peaches and cream
-floated through her startled mind, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[161]</a></span>
-it never occurred to her it was not
-natural. Oh, the vision was beautiful;
-there was no doubt about that.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla closed the door, and
-stood with her back to the stairs and a
-look of defence upon her face. She had
-a fleeting thought of Mary and whether
-she ought to be protected. She had a
-spasm of fierce jealousy, and a frenzy
-as to what she should do.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You can step into the parlor,&#8221; she
-said in a tone that she hoped was calm,
-although she knew it was not cordial.
-&#8220;I&#8217;ll go up and see if he&#8217;s able to see
-you. He&#8217;s been very sick. The doctor
-hasn&#8217;t let him see any&#8221;&mdash;she paused,
-and eyed the girl defiantly&mdash;&#8220;any
-<i>strangers</i>.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh, that&#8217;ll be all right,&#8221; laughed
-the girl with a disagreeable tinkle. &#8220;I&#8217;m
-not a stranger. I&#8217;m only his fiance.&#8221;
-But she pronounced &#8220;fiance&#8221; in a way
-that Miss Marilla didn&#8217;t recognize at<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[162]</a></span>
-all, and she looked at her hard. It
-wasn&#8217;t &#8220;wife,&#8221; anyway; and it hadn&#8217;t
-sounded like &#8220;sister&#8221; or &#8220;cousin.&#8221; Miss
-Marilla looked at the snip&mdash;that was
-what she began to call her in her mind&mdash;and
-decided that she didn&#8217;t want her
-to see Lyman Gage at all; but of course
-Lyman Gage must be the one to decide
-that.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;What did you say your name was?&#8221;
-she asked bluntly.</p>
-
-<p>For answer the girl brought out a
-ridiculous little silk bag with a clattering
-clasp and chain, and took therefrom
-a tiny gold card-case, from which she
-handed Miss Marilla a card. Miss Marilla
-adjusted her spectacles, and
-studied it a moment with one foot on
-the lower stairs.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Well,&#8221; she said reluctantly, &#8220;he
-hasn&#8217;t seen any one yet; but I&#8217;ll go and
-find out if you can see him. You can
-sit in the parlor.&#8221; She waved her hand<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[163]</a></span>
-again toward the open door, and started
-up-stairs.</p>
-
-<p>The blood was beating excitedly
-through her ears, and her heart pounded
-in pitiful thuds. If this &#8220;snip&#8221; belonged
-to her soldier boy, she was sure
-she could never mother him again. She
-wouldn&#8217;t feel at home. And her
-thoughts were so excited that she did
-not know that the fur-clad snip was following
-her close behind until she was
-actually within the spare bedroom, and
-holding out the card to her boy with a
-trembling little withered-rose-leaf hand.</p>
-
-<p>The boy looked up with his wide,
-pleasant smile like a benediction, and
-reached out for the card interestedly.
-He caught the look of panic on Miss
-Marilla&#8217;s face and the inscrutable one
-on Mary Amber&#8217;s. Mary had heard the
-strange voice below and arisen from
-her reading aloud to glance out of the
-window. She now beat a precipitate retreat<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[164]</a></span>
-into the little sewing-room just
-off the spare bedroom. Then Lyman
-Gage realized another presence in the
-room, and looked beyond to the door
-where stood Elinore Harrower, her big
-eyes watching him jealously from her
-swathing of gorgeous furs, while he
-slowly took in the situation.</p>
-
-<p>It had been a common saying among
-his friends that no situation however unexpected
-ever found Lyman Gage off
-his guard, or ever saw him give away
-his own emotions. Like lightning there
-flitted over his face now a sudden cloud
-like a curtain, shutting out all that he
-had been the moment before, putting
-under lock and seal any like or dislike
-he might be feeling, allowing only the
-most cool courtesy to appear in his expression.
-Miss Marilla, watching him
-like a cat, could not tell whether he was
-glad or sorry, surprised or indignant or
-pleased. He seemed none of these. He<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[165]</a></span>
-glanced with cool indifference toward
-the lovely vision smiling in the doorway
-now and ready to gush over him,
-and a stern dignity grew in the set of
-his jaws; but otherwise he did not seem
-to have changed, and most casually, as
-if he had seen her but the week before,
-he remarked:</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Oh! Is that you, Elinore? Seems to
-me you have chosen a cold day to go
-out. Won&#8217;t you sit down?&#8221; He motioned
-toward a stiff little chair that
-stood against the wall, though Mary
-Amber&#8217;s rocker was still waving back
-and forth from her hasty retreat.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla simply faded out of the
-room, although Gage said politely,
-&#8220;don&#8217;t leave us, please.&#8221; But she was
-gone before the words were out of his
-mouth, and with a sudden feeling of
-weakness he glanced around the room
-wildly, and realized that Mary Amber
-was gone too.</p>
-
-
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[166]</a></span>Mary Amber stood in the sewing-room,
-and wondered what she ought to
-do. For the other door of the sewing-room
-was closed and barred by a heavy
-iron bed that had been put up for convenience
-during the soldier&#8217;s illness, and
-the only spot that was long enough to
-hold it was straight across the hall door.
-Obviously Mary Amber could not get
-out of the sewing-room without moving
-that bed, and she knew by experience
-of making it every morning that it
-squeaked most unmercifully when it
-was moved. Neither could she go out
-through the spare bedroom, for she felt
-that her appearance would cause no end
-of explanations; and equally of course
-she dared not shut the door because it
-would make a noise and call attention to
-her presence.</p>
-
-<p>So Mary Amber tiptoed softly to the
-farthest end of the little room, and stood
-rigidly silent, trying not to listen, yet<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[167]</a></span>
-all the more attuned and sensitive to
-whatever was going on in the next room.
-She fairly held her breath lest they
-should hear her, and pressed her fingers
-upon her hot eyeballs as if that would
-shut out the sound.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s scarcely the way I expected
-you to meet me, Lyme,&#8221; in the sweet
-lilt of Elinore Harrower&#8217;s petted voice.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I was scarcely expecting you, you
-know, after what has happened,&#8221; came
-chillingly in Lyman Gage&#8217;s voice, a bit
-high and hollow from his illness, and all
-the cooler for that.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I couldn&#8217;t stay away when I knew
-you were ill, Lyme, dear!&#8221; The voice
-was honeyed sweet now.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;What had that to do with it?&#8221; The
-tone was almost vicious. &#8220;You wrote
-that we had grown apart, and it was
-true. You are engaged to another
-man.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Well, can&#8217;t I change my mind?&#8221; The<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[168]</a></span>
-tone was playful, kittenish. It smote
-Lyman Gage&#8217;s memory that he had
-been wont to call it teasing and enjoy
-it in her once upon a time.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;You&#8217;ve changed your mind once too
-often!&#8221; The sick man&#8217;s voice was tense
-in his weakness, and his brow was dark.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Why, Lyme Gage! I think you are
-<i>horrid</i>!&#8221; cried the girl with a hint of indignant
-tears in her voice. &#8220;Here I
-come a long journey to see you when
-you&#8217;re sick; and you meet me that way,
-and <i>taunt</i> me. It&#8217;s not like you. You
-don&#8217;t seem a bit glad to see me! Perhaps
-there&#8217;s some one else.&#8221; The voice
-had a taunt in it now, and an assurance
-that expected to win out in the end, no
-matter to what she might have to descend
-to gain her point.</p>
-
-<p>But she had reckoned without knowledge,
-for Lyman Gage remembered the
-picture he had torn to bits in the dying
-light of the sunset and trampled in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[169]</a></span>
-the road; those same brilliant eyes, that
-soft tinted cheek, those painted lips, had
-smiled impudently up to him that way
-as he had ground them beneath his heel;
-and this was GIRL, his natural enemy,
-who would play with him at her pleasure,
-and toss him away when he was no
-longer profitable to her, expecting to
-find him ready at a word again when
-circumstances changed. He straightened
-up with sudden strength, and
-caught her words with a kind of joyful
-triumph.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Yes, there is <i>some one else</i>! Mary!
-Mary <i>Amber</i>!&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Mary Amber, trying not to hear, had
-caught her name, heard the sound in his
-voice like to the little chick that calls
-its mother when the hawk appears; and
-suddenly her fear vanished. She
-turned, and walked with steady step
-and bright eyes straight into the spare
-bedroom, a smile upon her lips and a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[170]</a></span>
-rose upon her cheek that needed no cosmetics
-to enhance its beauty.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Did you call me&mdash;Lyman?&#8221; she
-said, looking straight at him with rescue
-in her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>He put out his hand to her, and she
-went and stood by the bed over across
-from the visitor, who had turned and
-was staring amazedly, insolently at her
-now.</p>
-
-<p>Lyman Gage put out his big, wasted
-hand, and gathered Mary Amber&#8217;s
-hand in his, and <i>she let him</i>!</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Mary,&#8221; said Lyman Gage possessively,
-and there were both boldness and
-appeal in his eyes as he looked at her,
-&#8220;I want Miss Harrower to know you;
-Miss Amber, Miss Harrower.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Elinore Harrower had risen with one
-hand on the back of her chair; and her
-crimson lips parted, a startled expression
-in her eyes. Her rich furs had
-fallen back, and revealed a rich and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[171]</a></span>
-vampish little frock beneath; but she
-was not thinking of her frock just then.
-She was looking from one to the other
-of the two before her.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t understand!&#8221; she said
-haughtily. &#8220;Did you know her before?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Lyman Gage flashed a look at Mary
-for indulgence, and answered happily.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Our friendship dates back to when
-we were children and I spent a summer
-with my Aunt Marilla teasing Mary,
-and letting the sawdust out of her
-dolls.&#8221; He gave a daring glance at
-Mary, and found the twinkles in her
-eyes playing with the dimples at the corner
-of her mouth; and his fingers clung
-more warmly around hers.</p>
-
-<p>The two were so absorbedly interested
-in this little comedy they were
-enacting that they had quite failed to
-notice its effect upon the audience.
-Elinore Harrower had gathered her fur
-robes about her, and was fastening<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[172]</a></span>
-them proudly at her throat. Her dark
-eyes were two points of steel, and the
-little white teeth that bit into the pouting
-crimson under lip looked vicious
-and suggestive.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;I did not understand,&#8221; said Elinore
-haughtily. &#8220;I thought you were among
-strangers, and needed some one. I will
-leave you to your friends. You always
-did like simple country ways, I remember;&#8221;
-and she cast a withering
-glance around.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Why, where is Aunt Rilla, Mary?&#8221;
-asked Lyman, innocently ignoring the
-sneer of his guest. &#8220;Aunt Marilla!&#8221;
-he raised his voice, looking toward the
-door. &#8220;Aunt Marilla, won&#8217;t you please
-come here?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Miss Marilla, her heart a perfect
-tumult of joy to hear him call her that
-way, straightened up from her ambush
-outside the door, and entered precipitately,
-just as the haughty guest was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[173]</a></span>
-about to stalk from the room, if one so
-small and exquisite as Elinore can be
-said to stalk. The result was a collision
-that quite spoiled the effect of the exit,
-and the two ladies looked at each
-other for a brief instant much as
-two cats might have done under similar
-circumstances.</p>
-
-<p>Mary Amber&#8217;s eyes were dancing,
-and Lyman Gage wanted to laugh, but
-he controlled his voice.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Aunt Marilla, this is Miss Harrower,
-a girl who used to be an old friend
-of mine, and she thinks she can&#8217;t stay
-any longer. Would you mind taking
-her down to the door? Good-by,
-Elinore. Congratulations! And I
-hope you&#8217;ll be very happy!&#8221; He held out
-his free hand&mdash;the other still held Mary
-Amber&#8217;s, and the smile upon his lips
-was full of merriment. But Elinore
-Harrower ignored the hand and the
-congratulations; and, drawing her fur<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[174]</a></span>
-mantle once more about her small
-haughty shoulders, she sailed from the
-room, her coral and silver toque held
-high, and her little red mouth drooping
-with scorn and defeat. Miss Marilla,
-all hospitality now that she understood,
-offered tea and cake, but was vouchsafed
-no answer whatever; and so in
-joyous, wondering silence she attended
-her soldier&#8217;s guest to the door.</p>
-
-<p>Lyman Gage lay back on his pillows,
-his face turned away from Mary Amber,
-listening; but his hand still held Mary
-Amber&#8217;s. And Mary Amber, standing
-quietly by his side, listening too,
-seemed to understand that the curtain
-had not fallen yet, not quite, upon the
-little play; for a smile wove in and out
-among the dimples near her lips, and her
-eyes were dancing little happy lights of
-mirth. It was not until the front door
-shut upon the guest and they heard the
-motor&#8217;s soft purr as the car left the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[175]</a></span>
-house that they felt the tenseness of the
-moment relax, and consciousness of
-their position stole upon them.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Mary, Mary Amber!&#8221; whispered
-Lyman Gage softly, looking up into her
-face, &#8220;can you ever forgive me for all
-this?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>He held her hand, and his eyes
-pleaded for him.</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;But it is all true. There <i>is</i> another
-one. <i>I love you!</i> And oh, I&#8217;m so tired.
-Mary Amber, can you forgive me&mdash;and&mdash;and
-love me, just a little bit?&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>Down upon her knees went Mary
-Amber beside that bed, and gathered
-her soldier boy within her strong young
-arms, drawing his tired head upon her
-firm, sweet shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>When Miss Marilla trotted back up-stairs
-on her weary, glad feet, and put
-her head in at the door fearfully, to see
-how her boy had stood the strain of the
-visitor&mdash;and to berate herself for having<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[176]</a></span>
-allowed a stranger to come up without
-warning, she found them so, with
-Mary Amber soothing her patient to
-sleep by kisses on his tired eyelids, and
-the soldier&#8217;s big white hand enfolding
-Mary&#8217;s little one contentedly, while the
-man&#8217;s low voice growled tenderly:</p>
-
-<p>&#8220;Mary, you are the only girl I ever
-really loved. I didn&#8217;t know there was a
-girl like you when I knew her.&#8221;</p>
-
-<p>So Miss Marilla drew the door to
-softly lest Molly Poke should come
-snooping round that way, and trotted
-off to the kitchen to see about some charlotte
-russe for supper, a great thankful
-gladness growing in her heart, for&mdash;oh!
-suppose it had been that other&mdash;hussy!</p>
-
-
-<p class="center"><span class="smcap">The End</span></p>
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